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-Title: Youth and Life
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK YOUTH AND LIFE ***
-
-
-
-
-
- YOUTH AND LIFE
-
- BY
-
- RANDOLPH S. BOURNE
-
- [Illustration: Publisher mark]
-
- BOSTON AND NEW YORK
- HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY
- The Riverside Press Cambridge
- 1913
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1911, 1912, AND 1913, BY THE ATLANTIC MONTHLY COMPANY
- COPYRIGHT, 1913, BY RANDOLPH S. BOURNE
-
- ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
-
- _Published March 1913_
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
-
- I. YOUTH 1
-
- II. THE TWO GENERATIONS 29
-
- III. THE VIRTUES AND THE SEASONS OF LIFE 53
-
- IV. THE LIFE OF IRONY 99
-
- V. THE EXCITEMENT OF FRIENDSHIP 133
-
- VI. THE ADVENTURE OF LIFE 153
-
- VII. SOME THOUGHTS ON RELIGION 189
-
- VIII. THE MYSTIC TURNED RADICAL 205
-
- IX. SEEING, WE SEE NOT 215
-
- X. THE EXPERIMENTAL LIFE 225
-
- XI. THE DODGING OF PRESSURES 247
-
- XII. FOR RADICALS 289
-
- XIII. THE COLLEGE: AN INNER VIEW 311
-
- XIV. A PHILOSOPHY OF HANDICAP 337
-
-
-
-
-I
-
-YOUTH
-
-
-How shall I describe Youth, the time of contradictions and anomalies?
-The fiercest radicalisms, the most dogged conservatisms, irrepressible
-gayety, bitter melancholy,--all these moods are equally part of that
-showery springtime of life. One thing, at least, it clearly is: a
-great, rich rush and flood of energy. It is as if the store of life
-had been accumulating through the slow, placid years of childhood,
-and suddenly the dam had broken and the waters rushed out, furious
-and uncontrolled, before settling down into the quieter channels of
-middle life. The youth is suddenly seized with a poignant consciousness
-of being alive, which is quite wanting to the naïve unquestioning
-existence of the child. He finds himself overpoweringly urged toward
-self-expression. Just as the baby, born into a “great, blooming,
-buzzing confusion,” and attracted by every movement, every color, every
-sound, kicks madly in response in all directions, and only gradually
-gets his movements coördinated into the orderly and precise movements
-of his elders,--so the youth suddenly born into a confusion of ideas
-and appeals and traditions responds in the most chaotic way to this new
-spiritual world, and only gradually learns to find his way about in it,
-and get his thoughts and feelings into some kind of order.
-
-Fortunate the young man who does not make his entrance into too wide
-a world. And upon the width and depth of that new world will depend
-very much whether his temperament is to be radical or conservative,
-adventurous or conventional. For it is one of the surprising things
-about youth that it can so easily be the most conservative of all
-ages. Why do we suppose that youth is always radical? At no age are
-social proprieties more strictly observed, and Church, State, law, and
-order, more rigorously defended. But I like to think that youth is
-conservative only when its spiritual force has been spent too early,
-or when the new world it enters into is found, for some reason, to be
-rather narrow and shallow. It is so often the urgent world of pleasure
-that first catches the eye of youth; its flood of life is drawn off
-in that direction; the boy may fritter away his precious birthright
-in pure lightness of heart and animal spirits. And it is only too
-true that this type of youth is transitory. Pleasure contrives to
-burn itself out very quickly, and youth finds itself left prematurely
-with the ashes of middle age. But if, in some way, the flood of life
-is checked in the direction of pleasure, then it bursts forth in
-another,--in the direction of ideals; then we say that the boy is
-radical. Youth is always turbulent, but the momentous difference is
-whether it shall be turbulent in passion or in enthusiasm. Nothing is
-so pathetic as the young man who spends his spiritual force too early,
-so that when the world of ideals is presented to him, his force being
-spent, he can only grasp at second-hand ideals and mouldy formulas.
-
-This is the great divergence which sets youth not only against old
-age, but against youth itself: the undying spirit of youth that seems
-to be fed by an unquenchable fire, that does not burn itself out but
-seems to grow steadier and steadier as life goes on, against the
-fragile, quickly tarnished type that passes relentlessly into middle
-life. At twenty-five I find myself full of the wildest radicalisms,
-and look with dismay at my childhood friends who are already settled
-down, have achieved babies and responsibilities, and have somehow got
-ten years beyond me in a day. And this divergence shows itself in a
-thousand different ways. It may be a temptation to a world of pleasure,
-it may be a sheltering from the stimulus of ideas, or even a sluggish
-temperament, that separates traditional and adventurous youth, but
-fundamentally it is a question of how youth takes the world. And here I
-find that I can no longer drag the traditional youth along with me in
-this paper. There are many of him, I know, but I do not like him, and
-I know nothing about him. Let us rather look at the way radical youth
-grows into and meets the world.
-
-From the state of “the little child, to whom the sky is a roof of
-blue, the world a screen of opaque and disconnected facts, the
-home a thing eternal, and ‘being good’ just simple obedience to
-unquestioned authority,” one steps suddenly into that “vast world of
-adult perception, pierced deep by flaring search-lights of partial
-understanding.”
-
-The child has an utter sense of security; childhood is unconscious even
-that it is alive. It has neither fears nor anxieties, because it is
-incorrigibly poetical. It idealizes everything that it touches. It is
-unfair, perhaps, to blame parents and teachers, as we sometimes do in
-youth, for consciously biasing our child-minds in a falsely idealistic
-direction; for the child will infallibly idealize even his poorest of
-experiences. His broken glimpses and anticipations of his own future
-show him everything that is orderly, happy, and beautifully fit. He
-sees his grown-up life as old age, itself a sort of reversed childhood,
-sees its youth. The passing of childhood into youth is, therefore,
-like suddenly being turned from the cosy comfort of a warm fireside to
-shift for one’s self in the world. Life becomes in a moment a process
-of seeking and searching. It appears as a series of blind alleys, all
-equally and magnificently alluring, all equally real and possible.
-Youth’s thirst for experience is simply that it wants to be everything,
-do everything and have everything that is presented to its imagination.
-Youth has suddenly become conscious of life. It has eaten of the tree
-of the knowledge of good and evil.
-
-As the world breaks in on a boy with its crashing thunder, he has a
-feeling of expansion, of sudden wisdom and sudden care. The atoms of
-things seem to be disintegrating around him. Then come the tearings and
-the grindings and the wrenchings, and in that conflict the radical or
-the poet is made. If the youth takes the struggle easily, or if his
-guardian angels have arranged things so that there is no struggle,
-then he becomes of that conservative stripe that we have renounced
-above. But if he takes it hard,--if his struggles are not only with
-outward material conditions, but also with inner spiritual ones,--then
-he is likely to achieve that gift of the gods, perpetual youth. The
-great paradox is that it is the sleek and easy who are prematurely and
-permanently old. Struggle brings youth rather than old age.
-
-In this struggle, thus beset with problems and crises, all calling
-for immediate solution, youth battles its way into a sort of
-rationalization. Out of its inchoateness emerges a sort of order; the
-disturbing currents of impulse are gradually resolved into a character.
-But it is essential that that resolution be a natural and not a
-forced one. I always have a suspicion of boys who talk of “planning
-their lives.” I feel that they have won a precocious maturity in some
-illegitimate way. For to most of us youth is so imperious that those
-who can escape the hurly-burly and make a sudden leap into the prudent,
-quiet waters of life seem to have missed youth altogether. And I do
-not mean here the hurly-burly of passion so much as of ideals. It
-seems so much better, as well as more natural, to expose one’s self to
-the full fury of the spiritual elements, keeping only one purpose in
-view,--to be strong and sincere,--than to pick one’s way cautiously
-along.
-
-The old saying is the truest philosophy of youth: “Seek ye first
-the Kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added unto you.”
-How impossible for a youth who is really young to plan his life
-consciously! This process that one sometimes sees of cautiously
-becoming acquainted with various ideas and systems, and then choosing
-deliberately those that will be best adapted to a concerted plan,
-is almost uncanny. This confidence in one’s immunity to ideas that
-would tend to disarrange the harmony of the scheme is mystifying and
-irritating. Youth talks of “getting” or “accepting” ideas! But youth
-does not get ideas,--ideas get him! He may try to keep himself in a
-state of spiritual health, but that is the only immunity he can rely
-upon. He cannot really tell what idea or appeal is going to seize upon
-him next and make off with him.
-
-We speak as if falling in love were a unique phase in the life of
-youth. It is rather the pattern and symbol of a youth’s whole life.
-This sudden, irresistible seizure of enthusiasm that he cannot explain,
-that he does not want to explain, what is it but the aspect of all his
-experience? The youth sees a pretty face, reads a noble book, hears a
-stirring appeal for a cause, meets a charming friend, gets fired with
-the concept of science, or of social progress, becomes attracted to
-a profession,--the emotion that fixes his enthusiasm and lets out a
-flood of emotion in that direction, and lifts him into another world,
-is the same in every case. Youth glories in the sudden servitude,
-is content to let the new master lead wherever he will; and is as
-surprised as any one at the momentous and startling results. Youth is
-vulnerable at every point. Prudence is really a hateful thing in youth.
-A prudent youth is prematurely old. It is infinitely better, I repeat,
-for a boy to start ahead in life in a spirit of moral adventure,
-trusting for sustenance to what he may find by the wayside, than to
-lay in laboriously, before starting, a stock of principles for life,
-and burden himself so heavily for the journey that he dare not, and
-indeed cannot, leave his pack unguarded by the roadside to survey the
-fair prospects on either hand. Youth at its best is this constant
-susceptibility to the new, this constant eagerness to try experiments.
-
-It is here that youth’s quarrel with the elder generation comes in.
-There is no scorn so fierce as that of youth for the inertia of
-older men. The lack of adjustment to the ideas of youth’s elders and
-betters, one of the permanent tragedies of life, is certainly the most
-sensational aspect of youth. That the inertia of the older people is
-wisdom, and not impotence, is a theory that you will never induce
-youth to believe for an instant. The stupidity and cruelties of their
-management of the world fill youth with an intolerant rage. In every
-contact with its elders, youth finds them saying, in the words of
-Kipling:--
-
- “We shall not acknowledge that old stars fade and alien planets arise,
- That the sere bush buds or the desert blooms or the ancient well-head
- dries,
- Or any new compass wherewith new men adventure ’neath new skies.”
-
-Youth sees with almost a passionate despair its plans and dreams and
-enthusiasms, that it knows so well to be right and true and noble,
-brushed calmly aside, not because of any sincere searching into their
-practicability, but because of the timidity and laziness of the old,
-who sit in the saddle and ride mankind. And nothing torments youth so
-much as to have this inertia justified on the ground of experience.
-For youth thinks that it sees through this sophism of “experience.”
-It sees in it an all-inclusive attempt to give the world a character,
-and excuse the older generation for the mistakes and failures which it
-has made. What is this experience, youth asks, but a slow accretion of
-inhibitions, a learning, at its best, not to do again something which
-ought not to have been done in the first place?
-
-Old men cherish a fond delusion that there is something mystically
-valuable in mere quantity of experience. Now the fact is, of course,
-that it is the young people who have all the really valuable
-experience. It is they who have constantly to face new situations, to
-react constantly to new aspects of life, who are getting the whole
-beauty and terror and cruelty of the world in its fresh and undiluted
-purity. It is only the interpretation of this first collision with life
-that is worth anything. For the weakness of experience is that it so
-soon gets stereotyped; without new situations and crises it becomes so
-conventional as to be practically unconscious. Very few people get any
-really new experience after they are twenty-five, unless there is a
-real change of environment. Most older men live only in the experience
-of their youthful years.
-
-If we get few ideas after we are twenty-five, we get few ideals after
-we are twenty. A man’s spiritual fabric is woven by that time, and
-his “experience,” if he keeps true to himself, consists simply in
-broadening and enriching it, but not in adding to it in arithmetical
-proportion as the years roll on, in the way that the wise teachers of
-youth would have us believe.
-
-But few men remain quite true to themselves. As their youthful ideals
-come into contact with the harshnesses of life, the brightest succumb
-and go to the wall. And the hardy ones that survive contain all that
-is vital in the future experience of the man,--so that the ideas of
-older men seem often the curious parodies or even burlesques of what
-must have been the cleaner and more potent ideas of their youth.
-Older people seem often to be resting on their oars, drifting on the
-spiritual current that youth has set going in life, or “coasting” on
-the momentum that the strong push of youth has given them.
-
-There is no great gulf between youth and middle age, as there is
-between childhood and youth. Adults are little more than grown-up
-children. This is what makes their arrogance so insulting,--the
-assumption that they have acquired any impartiality or objectivity of
-outlook, and have any better standards for judging life. Their ideas
-are wrong, and grow progressively more wrong as they become older.
-Youth, therefore, has no right to be humble. The ideals it forms will
-be the highest it will ever have, the insight the clearest, the ideas
-the most stimulating. The best that it can hope to do is to conserve
-those resources, and keep its flame of imagination and daring bright.
-
-Therefore, it is perhaps unfair to say that the older generation rules
-the world. Youth rules the world, but only when it is no longer young.
-It is a tarnished, travestied youth that is in the saddle in the person
-of middle age. Old age lives in the delusion that it has improved and
-rationalized its youthful ideas by experience and stored-up wisdom,
-when all it has done is to damage them more or less--usually more. And
-the tragedy of life is that the world is run by these damaged ideals.
-That is why our ideas are always a generation behind our actual social
-conditions. Press, pulpit, and bar teem with the radicalisms of
-thirty years ago. The dead hand of opinions formed in their college
-days clutches our leaders and directs their activities in this new and
-strangely altered physical and spiritual environment. Hence grievous
-friction, maladjustment, social war. And the faster society moves, the
-more terrific is the divergence between what is actually going on and
-what public opinion thinks is actually going on. It is only the young
-who are actually contemporaneous; they interpret what they see freshly
-and without prejudice; their vision is always the truest, and their
-interpretation always the justest.
-
-Youth does not simply repeat the errors and delusions of the past, as
-the elder generation with a tolerant cynicism likes to think; it is
-ever laying the foundations for the future. What it thinks so wildly
-now will be orthodox gospel thirty years hence. The ideas of the young
-are the living, the potential ideas; those of the old, the dying, or
-the already dead. This is why it behooves youth to be not less radical,
-but even more radical, than it would naturally be. It must be not
-simply contemporaneous, but a generation ahead of the times, so that
-when it comes into control of the world, it will be precisely right
-and coincident with the conditions of the world as it finds them. If
-the youth of to-day could really achieve this miracle, they would have
-found the secret of “perpetual youth.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-In this conflict between youth and its elders, youth is the incarnation
-of reason pitted against the rigidity of tradition. Youth puts the
-remorseless questions to everything that is old and established,--Why?
-What is this thing good for? And when it gets the mumbled, evasive
-answers of the defenders, it applies its own fresh, clean spirit of
-reason to institutions, customs, and ideas, and, finding them stupid,
-inane, or poisonous, turns instinctively to overthrow them and build in
-their place the things with which its visions teem.
-
-“This constant return to purely logical activity with each generation
-keeps the world supplied with visionaries and reformers, that is
-to say, with saviors and leaders. New movements are born in young
-minds, and lack of experience enables youth eternally to recall
-civilization to sound bases. The passing generation smiles and
-cracks its weather-worn jokes about youthful effusions: but this
-new, ever-hopeful, ever-daring, ever-doing, youthful enthusiasm,
-ever returning to the logical bases of religion, ethics, politics,
-business, art, and social life,--this is the salvation of the
-world.”[1]
-
-This was the youthful radicalism of Jesus, and his words sound across
-the ages “calling civilization ever back to sound bases.” With him,
-youth eternally reproaches the ruling generation,--“O ye of little
-faith!” There is so much to be done in the world; so much could be done
-if you would only dare! You seem to be doing so little to cure the
-waste and the muddle and the lethargy all around you. Don’t you really
-care, or are you only faint-hearted? If you do not care, it must be
-because you do not know; let us point out to you the shockingness of
-exploitation, and the crass waste of human personality all around you
-in this modern world. And if you are faint-hearted, we will supply the
-needed daring and courage, and lead you straight to the attack.
-
-These are the questions and challenges that the youth puts to his
-elders, and it is their shifty evasions and quibblings that confound
-and dishearten him. He becomes intolerant, and can see all classes in
-no other light than that of accomplices in a great crime. If they only
-knew! Swept along himself in an irrationality of energy, he does not
-see the small part that reason plays in the intricate social life, and
-only gradually does he come to view life as a “various and splendid
-disorder of forces,” and exonerate weak human nature from some of its
-heavy responsibility. But this insight brings him to appreciate and
-almost to reverence the forces of science and conscious social progress
-that are grappling with that disorder, and seeking to tame it.
-
-Youth is the leaven that keeps all these questioning, testing attitudes
-fermenting in the world. If it were not for this troublesome activity
-of youth, with its hatred of sophisms and glosses, its insistence on
-things as they are, society would die from sheer decay. It is the
-policy of the older generation as it gets adjusted to the world to
-hide away the unpleasant things where it can, or preserve a conspiracy
-of silence and an elaborate pretense that they do not exist. But
-meanwhile the sores go on festering just the same. Youth is the drastic
-antiseptic. It will not let its elders cry peace, where there is no
-peace. Its fierce sarcasms keep issues alive in the world until they
-are settled right. It drags skeletons from closets and insists that
-they be explained. No wonder the older generation fears and distrusts
-the younger. Youth is the avenging Nemesis on its trail. “It is young
-men who provide the logic, decision, and enthusiasm necessary to
-relieve society of the crushing burden that each generation seeks to
-roll upon the shoulders of the next.”
-
-Our elders are always optimistic in their views of the present,
-pessimistic in their views of the future; youth is pessimistic toward
-the present and gloriously hopeful for the future. And it is this
-hope which is the lever of progress,--one might say, the only lever
-of progress. The lack of confidence which the ruling generation feels
-in the future leads to that distrust of the machinery of social
-reform and social organization, or the use of means for ends, which
-is so characteristic of it to-day. Youth is disgusted with such
-sentimentality. It can never understand that curious paralysis which
-seizes upon its elders in the face of urgent social innovations; that
-refusal to make use of a perfectly definite programme or administrative
-scheme which has worked elsewhere. Youth concludes that its elders
-discountenance the machinery, the means, because they do not really
-believe in the end, and adds another count to the indictment.
-
-Youth’s attitude is really the scientific attitude. Do not be afraid
-to make experiments, it says. You cannot tell how anything will work
-until you have tried it. Suppose science confined its interests to
-those things that have been tried and tested in the world, how far
-should we get? It is possible indeed that your experiments may produce
-by accident a social explosion, but we do not give up chemistry because
-occasionally a wrong mixture of chemicals blows up a scientist in a
-laboratory, or medical research because an investigator contracts the
-disease he is fighting. The whole philosophy of youth is summed up in
-the word, Dare! Take chances and you will attain! The world has nothing
-to lose but its chains--and its own soul to gain!
-
- * * * * *
-
-I have dwelt too long on the conflicts of youth. For it has also its
-still places, where it becomes introspective and thinks about its
-destiny and the meaning of its life. In our artificial civilization
-many young people at twenty-five are still on the threshold of
-activity. As one looks back, then, over eight or nine years, one sees
-a panorama of seemingly formidable length. So many crises, so many
-startling surprises, so many vivid joys and harrowing humiliations and
-disappointments, that one feels startlingly old; one wonders if one
-will ever feel so old again. And in a sense, youth at twenty-five is
-older than it will ever be again. For if time is simply a succession
-of incidents in our memory, we seem to have an eternity behind us.
-Middle-aged people feel no such appalling stretch of time behind them.
-The years fade out one by one; often the pressure of life leaves
-nothing of reality or value but the present moment. Some of youth’s
-elders seem to enjoy almost a new babyhood, while youth has constantly
-with it in all its vividness and multifariousness that specious wealth
-of abrupt changes, climaxes and disillusions that have crowded the
-short space of its life.
-
-We often envy the sunny noon of the thirties and forties. These elders
-of ours change so little that they seem to enjoy an endless summer
-of immortality. They are so placid, so robust, so solidly placed in
-life, seemingly so much further from dissolution than we. Youth seems
-curiously fragile. Perhaps it is because all beauty has something
-of the precarious and fleeting about it. A beautiful girl seems too
-delicate and fine to weather a long life; she must be burning away
-too fast. This wistfulness and haunting pathos of life is very real
-to youth. It feels the rush of time past it. Only youth can sing of
-the passing glory of life, and then only in its full tide. The older
-people’s lament for the vanished days of youth may be orthodox, but it
-rings hollow. For our greatest fears are those of presentiment, and
-youth is haunted not only by the feeling of past change, but by the
-presentiment of future change.
-
-Middle age has passed the waters; it has become static and placid.
-Its wistfulness for youth is unreal, and a forced sentimentality.
-In the same breath that it cries for its youth it mocks at youth’s
-preoccupation with the thought of death. The lugubrious harmonies of
-young poets are a favorite joke. But the feeling of the precariousness
-of life gives the young man an intimate sense of its preciousness;
-nothing shocks him quite so much as that it should be ruthlessly and
-instantly snatched away. Middle age has acclimated itself to the
-earth, has settled down familiarly in it, and is easily be fooled into
-thinking that it will live here forever, just as, when we are settled
-comfortably in a house, we cannot conceive ourselves as ever being
-dislodged. But youth takes a long time to get acclimated. It has seen
-so many mysteries and dangers about it, that the presence of the
-Greatest Mystery and the Greatest Danger must be the most portentous of
-things to it.
-
-It is this sense of the preciousness of his life, perhaps, that makes
-a youth so impatient of discipline. Youth can never think of itself
-as anything but master of things. Its visions are a curious blend of
-devotion and egotism. Its enthusiasm for a noble cause is apt to be all
-mixed up with a picture of itself leading the cohorts to victory. The
-youth never sees himself as a soldier in the ranks, but as the leader,
-bringing in some long-awaited change by a brilliant _coup d’état_,
-or writing and speaking words of fire that win a million hearts at a
-stroke. And he fights shy of discipline in smaller matters. He does not
-submit willingly to a course of work that is not immediately appealing,
-even for the sake of the glorious final achievement. Fortunate it is
-for the young man, perhaps, that there are so many organs of coercion
-all ready in the world for him,--economic need, tradition, and subtle
-influence of family ambition,--to seize him and nail him fast to some
-profession or trade or activity, before he is aware, or has time to
-protest or draw back!
-
-It is another paradox of youth that, with all its fine enthusiasm, it
-should accomplish so little. But this seeming aimlessness of purpose
-is the natural result of that deadly fear of having one’s wings clipped
-by discipline. Infinitely finer, it seems to youth, is it to soar
-freely in the air, than to run on a track along the ground! And perhaps
-youth is right. In his intellectual life, the young man’s scorn for the
-pedantic and conventional amounts almost to an obsession. It is only
-the men of imagination and inspiration that he will follow at all. But
-most of these professors, these lawyers, these preachers,--what has
-been their training and education, he says, but a gradual losing of
-the grip of life, a slow withdrawing into an ideal world of phrases
-and concepts and artificial attitudes? Their thought seems like the
-endless spinning out of a spider’s web, or like the camel living upon
-the fat of his own hump. The youth fears this sophistication of thought
-as he would fear losing his soul. And this seeming perversity toward
-discipline is often simply his refusal to let a system submerge his own
-real and direct reactions to his observation and experience.
-
-And yet as he studies more and more, and acquires a richer material
-for thought, a familiarity with words, and a skill in handling them,
-he can see the insidious temptation that comes to thinking men to
-move all their spiritual baggage over into that fascinating unreal
-world. And he admires almost with reverence the men who have been able
-to break through the terrible crust, and have got their thinking into
-close touch with life again; or, best of all, those who have kept
-their thinking constantly checked up with life, and are occupied with
-interpreting what they see about them. Youth will never be able to see
-that this is not the only true and right business of thought.
-
-It is the glory of the present age that in it one can be young.
-Our times give no check to the radical tendencies of youth. On the
-contrary, they give the directest stimulation. A muddle of a world and
-a wide outlook combine to inspire us to the bravest of radicalisms.
-Great issues have been born in the last century, and are now loose
-in the world. There is a radical philosophy that illuminates our
-environment, gives us terms in which to express what we see, and
-coördinates our otherwise aimless reactions.
-
-In this country, it is true, where a certain modicum of free
-institutions, and a certain specious enfranchisement of the human
-spirit have been achieved, youth may be blinded and drugged into an
-acquiescence in conditions, and its enthusiasm may easily run into a
-glorification of the present. In the face of the more urgent ideals
-that are with us, it may be inspired by vague ideas of “liberty,” or
-“the rights of man,” and fancy it is truly radical when it is but
-living on the radicalisms of the past. Our political thought moves so
-slowly here that even our radicalism is traditional. We breathe in with
-the air about us the belief that we have attained perfection, and we do
-not examine things with our own eyes.
-
-But more and more of the clear-sighted youth are coming to see the
-appalling array of things that still need to be done. The radical young
-man of to-day has no excuse for veering round to the conservative
-standpoint. Cynicism cannot touch him. For it is the beauty of the
-modern radical philosophy that the worse the world treats a man, the
-more it convinces him of the truth of his radical interpretation of
-it. Disillusion comes, not through hard blows, but by the insidious
-sappings of worldly success. And there never was a time when there
-were so many radical young people who cared little about that worldly
-success.
-
-The secret of life is then that this fine youthful spirit should
-never be lost. Out of the turbulence of youth should come this fine
-precipitate--a sane, strong, aggressive spirit of daring and doing. It
-must be a flexible, growing spirit, with a hospitality to new ideas,
-and a keen insight into experience. To keep one’s reactions warm and
-true, is to have found the secret of perpetual youth, and perpetual
-youth is salvation.
-
-
-FOOTNOTES:
-
-[1] Earl Barnes.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-THE TWO GENERATIONS
-
-
-It is always interesting to see ourselves through the eyes of others,
-even though that view may be most unflattering. The recent “Letter to
-the Rising Generation,”[2] if I may judge from the well-thumbed and
-underscored copy of the “Atlantic” which I picked up in the College
-Library, has been read with keen interest by many of my fellows, and
-doubtless, too, with a more emphatic approval, by our elders. The
-indictment of an entire generation must at its best be a difficult
-task, but the author of the article has performed it with considerable
-circumspection, skirting warily the vague and the abstract, and passing
-from the judge’s bench to the pulpit with a facility that indicates
-that justice is to be tempered with mercy. The rather appalling picture
-which she draws of past generations holding their breath to see what
-my contemporaries will make of themselves suggests, too, that we are
-still on probation, and so, before final judgment is passed, it may be
-pertinent to attempt, if not, from the hopeless nature of the case, a
-defense, at least an extenuation of ourselves.
-
-The writer’s charge is pretty definite. It is to the effect that the
-rising generation, in its reaction upon life and the splendid world
-which has been handed down to it, shows a distinct softening of human
-fibre, spiritual, intellectual, and physical, in comparison with the
-generations which have preceded it. The most obvious retort to this
-is, of course, that the world in which we find ourselves is in no way
-of our own making, so that if our reactions to it are unsatisfactory,
-or our rebellious attitude toward it distressing, it is at least a
-plausible assumption that the world itself, despite the responsible
-care which the passing generation bestowed upon it, may be partly to
-blame.
-
-But this, after all, is only begging the question. The author herself
-admits that we are the victims of educational experiments, and, in any
-event, each generation is equally guiltless of its world. We recognize
-with her that the complexity of the world we face only makes more
-necessary our bracing up for the fray. Her charge that we are not doing
-this overlooks, however, certain aspects of the situation which go far
-to explain our seemingly deplorable qualities.
-
-The most obvious fact which presents itself in this connection is
-that the rising generation has practically brought itself up. School
-discipline, since the abolition of corporal punishment, has become
-almost nominal; church discipline practically nil; and even home
-discipline, although retaining the forms, is but an empty shell.
-The modern child from the age of ten is almost his own master. The
-helplessness of the modern parent face to face with these conditions is
-amusing. What generation but the one to which our critic belongs could
-have conceived of “mothers’ clubs” conducted by the public schools,
-in order to teach mothers how to bring up their children! The modern
-parent has become a sort of _parlement_ registering the decrees of a
-Grand Monarque, and occasionally protesting, though usually without
-effect, against a particularly drastic edict.
-
-I do not use this assertion as a text for an indictment of the
-preceding generation; I am concerned, like our critic, only with
-results. These are a peculiarly headstrong and individualistic
-character among the young people, and a complete bewilderment on the
-part of the parents. The latter frankly do not understand their
-children, and their lack of understanding and of control over them
-means a lack of the moral guidance which, it has always been assumed,
-young people need until they are safely launched in the world. The two
-generations misunderstand each other as they never did before. This
-fact is a basal one to any comprehension of the situation.
-
-Now let us see how the rising generation brings itself up. It is
-perfectly true that the present-day secondary education, that curious
-fragmentary relic of a vitally humanistic age, does not appeal to them.
-They will tell you frankly that they do not see any use in it. Having
-brought themselves up, they judge utility by their own standards, and
-not by those of others. Might not the fact that past generations went
-with avidity to their multiplication table, their Latin Grammar, and
-their English Bible, whereas the rising generation does not, imply that
-the former found some intellectual sustenance in those things which the
-latter fails to find? The appearance of industrial education on the
-field, and the desperate attempts of educational theory to make the old
-things palatable which fifty years ago were gulped down raw, argues,
-too, that there may be a grain of truth in our feeling. Only after a
-serious examination of our intellectual and spiritual viands should
-our rejection of them be attributed to a disordered condition of our
-stomachs.
-
-The charge that the rising generation betrays an extraordinary love
-of pleasure is also true. The four years’ period of high-school life
-among the children of the comfortable classes is, instead of being a
-preparation for life, literally one round of social gayety. But it is
-not likely that this is because former generations were less eager
-for pleasure, but rather because they were more rigidly repressed
-by parents and custom, while their energy was directed into other
-channels, religious, for instance. But now, with every barrier removed,
-we have the unique spectacle of a youthful society where there is
-perfectly free intercourse, an unforced social life of equals, in
-which there are bound to develop educative influences of profound
-significance. Social virtues will be learned better in such a society
-than they can ever be from moral precepts. An important result of this
-camaraderie is that the boy’s and the girl’s attitude toward life,
-their spiritual outlook, has come to be the same. The line between the
-two “spheres” has long disappeared in the industrial classes; it is
-now beginning to fade among the comfortable classes.
-
-Our critic has not seen that this avidity for pleasure is a natural
-ebullition which, flaring up naturally, within a few years as naturally
-subsides. It goes, too, without that ennui of over-stimulation; and
-the fact that it has been will relieve us of the rising generation
-from feeling that envy which invariably creeps into the tone of the
-passing generation when they say, “We did not go such a pace when we
-were young.” After this period of pleasure has begun to subside, there
-ensues for those who have not been prematurely forced into industry, a
-strange longing for independence. This feeling is most striking among
-the girls of the rising generation, and crops up in the most unexpected
-places, in families in the easiest circumstances, where to the
-preceding generation the idea of caring to do anything except stay at
-home and get married, if possible, would have been inconceivable. They
-want somehow to feel that they are standing on their own feet. Like
-their brothers, they begin to chafe under the tutelage, nominal though
-it is, of the home. As a result, these daughters of the comfortable
-classes go into trained nursing, an occupation which twenty years ago
-was deemed hardly respectable; or study music, or do settlement work,
-or even public-school teaching. Of course, girls who have had to earn
-their own living have long done these things; the significant point is
-that the late rapid increase in these professions comes from those who
-have a comfortable niche in society all prepared for them. I do not
-argue that this proves any superior quality of character on the part of
-this generation, but it does at least fail to suggest a desire to lead
-lives of ignoble sloth.
-
-The undergraduate feels this spirit, too. He often finds himself
-vaguely dissatisfied with what he has acquired, and yet does not
-quite know what else would have been better for him. He stands on the
-threshold of a career, with a feeling of boundless possibility, and yet
-often without a decided bent toward any particular thing. One could do
-almost anything were one given the opportunity, and yet, after all,
-just what shall one do? Our critics have some very hard things to say
-about this attitude. They attribute it to an egotistic philosophy,
-imperfectly absorbed. But may it not rather be the result of that
-absence of repression in our bringing-up, of that rigid moulding which
-made our grandfathers what they were?
-
-It must be remembered that we of the rising generation have to work
-this problem out alone. Pastors, teachers, and parents flutter
-aimlessly about with their ready-made formulas, but somehow these
-are less efficacious than they used to be. I doubt if any generation
-was ever thrown quite so completely on its own resources as ours
-is. Through it all, the youth as well as the girl feels that he
-wants to count for something in life. His attitude, which seems so
-egotistical to his elders, is the result of this and of a certain
-expansive outlook, rather than of any love of vain-glory. He has never
-known what it was to be moulded, and he shrinks a little perhaps
-from going through that process. The traditional professions have
-lost some of their automatic appeal. They do conventionalize, and
-furthermore, the youth, looking at many of their representatives,
-the men who “count” in the world to-day, may be pardoned if he feels
-sometimes as if he did not want to count in just that way. The youth
-“who would not take special training because it would interfere with
-his sacred individuality” is an unfair caricature of this weighing,
-testing attitude toward the professions. The elder generation should
-remember that life is no longer the charted sea that it was to
-our grandfathers, and be accordingly lenient with us of the rising
-generation.
-
-Business, to the youth standing on the threshold of life, presents a
-similar dilemma. Too often it seems like a choice between the routine
-of a mammoth impersonal corporation and chicanery of one kind or
-another, or the living by one’s wits within the pale of honesty. The
-predatory individualist, the “hard-as-nails” specimen, does exist, of
-course, but we are justified in ignoring him here; for, however much
-his tribe may increase, it is certain that it will not be his kind, but
-the more spiritually sensitive, the amorphous ones of the generation,
-who will impress some definite character upon the age, and ultimately
-count for good or evil, as a social force. With these latter, it should
-be noted that, although this is regarded as a mercenary age, the
-question of gain, to an increasingly large number, has little to do
-with the final decision.
-
-The economic situation in which we find ourselves, and to which not
-only the free, of whom we have been speaking, but also the unfree of
-the rising generation are obliged to react, is perhaps the biggest
-factor in explaining our character. In this reaction the rising
-generation has a very real feeling of coming straight up against a
-wall of diminishing opportunity. I do not see how it can be denied
-that practical opportunity is less for this generation than it has
-been for those preceding it. The man of fifty years ago, if he was
-intellectually inclined, was able to get his professional training
-at small expense, and usually under the personal guidance of his
-elders; if commercially inclined, he could go into a small, settled,
-self-respecting business house, practically a profession in itself
-and a real school of character. If he had a broader outlook, there
-was the developing West for him, or the growing industrialism of the
-East. It looks, at least from this distance, as if opportunity were
-easy for that generation. They had the double advantage of being
-more circumscribed in their outlook, and of possessing more ready
-opportunity at hand.
-
-But these times have passed forever. Nowadays, professional training is
-lengthy and expensive; independent business requires big capital for
-success; and there is no more West. It is still as true as ever that
-the exceptional man will always “get there,” but now it is likely to be
-only the exceptional man, whereas formerly all the able “got there,”
-too. The only choice for the vast majority of the young men of to-day
-is between being swallowed up in the routine of a big corporation, and
-experiencing the vicissitudes of a small business, which is now an
-uncertain, rickety affair, usually living by its wits, in the hands
-of men who are forced to subordinate everything to self-preservation,
-and in which the employee’s livelihood is in constant jeopardy. The
-growing consciousness of this situation explains many of the peculiar
-characteristics of our generation.
-
-It has a direct bearing on the question of responsibility. Is it
-not sound doctrine that one becomes responsible only by being made
-responsible for something? Now, what incentive to responsibility is
-produced by the industrial life of to-day? In the small business there
-is the frank struggle for gain between employer and employee, a contest
-of profits vs. wages, each trying to get the utmost possible out of the
-other. The only kind of responsibility that this can possibly breed
-is the responsibility for one’s own subsistence. In the big business,
-the employee is simply a small part of a big machine; his work
-counts for so little that he can rarely be made to feel any intimate
-responsibility for it.
-
-Then, too, our haphazard industrial system offers such magnificent
-opportunities to a young man to get into the wrong place. He is forced
-by necessity to go early, without the least training or interest, into
-the first work that offers itself. The dull, specialized routine of
-the modern shop or office, so different from the varied work and the
-personal touch which created interest in the past, is the last thing
-on earth that will mould character or produce responsibility. When the
-situation with an incentive appears, however, we are as ready as any
-generation, I believe, to meet it.
-
-I have seen too many young men, of the usual futile bringing-up and
-negligible training, drift idly about from one “job” to another,
-without apparent ambition, until something happened to be presented
-to them which had a spark of individuality about it, whereupon they
-faced about and threw themselves into the task with an energy that
-brought success and honor,--I have seen too much of this not to wonder,
-somewhat impiously perhaps, whether this boasted character of our
-fathers was not rather the result of their coming into contact with
-the proper stimulus at the proper time, than of any tougher, grittier
-strain in their spiritual fibre. Those among our elders, who, deploring
-Socialism, insist so strenuously on the imperfections of human nature,
-ought not to find fault with the theory that frail humanity is under
-the necessity of receiving the proper stimulus before developing a good
-character or becoming responsible.
-
-Nor is the rising generation any the less capable of effort when
-conditions call it forth. I wonder how our critic accounts for the
-correspondence schools which have sprung up so abundantly within the
-past fifteen years. They are patronized by large numbers of young men
-and women who have had little academic training and have gone early
-into industry. It is true that the students do not spend their time on
-the Latin grammar; they devote themselves to some kind of technical
-course which they have been led to believe will qualify them for a
-better position. But the fact that they are thus willing to devote
-their spare time to study certainly does not indicate a lack of effort.
-Rather, it is the hardest kind of effort, for it is directed toward no
-immediate end, and, more than that, it is superimposed on the ordinary
-work, which is usually quite arduous enough to fatigue the youth.
-
-Young apprentices in any branch where there is some kind of technical
-or artistic appeal, such as mechanics or architecture, show an almost
-incredible capacity of effort, often spending, as I have seen them
-do, whole days over problems. I know too a young man who, appointed
-very young to political office, found that the law would be useful
-to him, and travels every evening to a near-by city to take courses.
-His previous career had been most inglorious, well calculated by its
-aimlessness to ruin any “character”; but the incentive was applied, and
-he proved quite capable of putting forth a surprising amount of steady
-effort.
-
-Our critics are perhaps misled by the fact that these young men do
-not announce with a blare of trumpets that they are about to follow
-in the footsteps of an Edison or a Webster. It must be admitted that
-even such men as I have cited do still contrive to work into their
-time a surprising amount of pleasure. But the whole situation shows
-conclusively, I think, that our author has missed the point when she
-says that the rising generation shows a real softening of the human
-fibre. It is rather that we have the same reserves of ability and
-effort, but that from the complex nature of the economic situation
-these reserves are not unlocked so early or so automatically as with
-former generations.
-
-The fact that our fathers did not need correspondence schools or night
-schools, or such things, implies either that they were not so anxious
-as we to count in the world, or that success was an easier matter
-in their day, either of which conclusions furnishes a pretty good
-extenuation of our apparent incapacity. We cannot but believe that our
-difficulties are greater in this generation; it is hard to see that the
-effort we put forth to overcome these difficulties is not proportional
-to that increase. I am aware that to blame your surroundings when the
-fault lies in your own character is the one impiety which rouses the
-horror of present-day moral teachers. Can it not count to us for good,
-then, that most of us, while coming theoretically to believe that this
-economic situation explains so much of our trouble, yet continue to act
-as if our deficiencies were all our own fault?
-
-Our critics are misled by the fact that we do not talk about
-unselfishness and self-sacrifice and duty, as their generation
-apparently used to do, and conclude that we do not know what these
-things mean. It is true that we do not fuss and fume about our souls,
-or tend our characters like a hot-house plant. This is a changing,
-transitional age, and our view is outward rather than inward. In an
-age of newspapers, free libraries, and cheap magazines, we necessarily
-get a broader horizon than the passing generation had. We see what is
-going on in the world, and we get the clash of different points of
-view, to an extent which was impossible to our fathers. We cannot be
-blamed for acquiring a suspicion of ideals, which, however powerful
-their appeal once was, seem singularly impotent now, or if we seek for
-motive forces to replace them, or for new terms in which to restate
-the world. We have an eagerness to understand the world in which we
-live that amounts almost to a passion. We want to get behind the
-scenes, to see how the machinery of the modern world actually works.
-We are curious to learn what other people are thinking, and to get
-at the forces that have produced their point of view. We dabble in
-philanthrophy as much from curiosity to see how people live as from any
-feeling of altruism. We read all sorts of strange philosophies to get
-the personal testimony of men who are interpreting the world. In the
-last analysis, we have a passion to understand why people act as they
-do.
-
-We have, as a result, become impatient with the conventional
-explanations of the older generation. We have retained from childhood
-the propensity to see through things, and to tell the truth with
-startling frankness. This must, of course, be very disconcerting to
-a generation, so much of whose activity seems to consist in glossing
-over the unpleasant things or hiding the blemishes on the fair face
-of civilization. There are too many issues evaded which we would
-like to meet. Many of us find, sooner or later, that the world is a
-very different sort of place from what our carefully deodorized and
-idealized education would have us believe.
-
-When we find things simply not as they are painted, is it any wonder
-that we turn to the new prophets rather than to the old? We are more
-than half confident that the elder generation does not itself really
-believe all the conventional ideals which it seeks to force upon us,
-and much of our presumption is a result of the contempt we naturally
-feel for such timorousness. Too many of your preachers seem to be
-whistling simply to keep up your courage. The plain truth is that the
-younger generation is acquiring a positive faith, in contact with
-which the elder generation with its nerveless negations feels its
-helplessness without knowing just what to do about it except to scold
-the young.
-
-This positive aspect is particularly noticeable in the religion of the
-rising generation. As our critic says, the religious thinking of the
-preceding generation was destructive and uncertain. We are demanding a
-definite faith, and our spiritual centre is rapidly shifting from the
-personal to the social in religion. Not personal salvation, but social;
-not our own characters, but the character of society, is our interest
-and concern. We feel social injustice as our fathers felt personal sin.
-Settlement work and socialist propaganda, things done fifty years ago
-only by rare and heroic souls like Kingsley, Ruskin, and Maurice, are
-now the commonplaces of the undergraduate.
-
-The religion that will mean anything to the rising generation will be
-based on social ideals. An essay like ex-President Eliot’s “Religion
-of the Future,” which in a way synthesizes science and history and
-these social ideals and gives them the religious tinge which every age
-demands, supplies a real working religious platform to many a young
-man and woman of the rising generation, and an inspiration of which
-our elders can form no conception. Perhaps it is unfair to call this
-religion at all. Perhaps it is simply the scientific attitude toward
-the world. But I am sure that it is more than this; I am sure that
-it is the scientific attitude tinged with the religious that will be
-ours of the rising generation. We find that we cannot keep apart our
-religion, our knowledge, our practice, and our hopes in water-tight
-compartments, as our ancestors did. We are beginning to show an
-incorrigible tendency to work our spiritual assimilations into one
-intelligible, constructive whole.
-
-It is to this attitude rather than to a softening of fibre that I think
-we may lay our growing disinclination to deify sacrifice and suffering.
-A young chemistry student said to me the other day, “Science means that
-nothing must be wasted!” This idea somehow gets mixed up with human
-experience, and we come to believe that human life and happiness are
-things that must not be wasted. Might it not be that such a belief that
-human waste of life and happiness was foolish and unnecessary would
-possibly be of some avail in causing that waste to disappear? And one
-of the most inspiring of the prophets to the rising generation, William
-James, has told us that certain “moral equivalents” of these things are
-possible which will prevent that incurable decaying of fibre which the
-elder generation so anxiously fears.
-
-Another result of this attitude is our growing belief in political
-machinery. We are demanding of our preachers that they reduce quality
-to quantity. “Stop talking about liberty and justice and love, and show
-us institutions, or concerted attempts to model institutions that shall
-be free or just or lovely,” we cry. You have been trying so long to
-reform the world by making men “good,” and with such little success,
-that we may be pardoned if we turn our attention to the machinery of
-society, and give up for a time the attempt to make the operators of
-that machinery strictly moral. Indeed, the charm of Socialism to so
-many of the rising generation is just that scientific aspect of it,
-its claim of historical basis, and its very definite and concrete
-organization for the attainment of its ends. A philosophy which gives
-an illuminating interpretation of the present, and a vision of the
-future, with a definitely crystallized plan of action with concrete
-methods, however unsound it may all be, can hardly be said to appeal
-simply to the combination of “a weak head, a soft heart, and a desire
-to shirk.”
-
-Placed in such a situation as we are, and with such an attitude
-toward the world, we are as interested as you and the breathless
-generations behind you to see what destinies we shall work out for
-ourselves. An unpleasantly large proportion of our energy is now
-drained off in fighting the fetishes which you of the elder generation
-have passed along to us, and which, out of some curious instinct of
-self-preservation, you so vigorously defend. We, on the other hand,
-are becoming increasingly doubtful whether you believe in yourselves
-quite so thoroughly as you would have us think. Your words are very
-brave, but the tone is hollow. Your mistrust of us, and your reluctance
-to convey over to us any of your authority in the world, looks a
-little too much like the fear and dislike that doubt always feels in
-the presence of conviction, to be quite convincing. We believe in
-ourselves; and this fact, we think, is prophetic for the future. We
-have an indomitable feeling that we shall attain, or if not, that we
-shall pave the way for a generation that shall attain.
-
-Meanwhile our constructive work is hampered by your distrust, while
-you blame us for our lack of accomplishment. Is this an attitude
-calculated to increase our responsibility and our self-respect? Would
-it not be better in every way, more constructive and more fruitful, to
-help us in our aspirations and endeavors, or, failing that, at least to
-strive to understand just what those aspirations and endeavors are?
-
-
-FOOTNOTES:
-
-[2] _The Atlantic Monthly_, February, 1911.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-THE VIRTUES AND THE SEASONS OF LIFE
-
-
-Each season of life has its proper virtues, as each season of the year
-has its own climate and temperature. If virtue is the excellent working
-of the soul, then youth, middle age, and old age, all have their
-peculiar ways of working excellently. When we speak of a virtuous life,
-we should mean, not a life that has shown one single thread of motive
-and attitude running through it, but rather one that has varied with
-the seasons, as spring grows gently into summer and summer into autumn,
-each season working excellently in respect to the tilling and harvest
-of the soul. If it is a virtue to be contented in old age, it is no
-virtue to be contented in youth; if it is a virtue for youth to be bold
-and venturesome, it is the virtue of middle life to take heed and begin
-to gather up the lines and nets so daringly cast by youth into the sea
-of life. A virtuous life means a life responsive to its powers and its
-opportunities, a life not of inhibitions, but of a straining up to
-the limit of its strength. It means doing every year what is fitting
-to be done at that year to enhance or conserve one’s own life or the
-happiness of those around one. Virtue is a word that abolishes duty.
-For duty has steadily fallen into worse and worse opprobrium; it has
-come to mean nothing but effort and stress. It implies something that
-is done rightly, but that cuts straight across the grain of all one’s
-inclinations and motive forces. It is following the lines of greatest
-resistance; it is the working of the moral machine with the utmost
-friction possible. Now there is no doubt that the moral life involves
-struggle and effort, but it should be the struggle of adequate choice,
-and not of painful inhibition. We are coming to see that the most
-effective things we do are those that have some idea of pleasure yoked
-up with them. In the interests of moral efficiency, the ideal must be
-the smooth and noiseless workings of the machine, and not the rough and
-grinding movements that we have come to associate with the word “duty.”
-For the emphasis on the negative duty we must substitute emphasis on
-the positive virtue. For virtue is excellence of working, and all
-excellence is pleasing. When we know what are the virtues appropriate
-to each age of life, we can view the moral life in a new light. It
-becomes not a claim upon us of painful obligation, but a stimulus to
-excellent spontaneity and summons to self-expression.
-
-In childhood we acquire the spiritual goods that we shall take with
-us through life; in youth we test our acquisitions and our tools,
-selecting, criticizing, comparing; in old age, we put them away
-gently into the attic of oblivion or retire them honorably, full of
-years and service. Our ideas, however, of what those spiritual goods
-were that childhood acquired have been very much confused. We have
-imagined that we could give the child “the relish of right and wrong,”
-as Montaigne calls it. The attempt has usually been made to train up
-the child in the moral life, by telling him from his earliest years
-what was right and what was wrong. It was supposed that in this way
-he absorbed right principles that would be the guiding springs of
-his youthful and later life. The only difficulty, of course, with
-this theory is that the moral life hardly begins before the stresses
-and crises of youth at all. For really moral activity implies choice
-and it implies significant choice; and the choices of the child are
-few in number and seldom significant. You can tell a child that a
-certain thing is wrong, and he will believe it, but his belief will be
-a purely mechanical affair, an external idea, which is no more woven
-into the stuff of his life than is one of those curious “post-hypnotic
-suggestions,” that psychologists tell about, where the subject while
-hypnotized is told to do something at a certain time after he awakes.
-When the time comes he does it without any consciousness of the reason
-and without any immediate motive. Now most moral ideas in a child’s
-mind are exactly similar to these suggestions. They seem to operate
-with infallible accuracy, and we say,--“What a good child!” As a fact
-the poor child is as much under an alien spell as the subject of
-the hypnotist. Now all this sort of hypnotized morality the younger
-generation wants to have done with. It demands a morality that is
-glowing with self-consciousness, that is healthy with intelligence. It
-refuses to call the “good” child moral at all; it views him as a poor
-little trained animal, that is doomed for the rest of his life to go
-through mechanical motions and moral tricks at the crack of the whip
-of a moral code or religious authority. From home and Sunday-school,
-children of a slightly timid disposition get moral wounds, the scars of
-which never heal. They enter a bondage from which they can never free
-themselves; their moral judgment in youth is warped and blighted in a
-thousand ways, and they pass through life, seemingly the most moral
-of men and women, but actually having never known the zest of true
-morality, the relish of right and wrong. The best intentions of parents
-and teachers have turned their characters into unnatural channels from
-which they cannot break, and fixed unwittingly upon them senseless
-inhibitions and cautions which they find they cannot dissolve, even
-when reason and common sense convince them that they are living under
-an alien code. Looked upon from this light, childish goodness and
-childish conscientiousness is an unhealthy and even criminal forcing
-of the young plant, the hot-house bringing to maturity of a young soul
-whose sole business is to grow and learn. When moral instruction is
-given, a criminal advantage is taken of the child’s suggestibility,
-and all possibility of an individual moral life, growing naturally
-and spontaneously as the young soul meets the real emergencies and
-problems that life will present to it, is lost. If, as we are coming
-more and more to realize, the justification of knowledge is that it
-helps us to get along with and enjoy and grapple with the world, so
-the justification of virtue is that it enables us to get along with
-and enjoy and grapple with the spiritual world of ideals and feelings
-and qualities. We should be as careful about giving a child moral
-ideas that will be of no practical use to him as we are in giving him
-learning that will be of no use to him.
-
-The virtues of childhood, then, we shall not find in the moral realm.
-The “good” child is not cultivated so much to-day as he was by the
-former generation, whose one aim in education and religion was to bind
-the young fast in the fetters of a puritan code; but he is still, in
-well-brought-up families, an appalling phenomenon. The child, who at
-the age of five has a fairly complete knowledge of what God wants
-him and all around him to do and not to do, is an illustration of
-the results of the confusion of thought that would make childhood
-instead of youth the battle-ground of the moral life. We should not
-dismiss such a child as quaint, for in him have been sowed the seeds
-of a general obscurantism and conservatism that will spread like a
-palsy over his whole life. The acceptance of moral judgments that
-have no vital meaning to the young soul will mean in later life the
-acceptance of ideas and prejudices in political and religious and
-social matters that are uncriticized and unexamined. The “good” child
-grows up into the conventional bigoted man. The duties and tastes which
-are inculcated into him in childhood, far from aiding the “excellent
-workings of his soul,” clog and rust it, and prevent the fine free
-expression of its individuality and genius. For the child has not
-yet the material of experience that will enable him to get the sense
-of values which is at the bottom of what we call the spiritual life.
-And it is this sense that is so easily dulled, and that must be so
-carefully protected against blunting. That the child cannot form
-moral judgments for himself, however, does not mean that they must be
-formed for him by others; it means that we must patiently wait until
-he meets the world of vivid contrasts and shocks and emergencies that
-is youth. It is not repairing his lack of moral sensitiveness to get
-him to repeat parrot-like the clean-cut and easily learned taboos and
-permissions of the people around him. To get him to do this is exactly
-like training an animal to bolt any kind of food. The child, however,
-has too weak a stomach to digest very much of the moral pabulum that
-is fed him. The inevitable result is a moral indigestion, one form of
-which is the once fashionable sense of sin. The youth, crammed with
-uncriticized taboos delivered to him with the awful prestige of an
-Almighty God, at a certain age revolts, and all the healthy values
-of life turn sour within him. The cure for this spiritual dyspepsia
-is called conversion, but it is a question whether the cure is not
-often worse than the disease. For it usually means that the relish of
-right and wrong, which had suddenly become a very real thing, has been
-permanently perverted in a certain direction. By a spiritual operation,
-the soul has been forced to digest all this strange food, and acquires
-the ability to do so forever after. Those who do not suffer this
-operation pass through life with an uneasiness of spirit, the weight
-and burden of an imperfectly assimilated moral life. Few there are
-who are able to throw off the whole soddenness, and if they do they
-are fortunate if they are not left without any food at all. Religious
-teachers have always believed that all these processes were necessary
-for the soul’s health. They have believed that it was better to have
-mechanical morals than no morals at all. When the younger generation
-sees the damage such morals work, it would prefer to have none.
