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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The hope of happiness, by Meredith
-Nicholson
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS ***
-
-
-
-
-
-_BY MEREDITH NICHOLSON_
-
- THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS
- BEST LAID SCHEMES
- THE MAN IN THE STREET
- BLACKSHEEP! BLACKSHEEP!
- LADY LARKSPUR
- THE MADNESS OF MAY
- THE VALLEY OF DEMOCRACY
-
-_CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS_
-
-
-
-
-THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS
-
-
-
-
- THE
- HOPE OF HAPPINESS
-
- BY
- MEREDITH NICHOLSON
-
- NEW YORK
- CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS
- 1923
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1923, BY
- CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1923, BY THE INTERNATIONAL MAGAZINE CO.
-
- Printed in the United States of America
-
- Published October, 1923
-
- [Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-TO
-
-FRANK SCOTT COREY WICKS
-
-
- “Only themselves understand themselves, and the like of themselves,
- As Souls only understand Souls.”
-
-
-
-
-THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS
-
-
-
-
-THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER ONE
-
-
-I
-
-Bruce Storrs stood up tall and straight on a prostrate sycamore, the
-sunlight gleaming upon his lithe, vigorous body, and with a quick,
-assured lifting of the arms plunged into the cool depths of the river.
-He rose and swam with long, confident strokes the length of a pool
-formed by the curving banks and returned to the log, climbing up with
-the same ease and grace that marked his swimming. He dashed the water
-from his eyes and pressed his deeply-tanned hands over his shapely
-head. It was evident that he was the fortunate inheritor of clean
-blood in a perfectly fashioned body; that he had used himself well in
-his twenty-eight years and that he found satisfaction and pride in
-his health and strength. He surveyed the narrow valley through which
-the river idled and eddied before rushing into the broader channel
-beyond--surveyed it with something of the air of a discoverer who has
-found and appropriated to his own uses a new corner of the world.
-
-It was a good place to be at the end of a day that was typical of
-late August in the corn belt, a day of intense dry heat with faint
-intimations on the horizon of the approach of autumn. With a contented
-sigh he sat down on the log, his feet drawn up, his shoulders bent,
-and aimlessly tore bits of bark from the log and tossed them into the
-water. Lulled by the lazy ripple, he yielded himself to reverie and
-his eyes filled with dreams as he stared unseeingly across the stream.
-Suddenly he raised his head resolutely as if his thoughts had returned
-to the world of the actual and he had reached a conclusion of high
-importance. He plunged again and now his short, rapid strokes threshed
-the water into foam. One might have thought that in the assertion of
-his physical strength he was testing and reassuring himself of his
-complete self-mastery.
-
-Refreshed and invigorated, he clambered up the bank and sought a great
-beech by whose pillar-like trunk he had left his belongings, and
-proceeded to dress. From a flat canvas bag he produced a towel and a
-variety of toilet articles. He combed his thick curly hair, donned a
-flannel shirt and knotted a blue scarf under its soft collar. His shoes
-of brogan type bore the imprint of a metropolitan maker and his gray
-knickerbockers and jacket indicated a capable tailor.
-
-He took from the bag a package of letters addressed in a woman’s
-hand to Bruce Storrs, and making himself comfortable with his back
-to the tree, he began to read. The letters had been subjected to
-many readings, as their worn appearance testified, but selecting the
-bulkiest, he perused it carefully, as though wishing to make sure that
-its phrases were firmly fixed in his memory.
-
-“... Since my talk with you,” he read, “I have had less pain, but the
-improvement is only temporary--the doctors do not deceive me as to
-that. I may go quickly--any day, any hour. You heard my story the other
-night--generously, with a fine tolerance, as I knew you would. If I
-had not been so satisfied of your sense of justice and so sure of your
-love, I could never have told you. But from the hour I knew that my
-life was nearing its end I felt more and more that you must know. One
-or two things I’m afraid I didn’t make clear ... that I loved the man
-who is your father. Love alone could be my justification--without that
-I could never have lived through these years.
-
-“The man you have called father never suspected the truth. He trusted
-me. It has been part of my punishment that through all these years
-I have had to endure the constant manifestations of his love and
-confidence. But for that one lapse in the second year of my marriage, I
-was absolutely faithful in all my obligations to him. And he was kind
-to you and proud of you. He did all for you that a father could, never
-dreaming that you were not his own. It was one of my sorrows that I
-couldn’t give him a child of his own. Things went badly with him in
-his last years, as you know, and what I leave to you--it will be about
-fifty thousand dollars--I inherited from my father, and it will help
-you find your place in the world.
-
-“Your father has no idea of your existence.... Ours was a midsummer
-madness, at a time when we were both young. I only knew him a little
-while, and I have never heard from him. My love for him never wholly
-died. Please, dear, don’t think harshly of me, but there have been
-times when I would have given my life for a sight of him. After all you
-are his--his as much as mine. You came to me from him--strangely dear
-and beautiful. In my mind you have always been his, and I loved you the
-dearer. I loved him, but I could not bring myself to leave the man you
-have called father for him. He was not the kind of man women run away
-with....
-
-“When I’m gone I want you to put yourself near him--learn to know him,
-if that should be possible. I am trusting you. You would never, I
-know, do him an injury. Some day he may need you. Remember, he does not
-know--it may be he need never know. But oh, be kind to him....”
-
-He stared at the words. Had it been one of those unaccountable
-affairs--he had heard of such--where a gently reared woman falls prey
-to a coarse-fibered man in every way her inferior? The man might be
-common, low, ignorant and cruel. Bruce had been proud of his ancestry.
-The Storrs were of old American stock, and his mother’s family, the
-Bruces, had been the foremost people in their county for nearly a
-century. He had taken a pardonable pride in his background.... That
-night when he had stumbled out of the house after hearing his mother’s
-confession he had felt the old friendly world recede. The letters,
-sealed and entrusted to the family physician for delivery at her death,
-merely repeated what she had told him.
-
-In his constant rereadings he had hoped that one day he would find
-that he had misinterpreted the message. He might dismiss his mother’s
-story as the fabrication of a sick woman’s mind. But today he knew the
-folly of this; the disclosure took its place in his mind among the
-unalterable facts of his life. At first he had thought of destroying
-himself; but he was too sane and the hope of life was too strong for
-such a solution of his problem. And there had been offers--flattering
-ones--to go to New York and Boston. He convinced himself that his
-mother could not seriously have meant to limit the range of his
-opportunities by sending him to the city where his unknown father
-lived. But he was resolved not to shirk; he would do her bidding.
-There was a strain of superstition in him: he might invite misfortune
-by disregarding her plea; and moreover he had the pride and courage
-of youth. No one knew, no one need ever know! He had escaped from
-the feeling, at first poignant, that shame attached to him; that he
-must slink through life under the eyes of a scornful world. No; he had
-mastered that; his pride rallied; he felt equal to any demand fate
-might make upon him; he was resolved to set his goal high....
-
-Life had been very pleasant in Laconia, the Ohio town where John
-Storrs had been a lawyer of average attainments--in no way brilliant,
-but highly respected for his probity and enjoying for years a fair
-practice. Bruce had cousins of his own age, cheery, wholesome
-contemporaries with whom he had chummed from childhood. The Storrs,
-like the Bruces, his mother’s people, were of a type familiar in
-Mid-western county seats, kindly, optimistic, well-to-do folk, not too
-contented or self-satisfied to be unaware of the stir and movement of
-the larger world.
-
-The old house, built in the forties by John Storrs’s grandfather,
-had become suddenly to Bruce a strange and alien place that denied
-his right of occupancy. The elms in the yard seemed to mock him,
-whispering, “You don’t belong here!” and as quickly as possible he
-had closed the house, made excuses to his relatives, given a power of
-attorney to the president of the local bank, an old friend, to act for
-him in all matters, and announced that he’d look about a bit and take a
-vacation before settling down to his profession.
-
-This was all past now and he had arrived, it seemed inevitably, at the
-threshold of the city where his father lived.
-
-The beauty of the declining day stirred longings and aspirations,
-definite and clear, in his mind and heart. His debt to his mother was
-enormous. He remembered now her happiness at the first manifestation of
-his interest in form, color and harmony; her hand guiding his when he
-first began to draw; her delight in his first experiment with a box of
-colors, given him on one of his birthdays. Yes; he should be a painter;
-that came first; then his aptitude in modeling made it plain that
-sculpture was to be his true vocation. To be a creator of beautiful
-things!--here, she had urged, lay the surest hope of happiness.
-
-Very precious were all these memories; they brought a wistful smile to
-his face. She had always seemed to him curiously innocent, with the
-innocence of light-hearted childhood. To think of her as carrying a
-stain through her life was abhorrent. Hers was the blithest, cheeriest
-spirit he had known. The things she had taught him to reverence were
-a testimony to her innate fineness; she had denied herself for him,
-jealously guarding her patrimony that it might pass to him intact. The
-manly part for him was to live in the light of the ideals she had set
-for him. Pity and love for one who had been so sensitive to beauty in
-all its forms touched him now; brought a sob to his throat. He found a
-comfort in the thought that her confession might be attributable to a
-hope that in his life her sin might be expiated....
-
-He took up the letters and turned them over for the last time, his eyes
-caught and held now and then by some phrase. He held the sheets against
-his face for a moment, then slowly tore them into strips, added the
-worn envelopes and burned them. Not content with this, he trampled the
-charred fragments into the sandy turf.
-
-
-II
-
-The sun, a huge brazen ball, was low in the west when he set off along
-the river with confident, springy step. He stopped at a farmhouse
-and asked for supper. The evening meal was over, the farmer’s wife
-explained; but when he assured her that his needs were few and that he
-expected to pay for his entertainment, she produced a pitcher of milk
-and a plate of corn bread. She brought a bowl of yellow glaze crockery
-and he made himself comfortable on a bench by the kitchen door. He
-crumbled the bread into the creamy milk and ate with satisfaction.
-
-Her husband appeared, and instantly prejudiced by Bruce’s
-knickerbockers, doggedly quizzed him as to the nature and direction
-of his journey. Bruce was a new species, not to be confused with the
-ordinary tramp who demands food at farmhouses, and suddenly contrite
-that the repast she was providing was so meager, the woman rose and
-disappeared into the kitchen, returning with a huge piece of spice
-cake and a dish of sliced peaches. She was taken aback when he rose
-deferentially to accept the offering, but her tired face relaxed in a
-smile at his cordial expressions of gratitude. She joined her husband
-on the stoop, finding the handsome pilgrim’s visit a welcome break in
-the monotonous day. As he ate he answered their questions unhurriedly.
-
-“I guess the war left a lot o’ you boys restless,” she suggested.
-
-“Oh, it wasn’t the war that made a rover of me!” he replied with
-a smile. “It was this way with me. When I got home I found I had
-something to think out--something I had to get used to”--he frowned
-and became silent for a moment--“so I decided I could do it better by
-tramping. But I’ve settled things in my own mind pretty well now,” he
-ended, half to himself, and smiled, hardly aware of their presence.
-
-“Yes?” The woman’s tone was almost eager. She was curious as to the
-real reason for his wanderings and what it was that he had settled. In
-the luminous afterglow her dull imagination quickened to a sense of
-something romantic in this stranger, and she was disappointed when he
-told of an experience as a laborer in a great steel mill, just to see
-what it was like, he said--of loitering along the Susquehanna, and of a
-more recent tramp through the Valley of Virginia.
-
-“I reckon you don’t have to work?” the farmer asked, baffled in his
-attempts to account for a young man who strolled over the country so
-aimlessly, wearing what struck him as an outlandish garb.
-
-“Oh, but I do! I’ve done considerable work as I’ve sauntered around.
-I’m an architect--or hope to be! I’ve earned my keep as I’ve traveled
-by getting jobs as a draughtsman.”
-
-“Going to stop in the city?” the woman inquired. “I guess there’s lots
-of architects over there.”
-
-“Yes,” Bruce replied, following the direction of her glance.
-
-“You know folks there?” she persisted. “I guess it’s hard getting
-started if you ain’t got friends.”
-
-“There’s a chap living there I knew in college; that’s all. But when
-you strike a strange town where you don’t know anyone the only thing to
-do is to buckle in and make them want to know you!”
-
-“I guess you can do that,” she remarked with shy admiration.
-
-The farmer shuffled his feet on the brick walk. For all he knew the
-young stranger might be a burglar. He resented his wife’s tone of
-friendliness and resolved to deny the request if the young man asked
-the privilege of sleeping in the barn; but the stranger not only
-failed to ask for lodging, but produced a dollar bill and insisted
-that the woman accept it. This transaction served instantly to dispel
-the farmer’s suspicions. He answered with unnecessary detail Bruce’s
-questions as to the shortest way to town, and walked with him to a lane
-that ran along the edge of a cornfield and afforded a short cut to the
-highway.
-
-Bruce had expected to reach the city before nightfall, but already
-the twilight was deepening and the first stars glimmered in the pale
-sky. Now that he was near the end of his self-imposed wanderings, he
-experienced a sense of elation. The unhappy thoughts with which he had
-left his Ohio home a little more than a year earlier had gradually
-become dim in his memory. The letters he had burned at the riverside
-really marked in his consciousness a dispersion of doubts and questions
-that left his spirit free. His mother’s revelation had greatly shaken
-him; but she need never have told him; and it spoke for her courage
-and her faith in him that she had confessed the truth. They had been
-companions in an unusual sense. From his earliest youth she had
-interested him in the things that had been her delight--books, music,
-pictures. She was herself an accomplished musician, and strains of old
-melodies she had taught him recurred to him now, and as he swung along
-the country road he whistled them, happy for the first time in the
-awakening of old memories.
-
-With the cool breeze blowing upon him from fields of tall ripening
-corn, there was no bitterness in his soul. He had beaten down the
-bitter thoughts that had assailed him in the early days of his
-journeying--the sense that a stigma attached to him, not the less
-hateful because he alone had knowledge of it; and the feeling that
-there was something fantastic in the idea that he should put himself
-where, in any need, he could serve the father he had never known.
-
-This had now all the sanctity of a commission from the dead. Again he
-speculated as to what manner of man this could be who had awakened so
-deep a love in the heart of the good woman he knew his mother to have
-been--a love which she had carried in her heart to her last hours. In
-his long ponderings he had, he felt, come to understand her better than
-he ever had in her lifetime--her imaginative and romantic side, her
-swiftly changing moods, her innumerable small talents that had now a
-charm and a pathos in the retrospect. Age had never, to his eyes, laid
-hands upon her. Even through the last long illness she had retained the
-look and the spirit of youth.
-
-Rounding a bend in the river, the flare of an amusement park apprised
-him that he was close upon the city--a city he had heretofore never
-visited and knew of only from his newspaper reading as a prosperous
-industrial center. Here, for the strangest reason in the world, he was
-to make his home, perhaps spend the remainder of his days! He crossed a
-stone bridge with a sense that the act marked an important transition
-in his life, and quickly passing through the park, boarded a trolley
-car and rode into town.
-
-He had formed a very clear idea of what he meant to do, and arriving at
-the business center he went directly to the Hotel Fordham, to which he
-had expressed his trunk from Cincinnati.
-
-
-III
-
-He spent an hour unpacking and overhauling his belongings, wrote notes
-to his banker friend in Laconia and to the cousin there with whom he
-had maintained a correspondence since he first went away to school.
-
-The pencil with which he idly scribbled on a sheet of hotel paper
-traced his name unconsciously. _Bruce Storrs._
-
-It was not his name; he had no honest right to it. He had speculated
-many times in his wanderings as to whether he shouldn’t change it,
-but this would lead to endless embarrassments. Now, with his thoughts
-crystalized by the knowledge that this other man who had been his
-mother’s lover was within reach, he experienced a strong sense of
-loyalty to the memory of the man he had called father. It would be a
-contemptible thing to abandon the name of one who had shown him so
-tender an affection and understood so perfectly his needs and aims.
-
-Somewhere among the several hundred thousand people of the city
-about him was the man his mother had described. In the quiet room he
-experienced suddenly a feeling of loneliness. Usually in his wanderings
-he had stopped at cheap lodging houses, and the very comfort of his
-surroundings now added to his feeling of strangeness in having at last
-arrived at a goal which marked not merely the end of his physical
-wandering, but the termination of a struggle with his own spirit.
-
-He sent down for the evening papers and found himself scanning
-carefully the local news, thinking that he might find some clue to the
-activities of Franklin Mills.
-
-His attention was immediately caught by the caption, “Franklin Mills
-Sells Site of Old Homestead to Trust Company.” The name fell like a
-blow upon his consciousness. He seized the telephone book and hurriedly
-turned the pages.
-
- Mills Franklin--r 5800 Jefferson Ave...King 1322
- Mills Franklin--1821 First Ntl Bnk....Main 2222
-
-He stared at the two lines till they were a blur before his eyes. There
-was but one man of the name in the directory; there could be no mistake
-as to his identity.
-
-It was a disconcerting thought that by calling these numbers he might
-at any time hear Franklin Mills’s voice. The idea both fascinated and
-repelled him. What, after all, had he to do with Franklin Mills?
-
-He turned to the newspaper and reread the report of the real estate
-transaction, then opened to the personal and society page, where he
-found this item:
-
- Miss Leila Mills of Jefferson Avenue gave a luncheon yesterday at the
- Faraway Country Club for her house guest, Miss Helene Ridgeway of
- Cincinnati. The decorations were purple asters and pink roses.
-
-Helene Ridgeway he knew; she had been the college chum of one of his
-Laconia cousins. He had not realized the strain he had undergone in the
-past year till he saw the familiar name. The nightmare pictures of his
-year-long speculations faded; whatever else Mills might be he was at
-least a reputable citizen, and this was something to be thankful for;
-and obviously he was not poor and helpless.
-
-The Leila referred to must be Mills’s daughter, and the same blood ran
-in her veins as in his own. Bruce flung the paper away; touched his
-forehead, found it covered with perspiration. He paced the floor till
-he had quieted himself, paused at the window, finding relief in the
-lights and sounds of the street, the bells and whistles of trains at
-the railway station somewhere in the distance. The world surged round
-him, indifferent to his hopes and aims and fears. He must keep tight
-hold of himself....
-
-His mother had urged him to think kindly of Franklin Mills; and yet,
-now that the man was within reach, a contempt that bordered upon
-hatred filled his heart. For his mother his love turned for the moment
-to pity. He recalled the look she had bent upon him at times when he
-and his putative father had talked happily together. John Storrs had
-lavished an unusual devotion upon his wife to the end of his life. The
-wrong done him seemed monstrous as Bruce thought of it, remembering
-Storrs’s pride in him, the sympathetic interest he had taken in his
-education, the emotion with which they had parted when Bruce went away
-to war. There was a vast pathos in all this--in the very ignorance of
-his wife’s infidelity that John Storrs had carried to his grave.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TWO
-
-
-I
-
-Awake early, Bruce donned a freshly-pressed gray suit and went down to
-breakfast. His immediate concern was to find employment, for in work,
-he knew, lay his hope of happiness and peace. He had thrust into his
-pocket letters from architects who had employed him in various cities
-commending him as an excellent draughtsman; and he bore a letter
-certifying to his good character and trustworthiness from the president
-of the bank in his native town. He was not pressed by immediate need.
-His travels had been inexpensive; in fact, he had a little more than
-earned his way; and he had not only the fifty thousand dollars his
-mother had left invested in securities, but he carried drafts for the
-accumulated income--something over a thousand dollars--to tide him over
-any possible difficulties in finding an opening that promised well for
-the future. He had finished his breakfast, and lingered at the table,
-deep in thought, when a young man who had just entered the dining-room
-paused beside him.
-
-“Is it or is it not Bruce Storrs?” he demanded. “I spotted you from the
-door--didn’t think there could be another such head and shoulders.”
-
-“Bud Henderson!”
-
-Storrs was on his feet, wringing the hand of the young man, who was
-regarding him with a pleased grin.
-
-“You good old Indian! I was just about to go out and ask the nearest
-cop where to find you! You’re the only man in town I know!”
-
-“Thanks for the compliment. You might have warned me of your approach.
-I’ll sit right here and eat while you unfold yourself.”
-
-Henderson was short, lean and dark, with a curiously immobile face. His
-lips smiled oddly without any accompanying expression of humor in his
-rather small brown eyes. Without inquiring what had brought Storrs to
-town, he began talking of their years together at Boston, where they
-had been fellow students at the Tech. He had a dry, humorous way of
-saying things, particularly when he talked of himself, which puzzled
-strangers but delighted his friends. He was treating Storrs quite as
-though there had been no break in their intercourse.
-
-“Met some of our old Boston pals during the recent unpleasantness and
-heard of you occasionally on the other side,” he was saying. “Frankly,
-I’m not keen about war”--he was composedly eating a melon--“war is
-fatiguing. I hope the great nations will behave for the rest of my
-life, so I won’t be annoyed by having to go out and settle the row.”
-
-“Here too, Bud; I got enough. I want to have a try at the arts of
-peace.”
-
-“So say we all. By the way, are you married yet?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“That’s bad. Marriage is an honorable estate; I’m rather keen about
-it. I took me a wife as soon as I got back from France. Oh, Lord,
-no! None of the girls we knew around Boston. Couldn’t afford them,
-and besides it’s a mistake not to marry in your home town, and it’s
-also easier when you’re a bloomin’ pauper. I married into one of the
-strongest wholesale grocery houses in all these parts. I’ll drive you
-by the warehouse, an impressive pile--one of the biggest concerns west
-of Pittsburgh. Maybelle is the name of the lucky girl, and Maybelle
-is the only child of the Conrad of Conrad, Buxton and Pettibone. A
-wonderful girl--one of the really strong, powerful women of this great
-nation. She’s out of town at present, playing a golf tournament for the
-huckleberry association championship. That’s why I’m chasing downtown
-for breakfast--cook’s on a vacation. You’ll meet Maybelle; she’s a
-person, that girl! Married me out of pity; thinks I’m half-witted, and
-right, at that!”
-
-“Of course you’d have to marry a girl who’d make allowance for your
-mental infirmities,” Bruce replied. “Getting on in your profession, I
-suppose?”
-
-“Hell, no! I chucked that. There are too many really capable electrical
-experts, and after Maybelle’s father had tried me for six months in the
-grocery and I failed to show any talent for distributing the well-known
-Verbena Brand of canned stuff, he set me up in the automobile business.
-Shameful to relate, I really make money. I handle the Plantagenet--one
-of the worst cars on the market. You know it was a mistake--my feeling
-that I was called to be another Edison or Marconi. I was really cut out
-for the literary life--another sad case of mute, inglorious Milton.
-I exercise my talents now designing ‘ads’ and come-on letters as a
-lure to customers for the Plantagenet. Would you ride with kings? The
-Plantagenet is the car that takes you out and brings you back. That’s
-my latest slogan; you’ll find it glaring at you all over the landscape.”
-
-“Oh, what a fall, my countryman!”
-
-“Not at all. You know I always had a knack of making phrases. It’s a
-gift, my boy. I suppose you’re here to figure on a new state-house or
-perhaps a hospital for lame cats. I know nearly everybody in town, so
-if I can be of use to you, just warble.”
-
-“My aim isn’t so high,” said Bruce, who remembered Henderson as
-somewhat eccentric but the kindest of souls. His manner of talking was
-no indication of his true character. Bruce’s heart warmed to Henderson;
-already the town seemed less strange, and he at once disclosed his
-intention of establishing himself in the city, though without in the
-least surprising the imperturbable Bud.
-
-“Welcome!” he exclaimed with his mouth full of toast. “You shall be
-our Michelangelo, our Sir Christopher Wren! I see, as in a dream,” he
-went on as he thrust his fork into a poached egg, “I see our fair city
-adorned with the noble fruits of the genius of Bruce Storrs, the prince
-of architects. You will require a fleet of Plantagenets to whirl you
-from one rising edifice to another. I might make you a special price on
-six cars--but this must be confidential.”
-
-“I really want to get into a good office, and I’m not expecting to be
-taken right into the firm,” said Bruce, laughing. “It will take me a
-year or two to get acquainted, and then I’d like to set up for myself.”
-
-“Certainly a worthy ambition, Bruce. It’s a good thing I’m here on
-the ground to give you the true dope on the people who count in this
-teeming village. The old order changeth, yielding place to new, and
-there’s danger of getting pinched between the old hard-boiled bunch
-and the birds of gayer plumage who flew in when no one was looking
-and insist on twittering sweetly on our tallest trees. Let me be your
-social booster; no one better fitted. I’m the only scion of one of
-our earliest and noblest families. My grandfather’s bank busted in
-seventy-three with a loud bang and I had an uncle who was indicted for
-embezzling public funds. He hid in Patagonia and died there in sinful
-splendor at a ripe old age. Talk about the aristocracy--I’m it! I
-derive a certain prestige among what you might call the paralytic group
-from the fact that my ancestors were mixed up in all the financial
-calamities that ever befell this town. But it’s the crowd that are the
-spenders--build the lordly palaces and treat the Eighteenth Amendment
-with the contempt it so richly deserves--that you want to train with.
-Your profession is cursed with specialization and I’d warn you against
-public work. Too much politics there for one of your fastidious nature.
-Our best man in domestic architecture is Freeman--he’s a Tech man,
-about seven years ahead of our class. He has a weakness for sun parlors
-with antique Italian fountains that are made for him special by a
-pottery right here in town. You’re sure to like Freeman; he’s a whist
-fiend, but otherwise he’s a decent chap. His wife and Maybelle are
-chums and we play around together a good deal.”
-
-While listening to Henderson’s rambling talk Bruce had been turning
-over the pages of a memorandum book. He asked about several architects
-whose names he had noted. Henderson described them succinctly, praising
-or deriding them for reasons which struck Bruce as not necessarily
-final as to their merits.
-
-“I don’t expect to land a job the first day,” said Bruce. “I may have
-to go through the list before I find what I want.”
-
-“Oh, Freeman will take you on,” replied Henderson easily. “But he
-never does anything important without consulting his wife--one of
-his eccentricities. My own system is to go ahead and tell Maybelle
-afterward, being careful, of course, to conceal my mistakes.”
-
-“You haven’t changed a bit,” laughed Bruce. “I wish I could view the
-world as chipperly as you do.”
-
-“My dear Bruce”--with his forefinger Henderson swept Storrs’s breakfast
-check to his own side of the table with a single gesture--“never try
-to view the whole world at one glance; it’s too damned big. All I see
-at present on this suffering, sinning planet is a Plantagenet runabout
-with Maybelle and me rolling through fields of asphodel. Everything
-else is superfluous. My fellow creatures simply don’t exist except as
-prospects for the Plantagenet.”
-
-“Oh, rot! You’re the most unselfish biped I ever knew!”
-
-“Superficially, yes; but it’s all on the surface. Let’s go out and
-plant our feet firmly upon the city.”
-
-He led the way to his car and drove to the Plantagenet salesroom and
-garage. A young woman whom he introduced as Miss Ordway apparently ran
-the whole establishment. Henderson said that she did. He sat down at
-his desk and signed, without reading, a pile of letters which she had
-written the day before, talking to her meantime, not of business, but
-of a novel he had given her to read. Her attempts to interest him in
-the fact that one of the salesmen wanted his assistance in rounding
-up a certain difficult customer were provocative only of scornful
-comments, but when she handed him a memorandum of an appointment with
-the prospect at ten o’clock the next morning, he meekly thrust the
-paper into his pocket and said all right; he’d see what he could do.
-Miss Ordway was already busy with other matters; she seemed to make due
-allowance for her employer’s peculiarities.
-
-“This girl’s mighty firm with me,” he said in a tone perfectly audible
-to Miss Ordway. “A cruel tyrant; but she really does get some work out
-of me.”
-
-He sat on the edge of his desk as he talked over the extension
-telephone. Bruce inferred that he was speaking to Mrs. Freeman, and it
-was evident from his tone that Bud had not exaggerated in speaking of
-his intimacy with the architect and his wife.
-
-“Maybelle’s pushing the pill somewhere and won’t be back for a
-week. This being Friday, I’d like to be invited to your shanty for
-the week-end.... Ah! That’s nice of you. And may I bring a little
-friend?... Oh, a man, of course! And list, Dale, he’s an architect--a
-Tech grad and everything pretty, and I want Bill to take him on--see?
-Nice boy and perishing for a job. You fix it for me--that’s the
-girl!... Oh! my friend isn’t fussy; we’ll both sleep on the grass....
-What? Yes; I’ll bring some poison; my pet bootlegger broke through the
-entanglements yesterday.”
-
-“All set,” he remarked as he hung up the receiver. “Mighty nice girl,
-Dale.”
-
-Miss Ordway intercepted him on his way out to ask what she should do
-about a claim for damages to a car belonging to a man named Smythe,
-which had been scratched in the garage. The owner threatened to sue,
-and Miss Ordway expressed the belief that the valued patron was not
-bluffing.
-
-“We took the stand it wasn’t done in our shop and we can’t weaken,”
-said Henderson. “Also, we don’t want a row. Were my eyes deceiving me
-or have I seen Smythe looking longingly at that blue touring car in
-our front window? Yes? Well, suppose we send Briggs to call on him,
-carrying the olive branch. Tell him to roll home in the blue car and
-we’ll take his old junk and seven hundred berries cash on the counter.”
-
-“I think we could get eight hundred on the deal.” Miss Ordway’s tones
-were crisp and businesslike.
-
-“Sold! I despise Smythe, but it’s worth a thousand to have him riding
-in a Plantagenet. I’ll look in again at five.”
-
-
-II
-
-Henderson spent the morning exhibiting the city’s industries and wound
-up at the University Club for luncheon.
-
-“Now I’ll show you where the big frogs of our little puddle live,” he
-said as they started off again.
-
-In his racy description of the owners of the houses they passed, their
-ancestry, the skeletons in their closets, their wealth and how it was
-attained, Henderson shone effulgently. Bruce, marveling that one head
-could carry so much local history, was almost equally astonished by the
-sins and foibles of the citizens as Henderson pictured them.
-
-“Great Scott! Are there no perfectly normal people in this town?” he
-demanded.
-
-“A few, maybe,” Henderson replied, lifting his hand from the wheel to
-stroke his chin. “But they’re not what you’d call conspicuous.”
-
-Pausing before a handsome colonial house, the presence of an elderly
-gentleman calmly perusing a newspaper on the veranda, inspired
-Henderson to a typical excursion in biography. The owner, thinking
-visitors impended, pattered down the steps and stared belligerently at
-the car.
-
-“Note the carpet slippers,” remarked Henderson as the gentleman,
-satisfied that his privacy was not to be invaded, returned to his
-chair. “Here we have Bill Fielding, one of the most delightful old
-scoundrels in town. Observe his pants--sleeps in ’em to avoid the
-fatigue of disrobing. To keep off evil spirits he wears the first
-nickel he ever earned on a string around his neck. He’s the smoothest
-tax-dodger in America. His wife starved to death and his three children
-moved to California to get as far away from the old skunk as possible.
-Why does he live in a house like that? Bless your simple soul, he took
-it on a mortgage and camps in two rooms while he waits for a buyer.”
-
-“I don’t believe I’d like him! If you’ve got many such birds I’d better
-try another town,” laughed Bruce as Henderson started the car.
-
-“Oh, don’t worry! He’s the last of his school. Now we’re approaching
-a different proposition--one that baffles even my acute analytical
-powers.”
-
-He drew up before a handsome Georgian house that stood lengthwise to
-the street in a broad lot in which a dozen towering forest trees had
-been preserved when the land was subdivided. There were no frivolous
-lines in this residence, Bruce noted, surveying it with a professional
-eye; it was beyond criticism in its fidelity to type. The many windows
-were protected by awnings of deep orange and the ledges were adorned
-with boxes of flowers. The general effect was one of perfect order and
-uniformity. Bruce, with his interest in houses as an expression of the
-character of their owners whetted by Henderson’s slangy lectures before
-other establishments, turned expectantly to his friend.
-
-“Wind up the machine and put on the record! That’s a sound piece of
-architecture, anyhow, and I can see that you are dying to turn out the
-skeletons.”
-
-“Painful as it is for me to confess it, the truth is that in this
-case I can only present a few bald facts and leave you to make your
-own deductions.” Henderson lighted a fresh cigarette and drew a deep
-draught of smoke into his lungs. “Franklin Mills,” he said, and
-crossed his legs. “Mills is around fifty, maybe a shade more. The first
-of the tribe settled here in 1820 and Frank is the fourth of the name.
-The family always had money and this bird’s father never lost a cent
-in his life. Now Frank’s rich--nothing spectacular, but recognized as
-a rich man. His pop left him well fixed and he’s piled up considerable
-mazuma on his own hook. Does this interest you?”
-
-“You always interest me, Bud; please proceed.”
-
-“Well, you might call Franklin Mills the original man who couldn’t
-lose. No active business now, but he controls a couple of banks and a
-trust company without figuring in the picture at all, and he set his
-son up in a storage battery plant and is a silent factor in a dozen
-other flourishing contributors to the smoke nuisance. Nice chap, by
-the way, Shep Mills; pleasant little cuss. Franklin Mills isn’t one of
-the up-from-the-office-boy type nor the familiar variety of feverish
-business man; velvet glove stuff. Do you follow me? Only human touch
-I’ve discovered in this house is the billiard room, and Mills is a
-shark at the sport. I’ve poked the ivories with him now and then just
-for the fun of watching him play. His style of playing is a sort of
-clue to his character--cool, deliberate, never misses. One thing,
-though, I’ve never been able to figure out: once in a while he makes
-a wild shot, unnecessarily and with malice aforethought, as though to
-spite himself. If you’d tell Franklin Mills he’d lost his last cent he
-wouldn’t blink an eye, but before you got out of the room he’d have
-thought up a scheme for making it all back.”
-
-“A business genius,” commented Bruce, who had missed no word of
-Henderson’s sketch. “I can’t say your snapshot’s very alluring.”
-
-“Oh, I may be wrong! If you’d ask anybody else about him you’d hear
-that he’s a leading citizen and a cultivated gentleman, which he is!
-While of our city’s back-number or paralytic group, he’s far from being
-ripe for the mortician. One sees him around socially now and then--on
-occasions when our real nobility shake the moth balls from their dress
-suits. And that’s characteristic; he has the pride, you might say, of
-his long connection with the town. If it’s necessary for somebody to
-bunk a distinguished visitor, Frank Mills opens his door--not that he’s
-keen to get his name in the village sheet, but he likes for the town to
-make a good impression--sort of ‘I am a citizen of no mean city,’ like
-St. Paul or whoever the bird was that said it first. I doubt if the
-visitors enjoy his entertainments, but they’re probably used to being
-bored by the gloomy rich.”
-
-“There are other children, perhaps? A house like that rather suggests a
-big family,” Bruce remarked.
-
-“The size only indicates Frank’s pride. He’s given only two hostages to
-fortune. There’s Leila, the daughter. There must have been a naughty
-little devil in some of the Mills or Shepherd tribe away back yonder,
-for that girl certainly is a lively little filly. Shep, who is named
-for his mother’s people, never browsed in the wild-oat fields, but
-Leila makes up for it. Bounced from seven boarding schools--holds the
-champeen record there. Her mother passed hence when Leila was about
-fourteen, and various aunts took a hand in bringing the kid up, but all
-they got for their trouble was nervous prostration. Frank’s crazy about
-her--old stuff of doting father bullied by adorable daughter.”
-
-“I think I get the picture,” said Bruce soberly as his thoughts caught
-up and played upon this summary of the history of Franklin Mills.
-
-Glancing back at the house as Henderson drove away, Bruce was aware
-of the irony of his very presence in the town, sent there by the whim
-of a dying woman to be prepared to aid a man who in no imaginable
-circumstances could ever require any help it might be in his power
-to give. His mother had said that she had kept some track of Mills’s
-life; she could never have realized that he was so secure from any
-possibility of need. As Bruce thought of it, Henderson had not limned
-an attractive portrait. Only Mills’s devotion to the daughter,
-whom Henderson had described in terms that did not conceal his own
-admiration for the girl, brightened the picture.
-
-“What can such a man do with his time in a town like this?” asked Bruce
-meditatively. “No active business, you say. Shooting billiards and
-cutting coupons hardly makes an exciting day.”
-
-“Well,” Henderson replied, “I’ve seen him on the golf links--usually
-alone or with the club professional. Frank’s not one of these ha-ha
-boys who get together after the game with a few good sports and sneak
-a bottle of unlawful Scotch from the locker. Travels a bit; several
-times a year he beats it somewhere with Leila. Shep’s wife bores him,
-I think; and Shep’s not exciting; too damned nice. From all I can see,
-Leila’s her pop’s single big bet. Some say he’s diffident; others hold
-that he’s merely a selfish proposition. He’s missed a number of chances
-to marry again--some of the most dashing widows in our tall corn cities
-have made a play for him; but he follows G. Washington’s advice and
-keeps clear of entangling alliances.”
-
-“Interesting personality,” said Bruce carelessly. But Mills had fixed
-himself in his mind--he had even fashioned a physical embodiment for
-the traits Henderson had described. On the whole, Bruce’s dominant
-feeling was one of relief and satisfaction. Franklin Mills was as
-remote from him as though they were creatures of different planets,
-separated by vast abysses of time and space.
-
-
-III
-
-In spite of Henderson’s sweeping declaration that he needn’t waste
-time calling on architects, that Freeman would take care of him, Bruce
-spent the next morning visiting the offices of the architects on his
-list. Several of these were out of town; the others received him
-amiably; one of them promised him some work a little later, but was
-rather vague about it. When he returned to the hotel at noon he found
-Henderson waiting for him. He had nothing to do, he declared, but to
-keep Bruce amused. Everything was a little incidental with Henderson,
-but he seemed to get what he wanted without effort, even buyers for the
-Plantagenet. Bruce related the results of his visits to the offices of
-the architects and Henderson pursed his lips and emitted a cluck of
-disapproval.
-
-“Next time mind your Uncle Dudley. Bill Freeman’s the bird for you. You
-just leave every little thing to me. Now what else is troubling you?”
-
-“Well, I want a place to live; not too expensive, but a few of the
-minor comforts.”
-
-Two hours later Bruce was signing the lease for a small bachelor
-apartment that Henderson had found for him with, apparently, no effort.
-He had also persuaded some friends of his who lived across the street
-to give the young architect breakfast and provide a colored woman to
-keep his place in order.
-
-Henderson’s acquaintance with his fellow citizens appeared to
-be unlimited. He took Bruce to the State House to call on the
-Governor--brought that official from a conference from which he
-emerged good-naturedly to shake hands and hear a new story. From this
-interruption of affairs of state Henderson convoyed Bruce to a barber
-shop in the midst of an office building where there was a venerable
-negro workman who told a story about a mule which Henderson said was
-the funniest story in the world. The trimming of a prominent citizen’s
-hair was somewhat delayed by the telling of the yarn, but he, like
-everyone else, seemed to be tolerant of Henderson’s idiosyncrasies; and
-the aged barber’s story was unquestionably a masterpiece. Henderson
-began telephoning acquaintances who had offices in the building to
-come forthwith to meet an old college friend. When two men actually
-appeared--one an investment broker and the other a middle-aged
-lawyer--Henderson organized a quartette and proceeded to “get harmony.”
-Neighboring tenants assembled, attracted by the unwonted sounds,
-and Henderson introduced Bruce to them as a new man in town who was
-entitled to the highest consideration.
-
-“This is a sociable sort of village,” he said as they left the shop. “I
-could see you made a hit with those fellows. You’re bound to get on, my
-son.”
-
-At noon on Saturday Henderson drove Bruce to the Freemans’, where with
-the utmost serenity he exercised all the rights of proprietorship. The
-house, of the Dutch Colonial type, was on the river in a five-acre
-tract. A real estate operator had given Freeman the site with the
-stipulation that he build himself a home to establish a social and
-artistic standard for the neighborhood.
-
-“Don’t be afraid of these people,” remarked Henderson reassuringly.
-“Take your cue from me and act as though you had a deed for the house
-in your pocket. Bill’s a dreamy sort of cuss, but Dale’s a human
-dynamo. She looks fierce, but responds to kind treatment.”
-
-Bruce never knew when Henderson was serious, and when a diminutive
-young lady ran downstairs whistling he assumed that he was about to be
-introduced to the daughter of the house.
-
-“Dale, this is old Bruce Storrs, one of the meanest men out of jail.
-I know you’ll hate each other; that’s why I brought him. At the first
-sign of any flirtation between you two I’ll run you both through the
-meat chopper and take a high dive into the adjacent stream.”
-
-Mrs. Freeman was absurdly small and slight, and the short skirt of
-her simple linen dress and her bobbed hair exaggerated her diminutive
-stature. Having gathered from Henderson an idea that Mrs. Freeman was
-an assertive masculine person, Bruce was taken aback as the little
-woman smiled up at him and shook hands.
-
-“It really isn’t my fault that I broke in,” he protested. “It was this
-awful Henderson person who told me you’d be heart-broken if I didn’t
-come.”
-
-“I should have been! He’d have come alone and bored me to death. How is
-every little thing, Bud?”
-
-“Soaring!” mumbled Henderson, who had chosen a book from the rack on
-the table and, sprawling on a couch, became immediately absorbed in it.
-
-“That’s the way Bud shows his noble breeding,” remarked Mrs. Freeman,
-“but he is an easy guest to entertain. I suppose you’re used to him?”
-
-“Oh, we lived together for a couple of years! Nothing he does
-astonishes me.”
-
-“Then I needn’t apologize for him. Bud’s an acquired taste, but once
-you know him, he’s highly diverting.”
-
-“When I began rooming with him in Boston I thought he wasn’t all there,
-but finally decided he was at least three-quarters sane.”
-
-“One thing’s certain; he’s mastered the art of not being bored, which
-is some accomplishment!” said Mrs. Freeman, as Henderson rose suddenly
-and disappeared in the direction of the kitchen, whence proceeded
-presently a sound as of cracking ice.
-
-Mrs. Freeman had something of Henderson’s air of taking things for
-granted, and she talked to Bruce quite as though he were an old friend.
-She spoke amusingly of the embarrassments of housekeeping in the new
-quarter; they were pioneers, she said, and as servants refused to bury
-themselves so far from the bright lights, she did most of her own
-housework, which was lots of fun when you had everything electric to
-play with. There was an old colored man who did chores and helped in
-the kitchen. She told several stories to illustrate his proneness to
-error and his ingenuity in excusing his mistakes.
-
-“You’ve never lived here? Bud gave me that idea, but you never know
-when he’s telling the truth.”
-
-“I never saw the town before, but I hope to stay.”
-
-“It’s up to us to make you want to stay,” she said graciously.
-
-She had settled herself in the largest chair in the room, sitting on
-one foot like a child. She smoked a cigarette as she talked, one arm
-thrown back of her head. She tactfully led Bruce to talk of himself and
-when he spoke of his year-long tramp her eyes narrowed as she gave him
-a more careful inspection.
-
-“That sounds like a jolly lark. I want to know more about it, but we
-must wait for Bill. It’s the sort of thing he’d adore doing.”
-
-Freeman appeared a moment later. He had been cleaning up after a
-morning’s work in the garden. He was thirty-five, short and burly, with
-a thick shock of unruly chestnut hair over which he passed his hand
-frequently, smoothing it only to ruffle it again. He greeted Bruce
-cordially and began talking of the Tech and men he assumed Bruce might
-have known there. He produced pipe and tobacco from the pockets of his
-white flannel trousers and smoked fitfully. Mrs. Freeman answered the
-telephone several times and reappeared to report the messages. One
-had to do with changes in a house already under construction. Freeman
-began explaining to his wife the impossibility of meeting the client’s
-wishes; the matter had been definitely settled before the letting of
-the contract and it would be expensive to alter the plans now. He
-appealed to Bruce for support; people might be sane about everything
-else in the world, but they became maddeningly unreasonable when they
-began building houses.
-
-“Oh, you’d better fix it for them, Bill,” advised Mrs. Freeman quietly.
-“They pay the bills; and I’m not sure but you were wrong in holding out
-against them in the first place.”
-
-“Oh, well, if you say so, Dale!” and Freeman resumed his talk.
-
-Henderson reappeared wearing an apron and bearing a tray with a
-cocktail-shaker and four glasses.
-
-“Don’t flinch, Bill,” he said; “it’s my gin. You pay for the oranges.
-I say, Dale, I told Tuck to peel some potatoes. And you wanted those
-chops for lunch, didn’t you? There’s nothing else in the icebox and I
-told Tuck to put ’em on.”
-
-“He’ll probably ruin them,” said Mrs. Freeman. “Excuse me, Mr. Storrs,
-while I get some work out of Bud.”
-
-It was some time before Bruce got accustomed to Freeman’s oddities. He
-was constantly moving about with a quick, catlike step; or, if he sat
-down, his hands were never quiet. But he talked well, proved himself a
-good listener, and expressed approval by slapping his knee when Bruce
-made some remark that squared with his own views. He was pleased in a
-frank, boyish way when Bruce praised some of his houses which Henderson
-had pointed out.
-
-“Yes; clients didn’t bother me; I had my own way in those cases. I’ve
-got some plans under way now that I want to show you. Dale said you
-were thinking of starting in here. Well, I need some help right away.
-My assistant is leaving me--going to Seattle. Suppose you drop in
-Monday. We might be able to fix up something.”
-
-
-IV
-
-There was tennis in the afternoon and in the evening visitors began
-to drop in--chiefly young married people of the Freemans’ circle.
-Some of these were of well-to-do families and others, Henderson
-explained to Bruce, were not rich but “right.” The talk was lively and
-pitched in that chaffing key which is possible only among people who
-are intimately acquainted. This was Dale Freeman’s salon, Henderson
-explained. Any Saturday or Sunday evening you were likely to meet
-people who had something worth while to offer.
-
-He drew Bruce from one group to another, praising or abusing him with
-equal extravagance. He assured everyone that it was a great honor to
-meet a man destined, as he declared Bruce to be, to cut a big figure
-in the future of the town. He never backed a dead one, he reminded
-them. Bruce was the dearest friend he had in the world, and, he would
-ruefully add, probably the only one. It was for this reason that he had
-urged the young architect to establish himself in the city--a city that
-sorely needed men of Bruce’s splendid character and lofty ideals.
-
-A number of the guests had gone when late in the evening the depleted
-company was reinforced by the arrival of Shepherd Mills and his wife.
-
-“Shep and the Shepherdess!” Henderson cheerfully announced as he
-ushered them in.
-
-Mrs. Mills extended her hand with a gracious smile as Bruce was
-presented. She was tall and fair and moved with a lazy sort of grace.
-She spoke in a low, murmurous tone little broken by inflections. Bruce
-noted that she was dressed rather more smartly than the other women
-present. It seemed to him that the atmosphere of the room changed
-perceptibly on her appearance; or it might have been merely that
-everyone paused a minute to inspect her or to hear what she had to say.
-Bruce surmised from the self-conscious look in her handsome gray eyes
-as she crossed the room that she enjoyed being the center of attention.
-
-“Shep just would spend the day motoring to some queer place,” she was
-saying, “where a lot of people were killed by the Indians ages ago.
-Most depressing! Ruined the day for me! He’s going to set up a monument
-or something to mark the painful affair.”
-
-Shepherd Mills greeted Bruce in the quick, eager fashion of a diffident
-person anxious to appear cordial but not sure that his good intentions
-will be understood, and suggested that they sit down. He was not so
-tall as his wife; his face was long and rather delicate. His slight
-reddish mustache seemed out of place on his lip; it did not quite
-succeed in giving him a masculine air. His speech was marked by odd,
-abrupt pauses, as though he were trying to hide a stammer; or it might
-have been that he was merely waiting to note the effect of what he
-was saying upon the hearer. He drew out a case and offered Bruce a
-cigarette, lighted one himself, smoking as though it were part of a
-required social routine to which he conformed perforce but did not
-relish particularly.
-
-There was to be a tennis tournament at the country club the coming week
-and he mentioned this tentatively and was embarrassed to find that
-Bruce knew nothing about it.
-
-“Oh, I’m always forgetting that everyone doesn’t live here!” he laughed
-apologetically. “A little weakness of the provincial mind! I suppose
-we’re horribly provincial out here. Do we strike you that way, Mr.
-Storrs?”
-
-One might have surmised from his tone that he was used to having his
-serious questions ignored or answered flippantly, but hoped that the
-stranger would meet him on his own ground.
-
-“Oh, there isn’t any such thing as provincialism any more, is there?”
-asked Bruce amiably. “I haven’t sniffed anything of the sort in your
-city: you seem very metropolitan. The fact is, I’m a good deal of a
-hick myself!”
-
-Mills laughed with more fervor than the remark justified. Evidently
-satisfied of the intelligence and good nature of the Freemans’ guest,
-he began to discuss the effect upon industry of a pending coal strike.
-
-His hand went frequently to his mustache as he talked and the leg
-that he swung over his knee waggled nervously. He plunged into a
-discussion of labor, mentioning foreign market conditions and citing
-figures from trade journals showing the losses to both capital and
-labor caused by the frequent disturbances in the industrial world. He
-expressed opinions tentatively, a little apologetically, and withdrew
-them quickly when they were questioned. Bruce, having tramped through
-one of the coal fields where a strike was in progress, described the
-conditions as he had observed them. Mills expressed the greatest
-interest; the frown deepened on his face as he listened.
-
-“That’s bad; things shouldn’t be that way,” he said. “The truth of
-the matter is that we haven’t mastered the handling of business.
-It’s stupendous; we’ve outgrown the old methods. We forget the vast
-territory we have to handle and the numbers of men it’s necessary to
-keep in touch with. When my Grandfather Mills set up as a manufacturer
-here he had fifty men working for him, and he knew them all--knew their
-families, circumstances, everything. Now I have six hundred in my
-battery plant and don’t know fifty of them! But I’d like to know them
-all; I feel that it’s my duty to know them.”
-
-He shrugged his shoulders impatiently when Henderson’s sharp little
-laugh at the other end of the room broke in discordantly upon Bruce’s
-sympathetic reply to this.
-
-“Bud, how silly you are!” they heard Mrs. Mills saying. “But I don’t
-know what we’d do without you. You do cheer things up a bit now and
-then!”
-
-Mrs. Freeman effected a redistribution of the guests that brought Mrs.
-Mills and Bruce together.
-
-“Shep, you mustn’t monopolize Mr. Storrs. Give Connie a chance. Mr.
-Storrs is an ideal subject for you, Connie. Take him out on the terrace
-and put him through all your degrees.” And then to Bruce: “Mrs. Mills
-is not only our leading vamp but a terrible highbrow--reads all the
-queer stuff!”
-
-Shepherd Mills was not wholly successful in concealing his displeasure
-in thus being deprived of Bruce’s company. And noting this, Bruce put
-out his hand, saying:
-
-“That’s a deep subject; we shall have to tackle it again. Please don’t
-forget that we’ve left it in the air and give me another chance.”
-
-“My husband really wants so much to save the human race,” remarked Mrs.
-Mills as she stepped out on the tiled flooring of a broad terrace where
-there were rugs and comfortable places to sit. There was moonlight and
-the great phalanx of stars marched across the clear heavens; below
-flowed the river. She seated herself on a couch, suffered him to adjust
-a pillow at her back and indicated that he was to sit beside her.
-
-“I’m really done up by our all-day motor trip, but my husband insisted
-on dropping in here. The Freemans are a great resource to all of us.
-You’re always likely to find someone new and interesting here. Dale
-Freeman has a genius for picking up just the right sort of people and
-she’s generous about letting her friends know them. Are you and the
-Freemans old friends?”
-
-“Oh, not at all! Bud Henderson’s my only friend here. He vouched for me
-to the Freemans.”
-
-“Oh, Bud! He’s such a delightful rascal. You don’t mind my calling
-him that? I shouldn’t if I weren’t so fond of him. He’s absolutely
-necessary to our social existence. We’d stagnate without him.”
-
-“Bud was always a master hand at stirring things up. His methods are a
-little peculiar at times, but he does get results.”
-
-“There’s no question but that he’s a warm admirer of yours.”
-
-“That’s because he’s forgotten about me! He hadn’t seen me for five
-years.”
-
-“I think possibly I can understand that one wouldn’t exactly forget
-you, Mr. Storrs.”
-
-She let the words fall carelessly, as though to minimize their daring
-in case they were not wholly acceptable to her auditor. The point was
-not lost upon him. He was not without his experience in the gentle art
-of flirtation, and her technic was familiar. There was always, however,
-the possibility of variations in the ancient game, and he hoped that
-Mrs. Shepherd Mills was blessed with originality.
-
-“There’s a good deal of me to forget; I’m six feet two!”
-
-“Well, of course I wasn’t referring altogether to your size,” she said
-with her murmurous little laugh. “I adore big men, and I suppose that’s
-why I married a small one. Isn’t’ it deliciously funny how contrary we
-are when it comes to the important affairs of our lives! I suppose it’s
-just because we’re poor, weak humans. We haven’t the courage of our
-prejudices.”
-
-“I’d never thought of that,” Bruce replied. “But it is an interesting
-idea. I suppose we’re none of us free agents. It’s not in the great
-design of things that we shall walk a chalk line. If we all did, it
-would probably be a very stupid world.”
-
-“I’m glad you feel that way about it. For a long time half the world
-tried to make conformists of the other half; nowadays not more than a
-third are trying to keep the rest on the chalk line--and that third’s
-skidding! People think me dreadfully heretical about everything.
-But--I’m not, really! Tell me you don’t think me terribly wild and
-untamed.”
-
-“I think,” said Bruce, feeling that here was a cue he mustn’t miss, “I
-think you are very charming. If it’s your ideas that make you so, I
-certainly refuse to quarrel with them.”
-
-“How beautifully you came up on that! Something tells me that I’m not
-going to be disappointed in you. I have a vague sort of idea that we’re
-going to understand each other.”
-
-“You do me great honor! It will be a grief to me if we don’t.”
-
-“It’s odd how instantly we recognize the signals when someone really
-worth while swims into our ken,” she said pensively. “Dear old Nature
-looks after that! Bud intimated that you’re to be one of us; throw
-in your lot with those of us who struggle along in this rather nice,
-comfortable town. If you enjoy grandeur in social things, you’ll not
-find much here to interest you; but if just nice little companies and a
-few friends are enough, you can probably keep amused.”
-
-“If the Freemans’ friends are specimens and there’s much of this sort
-of thing”--he waved his hand toward the company within--“I certainly
-shall have nothing to complain of.”
-
-“We must see you at our house. I haven’t quite Dale’s knack
-of attracting people”--she paused a moment upon this note of
-humility--“but I try to bring a few worth while people together. I’ve
-educated a few men to drop in for tea on Thursdays with usually a few
-of my pals among the young matrons and a girl or two. If you feel
-moved----”
-
-“I hope you’re not trifling with me,” said Bruce, “for I shall
-certainly come.”
-
-“Then that’s all settled. Don’t pay any attention to what Bud says
-about me. To hear him talk you might think me a man-eater. My husband’s
-the dearest thing! He doesn’t mind at all my having men in for tea.
-He comes himself now and then when his business doesn’t interfere.
-Dear Shep! He’s a slave to business, and he’s always at work on some
-philanthropic scheme. I just talk about helping the world; but he, poor
-dear, really tries to do something.”
-
-Henderson appeared presently with a dark hint that Shepherd was peeved
-by their long absence and that the company was breaking up.
-
-“Connie never plays all her cards the first time, Bruce; you must give
-her another chance.”
-
-“Oh, Mr. Storrs has promised me a thousand chances!” said Mrs. Mills.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER THREE
-
-
-I
-
-Sunday evening the Freemans were called unexpectedly into town
-and Bruce and Henderson were left to amuse themselves. Henderson
-immediately lost himself in a book and Bruce, a little homesick for the
-old freedom of the road, set out for a walk. A footpath that followed
-the river invited him and he lounged along, his spirit responding
-to the beauty of the night, his mind intent upon the future. The
-cordiality of the Freemans and their circle had impressed him with the
-friendliness of the community. It would take time to establish himself
-in his profession, but he had confidence in his power to achieve; the
-lust for work was already strong in him. He was satisfied that he had
-done wisely in obeying his mother’s mandate; he would never have been
-happy if he had ignored it.
-
-His meeting with Shepherd Mills had roused no resentment, revived no
-such morbid thoughts as had troubled him on the night of his arrival
-in town. Shepherd Mills was his half-brother; this, to be sure,
-was rather staggering; but his reaction to the meeting was void of
-bitterness. He speculated a good deal about young Mills. The gentleness
-and forbearance with which he suffered the raillery of his intimates,
-his anxiety to be accounted a good fellow, his serious interest in
-matters of real importance--in all these things there was something
-touching and appealing. It was difficult to correlate Shepherd with his
-wife, but perhaps their dissimilarities were only superficial. Bruce
-appraised Connie Mills as rather shallow, fond of admiration, given to
-harmless poses in which her friends evidently encouraged and indulged
-her. She practiced her little coquetries with an openness that was in
-itself a safeguard. As they left the Freemans, Shepherd and his wife
-had repeated their hope of seeing him again. It was bewildering, but
-it had come about so naturally that there seemed nothing extraordinary
-in the fact that he was already acquainted with members of Franklin
-Mills’s family....
-
-Bruce paused now and then where the path drew in close to the river
-to look down at the moonlit water through the fringe of trees and
-shrubbery. A boy and girl floated by in a canoe, the girl singing as
-she thrummed a ukulele, and his eyes followed them a little wistfully.
-Farther on the dull put-put-put of a motor-boat broke the silence. The
-sound ceased abruptly, followed instantly by a colloquy between the
-occupants.
-
-“Damn this fool thing!” ejaculated a feminine voice. “We’re stuck!”
-
-“I had noticed it!” said another girl’s voice good naturedly. “But such
-is the life of the sailor. I wouldn’t just choose this for an all-night
-camp!”
-
-“Don’t be so sweet about it, Millicent! I’d like to sink this boat.”
-
-“It isn’t Polly’s fault. She’s already half-buried in the sand,”
-laughed the other.
-
-Bruce scrambled down to the water’s edge and peered out upon the river.
-A small power boat had grounded on a sandbar in the middle of the
-stream. Its occupants were two young women in bathing suits. But for
-their voices he would have taken them for boys. One was tinkering with
-the engine while the other was trying to push off the boat with an oar
-which sank ineffectually in the sand. In their attempts to float their
-craft the young women had not seen Bruce, who, satisfied that they were
-in no danger, was rather amused by their plight. They were presumably
-from one of the near-by villas and their bathing suits implied
-familiarity with the water. The girl at the engine talked excitedly
-with an occasional profane outburst; her companion was disposed to
-accept the situation philosophically.
-
-“We can easily swim out, so don’t get so excited, Leila,” said the girl
-with the oar. “And do stop swearing; voices travel a long way over the
-water.”
-
-“I don’t care who hears me,” said the other, though in a lower tone.
-
-She gave the engine a spin, starting the motor, but the power was
-unequal to the task of freeing the boat. With an exclamation of disgust
-she turned off the switch and the futile threshing of the propeller
-ceased.
-
-“Let’s swim ashore and send back for Polly,” said the girl addressed as
-Millicent.
-
-“I see myself swimming out!” the other retorted. “I’m not going to
-leave Polly here for some pirate to steal.”
-
-“Nobody’s going to steal her. This isn’t the ocean, you know.”
-
-“Well, no fool boat’s going to get the best of me! Where’s that flask?
-I’m freezing!”
-
-“You don’t need any more of that! Please give it to me!”
-
-“I hope you are enjoying yourself,” said the other petulantly. “I don’t
-see any fun in this!”
-
-“Hello, there!” called Bruce, waving his arms to attract their
-attention. “Can I be of help?”
-
-Startled by his voice, they did not reply immediately, but he heard
-them conferring as to this unlooked-for hail from the bank.
-
-“Oh, I’m perfectly harmless!” he cried reassuringly. “I was just
-passing and heard your engine. If there’s a boat near by I can pull you
-off, or I’ll swim out and lift your boat off if you say so.”
-
-“Better get a boat,” said the voice he had identified with the name of
-Millicent. “There’s a boathouse just a little farther up, on your side.
-You’ll find a skiff and a canoe. We’ll be awfully glad to have your
-help. Thank you ever so much!”
-
-“Don’t forget to come back,” cried Leila.
-
-“Certainly not!” laughed Bruce and sprang up the bank.
-
-He found the boathouse without trouble, chose the skiff as easier to
-manage, and rowed back. In the moonlight he saw Millicent standing
-up in the launch watching him, and as he approached she flashed an
-electric torch along the side of the boat that he might see the nature
-of their difficulty.
-
-“Do you need food or medical attention?” he asked cheerfully as he
-skillfully maneuvered the skiff and grounded it on the sand.
-
-“I think we’d better get out,” she said.
-
-“No; stay right there till I see what I can do. I think I can push you
-off. All steady now!”
-
-The launch moved a little at his first attempt to dislodge it and a
-second strong shove sent it into the channel.
-
-“Now start your engine!” he commanded.
-
-The girl in the middle of the boat muttered something he didn’t catch.
-
-“Leila, can you start the engine?” demanded Millicent. “I think--I
-think I’ll have to row back,” she said when Leila made no response. “My
-friend isn’t feeling well.”
-
-“I’ll tow you--that’s easy,” said Bruce, noting that her companion
-apparently was no longer interested in the proceedings. “Please throw
-me your rope!”
-
-He caught the rope and fastened it to the stern of the skiff and called
-out that he was ready.
-
-“Please land us where you found the boat,” said Millicent. She settled
-herself in the stern of the launch and took the tiller. No word was
-spoken till they reached the boathouse.
-
-“That’s all you can do,” said Millicent, who had drawn on a long bath
-wrapper and stepped out. “And thank you very, very much; I’m sorry to
-have caused you so much trouble.”
-
-This was clearly a dismissal, but he loosened the rope and tied up the
-skiff. He waited, holding the launch, while Millicent tried to persuade
-Leila to disembark.
-
-“Perhaps----” began Bruce, and hesitated. It seemed unfair to leave the
-girl alone with the problem of getting her friend ashore. Not to put
-too fine a point on the matter, Leila was intoxicated.
-
-“Now, Leila!” cried Millicent exasperatedly. “You’re making yourself
-ridiculous, besides keeping this gentleman waiting. It’s not a bit nice
-of you!”
-
-“Jus’ restin’ lil bit,” said Leila indifferently. “I’m jus’ restin’ and
-I’m not goin’ to leave Polly. I should shay not!”
-
-And in assertion of her independence she began to whistle. She seemed
-greatly amused that her attempts to whistle were unsuccessful.
-
-Millicent turned to Bruce. “If I could get her out of the boat I could
-put her in our car and take her home.”
-
-“Surely!” he said and bent over quickly and lifted the girl from the
-launch, set her on her feet and steadied her. Millicent fumbled in the
-launch, found a bath wrapper and flung it about Leila’s shoulders. She
-guided her friend toward the long, low boathouse and turned a switch.
-
-“I can manage now,” she said, gravely surveying Bruce in the glare of
-light. “I’m so sorry to have troubled you.”
-
-She was tall and fair with markedly handsome brown eyes and a great
-wealth of fine-spun golden hair that escaped from her bathing cap and
-tumbled down upon her shoulders. Her dignity was in nowise diminished
-by her garb. She betrayed no agitation. Bruce felt that she was paying
-him the compliment of assuming that she was dealing with a gentleman
-who, having performed a service, would go his way and forget the whole
-affair. She drew her arm about the now passive Leila, who was much
-shorter--quite small, indeed, in comparison.
-
-“Our car’s here and we’ll get dressed and drive back into town. Thank
-you so much and--good-night!”
-
-“I was glad to help you;--good-night!”
-
-The door closed upon them. Bruce made the launch fast to the landing
-and resumed his walk.
-
-
-II
-
-When he returned to the Freemans, Henderson flung aside his book and
-complained of Bruce’s prolonged absence. “I had begun to think you’d
-got yourself kidnapped. Go ahead and talk,” he said, yawning and
-stretching himself.
-
-“Well, I’ve had a mild adventure,” said Bruce, lighting a cigarette;
-and he described his meeting with the two young women.
-
-“Not so bad!” remarked Henderson placidly. “Such little adventures
-never happen to me. The incident would make good first page stuff for a
-newspaper; society girls shipwrecked. You ought to have taken the flask
-as a souvenir. Leila is an obstreperous little kid; she really ought to
-behave herself. Right the first time. Leila Mills, of course; I think
-I mentioned her the other day. Her friend is Millicent Harden. Guess
-I omitted Millicent in my review of our citizens. Quite a remarkable
-person. She plays the rôle of big sister to Leila; they’re neighbors on
-Jefferson Avenue. That’s just a boathouse on the Styx that Mills built
-for Leila’s delectation. She pulls a cocktail tea there occasionally.
-Millicent’s pop made a fortune out of an asthma cure--the joy of all
-cut-rate druggists. Not viewed with approval by medical societies.
-Socially the senior Hardens are outside the breastworks, but Millicent
-is asked to very large functions, where nobody knows who’s there. They
-live in that whopping big house just north of the Mills place, and old
-Doc Harden gives Millicent everything she wants. Hence a grand organ,
-and the girl is a regular Cecelia at the keys. Really plays. Strong
-artistic bent. We can’t account for people like the Hardens having
-such a daughter. There’s a Celtic streak in the girl, I surmise--that
-odd sort of poetic strain that’s so beguiling in the Irish. She models
-quite wonderfully, they tell me. Well, well! So you were our little
-hero on the spot!”
-
-“But Leila?” said Bruce seriously. “You don’t quite expect to find the
-daughter of a prominent citizen tipsy on a river, and rather profane at
-that.”
-
-“Oh, thunder!” exclaimed Henderson easily. “Leila’s all right. You
-needn’t worry about her. She’s merely passing through a phase and
-will probably emerge safely. Leila’s hardly up to your standard, but
-Millicent is a girl you’ll like. I ought to have told Dale to ask
-Millicent here. Dale’s a broad-minded woman and doesn’t mind it at all
-that old Harden’s rolled up a million by being smart enough to scamper
-just a nose length ahead of the Federal grand jury carrying his rotten
-dope in triumph.”
-
-“Miss Mills, I suppose, is an acceptable member of the Freemans’
-group?” Bruce inquired.
-
-“Acceptable enough, but this is all too tame for Leila. Curious sort of
-friendship--Leila and Millicent. Socially Millicent is, in a manner of
-speaking, between the devil and the deep sea. She’s just a little too
-superior to train with the girls of the Longview Country Club set and
-the asthma cure keeps her from being chummy with the Faraway gang. But
-I’ll say that Leila’s lucky to have a friend like Millicent.”
-
-“Um--yes,” Bruce assented. “I’m beginning to see that your social life
-here has a real flavor.”
-
-“Well, it’s not all just plain vanilla,” Bud agreed with a yawn.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER FOUR
-
-
-I
-
-Henderson made his wife’s return an excuse for giving a party at the
-Faraway Country Club. Mrs. Henderson had brought home a trophy from
-the golf tournament and her prowess must be celebrated. She was a tall
-blonde with a hearty, off-hand manner, and given to plain, direct
-speech. She treated Bud as though he were a younger brother, to be
-humored to a certain point and then reminded a little tartly of the
-limitations of her tolerance.
-
-When Bruce arrived at the club he found his hostess and Mrs. Freeman
-receiving the guests in the hall and directing them to a dark end
-of the veranda where Bud was holding forth with a cocktail-shaker.
-Obedient to their hint, he stumbled over the veranda chairs until
-he came upon a group of young people gathered about Bud, who was
-energetically compounding drinks as he told a story. Bruce knew the
-story; it was the oldest of Bud’s yarns, and his interest wavered to
-become fixed immediately upon a girl beside him who was giving Bud her
-complete attention. Even in the dim light of the veranda there was no
-mistaking her: she was the Millicent Harden he had rescued from the
-sand bar. At the conclusion of the story she joined in the general
-laugh and turned round to find Bruce regarding her intently.
-
-“I beg your pardon,” he said and bowed gravely.
-
-“Oh, you needn’t!” she replied quickly.
-
-He lifted his head to find her inspecting him with an amused smile.
-
-“I might find someone to introduce us--Mr. Henderson, perhaps,” he
-said. “My name--if the matter is important--is Bruce Storrs.”
-
-“Possibly we might complete the introduction unassisted--my name is
-Millicent Harden!”
-
-“How delightful! Shall we dance?”
-
-After the dance he suggested that they step out for a breath of air.
-They found seats and she said immediately:
-
-“Of course I remember you; I’d be ashamed if I didn’t. I’m glad of this
-chance to thank you. I know Leila--Miss Mills--will want to thank you,
-too. We must have seemed very silly that night on the river.”
-
-“Such a thing might happen to anyone; why not forget it?”
-
-“Let me thank you again,” she said seriously. “You were ever so kind.”
-
-“The incident is closed,” he remarked with finality. “Am I keeping you
-from a partner? They’re dancing again. We might sit this out if I’m not
-depriving you----”
-
-“You’re not. It’s warm inside and this is a relief. We might even
-wander down the lawn and look for elves and dryads and nymphs. Those
-big trees and the stars set the stage for such encounters.”
-
-“It’s rather nice to believe in fairies and such things. At times I’m a
-believer; then I lose my faith.”
-
-“We all forget our fairies sometimes,” she answered gravely.
-
-He had failed to note at their meeting on the river the loveliness
-of her voice. He found himself waiting for the recurrence of certain
-tones that had a curious musical resonance. He was struck by a certain
-gravity in her that was expressed for fleeting moments in both voice
-and eyes. Even with the newest dance music floating out to them and
-the light and laughter within, he was aware of an indefinable quality
-in the girl that seemed somehow to translate her to remote and shadowy
-times. Her profile--clean-cut without sharpness--and her manner of
-wearing her abundant hair--carried back loosely to a knot low on her
-head--strengthened his impression of her as being a little foreign to
-the place and hour. She spoke with quiet enthusiasm of the outdoor
-sports that interested her--riding she enjoyed most of all. Henderson
-had intimated that her social life was restricted, but she bore herself
-more like a young woman of the world than any other girl he remembered.
-
-“Maybelle Henderson will scold me for hiding you away,” she said.
-“But I just can’t dance whenever the band plays. It’s got to be an
-inspiration!”
-
-“Then I thank you again for one perfect dance! I’m afraid I didn’t
-appreciate what you were giving me.”
-
-“Oh, I danced with you to hide my embarrassment!” she laughed.
-
-Half an hour passed and they had touched and dismissed many subjects
-when she rose and caught the hand of a girl who was passing.
-
-“Miss Mills, Mr. Storrs. It’s quite fitting that you should meet Mr.
-Storrs.”
-
-“Fitting?” asked the girl, breathless from her dance.
-
-“We’ve all met before--on the river--most shockingly! You might just
-say thank you to Mr. Storrs.”
-
-“Oh, this is _not_----” Leila drew back and inspected Bruce with a
-direct, candid gaze.
-
-“Miss Harden is mistaken; this is the first time we ever met,” declared
-Bruce.
-
-“Isn’t he nice!” Leila exclaimed. “From what Millie said I knew you
-would be like this.” And then: “Oh, lots of people are bragging about
-you and promising to introduce me! Here comes Tommy Barnes; he has this
-dance. Oh, Millie! if you get a chance you might say a kind word to
-papa. He’s probably terribly bored by this time.”
-
-“Leila’s a dear child! I’m sure you’ll like her,” said Millicent as the
-girl fluttered away. “Oh, I adore this piece! Will you dance with me?”
-
-As they finished the dance Mrs. Henderson intercepted them.
-
-“Aren’t you the limit, you two? I’ve had Bud searching the whole place
-for you and here you are! Quite as though you hadn’t been hiding for
-the last hour.”
-
-“I’m going to keep Mr. Storrs just a moment longer,” said Millicent.
-“Leila said her father was perishing somewhere and I want Mr. Storrs to
-meet him.”
-
-“Yes; certainly,” said Bruce.
-
-He walked beside her into the big lounge, where many of the older
-guests were gathered.
-
-“Poor Mr. Mills!” said Millicent after a quick survey of the room.
-“There he is, listening to one of Mr. Tasker’s interminable yarns.”
-
-She led the way toward a group of men, one of whom was evidently
-nearing the end of a long story. One of his auditors, a dark man of
-medium height and rather stockily built, was listening with an air of
-forced attention. His grayish hair was brushed smoothly away from a
-broad forehead, his neatly trimmed mustache was a trifle grayer than
-his hair. Millicent and Bruce fell within the line of his vision, and
-his face brightened instantly as he nodded to the girl and waved his
-hand. The moment the story was ended he crossed to them, his eyes
-bright with pleasure and a smile on his face.
-
-“I call it a base desertion!” he exclaimed. “Leila brings me here and
-coolly parks me. A father gets mighty little consideration these days!”
-
-“Don’t scold! Mr. Mills--let me present Mr. Storrs.”
-
-“I’m very glad to meet you, Mr. Storrs,” said Mills with quiet
-cordiality. He swept Bruce with a quick, comprehensive scrutiny.
-
-“Mr. Storrs has lately moved here,” Millicent explained.
-
-“I congratulate you, Mr. Storrs, on having fallen into good hands.”
-
-“Oh, Miss Harden is taking splendid care of me!” Bruce replied.
-
-“She’s quite capable of doing that!” Mills returned.
-
-Bruce was studying Franklin Mills guardedly. A man of reserves and
-reticences, not a safe subject for quick judgments. His manner was
-somewhat listless now that the introduction had been accomplished; and
-perhaps aware of this, he addressed several remarks to Bruce, asking
-whether the music was all that the jazzy age demanded; confessed with
-mock chagrin that his dancing days were over.
-
-“You only think they are! Mr. Mills really dances very well. You’d be
-surprised, Mr. Storrs, considering how venerable he is!”
-
-“That’s why I don’t dance!” Mills retorted with a rueful grin.
-“‘Considering his age’ is the meanest phrase that can be applied to a
-man of fifty.”
-
-Bud Henderson here interrupted them, declaring that dozens of people
-were disconsolate because Bruce had concealed himself.
-
-“Of course you must go!” said Millicent.
-
-“I hope to meet you again,” Mills remarked as Bruce bowed to him.
-
-“Thank you, Mr. Mills,” said Bruce.
-
-He was conscious once more of Mills’s intent scrutiny. It seemed to him
-as he walked away that Mills’s eyes followed him.
-
-“What’s the matter, old top?” Bud demanded. “You’re not tired?”
-
-“No; I’m all right,” Bruce replied, though his heart was pounding hard;
-and feeling a little giddy, he laid his hand on Henderson’s arm.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER FIVE
-
-
-I
-
-Franklin Mills stood by one of the broad windows in his private office
-gazing across the smoky industrial district of his native city. With
-his hands thrust into his trousers’ pockets, he was a picture of
-negligent ease. His face was singularly free of the markings of time.
-His thick, neatly trimmed hair with its even intermixture of white
-added to his look of distinction. His business suit of dark blue with
-an obscure green stripe was evidently a recent creation of his tailor,
-and a wing collar with a neatly tied polka-dot cravat contributed
-further to the impression he gave of a man who had a care for his
-appearance. The gray eyes that looked out over the city narrowed
-occasionally as some object roused his attention--a freight train
-crawling on the outskirts or some disturbance in the street below. Then
-he would resume his reverie as though enjoying his sense of immunity
-from the fret and jar of the world about him.
-
-_Bruce Storrs._ The name of the young man he had met at the Country
-Club lingered disturbingly in his memory. He had heard someone ask
-that night where Storrs came from, and Bud Henderson, his sponsor, had
-been ready with the answer, “Laconia, Ohio.” Mills had been afraid to
-ask the question himself. Long-closed doors swung open slowly along
-the dim corridor of memory and phantom shapes emerged--among them a
-figure Franklin Mills recognized as himself. Swiftly he computed the
-number of years that had passed since, in his young manhood, he had
-spent a summer in the pleasant little town, sent there by his father
-to act as auditor of a manufacturing concern in which Franklin Mills
-III for a time owned an interest. Marian Storrs was a lovely young
-being--vivacious, daring, already indifferent to the man to whom she
-had been married two years.... He had been a beast to take advantage
-of her, to accept all that she had yielded to him with a completeness
-and passion that touched him poignantly now as she lived again in his
-memory.... Was this young man, Bruce Storrs, her son? He was a splendid
-specimen, distinctly handsome, with the air of breeding that Mills
-valued. He turned from the window and walked idly about the room, only
-to return to his contemplation of the hazy distances.
-
-The respect of his fellow man, one could see, meant much to him. He was
-Franklin Mills, the fourth of the name in succession in the Mid-western
-city, enjoying an unassailable social position and able to command more
-cash at a given moment than any other man in the community. Nothing
-was so precious to Franklin Mills as his peace of mind, and here was a
-problem that might forever menace that peace. The hope that the young
-man himself knew nothing did not abate the hateful, hideous question
-... was he John Storrs’s son or his own? Surely Marian Storrs could not
-have told the boy of that old episode....
-
-Nearly every piece of property in the city’s original mile square had
-at some time belonged to a Mills. The earlier men of the name had
-been prominent in public affairs, but he had never been interested
-in politics and he never served on those bothersome committees that
-promote noble causes and pursue the public with subscription papers.
-When Franklin Mills gave he gave liberally, but he preferred to make
-his contributions unsolicited. It pleased him to be represented at the
-State Fair with cattle and saddle horses from Deer Trail Farm. Like
-his father and grandfather, he kept in touch with the soil, and his
-farm, fifteen miles from his office, was a show place; his Jersey herd
-enjoyed a wide reputation. The farm was as perfectly managed as his
-house and office. Its carefully tended fields, his flocks and herds and
-the dignified Southern Colonial house were but another advertisement of
-his substantial character and the century-long identification of his
-name with the State.
-
-His private office was so furnished as to look as little as possible
-like a place for the transaction of business. There were easy lounging
-chairs, a long leathern couch, a bookcase, a taboret with cigars and
-cigarettes. The flat-top desk, placed between two windows, contained
-nothing but an immaculate blotter and a silver desk set that evidently
-enjoyed frequent burnishing. It was possible for him to come and go
-without traversing the other rooms of the suite. Visitors who passed
-the office boy’s inspection and satisfied a prim stenographer that
-their errands were not frivolous found themselves in communication
-with Arthur Carroll, Mills’s secretary, a young man of thirty-five,
-trained as a lawyer, who spoke for his employer in all matters not
-demanding decisions of first importance. Carroll was not only Mills’s
-confidential man of business, but when necessary he performed the
-duties of social secretary. He was tactful, socially in demand as an
-eligible bachelor, and endowed with a genius for collecting information
-that greatly assisted Mills in keeping in touch with the affairs of the
-community.
-
-Mills glanced at his watch and turned to press a button in a plate on
-the corner of his desk. Carroll appeared immediately.
-
-“You said Shep was coming?” Mills inquired.
-
-“Yes; he was to be here at five, but said he might be a little late.”
-
-Mills nodded, asked a question about the survey of some land adjoining
-Deer Trail Farm for which he was negotiating, and listened attentively
-while Carroll described a discrepancy in the boundary lines.
-
-“Is that all that stands in the way?” Mills asked.
-
-“Well,” said Carroll, “Parsons shows signs of bucking. He’s thought of
-reasons, sentimental ones, for not selling. He and his wife moved there
-when they were first married and their children were all born on the
-place.”
-
-“Of course we have nothing to do with that,” remarked Mills, slipping
-an ivory paper knife slowly through his fingers. “The old man is a
-failure, and the whole place is badly run down. I really need it for
-pasture.”
-
-“Oh, he’ll sell! We just have to be a little patient,” Carroll replied.
-
-“All right, but don’t close till the title’s cleared up. I don’t buy
-law suits. Come in, Shep.”
-
-Shepherd Mills had appeared at the door during this talk. His father
-had merely glanced at him, and Shepherd waited, hat in hand, his
-topcoat on his arm, till the discussion was ended.
-
-“What’s that you’ve got there?” his father asked, seating himself in a
-comfortable chair a little way from the desk.
-
-In drawing some papers from the pocket of his overcoat, Shepherd
-dropped his hat, picked it up and laid it on the desk. He was trying to
-appear at ease, and replied that it was a contract calling for a large
-order which the storage battery company had just made.
-
-“We worked a good while to get that,” said the young man with a ring of
-pride in his voice. “I thought you’d like to know it’s all settled.”
-
-Mills put on his glasses, scanned the document with a practiced eye and
-handed it back.
-
-“That’s good. You’re running full capacity now?”
-
-“Yes; we’ve got orders enough to keep us going full handed for several
-months.”
-
-The young man’s tone was eager; he was clearly anxious for his father’s
-approval. He had expected a little more praise for his success in
-getting the contract, but was trying to adjust himself to his father’s
-calm acceptance of the matter. He drummed the edge of the desk as he
-recited certain figures as to conditions at the plant. His father
-disconcertingly corrected one of his statements.
-
-“Yes; you’re right, father,” Shepherd stammered. “I got the July
-figures mixed up with the June report.”
-
-Mills smiled indulgently; took a cigarette from a silver box on the
-taboret beside him and unhurriedly lighted it.
-
-“You and Constance are coming over for dinner tonight?” he asked. “I
-think Leila said she’d asked you.”
-
-His senior’s very calmness seemed to add to Shepherd’s nervousness. He
-rose and laid his overcoat on the couch, drew out his handkerchief and
-wiped his forehead, remarking that it was warm for the season.
-
-“I hadn’t noticed it,” his father remarked in the tone of one who is
-indifferent to changes of temperature.
-
-“There’s a little matter I’ve been wanting to speak to you about,”
-Shepherd began. “I thought it would be better to mention it here--you
-never like talking business at the house. If it’s going to be done it
-ought to be started now, before the bad weather sets in.”
-
-He paused, a little breathless, and Mills said, the least bit
-impatiently:
-
-“Do you mean that new unit at the plant? I thought we’d settled that.
-I thought you were satisfied you could get along this winter with the
-plant as it is.”
-
-“Oh, no! It’s not that!” Shepherd hastily corrected. “Of course that’s
-all settled. This is quite a different matter. I only want to suggest
-it now so you can think it over. You see, our employees were all
-mightily pleased because you let them have the use of the Milton farm.
-There’s quite a settlement grown up around the plant and the Milton
-land is so near they can walk to it. I’ve kept tab this summer and
-about a hundred of the men go there Saturday afternoons and Sundays;
-mostly married men who take their families. I could see it made a big
-difference in the morale of the shop.”
-
-He paused to watch the effect of his statements, but Mills made no
-sign. He merely recrossed his legs, knocked the ash from his cigarette
-and nodded for his son to go on.
-
-“I want you to know I appreciate your letting me use the property
-that way,” Shepherd resumed. “I was out there a good deal myself,
-and those people certainly enjoyed themselves. Now what’s in my mind
-is this, father”--he paused an instant and bent forward with boyish
-eagerness--“I’ve heard you say you didn’t mean to sell any lots in the
-Milton addition for several years--not until the street car line’s
-extended--and I thought since the factory’s so close to the farm, we
-might build some kind of a clubhouse the people could use the year
-round. They can’t get any amusements without coming into town, and
-we could build the house near the south gate of the property, where
-our people could get to it easily. They could have dances and motion
-pictures, and maybe a few lectures and some concerts, during the
-winter. They’ll attend to all that themselves. Please understand that I
-don’t mean this as a permanent thing. The clubhouse needn’t cost much,
-so when you get ready to divide the farm the loss wouldn’t be great.
-It might even be used in some way. I just wanted to mention it; we can
-talk out the details after you’ve thought it over.”
-
-In his anxiety to make himself clear Shepherd had stammered repeatedly.
-He waited, his face flushed, his eyelids quivering, for some
-encouraging word from his father. Mills dropped his cigarette into the
-tray before he spoke.
-
-“What would such a house cost, Shep?”
-
-“It can be built for twenty thousand dollars. I got a young fellow in
-Freeman’s office to make me some sketches--Storrs--you met him at the
-country club; a mighty nice chap. If you’ll just look at these----”
-
-Mills took the two letter sheets his son extended, one showing a floor
-plan, the other a rough sketch of the proposed building, inspected them
-indifferently and gave them back.
-
-“If you’d like to keep them----” Shepherd began.
-
-“No; that isn’t necessary. I think we can settle the matter now. It
-was all right for those people to use the farm as a playground during
-the summer, but this idea of building a house for them won’t do. We’ve
-got to view these things practically, Shep. You’re letting your
-sentimental feelings run away with you. If I let you go ahead with
-that scheme, it would be unfair to all the other employers in town.
-If you stop to think, you can see for yourself that for us to build
-such a clubhouse would cause dissatisfaction among other concerns
-I’m interested in. And there’s another thing. Your people have done
-considerable damage--breaking down the shrubbery and young trees I’d
-planted where I’d laid out the roads. I hadn’t spoken of this, for
-I knew how much fun you got out of it, but as for spending twenty
-thousand dollars for a clubhouse and turning the whole place over to
-those people, it can’t be done!”
-
-“Well, father, of course I can see your way of looking at it,” Shepherd
-said with a crestfallen air. “I thought maybe, just for a few years----”
-
-“That’s another point,” Mills interrupted. “You can’t give it to them
-and then take it away. Such people are bound to be unreasonable. Give
-them an inch and they take a mile. You’ll find as you grow older that
-they have precious little appreciation of such kindnesses. Your heart’s
-been playing tricks with your head. I tell you, my dear boy, there’s
-nothing in it; positively nothing!”
-
-Mills rose, struck his hands together smartly and laid them on his
-son’s shoulders, looking down at him with smiling tolerance. Shepherd
-was nervously fumbling Storrs’s sketches, and as his father stepped
-back he hastily thrust them into his pocket.
-
-“You may be right, father,” he said slowly, and with no trace of
-resentment.
-
-“Storrs, you said?” Mills inquired as he opened a cabinet door and took
-out his hat and light overcoat. “Is he the young man Millie introduced
-me to?”
-
-“Yes; that tall, fine-looking chap; a Tech man; just moved here--friend
-of Bud Henderson’s.”
-
-“I wasn’t quite sure of the name. He’s an architect, is he?” asked
-Mills as he slowly buttoned his coat.
-
-“Yes; I met him at the Freemans’ and had him for lunch at the club.
-Freeman is keen about him.”
-
-“He’s rather an impressive-looking fellow,” Mills replied. “Expects to
-live here, does he?”
-
-“Yes. He has no relatives here; just thought the town offered a good
-opening. His home was somewhere in Ohio, I think.”
-
-“Yes; I believe I heard that,” Mills replied carelessly. “You have your
-car with you?”
-
-“Yes; the runabout. I’ll skip home and dress and drive over with
-Connie. We’re going to the Claytons’ later.”
-
-When they reached the street Shepherd ordered up his father’s limousine
-and saw him into it, and waved his hand as it rolled away. As he turned
-to seek his own car the smile faded from his face. It was not merely
-that his father had refused to permit the building of the clubhouse,
-but that the matter had been brushed aside quite as a parent rejects
-some absurd proposal of an unreasoning child. He strode along with
-the quick steps compelled by his short stature, smarting under what
-he believed to be an injustice, and ashamed of himself for not having
-combated the objections his father had raised. The loss of shrubs or
-trees was nothing when weighed against the happiness of the people who
-had enjoyed the use of the farm. He thought now of many things that he
-might have said in defence of his proposition; but he had never been
-able to hold his own in debate with his father. His face burned with
-humiliation. He regretted that within an hour he was to see his father
-again.
-
-
-II
-
-The interior of Franklin Mills’s house was not so forbidding as
-Henderson had hinted in his talk with Bruce. It was really a very
-handsomely furnished, comfortable establishment that bore the marks
-of a sound if rather austere taste. The house had been built in the
-last years of Mrs. Mills’s life, and if a distinctly feminine note was
-lacking in its appointments, this was due to changes made by Mills
-in keeping with the later tendency in interior decoration toward the
-elimination of nonessentials.
-
-It was only a polite pretense that Leila kept house for her father.
-Her inclinations were decidedly not domestic, and Mills employed and
-directed the servants, ordered the meals, kept track of expenditures
-and household bills, and paid them through his office. He liked
-formality and chose well-trained servants capable of conforming to his
-wishes in this respect. The library on the second floor was Mills’s
-favorite lounging place. Here were books indicative of the cultivated
-and catholic taste of the owner, and above the shelves were ranged
-the family portraits, a considerable array of them, preserving the
-countenances of his progenitors. Throughout the house there were
-pictures, chiefly representative work of contemporary French and
-American artists. When Mills got tired of a picture or saw a chance to
-buy a better one by the same painter, he sold or gave away the discard.
-He knew the contents of his house from cellar to garret--roved over it
-a good deal in his many lonely hours.
-
-He came downstairs a few minutes before seven and from force of habit
-strolled through the rooms on a tour of inspection. In keeping with
-his sense of personal dignity, he always put on his dinner coat in the
-evening, even when he was alone. He rang and asked the smartly capped
-and aproned maid who responded whether his daughter was at home.
-
-“Miss Leila went to the Country Club this afternoon, sir, and hasn’t
-come in yet. She said she was dining here.”
-
-“Thank you,” he replied colorlessly, and turned to glance over some
-new books neatly arranged on a table at the side of the living-room. A
-clock struck seven and on the last solemn stroke the remote titter of
-an electric bell sent the maid to the door.
-
-“Mr. and Mrs. Shepherd Mills,” the girl announced in compliance with
-an established rule, which was not suspended even when Mills’s son and
-daughter-in-law were the guests.
-
-“Shep fairly dragged me!” Mrs. Mills exclaimed as she greeted her
-father-in-law. “He’s in such terror of being late to one of your
-feasts! I know I’m a fright.” She lifted her hand to her hair with
-needless solicitude; it was perfectly arranged. She wore an evening
-gown of sapphire blue chiffon,--an effective garment; she knew that it
-was effective. Seeing that he was eyeing it critically, she demanded to
-know what he thought of it.
-
-“You’re so fastidious, you know! Shep never pays any attention to my
-clothes. It’s a silly idea that women dress only for each other; it’s
-for captious men like you that we take so much trouble.”
-
-“You’re quite perfectly turned out, I should say,” Mills remarked.
-“That’s a becoming gown. I don’t believe I’ve seen it before.”
-
-Her father-in-law was regarding her quizzically, an ambiguous smile
-playing about his lips. She was conscious that he never gave her
-his whole approval and she was piqued by her failure to evoke any
-expressions of cordiality from him. Men usually liked her, or at least
-found her amusing, and she had never been satisfied that Franklin
-Mills either liked her or thought her clever. It was still a source of
-bitterness that Mills had objected strongly to Shepherd’s marrying her.
-His objections she attributed to snobbery; for her family was in nowise
-distinguished, and Constance, an only child, had made her own way
-socially chiefly through acquaintances and friendships formed in the
-Misses Palmers’ school, a local institution which conferred a certain
-social dignity upon its patrons.
-
-She had never been able to break down Mills’s reserves, and the tone
-which she had adopted for her intercourse with him had been arrived at
-after a series of experiments in the first year of her marriage. He
-suffered this a little stolidly. There was a point of discretion beyond
-which she never dared venture. She had once tried teasing him about
-a young widow, a visitor from the South for whom he had shown some
-partiality, and he hadn’t liked it, though he had taken the same sort
-of chaff from others in her presence with perfect good nature.
-
-Shepherd, she realized perfectly, was a disappointment to his father.
-Countless points of failure in the relationship of father and son were
-manifest to her, things of which Shepherd himself was unconscious.
-It was Mills’s family pride that had prompted him to make Shepherd
-president of the storage battery company, and the same vanity was
-responsible for the house he had given Shepherd on his marriage--a much
-bigger house than the young couple needed. He expected her to bear
-children that the continuity of the name might be unbroken, but the
-thought of bearing children was repugnant to her. Still, the birth of
-an heir, to take the name of Franklin Mills, would undoubtedly heighten
-his respect for her--diminish the veiled hostility which she felt she
-aroused in him.
-
-“Where’s Leila?” asked Shepherd as dinner was announced and they moved
-toward the dining-room.
-
-“She’ll be along presently,” Mills replied easily.
-
-“Dear Leila!” exclaimed Constance. “You never disciplined her as you
-did Shep. Shep would go to the stake before he’d turn up late.”
-
-“Leila,” said Mills a little defensively, “is a law unto herself.”
-
-“That’s why we all love the dear child!” said Constance quickly. “Not
-for worlds would I change her.”
-
-To nothing was Mills so sensitive as to criticism of Leila, a fact
-which she should have remembered.
-
-As they took their places Mills asked her, in the impersonal tone
-she hated, what the prospects were for a gay winter. She was on the
-committee of the Assembly, whose entertainments were a noteworthy
-feature of every season. There, too, was the Dramatic Club, equally
-exclusive in its membership, and Constance was on the play committee.
-Mills listened with interest, or with the pretense of interest, as
-she gave him the benefit of her knowledge as to the winter’s social
-programme.
-
-They were half through the dinner when Leila arrived. With a cheerful
-“Hello, everybody,” she flung off her wrap and without removing her
-hat, sank into the chair Shepherd drew out for her.
-
-“Sorry, Dada, but Millie and I played eighteen holes this afternoon;
-got a late start and were perfectly starved when we finished and just
-had to have tea. And some people came along and we got to talking and
-it was dark before we knew it.”
-
-“How’s your game coming on?” her father asked.
-
-“Not so bad, Dada. Millie’s one of these lazy players; she doesn’t care
-whether she wins or loses, and I guess I’m too temperamental to be a
-good golfer.”
-
-“I thought Millie was pretty strong on temperament herself,” remarked
-Shepherd.
-
-“Well, Millie is and she isn’t. She’s not the sort that flies all to
-pieces when anything goes wrong.”
-
-“Millie’s a pretty fine girl,” declared Shepherd.
-
-“Millicent really has charm,” remarked Constance, though without
-enthusiasm.
-
-“Millie’s a perfect darling!” said Leila. “She’s so lovely to her
-father and mother! They’re really very nice. Everybody knocks Doc
-Harden, but he’s not a bad sort. It’s a shame the way people treat
-them. Mrs. Harden’s a dear, sweet thing; plain and sensible and doesn’t
-look pained when I cuss a little.” She gave her father a sly look, but
-he feigned inattention. “Dada, how do you explain Millie?”
-
-“Well, I don’t,” replied Mills, with a broad smile at the abruptness of
-the question. “It’s just as well that everything and everybody on this
-planet can’t be explained and don’t have to be. I’ve come to a time of
-life when I’m a little fed up on things that can be reduced to figures.
-I want to be mystified!”
-
-Leila pointed her finger at him across the table.
-
-“I’ll say you like mystery! If there was ever a human being who just
-had to have the facts, you’re it! I know because I’ve tried hiding
-milliners’ bills from you.”
-
-“Well, I usually pay them,” Mills replied good-humoredly. “Now that
-you’ve spoken of bills, I’d like to ask you----”
-
-“Don’t!” Leila ejaculated, placing her hands over her ears with
-simulated horror. “I know what you’re going to say. You’re going to ask
-why I bought that new squirrel coat. Well, winter’s coming and it’s to
-keep me from freezing to death.”
-
-“Well, the house is well heated,” Mills replied dryly. “The answer is
-for you to spend a little time at home.”
-
-Leila was a spoiled child and lived her own life with little paternal
-interference. After Mills had failed utterly to keep her in school, or
-rather to find any school in which she would stay, he had tried tutors
-with no better results. He had finally placed her for a year in New
-York with a woman who made a business of giving the finishing touches
-to the daughters of the provincial rich. There were no lessons to learn
-which these daughters didn’t want to learn, but Leila had heard operas
-and concerts to a point where she really knew something of music, and
-she had acquired a talent that greatly amused her father for talking
-convincingly of things she really knew nothing about. He found much
-less delight in her appalling habit of blurting out things better left
-unsaid, and presumably foreign to the minds of well-bred young women.
-
-Her features were a feminized version of her father’s; she was dark
-like him and with the same gray eyes; but here the resemblance ended.
-She was alert, restless, quick of speech and action. The strenuous life
-of her long days was expressing itself in little nervous twitchings of
-her hands and head. Her father, under his benignant gaze, was noting
-these things now.
-
-“I hope you’re staying in tonight, Leila?” he said. “It seems to me
-you’re not sleeping enough.”
-
-“Well, no, Dada. I was going to the Claytons’. I told Fred Thomas he
-might come for me at nine.”
-
-“Thomas?” Mills questioned. “I don’t know that I’d choose him for an
-escort.”
-
-“Oh, Freddy’s all right!” Leila replied easily. “He’s always asking me
-to go places with him, and I’d turned him down until I was ashamed to
-refuse any more.”
-
-“I think,” said her father, “it might be as well to begin refusing
-again. What about him, Shep?”
-
-“He’s a good sort, I think,” Shepherd replied after a hasty glance at
-his wife. “But of course----”
-
-“Of course, he’s divorced,” interposed Constance, “and he hasn’t been
-here long. But people I know in Chicago say he was well liked there.
-What is it he has gone into, Shep?”
-
-“He came here to open a branch of a lumber company--a large concern, I
-think,” Shepherd replied. “I believe he _has_ been divorced, Father, if
-that’s what’s troubling you.”
-
-“Oh, he told me all about the divorce!” interposed Leila imperturbably.
-“His wife got crazy about another man and--biff! Don’t worry, Dada; he
-isn’t dangerous.”
-
-
-III
-
-When they had gone upstairs to the library for coffee, Leila lighted a
-cigarette and proceeded to open some letters that had been placed on a
-small desk kept in the room for her benefit. She perched herself on the
-desk and read aloud, between whiffs of her cigarette, snatches of news
-from a letter. Shepherd handed her a cup and she stirred her coffee,
-the cigarette hanging from her lip. Constance feigned not to notice
-a shadow of annoyance on her father-in-law’s face as Leila, her legs
-dangling, occasionally kicked the desk frame with her heels.
-
-“By the way, Leila,” said Constance, “the Nelsons want to sell their
-place at Harbor Hills. They haven’t been there for several years, you
-know. It’s one of the best locations anywhere in Michigan. It would
-solve the eternal summer problem for all of us--so accessible and a
-marvelous view--and you could have all the water sports you wanted. And
-they say the new clubhouse is a perfect dream.”
-
-Shepherd Mills’s cup tottered in its saucer with a sharp staccato. He
-had warned his wife not to broach the matter of purchasing the northern
-Michigan cottage, which she had threatened to do for some time and had
-discussed with Leila in the hope of enlisting her as an ally for an
-effective assault upon Mills.
-
-“It’s a peach of a place, all right,” Leila remarked. “I wonder if the
-yacht goes with the house. I believe I could use that yacht. Really,
-Dada, we ought to have a regular summer place. I’m fed up on rented
-cottages. If we had a house like the Nelsons’ we could all use it.”
-
-She had promised Constance to support the idea, but her sister-in-law
-had taken her off guard and she was aware that she hadn’t met the
-situation with quite the enthusiasm it demanded. Mills was lighting a
-cigar in his usual unhurried fashion. He knew that Constance was in the
-habit of using Leila as an advocate when she wanted him to do something
-extraordinary, and Leila, to his secret delight, usually betrayed the
-source of her inspiration.
-
-“What do the Nelsons want for the property?” he asked, settling himself
-back in his chair.
-
-“I suppose the yacht isn’t included,” Constance answered. “They’re
-asking seventy thousand for the house, and there’s a lot of land, you
-know. The Nelsons live in Detroit and it would be easy to get the
-details.”
-
-“You said yourself it was a beautiful place when you were there last
-summer,” Leila resumed, groping in her memory for the reasons with
-which Constance had fortified her for urging the purchase. “And
-the golf course up there is a wonder, and the whole place is very
-exclusive--only the nicest people.”
-
-“I thought you preferred the northeast coast,” her father replied.
-“What’s sent you back to fresh water?”
-
-“Oh, Dada, I just have to change my mind sometimes! If I kept the same
-idea very long it would turn bad--like an egg.”
-
-Constance, irritated by Leila’s perfunctory espousal of the proposed
-investment, tried to signal for silence. But Leila, having undertaken
-to implant in her father’s mind the desirability of acquiring the
-cottage at Harbor Hills, was unwilling to drop the subject.
-
-“Poor old Shep never gets any vacation to amount to anything. If we had
-a place in Michigan he could go up every week-end and get a breath of
-air. We all of us could have a perfectly grand time.”
-
-“Who’s all?” demanded her father. “You’d want to run a select boarding
-house, would you?”
-
-“Well, not exactly. But Connie and I could open the place early and
-stay late, and we’d hope you’d be with us all the time, and Shep,
-whenever he could get away.”
-
-“Shep, I think this is only a scheme to shake you and me for the
-summer. Connie and Leila are trying to put something over on us. And of
-course we can’t stand for any such thing.”
-
-“Of course, Father, the upkeep of such a place is considerable,”
-Shepherd replied conciliatingly.
-
-“Yes; quite as much as a town house, and you’d never use it more than
-two or three months a year. By the way, Connie, do you know those
-Cincinnati Marvins Leila and I met up there?”
-
-Connie knew that her father-in-law had, with characteristic deftness,
-disposed of the Harbor Hills house as effectually as though he had
-roared a refusal. Shepherd, still smarting under the rejection of his
-plan for giving his workmen a clubhouse, marveled at the suavity with
-which his father eluded proposals that did not impress him favorably.
-He wondered at times whether his father was not in some degree a
-superman who in his judgments and actions exercised a Jovian supremacy
-over the rest of mankind. Leila, finding herself bored by her father’s
-talk with Constance about the Marvins, sprang from the table, stretched
-herself lazily and said she guessed she would go and dress.
-
-When she reached the door she turned toward him with mischief in her
-eyes. “What are you up to tonight, Dada? You might stroll over and see
-Millie! The Claytons didn’t ask her to their party.”
-
-“Thanks for the hint, dear,” Mills replied with a tinge of irony.
-
-“I think I’ll go with you,” said Constance, as Leila impudently kissed
-her fingers to her father and turned toward her room. “Whistle for me
-at eight-thirty, Shep.”
-
-Both men rose as the young women left the room--Franklin Mills was
-punctilious in all the niceties of good manners--but before resuming
-his seat he closed the door. There was something ominous in this, and
-Shepherd nervously lighted a cigarette. He covertly glanced at his
-watch to fix in his mind the amount of time he must remain with his
-father before Constance returned. He loved and admired his wife and he
-envied her the ease with which she ignored or surmounted difficulties.
-
-Connie made mistakes in dealing with her father-in-law and Shepherd
-was aware of this, but his own errors in this respect only served to
-strengthen his reliance on the understanding and sympathy of his wife,
-who was an adept in concealing disappointment and discomfiture. When
-Shepherd was disposed to complain of his father, Connie was always
-consoling. She would say:
-
-“You’re altogether too sensitive, Shep. It’s an old trick of fathers
-to treat their sons as though they were still boys. Your father can’t
-realize that you’re grown up. But he knows you stick to your job and
-that you’re anxious to please him. I suppose he thought you’d grow up
-to be just like himself; but you’re not, so it’s up to him to take you
-as the pretty fine boy you are. You’re the steadiest young man in town
-and you needn’t think he doesn’t appreciate that.”
-
-Shepherd, fortifying himself with a swift recollection of his wife’s
-frequent reassurances of this sort, nevertheless wished that she had
-not run off to gossip with Leila. However, the interview would be
-brief, and he played with his cigarette while he waited for his father
-to begin.
-
-“There’s something I’ve wanted to talk with you about, Shep. It will
-take only a minute.”
-
-“Yes, father.”
-
-“It’s about Leila”--he hesitated--“a little bit about Constance, too.
-I’m not altogether easy about Leila. I mean”--he paused again--“as
-to Connie’s influence over your sister. Connie is enough older to
-realize that Leila needs a little curbing as to things I can’t talk
-to her about as a woman could. Leila doesn’t need to be encouraged
-in extravagance. And she likes running about well enough without
-being led into things she might better let alone. I’m not criticizing
-Connie’s friends, but you do have at your house people I’d rather Leila
-didn’t know--at least not to be intimate with them. As a concrete
-example, I don’t care for this fellow Thomas. To be frank, I’ve made
-some inquiries about him and he’s hardly the sort of person you’d care
-for your sister to run around with.”
-
-Shepherd, blinking under this succession of direct statements, felt
-that some comment was required.
-
-“Of course, father, Connie wouldn’t take up anyone she didn’t think
-perfectly all right. And she’d never put any undesirable acquaintances
-in Leila’s way. She’s too fond of Leila and too deeply interested in
-her happiness for that.”
-
-“I wasn’t intimating that Connie was consciously influencing Leila
-in a wrong way in that particular instance. But Leila is very
-impressionable. So far I’ve been able to eliminate young men I haven’t
-liked. I’m merely asking your cooperation, and Connie’s, in protecting
-her. She’s very headstrong and rather disposed to take advantage of
-our position by running a little wild. Our friends no doubt make
-allowances, but people outside our circle may not be so tolerant.”
-
-“Yes, that’s all perfectly true, father,” Shepherd assented, relieved
-and not a little pleased that his father appeared to be criticizing him
-less than asking his assistance.
-
-“For another thing,” Mills went on. “Leila has somehow got into the
-habit of drinking. Several times I’ve seen her when she’d had too much.
-That sort of thing won’t do!”
-
-“Of course not! But I’m sure Connie hasn’t been encouraging Leila to
-drink. She and I both have talked to her about that. I hoped she’d
-stop it before you found it out.”
-
-“Don’t ever get the idea that I don’t know what’s going on!” Mills
-retorted tartly. “Another thing I want to speak of is Connie’s way of
-getting Leila to back her schemes--things like that summer place, for
-example. We don’t need a summer place. The idea that you can’t have a
-proper vacation is all rubbish. I urged you all summer to take Connie
-East for a month.”
-
-“I know you did. It was my own fault I didn’t go. Please don’t think
-we’re complaining; Connie and I get a lot of fun just motoring. And
-when you’re at the farm we enjoy running out there. I think, Father,
-that sometimes you’re not--not--quite just to Connie.”
-
-“Not just to her!” exclaimed Mills, with a lifting of the brows. “In
-what way have I been unjust to her?”
-
-Shepherd knew that his remark was unfortunate before it was out of
-his mouth. He should have followed his habit of assenting to what his
-father said without broadening the field of discussion. He was taken
-aback by his father’s question, uttered with what was, for Franklin
-Mills, an unusual display of asperity.
-
-“I only meant,” Shepherd replied hastily, “that you don’t always”--he
-frowned--“you don’t quite give Connie credit for her fine qualities.”
-
-“Quite the contrary,” Mills replied. “My only concern as her
-father-in-law is that she shall continue to display those qualities.
-I realize that she’s a popular young woman, but in a way you pay for
-that, and I stand for it and make it possible for you to spend the
-money. Now don’t jump to the conclusion that I’m intimating that you
-and Connie wouldn’t have just as many friends if you spent a tenth of
-what you’re spending now. Be it far from me, my boy, to discredit your
-value and Connie’s as social factors!”
-
-Mills laughed to relieve the remark of any suspicion of irony. There
-was nothing Shepherd dreaded so much as his father’s ironies. The dread
-was the greater because there was always a disturbing uncertainty as to
-what they concealed.
-
-“About those little matters I mentioned,” Mills went on, “I count on
-you to help.”
-
-“Certainly, father. Connie and I both will do all we can. I’m glad you
-spoke to me about it.”
-
-“All right, Shep,” and Mills opened the door to mark the end of the
-interview.
-
-
-IV
-
-In Leila’s room Constance had said, the moment they were alone:
-
-“Well, you certainly gummed it!”
-
-“Oh, shoot! Dada wouldn’t buy that Nelson place if it only cost a
-nickel.”
-
-“Well, you didn’t do much to advance the cause!”
-
-“See here,” said Leila, “one time’s just as good as another with Dada.
-I knew he’d never agree to it. I only spoke of it because you gave me
-the lead. You never seem to learn his curves.”
-
-“If you’d backed me up right we could have got him interested and won
-him over. Anybody could see that he was away off tonight--even more
-difficult than usual!”
-
-“Oh, tush! You and Shep make me tired. You take father too seriously.
-All you’ve got to do with him is just to kid him along. Let’s have a
-little drink to drown our troubles.”
-
-“Now, Leila----”
-
-Leila had drawn a hat-box from the inner recesses of a closet and
-extracted from it a quart bottle of whiskey.
-
-“I’m all shot to hell and need a spoonful of this stuff to pep me up!
-Hands off, old thing! Don’t touch--Leila scream!” Constance had tried
-to seize the bottle.
-
-“Leila, _please_ don’t drink! The Claytons are having everybody of any
-consequence at this party and if you go reeking of liquor all the old
-tabbies will babble!”
-
-“Well, darling, let them talk! At least they will talk about both of us
-then!”
-
-“Who’s talking about me?” Constance demanded.
-
-“Be calm, dearest! You certainly wore the guilty look then. Let’s call
-it quits--I’ve got to dress!”
-
-She poured herself a second drink and restored the bottle to its hiding
-place.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER SIX
-
-
-I
-
-Several interviews with Freeman had resulted in an arrangement by which
-Bruce was to enter the architect’s office immediately. As Henderson had
-predicted, Mrs. Freeman was a real power in her husband’s affairs. She
-confided to Bruce privately that, with all his talents, Bill lacked
-tact in dealing with his clients and he needed someone to supply this
-deficiency. And the office was a place of confusion, and Bill was prone
-to forgetfulness. Bruce, Mrs. Freeman thought, could be of material
-assistance in keeping Bill straight and extricating him from the
-difficulties into which he constantly stumbled in his absorption in
-the purely artistic side of his profession. Bruce was put to work on
-tentative sketches and estimates for a residence for a man who had no
-very clear idea of what he wanted nor how much he wanted to spend.
-
-Bruce soon discovered that Freeman disliked interviews with contractors
-and the general routine necessary to keep in touch with the cost of
-labor and materials. When he was able to visualize and create he was
-happy, but tedious calculations left him sulky and disinclined to work.
-Bruce felt no such repugnance; he had a kind of instinct for such
-things, and was able to carry in his head a great array of facts and
-figures.
-
-On his first free evening after meeting Millicent Harden at the Country
-Club he rang the Harden doorbell, and as he waited glanced toward the
-Mills’ house in the lot adjoining. He vaguely wondered whether Franklin
-Mills was within its walls.
-
-He had tried to analyze the emotions that had beset him that night when
-he had taken the hand of the man he believed to be his father. There
-was something cheap and vulgar in the idea that blood speaks to blood
-and that possibly Mills had recognized him by some sort of intuition.
-But Bruce rejected this as preposterous, a concession to the philosophy
-of ignorant old women muttering scandal before a dying fire. Very
-likely he had been wrong in fancying that Mills had taken any special
-note of him. And there was always his mother’s assurance that Mills
-didn’t know of his existence. Mills probably had the habit of eyeing
-people closely; he shouldn’t have permitted himself to be troubled by
-that. He was a man of large affairs, with faculties trained to the
-quick inspection and appraisment of every stranger he met....
-
-The middle-aged woman who opened the door was evidently a member of the
-household and he hastily thrust into his pocket the card he had taken
-out, stated his name and asked if Miss Harden was at home.
-
-“Yes, Millie’s home. Just come in, Mr. Storrs, and I’ll call her.”
-
-But Millicent came into the hall without waiting to be summoned.
-
-“I’m so glad to see you, Mr. Storrs!” she said, and introduced him to
-her mother, a tall, heavily built woman with reddish hair turning gray,
-and a friendly countenance.
-
-“I was just saying to Doctor Harden that I guessed nobody was coming
-in tonight when you rang. You simply can’t keep a servant in to answer
-the bell in the evening. You haven’t met Doctor Harden? Millie, won’t
-you call your papa?”
-
-Millicent opened a door that revealed a small, cozy sitting-room and
-summoned her father--a short, thick-set man with a close-trimmed gray
-beard, who came out clutching a newspaper.
-
-“Shan’t we all go into the library?” asked Millicent after the two men
-had been introduced and had expressed their approval of the prolonged
-fine weather.
-
-“You young folks make yourselves comfortable in the library,” said Mrs.
-Harden. “I told Millie it was too warm for a fire, but she just has to
-have the fireplace going when there’s any excuse, and this house does
-get chilly in the fall evenings even when it’s warm outside.”
-
-Harden was already retreating toward the room from which he had
-been drawn to meet the caller, and his wife immediately followed.
-Both repeated their expressions of pleasure at meeting Bruce; but
-presumably, in the accepted fashion of American parents when their
-daughters entertain callers, they had no intention of appearing again.
-
-Millicent snapped on lights that disclosed a long, high-ceilinged room
-finished in dark oak and fitted up as a library. A disintegrating log
-in the broad fireplace had thrown out a puff of smoke that gave the air
-a fleeting pungent scent.
-
-The flooring was of white and black tiles covered with oriental rugs in
-which the dominant dark red brought a warmth to the eye. Midway of the
-room stood a grand piano, and beyond it a spiral stair led to a small
-balcony on which the console of an organ was visible. Back of this was
-a stained glass window depicting a knight in armor--a challenging,
-militant figure. Even as revealed only by the inner illumination, its
-rich colors and vigorous draughtsmanship were clearly suggested. And it
-was wholly appropriate, Bruce decided, and altogether consonant with
-the general scheme of the room. Noting his interest, Millicent turned
-a switch that lighted the window from a room beyond with the effect of
-vitalizing the knight’s figure, making him seem indeed to be gravely
-riding, with lance in rest, along the wall.
-
-“Do pardon me!” Bruce murmured, standing just inside the door and
-glancing about with frank enjoyment of the room’s spaciousness. The
-outer lines of the somewhat commonplace square brick house had not
-prepared him for this. The room presented a mingling of periods in both
-architecture and furnishing, but the blending had been admirably done.
-
-“Forgive me for staring,” he said as he sat down on a divan opposite
-her with the hearth between them. “I’m not sure even yet that I’m in
-the twentieth century!”
-
-“I suppose it is a queer jumble; but don’t blame the architect! He,
-poor wretch, thought we were perfectly crazy when we started, but I
-think before he got through he really liked it.”
-
-“I envy him the fun he had doing it! But someone must have furnished
-the inspiration. I’m going to assume that it was mostly you.”
-
-“You may if you’ll go ahead and criticize--tear it all to pieces.”
-
-“I’d as soon think of criticizing Chartres, Notre Dame, or the
-hand that rounded Peter’s dome!” Bruce exclaimed. “Alas that
-our acquaintance is so brief! I want to ask you all manner of
-questions--how you came to do it--and all that.”
-
-“Well, first of all one must have an indulgent father and mother. I’m
-reminded occasionally that my little whims were expensive.”
-
-“I dare say they were! But it’s something to have a daughter who can
-produce a room like this.”
-
-He rose and bowed to her, and then turning toward the knight in the
-window, gravely saluted.
-
-“I’m not so sure,” he said as he sat down, “that the gentleman up there
-didn’t have something to do with it.”
-
-“Please don’t make too much of him. Everyone pays me the compliment of
-thinking him Galahad, but I think of him as the naughty Launcelot. I
-read a book once on old French glass and I just had to have a window.
-And the organ made this room the logical place for it. Papa calls this
-my chapel and refuses to sit in it at all. He says it’s too much like
-church!”
-
-“Ah! But that’s a tribute in itself! Your father realizes that this is
-a place for worship--without reference to the knight.”
-
-She laid her forefinger against her cheek, tilted her head slightly,
-mocking him with lips and eyes.
-
-“Let me think! That was a pretty speech, but of course you’re referring
-to that bronze Buddha over there. Come to think of it, papa does rather
-fancy him.”
-
-When she smilingly met his gaze he laughed and made a gesture of
-despair.
-
-“That was a nice bit of side-stepping! I’m properly rebuked. I see my
-own worshiping must be done with caution. But the room is beautiful.
-I’m glad to know there’s such a place in town.”
-
-“I did have a good time planning and arranging it. But there’s nothing
-remarkable about it after all. It’s merely what you might call a
-refuge from reality--if that means anything.”
-
-“It means a lot--too much for me to grasp all at once.”
-
-“You’re making fun of me! All I meant was that I wanted a place to
-escape into where I can play at being something I really am not. We all
-need to do that. After all, it’s just a room.”
-
-“Of course that’s just what it isn’t! It’s superb. I’ve already decided
-to spend a lot of time here.”
-
-“You may, if you won’t pick up little chance phrases I let fall and
-frighten me with them. I have a friend--an awful highbrow--and he bores
-me to death exclaiming over things I say and can’t explain and then
-explaining them to me. But--why aren’t you at the Claytons’ party?”
-
-“I wasn’t asked,” he said. “I don’t know them.”
-
-“I know them, but I wasn’t asked,” she replied smilingly.
-
-“Well, anyhow, it’s nicer here, I think.”
-
-Bruce remembered what Henderson had said about the guarded social
-acceptance of the patent medicine manufacturer and his family; but
-Millicent evidently didn’t resent her exclusion from the Claytons’
-party. Social differentiations, Bruce imagined, mattered little to
-this girl, who was capable of fashioning her own manner of life, even
-to the point of building a temple for herself in which to worship gods
-of her own choosing. When he expressed interest in her modeling, which
-Dale Freeman had praised, Millicent led the way to a door opening into
-an extension of the library beyond the knight’s window, that served
-her as a studio. It was only a way of amusing herself, she said,
-when he admired a plaque of a child’s profile she confessed to be
-her work. The studio bore traces of recent use. Damp cloths covered
-several unfinished figures. There was a drawing-board in one corner
-and scattered among the casts on the wall were crayon sketches, merely
-notes, she explained, tacked up to preserve her impressions of faces
-that had interested her.
-
-He was struck by her freedom from pretense; when he touched on
-something of which she was ignorant or about which she was indifferent,
-she did not scruple to say so. Her imaginative, poetical side expressed
-itself with healthy candor and frequent flashes of girlish enthusiasm.
-She was wholly natural, refreshingly spontaneous in speech, with no
-traces of pedantry or conceit even in discussing music, in which her
-training had gone beyond the usual amateur’s bounds.
-
-“You haven’t been to see Leila yet? She asked you to call, and if you
-don’t go she’ll think it’s because of that little unpleasantness on the
-river. Leila’s altogether worth while.”
-
-Bruce muttered something about having been very busy. He had determined
-never to enter Franklin Mills’s house, and he was embarrassed by
-Millicent’s intimation that Leila might take it amiss that he ignored
-her invitation.
-
-“Leila’s a real person,” Millicent was saying. “Her great trouble is
-in trying to adjust herself to a way of life that doesn’t suit her a
-little bit.”
-
-“You mean----” he began and paused because he didn’t know at all what
-she meant.
-
-“I mean that living in a big house and going to teas and upholding the
-dignity of a prominent and wealthy family bores her to distraction. Her
-chief trouble is her way of protesting against the kind of life she’s
-born to. It’s screamingly funny, but Leila just hates being rich, and
-she’s terribly bored at having so much expected of her as her father’s
-daughter.”
-
-“His standard, then, is so high?” Bruce ventured, curious as to what
-further she might say of her neighbor.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Mills is an interesting man, and he worships Leila; but
-she worries and puzzles him. It isn’t just the difference between
-age and youth----” She paused, conscious perhaps of the impropriety
-of discussing her neighbor with a comparative stranger, but Bruce’s
-gravely attentive face prompted her to go on. “He’s one of those people
-we meet sometimes who don’t seem--how can one put it?--they don’t seem
-quite at ease in the world.”
-
-“Yes,” he said slowly, “but--where all the conditions of happiness are
-given--money, position, leisure to do as you please--what excuse has
-anyone for not finding happiness? You’d conclude that there was some
-fundamental defect----”
-
-“And when you reach that conclusion you’re not a bit better off!” she
-interrupted. “You’re back where you started. Oh, well!” she said,
-satisfied now that she had said quite enough about her neighbor and
-regretting that she had mentioned him at all, “it’s too bad happiness
-can’t be bought as you buy records to play on a machine and have
-nothing to do but wind it up and listen. You have to do a little work
-yourself.”
-
-“We’ve all got to play in the band--that’s the idea!” he laughed, and
-to escape from the thought of Mills, asked her whether she ever played
-for an ignorant heathen like himself.
-
-“You’re probably a stern critic,” she replied, “but I’ll take a chance.
-If you don’t mind I’ll try the organ. Papa and Mamma always like me to
-play some old pieces for them before they go to bed. Afterwards I’ll
-do some other things.”
-
-In a moment she was in the balcony with the knight towering above her,
-but he faded into the shadows as she turned off the lights in the
-studio below. Bruce’s eyes at once became attentive to her golden head
-and clearly limned profile defined by the lamp over the music rack.
-She seemed suddenly infinitely remote, caught away into a world of
-legendary and elusive things. The first reedy notes of the organ stole
-eerily through the room as though they too were evoked from an unseen
-world.
-
-The first things she played were a concession to her parents’ taste,
-but she threw into them all the sentiment they demanded--the familiar
-airs of “Annie Laurie,” “Ben Bolt,” and “Auld Lang Syne.” She played
-them without flourishes, probably in deference to the preferences of
-the father and mother who were somewhere listening. To these she added
-old revival songs--“Beulah Land,” and “Pull for the Shore”--these also
-presumably favorites of the unseen auditors. He watched her aureoled
-head, the graceful movement of her arms and shoulders as she gave
-herself to her task with complete absorption. She was kind to these
-parents of hers; possibly it was through her music that she really
-communicated with them, met them on ground of their simpler knowledge
-and aspirations.
-
-He was conscious presently of the faint ring of a bell, followed by
-the murmur of voices in the hall. Someone entered the room and sat
-down quietly behind him. Millicent, who had paid no heed to him since
-mounting to the organ, was just beginning the Tannhäuser overture. She
-followed this with passages from Lohengrin and Parsifal and classical
-liturgical music touched with a haunting mystery....
-
-She came down slowly into the room as though the spell of the music
-still held her.
-
-“I shan’t say anything--it might be the wrong word,” he said as he went
-to meet her. “But it was beautiful--very beautiful!”
-
-“You were a good listener; I felt that,” she replied.
-
-He had forgotten that there had been another listener until she
-smilingly waved her hand to someone behind him.
-
-“So I had two victims--and didn’t know it! Patient sufferers! Mr.
-Mills, you and Mr. Storrs have met--I needn’t introduce you a second
-time.”
-
-It was Franklin Mills, then, exercising a neighbor’s privilege, who had
-arrived in the middle of the recital and taken a seat by the door.
-
-“Mr. Storrs is a perfect listener,” Mills was saying as he shook hands
-with Bruce. “He didn’t budge all the time you were playing.”
-
-Mills’s easy, gracious manners, the intimacy implied in his chaffing
-tone as he complained that she played better when she didn’t know
-he was in the house, irritated Bruce. He had been enjoying himself
-so keenly, the girl’s talk had so interested him and he had been so
-thrilled and lifted by her music that Mills’s appearance was like a
-profanation.
-
-They were all seated now, and Millicent spoke of a book Mills had
-sent her which it happened Bruce had read, and she asked his opinion
-of it before expressing her own. Very likely Mills was in the habit
-of sending her books. She said that she hadn’t cared greatly for the
-book--a novel that discussed the labor question. The author evidently
-had no solution of his own problem and left the reader in the air as to
-his purpose.
-
-“Maybe he only meant to arouse interest--stir people up and leave the
-solution to others,” Bruce suggested.
-
-“That was the way I took it,” said Mills. “The fact is, nobody has any
-solution short of a complete tearing down of everything. And that,” he
-added with a smile and a shrug, “would be very uncomfortable.”
-
-“For us--yes,” Millicent replied quickly. “But a good many of our
-millions would probably welcome a chance to begin over again.”
-
-“What with,” Mills demanded, “when everything had been smashed?”
-
-“Oh, they’d be sure to save something out of the wreck!” Millicent
-replied.
-
-“Well,” Mills remarked, “I’m hoping the smash won’t come in my day. I’m
-too old to go out with a club to fight for food against the mob.”
-
-“You want us to say that you’re _not_ too old,” laughed Millicent; “but
-we’re not going to fall into that trap!”
-
-“But--what _is_ going to happen?” asked Bruce.
-
-“Other civilizations!” Mills replied, regarding the young man with an
-intent look. “We’ve had a succession of them, and the world’s about
-due to slip back into chaos and perhaps emerge again. It’s only the
-barbarians who never change; they know they’ll be on top again if they
-just wait.”
-
-“What an optimist you are!” cried Millicent. “But you don’t really
-believe such things.”
-
-“Of course I do,” Mills answered with a broad smile.
-
-She made it necessary for Bruce to assist her in combating Mills’s
-hopeless view of the future, though she bore the main burden of the
-opposition herself. Mills’s manner was one of good-natured indulgence;
-but Bruce was wondering whether there was not a deep vein of cynicism
-in the man. Mills was clever at fencing, and some of the things he
-said lightly no doubt expressed real convictions.
-
-Bruce was about to take his leave when Mills with assumed petulance
-declared that the fire had been neglected and began poking the embers.
-Carefully putting the poker and tongs back in the rack, he lounged
-toward the door, paused halfway and said good-night formally, bowing
-first to one and then the other.
-
-“Come in again sometime!” Millicent called after him.
-
-“Is that impudence?” Mills replied, reappearing from the hall with his
-coat and hat. In a moment the door closed and they heard the sound of
-his stick on the walk outside.
-
-“He’s always like that,” Millicent remarked after a moment of silence.
-“It’s understood that he may come in when I’m playing and leave when he
-pleases. Sometimes when I’m at the organ he sits for an hour without my
-knowing he’s here. It made me nervous at first--just remembering that
-he _might_ be here; but I got over that when I found that he really
-enjoyed the playing. I’m sorry he didn’t stay longer and really talk;
-he wasn’t at his best tonight.”
-
-Bruce made the merest murmur of assent, but something in Mills’s
-quizzical, mocking tone, the very manner of his entrance into the
-house, affected him disagreeably.
-
-He realized that he was staying too long for a first call, but he
-lingered until they had regained the cheery note with which the evening
-began, and said good night.
-
-
-II
-
-When he reached the street Bruce decided to walk the mile that lay
-between the Hardens’ and his apartment. His second meeting with
-Franklin Mills had left his mind in tumult. He was again beset by an
-impulse to flee from the town, but this he fought and vanquished.
-
-Happiness and peace were not to be won by flight. In his soldiering he
-had never feared bodily injury, and at times when he had speculated
-as to the existence of a soul he had decided that if he possessed
-such a thing he would not suffer it to play the coward. But this
-unexpected meeting at the Hardens’, which was likely to be repeated
-if he continued his visits to the house, had shaken his nerve more
-than he liked to believe possible. Millicent evidently admired Mills,
-sympathized with him in his loneliness, was flattered perhaps by his
-visits to her home in search of solace and cheer, or whatever it was
-Mills sought.
-
-The sky was overcast and a keen autumn wind whipped the overhanging
-maples as Bruce strode homeward with head bent, his hands thrust deep
-into the pockets of his overcoat. He hummed and whistled phrases of the
-Parsifal, with his thoughts playing about Millicent’s head as she had
-sat at the organ with the knight keeping watch above her. After all,
-it was through beautiful things, man-made and God-made, as his mother
-had taught him, that life found its highest realizations. In this idea
-there was an infinite stimulus. Millicent had found for herself this
-clue to happiness and was a radiant proof of its efficacy. It had been
-a privilege to see her in her own house, to enjoy contact with her
-questioning, meditative mind, and to lose himself in her entrancing
-music.
-
-The street was deserted and only a few of the houses he passed
-showed lights. Bruce experienced again, as often in his night tramps
-during the year of his exile, a happy sense of isolation. He was
-so completely absorbed in his thoughts that he was unaware of the
-propinquity of another pedestrian who was slowly approaching as though
-as unheedful as he of the driving wind and the first fitful patter
-of rain. They passed so close that their arms touched. Both turned,
-staring blankly in the light of the street lamps, and muttered confused
-apologies.
-
-“Oh, Storrs!” Franklin Mills exclaimed, bending his head against the
-wind.
-
-“Sorry to have bumped into you, sir,” Bruce replied, and feeling that
-nothing more was required of him, he was about to go on, but Mills said
-quickly:
-
-“We’re in for a hard rain. Come back to my house--it’s only half a
-dozen blocks--and I’ll send you home.”
-
-There was something of kindly peremptoriness in his tone, and Bruce, at
-a loss for words with which to refuse, followed, thinking that he would
-walk a block to meet the demands of courtesy and turn back. Mills,
-forging ahead rapidly, complained good-naturedly of the weather.
-
-“I frequently prowl around at night,” he explained; “I sleep better
-afterwards.”
-
-“I like a night walk myself,” Bruce replied.
-
-“Not afraid of hold-ups? I was relieved to find it was you I ran into.
-My daughter says I’m bound to get sandbagged some night.”
-
-At the end of the first block both were obliged to battle against
-the wind, which now drove the rain in furious gusts through the
-intersecting streets. In grasping his hat, Mills dropped his stick, and
-after picking it up, Bruce took hold of his arm for their greater ease
-in keeping together. It would, he decided, be an ungenerous desertion
-to leave him now, and so they arrived after much buffeting at Mills’s
-door.
-
-“That’s a young hurricane,” said Mills as he let himself in. “When
-you’ve dried out a bit I’ll send you on in my car.”
-
-In response to his ring a manservant appeared and carried away their
-hats and overcoats to be dried. Mills at once led the way upstairs
-to the library, where a fire had been kindled, probably against the
-master’s return in the storm.
-
-“Sit close and put your feet to the blaze. I think a hot drink would be
-a help.”
-
-Hot water and Scotch were brought and Mills laughingly assured Bruce
-that he needn’t be afraid of the liquor.
-
-“I had it long before Prohibition. Of course, everybody has to say
-that!”
-
-In his wildest speculations as to possible meetings with his father,
-Bruce had imagined nothing like this. He was not only in Franklin
-Mills’s house, but the man was graciously ministering to his comfort.
-And Bruce, with every desire to resist, to refuse these courteous
-offices, was meekly submitting. Mills, talking easily, with legs
-stretched to the fire, sipped his drink contentedly while the storm
-beat with mounting fury round the house.
-
-“I think my son said you had been in the army; I should say that the
-experience hadn’t done you any harm,” Mills remarked in his pleasant
-voice.