-
-Discarding the “good” child, then, we will find the virtues of
-childhood in that restless, pushing, growing curiosity that is the
-characteristic of every healthy little boy or girl. The child’s life is
-spent in learning his way around the world; in learning the ropes of
-things, the handles and names of whatever comes within the range of his
-experience. He is busy acquiring that complex bundle of common-sense
-knowledge that underlies all our grown-up acts, and which has become
-so automatic with us that it hardly seems possible to us that we have
-slowly acquired it all. We do not realize that thousands of facts and
-habits, which have become stereotyped and practically unconscious in
-our minds, are the fresh and vital experiences of the mind of the
-little child. We cannot put ourselves back into that world where the
-absorbing business is to give things a position and a name and to
-learn all the little obvious facts about the things in the house and
-the yard and the village, and in that far land of mystery beyond. What
-sort of sympathy can we have with these little people,--we, to whom all
-this naïve world of place and nomenclature is so familiar as to seem
-intuitive? We should have to go back to a world where every passing
-railroad train was a marvel and a delight, where a walk to the village
-meant casting ourselves adrift into an adventurous country where
-anything was likely to happen and where all calculations of direction
-or return were upset. It takes children a long time to get accustomed
-to the world. This common workaday knowledge of ours seems intuitive
-to us only because we had so many years during which it was reiterated
-to us, and not because we were unusually sensitive to impressions.
-Children often seem almost as stupid as any young animal, and to
-require long practice before they know their way around in the world,
-although, once obtained, this common sense is never forgotten. That
-child is virtuous who acquires all he can of it.
-
-This curiosity of childhood makes children the first scientists. They
-begin, as soon as their eyes are open, dissolving this confused mystery
-of the world, distinguishing and classifying its parts according to
-their interests and needs. They push on and on, ever widening the
-circle, and ever bringing more and more of their experience under the
-subjugation of their understanding. They begin the process that the
-scientist completes. As children, after several years we came to know
-our house and yard, although the attic and cellar were perhaps still
-dim and fearsome places. Inside the household things were pretty
-well tabulated and rationalized. It was only when we went outside the
-gate that we might expect adventures to happen. We should have been
-very much shocked to see the fire leap from the stove and the bread
-from the table, as they did in the “Blue Bird,” but in walking down
-to the village we should not have been surprised to see a giant or a
-fairy sitting on the green. When we became familiar with the village,
-the fairies were, of course, banished to remoter regions, until they
-finally vanished altogether. But it is not so long ago that I lost the
-last vague vestige of a feeling that there were fairies in England.
-
-The facility, one might almost say skill, which children show in
-getting lost, is the keynote of childhood’s world. For they have no
-bearings among the unfamiliar, no principles for the solution of the
-unknown. In their accustomed realm they are as wise and canny and
-free from superstition as we are in ours. We, as grown-ups, have not
-acquired any magical release from fantasy. The only difference is that
-we are accustomed to make larger hazards of faith that things will
-repeat themselves, and that we have a wider experience to check off
-our novelties by. We have charted most of our world; we unfortunately
-have no longer any world to get lost in. To be sure, we have opened
-up perhaps an intangible world of philosophy and speculation, which
-childhood does not dream of, and heaven knows we can get lost there!
-But the thing is different. The adventure of childhood is to get lost
-here in this everyday world of common sense which is so familiar to us.
-To become really as little children we should have to get lost again
-here. The best substitute we can give ourselves is to keep exploring
-the new spiritual world in which we may find ourselves in youth and
-middle life, pushing out ever, as the child does, our fringe of
-mystery. And we can gain the gift of wonder, something that the child
-does not have. He is too busy drinking in the facts to wonder about
-them, or to wonder about what is beyond them. We may count ourselves
-fortunate, however, that we are able to retain the child’s virtue of
-curiosity, and transmute it into the beauty of spiritual wonder.
-
-It is facts and not theories that the child is curious about, and
-rightly. He cannot assimilate moral theories, nor can he assimilate
-any other kind of theories. It is his virtue to learn how the world
-runs; youth will be time enough to philosophize about that running.
-It is the immediate and the present that interest children, and they
-are omnivorous with regard to any facts about either. What they hear
-about the world they accept without question. We often think when we
-are telling them fairy stories or animal stories that we are exercising
-their poetic imagination; but from their point of view we are telling
-them sober facts about the world they live in. We are often surprised,
-too, at the apathy they show in the midst of wonders that we point out
-to them. They are wonders to us because we appreciate the labor or the
-genius that has produced them. In other words, we have added a value
-to them. But it is just this value which the child-mind does not get
-and can never get. To the child they are not surprising, but simply
-some more information about his world. All is grist that comes to the
-child’s mill. Everything serves to plot and track for him a new realm
-of things as they are.
-
-The child’s mind, so suggestible to facts, seems to be almost
-impervious to what we call spiritual influences. He lives in a world
-hermetically sealed to our interests and concerns. Parents and teachers
-make the most conscientious efforts to influence their children, but
-they would better realize that they can influence them only in the
-most indirect way. The best thing they can do for the children is to
-feed their curiosity, and provide them with all the materials that will
-stimulate their varied interests. They can then leave the “influence”
-to take care of itself. The natural child seems to be impregnable to
-any appeals of shame, honor, reverence, honesty, and even ridicule,--in
-other words, to all those methods we have devised for getting a
-clutch on other people’s souls, and influencing and controlling
-them according to our desires. And this is not because the child is
-immoral, but simply because, as I have tried to show, those social
-values mean as yet nothing to him. He lives in a splendid isolation
-from our conventional standards; the influences of his elders, however
-well-directed and prayerful they may be, simply do not reach him. He
-lives unconscious of our interests and motives. Only the “good” child
-is susceptible, and he is either instinctively submissive, or is the
-victim of the mechanical imposition of standards and moral ideas.
-
-The child works out what little social morality he does obtain, not
-under the influence of his elders, but among his playmates. And the
-standards worked out there are not refined and moral at all, but
-rough ones of emulation and group honor, and respect for prowess. Even
-obedience, which we all like to think of as one of the indispensable
-accomplishments of a well-trained child, seems to be obtained at the
-cost of real moral growth. It might be more beneficial if it were not
-too often merely a means for the spiritual edification of the parents
-themselves. Too often it is the delight of ruling, of being made
-obeisance to, that is the secret motive of imposing strict obedience,
-and not our desire simply that they shall learn the excellent habits
-that are our own. One difficulty with the child who has “learned to
-mind” is that, if he learns too successfully, he runs the risk of
-growing up to be a cowardly and servile youth. There is a theory that
-since the child will be obliged in later life to do many things that
-he does not want to do, he might as well learn how while he is young.
-The difficulty here seems to be that learning to do one kind of a
-thing that you do not want to do does not guarantee your readiness to
-do other kinds of unpleasant things. That art cannot be taught. Each
-situation of compulsion, unless the spirit is completely broken, will
-have its own peculiar quality of bitterness, and no guarantee against
-it can be inculcated. Life will present so many inevitable necessities
-to the child when he gets out into the world that it seems premature to
-burden his childhood with a training which will be largely useless. So
-much of our energy is wasted, and so much friction created, because we
-are unwilling to trust life. If life is the great demoralizer, it is
-also the great moralizer. It whips us into shape, and saddles us with
-responsibilities and the means of meeting them, with obligations and
-the will to meet them, with burdens and a strength to bear them. It
-creates in us a conscience and the love of duty, and endows us with a
-morality that a mother and father with the power and the love of angels
-working through all the years of our childhood could not have created
-within us. Trust life and not your own feeble efforts to create the
-soul in the child!
-
-The virtue of childhood, then, is an exhaustless curiosity and interest
-in the world in which the child finds himself. He is here to learn his
-way around in it, to learn the names of things and their uses, how
-to use his body and his capacities. This will be the most excellent
-working of his soul. If his mind and body are active, he will be a
-“good” child, in the best sense of the word. We can almost afford to
-let him be insolent and irreverent and troublesome as long as he is
-only curious. If he has a temper, it will not be cured by curbing, but
-by either letting it burn out, or not giving it fuel to feed on. Food
-for his body and facts for his mind are the sustenance he requires.
-From the food will be built up his body, and from the facts and his
-reactions to them will slowly evolve his world of values and ideals. We
-cannot aid him by giving him our theories, or shorten the path for him
-by presenting him with ready-made standards. In spite of all the moral
-teachers, there is no short cut to the moral life of youth, any more
-than there is a royal road to knowledge. Nor can we help him to grow
-by transferring some of our superfluous moral flesh to his bones. The
-child’s qualities which shock our sense of propriety are evidences not
-of his immorality, but of his pre-morality. A morality that will mean
-anything to him can only be built up out of a vast store of experience,
-and only when his world has broadened out into a real society with
-influences of every kind coming from every side. He cannot get the
-relish of right and wrong until he has tasted life, and it is the
-taste of life that the child does not have. That taste comes only with
-youth, and then with a bewildering complexity and vividness.
-
-But between childhood and youth there comes a trying period when the
-child has become well cognizant of the practical world, but has as yet
-no hint of the gorgeous colors of youth. At thirteen, for instance, one
-has the world pretty well charted, but not yet has the slow chemistry
-of time transmuted this experience into meanings and values. There is
-a crassness and materiality about the following three or four years
-that have no counterpart until youth is over and the sleek years of the
-forties have begun. How cocksure and familiar with the world is the boy
-or girl at this age! They have no doubts, but they have no glow. At no
-time in life is one so unspiritual, so merely animal, so much of the
-earth, earthy. How different is it to be a few years later! How shaken
-and adventurous will the world appear then! For this waiting period
-of life, the virtues are harder to discover. Curiosity has lapsed,
-for there do not seem to be many things left to be curious about. The
-child is beautifully unconscious of his own ignorance. Similarly has
-the play activity diminished; the boy has put away his Indian costumes,
-and the girl her dolls. At this season of life the virtue would seem
-to consist in the acquirement of some skill in some art or handicraft
-or technique. This is the time to search for the budding talents and
-the strong native bents and inclinations. To be interesting is one of
-the best of virtues, and few things make a person more interesting than
-skill or talent. From a selfish point of view, too, all who have grown
-up with unskillful hands will realize the solid virtue of knowing how
-to do something with the hands, and avoid that vague restlessness and
-desire to get at grips with something that haunts the professional
-man who has neglected in youth to cultivate this virtue of technique.
-And it is a virtue which, if not acquired at that time, can never be
-acquired. The deftness of hand, alertness of mind, are soon lost if
-they are not taken advantage of, and the child grows up helpless and
-unskillful, with a restless void where a talent and interest should be.
-
-It is with youth, then, that the moral life begins, the true relish of
-right and wrong. Out of the crucible of passion and enthusiasm emerge
-the virtues of life, virtues that will have been tested and tried in
-the furnace of youth’s poignant reactions to the world of possibilities
-and ideals that has been suddenly opened up to it. Those young people
-who have been the victims of childish morality will not feel this new
-world so clearly or keenly, or, if there did lurk underneath the crust
-of imposed priggishness some latent touch of genius, they will feel
-the new life with a terrible searing pain that maddens them and may
-permanently distort their whole vision of life. To those without the
-spark, the new life will come stained by prejudice. Their reactions
-will be dulled; they will not see clearly; and will either stagger at
-the shock, or go stupidly ahead oblivious of the spiritual wonders
-on every side. Only those who have been allowed to grow freely like
-young plants, with the sun and air above their heads, will get the
-full beauty and benefit of youth. Only those whose eyes have been kept
-wide open ceaselessly learning the facts of the material and practical
-world will truly appreciate the values of the moral world, and be able
-to acquire virtue. Only with this fund of practical knowledge will
-the youth be able to balance and contrast and compare the bits of his
-experience, see them in the light of their total meaning, and learn to
-prefer rightly one bit to another. It is as if silent forces had been
-at work in the soul during the last years of childhood, organizing the
-knowledge and nascent sentiments of the child into forms of power ready
-for the free expression of youth.
-
-Youth expresses itself by falling in love. Whether it be art, a girl,
-socialism, religion, the sentiment is the same; the youth is swept
-away by a flood of love. He has learned to value, and how superlative
-and magnificent are his values! The little child hardly seems to love;
-indeed, his indifference to grown people, even to his own parents,
-is often amazing. He has the simple affection of a young animal, but
-how different his cool regard from the passionate flame of youth!
-Love is youth’s virtue, and it is wide as well as deep. There is no
-tragic antithesis between a youth’s devotion to a cause and his love
-for a girl. They are not mutually exclusive, as romanticists often
-love to think, but beautifully compatible. They tend to fuse, and they
-stimulate and ennoble each other. The first love of youth for anything
-is pure and ethereal and disinterested. It is only when thwarted that
-love turns sensual, only when mocked that enthusiasm becomes fanatical
-or mercenary. Worldly opinion seems to care much more for personal
-love than for the love of ideals. Perhaps it is instinctively more
-interested in the perpetuation of the race than in its progress. It
-gives its suffrage and approval to the love of a youth for a girl, but
-it mocks and discredits the enthusiast. It just grudgingly permits
-the artist to live, but it piles almost insurmountable obstacles in
-the path of the young radical. The course of true love may never run
-smooth, but what of the course of true idealism?
-
-The springs that feed this love are found, of course, in hero-worship.
-Sexual love is objectified in some charming and appealing girl, love
-for ideals in some teacher or seer or the inspiring personality of
-a friend. It is in youth that we can speak of real influence. Then
-is the soul responsive to currents and ideas. The embargo which kept
-the child’s mind immune to theory and opinion and tastes is suddenly
-lifted. In childhood, our imitation is confined to the external; we
-copy ways of acting, but we are insensitive to the finer nuances of
-personality. But in youth we become sensitive to every passing tone
-and voice. Youth is the season when, through this sensitiveness, the
-deadly pressures get their purchase on the soul; it is also the season
-for the most momentous and potent influences for good. In youth, if
-there is the possibility that the soul be permanently warped out of
-shape, there is also the possibility that it receive the nourishment
-that enables it to develop its own robust beauty. It is by hero-worship
-that we copy not the externals of personality, as in childhood, but
-the inner spirit. We feel ourselves somehow merged with the admired
-persons, and we draw from them a new stimulating grace. We find
-ourselves in them. It is not yielding to a pressure that would force us
-to a type, but a drawing up of ourselves to a higher level, through the
-aid of one who possesses all those qualities which have been all along,
-we feel, our vague and hitherto unexpressed ideal. We do not feel that
-our individualities are being lost, but that they are for the first
-time being found. We have discovered in another personality all those
-best things for which our hearts have been hungering, and we are simply
-helping ourselves to that which is in reality our own. Our hero gives
-of himself inexhaustibly, and we take freely and gladly what we need.
-It is thus that we stock up with our first store of spiritual values.
-It is from the treasury of a great and good personality that we receive
-the first confirmation of ourselves. In the hero-personality, we see
-our own dim, baby ideals objectified. Their splendor encourages us,
-and nerves us for the struggle to make them thoroughly our own.
-
-There is a certain pathos in the fact that parents are so seldom
-the heroes from whom the children derive this revelation of their
-own personality. It is more often some teacher or older friend or
-even a poet or reformer whom the youth has never seen and knows only
-through his words and writings. But for this the parents are partly
-responsible. They are sufficiently careful about the influences which
-play upon their young children. They give care and prayers and tears
-to their bringing-up in the years when the children are almost immune
-to any except the more obvious mechanical influences, and learn of
-ideals and values only in a parrot-like fashion. But when the child
-approaches youth, the parent is apt to relax vigilance and, with a cry
-of thanksgiving and self-congratulation that the child has been brought
-safely through so many perils to the desired haven, to surrender him
-to his own devices. Just at the time when he becomes really sensitive
-for the first time to spiritual influences, he is deprived of this
-closest and warmest influence of the home. But he has not been brought
-into a haven, but launched into a heaving and troubled sea. This is
-the time when his character lies at stake, and the possibility of his
-being a radical, individual force in the world hangs in the balance.
-Whether he will become this force depends on the pressures that he is
-able to dodge, and on the positive ideals he is able to secure. And
-they will depend largely on the heroes he worships, upon his finding
-the personalities that seem to contain all the best for which he
-yearns. Hero-worship is the best preservative against cheapness of
-soul, that besetting sin of modern youth. It directs our attention away
-from the light and frothy things of the world, which are wont to claim
-so much of youth’s interest, to qualities that are richer and more
-satisfying. Yet hero-worship is no mere imitation. We do not simply
-adopt new qualities and a new character. We rather impregnate our
-hitherto sterile ideals with the creative power of a tested and assured
-personality, and give birth to a new reliance and a new faith. Our
-heroes anticipate and provide for our doubts and fears, and fortify us
-against the sternest assaults of the world. We love our heroes because
-they have first loved us.
-
-Out of this virtue of love and the clashing of its clear spirit with
-the hard matter of established things come the sterner virtues. From
-that conflict, courage is struck off as youth feels the need of
-keeping his flame steady and holding to his own course, regardless
-of obstacles or consequences. Youth needs courage, that salt of
-the virtues, for if youth has its false hopes, it has its false
-depressions. That strange melancholy, when things seem to lose their
-substance and the world becomes an empty shell, is the reverse shield
-of the elation of youth. To face and overcome it is a real test of the
-courage of youth. The dash and audacity, the daring and self-confidence
-of youth, are less fine than this simple courage of optimism. Youth
-needs courage, too, when its desires do not come true, when it meets
-suspicion or neglect, and when its growth seems inexorably checked by
-circumstance. In these emergencies, the youth usually plays the stoic.
-He feels a savage pride in the thought that circumstance can never rob
-him of his integrity, or bring his best self to be dependent on mere
-change of fortune. Such a courage is a guarantor of youth. It forms a
-protecting crust over life and lessens the shock of many contingencies.
-The only danger is that it may become too perfect a shell and harden
-the character. It is not well for youth to shun the battle. Courage
-demands exposure to assault.
-
-And besides courage, youth needs temperance. The sins and excesses
-of hot-blooded youth are a byword; youth would not seem to be youth
-without its carnality and extravagance. It is fortunate that youth is
-able to expend that extravagance partly in idealism. Love is always
-the antidote to sensuality. And we can always, if we set ourselves
-resolutely to the task, transmute the lower values into higher.
-This, indeed, is the crucial virtue of youth, and temperance is the
-seal and evidence of the transmutation. Temperance in things of the
-flesh is ordained not through sentimental reasons, but on the best of
-physiological and psychological motives. Temperance is a virtue because
-of the evil consequences to one’s self and others which follow excess
-of indulgence in appetite.
-
-But this temperance does not mean quite the same thing as the rigid
-self-control that used to be preached. The new morality has a more
-positive ideal than the rigid mastery which self-control implies. We
-are to fix our attention more in giving our good impulses full play
-than in checking the bad. The theory is that if one is occupied with
-healthy ideas and activities, there will be no room or time for the
-expression of the unhealthy ones. Anything that implies an inhibition
-or struggle to repress is a draining away into a negative channel of
-energy that might make for positive constructive work in the character.
-The repressed desires and interests are not killed, but merely checked,
-and they persist, with unabated vigor, in struggling to get the upper
-hand again. They are little weakened by lying dormant, and lurk warily
-below, ready to swarm up again on deck, whenever there is the smallest
-lapse of vigilance. But if they are neglected they gradually cease from
-troubling, and are killed by oblivion where they could not have been
-hurt by forcible repression. The mortification of the flesh seems too
-often simply to strengthen its pride.
-
-In the realm of emotion, the dangers of rigid self-control are
-particularly evident. There are fashions in emotion as well as in
-dress, and it seems to have become the fashion in certain circles
-of youth to inhibit any emotional expression of the sincere or
-the serious. There is a sort of reign of terrorism which prevents
-personal conversation from being carried on upon any plane except one
-of flippancy and insincerity. Frankness of expression in regard to
-personal feelings and likes and dislikes is tabooed. A strange new
-ethics of tact has grown up which makes candor so sacrilegious a
-thing that its appearance in a group or between two young people of
-the opposite sex creates general havoc and consternation. Young people
-who dare to give natural expression to their feelings about each other
-or about their ideals and outlook on life find themselves genuinely
-unpopular. When this peculiar ethics works at its worst, it gives a
-person a pride in concealing his or her feelings on any of the vital
-and sincere aspects of life, the interests and admirations and tastes.
-But this energy, dammed up thus from expression in its natural way,
-overflows in a hysterical admiration for the trivial, and an unhealthy
-interest in the mere externals, the “safe” things, of life. Such
-self-control dwarfs the spirit; it results only in misunderstandings
-and a tragic ignorance of life. It is one of the realest of the vices
-of youth, for it is the parent of a host of minor ailments of the
-soul. It seems to do little good even to repress hatred and malice.
-If repressed, they keep knocking at the door of consciousness, and
-poison the virtues that might develop if the soul could only get rid of
-its load of spleen. If the character is thickly sown with impersonal
-interests and the positive virtues are carefully cultivated, there will
-be no opportunity for these hateful weeds to reach the sun and air.
-Virtue should actually crowd out vice, and temperance is the tool that
-youth finds ready to its hand. Temperance means the happy harmonizing
-and coördinating of the expression of one’s personality; it means
-health, candor, sincerity, and wisdom,--knowledge of one’s self and the
-sympathetic understanding of comrades.
-
-Justice is a virtue which, if it be not developed in youth, has little
-chance of ever being developed. It depends on a peculiarly sensitive
-reaction to good and evil, and it is only in youth that those reactions
-are keen and disinterested. Real justice is always a sign of great
-innocence; it cannot exist side by side with interested motives or a
-trace of self-seeking. And a sense of justice is hard to develop in
-this great industrial world where the relations of men are so out of
-joint and where such flaunting anomalies assail one at every turn. Yet
-in the midst of it all youth is still pure of heart, and it is only
-the pure of heart who can be just. For in youth we live in a world
-of clean disinterestedness. We have ambitions and desires, but not
-yet have we learned the devious way by which they may be realized.
-We have not learned how to achieve our ends by taking advantage of
-other people, and using them and their interests and necessities as
-means. We still believe in the possibility of every man’s realizing
-himself side by side with us. In early youth, therefore, we have an
-instinctive and almost unconscious sense of justice. Not yet have
-we learned the trick of exploiting our fellow men. If we are early
-assailed with the reality of social disorder, and have brought home
-to our hearts the maladjustments of our present order, that sense of
-justice is transformed into a passion. This passion for social justice
-is one of the most splendid of the ideals of youth. It has the power of
-keeping alive all the other virtues; it stimulates life and gives it a
-new meaning and tone. It furnishes the _leit-motiv_ which is so sadly
-lacking in many lives. And youth must find a _leit-motiv_ of some kind,
-or its spirit perishes. This social idealism acts like a tonic upon
-the whole life; it keeps youth alive even after one has grown older in
-years.
-
-With justice comes the virtue of democracy. We learn all too early
-in youth the undemocratic way of thinking, the divisions and
-discriminations which the society around us makes among people. But
-youth cannot be swept by love or fired by the passion for justice
-without feeling a wild disgust at everything that suggests artificial
-inequalities and distinctions. Democracy means a belief that people
-are worthy; it means trust in the good faith and the dignity of the
-average man. The chief reason why the average man is not now worthy
-of more trust, the democrat believes, is simply that he has not been
-trusted enough in the past. Democracy has little use for philanthropy,
-at least in the sense of a kindly caring for people, with the constant
-recognition that the person who is kind is superior to the person
-who is being done good to. The spirit of democracy is a much more
-robust humanity. It is rough and aggressive; it stands people up on
-their own feet, makes them take up their beds and walk. It prods them
-to move their own limbs and take care of themselves. It makes them
-strong by giving them something to do. It will have nothing more to do
-with the superstition of trusteeship which paralyzes now most of our
-institutional life. It does not believe for a minute that everybody
-needs guardians for most of the serious concerns of life. The great
-crime of the past has been that humankind has never been willing to
-trust itself, or men each other. We have tied ourselves up with laws
-and traditions, and devised a thousand ways to prevent men from being
-thrown on their own responsibility and cultivating their own powers.
-Our society has been constituted on the principle that men must be
-saved from themselves. We have surrounded ourselves with so many moral
-hedges, have imposed upon ourselves so many checks and balances, that
-life has been smothered. Our liberation has just begun. We are far from
-free, but the new spirit of democracy is the angel that will free us.
-No virtue is more potent for youth.
-
-And the last of these virtues, redolent of the old Greek time,
-when men walked boldly, when the world was still young, and gods
-and nymphs not all dead, is wisdom. To be wise is simply to have
-blended and harmonized one’s experience, to have fused it together
-into a “philosophy of life.” Wisdom is a matter not of quantity,
-but of quality of experience. It means getting at the heart of it,
-and obtaining the same clear warm impression of its meaning that
-the artist does of the æsthetic idea that he is going to represent.
-Wisdom in youth or early middle life may be far truer than in later
-life. One’s courage may weaken under repeated failure, one’s sense of
-justice be dulled by contact with the wrong relations between men and
-classes, one’s belief in democracy destroyed by the seeming failure of
-experiments. But this gathering cynicism does not mean the acquiring
-of wisdom, but the losing of it. The usefulness and practicability of
-these virtues of youth are not really vitiated by the struggles they
-have in carrying themselves through into practice; what is exhibited
-is merely the toughness of the old forces of prejudice and tradition,
-and the “pig-headedness” of the old philosophy of timorousness and
-distrust. True wisdom is faith in love, in justice, in democracy; youth
-has this faith in largest measure; therefore youth is most wise.
-
-Middle age steals upon a youth almost before he is aware. He will
-recognize it at first, perhaps, by a slight paling of his enthusiasms,
-or by a sudden consciousness that his early interests have been
-submerged in the flood of routine work and family cares. The later
-years of youth and the early years of middle life are in truth the
-dangerous age, for then may be lost the virtues that were acquired in
-youth. Or, if not lost, many will be felt to be superfluous. There is
-danger that the peculiar bias of the relish of right and wrong that
-the virtues of youth have given one may be weakened, and the soul
-spread itself too thin over life. Now one of the chief virtues of
-middle life is to conserve the values of youth, to practice in sober
-earnest the virtues that came so naturally in the enthusiasm of youth,
-but which take on a different hue when exposed to what seem to be the
-crass facts of the workaday world. But there is no reason why work,
-ambition, the raising of a family, should dull the essential spirit
-of youthful idealism. It may not be so irrepressible, so freakish, so
-intolerant, but it should not be different in quality and significance.
-The burdens of middle life are not a warrant for the releasing of the
-spiritual obligations of youth. They do not give one the right to look
-back with amused regret to the dear follies of the past. For as soon
-as the spirit of youth begins to leave the soul, that soul begins to
-die. Middle-aged people are too much inclined to speak of youth as a
-sort of spiritual play. They forget that youth feels that it itself has
-the serious business of life, the real crises to meet. To youth it is
-middle age that seems trivial and playful. It is after the serious work
-of love-making and establishing one’s self in economic independence
-is over that one can rest and play. Youth has little time for that
-sort of recreation. In middle age, most of the problems have been
-solved, the obstacles overcome. There is a slackening of the lines,
-a satisfied taking of one’s reward. And to youth this must always
-seem a tragedy, that the season of life when the powers are at their
-highest should be the season when they are oftener turned to material
-than to spiritual ends. Youth has the energy and ideals, but not the
-vantage-ground of prestige from which to fight for them. Middle age has
-the prestige and the power, but too seldom the will to use it for the
-furtherance of its ideals. Youth has the isolation, the independence,
-the disinterestedness so that it may attack any foe, but it has not
-the reserve force to carry that attack through. Middle age has all the
-reserve power necessary, but is handicapped by family obligations, by
-business and political ties, so that its power is rarely effective for
-social or individual progress.
-
-The supreme virtue of middle age will be, then, to make this difficult
-fusion,--to combine devotion to one’s family, to one’s chosen work,
-with devotion to the finer idealism and impersonal aims that formed
-one’s philosophy of youth. To keep alive through all the twistings
-and turnings of life’s road the sense of a larger humanity that needs
-spiritual and material succor, of the individual spiritual life of
-ideal interests, is a task of virtue that will tax the resources of
-any man or woman. Yet here lies the true virtue of middle age,--to use
-its splendid powers to enhance the social and individual life round
-one, to radiate influence that transforms and elevates. The secret
-of such a radiant personality seems to be that one, while mingling
-freely in the stress of everyday life, sees all its details in the
-light of larger principles, against the background of their social
-meaning. In other words, it is a virtue of middle life to be socially
-self-conscious. And this spirit is the best protector against the
-ravages of the tough material world. Only by this social consciousness
-can that toughness be softened. The image of the world the way it ought
-to be must never be lost sight of in the picture of the world the way
-it is.
-
-This conservation of the spirit is even more necessary for the woman
-than for the man. The active life of the latter makes it fairly
-certain that he, while he may become hard and callous, will at least
-retain some sort of grip on the world’s bigger movements. There is
-no such certainty for the mother. Indeed, she seems often to take a
-real pleasure in voluntarily offering up in sacrifice at the time of
-marriage what few ideal interests and tastes she has. The spectacle
-of the young mother devoting all her time and strength to her children
-and husband, and surrendering all other interests to the interests of
-the home, is usually considered inspiring and attractive, especially by
-the men. Not so attractive is she thirty years later, when, her family
-cares having lapsed and her children scattered, she is left high and
-dry in the world. If she then takes a well-earned rest, it seems a
-pity that that rest should be so generally futile and uninteresting.
-Without interests and tastes, and with no longer any useful function in
-society, she is relegated to the most trivial amusements and pursuits.
-Idle and vapid, she finds nothing to do but fritter away her time. The
-result is a really appalling waste of economic and social energy in
-middle age. Now it is the virtue of this season of life to avoid all
-this. The woman as well as the man must realize that her home is not
-bounded by the walls of the house, that it has wider implications,
-leading out into all the interests of the community and the state. That
-women of this age have not yet learned to be good mothers and good
-citizens at the same time, does not show that it is impossible, but
-that it is a virtue that requires more resolution than our morality
-has been willing to exhibit. The relish of right and wrong must be a
-relish of social right and wrong as well as of individual.
-
-As middle age passes on into old age, however, one earns a certain
-right of relaxation. If there is no right to let go the sympathy
-for the virtues of youth and the conservation of its spirit, there
-comes the right to give over some of the aggressive activity. To
-youth belongs the practical action. At no other age is there the same
-impulse and daring. The virtue of later middle age is to encourage
-and support, rather than actively engage. It is true we have never
-learned this lesson. We still surrender to semi-old men the authority
-to govern us, think for us, act for us. We endow them with spiritual
-as well as practical leadership, and allow them to strip youth of
-its opportunities and powers. We permit them to rule not only their
-own but all the generations. If we could be sure that their rule
-meant progress, we could trust them to guide us. But, in these times
-at least, it seems to mean nothing so much as a last fight for a
-discredited undemocratic philosophy that modern youth are completely
-through with. From this point of view one of the virtues of this middle
-season of life will be the imaginative understanding of youth’s
-purposes and radical ideals. At that age, one no longer needs the same
-courage to face the battles of life; they are already most of them
-irrevocably won or lost. There is not the same claim of temperance; the
-passions and ambitions are relaxed. The sense of justice and democracy
-will have become a habit or else they will have been forever lost. Only
-the need of wisdom remains,--that unworldly wisdom which mellowing
-years can bring, which sees through the disturbance and failure of life
-the truth and efficacy of youth’s ideal vision.
-
-Old age is such a triumph that it may almost be justly relieved of any
-burden of virtues or duties; it is so unique and beautiful that the
-old should be given the perfect freedom of the moral city. So splendid
-a victory is old age over the malign forces of disease and weakness
-and death that one is tempted to say that its virtue lies simply in
-being old. Those virtues of youth which grew out of the crises and
-temptations, physical and spiritual, of early life, are no longer
-relevant. There may come instead the quieter virtues of contentment
-and renunciation. Old people have few crises and few temptations; they
-live in the past and not in the future, as youth does. They cannot
-be required, therefore, to have that scorn for tradition which is the
-virtue of youth. They can keep alive for us the tradition that _is_
-vital, and from them we can learn many things.
-
-The value of their experience to us is not that it teaches us to avoid
-their mistakes, for we must try all things for ourselves. The older
-generation, it is true, often flatters itself that its mistakes somehow
-make for our benefit, because we learn from their errors to avoid
-the pitfalls into which they came. But there is no making mistakes
-by the proxy of a former generation. The world has moved on in the
-mean time; the pitfalls are new, and we shall only entangle ourselves
-the more by adopting the methods of our ancestors in getting out of
-the difficulties. But the value of an old man’s experience is that
-he has preserved in it the living tradition and hands down to us old
-honesties, old sincerities, and old graces, that have been crushed in
-the rough-and-tumble of modern life. It is not tradition in itself
-that is dangerous, but only dead tradition that has no meaning for the
-present and is a mere weight on our progress. Such is the legal and
-economic tradition given to us by our raucous, middle-aged leaders of
-opinion, adopted by them through motives of present gain, and not
-through sincere love of the past.
-
-But old men, looking back over the times in which they have lived,
-throw a poetic glamour over the past and make it live again. They see
-it idealized, but it is the _real_ that they see idealized. An old man
-of personality and charm has the faculty of cutting away from the past
-the dead wood, and preserving for us the living tissue which we can
-graft profitably on our own growing present. Old men have much of the
-disinterestedness of youth; they have no ulterior motive in giving us
-the philosophy of their past. The wisest of them instinctively select
-what is vital for our present nourishment. It is not old men that youth
-has to fear, but the semi-old, who have lost touch with their youth,
-and have not lived long enough to get the disinterested vision of their
-idealized past. But old men who have lived this life of radical virtue
-are the best of teachers; they distill the perfume of the past, and
-bring it to us to sweeten our present. Such men grow old only in body.
-The radical spirit of youth has the power of abolishing considerations
-of age; the body changes, but the spirit remains the same. In this
-sense, it is the virtue of old age not to become old.
-
-The besetting sin of this season of life is apathy. Old age should not
-be a mere waiting for death. The fact that we cannot reconcile death
-with life shows that they ought not to be discussed in the same terms.
-They belong to two different orders. Death has no part in life, and in
-life there can be no such thing as preparation for death. An old man
-lives to his appointed time, and then his life ends; but the life up to
-that ending, barring the loss of his faculties, has been all life and
-not a whit death. Old men do not fear death as much as do young men,
-and this calmness is not so much a result of disillusionment with life
-as a recognition that their life has been lived, their work finished,
-the cycle of their activity rounded off. One virtue of old age, then,
-is to live as fully at the height of one’s powers as strength will
-permit, passing out of life serene and unreluctant, with willingness to
-live and yet with willingness to die. To know an old man who has grown
-old slowly, taking the seasons as they came, conserving the spirit of
-his youthful virtues, mellowing his philosophy of life, acquiring a
-clearer, saner, and more beautiful outlook on human nature and all its
-spiritual values with each passing year, is an education in the virtues
-of life. The virtues which produce an old age such as this do not cut
-across the grain of life, but enhance and conserve the vital impulses
-and forces. Such an old age is the crowning evidence of the excellent
-working of the soul. A life needs no other proof than this that each
-season has known its proper virtue and healthful activity.
-
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-
-
-IV
-
-THE LIFE OF IRONY
-
-
-I could never, until recently, divest myself of the haunting feeling
-that being ironical had something to do with the entering of the iron
-into one’s soul. I thought I knew what irony was, and I admired it
-immensely. I could not believe that there was something metallic and
-bitter about it. Yet this sinister connotation of a clanging, rasping
-meanness of spirit, which I am sure it has still in many people’s
-minds, clung about it, until one happy day my dictionary told me that
-the iron had never entered into the soul at all, but the soul into
-the iron (St. Jerome had read the psalm wrong), and that irony was
-Greek, with all the free, happy play of the Greek spirit about it,
-letting in fresh air and light into others’ minds and our own. It
-was to the Greek an incomparable method of intercourse, the rub of
-mind against mind by the simple use of simulated ignorance and the
-adoption, without committing one’s self, of another’s point of view.
-Not until I read the Socrates of Plato did I fully appreciate that
-this irony,--this pleasant challenging of the world, this insistent
-judging of experience, this sense of vivid contrasts and incongruities,
-of comic juxtapositions, of flaring brilliancies, and no less
-heartbreaking impossibilities, of all the little parts of one’s world
-being constantly set off against each other, and made intelligible only
-by being translated into and defined in each others’ terms,--that this
-was a life, and a life of beauty, that one might suddenly discover
-one’s self living all unawares. And if one could judge one’s own feeble
-reflection, it was a life that had no room for iron within its soul.
-
-We should speak not of the Socratic method but of the Socratic life.
-For irony is a life rather than a method. A life cannot be taken
-off and put on again at will; a method can. To be sure, some people
-talk of life exactly as if it were some portable commodity, or some
-exchangeable garment. We must live, they cry, as if we were about to
-begin. And perhaps they are. Only some of us would rather die than live
-that puny life that they can adopt and cover themselves with. Irony is
-too rich and precious a thing to be capable of such transmission. The
-ironist is born and not made. This critical attitude towards life, this
-delicious sense of contrasts that we call irony, is not a pose or an
-amusement. It is something that colors every idea and every feeling of
-the man who is so happy as to be endowed with it.
-
-Most people will tell you, I suppose, that the religious conviction
-of salvation is the only permanently satisfying coloring of life. In
-the splendid ironists, however, one sees a sweeter, more flexible and
-human principle of life, adequate, without the buttress of supernatural
-belief, to nourish and fortify the spirit. In the classic ironist of
-all time, irony shows an inherent nobility, a nobility that all ages
-have compared favorably with the Christian ideal. Lacking the spur of
-religious emotion, the sweetness of irony may be more difficult to
-maintain than the mood of belief. But may it not for that very reason
-be judged superior, for is it not written, He that endureth unto the
-end shall be saved?
-
-It is not easy to explain the quality of that richest and most
-satisfying background of life. It lies, I think, in a vivid and intense
-feeling of aliveness which it gives. Experience comes to the ironist in
-little darts or spurts, with the added sense of contrast. Most men, I
-am afraid, see each bit of personal experience as a unit, strung more
-or less loosely on a string of other mildly related bits. But the
-man with the ironical temperament is forced constantly to compare and
-contrast his experience with what was, or what might be, or with what
-ought to be, and it is the shocks of these comparisons and contrasts
-that make up his inner life. He thinks he leads a richer life, because
-he feels not only the individual bits but the contrasts besides in all
-their various shadings and tints. To this sense of impingement of facts
-upon life is due a large part of this vividness of irony; and the rest
-is due to the alertness of the ironical mind. The ironist is always
-critically awake. He is always judging, and watching with inexhaustible
-interest, in order that he may judge. Now irony in its best sense is an
-exquisite sense of proportion, a sort of spiritual tact in judging the
-values and significances of experience. This sense of being spiritually
-alive which ceaseless criticism of the world we live in gives us,
-combined with the sense of power which free and untrammeled judging
-produces in us, is the background of irony. And it should be a means to
-the truest goodness.
-
-Socrates made one mistake,--knowledge is not goodness. But it is a step
-towards judging, and good judgment is the true goodness. For it is on
-judgment impelled by desire that we act. The clearer and cleaner our
-judgments then, the more definite and correlated our actions. And the
-great value of these judgments of irony is that they are not artificial
-but spring naturally out of life. Irony, the science of comparative
-experience, compares things not with an established standard but with
-each other, and the values that slowly emerge from the process, values
-that emerge from one’s own vivid reactions, are constantly revised,
-corrected, and refined by that same sense of contrast. The ironic
-life is a life keenly alert, keenly sensitive, reacting promptly with
-feelings of liking or dislike to each bit of experience, letting none
-of it pass without interpretation and assimilation, a life full and
-satisfying,--indeed a rival of the religious life.
-
-The life of irony has the virtues of the religious life without its
-defects. It expresses the aggressive virtues without the quiescence of
-resignation. For the ironist has the courageous spirit, the sympathetic
-heart and the understanding mind, and can give them full play,
-unhampered by the searching introspection of the religious mind that
-often weakens rather than ennobles and fortifies. He is at one with the
-religious man in that he hates apathy and stagnation, for they mean
-death. But he is superior in that he attacks apathy of intellect and
-personality as well as apathy of emotion. He has a great conviction
-of the significance of all life, the lack of which conviction is the
-most saddening feature of the religious temperament. The religious
-man pretends that every aspect of life has meaning for him, but in
-practice he constantly minimizes the noisier and vivider elements. He
-is essentially an aristocrat in his interpretation of values, while the
-ironist is incorrigibly a democrat. Religion gives a man an intimacy
-with a few selected and rarified virtues and moods, while irony makes
-him a friend of the poor and lowly among spiritual things. When the
-religious man is healing and helping, it is at the expense of his
-spiritual comfort; he must tear himself away from his companions and go
-out grimly and sacrificingly into the struggle. The ironist, living his
-days among the humbler things, feels no such severe call to service.
-And yet the ironist, since he has no citadel of truth to defend, is
-really the more adventurous. Life, not fixed in predestined formulas or
-measurable by fixed, immutable standards, is fluid, rich and exciting.
-To the ironist it is both discovery and creation. His courage seeks
-out the obscure places of human personality, and his sympathy and
-understanding create new interests and enthusiasms in the other minds
-upon which they play. And these new interests in turn react upon his
-own life, discovering unexpected vistas there, and creating new insight
-into the world that he lives in. That democratic, sympathetic outlook
-upon the feelings and thoughts and actions of men and women is the life
-of irony.
-
-That life is expressed in the social intercourse of ourselves with
-others. The daily fabric of the life of irony is woven out of our
-critical communings with ourselves and the personalities of our friend,
-and the people with whom we come in contact. The ironist, by adopting
-another’s point of view and making it his own in order to carry light
-and air into it, literally puts himself in the other man’s place.
-Irony is thus the truest sympathy. It is no cheap way of ridiculing an
-opponent by putting on his clothes and making fun of him. The ironist
-has no opponent, but only a friend. And in his irony he is helping that
-friend to reveal himself. That half-seriousness, that solemn treatment
-of the trivial and trivial treatment of the solemn which is the pattern
-of the ironist’s talk is but his way of exhibiting the unexpected
-contrasts and shadings that he sees to be requisite to the keenest
-understanding of the situation. The ironist borrows and exchanges
-and appropriates ideas and gives them a new setting in juxtaposition
-with others, but he never burlesques or caricatures or exaggerates
-them. If an idea is absurd, the slightest change of environment will
-show that absurdity. The mere transference of an idea to another’s
-mouth will bring to light all its hidden meaninglessness. It needs no
-extraneous aid. If an idea is hollow, it will show itself cowering
-against the intellectual background of the ironist like the puny,
-shivering thing it is. If a point of view cannot bear being adopted
-by another person, if it is not hardy enough to be transplanted, it
-has little right to exist at all. This world is no hothouse for ideas
-and attitudes. Too many outworn ideas are skulking in dark retreats,
-sequestered from the light; every man has great sunless stretches in
-his soul where base prejudices lurk and flourish. On these the white
-light of irony is needed to play. And it delights the ironist to watch
-them shrivel and decay under that light. The little tabooed regions of
-well-bred people, the “things we never mention,” the basic biases and
-assumptions that underlie the lives and thinking of every class and
-profession, our second-hand dogmas and phrases,--all these live and
-thrive because they have never been transplanted, or heard from the
-lips of another. The dictum that “the only requisites for success are
-honesty and merit,” which we applaud so frantically from the lips of
-the successful, becomes a ghastly irony in the mouth of an unemployed
-workingman. There would be a frightful mortality of points of view
-could we have a perfectly free exchange such as this. Irony is just
-this temporary borrowing and lending. Many of our cherished ideals
-would lose half their validity were they put bodily into the mouths
-of the less fortunate. But if irony destroys some ideals it builds up
-others. It tests ideals by their social validity, by their general
-interchangeability among all sorts of people and the world, but if it
-leaves the foundations of many in a shaky condition and renders more
-simply provisional, those that it does leave standing are imperishably
-founded in the common democratic experience of all men.
-
-To the ironist it seems that the irony is not in the speaking but in
-the things themselves. He is a poor ironist who would consciously
-distort, or attempt to make another’s idea appear in any light except
-its own. Absurdity is an intrinsic quality of so many things that they
-only have to be touched to reveal it. The deadliest way to annihilate
-the unoriginal and the insincere is to let it speak for itself. Irony
-is this letting things speak for themselves and hang themselves by
-their own rope. Only, it repeats the words after the speaker, and
-adjusts the rope. It is the commanding touch of a comprehending
-personality that dissolves the seemingly tough husk of the idea.
-The ironical method might be compared to the acid that develops a
-photographic plate. It does not distort the image, but merely brings
-clearly to the light all that was implicit in the plate before. And
-if it brings the picture to the light with values reversed, so does
-irony revel in a paradox, which is simply a photographic negative of
-the truth, truth with the values reversed. But turn the negative ever
-so slightly so that the light falls upon it, and the perfect picture
-appears in all its true values and beauty. Irony, we may say then, is
-the photography of the soul. The picture goes through certain changes
-in the hands of the ironist, but without these changes the truth would
-be simply a blank, unmeaning surface. The photograph is a synonym for
-deadly accuracy. Similarly the ironist insists always on seeing things
-as they are. He is a realist, whom the grim satisfaction of seeing the
-truth compensates for any sordidness that it may bring along with it.
-Things as they are, thrown against the background of things as they
-ought to be,--this is the ironist’s vision. I should like to feel that
-the vision of the religious man is not too often things as they are,
-thrown against the background of things as they ought not to be.
-
-The ironist is the only man who makes any serious attempt to
-distinguish between fresh and second-hand experience. Our minds are so
-unfortunately arranged that all sorts of beliefs can be accepted and
-propagated quite independently of any rational or even experimental
-basis at all. Nature does not seem to care very much whether our ideas
-are true or not, as long as we get on through life safely enough.
-And it is surprising on what an enormous amount of error we can get
-along comfortably. We cannot be wrong on every point or we should
-cease to live, but so long as we are empirically right in our habits,
-the truth or falsity of our ideas seems to have little effect upon
-our comfort. We are born into a world that is an inexhaustible store
-of ready-made ideas, stored up in tradition, in books, and in every
-medium of communication between our minds and others. All we have to
-do is to accept this predigested nourishment, and ask no questions.
-We could live a whole life without ever making a really individual
-response, without providing ourselves out of our own experience with
-any of the material that our mind works on. Many of us seem to be just
-this kind of spiritual parasite. We may learn and absorb and grow, up
-to a certain point. But eventually something captures us: we become
-encased in a suit of armor, and invulnerable to our own experience. We
-have lost the faculty of being surprised. It is this encasing that the
-ironist fears, and it is the ironical method that he finds the best for
-preventing it. Irony keeps the waters in motion, so that the ice never
-has a chance to form. The cut-and-dried life is easy to form because
-it has no sense of contrast; everything comes to one on its own terms,
-vouching for itself, and is accepted or rejected on its own good looks,
-and not for its fitness and place in the scheme of things.
-
-This is the courage and this the sympathy of irony. Have they not
-a beauty of their own comparable in excellence with the paler glow
-of religious virtue? And the understanding of the ironist although
-aggressive and challenging has its justification, too. For he is mad
-to understand the world, to get to the bottom of other personalities.
-That is the reason for his constant classification. The ironist is
-the most dogmatic of persons. To understand you he must grasp you
-firmly, or he must pin you down definitely; if he accidentally nails
-you fast to a dogma that you indignantly repudiate, you must blame
-his enthusiasm and not his method. Dogmatism is rarely popular, and
-the ironist of course suffers. It hurts people’s eyes to see a strong
-light, and the pleasant mist-land of ideas is much more emotionally
-warming than the clear, sunny region of transmissible phrases. How the
-average person wriggles and squirms under these piercing attempts to
-corner his personality! “Tell me what you mean!” or “What do you see
-in it?” are the fatal questions that the ironist puts, and who shall
-censure him if he does display the least trace of malicious delight as
-he watches the half-formed baby ideas struggle towards the light, or
-scurry around frantically to find some decent costume in which they may
-appear in public?
-
-The judgments of the ironist are often discounted as being too
-sweeping. But he has a valid defense. Lack of classification is
-annihilation of thought. Even the newest philosophy will admit that
-classification is a necessary evil. Concepts are indispensable,--and
-yet each concept falsifies. The ironist must have as large a stock as
-possible, but he must have a stock. And even the unjust classification
-is marvelously effective. The ironist’s name for his opponent is a
-challenge to him. The more sweeping it is, the more stimulus it gives
-him to repel the charge. He must explain just how he is unique and
-individual in his attitude. And in this explanation he reveals and
-discovers all that the ironist wishes to know about him. A handful of
-epithets is thus the ammunition of the ironist. He must call things
-by what seem to him to be their right names. In a sense, the ironist
-assumes the prisoner to be guilty until he proves himself innocent;
-but it is always in order that justice may be done, and that he may
-come to learn the prisoner’s soul and all the wondrous things that are
-contained there.
-
-It is this passion for comprehension that explains the ironist’s
-apparently scandalous propensity to publicity. Nothing seems to him too
-sacred to touch, nothing too holy for him to become witty about. There
-are no doors locked to him, there is nothing that can make good any
-claim of resistance to scrutiny. His free and easy manner of including
-everything within the sweep of his vision is but his recognition,
-however, of the fact that nothing is really so serious as we think it
-is, and nothing quite so petty. The ironist will descend in a moment
-from a discussion of religion to a squabble over a card-game, and he
-will defend himself with the reflection that religion is after all a
-human thing and must be discussed in the light of everyday living,
-and that the card-game is an integral part of life, reveals the
-personalities of the players--and his own to himself--and being worthy
-of his interest is worthy of his enthusiasm. The ironist is apt to
-test things by their power to interest as much as by their nobility,
-and if he sees the incongruous and inflated in the lofty, so he sees
-the significant in the trivial and raises it from its low degree.
-Many a mighty impostor does he put down from his seat. The ironist is
-the great intellectual democrat, in whose presence and before whose
-law all ideas and attitudes stand equal. In his world there is no
-privileged caste, no aristocracy of sentiments to be reverenced, or
-segregated systems of interests to be tabooed. Nothing human is alien
-to the ironist; the whole world is thrown open naked to the play of his
-judgment.
-
-In the eyes of its detractors, irony has all the vices of democracy.
-Its publicity seems mere vulgarity, its free hospitality seems to shock
-all ideas of moral worth. The ironist is but a scoffer, they say, with
-weapon leveled eternally at all that is good and true and sacred. The
-adoption of another’s point of view seems little better than malicious
-dissimulation,--the repetition of others’ words, an elaborate mockery;
-the ironist’s eager interest seems a mere impudence or a lack of
-finer instincts; his interest in the trivial, the last confession of
-a mean spirit; and his love of classifying, a proof of his poverty
-of imaginative resource. Irony, in other words, is thought to be
-synonymous with cynicism. But the ironist is no cynic. His is a kindly,
-not a sour interest in human motives. He wants to find out how the
-human machine runs, not to prove that it is a worthless, broken-down
-affair. He accepts it as it comes, and if he finds it curiously feeble
-and futile in places, blame not him but the nature of things. He finds
-enough rich compensation in the unexpected charm that he constantly
-finds himself eliciting. The ironist sees life steadily and sees it
-whole; the cynic only a distorted fragment.
-
-If the ironist is not cynic, neither is he merely a dealer in satire,
-burlesque and ridicule. Irony may be the raw material, innocent in
-itself but capable of being put to evil uses. But it involves neither
-the malice of satire, nor the horse-play of burlesque, nor the stab of
-ridicule. Irony is infinitely finer and more delicate and impersonal.
-The satirist is always personal and concrete, but the ironist deals
-with general principles, and broad aspects of human nature. It cannot
-be too much emphasized that the function of the ironist is not to
-make fun of people, but to give their souls an airing. The ironist
-is a judge on the bench, giving men a public hearing. He is not an
-aggressive spirit who goes about seeking whom he may devour, or a
-spiritual lawyer who courts litigation, but the judge before whom file
-all the facts of his experience, the people he meets, the opinions
-he hears or reads, his own attitudes and prepossessions. If any are
-convicted they are self-convicted. The judge himself is passive,
-merciful, lenient. There is judgment, but no punishment. Or rather, the
-trial itself is the punishment. Now satire is all that irony is not.
-The satirist is the aggressive lawyer, fastening upon particular people
-and particular qualities. But irony is no more personal than the sun
-that sends his flaming darts into the world. The satirist is a purely
-practical man, with a business instinct, bent on the main chance and
-the definite object. He is often brutal, and always overbearing; the
-ironist never. Irony may wound from the very fineness and delicacy of
-its attack, but the wounding is incidental. The sole purpose of the
-satirist and the burlesquer is to wound, and they test their success
-by the deepness of the wound. But irony tests its own by the amount
-of generous light and air it has set flowing through an idea or a
-personality, and the broad significance it has revealed in neglected
-things.
-
-If irony is not brutal, neither is it merely critical and destructive.
-The world has some reason, it is true, to complain against the rather
-supercilious judiciousness of the ironist. “Who are you to judge us?”
-it cries. The world does not like to feel the scrutinizing eyes of the
-ironist as he sits back in his chair; does not like to feel that the
-ironist is simply studying it and amusing himself at its expense. It
-is uneasy, and acts sometimes as if it did not have a perfectly clear
-conscience. To this uncomfortableness the ironist can retort,--“What
-is it that you are afraid to have known about you?” If the judgment
-amuses him, so much the worse for the world. But if the idea of the
-ironist as judge implies that his attitude is wholly detached, wholly
-objective, it is an unfortunate metaphor. For he is as much part and
-parcel of the human show as any of the people he studies. The world
-is no stage, with the ironist as audience. His own personal reactions
-with the people about him form all the stuff of his thoughts and
-judgments. He has a personal interest in the case; his own personality
-is inextricably mingled in the stream of impressions that flows
-past him. If the ironist is destructive, it is his own world that
-he is destroying; if he is critical, it is his own world that he is
-criticizing. And his irony is his critique of life.
-
-This is the defense of the ironist against the charge that he has
-a purely æsthetic attitude towards life. Too often, perhaps, the
-sparkling clarity of his thought, the play of his humor, the easy
-sense of superiority and intellectual command that he carries off,
-make his irony appear as rather the æsthetic nourishment of his life
-than an active way of doing and being. His rather detached air makes
-him seem to view people as means, not ends in themselves. With his
-delight in the vivid and poignant he is prone to see picturesqueness
-in the sordid, and tolerate evils that he should condemn. For all
-his interest and activity, it is said that he does not really care.
-But this æsthetic taint to his irony is really only skin-deep. The
-ironist is ironical not because he does not care, but because he cares
-too much. He is feeling the profoundest depths of the world’s great
-beating, laboring heart, and his playful attitude towards the grim and
-sordid is a necessary relief from the tension of too much caring. It
-is his salvation from unutterable despair. The terrible urgency of the
-reality of poverty and misery and exploitation would be too strong upon
-him. Only irony can give him a sense of proportion, and make his life
-fruitful and resolute. It can give him a temporary escape, a slight
-momentary reconciliation, a chance to draw a deep breath of resolve
-before plunging into the fight. It is not a palliative so much as a
-perspective. This is the only justification of the æsthetic attitude,
-that, if taken provisionally, it sweetens and fortifies. It is only
-deadly when adopted as absolute. The kind of æsthetic irony that Pater
-and Omar display is a paralyzed, half-seeing, half-caring reflection
-on life,--a tame, domesticated irony with its wings cut, an irony that
-furnishes a justification and a command to inaction. It is the result
-not of exquisitely refined feelings, but of social anæsthesia. Their
-irony, cut off from the great world of men and women and boys and girls
-and their intricate interweavings and jostlings and incongruities,
-turns pale and sickly and numb. The ironist has no right to see beauty
-in things unless he really cares. The æsthetic sense is harmless only
-when it is both ironical and social.
-
-Irony is thus a cure for both optimism and pessimism. Nothing is so
-revolting to the ironist as the smiling optimist, who testifies in his
-fatuous heedlessness to the desirability of this best of all possible
-worlds. But the ironist has always an incorrigible propensity to see
-the other side. The hopeless maladjustment of too many people to their
-world, of their bondage in the iron fetters of circumstance,--all
-this is too glaring for the ironist’s placidity. When he examines
-the beautiful picture, too often the best turns worst to him. But if
-optimism is impossible to the ironist, so is pessimism. The ironist
-may have a secret respect for the pessimist,--he at least has felt
-the bitter tang of life, and has really cared,--but he feels that
-the pessimist lacks. For if the optimist is blind, the pessimist is
-hypnotized. He is abnormally suggestive to evil. But clear-sighted
-irony sees that the world is too big and multifarious to be evil
-at heart. Something beautiful and joyous lurks even in the most
-hapless,--a child’s laugh in a dreary street, a smile on the face of a
-weary woman. It is this saving quality of irony that both optimist and
-pessimist miss. And since plain common sense tells us that things are
-never quite so bad or quite so good as they seem, the ironist carries
-conviction into the hearts of men in their best moments.
-
-The ironist is a person who counts in the world. He has all sorts of
-unexpected effects on both the people he goes with and himself. His
-is an insistent personality; he is as troublesome as a missionary.
-And he is a missionary; for, his own purpose being a comprehension of
-his fellows’ souls, he makes them conscious of their own souls. He
-is a hard man; he will take nothing on reputation; he will guarantee
-for himself the qualities of things. He will not accept the vouchers
-of the world that a man is wise, or clever, or sincere, behind the
-impenetrable veil of his face. He must probe until he elicits the
-evidence of personality, until he gets at the peculiar quality which
-distinguishes that individual soul. For the ironist is after all a
-connoisseur in personality, and if his conversation partakes too
-often of the character of cross-examination, it is only as a lover of
-the beautiful, a possessor of taste, that he inquires. He does not
-want to see people squirm, but he does want to see whether they are
-alive or not. If he pricks too hard, it is not from malice, but merely
-from error in his estimation of the toughness of their skins. What
-people are inside is the most interesting question in the world to the
-ironist. And in finding out he stirs them up. Many a petty doubting
-spirit does he challenge and bully into a sort of self-respect. And
-many a bag of wind does he puncture. But his most useful function
-is this of stimulating thought and action. The ironist forces his
-friends to move their rusty limbs and unhinge the creaking doors of
-their minds. The world needs more ironists. Shut up with one’s own
-thoughts, one loses the glow of life that comes from frank exchange
-of ideas with many kinds of people. Too many minds are stuffy, dusty
-rooms into which the windows have never been opened,--minds heavy
-with their own crotchets, cluttered up with untested theories and
-conflicting sympathies that have never got related in any social way.
-The ironist blows them all helter-skelter, sweeps away the dust, and
-sets everything in its proper place again. Your solid, self-respectful
-mind, the ironist confesses he can do little with; it is not of his
-world. He comes to freshen and tone up the stale minds. The ironist is
-the great purger and cleanser of life. Irony is a sort of spiritual
-massage, rubbing the souls of men. It may seem rough to some tender
-souls, but it does not sere or scar them. The strong arm of the ironist
-restores the circulation, and drives away anæmia.
-
-On the ironist himself the effect of irony is even more invigorating.
-We can never really understand ourselves without at least a touch of
-irony. The interpretation of human nature without is a simple matter
-in comparison with the comprehension of that complex of elations and
-disgusts, inhibitions and curious irrational impulses that we call
-ourselves. It is not true that by examining ourselves and coming to
-an understanding of the way we behave we understand other people, but
-that by the contrasts and little revelations of our friends we learn
-to interpret ourselves. Introspection is no match for irony as a
-guide. The most illuminating experience that we can have is a sudden
-realization that had we been in the other person’s place we should have
-acted precisely as he did. To the ironist this is no mere intellectual
-conviction that, after all, none of us are perfect, but a vivid
-emotional experience which has knit him with that other person in one
-moment in a bond of sympathy that could have been acquired in no other
-way. Those minds that lack the touch of irony are too little flexible,
-or too heavily buttressed with self-esteem to make this sudden change
-of attitudes. The ironist, one might almost say, gets his brotherhood
-intuitively, feels the sympathy and the oneness in truth before he
-thinks them. The ironist is the only man who really gets outside of
-himself. What he does for other people,--that is, picking out a little
-piece of their souls and holding it up for their inspection,--he does
-for himself. He gets thus an objective view of himself. The unhealthy
-indoor brooding of introspection is artificial and unproductive,
-because it has no perspective or contrast. But the ironist with
-his constant outdoor look sees his own foibles and humiliations in
-the light of those of other people. He acquires a more tolerant,
-half-amused, half-earnest attitude toward himself. His self-respect
-is nourished by the knowledge that whatever things discreditable and
-foolish and worthless he has done, he has seen them approximated by
-others, and yet his esteem is kept safely pruned down by the recurring
-evidence that nothing he has is unique. He is poised in life, ready to
-soar or to walk as the occasion demands. He is pivoted, susceptible to
-every stimulus, and yet chained so that he cannot be flung off into
-space by his own centrifugal force.
-
-Irony has the same sweetening and freshening effect on one’s own life
-that it has on the lives of those who come in contact with it. It gives
-one a command of one’s resources. The ironist practices a perfect
-economy of material. For he must utilize his wealth constantly and
-over and over again in various shapes and shadings. He may be poor
-in actual material, but out of the contrast and arrangement of that
-slender store he is able, like a kaleidoscope, to make a multifarious
-variety of wonderful patterns. His current coin is, so to speak, kept
-bright by constant exchange. He is infinitely richer than your opulent
-but miserly minds that hoard up facts, and are impotent from the very
-plethora of their accumulations.
-
-Irony is essential to any real honesty. For dishonesty is at bottom
-simply an attempt to save somebody’s face. But the ironist does not
-want any faces saved, neither his own nor those of other people. To
-save faces is to sophisticate human nature, to falsify the facts, and
-miss a delicious contrast, an illuminating revelation of how people
-act. So the ironist is the only perfectly honest man. But he suffers
-for it by acquiring a reputation for impudence. His willingness to
-bear the consequences of his own acts, his quiet insistence that
-others shall bear consequences, seem like mere shamelessness, a lack
-of delicate feeling for “situations.” But accustomed as he is to range
-freely and know no fear nor favor, he despises this reserve as a
-species of timidity or even hypocrisy. It is an irony itself that the
-one temperament that can be said really to appreciate human nature, in
-the sense of understanding it rightly, should be called impudent, and
-it is another that it should be denounced as monstrously egotistical.
-The ironical mind is the only truly modest mind, for its point of view
-is ever outside itself. If it calls attention to itself, it is only as
-another of those fascinating human creatures that pass ever by with
-their bewildering, alluring ways. If it talks about itself, it is only
-as a third person in whom all the talkers are supposed to be eagerly
-interested. In this sense the ironist has lost his egotism completely.
-He has rubbed out the line that separates his personality from the
-rest of the world.
-
-The ironist must take people very seriously, to spend so much time over
-them. He must be both serious and sincere or he would not persist in
-his irony and expose himself to so much misunderstanding. And since it
-is not how people treat him, but simply how they act, that furnishes
-the basis for his appreciation, the ironist finds it easy to forgive.
-He has a way of letting the individual offense slide, in favor of a
-deeper principle. In the act of being grossly misrepresented, he can
-feel a pang of exasperated delight that people should be so dense; in
-the act of being taken in, he can feel the cleverness of it all. He
-becomes for the moment his enemy; and we can always forgive ourselves.
-Even while he is being insulted, or outraged or ignored, he can feel,
-“After all, this is what life is! This is the way we poor human
-creatures behave!” The ironist is thus in a sense vicarious human
-nature. Through that deep, anticipatory sympathy, he is kept clean from
-hate or scorn.
-
-The ironist therefore has a valid defense against all the charges of
-brutality and triviality and irreverence, that the religious man is
-prone to bring against him. He can care more deeply about things
-because he can see so much more widely. And he can take life very
-seriously because it interests him so intensely. And he can feel
-its poignancy and its flux more keenly because he delivers himself
-up bravely to its swirling, many-hued current. The inner peace of
-religion seems gained only at the expense of the reality of living. A
-life such as the life of irony, lived fully and joyously, cannot be
-peaceful; it cannot even be happy, in the sense of calm content and
-satisfaction. But it can be better than either--it can be wise, and it
-can be fruitful. And it can be good, in a way that the life of inner
-peace cannot be. For the life of irony having no reserve and weaving
-itself out of the flux of experience rather than out of eternal values
-has the broad, honest sympathy of democracy, that is impossible to any
-temperament with the aristocratic taint. One advantage the religious
-life has is a salvation in another world to which it can withdraw. The
-life of irony has laid up few treasures in heaven, but many in this
-world. Having gained so much it has much to lose. But its glory is that
-it can lose nothing unless it lose all.
-
-To shafts of fortune and blows of friends or enemies then, the ironist
-is almost impregnable. He knows how to parry each thrust and prepare
-for every emergency. Even if the arrows reach him, all the poison has
-been sucked out of them by his clear, resolute understanding of their
-significance. There is but one weak spot in his armor, but one disaster
-that he fears more almost than the loss of his life,--a shrinkage of
-his environment, a running dry of experience. He fears to be cut off
-from friends and crowds and human faces and speech and books, for
-he demands to be ceaselessly fed. Like a modern city, he is totally
-dependent on a steady flow of supplies from the outside world, and
-will be in danger of starvation, if the lines of communication are
-interrupted. Without people and opinions for his mind to play on, his
-irony withers and faints. He has not the faculty of brooding; he cannot
-mine the depths of his own soul, and bring forth after labor mighty
-nuggets of thought. The flow and swirl of things is his compelling
-interest. His thoughts are reactions, immediate and vivid, to his daily
-experience. Some deep, unconscious brooding must go on, to produce that
-happy precision of judgment of his; but it is not voluntary. He is
-conscious only of the shifting light and play of life; his world is
-dynamic, energetic, changing. He lives in a world of relations, and he
-must have a whole store of things to be related. He has lost himself
-completely in this world he lives in. His ironical interpretation
-of the world is his life, and this world is his nourishment. Take
-away this environmental world and you have slain his soul. He is
-invulnerable to everything except that deprivation.
-
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-V
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-THE EXCITEMENT OF FRIENDSHIP
-
-
-My friends, I can say with truth, since I have no other treasure,
-are my fortune. I really live only when I am with my friends. Those
-sufficient persons who can pass happily long periods of solitude
-communing with their own thoughts and nourishing their own souls
-fill me with a despairing admiration. Their gift of auto-stimulation
-argues a personal power which I shall never possess. Or else it
-argues, as I like to think in self-defense, a callousness of spirit,
-an insensitiveness to the outside influences which nourish and sustain
-the more susceptible mind. And those persons who can shut themselves
-up for long periods and work out their thoughts alone, constructing
-beautiful and orderly representations of their own spirits, are to me a
-continual mystery. I know this is the way that things are accomplished,
-that “monotony and solitude” are necessary for him who would produce
-creative thought. Yet, knowing well this truth, I shun them both. I am
-a battery that needs to be often recharged. I require the excitement
-of friendship; I must have the constant stimulation of friends. I do
-not spark automatically, but must have other minds to rub up against,
-and strike from them by friction the spark that will kindle my thoughts.
-
-When I walk, I must have a friend to talk to, or I shall not even
-think. I am not of those who, like Stevenson, believe that walking
-should be a kind of vegetative stupor, where the sun and air merely
-fill one with a diffused sense of well-being and exclude definite
-thought. The wind should rather blow through the dusty regions of the
-mind, and the sun light up its dark corners, and thinking and talking
-should be saner and higher and more joyful than within doors. But one
-must have a friend along to open the windows. Neither can I sympathize
-with those persons who carry on long chains of reasoning while they
-are traveling or walking. When alone, my thinking is as desultory as
-the scenery of the roadside, and when with a friend, it is apt to
-be as full of romantic surprises as a walk through a woodland glen.
-Good talk is like good scenery--continuous yet constantly varying,
-and full of the charm of novelty and surprise. How unnatural it is
-to think except when one is forced to do it, is discovered when one
-attempts to analyze one’s thoughts when alone. He is a rare genius who
-finds something beyond the mere visual images that float through his
-mind,--either the reflection of what he is actually seeing, or the
-pictorial representations of what he has been doing or what he wants
-or intends to do in the near or far future. We should be shocked to
-confess to ourselves how little control we have over our own minds; we
-shall be lucky if we can believe that we guide them.
-
-Thinking, then, was given us for use in emergencies, and no man can
-be justly blamed if he reserves it for emergencies. He can be blamed,
-however, if he does not expose himself to those crises which will call
-it forth. Now a friend is such an emergency, perhaps the most exciting
-stimulus to thinking that one can find, and if one wants to live beyond
-the vegetative stupor, one must surround one’s self with friends. I
-shall call my friends, then, all those influences which warm me and
-start running again all my currents of thought and imagination. The
-persons, causes, and books that unlock the prison of my intellectual
-torpor, I can justly call my friends, for I find that I feel toward
-them all the same eager joy and inexhaustible rush of welcome. Where
-they differ it shall be in degree and not in kind. The speaker whom
-I hear, the book that I read, the friend with whom I chat, the music
-that I play, even the blank paper before me, which subtly stirs me
-to cover it with sentences that unfold surprisingly and entice me to
-follow until I seem hopelessly lost from the trail,--all these shall be
-my friends as long as I find myself responding to them, and no longer.
-They are all alike in being emergencies that call upon me for instant
-and definite response.
-
-The difference between them lies in their response to me. My personal
-friends react upon me; the lecturers and books and music and pictures
-do not. These are not influenced by my feelings or by what I do. I
-can approach them cautiously or boldly, respond to them slowly or
-warmly, and they will not care. They have a definite quality, and do
-not change; if I respond differently to them at different times, I
-know that it is I and not they who have altered. The excitement of
-friendship does not lie with them. One feels this lack particularly
-in reading, which no amount of enthusiasm can make more than a feeble
-and spiritless performance. The more enthusiasm the reading inspires
-in one, the more one rebels at the passivity into which one is forced.
-I want to get somehow at grips with the book. I can feel the warmth
-of the personality behind it, but I cannot see the face as I can the
-face of a person, lighting and changing with the iridescent play of
-expression. It is better with music; one can get at grips with one’s
-piano, and feel the resistance and the response of the music one plays.
-One gets the sense of aiding somehow in its creation, the lack of which
-feeling is the fatal weakness of reading, though itself the easiest
-and most universal of friendly stimulations. One comes from much
-reading with a sense of depression and a vague feeling of something
-unsatisfied; from friends or music one comes with a high sense of
-elation and of the brimming adequacy of life.
-
-If one could only retain those moments! What a tragedy it is that our
-periods of stimulated thinking should be so difficult of reproduction;
-that there is no intellectual shorthand to take down the keen
-thoughts, the trains of argument, the pregnant thoughts, which spring
-so spontaneously to the mind at such times! What a tragedy that one
-must wait till the fire has died out, till the light has faded away,
-to transcribe the dull flickering remembrances of those golden hours
-when thought and feeling seemed to have melted together, and one
-said and thought what seemed truest and finest and most worthy of
-one’s immortalizing! This is what constitutes the hopeless labor of
-writing,--that one must struggle constantly to warm again the thoughts
-that are cold or have been utterly consumed. What was thought in the
-hours of stimulation must be written in the hours of solitude, when the
-mind is apt to be cold and gray, and when one is fortunate to find on
-the hearth of the memory even a few scattered embers lying about. The
-blood runs sluggish as one sits down to write. What worry and striving
-it takes to get it running freely again! What labor to reproduce even
-a semblance of what seemed to come so genially and naturally in the
-contact and intercourse of friendship!
-
-One of the curious superstitions of friendship is that we somehow
-choose our friends. To the connoisseur in friendship no idea could be
-more amazing and incredible. Our friends are chosen for us by some
-hidden law of sympathy, and not by our conscious wills. All we know
-is that in our reactions to people we are attracted to some and are
-indifferent to others. And the ground of this mutual interest seems
-based on no discoverable principles of similarity of temperament or
-character. We have no time, when meeting a new person, to study him or
-her carefully; our reactions are swift and immediate. Our minds are
-made up instantly,--“friend or non-friend.” By some subtle intuitions,
-we know and have measured at their first words all the possibilities
-which their friendship has in store for us. We get the full quality of
-their personality at the first shock of meeting, and no future intimacy
-changes that quality.
-
-If I am to like a man, I like him at once; further acquaintance
-can only broaden and deepen that liking and understanding. If I am
-destined to respond, I respond at once or never. If I do not respond,
-he continues to be to me as if I had never met him; he does not exist
-in my world. His thoughts, feelings, and interests I can but dimly
-conceive of; if I do think of him it is only as a member of some
-general class. My imaginative sympathy can embrace him only as a type.
-If his interests are in some way forced upon my attention, and my
-imagination is compelled to encompass him as an individual, I find his
-ideas and interests appearing like pale, shadowy things, dim ghosts of
-the real world that my friends and I live in.
-
-Association with such aliens--and how much of our life is necessarily
-spent in their company--is a torture far worse than being actually
-disliked. Probably they do not dislike us, but there is this strange
-gulf which cuts us off from their possible sympathy. A pall seems
-to hang over our spirits; our souls are dumb. It is a struggle and
-an effort to affect them at all. And though we may know that this
-depressing weight which seems to press on us in our intercourse
-with them has no existence, yet this realization does not cure our
-helplessness. We do not exist for them any more than they exist for
-us. They are depressants, not stimulators as are our friends. Our
-words sound singularly futile and half-hearted as they pass our lips.
-Our thoughts turn to ashes as we utter them. In the grip of this
-predestined antipathy we can do nothing but submit and pass on.
-
-But in how different a light do we see our friends! They are no types,
-but each a unique, exhaustless personality, with his own absorbing
-little cosmos of interests round him. And those interests are real and
-vital, and in some way interwoven with one’s own cosmos. Our friends
-are those whose worlds overlap our own, like intersecting circles.
-If there is too much overlapping, however, there is monotony and a
-mutual cancellation. It is, perhaps, a question of attitude as much as
-anything. Our friends must be pointed in the same direction in which we
-are going, and the truest friendship and delight is when we can watch
-each other’s attitude toward life grow increasingly similar; or if not
-similar, at least so sympathetic as to be mutually complementary and
-sustaining.
-
-The wholesale expatriation from our world of all who do not overlap us
-or look at life in a similar direction is so fatal to success that we
-cannot afford to let these subtle forces of friendship and apathy have
-full sway with our souls. To be at the mercy of whatever preordained
-relations may have been set up between us and the people we meet is
-to make us incapable of negotiating business in a world where one
-must be all things to all men. From an early age, therefore, we work,
-instinctively or consciously, to get our reactions under control, so
-as to direct them in the way most profitable to us. By a slow and
-imperceptible accretion of impersonality over the erratic tendencies
-of personal response and feeling, we acquire the professional
-manner, which opens the world wide to us. We become human patterns
-of the profession into which we have fallen, and are no longer
-individual personalities. Men find no difficulty in becoming soon so
-professionalized that their manner to their children at home is almost
-identical with that to their clients in the office. Such an extinction
-of the personality is a costly price to pay for worldly success. One
-has integrated one’s character, perhaps, but at the cost of the zest
-and verve and peril of true friendship.
-
-To those of us, then, who have not been tempted by success, or who
-have been so fortunate as to escape it, friendship is a life-long
-adventure. We do not integrate ourselves, and we have as many sides to
-our character as we have friends to show them to. Quite unconsciously I
-find myself witty with one friend, large and magnanimous with another,
-petulant and stingy with another, wise and grave with another, and
-utterly frivolous with another. I watch with surprise the sudden
-and startling changes in myself as I pass from the influence of one
-friend to the influence of some one else. But my character with each
-particular friend is constant. I find myself, whenever I meet him,
-with much the same emotional and mental tone. If we talk, there is
-with each one some definite subject upon which we always speak and
-which remains perennially fresh and new. If I am so unfortunate as to
-stray accidentally from one of these well-worn fields into another, I
-am instantly reminded of the fact by the strangeness and chill of the
-atmosphere. We are happy only on our familiar levels, but on these
-we feel that we could go on exhaustless forever, without a pang of
-ennui. And this inexhaustibility of talk is the truest evidence of good
-friendship.
-
-Friends do not, on the other hand, always talk of what is nearest
-to them. Friendship requires that there be an open channel between
-friends, but it does not demand that that channel be the deepest in our
-nature. It may be of the shallowest kind and yet the friendship be of
-the truest. For all the different traits of our nature must get their
-airing through friends, the trivial as well as the significant. We let
-ourselves out piecemeal, it seems, so that only with a host of varied
-friends can we express ourselves to the fullest. Each friend calls out
-some particular trait in us, and it requires the whole chorus fitly to
-teach us what we are. This is the imperative need of friendship. A man
-with few friends is only half-developed; there are whole sides of his
-nature which are locked up and have never been expressed. He cannot
-unlock them himself, he cannot even discover them; friends alone can
-stimulate him and open them. Such a man is in prison; his soul is in
-penal solitude. A man must get friends as he would get food and drink
-for nourishment and sustenance. And he must keep them, as he would keep
-health and wealth, as the infallible safeguards against misery and
-poverty of spirit.
-
-If it seems selfish to insist so urgently upon one’s need for friends,
-if it should be asked what we are giving our friends in return for
-all their spiritual fortification and nourishment, the defense would
-have to be, that we give back to them in ample measure what they give
-to us. If we are their friends, we are stimulating them as they are
-stimulating us. They will find that they talk with unusual brilliancy
-when they are with us. And we may find that we have, perhaps, merely
-listened to them. Yet through that curious bond of sympathy which has
-made us friends, we have done as much for them as if we had exerted
-ourselves in the most active way. The only duty of friendship is that
-we and our friends should live at our highest and best when together.
-Having achieved that, we have fulfilled the law.
-
-A good friendship, strange to say, has little place for mutual
-consolations and ministrations. Friendship breathes a more rugged air.
-In sorrow the silent pressure of the hand speaks the emotions, and
-lesser griefs and misfortunes are ignored or glossed over. The fatal
-facility of women’s friendships, their copious outpourings of grief to
-each other, their sharing of wounds and sufferings, their half-pleased
-interest in misfortune,--all this seems of a lesser order than the
-robust friendships of men, who console each other in a much more
-subtle, even intuitive way,--by a constant pervading sympathy which is
-felt rather than expressed. For the true atmosphere of friendship is
-a sunny one. Griefs and disappointments do not thrive in its clear,
-healthy light. When they do appear, they take on a new color. The
-silver lining appears, and we see even our own personal mistakes and
-chagrins as whimsical adventures. It is almost impossible seriously
-to believe in one’s bad luck or failures or incapacity while one is
-talking with a friend. One achieves a sort of transfiguration of
-personality in those moments. In the midst of the high and genial flow
-of intimate talk, a pang may seize one at the thought of the next day’s
-drudgery, when life will be lived alone again; but nothing can dispel
-the ease and fullness with which it is being lived at the moment. It
-is, indeed, a heavy care that will not dissolve into misty air at the
-magic touch of a friend’s voice.
-
-Fine as friendship is, there is nothing irrevocable about it. The
-bonds of friendship are not iron bonds, proof against the strongest of
-strains and the heaviest of assaults. A man by becoming your friend
-has not committed himself to all the demands which you may be pleased
-to make upon him. Foolish people like to test the bonds of their
-friendships, pulling upon them to see how much strain they will stand.
-When they snap, it is as if friendship itself had been proved unworthy.
-But the truth is that good friendships are fragile things and require
-as much care in handling as any other fragile and precious things.
-For friendship is an adventure and a romance, and in adventures it is
-the unexpected that happens. It is the zest of peril that makes the
-excitement of friendship. All that is unpleasant and unfavorable is
-foreign to its atmosphere; there is no place in friendship for harsh
-criticism or fault-finding. We will “take less” from a friend than we
-will from one who is indifferent to us.
-
-Good friendship is lived on a warm, impetuous plane; the long-suffering
-kind of friendship is a feeble and, at best, a half-hearted affair.
-It is friendship in the valley and not on the breezy heights. For the
-secret of friendship is a mutual admiration, and it is the realization
-or suspicion that that admiration is lessening on one side or the other
-that swiftly breaks the charm. Now this admiration must have in it no
-taint of adulation, which will wreck a friendship as soon as suspicion
-will. But it must consist of the conviction, subtly expressed in every
-tone of the voice, that each has found in the other friend a rare
-spirit, compounded of light and intelligence and charm. And there must
-be no open expression of this feeling, but only the silent flattery,
-soft and almost imperceptible.
-
-And in the best of friendships this feeling is equal on both sides.
-Too great a superiority in our friend disturbs the balance, and casts
-a sort of artificial light on the talk and intercourse. We want to
-believe that we are fairly equal to our friends in power and capacity,
-and that if they excel us in one trait, we have some counterbalancing
-quality in another direction. It is the reverse side of this shield
-that gives point to the diabolical insight of the Frenchman who
-remarked that we were never heartbroken by the misfortunes of our
-best friends. If we have had misfortunes, it is not wholly unjust and
-unfortunate that our friends should suffer too. Only their misfortunes
-must not be worse than ours. For the equilibrium is then destroyed,
-and our serious alarm and sympathy aroused. Similarly we rejoice in
-the good fortune of our friends, always provided that it be not too
-dazzling or too undeserved.
-
-It is these aspects of friendship, which cannot be sneered away by the
-reproach of jealousy, that make friendship a precarious and adventurous
-thing. But it is precious in proportion to its precariousness, and its
-littlenesses are but the symptoms of how much friends care, and how
-sensitive they are to all the secret bonds and influences that unite
-them.
-
-Since our friends have all become woven into our very selves, to part
-from friends is to lose, in a measure, one’s self. He is a brave and
-hardy soul who can retain his personality after his friends are gone.
-And since each friend is the key which unlocks an aspect of one’s own
-personality, to lose a friend is to cut away a part of one’s self. I
-may make another friend to replace the loss, but the unique quality
-of the first friend can never be brought back. He leaves a wound which
-heals only gradually. To have him go away is as bad as to have him pass
-to another world. The letter is so miserable a travesty on the personal
-presence, a thin ghost of the thought of the once-present friend. It
-is as satisfactory as a whiff of stale tobacco smoke to the lover of
-smoking.
-
-Those persons and things, then, that inspire us to do our best, that
-make us live at our best, when we are in their presence, that call
-forth from us our latent and unsuspected personality, that nourish and
-support that personality,--those are our friends. The reflection of
-their glow makes bright the darker and quieter hours when they are not
-with us. They are a true part of our widest self; we should hardly have
-a self without them. Their world is one where chagrin and failure do
-not enter. Like the sun-dial, they “only mark the shining hours.”
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-THE ADVENTURE OF LIFE
-
-
-That life is an adventure it needs nothing more than the wonder of
-our being in the world and the precariousness of our stay in it to
-inform us. Although we are, perhaps, as the scientists tell us, mere
-inert accompaniments of certain bundles of organized matter, we tend
-incorrigibly to think of ourselves as unique personalities. And as
-we let our imagination roam over the world and dwell on the infinite
-variety of scenes and thoughts and feelings and forms of life, we
-wonder at the incredible marvel that has placed us just here in this
-age and country and locality where we were born. That it should be
-this particular place and time and body that my consciousness is
-illuminating gives, indeed, the thrill of wonder and adventure to the
-mere fact of my becoming and being.
-
-And as life goes on, the feeling for the precariousness of that being
-grows upon one’s mind. The security of childhood gives place to an
-awareness of the perils of misfortune, disease, and sudden death which
-seem to lie in wait for men and seize them without regard to their
-choices or deserts. We are prone, of course, to believe in our personal
-luck; it is the helplessness of others around us rather that impresses
-us, as we see both friends and strangers visited with the most dreadful
-evils, and with an impartiality of treatment that gradually tends to
-force upon us the conviction that we, too, are not immune. At some
-stage in our life, oftenest perhaps when the first flush of youth is
-past, we are suddenly thrown into a suspicion of life, a dread of
-nameless and unforeseeable ill, and a sober realization of the need
-of circumspection and defense. We discover that we live in a world
-where almost anything is likely to happen. Shocking accidents that
-cut men off in their prime, pain and suffering falling upon the just
-and the unjust, maladjustments and misunderstandings that poison and
-ruin lives,--all these things are daily occurrences in our experience,
-either of personal knowledge or out of that wider experience of our
-reading.
-
-Religion seems to give little consolation in the face of such
-incontrovertible facts. For no belief in Providence can gainsay the
-seeming fact that we are living in a world that is run without regard
-to the health and prosperity of its inhabitants. Whatever its ulterior
-meanings, they do not seem to be adjusted to our scale of values.
-Physical law we can see, but where are the workings of a moral law?
-If they are present, they seem to cut woefully against the grain of
-the best desires and feelings of men. Evil seems to be out of all
-proportion to the ability of its sufferers to bear it, or of its
-chastening and corrective efficacy. Our feelings are too sensitive for
-the assaults which the world makes upon them. If the responsibility
-for making all things work together for his good is laid entirely
-upon man, it is a burden too heavy for his weakness and ignorance to
-bear. And thus we contemplate the old, old problem of evil. And in its
-contemplation, the adventure of life, which should be a tonic and a
-spur, becomes a depressant; instead of nerving, it intimidates, and
-makes us walk cautiously and sadly through life, where we should ride
-fast and shout for joy.
-
-In these modern days, the very wealth of our experience overwhelms us,
-and makes life harder to live in the sight of evil. The broadening of
-communication, giving us a connection through newspapers and magazines
-with the whole world, has made our experience almost as wide as the
-world. In that experience, however, we get all the world’s horrors
-as well as its interests and delights. Thus has it been that this
-widening, which has meant the possibility of living the contemplative
-and imaginative life on an infinitely higher plane than before, has
-meant also a soul-sickness to the more sensitive, because of the
-immense and over-burdening drafts on their sympathy which the new
-experience involved. Although our increased knowledge of the world has
-meant everywhere reform, and has vastly improved and beautified life
-for millions of men, it has at the same time opened a nerve the pain
-of which no opiate has been able to soothe. And along with the real
-increase of longevity and sounder health for civilized man, attained
-through the triumphs of medical science, there has come a renewed
-realization of the shortness and precariousness, at its best, of life.
-The fact that our knowledge of evil is shared by millions of men
-intensifies, I think, our sensitiveness. Through the genius of display
-writers, thousands of readers are enabled to be present imaginatively
-at scenes of horror. The subtle sense of a vast concourse having
-witnessed the scene magnifies its potency to the individual mind, and
-gives it the morbid touch as of crowds witnessing an execution.
-
-Our forefathers were more fortunate, and could contemplate evil more
-philosophically and objectively. Their experience was happily limited
-to what the normal soul could endure. Their evil was confined to
-their vicinity. What dim intelligence of foreign disaster and misery
-leaked in, only served to purify and sober their spirits. Evil did
-not then reverberate around the world as it does now. Their nerves
-were not strained or made raw by the reiterations and expatiations
-on far-away pestilence and famine, gigantic sea disasters, wanton
-murders, or even the shocking living conditions of the great city
-slums. Their imaginations had opportunity to grow healthily, unassailed
-by the morbidities of distant evil, which seems magnified and ominous
-through its very strangeness. They were not forced constantly to ask
-themselves the question, “What kind of a world do we live in anyhow?
-Has it no mercy and no hope?” They were not having constantly thrown
-up to them a justification of the universe. Perhaps it was because
-they were more concerned with personal sin than with objective evil.
-The enormity of sin against their Maker blotted out all transient
-misfortune and death. But it was more likely that the actual ignorance
-of that evil permitted their personal flagrancies to loom up larger in
-their sight. Whatever the cause, there was a difference. We have only
-to compare their literature--solid, complacent, rational--with our
-restless and hectic stuff; or contrast their portraits--well-nourished,
-self-respecting faces--with the cheap or callous or hunted faces that
-we see about us to-day, to get the change in spiritual fibre which this
-opening of the world has wrought. It has been a real eating of the tree
-of the knowledge of good and evil. A social conscience has been born.
-An expansion of soul has been forced upon us. We have the double need
-of a broader vision to assimilate the good that is revealed to us, and
-a stronger courage to bear the evil with which our slowly-bettering old
-world still seems to reek.
-
-But the youth of this modern generation are coming more and more to
-see that the gloom and hysteria of this restless age, with all the
-other seemingly neurotic symptoms of decay, are simply growing-pains.
-They signify a better spiritual health that is to be. The soul is
-now learning to adjust itself to the new conditions, to embrace the
-wide world that is its heritage, and not to reel and stagger before
-the assaults of a malign power. Life will always be fraught with real
-peril, but it is peril which gives us the sense of adventure. And as we
-gain in our command over the resources, both material and spiritual,
-of the world, we shall see the adventure as not so much the peril of
-evil as an opportunity of permanent achievement. We can only cure our
-suffering from the evil in the world by doing all in our power to
-wipe out that which is caused by human blundering, and prevent what
-we can prevent by our control of the forces of nature. Our own little
-personal evils we can dismiss with little thought. Such as have come
-to us we can endure,--for have we not already endured them?--and those
-that we dread we shall not keep away by fear or worry. We can easily
-become as much slaves to precaution as we can to fear. Although we can
-never rivet our fortune so tight as to make it impregnable, we may by
-our excessive prudence squeeze out of the life that we are guarding
-so anxiously all the adventurous quality that makes it worth living.
-In the light of our own problematical misfortune, we must rather live
-freely and easily, taking the ordinary chances and looking To-morrow
-confidently in the face as we have looked To-day. I have come thus far
-safely and well; why may I not come farther?
-
-But in regard to the evil that we see around us, the problem is more
-difficult. Though the youth of this generation hope to conquer, the
-battle is still on. We have fought our way to a knowledge of things as
-they are, and we must now fight our way beyond it. That first fight
-was our first sense of the adventure of life. Our purpose early became
-to track the world relentlessly down to its lair. We were resolute
-to find out the facts, no matter how sinister and barren they proved
-themselves to be. We would make no compromises with our desires,
-or with those weak persons who could not endure the clear light of
-reality. We were scornful in the presence of the superstitions of our
-elders. We could not conceive that sufficient knowledge combined with
-action would not be able to solve all our problems and make clear all
-our path. As our knowledge grew, so did our courage. We pressed more
-eagerly on the trail of this world of ours, purposing to capture and
-tame its mysteries, and reveal it as it is, so that none could doubt
-us. As we penetrated farther, however, into the cave, the path became
-more and more uncertain. We discovered our prey to be far grimmer and
-more dangerous than we had ever imagined. As he turned slowly at bay,
-we discovered that he was not only repulsive but threatening. We were
-sternly prepared to accept him just as we found him, exulting that we
-should know things as they really were. We were ready for the worst,
-and yet somehow not for this worst. We had not imagined him retaliating
-upon us. In our first recoil, the thought flashed upon us that our
-tracking him to his lair might end in his feasting on our bones.
-
-It is somewhat thus that we feel when the full implications of the
-materialism to which we have laboriously fought our way dawn upon
-us, or we realize the full weight of the sodden social misery around
-us. Hitherto we have been so intent on the trail that we have not
-stopped to consider what it all meant. Now that we know, not only
-our own salvation seems threatened, but that of all around us, even
-the integrity of the world itself. In these moments of perplexity
-and alarm, we lose confidence in ourselves and all our values and
-interpretations. To go further seems to be to court despair. We are
-ashamed to retreat, and, besides, have come too far ever to get back
-into the safe plain of ignorance again. The world seems to be revealed
-to us as mechanical in its workings and fortuitous in its origin, and
-the warmth and light of beauty and ideals that we have known all along
-to be our true life seem to be proven illusions. And the wailing of the
-world comes up to us, cast off from any divine assistance, left to the
-mercy of its own weak wills and puny strengths. In this fall, our world
-itself seems to have lost merit, and we feel ourselves almost degraded
-by being a part of it. We have suddenly been deprived of our souls; the
-world seems to have beaten us in our first real battle with it.
-
-Now this despair is partly the result of an excessive responsibility
-that we have taken for the universe. In youth, if we are earnest and
-eager, we tend to take every bit of experience that comes to us,
-as either a justification or a condemnation of the world. We are
-all instinctive monists at that age, and crave a complete whole. As
-we unconsciously construct our philosophy of life, each fact gets
-automatically recorded as confirming or denying the competency of
-the world we live in. Even the first shock of disillusionment, which
-banishes those dreams of a beautiful, orderly, and rational world that
-had suffused childhood with their golden light, did not shatter the
-conviction that there was somehow at least a Lord’s side. The sudden
-closing of the account in the second shock, when the world turns on us,
-shows us how mighty has been the issue at stake,--nothing less than our
-faith in the universe, and, perhaps, in the last resort, of our faith
-in ourselves. We see now that our breathless seriousness of youth was
-all along simply a studying of our crowded experience to see whether it
-was on the Lord’s side or not. And now in our doubt we are left with a
-weight on our souls which is not our own, a burden which we have really
-usurped.
-
-In its adventure with evil, youth must not allow this strange,
-metaphysical responsibility to depress and incapacitate it. We shall
-never face life freely and bravely and worthily if we do. I may wonder,
-it is true, as I look out on these peaceful fields, with the warm
-sun and blue sky above me and the kindly faces of my good friends
-around me, how this can be the same world that houses the millions
-of poor and wretched people in their burning and huddled quarters in
-the city. Can these days, in which I am free to come and go and walk
-and study as I will, be the same that measure out the long hours of
-drudgery to thousands of youth amid the whir of machines, and these
-long restful nights of mine, the same that are for them only gasps
-breaking a long monotony? It must be the same world, however, whether
-we can ever reconcile ourselves to it or not. But we need plainly feel
-no responsibility for what happened previously to our generation. Our
-responsibility now is a collective, a social responsibility. And it is
-only for the evil that society might prevent were it organized wisely
-and justly. Beyond that it does not go. For the accidental evil that is
-showered upon the world, we are not responsible, and we need not feel
-either that the integrity of the universe is necessarily compromised by
-it. It is necessary to be somewhat self-centred in considering it. We
-must trust our own feelings rather than any rational proof. In spite
-of everything, the world seems to us so unconquerably good, it affords
-so many satisfactions, and is so rich in beauty and kindliness, that
-we have a right to assume that there is a side of things that we miss
-in our pessimistic contemplation of misfortune and disaster. We see
-only the outer rind of it. People usually seem to be so much happier
-than we can find any very rational excuse for their being, and that
-old world that confronted us and scared us may look very much worse
-than it really is. And we can remember that adding to the number of the
-sufferers does not intensify the actual quality of the suffering. There
-is no more suffering than one person can bear.
-
-These considerations may allay a little our first terror and despair.
-When we really understand that the world is not damned by the evil in
-it, we shall be ready to see it in its true light as a challenge to our
-heroisms. Not how evil came into the world, but how we are going to get
-it out, becomes the problem. Not by brooding over the hopeless, but by
-laying plans for the possible will we shoulder our true responsibility.
-We shall find then that we had no need of despair. We were on the
-right track. When the world that we were tracking down turned at bay,
-he threatened more than he was able to perform. Not less science but
-more science do we need in order that we may more and more get into
-our control the forces and properties of nature, and guide them for
-our benefit. But we must learn that the interpretation of the world
-lies not in its mechanism but in its meanings, and those meanings we
-find in our values and ideals, which are very real to us. Science
-brings us only to an “area of our dwelling,” as Whitman says. The
-moral adventure of the rising generation will be to learn this truth
-thoroughly, and to reinstate ideals and personality at the heart of the
-world.
-
-Our most favorable battle-ground against evil will for some time at
-least be the social movement. Poverty and sin and social injustice
-we must feel not sentimentally nor so much a symptom of a guilty
-conscience as a call to coöperate with the exploited and sufferers in
-throwing off their ills. Sensitiveness to evil will be most fruitful
-when it rouses a youth to the practical encouragement of the under-men
-to save themselves. Youth to-day needs to “beat the gong of revolt.”
-The oppressed seldom ask for our sympathy, and this is right and
-fitting; for they do not need it. (It might even make them contented
-with their lot.) What they need is the inspiration and the knowledge to
-come into their own. All we can ever do in the way of good to people
-is to encourage them to do good to themselves. “Who would be free,
-himself must strike the blow!” This is the social responsibility of
-modern youth. It must not seek to serve humanity so much as to rouse
-and teach it. The great moral adventure that lies still ahead of us is
-to call men to the expansion of their souls to the wide world which
-has suddenly been revealed to them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Perhaps with that expansion youth will finally effect a reconciliation
-with life of those two supremest and most poignant of adventures: the
-thoughts that cluster around sex, and the fears and hopes that cluster
-around death, the one the gateway into life, the other out of it. Youth
-finds them the two hardest aspects of life to adjust with the rest of
-the world in which we live. They are ever-present and pervasive, and
-yet their manifestations always cause us surprise, and shock us as of
-something unwonted intruding in our daily affairs. They are the unseen
-spectres behind life, of which we are always dimly conscious, but which
-we are always afraid to meet boldly and face to face. We speak of them
-furtively, or in far-away poetical strains. They are the materials
-for the tragedies of life, of its pathos and wistfulness, of its
-splendors and defeats. Yet they are treated always with an incorrigible
-and dishonest delicacy. The world, youth soon finds, is a much less
-orderly and refined place than would appear on the surface of our daily
-intercourse and words. As we put on our best clothes to appear in
-public, so the world puts on its best clothes to appear in talk and
-print.
-
-Men ignore death, as if they were quite unconscious that it would
-sometime come to them, yet who knows how many pensive or terrible
-moments the thought gives them? But the spectre is quite invisible to
-us. Or if they have passions, and respond as sensitively as a vibrating
-string to sex influences and appeals, we have little indication of that
-throbbing life behind the impenetrable veil of their countenances. We
-can know what people think about all other things, even what they think
-about God, but what they think of these two adventures of sex and death
-we never know. It is not so much, I am willing to believe, shame or
-fear that keeps us from making a parade of them, as awe and wonder and
-baffled endeavors to get our attitude towards them into expressible
-form. They are too elemental, too vast and overpowering in their
-workings to fit neatly into this busy, accounted-for, and tied-down
-world of daily life. They are superfluous to what we see as the
-higher meanings of this our life, and irritate us by their clamorous
-insistence and disregard for the main currents of our living. They seem
-irrelevant to life; or rather they overtop its bounty. Their pressure
-to be let in is offensive, and taints and mars irrevocably what would
-otherwise be so pleasant and secure a life. That is, perhaps, why we
-call manifestations of sex activity, obscene, and of death, morbid and
-ghastly.
-
-In these modern days we are adopting a healthier attitude, especially
-towards sex. Perhaps the rising generation will be successful in
-reconciling them both, and working them into our lives, where they may
-be seen in their right relations and proportions, and no longer the
-pleasure of sex and the peace of death seem an illegitimate obtrusion
-into life. To get command of these arch-enemies is an endeavor worthy
-of the moral heroes of to-day. We can get control, it seems, of the
-rest of our souls, but these always lie in wait to torment and harass
-us. To tame this obsession of sex and the fear of death will be a
-Herculean task for youth in the adventure of life. Perhaps some will
-succeed where we have failed. For usually when we try to tame sex, it
-poisons the air around us, and if we try to tame the fear of death by
-resigning ourselves to its inevitability, we find that we have not
-tamed it but only drugged it. At certain times, however, our struggles
-with the winged demons which they send into our minds may constitute
-the most poignant incidents in our adventure of life, and add a beauty
-to our lives. Where they do not make for happiness, they may at least
-make for a deepening of knowledge and appreciation of life. Along
-through middle life, we shall find, perhaps, that, even if untamed,
-they have become our allies, and that both have lost their sting and
-their victory,--sex diffusing our life with a new beauty, and death
-with a courageous trend towards a larger life of which we shall be an
-integral part.
-
-When we have acclimated ourselves to youth, suddenly death looms up
-as the greatest of dangers in our adventure of life. It puzzles and
-shocks and saddens us by its irrevocability and mystery. That we should
-be taken out of this world to which we are so perfectly adapted, and
-which we enjoy and feel intimate with, is an incredible thing. Even if
-we believe that we shall survive death, we know that that after-life
-must perforce be lived outside of this our familiar world. Reason tells
-us that we shall be annihilated, and yet we cannot conceive our own
-annihilation. We can easier imagine the time before our birth, when we
-were not, than the time after our death, when we shall not be. Old men
-find nothing very dreadful in the thought of being no more, and we
-shall find that it is the combined notion of being annihilated, and yet
-of being somehow conscious of that annihilation, that terrifies us, and
-startles our minds sometimes in the dead of night when our spirits are
-sluggish and the ghoulish ideas that haunt the dimmest chambers of the
-mind are flitting abroad. We can reason with ourselves that if we are
-annihilated we shall not be conscious of it, and if we are conscious we
-shall not be annihilated, but this easy proof does not help us much in
-a practical way. We simply do not know, and all speculations seem to be
-equally legitimate. If we are destined to assume another form of life,
-no divination can prophesy for us what that life shall be.
-
-On the face of it the soul as well as the body dies. The fate of the
-body we know, and it seems dreadful enough to chill the stoutest heart;
-and what we call our souls seem so intimately dependent upon these
-bodies as to be incapable of living alone. And yet somehow it is hard
-to stop believing in the independent soul. We can believe that the
-warmth dissipates, that the chemical and electrical energies of the
-body pass into other forms and are gradually lost in the immensity of
-the universe. But this wonder of consciousness, which seems to hold
-and embrace all our thoughts and feelings and bind them together, what
-can we know of its power and permanence? In our own limited sphere it
-already transcends space and time, our imaginations triumphing over
-space, and our memories and anticipations over time: this magic power
-of the imagination, which transcends our feeble experience and gives
-ideas and images which have not appeared directly through the senses.
-We can connect this conscious life with no other aspect of the world
-nor can we explain it by any of the principles which we apply to
-physical things. It is the divine gift that reveals this world; why may
-it not reveal sometime a far wider universe?
-
-It is this incalculability of our conscious life that makes its seeming
-end so great an adventure. This Time which rushes past us, blotting
-out everything it creates, leaving us ever suspended on a Present,
-which, as we turn to look at it, has melted away,--how are we to
-comprehend it? The thin, fragile and uncertain stream of our memory
-seems insufficient to give any satisfaction of permanence. I like to
-think of a world-memory that retains the past. Physical things that
-change or perish continue to live psychically in memory; why may not
-all that passes, not only in our minds, but unknown to us, be carried
-along in a great world-mind of whose nature we get a dim inkling
-even now in certain latent mental powers of ours which are sometimes
-revealed, and seem to let down bars into a boundless sea of knowledge.
-The world is a great, rushing, irreversible life, not predestined in
-its workings, but free like ourselves. The accumulating past seems to
-cut into the future, and create it as it goes along. Nothing is then
-lost, and we, although we had no existence before we were born,--how
-could we have, since that moving Present had not created us?--would
-yet, having been born, continue to exist in that world-memory. We do
-not need to reëcho the sadness of the centuries,--“Everything passes;
-nothing remains!” For even if we take this world-memory at its lowest
-terms as a social memory, the effects of the deeds of men, for good or
-for evil, remain. And their words remain, the distillation of their
-thought and experience. This we know, and we know, moreover, that “one
-thing at least is certain,” not that “this life dies”--for that has yet
-to be proved--but that “the race lives!” Nature is so careless about
-the individual life, so careful for the species, that it seems as if
-it were only the latter that counted, that her only purpose was the
-eternal continuation of life. And many to-day find a satisfaction for
-their cravings for immortality in the thought that they will live in
-their children and so on immortally as long as their line continues.
-
-But we have a right to make greater hazards of faith than this. Might
-it not be that, although nature never purposed that the individual soul
-should live, man has outwitted her? He has certainly outwitted her in
-regard to his bodily life. There was no provision in nature for man’s
-living by tillage of the soil and domestication of animals, or for his
-dwelling in houses built with tools in his hands, or for traveling
-at lightning speed, or for harnessing her forces to run for him the
-machines that should turn out the luxuries and utilities of life. All
-these were pure gratuities, devised by man and wrested from nature’s
-unwilling hands. She was satisfied with primitive, animal-like man,
-as she is satisfied with him in some parts of the world to-day. We
-have simply got ahead of her. All the other animals are still under
-her dominion, but man has become the tool-maker and the partial master
-of nature herself. Although still far from thoroughly taming her, he
-finds in the incessant struggle his real life purpose, his inspiration,
-and his work, and still brighter promises for his children’s children.
-For the race lives and takes advantage of all that has been discovered
-before.
-
-Now, since nature has seemed to care as little about the continuation
-of life beyond death as she has of man’s comfort upon earth, might
-it not be that, just as we have outwitted her in the physical sphere
-and snatched comfort and utility by our efforts, so we may, by the
-cultivation of our intelligence and sentiments and whole spiritual
-life, outwit her in this realm and snatch an immortality that she has
-never contemplated? She never intended that we should audaciously read
-her secrets and speculate upon her nature as we have done. Who knows
-whether, by our hardihood in exploring the uncharted seas of the life
-of feeling and thought, we may have over-reached her again and created
-a real soul, which we can project beyond death? We are provided with
-the raw material of our spiritual life in the world, as we are provided
-with the raw material to build houses, and it may be our power and
-our privilege to build our immortal souls here on earth, as men have
-built and are still building the civilization of this world of ours.
-This would not mean that we could all attain, any more than that all
-men have the creative genius or the good-will for the constructive
-work of civilization; there may be “real losses and real losers” in
-the adventure for immortality, but to the stout-hearted and the wise
-it will be possible. We shall need, as builders need the rules of the
-craft, the aid and counsel of the spiritually gifted who have gone
-before us. It has been no mistake that we have prized them higher
-even than our material builders, for we have felt instinctively the
-spiritual power with which they have endowed us in the contest for the
-mighty stake of immortality. They are helping us to it, and we have the
-right to rely on their visions and trusts and beliefs in this supremest
-and culminating episode of the adventure of life.
-
-Are all such speculations idle and frivolous? Have they no place on
-the mental horizon of a youth of to-day, living in a world whose
-inner nature all the mighty achievements of the scientists, fruitful
-as they have been in their practical effects, have tended rather to
-obscure than to illumine? Well, a settled conviction that we live in
-a mechanical world, with no penumbra of mystery about us, checks the
-life-enhancing powers, and chills and depresses the spirit. A belief
-in the deadness of things actually seems to kill much of the glowing
-life that makes up our appreciation of art and personality in the
-world. The scientific philosophy is as much a matter of metaphysics, of
-theoretical conjecture, as the worst fanaticisms of religion. We have
-a right to shoot our guesses into the unknown. Life is no adventure
-if we let our knowledge, still so feeble and flickering, smother us.
-In this scientific age there is a call for youth to soar and paint a
-new spiritual sky to arch over our heads. If the old poetry is dead,
-youth must feel and write the new poetry. It has a challenge both to
-transcend the physical evil that taints the earth and the materialistic
-poison that numbs our spirits.