-
-“Quite the contrary, sir. The knocking about I got did me good.”
-
-“I envy you young fellows the experience; it was a ghastly business,
-but it must mean a lot in a man’s life to have gone through it.”
-
-In response to a direct question Bruce stated concisely the nature of
-his service. His colorless recital of the bare record brought a smile
-to Mills’s face.
-
-“You’re like all the young fellows I’ve talked with--modest, even a
-little indifferent about it. I think if I’d been over there I should do
-some bragging!”
-
-Still bewildered to find himself at Mills’s fireside, Bruce was
-wondering how soon he could leave; but Mills talked on in leisurely
-fashion of the phenomenal growth of the town and the opportunities it
-offered to young men. Bruce was ashamed of himself for not being more
-responsive; but Mills seemed content to ramble on, though carefully
-attentive to the occasional remarks Bruce roused himself to make.
-Bruce, with ample opportunity, observed Mills’s ways--little tricks
-of speech, the manner in which he smoked--lazily blowing rings at
-intervals and watching them waver and break--an occasional quick
-lifting of his well-kept hand to his forehead.
-
-It was after they had been together for half an hour that Bruce
-noted that Mills, after meeting his gaze, would lift his eyes and
-look intently at something on the wall over the bookcases--something
-immediately behind Bruce and out of the range of his vision. It seemed
-not to be the unseeing stare of inattention; but whatever it was, it
-brought a look of deepening perplexity--almost of alarm--to Mills’s
-face. Bruce began to find this upward glance disconcerting, and
-evidently aware that his visitor was conscious of it, Mills got up and,
-with the pretence of offering his guest another cigarette, reseated
-himself in a different position.
-
-“I must run along,” said Bruce presently. “The storm is letting up. I
-can easily foot it home.”
-
-“Not at all! After keeping you till midnight I’ll certainly not send
-you out to get another wetting. There’s still quite a splash on the
-windows.”
-
-He rang for the car before going downstairs, and while he was waiting
-for the chauffeur to answer on the garage extension of the house
-telephone, Bruce, from the fireplace, saw that it must have been a
-portrait--one of a number ranged along the wall--that had invited
-Mills’s gaze so frequently. It was the portrait of a young man, the
-work of a painstaking if not a brilliant artist. The clean-shaven face,
-the long, thick, curly brown hair, and the flowing scarf knotted under
-a high turn-over collar combined in an effect of quaintness.
-
-There was something oddly familiar in the young man’s countenance.
-In the few seconds that Mills’s back was turned Bruce found himself
-studying it, wondering what there was about it that teased his
-memory--what other brow and eyes and clean-cut, firm mouth he had ever
-seen were like those of the young man who was looking down at him from
-Franklin Mills’s wall. And then it dawned upon him that the face was
-like his own--might, indeed, with a different arrangement of the hair,
-a softening of certain lines, pass for a portrait of himself.
-
-Mills, turning from the telephone, remarked that the car was on the way.
-
-“Ah!” he added quickly, seeing Bruce’s attention fixed on the portrait,
-“my father, at about thirty-five. There’s nothing of me there; I take
-after my mother’s side of the house. Father was taller than I and
-his features were cleaner cut. He died twenty years ago. I’ve always
-thought him a fine American type. Those other----”
-
-Bruce lent polite attention to Mills’s comments on the other portraits,
-one representing his maternal grandfather and another a great-uncle
-who had been killed in the Civil War. When they reached the lower
-floor Mills opened the door of a reception room and turned on the frame
-lights about a full-length portrait of a lady in evening dress.
-
-“That is Mrs. Mills,” he said, “and an excellent likeness.”
-
-He spoke in sophisticated terms of American portraiture as they went
-to the hall where the servant was waiting with Bruce’s hat and coat. A
-limousine was in the porte-cochère, and Mills stood on the steps until
-Bruce got in.
-
-“I thank you very much, Mr. Mills,” Bruce said, taking the hand Mills
-extended.
-
-“Oh, I owe you the thanks! I hope to see you again very soon!”
-
-Mills on his way to his room found himself clinging to the stair rail.
-When he had closed the door he drew his hand slowly across his eyes. He
-had spoken with Marian Storrs’s son and the young man by an irony of
-nature had the countenance, the high-bred air of Franklin Mills III. It
-was astounding, this skipping for a generation of a type! It seemed to
-Mills, after he had turned off the lights, that his father’s eyes--the
-eyes of young Storrs--were still fixed upon him with a disconcerting
-gravity.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER SEVEN
-
-
-I
-
-In the fortnight following his encounter with Mills at the Hardens’,
-and the later meeting that same night in the storm, Bruce had thrown
-himself with fierce determination into his work. There must be no
-repetitions of such meetings; they added to his self-consciousness,
-made him ill at ease even when walking the streets in which at a turn
-of any corner he might run into Mills.
-
-He had never known that he had a nerve in his body, but now he was
-aware of disturbing sensations, inability to concentrate on his work,
-even a tremor of the hands as he bent over his drawing-board. His
-abrupt change from the open road to an office in some measure accounted
-for this and he began going to a public golf links on Saturday
-afternoons and Sundays, and against the coming of winter he had his
-name proposed for membership in an athletic club.
-
-He avoided going anywhere that might bring him again in contact with
-the man he believed to be his father. Shepherd Mills he ran into at
-the University Club now and then, and he was not a little ashamed of
-himself for repelling the young man’s friendly overtures. Shepherd,
-evidently feeling that he must in some way explain his silence about
-the clubhouse, for which Bruce had made tentative sketches, spoke of
-the scheme one day as a matter he was obliged to defer for the present.
-
-“It’s a little late in the season to begin; and father’s doubtful about
-it--thinks it might cause feeling among the men in other concerns. I
-hadn’t thought of that aspect of the matter----”
-
-Shepherd paused and frowned as he waited for Bruce to offer some
-comment on the abandonment of the project. It was none of Bruce’s
-affair, but he surmised that the young man had been keenly disappointed
-by his father’s refusal.
-
-“Oh, well, it doesn’t matter!” Bruce remarked as though it were merely
-a professional matter of no great importance. But as he left Shepherd
-he thought intently about the relations of the father and son. They
-were utterly irreconcilable natures. Having met Franklin Mills, sat at
-his fireside, noted with full understanding the man’s enjoyment of ease
-and luxury, it was not difficult to understand his lack of sympathy
-with Shepherd’s radical tendencies. Piecing together what he had heard
-about Mills from Henderson and Millicent Harden with his own estimate,
-Bruce was confident that whatever else Franklin Mills might be he was
-no altruist.
-
-After he left Shepherd Bruce was sorry that he had been so brusque. He
-might at least have expressed his sympathy with the young man’s wish
-to do something to promote the happiness of his workmen. The vitality
-so evident in Franklin Mills’s vigorous figure, and his perfect poise,
-made Shepherd appear almost ridiculous in contrast.
-
-Bruce noted that the other young men about the club did not treat
-Shepherd quite as one of themselves. When Shepherd sat at the big
-round table in the grill he would listen to the ironic give and take of
-the others with a pathetic eagerness to share in their good fellowship,
-but unable to make himself quite one of them. This might have been
-due, Bruce thought, to the anxiety of Shepherd’s contemporaries--young
-fellows he had grown up with--to show their indifference to the fact
-that he was the son of the richest man in town. Or they felt, perhaps,
-that Shepherd was not equal to his opportunities. Clearly, however, no
-one ever had occasion to refer to Shepherd Mills as the typical young
-scion of a wealthy family whose evil ways were bound to land him in the
-poorhouse or the gutter.
-
-In other circumstances Bruce would have felt moved to make a friend of
-Shepherd, but the fact that they were of the same blood haunted him
-like a nightmare.
-
-
-II
-
-As the days went by, Bruce fell prey to a mood common to sensitive men
-in which he craved talk with a woman--a woman of understanding. It was
-Saturday and the office closed at noon. He would ask Millicent to share
-his freedom in a drive into the country; and without giving himself
-time to debate the matter, he made haste to call her on the telephone.
-
-Her voice responded cheerily. Leila had just broken an engagement with
-her for golf and wouldn’t he play? When he explained that he wasn’t a
-member of a club and the best he could do for her would be to take her
-to a public course, she declared that he must be her guest. The point
-was too trivial for discussion; the sooner they started the better,
-and so two o’clock found them both with a good initial drive on the
-Faraway course.
-
-“Long drives mean long talks,” she said. “We begin at least with the
-respect of our caddies. You’ll never guess what I was doing when you
-called up!”
-
-“At the organ, or in the studio putting a nose on somebody?”
-
-“Wrong! I was planting tulip bulbs. This was a day when I couldn’t have
-played a note or touched clay to save my life. Ever have such fits?”
-
-“I certainly do,” replied Bruce.
-
-Each time he saw her she was a little different--today he was finding
-her different indeed from the girl who had played for him, and yet not
-the girl of his adventure on the river or the Millicent he had met at
-the Country Club party. There was a charm in her variableness, perhaps
-because of her habitual sincerity and instinctive kindness. He waited
-for her to putt and rolled his own ball into the cup.
-
-“Sometimes I see things black; and then again there _does_ appear to be
-blue sky,” he said.
-
-“Yes; but that’s not a serious symptom. If we didn’t have those little
-mental experiences we wouldn’t be interesting to ourselves!”
-
-“Great Scott! _Must_ we be interesting to ourselves?”
-
-“Absolutely!”
-
-“But when I’m down in the mouth I don’t care whether I’m interesting or
-not!”
-
-“Nothing in it! Life’s full of things to do--you know that! I believe
-you’re just trying to psychoanalyze me!”
-
-“I swear I’m not! I was in the depths this morning; that’s why I called
-you up!”
-
-“Now----” She carefully measured a short approach and played it neatly.
-“Oh, you didn’t want to see me socially, so to speak; you just wanted
-someone to tell your troubles to! Is that a back-handed compliment?”
-
-“Rather a confession--do you hate it?”
-
-“No--I rather like that.”
-
-With an artistic eye she watched him drive a long low ball with his
-brassie. His tall figure, the free play of arms and shoulders, his
-boyish smile when she praised the shot, contributed to a new impression
-of him. He appeared younger than the night he called on her, when she
-had thought him diffident, old-fashioned and stiffly formal.
-
-As they walked over the turf with a misty drizzle wetting their faces
-fitfully it seemed to both that their acquaintance had just begun. When
-he asked if she didn’t want to quit she protested that she was dressed
-for any weather. It was unnecessary to accommodate himself to her in
-any way; she walked as rapidly as he; when she sliced her ball into
-the rough she bade him not follow her, and when she had gotten into
-the course again she ran to join him, as though eager not to break the
-thread of their talk. The thing she was doing at a given moment was, he
-judged, the one thing in the world that interested her. The wind rose
-presently and blew the mist away and there was promise of a clearing
-sky.
-
-“You’ve brought the sun back!” he exclaimed. “Something told me you had
-influence with the weather.”
-
-“I haven’t invoked any of my gods today; so it’s just happened.”
-
-“Your gods! You speak as though you had a list!”
-
-“Good gracious! You promised me once not to pick me up and make me
-explain myself.”
-
-“Then I apologize. I can see that it isn’t fair to make a goddess
-explain her own divinity.”
-
-“Oh-o-o-o,” she mocked him. “You get zero for that!”
-
-She was walking along with her hands thrust into the pockets of her
-sweater, the brim of her small sport hat turned up above her face.
-
-“But seriously,” she went on, “out of doors is the best place to think
-of God. The churches make religion seem so complicated. We can’t
-believe in a God we can’t imagine. Where there’s sky and grass it’s
-all so much simpler. The only God I can feel is a spirit hovering all
-about, watching and loving us--the God of the Blue Horizons. I can’t
-think of Him as a being whose name must be whispered as children
-whisper of terrifying things in the dark.”
-
-“The God of the Blue Horizons?” He repeated the phrase slowly. “Yes;
-the world has had its day of fear--anything that lifts our eyes to the
-blue sky is good--really gives us, I suppose, a sense of the reality of
-God....”
-
-They had encountered few other players, but a foursome was now
-approaching them where the lines of the course paralleled.
-
-“Constance Mills and George Whitford; I don’t know the others,” said
-Millicent.
-
-Mrs. Mills waved her hand and started toward them, looking very fit in
-a smart sport suit. Idly twirling her driver, she had hardly the air of
-a zealous golfer.
-
-“Ah!” she exclaimed. “Aren’t we the brave ones? Scotch blood! Not
-afraid of a little moisture. Mr. Storrs! I know now why you’ve never
-been to see me--you’re better occupied. It’s dreadful to be an old
-married woman. You see what happens, Millicent! I warn you solemnly
-against marriage. Yes, George--I’m coming. Nice to meet you, even by
-chance, Mr. Storrs. By-by, Millie.”
-
-“You’ve displeased her ladyship,” Millicent remarked. “You ought to go
-to see her.”
-
-“I haven’t felt strongly moved,” Bruce replied.
-
-“She doesn’t like being ignored. Of course nobody does, but Mrs. Mills
-demands to be amused.”
-
-“Is she being amused now?” Bruce asked.
-
-“I wish Leila could have heard that!”
-
-“Doesn’t Leila like her sister-in-law?”
-
-“Yes, of course she does, but Constance is called the most beautiful
-and the best dressed woman in town and the admiration she gets
-goes to her head a little bit. George Whitford seems to admire her
-tremendously. Leila has a sense of humor that sees right through
-Constance’s poses.”
-
-“Doesn’t Leila pose just a little herself?”
-
-“You might say that she does. Just now she’s affecting the fast young
-person pose; but I think she’s about through with it. She’s really the
-finest girl alive, but she kids herself with the idea that she’s an
-awful devil. Her whole crowd are affected by the same bug.”
-
-“I rather guessed that,” said Bruce. “Let me see--was that five for
-you?”
-
-
-III
-
-When they reached the clubhouse Millicent proposed that they go home
-for the tea which alone could fittingly conclude the afternoon. The
-moment they entered the Harden hall she lifted her arms dramatically.
-
-“Jumbles!” she cried in a mockery of delight. “Mother has been making
-jumbles! Come straight to the kitchen!”
-
-In the kitchen they found Mrs. Harden, her ample figure enveloped
-in a gingham apron of bright yellow checks that seemed to fill the
-immaculate white kitchen with color. Bruce was a little dismayed by his
-sudden precipitation into the culinary department of the establishment.
-Millicent began piling a plate with warm jumbles; a maid appeared and
-began getting the tea things ready. Mrs. Harden, her face aglow from
-its recent proximity to the gas range, explained to Bruce that it was
-the cook’s afternoon out and at such times she always liked to cook
-something just to keep her hand in. She was proud of the kitchen with
-its white-tiled walls and flooring and glittering utensils. The library
-and the organ belonged to Millie, she said, but Doctor Harden had given
-her free swing to satisfy her own craving for an up-to-date kitchen.
-
-Bruce’s heart warmed under these revelations of the domestic sanctuary.
-Mrs. Harden’s motherliness seemed to embrace the world and her humor
-and sturdy common sense were strongly evident. She regaled Bruce with a
-story of a combat she had lately enjoyed with a plumber. She warned him
-that if he would succeed as an architect he must be firm with plumbers.
-
-Alone in the living-room with their tea, Millicent and Bruce continued
-to find much to discuss. She was gay and serious by turns, made him
-talk of himself, and finding that this evidently was distasteful to
-him, she led the way back to impersonal things again.
-
-“Why go when there will be dinner here pretty soon?” she asked when he
-rose.
-
-“Because I want to come back sometime! I want some more jumbles!
-It’s been a great afternoon for me. I do like the atmosphere of this
-house--kitchen and everything. And the outdoors was fine--and you----”
-
-“I hoped you’d remember I was part of the scenery!”
-
-“I couldn’t forget it if I wanted to--and I don’t! Do you suppose we
-could do it all over again--sometime when you’re not terribly busy?”
-
-“Oh, I’ll try to bear another afternoon with you!”
-
-“Or we might do a theater or a movie?”
-
-“Even that is possible.”
-
-He didn’t know that she was exerting herself to send him away cheerful.
-When he said soberly, his hand on the door, “You don’t know how much
-you’ve helped me,” she held up her finger warningly.
-
-“Not so serious! Always cheerful!--that’s the watchword!”
-
-“All right! You may have to say that pretty often.”
-
-Her light laugh, charged with friendliness, followed him down the
-steps. She had made him forget himself, lifted him several times to
-heights he had never known before. He was sorry that he had not asked
-her further about the faith to which she had confessed, her God of
-the Blue Horizons. The young women he had known were not given to
-such utterances,--certainly not while playing very creditable golf!
-Her phrase added majesty to the universe, made the invisible God
-intelligible and credible. He felt that he could never again look
-at the heavens without recalling that phrase of hers. It wakened in
-him the sense of a need that he had never known before. It was as if
-she had interpreted some baffling passage in a mysterious book and
-clarified it. He must see her again; yes, very often he must see her.
-
-But on his way home a dark thought crossed his mind: “_What would
-Millicent say if she knew?_”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER EIGHT
-
-
-I
-
-Two weeks later Bud Henderson sought Bruce at Freeman’s office. Bruce
-looked up from his desk with a frown that cleared as he recognized his
-friend. With his cap pushed back on his head and buttoned up in a long
-ulster, Henderson eyed him stolidly and demanded to know what he was
-doing.
-
-“Going over some specifications; I might say I’m at work, if you knew
-what the word means.”
-
-“Thanks for the compliment, but it’s time to quit,” Henderson replied,
-taking a cigarette from a package on Bruce’s desk. “I happen to know
-your boss is playing handball this moment at the Athletic and he’ll
-never know you’ve skipped. I haven’t liked a certain look in your eye
-lately. You’re sticking too close to your job. Bill is pleased to death
-with your work, so you haven’t a thing to worry about. Get your bonnet
-and we’ll go out and see what we can stir up.”
-
-“I’m in a frame of mind to be tempted. But I ought to finish this
-stuff.”
-
-“Don’t be silly,” replied Bud, who was prowling about the room viewing
-the framed plans and drawings on the walls, peering into cabinets,
-unrolling blue prints merely to fling them aside with a groan of
-disgust.
-
-“My God! It doesn’t seem possible that Bill Freeman would put his name
-to such things!”
-
-“Don’t forget this is a _private_ office, Mr. Henderson. What’s
-agitating your bean?”
-
-“Thought I’d run you up to the art institute to look at some Finnish
-work they’re showing. Perhaps it’s Hottentotish; or maybe it’s Eskimo
-art. We’ve got to keep in touch with the world art movement.” Henderson
-yawned.
-
-“Try again; I pant for real excitement,” said Bruce, who was wondering
-whether his friend really had noticed signs of his recent worry.
-Henderson, apparently intent upon a volume of prints of English country
-houses, swung round as Bruce, in putting on his overcoat, knocked
-over a chair. He crossed the room and laid his hands on Bruce’s broad
-shoulders.
-
-“I say, old top; this will never do! You’re nervous; you’re damned
-nervous. Knocking over chairs--and you with the finest body known in
-modern times! I watched you the other day eating your lunch all alone
-at the club--you didn’t know I was looking at you. Your expression
-couldn’t be accounted for even by that bum club lunch. Now if it’s
-money----”
-
-“Nothing of the kind, Bud!” Bruce protested. “You’ll have me scared in
-a minute. There’s nothing the matter with me. I’m all right; I just
-have to get readjusted to a new way of living; that’s all.”
-
-“Well, as you don’t thrill to the idea of viewing works of art, I’ll
-tell you what I’m really here for. I’m luring you away to sip tea with
-a widow!”
-
-“A widow! Where do you get the idea that I’m a consoler of widows?”
-
-“This one doesn’t need consoling! Helen Torrence is the name; relict
-of the late James B. deceased. She’s been away ever since you lit in
-our midst and just got home. About our age and not painful to look
-at. Jim Torrence was a good fifty when he met her, at White Sulphur
-or some such seat of opulence, and proudly brought her home for local
-inspection. The gossips forcibly removed most of her moral character,
-just on suspicion, you understand--but James B.’s money had a soothing
-effect and she got one foot inside our social door before he passed
-hence three years ago and left her the boodle he got from his first
-wife. Helen’s a good scout. It struck me all of a heap about an hour
-ago that she’s just the girl to cheer you up. I was just kidding about
-the art stuff. I telephoned Helen I was coming, so we’re all set.”
-
-“Ah! I see through the whole game! You’re flirting with the woman and
-want me for a blind in case Maybelle finds you out.”
-
-“Clever! The boy’s clever! But--listen--I never try to put anything
-over on Maybelle. A grand jury hasn’t an all-seeinger eye than Mrs. Bud
-Henderson. Let’s beat it!”
-
-On the drive uptown Henderson devoted himself with his usual
-thoroughness to a recital of the history of Mrs. Torrence. The lady’s
-social status lay somewhere between the old and the new element, Bud
-explained. The president of the trust company that administered her
-affairs belonged to the old crowd--the paralytic or angina pectoris
-group, as Bud described it, and his wife and daughters just _had_ to
-be nice to Torrence’s wife or run a chance of offending her and losing
-control of the estate. On the other hand her natural gaiety threw her
-toward the camps of the newer element who were too busy having a good
-time to indulge in ancestor worship.
-
-Henderson concluded his illuminative exposition of Mrs. Torrence’s life
-history as they reached the house. They were admitted by a colored
-butler who took their coats and flung open a door that revealed a
-spacious living-room.
-
-“Helen!” exclaimed Henderson dramatically.
-
-It was possible that Mrs. Torrence had prepared for their entrance
-by posing in the middle of the room with a view to a first effect,
-an effect to which her quick little step as she came forward to meet
-them contributed. Her blue tea gown, parted a little above the ankles,
-invited inspection of her remarkably small feet adorned with brilliant
-buckles. She was short with a figure rounded to plumpness and with
-fluffy brown hair, caught up high as though to create an illusion as to
-her stature. Her complexion was a clear brilliant pink; her alert small
-eyes were a greenish blue. Her odd little staccato walk was in keeping
-with her general air of vivacity. She was all alive, amusingly abrupt,
-spontaneous, decisive.
-
-“Hello! Bud, the old reliable! Mr. Storrs! Yes; I _had_ been hoping for
-this!”
-
-She gave a hand to each and looked up at Bruce, who towered above her,
-and nodded as though approving of him.
-
-“This is delightful! A new man! Marvelous!”
-
-As she explained that she had been away since June and was only just
-home, Bruce became aware that Henderson had passed on and was standing
-by a tea table indulging in his usual style of raillery with a young
-woman whose voice even before he looked at her identified her as
-Constance Mills.
-
-“You know Mrs. Mills? Of course! If you’d only arrived this morning
-you’d know Connie. Not to know Connie is indeed to be unknown.”
-
-Constance extended her hand from the divan on which she was seated
-behind the tea table--thrust it out lazily with a minimum of effort.
-
-“Oh--the difficult Mr. Storrs! I’m terribly mortified to be meeting you
-in a friend’s house and not in my own!”
-
-“To meet you anywhere----” began Bruce, but she interrupted him,
-holding him with her eyes.
-
-“----would be a pleasure! Of course! I know the formula, but I’m not a
-debutante. You didn’t like me that night we met at Dale Freeman’s, and
-I was foolish enough to think I’d made an impression!”
-
-“Let’s tell him the truth,” said Henderson, helping himself to a slice
-of cinnamon toast. “Bruce, I bet a hundred cigarettes with Connie I
-could deliver you here and I win!”
-
-“Not a word of truth in that!” declared Constance. “Bud’s such a liar!”
-
-Mrs. Torrence said they must have tea, and Henderson protested that tea
-was not to be thought of. Tea, he declared, was extremely distasteful
-to him; and Bruce always became ill at the sight of it.
-
-“But when I told Connie you were bringing Mr. Storrs she said he was
-terribly proper and for me not to dare mention cocktails.”
-
-“Now, Helen, I didn’t say just that! What I meant, of course, was that
-I hoped that Mr. Storrs wasn’t too proper,” said Constance.
-
-“Proper!” Bruce caught her up. “This is an enemy’s work. Bud, I suspect
-you of this dastardly assault on my character!”
-
-“Not guilty!” Bud retorted. “The main thing right now is that we’re all
-peevish and need martinis. What’s the Volstead signal, Helen?”
-
-“Three rings, Bud, with a pause between the first and second.”
-
-The tea tray was removed and reappeared adorned with all the essentials
-for the concoction of cocktails. When the glasses were filled and all
-had expressed their satisfaction at the result, Henderson detained
-the negro butler for a conference on dice throwing. He seated himself
-on the floor the better to receive the man’s instructions. The others
-taunted him for his inaptitude. The butler retired finally with five
-dollars of Bud’s money, a result attained only after the spectators
-were limp with laughter.
-
-“You’re a scream, Bud! A perfect scream!” and Mrs. Torrence refilled
-the glasses.
-
-She took Bud to the dining-room to exhibit a rare Japanese screen
-acquired in her travels, and Bruce found himself alone with Constance.
-She pointed to her glass, still brimming, and remarked:
-
-“Please admire my abstemiousness! One is my limit.”
-
-“Let me see; did I really have three?” asked Bruce as he sat down
-beside her.
-
-“I want to forget everything this afternoon,” she began. “I feel that
-I’d like to climb the hills of the unattainable, be someone else for a
-while.”
-
-“Oh, we all have those spells,” he replied. “That’s why Prohibition’s a
-failure.”
-
-“But life is a bore at times,” she insisted. “Maybe you’re one of the
-lucky ones who never go clear down. A man has his work--there’s always
-that----”
-
-“Hasn’t woman got herself everything--politics, business, philanthropy?
-You don’t mean to tell me the new woman is already pining for her old
-slavery! I supposed you led a complete and satisfactory existence!”
-
-“A pretty delusion! I just pretend, that’s all. There are days when
-nothing seems of the slightest use. I thought there might be something
-in politics, but after I’d gone to a few meetings and served on a
-committee or two it didn’t amuse me any more. I played at being a
-radical for a while, but after you’ve scared all your friends a few
-times with your violence it ceases to be funny. The only real joy I got
-out of flirting with socialism was in annoying my father-in-law. And I
-had to give that up for fear he’d think I was infecting Shep with my
-ideas.”
-
-
-II
-
-A tinge of malice was perceptible in her last words, but she smiled
-instantly to relieve the embarrassment she detected in his face. He
-was not sure just how she wanted him to take her. The unhappiness she
-had spoken of he assumed to be only a pose with her--something to
-experiment with upon men she met on gray afternoons in comfortable
-houses over tea and cocktails. Mrs. Shepherd Mills might be amusing, or
-she might easily become a bore. The night he met her at the Freemans’
-he had thought her probably guileless under her mask of sophistication.
-She was proving more interesting than he had imagined, less obvious;
-perhaps with an element of daring in her blood that might one day get
-the better of her. She was quite as handsome as he remembered her from
-the meeting at the Freemans’ and she indubitably had mastered the art
-of dressing herself becomingly.
-
-He was watching the play of the shadow of her picture hat on her face,
-seeking clues to her mood, vexed that he had permitted himself to be
-brought into her company, when she said:
-
-“I’m not amusing you! Please forgive me. I can’t help it if I’m a
-little _triste_. Some little devilish imp is dancing through my silly
-head. If I took a second glass----”
-
-Bruce answered her look of inquiry with a shake of the head.
-
-“Are you asking my advice? I positively refuse to give it; but if you
-command me, of course----”
-
-He rose, took the glass, and held it high for her inspection.
-
-“The man tempts me----” she said pensively.
-
-“The man doesn’t tempt you. We’ll say it’s the little imp. Mrs. Mills,
-do you want this cocktail or do you not?”
-
-“It might cheer me up a little. I don’t want you to think me stupid; I
-know I’m terribly dull!”
-
-She drank half the cocktail and bade him finish it.
-
-“Oh, certainly!” he replied and drained the glass. “Now, under the
-additional stimulus, we can proceed with the discussion. What were we
-talking about, anyhow?”
-
-“It doesn’t matter. Life offers plenty of problems. How many people do
-you really think are happy--really happy? Now Bud’s always cheerful; he
-and Maybelle are happy--remarkably so, I think. Helen Torrence--well, I
-hesitate to say whether she’s really happy or not; she always appears
-gay, just as you see her today; and it’s something to be able to give
-the impression, whether it’s false or not.”
-
-“Yes; it’s well to make a front,” Bruce replied, determined to keep a
-frivolous tone with her. “The Freemans enjoy themselves; they’re quite
-ideally mated, I’d say.”
-
-“Yes, they’re making a success of their lives. Dale and Bill are always
-cheerful. Now there’s dear old Shep----”
-
-“Well, of course he’s happy. How could he be otherwise?”
-
-“You’re not taking me seriously at all! I’m disappointed. I was
-terribly blue today; that’s why I plotted with Bud to get you here--I
-shamelessly confess that I want to know you better.”
-
-“Come now! You’re just kidding!”
-
-“You’re incorrigible. I’m that rarest of beings--a frank woman. You
-refuse to come to my house, presumably because you don’t like me, so I
-have to trap you here.”
-
-“How you misjudge me! I haven’t been around because I’ve been busy; I
-belong to the toiling masses!”
-
-“You have time for Miss Harden; you two seemed ever so chummy on
-the golf course. Of course, I can’t compete with Millie--she’s so
-beautiful and so artistic--so many accomplishments. But you ought to be
-considerate of a poor thing like me. I’m only sorry I have so little to
-offer. I really thought you would be a nice playmate; but----”
-
-“A playmate? Aren’t we playing now?--at least you are playing with me!”
-
-“Am I?” she asked.
-
-She bent toward him with a slight, an almost imperceptible movement
-of her shoulders, and her lips parted tremulously in a wistful smile
-of many connotations. She was not without her charms; she was a very
-pretty woman; and there was nothing vulgar in her manner of exercising
-her charms. Bruce touched her hand, gently clasped it--a slender, cool
-hand. She made no attempt to release it; and it lay lingering and
-acquiescent in his clasp. He raised it and kissed the finger tips.
-
-“You really understand me; I knew you would,” she murmured. “It’s
-terrible to be lonely. And you are so big and strong; you can help me
-if you will----”
-
-“I have no right to help you,” he said. “It’s part of the game in this
-funny world that we’ve got to help ourselves.”
-
-“But if you knew I needed you----”
-
-“Ah, but you don’t!” he replied.
-
-Bud tiptoed in with a tray containing highball materials and placed
-it on the tea table. He urged them in eloquent pantomime to drink
-themselves to death and tiptoed out again. Bruce, wondering if he dared
-leave, hoped the interruption would serve to change the current of his
-talk with Constance, when she said:
-
-“Shep speaks of you often; he likes you and really Shep’s ever so
-interesting.”
-
-“Yes,” Bruce answered, “he has ideas and ideals--really thinks about
-things in a fine way.”
-
-He did not care to discuss Shepherd Mills with Shepherd’s wife, even
-when, presumably, she was merely making talk to create an atmosphere of
-intimacy.
-
-“Shep isn’t a cut-up,” she went on, “and he doesn’t know how to be a
-good fellow with men of his own age. And he’s so shy he’s afraid of the
-older men. And his father--you’ve met Mr. Mills? Well, Shep doesn’t
-seem able to get close to his father.”
-
-“That happens, of course, between fathers and sons,” Bruce replied.
-“Mr. Mills----”
-
-He paused, took a cigarette from his case and put it back. He was by
-turns perplexed, annoyed, angry and afraid--afraid that he might in
-some way betray himself.
-
-“Mr. Mills is a curious person,” Constance went on. “He seems to me
-like a man who lives alone in a formal garden with high walls on four
-sides and has learned to ignore the roar of the world outside--a
-prisoner who carries the key of his prison-house but can’t find the
-lock!”
-
-Bruce bent his head toward her, intent upon her words. He hadn’t
-thought her capable of anything so imaginative. Some reply was
-necessary; he would make another effort to get rid of a subject that
-both repelled and fascinated him.
-
-“I suppose we’re all born free; if we find ourselves shut in it’s
-because we’ve built the walls ourselves.”
-
-“How about my prison-house?” she asked. “Do you suppose I can ever
-escape?”
-
-“Why should you? Don’t you like your garden?”
-
-“Not always; no! It’s a little stifling sometimes!”
-
-“Then push the walls back a little! It’s a good sign, isn’t it, when we
-begin to feel cramped?”
-
-“You’re doing a lot better! I begin to feel more hopeful about you. You
-really could be a great consolation to me if--if you weren’t so busy!”
-
-“I really did appreciate your invitation. I’ll be around very soon.”
-
-After all, he decided, she was only flirting with him; her confidences
-were only a means of awakening his interest, stirring his sympathy.
-She had probably never loved Shepherd, but she respected his
-high-mindedness and really wanted to help him. The depression to which
-she confessed was only the common ennui of her class and type; she
-needed occupation, doubtless children would solve her problem to some
-extent. Her life ran too smooth a course, and life was not meant to be
-like that....
-
-He was impatient to leave, but Mrs. Torrence and Henderson had started
-a phonograph and were dancing in the hall. Constance seemed unmindful
-of the noise they were making.
-
-“Shall we join in that romp?” asked Bruce.
-
-“Thanks, no--if you don’t mind! I suppose it’s really time to run
-along. May I fix a drink for you? It’s too bad to go away and leave all
-that whisky!”
-
-The music stopped in the midst of a jazzy saxophone wail and Mrs.
-Torrence and Henderson were heard noisily greeting several persons who
-had just come in.
-
-“It’s Leila,” said Constance, rising and glancing at the clock. “She
-has no business being here at this time of day.”
-
-“Hello, Connie! Got a beau?”
-
-Leila peered into the room, struck her hands together and called over
-her shoulder:
-
-“Come in, lads! See what’s here! Red liquor as I live and breathe! Oh,
-Mr. What’s-your-name----”
-
-“Mr. Storrs,” Constance supplied.
-
-“Oh, of course! Mr. Storrs--Mr. Thomas and Mr. Whitford!”
-
-Bruce had heard much of Whitford at the University Club, where he was
-one of the most popular members. He had won fame as an athlete in
-college and was a polo player of repute. A cosmopolitan by nature,
-he had traveled extensively and in the Great War had won honorable
-distinction. Having inherited money he was able to follow his own bent.
-It was whispered that he entertained literary ambitions. He was one
-of the chief luminaries of the Dramatic Club, coached the players and
-had produced several one-act plays of his own that had the flavor of
-reality. He was of medium height and looked the soldier and athlete.
-Women had done much to spoil him, but in spite of his preoccupation
-with society, men continued to like George, who was a thoroughly good
-fellow and a clean sportsman.
-
-Whitford entered at once into a colloquy with Constance. Thomas, having
-expressed his pleasure at meeting Bruce, was explaining to Mrs.
-Torrence how he and Whitford had met Leila downtown.
-
-“Liar!” exclaimed Leila, who was pouring herself a drink. “You did
-nothing of the kind. We met at the Burtons’ and Nellie gave us a little
-drink--just a tweeney, stingy little drink.”
-
-The drink she held up for purposes of illustration was not
-infinitesimal. Mrs. Torrence said that everyone must have a highball
-and proceeded to prepare a drink for Thomas and Whitford.
-
-“You and Connie are certainly the solemn owls,” she remarked to Bruce.
-“Anyone would have thought you were holding a funeral in here. Say
-when, Fred. This is real Bourbon that Jim had for years. You’ll never
-see anything like it.”
-
-“Bruce,” cried Henderson, “has Connie filled you with gloom? She gets
-that way sometimes, but it doesn’t mean anything. A little of this
-stuff will set you up. This bird, Storrs, always did have glass legs,”
-he explained to Thomas; “he can drink gallons and be ready to converse
-with bishops. Never saw such a capacity! If I get a few more Maybelle
-will certainly hand it to me when I get home.”
-
-Constance walked round the table to Leila, who had drunk a glass of the
-Bourbon to sample it and, satisfied of its quality, was now preparing a
-highball.
-
-“No more, Leila!” said Constance, in a low tone. The girl drew back
-defiantly.
-
-“Go away, Connie! I need just one more.”
-
-“You had more than you needed at the Burtons’. Please, Leila, be
-sensible. Helen, send the tray away.”
-
-“Leila’s all right!” said Thomas, but at a sign from Mrs. Torrence he
-picked up the tray and carried it out.
-
-“I don’t think it pretty to treat me as though I were shot when I’m
-not,” said Leila petulantly. She walked to the end of the room and sat
-down with the injured air of a rebellious child.
-
-“Leila, do you know what time it is?” demanded Constance. “Your
-father’s having a dinner and you’ve got to be there.”
-
-“I’m going to be there! There’s loads of time. Everybody sit down and
-be comfortable!” Leila composedly sipped her glass as though to set an
-example to the others. Thomas had come back and Constance said a few
-words to him in a low tone.
-
-“Oh, shucks! I know what you’re saying. Connie’s telling you to take me
-home,” said Leila. She turned her wrist to look at her watch--frowned
-in the effort of focusing upon it and added with a shrug: “There’s all
-the time in the world. If you people think you can scare me you’ve
-got another guess coming. It’s just ten minutes of six; dinner’s at
-seven-thirty! I’ve got to rest a little. You all look so ridiculous
-standing there glaring at me. I’m no white mouse with pink eyes!”
-
-“Really, dear,” said Mrs. Torrence coaxingly, walking toward Leila with
-her hands outstretched much as though she were trying to make friends
-with a reluctant puppy. “Do run along home like a good girl!”
-
-Leila apparently had no intention of running along home like a good
-little girl. She dropped her glass--empty--and without warning caught
-the astounded lady tightly about the neck.
-
-“Step-mother! Dear, nice step-mamma!” she cried. “Nice, dear, sweet,
-kind step-mamma! Helen’s going to be awful good to poor little Leila.
-Helen not be bad step-mamma like story books; Helen be sweet, kind
-step-mamma and put nice, beautiful gin cocktails in baby’s bottle!”
-
-As she continued in cooing tones Leila stroked her captive’s cheek
-and kissed her with a mockery of tenderness. Henderson and Thomas were
-shouting with laughter; Constance viewed the scene with lofty disdain;
-Whitford was mildly amused; Bruce, wishing himself somewhere else,
-withdrew toward the door, prepared to leave at the earliest possible
-moment. When at last Mrs. Torrence freed herself she sank into a chair
-and her laughter attained a new pitch of shrillness.
-
-“Leila, you’ll be the death of me!” she gasped when her mirth had spent
-itself.
-
-“Leila will be the death of all of us,” announced Constance solemnly.
-
-“Oh, I don’t know!” said Leila, straightening her hat composedly at the
-mantel mirror.
-
-“Too bad Leila’s ‘step-mama’ couldn’t have heard that!” sighed
-Henderson.
-
-“Now, Leila,” said Constance severely, “do run along home. Please let
-me take you in my car; you oughtn’t to drive in the condition you’re
-in.”
-
-The remark was not fortunate. Leila had discovered a box of bonbons
-and was amusing herself by tossing them into the air and trying to
-catch them in her mouth. She scored one success in three attempts and
-curtsied to an imaginary audience.
-
-“My condition!” she said, with fine scorn. “I wish you wouldn’t speak
-as though I were a common drunk!”
-
-“Anyone can see that you’re not fit to go home. Your father will be
-furious.”
-
-“Not if I tell him I’ve been with you!” Leila flung back.
-
-“Say, Leila!” began Henderson, ingratiatingly. “We’re old pals, you and
-I--let’s shake this bunch. I’ll do something nice for you sometime.”
-
-“What will you do?” Leila demanded with provoking deliberation.
-
-“Oh, something mighty nice! Maybelle and I will give you a party and
-you can name the guests.”
-
-“Stupid!” she yawned. “Your hair’s mussed, Helen. You and Bud have been
-naughty.”
-
-“Your behavior isn’t ladylike,” said Thomas. “The party’s getting
-rough! Come on, let’s go.”
-
-“Oh, I’m misbehaving, am I? Well, I guess my conduct’s as good as
-yours! Where do you get this stuff that I’m a lost lamb? Even an
-expert like you, Freddy, wouldn’t call me soused. I’m just little bit
-tipsy--that’s all! If I had a couple more highballs----”
-
-
-III
-
-By a signal passed from one to the other they began feigning to ignore
-her. Constance said she was going; Bud, Whitford and Thomas joined
-Bruce at the door where he was saying good-night to Mrs. Torrence.
-Leila was not so tipsy but that she understood what they were doing.
-
-“Think you can freeze me out, do you? Well, I’m not so easily friz! Mr.
-What’s-your-name----” She fixed her eyes upon Bruce detainingly.
-
-“Storrs,” Bruce supplied good-naturedly.
-
-“You’re the only lady or gentleman in this room. I’m going to ask you
-to take me home!”
-
-“Certainly, Miss Mills!”
-
-With a queenly air she took his arm. Henderson ran forward and opened
-the door, the others hanging back, silent, afraid to risk a word that
-might reopen the discussion and delay her departure.
-
-“Shall I drive?” Bruce asked when they reached the curb.
-
-“Yes, thanks; if you don’t mind.”
-
-“Home?” he inquired as he got her car under way.
-
-“I was just doing a little thinking,” she said deliberatingly. “It will
-take only five minutes to run over to that little cafeteria on Fortieth
-Street. Some coffee wouldn’t be a bad thing; and would you mind turning
-the windshield--I’d like the air.”
-
-“A good idea,” said Bruce, and stepped on the gas. The car had been
-built for Leila’s special use and he had with difficulty squeezed
-himself into the driver’s seat; but he quickly caught the hang of it.
-He stopped a little beyond the cafeteria to avoid the lights of the
-busy corner and brought out a container of hot coffee and paper cups.
-
-“Like a picnic, isn’t it?” she said. “You won’t join me?”
-
-She sipped the coffee slowly while he stood in the street beside her.
-
-“There!” she said. “Thank you, ever so much. Quarter of seven?
-Forty-five minutes to dress! Just shoot right along home now. Would
-you mind driving over to the boulevard and going in that way? The air
-certainly feels good.”
-
-“Nothing would please me more,” he said, giving her a quick inspection
-as they passed under the lights at a cross-street. She was staring
-straight ahead, looking singularly young as she lay back with her hands
-clasped in her lap.
-
-“Constance was furious!” she said suddenly. “Well, I suppose she had a
-right to be. I had no business getting lit.”
-
-“Well, strictly speaking, you shouldn’t do it,” he said. It was not the
-time nor place and he was not the proper person to lecture her upon
-her delinquencies. But he had not been displeased that she chose him to
-take her home, even though the choice was only a whim.
-
-“You must think me horrid! This is the second time you’ve seen me teed
-up too high.”
-
-“I’ve seen a lot of other people teed up much higher! You’re perfectly
-all right now?”
-
-“Absolutely! That coffee fixed me; I’m beginning to feel quite bully. I
-can go home now and jump into my joy rags and nobody will ever be the
-wiser. This is an old folks’ party, but Dada always wants to exhibit me
-when he feeds the nobility--can you see me?”
-
-Her low laugh was entirely reassuring as to her sobriety, and he was
-satisfied that she would be able to give a good account of herself at
-her father’s table.
-
-“Just leave the car on the drive,” she said as they reached the house.
-“Maybe I can crawl up to my room without Dada knowing I’m late. I’m a
-selfish little brute--to be leaving you here stranded! Well, thanks
-awfully!”
-
-He walked with her to the entrance and she was taking out her key when
-Mills, in his evening clothes, opened the door.
-
-“Leila! You’re late!” he exclaimed sharply. “Where on earth have you
-been?”
-
-“Just gadding about, as usual! But I’m in plenty of time, Dada. Please
-thank Mr. Storrs for coming home with me. Good-night and thank you some
-more!”
-
-She darted into the house, leaving Bruce confronting her father.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Storrs!” The emphasis on the name was eloquent of Mills’s
-surprise that Bruce was on his threshold. Bruce had decided that any
-explanations required were better left to Leila, who was probably an
-adept in explanations. He was about to turn away when Mills stepped
-outside.
-
-“We’re entertaining tonight,” he said pleasantly. “I was a little
-afraid something had happened to my daughter.”
-
-A certain dignity of utterance marked his last words--my daughter. He
-threw into the phrase every possible suggestion of paternal pride.
-
-Bruce, halfway down the steps, paused until Mills had concluded his
-remark. Then lifting his hat with a murmured good-night, he hurried
-toward the gate. An irresistible impulse caused him to look back. Mills
-remained just inside the entry, his figure clearly defined by the
-overhead lights, staring toward the street. Seeing Bruce look back, he
-went quickly into the house and the heavy door boomed upon him.
-
-Bruce walked to the nearest street car line and rode downtown for
-dinner. The fact that Mills was waiting at the door for his daughter
-was not without its significance, hinting at a constant uneasiness for
-her safety beyond ordinary parental solicitude. What Constance had
-said that afternoon about Mills came back to him. He was oppressed by
-a sense of something tragic in Mills’s life--the tragedy of a failure
-that wore outwardly the guise of success.
-
-In spite of a strong effort of will to obliterate these thoughts he
-found his memory dragging into his consciousness odd little pictures
-of Mills--fragmentary snapshots, more vivid and haunting than complete
-portraits: the look Mills gave him the first time they met at the
-Country Club; Mills’s shoulders and the white line of his collar above
-his dinner coat as he left the Hardens’; and now the quick change from
-irritation to relief and amiable courtesy when he admitted Leila.
-
-Henderson and Millicent and now today Constance had given him hints
-of Mills’s character, and Bruce found himself trying to reconcile
-and unify their comments and fit them into his own inferences and
-conclusions. The man was not without his fascinations as a subject for
-analysis. Behind that gracious exterior there must be another identity
-either less noble or finer than the man the world knew.... Before he
-slept, Bruce found it necessary to combat an apprehension that, if he
-continued to hear Mills dissected and analyzed, he might learn to pity
-the man.
-
-
-IV
-
-That evening when Shepherd Mills went home he found Constance seated
-at her dressing table, her heavy golden-brown hair piled loosely upon
-her head, while her maid rubbed cold cream into her throat and face.
-She espied him in the mirror and greeted him with a careless, “Hello,
-Shep. How did the day go with you?”--the question employed by countless
-American wives in saluting their husbands at the end of a toilsome day.
-
-“Oh, pretty good!” he replied. No husband ever admits that a day has
-been wholly easy and prosperous.
-
-She put out her hand for him to kiss and bade him sit down beside her.
-He was always diffident before the mysteries of his wife’s toilet. He
-glanced at the gown laid across a chair and surveyed the crystal and
-silver on the dressing table with a confused air as though he had never
-seen them before.
-
-The room denoted Constance Mills’s love of luxury, and incidentally her
-self-love. The walls on two sides were set in mirrors that reached
-from ceiling to floor. The furniture, the rugs, the few pictures, the
-window draperies had been chosen with an exquisite care and combined in
-an evocation of the spirit of indolence. There was a much be-pillowed
-divan across one corner, so placed that when she enjoyed a siesta
-Constance could contemplate herself in the mirrors opposite. Scents--a
-mingling of faint exotic odors--hung upon the air.
-
-She was quick to note that something was on Shepherd’s mind and half
-from curiosity, half in a spirit of kindness, dismissed the maid as
-quickly as possible.
-
-“You can hook me up, Shep. I’ll do my hair myself. I won’t need you any
-more, Marie. Yes--my blue cloak. Now, little boy, go ahead and tell me
-what’s bothering you.”
-
-Shepherd frowned and twisted his mustache as he sat huddled on the
-divan.
-
-“It’s about father; nothing new, just our old failure to understand
-each other. It’s getting worse. I never know where I stand with him.”
-
-“Well, does anyone?” Constance asked serenely. “You really mustn’t let
-him get on your nerves. There are things you’ve got to take because we
-all do; but by studying him a little and practicing a little patience
-you’ll escape a lot of worry.”
-
-“Yes,” he assented eagerly. “You know he just pretends that I’m the
-head of the plant; Fields is the real authority there. It’s not the
-president but the vice-president who has the say about things. Father
-consults Fields constantly. He doesn’t trust me--I’m just a figurehead.”
-
-“Fields is such an ass,” remarked Constance with a shrug of her shapely
-shoulders. “An utterly impossible person. Why not just let him do all
-the explaining to your father? If any mistakes are made at the plant,
-then it’s on him.”
-
-“But that’s not the way of it,” Shepherd protested plaintively. “He
-gets the praise; I get the blame.”
-
-“Oh, well, you can’t make your father over. You ought to be glad you’re
-not of his hard-boiled variety. You’re human, Sheppy, and that’s better
-than being a magnificent iceberg.”
-
-“Father doesn’t see things; he doesn’t realize that the world’s
-changing,” Shepherd went on stubbornly. “He doesn’t see that the old
-attitude toward labor won’t do any more.”
-
-“He’ll never see it,” said Constance. “Things like that don’t hit him
-at all. He’s like those silly people who didn’t know there was anything
-wrong in France till their necks were in the guillotine.”
-
-“I told you about that clubhouse I wanted to build for our people on
-the Milton farm? I hate to give that up. It would mean so much to those
-people. And he was all wrong in thinking it would injure the property.
-I think it’s only decent to do something for them.”
-
-“Well, how can you do it without your father?” she asked, shifting
-herself for a better scrutiny of her head in the mirror.
-
-“You know that little tract of land--about twenty acres, back of the
-plant? I could buy that and put the clubhouse there. I have some stock
-in the Rogers Trust Company I can sell--about two hundred shares. It
-came to me through mother’s estate. Father has nothing to do with it.
-The last quotation on it is two hundred. What do you think of that?”
-
-“Well, I think pretty well of it,” said Constance. “Your father ought
-to let you build the clubhouse, but he has a positive passion for
-making people uncomfortable.”
-
-“I suppose,” continued Shepherd dubiously, “if I go ahead and build the
-thing--even with my own money--he would be angry. Of course there may
-be something in his idea that if we do a thing of this kind it would
-make the workmen at other plants restless----”
-
-“Piffle!” exclaimed Constance. “That’s the regular old stock whimper of
-the back-number. You might just as well say that it would be a forward
-step other employers ought to follow!”
-
-“Yes, there’s that!” he agreed, his eyes brightening at the suggestion.
-
-“If you built the house on your own land the storage battery company
-wouldn’t be responsible for it in any way.”
-
-“Certainly not!” Shepherd was increasingly pleased that she saw it all
-so clearly.
-
-She had slipped on her gown and was instructing him as to the position
-of the hooks.
-
-“No; the other side, Shep. That’s right. There’s another bunch on the
-left shoulder. Now you’ve got it! Thanks ever so much.”
-
-He watched her admiringly as she paraded before the mirrors to make
-sure that the skirt hung properly.
-
-“If there’s to be a row----” he began as she opened a drawer and
-selected a handkerchief.
-
-“Let there be a row! My dear Shep, you’re always too afraid of
-asserting yourself. What could he do? He might get you up to his
-office and give you a bad quarter of an hour; but he’d respect you
-more afterwards if you stood to your guns. His vanity and family pride
-protect you. Catch him doing anything that might get him into the
-newspapers--not Franklin Mills!”
-
-Relieved and encouraged by her understanding and sympathy, he explained
-more particularly the location of the property he proposed buying.
-It was quite as convenient to the industrial colony that had grown
-up about the storage battery plant as the Milton land his father had
-declined to let him use. The land was bound to appreciate in value, he
-said.
-
-“What if it doesn’t!” exclaimed Constance with mild scorn. “You’ll have
-been doing good with your money, anyhow.”
-
-“You think, then, you’d go ahead--sell the stock and buy the land? It’s
-so late now, maybe I’d better wait till spring?”
-
-“That might be better, Shep, but use your own judgment. You asked your
-father to help and he turned you down. Your going ahead will have a
-good effect on him. He needs a jar. Now run along and dress. You’re
-going to be late for dinner.”
-
-“Yes, I know,” he said, rising and looking down at her as she sat
-turning over the leaves of a book. “Connie----”
-
-“Yes, Shep,” she murmured absently; and then, “Oh, by the way, Shep, I
-was at Helen’s this afternoon.”
-
-“Helen Torrence’s? What was it--a tea?”
-
-“In a manner of speaking--tea! Dramatic Club business. George Whitford
-was there--he’s concentrating on theatricals. George is such a dear!”
-
-“One of the best fellows in the world!” said Shep.
-
-“He certainly is!” Constance affirmed.
-
-“Connie----” he stammered and took her hand. “Connie--you’re awfully
-good to me. You know I love you----”
-
-“Why, of course, you dear baby!” She lifted her head with a quick,
-reassuring smile. “But for goodness’ sake run along and change your
-clothes!”
-
-
-V
-
-When his guests had gone, Mills, as was his habit, smoked a cigar and
-discussed the dinner with Leila. He was aware that in asking her to
-join him on such occasions of state he was subjecting her to a trying
-ordeal, and tonight he was particularly well pleased with her.
-
-“They all enjoyed themselves, Dada; you needn’t worry about that
-party!” Leila remarked, smoking the cigarette she had denied herself
-while the guests remained.
-
-“I think they did; thank you very much for helping me.”
-
-Leila had charm; he was always proud of an opportunity to display her
-to her mother’s old friends, whose names, like his own, carried weight
-in local history. His son was a Shepherd; Leila, he persuaded himself,
-was, with all her waywardness and little follies, more like himself.
-Leila looked well at his table, and her dramatic sense made it possible
-for her to act the rôle of the daughter of the house with the formality
-that was dear to him. Whenever he entertained he and Leila received the
-guests together, standing in front of Mrs. Mills’s portrait. People who
-dared had laughed about this, speculating as to the probable fate of
-the portrait in case Mills married again.
-
-“I’d got nervous about you when you were so late coming,” Mills was
-saying. “That’s how I came to be at the door. I’d just called Millicent
-to see if you were over there.”
-
-“Foolish Dada! Don’t I always turn up?” she asked, kicking off her
-slippers. “I’d been fooling around all afternoon, and I hate getting
-dressed and waiting for a party to begin.”
-
-“I’ve noticed that,” Mills replied dryly. “Just what did you do all
-day? Your doings are always a mystery to me.”
-
-“Well--let me see--I went downtown with Millie this morning, and home
-with her for lunch, and we talked a while and I ran out to the Burtons’
-and there were some people there and we gassed; and then I remembered
-I hadn’t seen Mrs. Torrence since she got home, so I took a dash up
-there. And Connie was there, and Bud Henderson came up with Mr. Storrs
-and we had tea and Mr. Storrs was coming this way so I let him drive me
-home.”
-
-This, uttered with smooth volubility, was hardly half the truth. She
-lighted a fresh cigarette and blew a series of rings while waiting to
-see whether he would crossexamine her, as he sometimes did.
-
-“Constance was there, was she? Anyone else?”
-
-“Fred Thomas and Georgy Whitford blew in just as I was leaving.”
-
-“So? I shouldn’t have thought Mrs. Torrence would be interested in
-them.”
-
-“Oh, she isn’t!” replied Leila, who hadn’t intended to mention Thomas
-or Whitford. “Connie was trying to talk Helen into taking a perfectly
-marvelous part in a new play the Dramatic Club’s putting on soon, and
-they are in it, too. Highbrow discussion; it bored me awfully--Mr.
-Storrs and I managed to escape together. Oh, dear, I’m sleepy!”
-
-“Does this Storrs go about among people you know?” Mills asked,
-extending his arm to the ash tray.
-
-“Oh, I think so, Dada! He was in college with Bud Henderson, you know,
-and is in Mr. Freeman’s office. Dale’s crazy about him. You could
-hardly say he’s pushing himself. Millie and I met him at the Faraway
-Club--didn’t you meet him that same night? I asked him to call and he
-hasn’t and he _has_ been to see Millie. I guess the joke’s on me!”
-
-“I saw him again at the Hardens’,” Mills remarked carelessly. “And ran
-into him afterwards when I was strolling around, and I brought him back
-with me to get out of the storm. It was the night of the Claytons’
-party.”
-
-“Then you know as much about him as I do,” said Leila indifferently. “I
-think, Dada, if you don’t mind, I’ll seek the hay.”
-
-He stood to receive her good-night kiss. When he heard her door close
-he took several turns across the room before resuming his cigar. He sat
-down in the chair in which he had sat the night he brought Bruce into
-the house. Magazines and books were within easy reach of his hand, but
-he was not in a mood to read. He lifted his eyes occasionally to the
-portrait of his father on the opposite wall. It might have seemed that
-he tried to avoid it, averting his gaze to escape the frank, steady
-eyes. But always the fine face drew him back. When he got up finally
-and walked to the door it was with a hurried step as if the room or his
-meditations had suddenly become intolerable.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER NINE
-
-
-I
-
-The morning after his dinner party Franklin Mills rose at eight
-o’clock. He had slept badly, an unusual thing with him, and he found
-little satisfaction in an attempt to account for his wakefulness on
-the score of something he had eaten. As he shaved he found that he was
-not performing the familiar rite automatically as usual. He tried a
-succession of blades and became impatient when they failed to work with
-their usual smoothness.... Perhaps he was smoking too much, and he made
-a computation of the number of cigars and cigarettes he had smoked the
-day before, and decided that he had exceeded his usual allowance by a
-couple of cigars.
-
-The mental exercise necessary to reach this conclusion steadied him. He
-had no intention of breaking, as some of his friends and contemporaries
-had broken, from sheer inattention to the laws of health. He attained a
-degree of buoyancy as he dressed by thinking of his immunity from the
-cares that beset most men. No other man in town enjoyed anything like
-his freedom. He had not dreaded age because he never thought of himself
-as old. And yet the years were passing.
-
-He must study means of deferring old age. Marriage might serve to
-retard the march of time. The possibility of remarrying had frequently
-of late teased his imagination. Leila would leave him one of these
-days; he must have a care that she married well. Mills had plans for
-Carroll’s future; Carroll would be a most acceptable son-in-law. Leila
-had so far shown no interest in the secretary, but Leila had the Mills
-common sense; when it came to marrying, Leila would listen to reason.
-
-He called his man to serve breakfast in his room, read the morning
-paper, inspected his wardrobe and indicated several suits to be pressed.
-
-From his south window he viewed the Harden house across the hedge.
-Millicent was somewhere within.... It might be a mistake to marry a
-girl as young as Millicent. He knew of men who had made that mistake,
-but Millicent was not to be measured by ordinary standards. With all
-the charm of youth, she was amazingly mature; not a feather-brained
-girl who would marry him for his money. There was the question of
-her family, her lack of social background; but possibly he magnified
-the importance of such things. His own standing, he argued, gave him
-certain rights; he could suffer nothing in loss of dignity by marrying
-Millicent. It gave a man the appearance of youth to be seen with a
-young wife. Helen Torrence would not do; she lacked the essential
-dignity, and her background was far too sketchy--no better than the
-Hardens’. He had settled that....
-
-The remembrance of the young architect’s head superimposed upon the
-portrait of Franklin Mills III caused him an uneasiness which he was
-not able to dispel by a snap of the fingers. Any attempt to learn what
-had prompted Storrs to choose for his residence the city so long sacred
-to the Mills family might easily arouse suspicions. The portrait in
-itself was a menace. People were such fools about noting resemblances!
-If his sister, Alice Thornberry, met Storrs she might remark upon his
-resemblance to their father. And yet she was just as likely to note the
-removal of the picture if he relegated it to the attic....
-
-By the time he had interviewed the house servants and driven to the
-office Mills had passed through various moods ranging from his habitual
-serenity and poise to apprehension and foreboding. This puzzled him.
-Why should he, the most equable of men, suddenly fall a prey to moods?
-He put on a pair of library glasses that he kept in his desk, though he
-usually employed a pince-nez at the office--a departure that puzzled
-Carroll, who did not know that Mills, in the deep preoccupation of
-the morning, had left his pocket case at home. Mills, in normal
-circumstances, was not given to forgetfulness. Aware that something was
-amiss, Carroll made such reports and suggestions as were necessary with
-more than his usual economy of words.
-
-“Doctor Lindley telephoned that he’d be in to see you at eleven. You
-have no engagements and I told him all right.”
-
-“Lindley? What does Lindley want?” Mills demanded, without looking up
-from a bank statement he was scanning.
-
-“He didn’t say, sir; but as you always see him----”
-
-“I don’t know that I care to see him today,” Mills mumbled. Mills
-rarely mumbled; his speech was always clean-cut and definite.
-
-Carroll, listening attentively to his employer’s instructions as to
-answering letters and sending telegraphic orders for the sale of
-certain stocks, speculated as to what had caused Mills’s unwonted
-irascibility.
-
-A few minutes after eleven word was passed from the office boy to the
-stenographer and thence from Carroll to Mills that the Reverend Doctor
-Lindley was waiting.
-
-Mills detained Carroll rather unnecessarily to discuss matters of no
-immediate moment. This in itself was surprising, as the rector of St.
-Barnabas, the oldest and richest church in town, had heretofore always
-been admitted without delay. The Mills family had been identified with
-St. Barnabas from pioneer times and Doctor Lindley was entertained
-frequently by Mills, not only at home but at the men’s luncheons Mills
-gave at his clubs for visiting notables.
-
-“Ah, Mills! Hard at it!” exclaimed the minister cheerfully. He was
-short, rotund and bald, with a large face that radiated good nature.
-A reputation for breadth of view and public spirit had made him, in
-the dozen years of his pastorate, one of the best liked men in town.
-He gave Mills a cordial handshake, asked after Leila and assured Mills
-that he had never seen him looking better.
-
-Lindley was a dynamic person and his presence had the effect of
-disturbing the tranquility of the room. Mills wished now that he hadn’t
-admitted the rector of St. Barnabas, with his professional good cheer
-and optimism. He remembered that Lindley always wanted something when
-he came to the office. If it proved to be help for a negro mission St.
-Barnabas maintained somewhere, Mills resolved to refuse to contribute.
-He had no intention of encouraging further the idea that he could be
-relied upon to support all of Lindley’s absurd schemes for widening
-the sphere of the church. It was a vulgar idea that a sinner should
-prostrate himself before an imaginary God and beg for forgiveness.
-Where sin existed the main thing was to keep it decently out of sight.
-But the whole idea of sin was repellent. He caught himself up sharply.
-What had he to do with sin?
-
-But outwardly Mills was serene; Lindley was at least a diversion,
-though Mills reflected that someone ought to warn him against his
-tendency to obesity. A fat man in a surplice was ridiculous, though
-Mills hadn’t seen Lindley in vestments since the last fashionable
-wedding. At the reception following the wedding Mills remembered
-that he had been annoyed by Lindley’s appetite; more particularly by
-a glimpse of the rector’s plump hand extended for a second piece of
-cake--cake with a thick, gooey icing.
-
-Mills wondered what he had ever seen that was likable in the rector,
-who certainly suggested nothing of apostolic austerity. Lindley threw
-back his coat, disclosing a gold cross suspended from a cord that
-stretched across his broad chest. Mills’s eyes fixed upon the emblem
-disapprovingly as he asked his visitor to have a cigar.
-
-“No, thanks, Mills; I never smoke so early in the day--found it upset
-me. Moderation in all things is my motto. I missed you at the Clayton
-party the other night; a brilliant affair. Dear Leila was there,
-though, and Shepherd and his charming wife, to represent your family.
-Margaret and I left early.” The clergyman chuckled and lowering his
-voice continued: “I’ve heard--I’ve heard _whispers_ that later on the
-party got quite gay! I tell you, Mills, the new generation is stepping
-high. All the more responsibility for the forces that make for good
-in this world! I was saying to the bishop only the other day that the
-church never before faced such perplexities as now!”
-
-“Why do you say perplexities?” asked Mills in the quiet tone and
-indulgent manner of an expert cross-examiner who is preparing pitfalls
-for a witness.
-
-“Ah, I see you catch at the word! It’s become a serious question what
-the church dare do! There’s the danger of offending; of estranging its
-own membership.”
-
-“Yes, but why is it a danger?” Mills persisted.
-
-The minister was surprised at these questions, which were wholly
-foreign to all his previous intercourse with Mills. His eyes opened and
-shut quickly. The Reverend Stuart Lindley was known as a man’s man, a
-clergyman who viewed humanity in the light of the twentieth century and
-was particularly discerning as to the temptations and difficulties that
-beset twentieth century business men.
-
-“My dear Mills,” he said ingratiatingly, “you know and I know that
-this is an age of compromise. We clergymen are obliged to temper our
-warnings. The wind, you know, no longer blows on the lost sheep with
-the violence it once manifested, or at least the sheep no longer notice
-it!” A glint in Mills’s eyes gave him pause, but he went on hurriedly.
-“In certain particulars we must yield a little without appearing to
-yield. Do you get my point?”
-
-“Frankly, I don’t know that I do,” Mills replied bluntly. “You preach
-that certain things are essential to the salvation of my soul. What
-right have you to compromise with me or anyone else? You either believe
-the Gospel and the creeds that are used every day in our churches or
-you don’t. I didn’t mean to start a theological discussion; I was
-just a little curious as to what you meant by perplexities, when the
-obligation is as plain as that table.”
-
-“But--you see the difficulties! We have a right to assume that God is
-perfectly aware of all that goes on in His world and that the changing
-times are only a part of His purpose.”
-
-“Well, yes,” Mills assented without enthusiasm. “But I was thinking
-of what you and the church I was born into declare to be necessary
-to the Christian life. I go to church rarely, as you know, but I’m
-fairly familiar with the New Testament. I’ve got a copy with the words
-of Jesus printed in bold type, so you can’t miss His meaning. He was
-pretty explicit; His meaning hits you squarely in the eye!”
-
-“But, my dear friend, above all He preached tolerance! He knew human
-frailty! There’s the great secret of His power.”
-
-“Oh, that’s all true!” said Mills, with courteous forbearance. “But
-you know very well that few of us--no--I’ll admit that _I_ don’t live
-the Christian life except where it’s perfectly easy and convenient.
-Why talk of the perplexities of the ministry when there’s no excuse
-for any of us to mistake His teachings? You either preach Jesus or you
-don’t! We lean heavily on His tolerance because we can excuse ourselves
-with that; it’s only an alibi. But what of His courage? Whatever I may
-think of Him--divine or merely a foolish idealist--He did die for His
-convictions! It occurs to me sometimes that He’s served nowadays by a
-pretty cowardly lot of followers. Oh--not you, my friend!--I don’t mean
-anyone in particular--except myself! Probably there are other men who
-think much as I do, but we don’t count. We pay to keep the churches
-going, but we don’t want to be bothered about our duty to God. _That’s_
-a disagreeable subject!”
-
-He ended with a smile that was intended to put Lindley at ease.
-
-“You are absolutely right, Mills!” declared the minister
-magnanimously. “But as a practical man you realize that there _are_
-embarrassments in the way of doing our full duty.”
-
-“No; truly, I don’t!” Mills retorted. “We either do it or we don’t.
-But please don’t think I meant to quiz you or be annoying. I wouldn’t
-offend you for anything in the world!”
-
-“My dear _Mills_!” cried the clergyman with the disdain demanded by so
-monstrous a suggestion.
-
-“It never occurred to me before,” Mills went on, his good humor only
-faintly tinged with irony, “it never struck me in just this way before,
-but I suppose if you were to preach to your congregation just what
-Jesus preached you’d empty the church.”
-
-“Well, of course----” began Lindley, with difficulty concealing his
-surprise at the dogged fashion in which Mills was pursuing the subject.
-
-“Of course you can’t do it!” With a bland smile Mills finished the
-sentence for him. “Jesus is the Great Example of a perfect life; but do
-we any of us really want to live as He lived?”
-
-“Ah, Mills, we can only approximate perfection; that’s the best we can
-hope for!”
-
-“Thank you! There’s some consolation in that!” Mills laughed. “But if
-we really took the teachings of Jesus literally we wouldn’t be sitting
-here; we’d be out looking up people who need shelter, food, cheer.
-As it is I’m not bothering my head about them. I pay others to do
-that--Carroll hands me a list of organizations he considers worthy of
-assistance and all I do is to sign the checks--ought to be ashamed of
-myself, oughtn’t I?”
-
-“Well, now, Mills,” Lindley laughed pleasantly, “that’s a matter I
-leave to your own conscience.”
-
-“But you oughtn’t to! It’s your duty to tell me that instead of
-riding up to a comfortable club today to eat luncheon with a couple of
-bankers I ought first to be sure that every man, woman and child in the
-community is clothed and fed and happy.”
-
-“What would you do if I did?” Lindley demanded, bending forward and
-regarding Mills fixedly.
-
-“I’d tell you to go to the Devil!”
-
-“There you are!” cried Lindley with a gesture of resignation. “You know
-your duty to your neighbor as well as I do. The affair isn’t between
-you and me, after all, my dear friend--it’s between you and God!”
-
-“God?” Mills repeated the word soberly, his eyes turning to the window
-and the picture it framed, of a sky blurred by the smoke of factory
-chimneys. “I wonder----” he added, half to himself.
-
-Lindley was puzzled and embarrassed, uncertain whether to try to
-explain himself further. His intuitions were keen and in his attempt
-to adjust himself to a new phase of Mills’s character he groped for
-an explanation of the man’s surprising utterances. There had been
-something a little wistful in Mills’s use of the word _God_. Lindley
-was sincerely eager to help where help was needed, but as he debated
-whether Mills really had disclosed any need that he could satisfy,
-Mills ended the matter by saying a little wearily:
-
-“What was it you wanted to see me about, Lindley?”
-
-“It’s about the Mills memorial window in St. Barnabas; the transept
-wall’s settled lately and pulled the window out of plumb. Some of the
-panels are loose. The excavations for the new building across the alley
-caused the disturbance. Now that the building’s up we’ll hope the worst
-is over. That’s one of the finest windows in the West. The figure of
-our Lord feeding the multitude is beautifully conceived. I had Freeman
-look at it and he says we’ll have to get an expert out from New York
-to take care of it properly. The vestry’s hard up as usual, but I felt
-sure you’d want us to have the job well done----”
-
-“Certainly, Lindley. Go ahead and send me the bill. Of course I’m glad
-to take care of it.”
-
-
-II
-
-Mills was himself again. The mention of the Mills memorial window had
-touched his pride. The window not only symbolized the miraculous powers
-of Jesus, but quite concretely it visualized for the congregation of
-St. Barnabas the solid worth and continuity of the house of Mills.
-
-He detained Lindley, gave him a chance to tell a story, made sure
-before he permitted him to go that the minister had not been wounded
-by anything he had said. He had come out pretty well in his talk with
-the minister; it did no harm to ruffle the complacency of a man like
-Lindley occasionally. But he wanted to guard against a return of the
-vexatious thoughts with which the day had begun.
-
-A ride would set him up and he would find some cheerful companions to
-join him at the farm. Usually he planned his parties ahead, but the
-day was too fine to let pass. He rang for Carroll, his spirits already
-mounting at the thought of escaping from town.
-
-“I believe I’ll run out to Deer Trail this afternoon. I’ll ask some
-people who like to ride to join me. Will you call Mrs. Freeman, Mrs.
-Torrence, Leila and Miss Harden? I’ll be glad to have you go if you can
-arrange it--I’ll leave it all to you. As to men, try Doctor Armstrong,
-Mr. Turner, Ralph Burton--say that I’ll send machines to take them out
-unless they prefer using their own cars. You’ll look after that?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“Oh, yes; if Shep calls up tell him I’ll see him later about those
-battery plant matters. I want to talk to Fields first....”
-
-“Yes; I understand, sir.”
-
-“Let me see; this was the day Freeman was to meet me out there to look
-over the superintendent’s house. I’ve promised Jackson to make the
-addition he wants this fall. Freeman’s probably forgotten it--he has a
-genius for forgetting engagements, and I’d overlooked your memorandum
-till just now. Freeman hates a horse, but if he goes it will only take
-a few minutes to show him what’s wanted.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TEN
-
-
-I
-
-Bruce was finding his association with Freeman increasingly agreeable.
-The architect, amusingly indifferent and careless as to small things,
-was delighted to find that his new subordinate was not afraid to
-assume responsibility and grateful that Bruce was shielding him from
-the constant pecking of persons who called or telephoned about trivial
-matters.
-
-“By the way, Storrs, can you run into the country this afternoon?”
-Freeman asked. “I promised Franklin Mills I’d meet him at his farm to
-look at the superintendent’s house. I’ve put him off several times
-and now that Brookville man’s coming in to talk house and I’ve got to
-see him. There’s not much to do but get data and make my apologies to
-Mills. Mrs. Freeman just called up to say she’s going out there to
-ride. Mills is having a party, so he’ll get through with you quickly.
-I don’t want him to think me indifferent about his work. He’s been a
-loyal client.”
-
-“Yes, certainly,” Bruce replied, reluctant to trouble Freeman by
-refusing, but not relishing another meeting with Mills.
-
-“Everybody knows where Deer Trail is--you’ll have no trouble finding
-it. I think he said he’d be there by two-thirty. Listen carefully to
-what he says, and I’ll take the matter up with him tomorrow. Now about
-the specifications for that Sterling house----”
-
-It was thus that Bruce found himself at Deer Trail Farm on the
-afternoon of the day that Mills was giving his riding party. Mills,
-with whom punctuality was a prime virtue, came down the steps in his
-riding clothes and good-naturedly accepted Bruce’s excuses in Freeman’s
-behalf.
-
-“Freeman’s a busy man, of course, and a job like this is a good deal of
-a nuisance. You can get the idea just as well. Can you ride a horse?”
-
-Bruce, whose eyes had noted with appreciation the horses that had been
-assembled in the driveway, said that he could.
-
-“All right, then; we’ll ride over. It’s nearly a mile and we’ll save
-time.”
-
-He let Bruce choose a horse for himself from a dozen or more
-thoroughbreds, watched him mount with critical but approving eyes, and
-they set off over a road that led back through the fields. Mills sat a
-horse well; he had always ridden, he explained as they traversed the
-well-made gravel road at a trot. Finding that Bruce knew something
-of the American saddle stocks, he compared various breeds, calling
-attention to the good points of the horses they were riding.
-
-When they reached the superintendent’s house Bruce found that what was
-required was an extension that would provide the family with additional
-sleeping rooms. He took measurements, made notes, suggested a few
-difficulties, and in reply to Mills’s questions expressed his belief
-that the addition could be made without spoiling the appearance of the
-house.
-
-“I suppose I really ought to tear it down and build a new house, but
-this hundred acres right here has been in my family a long time and
-the place has associations. I hate to destroy it.”
-
-“I can understand that,” said Bruce, busy with his notebook. “I think I
-have all the data Mr. Freeman will need, sir.”
-
-As they rode back Mills talked affably of the country; spoke of the
-history and traditions of the neighborhood, and the sturdy character of
-the pioneers who had settled the region.
-
-“I used to think sometimes of moving East--settling somewhere around
-New York. But I’ve never been able to bring myself to it. This is my
-own country right here. Over there--you notice that timber?--well, I’ll
-never cut that. This whole region was forest in the early days. I’ve
-kept that strip of woodland as a reminder of the men who broke through
-the wilderness with nothing but their rifles and axes.”
-
-“They were a great race,” Bruce remarked....
-
-Mills called attention to a young orchard he had lately planted, and to
-his conservatories, where he amused himself, he said, trying to produce
-a new rose.
-
-“Won’t you stay and join in the ride?” he asked as they dismounted. “I
-can fit you out with breeches and puttees. I’d be delighted to have
-you.”
-
-“Thanks, but I must get into town,” Bruce replied.
-
-“Well, if you must! Please don’t let Freeman go to sleep on this job!”
-
-Bruce, glad that his duty had been performed so easily, was starting
-toward his car when a familiar voice hailed him from the broad pillared
-veranda.
-
-“Why the hurry? Aren’t you in this party?”
-
-He swung round to find Millicent Harden, dressed for the saddle,
-standing at the edge of the veranda a little apart from the animated
-group of Mills’s other guests. As he walked toward her she came down
-the steps to meet him. The towering white pillars made a fitting frame
-for her. Here, as in the library of her own house, the ample background
-served to emphasize her pictorial effectiveness. Her eyes shone with
-happy expectancy.
-
-“I don’t care if you are here on business, you shouldn’t be running
-away! On a day like this nobody should be in town.”
-
-“Somebody has to work in this world. How are the organ and the noble
-knight?”
-
-“Both would be glad to welcome you. Leila’s growing superstitious
-about you; she says you’re always saving her life. Oh, she confessed
-everything about last night!--how you ministered to her and set her on
-her father’s doorstep in fine shape. And she’s going to be a good girl
-now. We must see that she is!”
-
-At this moment Leila detached herself from the company on the veranda
-and called his attention to the fact that Mrs. Freeman was trying to
-bow to him. Mills, who had been discussing the fitness of one of the
-horses with his superintendent, announced that he was ready to start.
-
-“I wish you were coming along,” said Leila; “there’s scads of horses.
-We’d all adore having you!”
-
-“I’d adore coming!” Bruce answered. “But I’ve really got to skip.”
-
-“I’ll tell Dada to ask you another time. Dada isn’t at all bad when you
-know him, is he, Millie?”
-
-“Oh, one learns to tolerate him!” said Millicent teasingly.
-
-“You might like driving through the farm--good road all the way
-from that tall elm down there,” suggested Leila, “and it takes you
-through our woods. The maples are putting on their pink bonnets.
-There’s a winding stretch over yonder that’s a little wild, but it’s
-interesting, and you can’t get lost. It would be a shame to dash back
-to town without seeing something of this gorgeous day!”
-
-“All right, thanks; I’ll try it,” said Bruce.
-
-With his roadster in motion he wondered dejectedly whether there was
-any way of remaining in the town and yet avoiding Franklin Mills and
-his family. But the sight of Millicent had heartened him. The glowing
-woodlands were brighter for his words with her. He wished he might have
-taken her away from Mills and his party and ridden alone with her in
-the golden haze of the loveliest of autumn afternoons....
-
-Suddenly when he was beyond the Deer Trail boundaries and running along
-slowly he came upon a car drawn up close to the stake-and-rider fence
-that enclosed a strip of woodland. His quiet approach over the soft
-winding road had not been noted by the two occupants of the car, a man
-and a woman.
-
-Two lovers, presumably, who had sought a lonely spot where they were
-unlikely to be observed, and Bruce was about to speed his car past them
-when the woman lifted her head with an involuntary cry of surprise that
-caused him, quite as involuntarily, to turn his gaze upon her. It was
-Constance Mills; her companion was George Whitford.
-
-“Hello, there!” Whitford cried, and Bruce stopped his car and got out.
-“Mrs. Mills and I are out looking at the scenery. We started for the
-Faraway Club, but lost interest.”
-
-“Isn’t this a heavenly day?” remarked Mrs. Mills with entire serenity.
-“George and I have been talking poetry--an ideal time for it!” She held
-up a book. “Yeats--he’s so marvelous! Where on earth are you wandering
-to?”
-
-“I’ve been to Deer Trail--a little errand with Mr. Mills for my boss.”
-
-“Oh, is Mr. Mills at the farm? What is it--a party?” she asked
-carelessly.
-
-“Yes, Miss Mills, Miss Harden, Mrs. Torrence and Mrs. Freeman are there
-to ride--I didn’t make them all out.”
-
-“It sounds quite gay,” she said languidly. “I’ve thought a lot about
-our talk yesterday. You evidently delivered Leila home without trouble.
-It was awfully sweet of you, I’m sure. I don’t believe we’ll go in to
-the farm, George. I think a crowd of people would bore me today, and we
-must get back to town.”
-
-Whitford started his car, and as they moved away Constance leaned out
-and smiled and waved her hand. Bruce stood for a moment gazing after
-them, deep in thought. Constance Mills, he decided, was really a very
-clever woman.
-
-
-II
-
-After his visit to Deer Trail Farm Bruce found himself in a cynical
-humor with reference to his own life and the lives of the people
-with whom he had lately come in contact. Nothing was substantial or
-definite. He read prodigiously--poetry and philosophy, and the latest
-discussions of the problems of the time; caught in these an occasional
-gleam. It seemed centuries ago that he had walked in the Valley of the
-Shadow in France. The tragedy of war seemed as nothing weighed against
-the tragedy of his own life.
-
-Why had she told him? was a question he despairingly asked himself. His
-mother had had no right to go out of the world leaving him to carry the
-burden her confession had laid upon him. Then again, with a quickening
-of his old affection for her, he felt that some motive, too fine and
-high for his understanding, had impelled her to the revelation....
-
-He had settled himself to read one evening when Henderson, always
-unexpected in his manifestations of sociability, dropped in at his
-apartment.
-
-“Maybelle’s at Shep Mills’s rehearsing in a new Dramatic Club show,
-so I romped up here hoping to catch you in. I guessed you’d be here
-laughing heartily all to yourself. I’ve cut the booze; honest I have.
-My bootlegger strolled in today, but I kissed him good-bye forever. So
-don’t offer me any licker; my noble resolution isn’t so strong that I
-mightn’t yield to a whisper from the devil.”
-
-“You’re safe! There’s nothing stronger on the premises than a tooth
-wash warranted not to remove the enamel.”
-
-Henderson picked up the book Bruce had been reading, “A World in Need
-of God,” and ran his eye over the chapter headings.
-
-“‘The Unlit Lamp,’ ‘The Descent Perilous,’ ‘Untended Altars’--so you’ve
-got it too, have you?”
-
-“I’ve got the book, if that’s what you mean,” Bruce replied. “I paid
-two dollars for it. It’s a gloomy work; no wonder the author put it out
-anonymously.”
-
-“It’s a best seller,” Henderson replied mournfully as he seated himself
-and drew out his pipe. “The world is nervous about itself--doesn’t
-know whether to repent and be good or stroll right along to the fiery
-pit. Under my stoical exterior, Bruce, old boy, I trouble a good deal
-about the silly human race. That phrase, ‘The Descent Perilous,’ gives
-me a chill. If I’d edited that book I’d have made it ‘The Road to Hell
-is Easy’ and drawn a stirring picture of the universe returning to
-chaos to the music of jazzy bands. People seem anxious to be caught
-all lit up when our little planet jumps the track and runs amuck. But
-there really are a few imbeciles, like the chap who produced that book,
-who’re troubled about the whole business. We all think we’re playing
-comedy rôles, but if we’d just take a good square look at ourselves in
-the mirror we’d see that we’re made up for tragedy.”
-
-“Lordy! Hear the boy talk! If I’d known you were coming I’d have hidden
-the book.”
-
-“There’s a joke! I’ve been in several prosperous homes lately where
-I got a glimpse of that joyous work stuck under the sofa pillows.
-Everybody’s afraid to be caught with it--afraid it points to a state of
-panic in the purchaser. It’s the kind of thing folks read and know it’s
-all true, and get so low in their minds they pull the old black bottle
-from its hiding place and seek alcoholic oblivion.”
-
-“I bought the thing as a matter of business. If all creation’s going to
-shoot the chutes I want to be prepared. It’s silly for me to get all
-set to build houses for people if the world’s coming to an end.”
-
-“By Jove, when the crash comes I’m going to be stuck with a lot of
-Plantagenets!”
-
-“But this chap thinks the world can be saved! He says in the mad rush
-to find some joy in life we’re forgetting God. The spiritual spark
-growing dim--all that sort of thing.”
-
-“Um-m.” Henderson took the pipe from his mouth and peered into the
-bowl. “Now on this spiritual dope, I’m a sinner--chock full of sin,
-original and acquired. I haven’t been to church since my wedding except
-to a couple of funerals--relations where I couldn’t dodge the last
-sad rites. Cheerless, this death stuff; sort o’ brings you up with
-a jerk when you think of it. Most of us these days are frantically
-trying to forget man’s inevitable destiny by running as wild as we
-dare--blindfolded. It isn’t fashionable to be serious about anything.
-I tell you, my boy, I could count on the fingers of one hand all the
-people I know who ever take a good square look at life.”
-
-“Oh, not as bad as that!” said Bruce, surprised at Henderson’s unwonted
-earnestness. “There must be a lot of people who are troubled about the
-state of their souls--who have some sort of ideals but are ashamed to
-haul them out!”
-
-“Ashamed is the word!” Henderson affirmed. “We’re afraid of being
-kidded if anybody sneaks up on us and catches us admiring the Ten
-Commandments or practicing the Christian virtues! Now I know the rattle
-of all the skeletons in all the closets in this town. If they all
-took a notion to trot up and down our main thoroughfares some moonlit
-evening they’d make quite a parade. You understand I’m not sitting in
-judgment on my fellow man; I merely view him at times like this, when
-I’m addressing a man of intellect like you, with a certain cheerful
-detachment. And I see things going on--and I take part in them--that I
-deplore. I swear I deplore them; particularly,” he went on with a grim
-smile, “on days when I’m suffering from a severe case of hang-overitis.”
-
-“You must have been on a roaring tear last night. You have all the
-depressing symptoms.”
-
-“A cruel injustice! I’m never terribly wicked. I drink more than I need
-at times and I flirt occasionally to keep my hand in. Maybelle doesn’t
-mind if I wander a little, but when she whistles I’m right back at my
-own fireside pretending nothing happened.”
-
-“I’ll wager you do!” laughed Bruce.
-
-“Right now,” Henderson went on, “I can see a few people we both know
-who are bound to come a cropper if they don’t mind their steps.
-There’s Connie Mills. Not a bad sort, Connie, but a little bit too
-afraid she isn’t having as much fun as she’s entitled to. And Shep--the
-most high-minded, unselfish fellow I know--he, poor nut, just perishing
-for somebody to love him!”
-
-“What sort of a chap’s George Whitford?” Bruce asked.
-
-“First class,” Bud answered promptly. “A real fellow; about the best
-we’ve got. Something of the soldier of fortune about him. A variety of
-talents; brilliant streak in him. Why do you ask? George getting on
-your preserves?”
-
-“Lord, no! I was just wondering whether you’d knock him. I like him
-myself.”
-
-“Well, nearly everyone does. He appeals to the imagination. Just a
-little too keen about women, however, for his own good.”
-
-A buzzer sounded and Bruce went to the telephone by which visitors
-announced themselves from the hall below.
-
-“Mr. Carroll? Certainly; come right up!”
-
-“Carroll? Didn’t know you were so chummy with him,” Henderson grumbled,
-not pleased by the interruption.
-
-“I run into him at the club occasionally. He’s been threatening to drop
-in some evening. Seems to be a nice chap.”
-
-“Oh, yes, Carroll’s all right!” Bud grinned. “We might proceed with our
-discussion of the Millses. Arthur ought to know a few merry facts not
-disclosed to the general public. He wears the mask of meekness, but
-that’s purely secretarial, so to speak.”
-
-Carroll, having reached the apartment, at once began bantering
-Henderson about the Plantagenet Bud had lately sold him.
-
-“I’m another Plantag victim,” said Bruce. “Bud’s conscience is hurting
-him; he’s moaning over the general depravity of the world.”
-
-“He should worry!” said Carroll. “The Plantagenet’s shaken my faith in
-Heaven.”
-
-
-III
-
-Carroll, Bruce knew, was a popular man in town, no doubt deriving
-special consideration from his association with Mills. His name was
-written into local history almost as far back as that of the Mills
-family. In giving up the law to become Mills’s right-hand man it was
-assumed that he had done so merely for the benefit to be derived from
-contact with a man of Mills’s importance. He dabbled somewhat in
-politics, possibly, it was said, that he might be in a position to
-serve Mills when necessary in frustrating any evil designs of the State
-or the municipal government upon Mills’s interests.
-
-Bruce had wondered a little when Carroll intimated his purpose to look
-him up; he had even speculated as to whether Mills might not have
-prompted this demonstration of friendliness for some purpose of his
-own. But Carroll bore all the marks of a gentleman; he was socially in
-demand and it was grossly ungenerous to think that his call had any
-motive beyond a wish to be courteous to a new member of the community.
-
-Carroll was tall and slender, with light brown hair and deep-set blue
-eyes. His clean-shaven face was rather deeply lined for a man of his
-years; there was something of the air of a student about him. But when
-he spoke it was in the crisp, incisive tones of an executive. A second
-glance at his eyes discovered hints of reserve strength. Serving an
-exacting man had not destroyed his independence and self-respect. On
-the whole a person who knew what he was about, endowed with brains and
-not easily to be trampled upon or driven.
-
-“You mustn’t let Bud fool you about our home town. Most anything he
-says is bound to be wrong; it’s temperamental with him. But you know
-him of old; I needn’t tell you what a scoundrel he is.”
-
-“Certainly not! You can’t room with a man for four years without
-knowing all his weaknesses.”
-
-“Yes, I certainly know all yours,” Henderson retorted. “But he isn’t
-a bad fellow, Arthur. We must marry him off and settle him in life. I
-already see several good chances to plant him.”
-
-“You’d better let Maybelle do that,” replied Carroll. “Your judgment in
-such delicate matters can’t be trusted.”
-
-“Perhaps I’d better leave the room while you make a choice for me,”
-said Bruce.
-
-“What would you think of Leila Mills as a fitting mate for him?” asked
-Henderson.
-
-“Excellent,” Carroll affirmed. “It’s about time Leila was married.
-You’ve met Miss Mills, haven’t you, Storrs?”
-
-“Yes; several times,” said Bruce. He suspected Bud of turning the
-conversation upon Leila merely to gratify his passion for gossip.
-
-“Of course you’ve got the first call, Arthur,” said Henderson with
-cheerful impudence. “The town is getting impatient waiting for you to
-show your hand.”
-
-“I’m sorry to keep my fellow citizens waiting,” Carroll replied. “Of
-course there are always Miss Mills’s wishes to consider.”
-
-“Oh, well, there _is_ that! Bruce, with his known affection for the
-arts, may prefer the lovely Millicent. He’s not worth troubling about
-as a competitor. Well, I must skip back to Maybelle! Wait till I get
-downstairs before you begin knocking me!”
-
-“Don’t be in a rush,” said Bruce.
-
-“Oh, I’ll go now!” said Bud as he lounged out. “I want you to have
-plenty of time to skin me properly!”
-
-“Bud’s a mighty good fellow,” said Carroll when they were alone. “He
-and Maybelle give a real tang to our social affairs. I suppose we have
-Bud to thank for bringing you here.”
-
-“Oh, not altogether!” Bruce replied. “I was alone in the world and my
-home town hadn’t much to offer an architect.”
-
-“Your profession does need room. I was born right here and expect to be
-buried among my ancestors. Let me see--did I hear that you’re from the
-East?”
-
-The question on its face was courteously perfunctory; Mills would
-certainly not have done anything so clumsy, Bruce reflected, as to send
-Carroll to probe into his history.
-
-“I’m an Ohioan--born in Laconia,” he replied.
-
-“Not really! I have an uncle and some cousins there. Just today we had
-a letter at the office from Laconia, an inquiry about a snarl in the
-title to some property. Mr. Mills’s father--of the same name--once had
-some interests there--a stave factory, I think it was. Long before
-your day, of course. He bought some land near the plant--the Millses
-have always gone in strong for real estate--thinking he might need it
-if the business developed. Mr. Mills was there for a while as a young
-man. Suppose he didn’t like the business, and his father sold out. I
-was there a year ago visiting my relations and I met some Bruces--Miss
-Carolyn Bruce--awfully jolly girl--related to you?”
-
-“My cousin. Bruce was my mother’s name.”
-
-“The old saying about the smallness of the world! Splendid girl--not
-married yet?”
-
-“Not when I heard from her last week.”
-
-“We might drive over there sometime next spring and see her.”
-
-“Fine. Carolyn was always a great pal of mine. Laconia’s a sociable
-town. Everybody knows everybody else; it’s like a big family. We can’t
-laugh so gaily at the small towns; they’ve got a lot that’s mighty
-fine. I sometimes think our social and political regeneration has got
-to begin with the small units.”
-
-“I say that sometimes to Mr. Mills,” Carroll continued. “But he’s of
-the old ultra-conservative school; a pessimist as to the future, or
-pretends to be. He really sees most things pretty straight. But men of
-his sort hate the idea of change. They prefer things as they are.”
-
-“I think we all want the changes to come slowly--gradual evolution
-socially and politically,” Bruce ventured. “That’s the only safe way.
-The great business of the world is to find happiness--get rid of misery
-and violence and hatred. I’m for everything that moves toward that end.”
-
-“I’m with you there,” Carroll replied quickly.
-
-Bruce’s liking for Carroll increased. Mills’s secretary was not only
-an agreeable companion but he expressed views on many questions that
-showed knowledge and sound reasoning. He referred to Mills now and
-then, always with respect but never with any trace of subserviency.
-Bruce, now that his fear had passed, was deriving a degree of courage
-merely from talking with Carroll. Carroll, in daily contact with Mills,
-evidently was not afraid of him. And what had he, Bruce Storrs, to
-fear from Franklin Mills? There could not have been any scandal about
-Mills’s affair with his mother or she herself would probably have
-mentioned it; or more likely she would never have told him her story.
-Carroll’s visit was reassuring every way that Bruce considered it.
-
-“I got a glimpse of you at Deer Trail the other day,” Carroll was
-saying. “You were there about the superintendent’s house--Mr. Mills
-spoke of you afterward--said you seemed to know your business. He’s not
-so hard to please as many people think--only”--Carroll smiled--“it’s
-always safer to do things his way.”
-
-“I imagine it is!” Bruce assented.
-
-Carroll remained until the clock on the mantel chimed twelve.
-
-“I hope you’ve enjoyed this as much as I have!” he said. “If there’s
-anything I can do for you, give me a ring. Mr. Mills is a regular
-client of Freeman’s. We’ll doubtless meet in a business way from time
-to time.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER ELEVEN
-
-
-I
-
-On a Sunday afternoon a fortnight later Bruce, having been reproved by
-Dale Freeman for his recent neglect of her, drove to the architect’s
-house. He had hoped to see Millicent there and was disappointed not to
-find her.
-
-“You expected to see someone in particular!” said Dale. “I can tell by
-the roving look in your eye.”
-
-“I was merely resenting the presence of these other people. My eyes are
-for you alone!”
-
-“What a satisfactory boy you are! But it was Millicent, wasn’t it?”
-
-“Lady, lady! You’re positively psychic! Do you also tell fortunes?”
-
-“It’s easy to tell yours! I see a beautiful blonde in your life! Sorry
-I can’t produce Millie today. She’s not crazy about my Sunday parties;
-she hates a crowd. I must arrange something small for you two. You must
-meet that girl who just came in alone--the one in the enchanting black
-gown. She’s a Miss Abrams, a Jewess, very cultivated--lovely voice.”
-
-The rooms were soon crowded. Bruce was still talking to Miss Abrams
-when he caught sight of Shepherd and Constance Mills, who had drifted
-in with Fred Thomas. A young man with a flowing tie and melancholy
-dark eyes claimed Miss Abrams’s attention and Bruce turned to find
-Shepherd at his elbow.
-
-“Just the man I wanted to see!” Shepherd exclaimed. “Let’s find a place
-where we can talk.”
-
-“Not so easy to find!” said Bruce. However, he led the way to Freeman’s
-den, which had not been invaded, wondering what Franklin Mills’s son
-could have to say to him.
-
-“Do pardon me for cornering you this way,” Shepherd began. “I looked
-for you several days at the club, but you didn’t show up.”
-
-“I’ve been too busy to go up there for luncheon,” Bruce replied. “You
-could always get track of me at the office.”
-
-“Yes, but this was--is--rather confidential for the present.” Shepherd,
-clasping and unclasping his hands in an attempt to gain composure, now
-bent forward in his chair and addressed Bruce with a businesslike air.
-“What I want to talk to you about is that clubhouse for our workmen.
-You know I mentioned it some time ago?”
-
-“Yes; I remember,” Bruce replied, surprised that Shepherd still had the
-matter on his mind.
-
-“It’s troubled me a good deal,” said Shepherd, with the earnestness
-that always increased his stammering. “I’ve felt that there’s a duty--a
-real duty and an opportunity there. You know how it is when you get a
-thing in your head you can’t get rid of--can’t argue yourself out of?”
-
-“Those perplexities are annoying. I’d assumed that you’d given the
-thing up.”
-
-“Well, I thought I had! But I’m determined now to go on. There’s a
-piece of land I can get that’s just the thing. That neighborhood is so
-isolated--the people have no amusements unless they come to town. I’d
-like to go ahead so they can have some use of the house this winter.”
-
-Bruce nodded his sympathy with the idea.
-
-“Now since I talked with you I’ve found some pictures of such houses.
-I’ve got ’em here.” He drew from his pocket some pages torn from
-magazines. “I think we might spend a little more money than I thought
-at first would be available. We might go thirty thousand to get about
-what’s in this house I’ve marked with a pencil.”
-
-Bruce scrutinized the pictures and glanced over the explanatory text.
-
-“The idea seems to be well worked out. There are many such clubhouses
-scattered over the country. You’d want the reading room and the play
-room for children and all those features?”
-
-“Yes; and I like the idea of a comfortable sitting-room where the women
-can gather and do their sewing and that sort of thing. And I’d like you
-to do this for me--begin getting up the plans right away.”
-
-Shepherd’s tone was eager; his eyes were bright with excitement.
-
-“But, Mr. Mills, I can hardly do that! I’m really only a subordinate
-in Mr. Freeman’s office. It would be hardly square for me to take the
-commission--at least not without his consent.”
-
-Shepherd, who had not thought of this, frowned in his perplexity. Since
-his talk with Constance he had been anxious to get the work started
-before his father heard of it; and he had been hoping to run into Bruce
-somewhere to avoid visiting Freeman’s office. He felt that if he had an
-architect who sympathized with the idea everything would be simplified.
-His father and Freeman met frequently, and Freeman, blunt and direct,
-was not a man who would connive at the construction of a building,
-in which presumably Franklin Mills was interested, without Mills’s
-knowledge.
-
-His sensitive face so clearly indicated his disappointment that Bruce,
-not knowing what lay behind this unexpected revival of the clubhouse
-plan, said, with every wish to be kind:
-
-“Very likely Mr. Freeman would be glad to let me do the work--but I’d
-rather you asked him. I’d hate to have him think I was going behind his
-back to take a job. You can understand how I’d feel about it.”
-
-“I hadn’t thought of that at all!” said Shepherd sincerely. “And of
-course I respect your feeling.” Then with a little toss of the head and
-a gesture that expressed his desire to be entirely frank, he added:
-“You understand I’m doing this on my own hook. I think I told you my
-father thought it unwise for the battery company to do it. But I’m
-going ahead on my own responsibility--with my own money.”
-
-“I see,” said Bruce. “It’s fine of you to want to do it.”
-
-“I’ve _got_ to do it!” said Shepherd, slapping his hand on his knee.
-“And of course my father and the company being out of it, it’s no one’s
-concern but my own!”
-
-The door was open. Connie Mills’s laugh for a moment rose above the
-blur of talk in the adjoining rooms. Shepherd’s head lifted and
-his lips tightened as though he gained confidence from his wife’s
-propinquity. Mrs. Freeman appeared at the door, demanding to know if
-they wanted tea, and noting their absorption withdrew without waiting
-for an answer.
-
-It was clear enough that Shepherd meant to put the scheme through
-without his father’s consent, even in defiance of his wishes. The idea
-had become an obsession with the young man; but his sincere wish to
-promote the comfort and happiness of his employees spoke for so kind
-and generous a nature that Bruce shrank from wounding him. Seeing Bruce
-hesitate, Shepherd began to explain the sale of his trust stock to
-obtain the money, which only increased Bruce’s determination to have
-nothing to do with the matter.
-
-“Why don’t you take it up with Mr. Carroll?” Bruce suggested. “He might
-win your father over to your side.”
-
-“Oh, I couldn’t do that! Carroll, you know, is bound to take father’s
-view of things. Father will be all right about it when it’s all done.
-Of course after the work starts he’ll know, so it won’t be a secret
-long. I’m going ahead as a little joke on him. I think he’ll be tickled
-to know I’ve got so much initiative!”
-
-He laughed in his quick, eager way, hoping that he had made this
-convincing. Bruce, from his observation of Franklin Mills, was not so
-sanguine as to the outcome. Mills would undoubtedly be very angry. On
-the face of it he would have a right to be. And one instinctively felt
-like shielding Shepherd Mills from his own folly.
-
-“If you really want my advice,” said Bruce after a moment’s
-deliberation, “I’d take a little more time to this. Before you could
-get your plans we’ll be having rough weather. I’d wait till spring,
-when you can develop your grounds and complete the whole thing at once.
-And it would be just as well to look around a bit--visit other cities
-and get the newest ideas.”
-
-“You think that? I supposed there’d be time to get the foundations in
-if I started right away.”
-
-“I wouldn’t risk it; in fact I think it would be a serious mistake.”
-
-“Well, you are probably right,” assented Shepherd, though reluctantly,
-and there was a plaintive note in his voice. “Thanks ever so much. I
-guess I’ll take your advice. I’ll let it go till spring.”
-
-“Damon and Pythias couldn’t look more brotherly!” Constance Mills stood
-at the doorway viewing them with her languid smile. “It peeves me a
-good deal, Mr. Storrs, that you prefer my husband’s society to mine.”
-
-“This is business, Connie,” Shepherd said. “We’ve just finished.”
-
-“Let’s say the party is just beginning,” said Bruce. “I was just coming
-out to look you up.”
-
-“I can’t believe it! But Leila just telephoned for us to come out
-to Deer Trail and bring any of Dale’s crowd who look amusing. That
-includes you, of course, Mr. Storrs. Everyone’s gone but Helen Torrence
-and Fred Thomas and Arthur Carroll. Mr. Mills is at the farm; it’s a
-fad of his to have Sunday supper in the country. Leila hates it and
-sent out an S. O. S., so we can’t desert her. No, Mr. Storrs, you can’t
-duck! Millicent is there--that may add to the attractions!”
-
-This with a meaningful glance at Bruce prompted him to say that Miss
-Harden’s presence hardly diminished the attractions of the farm. There
-was real comedy in his inability to extricate himself from the net in
-which he constantly found himself enmeshed with the members of the
-house of Mills.
-
-In discussing who had a car and who hadn’t, Freeman said his machine
-was working badly, to which Shepherd replied that there was plenty of
-room in his limousine for the Freemans and any others who were carless.
-
-“Mr. Storrs will want to take his car,” said Constance. “He oughtn’t
-really to drive out alone----”
-
-“Not alone, certainly not!” Bruce replied. “I shall be honored if you
-will drive with me!”
-
-
-II
-
-“You didn’t mind?” asked Constance when Bruce got his car under way.
-
-“You mean do I mind driving you out? Please don’t make me say how great
-the pleasure is!”
-
-“You’re poking fun at me; you always do!”
-
-“Never! Why, if I followed my inclinations I’d come trotting up to your
-house every day. But it wouldn’t do. You know that!”
-
-“But I wouldn’t want you to do that--not unless you----”
-
-There was a bridge to cross and the pressure of traffic at the moment
-called for care in negotiating it.
-
-“What were you saying?” he asked as they turned off the brilliantly
-lighted boulevard. The town lay behind and they moved through open
-country.
-
-“You know,” she said, “I gave you the sign that I wanted to be friends.
-I had a feeling you knew I needed----”
-
-“What?” he demanded, curious as to the development of her technic.
-
-“Oh, just a little attention! I’ve tried in every way to tell you that
-I’m horribly lonely.”
-
-“But you oughtn’t to be!” he said, vaguely conscious that they were
-repeating themselves.
-
-“Oh, I know what you think! You think I ought to be very content and
-happy. But happiness isn’t so easy! We don’t get it just by wishing.”
-
-“I suppose it’s the hardest thing in the world to find,” he assented.
-
-It was now quite dark and the stars hung brilliant in the cloudless
-heavens. In her fur coat, with a smart toque to match, Constance had
-not before seemed so beguiling. His meeting with her in the lonely
-road with George Whitford and her evident wish not to be seen that
-day by Franklin Mills or the members of his riding party had rather
-shaken his first assumption that she could be classified as a harmless
-flirt. Tonight he didn’t care particularly. If Franklin Mills’s
-daughter-in-law wanted to flirt with him he was ready to meet her
-halfway.
-
-“It’s strange, but you know I’m not a bit afraid of you. And the other
-evening when the rest of us couldn’t do a thing with Leila she chose
-you to take her home. You have a way of inspiring confidence. Shep
-picks you out, when he hardly knows you, for confidential talks. I’ve
-been trying to analyze your--fascinations.”
-
-“Oh, come now! Your husband thought I might help him in a small
-perplexity--purely professional. Nothing to that! And your young
-sister-in-law was cross at the rest of you that day at Mrs. Torrence’s
-and out of pique chose me to take her home.”
-
-“But _I_ trust you!”
-
-“Maybe you shouldn’t!”
-
-“Well, that afternoon you caught me out here with Mr. Whitford I knew
-you wouldn’t tell on me. George was a trifle nervous about it. I told
-him you were the soul of discretion.”
-
-“But--I didn’t see you! I didn’t see you at all! I’m blind in both eyes
-and I can be deaf and dumb when necessary!”
-
-“Oh, I knew you wouldn’t rush over town telling on me! It’s really
-not that! It’s because I knew you wouldn’t that I’m wondering
-what--_what_--it is that makes even your acquaintances feel that they
-can rely on you. You know you’re quite a wonderful person. Leila
-and Millicent were talking about you only yesterday. Not schoolgirl
-twaddle, but real appreciation!”
-
-“That’s consoling! I’m glad of their good opinion. But you--what did
-_you_ say?”
-
-“Oh, I said I thought you were disagreeable and conceited and generally
-unpleasant!” She turned toward him with her indolent laugh. “You _know_
-I wouldn’t say anything unkind of you.” This in so low a tone that it
-was necessary for him to bend his head to hear. His cheek touched the
-furry edge of her hat thrillingly.
-
-“It seems strange, our being together this way,” she said. “I wish we
-hadn’t a destination. I’d like to go right on--and on----”
-
-“That would be all right as long as the gas held out!”
-
-“You refuse to take me seriously!”
-
-“I seem doomed to say the wrong thing to you! You’ll have to teach me
-how to act and what to say.”
-
-“But I’d rather be the pupil! There are many things you could teach me!”
-
-“Such as----”
-
-“There’s always love!” she replied softly, lingering upon the word; and
-again it was necessary to bend down to hear. She lifted her face; he
-felt rather than saw her eyes meeting his. Her breath, for a fleeting
-instant on his cheek, caused him to give hurried consideration to the
-ancient question whether a woman who is willing should be kissed or
-whether delicate ethical questions should outweigh the desirability of
-the kiss prospective. He kissed her--first tentatively on the cheek
-and then more ardently on the lips. She made no protest; he offered no
-apology. Both were silent for some time. When she spoke it was to say,
-with serene irrelevance:
-
-“How smoothly your car runs! It increases my respect for the
-Plantagenet.”
-
-“Oh, it’s very satisfactory; some of Bud’s claims for it are really
-true!”
-
-Bruce was relieved; but he was equally perplexed. It was an ungallant
-assumption that any man might, in like circumstances, kiss Constance
-Mills. On the other hand it eased his conscience to find that she
-evidently thought so little of it. She had been quite willing to be
-kissed.... She was a puzzling person, this young woman.
-
-
-III
-
-The Freemans and the others who had started with them had taken short
-cuts and were already at the house. They passed through an entry hall
-into a big square living-room. It was a fit residence for the owner
-of the encompassing acres and Bruce felt the presence of Franklin
-Mills before he saw him. This was the kind of thing Mills would like.
-The house was in keeping with the fertile land, the prize herds, the
-high-bred horses with which he amused himself.
-
-Mills welcomed the newcomers with a bluff heartiness, as though
-consciously or unconsciously he adopted a different tone in the country
-and wished to appear the unobtrusive but hospitable lord of the manor.
-Leila joined him as he talked a moment to Constance and Bruce.
-
-“You see you can’t dodge me! Awfully glad you came. Millie’s here
-somewhere and I think old Bud Henderson will drop in later.”
-
-“There’ll be supper pretty soon,” said Mills. “We’re just waiting for
-everybody to get here. I think you know everyone. It’s a pleasure to
-see you here, Mr. Storrs. Please make yourself at home. Constance, see
-that Mr. Storrs has a cocktail.”
-
-The members of the company gathered about the fire began twitting
-Constance and Bruce about the length of time it had taken them to drive
-out. They demanded to know what Connie had talked to him about. He
-answered them in kind, appealing to Constance to confirm his assertion
-that they had taken the most expeditious route. They had discussed the
-political conditions in Poland, he declared.
-
-“Come with me,” said Mrs. Torrence, drawing him away. “I want to talk
-to you! I’m sorry things happened as they did on your first call. I
-don’t want you to get the idea that my house is a place where I pull
-nothing but rough parties! Please think better of me than that!”
-
-“Heavens, woman! Such a thought never entered my head! I’ve been
-thinking seriously of coming back! I need some more of your spiritual
-uplift!”
-
-“Good! There’s more of that Bourbon! But I wanted to say that I was
-sorry Leila came to my house as she did. That is a problem--not a
-serious problem, but the child needs a little curbing. She has one good
-friend--Millicent Harden--that tall, lovely girl standing over there.
-Do you know Millie?”
-
-“Oh, yes; I’ve even played golf with her!”
-
-“My! You really have an eye! Well, you might come to call on me! I’m a
-trifle old to be a good playmate for you; but you might take me on as a
-sort of aunt--not too old to be unsympathetic with youth. When nothing
-better offers, look me up!”
-
-“I’d been thinking seriously of falling in love with you! Nothing is
-holding me back but my natural diffidence!”
-
-She raised her hand warningly.
-
-“Go no further! I can see that you’ve been well trained. But it isn’t
-necessary to jolly me. I’m not half the fool I look. My self-respect
-didn’t want you to get the idea that I’m a wild woman. I was worried
-that evening about Leila--she has a heart of gold, but I don’t dare
-take any special interest in her for the absurd reason--what do you
-think?--I’ve been suspected of having designs on--our host!”
-
-She laughed merrily. Her mirth was of the infectious sort; Bruce
-laughed with her; one had to, even when the provocation was slight.
-
-“One doesn’t talk of one’s host,” she said with a deep sigh, “but I
-was talked about enough when I married Mr. Torrence; I’ll never try it
-again. But why am I taking you into my confidence? Merely that I want
-you to know my house isn’t a booze shop all the time! I’m going to keep
-my eye on you. If I see you wandering too close to the rifle pits, I’ll
-warn you! May I?”
-
-“Of course you may!” said Bruce, conscious of an honest friendliness
-in this proffer, but not at once finding words to express his
-appreciation. “Tell me, do I look as though I might be gassed?”
-
-“I don’t know whether you’re susceptible or not. But I like you! I’m
-going to prove it by doing you a favor. Come with me!”
-
-The supper was a buffet affair and the butler was distributing plates
-and napkins. At one side of the room Franklin Mills was talking to
-Millicent. Bruce had glanced at them occasionally, thinking with a
-twinge how young Mills looked tonight, noting how easily he seemed
-to be holding the girl’s interest, not as a man much older but as a
-contemporary. And he had everything to offer--his unassailable social
-position and the wealth to support it. As he crossed the room beside
-Mrs. Torrence, accommodating his long stride to her pattering step, he
-saw a frown write itself fleetingly on Mills’s brow. Millicent--in a
-soft blue Jersey sport dress, with a felt hat of the same shade adorned
-with a brilliant pheasant’s wing--kept her eyes upon Mills until he had
-finished something he was saying.
-
-“What’s it all about?” demanded Mrs. Torrence, laying her hand
-upon Millicent’s arm. “We knew you two were talking of something
-confidential and important; that’s why we’re interrupting you.”
-
-“Oh, we’re discussing the horrors of Sunday--and whether it should be
-abolished!” said Millicent. “And Mr. Mills won’t be serious!”
-
-“Sunday’s always a hard day,” remarked Mrs. Torrence. “I’m always worn
-out trying to decide whether to go to church or stay at home.”
-
-“And today?” asked Mills.
-
-“I went! The sermon was most disagreeable. Doctor Lindley told us we
-all know our duty to God and can’t pretend that we don’t!”
-
-“Is that what he preached?” asked Mills with a vague smile. “What do
-you think of the proposition?”
-
-“The man’s right! But it doesn’t make me any happier to know it,” Mrs.
-Torrence replied. “Next Sunday I’ll stay in bed.”
-
-She took Mills away for the avowed purpose of asking his private
-counsel in spiritual matters.
-
-“Isn’t she nice?” said Millicent.
-
-“I’m bound to think so; she arranged this for me!”
-
-“Did she?” asked Millicent with feigned innocence. “She did it neatly!”
-
-“She promised to be my friend and then proved it,” Bruce said, and then
-added, “I’m not so sure our host quite liked being taken away.”
-
-“How foolish of you! He can always see me!” she replied indifferently.
-“Don’t scorn your food! It is of an exceeding goodness. Bring me up to
-date a little about yourself. Any more dark days?”
-
-“No-o-o.”
-
-She laughed at the prolongation of his denial.
-
-“Come now! I’m beginning to think I’m of no use to you!”
-
-“Right now I’m as happy as a little lark!” he declared.
-
-She had begun to suspect that he had known unhappiness. A love affair
-perhaps. Or it might have been the war that had taken something of the
-buoyancy of youth out of him. She was happy in the thought that she was
-able to help him. He was particularly responsive to a kind of humor she
-herself enjoyed, and they vied with each other in whimsical ridicule of
-the cubists in art and the symbolists in literature.
-
-... The guests were redistributing themselves and she suggested that he
-single out Leila for a little attention.
-
-“Don’t have prejudices! There’s nothing in that,” she said.
-
-“I haven’t a prejudice against Miss Mills!”
-
-“Not so formal! I’ll give you permission to call her Leila! She’ll like
-it!”
-
-“But you haven’t told me I might call you----”
-
-“Millicent let it be!”
-
-“Well, little one, how’s your behavior!” demanded Leila when Bruce
-found her.
-
-“Bad!” Bruce replied in her own key.
-
-“My example, I suppose. I’ve heard that I’m a bad influence in the
-community. Let’s sit. You and I have got to have an understanding some
-day; why not now?”
-
-“All right, but don’t get too deep--Leila!”
-
-“That’s good! I didn’t suppose you knew my name. Millie’s put you up to
-that.”
-
-“She did. I hope you like it.”
-
-“Intensely! Are you falling in love with Millie?”
-
-“That’s a secret. If I said I was, what would you say?”
-
-“Atta boy! But--I don’t think she is in love with you.”
-
-“Your penetration does you credit! I had thought of her as perishing
-for the hour when I would again dawn upon her sight!”
-
-“You’re going good! Really, though, she admits that she likes you ever
-so much.”
-
-“Is that the reason why you think she doesn’t love me?”
-
-“Of course! I’m in love myself. I’m simply wild about Freddy Thomas!
-But I’d die before I’d admit the awful fact to my dearest friend!
-That’s love!”
-
-“How about your Freddy? Is he aware of your infatuation?”
-
-“That’s the wonderful part. You see, it’s a secret. No one knows it but
-just Freddy and me!”
-
-“Oh, I see! You pretend to hate Freddy but really you love him?”
-
-“You’re a thinker! What would you say if I told you I had a cute little
-flask upstairs and asked you to meet me in the pantry and have a little
-nip just to celebrate this event? I had only one cocktail; my dearest
-Dada saw to that!”
-
-“I’d meet you in the pantry and confiscate the flask!”
-
-She regarded him fixedly for a moment, and her tone and manner changed
-abruptly.
-
-“You know about life, people, things; I know you do! It’s in your eyes,
-and I’d know it if Millie hadn’t said so. Do you really think it is
-disgraceful for me to get--well, soused--as you’ve seen me several
-times? Dada and my aunts lecture me to death--and I hate it--but,
-well--what do you think?”
-
-Her gravity demanded kindness. He felt infinitely older; she seemed
-very like a child tonight--an impulsive, friendly child.
-
-“I think I’d cut it out. There’s no good in it--for you or anyone else.”
-
-“I’ll consider that,” she replied slowly; then suddenly restless, she
-suggested that they go into the long enclosed veranda that connected
-the house with the conservatories.
-
-As they walked back and forth--Leila in frivolous humor now--Bruce
-caught a glimpse of her father and Millicent just inside the
-conservatory door. They were talking earnestly. Evidently they had
-paused to conclude some matter they had been discussing before
-returning to the house. Millicent held three roses in her hand and
-lifted them occasionally to her face.
-
-
-IV
-
-Still beset by uncertainties as to whether he would increase his
-chances of happiness by marrying again, Mills was wondering just
-how a man of his years could initiate a courtship with a girl of
-Millicent Harden’s age. It must be managed in such a way as to preserve
-his dignity--that must be preserved at all hazards. They had been
-walking through the conservatory aisles inspecting his roses, which
-were cultivated by an expert whose salary was a large item of the
-farm budget. Millicent was asking questions about the development of
-new floral types and he was answering painstakingly, pleased by her
-interest.
-
-“It’s unfortunate that the human species can’t be improved as easily.
-At least we don’t see our way to improving it,” he remarked.
-
-He had never thought her so beautiful as now; her charm was rather
-enhanced by her informal dress. It would be quite possible for him to
-love her, love her even with a young man’s ardor.
-
-“Oh, patience, sir!” she smiled. “Evolution is still going on.”
-
-“Or going back! There’s our old quarrel!” he laughed. “We always seem
-to get into it. But your idea that we’re not creatures of chance--that
-there’s some unseen power back of everything we call life--that’s too
-much for me. I can understand Darwin--but you!”
-
-“Honestly, now, are you perfectly satisfied to go on thinking we’re all
-creatures of chance?”
-
-“Sometimes I am and then again I’m not!” he replied with a shrug. “I
-can’t quite understand why it is that with everything we have, money
-and the ability to amuse ourselves, we do at times inquire about that
-Something that never shows itself or gives us a word.”
-
-“Oh, but He does!” She held up the three perfect roses Mills had
-plucked for her. “He shows Himself in all beautiful things. They’re all
-trying to tell us that the Something we can’t see or touch has a great
-deal to do with our lives.”
-
-“Millie,” he said in a tone of mock despair, tapping her hand lightly,
-“you’re an incorrigible mystic!”
-
-They were interrupted by a knock on the glass door, which swung open,
-disclosing Leila and Bruce.
-
-“Mr. Storrs and I are dying of curiosity! You’ve been talking here for
-ages!” cried Leila.
-
-“Millie’s been amusing herself at my expense,” said Mills. “Mr. Storrs,
-I wish you’d tell me sometime what Miss Harden means when she reaches
-into the infinite and brings down----”
-
-“Roses!” laughed Millicent.
-
-
-V
-
-His glimpse of Franklin Mills and Millicent at the conservatory door
-affected Bruce disagreeably. The fact that the two had been discussing
-impersonal matters did not lessen his resentment. Millicent with
-Mills’s roses in her hand; Mills courteously attentive, addressing the
-girl with what to Bruce was a lover-like air, had made a picture that
-greatly disturbed him.
-
-Very likely, with much this same air, with the same winning manner
-and voice, Mills had wooed his mother! He saw in Mills a sinister
-figure--a man who, having taken advantage of one woman, was not to be
-trusted with another. The pity he had at times felt for Mills went down
-before a wave of jealous anger and righteous indignation. The man was
-incapable of any true appreciation of Millicent; he was without wit or
-soul to penetrate to the pure depths of the girl’s nature.
-
-“You two are always talking about things I don’t understand!” Leila
-said to them; and led Bruce on through the conservatories, talking in
-her inconsequential fashion.
-
-When they returned to the house someone had begun playing old-fashioned
-games--blindman’s buff, drop the handkerchief and London Bridge. When
-these ceased to amuse, the rugs were cleared away and they danced to
-the phonograph. Mills encouraged and participated in all this as if
-anxious to show that he could be as young as the youngest. And what
-occasion could be more fitting than an evening in his handsome country
-house, with his children and their friends about him!
-
-With Millicent constantly before his eyes, entering zestfully into all
-these pleasures, Bruce recovered his tranquillity. For the thousandth
-time he convinced himself that he was not a weakling to suffer specters
-of the past and forebodings of the future to mar his life. He danced
-with Millicent; seized odd moments in which to talk to her; tried to
-believe that she had a particular smile for him....
-
-“I wonder if you’d drive me in?” asked Mrs. Torrence when the party
-began to break up.
-
-“I’d been counting on it!” said Bruce promptly.
-
-Constance came along and waived her rights to his escort, as she and
-Shepherd were taking the Freemans home.
-
-“I believe we’re a little better acquainted than we were,” she said
-meaningfully.
-
-“It seemed to me we made a little headway,” Bruce replied.
-
-“Come and see me soon! You never can tell when I’ll need a little
-consoling.”
-
-“That was a good party,” Mrs. Torrence began as Bruce got his car in
-motion. “Mr. Mills is two or three different men. Sometimes I think he
-consciously assumes a variety of rôles. He’s keen about this country
-gentleman stuff--unassuming grandeur and all that! But meet him out
-at dinner in town tomorrow night and you’d never think him capable of
-playing drop the handkerchief! Makes you wonder just which is the real
-Mills.”
-
-“Maybe we all lead two or three existences without knowing it,” Bruce
-remarked.
-
-“We do! We do, indeed!” the little woman cheerfully agreed. “All
-except me. I’m always just the same and too much of that!”
-
-“Well, you always come up with a laugh and that helps. Please let me
-into the secret.”
-
-“My dear boy, I learned early in life to hide my tears. Nobody’s
-interested in a cry-baby. And minding my own business saves a lot of
-bother. I think I’ve acquired that noble trait!”
-
-“That’s genius!” exclaimed Bruce.
-
-“But--in your case I may not do it! I like you, you know.”
-
-“Am I to believe that?” he asked seriously.
-
-“I hope you’ll believe it. I offered at the beginning of the evening to
-be your friend until death do us part; I’ve done some thinking since. I
-do think occasionally, though you’d never guess it.”
-
-“It’s an old trick of the world to be mistrustful of thinkers. I’ve
-suffered from it myself.”
-
-“Listen to me, young man! I’ve got my eye on you. I suggested to Connie
-that it would be simpler for her to go in with Shep. I love Connie;
-she’s always been nice to me. But Connie’s not just a safe chum for
-you. Your fascinations might be a trifle too--too----”
-
-“Too,” he supplied mockingly, “much for me?”
-
-“Don’t be silly! Connie’s a young woman of charm, and she likes to use
-it. And you’re not without a little of the same ingredient. You may
-be nice and friendly with Connie--_and_ Shep--but you mustn’t forget
-that there is Shep. Shep’s a nice, dear boy. I’m strong for Shepherd. I
-could cry when I see how much in love he is with Connie! And of course
-she doesn’t love him in any such way. She sort o’ mothers and pets him.
-She still has her grand love affair before her. Isn’t this nasty of me
-to be talking of her in this fashion! But I don’t want you to be the
-victim. One drive alone with her is enough for you in one evening!”
-
-“Oh, but----”
-
-“Oh, all the buts! We haven’t been talking of her at all! Aren’t the
-shadows of that tall tree interesting?”
-
-The shadows of the tall tree were not particularly interesting, but
-Bruce, speculating a little as to what Mrs. Torrence would say if she
-knew he had kissed Constance on the drive out, was guiltily glad that
-she had concluded what he felt to be a well-meant warning against
-getting in too deep with Mrs. Shepherd Mills.
-
-“You’ve got a big future,” Mrs. Torrence remarked later. “Nothing’s
-going to spoil it. But socially, walk softly. This is a city of
-illusions. It’s the fashion to pretend that everybody’s awfully good.
-Of course everybody isn’t! But it’s better to fall in with the idea.
-I’m just giving you the hint. Take Franklin Mills for your model.
-Always know the right people and do the right thing. There’s a man who
-never sinned in all his life. You’re lucky to have caught his eye so
-soon! I saw him watching you tonight--with approval, I mean. He’s a man
-of power. I advise you to cultivate him a little.”
-
-“Oh, my knowing him is just a matter of chance,” Bruce replied
-indifferently.
-
-“He’s the most interesting man in town and all the more so because
-he’s puzzling--not all on the surface. An unusual person. And to think
-he has a daughter like Leila and a son like Shep! I love them both;
-they’re so unlike him! You wouldn’t know them for the same breed. One
-couldn’t love _him_, you know; he’s far too selfish and self-satisfied
-for that!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TWELVE
-
-
-I
-
-As Bruce was driving past the Mills’s residence one evening several
-weeks later, Carroll hailed him. Mills, it appeared, had driven
-out with Carroll and the limousine waited at the curb to carry the
-secretary on home. Carroll asked Bruce whether he would go with him to
-a lecture at the art institute the following night; a famous painter
-was to speak and it promised to be an interesting occasion. Mills
-lingered while the young men arranged to meet at the club for dinner
-before the lecture, and Bruce was about to climb back into his car when
-Mills said detainingly:
-
-“Storrs, won’t you have pity on me? Carroll’s just refused to dine with
-me. My daughter’s going out and there’s just myself. Do you think you
-could stand it?”
-
-“The soil of the day is upon me!” said Bruce. “But----”
-
-He very much wished to refuse, but the invitation was cordially given,
-and taken by surprise, he was without a valid excuse for declining.
-
-“You don’t need to dress and you may leave the moment you’re bored,”
-said Mills amiably.
-
-“Sorry, but I’ve got to run,” said Carroll. “I’ll send your car right
-back, Mr. Mills. Thank you. I envy you two your quiet evening!”
-
-Mills led the way upstairs, opened the door of one of the bedrooms and
-turned on the lights.
-
-“The room’s supposed to be in order--it’s my son’s old room. Ring if
-you don’t find what you want.”
-
-Bruce closed the door and stared about him.
-
-Shepherd’s old room! It was a commodious chamber, handsomely furnished.
-The bath was a luxurious affair. As he drew off his coat Bruce’s mind
-turned back to his little room in the old frame house in Laconia; the
-snowy window draperies his mother always provided, and the other little
-tributes of her love, fashioned by her own hands, that adorned the room
-in which he had dreamed the long, long dreams of youth. Through the
-dormer windows he had heard the first bird song in the spring, and on
-stormy nights in winter had sunk to sleep to the north wind’s hoarse
-shout through the elms and maples in the yard.
-
-“My son’s room!” Franklin Mills had said carelessly as he turned away.
-The phrase still rang in Bruce’s ears. Mills could not know; he could
-not even suspect! No man would be callous enough to make such a remark
-if he believed he was uttering it to an unrecognized child of his own
-blood.
-
-Bruce laved his face and brushed his hair and went down the hall to the
-library where Mills had taken him on the memorable night they met in
-the storm. The portrait which had so disturbed Mills still hung in its
-place. Bruce turned his back on it and took up the evening newspapers.
-
-A maid appeared to say that Mr. Mills was answering a long-distance
-call, but would be free in a moment; and a little later the butler
-came in with a tray and began concocting a cocktail. While this was in
-preparation a low whistle from the door caused Bruce to glance round.
-Leila was peering at him, her head alone being visible.
-
-“I thought you were a burglar!” she whispered.
-
-Bruce pointed to the servant, who was solemnly manipulating the shaker,
-and beckoned her to enter.
-
-“Briggs! You lied to me again!” she said severely as she swept into the
-room. “You told me there wasn’t a drop in the house!”
-
-“It was the truth, Miss Leila, when I told you,” the man replied
-gravely. “A friend of Mr. Mills left this at the door this morning.”
-
-“I don’t believe it! It was more likely a friend of mine. I say, little
-one, how do I look?”
-
-“Queenly,” Bruce replied. “If you were more beautiful my eyes couldn’t
-bear it.”
-
-“Cut it! Am I really all right?”
-
-“I’d be ashamed if I didn’t know it!”
-
-“Good boy! You have a taste!”
-
-She was charming indeed in her evening gown, which he praised in
-ignorant terms that she might correct him. She remained standing,
-drawing on her gloves, and explaining that she was dining at the
-Tarletons and wasn’t highly edified at the prospect. Her going was
-a concession to her father. The Tarletons had a young guest whose
-grandfather had once been a business associate of her Grandfather
-Mills; hence she must sacrifice herself.
-
-“Dad’s keen about the old family stuff. Just look at those grand old
-relics up there.” She indicated the line of family portraits with a
-disdainful gesture. “I come in and make faces at them when I feel
-naughty. I can’t tell my grandfathers apart, and don’t want to!”
-
-“How lacking in piety!” said Bruce, who could have pointed out her
-Grandfather Mills! He bestowed a hasty glance at the portrait,
-satisfied that Leila at least would never detect her ancestor’s
-resemblance to himself. The servant, having sufficiently agitated the
-cocktails, withdrew. Leila, waiting till the door to the back stairs
-closed, began advancing with long steps and a rowdyish swagger toward
-the tray.
-
-“Alone with a cocktail! And I’m going to a dry party! Hist!” She bent
-her head toward the door, her hand to her ear. “What’s the Colonel
-doing?” she asked.
-
-“At the telephone; he’ll be here any minute.”
-
-“Quick! Fill that glass--that’s the good sport!”
-
-“Service for two only! You wouldn’t rob _me_!”
-
-“Please--I don’t want my gloves to reek of gin--please!”
-
-“You can’t touch that tray--you can’t touch that shaker! You’re
-hypnotized!” he declared solemnly.
-
-“Oh, tush!” With a quick movement she tried to grasp the shaker; but he
-caught her hand, held it a moment, then let it fall to her side while
-he smiled into her bright, eager eyes.
-
-“In the name of all your ancestors I forbid you!” he said.
-
-“You wouldn’t trust me with one?” she demanded, half defiant, half
-acquiescing.
-
-“Not tonight, when you’re meeting old family friends and all that!”
-
-“Pshaw!” She stamped her foot. “I can stop at half a dozen houses and
-get a drink----”
-
-“But you won’t; really you won’t!”
-
-“What’s it to you--why should you care?” she demanded, looking him
-straight in the eyes.
-
-“Aren’t we friends?” he asked. “A friend wouldn’t give it to you. See!
-You don’t really want it at all--it was just an hallucination!”
-
-“Oh, no!” she said, puckering her face and scowling her abhorrence of
-the idea while her eyes danced merrily. “I just _dreamed_ I wanted it.
-Well, score one for you, old top! You’re even nicer than I thought you
-were!”
-
-“Leila, haven’t you _gone_ yet?” exclaimed Mills, appearing suddenly in
-the room.