-
-The wise men thought they were getting the old world thoroughly charted
-and explained. But there has been a spiritual expansion these recent
-years which has created new seas to be explored and new atmospheres
-to breathe. It has been discovered that the world is alive, and that
-discovery has almost taken away men’s breaths; it has been discovered
-that evolution is creative and that we are real factors in that
-creation. After exploring the heights and depths of the stars,
-and getting ourselves into a state of mind where we saw the world
-objectively and diminished man and his interests almost to a pin-point,
-we have come with a rush to the realization that personality and values
-are, after all, the important things in a living world. And no problem
-of life or death can be idle. A hundred years ago it was thought
-chastening to the fierce pride of youth to remind it often of man’s
-mortality. But youth to-day must think of everything in terms of life;
-yes, even of death in terms of life. We need not the chastening of
-pride, but the stimulation to a sense of the limitless potentialities
-of life. No thought or action that really enhances life is frivolous or
-fruitless.
-
-What does not conduce in some way to men’s interests does not enhance
-life. What decides in the long run whether our life will be adventurous
-or not is the direction and the scope of our interests. We need a
-livelier imaginative sympathy and interest in all that pertains to
-human nature and its workings. It is a good sign that youth does
-not need to have its attention called to the worthy and profitable
-interest of its own personality. It is a healthy sign that we are
-getting back home again to the old endeavor of “Know thyself!” Our
-widening experience has shifted the centre of gravity too far from
-man’s soul. A cultivation of the powers of one’s own personality is
-one of the greatest needs of life, too little realized even in these
-assertive days, and the exercise of the personality makes for its most
-durable satisfactions. Men are attentive to their business affairs, but
-not nearly enough to their own deeper selves. If they treated their
-business interests as they do the interests of their personality, they
-would be bankrupt within a week. Few people even scratch the surface,
-much less exhaust the contemplation, of their own experience. Few know
-how to weave a philosophy of life out of it, that most precious of all
-possessions. And few know how to hoard their memory. For no matter what
-we have come through, or how many perils we have safely passed, or how
-imperfect and jagged--in some places perhaps irreparably--our life has
-been, we cannot in our heart of hearts imagine how it could have been
-different. As we look back on it, it slips in behind us in orderly
-array, and, with all its mistakes, acquires a sort of eternal fitness,
-and even, at times, of poetic glamour.
-
-The things I did, I did because, after all, I am that sort of a
-person--that is what life is;--and in spite of what others and what I
-myself might desire, it is that kind of a person that I am. The golden
-moments I can take a unique and splendid satisfaction in because they
-are my own; my realization of how poor and weak they might seem, if
-taken from my treasure-chest and exposed to the gaze of others, does
-not taint their preciousness, for I can see them in the larger light
-of my own life. Every man should realize that his life is an epic;
-unfortunately it usually takes the onlooker to recognize the fact
-before he does himself. We should oftener read our own epics--and write
-them. The world is in need of true autobiographies, told in terms of
-the adventure that life is. Not every one, it is said, possesses the
-literary gift, but what, on the other hand, is the literary gift but an
-absorbing interest in the personality of things, and an insight into
-the wonders of living? Unfortunately it is usually only the eccentric
-or the distinguished who reveal their inner life. Yet the epic of the
-humblest life, told in the light of its spiritual shocks and changes,
-would be enthralling in its interest. But the best autobiographers are
-still the masters of fiction, those wizards of imaginative sympathy,
-who create souls and then write their spiritual history, as those
-souls themselves, were they alive, could perhaps never write them.
-Every man, however, can cultivate this autobiographical interest in
-himself, and produce for his own private view a real epic of spiritual
-adventure. And life will be richer and more full of meaning as the
-story continues and life accumulates.
-
-Life changes so gradually that we do not realize our progress. This
-small triumph of yesterday we fail to recognize as the summit of the
-mountain at whose foot we encamped several years ago in despair. We
-forget our hopes and wistfulness and struggles. We do not look down
-from the summit at the valley where we started, and thus we lose the
-dramatic sense of something accomplished. If a man looking back sees
-no mountain and valley, but only a straight level plain, it behooves
-him to take himself straight to some other spiritual country where
-there is opportunity for climbing and where five years hence will
-see him on a higher level, breathing purer air. Most people have no
-trouble in remembering their rights and their wrongs, their pretensions
-and their ambitions,--things so illusory that they should never even
-have been thought of. But to forget their progress, to forget their
-golden moments, their acquisitions of insight and appreciation, the
-charm of their friends, the sequence of their ideals,--this is indeed
-a deplorable aphasia! “The days that make us happy make us wise!”
-Happiness is too valuable to be forgotten, and who will remember yours
-if you forget it? It is what has made the best of you; or, if you have
-thrown it away from memory, what could have made you, and made you
-richer than you are. If you have neglected such contemplation, you are
-poor, and that poverty will be apparent in your daily personality.
-
-Life in its essence is a heaping-up and accumulation of thought and
-insight. It should mount higher and higher, and be more potent and
-flowering as life is lived. If you do not keep in your memory and
-spirit the finer accumulations of your life, it will be as if you had
-only partly lived. Your living will be a travesty on life, and your
-progress only a dull mechanical routine. Even though your life may be
-outwardly routine, inwardly, as moralists have always known, it may
-be full of adventure. Be happy, but not too contented. Contentment
-may be a vice as well as a virtue; too often it is a mere cover for
-sluggishness, and not a sign of triumph. The mind must have a certain
-amount of refreshment and novelty; it will not grow by staying too
-comfortably at home, and refusing to put itself to the trouble of
-travel and change. It needs to be disturbed every now and then to keep
-the crust from forming. People do not realize this, and let themselves
-become jaded and uninterested--and therefore uninteresting--when such
-a small touch of novelty would inspire and stimulate them. A tired
-interest, in a healthy mind, wakes with as quick a response to a new
-touch or aspect as does a thirsty flower to the rain. Too many people
-sit in prison with themselves until they get meagre and dull, when the
-door was really all the time open, and outside was freshness and green
-grass and the warm sun, which might have revived them and made them
-bright again. Listlessness in an old man or woman is often the telltale
-sign of such an imprisonment. Life, instead of being an accumulation
-of spiritual treasure, has been the squandering of its wealth, in a
-lapse of interest, as soon as it was earned. Even unbearable sorrow
-might have been the means, by a process of transmutation, of acquiring
-a deeper appreciation of life’s truer values. But the squanderer has
-lost his vision, because he did not retain on the background of memory
-his experience, against which to contrast his new reactions, and
-did not have the emotional image of old novelties to spur him to the
-apprehension and appreciation of new ones.
-
-More amazing even than the lack of a healthy interest in their own
-personalities is the lack of most people of an interest, beyond one
-of a trivial or professional nature, in others. Our literary artists
-have scarcely begun to touch the resources of human ways and acts.
-Writers surrender reality for the sake of a plot, and in attempting to
-make a point, or to write adventure, squeeze out the natural traits
-and nuances of character and the haphazardnesses of life that are the
-true adventure and point. We cannot know too much about each other.
-All our best education comes from what people tell us or what we
-observe them do. We cannot endure being totally separated from others,
-and it is well that we cannot. For it would mean that we should have
-then no life above the satisfaction of our crudest material wants.
-Our keenest delights are based upon some manifestation or other of
-social life. Even gossip arises not so much from malice as from a real
-social interest in our neighbors; the pity of it is, of course, that
-to so many people it is only the misfortunes and oddities that are
-interesting.
-
-Let our interests in the social world with which we come in contact be
-active and not passive. Let us give back in return as good an influence
-and as much as is given to us. Let us live so as to stimulate others,
-so that we call out the best powers and traits in them, and make them
-better than they are, because of our comprehension and inspiration.
-Our life is so bound up with our friends and teachers and heroes
-(whether present in the flesh or not), and we are so dependent upon
-them for nourishment and support, that we are rarely aware how little
-of us there would be left were they to be taken away. We are seldom
-conscious enough of the ground we are rooted in and the air we breathe.
-We can know ourselves best by knowing others. There are adventures of
-personality in acting and being acted upon, in studying and delighting
-in the ideas and folkways of people that hold much in store for those
-who will only seek them.
-
-Thus in its perils and opportunities, in its satisfactions and
-resistances, in its gifts and responsibilities, for good or for evil,
-life is an adventure. In facing its evil, we shall not let it daunt
-or depress our spirits; we shall surrender some of our responsibility
-for the Universe, and face forward, working and encouraging those
-around us to coöperate with us and with all who suffer, in fighting
-preventable wrong. Death we shall transcend by interpreting everything
-in terms of life; we shall be victorious over it by recognizing in it
-an aspect of a larger life in which we are immersed. We shall accept
-gladly the wealth of days poured out for us. Alive, in a living world,
-we shall cultivate those interests and qualities which enhance life.
-We shall try to keep the widest possible fund of interests in order
-that life may mount ever richer, and not become jaded and wearied in
-its ebb-flow. We shall never cease to put our questions to the heart
-of the world, intent on tracking down the mysteries of its behavior
-and its meaning, using each morsel of knowledge to pry further into
-its secrets, and testing the tools we use by the product they create
-and the hidden chambers they open. To face the perils and hazards
-fearlessly, and absorb the satisfactions joyfully, to be curious and
-brave and eager,--is to know the adventure of life.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-SOME THOUGHTS ON RELIGION
-
-
-In youth we grow and learn and always the universe widens around us.
-The horizon recedes faster than we can journey towards it. There comes
-a time when we look back with longing to the days when everything we
-learned seemed a fast gaining upon the powers of darkness, and each new
-principle seemed to illuminate and explain an immense region of the
-world. We had only to keep on learning in steady progress, it seemed,
-until we should have dominion over the whole of it. But there came a
-time, perhaps, when advance halted, and our carefully ordered world
-began to dissipate and loose ends and fringes to appear. It became a
-real struggle to keep our knowledge securely boxed in our one system,
-indeed, in any system, as we found when we restlessly tried one dogma
-after another as strong-boxes for our spiritual goods. Always something
-eluded us; it was “ever not quite.” Just when we were safest, some
-new experience came up to be most incongruously unaccounted for.
-We had our goods, for instance, safely stowed away in the box of
-“materialism,” when suddenly we realized that, on its theory, our whole
-life might run along precisely as we see it now, we might talk and love
-and paint and build without a glimmer of consciousness, that wondrous
-stuff which is so palpably our light and our life. The materialist
-can see in us nothing but the inert accompaniment of our bodies, the
-helpless, useless, and even annoying spectators of the play of physical
-forces through these curious compounds of chemical elements that we
-call our bodies. Or if, filled with the joy of creation, we tried to
-pack our world into the dogma of “idealism” and see all hard material
-things as emanations from our spiritual self and plastic under our
-hand, we were brought with a shock against some tough, incorrigible
-fact that sobered our elation, and forced the unwilling recognition of
-our impotence upon us again.
-
-It is not, however, from an excess of idealism that the world suffers
-to-day. But it is sick rather with the thorough-going and plausible
-scientific materialism with which our philosophy and literature seem to
-reek. Pure idealism has long ago proved too intoxicating a confirmation
-of our hopes and desires to seduce for long our tough-mindedness.
-Science has come as a challenge to both our courage and our honesty.
-It covertly taunts us with being afraid to face the universe as it is;
-if we look and are saddened, we have seemed to prove ourselves less
-than men. For this advance of scientific speculation has seemed only
-to increase the gulf between the proven and certain facts, and all the
-values and significances of life that our reactions to its richness
-have produced in us. And so incorrigibly honest is the texture of the
-human mind that we cannot continue to believe in and cultivate things
-that we no longer consider to be real. And science has undermined our
-faith in the reality of a spiritual world that to our forefathers
-was the only reality in the universe. We are so honest, however,
-that when the scientist relegates to a subjective shadowy realm our
-world of qualities and divinities, we cannot protest, but only look
-wistfully after the disappearing forms. A numbness has stolen over
-our religion, art, and literature, and the younger generation finds a
-chill and torpor in those interests of life that should be the highest
-inspiration.
-
-Religion in these latter days becomes poetry, about which should never
-be asked the question, “Is it true?” Art becomes a frivolous toy;
-literature a daily chronicle.
-
-There is thus a crucial intellectual dilemma that faces us to-day. If
-we accept whole-heartedly the spiritual world, we seem to be false to
-the imposing new knowledge of science which is rapidly making the world
-comprehensible to us; if we accept all the claims and implications of
-science, we seem to trample on our own souls. Yet we feel instinctively
-the validity of both aspects of the world. Our solution will seem to
-be, then, to be content with remaining something less than monists.
-We must recognize that this is an infinite universe, and give up our
-attempt to get all our experience under one roof. Striving ever for
-unity, we must yet understand that this “not-quite-ness” is one of
-the fundamental principles of things. We can no longer be satisfied
-with a settlement of the dreary conflict between religion and science
-which left for religion only the task of making hazardous speculations
-which science was later to verify or cast aside, as it charted the seas
-of knowledge. We cannot be content with a religion which science is
-constantly overtaking and wiping out, as it puts its brave postulates
-of faith to rigorous test.
-
-The only view of religion and science that will satisfy us is one
-that makes them each the contemplation of a different aspect of the
-universe,--one, an aspect of quantities and relations, the other, an
-aspect of qualities, ideals, and values. They may be coördinate and
-complementary, but they are not expressible in each others’ terms.
-There is no question of superior reality. The blue of a flower is just
-as real as the ether waves which science tells us the color “really”
-is. Scientific and intuitive knowledge are simply different ways of
-appreciating an infinite universe. Scientific knowledge, for all its
-dogmatic claims to finality, is provisional and hypothetical. “If
-we live in a certain kind of a world,” it says, “certain things are
-true.” Each fact hinges upon another. Yet these correlations of the
-physical world are so certain and predictable that no sane mind can
-doubt them. On the other hand, our knowledge of qualities is direct and
-immediate, and seems to depend on nothing for its completeness. Yet it
-is so uncertain and various that no two minds have precisely the same
-reactions, and we do not ourselves have the same reactions at different
-times.
-
-And these paradoxes give rise to the endless disputes as to which
-gives the more real view of the universe in which we find ourselves
-living. The matter-of-fact person takes the certainty and lets the
-immediacy go; the poet and the mystic and the religious man choose the
-direct revelation and prize this vision far above any logical cogency.
-Now it will be the task of this intellectual generation to conquer
-the paradoxes by admitting the validity of both the matter-of-fact
-view and the mystical. And it is the latter that requires the present
-emphasis; it must be resuscitated from the low estate into which it has
-fallen. We must resist the stern arrogances of science as vigorously
-as the scientist has resisted the allurements of religion. We must
-remind him that his laws are not visions of eternal truth, so much as
-rough-and-ready statements of the practical nature of things, in so
-far as they are useful to us for our grappling with our environment
-and somehow changing it. We must demand that he climb down out of the
-papal chair, and let his learning become what it was meant to be,--the
-humble servant of humanity. Truth for truth’s sake is an admirable
-motto for the philosopher, who really searches to find the inner nature
-of things. But the truth of science is for use’s sake. To seek for
-physical truth which is irrelevant to human needs and purposes is as
-purely futile an intellectual gymnastic as the logical excesses of the
-schoolmen. The scientist is here to tell us the practical workings of
-the forces and elements of the world; the philosopher, mystic, artist,
-and poet are here to tell us of the purposes and meanings of the world
-as revealed directly, and to show us the ideal aspect through their own
-clear fresh vision.
-
-That vision, however, must be controlled and enriched by the democratic
-experience of their fellow men; their ideal must be to reveal meanings
-that cannot be doubted by the normal soul, in the same way that
-scientific formulations cannot be doubted by the normal mind. It is
-here that we have a quarrel with old religion and old poetry, that
-the vision which it brings us is not sufficiently purged of local
-discolorations or intellectualistic taints. But it is not a quarrel
-with religion and poetry as such; this age thirsts for a revelation
-of the spiritual meanings of the wider world that has been opened to
-us, and the complex and baffling anomalies that seem to confront us.
-It is our imperative duty to reëmphasize the life of qualities and
-ideals, to turn again our gaze to that aspect of the world from which
-men have always drawn what gave life real worth and reinstate those
-spiritual things whose strength advancing knowledge has seemed to sap.
-There is room for a new idealism, but an idealism that sturdily keeps
-its grip on the real, that grapples with the new knowledge and with the
-irrevocable loss of much of the old poetry and many of the old values,
-and wrests out finer qualities and a nobler spiritual life than the
-world has yet seen. It is not betrayal of our integrity to believe that
-the desires and interests of men, their hopes and fears and creative
-imaginings, are as real as any atoms or formulas.
-
-Now the place of religion in this new idealism will be the same place
-that its essential spirit has always held in the spiritual life of
-men. Religion is our sense of the quality of the universe itself, the
-broadest, profoundest, and most constant of our intuitions. Men have
-always felt that, outside of the qualities of concrete things, there
-lay a sort of infinite quality that they could identify with the spirit
-of the universe, and they have called it God. To this quality men have
-always responded, and that response and appreciation is religion. To
-appreciate this cosmic quality is to be religious, and to express that
-appreciation is to worship. Religion is thus as much and eternally
-a part of life as our senses themselves; the only justification for
-making away with religion would be an event that would make away with
-our senses. The scientist must always find it difficult to explain why,
-if man’s mind, as all agree that it did, developed in adaptation to his
-environment, it should somehow have become adapted so perfectly to a
-spiritual world of qualities and poetic interpretation of phenomena,
-and not to the world of atomic motion and mechanical law which
-scientific philosophy assures us is the “real” world. Our minds somehow
-adapted themselves, not to the hard world of fact, but to a world of
-illusion, which had not the justification of being even practically
-useful or empirically true. If the real world is mechanical, we should
-have a right to expect the earliest thinking to be scientific, and
-the spiritual life to come in only after centuries of refinement
-of thought. But the first reactions of men were of course purely
-qualitative, and it is only within the last few minutes of cosmic time
-that we have known of the quantitative relations of things. Is it hard,
-then, to believe that, since we and the world have grown up together,
-there must be some subtle correlation between it and the values and
-qualities that we feel, that our souls must reflect--not faithfully,
-perhaps, because warped by a thousand alien compelling physical forces,
-and yet somehow indomitably--a spiritual world that is perhaps even
-more real, because more immediate and constant, than the physical? We
-may partially create it, but we partially reflect it too.
-
-That cosmic quality we feel as personality. Not artificial or illusive
-is this deeply rooted anthropomorphic sense which has always been at
-the bottom of man’s religious consciousness. We are alive, and we
-have a right to interpret the world as living; we are persons, and we
-have a right to interpret the world in terms of personality. In all
-religions, through the encrustations of dogma and ritual, has been
-felt that vital sense of the divine personality, keeping clean and
-sweet the life of man. The definite appeal of the Church, in times
-like these, when the external props fall away, is to the incarnation
-of the divine personality, and the ideal of character deduced from it
-as a pattern for life. This is the religion of ordinary people to-day;
-it has been the heart of Christianity for nineteen hundred years. Our
-feeling of this cosmic quality may be vague or definite, diffused or
-crystallized, but to those of us who sense behind our pulsing life a
-mystery which perplexes, sobers, and elevates us, that quality forms a
-permanent scenic background for our life.
-
-To feel this cosmic quality of a divine personality, in whom we live,
-move, and have our being, is to know religion. The ordinary world we
-live in is incurably dynamic; we are forced to think and act in terms
-of energy and change and constant rearrangement and flux of factors and
-elements. And we live only as we give ourselves up to that stream and
-play of forces. Throughout all the change, however, there comes a sense
-of this eternal quality. In the persistence of our own personality,
-the humble fragment of a divine personality, we get the pattern of its
-permanence. The Great Companion is ever with us, silently ratifying
-our worthy deeds and tastes and responses. The satisfactions of our
-spiritual life, of our judgments and appreciations of morality and art
-and any kind of excellence, come largely from this subtle corroboration
-that we feel from some unseen presence wider than ourselves. It
-accompanies not a part but the whole of our spiritual life, silently
-strengthening our responses to personality and beauty, our sense of
-irony, the refinement of our taste, sharpening our moral judgment,
-elevating our capacities for happiness, filling ever richer our sense
-of the worth of life. And this cosmic influence in which we seem to be
-immersed we can no more lose or doubt--after we have once felt the rush
-of time past us, seen a friend die, or brooded on the bitter thought of
-our personal death, felt the surge of forces of life and love, wondered
-about consciousness, been melted before beauty--than we can lose or
-doubt ourselves. The wonder of it is exhaustless,--the beneficence over
-whose workings there yet breathes an inexorable sternness, the mystery
-of time and death, the joy of beauty and creative art and sex, and
-sheer consciousness.
-
-Against this scenic background, along this deep undercurrent of
-feeling, our outward, cheerful, settled, and orderly life plays its
-part. That life is no less essential; we must be willing to see life in
-two aspects, the world as deathless yet ever-creative, evolution yet
-timeless eternity. To be religious is to turn our gaze away from the
-dynamic to the static and the permanent, away from the stage to the
-scenic background of our lives. Religion cannot, therefore, be said
-to have much of a place in our activity of life, except as it fixes
-the general emotional tone. We have no right to demand that it operate
-practically, nor can we call altruistic activity, and enthusiasm for a
-noble cause, religion. Moral action is really more a matter of social
-psychology than of religion. All religions have been ethical only as a
-secondary consideration. Religion in and for itself is something else;
-we can enjoy it only by taking, as it were, the moral holiday into its
-regions when we are weary of the world of thinking and doing. It is a
-land to retreat into when we are battered and degraded by the dynamic
-world about us, and require rest and recuperation. It is constantly
-there behind us, but to live in it always is to take a perpetual
-holiday.
-
-At all times we may have its beauty with us, however, as we may have
-prospects of far mountains and valleys. As we go in the morning to
-work in the fields, religion is this enchanting view of the mountains,
-inspiring us and lifting our hearts with renewed vigor. Through all the
-long day’s work we feel their presence with us, and have only to turn
-around to see them shining splendidly afar with hope and kindliness.
-Even the austerest summits are warm in the afternoon sun. Yet if we
-gaze at them all day long, we shall accomplish no work. Nor shall we
-finish our allotted task if we succumb to their lure and leave our
-fields to travel towards them. As we return home weary at night, the
-mountains are still there to refresh and cheer us with their soft
-colors and outline blended in the purple light. When our task is
-entirely done, it has been our eternal hope to journey to those far
-mountains and valleys; if this is not to be, at least their glorious
-view will be the last to fall upon us as we close our eyes. But we know
-that, whatever happens, if we have done our work well, have performed
-faithfully our daily tasks of learning to control and manage and
-make creative the tough soil of this material world in which we find
-ourselves, if we have neither allowed its toughness to distract us from
-the beauty of the eternal background, nor let those far visions slow
-down the wheels of life, distract us from our work, or blur our thought
-and pale by their light the other qualities and beauties around us--we
-shall attain what is right for us when we lay down our tools. In a
-living world, death can be no more than an apparition.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-THE MYSTIC TURNED RADICAL
-
-
-The mystical temperament is little enough popular in this workaday
-modern world of ours. The mystic, we feel, comes to us discounted
-from the start; he should in all decency make constant apologies for
-his existence. In a practical age of machinery he is an anomaly, an
-anachronism. He must meet the direct challenge of the scientist, who
-guards every approach to the doors of truth and holds the keys of its
-citadel. Any thinker who gets into the fold by another way is a thief
-and a robber.
-
-The mystic must answer that most heinous of all charges,--of being
-unscientific. By tradition he is even hostile to science. For his main
-interest is in wonder, and science by explaining things attacks the
-very principle of his life. It not only diminishes his opportunities
-for wonder, but threatens to make him superfluous by ultimately
-explaining everything.
-
-The scientist may say that there is no necessary antithesis between
-explanation and that beautiful romance of thought we call wonder. The
-savage, who can explain nothing, is the very creature who has no wonder
-at all. Everything is equally natural to him. Only a mind that has
-acquaintance with laws of behavior can be surprised at events.
-
-The wonder of the scientist, however, although it be of a more robust,
-tough-minded variety, is none the less wonder. A growing acquaintance
-with the world, an increasing at-homeness in it, is not necessarily
-incompatible with an ever-increasing marvel both at the beautiful
-fitness of things and the limitless field of ignorance and mystery
-beyond. So the modern mystic must break with his own tradition if he
-is to make an appeal to this generation, and must recognize that the
-antithesis between mystic and scientific is not an eternally valid one.
-
-It is just through realization of this fact that Maeterlinck, the best
-of modern mystics, makes his extraordinary appeal. For, as he tells us,
-the valid mystery does not begin at the threshold of knowledge but only
-after we have exhausted our resources of knowing. His frank and genuine
-acceptance of science thus works out a _modus vivendi_ between the seen
-and the unseen. It allows many of us who have given our allegiance
-to science to hail him gladly as a prophet who supplements the work
-of the wise men of scientific research, without doing violence to our
-own consciences. For the world is, in spite of its scientific clamor,
-still far from ready really to surrender itself to prosaicness. It is
-still haunted with the dreams of the ages--dreams of short roads to
-truth, visions of finding the Northwest passage to the treasures of the
-Unseen. Only we must go as far as possible along the traveled routes of
-science.
-
-Maeterlinck is thus not anti-scientific or pseudo-scientific, but
-rather sub-scientific. He speaks of delicately felt and subtle
-influences and aspects of reality that lie beneath the surface of our
-lives, of forces and shadows that cannot be measured quantitatively
-or turned into philosophical categories. Or we may say that he
-is ultra-scientific. As science plods along, opening up the dark
-wilderness, he goes with the exploring party, throwing a search-light
-before them; flickering enough and exasperatingly uncertain at times,
-but sufficiently constant to light up the way, point out a path, and
-give us confidence that the terrors before us are not so formidable
-as we have feared. His influence on our time is so great because we
-believe that he is a seer, a man with knowledge of things hidden from
-our eyes. We go to him as to a spiritual clairvoyant,--to have him tell
-us where to find the things our souls have lost.
-
-But the modern mystic must not only recognize the scientific aspect
-of the age,--he must feel the social ideal that directs the spiritual
-energies of the time. It is the glory of Maeterlinck’s mysticism that
-it has not lingered in the depths of the soul, but has passed out to
-illuminate our thinking in regard to the social life about us. The
-growth of this duality of vision has been with him a long evolution.
-His early world was a shadowy, intangible thing. As we read the early
-essays, we seem to be constantly hovering on the verge of an idea, just
-as when we read the plays we seem to be hovering on the verge of a
-passion. This long brooding away from the world, however, was fruitful
-and momentous. The intense gaze inward trained the eye, so that when
-the mists cleared away and revealed the palpitating social world about
-him, his insight into its meaning was as much more keen and true than
-our own as had been his sense of the meaning of the individual soul.
-The light he turns outward to reveal the meaning of social progress is
-all the whiter for having burned so long within.
-
-In the essay on “Our Social Duty,” the clearest and the consummate
-expression of this new outward look, there are no contaminating fringes
-of vague thought; all is clear white light. With the instinct of the
-true radical, the poet has gone to the root of the social attitude. Our
-duty as members of society is to be radical, he tells us. And not only
-that, but an excess of radicalism is essential to the equilibrium of
-life. Society so habitually thinks on a plane lower than is reasonable
-that it behooves us to think and to hope on an even higher plane than
-seems to be reasonable. This is the overpoweringly urgent philosophy of
-radicalism. It is the beautiful courage of such words that makes them
-so vital an inspiration.
-
-It is the sin of the age that nobody dares to be anything to too great
-a degree. We may admire extremists in principle, but we take the best
-of care not to imitate them ourselves. Who in America would even be
-likely to express himself as does Maeterlinck in this essay? Who of us
-would dare follow the counsel? Of course we can plead extenuation. In
-Europe the best minds are thinking in terms of revolution still, while
-in America our radicalism is still simply amateurish and incompetent.
-
-To many of us, then, this call of Maeterlinck’s to the highest of
-radicalisms will seem irrelevant; this new social note which appears
-so strongly in all his later work will seem a deterioration from
-the nobler mysticism of his earlier days. But rather should it be
-viewed as the fruit of matured insight. There has been no decay,
-no surrender. It is the same mysticism, but with the direction of
-the vision altered. This essay is the expression of the clearest
-vision that has yet penetrated our social confusion, the sanest and
-highest ideal that has been set before progressive minds. It may be
-that its utter fearlessness, its almost ascetic detachment from the
-matter-of-fact things of political life, its clear cold light of
-conviction and penetration, may repel some whose hearts have been
-warmed by Maeterlinck’s subtle revelations of the spiritual life. They
-may reproach him because it has no direct bearings on the immediate
-practical social life; it furnishes no weapon of reform, no tool with
-which to rush out and overthrow some vested abuse. But to the traveler
-lost in the wood the one thing needful is a pole-star to show him
-his direction. The star is unapproachable, serene, cold, and lofty.
-But although he cannot touch it, or utilize it directly to extend
-his comfort and progress, it is the most useful of all things to
-him. It fills his heart with a great hope; it coördinates his aimless
-wanderings and gropings, and gives meaning and purpose to his course.
-
-So a generation lost in a chaos of social change can find in these
-later words of Maeterlinck a pole-star and a guide. They do for the
-social life of man what the earlier essays did for the individual. They
-endow it with values and significances that will give steadfastness
-and resource to his vision as he looks out on the great world of human
-progress, and purpose and meaning to his activity as he looks ahead
-into the dim world of the future.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-SEEING, WE SEE NOT
-
-
-It is a mere superstition, Maeterlinck tells us in one of his beautiful
-essays, that there is anything irrevocable about the past. On the
-contrary, we are constantly rearranging it, revising it, remaking it.
-For it is only in our memory that it exists, and our conception of it
-changes as the loose fringes of past events are gathered up into a
-new meaning, or when a sudden fortune lights up a whole series in our
-lives, and shows us, stretching back in orderly array and beautiful
-significance, what we had supposed in our blindness to be a sad and
-chaotic welter. It is no less a superstition to suppose that we have
-a hand in making the present. The present, like the past, is always
-still to be made; indeed, must wait its turn, so to speak, to be seen
-in its full meaning until after the past itself has been remoulded and
-reconstituted. It is depressing to think that we do not know our own
-time, that the events we look upon have a permanent value far different
-from the petty one that we endow them with, that they fit into a
-larger whole of which we see only a dim fraction--and that the least
-important because the seed of something that shall come much later
-into full fruition. Must our short life pass away without knowledge
-or vision of the majestic processes which are unfolding themselves
-under our very eyes, while we have wasted our admiration and distorted
-our purpose by striving to interpret the ephemeral, that is gone as
-soon as we? Even the wisest among us can see with but a dim eye into
-the future, and make rather a lucky guess at its potentialities than
-a true prophecy based on a realization of the real tendencies of the
-time. It is only the Past that we really make. And this may account
-for our love of it. This fragile thing of tradition that we have
-so carefully constructed and so lovingly beautified, this artistic
-creation of a whole people or race, becomes most naturally the object
-of our tenderest solicitude. Any attack upon it that suggests a marring
-of its golden beauty, any new proposal that threatens to render it
-superfluous, elicits the outraged cry of anger, the passionate defense,
-of the mother protecting her child. For the Past is really the child
-of the Present. We are the authors of its being, and upon it we lavish
-all our thoughts, our interest and our delight. And even our hopes
-are centred in the Past, for the most enthusiastic among us can do no
-more than hope that something worth while will come out of the Past
-to nourish us in the approaching Present. Concern for the Future is
-so new a thing in human history that we are hardly yet at home with
-the feeling. Perhaps, if we thought more about what was before us, we
-should come to know more about it. Meanwhile our only consolation is
-that if _we_ cannot see, neither did the generations that were before
-us. And we have the advantage of _knowing_ that we do not see, while
-they did not care about their ignorance at all.
-
-We have constantly to check ourselves in reading history with the
-remembrance that, to the actors in the drama, events appeared very
-differently from the way they appear to us. We know what they were
-doing far better than they knew themselves. We are in the position of
-the novel reader who looks, before he begins to read, to see how the
-plot turns out. This orderly and dramatic chronicle of history that
-thrills us as we read has only been orderly and dramatic to readers of
-the present time, who can see the _dénouement_ of the story. History is
-peculiarly the creation of the present. Even the great men of the past
-are largely the agglomerations of centuries of hero-worship. Genius is
-as much a slow accretion of the ages as an endowment of man. Few great
-poets were seen in the full glory of their superhuman capacity by their
-fellows. Contemporary opinion of the great has been complimentary but
-seldom excessively laudatory, and there are sad instances of the decay
-and deflation of a supernatural personality through the smooth, gentle,
-imperceptibly creeping oblivion of the centuries.
-
-We rarely see what is distinctive in our own time. The city builders
-of the West are quite unconscious of the fact that they are leaving
-behind them imperishable and mighty memorials of themselves. Few of the
-things that we admire now will be considered by posterity as noteworthy
-and distinctive of our age. All depends on the vitality of our customs
-and social habits, and some show as high a mortality as others do
-a stubborn tenacity of life. What we are witnessing is a gigantic
-struggle of customs and ideas to survive and propagate their kind.
-The means of subsistence is limited; it is impossible that all should
-be able to live. The fascinating problem for the social philosopher
-is which of these beliefs and tendencies will prove strong enough to
-overcome their rivals and make their stock a permanent type. How many
-of the fads and brilliant theories and new habits of thought and taste
-will be able to maintain their place in the world? If we could discern
-them, we should know the distinction of our age. Definite epochs of
-the past we distinguish and celebrate because they contained the germs
-of ideas or the roots of institutions that still survive among us,
-or customs and habits of thought that flourished in them with great
-brilliancy but have now utterly passed away. Now these beginnings are
-quite too subtle for us to see in our contemporary life, and there
-are so many brilliancies that it is impossible to pick out with any
-definiteness the things which have power to project themselves into
-the future, and cast a broad trail of light back to our age. Most of
-those very things that seem to us imperishable will be the ones to
-fade,--fade, indeed, so gradually that they will not even be missed. It
-is this gradual disappearance that gives the most thorough oblivion.
-History remembers only the brilliant failures and the brilliant
-successes.
-
-We are fond of calling this an age of transition, but if we trace
-history back we find that practically every age--at least for
-many centuries--has been an age of transition. If we must set a
-starting-point from which we have been moving, the social philosopher
-will be inclined to place it about the beginning of the sixteenth
-century. If we have been in transition for four hundred years, it
-seems almost time to settle down from this wild ferment of beliefs
-and discoveries that has kept the world’s mind in constant turmoil
-since the time of the Renaissance. There are signs that such a
-crystallization is taking place. We are weeding out our culture, and
-casting aside the classical literature that was the breeding-ground for
-the old ideas. We have achieved as yet little to take its place. Most
-of the modern literature is rather a restless groping about in the dark
-for new modes of thinking and new principles of life, and thus far it
-hardly seems to have grasped the robust and vital in the new to any
-appreciable extent. One can hardly believe that this morbid virus that
-is still working with undiminished vigor and deadly effect will succeed
-in making itself the dominant note in European literature for the next
-five hundred years. One hates to think that our posterity is to be
-doomed to torture itself into appreciating our feverish modern art and
-music, and learn to rank the wild complexities of Strauss with the
-sublimities of Beethoven. Shall we be sure that the conquest of the air
-is finally achieved and a third dimension added to man’s traveling, or
-is it all simply another daring and brilliant stab at the impossible,
-another of those blasphemies against nature which impious man is
-constantly striving to commit? There are few signs of the Socialistic
-State, but who knows what births of new institutions, of which we are
-now quite unaware, future ages will see to have been developing in our
-very midst? Is religion doomed, or is it merely being transformed, so
-that we shall be seen to have been creating amid all our indifference a
-new type and a new ideal? Will our age actually be distinctive as the
-era of the Dawn of Peace, or will the baby institution of arbitration
-disappear before a crude and terrible reality? Are we progressing, or
-shall we seem to have sown the seeds of world decay in this age of
-ours, and at a great crisis in history let slip another opportunity
-to carry mankind to a higher social level? It is maddening to the
-philosopher to think how long he will have to live to find an answer
-to these questions. He wants to know, but in the present all he can do
-is to guess at random. Not immortality, but an opportunity to wake up
-every hundred years or so to see how the world is progressing, may well
-be his desire and his dream. Such an immortality may be incredible, but
-it is the only form which has ever proved satisfactory, or ever will,
-to the rational man.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-THE EXPERIMENTAL LIFE
-
-
-It is good to be reasonable, but too much rationality puts the soul
-at odds with life. For rationality implies an almost superstitious
-reliance on logical proofs and logical motives, and it is logic that
-life mocks and contradicts at every turn. The most annoying people
-in the world are those who demand reasons for everything, and the
-most discouraging are those who map out ahead of them long courses of
-action, plan their lives, and systematically in the smallest detail
-of their activity adapt means to ends. Now the difficulty with all
-the prudential virtues is that they imply a world that is too good to
-be true. It would be pleasant to have a world where cause and effect
-interlocked, where we could see the future, where virtue had its
-reward, and our characters and relations with other people and the work
-we wish to do could be planned out with the same certainty with which
-cooks plan a meal. But we know that that is not the kind of a world
-we actually live in. Perhaps men have thought that, by cultivating
-the rational virtues and laying emphasis on prudence and forethought,
-they could bend the stubborn constitution of things to meet their
-ideals. It has always been the fashion to insist, in spite of all the
-evidence, that the world was in reality a rational place where certain
-immutable moral principles could be laid down with the same certainty
-of working that physical laws possess. It has always been represented
-that the correct procedure of the moral life was to choose one’s end
-or desire, to select carefully all the means by which that end could
-be realized, and then, by the use of the dogged motive force of the
-will, to push through the plans to completion. In the homilies on
-success, it has always been implied that strength of will was the only
-requisite. Success became merely a matter of the ratio between the
-quantity of effort and will-power applied, and the number of obstacles
-to be met. If one failed, it was because the proper amount of effort
-had not been applied, or because the plans had not been properly
-constructed. The remedy was automatically to increase the effort or
-rationalize the plans. Life was considered to be a battle, the strategy
-of which a general might lay out beforehand, an engagement in which he
-might plan and anticipate to the minutest detail the movement of his
-forces and the disposition of the enemy. But one does not have to live
-very long to see that this belief in the power and the desirability
-of controlling things is an illusion. Life works in a series of
-surprises. One’s powers are given in order that one may be alert and
-ready, resourceful and keen. The interest of life lies largely in its
-adventurousness, and not in its susceptibility to orderly mapping.
-The enemy rarely comes up from the side the general has expected; the
-battle is usually fought out on vastly different lines from those that
-have been carefully foreseen and rationally organized. And similarly in
-life do complex forces utterly confound and baffle our best laid plans.
-
-Our strategy, unless it is open to instant correction, unless it is
-flexible, and capable of infinite resource and modification, is a
-handicap rather than an aid in the battle of life. In spite of the
-veracious accounts of youths hewing their way to success as captains
-of industry or statesmen, with their eye singly set on a steadfast
-purpose, we may be sure that life seldom works that way. It is not so
-tractable and docile, even to the strongest. The rational ideal is
-one of those great moral hypocrisies which every one preaches and no
-one practices, but which we all believe with superstitious reverence,
-and which we take care shall be proven erroneous by no stubborn facts
-of life. Better that the facts should be altered than that the moral
-tradition should die!
-
-One of its evil effects is the compressing influence it has on many of
-us. Recognizing that for us the world is an irrational place, we are
-willing to go on believing that there are at least some gifted beings
-who are proving the truth and vindicating the eternal laws of reason.
-We join willingly the self-stigmatized ranks of the incompetent and are
-content to shine feebly in the reflected light of those whose master
-wills and power of effort have brought them through in rational triumph
-to their ends. The younger generation is coming very seriously to doubt
-both the practicability and worth of this rational ideal. They do not
-find that the complex affairs of either the world or the soul work
-according to laws of reason. The individual as a member of society is
-at the mercy of great social laws that regulate his fortune for him,
-construct for him his philosophy of life, and dictate to him his ways
-of making a living. As an individual soul, he is the creature of
-impulses and instincts which he does not create and which seem to lie
-quite outside the reach of his rational will. Looked at from this large
-social viewpoint, his will appears a puny affair indeed. There seems
-little room left in which to operate, either in the sphere of society
-or in his own spiritual life. That little of free-will, however, which
-there is, serves for our human purposes. It must be our care simply
-that we direct it wisely; and the rational ideal is not the wisest way
-of directing it. The place of our free will in the scheme of life is
-not to furnish driving, but _directing_ power. The engineer could never
-create the power that drives his engine, but he can direct it into the
-channels where it will be useful and creative. The superstition of the
-strong will has been almost like an attempt to create power, something
-the soul could never do. The rational ideal has too often been a mere
-challenge to attain the unattainable. It has ended in futility or
-failure.
-
-This superstition comes largely from our incorrigible habit of looking
-back over the past, and putting purpose into it. The great man looking
-back over his career, over his ascent from the humble level of his
-boyhood to his present power and riches, imagines that that ideal
-success was in his mind from his earliest years. He sees a progress,
-which was really the happy seizing of fortunate opportunities, as
-the carrying-out of a fixed purpose. But the purpose was not there
-at the beginning; it is the crowning touch added to the picture,
-which completes and satisfies our age-long hunger for the orderly and
-correct. But we all, rich and poor, successful and unsuccessful, live
-from hand to mouth. We all alike find life at the beginning a crude
-mass of puzzling possibilities. All of us, unless we inherit a place in
-the world,--and then we are only half alive,--have the same precarious
-struggle to get a foothold. The difference is in the fortune of the
-foothold, and not in our private creation of any mystical force of
-will. It is a question of happy occasions of exposure to the right
-stimulus that will develop our powers at the right time. The capacity
-alone is sterile; it needs the stimulus to fertilize it and produce
-activity and success. The part that our free will can play is to expose
-ourselves consciously to the stimulus; it cannot create it or the
-capacity, but it can bring them together.
-
-In other words, for the rational ideal we must substitute the
-experimental ideal. Life is not a campaign of battle, but a laboratory
-where its possibilities for the enhancement of happiness and the
-realization of ideals are to be tested and observed. We are not to
-start life with a code of its laws in our pocket, with its principles
-of activity already learned by heart, but we are to discover those
-principles as we go, by conscientious experiment. Even those laws that
-seem incontrovertible we are to test for ourselves, to see whether they
-are thoroughly vital to our own experience and our own genius. We are
-animals, and our education in life is, after all, different only in
-degree, and not in kind, from that of the monkey who learns the trick
-of opening his cage. To get out of his cage, the monkey must find
-and open a somewhat complicated latch. How does he set about it? He
-blunders around for a long time, without method or purpose, but with
-the waste of an enormous amount of energy. At length he accidentally
-strikes the right catch, and the door flies open. Our procedure in
-youth is little different. We feel a vague desire to expand, to get out
-of our cage, and liberate our dimly felt powers. We blunder around for
-a time, until we accidentally put ourselves in a situation where some
-capacity is touched, some latent energy liberated, and the direction
-set for us, along which we have only to move to be free and successful.
-We will be hardly human if we do not look back on the process and
-congratulate ourselves on our tenacity and purpose and strong will. But
-of course the thing was wholly irrational. There were neither plans nor
-purposes, perhaps not even discoverable effort. For when we found the
-work that we did best, we found also that we did it easiest. And the
-outlines of the most dazzling career are little different. Until habits
-were formed or prestige acquired which could float these successful
-geniuses, their life was but the resourceful seizing of opportunity,
-the utilization, with a minimum of purpose or effort, of the promise of
-the passing moment. They were living the experimental life, aided by
-good fortune and opportunity.
-
-Now the youth brought up to the strictly rational ideal is like the
-animal who tries to get out of his cage by going straight through the
-bars. The duck, beating his wings against his cage, is a symbol of
-the highest rationality. His logic is plain, simple, and direct. He
-is in the cage; there is the free world outside; nothing but the bars
-separate them. The problem is simply to fortify his will and effort
-and make them so strong that they will overcome the resistance of the
-cage. His error evidently lies not in his method, but in his estimation
-of the strength of the bars. But youth is no wiser; it has no data
-upon which to estimate either its own strength or the strength of
-its obstacles. It counts on getting out through its own self-reliant
-strength and will. Like the duck, “impossible” is a word not found in
-its vocabulary. And like the duck, it too often dashes out its spirit
-against the bars of circumstance. How often do we see young people,
-brought up with the old philosophy that nothing was withheld from those
-who wanted and worked for things with sufficient determination, beating
-their ineffectual wings against their bars, when perhaps in another
-direction the door stands open that would lead to freedom!
-
-We do not hear enough of the tragedies of misplaced ambition. When the
-plans of the man of will and determination fail, and the inexorable
-forces of life twist his purposes aside from their end, he is sure
-to suffer the prostration of failure. His humiliation, too, is in
-proportion to the very strength of his will. It is the burden of
-defeat, or at best the sting of petty success, that crushes men, and
-crushes them all the more thoroughly if they have been brought up to
-believe in the essential rationality of the world and the power of will
-and purpose. It is not that they have aimed too high, but that they
-have aimed in the wrong direction. They have not set out experimentally
-to find the work to which their powers were adapted, they did not test
-coolly and impartially the direction in which their achievement lay.
-They forgot that, though faith may remove mountains, the will alone is
-not able. There is an urgency on every man to develop his powers to
-the fullest capacity, but he is not called upon to develop those that
-he does not possess. The will cannot create talent or opportunity. The
-wise man is he who has the clear vision to discern the one, and the
-calm patience to await the other. Will, without humor and irony and a
-luminous knowledge of one’s self, is likely to drive one to dash one’s
-brains out against a stone wall. The world is too full of people with
-nothing except a will. The mistake of youth is to believe that the
-philosophy of experimentation is enervating. They want to attack life
-frontally, to win by the boldness of their attack, or by the exceeding
-excellence of their rational plans and purposes. But therein comes a
-time when they learn perhaps that it is better to take life not with
-their naked fists, but more scientifically,--to stand with mind and
-soul alert, ceaselessly testing and criticizing, taking and rejecting,
-poised for opportunity, and sensitive to all good influences.
-
-The experimental life does not put one at the mercy of chance. It is
-rather the rational mind that is constantly being shocked and deranged
-by circumstances. But the dice of the experimenter are always loaded.
-For he does not go into an enterprise, spiritual or material, relying
-simply on his reason and will to pull him through. He asks himself
-beforehand whether something good is not sure to come whichever way
-the dice fall, or at least whether he can bear the event of failure,
-whether his spirit can stand it if the experiment ends in humiliation
-and barrenness. It is surprising how many seeming disasters one finds
-one can bear in this anticipatory look; the tension of the failure is
-relieved, anyhow. By looking ahead, one has insured one’s self up to
-the limit of the venture, and one cannot lose. But to the man with the
-carefully planned campaign, every step is crucial. If all does not turn
-out exactly as he intends, he is ruined. He thinks he insures himself
-by the excellence of his designs and the craftiness of his skill. But
-he insures himself by the strange method of putting all his eggs in one
-basket. He thinks, of course, he has arranged his plans so that, if
-they fall, the universe falls with them. But when the basket breaks,
-and the universe does not fall, his ruin is complete.
-
-Ambition and the rational ideal seem to be only disastrous; if
-unsuccessful, they produce misanthropists; if successful, beings that
-prey upon their fellow men. Too much rationality makes a man mercenary
-and calculating. He has too much at stake in everything he does to
-know that calm disinterestedness of spirit which is the mark of the
-experimental attitude towards life. Our attitude towards our personal
-affairs, material and spiritual, should be like the interest we take
-in sports and games. The sporting interest is one secret of a healthy
-attitude towards life. The detached enthusiasm it creates is a real
-ingredient of happiness. The trouble with the rational man is that
-he has bet on the game. If his side wins, there is a personal reward
-for him; if it loses, he himself suffers a loss. He cannot know the
-true sporting interest which is unaffected by considerations of the
-end, and views the game as the thing, and not the outcome. To the
-experimental attitude, failure means nothing beyond a shade of regret
-or chagrin. Whether we win or lose, something has been learned, some
-insight and appreciation of the workings of others or of ourselves. We
-are ready and eager to begin another game; defeat has not dampened our
-enthusiasm. But if the man who has made the wager loses, he has lost,
-too, all heart for playing. Or, if he does try again, it is not for
-interest in the game, but with a redoubled intensity of self-interest
-to win back what he has lost. With the sporting interest, one looks on
-one’s relations with others, on one’s little rôle in the world, in the
-same spirit that we look on a political contest, where we are immensely
-stirred by the clash of issues and personalities, but where we know
-that the country will run on in about the same way, whoever is elected.
-This knowledge does not work against our interest in the struggle
-itself, nor in the outcome. It only insures us against defeat. It makes
-life livable by endowing us with disinterestedness. If we lose, why,
-better luck next time, or, at worst, is not losing a part of life?
-
-The experimenter with life, then, must go into his laboratory with the
-mind of the scientist. He has nothing at stake except the discovery
-of the truth, and he is willing to work carefully and methodically
-and even cold-bloodedly in eliciting it from the tangled skein of
-phenomena. But it is exactly in this cheerful, matter-of-fact way that
-we are never willing to examine our own personalities and ideas. We
-take ourselves too seriously, and handle our tastes and enthusiasms
-as gingerly as if we feared they would shrivel away at the touch. We
-perpetually either underestimate or overestimate our powers and worth,
-and suffer such losses on account of the one and humiliations on
-account of the other, as serve to unbalance our knowledge of ourselves,
-and discourage attempts to find real guiding principles of our own or
-others’ actions. We need this objective attitude of the scientist.
-We must be self-conscious with a detached self-consciousness,
-treating ourselves as we treat others, experimenting to discover our
-possibilities and traits, testing ourselves with situations, and
-gradually building up a body of law and doctrine for ourselves, a real
-morality that will have far more worth and power and virtue than all
-that has been tried and tested before by no matter how much of alien
-human experience. We must start our quest with no prepossessions,
-with no theory of what ought to happen when we expose ourselves to
-certain stimuli. It is our business to see what does happen, and then
-act accordingly. If the electrical experimenter started with a theory
-that like magnetic poles attract each other, he would be shocked to
-discover that they actually repelled each other. He might even set it
-down to some inherent depravity of matter. But if his theory was not
-a prejudice but a hypothesis, he would find it possible to revise it
-quickly when he saw how the poles actually behaved. And he would not
-feel any particular chagrin or humiliation.
-
-But we usually find it so hard to revise our theories about ourselves
-and each other. We hold them as prejudices and not as hypotheses, and
-when the facts of life seem to disprove them, we either angrily clutch
-at our theories and snarl in defiance, or we pull them out of us with
-such a wrench that they draw blood. The scientist’s way is to start
-with a hypothesis and then to proceed to verify it by experiment.
-Similarly ought we to approach life and test all our hypotheses by
-experience. Our methods have been too rigid. We have started with
-moral dogmas, and when life obstinately refused to ratify them, we
-have railed at it, questioned its sincerity, instead of adopting some
-new hypothesis, which more nearly fitted our experience, and testing
-it until we hit on the principle which explained our workings to
-ourselves. The common-sense, rule-of-thumb morality which has come down
-to us is no more valid than the common-sense, scientific observation
-that the sun goes round the earth. We can rely no longer on the loose
-gleanings of homely proverb and common sense for our knowledge of
-personality and human nature and life.
-
-If we do not adopt the experimental life, we are still in bondage to
-convention. To learn of life from others’ words is like learning to
-build a steam-engine from books in the class-room. We may learn of
-principles in the spiritual life that have proven true for millions
-of men, but even these we must test to see if they hold true for our
-individual world. We can never attain any self-reliant morality if we
-allow ourselves to be hypnotized by fixed ideas of what is good or
-bad. No matter how good our principles, our devotion to morality will
-be mere lip-service unless each belief is individually tested, and its
-power to work vitally in our lives demonstrated.
-
-But this moral experimentation is not the mere mechanical repetition of
-the elementary student in the laboratory, who makes simple experiments
-which are sure to come out as the law predicts. The laws of personality
-and life are far more complex, and each experiment discovers something
-really novel and unique. The spiritual world is ever-creative; the same
-experiments may turn out differently for different experimenters, and
-yet they may both be right. In the spiritual experimental life, we must
-have the attitude of the scientist, but we are able to surpass him in
-daring and boldness. We can be certain of a physical law that as it has
-worked in the past, so it will work in the future. But of a spiritual
-law we have no such guarantee. This it is that gives the zest of
-perpetual adventure to the moral life. Human nature is an exhaustless
-field for investigation and experiment. It is inexhaustible in its
-richness and variety.
-
-The old rigid morality, with its emphasis on the prudential virtues,
-neglected the fundamental fact of our irrationality. It believed
-that if we only knew what was good, we would do it. It was therefore
-satisfied with telling us what was good, and expecting us automatically
-to do it. But there was a hiatus somewhere. For we do not do what we
-want to, but what is easiest and most natural for us to do, and if
-it is easy for us to do the wrong thing, it is that that we will do.
-We are creatures of instincts and impulses that we do not set going.
-And education has never taught us more than very imperfectly how to
-train these impulses in accordance with our worthy desires. Instead of
-endeavoring to cure this irrationality by directing our energy into the
-channel of experimentation, it has worked along the lines of greatest
-resistance, and held up an ideal of inhibition and restraint. We have
-been alternately exhorted to stifle our bad impulses, and to strain
-and struggle to make good our worthy purposes and ambitions. Now the
-irrational man is certainly a slave to his impulses, but is not the
-rational man a slave to his motives and reasons? The rational ideal has
-made directly for inflexibility of character, a deadening conservatism
-that is unable to adapt itself to situations, or make allowance for the
-changes and ironies of life. It has riveted the moral life to logic,
-when it should have been yoked up with sympathy. The logic of the heart
-is usually better than the logic of the head, and the consistency of
-sympathy is superior as a rule for life to the consistency of the
-intellect.
-
-Life is a laboratory to work out experiments in living. That same
-freedom which we demand for ourselves, we must grant to every one.
-Instead of falling with our spite upon those who vary from the textbook
-rules of life, we must look upon their acts as new and very interesting
-hypotheses to be duly tested and judged by the way they work when
-carried out into action. Nonconformity, instead of being irritating
-and suspicious, as it is now to us, will be distinctly pleasurable,
-as affording more material for our understanding of life and our
-formulation of its satisfying philosophy. The world has never favored
-the experimental life. It despises poets, fanatics, prophets, and
-lovers. It admires physical courage, but it has small use for moral
-courage. Yet it has always been those who experimented with life,
-who formed their philosophy of life as a crystallization out of that
-experimenting, who were the light and life of the world. Causes have
-only finally triumphed when the rational “gradual progress” men have
-been overwhelmed. Better crude irrationality than the rationality that
-checks hope and stifles faith.
-
-In place, then, of the rational or the irrational life, we preach
-the experimental life. There is much chance in the world, but there
-is also a modicum of free will, and it is this modicum that we
-exploit to direct our energies. Recognizing the precariousness and
-haphazardness of life, we can yet generalize out of our experience
-certain probabilities and satisfactions that will serve us as well
-as scientific laws. Only they must be flexible and they must be
-tested. Life is not a rich province to conquer by our will, or to
-wring enjoyment out of with our appetites, nor is it a market where
-we pay our money over the counter and receive the goods we desire. It
-is rather a great tract of spiritual soil, which we can cultivate or
-misuse. With certain restrictions, we have the choice of the crops
-which we can grow. Our duty is evidently to experiment until we find
-those which grow most favorably and profitably, to vary our crops
-according to the quality of the soil, to protect them against prowling
-animals, to keep the ground clear of noxious weeds. Contending against
-wind and weather and pests, we can yet with skill and vigilance win a
-living for ourselves. None can cultivate this garden of our personality
-but ourselves. Others may supply the seed; it is we who must plough and
-reap. We are owners in fee simple, and we cannot lease. None can live
-my life but myself. And the life that I live depends on my courage,
-skill, and wisdom in experimentation.
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-THE DODGING OF PRESSURES
-
-
-For a truly sincere life one talent is needed,--the ability to steer
-clear of the forces that would warp and conventionalize and harden the
-personality and its own free choices and bents. All the kingdoms of
-this world lie waiting to claim the allegiance of the youth who enters
-on the career of life, and sentinels and guards stand ready to fetter
-and enslave him the moment he steps unwarily over the wall out of the
-free open road of his own individuality. And unless he dodges them
-and keeps straight on his path, dusty and barren though it may be, he
-will find himself chained a prisoner for life, and little by little
-his own soul will rot out of him and vanish. The wise men of the past
-have often preached the duty of this open road, they have summoned
-youth to self-reliance, but they have not paid sufficient heed to the
-enemies that would impede his progress. They have been too intent on
-encouraging him to be independent and lead his own life, to point out
-to him the direction from which the subtle influences that might
-control him would come. As a result, young men have too often believed
-that they were hewing out a career for themselves when they were really
-simply offering themselves up to some institutional Moloch to be
-destroyed, or, at the best, passively allowing the career or profession
-they had adopted to mould and carve them. Instead of working out their
-own destiny, they were actually allowing an alien destiny to work them
-out. Youth enters the big world of acting and thinking, a huge bundle
-of susceptibilities, keenly alive and plastic, and so eager to achieve
-and perform that it will accept almost the first opportunity that comes
-to it. Now each youth has his own unique personality and interweaving
-web of tendencies and inclinations, such as no other person has ever
-had before. It is essential that these trends and abilities be so
-stimulated by experience that they shall be developed to their highest
-capacity. And they can usually be depended upon, if freedom and
-opportunity are given, to grow of themselves upward towards the sun and
-air. If a youth does not develop, it is usually because his nature has
-been blocked and thwarted by the social pressures to which every one of
-us is subjected, and which only a few have the strength or the wisdom
-to resist. These pressures come often in the guise of good fortune,
-and the youth meets them halfway, goes with them gladly, and lets them
-crush him. He will do it all, too, with so easy a conscience, for is
-not this meeting the world and making it one’s own? It is meeting the
-world, but it is too often only to have the world make the youth its
-own.
-
-Our spiritual guides and leaders, then, have been too positive, too
-heartening, if such a thing be possible. They have either not seen the
-dangers that lurked in the path, or they have not cared to discourage
-and depress us by pointing them out. Many of our modern guides, in
-their panegyrics on success, even glorify as aids on the journey these
-very dangers themselves, and urge the youth to rely upon them, when he
-should have been warned not to gaze at all on the dazzling lure. The
-youth is urged to imitate men who are themselves victims of the very
-influences that he should dodge, and doctrines and habits are pressed
-upon him which he should ceaselessly question and never once make his
-own unless he is sure that they fit him. He will have need to be ever
-alert to the dangers, and, in early youth at least, would better think
-more of dodging them than of attaining the goal to which his elders
-tempt him. Their best service to him would be to warn him against
-themselves and their influence, rather than to encourage him to become
-like them.
-
-The dangers that I speak of are the influences and inducements which
-come to youth from family, business, church, society, state, to
-compromise with himself and become in more or less degree conformed
-to their pattern and type. “Be like us!” they all cry, “it is easiest
-and safest thus! We guarantee you popularity and fortune at so small
-a price,--only the price of your best self!” Thus they seduce him
-insidiously rather than openly attack him. They throw their silky
-chains over him and draw him in. Or they press gently but ceaselessly
-upon him, rubbing away his original roughness, polishing him down,
-moulding him relentlessly, and yet with how kindly and solicitous a
-touch, to their shape and manner. As he feels their caressing pressure
-against him in the darkness, small wonder is it that he mistakes it for
-the warm touch of friends and guides. They are friends and guides who
-always end, however, by being masters and tyrants. They force him to
-perpetuate old errors, to keep alive dying customs, to breathe new life
-into vicious prejudices, to take his stand against the saving new.
-They kill his soul, and then use the carcass as a barricade against the
-advancing hosts of light. They train him to protect and conserve their
-own outworn institutions when he should be the first, by reason of his
-clear insight and freedom from crusted prejudice, to attack them.
-
-The youth’s only salvation lies, then, in dodging these pressures. It
-is not his business to make his own way in life so much as it is to
-prevent some one else from making it for him. His business is to keep
-the way clear, and the sky open above his head. Then he will grow and
-be nurtured according to his needs and his inner nature. He must fight
-constantly to keep from his head those coverings that institutions
-and persons in the guise of making him warm and safe throw over his
-body. If young people would spend half the time in warding away the
-unfavorable influences that they now spend in conscientiously planning
-what they are going to be, they would achieve success and maintain
-their individuality. It seems, curiously enough, that one can live
-one’s true life and guarantee one’s individuality best in this indirect
-way,--not by projecting one’s self out upon the world aggressively,
-but by keeping the track clear along which one’s true life may run.
-A sane, well-rounded, original life is attained not so much by taking
-thought for it as by the dodging of pressures that would limit and warp
-its natural growth. The youth must travel the straight road serenely,
-confident that “his own will come to him.” All he must strive for is
-to recognize his own when it does come, and to absorb and assimilate
-it. His imagination must be large enough to envisage himself and his
-own needs. This wisdom, however, comes to too many of us only after
-we are hopelessly compromised, after we are encrusted over so deeply
-that, even if we try to break away, our struggles are at the expense
-of our growth. The first duty of self-conscious youth is to dodge the
-pressures, his second to survey the world eagerly to see what is “his
-own.” If he goes boldly ahead at first to seek his own, without first
-making provision for silencing the voices that whisper continually at
-his side, “Conform!”--he will soon find himself on alien ground, and,
-if not a prisoner, a naturalized citizen before he has time to think.
-
-Nor is this a mere invitation to whimsicality and eccentricity. These
-epithets, in our daily life, are somewhat loosely used for all sorts
-of behavior ranging from nonconformity to pure freakishness. If we
-really had more original, unspoiled people in the world, we should
-not use these terms so frequently. If we really had more people who
-were satisfying their healthy desires, and living the life that
-their whole inner conscience told them was best, we should not find
-eccentric or queer the self-sustaining men and women who live without
-regard to prejudice. And all real whimsicality is a result rather of
-the thwarting of individuality than of letting it run riot. It is
-when persons of strong personality are subjected to pressures heavier
-than they can bear that we get real outbursts of eccentricity. For
-something unnatural has occurred, a spontaneous flow and progress has
-been checked. Your eccentric man par excellence is your perfectly
-conventional man, who never offends in the slightest way by any
-original action or thought. For he has yielded to every variety of
-pressure that has been brought to bear upon him, and his original
-nature has been completely obscured. The pressures have been, however,
-uniform on every side, so that they have seemingly canceled each other.
-But this equilibrium simply conceals the forces that have crushed
-him. The conventional person is, therefore, not the most natural
-but the most unnatural of persons. His harmlessness is a proof of
-his tremendous eccentricity. He has been rubbed down smooth on all
-sides like a rock until he has dropped noiselessly into his place in
-society. But at what a cost does he obtain this peace! At the cost of
-depersonalizing himself, and sacrificing his very nature, which, as in
-every normal person, is precious and worthy of permanence and growth.
-This treason to one’s self is perhaps the greatest mistake of youth,
-the one unpardonable sin. It is worse than sowing one’s wild oats,
-for they are reaped and justice is done; or casting one’s bread upon
-the waters, for that returneth after many days. But this sin is the
-throwing away in willfulness or carelessness the priceless jewel of
-self-hood, and with no return, either of recompense or punishment.
-
-How early and insidious is the pressure upon us to conform to some
-type whose fitness we have not examined, but which we are forced to
-take strictly on authority! On the children in the family what a
-petty tyranny of ideas and manners is imposed! Under the guise of
-being brought up, how many habits of doubtful value we learned, how
-many moral opinions of doubtful significance we absorbed, how many
-strange biases that harass and perplex us in our later life we had
-fastened upon our minds, how many natural and beautiful tendencies
-we were forced to suppress! The tyranny of manners, of conventional
-politeness, of puritanical taboos, of superstitious religion, were all
-imposed upon us for no reason that our elders could devise, but simply
-that they in turn had had them imposed upon them. Much of our early
-education was as automatic and unconscious as the handing down of the
-immemorial traditions in a primitive savage tribe. Now I am far from
-saying that this household tradition of manners and morals is not an
-excellent thing for us to acquire. Many of the habits are so useful
-that it is a wise provision that we should obtain them as naturally as
-the air we breathe. And it is a pressure that we could not, at that
-age, avoid, even if we would. But this childhood influence is a sample
-of true pressure, for it is both unconscious and irresistible. Were we
-to infringe any of the rules laid down for us, the whole displeasure of
-the family descended upon our heads; they seemed to vie with each other
-in expressing their disapproval of our conduct. So, simply to retain
-our self-respect, we were forced into their pattern of doing things,
-and for no other reason than that it was their pattern.
-
-This early pressure, however, was mild in comparison with what we
-experienced as we grew older. We found then that more and more of
-our actions came insensibly but in some way or other before this
-court of appeal. We could choose our friends, for instance, only with
-reservations. If we consorted with little boys who were not clean, or
-who came from the less reputable portions of the town, we were made to
-feel the vague family disapproval, perhaps not outspoken, but as an
-undercurrent to their attitude. And usually we did not need flagrantly
-to offend to be taught the need of judicious selection, for we were
-sensitive to the feeling that we knew those around us would entertain,
-and so avoided the objectionable people from a diffused feeling that
-they were not “nice.” When we grew old enough to move in the youthful
-social world, we felt this circle of tyranny suddenly widen. It was
-our “set” now that dictated our choices. The family pressure had been
-rather subtle and uneasy; this was bold and direct. Here were the most
-arbitrary selections and disqualifications, girls and boys being banned
-for no imaginable reason except that they were slightly out of the
-ordinary, and our little world circumscribed by a rigid public opinion
-which punished nonconformity by expulsion. If we tried to dodge this
-pressure and assert our own privileges of making lovers and friends, we
-were soon delivered an ultimatum, and if we refused to obey, we were
-speedily cast out into utter darkness, where, strange to say, we lacked
-even the approbation of the banned. Sometimes we were not allowed to
-choose our partners to whom we paid our momentary devotions, sometimes
-we were not allowed to give them up. The price we paid for free
-participation in the parties and dances and love-affairs of this little
-social world of youth was an almost military obedience to the general
-feeling of propriety and suitability of our relationships with others,
-and to the general will of those in whose circle we went. There was apt
-to be a rather severe code of propriety, which bore especially upon
-the girls. Many frank and natural actions and expressions of opinion
-were thus inhibited, from no real feeling of self-respect, but from
-the vague, uncomfortable feeling that somebody would not approve. This
-price for society was one that we were all willing to pay, but it was a
-bad training. Our own natural likings and dislikings got blunted; we
-ceased to seek out our own kind of people and enjoy them and ourselves
-in our own way, but we “went with” the people that our companions
-thought we ought to “go with,” and we played the games and behaved
-generally as they thought we ought to do.
-
-The family rather corroborated this pressure than attempted to fortify
-us in our own individuality. For their honor seemed to be involved in
-what we did, and if all our walk in life was well pleasing to those
-around us, they were well pleased with us. And all through life, as
-long at least as we were protected under the sheltering wing of the
-family, its members constituted a sort of supreme court over all our
-relations in life. In resisting the other pressures that were brought
-to bear on us, we rarely found that we had the family’s undivided
-support. They loved, like all social groups, a smoothly running person,
-and as soon as they found us doing unconventional things or having
-unusual friends they were vaguely uneasy, as if they were harboring
-in their midst some unpredictable animal who would draw upon them the
-disapproving glances of the society around them. The family philosophy
-has a horror for the “queer.” The table-board is too often a place
-where the eccentricities of the world get thoroughly aired. The dread
-of deviation from accepted standards is impressed upon us from our
-youth up. The threat which always brought us to terms was,--“If you do
-this, you will be considered queer!” There was very little fight left
-in us after that.
-
-But the family has other formidable weapons for bringing us to terms.
-It knows us through and through as none of our friends and enemies know
-us. It sees us in undress, when all our outward decorations of spirit
-and shams and pretenses are thrown off, and it is not deceived by the
-apologies and excuses that pass muster in the world at large and even
-to our own conscience. We can conceal nothing from it; it knows all
-our weakest spots and vulnerable feelings. It does not hesitate to
-take shameless advantage of that knowledge. Its most powerful weapon
-is ridicule. It can adopt no subtler method, for we in our turn know
-all its own vulnerabilities. And where the world at large is generally
-too polite to employ ridicule upon us, but works with gentler methods
-of approbation and coldness, our family associates feel no such
-compunction. Knowing us as they do, they are able to make that ridicule
-tell. We may have longings for freedom and individuality, but it is a
-terrible dilemma that faces us. Most men would rather be slaves than
-butts; they would rather be corralled with the herd than endure its
-taunts at their independence.
-
-Besides the pressure on a youth or girl to think the way the family
-does, there is often the pressure brought upon them to sacrifice
-themselves for its benefit. I do not mean to deprecate that perfectly
-natural and proper desire to make some return for the care and kindness
-that have been lavished upon them. But the family insistence often goes
-much further than this. It demands not only that its young people shall
-recompense it for what it has done for them, but that they do it in the
-kind of work and vocation that shall seem proper to it. How often, when
-the youth or girl is on the point of choosing a congenial occupation
-or profession, does the family council step in and, with the utmost
-apparent good-will in the world, dictate differently! And too often the
-motives are really policy or ambition, or, at best, sheer prejudice.
-If the youth be not persuaded, then he must bear the brunt of lonely
-toil without the sympathy or support of those most dear to him. Far
-harder is the lot of the young woman. For there is still so much
-prejudice against a girl’s performing useful work in society, apart
-from her God-given duty of getting married, that her initiative is
-crushed at the very beginning. The need of cultivating some particular
-talent or interest, even if she has not to earn her living, seems to be
-seldom felt. Yet women, with their narrower life, have a greater need
-of sane and vigorous spiritual habits than do men. It is imperative
-that a girl be prevented from growing up into a useless, fleshly, and
-trivial woman, of the type one sees so much of nowadays. Even if a
-girl does marry, a few intellectual interests and gifts and tastes
-will not be found to detract from her charm or usefulness. The world
-never needed so much as it does to-day women of large hearts and large
-minds, whose home and sphere are capable of embracing something beyond
-the four corners of their kitchen. And the world can get such women
-only by allowing them the initiative and opportunity to acquire varied
-interests and qualities while they are young.
-
-The family often forges sentimental bonds to keep it living together
-long after the motive and desire have departed. There is no group so
-uncongenial as an uncongenial family. The constant rubbing together
-accentuates all the divergencies and misunderstandings. Yet sometimes
-a family whose members are hopelessly mismated will cling together
-through sheer inertia or through a conscientious feeling of duty. And
-duty to too many of us is simply a stimulus to that curious love for
-futile suffering that form some of the darker qualities of the puritan
-soul. Family duty may not only warp and mutilate many a life that would
-bloom healthily outside in another environment, but it may actually
-mean the pauperization of the weaker members. The claims of members
-of the family upon each other are often overwhelming, and still more
-often quite fictitious in their justice. Yet that old feeling of the
-indissolubility of the family will often allow the weak, who might, if
-forced to shift for themselves, become strong, to suck the lifeblood
-from the stronger members. Coöperation, when it is free and spontaneous
-and on a basis of congeniality, is the foundation of all social life
-and progress, but forced cohesion can do little good. The average
-family is about as well mated as any similar group would be, picked
-out at random from society. And this means, where the superstition
-of indissolubility is still effective, that the members share not
-only all the benefits, but also all each others’ shortcomings and
-irritations. Family life thus not only presses upon its youth to
-conform to its customs and habits and to the opinions of the little
-social world in which it lives, but also drags its youth down with
-its claims, and warps it by its tension of uncongeniality, checks
-its spontaneity by its lack of appreciation, and injures its soul by
-friction and misunderstanding.
-
-This family pressure upon youth is serious, and potent for much good
-and evil in his later life. It is necessary that he understand how to
-analyze it without passion or prejudice, and find out just how he can
-dodge the unfavorable pressure without injury to the love that is borne
-him or the love that he bears to the others. But let him not believe
-that his love is best shown by submission. It is best shown by a
-resolute determination and assertion of his own individuality. Only he
-must know, without the cavil of a doubt, what that individuality is; he
-must have a real imaginative anticipation of its potentialities. Only
-with this intuition will he know where to dodge and how to dodge.
-
-It is true that the modern generation seems to be changing all this.
-Family cohesion and authority no longer mean what they did even twenty
-years ago. The youth of to-day are willful, selfish, heartless, in
-their rebellion. They are changing the system blindly and blunderingly.
-They feel the pressure, and without stopping to ask questions or
-analyze the situation, they burst the doors and flee away. Their
-seeming initiative is more animal spirits than anything else. They
-have exploded the myth that their elders have any superhuman wisdom
-of experience to share with them, or any incontrovertible philosophy
-of life with which to guide their wandering footsteps. But it must be
-admitted that most have failed so far to find a wisdom and a philosophy
-to take its place. They have too often thrown away the benefits of
-family influence on account of mere trivialities of misunderstanding.
-They have not waited for the real warpings of initiative, the real
-pressure of prejudice, but have kicked up their heels at the first
-breath of authority. They have not so much dodged the pressure as
-fled it altogether. Instead of being intent on brushing away the
-annoying obstacles that interfered with the free growth of their
-own worthier selves, they have mistaken the means for the end, and
-have merely brushed off the interferences, without first having any
-consciousness of that worthier self. Now of course this is no solution.
-It is only as they substitute for the authority that they throw off
-a definite authority of their own, crystallized out of their own
-ideals and purposes, that they will gain or help others to gain. For
-lack of a vision the people perish. For lack of a vision of their own
-personalities, and the fresh, free, aggressive, forward, fearless,
-radical life that we all ought to lead, and could lead if we only had
-the imagination for it, the youth of to-day will cast off the narrowing
-confining fetters of authority only to wander without any light at
-all. This is not to say that this aimless wandering is not better than
-the prison-house, but it is to say that the emancipation of the spirit
-is insufficient without a new means of spiritual livelihood to take
-its place. The youth of to-day cannot rest on their liberation; they
-must see their freedom as simply the setting free of forces within
-themselves for a cleaner, sincerer life, and for radical work in
-society. The road is cut out before them by pioneers; they have but to
-let themselves grow out in that direction.
-
-I have painted the family pressures in this somewhat lurid hue
-because they are patterns of the other attacks which are made upon
-the youth as he meets the world. The family is a little microcosm,
-a sheltered group where youth feels all those currents of influence
-that sway men in their social life. Some of them are exaggerated, some
-perverted, but they are most of them there in that little world. It
-is no new discovery that in family life one can find heaven or one
-can find hell. The only pressure that is practically absent in the
-family is the economic pressure, by which I mean the inducements,
-and even necessities, that a youth is under of conforming to codes
-or customs and changing his ideals and ideas, when he comes to earn
-his livelihood. This pressure affects him as soon as he looks for an
-opening, as he calls it, in which to make his living. At that time
-all this talk of natural talents or bents or interests begin to sound
-far-away and ideal. He soon finds that these things have no commercial
-value in themselves and will go but a short way towards providing him
-with his living. The majority of us “go to work” as soon as our short
-“education” is completed, if not before, and we go not by choice,
-but wherever opportunity is given. Hence the ridiculous misfits, the
-apathy, the restlessness and discontent. The world of young people
-around us seems too largely to be one where both men and girls are
-engaged in work in which they have no interest, and for which they
-have no aptitude. They are mournfully fettered to their work; all they
-can seem to do is to make the best of it, and snatch out of the free
-moments what pleasure and exhilaration they can. They have little hope
-for a change. There is too much of a scramble for places in this busy,
-crowded world, to make a change anything but hazardous. It is true that
-restlessness often forces a change, but it is rarely for the better, or
-in the line of any natural choice or interest. One leaves one’s job,
-but then one takes thankfully the first job that presents itself; the
-last state may be worse than the first. By this economic pressure most
-of us are sidetracked, turned off from our natural path, and fastened
-irrevocably to some work that we could only acquire an interest in at
-the expense of our souls.
-
-It is a pressure, too, that cannot easily be dodged. We can frankly
-recognize our defeat, plunge boldly at the work and make it a part
-of ourselves; this course of action, which most of us adopt, is
-really, however, simply an unconditional surrender. We can drift
-along apathetically, without interest either in our work or our own
-personalities; this course is even more disastrous. Or we can quietly
-wait until we have found the vocation that guarantees the success of
-our personalities; this course is an ideal that is possible to very
-few. And yet, did we but know it, a little thought at the beginning
-would often have prevented the misfit, and a little boldness when
-one has discovered the misfit would often have secured the favorable
-change. That self-recognition, which is the only basis for a genuine
-spiritual success in life, is the thing that too many of us lack. The
-apathy comes from a real ignorance of what our true work is. Then
-we are twice a slave,--a prey to our circumstance and a prey to our
-ignorance.
-
-Like all discoveries, what one’s work is can be found only by
-experiment. But this can often be an imaginative experiment. One can
-take an “inventory of one’s personality,” and discover one’s interests,
-and the kind of activity one feels at home with or takes joy in. Yet
-it is true that there are many qualities which cannot be discovered by
-the imagination, which need the fairy touch of actual use to develop
-them. There is no royal road to this success. Here the obstacles are
-usually too thick to be dodged. We do not often enough recognize the
-incredible stupidity of our civilization where so much of the work is
-uninteresting and monotonous. That we should consider it a sort of
-triumph that a man like Mr. John Burroughs should have been able to
-live his life as he chose, travel along his own highroad, and develop
-himself in his own natural direction, is a curious reflection on our
-ideals of success and on the incompleteness of our civilization. Such a
-man has triumphed, however, because he has known what to dodge. He has
-not been crushed by the social opinion of his little world, or lured by
-specious success, or fettered by his “job,” or hoodwinked by prejudice.
-He has kept his spirit clear and pure straight through life. It would
-be well for modern youth if it could let an ideal like this color their
-lives, and permeate all their thoughts and ambitions. It would be well
-if they could keep before them such an ideal as a pillar of fire by day
-and a cloud by night.
-
-If we cannot dodge this economic pressure, at least we can face it.
-If we are situated so that we have no choice in regard to our work,
-we may still resist the influences which its uncongeniality would
-bring to bear upon us. This is not done by forcing an interest in
-it, or liking for it. If the work is socially wasteful or useless or
-even pernicious, as so much business and industrial work to-day is,
-it is our bounden duty not to be interested in it or to like it. We
-should not be playing our right place in society if we enjoyed such a
-prostitution of energies. One of the most insidious of the economic
-pressures is this awaking the interest of youth in useless and wasteful
-work, work that takes away energy from production to dissipate in
-barter and speculation and all the thousand ways that men have
-discovered of causing money to flow from one pocket to another without
-the transference of any fair equivalent of real wealth. We can dodge
-these pressures not by immolating ourselves, but by letting the routine
-work lie very lightly on our soul. We can understand clearly the nature
-and effects of this useless work we are doing, and keep it from either
-alluring or smothering us. We can cultivate a disinterested aloofness
-towards it, and keep from breathing its poisonous atmosphere. The extra
-hours we can fill with real interests, and make them glow with an
-intensity that will make our life almost as rich as if we were wholly
-given over to a real lifework. We can thus live in two worlds, one
-of which is the more precious because it is one of freedom from very
-real oppression. And that oppression will seem light because it has the
-reverse shield of liberty. If we do drudgery, it must be our care to
-see that it does not stifle us. The one thing needful in all our work
-and play is that we should always be on top, that our true personality
-should always be in control. Our life must not be passive, running
-simply by the momentum furnished by another; it must have the motive
-power within itself; although it gets the fuel from the stimulation of
-the world about it, the steam and power must be manufactured within
-itself.
-
-These counsels of aloofness from drudgery suggest the possibilities of
-avoiding the economic pressures where they are too heavy completely to
-dodge, and where the work is an irrevocable misfit. But the pressures
-of success are even more deadly than those of routine. How early is
-one affected by that first pressure of worldly opinion which says that
-lack of success in business or a profession is disgraceful! The one
-devil of our modern world is failure, and many are the charms used by
-the medicine men to ward him away. If we lived in a state of society
-where virtue was its own reward, where our actions were automatically
-measured and our rewards duly proportioned to our efforts, a lack of
-success would be a real indication of weakness and flaw, or, at best,
-ill-preparation. But where business success is largely dependent on
-the possession of capital, a lucky risk, the ability to intimidate or
-deceive, and where professional success is so often dependent upon
-self-assertion or some irrelevant but pleasing trait of personality,
-failure means nothing more than bad luck, or, at most, inability to
-please those clients to whom one has made one’s appeal. To dodge this
-pressure of fancied failure and humiliation is to have gone a long way
-towards guaranteeing one’s real success. We are justified in adopting
-a pharisaical attitude towards success,--“Lord, I thank thee that I
-have not succeeded as other men have!” To have judged one’s self by
-the inner standards of truth to one’s own personality, to count the
-consciousness of having done well, regardless of the corroboration of
-a public, as success, is to have avoided this most discouraging of
-pressures.
-
-It is even doubtful whether business or professional success, except
-in the domain of science and art, can be attained without a certain
-betrayal of soul. The betrayal may have been small, but at some point
-one has been compressed, one has yielded to alien forces and conformed
-to what the heart did not give assent to. It may be that one has kept
-silent when one should have spoken, that one has feigned interests
-and enthusiasms, or done work that one knew was idle and useless, in
-order to achieve some goal; but always that goal has been reached not
-spontaneously but under a foreign pressure. More often than not the
-fortunate one has not felt the direct pressure, has not been quite
-conscious of the sacrifice, but only vaguely uneasy and aware that all
-was not right within him, and has won his peace only by drugging his
-uneasiness with visions of the final triumph. The pressure is always
-upon him to keep silent and conform. He must not only adopt all the
-outward forms and ceremonies, as in the family and social life, but he
-must also adopt the traditional ideals.
-
-The novice soon finds that he is expected to defend the citadel, even
-against his own heresies. The lawyer who finds anomalies in the law,
-injustice in the courts, is not encouraged to publish abroad his
-facts, or make proposals for reform. The student who finds antiquated
-method, erroneous hypotheses in his subject, is not expected to use
-his knowledge and his genius to remodel the study. The minister who
-comes upon new and living interpretations for his old creeds is not
-encouraged to speak forth the truth that is in him. Nor is the business
-man who finds corrupt practices in his business encouraged to give the
-secrets away. There is a constant social pressure on these “reformers”
-to leave things alone.
-
-And this does not arise from any corrupt connivance with the wrong,
-or from any sympathy with the evildoers. The cry rises equally from
-the corrupt and the holy, from the men who are responsible for the
-abuses and those who are innocent, from those who know of them and
-those who do not. It is simply the instinctive reaction of the herd
-against anything that savors of the unusual; it is the tendency of
-every social group simply to resist change. This alarm at innovation is
-universal, from college presidents to Catholic peasants, in fashionable
-club or sewing circle or political party. On the radical there is
-immediately brought, without examination, without reason or excuse,
-the whole pressure of the organization to stultify his vision and
-force him back into the required grooves. The methods employed are
-many: a warning is issued against him as being unsound and unsafe; his
-motive is to make trouble, or revenge himself on the directors for some
-slight; finally he is solemnly pilloried as an “enemy of the people.”
-Excellent reasons are discovered for his suppression. Effective working
-of an organization requires coöperation, but also subordination; in
-the interests of efficiency, therefore, individual opinion cannot be
-allowed full sway. The reputation of the organization before the world
-depends on its presenting a harmonious and united front; internal
-disagreements and criticisms tend to destroy the respect of the public.
-Smoothness of working is imperative; a certain individual liberty must,
-therefore, be sacrificed for the success of the organization. And if
-these plausible excuses fail, there is always the appeal to authority
-and to tried and tested experience. Now all these reasons are simply
-apologies brought up after the fact to justify the first instinctive
-reaction. What they all mean is this, and only this: He would unsettle
-things; away with him!
-
-In olden times, they had sterner ways of enforcing these pressures.
-But although the stake and dungeon have disappeared, the spirit of
-conservatism does not seem to have changed very much. Educated men
-still defend the hoariest abuses, still stand sponsor for utterly
-antiquated laws and ideals. That is why the youth of this generation
-has to be so suspicious of those who seem to speak authoritatively. He
-knows not whom he can trust, for few there are who speak from their own
-inner conviction. Most of our leaders and moulders of public opinion
-speak simply as puppets pulled by the strings of the conservative
-bigotry of their class or group. It is well that the youth of to-day
-should know this, for the knowledge will go far towards steeling him
-against that most insidious form of pressure that comes from the
-intellectual and spiritual prestige of successful and honored men. When
-youth sees that a large part of their success has been simply their
-succumbing to social pressure, and that their honor is based largely
-on the fact that they do not annoy vested interests with proposals or
-agitations for betterment, he will seek to discover new standards of
-success, and find his prophets and guides among the less fortunate,
-perhaps, but among those who have retained their real integrity.
-This numbing palsy of conservative assent which steals over so many
-brilliant and sincere young men as they are subjected to the influence
-of prestige and authority in their profession is the most dangerous
-disease that threatens youth. It can be resisted only by constant
-criticism and candid vigilance. “Prove all things; hold fast to that
-which is good,” should be the motto of the intellectual life. Only
-by testing and comparing all the ideals that are presented to one is
-it possible to dodge that pressure of authority that would crush the
-soul’s original enthusiasms and beliefs. Not doubt but convention is
-the real enemy of youth.
-
-Yet these spiritual pressures are comparatively easy to dodge when
-one is once awake to them. It is the physical pressure that those in
-power are able to bring to bear upon the dissenter that constitutes
-the real problem. The weak man soon becomes convinced of his hardihood
-and audacity in supposing that his ideas could be more valuable than
-the running tradition, and recants his heresies. But those who stick
-stiff-neckedly out are soon crushed. When the youth is settled in life,
-has trained for his profession and burned his bridges behind him, it
-means a great deal to combat authority. For those in power can make
-use of the economic pressure to force him to conformity. It is the
-shame of our universities that they are giving constant illustrations
-of this use of arbitrary power, directed usually against nonconformity
-in social and political opinion. Recent examples show the length to
-which even these supposedly enlightened institutions are willing to
-go to prevent social heresy in their midst. Often such harsh measures
-are not needed. A subtle appeal to a man’s honor is effective. “While
-you are a member of a society,” it is said, “it is your duty to think
-in harmony with its ideals and policies. If you no longer agree with
-those ideals, it is your duty to withdraw. You can fight honorably for
-your own ideas only from the outside.” All that need be said about this
-doctrine, so fair and reasonable on the surface, is that it contains
-all the philosophic support that would perpetuate the evil of the
-world forever. For it means attacking vested evil from the weakest
-vantage-point; it means willfully withdrawing to the greatest distance,
-shooting one’s puny arrows at the citadel, and then expecting to
-capture it. It means also to deny any possibility of progress within
-the organization itself. For as soon as dissent from the common inertia
-developed, it would be automatically eliminated. It is a principle,
-of course, that plays directly into the hands of the conservators. It
-is an appeal to honor that is dishonorable. Let it seduce no man’s
-sincerity!
-
-The principal object of every organization, as every youth soon
-discovers who feels dissatisfaction with the policies of church,
-club, college, or party, is to remain true to type. Each is organized
-with a central vigilance committee, whose ostensible function is
-direction, but whose real business is to resist threatening change
-and keep matters as they are. The ideal is smoothness; every part of
-the machine is expected to run along in its well-oiled groove. Youths
-who have tried to introduce their new ideas into such organizations
-know the weight of this fearful resistance. It seems usually as if
-all the wisdom and experience of these elders had taught them only
-the excellence of doing nothing at all. Their favorite epithet for
-those who have individual opinions is “trouble-makers,” forgetting
-that men do not run the risk of the unpopularity and opprobrium that
-aggressiveness always causes, for the sheer love of making trouble.
-Through an instinct of self-preservation, such an organization always
-places loyalty above truth, the permanence of the organization above
-the permanence of its principles. Even in churches we are told that to
-alter one’s opinion of a creed to which one has once given allegiance
-is basely to betray one’s higher nature. These are the pressures that
-keep wavering men in the footpaths where they have once put their feet,
-and stunts their truer, growing selves. How many souls a false loyalty
-has blunted none can say; perhaps almost as many as false duty!
-
-In the dodging of these pressures many a man finds the real spiritual
-battle of his life. They are a challenge to all his courage and faith.
-Unless he understands their nature, his defeat will bring despair
-or cynicism. When the group is weak and he is strong, he may resist
-successfully, press back in his turn, actually create a public opinion
-that will support him, and transfuse it all with his new spirit and
-attitude. Fortunate, indeed, is he who can not only dodge these
-pressures but dissolve them! If he is weak and his efforts are useless,
-and the pressure threatens to crush him, he would better withdraw and
-let the organization go to its own diseased perdition. If he can remain
-within without sacrifice to his principles, this is well, for then he
-has a vantage-ground for the enunciation of those principles. Eternal
-vigilance, however, is the price of his liberty.
-
-The secret ambition of the group seems to be to turn out all its
-members as nearly alike as possible. It seeks to create a type to
-which all new adherents shall be moulded. Each group, then, that we
-have relations with is ceaselessly working to mould us to its type and
-pattern. It is this marvellous unseen power that a group has of forming
-after its own image all that come under its influence, that conquers
-men. It has the two instincts of self-preservation and propagation
-strongly developed, and we tend unthinkingly to measure its value in
-terms of its success in the expression of those instincts. Rather
-should it be measured always in terms of its ability to create and
-stimulate varied individuality. This is the new ideal of social life.
-This is what makes it so imperative that young men of to-day should
-recognize and dodge the pressures that would thwart the assertion of
-this ideal. The aim of the group must be to cultivate personality,
-leaving open the road for each to follow his own. The bond of cohesion
-will be the common direction in which those roads point, but this is
-far from saying that all the travelers must be alike. It is enough that
-there be a common aim and a common ideal.
-
-Societies are rarely content with this, however; they demand a close
-mechanical similarity, and a conformity to a reactionary and not a
-progressive type. If we would be resolute in turning our gaze towards
-the common aim, and dodging the pressure of the common pattern, our
-family, business, and social life would be filled with a new spirit. We
-can scarcely imagine the achievement and liberation that would result.
-Individuality would come to its own; it would no longer be suspect.
-Youth would no longer be fettered and bound, but would come to its own
-as the leaven and even leader of life. Men would worship progress as
-they now worship stagnation; their ideal in working together would be a
-living effectiveness instead of a mechanical efficiency.
-
-This gospel is no call to ease and comfort. It is rather one of peril.
-The youth of this generation will not be so lightly seduced, or go so
-innocently into the bonds of conservatism and convention, under the
-impression that they are following the inspired road to success. Their
-consciences will be more delicate. They know now the dangers that
-confront them and the road they are called on to tread. It is not an
-easy road. It is beset with opportunities for real eccentricity, for
-selfishness, for willfulness, for mere bravado. It would be surprising,
-after the long premium that has been placed on the pattern, not to see
-a reaction in favor of sheer freakishness. Many of our modern radicals
-are examples of this reaction. Yet their method is so sound, their
-goal so clear and noble, their spirit so sincere, that they are true
-pioneers of the new individuality. Their raciness is but the raciness
-of all pioneers everywhere. And much of their irresponsibility is a
-result of that intolerable pressure against which they are revolting.
-They have dodged it, but it dogs them and concentrates itself sullenly
-behind them to punish them for their temerity. The scorn of the world
-hurts and hampers them. That ridicule which the family employed against
-deviation is employed in all large social movements against the
-innovators. Yet slowly and surely the new social ideal makes its way.
-
-It is not a call to the surrendering of obligations, in family
-or business or profession, but it is a call to the criticism of
-obligations. Youth must distinguish carefully between the essential
-duties and the non-essential, between those which make for the
-realization of the best common ideals, and those which make merely for
-the maintenance of a dogma or unchallenged superstition. By resisting
-the pressures that would warp, do we really best serve society; by
-allowing our free personality to develop, do we contribute most to
-the common good. We must recognize that our real duty is always found
-running in the direction of our worthiest desires. No duty that runs
-rough-shod over the personality can have a legitimate claim upon us. We
-serve by being as well as by doing.
-
-It is easy to distort this teaching into a counsel to unbridled
-selfishness. And that, of course, is the risk. But shall we not
-dare to take the risk? It may be also that in our care to dodge the
-pressures, we may lose all the inestimable influences of good that come
-along mixed in with the hurtful. But shall we not take the risk? Our
-judgments can only grow by exercise; we can only learn by constantly
-discriminating. Self-recognition is necessary to know one’s road, but,
-knowing the road, the price of the mistakes and perils is worth paying.
-The following of that road will be all the discipline one needs.
-Discipline does not mean being moulded by outside forces, but sticking
-to one’s road against the forces that would deflect or bury the soul.
-People speak of finding one’s niche in the world. Society, as we have
-seen, is one vast conspiracy for carving one into the kind of a statue
-it likes, and then placing it in the most convenient niche it has.
-But for us, not the niche but the open road, with the spirit always
-traveling, always criticizing, always learning, always escaping the
-pressures that threaten its integrity. With its own fresh power it will
-keep strong and true to the journey’s end.
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-FOR RADICALS
-
-
-The great social movement of yesterday and to-day and to-morrow has
-hit us of the younger generation hard. Many of us were early converted
-to a belief in the possibilities of a regenerated social order, and to
-a passionate desire to do something in aid of that regeneration. The
-appeal is not only to our sympathy for the weak and exploited, but also
-to our delight in a healthy, free, social life, to an artistic longing
-for a society where the treasures of civilization may be open to all,
-and to our desire for an environment where we ourselves will be able
-to exercise our capacities, and exert the untrammeled influences which
-we believe might be ours and our fellows’. All these good things the
-social movement seems to demand and seems to offer, and its appeal is
-irresistible. Before the age of machinery was developed, or before
-the structure of our social system and the relations between classes
-and individuals was revealed, the appeal might have been merely
-sentimental. But it is no longer so. The aims of the social movement
-to-day seem to have all the tremendous power of a practicable ideal.
-To the satisfactions which its separate ideals give to all the finer
-instincts of men is added the overwhelming conviction that those
-satisfactions are most of them realizable here and now by concerted
-methods which are already partly in operation and partially successful.
-It is this union of the idealistic and the efficient that gives the
-movement its hold on the disinterested and serious youth of to-day.
-
-With that conversion has necessarily come the transvaluation of many
-of our social values. No longer can we pay the conventional respect
-to success or join in the common opinions of men and causes. The
-mighty have been pulled down from their seats, and those of low degree
-exalted. We feel only contempt for college presidents, editors, and
-statesmen who stultify their talents and pervert their logical and
-historical knowledge in defending outworn political philosophies and
-economic codes. We can no longer wholly believe in the usefulness
-or significance of those teachers and writers who show themselves
-serenely oblivious to the social problems. We become keen analysts of
-the society around us; we put uncomfortable questions to our sleek
-and successful elders. We criticize the activities in which they
-engage, the hitherto sacred professions and businesses, and learn to
-distinguish carefully between actually productive work for society,
-work which makes for the material and spiritual well-being of the
-people for whom it is done, and parasitic or wasteful work, which
-simply extends the friction of competition, or lives on the labor or
-profits of others. We distinguish, too, between the instruction and
-writing that consists in handing down unexamined and uncriticized moral
-and political ideas, and ideas that let in the fresh air and sunlight
-to the thick prejudices of men. We come to test the papers we read,
-the teachers we learn from, the professional men we come into contact
-with, by these new standards. Various and surprising are the new
-interweavings we discover, and the contrasts and ironies of the modern
-intellectual life. The childlike innocence in which so many seem still
-to slumber is almost incredible to those whose vision is so clear. The
-mechanical way in which educated men tend to absorb and repeat whole
-systems of formulas is a constant surprise to those whose ideas hum
-and clash and react against each other. But the minds of so many of
-these men of position seem to run in automatic channels, such that,
-given one set of opinions, one could predict with accuracy their whole
-philosophy of life. Our distrust of their whole spiritual fabric thus
-becomes fundamental. We can no longer take most of them seriously. It
-is true that they are doing the serious work of the world, while we
-do nothing as yet except criticize, and perhaps are doomed to fail
-altogether when we try. To be sure, it is exactly their way of doing
-that serious work that we object to, but still we are the dreamers,
-they the doers; we are the theorists, they the practical achievers. Yet
-the precision of our view will not down; we can see in their boasted
-activity little but a resolute sitting on the lid, a sort of glorified
-routine of keeping the desk clear. And we would rather remain dreamers,
-we feel, than do much of their work. Other values we find are changed.
-We become hopelessly perverted by democracy. We no longer make the
-careful distinctions between the fit and the unfit, the successful and
-the unsuccessful, the effective and the ineffective, the presentable
-and the unpresentable. We are more interested in the influences that
-have produced these seeming differences than in the fact of the
-differences themselves. We classify people by new categories. We look
-for personality, for sincerity, for social sympathy, for democratic
-feeling, for social productiveness, and we interpret success in terms
-of these attainments.
-
-The young radical, then, in such a situation and in possession of these
-new social values, stands on the verge of his career in a mood of
-great perplexity. Two questions he must answer,--“What is to be done?”
-and “What must I do?” If he has had an education and is given a real
-opportunity for the choice of a vocation, his position is crucial. For
-his education, if it has been in one of the advanced universities, will
-have only tended to confirm his radicalism and render more vivid the
-contrast between the new philosophy which is being crystallized there
-out of modern science and philosophy and the new interpretations of
-history and ethics, and the obscurantist attitude of so many of our
-intellectual guardians. The youth, ambitious and aggressive, desires an
-effective and serviceable career, yet every career open to him seems
-a compromise with the old order. If he has come to see the law as an
-attempt to fit immutable principles of social action on a dynamic
-and ever-growing society; if he has come to see the church as an
-organization working along the lines of greatest spiritual resistance,
-preaching a personal where the world is crying for a social gospel;
-if he has come to see higher education as an esoteric institution
-of savants, only casually reaching down to touch the mass of people
-with their knowledge and ideas; if he has come to see business as
-a clever way of distributing unearned wealth, and the levying of a
-refined tribute on the property-less workers; if he has come to see
-the press as devoted to bolstering up all these institutions in their
-inefficiency and inertia;--if he has caught this radical vision of the
-social institutions about him, he will find it hard to fit neatly into
-any of them and let it set its brand upon him. It would seem to be a
-treason not only to society but to his own best self. He would seem to
-have become one of the vast conspiracy to keep things as they are. He
-has spent his youth, perhaps, in studying things as they are in order
-to help in changing them into things as they ought to be, but he is now
-confronted with the question how the change can be accomplished, and
-how he can help in that accomplishment.
-
-The attempt to answer these questions seems at first to bring him to a
-deadlock and to inhibit all his powers. He desires self-development
-and self-expression, and the only opportunities offered him seem to be
-ways of life and training that will only mock the best social ideals
-that he has. This is the dilemma of latter-day youth, and it is a
-dilemma which is new and original to our own age. Earnest men and
-women have always had before them the task of adjusting themselves
-to this world, of “overcoming the world,” but the proper method has
-always been found in withdrawing from it altogether, or in passing
-through it with as little spot and blemish as possible, not in plunging
-into its activity and attempting to subjugate it to one’s ideals. Yet
-this is the task that the young radical sets for himself. Subjugation
-without compromise! But so many young men and women feel that this is
-impossible. Confident of their sincerity, yet distrustful of their
-strength, eager yet timorous, they stand on the brink, longing to
-serve, but not knowing how, and too likely, through their distrust and
-fears, to make a wreck of their whole lives. They feel somehow that
-they have no right to seek their own welfare or the training of their
-own talents until they have paid that service to society which they
-have learned is its due.
-
-It does not do to tell them that one of their best services will be
-that training. They demand some more direct way of influencing their
-fellows, some short road to radical activity. It would be good for them
-to know that they cannot hope to accomplish very much in radiating
-their ideals without the skill and personality which gives impetus to
-that radiation. Good-will alone has little efficacy. For centuries
-well-wishers of men have shown a touching faith in the power of pure
-ideals to propagate themselves. The tragic failures of the beginnings
-of the social movement itself were largely due to this belief. Great
-efforts ended only in sentimentality. But we have no intention now that
-the fund of intellectual and spiritual energy liberated by radical
-thought in the younger generation shall die away in such ineffective
-efforts. To radiate influence, one’s light must shine before men, and
-it must glow, moreover, with a steady and resolute flame, or men will
-neither see nor believe the good works that are being done.
-
-It would be an easy way out of the dilemma if we could all adopt the
-solution of Kropotkin, the Russian radical writer, and engage in
-radical journalism. This seems to be the most direct means of bringing
-one’s ideals to the people, to be a real fighting on the firing
-line. It is well to remember, however, that a weak propagandist is a
-hindrance rather than an assistance, and that the social movement needs
-the best of talent, and the skill. This is a challenge to genius, but
-it is also a reminder that those who fight in other ranks than the
-front may do as valiant and worthy service. One of the first lessons
-the young radical has to learn is that influence can be indirect as
-well as direct, and will be strongest when backed by the most glowing
-personality. So that self-cultivation becomes almost a duty, if one
-wants to be effective towards the great end. And not only personality
-but prestige; for the prestige of the person from whom ideals come is
-one of the strongest factors in driving home those ideas to the mind of
-the hearer and making them a motive force in his life. Vested interests
-do not hesitate to make use of the services of college presidents
-and other men of intellectual prestige to give their practices a
-philosophic support; neither should radicals disdain, as many seem to
-disdain, the use of prestige as a vantage-ground from which to hurl
-their dogmas. Even though Kropotkin himself deprecated his useless
-learning, his scientific reputation has been a great factor in
-spreading his radical ideas.
-
-It is the fashion among some radicals to despise the applause of the
-conventional, unthinking mass, and scorn any success which has that
-appreciation as an ingredient. But this is not the way to influence
-that same crass, unthinking mass or convert it to one’s doctrines. It
-is to alienate at the beginning the heathen to whom the gospel is being
-brought. And even the radical has the right to be wise as a serpent
-and harmless as a dove. He must see merely that his distinctiveness is
-based on real merit and not, as many reputations are, on conformity
-to an established code. Scientific research, engineering, medicine,
-and any honest craft, are vocations where it is hard to win prestige
-without being socially productive; their only disadvantage lies in the
-fact that their activity does not give opportunity for the influence
-of the kind the radical wishes to exert. Art, literature, and teaching
-are perilous; the pressures to conform are deadly, but the triumphs of
-individuality splendid. For one’s daily work lies there directly in
-the line of impressing other minds. The genius can almost swing the
-lash over men’s spirits, and form their ideas for them; he combines
-enormous prestige with enormous direct influence. Law, the ministry,
-and business seem to be peculiarly deadly; it is hard to see how
-eminence can be attained in those professions except at the cost of
-many of one’s social ideals.
-
-The radical can thus choose his career with full knowledge of the
-social possibilities. Where he is forced by economic necessity to
-engage in distasteful and unsocial work, he may still leave no doubt,
-in the small realm he does illuminate, as to his attitude and his
-purpose, his enthusiasm and his hope. For all his powers and talents
-can be found to contribute something; fusing together they form his
-personality and create his prestige, and it is these that give the
-real impetus and the vital impulse that drive one’s beliefs and ideals
-into the hearts of other men. If he speaks, he will be listened to,
-for it is faith and not doubt that men strain their ears to hear. It
-is the believing word that they are eager to hear. Let the social
-faith be in a youth, and it will leak out in every activity of his
-life, it will permeate his words and color his deeds. The belief and
-the vision are the essentials; these given, there is little need for
-him to worry how he may count in society. He will count in spite of
-himself. He may never know just how he is counting, he may never hear
-the reverberations of his own personality in others, but reverberate it
-will, and the timbre and resonance will be in proportion to the quality
-and power of that vision.
-
-The first concrete duty of every youth to whom social idealism is more
-than a phrase is to see that he is giving back to society as much
-as or more than he receives, and, moreover, that he is a nourisher
-of the common life and not a drain upon its resources. This was
-Tolstoy’s problem, and his solution to the question--“What is to be
-done?”--was--“Get off the other fellow’s back!” His duty, he found,
-was to arrange his life so that the satisfaction of his needs did not
-involve the servitude or the servility of any of his fellow men; to do
-away with personal servants, and with the articles of useless luxury
-whose production meant the labor of thousands who might otherwise have
-been engaged in some productive and life-bringing work; to make his own
-living either directly from the soil, or by the coöperative exchange of
-services, in professional, intellectual, artistic, or handicraft labor.
-Splendidly sound as this solution is, both ethically and economically,
-the tragic fact remains that so inextricably are we woven into the
-social web that we cannot live except in some degree at the expense of
-somebody else, and that somebody is too often a man, woman, or even
-little child who gives grudgingly, painfully, a stint of labor that we
-may enjoy. We do not see the labor and the pain, and with easy hearts
-and quiet consciences we enjoy what we can of the good things of life;
-or, if we see the truth, as Tolstoy saw it, we still fancy, like him,
-that we have it in our power to escape the curse by simple living and
-our own labor. But the very food we eat, the clothes we wear, the
-simplest necessities of life with which we provide ourselves, have
-their roots somewhere, somehow, in exploitation and injustice. It is a
-cardinal necessity of the social system under which we live that this
-should be so, where the bulk of the work of the world is done, not for
-human use and happiness, but primarily and directly for the profits of
-masters and owners. We are all tainted with the original sin; we cannot
-escape our guilt. And we can be saved out of it only by the skill and
-enthusiasm which we show in our efforts to change things. We cannot
-help the poisonous soil from which our sustenance springs, but we can
-be laboring mightily at agitating that soil, ploughing it, turning it,
-and sweetening it, against the day when new seed will be planted and a
-fairer fruitage be produced.
-
-The solution of these dilemmas of radical youth will, therefore, not
-come from a renunciation of the personality or a refusal to participate
-actively in life. Granted the indignation at our world as it is,
-and the vision of the world as it might and ought to be, both the
-heightening of all the powers of the personality and a firm grappling
-with some definite work-activity of life are necessary to make that
-indignation powerful and purging, and to transmute that vision into
-actual satisfaction for our own souls and those of our fellows. It is
-a fallacy of radical youth to demand all or nothing, and to view every
-partial activity as compromise. Either engage in something that will
-bring revolution and transformation all at one blow, or do nothing,
-it seems to say. But compromise is really only a desperate attempt
-to reconcile the irreconcilable. It is not compromise to study to
-understand the world in which one lives, to seek expression for one’s
-inner life, to work to harmonize it and make it an integer, nor is it
-compromise to work in some small sphere for the harmonization of social
-life and the relations between men who work together, a harmonization
-that will bring democracy into every sphere of life, industrial and
-social.