-
-“No, Dada! I was just kidding Bruce a little. Hope you have a nice
-dinner! Don’t be too solemn, and don’t scold your guest the way you do
-me. Yes, I’ve got my key and every little thing. Good-night. Come and
-see me sometime, Bruce.” She lifted her face for her father to kiss,
-paused in the doorway to shake her fist at Bruce and tripped down the
-hall singing.
-
-“Do pardon me for keeping you waiting,” said Mills. “I had a New York
-call and the connection was bad. Let’s see what we have here----”
-
-“Allow me, sir----”
-
-As Bruce gave the drinks a supplemental shake Mills inspected the two
-glasses, ostensibly to satisfy himself that the housekeeping staff had
-properly cared for them, but really, Bruce surmised, to see whether
-Leila had been tippling.
-
-
-II
-
-When they went down to the dining-room Bruce found it less of an ordeal
-than he had expected to sit at Mills’s table. Mills was a social
-being; his courtesy was unfailing, and no doubt he was sincere in his
-expressions of gratitude to Bruce for sharing his meal.
-
-The table was lighted by four tapers in tall candlesticks of English
-silver. The centerpiece was a low bowl of pink roses, the product
-of the Deer Trail conservatories. Mills, in spite of his austere
-preferences in other respects, deferred to changing fashions in
-the furnishing of his table, to which he gave the smart touch of
-a sophisticated woman. It was a way of amusing himself, and he
-enjoyed the praise of the women who dined with him for his taste, the
-discrimination he exercised in picking up novelties in exclusive New
-York shops. Even when alone he enjoyed the contemplation of precious
-silver and crystal, and the old English china in which he specialized.
-He invited Bruce’s attention, as one connoisseur to another, to the
-graceful lines and colors of the water glasses--a recent acquisition.
-The food was excellent, but doubtless no better than Mills ate every
-night, whether he dined alone or with Leila. The courses were served
-unhurriedly; Franklin Mills was not a man one could imagine bolting his
-food. Again Bruce found his dislike ebbing. The idea that the man was
-his father only fleetingly crossed his mind. If Mills suspected the
-relationship he was an incomparable actor....
-
-“I’ve never warmed to the idea that America should be an asylum for the
-scum of creation; it’s my Anglo-Saxon conceit, I suppose. You have the
-look of the old American stock----”
-
-“I suppose I’m a pretty fair American,” Bruce replied. “My home town is
-Laconia--settled by Revolutionary soldiers; they left their imprint.
-It’s a patriotic community.”
-
-“Oh, yes; Laconia! Carroll was telling me that had been your home. He
-has some relatives there himself.”
-
-“Yes, I know them,” Bruce said, meeting Mills’s gaze carelessly. “The
-fact is I know, or used to know, nearly everybody in the town.”
-
-“Carroll may have told you that I had some acquaintance with the place
-myself. That was a long time ago. I went there to look after some
-business interests for my father. It was a part of my apprenticeship.
-I seem to recall people of your name; Storrs is not so common--?”
-
-“My father was John Storrs--a lawyer,” said Bruce in the tone of one
-stating a fact unlikely to be of particular interest.
-
-“Yes; John Storrs----” Mills repeated musingly. “I recall him very
-well--and his wife--your mother--of course. Delightful people. I’ve
-always remembered those months I spent there with a particular
-pleasure. For the small place Laconia was then, there was a good deal
-doing--dances and picnics. I remember your mother as the leading spirit
-in all the social affairs. Is she----”
-
-“Father and mother are both gone. My mother died a little more than a
-year ago.”
-
-“I’m very sorry,” Mills murmured sympathetically. “For years I had
-hoped to go back to renew old acquaintances, but Laconia is a little
-inaccessible from here and I never found it possible.”
-
-Whether Mills had referred to his temporary residence in Laconia merely
-to show how unimportant and incidental it was in his life remained a
-question. But Bruce felt that if Mills could so lightly touch upon it,
-he himself was equal to gliding over it with like indifference. Mills
-asked with a smile whether Gardner’s Grove was still in existence, that
-having been a favorite picnic ground, an amateurish sort of country
-club where the Laconians used to have their dances. The oak trees there
-were the noblest he had ever seen. Bruce expressed regret that the
-grove was gone....
-
-Mills was shrewd; and Bruce was aware that the finely formed head
-across the table housed a mind that carefully calculated all the
-chances of life even into the smallest details. He wondered whether
-he had borne himself as well as Mills in the ordeal. The advantage
-had been on Mills’s side; it was his house, his table. Possibly he had
-been waiting for some such opportunity as this to sound the son of
-Marian Storrs as to what he knew--hoped perhaps to surprise him into
-some disclosure of the fact if she had ever, in a moment of weakness or
-folly, spoken of him as other than a passing acquaintance.
-
-“We’ll go down to the billiard room to smoke,” Mills remarked at the
-end of the dinner. “We’ll have our coffee there.”
-
-Easy chairs and a davenport at one end of the billiard room invited
-to comfort. On the walls were mounted animal heads and photographs of
-famous horses.
-
-“Leila doesn’t approve of these works of art,” said Mills, seeing Bruce
-inspecting them. “She thinks I ought to move them to the farm. They do
-look out of place here. Sit where you like.”
-
-He half sprawled on the davenport as one who, having dined to his
-satisfaction and being consequently on good terms with the world,
-wishes to set an example of informality to a guest. Bruce wondered
-what Mills did on evenings he spent alone in the big house; tried to
-visualize the domestic scene in the years of Mrs. Mills’s life.
-
-“You see Shepherd occasionally?” Mills asked when the coffee had been
-served. “The boy hasn’t quite found himself yet. Young men these
-days have more problems to solve than we faced when I was your age.
-Everything is more complicated--society, politics, everything. Maybe it
-only seems so. Shep’s got a lot of ideas that seem wild to me. Can’t
-imagine where he gets them. Social reforms and all that. I sometimes
-think I made a mistake in putting him into business. He might have been
-happier in one of the professions--had an idea once he wanted to be a
-doctor, but I discouraged it. A mistake, perhaps.”
-
-Mills’s manner of speaking of Shepherd was touched with a certain
-remoteness. He appeared to invite Bruce’s comment, not in a spirit of
-sudden intimacy, but as if he were talking with a man of his own years
-who was capable of understanding his perplexities. It seemed to Bruce
-in those few minutes that he had known Franklin Mills a very long
-time. He was finding it difficult to conceal his embarrassment under
-equivocal murmurs. But he pulled himself together to say cordially:
-
-“Shepherd is a fine fellow, Mr. Mills. You can’t blame him for his
-idealism. There’s a lot of it in the air.”
-
-“He was not cut out for business,” Mills remarked. “Business is a
-battle these days, and Shep isn’t a fighter.”
-
-“Must the game be played in that spirit?” asked Bruce with a smile.
-
-“Yes, if you want to get anywhere,” Mills replied grimly. “Shall we do
-some billiards?”
-
-
-III
-
-Mills took his billiards seriously. It was, Bruce could see, a
-pastime much to his host’s taste; it exercised his faculties of
-quick calculation and deft execution. Mills explained that he had
-employed a professional to teach him. He handled the cue with
-remarkable dexterity; it was a pleasure to watch the ease and grace
-of his playing. Several times, after a long run, he made a wild shot,
-unnecessarily it seemed, and out of keeping with his habitual even
-play. Bud Henderson had spoken of this peculiarity. Bruce wondered
-whether it was due to fatigue or to the intrusion upon Mills’s thoughts
-of some business matter that had caused a temporary break in the
-unity of eye and hand. Or it might have been due to some decision
-that had been crystallizing in his subconsciousness and manifested
-itself in this odd way. Mills was too good a player to make a fluke
-intentionally, merely to favor a less skillful opponent. He accepted
-his ill fortune philosophically. He was not a man to grow fretful or
-attempt to explain his errors.
-
-“We’re not so badly matched,” he remarked when they finished and he had
-won by a narrow margin. “You play a good game.”
-
-“You got the best there was in me!” said Bruce. “I rarely do as well as
-that.”
-
-“Let’s rest and have a drink.” Mills pressed a button. “I’m just tired
-enough to want to sit awhile.”
-
-Bruce had expected to leave when the game was ended, but Mills gave him
-no opportunity. He reestablished himself on the davenport and began
-talking more desultorily than before. For a time, indeed, Bruce carried
-the burden of the conversation. Some remark he let fall about the South
-caused Mills to ask him whether he had traveled much in America.
-
-“I’ve walked over a lot of it,” Bruce replied. “That was after I
-came back from the little splurge overseas. Gave myself a personally
-conducted tour, so to speak. Met lots of real tramps. I stopped to work
-occasionally--learned something that way.”
-
-Mills was at once interested. He began asking questions as to the
-living conditions of the people encountered in this adventure and the
-frame of mind of the laborers Bruce had encountered.
-
-“You found the experience broadening, of course. It’s a pity more of
-us can’t learn of life by direct contact with the people.”
-
-Under Mills’s questioning the whole thing seemed to Bruce more
-interesting than he had previously thought it. The real reason for his
-long tramp--the fact that he had taken to the road to adjust himself
-to his mother’s confession that he was the son of a man of whom he had
-never heard--would probably have given Mills a distinct shock.
-
-“I wish I could have done that myself!” Mills kept saying.
-
-Bruce was sorry that he had stumbled into the thing. Mills was
-sincerely curious; it was something of an event to hear first-hand of
-such an experience. His questions were well put and required careful
-answers. Bruce found himself anxious to appear well in Mills’s eyes.
-But Mills was leading toward something. He was commenting now on the
-opportunities open to young men of ability in the business world, with
-Bruce’s experiences as a text.
-
-“A professional man is circumscribed. There’s a limit to his earning
-power. Most men in the professions haven’t the knack of making money.
-They’re usually unwise in the investments they make of their savings.”
-
-“But they have the joy of their work,” Bruce replied quickly. “We can’t
-measure their success just by their income.”
-
-“Oh, I grant you that! But many of the doors of prosperity and
-happiness are denied them.”
-
-“But others are open! Think of the sense of service a physician must
-feel in helping and saving. And even a puttering architect who can’t
-create masterpieces has the fun of doing his small jobs well. He lives
-the life he wants to live. There are painters and musicians who know
-they can never reach the high places; but they live the life! They
-starve and are happy!”
-
-Bruce bent forward eagerly, the enthusiasm bright in his eyes. He
-had not before addressed Mills with so much assurance. The man was a
-materialist; his standards were fixed in dollars. It was because he
-reckoned life in false terms that Shepherd was afraid of him.
-
-“Oh, don’t misunderstand me! I realize the diversity of talents that
-are handed out to us poor mortals. But if you were tempted to become a
-painter, say, and you knew you would never be better than second-rate,
-and at the same time you were pretty sure you could succeed in some
-business and live comfortably--travel, push into the big world currents
-and be a man of mark--what would you do?”
-
-“Your question isn’t fair, because it’s not in the design of things
-for us to see very far ahead. But I’ll answer! If I had a real urge to
-paint I’d go to it and take my chance.”
-
-“That’s a fine spirit, Storrs; and I believe you mean it. But----”
-
-Mills rose and, thrusting his hands into his trousers’ pockets, walked
-across the room, his head bent, and then swung round, took the cigar
-from his lips and regarded the ash fixedly.
-
-“Now,” he said, “don’t think me ungracious”--he smiled
-benignantly--“but I’m going to test you. I happen right now to know of
-several openings in financial and industrial concerns for just such
-a young man as you. They are places calling for clear judgment and
-executive talent such as I’d say you possess. The chances of getting
-on and up would be good, even if you had no capital. Would you care to
-consider these places?”
-
-The smile had faded from his face; he waited gravely, with a scarcely
-perceptible eagerness in his eyes, for the answer.
-
-“I think not, sir. No, Mr. Mills, I’m quite sure of it.” And then,
-thinking that his rejection of the offer was too abrupt and not
-sufficiently appreciative, Bruce added: “You see, I’m going to make a
-strong effort to get close to the top in my profession. I may fall off
-the ladder, but--I’ll catch somewhere! I have a little money--enough
-to tide me over bad times--and I know I’d be sorry if I quit right at
-the start. It’s kind of you to make the suggestion. I assure you I’m
-grateful--it’s certainly very kind of you!”
-
-“Oh, I’m wholly selfish in suggesting it! In my various interests we
-have trouble finding young men of the best sort. I know nothing of your
-circumstances, of course; but I thought maybe a promising business
-opening would appeal to you. On the whole”--Mills was still standing,
-regarding Bruce fixedly as though trying to accommodate himself to some
-newly discovered quality in his guest--“I like to see a young man with
-confidence in his own powers. Yours is the spirit that wins. I hope you
-won’t take it amiss that I broached the matter. You have your engaging
-personality to blame for that!”
-
-“I’m glad to know it isn’t a liability!” said Bruce; and this ended the
-discussion.
-
-
-IV
-
-He left the house with his mind in confusion as to the meaning of
-Mills’s offer. He drove about for an hour, pondering it, reviewing the
-whole evening from the first mention of Laconia to the suggestion,
-with its plausible inadvertence, that business openings might be
-found for him. Mills was hardly the man to make such a proposition
-to a comparative stranger without reason. The very manner in which
-he had approached the subject was significant. _Mills knew!_ If he
-didn’t know, at least his suspicions were strongly aroused. Either his
-conscience was troubling him and he wished to quiet it by a display of
-generosity, or he was anxious to establish an obligation that would
-reduce to the minimum the chance that any demand might be made upon
-him. Bruce was glad to be in a position to refuse Mills’s help; his
-mother’s care and self-denial had made it unnecessary for him to abase
-himself by accepting Mills’s bounty.
-
-He wished he knew some way of making Mills understand that he was in no
-danger; that any fears of exposure he might entertain were groundless.
-His pride rose strong in him as he reviewed his hours spent with Mills.
-He had not acquitted himself badly; he had forced Mills to respect him,
-and this was a point worth establishing. When finally he fell asleep
-it was with satisfaction,--a comforting sense of his independence and
-complete self-mastery.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER THIRTEEN
-
-
-I
-
-Mills, too, though lately mistrustful of his own emotions, was well
-satisfied with the result of the long evening. He had spoken of Marian
-Storrs to Marian’s son and the effect had been to strengthen his belief
-that the young man knew nothing that could in any way prove annoying.
-He was a little sorry that he had suggested finding a business opening
-for Storrs; but decided that on the whole he had managed the matter in
-a manner to conceal his real purpose. Bruce had said that he was not
-wholly dependent upon his earnings for a livelihood, and this in itself
-was reassuring and weighed strongly against the possibility of his ever
-asserting any claim even if he knew or suspected their relationship.
-
-In his careful study of Bruce at their various meetings Mills had
-been impressed increasingly by the young man’s high-mindedness, his
-self-confidence and fine reticences, the variety and range of his
-interests. Ah, if only Shepherd were like that! It was a cruel fate
-that had given him a son he could never own, who had drifted across the
-smooth-flowing current of his life to suggest a thousand contrasts with
-Shepherd Mills--Shep with his pathetically small figure, his absurd
-notions of social equality and his inability to grasp and deal with
-large affairs!
-
-Ugly as the fact was, Bruce Storrs was a Mills; it wasn’t merely in
-the resemblance to the portrait of Franklin Mills III that this was
-evident. Young Storrs’s mental processes were much like those of the
-man who was, to face it frankly, his grandfather. Bruce Storrs, who had
-no right to the Mills name, was likely to develop those traits that had
-endeared Franklin Mills III to the community--traits that nature, with
-strange perversity, had failed utterly to transmit to his lawful son.
-
-Mills, in his new security, pondered these things with a degree of awe.
-The God in whom he had much less faith than in a protective tariff or
-a sound currency system might really be a more potent agent in mundane
-affairs than he, Franklin Mills, who believed in nothing very strongly
-that couldn’t be reduced to figures, had ever thought possible.
-
-As winter gripped the town Mills was uneasy in the thought that he
-wasn’t getting enough out of life. Even with eight million dollars
-and the tastes of a cultivated gentleman, life was paying inadequate
-dividends. And there across the hedge lived Millicent. He would marry
-Millicent; but there were matters to be arranged first....
-
-Millicent was the most beautiful young woman he knew, and she had
-brains and talents that added enormously to her desirability. Against
-this was the fact that the Hardens had risen out of nowhere, and
-Millicent’s possession of a father and mother could not be ignored.
-Their very simplicity and the possession of the homely parochial
-virtues so highly valued in the community by Mills and his generation
-made it possible to do something toward giving them a social status.
-
-Discreet inquiry revealed the consoling fact that Nathaniel Harden was
-taxed on approximately a million dollars’ worth of property. Not for
-nothing had he applied himself diligently for twenty-five years to
-the manufacture of the asthma cure! He was also the creator of a hair
-tonic, a liver accelerator and a liniment that were almost as well
-established in the proprietary drug market as the asthma remedy. Mills
-was amazed to find that there was so much money in the business.
-
-Harden had not brought his laboratory with him when he moved to the
-city, but it was still under his own direction. Fortunately, as Mills
-viewed the matter, the business was conducted under a corporate
-title, that of the International Medical Company, which was much less
-objectionable than if it bore Harden’s name, though the doctor’s
-picture did, regrettably, adorn the bottles in which the world-famous
-asthma cure was offered and exposed for sale.
-
-In his investigations Mills found that Harden had invested his money
-in some of the soundest of local securities. It spoke well for the
-Doctor’s business acumen that he owned stock in the First National
-Bank, which Mills controlled. A vacancy occurring in the directorate,
-Mills caused Harden to be elected to the board. Harden was pleased but
-not overcome by the honor. Mrs. Harden manifested a greater pleasure
-and expressed herself to Mills with characteristic heartiness.
-
-Mills, after much careful consideration, gave a dinner for Doctor and
-Mrs. Harden--made it appear to be a neighborly affair, though he was
-careful to ask only persons whose recognition of the Hardens was likely
-to add to their prestige. Mills had rather dreaded seeing Harden in a
-dress suit, but the Doctor clad in social vestments was nothing to be
-ashamed of. He revealed a sense of humor and related several stories
-of a former congressman from his old district that were really funny.
-Mrs. Harden looked as well and conducted herself with quite as much
-ease as the other women present. No one would have guessed that she
-made salt-rising bread once a week for her husband’s delectation and
-otherwise continued, in spite of her prosperous state, to keep in close
-touch with her kitchen.
-
-After giving the dinner Mills waited a little before venturing further
-in his attempt to lift the social sky line for the Hardens. Much as he
-disliked Constance, he was just the least bit afraid of her. Constance
-was not stupid, and he was not blind to the fact that she wielded a
-certain influence. His daughter-in-law could easily further his plans
-for imparting dignity to the Hardens. And he foresaw that if he married
-again it would be Connie, not Shepherd or Leila, who would resent the
-marriage as a complicating circumstance when the dread hour arrived for
-the parceling of his estate. Leila would probably see little more than
-a joke in a marriage that would make her best friend her stepmother.
-
-“Why isn’t Millie in the Dramatic Club?” he asked Leila one day when
-they were dining alone together.
-
-“Not so easy, Dada. I talked to some of the membership committee about
-it last spring and I have a sneaking idea that they don’t want her.
-Not just that, of course; it’s not Millie but the patent medicine they
-can’t swallow. I think the club’s a bore myself. There’s a bunch of
-girls in it--Connie’s one of them--who think they’re Ethel Barrymores
-and Jane Cowlses, and Millie, you know, might be a dangerous rival.
-Which she would be, all right! So they kid themselves with the idea
-that the club really stands for the real old graveyard society of our
-little village and that they’ve got to be careful who gets by.”
-
-“How ridiculous!” Mills murmured.
-
-“Silly! I do hate snobs! Millie isn’t asked to a lot of the nicest
-parties just because she’s new in town. Doctor Harden’s guyed a
-good deal about his fake medicines. I don’t see anything wrong with
-Doc myself.” Leila bent her head in a quick way she had when mirth
-seized her. “Bud Henderson says the Harden hair tonic’s the smoothest
-furniture polish on the market.”
-
-Mills laughed, but not heartily. The thought of Henderson’s ridicule
-chilled him. Henderson entertained a wide audience with his humor; he
-must be cautious....
-
-
-II
-
-Leila was an impossible young democrat, utterly devoid of the sense of
-social values. He must make an ally of Constance. Connie always wanted
-something; it was one of Connie’s weaknesses to want things. Connie’s
-birthday falling in the second week in December gave him a hint. Leila
-had mentioned the anniversary and reminded her father that he usually
-made Connie a present. Connie expected presents and was not satisfied
-with anything cheap.
-
-Mills had asked a New York jeweler to send out some pearls from which
-to make a selection for a Christmas present for Leila. They were still
-in his vault at the office. He chose from the assortment a string of
-pearls with a diamond pendant and bestowed it upon his daughter-in-law
-on the morning of her birthday. He had made her handsome presents
-before, but nothing that pleased her so much as this.
-
-While Connie’s gratitude was still warm, Mills found occasion to
-mention Millicent one evening when he was dining at Shepherd’s. Leila
-had been asked to some function to which Millicent was not bidden.
-Mills made the very natural comment that it was unfortunate that
-Millicent, intimate as she was with Leila, could not share all her
-pleasures; the discrimination against the Hardens’ daughter was unjust.
-Quick to see what was expected of her, Constance replied that it was
-Millicent’s own fault that she hadn’t been taken up more generally. It
-was perhaps out of loyalty to her parents that she had not met more
-responsively the advances of women who, willing to accept Millicent,
-yet couldn’t quite see her father and mother in the social picture.
-Now that she thought of it, Constance herself had never called on Mrs.
-Harden, but she would do so at once. There was no reason at all why
-Millicent shouldn’t be admitted to the Dramatic Club; she would see to
-that. She thought the impression had got around that Millicent was, if
-not Bohemian in her sympathies, at least something of a nonconformist
-in her social ideas. It was her artistic nature, perhaps.
-
-“That’s nonsense,” said Mills. “There isn’t a better bred girl in
-town. She’s studious, quite an intellectual young woman--but that’s
-hardly against her. I always feel safe about Leila when I know she
-and Millicent are together. And her father and mother are really very
-nice--unpretentious, kindly people. Of course the patent medicine
-business isn’t looked on with great favor--but----”
-
-“But--it’s about as respectable as canning our native corn or cutting
-up pigs,” Constance suggested.
-
-She was bewildered to find Mills, who had looked askance at her own
-claims to social recognition because her father’s real estate and
-insurance business was rather insignificant, suddenly viewing the
-asthma cure so tolerantly. However, a father-in-law who gave her
-valuable presents must be humored in his sudden manifestation of
-contempt for snobbery. This was the first time Mills had ever shown
-any disposition to recognize her social influence. No matter what had
-caused his change of heart, it was flattering to her self-esteem that
-he was, even so indirectly, asking her aid. She liked Millicent well
-enough and gladly promised to help her along.
-
-When Mills left she asked Shepherd what he thought was in the wind;
-but he failed to be aroused by the suggestion that his father might be
-thinking of marrying Millicent. His father would never marry again,
-Shepherd insisted; certainly not unless he found a woman of suitable
-age, for companionship and to promote his comfort when Leila was
-settled.
-
-“You don’t know your father any better than I do, Shep. He always has a
-motive for everything he does--you may be sure of that!”
-
-“Father means to be just and kind,” said Shepherd, half-heartedly, as
-if he were repeating a formula in which he didn’t believe.
-
-“When he’s moved to be generous he certainly lets go with a free
-hand,” Constance remarked. “That necklace wasn’t cheap. I’m afraid it
-wasn’t just a spontaneous outburst of affection for me. I think I owe
-it to Millicent!”
-
-“Oh, father likes you, Connie. You’re foolish to think he doesn’t,”
-Shepherd replied defensively.
-
-“I think your father’s getting nervous about Leila. He’s set his heart
-on having Carroll in the family. But Arthur’s too old. Leila ought to
-marry a younger man. Your father’s been suspecting me of promoting her
-little affair with Freddy Thomas--I’ve seen it in his eye. But I don’t
-think she’s serious about that. She says she’s crazy about him, but as
-she tells everyone, it doesn’t mean anything.”
-
-“Thomas--no,” Shepherd replied slowly. “I shouldn’t be for that myself.
-I don’t like the idea of her marrying a divorced man. Arthur would be
-quite fine, I think. He’s a gentleman and he understands Leila. The man
-who marries her has got to understand her--make a lot of allowances.”
-
-Constance smiled her amusement at his display of sagacity.
-
-“Wrong again, Shep! Leila will settle down and be the tamest little
-matron in town. She seems to have cut out her drinking. That was more
-for effect than anything else. She’s got about all the fun to be had
-out of making people think her a perfect little devil. By the way,
-speaking of marrying men, that young Storrs is a nice fellow--rather
-impressive. I think Leila’s a little tempted to try her hand at
-flirting with him. She was at the Henderson’s yesterday afternoon and
-Bud was shaking up some cocktails. Mr. Storrs came in and Leila refused
-to drink. She joked about it, but said he had made her promise to quit.
-He’s not a prig, but he knows the danger line when he sees it.”
-
-“Yes--yes,” Shepherd assented eagerly. “He’s one of the most attractive
-men I ever met. He’s the kind of fellow you’d trust with anything
-you’ve got!”
-
-“Yes--and be safe,” Constance replied. “He’s hardly likely to do
-anything rash.”
-
-They came again, as they often did, to a discussion of Franklin Mills.
-
-“Your father’s the great unaccountable,” sighed Constance. “I long
-since gave up trying to understand him. He’s a master hand at dodging
-round things that don’t strike him just right. The way he turned down
-your clubhouse scheme was just like him; and the way he spurned my
-little suggestion about buying a summer place. By the way, what are you
-doing about the clubhouse? I thought you were selling your Rogers Trust
-stock to get money to build it. You haven’t weakened, have you, Shep?”
-
-“No! certainly not. I’m going ahead as soon as the weather opens up. I
-sold my stock yesterday and I mean to do the thing right. When I was in
-Chicago last week I looked at a number of community houses and got a
-lot of ideas.”
-
-“Well, don’t get cold feet. That thing has worried you a lot. I’d do it
-or I’d forget it.”
-
-“Oh, I’m going to do it all right!” Shepherd replied jauntily.
-He greatly wished her to think him possessed of the courage and
-initiative to carry through large projects no matter how formidable the
-opposition.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER FOURTEEN
-
-
-I
-
-Franklin Mills was now on better terms with himself than at any time
-since Bruce Storrs’s appearance in town. Open weather had made it
-possible for him to go to Deer Trail once or twice a week for a ride,
-and he walked several miles every day. Leila had agreed to accompany
-him on a trip to Bermuda the first of February. In his absence the
-machinery he had set in motion would be projecting the Hardens a little
-further into the social limelight without his appearing to be concerned
-in it.
-
-He was hoping that the trip would serve effectually to break off
-Thomas’s attentions to Leila, and that within the next year he would
-see her engaged to Carroll. Leila couldn’t be driven; to attempt to
-force the thing would be disastrous. But the thought of her marrying
-Thomas, a divorced man, was abhorrent, while Carroll was in all ways
-acceptable. What Shepherd lacked in force and experience, Carroll would
-bring into the family. Mills was annoyed that he had ever entertained
-a thought that he could be denied anything in life that he greatly
-coveted, or deprived of the comfort and peace he had so long enjoyed.
-He would prolong his Indian Summer; his last years should be his
-happiest.
-
-He enjoyed the knowledge that he exercised, with so little trouble to
-himself, a real power in the community. In a directors’ meeting no one
-spoke with quite his authoritative voice. No other business man in town
-was so thoroughly informed in finance and economics as he. He viewed
-the life of his city with the tranquil delight of a biologist who in
-the quiet of his laboratory studies specimens that have been brought to
-the slide without any effort on his own part. And Mills liked to see
-men squirm--silly men who overreached themselves, pretentious upstarts
-who gestured a great deal with a minimum of accomplishment. Blessed
-with both brains and money, he derived the keenest satisfaction in
-screening himself from contact with the vulgar while he participated in
-the game like an invisible master chess player....
-
-Doctor Lindley had asked him to come in to St. Barnabas to look at the
-Mills Memorial window, which had been restored with Mills’s money. He
-stopped on his way to the office a few days before Christmas and found
-Lindley busy in his study. They went into the church and inspected the
-window, which was quite as good as new. While they were viewing it Mrs.
-Torrence came in, her vivacity subdued to the spirit of the place. She
-was on a committee to provide the Christmas decorations.
-
-“You’re just the man I want to see,” she said to Mills. “I was going to
-call you up. There’s some stuff in your greenhouses I could use if you
-don’t mind.”
-
-“Anything I’ve got! Tell me what you want and I’ll have the people at
-the farm deliver it.”
-
-“That’s fine! I knew you’d be glad to help. The florists are such
-robbers at Christmas.” She scribbled a memorandum of her needs on an
-envelope and left them.
-
-Mills stood with his hand resting on the Mills pew for a last glance
-at the transept window. The church, which had survived all the changes
-compelled by the growth of the city, was to Mills less of a holy place
-than a monument to the past. His grandfather and father had been buried
-from the church; here he had been married, and here Shepherd and Leila
-had been baptized. Leila would want a church wedding.... His thoughts
-transcribed a swift circle; then, remembering that the rector was
-waiting, he followed him into the vestry.
-
-“Can’t you come in for a talk?” asked Lindley after Mills had expressed
-his gratification that the window had been repaired so successfully.
-
-“No; I see there are people waiting for you.” Mills glanced at a row of
-men and women of all ages--a discouraged-looking company ranged along
-the wall outside the study door. One woman with a shawl over her head
-coughed hideously as she tried to quiet a dirty child. “These people
-want advice or other help? I suppose there’s no end to your work.”
-
-“It’s my business to help them,” the rector replied. “They’re all
-strangers--I never saw any of them before. I rather like that--their
-sense of the church standing ready to help them.”
-
-“If they ask for money, what do you do?” asked Mills practically. “Is
-there a fund?”
-
-“Well, I have a contingency fund--yes. Being here in the business
-district, I have constant calls that I don’t feel like turning over to
-the charity society. I deal with them right here the best I can. I make
-mistakes, of course.”
-
-“How much have you in hand now?” Mills asked bluntly. The bedraggled
-child had begun to whimper, and the mother, in hoarse whispers, was
-attempting to silence it.
-
-“Well, I did have about four dollars,” laughed Lindley, “but Mrs.
-Torrence handed me a hundred this morning.”
-
-“I’ll send you a check for a thousand for these emergency cases. When
-it gets low again, let me know.”
-
-“That’s fine, Mills! I can cheer a good many souls with a thousand
-dollars. This is generous of you, indeed!”
-
-“Oh--Lindley!” Mills had reached the street door when he paused and
-retraced his steps. “Just a word--sometime ago in my office I talked to
-you in a way I’ve regretted. I’m afraid I wasn’t quite--quite just, to
-you and the church--to organized religion. I realize, of course, that
-the church----”
-
-“The church,” said Lindley smilingly, “the church isn’t these walls;
-it’s here!” He tapped his breast lightly. “It’s in your heart and mine.”
-
-“That really simplifies the whole thing!” Mills replied, and with a
-little laugh he went on to his office.
-
-He thought it fine of the minister to give audience to the melancholy
-suppliants who sought him for alms and counsel. He didn’t envy Lindley
-his job, but it had to be done by someone. Lindley was really a very
-good fellow indeed, Mills reflected--a useful man in the community, and
-not merely an agreeable table companion and witty after-dinner speaker.
-
-
-II
-
-Before he read his mail Mills dispatched the check for a thousand
-dollars by special messenger. It was a pleasure to help Lindley in his
-work. A man who had to deal with such unpleasant specimens of humanity
-as collected at Lindley’s door shouldn’t be disregarded. He remembered
-having seen Lindley driving about in a rattletrap machine that was
-a disgrace to the parish and the town. It was a reflection upon St.
-Barnabas that its rector was obliged to go about his errands in so
-disreputable a car.
-
-When Carroll came in with some reports Mills told him to see Henderson
-and order a Plantagenet for Lindley to be delivered at the clergyman’s
-house Christmas morning.
-
-Carroll reported a court decision in Illinois sustaining the validity
-of some municipal bonds in which Mills had invested.
-
-“Christmas presents coming in early,” Mills remarked as he read the
-telegram. “I thought I was stung there.”
-
-He approved of the world and its ways. It was a pretty good world,
-after all; a world in which he wielded power, as he liked to wield it,
-quietly, without subjecting himself to the fever and fret of the market
-place. Among other memoranda Carroll had placed on his desk was a list
-of women--old friends of Mrs. Mills--to whom he had sent flowers every
-Christmas since her death. The list was kept in the office files from
-year to year to guard against omissions. Sentiment. Mills liked to
-believe himself singularly blessed with sentiment. He admired himself
-for this fidelity to his wife’s old friends. They probably spoke to one
-another of these annual remembrances as an evidence of the praiseworthy
-feeling he entertained for the old times.
-
-“You told me to keep on picking up Rogers Trust whenever it was in the
-market,” said Carroll. “Gurley called up yesterday and asked if you
-wanted any more. I’ve got two hundred shares here--paid three eighteen.
-They’re closing the transfer books tomorrow so I went ahead without
-consulting you.”
-
-“That part of it’s all right,” Mills remarked, scanning the
-certificate. “Who’s selling this?”
-
-“It was in Gurley’s name--he’d bought it himself.”
-
-“A little queer,” Mills remarked. “There were only a few old
-stockholders who had blocks of two hundred--Larsen, Skinner,
-Saintsbury; and Shep and Leila had the same amount. None of them would
-be selling now. Suppose you step over to the Trust Company and see
-where Gurley got this. It makes no particular difference--I’m just a
-little curious. There’s been no talk about the merger--no gossip?”
-
-“Nothing that I’ve heard. I’m pretty sure Gurley had no inkling of it.
-If he had, of course he wouldn’t have let go at the price he asked.”
-
-When Carroll went out Mills took a turn across the floor. Before
-resuming his chair he stood for a moment at the window looking
-off toward the low hills vaguely limned on the horizon. His mood
-had changed. He greatly disliked to be puzzled. And he was unable
-to account for the fact that Gurley, a broker with whom he rarely
-transacted any business, had become possessed of two hundred shares of
-Roger Trust just at this time.
-
-Larsen, Skinner and Saintsbury were all in the secret of the impending
-merger with the Central States Company. There was Shepherd; he hadn’t
-told Shepherd, but there had been no reason why he should tell Shepherd
-any more than he would have made a confidante of Leila, who probably
-had forgotten that she owned the stock. Having acquired two-thirds of
-the Rogers shares, all that was necessary was to call a meeting of the
-stockholders and put the thing through in accordance with the formula
-already carefully prepared by his lawyers.
-
-When Carroll came back he placed a memorandum on Mills’s desk and
-started to leave the room.
-
-“Just a moment, Carroll”--Mills eyed the paper carefully. “So it was
-Shep who sold to Gurley--is that right?”
-
-“Yes,” Carroll assented. “Gurley only held it a day before he offered
-it to me.”
-
-“Shepherd--um--did Shep tell you he wanted to sell?”
-
-“No; he never mentioned it,” Carroll replied, not relishing Mills’s
-inquiries.
-
-“Call Shep and tell him to stop in this afternoon on his way home,
-and--Carroll”--Mills detained his secretary to impress him with his
-perfect equanimity--“call Mrs. Rawlings and ask how the Judge is. I
-understand he’s had a second stroke. I hate to see these older men
-going----”
-
-“Yes, the Judge has been a great figure,” Carroll replied perfunctorily.
-
-Carroll was troubled. He was fond of Shepherd Mills, recognized the
-young man’s fine qualities and sympathized with his high aims. There
-was something pitiful in the inability of father and son to understand
-each other. And he was not deceived by Franklin Mills’s characteristic
-attempt to conceal his displeasure at Shepherd’s sale of the stock.
-
-It was evident from the manner in which the stock had passed through
-Gurley’s hands that Shepherd wished to hide the fact that he was
-selling. Poor Shep! There could have been no better illustration of
-his failure to understand his father than this. Carroll had watched
-much keener men than Shepherd Mills attempt to deceive Franklin
-Mills. Just why Shepherd should have sold the stock Carroll couldn’t
-imagine. Constance had, perhaps, been overreaching herself. No matter
-what had prompted the sale, Mills would undoubtedly make Shepherd
-uncomfortable about it--not explosively, for Mills never lost his
-perfect self-control--but with his own suave but effective method.
-Carroll wished there were something he could do to save Shep from the
-consequences of his folly in attempting to hide from Franklin Mills a
-transaction so obviously impossible of concealment.
-
-
-III
-
-Shepherd entered his father’s office as he always did, nervous and
-apprehensive.
-
-“Well, Father, how’s everything with you today?” he asked with feigned
-ease.
-
-“All right, Shep,” Mills replied pleasantly as he continued signing
-letters. “Everything all right at the plant?”
-
-“Everything running smoothly, Father.”
-
-“That’s good.” Mills applied the blotter to the last signature and rang
-for the stenographer. When the young woman had taken the letters away
-Mills filled in the assignment on the back of the certificate of stock
-in the Rogers Company which Carroll had brought him that morning and
-pushed it across the desk.
-
-“You seem to have sold your two hundred shares in the Rogers Trust,
-Shep--the two hundred you got from your mother’s estate.”
-
-“Why, yes, Father,” Shepherd stammered, staring at the certificate.
-There was no evidence of irritation in his father’s face; one might
-have thought that Mills was mildly amused by something.
-
-“You had a perfect right to dispose of it, of course. I’m just a trifle
-curious to know why you didn’t mention it to me. It seemed just a
-little--a little--unfriendly, that’s all.”
-
-“No, Father; it wasn’t that!” Shepherd replied hastily.
-
-It had not occurred to him that his father would discover the sale so
-soon. While he hadn’t in so many words asked Gurley to consider the
-transaction a confidential matter, he thought he had conveyed that idea
-to the broker. He felt the perspiration creeping out on his face; his
-hands trembled so that he hid them in his pockets. Mills, his arms on
-the desk, was playing with a glass paper weight.
-
-“How much did Gurley give you for it?” he asked.
-
-“I sold it at two seventy-five,” Shepherd answered. The air of the
-room seemed weighted with impending disaster. An inexorable fate had
-set a problem for him to solve, and his answers, he knew, exposed his
-stupidity. It was like a nightmare in which he saw himself caught in a
-trap without hope of escape.
-
-“It’s worth five hundred,” said Mills with gentle indulgence. “But
-Gurley, in taking advantage of you, blundered badly. I bought it
-from him at three eighteen. And just to show you that I’m a good
-sport”--Mills smiled as he reflected that he had never before applied
-the phrase to himself--“I’m going to sell it back to you at the price
-Gurley paid you. And here’s a blank check,--we can close the matter
-right now.”
-
-Mills pretended to be looking over some papers while Shepherd wrote
-the check, his fingers with difficulty moving the pen. A crisis was at
-hand; or was it a crisis? His fear of his father, his superstitious
-awe of Franklin Mills’s supernatural prescience numbed his will. The
-desk seemed to mark a wide gulf between them. He had frequently
-rehearsed, since his talk with Constance, the scene in which he would
-defend the building of the clubhouse for the battery employees; but
-he was unprepared for this discovery of his purpose. He had meant to
-seize some opportunity, preferably when he could drive his father to
-the battery plant and show him the foundations of the clubhouse, for
-disclosing the fact that he was going ahead, spending his own money.
-It hadn’t occurred to him that Gurley might sell the stock to his
-father. He had made a mess of it. He felt himself cowering, weak and
-ineffectual, before another of those velvety strokes with which his
-father was always able to defeat him.
-
-“You’d better go in early tomorrow and get a new certificate; they’re
-closing the transfer books. The Rogers is merging with the Central
-States--formal announcement will be made early in the new year. The
-combination will make a powerful company. The Rogers lately realized
-very handsomely on some doubtful securities that had been charged off
-several years ago. It was known only on the inside. Gurley thought he
-was making a nice turn for himself, but you see he wasn’t so clever
-after all!”
-
-Shepherd shrank further into himself. It was he who was not clever!
-He hoped to be dismissed like a presumptuous schoolboy caught in an
-attempt to evade the rules. Franklin Mills, putting aside the crystal
-weight, had taken up the ivory paper knife and was drawing it slowly
-through his shapely, well-kept hands.
-
-“I suppose it’s none of my business, Shep, but just why did you sell
-that stock? It was absolutely safe; and I thought that as it came to
-you from your mother, and her father had been one of the original
-incorporators, you would have some sentiment about keeping it. You’re
-not embarrassed in any way, are you? If you’re not able to live within
-your income you ought to come to me about it. You can hardly say that I
-haven’t always stood ready to help when you ran short.”
-
-“Well, no, Father; it wasn’t that. The fact is--well, to tell the
-truth----”
-
-Mills was always annoyed by Shepherd’s stammering. He considered it
-a sign of weakness in his son; something akin to a physical blemish.
-Shepherd frowned and with a jerk of the head began again determinedly,
-speaking slowly.
-
-“I wanted to build that clubhouse for the factory people. I felt that
-they deserved it. You refused to help; I couldn’t make you understand
-how I felt about it. I meant to build it myself--pay for it with my
-own money. So I sold my Rogers stock. I thought after I got the thing
-started you wouldn’t object. You see----”
-
-Shepherd’s eyes had met his father’s gaze, bent upon him coldly, and he
-ceased abruptly.
-
-“Oh, that’s why you sold! My dear boy, I’m surprised and not a little
-grieved that you should think of doing a thing like that. It’s not--not
-quite----”
-
-“Not quite straight!” Shepherd flung the words at him, a gleam of
-defiance in his eyes. “Well, all right! We’ll say it wasn’t square. But
-I did it! And you’ve beaten me. You’ve shown me I’m a fool. I suppose
-that’s what I am. I don’t see things as you do; I wanted to help those
-people--give them a little cheer--brighten their lives--make them more
-contented! But you couldn’t see that! You don’t care for what I think;
-you treat me as though I were a stupid child. I’m only a figurehead at
-the plant. When you ask me questions about the business you do it just
-to check me up--you’ve already got the answers from Fields. Oh, I know
-it! I know what a failure I am!”
-
-He had never before spoken so to his father. Amazed that he had gotten
-through with it, he was horror struck. He sank back in his chair,
-waiting for the sharp reprimand, the violent retort he had invited.
-It would have been a relief if his father had broken out in a violent
-tirade. But Mills had never been more provokingly calm.
-
-“I’m sorry, Shep, that you have this bitterness in your heart.” Mills’s
-tone was that of a man who has heard forbearingly an unjust accusation
-and proceeds patiently to justify himself. “I wouldn’t have you think I
-don’t appreciate your feeling about labor; that’s fine. But I thought
-you accepted my reasons for refusing. I’ve studied these things for
-years. I believe in dealing justly with labor, but we’ve got to be
-careful about mixing business and philanthropy. If you’ll just think
-it over you’ll see that for yourself. We’ve got to be sensible. I’m
-old-fashioned, I suppose, in my way of thinking, but----”
-
-His deprecatory gesture was an appeal to his son to be merciful to a
-sire so hopelessly benighted. Shepherd had hardly taken in what his
-father said. Once more it was borne in upon him that he was no match
-for his father. His anger had fallen upon Franklin Mills as impotently
-as a spent wave breaking upon a stone wall.
-
-“Well, I guess that’s all,” he said faintly.
-
-“One thing more, Shep. There’s another matter I want to speak of.
-It’s occurred to me the past year that you are not happy at the
-battery plant. Frankly, I don’t believe you’re quite adapted to an
-industrial career. The fact is you’re just a little too sensitive,
-too impressionable to deal with labor.” Mills smiled to neutralize
-any sting that might lurk in the remark. “I think you’d be happier
-somewhere else. Now I want someone to represent me in the trust company
-after the merger goes into effect. Carroll is to be the vice-president
-and counsel, perhaps ultimately the president. Fleming did much to
-build up the Rogers and he will continue at the head of the merged
-companies for the present. But he’s getting on in years and is anxious
-to retire. Eventually you and Carroll will run the thing. I never meant
-for you to stay in the battery plant--that was just for the experience.
-Fields will take your place out there. It’s fitting that you should be
-identified with the trust company. I’ve arranged to have you elected a
-vice-president when we complete the reorganization next month--a fine
-opportunity for you, Shep. I hope this meets with your approval.”
-
-Shepherd nodded a bewildered, grudging assent. This was the most
-unexpected of blows. In spite of the fact that his authority at the
-battery plant was, except as to minor routine matters, subordinate to
-that of Fields, he enjoyed his work. He had made many friends among the
-employees and found happiness in counseling and helping them in their
-troubles. He would miss them. To go into a trust company would mean
-beginning a new apprenticeship in a field that in no way attracted him.
-He felt humiliated by the incidental manner of his dismissal from one
-place and appointment to another.
-
-His father went on placidly, speaking of the bright prospects of the
-trust company, which would be the strongest institution of the kind in
-the State. There were many details to be arranged, but the enlargement
-of the Rogers offices to accommodate the combined companies was already
-begun, and Shepherd was to be ready to make the change on the first
-of February. Before he quite realized it his father had glided away
-from the subject and was speaking of social matters--inquiring about a
-reception someone was giving the next night. Shepherd picked up his hat
-and stared at it as though not sure that it belonged to him. His father
-walked round the desk and put out his hand.
-
-“You know, Shep, there’s nothing I have so much at heart as the welfare
-of my children. You married the girl you wanted; I’ve given you this
-experience in the battery company, which will be of value to you in
-your new position, and now I’m sure you’ll realize my best hopes for
-you in what I believe to be a more suitable line of work. I want you
-always to remember it of me that I put the happiness of my children
-before every other consideration.”
-
-“Yes, Father.”
-
-Shepherd passed out slowly through the door that opened directly into
-the hall and, still dazed, reached the street. He wandered about,
-trying to remember where he had parked his car. The city in which he
-was born had suddenly become strange to him. He dreaded going home and
-confessing to Constance that once more he had been vanquished by his
-father. Constance would make her usual effort to cheer him, laugh a
-little at the ease with which his father had frustrated him; tell him
-not to mind. But her very good humor would be galling. He knew what she
-would think of him. He must have time to think before facing Constance.
-If he went to the club it would be to look in upon men intent upon
-their rhum or bridge, who would give him their usual abstracted
-greeting. They cared nothing for him: he was only the son of a wealthy
-father who put him into jobs where he would do the least harm!
-
-
-IV
-
-He must talk to someone. His heart hungered for sympathy and kindness.
-If his father would only treat him as he would treat any other man;
-not as a weakling, a bothersome encumbrance! There was cruelty in the
-reflection that, envied as no doubt he was as the prospective heir to
-a fortune and the inheritor of an honored name, there was no friend to
-whom he could turn in his unhappiness. He passed Doctor Lindley, who
-was talking animatedly to two men on a corner. A man of God, a priest
-charged with the care of souls; but Shepherd felt no impulse to lay
-his troubles before the rector of St. Barnabas, much as he liked him.
-Lindley would probably rebuke him for rebelling against his father’s
-judgments. But there must be someone....
-
-His heart leaped as he thought of Bruce Storrs. The young architect,
-hardly more than an acquaintance, had in their meetings impressed him
-by his good sense and manliness. He would see Storrs.
-
-The elevator shot him up to Freeman’s office. Bruce, preparing to leave
-for the day, put out his hand cordially.
-
-“Mr. Freeman’s gone; but won’t you sit and smoke?”
-
-“No, thanks. Happened to be passing and thought I’d look in. Maybe
-you’ll join me in a little dash into the country. This has been an off
-day with me--everything messy. I suppose you’re never troubled that
-way?”
-
-Bruce saw that something was amiss. Shepherd’s attempt to give an air
-of inadvertence to his call was badly simulated.
-
-“That’s odd!” Bruce exclaimed. “I’m a little on edge myself! Just
-thinking of walking a few miles to pull myself together. What region
-shall we favor with our gloomy presences?”
-
-“That is a question!” Shepherd ejaculated with a mirthless laugh; and
-then striking his hands together as he recalled where he had parked his
-car, he added: “Let’s drive to the river and do our walking out there.
-You won’t mind--sure I’m not making myself a nuisance?”
-
-“Positive!” Bruce declared, though he smothered with some difficulty a
-wish that Shepherd Mills would keep away from him.
-
-It was inconceivable that Shepherd had been drinking, but he was
-clearly laboring under some strong emotional excitement. In offering
-his cigarette case as they waited for the elevator, his hand shook.
-Bruce adopted a chaffing tone as they reached the street, making light
-of the desperate situation in which they found themselves.
-
-“We’re two nice birds! All tuckered out by a few hours’ work. That’s
-what the indoor life brings us to. Henderson got off a good one about
-the new traffic rules--said they’ve got it fixed now so you can’t turn
-anywhere in this town till you get to the cemetery. Suppose the ancient
-Egyptians had a lot of trouble with their chariots--speed devils even
-in those days!”
-
-Shepherd laughed a little wildly now and then at Bruce’s efforts at
-humor. But he said nothing. He drove the car with what for him was
-reckless speed. Bruce good-naturedly chided him, inquiring how he got
-his drag with the police department; but he was trying to adjust
-himself to a Shepherd Mills he hadn’t known before....
-
-They crossed a bridge and Shepherd stopped the car at the roadside.
-“Let’s walk,” he said tensely. “I’ve got to talk--I’ve _got_ to talk.”
-
-“All right, we’ll walk and talk!” Bruce agreed in the tone of one
-indulging a child’s whims.
-
-“I wanted to come to the river,” Shepherd muttered. “I like being where
-there’s water.”
-
-“Many people don’t!” Bruce said, thinking his companion was joking.
-
-“A river is kind; a river is friendly,” Shepherd added in the curious
-stifled voice of one who is thinking aloud. “Water always soothes
-me--quiets my nerves”--he threw his hand out. “It seems so free!”
-
-It was now dark and the winter stars shone brightly over the
-half-frozen stream. Bruce remembered that somewhere in the neighborhood
-he had made his last stop before entering the city; overcome his
-last doubt and burned his mother’s letters that he had borne on his
-year-long pilgrimage. And he was here again by the river with the son
-of Franklin Mills!
-
-Intent upon his own thoughts, he was hardly conscious that Shepherd had
-begun to speak, with a curious dogged eagerness, in a high strained
-voice that broke now and then in a sob. It was of his father that
-Shepherd was speaking--of Franklin Mills. He was a disappointment to
-his father; there was no sympathy between them. He had never wanted to
-go into business but had yielded in good spirit when his father opposed
-his studying medicine. At the battery plant he performed duties of
-no significance; the only joy he derived from the connection was in
-the friendship of the employees, and he was now to be disciplined for
-wanting to help them. His transfer to the trust company was only a
-punishment; in the new position he would merely repeat his experience
-in the factory--find himself of less importance than the office boy.
-
-They paced back and forth at the roadside, hardly aware of occasional
-fast-flying cars whose headlights fell upon them for a moment
-and left them again to the stars. When the first passion of his
-bitter indignation had spent itself, Shepherd admitted his father’s
-generosity. There was no question of money; his father wished him to
-live as became the family dignity. Constance was fine; she was the
-finest woman alive, he declared with a quaver in his voice. But she
-too had her grievances; his father was never fair to Constance. Here
-Shepherd caught himself up sharply. It was the widening breach between
-himself and his father that tore his heart, and Constance had no part
-in that.
-
-“I’m stupid; I don’t catch things quickly,” he went on wearily. “But
-I’ve tried to learn; I’ve done my best to please father. But it’s no
-good! I give it up!”
-
-Bruce, astounded and dismayed by this long recital, was debating what
-counsel he could offer. He could not abandon Shepherd Mills in his
-dark hour. The boy--he seemed only that tonight, a miserable, tragic
-boy--had opened his heart with a child’s frankness. Bruce, remembering
-his own unhappy hours, resolved to help Shepherd Mills if he could.
-
-Their stay by the river must not be prolonged; Shepherd was shivering
-with cold. Bruce had never before been so conscious of his own physical
-strength. He wished that he might confer it upon Shepherd--add to his
-stature, broaden the narrow shoulders that were so unequal to heavy
-burdens! It was, he felt, a critical hour in Shepherd Mills’s life; the
-wrong word might precipitate a complete break in his relations with
-his father. Franklin Mills, as Bruce’s imagination quickened under the
-mystical spell of the night, loomed beside them--a shadowy figure,
-keeping step with them on the dim bank where the wind mourned like an
-unhappy spirit through the sycamores.
-
-“I had no right to bother you; you must think me a fool,” Shepherd
-concluded. “But it’s helped me, just to talk. I don’t know why I
-thought you wouldn’t mind----”
-
-“Of course I don’t mind!” Bruce replied, and laid his hand lightly on
-Shepherd’s shoulder. “I’m pleased that you thought of me; I want to
-help. Now, old man, we’re going to pull you right out of this! It’s
-disagreeable to fumble the ball as we all do occasionally. But this
-isn’t so terrible! That was a fine idea of yours to build a clubhouse
-for the workmen: but on the other hand there’s something to be said
-for your father’s reasons against it. And frankly, I think you made a
-mistake in selling your stock without speaking to him first. It wasn’t
-quite playing the game.”
-
-“Yes; I can see that,” Shepherd assented faintly. “But you see I’d got
-my mind on it; and I wanted to make things happier for those people.”
-
-“Of course you did! And it’s too bad your father doesn’t feel about it
-as you do. But he doesn’t; and it’s one of the hardest things we have
-to learn in this world, that we’ve got to accommodate ourselves very
-often to other people’s ideas. That’s life, old man!”
-
-“I suppose you’re right; but I do nothing but blunder. I never put
-anything over.”
-
-“Oh, yes, you do! You said a bit ago your father didn’t want you to
-marry the girl you were in love with; but you did! That scored for you.
-And about the clubhouse, it’s hard to give it up; but we passionate
-idealists have got to learn to wait! Your day will come to do a lot for
-humanity.”
-
-“No! I’m done! I’m going away; I want a chance to live my own life.
-It’s hell, I tell you, never to be free; to be pushed into subordinate
-jobs I hate. By God, I won’t go into the trust company!”
-
-The oath, probably the first he had ever uttered, cut sharply into
-the night. To Bruce it hinted of unsuspected depths of passion in
-Shepherd’s nature. The sense of his own responsibility deepened.
-
-Shepherd, surprised and ashamed of his outburst, sought and clutched
-Bruce’s hand.
-
-“Steady, boy!” said Bruce gently. “You’ll _take_ the job and you’ll go
-into it with all the pep you can muster! It offers you a bigger chance
-than the thing you’ve been doing. All kinds of people carry their
-troubles to a trust company. Such institutions have a big benevolent
-side,--look after widows and orphans and all that sort of thing. If you
-want to serve humanity you couldn’t put yourself in a better place!
-I’m serious about that. And with Carroll there you’ll be treated with
-respect; you can raise the devil if anybody tries any foolishness!
-Why, your father’s promoting you--showing his confidence in a pretty
-fine way. He might better have told you of his plans earlier--I grant
-that--but he probably thought he’d save it for a surprise. It was
-pretty decent of him to sell you back your stock. A mean, grasping man
-would have kept it and swiped the profit. You’ve got to give him credit
-for trying to do the square thing by you.”
-
-“It was a slap in the face; he meant to humiliate me!” cried Shepherd
-stubbornly.
-
-“All right; assume he did! But don’t be humiliated!”
-
-“You’d stand for it? You wouldn’t make a row?” demanded Shepherd
-quaveringly.
-
-“No: decidedly no!”
-
-“Well, I guess you’re right,” Shepherd replied after a moment’s
-silence. “It doesn’t seem so bad the way you put it. I’m sorry I’ve
-kept you so long. I’ll never forget this; you’ve been mighty kind.”
-
-“I think I’ve been right,” said Bruce soberly.
-
-He was thinking of Franklin Mills--his father and Shepherd’s. There was
-something grotesque in the idea that he was acting as a conciliator
-between Franklin Mills and this son who had so little of the Mills iron
-in his blood. The long story had given him still another impression
-of Mills. It was despicable, his trampling of Shepherd’s toys, his
-calm destruction of the boy’s dreams. But even so, Bruce felt that his
-advice had been sound. A complete break with his father would leave
-Shepherd helpless; and public opinion would be on the father’s side.
-
-Shepherd struck a match and looked at his watch.
-
-“It’s nearly seven!” he exclaimed. “Connie won’t know what’s become
-of me! I think she’s having a Dramatic Club rehearsal at the house
-tonight.”
-
-“That’s good. We’ll stop at the first garage and you can telephone
-her. Tell her you’re having dinner with me at the club. And--may I
-say it?--never tell her of your bad hour today. That’s better kept to
-ourselves.”
-
-“Of course!”
-
-With head erect Shepherd walked to the car. His self-confidence was
-returning. Before they reached the club his spirits were soaring. He
-was even eager to begin his work with the trust company.
-
-After a leisurely dinner he drove Bruce home. When he said good-night
-at the entrance to the apartment house he grasped both Bruce’s hands
-and clung to them.
-
-“Nothing like this ever really happened to me before,” he said
-chokingly. “I’ve found a friend!”
-
-They remained silent for a moment. Then Bruce looked smilingly into
-Shepherd’s gentle, grateful eyes and turned slowly into the house.
-The roar of Shepherd’s car as it started rose jubilantly in the quiet
-street.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER FIFTEEN
-
-
-I
-
-Duty was a large word in Franklin Mills’s lexicon. It pleased him to
-think that he met all his obligations as a parent and a citizen. In
-his own cogitations he was well satisfied with his handling of his
-son Shepherd. Shepherd had needed just the lesson he had given him
-in the matter of the sale of the Rogers Trust Company stock. Mills,
-not knowing that Bruce Storrs was responsible for Shepherd’s change
-of mind, was highly pleased that his son had expressed his entire
-satisfaction with his transfer from the battery plant to the new trust
-company.
-
-The fact that Shepherd was now eager to begin his new work and
-evidently had forgotten all about the community house project increased
-Mills’s contentment with his own wisdom and his confidence in his
-ability to make things happen as he wanted them to happen. Shepherd
-was not so weak; he was merely foolish, and being foolish, it was
-lucky that he had a father capable of checking his silly tendencies.
-The world would soon be in a pretty mess if all the sons of rich men
-were to begin throwing their money to the birds. In the trust company
-Shepherd would learn to think in terms of money without the emotional
-disturbances caused by contact with the hands that produced it.
-Shepherd, Mills felt, would be all right now. Incidentally he had
-taught the young man not to attempt to play tricks on him--something
-which no one had ever tried with success.
-
-The social promotion of the Hardens was proceeding smoothly, thanks
-to Connie’s cooperation. Mrs. Harden had been elected a member of the
-Orphan Asylum board, which in itself conferred a certain dignity.
-Leila and Connie had effected Millicent’s election to the Dramatic
-Club. These matters were accomplished without friction, as Mills
-liked to have things done. Someone discovered that Doctor Harden’s
-great-grandfather, back in the year of the big wind, had collected more
-bounties for wolf scalps than had ever been earned by any other settler
-in Jackson County, and the Doctor was thereupon admitted to fellowship
-in the Pioneer Society. The Hardens did not climb; they were pushed up
-the ladder, seemingly by unseen hands, somewhat to their own surprise
-and a little to their discomfiture.
-
-
-II
-
-The only cloud on Mills’s horizon was his apprehension as to Leila’s
-future. Mills was increasingly aware that she couldn’t be managed as
-he managed Shepherd. He had gone as far as he dared in letting Carroll
-know that he would be an acceptable son-in-law, and he had perhaps
-intimated a little too plainly to Leila the desirability of such an
-arrangement. Carroll visited the house frequently; but Leila snubbed
-him outrageously. When it pleased her to accept his attentions it
-was merely, Mills surmised, to allay suspicion as to her interest
-elsewhere. It was his duty to see that Leila married in keeping with
-her status as the daughter of the house of Mills.
-
-In analyzing his duty with respect to Leila, it occurred to Mills
-that he might have been culpable in not laying more stress upon the
-merits of religion in the upbringing of Leila. She had gone to Sunday
-school in her earliest youth; but churchgoing was not to her taste.
-He was unable to remember when Leila had last attended church, but
-never voluntarily within his recollection. She needed, he decided,
-the sobering influence of religion. God, in Mills’s speculations,
-was on the side of order, law and respectability. The church frowned
-upon divorce; and Leila must be saved from the disgrace of marrying a
-divorced man. Leila needed religion, and the idea broadened in Mills’s
-mind until he saw that probably Constance and Shepherd, too, would be
-safer under the protecting arm of the church.
-
-The Sunday following Christmas seemed to Mills a fitting time for
-renewing the family’s acquaintance with St. Barnabas. When he
-telephoned his invitation to Constance, carefully putting it in the
-form of a suggestion, he found his daughter-in-law wholly agreeable
-to the idea. She and Shepherd would be glad to breakfast with him and
-accompany him to divine worship. When he broached the matter to Leila
-she did not explode as he had expected. She took a cigarette from her
-mouth and expelled the smoke from her lungs.
-
-“Sure, I’ll go with you, Dada,” she replied.
-
-He had suggested nine as a conservative breakfast hour, but Constance
-and Shepherd were fifteen minutes late. Leila was considerably later,
-but appeared finally, after the maid had twice been dispatched to her
-room. Having danced late, she was still sleepy. At the table she
-insisted on scanning the society page of the morning newspaper. This
-annoyed Mills, particularly when in spreading out the sheet she upset
-her water glass, with resulting deplorable irrigation of the tablecloth
-and a splash upon Connie’s smart morning dress that might or might not
-prove permanently disfiguring. Mills hated a messy table. He also hated
-criticism of food. Leila’s complaint that the scalloped sweetbreads
-were too dry evoked the pertinent retort that if she hadn’t been late
-they wouldn’t have been spoiled.
-
-“I guess that’ll hold me for a little while,” she said cheerfully. “I
-say, Dada, what do we get for going to church?”
-
-“You’ll get what you need from Doctor Lindley,” Mills replied, frowning
-at the butler, who was stupidly oblivious of the fact that the flame
-under the percolator was threatening a general conflagration. Shepherd,
-in trying to clap on the extinguisher, burned his fingers and emitted
-a shrill cry of pain. All things considered, the breakfast was hardly
-conducive to spiritual uplift.
-
-It was ten minutes after eleven when the Millses reached St. Barnabas
-and the party went down the aisle pursued by an usher to the chanting
-of the _Venite, exultemus Domino_. The usher, caught off guard, was
-guiltily conscious of having a few minutes before filled the Mills
-pew with strangers in accordance with the rule that reserved seats
-for their owners only until the processional. Mills, his silk hat on
-his arm, had not foreseen such a predicament. He paused in perplexity
-beside the ancestral pew in which five strangers were devoutly
-reinforcing the chanting of the choir, happily unaware that they were
-trespassers upon the property of Franklin Mills.
-
-The courteous usher lifted his hand to indicate his mastery of the
-situation and guided the Mills party in front of the chancel to seats
-in the south transept. This maneuver had the effect of publishing to
-the congregation the fact that Franklin Mills, his son, daughter-in-law
-and daughter, were today breaking an abstinence from divine worship
-which regular attendants knew to have been prolonged.
-
-Constance, Leila and Shepherd knelt at once; Mills remained standing. A
-lady behind him thrust a prayer book into his hand. In trying to find
-his glasses he dropped the book, which Leila, much diverted, recovered
-as she rose. This was annoying and added to Mills’s discomfiture
-at being planted in the front seat of the transept where the whole
-congregation could observe him at leisure.
-
-However, by the time the proper psalms for the day had been read he had
-recovered his composure and listened attentively to Doctor Lindley’s
-sonorous reading of the lessons. His seat enabled him to contemplate
-the Mills memorial window in the north transept, a fact which mitigated
-his discomfort at being deprived of the Mills pew.
-
-Leila stifled a yawn as the rector introduced as the preacher for the
-day a missionary bishop who had spent many years in the Orient. Mills
-had always been impatient of missionary work among peoples who, as
-he viewed the matter, were entitled to live their lives and worship
-their gods without interference by meddlesome foreigners. But the
-discourse appealed strongly to his practical sense. He saw in the
-schools and hospitals established by the church in China a splendid
-advertisement of American good will and enterprise. Such philanthropies
-were calculated to broaden the market for American trade. When Doctor
-Lindley announced that the offerings for the day would go to the
-visitor to assist in the building of a new hospital in his far-away
-diocese, Mills found a hundred dollar bill to lay on the plate....
-
-
-III
-
-As they drove to Shepherd’s for dinner he good-naturedly combated
-Constance’s assertion that Confucius was as great a teacher as Christ.
-Leila said she’d like to adopt a Chinese baby; the Chinese babies in
-the movies were always so cute. Shepherd’s philanthropic nature had
-been deeply impressed by the idea of reducing human suffering through
-foreign missions. He announced that he would send the bishop a check.
-
-“Well, I claim it was a good sermon,” said Leila. “That funny old bird
-talked a hundred berries out of Dada.”
-
-When they reached the table, Mills reproved Leila for asserting that
-she guessed she was a Buddhist. She confessed under direct examination
-that she knew nothing about Buddhism but thought it might be worth
-taking up sometime.
-
-“Millie says there’s nothing in the Bible so wonderful as the world
-itself,” Leila continued. “Millie has marvelous ideas. Talk about
-miracles--she says the grass and the sunrise are miracles.”
-
-“Millie is such a dear,” Constance murmured in a tone that implied a
-lack of enthusiasm for grass and sunrises.
-
-“Millicent has a poetic nature,” Mills remarked, finding himself
-self-conscious at the mention of Millicent. Millicent’s belief in
-a Supreme Power that controls the circling planets and guides the
-destinies of man was interesting because Millicent held it and talked
-of it charmingly.
-
-“_Did_ you see that outlandish hat Mrs. Charlie Felton was sporting?”
-Leila demanded with cheerful irrelevance. “I’ll say it’s some hat! She
-ought to hire a blind woman to buy her clothes.”
-
-“I didn’t see anything the matter with her hat,” remarked Shepherd.
-
-“You _wouldn’t_, dear!” said Constance.
-
-“Who’s Charlie Felton?” asked Mills. “It seemed to me I didn’t know a
-dozen people in church this morning.”
-
-“Oh, the Feltons have lately moved here from Racine, Fond du Lac or St.
-Louis--one of those queer Illinois towns.”
-
-“Those towns may be queer,” said her father gently. “But they are not
-in Illinois.”
-
-“Oh, well, give them to Kansas, then,” said Leila, who was never
-disturbed by her errors in geography or any other department of
-knowledge. “You know,” she continued, glad the conversation had been
-successfully diverted from religion, “that Freddy Thomas was in college
-with Charlie Felton and Freddy says Mrs. Felton isn’t as bad as her
-hats.”
-
-Mills frowned. Shepherd laughed at this more joyously than the remark
-deserved and stammeringly tried to cover up the allusion to Thomas. It
-was sheer impudence for Leila to introduce into the Sunday table talk
-a name that could only irritate her father; but before Shepherd could
-make himself articulate Mills looked up from his salad.
-
-“_Freddy?_ I didn’t know you were so intimate with anyone of that name.”
-
-This was not, of course, strictly true. Leila always referred to Thomas
-as Freddy; she found a mischievous delight in doing so before her
-father. Since she became aware of her father’s increasing displeasure
-at Thomas’s attentions and knew that the young man’s visits at the
-house were a source of irritation, she had been meeting Thomas at
-the homes of one or another of her friends whose discretion could be
-relied on, or at the public library or the Art Institute--it was a joke
-that Leila should have availed herself of these institutions for any
-purpose! Constance in giving her an admonitory prod under the table
-inadvertently brushed her father-in-law’s shin.
-
-“I meant Mr. Frederick Thomas, Dada,” Leila replied, her gentle tone in
-itself a species of impudence.
-
-“I hope you are about done with that fellow,” said Mills, frowning.
-
-“Sure, Dada, I’m about through with him,” she replied with intentional
-equivocation.
-
-“I should think you would be! I don’t like the idea of your name being
-associated with his!”
-
-“Well, it isn’t, is it?”
-
-Mills disliked being talked back to. His annoyance was increased by the
-fact that he had been unable to learn anything detrimental to Thomas
-beyond the fact that the man had been divorced. The decree of divorce,
-he had learned in Chicago, was granted to Thomas though his wife had
-brought the suit. While not rich, Thomas was well-to-do, and when it
-came to the question of age, Arthur Carroll was a trifle older. But
-Leila should marry Carroll. Carroll was ideally qualified to enter the
-family by reason of his familiarity with its history and traditional
-conservatism. He knew and respected the Franklin Mills habit of mind,
-and this in itself was an asset. Mills had no intention of being
-thwarted in his purpose to possess Carroll as a son-in-law....
-
-Gloom settled over the table. Mills, deeply preoccupied, ate his
-dessert in silence. Leila presented a much more serious and pressing
-problem than foreign missions. Constance strove vainly to dispel the
-cloud. Leila alone seemed untroubled; she repeated a story that Bud
-Henderson had told her which was hardly an appropriate addendum for
-a missionary sermon. Her father rebuked her sternly. If there was
-anything that roused his ire it was a risqué story.
-
-“One might think,” he said severely, “that you were brought up in a
-slum from the way you talk. The heathen are not all in China!”
-
-“Well, it is a funny story,” Leila persisted. “I told it to Doctor
-Harden and he almost died laffin’. Doc certainly knows a joke. You’re
-not angry--not really, terribly angry at your ’ittle baby girl, is ’ou,
-Dada?”
-
-“I most certainly am!” he retorted grimly. A moment later he added:
-“Well, let’s go to Deer Trail for supper. Connie, you and Shep are free
-for the evening, I hope?”
-
-“We’ll be glad to go, of course,” Constance replied amiably.
-
-
-IV
-
-The Sunday evening suppers at Deer Trail were usually discontinued
-after Christmas, and Leila was taken aback by the announcement. Her
-father had not, she noted, shown his usual courtesy in asking her if
-she cared to go. She correctly surmised that the proposed flight into
-the country was intended as a disciplinary measure for her benefit.
-She had promised to meet Thomas at the Burtons’ at eight o’clock, and
-he could hardly have hit upon anything better calculated to awaken
-resentment in her young breast. She began to consider the hazards of
-attempting to communicate with Thomas to explain her inability to keep
-the appointment. As there were to be no guests, the evening at Deer
-Trail promised to be an insufferably dull experience and she must dodge
-it if possible.
-
-“Oh, don’t let’s do that!” she said. “It’s too cold, Dada. And the
-house is always drafty in the winter!”
-
-“Drafty!” Her father stared at her blandly. The country house was
-steam-heated and this was the first time he had ever heard that it was
-drafty. The suggestion of drafts was altogether unfortunate. “Had you
-any engagement for this evening?” he asked.
-
-“Oh, I promised Mrs. Torrence I’d go there for supper--she’s having
-some people in to do some music. It’s just an informal company, but I
-hate dropping out.”
-
-Constance perceptibly shuddered.
-
-“When did she give this invitation?” asked Mills, with the utmost
-urbanity.
-
-“Oh, I met her downtown yesterday. It’s no great matter, Dada. If
-you’re making a point of it, I’ll be glad to go to the farm!”
-
-“Mrs. Torrence must be a quick traveler,” her father replied, entirely
-at ease. “I met her myself yesterday morning. She was just leaving for
-Louisville and didn’t expect to be back until Tuesday.”
-
-“How funny!” Leila ejaculated, though she had little confidence in her
-ability to give a humorous aspect to her plight. She bent her head in
-the laugh of self-derision which she had frequently employed in easing
-her way out of similar predicaments with her father. This time it
-merely provoked an ironic smile.
-
-Mills, from the extension telephone in the living room, called Deer
-Trail to give warning of the approach of four guests for supper; there
-was no possible escape from this excursion. Thomas filled Leila’s
-thoughts. He had been insisting that they be married before the
-projected trip to Bermuda. The time was short and she was uncertain
-whether to take the step now or postpone it in the hope of winning her
-father’s consent in the intimate association of their travels.
-
-Today Mills’s cigar seemed to be of interminable length. As he smoked
-he talked in the leisurely fashion he enjoyed after a satisfactory
-meal, and Constance never made the mistake of giving him poor food.
-He had caught Leila in a lie--a stupid, foolish lie; but no one would
-have guessed that it had impressed him disagreeably or opened a new
-train of suspicions in his mind. Constance was admiring his perfect
-self-restraint; Franklin Mills, no matter what else he might or might
-not be, was a thoroughbred.
-
-“If you don’t have to stop at home, Leila, we can start from here,” he
-said--“at three o’clock.”
-
-“Yes, Dada. I’m all set!” she replied.
-
-Constance and Shepherd left the room and Leila was prepared for a sharp
-reprimand, but her father merely asked whether she had everything
-necessary for the Bermuda trip. He had his steamer reservation and they
-would go to New York a few days ahead of the sailing date to see the
-new plays and she could pick up any little things she needed.
-
-“Arthur’s going East at the same time. We have some business errands in
-New York,” he continued in a matter of course tone.
-
-She was aware that he had mentioned Carroll with special intention, and
-it added nothing to her peace of mind.
-
-“That’s fine, Dada,” she said, reaching for a fresh cigarette. “Arthur
-can take me to some of the new dancing places. Arthur’s a good little
-hopper.”
-
-She felt moved to try to gloss over her blunder in pretending to have
-an engagement that evening with Helen Torrence, but her intuitions
-warned her that the time was not fortunate for the practice of her
-familiar cajoleries upon her father. She realized that she had outgrown
-her knack of laughing herself out of her troubles; and she had never
-before been trapped so neatly. Like Shepherd, she felt that in dealing
-with her father she never knew what was in his mind until he laid his
-cards on the table--laid them down with the serenity of one who knows
-thoroughly the value of his hand.
-
-She was deeply in love with Thomas and craved sympathy and help; but
-she felt quite as Shepherd always did, her father’s remoteness and the
-closing of the common avenues of communication between human beings.
-He had always indulged her, shown kindness even when he scolded and
-protested against her conduct; but she felt that his heart was as
-inaccessible as a safety box behind massive steel doors. On the drive
-to Deer Trail she took little part in the talk, to which Shepherd
-and Constance tried, with indifferent success, to impart a light and
-cheery tone. When they reached the country house, which derived a
-fresh picturesqueness from the snowy fields about it, Mills left them,
-driving on to the stables for a look at his horses.
-
-“Well, that was some break!” exclaimed Constance the moment they were
-within doors. “Everybody in town knows Helen is away. You ought to have
-known it yourself! I never knew you to do anything so clumsy as that!”
-
-“Oh, shoot! I didn’t want to come out here today. It’s a bore; nobody
-here and nothing to do. And I object to being punished like a child!”
-
-“You needn’t have lied to your father; that was inexcusable,” said
-Constance. “If you’ve got to do such a thing, please don’t do it when
-I’m around!”
-
-“See here, sis,” began Shepherd with a prolonged sibilant stutter,
-“let’s be frank about this! You know this thing of meeting Fred Thomas
-at other people’s houses is no good. You’ve got to stop it! Father
-would be terribly cut up if he found you out. You may be sure he
-suspects something now, after that foolish break about going to Helen
-Torrence’s.”
-
-“Well, I haven’t said I was going to meet anyone, have I?” Leila
-demanded defiantly.
-
-“You don’t have to. There are other people just as clever as you are,”
-Constance retorted, jerking off her gloves.
-
-“I can’t imagine what you see in Thomas,” Shepherd persisted.
-
-“I don’t care if you don’t. It’s my business what I see in him.” Leila
-nervously lighted a cigarette. “Freddy’s a fine fellow; father doesn’t
-know a thing against him!”
-
-“If you marry him you’ll break father’s heart,” Shepherd declared
-solemnly.
-
-“His heart!” repeated Leila with fine contempt. “You needn’t think
-he’s going to treat me as he treats you. I won’t stand for it! How
-about that clubhouse you wanted to build--how about this sudden idea of
-taking you out of the battery business and sticking you into the trust
-company? You didn’t want to change, did you? He didn’t ask you if you
-wanted to move, did he? I’ll say he didn’t! That’s dada all over--he
-doesn’t ask you; he tells you! And I’m not a child to be sent to bed
-whenever his majesty gets peevish.”
-
-“Don’t be ridiculous!” said Constance with a despairing sigh. “You’re
-going to make trouble for all of us if you don’t drop Freddy!”
-
-“You tell _me_ not to make trouble!”
-
-Leila’s eyes flashed her scorn of the idea and something more. Her
-words had the effect of bringing a deep flush to Constance’s face.
-Constance walked to the fire and sat down. There was no counting on
-Leila’s discretion; and if she eloped with Thomas the town would hum
-with talk about the whole Mills family.
-
-“Now, Leila,” began Shepherd, who had not noticed his wife’s
-perturbation or understood the nature of the spiteful little stab that
-caused it. “You’d better try to square yourself with father.”
-
-“I see myself trying! You two make me tired! Please don’t talk to me
-any more!”
-
-
-V
-
-She waited until Constance and Shepherd had found reading matter and
-were settled before the fireplace, and then with the remark that
-she wanted to fix her hair, went upstairs; and after closing a door
-noisily to allay suspicions, went cautiously down the back stairs to
-the telephone in the butler’s pantry. Satisfying herself by a glance
-through the window that her father was still at the stables, she called
-Thomas’s number and explained her inability to go to the Burtons’ where
-they had planned to meet. Happy to hear his voice, she talked quite as
-freely as though speaking to him face to face, and his replies over the
-wire soothed and comforted her....
-
-“No, dear; there’d only be a row if you asked father now. You’ll have
-to take my word for that, Freddy.”
-
-“I’m not so sure of that--if he knows you love me!”
-
-“Of course I love you, Freddy!”
-
-“Then let us be married and end all this bother. You’re of age; there’s
-nothing to prevent us. I’d a lot rather have it out with your father
-now. I know I can convince him that I’m respectable and able to take
-care of you. I’ve got the record of the divorce case; there’s nothing
-in it I’m ashamed of.”
-
-“That’s all right enough; but the very mention of it would make him
-furious. We’ve talked of this a hundred times, Freddy, and I’m not
-going to let you make that mistake. We’re going to wait a little
-longer!”
-
-“You won’t go back on me?”
-
-“Never, Freddy!”
-
-“You might meet someone on the trip you’d like better. I’m going to be
-terribly nervous about you!”
-
-“Then you don’t trust me! If you don’t trust me you don’t love me!”
-
-“Don’t be so foolish. I’m mad about you. And I’m sick of all this
-sneaking round for a chance to see you!”
-
-“Be sensible, dear; it’s just as hard for me as it is for you. And
-people _are_ talking!”
-
-In her absorption she had forgotten the importance of secrecy and the
-danger of being overheard. The swing doors had creaked several times,
-but she had attributed this to suction from an open window in the
-kitchen. Constance and Shepherd would wonder at her absence; the talk
-must not be prolonged.
-
-“I’ve got to go!” she added hurriedly.
-
-“Say you care--that you’re not just putting me off----”
-
-“I love you, Freddy! Please be patient. Remember, I love you with all
-my heart! Yes, always!”
-
-As she hung up the receiver she turned round to face her father. He had
-entered the house through the kitchen and might or might not have heard
-part of her dialogue with Thomas. But she was instantly aware that her
-last words, in the tense, lover-like tone in which she had spoken them,
-were enough to convict her.
-
-“Hello, Dada! How’s the live stock?” she asked with poorly feigned
-carelessness as she hung the receiver on the hook.
-
-Mills, his overcoat flung over his arm, his hat pushed back from his
-forehead, eyed her with a cold stare.
-
-“Why are you telephoning here?” he demanded.
-
-“No reasons. I didn’t want to disturb Connie and Shep. They’re reading
-in the living-room.”
-
-“That’s very thoughtful of you, I’m sure!”
-
-“I thought so myself,” she replied, and took a step toward the
-dining-room door. He flung out his arm arrestingly.
-
-“Just a moment, please!”
-
-“Oh, hours--if you want them!”
-
-“I overheard some of your speeches. To whom were you speaking--tell me
-the truth!”
-
-“Don’t be so fierce about it! And do take off your hat! You look so
-funny with your hat stuck on the back of your head that way!”
-
-“Never mind my hat! It will be much better for you not to trifle with
-me. Who was on the other end of that telephone?”
-
-“What if I don’t tell you?” she demanded.
-
-“I want an answer to my question! You told me one falsehood today; I
-don’t want to hear another!”
-
-“Well, you won’t! I was talking to Mr. Frederick V. Thomas!”
-
-“I thought as much. Now I’ve told you as plainly as I know how
-that you’ve got to drop that fellow. He’s a scoundrel to force his
-attentions on you. I haven’t wanted to bring matters to an issue with
-you about him. I’ve been patient with you--let him come to the house
-and go about with you. But you’ve not played fair with me. When I told
-you I didn’t like his coming to the house so much you began meeting
-him when you thought I wouldn’t know it--that’s a fact, isn’t it?”
-
-“Yes, Dada--only a few times, though.”
-
-“May I ask what you mean by that? That a girl brought up as you
-have been, with every advantage and indulgence, should be so basely
-ungrateful as to meet a man I disapprove of--meet him in ways that show
-you know you’re doing a wrong thing--is beyond my understanding. It’s
-contemptible; it’s close upon the unpardonable!”
-
-“Then why don’t you act decently about it?” She lifted her head and met
-his gaze unwaveringly. “If you didn’t hear what I said I’ll tell you! I
-told him I love him; I’ve promised to marry him.”
-
-“Well, you won’t marry him!” he exclaimed, his voice quavering in
-his effort to restrain his anger. “A man who’s left a wife somewhere
-and plays upon the sympathy of a credulous young girl like you is a
-contemptible hound!”
-
-“All right, then! He’s a contemptible hound!”
-
-Her insolence, her refusal to cower before him, increased his
-anger. His time-tried formula for meeting emergencies by superior
-strategy--the method that worked so well with his son--was of no use to
-him here. He had lost a point in letting her see that for once in his
-life his temper had got the better of him. He had been too tolerant of
-her faults; the bills for his indulgence were coming in now--a large
-sheaf of them. She must be handled with care--with very great caution,
-indeed; thus far in his life he had got what he wanted, and it was not
-for a girl whom he saw only as a spoiled child to circumvent him.
-
-But he realized at this moment that Leila was no longer a child. She
-was not only a woman, but a woman it would be folly to attempt to drive
-or frighten. He was alarmed by the composure with which she waited for
-the further disclosure of his purposes, standing with her back against
-the service shelf, eyeing him half hostilely, half, he feared, with a
-hope that he would carry the matter further and open his guard for a
-thrust he was not prepared to parry. He was afraid of her, but she must
-not know that he was afraid.
-
-He took off his hat and let it swing at arm’s length as he considered
-how to escape with dignity from the corner into which she had forced
-him. Sentiment is a natural refuge of the average man when other
-resources fail. He smiled benevolently, and with a quick lifting of the
-head remarked:
-
-“This isn’t the way for us to talk to each other. We’ve always been
-the best of friends; nothing’s going to change that. I trust your good
-sense--I trust”--here his voice sank under the weight of emotion--“I
-trust your love for me--your love for your dear mother’s memory--to do
-nothing to grieve me, nothing that would hurt her.”
-
-“Yes, Dada,” she said absently, not sure how far she could trust his
-mood. Then she walked up to him and drew her hand across his cheek
-and gave his tie a twitch. He drew his arm about her and kissed her
-forehead.
-
-“Let this be between ourselves,” he said. “I’ll go around and come in
-the front way.”
-
-She went up the back stairs and reappeared in the living-room,
-whistling. Constance and Shepherd were still reading before the fire
-where she had left them.
-
-After supper--served at the dining-room table tonight--Leila was
-unwontedly silent, and the attempts of Constance and Shepherd to be gay
-were sadly deficient in spontaneity. Mills’s Sunday, which had begun
-with high hopes, had been bitterly disappointing. Though outwardly
-tranquil and unbending a little more than usual, his mind was elsewhere.
-
-
-VI
-
-The happy life manifestly was not to be won merely by going to church.
-At the back of his mind, with all his agnosticism, he had entertained
-a superstitious belief that in Christianity there was some secret of
-happiness revealed to those who placed themselves receptively close
-to the throne of grace. This was evidently a mistake; or at least it
-was clear from the day’s experience that the boon was less easy of
-attainment than he had believed.
-
-He recalled what the rector of St. Barnabas had said to him the morning
-he had gone in to inspect the Mills window--that walls do not make
-the church, that the true edifice is within man’s own breast. Lindley
-shouldn’t say things like that, to perplex the hearer, baffle him,
-create a disagreeable uneasiness! This hint of a God whose tabernacle
-is in every man’s heart was displeasing. Mills didn’t like the idea
-of carrying God around with him. To grant any such premise would be
-to open the way for doubts as to his omnipotence in his own world;
-and Franklin Mills was not ready for that. He groped for a deity
-who wouldn’t be a nuisance, like a disagreeable guest in the house,
-upsetting the whole establishment! God should be a convenience, subject
-to call like a doctor or a lawyer. But how could a man reach Lindley’s
-God, who wasn’t in the church at all, but within man himself?
-
-In his pondering he came back to his own family. He didn’t know
-Shepherd; he didn’t know Leila. And this was all wrong. He knew
-Millicent Harden better than he knew either of his children.
-
-He had friends who were good pals with their children, and he wondered
-how they managed it. Maybe it was the spirit of the age that was the
-trouble. It was a common habit to fix responsibility for all the
-disturbing moral and social phenomena of the time on the receding World
-War, or the greed for gain, or the diminished zeal for religion. This
-brought him again to God; uncomfortable--the reflection that thought in
-all its circling and tangential excursions does somehow land at that
-mysterious door.... Leila must be dealt with. She was much too facile
-in dissimulation. He was confident that no other Mills had ever been
-like that.
-
-When they reached home he followed Leila into her room. He took the
-cigarette she offered him and sat down in the low rocking chair she
-pulled out for him--a befrilled feminine contrivance little to his
-taste. Utterly at a loss as to how he could most effectively reprimand
-her for her attempted deception and give her to understand that he
-would never countenance a marriage with Thomas, he was relieved when
-she took the initiative.
-
-“I _was_ naughty, Dada!” she said. “But Freddy was going over to the
-Burtons’ tonight and I had told him I’d be there--that’s all. I wasn’t
-just crazy about going to the farm.”
-
-She held a match for him, extinguished it with a flourish, and after
-lighting her own cigarette dropped down on the chaise longue with
-a weary little sigh. If she had remained standing or had sat down
-properly in a chair, his rôle as the stern, aggrieved parent would have
-been simpler. Leila was so confoundedly difficult, so completely what
-he wished she was not!
-
-“About this Thomas----” he began.
-
-“Oh, pshaw! Don’t you bother a little tiny bit about him. I’m just
-teasing him along.”
-
-“I must say your talk over the telephone sounded pretty serious to me!”
-
-“Oh, bunk! All the girls talk to men that way these days--it doesn’t
-mean anything!”
-
-“What’s that? You say the words you used don’t _mean_ anything?”
-
-“Not a thing, Dada. If you’d tell a man you didn’t love him he’d be
-sure to think you did!”
-
-“A dangerous idea, I should think.”
-
-“Oh, no! Everything’s different from what it was when you were young!”
-
-“Yes; I’ve noticed that!” he replied drily. “But seriously, Leila, this
-meeting a man--a man we know little about--at other people’s houses
-won’t do! You ought to have more self-respect and dignity than that!”
-
-“You’re making too much of it, Dada! It’s happened only two or three
-times. I thought you were sore about Freddy’s coming here so much, and
-I _have_ met him other places--always perfectly proper places!”
-
-“I should hope so!” he exclaimed with his first display of spirit.
-“But you can’t afford to go about with him. You’ve got to remember the
-community has a right to expect the best of you. You should think of
-your dear mother even if you don’t care for me!”
-
-“Now, Dada!” She leveled her arm at him, the smoking cigarette in her
-slim fingers. “Don’t be silly; you _know_ I adore you; I’ve always been
-perfectly crazy about you!”
-
-She spoke in much the same tone she would have used in approving of a
-new suit of clothes he had submitted for inspection.
-
-“Now, I have your promise----” he said, sitting up alertly in his chair.
-
-“Promise, Dada?” she inquired, her thoughts far afield. “Oh, about
-Freddy! Well, if you’ll be happier I promise you now never to marry
-him. Frankly--_frankly_--I’m not going to marry anybody right away.
-When I get ready I’ll probably marry Arthur if some widow doesn’t
-snatch him first. But please don’t crowd me, Dada! If there _is_
-anything I hate it’s being crowded!”
-
-“Nobody’s crowding you!” he said, feeling that she was once more
-eluding him.
-
-“Then don’t push!” she laughed.
-
-“Let’s not have any more nonsense,” he said. “I think you do a lot of
-things just to annoy me. It isn’t fair!”
-
-“Why, Dada!” she exclaimed in mock astonishment. “I thought you liked
-being kidded. I kid all your old friends and it tickles ’em to death.”
-
-“Go to bed!” he retorted, laughing in spite of himself.
-
-She mussed his hair before kissing him good-night, but even as he
-turned away he could see that her thoughts were elsewhere.
-
-
-VII
-
-Behind his own door, as he thought it over, the interview was about
-as unsatisfactory as an interview could be. She had kept it in her
-own hands, left him no opening for the eloquent appeal he had planned
-or the severe scolding she deserved. He wished he dared go back and
-put his arms about her and tell her how deeply he loved her. But he
-lacked the courage; she wouldn’t understand it. It was the cruelest of
-ironies that he dare not knock at his child’s door to tell her how
-precious she was to him.
-
-That was the trouble--he didn’t know how to make her understand! As he
-paced the floor, he wondered whether anyone in all the world had ever
-loved him! Yes, there was Marian Storrs; and, again, the woman who had
-been his wife. Beyond question each had, in her own way, loved him; but
-both were gathered into the great company of the dead. That question,
-as to whether anyone had ever loved him, reversed itself: in the whole
-course of his life had he, Franklin Mills, ever unselfishly loved
-anyone? This was the most disagreeable question that had forced itself
-upon Franklin Mills’s attention in a long time. As he tried to go to
-sleep it took countless forms in the dark, till the room danced with
-interrogation marks.
-
-He turned on the lights and got up. After moving about restlessly for
-a time he found himself staring at his reflection in the panel mirror
-in the bathroom door. It seemed to him that the shadow in the glass was
-not himself but the phantom of a man he had never known.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER SIXTEEN
-
-
-I
-
-At Christmas Bruce had sent Millicent a box of flowers, which she had
-acknowledged in a cordial little note, but he had not called on her,
-making the excuse to himself that he lacked time. But the real reason
-was a fear that he had begun to care too much for her. He must not
-allow himself to love her when he could never marry her; he could never
-ask any woman to take a name to which he had no honest right.
-
-But if he hadn’t seen Millicent he heard of her frequently. He was
-established as a welcome visitor at all times at the Freemans’ and
-the Hendersons’. The belated social recognition of the Hardens, in
-spite of the adroitness with which Mills had inspired it, had not gone
-unremarked.
-
-There was, Bud said, always some reason for everything Mills did; and
-Maybelle, who knew everything that was said and done in town, had
-remarked in Bruce’s hearing that the Hardens’ social promotion was
-merely an item in Mills’s courtship of Millicent.
-
-“I’ll wager he doesn’t make it! Millicent will never do it,” was
-Maybelle’s opinion, expressed one evening at dinner.
-
-“Why not?” Bruce asked, trying to conceal his suspicion that the
-remark was made for his own encouragement.
-
-“Oh, Millie’s not going to throw herself away on an old bird like Frank
-Mills. She values her youth too much for that.”
-
-“Oh, you never can tell,” said Bud provokingly. “Girls have done it
-before this.”
-
-“But not girls like Millicent!” Maybelle flung back.
-
-“That’s easy,” Bud acquiesced. “There never was a girl like Millie--not
-even you, Maybelle, much as I love you. But all that mazuma and
-that long line of noble ancestors; not a spot on the whole bloomin’
-scutcheon! I wonder if Mills is really teasing himself with the idea
-that he has even a look-in!”
-
-“What you ought to do, Bruce, is to sail in and marry Millie yourself,”
-said Maybelle. “Dale and I are strong for you!”
-
-“Thanks for the compliment!” exclaimed Bruce. “You and Dale want me to
-enter the race in the hope of seeing Mills knocked out! No particular
-interest in me! You don’t want me to win half as much as you want the
-great Mills to lose. Alas! And this is friendship!”
-
-“The idea warms my sporting blood,” said Bud. “Once the struggle begins
-we’ll post the bets on the club bulletin. I’ll start with two to one on
-you, old top!”
-
-“I’m surprised at Connie--she seems to be helping on the boosting of
-the Hardens,” said Maybelle. “It must occur to her that it wouldn’t
-help her own fortunes to have a healthy young stepmother-in-law prance
-into the sketch. When Frank Mills passes on some day Connie’s going
-to be all set to spend a lot of his money. Connie’s one of the born
-spenders.”
-
-“That’s all well enough,” remarked Bud. “But just now Connie’s only
-too glad to have Mills’s attention directed away from her own little
-diversions. She and George Whitford----”
-
-“Bud!” Maybelle tapped her water glass sharply. “Remember, boys, these
-people are our friends!”
-
-“Not so up-stage, darling!” said Bud. “I’m sure we’ve been talking only
-in a spirit of loving kindness!”
-
-“Honorable men and women--one and all!” said Bruce.
-
-“Absolutely!” Bud affirmed, and the subject was dropped.
-
-A few nights later Bruce was obliged to listen to similar talk at the
-Freemans’, though in a different key. Mrs. Freeman was indignant that
-Mills should think of marrying Millicent.
-
-“There’s just one right man in the world for every woman,” she
-declared. “And the right man for Millicent is you, Bruce Storrs!”
-
-Bruce met her gaze with mock solemnity.
-
-“Please don’t force me into a hasty marriage! Here I am, a struggling
-young architect who will soon be not so young. Give me time to become
-self-supporting!”
-
-“Of course Millie will marry you in the proper course of things,” said
-Freeman. “If that girl should throw herself away on Franklin Mills she
-wouldn’t be Millie. And she is very much Millie!”
-
-“Heavens!” exclaimed his wife. “The bare thought of that girl, with
-her beauty, her spiritual insight, her sweetness, linking herself to
-that--that----”
-
-“This talk is all bosh!” interrupted Freeman. “I doubt if Mills ever
-sees Millicent alone. These gossips ought to be sent to the penal farm.”
-
-“Oh, I think they’ve seen each other in a neighborly sort of way,” said
-Mrs. Freeman. “Mills is a cultivated man and Millicent’s music and
-modeling no doubt really interest him. I ran in to see her the other
-morning and she’s been doing a bust of Mills--she laughed when I asked
-her about it and said she had hard work getting sitters and Mr. Mills
-is ever so patient.”
-
-The intimacy implied in this kindled Bruce’s jealousy anew. Dale
-Freeman, whose prescience was keen, saw a look in his face that gave
-her instant pause.
-
-“Mr. Mills and Leila are leaving in a few days,” she remarked quickly.
-“I don’t believe he’s much of a success as a matchmaker. It’s been in
-the air for several years that Leila must marry Arthur Carroll, but he
-doesn’t appear to be making any headway.”
-
-“Leila will do as she pleases,” said Freeman, who was satisfied with a
-very little gossip. “Bruce, how do you feel about tackling that Laconia
-war memorial?”
-
-Bruce’s native town was to build a museum as a memorial to the soldiers
-in all her wars, from the Revolutionary patriots who had settled the
-county to the veterans of the Great War. Freeman had encouraged Bruce
-to submit plans, which were to be passed on by a jury of the highest
-distinction. Freeman kept strictly to domestic architecture; but
-Bruce’s ideas about the memorial had impressed him by their novelty.
-His young associate had, he saw, a natural bent for monumental
-structures that had been increased by the contemplation of the famous
-memorials in Europe. They went into the Freemans’ study to talk over
-the specifications and terms of the competition, and by midnight Bruce
-was so reassured by his senior’s confidence that it was decided he
-should go to work immediately on his plans.
-
-“It would be splendid, Bruce!” said Dale, who had sewed during the
-discussion, throwing in an occasional apt comment and suggestion.
-“The people of Laconia would have all the more pride in their heroes
-if one of them designed the memorial. It’s not big enough to tempt the
-top-notchers in the profession, but if you land it it will push you a
-long way up!”
-
-“Yes; it would be a big thing for you,” Freeman added. “You’d better
-drop your work in the office and concentrate on it....”
-
-Undeterred by the cold, Bruce drove daily into the country, left his
-car and walked--walked with a new energy begotten of definite ambition
-and faith in his power of achievement. To create beautiful things: this
-had been his mother’s prayer for him. He would do this for her; he
-would create a thing of beauty that should look down forever upon the
-earth that held her dust.
-
-The site of the proposed building was on the crest of a hill on the
-outskirts of Laconia and within sight of its main street. Bruce had
-known the spot all his life and had no trouble in visualizing its
-pictorial possibilities. The forest trees that crowned the hill would
-afford a picturesque background for an open colonnade that he meant to
-incorporate in his plans.
-
-Walking on clear, cold nights he fancied that he saw on every hilltop
-the structure as it would be, with the winds playing through its arches
-and wistful young moons coming through countless years to bless it anew
-with the hope and courage of youth.
-
-
-II
-
-On Shep’s account rather than because of any interest he felt in
-Constance, Bruce had twice looked in at the Shepherd Mills’s on
-Constance’s day at home.
-
-Constance made much of the informality of her “days,” but they were,
-Bruce thought, rather dull. The girls and the young matrons he met
-there gave Mrs. Shep the adoration her nature demanded; the few men who
-dropped in were either her admirers or they went in the hope of meeting
-other young women in whom they were interested. On the first of these
-occasions Bruce had found Leila and Fred Thomas there, and both times
-George Whitford was prominent in the picture.
-
-Thomas was not without his attractions. His cherubic countenance and
-the infantile expression of his large myopic blue eyes made him appear
-younger than his years. The men around the University Club said he had
-a shrewd head for business; the women of the younger set pronounced him
-very droll, a likely rival of Bud Henderson for humor. It was easy to
-understand why he was called Freddy; he had the look of a Freddy. And
-Bruce thought it quite natural that Leila Mills should fancy him.
-
-Constance’s attempts to attract the artistic and intellectual on
-her Thursdays had been a melancholy failure; such persons were much
-too busy, and it had occurred to the musicians, literary aspirants
-and struggling artists in town that there was something a little
-patronizing in her overtures. Her house was too big; it was not half so
-agreeable as the Freemans’, and of course Freeman was an artist himself
-and Dale was intelligently sympathetic with everyone who had an idea
-to offer. As Bud Henderson put it, Dale could mix money and social
-position with art and nobody thought of its being a mixture, whereas
-at Constance’s you were always conscious of being either a sheep or
-a goat. Connie’s upholstery was too expensive, Bud thought, and her
-sandwiches were too elaborate for the plebeian palates of goats inured
-to hot ham in a bun in one-arm lunch rooms.
-
-Gossip, like death, loves a shining mark, and Mrs. Shepherd Mills
-was too conspicuous to escape the attention of the manufacturers and
-purveyors of rumor and scandal. The parochial habit of mind dies
-hard in towns that leap to cityhood, and the delights of the old
-time cosy gossip over the back fence are not lightly relinquished.
-Bruce was appalled by the malicious stories he heard about people he
-was beginning to know and like. He had heard George Whitford’s name
-mentioned frequently in connection with Connie’s, but he thought little
-of it. He had, nevertheless, given due weight to Helen Torrence’s
-warning to beware of becoming one of Connie’s victims.
-
-There was a good deal of flirting going on among young married people,
-Bruce found, but it was of a harmless sort. Towns of two and three
-hundred thousand are too small for flirtations that pass the heavily
-mined frontiers of discretion. Even though he had weakly yielded to an
-impulse and kissed Connie the night he drove her from the Freemans’ to
-Deer Trail, he took it for granted that it had meant no more to her
-than it had to him. And he assumed that on the earlier afternoon, when
-he met Connie and Whitford on the road, Whitford had probably been
-making love to Connie and Connie had not been unwilling to be made love
-to. There were women like that, he knew, not infrequently young married
-women who, when the first ardor of marriage has passed, seek to prolong
-their youth by re-testing their charm for men. Shepherd Mills was
-hardly a man to inspire a deep love in a woman of Connie’s temperament;
-it was inevitable that Connie should have her little fling.
-
-On his way home from one of his afternoon tramps Bruce was moved to
-make his third call at the Shepherd Mills’s. It was not Connie’s day at
-home, but she had asked him to dinner a few nights earlier when it was
-impossible for him to go and he hadn’t been sure that she had accepted
-his refusal in good part. He was cold and tired--happily tired, for
-the afternoon spent in the wintry air had brought the solution of
-several difficult questions touching the Laconia memorial. His spirit
-had won the elation which workers in all the arts experience when hazy
-ideas begin to emerge into the foreground of consciousness and invite
-consideration in terms of the tangible and concrete.
-
-He would have stopped at the Hardens’ if he had dared; lights shone
-invitingly from the windows as he passed, but the Mills house, with
-its less genial façade, deterred him. The thought of Millicent was
-inseparable from the thought of Mills....
-
-He hadn’t realized that it was so late until he had rung the bell
-and looked at his watch under the entry light. The maid surveyed him
-doubtfully, and sounds of lively talk from within gave him pause. He
-was about to turn away when Constance came into the hall.
-
-“Oh, pleasantest of surprises!” she exclaimed. “Certainly you’re coming
-in! There’s no one here but old friends--and you’ll make another!”
-
-“If it’s a party, I’m on my way,” he said hesitatingly.
-
-“Oh, it’s just Nellie Burton and George Whitford--nothing at all to be
-afraid of!”
-
-At this moment Mrs. Burton and Whitford exhibited themselves at the
-living-room door in proof of her statement.
-
-“Bully!” cried Whitford. “Of course Connie knew you were coming!”
-
-“I swear I didn’t!” Constance declared.
-
-“No matter if you did!” Whitford retorted.
-
-Mrs. Burton clasped her hands devoutly as Bruce divested himself of his
-overcoat. “We were just praying for another man to come in--and here
-you are!”
-
-“And a man who’s terribly hard to get, if you ask me!” said Constance.
-“Come in to the fire. George, don’t let Mr. Storrs perish for a drink!”
-
-“He shall have gallons!” replied Whitford, turning to a stand on which
-the materials for cocktail making were assembled. “We needed a fresh
-thirst in the party to give us a new excuse. ‘Stay me with flagons’!”
-
-“Now, _Bruce_,” drawled Constance. “_Did_ I ever call you _Bruce_
-before? Well, you won’t mind--say you don’t mind! Shep calls you by
-your first name, why not I?”
-
-“This one is to dear old Shep--absent treatment!” said Mrs. Burton as
-she took her glass.
-
-“Shep’s in Cincinnati,” Constance was explaining. “He went down on
-business yesterday and expected to be home for dinner tonight--but he
-wired this forenoon that he has to stay over. So first comes Nellie and
-then old George blows in, and we were wishing for another man to share
-our broth and porridge.”
-
-“My beloved hubby’s in New York; won’t you be my beau, Mr. Storrs?”
-asked Mrs. Burton.
-
-“_Bruce!_” Constance corrected her.
-
-“All right, then, Bruce! I’m Nellie to all the good comrades.”
-
-“Yes, Nellie,” said Bruce with affected shyness. He regarded them
-amiably as they peppered him with a brisk fire of questions as to where
-he had been and why he made himself so inaccessible.
-
-Mrs. Burton he knew but slightly. She was tall, an extreme blonde and
-of about Constance’s age. Like Constance, she was not of the older
-order of the local nobility. Her father had been a manufacturer of
-horsedrawn vehicles, and when the arrival of the gasoline age destroyed
-his business he passed through bankruptcy into commercial oblivion.
-However, the law of compensations operated benevolently in Nellie’s
-favor. She married Dick Burton, thereby acquiring both social standing
-and a sound financial rating. She was less intelligent than Constance,
-but more daring in her social adventures outside the old conservative
-stockade.
-
-“George brought his own liquor,” said Constance. “We have him to thank
-for this soothing mixture. Shep’s terribly law-abiding; he won’t have
-the stuff on the place. Bruce, you’re not going to boast of other
-engagements; you’ll dine right here!”
-
-“That’s all settled!” remarked Whitford cheerfully.
-
-“If Bruce goes he takes me with him!” declared Mrs. Burton. “I’m not
-going to be left here to watch you two spoon. I’m some little spooner
-myself!”
-
-“You couldn’t drive me from this house,” protested Bruce.
-
-“There spoke a real man!” cried Constance, and she rang for the maid to
-order the table set for four.
-
-Mrs. Burton, whom Bruce had met only once before, became confidential
-when Constance and Whitford went to the piano in the reception parlor,
-where Whitford began improvising an air to some verses he had written.
-
-“Constance is always so lucky! All the men fall in love with her.
-George has a terrible case--writes poems to Connie’s eyes and
-everything!”
-
-“Every woman should have her own poet,” said Bruce. “I couldn’t make a
-rhyme to save my life!”
-
-“Oh, well, do me something in free verse; you don’t need even an idea
-for that!”
-
-“Ah, the reality doesn’t need metrical embellishment!”
-
-“Thanks so much; I ought to have something clever to hand back to you.
-Constance always know just what to say to a man. I have the courage,
-but I haven’t the brains for a first-class flirt.”
-
-“Men are timid creatures,” he said mournfully. “I haven’t the slightest
-initiative in these matters. You are charming and the light of your
-eyes was stolen from the stars. Does that have the right ring?”
-
-“Well, hardly! You’re not intense enough! You make me feel as though I
-were a freak of some kind. Oh, George----”
-
-“Yes, Nellie----” Whitford answered from the piano.
-
-“You must teach Bruce to flirt. His education’s been neglected.”
-
-“He’s in good hands now!” Whitford replied.
-
-“Oh, Bruce is hopeless!” exclaimed Connie, who was seated beside
-Whitford at the piano. “I gave him a try-out and he refused to play!”
-
-“Then I give up right now!” Mrs. Burton cried in mock despair.
-
-Bruce half suspected that she and Whitford had not met at Constance’s
-quite as casually as they pretended. But it was not his affair, and he
-was not averse to making a fourth member of a party that promised at
-least a little gaiety.
-
-Mrs. Burton was examining him as to the range of his acquaintance
-in the town, and what had prompted him to settle there, and what
-he thought of the place--evoking the admission (always expected of
-newcomers) that it was a place singularly marked by its generous
-hospitality--when she asked with a jerk of the head toward Constance
-and Whitford:
-
-“What would you do with a case like that?”
-
-“What would I do with it?” asked Bruce, who had been answering her
-questions perfunctorily, his mind elsewhere. Constance and Whitford,
-out of sight in the adjoining room, were talking in low tones to the
-fitful accompaniment of the piano. Now and then Constance laughed
-happily.
-
-“It really oughtn’t to go on, you know!” continued Mrs. Burton. “Those
-people are _serious_! But--what is one to do?”
-
-“My dear Nellie, I’m not a specialist in such matters!” said Bruce, not
-relishing her evident desire to discuss their hostess.
-
-“Some of their friends--I’m one of them--are _worried_! I know Helen
-Torrence has talked to Constance. She really ought to catch herself up.
-Shep’s so blind--poor boy! It’s a weakness of his to think everyone
-perfectly all right!”
-
-“It’s a noble quality,” remarked Bruce dryly. “You don’t think Shep
-would object to this party?”
-
-“There’s the point! Connie isn’t stupid, you know! She asked me to come
-just so she could keep George for dinner. And being a good fellow, I
-came! I’m ever so glad you showed up. I might be suspected of helping
-things along! But with you here the world might look through the
-window!”
-
-“Then we haven’t a thing to worry about!” said Bruce with finality.
-
-“It’s too bad,” she persisted, “that marriage isn’t an insurance of
-happiness. Now George and Constance are ideally suited to each other;
-but they never knew it until it was too late. I wish he’d go to Africa
-or some far-off place. If he doesn’t there’s going to be an earthquake
-one of these days.”
-
-“Well, earthquakes in this part of the world are never serious,” Bruce
-remarked, uncomfortable as he found that Constance’s friend was really
-serious and appealing for his sympathy.
-
-“You probably don’t know Franklin Mills--no one does, for that
-matter--but with his strict views of things there’d certainly be a big
-smash if _he_ knew!”
-
-“Well, of course there’s nothing for him to know,” said Bruce
-indifferently.
-
-The maid came in to announce dinner and Constance and Whitford
-reappeared.
-
-“George has been reciting lovely poetry to me,” said Constance.
-“Nellie, has Bruce kept you amused? I know he _could_ make love
-beautifully if he only _would_!”
-
-“He’s afraid of me--or he doesn’t like me,” said Mrs. Burton--“I don’t
-know which!”
-
-“He looks guilty! He looks terribly guilty. I’m sure he’s been making
-love to you!” said Constance dreamily as though under the spell of
-happy memories. “We’ll go in to dinner just as we are. These informal
-parties are always the nicest.”
-
-
-III
-
-Whitford was one of those rare men who are equally attractive to both
-men and women. Any prejudice that might have been aroused in masculine
-minds by his dilettantism was offset by his adventures as a traveler,
-hunter and soldier.
-
-“Now, heroes,” began Mrs. Burton, when they were seated, “tell us some
-war stories. I was brought up on my grandfather’s stories of the Civil
-War, but the boys we know who went overseas to fight never talk war at
-all!”
-
-“No wonder!” exclaimed Whitford. “It was only a little playful
-diversion among the nations. That your idea, Storrs?”
-
-“Nothing to it,” Bruce assented. “We had to go to find out that the
-French we learned in school was no good!”
-
-Whitford chuckled and told a story of an encounter with a French
-officer of high rank he had met one wet night in a lonely road. The
-interview began with the greatest courtesy, became violent as neither
-could make himself intelligible to the other, and then, when each
-was satisfied of the other’s honorable intentions, they parted with
-a great flourish of compliments. Bruce capped this with an adventure
-of his own, in which his personal peril was concealed by his emphasis
-on the ridiculous plight into which he got himself by an unauthorized
-excursion through a barbed wire entanglement for a private view of the
-enemy.
-
-“That’s the way they all talk!” said Connie admiringly. “You’d think
-the whole thing had been a huge joke!”
-
-“You’ve got to laugh at war,” observed Whitford, “it’s the only way.
-It’s so silly to think anything can be proved by killing a lot of
-people and making a lot more miserable.”
-
-“You laugh about it, but you might both have been killed!” Mrs. Burton
-expostulated.
-
-“No odds,” said Whitford, “except--that we’d have missed this party!”
-
-They played bridge afterward, though Whitford said it would be more fun
-to match dollars. The bridge was well under way when the maid passed
-down the hall to answer the bell.
-
-“Just a minute, Annie!” Constance laid down her cards and deliberated.
-
-“What’s the trouble, Connie? Is Shep slipping in on us?” asked Mrs.
-Burton.
-
-“Hardly,” replied Constance, plainly disturbed by the interruption.
-“Oh, Annie, don’t let anyone in you don’t know.”
-
-They waited in silence for the opening of the door.
-
-In a moment Franklin Mills’s voice was heard asking if Mr. and Mrs.
-Mills were at home.
-
-“Um!” With a shrug Constance rose hastily and met Mills at the door.
-
-“I’d like to see you just a moment, Connie,” he said without prelude.
-
-Whitford and Bruce had risen. Mills bowed to them and to Mrs. Burton,
-but behind the mask of courtesy his face wore a haggard look.
-
-Constance followed him into the hall where their voices--Mills’s low
-and tense--could be heard in hurried conference. In a moment Constance
-went to the hall telephone and called a succession of numbers.
-
-“The club--Freddy Thomas’s rooms----” muttered Whitford. “Wonder what’s
-up----”
-
-They exchanged questioning glances. Whitford idly shuffled and
-reshuffled the cards.
-
-“He’s looking for Leila. Do you suppose----” began Mrs. Burton in a
-whisper.
-
-“You’re keeping score, aren’t you, Storrs?” asked Whitford aloud.
-
-They began talking with forced animation about the game to hide their
-perturbation over Mills’s appearance and his evident concern as to
-Leila’s whereabouts.
-
-“Mr. Thomas is at the club,” they heard Constance report. “He dined
-there alone.”
-
-“You’re sure Leila’s not been here--she’s not here now?” Mills demanded
-irritably.
-
-“I haven’t seen Leila at all today,” Constance replied with patient
-deliberation. “I’m so sorry you’re troubled. She’s probably stopped
-somewhere for dinner and forgotten to telephone.”
-
-“She usually calls me up. That’s what troubles me,” Mills replied, “not
-hearing from her. There’s no place else you’d suggest?”
-
-“No----”
-
-“Thank you, Connie. Shep’s still away?”
-
-“Yes. He’ll be back tomorrow.”
-
-Mills paused in the doorway and bowed to the trio at the card table.
-“I’m sorry I interrupted your game!” he said, forcing a smile. “Do
-pardon me!”
-
-He turned up the collar of his fur-lined coat and fumbled for the
-buttons. There seemed to Bruce a curious helplessness in the slow
-movement of his fingers.
-
-Constance followed him to the outer door, and as it closed upon him
-walked slowly back into the living room.
-
-“That’s a pretty how-d’ye-do! Leila ought to have a whipping! It’s
-after eight and nothing’s been seen of her since noon. But she hasn’t
-eloped--that’s one satisfaction! Freddy’s at the club all right enough.”
-
-“She’s certainly thrown a scare into her father,” remarked Mrs. Burton.
-“He looked positively ill.”
-
-“It’s too bad!” ejaculated Whitford. “I hope she hasn’t got soused and
-smashed up her car somewhere.”
-
-“I wish Freddy Thomas had never been born!” cried Constance
-impatiently. “Leila and her father have been having a nasty time over
-him. And she had cut drinking and was doing fine!”
-
-“Is there anything we can do?--that’s the question,” said Whitford,
-taking a turn across the floor.
-
-Bruce was thinking hard. What might Leila do in a fit of depression
-over her father’s hostility toward Thomas?...
-
-“I think maybe----” he began. He did not finish, but with sudden
-resolution put out his hand to Constance. “Excuse me, won’t you? It’s
-just possible that I may be able to help.”
-
-“Let me go with you,” said Whitford quickly.
-
-“No, thanks; Mr. Mills may come back and need assistance. You’d better
-stay. If I get a clue I’ll call up.”
-
-It was a bitter night, the coldest of the year, and he drove his car
-swiftly, throwing up the windshield and welcoming the rush of cold air.
-He thought of his drive with Shepherd to the river, and here he was
-setting forth again in a blind hope of rendering a service to one of
-Franklin Mills’s children!...
-
-On the unlighted highway he had difficulty in finding the gate that
-opened into the small tract on the bluff above the boathouse where he
-had taken Leila and Millicent on the summer evening when he had rescued
-them from the sandbar. Leaving his car at the roadside, he stumbled
-down the steps that led to the water. He paused when he saw lights in
-the boathouse and moved cautiously across the veranda that ran around
-its land side. A vast silence hung upon the place.
-
-He opened the door and stood blinking into the room. On a long couch
-that stretched under the windows lay Leila, in her fur coat, with a
-rug half drawn over her knees. Her hat had slipped to the floor and
-beside it lay a silver flask and an empty whisky bottle. He touched her
-cheek and found it warm; listened for a moment to her deep, uneven
-breathing, and gathered her up in his arms.
-
-He reached the door just as it opened and found himself staring into
-Franklin Mills’s eyes--eyes in which pain, horror and submission
-effaced any trace of surprise.
-
-“I--I followed your car,” Mills said, as if an explanation of his
-presence were necessary. “I’m sure--you are very--very kind----”
-
-He stepped aside, and Bruce passed out, carrying the relaxed body
-tenderly. As he felt his way slowly up the icy steps he could hear
-Mills following.
-
-The Mills limousine stood by the gate and the chauffeur jumped out and
-opened the door. No words were spoken. Mills got into the car slowly,
-unsteadily, in the manner of a decrepit old man. When he was seated
-Bruce placed Leila in his arms and drew the carriage robe over them.
-The chauffeur mounted to his place and snapped off the tonneau lights,
-and Bruce, not knowing what he did, raised his hand in salute as the
-heavy machine rolled away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
-
-
-I
-
-The day following his discovery of Leila Mills in the boathouse, Bruce
-remained in his apartment. He was not a little awed by the instinct
-that had led him to the river--the unlikeliest of places in which to
-seek the runaway girl. The poor little drugged body lying there in the
-cold room; her deep sigh and the touch of her hand on his face as he
-took her up, and more poignantly the look in Franklin Mills’s face when
-they met at the door, remained with him, and he knew that these were
-things he could never forget....
-
-There was more of superstition and mysticism in his blood than he had
-believed. Lounging about his rooms, staring down at the bleak street as
-it whitened in a brisk snowfall, his thoughts ranged the wide seas of
-doubt and faith. Life was only a corridor between two doors of mystery.
-Petty and contemptible seemed the old familiar teachings about God. Men
-were not rejecting God; they were merely misled as to his nature. The
-spirit of man was only an infinitesimal particle of the spirit that was
-God. No other person he had ever talked with had offered so reasonable
-a solution of the problem as Millicent.
-
-Again he went over their talk on the golf course. Millicent had the
-clue--the clue to a reality no less tangible and plausible because
-it was born of unreality. And here was the beginning of wisdom: to
-abandon the attempt to explain all things when so manifestly life would
-become intolerable if the walls of mystery through which man moves
-were battered down. As near as he was able to express it, the soul
-required room--all infinity, indeed, as the playground for its proper
-exercise. The freer a man’s spirit the greater its capacity for loving
-and serving its neighbor souls. Somewhere in the illimitable horizons
-of which Millicent dreamed it was imaginable that Something august
-and supreme dominated the universe--Something only belittled by every
-attempt to find a name for it....
-
-Strange reflections for a healthy young mind in a stalwart, vigorous
-young body! Bruce hardly knew himself today. The scent of Leila’s
-hair as he bore her out of the boathouse had stirred a tenderness in
-his heart that was strange to him. He hoped Franklin Mills had dealt
-leniently with Leila. He had no idea what the man would do or say
-after finding his daughter in such a plight. He considered telephoning
-Mills’s house to ask about her, but dismissed the thought. His duty was
-discharged the moment he gave her into her father’s keeping; in all the
-circumstances an inquiry would be an impertinence.
-
-Poor Leila! Poor, foolish, wilful, generous-hearted little girl! Her
-father was much too conspicuous for her little excursions among the
-shoals of folly to pass unremarked. Bruce found himself excusing and
-defending her latest escapade. She had taken refuge in the oblivion of
-alcohol as an escape from her troubles.... Something wrong somewhere.
-Shep and Leila both groping in the dark for the door of happiness
-and getting no help from their father in their search--a deplorable
-situation. Not altogether Franklin Mills’s fault; perhaps no one’s
-fault; just the way things happen, but no less tragic for all that.
-
-Bruce asked the janitor to bring in his meals, content to be alone,
-looking forward to a long day in which to brood over his plans for the
-memorial. He was glad that he had not run away from Franklin Mills. It
-was much better to have remained in the town, and more comfortable to
-have met Mills and the members of his family than to have lived in the
-same community speculating about them endlessly without ever knowing
-them. He knew them now all too well! Even Franklin Mills was emerging
-from the mists; Bruce began to think he knew what manner of man Mills
-was. Shepherd had opened his own soul to him; and Leila--Bruce made
-allowances for Leila and saw her merits with full appreciation. One
-thing was certain: he did not envy Franklin Mills or his children their
-lot; he coveted nothing they possessed. He thanked his stars that he
-had had the wit to reject Mills’s offer to help him into a business
-position of promise; to be under obligation of any sort to Franklin
-Mills would be intolerable. Through the afternoon he worked desultorily
-on his sketches of the Laconia memorial, enjoying the luxury of
-undisturbed peace. He began combining in a single drawing his memoranda
-of details; was so pleased with the result in crayon that he began
-a pen and ink sketch and was still at this when Henderson appeared,
-encased in a plaid overcoat that greatly magnified his circumference.
-
-“What’s responsible for this!” Bruce demanded.
-
-“Thanks for your hearty greeting! I called your office at five-minute
-intervals all day and that hard-boiled telephone girl said you hadn’t
-been there. All the clubs denied knowledge of your whereabouts, so I
-clambered into my palatial Plantagenet and sped out, expecting to find
-you sunk in mortal illness. You must stop drinking, son.”
-
-“That’s a good one from you! Please don’t sit on those drawings!”
-
-“My mistake. You’re terribly peevish. By the way--what was the row last
-night about Leila Mills?” Bud feigned deep interest in a cloisonné jar
-that stood on the table.
-
-“Well, what was?” asked Bruce. “I might have known you had something up
-your sleeve.”
-
-“Oh, the kid disappeared yesterday long enough to give her father heart
-failure. Mills called Maybelle to see if she was at our house; Maybelle
-called Connie, and Connie said you’d left a party at her house to chase
-the kidnappers. Of course I’m not asking any questions, but I do like
-to keep pace with the local news.”
-
-“I’ll say you do!” Bruce grinned at him provokingly. “Did they catch
-the kidnappers?”
-
-“Well, Connie called Maybelle later to say that Leila was all safe at
-home and in bed. But even Connie didn’t know where you found the erring
-lambkin.”
-
-“You’ve called the wrong number,” Bruce said, stretching himself. “I
-didn’t find Miss Leila. When I left Connie’s I went to the club to
-shoot a little pool.”
-
-“You certainly lie like a gentleman! Come on home with me to dinner;
-we’re going to have corn beef and cabbage tonight!”
-
-“In other words, if you can’t make me talk you think Maybelle can!”
-
-“You insult me! Get your hat and let’s skip!”
-
-“No; I’m taking my nourishment right here today. Strange as it may
-seem--I’m working!”
-
-“Thanks for the hint! Just for that I hope the job’s a failure.”
-
-
-II
-
-Bruce was engrossed at his drawing-board when, at half past eight, the
-tinkle of the house telephone startled him.
-
-“Mr. Storrs? This is Mr. Mills speaking--may I trouble you for a
-moment?”
-
-“Yes; certainly. Come right up, Mr. Mills!”
-
-There was no way out of it. He could not deny himself to Mills.
-Bruce hurriedly put on his coat, cleared up the litter on his table,
-straightened the cushions on the divan and went into the hall to
-receive his guest. He saw Mills’s head and shoulders below; Mills was
-mounting slowly, leaning heavily upon the stair rail. At the first
-landing--Bruce’s rooms were on the third floor--Mills paused and drew
-himself erect. Bruce stepped inside the door to avoid embarrassing his
-caller on his further ascent.
-
-“It’s a comfort not to have all the modern conveniences,” Mills
-remarked graciously when Bruce apologized for the stairs. “Thank you,
-no; I’ll not take off my coat. You’re nicely situated here--I got your
-number from Carroll; he can always answer any question.”
-
-His climb had evidently wearied him and he twisted the head of his cane
-nervously as he waited for his heart to resume its normal beat. There
-was a tired look in his eyes and his face lacked its usual healthy
-color. If Mills had come to speak of Leila, Bruce resolved to make the
-interview as easy for him as possible.
-
-“Twenty-five years ago this was cow pasture,” Mills remarked. “My
-father owned fifty acres right here when I was a boy. He sold it for
-twenty times its original cost.”
-
-Whatever had brought Franklin Mills to Bruce’s door, the man knew
-exactly what he had come to say, but was waiting until he could give
-full weight to the utterance. In a few minutes he was quite himself,
-and to Bruce’s surprise he rose and stood, with something of the
-ceremonial air of one about to deliver a message whose nature demanded
-formality.
-
-“Mr. Storrs, I came to thank you for the great service you rendered me
-last night. I was in very great distress. You can understand my anxious
-concern; so I needn’t touch upon that. Words are inadequate to express
-my gratitude. But I can at least let you know that I appreciate what
-you did for me--for me and my daughter.”
-
-He ended with a slight inclination of the head.
-
-“Thank you, Mr. Mills,” said Bruce, taking the hand Mills extended. “I
-hope Miss Mills is quite well.”
-
-“Quite, thank you.”
-
-With an abrupt change of manner that dismissed the subject Mills
-glanced about the room.
-
-“You bring work home? That speaks for zeal in your profession. Aren’t
-the days long enough?”
-
-“Oh, this is a little private affair,” said Bruce, noting that Mills’s
-gaze had fallen upon the drawings propped against the wall. It was
-understood between him and the Freemans that his participation in the
-Laconia competition was to be kept secret; but he felt moved to explain
-to Mills the nature of the drawings. The man had suffered in the past
-twenty-four hours--it would be ungenerous to let him go without making
-some attempt to divert his thoughts from Leila’s misbehavior.
-
-“This may interest you, Mr. Mills; I mean the general proposition--not
-my little sketches. Only--it must be confidential!”
-
-“Yes; certainly,” Mills smiled a grave assent. “Perhaps you’d rather
-not tell me--I’m afraid my curiosity got the better of my manners.”
-
-“Oh, not that, sir! Mr. and Mrs. Freeman know, of course; but I don’t
-want to have to explain my failure in case I lose! I’m glad to tell you
-about it; you may have some suggestions.”
-
-Mills listened as Bruce explained the requirements of the Laconia
-memorial and illustrated with the drawings what he proposed to offer.
-
-“Laconia?” Mills repeated the name quickly. “How very interesting!”
-
-“You may recall the site,” Bruce went on, displaying a photograph of
-the hilltop.
-
-“I remember the place very well; there couldn’t be a finer site. I
-suppose the town owns the entire hill? That’s a fine idea--to adjust
-the building to that bit of forest; the possibilities are enormous
-for effective handling. There should be a fitting approach--terraces,
-perhaps a fountain directly in front of the entrance--something to
-prepare the eye as the visitor ascends----”
-
-“That hadn’t occurred to me!” said Bruce. “It would be fine!”
-
-Mills, his interest growing, slipped out of his overcoat and sat down
-in the chair beside the drawing board.
-
-“Those colonnades extending at both sides give something of the effect
-of wings--buoyancy is what I mean,” he remarked. “I like the classical
-severity of the thing. Beauty can be got with a few lines--but they
-must be the right ones. Nature’s a sound teacher there.”
-
-Bruce forgot that there was any tie between them; Laconia became only
-a place where a soldiers’ memorial was to be constructed. Mills’s
-attitude toward the project was marked by the restraint, the diffidence
-of a man of breeding wary of offending but eager to help. Bruce had
-seen at once the artistic value of the fountain. He left Mills at the
-drawing table and paced the floor, pondering it. The look of weariness
-left Mills’s face. He was watching with frankly admiring eyes the tall
-figure, the broad, capable shoulders, the finely molded head, the
-absorbed, perplexed look in the handsome face. Not like Shep; not like
-any other young man he knew was this Bruce Storrs. He had not expected
-to remain more than ten minutes, but he was finding it difficult to
-leave.
-
-Remembering that he had a guest, Bruce glanced at Mills and caught the
-look in his face. For a moment both were embarrassed.
-
-“Do pardon me!” Bruce exclaimed quickly. “I was just trying to see my
-way through a thing or two. I’m afraid I’m boring you.”
-
-Mills murmured a denial and took a cigarette from the box Bruce
-extended.
-
-“How much money is there to spend on this? I was just thinking that
-that’s an important point. Public work of this sort is often spoiled by
-lack of funds.”
-
-“Three hundred thousand is the limit. Mr. Freeman warns me that
-it’s hardly enough for what I propose, and that I’ve got to do some
-trimming.”
-
-He drew from a drawer the terms of the competition and the
-specifications, and smoked in silence while Mills looked them over.
-
-“It’s all clear enough. It’s a joint affair--the county does half and
-the rest is a popular subscription?”
-
-“Yes; the local committee are fine people; too bad they haven’t enough
-to do the thing just right,” Bruce replied. “Of course I mean the way
-I’d like to do it--with your idea of the fountain that I’d rejoice to
-steal!”
-
-“That’s a joke--that I could offer a trained artist any suggestion of
-real value!”
-
-Bruce was finding his caller a very different Franklin Mills from the
-man he had talked with in the Jefferson Avenue house, and not at all
-the man whom, in his rôle of country squire, he had seen at Deer Trail.
-Mills was enjoying himself; there was no question of that. He lighted a
-cigar--the cigar he usually smoked at home before going to bed.
-
-“You will not be known as a competitor; your plans will go in
-anonymously?” he inquired.
-
-“Yes; that’s stipulated,” Bruce replied.
-
-Returning to the plans--they seemed to have a fascination for
-Mills--one of his questions prompted Bruce to seize a pencil and try
-another type of entrance. Mills stood by, watching the free swift
-movement of the strong hand.
-
-“I’m not so sure that’s better than your first idea. I’ve always heard
-that a first inspiration is likely to be the best--providing always
-that it is an inspiration! I’d give a lot if I could do what you’ve
-just done with that pencil. I suppose it’s a knack; you’re born with
-it. You probably began young; such talent shows itself early.”
-
-“I can’t remember a time when I didn’t like to fool with a pencil. My
-mother gave me my first lessons. She had a very pretty talent--sketched
-well and did water colors--very nice ones, too. That’s one of them over
-there--a corner of our garden in the old home at Laconia.”
-
-Mills walked slowly across the room to look at a framed water color
-that hung over Bruce’s writing table.
-
-“Yes; I can see that it’s good work. I remember that garden--I seem to
-remember this same line of hollyhocks against the brick wall.”
-
-“Oh, mother had that every year! Her flowers were famous in Laconia.”
-
-“And that sun-dial--I seem to remember that, too,” Mills observed
-meditatively.
-
-“Mother liked that sort of thing. We used to sit out there in the
-summer. She made a little festival of the coming of spring. I think all
-the birds in creation knew her as friend. And the neighbor children
-came in to hear her read--fairy stories and poetry. We had jolly good
-times there--mother and I!”
-
-“I’m sure you did,” said Mills gravely.
-
-As he stepped away from the table his eyes fell upon the photograph of
-a young woman in a silver frame. He bent down for a closer inspection.
-Bruce turned away, walked the length of the room and glanced round to
-find Mills still regarding the photograph.
-
-“My mother, as she was at about thirty,” Bruce remarked.