-
-Radical youth is apt to long for some supreme sacrifice and feels that
-a lesser surrender is worth nothing. But better than sacrifice is
-efficiency! It is absurd to stand perplexedly waiting for the great
-occasion, unwilling to make the little efforts and test the little
-occasions, and unwilling to work at developing the power that would
-make those occasions great. Of all the roads of activity that lie
-before the youth at the threshold of life, one paramount road must be
-taken. This fear that one sees so often in young people, that, if they
-choose one of their talents or interests or opportunities of influence
-and make themselves in it “competent ones of their generation,” they
-must slaughter all the others, is irrational. It is true that the stern
-present demands singleness of purpose and attention. A worthy success
-is impossible to-day if the labor is divided among many interests. In
-a more leisurely time, the soul could encompass many fields, and even
-to-day the genius may conquer and hold at once many spiritual kingdoms.
-But this is simply a stern challenge to us all to make ourselves
-geniuses. For serious and sincere as the desire of radical youth may
-be to lead the many-sided life, a life without a permanent core of
-active and productive interest, of efficient work in the world, leads
-to dilettantism and triviality. Such efficient work, instead of killing
-the other interests of life, rather fertilizes them and makes them in
-turn enrich the central activity. Instead of feeding on their time, it
-actually creates time for the play of the other interests, which is all
-the sweeter for its preciousness.
-
-Always trying to make sure that the work, apart from the inevitable
-taint of exploitation which is involved in modern work, is socially
-productive, that it actually in some way contributes to the material
-or spiritual welfare of the people for whom it is done, and does not
-simply reiterate old formulas, does not simply extend the friction
-of competition or consist simply in living on the labor and profits
-of others. Such work cannot be found by rule. The situation is a
-real dilemma for the idealistic youth of to-day, and its solution is
-to be worked out in the years to come. It is these crucial dilemmas
-that make this age so difficult to live in, that make life so hard to
-harmonize and integrate. The shock of the crassnesses and crudities of
-the modern social world thrown against the conventionally satisfying
-picture which that world has formed of itself makes any young life of
-purpose and sincerity a real peril and adventure. There are all sorts
-of spiritual disasters lying in wait for the youth who embarks on the
-perilous ocean of radicalism. The disapproval of those around him is
-likely to be the least of his dangers. It should rather fortify his
-soul than discourage him. Far more dangerous is it that he lose his way
-on the uncharted seas before him, or follow false guides to shipwreck.
-But the solution is not to stay at home, fearful and depressed. It is
-rather to cultivate deliberately the widest knowledge, the broadest
-sympathy, the keenest insight, the most superb skill, and then set
-sail, exulting in one’s resources, and crowding on every inch of sail.
-
-For if the radical life has its perils, it also has its great rewards.
-The strength and beauty of the radical’s position is that he already
-to a large extent lives in that sort of world which he desires. Many
-people there are who would like to live in a world arranged in some
-sort of harmony with socialistic ideals, but who, believing they
-are impossible, dismiss the whole movement as an idle if delightful
-dream. They thus throw away all the opportunity to have a share
-in the extending of those ideals. They do not see that the gradual
-infiltration of those ideals into our world as it is does brighten and
-sweeten it enormously. They do not know the power and advantage of
-even their “little faith” which their inclinations might give them.
-But the faith of the radical has already transformed the world in
-which he lives. He sees the “muddle” around him, but what he actually
-feels and lives are the germs of the future. His mind selects out the
-living, growing ideas and activities of the socially fruitful that
-exist here and now, and it is with these that his soul keeps company;
-it is to their growth and cultivation that he is responsive. This is
-no illusion that he knows, no living in a pleasing but futile world of
-fancy. For this living the socialistic life as far as he is able, he
-believes has its efficient part in creating that communal life of the
-future. He feels himself, not as an idle spectator of evolution, but as
-an actual co-worker in the process. He does not wait timidly to jump
-until all the others are ready to jump; he jumps now, and anticipates
-that life which all desire, but which most, through inertia, prejudice,
-insufficient knowledge, and feeble sympathy, distrust or despair of.
-He knows that the world runs largely on a principle of imitation,
-and he launches boldly his personality into society, confident of its
-effect in polarizing the ideas and attitudes of the wistful. Towards
-himself he finds gravitating the sort of people that he would find
-in a regenerated social order. To him come instinctively out of his
-reading and his listening the ideas and events that give promise of
-the actual realization of his ideals. In unlooked-for spots he finds
-the seeds of regeneration already here. In the midst of the sternest
-practicalities he finds blossoming those activities and personalities
-which the unbelieving have told him were impossible in a human world.
-And he finds, moreover, that it is these activities and personalities
-that furnish all the real joy, the real creation, the real life of the
-present. The prophets and the teachers he finds are with him. In his
-camp he finds all those writers and leaders who sway men’s minds to-day
-and make their life, all unconscious as they are of the revolutionary
-character of the message, more rich and dynamic. To live this life of
-his vision practically here in the present is thus the exceeding great
-reward of radical youth. And this life, so potent and glowing amongst
-the crude malignity of modern life, fortifies and stimulates him, and
-gives him the surety, which is sturdier than any dream or hope, of
-the coming time when this life will permeate and pervade all society
-instead of only a part.
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-THE COLLEGE: AN INNER VIEW
-
-
-The undergraduate of to-day, if he reads the magazines, discovers
-that a great many people are worrying seriously about his condition.
-College presidents and official investigators are discussing his
-scholarship, his extra-curricular activities, and his moral stamina.
-Not content with the surface of the matter, they are going deeper and
-are investigating the college itself, its curriculum, the scholarship
-of the instructors, and its adequacy in realizing its high ideal as
-a preparation for life. The undergraduate finds that these observers
-are pretty generally inclined to exonerate him for many of his
-shortcomings, and to lay the blame on the college itself; the system is
-indicted, and not the helpless product.
-
-For this he is grateful, and he realizes that this dissatisfaction
-among educators, this uneasy searching of the academic heart, promises
-well for the education of his children, and for himself if he remains
-in college long enough to get the benefit of the reforms. Meanwhile,
-as he attends recitations and meetings of undergraduate societies,
-talks with his fellow students and the professors, and reads the
-college papers, he may, even if he can get no hint of the mysterious
-inner circles where the destinies of the students are shaped and great
-questions of policy decided, be able himself to see some of the things
-that complicate college scholarship to-day, from an inner point of
-view which is impossible to the observer looking down from above. He
-may find in the character of the student body itself, and the way in
-which it reacts to what the college offers it, an explanation of some
-of the complications of scholarship that so disturb our critics; and in
-a certain new quality in the spirit of the college, something that is
-beginning to crystallize his own ideals, and to make him count himself
-fortunate that he is receiving his education in this age and no other.
-In the constitution of college society, and in the intellectual and
-spiritual ideals of the teachers, he may find the explanation of why
-the college is as it is, and the inspiration of what the college ought
-to be and is coming to be.
-
-The first thing that is likely to impress the undergraduate is the
-observation that college society is much less democratic than it used
-to be. It is to be expected, of course, that it will be simply an
-epitome of the society round about it. But the point is, that whereas
-the college of the past was probably more democratic than the society
-about it, the present-day college is very much less democratic.
-Democracy does not require uniformity, but it does require a certain
-homogeneity, and the college to-day is less homogeneous than that of
-our fathers. For the growing preponderance of the cities has meant
-that an ever-increasing proportion of city-bred men go to college, in
-contrast to the past, when the men were drawn chiefly from the small
-towns and country districts. Since social distinctions are very much
-more sharply marked in the city than in the country, this trend has
-been a potent influence in undemocratizing the college. In ordinary
-city life these distinctions are not yet, at least, insistent enough to
-cause any particular class feeling, but in the ideal world of college
-life they become aggravated, and sufficiently acute to cause much
-misunderstanding and ill-feeling. With increasing fashionableness,
-the small college, until recently the stronghold of democracy, is
-beginning to succumb, and to acquire all those delicately devised,
-subtle forms of snobbery which have hitherto characterized the life
-of the large college. If this tendency continues, the large college
-will have a decided advantage as a preparation for life, for as a rule
-it is situated in a large city, where the environment more nearly
-approximates the environment of after life than does the artificial and
-sheltered life of the small college.
-
-The presence of aliens in large numbers in the big colleges, and
-increasingly in the smaller colleges, is an additional factor in
-complicating the social situation. It ought not to be ignored, for
-it has important results in making the college considerably less
-democratic even than would otherwise be the case. It puts the American
-representatives on the defensive, so that they draw still more closely
-together for self-defense, and pull more tightly their lines of vested
-interest and social and political privilege. The prejudice of race
-can always be successfully appealed to in undergraduate matters,
-even to the extent of beguiling many men with naturally democratic
-consciences into doing things which they would murmur at if called
-on to do as individuals, and not as the protectors of the social
-prestige of the college. The fraternities are of course the centre of
-this vast political system which fills the athletic managerships,
-selects members of the societies, officers of classes and clubs,
-editors and assistants of publications, and performs generally all
-that indispensable public service of excluding the aliens, the
-unpresentable, and the generally unemployable from activity.
-
-I am aware that most of the colleges pride themselves on the fact
-that the poor man has an equal chance with the rich to-day to win
-extra-curricular honors, and mingle in college society on a perfect
-plane of social equality with the best. It is true, of course, that
-in college as in real life the exceptional man will always rise
-to the top. But this does not alter the fact that there exists at
-too many American colleges a wholesale disfranchisement from any
-participation in the extra-curricular activities, that is not based on
-any recognizable principle of talent or ability. It is all probably
-inherent in the nature of things, and to cavil at it sets one down as
-childish and unpractical. At present it certainly seems inevitable
-and unalterable. The organized efforts of the President recently to
-democratize the social situation at Princeton met with such dull,
-persistent hostility on the part of the alumni that they had to be
-abandoned.
-
-This social situation in the college is not very often mentioned
-in the usual discussions of college problems, but I have dwelt on
-it here at length because I believe that it has a direct bearing on
-scholarship. For it creates an eternal and irreconcilable conflict
-between scholarship and extra-curricular activities. Scholarship is
-fundamentally democratic. Before the bar of marks and grades, penniless
-adventurer and rich man’s son stand equal. In college society,
-therefore, with its sharply marked social distinctions, scholarship
-fails to provide a satisfactory field for honor and reputation. This
-implies no dislike to scholarship as such on the part of the ruling
-class in college society, but means simply that scholarship forces an
-unwelcome democratic standard on a naturally undemocratic society. This
-class turns therefore to the extra-curricular activities as a superior
-field for distinction, a field where honor will be done a man, not
-only for his ability, but for the undefinable social prestige which he
-brings along with him to college from the outside world. There is thus
-a division of functions,--the socially fit take the fraternities, the
-managerships, the publications, the societies; the unpresentable take
-the honors and rewards of scholarship. Each class probably gets just
-what it needs for after life. The division would thus be palpably fair
-were it not for the fact that an invidious distinction gets attached to
-the extra-curricular activities, which turns the energy of many of the
-most capable and talented men, men with real personality and powers of
-leadership, men without a taint of snobbery, into a mad scramble for
-these outside places, with consequent, but quite unintentional, bad
-effects on their scholarship.
-
-The result of all this is, of course, a general lowering of scholarship
-in the college. The ruling class is content with passing marks, and
-has no ambition to excel in scholarship, for it does not feel that the
-attainment of scholars’ honors confers the distinctions upon it that
-it desires. In addition, this listlessness for scholarship serves to
-retard the work of the scholarly portion of the classes; it makes the
-instructor work harder, and clogs up generally the work of the course.
-This listlessness may be partly due to another factor in the situation.
-An ever larger proportion of college students to-day comes from the
-business class, where fifty years ago it came from the professional
-class. This means a difference between the intellectual background of
-the home that the man leaves and of the college to which he comes,
-very much greater than when college training was still pretty much
-the exclusive property of the professional man or the solid merchant,
-and almost an hereditary matter. For, nowadays, probably a majority
-of undergraduates are sent to college by fathers who have not had a
-college education themselves, but who, reverencing, as all Americans
-do, Education if not Learning, are ambitious that their sons shall
-have its benefits. These parents can well afford to set their sons up
-handsomely so that they shall lose nothing of the well-rounded training
-that makes up college life; and although it is doubtful whether their
-idea of the result is much more than a vague feeling that college
-will give their boys tone, and polish them off much in the way that
-the young ladies’ boarding-school polishes off the girls, they are
-a serious factor to be reckoned with in any discussion of college
-problems.
-
-Most of these young men come thus from homes of conventional religion,
-cheap literature, and lack of intellectual atmosphere, bring few
-intellectual acquisitions with them, and, since they are most of them
-going into business, and will therefore make little practical use of
-these acquisitions in after life, contrive to carry a minimum away
-with them. In the college courses and talks with their instructors they
-come into an intellectual atmosphere that is so utterly different from
-what they have been accustomed to that, instead of an intellectual
-sympathy between instructor and student, there ensues an intellectual
-struggle that is demoralizing to both. The instructor has sometimes to
-carry on a veritable guerilla warfare of new ideas against the pupils
-in his courses, with a disintegrating effect that is often far from
-happy. If he does not disintegrate, he too often stiffens the youth,
-if of the usually tough traditional cast of mind, into an impregnable
-resolution that defies all new ideas forever after. This divergence
-of ideals and attitudes toward life is one of the most interesting
-complications of scholarship, for it is dramatic and flashes out in the
-class-room, in aspects at times almost startling.
-
-There is still another thing that complicates scholarship, at least in
-the larger colleges that have professional schools. Two or three years
-of regular college work are now required to enter the schools of law,
-medicine, divinity, and education. An undergraduate who looks forward
-to entering these professional schools, too often sees this period of
-college work as a necessary but troublesome evil which must be gone
-through with as speedily as possible. In his headlong rush he is apt
-to slight his work, or take a badly synthesized course of studies, or,
-in an effort to get all he can while he is in the college, to gorge
-himself with a mass of material that cannot possibly be digested.
-Now, the college work is of course only prescribed in order that the
-professional man may have a broad background of general culture before
-he begins to specialize. Any hurrying through defeats this purpose, and
-renders this preliminary work worse than useless. A college course must
-have a chance to digest if it is to be at all profitable to a man; and
-digestion takes time. Between the listlessness of the business youths
-who have no particular interest in scholarship, and the impetuosity of
-the prospective professional man who wants to get at his tools, the
-ordinary scholar who wants to learn to think, to get a robust sort of
-culture in an orderly and leisurely way, and feel his mental muscles
-growing month by month, gets the worst of it, or at least has little
-attention paid to him. The instructor is so busy, drumming on the
-laggards or restraining the reckless, that the scholar has to work out
-much of his own salvation alone.
-
-Whether or not all this is good for the scholar in cultivating his
-self-reliance, the general level of scholarship certainly suffers.
-Neither the college administration nor the faculties have been
-entirely guiltless, in the past, of yielding before the rising tide
-of extra-curricular activities. Athletics, through the protection,
-supervision, and even financial assistance, of the college, have become
-a thoroughly unwholesome excrescence on college life. They have become
-the nucleus for a perverted college sentiment. College spirit has come
-to mean enthusiasm for the winning of a game, and a college that has
-no football team is supposed to have necessarily no college spirit.
-Pride and loyalty to Alma Mater, the prestige of one’s college, one’s
-own collegiate self-respect, get bound up and dependent upon a winning
-season at athletics. It seems amazing sometimes to the undergraduate
-how the college has surrendered to the student point of view.
-Instructors too often, in meeting students informally, assume that they
-must talk about what is supposed to interest the student rather than
-their own intellectual interests. They do not deceive the student,
-and they do miss a real opportunity to impress their personality upon
-him and to awaken him to a recognition of a broader world of vital
-interests than athletic scores and records.
-
-If the college would take away its patronage of athletics, which puts
-a direct premium on semi-professionalism, would circumscribe the
-club-house features of the fraternities, and force some more democratic
-method of selection on the undergraduate societies, would it have the
-effect of raising the general level of scholarship? It surely seems
-that such a movement on the part of the college administration would
-result in keeping athletics proportioned directly to the interest that
-the student body took in it, to the extent of their participation
-in it, and the voluntary support that they gave to it, instead of
-to the amount of money that an army of graduate managers and alumni
-associations can raise for it and to the exertions of paid professional
-coaches and volunteer rah-rah boys. This would permit college sentiment
-to flow back into its natural channels, so that the undergraduate might
-begin to feel some pride in the cultural prestige of his college, and
-acquire a new respect for the scholarly achievements of its big men.
-This would mean an awakened interest in scholarship. The limitation of
-extra-curricular activities would mean that that field would become
-less adequate as a place for acquiring distinction; opportunity would
-be diminished, and it would become more and more difficult to maintain
-social eminence as the _sine qua non_ of campus distinction. Who knows
-but what these activities might be finally abandoned entirely to the
-unpresentable class, and the ruling class seize upon the field of
-scholarship as a surer way of acquiring distinction, since the old gods
-had fled?
-
-If the college is not yet ready to adopt so drastic an attitude, it has
-at least already begun to preach democracy. It is willing to preach
-inspirationally what it cannot yet do actively. In the last few years
-there has been creeping into the colleges in the person of the younger
-teachers a new spirit of positive conviction, a new enthusiasm, that
-makes a college education to-day a real inspiration to the man who
-can catch the message. And at the risk of being considered a traitor
-to his class, the sincere undergraduate of to-day must realize the
-changed attitude, and ally himself with his radical teachers in spirit
-and activity. He then gets an altered view of college life. He begins
-to see the college course as an attempt, as yet not fully organized
-but becoming surer of its purpose as time goes on, to convert the
-heterogeneous mass of American youth--scions of a property-getting
-class with an antiquated tradition and ideals that are out of harmony
-with the ideals of the leaders of thought to-day; slightly dispirited
-aliens, whose racial ideals have been torn and confused by the
-disintegrating influences of American life; men of hereditary culture;
-penniless adventurers hewing upward to a profession--to a democratic,
-realistic, scientific attitude toward life that will harmonize and
-explain the world as a man looks at it, enable him to interpret human
-nature in terms of history and the potentialities of the future, and
-furnish as solid and sure an intellectual and spiritual support as the
-old religious background of our fathers that has been fading these many
-years.
-
-This is the work of the college of to-day, as it was the work of
-the college of fifty years ago to justify the works of God to man.
-The college thus becomes for the first time in American history a
-reorganizing force. It has become thoroughly secularized these last
-twenty years, and now finds arrayed against it, in spirit at least if
-not in open antagonism, the churches and the conservative moulders of
-opinion. The college has a great opportunity before it to become, not
-only the teacher, but the inspirational centre of the thought and
-ideals of the time.
-
-If to the rising generation our elders rarely seem quite
-contemporaneous in their criticisms of things, we in turn are apt to
-take the ordinary for the unique. We may be simply reading into the
-college our own enthusiasms, and may attribute to the college a new
-attitude when it is ourselves that are different. But I am sure that
-some such ideal is vaguely beginning to crystallize in the minds of the
-younger professors and the older undergraduates, or those who have been
-out in the world long enough to get a slightly objective point of view.
-The passing of the classics has meant much more than a mere change
-in the curriculum of the college; it has meant a complete shifting
-of attitude. The classics as a cultural core about which the other
-disciplines were built up have given place to the social sciences,
-especially history, which is hailed now by some of its enthusiastic
-devotees as the sum of all knowledge. The union of humanistic spirit
-with scientific point of view, which has been longed for these many
-years, seems on the point of being actually achieved, and it is the new
-spirit that the colleges seem to be propagating.
-
-I am sure that it is a democratic spirit. History, economics, and the
-other social sciences are presented as the record of the development
-of human freedom, and the science of man’s social life. We are told
-to look on institutions not as rigid and eternally fixed, but as
-fluid and in the course of evolution to an ever higher cultivation of
-individuality and general happiness, and to cast our thinking on public
-questions into this new mould. A college man is certainly not educated
-to-day unless he gets this democratic attitude. That is what makes the
-aristocratic organization of undergraduate life doubly unfortunate. For
-one of the most valuable opportunities of college life is the chance to
-get acquainted, not politely and distantly, but intimately, with all
-types of men and minds from all parts of the country and all classes
-of society, so that one may learn what the young men of the generation
-are really thinking and hoping. Knowledge of men is an indispensable
-feature of a real education: not a knowledge of their weaknesses, as
-too many seem to mean by the phrase, but knowledge of their strength
-and capabilities, so that one may get the broadest possible sympathy
-with human life as it is actually lived to-day, and not as it is seen
-through the idealistic glasses of former generations. The association
-only with men of one’s own class, such as the organization of college
-life to-day fosters, is simply fatal to any broad understanding of
-life. The refusal to make the acquaintance while in college of as many
-as possible original, self-dependent personalities, regardless of race
-and social status, is morally suicidal. There are indications, however,
-that the preaching of the democratic gospel is beginning to have its
-influence, in the springing-up of college forums and societies which do
-without the rigid coöptation that has cultivated the cutting one’s self
-off from one’s fellows.
-
-I am sure that it is a scientific spirit. The scientific attitude
-toward life is no longer kept as the exclusive property of the
-technical schools. It has found its way into those studies that have
-been known as humanistic, but, in penetrating, it has become colored
-itself, so that the student is shown the world, not as a relentless
-machine, running according to mechanical laws, but as an organism,
-profoundly modifiable and directive by human will and purpose. He
-learns that the world in which he lives is truly a mechanism, but
-a mechanism that exists for the purpose of turning out products
-as man shall direct for the enrichment of his own life. He learns
-to appreciate more the application to social life of machinery in
-organization and coöperation; he gets some idea of the forces that
-build up human nature and sway men’s actions. He acquires an impartial
-way of looking at things; effort is made to get him to separate his
-personal prejudices from the larger view, and get an objective vision
-of men and events. The college endeavors with might and main to
-cultivate in him an open-mindedness, so that at twenty-five he will not
-close up to the entrance of new ideas, but will find his college course
-merely introductory to life, a learning of one’s bearings in a great
-world of thought and activity, and an inspiration to a constant working
-for better things.
-
-I am sure that it is a critical spirit. A critical attitude toward
-life is as bad a thing for a boy as it is an indispensable thing for
-an educated man. The college tries to cultivate it gradually in its
-students, so that by the end of his four years a man will have come
-simply not to take everything for granted, but to test and weigh and
-prove ideas and institutions with which he comes in contact. Of course
-the results are unfortunate when this critical attitude comes with a
-sudden shock so as to be a mere disillusionment, the turning yellow
-of a beautiful world; but it must come if a man is to see wisely and
-understand. The college must teach him to criticize without rancor, and
-see that his cynicism, if that must come too, is purging and cleansing
-and not bitter.
-
-And lastly, I am sure that it is an enthusiastic spirit. The college
-wants to give a man a keen desire for social progress, a love for the
-arts, a delight in sheer thinking, and a confidence in his own powers.
-It will do little good to teach a man about what men have thought and
-done and built unless some spark is kindled, some reaction produced
-that will have consequences for the future; it will do little good
-to teach him about literature and the arts unless some kind of an
-emotional push is imparted to him that will drive him on to teach
-himself further and grow into a larger appreciation of the best; it
-will do little good to enforce scientific discipline unless by it
-the mind is forged into a keener weapon for attacking problems and
-solving them scientifically and not superficially. And it is just this
-enthusiasm that the college, and only the college, can impart. We come
-there to learn from men, not from books. We could learn from books
-as well at home, but years of individual study will not equal the
-inspirational value of one short term of listening to the words of a
-wise and good man. Only enthusiasm can knit the scattered ideals and
-timorous aspirations into a constructive whole.
-
-Some such spirit as I have endeavored to outline, the college is
-beginning to be infused with to-day; some such spirit the undergraduate
-must get if he is to be in the best sense educated and adequately
-equipped for the complex work of the world. If such a spirit is
-instilled, it almost matters little what the details of his courses
-are, or the mere material of his knowledge. Such an attitude will be a
-sufficient preparation for life, and adequate training for citizenship.
-We want citizens who are enthusiastic thinkers, not docile and
-uncritical followers of tradition; we want leaders of public opinion
-with the scientific point of view: unclassed men, not men like the
-leaders of the passing generation, saturated with class prejudices and
-class ideals.
-
-The college is rapidly revising its curriculum in line with the new
-standards. The movement is so new, to be sure, that things have hardly
-got their bearings yet. Men who graduated only ten years ago tell me
-that there was nothing like this new spirit when they were in college.
-The student finds a glut of courses, and flounders around for two or
-three years before he gets any poise at all. A judicious mixture of
-compulsory and elective courses seems to be furnishing a helpful guide,
-and a system of honor courses like that recently introduced at Columbia
-provides an admirable means, not only to a more intensive culture, but
-also to the synthesis of intellectual interests that creates a definite
-attitude toward life, and yet for the absence of which so many young
-men of ability and power stand helpless and undecided on the threshold
-of active life. To replace the classics, now irretrievably gone as the
-backbone of the curriculum, the study of history seems an admirable
-discipline, besides furnishing the indispensable background for the
-literary and philosophical studies. Scientific ethics and social
-psychology should occupy an important place in the revised curriculum.
-The college cannot afford to leave the undergraduate to the mercies of
-conventional religion and a shifting moral tradition.
-
-The pedantic, Germanistic type of scholarship is rapidly passing.
-The divisions, between the departments are beginning to break down.
-Already the younger instructors are finding their ideal professor in
-the man who, while he knows one branch thoroughly, is interested in a
-wide range of subjects. The departments are reacting upon one another;
-both undergraduates and instructors are coming to see intellectual
-life as a whole, and not as a miscellaneous collection of specialized
-chunks of knowledge. The type of man is becoming common who could go to
-almost any other department of the college and give a suggestive and
-interesting, if not erudite, lecture on some subject in connection with
-its work. It is becoming more and more common now that when you touch a
-professor you touch a man and not an intellectual specialty.
-
-The undergraduate himself is beginning to react strongly to this sort
-of scholarship. He catches an inspiration from the men in the faculty
-who exhibit it, and he is becoming expert in separating the sheep from
-the goats. He does not want experiments in educational psychology tried
-upon him: all he demands in his teacher is personality. He wants to
-feel that the instructor is not simply passing on dead knowledge in the
-form it was passed on to him, but that he has assimilated it and has
-read his own experience into it, so that it has come to mean more to
-him than almost anything in the world.
-
-Professors are fond of saying that they like to have their students
-react to what they bring them; the student in turn likes to feel that
-the professor himself has reacted to what he is teaching. Otherwise his
-teaching is very apt to be in vain. American youth are very much less
-docile than they used to be, and they are little content any longer to
-have second-hand knowledge, a little damaged in transit, thrust upon
-them. The undergraduate wants to feel that the instructor is giving him
-his best all the time, a piece out of the very warp and woof of his own
-thinking.
-
-The problem of the college in the immediate future is thus to make
-these ideals good, to permeate undergraduate society with the new
-spirit, and to raise the level of scholarship by making learning not an
-end in itself but a means to life. The curriculum and administrative
-routine will be seen simply as means to the cultivation of an attitude
-towards life. As the ideals crystallize out and the college becomes
-surer and surer of its purpose, it will find itself leading the thought
-of the age in new channels of conviction and constructive statesmanship
-through its inspirational influence on the young men of the time.
-Admitting that these ideals are still unorganized and unestablished,
-that in many of the colleges they have hardly begun to appear, while
-even in the larger ones they are little more than tendencies as
-yet,--is it too much to hope that a few years will see the college
-conscious of its purpose, and already beginning to impose on the rank
-and file of its members, instructors and undergraduates alike, the
-ideals which have been felt this last decade by the more sensitive?
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-XIV
-
-A PHILOSOPHY OF HANDICAP
-
-
-It would not perhaps be thought, ordinarily, that the man whom physical
-disabilities have made so helpless that he is unable to move around
-among his fellows, can bear his lot more happily, even though he suffer
-pain, and face life with a more cheerful and contented spirit, than
-can the man whose handicaps are merely enough to mark him out from the
-rest of his fellows without preventing him from entering with them
-into most of their common affairs and experiences. But the fact is
-that the former’s very helplessness makes him content to rest and not
-to strive. I know a young man so helplessly disabled that he has to be
-carried about, who is happy in reading a little, playing chess, taking
-a course or two in college, and all with the sunniest good-will in
-the world, and a happiness that seems strange and unaccountable to my
-restlessness. He does not cry for the moon.
-
-When the handicapped youth, however, is in full possession of his
-faculties, and can move about freely, he is perforce drawn into all
-the currents of life. Particularly if he has his own way in the world
-to make, his road is apt to be hard and rugged, and he will penetrate
-to an unusual depth in his interpretation both of the world’s attitude
-toward such misfortunes, and of the attitude toward the world which
-such misfortunes tend to cultivate in men like him. For he has all the
-battles of a stronger man to fight, and he is at a double disadvantage
-in fighting them. He has constantly with him the sense of being obliged
-to make extra efforts to overcome the bad impression of his physical
-defects, and he is haunted with a constant feeling of weakness and
-low vitality which makes effort more difficult and renders him easily
-faint-hearted and discouraged by failure. He is never confident of
-himself, because he has grown up in an atmosphere where nobody has been
-very confident of him; and yet his environment and circumstances call
-out all sorts of ambitions and energies in him which, from the nature
-of his case, are bound to be immediately thwarted. This attitude is
-likely to keep him at a generally low level of accomplishment unless he
-have an unusually strong will, and a strong will is perhaps the last
-thing to develop under such circumstances.
-
-The handicapped man is always conscious that the world does not
-expect very much from him. And it takes him a long time to see in
-this a challenge instead of a firm pressing down to a low level of
-accomplishment. As a result, he does not expect very much of himself;
-he is timid in approaching people, and distrustful of his ability to
-persuade and convince. He becomes extraordinarily sensitive to other
-people’s first impressions of him. Those who are to be his friends he
-knows instantly, and further acquaintance adds little to the intimacy
-and warm friendship that he at once feels for them. On the other hand,
-those who do not respond to him immediately cannot by any effort either
-on his part or theirs overcome that first alienation.
-
-This sensitiveness has both its good and its bad sides. It makes
-friendship the most precious thing in the world to him, and he finds
-that he arrives at a much richer and wider intimacy with his friends
-than do ordinary men with their light, surface friendships, based on
-good fellowship or the convenience of the moment. But on the other hand
-this sensitiveness absolutely unfits him for business and the practice
-of a profession, where one must be “all things to all men,” and the
-professional manner is indispensable to success. For here, where he
-has to meet a constant stream of men of all sorts and conditions, his
-sensitiveness to these first impressions will make his case hopeless.
-Except with those few who by some secret sympathy will seem to respond,
-his physical deficiencies will stand like a huge barrier between his
-personality and other men’s. The magical good fortune of attractive
-personal appearance makes its way almost without effort in the world,
-breaking down all sorts of walls of disapproval and lack of interest.
-Even the homely person can attract by personal charm.
-
-The doors of the handicapped man are always locked, and the key is
-on the outside. He may have treasures of charm inside, but they will
-never be revealed unless the person outside coöperates with him in
-unlocking the door. A friend becomes, to a much greater degree than
-with the ordinary man, the indispensable means of discovering one’s own
-personality. One only exists, so to speak, with friends. It is easy
-to see how hopelessly such a sensitiveness incapacitates a man for
-business, professional or social life, where the hasty and superficial
-impression is everything, and disaster is the fate of the man who has
-not all the treasures of his personality in the front window, where
-they can be readily inspected and appraised.
-
-It thus takes the handicapped man a long time to get adjusted to his
-world. Childhood is perhaps the hardest time of all. As a child he is
-a strange creature in a strange land. It was my own fate to be just
-strong enough to play about with the other boys, and attempt all their
-games and “stunts,” without being strong enough actually to succeed in
-any of them. It never used to occur to me that my failures and lack of
-skill were due to circumstances beyond my control, but I would always
-impute them, in consequence of my rigid Calvinistic bringing-up, I
-suppose, to some moral weakness of my own. I suffered tortures in
-trying to learn to skate, to climb trees, to play ball, to conform
-in general to the ways of the world. I never resigned myself to the
-inevitable, but over-exerted myself constantly in a grim determination
-to succeed. I was good at my lessons, and through timidity rather
-than priggishness, I hope, a very well-behaved boy at school; I was
-devoted, too, to music, and learned to play the piano pretty well. But
-I despised my reputation for excellence in these things, and instead of
-adapting myself philosophically to the situation, I strove and have
-been striving ever since to do the things I could not.
-
-As I look back now it seems perfectly natural that I should have
-followed the standards of the crowd, and loathed my high marks in
-lessons and deportment, and the concerts to which I was sent by my
-aunt, and the exhibitions of my musical skill that I had to give
-before admiring ladies. Whether or not such an experience is typical
-of handicapped children, there is tragedy there for those situated as
-I was. For had I been a little weaker physically, I should have been
-thrown back on reading omnivorously and cultivating my music, with
-some possible results; while if I had been a little stronger, I could
-have participated in the play on an equal footing with the rest. As it
-was, I simply tantalized myself, and grew up with a deepening sense of
-failure, and a lack of pride in that at which I really excelled.
-
-When the world became one of dances and parties and social evenings and
-boy-and-girl attachments,--the world of youth,--I was to find myself
-still less adapted to it. And this was the harder to bear because I was
-naturally sociable, and all these things appealed tremendously to me.
-This world of admiration and gayety and smiles and favors and quick
-interest and companionship, however, is only for the well-begotten
-and the debonair. It was not through any cruelty or dislike, I think,
-that I was refused admittance; indeed they were always very kind
-about inviting me. But it was more as if a ragged urchin had been
-asked to come and look through the window at the light and warmth of
-a glittering party; I was truly in the world, but not of the world.
-Indeed there were times when one would almost prefer conscious cruelty
-to this silent, unconscious, gentle oblivion. And this is the tragedy,
-I suppose, of all the ill-favored and unattractive to a greater or less
-degree; the world of youth is a world of so many conventions, and the
-abnormal in any direction is so glaringly and hideously abnormal.
-
-Although it took me a long time to understand this, and I continued
-to attribute my failure mostly to my own character, trying hard to
-compensate for my physical deficiencies by skill and cleverness, I
-suffered comparatively few pangs, and got much better adjusted to this
-world than to the other. For I was older, and I had acquired a lively
-interest in all the social politics; I would get so interested in
-watching how people behaved, and in sizing them up, that only at rare
-intervals would I remember that I was really having no hand in the
-game. This interest just in the ways people are human, has become more
-and more a positive advantage in my life, and has kept sweet many a
-situation that might easily have cost me a pang. Not that a person with
-disabilities should be a sort of detective, evil-mindedly using his
-social opportunities for spying out and analyzing his friends’ foibles,
-but that, if he does acquire an interest in people quite apart from
-their relation to him, he may go into society with an easy conscience
-and a certainty that he will be entertained and possibly entertaining,
-even though he cuts a poor enough social figure. He must simply not
-expect too much.
-
-Perhaps the bitterest struggles of the handicapped man come when he
-tackles the business world. If he has to go out for himself to look
-for work, without fortune, training, or influence, as I personally
-did, his way will indeed be rugged. His disability will work against
-him for any position where he must be much in the eyes of men, and his
-general insignificance has a subtle influence in convincing those to
-whom he applies that he is unfitted for any kind of work. As I have
-suggested, his keen sensitiveness to other people’s impressions of him
-makes him more than usually timid and unable to counteract that fatal
-first impression by any display of personal force and will. He cannot
-get his personality over across that barrier. The cards seem stacked
-against him from the start. With training and influence something
-might be done, but alone and unaided his case is almost hopeless. The
-attitude toward him ranges from, “You can’t expect us to create a place
-for you,” to, “How could it enter your head that we should find any use
-for you?” He is discounted at the start: it is not business to make
-allowances for anybody; and while people are not cruel or unkind, it is
-the hopeless finality of the thing that fills one’s heart with despair.
-
-The environment of a big city is perhaps the worst possible that a
-man in such a situation could have. For the thousands of seeming
-opportunities lead one restlessly on and on, and keep one’s mind
-perpetually unsettled and depressed. There is a poignant mental torture
-that comes with such an experience,--the urgent need, the repeated
-failure, or rather the repeated failure even to obtain a chance to
-fail, the realization that those at home can ill afford to have you
-idle, the growing dread of encountering people,--all this is something
-that those who have never been through it can never realize. Personally
-I know of no particular way of escape. One can expect to do little by
-one’s own unaided efforts. I solved my difficulties only by evading
-them, by throwing overboard some of my responsibility, and taking the
-desperate step of entering college on a scholarship. Desultory work
-is not nearly so humiliating when one is using one’s time to some
-advantage, and college furnishes an ideal environment where the things
-at which a man handicapped like myself can succeed really count. One’s
-self-respect can begin to grow like a weed.
-
-For at the bottom of all the difficulties of a man like me is really
-the fact that his self-respect is so slow in growing up. Accustomed
-from childhood to being discounted, his self-respect is not naturally
-very strong, and it would require pretty constant success in a
-congenial line of work really to confirm it. If he could only more
-easily separate the factors that are due to his physical disability
-from those that are due to his weak will and character, he might
-more quickly attain self-respect, for he would realize what he is
-responsible for, and what he is not. But at the beginning he rarely
-makes allowances for himself; he is his own severest judge. He longs
-for a “strong will,” and yet the experience of having his efforts
-promptly nipped off at the beginning is the last thing on earth to
-produce that will.
-
-If the handicapped youth is brought into harsh and direct touch with
-the real world, life proves a much more complex thing to him than to
-the ordinary man. Many of his inherited platitudes vanish at the first
-touch. Life appears to him as a grim struggle, where ability does not
-necessarily mean opportunity and success, nor piety sympathy, and where
-helplessness cannot count on assistance and kindly interest. Human
-affairs seem to be running on a wholly irrational plan, and success
-to be founded on chance as much as on anything. But if he can stand
-the first shock of disillusionment, he may find himself enormously
-interested in discovering how they actually do run, and he will want
-to burrow into the motives of men, and find the reasons for the crass
-inequalities and injustices of the world he sees around him. He has
-practically to construct anew a world of his own, and explain a great
-many things to himself that the ordinary person never dreams of finding
-unintelligible at all. He will be filled with a profound sympathy
-for all who are despised and ignored in the world. When he has been
-through the neglect and struggles of a handicapped and ill-favored man
-himself, he will begin to understand the feelings of all the horde of
-the unpresentable and the unemployable, the incompetent and the ugly,
-the queer and crotchety people who make up so large a proportion of
-human folk.
-
-We are perhaps too prone to get our ideas and standards of worth from
-the successful, without reflecting that the interpretations of life
-which patriotic legend, copy-book philosophy, and the sayings of the
-wealthy give us, are pitifully inadequate for those who fall behind in
-the race. Surely there are enough people to whom the task of making a
-decent living and maintaining themselves and their families in their
-social class, or of winning and keeping the respect of their fellows,
-is a hard and bitter task, to make a philosophy gained through personal
-disability and failure as just and true a method of appraising the life
-around us as the cheap optimism of the ordinary professional man. And
-certainly a kindlier, for it has no shade of contempt or disparagement
-about it.
-
-It irritates me as if I had been spoken of contemptuously myself, to
-hear people called “common” or “ordinary,” or to see that deadly and
-delicate feeling for social gradations crop out, which so many of our
-upper middle-class women seem to have. It makes me wince to hear a man
-spoken of as a failure, or to have it said of one that he “doesn’t
-amount to much.” Instantly I want to know why he has not succeeded, and
-what have been the forces that have been working against him. He is
-the truly interesting person, and yet how little our eager-pressing,
-on-rushing world cares about such aspects of life, and how hideously
-though unconsciously cruel and heartless it usually is!
-
-Often I had tried in argument to show my friends how much of
-circumstance and chance go to the making of success; and when I reached
-the age of sober reading, a long series of the works of radical social
-philosophers, beginning with Henry George, provided me with the
-materials for a philosophy which explained why men were miserable and
-overworked, and why there was on the whole so little joy and gladness
-among us,--and which fixed the blame. Here was suggested a goal, and a
-definite glorious future, toward which all good men might work. My own
-working hours became filled with visions of how men could be brought
-to see all that this meant, and how I in particular might work some
-great and wonderful thing for human betterment. In more recent years,
-the study of history and social psychology and ethics has made those
-crude outlines sounder and more normal, and brought them into a saner
-relation to other aspects of life and thought, but I have not lost the
-first glow of enthusiasm, nor my belief in social progress as the first
-right and permanent interest for every thinking and true-hearted man or
-woman.
-
-I am ashamed that my experience has given me so little chance to count
-in any way either toward the spreading of such a philosophy or toward
-direct influence and action. Nor do I yet see clearly how I shall be
-able to count effectually toward this ideal. Of one thing I am sure,
-however: that life will have little meaning for me except as I am
-able to contribute toward some such ideal of social betterment, if
-not in deed, then in word. For this is the faith that I believe we
-need to-day, all of us,--a truly religious belief in human progress,
-a thorough social consciousness, an eager delight in every sign and
-promise of social improvement, and best of all, a new spirit of courage
-that will dare. I want to give to the young men whom I see,--who, with
-fine intellect and high principles, lack just that light of the future
-on their faces that would give them a purpose and meaning in life,--to
-them I want to give some touch of this philosophy, that will energize
-their lives, and save them from the disheartening effects of that
-poisonous counsel of timidity and distrust of human ideals which pours
-out in steady stream from reactionary press and pulpit.
-
-It is hard to tell just how much of this philosophy has been due to
-handicap. If it is solely to that that I owe its existence, the price
-has not been a heavy one to pay. For it has given me something that I
-should not know how to be without. For, however gained, this radical
-philosophy has not only made the world intelligible and dynamic to
-me, but has furnished me with the strongest spiritual support. I know
-that many people, handicapped by physical weakness and failure, find
-consolation and satisfaction in a very different sort of faith,--in
-an evangelical religion, and a feeling of close dependence on God
-and close communion with him. But my experience has made my ideal of
-character militant rather than long-suffering.
-
-I very early experienced a revulsion against the rigid Presbyterianism
-in which I had been brought up,--a purely intellectual revulsion, I
-believe, because my mind was occupied for a long time afterwards with
-theological questions, and the only feeling that entered into it was a
-sort of disgust at the arrogance of damning so great a proportion of
-the human race. I read T. W. Higginson’s “The Sympathy of Religions”
-with the greatest satisfaction, and attended the Unitarian church
-whenever I could slip away. This faith, while it still appeals to me,
-seems at times a little too static and refined to satisfy me with
-completeness. For some time there was a considerable bitterness in my
-heart at the narrowness of the people who could still find comfort in
-the old faith. Reading Buckle and Oliver Wendell Holmes gave me a new
-contempt for “conventionality,” and my social philosophy still further
-tortured me by throwing the burden for the misery of the world on these
-same good neighbors. And all this, although I think I did not make a
-nuisance of myself, made me feel a spiritual and intellectual isolation
-in addition to my more or less effective physical isolation.
-
-Happily these days are over. The world has righted itself, and I have
-been able to appreciate and realize how people count in a social and
-group capacity as well as in an individual and personal one, and to
-separate the two in my thinking. Really to believe in human nature
-while striving to know the thousand forces that warp it from its ideal
-development,--to call for and expect much from men and women, and not
-to be disappointed and embittered if they fall short,--to try to do
-good with people rather than to them,--this is my religion on its human
-side. And if God exists, I think that He must be in the warm sun, in
-the kindly actions of the people we know and read of, in the beautiful
-things of art and nature, and in the closeness of friendships. He may
-also be in heaven, in life, in suffering, but it is only in these
-simple moments of happiness that I feel Him and know that He is there.
-
-Death I do not understand at all. I have seen it in its crudest, most
-irrational forms, where there has seemed no excuse, no palliation. I
-have only known that if we were more careful, and more relentless in
-fighting evil, if we knew more of medical science, such things would
-not be. I know that a sound body, intelligent care and training,
-prolong life, and that the death of a very old person is neither sad
-nor shocking, but sweet and fitting. I see in death a perpetual warning
-of how much there is to be known and done in the way of human progress
-and betterment. And equally, it seems to me, is this true of disease.
-So all the crises and deeper implications of life seem inevitably to
-lead back to that question of social improvement, and militant learning
-and doing.
-
-This, then, is the goal of my religion,--the bringing of fuller, richer
-life to more people on this earth. All institutions and all works that
-do not have this for their object are useless and pernicious. And
-this is not to be a mere philosophic precept which may well be buried
-under a host of more immediate matter, but a living faith, to permeate
-one’s thought, and transfuse one’s life. Prevention must be the method
-against evil. To remove temptation from men, and to apply the stimulus
-which shall call forth their highest endeavors,--these seem to me the
-only right principles of ethical endeavor. Not to keep waging the
-age-long battle with sin and poverty, but to make the air around men
-so pure that foul lungs cannot breathe it,--this should be our noblest
-religious aim.
-
-Education, knowledge and training,--I have felt so keenly my lack
-of these things that I count them as the greatest of means toward
-making life noble and happy. The lack of stimulus has tended with me
-to dissipate the power which might otherwise have been concentrated
-in some one productive direction. Or perhaps it was the many weak
-stimuli that constantly incited me and thus kept me from following one
-particular bent. I look back on what seems a long waste of intellectual
-power, time frittered away in groping and moping, which might easily
-have been spent constructively. A defect in one of the physical senses
-often means a keener sensitiveness in the others, but it seems that
-unless the sphere of action that the handicapped man has is very much
-narrowed, his intellectual ability will not grow in compensation for
-his physical defects. He will always feel that, had he been strong or
-even successful, he would have been further advanced intellectually,
-and would have attained greater command over his powers. For his mind
-tends to be cultivated extensively, rather than intensively. He has so
-many problems to meet, so many things to explain to himself, that he
-acquires a wide rather than a profound knowledge. Perhaps eventually,
-by eliminating most of these interests as practicable fields, he may
-tie himself down to one line of work; but at first he is pretty apt
-to find his mind rebellious. If he is eager and active, he will get
-a smattering of too many things, and his imperfect, badly trained
-organism will make intense application very difficult.
-
-Now that I have talked a little of my philosophy of life, particularly
-about what I want to put into it, there is something to be said also
-of its enjoyment, and what I may hope to get out of it. I have said
-that my ideal of character was militant rather than long-suffering.
-It is true that my world has been one of failure and deficit,--I have
-accomplished practically nothing alone, and until my college life freed
-me could count only two or three instances where I had received kindly
-counsel and suggestion; moreover it still seems a miracle to me that
-money can be spent for anything beyond the necessities without being
-first carefully weighed and pondered over,--but it has not been a
-world of suffering and sacrifice, my health has been almost criminally
-perfect in the light of my actual achievement, and life has appeared
-to me, at least since my more pressing responsibilities were removed,
-as a challenge and an arena, rather than a vale of tears. I do not
-like the idea of helplessly suffering one’s misfortunes, of passively
-bearing one’s lot. The Stoics depress me. I do not want to look on my
-life as an eternal making the best of a bad bargain. Granting all the
-circumstances, admitting all my disabilities, I want too to “warm both
-hands before the fire of life.” What satisfactions I have, and they are
-many and precious, I do not want to look on as compensations, but as
-positive goods.
-
-The difference between what the strongest of the strong and the most
-winning of the attractive can get out of life, and what I can, is after
-all so slight. Our experiences and enjoyments, both his and mine, are
-so infinitesimal compared with the great mass of possibilities; and
-there must be a division of labor. If he takes the world of physical
-satisfactions and of material success, I at least can occupy the far
-richer kingdom of mental effort and artistic appreciation. And on the
-side of what we are to put into life, although I admit that achievement
-on my part will be harder relatively to encompass than on his, at least
-I may have the field of artistic creation and intellectual achievement
-for my own. Indeed, as one gets older, the fact of one’s disabilities
-fades dimmer and dimmer away from consciousness. One’s enemy is now
-one’s own weak will, and the struggle is to attain the artistic ideal
-one has set.
-
-But one must have grown up, to get this attitude. And that is the best
-thing the handicapped man can do. Growing up will have given him one of
-the greatest satisfactions of his life, and certainly the most durable
-one. It will mean at least that he is out of the woods. Childhood has
-nothing to offer him; youth little more. They are things to be gotten
-through with as soon as possible. For he will not understand, and he
-will not be understood. He finds himself simply a bundle of chaotic
-impulses and emotions and ambitions, very few of which, from the nature
-of the case, can possibly be realized or satisfied. He is bound to be
-at cross-grains with the world, and he has to look sharp that he does
-not grow up with a bad temper and a hateful disposition, and become
-cynical and bitter against those who turn him away. But grown up, his
-horizon will broaden; he will get a better perspective, and will not
-take the world so seriously as he used to, nor will failure frighten
-him so much. He can look back and see how inevitable it all was, and
-understand how precarious and problematic even the best regulated of
-human affairs may be. And if he feels that there were times when he
-should have been able to count upon the help and kindly counsel of
-relatives and acquaintances who remained dumb and uninterested, he will
-not put their behavior down as proof of the depravity of human nature,
-but as due to an unfortunate blindness which it will be his work to
-avoid in himself by looking out for others when he has the power.
-
-When he has grown up, he will find that people of his own age and
-experience are willing to make those large allowances for what is out
-of the ordinary, which were impossible to his younger friends, and
-that grown-up people touch each other on planes other than the purely
-superficial. With a broadening of his own interests, he will find
-himself overlapping other people’s personalities at new points, and
-will discover with rare delight that he is beginning to be understood
-and appreciated,--at least to a greater degree than when he had to
-keep his real interests hid as something unusual. For he will begin to
-see in his friends, his music and books, and his interest in people
-and social betterment, his true life; many of his restless ambitions
-will fade gradually away, and he will come to recognize all the more
-clearly some true ambition of his life that is within the range of
-his capabilities. He will have built up his world, and have sifted
-out the things that are not going to concern him, and participation
-in which will only serve to vex and harass him. He may well come to
-count his disabilities even as a blessing, for it has made impossible
-to him at last many things in the pursuit of which he would only
-fritter away his time and dissipate his interest. He must not think
-of “resigning himself to his fate”; above all, he must insist on his
-own personality. For once really grown up, he will find that he has
-acquired self-respect and personality. Grown-upness, I think, is not a
-mere question of age, but of being able to look back and understand and
-find satisfaction in one’s experience, no matter how bitter it may have
-been.
-
-So to all the handicapped and the unappreciated, I would say,--Grow up
-as fast as you can. Cultivate the widest interests you can, and cherish
-all your friends. Cultivate some artistic talent, for you will find
-it the most durable of satisfactions, and perhaps one of the surest
-means of livelihood as well. Achievement is, of course, on the knees of
-the gods; but you will at least have the thrill of trial, and, after
-all, not to try is to fail. Taking your disabilities for granted, and
-assuming constantly that they are being taken for granted, make your
-social intercourse as broad and as constant as possible. Do not take
-the world too seriously, nor let too many social conventions oppress
-you. Keep sweet your sense of humor, and above all do not let any
-morbid feelings of inferiority creep into your soul. You will find
-yourself sensitive enough to the sympathy of others, and if you do not
-find people who like you and are willing to meet you more than halfway,
-it will be because you have let your disability narrow your vision and
-shrink up your soul. It will be really your own fault, and not that of
-your circumstances. In a word, keep looking outward; look out eagerly
-for those things that interest you, for people who will interest you
-and be friends with you, for new interests and for opportunities to
-express yourself. You will find that your disability will come to have
-little meaning for you, that it will begin to fade quite completely out
-of your sight; you will wake up some fine morning and find yourself,
-after all the struggles that seemed so bitter to you, really and truly
-adjusted to the world.
-
-I am perhaps not yet sufficiently out of the wilderness to utter all
-these brave words. For, I must confess, I find myself hopelessly
-dependent on my friends and my environment. My friends have come to
-mean more to me than almost anything else in the world. If it is far
-harder work to make friendships quickly, at least friendships once
-made have a depth and intimacy quite beyond ordinary attachments. For
-a man such as I am has little prestige; people do not feel the need of
-impressing him. They are genuine and sincere, talk to him freely about
-themselves, and are generally far less reticent about revealing their
-real personality and history and aspirations. And particularly is this
-so in friendships with young women. I have found their friendships the
-most delightful and satisfying of all. For all that social convention
-that insists that every friendship between a young man and woman must
-be on a romantic basis is necessarily absent in our case. There is
-no fringe around us to make our acquaintance anything but a charming
-companionship. With all my friends, the same thing is true. The first
-barrier of strangeness broken down, our interest is really in each
-other, and not in what each is going to think of the other, how he is
-to be impressed, or whether we are going to fall in love with each
-other. When one of my friends moves away, I feel as if a great hole
-had been left in my life. There is a whole side of my personality that
-I cannot express without him. I shudder to think of any change that
-will deprive me of their constant companionship. Without friends I
-feel as if even my music and books and interests would turn stale on
-my hands. I confess that I am not grown up enough to get along without
-them.
-
-But if I am not yet out of the wilderness, at least I think I see the
-way to happiness. With health and a modicum of achievement, I shall
-not see my lot as unenviable. And if misfortune comes, it will only
-be something flowing from the common lot of men, not from my own
-particular disability. Most of the difficulties that flow from that
-I flatter myself I have met by this time of my twenty-fifth year,
-have looked full in the face, have grappled with, and find in no wise
-so formidable as the world usually deems them,--no bar to my real
-ambitions and ideals.
-
-
- THE END
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- The Riverside Press
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-<table class="autotable">
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#I">I.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td>
-<span class="smcap">Youth</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#I">1</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#II">II.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The Two Generations</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_29">29</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#III">III.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The Virtues and the Seasons of Life</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_53">53</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#IV">IV.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The Life of Irony</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_99">99</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#V">V.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The Excitement of Friendship</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_133">133</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#VI">VI.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The Adventure of Life</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_153">153</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#VII">VII.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">Some Thoughts on Religion</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_189">189</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#VIII">VIII.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The Mystic turned Radical</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_205">205</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#IX">IX.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">Seeing, we see not</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_215">215</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#X">X.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The Experimental Life</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_225">225</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#XI">XI.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The Dodging of Pressures</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_247">247</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#XII">XII.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">For Radicals</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_289">289</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#XIII">XIII.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">The College: An Inner View</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_311">311</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">
-<a href="#XIV">XIV.</a>&nbsp;
-</td>
-<td> <span class="smcap">A Philosophy of Handicap</span>
-</td>
-<td class="tdr page">
-<a href="#Page_337">337</a>
-</td>
-</tr>
-</table>
-
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="I">I<br />YOUTH</h2>
-</div>
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>How shall I describe Youth, the time of contradictions and anomalies?
-The fiercest radicalisms, the most dogged conservatisms, irrepressible
-gayety, bitter melancholy,&mdash;all these moods are equally part of that
-showery springtime of life. One thing, at least, it clearly is: a
-great, rich rush and flood of energy. It is as if the store of life
-had been accumulating through the slow, placid years of childhood,
-and suddenly the dam had broken and the waters rushed out, furious
-and uncontrolled, before settling down into the quieter channels of
-middle life. The youth is suddenly seized with a poignant consciousness
-of being alive, which is quite wanting to the naïve unquestioning
-existence of the child. He finds himself overpoweringly urged toward
-self-expression. Just as the baby, born into a “great, blooming,
-buzzing confusion,” and attracted by every movement, every color, every
-sound, kicks madly in response in all<span class="pagenum" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</span> directions, and only gradually
-gets his movements coördinated into the orderly and precise movements
-of his elders,&mdash;so the youth suddenly born into a confusion of ideas
-and appeals and traditions responds in the most chaotic way to this new
-spiritual world, and only gradually learns to find his way about in it,
-and get his thoughts and feelings into some kind of order.</p>
-
-<p>Fortunate the young man who does not make his entrance into too wide
-a world. And upon the width and depth of that new world will depend
-very much whether his temperament is to be radical or conservative,
-adventurous or conventional. For it is one of the surprising things
-about youth that it can so easily be the most conservative of all
-ages. Why do we suppose that youth is always radical? At no age are
-social proprieties more strictly observed, and Church, State, law, and
-order, more rigorously defended. But I like to think that youth is
-conservative only when its spiritual force has been spent too early,
-or when the new world it enters into is found, for some reason, to be
-rather narrow and shallow. It is so often the urgent world of pleasure
-that first catches the eye of youth; its flood of life is drawn off
-in that direction; the boy may fritter away his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</span> precious birthright
-in pure lightness of heart and animal spirits. And it is only too
-true that this type of youth is transitory. Pleasure contrives to
-burn itself out very quickly, and youth finds itself left prematurely
-with the ashes of middle age. But if, in some way, the flood of life
-is checked in the direction of pleasure, then it bursts forth in
-another,&mdash;in the direction of ideals; then we say that the boy is
-radical. Youth is always turbulent, but the momentous difference is
-whether it shall be turbulent in passion or in enthusiasm. Nothing is
-so pathetic as the young man who spends his spiritual force too early,
-so that when the world of ideals is presented to him, his force being
-spent, he can only grasp at second-hand ideals and mouldy formulas.</p>
-
-<p>This is the great divergence which sets youth not only against old
-age, but against youth itself: the undying spirit of youth that seems
-to be fed by an unquenchable fire, that does not burn itself out but
-seems to grow steadier and steadier as life goes on, against the
-fragile, quickly tarnished type that passes relentlessly into middle
-life. At twenty-five I find myself full of the wildest radicalisms,
-and look with dismay at my childhood friends who are already settled
-down, have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</span> achieved babies and responsibilities, and have somehow got
-ten years beyond me in a day. And this divergence shows itself in a
-thousand different ways. It may be a temptation to a world of pleasure,
-it may be a sheltering from the stimulus of ideas, or even a sluggish
-temperament, that separates traditional and adventurous youth, but
-fundamentally it is a question of how youth takes the world. And here I
-find that I can no longer drag the traditional youth along with me in
-this paper. There are many of him, I know, but I do not like him, and
-I know nothing about him. Let us rather look at the way radical youth
-grows into and meets the world.</p>
-
-<p>From the state of “the little child, to whom the sky is a roof of
-blue, the world a screen of opaque and disconnected facts, the
-home a thing eternal, and ‘being good’ just simple obedience to
-unquestioned authority,” one steps suddenly into that “vast world of
-adult perception, pierced deep by flaring search-lights of partial
-understanding.”</p>
-
-<p>The child has an utter sense of security; childhood is unconscious even
-that it is alive. It has neither fears nor anxieties, because it is
-incorrigibly poetical. It idealizes everything that it<span class="pagenum" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</span> touches. It is
-unfair, perhaps, to blame parents and teachers, as we sometimes do in
-youth, for consciously biasing our child-minds in a falsely idealistic
-direction; for the child will infallibly idealize even his poorest of
-experiences. His broken glimpses and anticipations of his own future
-show him everything that is orderly, happy, and beautifully fit. He
-sees his grown-up life as old age, itself a sort of reversed childhood,
-sees its youth. The passing of childhood into youth is, therefore,
-like suddenly being turned from the cosy comfort of a warm fireside to
-shift for one’s self in the world. Life becomes in a moment a process
-of seeking and searching. It appears as a series of blind alleys, all
-equally and magnificently alluring, all equally real and possible.
-Youth’s thirst for experience is simply that it wants to be everything,
-do everything and have everything that is presented to its imagination.
-Youth has suddenly become conscious of life. It has eaten of the tree
-of the knowledge of good and evil.</p>
-
-<p>As the world breaks in on a boy with its crashing thunder, he has a
-feeling of expansion, of sudden wisdom and sudden care. The atoms of
-things seem to be disintegrating around him. Then come the tearings and
-the grindings and the wrenchings,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</span> and in that conflict the radical or
-the poet is made. If the youth takes the struggle easily, or if his
-guardian angels have arranged things so that there is no struggle,
-then he becomes of that conservative stripe that we have renounced
-above. But if he takes it hard,&mdash;if his struggles are not only with
-outward material conditions, but also with inner spiritual ones,&mdash;then
-he is likely to achieve that gift of the gods, perpetual youth. The
-great paradox is that it is the sleek and easy who are prematurely and
-permanently old. Struggle brings youth rather than old age.</p>
-
-<p>In this struggle, thus beset with problems and crises, all calling
-for immediate solution, youth battles its way into a sort of
-rationalization. Out of its inchoateness emerges a sort of order; the
-disturbing currents of impulse are gradually resolved into a character.
-But it is essential that that resolution be a natural and not a
-forced one. I always have a suspicion of boys who talk of “planning
-their lives.” I feel that they have won a precocious maturity in some
-illegitimate way. For to most of us youth is so imperious that those
-who can escape the hurly-burly and make a sudden leap into the prudent,
-quiet waters of life seem to have missed youth altogether. And I do
-not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</span> mean here the hurly-burly of passion so much as of ideals. It
-seems so much better, as well as more natural, to expose one’s self to
-the full fury of the spiritual elements, keeping only one purpose in
-view,&mdash;to be strong and sincere,&mdash;than to pick one’s way cautiously
-along.</p>
-
-<p>The old saying is the truest philosophy of youth: “Seek ye first
-the Kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added unto you.”
-How impossible for a youth who is really young to plan his life
-consciously! This process that one sometimes sees of cautiously
-becoming acquainted with various ideas and systems, and then choosing
-deliberately those that will be best adapted to a concerted plan,
-is almost uncanny. This confidence in one’s immunity to ideas that
-would tend to disarrange the harmony of the scheme is mystifying and
-irritating. Youth talks of “getting” or “accepting” ideas! But youth
-does not get ideas,&mdash;ideas get him! He may try to keep himself in a
-state of spiritual health, but that is the only immunity he can rely
-upon. He cannot really tell what idea or appeal is going to seize upon
-him next and make off with him.</p>
-
-<p>We speak as if falling in love were a unique phase in the life of
-youth. It is rather the pattern<span class="pagenum" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</span> and symbol of a youth’s whole life.
-This sudden, irresistible seizure of enthusiasm that he cannot explain,
-that he does not want to explain, what is it but the aspect of all his
-experience? The youth sees a pretty face, reads a noble book, hears a
-stirring appeal for a cause, meets a charming friend, gets fired with
-the concept of science, or of social progress, becomes attracted to
-a profession,&mdash;the emotion that fixes his enthusiasm and lets out a
-flood of emotion in that direction, and lifts him into another world,
-is the same in every case. Youth glories in the sudden servitude,
-is content to let the new master lead wherever he will; and is as
-surprised as any one at the momentous and startling results. Youth is
-vulnerable at every point. Prudence is really a hateful thing in youth.
-A prudent youth is prematurely old. It is infinitely better, I repeat,
-for a boy to start ahead in life in a spirit of moral adventure,
-trusting for sustenance to what he may find by the wayside, than to
-lay in laboriously, before starting, a stock of principles for life,
-and burden himself so heavily for the journey that he dare not, and
-indeed cannot, leave his pack unguarded by the roadside to survey the
-fair prospects on either hand. Youth at its best is this constant
-susceptibility<span class="pagenum" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</span> to the new, this constant eagerness to try experiments.</p>
-
-<p>It is here that youth’s quarrel with the elder generation comes in.
-There is no scorn so fierce as that of youth for the inertia of
-older men. The lack of adjustment to the ideas of youth’s elders and
-betters, one of the permanent tragedies of life, is certainly the most
-sensational aspect of youth. That the inertia of the older people is
-wisdom, and not impotence, is a theory that you will never induce
-youth to believe for an instant. The stupidity and cruelties of their
-management of the world fill youth with an intolerant rage. In every
-contact with its elders, youth finds them saying, in the words of
-Kipling:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p class="poetry p0">
-<span style="margin-left: 1em;">“We shall not acknowledge that old stars fade and alien planets arise,</span><br />
-<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That the sere bush buds or the desert blooms or the ancient well-head dries,</span><br />
-<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Or any new compass wherewith new men adventure ’neath new skies.”</span><br />
-</p>
-
-<p>Youth sees with almost a passionate despair its plans and dreams and
-enthusiasms, that it knows so well to be right and true and noble,
-brushed calmly aside, not because of any sincere searching into their
-practicability, but because<span class="pagenum" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</span> of the timidity and laziness of the old,
-who sit in the saddle and ride mankind. And nothing torments youth so
-much as to have this inertia justified on the ground of experience.
-For youth thinks that it sees through this sophism of “experience.”
-It sees in it an all-inclusive attempt to give the world a character,
-and excuse the older generation for the mistakes and failures which it
-has made. What is this experience, youth asks, but a slow accretion of
-inhibitions, a learning, at its best, not to do again something which
-ought not to have been done in the first place?</p>
-
-<p>Old men cherish a fond delusion that there is something mystically
-valuable in mere quantity of experience. Now the fact is, of course,
-that it is the young people who have all the really valuable
-experience. It is they who have constantly to face new situations, to
-react constantly to new aspects of life, who are getting the whole
-beauty and terror and cruelty of the world in its fresh and undiluted
-purity. It is only the interpretation of this first collision with life
-that is worth anything. For the weakness of experience is that it so
-soon gets stereotyped; without new situations and crises it becomes so
-conventional as to be practically unconscious. Very few people get any
-really<span class="pagenum" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</span> new experience after they are twenty-five, unless there is a
-real change of environment. Most older men live only in the experience
-of their youthful years.</p>
-
-<p>If we get few ideas after we are twenty-five, we get few ideals after
-we are twenty. A man’s spiritual fabric is woven by that time, and
-his “experience,” if he keeps true to himself, consists simply in
-broadening and enriching it, but not in adding to it in arithmetical
-proportion as the years roll on, in the way that the wise teachers of
-youth would have us believe.</p>
-
-<p>But few men remain quite true to themselves. As their youthful ideals
-come into contact with the harshnesses of life, the brightest succumb
-and go to the wall. And the hardy ones that survive contain all that
-is vital in the future experience of the man,&mdash;so that the ideas of
-older men seem often the curious parodies or even burlesques of what
-must have been the cleaner and more potent ideas of their youth.
-Older people seem often to be resting on their oars, drifting on the
-spiritual current that youth has set going in life, or “coasting” on
-the momentum that the strong push of youth has given them.</p>
-
-<p>There is no great gulf between youth and middle<span class="pagenum" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</span> age, as there is
-between childhood and youth. Adults are little more than grown-up
-children. This is what makes their arrogance so insulting,&mdash;the
-assumption that they have acquired any impartiality or objectivity of
-outlook, and have any better standards for judging life. Their ideas
-are wrong, and grow progressively more wrong as they become older.
-Youth, therefore, has no right to be humble. The ideals it forms will
-be the highest it will ever have, the insight the clearest, the ideas
-the most stimulating. The best that it can hope to do is to conserve
-those resources, and keep its flame of imagination and daring bright.</p>
-
-<p>Therefore, it is perhaps unfair to say that the older generation rules
-the world. Youth rules the world, but only when it is no longer young.
-It is a tarnished, travestied youth that is in the saddle in the person
-of middle age. Old age lives in the delusion that it has improved and
-rationalized its youthful ideas by experience and stored-up wisdom,
-when all it has done is to damage them more or less&mdash;usually more. And
-the tragedy of life is that the world is run by these damaged ideals.
-That is why our ideas are always a generation behind our actual social
-conditions. Press, pulpit, and bar teem with the radicalisms of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</span>
-thirty years ago. The dead hand of opinions formed in their college
-days clutches our leaders and directs their activities in this new and
-strangely altered physical and spiritual environment. Hence grievous
-friction, maladjustment, social war. And the faster society moves, the
-more terrific is the divergence between what is actually going on and
-what public opinion thinks is actually going on. It is only the young
-who are actually contemporaneous; they interpret what they see freshly
-and without prejudice; their vision is always the truest, and their
-interpretation always the justest.</p>
-
-<p>Youth does not simply repeat the errors and delusions of the past, as
-the elder generation with a tolerant cynicism likes to think; it is
-ever laying the foundations for the future. What it thinks so wildly
-now will be orthodox gospel thirty years hence. The ideas of the young
-are the living, the potential ideas; those of the old, the dying, or
-the already dead. This is why it behooves youth to be not less radical,
-but even more radical, than it would naturally be. It must be not
-simply contemporaneous, but a generation ahead of the times, so that
-when it comes into control of the world, it will be precisely right
-and coincident with the conditions of the world as it finds them.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</span> If
-the youth of to-day could really achieve this miracle, they would have
-found the secret of “perpetual youth.”</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>In this conflict between youth and its elders, youth is the incarnation
-of reason pitted against the rigidity of tradition. Youth puts the
-remorseless questions to everything that is old and established,&mdash;Why?
-What is this thing good for? And when it gets the mumbled, evasive
-answers of the defenders, it applies its own fresh, clean spirit of
-reason to institutions, customs, and ideas, and, finding them stupid,
-inane, or poisonous, turns instinctively to overthrow them and build in
-their place the things with which its visions teem.</p>
-
-<p>“This constant return to purely logical activity with each generation
-keeps the world supplied with visionaries and reformers, that is
-to say, with saviors and leaders. New movements are born in young
-minds, and lack of experience enables youth eternally to recall
-civilization to sound bases. The passing generation smiles and
-cracks its weather-worn jokes about youthful effusions: but this
-new, ever-hopeful, ever-daring, ever-doing, youthful enthusiasm,
-ever returning to the logical bases of religion, ethics, politics,
-business,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</span> art, and social life,&mdash;this is the salvation of the
-world.”<span class="fnanchor" id="fna1"><a href="#fn1">[1]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>This was the youthful radicalism of Jesus, and his words sound across
-the ages “calling civilization ever back to sound bases.” With him,
-youth eternally reproaches the ruling generation,&mdash;“O ye of little
-faith!” There is so much to be done in the world; so much could be done
-if you would only dare! You seem to be doing so little to cure the
-waste and the muddle and the lethargy all around you. Don’t you really
-care, or are you only faint-hearted? If you do not care, it must be
-because you do not know; let us point out to you the shockingness of
-exploitation, and the crass waste of human personality all around you
-in this modern world. And if you are faint-hearted, we will supply the
-needed daring and courage, and lead you straight to the attack.</p>
-
-<p>These are the questions and challenges that the youth puts to his
-elders, and it is their shifty evasions and quibblings that confound
-and dishearten him. He becomes intolerant, and can see all classes in
-no other light than that of accomplices in a great crime. If they only
-knew! Swept along himself in an irrationality of energy, he does not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</span> see the small part that reason plays in the intricate social life, and
-only gradually does he come to view life as a “various and splendid
-disorder of forces,” and exonerate weak human nature from some of its
-heavy responsibility. But this insight brings him to appreciate and
-almost to reverence the forces of science and conscious social progress
-that are grappling with that disorder, and seeking to tame it.</p>
-
-<p>Youth is the leaven that keeps all these questioning, testing attitudes
-fermenting in the world. If it were not for this troublesome activity
-of youth, with its hatred of sophisms and glosses, its insistence on
-things as they are, society would die from sheer decay. It is the
-policy of the older generation as it gets adjusted to the world to
-hide away the unpleasant things where it can, or preserve a conspiracy
-of silence and an elaborate pretense that they do not exist. But
-meanwhile the sores go on festering just the same. Youth is the drastic
-antiseptic. It will not let its elders cry peace, where there is no
-peace. Its fierce sarcasms keep issues alive in the world until they
-are settled right. It drags skeletons from closets and insists that
-they be explained. No wonder the older generation fears and distrusts
-the younger.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</span> Youth is the avenging Nemesis on its trail. “It is young
-men who provide the logic, decision, and enthusiasm necessary to
-relieve society of the crushing burden that each generation seeks to
-roll upon the shoulders of the next.”</p>
-
-<p>Our elders are always optimistic in their views of the present,
-pessimistic in their views of the future; youth is pessimistic toward
-the present and gloriously hopeful for the future. And it is this
-hope which is the lever of progress,&mdash;one might say, the only lever
-of progress. The lack of confidence which the ruling generation feels
-in the future leads to that distrust of the machinery of social
-reform and social organization, or the use of means for ends, which
-is so characteristic of it to-day. Youth is disgusted with such
-sentimentality. It can never understand that curious paralysis which
-seizes upon its elders in the face of urgent social innovations; that
-refusal to make use of a perfectly definite programme or administrative
-scheme which has worked elsewhere. Youth concludes that its elders
-discountenance the machinery, the means, because they do not really
-believe in the end, and adds another count to the indictment.</p>
-
-<p>Youth’s attitude is really the scientific attitude.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</span> Do not be afraid
-to make experiments, it says. You cannot tell how anything will work
-until you have tried it. Suppose science confined its interests to
-those things that have been tried and tested in the world, how far
-should we get? It is possible indeed that your experiments may produce
-by accident a social explosion, but we do not give up chemistry because
-occasionally a wrong mixture of chemicals blows up a scientist in a
-laboratory, or medical research because an investigator contracts the
-disease he is fighting. The whole philosophy of youth is summed up in
-the word, Dare! Take chances and you will attain! The world has nothing
-to lose but its chains&mdash;and its own soul to gain!</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>I have dwelt too long on the conflicts of youth. For it has also its
-still places, where it becomes introspective and thinks about its
-destiny and the meaning of its life. In our artificial civilization
-many young people at twenty-five are still on the threshold of
-activity. As one looks back, then, over eight or nine years, one sees
-a panorama of seemingly formidable length. So many crises, so many
-startling surprises, so many vivid joys and harrowing humiliations and
-disappointments, that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</span> one feels startlingly old; one wonders if one
-will ever feel so old again. And in a sense, youth at twenty-five is
-older than it will ever be again. For if time is simply a succession
-of incidents in our memory, we seem to have an eternity behind us.
-Middle-aged people feel no such appalling stretch of time behind them.
-The years fade out one by one; often the pressure of life leaves
-nothing of reality or value but the present moment. Some of youth’s
-elders seem to enjoy almost a new babyhood, while youth has constantly
-with it in all its vividness and multifariousness that specious wealth
-of abrupt changes, climaxes and disillusions that have crowded the
-short space of its life.</p>
-
-<p>We often envy the sunny noon of the thirties and forties. These elders
-of ours change so little that they seem to enjoy an endless summer
-of immortality. They are so placid, so robust, so solidly placed in
-life, seemingly so much further from dissolution than we. Youth seems
-curiously fragile. Perhaps it is because all beauty has something
-of the precarious and fleeting about it. A beautiful girl seems too
-delicate and fine to weather a long life; she must be burning away
-too fast. This wistfulness and haunting pathos of life is very real
-to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</span> youth. It feels the rush of time past it. Only youth can sing of
-the passing glory of life, and then only in its full tide. The older
-people’s lament for the vanished days of youth may be orthodox, but it
-rings hollow. For our greatest fears are those of presentiment, and
-youth is haunted not only by the feeling of past change, but by the
-presentiment of future change.</p>
-
-<p>Middle age has passed the waters; it has become static and placid.
-Its wistfulness for youth is unreal, and a forced sentimentality.
-In the same breath that it cries for its youth it mocks at youth’s
-preoccupation with the thought of death. The lugubrious harmonies of
-young poets are a favorite joke. But the feeling of the precariousness
-of life gives the young man an intimate sense of its preciousness;
-nothing shocks him quite so much as that it should be ruthlessly and
-instantly snatched away. Middle age has acclimated itself to the
-earth, has settled down familiarly in it, and is easily be fooled into
-thinking that it will live here forever, just as, when we are settled
-comfortably in a house, we cannot conceive ourselves as ever being
-dislodged. But youth takes a long time to get acclimated. It has seen
-so many mysteries and dangers about it, that the presence of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</span>
-Greatest Mystery and the Greatest Danger must be the most portentous of
-things to it.</p>
-
-<p>It is this sense of the preciousness of his life, perhaps, that makes
-a youth so impatient of discipline. Youth can never think of itself
-as anything but master of things. Its visions are a curious blend of
-devotion and egotism. Its enthusiasm for a noble cause is apt to be all
-mixed up with a picture of itself leading the cohorts to victory. The
-youth never sees himself as a soldier in the ranks, but as the leader,
-bringing in some long-awaited change by a brilliant <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">coup d’état</i>,
-or writing and speaking words of fire that win a million hearts at a
-stroke. And he fights shy of discipline in smaller matters. He does not
-submit willingly to a course of work that is not immediately appealing,
-even for the sake of the glorious final achievement. Fortunate it is
-for the young man, perhaps, that there are so many organs of coercion
-all ready in the world for him,&mdash;economic need, tradition, and subtle
-influence of family ambition,&mdash;to seize him and nail him fast to some
-profession or trade or activity, before he is aware, or has time to
-protest or draw back!</p>
-
-<p>It is another paradox of youth that, with all its fine enthusiasm, it
-should accomplish so little.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</span> But this seeming aimlessness of purpose
-is the natural result of that deadly fear of having one’s wings clipped
-by discipline. Infinitely finer, it seems to youth, is it to soar
-freely in the air, than to run on a track along the ground! And perhaps
-youth is right. In his intellectual life, the young man’s scorn for the
-pedantic and conventional amounts almost to an obsession. It is only
-the men of imagination and inspiration that he will follow at all. But
-most of these professors, these lawyers, these preachers,&mdash;what has
-been their training and education, he says, but a gradual losing of
-the grip of life, a slow withdrawing into an ideal world of phrases
-and concepts and artificial attitudes? Their thought seems like the
-endless spinning out of a spider’s web, or like the camel living upon
-the fat of his own hump. The youth fears this sophistication of thought
-as he would fear losing his soul. And this seeming perversity toward
-discipline is often simply his refusal to let a system submerge his own
-real and direct reactions to his observation and experience.</p>
-
-<p>And yet as he studies more and more, and acquires a richer material
-for thought, a familiarity with words, and a skill in handling them,
-he can see the insidious temptation that comes to thinking<span class="pagenum" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</span> men to
-move all their spiritual baggage over into that fascinating unreal
-world. And he admires almost with reverence the men who have been able
-to break through the terrible crust, and have got their thinking into
-close touch with life again; or, best of all, those who have kept
-their thinking constantly checked up with life, and are occupied with
-interpreting what they see about them. Youth will never be able to see
-that this is not the only true and right business of thought.</p>
-
-<p>It is the glory of the present age that in it one can be young.
-Our times give no check to the radical tendencies of youth. On the
-contrary, they give the directest stimulation. A muddle of a world and
-a wide outlook combine to inspire us to the bravest of radicalisms.
-Great issues have been born in the last century, and are now loose
-in the world. There is a radical philosophy that illuminates our
-environment, gives us terms in which to express what we see, and
-coördinates our otherwise aimless reactions.</p>
-
-<p>In this country, it is true, where a certain modicum of free
-institutions, and a certain specious enfranchisement of the human
-spirit have been achieved, youth may be blinded and drugged into an
-acquiescence in conditions, and its enthusiasm<span class="pagenum" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</span> may easily run into a
-glorification of the present. In the face of the more urgent ideals
-that are with us, it may be inspired by vague ideas of “liberty,” or
-“the rights of man,” and fancy it is truly radical when it is but
-living on the radicalisms of the past. Our political thought moves so
-slowly here that even our radicalism is traditional. We breathe in with
-the air about us the belief that we have attained perfection, and we do
-not examine things with our own eyes.</p>
-
-<p>But more and more of the clear-sighted youth are coming to see the
-appalling array of things that still need to be done. The radical young
-man of to-day has no excuse for veering round to the conservative
-standpoint. Cynicism cannot touch him. For it is the beauty of the
-modern radical philosophy that the worse the world treats a man, the
-more it convinces him of the truth of his radical interpretation of
-it. Disillusion comes, not through hard blows, but by the insidious
-sappings of worldly success. And there never was a time when there
-were so many radical young people who cared little about that worldly
-success.</p>
-
-<p>The secret of life is then that this fine youthful spirit should
-never be lost. Out of the turbulence of youth should come this fine
-precipitate&mdash;a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</span> sane, strong, aggressive spirit of daring and doing. It
-must be a flexible, growing spirit, with a hospitality to new ideas,
-and a keen insight into experience. To keep one’s reactions warm and
-true, is to have found the secret of perpetual youth, and perpetual
-youth is salvation.</p>
-
-
-<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</span></p>
-
-<p class="footnote" id="fn1"><a href="#fna1">[1]</a> Earl Barnes.</p>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</span></p>
-<div class="chapter">
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="II">II<br />THE TWO GENERATIONS</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</span></p>
-
-
-<p>It is always interesting to see ourselves through the eyes of others,
-even though that view may be most unflattering. The recent “Letter to
-the Rising Generation,”<span class="fnanchor" id="fna2"><a href="#fn2">[2]</a></span> if I may judge from the well-thumbed and
-underscored copy of the “Atlantic” which I picked up in the College
-Library, has been read with keen interest by many of my fellows, and
-doubtless, too, with a more emphatic approval, by our elders. The
-indictment of an entire generation must at its best be a difficult
-task, but the author of the article has performed it with considerable
-circumspection, skirting warily the vague and the abstract, and passing
-from the judge’s bench to the pulpit with a facility that indicates
-that justice is to be tempered with mercy. The rather appalling picture
-which she draws of past generations holding their breath to see what
-my contemporaries will make of themselves suggests, too, that we are
-still on probation, and so, before final judgment is passed, it may be
-pertinent <span class="pagenum" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</span>to attempt, if not, from the hopeless nature of the case, a defense, at
-least an extenuation of ourselves.</p>
-
-<p>The writer’s charge is pretty definite. It is to the effect that the
-rising generation, in its reaction upon life and the splendid world
-which has been handed down to it, shows a distinct softening of human
-fibre, spiritual, intellectual, and physical, in comparison with the
-generations which have preceded it. The most obvious retort to this
-is, of course, that the world in which we find ourselves is in no way
-of our own making, so that if our reactions to it are unsatisfactory,
-or our rebellious attitude toward it distressing, it is at least a
-plausible assumption that the world itself, despite the responsible
-care which the passing generation bestowed upon it, may be partly to
-blame.</p>
-
-<p>But this, after all, is only begging the question. The author herself
-admits that we are the victims of educational experiments, and, in any
-event, each generation is equally guiltless of its world. We recognize
-with her that the complexity of the world we face only makes more
-necessary our bracing up for the fray. Her charge that we are not doing
-this overlooks, however, certain aspects<span class="pagenum" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</span> of the situation which go far
-to explain our seemingly deplorable qualities.</p>
-
-<p>The most obvious fact which presents itself in this connection is
-that the rising generation has practically brought itself up. School
-discipline, since the abolition of corporal punishment, has become
-almost nominal; church discipline practically nil; and even home
-discipline, although retaining the forms, is but an empty shell.
-The modern child from the age of ten is almost his own master. The
-helplessness of the modern parent face to face with these conditions is
-amusing. What generation but the one to which our critic belongs could
-have conceived of “mothers’ clubs” conducted by the public schools,
-in order to teach mothers how to bring up their children! The modern
-parent has become a sort of <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">parlement</i> registering the decrees of
-a Grand Monarque, and occasionally protesting, though usually without
-effect, against a particularly drastic edict.</p>
-
-<p>I do not use this assertion as a text for an indictment of the
-preceding generation; I am concerned, like our critic, only with
-results. These are a peculiarly headstrong and individualistic
-character among the young people, and a complete bewilderment on the
-part of the parents.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</span> The latter frankly do not understand their
-children, and their lack of understanding and of control over them
-means a lack of the moral guidance which, it has always been assumed,
-young people need until they are safely launched in the world. The two
-generations misunderstand each other as they never did before. This
-fact is a basal one to any comprehension of the situation.</p>
-
-<p>Now let us see how the rising generation brings itself up. It is
-perfectly true that the present-day secondary education, that curious
-fragmentary relic of a vitally humanistic age, does not appeal to them.
-They will tell you frankly that they do not see any use in it. Having
-brought themselves up, they judge utility by their own standards, and
-not by those of others. Might not the fact that past generations went
-with avidity to their multiplication table, their Latin Grammar, and
-their English Bible, whereas the rising generation does not, imply that
-the former found some intellectual sustenance in those things which the
-latter fails to find? The appearance of industrial education on the
-field, and the desperate attempts of educational theory to make the old
-things palatable which fifty years ago were gulped down raw, argues,
-too, that there may be a grain of truth in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</span> our feeling. Only after a
-serious examination of our intellectual and spiritual viands should
-our rejection of them be attributed to a disordered condition of our
-stomachs.</p>
-
-<p>The charge that the rising generation betrays an extraordinary love
-of pleasure is also true. The four years’ period of high-school life
-among the children of the comfortable classes is, instead of being a
-preparation for life, literally one round of social gayety. But it is
-not likely that this is because former generations were less eager
-for pleasure, but rather because they were more rigidly repressed
-by parents and custom, while their energy was directed into other
-channels, religious, for instance. But now, with every barrier removed,
-we have the unique spectacle of a youthful society where there is
-perfectly free intercourse, an unforced social life of equals, in
-which there are bound to develop educative influences of profound
-significance. Social virtues will be learned better in such a society
-than they can ever be from moral precepts. An important result of this
-camaraderie is that the boy’s and the girl’s attitude toward life,
-their spiritual outlook, has come to be the same. The line between the
-two “spheres” has long disappeared in the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</span> industrial classes; it is
-now beginning to fade among the comfortable classes.</p>
-
-<p>Our critic has not seen that this avidity for pleasure is a natural
-ebullition which, flaring up naturally, within a few years as naturally
-subsides. It goes, too, without that ennui of over-stimulation; and
-the fact that it has been will relieve us of the rising generation
-from feeling that envy which invariably creeps into the tone of the
-passing generation when they say, “We did not go such a pace when we
-were young.” After this period of pleasure has begun to subside, there
-ensues for those who have not been prematurely forced into industry, a
-strange longing for independence. This feeling is most striking among
-the girls of the rising generation, and crops up in the most unexpected
-places, in families in the easiest circumstances, where to the
-preceding generation the idea of caring to do anything except stay at
-home and get married, if possible, would have been inconceivable. They
-want somehow to feel that they are standing on their own feet. Like
-their brothers, they begin to chafe under the tutelage, nominal though
-it is, of the home. As a result, these daughters of the comfortable
-classes go into trained nursing, an occupation which twenty<span class="pagenum" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</span> years ago
-was deemed hardly respectable; or study music, or do settlement work,
-or even public-school teaching. Of course, girls who have had to earn
-their own living have long done these things; the significant point is
-that the late rapid increase in these professions comes from those who
-have a comfortable niche in society all prepared for them. I do not
-argue that this proves any superior quality of character on the part of
-this generation, but it does at least fail to suggest a desire to lead
-lives of ignoble sloth.</p>
-
-<p>The undergraduate feels this spirit, too. He often finds himself
-vaguely dissatisfied with what he has acquired, and yet does not
-quite know what else would have been better for him. He stands on the
-threshold of a career, with a feeling of boundless possibility, and yet
-often without a decided bent toward any particular thing. One could do
-almost anything were one given the opportunity, and yet, after all,
-just what shall one do? Our critics have some very hard things to say
-about this attitude. They attribute it to an egotistic philosophy,
-imperfectly absorbed. But may it not rather be the result of that
-absence of repression in our bringing-up, of that rigid moulding which
-made our grandfathers what they were?</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</span></p>
-
-<p>It must be remembered that we of the rising generation have to work
-this problem out alone. Pastors, teachers, and parents flutter
-aimlessly about with their ready-made formulas, but somehow these
-are less efficacious than they used to be. I doubt if any generation
-was ever thrown quite so completely on its own resources as ours
-is. Through it all, the youth as well as the girl feels that he
-wants to count for something in life. His attitude, which seems so
-egotistical to his elders, is the result of this and of a certain
-expansive outlook, rather than of any love of vain-glory. He has never
-known what it was to be moulded, and he shrinks a little perhaps
-from going through that process. The traditional professions have
-lost some of their automatic appeal. They do conventionalize, and
-furthermore, the youth, looking at many of their representatives,
-the men who “count” in the world to-day, may be pardoned if he feels
-sometimes as if he did not want to count in just that way. The youth
-“who would not take special training because it would interfere with
-his sacred individuality” is an unfair caricature of this weighing,
-testing attitude toward the professions. The elder generation should
-remember that life is no longer the charted<span class="pagenum" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</span> sea that it was to
-our grandfathers, and be accordingly lenient with us of the rising
-generation.</p>
-
-<p>Business, to the youth standing on the threshold of life, presents a
-similar dilemma. Too often it seems like a choice between the routine
-of a mammoth impersonal corporation and chicanery of one kind or
-another, or the living by one’s wits within the pale of honesty. The
-predatory individualist, the “hard-as-nails” specimen, does exist, of
-course, but we are justified in ignoring him here; for, however much
-his tribe may increase, it is certain that it will not be his kind, but
-the more spiritually sensitive, the amorphous ones of the generation,
-who will impress some definite character upon the age, and ultimately
-count for good or evil, as a social force. With these latter, it should
-be noted that, although this is regarded as a mercenary age, the
-question of gain, to an increasingly large number, has little to do
-with the final decision.</p>
-
-<p>The economic situation in which we find ourselves, and to which not
-only the free, of whom we have been speaking, but also the unfree of
-the rising generation are obliged to react, is perhaps the biggest
-factor in explaining our character. In this reaction the rising
-generation has a very real<span class="pagenum" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</span> feeling of coming straight up against a
-wall of diminishing opportunity. I do not see how it can be denied
-that practical opportunity is less for this generation than it has
-been for those preceding it. The man of fifty years ago, if he was
-intellectually inclined, was able to get his professional training
-at small expense, and usually under the personal guidance of his
-elders; if commercially inclined, he could go into a small, settled,
-self-respecting business house, practically a profession in itself
-and a real school of character. If he had a broader outlook, there
-was the developing West for him, or the growing industrialism of the
-East. It looks, at least from this distance, as if opportunity were
-easy for that generation. They had the double advantage of being
-more circumscribed in their outlook, and of possessing more ready
-opportunity at hand.</p>
-
-<p>But these times have passed forever. Nowadays, professional training is
-lengthy and expensive; independent business requires big capital for
-success; and there is no more West. It is still as true as ever that
-the exceptional man will always “get there,” but now it is likely to be
-only the exceptional man, whereas formerly all the able “got there,”
-too. The only choice for the vast<span class="pagenum" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</span> majority of the young men of to-day
-is between being swallowed up in the routine of a big corporation, and
-experiencing the vicissitudes of a small business, which is now an
-uncertain, rickety affair, usually living by its wits, in the hands
-of men who are forced to subordinate everything to self-preservation,
-and in which the employee’s livelihood is in constant jeopardy. The
-growing consciousness of this situation explains many of the peculiar
-characteristics of our generation.</p>
-
-<p>It has a direct bearing on the question of responsibility. Is it
-not sound doctrine that one becomes responsible only by being made
-responsible for something? Now, what incentive to responsibility is
-produced by the industrial life of to-day? In the small business there
-is the frank struggle for gain between employer and employee, a contest
-of profits vs. wages, each trying to get the utmost possible out of the
-other. The only kind of responsibility that this can possibly breed
-is the responsibility for one’s own subsistence. In the big business,
-the employee is simply a small part of a big machine; his work
-counts for so little that he can rarely be made to feel any intimate
-responsibility for it.</p>
-
-<p>Then, too, our haphazard industrial system<span class="pagenum" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</span> offers such magnificent
-opportunities to a young man to get into the wrong place. He is forced
-by necessity to go early, without the least training or interest, into
-the first work that offers itself. The dull, specialized routine of
-the modern shop or office, so different from the varied work and the
-personal touch which created interest in the past, is the last thing
-on earth that will mould character or produce responsibility. When the
-situation with an incentive appears, however, we are as ready as any
-generation, I believe, to meet it.</p>
-
-<p>I have seen too many young men, of the usual futile bringing-up and
-negligible training, drift idly about from one “job” to another,
-without apparent ambition, until something happened to be presented
-to them which had a spark of individuality about it, whereupon they
-faced about and threw themselves into the task with an energy that
-brought success and honor,&mdash;I have seen too much of this not to wonder,
-somewhat impiously perhaps, whether this boasted character of our
-fathers was not rather the result of their coming into contact with
-the proper stimulus at the proper time, than of any tougher, grittier
-strain in their spiritual fibre. Those among our elders, who, deploring
-Socialism, insist so strenuously<span class="pagenum" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</span> on the imperfections of human nature,
-ought not to find fault with the theory that frail humanity is under
-the necessity of receiving the proper stimulus before developing a good
-character or becoming responsible.</p>
-
-<p>Nor is the rising generation any the less capable of effort when
-conditions call it forth. I wonder how our critic accounts for the
-correspondence schools which have sprung up so abundantly within the
-past fifteen years. They are patronized by large numbers of young men
-and women who have had little academic training and have gone early
-into industry. It is true that the students do not spend their time on
-the Latin grammar; they devote themselves to some kind of technical
-course which they have been led to believe will qualify them for a
-better position. But the fact that they are thus willing to devote
-their spare time to study certainly does not indicate a lack of effort.
-Rather, it is the hardest kind of effort, for it is directed toward no
-immediate end, and, more than that, it is superimposed on the ordinary
-work, which is usually quite arduous enough to fatigue the youth.</p>
-
-<p>Young apprentices in any branch where there is some kind of technical
-or artistic appeal, such as mechanics or architecture, show an almost<span class="pagenum" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</span>
-incredible capacity of effort, often spending, as I have seen them
-do, whole days over problems. I know too a young man who, appointed
-very young to political office, found that the law would be useful
-to him, and travels every evening to a near-by city to take courses.
-His previous career had been most inglorious, well calculated by its
-aimlessness to ruin any “character”; but the incentive was applied, and
-he proved quite capable of putting forth a surprising amount of steady
-effort.</p>
-
-<p>Our critics are perhaps misled by the fact that these young men do
-not announce with a blare of trumpets that they are about to follow
-in the footsteps of an Edison or a Webster. It must be admitted that
-even such men as I have cited do still contrive to work into their
-time a surprising amount of pleasure. But the whole situation shows
-conclusively, I think, that our author has missed the point when she
-says that the rising generation shows a real softening of the human
-fibre. It is rather that we have the same reserves of ability and
-effort, but that from the complex nature of the economic situation
-these reserves are not unlocked so early or so automatically as with
-former generations.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</span></p>
-
-<p>The fact that our fathers did not need correspondence schools or night
-schools, or such things, implies either that they were not so anxious
-as we to count in the world, or that success was an easier matter
-in their day, either of which conclusions furnishes a pretty good
-extenuation of our apparent incapacity. We cannot but believe that our
-difficulties are greater in this generation; it is hard to see that the
-effort we put forth to overcome these difficulties is not proportional
-to that increase. I am aware that to blame your surroundings when the
-fault lies in your own character is the one impiety which rouses the
-horror of present-day moral teachers. Can it not count to us for good,
-then, that most of us, while coming theoretically to believe that this
-economic situation explains so much of our trouble, yet continue to act
-as if our deficiencies were all our own fault?</p>
-
-<p>Our critics are misled by the fact that we do not talk about
-unselfishness and self-sacrifice and duty, as their generation
-apparently used to do, and conclude that we do not know what these
-things mean. It is true that we do not fuss and fume about our souls,
-or tend our characters like a hot-house plant. This is a changing,
-transitional<span class="pagenum" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</span> age, and our view is outward rather than inward. In an
-age of newspapers, free libraries, and cheap magazines, we necessarily
-get a broader horizon than the passing generation had. We see what is
-going on in the world, and we get the clash of different points of
-view, to an extent which was impossible to our fathers. We cannot be
-blamed for acquiring a suspicion of ideals, which, however powerful
-their appeal once was, seem singularly impotent now, or if we seek for
-motive forces to replace them, or for new terms in which to restate
-the world. We have an eagerness to understand the world in which we
-live that amounts almost to a passion. We want to get behind the
-scenes, to see how the machinery of the modern world actually works.
-We are curious to learn what other people are thinking, and to get
-at the forces that have produced their point of view. We dabble in
-philanthrophy as much from curiosity to see how people live as from any
-feeling of altruism. We read all sorts of strange philosophies to get
-the personal testimony of men who are interpreting the world. In the
-last analysis, we have a passion to understand why people act as they
-do.</p>
-
-<p>We have, as a result, become impatient with the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</span> conventional
-explanations of the older generation. We have retained from childhood
-the propensity to see through things, and to tell the truth with
-startling frankness. This must, of course, be very disconcerting to
-a generation, so much of whose activity seems to consist in glossing
-over the unpleasant things or hiding the blemishes on the fair face
-of civilization. There are too many issues evaded which we would
-like to meet. Many of us find, sooner or later, that the world is a
-very different sort of place from what our carefully deodorized and
-idealized education would have us believe.</p>
-
-<p>When we find things simply not as they are painted, is it any wonder
-that we turn to the new prophets rather than to the old? We are more
-than half confident that the elder generation does not itself really
-believe all the conventional ideals which it seeks to force upon us,
-and much of our presumption is a result of the contempt we naturally
-feel for such timorousness. Too many of your preachers seem to be
-whistling simply to keep up your courage. The plain truth is that the
-younger generation is acquiring a positive faith, in contact with
-which the elder generation with its nerveless negations feels its
-helplessness without<span class="pagenum" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</span> knowing just what to do about it except to scold
-the young.</p>
-
-<p>This positive aspect is particularly noticeable in the religion of the
-rising generation. As our critic says, the religious thinking of the
-preceding generation was destructive and uncertain. We are demanding a
-definite faith, and our spiritual centre is rapidly shifting from the
-personal to the social in religion. Not personal salvation, but social;
-not our own characters, but the character of society, is our interest
-and concern. We feel social injustice as our fathers felt personal sin.
-Settlement work and socialist propaganda, things done fifty years ago
-only by rare and heroic souls like Kingsley, Ruskin, and Maurice, are
-now the commonplaces of the undergraduate.</p>
-
-<p>The religion that will mean anything to the rising generation will be
-based on social ideals. An essay like ex-President Eliot’s “Religion
-of the Future,” which in a way synthesizes science and history and
-these social ideals and gives them the religious tinge which every age
-demands, supplies a real working religious platform to many a young
-man and woman of the rising generation, and an inspiration of which
-our elders can form no conception. Perhaps it is unfair to call this
-religion<span class="pagenum" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</span> at all. Perhaps it is simply the scientific attitude toward
-the world. But I am sure that it is more than this; I am sure that
-it is the scientific attitude tinged with the religious that will be
-ours of the rising generation. We find that we cannot keep apart our
-religion, our knowledge, our practice, and our hopes in water-tight
-compartments, as our ancestors did. We are beginning to show an
-incorrigible tendency to work our spiritual assimilations into one
-intelligible, constructive whole.</p>
-
-<p>It is to this attitude rather than to a softening of fibre that I think
-we may lay our growing disinclination to deify sacrifice and suffering.
-A young chemistry student said to me the other day, “Science means that
-nothing must be wasted!” This idea somehow gets mixed up with human
-experience, and we come to believe that human life and happiness are
-things that must not be wasted. Might it not be that such a belief that
-human waste of life and happiness was foolish and unnecessary would
-possibly be of some avail in causing that waste to disappear? And one
-of the most inspiring of the prophets to the rising generation, William
-James, has told us that certain “moral equivalents” of these things are
-possible<span class="pagenum" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</span> which will prevent that incurable decaying of fibre which the
-elder generation so anxiously fears.</p>
-
-<p>Another result of this attitude is our growing belief in political
-machinery. We are demanding of our preachers that they reduce quality
-to quantity. “Stop talking about liberty and justice and love, and show
-us institutions, or concerted attempts to model institutions that shall
-be free or just or lovely,” we cry. You have been trying so long to
-reform the world by making men “good,” and with such little success,
-that we may be pardoned if we turn our attention to the machinery of
-society, and give up for a time the attempt to make the operators of
-that machinery strictly moral. Indeed, the charm of Socialism to so
-many of the rising generation is just that scientific aspect of it,
-its claim of historical basis, and its very definite and concrete
-organization for the attainment of its ends. A philosophy which gives
-an illuminating interpretation of the present, and a vision of the
-future, with a definitely crystallized plan of action with concrete
-methods, however unsound it may all be, can hardly be said to appeal
-simply to the combination of “a weak head, a soft heart, and a desire
-to shirk.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</span></p>
-
-<p>Placed in such a situation as we are, and with such an attitude
-toward the world, we are as interested as you and the breathless
-generations behind you to see what destinies we shall work out for
-ourselves. An unpleasantly large proportion of our energy is now
-drained off in fighting the fetishes which you of the elder generation
-have passed along to us, and which, out of some curious instinct of
-self-preservation, you so vigorously defend. We, on the other hand,
-are becoming increasingly doubtful whether you believe in yourselves
-quite so thoroughly as you would have us think. Your words are very
-brave, but the tone is hollow. Your mistrust of us, and your reluctance
-to convey over to us any of your authority in the world, looks a
-little too much like the fear and dislike that doubt always feels in
-the presence of conviction, to be quite convincing. We believe in
-ourselves; and this fact, we think, is prophetic for the future. We
-have an indomitable feeling that we shall attain, or if not, that we
-shall pave the way for a generation that shall attain.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile our constructive work is hampered by your distrust, while
-you blame us for our lack of accomplishment. Is this an attitude
-calculated<span class="pagenum" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</span> to increase our responsibility and our self-respect? Would
-it not be better in every way, more constructive and more fruitful, to
-help us in our aspirations and endeavors, or, failing that, at least to
-strive to understand just what those aspirations and endeavors are?</p>
-
-
-<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</span></p>
-
-<p class="footnote" id="fn2"><a href="#fna2">[2]</a> <i>The Atlantic Monthly</i>, February, 1911.</p>
-
-</div>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="III">III<br />THE VIRTUES AND THE SEASONS OF LIFE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>Each season of life has its proper virtues, as each season of the year
-has its own climate and temperature. If virtue is the excellent working
-of the soul, then youth, middle age, and old age, all have their
-peculiar ways of working excellently. When we speak of a virtuous life,
-we should mean, not a life that has shown one single thread of motive
-and attitude running through it, but rather one that has varied with
-the seasons, as spring grows gently into summer and summer into autumn,
-each season working excellently in respect to the tilling and harvest
-of the soul. If it is a virtue to be contented in old age, it is no
-virtue to be contented in youth; if it is a virtue for youth to be bold
-and venturesome, it is the virtue of middle life to take heed and begin
-to gather up the lines and nets so daringly cast by youth into the sea
-of life. A virtuous life means a life responsive to its powers and its
-opportunities, a life not of inhibitions, but of a straining up to
-the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</span> limit of its strength. It means doing every year what is fitting
-to be done at that year to enhance or conserve one’s own life or the
-happiness of those around one. Virtue is a word that abolishes duty.
-For duty has steadily fallen into worse and worse opprobrium; it has
-come to mean nothing but effort and stress. It implies something that
-is done rightly, but that cuts straight across the grain of all one’s
-inclinations and motive forces. It is following the lines of greatest
-resistance; it is the working of the moral machine with the utmost
-friction possible. Now there is no doubt that the moral life involves
-struggle and effort, but it should be the struggle of adequate choice,
-and not of painful inhibition. We are coming to see that the most
-effective things we do are those that have some idea of pleasure yoked
-up with them. In the interests of moral efficiency, the ideal must be
-the smooth and noiseless workings of the machine, and not the rough and
-grinding movements that we have come to associate with the word “duty.”
-For the emphasis on the negative duty we must substitute emphasis on
-the positive virtue. For virtue is excellence of working, and all
-excellence is pleasing. When we know what are the virtues appropriate
-to each age of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</span> life, we can view the moral life in a new light. It
-becomes not a claim upon us of painful obligation, but a stimulus to
-excellent spontaneity and summons to self-expression.</p>
-
-<p>In childhood we acquire the spiritual goods that we shall take with
-us through life; in youth we test our acquisitions and our tools,
-selecting, criticizing, comparing; in old age, we put them away
-gently into the attic of oblivion or retire them honorably, full of
-years and service. Our ideas, however, of what those spiritual goods
-were that childhood acquired have been very much confused. We have
-imagined that we could give the child “the relish of right and wrong,”
-as Montaigne calls it. The attempt has usually been made to train up
-the child in the moral life, by telling him from his earliest years
-what was right and what was wrong. It was supposed that in this way
-he absorbed right principles that would be the guiding springs of
-his youthful and later life. The only difficulty, of course, with
-this theory is that the moral life hardly begins before the stresses
-and crises of youth at all. For really moral activity implies choice
-and it implies significant choice; and the choices of the child are
-few in number and seldom significant. You can<span class="pagenum" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</span> tell a child that a
-certain thing is wrong, and he will believe it, but his belief will be
-a purely mechanical affair, an external idea, which is no more woven
-into the stuff of his life than is one of those curious “post-hypnotic
-suggestions,” that psychologists tell about, where the subject while
-hypnotized is told to do something at a certain time after he awakes.
-When the time comes he does it without any consciousness of the reason
-and without any immediate motive. Now most moral ideas in a child’s
-mind are exactly similar to these suggestions. They seem to operate
-with infallible accuracy, and we say,&mdash;“What a good child!” As a fact
-the poor child is as much under an alien spell as the subject of
-the hypnotist. Now all this sort of hypnotized morality the younger
-generation wants to have done with. It demands a morality that is
-glowing with self-consciousness, that is healthy with intelligence. It
-refuses to call the “good” child moral at all; it views him as a poor
-little trained animal, that is doomed for the rest of his life to go
-through mechanical motions and moral tricks at the crack of the whip
-of a moral code or religious authority. From home and Sunday-school,
-children of a slightly timid disposition get moral wounds, the scars of
-which never<span class="pagenum" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</span> heal. They enter a bondage from which they can never free
-themselves; their moral judgment in youth is warped and blighted in a
-thousand ways, and they pass through life, seemingly the most moral
-of men and women, but actually having never known the zest of true
-morality, the relish of right and wrong. The best intentions of parents
-and teachers have turned their characters into unnatural channels from
-which they cannot break, and fixed unwittingly upon them senseless
-inhibitions and cautions which they find they cannot dissolve, even
-when reason and common sense convince them that they are living under
-an alien code. Looked upon from this light, childish goodness and
-childish conscientiousness is an unhealthy and even criminal forcing
-of the young plant, the hot-house bringing to maturity of a young soul
-whose sole business is to grow and learn. When moral instruction is
-given, a criminal advantage is taken of the child’s suggestibility,
-and all possibility of an individual moral life, growing naturally
-and spontaneously as the young soul meets the real emergencies and
-problems that life will present to it, is lost. If, as we are coming
-more and more to realize, the justification of knowledge is that it
-helps us to get along with and enjoy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</span> and grapple with the world, so
-the justification of virtue is that it enables us to get along with
-and enjoy and grapple with the spiritual world of ideals and feelings
-and qualities. We should be as careful about giving a child moral
-ideas that will be of no practical use to him as we are in giving him
-learning that will be of no use to him.</p>
-
-<p>The virtues of childhood, then, we shall not find in the moral realm.
-The “good” child is not cultivated so much to-day as he was by the
-former generation, whose one aim in education and religion was to bind
-the young fast in the fetters of a puritan code; but he is still, in
-well-brought-up families, an appalling phenomenon. The child, who at
-the age of five has a fairly complete knowledge of what God wants
-him and all around him to do and not to do, is an illustration of
-the results of the confusion of thought that would make childhood
-instead of youth the battle-ground of the moral life. We should not
-dismiss such a child as quaint, for in him have been sowed the seeds
-of a general obscurantism and conservatism that will spread like a
-palsy over his whole life. The acceptance of moral judgments that
-have no vital meaning to the young soul will mean in later life the
-acceptance of ideas and prejudices in political<span class="pagenum" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</span> and religious and
-social matters that are uncriticized and unexamined. The “good” child
-grows up into the conventional bigoted man. The duties and tastes which
-are inculcated into him in childhood, far from aiding the “excellent
-workings of his soul,” clog and rust it, and prevent the fine free
-expression of its individuality and genius. For the child has not
-yet the material of experience that will enable him to get the sense
-of values which is at the bottom of what we call the spiritual life.