-
-“Yes; I thought so. Somewhat older than when I knew her, but the look
-of youth is still there.”
-
-“I prefer that to any other picture of her I have. She refused to be
-photographed in her later years--said she didn’t want me to think of
-her as old. And she never was that--could never have been.”
-
-“I can well believe it,” said Mills softly. “Time deals gently with
-spirits like hers.”
-
-“No one was ever like her,” said Bruce with feeling. “She made the
-world a kindlier and nobler place by living in it.”
-
-“And you’re loyal to the ideal she set for you! You think of her, I’m
-sure, in all you do--in all you mean to do.”
-
-“Yes, it helps--it helps a lot to feel that somewhere she knows and
-cares.”
-
-Mills picked up a book, scanned the title page unseeingly and threw it
-down.
-
-“I’ve just about killed an evening for you,” he said with a smile and
-put out his hand cordially. “My chauffeur is probably frozen.”
-
-“You’ve been a big help!” replied Bruce. “It’s been fine to have you
-here. I’ll see Mr. Freeman tomorrow and go over the whole thing again.
-He may be able to squeeze the fountain out of the appropriation! May I
-tell him it’s your idea?”
-
-“Oh, no! No, indeed! Just let my meddlesomeness be a little joke
-between us. I shall be leaving town shortly and may not see you again
-for several months. So good-bye and good luck!”
-
-Bruce walked downstairs with him. At the entrance they again shook
-hands, as if the good will on both sides demanded this further
-expression of amity.
-
-
-III
-
-A brief item in the “Personal and Society” column of an afternoon
-newspaper apprised Bruce a few days later of the departure of Mr.
-Franklin Mills and Miss Leila Mills for the Mediterranean, they having
-abandoned their proposed trip to Bermuda for the longer voyage. Bruce
-wondered a little at the change of plans, suspecting that it might in
-some degree be a disciplinary measure for Leila’s benefit, a scheme for
-keeping her longer under her father’s eye. He experienced a curious new
-loneliness at the thought of their absence and then was impatient to
-find himself giving them a second thought. A month earlier he would
-have been relieved by the knowledge that Mills was gone and that the
-wide seas rolled between them. An amazing thing, this! To say they were
-nothing to him did not help now as in those first months after he had
-established himself in Mills’s town. They meant a good deal to him and
-perhaps he meant something to them. It was very odd indeed how he and
-the Millses circled about each other.
-
-As he put down the newspaper a note was brought to him at his apartment
-by Mills’s chauffeur. It read:
-
- Dear Bruce: You said I might; I can’t just Mr. Storrs you! Trunks at
- the station and Dada waiting at the front door. I couldn’t bear the
- idea of writing you a note you’d read while I was still in town--so
- please consider that I’m throwing you a kiss from the tail end of the
- observation car. I could never, never have had the courage to _say_
- my thanks to you--if I tried I’d cry and make a general mess of it.
- But--I want you to _know_ that I do appreciate it--what you did--in
- saving my life and every little thing! I’d probably have died all
- right enough in the frightful cold if you hadn’t found me. I really
- didn’t know till yesterday, when I wormed it out of Dada, just how
- it all happened! I’m simply crushed! I promise I’ll never do such a
- thing again. Thank you _loads_, and be sure I’ll never forget. I wish
- you were my big brother; I’d just adore being a nice, good little
- sister to you. Love and kisses, from
-
- Leila.
-
-He reread it a dozen times in the course of the evening. It was so
-like the child--the perverse, affectionate child--that Leila was. “_I
-wish you were my big brother._” The sentence had slipped from her
-flying pen thoughtlessly, no doubt, but it gave Bruce a twinge. Shep
-did not know; Leila did not know! and yet for both of these children of
-Franklin Mills he felt a fondness that was beyond ordinary friendship.
-Shep could never be, in the highest sense, a companion of his father;
-Mills no doubt loved Leila, but he loved her without understanding.
-Her warm, passionate heart, the very fact that she and Shep were the
-children of Franklin Mills made life difficult for them. Either would
-have been happier if they had not been born into the Mills caste. The
-Mills money and the Mills position were an encumbrance against which
-more or less consciously they were in rebellion.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
-
-
-I
-
-It was ten days later that a communication from the Laconia War
-Memorial Association gave warning that the stipulations for the
-contesting architects were being altered, and in another week Bruce
-received the supplemental data sent out to all the contestants. The
-amount to be expended had been increased by an unexpected addition to
-the private subscriptions.
-
-In one of his first fits of homesickness Bruce had subscribed for the
-Laconia Examiner to keep in touch with affairs in his native town. The
-paper printed with a proud flourish the news of the augmentation of
-the fund. One hundred thousand dollars had been contributed through
-a New York trust company by “a citizen” whose identity for good and
-sufficient reasons was not to be disclosed. The trust company’s
-letter as quoted in the Examiner recited that the donation was from a
-“patriotic American who, recognizing the fine spirit in which Laconia
-had undertaken the memorial and the community’s desire that it should
-be an adequate testimony to the valor and sacrifice of American youth,
-considered it a high privilege to be permitted to assist.”
-
-Mills! Though the Laconia newspaper was evidently wholly at sea as to
-the identity of the contributor, Bruce was satisfied that Mills was
-the unknown donor. And he resented it. The agreeable impression left
-by Mills the evening they discussed the plans was dispelled by this
-unwarranted interference. Bruce bitterly regretted having taken Mills
-into his confidence. Mills’s interest had pleased him, but he had never
-dreamed that the man might feel moved to add to the attractiveness of
-the contest by a secret contribution to the fund. He felt strongly
-moved to abandon the whole thing and but for the embarrassment of
-explaining himself to Freeman he would have done so. But the artist in
-him prevailed. Mills had greatly broadened the possibilities of the
-contest and in a few days Bruce fell to work with renewed enthusiasm.
-
-He was living in Laconia again, so engrossed did he become in his
-work. He dined with Carroll now and then, enjoyed long evenings at the
-Freemans’ and kept touch with the Hendersons; but he refused so many
-invitations to the winter functions that Dale protested. He dropped
-into the Central States Trust Company now and then to observe Shep
-in his new rôle of vice-president. Shep was happier in the position
-than he had expected to be. Carroll was seeing to it that he had real
-work to do, work that was well within his powers. He had charge of
-the savings department and was pleased when his old friends among the
-employees of the battery plant looked him up and opened accounts. The
-friends of the Mills family, where they took note of Shep’s transfer at
-all, saw in it a promotion.
-
-Bruce, specially importuned by telephone, went to one of Constance’s
-days at home, which drew a large attendance by reason of the promised
-presence of an English novelist whose recent severe criticism of
-American society and manners had made him the object of particular
-adoration to American women readers. Bud Henderson, who had carried
-a flask to the tea, went about protesting against the consideration
-shown the visitor. If, he said, an American writer criticized American
-women in any such fashion he would be lynched, but let an Englishman
-do it and women would steal the money out of their children’s banks
-to buy his books and lecture tickets. So spake Bud. If Bud had had
-two flasks he would have broken up the tea; restricted as he was, his
-protest against the Briton took the form of an utterly uncalled for
-attack upon the drama league delivered to an aunt of Maybelle’s who was
-president of the local society--a strong Volsteadian who thought Bud
-vulgar, which at times Bud, by any high social standard, indubitably
-was. However, if amid so many genuflections the eminent Briton was
-disturbed by Bud’s evil manners or criticisms, Bud possibly soothed his
-feelings by following him upstairs when the party was dispersing and
-demonstrating the manner in which American law is respected by drawing
-flasks from nine out of fifteen overcoats laid out on Constance’s
-guest room bed and pouring half a pint of excellent bourbon into the
-unresisting man of letters.
-
-This function was only an interlude in the city’s rather arid social
-waste. The local society, Bruce found, was an affair of curiously
-close groupings. The women of the ancestral crowd were so wary of the
-women who had floated in on the tide of industrial expansion that one
-might have thought the newcomers were, in spite of their prosperity,
-afflicted with leprosy....
-
-While Bruce might bury himself from the sight of others who had
-manifested a friendly interest in him, Helen Torrence was not so
-easily denied. She had no intention of going alone to the February
-play of the Dramatic Club. She telephoned Bruce to this effect and
-added that he must dine with her that evening and take her to the club.
-Bud had already sent him an admission card with a warning not to come
-if anything better offered, such as sitting up with a corpse--this
-being Bud’s manner of speaking of the organization whose politics he
-dominated and whose entertainments he would not have missed for a
-chance to dine with royalty.
-
-Bruce, having reached the Torrence house, found Millicent there.
-
-“You see what you get for being good!” cried Helen, noting the surprise
-and pleasure in Bruce’s face as he appeared in her drawing room.
-
-“I thought you’d probably run when you saw me,” said Millicent. “You
-passed me at the post office door yesterday and looked straight over my
-head. I never felt so small in my life.”
-
-“Post office?” Bruce repeated. “I haven’t been near the place for
-weeks!”
-
-“That will do from you!” warned Helen. “We all thought you’d be a real
-addition to our sad social efforts here, but it’s evident you don’t
-like us. It’s very discouraging. You were at Connie’s, though, to hear
-her lion roar. I saw you across the room. Connie always gets the men!
-Your friend Bud insulted everybody there; I see him selling any more
-Plantagenets!”
-
-“Bud’s patriotism leads him astray sometimes; that’s all. Any more
-scolding, Millicent?” Bruce asked. “Let me see--we had arrived at the
-stage of first names, hadn’t we?”
-
-“Yes, Bruce! But after the long separation it might be as well to
-go back to the beginning. As for scolding, let’s consider that we’ve
-signed an armistice.”
-
-“I don’t like the military lingo; it sounds as though there had been
-war between us.”
-
-“Dear me!” Helen interposed mournfully. “You’re not going to spend the
-whole evening in preliminaries! Let’s go out to dinner.”
-
-After they were seated Bruce was still rather more self-conscious than
-was comfortable. Nothing had happened; or more truthfully, nothing had
-happened except that he had been keeping away from Millicent because of
-Franklin Mills. She evidently was not displeased to see him again. He
-had not realized how greatly he had missed her till her voice touched
-chords that had vibrated at their first meeting. Her eyes had the same
-steady light and kindled responsively to any demand of mirth; her hair
-had the same glint of gold. He marveled anew at her poise and ease.
-Tonight her gown, of a delicate shade of crimson, seemed a subdued
-reflection of her bright coloring. He floundered badly in his attempts
-to bring some spirit to the conversation. It seemed stupid to ask
-Millicent about her music or inquire how her modeling was coming on or
-what she had been reading. He listened with forced attention while she
-and Helen compared notes on recent social affairs in which they had
-participated.
-
-“Millie, you don’t really like going about--teas and that sort of
-thing,” said Helen. “I know you don’t. All you girls who have ideas are
-like that.”
-
-“Ideas! Dearest Helen, are you as easily deceived as that! Sometimes
-there are things I’d rather do than go to parties! Does one really have
-to keep going to avoid seeming queer?”
-
-“I go because I haven’t the brains to do anything else. I like
-wandering with the herd. It just thrills me to get into a big jam. And
-I suppose I show myself whenever I’m asked for fear I’ll be forgotten!”
-
-“My sole test of a social function is whether they feed me standing or
-sitting,” said Bruce when appealed to. “I can bear anything but that
-hideous sensation that my plate is dripping.”
-
-“That’s why men hate teas,” observed Helen. “It’s because of the silly
-refreshments no one wants and everybody must have or the hostess is
-broken-hearted.”
-
-“That’s probably where jailers got the idea of forcible feeding,”
-Millicent suggested.
-
-“At the Hendersons’,” Bruce added, “only the drinks are compulsory.
-Bud’s social symbol is the cocktail-shaker!”
-
-“Everybody drinks too much;” said Helen, “except us. Bruce, help
-yourself to the sherry.”
-
-“What is a perfect social occasion?” Bruce asked. “My own ideas are a
-little muddled, but you--Helen?”
-
-“If you must know the truth--there is no such thing! However, you might
-ask Millicent; she’s an optimist.”
-
-“A perfect time is sitting in the middle of the floor in my room
-cutting paper dolls,” Millicent answered. “I’m crazy about it. Leila
-says it’s the best thing I do.”
-
-“Do you ever exhibit your creations?” asked Bruce solicitously.
-
-“We’ve got her in a trap now,” exclaimed Helen. “Millie takes her
-paper dolls to the sick children in the hospitals. I know, because the
-children told me. I was at the City Hospital the other day and peeped
-into the children’s ward. Much excitement--a vast population of paper
-dolls dressed in the latest modes. The youngsters were so tickled! They
-said a beautiful lady had brought them--a most wonderful, beautiful
-lady. And she was going to come back with paper and scissors and show
-them just how they were made!”
-
-“They’re such dear, patient little angels,” murmured Millicent. “You
-feel better about all humanity when you see how much courage there is
-in the world. It’s a pretty brave old world after all.”
-
-“It’s the most amazing thing about life,” said Bruce, “that so many
-millions rise up every morning bent on doing their best. You’d think
-the whole human race would have given up the struggle long ago and
-jumped into the sea. But no! Poor boobs that we are, we go whistling
-right along. Frankly, I mean to hang on a couple of weeks longer. Silly
-old world--but--it has its good points.”
-
-“Great applause!” exclaimed Helen, satisfied now that her little party
-was not to prove an utter failure. These were two interesting young
-people, she knew, and she was anxious to hear their views on matters
-about which she troubled herself more than most people suspected.
-
-“I’ve wondered sometimes,” Millicent said, “what would happen if the
-world could be made altogether happy just once by a miracle of some
-kind, no heartache anywhere; no discomfort! How long would it last?”
-
-“Only till some person among the millions wanted something another one
-had; that would start the old row over again,” Bruce answered.
-
-“I see what you children mean,” said Helen seriously. “Selfishness is
-what makes the world unhappy!”
-
-“Now--we’re getting in deep!” Bruce exclaimed. “Millicent always swims
-for the open water.”
-
-“Millie ought to go about lecturing; telling people to be calm, to look
-more at the stars and less at their neighbors’ new automobiles. I
-believe that would do a lot of good,” said Helen.
-
-“A splendid idea!” Bruce declared, laughing into Millicent’s eyes. “But
-what a sacrifice of herself! A wonderful exhibition of unselfishness,
-but----”
-
-“I’d be stoned to death!”
-
-“You’d be surer of martyrdom if you told them to love their neighbors
-as themselves,” said Helen. “Seriously now, that’s the hardest thing
-there is to do! Love my neighbor as myself! Me! Why, on one side my
-neighbor’s children snowball my windows; on the other side there’s a
-chimney that ruins me paying cleaner’s bills. Perhaps you’d speak to
-them for me, Millie?”
-
-“See here!” exclaimed Millicent. “Where do you get this idea of using
-me as a missionary and policeman! I don’t feel any urge to reform the
-world! I’m awful busy tending to my own business.”
-
-“Oh, all right,” said Bruce with a sigh of resignation. “Let the world
-go hang, then, if you won’t save it!”
-
-Helen was dressing the salad, and Bruce was free to watch Millicent’s
-eyes as they filled with dreams. As at other times when some grave
-mood touched her, it seemed that she became another being, exploring
-some realm alien to common experience. He glanced at her hands, folded
-quietly on the edge of the table, and again at her dream-filled eyes.
-Hers was the repose of a nature schooled in serenity. The world might
-rage in fury about her, but amid the tempest her soul would remain
-unshaken....
-
-Helen, to whom silence was always disturbing, looked up, but stifled an
-apology for the unconscionable time she was taking with the salad when
-she saw Millicent’s face, and Bruce’s intent, reverent gaze fixed upon
-the girl.
-
-“Saving the world!” Millicent repeated deliberatingly. “I never quite
-like the idea. It rather suggests--doesn’t it?--that some new machinery
-or method must be devised for saving it. But the secret came into the
-world ever so long ago--it was the ideal of beauty. A Beautiful Being
-died that man might know the secret of happiness. It had to be that way
-or man would never have understood or remembered. It’s not His fault
-that his ideas have been so confused and obscured in the centuries that
-have passed since He came. It’s man’s fault. The very simplicity of His
-example has always bewildered man; it was too good to be true!”
-
-“But, Millie,” said Helen with a little embarrassed laugh, “does the
-world really want to live as Jesus lived? Or would it admire people who
-did? Somebody said once that Christianity isn’t a failure because it’s
-never been tried. Will it _ever_ be tried--does anyone care enough?”
-
-“Dear me! What have I gotten into?” Millicent picked up her fork and
-glanced at them smilingly. “Bruce, don’t look so terribly solemn! Why,
-people are trying it every day, at least pecking at it a little. I’ve
-caught you at it lots of times! While we sit here, enjoying this quite
-wonderful salad, scores of people are doing things to make the world
-a better place to live in--safer, kinder and happier. I saw a child
-walk out of the hospital the other day who’d been carried in, a pitiful
-little cripple. It was a miracle; and if you’d seen the child’s delight
-and the look in the face of the doctor whose genius did the work, you’d
-have thought the secret of Jesus is making some headway!”
-
-“And knowing the very charming young woman named Millicent who found
-that little crippled girl and took her to the hospital. I’d have
-thought a lot more things!”
-
-“I never did it!” Millicent cried.
-
-“She’s always up to such tricks!” Helen informed Bruce. “Paper dolls
-are only one item of Millie’s good works.”
-
-“Be careful!” Millicent admonished. “I could tell some stories on you
-that might embarrass you terribly.” She turned to Bruce with a lifting
-of the brows that implied their hostess’s many shameless excursions in
-philanthropy.
-
-“How grand it would be if we could all talk about serious things--life,
-religion and things like that--as Millie does,” remarked Helen. “Most
-people talk of religion as though it were something disgraceful.”
-
-“Or they take the professional tone of the undertaker telling a late
-pallbearer where to sit,” Bruce added, “and the pallbearer is always
-deaf and insists on getting into the wrong place and sitting on
-someone’s hat.”
-
-“How jolly! Anything to cheer up a funeral,” said Helen. “Go on,
-Millie, and talk some more. You’re a lot more comforting than Doctor
-Lindley.”
-
-“The Doctor’s fine,” said Millicent spiritedly. “I don’t go to
-church because half of me is heathen, I suppose.” She paused as
-though a little startled by the confession. “There are things about
-churches--some of the hymns, the creed, the attempts to explain the
-Scriptures--that don’t need explaining--that rub me the wrong way. But
-it isn’t fair to criticize Doctor Lindley or any other minister who’s
-doing the best he can to help the world when the times are against him.
-No one has a harder job than a Christian minister of his training and
-traditions who really knows what’s the trouble with the world and the
-church but is in danger of being burned as a heretic if he says what he
-thinks.”
-
-“People can’t believe any more, can they, what their grandfathers
-believed? It’s impossible--with science and everything,” suggested
-Helen vaguely.
-
-“Why should they?” asked Millicent. “I liked to believe that God moves
-forward with the world. He has outgrown His own churches; it’s their
-misfortune that they don’t realize it. And Jesus, the Beautiful One,
-walks through the modern world weighted down with a heavier cross than
-the one he died on--bigotry, intolerance, hatred--what a cruel thing
-that men should hate one another in His name! I’ve wondered sometimes
-what Jesus must think of all the books that have been written to
-explain Him--mountains of books! Jesus is the only teacher the world
-ever had who got His whole story into one word--a universal word, an
-easy word to say, and the word that has inspired all the finest deeds
-of man. He rested His case on that, thinking that anything so simple
-would never be misunderstood. At the hospital one day I heard a mother
-say to her child, a pitiful little scrap who was doomed to die, ‘I
-love you so!’ and the wise, understanding little baby said, ‘Me know
-you do.’ I think that’s an answer to the charge that Christianity is
-passing out. It can’t, you see, because it’s founded on the one thing
-in the world that can never die.”
-
-The room was very still. The maid, who had been arrested in the serving
-of the dinner by a gesture from Helen, furtively made the sign of the
-cross. The candle flames bent to some imperceptible stirring of the
-quiet air. Bruce experienced a sense of vastness, of the immeasurable
-horizons of Millicent’s God and a world through which the Beautiful One
-wandered still, symbolizing the ineffable word of His gospel that was
-not for one people, or one sect, not to be bound up into one creed,
-but written into the hearts of all men as their guide to happiness.
-It seemed to him that the girl’s words were part of some rite of
-purification that had cleansed and blessed the world.
-
-“I hadn’t thought of it in quite that way,” said Bruce thoughtfully.
-
-Helen was a wise woman and knew the perils of anticlimax. She turned
-and nodded to the maid.
-
-“Please forgive me! I’ve been holding back the dinner!” Millicent
-exclaimed. “You must always stop me when I begin riding the clouds.
-Bruce, are you seeing Dale Freeman these days? Of course you are!
-Helen, we must study Dale more closely. She knows how to bring Bruce
-running!”
-
-“I cheerfully yield to Dale in everything,” said Helen. “I must watch
-the time. They promise an unusually good show tonight--three one-act
-pieces and one of them by George Whitford; he and Connie are to act in
-it.”
-
-“Connie ought to be a star,” Millicent remarked, “she gives a lot of
-time to theatricals.”
-
-“There’s just a question whether Connie and George Whitford are
-not--well, getting up theatricals does make for intimacy!” said Helen.
-“I wish George had less money! An idle man--particularly a fascinating
-devil like George--is a dangerous playmate for a woman like Connie!”
-
-“Oh, but Connie’s a dear!” exclaimed Millicent defensively. “Her
-position isn’t easy. A lot of the criticism you hear of her is unjust.”
-
-“A lot of the criticism you hear of everybody is unjust,” Bruce
-ventured.
-
-“Oh, we have a few people here who pass for respectable but start all
-the malicious gossip in town,” Helen observed. “They’re not all women,
-either! I suspect Mort Walters of spreading the story that Connie and
-George are having a big affair, and that Mr. Mills gave Connie a good
-combing about it before he went abroad!”
-
-“Ridiculous!” murmured Millicent.
-
-“Of course,” Helen went on. “We all know why Leila’s father dragged
-her away. But Connie ought really to have a care. It’s too bad Shep
-isn’t big enough to give Walters a thrashing. The trouble with Walters
-is that he tried to start a little affair with Connie himself and she
-turned him down cold. Pardon me, are we gossiping?”
-
-“Of course not!” laughed Millicent.
-
-“Just whetting our appetites for anything new that offers at the club,”
-said Bruce. “I’m glad I’m a new man in town; I can listen to all the
-scandal without being obliged to take sides.”
-
-“Millie! You hate gossip,” said Helen, “so please talk about the saints
-so I won’t have a chance to chatter about the sinners.”
-
-“Don’t worry,” said Bruce. “If there were no sinners the saints
-wouldn’t know how good they are!”
-
-“We’d better quit on that,” said Helen. “It’s time to go!”
-
-
-II
-
-At the hall where the Dramatic Club’s entertainments were given they
-met Shepherd Mills, who confessed that he had been holding four seats
-in the hope that they’d have pity on him and not let him sit alone.
-
-“I’ve hardly seen Connie for a week,” he said. “This thing of having a
-wife on the stage is certainly hard on the husband!”
-
-The room was filled to capacity and there were many out of town guests,
-whom Shep named proudly as though their presence were attributable to
-the fact that Connie was on the program.
-
-Whitford, in his ample leisure, had been putting new spirit into the
-club, and the first two of the one-act plays that constituted the
-bill disclosed new talent and were given with precision and finish.
-Chief interest, however, lay in the third item of the bill, a short
-poetic drama written by Whitford himself. The scene, revealed as the
-curtain rose, was of Whitford’s own designing--the battlements of a
-feudal castle, with a tower rising against a sweep of blue sky. The set
-transcended anything that the club had seen in its long history and was
-greeted with a quick outburst of applause. Whitford’s name passed over
-the room, it seemed, in a single admiring whisper. George was a genius;
-the town had never possessed anyone comparable to George Whitford, who
-distinguished himself alike in war and in the arts of peace and could
-afford to spend money with a free hand on amateur theatricals.
-
-His piece, “The Beggar,” written in blank verse, was dated vaguely in
-the Middle Ages and the device was one of the oldest known to romance.
-A lord of high degree is experiencing the time-honored difficulty in
-persuading his daughter of the desirability of marriage with a noble
-young knight whose suit she has steadfastly scorned. The castle is
-threatened; the knight’s assistance is imperatively needed; and the
-arrival of messengers, the anxious concern of the servitors, induce at
-once an air of tensity.
-
-In the fading afternoon light Constance Mills, as the princess, who has
-been wandering in the gardens, makes her entrance unconcernedly and
-greets her distracted lover with light-hearted indifference. She begins
-recounting a meeting with a beggar minstrel who has beguiled her with
-his music. She provokingly insists upon singing snatches of his songs
-to the irritated knight, who grows increasingly uneasy over the danger
-to the beleagured castle. As the princess exits the beggar appears
-and engages the knight in a colloquy, witty and good-humored on the
-vagrant’s part, but marked by the knight’s mounting anger. Whitford,
-handsome, jaunty, assured, even in his rags, with his shrewd retorts
-evokes continuous laughter.
-
-A renewed alarm calls the knight away, leaving the beggar thrumming his
-lute. The princess reappears to the dimming of lights and the twinkle
-in the blue background of the first tremulous star. The beggar, who of
-course is the enemy prince in disguise, springs forward as she slips
-out of her cloak and stands forth in a flowing robe in shimmering
-white. Her interchange with the beggar passes swiftly from surprise,
-indifference, scorn, to awakened interest and encouragement.
-
-No theatre was ever stilled to an intenser silence. The audacity of
-it, the folly of it! The pictorial beauty of the scene, any merit it
-possessed as drama, were lost in the fact that George Whitford was
-making love to Constance Mills. No make-believe could have simulated
-the passion of his wooing in the lines that he had written for himself,
-and no response could have been informed with more tenderness and charm
-than Constance brought to her part.
-
-Whitford was declaiming:
-
- “My flower! My light, my life! I offer thee
- Not jingling coin, nor lands, nor palaces,
- But yonder stars, and the young moon of spring,
- And rosy dawns and purple twilights long;
- All singing streams, and their great lord the sea--
- With these I’d thee endow.”
-
-And Constance, slowly lifting her head, an enthralling picture of young
-trusting love, replied:
-
- “I am a beggar in my heart!
- My soul hath need of thee! Teach me thy ways,
- And make me partner in thy wanderings,
- And lead me to the silver springs of song,
- I would be free as thou art, roam the world,
- Away from clanging war, by murmuring streams,
- Through green cool woodlands sweet with peace and love....
- Wilt thou be faithful, wilt thou love me long?”
-
-To her tremulous pleading he pledged his fealty and when he had taken
-her into his arms and kissed her they exited slowly. As they passed
-from sight his voice was heard singing as the curtain fell.
-
-The entire cast paraded in response to the vociferous and long
-continued applause, and Whitford and Constance bowed their
-acknowledgments together and singly. Cries of “author” detained
-Whitford for a speech, in which he chaffed himself and promised that
-in appreciation of their forbearance in allowing him to present so
-unworthy a trifle, which derived its only value from the intelligence
-and talent of his associates, he would never again tax their patience.
-
-As the lights went up Bruce, turning to his companions, saw that
-Shepherd was staring at the stage as though the players were still
-visible. Helen, too, noticed the tense look in Shep’s face, and touched
-him lightly on the arm. He came to with a start and looked about
-quickly, as if conscious that his deep preoccupation had been observed.
-
-“It was perfectly marvelous, Shep! Connie was never so beautiful, and
-she did her part wonderfully!”
-
-“Yes; Connie was fine! They were all splendid!” Shep stammered.
-
-“I’ve seen her in plays before, but nothing to match tonight,” said
-Helen. “You’ll share her congratulations--it’s a big night for the
-family!”
-
-They had all risen, and Millicent and Bruce added their
-congratulations--Shep smiling but still a little dazed, his eyes
-showing that he was thinking back--trying to remember, in the way of
-one who has passed through an ordeal too swiftly for the memory fully
-to record it.
-
-“Constance was perfectly adorable!” said Millicent sincerely.
-
-“Yes, yes!” Shep exclaimed. “I had no idea, really. She has acting
-talent, hasn’t she?”
-
-The question was not perfunctory; he was eager for their assurance that
-they had been watching a clever piece of acting.
-
-The room was being cleared for the dancing, and others near by were
-expressing their admiration for his wife. Helen seized a moment to
-whisper to Bruce:
-
-“It rather knocked him. Be careful that he doesn’t run away. George
-ought to be shot--Heaven knows there’s been enough talk already!”
-
-“The only trouble is that they were a little too good, that’s all,”
-said Bruce. “That oughtn’t to be a sin--when you remember what amateur
-shows usually are!”
-
-“It’s not to laugh!” Helen replied. “Shep’s terribly sensitive! He’s
-not so stupid but he saw that George was enjoying himself making love
-to Connie.”
-
-“Well, who wouldn’t enjoy it!” Bruce answered.
-
-The dancing had begun when Constance appeared on the floor. She had
-achieved a triumph and it may have been that she was just a little
-frightened now that it was over. As she held court near the stage,
-smilingly receiving congratulations, she waved to Shep across the crowd.
-
-“Was I so very bad?” she asked Bruce. “I was terribly nervous for fear
-I’d forget my lines.”
-
-“But you didn’t! It was the most enthralling half hour I ever spent.
-I’m proud to know you!”
-
-“Thank you, Bruce. Do something for me. These people bore me; tell Shep
-to come and dance with me. Yes--with you afterwards.”
-
-Whether it was kindness or contrition that prompted this request did
-not matter. It sufficed that Connie gave her first dance to Shep and
-that they glided over the floor with every appearance of blissful
-happiness. Whitford was passing about, paying particular attention to
-the mothers of debutantes, quite as unconcernedly as though he had not
-given the club its greatest thrill....
-
-As this was Millicent’s first appearance since her election to the
-club, her sponsors were taking care that she met such of the members
-as had not previously been within her social range. Franklin Mills’s
-efforts to establish the Hardens had not been unavailing. Bruce,
-watching her as she danced with a succession of partners, heard an
-elderly army officer asking the name of the golden-haired girl who
-carried herself so superbly.
-
-Bruce was waiting for his next dance with her and not greatly
-interested in what went on about him, when Dale Freeman accosted him.
-
-“Just look at the girl! Seeing her dancing just like any other
-perfectly healthy young being, you’d never think she had so many
-wonderful things in her head and heart. Millie’s one of those people
-who think with their hearts as well as their brains. When you find that
-combination, sonny, you’ve got something!”
-
-“Um--yes,” he assented glumly.
-
-Dale looked up at him and laughed. “I’ll begin to suspect you’re in
-love with her now if you act like this!”
-
-“The suspicion does me honor!” he replied.
-
-“Oh, I’m not going to push you! I did have some idea of helping you,
-but I see it’s no use.”
-
-“Really, none,” he answered soberly. And for a moment the old
-unhappiness clutched him....
-
-At one o’clock he left the hall with Helen and Millicent.
-
-“I suppose the tongues will wag for a while,” Helen sighed wearily.
-“But you’ve got to hand it to Constance and George! They certainly put
-on a good show!”
-
-At the Harden’s Bruce took Millicent’s key and unlocked the door.
-
-“I’ve enjoyed this; it’s been fine,” she said and put out her hand.
-
-“It was a pretty full evening,” he replied. “But there’s a part of it
-I’ve stored away as better than the plays--even better than my dances
-with you!”
-
-“I know!” she said. “Helen’s salad!”
-
-“Oh, better even than that! The talk at the table--your talk! I must
-thank you for that!”
-
-“Oh, please forget! I believe I’d rather you’d remember our last dance!”
-
-She laughed light-heartedly and the door closed.
-
-“They’ve done it now!” exclaimed Helen as the car rolled on. “Why will
-people be such fools! To think they had to go and let the whole town
-into the secret!”
-
-“Cease worrying! If they’d really cared anything for each other they
-couldn’t have done it.”
-
-“George would--it was just the dare-devil sort of thing that George
-Whitford _would_ do!”
-
-“Well, you’re not troubled about me any more!” he laughed. “A little
-while ago you thought Connie had designs on me! Has it got to be
-someone?”
-
-“That’s exactly it! It’s got to be someone with Connie!”
-
-But when he had left her and was driving on to his apartment it was of
-Millicent he thought, not of Constance and Whitford. It was astonishing
-how much freer he felt now that the Atlantic rolled between him and
-Franklin Mills.
-
-
-III
-
-Bruce, deeply engrossed in his work, was nevertheless aware that the
-performance of “The Beggar” had stimulated gossip about Constance Mills
-and Whitford. Helen Torrence continued to fret about it; Bud Henderson
-insisted on keeping Bruce apprised of it; Maybelle deplored and Dale
-Freeman pretended to ignore. The provincial mind must have exercise,
-and Bruce was both amused and disgusted as he found that the joint
-appearance of Constance and Whitford in Whitford’s one-act play had
-caused no little perturbation in minds that lacked nobler occupation or
-were incapable of any very serious thought about anything.
-
-It had become a joke at the University Club that Bruce, who was looked
-upon as an industrious young man, gave so much time to Shepherd
-Mills. There was a doglike fidelity in Shep’s devotion that would have
-been amusing if it hadn’t been pathetic. Bud Henderson said that Shep
-trotted around after Bruce like a lame fox terrier that had attached
-itself to an Airedale for protection.
-
-Shep, inspired perhaps by Bruce’s example, or to have an excuse for
-meeting him, had taken up handball. As the winter wore on this brought
-them together once or twice a week at the Athletic Club. One afternoon
-in March they had played their game and had their shower and were in
-the locker room dressing.
-
-Two other men came in a few minutes later and, concealed by the
-lockers, began talking in low tones. Their voices rose until they
-were audible over half the room. Bruce began to hear names--first
-Whitford’s, then unmistakably Constance Mills was referred to. Shep
-raised his head as he caught his wife’s name. One of the voices was
-unmistakably that of Morton Walters, a young man with an unpleasant
-reputation as a gossip. Bruce dropped a shoe to warn the men that they
-were not alone in the room. But Walters continued, and in a moment a
-harsh laugh preluded the remark:
-
-“Well, George takes his pleasure where he finds it. But if I were Shep
-Mills I certainly wouldn’t stand for it!”
-
-Shep jumped up and started for the aisle, but Bruce stepped in front of
-him and walked round to where Walters and a friend Bruce didn’t know
-were standing before their lockers.
-
-“I beg your pardon, Mr. Walters, but may I remind you that this is a
-gentleman’s club?”
-
-“Well, no; you may not!” Walters retorted hotly. He advanced toward
-Bruce, his eyes blazing wrathfully.
-
-The men, half clothed, eyed each other for a moment.
-
-“We don’t speak of women in this club as you’ve been doing,” said
-Bruce. “I’m merely asking you to be a little more careful.”
-
-“Oh, you’re criticizing my manners, are you?” flared Walters.
-
-“Yes; that’s what I’m doing. They’re offensive. My opinion of you is
-that you’re a contemptible blackguard!”
-
-“Then that for your opinion!”
-
-Walters sprang forward and dealt Bruce a ringing slap in the face.
-Instantly both had their fists up. Walters’s companion grasped him by
-the arm, begging him to be quiet, but he flung him off and moved toward
-Bruce aggressively.
-
-They sparred for a moment warily; then Walters landed a blow on Bruce’s
-shoulder.
-
-“So you’re Mrs. Mills’s champion, are you?” he sneered.
-
-Intent upon the effect of his words, he dropped his guard. With
-lightning swiftness Bruce feinted, slapped his adversary squarely
-across the mouth and followed with a cracking blow on the jaw that sent
-him toppling over the bench. His fall made considerable noise, and the
-superintendent of the club came running in to learn the cause of the
-disturbance. Walters, quickly on his feet, was now struggling to shake
-off his friend. Several other men coming in stopped in the aisle and
-began chaffing Walters, thinking that he and Bruce were engaged in a
-playful scuffle. Walters, furious that his friend wouldn’t release him,
-began cursing loudly.
-
-“Gentlemen, this won’t do!” the superintendent admonished. “We can’t
-have this here!”
-
-“Mr. Walters,” said Bruce when Walters had been forced to sit down, “if
-you take my advice you’ll be much more careful of your speech. If you
-want my address you’ll find it in the office!”
-
-He went back to Shep, who sat huddled on the bench by his locker,
-his face in his hands. He got up at once and they finished dressing
-in silence. Walters made no further sign, though he could be heard
-blustering to his companion while the superintendent hovered about to
-preserve the peace.
-
-Shep’s limousine was waiting--he made a point of delivering Bruce
-wherever he might be going after their meetings at the club--and he got
-into it and sat silent until his house was reached. He hadn’t uttered a
-word; the life seemed to have gone out of him.
-
-Bruce walked with him to the door and said “Good night, Shep,” as
-though nothing had happened. Shep rallied sufficiently to repeat the
-good-night, choking and stammering upon it. Bruce returned to the
-machine and bade the chauffeur take him home.
-
-He did no work that night. Viewed from any angle, the episode was
-disagreeable. Walters would continue to talk--no doubt with increased
-viciousness. Bruce wasn’t sorry he had struck him, but as he thought it
-over he found that the only satisfaction he derived from the episode
-was a sense that it was for Shep that he had taken Walters to task.
-Poor Shep! Bruce wished that he did not so constantly think of Shep in
-commiserative phrases....
-
-Bud Henderson, who was in the club when the row occurred, informed
-Bruce that the men who had been in the locker room were good fellows
-and that the story was not likely to spread. It was a pity, though, in
-Bud’s view, that the thing had to be smothered, for Walters had been
-entitled to a licking for some time and the occurrence would make Bruce
-the most popular man in town.
-
-“If the poor boob had known how you used to train with that
-middle-weight champ in Boston during our bright college years he
-wouldn’t have slapped you! I’ll bet his jaw’s sore!”
-
-Bruce was not consoled. He wished the world would behave itself; and in
-particular he wished that he was not so constantly, so inevitably, as
-it seemed, put into the position of aiding and defending the house of
-Mills.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER NINETEEN
-
-
-I
-
-Bruce worked at his plans for the Laconia memorial determinedly and,
-he hoped, with inspiration. He looked in at the Hardens’ on a Sunday
-afternoon and found Millicent entertaining several callow youths--new
-acquaintances whom she had met at the functions to which Mills’s
-cautious but effective propaganda had admitted her. Bruce did not
-remain long; he thought Millicent was amused by his poorly concealed
-disappointment at not finding her alone. But he was deriving little
-satisfaction from his self-denial in remaining away and grew desperate
-for a talk with her. He made his next venture on a wild March night,
-and broke forth in a pæan of thanksgiving when he found her alone in
-the library.
-
-“You were deliciously funny when you found me surrounded! Those were
-nice boys; they’d just discovered me!”
-
-“They had the look of determined young fiends! I knew I couldn’t stay
-them out. But I dare ’em to leave home on a night like this!”
-
-“Oh, I know! You’re afraid of competition! After you left that Sunday
-mamma brought in ginger cookies and we popped corn and had a grand old
-time!”
-
-“It sounds exciting. But it was food for the spirit I needed; I
-couldn’t have stood it to see them eat!”
-
-“Just for that our pantry is closed to you forever--never a cookie!
-Those boys were vastly pleased to meet you. They knew you as a soldier
-of the Republic and a crack handball player--not as an eminent
-architect. That for fame! By the way, you must be up to something
-mysterious. Dale gave me just a tiny hint that you’re working on
-something prodigious. But of course I don’t ask to be let into the
-secret!”
-
-“The secret’s permanent if I fail!” he laughed.
-
-He was conscious that their acquaintance had progressed in spite of
-their rare meetings. Tonight she played for him and talked occasionally
-from the organ--running comment on some liturgical music with which
-she had lately been familiarizing herself. Presently he found himself
-standing beside her; there seemed nothing strange in this--to be
-standing where he could watch her hands and know the thrill of her
-smile as she invited his appreciation of some passage that she was
-particularly enjoying....
-
-“What have you been doing with your sculpting? Please bring me up to
-date on everything,” he said.
-
-“Oh, not so much lately. You might like to see some children’s heads
-I’ve been doing. I bring some of the little convalescents to the house
-from the hospital to give them a change.”
-
-“Lucky kids!” he said. “To be brought here and played with.”
-
-“Why not? They’re entitled to all I have as much as I am.”
-
-“Revolutionist! Really, Millicent, you must be careful!”
-
-Yes; no matter how little he saw of her, their amity and concord
-strengthened. Sometimes she looked at him in a way that quickened his
-heartbeat. As they went down from the organ his hand touched hers and
-he thrilled at the fleeting contact. A high privilege, this, to be near
-her, to be admitted to the sanctuary of her mind and heart. She had her
-clichés; harmony was a word she used frequently, and colors and musical
-terms she employed with odd little meanings of her own.
-
-In the studio she showed him a plaque of her mother’s head which he
-knew to be creditable work. His praise of it pleased her. She had none
-of the amateur’s simpering affectation and false modesty. She said
-frankly she thought it the best thing she had done.
-
-“I know mamma--all her expressions--and that makes a difference. You’ve
-got to see under the flesh--get the inner light even in clay. I might
-really get somewhere if I gave up everything else,” she said pensively
-as they idled about the studio.
-
-“Yes; you could go far. Why not?”
-
-“Oh, but I’d have to give up too much. I like life--being among people;
-and I have my father and mother. I think I’ll go on just as I am. If I
-got too serious about it I might be less good than now, when I merely
-play at it....”
-
-In their new familiarity he made bold to lift the coverings of some of
-her work that she thought unworthy of display. She became gay over some
-of her failures, as she called them. She didn’t throw them away because
-they kept her humble.
-
-On a table in a corner of the room stood a bust covered with a cloth to
-which they came last.
-
-“Another _magnum opus_?” he asked carelessly. She lifted the cloth and
-stood away from it.
-
-“Mr. Mills gave me some sittings. But this is my greatest fizzle of
-all; I simply couldn’t get him!”
-
-The features of Franklin Mills had been reproduced in the clay with
-mechanical fidelity; but unquestionably something was lacking. Bruce
-studied it seriously, puzzled by its deficiencies.
-
-“Maybe you can tell me what’s wrong,” she said. “It’s curious that a
-thing can come so close and fail.”
-
-“It’s a true thing,” remarked Bruce, “as far as it goes. But you’re
-right; there’s something that isn’t there. If you don’t mind, it’s
-dead--there’s--there’s no life in it.”
-
-Millicent touched the clay here and there, suggesting points where the
-difficulty might lie. She was so intent that she failed to see the
-changing expression on Bruce’s face. He had ceased to think of the
-clay image. Mills himself had been in the studio, probably many times.
-The thought of this stirred the jealousy in Bruce’s heart--Millicent
-and Mills! Every kind and generous thought he had ever entertained for
-the man was obliterated by this evidence that for many hours he had
-been there with Millicent. But she, understanding nothing of this, was
-startled when he flung round at her.
-
-“I think I can tell you what’s the matter,” he said in a tone harsh and
-strained. “The fault’s not yours!”
-
-“No?” she questioned wonderingly.
-
-“The man has no soul,” he said, as though he were pronouncing sentence
-of death.
-
-That Millicent should have fashioned this counterfeit of Mills,
-animated perhaps by an interest that might quicken to love, was
-intolerable. Passion possessed him. Lifting the bust, he flung it with
-a loud crash upon the tile floor. He stared dully at the scattered
-fragments.
-
-“God!” he turned toward her with the hunger of love in his eyes.
-“I--I--I’m sorry--I didn’t mean to do that!”
-
-He caught her hand roughly; gently released it, and ran up the steps
-into the library.
-
-Millicent remained quite still till the outer door had closed upon
-him. She looked down at the broken pieces of the bust, trying to
-relate them to the cause of his sudden wrath. Then she knelt and began
-mechanically, patiently, picking up the fragments. Suddenly she paused.
-Her hands relaxed and the bits of clay fell to the floor. She stood up,
-her figure tense, her head lifted, and a light came into her eyes.
-
-
-II
-
-He had made a fool of himself: this was Bruce’s reaction to the sudden
-fury that had caused him to destroy Millicent’s bust of Franklin
-Mills. He would never dare go near her again; and having thus fixed
-his own punishment, and being very unhappy about it, a spiteful fate
-ordained that he should meet her early the next morning in the lobby
-of the Central States Trust Company, where, out of friendly regard for
-Shepherd Mills, he had opened an account.
-
-“So--I’m not the only early riser!” she exclaimed, turning away from
-one of the teller’s windows as he passed. “This is pay day at home and
-I’m getting the cook’s money. I walked down--what a glorious morning!”
-
-“Cook--money?” he repeated stupidly. There was nothing extraordinary
-in the idea that she should be drawing the domestic payroll. Her
-unconcern, the deftness with which she snapped her purse upon a roll of
-new bills and dropped it into a bead bag were disconcerting. Her eyes
-turned toward the door and he must say something. She was enchanting
-in her gray fur coat and feathered hat of vivid blue; it hadn’t been
-necessary for her to say that she had walked four miles from her house
-to the bank; her glowing cheeks were an eloquent advertisement of that.
-
-“Please,” he began eagerly. “About last night--I made a dreadful
-exhibition of myself. I know--I mean that to beg your forgiveness----”
-
-“Is wholly unnecessary!” she finished smilingly. “The bust was a
-failure and I had meant to destroy it myself. So please forget it!”
-
-“But my bad manners!”
-
-She was making it too easy for his comfort. He wished to abase himself,
-to convince her of his contrition.
-
-“Well,” she said with a judicial air, “generally speaking, I approve of
-your manners. We all have our careless moments. I’ve been guilty myself
-of upsetting bric-a-brac that I got tired of seeing in the house.”
-
-“You ought to scold me--cut my acquaintance.”
-
-“Who’d be punished then?” she demanded, drawing the fur collar closer
-about her throat.
-
-“I might die!” he moaned plaintively.
-
-“An irreparable loss--to the world!” she said, “for which I refuse to
-become responsible.” She took a step toward the door and paused. “If
-I may refer to your destructive habits, I’ll say you’re some critic!”
-She left him speculating as to her meaning. To outward appearances, at
-least, she hadn’t been greatly disturbed by the smashing of Mills’s
-image.
-
-When he had concluded his errand he went to the enclosure where the
-company’s officers sat to speak to Shep, whom he had been avoiding
-since the encounter with Walters at the Athletic Club. Shep jumped up
-and led the way to the directors’ room.
-
-“You know,” he began, “I don’t want to seem to be pursuing you,
-but”--he was stammering and his fine, frank eyes opened and shut
-quickly in his agitation--“but you’ve got to know how much I
-appreciate----”
-
-“Now, old man,” Bruce interrupted, laying his hand on Shep’s shoulder,
-“let’s not talk of ancient history.”
-
-Shep shook his head impatiently.
-
-“No, by George! You’ve _got_ to take my thanks! It was bully of you to
-punch that scoundrel’s head. I ought to have done it myself, but----”
-He held out his arms, his eyes measuring his height against Bruce’s
-tall frame, and grinned ruefully.
-
-“I didn’t give you a chance, Shep,” said Bruce, drawing himself onto
-the table and swinging his legs at ease. “I don’t believe that bird’s
-been looking for me; I’ve been right here in town.”
-
-“I guess he won’t bother you much!” exclaimed Shep with boyish pride in
-his champion’s prowess. “You certainly gave him a good one!”
-
-“He seemed to want it,” replied Bruce. “I couldn’t just kiss him after
-he slapped me!”
-
-“I told Connie! I didn’t care for what Walters said--you
-understand--but I wanted Connie to know what you did--for her!”
-
-His eyes appealed for Bruce’s understanding. But Bruce, who had hoped
-that Shep wouldn’t tell Connie, now wished heartily that Shep would
-drop the matter.
-
-“You made too much of it! It wasn’t really for anyone in particular
-that I gave Walters that little tap--it was to assert a general
-principle of human conduct.”
-
-“We’ll never forget it,” declared Shep, not to be thwarted
-in his expression of gratitude. “That anyone should speak of
-Connie--_Connie_--in that fashion! Why, Connie’s the noblest girl in
-the world! You know that, the whole world knows it!”
-
-He drew back and straightened his shoulders as though daring the world
-to gainsay him.
-
-“Why, of course, Shep!” Bruce replied quietly. He drew a memorandum
-from his pocket and asked about some bonds the trust company had
-advertised and into which he considered converting some of the
-securities he had left with his banker at Laconia which were now
-maturing. Shep, pleased that Bruce was inviting his advice in the
-matter, produced data from the archives in confirmation of his
-assurance that the bonds were gilt-edge and a desirable investment.
-Bruce lingered, spending more time than was necessary in discussing the
-matter merely to divert Shep’s thoughts from the Walters’ episode.
-
-
-III
-
-Bruce had never before worked so hard; Freeman said that the designer
-of the Parthenon had been a loafer in comparison. After a long and
-laborious day he would drive to the Freemans with questions about his
-designs for the memorial that he feared to sleep on. Dale remarked to
-her husband that it was inspiring to see a young man of Bruce’s fine
-talent and enthusiasm engrossed upon a task and at the same time in
-love--an invincible combination.
-
-Carroll had kept in mind the visit to Laconia he had proposed and they
-made a week-end excursion of it in May. Bruce was glad of the chance
-to inspect the site of the memorial, and happier than he had expected
-to be in meeting old friends. It was disclosed that Carroll’s interest
-in Bruce’s cousin was not quite so incidental as he had pretended.
-Mills’s secretary had within the year several times visited Laconia,
-an indication that he was not breaking his heart over Leila.
-
-Bruce stole away from the hotel on Sunday morning to visit his mother’s
-grave. She had lived so constantly in his thoughts that it seemed
-strange that she could be lying in the quiet cemetery beside John
-Storrs. There was something of greatness in her or she would never
-have risked the loss of his respect and affection. She had trusted
-him, confident of his magnanimity and love. Strange that in that small
-town, with its brave little flourish of prosperity, she had lived
-all those years with that secret in her heart, perhaps with that old
-passion tormenting her to the end. She had not been afraid of him,
-had not feared that he would despise her. “O soul of fire within a
-woman’s clay”--this line from a fugitive poem he had chanced upon in a
-newspaper expressed her. On his way into town he passed the old home,
-resenting the presence of the new owner, who could not know what manner
-of woman had dwelt there, sanctified its walls, given grace to the
-garden where the sun-dial and the flower beds still spoke of her....
-Millicent was like Marian. Very precious had grown this thought, of the
-spiritual kinship of his mother and Millicent.
-
-Traversing the uneven brick pavements along the maple arched street,
-it was in his mind that his mother and Millicent would have understood
-each other. They dreamed the same dreams; the garden walls had not
-shut out Marian Storrs’s vision of the infinite. A church bell whose
-clamorous peal was one of his earliest recollections seemed subdued
-today to a less insistent note by the sweetness of the spring air. Old
-memories awoke. He remembered a sermon he had heard in the church of
-the sonorous bell when he was still a child; the fear it had wakened in
-his heart--a long noisy discourse on the penalties of sin, the horror
-in store for the damned. And he recalled how his mother had taken his
-hand and smiled down at him there in the Storrs pew--that adorable
-smile of hers. And that evening as they sat alone in the garden on the
-bench by the sun-dial she had comforted him and told him that God--her
-God--was not the frightful being the visiting minister had pictured,
-but generous and loving. Yes, Millicent was like Marian Storrs....
-
-After this holiday he fell upon his work with renewed energy--but
-he saw Millicent frequently. It was much easier to pass through the
-Harden gate and ring the bell now that the windows of the Mills
-house were boarded up. Mrs. Harden and the doctor made clear their
-friendliness--not with parental anxiety to ingratiate themselves with
-an eligible young man, but out of sincere regard and liking.
-
-“You were raised in a country town and all us folks who were brought
-up in small towns speak the same language,” Mrs. Harden declared. She
-conferred the highest degree of her approval by receiving him in the
-kitchen on the cook’s day out, when she could, in her own phrase,
-putter around all she pleased. Millicent, enchantingly aproned, shared
-in the sacred rites of preparing the evening meal on these days of
-freedom, when there was very likely to be beaten biscuit, in the
-preparation of which Bruce was duly initiated.
-
-Spring repeated its ancient miracle in the land of the tall corn. A
-pleasant haven for warm evenings was the Harden’s “back yard” as the
-Doctor called it, though it was the most artistic garden in town, where
-Mrs. Harden indulged her taste in old-fashioned flowers; and there
-was a tea house set in among towering forest trees where Millicent
-held court. Bruce appearing late, with the excuse that he had been
-at work, was able to witness the departure of Millicent’s other
-“company” as her parents designated her visitors, and enjoy an hour
-with her alone. Their privacy was invaded usually by Mrs. Harden, who
-appeared with a pitcher of cooling drink and plates of the cakes in
-which she specialized. She was enormously busy with her work on the
-orphan asylum board. She was ruining the orphans, the Doctor said; but
-he was proud of his wife and encouraged her philanthropies. He was
-building a hospital in his home town--thus, according to Bud Henderson,
-propitiating the gods for the enormity of his offense against medical
-ethics in waxing rich off the asthma cure. The Doctor’s sole recreation
-was fishing; he had found a retired minister, also linked in some way
-with the Hardens’ home town, who shared his weakness. They frequently
-rose with the sun and drove in Harden’s car to places where they had
-fished as boys. Bruce had known people like the Hardens at Laconia.
-Even in the big handsome house they retained their simplicity, a
-simplicity which in some degree explained Millicent. It was this
-quality in her that accounted for much--the sincerity and artlessness
-with which she expressed beliefs that gained sanctity from her very
-manner of speaking of them.
-
-On a June night he put into the mail his plans for the memorial and
-then drove to the Hardens’. Millicent had been playing for some callers
-who were just leaving.
-
-“If you’re not afraid of being moonstruck, let’s sit out of doors,” she
-suggested.
-
-“It’s a habit--this winding up my day here! I’ve just finished a little
-job and laid it tenderly on the knees of the gods.”
-
-“Ah, the mysterious job is done! Is it anything that might be assisted
-by a friendly thought?”
-
-“Just a bunch of papers in the mail; that’s all.”
-
-They talked listlessly, in keeping with the langurous spirit of the
-night. The Mills house was plainly visible through the shrubbery. In
-his complete relaxation, his contentment at being near Millicent,
-Bruce’s thoughts traveled far afield while he murmured assent to what
-she was saying. The moonlit garden, its serenity hardly disturbed
-by the occasional whirr of a motor in the boulevard, invited to
-meditation, and Millicent was speaking almost as though she were
-thinking aloud in her musical voice that never lost its charm for him.
-
-“It’s easy to believe all manner of strange things on a night like
-this! I can even imagine that I was someone else once upon a time....”
-
-“Go right on!” he said, rousing himself, ready for the game which
-they often played like two children. He turned to face her. “I have a
-sneaking idea that a thousand years ago at this minute I was sitting
-peacefully by a well in an oasis with camels and horses and strange
-dark men sleeping round me; that same lady moon looking down on the
-scene, making the sandy waste look like a field of snow.”
-
-“That sounds dusty and hot! Now me--I’m on a galley ship driving
-through the night; a brisk cool wind is blowing; a slave is singing a
-plaintive song and the captain of the rowers is thumping time for them
-to row by and the moon is shining down on an island just ahead. It’s
-all very jolly! We’re off the coast of Greece somewhere, I think.”
-
-“I suppose that being on a ship while I’m away off in a desert I really
-shouldn’t be talking to you. I couldn’t take my camel on your yacht!”
-
-“There’s telepathy,” she suggested.
-
-“Thanks for the idea! If we’ve arrived in this pleasant garden after a
-thousand-year journey I certainly shan’t complain!”
-
-“It wouldn’t profit you much if you did! And besides, my feelings
-would be hurt!” she laughed softly. “I do so love the sound of my own
-voice--I wonder if that’s because I’ve been silent a thousand years!”
-
-“I hope you weren’t, for--I admire your voice! Looking at the stars
-does make you think large thoughts. If they had all been flung into
-space by chance, as a child scatters sand, we’d have had a badly
-scrambled universe by this time--it must be for something--something
-pretty important.”
-
-“I wonder....” She bent forward, her elbow on the arm of the chair, her
-hand laid against her cheek. “Let’s pretend we can see all mankind,
-from the beginning, following a silken cord that Some One ahead is
-unwinding and dropping behind as a guide. And we all try to hold fast
-to it--we lose it over and over again and stumble over those who have
-fallen in the dark places of the road--then we clutch it again. And
-we never quite see the leader, but we know he is there, away on ahead
-trying to guide us to the goal----”
-
-“Yes,” he said eagerly, “the goal----”
-
-“Is happiness! That’s what we’re all searching for! And our Leader has
-had so many names--those ahead are always crying back a name caught
-from those ahead of them--down through the ages. But it helps to know
-that many are on ahead clutching the cord, not going too fast for fear
-the great host behind may lose their hope and drop the cord altogether!”
-
-“I like that; it’s bully! It’s the life line, the great clue----”
-
-“Yes, yes,” she said, “and even the half gods are not to be sneered at;
-they’ve tangled up the cord and tied hard knots in it---- Oh, dear!
-I’m soaring again!”
-
-There had been some question of her going away for the remainder of
-the summer, and he referred to this presently. He was hoping that she
-would go before the return of Mills and Leila. The old intimacy between
-the two houses would revive: it might be that Millicent was ready to
-marry Mills; and tonight Bruce did not doubt his own love for her--if
-only he might touch her hand that lay so near and tell her! In the
-calm night he felt again the acute loneliness that had so beset him in
-his year-long pilgrimage in search of peace; and he had found at the
-end a love that was not peace. After the verdict of the judges of the
-memorial plans was given it would be best for him to leave--go to New
-York perhaps and try his fortune there, and forget these months that
-had been so packed with experience.
-
-“We’re likely to stay on here indefinitely,” Millicent was saying. “I’d
-rather go away in the winter; the summer is really a joy. A lot of
-the people we know are staying at home. Connie and Shep are not going
-away, and Dale says she’s not going to budge. And Helen Torrence keeps
-putting off half a dozen flights she’s threatened to take. And Bud and
-Maybelle seem content. So why run away from friends?”
-
-“No reason, of course. The corn requires heat and why should we be
-superior to the corn?”
-
-“I had a letter from Leila today. She says she’s perishing to come
-home!”
-
-“I’ll wager she is!” laughed Bruce. “What’s going to happen when she
-comes?”
-
-He picked up his hat and they were slowly crossing the lawn toward the
-gate.
-
-“You mean Freddie Thomas.”
-
-“I suppose I do mean Fred! But I didn’t mean to pump you. It’s Leila’s
-business.”
-
-“I’ll be surprised if a few months’ travel doesn’t change Leila. She
-and Freddy had an awful crush on each other when she left. If she’s
-still of the same mind--well, her father may find the trip wasn’t so
-beneficial!”
-
-From her tone Bruce judged that Millicent was not greatly concerned
-about Leila. She went through the gates with him to his car at the curb.
-
-“Whatever it is you sent shooting through the night--here’s good luck
-to it!” she said as he climbed into his machine. “Do you suppose that’s
-the train?”
-
-She raised her hand and bent her head to listen. The rumble of a
-heavy train and the faint clang of a locomotive bell could be heard
-beyond the quiet residential neighborhood. He was pleased that she had
-remembered, sorry now that he had not told her what it was that he had
-committed to the mails. She snapped her fingers, exclaiming:
-
-“I’ve sent a wish with it, whether it’s to your true love or whatever
-it is!”
-
-“It wasn’t a love letter,” he called after her as she paused under the
-gate lamps to wave her hand.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY
-
-
-I
-
-Franklin Mills landed in New York feeling that his excursion abroad
-had been well worth while. Leila had been the cheeriest of companions
-and Mills felt that he knew her much better than he had ever known
-her before. They had stopped in Paris and he had cheerfully indulged
-her extravagance in raiment. Throughout the trip nothing marred their
-intercourse. Mills’s pride and vanity were touched by the admiring eyes
-that followed them. In countries where wine and spirits were everywhere
-visible Leila betrayed no inclination to drink, even when he urged some
-rare vintage upon her. The child had character; he detected in her the
-mental and physical energy, the shrewdness, the ability to reason,
-that were a distinguishing feature of the Mills tradition. Shep hadn’t
-the swift, penetrating insight of Leila. Leila caught with a glance of
-the eye distinct impressions which Shep would have missed even with
-laborious examination. Shep, nevertheless, was a fine boy; reluctant
-as he was to acknowledge an error even to himself, Mills, mellowed by
-distance, thought perhaps it had been a mistake to forbid Shep to study
-medicine; and yet he had tried to do the right thing by Shep. It was
-important for the only son of the house of Mills to know the worth of
-property.
-
-The only son.... When Mills thought of Shep and Leila he thought, too,
-of Storrs--Bruce Storrs with his undeniable resemblance to Franklin
-Mills III. There were times when by some reawakening of old memories
-through contact with new scenes--in Venice, at Sorrento, in motoring
-into Scotland from the English lake country--in all places that invited
-to retrospective contemplation he lived over again those months he had
-spent in Laconia.
-
-Strangely, that period revived with intense vividness. Released from
-the routine of his common life, he indulged his memories, estimating
-their value, fixing their place in his life. That episode seemed
-the most important of all; he had loved that woman. He had been a
-blackguard and a scoundrel; there was no escaping that, but he could
-not despise himself. Sometimes Leila, noting his deep preoccupation on
-long motor drives, would tease him to tell her what he was thinking
-about and he was hard put to satisfy her that he hadn’t a care in the
-world. Once, trying to ease an attack of homesickness, she led him into
-speculation as to what their home-folks were doing--Shep and Connie,
-Millicent, and in the same connection she mentioned Bruce.
-
-“What an awful nice chap he is, Dada. He’s a prince. You’d know him for
-a thoroughbred anywhere. Arthur Carroll says his people were just nice
-country town folks--father a lawyer, I think Arthur said. The Freemans
-back him strong, and they’re not people you can fool much.”
-
-“Mr. Storrs is a gentleman,” said Mills. “And a young man of fine
-gifts. I’ve had several talks with him about his work and ambitions.
-He’ll make his mark.”
-
-“He’s good to look at! Millicent says there’s a Greek-god look about
-him.”
-
-“Millicent likes him?” asked Mills with an effort at indifference which
-did not wholly escape Leila’s vigilant eye.
-
-“Oh, I don’t think it’s more than that. You never can tell about
-Millie.”
-
-This was in Edinburgh, shortly before they sailed for home. All things
-considered the trip abroad had been a success. Leila had not to the
-best of his knowledge communicated with Thomas--she had made a point
-of showing him the letters she received and giving him her own letters
-to mail. Very likely, Mills thought, she had forgotten all about her
-undesirable suitor, and as a result of the change of scene and the new
-amity established between them, would fulfill her destiny by marrying
-Carroll.
-
-
-II
-
-The town house had been opened for their return, this being a special
-concession to Leila, who disliked Deer Trail. Mills yielded graciously,
-though he enjoyed Deer Trail more than any other of his possessions;
-but there was truth in her complaint that when he was in town all day,
-as frequently happened, it was unbearably lonely unless she fortified
-herself constantly with guests.
-
-Mills found all his business interests prospering. Though Carroll
-was no longer in the office in the First National Building, the
-former secretary still performed the more important of his old
-functions in his rôle of vice-president of the trust company. Mills
-was not, however, to sink into his old comfortable routine without
-experiencing a few annoyances and disturbances. His sister, Mrs.
-Granville Thornberry, a childless widow, who had taken a hand in
-Leila’s upbringing after Mrs. Mills’s death--an experience that had
-left wounds on both sides that had never healed--Mrs. Thornberry had
-lingered in town to see him. She had become involved in a law suit by
-ignoring Mills’s advice, and now cheerfully cast upon him the burden of
-extricating her from her predicament. The joy of reminding her that she
-would have avoided vexatious and expensive litigation if she had heeded
-his counsel hardly mitigated his irritation. But for his sense of the
-family dignity he would have declined to have anything to do with the
-case.
-
-Carroll had been present at their interview, held in Mills’s office,
-and when he left Mrs. Thornberry lingered. She was tall and slender,
-quick and incisive of speech. She absorbed all the local gossip and in
-spite of her wealth and status as a Mills was a good deal feared for
-her sharp tongue. It was a hot day and Mills’s patience had been sorely
-tried by her seeming inability to grasp the legal questions raised in
-the law suit.
-
-“Well, Alice,” he said, with a glance at his desk clock. “Is there
-anything else?”
-
-“Yes, Frank; there’s a matter I feel it my duty to speak of. You know
-that I never like to interfere in your affairs. After the trouble we
-had about Leila I thought I’d never mention your children to you again.”
-
-“That’s very foolish,” Mills murmured with a slight frown. He thought
-she was about to attack Leila and he had no intention of listening to
-criticism of Leila. Alice had made a mess of Leila’s education and
-he was not interested in anything she might have to say about her.
-And Alice was richly endowed with that heaven-given wisdom as to the
-rearing of children which is peculiar to the childless. Mills wished
-greatly that Alice would go.
-
-“The matter’s delicate--very delicate, Frank. I hesitate----”
-
-“Please, Alice!” he interrupted impatiently. “Either you’ve got
-something to say or you haven’t!”
-
-At the moment she was not his sister, but a woman who had precipitated
-herself into a law suit by giving an option on a valuable piece of
-property and then selling it to a third party, which was stupid and he
-hated stupidity. He thought she was probably going to say that Leila
-drank too much, but knowing that Leila had been a pattern of sobriety
-for months he was prepared to rebuke her sharply for bringing him stale
-gossip.
-
-“It’s about Shep--Shep and Connie!” said Mrs. Thornberry. “You know how
-fond I’ve always been of Shep.”
-
-“Yes--yes,” Mills replied, mystified by this opening. “Shep’s doing
-well and I can’t see but he and Connie are getting on finely. He’s
-quite surprised me by the way he’s taken hold in the trust company.”
-
-“Oh, Shep’s a dear. But--there’s talk----”
-
-“Oh, yes; there’s talk!” Mills caught her up. “There’s always talk
-about everyone. I even suppose you and I don’t escape!”
-
-“Well, of course there have been rumors, you know, Frank, that you are
-considering marrying again.”
-
-“Oh, they’re trying to marry me, are they?” he demanded, in a tone that
-did not wholly discourage her further confidences.
-
-“I can’t imagine your being so silly. But the impression is abroad
-that you’re rather interested in that Harden girl. Ridiculous, of
-course, at your age! You’d certainly throw your dignity to the winds if
-you married a girl of Leila’s age, whose people are said to be quite
-common. They say Dr. Harden used to travel over the country selling
-patent medicine from a wagon at country fairs and places like that.”
-
-“I question the story. The Doctor’s a very agreeable person, and his
-wife’s a fine woman. We have had very pleasant neighborly relations.
-And Millicent is an extraordinary girl--mentally the superior of any
-girl in town. I’ve been glad of Leila’s intimacy with her; it’s been
-for Leila’s good.”
-
-“Oh, I dare say they’re all well enough. Of course the marriage would
-be a big card for the Hardens. You’re a shrewd man, Frank, but it’s
-just a little too obvious--what you’ve been doing to push those people
-into our own circle. But the girl’s handsome--there’s no doubt of that.”
-
-“Well, those points are settled, then,” her brother remarked, taking
-up the ivory paper cutter and slapping his palm with it. Alice was
-never niggardly with her revelations and he consoled himself with the
-reflection that she had shown her full hand.
-
-“This other matter,” Mrs. Thornberry continued immediately, “is rather
-more serious. I came back from California the week after you sailed and
-I found a good deal of talk going on about Connie.”
-
-“Connie?” Mills repeated and his fingers tightened upon the ivory blade.
-
-“Connie’s not behaving herself as a married woman should. She’s been
-indulging in a scandalous flirtation--if that’s not too gentle a name
-for it--with George Whitford.”
-
-“Pshaw, Alice! Whitford’s always run with Shep’s crowd. He’s a sort of
-fireside pet with all the young married women. George is a fine, manly
-fellow. I don’t question that he’s been at Shep’s a good deal. Shep’s
-always liked him particularly. And Connie’s an attractive young woman.
-Why, George probably makes love to all the women, old and young, he’s
-thrown with for an hour! You’re borrowing trouble quite unnecessarily,
-Alice. It’s too bad you have to hear the gossip that’s always going
-around here; you take it much too seriously.”
-
-“It’s not I who take it seriously; it’s common talk! Shep, poor boy, is
-so innocent and unsuspecting! George hasn’t a thing to do but fool at
-his writing. He and Connie have been seen a trifle too often on long
-excursions to other towns when Shep, no doubt, thought she was golfing.
-What I’m telling you is gossip, of course; I couldn’t prove anything.
-But it’s possible sometimes that just a word will save trouble. You
-must acquit me of any wish to be meddlesome. I like Connie; I’ve always
-tried to like her for Shep’s sake.”
-
-She was probably not magnifying the extent to which talk about his
-son’s wife had gone. His old antagonism to Constance, the remembrance
-of his painful scenes with Shep in his efforts to prevent his marriage,
-were once more resurgent. Mrs. Thornberry related the episode of
-the dramatic club play which had, from her story, crystalized and
-stimulated the tales that had previously been afloat as to Connie’s
-interest in Whitford. Mills promptly seized upon this to dismiss
-the whole thing. Things had certainly come to a fine pass when
-participation in amateur theatricals could give rise to scandal; it
-merely showed the paucity of substantial material.
-
-He was at pains to conceal his chagrin. His pride took refuge behind
-its fortifications; he would not have his sister, of all persons,
-suspect that he could be affected by even the mildest insinuation
-against anyone invested with the sanctity of the Mills name. He told
-her of having met some old friends of hers in London as he accompanied
-her to the elevator. But when he regained his room he stood for some
-time by the window gazing across the town to the blue hills. The
-patriarchial sense was strong in him; he was the head and master of his
-house and he would tolerate no scandalous conduct on the part of his
-daughter-in-law. But he must move cautiously. The Whitfords were an old
-family and he had known George’s father very well. With disagreeable
-insistence the remembrance of his adventure in Laconia came back to him.
-
-
-III
-
-Several weeks passed in which Mills exercised a discreet vigilance in
-observing Shep and Connie. Whitford was in town; Mills met him once and
-again at Shep’s house, but there were others of the younger element
-present and there was nothing in Whitford’s conduct to support Mrs.
-Thornberry’s story. He asked Carroll incidentally about the dramatic
-club play--as if merely curious as to whether it had been a successful
-evening, and Carroll’s description of Whitford’s little drama and of
-Connie’s part in it was void of any hint that it concealed a serious
-attachment between the chief actors.
-
-The usual social routine of the summer stay-at-homes was progressing in
-the familiar lazy fashion--country club dances, motor trips, picnics
-and the like. On his return Mills had called at once upon the Hardens.
-Millicent’s charms had in nowise diminished in his absence. With
-everything else satisfactorily determined, there would be no reason
-why he should not marry Millicent. His sister’s disapproval did not
-weigh with him at all. But first he must see Leila married, and he
-still hoped to have Carroll for a son-in-law. Leila had entered into
-the summer gaieties with her usual zest, accepting the escort of one
-and another available young man with a new amiability. One evening at
-the Faraway Country Club Mills saw her dancing with Thomas; but it was
-for one dance only, and Thomas seemed to be distributing his attentions
-impartially. A few nights later when they had dined alone at Deer
-Trail--Leila had suggested that they go there merely to please him--as
-they sat on the veranda all his hopes that her infatuation for Thomas
-had passed were rudely shattered.
-
-“Well, Dada,” she began, when he was half through his after-dinner
-cigar, “it’s nice to be back. It’s a lot more fun being at home in
-summer. There is something about the old home town and our own country.
-I guess I’m a pretty good little American.”
-
-“I guess you are,” he assented with a chuckle that expressed his entire
-satisfaction with her. The veranda was swept fitfully by a breeze warm
-sweet with the breath of ripening corn. It was something to be owner
-of some part of the earth; it was good to be alive, master of himself,
-able to direct and guide the lives of others less fortunately endowed
-than he with wisdom and power.
-
-Leila touched his hand and he clasped and held it on the broad arm of
-his favorite rocker.
-
-“Dada, what a wonderful time we had on our trip! I was a good little
-girl--wasn’t I? You know I was trying so hard to be good!”
-
-“You were an angel,” he exclaimed heartily. “Our trip will always be
-one of the happiest memories of my life.”
-
-At once apprehensive, he hoped these approaches concealed nothing more
-serious than a request for an increase in her allowance or perhaps a
-new car.
-
-“I want to speak about Freddy Thomas,” she said, freeing her hand and
-moving her chair the better to command his attention.
-
-“Thomas!” he said as though repeating an unfamiliar name. “I thought
-you were all done with him.”
-
-“Dada,” she said very gently, “I love Freddy. All the time I was away I
-was testing myself--honestly and truly trying to forget him. I didn’t
-hear from him and I didn’t send him even a postcard. But now that I’m
-back it’s all just the same. We do love each other; he’s the only man
-in the world that can ever make me happy. Please--don’t say no!”
-
-He got up slowly, and walked the length of the veranda and came back to
-find her leaning against one of the pillars.
-
-“Now, Leila,” he began sharply, “we’ve been all over this, and
-I thought you realized that a marriage with that man would be a
-mistake--a grave blunder. He’s playing upon your sympathy--telling you,
-no doubt, what a great mistake he made in his first venture.”
-
-“I’ve seen him only once since I got back and that was the other night
-at the club,” she replied patiently. “Freddy’s no cry-baby; you know
-you couldn’t find a single thing against him except the divorce, and
-that wasn’t his fault. He’s perfectly willing to answer any questions
-you want to ask him. Isn’t that fair enough?”
-
-“You expect me to treat with him--listen to his nasty scandal! I’ve
-told you it won’t do! There’s never been a divorce in our family--nor
-in your mother’s family! I feel strongly about it. The thing has got
-too common; it’s taken away all the sanctity of marriage! And that I
-should welcome as a husband for a young girl like you a man who has
-had another wife--a woman who’s still living--keeping his name, I
-understand--I tell you, Leila, it won’t do! It’s my duty to protect you
-from such a thing. I have wanted you to take a high position in this
-community--such a position as your mother held; and can you imagine
-yourself doing it as the second wife of a man who’s not of our circle,
-not our kind at all?”
-
-He flung round, took a few quick steps and then returned to the attack.
-
-“I want this matter to be disposed of now. What would our friends think
-of me if I let you do such a thing? They’d think I’d lost my mind! I
-tell you it’s not in keeping with our position--with your position as
-my daughter--to let you make a marriage that would change the whole
-tone of the family. If you’ll think a little more about this I believe
-you’ll see just what the step means. I want the best for you. I don’t
-believe your happiness depends on your marrying this man. I may as well
-tell you bluntly now that I can never reconcile myself to the idea of
-your marrying him. I’ve thought it all over in all its aspects. You’ve
-never had a care nor a worry in your life. When you marry I want you to
-start even--with a man who’s your equal in the world’s eyes.”
-
-He had delivered this a little oratorically, with a gesture or two,
-and one might have thought that he was pleased with his phrases. Leila
-in her simple summer gown, with one hand at her side, the other thrust
-into the silk sash at her waist, seemed singularly young as she stood
-with her back to the pillar. The light from the windows, mingled with
-the starlight and moonlight playing upon her face, made it possible to
-watch the effect of his words. The effect, if any, was too obscure for
-his vision. Her eyes apparently were not seeing him at all; he might
-as well have addressed himself to one of the veranda chairs for any
-satisfaction he derived from his speech.
-
-It was on his tongue to pile up additional arguments against the
-marriage; but this unresisting Leila with her back to the pillar
-exasperated him. And all those months that they had traveled about
-together, with never a mention of Thomas; when she had even indulged in
-mild flirtations with men who became their fellow travelers for a day,
-she had carried in her heart this determination to marry Thomas. And
-he, Franklin Mills, had stupidly believed that she was forgetting the
-man....
-
-He again walked the length of the veranda, and as he retraced his steps
-she met him by the door.
-
-“Well, Dada, shall we drive in?” she asked, quite as though nothing had
-happened.
-
-“I suppose we may as well start,” he said and looked at his watch to
-hide his embarrassment rather than to learn the time.
-
-On the way into town she recurred to incidents of their travels
-and manifested great interest in changes he proposed making in his
-conservatories to embrace some ideas he had gathered in England; but
-she did not refer in any way to Thomas. When they reached home she
-kissed him good-night and went at once to her room.
-
-The house was stifling from the torrid day and Mills wished himself
-back at the farm. His chief discomfort was not physical, however; Leila
-had eluded him, taken refuge in the inconsequential and irrelevant in
-her own peculiar, capricious fashion. It was not in his nature to
-discuss his affairs or ask counsel, but he wished there were someone he
-could talk to.... Millicent might help him in his perplexity. He went
-out on the lawn and looked across the hedge at the Hardens’, hearing
-voices and laughter. The mirth was like a mockery.
-
-
-IV
-
-On the following day Bruce and Millicent drove to the Faraway club for
-golf. He was unable to detect any signs indicating that Mills’s return
-had affected Millicent. She spoke of him as she might have spoken of
-any other neighbor. Bruce wasn’t troubled about Mills when he was with
-Millicent; it was when he was away from her that he was preyed upon by
-apprehensions. He could never marry her: but Mills should never marry
-her. This repeated itself in his mind like a child’s rigamarole. Their
-game kept them late and it was after six when they left the club in
-Bruce’s roadster.
-
-Millicent was beside him; their afternoon together had been unusually
-enjoyable. He had every reason to believe that she preferred his
-society to that of any other man she knew. He had taken a route into
-town that was longer than the one usually followed, and in passing
-through a small village an exclamation from Millicent caused him to
-stop the car.
-
-“Wasn’t that Leila and Fred at the gas station?” she asked. “Let’s go
-back and see.”
-
-Leila saluted them with a wave of the hand. Thomas was speaking to the
-keeper of the station.
-
-“Hello, children!” Leila greeted them. “Pause and be sociable. What
-have you been up to?”
-
-“Shooting a little golf,” Millicent answered. “Why didn’t you drop the
-word that you were going to the club for dinner? You might have had a
-little company!”
-
-Bruce strolled over to Thomas, who was still conferring with the
-station keeper. He heard the man answer some question as to the best
-route to a neighboring town. Thomas seemed a trifle nervous and glanced
-impatiently toward Leila and Millicent.
-
-“Hello, Bruce,” he said cheerfully, “how’s everything?”
-
-“Skimming!” said Bruce, and they walked back to the car, where Thomas
-greeted Millicent exuberantly. Leila leaned out and whispered to Bruce:
-
-“We’ll be married in an hour. Don’t tell Millie till you get home!”
-
-“Are you kidding?” Bruce demanded.
-
-“Certainly not!”
-
-“But why do it this way?”
-
-“Oh--it’s simpler and a lot more romantic--that’s all! Tell Millie that
-everything is all right! Don’t look so scared! All right, Freddy, let’s
-go!”
-
-Their car was quickly under way and Millicent and Bruce resumed their
-homeward drive.
-
-“Leila didn’t tell me she was going to the club with Freddy,” remarked
-Millicent pensively.
-
-“One of those spontaneous things,” Bruce replied carelessly.
-
-When they reached the Hardens’ he walked with her to the door.
-
-“That was odd--meeting Leila and Fred,” said Millicent. “Do you think
-they were really going to the club for supper?”
-
-“They were not going there,” Bruce replied. “They’re on their way to be
-married.”
-
-“Oh, I’m sorry!” she said and her eyes filled with tears. The privilege
-of seeing tears in Millicent’s eyes was to Bruce an experience much
-more important than Leila’s marriage.
-
-“It will be a blow to Mr. Mills,” said Bruce thoughtfully. “Let’s hope
-he accepts it gracefully.”
-
-Both turned by a common impulse and their eyes rested upon the Mills
-house beyond the hedge....
-
-The town buzzed for a few days after Leila’s elopement, but in her
-immediate circle it created no surprise. It was like Leila; she could
-always be depended upon to do things differently. Mills, receiving the
-news from Leila by telephone, had himself conveyed the announcement to
-the newspapers, giving the impression that there had been no objection
-to the marriage and that the elopement was due to his daughter’s wish
-to avoid a formal wedding. This had the effect of killing the marriage
-as material for sensational news. It was not Mills’s way to permit
-himself to be flashed before his fellow citizens as an outraged and
-storming father. Old friends who tried to condole with him found their
-sympathy unwelcome. He personally saw to the packing of the effects
-Leila telegraphed for to be sent to Pittsburg, where she and her
-husband, bound for a motor trip through the east, were to pause for a
-visit with Thomas’s parents.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
-
-
-I
-
-Bruce returned late one afternoon in August from a neighboring town
-where Freeman had some houses under construction, found the office
-deserted, and was looking over the accumulation of papers on his desk
-when a messenger delivered a telegram.
-
-He signed for it and let it lie while he filled his pipe. The
-potentialities of an unopened telegram are enormous. This message,
-Bruce reflected, might be from one of Freeman’s clients with whom he
-had been dealing directly; or it might be from a Tech classmate who had
-written a week earlier that he would be motoring through town and would
-wire definitely the hour of his arrival. Or it might be the verdict of
-the jury of architects who were to pass on the plans for the Laconia
-memorial--an honorable mention at best. The decision had been delayed
-and he had been trying to forget about it. He turned the envelope
-over--assured himself that it didn’t matter greatly whether he received
-the award or not; then, unable to prolong the agony, he tore it open
-and read:
-
- It affords the committee great pleasure to inform you that your plans
- submitted for the Laconia memorial have been accepted. You may
- regard our delay in reaching the decision as complimentary, for the
- high merit of some half dozen of the plans proposed made it extremely
- difficult to reach a conclusion. We suggest that you visit Laconia as
- soon as possible to make the acquaintance of the citizens’ committee
- with whom you will now take up the matter of construction. With our
- warm cordial congratulations and all good wishes....
-
-He flung his pipe on the floor with a bang, snatched the telephone and
-called Freeman’s house. Dale answered, gave a chirrup of delight and
-ran to carry the news to Bill on the tennis court. Bruce decided that
-Henderson should know next, and had called the number when Bud strolled
-into the room.
-
-“Looking for me--most remarkable! I was on this floor looking for
-a poor nut who needs a little stimulus as to the merits of the
-world-famous Plantag!”
-
-“Fool!” shouted Bruce, glaring at him. “Don’t speak to me of
-Plantagenets. Read that telegram; read it and fall upon your knees!
-I’ve won a prize, I tell you! You called me a chicken-coop builder,
-did you? You said I’d better settle down to building low-priced
-bungalows---- Oh, yes, you did!”
-
-He was a boy again, lording it over his chum. He danced about, tapping
-Bud on the head and shoulders as if teasing him for a fight. Bud
-finally managed to read the message Bruce had thrust into his hands,
-and emitted a yell. They fell to pummeling each other joyfully until
-Bud sank exhausted into a chair.
-
-“Great Jupiter!” Bud panted. “So this is what you were up to all
-spring! We’ll have a celebration! My dear boy, don’t bother about
-anything--I’ll arrange it all!”
-
-He busied himself at the telephone while Bruce received a newspaper
-reporter who had been sent to interview him. A bunch of telegrams
-arrived from Laconia--salutations of old friends, a congratulatory
-message from the memorial committee asking when they might expect him.
-The members of the committee were all men and women he had known from
-childhood, and his heart grew big at the pride they showed in him. In
-the reception room he had difficulty in composing himself sufficiently
-to answer the reporter’s questions with the composure the occasion
-demanded....
-
-“Small and select--that’s my idea!” said Bud in revealing his plans for
-the celebration. “We’re going to pull it at Shep Mills’s--Shep won’t
-listen to anything else! And the Freemans will be there, and Millie,
-and Helen Torrence, and Maybelle’s beating it from the country club to
-be sure she doesn’t miss anything. Thank God! something’s happened to
-give me an excuse for acquiring a large, juicy bun.”
-
-“Oh, thunder! You’re going to make an ass of me! I don’t want any
-party!”
-
-“No false modesty! We’re all set. I’ll skip around to the Club and
-nail Carroll and Whitford and any of the boys who are there. I’ll bet
-your plans are rotten, but we’ll pretend they’re mar-ve-li-ous! You’ll
-probably bluff your way through life just on your figure!”
-
-“But there’s no reason why the Shep Millses should be burdened with
-your show! Why didn’t you ask me about that?”
-
-“Oh, their house is bigger than mine. And Shep stammered his head off
-demanding that he have the honor. Don’t worry, old hoss, you’re in the
-hands of your friends!”
-
-The party overflowed from the house into the grounds, Bud having
-invited everyone he thought likely to contribute to its gaiety. Many
-did not know just what it was all about, or thought it was one of Bud’s
-jokes. He had summoned a jazz band and cleared the living-room for
-dancing.
-
-“Bud was unusually crazy when he telephoned me,” said Millicent. “I
-don’t quite know what you’ve done, but it must be a world-shaking
-event.”
-
-“All of that! The good wishes you sent after the mail train on a
-certain night did the business. I’d have told you of my adventure, only
-I was afraid I’d draw a blank.”
-
-“I see. You thought of me as only a fair-weather friend. Square
-yourself by telling me everything.”
-
-Their quiet corner of the veranda was soon invaded. Carroll, Whitford,
-Connie and Mrs. Torrence joined them, declaring that Millicent couldn’t
-be allowed to monopolize the hero of the hour.
-
-“It’s only beginner’s luck; that’s all,” Bruce protested. “The
-pleasantest thing about it is that it’s my native burg; that does
-tickle me!”
-
-“It’s altogether splendid,” said Carroll. “Having seen you on your
-native heath, and knowing how the people over there feel about you, I
-know just how proud you ought to be.”
-
-“What’s the name of the place--Petronia?” asked Constance.
-
-“Laconia,” Carroll corrected her. “You will do well to fix it in your
-memory now that Bruce is making it famous. I might mention that I have
-some cousins there--Bruce went over with me not so long ago just to
-give me a good character.”
-
-“How very interesting,” Constance murmured.
-
-“Mr. Mills once lived for a time in Laconia,” Carroll remarked. “That
-was years ago. His father had acquired some business interests there
-and the place aspired to become a large city.”
-
-“I don’t believe I ever heard Mr. Mills speak of it; I thought he was
-always rooted here,” said Constance.
-
-The party broke up at midnight, and Bruce drove Millicent home through
-the clear summer night. When he had unlocked the door for her she
-followed him out upon the steps.
-
-“I’m afraid I haven’t said all I’d like to say about your success. It’s
-a big achievement. I want you to know that I realize all that. I’m
-glad--and proud. Many happy returns of the day!”
-
-She gave him both her hands and this more than her words crowned the
-day for him. He had never been so happy. He really had hold of life;
-he could do things, he could do much finer things than the Laconia
-memorial! On his way to the gate he saw beyond the hedge a shadowy
-figure moving across the Mills lawn. When he reached the street he
-glanced back, identified Mills, and on an impulse entered the grounds.
-Mills was pacing back and forth, his head bowed, his hands thrust into
-his pockets. He started when he discerned Bruce, who walked up to him
-quickly.
-
-“Oh--that you, Storrs? Glad to see you! It’s a sultry night and I’m
-staying out as long as possible.”
-
-“I stopped to tell you a little piece of news. The Laconia memorial
-jury has made its report; my plans are accepted.”
-
-“How fine! Why--I’m delighted to hear this. I hope everything’s as you
-wanted it.”
-
-“Yes, sir; the fund was increased and the thing can be done now without
-skimping. I put in the fountain--I’m greatly obliged to you for that
-suggestion. You ought to have the credit for it.”
-
-“Oh, no, no!” Mills exclaimed hastily. “You’d probably have thought of
-it yourself--merely a bit of supplementary decoration. You’ll be busy
-now--supervising the construction?”
-
-“Yes; I want to look after all the details. It will keep me busy for
-the next year. Carroll is going over to Laconia with me tomorrow.”
-
-“Good! It will be quite an event--going back to your old home to
-receive the laurel! I hope your work will stand for centuries!”
-
-“Thank you, sir; good-night.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
-
-
-I
-
-Brief notes from Leila announced the happy course of her honeymoon in
-the New England hills. She wrote to her father as though there had
-been nothing extraordinary in her flight. Mills’s mortification that
-his daughter should have married over his protest was ameliorated by
-the satisfaction derived from dealing magnanimously with her. The
-Mills dignity required that she have a home in keeping with the family
-status, and he would provide for this a sum equal to the amount he had
-given Shep to establish himself. He avoided Shep and Connie--the latter
-misguidedly bent upon trying to reconcile him to the idea that Leila
-had not done so badly. He suspected that Connie, in her heart, was
-laughing at him, rejoicing that Leila had beaten him.
-
-He saw Millicent occasionally; but for all her tact and an evident
-wish to be kind, he suspected that her friendliness merely expressed
-her sympathy, and sympathy from any quarter was unbearable. He felt
-age clutching at him; he questioned whether Millicent could ever
-care for him; his dream of marrying again had been sheer folly. The
-summer wore on monotonously. Mills showed himself at the country club
-occasionally, usually at the behest of some of his old friends, and
-several times he entertained at Deer Trail.
-
-Shep and Connie were to dine with him in the town house one evening,
-and when he had dressed he went, as he often did, into Leila’s room. He
-sat down and idly drew the books from a rack on the table. One of them
-was a slender volume of George Whitford’s poems, printed privately and
-inscribed, “To Leila, from her friend, the author.” Mills had not heard
-of the publication and he turned over the leaves with more curiosity
-than he usually manifested in volumes of verse. Whitford’s lyrics were
-chiefly in a romantic and sentimental vein. One of them, the longest
-in the book, was called “The Flower of the World,” and above the title
-Leila had scrawled “Connie.”
-
-The lines were an ardent tribute to a lady whom the poet declared to be
-his soul’s ideal. Certain phrases underscored by Leila’s impious pencil
-were, when taken collectively, a very fair description of Constance.
-Mills carried the book to the library for a more deliberate perusal.
-If Leila knew that Constance was the subject of the verses, others
-must know it. What his sister had said about Whitford’s devotion to
-Constance was corroborated by the verses; and there had been that joint
-appearance of Constance and Whitford in the dramatic club play--another
-damning circumstance. Mills’s ire was aroused. He was standing in
-the middle of the room searching for other passages that might be
-interpreted as the author’s tribute to Constance when Shep entered.
-
-“Good evening, father,” he said. “We’re a little early--I thought we
-might take a minute to speak of those B. and F. bonds. You know----”
-
-He paused as his father, without preliminary greeting, advanced toward
-him with an angry gleam in his eyes.
-
-“Look at that! Have you seen this thing?”
-
-“Why, yes, I’ve seen it,” Shepherd answered, glancing at the
-page. “It’s a little book of George’s; he gave copies to all his
-friends--said nobody would ever buy it!”
-
-“Gave copies to all his friends, did he? Do you see what Leila’s
-written here and those marked lines? Do you realize what it means--that
-it’s written to your wife?”
-
-“That’s ridiculous, father,” Shep stammered. “It’s not written to
-Connie any more than to any other young woman--a sort of ideal of
-George’s, I suppose. Connie’s name written there is just a piece of
-Leila’s nonsense.”
-
-“How many people do you suppose thought the same thing? Don’t you know
-that there’s been a good deal of unpleasant talk about Connie and
-Whitford? There was that play they appeared in--written by Whitford!
-I’ve heard about that! It caused a lot of talk, and you’ve stood by,
-blind and deaf, and haven’t done a thing to stop it!”
-
-“I can’t have you make such statements about Connie! There was nothing
-wrong with that play--absolutely nothing! It was one of the finest
-things the club ever had. As for George having Connie in mind when he
-wrote that poem--why, that’s ridiculous! George is my friend as much
-as Connie’s. Why, I haven’t a better friend in the world than George
-Whitford!”
-
-“You’re blind; you’re stupid!” Mills stormed. “How many people do you
-suppose have laughed over that--laughed at you as a fool to let a man
-make love to your wife in that open fashion? I tell you the thing’s
-got to stop!”
-
-“But, father,” said Shep, lowering his voice, “you wouldn’t insult
-Connie. She’s downstairs and might easily hear you. You know, father,
-Connie isn’t exactly well! Connie’s going--Connie’s going--to have a
-baby! We’re very, very happy--about it----”
-
-Shep, stammering as he blurted this out, had endeavored to invest the
-announcement with the dignity it demanded.
-
-“So there’s a child coming!” There was no mistaking the sneer in
-Mills’s voice. “Your wife has a lover and she is to have a child!”
-
-“You shan’t say such a thing!” cried Shep, his voice tremulous with
-wrath and horror. “You’re crazy! It’s unworthy of you!”
-
-“Oh, I’m sane enough. You ought to have seen this and stopped it long
-ago. Now that you see it, I’d like to know what you’re going to do
-about it!”
-
-“But I don’t see it! There’s nothing to see! I tell you I’ll not listen
-to such an infamous charge against Connie!”
-
-“I’ll say what I please about Connie!” Mills shouted. “You
-children--you and Leila--what have I got from you but disappointment
-and shame? Leila runs away and marries a scoundrel out of the divorce
-court and now your wife--a woman I tried to save you from--has smirched
-us all with dishonor. I didn’t want you to marry her; I begged you not
-to do it. But I yielded in the hope of making you happy. I wanted you
-and Leila to take the place you’re entitled to in this town. Everything
-was done for you! Look up there,” he went on hoarsely, pointing to the
-portraits above the book shelves, “look at those men and women--your
-forebears--people who laid the foundations of this town, and they
-look down on you and what do they see? Failure! Disgrace! Nothing but
-failure! And you stand here and pretend--pretend----”
-
-Mills’s arm fell to his side and the sentence died on his lips.
-Constance stood in the door; there were angry tears in her eyes and her
-face was white as she advanced a little way into the room and paused
-before Mills.
-
-“I did not know how foul--how base you could be! You needn’t fear him,
-Shep! Only a coward would have bawled such a thing for the servants
-to hear--possibly the neighbors. You’ve called upon your ancestors,
-Mr. Mills, to witness your shame and disgrace at having admitted
-me into your sacred family circle! Shep, have you ever noticed the
-resemblance--it’s really quite remarkable--of young Mr. Storrs to your
-grandfather Mills? It’s most curious--rather impressive, in fact!”
-
-She was gazing at the portrait of Franklin Mills III, with a
-contemptuous smile on her lips.
-
-“Connie, _Connie_----” Shep faltered.
-
-“Storrs! What do you mean by that?” demanded Mills. His mouth hung
-open; with his head thrust forward he gazed at the portrait as if he
-had never seen it before.
-
-“Nothing, of course,” she went on slowly, giving every effect to
-her words. “But when you spent some time in that town with the
-singular name--Laconia, wasn’t it?--you were young and probably quite
-fascinating--Storrs came from there--an interesting--a wholly admirable
-young man!”
-
-“Connie--I don’t get what you’re driving at!” Shep exclaimed, his eyes
-fastened upon his grandfather’s portrait.
-
-“Constance is merely trying to be insolent,” Mills said, but his hand
-shook as he took a cigarette from a box and lighted it. When he looked
-up he was disconcerted to find Shep regarding him with a blank stare.
-Constance, already at the door, said quietly:
-
-“Come, Shep. I think we must be going.”
-
-The silence of the house was broken in a moment by the closing of the
-front door.
-
-
-II
-
-Shep and Constance drove in silence the few blocks that lay between
-Mills’s house and their own. Constance explained their return to the
-maid by saying that she hadn’t felt well and ordered a cold supper
-served in the breakfast room. Shep strolled aimlessly about while she
-went upstairs and reappeared in a house gown. When they had eaten they
-went into the living-room, where she turned the leaves of a book while
-he pretended to read the evening newspaper. After a time she walked
-over to him and touched his arm, let her hand rest lightly on his head.
-
-“Yes, Connie,” he said.
-
-“There’s something I want to say to you, Shep.”
-
-“Yes, Connie.”
-
-He got up and she slipped into his chair.
-
-“It’s a lie, Shep. What your father said is a lie!”
-
-“Yes; of course,” he said, but he did not look at her.
-
-“You’ve got to believe me; I’ll die if you don’t tell me you believe in
-me!” and her voice broke in a sob.
-
-He walked away from her, then went back, staring at her dully.
-
-“I’ve been foolish, Shep. George and I have been good friends; we’ve
-enjoyed talking books and music. I like the things he likes, but that’s
-all. You’ve got to believe me, Shep; you’ve got to believe me!”
-
-There was deep passion in the reiterated appeal.
-
-When he did not reply she rose, clasped his cheeks in her hands so that
-he could not avoid her eyes.
-
-“Look at me, Shep. I swear before God I am telling you the truth!”
-
-“Yes, Connie.” He freed himself, walked to the end of the room, went
-back to her, regarding her intently. “Connie--what did you mean by what
-you said to father about Bruce Storrs?”
-
-“Oh, nothing! Your aunt Alice spoke of the resemblance one night at the
-country club, where she saw Bruce with Millicent. It’s rather striking
-when you think of it. And then at Bruce’s jollification the other night
-Arthur said your father once spent some time at Laconia. I thought
-possibly he had relatives there.”
-
-“No; never, I think.”
-
-“That’s what your aunt Alice said; but the portrait does suggest Bruce
-Storrs.”
-
-“Or a hundred other men,” Shep replied with a shrug. “You must be
-tired, Connie--you’d better go to bed.”
-
-“I don’t believe we’ve quite finished, Shep. I can’t leave you like
-this! Your father is a beast! A low, foul beast!”
-
-“I suppose he is,” he said indifferently.
-
-“Is that all you have to say to me--Shep?”
-
-She regarded him with growing terror in her eyes. He had said he
-believed her, but it was in a tone of unbelief.
-
-“I suppose a wife has a right to the protection of her husband,” she
-said challengingly.
-
-“You heard what I said to father, didn’t you? I told him it was a lie.
-I’ll never enter his house again. That ought to satisfy you,” he said
-with an air of dismissing the matter finally.
-
-“And this is all you have to say, Shep?”
-
-“It’s enough, isn’t it? I don’t care to discuss the matter further.”
-
-“Then this is the end--is that what you mean?”
-
-“No,” he replied in a curious, strained tone. “It’s foolish to say what
-the end of anything is going to be.”
-
-She looked at him a moment pleadingly and with a gesture of
-helplessness started toward the door. He opened it for her, followed
-her into the hall, pressed the buttons that lighted the rooms above,
-and returned to the living-room....
-
-
-III
-
-Their routine continued much as it had been for the past two years, but
-to her tortured senses there was something ominous now in the brevity
-of their contacts. Shep often remained away late and on his return
-crept softly upstairs to his room without speaking to her, though she
-left her light burning brightly.
-
-Constance kept to her room, she hadn’t been well, and the doctor told
-her to stay in bed for a few days. For several nights she heard Shep
-moving about his room, and the maid told her that he had been going
-over his clothing and was sending a box of old suits to some charitable
-institution. A few days later he went into her room as she was having
-breakfast in bed. She asked him to shift the tray for her, more for
-something to say than because the service was necessary, and inquired
-if he were feeling well, but without dispelling the hard glitter that
-had become fixed in his eyes.
-
-“Do you know when Leila’s coming home?” he inquired from the foot of
-the bed.
-
-“No; I haven’t heard. I’ve seen no one; the doctor told me to keep
-quiet.”
-
-“Yes; I suppose you have to do that,” he said without emotion. He went
-out listlessly and as he passed her she put out her hand, touched his
-sleeve; but he gave no sign that he was aware of the appeal the gesture
-implied....
-
-It was on a Saturday morning that he went in through his dressing room,
-bade her good morning in much his old manner and rang for her coffee.
-He had breakfasted, he said, and merely wanted to be sure that she was
-comfortable.
-
-“Thank you, Shep. I’m all right. I’ve been troubled about you,
-dear--much more than about myself. But you look quite fit this morning.”
-
-“Feeling fine,” he said. “This is a half day at the office and I want
-to get on the job early. I’m dated up for a foursome this afternoon
-with George, Bruce and Carroll; so I won’t be home till after the game.
-You won’t mind?”
-
-“Why, I’m delighted to have you go, Shep!”
-
-“I always do the best I can, Connie,” he went on musingly. “I probably
-make a lot of mistakes. I don’t believe God intended me for heavy work;
-if he had he’d have made me bigger.”
-
-“How foolish, Shep. You’re doing wonderfully. Isn’t everything going
-smoothly at the office?”
-
-“Just fine! I haven’t a thing to complain of!”
-
-“Is everything all right now?” she asked, encouraged to hope for some
-assurance of his faith in her.
-
-“What isn’t all right will be--there’s always that!” he replied with a
-laugh.
-
-He lingered beside the bed and took her hand, bent over and kissed her,
-let his cheek rest against hers in an old way of his.
-
-“Good-bye,” he said from the door, and then with a smile--Shep’s
-familiar, wistful little smile--he left her.
-
-
-IV
-
-Shep and Whitford won the foursome against Bruce and Carroll, a result
-due to Whitford’s superior drives and Carroll’s bad putting. They were
-all in high humor when they returned to the clubhouse, chaffing one
-another about their skill as they dressed. Shep made a tour of the
-verandas, greeting his friends, answering questions as to Connie’s
-health. The four men were going in at once and Shep, who had driven
-Carroll out, suggested that he and Bruce change partners for the drive
-home.
-
-“There are a few little points about the game I want to discuss with
-George,” he explained as they walked toward the parking sheds.
-
-“All right,” Bruce assented cheerfully. “You birds needn’t be so set
-up; next week Carroll and I will give you the trimming of your young
-lives!”
-
-“Ah, the next time!” Shep replied ironically, and drove away with
-Whitford beside him....
-
-“Shep’s coming on; he’s matured a lot since he went into the trust
-company,” remarked Carroll, as he and Bruce followed Shep’s car.
-
-“Good stuff in him,” said Bruce. “One of those natures that develops
-slowly. I never saw him quite as gay as he was this afternoon.”
-
-“He was always a shy boy, but he’s coming out of that. I think his
-father was wise in taking him out of the battery plant.”
-
-“No doubt,” Bruce agreed, his attention fixed on Shep’s car.
-
-Shep had set a pace that Bruce was finding it difficult to maintain.
-Carroll presently commented upon the wild flight of the car ahead,
-which was cutting the turns in the road with reckless abandon, leaving
-a gray cloud behind.
-
-“The honor of my car is at stake!” said Bruce grimly, closing his
-windshield against the dust.
-
-“By George! If Shep wasn’t so abstemious you’d think he’d mixed alcohol
-with his gas,” Carroll replied. “What the devil’s got into him!”
-
-“Maybe he wants a race,” Bruce answered uneasily, remembering Shep’s
-wild drive the night of their talk on the river. “There’s a bad turn at
-the creek just ahead--he can’t make it at that speed!”
-
-Bruce stopped, thinking Shep might check his flight if he found he
-wasn’t pursued; but the car sped steadily on.
-
-“Shep’s gone nutty or he’s trying to scare George,” said Carroll. “Go
-ahead!”
-
-Bruce started his car at full speed, expecting that at any minute Shep
-would stop and explain that it was all a joke of some kind. The flying
-car was again in sight, careening crazily as it struck depressions in
-the roadbed.
-
-“Oh, God!” cried Carroll, half-rising in his seat. Shep had passed
-a lumbering truck by a hair’s breadth, and still no abatement in
-his speed. Bruce heard a howl of rage as he swung his own car past
-the truck. A danger sign at the roadside gave warning of the short
-curve that led upward to the bridge, and Bruce clapped on his brakes.
-Carroll, on the running board, peering ahead through the dust, yelled,
-and as Bruce leaped out a crash ahead announced disaster. A second
-sound, the sound of a heavy body falling, greeted the two men as they
-ran toward the scene....
-
-Shep’s car had battered through the wooden fence that protected the
-road where it curved into the wooden bridge and had plunged into the
-narrow ravine. Bruce and Carroll flung themselves down the steep bank
-and into the stream. Shep’s head lay across his arms on the wheel;
-Whitford evidently had tried to leap out before the car struck. His
-body, half out of the door, had been crushed against the fence, but
-clung in its place through the car’s flight over the embankment.
-
-
-V
-
-To the world Franklin Mills showed what passed for a noble fortitude
-and a superb resignation in Shep’s death. Carroll had carried the news
-to him; and Carroll satisfied the curiosity of no one as to what Mills
-had said or how he had met the blow. Carroll himself did not know what
-passed through Franklin Mills’ mind. Mills had asked without emotion
-whether the necessary things had been done, and was satisfied that
-Carroll had taken care of everything. Mills received the old friends
-who called, among them Lindley. It was a proper thing to see the
-minister in such circumstances. The rector of St. Barnabas went away
-puzzled. He had never understood Mills, and now his rich parishioner
-was more of an enigma than ever.
-
-A handful of friends chosen by Constance and Mills heard the reading
-of the burial office in the living-room of Shep’s house. Constance
-remained in her room; and Mills saw her first when they met in the hall
-to drive together to the cemetery, an arrangement that she herself had
-suggested. No sound came from her as she stood between Mills and Leila
-at the grave as the last words were said. A little way off stood the
-bearers, young men who had been boyhood friends of Shep, and one or
-two of his associates from the trust company. When the grave was filled
-Constance waited, watching the placing of the flowers, laying her
-wreath of roses with her own hands.
-
-She took Mills’s arm and they returned to their car. No word was spoken
-as it traversed the familiar streets. The curtains were drawn; Mills
-stared fixedly at the chauffeur’s back; the woman beside him made no
-sign. Nothing, as he thought of it, had been omitted; his son had been
-buried with the proper rites of the church. There had been no bungling,
-no hysterical display of grief; no crowd of the morbidly curious. When
-they reached Shep’s house he followed Constance in. There were women
-there waiting to care for her, but she sent them away and went into
-the reception parlor. The scent of flowers still filled the rooms, but
-the house had assumed its normal orderly aspect. Constance threw back
-her veil, and Mills saw for the first time her face with its marks of
-suffering, her sorrowing eyes.
-
-“Had you something to say to me?” she asked quietly.
-
-“If you don’t mind----” he answered. “I couldn’t come to you
-before--but now--I should like you to know----”
-
-As he paused she began to speak slowly, as if reciting something she
-had committed to memory.
-
-“We have gone through this together, for reasons clear to both of us.
-There is nothing you can say to me. But one or two things I must say to
-you. You killed him. Your contempt for him as a weaker man than you, as
-a gentle and sweet soul you could never comprehend; your wish to manage
-him, to thwart him in things he wanted to do, your wish to mold him and
-set him in your own little groove--these are the things that destroyed
-him. You shattered his faith in me--that is the crudest thing of all,
-for he loved me. So strong was your power over him and so great was his
-fear of you that he believed you. In spite of himself he believed you
-when you charged me with unfaithfulness. You drove him mad,” she went
-on monotonously; “he died a madman--died horribly, carrying an innocent
-man down with him. The child Shep wanted so much--that he would have
-loved so dearly--is his. You need have no fear as to that. That is all
-I have to say, Mr. Mills.”
-
-She left him noiselessly, leaving behind her a quiet that terrified and
-numbed him. He found himself groping his way through the hall, where
-someone spoke to him. The words were unintelligible, though the voice
-was of someone who meant to be kind. He walked to his car, carrying his
-hat as if he were unequal to the effort of lifting it to his head. The
-chauffeur opened the door, and as he got in Mills stumbled and sank
-upon the seat.
-
-When he reached home he wandered aimlessly about the rooms, oppressed
-by the intolerable quiet. One and another of the servants furtively
-peered at him from discreet distances; the man who had cared for his
-personal needs for many years showed himself in the hope of being
-called upon for some service.
-
-“Is that you, Briggs?” asked Mills. “Please call the farm and say that
-I’m coming out. Yes--I’ll have dinner there. I may stay a day or two.
-You may pack a bag for me--the usual things. Order the car when you’re
-ready.”
-
-He resumed his listless wandering, found himself in Leila’s old room,
-and again in the room that had been Shep’s. It puzzled him to find
-that the inspection of these rooms brought him no sensations. He felt
-no inclination to cry out against the fate that had wrought this
-emptiness, laid this burden of silence upon his house. Leila had gone;
-and he had seen them put Shep into the ground.
-
-“_You killed him._” This was what that woman in black had said. She had
-said other things, but these were the words that repeated themselves
-in his memory like a muffled drum-beat. On the drive to the farm he
-did not escape from the insistent reiteration. He was mystified,
-bewildered. No one had ever spoken to him like that; no one had ever
-before accused him of a monstrous crime or addressed him as if he were
-a contemptible and odious thing. And yet he was Franklin Mills. This
-was the astounding thing,--that Franklin Mills should have listened to
-such words and been unable to deny them....
-
-At the farm he paused on the veranda, turned his face westward where
-the light still lingered in pale tints of gold and scarlet. He remained
-staring across the level fields, hearing the murmur of the wind in the
-maples, the rustle of dead leaves in the grass, until the chauffeur
-spoke to him, took his arm and led him into the house.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
-
-
-I
-
-Carroll and Bruce dined at the University Club on an evening early
-in October. The tragic end of Shepherd Mills and George Whitford had
-brought them into a closer intimacy and they were much together. The
-responsibility of protecting Shep’s memory had fallen upon them; and
-they had been fairly successful in establishing in local history a
-record of the tragedy as an accident. Only a very few knew or suspected
-the truth.
-
-“Have you anything on this evening?” asked Carroll as they were leaving
-the table.
-
-“Not a blessed thing,” Bruce replied.
-
-“Mr. Mills, you know, or rather you don’t know, is at Deer Trail. The
-newspaper story that he had gone south for the winter wasn’t true. He’s
-been ill--frightfully ill; but he’s better now. I was out there today;
-he asked about you. I think he’d like to see you. You needn’t dread it;
-he’s talked very little about Shep’s death.”
-
-“If you really think he wants to see me,” Bruce replied dubiously.
-
-“From the way he mentioned you I’m sure it would please him.”
-
-“Very well; will you go along?”
-
-“No; I think he’d like it better if you went alone. He has seen no one
-but Leila, the doctor and me; he’s probably anxious to see a new face.
-I’ll telephone you’re coming.”
-
-As Bruce entered Mills’s room a white-frocked nurse quietly withdrew.
-The maid who had shown him up drew a chair beside the bed and left
-them. He was alone with Mills, trying to adjust himself to the change
-in him, the pallor of the face against the pillow, the thin cheeks, the
-hair white now where it had only been touched with gray.
-
-“This is very kind of you! I’m poor company; but I hoped you wouldn’t
-mind running out.”
-
-“I thought you were away. Carroll just told me you were here.”
-
-“No; I’ve been here sometime--so long, in fact, that I feel quite out
-of the world.”
-
-“Mrs. Thomas is at home--I’ve seen her several times.”
-
-“Yes, Leila’s very good to me; runs out every day or two. She’s full of
-importance over having her own establishment.”
-
-Bruce spoke of his own affairs; told of the progress that had been made
-with the Laconia memorial before the weather became unfavorable. The
-foundations were in and the materials were being prepared; the work
-would go forward rapidly with the coming of spring.
-
-“I can appreciate your feeling about it--your own idea taking form.
-I’ve thought of it a good deal. Indeed, I’ve thought of you a great
-deal since I’ve been here.”
-
-“If I’d known you were here and cared to see me I should have come
-out,” said Bruce quite honestly.
-
-While Mills bore the marks of suffering and had plainly undergone a
-serious illness, his voice had something of its old resonance and
-his eyes were clear and alert. He spoke of Shep, with a poignant
-tenderness, but left no opening for sympathy. His grief was his own;
-not a thing to be exposed to another or traded upon. Bruce marveled at
-him. The man, even in his weakness, challenged admiration. The rain had
-begun to patter on the sill of an open window and Bruce went to close
-it. When he returned to the bed Mills asked for an additional pillow
-that he might sit up more comfortably, and Bruce adjusted it for him.
-He was silent for a moment; his fingers played with the edge of the
-coverlet; he appeared to be thinking intently.
-
-“There are things, Storrs,” he remarked presently, “that are not helped
-by discussion. That night I had you to dine with me we both played
-about a certain fact without meeting it. I am prepared to meet it now.
-You are my son. I don’t know that there’s anything further to be said
-about it.”
-
-“Nothing,” Bruce answered.
-
-“If you were not what you are I should never have said this to you. I
-was in love with your mother and she loved me. It was all wrong and the
-wrong was mine. And in various ways I have paid the penalty.” He passed
-his hand slowly over his eyes and went on. “It may be impertinent, but
-there’s one thing I’d like to ask. What moved you to establish yourself
-here?”
-
-“There was only one reason. My mother was the noblest woman that ever
-lived! She loved you till she died. She would never have told me of you
-but for a feeling that she wanted me to be near you--to help in case
-you were in need. That was all.”
-
-“That was all?” Mills repeated, and for the first time he betrayed
-emotion. He lay very still. Slowly his hand moved along the coverlet
-to the edge of the bed until Bruce took it in his own. “You and I have
-been blessed in our lives; we have known the love of a great woman.
-That was like her,” he ended softly; “that was Marian.”
-
-The nurse came in to see if he needed anything, and he dismissed her
-for the night. He went on talking in quiet, level tones--of his early
-years, of the changing world, Bruce encouraging him by an occasional
-question but heeding little what he said. If Mills had whined, begged
-forgiveness or offered reparation, Bruce would have hated him. But
-Mills was not an ordinary man. No ordinary man would have made the
-admission he had made, or, making it, would have implored silence,
-exacted promises....
-
-“Millicent--you see her, I suppose?” Mills asked after a time.
-
-“Yes; I see her quite often.”
-
-“I had hoped you did. In fact Leila told me that Millie and you are
-good friends. She said a little more--Leila’s a discerning person and
-she said she thought there was something a little more than friendship.
-Please let me finish! You’ve thought that there were reasons why you
-could never ask Millicent to marry you. I’ll take the responsibility of
-that. I’ll tell her the story myself--if need be. I leave that to your
-own decision.”
-
-“No,” said Bruce. “I shall tell her myself.”
-
-Instead of wearying Mills, the talk seemingly acted as a stimulus.
-Bruce’s amazement grew. It was incomprehensible that here lay the
-Franklin Mills of his distrust, his jealousy, his hatred.
-
-“Millicent used to trouble me a good deal with some of her ideas,” said
-Mills.
-
-“She’s troubled a good many of us,” Bruce agreed with a smile. “But
-sometimes I think I catch a faint gleam.”
-
-“I’m sure you do! You two are of a generation that looks for God in
-those far horizons she talks about. The idea amused me at first. But
-I see now that here is the new religion--the religion of youth--that
-expresses itself truly in beautiful things--in life, in conduct,
-in unselfishness. The spirit of youth reveals itself in beautiful
-things--and calls them God. Shep felt all that, tried in his own way to
-make me see--but I couldn’t understand him. I--there are things I want
-to do--for Shep. We’ll talk of that later.... Every mistake I’ve made,
-every wrong I’ve done in this world has been due to selfishness--I’ve
-been saying that to myself every day since I’ve been here. I’ve found
-peace in it. There’s no one in the world who has a better right to hear
-this from me than you. And this is no death-bed repentance; I’m not
-going to die yet a while. It’s rather beaten in on me, Bruce”--it was
-the first time he had so addressed him--“that we can’t just live for
-ourselves! No! Not if we would find happiness. There comes a time when
-every man needs God. The wise thing is so to live that when the need
-comes we shan’t find him a stranger!”
-
-The hour grew late, and the wind and rain made a continual clatter
-about the house. When Bruce rose to go Mills protested.
-
-“There’s plenty of space here--a room next to mine is ready for a
-guest. You’ll find everything you want. We seem to meet in storms!
-Please spend the night here.”
-
-And so it came about that for the first time Bruce slept in his
-father’s house.
-
-
-II
-
-Bruce and Millicent were married the next June. A few friends gathered
-in the garden late on a golden afternoon--Leila and Thomas, the
-Freemans, the Hendersons, a few relatives of the Hardens from their old
-home, and Carroll and Bruce’s cousin from Laconia. The marriage service
-was read by Dr. Lindley and the music was provided by a choir of robins
-in the elms and maples. Franklin Mills was not present; but before
-Bruce and Millicent drove to the station they passed through the gate
-in the boundary hedge--Leila had arranged this--and received his good
-wishes.
-
-The fourth of July had been set as the time for the dedication of the
-memorial. The event brought together a great company of dignitaries,
-and the governor of the state and the Secretary of War were the
-speakers. Mills had driven over with Leila and Thomas, and he sat with
-them, Millicent beside him.
-
-Bruce hovered on the edges of the crowd, listening to comments on his
-work, marveling himself that it was so good. The chairman of the local
-committee sent for him at the conclusion of the ceremonies to introduce
-him to the distinguished visitors. When the throng had dispersed,
-Millicent, with Carroll and Leila, paused by the fountain to wait until
-Bruce was free.
-
-“This is what you get, Millie, for having a famous husband,” Leila
-remarked. “He’s probably signing a contract for another monument!”
-
-“There he is!” exclaimed Carroll, pointing up the slope.
-
-Bruce and Mills were slowly pacing one of the colonnades. Beyond
-it lay the woodland that more than met Bruce’s expectations as a
-background for the memorial. They were talking earnestly, wholly
-unaware that they were observed. As they turned once more to retrace
-their steps Mills, unconsciously it seemed, laid his arm across Bruce’s
-shoulders; and Millicent, seeing and understanding, turned away to hide
-her tears.
-
-
-THE END
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-<p class="ph1"><i>BY MEREDITH NICHOLSON</i></p>
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-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<p>THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS<br />
-BEST LAID SCHEMES<br />
-THE MAN IN THE STREET<br />
-BLACKSHEEP! BLACKSHEEP!<br />
-LADY LARKSPUR<br />
-THE MADNESS OF MAY<br />
-THE VALLEY OF DEMOCRACY</p>
-
-<hr class="tiny" />
-
-<p class="ph1"><i>CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS</i></p>
-</div></div>
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-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
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-<div class="chapter">
-<h1>THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS</h1>
-</div>
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-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
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-<div class="titlepage">
-<p><span class="xxxlarge">THE<br />
-HOPE OF HAPPINESS</span></p>
-
-<p>BY<br />
-<span class="large">MEREDITH NICHOLSON</span></p>
-
-<p>NEW YORK<br />
-CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS<br />
-1923</p>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright, 1923, by</span><br />
-CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS<br />
-<br />
-<span class="smcap">Copyright, 1923, by</span> THE INTERNATIONAL MAGAZINE CO.<br />
-<br />
-Printed in the United States of America<br />
-<br />
-Published October, 1923<br />
-</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter"><img src="images/i_logo.jpg" alt="" /></div>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p class="center"><span class="large">TO<br />
-
-
-FRANK SCOTT COREY WICKS</span></p>
-
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="first">“Only themselves understand themselves, and the like of themselves,</div>
-<div class="verse">As Souls only understand Souls.”</div>
-</div></div>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<p class="ph2">THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS</p>
-</div>
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-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_1">[1]</span>
-<p class="ph2">THE HOPE OF HAPPINESS</p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER ONE</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Bruce Storrs stood up tall and straight on a prostrate
-sycamore, the sunlight gleaming upon his lithe, vigorous
-body, and with a quick, assured lifting of the arms
-plunged into the cool depths of the river. He rose and
-swam with long, confident strokes the length of a pool
-formed by the curving banks and returned to the log,
-climbing up with the same ease and grace that marked
-his swimming. He dashed the water from his eyes
-and pressed his deeply-tanned hands over his shapely
-head. It was evident that he was the fortunate inheritor
-of clean blood in a perfectly fashioned body; that
-he had used himself well in his twenty-eight years and
-that he found satisfaction and pride in his health and
-strength. He surveyed the narrow valley through
-which the river idled and eddied before rushing into
-the broader channel beyond—surveyed it with something
-of the air of a discoverer who has found and
-appropriated to his own uses a new corner of the world.</p>
-
-<p>It was a good place to be at the end of a day that
-was typical of late August in the corn belt, a day of
-intense dry heat with faint intimations on the horizon
-of the approach of autumn. With a contented sigh he
-sat down on the log, his feet drawn up, his shoulders<span class="pagenum" id="Page_2">[2]</span>
-bent, and aimlessly tore bits of bark from the log and
-tossed them into the water. Lulled by the lazy ripple,
-he yielded himself to reverie and his eyes filled with
-dreams as he stared unseeingly across the stream. Suddenly
-he raised his head resolutely as if his thoughts
-had returned to the world of the actual and he had
-reached a conclusion of high importance. He plunged
-again and now his short, rapid strokes threshed the
-water into foam. One might have thought that in the
-assertion of his physical strength he was testing and
-reassuring himself of his complete self-mastery.</p>
-
-<p>Refreshed and invigorated, he clambered up the bank
-and sought a great beech by whose pillar-like trunk he
-had left his belongings, and proceeded to dress. From
-a flat canvas bag he produced a towel and a variety of
-toilet articles. He combed his thick curly hair, donned
-a flannel shirt and knotted a blue scarf under its soft
-collar. His shoes of brogan type bore the imprint of
-a metropolitan maker and his gray knickerbockers and
-jacket indicated a capable tailor.</p>
-
-<p>He took from the bag a package of letters addressed
-in a woman’s hand to Bruce Storrs, and making himself
-comfortable with his back to the tree, he began
-to read. The letters had been subjected to many readings,
-as their worn appearance testified, but selecting
-the bulkiest, he perused it carefully, as though wishing
-to make sure that its phrases were firmly fixed in his
-memory.</p>
-
-<p>“... Since my talk with you,” he read, “I have had
-less pain, but the improvement is only temporary—the
-doctors do not deceive me as to that. I may go quickly—any
-day, any hour. You heard my story the other
-night—generously, with a fine tolerance, as I knew you
-would. If I had not been so satisfied of your sense of
-justice and so sure of your love, I could never have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_3">[3]</span>
-told you. But from the hour I knew that my life was
-nearing its end I felt more and more that you must
-know. One or two things I’m afraid I didn’t make
-clear ... that I loved the man who is your father.
-Love alone could be my justification—without that I
-could never have lived through these years.</p>
-
-<p>“The man you have called father never suspected the
-truth. He trusted me. It has been part of my punishment
-that through all these years I have had to endure
-the constant manifestations of his love and confidence.
-But for that one lapse in the second year of my marriage,
-I was absolutely faithful in all my obligations
-to him. And he was kind to you and proud of you.
-He did all for you that a father could, never dreaming
-that you were not his own. It was one of my sorrows
-that I couldn’t give him a child of his own. Things
-went badly with him in his last years, as you know,
-and what I leave to you—it will be about fifty thousand
-dollars—I inherited from my father, and it will help
-you find your place in the world.</p>
-
-<p>“Your father has no idea of your existence....
-Ours was a midsummer madness, at a time when we
-were both young. I only knew him a little while, and
-I have never heard from him. My love for him never
-wholly died. Please, dear, don’t think harshly of me,
-but there have been times when I would have given my
-life for a sight of him. After all you are his—his as
-much as mine. You came to me from him—strangely
-dear and beautiful. In my mind you have always been
-his, and I loved you the dearer. I loved him, but I
-could not bring myself to leave the man you have
-called father for him. He was not the kind of man
-women run away with....</p>
-
-<p>“When I’m gone I want you to put yourself near
-him—learn to know him, if that should be possible. I<span class="pagenum" id="Page_4">[4]</span>
-am trusting you. You would never, I know, do him an
-injury. Some day he may need you. Remember, he
-does not know—it may be he need never know. But
-oh, be kind to him....”</p>
-
-<p>He stared at the words. Had it been one of those
-unaccountable affairs—he had heard of such—where a
-gently reared woman falls prey to a coarse-fibered
-man in every way her inferior? The man might be
-common, low, ignorant and cruel. Bruce had been
-proud of his ancestry. The Storrs were of old American
-stock, and his mother’s family, the Bruces, had
-been the foremost people in their county for nearly a
-century. He had taken a pardonable pride in his background....
-That night when he had stumbled out of
-the house after hearing his mother’s confession he had
-felt the old friendly world recede. The letters, sealed
-and entrusted to the family physician for delivery at
-her death, merely repeated what she had told him.</p>
-
-<p>In his constant rereadings he had hoped that one day
-he would find that he had misinterpreted the message.
-He might dismiss his mother’s story as the fabrication
-of a sick woman’s mind. But today he knew the folly
-of this; the disclosure took its place in his mind among
-the unalterable facts of his life. At first he had
-thought of destroying himself; but he was too sane
-and the hope of life was too strong for such a solution
-of his problem. And there had been offers—flattering
-ones—to go to New York and Boston. He convinced
-himself that his mother could not seriously have meant
-to limit the range of his opportunities by sending him to
-the city where his unknown father lived. But he was
-resolved not to shirk; he would do her bidding. There
-was a strain of superstition in him: he might invite misfortune
-by disregarding her plea; and moreover he had
-the pride and courage of youth. No one knew, no one<span class="pagenum" id="Page_5">[5]</span>
-need ever know! He had escaped from the feeling, at
-first poignant, that shame attached to him; that he
-must slink through life under the eyes of a scornful
-world. No; he had mastered that; his pride rallied;
-he felt equal to any demand fate might make upon him;
-he was resolved to set his goal high....</p>
-
-<p>Life had been very pleasant in Laconia, the Ohio
-town where John Storrs had been a lawyer of average
-attainments—in no way brilliant, but highly respected
-for his probity and enjoying for years a fair practice.
-Bruce had cousins of his own age, cheery, wholesome
-contemporaries with whom he had chummed from
-childhood. The Storrs, like the Bruces, his mother’s
-people, were of a type familiar in Mid-western county
-seats, kindly, optimistic, well-to-do folk, not too contented
-or self-satisfied to be unaware of the stir and
-movement of the larger world.</p>
-
-<p>The old house, built in the forties by John Storrs’s
-grandfather, had become suddenly to Bruce a strange
-and alien place that denied his right of occupancy. The
-elms in the yard seemed to mock him, whispering, “You
-don’t belong here!” and as quickly as possible he had
-closed the house, made excuses to his relatives, given a
-power of attorney to the president of the local bank, an
-old friend, to act for him in all matters, and announced
-that he’d look about a bit and take a vacation before
-settling down to his profession.</p>
-
-<p>This was all past now and he had arrived, it seemed
-inevitably, at the threshold of the city where his father
-lived.</p>
-
-<p>The beauty of the declining day stirred longings
-and aspirations, definite and clear, in his mind and
-heart. His debt to his mother was enormous. He
-remembered now her happiness at the first manifestation
-of his interest in form, color and harmony; her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_6">[6]</span>
-hand guiding his when he first began to draw; her
-delight in his first experiment with a box of colors,
-given him on one of his birthdays. Yes; he should be
-a painter; that came first; then his aptitude in modeling
-made it plain that sculpture was to be his true vocation.
-To be a creator of beautiful things!—here, she had
-urged, lay the surest hope of happiness.</p>
-
-<p>Very precious were all these memories; they brought
-a wistful smile to his face. She had always seemed
-to him curiously innocent, with the innocence of light-hearted
-childhood. To think of her as carrying a stain
-through her life was abhorrent. Hers was the blithest,
-cheeriest spirit he had known. The things she had
-taught him to reverence were a testimony to her innate
-fineness; she had denied herself for him, jealously
-guarding her patrimony that it might pass to him intact.
-The manly part for him was to live in the light
-of the ideals she had set for him. Pity and love for
-one who had been so sensitive to beauty in all its forms
-touched him now; brought a sob to his throat. He
-found a comfort in the thought that her confession
-might be attributable to a hope that in his life her sin
-might be expiated....</p>
-
-<p>He took up the letters and turned them over
-for the last time, his eyes caught and held now and
-then by some phrase. He held the sheets against his
-face for a moment, then slowly tore them into strips,
-added the worn envelopes and burned them. Not content
-with this, he trampled the charred fragments into
-the sandy turf.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>The sun, a huge brazen ball, was low in the west
-when he set off along the river with confident, springy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_7">[7]</span>
-step. He stopped at a farmhouse and asked for supper.
-The evening meal was over, the farmer’s wife explained;
-but when he assured her that his needs were
-few and that he expected to pay for his entertainment,
-she produced a pitcher of milk and a plate of corn
-bread. She brought a bowl of yellow glaze crockery
-and he made himself comfortable on a bench by the
-kitchen door. He crumbled the bread into the creamy
-milk and ate with satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>Her husband appeared, and instantly prejudiced by
-Bruce’s knickerbockers, doggedly quizzed him as to
-the nature and direction of his journey. Bruce was
-a new species, not to be confused with the ordinary
-tramp who demands food at farmhouses, and suddenly
-contrite that the repast she was providing was so
-meager, the woman rose and disappeared into the
-kitchen, returning with a huge piece of spice cake and
-a dish of sliced peaches. She was taken aback when
-he rose deferentially to accept the offering, but her
-tired face relaxed in a smile at his cordial expressions
-of gratitude. She joined her husband on the stoop,
-finding the handsome pilgrim’s visit a welcome break
-in the monotonous day. As he ate he answered their
-questions unhurriedly.</p>
-
-<p>“I guess the war left a lot o’ you boys restless,” she
-suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it wasn’t the war that made a rover of me!”
-he replied with a smile. “It was this way with me.
-When I got home I found I had something to think
-out—something I had to get used to”—he frowned
-and became silent for a moment—“so I decided I could
-do it better by tramping. But I’ve settled things in
-my own mind pretty well now,” he ended, half to himself,
-and smiled, hardly aware of their presence.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes?” The woman’s tone was almost eager. She<span class="pagenum" id="Page_8">[8]</span>
-was curious as to the real reason for his wanderings
-and what it was that he had settled. In the luminous
-afterglow her dull imagination quickened to a sense of
-something romantic in this stranger, and she was disappointed
-when he told of an experience as a laborer
-in a great steel mill, just to see what it was like, he
-said—of loitering along the Susquehanna, and of a
-more recent tramp through the Valley of Virginia.</p>
-
-<p>“I reckon you don’t have to work?” the farmer asked,
-baffled in his attempts to account for a young man who
-strolled over the country so aimlessly, wearing what
-struck him as an outlandish garb.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but I do! I’ve done considerable work as I’ve
-sauntered around. I’m an architect—or hope to be!
-I’ve earned my keep as I’ve traveled by getting jobs
-as a draughtsman.”</p>
-
-<p>“Going to stop in the city?” the woman inquired.
-“I guess there’s lots of architects over there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” Bruce replied, following the direction of her
-glance.</p>
-
-<p>“You know folks there?” she persisted. “I guess
-it’s hard getting started if you ain’t got friends.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s a chap living there I knew in college; that’s
-all. But when you strike a strange town where you
-don’t know anyone the only thing to do is to buckle in
-and make them want to know you!”</p>
-
-<p>“I guess you can do that,” she remarked with shy
-admiration.</p>
-
-<p>The farmer shuffled his feet on the brick walk. For
-all he knew the young stranger might be a burglar. He
-resented his wife’s tone of friendliness and resolved
-to deny the request if the young man asked the privilege
-of sleeping in the barn; but the stranger not only
-failed to ask for lodging, but produced a dollar bill
-and insisted that the woman accept it. This transaction<span class="pagenum" id="Page_9">[9]</span>
-served instantly to dispel the farmer’s suspicions.
-He answered with unnecessary detail Bruce’s
-questions as to the shortest way to town, and walked
-with him to a lane that ran along the edge of a cornfield
-and afforded a short cut to the highway.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce had expected to reach the city before nightfall,
-but already the twilight was deepening and the first
-stars glimmered in the pale sky. Now that he was
-near the end of his self-imposed wanderings, he experienced
-a sense of elation. The unhappy thoughts with
-which he had left his Ohio home a little more than a
-year earlier had gradually become dim in his memory.
-The letters he had burned at the riverside really marked
-in his consciousness a dispersion of doubts and questions
-that left his spirit free. His mother’s revelation
-had greatly shaken him; but she need never have told
-him; and it spoke for her courage and her faith in him
-that she had confessed the truth. They had been companions
-in an unusual sense. From his earliest youth
-she had interested him in the things that had been her
-delight—books, music, pictures. She was herself an
-accomplished musician, and strains of old melodies she
-had taught him recurred to him now, and as he swung
-along the country road he whistled them, happy for the
-first time in the awakening of old memories.</p>
-
-<p>With the cool breeze blowing upon him from fields
-of tall ripening corn, there was no bitterness in his
-soul. He had beaten down the bitter thoughts that had
-assailed him in the early days of his journeying—the
-sense that a stigma attached to him, not the less hateful
-because he alone had knowledge of it; and the feeling
-that there was something fantastic in the idea that he
-should put himself where, in any need, he could serve
-the father he had never known.</p>
-
-<p>This had now all the sanctity of a commission from<span class="pagenum" id="Page_10">[10]</span>
-the dead. Again he speculated as to what manner of
-man this could be who had awakened so deep a love
-in the heart of the good woman he knew his mother
-to have been—a love which she had carried in her
-heart to her last hours. In his long ponderings he
-had, he felt, come to understand her better than he
-ever had in her lifetime—her imaginative and romantic
-side, her swiftly changing moods, her innumerable
-small talents that had now a charm and a pathos in the
-retrospect. Age had never, to his eyes, laid hands upon
-her. Even through the last long illness she had retained
-the look and the spirit of youth.</p>
-
-<p>Rounding a bend in the river, the flare of an amusement
-park apprised him that he was close upon the city—a
-city he had heretofore never visited and knew of
-only from his newspaper reading as a prosperous industrial
-center. Here, for the strangest reason in the
-world, he was to make his home, perhaps spend the
-remainder of his days! He crossed a stone bridge with
-a sense that the act marked an important transition in
-his life, and quickly passing through the park, boarded
-a trolley car and rode into town.</p>
-
-<p>He had formed a very clear idea of what he meant
-to do, and arriving at the business center he went
-directly to the Hotel Fordham, to which he had expressed
-his trunk from Cincinnati.</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>He spent an hour unpacking and overhauling his
-belongings, wrote notes to his banker friend in Laconia
-and to the cousin there with whom he had maintained
-a correspondence since he first went away to school.</p>
-
-<p>The pencil with which he idly scribbled on a sheet<span class="pagenum" id="Page_11">[11]</span>
-of hotel paper traced his name unconsciously. <i>Bruce
-Storrs.</i></p>
-
-<p>It was not his name; he had no honest right to it.
-He had speculated many times in his wanderings as to
-whether he shouldn’t change it, but this would lead to
-endless embarrassments. Now, with his thoughts crystalized
-by the knowledge that this other man who had
-been his mother’s lover was within reach, he experienced
-a strong sense of loyalty to the memory of the man he
-had called father. It would be a contemptible thing
-to abandon the name of one who had shown him so
-tender an affection and understood so perfectly his
-needs and aims.</p>
-
-<p>Somewhere among the several hundred thousand
-people of the city about him was the man his mother
-had described. In the quiet room he experienced suddenly
-a feeling of loneliness. Usually in his wanderings
-he had stopped at cheap lodging houses, and the
-very comfort of his surroundings now added to his
-feeling of strangeness in having at last arrived at a
-goal which marked not merely the end of his physical
-wandering, but the termination of a struggle with his
-own spirit.</p>
-
-<p>He sent down for the evening papers and found
-himself scanning carefully the local news, thinking
-that he might find some clue to the activities of Franklin
-Mills.</p>
-
-<p>His attention was immediately caught by the caption,
-“Franklin Mills Sells Site of Old Homestead to
-Trust Company.” The name fell like a blow upon
-his consciousness. He seized the telephone book and
-hurriedly turned the pages.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">Mills Franklin—r 5800 Jefferson Ave...King 1322</div>
-<div class="verse">Mills Franklin—1821 First Ntl Bnk....Main 2222</div>
-</div></div>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_12">[12]</span>He stared at the two lines till they were a blur before
-his eyes. There was but one man of the name in the
-directory; there could be no mistake as to his identity.</p>
-
-<p>It was a disconcerting thought that by calling these
-numbers he might at any time hear Franklin Mills’s
-voice. The idea both fascinated and repelled him.
-What, after all, had he to do with Franklin Mills?</p>
-
-<p>He turned to the newspaper and reread the report of
-the real estate transaction, then opened to the personal
-and society page, where he found this item:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>Miss Leila Mills of Jefferson Avenue gave a
-luncheon yesterday at the Faraway Country Club
-for her house guest, Miss Helene Ridgeway of
-Cincinnati. The decorations were purple asters
-and pink roses.</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>Helene Ridgeway he knew; she had been the college
-chum of one of his Laconia cousins. He had not realized
-the strain he had undergone in the past year till he
-saw the familiar name. The nightmare pictures of his
-year-long speculations faded; whatever else Mills might
-be he was at least a reputable citizen, and this was
-something to be thankful for; and obviously he was
-not poor and helpless.</p>
-
-<p>The Leila referred to must be Mills’s daughter, and
-the same blood ran in her veins as in his own. Bruce
-flung the paper away; touched his forehead, found it
-covered with perspiration. He paced the floor till he
-had quieted himself, paused at the window, finding
-relief in the lights and sounds of the street, the bells
-and whistles of trains at the railway station somewhere
-in the distance. The world surged round him, indifferent<span class="pagenum" id="Page_13">[13]</span>
-to his hopes and aims and fears. He must keep
-tight hold of himself....</p>
-
-<p>His mother had urged him to think kindly of Franklin
-Mills; and yet, now that the man was within reach,
-a contempt that bordered upon hatred filled his heart.
-For his mother his love turned for the moment to pity.
-He recalled the look she had bent upon him at times
-when he and his putative father had talked happily
-together. John Storrs had lavished an unusual devotion
-upon his wife to the end of his life. The wrong done
-him seemed monstrous as Bruce thought of it, remembering
-Storrs’s pride in him, the sympathetic interest he
-had taken in his education, the emotion with which
-they had parted when Bruce went away to war. There
-was a vast pathos in all this—in the very ignorance of
-his wife’s infidelity that John Storrs had carried to his
-grave.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_14">[14]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER TWO</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Awake early, Bruce donned a freshly-pressed gray
-suit and went down to breakfast. His immediate concern
-was to find employment, for in work, he knew, lay
-his hope of happiness and peace. He had thrust into his
-pocket letters from architects who had employed him in
-various cities commending him as an excellent draughtsman;
-and he bore a letter certifying to his good character
-and trustworthiness from the president of the
-bank in his native town. He was not pressed by immediate
-need. His travels had been inexpensive; in fact,
-he had a little more than earned his way; and he had
-not only the fifty thousand dollars his mother had left
-invested in securities, but he carried drafts for the
-accumulated income—something over a thousand dollars—to
-tide him over any possible difficulties in finding
-an opening that promised well for the future. He had
-finished his breakfast, and lingered at the table, deep
-in thought, when a young man who had just entered
-the dining-room paused beside him.</p>
-
-<p>“Is it or is it not Bruce Storrs?” he demanded. “I
-spotted you from the door—didn’t think there could
-be another such head and shoulders.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bud Henderson!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_15">[15]</span>Storrs was on his feet, wringing the hand of the
-young man, who was regarding him with a pleased
-grin.</p>
-
-<p>“You good old Indian! I was just about to go out
-and ask the nearest cop where to find you! You’re
-the only man in town I know!”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks for the compliment. You might have
-warned me of your approach. I’ll sit right here and
-eat while you unfold yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>Henderson was short, lean and dark, with a curiously
-immobile face. His lips smiled oddly without any
-accompanying expression of humor in his rather small
-brown eyes. Without inquiring what had brought
-Storrs to town, he began talking of their years together
-at Boston, where they had been fellow students at the
-Tech. He had a dry, humorous way of saying things,
-particularly when he talked of himself, which puzzled
-strangers but delighted his friends. He was treating
-Storrs quite as though there had been no break in
-their intercourse.</p>
-
-<p>“Met some of our old Boston pals during the recent
-unpleasantness and heard of you occasionally on the
-other side,” he was saying. “Frankly, I’m not keen
-about war”—he was composedly eating a melon—“war
-is fatiguing. I hope the great nations will behave for
-the rest of my life, so I won’t be annoyed by having
-to go out and settle the row.”</p>
-
-<p>“Here too, Bud; I got enough. I want to have a
-try at the arts of peace.”</p>
-
-<p>“So say we all. By the way, are you married yet?”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s bad. Marriage is an honorable estate; I’m
-rather keen about it. I took me a wife as soon as I
-got back from France. Oh, Lord, no! None of the
-girls we knew around Boston. Couldn’t afford them,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_16">[16]</span>
-and besides it’s a mistake not to marry in your home
-town, and it’s also easier when you’re a bloomin’
-pauper. I married into one of the strongest wholesale
-grocery houses in all these parts. I’ll drive you by
-the warehouse, an impressive pile—one of the biggest
-concerns west of Pittsburgh. Maybelle is the name of
-the lucky girl, and Maybelle is the only child of the
-Conrad of Conrad, Buxton and Pettibone. A wonderful
-girl—one of the really strong, powerful women of
-this great nation. She’s out of town at present, playing
-a golf tournament for the huckleberry association
-championship. That’s why I’m chasing downtown for
-breakfast—cook’s on a vacation. You’ll meet Maybelle;
-she’s a person, that girl! Married me out of
-pity; thinks I’m half-witted, and right, at that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you’d have to marry a girl who’d make
-allowance for your mental infirmities,” Bruce replied.
-“Getting on in your profession, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hell, no! I chucked that. There are too many
-really capable electrical experts, and after Maybelle’s
-father had tried me for six months in the grocery and
-I failed to show any talent for distributing the well-known
-Verbena Brand of canned stuff, he set me up in
-the automobile business. Shameful to relate, I really
-make money. I handle the Plantagenet—one of the
-worst cars on the market. You know it was a mistake—my
-feeling that I was called to be another Edison
-or Marconi. I was really cut out for the literary life—another
-sad case of mute, inglorious Milton. I exercise
-my talents now designing ‘ads’ and come-on letters
-as a lure to customers for the Plantagenet. Would you
-ride with kings? The Plantagenet is the car that takes
-you out and brings you back. That’s my latest slogan;
-you’ll find it glaring at you all over the landscape.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, what a fall, my countryman!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_17">[17]</span>“Not at all. You know I always had a knack of
-making phrases. It’s a gift, my boy. I suppose you’re
-here to figure on a new state-house or perhaps a hospital
-for lame cats. I know nearly everybody in town,
-so if I can be of use to you, just warble.”</p>
-
-<p>“My aim isn’t so high,” said Bruce, who remembered
-Henderson as somewhat eccentric but the kindest
-of souls. His manner of talking was no indication
-of his true character. Bruce’s heart warmed to Henderson;
-already the town seemed less strange, and he at
-once disclosed his intention of establishing himself in
-the city, though without in the least surprising the imperturbable
-Bud.</p>
-
-<p>“Welcome!” he exclaimed with his mouth full of
-toast. “You shall be our Michelangelo, our Sir Christopher
-Wren! I see, as in a dream,” he went on as he
-thrust his fork into a poached egg, “I see our fair city
-adorned with the noble fruits of the genius of Bruce
-Storrs, the prince of architects. You will require a
-fleet of Plantagenets to whirl you from one rising edifice
-to another. I might make you a special price on
-six cars—but this must be confidential.”</p>
-
-<p>“I really want to get into a good office, and I’m not
-expecting to be taken right into the firm,” said Bruce,
-laughing. “It will take me a year or two to get
-acquainted, and then I’d like to set up for myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly a worthy ambition, Bruce. It’s a good
-thing I’m here on the ground to give you the true dope
-on the people who count in this teeming village. The
-old order changeth, yielding place to new, and there’s
-danger of getting pinched between the old hard-boiled
-bunch and the birds of gayer plumage who flew in
-when no one was looking and insist on twittering
-sweetly on our tallest trees. Let me be your social
-booster; no one better fitted. I’m the only scion of one<span class="pagenum" id="Page_18">[18]</span>
-of our earliest and noblest families. My grandfather’s
-bank busted in seventy-three with a loud bang and I
-had an uncle who was indicted for embezzling public
-funds. He hid in Patagonia and died there in sinful
-splendor at a ripe old age. Talk about the aristocracy—I’m
-it! I derive a certain prestige among what you
-might call the paralytic group from the fact that my
-ancestors were mixed up in all the financial calamities
-that ever befell this town. But it’s the crowd that are
-the spenders—build the lordly palaces and treat the
-Eighteenth Amendment with the contempt it so richly
-deserves—that you want to train with. Your profession
-is cursed with specialization and I’d warn you
-against public work. Too much politics there for one
-of your fastidious nature. Our best man in domestic
-architecture is Freeman—he’s a Tech man, about seven
-years ahead of our class. He has a weakness for sun
-parlors with antique Italian fountains that are made
-for him special by a pottery right here in town. You’re
-sure to like Freeman; he’s a whist fiend, but otherwise
-he’s a decent chap. His wife and Maybelle are chums
-and we play around together a good deal.”</p>
-
-<p>While listening to Henderson’s rambling talk Bruce
-had been turning over the pages of a memorandum
-book. He asked about several architects whose names
-he had noted. Henderson described them succinctly,
-praising or deriding them for reasons which struck
-Bruce as not necessarily final as to their merits.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t expect to land a job the first day,” said
-Bruce. “I may have to go through the list before I
-find what I want.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Freeman will take you on,” replied Henderson
-easily. “But he never does anything important without
-consulting his wife—one of his eccentricities. My
-own system is to go ahead and tell Maybelle afterward,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_19">[19]</span>
-being careful, of course, to conceal my mistakes.”</p>
-
-<p>“You haven’t changed a bit,” laughed Bruce. “I
-wish I could view the world as chipperly as you do.”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear Bruce”—with his forefinger Henderson
-swept Storrs’s breakfast check to his own side of the
-table with a single gesture—“never try to view the
-whole world at one glance; it’s too damned big. All
-I see at present on this suffering, sinning planet is a
-Plantagenet runabout with Maybelle and me rolling
-through fields of asphodel. Everything else is superfluous.
-My fellow creatures simply don’t exist except
-as prospects for the Plantagenet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, rot! You’re the most unselfish biped I ever
-knew!”</p>
-
-<p>“Superficially, yes; but it’s all on the surface. Let’s
-go out and plant our feet firmly upon the city.”</p>
-
-<p>He led the way to his car and drove to the Plantagenet
-salesroom and garage. A young woman whom
-he introduced as Miss Ordway apparently ran the whole
-establishment. Henderson said that she did. He sat
-down at his desk and signed, without reading, a pile
-of letters which she had written the day before, talking
-to her meantime, not of business, but of a novel he had
-given her to read. Her attempts to interest him in the
-fact that one of the salesmen wanted his assistance in
-rounding up a certain difficult customer were provocative
-only of scornful comments, but when she handed
-him a memorandum of an appointment with the prospect
-at ten o’clock the next morning, he meekly thrust
-the paper into his pocket and said all right; he’d see
-what he could do. Miss Ordway was already busy
-with other matters; she seemed to make due allowance
-for her employer’s peculiarities.</p>
-
-<p>“This girl’s mighty firm with me,” he said in a tone<span class="pagenum" id="Page_20">[20]</span>
-perfectly audible to Miss Ordway. “A cruel tyrant;
-but she really does get some work out of me.”</p>
-
-<p>He sat on the edge of his desk as he talked over
-the extension telephone. Bruce inferred that he was
-speaking to Mrs. Freeman, and it was evident from his
-tone that Bud had not exaggerated in speaking of his
-intimacy with the architect and his wife.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybelle’s pushing the pill somewhere and won’t
-be back for a week. This being Friday, I’d like to be
-invited to your shanty for the week-end.... Ah!
-That’s nice of you. And may I bring a little friend?...
-Oh, a man, of course! And list, Dale, he’s an
-architect—a Tech grad and everything pretty, and I
-want Bill to take him on—see? Nice boy and perishing
-for a job. You fix it for me—that’s the girl!...
-Oh! my friend isn’t fussy; we’ll both sleep on the
-grass.... What? Yes; I’ll bring some poison; my
-pet bootlegger broke through the entanglements yesterday.”</p>
-
-<p>“All set,” he remarked as he hung up the receiver.
-“Mighty nice girl, Dale.”</p>
-
-<p>Miss Ordway intercepted him on his way out to ask
-what she should do about a claim for damages to a
-car belonging to a man named Smythe, which had been
-scratched in the garage. The owner threatened to sue,
-and Miss Ordway expressed the belief that the valued
-patron was not bluffing.</p>
-
-<p>“We took the stand it wasn’t done in our shop and
-we can’t weaken,” said Henderson. “Also, we don’t
-want a row. Were my eyes deceiving me or have I
-seen Smythe looking longingly at that blue touring car
-in our front window? Yes? Well, suppose we send
-Briggs to call on him, carrying the olive branch. Tell
-him to roll home in the blue car and we’ll take his old
-junk and seven hundred berries cash on the counter.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_21">[21]</span>“I think we could get eight hundred on the deal.”
-Miss Ordway’s tones were crisp and businesslike.</p>
-
-<p>“Sold! I despise Smythe, but it’s worth a thousand
-to have him riding in a Plantagenet. I’ll look in
-again at five.”</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>Henderson spent the morning exhibiting the city’s
-industries and wound up at the University Club for
-luncheon.</p>
-
-<p>“Now I’ll show you where the big frogs of our little
-puddle live,” he said as they started off again.</p>
-
-<p>In his racy description of the owners of the houses
-they passed, their ancestry, the skeletons in their closets,
-their wealth and how it was attained, Henderson shone
-effulgently. Bruce, marveling that one head could
-carry so much local history, was almost equally astonished
-by the sins and foibles of the citizens as Henderson
-pictured them.</p>
-
-<p>“Great Scott! Are there no perfectly normal people
-in this town?” he demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“A few, maybe,” Henderson replied, lifting his hand
-from the wheel to stroke his chin. “But they’re not
-what you’d call conspicuous.”</p>
-
-<p>Pausing before a handsome colonial house, the presence
-of an elderly gentleman calmly perusing a newspaper
-on the veranda, inspired Henderson to a typical
-excursion in biography. The owner, thinking visitors
-impended, pattered down the steps and stared belligerently
-at the car.</p>
-
-<p>“Note the carpet slippers,” remarked Henderson as
-the gentleman, satisfied that his privacy was not to be
-invaded, returned to his chair. “Here we have Bill
-Fielding, one of the most delightful old scoundrels in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_22">[22]</span>
-town. Observe his pants—sleeps in ’em to avoid the
-fatigue of disrobing. To keep off evil spirits he wears
-the first nickel he ever earned on a string around his
-neck. He’s the smoothest tax-dodger in America.
-His wife starved to death and his three children moved
-to California to get as far away from the old skunk
-as possible. Why does he live in a house like that?
-Bless your simple soul, he took it on a mortgage and
-camps in two rooms while he waits for a buyer.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe I’d like him! If you’ve got many
-such birds I’d better try another town,” laughed Bruce
-as Henderson started the car.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t worry! He’s the last of his school. Now
-we’re approaching a different proposition—one that
-baffles even my acute analytical powers.”</p>
-
-<p>He drew up before a handsome Georgian house that
-stood lengthwise to the street in a broad lot in which
-a dozen towering forest trees had been preserved when
-the land was subdivided. There were no frivolous
-lines in this residence, Bruce noted, surveying it with a
-professional eye; it was beyond criticism in its fidelity
-to type. The many windows were protected by awnings
-of deep orange and the ledges were adorned with
-boxes of flowers. The general effect was one of perfect
-order and uniformity. Bruce, with his interest in
-houses as an expression of the character of their owners
-whetted by Henderson’s slangy lectures before other
-establishments, turned expectantly to his friend.</p>
-
-<p>“Wind up the machine and put on the record! That’s
-a sound piece of architecture, anyhow, and I can see
-that you are dying to turn out the skeletons.”</p>
-
-<p>“Painful as it is for me to confess it, the truth is
-that in this case I can only present a few bald facts
-and leave you to make your own deductions.” Henderson
-lighted a fresh cigarette and drew a deep draught<span class="pagenum" id="Page_23">[23]</span>
-of smoke into his lungs. “Franklin Mills,” he said,
-and crossed his legs. “Mills is around fifty, maybe a
-shade more. The first of the tribe settled here in 1820
-and Frank is the fourth of the name. The family
-always had money and this bird’s father never lost a
-cent in his life. Now Frank’s rich—nothing spectacular,
-but recognized as a rich man. His pop left him
-well fixed and he’s piled up considerable mazuma on
-his own hook. Does this interest you?”</p>
-
-<p>“You always interest me, Bud; please proceed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you might call Franklin Mills the original
-man who couldn’t lose. No active business now, but
-he controls a couple of banks and a trust company without
-figuring in the picture at all, and he set his son up
-in a storage battery plant and is a silent factor in a
-dozen other flourishing contributors to the smoke
-nuisance. Nice chap, by the way, Shep Mills; pleasant
-little cuss. Franklin Mills isn’t one of the up-from-the-office-boy
-type nor the familiar variety of feverish
-business man; velvet glove stuff. Do you follow me?
-Only human touch I’ve discovered in this house is the
-billiard room, and Mills is a shark at the sport. I’ve
-poked the ivories with him now and then just for the
-fun of watching him play. His style of playing is a
-sort of clue to his character—cool, deliberate, never
-misses. One thing, though, I’ve never been able to
-figure out: once in a while he makes a wild shot, unnecessarily
-and with malice aforethought, as though to
-spite himself. If you’d tell Franklin Mills he’d lost his
-last cent he wouldn’t blink an eye, but before you got
-out of the room he’d have thought up a scheme for
-making it all back.”</p>
-
-<p>“A business genius,” commented Bruce, who had
-missed no word of Henderson’s sketch. “I can’t say
-your snapshot’s very alluring.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_24">[24]</span>“Oh, I may be wrong! If you’d ask anybody else
-about him you’d hear that he’s a leading citizen and a
-cultivated gentleman, which he is! While of our city’s
-back-number or paralytic group, he’s far from being
-ripe for the mortician. One sees him around socially
-now and then—on occasions when our real nobility
-shake the moth balls from their dress suits. And
-that’s characteristic; he has the pride, you might say,
-of his long connection with the town. If it’s necessary
-for somebody to bunk a distinguished visitor,
-Frank Mills opens his door—not that he’s keen to get
-his name in the village sheet, but he likes for the town
-to make a good impression—sort of ‘I am a citizen
-of no mean city,’ like St. Paul or whoever the bird
-was that said it first. I doubt if the visitors enjoy his
-entertainments, but they’re probably used to being bored
-by the gloomy rich.”</p>
-
-<p>“There are other children, perhaps? A house like
-that rather suggests a big family,” Bruce remarked.</p>
-
-<p>“The size only indicates Frank’s pride. He’s given
-only two hostages to fortune. There’s Leila, the daughter.
-There must have been a naughty little devil in
-some of the Mills or Shepherd tribe away back yonder,
-for that girl certainly is a lively little filly. Shep, who
-is named for his mother’s people, never browsed in
-the wild-oat fields, but Leila makes up for it. Bounced
-from seven boarding schools—holds the champeen
-record there. Her mother passed hence when Leila
-was about fourteen, and various aunts took a hand in
-bringing the kid up, but all they got for their trouble
-was nervous prostration. Frank’s crazy about her—old
-stuff of doting father bullied by adorable daughter.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I get the picture,” said Bruce soberly as his
-thoughts caught up and played upon this summary of
-the history of Franklin Mills.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_25">[25]</span>Glancing back at the house as Henderson drove away,
-Bruce was aware of the irony of his very presence in
-the town, sent there by the whim of a dying woman
-to be prepared to aid a man who in no imaginable circumstances
-could ever require any help it might be in
-his power to give. His mother had said that she had
-kept some track of Mills’s life; she could never have
-realized that he was so secure from any possibility
-of need. As Bruce thought of it, Henderson had not
-limned an attractive portrait. Only Mills’s devotion
-to the daughter, whom Henderson had described in
-terms that did not conceal his own admiration for the
-girl, brightened the picture.</p>
-
-<p>“What can such a man do with his time in a town
-like this?” asked Bruce meditatively. “No active business,
-you say. Shooting billiards and cutting coupons
-hardly makes an exciting day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” Henderson replied, “I’ve seen him on the
-golf links—usually alone or with the club professional.
-Frank’s not one of these ha-ha boys who get together
-after the game with a few good sports and sneak a
-bottle of unlawful Scotch from the locker. Travels a
-bit; several times a year he beats it somewhere with
-Leila. Shep’s wife bores him, I think; and Shep’s not
-exciting; too damned nice. From all I can see, Leila’s
-her pop’s single big bet. Some say he’s diffident; others
-hold that he’s merely a selfish proposition. He’s missed
-a number of chances to marry again—some of the
-most dashing widows in our tall corn cities have made
-a play for him; but he follows G. Washington’s advice
-and keeps clear of entangling alliances.”</p>
-
-<p>“Interesting personality,” said Bruce carelessly. But
-Mills had fixed himself in his mind—he had even fashioned
-a physical embodiment for the traits Henderson
-had described. On the whole, Bruce’s dominant feeling<span class="pagenum" id="Page_26">[26]</span>
-was one of relief and satisfaction. Franklin Mills
-was as remote from him as though they were creatures
-of different planets, separated by vast abysses of time
-and space.</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>In spite of Henderson’s sweeping declaration that
-he needn’t waste time calling on architects, that Freeman
-would take care of him, Bruce spent the next
-morning visiting the offices of the architects on his
-list. Several of these were out of town; the others
-received him amiably; one of them promised him some
-work a little later, but was rather vague about it. When
-he returned to the hotel at noon he found Henderson
-waiting for him. He had nothing to do, he declared,
-but to keep Bruce amused. Everything was a little
-incidental with Henderson, but he seemed to get what
-he wanted without effort, even buyers for the Plantagenet.
-Bruce related the results of his visits to the
-offices of the architects and Henderson pursed his lips
-and emitted a cluck of disapproval.</p>
-
-<p>“Next time mind your Uncle Dudley. Bill Freeman’s
-the bird for you. You just leave every little
-thing to me. Now what else is troubling you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I want a place to live; not too expensive,
-but a few of the minor comforts.”</p>
-
-<p>Two hours later Bruce was signing the lease for a
-small bachelor apartment that Henderson had found
-for him with, apparently, no effort. He had also persuaded
-some friends of his who lived across the street
-to give the young architect breakfast and provide a
-colored woman to keep his place in order.</p>
-
-<p>Henderson’s acquaintance with his fellow citizens
-appeared to be unlimited. He took Bruce to the State<span class="pagenum" id="Page_27">[27]</span>
-House to call on the Governor—brought that official
-from a conference from which he emerged good-naturedly
-to shake hands and hear a new story. From
-this interruption of affairs of state Henderson convoyed
-Bruce to a barber shop in the midst of an office
-building where there was a venerable negro workman
-who told a story about a mule which Henderson said
-was the funniest story in the world. The trimming
-of a prominent citizen’s hair was somewhat delayed
-by the telling of the yarn, but he, like everyone else,
-seemed to be tolerant of Henderson’s idiosyncrasies;
-and the aged barber’s story was unquestionably a masterpiece.
-Henderson began telephoning acquaintances
-who had offices in the building to come forthwith to
-meet an old college friend. When two men actually
-appeared—one an investment broker and the other a
-middle-aged lawyer—Henderson organized a quartette
-and proceeded to “get harmony.” Neighboring tenants
-assembled, attracted by the unwonted sounds, and
-Henderson introduced Bruce to them as a new man
-in town who was entitled to the highest consideration.</p>
-
-<p>“This is a sociable sort of village,” he said as they
-left the shop. “I could see you made a hit with those
-fellows. You’re bound to get on, my son.”</p>
-
-<p>At noon on Saturday Henderson drove Bruce to the
-Freemans’, where with the utmost serenity he exercised
-all the rights of proprietorship. The house, of the
-Dutch Colonial type, was on the river in a five-acre tract.
-A real estate operator had given Freeman the site with
-the stipulation that he build himself a home to establish
-a social and artistic standard for the neighborhood.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be afraid of these people,” remarked Henderson
-reassuringly. “Take your cue from me and
-act as though you had a deed for the house in your<span class="pagenum" id="Page_28">[28]</span>
-pocket. Bill’s a dreamy sort of cuss, but Dale’s a
-human dynamo. She looks fierce, but responds to
-kind treatment.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce never knew when Henderson was serious,
-and when a diminutive young lady ran downstairs
-whistling he assumed that he was about to be introduced
-to the daughter of the house.</p>
-
-<p>“Dale, this is old Bruce Storrs, one of the meanest
-men out of jail. I know you’ll hate each other; that’s
-why I brought him. At the first sign of any flirtation
-between you two I’ll run you both through the meat
-chopper and take a high dive into the adjacent stream.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Freeman was absurdly small and slight, and
-the short skirt of her simple linen dress and her bobbed
-hair exaggerated her diminutive stature. Having
-gathered from Henderson an idea that Mrs. Freeman
-was an assertive masculine person, Bruce was taken
-aback as the little woman smiled up at him and shook
-hands.</p>
-
-<p>“It really isn’t my fault that I broke in,” he protested.
-“It was this awful Henderson person who told
-me you’d be heart-broken if I didn’t come.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should have been! He’d have come alone and
-bored me to death. How is every little thing, Bud?”</p>
-
-<p>“Soaring!” mumbled Henderson, who had chosen a
-book from the rack on the table and, sprawling on a
-couch, became immediately absorbed in it.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the way Bud shows his noble breeding,” remarked
-Mrs. Freeman, “but he is an easy guest to
-entertain. I suppose you’re used to him?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we lived together for a couple of years! Nothing
-he does astonishes me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I needn’t apologize for him. Bud’s an acquired
-taste, but once you know him, he’s highly
-diverting.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_29">[29]</span>“When I began rooming with him in Boston I
-thought he wasn’t all there, but finally decided he was
-at least three-quarters sane.”</p>
-
-<p>“One thing’s certain; he’s mastered the art of not
-being bored, which is some accomplishment!” said
-Mrs. Freeman, as Henderson rose suddenly and disappeared
-in the direction of the kitchen, whence proceeded
-presently a sound as of cracking ice.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Freeman had something of Henderson’s air
-of taking things for granted, and she talked to Bruce
-quite as though he were an old friend. She spoke
-amusingly of the embarrassments of housekeeping in
-the new quarter; they were pioneers, she said, and as
-servants refused to bury themselves so far from the
-bright lights, she did most of her own housework,
-which was lots of fun when you had everything electric
-to play with. There was an old colored man who did
-chores and helped in the kitchen. She told several
-stories to illustrate his proneness to error and his ingenuity
-in excusing his mistakes.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve never lived here? Bud gave me that idea,
-but you never know when he’s telling the truth.”</p>
-
-<p>“I never saw the town before, but I hope to stay.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s up to us to make you want to stay,” she said
-graciously.</p>
-
-<p>She had settled herself in the largest chair in the
-room, sitting on one foot like a child. She smoked a
-cigarette as she talked, one arm thrown back of her
-head. She tactfully led Bruce to talk of himself and
-when he spoke of his year-long tramp her eyes narrowed
-as she gave him a more careful inspection.</p>
-
-<p>“That sounds like a jolly lark. I want to know more
-about it, but we must wait for Bill. It’s the sort of
-thing he’d adore doing.”</p>
-
-<p>Freeman appeared a moment later. He had been<span class="pagenum" id="Page_30">[30]</span>
-cleaning up after a morning’s work in the garden. He
-was thirty-five, short and burly, with a thick shock of
-unruly chestnut hair over which he passed his hand
-frequently, smoothing it only to ruffle it again. He
-greeted Bruce cordially and began talking of the Tech
-and men he assumed Bruce might have known there.
-He produced pipe and tobacco from the pockets of his
-white flannel trousers and smoked fitfully. Mrs. Freeman
-answered the telephone several times and reappeared
-to report the messages. One had to do with
-changes in a house already under construction. Freeman
-began explaining to his wife the impossibility of
-meeting the client’s wishes; the matter had been definitely
-settled before the letting of the contract and it
-would be expensive to alter the plans now. He appealed
-to Bruce for support; people might be sane
-about everything else in the world, but they became
-maddeningly unreasonable when they began building
-houses.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you’d better fix it for them, Bill,” advised Mrs.
-Freeman quietly. “They pay the bills; and I’m not
-sure but you were wrong in holding out against them
-in the first place.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, well, if you say so, Dale!” and Freeman resumed
-his talk.</p>
-
-<p>Henderson reappeared wearing an apron and bearing
-a tray with a cocktail-shaker and four glasses.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t flinch, Bill,” he said; “it’s my gin. You
-pay for the oranges. I say, Dale, I told Tuck to peel
-some potatoes. And you wanted those chops for lunch,
-didn’t you? There’s nothing else in the icebox and I
-told Tuck to put ’em on.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’ll probably ruin them,” said Mrs. Freeman.
-“Excuse me, Mr. Storrs, while I get some work out
-of Bud.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_31">[31]</span>It was some time before Bruce got accustomed to
-Freeman’s oddities. He was constantly moving about
-with a quick, catlike step; or, if he sat down, his hands
-were never quiet. But he talked well, proved himself
-a good listener, and expressed approval by slapping
-his knee when Bruce made some remark that squared
-with his own views. He was pleased in a frank, boyish
-way when Bruce praised some of his houses which
-Henderson had pointed out.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; clients didn’t bother me; I had my own way
-in those cases. I’ve got some plans under way now
-that I want to show you. Dale said you were thinking
-of starting in here. Well, I need some help right
-away. My assistant is leaving me—going to Seattle.
-Suppose you drop in Monday. We might be able to
-fix up something.”</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>There was tennis in the afternoon and in the evening
-visitors began to drop in—chiefly young married people
-of the Freemans’ circle. Some of these were of well-to-do
-families and others, Henderson explained to
-Bruce, were not rich but “right.” The talk was lively
-and pitched in that chaffing key which is possible only
-among people who are intimately acquainted. This
-was Dale Freeman’s salon, Henderson explained. Any
-Saturday or Sunday evening you were likely to meet
-people who had something worth while to offer.</p>
-
-<p>He drew Bruce from one group to another, praising
-or abusing him with equal extravagance. He assured
-everyone that it was a great honor to meet a man
-destined, as he declared Bruce to be, to cut a big
-figure in the future of the town. He never backed a
-dead one, he reminded them. Bruce was the dearest<span class="pagenum" id="Page_32">[32]</span>
-friend he had in the world, and, he would ruefully add,
-probably the only one. It was for this reason that he
-had urged the young architect to establish himself in
-the city—a city that sorely needed men of Bruce’s
-splendid character and lofty ideals.</p>
-
-<p>A number of the guests had gone when late in the
-evening the depleted company was reinforced by the
-arrival of Shepherd Mills and his wife.</p>
-
-<p>“Shep and the Shepherdess!” Henderson cheerfully
-announced as he ushered them in.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Mills extended her hand with a gracious smile
-as Bruce was presented. She was tall and fair and
-moved with a lazy sort of grace. She spoke in a low,
-murmurous tone little broken by inflections. Bruce
-noted that she was dressed rather more smartly than
-the other women present. It seemed to him that the
-atmosphere of the room changed perceptibly on her
-appearance; or it might have been merely that everyone
-paused a minute to inspect her or to hear what
-she had to say. Bruce surmised from the self-conscious
-look in her handsome gray eyes as she crossed
-the room that she enjoyed being the center of attention.</p>
-
-<p>“Shep just would spend the day motoring to some
-queer place,” she was saying, “where a lot of people
-were killed by the Indians ages ago. Most depressing!
-Ruined the day for me! He’s going to set up
-a monument or something to mark the painful affair.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd Mills greeted Bruce in the quick, eager
-fashion of a diffident person anxious to appear cordial
-but not sure that his good intentions will be understood,
-and suggested that they sit down. He was not
-so tall as his wife; his face was long and rather
-delicate. His slight reddish mustache seemed out of
-place on his lip; it did not quite succeed in giving him
-a masculine air. His speech was marked by odd,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_33">[33]</span>
-abrupt pauses, as though he were trying to hide a
-stammer; or it might have been that he was merely
-waiting to note the effect of what he was saying upon
-the hearer. He drew out a case and offered Bruce a
-cigarette, lighted one himself, smoking as though it
-were part of a required social routine to which he conformed
-perforce but did not relish particularly.</p>
-
-<p>There was to be a tennis tournament at the country
-club the coming week and he mentioned this tentatively
-and was embarrassed to find that Bruce knew nothing
-about it.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m always forgetting that everyone doesn’t
-live here!” he laughed apologetically. “A little weakness
-of the provincial mind! I suppose we’re horribly
-provincial out here. Do we strike you that way, Mr.
-Storrs?”</p>
-
-<p>One might have surmised from his tone that he was
-used to having his serious questions ignored or answered
-flippantly, but hoped that the stranger would
-meet him on his own ground.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, there isn’t any such thing as provincialism any
-more, is there?” asked Bruce amiably. “I haven’t
-sniffed anything of the sort in your city: you seem
-very metropolitan. The fact is, I’m a good deal of a
-hick myself!”</p>
-
-<p>Mills laughed with more fervor than the remark
-justified. Evidently satisfied of the intelligence and
-good nature of the Freemans’ guest, he began to discuss
-the effect upon industry of a pending coal strike.</p>
-
-<p>His hand went frequently to his mustache as he
-talked and the leg that he swung over his knee waggled
-nervously. He plunged into a discussion of labor,
-mentioning foreign market conditions and citing figures
-from trade journals showing the losses to both<span class="pagenum" id="Page_34">[34]</span>
-capital and labor caused by the frequent disturbances
-in the industrial world. He expressed opinions tentatively,
-a little apologetically, and withdrew them
-quickly when they were questioned. Bruce, having
-tramped through one of the coal fields where a strike
-was in progress, described the conditions as he had
-observed them. Mills expressed the greatest interest;
-the frown deepened on his face as he listened.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s bad; things shouldn’t be that way,” he said.
-“The truth of the matter is that we haven’t mastered
-the handling of business. It’s stupendous; we’ve outgrown
-the old methods. We forget the vast territory
-we have to handle and the numbers of men it’s necessary
-to keep in touch with. When my Grandfather
-Mills set up as a manufacturer here he had fifty men
-working for him, and he knew them all—knew their
-families, circumstances, everything. Now I have six
-hundred in my battery plant and don’t know fifty of
-them! But I’d like to know them all; I feel that it’s
-my duty to know them.”</p>
-
-<p>He shrugged his shoulders impatiently when Henderson’s
-sharp little laugh at the other end of the room
-broke in discordantly upon Bruce’s sympathetic reply
-to this.</p>
-
-<p>“Bud, how silly you are!” they heard Mrs. Mills
-saying. “But I don’t know what we’d do without you.
-You do cheer things up a bit now and then!”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Freeman effected a redistribution of the guests
-that brought Mrs. Mills and Bruce together.</p>
-
-<p>“Shep, you mustn’t monopolize Mr. Storrs. Give
-Connie a chance. Mr. Storrs is an ideal subject for
-you, Connie. Take him out on the terrace and put
-him through all your degrees.” And then to Bruce:<span class="pagenum" id="Page_35">[35]</span>
-“Mrs. Mills is not only our leading vamp but a terrible
-highbrow—reads all the queer stuff!”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd Mills was not wholly successful in concealing
-his displeasure in thus being deprived of
-Bruce’s company. And noting this, Bruce put out his
-hand, saying:</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a deep subject; we shall have to tackle it
-again. Please don’t forget that we’ve left it in the
-air and give me another chance.”</p>
-
-<p>“My husband really wants so much to save the human
-race,” remarked Mrs. Mills as she stepped out
-on the tiled flooring of a broad terrace where there
-were rugs and comfortable places to sit. There was
-moonlight and the great phalanx of stars marched
-across the clear heavens; below flowed the river. She
-seated herself on a couch, suffered him to adjust a
-pillow at her back and indicated that he was to sit
-beside her.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m really done up by our all-day motor trip, but
-my husband insisted on dropping in here. The Freemans
-are a great resource to all of us. You’re always
-likely to find someone new and interesting here. Dale
-Freeman has a genius for picking up just the right
-sort of people and she’s generous about letting her
-friends know them. Are you and the Freemans old
-friends?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, not at all! Bud Henderson’s my only friend
-here. He vouched for me to the Freemans.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Bud! He’s such a delightful rascal. You
-don’t mind my calling him that? I shouldn’t if I
-weren’t so fond of him. He’s absolutely necessary to
-our social existence. We’d stagnate without him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bud was always a master hand at stirring things
-up. His methods are a little peculiar at times, but he
-does get results.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_36">[36]</span>“There’s no question but that he’s a warm admirer
-of yours.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s because he’s forgotten about me! He hadn’t
-seen me for five years.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think possibly I can understand that one wouldn’t
-exactly forget you, Mr. Storrs.”</p>
-
-<p>She let the words fall carelessly, as though to minimize
-their daring in case they were not wholly acceptable
-to her auditor. The point was not lost upon him.
-He was not without his experience in the gentle art
-of flirtation, and her technic was familiar. There was
-always, however, the possibility of variations in the
-ancient game, and he hoped that Mrs. Shepherd Mills
-was blessed with originality.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s a good deal of me to forget; I’m six feet
-two!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, of course I wasn’t referring altogether to
-your size,” she said with her murmurous little laugh.
-“I adore big men, and I suppose that’s why I married
-a small one. Isn’t’ it deliciously funny how contrary
-we are when it comes to the important affairs of our
-lives! I suppose it’s just because we’re poor, weak
-humans. We haven’t the courage of our prejudices.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d never thought of that,” Bruce replied. “But it
-is an interesting idea. I suppose we’re none of us
-free agents. It’s not in the great design of things that
-we shall walk a chalk line. If we all did, it would
-probably be a very stupid world.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m glad you feel that way about it. For a long
-time half the world tried to make conformists of the
-other half; nowadays not more than a third are trying
-to keep the rest on the chalk line—and that third’s
-skidding! People think me dreadfully heretical about<span class="pagenum" id="Page_37">[37]</span>
-everything. But—I’m not, really! Tell me you don’t
-think me terribly wild and untamed.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think,” said Bruce, feeling that here was a cue
-he mustn’t miss, “I think you are very charming. If
-it’s your ideas that make you so, I certainly refuse to
-quarrel with them.”</p>
-
-<p>“How beautifully you came up on that! Something
-tells me that I’m not going to be disappointed in you.
-I have a vague sort of idea that we’re going to understand
-each other.”</p>
-
-<p>“You do me great honor! It will be a grief to me
-if we don’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s odd how instantly we recognize the signals
-when someone really worth while swims into our ken,”
-she said pensively. “Dear old Nature looks after that!
-Bud intimated that you’re to be one of us; throw in
-your lot with those of us who struggle along in this
-rather nice, comfortable town. If you enjoy grandeur
-in social things, you’ll not find much here to interest
-you; but if just nice little companies and a few friends
-are enough, you can probably keep amused.”</p>
-
-<p>“If the Freemans’ friends are specimens and there’s
-much of this sort of thing”—he waved his hand toward
-the company within—“I certainly shall have nothing to
-complain of.”</p>
-
-<p>“We must see you at our house. I haven’t quite
-Dale’s knack of attracting people”—she paused a moment
-upon this note of humility—“but I try to bring a
-few worth while people together. I’ve educated a few
-men to drop in for tea on Thursdays with usually a
-few of my pals among the young matrons and a girl
-or two. If you feel moved——”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you’re not trifling with me,” said Bruce,
-“for I shall certainly come.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then that’s all settled. Don’t pay any attention to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_38">[38]</span>
-what Bud says about me. To hear him talk you might
-think me a man-eater. My husband’s the dearest thing!
-He doesn’t mind at all my having men in for tea. He
-comes himself now and then when his business doesn’t
-interfere. Dear Shep! He’s a slave to business, and
-he’s always at work on some philanthropic scheme. I
-just talk about helping the world; but he, poor dear,
-really tries to do something.”</p>
-
-<p>Henderson appeared presently with a dark hint that
-Shepherd was peeved by their long absence and that
-the company was breaking up.</p>
-
-<p>“Connie never plays all her cards the first time,
-Bruce; you must give her another chance.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Storrs has promised me a thousand
-chances!” said Mrs. Mills.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_39">[39]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER THREE</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Sunday evening the Freemans were called unexpectedly
-into town and Bruce and Henderson were left
-to amuse themselves. Henderson immediately lost himself
-in a book and Bruce, a little homesick for the old
-freedom of the road, set out for a walk. A footpath
-that followed the river invited him and he lounged
-along, his spirit responding to the beauty of the night,
-his mind intent upon the future. The cordiality of the
-Freemans and their circle had impressed him with the
-friendliness of the community. It would take time to
-establish himself in his profession, but he had confidence
-in his power to achieve; the lust for work was
-already strong in him. He was satisfied that he had
-done wisely in obeying his mother’s mandate; he would
-never have been happy if he had ignored it.</p>
-
-<p>His meeting with Shepherd Mills had roused no
-resentment, revived no such morbid thoughts as had
-troubled him on the night of his arrival in town.
-Shepherd Mills was his half-brother; this, to be sure,
-was rather staggering; but his reaction to the meeting
-was void of bitterness. He speculated a good deal
-about young Mills. The gentleness and forbearance
-with which he suffered the raillery of his intimates, his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_40">[40]</span>
-anxiety to be accounted a good fellow, his serious interest
-in matters of real importance—in all these things
-there was something touching and appealing. It was
-difficult to correlate Shepherd with his wife, but perhaps
-their dissimilarities were only superficial. Bruce
-appraised Connie Mills as rather shallow, fond of admiration,
-given to harmless poses in which her friends
-evidently encouraged and indulged her. She practiced
-her little coquetries with an openness that was in itself
-a safeguard. As they left the Freemans, Shepherd and
-his wife had repeated their hope of seeing him again.
-It was bewildering, but it had come about so naturally
-that there seemed nothing extraordinary in the fact
-that he was already acquainted with members of Franklin
-Mills’s family....</p>
-
-<p>Bruce paused now and then where the path drew in
-close to the river to look down at the moonlit water
-through the fringe of trees and shrubbery. A boy and
-girl floated by in a canoe, the girl singing as she
-thrummed a ukulele, and his eyes followed them a little
-wistfully. Farther on the dull put-put-put of a motor-boat
-broke the silence. The sound ceased abruptly,
-followed instantly by a colloquy between the occupants.</p>
-
-<p>“Damn this fool thing!” ejaculated a feminine voice.
-“We’re stuck!”</p>
-
-<p>“I had noticed it!” said another girl’s voice good
-naturedly. “But such is the life of the sailor. I
-wouldn’t just choose this for an all-night camp!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be so sweet about it, Millicent! I’d like to
-sink this boat.”</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t Polly’s fault. She’s already half-buried in
-the sand,” laughed the other.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce scrambled down to the water’s edge and
-peered out upon the river. A small power boat had
-grounded on a sandbar in the middle of the stream.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_41">[41]</span>
-Its occupants were two young women in bathing suits.
-But for their voices he would have taken them for
-boys. One was tinkering with the engine while the
-other was trying to push off the boat with an oar
-which sank ineffectually in the sand. In their attempts
-to float their craft the young women had not seen
-Bruce, who, satisfied that they were in no danger, was
-rather amused by their plight. They were presumably
-from one of the near-by villas and their bathing suits
-implied familiarity with the water. The girl at the
-engine talked excitedly with an occasional profane outburst;
-her companion was disposed to accept the situation
-philosophically.</p>
-
-<p>“We can easily swim out, so don’t get so excited,
-Leila,” said the girl with the oar. “And do stop
-swearing; voices travel a long way over the water.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care who hears me,” said the other, though
-in a lower tone.</p>
-
-<p>She gave the engine a spin, starting the motor, but
-the power was unequal to the task of freeing the boat.
-With an exclamation of disgust she turned off the
-switch and the futile threshing of the propeller ceased.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s swim ashore and send back for Polly,” said
-the girl addressed as Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“I see myself swimming out!” the other retorted.
-“I’m not going to leave Polly here for some pirate to
-steal.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nobody’s going to steal her. This isn’t the ocean,
-you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, no fool boat’s going to get the best of me!
-Where’s that flask? I’m freezing!”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t need any more of that! Please give it
-to me!”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you are enjoying yourself,” said the other
-petulantly. “I don’t see any fun in this!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_42">[42]</span>“Hello, there!” called Bruce, waving his arms to
-attract their attention. “Can I be of help?”</p>
-
-<p>Startled by his voice, they did not reply immediately,
-but he heard them conferring as to this unlooked-for
-hail from the bank.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m perfectly harmless!” he cried reassuringly.
-“I was just passing and heard your engine. If there’s
-a boat near by I can pull you off, or I’ll swim out and
-lift your boat off if you say so.”</p>
-
-<p>“Better get a boat,” said the voice he had identified
-with the name of Millicent. “There’s a boathouse just
-a little farther up, on your side. You’ll find a skiff
-and a canoe. We’ll be awfully glad to have your help.
-Thank you ever so much!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t forget to come back,” cried Leila.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly not!” laughed Bruce and sprang up the
-bank.</p>
-
-<p>He found the boathouse without trouble, chose the
-skiff as easier to manage, and rowed back. In the
-moonlight he saw Millicent standing up in the launch
-watching him, and as he approached she flashed an
-electric torch along the side of the boat that he might
-see the nature of their difficulty.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you need food or medical attention?” he asked
-cheerfully as he skillfully maneuvered the skiff and
-grounded it on the sand.</p>
-
-<p>“I think we’d better get out,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“No; stay right there till I see what I can do. I
-think I can push you off. All steady now!”</p>
-
-<p>The launch moved a little at his first attempt to dislodge
-it and a second strong shove sent it into the
-channel.</p>
-
-<p>“Now start your engine!” he commanded.</p>
-
-<p>The girl in the middle of the boat muttered something
-he didn’t catch.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_43">[43]</span>“Leila, can you start the engine?” demanded Millicent.
-“I think—I think I’ll have to row back,” she
-said when Leila made no response. “My friend isn’t
-feeling well.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tow you—that’s easy,” said Bruce, noting that
-her companion apparently was no longer interested in
-the proceedings. “Please throw me your rope!”</p>
-
-<p>He caught the rope and fastened it to the stern of
-the skiff and called out that he was ready.</p>
-
-<p>“Please land us where you found the boat,” said
-Millicent. She settled herself in the stern of the launch
-and took the tiller. No word was spoken till they
-reached the boathouse.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all you can do,” said Millicent, who had
-drawn on a long bath wrapper and stepped out. “And
-thank you very, very much; I’m sorry to have caused
-you so much trouble.”</p>
-
-<p>This was clearly a dismissal, but he loosened the rope
-and tied up the skiff. He waited, holding the launch,
-while Millicent tried to persuade Leila to disembark.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps——” began Bruce, and hesitated. It
-seemed unfair to leave the girl alone with the problem
-of getting her friend ashore. Not to put too fine
-a point on the matter, Leila was intoxicated.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Leila!” cried Millicent exasperatedly. “You’re
-making yourself ridiculous, besides keeping this gentleman
-waiting. It’s not a bit nice of you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Jus’ restin’ lil bit,” said Leila indifferently. “I’m
-jus’ restin’ and I’m not goin’ to leave Polly. I should
-shay not!”</p>
-
-<p>And in assertion of her independence she began to
-whistle. She seemed greatly amused that her attempts
-to whistle were unsuccessful.</p>
-
-<p>Millicent turned to Bruce. “If I could get her out<span class="pagenum" id="Page_44">[44]</span>
-of the boat I could put her in our car and take her
-home.”</p>
-
-<p>“Surely!” he said and bent over quickly and lifted
-the girl from the launch, set her on her feet and
-steadied her. Millicent fumbled in the launch, found
-a bath wrapper and flung it about Leila’s shoulders.
-She guided her friend toward the long, low boathouse
-and turned a switch.</p>
-
-<p>“I can manage now,” she said, gravely surveying
-Bruce in the glare of light. “I’m so sorry to have
-troubled you.”</p>
-
-<p>She was tall and fair with markedly handsome brown
-eyes and a great wealth of fine-spun golden hair that
-escaped from her bathing cap and tumbled down upon
-her shoulders. Her dignity was in nowise diminished
-by her garb. She betrayed no agitation. Bruce felt
-that she was paying him the compliment of assuming
-that she was dealing with a gentleman who, having performed
-a service, would go his way and forget the
-whole affair. She drew her arm about the now passive
-Leila, who was much shorter—quite small, indeed, in
-comparison.</p>
-
-<p>“Our car’s here and we’ll get dressed and drive back
-into town. Thank you so much and—good-night!”</p>
-
-<p>“I was glad to help you;—good-night!”</p>
-
-<p>The door closed upon them. Bruce made the launch
-fast to the landing and resumed his walk.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>When he returned to the Freemans, Henderson flung
-aside his book and complained of Bruce’s prolonged
-absence. “I had begun to think you’d got yourself
-kidnapped. Go ahead and talk,” he said, yawning and
-stretching himself.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_45">[45]</span>“Well, I’ve had a mild adventure,” said Bruce, lighting
-a cigarette; and he described his meeting with the
-two young women.</p>
-
-<p>“Not so bad!” remarked Henderson placidly. “Such
-little adventures never happen to me. The incident
-would make good first page stuff for a newspaper; society
-girls shipwrecked. You ought to have taken the
-flask as a souvenir. Leila is an obstreperous little kid;
-she really ought to behave herself. Right the first time.
-Leila Mills, of course; I think I mentioned her the
-other day. Her friend is Millicent Harden. Guess I
-omitted Millicent in my review of our citizens. Quite
-a remarkable person. She plays the rôle of big sister
-to Leila; they’re neighbors on Jefferson Avenue. That’s
-just a boathouse on the Styx that Mills built for Leila’s
-delectation. She pulls a cocktail tea there occasionally.
-Millicent’s pop made a fortune out of an asthma cure—the
-joy of all cut-rate druggists. Not viewed with
-approval by medical societies. Socially the senior
-Hardens are outside the breastworks, but Millicent is
-asked to very large functions, where nobody knows
-who’s there. They live in that whopping big house
-just north of the Mills place, and old Doc Harden gives
-Millicent everything she wants. Hence a grand organ,
-and the girl is a regular Cecelia at the keys. Really
-plays. Strong artistic bent. We can’t account for
-people like the Hardens having such a daughter.
-There’s a Celtic streak in the girl, I surmise—that odd
-sort of poetic strain that’s so beguiling in the Irish.
-She models quite wonderfully, they tell me. Well,
-well! So you were our little hero on the spot!”</p>
-
-<p>“But Leila?” said Bruce seriously. “You don’t
-quite expect to find the daughter of a prominent citizen
-tipsy on a river, and rather profane at that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, thunder!” exclaimed Henderson easily. “Leila’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_46">[46]</span>
-all right. You needn’t worry about her. She’s merely
-passing through a phase and will probably emerge
-safely. Leila’s hardly up to your standard, but Millicent
-is a girl you’ll like. I ought to have told Dale to
-ask Millicent here. Dale’s a broad-minded woman and
-doesn’t mind it at all that old Harden’s rolled up a
-million by being smart enough to scamper just a nose
-length ahead of the Federal grand jury carrying his
-rotten dope in triumph.”</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Mills, I suppose, is an acceptable member of
-the Freemans’ group?” Bruce inquired.</p>
-
-<p>“Acceptable enough, but this is all too tame for Leila.
-Curious sort of friendship—Leila and Millicent. Socially
-Millicent is, in a manner of speaking, between the
-devil and the deep sea. She’s just a little too superior
-to train with the girls of the Longview Country Club
-set and the asthma cure keeps her from being chummy
-with the Faraway gang. But I’ll say that Leila’s lucky
-to have a friend like Millicent.”</p>
-
-<p>“Um—yes,” Bruce assented. “I’m beginning to see
-that your social life here has a real flavor.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it’s not all just plain vanilla,” Bud agreed
-with a yawn.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_47">[47]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER FOUR</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Henderson made his wife’s return an excuse for
-giving a party at the Faraway Country Club. Mrs.
-Henderson had brought home a trophy from the golf
-tournament and her prowess must be celebrated. She
-was a tall blonde with a hearty, off-hand manner, and
-given to plain, direct speech. She treated Bud as
-though he were a younger brother, to be humored to a
-certain point and then reminded a little tartly of the
-limitations of her tolerance.</p>
-
-<p>When Bruce arrived at the club he found his hostess
-and Mrs. Freeman receiving the guests in the hall and
-directing them to a dark end of the veranda where
-Bud was holding forth with a cocktail-shaker. Obedient
-to their hint, he stumbled over the veranda chairs
-until he came upon a group of young people gathered
-about Bud, who was energetically compounding drinks
-as he told a story. Bruce knew the story; it was the
-oldest of Bud’s yarns, and his interest wavered to become
-fixed immediately upon a girl beside him who
-was giving Bud her complete attention. Even in the
-dim light of the veranda there was no mistaking her:
-she was the Millicent Harden he had rescued from the
-sand bar. At the conclusion of the story she joined in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_48">[48]</span>
-the general laugh and turned round to find Bruce regarding
-her intently.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon,” he said and bowed gravely.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you needn’t!” she replied quickly.</p>
-
-<p>He lifted his head to find her inspecting him with
-an amused smile.</p>
-
-<p>“I might find someone to introduce us—Mr. Henderson,
-perhaps,” he said. “My name—if the matter is
-important—is Bruce Storrs.”</p>
-
-<p>“Possibly we might complete the introduction unassisted—my
-name is Millicent Harden!”</p>
-
-<p>“How delightful! Shall we dance?”</p>
-
-<p>After the dance he suggested that they step out for
-a breath of air. They found seats and she said immediately:</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I remember you; I’d be ashamed if I
-didn’t. I’m glad of this chance to thank you. I know
-Leila—Miss Mills—will want to thank you, too. We
-must have seemed very silly that night on the river.”</p>
-
-<p>“Such a thing might happen to anyone; why not
-forget it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me thank you again,” she said seriously. “You
-were ever so kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“The incident is closed,” he remarked with finality.
-“Am I keeping you from a partner? They’re dancing
-again. We might sit this out if I’m not depriving
-you——”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re not. It’s warm inside and this is a relief.
-We might even wander down the lawn and look for
-elves and dryads and nymphs. Those big trees and
-the stars set the stage for such encounters.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s rather nice to believe in fairies and such things.
-At times I’m a believer; then I lose my faith.”</p>
-
-<p>“We all forget our fairies sometimes,” she answered
-gravely.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_49">[49]</span>He had failed to note at their meeting on the river
-the loveliness of her voice. He found himself waiting
-for the recurrence of certain tones that had a curious
-musical resonance. He was struck by a certain gravity
-in her that was expressed for fleeting moments in both
-voice and eyes. Even with the newest dance music
-floating out to them and the light and laughter within,
-he was aware of an indefinable quality in the girl that
-seemed somehow to translate her to remote and shadowy
-times. Her profile—clean-cut without sharpness—and
-her manner of wearing her abundant hair—carried
-back loosely to a knot low on her head—strengthened
-his impression of her as being a little foreign to the
-place and hour. She spoke with quiet enthusiasm of
-the outdoor sports that interested her—riding she enjoyed
-most of all. Henderson had intimated that her
-social life was restricted, but she bore herself more
-like a young woman of the world than any other girl
-he remembered.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybelle Henderson will scold me for hiding you
-away,” she said. “But I just can’t dance whenever
-the band plays. It’s got to be an inspiration!”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I thank you again for one perfect dance!
-I’m afraid I didn’t appreciate what you were giving
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I danced with you to hide my embarrassment!”
-she laughed.</p>
-
-<p>Half an hour passed and they had touched and dismissed
-many subjects when she rose and caught the
-hand of a girl who was passing.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Mills, Mr. Storrs. It’s quite fitting that you
-should meet Mr. Storrs.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fitting?” asked the girl, breathless from her dance.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ve all met before—on the river—most shockingly!
-You might just say thank you to Mr. Storrs.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_50">[50]</span>“Oh, this is <i>not</i>——” Leila drew back and inspected
-Bruce with a direct, candid gaze.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Harden is mistaken; this is the first time we
-ever met,” declared Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t he nice!” Leila exclaimed. “From what Millie
-said I knew you would be like this.” And then: “Oh,
-lots of people are bragging about you and promising to
-introduce me! Here comes Tommy Barnes; he has this
-dance. Oh, Millie! if you get a chance you might say
-a kind word to papa. He’s probably terribly bored
-by this time.”</p>
-
-<p>“Leila’s a dear child! I’m sure you’ll like her,” said
-Millicent as the girl fluttered away. “Oh, I adore this
-piece! Will you dance with me?”</p>
-
-<p>As they finished the dance Mrs. Henderson intercepted
-them.</p>
-
-<p>“Aren’t you the limit, you two? I’ve had Bud
-searching the whole place for you and here you are!
-Quite as though you hadn’t been hiding for the last
-hour.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m going to keep Mr. Storrs just a moment longer,”
-said Millicent. “Leila said her father was perishing
-somewhere and I want Mr. Storrs to meet him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; certainly,” said Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>He walked beside her into the big lounge, where
-many of the older guests were gathered.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Mr. Mills!” said Millicent after a quick survey
-of the room. “There he is, listening to one of
-Mr. Tasker’s interminable yarns.”</p>
-
-<p>She led the way toward a group of men, one of
-whom was evidently nearing the end of a long story.
-One of his auditors, a dark man of medium height and
-rather stockily built, was listening with an air of forced
-attention. His grayish hair was brushed smoothly
-away from a broad forehead, his neatly trimmed mustache<span class="pagenum" id="Page_51">[51]</span>
-was a trifle grayer than his hair. Millicent and
-Bruce fell within the line of his vision, and his face
-brightened instantly as he nodded to the girl and
-waved his hand. The moment the story was ended he
-crossed to them, his eyes bright with pleasure and a
-smile on his face.</p>
-
-<p>“I call it a base desertion!” he exclaimed. “Leila
-brings me here and coolly parks me. A father gets
-mighty little consideration these days!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t scold! Mr. Mills—let me present Mr.
-Storrs.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m very glad to meet you, Mr. Storrs,” said Mills
-with quiet cordiality. He swept Bruce with a quick,
-comprehensive scrutiny.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Storrs has lately moved here,” Millicent explained.</p>
-
-<p>“I congratulate you, Mr. Storrs, on having fallen
-into good hands.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Miss Harden is taking splendid care of me!”
-Bruce replied.</p>
-
-<p>“She’s quite capable of doing that!” Mills returned.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce was studying Franklin Mills guardedly. A
-man of reserves and reticences, not a safe subject for
-quick judgments. His manner was somewhat listless
-now that the introduction had been accomplished; and
-perhaps aware of this, he addressed several remarks
-to Bruce, asking whether the music was all that the
-jazzy age demanded; confessed with mock chagrin
-that his dancing days were over.</p>
-
-<p>“You only think they are! Mr. Mills really dances
-very well. You’d be surprised, Mr. Storrs, considering
-how venerable he is!”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s why I don’t dance!” Mills retorted with a
-rueful grin. “‘Considering his age’ is the meanest
-phrase that can be applied to a man of fifty.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_52">[52]</span>Bud Henderson here interrupted them, declaring that
-dozens of people were disconsolate because Bruce had
-concealed himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you must go!” said Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope to meet you again,” Mills remarked as Bruce
-bowed to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, Mr. Mills,” said Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>He was conscious once more of Mills’s intent scrutiny.
-It seemed to him as he walked away that Mills’s
-eyes followed him.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the matter, old top?” Bud demanded.
-“You’re not tired?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I’m all right,” Bruce replied, though his heart
-was pounding hard; and feeling a little giddy, he laid
-his hand on Henderson’s arm.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_53">[53]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER FIVE</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Franklin Mills stood by one of the broad windows
-in his private office gazing across the smoky industrial
-district of his native city. With his hands thrust into
-his trousers’ pockets, he was a picture of negligent
-ease. His face was singularly free of the markings
-of time. His thick, neatly trimmed hair with its even
-intermixture of white added to his look of distinction.
-His business suit of dark blue with an obscure green
-stripe was evidently a recent creation of his tailor,
-and a wing collar with a neatly tied polka-dot cravat
-contributed further to the impression he gave of a man
-who had a care for his appearance. The gray eyes
-that looked out over the city narrowed occasionally as
-some object roused his attention—a freight train
-crawling on the outskirts or some disturbance in the
-street below. Then he would resume his reverie as
-though enjoying his sense of immunity from the fret
-and jar of the world about him.</p>
-
-<p><i>Bruce Storrs.</i> The name of the young man he had
-met at the Country Club lingered disturbingly in his
-memory. He had heard someone ask that night where
-Storrs came from, and Bud Henderson, his sponsor,
-had been ready with the answer, “Laconia, Ohio.”<span class="pagenum" id="Page_54">[54]</span>
-Mills had been afraid to ask the question himself.
-Long-closed doors swung open slowly along the dim
-corridor of memory and phantom shapes emerged—among
-them a figure Franklin Mills recognized as himself.
-Swiftly he computed the number of years that
-had passed since, in his young manhood, he had spent
-a summer in the pleasant little town, sent there by his
-father to act as auditor of a manufacturing concern
-in which Franklin Mills III for a time owned an interest.
-Marian Storrs was a lovely young being—vivacious,
-daring, already indifferent to the man to
-whom she had been married two years.... He had
-been a beast to take advantage of her, to accept all that
-she had yielded to him with a completeness and passion
-that touched him poignantly now as she lived again in
-his memory.... Was this young man, Bruce Storrs,
-her son? He was a splendid specimen, distinctly handsome,
-with the air of breeding that Mills valued. He
-turned from the window and walked idly about the
-room, only to return to his contemplation of the hazy
-distances.</p>
-
-<p>The respect of his fellow man, one could see, meant
-much to him. He was Franklin Mills, the fourth of
-the name in succession in the Mid-western city, enjoying
-an unassailable social position and able to command
-more cash at a given moment than any other
-man in the community. Nothing was so precious to
-Franklin Mills as his peace of mind, and here was a
-problem that might forever menace that peace. The
-hope that the young man himself knew nothing did
-not abate the hateful, hideous question ... was he
-John Storrs’s son or his own? Surely Marian Storrs
-could not have told the boy of that old episode....</p>
-
-<p>Nearly every piece of property in the city’s original
-mile square had at some time belonged to a Mills. The<span class="pagenum" id="Page_55">[55]</span>
-earlier men of the name had been prominent in public
-affairs, but he had never been interested in politics
-and he never served on those bothersome committees
-that promote noble causes and pursue the public with
-subscription papers. When Franklin Mills gave he gave
-liberally, but he preferred to make his contributions
-unsolicited. It pleased him to be represented at the
-State Fair with cattle and saddle horses from Deer
-Trail Farm. Like his father and grandfather, he kept
-in touch with the soil, and his farm, fifteen miles from
-his office, was a show place; his Jersey herd enjoyed a
-wide reputation. The farm was as perfectly managed
-as his house and office. Its carefully tended fields, his
-flocks and herds and the dignified Southern Colonial
-house were but another advertisement of his substantial
-character and the century-long identification of his
-name with the State.</p>
-
-<p>His private office was so furnished as to look as
-little as possible like a place for the transaction of
-business. There were easy lounging chairs, a long
-leathern couch, a bookcase, a taboret with cigars and
-cigarettes. The flat-top desk, placed between two windows,
-contained nothing but an immaculate blotter
-and a silver desk set that evidently enjoyed frequent
-burnishing. It was possible for him to come and go
-without traversing the other rooms of the suite. Visitors
-who passed the office boy’s inspection and satisfied
-a prim stenographer that their errands were
-not frivolous found themselves in communication with
-Arthur Carroll, Mills’s secretary, a young man of
-thirty-five, trained as a lawyer, who spoke for his employer
-in all matters not demanding decisions of first
-importance. Carroll was not only Mills’s confidential
-man of business, but when necessary he performed
-the duties of social secretary. He was tactful, socially<span class="pagenum" id="Page_56">[56]</span>
-in demand as an eligible bachelor, and endowed with
-a genius for collecting information that greatly assisted
-Mills in keeping in touch with the affairs of the community.</p>
-
-<p>Mills glanced at his watch and turned to press a
-button in a plate on the corner of his desk. Carroll
-appeared immediately.</p>
-
-<p>“You said Shep was coming?” Mills inquired.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; he was to be here at five, but said he might
-be a little late.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills nodded, asked a question about the survey of
-some land adjoining Deer Trail Farm for which he
-was negotiating, and listened attentively while Carroll
-described a discrepancy in the boundary lines.</p>
-
-<p>“Is that all that stands in the way?” Mills asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Carroll, “Parsons shows signs of bucking.
-He’s thought of reasons, sentimental ones, for
-not selling. He and his wife moved there when they
-were first married and their children were all born on
-the place.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course we have nothing to do with that,” remarked
-Mills, slipping an ivory paper knife slowly
-through his fingers. “The old man is a failure, and
-the whole place is badly run down. I really need it
-for pasture.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, he’ll sell! We just have to be a little patient,”
-Carroll replied.</p>
-
-<p>“All right, but don’t close till the title’s cleared up. I
-don’t buy law suits. Come in, Shep.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd Mills had appeared at the door during
-this talk. His father had merely glanced at him, and
-Shepherd waited, hat in hand, his topcoat on his arm,
-till the discussion was ended.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s that you’ve got there?” his father asked,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_57">[57]</span>
-seating himself in a comfortable chair a little way
-from the desk.</p>
-
-<p>In drawing some papers from the pocket of his overcoat,
-Shepherd dropped his hat, picked it up and laid
-it on the desk. He was trying to appear at ease, and
-replied that it was a contract calling for a large order
-which the storage battery company had just made.</p>
-
-<p>“We worked a good while to get that,” said the
-young man with a ring of pride in his voice. “I
-thought you’d like to know it’s all settled.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills put on his glasses, scanned the document with
-a practiced eye and handed it back.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s good. You’re running full capacity now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; we’ve got orders enough to keep us going
-full handed for several months.”</p>
-
-<p>The young man’s tone was eager; he was clearly
-anxious for his father’s approval. He had expected a
-little more praise for his success in getting the contract,
-but was trying to adjust himself to his father’s
-calm acceptance of the matter. He drummed the edge
-of the desk as he recited certain figures as to conditions
-at the plant. His father disconcertingly corrected
-one of his statements.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; you’re right, father,” Shepherd stammered.
-“I got the July figures mixed up with the June report.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills smiled indulgently; took a cigarette from a
-silver box on the taboret beside him and unhurriedly
-lighted it.</p>
-
-<p>“You and Constance are coming over for dinner tonight?”
-he asked. “I think Leila said she’d asked
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>His senior’s very calmness seemed to add to Shepherd’s
-nervousness. He rose and laid his overcoat on
-the couch, drew out his handkerchief and wiped his
-forehead, remarking that it was warm for the season.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_58">[58]</span>“I hadn’t noticed it,” his father remarked in the
-tone of one who is indifferent to changes of temperature.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s a little matter I’ve been wanting to speak
-to you about,” Shepherd began. “I thought it would
-be better to mention it here—you never like talking
-business at the house. If it’s going to be done it ought
-to be started now, before the bad weather sets in.”</p>
-
-<p>He paused, a little breathless, and Mills said, the
-least bit impatiently:</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean that new unit at the plant? I thought
-we’d settled that. I thought you were satisfied you
-could get along this winter with the plant as it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no! It’s not that!” Shepherd hastily corrected.
-“Of course that’s all settled. This is quite a different
-matter. I only want to suggest it now so you can
-think it over. You see, our employees were all mightily
-pleased because you let them have the use of the Milton
-farm. There’s quite a settlement grown up around
-the plant and the Milton land is so near they can walk
-to it. I’ve kept tab this summer and about a hundred
-of the men go there Saturday afternoons and Sundays;
-mostly married men who take their families. I could
-see it made a big difference in the morale of the shop.”</p>
-
-<p>He paused to watch the effect of his statements, but
-Mills made no sign. He merely recrossed his legs,
-knocked the ash from his cigarette and nodded for his
-son to go on.</p>
-
-<p>“I want you to know I appreciate your letting me
-use the property that way,” Shepherd resumed. “I
-was out there a good deal myself, and those people
-certainly enjoyed themselves. Now what’s in my mind
-is this, father”—he paused an instant and bent forward
-with boyish eagerness—“I’ve heard you say you
-didn’t mean to sell any lots in the Milton addition for<span class="pagenum" id="Page_59">[59]</span>
-several years—not until the street car line’s extended—and
-I thought since the factory’s so close to the farm,
-we might build some kind of a clubhouse the people
-could use the year round. They can’t get any amusements
-without coming into town, and we could build
-the house near the south gate of the property, where
-our people could get to it easily. They could have
-dances and motion pictures, and maybe a few lectures
-and some concerts, during the winter. They’ll attend
-to all that themselves. Please understand that I don’t
-mean this as a permanent thing. The clubhouse needn’t
-cost much, so when you get ready to divide the farm
-the loss wouldn’t be great. It might even be used in
-some way. I just wanted to mention it; we can talk
-out the details after you’ve thought it over.”</p>
-
-<p>In his anxiety to make himself clear Shepherd had
-stammered repeatedly. He waited, his face flushed,
-his eyelids quivering, for some encouraging word from
-his father. Mills dropped his cigarette into the tray
-before he spoke.</p>
-
-<p>“What would such a house cost, Shep?”</p>
-
-<p>“It can be built for twenty thousand dollars. I got
-a young fellow in Freeman’s office to make me some
-sketches—Storrs—you met him at the country club;
-a mighty nice chap. If you’ll just look at these——”</p>
-
-<p>Mills took the two letter sheets his son extended,
-one showing a floor plan, the other a rough sketch of
-the proposed building, inspected them indifferently and
-gave them back.</p>
-
-<p>“If you’d like to keep them——” Shepherd began.</p>
-
-<p>“No; that isn’t necessary. I think we can settle the
-matter now. It was all right for those people to use
-the farm as a playground during the summer, but this
-idea of building a house for them won’t do. We’ve
-got to view these things practically, Shep. You’re<span class="pagenum" id="Page_60">[60]</span>
-letting your sentimental feelings run away with you.
-If I let you go ahead with that scheme, it would be
-unfair to all the other employers in town. If you
-stop to think, you can see for yourself that for us
-to build such a clubhouse would cause dissatisfaction
-among other concerns I’m interested in. And there’s
-another thing. Your people have done considerable
-damage—breaking down the shrubbery and young
-trees I’d planted where I’d laid out the roads. I hadn’t
-spoken of this, for I knew how much fun you got out
-of it, but as for spending twenty thousand dollars for
-a clubhouse and turning the whole place over to those
-people, it can’t be done!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, father, of course I can see your way of looking
-at it,” Shepherd said with a crestfallen air. “I
-thought maybe, just for a few years——”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s another point,” Mills interrupted. “You
-can’t give it to them and then take it away. Such
-people are bound to be unreasonable. Give them an
-inch and they take a mile. You’ll find as you grow
-older that they have precious little appreciation of such
-kindnesses. Your heart’s been playing tricks with your
-head. I tell you, my dear boy, there’s nothing in it;
-positively nothing!”</p>
-
-<p>Mills rose, struck his hands together smartly and
-laid them on his son’s shoulders, looking down at him
-with smiling tolerance. Shepherd was nervously fumbling
-Storrs’s sketches, and as his father stepped back
-he hastily thrust them into his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>“You may be right, father,” he said slowly, and with
-no trace of resentment.</p>
-
-<p>“Storrs, you said?” Mills inquired as he opened a
-cabinet door and took out his hat and light overcoat.
-“Is he the young man Millie introduced me to?”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_61">[61]</span>“Yes; that tall, fine-looking chap; a Tech man; just
-moved here—friend of Bud Henderson’s.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wasn’t quite sure of the name. He’s an architect,
-is he?” asked Mills as he slowly buttoned his coat.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I met him at the Freemans’ and had him
-for lunch at the club. Freeman is keen about him.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s rather an impressive-looking fellow,” Mills
-replied. “Expects to live here, does he?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. He has no relatives here; just thought the
-town offered a good opening. His home was somewhere
-in Ohio, I think.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I believe I heard that,” Mills replied carelessly.
-“You have your car with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; the runabout. I’ll skip home and dress and
-drive over with Connie. We’re going to the Claytons’
-later.”</p>
-
-<p>When they reached the street Shepherd ordered up
-his father’s limousine and saw him into it, and waved
-his hand as it rolled away. As he turned to seek
-his own car the smile faded from his face. It was
-not merely that his father had refused to permit
-the building of the clubhouse, but that the matter had
-been brushed aside quite as a parent rejects some absurd
-proposal of an unreasoning child. He strode
-along with the quick steps compelled by his short
-stature, smarting under what he believed to be an
-injustice, and ashamed of himself for not having combated
-the objections his father had raised. The loss
-of shrubs or trees was nothing when weighed against
-the happiness of the people who had enjoyed the use
-of the farm. He thought now of many things that he
-might have said in defence of his proposition; but he
-had never been able to hold his own in debate with
-his father. His face burned with humiliation. He<span class="pagenum" id="Page_62">[62]</span>
-regretted that within an hour he was to see his father
-again.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>The interior of Franklin Mills’s house was not so
-forbidding as Henderson had hinted in his talk with
-Bruce. It was really a very handsomely furnished,
-comfortable establishment that bore the marks of a
-sound if rather austere taste. The house had been
-built in the last years of Mrs. Mills’s life, and if a
-distinctly feminine note was lacking in its appointments,
-this was due to changes made by Mills in keeping
-with the later tendency in interior decoration
-toward the elimination of nonessentials.</p>
-
-<p>It was only a polite pretense that Leila kept house
-for her father. Her inclinations were decidedly not
-domestic, and Mills employed and directed the servants,
-ordered the meals, kept track of expenditures and
-household bills, and paid them through his office. He
-liked formality and chose well-trained servants capable
-of conforming to his wishes in this respect. The
-library on the second floor was Mills’s favorite lounging
-place. Here were books indicative of the cultivated
-and catholic taste of the owner, and above the shelves
-were ranged the family portraits, a considerable array
-of them, preserving the countenances of his progenitors.
-Throughout the house there were pictures, chiefly representative
-work of contemporary French and American
-artists. When Mills got tired of a picture or saw a
-chance to buy a better one by the same painter, he sold
-or gave away the discard. He knew the contents of
-his house from cellar to garret—roved over it a good
-deal in his many lonely hours.</p>
-
-<p>He came downstairs a few minutes before seven and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_63">[63]</span>
-from force of habit strolled through the rooms on a
-tour of inspection. In keeping with his sense of personal
-dignity, he always put on his dinner coat in the
-evening, even when he was alone. He rang and asked
-the smartly capped and aproned maid who responded
-whether his daughter was at home.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Leila went to the Country Club this afternoon,
-sir, and hasn’t come in yet. She said she was
-dining here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” he replied colorlessly, and turned to
-glance over some new books neatly arranged on a
-table at the side of the living-room. A clock struck
-seven and on the last solemn stroke the remote titter
-of an electric bell sent the maid to the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. and Mrs. Shepherd Mills,” the girl announced
-in compliance with an established rule, which was not
-suspended even when Mills’s son and daughter-in-law
-were the guests.</p>
-
-<p>“Shep fairly dragged me!” Mrs. Mills exclaimed as
-she greeted her father-in-law. “He’s in such terror of
-being late to one of your feasts! I know I’m a fright.”
-She lifted her hand to her hair with needless solicitude;
-it was perfectly arranged. She wore an evening
-gown of sapphire blue chiffon,—an effective garment;
-she knew that it was effective. Seeing that he was
-eyeing it critically, she demanded to know what he
-thought of it.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re so fastidious, you know! Shep never pays
-any attention to my clothes. It’s a silly idea that
-women dress only for each other; it’s for captious men
-like you that we take so much trouble.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re quite perfectly turned out, I should say,”
-Mills remarked. “That’s a becoming gown. I don’t
-believe I’ve seen it before.”</p>
-
-<p>Her father-in-law was regarding her quizzically, an<span class="pagenum" id="Page_64">[64]</span>
-ambiguous smile playing about his lips. She was conscious
-that he never gave her his whole approval and
-she was piqued by her failure to evoke any expressions
-of cordiality from him. Men usually liked her, or at
-least found her amusing, and she had never been satisfied
-that Franklin Mills either liked her or thought her
-clever. It was still a source of bitterness that Mills
-had objected strongly to Shepherd’s marrying her. His
-objections she attributed to snobbery; for her family
-was in nowise distinguished, and Constance, an only
-child, had made her own way socially chiefly through
-acquaintances and friendships formed in the Misses
-Palmers’ school, a local institution which conferred a
-certain social dignity upon its patrons.</p>
-
-<p>She had never been able to break down Mills’s reserves,
-and the tone which she had adopted for
-her intercourse with him had been arrived at after
-a series of experiments in the first year of her marriage.
-He suffered this a little stolidly. There was a
-point of discretion beyond which she never dared venture.
-She had once tried teasing him about a young
-widow, a visitor from the South for whom he had
-shown some partiality, and he hadn’t liked it, though
-he had taken the same sort of chaff from others in
-her presence with perfect good nature.</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd, she realized perfectly, was a disappointment
-to his father. Countless points of failure in the
-relationship of father and son were manifest to her,
-things of which Shepherd himself was unconscious.
-It was Mills’s family pride that had prompted him to
-make Shepherd president of the storage battery company,
-and the same vanity was responsible for the
-house he had given Shepherd on his marriage—a much
-bigger house than the young couple needed. He expected
-her to bear children that the continuity of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_65">[65]</span>
-name might be unbroken, but the thought of bearing
-children was repugnant to her. Still, the birth of an
-heir, to take the name of Franklin Mills, would undoubtedly
-heighten his respect for her—diminish the
-veiled hostility which she felt she aroused in him.</p>
-
-<p>“Where’s Leila?” asked Shepherd as dinner was announced
-and they moved toward the dining-room.</p>
-
-<p>“She’ll be along presently,” Mills replied easily.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear Leila!” exclaimed Constance. “You never
-disciplined her as you did Shep. Shep would go to
-the stake before he’d turn up late.”</p>
-
-<p>“Leila,” said Mills a little defensively, “is a law
-unto herself.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s why we all love the dear child!” said Constance
-quickly. “Not for worlds would I change her.”</p>
-
-<p>To nothing was Mills so sensitive as to criticism of
-Leila, a fact which she should have remembered.</p>
-
-<p>As they took their places Mills asked her, in the
-impersonal tone she hated, what the prospects were for
-a gay winter. She was on the committee of the Assembly,
-whose entertainments were a noteworthy feature
-of every season. There, too, was the Dramatic Club,
-equally exclusive in its membership, and Constance was
-on the play committee. Mills listened with interest, or
-with the pretense of interest, as she gave him the benefit
-of her knowledge as to the winter’s social programme.</p>
-
-<p>They were half through the dinner when Leila
-arrived. With a cheerful “Hello, everybody,” she
-flung off her wrap and without removing her hat, sank
-into the chair Shepherd drew out for her.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry, Dada, but Millie and I played eighteen holes
-this afternoon; got a late start and were perfectly
-starved when we finished and just had to have tea.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_66">[66]</span>
-And some people came along and we got to talking
-and it was dark before we knew it.”</p>
-
-<p>“How’s your game coming on?” her father asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Not so bad, Dada. Millie’s one of these lazy players;
-she doesn’t care whether she wins or loses, and I
-guess I’m too temperamental to be a good golfer.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought Millie was pretty strong on temperament
-herself,” remarked Shepherd.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Millie is and she isn’t. She’s not the sort
-that flies all to pieces when anything goes wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>“Millie’s a pretty fine girl,” declared Shepherd.</p>
-
-<p>“Millicent really has charm,” remarked Constance,
-though without enthusiasm.</p>
-
-<p>“Millie’s a perfect darling!” said Leila. “She’s so
-lovely to her father and mother! They’re really very
-nice. Everybody knocks Doc Harden, but he’s not a
-bad sort. It’s a shame the way people treat them.
-Mrs. Harden’s a dear, sweet thing; plain and sensible
-and doesn’t look pained when I cuss a little.” She
-gave her father a sly look, but he feigned inattention.
-“Dada, how do you explain Millie?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I don’t,” replied Mills, with a broad smile at
-the abruptness of the question. “It’s just as well that
-everything and everybody on this planet can’t be explained
-and don’t have to be. I’ve come to a time of
-life when I’m a little fed up on things that can be
-reduced to figures. I want to be mystified!”</p>
-
-<p>Leila pointed her finger at him across the table.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll say you like mystery! If there was ever a
-human being who just had to have the facts, you’re it!
-I know because I’ve tried hiding milliners’ bills from
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I usually pay them,” Mills replied good-humoredly.
-“Now that you’ve spoken of bills, I’d
-like to ask you——”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_67">[67]</span>“Don’t!” Leila ejaculated, placing her hands over
-her ears with simulated horror. “I know what you’re
-going to say. You’re going to ask why I bought that
-new squirrel coat. Well, winter’s coming and it’s to
-keep me from freezing to death.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, the house is well heated,” Mills replied dryly.
-“The answer is for you to spend a little time at home.”</p>
-
-<p>Leila was a spoiled child and lived her own life with
-little paternal interference. After Mills had failed
-utterly to keep her in school, or rather to find any
-school in which she would stay, he had tried tutors
-with no better results. He had finally placed her for
-a year in New York with a woman who made a business
-of giving the finishing touches to the daughters
-of the provincial rich. There were no lessons to learn
-which these daughters didn’t want to learn, but Leila
-had heard operas and concerts to a point where she
-really knew something of music, and she had acquired
-a talent that greatly amused her father for talking convincingly
-of things she really knew nothing about. He
-found much less delight in her appalling habit of blurting
-out things better left unsaid, and presumably foreign
-to the minds of well-bred young women.</p>
-
-<p>Her features were a feminized version of her
-father’s; she was dark like him and with the same gray
-eyes; but here the resemblance ended. She was alert,
-restless, quick of speech and action. The strenuous life
-of her long days was expressing itself in little nervous
-twitchings of her hands and head. Her father, under
-his benignant gaze, was noting these things now.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you’re staying in tonight, Leila?” he said.
-“It seems to me you’re not sleeping enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, no, Dada. I was going to the Claytons’. I
-told Fred Thomas he might come for me at nine.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_68">[68]</span>“Thomas?” Mills questioned. “I don’t know that
-I’d choose him for an escort.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Freddy’s all right!” Leila replied easily. “He’s
-always asking me to go places with him, and I’d turned
-him down until I was ashamed to refuse any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think,” said her father, “it might be as well to
-begin refusing again. What about him, Shep?”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s a good sort, I think,” Shepherd replied after
-a hasty glance at his wife. “But of course——”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, he’s divorced,” interposed Constance,
-“and he hasn’t been here long. But people I know in
-Chicago say he was well liked there. What is it he
-has gone into, Shep?”</p>
-
-<p>“He came here to open a branch of a lumber company—a
-large concern, I think,” Shepherd replied. “I
-believe he <i>has</i> been divorced, Father, if that’s what’s
-troubling you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, he told me all about the divorce!” interposed
-Leila imperturbably. “His wife got crazy about another
-man and—biff! Don’t worry, Dada; he isn’t
-dangerous.”</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>When they had gone upstairs to the library for
-coffee, Leila lighted a cigarette and proceeded to open
-some letters that had been placed on a small desk kept
-in the room for her benefit. She perched herself on
-the desk and read aloud, between whiffs of her cigarette,
-snatches of news from a letter. Shepherd
-handed her a cup and she stirred her coffee, the cigarette
-hanging from her lip. Constance feigned not to
-notice a shadow of annoyance on her father-in-law’s
-face as Leila, her legs dangling, occasionally kicked
-the desk frame with her heels.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_69">[69]</span>“By the way, Leila,” said Constance, “the Nelsons
-want to sell their place at Harbor Hills. They haven’t
-been there for several years, you know. It’s one of
-the best locations anywhere in Michigan. It would
-solve the eternal summer problem for all of us—so
-accessible and a marvelous view—and you could have
-all the water sports you wanted. And they say the
-new clubhouse is a perfect dream.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd Mills’s cup tottered in its saucer with a
-sharp staccato. He had warned his wife not to broach
-the matter of purchasing the northern Michigan cottage,
-which she had threatened to do for some time and
-had discussed with Leila in the hope of enlisting her
-as an ally for an effective assault upon Mills.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a peach of a place, all right,” Leila remarked.
-“I wonder if the yacht goes with the house. I believe
-I could use that yacht. Really, Dada, we ought to
-have a regular summer place. I’m fed up on rented
-cottages. If we had a house like the Nelsons’ we could
-all use it.”</p>
-
-<p>She had promised Constance to support the idea, but
-her sister-in-law had taken her off guard and she was
-aware that she hadn’t met the situation with quite the
-enthusiasm it demanded. Mills was lighting a cigar
-in his usual unhurried fashion. He knew that Constance
-was in the habit of using Leila as an advocate
-when she wanted him to do something extraordinary,
-and Leila, to his secret delight, usually betrayed the
-source of her inspiration.</p>
-
-<p>“What do the Nelsons want for the property?” he
-asked, settling himself back in his chair.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose the yacht isn’t included,” Constance answered.
-“They’re asking seventy thousand for the
-house, and there’s a lot of land, you know. The Nelsons<span class="pagenum" id="Page_70">[70]</span>
-live in Detroit and it would be easy to get the
-details.”</p>
-
-<p>“You said yourself it was a beautiful place when
-you were there last summer,” Leila resumed, groping
-in her memory for the reasons with which Constance
-had fortified her for urging the purchase. “And the
-golf course up there is a wonder, and the whole place
-is very exclusive—only the nicest people.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought you preferred the northeast coast,” her
-father replied. “What’s sent you back to fresh water?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Dada, I just have to change my mind sometimes!
-If I kept the same idea very long it would
-turn bad—like an egg.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance, irritated by Leila’s perfunctory espousal
-of the proposed investment, tried to signal for silence.
-But Leila, having undertaken to implant in her father’s
-mind the desirability of acquiring the cottage at Harbor Hills,
-was unwilling to drop the subject.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor old Shep never gets any vacation to amount
-to anything. If we had a place in Michigan he could
-go up every week-end and get a breath of air. We
-all of us could have a perfectly grand time.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who’s all?” demanded her father. “You’d want
-to run a select boarding house, would you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, not exactly. But Connie and I could open
-the place early and stay late, and we’d hope you’d be
-with us all the time, and Shep, whenever he could
-get away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Shep, I think this is only a scheme to shake you
-and me for the summer. Connie and Leila are trying
-to put something over on us. And of course we can’t
-stand for any such thing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, Father, the upkeep of such a place is
-considerable,” Shepherd replied conciliatingly.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; quite as much as a town house, and you’d<span class="pagenum" id="Page_71">[71]</span>
-never use it more than two or three months a year.
-By the way, Connie, do you know those Cincinnati
-Marvins Leila and I met up there?”</p>
-
-<p>Connie knew that her father-in-law had, with characteristic
-deftness, disposed of the Harbor Hills house
-as effectually as though he had roared a refusal. Shepherd,
-still smarting under the rejection of his plan for
-giving his workmen a clubhouse, marveled at the suavity
-with which his father eluded proposals that did not
-impress him favorably. He wondered at times whether
-his father was not in some degree a superman who in
-his judgments and actions exercised a Jovian supremacy
-over the rest of mankind. Leila, finding herself
-bored by her father’s talk with Constance about the
-Marvins, sprang from the table, stretched herself lazily
-and said she guessed she would go and dress.</p>
-
-<p>When she reached the door she turned toward him
-with mischief in her eyes. “What are you up to tonight,
-Dada? You might stroll over and see Millie!
-The Claytons didn’t ask her to their party.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks for the hint, dear,” Mills replied with
-a tinge of irony.</p>
-
-<p>“I think I’ll go with you,” said Constance, as Leila
-impudently kissed her fingers to her father and turned
-toward her room. “Whistle for me at eight-thirty,
-Shep.”</p>
-
-<p>Both men rose as the young women left the room—Franklin
-Mills was punctilious in all the niceties of
-good manners—but before resuming his seat he closed
-the door. There was something ominous in this, and
-Shepherd nervously lighted a cigarette. He covertly
-glanced at his watch to fix in his mind the amount of
-time he must remain with his father before Constance
-returned. He loved and admired his wife and he envied<span class="pagenum" id="Page_72">[72]</span>
-her the ease with which she ignored or surmounted
-difficulties.</p>
-
-<p>Connie made mistakes in dealing with her father-in-law
-and Shepherd was aware of this, but his own
-errors in this respect only served to strengthen his
-reliance on the understanding and sympathy of his
-wife, who was an adept in concealing disappointment
-and discomfiture. When Shepherd was disposed to
-complain of his father, Connie was always consoling.
-She would say:</p>
-
-<p>“You’re altogether too sensitive, Shep. It’s an old
-trick of fathers to treat their sons as though they were
-still boys. Your father can’t realize that you’re grown
-up. But he knows you stick to your job and that you’re
-anxious to please him. I suppose he thought you’d
-grow up to be just like himself; but you’re not, so it’s
-up to him to take you as the pretty fine boy you are.
-You’re the steadiest young man in town and you needn’t
-think he doesn’t appreciate that.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd, fortifying himself with a swift recollection
-of his wife’s frequent reassurances of this sort,
-nevertheless wished that she had not run off to gossip
-with Leila. However, the interview would be brief,
-and he played with his cigarette while he waited for
-his father to begin.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s something I’ve wanted to talk with you
-about, Shep. It will take only a minute.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, father.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s about Leila”—he hesitated—“a little bit about
-Constance, too. I’m not altogether easy about Leila.
-I mean”—he paused again—“as to Connie’s influence
-over your sister. Connie is enough older to realize
-that Leila needs a little curbing as to things I can’t
-talk to her about as a woman could. Leila doesn’t
-need to be encouraged in extravagance. And she likes<span class="pagenum" id="Page_73">[73]</span>
-running about well enough without being led into things
-she might better let alone. I’m not criticizing Connie’s
-friends, but you do have at your house people
-I’d rather Leila didn’t know—at least not to be intimate
-with them. As a concrete example, I don’t care
-for this fellow Thomas. To be frank, I’ve made some
-inquiries about him and he’s hardly the sort of person
-you’d care for your sister to run around with.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd, blinking under this succession of direct
-statements, felt that some comment was required.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, father, Connie wouldn’t take up anyone
-she didn’t think perfectly all right. And she’d never
-put any undesirable acquaintances in Leila’s way.
-She’s too fond of Leila and too deeply interested in her
-happiness for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wasn’t intimating that Connie was consciously
-influencing Leila in a wrong way in that particular
-instance. But Leila is very impressionable. So far
-I’ve been able to eliminate young men I haven’t liked.
-I’m merely asking your cooperation, and Connie’s, in
-protecting her. She’s very headstrong and rather disposed
-to take advantage of our position by running a
-little wild. Our friends no doubt make allowances,
-but people outside our circle may not be so tolerant.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, that’s all perfectly true, father,” Shepherd
-assented, relieved and not a little pleased that his
-father appeared to be criticizing him less than asking
-his assistance.</p>
-
-<p>“For another thing,” Mills went on. “Leila has
-somehow got into the habit of drinking. Several times
-I’ve seen her when she’d had too much. That sort
-of thing won’t do!”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course not! But I’m sure Connie hasn’t been
-encouraging Leila to drink. She and I both have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_74">[74]</span>
-talked to her about that. I hoped she’d stop it before
-you found it out.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t ever get the idea that I don’t know what’s
-going on!” Mills retorted tartly. “Another thing I
-want to speak of is Connie’s way of getting Leila to
-back her schemes—things like that summer place, for
-example. We don’t need a summer place. The idea
-that you can’t have a proper vacation is all rubbish. I
-urged you all summer to take Connie East for a
-month.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know you did. It was my own fault I didn’t go.
-Please don’t think we’re complaining; Connie and I get
-a lot of fun just motoring. And when you’re at the
-farm we enjoy running out there. I think, Father, that
-sometimes you’re not—not—quite just to Connie.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not just to her!” exclaimed Mills, with a lifting
-of the brows. “In what way have I been unjust to
-her?”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd knew that his remark was unfortunate
-before it was out of his mouth. He should have followed
-his habit of assenting to what his father said
-without broadening the field of discussion. He was
-taken aback by his father’s question, uttered with what
-was, for Franklin Mills, an unusual display of asperity.</p>
-
-<p>“I only meant,” Shepherd replied hastily, “that you
-don’t always”—he frowned—“you don’t quite give
-Connie credit for her fine qualities.”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite the contrary,” Mills replied. “My only concern
-as her father-in-law is that she shall continue to
-display those qualities. I realize that she’s a popular
-young woman, but in a way you pay for that, and I
-stand for it and make it possible for you to spend the
-money. Now don’t jump to the conclusion that I’m
-intimating that you and Connie wouldn’t have just
-as many friends if you spent a tenth of what you’re<span class="pagenum" id="Page_75">[75]</span>
-spending now. Be it far from me, my boy, to discredit
-your value and Connie’s as social factors!”</p>
-
-<p>Mills laughed to relieve the remark of any suspicion
-of irony. There was nothing Shepherd dreaded so
-much as his father’s ironies. The dread was the
-greater because there was always a disturbing uncertainty
-as to what they concealed.</p>
-
-<p>“About those little matters I mentioned,” Mills went
-on, “I count on you to help.”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly, father. Connie and I both will do all
-we can. I’m glad you spoke to me about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“All right, Shep,” and Mills opened the door to
-mark the end of the interview.</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>In Leila’s room Constance had said, the moment
-they were alone:</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you certainly gummed it!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, shoot! Dada wouldn’t buy that Nelson place
-if it only cost a nickel.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you didn’t do much to advance the cause!”</p>
-
-<p>“See here,” said Leila, “one time’s just as good as
-another with Dada. I knew he’d never agree to it. I
-only spoke of it because you gave me the lead. You
-never seem to learn his curves.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you’d backed me up right we could have got him
-interested and won him over. Anybody could see that
-he was away off tonight—even more difficult than
-usual!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, tush! You and Shep make me tired. You
-take father too seriously. All you’ve got to do with
-him is just to kid him along. Let’s have a little drink
-to drown our troubles.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Leila——”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_76">[76]</span>Leila had drawn a hat-box from the inner recesses
-of a closet and extracted from it a quart bottle of
-whiskey.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m all shot to hell and need a spoonful of this
-stuff to pep me up! Hands off, old thing! Don’t
-touch—Leila scream!” Constance had tried to seize
-the bottle.</p>
-
-<p>“Leila, <i>please</i> don’t drink! The Claytons are having
-everybody of any consequence at this party and if
-you go reeking of liquor all the old tabbies will babble!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, darling, let them talk! At least they will
-talk about both of us then!”</p>
-
-<p>“Who’s talking about me?” Constance demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“Be calm, dearest! You certainly wore the guilty
-look then. Let’s call it quits—I’ve got to dress!”</p>
-
-<p>She poured herself a second drink and restored the
-bottle to its hiding place.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_77">[77]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER SIX</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Several interviews with Freeman had resulted in an
-arrangement by which Bruce was to enter the architect’s
-office immediately. As Henderson had predicted,
-Mrs. Freeman was a real power in her husband’s affairs.
-She confided to Bruce privately that, with all
-his talents, Bill lacked tact in dealing with his clients
-and he needed someone to supply this deficiency. And
-the office was a place of confusion, and Bill was prone
-to forgetfulness. Bruce, Mrs. Freeman thought, could
-be of material assistance in keeping Bill straight and
-extricating him from the difficulties into which he constantly
-stumbled in his absorption in the purely artistic
-side of his profession. Bruce was put to work
-on tentative sketches and estimates for a residence for
-a man who had no very clear idea of what he wanted
-nor how much he wanted to spend.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce soon discovered that Freeman disliked interviews
-with contractors and the general routine necessary
-to keep in touch with the cost of labor and materials.
-When he was able to visualize and create he was
-happy, but tedious calculations left him sulky and disinclined
-to work. Bruce felt no such repugnance; he
-had a kind of instinct for such things, and was able to
-carry in his head a great array of facts and figures.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_78">[78]</span>On his first free evening after meeting Millicent
-Harden at the Country Club he rang the Harden doorbell,
-and as he waited glanced toward the Mills’ house
-in the lot adjoining. He vaguely wondered whether
-Franklin Mills was within its walls.</p>
-
-<p>He had tried to analyze the emotions that had beset
-him that night when he had taken the hand of the man
-he believed to be his father. There was something
-cheap and vulgar in the idea that blood speaks to blood
-and that possibly Mills had recognized him by some
-sort of intuition. But Bruce rejected this as preposterous,
-a concession to the philosophy of ignorant old
-women muttering scandal before a dying fire. Very
-likely he had been wrong in fancying that Mills had
-taken any special note of him. And there was always
-his mother’s assurance that Mills didn’t know of his
-existence. Mills probably had the habit of eyeing
-people closely; he shouldn’t have permitted himself to
-be troubled by that. He was a man of large affairs,
-with faculties trained to the quick inspection and
-appraisment of every stranger he met....</p>
-
-<p>The middle-aged woman who opened the door was
-evidently a member of the household and he hastily
-thrust into his pocket the card he had taken out, stated
-his name and asked if Miss Harden was at home.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Millie’s home. Just come in, Mr. Storrs, and
-I’ll call her.”</p>
-
-<p>But Millicent came into the hall without waiting
-to be summoned.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m so glad to see you, Mr. Storrs!” she said, and
-introduced him to her mother, a tall, heavily built
-woman with reddish hair turning gray, and a friendly
-countenance.</p>
-
-<p>“I was just saying to Doctor Harden that I guessed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_79">[79]</span>
-nobody was coming in tonight when you rang. You
-simply can’t keep a servant in to answer the bell in the
-evening. You haven’t met Doctor Harden? Millie,
-won’t you call your papa?”</p>
-
-<p>Millicent opened a door that revealed a small, cozy
-sitting-room and summoned her father—a short, thick-set
-man with a close-trimmed gray beard, who came
-out clutching a newspaper.</p>
-
-<p>“Shan’t we all go into the library?” asked Millicent
-after the two men had been introduced and had expressed
-their approval of the prolonged fine weather.</p>
-
-<p>“You young folks make yourselves comfortable in
-the library,” said Mrs. Harden. “I told Millie it was
-too warm for a fire, but she just has to have the fireplace
-going when there’s any excuse, and this house
-does get chilly in the fall evenings even when it’s warm
-outside.”</p>
-
-<p>Harden was already retreating toward the room
-from which he had been drawn to meet the caller, and
-his wife immediately followed. Both repeated their
-expressions of pleasure at meeting Bruce; but presumably,
-in the accepted fashion of American parents when
-their daughters entertain callers, they had no intention
-of appearing again.</p>
-
-<p>Millicent snapped on lights that disclosed a long,
-high-ceilinged room finished in dark oak and fitted up
-as a library. A disintegrating log in the broad fireplace
-had thrown out a puff of smoke that gave the
-air a fleeting pungent scent.</p>
-
-<p>The flooring was of white and black tiles covered
-with oriental rugs in which the dominant dark red
-brought a warmth to the eye. Midway of the room
-stood a grand piano, and beyond it a spiral stair led
-to a small balcony on which the console of an organ
-was visible. Back of this was a stained glass window<span class="pagenum" id="Page_80">[80]</span>
-depicting a knight in armor—a challenging, militant
-figure. Even as revealed only by the inner illumination,
-its rich colors and vigorous draughtsmanship
-were clearly suggested. And it was wholly appropriate,
-Bruce decided, and altogether consonant with the
-general scheme of the room. Noting his interest, Millicent
-turned a switch that lighted the window from a
-room beyond with the effect of vitalizing the knight’s
-figure, making him seem indeed to be gravely riding,
-with lance in rest, along the wall.</p>
-
-<p>“Do pardon me!” Bruce murmured, standing just
-inside the door and glancing about with frank enjoyment
-of the room’s spaciousness. The outer lines of
-the somewhat commonplace square brick house had
-not prepared him for this. The room presented a
-mingling of periods in both architecture and furnishing,
-but the blending had been admirably done.</p>
-
-<p>“Forgive me for staring,” he said as he sat down
-on a divan opposite her with the hearth between them.
-“I’m not sure even yet that I’m in the twentieth century!”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it is a queer jumble; but don’t blame the
-architect! He, poor wretch, thought we were perfectly
-crazy when we started, but I think before he
-got through he really liked it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I envy him the fun he had doing it! But someone
-must have furnished the inspiration. I’m going to
-assume that it was mostly you.”</p>
-
-<p>“You may if you’ll go ahead and criticize—tear it
-all to pieces.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d as soon think of criticizing Chartres, Notre
-Dame, or the hand that rounded Peter’s dome!” Bruce
-exclaimed. “Alas that our acquaintance is so brief!
-I want to ask you all manner of questions—how you
-came to do it—and all that.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_81">[81]</span>“Well, first of all one must have an indulgent father
-and mother. I’m reminded occasionally that my little
-whims were expensive.”</p>
-
-<p>“I dare say they were! But it’s something to have
-a daughter who can produce a room like this.”</p>
-
-<p>He rose and bowed to her, and then turning toward
-the knight in the window, gravely saluted.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not so sure,” he said as he sat down, “that the
-gentleman up there didn’t have something to do with
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Please don’t make too much of him. Everyone
-pays me the compliment of thinking him Galahad, but
-I think of him as the naughty Launcelot. I read a
-book once on old French glass and I just had to have
-a window. And the organ made this room the logical
-place for it. Papa calls this my chapel and refuses
-to sit in it at all. He says it’s too much like church!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! But that’s a tribute in itself! Your father
-realizes that this is a place for worship—without reference
-to the knight.”</p>
-
-<p>She laid her forefinger against her cheek, tilted her
-head slightly, mocking him with lips and eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me think! That was a pretty speech, but of
-course you’re referring to that bronze Buddha over
-there. Come to think of it, papa does rather fancy
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>When she smilingly met his gaze he laughed and
-made a gesture of despair.</p>
-
-<p>“That was a nice bit of side-stepping! I’m properly
-rebuked. I see my own worshiping must be done with
-caution. But the room is beautiful. I’m glad to know
-there’s such a place in town.”</p>
-
-<p>“I did have a good time planning and arranging it.
-But there’s nothing remarkable about it after all. It’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_82">[82]</span>
-merely what you might call a refuge from reality—if
-that means anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“It means a lot—too much for me to grasp all at
-once.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re making fun of me! All I meant was that
-I wanted a place to escape into where I can play at
-being something I really am not. We all need to do
-that. After all, it’s just a room.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course that’s just what it isn’t! It’s superb.
-I’ve already decided to spend a lot of time here.”</p>
-
-<p>“You may, if you won’t pick up little chance phrases
-I let fall and frighten me with them. I have a friend—an
-awful highbrow—and he bores me to death exclaiming
-over things I say and can’t explain and then explaining
-them to me. But—why aren’t you at the
-Claytons’ party?”</p>
-
-<p>“I wasn’t asked,” he said. “I don’t know them.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know them, but I wasn’t asked,” she replied
-smilingly.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, anyhow, it’s nicer here, I think.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce remembered what Henderson had said about
-the guarded social acceptance of the patent medicine
-manufacturer and his family; but Millicent evidently
-didn’t resent her exclusion from the Claytons’ party.
-Social differentiations, Bruce imagined, mattered little
-to this girl, who was capable of fashioning her own
-manner of life, even to the point of building a temple
-for herself in which to worship gods of her own choosing.
-When he expressed interest in her modeling,
-which Dale Freeman had praised, Millicent led the
-way to a door opening into an extension of the
-library beyond the knight’s window, that served her
-as a studio. It was only a way of amusing herself,
-she said, when he admired a plaque of a child’s profile
-she confessed to be her work. The studio bore traces<span class="pagenum" id="Page_83">[83]</span>
-of recent use. Damp cloths covered several unfinished
-figures. There was a drawing-board in one corner and
-scattered among the casts on the wall were crayon
-sketches, merely notes, she explained, tacked up to
-preserve her impressions of faces that had interested
-her.</p>
-
-<p>He was struck by her freedom from pretense; when
-he touched on something of which she was ignorant
-or about which she was indifferent, she did not scruple
-to say so. Her imaginative, poetical side expressed
-itself with healthy candor and frequent flashes of girlish
-enthusiasm. She was wholly natural, refreshingly
-spontaneous in speech, with no traces of pedantry or
-conceit even in discussing music, in which her training
-had gone beyond the usual amateur’s bounds.</p>
-
-<p>“You haven’t been to see Leila yet? She asked you
-to call, and if you don’t go she’ll think it’s because of
-that little unpleasantness on the river. Leila’s altogether
-worth while.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce muttered something about having been very
-busy. He had determined never to enter Franklin
-Mills’s house, and he was embarrassed by Millicent’s
-intimation that Leila might take it amiss that he ignored
-her invitation.</p>
-
-<p>“Leila’s a real person,” Millicent was saying. “Her
-great trouble is in trying to adjust herself to a way of
-life that doesn’t suit her a little bit.”</p>
-
-<p>“You mean——” he began and paused because he
-didn’t know at all what she meant.</p>
-
-<p>“I mean that living in a big house and going to teas
-and upholding the dignity of a prominent and wealthy
-family bores her to distraction. Her chief trouble is
-her way of protesting against the kind of life she’s
-born to. It’s screamingly funny, but Leila just hates<span class="pagenum" id="Page_84">[84]</span>
-being rich, and she’s terribly bored at having so much
-expected of her as her father’s daughter.”</p>
-
-<p>“His standard, then, is so high?” Bruce ventured,
-curious as to what further she might say of her
-neighbor.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Mills is an interesting man, and he worships
-Leila; but she worries and puzzles him. It isn’t
-just the difference between age and youth——” She
-paused, conscious perhaps of the impropriety of discussing
-her neighbor with a comparative stranger, but
-Bruce’s gravely attentive face prompted her to go on.
-“He’s one of those people we meet sometimes who
-don’t seem—how can one put it?—they don’t seem
-quite at ease in the world.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he said slowly, “but—where all the conditions
-of happiness are given—money, position, leisure to do
-as you please—what excuse has anyone for not finding
-happiness? You’d conclude that there was some fundamental
-defect——”</p>
-
-<p>“And when you reach that conclusion you’re not a
-bit better off!” she interrupted. “You’re back where
-you started. Oh, well!” she said, satisfied now that
-she had said quite enough about her neighbor and regretting
-that she had mentioned him at all, “it’s too
-bad happiness can’t be bought as you buy records to
-play on a machine and have nothing to do but wind it
-up and listen. You have to do a little work yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“We’ve all got to play in the band—that’s the idea!”
-he laughed, and to escape from the thought of Mills,
-asked her whether she ever played for an ignorant
-heathen like himself.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re probably a stern critic,” she replied, “but
-I’ll take a chance. If you don’t mind I’ll try the organ.
-Papa and Mamma always like me to play some old<span class="pagenum" id="Page_85">[85]</span>
-pieces for them before they go to bed. Afterwards
-I’ll do some other things.”</p>
-
-<p>In a moment she was in the balcony with the knight
-towering above her, but he faded into the shadows as
-she turned off the lights in the studio below. Bruce’s
-eyes at once became attentive to her golden head and
-clearly limned profile defined by the lamp over the
-music rack. She seemed suddenly infinitely remote,
-caught away into a world of legendary and elusive
-things. The first reedy notes of the organ stole eerily
-through the room as though they too were evoked from
-an unseen world.</p>
-
-<p>The first things she played were a concession to her
-parents’ taste, but she threw into them all the sentiment
-they demanded—the familiar airs of “Annie
-Laurie,” “Ben Bolt,” and “Auld Lang Syne.” She
-played them without flourishes, probably in deference
-to the preferences of the father and mother who were
-somewhere listening. To these she added old revival
-songs—“Beulah Land,” and “Pull for the Shore”—these
-also presumably favorites of the unseen auditors.
-He watched her aureoled head, the graceful movement
-of her arms and shoulders as she gave herself to her
-task with complete absorption. She was kind to these
-parents of hers; possibly it was through her music
-that she really communicated with them, met them on
-ground of their simpler knowledge and aspirations.</p>
-
-<p>He was conscious presently of the faint ring of a
-bell, followed by the murmur of voices in the hall.
-Someone entered the room and sat down quietly behind
-him. Millicent, who had paid no heed to him
-since mounting to the organ, was just beginning the
-Tannhäuser overture. She followed this with passages
-from Lohengrin and Parsifal and classical liturgical
-music touched with a haunting mystery....</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_86">[86]</span>She came down slowly into the room as though the
-spell of the music still held her.</p>
-
-<p>“I shan’t say anything—it might be the wrong word,”
-he said as he went to meet her. “But it was beautiful—very
-beautiful!”</p>
-
-<p>“You were a good listener; I felt that,” she replied.</p>
-
-<p>He had forgotten that there had been another listener
-until she smilingly waved her hand to someone behind
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“So I had two victims—and didn’t know it! Patient
-sufferers! Mr. Mills, you and Mr. Storrs have
-met—I needn’t introduce you a second time.”</p>
-
-<p>It was Franklin Mills, then, exercising a neighbor’s
-privilege, who had arrived in the middle of the recital
-and taken a seat by the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Storrs is a perfect listener,” Mills was saying
-as he shook hands with Bruce. “He didn’t budge all
-the time you were playing.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills’s easy, gracious manners, the intimacy implied
-in his chaffing tone as he complained that she
-played better when she didn’t know he was in the
-house, irritated Bruce. He had been enjoying himself
-so keenly, the girl’s talk had so interested him and he
-had been so thrilled and lifted by her music that Mills’s
-appearance was like a profanation.</p>
-
-<p>They were all seated now, and Millicent spoke of a
-book Mills had sent her which it happened Bruce had
-read, and she asked his opinion of it before expressing
-her own. Very likely Mills was in the habit of sending
-her books. She said that she hadn’t cared greatly for
-the book—a novel that discussed the labor question.
-The author evidently had no solution of his own problem
-and left the reader in the air as to his purpose.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe he only meant to arouse interest—stir people
-up and leave the solution to others,” Bruce suggested.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_87">[87]</span>“That was the way I took it,” said Mills. “The fact
-is, nobody has any solution short of a complete tearing
-down of everything. And that,” he added with a smile
-and a shrug, “would be very uncomfortable.”</p>
-
-<p>“For us—yes,” Millicent replied quickly. “But a
-good many of our millions would probably welcome a
-chance to begin over again.”</p>
-
-<p>“What with,” Mills demanded, “when everything
-had been smashed?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, they’d be sure to save something out of the
-wreck!” Millicent replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” Mills remarked, “I’m hoping the smash
-won’t come in my day. I’m too old to go out with a
-club to fight for food against the mob.”</p>
-
-<p>“You want us to say that you’re <i>not</i> too old,”
-laughed Millicent; “but we’re not going to fall into
-that trap!”</p>
-
-<p>“But—what <i>is</i> going to happen?” asked Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“Other civilizations!” Mills replied, regarding the
-young man with an intent look. “We’ve had a succession
-of them, and the world’s about due to slip back
-into chaos and perhaps emerge again. It’s only the
-barbarians who never change; they know they’ll be on
-top again if they just wait.”</p>
-
-<p>“What an optimist you are!” cried Millicent. “But
-you don’t really believe such things.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I do,” Mills answered with a broad
-smile.</p>
-
-<p>She made it necessary for Bruce to assist her in combating
-Mills’s hopeless view of the future, though she
-bore the main burden of the opposition herself. Mills’s
-manner was one of good-natured indulgence; but Bruce
-was wondering whether there was not a deep vein of
-cynicism in the man. Mills was clever at fencing, and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_88">[88]</span>
-some of the things he said lightly no doubt expressed
-real convictions.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce was about to take his leave when Mills with
-assumed petulance declared that the fire had been
-neglected and began poking the embers. Carefully
-putting the poker and tongs back in the rack, he lounged
-toward the door, paused halfway and said good-night
-formally, bowing first to one and then the other.</p>
-
-<p>“Come in again sometime!” Millicent called after
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“Is that impudence?” Mills replied, reappearing from
-the hall with his coat and hat. In a moment the door
-closed and they heard the sound of his stick on the
-walk outside.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s always like that,” Millicent remarked after a
-moment of silence. “It’s understood that he may come
-in when I’m playing and leave when he pleases. Sometimes
-when I’m at the organ he sits for an hour without
-my knowing he’s here. It made me nervous at
-first—just remembering that he <i>might</i> be here; but I
-got over that when I found that he really enjoyed the
-playing. I’m sorry he didn’t stay longer and really
-talk; he wasn’t at his best tonight.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce made the merest murmur of assent, but something
-in Mills’s quizzical, mocking tone, the very manner
-of his entrance into the house, affected him disagreeably.</p>
-
-<p>He realized that he was staying too long for a first
-call, but he lingered until they had regained the cheery
-note with which the evening began, and said good
-night.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>When he reached the street Bruce decided to walk<span class="pagenum" id="Page_89">[89]</span>
-the mile that lay between the Hardens’ and his apartment.
-His second meeting with Franklin Mills had
-left his mind in tumult. He was again beset by an
-impulse to flee from the town, but this he fought and
-vanquished.</p>
-
-<p>Happiness and peace were not to be won by flight.
-In his soldiering he had never feared bodily injury, and
-at times when he had speculated as to the existence of
-a soul he had decided that if he possessed such a
-thing he would not suffer it to play the coward. But
-this unexpected meeting at the Hardens’, which was
-likely to be repeated if he continued his visits to the
-house, had shaken his nerve more than he liked to
-believe possible. Millicent evidently admired Mills,
-sympathized with him in his loneliness, was flattered
-perhaps by his visits to her home in search of solace
-and cheer, or whatever it was Mills sought.</p>
-
-<p>The sky was overcast and a keen autumn wind
-whipped the overhanging maples as Bruce strode homeward
-with head bent, his hands thrust deep into the
-pockets of his overcoat. He hummed and whistled
-phrases of the Parsifal, with his thoughts playing about
-Millicent’s head as she had sat at the organ with the
-knight keeping watch above her. After all, it was
-through beautiful things, man-made and God-made, as
-his mother had taught him, that life found its highest
-realizations. In this idea there was an infinite stimulus.
-Millicent had found for herself this clue to
-happiness and was a radiant proof of its efficacy. It
-had been a privilege to see her in her own house, to
-enjoy contact with her questioning, meditative mind,
-and to lose himself in her entrancing music.</p>
-
-<p>The street was deserted and only a few of the houses
-he passed showed lights. Bruce experienced again, as
-often in his night tramps during the year of his exile, a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_90">[90]</span>
-happy sense of isolation. He was so completely absorbed
-in his thoughts that he was unaware of the
-propinquity of another pedestrian who was slowly approaching
-as though as unheedful as he of the driving
-wind and the first fitful patter of rain. They passed
-so close that their arms touched. Both turned, staring
-blankly in the light of the street lamps, and muttered
-confused apologies.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Storrs!” Franklin Mills exclaimed, bending
-his head against the wind.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry to have bumped into you, sir,” Bruce replied,
-and feeling that nothing more was required of him, he
-was about to go on, but Mills said quickly:</p>
-
-<p>“We’re in for a hard rain. Come back to my house—it’s
-only half a dozen blocks—and I’ll send you
-home.”</p>
-
-<p>There was something of kindly peremptoriness in
-his tone, and Bruce, at a loss for words with which to
-refuse, followed, thinking that he would walk a block
-to meet the demands of courtesy and turn back. Mills,
-forging ahead rapidly, complained good-naturedly of
-the weather.</p>
-
-<p>“I frequently prowl around at night,” he explained;
-“I sleep better afterwards.”</p>
-
-<p>“I like a night walk myself,” Bruce replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Not afraid of hold-ups? I was relieved to find it
-was you I ran into. My daughter says I’m bound to
-get sandbagged some night.”</p>
-
-<p>At the end of the first block both were obliged to
-battle against the wind, which now drove the rain in
-furious gusts through the intersecting streets. In
-grasping his hat, Mills dropped his stick, and after
-picking it up, Bruce took hold of his arm for their
-greater ease in keeping together. It would, he decided,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_91">[91]</span>
-be an ungenerous desertion to leave him now, and so
-they arrived after much buffeting at Mills’s door.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a young hurricane,” said Mills as he let
-himself in. “When you’ve dried out a bit I’ll send
-you on in my car.”</p>
-
-<p>In response to his ring a manservant appeared and
-carried away their hats and overcoats to be dried. Mills
-at once led the way upstairs to the library, where a fire
-had been kindled, probably against the master’s return
-in the storm.</p>
-
-<p>“Sit close and put your feet to the blaze. I think
-a hot drink would be a help.”</p>
-
-<p>Hot water and Scotch were brought and Mills
-laughingly assured Bruce that he needn’t be afraid of
-the liquor.</p>
-
-<p>“I had it long before Prohibition. Of course, everybody
-has to say that!”</p>
-
-<p>In his wildest speculations as to possible meetings
-with his father, Bruce had imagined nothing like this.
-He was not only in Franklin Mills’s house, but the man
-was graciously ministering to his comfort. And Bruce,
-with every desire to resist, to refuse these courteous
-offices, was meekly submitting. Mills, talking easily,
-with legs stretched to the fire, sipped his drink contentedly
-while the storm beat with mounting fury round
-the house.</p>
-
-<p>“I think my son said you had been in the army; I
-should say that the experience hadn’t done you any
-harm,” Mills remarked in his pleasant voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite the contrary, sir. The knocking about I got
-did me good.”</p>
-
-<p>“I envy you young fellows the experience; it was a
-ghastly business, but it must mean a lot in a man’s life
-to have gone through it.”</p>
-
-<p>In response to a direct question Bruce stated concisely<span class="pagenum" id="Page_92">[92]</span>
-the nature of his service. His colorless recital
-of the bare record brought a smile to Mills’s face.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re like all the young fellows I’ve talked with—modest,
-even a little indifferent about it. I think if
-I’d been over there I should do some bragging!”</p>
-
-<p>Still bewildered to find himself at Mills’s fireside,
-Bruce was wondering how soon he could leave; but
-Mills talked on in leisurely fashion of the phenomenal
-growth of the town and the opportunities it offered to
-young men. Bruce was ashamed of himself for not
-being more responsive; but Mills seemed content to
-ramble on, though carefully attentive to the occasional
-remarks Bruce roused himself to make. Bruce, with
-ample opportunity, observed Mills’s ways—little tricks
-of speech, the manner in which he smoked—lazily
-blowing rings at intervals and watching them waver
-and break—an occasional quick lifting of his well-kept
-hand to his forehead.</p>
-
-<p>It was after they had been together for half an hour
-that Bruce noted that Mills, after meeting his gaze,
-would lift his eyes and look intently at something on
-the wall over the bookcases—something immediately
-behind Bruce and out of the range of his vision. It
-seemed not to be the unseeing stare of inattention;
-but whatever it was, it brought a look of deepening perplexity—almost
-of alarm—to Mills’s face. Bruce began
-to find this upward glance disconcerting, and evidently
-aware that his visitor was conscious of it, Mills
-got up and, with the pretence of offering his guest another
-cigarette, reseated himself in a different position.</p>
-
-<p>“I must run along,” said Bruce presently. “The
-storm is letting up. I can easily foot it home.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all! After keeping you till midnight I’ll
-certainly not send you out to get another wetting.
-There’s still quite a splash on the windows.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_93">[93]</span>He rang for the car before going downstairs, and
-while he was waiting for the chauffeur to answer on the
-garage extension of the house telephone, Bruce, from
-the fireplace, saw that it must have been a portrait—one
-of a number ranged along the wall—that had invited
-Mills’s gaze so frequently. It was the portrait
-of a young man, the work of a painstaking if not a
-brilliant artist. The clean-shaven face, the long, thick,
-curly brown hair, and the flowing scarf knotted under
-a high turn-over collar combined in an effect of
-quaintness.</p>
-
-<p>There was something oddly familiar in the young
-man’s countenance. In the few seconds that Mills’s
-back was turned Bruce found himself studying it, wondering
-what there was about it that teased his memory—what
-other brow and eyes and clean-cut, firm mouth
-he had ever seen were like those of the young man
-who was looking down at him from Franklin Mills’s
-wall. And then it dawned upon him that the face was
-like his own—might, indeed, with a different arrangement
-of the hair, a softening of certain lines, pass for
-a portrait of himself.</p>
-
-<p>Mills, turning from the telephone, remarked that
-the car was on the way.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” he added quickly, seeing Bruce’s attention
-fixed on the portrait, “my father, at about thirty-five.
-There’s nothing of me there; I take after my mother’s
-side of the house. Father was taller than I and his
-features were cleaner cut. He died twenty years ago.
-I’ve always thought him a fine American type. Those
-other——”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce lent polite attention to Mills’s comments on
-the other portraits, one representing his maternal
-grandfather and another a great-uncle who had been
-killed in the Civil War. When they reached the lower<span class="pagenum" id="Page_94">[94]</span>
-floor Mills opened the door of a reception room and
-turned on the frame lights about a full-length portrait
-of a lady in evening dress.</p>
-
-<p>“That is Mrs. Mills,” he said, “and an excellent
-likeness.”</p>
-
-<p>He spoke in sophisticated terms of American portraiture
-as they went to the hall where the servant was
-waiting with Bruce’s hat and coat. A limousine was
-in the porte-cochère, and Mills stood on the steps until
-Bruce got in.</p>
-
-<p>“I thank you very much, Mr. Mills,” Bruce said,
-taking the hand Mills extended.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I owe you the thanks! I hope to see you again
-very soon!”</p>
-
-<p>Mills on his way to his room found himself clinging
-to the stair rail. When he had closed the door he
-drew his hand slowly across his eyes. He had spoken
-with Marian Storrs’s son and the young man by an
-irony of nature had the countenance, the high-bred
-air of Franklin Mills III. It was astounding, this
-skipping for a generation of a type! It seemed to
-Mills, after he had turned off the lights, that his father’s
-eyes—the eyes of young Storrs—were still fixed upon
-him with a disconcerting gravity.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_95">[95]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER SEVEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>In the fortnight following his encounter with Mills
-at the Hardens’, and the later meeting that same night
-in the storm, Bruce had thrown himself with fierce
-determination into his work. There must be no repetitions
-of such meetings; they added to his self-consciousness,
-made him ill at ease even when walking the
-streets in which at a turn of any corner he might run
-into Mills.</p>
-
-<p>He had never known that he had a nerve in his body,
-but now he was aware of disturbing sensations, inability
-to concentrate on his work, even a tremor of the
-hands as he bent over his drawing-board. His abrupt
-change from the open road to an office in some measure
-accounted for this and he began going to a public golf
-links on Saturday afternoons and Sundays, and against
-the coming of winter he had his name proposed for
-membership in an athletic club.</p>
-
-<p>He avoided going anywhere that might bring him
-again in contact with the man he believed to be his
-father. Shepherd Mills he ran into at the University
-Club now and then, and he was not a little ashamed
-of himself for repelling the young man’s friendly overtures.
-Shepherd, evidently feeling that he must in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_96">[96]</span>
-some way explain his silence about the clubhouse, for
-which Bruce had made tentative sketches, spoke of the
-scheme one day as a matter he was obliged to defer for
-the present.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a little late in the season to begin; and father’s
-doubtful about it—thinks it might cause feeling among
-the men in other concerns. I hadn’t thought of that
-aspect of the matter——”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd paused and frowned as he waited for Bruce
-to offer some comment on the abandonment of the
-project. It was none of Bruce’s affair, but he surmised
-that the young man had been keenly disappointed by
-his father’s refusal.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, well, it doesn’t matter!” Bruce remarked as
-though it were merely a professional matter of no great
-importance. But as he left Shepherd he thought intently
-about the relations of the father and son. They
-were utterly irreconcilable natures. Having met
-Franklin Mills, sat at his fireside, noted with full understanding
-the man’s enjoyment of ease and luxury,
-it was not difficult to understand his lack of sympathy
-with Shepherd’s radical tendencies. Piecing together
-what he had heard about Mills from Henderson and
-Millicent Harden with his own estimate, Bruce was
-confident that whatever else Franklin Mills might be
-he was no altruist.</p>
-
-<p>After he left Shepherd Bruce was sorry that he had
-been so brusque. He might at least have expressed his
-sympathy with the young man’s wish to do something
-to promote the happiness of his workmen. The vitality
-so evident in Franklin Mills’s vigorous figure, and his
-perfect poise, made Shepherd appear almost ridiculous
-in contrast.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce noted that the other young men about the
-club did not treat Shepherd quite as one of themselves.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_97">[97]</span>
-When Shepherd sat at the big round table in the grill
-he would listen to the ironic give and take of the others
-with a pathetic eagerness to share in their good fellowship,
-but unable to make himself quite one of
-them. This might have been due, Bruce thought, to
-the anxiety of Shepherd’s contemporaries—young fellows
-he had grown up with—to show their indifference
-to the fact that he was the son of the richest man in
-town. Or they felt, perhaps, that Shepherd was not
-equal to his opportunities. Clearly, however, no one
-ever had occasion to refer to Shepherd Mills as the
-typical young scion of a wealthy family whose evil
-ways were bound to land him in the poorhouse or the
-gutter.</p>
-
-<p>In other circumstances Bruce would have felt moved
-to make a friend of Shepherd, but the fact that they
-were of the same blood haunted him like a nightmare.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>As the days went by, Bruce fell prey to a mood common
-to sensitive men in which he craved talk with a
-woman—a woman of understanding. It was Saturday
-and the office closed at noon. He would ask Millicent
-to share his freedom in a drive into the country; and
-without giving himself time to debate the matter, he
-made haste to call her on the telephone.</p>
-
-<p>Her voice responded cheerily. Leila had just broken
-an engagement with her for golf and wouldn’t he play?
-When he explained that he wasn’t a member of a club
-and the best he could do for her would be to take her
-to a public course, she declared that he must be her
-guest. The point was too trivial for discussion; the
-sooner they started the better, and so two o’clock found<span class="pagenum" id="Page_98">[98]</span>
-them both with a good initial drive on the Faraway
-course.</p>
-
-<p>“Long drives mean long talks,” she said. “We begin
-at least with the respect of our caddies. You’ll never
-guess what I was doing when you called up!”</p>
-
-<p>“At the organ, or in the studio putting a nose on
-somebody?”</p>
-
-<p>“Wrong! I was planting tulip bulbs. This was a
-day when I couldn’t have played a note or touched clay
-to save my life. Ever have such fits?”</p>
-
-<p>“I certainly do,” replied Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>Each time he saw her she was a little different—today
-he was finding her different indeed from the girl
-who had played for him, and yet not the girl of his
-adventure on the river or the Millicent he had met at
-the Country Club party. There was a charm in her
-variableness, perhaps because of her habitual sincerity
-and instinctive kindness. He waited for her to
-putt and rolled his own ball into the cup.</p>
-
-<p>“Sometimes I see things black; and then again there
-<i>does</i> appear to be blue sky,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; but that’s not a serious symptom. If we didn’t
-have those little mental experiences we wouldn’t be
-interesting to ourselves!”</p>
-
-<p>“Great Scott! <i>Must</i> we be interesting to ourselves?”</p>
-
-<p>“Absolutely!”</p>
-
-<p>“But when I’m down in the mouth I don’t care
-whether I’m interesting or not!”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing in it! Life’s full of things to do—you
-know that! I believe you’re just trying to psychoanalyze
-me!”</p>
-
-<p>“I swear I’m not! I was in the depths this morning;
-that’s why I called you up!”</p>
-
-<p>“Now——” She carefully measured a short approach
-and played it neatly. “Oh, you didn’t want to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_99">[99]</span>
-see me socially, so to speak; you just wanted someone
-to tell your troubles to! Is that a back-handed compliment?”</p>
-
-<p>“Rather a confession—do you hate it?”</p>
-
-<p>“No—I rather like that.”</p>
-
-<p>With an artistic eye she watched him drive a long
-low ball with his brassie. His tall figure, the free play
-of arms and shoulders, his boyish smile when she
-praised the shot, contributed to a new impression of
-him. He appeared younger than the night he called on
-her, when she had thought him diffident, old-fashioned
-and stiffly formal.</p>
-
-<p>As they walked over the turf with a misty drizzle
-wetting their faces fitfully it seemed to both that their
-acquaintance had just begun. When he asked if she
-didn’t want to quit she protested that she was dressed
-for any weather. It was unnecessary to accommodate
-himself to her in any way; she walked as rapidly as
-he; when she sliced her ball into the rough she bade
-him not follow her, and when she had gotten into the
-course again she ran to join him, as though eager not
-to break the thread of their talk. The thing she was
-doing at a given moment was, he judged, the one thing
-in the world that interested her. The wind rose presently
-and blew the mist away and there was promise
-of a clearing sky.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve brought the sun back!” he exclaimed.
-“Something told me you had influence with the
-weather.”</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t invoked any of my gods today; so it’s just
-happened.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your gods! You speak as though you had a list!”</p>
-
-<p>“Good gracious! You promised me once not to pick
-me up and make me explain myself.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_100">[100]</span>“Then I apologize. I can see that it isn’t fair to
-make a goddess explain her own divinity.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh-o-o-o,” she mocked him. “You get zero for
-that!”</p>
-
-<p>She was walking along with her hands thrust into
-the pockets of her sweater, the brim of her small sport
-hat turned up above her face.</p>
-
-<p>“But seriously,” she went on, “out of doors is the
-best place to think of God. The churches make religion
-seem so complicated. We can’t believe in a God
-we can’t imagine. Where there’s sky and grass it’s all
-so much simpler. The only God I can feel is a spirit
-hovering all about, watching and loving us—the God
-of the Blue Horizons. I can’t think of Him as a being
-whose name must be whispered as children whisper of
-terrifying things in the dark.”</p>
-
-<p>“The God of the Blue Horizons?” He repeated the
-phrase slowly. “Yes; the world has had its day of fear—anything
-that lifts our eyes to the blue sky is good—really
-gives us, I suppose, a sense of the reality of
-God....”</p>
-
-<p>They had encountered few other players, but a foursome
-was now approaching them where the lines of the
-course paralleled.</p>
-
-<p>“Constance Mills and George Whitford; I don’t
-know the others,” said Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Mills waved her hand and started toward them,
-looking very fit in a smart sport suit. Idly twirling
-her driver, she had hardly the air of a zealous golfer.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” she exclaimed. “Aren’t we the brave ones?
-Scotch blood! Not afraid of a little moisture. Mr.
-Storrs! I know now why you’ve never been to see
-me—you’re better occupied. It’s dreadful to be an old
-married woman. You see what happens, Millicent!
-I warn you solemnly against marriage. Yes, George—I’m<span class="pagenum" id="Page_101">[101]</span>
-coming. Nice to meet you, even by chance, Mr.
-Storrs. By-by, Millie.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve displeased her ladyship,” Millicent remarked.
-“You ought to go to see her.”</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t felt strongly moved,” Bruce replied.</p>
-
-<p>“She doesn’t like being ignored. Of course nobody
-does, but Mrs. Mills demands to be amused.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is she being amused now?” Bruce asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish Leila could have heard that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Doesn’t Leila like her sister-in-law?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, of course she does, but Constance is called the
-most beautiful and the best dressed woman in town
-and the admiration she gets goes to her head a little
-bit. George Whitford seems to admire her tremendously.
-Leila has a sense of humor that sees right
-through Constance’s poses.”</p>
-
-<p>“Doesn’t Leila pose just a little herself?”</p>
-
-<p>“You might say that she does. Just now she’s
-affecting the fast young person pose; but I think she’s
-about through with it. She’s really the finest girl alive,
-but she kids herself with the idea that she’s an awful
-devil. Her whole crowd are affected by the same bug.”</p>
-
-<p>“I rather guessed that,” said Bruce. “Let me see—was
-that five for you?”</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>When they reached the clubhouse Millicent proposed
-that they go home for the tea which alone could fittingly
-conclude the afternoon. The moment they entered
-the Harden hall she lifted her arms dramatically.</p>
-
-<p>“Jumbles!” she cried in a mockery of delight.
-“Mother has been making jumbles! Come straight to
-the kitchen!”</p>
-
-<p>In the kitchen they found Mrs. Harden, her ample<span class="pagenum" id="Page_102">[102]</span>
-figure enveloped in a gingham apron of bright yellow
-checks that seemed to fill the immaculate white kitchen
-with color. Bruce was a little dismayed by his sudden
-precipitation into the culinary department of
-the establishment. Millicent began piling a plate with
-warm jumbles; a maid appeared and began getting the
-tea things ready. Mrs. Harden, her face aglow from
-its recent proximity to the gas range, explained to
-Bruce that it was the cook’s afternoon out and at such
-times she always liked to cook something just to keep
-her hand in. She was proud of the kitchen with its
-white-tiled walls and flooring and glittering utensils.
-The library and the organ belonged to Millie, she said,
-but Doctor Harden had given her free swing to satisfy
-her own craving for an up-to-date kitchen.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce’s heart warmed under these revelations of
-the domestic sanctuary. Mrs. Harden’s motherliness
-seemed to embrace the world and her humor and sturdy
-common sense were strongly evident. She regaled Bruce
-with a story of a combat she had lately enjoyed with a
-plumber. She warned him that if he would succeed as
-an architect he must be firm with plumbers.</p>
-
-<p>Alone in the living-room with their tea, Millicent
-and Bruce continued to find much to discuss. She
-was gay and serious by turns, made him talk of himself,
-and finding that this evidently was distasteful to
-him, she led the way back to impersonal things again.</p>
-
-<p>“Why go when there will be dinner here pretty
-soon?” she asked when he rose.</p>
-
-<p>“Because I want to come back sometime! I want
-some more jumbles! It’s been a great afternoon for
-me. I do like the atmosphere of this house—kitchen
-and everything. And the outdoors was fine—and
-you——”</p>
-
-<p>“I hoped you’d remember I was part of the scenery!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_103">[103]</span>“I couldn’t forget it if I wanted to—and I don’t!
-Do you suppose we could do it all over again—sometime
-when you’re not terribly busy?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’ll try to bear another afternoon with you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Or we might do a theater or a movie?”</p>
-
-<p>“Even that is possible.”</p>
-
-<p>He didn’t know that she was exerting herself to
-send him away cheerful. When he said soberly, his
-hand on the door, “You don’t know how much you’ve
-helped me,” she held up her finger warningly.</p>
-
-<p>“Not so serious! Always cheerful!—that’s the
-watchword!”</p>
-
-<p>“All right! You may have to say that pretty often.”</p>
-
-<p>Her light laugh, charged with friendliness, followed
-him down the steps. She had made him forget himself,
-lifted him several times to heights he had never
-known before. He was sorry that he had not asked her
-further about the faith to which she had confessed, her
-God of the Blue Horizons. The young women he had
-known were not given to such utterances,—certainly
-not while playing very creditable golf! Her phrase
-added majesty to the universe, made the invisible God
-intelligible and credible. He felt that he could never
-again look at the heavens without recalling that phrase
-of hers. It wakened in him the sense of a need that he
-had never known before. It was as if she had interpreted
-some baffling passage in a mysterious book and
-clarified it. He must see her again; yes, very often he
-must see her.</p>
-
-<p>But on his way home a dark thought crossed his
-mind: “<i>What would Millicent say if she knew?</i>”</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_104">[104]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER EIGHT</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Two weeks later Bud Henderson sought Bruce at
-Freeman’s office. Bruce looked up from his desk with
-a frown that cleared as he recognized his friend. With
-his cap pushed back on his head and buttoned up in a
-long ulster, Henderson eyed him stolidly and demanded
-to know what he was doing.</p>
-
-<p>“Going over some specifications; I might say I’m at
-work, if you knew what the word means.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks for the compliment, but it’s time to quit,”
-Henderson replied, taking a cigarette from a package
-on Bruce’s desk. “I happen to know your boss is playing
-handball this moment at the Athletic and he’ll
-never know you’ve skipped. I haven’t liked a certain
-look in your eye lately. You’re sticking too close to
-your job. Bill is pleased to death with your work, so
-you haven’t a thing to worry about. Get your bonnet
-and we’ll go out and see what we can stir up.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m in a frame of mind to be tempted. But I ought
-to finish this stuff.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be silly,” replied Bud, who was prowling
-about the room viewing the framed plans and drawings
-on the walls, peering into cabinets, unrolling blue prints
-merely to fling them aside with a groan of disgust.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_105">[105]</span>“My God! It doesn’t seem possible that Bill Freeman
-would put his name to such things!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t forget this is a <i>private</i> office, Mr. Henderson.
-What’s agitating your bean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Thought I’d run you up to the art institute to look
-at some Finnish work they’re showing. Perhaps it’s
-Hottentotish; or maybe it’s Eskimo art. We’ve got to
-keep in touch with the world art movement.” Henderson
-yawned.</p>
-
-<p>“Try again; I pant for real excitement,” said Bruce,
-who was wondering whether his friend really had
-noticed signs of his recent worry. Henderson, apparently
-intent upon a volume of prints of English country
-houses, swung round as Bruce, in putting on his overcoat,
-knocked over a chair. He crossed the room and
-laid his hands on Bruce’s broad shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>“I say, old top; this will never do! You’re nervous;
-you’re damned nervous. Knocking over chairs—and
-you with the finest body known in modern times! I
-watched you the other day eating your lunch all alone
-at the club—you didn’t know I was looking at you.
-Your expression couldn’t be accounted for even by that
-bum club lunch. Now if it’s money——”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing of the kind, Bud!” Bruce protested.
-“You’ll have me scared in a minute. There’s nothing
-the matter with me. I’m all right; I just have to get
-readjusted to a new way of living; that’s all.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, as you don’t thrill to the idea of viewing
-works of art, I’ll tell you what I’m really here for. I’m
-luring you away to sip tea with a widow!”</p>
-
-<p>“A widow! Where do you get the idea that I’m a
-consoler of widows?”</p>
-
-<p>“This one doesn’t need consoling! Helen Torrence
-is the name; relict of the late James B. deceased. She’s
-been away ever since you lit in our midst and just got<span class="pagenum" id="Page_106">[106]</span>
-home. About our age and not painful to look at. Jim
-Torrence was a good fifty when he met her, at White
-Sulphur or some such seat of opulence, and proudly
-brought her home for local inspection. The gossips
-forcibly removed most of her moral character, just on
-suspicion, you understand—but James B.’s money had
-a soothing effect and she got one foot inside our social
-door before he passed hence three years ago and left
-her the boodle he got from his first wife. Helen’s a
-good scout. It struck me all of a heap about an hour
-ago that she’s just the girl to cheer you up. I was
-just kidding about the art stuff. I telephoned Helen
-I was coming, so we’re all set.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! I see through the whole game! You’re flirting
-with the woman and want me for a blind in case
-Maybelle finds you out.”</p>
-
-<p>“Clever! The boy’s clever! But—listen—I never
-try to put anything over on Maybelle. A grand jury
-hasn’t an all-seeinger eye than Mrs. Bud Henderson.
-Let’s beat it!”</p>
-
-<p>On the drive uptown Henderson devoted himself
-with his usual thoroughness to a recital of the history
-of Mrs. Torrence. The lady’s social status lay somewhere
-between the old and the new element, Bud explained.
-The president of the trust company that administered
-her affairs belonged to the old crowd—the
-paralytic or angina pectoris group, as Bud described it,
-and his wife and daughters just <i>had</i> to be nice to Torrence’s
-wife or run a chance of offending her and
-losing control of the estate. On the other hand her
-natural gaiety threw her toward the camps of the
-newer element who were too busy having a good time
-to indulge in ancestor worship.</p>
-
-<p>Henderson concluded his illuminative exposition of
-Mrs. Torrence’s life history as they reached the house.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_107">[107]</span>
-They were admitted by a colored butler who took their
-coats and flung open a door that revealed a spacious
-living-room.</p>
-
-<p>“Helen!” exclaimed Henderson dramatically.</p>
-
-<p>It was possible that Mrs. Torrence had prepared for
-their entrance by posing in the middle of the room with
-a view to a first effect, an effect to which her quick little
-step as she came forward to meet them contributed.
-Her blue tea gown, parted a little above the ankles,
-invited inspection of her remarkably small feet adorned
-with brilliant buckles. She was short with a figure
-rounded to plumpness and with fluffy brown hair,
-caught up high as though to create an illusion as to
-her stature. Her complexion was a clear brilliant pink;
-her alert small eyes were a greenish blue. Her odd
-little staccato walk was in keeping with her general
-air of vivacity. She was all alive, amusingly abrupt,
-spontaneous, decisive.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello! Bud, the old reliable! Mr. Storrs! Yes;
-I <i>had</i> been hoping for this!”</p>
-
-<p>She gave a hand to each and looked up at Bruce, who
-towered above her, and nodded as though approving
-of him.</p>
-
-<p>“This is delightful! A new man! Marvelous!”</p>
-
-<p>As she explained that she had been away since June
-and was only just home, Bruce became aware that
-Henderson had passed on and was standing by a tea table
-indulging in his usual style of raillery with a
-young woman whose voice even before he looked at her
-identified her as Constance Mills.</p>
-
-<p>“You know Mrs. Mills? Of course! If you’d only
-arrived this morning you’d know Connie. Not to know
-Connie is indeed to be unknown.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance extended her hand from the divan on<span class="pagenum" id="Page_108">[108]</span>
-which she was seated behind the tea table—thrust it
-out lazily with a minimum of effort.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh—the difficult Mr. Storrs! I’m terribly mortified
-to be meeting you in a friend’s house and not in
-my own!”</p>
-
-<p>“To meet you anywhere——” began Bruce, but she
-interrupted him, holding him with her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“——would be a pleasure! Of course! I know the
-formula, but I’m not a debutante. You didn’t like me
-that night we met at Dale Freeman’s, and I was foolish
-enough to think I’d made an impression!”</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s tell him the truth,” said Henderson, helping
-himself to a slice of cinnamon toast. “Bruce, I bet a
-hundred cigarettes with Connie I could deliver you
-here and I win!”</p>
-
-<p>“Not a word of truth in that!” declared Constance.
-“Bud’s such a liar!”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Torrence said they must have tea, and Henderson
-protested that tea was not to be thought of. Tea,
-he declared, was extremely distasteful to him; and
-Bruce always became ill at the sight of it.</p>
-
-<p>“But when I told Connie you were bringing Mr.
-Storrs she said he was terribly proper and for me not
-to dare mention cocktails.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Helen, I didn’t say just that! What I meant,
-of course, was that I hoped that Mr. Storrs wasn’t too
-proper,” said Constance.</p>
-
-<p>“Proper!” Bruce caught her up. “This is an enemy’s
-work. Bud, I suspect you of this dastardly assault
-on my character!”</p>
-
-<p>“Not guilty!” Bud retorted. “The main thing right
-now is that we’re all peevish and need martinis. What’s
-the Volstead signal, Helen?”</p>
-
-<p>“Three rings, Bud, with a pause between the first
-and second.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_109">[109]</span>The tea tray was removed and reappeared adorned
-with all the essentials for the concoction of cocktails.
-When the glasses were filled and all had expressed
-their satisfaction at the result, Henderson detained the
-negro butler for a conference on dice throwing. He
-seated himself on the floor the better to receive the
-man’s instructions. The others taunted him for his
-inaptitude. The butler retired finally with five dollars
-of Bud’s money, a result attained only after the spectators
-were limp with laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re a scream, Bud! A perfect scream!” and
-Mrs. Torrence refilled the glasses.</p>
-
-<p>She took Bud to the dining-room to exhibit a rare
-Japanese screen acquired in her travels, and Bruce
-found himself alone with Constance. She pointed to
-her glass, still brimming, and remarked:</p>
-
-<p>“Please admire my abstemiousness! One is my
-limit.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me see; did I really have three?” asked Bruce
-as he sat down beside her.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to forget everything this afternoon,” she
-began. “I feel that I’d like to climb the hills of the
-unattainable, be someone else for a while.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we all have those spells,” he replied. “That’s
-why Prohibition’s a failure.”</p>
-
-<p>“But life is a bore at times,” she insisted. “Maybe
-you’re one of the lucky ones who never go clear down.
-A man has his work—there’s always that——”</p>
-
-<p>“Hasn’t woman got herself everything—politics,
-business, philanthropy? You don’t mean to tell me the
-new woman is already pining for her old slavery! I
-supposed you led a complete and satisfactory existence!”</p>
-
-<p>“A pretty delusion! I just pretend, that’s all. There
-are days when nothing seems of the slightest use. I<span class="pagenum" id="Page_110">[110]</span>
-thought there might be something in politics, but after
-I’d gone to a few meetings and served on a committee
-or two it didn’t amuse me any more. I played at being
-a radical for a while, but after you’ve scared all your
-friends a few times with your violence it ceases to be
-funny. The only real joy I got out of flirting with
-socialism was in annoying my father-in-law. And I
-had to give that up for fear he’d think I was infecting
-Shep with my ideas.”</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>A tinge of malice was perceptible in her last words,
-but she smiled instantly to relieve the embarrassment
-she detected in his face. He was not sure just how
-she wanted him to take her. The unhappiness she had
-spoken of he assumed to be only a pose with her—something
-to experiment with upon men she met on gray
-afternoons in comfortable houses over tea and cocktails.
-Mrs. Shepherd Mills might be amusing, or she
-might easily become a bore. The night he met her at
-the Freemans’ he had thought her probably guileless
-under her mask of sophistication. She was proving
-more interesting than he had imagined, less obvious;
-perhaps with an element of daring in her blood that
-might one day get the better of her. She was quite as
-handsome as he remembered her from the meeting at
-the Freemans’ and she indubitably had mastered the
-art of dressing herself becomingly.</p>
-
-<p>He was watching the play of the shadow of her picture
-hat on her face, seeking clues to her mood, vexed
-that he had permitted himself to be brought into her
-company, when she said:</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not amusing you! Please forgive me. I can’t
-help it if I’m a little <i>triste</i>. Some little devilish imp<span class="pagenum" id="Page_111">[111]</span>
-is dancing through my silly head. If I took a second
-glass——”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce answered her look of inquiry with a shake
-of the head.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you asking my advice? I positively refuse to
-give it; but if you command me, of course——”</p>
-
-<p>He rose, took the glass, and held it high for her
-inspection.</p>
-
-<p>“The man tempts me——” she said pensively.</p>
-
-<p>“The man doesn’t tempt you. We’ll say it’s the little
-imp. Mrs. Mills, do you want this cocktail or do you
-not?”</p>
-
-<p>“It might cheer me up a little. I don’t want you to
-think me stupid; I know I’m terribly dull!”</p>
-
-<p>She drank half the cocktail and bade him finish it.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, certainly!” he replied and drained the glass.
-“Now, under the additional stimulus, we can proceed
-with the discussion. What were we talking about, anyhow?”</p>
-
-<p>“It doesn’t matter. Life offers plenty of problems.
-How many people do you really think are happy—really
-happy? Now Bud’s always cheerful; he and
-Maybelle are happy—remarkably so, I think. Helen
-Torrence—well, I hesitate to say whether she’s really
-happy or not; she always appears gay, just as you see
-her today; and it’s something to be able to give the
-impression, whether it’s false or not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; it’s well to make a front,” Bruce replied, determined
-to keep a frivolous tone with her. “The
-Freemans enjoy themselves; they’re quite ideally mated,
-I’d say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, they’re making a success of their lives. Dale
-and Bill are always cheerful. Now there’s dear old
-Shep——”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_112">[112]</span>“Well, of course he’s happy. How could he be
-otherwise?”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re not taking me seriously at all! I’m disappointed.
-I was terribly blue today; that’s why I
-plotted with Bud to get you here—I shamelessly confess
-that I want to know you better.”</p>
-
-<p>“Come now! You’re just kidding!”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re incorrigible. I’m that rarest of beings—a
-frank woman. You refuse to come to my house, presumably
-because you don’t like me, so I have to trap
-you here.”</p>
-
-<p>“How you misjudge me! I haven’t been around because
-I’ve been busy; I belong to the toiling masses!”</p>
-
-<p>“You have time for Miss Harden; you two seemed
-ever so chummy on the golf course. Of course, I can’t
-compete with Millie—she’s so beautiful and so artistic—so
-many accomplishments. But you ought to be considerate
-of a poor thing like me. I’m only sorry I
-have so little to offer. I really thought you would be a
-nice playmate; but——”</p>
-
-<p>“A playmate? Aren’t we playing now?—at least
-you are playing with me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Am I?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>She bent toward him with a slight, an almost imperceptible
-movement of her shoulders, and her lips parted
-tremulously in a wistful smile of many connotations.
-She was not without her charms; she was a very pretty
-woman; and there was nothing vulgar in her manner
-of exercising her charms. Bruce touched her hand,
-gently clasped it—a slender, cool hand. She made no
-attempt to release it; and it lay lingering and acquiescent
-in his clasp. He raised it and kissed the finger
-tips.</p>
-
-<p>“You really understand me; I knew you would,” she
-murmured. “It’s terrible to be lonely. And you are<span class="pagenum" id="Page_113">[113]</span>
-so big and strong; you can help me if you will——”</p>
-
-<p>“I have no right to help you,” he said. “It’s part
-of the game in this funny world that we’ve got to help
-ourselves.”</p>
-
-<p>“But if you knew I needed you——”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, but you don’t!” he replied.</p>
-
-<p>Bud tiptoed in with a tray containing highball materials
-and placed it on the tea table. He urged them in
-eloquent pantomime to drink themselves to death and
-tiptoed out again. Bruce, wondering if he dared leave,
-hoped the interruption would serve to change the current
-of his talk with Constance, when she said:</p>
-
-<p>“Shep speaks of you often; he likes you and really
-Shep’s ever so interesting.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” Bruce answered, “he has ideas and ideals—really
-thinks about things in a fine way.”</p>
-
-<p>He did not care to discuss Shepherd Mills with Shepherd’s
-wife, even when, presumably, she was merely
-making talk to create an atmosphere of intimacy.</p>
-
-<p>“Shep isn’t a cut-up,” she went on, “and he doesn’t
-know how to be a good fellow with men of his own
-age. And he’s so shy he’s afraid of the older men.
-And his father—you’ve met Mr. Mills? Well, Shep
-doesn’t seem able to get close to his father.”</p>
-
-<p>“That happens, of course, between fathers and sons,”
-Bruce replied. “Mr. Mills——”</p>
-
-<p>He paused, took a cigarette from his case and put it
-back. He was by turns perplexed, annoyed, angry and
-afraid—afraid that he might in some way betray himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Mills is a curious person,” Constance went on.
-“He seems to me like a man who lives alone in a formal
-garden with high walls on four sides and has
-learned to ignore the roar of the world outside—a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_114">[114]</span>
-prisoner who carries the key of his prison-house but
-can’t find the lock!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce bent his head toward her, intent upon her
-words. He hadn’t thought her capable of anything so
-imaginative. Some reply was necessary; he would
-make another effort to get rid of a subject that both
-repelled and fascinated him.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose we’re all born free; if we find ourselves
-shut in it’s because we’ve built the walls ourselves.”</p>
-
-<p>“How about my prison-house?” she asked. “Do you
-suppose I can ever escape?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should you? Don’t you like your garden?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not always; no! It’s a little stifling sometimes!”</p>
-
-<p>“Then push the walls back a little! It’s a good sign,
-isn’t it, when we begin to feel cramped?”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re doing a lot better! I begin to feel more
-hopeful about you. You really could be a great consolation
-to me if—if you weren’t so busy!”</p>
-
-<p>“I really did appreciate your invitation. I’ll be
-around very soon.”</p>
-
-<p>After all, he decided, she was only flirting with him;
-her confidences were only a means of awakening his
-interest, stirring his sympathy. She had probably
-never loved Shepherd, but she respected his high-mindedness
-and really wanted to help him. The depression
-to which she confessed was only the common ennui of
-her class and type; she needed occupation, doubtless
-children would solve her problem to some extent. Her
-life ran too smooth a course, and life was not meant to
-be like that....</p>
-
-<p>He was impatient to leave, but Mrs. Torrence and
-Henderson had started a phonograph and were dancing
-in the hall. Constance seemed unmindful of the noise
-they were making.</p>
-
-<p>“Shall we join in that romp?” asked Bruce.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_115">[115]</span>“Thanks, no—if you don’t mind! I suppose it’s
-really time to run along. May I fix a drink for you?
-It’s too bad to go away and leave all that whisky!”</p>
-
-<p>The music stopped in the midst of a jazzy saxophone
-wail and Mrs. Torrence and Henderson were
-heard noisily greeting several persons who had just
-come in.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s Leila,” said Constance, rising and glancing at
-the clock. “She has no business being here at this time
-of day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hello, Connie! Got a beau?”</p>
-
-<p>Leila peered into the room, struck her hands together
-and called over her shoulder:</p>
-
-<p>“Come in, lads! See what’s here! Red liquor as I
-live and breathe! Oh, Mr. What’s-your-name——”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Storrs,” Constance supplied.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, of course! Mr. Storrs—Mr. Thomas and Mr.
-Whitford!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce had heard much of Whitford at the University
-Club, where he was one of the most popular members.
-He had won fame as an athlete in college and
-was a polo player of repute. A cosmopolitan by nature,
-he had traveled extensively and in the Great War had
-won honorable distinction. Having inherited money
-he was able to follow his own bent. It was whispered
-that he entertained literary ambitions. He was one of
-the chief luminaries of the Dramatic Club, coached the
-players and had produced several one-act plays of his
-own that had the flavor of reality. He was of medium
-height and looked the soldier and athlete. Women had
-done much to spoil him, but in spite of his preoccupation
-with society, men continued to like George, who
-was a thoroughly good fellow and a clean sportsman.</p>
-
-<p>Whitford entered at once into a colloquy with Constance.
-Thomas, having expressed his pleasure at meeting<span class="pagenum" id="Page_116">[116]</span>
-Bruce, was explaining to Mrs. Torrence how he and
-Whitford had met Leila downtown.</p>
-
-<p>“Liar!” exclaimed Leila, who was pouring herself a
-drink. “You did nothing of the kind. We met at the
-Burtons’ and Nellie gave us a little drink—just a
-tweeney, stingy little drink.”</p>
-
-<p>The drink she held up for purposes of illustration
-was not infinitesimal. Mrs. Torrence said that everyone
-must have a highball and proceeded to prepare a
-drink for Thomas and Whitford.</p>
-
-<p>“You and Connie are certainly the solemn owls,” she
-remarked to Bruce. “Anyone would have thought you
-were holding a funeral in here. Say when, Fred. This
-is real Bourbon that Jim had for years. You’ll never
-see anything like it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bruce,” cried Henderson, “has Connie filled you
-with gloom? She gets that way sometimes, but it
-doesn’t mean anything. A little of this stuff will set
-you up. This bird, Storrs, always did have glass legs,”
-he explained to Thomas; “he can drink gallons and be
-ready to converse with bishops. Never saw such a
-capacity! If I get a few more Maybelle will certainly
-hand it to me when I get home.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance walked round the table to Leila, who had
-drunk a glass of the Bourbon to sample it and, satisfied
-of its quality, was now preparing a highball.</p>
-
-<p>“No more, Leila!” said Constance, in a low tone.
-The girl drew back defiantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Go away, Connie! I need just one more.”</p>
-
-<p>“You had more than you needed at the Burtons’.
-Please, Leila, be sensible. Helen, send the tray away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Leila’s all right!” said Thomas, but at a sign from
-Mrs. Torrence he picked up the tray and carried it out.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think it pretty to treat me as though I were
-shot when I’m not,” said Leila petulantly. She walked<span class="pagenum" id="Page_117">[117]</span>
-to the end of the room and sat down with the injured
-air of a rebellious child.</p>
-
-<p>“Leila, do you know what time it is?” demanded
-Constance. “Your father’s having a dinner and you’ve
-got to be there.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m going to be there! There’s loads of time.
-Everybody sit down and be comfortable!” Leila composedly
-sipped her glass as though to set an example to
-the others. Thomas had come back and Constance
-said a few words to him in a low tone.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, shucks! I know what you’re saying. Connie’s
-telling you to take me home,” said Leila. She turned
-her wrist to look at her watch—frowned in the effort
-of focusing upon it and added with a shrug: “There’s
-all the time in the world. If you people think you
-can scare me you’ve got another guess coming. It’s
-just ten minutes of six; dinner’s at seven-thirty! I’ve
-got to rest a little. You all look so ridiculous standing
-there glaring at me. I’m no white mouse with pink
-eyes!”</p>
-
-<p>“Really, dear,” said Mrs. Torrence coaxingly, walking
-toward Leila with her hands outstretched much as
-though she were trying to make friends with a reluctant
-puppy. “Do run along home like a good girl!”</p>
-
-<p>Leila apparently had no intention of running along
-home like a good little girl. She dropped her glass—empty—and
-without warning caught the astounded
-lady tightly about the neck.</p>
-
-<p>“Step-mother! Dear, nice step-mamma!” she cried.
-“Nice, dear, sweet, kind step-mamma! Helen’s going
-to be awful good to poor little Leila. Helen not be
-bad step-mamma like story books; Helen be sweet, kind
-step-mamma and put nice, beautiful gin cocktails in
-baby’s bottle!”</p>
-
-<p>As she continued in cooing tones Leila stroked her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_118">[118]</span>
-captive’s cheek and kissed her with a mockery of tenderness.
-Henderson and Thomas were shouting with
-laughter; Constance viewed the scene with lofty disdain;
-Whitford was mildly amused; Bruce, wishing
-himself somewhere else, withdrew toward the door,
-prepared to leave at the earliest possible moment.
-When at last Mrs. Torrence freed herself she sank into
-a chair and her laughter attained a new pitch of
-shrillness.</p>
-
-<p>“Leila, you’ll be the death of me!” she gasped when
-her mirth had spent itself.</p>
-
-<p>“Leila will be the death of all of us,” announced
-Constance solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t know!” said Leila, straightening her
-hat composedly at the mantel mirror.</p>
-
-<p>“Too bad Leila’s ‘step-mama’ couldn’t have heard
-that!” sighed Henderson.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Leila,” said Constance severely, “do run
-along home. Please let me take you in my car; you
-oughtn’t to drive in the condition you’re in.”</p>
-
-<p>The remark was not fortunate. Leila had discovered
-a box of bonbons and was amusing herself by
-tossing them into the air and trying to catch them in
-her mouth. She scored one success in three attempts
-and curtsied to an imaginary audience.</p>
-
-<p>“My condition!” she said, with fine scorn. “I wish
-you wouldn’t speak as though I were a common drunk!”</p>
-
-<p>“Anyone can see that you’re not fit to go home.
-Your father will be furious.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not if I tell him I’ve been with you!” Leila flung
-back.</p>
-
-<p>“Say, Leila!” began Henderson, ingratiatingly.
-“We’re old pals, you and I—let’s shake this bunch.
-I’ll do something nice for you sometime.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_119">[119]</span>“What will you do?” Leila demanded with provoking
-deliberation.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, something mighty nice! Maybelle and I will
-give you a party and you can name the guests.”</p>
-
-<p>“Stupid!” she yawned. “Your hair’s mussed, Helen.
-You and Bud have been naughty.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your behavior isn’t ladylike,” said Thomas. “The
-party’s getting rough! Come on, let’s go.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m misbehaving, am I? Well, I guess my
-conduct’s as good as yours! Where do you get this
-stuff that I’m a lost lamb? Even an expert like you,
-Freddy, wouldn’t call me soused. I’m just little bit
-tipsy—that’s all! If I had a couple more highballs——”</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>By a signal passed from one to the other they began
-feigning to ignore her. Constance said she was going;
-Bud, Whitford and Thomas joined Bruce at the door
-where he was saying good-night to Mrs. Torrence.
-Leila was not so tipsy but that she understood what
-they were doing.</p>
-
-<p>“Think you can freeze me out, do you? Well, I’m
-not so easily friz! Mr. What’s-your-name——” She
-fixed her eyes upon Bruce detainingly.</p>
-
-<p>“Storrs,” Bruce supplied good-naturedly.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re the only lady or gentleman in this room.
-I’m going to ask you to take me home!”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly, Miss Mills!”</p>
-
-<p>With a queenly air she took his arm. Henderson
-ran forward and opened the door, the others hanging
-back, silent, afraid to risk a word that might reopen
-the discussion and delay her departure.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_120">[120]</span>“Shall I drive?” Bruce asked when they reached the
-curb.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, thanks; if you don’t mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Home?” he inquired as he got her car under way.</p>
-
-<p>“I was just doing a little thinking,” she said deliberatingly.
-“It will take only five minutes to run over to
-that little cafeteria on Fortieth Street. Some coffee
-wouldn’t be a bad thing; and would you mind turning
-the windshield—I’d like the air.”</p>
-
-<p>“A good idea,” said Bruce, and stepped on the gas.
-The car had been built for Leila’s special use and he
-had with difficulty squeezed himself into the driver’s
-seat; but he quickly caught the hang of it. He stopped
-a little beyond the cafeteria to avoid the lights of the
-busy corner and brought out a container of hot coffee
-and paper cups.</p>
-
-<p>“Like a picnic, isn’t it?” she said. “You won’t join
-me?”</p>
-
-<p>She sipped the coffee slowly while he stood in the
-street beside her.</p>
-
-<p>“There!” she said. “Thank you, ever so much.
-Quarter of seven? Forty-five minutes to dress! Just
-shoot right along home now. Would you mind driving
-over to the boulevard and going in that way? The
-air certainly feels good.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing would please me more,” he said, giving her
-a quick inspection as they passed under the lights at a
-cross-street. She was staring straight ahead, looking
-singularly young as she lay back with her hands clasped
-in her lap.</p>
-
-<p>“Constance was furious!” she said suddenly. “Well,
-I suppose she had a right to be. I had no business
-getting lit.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, strictly speaking, you shouldn’t do it,” he
-said. It was not the time nor place and he was not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_121">[121]</span>
-the proper person to lecture her upon her delinquencies.
-But he had not been displeased that she chose
-him to take her home, even though the choice was only
-a whim.</p>
-
-<p>“You must think me horrid! This is the second
-time you’ve seen me teed up too high.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve seen a lot of other people teed up much higher!
-You’re perfectly all right now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Absolutely! That coffee fixed me; I’m beginning
-to feel quite bully. I can go home now and jump
-into my joy rags and nobody will ever be the wiser.
-This is an old folks’ party, but Dada always wants to
-exhibit me when he feeds the nobility—can you see
-me?”</p>
-
-<p>Her low laugh was entirely reassuring as to her
-sobriety, and he was satisfied that she would be able
-to give a good account of herself at her father’s table.</p>
-
-<p>“Just leave the car on the drive,” she said as they
-reached the house. “Maybe I can crawl up to my room
-without Dada knowing I’m late. I’m a selfish little
-brute—to be leaving you here stranded! Well, thanks
-awfully!”</p>
-
-<p>He walked with her to the entrance and she was
-taking out her key when Mills, in his evening clothes,
-opened the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Leila! You’re late!” he exclaimed sharply. “Where
-on earth have you been?”</p>
-
-<p>“Just gadding about, as usual! But I’m in plenty
-of time, Dada. Please thank Mr. Storrs for coming
-home with me. Good-night and thank you some
-more!”</p>
-
-<p>She darted into the house, leaving Bruce confronting
-her father.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Storrs!” The emphasis on the name was
-eloquent of Mills’s surprise that Bruce was on his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_122">[122]</span>
-threshold. Bruce had decided that any explanations
-required were better left to Leila, who was probably
-an adept in explanations. He was about to turn away
-when Mills stepped outside.</p>
-
-<p>“We’re entertaining tonight,” he said pleasantly. “I
-was a little afraid something had happened to my
-daughter.”</p>
-
-<p>A certain dignity of utterance marked his last words—my
-daughter. He threw into the phrase every possible
-suggestion of paternal pride.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce, halfway down the steps, paused until Mills
-had concluded his remark. Then lifting his hat with a
-murmured good-night, he hurried toward the gate. An
-irresistible impulse caused him to look back. Mills
-remained just inside the entry, his figure clearly defined
-by the overhead lights, staring toward the street. Seeing
-Bruce look back, he went quickly into the house
-and the heavy door boomed upon him.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce walked to the nearest street car line and rode
-downtown for dinner. The fact that Mills was waiting
-at the door for his daughter was not without its significance,
-hinting at a constant uneasiness for her safety
-beyond ordinary parental solicitude. What Constance
-had said that afternoon about Mills came back to him.
-He was oppressed by a sense of something tragic in
-Mills’s life—the tragedy of a failure that wore outwardly
-the guise of success.</p>
-
-<p>In spite of a strong effort of will to obliterate these
-thoughts he found his memory dragging into his consciousness
-odd little pictures of Mills—fragmentary
-snapshots, more vivid and haunting than complete portraits:
-the look Mills gave him the first time they met
-at the Country Club; Mills’s shoulders and the white
-line of his collar above his dinner coat as he left the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_123">[123]</span>
-Hardens’; and now the quick change from irritation to
-relief and amiable courtesy when he admitted Leila.</p>
-
-<p>Henderson and Millicent and now today Constance
-had given him hints of Mills’s character, and Bruce
-found himself trying to reconcile and unify their comments
-and fit them into his own inferences and conclusions.
-The man was not without his fascinations
-as a subject for analysis. Behind that gracious exterior
-there must be another identity either less noble
-or finer than the man the world knew.... Before
-he slept, Bruce found it necessary to combat an apprehension
-that, if he continued to hear Mills dissected
-and analyzed, he might learn to pity the man.</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>That evening when Shepherd Mills went home he
-found Constance seated at her dressing table, her heavy
-golden-brown hair piled loosely upon her head, while
-her maid rubbed cold cream into her throat and face.
-She espied him in the mirror and greeted him with a
-careless, “Hello, Shep. How did the day go with
-you?”—the question employed by countless American
-wives in saluting their husbands at the end of a toilsome
-day.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, pretty good!” he replied. No husband ever
-admits that a day has been wholly easy and prosperous.</p>
-
-<p>She put out her hand for him to kiss and bade him
-sit down beside her. He was always diffident before
-the mysteries of his wife’s toilet. He glanced at the
-gown laid across a chair and surveyed the crystal and
-silver on the dressing table with a confused air as
-though he had never seen them before.</p>
-
-<p>The room denoted Constance Mills’s love of luxury,
-and incidentally her self-love. The walls on two sides<span class="pagenum" id="Page_124">[124]</span>
-were set in mirrors that reached from ceiling to floor.
-The furniture, the rugs, the few pictures, the window
-draperies had been chosen with an exquisite care and
-combined in an evocation of the spirit of indolence.
-There was a much be-pillowed divan across one corner,
-so placed that when she enjoyed a siesta Constance
-could contemplate herself in the mirrors opposite.
-Scents—a mingling of faint exotic odors—hung upon
-the air.</p>
-
-<p>She was quick to note that something was on Shepherd’s
-mind and half from curiosity, half in a spirit
-of kindness, dismissed the maid as quickly as possible.</p>
-
-<p>“You can hook me up, Shep. I’ll do my hair myself.
-I won’t need you any more, Marie. Yes—my
-blue cloak. Now, little boy, go ahead and tell me
-what’s bothering you.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd frowned and twisted his mustache as he
-sat huddled on the divan.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s about father; nothing new, just our old failure
-to understand each other. It’s getting worse. I
-never know where I stand with him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, does anyone?” Constance asked serenely.
-“You really mustn’t let him get on your nerves. There
-are things you’ve got to take because we all do; but by
-studying him a little and practicing a little patience
-you’ll escape a lot of worry.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he assented eagerly. “You know he just pretends
-that I’m the head of the plant; Fields is the real
-authority there. It’s not the president but the vice-president
-who has the say about things. Father consults
-Fields constantly. He doesn’t trust me—I’m just
-a figurehead.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fields is such an ass,” remarked Constance with a
-shrug of her shapely shoulders. “An utterly impossible
-person. Why not just let him do all the explaining<span class="pagenum" id="Page_125">[125]</span>
-to your father? If any mistakes are made at the
-plant, then it’s on him.”</p>
-
-<p>“But that’s not the way of it,” Shepherd protested
-plaintively. “He gets the praise; I get the blame.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, well, you can’t make your father over. You
-ought to be glad you’re not of his hard-boiled variety.
-You’re human, Sheppy, and that’s better than being a
-magnificent iceberg.”</p>
-
-<p>“Father doesn’t see things; he doesn’t realize that
-the world’s changing,” Shepherd went on stubbornly.
-“He doesn’t see that the old attitude toward labor
-won’t do any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’ll never see it,” said Constance. “Things like
-that don’t hit him at all. He’s like those silly people
-who didn’t know there was anything wrong in France
-till their necks were in the guillotine.”</p>
-
-<p>“I told you about that clubhouse I wanted to build
-for our people on the Milton farm? I hate to give
-that up. It would mean so much to those people. And
-he was all wrong in thinking it would injure the property.
-I think it’s only decent to do something for
-them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, how can you do it without your father?” she
-asked, shifting herself for a better scrutiny of her head
-in the mirror.</p>
-
-<p>“You know that little tract of land—about twenty
-acres, back of the plant? I could buy that and put the
-clubhouse there. I have some stock in the Rogers
-Trust Company I can sell—about two hundred shares.
-It came to me through mother’s estate. Father has
-nothing to do with it. The last quotation on it is two
-hundred. What do you think of that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I think pretty well of it,” said Constance.
-“Your father ought to let you build the clubhouse, but<span class="pagenum" id="Page_126">[126]</span>
-he has a positive passion for making people uncomfortable.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose,” continued Shepherd dubiously, “if I go
-ahead and build the thing—even with my own money—he
-would be angry. Of course there may be something
-in his idea that if we do a thing of this kind it would
-make the workmen at other plants restless——”</p>
-
-<p>“Piffle!” exclaimed Constance. “That’s the regular
-old stock whimper of the back-number. You might
-just as well say that it would be a forward step other
-employers ought to follow!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, there’s that!” he agreed, his eyes brightening
-at the suggestion.</p>
-
-<p>“If you built the house on your own land the storage
-battery company wouldn’t be responsible for it in
-any way.”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly not!” Shepherd was increasingly pleased
-that she saw it all so clearly.</p>
-
-<p>She had slipped on her gown and was instructing
-him as to the position of the hooks.</p>
-
-<p>“No; the other side, Shep. That’s right. There’s
-another bunch on the left shoulder. Now you’ve got
-it! Thanks ever so much.”</p>
-
-<p>He watched her admiringly as she paraded before
-the mirrors to make sure that the skirt hung properly.</p>
-
-<p>“If there’s to be a row——” he began as she opened
-a drawer and selected a handkerchief.</p>
-
-<p>“Let there be a row! My dear Shep, you’re always
-too afraid of asserting yourself. What could he do?
-He might get you up to his office and give you a bad
-quarter of an hour; but he’d respect you more afterwards
-if you stood to your guns. His vanity and
-family pride protect you. Catch him doing anything
-that might get him into the newspapers—not Franklin
-Mills!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_127">[127]</span>Relieved and encouraged by her understanding and
-sympathy, he explained more particularly the location
-of the property he proposed buying. It was quite as
-convenient to the industrial colony that had grown up
-about the storage battery plant as the Milton land his
-father had declined to let him use. The land was
-bound to appreciate in value, he said.</p>
-
-<p>“What if it doesn’t!” exclaimed Constance with mild
-scorn. “You’ll have been doing good with your money,
-anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p>“You think, then, you’d go ahead—sell the stock
-and buy the land? It’s so late now, maybe I’d better
-wait till spring?”</p>
-
-<p>“That might be better, Shep, but use your own judgment.
-You asked your father to help and he turned
-you down. Your going ahead will have a good effect
-on him. He needs a jar. Now run along and dress.
-You’re going to be late for dinner.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know,” he said, rising and looking down at
-her as she sat turning over the leaves of a book. “Connie——”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Shep,” she murmured absently; and then, “Oh,
-by the way, Shep, I was at Helen’s this afternoon.”</p>
-
-<p>“Helen Torrence’s? What was it—a tea?”</p>
-
-<p>“In a manner of speaking—tea! Dramatic Club
-business. George Whitford was there—he’s concentrating
-on theatricals. George is such a dear!”</p>
-
-<p>“One of the best fellows in the world!” said Shep.</p>
-
-<p>“He certainly is!” Constance affirmed.</p>
-
-<p>“Connie——” he stammered and took her hand.
-“Connie—you’re awfully good to me. You know I
-love you——”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, of course, you dear baby!” She lifted her
-head with a quick, reassuring smile. “But for goodness’
-sake run along and change your clothes!”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_128">[128]</span></p>
-
-
-<h3>V</h3>
-
-<p>When his guests had gone, Mills, as was his habit,
-smoked a cigar and discussed the dinner with Leila.
-He was aware that in asking her to join him on such
-occasions of state he was subjecting her to a trying
-ordeal, and tonight he was particularly well pleased
-with her.</p>
-
-<p>“They all enjoyed themselves, Dada; you needn’t
-worry about that party!” Leila remarked, smoking the
-cigarette she had denied herself while the guests remained.</p>
-
-<p>“I think they did; thank you very much for helping
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>Leila had charm; he was always proud of an opportunity
-to display her to her mother’s old friends, whose
-names, like his own, carried weight in local history.
-His son was a Shepherd; Leila, he persuaded himself,
-was, with all her waywardness and little follies, more
-like himself. Leila looked well at his table, and her
-dramatic sense made it possible for her to act the rôle
-of the daughter of the house with the formality that
-was dear to him. Whenever he entertained he and
-Leila received the guests together, standing in front of
-Mrs. Mills’s portrait. People who dared had laughed
-about this, speculating as to the probable fate of the
-portrait in case Mills married again.</p>
-
-<p>“I’d got nervous about you when you were so late
-coming,” Mills was saying. “That’s how I came to
-be at the door. I’d just called Millicent to see if you
-were over there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Foolish Dada! Don’t I always turn up?” she asked,
-kicking off her slippers. “I’d been fooling around all<span class="pagenum" id="Page_129">[129]</span>
-afternoon, and I hate getting dressed and waiting for
-a party to begin.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve noticed that,” Mills replied dryly. “Just what
-did you do all day? Your doings are always a mystery
-to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well—let me see—I went downtown with Millie
-this morning, and home with her for lunch, and we
-talked a while and I ran out to the Burtons’ and there
-were some people there and we gassed; and then I remembered
-I hadn’t seen Mrs. Torrence since she got
-home, so I took a dash up there. And Connie was
-there, and Bud Henderson came up with Mr. Storrs
-and we had tea and Mr. Storrs was coming this way
-so I let him drive me home.”</p>
-
-<p>This, uttered with smooth volubility, was hardly
-half the truth. She lighted a fresh cigarette and blew
-a series of rings while waiting to see whether he would
-crossexamine her, as he sometimes did.</p>
-
-<p>“Constance was there, was she? Anyone else?”</p>
-
-<p>“Fred Thomas and Georgy Whitford blew in just
-as I was leaving.”</p>
-
-<p>“So? I shouldn’t have thought Mrs. Torrence
-would be interested in them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, she isn’t!” replied Leila, who hadn’t intended
-to mention Thomas or Whitford. “Connie was trying
-to talk Helen into taking a perfectly marvelous part in
-a new play the Dramatic Club’s putting on soon, and
-they are in it, too. Highbrow discussion; it bored me
-awfully—Mr. Storrs and I managed to escape together.
-Oh, dear, I’m sleepy!”</p>
-
-<p>“Does this Storrs go about among people you know?”
-Mills asked, extending his arm to the ash tray.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I think so, Dada! He was in college with Bud
-Henderson, you know, and is in Mr. Freeman’s office.
-Dale’s crazy about him. You could hardly say he’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_130">[130]</span>
-pushing himself. Millie and I met him at the Faraway
-Club—didn’t you meet him that same night? I asked
-him to call and he hasn’t and he <i>has</i> been to see Millie.
-I guess the joke’s on me!”</p>
-
-<p>“I saw him again at the Hardens’,” Mills remarked
-carelessly. “And ran into him afterwards when I was
-strolling around, and I brought him back with me to
-get out of the storm. It was the night of the Claytons’
-party.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you know as much about him as I do,” said
-Leila indifferently. “I think, Dada, if you don’t mind,
-I’ll seek the hay.”</p>
-
-<p>He stood to receive her good-night kiss. When he
-heard her door close he took several turns across the
-room before resuming his cigar. He sat down in the
-chair in which he had sat the night he brought Bruce
-into the house. Magazines and books were within
-easy reach of his hand, but he was not in a mood to
-read. He lifted his eyes occasionally to the portrait
-of his father on the opposite wall. It might have
-seemed that he tried to avoid it, averting his gaze to
-escape the frank, steady eyes. But always the fine face
-drew him back. When he got up finally and walked
-to the door it was with a hurried step as if the room
-or his meditations had suddenly become intolerable.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_131">[131]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER NINE</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>The morning after his dinner party Franklin Mills
-rose at eight o’clock. He had slept badly, an unusual
-thing with him, and he found little satisfaction in an
-attempt to account for his wakefulness on the score of
-something he had eaten. As he shaved he found that
-he was not performing the familiar rite automatically
-as usual. He tried a succession of blades and became
-impatient when they failed to work with their usual
-smoothness.... Perhaps he was smoking too much,
-and he made a computation of the number of cigars
-and cigarettes he had smoked the day before, and
-decided that he had exceeded his usual allowance by a
-couple of cigars.</p>
-
-<p>The mental exercise necessary to reach this conclusion
-steadied him. He had no intention of breaking, as
-some of his friends and contemporaries had broken,
-from sheer inattention to the laws of health. He attained
-a degree of buoyancy as he dressed by thinking
-of his immunity from the cares that beset most men.
-No other man in town enjoyed anything like his freedom.
-He had not dreaded age because he never thought
-of himself as old. And yet the years were passing.</p>
-
-<p>He must study means of deferring old age. Marriage<span class="pagenum" id="Page_132">[132]</span>
-might serve to retard the march of time. The
-possibility of remarrying had frequently of late teased
-his imagination. Leila would leave him one of these
-days; he must have a care that she married well. Mills
-had plans for Carroll’s future; Carroll would be a most
-acceptable son-in-law. Leila had so far shown no interest
-in the secretary, but Leila had the Mills common
-sense; when it came to marrying, Leila would listen to
-reason.</p>
-
-<p>He called his man to serve breakfast in his room,
-read the morning paper, inspected his wardrobe and
-indicated several suits to be pressed.</p>
-
-<p>From his south window he viewed the Harden house
-across the hedge. Millicent was somewhere within....
-It might be a mistake to marry a girl as young as
-Millicent. He knew of men who had made that mistake,
-but Millicent was not to be measured by ordinary
-standards. With all the charm of youth, she was amazingly
-mature; not a feather-brained girl who would
-marry him for his money. There was the question of
-her family, her lack of social background; but possibly
-he magnified the importance of such things. His
-own standing, he argued, gave him certain rights; he
-could suffer nothing in loss of dignity by marrying
-Millicent. It gave a man the appearance of youth to
-be seen with a young wife. Helen Torrence would not
-do; she lacked the essential dignity, and her background
-was far too sketchy—no better than the Hardens’. He
-had settled that....</p>
-
-<p>The remembrance of the young architect’s head
-superimposed upon the portrait of Franklin Mills III
-caused him an uneasiness which he was not able to
-dispel by a snap of the fingers. Any attempt to learn
-what had prompted Storrs to choose for his residence
-the city so long sacred to the Mills family might easily<span class="pagenum" id="Page_133">[133]</span>
-arouse suspicions. The portrait in itself was a menace.
-People were such fools about noting resemblances! If
-his sister, Alice Thornberry, met Storrs she might remark
-upon his resemblance to their father. And yet
-she was just as likely to note the removal of the picture
-if he relegated it to the attic....</p>
-
-<p>By the time he had interviewed the house servants
-and driven to the office Mills had passed through various
-moods ranging from his habitual serenity and poise
-to apprehension and foreboding. This puzzled him.
-Why should he, the most equable of men, suddenly fall
-a prey to moods? He put on a pair of library glasses
-that he kept in his desk, though he usually employed a
-pince-nez at the office—a departure that puzzled Carroll,
-who did not know that Mills, in the deep preoccupation
-of the morning, had left his pocket case at
-home. Mills, in normal circumstances, was not given
-to forgetfulness. Aware that something was amiss,
-Carroll made such reports and suggestions as were
-necessary with more than his usual economy of words.</p>
-
-<p>“Doctor Lindley telephoned that he’d be in to see
-you at eleven. You have no engagements and I told
-him all right.”</p>
-
-<p>“Lindley? What does Lindley want?” Mills demanded,
-without looking up from a bank statement he
-was scanning.</p>
-
-<p>“He didn’t say, sir; but as you always see him——”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know that I care to see him today,” Mills
-mumbled. Mills rarely mumbled; his speech was always
-clean-cut and definite.</p>
-
-<p>Carroll, listening attentively to his employer’s instructions
-as to answering letters and sending telegraphic
-orders for the sale of certain stocks, speculated
-as to what had caused Mills’s unwonted irascibility.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_134">[134]</span>A few minutes after eleven word was passed from
-the office boy to the stenographer and thence from
-Carroll to Mills that the Reverend Doctor Lindley was
-waiting.</p>
-
-<p>Mills detained Carroll rather unnecessarily to discuss
-matters of no immediate moment. This in itself
-was surprising, as the rector of St. Barnabas, the oldest
-and richest church in town, had heretofore always
-been admitted without delay. The Mills family had
-been identified with St. Barnabas from pioneer times
-and Doctor Lindley was entertained frequently by Mills,
-not only at home but at the men’s luncheons Mills
-gave at his clubs for visiting notables.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Mills! Hard at it!” exclaimed the minister
-cheerfully. He was short, rotund and bald, with a
-large face that radiated good nature. A reputation for
-breadth of view and public spirit had made him, in the
-dozen years of his pastorate, one of the best liked men
-in town. He gave Mills a cordial handshake, asked
-after Leila and assured Mills that he had never seen
-him looking better.</p>
-
-<p>Lindley was a dynamic person and his presence had
-the effect of disturbing the tranquility of the room.
-Mills wished now that he hadn’t admitted the rector
-of St. Barnabas, with his professional good cheer and
-optimism. He remembered that Lindley always wanted
-something when he came to the office. If it proved to
-be help for a negro mission St. Barnabas maintained
-somewhere, Mills resolved to refuse to contribute. He
-had no intention of encouraging further the idea that
-he could be relied upon to support all of Lindley’s absurd
-schemes for widening the sphere of the church.
-It was a vulgar idea that a sinner should prostrate himself
-before an imaginary God and beg for forgiveness.
-Where sin existed the main thing was to keep it decently<span class="pagenum" id="Page_135">[135]</span>
-out of sight. But the whole idea of sin was
-repellent. He caught himself up sharply. What had
-he to do with sin?</p>
-
-<p>But outwardly Mills was serene; Lindley was at
-least a diversion, though Mills reflected that someone
-ought to warn him against his tendency to obesity. A
-fat man in a surplice was ridiculous, though Mills
-hadn’t seen Lindley in vestments since the last fashionable
-wedding. At the reception following the wedding
-Mills remembered that he had been annoyed by
-Lindley’s appetite; more particularly by a glimpse of
-the rector’s plump hand extended for a second piece
-of cake—cake with a thick, gooey icing.</p>
-
-<p>Mills wondered what he had ever seen that was
-likable in the rector, who certainly suggested nothing
-of apostolic austerity. Lindley threw back his coat,
-disclosing a gold cross suspended from a cord that
-stretched across his broad chest. Mills’s eyes fixed
-upon the emblem disapprovingly as he asked his visitor
-to have a cigar.</p>
-
-<p>“No, thanks, Mills; I never smoke so early in the
-day—found it upset me. Moderation in all things is
-my motto. I missed you at the Clayton party the
-other night; a brilliant affair. Dear Leila was there,
-though, and Shepherd and his charming wife, to represent
-your family. Margaret and I left early.” The
-clergyman chuckled and lowering his voice continued:
-“I’ve heard—I’ve heard <i>whispers</i> that later on the party
-got quite gay! I tell you, Mills, the new generation
-is stepping high. All the more responsibility for the
-forces that make for good in this world! I was saying
-to the bishop only the other day that the church never
-before faced such perplexities as now!”</p>
-
-<p>“Why do you say perplexities?” asked Mills in the
-quiet tone and indulgent manner of an expert cross-examiner<span class="pagenum" id="Page_136">[136]</span>
-who is preparing pitfalls for a witness.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, I see you catch at the word! It’s become a
-serious question what the church dare do! There’s the
-danger of offending; of estranging its own membership.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, but why is it a danger?” Mills persisted.</p>
-
-<p>The minister was surprised at these questions, which
-were wholly foreign to all his previous intercourse with
-Mills. His eyes opened and shut quickly. The Reverend
-Stuart Lindley was known as a man’s man, a
-clergyman who viewed humanity in the light of the
-twentieth century and was particularly discerning as
-to the temptations and difficulties that beset twentieth
-century business men.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear Mills,” he said ingratiatingly, “you know
-and I know that this is an age of compromise. We
-clergymen are obliged to temper our warnings. The
-wind, you know, no longer blows on the lost sheep with
-the violence it once manifested, or at least the sheep no
-longer notice it!” A glint in Mills’s eyes gave him
-pause, but he went on hurriedly. “In certain particulars
-we must yield a little without appearing to yield. Do
-you get my point?”</p>
-
-<p>“Frankly, I don’t know that I do,” Mills replied
-bluntly. “You preach that certain things are essential
-to the salvation of my soul. What right have you to
-compromise with me or anyone else? You either believe
-the Gospel and the creeds that are used every day
-in our churches or you don’t. I didn’t mean to start
-a theological discussion; I was just a little curious as
-to what you meant by perplexities, when the obligation
-is as plain as that table.”</p>
-
-<p>“But—you see the difficulties! We have a right to
-assume that God is perfectly aware of all that goes on<span class="pagenum" id="Page_137">[137]</span>
-in His world and that the changing times are only a
-part of His purpose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yes,” Mills assented without enthusiasm.
-“But I was thinking of what you and the church I was
-born into declare to be necessary to the Christian life.
-I go to church rarely, as you know, but I’m fairly
-familiar with the New Testament. I’ve got a copy
-with the words of Jesus printed in bold type, so you
-can’t miss His meaning. He was pretty explicit; His
-meaning hits you squarely in the eye!”</p>
-
-<p>“But, my dear friend, above all He preached tolerance!
-He knew human frailty! There’s the great
-secret of His power.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, that’s all true!” said Mills, with courteous forbearance.
-“But you know very well that few of us—no—I’ll
-admit that <i>I</i> don’t live the Christian life except
-where it’s perfectly easy and convenient. Why talk
-of the perplexities of the ministry when there’s no
-excuse for any of us to mistake His teachings? You
-either preach Jesus or you don’t! We lean heavily on
-His tolerance because we can excuse ourselves with
-that; it’s only an alibi. But what of His courage?
-Whatever I may think of Him—divine or merely a
-foolish idealist—He did die for His convictions! It
-occurs to me sometimes that He’s served nowadays
-by a pretty cowardly lot of followers. Oh—not you,
-my friend!—I don’t mean anyone in particular—except
-myself! Probably there are other men who think
-much as I do, but we don’t count. We pay to keep
-the churches going, but we don’t want to be bothered
-about our duty to God. <i>That’s</i> a disagreeable subject!”</p>
-
-<p>He ended with a smile that was intended to put
-Lindley at ease.</p>
-
-<p>“You are absolutely right, Mills!” declared the minister<span class="pagenum" id="Page_138">[138]</span>
-magnanimously. “But as a practical man you
-realize that there <i>are</i> embarrassments in the way of
-doing our full duty.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; truly, I don’t!” Mills retorted. “We either do
-it or we don’t. But please don’t think I meant to quiz
-you or be annoying. I wouldn’t offend you for anything
-in the world!”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear <i>Mills</i>!” cried the clergyman with the disdain
-demanded by so monstrous a suggestion.</p>
-
-<p>“It never occurred to me before,” Mills went on, his
-good humor only faintly tinged with irony, “it never
-struck me in just this way before, but I suppose if
-you were to preach to your congregation just what
-Jesus preached you’d empty the church.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, of course——” began Lindley, with difficulty
-concealing his surprise at the dogged fashion in which
-Mills was pursuing the subject.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you can’t do it!” With a bland smile
-Mills finished the sentence for him. “Jesus is the
-Great Example of a perfect life; but do we any of
-us really want to live as He lived?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Mills, we can only approximate perfection;
-that’s the best we can hope for!”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you! There’s some consolation in that!”
-Mills laughed. “But if we really took the teachings
-of Jesus literally we wouldn’t be sitting here; we’d be
-out looking up people who need shelter, food, cheer.
-As it is I’m not bothering my head about them. I
-pay others to do that—Carroll hands me a list of organizations
-he considers worthy of assistance and all
-I do is to sign the checks—ought to be ashamed of
-myself, oughtn’t I?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, now, Mills,” Lindley laughed pleasantly,
-“that’s a matter I leave to your own conscience.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you oughtn’t to! It’s your duty to tell me<span class="pagenum" id="Page_139">[139]</span>
-that instead of riding up to a comfortable club today
-to eat luncheon with a couple of bankers I ought first
-to be sure that every man, woman and child in the
-community is clothed and fed and happy.”</p>
-
-<p>“What would you do if I did?” Lindley demanded,
-bending forward and regarding Mills fixedly.</p>
-
-<p>“I’d tell you to go to the Devil!”</p>
-
-<p>“There you are!” cried Lindley with a gesture of
-resignation. “You know your duty to your neighbor
-as well as I do. The affair isn’t between you and me,
-after all, my dear friend—it’s between you and God!”</p>
-
-<p>“God?” Mills repeated the word soberly, his eyes
-turning to the window and the picture it framed, of a
-sky blurred by the smoke of factory chimneys. “I
-wonder——” he added, half to himself.</p>
-
-<p>Lindley was puzzled and embarrassed, uncertain
-whether to try to explain himself further. His intuitions
-were keen and in his attempt to adjust himself
-to a new phase of Mills’s character he groped for an
-explanation of the man’s surprising utterances. There
-had been something a little wistful in Mills’s use of
-the word <i>God</i>. Lindley was sincerely eager to help
-where help was needed, but as he debated whether Mills
-really had disclosed any need that he could satisfy,
-Mills ended the matter by saying a little wearily:</p>
-
-<p>“What was it you wanted to see me about, Lindley?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s about the Mills memorial window in St. Barnabas;
-the transept wall’s settled lately and pulled the
-window out of plumb. Some of the panels are loose.
-The excavations for the new building across the alley
-caused the disturbance. Now that the building’s up
-we’ll hope the worst is over. That’s one of the finest
-windows in the West. The figure of our Lord feeding
-the multitude is beautifully conceived. I had Freeman<span class="pagenum" id="Page_140">[140]</span>
-look at it and he says we’ll have to get an expert out
-from New York to take care of it properly. The
-vestry’s hard up as usual, but I felt sure you’d want us
-to have the job well done——”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly, Lindley. Go ahead and send me the
-bill. Of course I’m glad to take care of it.”</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>Mills was himself again. The mention of the Mills
-memorial window had touched his pride. The window
-not only symbolized the miraculous powers of Jesus,
-but quite concretely it visualized for the congregation
-of St. Barnabas the solid worth and continuity of the
-house of Mills.</p>
-
-<p>He detained Lindley, gave him a chance to tell a
-story, made sure before he permitted him to go that
-the minister had not been wounded by anything he had
-said. He had come out pretty well in his talk with
-the minister; it did no harm to ruffle the complacency
-of a man like Lindley occasionally. But he wanted
-to guard against a return of the vexatious thoughts
-with which the day had begun.</p>
-
-<p>A ride would set him up and he would find some
-cheerful companions to join him at the farm. Usually
-he planned his parties ahead, but the day was too fine
-to let pass. He rang for Carroll, his spirits already
-mounting at the thought of escaping from town.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe I’ll run out to Deer Trail this afternoon.
-I’ll ask some people who like to ride to join me. Will
-you call Mrs. Freeman, Mrs. Torrence, Leila and Miss
-Harden? I’ll be glad to have you go if you can arrange
-it—I’ll leave it all to you. As to men, try Doctor
-Armstrong, Mr. Turner, Ralph Burton—say that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_141">[141]</span>
-I’ll send machines to take them out unless they prefer
-using their own cars. You’ll look after that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; if Shep calls up tell him I’ll see him later
-about those battery plant matters. I want to talk to
-Fields first....”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I understand, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me see; this was the day Freeman was to meet
-me out there to look over the superintendent’s house.
-I’ve promised Jackson to make the addition he wants
-this fall. Freeman’s probably forgotten it—he has a
-genius for forgetting engagements, and I’d overlooked
-your memorandum till just now. Freeman hates a
-horse, but if he goes it will only take a few minutes to
-show him what’s wanted.”</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_142">[142]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER TEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Bruce was finding his association with Freeman increasingly
-agreeable. The architect, amusingly indifferent
-and careless as to small things, was delighted to
-find that his new subordinate was not afraid to assume
-responsibility and grateful that Bruce was shielding
-him from the constant pecking of persons who called
-or telephoned about trivial matters.</p>
-
-<p>“By the way, Storrs, can you run into the country
-this afternoon?” Freeman asked. “I promised Franklin
-Mills I’d meet him at his farm to look at the superintendent’s
-house. I’ve put him off several times and
-now that Brookville man’s coming in to talk house and
-I’ve got to see him. There’s not much to do but get
-data and make my apologies to Mills. Mrs. Freeman
-just called up to say she’s going out there to ride.
-Mills is having a party, so he’ll get through with you
-quickly. I don’t want him to think me indifferent
-about his work. He’s been a loyal client.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, certainly,” Bruce replied, reluctant to trouble
-Freeman by refusing, but not relishing another meeting
-with Mills.</p>
-
-<p>“Everybody knows where Deer Trail is—you’ll have
-no trouble finding it. I think he said he’d be there by<span class="pagenum" id="Page_143">[143]</span>
-two-thirty. Listen carefully to what he says, and I’ll
-take the matter up with him tomorrow. Now about
-the specifications for that Sterling house——”</p>
-
-<p>It was thus that Bruce found himself at Deer Trail
-Farm on the afternoon of the day that Mills was giving
-his riding party. Mills, with whom punctuality was a
-prime virtue, came down the steps in his riding clothes
-and good-naturedly accepted Bruce’s excuses in Freeman’s
-behalf.</p>
-
-<p>“Freeman’s a busy man, of course, and a job like
-this is a good deal of a nuisance. You can get the
-idea just as well. Can you ride a horse?”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce, whose eyes had noted with appreciation the
-horses that had been assembled in the driveway, said
-that he could.</p>
-
-<p>“All right, then; we’ll ride over. It’s nearly a mile
-and we’ll save time.”</p>
-
-<p>He let Bruce choose a horse for himself from a dozen
-or more thoroughbreds, watched him mount with critical
-but approving eyes, and they set off over a road
-that led back through the fields. Mills sat a horse
-well; he had always ridden, he explained as they traversed
-the well-made gravel road at a trot. Finding
-that Bruce knew something of the American saddle
-stocks, he compared various breeds, calling attention
-to the good points of the horses they were riding.</p>
-
-<p>When they reached the superintendent’s house Bruce
-found that what was required was an extension that
-would provide the family with additional sleeping
-rooms. He took measurements, made notes, suggested
-a few difficulties, and in reply to Mills’s questions expressed
-his belief that the addition could be made without
-spoiling the appearance of the house.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose I really ought to tear it down and build
-a new house, but this hundred acres right here has been<span class="pagenum" id="Page_144">[144]</span>
-in my family a long time and the place has associations.
-I hate to destroy it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can understand that,” said Bruce, busy with his
-notebook. “I think I have all the data Mr. Freeman
-will need, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>As they rode back Mills talked affably of the country;
-spoke of the history and traditions of the neighborhood,
-and the sturdy character of the pioneers who
-had settled the region.</p>
-
-<p>“I used to think sometimes of moving East—settling
-somewhere around New York. But I’ve never been
-able to bring myself to it. This is my own country
-right here. Over there—you notice that timber?—well,
-I’ll never cut that. This whole region was forest
-in the early days. I’ve kept that strip of woodland
-as a reminder of the men who broke through the wilderness
-with nothing but their rifles and axes.”</p>
-
-<p>“They were a great race,” Bruce remarked....</p>
-
-<p>Mills called attention to a young orchard he had
-lately planted, and to his conservatories, where he
-amused himself, he said, trying to produce a new rose.</p>
-
-<p>“Won’t you stay and join in the ride?” he asked as
-they dismounted. “I can fit you out with breeches
-and puttees. I’d be delighted to have you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks, but I must get into town,” Bruce replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, if you must! Please don’t let Freeman go
-to sleep on this job!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce, glad that his duty had been performed so
-easily, was starting toward his car when a familiar
-voice hailed him from the broad pillared veranda.</p>
-
-<p>“Why the hurry? Aren’t you in this party?”</p>
-
-<p>He swung round to find Millicent Harden, dressed
-for the saddle, standing at the edge of the veranda a
-little apart from the animated group of Mills’s other
-guests. As he walked toward her she came down the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_145">[145]</span>
-steps to meet him. The towering white pillars made
-a fitting frame for her. Here, as in the library of her
-own house, the ample background served to emphasize
-her pictorial effectiveness. Her eyes shone with happy
-expectancy.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care if you are here on business, you
-shouldn’t be running away! On a day like this nobody
-should be in town.”</p>
-
-<p>“Somebody has to work in this world. How are
-the organ and the noble knight?”</p>
-
-<p>“Both would be glad to welcome you. Leila’s growing
-superstitious about you; she says you’re always
-saving her life. Oh, she confessed everything about
-last night!—how you ministered to her and set her on
-her father’s doorstep in fine shape. And she’s going
-to be a good girl now. We must see that she is!”</p>
-
-<p>At this moment Leila detached herself from the
-company on the veranda and called his attention to the
-fact that Mrs. Freeman was trying to bow to him.
-Mills, who had been discussing the fitness of one of
-the horses with his superintendent, announced that he
-was ready to start.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you were coming along,” said Leila; “there’s
-scads of horses. We’d all adore having you!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d adore coming!” Bruce answered. “But I’ve
-really got to skip.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell Dada to ask you another time. Dada isn’t
-at all bad when you know him, is he, Millie?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, one learns to tolerate him!” said Millicent
-teasingly.</p>
-
-<p>“You might like driving through the farm—good
-road all the way from that tall elm down there,” suggested
-Leila, “and it takes you through our woods.
-The maples are putting on their pink bonnets. There’s
-a winding stretch over yonder that’s a little wild, but<span class="pagenum" id="Page_146">[146]</span>
-it’s interesting, and you can’t get lost. It would be a
-shame to dash back to town without seeing something
-of this gorgeous day!”</p>
-
-<p>“All right, thanks; I’ll try it,” said Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>With his roadster in motion he wondered dejectedly
-whether there was any way of remaining in the town
-and yet avoiding Franklin Mills and his family. But
-the sight of Millicent had heartened him. The glowing
-woodlands were brighter for his words with her. He
-wished he might have taken her away from Mills and
-his party and ridden alone with her in the golden haze
-of the loveliest of autumn afternoons....</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly when he was beyond the Deer Trail boundaries
-and running along slowly he came upon a car
-drawn up close to the stake-and-rider fence that enclosed
-a strip of woodland. His quiet approach over
-the soft winding road had not been noted by the two
-occupants of the car, a man and a woman.</p>
-
-<p>Two lovers, presumably, who had sought a lonely
-spot where they were unlikely to be observed, and
-Bruce was about to speed his car past them when the
-woman lifted her head with an involuntary cry of surprise
-that caused him, quite as involuntarily, to turn his
-gaze upon her. It was Constance Mills; her companion
-was George Whitford.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello, there!” Whitford cried, and Bruce stopped
-his car and got out. “Mrs. Mills and I are out looking
-at the scenery. We started for the Faraway Club, but
-lost interest.”</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t this a heavenly day?” remarked Mrs. Mills
-with entire serenity. “George and I have been talking
-poetry—an ideal time for it!” She held up a book.
-“Yeats—he’s so marvelous! Where on earth are you
-wandering to?”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_147">[147]</span>“I’ve been to Deer Trail—a little errand with Mr.
-Mills for my boss.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, is Mr. Mills at the farm? What is it—a
-party?” she asked carelessly.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Miss Mills, Miss Harden, Mrs. Torrence and
-Mrs. Freeman are there to ride—I didn’t make them
-all out.”</p>
-
-<p>“It sounds quite gay,” she said languidly. “I’ve
-thought a lot about our talk yesterday. You evidently
-delivered Leila home without trouble. It was awfully
-sweet of you, I’m sure. I don’t believe we’ll go in to
-the farm, George. I think a crowd of people would
-bore me today, and we must get back to town.”</p>
-
-<p>Whitford started his car, and as they moved away
-Constance leaned out and smiled and waved her hand.
-Bruce stood for a moment gazing after them, deep in
-thought. Constance Mills, he decided, was really a
-very clever woman.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>After his visit to Deer Trail Farm Bruce found himself
-in a cynical humor with reference to his own life
-and the lives of the people with whom he had lately
-come in contact. Nothing was substantial or definite.
-He read prodigiously—poetry and philosophy, and the
-latest discussions of the problems of the time; caught
-in these an occasional gleam. It seemed centuries ago
-that he had walked in the Valley of the Shadow in
-France. The tragedy of war seemed as nothing
-weighed against the tragedy of his own life.</p>
-
-<p>Why had she told him? was a question he despairingly
-asked himself. His mother had had no right to
-go out of the world leaving him to carry the burden
-her confession had laid upon him. Then again, with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_148">[148]</span>
-a quickening of his old affection for her, he felt that
-some motive, too fine and high for his understanding,
-had impelled her to the revelation....</p>
-
-<p>He had settled himself to read one evening when
-Henderson, always unexpected in his manifestations
-of sociability, dropped in at his apartment.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybelle’s at Shep Mills’s rehearsing in a new
-Dramatic Club show, so I romped up here hoping to
-catch you in. I guessed you’d be here laughing heartily
-all to yourself. I’ve cut the booze; honest I have.
-My bootlegger strolled in today, but I kissed him good-bye
-forever. So don’t offer me any licker; my noble
-resolution isn’t so strong that I mightn’t yield to a
-whisper from the devil.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re safe! There’s nothing stronger on the
-premises than a tooth wash warranted not to remove
-the enamel.”</p>
-
-<p>Henderson picked up the book Bruce had been reading,
-“A World in Need of God,” and ran his eye over
-the chapter headings.</p>
-
-<p>“‘The Unlit Lamp,’ ‘The Descent Perilous,’ ‘Untended
-Altars’—so you’ve got it too, have you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got the book, if that’s what you mean,” Bruce
-replied. “I paid two dollars for it. It’s a gloomy
-work; no wonder the author put it out anonymously.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a best seller,” Henderson replied mournfully
-as he seated himself and drew out his pipe. “The
-world is nervous about itself—doesn’t know whether
-to repent and be good or stroll right along to the fiery
-pit. Under my stoical exterior, Bruce, old boy, I
-trouble a good deal about the silly human race. That
-phrase, ‘The Descent Perilous,’ gives me a chill. If
-I’d edited that book I’d have made it ‘The Road to
-Hell is Easy’ and drawn a stirring picture of the universe
-returning to chaos to the music of jazzy bands.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_149">[149]</span>
-People seem anxious to be caught all lit up when our
-little planet jumps the track and runs amuck. But
-there really are a few imbeciles, like the chap who produced
-that book, who’re troubled about the whole business.
-We all think we’re playing comedy rôles, but if
-we’d just take a good square look at ourselves in the
-mirror we’d see that we’re made up for tragedy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Lordy! Hear the boy talk! If I’d known you
-were coming I’d have hidden the book.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s a joke! I’ve been in several prosperous
-homes lately where I got a glimpse of that joyous work
-stuck under the sofa pillows. Everybody’s afraid to
-be caught with it—afraid it points to a state of panic
-in the purchaser. It’s the kind of thing folks read and
-know it’s all true, and get so low in their minds they
-pull the old black bottle from its hiding place and seek
-alcoholic oblivion.”</p>
-
-<p>“I bought the thing as a matter of business. If all
-creation’s going to shoot the chutes I want to be prepared.
-It’s silly for me to get all set to build houses
-for people if the world’s coming to an end.”</p>
-
-<p>“By Jove, when the crash comes I’m going to be
-stuck with a lot of Plantagenets!”</p>
-
-<p>“But this chap thinks the world can be saved! He
-says in the mad rush to find some joy in life we’re forgetting
-God. The spiritual spark growing dim—all
-that sort of thing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Um-m.” Henderson took the pipe from his mouth
-and peered into the bowl. “Now on this spiritual dope,
-I’m a sinner—chock full of sin, original and acquired.
-I haven’t been to church since my wedding except to a
-couple of funerals—relations where I couldn’t dodge
-the last sad rites. Cheerless, this death stuff; sort o’
-brings you up with a jerk when you think of it. Most
-of us these days are frantically trying to forget man’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_150">[150]</span>
-inevitable destiny by running as wild as we dare—blindfolded.
-It isn’t fashionable to be serious about
-anything. I tell you, my boy, I could count on the
-fingers of one hand all the people I know who ever
-take a good square look at life.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, not as bad as that!” said Bruce, surprised at
-Henderson’s unwonted earnestness. “There must be a
-lot of people who are troubled about the state of their
-souls—who have some sort of ideals but are ashamed to
-haul them out!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ashamed is the word!” Henderson affirmed. “We’re
-afraid of being kidded if anybody sneaks up on us and
-catches us admiring the Ten Commandments or practicing
-the Christian virtues! Now I know the rattle of
-all the skeletons in all the closets in this town. If they
-all took a notion to trot up and down our main thoroughfares
-some moonlit evening they’d make quite a
-parade. You understand I’m not sitting in judgment
-on my fellow man; I merely view him at times like this,
-when I’m addressing a man of intellect like you, with
-a certain cheerful detachment. And I see things going
-on—and I take part in them—that I deplore. I swear I
-deplore them; particularly,” he went on with a grim
-smile, “on days when I’m suffering from a severe case
-of hang-overitis.”</p>
-
-<p>“You must have been on a roaring tear last night.
-You have all the depressing symptoms.”</p>
-
-<p>“A cruel injustice! I’m never terribly wicked. I
-drink more than I need at times and I flirt occasionally
-to keep my hand in. Maybelle doesn’t mind if I wander
-a little, but when she whistles I’m right back at
-my own fireside pretending nothing happened.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll wager you do!” laughed Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“Right now,” Henderson went on, “I can see a few
-people we both know who are bound to come a cropper<span class="pagenum" id="Page_151">[151]</span>
-if they don’t mind their steps. There’s Connie
-Mills. Not a bad sort, Connie, but a little bit too afraid
-she isn’t having as much fun as she’s entitled to. And
-Shep—the most high-minded, unselfish fellow I know—he,
-poor nut, just perishing for somebody to love him!”</p>
-
-<p>“What sort of a chap’s George Whitford?” Bruce
-asked.</p>
-
-<p>“First class,” Bud answered promptly. “A real fellow;
-about the best we’ve got. Something of the soldier
-of fortune about him. A variety of talents; brilliant
-streak in him. Why do you ask? George getting
-on your preserves?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lord, no! I was just wondering whether you’d
-knock him. I like him myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, nearly everyone does. He appeals to the
-imagination. Just a little too keen about women, however,
-for his own good.”</p>
-
-<p>A buzzer sounded and Bruce went to the telephone
-by which visitors announced themselves from the hall
-below.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Carroll? Certainly; come right up!”</p>
-
-<p>“Carroll? Didn’t know you were so chummy with
-him,” Henderson grumbled, not pleased by the interruption.</p>
-
-<p>“I run into him at the club occasionally. He’s been
-threatening to drop in some evening. Seems to be a
-nice chap.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, Carroll’s all right!” Bud grinned. “We
-might proceed with our discussion of the Millses.
-Arthur ought to know a few merry facts not disclosed
-to the general public. He wears the mask of meekness,
-but that’s purely secretarial, so to speak.”</p>
-
-<p>Carroll, having reached the apartment, at once began
-bantering Henderson about the Plantagenet Bud had
-lately sold him.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_152">[152]</span>“I’m another Plantag victim,” said Bruce. “Bud’s
-conscience is hurting him; he’s moaning over the general
-depravity of the world.”</p>
-
-<p>“He should worry!” said Carroll. “The Plantagenet’s
-shaken my faith in Heaven.”</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>Carroll, Bruce knew, was a popular man in town,
-no doubt deriving special consideration from his association
-with Mills. His name was written into local
-history almost as far back as that of the Mills family.
-In giving up the law to become Mills’s right-hand man
-it was assumed that he had done so merely for the
-benefit to be derived from contact with a man of Mills’s
-importance. He dabbled somewhat in politics, possibly,
-it was said, that he might be in a position to serve
-Mills when necessary in frustrating any evil designs of
-the State or the municipal government upon Mills’s
-interests.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce had wondered a little when Carroll intimated
-his purpose to look him up; he had even speculated as
-to whether Mills might not have prompted this demonstration
-of friendliness for some purpose of his own.
-But Carroll bore all the marks of a gentleman; he was
-socially in demand and it was grossly ungenerous to
-think that his call had any motive beyond a wish to be
-courteous to a new member of the community.</p>
-
-<p>Carroll was tall and slender, with light brown hair
-and deep-set blue eyes. His clean-shaven face was
-rather deeply lined for a man of his years; there was
-something of the air of a student about him. But
-when he spoke it was in the crisp, incisive tones of
-an executive. A second glance at his eyes discovered
-hints of reserve strength. Serving an exacting man<span class="pagenum" id="Page_153">[153]</span>
-had not destroyed his independence and self-respect.
-On the whole a person who knew what he was about,
-endowed with brains and not easily to be trampled upon
-or driven.</p>
-
-<p>“You mustn’t let Bud fool you about our home town.
-Most anything he says is bound to be wrong; it’s temperamental
-with him. But you know him of old; I
-needn’t tell you what a scoundrel he is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly not! You can’t room with a man for
-four years without knowing all his weaknesses.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I certainly know all yours,” Henderson retorted.
-“But he isn’t a bad fellow, Arthur. We must
-marry him off and settle him in life. I already see
-several good chances to plant him.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’d better let Maybelle do that,” replied Carroll.
-“Your judgment in such delicate matters can’t
-be trusted.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps I’d better leave the room while you make a
-choice for me,” said Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“What would you think of Leila Mills as a fitting
-mate for him?” asked Henderson.</p>
-
-<p>“Excellent,” Carroll affirmed. “It’s about time Leila
-was married. You’ve met Miss Mills, haven’t you,
-Storrs?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; several times,” said Bruce. He suspected Bud
-of turning the conversation upon Leila merely to gratify
-his passion for gossip.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you’ve got the first call, Arthur,” said
-Henderson with cheerful impudence. “The town is
-getting impatient waiting for you to show your
-hand.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sorry to keep my fellow citizens waiting,” Carroll
-replied. “Of course there are always Miss Mills’s
-wishes to consider.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, well, there <i>is</i> that! Bruce, with his known<span class="pagenum" id="Page_154">[154]</span>
-affection for the arts, may prefer the lovely Millicent.
-He’s not worth troubling about as a competitor. Well,
-I must skip back to Maybelle! Wait till I get downstairs
-before you begin knocking me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be in a rush,” said Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’ll go now!” said Bud as he lounged out. “I
-want you to have plenty of time to skin me properly!”</p>
-
-<p>“Bud’s a mighty good fellow,” said Carroll when
-they were alone. “He and Maybelle give a real tang
-to our social affairs. I suppose we have Bud to thank
-for bringing you here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, not altogether!” Bruce replied. “I was alone in
-the world and my home town hadn’t much to offer an
-architect.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your profession does need room. I was born right
-here and expect to be buried among my ancestors. Let
-me see—did I hear that you’re from the East?”</p>
-
-<p>The question on its face was courteously perfunctory;
-Mills would certainly not have done anything so
-clumsy, Bruce reflected, as to send Carroll to probe
-into his history.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m an Ohioan—born in Laconia,” he replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Not really! I have an uncle and some cousins there.
-Just today we had a letter at the office from Laconia,
-an inquiry about a snarl in the title to some property.
-Mr. Mills’s father—of the same name—once had some
-interests there—a stave factory, I think it was. Long
-before your day, of course. He bought some land
-near the plant—the Millses have always gone in strong
-for real estate—thinking he might need it if the business
-developed. Mr. Mills was there for a while as a
-young man. Suppose he didn’t like the business, and
-his father sold out. I was there a year ago visiting
-my relations and I met some Bruces—Miss Carolyn
-Bruce—awfully jolly girl—related to you?”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_155">[155]</span>“My cousin. Bruce was my mother’s name.”</p>
-
-<p>“The old saying about the smallness of the world!
-Splendid girl—not married yet?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not when I heard from her last week.”</p>
-
-<p>“We might drive over there sometime next spring
-and see her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fine. Carolyn was always a great pal of mine.
-Laconia’s a sociable town. Everybody knows everybody
-else; it’s like a big family. We can’t laugh so
-gaily at the small towns; they’ve got a lot that’s mighty
-fine. I sometimes think our social and political regeneration
-has got to begin with the small units.”</p>
-
-<p>“I say that sometimes to Mr. Mills,” Carroll continued.
-“But he’s of the old ultra-conservative school;
-a pessimist as to the future, or pretends to be. He
-really sees most things pretty straight. But men of
-his sort hate the idea of change. They prefer things
-as they are.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think we all want the changes to come slowly—gradual
-evolution socially and politically,” Bruce ventured.
-“That’s the only safe way. The great business
-of the world is to find happiness—get rid of misery
-and violence and hatred. I’m for everything that
-moves toward that end.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m with you there,” Carroll replied quickly.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce’s liking for Carroll increased. Mills’s secretary
-was not only an agreeable companion but he expressed
-views on many questions that showed knowledge
-and sound reasoning. He referred to Mills now
-and then, always with respect but never with any trace
-of subserviency. Bruce, now that his fear had passed,
-was deriving a degree of courage merely from talking
-with Carroll. Carroll, in daily contact with Mills, evidently
-was not afraid of him. And what had he,
-Bruce Storrs, to fear from Franklin Mills? There<span class="pagenum" id="Page_156">[156]</span>
-could not have been any scandal about Mills’s affair
-with his mother or she herself would probably have
-mentioned it; or more likely she would never have told
-him her story. Carroll’s visit was reassuring every
-way that Bruce considered it.</p>
-
-<p>“I got a glimpse of you at Deer Trail the other day,”
-Carroll was saying. “You were there about the superintendent’s
-house—Mr. Mills spoke of you afterward—said
-you seemed to know your business. He’s not so
-hard to please as many people think—only”—Carroll
-smiled—“it’s always safer to do things his way.”</p>
-
-<p>“I imagine it is!” Bruce assented.</p>
-
-<p>Carroll remained until the clock on the mantel
-chimed twelve.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you’ve enjoyed this as much as I have!” he
-said. “If there’s anything I can do for you, give me
-a ring. Mr. Mills is a regular client of Freeman’s.
-We’ll doubtless meet in a business way from time to
-time.”</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_157">[157]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER ELEVEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>On a Sunday afternoon a fortnight later Bruce,
-having been reproved by Dale Freeman for his recent
-neglect of her, drove to the architect’s house. He had
-hoped to see Millicent there and was disappointed not
-to find her.</p>
-
-<p>“You expected to see someone in particular!” said
-Dale. “I can tell by the roving look in your eye.”</p>
-
-<p>“I was merely resenting the presence of these other
-people. My eyes are for you alone!”</p>
-
-<p>“What a satisfactory boy you are! But it was Millicent,
-wasn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lady, lady! You’re positively psychic! Do you
-also tell fortunes?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s easy to tell yours! I see a beautiful blonde in
-your life! Sorry I can’t produce Millie today. She’s
-not crazy about my Sunday parties; she hates a crowd.
-I must arrange something small for you two. You
-must meet that girl who just came in alone—the one
-in the enchanting black gown. She’s a Miss Abrams,
-a Jewess, very cultivated—lovely voice.”</p>
-
-<p>The rooms were soon crowded. Bruce was still talking
-to Miss Abrams when he caught sight of Shepherd
-and Constance Mills, who had drifted in with Fred<span class="pagenum" id="Page_158">[158]</span>
-Thomas. A young man with a flowing tie and melancholy
-dark eyes claimed Miss Abrams’s attention
-and Bruce turned to find Shepherd at his elbow.</p>
-
-<p>“Just the man I wanted to see!” Shepherd exclaimed.
-“Let’s find a place where we can talk.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so easy to find!” said Bruce. However, he led
-the way to Freeman’s den, which had not been invaded,
-wondering what Franklin Mills’s son could have to
-say to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Do pardon me for cornering you this way,” Shepherd
-began. “I looked for you several days at the
-club, but you didn’t show up.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve been too busy to go up there for luncheon,”
-Bruce replied. “You could always get track of me at
-the office.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, but this was—is—rather confidential for the
-present.” Shepherd, clasping and unclasping his hands
-in an attempt to gain composure, now bent forward in
-his chair and addressed Bruce with a businesslike air.
-“What I want to talk to you about is that clubhouse
-for our workmen. You know I mentioned it some
-time ago?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I remember,” Bruce replied, surprised that
-Shepherd still had the matter on his mind.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s troubled me a good deal,” said Shepherd, with
-the earnestness that always increased his stammering.
-“I’ve felt that there’s a duty—a real duty and an opportunity
-there. You know how it is when you get a
-thing in your head you can’t get rid of—can’t argue
-yourself out of?”</p>
-
-<p>“Those perplexities are annoying. I’d assumed that
-you’d given the thing up.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I thought I had! But I’m determined now
-to go on. There’s a piece of land I can get that’s just
-the thing. That neighborhood is so isolated—the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_159">[159]</span>
-people have no amusements unless they come to town.
-I’d like to go ahead so they can have some use of the
-house this winter.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce nodded his sympathy with the idea.</p>
-
-<p>“Now since I talked with you I’ve found some pictures
-of such houses. I’ve got ’em here.” He drew
-from his pocket some pages torn from magazines. “I
-think we might spend a little more money than I thought
-at first would be available. We might go thirty thousand
-to get about what’s in this house I’ve marked
-with a pencil.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce scrutinized the pictures and glanced over the
-explanatory text.</p>
-
-<p>“The idea seems to be well worked out. There are
-many such clubhouses scattered over the country.
-You’d want the reading room and the play room for
-children and all those features?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; and I like the idea of a comfortable sitting-room
-where the women can gather and do their sewing
-and that sort of thing. And I’d like you to do this
-for me—begin getting up the plans right away.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd’s tone was eager; his eyes were bright with
-excitement.</p>
-
-<p>“But, Mr. Mills, I can hardly do that! I’m really
-only a subordinate in Mr. Freeman’s office. It would
-be hardly square for me to take the commission—at
-least not without his consent.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd, who had not thought of this, frowned in
-his perplexity. Since his talk with Constance he had
-been anxious to get the work started before his father
-heard of it; and he had been hoping to run into Bruce
-somewhere to avoid visiting Freeman’s office. He felt
-that if he had an architect who sympathized with the
-idea everything would be simplified. His father and
-Freeman met frequently, and Freeman, blunt and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_160">[160]</span>
-direct, was not a man who would connive at the construction
-of a building, in which presumably Franklin
-Mills was interested, without Mills’s knowledge.</p>
-
-<p>His sensitive face so clearly indicated his disappointment
-that Bruce, not knowing what lay behind
-this unexpected revival of the clubhouse plan, said,
-with every wish to be kind:</p>
-
-<p>“Very likely Mr. Freeman would be glad to let me
-do the work—but I’d rather you asked him. I’d hate
-to have him think I was going behind his back to take
-a job. You can understand how I’d feel about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hadn’t thought of that at all!” said Shepherd sincerely.
-“And of course I respect your feeling.” Then
-with a little toss of the head and a gesture that expressed
-his desire to be entirely frank, he added: “You
-understand I’m doing this on my own hook. I think
-I told you my father thought it unwise for the battery
-company to do it. But I’m going ahead on my own
-responsibility—with my own money.”</p>
-
-<p>“I see,” said Bruce. “It’s fine of you to want to
-do it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve <i>got</i> to do it!” said Shepherd, slapping his hand
-on his knee. “And of course my father and the company
-being out of it, it’s no one’s concern but my own!”</p>
-
-<p>The door was open. Connie Mills’s laugh for a
-moment rose above the blur of talk in the adjoining
-rooms. Shepherd’s head lifted and his lips tightened
-as though he gained confidence from his wife’s propinquity.
-Mrs. Freeman appeared at the door, demanding
-to know if they wanted tea, and noting their
-absorption withdrew without waiting for an answer.</p>
-
-<p>It was clear enough that Shepherd meant to put the
-scheme through without his father’s consent, even in
-defiance of his wishes. The idea had become an obsession
-with the young man; but his sincere wish to promote<span class="pagenum" id="Page_161">[161]</span>
-the comfort and happiness of his employees spoke
-for so kind and generous a nature that Bruce shrank
-from wounding him. Seeing Bruce hesitate, Shepherd
-began to explain the sale of his trust stock to obtain
-the money, which only increased Bruce’s determination
-to have nothing to do with the matter.</p>
-
-<p>“Why don’t you take it up with Mr. Carroll?” Bruce
-suggested. “He might win your father over to your
-side.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I couldn’t do that! Carroll, you know, is
-bound to take father’s view of things. Father will be
-all right about it when it’s all done. Of course after
-the work starts he’ll know, so it won’t be a secret long.
-I’m going ahead as a little joke on him. I think
-he’ll be tickled to know I’ve got so much initiative!”</p>
-
-<p>He laughed in his quick, eager way, hoping that he
-had made this convincing. Bruce, from his observation
-of Franklin Mills, was not so sanguine as to the
-outcome. Mills would undoubtedly be very angry. On
-the face of it he would have a right to be. And one
-instinctively felt like shielding Shepherd Mills from his
-own folly.</p>
-
-<p>“If you really want my advice,” said Bruce after a
-moment’s deliberation, “I’d take a little more time to
-this. Before you could get your plans we’ll be having
-rough weather. I’d wait till spring, when you can develop
-your grounds and complete the whole thing at
-once. And it would be just as well to look around a
-bit—visit other cities and get the newest ideas.”</p>
-
-<p>“You think that? I supposed there’d be time to
-get the foundations in if I started right away.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wouldn’t risk it; in fact I think it would be a
-serious mistake.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you are probably right,” assented Shepherd,
-though reluctantly, and there was a plaintive note in his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_162">[162]</span>
-voice. “Thanks ever so much. I guess I’ll take your
-advice. I’ll let it go till spring.”</p>
-
-<p>“Damon and Pythias couldn’t look more brotherly!”
-Constance Mills stood at the doorway viewing them
-with her languid smile. “It peeves me a good deal,
-Mr. Storrs, that you prefer my husband’s society to
-mine.”</p>
-
-<p>“This is business, Connie,” Shepherd said. “We’ve
-just finished.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s say the party is just beginning,” said Bruce.
-“I was just coming out to look you up.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t believe it! But Leila just telephoned for
-us to come out to Deer Trail and bring any of Dale’s
-crowd who look amusing. That includes you, of
-course, Mr. Storrs. Everyone’s gone but Helen Torrence
-and Fred Thomas and Arthur Carroll. Mr. Mills
-is at the farm; it’s a fad of his to have Sunday supper
-in the country. Leila hates it and sent out an S. O. S.,
-so we can’t desert her. No, Mr. Storrs, you can’t
-duck! Millicent is there—that may add to the attractions!”</p>
-
-<p>This with a meaningful glance at Bruce prompted
-him to say that Miss Harden’s presence hardly diminished
-the attractions of the farm. There was real
-comedy in his inability to extricate himself from the
-net in which he constantly found himself enmeshed
-with the members of the house of Mills.</p>
-
-<p>In discussing who had a car and who hadn’t, Freeman
-said his machine was working badly, to which
-Shepherd replied that there was plenty of room in his
-limousine for the Freemans and any others who were
-carless.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Storrs will want to take his car,” said Constance.
-“He oughtn’t really to drive out alone——”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_163">[163]</span>“Not alone, certainly not!” Bruce replied. “I shall be
-honored if you will drive with me!”</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>“You didn’t mind?” asked Constance when Bruce
-got his car under way.</p>
-
-<p>“You mean do I mind driving you out? Please don’t
-make me say how great the pleasure is!”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re poking fun at me; you always do!”</p>
-
-<p>“Never! Why, if I followed my inclinations I’d
-come trotting up to your house every day. But it
-wouldn’t do. You know that!”</p>
-
-<p>“But I wouldn’t want you to do that—not unless
-you——”</p>
-
-<p>There was a bridge to cross and the pressure of
-traffic at the moment called for care in negotiating it.</p>
-
-<p>“What were you saying?” he asked as they turned
-off the brilliantly lighted boulevard. The town lay
-behind and they moved through open country.</p>
-
-<p>“You know,” she said, “I gave you the sign that I
-wanted to be friends. I had a feeling you knew I
-needed——”</p>
-
-<p>“What?” he demanded, curious as to the development
-of her technic.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, just a little attention! I’ve tried in every way
-to tell you that I’m horribly lonely.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you oughtn’t to be!” he said, vaguely conscious
-that they were repeating themselves.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I know what you think! You think I ought
-to be very content and happy. But happiness isn’t so
-easy! We don’t get it just by wishing.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it’s the hardest thing in the world to
-find,” he assented.</p>
-
-<p>It was now quite dark and the stars hung brilliant<span class="pagenum" id="Page_164">[164]</span>
-in the cloudless heavens. In her fur coat, with a smart
-toque to match, Constance had not before seemed so
-beguiling. His meeting with her in the lonely road with
-George Whitford and her evident wish not to be seen
-that day by Franklin Mills or the members of his riding
-party had rather shaken his first assumption that she
-could be classified as a harmless flirt. Tonight he didn’t
-care particularly. If Franklin Mills’s daughter-in-law
-wanted to flirt with him he was ready to meet her
-halfway.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s strange, but you know I’m not a bit afraid of
-you. And the other evening when the rest of us couldn’t
-do a thing with Leila she chose you to take her home.
-You have a way of inspiring confidence. Shep picks
-you out, when he hardly knows you, for confidential
-talks. I’ve been trying to analyze your—fascinations.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, come now! Your husband thought I might
-help him in a small perplexity—purely professional.
-Nothing to that! And your young sister-in-law was
-cross at the rest of you that day at Mrs. Torrence’s
-and out of pique chose me to take her home.”</p>
-
-<p>“But <i>I</i> trust you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe you shouldn’t!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that afternoon you caught me out here with
-Mr. Whitford I knew you wouldn’t tell on me. George
-was a trifle nervous about it. I told him you were
-the soul of discretion.”</p>
-
-<p>“But—I didn’t see you! I didn’t see you at all!
-I’m blind in both eyes and I can be deaf and dumb
-when necessary!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I knew you wouldn’t rush over town telling
-on me! It’s really not that! It’s because I knew you
-wouldn’t that I’m wondering what—<i>what</i>—it is that
-makes even your acquaintances feel that they can rely
-on you. You know you’re quite a wonderful person.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_165">[165]</span>
-Leila and Millicent were talking about you only yesterday.
-Not schoolgirl twaddle, but real appreciation!”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s consoling! I’m glad of their good opinion.
-But you—what did <i>you</i> say?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I said I thought you were disagreeable and conceited
-and generally unpleasant!” She turned toward
-him with her indolent laugh. “You <i>know</i> I wouldn’t
-say anything unkind of you.” This in so low a tone
-that it was necessary for him to bend his head to hear.
-His cheek touched the furry edge of her hat thrillingly.</p>
-
-<p>“It seems strange, our being together this way,” she
-said. “I wish we hadn’t a destination. I’d like to go
-right on—and on——”</p>
-
-<p>“That would be all right as long as the gas held out!”</p>
-
-<p>“You refuse to take me seriously!”</p>
-
-<p>“I seem doomed to say the wrong thing to you!
-You’ll have to teach me how to act and what to say.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I’d rather be the pupil! There are many things
-you could teach me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Such as——”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s always love!” she replied softly, lingering
-upon the word; and again it was necessary to bend down
-to hear. She lifted her face; he felt rather than saw
-her eyes meeting his. Her breath, for a fleeting instant
-on his cheek, caused him to give hurried consideration
-to the ancient question whether a woman who is
-willing should be kissed or whether delicate ethical
-questions should outweigh the desirability of the kiss
-prospective. He kissed her—first tentatively on the
-cheek and then more ardently on the lips. She made
-no protest; he offered no apology. Both were silent
-for some time. When she spoke it was to say, with
-serene irrelevance:</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_166">[166]</span>“How smoothly your car runs! It increases my
-respect for the Plantagenet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s very satisfactory; some of Bud’s claims for
-it are really true!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce was relieved; but he was equally perplexed.
-It was an ungallant assumption that any man might,
-in like circumstances, kiss Constance Mills. On the
-other hand it eased his conscience to find that she evidently
-thought so little of it. She had been quite
-willing to be kissed.... She was a puzzling person,
-this young woman.</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>The Freemans and the others who had started with
-them had taken short cuts and were already at the
-house. They passed through an entry hall into a big
-square living-room. It was a fit residence for the
-owner of the encompassing acres and Bruce felt the
-presence of Franklin Mills before he saw him. This
-was the kind of thing Mills would like. The house was
-in keeping with the fertile land, the prize herds, the
-high-bred horses with which he amused himself.</p>
-
-<p>Mills welcomed the newcomers with a bluff heartiness,
-as though consciously or unconsciously he adopted
-a different tone in the country and wished to appear
-the unobtrusive but hospitable lord of the manor. Leila
-joined him as he talked a moment to Constance and
-Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“You see you can’t dodge me! Awfully glad you
-came. Millie’s here somewhere and I think old Bud
-Henderson will drop in later.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’ll be supper pretty soon,” said Mills. “We’re
-just waiting for everybody to get here. I think you
-know everyone. It’s a pleasure to see you here, Mr.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_167">[167]</span>
-Storrs. Please make yourself at home. Constance,
-see that Mr. Storrs has a cocktail.”</p>
-
-<p>The members of the company gathered about the
-fire began twitting Constance and Bruce about the
-length of time it had taken them to drive out. They
-demanded to know what Connie had talked to him
-about. He answered them in kind, appealing to Constance
-to confirm his assertion that they had taken the
-most expeditious route. They had discussed the political
-conditions in Poland, he declared.</p>
-
-<p>“Come with me,” said Mrs. Torrence, drawing him
-away. “I want to talk to you! I’m sorry things happened
-as they did on your first call. I don’t want you
-to get the idea that my house is a place where I pull
-nothing but rough parties! Please think better of me
-than that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Heavens, woman! Such a thought never entered
-my head! I’ve been thinking seriously of coming
-back! I need some more of your spiritual uplift!”</p>
-
-<p>“Good! There’s more of that Bourbon! But I
-wanted to say that I was sorry Leila came to my house
-as she did. That is a problem—not a serious problem,
-but the child needs a little curbing. She has one good
-friend—Millicent Harden—that tall, lovely girl standing
-over there. Do you know Millie?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; I’ve even played golf with her!”</p>
-
-<p>“My! You really have an eye! Well, you might
-come to call on me! I’m a trifle old to be a good playmate
-for you; but you might take me on as a sort of
-aunt—not too old to be unsympathetic with youth.
-When nothing better offers, look me up!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d been thinking seriously of falling in love with
-you! Nothing is holding me back but my natural
-diffidence!”</p>
-
-<p>She raised her hand warningly.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_168">[168]</span>“Go no further! I can see that you’ve been well
-trained. But it isn’t necessary to jolly me. I’m not
-half the fool I look. My self-respect didn’t want you
-to get the idea that I’m a wild woman. I was worried
-that evening about Leila—she has a heart of gold, but
-I don’t dare take any special interest in her for the
-absurd reason—what do you think?—I’ve been suspected
-of having designs on—our host!”</p>
-
-<p>She laughed merrily. Her mirth was of the infectious
-sort; Bruce laughed with her; one had to, even
-when the provocation was slight.</p>
-
-<p>“One doesn’t talk of one’s host,” she said with a
-deep sigh, “but I was talked about enough when I married
-Mr. Torrence; I’ll never try it again. But why
-am I taking you into my confidence? Merely that I
-want you to know my house isn’t a booze shop all the
-time! I’m going to keep my eye on you. If I see
-you wandering too close to the rifle pits, I’ll warn
-you! May I?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you may!” said Bruce, conscious of an
-honest friendliness in this proffer, but not at once finding
-words to express his appreciation. “Tell me, do I
-look as though I might be gassed?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know whether you’re susceptible or not.
-But I like you! I’m going to prove it by doing you
-a favor. Come with me!”</p>
-
-<p>The supper was a buffet affair and the butler was
-distributing plates and napkins. At one side of the
-room Franklin Mills was talking to Millicent. Bruce
-had glanced at them occasionally, thinking with
-a twinge how young Mills looked tonight, noting how
-easily he seemed to be holding the girl’s interest, not
-as a man much older but as a contemporary. And he
-had everything to offer—his unassailable social position
-and the wealth to support it. As he crossed the room<span class="pagenum" id="Page_169">[169]</span>
-beside Mrs. Torrence, accommodating his long stride
-to her pattering step, he saw a frown write itself fleetingly
-on Mills’s brow. Millicent—in a soft blue Jersey
-sport dress, with a felt hat of the same shade adorned
-with a brilliant pheasant’s wing—kept her eyes upon
-Mills until he had finished something he was saying.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s it all about?” demanded Mrs. Torrence,
-laying her hand upon Millicent’s arm. “We knew you
-two were talking of something confidential and important;
-that’s why we’re interrupting you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we’re discussing the horrors of Sunday—and
-whether it should be abolished!” said Millicent. “And
-Mr. Mills won’t be serious!”</p>
-
-<p>“Sunday’s always a hard day,” remarked Mrs. Torrence.
-“I’m always worn out trying to decide whether
-to go to church or stay at home.”</p>
-
-<p>“And today?” asked Mills.</p>
-
-<p>“I went! The sermon was most disagreeable. Doctor Lindley
-told us we all know our duty to God and
-can’t pretend that we don’t!”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that what he preached?” asked Mills with a
-vague smile. “What do you think of the proposition?”</p>
-
-<p>“The man’s right! But it doesn’t make me any
-happier to know it,” Mrs. Torrence replied. “Next
-Sunday I’ll stay in bed.”</p>
-
-<p>She took Mills away for the avowed purpose of
-asking his private counsel in spiritual matters.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t she nice?” said Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m bound to think so; she arranged this for me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Did she?” asked Millicent with feigned innocence.
-“She did it neatly!”</p>
-
-<p>“She promised to be my friend and then proved it,”
-Bruce said, and then added, “I’m not so sure our host
-quite liked being taken away.”</p>
-
-<p>“How foolish of you! He can always see me!” she<span class="pagenum" id="Page_170">[170]</span>
-replied indifferently. “Don’t scorn your food! It is
-of an exceeding goodness. Bring me up to date a little
-about yourself. Any more dark days?”</p>
-
-<p>“No-o-o.”</p>
-
-<p>She laughed at the prolongation of his denial.</p>
-
-<p>“Come now! I’m beginning to think I’m of no use
-to you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Right now I’m as happy as a little lark!” he declared.</p>
-
-<p>She had begun to suspect that he had known unhappiness.
-A love affair perhaps. Or it might have been
-the war that had taken something of the buoyancy of
-youth out of him. She was happy in the thought that
-she was able to help him. He was particularly responsive
-to a kind of humor she herself enjoyed, and they
-vied with each other in whimsical ridicule of the cubists
-in art and the symbolists in literature.</p>
-
-<p>... The guests were redistributing themselves and
-she suggested that he single out Leila for a little attention.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t have prejudices! There’s nothing in that,”
-she said.</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t a prejudice against Miss Mills!”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so formal! I’ll give you permission to call her
-Leila! She’ll like it!”</p>
-
-<p>“But you haven’t told me I might call you——”</p>
-
-<p>“Millicent let it be!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, little one, how’s your behavior!” demanded
-Leila when Bruce found her.</p>
-
-<p>“Bad!” Bruce replied in her own key.</p>
-
-<p>“My example, I suppose. I’ve heard that I’m a bad
-influence in the community. Let’s sit. You and I
-have got to have an understanding some day; why not
-now?”</p>
-
-<p>“All right, but don’t get too deep—Leila!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_171">[171]</span>“That’s good! I didn’t suppose you knew my name.
-Millie’s put you up to that.”</p>
-
-<p>“She did. I hope you like it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Intensely! Are you falling in love with Millie?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a secret. If I said I was, what would you
-say?”</p>
-
-<p>“Atta boy! But—I don’t think she is in love with
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your penetration does you credit! I had thought
-of her as perishing for the hour when I would again
-dawn upon her sight!”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re going good! Really, though, she admits
-that she likes you ever so much.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that the reason why you think she doesn’t love
-me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course! I’m in love myself. I’m simply wild
-about Freddy Thomas! But I’d die before I’d admit
-the awful fact to my dearest friend! That’s love!”</p>
-
-<p>“How about your Freddy? Is he aware of your
-infatuation?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the wonderful part. You see, it’s a secret.
-No one knows it but just Freddy and me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I see! You pretend to hate Freddy but really
-you love him?”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re a thinker! What would you say if I told
-you I had a cute little flask upstairs and asked you to
-meet me in the pantry and have a little nip just to celebrate
-this event? I had only one cocktail; my dearest
-Dada saw to that!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d meet you in the pantry and confiscate the flask!”</p>
-
-<p>She regarded him fixedly for a moment, and her tone
-and manner changed abruptly.</p>
-
-<p>“You know about life, people, things; I know you
-do! It’s in your eyes, and I’d know it if Millie
-hadn’t said so. Do you really think it is disgraceful<span class="pagenum" id="Page_172">[172]</span>
-for me to get—well, soused—as you’ve seen me several
-times? Dada and my aunts lecture me to death—and
-I hate it—but, well—what do you think?”</p>
-
-<p>Her gravity demanded kindness. He felt infinitely
-older; she seemed very like a child tonight—an impulsive,
-friendly child.</p>
-
-<p>“I think I’d cut it out. There’s no good in it—for
-you or anyone else.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll consider that,” she replied slowly; then suddenly
-restless, she suggested that they go into the long enclosed
-veranda that connected the house with the conservatories.</p>
-
-<p>As they walked back and forth—Leila in frivolous
-humor now—Bruce caught a glimpse of her father and
-Millicent just inside the conservatory door. They were
-talking earnestly. Evidently they had paused to conclude
-some matter they had been discussing before returning
-to the house. Millicent held three roses in her
-hand and lifted them occasionally to her face.</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>Still beset by uncertainties as to whether he would
-increase his chances of happiness by marrying again,
-Mills was wondering just how a man of his years could
-initiate a courtship with a girl of Millicent Harden’s
-age. It must be managed in such a way as to preserve
-his dignity—that must be preserved at all hazards.
-They had been walking through the conservatory aisles
-inspecting his roses, which were cultivated by an expert
-whose salary was a large item of the farm budget.
-Millicent was asking questions about the development
-of new floral types and he was answering painstakingly,
-pleased by her interest.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s unfortunate that the human species can’t be<span class="pagenum" id="Page_173">[173]</span>
-improved as easily. At least we don’t see our way to
-improving it,” he remarked.</p>
-
-<p>He had never thought her so beautiful as now; her
-charm was rather enhanced by her informal dress. It
-would be quite possible for him to love her, love her
-even with a young man’s ardor.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, patience, sir!” she smiled. “Evolution is still
-going on.”</p>
-
-<p>“Or going back! There’s our old quarrel!” he
-laughed. “We always seem to get into it. But your
-idea that we’re not creatures of chance—that there’s
-some unseen power back of everything we call life—that’s
-too much for me. I can understand Darwin—but
-you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Honestly, now, are you perfectly satisfied to go on
-thinking we’re all creatures of chance?”</p>
-
-<p>“Sometimes I am and then again I’m not!” he replied
-with a shrug. “I can’t quite understand why it
-is that with everything we have, money and the ability
-to amuse ourselves, we do at times inquire about that
-Something that never shows itself or gives us a word.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but He does!” She held up the three perfect
-roses Mills had plucked for her. “He shows Himself
-in all beautiful things. They’re all trying to tell us
-that the Something we can’t see or touch has a great
-deal to do with our lives.”</p>
-
-<p>“Millie,” he said in a tone of mock despair, tapping
-her hand lightly, “you’re an incorrigible mystic!”</p>
-
-<p>They were interrupted by a knock on the glass door,
-which swung open, disclosing Leila and Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Storrs and I are dying of curiosity! You’ve
-been talking here for ages!” cried Leila.</p>
-
-<p>“Millie’s been amusing herself at my expense,” said
-Mills. “Mr. Storrs, I wish you’d tell me sometime<span class="pagenum" id="Page_174">[174]</span>
-what Miss Harden means when she reaches into the
-infinite and brings down——”</p>
-
-<p>“Roses!” laughed Millicent.</p>
-
-
-<h3>V</h3>
-
-<p>His glimpse of Franklin Mills and Millicent at the
-conservatory door affected Bruce disagreeably. The
-fact that the two had been discussing impersonal matters
-did not lessen his resentment. Millicent with
-Mills’s roses in her hand; Mills courteously attentive,
-addressing the girl with what to Bruce was a lover-like
-air, had made a picture that greatly disturbed him.</p>
-
-<p>Very likely, with much this same air, with the same
-winning manner and voice, Mills had wooed his mother!
-He saw in Mills a sinister figure—a man who, having
-taken advantage of one woman, was not to be trusted
-with another. The pity he had at times felt for Mills
-went down before a wave of jealous anger and righteous
-indignation. The man was incapable of any true
-appreciation of Millicent; he was without wit or soul
-to penetrate to the pure depths of the girl’s nature.</p>
-
-<p>“You two are always talking about things I don’t
-understand!” Leila said to them; and led Bruce on
-through the conservatories, talking in her inconsequential
-fashion.</p>
-
-<p>When they returned to the house someone had begun
-playing old-fashioned games—blindman’s buff,
-drop the handkerchief and London Bridge. When these
-ceased to amuse, the rugs were cleared away and they
-danced to the phonograph. Mills encouraged and participated
-in all this as if anxious to show that he could
-be as young as the youngest. And what occasion could
-be more fitting than an evening in his handsome country<span class="pagenum" id="Page_175">[175]</span>
-house, with his children and their friends about
-him!</p>
-
-<p>With Millicent constantly before his eyes, entering
-zestfully into all these pleasures, Bruce recovered his
-tranquillity. For the thousandth time he convinced
-himself that he was not a weakling to suffer specters
-of the past and forebodings of the future to mar his
-life. He danced with Millicent; seized odd moments
-in which to talk to her; tried to believe that she had a
-particular smile for him....</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder if you’d drive me in?” asked Mrs. Torrence
-when the party began to break up.</p>
-
-<p>“I’d been counting on it!” said Bruce promptly.</p>
-
-<p>Constance came along and waived her rights to his
-escort, as she and Shepherd were taking the Freemans
-home.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe we’re a little better acquainted than we
-were,” she said meaningfully.</p>
-
-<p>“It seemed to me we made a little headway,” Bruce
-replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Come and see me soon! You never can tell when
-I’ll need a little consoling.”</p>
-
-<p>“That was a good party,” Mrs. Torrence began as
-Bruce got his car in motion. “Mr. Mills is two or
-three different men. Sometimes I think he consciously
-assumes a variety of rôles. He’s keen about this country
-gentleman stuff—unassuming grandeur and all that!
-But meet him out at dinner in town tomorrow night
-and you’d never think him capable of playing drop the
-handkerchief! Makes you wonder just which is the
-real Mills.”</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe we all lead two or three existences without
-knowing it,” Bruce remarked.</p>
-
-<p>“We do! We do, indeed!” the little woman cheerfully<span class="pagenum" id="Page_176">[176]</span>
-agreed. “All except me. I’m always just the
-same and too much of that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you always come up with a laugh and that
-helps. Please let me into the secret.”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear boy, I learned early in life to hide my tears.
-Nobody’s interested in a cry-baby. And minding my
-own business saves a lot of bother. I think I’ve
-acquired that noble trait!”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s genius!” exclaimed Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“But—in your case I may not do it! I like you, you
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Am I to believe that?” he asked seriously.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you’ll believe it. I offered at the beginning
-of the evening to be your friend until death do us part;
-I’ve done some thinking since. I do think occasionally,
-though you’d never guess it.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s an old trick of the world to be mistrustful of
-thinkers. I’ve suffered from it myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Listen to me, young man! I’ve got my eye on you.
-I suggested to Connie that it would be simpler for her
-to go in with Shep. I love Connie; she’s always been
-nice to me. But Connie’s not just a safe chum for
-you. Your fascinations might be a trifle too—too——”</p>
-
-<p>“Too,” he supplied mockingly, “much for me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be silly! Connie’s a young woman of charm,
-and she likes to use it. And you’re not without a little
-of the same ingredient. You may be nice and friendly
-with Connie—<i>and</i> Shep—but you mustn’t forget that
-there is Shep. Shep’s a nice, dear boy. I’m strong
-for Shepherd. I could cry when I see how much in
-love he is with Connie! And of course she doesn’t
-love him in any such way. She sort o’ mothers and
-pets him. She still has her grand love affair before
-her. Isn’t this nasty of me to be talking of her in
-this fashion! But I don’t want you to be the victim.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_177">[177]</span>
-One drive alone with her is enough for you in one
-evening!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but——”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, all the buts! We haven’t been talking of her
-at all! Aren’t the shadows of that tall tree interesting?”</p>
-
-<p>The shadows of the tall tree were not particularly
-interesting, but Bruce, speculating a little as to what
-Mrs. Torrence would say if she knew he had kissed
-Constance on the drive out, was guiltily glad that she
-had concluded what he felt to be a well-meant warning
-against getting in too deep with Mrs. Shepherd Mills.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve got a big future,” Mrs. Torrence remarked
-later. “Nothing’s going to spoil it. But socially, walk
-softly. This is a city of illusions. It’s the fashion to
-pretend that everybody’s awfully good. Of course
-everybody isn’t! But it’s better to fall in with the
-idea. I’m just giving you the hint. Take Franklin
-Mills for your model. Always know the right people
-and do the right thing. There’s a man who never
-sinned in all his life. You’re lucky to have caught his
-eye so soon! I saw him watching you tonight—with
-approval, I mean. He’s a man of power. I advise
-you to cultivate him a little.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my knowing him is just a matter of chance,”
-Bruce replied indifferently.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s the most interesting man in town and all the
-more so because he’s puzzling—not all on the surface.
-An unusual person. And to think he has a daughter
-like Leila and a son like Shep! I love them both;
-they’re so unlike him! You wouldn’t know them for
-the same breed. One couldn’t love <i>him</i>, you know;
-he’s far too selfish and self-satisfied for that!”</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_178">[178]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER TWELVE</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>As Bruce was driving past the Mills’s residence one
-evening several weeks later, Carroll hailed him. Mills,
-it appeared, had driven out with Carroll and the limousine
-waited at the curb to carry the secretary on home.
-Carroll asked Bruce whether he would go with him to
-a lecture at the art institute the following night; a
-famous painter was to speak and it promised to be an
-interesting occasion. Mills lingered while the young
-men arranged to meet at the club for dinner before the
-lecture, and Bruce was about to climb back into his
-car when Mills said detainingly:</p>
-
-<p>“Storrs, won’t you have pity on me? Carroll’s just
-refused to dine with me. My daughter’s going out and
-there’s just myself. Do you think you could stand it?”</p>
-
-<p>“The soil of the day is upon me!” said Bruce.
-“But——”</p>
-
-<p>He very much wished to refuse, but the invitation
-was cordially given, and taken by surprise, he was without
-a valid excuse for declining.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t need to dress and you may leave the moment
-you’re bored,” said Mills amiably.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry, but I’ve got to run,” said Carroll. “I’ll send
-your car right back, Mr. Mills. Thank you. I envy
-you two your quiet evening!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_179">[179]</span>Mills led the way upstairs, opened the door of one
-of the bedrooms and turned on the lights.</p>
-
-<p>“The room’s supposed to be in order—it’s my son’s
-old room. Ring if you don’t find what you want.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce closed the door and stared about him.</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd’s old room! It was a commodious chamber,
-handsomely furnished. The bath was a luxurious
-affair. As he drew off his coat Bruce’s mind turned
-back to his little room in the old frame house in Laconia;
-the snowy window draperies his mother always
-provided, and the other little tributes of her love, fashioned
-by her own hands, that adorned the room in
-which he had dreamed the long, long dreams of youth.
-Through the dormer windows he had heard the first
-bird song in the spring, and on stormy nights in winter
-had sunk to sleep to the north wind’s hoarse shout
-through the elms and maples in the yard.</p>
-
-<p>“My son’s room!” Franklin Mills had said carelessly
-as he turned away. The phrase still rang in Bruce’s
-ears. Mills could not know; he could not even suspect!
-No man would be callous enough to make such
-a remark if he believed he was uttering it to an unrecognized
-child of his own blood.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce laved his face and brushed his hair and went
-down the hall to the library where Mills had taken
-him on the memorable night they met in the storm.
-The portrait which had so disturbed Mills still hung in
-its place. Bruce turned his back on it and took up the
-evening newspapers.</p>
-
-<p>A maid appeared to say that Mr. Mills was answering
-a long-distance call, but would be free in a moment;
-and a little later the butler came in with a tray and
-began concocting a cocktail. While this was in
-preparation a low whistle from the door caused Bruce<span class="pagenum" id="Page_180">[180]</span>
-to glance round. Leila was peering at him, her head
-alone being visible.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought you were a burglar!” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce pointed to the servant, who was solemnly
-manipulating the shaker, and beckoned her to enter.</p>
-
-<p>“Briggs! You lied to me again!” she said severely
-as she swept into the room. “You told me there wasn’t
-a drop in the house!”</p>
-
-<p>“It was the truth, Miss Leila, when I told you,” the
-man replied gravely. “A friend of Mr. Mills left this
-at the door this morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe it! It was more likely a friend of
-mine. I say, little one, how do I look?”</p>
-
-<p>“Queenly,” Bruce replied. “If you were more beautiful
-my eyes couldn’t bear it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Cut it! Am I really all right?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d be ashamed if I didn’t know it!”</p>
-
-<p>“Good boy! You have a taste!”</p>
-
-<p>She was charming indeed in her evening gown, which
-he praised in ignorant terms that she might correct
-him. She remained standing, drawing on her gloves,
-and explaining that she was dining at the Tarletons and
-wasn’t highly edified at the prospect. Her going was
-a concession to her father. The Tarletons had a young
-guest whose grandfather had once been a business associate
-of her Grandfather Mills; hence she must sacrifice
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Dad’s keen about the old family stuff. Just look at
-those grand old relics up there.” She indicated the line
-of family portraits with a disdainful gesture. “I come
-in and make faces at them when I feel naughty. I
-can’t tell my grandfathers apart, and don’t want to!”</p>
-
-<p>“How lacking in piety!” said Bruce, who could have
-pointed out her Grandfather Mills! He bestowed a
-hasty glance at the portrait, satisfied that Leila at least<span class="pagenum" id="Page_181">[181]</span>
-would never detect her ancestor’s resemblance to himself.
-The servant, having sufficiently agitated the
-cocktails, withdrew. Leila, waiting till the door to the
-back stairs closed, began advancing with long steps
-and a rowdyish swagger toward the tray.</p>
-
-<p>“Alone with a cocktail! And I’m going to a dry
-party! Hist!” She bent her head toward the door,
-her hand to her ear. “What’s the Colonel doing?” she
-asked.</p>
-
-<p>“At the telephone; he’ll be here any minute.”</p>
-
-<p>“Quick! Fill that glass—that’s the good sport!”</p>
-
-<p>“Service for two only! You wouldn’t rob <i>me</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>“Please—I don’t want my gloves to reek of gin—please!”</p>
-
-<p>“You can’t touch that tray—you can’t touch that
-shaker! You’re hypnotized!” he declared solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, tush!” With a quick movement she tried to
-grasp the shaker; but he caught her hand, held it a
-moment, then let it fall to her side while he smiled into
-her bright, eager eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“In the name of all your ancestors I forbid you!”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>“You wouldn’t trust me with one?” she demanded,
-half defiant, half acquiescing.</p>
-
-<p>“Not tonight, when you’re meeting old family
-friends and all that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Pshaw!” She stamped her foot. “I can stop at
-half a dozen houses and get a drink——”</p>
-
-<p>“But you won’t; really you won’t!”</p>
-
-<p>“What’s it to you—why should you care?” she demanded,
-looking him straight in the eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Aren’t we friends?” he asked. “A friend wouldn’t
-give it to you. See! You don’t really want it at all—it
-was just an hallucination!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no!” she said, puckering her face and scowling<span class="pagenum" id="Page_182">[182]</span>
-her abhorrence of the idea while her eyes danced merrily.
-“I just <i>dreamed</i> I wanted it. Well, score one
-for you, old top! You’re even nicer than I thought
-you were!”</p>
-
-<p>“Leila, haven’t you <i>gone</i> yet?” exclaimed Mills, appearing
-suddenly in the room.</p>
-
-<p>“No, Dada! I was just kidding Bruce a little. Hope
-you have a nice dinner! Don’t be too solemn, and don’t
-scold your guest the way you do me. Yes, I’ve got my
-key and every little thing. Good-night. Come and see
-me sometime, Bruce.” She lifted her face for her
-father to kiss, paused in the doorway to shake her fist
-at Bruce and tripped down the hall singing.</p>
-
-<p>“Do pardon me for keeping you waiting,” said Mills.
-“I had a New York call and the connection was bad.
-Let’s see what we have here——”</p>
-
-<p>“Allow me, sir——”</p>
-
-<p>As Bruce gave the drinks a supplemental shake Mills
-inspected the two glasses, ostensibly to satisfy himself
-that the housekeeping staff had properly cared for
-them, but really, Bruce surmised, to see whether Leila
-had been tippling.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>When they went down to the dining-room Bruce
-found it less of an ordeal than he had expected to sit
-at Mills’s table. Mills was a social being; his courtesy
-was unfailing, and no doubt he was sincere in his expressions
-of gratitude to Bruce for sharing his meal.</p>
-
-<p>The table was lighted by four tapers in tall candlesticks
-of English silver. The centerpiece was a low
-bowl of pink roses, the product of the Deer Trail conservatories.
-Mills, in spite of his austere preferences
-in other respects, deferred to changing fashions in the
-furnishing of his table, to which he gave the smart<span class="pagenum" id="Page_183">[183]</span>
-touch of a sophisticated woman. It was a way of amusing
-himself, and he enjoyed the praise of the women
-who dined with him for his taste, the discrimination he
-exercised in picking up novelties in exclusive New York
-shops. Even when alone he enjoyed the contemplation
-of precious silver and crystal, and the old English china
-in which he specialized. He invited Bruce’s attention,
-as one connoisseur to another, to the graceful lines
-and colors of the water glasses—a recent acquisition.
-The food was excellent, but doubtless no better than
-Mills ate every night, whether he dined alone or with
-Leila. The courses were served unhurriedly; Franklin
-Mills was not a man one could imagine bolting his food.
-Again Bruce found his dislike ebbing. The idea that
-the man was his father only fleetingly crossed his mind.
-If Mills suspected the relationship he was an incomparable
-actor....</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve never warmed to the idea that America should
-be an asylum for the scum of creation; it’s my Anglo-Saxon
-conceit, I suppose. You have the look of the
-old American stock——”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose I’m a pretty fair American,” Bruce replied.
-“My home town is Laconia—settled by Revolutionary
-soldiers; they left their imprint. It’s a patriotic
-community.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; Laconia! Carroll was telling me that had
-been your home. He has some relatives there himself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know them,” Bruce said, meeting Mills’s
-gaze carelessly. “The fact is I know, or used to know,
-nearly everybody in the town.”</p>
-
-<p>“Carroll may have told you that I had some acquaintance
-with the place myself. That was a long time ago.
-I went there to look after some business interests for
-my father. It was a part of my apprenticeship. I<span class="pagenum" id="Page_184">[184]</span>
-seem to recall people of your name; Storrs is not so
-common—?”</p>
-
-<p>“My father was John Storrs—a lawyer,” said Bruce
-in the tone of one stating a fact unlikely to be of particular
-interest.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; John Storrs——” Mills repeated musingly.
-“I recall him very well—and his wife—your mother—of
-course. Delightful people. I’ve always remembered
-those months I spent there with a particular pleasure.
-For the small place Laconia was then, there was a good
-deal doing—dances and picnics. I remember your
-mother as the leading spirit in all the social affairs. Is
-she——”</p>
-
-<p>“Father and mother are both gone. My mother died
-a little more than a year ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m very sorry,” Mills murmured sympathetically.
-“For years I had hoped to go back to renew old acquaintances,
-but Laconia is a little inaccessible from
-here and I never found it possible.”</p>
-
-<p>Whether Mills had referred to his temporary residence
-in Laconia merely to show how unimportant and
-incidental it was in his life remained a question. But
-Bruce felt that if Mills could so lightly touch upon it,
-he himself was equal to gliding over it with like indifference.
-Mills asked with a smile whether Gardner’s
-Grove was still in existence, that having been a favorite
-picnic ground, an amateurish sort of country club
-where the Laconians used to have their dances. The
-oak trees there were the noblest he had ever seen. Bruce
-expressed regret that the grove was gone....</p>
-
-<p>Mills was shrewd; and Bruce was aware that the
-finely formed head across the table housed a mind that
-carefully calculated all the chances of life even into the
-smallest details. He wondered whether he had borne
-himself as well as Mills in the ordeal. The advantage<span class="pagenum" id="Page_185">[185]</span>
-had been on Mills’s side; it was his house, his table.
-Possibly he had been waiting for some such opportunity
-as this to sound the son of Marian Storrs as to
-what he knew—hoped perhaps to surprise him into
-some disclosure of the fact if she had ever, in a moment
-of weakness or folly, spoken of him as other
-than a passing acquaintance.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll go down to the billiard room to smoke,”
-Mills remarked at the end of the dinner. “We’ll have
-our coffee there.”</p>
-
-<p>Easy chairs and a davenport at one end of the billiard
-room invited to comfort. On the walls were
-mounted animal heads and photographs of famous
-horses.</p>
-
-<p>“Leila doesn’t approve of these works of art,” said
-Mills, seeing Bruce inspecting them. “She thinks I
-ought to move them to the farm. They do look out
-of place here. Sit where you like.”</p>
-
-<p>He half sprawled on the davenport as one who, having
-dined to his satisfaction and being consequently on
-good terms with the world, wishes to set an example
-of informality to a guest. Bruce wondered what Mills
-did on evenings he spent alone in the big house; tried
-to visualize the domestic scene in the years of Mrs.
-Mills’s life.</p>
-
-<p>“You see Shepherd occasionally?” Mills asked when
-the coffee had been served. “The boy hasn’t quite
-found himself yet. Young men these days have more
-problems to solve than we faced when I was your age.
-Everything is more complicated—society, politics,
-everything. Maybe it only seems so. Shep’s got a lot
-of ideas that seem wild to me. Can’t imagine where
-he gets them. Social reforms and all that. I sometimes
-think I made a mistake in putting him into business.
-He might have been happier in one of the professions—had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_186">[186]</span>
-an idea once he wanted to be a doctor,
-but I discouraged it. A mistake, perhaps.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills’s manner of speaking of Shepherd was touched
-with a certain remoteness. He appeared to invite
-Bruce’s comment, not in a spirit of sudden intimacy,
-but as if he were talking with a man of his own years
-who was capable of understanding his perplexities.
-It seemed to Bruce in those few minutes that he had
-known Franklin Mills a very long time. He was finding
-it difficult to conceal his embarrassment under
-equivocal murmurs. But he pulled himself together
-to say cordially:</p>
-
-<p>“Shepherd is a fine fellow, Mr. Mills. You can’t
-blame him for his idealism. There’s a lot of it in the
-air.”</p>
-
-<p>“He was not cut out for business,” Mills remarked.
-“Business is a battle these days, and Shep isn’t a
-fighter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Must the game be played in that spirit?” asked
-Bruce with a smile.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, if you want to get anywhere,” Mills replied
-grimly. “Shall we do some billiards?”</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>Mills took his billiards seriously. It was, Bruce
-could see, a pastime much to his host’s taste; it exercised
-his faculties of quick calculation and deft execution.
-Mills explained that he had employed a professional
-to teach him. He handled the cue with
-remarkable dexterity; it was a pleasure to watch the
-ease and grace of his playing. Several times, after a
-long run, he made a wild shot, unnecessarily it seemed,
-and out of keeping with his habitual even play. Bud
-Henderson had spoken of this peculiarity. Bruce wondered<span class="pagenum" id="Page_187">[187]</span>
-whether it was due to fatigue or to the intrusion
-upon Mills’s thoughts of some business matter
-that had caused a temporary break in the unity of eye
-and hand. Or it might have been due to some decision
-that had been crystallizing in his subconsciousness
-and manifested itself in this odd way. Mills was
-too good a player to make a fluke intentionally, merely
-to favor a less skillful opponent. He accepted his ill
-fortune philosophically. He was not a man to grow
-fretful or attempt to explain his errors.</p>
-
-<p>“We’re not so badly matched,” he remarked when
-they finished and he had won by a narrow margin.
-“You play a good game.”</p>
-
-<p>“You got the best there was in me!” said Bruce. “I
-rarely do as well as that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s rest and have a drink.” Mills pressed a button.
-“I’m just tired enough to want to sit awhile.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce had expected to leave when the game was
-ended, but Mills gave him no opportunity. He reestablished
-himself on the davenport and began talking
-more desultorily than before. For a time, indeed,
-Bruce carried the burden of the conversation. Some
-remark he let fall about the South caused Mills to ask
-him whether he had traveled much in America.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve walked over a lot of it,” Bruce replied. “That
-was after I came back from the little splurge overseas.
-Gave myself a personally conducted tour, so to speak.
-Met lots of real tramps. I stopped to work occasionally—learned
-something that way.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills was at once interested. He began asking questions
-as to the living conditions of the people encountered
-in this adventure and the frame of mind of the
-laborers Bruce had encountered.</p>
-
-<p>“You found the experience broadening, of course.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_188">[188]</span>
-It’s a pity more of us can’t learn of life by direct contact
-with the people.”</p>
-
-<p>Under Mills’s questioning the whole thing seemed to
-Bruce more interesting than he had previously thought
-it. The real reason for his long tramp—the fact that
-he had taken to the road to adjust himself to his
-mother’s confession that he was the son of a man of
-whom he had never heard—would probably have given
-Mills a distinct shock.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I could have done that myself!” Mills kept
-saying.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce was sorry that he had stumbled into the
-thing. Mills was sincerely curious; it was something
-of an event to hear first-hand of such an experience.
-His questions were well put and required careful answers.
-Bruce found himself anxious to appear well
-in Mills’s eyes. But Mills was leading toward something.
-He was commenting now on the opportunities
-open to young men of ability in the business world,
-with Bruce’s experiences as a text.</p>
-
-<p>“A professional man is circumscribed. There’s a
-limit to his earning power. Most men in the professions
-haven’t the knack of making money. They’re
-usually unwise in the investments they make of their
-savings.”</p>
-
-<p>“But they have the joy of their work,” Bruce replied
-quickly. “We can’t measure their success just by
-their income.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I grant you that! But many of the doors
-of prosperity and happiness are denied them.”</p>
-
-<p>“But others are open! Think of the sense of service
-a physician must feel in helping and saving. And even
-a puttering architect who can’t create masterpieces has
-the fun of doing his small jobs well. He lives the
-life he wants to live. There are painters and musicians<span class="pagenum" id="Page_189">[189]</span>
-who know they can never reach the high places;
-but they live the life! They starve and are happy!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce bent forward eagerly, the enthusiasm bright
-in his eyes. He had not before addressed Mills with
-so much assurance. The man was a materialist; his
-standards were fixed in dollars. It was because he
-reckoned life in false terms that Shepherd was afraid
-of him.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t misunderstand me! I realize the diversity
-of talents that are handed out to us poor mortals.
-But if you were tempted to become a painter, say, and
-you knew you would never be better than second-rate,
-and at the same time you were pretty sure you could
-succeed in some business and live comfortably—travel,
-push into the big world currents and be a man of
-mark—what would you do?”</p>
-
-<p>“Your question isn’t fair, because it’s not in the
-design of things for us to see very far ahead. But
-I’ll answer! If I had a real urge to paint I’d go to it
-and take my chance.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a fine spirit, Storrs; and I believe you mean
-it. But——”</p>
-
-<p>Mills rose and, thrusting his hands into his trousers’
-pockets, walked across the room, his head bent, and
-then swung round, took the cigar from his lips and
-regarded the ash fixedly.</p>
-
-<p>“Now,” he said, “don’t think me ungracious”—he
-smiled benignantly—“but I’m going to test you. I happen
-right now to know of several openings in financial
-and industrial concerns for just such a young man as
-you. They are places calling for clear judgment and
-executive talent such as I’d say you possess. The
-chances of getting on and up would be good, even if
-you had no capital. Would you care to consider these
-places?”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_190">[190]</span>The smile had faded from his face; he waited
-gravely, with a scarcely perceptible eagerness in his
-eyes, for the answer.</p>
-
-<p>“I think not, sir. No, Mr. Mills, I’m quite sure
-of it.” And then, thinking that his rejection of the
-offer was too abrupt and not sufficiently appreciative,
-Bruce added: “You see, I’m going to make a strong
-effort to get close to the top in my profession. I may
-fall off the ladder, but—I’ll catch somewhere! I have
-a little money—enough to tide me over bad times—and
-I know I’d be sorry if I quit right at the start. It’s
-kind of you to make the suggestion. I assure you I’m
-grateful—it’s certainly very kind of you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m wholly selfish in suggesting it! In my
-various interests we have trouble finding young men
-of the best sort. I know nothing of your circumstances,
-of course; but I thought maybe a promising
-business opening would appeal to you. On the whole”—Mills
-was still standing, regarding Bruce fixedly as
-though trying to accommodate himself to some newly
-discovered quality in his guest—“I like to see a young
-man with confidence in his own powers. Yours is the
-spirit that wins. I hope you won’t take it amiss that
-I broached the matter. You have your engaging personality
-to blame for that!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m glad to know it isn’t a liability!” said Bruce;
-and this ended the discussion.</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>He left the house with his mind in confusion as to
-the meaning of Mills’s offer. He drove about for an
-hour, pondering it, reviewing the whole evening from
-the first mention of Laconia to the suggestion, with its
-plausible inadvertence, that business openings might be<span class="pagenum" id="Page_191">[191]</span>
-found for him. Mills was hardly the man to make
-such a proposition to a comparative stranger without
-reason. The very manner in which he had approached
-the subject was significant. <i>Mills knew!</i> If he didn’t
-know, at least his suspicions were strongly aroused.
-Either his conscience was troubling him and he wished
-to quiet it by a display of generosity, or he was anxious
-to establish an obligation that would reduce to the
-minimum the chance that any demand might be made
-upon him. Bruce was glad to be in a position to refuse
-Mills’s help; his mother’s care and self-denial had made
-it unnecessary for him to abase himself by accepting
-Mills’s bounty.</p>
-
-<p>He wished he knew some way of making Mills understand
-that he was in no danger; that any fears of
-exposure he might entertain were groundless. His
-pride rose strong in him as he reviewed his hours spent
-with Mills. He had not acquitted himself badly; he had
-forced Mills to respect him, and this was a point worth
-establishing. When finally he fell asleep it was with
-satisfaction,—a comforting sense of his independence
-and complete self-mastery.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_192">[192]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER THIRTEEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Mills, too, though lately mistrustful of his own emotions,
-was well satisfied with the result of the long
-evening. He had spoken of Marian Storrs to Marian’s
-son and the effect had been to strengthen his belief that
-the young man knew nothing that could in any way
-prove annoying. He was a little sorry that he had
-suggested finding a business opening for Storrs; but
-decided that on the whole he had managed the matter
-in a manner to conceal his real purpose. Bruce had
-said that he was not wholly dependent upon his earnings
-for a livelihood, and this in itself was reassuring
-and weighed strongly against the possibility of his ever
-asserting any claim even if he knew or suspected their
-relationship.</p>
-
-<p>In his careful study of Bruce at their various meetings
-Mills had been impressed increasingly by the
-young man’s high-mindedness, his self-confidence and
-fine reticences, the variety and range of his interests.
-Ah, if only Shepherd were like that! It was a cruel
-fate that had given him a son he could never own,
-who had drifted across the smooth-flowing current of
-his life to suggest a thousand contrasts with Shepherd
-Mills—Shep with his pathetically small figure, his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_193">[193]</span>
-absurd notions of social equality and his inability to
-grasp and deal with large affairs!</p>
-
-<p>Ugly as the fact was, Bruce Storrs was a Mills; it
-wasn’t merely in the resemblance to the portrait of
-Franklin Mills III that this was evident. Young
-Storrs’s mental processes were much like those of the
-man who was, to face it frankly, his grandfather.
-Bruce Storrs, who had no right to the Mills name, was
-likely to develop those traits that had endeared Franklin
-Mills III to the community—traits that nature, with
-strange perversity, had failed utterly to transmit to
-his lawful son.</p>
-
-<p>Mills, in his new security, pondered these things with
-a degree of awe. The God in whom he had much
-less faith than in a protective tariff or a sound currency
-system might really be a more potent agent in
-mundane affairs than he, Franklin Mills, who believed
-in nothing very strongly that couldn’t be reduced to figures,
-had ever thought possible.</p>
-
-<p>As winter gripped the town Mills was uneasy in the
-thought that he wasn’t getting enough out of life. Even
-with eight million dollars and the tastes of a cultivated
-gentleman, life was paying inadequate dividends. And
-there across the hedge lived Millicent. He would
-marry Millicent; but there were matters to be arranged
-first....</p>
-
-<p>Millicent was the most beautiful young woman he
-knew, and she had brains and talents that added enormously
-to her desirability. Against this was the fact
-that the Hardens had risen out of nowhere, and Millicent’s
-possession of a father and mother could not be
-ignored. Their very simplicity and the possession of
-the homely parochial virtues so highly valued in the
-community by Mills and his generation made it possible
-to do something toward giving them a social status.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_194">[194]</span>Discreet inquiry revealed the consoling fact that
-Nathaniel Harden was taxed on approximately a million
-dollars’ worth of property. Not for nothing had he applied
-himself diligently for twenty-five years to the
-manufacture of the asthma cure! He was also the
-creator of a hair tonic, a liver accelerator and a liniment
-that were almost as well established in the proprietary
-drug market as the asthma remedy. Mills was amazed
-to find that there was so much money in the business.</p>
-
-<p>Harden had not brought his laboratory with him
-when he moved to the city, but it was still under his
-own direction. Fortunately, as Mills viewed the matter,
-the business was conducted under a corporate title,
-that of the International Medical Company, which was
-much less objectionable than if it bore Harden’s name,
-though the doctor’s picture did, regrettably, adorn the
-bottles in which the world-famous asthma cure was
-offered and exposed for sale.</p>
-
-<p>In his investigations Mills found that Harden had
-invested his money in some of the soundest of local
-securities. It spoke well for the Doctor’s business
-acumen that he owned stock in the First National
-Bank, which Mills controlled. A vacancy occurring in
-the directorate, Mills caused Harden to be elected to
-the board. Harden was pleased but not overcome by
-the honor. Mrs. Harden manifested a greater pleasure
-and expressed herself to Mills with characteristic
-heartiness.</p>
-
-<p>Mills, after much careful consideration, gave a dinner
-for Doctor and Mrs. Harden—made it appear to
-be a neighborly affair, though he was careful to ask
-only persons whose recognition of the Hardens was
-likely to add to their prestige. Mills had rather dreaded
-seeing Harden in a dress suit, but the Doctor clad in
-social vestments was nothing to be ashamed of. He<span class="pagenum" id="Page_195">[195]</span>
-revealed a sense of humor and related several stories
-of a former congressman from his old district that
-were really funny. Mrs. Harden looked as well and
-conducted herself with quite as much ease as the other
-women present. No one would have guessed that she
-made salt-rising bread once a week for her husband’s
-delectation and otherwise continued, in spite of her
-prosperous state, to keep in close touch with her kitchen.</p>
-
-<p>After giving the dinner Mills waited a little before
-venturing further in his attempt to lift the social sky
-line for the Hardens. Much as he disliked Constance,
-he was just the least bit afraid of her. Constance was
-not stupid, and he was not blind to the fact that she
-wielded a certain influence. His daughter-in-law could
-easily further his plans for imparting dignity to the
-Hardens. And he foresaw that if he married again
-it would be Connie, not Shepherd or Leila, who would
-resent the marriage as a complicating circumstance
-when the dread hour arrived for the parceling of his
-estate. Leila would probably see little more than a
-joke in a marriage that would make her best friend
-her stepmother.</p>
-
-<p>“Why isn’t Millie in the Dramatic Club?” he asked
-Leila one day when they were dining alone together.</p>
-
-<p>“Not so easy, Dada. I talked to some of the membership
-committee about it last spring and I have a
-sneaking idea that they don’t want her. Not just that,
-of course; it’s not Millie but the patent medicine they
-can’t swallow. I think the club’s a bore myself.
-There’s a bunch of girls in it—Connie’s one of them—who
-think they’re Ethel Barrymores and Jane Cowlses,
-and Millie, you know, might be a dangerous rival.
-Which she would be, all right! So they kid themselves
-with the idea that the club really stands for the real old<span class="pagenum" id="Page_196">[196]</span>
-graveyard society of our little village and that they’ve
-got to be careful who gets by.”</p>
-
-<p>“How ridiculous!” Mills murmured.</p>
-
-<p>“Silly! I do hate snobs! Millie isn’t asked to a
-lot of the nicest parties just because she’s new in town.
-Doctor Harden’s guyed a good deal about his fake
-medicines. I don’t see anything wrong with Doc myself.”
-Leila bent her head in a quick way she had
-when mirth seized her. “Bud Henderson says the
-Harden hair tonic’s the smoothest furniture polish on
-the market.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills laughed, but not heartily. The thought of
-Henderson’s ridicule chilled him. Henderson entertained
-a wide audience with his humor; he must be
-cautious....</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>Leila was an impossible young democrat, utterly devoid
-of the sense of social values. He must make an
-ally of Constance. Connie always wanted something;
-it was one of Connie’s weaknesses to want things.
-Connie’s birthday falling in the second week in December
-gave him a hint. Leila had mentioned the anniversary
-and reminded her father that he usually made
-Connie a present. Connie expected presents and was
-not satisfied with anything cheap.</p>
-
-<p>Mills had asked a New York jeweler to send out
-some pearls from which to make a selection for a
-Christmas present for Leila. They were still in his
-vault at the office. He chose from the assortment a
-string of pearls with a diamond pendant and bestowed
-it upon his daughter-in-law on the morning of her
-birthday. He had made her handsome presents before,
-but nothing that pleased her so much as this.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_197">[197]</span>While Connie’s gratitude was still warm, Mills found
-occasion to mention Millicent one evening when he was
-dining at Shepherd’s. Leila had been asked to some
-function to which Millicent was not bidden. Mills
-made the very natural comment that it was unfortunate
-that Millicent, intimate as she was with Leila, could
-not share all her pleasures; the discrimination against
-the Hardens’ daughter was unjust. Quick to see what
-was expected of her, Constance replied that it was
-Millicent’s own fault that she hadn’t been taken up
-more generally. It was perhaps out of loyalty to her
-parents that she had not met more responsively the
-advances of women who, willing to accept Millicent,
-yet couldn’t quite see her father and mother in the
-social picture. Now that she thought of it, Constance
-herself had never called on Mrs. Harden, but she
-would do so at once. There was no reason at all why
-Millicent shouldn’t be admitted to the Dramatic Club;
-she would see to that. She thought the impression had
-got around that Millicent was, if not Bohemian in her
-sympathies, at least something of a nonconformist in
-her social ideas. It was her artistic nature, perhaps.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s nonsense,” said Mills. “There isn’t a better
-bred girl in town. She’s studious, quite an intellectual
-young woman—but that’s hardly against her.
-I always feel safe about Leila when I know she and
-Millicent are together. And her father and mother
-are really very nice—unpretentious, kindly people. Of
-course the patent medicine business isn’t looked on
-with great favor—but——”</p>
-
-<p>“But—it’s about as respectable as canning our native
-corn or cutting up pigs,” Constance suggested.</p>
-
-<p>She was bewildered to find Mills, who had looked
-askance at her own claims to social recognition because
-her father’s real estate and insurance business was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_198">[198]</span>
-rather insignificant, suddenly viewing the asthma cure
-so tolerantly. However, a father-in-law who gave her
-valuable presents must be humored in his sudden
-manifestation of contempt for snobbery. This was the
-first time Mills had ever shown any disposition to
-recognize her social influence. No matter what had
-caused his change of heart, it was flattering to her
-self-esteem that he was, even so indirectly, asking her
-aid. She liked Millicent well enough and gladly promised
-to help her along.</p>
-
-<p>When Mills left she asked Shepherd what he thought
-was in the wind; but he failed to be aroused by the
-suggestion that his father might be thinking of marrying
-Millicent. His father would never marry again,
-Shepherd insisted; certainly not unless he found a
-woman of suitable age, for companionship and to promote
-his comfort when Leila was settled.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t know your father any better than I do,
-Shep. He always has a motive for everything he
-does—you may be sure of that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Father means to be just and kind,” said Shepherd,
-half-heartedly, as if he were repeating a formula in
-which he didn’t believe.</p>
-
-<p>“When he’s moved to be generous he certainly lets
-go with a free hand,” Constance remarked. “That
-necklace wasn’t cheap. I’m afraid it wasn’t just a
-spontaneous outburst of affection for me. I think I
-owe it to Millicent!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, father likes you, Connie. You’re foolish to
-think he doesn’t,” Shepherd replied defensively.</p>
-
-<p>“I think your father’s getting nervous about Leila.
-He’s set his heart on having Carroll in the family.
-But Arthur’s too old. Leila ought to marry a younger
-man. Your father’s been suspecting me of promoting
-her little affair with Freddy Thomas—I’ve seen it in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_199">[199]</span>
-his eye. But I don’t think she’s serious about that.
-She says she’s crazy about him, but as she tells everyone,
-it doesn’t mean anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thomas—no,” Shepherd replied slowly. “I
-shouldn’t be for that myself. I don’t like the idea of
-her marrying a divorced man. Arthur would be quite
-fine, I think. He’s a gentleman and he understands
-Leila. The man who marries her has got to understand
-her—make a lot of allowances.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance smiled her amusement at his display of
-sagacity.</p>
-
-<p>“Wrong again, Shep! Leila will settle down and be
-the tamest little matron in town. She seems to have
-cut out her drinking. That was more for effect than
-anything else. She’s got about all the fun to be had out
-of making people think her a perfect little devil. By
-the way, speaking of marrying men, that young Storrs
-is a nice fellow—rather impressive. I think Leila’s a
-little tempted to try her hand at flirting with him.
-She was at the Henderson’s yesterday afternoon and
-Bud was shaking up some cocktails. Mr. Storrs came
-in and Leila refused to drink. She joked about it, but
-said he had made her promise to quit. He’s not a
-prig, but he knows the danger line when he sees it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes—yes,” Shepherd assented eagerly. “He’s one
-of the most attractive men I ever met. He’s the kind
-of fellow you’d trust with anything you’ve got!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes—and be safe,” Constance replied. “He’s
-hardly likely to do anything rash.”</p>
-
-<p>They came again, as they often did, to a discussion
-of Franklin Mills.</p>
-
-<p>“Your father’s the great unaccountable,” sighed
-Constance. “I long since gave up trying to understand
-him. He’s a master hand at dodging round things
-that don’t strike him just right. The way he turned<span class="pagenum" id="Page_200">[200]</span>
-down your clubhouse scheme was just like him; and
-the way he spurned my little suggestion about buying
-a summer place. By the way, what are you doing
-about the clubhouse? I thought you were selling your
-Rogers Trust stock to get money to build it. You
-haven’t weakened, have you, Shep?”</p>
-
-<p>“No! certainly not. I’m going ahead as soon as the
-weather opens up. I sold my stock yesterday and I
-mean to do the thing right. When I was in Chicago
-last week I looked at a number of community houses
-and got a lot of ideas.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, don’t get cold feet. That thing has worried
-you a lot. I’d do it or I’d forget it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m going to do it all right!” Shepherd replied
-jauntily. He greatly wished her to think him possessed
-of the courage and initiative to carry through
-large projects no matter how formidable the opposition.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_201">[201]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER FOURTEEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Franklin Mills was now on better terms with himself
-than at any time since Bruce Storrs’s appearance
-in town. Open weather had made it possible for him
-to go to Deer Trail once or twice a week for a ride,
-and he walked several miles every day. Leila had
-agreed to accompany him on a trip to Bermuda the
-first of February. In his absence the machinery he had
-set in motion would be projecting the Hardens a little
-further into the social limelight without his appearing
-to be concerned in it.</p>
-
-<p>He was hoping that the trip would serve effectually
-to break off Thomas’s attentions to Leila, and that
-within the next year he would see her engaged to Carroll.
-Leila couldn’t be driven; to attempt to force the
-thing would be disastrous. But the thought of her
-marrying Thomas, a divorced man, was abhorrent,
-while Carroll was in all ways acceptable. What Shepherd
-lacked in force and experience, Carroll would
-bring into the family. Mills was annoyed that he had
-ever entertained a thought that he could be denied anything
-in life that he greatly coveted, or deprived of the
-comfort and peace he had so long enjoyed. He would
-prolong his Indian Summer; his last years should be
-his happiest.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_202">[202]</span>He enjoyed the knowledge that he exercised, with
-so little trouble to himself, a real power in the community.
-In a directors’ meeting no one spoke with
-quite his authoritative voice. No other business man
-in town was so thoroughly informed in finance and
-economics as he. He viewed the life of his city with
-the tranquil delight of a biologist who in the quiet
-of his laboratory studies specimens that have been
-brought to the slide without any effort on his own
-part. And Mills liked to see men squirm—silly men
-who overreached themselves, pretentious upstarts who
-gestured a great deal with a minimum of accomplishment.
-Blessed with both brains and money, he derived
-the keenest satisfaction in screening himself from contact
-with the vulgar while he participated in the game
-like an invisible master chess player....</p>
-
-<p>Doctor Lindley had asked him to come in to St.
-Barnabas to look at the Mills Memorial window, which
-had been restored with Mills’s money. He stopped on
-his way to the office a few days before Christmas and
-found Lindley busy in his study. They went into the
-church and inspected the window, which was quite as
-good as new. While they were viewing it Mrs. Torrence
-came in, her vivacity subdued to the spirit of
-the place. She was on a committee to provide the
-Christmas decorations.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re just the man I want to see,” she said to
-Mills. “I was going to call you up. There’s some
-stuff in your greenhouses I could use if you don’t
-mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Anything I’ve got! Tell me what you want and
-I’ll have the people at the farm deliver it.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s fine! I knew you’d be glad to help. The
-florists are such robbers at Christmas.” She scribbled<span class="pagenum" id="Page_203">[203]</span>
-a memorandum of her needs on an envelope and left
-them.</p>
-
-<p>Mills stood with his hand resting on the Mills pew
-for a last glance at the transept window. The church,
-which had survived all the changes compelled by the
-growth of the city, was to Mills less of a holy place
-than a monument to the past. His grandfather and
-father had been buried from the church; here he had
-been married, and here Shepherd and Leila had been
-baptized. Leila would want a church wedding....
-His thoughts transcribed a swift circle; then, remembering
-that the rector was waiting, he followed him
-into the vestry.</p>
-
-<p>“Can’t you come in for a talk?” asked Lindley after
-Mills had expressed his gratification that the window
-had been repaired so successfully.</p>
-
-<p>“No; I see there are people waiting for you.” Mills
-glanced at a row of men and women of all ages—a
-discouraged-looking company ranged along the wall
-outside the study door. One woman with a shawl over
-her head coughed hideously as she tried to quiet a dirty
-child. “These people want advice or other help? I
-suppose there’s no end to your work.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s my business to help them,” the rector replied.
-“They’re all strangers—I never saw any of them before.
-I rather like that—their sense of the church
-standing ready to help them.”</p>
-
-<p>“If they ask for money, what do you do?” asked
-Mills practically. “Is there a fund?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I have a contingency fund—yes. Being here
-in the business district, I have constant calls that I
-don’t feel like turning over to the charity society. I
-deal with them right here the best I can. I make mistakes,
-of course.”</p>
-
-<p>“How much have you in hand now?” Mills asked<span class="pagenum" id="Page_204">[204]</span>
-bluntly. The bedraggled child had begun to whimper,
-and the mother, in hoarse whispers, was attempting
-to silence it.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I did have about four dollars,” laughed Lindley,
-“but Mrs. Torrence handed me a hundred this
-morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll send you a check for a thousand for these
-emergency cases. When it gets low again, let me
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s fine, Mills! I can cheer a good many souls
-with a thousand dollars. This is generous of you, indeed!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh—Lindley!” Mills had reached the street door
-when he paused and retraced his steps. “Just a word—sometime
-ago in my office I talked to you in a way I’ve
-regretted. I’m afraid I wasn’t quite—quite just, to
-you and the church—to organized religion. I realize,
-of course, that the church——”</p>
-
-<p>“The church,” said Lindley smilingly, “the church
-isn’t these walls; it’s here!” He tapped his breast
-lightly. “It’s in your heart and mine.”</p>
-
-<p>“That really simplifies the whole thing!” Mills replied,
-and with a little laugh he went on to his office.</p>
-
-<p>He thought it fine of the minister to give audience
-to the melancholy suppliants who sought him for alms
-and counsel. He didn’t envy Lindley his job, but it
-had to be done by someone. Lindley was really a very
-good fellow indeed, Mills reflected—a useful man in
-the community, and not merely an agreeable table companion
-and witty after-dinner speaker.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>Before he read his mail Mills dispatched the check
-for a thousand dollars by special messenger. It was a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_205">[205]</span>
-pleasure to help Lindley in his work. A man who had
-to deal with such unpleasant specimens of humanity
-as collected at Lindley’s door shouldn’t be disregarded.
-He remembered having seen Lindley driving about in
-a rattletrap machine that was a disgrace to the parish
-and the town. It was a reflection upon St. Barnabas
-that its rector was obliged to go about his errands in
-so disreputable a car.</p>
-
-<p>When Carroll came in with some reports Mills told
-him to see Henderson and order a Plantagenet for
-Lindley to be delivered at the clergyman’s house Christmas
-morning.</p>
-
-<p>Carroll reported a court decision in Illinois sustaining
-the validity of some municipal bonds in which Mills
-had invested.</p>
-
-<p>“Christmas presents coming in early,” Mills remarked
-as he read the telegram. “I thought I was
-stung there.”</p>
-
-<p>He approved of the world and its ways. It was a
-pretty good world, after all; a world in which he
-wielded power, as he liked to wield it, quietly, without
-subjecting himself to the fever and fret of the market
-place. Among other memoranda Carroll had placed
-on his desk was a list of women—old friends of Mrs.
-Mills—to whom he had sent flowers every Christmas
-since her death. The list was kept in the office files
-from year to year to guard against omissions. Sentiment.
-Mills liked to believe himself singularly blessed
-with sentiment. He admired himself for this fidelity
-to his wife’s old friends. They probably spoke to one
-another of these annual remembrances as an evidence
-of the praiseworthy feeling he entertained for the
-old times.</p>
-
-<p>“You told me to keep on picking up Rogers Trust
-whenever it was in the market,” said Carroll. “Gurley<span class="pagenum" id="Page_206">[206]</span>
-called up yesterday and asked if you wanted any
-more. I’ve got two hundred shares here—paid three
-eighteen. They’re closing the transfer books tomorrow
-so I went ahead without consulting you.”</p>
-
-<p>“That part of it’s all right,” Mills remarked, scanning
-the certificate. “Who’s selling this?”</p>
-
-<p>“It was in Gurley’s name—he’d bought it himself.”</p>
-
-<p>“A little queer,” Mills remarked. “There were only
-a few old stockholders who had blocks of two hundred—Larsen,
-Skinner, Saintsbury; and Shep and Leila
-had the same amount. None of them would be selling
-now. Suppose you step over to the Trust Company
-and see where Gurley got this. It makes no particular
-difference—I’m just a little curious. There’s been no
-talk about the merger—no gossip?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing that I’ve heard. I’m pretty sure Gurley
-had no inkling of it. If he had, of course he wouldn’t
-have let go at the price he asked.”</p>
-
-<p>When Carroll went out Mills took a turn across the
-floor. Before resuming his chair he stood for a moment
-at the window looking off toward the low hills
-vaguely limned on the horizon. His mood had changed.
-He greatly disliked to be puzzled. And he was unable
-to account for the fact that Gurley, a broker with
-whom he rarely transacted any business, had become
-possessed of two hundred shares of Roger Trust just
-at this time.</p>
-
-<p>Larsen, Skinner and Saintsbury were all in the secret
-of the impending merger with the Central States Company.
-There was Shepherd; he hadn’t told Shepherd,
-but there had been no reason why he should tell Shepherd
-any more than he would have made a confidante
-of Leila, who probably had forgotten that she owned
-the stock. Having acquired two-thirds of the Rogers
-shares, all that was necessary was to call a meeting of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_207">[207]</span>
-the stockholders and put the thing through in accordance
-with the formula already carefully prepared by
-his lawyers.</p>
-
-<p>When Carroll came back he placed a memorandum
-on Mills’s desk and started to leave the room.</p>
-
-<p>“Just a moment, Carroll”—Mills eyed the paper
-carefully. “So it was Shep who sold to Gurley—is
-that right?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” Carroll assented. “Gurley only held it a day
-before he offered it to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Shepherd—um—did Shep tell you he wanted to
-sell?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; he never mentioned it,” Carroll replied, not
-relishing Mills’s inquiries.</p>
-
-<p>“Call Shep and tell him to stop in this afternoon
-on his way home, and—Carroll”—Mills detained his
-secretary to impress him with his perfect equanimity—“call
-Mrs. Rawlings and ask how the Judge is. I
-understand he’s had a second stroke. I hate to see
-these older men going——”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, the Judge has been a great figure,” Carroll
-replied perfunctorily.</p>
-
-<p>Carroll was troubled. He was fond of Shepherd
-Mills, recognized the young man’s fine qualities and
-sympathized with his high aims. There was something
-pitiful in the inability of father and son to understand
-each other. And he was not deceived by Franklin
-Mills’s characteristic attempt to conceal his displeasure
-at Shepherd’s sale of the stock.</p>
-
-<p>It was evident from the manner in which the stock
-had passed through Gurley’s hands that Shepherd
-wished to hide the fact that he was selling. Poor
-Shep! There could have been no better illustration of
-his failure to understand his father than this. Carroll
-had watched much keener men than Shepherd Mills<span class="pagenum" id="Page_208">[208]</span>
-attempt to deceive Franklin Mills. Just why Shepherd
-should have sold the stock Carroll couldn’t imagine.
-Constance had, perhaps, been overreaching herself. No
-matter what had prompted the sale, Mills would undoubtedly
-make Shepherd uncomfortable about it—not
-explosively, for Mills never lost his perfect self-control—but
-with his own suave but effective method. Carroll
-wished there were something he could do to save
-Shep from the consequences of his folly in attempting
-to hide from Franklin Mills a transaction so obviously
-impossible of concealment.</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>Shepherd entered his father’s office as he always did,
-nervous and apprehensive.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Father, how’s everything with you today?”
-he asked with feigned ease.</p>
-
-<p>“All right, Shep,” Mills replied pleasantly as he continued
-signing letters. “Everything all right at the
-plant?”</p>
-
-<p>“Everything running smoothly, Father.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s good.” Mills applied the blotter to the last
-signature and rang for the stenographer. When the
-young woman had taken the letters away Mills filled
-in the assignment on the back of the certificate of stock
-in the Rogers Company which Carroll had brought him
-that morning and pushed it across the desk.</p>
-
-<p>“You seem to have sold your two hundred shares
-in the Rogers Trust, Shep—the two hundred you got
-from your mother’s estate.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, yes, Father,” Shepherd stammered, staring at
-the certificate. There was no evidence of irritation in
-his father’s face; one might have thought that Mills was
-mildly amused by something.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_209">[209]</span>“You had a perfect right to dispose of it, of course.
-I’m just a trifle curious to know why you didn’t mention
-it to me. It seemed just a little—a little—unfriendly,
-that’s all.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Father; it wasn’t that!” Shepherd replied
-hastily.</p>
-
-<p>It had not occurred to him that his father would
-discover the sale so soon. While he hadn’t in so many
-words asked Gurley to consider the transaction a confidential
-matter, he thought he had conveyed that idea
-to the broker. He felt the perspiration creeping out
-on his face; his hands trembled so that he hid them in
-his pockets. Mills, his arms on the desk, was playing
-with a glass paper weight.</p>
-
-<p>“How much did Gurley give you for it?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I sold it at two seventy-five,” Shepherd answered.
-The air of the room seemed weighted with impending
-disaster. An inexorable fate had set a problem for
-him to solve, and his answers, he knew, exposed his
-stupidity. It was like a nightmare in which he saw
-himself caught in a trap without hope of escape.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s worth five hundred,” said Mills with gentle indulgence.
-“But Gurley, in taking advantage of you,
-blundered badly. I bought it from him at three eighteen.
-And just to show you that I’m a good sport”—Mills
-smiled as he reflected that he had never before
-applied the phrase to himself—“I’m going to sell it
-back to you at the price Gurley paid you. And here’s
-a blank check,—we can close the matter right now.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills pretended to be looking over some papers while
-Shepherd wrote the check, his fingers with difficulty
-moving the pen. A crisis was at hand; or was it a
-crisis? His fear of his father, his superstitious awe
-of Franklin Mills’s supernatural prescience numbed his
-will. The desk seemed to mark a wide gulf between<span class="pagenum" id="Page_210">[210]</span>
-them. He had frequently rehearsed, since his talk with
-Constance, the scene in which he would defend the
-building of the clubhouse for the battery employees;
-but he was unprepared for this discovery of his purpose.
-He had meant to seize some opportunity, preferably
-when he could drive his father to the battery
-plant and show him the foundations of the clubhouse,
-for disclosing the fact that he was going ahead, spending
-his own money. It hadn’t occurred to him that
-Gurley might sell the stock to his father. He had
-made a mess of it. He felt himself cowering, weak
-and ineffectual, before another of those velvety strokes
-with which his father was always able to defeat him.</p>
-
-<p>“You’d better go in early tomorrow and get a new
-certificate; they’re closing the transfer books. The
-Rogers is merging with the Central States—formal
-announcement will be made early in the new year.
-The combination will make a powerful company. The
-Rogers lately realized very handsomely on some doubtful
-securities that had been charged off several years
-ago. It was known only on the inside. Gurley thought
-he was making a nice turn for himself, but you see
-he wasn’t so clever after all!”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd shrank further into himself. It was he
-who was not clever! He hoped to be dismissed like
-a presumptuous schoolboy caught in an attempt to
-evade the rules. Franklin Mills, putting aside the crystal
-weight, had taken up the ivory paper knife and was
-drawing it slowly through his shapely, well-kept hands.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it’s none of my business, Shep, but just
-why did you sell that stock? It was absolutely safe;
-and I thought that as it came to you from your mother,
-and her father had been one of the original incorporators,
-you would have some sentiment about keeping
-it. You’re not embarrassed in any way, are you?<span class="pagenum" id="Page_211">[211]</span>
-If you’re not able to live within your income you ought
-to come to me about it. You can hardly say that I
-haven’t always stood ready to help when you ran
-short.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, no, Father; it wasn’t that. The fact is—well,
-to tell the truth——”</p>
-
-<p>Mills was always annoyed by Shepherd’s stammering.
-He considered it a sign of weakness in his son;
-something akin to a physical blemish. Shepherd
-frowned and with a jerk of the head began again determinedly,
-speaking slowly.</p>
-
-<p>“I wanted to build that clubhouse for the factory
-people. I felt that they deserved it. You refused to
-help; I couldn’t make you understand how I felt about
-it. I meant to build it myself—pay for it with my own
-money. So I sold my Rogers stock. I thought after
-I got the thing started you wouldn’t object. You
-see——”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd’s eyes had met his father’s gaze, bent upon
-him coldly, and he ceased abruptly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, that’s why you sold! My dear boy, I’m surprised
-and not a little grieved that you should think of
-doing a thing like that. It’s not—not quite——”</p>
-
-<p>“Not quite straight!” Shepherd flung the words at
-him, a gleam of defiance in his eyes. “Well, all right!
-We’ll say it wasn’t square. But I did it! And you’ve
-beaten me. You’ve shown me I’m a fool. I suppose
-that’s what I am. I don’t see things as you do; I
-wanted to help those people—give them a little cheer—brighten
-their lives—make them more contented! But
-you couldn’t see that! You don’t care for what I
-think; you treat me as though I were a stupid child.
-I’m only a figurehead at the plant. When you ask me
-questions about the business you do it just to check me<span class="pagenum" id="Page_212">[212]</span>
-up—you’ve already got the answers from Fields. Oh,
-I know it! I know what a failure I am!”</p>
-
-<p>He had never before spoken so to his father.
-Amazed that he had gotten through with it, he was
-horror struck. He sank back in his chair, waiting for
-the sharp reprimand, the violent retort he had invited.
-It would have been a relief if his father had broken
-out in a violent tirade. But Mills had never been
-more provokingly calm.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sorry, Shep, that you have this bitterness in
-your heart.” Mills’s tone was that of a man who has
-heard forbearingly an unjust accusation and proceeds
-patiently to justify himself. “I wouldn’t have you
-think I don’t appreciate your feeling about labor; that’s
-fine. But I thought you accepted my reasons for refusing.
-I’ve studied these things for years. I believe
-in dealing justly with labor, but we’ve got to be careful
-about mixing business and philanthropy. If you’ll
-just think it over you’ll see that for yourself. We’ve
-got to be sensible. I’m old-fashioned, I suppose, in my
-way of thinking, but——”</p>
-
-<p>His deprecatory gesture was an appeal to his son to
-be merciful to a sire so hopelessly benighted. Shepherd
-had hardly taken in what his father said. Once
-more it was borne in upon him that he was no match
-for his father. His anger had fallen upon Franklin
-Mills as impotently as a spent wave breaking upon a
-stone wall.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I guess that’s all,” he said faintly.</p>
-
-<p>“One thing more, Shep. There’s another matter I
-want to speak of. It’s occurred to me the past year
-that you are not happy at the battery plant. Frankly,
-I don’t believe you’re quite adapted to an industrial
-career. The fact is you’re just a little too sensitive,
-too impressionable to deal with labor.” Mills smiled<span class="pagenum" id="Page_213">[213]</span>
-to neutralize any sting that might lurk in the remark.
-“I think you’d be happier somewhere else. Now I
-want someone to represent me in the trust company
-after the merger goes into effect. Carroll is to be the
-vice-president and counsel, perhaps ultimately the president.
-Fleming did much to build up the Rogers and
-he will continue at the head of the merged companies
-for the present. But he’s getting on in years and is
-anxious to retire. Eventually you and Carroll will
-run the thing. I never meant for you to stay in the
-battery plant—that was just for the experience. Fields
-will take your place out there. It’s fitting that you
-should be identified with the trust company. I’ve arranged
-to have you elected a vice-president when we
-complete the reorganization next month—a fine opportunity
-for you, Shep. I hope this meets with your
-approval.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd nodded a bewildered, grudging assent.
-This was the most unexpected of blows. In spite of
-the fact that his authority at the battery plant was,
-except as to minor routine matters, subordinate to that
-of Fields, he enjoyed his work. He had made many
-friends among the employees and found happiness in
-counseling and helping them in their troubles. He
-would miss them. To go into a trust company would
-mean beginning a new apprenticeship in a field that in
-no way attracted him. He felt humiliated by the incidental
-manner of his dismissal from one place and appointment
-to another.</p>
-
-<p>His father went on placidly, speaking of the bright
-prospects of the trust company, which would be the
-strongest institution of the kind in the State. There
-were many details to be arranged, but the enlargement
-of the Rogers offices to accommodate the combined
-companies was already begun, and Shepherd was to be<span class="pagenum" id="Page_214">[214]</span>
-ready to make the change on the first of February.
-Before he quite realized it his father had glided away
-from the subject and was speaking of social matters—inquiring
-about a reception someone was giving the
-next night. Shepherd picked up his hat and stared at
-it as though not sure that it belonged to him. His
-father walked round the desk and put out his hand.</p>
-
-<p>“You know, Shep, there’s nothing I have so much
-at heart as the welfare of my children. You married
-the girl you wanted; I’ve given you this experience
-in the battery company, which will be of value to you
-in your new position, and now I’m sure you’ll realize
-my best hopes for you in what I believe to be a more
-suitable line of work. I want you always to remember
-it of me that I put the happiness of my children
-before every other consideration.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Father.”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd passed out slowly through the door that
-opened directly into the hall and, still dazed, reached
-the street. He wandered about, trying to remember
-where he had parked his car. The city in which he
-was born had suddenly become strange to him. He
-dreaded going home and confessing to Constance that
-once more he had been vanquished by his father. Constance
-would make her usual effort to cheer him, laugh
-a little at the ease with which his father had frustrated
-him; tell him not to mind. But her very good humor
-would be galling. He knew what she would think of
-him. He must have time to think before facing Constance.
-If he went to the club it would be to look in
-upon men intent upon their rhum or bridge, who would
-give him their usual abstracted greeting. They cared
-nothing for him: he was only the son of a wealthy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_215">[215]</span>
-father who put him into jobs where he would do the
-least harm!</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>He must talk to someone. His heart hungered
-for sympathy and kindness. If his father would only
-treat him as he would treat any other man; not as a
-weakling, a bothersome encumbrance! There was
-cruelty in the reflection that, envied as no doubt he
-was as the prospective heir to a fortune and the inheritor
-of an honored name, there was no friend to
-whom he could turn in his unhappiness. He passed
-Doctor Lindley, who was talking animatedly to two
-men on a corner. A man of God, a priest charged with
-the care of souls; but Shepherd felt no impulse to lay
-his troubles before the rector of St. Barnabas, much
-as he liked him. Lindley would probably rebuke him
-for rebelling against his father’s judgments. But
-there must be someone....</p>
-
-<p>His heart leaped as he thought of Bruce Storrs.
-The young architect, hardly more than an acquaintance,
-had in their meetings impressed him by his good
-sense and manliness. He would see Storrs.</p>
-
-<p>The elevator shot him up to Freeman’s office. Bruce,
-preparing to leave for the day, put out his hand cordially.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Freeman’s gone; but won’t you sit and smoke?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, thanks. Happened to be passing and thought
-I’d look in. Maybe you’ll join me in a little dash into
-the country. This has been an off day with me—everything
-messy. I suppose you’re never troubled
-that way?”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce saw that something was amiss. Shepherd’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_216">[216]</span>
-attempt to give an air of inadvertence to his call was
-badly simulated.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s odd!” Bruce exclaimed. “I’m a little on
-edge myself! Just thinking of walking a few miles
-to pull myself together. What region shall we favor
-with our gloomy presences?”</p>
-
-<p>“That is a question!” Shepherd ejaculated with a
-mirthless laugh; and then striking his hands together
-as he recalled where he had parked his car, he added:
-“Let’s drive to the river and do our walking out there.
-You won’t mind—sure I’m not making myself a nuisance?”</p>
-
-<p>“Positive!” Bruce declared, though he smothered
-with some difficulty a wish that Shepherd Mills would
-keep away from him.</p>
-
-<p>It was inconceivable that Shepherd had been drinking,
-but he was clearly laboring under some strong
-emotional excitement. In offering his cigarette case
-as they waited for the elevator, his hand shook. Bruce
-adopted a chaffing tone as they reached the street,
-making light of the desperate situation in which they
-found themselves.</p>
-
-<p>“We’re two nice birds! All tuckered out by a few
-hours’ work. That’s what the indoor life brings us to.
-Henderson got off a good one about the new traffic
-rules—said they’ve got it fixed now so you can’t turn
-anywhere in this town till you get to the cemetery.
-Suppose the ancient Egyptians had a lot of trouble
-with their chariots—speed devils even in those days!”</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd laughed a little wildly now and then at
-Bruce’s efforts at humor. But he said nothing. He
-drove the car with what for him was reckless speed.
-Bruce good-naturedly chided him, inquiring how he
-got his drag with the police department; but he was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_217">[217]</span>
-trying to adjust himself to a Shepherd Mills he hadn’t
-known before....</p>
-
-<p>They crossed a bridge and Shepherd stopped the
-car at the roadside. “Let’s walk,” he said tensely.
-“I’ve got to talk—I’ve <i>got</i> to talk.”</p>
-
-<p>“All right, we’ll walk and talk!” Bruce agreed in
-the tone of one indulging a child’s whims.</p>
-
-<p>“I wanted to come to the river,” Shepherd muttered.
-“I like being where there’s water.”</p>
-
-<p>“Many people don’t!” Bruce said, thinking his companion
-was joking.</p>
-
-<p>“A river is kind; a river is friendly,” Shepherd
-added in the curious stifled voice of one who is thinking
-aloud. “Water always soothes me—quiets my
-nerves”—he threw his hand out. “It seems so free!”</p>
-
-<p>It was now dark and the winter stars shone brightly
-over the half-frozen stream. Bruce remembered that
-somewhere in the neighborhood he had made his last
-stop before entering the city; overcome his last doubt
-and burned his mother’s letters that he had borne on
-his year-long pilgrimage. And he was here again by
-the river with the son of Franklin Mills!</p>
-
-<p>Intent upon his own thoughts, he was hardly conscious
-that Shepherd had begun to speak, with a curious
-dogged eagerness, in a high strained voice that
-broke now and then in a sob. It was of his father
-that Shepherd was speaking—of Franklin Mills. He
-was a disappointment to his father; there was no sympathy
-between them. He had never wanted to go into
-business but had yielded in good spirit when his father
-opposed his studying medicine. At the battery plant
-he performed duties of no significance; the only joy
-he derived from the connection was in the friendship
-of the employees, and he was now to be disciplined
-for wanting to help them. His transfer to the trust<span class="pagenum" id="Page_218">[218]</span>
-company was only a punishment; in the new position
-he would merely repeat his experience in the factory—find
-himself of less importance than the office boy.</p>
-
-<p>They paced back and forth at the roadside, hardly
-aware of occasional fast-flying cars whose headlights
-fell upon them for a moment and left them
-again to the stars. When the first passion of his bitter
-indignation had spent itself, Shepherd admitted
-his father’s generosity. There was no question of
-money; his father wished him to live as became the
-family dignity. Constance was fine; she was the finest
-woman alive, he declared with a quaver in his voice.
-But she too had her grievances; his father was never
-fair to Constance. Here Shepherd caught himself up
-sharply. It was the widening breach between himself
-and his father that tore his heart, and Constance had
-no part in that.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m stupid; I don’t catch things quickly,” he went
-on wearily. “But I’ve tried to learn; I’ve done my best
-to please father. But it’s no good! I give it up!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce, astounded and dismayed by this long recital,
-was debating what counsel he could offer. He could
-not abandon Shepherd Mills in his dark hour. The
-boy—he seemed only that tonight, a miserable, tragic
-boy—had opened his heart with a child’s frankness.
-Bruce, remembering his own unhappy hours, resolved
-to help Shepherd Mills if he could.</p>
-
-<p>Their stay by the river must not be prolonged;
-Shepherd was shivering with cold. Bruce had never
-before been so conscious of his own physical strength.
-He wished that he might confer it upon Shepherd—add
-to his stature, broaden the narrow shoulders that
-were so unequal to heavy burdens! It was, he felt, a
-critical hour in Shepherd Mills’s life; the wrong word
-might precipitate a complete break in his relations with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_219">[219]</span>
-his father. Franklin Mills, as Bruce’s imagination
-quickened under the mystical spell of the night, loomed
-beside them—a shadowy figure, keeping step with them
-on the dim bank where the wind mourned like an unhappy
-spirit through the sycamores.</p>
-
-<p>“I had no right to bother you; you must think me
-a fool,” Shepherd concluded. “But it’s helped me, just
-to talk. I don’t know why I thought you wouldn’t
-mind——”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I don’t mind!” Bruce replied, and laid
-his hand lightly on Shepherd’s shoulder. “I’m pleased
-that you thought of me; I want to help. Now, old
-man, we’re going to pull you right out of this! It’s
-disagreeable to fumble the ball as we all do occasionally.
-But this isn’t so terrible! That was a fine idea
-of yours to build a clubhouse for the workmen: but
-on the other hand there’s something to be said for your
-father’s reasons against it. And frankly, I think you
-made a mistake in selling your stock without speaking
-to him first. It wasn’t quite playing the game.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I can see that,” Shepherd assented faintly.
-“But you see I’d got my mind on it; and I wanted to
-make things happier for those people.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you did! And it’s too bad your father
-doesn’t feel about it as you do. But he doesn’t; and
-it’s one of the hardest things we have to learn in this
-world, that we’ve got to accommodate ourselves very
-often to other people’s ideas. That’s life, old man!”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you’re right; but I do nothing but blunder.
-I never put anything over.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, you do! You said a bit ago your father
-didn’t want you to marry the girl you were in love
-with; but you did! That scored for you. And about
-the clubhouse, it’s hard to give it up; but we passionate<span class="pagenum" id="Page_220">[220]</span>
-idealists have got to learn to wait! Your day will
-come to do a lot for humanity.”</p>
-
-<p>“No! I’m done! I’m going away; I want a chance
-to live my own life. It’s hell, I tell you, never to be
-free; to be pushed into subordinate jobs I hate. By
-God, I won’t go into the trust company!”</p>
-
-<p>The oath, probably the first he had ever uttered, cut
-sharply into the night. To Bruce it hinted of unsuspected
-depths of passion in Shepherd’s nature. The
-sense of his own responsibility deepened.</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd, surprised and ashamed of his outburst,
-sought and clutched Bruce’s hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Steady, boy!” said Bruce gently. “You’ll <i>take</i> the
-job and you’ll go into it with all the pep you can muster!
-It offers you a bigger chance than the thing
-you’ve been doing. All kinds of people carry their
-troubles to a trust company. Such institutions have a
-big benevolent side,—look after widows and orphans
-and all that sort of thing. If you want to serve
-humanity you couldn’t put yourself in a better place!
-I’m serious about that. And with Carroll there you’ll
-be treated with respect; you can raise the devil if
-anybody tries any foolishness! Why, your father’s
-promoting you—showing his confidence in a pretty
-fine way. He might better have told you of his plans
-earlier—I grant that—but he probably thought he’d
-save it for a surprise. It was pretty decent of him to
-sell you back your stock. A mean, grasping man would
-have kept it and swiped the profit. You’ve got to give
-him credit for trying to do the square thing by you.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was a slap in the face; he meant to humiliate
-me!” cried Shepherd stubbornly.</p>
-
-<p>“All right; assume he did! But don’t be humiliated!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_221">[221]</span>“You’d stand for it? You wouldn’t make a row?”
-demanded Shepherd quaveringly.</p>
-
-<p>“No: decidedly no!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I guess you’re right,” Shepherd replied after
-a moment’s silence. “It doesn’t seem so bad the way
-you put it. I’m sorry I’ve kept you so long. I’ll
-never forget this; you’ve been mighty kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I’ve been right,” said Bruce soberly.</p>
-
-<p>He was thinking of Franklin Mills—his father and
-Shepherd’s. There was something grotesque in the
-idea that he was acting as a conciliator between Franklin
-Mills and this son who had so little of the Mills
-iron in his blood. The long story had given him still
-another impression of Mills. It was despicable, his
-trampling of Shepherd’s toys, his calm destruction of
-the boy’s dreams. But even so, Bruce felt that his
-advice had been sound. A complete break with his
-father would leave Shepherd helpless; and public
-opinion would be on the father’s side.</p>
-
-<p>Shepherd struck a match and looked at his watch.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s nearly seven!” he exclaimed. “Connie won’t
-know what’s become of me! I think she’s having a
-Dramatic Club rehearsal at the house tonight.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s good. We’ll stop at the first garage and
-you can telephone her. Tell her you’re having dinner
-with me at the club. And—may I say it?—never tell
-her of your bad hour today. That’s better kept to
-ourselves.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course!”</p>
-
-<p>With head erect Shepherd walked to the car. His
-self-confidence was returning. Before they reached
-the club his spirits were soaring. He was even eager
-to begin his work with the trust company.</p>
-
-<p>After a leisurely dinner he drove Bruce home. When
-he said good-night at the entrance to the apartment<span class="pagenum" id="Page_222">[222]</span>
-house he grasped both Bruce’s hands and clung to
-them.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing like this ever really happened to me before,”
-he said chokingly. “I’ve found a friend!”</p>
-
-<p>They remained silent for a moment. Then Bruce
-looked smilingly into Shepherd’s gentle, grateful eyes
-and turned slowly into the house. The roar of Shepherd’s
-car as it started rose jubilantly in the quiet
-street.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_223">[223]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER FIFTEEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Duty was a large word in Franklin Mills’s lexicon.
-It pleased him to think that he met all his obligations
-as a parent and a citizen. In his own cogitations he
-was well satisfied with his handling of his son Shepherd.
-Shepherd had needed just the lesson he had
-given him in the matter of the sale of the Rogers Trust
-Company stock. Mills, not knowing that Bruce Storrs
-was responsible for Shepherd’s change of mind, was
-highly pleased that his son had expressed his entire
-satisfaction with his transfer from the battery plant to
-the new trust company.</p>
-
-<p>The fact that Shepherd was now eager to begin his
-new work and evidently had forgotten all about the
-community house project increased Mills’s contentment
-with his own wisdom and his confidence in his ability
-to make things happen as he wanted them to happen.
-Shepherd was not so weak; he was merely foolish, and
-being foolish, it was lucky that he had a father capable
-of checking his silly tendencies. The world would
-soon be in a pretty mess if all the sons of rich men
-were to begin throwing their money to the birds. In
-the trust company Shepherd would learn to think in
-terms of money without the emotional disturbances<span class="pagenum" id="Page_224">[224]</span>
-caused by contact with the hands that produced it.
-Shepherd, Mills felt, would be all right now. Incidentally
-he had taught the young man not to attempt
-to play tricks on him—something which no one had
-ever tried with success.</p>
-
-<p>The social promotion of the Hardens was proceeding
-smoothly, thanks to Connie’s cooperation. Mrs.
-Harden had been elected a member of the Orphan
-Asylum board, which in itself conferred a certain dignity.
-Leila and Connie had effected Millicent’s election
-to the Dramatic Club. These matters were accomplished
-without friction, as Mills liked to have things
-done. Someone discovered that Doctor Harden’s great-grandfather,
-back in the year of the big wind, had
-collected more bounties for wolf scalps than had ever
-been earned by any other settler in Jackson County,
-and the Doctor was thereupon admitted to fellowship
-in the Pioneer Society. The Hardens did not climb;
-they were pushed up the ladder, seemingly by unseen
-hands, somewhat to their own surprise and a little to
-their discomfiture.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>The only cloud on Mills’s horizon was his apprehension
-as to Leila’s future. Mills was increasingly
-aware that she couldn’t be managed as he managed
-Shepherd. He had gone as far as he dared in letting
-Carroll know that he would be an acceptable son-in-law,
-and he had perhaps intimated a little too plainly
-to Leila the desirability of such an arrangement. Carroll
-visited the house frequently; but Leila snubbed him
-outrageously. When it pleased her to accept his attentions
-it was merely, Mills surmised, to allay suspicion
-as to her interest elsewhere. It was his duty to see<span class="pagenum" id="Page_225">[225]</span>
-that Leila married in keeping with her status as the
-daughter of the house of Mills.</p>
-
-<p>In analyzing his duty with respect to Leila, it occurred
-to Mills that he might have been culpable in
-not laying more stress upon the merits of religion in
-the upbringing of Leila. She had gone to Sunday
-school in her earliest youth; but churchgoing was not
-to her taste. He was unable to remember when Leila
-had last attended church, but never voluntarily within
-his recollection. She needed, he decided, the sobering
-influence of religion. God, in Mills’s speculations, was
-on the side of order, law and respectability. The
-church frowned upon divorce; and Leila must be saved
-from the disgrace of marrying a divorced man. Leila
-needed religion, and the idea broadened in Mills’s mind
-until he saw that probably Constance and Shepherd,
-too, would be safer under the protecting arm of the
-church.</p>
-
-<p>The Sunday following Christmas seemed to Mills
-a fitting time for renewing the family’s acquaintance
-with St. Barnabas. When he telephoned his invitation
-to Constance, carefully putting it in the form of a suggestion,
-he found his daughter-in-law wholly agreeable
-to the idea. She and Shepherd would be glad to
-breakfast with him and accompany him to divine worship.
-When he broached the matter to Leila she did
-not explode as he had expected. She took a cigarette
-from her mouth and expelled the smoke from her
-lungs.</p>
-
-<p>“Sure, I’ll go with you, Dada,” she replied.</p>
-
-<p>He had suggested nine as a conservative breakfast
-hour, but Constance and Shepherd were fifteen minutes
-late. Leila was considerably later, but appeared finally,
-after the maid had twice been dispatched to her room.
-Having danced late, she was still sleepy. At the table<span class="pagenum" id="Page_226">[226]</span>
-she insisted on scanning the society page of the morning
-newspaper. This annoyed Mills, particularly when
-in spreading out the sheet she upset her water glass,
-with resulting deplorable irrigation of the tablecloth
-and a splash upon Connie’s smart morning dress that
-might or might not prove permanently disfiguring.
-Mills hated a messy table. He also hated criticism of
-food. Leila’s complaint that the scalloped sweetbreads
-were too dry evoked the pertinent retort that if she
-hadn’t been late they wouldn’t have been spoiled.</p>
-
-<p>“I guess that’ll hold me for a little while,” she said
-cheerfully. “I say, Dada, what do we get for going to
-church?”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll get what you need from Doctor Lindley,”
-Mills replied, frowning at the butler, who was stupidly
-oblivious of the fact that the flame under the percolator
-was threatening a general conflagration. Shepherd,
-in trying to clap on the extinguisher, burned his
-fingers and emitted a shrill cry of pain. All things
-considered, the breakfast was hardly conducive to
-spiritual uplift.</p>
-
-<p>It was ten minutes after eleven when the Millses
-reached St. Barnabas and the party went down the
-aisle pursued by an usher to the chanting of the
-<i>Venite, exultemus Domino</i>. The usher, caught off
-guard, was guiltily conscious of having a few minutes
-before filled the Mills pew with strangers in accordance
-with the rule that reserved seats for their owners
-only until the processional. Mills, his silk hat on his
-arm, had not foreseen such a predicament. He paused
-in perplexity beside the ancestral pew in which five
-strangers were devoutly reinforcing the chanting of
-the choir, happily unaware that they were trespassers
-upon the property of Franklin Mills.</p>
-
-<p>The courteous usher lifted his hand to indicate his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_227">[227]</span>
-mastery of the situation and guided the Mills party in
-front of the chancel to seats in the south transept. This
-maneuver had the effect of publishing to the congregation
-the fact that Franklin Mills, his son, daughter-in-law
-and daughter, were today breaking an abstinence
-from divine worship which regular attendants knew to
-have been prolonged.</p>
-
-<p>Constance, Leila and Shepherd knelt at once; Mills
-remained standing. A lady behind him thrust a prayer
-book into his hand. In trying to find his glasses he
-dropped the book, which Leila, much diverted, recovered
-as she rose. This was annoying and added to
-Mills’s discomfiture at being planted in the front seat
-of the transept where the whole congregation could
-observe him at leisure.</p>
-
-<p>However, by the time the proper psalms for the
-day had been read he had recovered his composure
-and listened attentively to Doctor Lindley’s sonorous
-reading of the lessons. His seat enabled him to contemplate
-the Mills memorial window in the north
-transept, a fact which mitigated his discomfort at
-being deprived of the Mills pew.</p>
-
-<p>Leila stifled a yawn as the rector introduced as the
-preacher for the day a missionary bishop who had
-spent many years in the Orient. Mills had always been
-impatient of missionary work among peoples who, as
-he viewed the matter, were entitled to live their lives
-and worship their gods without interference by meddlesome
-foreigners. But the discourse appealed strongly
-to his practical sense. He saw in the schools and hospitals
-established by the church in China a splendid
-advertisement of American good will and enterprise.
-Such philanthropies were calculated to broaden the
-market for American trade. When Doctor Lindley
-announced that the offerings for the day would go to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_228">[228]</span>
-the visitor to assist in the building of a new hospital
-in his far-away diocese, Mills found a hundred dollar
-bill to lay on the plate....</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>As they drove to Shepherd’s for dinner he good-naturedly
-combated Constance’s assertion that Confucius
-was as great a teacher as Christ. Leila said
-she’d like to adopt a Chinese baby; the Chinese babies
-in the movies were always so cute. Shepherd’s philanthropic
-nature had been deeply impressed by the idea
-of reducing human suffering through foreign missions.
-He announced that he would send the bishop a check.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I claim it was a good sermon,” said Leila.
-“That funny old bird talked a hundred berries out of
-Dada.”</p>
-
-<p>When they reached the table, Mills reproved Leila
-for asserting that she guessed she was a Buddhist. She
-confessed under direct examination that she knew nothing
-about Buddhism but thought it might be worth
-taking up sometime.</p>
-
-<p>“Millie says there’s nothing in the Bible so wonderful
-as the world itself,” Leila continued. “Millie has
-marvelous ideas. Talk about miracles—she says the
-grass and the sunrise are miracles.”</p>
-
-<p>“Millie is such a dear,” Constance murmured in a
-tone that implied a lack of enthusiasm for grass and
-sunrises.</p>
-
-<p>“Millicent has a poetic nature,” Mills remarked,
-finding himself self-conscious at the mention of Millicent.
-Millicent’s belief in a Supreme Power that controls
-the circling planets and guides the destinies of
-man was interesting because Millicent held it and talked
-of it charmingly.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_229">[229]</span>“<i>Did</i> you see that outlandish hat Mrs. Charlie Felton
-was sporting?” Leila demanded with cheerful
-irrelevance. “I’ll say it’s some hat! She ought to hire
-a blind woman to buy her clothes.”</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t see anything the matter with her hat,” remarked
-Shepherd.</p>
-
-<p>“You <i>wouldn’t</i>, dear!” said Constance.</p>
-
-<p>“Who’s Charlie Felton?” asked Mills. “It seemed
-to me I didn’t know a dozen people in church this
-morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, the Feltons have lately moved here from Racine,
-Fond du Lac or St. Louis—one of those queer
-Illinois towns.”</p>
-
-<p>“Those towns may be queer,” said her father gently.
-“But they are not in Illinois.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, well, give them to Kansas, then,” said Leila,
-who was never disturbed by her errors in geography
-or any other department of knowledge. “You know,”
-she continued, glad the conversation had been successfully
-diverted from religion, “that Freddy Thomas
-was in college with Charlie Felton and Freddy says
-Mrs. Felton isn’t as bad as her hats.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills frowned. Shepherd laughed at this more joyously
-than the remark deserved and stammeringly tried
-to cover up the allusion to Thomas. It was sheer impudence
-for Leila to introduce into the Sunday table talk
-a name that could only irritate her father; but before
-Shepherd could make himself articulate Mills looked
-up from his salad.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Freddy?</i> I didn’t know you were so intimate with
-anyone of that name.”</p>
-
-<p>This was not, of course, strictly true. Leila always
-referred to Thomas as Freddy; she found a mischievous
-delight in doing so before her father. Since she
-became aware of her father’s increasing displeasure<span class="pagenum" id="Page_230">[230]</span>
-at Thomas’s attentions and knew that the young man’s
-visits at the house were a source of irritation, she had
-been meeting Thomas at the homes of one or another
-of her friends whose discretion could be relied on,
-or at the public library or the Art Institute—it was a
-joke that Leila should have availed herself of these
-institutions for any purpose! Constance in giving her
-an admonitory prod under the table inadvertently
-brushed her father-in-law’s shin.</p>
-
-<p>“I meant Mr. Frederick Thomas, Dada,” Leila replied,
-her gentle tone in itself a species of impudence.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you are about done with that fellow,” said
-Mills, frowning.</p>
-
-<p>“Sure, Dada, I’m about through with him,” she replied
-with intentional equivocation.</p>
-
-<p>“I should think you would be! I don’t like the idea
-of your name being associated with his!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it isn’t, is it?”</p>
-
-<p>Mills disliked being talked back to. His annoyance
-was increased by the fact that he had been unable to
-learn anything detrimental to Thomas beyond the fact
-that the man had been divorced. The decree of divorce,
-he had learned in Chicago, was granted to Thomas
-though his wife had brought the suit. While not
-rich, Thomas was well-to-do, and when it came to
-the question of age, Arthur Carroll was a trifle older.
-But Leila should marry Carroll. Carroll was ideally
-qualified to enter the family by reason of his familiarity
-with its history and traditional conservatism. He
-knew and respected the Franklin Mills habit of mind,
-and this in itself was an asset. Mills had no intention
-of being thwarted in his purpose to possess Carroll as
-a son-in-law....</p>
-
-<p>Gloom settled over the table. Mills, deeply preoccupied,
-ate his dessert in silence. Leila presented a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_231">[231]</span>
-much more serious and pressing problem than foreign
-missions. Constance strove vainly to dispel the cloud.
-Leila alone seemed untroubled; she repeated a story
-that Bud Henderson had told her which was hardly
-an appropriate addendum for a missionary sermon.
-Her father rebuked her sternly. If there was anything
-that roused his ire it was a risqué story.</p>
-
-<p>“One might think,” he said severely, “that you were
-brought up in a slum from the way you talk. The
-heathen are not all in China!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it is a funny story,” Leila persisted. “I told
-it to Doctor Harden and he almost died laffin’. Doc
-certainly knows a joke. You’re not angry—not really,
-terribly angry at your ’ittle baby girl, is ’ou, Dada?”</p>
-
-<p>“I most certainly am!” he retorted grimly. A moment
-later he added: “Well, let’s go to Deer Trail for
-supper. Connie, you and Shep are free for the evening,
-I hope?”</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll be glad to go, of course,” Constance replied
-amiably.</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>The Sunday evening suppers at Deer Trail were
-usually discontinued after Christmas, and Leila was
-taken aback by the announcement. Her father had not,
-she noted, shown his usual courtesy in asking her if
-she cared to go. She correctly surmised that the proposed
-flight into the country was intended as a disciplinary
-measure for her benefit. She had promised
-to meet Thomas at the Burtons’ at eight o’clock, and
-he could hardly have hit upon anything better calculated
-to awaken resentment in her young breast. She
-began to consider the hazards of attempting to communicate
-with Thomas to explain her inability to keep<span class="pagenum" id="Page_232">[232]</span>
-the appointment. As there were to be no guests, the
-evening at Deer Trail promised to be an insufferably
-dull experience and she must dodge it if possible.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t let’s do that!” she said. “It’s too cold,
-Dada. And the house is always drafty in the winter!”</p>
-
-<p>“Drafty!” Her father stared at her blandly. The
-country house was steam-heated and this was the first
-time he had ever heard that it was drafty. The suggestion
-of drafts was altogether unfortunate. “Had
-you any engagement for this evening?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I promised Mrs. Torrence I’d go there for supper—she’s
-having some people in to do some music.
-It’s just an informal company, but I hate dropping out.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance perceptibly shuddered.</p>
-
-<p>“When did she give this invitation?” asked Mills,
-with the utmost urbanity.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I met her downtown yesterday. It’s no great
-matter, Dada. If you’re making a point of it, I’ll
-be glad to go to the farm!”</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Torrence must be a quick traveler,” her father
-replied, entirely at ease. “I met her myself yesterday
-morning. She was just leaving for Louisville and
-didn’t expect to be back until Tuesday.”</p>
-
-<p>“How funny!” Leila ejaculated, though she had little
-confidence in her ability to give a humorous aspect to
-her plight. She bent her head in the laugh of self-derision
-which she had frequently employed in easing
-her way out of similar predicaments with her father.
-This time it merely provoked an ironic smile.</p>
-
-<p>Mills, from the extension telephone in the living
-room, called Deer Trail to give warning of the approach
-of four guests for supper; there was no possible escape
-from this excursion. Thomas filled Leila’s thoughts.
-He had been insisting that they be married before the
-projected trip to Bermuda. The time was short and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_233">[233]</span>
-she was uncertain whether to take the step now or
-postpone it in the hope of winning her father’s consent
-in the intimate association of their travels.</p>
-
-<p>Today Mills’s cigar seemed to be of interminable
-length. As he smoked he talked in the leisurely fashion
-he enjoyed after a satisfactory meal, and Constance
-never made the mistake of giving him poor food. He
-had caught Leila in a lie—a stupid, foolish lie; but
-no one would have guessed that it had impressed him
-disagreeably or opened a new train of suspicions in
-his mind. Constance was admiring his perfect self-restraint;
-Franklin Mills, no matter what else he might
-or might not be, was a thoroughbred.</p>
-
-<p>“If you don’t have to stop at home, Leila, we can
-start from here,” he said—“at three o’clock.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Dada. I’m all set!” she replied.</p>
-
-<p>Constance and Shepherd left the room and Leila was
-prepared for a sharp reprimand, but her father merely
-asked whether she had everything necessary for the
-Bermuda trip. He had his steamer reservation and
-they would go to New York a few days ahead of the
-sailing date to see the new plays and she could pick up
-any little things she needed.</p>
-
-<p>“Arthur’s going East at the same time. We have
-some business errands in New York,” he continued in
-a matter of course tone.</p>
-
-<p>She was aware that he had mentioned Carroll with
-special intention, and it added nothing to her peace of
-mind.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s fine, Dada,” she said, reaching for a fresh
-cigarette. “Arthur can take me to some of the new
-dancing places. Arthur’s a good little hopper.”</p>
-
-<p>She felt moved to try to gloss over her blunder in
-pretending to have an engagement that evening with
-Helen Torrence, but her intuitions warned her that the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_234">[234]</span>
-time was not fortunate for the practice of her familiar
-cajoleries upon her father. She realized that she had
-outgrown her knack of laughing herself out of her
-troubles; and she had never before been trapped so
-neatly. Like Shepherd, she felt that in dealing with
-her father she never knew what was in his mind until
-he laid his cards on the table—laid them down with the
-serenity of one who knows thoroughly the value of his
-hand.</p>
-
-<p>She was deeply in love with Thomas and craved
-sympathy and help; but she felt quite as Shepherd
-always did, her father’s remoteness and the closing of
-the common avenues of communication between human
-beings. He had always indulged her, shown kindness
-even when he scolded and protested against her conduct;
-but she felt that his heart was as inaccessible as a safety
-box behind massive steel doors. On the drive to Deer
-Trail she took little part in the talk, to which Shepherd
-and Constance tried, with indifferent success, to impart
-a light and cheery tone. When they reached the country
-house, which derived a fresh picturesqueness from
-the snowy fields about it, Mills left them, driving on to
-the stables for a look at his horses.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that was some break!” exclaimed Constance
-the moment they were within doors. “Everybody in
-town knows Helen is away. You ought to have known
-it yourself! I never knew you to do anything so clumsy
-as that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, shoot! I didn’t want to come out here today.
-It’s a bore; nobody here and nothing to do. And I
-object to being punished like a child!”</p>
-
-<p>“You needn’t have lied to your father; that was
-inexcusable,” said Constance. “If you’ve got to do
-such a thing, please don’t do it when I’m around!”</p>
-
-<p>“See here, sis,” began Shepherd with a prolonged<span class="pagenum" id="Page_235">[235]</span>
-sibilant stutter, “let’s be frank about this! You know
-this thing of meeting Fred Thomas at other people’s
-houses is no good. You’ve got to stop it! Father
-would be terribly cut up if he found you out. You
-may be sure he suspects something now, after that
-foolish break about going to Helen Torrence’s.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I haven’t said I was going to meet anyone,
-have I?” Leila demanded defiantly.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t have to. There are other people just
-as clever as you are,” Constance retorted, jerking off
-her gloves.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t imagine what you see in Thomas,” Shepherd
-persisted.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care if you don’t. It’s my business what
-I see in him.” Leila nervously lighted a cigarette.
-“Freddy’s a fine fellow; father doesn’t know a thing
-against him!”</p>
-
-<p>“If you marry him you’ll break father’s heart,” Shepherd
-declared solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>“His heart!” repeated Leila with fine contempt.
-“You needn’t think he’s going to treat me as he treats
-you. I won’t stand for it! How about that clubhouse
-you wanted to build—how about this sudden idea of
-taking you out of the battery business and sticking
-you into the trust company? You didn’t want to
-change, did you? He didn’t ask you if you wanted to
-move, did he? I’ll say he didn’t! That’s dada all
-over—he doesn’t ask you; he tells you! And I’m not
-a child to be sent to bed whenever his majesty gets
-peevish.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be ridiculous!” said Constance with a despairing
-sigh. “You’re going to make trouble for all
-of us if you don’t drop Freddy!”</p>
-
-<p>“You tell <i>me</i> not to make trouble!”</p>
-
-<p>Leila’s eyes flashed her scorn of the idea and something<span class="pagenum" id="Page_236">[236]</span>
-more. Her words had the effect of bringing a
-deep flush to Constance’s face. Constance walked to
-the fire and sat down. There was no counting on
-Leila’s discretion; and if she eloped with Thomas the
-town would hum with talk about the whole Mills family.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Leila,” began Shepherd, who had not noticed
-his wife’s perturbation or understood the nature of
-the spiteful little stab that caused it. “You’d better
-try to square yourself with father.”</p>
-
-<p>“I see myself trying! You two make me tired!
-Please don’t talk to me any more!”</p>
-
-
-<h3>V</h3>
-
-<p>She waited until Constance and Shepherd had found
-reading matter and were settled before the fireplace,
-and then with the remark that she wanted to fix her
-hair, went upstairs; and after closing a door noisily
-to allay suspicions, went cautiously down the back stairs
-to the telephone in the butler’s pantry. Satisfying herself
-by a glance through the window that her father
-was still at the stables, she called Thomas’s number
-and explained her inability to go to the Burtons’ where
-they had planned to meet. Happy to hear his voice,
-she talked quite as freely as though speaking to him
-face to face, and his replies over the wire soothed and
-comforted her....</p>
-
-<p>“No, dear; there’d only be a row if you asked father
-now. You’ll have to take my word for that, Freddy.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not so sure of that—if he knows you love me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I love you, Freddy!”</p>
-
-<p>“Then let us be married and end all this bother.
-You’re of age; there’s nothing to prevent us. I’d a
-lot rather have it out with your father now. I know I
-can convince him that I’m respectable and able to take<span class="pagenum" id="Page_237">[237]</span>
-care of you. I’ve got the record of the divorce case;
-there’s nothing in it I’m ashamed of.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all right enough; but the very mention of it
-would make him furious. We’ve talked of this a hundred
-times, Freddy, and I’m not going to let you make
-that mistake. We’re going to wait a little longer!”</p>
-
-<p>“You won’t go back on me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Never, Freddy!”</p>
-
-<p>“You might meet someone on the trip you’d like
-better. I’m going to be terribly nervous about you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you don’t trust me! If you don’t trust me
-you don’t love me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be so foolish. I’m mad about you. And
-I’m sick of all this sneaking round for a chance to see
-you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Be sensible, dear; it’s just as hard for me as it is
-for you. And people <i>are</i> talking!”</p>
-
-<p>In her absorption she had forgotten the importance
-of secrecy and the danger of being overheard. The
-swing doors had creaked several times, but she had
-attributed this to suction from an open window in the
-kitchen. Constance and Shepherd would wonder at
-her absence; the talk must not be prolonged.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got to go!” she added hurriedly.</p>
-
-<p>“Say you care—that you’re not just putting me
-off——”</p>
-
-<p>“I love you, Freddy! Please be patient. Remember,
-I love you with all my heart! Yes, always!”</p>
-
-<p>As she hung up the receiver she turned round to
-face her father. He had entered the house through
-the kitchen and might or might not have heard part of
-her dialogue with Thomas. But she was instantly
-aware that her last words, in the tense, lover-like tone
-in which she had spoken them, were enough to convict
-her.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_238">[238]</span>“Hello, Dada! How’s the live stock?” she asked
-with poorly feigned carelessness as she hung the receiver
-on the hook.</p>
-
-<p>Mills, his overcoat flung over his arm, his hat pushed
-back from his forehead, eyed her with a cold stare.</p>
-
-<p>“Why are you telephoning here?” he demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“No reasons. I didn’t want to disturb Connie and
-Shep. They’re reading in the living-room.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s very thoughtful of you, I’m sure!”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought so myself,” she replied, and took a step
-toward the dining-room door. He flung out his arm
-arrestingly.</p>
-
-<p>“Just a moment, please!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, hours—if you want them!”</p>
-
-<p>“I overheard some of your speeches. To whom
-were you speaking—tell me the truth!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be so fierce about it! And do take off your
-hat! You look so funny with your hat stuck on the
-back of your head that way!”</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind my hat! It will be much better for
-you not to trifle with me. Who was on the other end
-of that telephone?”</p>
-
-<p>“What if I don’t tell you?” she demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“I want an answer to my question! You told me
-one falsehood today; I don’t want to hear another!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you won’t! I was talking to Mr. Frederick
-V. Thomas!”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought as much. Now I’ve told you as plainly
-as I know how that you’ve got to drop that fellow.
-He’s a scoundrel to force his attentions on you. I
-haven’t wanted to bring matters to an issue with you
-about him. I’ve been patient with you—let him come
-to the house and go about with you. But you’ve not
-played fair with me. When I told you I didn’t like
-his coming to the house so much you began meeting<span class="pagenum" id="Page_239">[239]</span>
-him when you thought I wouldn’t know it—that’s a
-fact, isn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Dada—only a few times, though.”</p>
-
-<p>“May I ask what you mean by that? That a girl
-brought up as you have been, with every advantage
-and indulgence, should be so basely ungrateful as to
-meet a man I disapprove of—meet him in ways that
-show you know you’re doing a wrong thing—is beyond
-my understanding. It’s contemptible; it’s close
-upon the unpardonable!”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why don’t you act decently about it?” She
-lifted her head and met his gaze unwaveringly. “If
-you didn’t hear what I said I’ll tell you! I told him
-I love him; I’ve promised to marry him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you won’t marry him!” he exclaimed, his
-voice quavering in his effort to restrain his anger. “A
-man who’s left a wife somewhere and plays upon the
-sympathy of a credulous young girl like you is a contemptible
-hound!”</p>
-
-<p>“All right, then! He’s a contemptible hound!”</p>
-
-<p>Her insolence, her refusal to cower before him, increased
-his anger. His time-tried formula for meeting
-emergencies by superior strategy—the method that
-worked so well with his son—was of no use to him
-here. He had lost a point in letting her see that for
-once in his life his temper had got the better of him.
-He had been too tolerant of her faults; the bills for
-his indulgence were coming in now—a large sheaf of
-them. She must be handled with care—with very great
-caution, indeed; thus far in his life he had got what he
-wanted, and it was not for a girl whom he saw only as
-a spoiled child to circumvent him.</p>
-
-<p>But he realized at this moment that Leila was no
-longer a child. She was not only a woman, but a
-woman it would be folly to attempt to drive or frighten.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_240">[240]</span>
-He was alarmed by the composure with which she
-waited for the further disclosure of his purposes, standing
-with her back against the service shelf, eyeing him
-half hostilely, half, he feared, with a hope that he
-would carry the matter further and open his guard
-for a thrust he was not prepared to parry. He was
-afraid of her, but she must not know that he was
-afraid.</p>
-
-<p>He took off his hat and let it swing at arm’s length
-as he considered how to escape with dignity from the
-corner into which she had forced him. Sentiment is
-a natural refuge of the average man when other resources
-fail. He smiled benevolently, and with a quick
-lifting of the head remarked:</p>
-
-<p>“This isn’t the way for us to talk to each other.
-We’ve always been the best of friends; nothing’s going
-to change that. I trust your good sense—I trust”—here
-his voice sank under the weight of emotion—“I
-trust your love for me—your love for your dear
-mother’s memory—to do nothing to grieve me, nothing
-that would hurt her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Dada,” she said absently, not sure how far
-she could trust his mood. Then she walked up to him
-and drew her hand across his cheek and gave his tie a
-twitch. He drew his arm about her and kissed her
-forehead.</p>
-
-<p>“Let this be between ourselves,” he said. “I’ll go
-around and come in the front way.”</p>
-
-<p>She went up the back stairs and reappeared in the
-living-room, whistling. Constance and Shepherd were
-still reading before the fire where she had left them.</p>
-
-<p>After supper—served at the dining-room table tonight—Leila
-was unwontedly silent, and the attempts
-of Constance and Shepherd to be gay were sadly deficient
-in spontaneity. Mills’s Sunday, which had begun<span class="pagenum" id="Page_241">[241]</span>
-with high hopes, had been bitterly disappointing.
-Though outwardly tranquil and unbending a little more
-than usual, his mind was elsewhere.</p>
-
-
-<h3>VI</h3>
-
-<p>The happy life manifestly was not to be won merely
-by going to church. At the back of his mind, with
-all his agnosticism, he had entertained a superstitious
-belief that in Christianity there was some secret of
-happiness revealed to those who placed themselves receptively
-close to the throne of grace. This was evidently
-a mistake; or at least it was clear from the day’s
-experience that the boon was less easy of attainment
-than he had believed.</p>
-
-<p>He recalled what the rector of St. Barnabas had
-said to him the morning he had gone in to inspect the
-Mills window—that walls do not make the church, that
-the true edifice is within man’s own breast. Lindley
-shouldn’t say things like that, to perplex the hearer,
-baffle him, create a disagreeable uneasiness! This hint
-of a God whose tabernacle is in every man’s heart
-was displeasing. Mills didn’t like the idea of carrying
-God around with him. To grant any such premise
-would be to open the way for doubts as to his omnipotence
-in his own world; and Franklin Mills was not
-ready for that. He groped for a deity who wouldn’t
-be a nuisance, like a disagreeable guest in the house,
-upsetting the whole establishment! God should be a
-convenience, subject to call like a doctor or a lawyer.
-But how could a man reach Lindley’s God, who wasn’t
-in the church at all, but within man himself?</p>
-
-<p>In his pondering he came back to his own family.
-He didn’t know Shepherd; he didn’t know Leila. And<span class="pagenum" id="Page_242">[242]</span>
-this was all wrong. He knew Millicent Harden better
-than he knew either of his children.</p>
-
-<p>He had friends who were good pals with their children,
-and he wondered how they managed it. Maybe
-it was the spirit of the age that was the trouble. It
-was a common habit to fix responsibility for all the
-disturbing moral and social phenomena of the time
-on the receding World War, or the greed for gain, or
-the diminished zeal for religion. This brought him
-again to God; uncomfortable—the reflection that
-thought in all its circling and tangential excursions
-does somehow land at that mysterious door.... Leila
-must be dealt with. She was much too facile in dissimulation.
-He was confident that no other Mills had
-ever been like that.</p>
-
-<p>When they reached home he followed Leila into
-her room. He took the cigarette she offered him and
-sat down in the low rocking chair she pulled out for
-him—a befrilled feminine contrivance little to his
-taste. Utterly at a loss as to how he could most effectively
-reprimand her for her attempted deception and
-give her to understand that he would never countenance
-a marriage with Thomas, he was relieved when she
-took the initiative.</p>
-
-<p>“I <i>was</i> naughty, Dada!” she said. “But Freddy
-was going over to the Burtons’ tonight and I had told
-him I’d be there—that’s all. I wasn’t just crazy about
-going to the farm.”</p>
-
-<p>She held a match for him, extinguished it with a
-flourish, and after lighting her own cigarette dropped
-down on the chaise longue with a weary little sigh.
-If she had remained standing or had sat down properly
-in a chair, his rôle as the stern, aggrieved parent
-would have been simpler. Leila was so confoundedly<span class="pagenum" id="Page_243">[243]</span>
-difficult, so completely what he wished she was not!</p>
-
-<p>“About this Thomas——” he began.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, pshaw! Don’t you bother a little tiny bit
-about him. I’m just teasing him along.”</p>
-
-<p>“I must say your talk over the telephone sounded
-pretty serious to me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, bunk! All the girls talk to men that way these
-days—it doesn’t mean anything!”</p>
-
-<p>“What’s that? You say the words you used don’t
-<i>mean</i> anything?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not a thing, Dada. If you’d tell a man you didn’t
-love him he’d be sure to think you did!”</p>
-
-<p>“A dangerous idea, I should think.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no! Everything’s different from what it was
-when you were young!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I’ve noticed that!” he replied drily. “But
-seriously, Leila, this meeting a man—a man we know
-little about—at other people’s houses won’t do! You
-ought to have more self-respect and dignity than that!”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re making too much of it, Dada! It’s happened
-only two or three times. I thought you were
-sore about Freddy’s coming here so much, and I <i>have</i>
-met him other places—always perfectly proper places!”</p>
-
-<p>“I should hope so!” he exclaimed with his first display
-of spirit. “But you can’t afford to go about
-with him. You’ve got to remember the community has
-a right to expect the best of you. You should think
-of your dear mother even if you don’t care for me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Dada!” She leveled her arm at him, the
-smoking cigarette in her slim fingers. “Don’t be silly;
-you <i>know</i> I adore you; I’ve always been perfectly crazy
-about you!”</p>
-
-<p>She spoke in much the same tone she would have
-used in approving of a new suit of clothes he had
-submitted for inspection.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_244">[244]</span>“Now, I have your promise——” he said, sitting up
-alertly in his chair.</p>
-
-<p>“Promise, Dada?” she inquired, her thoughts far
-afield. “Oh, about Freddy! Well, if you’ll be happier
-I promise you now never to marry him. Frankly—<i>frankly</i>—I’m
-not going to marry anybody right away.
-When I get ready I’ll probably marry Arthur if some
-widow doesn’t snatch him first. But please don’t crowd
-me, Dada! If there <i>is</i> anything I hate it’s being
-crowded!”</p>
-
-<p>“Nobody’s crowding you!” he said, feeling that she
-was once more eluding him.</p>
-
-<p>“Then don’t push!” she laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s not have any more nonsense,” he said. “I
-think you do a lot of things just to annoy me. It isn’t
-fair!”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Dada!” she exclaimed in mock astonishment.
-“I thought you liked being kidded. I kid all your old
-friends and it tickles ’em to death.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go to bed!” he retorted, laughing in spite of himself.</p>
-
-<p>She mussed his hair before kissing him good-night,
-but even as he turned away he could see that her
-thoughts were elsewhere.</p>
-
-
-<h3>VII</h3>
-
-<p>Behind his own door, as he thought it over, the
-interview was about as unsatisfactory as an interview
-could be. She had kept it in her own hands, left him
-no opening for the eloquent appeal he had planned or
-the severe scolding she deserved. He wished he dared
-go back and put his arms about her and tell her how
-deeply he loved her. But he lacked the courage; she
-wouldn’t understand it. It was the cruelest of ironies<span class="pagenum" id="Page_245">[245]</span>
-that he dare not knock at his child’s door to tell her
-how precious she was to him.</p>
-
-<p>That was the trouble—he didn’t know how to make
-her understand! As he paced the floor, he wondered
-whether anyone in all the world had ever loved him!
-Yes, there was Marian Storrs; and, again, the woman
-who had been his wife. Beyond question each had, in
-her own way, loved him; but both were gathered into
-the great company of the dead. That question, as to
-whether anyone had ever loved him, reversed itself: in
-the whole course of his life had he, Franklin Mills,
-ever unselfishly loved anyone? This was the most
-disagreeable question that had forced itself upon
-Franklin Mills’s attention in a long time. As he tried
-to go to sleep it took countless forms in the dark, till
-the room danced with interrogation marks.</p>
-
-<p>He turned on the lights and got up. After moving
-about restlessly for a time he found himself staring at
-his reflection in the panel mirror in the bathroom door.
-It seemed to him that the shadow in the glass was not
-himself but the phantom of a man he had never known.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_246">[246]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER SIXTEEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>At Christmas Bruce had sent Millicent a box of
-flowers, which she had acknowledged in a cordial little
-note, but he had not called on her, making the excuse
-to himself that he lacked time. But the real reason
-was a fear that he had begun to care too much for her.
-He must not allow himself to love her when he could
-never marry her; he could never ask any woman to
-take a name to which he had no honest right.</p>
-
-<p>But if he hadn’t seen Millicent he heard of her frequently.
-He was established as a welcome visitor at
-all times at the Freemans’ and the Hendersons’. The
-belated social recognition of the Hardens, in spite of
-the adroitness with which Mills had inspired it, had
-not gone unremarked.</p>
-
-<p>There was, Bud said, always some reason for everything
-Mills did; and Maybelle, who knew everything
-that was said and done in town, had remarked in
-Bruce’s hearing that the Hardens’ social promotion
-was merely an item in Mills’s courtship of Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll wager he doesn’t make it! Millicent will never
-do it,” was Maybelle’s opinion, expressed one evening
-at dinner.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not?” Bruce asked, trying to conceal his suspicion<span class="pagenum" id="Page_247">[247]</span>
-that the remark was made for his own encouragement.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Millie’s not going to throw herself away on an
-old bird like Frank Mills. She values her youth too
-much for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you never can tell,” said Bud provokingly.
-“Girls have done it before this.”</p>
-
-<p>“But not girls like Millicent!” Maybelle flung back.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s easy,” Bud acquiesced. “There never was
-a girl like Millie—not even you, Maybelle, much as I
-love you. But all that mazuma and that long line of
-noble ancestors; not a spot on the whole bloomin’
-scutcheon! I wonder if Mills is really teasing himself
-with the idea that he has even a look-in!”</p>
-
-<p>“What you ought to do, Bruce, is to sail in and
-marry Millie yourself,” said Maybelle. “Dale and I
-are strong for you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks for the compliment!” exclaimed Bruce.
-“You and Dale want me to enter the race in the hope
-of seeing Mills knocked out! No particular interest
-in me! You don’t want me to win half as much as
-you want the great Mills to lose. Alas! And this is
-friendship!”</p>
-
-<p>“The idea warms my sporting blood,” said Bud.
-“Once the struggle begins we’ll post the bets on the
-club bulletin. I’ll start with two to one on you, old
-top!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m surprised at Connie—she seems to be helping
-on the boosting of the Hardens,” said Maybelle. “It
-must occur to her that it wouldn’t help her own fortunes
-to have a healthy young stepmother-in-law prance
-into the sketch. When Frank Mills passes on some
-day Connie’s going to be all set to spend a lot of his
-money. Connie’s one of the born spenders.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all well enough,” remarked Bud. “But just<span class="pagenum" id="Page_248">[248]</span>
-now Connie’s only too glad to have Mills’s attention
-directed away from her own little diversions. She and
-George Whitford——”</p>
-
-<p>“Bud!” Maybelle tapped her water glass sharply.
-“Remember, boys, these people are our friends!”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so up-stage, darling!” said Bud. “I’m sure
-we’ve been talking only in a spirit of loving kindness!”</p>
-
-<p>“Honorable men and women—one and all!” said
-Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“Absolutely!” Bud affirmed, and the subject was
-dropped.</p>
-
-<p>A few nights later Bruce was obliged to listen to
-similar talk at the Freemans’, though in a different
-key. Mrs. Freeman was indignant that Mills should
-think of marrying Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s just one right man in the world for every
-woman,” she declared. “And the right man for Millicent
-is you, Bruce Storrs!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce met her gaze with mock solemnity.</p>
-
-<p>“Please don’t force me into a hasty marriage! Here
-I am, a struggling young architect who will soon be
-not so young. Give me time to become self-supporting!”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course Millie will marry you in the proper course
-of things,” said Freeman. “If that girl should throw
-herself away on Franklin Mills she wouldn’t be Millie.
-And she is very much Millie!”</p>
-
-<p>“Heavens!” exclaimed his wife. “The bare thought
-of that girl, with her beauty, her spiritual insight, her
-sweetness, linking herself to that—that——”</p>
-
-<p>“This talk is all bosh!” interrupted Freeman. “I
-doubt if Mills ever sees Millicent alone. These gossips
-ought to be sent to the penal farm.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I think they’ve seen each other in a neighborly
-sort of way,” said Mrs. Freeman. “Mills is a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_249">[249]</span>
-cultivated man and Millicent’s music and modeling no
-doubt really interest him. I ran in to see her the other
-morning and she’s been doing a bust of Mills—she
-laughed when I asked her about it and said she had
-hard work getting sitters and Mr. Mills is ever so
-patient.”</p>
-
-<p>The intimacy implied in this kindled Bruce’s jealousy
-anew. Dale Freeman, whose prescience was keen, saw
-a look in his face that gave her instant pause.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Mills and Leila are leaving in a few days,”
-she remarked quickly. “I don’t believe he’s much of a
-success as a matchmaker. It’s been in the air for
-several years that Leila must marry Arthur Carroll,
-but he doesn’t appear to be making any headway.”</p>
-
-<p>“Leila will do as she pleases,” said Freeman, who
-was satisfied with a very little gossip. “Bruce, how do
-you feel about tackling that Laconia war memorial?”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce’s native town was to build a museum as a
-memorial to the soldiers in all her wars, from the
-Revolutionary patriots who had settled the county to
-the veterans of the Great War. Freeman had encouraged
-Bruce to submit plans, which were to be passed
-on by a jury of the highest distinction. Freeman kept
-strictly to domestic architecture; but Bruce’s ideas about
-the memorial had impressed him by their novelty. His
-young associate had, he saw, a natural bent for monumental
-structures that had been increased by the contemplation
-of the famous memorials in Europe. They
-went into the Freemans’ study to talk over the specifications
-and terms of the competition, and by midnight
-Bruce was so reassured by his senior’s confidence that
-it was decided he should go to work immediately on
-his plans.</p>
-
-<p>“It would be splendid, Bruce!” said Dale, who had
-sewed during the discussion, throwing in an occasional<span class="pagenum" id="Page_250">[250]</span>
-apt comment and suggestion. “The people of Laconia
-would have all the more pride in their heroes if one
-of them designed the memorial. It’s not big enough
-to tempt the top-notchers in the profession, but if you
-land it it will push you a long way up!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; it would be a big thing for you,” Freeman
-added. “You’d better drop your work in the office
-and concentrate on it....”</p>
-
-<p>Undeterred by the cold, Bruce drove daily into the
-country, left his car and walked—walked with a new
-energy begotten of definite ambition and faith in his
-power of achievement. To create beautiful things:
-this had been his mother’s prayer for him. He would
-do this for her; he would create a thing of beauty
-that should look down forever upon the earth that held
-her dust.</p>
-
-<p>The site of the proposed building was on the crest
-of a hill on the outskirts of Laconia and within
-sight of its main street. Bruce had known the spot
-all his life and had no trouble in visualizing its pictorial
-possibilities. The forest trees that crowned the
-hill would afford a picturesque background for an open
-colonnade that he meant to incorporate in his plans.</p>
-
-<p>Walking on clear, cold nights he fancied that he saw
-on every hilltop the structure as it would be, with the
-winds playing through its arches and wistful young
-moons coming through countless years to bless it anew
-with the hope and courage of youth.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>On Shep’s account rather than because of any interest
-he felt in Constance, Bruce had twice looked in
-at the Shepherd Mills’s on Constance’s day at home.</p>
-
-<p>Constance made much of the informality of her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_251">[251]</span>
-“days,” but they were, Bruce thought, rather dull. The
-girls and the young matrons he met there gave Mrs.
-Shep the adoration her nature demanded; the few men
-who dropped in were either her admirers or they went
-in the hope of meeting other young women in whom
-they were interested. On the first of these occasions
-Bruce had found Leila and Fred Thomas there, and
-both times George Whitford was prominent in the
-picture.</p>
-
-<p>Thomas was not without his attractions. His cherubic
-countenance and the infantile expression of his
-large myopic blue eyes made him appear younger than
-his years. The men around the University Club said
-he had a shrewd head for business; the women of the
-younger set pronounced him very droll, a likely rival
-of Bud Henderson for humor. It was easy to understand
-why he was called Freddy; he had the look of a
-Freddy. And Bruce thought it quite natural that
-Leila Mills should fancy him.</p>
-
-<p>Constance’s attempts to attract the artistic and intellectual
-on her Thursdays had been a melancholy failure;
-such persons were much too busy, and it had
-occurred to the musicians, literary aspirants and
-struggling artists in town that there was something a
-little patronizing in her overtures. Her house was
-too big; it was not half so agreeable as the Freemans’,
-and of course Freeman was an artist himself and Dale
-was intelligently sympathetic with everyone who had
-an idea to offer. As Bud Henderson put it, Dale
-could mix money and social position with art and nobody
-thought of its being a mixture, whereas at Constance’s
-you were always conscious of being either a
-sheep or a goat. Connie’s upholstery was too expensive,
-Bud thought, and her sandwiches were too elaborate<span class="pagenum" id="Page_252">[252]</span>
-for the plebeian palates of goats inured to hot
-ham in a bun in one-arm lunch rooms.</p>
-
-<p>Gossip, like death, loves a shining mark, and Mrs.
-Shepherd Mills was too conspicuous to escape the attention
-of the manufacturers and purveyors of rumor
-and scandal. The parochial habit of mind dies hard
-in towns that leap to cityhood, and the delights of the
-old time cosy gossip over the back fence are not lightly
-relinquished. Bruce was appalled by the malicious
-stories he heard about people he was beginning to know
-and like. He had heard George Whitford’s name mentioned
-frequently in connection with Connie’s, but he
-thought little of it. He had, nevertheless, given due
-weight to Helen Torrence’s warning to beware of
-becoming one of Connie’s victims.</p>
-
-<p>There was a good deal of flirting going on among
-young married people, Bruce found, but it was of a
-harmless sort. Towns of two and three hundred thousand
-are too small for flirtations that pass the heavily
-mined frontiers of discretion. Even though he had
-weakly yielded to an impulse and kissed Connie the
-night he drove her from the Freemans’ to Deer Trail,
-he took it for granted that it had meant no more to
-her than it had to him. And he assumed that on the
-earlier afternoon, when he met Connie and Whitford
-on the road, Whitford had probably been making love
-to Connie and Connie had not been unwilling to be
-made love to. There were women like that, he knew,
-not infrequently young married women who, when the
-first ardor of marriage has passed, seek to prolong
-their youth by re-testing their charm for men. Shepherd
-Mills was hardly a man to inspire a deep love in a
-woman of Connie’s temperament; it was inevitable that
-Connie should have her little fling.</p>
-
-<p>On his way home from one of his afternoon tramps<span class="pagenum" id="Page_253">[253]</span>
-Bruce was moved to make his third call at the Shepherd
-Mills’s. It was not Connie’s day at home,
-but she had asked him to dinner a few nights earlier
-when it was impossible for him to go and he hadn’t
-been sure that she had accepted his refusal in good
-part. He was cold and tired—happily tired, for the
-afternoon spent in the wintry air had brought the solution
-of several difficult questions touching the Laconia
-memorial. His spirit had won the elation which workers
-in all the arts experience when hazy ideas begin to
-emerge into the foreground of consciousness and invite
-consideration in terms of the tangible and concrete.</p>
-
-<p>He would have stopped at the Hardens’ if he had
-dared; lights shone invitingly from the windows as he
-passed, but the Mills house, with its less genial façade,
-deterred him. The thought of Millicent was inseparable
-from the thought of Mills....</p>
-
-<p>He hadn’t realized that it was so late until he had
-rung the bell and looked at his watch under the entry
-light. The maid surveyed him doubtfully, and sounds
-of lively talk from within gave him pause. He was
-about to turn away when Constance came into the hall.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, pleasantest of surprises!” she exclaimed. “Certainly
-you’re coming in! There’s no one here but old
-friends—and you’ll make another!”</p>
-
-<p>“If it’s a party, I’m on my way,” he said hesitatingly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s just Nellie Burton and George Whitford—nothing
-at all to be afraid of!”</p>
-
-<p>At this moment Mrs. Burton and Whitford exhibited
-themselves at the living-room door in proof of her
-statement.</p>
-
-<p>“Bully!” cried Whitford. “Of course Connie knew
-you were coming!”</p>
-
-<p>“I swear I didn’t!” Constance declared.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_254">[254]</span>“No matter if you did!” Whitford retorted.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Burton clasped her hands devoutly as Bruce
-divested himself of his overcoat. “We were just praying
-for another man to come in—and here you are!”</p>
-
-<p>“And a man who’s terribly hard to get, if you ask
-me!” said Constance. “Come in to the fire. George,
-don’t let Mr. Storrs perish for a drink!”</p>
-
-<p>“He shall have gallons!” replied Whitford, turning
-to a stand on which the materials for cocktail making
-were assembled. “We needed a fresh thirst in the
-party to give us a new excuse. ‘Stay me with
-flagons’!”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, <i>Bruce</i>,” drawled Constance. “<i>Did</i> I ever
-call you <i>Bruce</i> before? Well, you won’t mind—say
-you don’t mind! Shep calls you by your first name,
-why not I?”</p>
-
-<p>“This one is to dear old Shep—absent treatment!”
-said Mrs. Burton as she took her glass.</p>
-
-<p>“Shep’s in Cincinnati,” Constance was explaining.
-“He went down on business yesterday and expected to
-be home for dinner tonight—but he wired this forenoon
-that he has to stay over. So first comes Nellie and
-then old George blows in, and we were wishing for
-another man to share our broth and porridge.”</p>
-
-<p>“My beloved hubby’s in New York; won’t you be
-my beau, Mr. Storrs?” asked Mrs. Burton.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Bruce!</i>” Constance corrected her.</p>
-
-<p>“All right, then, Bruce! I’m Nellie to all the good
-comrades.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Nellie,” said Bruce with affected shyness. He
-regarded them amiably as they peppered him with a
-brisk fire of questions as to where he had been and
-why he made himself so inaccessible.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Burton he knew but slightly. She was tall, an
-extreme blonde and of about Constance’s age. Like<span class="pagenum" id="Page_255">[255]</span>
-Constance, she was not of the older order of the local
-nobility. Her father had been a manufacturer of
-horsedrawn vehicles, and when the arrival of the gasoline
-age destroyed his business he passed through bankruptcy
-into commercial oblivion. However, the law
-of compensations operated benevolently in Nellie’s
-favor. She married Dick Burton, thereby acquiring
-both social standing and a sound financial rating. She
-was less intelligent than Constance, but more daring
-in her social adventures outside the old conservative
-stockade.</p>
-
-<p>“George brought his own liquor,” said Constance.
-“We have him to thank for this soothing mixture.
-Shep’s terribly law-abiding; he won’t have the stuff
-on the place. Bruce, you’re not going to boast of other
-engagements; you’ll dine right here!”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all settled!” remarked Whitford cheerfully.</p>
-
-<p>“If Bruce goes he takes me with him!” declared
-Mrs. Burton. “I’m not going to be left here to watch
-you two spoon. I’m some little spooner myself!”</p>
-
-<p>“You couldn’t drive me from this house,” protested
-Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“There spoke a real man!” cried Constance, and
-she rang for the maid to order the table set for four.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Burton, whom Bruce had met only once before,
-became confidential when Constance and Whitford
-went to the piano in the reception parlor, where Whitford
-began improvising an air to some verses he had
-written.</p>
-
-<p>“Constance is always so lucky! All the men fall
-in love with her. George has a terrible case—writes
-poems to Connie’s eyes and everything!”</p>
-
-<p>“Every woman should have her own poet,” said
-Bruce. “I couldn’t make a rhyme to save my life!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_256">[256]</span>“Oh, well, do me something in free verse; you don’t
-need even an idea for that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, the reality doesn’t need metrical embellishment!”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks so much; I ought to have something clever
-to hand back to you. Constance always know just
-what to say to a man. I have the courage, but I
-haven’t the brains for a first-class flirt.”</p>
-
-<p>“Men are timid creatures,” he said mournfully. “I
-haven’t the slightest initiative in these matters. You
-are charming and the light of your eyes was stolen
-from the stars. Does that have the right ring?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, hardly! You’re not intense enough! You
-make me feel as though I were a freak of some kind.
-Oh, George——”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Nellie——” Whitford answered from the
-piano.</p>
-
-<p>“You must teach Bruce to flirt. His education’s
-been neglected.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s in good hands now!” Whitford replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Bruce is hopeless!” exclaimed Connie, who
-was seated beside Whitford at the piano. “I gave
-him a try-out and he refused to play!”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I give up right now!” Mrs. Burton cried in
-mock despair.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce half suspected that she and Whitford had not
-met at Constance’s quite as casually as they pretended.
-But it was not his affair, and he was not averse to
-making a fourth member of a party that promised at
-least a little gaiety.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Burton was examining him as to the range of
-his acquaintance in the town, and what had prompted
-him to settle there, and what he thought of the place—evoking
-the admission (always expected of newcomers)
-that it was a place singularly marked by its generous<span class="pagenum" id="Page_257">[257]</span>
-hospitality—when she asked with a jerk of the head
-toward Constance and Whitford:</p>
-
-<p>“What would you do with a case like that?”</p>
-
-<p>“What would I do with it?” asked Bruce, who had
-been answering her questions perfunctorily, his mind
-elsewhere. Constance and Whitford, out of sight in
-the adjoining room, were talking in low tones to the
-fitful accompaniment of the piano. Now and then
-Constance laughed happily.</p>
-
-<p>“It really oughtn’t to go on, you know!” continued
-Mrs. Burton. “Those people are <i>serious</i>! But—what
-is one to do?”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear Nellie, I’m not a specialist in such matters!”
-said Bruce, not relishing her evident desire to
-discuss their hostess.</p>
-
-<p>“Some of their friends—I’m one of them—are <i>worried</i>!
-I know Helen Torrence has talked to Constance.
-She really ought to catch herself up. Shep’s so blind—poor
-boy! It’s a weakness of his to think everyone
-perfectly all right!”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a noble quality,” remarked Bruce dryly. “You
-don’t think Shep would object to this party?”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s the point! Connie isn’t stupid, you know!
-She asked me to come just so she could keep George
-for dinner. And being a good fellow, I came! I’m
-ever so glad you showed up. I might be suspected of
-helping things along! But with you here the world
-might look through the window!”</p>
-
-<p>“Then we haven’t a thing to worry about!” said
-Bruce with finality.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s too bad,” she persisted, “that marriage isn’t an
-insurance of happiness. Now George and Constance
-are ideally suited to each other; but they never knew
-it until it was too late. I wish he’d go to Africa or<span class="pagenum" id="Page_258">[258]</span>
-some far-off place. If he doesn’t there’s going to be
-an earthquake one of these days.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, earthquakes in this part of the world are
-never serious,” Bruce remarked, uncomfortable as he
-found that Constance’s friend was really serious and
-appealing for his sympathy.</p>
-
-<p>“You probably don’t know Franklin Mills—no one
-does, for that matter—but with his strict views of
-things there’d certainly be a big smash if <i>he</i> knew!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, of course there’s nothing for him to know,”
-said Bruce indifferently.</p>
-
-<p>The maid came in to announce dinner and Constance
-and Whitford reappeared.</p>
-
-<p>“George has been reciting lovely poetry to me,”
-said Constance. “Nellie, has Bruce kept you amused?
-I know he <i>could</i> make love beautifully if he only
-<i>would</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s afraid of me—or he doesn’t like me,” said
-Mrs. Burton—“I don’t know which!”</p>
-
-<p>“He looks guilty! He looks terribly guilty. I’m
-sure he’s been making love to you!” said Constance
-dreamily as though under the spell of happy memories.
-“We’ll go in to dinner just as we are. These
-informal parties are always the nicest.”</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>Whitford was one of those rare men who are equally
-attractive to both men and women. Any prejudice
-that might have been aroused in masculine minds by
-his dilettantism was offset by his adventures as a
-traveler, hunter and soldier.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, heroes,” began Mrs. Burton, when they were
-seated, “tell us some war stories. I was brought up
-on my grandfather’s stories of the Civil War, but the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_259">[259]</span>
-boys we know who went overseas to fight never talk
-war at all!”</p>
-
-<p>“No wonder!” exclaimed Whitford. “It was only
-a little playful diversion among the nations. That
-your idea, Storrs?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing to it,” Bruce assented. “We had to go
-to find out that the French we learned in school was
-no good!”</p>
-
-<p>Whitford chuckled and told a story of an encounter
-with a French officer of high rank he had met one wet
-night in a lonely road. The interview began with
-the greatest courtesy, became violent as neither could
-make himself intelligible to the other, and then, when
-each was satisfied of the other’s honorable intentions,
-they parted with a great flourish of compliments.
-Bruce capped this with an adventure of his own, in
-which his personal peril was concealed by his emphasis
-on the ridiculous plight into which he got himself
-by an unauthorized excursion through a barbed wire
-entanglement for a private view of the enemy.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the way they all talk!” said Connie admiringly.
-“You’d think the whole thing had been a huge
-joke!”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve got to laugh at war,” observed Whitford,
-“it’s the only way. It’s so silly to think anything can
-be proved by killing a lot of people and making a lot
-more miserable.”</p>
-
-<p>“You laugh about it, but you might both have been
-killed!” Mrs. Burton expostulated.</p>
-
-<p>“No odds,” said Whitford, “except—that we’d have
-missed this party!”</p>
-
-<p>They played bridge afterward, though Whitford
-said it would be more fun to match dollars. The
-bridge was well under way when the maid passed down
-the hall to answer the bell.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_260">[260]</span>“Just a minute, Annie!” Constance laid down her
-cards and deliberated.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the trouble, Connie? Is Shep slipping in
-on us?” asked Mrs. Burton.</p>
-
-<p>“Hardly,” replied Constance, plainly disturbed by
-the interruption. “Oh, Annie, don’t let anyone in
-you don’t know.”</p>
-
-<p>They waited in silence for the opening of the door.</p>
-
-<p>In a moment Franklin Mills’s voice was heard asking
-if Mr. and Mrs. Mills were at home.</p>
-
-<p>“Um!” With a shrug Constance rose hastily and
-met Mills at the door.</p>
-
-<p>“I’d like to see you just a moment, Connie,” he said
-without prelude.</p>
-
-<p>Whitford and Bruce had risen. Mills bowed to
-them and to Mrs. Burton, but behind the mask of
-courtesy his face wore a haggard look.</p>
-
-<p>Constance followed him into the hall where their
-voices—Mills’s low and tense—could be heard in hurried
-conference. In a moment Constance went to the
-hall telephone and called a succession of numbers.</p>
-
-<p>“The club—Freddy Thomas’s rooms——” muttered
-Whitford. “Wonder what’s up——”</p>
-
-<p>They exchanged questioning glances. Whitford idly
-shuffled and reshuffled the cards.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s looking for Leila. Do you suppose——” began
-Mrs. Burton in a whisper.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re keeping score, aren’t you, Storrs?” asked
-Whitford aloud.</p>
-
-<p>They began talking with forced animation about the
-game to hide their perturbation over Mills’s appearance
-and his evident concern as to Leila’s whereabouts.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Thomas is at the club,” they heard Constance
-report. “He dined there alone.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_261">[261]</span>“You’re sure Leila’s not been here—she’s not here
-now?” Mills demanded irritably.</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t seen Leila at all today,” Constance replied
-with patient deliberation. “I’m so sorry you’re
-troubled. She’s probably stopped somewhere for dinner
-and forgotten to telephone.”</p>
-
-<p>“She usually calls me up. That’s what troubles
-me,” Mills replied, “not hearing from her. There’s
-no place else you’d suggest?”</p>
-
-<p>“No——”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, Connie. Shep’s still away?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. He’ll be back tomorrow.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills paused in the doorway and bowed to the trio
-at the card table. “I’m sorry I interrupted your
-game!” he said, forcing a smile. “Do pardon me!”</p>
-
-<p>He turned up the collar of his fur-lined coat and
-fumbled for the buttons. There seemed to Bruce a
-curious helplessness in the slow movement of his
-fingers.</p>
-
-<p>Constance followed him to the outer door, and as it
-closed upon him walked slowly back into the living
-room.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a pretty how-d’ye-do! Leila ought to have
-a whipping! It’s after eight and nothing’s been seen
-of her since noon. But she hasn’t eloped—that’s one
-satisfaction! Freddy’s at the club all right enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“She’s certainly thrown a scare into her father,”
-remarked Mrs. Burton. “He looked positively ill.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s too bad!” ejaculated Whitford. “I hope she
-hasn’t got soused and smashed up her car somewhere.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish Freddy Thomas had never been born!” cried
-Constance impatiently. “Leila and her father have
-been having a nasty time over him. And she had cut
-drinking and was doing fine!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_262">[262]</span>“Is there anything we can do?—that’s the question,”
-said Whitford, taking a turn across the floor.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce was thinking hard. What might Leila do in
-a fit of depression over her father’s hostility toward
-Thomas?...</p>
-
-<p>“I think maybe——” he began. He did not finish,
-but with sudden resolution put out his hand to Constance.
-“Excuse me, won’t you? It’s just possible
-that I may be able to help.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let me go with you,” said Whitford quickly.</p>
-
-<p>“No, thanks; Mr. Mills may come back and need
-assistance. You’d better stay. If I get a clue I’ll
-call up.”</p>
-
-<p>It was a bitter night, the coldest of the year, and
-he drove his car swiftly, throwing up the windshield
-and welcoming the rush of cold air. He thought of
-his drive with Shepherd to the river, and here he was
-setting forth again in a blind hope of rendering a service
-to one of Franklin Mills’s children!...</p>
-
-<p>On the unlighted highway he had difficulty in finding
-the gate that opened into the small tract on the
-bluff above the boathouse where he had taken Leila
-and Millicent on the summer evening when he had rescued
-them from the sandbar. Leaving his car at the
-roadside, he stumbled down the steps that led to the
-water. He paused when he saw lights in the boathouse
-and moved cautiously across the veranda that
-ran around its land side. A vast silence hung upon
-the place.</p>
-
-<p>He opened the door and stood blinking into the room.
-On a long couch that stretched under the windows
-lay Leila, in her fur coat, with a rug half drawn over
-her knees. Her hat had slipped to the floor and beside
-it lay a silver flask and an empty whisky bottle. He
-touched her cheek and found it warm; listened for a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_263">[263]</span>
-moment to her deep, uneven breathing, and gathered
-her up in his arms.</p>
-
-<p>He reached the door just as it opened and found
-himself staring into Franklin Mills’s eyes—eyes in
-which pain, horror and submission effaced any trace
-of surprise.</p>
-
-<p>“I—I followed your car,” Mills said, as if an explanation
-of his presence were necessary. “I’m sure—you
-are very—very kind——”</p>
-
-<p>He stepped aside, and Bruce passed out, carrying
-the relaxed body tenderly. As he felt his way slowly
-up the icy steps he could hear Mills following.</p>
-
-<p>The Mills limousine stood by the gate and the chauffeur
-jumped out and opened the door. No words were
-spoken. Mills got into the car slowly, unsteadily, in
-the manner of a decrepit old man. When he was
-seated Bruce placed Leila in his arms and drew the
-carriage robe over them. The chauffeur mounted to
-his place and snapped off the tonneau lights, and Bruce,
-not knowing what he did, raised his hand in salute as
-the heavy machine rolled away.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_264">[264]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER SEVENTEEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>The day following his discovery of Leila Mills in
-the boathouse, Bruce remained in his apartment. He
-was not a little awed by the instinct that had led him
-to the river—the unlikeliest of places in which to seek
-the runaway girl. The poor little drugged body lying
-there in the cold room; her deep sigh and the touch
-of her hand on his face as he took her up, and more
-poignantly the look in Franklin Mills’s face when they
-met at the door, remained with him, and he knew that
-these were things he could never forget....</p>
-
-<p>There was more of superstition and mysticism in
-his blood than he had believed. Lounging about his
-rooms, staring down at the bleak street as it whitened
-in a brisk snowfall, his thoughts ranged the wide seas
-of doubt and faith. Life was only a corridor between
-two doors of mystery. Petty and contemptible seemed
-the old familiar teachings about God. Men were not
-rejecting God; they were merely misled as to his nature.
-The spirit of man was only an infinitesimal particle
-of the spirit that was God. No other person he had
-ever talked with had offered so reasonable a solution
-of the problem as Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>Again he went over their talk on the golf course.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_265">[265]</span>
-Millicent had the clue—the clue to a reality no less
-tangible and plausible because it was born of unreality.
-And here was the beginning of wisdom: to abandon
-the attempt to explain all things when so manifestly
-life would become intolerable if the walls of mystery
-through which man moves were battered down. As
-near as he was able to express it, the soul required
-room—all infinity, indeed, as the playground for its
-proper exercise. The freer a man’s spirit the greater
-its capacity for loving and serving its neighbor souls.
-Somewhere in the illimitable horizons of which Millicent
-dreamed it was imaginable that Something august
-and supreme dominated the universe—Something only
-belittled by every attempt to find a name for it....</p>
-
-<p>Strange reflections for a healthy young mind in a
-stalwart, vigorous young body! Bruce hardly knew
-himself today. The scent of Leila’s hair as he bore
-her out of the boathouse had stirred a tenderness in
-his heart that was strange to him. He hoped Franklin
-Mills had dealt leniently with Leila. He had no idea
-what the man would do or say after finding his daughter
-in such a plight. He considered telephoning Mills’s
-house to ask about her, but dismissed the thought.
-His duty was discharged the moment he gave her into
-her father’s keeping; in all the circumstances an inquiry
-would be an impertinence.</p>
-
-<p>Poor Leila! Poor, foolish, wilful, generous-hearted
-little girl! Her father was much too conspicuous for
-her little excursions among the shoals of folly to pass
-unremarked. Bruce found himself excusing and defending
-her latest escapade. She had taken refuge in
-the oblivion of alcohol as an escape from her troubles....
-Something wrong somewhere. Shep and
-Leila both groping in the dark for the door of happiness
-and getting no help from their father in their<span class="pagenum" id="Page_266">[266]</span>
-search—a deplorable situation. Not altogether Franklin
-Mills’s fault; perhaps no one’s fault; just the way
-things happen, but no less tragic for all that.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce asked the janitor to bring in his meals, content
-to be alone, looking forward to a long day in which
-to brood over his plans for the memorial. He was
-glad that he had not run away from Franklin Mills.
-It was much better to have remained in the town, and
-more comfortable to have met Mills and the members
-of his family than to have lived in the same community
-speculating about them endlessly without ever knowing
-them. He knew them now all too well! Even Franklin
-Mills was emerging from the mists; Bruce began
-to think he knew what manner of man Mills was. Shepherd
-had opened his own soul to him; and Leila—Bruce
-made allowances for Leila and saw her merits
-with full appreciation. One thing was certain: he
-did not envy Franklin Mills or his children their lot;
-he coveted nothing they possessed. He thanked his
-stars that he had had the wit to reject Mills’s offer to
-help him into a business position of promise; to be
-under obligation of any sort to Franklin Mills would
-be intolerable. Through the afternoon he worked
-desultorily on his sketches of the Laconia memorial,
-enjoying the luxury of undisturbed peace. He began
-combining in a single drawing his memoranda of details;
-was so pleased with the result in crayon that he
-began a pen and ink sketch and was still at this when
-Henderson appeared, encased in a plaid overcoat that
-greatly magnified his circumference.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s responsible for this!” Bruce demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks for your hearty greeting! I called your
-office at five-minute intervals all day and that hard-boiled
-telephone girl said you hadn’t been there. All
-the clubs denied knowledge of your whereabouts, so<span class="pagenum" id="Page_267">[267]</span>
-I clambered into my palatial Plantagenet and sped out,
-expecting to find you sunk in mortal illness. You must
-stop drinking, son.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a good one from you! Please don’t sit on
-those drawings!”</p>
-
-<p>“My mistake. You’re terribly peevish. By the way—what
-was the row last night about Leila Mills?”
-Bud feigned deep interest in a cloisonné jar that stood
-on the table.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what was?” asked Bruce. “I might have
-known you had something up your sleeve.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, the kid disappeared yesterday long enough to
-give her father heart failure. Mills called Maybelle
-to see if she was at our house; Maybelle called Connie,
-and Connie said you’d left a party at her house to
-chase the kidnappers. Of course I’m not asking any
-questions, but I do like to keep pace with the local
-news.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll say you do!” Bruce grinned at him provokingly.
-“Did they catch the kidnappers?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Connie called Maybelle later to say that
-Leila was all safe at home and in bed. But even Connie
-didn’t know where you found the erring lambkin.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve called the wrong number,” Bruce said,
-stretching himself. “I didn’t find Miss Leila. When
-I left Connie’s I went to the club to shoot a little pool.”</p>
-
-<p>“You certainly lie like a gentleman! Come on home
-with me to dinner; we’re going to have corn beef and
-cabbage tonight!”</p>
-
-<p>“In other words, if you can’t make me talk you
-think Maybelle can!”</p>
-
-<p>“You insult me! Get your hat and let’s skip!”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I’m taking my nourishment right here today.
-Strange as it may seem—I’m working!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_268">[268]</span>“Thanks for the hint! Just for that I hope the
-job’s a failure.”</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>Bruce was engrossed at his drawing-board when, at
-half past eight, the tinkle of the house telephone startled
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Storrs? This is Mr. Mills speaking—may I
-trouble you for a moment?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; certainly. Come right up, Mr. Mills!”</p>
-
-<p>There was no way out of it. He could not deny
-himself to Mills. Bruce hurriedly put on his coat,
-cleared up the litter on his table, straightened the
-cushions on the divan and went into the hall to receive
-his guest. He saw Mills’s head and shoulders below;
-Mills was mounting slowly, leaning heavily upon the
-stair rail. At the first landing—Bruce’s rooms were
-on the third floor—Mills paused and drew himself
-erect. Bruce stepped inside the door to avoid embarrassing
-his caller on his further ascent.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a comfort not to have all the modern conveniences,”
-Mills remarked graciously when Bruce
-apologized for the stairs. “Thank you, no; I’ll not
-take off my coat. You’re nicely situated here—I got
-your number from Carroll; he can always answer any
-question.”</p>
-
-<p>His climb had evidently wearied him and he twisted
-the head of his cane nervously as he waited for his
-heart to resume its normal beat. There was a tired
-look in his eyes and his face lacked its usual healthy
-color. If Mills had come to speak of Leila, Bruce
-resolved to make the interview as easy for him as
-possible.</p>
-
-<p>“Twenty-five years ago this was cow pasture,” Mills<span class="pagenum" id="Page_269">[269]</span>
-remarked. “My father owned fifty acres right here
-when I was a boy. He sold it for twenty times its
-original cost.”</p>
-
-<p>Whatever had brought Franklin Mills to Bruce’s
-door, the man knew exactly what he had come to say,
-but was waiting until he could give full weight to the
-utterance. In a few minutes he was quite himself,
-and to Bruce’s surprise he rose and stood, with something
-of the ceremonial air of one about to deliver a
-message whose nature demanded formality.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Storrs, I came to thank you for the great service
-you rendered me last night. I was in very great
-distress. You can understand my anxious concern; so
-I needn’t touch upon that. Words are inadequate to
-express my gratitude. But I can at least let you know
-that I appreciate what you did for me—for me and
-my daughter.”</p>
-
-<p>He ended with a slight inclination of the head.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, Mr. Mills,” said Bruce, taking the hand
-Mills extended. “I hope Miss Mills is quite well.”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite, thank you.”</p>
-
-<p>With an abrupt change of manner that dismissed
-the subject Mills glanced about the room.</p>
-
-<p>“You bring work home? That speaks for zeal in
-your profession. Aren’t the days long enough?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, this is a little private affair,” said Bruce, noting
-that Mills’s gaze had fallen upon the drawings propped
-against the wall. It was understood between him and
-the Freemans that his participation in the Laconia competition
-was to be kept secret; but he felt moved to
-explain to Mills the nature of the drawings. The man
-had suffered in the past twenty-four hours—it would
-be ungenerous to let him go without making some attempt
-to divert his thoughts from Leila’s misbehavior.</p>
-
-<p>“This may interest you, Mr. Mills; I mean the general<span class="pagenum" id="Page_270">[270]</span>
-proposition—not my little sketches. Only—it must
-be confidential!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; certainly,” Mills smiled a grave assent. “Perhaps
-you’d rather not tell me—I’m afraid my curiosity
-got the better of my manners.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, not that, sir! Mr. and Mrs. Freeman know,
-of course; but I don’t want to have to explain my
-failure in case I lose! I’m glad to tell you about it;
-you may have some suggestions.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills listened as Bruce explained the requirements
-of the Laconia memorial and illustrated with the drawings
-what he proposed to offer.</p>
-
-<p>“Laconia?” Mills repeated the name quickly. “How
-very interesting!”</p>
-
-<p>“You may recall the site,” Bruce went on, displaying
-a photograph of the hilltop.</p>
-
-<p>“I remember the place very well; there couldn’t be
-a finer site. I suppose the town owns the entire hill?
-That’s a fine idea—to adjust the building to that bit
-of forest; the possibilities are enormous for effective
-handling. There should be a fitting approach—terraces,
-perhaps a fountain directly in front of the entrance—something
-to prepare the eye as the visitor
-ascends——”</p>
-
-<p>“That hadn’t occurred to me!” said Bruce. “It
-would be fine!”</p>
-
-<p>Mills, his interest growing, slipped out of his overcoat
-and sat down in the chair beside the drawing
-board.</p>
-
-<p>“Those colonnades extending at both sides give
-something of the effect of wings—buoyancy is what
-I mean,” he remarked. “I like the classical severity
-of the thing. Beauty can be got with a few lines—but
-they must be the right ones. Nature’s a sound
-teacher there.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_271">[271]</span>Bruce forgot that there was any tie between them;
-Laconia became only a place where a soldiers’ memorial
-was to be constructed. Mills’s attitude toward the
-project was marked by the restraint, the diffidence of a
-man of breeding wary of offending but eager to help.
-Bruce had seen at once the artistic value of the
-fountain. He left Mills at the drawing table and paced
-the floor, pondering it. The look of weariness left
-Mills’s face. He was watching with frankly admiring
-eyes the tall figure, the broad, capable shoulders, the
-finely molded head, the absorbed, perplexed look in
-the handsome face. Not like Shep; not like any other
-young man he knew was this Bruce Storrs. He had
-not expected to remain more than ten minutes, but
-he was finding it difficult to leave.</p>
-
-<p>Remembering that he had a guest, Bruce glanced at
-Mills and caught the look in his face. For a moment
-both were embarrassed.</p>
-
-<p>“Do pardon me!” Bruce exclaimed quickly. “I was
-just trying to see my way through a thing or two. I’m
-afraid I’m boring you.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills murmured a denial and took a cigarette from
-the box Bruce extended.</p>
-
-<p>“How much money is there to spend on this? I
-was just thinking that that’s an important point. Public
-work of this sort is often spoiled by lack of funds.”</p>
-
-<p>“Three hundred thousand is the limit. Mr. Freeman
-warns me that it’s hardly enough for what I propose,
-and that I’ve got to do some trimming.”</p>
-
-<p>He drew from a drawer the terms of the competition
-and the specifications, and smoked in silence while
-Mills looked them over.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all clear enough. It’s a joint affair—the county
-does half and the rest is a popular subscription?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; the local committee are fine people; too bad<span class="pagenum" id="Page_272">[272]</span>
-they haven’t enough to do the thing just right,” Bruce
-replied. “Of course I mean the way I’d like to do it—with
-your idea of the fountain that I’d rejoice to
-steal!”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a joke—that I could offer a trained artist
-any suggestion of real value!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce was finding his caller a very different Franklin
-Mills from the man he had talked with in the Jefferson
-Avenue house, and not at all the man whom,
-in his rôle of country squire, he had seen at Deer
-Trail. Mills was enjoying himself; there was no question
-of that. He lighted a cigar—the cigar he usually
-smoked at home before going to bed.</p>
-
-<p>“You will not be known as a competitor; your plans
-will go in anonymously?” he inquired.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; that’s stipulated,” Bruce replied.</p>
-
-<p>Returning to the plans—they seemed to have a fascination
-for Mills—one of his questions prompted
-Bruce to seize a pencil and try another type of entrance.
-Mills stood by, watching the free swift movement
-of the strong hand.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not so sure that’s better than your first idea.
-I’ve always heard that a first inspiration is likely to
-be the best—providing always that it is an inspiration!
-I’d give a lot if I could do what you’ve just
-done with that pencil. I suppose it’s a knack; you’re
-born with it. You probably began young; such talent
-shows itself early.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t remember a time when I didn’t like to fool
-with a pencil. My mother gave me my first lessons.
-She had a very pretty talent—sketched well and did
-water colors—very nice ones, too. That’s one of them
-over there—a corner of our garden in the old home at
-Laconia.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills walked slowly across the room to look at a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_273">[273]</span>
-framed water color that hung over Bruce’s writing
-table.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I can see that it’s good work. I remember
-that garden—I seem to remember this same line of
-hollyhocks against the brick wall.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mother had that every year! Her flowers
-were famous in Laconia.”</p>
-
-<p>“And that sun-dial—I seem to remember that, too,”
-Mills observed meditatively.</p>
-
-<p>“Mother liked that sort of thing. We used to sit
-out there in the summer. She made a little festival of
-the coming of spring. I think all the birds in creation
-knew her as friend. And the neighbor children came
-in to hear her read—fairy stories and poetry. We
-had jolly good times there—mother and I!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure you did,” said Mills gravely.</p>
-
-<p>As he stepped away from the table his eyes fell upon
-the photograph of a young woman in a silver frame.
-He bent down for a closer inspection. Bruce turned
-away, walked the length of the room and glanced
-round to find Mills still regarding the photograph.</p>
-
-<p>“My mother, as she was at about thirty,” Bruce
-remarked.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I thought so. Somewhat older than when I
-knew her, but the look of youth is still there.”</p>
-
-<p>“I prefer that to any other picture of her I have.
-She refused to be photographed in her later years—said
-she didn’t want me to think of her as old. And
-she never was that—could never have been.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can well believe it,” said Mills softly. “Time
-deals gently with spirits like hers.”</p>
-
-<p>“No one was ever like her,” said Bruce with feeling.
-“She made the world a kindlier and nobler place by
-living in it.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you’re loyal to the ideal she set for you! You<span class="pagenum" id="Page_274">[274]</span>
-think of her, I’m sure, in all you do—in all you mean
-to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it helps—it helps a lot to feel that somewhere
-she knows and cares.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills picked up a book, scanned the title page unseeingly
-and threw it down.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve just about killed an evening for you,” he said
-with a smile and put out his hand cordially. “My
-chauffeur is probably frozen.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve been a big help!” replied Bruce. “It’s been
-fine to have you here. I’ll see Mr. Freeman tomorrow
-and go over the whole thing again. He may be able
-to squeeze the fountain out of the appropriation! May
-I tell him it’s your idea?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no! No, indeed! Just let my meddlesomeness
-be a little joke between us. I shall be leaving town
-shortly and may not see you again for several months.
-So good-bye and good luck!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce walked downstairs with him. At the entrance
-they again shook hands, as if the good will on both
-sides demanded this further expression of amity.</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>A brief item in the “Personal and Society” column
-of an afternoon newspaper apprised Bruce a few days
-later of the departure of Mr. Franklin Mills and Miss
-Leila Mills for the Mediterranean, they having abandoned
-their proposed trip to Bermuda for the longer
-voyage. Bruce wondered a little at the change of
-plans, suspecting that it might in some degree be a
-disciplinary measure for Leila’s benefit, a scheme for
-keeping her longer under her father’s eye. He experienced
-a curious new loneliness at the thought
-of their absence and then was impatient to find himself<span class="pagenum" id="Page_275">[275]</span>
-giving them a second thought. A month earlier
-he would have been relieved by the knowledge that
-Mills was gone and that the wide seas rolled between
-them. An amazing thing, this! To say they were
-nothing to him did not help now as in those first months
-after he had established himself in Mills’s town. They
-meant a good deal to him and perhaps he meant something
-to them. It was very odd indeed how he and
-the Millses circled about each other.</p>
-
-<p>As he put down the newspaper a note was brought
-to him at his apartment by Mills’s chauffeur. It read:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>Dear Bruce: You said I might; I can’t just Mr.
-Storrs you! Trunks at the station and Dada waiting
-at the front door. I couldn’t bear the idea of writing
-you a note you’d read while I was still in town—so
-please consider that I’m throwing you a kiss from the
-tail end of the observation car. I could never, never
-have had the courage to <i>say</i> my thanks to you—if I
-tried I’d cry and make a general mess of it. But—I
-want you to <i>know</i> that I do appreciate it—what you
-did—in saving my life and every little thing! I’d
-probably have died all right enough in the frightful
-cold if you hadn’t found me. I really didn’t know
-till yesterday, when I wormed it out of Dada, just how
-it all happened! I’m simply crushed! I promise I’ll
-never do such a thing again. Thank you <i>loads</i>, and
-be sure I’ll never forget. I wish you were my big
-brother; I’d just adore being a nice, good little sister
-to you. Love and kisses, from</p>
-
-<p class="right">Leila.</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>He reread it a dozen times in the course of the evening.
-It was so like the child—the perverse, affectionate
-child—that Leila was. “<i>I wish you were
-my big brother.</i>” The sentence had slipped from her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_276">[276]</span>
-flying pen thoughtlessly, no doubt, but it gave Bruce a
-twinge. Shep did not know; Leila did not know! and
-yet for both of these children of Franklin Mills he
-felt a fondness that was beyond ordinary friendship.
-Shep could never be, in the highest sense, a companion
-of his father; Mills no doubt loved Leila, but he loved
-her without understanding. Her warm, passionate
-heart, the very fact that she and Shep were the children
-of Franklin Mills made life difficult for them.
-Either would have been happier if they had not been
-born into the Mills caste. The Mills money and the
-Mills position were an encumbrance against which more
-or less consciously they were in rebellion.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_277">[277]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER EIGHTEEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>It was ten days later that a communication from
-the Laconia War Memorial Association gave warning
-that the stipulations for the contesting architects were
-being altered, and in another week Bruce received the
-supplemental data sent out to all the contestants. The
-amount to be expended had been increased by an unexpected
-addition to the private subscriptions.</p>
-
-<p>In one of his first fits of homesickness Bruce had subscribed
-for the Laconia Examiner to keep in touch
-with affairs in his native town. The paper printed
-with a proud flourish the news of the augmentation of
-the fund. One hundred thousand dollars had been
-contributed through a New York trust company by
-“a citizen” whose identity for good and sufficient
-reasons was not to be disclosed. The trust company’s
-letter as quoted in the Examiner recited that the
-donation was from a “patriotic American who, recognizing
-the fine spirit in which Laconia had undertaken
-the memorial and the community’s desire that it should
-be an adequate testimony to the valor and sacrifice of
-American youth, considered it a high privilege to be
-permitted to assist.”</p>
-
-<p>Mills! Though the Laconia newspaper was evidently<span class="pagenum" id="Page_278">[278]</span>
-wholly at sea as to the identity of the
-contributor, Bruce was satisfied that Mills was the unknown
-donor. And he resented it. The agreeable impression
-left by Mills the evening they discussed the plans was
-dispelled by this unwarranted interference. Bruce
-bitterly regretted having taken Mills into his confidence.
-Mills’s interest had pleased him, but he had
-never dreamed that the man might feel moved to add
-to the attractiveness of the contest by a secret
-contribution to the fund. He felt strongly moved to
-abandon the whole thing and but for the embarrassment
-of explaining himself to Freeman he would have
-done so. But the artist in him prevailed. Mills had
-greatly broadened the possibilities of the contest and in
-a few days Bruce fell to work with renewed enthusiasm.</p>
-
-<p>He was living in Laconia again, so engrossed did
-he become in his work. He dined with Carroll now
-and then, enjoyed long evenings at the Freemans’ and
-kept touch with the Hendersons; but he refused so
-many invitations to the winter functions that Dale protested.
-He dropped into the Central States Trust Company
-now and then to observe Shep in his new rôle of
-vice-president. Shep was happier in the position than
-he had expected to be. Carroll was seeing to it that he
-had real work to do, work that was well within his
-powers. He had charge of the savings department and
-was pleased when his old friends among the employees
-of the battery plant looked him up and opened accounts.
-The friends of the Mills family, where they
-took note of Shep’s transfer at all, saw in it a
-promotion.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce, specially importuned by telephone, went to
-one of Constance’s days at home, which drew a large
-attendance by reason of the promised presence of an
-English novelist whose recent severe criticism of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_279">[279]</span>
-American society and manners had made him the object
-of particular adoration to American women readers.
-Bud Henderson, who had carried a flask to the tea,
-went about protesting against the consideration shown
-the visitor. If, he said, an American writer criticized
-American women in any such fashion he would be
-lynched, but let an Englishman do it and women would
-steal the money out of their children’s banks to buy
-his books and lecture tickets. So spake Bud. If Bud
-had had two flasks he would have broken up the tea;
-restricted as he was, his protest against the Briton
-took the form of an utterly uncalled for attack upon
-the drama league delivered to an aunt of Maybelle’s
-who was president of the local society—a strong
-Volsteadian who thought Bud vulgar, which at times Bud,
-by any high social standard, indubitably was. However,
-if amid so many genuflections the eminent Briton
-was disturbed by Bud’s evil manners or criticisms,
-Bud possibly soothed his feelings by following him
-upstairs when the party was dispersing and
-demonstrating the manner in which American law is
-respected by drawing flasks from nine out of fifteen
-overcoats laid out on Constance’s guest room bed and
-pouring half a pint of excellent bourbon into the
-unresisting man of letters.</p>
-
-<p>This function was only an interlude in the city’s
-rather arid social waste. The local society, Bruce
-found, was an affair of curiously close groupings. The
-women of the ancestral crowd were so wary of the
-women who had floated in on the tide of industrial
-expansion that one might have thought the newcomers
-were, in spite of their prosperity, afflicted with leprosy....</p>
-
-<p>While Bruce might bury himself from the sight of
-others who had manifested a friendly interest in him,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_280">[280]</span>
-Helen Torrence was not so easily denied. She had no
-intention of going alone to the February play of the
-Dramatic Club. She telephoned Bruce to this effect
-and added that he must dine with her that evening and
-take her to the club. Bud had already sent him an
-admission card with a warning not to come if anything
-better offered, such as sitting up with a corpse—this
-being Bud’s manner of speaking of the organization
-whose politics he dominated and whose entertainments
-he would not have missed for a chance to dine with
-royalty.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce, having reached the Torrence house, found
-Millicent there.</p>
-
-<p>“You see what you get for being good!” cried
-Helen, noting the surprise and pleasure in Bruce’s
-face as he appeared in her drawing room.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought you’d probably run when you saw me,”
-said Millicent. “You passed me at the post office door
-yesterday and looked straight over my head. I never
-felt so small in my life.”</p>
-
-<p>“Post office?” Bruce repeated. “I haven’t been near
-the place for weeks!”</p>
-
-<p>“That will do from you!” warned Helen. “We all
-thought you’d be a real addition to our sad social
-efforts here, but it’s evident you don’t like us. It’s
-very discouraging. You were at Connie’s, though, to
-hear her lion roar. I saw you across the room. Connie
-always gets the men! Your friend Bud insulted
-everybody there; I see him selling any more Plantagenets!”</p>
-
-<p>“Bud’s patriotism leads him astray sometimes;
-that’s all. Any more scolding, Millicent?” Bruce
-asked. “Let me see—we had arrived at the stage of
-first names, hadn’t we?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Bruce! But after the long separation it might<span class="pagenum" id="Page_281">[281]</span>
-be as well to go back to the beginning. As for scolding,
-let’s consider that we’ve signed an armistice.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t like the military lingo; it sounds as though
-there had been war between us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear me!” Helen interposed mournfully. “You’re
-not going to spend the whole evening in preliminaries!
-Let’s go out to dinner.”</p>
-
-<p>After they were seated Bruce was still rather more
-self-conscious than was comfortable. Nothing had
-happened; or more truthfully, nothing had happened
-except that he had been keeping away from Millicent
-because of Franklin Mills. She evidently was not displeased
-to see him again. He had not realized how
-greatly he had missed her till her voice touched chords
-that had vibrated at their first meeting. Her eyes had
-the same steady light and kindled responsively to any
-demand of mirth; her hair had the same glint of gold.
-He marveled anew at her poise and ease. Tonight
-her gown, of a delicate shade of crimson, seemed a
-subdued reflection of her bright coloring. He floundered
-badly in his attempts to bring some spirit to the
-conversation. It seemed stupid to ask Millicent about
-her music or inquire how her modeling was coming on
-or what she had been reading. He listened with forced
-attention while she and Helen compared notes on recent
-social affairs in which they had participated.</p>
-
-<p>“Millie, you don’t really like going about—teas and
-that sort of thing,” said Helen. “I know you don’t.
-All you girls who have ideas are like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ideas! Dearest Helen, are you as easily deceived as
-that! Sometimes there are things I’d rather do than
-go to parties! Does one really have to keep going
-to avoid seeming queer?”</p>
-
-<p>“I go because I haven’t the brains to do anything
-else. I like wandering with the herd. It just thrills<span class="pagenum" id="Page_282">[282]</span>
-me to get into a big jam. And I suppose I show
-myself whenever I’m asked for fear I’ll be forgotten!”</p>
-
-<p>“My sole test of a social function is whether they
-feed me standing or sitting,” said Bruce when appealed
-to. “I can bear anything but that hideous sensation
-that my plate is dripping.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s why men hate teas,” observed Helen. “It’s
-because of the silly refreshments no one wants and
-everybody must have or the hostess is broken-hearted.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s probably where jailers got the idea of forcible
-feeding,” Millicent suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“At the Hendersons’,” Bruce added, “only the drinks
-are compulsory. Bud’s social symbol is the cocktail-shaker!”</p>
-
-<p>“Everybody drinks too much;” said Helen, “except
-us. Bruce, help yourself to the sherry.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is a perfect social occasion?” Bruce asked.
-“My own ideas are a little muddled, but you—Helen?”</p>
-
-<p>“If you must know the truth—there is no such thing!
-However, you might ask Millicent; she’s an optimist.”</p>
-
-<p>“A perfect time is sitting in the middle of the floor
-in my room cutting paper dolls,” Millicent answered.
-“I’m crazy about it. Leila says it’s the best thing
-I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you ever exhibit your creations?” asked Bruce
-solicitously.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ve got her in a trap now,” exclaimed Helen.
-“Millie takes her paper dolls to the sick children in
-the hospitals. I know, because the children told me.
-I was at the City Hospital the other day and peeped
-into the children’s ward. Much excitement—a vast
-population of paper dolls dressed in the latest modes.
-The youngsters were so tickled! They said a beautiful
-lady had brought them—a most wonderful, beautiful
-lady. And she was going to come back with paper<span class="pagenum" id="Page_283">[283]</span>
-and scissors and show them just how they were made!”</p>
-
-<p>“They’re such dear, patient little angels,” murmured
-Millicent. “You feel better about all humanity when
-you see how much courage there is in the world. It’s
-a pretty brave old world after all.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s the most amazing thing about life,” said Bruce,
-“that so many millions rise up every morning bent on
-doing their best. You’d think the whole human race
-would have given up the struggle long ago and jumped
-into the sea. But no! Poor boobs that we are, we
-go whistling right along. Frankly, I mean to hang on
-a couple of weeks longer. Silly old world—but—it
-has its good points.”</p>
-
-<p>“Great applause!” exclaimed Helen, satisfied now
-that her little party was not to prove an utter failure.
-These were two interesting young people, she knew,
-and she was anxious to hear their views on matters
-about which she troubled herself more than most people
-suspected.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve wondered sometimes,” Millicent said, “what
-would happen if the world could be made altogether
-happy just once by a miracle of some kind, no heartache
-anywhere; no discomfort! How long would it
-last?”</p>
-
-<p>“Only till some person among the millions wanted
-something another one had; that would start the old
-row over again,” Bruce answered.</p>
-
-<p>“I see what you children mean,” said Helen seriously.
-“Selfishness is what makes the world unhappy!”</p>
-
-<p>“Now—we’re getting in deep!” Bruce exclaimed.
-“Millicent always swims for the open water.”</p>
-
-<p>“Millie ought to go about lecturing; telling people
-to be calm, to look more at the stars and less at their<span class="pagenum" id="Page_284">[284]</span>
-neighbors’ new automobiles. I believe that would do
-a lot of good,” said Helen.</p>
-
-<p>“A splendid idea!” Bruce declared, laughing into
-Millicent’s eyes. “But what a sacrifice of herself! A
-wonderful exhibition of unselfishness, but——”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d be stoned to death!”</p>
-
-<p>“You’d be surer of martyrdom if you told them to
-love their neighbors as themselves,” said Helen. “Seriously
-now, that’s the hardest thing there is to do!
-Love my neighbor as myself! Me! Why, on one
-side my neighbor’s children snowball my windows;
-on the other side there’s a chimney that ruins me paying
-cleaner’s bills. Perhaps you’d speak to them for
-me, Millie?”</p>
-
-<p>“See here!” exclaimed Millicent. “Where do you
-get this idea of using me as a missionary and policeman!
-I don’t feel any urge to reform the world!
-I’m awful busy tending to my own business.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, all right,” said Bruce with a sigh of resignation.
-“Let the world go hang, then, if you won’t
-save it!”</p>
-
-<p>Helen was dressing the salad, and Bruce was free
-to watch Millicent’s eyes as they filled with dreams.
-As at other times when some grave mood touched her,
-it seemed that she became another being, exploring
-some realm alien to common experience. He glanced
-at her hands, folded quietly on the edge of the table,
-and again at her dream-filled eyes. Hers was the
-repose of a nature schooled in serenity. The world
-might rage in fury about her, but amid the tempest
-her soul would remain unshaken....</p>
-
-<p>Helen, to whom silence was always disturbing, looked
-up, but stifled an apology for the unconscionable time
-she was taking with the salad when she saw Millicent’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_285">[285]</span>
-face, and Bruce’s intent, reverent gaze fixed upon the
-girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Saving the world!” Millicent repeated deliberatingly.
-“I never quite like the idea. It rather suggests—doesn’t
-it?—that some new machinery or method
-must be devised for saving it. But the secret came
-into the world ever so long ago—it was the ideal of
-beauty. A Beautiful Being died that man might know
-the secret of happiness. It had to be that way or
-man would never have understood or remembered.
-It’s not His fault that his ideas have been so confused
-and obscured in the centuries that have passed since
-He came. It’s man’s fault. The very simplicity of
-His example has always bewildered man; it was too
-good to be true!”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Millie,” said Helen with a little embarrassed
-laugh, “does the world really want to live as Jesus
-lived? Or would it admire people who did? Somebody
-said once that Christianity isn’t a failure because
-it’s never been tried. Will it <i>ever</i> be tried—does anyone
-care enough?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear me! What have I gotten into?” Millicent
-picked up her fork and glanced at them smilingly.
-“Bruce, don’t look so terribly solemn! Why, people
-are trying it every day, at least pecking at it a little.
-I’ve caught you at it lots of times! While we sit here,
-enjoying this quite wonderful salad, scores of people
-are doing things to make the world a better place to
-live in—safer, kinder and happier. I saw a child walk
-out of the hospital the other day who’d been carried in,
-a pitiful little cripple. It was a miracle; and if you’d
-seen the child’s delight and the look in the face of the
-doctor whose genius did the work, you’d have thought
-the secret of Jesus is making some headway!”</p>
-
-<p>“And knowing the very charming young woman<span class="pagenum" id="Page_286">[286]</span>
-named Millicent who found that little crippled girl
-and took her to the hospital. I’d have thought a lot
-more things!”</p>
-
-<p>“I never did it!” Millicent cried.</p>
-
-<p>“She’s always up to such tricks!” Helen informed
-Bruce. “Paper dolls are only one item of Millie’s
-good works.”</p>
-
-<p>“Be careful!” Millicent admonished. “I could tell
-some stories on you that might embarrass you terribly.”
-She turned to Bruce with a lifting of the
-brows that implied their hostess’s many shameless
-excursions in philanthropy.</p>
-
-<p>“How grand it would be if we could all talk about
-serious things—life, religion and things like that—as
-Millie does,” remarked Helen. “Most people talk of
-religion as though it were something disgraceful.”</p>
-
-<p>“Or they take the professional tone of the undertaker
-telling a late pallbearer where to sit,” Bruce
-added, “and the pallbearer is always deaf and insists
-on getting into the wrong place and sitting on someone’s
-hat.”</p>
-
-<p>“How jolly! Anything to cheer up a funeral,” said
-Helen. “Go on, Millie, and talk some more. You’re
-a lot more comforting than Doctor Lindley.”</p>
-
-<p>“The Doctor’s fine,” said Millicent spiritedly. “I
-don’t go to church because half of me is heathen, I
-suppose.” She paused as though a little startled by
-the confession. “There are things about churches—some
-of the hymns, the creed, the attempts to explain
-the Scriptures—that don’t need explaining—that rub
-me the wrong way. But it isn’t fair to criticize Doctor
-Lindley or any other minister who’s doing the best
-he can to help the world when the times are against him.
-No one has a harder job than a Christian minister of
-his training and traditions who really knows what’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_287">[287]</span>
-the trouble with the world and the church but is in
-danger of being burned as a heretic if he says what
-he thinks.”</p>
-
-<p>“People can’t believe any more, can they, what their
-grandfathers believed? It’s impossible—with science
-and everything,” suggested Helen vaguely.</p>
-
-<p>“Why should they?” asked Millicent. “I liked to
-believe that God moves forward with the world. He
-has outgrown His own churches; it’s their misfortune
-that they don’t realize it. And Jesus, the Beautiful
-One, walks through the modern world weighted down
-with a heavier cross than the one he died on—bigotry,
-intolerance, hatred—what a cruel thing that men
-should hate one another in His name! I’ve wondered
-sometimes what Jesus must think of all the books that
-have been written to explain Him—mountains of books!
-Jesus is the only teacher the world ever had who got
-His whole story into one word—a universal word, an
-easy word to say, and the word that has inspired all
-the finest deeds of man. He rested His case on that,
-thinking that anything so simple would never be misunderstood.
-At the hospital one day I heard a mother
-say to her child, a pitiful little scrap who was doomed
-to die, ‘I love you so!’ and the wise, understanding
-little baby said, ‘Me know you do.’ I think that’s an
-answer to the charge that Christianity is passing out.
-It can’t, you see, because it’s founded on the one thing
-in the world that can never die.”</p>
-
-<p>The room was very still. The maid, who had been
-arrested in the serving of the dinner by a gesture from
-Helen, furtively made the sign of the cross. The
-candle flames bent to some imperceptible stirring of the
-quiet air. Bruce experienced a sense of vastness, of
-the immeasurable horizons of Millicent’s God and a
-world through which the Beautiful One wandered still,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_288">[288]</span>
-symbolizing the ineffable word of His gospel that was
-not for one people, or one sect, not to be bound up into
-one creed, but written into the hearts of all men as
-their guide to happiness. It seemed to him that the
-girl’s words were part of some rite of purification that
-had cleansed and blessed the world.</p>
-
-<p>“I hadn’t thought of it in quite that way,” said
-Bruce thoughtfully.</p>
-
-<p>Helen was a wise woman and knew the perils of
-anticlimax. She turned and nodded to the maid.</p>
-
-<p>“Please forgive me! I’ve been holding back the
-dinner!” Millicent exclaimed. “You must always stop
-me when I begin riding the clouds. Bruce, are you
-seeing Dale Freeman these days? Of course you are!
-Helen, we must study Dale more closely. She knows
-how to bring Bruce running!”</p>
-
-<p>“I cheerfully yield to Dale in everything,” said
-Helen. “I must watch the time. They promise an
-unusually good show tonight—three one-act pieces and
-one of them by George Whitford; he and Connie are
-to act in it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Connie ought to be a star,” Millicent remarked,
-“she gives a lot of time to theatricals.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s just a question whether Connie and George
-Whitford are not—well, getting up theatricals does
-make for intimacy!” said Helen. “I wish George had
-less money! An idle man—particularly a fascinating
-devil like George—is a dangerous playmate for a
-woman like Connie!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but Connie’s a dear!” exclaimed Millicent defensively.
-“Her position isn’t easy. A lot of the
-criticism you hear of her is unjust.”</p>
-
-<p>“A lot of the criticism you hear of everybody is
-unjust,” Bruce ventured.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we have a few people here who pass for respectable<span class="pagenum" id="Page_289">[289]</span>
-but start all the malicious gossip in town,”
-Helen observed. “They’re not all women, either! I
-suspect Mort Walters of spreading the story that Connie
-and George are having a big affair, and that Mr.
-Mills gave Connie a good combing about it before he
-went abroad!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ridiculous!” murmured Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” Helen went on. “We all know why
-Leila’s father dragged her away. But Connie ought
-really to have a care. It’s too bad Shep isn’t big
-enough to give Walters a thrashing. The trouble with
-Walters is that he tried to start a little affair with
-Connie himself and she turned him down cold. Pardon
-me, are we gossiping?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course not!” laughed Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“Just whetting our appetites for anything new that
-offers at the club,” said Bruce. “I’m glad I’m a new
-man in town; I can listen to all the scandal without
-being obliged to take sides.”</p>
-
-<p>“Millie! You hate gossip,” said Helen, “so please
-talk about the saints so I won’t have a chance to chatter
-about the sinners.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t worry,” said Bruce. “If there were no sinners
-the saints wouldn’t know how good they are!”</p>
-
-<p>“We’d better quit on that,” said Helen. “It’s time
-to go!”</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>At the hall where the Dramatic Club’s entertainments
-were given they met Shepherd Mills, who confessed
-that he had been holding four seats in the hope that
-they’d have pity on him and not let him sit alone.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve hardly seen Connie for a week,” he said. “This<span class="pagenum" id="Page_290">[290]</span>
-thing of having a wife on the stage is certainly hard
-on the husband!”</p>
-
-<p>The room was filled to capacity and there were
-many out of town guests, whom Shep named proudly
-as though their presence were attributable to the fact
-that Connie was on the program.</p>
-
-<p>Whitford, in his ample leisure, had been putting new
-spirit into the club, and the first two of the one-act
-plays that constituted the bill disclosed new talent and
-were given with precision and finish. Chief interest,
-however, lay in the third item of the bill, a short poetic
-drama written by Whitford himself. The scene, revealed
-as the curtain rose, was of Whitford’s own
-designing—the battlements of a feudal castle, with a
-tower rising against a sweep of blue sky. The set
-transcended anything that the club had seen in its long
-history and was greeted with a quick outburst of applause.
-Whitford’s name passed over the room, it
-seemed, in a single admiring whisper. George was a
-genius; the town had never possessed anyone comparable
-to George Whitford, who distinguished himself
-alike in war and in the arts of peace and could
-afford to spend money with a free hand on amateur
-theatricals.</p>
-
-<p>His piece, “The Beggar,” written in blank verse,
-was dated vaguely in the Middle Ages and the device
-was one of the oldest known to romance. A lord of
-high degree is experiencing the time-honored difficulty
-in persuading his daughter of the desirability of marriage
-with a noble young knight whose suit she has
-steadfastly scorned. The castle is threatened; the
-knight’s assistance is imperatively needed; and the arrival
-of messengers, the anxious concern of the servitors,
-induce at once an air of tensity.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_291">[291]</span>In the fading afternoon light Constance Mills, as
-the princess, who has been wandering in the gardens,
-makes her entrance unconcernedly and greets her distracted
-lover with light-hearted indifference. She begins
-recounting a meeting with a beggar minstrel who
-has beguiled her with his music. She provokingly insists
-upon singing snatches of his songs to the irritated
-knight, who grows increasingly uneasy over the danger
-to the beleagured castle. As the princess exits the
-beggar appears and engages the knight in a colloquy,
-witty and good-humored on the vagrant’s part, but
-marked by the knight’s mounting anger. Whitford,
-handsome, jaunty, assured, even in his rags, with his
-shrewd retorts evokes continuous laughter.</p>
-
-<p>A renewed alarm calls the knight away, leaving the
-beggar thrumming his lute. The princess reappears
-to the dimming of lights and the twinkle in the blue
-background of the first tremulous star. The beggar,
-who of course is the enemy prince in disguise, springs
-forward as she slips out of her cloak and stands forth
-in a flowing robe in shimmering white. Her interchange
-with the beggar passes swiftly from surprise,
-indifference, scorn, to awakened interest and encouragement.</p>
-
-<p>No theatre was ever stilled to an intenser silence.
-The audacity of it, the folly of it! The pictorial
-beauty of the scene, any merit it possessed as drama,
-were lost in the fact that George Whitford was making
-love to Constance Mills. No make-believe could have
-simulated the passion of his wooing in the lines that
-he had written for himself, and no response could have
-been informed with more tenderness and charm than
-Constance brought to her part.</p>
-
-<p>Whitford was declaiming:</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_292">[292]</span></p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="indent">“My flower! My light, my life! I offer thee</div>
-<div class="verse">Not jingling coin, nor lands, nor palaces,</div>
-<div class="verse">But yonder stars, and the young moon of spring,</div>
-<div class="verse">And rosy dawns and purple twilights long;</div>
-<div class="verse">All singing streams, and their great lord the sea—</div>
-<div class="verse">With these I’d thee endow.”</div>
-</div></div>
-
-<p>And Constance, slowly lifting her head, an enthralling
-picture of young trusting love, replied:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="indent">“I am a beggar in my heart!</div>
-<div class="verse">My soul hath need of thee! Teach me thy ways,</div>
-<div class="verse">And make me partner in thy wanderings,</div>
-<div class="verse">And lead me to the silver springs of song,</div>
-<div class="verse">I would be free as thou art, roam the world,</div>
-<div class="verse">Away from clanging war, by murmuring streams,</div>
-<div class="verse">Through green cool woodlands sweet with peace and love....</div>
-<div class="verse">Wilt thou be faithful, wilt thou love me long?”</div>
-</div></div>
-
-<p>To her tremulous pleading he pledged his fealty
-and when he had taken her into his arms and kissed
-her they exited slowly. As they passed from sight his
-voice was heard singing as the curtain fell.</p>
-
-<p>The entire cast paraded in response to the vociferous
-and long continued applause, and Whitford and
-Constance bowed their acknowledgments together and
-singly. Cries of “author” detained Whitford for a
-speech, in which he chaffed himself and promised that
-in appreciation of their forbearance in allowing him to
-present so unworthy a trifle, which derived its only
-value from the intelligence and talent of his associates,
-he would never again tax their patience.</p>
-
-<p>As the lights went up Bruce, turning to his companions,
-saw that Shepherd was staring at the stage
-as though the players were still visible. Helen, too,
-noticed the tense look in Shep’s face, and touched him<span class="pagenum" id="Page_293">[293]</span>
-lightly on the arm. He came to with a start and looked
-about quickly, as if conscious that his deep preoccupation
-had been observed.</p>
-
-<p>“It was perfectly marvelous, Shep! Connie was
-never so beautiful, and she did her part wonderfully!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; Connie was fine! They were all splendid!”
-Shep stammered.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve seen her in plays before, but nothing to match
-tonight,” said Helen. “You’ll share her congratulations—it’s
-a big night for the family!”</p>
-
-<p>They had all risen, and Millicent and Bruce added
-their congratulations—Shep smiling but still a little
-dazed, his eyes showing that he was thinking back—trying
-to remember, in the way of one who has passed
-through an ordeal too swiftly for the memory fully to
-record it.</p>
-
-<p>“Constance was perfectly adorable!” said Millicent
-sincerely.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes!” Shep exclaimed. “I had no idea, really.
-She has acting talent, hasn’t she?”</p>
-
-<p>The question was not perfunctory; he was eager for
-their assurance that they had been watching a clever
-piece of acting.</p>
-
-<p>The room was being cleared for the dancing, and
-others near by were expressing their admiration for
-his wife. Helen seized a moment to whisper to
-Bruce:</p>
-
-<p>“It rather knocked him. Be careful that he doesn’t
-run away. George ought to be shot—Heaven knows
-there’s been enough talk already!”</p>
-
-<p>“The only trouble is that they were a little too good,
-that’s all,” said Bruce. “That oughtn’t to be a sin—when
-you remember what amateur shows usually are!”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s not to laugh!” Helen replied. “Shep’s terribly
-sensitive! He’s not so stupid but he saw that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_294">[294]</span>
-George was enjoying himself making love to Connie.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, who wouldn’t enjoy it!” Bruce answered.</p>
-
-<p>The dancing had begun when Constance appeared
-on the floor. She had achieved a triumph and it may
-have been that she was just a little frightened now
-that it was over. As she held court near the stage,
-smilingly receiving congratulations, she waved to Shep
-across the crowd.</p>
-
-<p>“Was I so very bad?” she asked Bruce. “I was
-terribly nervous for fear I’d forget my lines.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you didn’t! It was the most enthralling half hour
-I ever spent. I’m proud to know you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, Bruce. Do something for me. These
-people bore me; tell Shep to come and dance with me.
-Yes—with you afterwards.”</p>
-
-<p>Whether it was kindness or contrition that prompted
-this request did not matter. It sufficed that Connie
-gave her first dance to Shep and that they glided over
-the floor with every appearance of blissful happiness.
-Whitford was passing about, paying particular attention
-to the mothers of debutantes, quite as unconcernedly
-as though he had not given the club its greatest
-thrill....</p>
-
-<p>As this was Millicent’s first appearance since her
-election to the club, her sponsors were taking care that
-she met such of the members as had not previously
-been within her social range. Franklin Mills’s efforts
-to establish the Hardens had not been unavailing.
-Bruce, watching her as she danced with a succession
-of partners, heard an elderly army officer asking the
-name of the golden-haired girl who carried herself so
-superbly.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce was waiting for his next dance with her and
-not greatly interested in what went on about him,
-when Dale Freeman accosted him.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_295">[295]</span>“Just look at the girl! Seeing her dancing just like
-any other perfectly healthy young being, you’d never
-think she had so many wonderful things in her head
-and heart. Millie’s one of those people who think with
-their hearts as well as their brains. When you find
-that combination, sonny, you’ve got something!”</p>
-
-<p>“Um—yes,” he assented glumly.</p>
-
-<p>Dale looked up at him and laughed. “I’ll begin to
-suspect you’re in love with her now if you act like
-this!”</p>
-
-<p>“The suspicion does me honor!” he replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m not going to push you! I did have some
-idea of helping you, but I see it’s no use.”</p>
-
-<p>“Really, none,” he answered soberly. And for a
-moment the old unhappiness clutched him....</p>
-
-<p>At one o’clock he left the hall with Helen and
-Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose the tongues will wag for a while,” Helen
-sighed wearily. “But you’ve got to hand it to Constance
-and George! They certainly put on a good
-show!”</p>
-
-<p>At the Harden’s Bruce took Millicent’s key and unlocked
-the door.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve enjoyed this; it’s been fine,” she said and
-put out her hand.</p>
-
-<p>“It was a pretty full evening,” he replied. “But
-there’s a part of it I’ve stored away as better than the
-plays—even better than my dances with you!”</p>
-
-<p>“I know!” she said. “Helen’s salad!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, better even than that! The talk at the table—your
-talk! I must thank you for that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, please forget! I believe I’d rather you’d remember
-our last dance!”</p>
-
-<p>She laughed light-heartedly and the door closed.</p>
-
-<p>“They’ve done it now!” exclaimed Helen as the car<span class="pagenum" id="Page_296">[296]</span>
-rolled on. “Why will people be such fools! To think
-they had to go and let the whole town into the secret!”</p>
-
-<p>“Cease worrying! If they’d really cared anything
-for each other they couldn’t have done it.”</p>
-
-<p>“George would—it was just the dare-devil sort of
-thing that George Whitford <i>would</i> do!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you’re not troubled about me any more!” he
-laughed. “A little while ago you thought Connie had
-designs on me! Has it got to be someone?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s exactly it! It’s got to be someone with
-Connie!”</p>
-
-<p>But when he had left her and was driving on to his
-apartment it was of Millicent he thought, not of Constance
-and Whitford. It was astonishing how much
-freer he felt now that the Atlantic rolled between him
-and Franklin Mills.</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>Bruce, deeply engrossed in his work, was nevertheless
-aware that the performance of “The Beggar”
-had stimulated gossip about Constance Mills and Whitford.
-Helen Torrence continued to fret about it; Bud
-Henderson insisted on keeping Bruce apprised of it;
-Maybelle deplored and Dale Freeman pretended to
-ignore. The provincial mind must have exercise, and
-Bruce was both amused and disgusted as he found
-that the joint appearance of Constance and Whitford
-in Whitford’s one-act play had caused no little perturbation
-in minds that lacked nobler occupation or
-were incapable of any very serious thought about
-anything.</p>
-
-<p>It had become a joke at the University Club that
-Bruce, who was looked upon as an industrious young<span class="pagenum" id="Page_297">[297]</span>
-man, gave so much time to Shepherd Mills. There
-was a doglike fidelity in Shep’s devotion that would
-have been amusing if it hadn’t been pathetic. Bud
-Henderson said that Shep trotted around after Bruce
-like a lame fox terrier that had attached itself to an
-Airedale for protection.</p>
-
-<p>Shep, inspired perhaps by Bruce’s example, or to
-have an excuse for meeting him, had taken up handball.
-As the winter wore on this brought them together
-once or twice a week at the Athletic Club. One
-afternoon in March they had played their game and
-had their shower and were in the locker room dressing.</p>
-
-<p>Two other men came in a few minutes later and,
-concealed by the lockers, began talking in low tones.
-Their voices rose until they were audible over half
-the room. Bruce began to hear names—first Whitford’s,
-then unmistakably Constance Mills was referred
-to. Shep raised his head as he caught his wife’s name.
-One of the voices was unmistakably that of Morton
-Walters, a young man with an unpleasant reputation
-as a gossip. Bruce dropped a shoe to warn the men
-that they were not alone in the room. But Walters
-continued, and in a moment a harsh laugh preluded the
-remark:</p>
-
-<p>“Well, George takes his pleasure where he finds it.
-But if I were Shep Mills I certainly wouldn’t stand
-for it!”</p>
-
-<p>Shep jumped up and started for the aisle, but Bruce
-stepped in front of him and walked round to where
-Walters and a friend Bruce didn’t know were standing
-before their lockers.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon, Mr. Walters, but may I remind
-you that this is a gentleman’s club?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, no; you may not!” Walters retorted hotly.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_298">[298]</span>
-He advanced toward Bruce, his eyes blazing wrathfully.</p>
-
-<p>The men, half clothed, eyed each other for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“We don’t speak of women in this club as you’ve
-been doing,” said Bruce. “I’m merely asking you to
-be a little more careful.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you’re criticizing my manners, are you?” flared
-Walters.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; that’s what I’m doing. They’re offensive.
-My opinion of you is that you’re a contemptible blackguard!”</p>
-
-<p>“Then that for your opinion!”</p>
-
-<p>Walters sprang forward and dealt Bruce a ringing
-slap in the face. Instantly both had their fists up.
-Walters’s companion grasped him by the arm, begging
-him to be quiet, but he flung him off and moved toward
-Bruce aggressively.</p>
-
-<p>They sparred for a moment warily; then Walters
-landed a blow on Bruce’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“So you’re Mrs. Mills’s champion, are you?” he
-sneered.</p>
-
-<p>Intent upon the effect of his words, he dropped his
-guard. With lightning swiftness Bruce feinted,
-slapped his adversary squarely across the mouth and
-followed with a cracking blow on the jaw that sent
-him toppling over the bench. His fall made considerable
-noise, and the superintendent of the club came
-running in to learn the cause of the disturbance. Walters,
-quickly on his feet, was now struggling to shake
-off his friend. Several other men coming in stopped
-in the aisle and began chaffing Walters, thinking that
-he and Bruce were engaged in a playful scuffle. Walters,
-furious that his friend wouldn’t release him, began
-cursing loudly.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_299">[299]</span>“Gentlemen, this won’t do!” the superintendent admonished.
-“We can’t have this here!”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Walters,” said Bruce when Walters had been
-forced to sit down, “if you take my advice you’ll be
-much more careful of your speech. If you want my
-address you’ll find it in the office!”</p>
-
-<p>He went back to Shep, who sat huddled on the bench
-by his locker, his face in his hands. He got up at once
-and they finished dressing in silence. Walters made no
-further sign, though he could be heard blustering to his
-companion while the superintendent hovered about to
-preserve the peace.</p>
-
-<p>Shep’s limousine was waiting—he made a point of
-delivering Bruce wherever he might be going after
-their meetings at the club—and he got into it and sat
-silent until his house was reached. He hadn’t uttered
-a word; the life seemed to have gone out of him.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce walked with him to the door and said “Good
-night, Shep,” as though nothing had happened. Shep
-rallied sufficiently to repeat the good-night, choking
-and stammering upon it. Bruce returned to the machine
-and bade the chauffeur take him home.</p>
-
-<p>He did no work that night. Viewed from any
-angle, the episode was disagreeable. Walters would
-continue to talk—no doubt with increased viciousness.
-Bruce wasn’t sorry he had struck him, but as he thought
-it over he found that the only satisfaction he derived
-from the episode was a sense that it was for Shep that
-he had taken Walters to task. Poor Shep! Bruce
-wished that he did not so constantly think of Shep in
-commiserative phrases....</p>
-
-<p>Bud Henderson, who was in the club when the row
-occurred, informed Bruce that the men who had been
-in the locker room were good fellows and that the story
-was not likely to spread. It was a pity, though, in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_300">[300]</span>
-Bud’s view, that the thing had to be smothered, for
-Walters had been entitled to a licking for some time
-and the occurrence would make Bruce the most popular
-man in town.</p>
-
-<p>“If the poor boob had known how you used to train
-with that middle-weight champ in Boston during our
-bright college years he wouldn’t have slapped you!
-I’ll bet his jaw’s sore!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce was not consoled. He wished the world would
-behave itself; and in particular he wished that he was
-not so constantly, so inevitably, as it seemed, put into
-the position of aiding and defending the house of
-Mills.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_301">[301]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER NINETEEN</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Bruce worked at his plans for the Laconia memorial
-determinedly and, he hoped, with inspiration. He
-looked in at the Hardens’ on a Sunday afternoon and
-found Millicent entertaining several callow youths—new
-acquaintances whom she had met at the functions
-to which Mills’s cautious but effective propaganda had
-admitted her. Bruce did not remain long; he thought
-Millicent was amused by his poorly concealed disappointment
-at not finding her alone. But he was deriving
-little satisfaction from his self-denial in remaining
-away and grew desperate for a talk with her. He made
-his next venture on a wild March night, and broke
-forth in a pæan of thanksgiving when he found her
-alone in the library.</p>
-
-<p>“You were deliciously funny when you found me
-surrounded! Those were nice boys; they’d just discovered
-me!”</p>
-
-<p>“They had the look of determined young fiends!
-I knew I couldn’t stay them out. But I dare ’em to leave
-home on a night like this!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I know! You’re afraid of competition! After
-you left that Sunday mamma brought in ginger
-cookies and we popped corn and had a grand old time!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_302">[302]</span>“It sounds exciting. But it was food for the spirit I
-needed; I couldn’t have stood it to see them eat!”</p>
-
-<p>“Just for that our pantry is closed to you forever—never
-a cookie! Those boys were vastly pleased to
-meet you. They knew you as a soldier of the
-Republic and a crack handball player—not as an eminent
-architect. That for fame! By the way, you must
-be up to something mysterious. Dale gave me just a
-tiny hint that you’re working on something prodigious.
-But of course I don’t ask to be let into the secret!”</p>
-
-<p>“The secret’s permanent if I fail!” he laughed.</p>
-
-<p>He was conscious that their acquaintance had progressed
-in spite of their rare meetings. Tonight she
-played for him and talked occasionally from the organ—running
-comment on some liturgical music with
-which she had lately been familiarizing herself. Presently
-he found himself standing beside her; there
-seemed nothing strange in this—to be standing where
-he could watch her hands and know the thrill of her
-smile as she invited his appreciation of some passage
-that she was particularly enjoying....</p>
-
-<p>“What have you been doing with your sculpting?
-Please bring me up to date on everything,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, not so much lately. You might like to see
-some children’s heads I’ve been doing. I bring some
-of the little convalescents to the house from the hospital
-to give them a change.”</p>
-
-<p>“Lucky kids!” he said. “To be brought here and
-played with.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not? They’re entitled to all I have as much
-as I am.”</p>
-
-<p>“Revolutionist! Really, Millicent, you must be
-careful!”</p>
-
-<p>Yes; no matter how little he saw of her, their amity
-and concord strengthened. Sometimes she looked at<span class="pagenum" id="Page_303">[303]</span>
-him in a way that quickened his heartbeat. As they
-went down from the organ his hand touched hers and
-he thrilled at the fleeting contact. A high privilege,
-this, to be near her, to be admitted to the sanctuary of
-her mind and heart. She had her clichés; harmony was
-a word she used frequently, and colors and musical
-terms she employed with odd little meanings of her own.</p>
-
-<p>In the studio she showed him a plaque of her mother’s
-head which he knew to be creditable work. His praise
-of it pleased her. She had none of the amateur’s simpering
-affectation and false modesty. She said frankly
-she thought it the best thing she had done.</p>
-
-<p>“I know mamma—all her expressions—and that
-makes a difference. You’ve got to see under the flesh—get
-the inner light even in clay. I might really get
-somewhere if I gave up everything else,” she said pensively
-as they idled about the studio.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; you could go far. Why not?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but I’d have to give up too much. I like life—being
-among people; and I have my father and mother.
-I think I’ll go on just as I am. If I got too serious
-about it I might be less good than now, when I merely
-play at it....”</p>
-
-<p>In their new familiarity he made bold to lift the
-coverings of some of her work that she thought unworthy
-of display. She became gay over some of her
-failures, as she called them. She didn’t throw them
-away because they kept her humble.</p>
-
-<p>On a table in a corner of the room stood a bust covered
-with a cloth to which they came last.</p>
-
-<p>“Another <i>magnum opus</i>?” he asked carelessly.
-She lifted the cloth and stood away from it.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Mills gave me some sittings. But this is my
-greatest fizzle of all; I simply couldn’t get him!”</p>
-
-<p>The features of Franklin Mills had been reproduced<span class="pagenum" id="Page_304">[304]</span>
-in the clay with mechanical fidelity; but unquestionably
-something was lacking. Bruce studied it seriously,
-puzzled by its deficiencies.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe you can tell me what’s wrong,” she said.
-“It’s curious that a thing can come so close and fail.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a true thing,” remarked Bruce, “as far as it
-goes. But you’re right; there’s something that isn’t
-there. If you don’t mind, it’s dead—there’s—there’s
-no life in it.”</p>
-
-<p>Millicent touched the clay here and there, suggesting
-points where the difficulty might lie. She was so
-intent that she failed to see the changing expression
-on Bruce’s face. He had ceased to think of the clay
-image. Mills himself had been in the studio, probably
-many times. The thought of this stirred the jealousy
-in Bruce’s heart—Millicent and Mills! Every kind
-and generous thought he had ever entertained for the
-man was obliterated by this evidence that for many
-hours he had been there with Millicent. But she, understanding
-nothing of this, was startled when he flung
-round at her.</p>
-
-<p>“I think I can tell you what’s the matter,” he said
-in a tone harsh and strained. “The fault’s not yours!”</p>
-
-<p>“No?” she questioned wonderingly.</p>
-
-<p>“The man has no soul,” he said, as though he were
-pronouncing sentence of death.</p>
-
-<p>That Millicent should have fashioned this counterfeit
-of Mills, animated perhaps by an interest that
-might quicken to love, was intolerable. Passion possessed
-him. Lifting the bust, he flung it with a loud
-crash upon the tile floor. He stared dully at the scattered
-fragments.</p>
-
-<p>“God!” he turned toward her with the hunger of
-love in his eyes. “I—I—I’m sorry—I didn’t mean
-to do that!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_305">[305]</span>He caught her hand roughly; gently released it, and
-ran up the steps into the library.</p>
-
-<p>Millicent remained quite still till the outer door had
-closed upon him. She looked down at the broken
-pieces of the bust, trying to relate them to the cause
-of his sudden wrath. Then she knelt and began mechanically,
-patiently, picking up the fragments. Suddenly
-she paused. Her hands relaxed and the bits of
-clay fell to the floor. She stood up, her figure tense,
-her head lifted, and a light came into her eyes.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>He had made a fool of himself: this was Bruce’s
-reaction to the sudden fury that had caused him
-to destroy Millicent’s bust of Franklin Mills. He
-would never dare go near her again; and having thus
-fixed his own punishment, and being very unhappy
-about it, a spiteful fate ordained that he should meet
-her early the next morning in the lobby of the Central
-States Trust Company, where, out of friendly regard
-for Shepherd Mills, he had opened an account.</p>
-
-<p>“So—I’m not the only early riser!” she exclaimed,
-turning away from one of the teller’s windows as he
-passed. “This is pay day at home and I’m getting
-the cook’s money. I walked down—what a glorious
-morning!”</p>
-
-<p>“Cook—money?” he repeated stupidly. There was
-nothing extraordinary in the idea that she should be
-drawing the domestic payroll. Her unconcern, the
-deftness with which she snapped her purse upon a roll
-of new bills and dropped it into a bead bag were disconcerting.
-Her eyes turned toward the door and he
-must say something. She was enchanting in her gray
-fur coat and feathered hat of vivid blue; it hadn’t<span class="pagenum" id="Page_306">[306]</span>
-been necessary for her to say that she had walked four
-miles from her house to the bank; her glowing cheeks
-were an eloquent advertisement of that.</p>
-
-<p>“Please,” he began eagerly. “About last night—I
-made a dreadful exhibition of myself. I know—I
-mean that to beg your forgiveness——”</p>
-
-<p>“Is wholly unnecessary!” she finished smilingly.
-“The bust was a failure and I had meant to destroy
-it myself. So please forget it!”</p>
-
-<p>“But my bad manners!”</p>
-
-<p>She was making it too easy for his comfort. He
-wished to abase himself, to convince her of his contrition.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” she said with a judicial air, “generally speaking,
-I approve of your manners. We all have our
-careless moments. I’ve been guilty myself of upsetting
-bric-a-brac that I got tired of seeing in the house.”</p>
-
-<p>“You ought to scold me—cut my acquaintance.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who’d be punished then?” she demanded, drawing
-the fur collar closer about her throat.</p>
-
-<p>“I might die!” he moaned plaintively.</p>
-
-<p>“An irreparable loss—to the world!” she said, “for
-which I refuse to become responsible.” She took a step
-toward the door and paused. “If I may refer to your
-destructive habits, I’ll say you’re some critic!” She
-left him speculating as to her meaning. To outward
-appearances, at least, she hadn’t been greatly disturbed
-by the smashing of Mills’s image.</p>
-
-<p>When he had concluded his errand he went to the
-enclosure where the company’s officers sat to speak to
-Shep, whom he had been avoiding since the encounter
-with Walters at the Athletic Club. Shep jumped up
-and led the way to the directors’ room.</p>
-
-<p>“You know,” he began, “I don’t want to seem to be
-pursuing you, but”—he was stammering and his fine,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_307">[307]</span>
-frank eyes opened and shut quickly in his agitation—“but
-you’ve got to know how much I appreciate——”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, old man,” Bruce interrupted, laying his hand
-on Shep’s shoulder, “let’s not talk of ancient history.”</p>
-
-<p>Shep shook his head impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>“No, by George! You’ve <i>got</i> to take my thanks!
-It was bully of you to punch that scoundrel’s head. I
-ought to have done it myself, but——” He held out
-his arms, his eyes measuring his height against Bruce’s
-tall frame, and grinned ruefully.</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t give you a chance, Shep,” said Bruce,
-drawing himself onto the table and swinging his legs
-at ease. “I don’t believe that bird’s been looking for
-me; I’ve been right here in town.”</p>
-
-<p>“I guess he won’t bother you much!” exclaimed Shep
-with boyish pride in his champion’s prowess. “You
-certainly gave him a good one!”</p>
-
-<p>“He seemed to want it,” replied Bruce. “I couldn’t
-just kiss him after he slapped me!”</p>
-
-<p>“I told Connie! I didn’t care for what Walters said—you
-understand—but I wanted Connie to know what
-you did—for her!”</p>
-
-<p>His eyes appealed for Bruce’s understanding. But
-Bruce, who had hoped that Shep wouldn’t tell Connie,
-now wished heartily that Shep would drop the matter.</p>
-
-<p>“You made too much of it! It wasn’t really for
-anyone in particular that I gave Walters that little
-tap—it was to assert a general principle of human
-conduct.”</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll never forget it,” declared Shep, not to be
-thwarted in his expression of gratitude. “That anyone
-should speak of Connie—<i>Connie</i>—in that fashion!
-Why, Connie’s the noblest girl in the world! You
-know that, the whole world knows it!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_308">[308]</span>He drew back and straightened his shoulders as
-though daring the world to gainsay him.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, of course, Shep!” Bruce replied quietly. He
-drew a memorandum from his pocket and asked about
-some bonds the trust company had advertised and into
-which he considered converting some of the securities
-he had left with his banker at Laconia which were
-now maturing. Shep, pleased that Bruce was inviting
-his advice in the matter, produced data from the archives
-in confirmation of his assurance that the bonds
-were gilt-edge and a desirable investment. Bruce
-lingered, spending more time than was necessary in
-discussing the matter merely to divert Shep’s thoughts
-from the Walters’ episode.</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>Bruce had never before worked so hard; Freeman
-said that the designer of the Parthenon had been a
-loafer in comparison. After a long and laborious day
-he would drive to the Freemans with questions about
-his designs for the memorial that he feared to sleep
-on. Dale remarked to her husband that it was inspiring
-to see a young man of Bruce’s fine talent and enthusiasm
-engrossed upon a task and at the same time
-in love—an invincible combination.</p>
-
-<p>Carroll had kept in mind the visit to Laconia he had
-proposed and they made a week-end excursion of it
-in May. Bruce was glad of the chance to inspect the
-site of the memorial, and happier than he had expected
-to be in meeting old friends. It was disclosed
-that Carroll’s interest in Bruce’s cousin was not quite
-so incidental as he had pretended. Mills’s secretary
-had within the year several times visited Laconia, an<span class="pagenum" id="Page_309">[309]</span>
-indication that he was not breaking his heart over
-Leila.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce stole away from the hotel on Sunday morning
-to visit his mother’s grave. She had lived so constantly
-in his thoughts that it seemed strange that she
-could be lying in the quiet cemetery beside John Storrs.
-There was something of greatness in her or she would
-never have risked the loss of his respect and affection.
-She had trusted him, confident of his magnanimity
-and love. Strange that in that small town, with its
-brave little flourish of prosperity, she had lived all
-those years with that secret in her heart, perhaps with
-that old passion tormenting her to the end. She had
-not been afraid of him, had not feared that he would
-despise her. “O soul of fire within a woman’s clay”—this
-line from a fugitive poem he had chanced upon
-in a newspaper expressed her. On his way into town
-he passed the old home, resenting the presence of the
-new owner, who could not know what manner of
-woman had dwelt there, sanctified its walls, given
-grace to the garden where the sun-dial and the flower
-beds still spoke of her.... Millicent was like Marian.
-Very precious had grown this thought, of the spiritual
-kinship of his mother and Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>Traversing the uneven brick pavements along the
-maple arched street, it was in his mind that his mother
-and Millicent would have understood each other. They
-dreamed the same dreams; the garden walls had not
-shut out Marian Storrs’s vision of the infinite. A
-church bell whose clamorous peal was one of his earliest
-recollections seemed subdued today to a less insistent
-note by the sweetness of the spring air. Old
-memories awoke. He remembered a sermon he had
-heard in the church of the sonorous bell when he was
-still a child; the fear it had wakened in his heart—a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_310">[310]</span>
-long noisy discourse on the penalties of sin, the horror
-in store for the damned. And he recalled how his
-mother had taken his hand and smiled down at him
-there in the Storrs pew—that adorable smile of hers.
-And that evening as they sat alone in the garden on
-the bench by the sun-dial she had comforted him and
-told him that God—her God—was not the frightful
-being the visiting minister had pictured, but generous
-and loving. Yes, Millicent was like Marian Storrs....</p>
-
-<p>After this holiday he fell upon his work with renewed
-energy—but he saw Millicent frequently. It
-was much easier to pass through the Harden gate and
-ring the bell now that the windows of the Mills house
-were boarded up. Mrs. Harden and the doctor made
-clear their friendliness—not with parental anxiety to
-ingratiate themselves with an eligible young man, but
-out of sincere regard and liking.</p>
-
-<p>“You were raised in a country town and all us folks
-who were brought up in small towns speak the same
-language,” Mrs. Harden declared. She conferred the
-highest degree of her approval by receiving him in
-the kitchen on the cook’s day out, when she could, in her
-own phrase, putter around all she pleased. Millicent,
-enchantingly aproned, shared in the sacred rites of preparing
-the evening meal on these days of freedom, when
-there was very likely to be beaten biscuit, in the preparation
-of which Bruce was duly initiated.</p>
-
-<p>Spring repeated its ancient miracle in the land of the
-tall corn. A pleasant haven for warm evenings was the
-Harden’s “back yard” as the Doctor called it, though it
-was the most artistic garden in town, where Mrs.
-Harden indulged her taste in old-fashioned flowers;
-and there was a tea house set in among towering
-forest trees where Millicent held court. Bruce appearing
-late, with the excuse that he had been at work,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_311">[311]</span>
-was able to witness the departure of Millicent’s other
-“company” as her parents designated her visitors, and
-enjoy an hour with her alone. Their privacy was invaded
-usually by Mrs. Harden, who appeared with a
-pitcher of cooling drink and plates of the cakes in
-which she specialized. She was enormously busy with
-her work on the orphan asylum board. She was ruining
-the orphans, the Doctor said; but he was proud
-of his wife and encouraged her philanthropies. He
-was building a hospital in his home town—thus, according
-to Bud Henderson, propitiating the gods for
-the enormity of his offense against medical ethics in
-waxing rich off the asthma cure. The Doctor’s sole
-recreation was fishing; he had found a retired minister,
-also linked in some way with the Hardens’ home
-town, who shared his weakness. They frequently rose
-with the sun and drove in Harden’s car to places where
-they had fished as boys. Bruce had known people like
-the Hardens at Laconia. Even in the big handsome
-house they retained their simplicity, a simplicity which
-in some degree explained Millicent. It was this quality
-in her that accounted for much—the sincerity and artlessness
-with which she expressed beliefs that gained
-sanctity from her very manner of speaking of them.</p>
-
-<p>On a June night he put into the mail his plans for
-the memorial and then drove to the Hardens’. Millicent
-had been playing for some callers who were just
-leaving.</p>
-
-<p>“If you’re not afraid of being moonstruck, let’s sit
-out of doors,” she suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a habit—this winding up my day here! I’ve
-just finished a little job and laid it tenderly on the
-knees of the gods.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, the mysterious job is done! Is it anything
-that might be assisted by a friendly thought?”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_312">[312]</span>“Just a bunch of papers in the mail; that’s all.”</p>
-
-<p>They talked listlessly, in keeping with the langurous
-spirit of the night. The Mills house was plainly visible
-through the shrubbery. In his complete relaxation,
-his contentment at being near Millicent, Bruce’s
-thoughts traveled far afield while he murmured assent
-to what she was saying. The moonlit garden, its serenity
-hardly disturbed by the occasional whirr of a
-motor in the boulevard, invited to meditation, and
-Millicent was speaking almost as though she were
-thinking aloud in her musical voice that never lost its
-charm for him.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s easy to believe all manner of strange things
-on a night like this! I can even imagine that I was
-someone else once upon a time....”</p>
-
-<p>“Go right on!” he said, rousing himself, ready for
-the game which they often played like two children.
-He turned to face her. “I have a sneaking idea that
-a thousand years ago at this minute I was sitting
-peacefully by a well in an oasis with camels and horses
-and strange dark men sleeping round me; that same
-lady moon looking down on the scene, making the
-sandy waste look like a field of snow.”</p>
-
-<p>“That sounds dusty and hot! Now me—I’m on a
-galley ship driving through the night; a brisk cool
-wind is blowing; a slave is singing a plaintive song
-and the captain of the rowers is thumping time for
-them to row by and the moon is shining down on an
-island just ahead. It’s all very jolly! We’re off the
-coast of Greece somewhere, I think.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose that being on a ship while I’m away
-off in a desert I really shouldn’t be talking to you. I
-couldn’t take my camel on your yacht!”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s telepathy,” she suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks for the idea! If we’ve arrived in this<span class="pagenum" id="Page_313">[313]</span>
-pleasant garden after a thousand-year journey I certainly
-shan’t complain!”</p>
-
-<p>“It wouldn’t profit you much if you did! And besides,
-my feelings would be hurt!” she laughed softly.
-“I do so love the sound of my own voice—I wonder
-if that’s because I’ve been silent a thousand years!”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you weren’t, for—I admire your voice!
-Looking at the stars does make you think large
-thoughts. If they had all been flung into space by
-chance, as a child scatters sand, we’d have had a badly
-scrambled universe by this time—it must be for something—something
-pretty important.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder....” She bent forward, her elbow on
-the arm of the chair, her hand laid against her cheek.
-“Let’s pretend we can see all mankind, from the beginning,
-following a silken cord that Some One ahead
-is unwinding and dropping behind as a guide. And
-we all try to hold fast to it—we lose it over and over
-again and stumble over those who have fallen in the
-dark places of the road—then we clutch it again. And
-we never quite see the leader, but we know he is there,
-away on ahead trying to guide us to the goal——”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he said eagerly, “the goal——”</p>
-
-<p>“Is happiness! That’s what we’re all searching for!
-And our Leader has had so many names—those ahead
-are always crying back a name caught from those
-ahead of them—down through the ages. But it helps
-to know that many are on ahead clutching the cord,
-not going too fast for fear the great host behind may
-lose their hope and drop the cord altogether!”</p>
-
-<p>“I like that; it’s bully! It’s the life line, the great
-clue——”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes,” she said, “and even the half gods are
-not to be sneered at; they’ve tangled up the cord and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_314">[314]</span>
-tied hard knots in it—— Oh, dear! I’m soaring
-again!”</p>
-
-<p>There had been some question of her going away
-for the remainder of the summer, and he referred to
-this presently. He was hoping that she would go
-before the return of Mills and Leila. The old intimacy
-between the two houses would revive: it might
-be that Millicent was ready to marry Mills; and tonight
-Bruce did not doubt his own love for her—if
-only he might touch her hand that lay so near and tell
-her! In the calm night he felt again the acute loneliness
-that had so beset him in his year-long pilgrimage
-in search of peace; and he had found at the end a love
-that was not peace. After the verdict of the judges of
-the memorial plans was given it would be best for him
-to leave—go to New York perhaps and try his fortune
-there, and forget these months that had been so packed
-with experience.</p>
-
-<p>“We’re likely to stay on here indefinitely,” Millicent
-was saying. “I’d rather go away in the winter;
-the summer is really a joy. A lot of the people we
-know are staying at home. Connie and Shep are not
-going away, and Dale says she’s not going to budge.
-And Helen Torrence keeps putting off half a dozen
-flights she’s threatened to take. And Bud and Maybelle
-seem content. So why run away from friends?”</p>
-
-<p>“No reason, of course. The corn requires heat and
-why should we be superior to the corn?”</p>
-
-<p>“I had a letter from Leila today. She says she’s
-perishing to come home!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll wager she is!” laughed Bruce. “What’s going
-to happen when she comes?”</p>
-
-<p>He picked up his hat and they were slowly crossing
-the lawn toward the gate.</p>
-
-<p>“You mean Freddie Thomas.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_315">[315]</span>“I suppose I do mean Fred! But I didn’t mean to
-pump you. It’s Leila’s business.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll be surprised if a few months’ travel doesn’t
-change Leila. She and Freddy had an awful crush
-on each other when she left. If she’s still of the
-same mind—well, her father may find the trip wasn’t
-so beneficial!”</p>
-
-<p>From her tone Bruce judged that Millicent was not
-greatly concerned about Leila. She went through the
-gates with him to his car at the curb.</p>
-
-<p>“Whatever it is you sent shooting through the night—here’s
-good luck to it!” she said as he climbed into
-his machine. “Do you suppose that’s the train?”</p>
-
-<p>She raised her hand and bent her head to listen.
-The rumble of a heavy train and the faint clang of a
-locomotive bell could be heard beyond the quiet residential
-neighborhood. He was pleased that she had
-remembered, sorry now that he had not told her what
-it was that he had committed to the mails. She
-snapped her fingers, exclaiming:</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve sent a wish with it, whether it’s to your true
-love or whatever it is!”</p>
-
-<p>“It wasn’t a love letter,” he called after her as she
-paused under the gate lamps to wave her hand.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_316">[316]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER TWENTY</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Franklin Mills landed in New York feeling that his
-excursion abroad had been well worth while. Leila
-had been the cheeriest of companions and Mills felt
-that he knew her much better than he had ever known
-her before. They had stopped in Paris and he had
-cheerfully indulged her extravagance in raiment.
-Throughout the trip nothing marred their intercourse.
-Mills’s pride and vanity were touched by the admiring
-eyes that followed them. In countries where wine and
-spirits were everywhere visible Leila betrayed no inclination
-to drink, even when he urged some rare vintage
-upon her. The child had character; he detected in her
-the mental and physical energy, the shrewdness, the
-ability to reason, that were a distinguishing feature
-of the Mills tradition. Shep hadn’t the swift, penetrating
-insight of Leila. Leila caught with a glance
-of the eye distinct impressions which Shep would have
-missed even with laborious examination. Shep, nevertheless,
-was a fine boy; reluctant as he was to acknowledge
-an error even to himself, Mills, mellowed by
-distance, thought perhaps it had been a mistake to
-forbid Shep to study medicine; and yet he had tried
-to do the right thing by Shep. It was important for<span class="pagenum" id="Page_317">[317]</span>
-the only son of the house of Mills to know the worth
-of property.</p>
-
-<p>The only son.... When Mills thought of Shep
-and Leila he thought, too, of Storrs—Bruce Storrs
-with his undeniable resemblance to Franklin Mills III.
-There were times when by some reawakening of old
-memories through contact with new scenes—in Venice,
-at Sorrento, in motoring into Scotland from the English
-lake country—in all places that invited to retrospective
-contemplation he lived over again those months
-he had spent in Laconia.</p>
-
-<p>Strangely, that period revived with intense vividness.
-Released from the routine of his common life,
-he indulged his memories, estimating their value, fixing
-their place in his life. That episode seemed the
-most important of all; he had loved that woman. He
-had been a blackguard and a scoundrel; there was no
-escaping that, but he could not despise himself. Sometimes
-Leila, noting his deep preoccupation on long
-motor drives, would tease him to tell her what he was
-thinking about and he was hard put to satisfy her that
-he hadn’t a care in the world. Once, trying to ease
-an attack of homesickness, she led him into speculation
-as to what their home-folks were doing—Shep
-and Connie, Millicent, and in the same connection she
-mentioned Bruce.</p>
-
-<p>“What an awful nice chap he is, Dada. He’s a
-prince. You’d know him for a thoroughbred anywhere.
-Arthur Carroll says his people were just nice
-country town folks—father a lawyer, I think Arthur
-said. The Freemans back him strong, and they’re not
-people you can fool much.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Storrs is a gentleman,” said Mills. “And a
-young man of fine gifts. I’ve had several talks with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_318">[318]</span>
-him about his work and ambitions. He’ll make his
-mark.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s good to look at! Millicent says there’s a
-Greek-god look about him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Millicent likes him?” asked Mills with an effort at
-indifference which did not wholly escape Leila’s vigilant
-eye.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t think it’s more than that. You never
-can tell about Millie.”</p>
-
-<p>This was in Edinburgh, shortly before they sailed for
-home. All things considered the trip abroad had been
-a success. Leila had not to the best of his knowledge
-communicated with Thomas—she had made a point
-of showing him the letters she received and giving him
-her own letters to mail. Very likely, Mills thought,
-she had forgotten all about her undesirable suitor, and
-as a result of the change of scene and the new amity
-established between them, would fulfill her destiny by
-marrying Carroll.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>The town house had been opened for their return,
-this being a special concession to Leila, who disliked
-Deer Trail. Mills yielded graciously, though he enjoyed
-Deer Trail more than any other of his possessions;
-but there was truth in her complaint that when
-he was in town all day, as frequently happened, it was
-unbearably lonely unless she fortified herself constantly
-with guests.</p>
-
-<p>Mills found all his business interests prospering.
-Though Carroll was no longer in the office in the First
-National Building, the former secretary still performed
-the more important of his old functions in his rôle of
-vice-president of the trust company. Mills was not,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_319">[319]</span>
-however, to sink into his old comfortable routine without
-experiencing a few annoyances and disturbances.
-His sister, Mrs. Granville Thornberry, a childless
-widow, who had taken a hand in Leila’s upbringing
-after Mrs. Mills’s death—an experience that had left
-wounds on both sides that had never healed—Mrs.
-Thornberry had lingered in town to see him. She had
-become involved in a law suit by ignoring Mills’s advice,
-and now cheerfully cast upon him the burden of
-extricating her from her predicament. The joy of
-reminding her that she would have avoided vexatious
-and expensive litigation if she had heeded his counsel
-hardly mitigated his irritation. But for his sense of
-the family dignity he would have declined to have anything
-to do with the case.</p>
-
-<p>Carroll had been present at their interview, held in
-Mills’s office, and when he left Mrs. Thornberry
-lingered. She was tall and slender, quick and incisive
-of speech. She absorbed all the local gossip
-and in spite of her wealth and status as a Mills was a
-good deal feared for her sharp tongue. It was a hot
-day and Mills’s patience had been sorely tried by her
-seeming inability to grasp the legal questions raised in
-the law suit.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Alice,” he said, with a glance at his desk
-clock. “Is there anything else?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Frank; there’s a matter I feel it my duty to
-speak of. You know that I never like to interfere in
-your affairs. After the trouble we had about Leila I
-thought I’d never mention your children to you again.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s very foolish,” Mills murmured with a slight
-frown. He thought she was about to attack Leila and
-he had no intention of listening to criticism of Leila.
-Alice had made a mess of Leila’s education and he
-was not interested in anything she might have to say<span class="pagenum" id="Page_320">[320]</span>
-about her. And Alice was richly endowed with that
-heaven-given wisdom as to the rearing of children
-which is peculiar to the childless. Mills wished greatly
-that Alice would go.</p>
-
-<p>“The matter’s delicate—very delicate, Frank. I
-hesitate——”</p>
-
-<p>“Please, Alice!” he interrupted impatiently. “Either
-you’ve got something to say or you haven’t!”</p>
-
-<p>At the moment she was not his sister, but a woman
-who had precipitated herself into a law suit by giving
-an option on a valuable piece of property and then
-selling it to a third party, which was stupid and he
-hated stupidity. He thought she was probably going
-to say that Leila drank too much, but knowing that
-Leila had been a pattern of sobriety for months he
-was prepared to rebuke her sharply for bringing him
-stale gossip.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s about Shep—Shep and Connie!” said Mrs.
-Thornberry. “You know how fond I’ve always been
-of Shep.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes—yes,” Mills replied, mystified by this opening.
-“Shep’s doing well and I can’t see but he and Connie
-are getting on finely. He’s quite surprised me by
-the way he’s taken hold in the trust company.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Shep’s a dear. But—there’s talk——”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; there’s talk!” Mills caught her up.
-“There’s always talk about everyone. I even suppose
-you and I don’t escape!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, of course there have been rumors, you know,
-Frank, that you are considering marrying again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, they’re trying to marry me, are they?” he
-demanded, in a tone that did not wholly discourage
-her further confidences.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t imagine your being so silly. But the impression
-is abroad that you’re rather interested in that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_321">[321]</span>
-Harden girl. Ridiculous, of course, at your age!
-You’d certainly throw your dignity to the winds if
-you married a girl of Leila’s age, whose people are
-said to be quite common. They say Dr. Harden used
-to travel over the country selling patent medicine from
-a wagon at country fairs and places like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I question the story. The Doctor’s a very agreeable
-person, and his wife’s a fine woman. We have
-had very pleasant neighborly relations. And Millicent
-is an extraordinary girl—mentally the superior
-of any girl in town. I’ve been glad of Leila’s intimacy
-with her; it’s been for Leila’s good.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I dare say they’re all well enough. Of course
-the marriage would be a big card for the Hardens.
-You’re a shrewd man, Frank, but it’s just a little too
-obvious—what you’ve been doing to push those people
-into our own circle. But the girl’s handsome—there’s
-no doubt of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, those points are settled, then,” her brother
-remarked, taking up the ivory paper cutter and slapping
-his palm with it. Alice was never niggardly
-with her revelations and he consoled himself with the
-reflection that she had shown her full hand.</p>
-
-<p>“This other matter,” Mrs. Thornberry continued
-immediately, “is rather more serious. I came back
-from California the week after you sailed and I found
-a good deal of talk going on about Connie.”</p>
-
-<p>“Connie?” Mills repeated and his fingers tightened
-upon the ivory blade.</p>
-
-<p>“Connie’s not behaving herself as a married woman
-should. She’s been indulging in a scandalous flirtation—if
-that’s not too gentle a name for it—with George
-Whitford.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pshaw, Alice! Whitford’s always run with Shep’s
-crowd. He’s a sort of fireside pet with all the young<span class="pagenum" id="Page_322">[322]</span>
-married women. George is a fine, manly fellow. I
-don’t question that he’s been at Shep’s a good deal.
-Shep’s always liked him particularly. And Connie’s
-an attractive young woman. Why, George probably
-makes love to all the women, old and young, he’s
-thrown with for an hour! You’re borrowing trouble
-quite unnecessarily, Alice. It’s too bad you have to
-hear the gossip that’s always going around here; you
-take it much too seriously.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s not I who take it seriously; it’s common talk!
-Shep, poor boy, is so innocent and unsuspecting!
-George hasn’t a thing to do but fool at his writing.
-He and Connie have been seen a trifle too often on
-long excursions to other towns when Shep, no doubt,
-thought she was golfing. What I’m telling you is
-gossip, of course; I couldn’t prove anything. But it’s
-possible sometimes that just a word will save trouble.
-You must acquit me of any wish to be meddlesome. I
-like Connie; I’ve always tried to like her for Shep’s
-sake.”</p>
-
-<p>She was probably not magnifying the extent to which
-talk about his son’s wife had gone. His old antagonism
-to Constance, the remembrance of his painful
-scenes with Shep in his efforts to prevent his marriage,
-were once more resurgent. Mrs. Thornberry related
-the episode of the dramatic club play which had, from
-her story, crystalized and stimulated the tales that had
-previously been afloat as to Connie’s interest in Whitford.
-Mills promptly seized upon this to dismiss the
-whole thing. Things had certainly come to a fine pass
-when participation in amateur theatricals could give
-rise to scandal; it merely showed the paucity of substantial
-material.</p>
-
-<p>He was at pains to conceal his chagrin. His pride
-took refuge behind its fortifications; he would not have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_323">[323]</span>
-his sister, of all persons, suspect that he could be
-affected by even the mildest insinuation against anyone
-invested with the sanctity of the Mills name. He
-told her of having met some old friends of hers in
-London as he accompanied her to the elevator. But
-when he regained his room he stood for some time by
-the window gazing across the town to the blue hills.
-The patriarchial sense was strong in him; he was the
-head and master of his house and he would tolerate
-no scandalous conduct on the part of his daughter-in-law.
-But he must move cautiously. The Whitfords
-were an old family and he had known George’s father
-very well. With disagreeable insistence the remembrance
-of his adventure in Laconia came back to him.</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>Several weeks passed in which Mills exercised a discreet
-vigilance in observing Shep and Connie. Whitford
-was in town; Mills met him once and again at
-Shep’s house, but there were others of the younger element
-present and there was nothing in Whitford’s
-conduct to support Mrs. Thornberry’s story. He asked
-Carroll incidentally about the dramatic club play—as if
-merely curious as to whether it had been a successful
-evening, and Carroll’s description of Whitford’s little
-drama and of Connie’s part in it was void of any hint
-that it concealed a serious attachment between the chief
-actors.</p>
-
-<p>The usual social routine of the summer stay-at-homes
-was progressing in the familiar lazy fashion—country
-club dances, motor trips, picnics and the like.
-On his return Mills had called at once upon the Hardens.
-Millicent’s charms had in nowise diminished in
-his absence. With everything else satisfactorily determined,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_324">[324]</span>
-there would be no reason why he should not
-marry Millicent. His sister’s disapproval did not weigh
-with him at all. But first he must see Leila married,
-and he still hoped to have Carroll for a son-in-law.
-Leila had entered into the summer gaieties with her
-usual zest, accepting the escort of one and another
-available young man with a new amiability. One evening
-at the Faraway Country Club Mills saw her dancing
-with Thomas; but it was for one dance only, and
-Thomas seemed to be distributing his attentions impartially.
-A few nights later when they had dined
-alone at Deer Trail—Leila had suggested that they go
-there merely to please him—as they sat on the veranda
-all his hopes that her infatuation for Thomas had passed
-were rudely shattered.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Dada,” she began, when he was half through
-his after-dinner cigar, “it’s nice to be back. It’s a lot
-more fun being at home in summer. There is something
-about the old home town and our own country.
-I guess I’m a pretty good little American.”</p>
-
-<p>“I guess you are,” he assented with a chuckle that
-expressed his entire satisfaction with her. The veranda
-was swept fitfully by a breeze warm sweet
-with the breath of ripening corn. It was something
-to be owner of some part of the earth; it was good to
-be alive, master of himself, able to direct and guide
-the lives of others less fortunately endowed than he
-with wisdom and power.</p>
-
-<p>Leila touched his hand and he clasped and held it
-on the broad arm of his favorite rocker.</p>
-
-<p>“Dada, what a wonderful time we had on our trip!
-I was a good little girl—wasn’t I? You know I was
-trying so hard to be good!”</p>
-
-<p>“You were an angel,” he exclaimed heartily. “Our<span class="pagenum" id="Page_325">[325]</span>
-trip will always be one of the happiest memories of my
-life.”</p>
-
-<p>At once apprehensive, he hoped these approaches
-concealed nothing more serious than a request for an
-increase in her allowance or perhaps a new car.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to speak about Freddy Thomas,” she said,
-freeing her hand and moving her chair the better to
-command his attention.</p>
-
-<p>“Thomas!” he said as though repeating an unfamiliar
-name. “I thought you were all done with him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dada,” she said very gently, “I love Freddy. All
-the time I was away I was testing myself—honestly
-and truly trying to forget him. I didn’t hear from
-him and I didn’t send him even a postcard. But now
-that I’m back it’s all just the same. We do love each
-other; he’s the only man in the world that can ever
-make me happy. Please—don’t say no!”</p>
-
-<p>He got up slowly, and walked the length of the veranda
-and came back to find her leaning against one
-of the pillars.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Leila,” he began sharply, “we’ve been all
-over this, and I thought you realized that a marriage
-with that man would be a mistake—a grave blunder.
-He’s playing upon your sympathy—telling you, no
-doubt, what a great mistake he made in his first venture.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve seen him only once since I got back and that
-was the other night at the club,” she replied patiently.
-“Freddy’s no cry-baby; you know you couldn’t find
-a single thing against him except the divorce, and that
-wasn’t his fault. He’s perfectly willing to answer any
-questions you want to ask him. Isn’t that fair enough?”</p>
-
-<p>“You expect me to treat with him—listen to his
-nasty scandal! I’ve told you it won’t do! There’s
-never been a divorce in our family—nor in your<span class="pagenum" id="Page_326">[326]</span>
-mother’s family! I feel strongly about it. The thing
-has got too common; it’s taken away all the sanctity
-of marriage! And that I should welcome as a husband
-for a young girl like you a man who has had another
-wife—a woman who’s still living—keeping his name, I
-understand—I tell you, Leila, it won’t do! It’s my
-duty to protect you from such a thing. I have wanted
-you to take a high position in this community—such
-a position as your mother held; and can you imagine
-yourself doing it as the second wife of a man who’s
-not of our circle, not our kind at all?”</p>
-
-<p>He flung round, took a few quick steps and then
-returned to the attack.</p>
-
-<p>“I want this matter to be disposed of now. What
-would our friends think of me if I let you do such a
-thing? They’d think I’d lost my mind! I tell you it’s
-not in keeping with our position—with your position
-as my daughter—to let you make a marriage that
-would change the whole tone of the family. If you’ll
-think a little more about this I believe you’ll see just
-what the step means. I want the best for you. I don’t
-believe your happiness depends on your marrying this
-man. I may as well tell you bluntly now that I can
-never reconcile myself to the idea of your marrying
-him. I’ve thought it all over in all its aspects. You’ve
-never had a care nor a worry in your life. When you
-marry I want you to start even—with a man who’s
-your equal in the world’s eyes.”</p>
-
-<p>He had delivered this a little oratorically, with a
-gesture or two, and one might have thought that he
-was pleased with his phrases. Leila in her simple
-summer gown, with one hand at her side, the other
-thrust into the silk sash at her waist, seemed singularly
-young as she stood with her back to the pillar.
-The light from the windows, mingled with the starlight<span class="pagenum" id="Page_327">[327]</span>
-and moonlight playing upon her face, made it
-possible to watch the effect of his words. The effect,
-if any, was too obscure for his vision. Her eyes
-apparently were not seeing him at all; he might as
-well have addressed himself to one of the veranda
-chairs for any satisfaction he derived from his speech.</p>
-
-<p>It was on his tongue to pile up additional arguments
-against the marriage; but this unresisting Leila with
-her back to the pillar exasperated him. And all those
-months that they had traveled about together, with
-never a mention of Thomas; when she had even indulged
-in mild flirtations with men who became their
-fellow travelers for a day, she had carried in her heart
-this determination to marry Thomas. And he, Franklin
-Mills, had stupidly believed that she was forgetting
-the man....</p>
-
-<p>He again walked the length of the veranda, and as
-he retraced his steps she met him by the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Dada, shall we drive in?” she asked, quite
-as though nothing had happened.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose we may as well start,” he said and looked
-at his watch to hide his embarrassment rather than
-to learn the time.</p>
-
-<p>On the way into town she recurred to incidents of
-their travels and manifested great interest in changes
-he proposed making in his conservatories to embrace
-some ideas he had gathered in England; but she did
-not refer in any way to Thomas. When they reached
-home she kissed him good-night and went at once to
-her room.</p>
-
-<p>The house was stifling from the torrid day and
-Mills wished himself back at the farm. His chief
-discomfort was not physical, however; Leila had eluded
-him, taken refuge in the inconsequential and irrelevant
-in her own peculiar, capricious fashion. It was not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_328">[328]</span>
-in his nature to discuss his affairs or ask counsel,
-but he wished there were someone he could talk to....
-Millicent might help him in his perplexity. He went
-out on the lawn and looked across the hedge at the
-Hardens’, hearing voices and laughter. The mirth was
-like a mockery.</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>On the following day Bruce and Millicent drove to
-the Faraway club for golf. He was unable to detect
-any signs indicating that Mills’s return had affected
-Millicent. She spoke of him as she might have spoken
-of any other neighbor. Bruce wasn’t troubled about
-Mills when he was with Millicent; it was when he was
-away from her that he was preyed upon by apprehensions.
-He could never marry her: but Mills should
-never marry her. This repeated itself in his mind like a
-child’s rigamarole. Their game kept them late and it
-was after six when they left the club in Bruce’s roadster.</p>
-
-<p>Millicent was beside him; their afternoon together
-had been unusually enjoyable. He had every reason
-to believe that she preferred his society to that of any
-other man she knew. He had taken a route into town
-that was longer than the one usually followed, and
-in passing through a small village an exclamation from
-Millicent caused him to stop the car.</p>
-
-<p>“Wasn’t that Leila and Fred at the gas station?”
-she asked. “Let’s go back and see.”</p>
-
-<p>Leila saluted them with a wave of the hand. Thomas
-was speaking to the keeper of the station.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello, children!” Leila greeted them. “Pause and
-be sociable. What have you been up to?”</p>
-
-<p>“Shooting a little golf,” Millicent answered. “Why
-didn’t you drop the word that you were going to the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_329">[329]</span>
-club for dinner? You might have had a little company!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce strolled over to Thomas, who was still conferring
-with the station keeper. He heard the man
-answer some question as to the best route to a neighboring
-town. Thomas seemed a trifle nervous and
-glanced impatiently toward Leila and Millicent.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello, Bruce,” he said cheerfully, “how’s everything?”</p>
-
-<p>“Skimming!” said Bruce, and they walked back
-to the car, where Thomas greeted Millicent exuberantly.
-Leila leaned out and whispered to Bruce:</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll be married in an hour. Don’t tell Millie
-till you get home!”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you kidding?” Bruce demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly not!”</p>
-
-<p>“But why do it this way?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh—it’s simpler and a lot more romantic—that’s
-all! Tell Millie that everything is all right! Don’t
-look so scared! All right, Freddy, let’s go!”</p>
-
-<p>Their car was quickly under way and Millicent and
-Bruce resumed their homeward drive.</p>
-
-<p>“Leila didn’t tell me she was going to the club with
-Freddy,” remarked Millicent pensively.</p>
-
-<p>“One of those spontaneous things,” Bruce replied
-carelessly.</p>
-
-<p>When they reached the Hardens’ he walked with
-her to the door.</p>
-
-<p>“That was odd—meeting Leila and Fred,” said
-Millicent. “Do you think they were really going to
-the club for supper?”</p>
-
-<p>“They were not going there,” Bruce replied.
-“They’re on their way to be married.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m sorry!” she said and her eyes filled with
-tears. The privilege of seeing tears in Millicent’s eyes<span class="pagenum" id="Page_330">[330]</span>
-was to Bruce an experience much more important than
-Leila’s marriage.</p>
-
-<p>“It will be a blow to Mr. Mills,” said Bruce thoughtfully.
-“Let’s hope he accepts it gracefully.”</p>
-
-<p>Both turned by a common impulse and their eyes
-rested upon the Mills house beyond the hedge....</p>
-
-<p>The town buzzed for a few days after Leila’s elopement,
-but in her immediate circle it created no surprise.
-It was like Leila; she could always be depended
-upon to do things differently. Mills, receiving the
-news from Leila by telephone, had himself conveyed
-the announcement to the newspapers, giving the impression
-that there had been no objection to the marriage
-and that the elopement was due to his daughter’s
-wish to avoid a formal wedding. This had the effect
-of killing the marriage as material for sensational
-news. It was not Mills’s way to permit himself to be
-flashed before his fellow citizens as an outraged and
-storming father. Old friends who tried to condole
-with him found their sympathy unwelcome. He personally
-saw to the packing of the effects Leila telegraphed
-for to be sent to Pittsburg, where she and her
-husband, bound for a motor trip through the east,
-were to pause for a visit with Thomas’s parents.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_331">[331]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Bruce returned late one afternoon in August from a
-neighboring town where Freeman had some houses
-under construction, found the office deserted, and was
-looking over the accumulation of papers on his desk
-when a messenger delivered a telegram.</p>
-
-<p>He signed for it and let it lie while he filled his pipe.
-The potentialities of an unopened telegram are enormous.
-This message, Bruce reflected, might be from
-one of Freeman’s clients with whom he had been dealing
-directly; or it might be from a Tech classmate
-who had written a week earlier that he would be
-motoring through town and would wire definitely the
-hour of his arrival. Or it might be the verdict of the
-jury of architects who were to pass on the plans for
-the Laconia memorial—an honorable mention at best.
-The decision had been delayed and he had been trying
-to forget about it. He turned the envelope over—assured
-himself that it didn’t matter greatly whether
-he received the award or not; then, unable to prolong
-the agony, he tore it open and read:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p>It affords the committee great pleasure to
-inform you that your plans submitted for the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_332">[332]</span>
-Laconia memorial have been accepted. You
-may regard our delay in reaching the decision
-as complimentary, for the high merit of some
-half dozen of the plans proposed made it extremely
-difficult to reach a conclusion. We
-suggest that you visit Laconia as soon as possible
-to make the acquaintance of the citizens’
-committee with whom you will now take
-up the matter of construction. With our
-warm cordial congratulations and all good
-wishes....</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>He flung his pipe on the floor with a bang, snatched
-the telephone and called Freeman’s house. Dale answered,
-gave a chirrup of delight and ran to carry
-the news to Bill on the tennis court. Bruce decided
-that Henderson should know next, and had called the
-number when Bud strolled into the room.</p>
-
-<p>“Looking for me—most remarkable! I was on this
-floor looking for a poor nut who needs a little stimulus
-as to the merits of the world-famous Plantag!”</p>
-
-<p>“Fool!” shouted Bruce, glaring at him. “Don’t
-speak to me of Plantagenets. Read that telegram;
-read it and fall upon your knees! I’ve won a prize,
-I tell you! You called me a chicken-coop builder, did
-you? You said I’d better settle down to building low-priced
-bungalows—— Oh, yes, you did!”</p>
-
-<p>He was a boy again, lording it over his chum. He
-danced about, tapping Bud on the head and shoulders
-as if teasing him for a fight. Bud finally managed to
-read the message Bruce had thrust into his hands, and
-emitted a yell. They fell to pummeling each other
-joyfully until Bud sank exhausted into a chair.</p>
-
-<p>“Great Jupiter!” Bud panted. “So this is what
-you were up to all spring! We’ll have a celebration!<span class="pagenum" id="Page_333">[333]</span>
-My dear boy, don’t bother about anything—I’ll arrange
-it all!”</p>
-
-<p>He busied himself at the telephone while Bruce
-received a newspaper reporter who had been sent to
-interview him. A bunch of telegrams arrived from
-Laconia—salutations of old friends, a congratulatory
-message from the memorial committee asking when
-they might expect him. The members of the committee
-were all men and women he had known from childhood,
-and his heart grew big at the pride they showed
-in him. In the reception room he had difficulty in composing
-himself sufficiently to answer the reporter’s questions
-with the composure the occasion demanded....</p>
-
-<p>“Small and select—that’s my idea!” said Bud in
-revealing his plans for the celebration. “We’re
-going to pull it at Shep Mills’s—Shep won’t listen to
-anything else! And the Freemans will be there, and
-Millie, and Helen Torrence, and Maybelle’s beating it
-from the country club to be sure she doesn’t miss anything.
-Thank God! something’s happened to give me
-an excuse for acquiring a large, juicy bun.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, thunder! You’re going to make an ass of me!
-I don’t want any party!”</p>
-
-<p>“No false modesty! We’re all set. I’ll skip around
-to the Club and nail Carroll and Whitford and any of
-the boys who are there. I’ll bet your plans are rotten,
-but we’ll pretend they’re mar-ve-li-ous! You’ll probably
-bluff your way through life just on your figure!”</p>
-
-<p>“But there’s no reason why the Shep Millses should
-be burdened with your show! Why didn’t you ask me
-about that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, their house is bigger than mine. And Shep
-stammered his head off demanding that he have the
-honor. Don’t worry, old hoss, you’re in the hands of
-your friends!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_334">[334]</span>The party overflowed from the house into the
-grounds, Bud having invited everyone he thought
-likely to contribute to its gaiety. Many did not know
-just what it was all about, or thought it was one of
-Bud’s jokes. He had summoned a jazz band and
-cleared the living-room for dancing.</p>
-
-<p>“Bud was unusually crazy when he telephoned me,”
-said Millicent. “I don’t quite know what you’ve done,
-but it must be a world-shaking event.”</p>
-
-<p>“All of that! The good wishes you sent after the
-mail train on a certain night did the business. I’d
-have told you of my adventure, only I was afraid I’d
-draw a blank.”</p>
-
-<p>“I see. You thought of me as only a fair-weather
-friend. Square yourself by telling me everything.”</p>
-
-<p>Their quiet corner of the veranda was soon invaded.
-Carroll, Whitford, Connie and Mrs. Torrence joined
-them, declaring that Millicent couldn’t be allowed to
-monopolize the hero of the hour.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s only beginner’s luck; that’s all,” Bruce protested.
-“The pleasantest thing about it is that it’s my
-native burg; that does tickle me!”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s altogether splendid,” said Carroll. “Having
-seen you on your native heath, and knowing how the
-people over there feel about you, I know just how
-proud you ought to be.”</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the name of the place—Petronia?” asked
-Constance.</p>
-
-<p>“Laconia,” Carroll corrected her. “You will do well
-to fix it in your memory now that Bruce is making it
-famous. I might mention that I have some cousins
-there—Bruce went over with me not so long ago just
-to give me a good character.”</p>
-
-<p>“How very interesting,” Constance murmured.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Mills once lived for a time in Laconia,” Carroll<span class="pagenum" id="Page_335">[335]</span>
-remarked. “That was years ago. His father had
-acquired some business interests there and the place
-aspired to become a large city.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe I ever heard Mr. Mills speak of it;
-I thought he was always rooted here,” said Constance.</p>
-
-<p>The party broke up at midnight, and Bruce drove
-Millicent home through the clear summer night. When
-he had unlocked the door for her she followed him out
-upon the steps.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid I haven’t said all I’d like to say about
-your success. It’s a big achievement. I want you to
-know that I realize all that. I’m glad—and proud.
-Many happy returns of the day!”</p>
-
-<p>She gave him both her hands and this more than
-her words crowned the day for him. He had never
-been so happy. He really had hold of life; he could
-do things, he could do much finer things than the Laconia
-memorial! On his way to the gate he saw
-beyond the hedge a shadowy figure moving across the
-Mills lawn. When he reached the street he glanced
-back, identified Mills, and on an impulse entered the
-grounds. Mills was pacing back and forth, his head
-bowed, his hands thrust into his pockets. He started
-when he discerned Bruce, who walked up to him
-quickly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh—that you, Storrs? Glad to see you! It’s a
-sultry night and I’m staying out as long as possible.”</p>
-
-<p>“I stopped to tell you a little piece of news. The
-Laconia memorial jury has made its report; my plans
-are accepted.”</p>
-
-<p>“How fine! Why—I’m delighted to hear this. I
-hope everything’s as you wanted it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir; the fund was increased and the thing can
-be done now without skimping. I put in the fountain—I’m<span class="pagenum" id="Page_336">[336]</span>
-greatly obliged to you for that suggestion. You
-ought to have the credit for it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, no!” Mills exclaimed hastily. “You’d probably
-have thought of it yourself—merely a bit of supplementary
-decoration. You’ll be busy now—supervising
-the construction?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I want to look after all the details. It will
-keep me busy for the next year. Carroll is going over
-to Laconia with me tomorrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good! It will be quite an event—going back to
-your old home to receive the laurel! I hope your work
-will stand for centuries!”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, sir; good-night.”</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_337">[337]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Brief notes from Leila announced the happy course
-of her honeymoon in the New England hills. She
-wrote to her father as though there had been nothing
-extraordinary in her flight. Mills’s mortification that
-his daughter should have married over his protest was
-ameliorated by the satisfaction derived from dealing
-magnanimously with her. The Mills dignity required
-that she have a home in keeping with the family status,
-and he would provide for this a sum equal to the amount
-he had given Shep to establish himself. He avoided
-Shep and Connie—the latter misguidedly bent upon
-trying to reconcile him to the idea that Leila had not
-done so badly. He suspected that Connie, in her heart,
-was laughing at him, rejoicing that Leila had beaten
-him.</p>
-
-<p>He saw Millicent occasionally; but for all her tact
-and an evident wish to be kind, he suspected that her
-friendliness merely expressed her sympathy, and sympathy
-from any quarter was unbearable. He felt age
-clutching at him; he questioned whether Millicent could
-ever care for him; his dream of marrying again had
-been sheer folly. The summer wore on monotonously.
-Mills showed himself at the country club occasionally,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_338">[338]</span>
-usually at the behest of some of his old friends, and
-several times he entertained at Deer Trail.</p>
-
-<p>Shep and Connie were to dine with him in the town
-house one evening, and when he had dressed he went,
-as he often did, into Leila’s room. He sat down and
-idly drew the books from a rack on the table. One of
-them was a slender volume of George Whitford’s
-poems, printed privately and inscribed, “To Leila, from
-her friend, the author.” Mills had not heard of the
-publication and he turned over the leaves with more
-curiosity than he usually manifested in volumes of
-verse. Whitford’s lyrics were chiefly in a romantic
-and sentimental vein. One of them, the longest in
-the book, was called “The Flower of the World,” and
-above the title Leila had scrawled “Connie.”</p>
-
-<p>The lines were an ardent tribute to a lady whom the
-poet declared to be his soul’s ideal. Certain phrases
-underscored by Leila’s impious pencil were, when taken
-collectively, a very fair description of Constance. Mills
-carried the book to the library for a more deliberate
-perusal. If Leila knew that Constance was the subject
-of the verses, others must know it. What his
-sister had said about Whitford’s devotion to Constance
-was corroborated by the verses; and there had
-been that joint appearance of Constance and Whitford
-in the dramatic club play—another damning circumstance.
-Mills’s ire was aroused. He was standing in
-the middle of the room searching for other passages
-that might be interpreted as the author’s tribute to
-Constance when Shep entered.</p>
-
-<p>“Good evening, father,” he said. “We’re a little
-early—I thought we might take a minute to speak of
-those B. and F. bonds. You know——”</p>
-
-<p>He paused as his father, without preliminary greeting,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_339">[339]</span>
-advanced toward him with an angry gleam in his
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Look at that! Have you seen this thing?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, yes, I’ve seen it,” Shepherd answered, glancing
-at the page. “It’s a little book of George’s; he
-gave copies to all his friends—said nobody would ever
-buy it!”</p>
-
-<p>“Gave copies to all his friends, did he? Do you see
-what Leila’s written here and those marked lines? Do
-you realize what it means—that it’s written to your
-wife?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s ridiculous, father,” Shep stammered. “It’s
-not written to Connie any more than to any other
-young woman—a sort of ideal of George’s, I suppose.
-Connie’s name written there is just a piece of Leila’s
-nonsense.”</p>
-
-<p>“How many people do you suppose thought the
-same thing? Don’t you know that there’s been a good
-deal of unpleasant talk about Connie and Whitford?
-There was that play they appeared in—written by
-Whitford! I’ve heard about that! It caused a lot of
-talk, and you’ve stood by, blind and deaf, and haven’t
-done a thing to stop it!”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t have you make such statements about Connie!
-There was nothing wrong with that play—absolutely
-nothing! It was one of the finest things the
-club ever had. As for George having Connie in mind
-when he wrote that poem—why, that’s ridiculous!
-George is my friend as much as Connie’s. Why, I
-haven’t a better friend in the world than George Whitford!”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re blind; you’re stupid!” Mills stormed. “How
-many people do you suppose have laughed over that—laughed
-at you as a fool to let a man make love to your<span class="pagenum" id="Page_340">[340]</span>
-wife in that open fashion? I tell you the thing’s got
-to stop!”</p>
-
-<p>“But, father,” said Shep, lowering his voice, “you
-wouldn’t insult Connie. She’s downstairs and might
-easily hear you. You know, father, Connie isn’t exactly
-well! Connie’s going—Connie’s going—to have
-a baby! We’re very, very happy—about it——”</p>
-
-<p>Shep, stammering as he blurted this out, had endeavored
-to invest the announcement with the dignity
-it demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“So there’s a child coming!” There was no mistaking
-the sneer in Mills’s voice. “Your wife has a
-lover and she is to have a child!”</p>
-
-<p>“You shan’t say such a thing!” cried Shep, his
-voice tremulous with wrath and horror. “You’re
-crazy! It’s unworthy of you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m sane enough. You ought to have seen
-this and stopped it long ago. Now that you see it,
-I’d like to know what you’re going to do about it!”</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t see it! There’s nothing to see! I tell
-you I’ll not listen to such an infamous charge against
-Connie!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll say what I please about Connie!” Mills shouted.
-“You children—you and Leila—what have I got from
-you but disappointment and shame? Leila runs away
-and marries a scoundrel out of the divorce court and
-now your wife—a woman I tried to save you from—has
-smirched us all with dishonor. I didn’t want you
-to marry her; I begged you not to do it. But I yielded
-in the hope of making you happy. I wanted you and
-Leila to take the place you’re entitled to in this town.
-Everything was done for you! Look up there,” he
-went on hoarsely, pointing to the portraits above the
-book shelves, “look at those men and women—your
-forebears—people who laid the foundations of this<span class="pagenum" id="Page_341">[341]</span>
-town, and they look down on you and what do they
-see? Failure! Disgrace! Nothing but failure! And
-you stand here and pretend—pretend——”</p>
-
-<p>Mills’s arm fell to his side and the sentence died on
-his lips. Constance stood in the door; there were
-angry tears in her eyes and her face was white as she
-advanced a little way into the room and paused before
-Mills.</p>
-
-<p>“I did not know how foul—how base you could be!
-You needn’t fear him, Shep! Only a coward would
-have bawled such a thing for the servants to hear—possibly
-the neighbors. You’ve called upon your ancestors,
-Mr. Mills, to witness your shame and disgrace
-at having admitted me into your sacred family circle!
-Shep, have you ever noticed the resemblance—it’s really
-quite remarkable—of young Mr. Storrs to your grandfather
-Mills? It’s most curious—rather impressive, in
-fact!”</p>
-
-<p>She was gazing at the portrait of Franklin Mills III,
-with a contemptuous smile on her lips.</p>
-
-<p>“Connie, <i>Connie</i>——” Shep faltered.</p>
-
-<p>“Storrs! What do you mean by that?” demanded
-Mills. His mouth hung open; with his head thrust forward
-he gazed at the portrait as if he had never seen
-it before.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing, of course,” she went on slowly, giving
-every effect to her words. “But when you spent some
-time in that town with the singular name—Laconia,
-wasn’t it?—you were young and probably quite fascinating—Storrs
-came from there—an interesting—a
-wholly admirable young man!”</p>
-
-<p>“Connie—I don’t get what you’re driving at!” Shep
-exclaimed, his eyes fastened upon his grandfather’s
-portrait.</p>
-
-<p>“Constance is merely trying to be insolent,” Mills<span class="pagenum" id="Page_342">[342]</span>
-said, but his hand shook as he took a cigarette from a
-box and lighted it. When he looked up he was disconcerted
-to find Shep regarding him with a blank stare.
-Constance, already at the door, said quietly:</p>
-
-<p>“Come, Shep. I think we must be going.”</p>
-
-<p>The silence of the house was broken in a moment
-by the closing of the front door.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>Shep and Constance drove in silence the few blocks
-that lay between Mills’s house and their own. Constance
-explained their return to the maid by saying
-that she hadn’t felt well and ordered a cold supper
-served in the breakfast room. Shep strolled aimlessly
-about while she went upstairs and reappeared in a
-house gown. When they had eaten they went into the
-living-room, where she turned the leaves of a book
-while he pretended to read the evening newspaper.
-After a time she walked over to him and touched his
-arm, let her hand rest lightly on his head.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Connie,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s something I want to say to you, Shep.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Connie.”</p>
-
-<p>He got up and she slipped into his chair.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a lie, Shep. What your father said is a lie!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; of course,” he said, but he did not look at her.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve got to believe me; I’ll die if you don’t tell
-me you believe in me!” and her voice broke in a sob.</p>
-
-<p>He walked away from her, then went back, staring
-at her dully.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve been foolish, Shep. George and I have been
-good friends; we’ve enjoyed talking books and music.
-I like the things he likes, but that’s all. You’ve got
-to believe me, Shep; you’ve got to believe me!”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_343">[343]</span>There was deep passion in the reiterated appeal.</p>
-
-<p>When he did not reply she rose, clasped his cheeks
-in her hands so that he could not avoid her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Look at me, Shep. I swear before God I am telling
-you the truth!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Connie.” He freed himself, walked to the
-end of the room, went back to her, regarding her intently.
-“Connie—what did you mean by what you
-said to father about Bruce Storrs?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, nothing! Your aunt Alice spoke of the resemblance
-one night at the country club, where she saw
-Bruce with Millicent. It’s rather striking when you
-think of it. And then at Bruce’s jollification the other
-night Arthur said your father once spent some time
-at Laconia. I thought possibly he had relatives there.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; never, I think.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s what your aunt Alice said; but the portrait
-does suggest Bruce Storrs.”</p>
-
-<p>“Or a hundred other men,” Shep replied with a
-shrug. “You must be tired, Connie—you’d better go
-to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe we’ve quite finished, Shep. I can’t
-leave you like this! Your father is a beast! A low,
-foul beast!”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose he is,” he said indifferently.</p>
-
-<p>“Is that all you have to say to me—Shep?”</p>
-
-<p>She regarded him with growing terror in her eyes.
-He had said he believed her, but it was in a tone of
-unbelief.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose a wife has a right to the protection of
-her husband,” she said challengingly.</p>
-
-<p>“You heard what I said to father, didn’t you? I told
-him it was a lie. I’ll never enter his house again.
-That ought to satisfy you,” he said with an air of dismissing
-the matter finally.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_344">[344]</span>“And this is all you have to say, Shep?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s enough, isn’t it? I don’t care to discuss the
-matter further.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then this is the end—is that what you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” he replied in a curious, strained tone. “It’s
-foolish to say what the end of anything is going to be.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him a moment pleadingly and with a
-gesture of helplessness started toward the door. He
-opened it for her, followed her into the hall, pressed
-the buttons that lighted the rooms above, and returned
-to the living-room....</p>
-
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p>Their routine continued much as it had been for the
-past two years, but to her tortured senses there was
-something ominous now in the brevity of their contacts.
-Shep often remained away late and on his return
-crept softly upstairs to his room without speaking to
-her, though she left her light burning brightly.</p>
-
-<p>Constance kept to her room, she hadn’t been well,
-and the doctor told her to stay in bed for a few days.
-For several nights she heard Shep moving about his
-room, and the maid told her that he had been going
-over his clothing and was sending a box of old suits
-to some charitable institution. A few days later he
-went into her room as she was having breakfast in
-bed. She asked him to shift the tray for her, more
-for something to say than because the service was
-necessary, and inquired if he were feeling well, but
-without dispelling the hard glitter that had become
-fixed in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know when Leila’s coming home?” he inquired
-from the foot of the bed.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_345">[345]</span>“No; I haven’t heard. I’ve seen no one; the doctor
-told me to keep quiet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I suppose you have to do that,” he said without
-emotion. He went out listlessly and as he passed
-her she put out her hand, touched his sleeve; but he
-gave no sign that he was aware of the appeal the gesture
-implied....</p>
-
-<p>It was on a Saturday morning that he went in
-through his dressing room, bade her good morning in
-much his old manner and rang for her coffee. He had
-breakfasted, he said, and merely wanted to be sure
-that she was comfortable.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, Shep. I’m all right. I’ve been troubled
-about you, dear—much more than about myself. But
-you look quite fit this morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“Feeling fine,” he said. “This is a half day at the
-office and I want to get on the job early. I’m dated
-up for a foursome this afternoon with George, Bruce
-and Carroll; so I won’t be home till after the game.
-You won’t mind?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, I’m delighted to have you go, Shep!”</p>
-
-<p>“I always do the best I can, Connie,” he went on
-musingly. “I probably make a lot of mistakes. I don’t
-believe God intended me for heavy work; if he had
-he’d have made me bigger.”</p>
-
-<p>“How foolish, Shep. You’re doing wonderfully.
-Isn’t everything going smoothly at the office?”</p>
-
-<p>“Just fine! I haven’t a thing to complain of!”</p>
-
-<p>“Is everything all right now?” she asked, encouraged
-to hope for some assurance of his faith in her.</p>
-
-<p>“What isn’t all right will be—there’s always that!”
-he replied with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>He lingered beside the bed and took her hand, bent
-over and kissed her, let his cheek rest against hers in
-an old way of his.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_346">[346]</span>“Good-bye,” he said from the door, and then with
-a smile—Shep’s familiar, wistful little smile—he left
-her.</p>
-
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p>Shep and Whitford won the foursome against Bruce
-and Carroll, a result due to Whitford’s superior drives
-and Carroll’s bad putting. They were all in high
-humor when they returned to the clubhouse, chaffing
-one another about their skill as they dressed. Shep
-made a tour of the verandas, greeting his friends, answering
-questions as to Connie’s health. The four
-men were going in at once and Shep, who had driven
-Carroll out, suggested that he and Bruce change partners
-for the drive home.</p>
-
-<p>“There are a few little points about the game I want
-to discuss with George,” he explained as they walked
-toward the parking sheds.</p>
-
-<p>“All right,” Bruce assented cheerfully. “You birds
-needn’t be so set up; next week Carroll and I will give
-you the trimming of your young lives!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, the next time!” Shep replied ironically, and
-drove away with Whitford beside him....</p>
-
-<p>“Shep’s coming on; he’s matured a lot since he went
-into the trust company,” remarked Carroll, as he and
-Bruce followed Shep’s car.</p>
-
-<p>“Good stuff in him,” said Bruce. “One of those
-natures that develops slowly. I never saw him quite
-as gay as he was this afternoon.”</p>
-
-<p>“He was always a shy boy, but he’s coming out of
-that. I think his father was wise in taking him out
-of the battery plant.”</p>
-
-<p>“No doubt,” Bruce agreed, his attention fixed on
-Shep’s car.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_347">[347]</span>Shep had set a pace that Bruce was finding it difficult
-to maintain. Carroll presently commented upon
-the wild flight of the car ahead, which was cutting
-the turns in the road with reckless abandon, leaving a
-gray cloud behind.</p>
-
-<p>“The honor of my car is at stake!” said Bruce grimly,
-closing his windshield against the dust.</p>
-
-<p>“By George! If Shep wasn’t so abstemious you’d
-think he’d mixed alcohol with his gas,” Carroll replied.
-“What the devil’s got into him!”</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe he wants a race,” Bruce answered uneasily,
-remembering Shep’s wild drive the night of their talk
-on the river. “There’s a bad turn at the creek just
-ahead—he can’t make it at that speed!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce stopped, thinking Shep might check his flight
-if he found he wasn’t pursued; but the car sped steadily
-on.</p>
-
-<p>“Shep’s gone nutty or he’s trying to scare George,”
-said Carroll. “Go ahead!”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce started his car at full speed, expecting that at
-any minute Shep would stop and explain that it was
-all a joke of some kind. The flying car was again in
-sight, careening crazily as it struck depressions in the
-roadbed.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, God!” cried Carroll, half-rising in his seat.
-Shep had passed a lumbering truck by a hair’s breadth,
-and still no abatement in his speed. Bruce heard a
-howl of rage as he swung his own car past the truck.
-A danger sign at the roadside gave warning of the
-short curve that led upward to the bridge, and Bruce
-clapped on his brakes. Carroll, on the running board,
-peering ahead through the dust, yelled, and as Bruce
-leaped out a crash ahead announced disaster. A second
-sound, the sound of a heavy body falling, greeted
-the two men as they ran toward the scene....</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_348">[348]</span>Shep’s car had battered through the wooden fence
-that protected the road where it curved into the wooden
-bridge and had plunged into the narrow ravine. Bruce
-and Carroll flung themselves down the steep bank and
-into the stream. Shep’s head lay across his arms on
-the wheel; Whitford evidently had tried to leap out
-before the car struck. His body, half out of the door,
-had been crushed against the fence, but clung in its place
-through the car’s flight over the embankment.</p>
-
-
-<h3>V</h3>
-
-<p>To the world Franklin Mills showed what passed
-for a noble fortitude and a superb resignation in Shep’s
-death. Carroll had carried the news to him; and Carroll
-satisfied the curiosity of no one as to what Mills had
-said or how he had met the blow. Carroll himself did
-not know what passed through Franklin Mills’ mind.
-Mills had asked without emotion whether the necessary
-things had been done, and was satisfied that Carroll had
-taken care of everything. Mills received the old friends
-who called, among them Lindley. It was a proper thing
-to see the minister in such circumstances. The rector
-of St. Barnabas went away puzzled. He had never
-understood Mills, and now his rich parishioner was
-more of an enigma than ever.</p>
-
-<p>A handful of friends chosen by Constance and Mills
-heard the reading of the burial office in the living-room
-of Shep’s house. Constance remained in her room;
-and Mills saw her first when they met in the hall to
-drive together to the cemetery, an arrangement that
-she herself had suggested. No sound came from her
-as she stood between Mills and Leila at the grave as the
-last words were said. A little way off stood the bearers,
-young men who had been boyhood friends of Shep, and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_349">[349]</span>
-one or two of his associates from the trust company.
-When the grave was filled Constance waited, watching
-the placing of the flowers, laying her wreath of roses
-with her own hands.</p>
-
-<p>She took Mills’s arm and they returned to their car.
-No word was spoken as it traversed the familiar streets.
-The curtains were drawn; Mills stared fixedly at the
-chauffeur’s back; the woman beside him made no sign.
-Nothing, as he thought of it, had been omitted; his
-son had been buried with the proper rites of the church.
-There had been no bungling, no hysterical display of
-grief; no crowd of the morbidly curious. When they
-reached Shep’s house he followed Constance in. There
-were women there waiting to care for her, but she
-sent them away and went into the reception parlor.
-The scent of flowers still filled the rooms, but the house
-had assumed its normal orderly aspect. Constance
-threw back her veil, and Mills saw for the first time
-her face with its marks of suffering, her sorrowing
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Had you something to say to me?” she asked
-quietly.</p>
-
-<p>“If you don’t mind——” he answered. “I couldn’t
-come to you before—but now—I should like you to
-know——”</p>
-
-<p>As he paused she began to speak slowly, as if reciting
-something she had committed to memory.</p>
-
-<p>“We have gone through this together, for reasons
-clear to both of us. There is nothing you can say to
-me. But one or two things I must say to you. You
-killed him. Your contempt for him as a weaker man
-than you, as a gentle and sweet soul you could never
-comprehend; your wish to manage him, to thwart him
-in things he wanted to do, your wish to mold him and
-set him in your own little groove—these are the things<span class="pagenum" id="Page_350">[350]</span>
-that destroyed him. You shattered his faith in me—that
-is the crudest thing of all, for he loved me. So
-strong was your power over him and so great was his
-fear of you that he believed you. In spite of himself
-he believed you when you charged me with unfaithfulness.
-You drove him mad,” she went on monotonously;
-“he died a madman—died horribly, carrying an innocent
-man down with him. The child Shep wanted so
-much—that he would have loved so dearly—is his.
-You need have no fear as to that. That is all I have
-to say, Mr. Mills.”</p>
-
-<p>She left him noiselessly, leaving behind her a quiet
-that terrified and numbed him. He found himself
-groping his way through the hall, where someone spoke
-to him. The words were unintelligible, though the voice
-was of someone who meant to be kind. He walked to
-his car, carrying his hat as if he were unequal to the
-effort of lifting it to his head. The chauffeur opened
-the door, and as he got in Mills stumbled and sank upon
-the seat.</p>
-
-<p>When he reached home he wandered aimlessly about
-the rooms, oppressed by the intolerable quiet. One and
-another of the servants furtively peered at him from
-discreet distances; the man who had cared for his personal
-needs for many years showed himself in the hope
-of being called upon for some service.</p>
-
-<p>“Is that you, Briggs?” asked Mills. “Please call
-the farm and say that I’m coming out. Yes—I’ll have
-dinner there. I may stay a day or two. You may
-pack a bag for me—the usual things. Order the car
-when you’re ready.”</p>
-
-<p>He resumed his listless wandering, found himself in
-Leila’s old room, and again in the room that had been
-Shep’s. It puzzled him to find that the inspection of
-these rooms brought him no sensations. He felt no<span class="pagenum" id="Page_351">[351]</span>
-inclination to cry out against the fate that had wrought
-this emptiness, laid this burden of silence upon his
-house. Leila had gone; and he had seen them put
-Shep into the ground.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>You killed him.</i>” This was what that woman in
-black had said. She had said other things, but these
-were the words that repeated themselves in his memory
-like a muffled drum-beat. On the drive to the farm he
-did not escape from the insistent reiteration. He was
-mystified, bewildered. No one had ever spoken to him
-like that; no one had ever before accused him of a
-monstrous crime or addressed him as if he were a contemptible
-and odious thing. And yet he was Franklin
-Mills. This was the astounding thing,—that Franklin
-Mills should have listened to such words and been
-unable to deny them....</p>
-
-<p>At the farm he paused on the veranda, turned his
-face westward where the light still lingered in pale
-tints of gold and scarlet. He remained staring across
-the level fields, hearing the murmur of the wind in
-the maples, the rustle of dead leaves in the grass, until
-the chauffeur spoke to him, took his arm and led him
-into the house.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum" id="Page_352">[352]</span>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p>Carroll and Bruce dined at the University Club on
-an evening early in October. The tragic end of Shepherd
-Mills and George Whitford had brought them
-into a closer intimacy and they were much together.
-The responsibility of protecting Shep’s memory had
-fallen upon them; and they had been fairly successful
-in establishing in local history a record of the tragedy
-as an accident. Only a very few knew or suspected
-the truth.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you anything on this evening?” asked Carroll
-as they were leaving the table.</p>
-
-<p>“Not a blessed thing,” Bruce replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Mills, you know, or rather you don’t know, is
-at Deer Trail. The newspaper story that he had gone
-south for the winter wasn’t true. He’s been ill—frightfully
-ill; but he’s better now. I was out there
-today; he asked about you. I think he’d like to see you.
-You needn’t dread it; he’s talked very little about Shep’s
-death.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you really think he wants to see me,” Bruce
-replied dubiously.</p>
-
-<p>“From the way he mentioned you I’m sure it would
-please him.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_353">[353]</span>“Very well; will you go along?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I think he’d like it better if you went alone.
-He has seen no one but Leila, the doctor and me; he’s
-probably anxious to see a new face. I’ll telephone
-you’re coming.”</p>
-
-<p>As Bruce entered Mills’s room a white-frocked nurse
-quietly withdrew. The maid who had shown him up
-drew a chair beside the bed and left them. He was
-alone with Mills, trying to adjust himself to the change
-in him, the pallor of the face against the pillow, the
-thin cheeks, the hair white now where it had only been
-touched with gray.</p>
-
-<p>“This is very kind of you! I’m poor company; but
-I hoped you wouldn’t mind running out.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought you were away. Carroll just told me
-you were here.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I’ve been here sometime—so long, in fact, that
-I feel quite out of the world.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Thomas is at home—I’ve seen her several
-times.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Leila’s very good to me; runs out every day
-or two. She’s full of importance over having her own
-establishment.”</p>
-
-<p>Bruce spoke of his own affairs; told of the progress
-that had been made with the Laconia memorial before
-the weather became unfavorable. The foundations
-were in and the materials were being prepared; the
-work would go forward rapidly with the coming of
-spring.</p>
-
-<p>“I can appreciate your feeling about it—your own
-idea taking form. I’ve thought of it a good deal.
-Indeed, I’ve thought of you a great deal since I’ve
-been here.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I’d known you were here and cared to see me
-I should have come out,” said Bruce quite honestly.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_354">[354]</span>While Mills bore the marks of suffering and had
-plainly undergone a serious illness, his voice had something
-of its old resonance and his eyes were clear and
-alert. He spoke of Shep, with a poignant tenderness,
-but left no opening for sympathy. His grief was his
-own; not a thing to be exposed to another or traded
-upon. Bruce marveled at him. The man, even in
-his weakness, challenged admiration. The rain had
-begun to patter on the sill of an open window and
-Bruce went to close it. When he returned to the bed
-Mills asked for an additional pillow that he might sit
-up more comfortably, and Bruce adjusted it for him.
-He was silent for a moment; his fingers played with
-the edge of the coverlet; he appeared to be thinking
-intently.</p>
-
-<p>“There are things, Storrs,” he remarked presently,
-“that are not helped by discussion. That night I had
-you to dine with me we both played about a certain
-fact without meeting it. I am prepared to meet it
-now. You are my son. I don’t know that there’s
-anything further to be said about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing,” Bruce answered.</p>
-
-<p>“If you were not what you are I should never have
-said this to you. I was in love with your mother and
-she loved me. It was all wrong and the wrong was
-mine. And in various ways I have paid the penalty.”
-He passed his hand slowly over his eyes and went on.
-“It may be impertinent, but there’s one thing I’d like
-to ask. What moved you to establish yourself here?”</p>
-
-<p>“There was only one reason. My mother was the
-noblest woman that ever lived! She loved you till
-she died. She would never have told me of you but
-for a feeling that she wanted me to be near you—to
-help in case you were in need. That was all.”</p>
-
-<p>“That was all?” Mills repeated, and for the first<span class="pagenum" id="Page_355">[355]</span>
-time he betrayed emotion. He lay very still. Slowly
-his hand moved along the coverlet to the edge of the
-bed until Bruce took it in his own. “You and I have
-been blessed in our lives; we have known the love of a
-great woman. That was like her,” he ended softly;
-“that was Marian.”</p>
-
-<p>The nurse came in to see if he needed anything, and
-he dismissed her for the night. He went on talking
-in quiet, level tones—of his early years, of the changing
-world, Bruce encouraging him by an occasional
-question but heeding little what he said. If Mills had
-whined, begged forgiveness or offered reparation, Bruce
-would have hated him. But Mills was not an ordinary
-man. No ordinary man would have made the admission
-he had made, or, making it, would have implored silence,
-exacted promises....</p>
-
-<p>“Millicent—you see her, I suppose?” Mills asked
-after a time.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I see her quite often.”</p>
-
-<p>“I had hoped you did. In fact Leila told me that
-Millie and you are good friends. She said a little
-more—Leila’s a discerning person and she said she
-thought there was something a little more than friendship.
-Please let me finish! You’ve thought that there
-were reasons why you could never ask Millicent to
-marry you. I’ll take the responsibility of that. I’ll
-tell her the story myself—if need be. I leave that to
-your own decision.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Bruce. “I shall tell her myself.”</p>
-
-<p>Instead of wearying Mills, the talk seemingly acted
-as a stimulus. Bruce’s amazement grew. It was incomprehensible
-that here lay the Franklin Mills of his
-distrust, his jealousy, his hatred.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_356">[356]</span>“Millicent used to trouble me a good deal with some
-of her ideas,” said Mills.</p>
-
-<p>“She’s troubled a good many of us,” Bruce agreed
-with a smile. “But sometimes I think I catch a faint
-gleam.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure you do! You two are of a generation
-that looks for God in those far horizons she talks
-about. The idea amused me at first. But I see now
-that here is the new religion—the religion of youth—that
-expresses itself truly in beautiful things—in life,
-in conduct, in unselfishness. The spirit of youth reveals
-itself in beautiful things—and calls them God. Shep
-felt all that, tried in his own way to make me see—but
-I couldn’t understand him. I—there are things I want
-to do—for Shep. We’ll talk of that later....
-Every mistake I’ve made, every wrong I’ve done in
-this world has been due to selfishness—I’ve been saying
-that to myself every day since I’ve been here. I’ve
-found peace in it. There’s no one in the world who
-has a better right to hear this from me than you. And
-this is no death-bed repentance; I’m not going to die
-yet a while. It’s rather beaten in on me, Bruce”—it
-was the first time he had so addressed him—“that we
-can’t just live for ourselves! No! Not if we would
-find happiness. There comes a time when every man
-needs God. The wise thing is so to live that when the
-need comes we shan’t find him a stranger!”</p>
-
-<p>The hour grew late, and the wind and rain made a
-continual clatter about the house. When Bruce rose
-to go Mills protested.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s plenty of space here—a room next to mine
-is ready for a guest. You’ll find everything you want.
-We seem to meet in storms! Please spend the night
-here.”</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_357">[357]</span>And so it came about that for the first time Bruce
-slept in his father’s house.</p>
-
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p>Bruce and Millicent were married the next June. A
-few friends gathered in the garden late on a golden
-afternoon—Leila and Thomas, the Freemans, the
-Hendersons, a few relatives of the Hardens from their
-old home, and Carroll and Bruce’s cousin from Laconia.
-The marriage service was read by Dr. Lindley
-and the music was provided by a choir of robins in
-the elms and maples. Franklin Mills was not present;
-but before Bruce and Millicent drove to the station
-they passed through the gate in the boundary hedge—Leila
-had arranged this—and received his good wishes.</p>
-
-<p>The fourth of July had been set as the time for the
-dedication of the memorial. The event brought together
-a great company of dignitaries, and the governor
-of the state and the Secretary of War were the
-speakers. Mills had driven over with Leila and
-Thomas, and he sat with them, Millicent beside him.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce hovered on the edges of the crowd, listening
-to comments on his work, marveling himself that it
-was so good. The chairman of the local committee
-sent for him at the conclusion of the ceremonies to
-introduce him to the distinguished visitors. When the
-throng had dispersed, Millicent, with Carroll and Leila,
-paused by the fountain to wait until Bruce was free.</p>
-
-<p>“This is what you get, Millie, for having a famous
-husband,” Leila remarked. “He’s probably signing a
-contract for another monument!”</p>
-
-<p>“There he is!” exclaimed Carroll, pointing up the
-slope.</p>
-
-<p>Bruce and Mills were slowly pacing one of the colonnades.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_358">[358]</span>
-Beyond it lay the woodland that more than met
-Bruce’s expectations as a background for the memorial.
-They were talking earnestly, wholly unaware that
-they were observed. As they turned once more to
-retrace their steps Mills, unconsciously it seemed, laid
-his arm across Bruce’s shoulders; and Millicent, seeing
-and understanding, turned away to hide her tears.</p>
-
-
-<p class="center">THE END</p>
-
-
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-
-<p>Inconsistencies in hyphenation have been standardized.</p>
-
-<p>Archaic or variant spelling has been retained.</p>
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