-And it is this sense that is so easily dulled, and that must be so
-carefully protected against blunting. That the child cannot form
-moral judgments for himself, however, does not mean that they must be
-formed for him by others; it means that we must patiently wait until
-he meets the world of vivid contrasts and shocks and emergencies that
-is youth. It is not repairing his lack of moral sensitiveness to get
-him to repeat parrot-like the clean-cut and easily learned taboos and
-permissions of the people around him. To get him to do this is exactly
-like training an animal to bolt any kind of food. The child, however,
-has too weak a stomach to digest very much of the moral pabulum that
-is fed him. The inevitable result is a moral indigestion, one form of
-which<span class="pagenum" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</span> is the once fashionable sense of sin. The youth, crammed with
-uncriticized taboos delivered to him with the awful prestige of an
-Almighty God, at a certain age revolts, and all the healthy values
-of life turn sour within him. The cure for this spiritual dyspepsia
-is called conversion, but it is a question whether the cure is not
-often worse than the disease. For it usually means that the relish of
-right and wrong, which had suddenly become a very real thing, has been
-permanently perverted in a certain direction. By a spiritual operation,
-the soul has been forced to digest all this strange food, and acquires
-the ability to do so forever after. Those who do not suffer this
-operation pass through life with an uneasiness of spirit, the weight
-and burden of an imperfectly assimilated moral life. Few there are
-who are able to throw off the whole soddenness, and if they do they
-are fortunate if they are not left without any food at all. Religious
-teachers have always believed that all these processes were necessary
-for the soul’s health. They have believed that it was better to have
-mechanical morals than no morals at all. When the younger generation
-sees the damage such morals work, it would prefer to have none.</p>
-
-<p>Discarding the “good” child, then, we will find<span class="pagenum" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</span> the virtues of
-childhood in that restless, pushing, growing curiosity that is the
-characteristic of every healthy little boy or girl. The child’s life is
-spent in learning his way around the world; in learning the ropes of
-things, the handles and names of whatever comes within the range of his
-experience. He is busy acquiring that complex bundle of common-sense
-knowledge that underlies all our grown-up acts, and which has become
-so automatic with us that it hardly seems possible to us that we have
-slowly acquired it all. We do not realize that thousands of facts and
-habits, which have become stereotyped and practically unconscious in
-our minds, are the fresh and vital experiences of the mind of the
-little child. We cannot put ourselves back into that world where the
-absorbing business is to give things a position and a name and to
-learn all the little obvious facts about the things in the house and
-the yard and the village, and in that far land of mystery beyond. What
-sort of sympathy can we have with these little people,&mdash;we, to whom all
-this naïve world of place and nomenclature is so familiar as to seem
-intuitive? We should have to go back to a world where every passing
-railroad train was a marvel and a delight, where a walk to the village<span class="pagenum" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</span>
-meant casting ourselves adrift into an adventurous country where
-anything was likely to happen and where all calculations of direction
-or return were upset. It takes children a long time to get accustomed
-to the world. This common workaday knowledge of ours seems intuitive
-to us only because we had so many years during which it was reiterated
-to us, and not because we were unusually sensitive to impressions.
-Children often seem almost as stupid as any young animal, and to
-require long practice before they know their way around in the world,
-although, once obtained, this common sense is never forgotten. That
-child is virtuous who acquires all he can of it.</p>
-
-<p>This curiosity of childhood makes children the first scientists. They
-begin, as soon as their eyes are open, dissolving this confused mystery
-of the world, distinguishing and classifying its parts according to
-their interests and needs. They push on and on, ever widening the
-circle, and ever bringing more and more of their experience under the
-subjugation of their understanding. They begin the process that the
-scientist completes. As children, after several years we came to know
-our house and yard, although the attic and cellar were perhaps still
-dim and fearsome places. Inside<span class="pagenum" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</span> the household things were pretty
-well tabulated and rationalized. It was only when we went outside the
-gate that we might expect adventures to happen. We should have been
-very much shocked to see the fire leap from the stove and the bread
-from the table, as they did in the “Blue Bird,” but in walking down
-to the village we should not have been surprised to see a giant or a
-fairy sitting on the green. When we became familiar with the village,
-the fairies were, of course, banished to remoter regions, until they
-finally vanished altogether. But it is not so long ago that I lost the
-last vague vestige of a feeling that there were fairies in England.</p>
-
-<p>The facility, one might almost say skill, which children show in
-getting lost, is the keynote of childhood’s world. For they have no
-bearings among the unfamiliar, no principles for the solution of the
-unknown. In their accustomed realm they are as wise and canny and
-free from superstition as we are in ours. We, as grown-ups, have not
-acquired any magical release from fantasy. The only difference is that
-we are accustomed to make larger hazards of faith that things will
-repeat themselves, and that we have a wider experience to check off
-our novelties by. We have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</span> charted most of our world; we unfortunately
-have no longer any world to get lost in. To be sure, we have opened
-up perhaps an intangible world of philosophy and speculation, which
-childhood does not dream of, and heaven knows we can get lost there!
-But the thing is different. The adventure of childhood is to get lost
-here in this everyday world of common sense which is so familiar to us.
-To become really as little children we should have to get lost again
-here. The best substitute we can give ourselves is to keep exploring
-the new spiritual world in which we may find ourselves in youth and
-middle life, pushing out ever, as the child does, our fringe of
-mystery. And we can gain the gift of wonder, something that the child
-does not have. He is too busy drinking in the facts to wonder about
-them, or to wonder about what is beyond them. We may count ourselves
-fortunate, however, that we are able to retain the child’s virtue of
-curiosity, and transmute it into the beauty of spiritual wonder.</p>
-
-<p>It is facts and not theories that the child is curious about, and
-rightly. He cannot assimilate moral theories, nor can he assimilate
-any other kind of theories. It is his virtue to learn how the world
-runs; youth will be time enough to philosophize<span class="pagenum" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</span> about that running.
-It is the immediate and the present that interest children, and they
-are omnivorous with regard to any facts about either. What they hear
-about the world they accept without question. We often think when we
-are telling them fairy stories or animal stories that we are exercising
-their poetic imagination; but from their point of view we are telling
-them sober facts about the world they live in. We are often surprised,
-too, at the apathy they show in the midst of wonders that we point out
-to them. They are wonders to us because we appreciate the labor or the
-genius that has produced them. In other words, we have added a value
-to them. But it is just this value which the child-mind does not get
-and can never get. To the child they are not surprising, but simply
-some more information about his world. All is grist that comes to the
-child’s mill. Everything serves to plot and track for him a new realm
-of things as they are.</p>
-
-<p>The child’s mind, so suggestible to facts, seems to be almost
-impervious to what we call spiritual influences. He lives in a world
-hermetically sealed to our interests and concerns. Parents and teachers
-make the most conscientious efforts to influence their children, but
-they would better<span class="pagenum" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</span> realize that they can influence them only in the
-most indirect way. The best thing they can do for the children is to
-feed their curiosity, and provide them with all the materials that will
-stimulate their varied interests. They can then leave the “influence”
-to take care of itself. The natural child seems to be impregnable to
-any appeals of shame, honor, reverence, honesty, and even ridicule,&mdash;in
-other words, to all those methods we have devised for getting a
-clutch on other people’s souls, and influencing and controlling
-them according to our desires. And this is not because the child is
-immoral, but simply because, as I have tried to show, those social
-values mean as yet nothing to him. He lives in a splendid isolation
-from our conventional standards; the influences of his elders, however
-well-directed and prayerful they may be, simply do not reach him. He
-lives unconscious of our interests and motives. Only the “good” child
-is susceptible, and he is either instinctively submissive, or is the
-victim of the mechanical imposition of standards and moral ideas.</p>
-
-<p>The child works out what little social morality he does obtain, not
-under the influence of his elders, but among his playmates. And the
-standards<span class="pagenum" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</span> worked out there are not refined and moral at all, but
-rough ones of emulation and group honor, and respect for prowess. Even
-obedience, which we all like to think of as one of the indispensable
-accomplishments of a well-trained child, seems to be obtained at the
-cost of real moral growth. It might be more beneficial if it were not
-too often merely a means for the spiritual edification of the parents
-themselves. Too often it is the delight of ruling, of being made
-obeisance to, that is the secret motive of imposing strict obedience,
-and not our desire simply that they shall learn the excellent habits
-that are our own. One difficulty with the child who has “learned to
-mind” is that, if he learns too successfully, he runs the risk of
-growing up to be a cowardly and servile youth. There is a theory that
-since the child will be obliged in later life to do many things that
-he does not want to do, he might as well learn how while he is young.
-The difficulty here seems to be that learning to do one kind of a
-thing that you do not want to do does not guarantee your readiness to
-do other kinds of unpleasant things. That art cannot be taught. Each
-situation of compulsion, unless the spirit is completely broken, will
-have its own peculiar quality of bitterness, and no<span class="pagenum" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</span> guarantee against
-it can be inculcated. Life will present so many inevitable necessities
-to the child when he gets out into the world that it seems premature to
-burden his childhood with a training which will be largely useless. So
-much of our energy is wasted, and so much friction created, because we
-are unwilling to trust life. If life is the great demoralizer, it is
-also the great moralizer. It whips us into shape, and saddles us with
-responsibilities and the means of meeting them, with obligations and
-the will to meet them, with burdens and a strength to bear them. It
-creates in us a conscience and the love of duty, and endows us with a
-morality that a mother and father with the power and the love of angels
-working through all the years of our childhood could not have created
-within us. Trust life and not your own feeble efforts to create the
-soul in the child!</p>
-
-<p>The virtue of childhood, then, is an exhaustless curiosity and interest
-in the world in which the child finds himself. He is here to learn his
-way around in it, to learn the names of things and their uses, how
-to use his body and his capacities. This will be the most excellent
-working of his soul. If his mind and body are active, he will be a
-“good” child, in the best sense of the word. We<span class="pagenum" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</span> can almost afford to
-let him be insolent and irreverent and troublesome as long as he is
-only curious. If he has a temper, it will not be cured by curbing, but
-by either letting it burn out, or not giving it fuel to feed on. Food
-for his body and facts for his mind are the sustenance he requires.
-From the food will be built up his body, and from the facts and his
-reactions to them will slowly evolve his world of values and ideals. We
-cannot aid him by giving him our theories, or shorten the path for him
-by presenting him with ready-made standards. In spite of all the moral
-teachers, there is no short cut to the moral life of youth, any more
-than there is a royal road to knowledge. Nor can we help him to grow
-by transferring some of our superfluous moral flesh to his bones. The
-child’s qualities which shock our sense of propriety are evidences not
-of his immorality, but of his pre-morality. A morality that will mean
-anything to him can only be built up out of a vast store of experience,
-and only when his world has broadened out into a real society with
-influences of every kind coming from every side. He cannot get the
-relish of right and wrong until he has tasted life, and it is the
-taste of life that the child does not have. That taste comes only with
-youth,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</span> and then with a bewildering complexity and vividness.</p>
-
-<p>But between childhood and youth there comes a trying period when the
-child has become well cognizant of the practical world, but has as yet
-no hint of the gorgeous colors of youth. At thirteen, for instance, one
-has the world pretty well charted, but not yet has the slow chemistry
-of time transmuted this experience into meanings and values. There is
-a crassness and materiality about the following three or four years
-that have no counterpart until youth is over and the sleek years of the
-forties have begun. How cocksure and familiar with the world is the boy
-or girl at this age! They have no doubts, but they have no glow. At no
-time in life is one so unspiritual, so merely animal, so much of the
-earth, earthy. How different is it to be a few years later! How shaken
-and adventurous will the world appear then! For this waiting period
-of life, the virtues are harder to discover. Curiosity has lapsed,
-for there do not seem to be many things left to be curious about. The
-child is beautifully unconscious of his own ignorance. Similarly has
-the play activity diminished; the boy has put away his Indian costumes,
-and the girl her dolls. At this season of life the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</span> virtue would seem
-to consist in the acquirement of some skill in some art or handicraft
-or technique. This is the time to search for the budding talents and
-the strong native bents and inclinations. To be interesting is one of
-the best of virtues, and few things make a person more interesting than
-skill or talent. From a selfish point of view, too, all who have grown
-up with unskillful hands will realize the solid virtue of knowing how
-to do something with the hands, and avoid that vague restlessness and
-desire to get at grips with something that haunts the professional
-man who has neglected in youth to cultivate this virtue of technique.
-And it is a virtue which, if not acquired at that time, can never be
-acquired. The deftness of hand, alertness of mind, are soon lost if
-they are not taken advantage of, and the child grows up helpless and
-unskillful, with a restless void where a talent and interest should be.</p>
-
-<p>It is with youth, then, that the moral life begins, the true relish of
-right and wrong. Out of the crucible of passion and enthusiasm emerge
-the virtues of life, virtues that will have been tested and tried in
-the furnace of youth’s poignant reactions to the world of possibilities
-and ideals that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</span> has been suddenly opened up to it. Those young people
-who have been the victims of childish morality will not feel this new
-world so clearly or keenly, or, if there did lurk underneath the crust
-of imposed priggishness some latent touch of genius, they will feel
-the new life with a terrible searing pain that maddens them and may
-permanently distort their whole vision of life. To those without the
-spark, the new life will come stained by prejudice. Their reactions
-will be dulled; they will not see clearly; and will either stagger at
-the shock, or go stupidly ahead oblivious of the spiritual wonders
-on every side. Only those who have been allowed to grow freely like
-young plants, with the sun and air above their heads, will get the
-full beauty and benefit of youth. Only those whose eyes have been kept
-wide open ceaselessly learning the facts of the material and practical
-world will truly appreciate the values of the moral world, and be able
-to acquire virtue. Only with this fund of practical knowledge will
-the youth be able to balance and contrast and compare the bits of his
-experience, see them in the light of their total meaning, and learn to
-prefer rightly one bit to another. It is as if silent forces had been
-at work in the soul during the last years of childhood,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</span> organizing the
-knowledge and nascent sentiments of the child into forms of power ready
-for the free expression of youth.</p>
-
-<p>Youth expresses itself by falling in love. Whether it be art, a girl,
-socialism, religion, the sentiment is the same; the youth is swept
-away by a flood of love. He has learned to value, and how superlative
-and magnificent are his values! The little child hardly seems to love;
-indeed, his indifference to grown people, even to his own parents,
-is often amazing. He has the simple affection of a young animal, but
-how different his cool regard from the passionate flame of youth!
-Love is youth’s virtue, and it is wide as well as deep. There is no
-tragic antithesis between a youth’s devotion to a cause and his love
-for a girl. They are not mutually exclusive, as romanticists often
-love to think, but beautifully compatible. They tend to fuse, and they
-stimulate and ennoble each other. The first love of youth for anything
-is pure and ethereal and disinterested. It is only when thwarted that
-love turns sensual, only when mocked that enthusiasm becomes fanatical
-or mercenary. Worldly opinion seems to care much more for personal
-love than for the love of ideals. Perhaps it is instinctively more
-interested<span class="pagenum" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</span> in the perpetuation of the race than in its progress. It
-gives its suffrage and approval to the love of a youth for a girl, but
-it mocks and discredits the enthusiast. It just grudgingly permits
-the artist to live, but it piles almost insurmountable obstacles in
-the path of the young radical. The course of true love may never run
-smooth, but what of the course of true idealism?</p>
-
-<p>The springs that feed this love are found, of course, in hero-worship.
-Sexual love is objectified in some charming and appealing girl, love
-for ideals in some teacher or seer or the inspiring personality of
-a friend. It is in youth that we can speak of real influence. Then
-is the soul responsive to currents and ideas. The embargo which kept
-the child’s mind immune to theory and opinion and tastes is suddenly
-lifted. In childhood, our imitation is confined to the external; we
-copy ways of acting, but we are insensitive to the finer nuances of
-personality. But in youth we become sensitive to every passing tone
-and voice. Youth is the season when, through this sensitiveness, the
-deadly pressures get their purchase on the soul; it is also the season
-for the most momentous and potent influences for good. In youth, if
-there is the possibility that the soul be permanently<span class="pagenum" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</span> warped out of
-shape, there is also the possibility that it receive the nourishment
-that enables it to develop its own robust beauty. It is by hero-worship
-that we copy not the externals of personality, as in childhood, but
-the inner spirit. We feel ourselves somehow merged with the admired
-persons, and we draw from them a new stimulating grace. We find
-ourselves in them. It is not yielding to a pressure that would force us
-to a type, but a drawing up of ourselves to a higher level, through the
-aid of one who possesses all those qualities which have been all along,
-we feel, our vague and hitherto unexpressed ideal. We do not feel that
-our individualities are being lost, but that they are for the first
-time being found. We have discovered in another personality all those
-best things for which our hearts have been hungering, and we are simply
-helping ourselves to that which is in reality our own. Our hero gives
-of himself inexhaustibly, and we take freely and gladly what we need.
-It is thus that we stock up with our first store of spiritual values.
-It is from the treasury of a great and good personality that we receive
-the first confirmation of ourselves. In the hero-personality, we see
-our own dim, baby ideals objectified. Their splendor encourages us,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</span>
-and nerves us for the struggle to make them thoroughly our own.</p>
-
-<p>There is a certain pathos in the fact that parents are so seldom
-the heroes from whom the children derive this revelation of their
-own personality. It is more often some teacher or older friend or
-even a poet or reformer whom the youth has never seen and knows only
-through his words and writings. But for this the parents are partly
-responsible. They are sufficiently careful about the influences which
-play upon their young children. They give care and prayers and tears
-to their bringing-up in the years when the children are almost immune
-to any except the more obvious mechanical influences, and learn of
-ideals and values only in a parrot-like fashion. But when the child
-approaches youth, the parent is apt to relax vigilance and, with a cry
-of thanksgiving and self-congratulation that the child has been brought
-safely through so many perils to the desired haven, to surrender him
-to his own devices. Just at the time when he becomes really sensitive
-for the first time to spiritual influences, he is deprived of this
-closest and warmest influence of the home. But he has not been brought
-into a haven, but launched into a heaving and troubled sea. This<span class="pagenum" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</span> is
-the time when his character lies at stake, and the possibility of his
-being a radical, individual force in the world hangs in the balance.
-Whether he will become this force depends on the pressures that he is
-able to dodge, and on the positive ideals he is able to secure. And
-they will depend largely on the heroes he worships, upon his finding
-the personalities that seem to contain all the best for which he
-yearns. Hero-worship is the best preservative against cheapness of
-soul, that besetting sin of modern youth. It directs our attention away
-from the light and frothy things of the world, which are wont to claim
-so much of youth’s interest, to qualities that are richer and more
-satisfying. Yet hero-worship is no mere imitation. We do not simply
-adopt new qualities and a new character. We rather impregnate our
-hitherto sterile ideals with the creative power of a tested and assured
-personality, and give birth to a new reliance and a new faith. Our
-heroes anticipate and provide for our doubts and fears, and fortify us
-against the sternest assaults of the world. We love our heroes because
-they have first loved us.</p>
-
-<p>Out of this virtue of love and the clashing of its clear spirit with
-the hard matter of established things come the sterner virtues. From
-that conflict,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</span> courage is struck off as youth feels the need of
-keeping his flame steady and holding to his own course, regardless
-of obstacles or consequences. Youth needs courage, that salt of
-the virtues, for if youth has its false hopes, it has its false
-depressions. That strange melancholy, when things seem to lose their
-substance and the world becomes an empty shell, is the reverse shield
-of the elation of youth. To face and overcome it is a real test of the
-courage of youth. The dash and audacity, the daring and self-confidence
-of youth, are less fine than this simple courage of optimism. Youth
-needs courage, too, when its desires do not come true, when it meets
-suspicion or neglect, and when its growth seems inexorably checked by
-circumstance. In these emergencies, the youth usually plays the stoic.
-He feels a savage pride in the thought that circumstance can never rob
-him of his integrity, or bring his best self to be dependent on mere
-change of fortune. Such a courage is a guarantor of youth. It forms a
-protecting crust over life and lessens the shock of many contingencies.
-The only danger is that it may become too perfect a shell and harden
-the character. It is not well for youth to shun the battle. Courage
-demands exposure to assault.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</span></p>
-
-<p>And besides courage, youth needs temperance. The sins and excesses
-of hot-blooded youth are a byword; youth would not seem to be youth
-without its carnality and extravagance. It is fortunate that youth is
-able to expend that extravagance partly in idealism. Love is always
-the antidote to sensuality. And we can always, if we set ourselves
-resolutely to the task, transmute the lower values into higher.
-This, indeed, is the crucial virtue of youth, and temperance is the
-seal and evidence of the transmutation. Temperance in things of the
-flesh is ordained not through sentimental reasons, but on the best of
-physiological and psychological motives. Temperance is a virtue because
-of the evil consequences to one’s self and others which follow excess
-of indulgence in appetite.</p>
-
-<p>But this temperance does not mean quite the same thing as the rigid
-self-control that used to be preached. The new morality has a more
-positive ideal than the rigid mastery which self-control implies. We
-are to fix our attention more in giving our good impulses full play
-than in checking the bad. The theory is that if one is occupied with
-healthy ideas and activities, there will be no room or time for the
-expression of the unhealthy ones. Anything that implies an inhibition
-or struggle to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</span> repress is a draining away into a negative channel of
-energy that might make for positive constructive work in the character.
-The repressed desires and interests are not killed, but merely checked,
-and they persist, with unabated vigor, in struggling to get the upper
-hand again. They are little weakened by lying dormant, and lurk warily
-below, ready to swarm up again on deck, whenever there is the smallest
-lapse of vigilance. But if they are neglected they gradually cease from
-troubling, and are killed by oblivion where they could not have been
-hurt by forcible repression. The mortification of the flesh seems too
-often simply to strengthen its pride.</p>
-
-<p>In the realm of emotion, the dangers of rigid self-control are
-particularly evident. There are fashions in emotion as well as in
-dress, and it seems to have become the fashion in certain circles
-of youth to inhibit any emotional expression of the sincere or
-the serious. There is a sort of reign of terrorism which prevents
-personal conversation from being carried on upon any plane except one
-of flippancy and insincerity. Frankness of expression in regard to
-personal feelings and likes and dislikes is tabooed. A strange new
-ethics of tact has grown up which makes candor so sacrilegious<span class="pagenum" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</span> a
-thing that its appearance in a group or between two young people of
-the opposite sex creates general havoc and consternation. Young people
-who dare to give natural expression to their feelings about each other
-or about their ideals and outlook on life find themselves genuinely
-unpopular. When this peculiar ethics works at its worst, it gives a
-person a pride in concealing his or her feelings on any of the vital
-and sincere aspects of life, the interests and admirations and tastes.
-But this energy, dammed up thus from expression in its natural way,
-overflows in a hysterical admiration for the trivial, and an unhealthy
-interest in the mere externals, the “safe” things, of life. Such
-self-control dwarfs the spirit; it results only in misunderstandings
-and a tragic ignorance of life. It is one of the realest of the vices
-of youth, for it is the parent of a host of minor ailments of the
-soul. It seems to do little good even to repress hatred and malice.
-If repressed, they keep knocking at the door of consciousness, and
-poison the virtues that might develop if the soul could only get rid of
-its load of spleen. If the character is thickly sown with impersonal
-interests and the positive virtues are carefully cultivated, there will
-be no opportunity for these hateful weeds to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</span> reach the sun and air.
-Virtue should actually crowd out vice, and temperance is the tool that
-youth finds ready to its hand. Temperance means the happy harmonizing
-and coördinating of the expression of one’s personality; it means
-health, candor, sincerity, and wisdom,&mdash;knowledge of one’s self and the
-sympathetic understanding of comrades.</p>
-
-<p>Justice is a virtue which, if it be not developed in youth, has little
-chance of ever being developed. It depends on a peculiarly sensitive
-reaction to good and evil, and it is only in youth that those reactions
-are keen and disinterested. Real justice is always a sign of great
-innocence; it cannot exist side by side with interested motives or a
-trace of self-seeking. And a sense of justice is hard to develop in
-this great industrial world where the relations of men are so out of
-joint and where such flaunting anomalies assail one at every turn. Yet
-in the midst of it all youth is still pure of heart, and it is only
-the pure of heart who can be just. For in youth we live in a world
-of clean disinterestedness. We have ambitions and desires, but not
-yet have we learned the devious way by which they may be realized. We
-have not learned how to achieve our ends by taking advantage of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</span> other
-people, and using them and their interests and necessities as means.
-We still believe in the possibility of every man’s realizing himself
-side by side with us. In early youth, therefore, we have an instinctive
-and almost unconscious sense of justice. Not yet have we learned the
-trick of exploiting our fellow men. If we are early assailed with
-the reality of social disorder, and have brought home to our hearts
-the maladjustments of our present order, that sense of justice is
-transformed into a passion. This passion for social justice is one of
-the most splendid of the ideals of youth. It has the power of keeping
-alive all the other virtues; it stimulates life and gives it a new
-meaning and tone. It furnishes the <i lang="de" xml:lang="de">leit-motiv</i> which is so sadly
-lacking in many lives. And youth must find a <i lang="de" xml:lang="de">leit-motiv</i> of some
-kind, or its spirit perishes. This social idealism acts like a tonic
-upon the whole life; it keeps youth alive even after one has grown
-older in years.</p>
-
-<p>With justice comes the virtue of democracy. We learn all too early
-in youth the undemocratic way of thinking, the divisions and
-discriminations which the society around us makes among people. But
-youth cannot be swept by love or fired by the passion for justice
-without feeling a wild disgust<span class="pagenum" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</span> at everything that suggests artificial
-inequalities and distinctions. Democracy means a belief that people
-are worthy; it means trust in the good faith and the dignity of the
-average man. The chief reason why the average man is not now worthy
-of more trust, the democrat believes, is simply that he has not been
-trusted enough in the past. Democracy has little use for philanthropy,
-at least in the sense of a kindly caring for people, with the constant
-recognition that the person who is kind is superior to the person
-who is being done good to. The spirit of democracy is a much more
-robust humanity. It is rough and aggressive; it stands people up on
-their own feet, makes them take up their beds and walk. It prods them
-to move their own limbs and take care of themselves. It makes them
-strong by giving them something to do. It will have nothing more to do
-with the superstition of trusteeship which paralyzes now most of our
-institutional life. It does not believe for a minute that everybody
-needs guardians for most of the serious concerns of life. The great
-crime of the past has been that humankind has never been willing to
-trust itself, or men each other. We have tied ourselves up with laws
-and traditions, and devised a thousand ways to prevent men from<span class="pagenum" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</span> being
-thrown on their own responsibility and cultivating their own powers.
-Our society has been constituted on the principle that men must be
-saved from themselves. We have surrounded ourselves with so many moral
-hedges, have imposed upon ourselves so many checks and balances, that
-life has been smothered. Our liberation has just begun. We are far from
-free, but the new spirit of democracy is the angel that will free us.
-No virtue is more potent for youth.</p>
-
-<p>And the last of these virtues, redolent of the old Greek time,
-when men walked boldly, when the world was still young, and gods
-and nymphs not all dead, is wisdom. To be wise is simply to have
-blended and harmonized one’s experience, to have fused it together
-into a “philosophy of life.” Wisdom is a matter not of quantity,
-but of quality of experience. It means getting at the heart of it,
-and obtaining the same clear warm impression of its meaning that
-the artist does of the æsthetic idea that he is going to represent.
-Wisdom in youth or early middle life may be far truer than in later
-life. One’s courage may weaken under repeated failure, one’s sense of
-justice be dulled by contact with the wrong relations between men and
-classes, one’s belief in democracy destroyed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</span> by the seeming failure of
-experiments. But this gathering cynicism does not mean the acquiring
-of wisdom, but the losing of it. The usefulness and practicability of
-these virtues of youth are not really vitiated by the struggles they
-have in carrying themselves through into practice; what is exhibited
-is merely the toughness of the old forces of prejudice and tradition,
-and the “pig-headedness” of the old philosophy of timorousness and
-distrust. True wisdom is faith in love, in justice, in democracy; youth
-has this faith in largest measure; therefore youth is most wise.</p>
-
-<p>Middle age steals upon a youth almost before he is aware. He will
-recognize it at first, perhaps, by a slight paling of his enthusiasms,
-or by a sudden consciousness that his early interests have been
-submerged in the flood of routine work and family cares. The later
-years of youth and the early years of middle life are in truth the
-dangerous age, for then may be lost the virtues that were acquired in
-youth. Or, if not lost, many will be felt to be superfluous. There is
-danger that the peculiar bias of the relish of right and wrong that
-the virtues of youth have given one may be weakened, and the soul
-spread itself too thin over life. Now one of the chief virtues of
-middle life is<span class="pagenum" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</span> to conserve the values of youth, to practice in sober
-earnest the virtues that came so naturally in the enthusiasm of youth,
-but which take on a different hue when exposed to what seem to be the
-crass facts of the workaday world. But there is no reason why work,
-ambition, the raising of a family, should dull the essential spirit
-of youthful idealism. It may not be so irrepressible, so freakish, so
-intolerant, but it should not be different in quality and significance.
-The burdens of middle life are not a warrant for the releasing of the
-spiritual obligations of youth. They do not give one the right to look
-back with amused regret to the dear follies of the past. For as soon
-as the spirit of youth begins to leave the soul, that soul begins to
-die. Middle-aged people are too much inclined to speak of youth as a
-sort of spiritual play. They forget that youth feels that it itself has
-the serious business of life, the real crises to meet. To youth it is
-middle age that seems trivial and playful. It is after the serious work
-of love-making and establishing one’s self in economic independence
-is over that one can rest and play. Youth has little time for that
-sort of recreation. In middle age, most of the problems have been
-solved, the obstacles overcome. There is a slackening of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</span> the lines,
-a satisfied taking of one’s reward. And to youth this must always
-seem a tragedy, that the season of life when the powers are at their
-highest should be the season when they are oftener turned to material
-than to spiritual ends. Youth has the energy and ideals, but not the
-vantage-ground of prestige from which to fight for them. Middle age has
-the prestige and the power, but too seldom the will to use it for the
-furtherance of its ideals. Youth has the isolation, the independence,
-the disinterestedness so that it may attack any foe, but it has not
-the reserve force to carry that attack through. Middle age has all the
-reserve power necessary, but is handicapped by family obligations, by
-business and political ties, so that its power is rarely effective for
-social or individual progress.</p>
-
-<p>The supreme virtue of middle age will be, then, to make this difficult
-fusion,&mdash;to combine devotion to one’s family, to one’s chosen work,
-with devotion to the finer idealism and impersonal aims that formed
-one’s philosophy of youth. To keep alive through all the twistings
-and turnings of life’s road the sense of a larger humanity that needs
-spiritual and material succor, of the individual spiritual life of
-ideal interests, is a task of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</span> virtue that will tax the resources of
-any man or woman. Yet here lies the true virtue of middle age,&mdash;to use
-its splendid powers to enhance the social and individual life round
-one, to radiate influence that transforms and elevates. The secret
-of such a radiant personality seems to be that one, while mingling
-freely in the stress of everyday life, sees all its details in the
-light of larger principles, against the background of their social
-meaning. In other words, it is a virtue of middle life to be socially
-self-conscious. And this spirit is the best protector against the
-ravages of the tough material world. Only by this social consciousness
-can that toughness be softened. The image of the world the way it ought
-to be must never be lost sight of in the picture of the world the way
-it is.</p>
-
-<p>This conservation of the spirit is even more necessary for the woman
-than for the man. The active life of the latter makes it fairly
-certain that he, while he may become hard and callous, will at least
-retain some sort of grip on the world’s bigger movements. There is
-no such certainty for the mother. Indeed, she seems often to take a
-real pleasure in voluntarily offering up in sacrifice at the time of
-marriage what few ideal interests and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</span> tastes she has. The spectacle
-of the young mother devoting all her time and strength to her children
-and husband, and surrendering all other interests to the interests of
-the home, is usually considered inspiring and attractive, especially by
-the men. Not so attractive is she thirty years later, when, her family
-cares having lapsed and her children scattered, she is left high and
-dry in the world. If she then takes a well-earned rest, it seems a
-pity that that rest should be so generally futile and uninteresting.
-Without interests and tastes, and with no longer any useful function in
-society, she is relegated to the most trivial amusements and pursuits.
-Idle and vapid, she finds nothing to do but fritter away her time. The
-result is a really appalling waste of economic and social energy in
-middle age. Now it is the virtue of this season of life to avoid all
-this. The woman as well as the man must realize that her home is not
-bounded by the walls of the house, that it has wider implications,
-leading out into all the interests of the community and the state. That
-women of this age have not yet learned to be good mothers and good
-citizens at the same time, does not show that it is impossible, but
-that it is a virtue that requires more resolution than our morality<span class="pagenum" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</span>
-has been willing to exhibit. The relish of right and wrong must be a
-relish of social right and wrong as well as of individual.</p>
-
-<p>As middle age passes on into old age, however, one earns a certain
-right of relaxation. If there is no right to let go the sympathy
-for the virtues of youth and the conservation of its spirit, there
-comes the right to give over some of the aggressive activity. To
-youth belongs the practical action. At no other age is there the same
-impulse and daring. The virtue of later middle age is to encourage
-and support, rather than actively engage. It is true we have never
-learned this lesson. We still surrender to semi-old men the authority
-to govern us, think for us, act for us. We endow them with spiritual
-as well as practical leadership, and allow them to strip youth of
-its opportunities and powers. We permit them to rule not only their
-own but all the generations. If we could be sure that their rule
-meant progress, we could trust them to guide us. But, in these times
-at least, it seems to mean nothing so much as a last fight for a
-discredited undemocratic philosophy that modern youth are completely
-through with. From this point of view one of the virtues of this middle
-season of life will be the imaginative understanding<span class="pagenum" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</span> of youth’s
-purposes and radical ideals. At that age, one no longer needs the same
-courage to face the battles of life; they are already most of them
-irrevocably won or lost. There is not the same claim of temperance; the
-passions and ambitions are relaxed. The sense of justice and democracy
-will have become a habit or else they will have been forever lost. Only
-the need of wisdom remains,&mdash;that unworldly wisdom which mellowing
-years can bring, which sees through the disturbance and failure of life
-the truth and efficacy of youth’s ideal vision.</p>
-
-<p>Old age is such a triumph that it may almost be justly relieved of any
-burden of virtues or duties; it is so unique and beautiful that the
-old should be given the perfect freedom of the moral city. So splendid
-a victory is old age over the malign forces of disease and weakness
-and death that one is tempted to say that its virtue lies simply in
-being old. Those virtues of youth which grew out of the crises and
-temptations, physical and spiritual, of early life, are no longer
-relevant. There may come instead the quieter virtues of contentment
-and renunciation. Old people have few crises and few temptations; they
-live in the past and not in the future, as youth does. They<span class="pagenum" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</span> cannot
-be required, therefore, to have that scorn for tradition which is
-the virtue of youth. They can keep alive for us the tradition that
-<em>is</em> vital, and from them we can learn many things.</p>
-
-<p>The value of their experience to us is not that it teaches us to avoid
-their mistakes, for we must try all things for ourselves. The older
-generation, it is true, often flatters itself that its mistakes somehow
-make for our benefit, because we learn from their errors to avoid
-the pitfalls into which they came. But there is no making mistakes
-by the proxy of a former generation. The world has moved on in the
-mean time; the pitfalls are new, and we shall only entangle ourselves
-the more by adopting the methods of our ancestors in getting out of
-the difficulties. But the value of an old man’s experience is that
-he has preserved in it the living tradition and hands down to us old
-honesties, old sincerities, and old graces, that have been crushed in
-the rough-and-tumble of modern life. It is not tradition in itself
-that is dangerous, but only dead tradition that has no meaning for the
-present and is a mere weight on our progress. Such is the legal and
-economic tradition given to us by our raucous, middle-aged leaders of
-opinion, adopted by them through motives of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</span> present gain, and not
-through sincere love of the past.</p>
-
-<p>But old men, looking back over the times in which they have lived,
-throw a poetic glamour over the past and make it live again. They see
-it idealized, but it is the <em>real</em> that they see idealized. An old
-man of personality and charm has the faculty of cutting away from the
-past the dead wood, and preserving for us the living tissue which we
-can graft profitably on our own growing present. Old men have much of
-the disinterestedness of youth; they have no ulterior motive in giving
-us the philosophy of their past. The wisest of them instinctively
-select what is vital for our present nourishment. It is not old men
-that youth has to fear, but the semi-old, who have lost touch with
-their youth, and have not lived long enough to get the disinterested
-vision of their idealized past. But old men who have lived this life of
-radical virtue are the best of teachers; they distill the perfume of
-the past, and bring it to us to sweeten our present. Such men grow old
-only in body. The radical spirit of youth has the power of abolishing
-considerations of age; the body changes, but the spirit remains the
-same. In this sense, it is the virtue of old age not to become old.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</span></p>
-
-<p>The besetting sin of this season of life is apathy. Old age should not
-be a mere waiting for death. The fact that we cannot reconcile death
-with life shows that they ought not to be discussed in the same terms.
-They belong to two different orders. Death has no part in life, and in
-life there can be no such thing as preparation for death. An old man
-lives to his appointed time, and then his life ends; but the life up to
-that ending, barring the loss of his faculties, has been all life and
-not a whit death. Old men do not fear death as much as do young men,
-and this calmness is not so much a result of disillusionment with life
-as a recognition that their life has been lived, their work finished,
-the cycle of their activity rounded off. One virtue of old age, then,
-is to live as fully at the height of one’s powers as strength will
-permit, passing out of life serene and unreluctant, with willingness to
-live and yet with willingness to die. To know an old man who has grown
-old slowly, taking the seasons as they came, conserving the spirit of
-his youthful virtues, mellowing his philosophy of life, acquiring a
-clearer, saner, and more beautiful outlook on human nature and all its
-spiritual values with each passing year, is an education in the virtues
-of life. The virtues which produce an old age<span class="pagenum" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</span> such as this do not cut
-across the grain of life, but enhance and conserve the vital impulses
-and forces. Such an old age is the crowning evidence of the excellent
-working of the soul. A life needs no other proof than this that each
-season has known its proper virtue and healthful activity.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="IV">IV<br />THE LIFE OF IRONY</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</span></p>
-
-
-<p>I could never, until recently, divest myself of the haunting feeling
-that being ironical had something to do with the entering of the iron
-into one’s soul. I thought I knew what irony was, and I admired it
-immensely. I could not believe that there was something metallic and
-bitter about it. Yet this sinister connotation of a clanging, rasping
-meanness of spirit, which I am sure it has still in many people’s
-minds, clung about it, until one happy day my dictionary told me that
-the iron had never entered into the soul at all, but the soul into
-the iron (<abbr title="saint">St.</abbr> Jerome had read the psalm wrong), and that irony was
-Greek, with all the free, happy play of the Greek spirit about it,
-letting in fresh air and light into others’ minds and our own. It
-was to the Greek an incomparable method of intercourse, the rub of
-mind against mind by the simple use of simulated ignorance and the
-adoption, without committing one’s self, of another’s point of view.
-Not until I read the Socrates of Plato did I fully appreciate that
-this<span class="pagenum" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</span> irony,&mdash;this pleasant challenging of the world, this insistent
-judging of experience, this sense of vivid contrasts and incongruities,
-of comic juxtapositions, of flaring brilliancies, and no less
-heartbreaking impossibilities, of all the little parts of one’s world
-being constantly set off against each other, and made intelligible only
-by being translated into and defined in each others’ terms,&mdash;that this
-was a life, and a life of beauty, that one might suddenly discover
-one’s self living all unawares. And if one could judge one’s own feeble
-reflection, it was a life that had no room for iron within its soul.</p>
-
-<p>We should speak not of the Socratic method but of the Socratic life.
-For irony is a life rather than a method. A life cannot be taken
-off and put on again at will; a method can. To be sure, some people
-talk of life exactly as if it were some portable commodity, or some
-exchangeable garment. We must live, they cry, as if we were about to
-begin. And perhaps they are. Only some of us would rather die than live
-that puny life that they can adopt and cover themselves with. Irony is
-too rich and precious a thing to be capable of such transmission. The
-ironist is born and not made. This critical attitude towards life, this
-delicious<span class="pagenum" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</span> sense of contrasts that we call irony, is not a pose or an
-amusement. It is something that colors every idea and every feeling of
-the man who is so happy as to be endowed with it.</p>
-
-<p>Most people will tell you, I suppose, that the religious conviction
-of salvation is the only permanently satisfying coloring of life. In
-the splendid ironists, however, one sees a sweeter, more flexible and
-human principle of life, adequate, without the buttress of supernatural
-belief, to nourish and fortify the spirit. In the classic ironist of
-all time, irony shows an inherent nobility, a nobility that all ages
-have compared favorably with the Christian ideal. Lacking the spur of
-religious emotion, the sweetness of irony may be more difficult to
-maintain than the mood of belief. But may it not for that very reason
-be judged superior, for is it not written, He that endureth unto the
-end shall be saved?</p>
-
-<p>It is not easy to explain the quality of that richest and most
-satisfying background of life. It lies, I think, in a vivid and intense
-feeling of aliveness which it gives. Experience comes to the ironist in
-little darts or spurts, with the added sense of contrast. Most men, I
-am afraid, see each bit of personal experience as a unit, strung more
-or less<span class="pagenum" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</span> loosely on a string of other mildly related bits. But the
-man with the ironical temperament is forced constantly to compare and
-contrast his experience with what was, or what might be, or with what
-ought to be, and it is the shocks of these comparisons and contrasts
-that make up his inner life. He thinks he leads a richer life, because
-he feels not only the individual bits but the contrasts besides in all
-their various shadings and tints. To this sense of impingement of facts
-upon life is due a large part of this vividness of irony; and the rest
-is due to the alertness of the ironical mind. The ironist is always
-critically awake. He is always judging, and watching with inexhaustible
-interest, in order that he may judge. Now irony in its best sense is an
-exquisite sense of proportion, a sort of spiritual tact in judging the
-values and significances of experience. This sense of being spiritually
-alive which ceaseless criticism of the world we live in gives us,
-combined with the sense of power which free and untrammeled judging
-produces in us, is the background of irony. And it should be a means to
-the truest goodness.</p>
-
-<p>Socrates made one mistake,&mdash;knowledge is not goodness. But it is a step
-towards judging, and good judgment is the true goodness. For it is on<span class="pagenum" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</span>
-judgment impelled by desire that we act. The clearer and cleaner our
-judgments then, the more definite and correlated our actions. And the
-great value of these judgments of irony is that they are not artificial
-but spring naturally out of life. Irony, the science of comparative
-experience, compares things not with an established standard but with
-each other, and the values that slowly emerge from the process, values
-that emerge from one’s own vivid reactions, are constantly revised,
-corrected, and refined by that same sense of contrast. The ironic
-life is a life keenly alert, keenly sensitive, reacting promptly with
-feelings of liking or dislike to each bit of experience, letting none
-of it pass without interpretation and assimilation, a life full and
-satisfying,&mdash;indeed a rival of the religious life.</p>
-
-<p>The life of irony has the virtues of the religious life without its
-defects. It expresses the aggressive virtues without the quiescence of
-resignation. For the ironist has the courageous spirit, the sympathetic
-heart and the understanding mind, and can give them full play,
-unhampered by the searching introspection of the religious mind that
-often weakens rather than ennobles and fortifies. He is at one with the
-religious man in that he hates<span class="pagenum" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</span> apathy and stagnation, for they mean
-death. But he is superior in that he attacks apathy of intellect and
-personality as well as apathy of emotion. He has a great conviction
-of the significance of all life, the lack of which conviction is the
-most saddening feature of the religious temperament. The religious
-man pretends that every aspect of life has meaning for him, but in
-practice he constantly minimizes the noisier and vivider elements. He
-is essentially an aristocrat in his interpretation of values, while the
-ironist is incorrigibly a democrat. Religion gives a man an intimacy
-with a few selected and rarified virtues and moods, while irony makes
-him a friend of the poor and lowly among spiritual things. When the
-religious man is healing and helping, it is at the expense of his
-spiritual comfort; he must tear himself away from his companions and go
-out grimly and sacrificingly into the struggle. The ironist, living his
-days among the humbler things, feels no such severe call to service.
-And yet the ironist, since he has no citadel of truth to defend, is
-really the more adventurous. Life, not fixed in predestined formulas or
-measurable by fixed, immutable standards, is fluid, rich and exciting.
-To the ironist it is both discovery and creation. His courage seeks
-out<span class="pagenum" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</span> the obscure places of human personality, and his sympathy and
-understanding create new interests and enthusiasms in the other minds
-upon which they play. And these new interests in turn react upon his
-own life, discovering unexpected vistas there, and creating new insight
-into the world that he lives in. That democratic, sympathetic outlook
-upon the feelings and thoughts and actions of men and women is the life
-of irony.</p>
-
-<p>That life is expressed in the social intercourse of ourselves with
-others. The daily fabric of the life of irony is woven out of our
-critical communings with ourselves and the personalities of our friend,
-and the people with whom we come in contact. The ironist, by adopting
-another’s point of view and making it his own in order to carry light
-and air into it, literally puts himself in the other man’s place.
-Irony is thus the truest sympathy. It is no cheap way of ridiculing an
-opponent by putting on his clothes and making fun of him. The ironist
-has no opponent, but only a friend. And in his irony he is helping that
-friend to reveal himself. That half-seriousness, that solemn treatment
-of the trivial and trivial treatment of the solemn which is the pattern
-of the ironist’s talk is but his way of exhibiting the unexpected
-contrasts and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</span> shadings that he sees to be requisite to the keenest
-understanding of the situation. The ironist borrows and exchanges
-and appropriates ideas and gives them a new setting in juxtaposition
-with others, but he never burlesques or caricatures or exaggerates
-them. If an idea is absurd, the slightest change of environment will
-show that absurdity. The mere transference of an idea to another’s
-mouth will bring to light all its hidden meaninglessness. It needs no
-extraneous aid. If an idea is hollow, it will show itself cowering
-against the intellectual background of the ironist like the puny,
-shivering thing it is. If a point of view cannot bear being adopted
-by another person, if it is not hardy enough to be transplanted, it
-has little right to exist at all. This world is no hothouse for ideas
-and attitudes. Too many outworn ideas are skulking in dark retreats,
-sequestered from the light; every man has great sunless stretches in
-his soul where base prejudices lurk and flourish. On these the white
-light of irony is needed to play. And it delights the ironist to watch
-them shrivel and decay under that light. The little tabooed regions of
-well-bred people, the “things we never mention,” the basic biases and
-assumptions that underlie the lives and thinking of every class and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</span>
-profession, our second-hand dogmas and phrases,&mdash;all these live and
-thrive because they have never been transplanted, or heard from the
-lips of another. The dictum that “the only requisites for success are
-honesty and merit,” which we applaud so frantically from the lips of
-the successful, becomes a ghastly irony in the mouth of an unemployed
-workingman. There would be a frightful mortality of points of view
-could we have a perfectly free exchange such as this. Irony is just
-this temporary borrowing and lending. Many of our cherished ideals
-would lose half their validity were they put bodily into the mouths
-of the less fortunate. But if irony destroys some ideals it builds up
-others. It tests ideals by their social validity, by their general
-interchangeability among all sorts of people and the world, but if it
-leaves the foundations of many in a shaky condition and renders more
-simply provisional, those that it does leave standing are imperishably
-founded in the common democratic experience of all men.</p>
-
-<p>To the ironist it seems that the irony is not in the speaking but in
-the things themselves. He is a poor ironist who would consciously
-distort, or attempt to make another’s idea appear in any light except
-its own. Absurdity is an intrinsic quality<span class="pagenum" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</span> of so many things that they
-only have to be touched to reveal it. The deadliest way to annihilate
-the unoriginal and the insincere is to let it speak for itself. Irony
-is this letting things speak for themselves and hang themselves by
-their own rope. Only, it repeats the words after the speaker, and
-adjusts the rope. It is the commanding touch of a comprehending
-personality that dissolves the seemingly tough husk of the idea.
-The ironical method might be compared to the acid that develops a
-photographic plate. It does not distort the image, but merely brings
-clearly to the light all that was implicit in the plate before. And
-if it brings the picture to the light with values reversed, so does
-irony revel in a paradox, which is simply a photographic negative of
-the truth, truth with the values reversed. But turn the negative ever
-so slightly so that the light falls upon it, and the perfect picture
-appears in all its true values and beauty. Irony, we may say then, is
-the photography of the soul. The picture goes through certain changes
-in the hands of the ironist, but without these changes the truth would
-be simply a blank, unmeaning surface. The photograph is a synonym for
-deadly accuracy. Similarly the ironist insists always on seeing things
-as they are. He<span class="pagenum" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</span> is a realist, whom the grim satisfaction of seeing the
-truth compensates for any sordidness that it may bring along with it.
-Things as they are, thrown against the background of things as they
-ought to be,&mdash;this is the ironist’s vision. I should like to feel that
-the vision of the religious man is not too often things as they are,
-thrown against the background of things as they ought not to be.</p>
-
-<p>The ironist is the only man who makes any serious attempt to
-distinguish between fresh and second-hand experience. Our minds are so
-unfortunately arranged that all sorts of beliefs can be accepted and
-propagated quite independently of any rational or even experimental
-basis at all. Nature does not seem to care very much whether our ideas
-are true or not, as long as we get on through life safely enough.
-And it is surprising on what an enormous amount of error we can get
-along comfortably. We cannot be wrong on every point or we should
-cease to live, but so long as we are empirically right in our habits,
-the truth or falsity of our ideas seems to have little effect upon
-our comfort. We are born into a world that is an inexhaustible store
-of ready-made ideas, stored up in tradition, in books, and in every
-medium of communication between our minds and others.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</span> All we have to
-do is to accept this predigested nourishment, and ask no questions.
-We could live a whole life without ever making a really individual
-response, without providing ourselves out of our own experience with
-any of the material that our mind works on. Many of us seem to be just
-this kind of spiritual parasite. We may learn and absorb and grow, up
-to a certain point. But eventually something captures us: we become
-encased in a suit of armor, and invulnerable to our own experience. We
-have lost the faculty of being surprised. It is this encasing that the
-ironist fears, and it is the ironical method that he finds the best for
-preventing it. Irony keeps the waters in motion, so that the ice never
-has a chance to form. The cut-and-dried life is easy to form because
-it has no sense of contrast; everything comes to one on its own terms,
-vouching for itself, and is accepted or rejected on its own good looks,
-and not for its fitness and place in the scheme of things.</p>
-
-<p>This is the courage and this the sympathy of irony. Have they not
-a beauty of their own comparable in excellence with the paler glow
-of religious virtue? And the understanding of the ironist although
-aggressive and challenging has its justification, too. For he is mad
-to understand the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</span> world, to get to the bottom of other personalities.
-That is the reason for his constant classification. The ironist is
-the most dogmatic of persons. To understand you he must grasp you
-firmly, or he must pin you down definitely; if he accidentally nails
-you fast to a dogma that you indignantly repudiate, you must blame
-his enthusiasm and not his method. Dogmatism is rarely popular, and
-the ironist of course suffers. It hurts people’s eyes to see a strong
-light, and the pleasant mist-land of ideas is much more emotionally
-warming than the clear, sunny region of transmissible phrases. How the
-average person wriggles and squirms under these piercing attempts to
-corner his personality! “Tell me what you mean!” or “What do you see
-in it?” are the fatal questions that the ironist puts, and who shall
-censure him if he does display the least trace of malicious delight as
-he watches the half-formed baby ideas struggle towards the light, or
-scurry around frantically to find some decent costume in which they may
-appear in public?</p>
-
-<p>The judgments of the ironist are often discounted as being too
-sweeping. But he has a valid defense. Lack of classification is
-annihilation of thought. Even the newest philosophy will admit<span class="pagenum" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</span> that
-classification is a necessary evil. Concepts are indispensable,&mdash;and
-yet each concept falsifies. The ironist must have as large a stock as
-possible, but he must have a stock. And even the unjust classification
-is marvelously effective. The ironist’s name for his opponent is a
-challenge to him. The more sweeping it is, the more stimulus it gives
-him to repel the charge. He must explain just how he is unique and
-individual in his attitude. And in this explanation he reveals and
-discovers all that the ironist wishes to know about him. A handful of
-epithets is thus the ammunition of the ironist. He must call things
-by what seem to him to be their right names. In a sense, the ironist
-assumes the prisoner to be guilty until he proves himself innocent;
-but it is always in order that justice may be done, and that he may
-come to learn the prisoner’s soul and all the wondrous things that are
-contained there.</p>
-
-<p>It is this passion for comprehension that explains the ironist’s
-apparently scandalous propensity to publicity. Nothing seems to him too
-sacred to touch, nothing too holy for him to become witty about. There
-are no doors locked to him, there is nothing that can make good any
-claim of resistance to scrutiny. His free and easy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</span> manner of including
-everything within the sweep of his vision is but his recognition,
-however, of the fact that nothing is really so serious as we think it
-is, and nothing quite so petty. The ironist will descend in a moment
-from a discussion of religion to a squabble over a card-game, and he
-will defend himself with the reflection that religion is after all a
-human thing and must be discussed in the light of everyday living,
-and that the card-game is an integral part of life, reveals the
-personalities of the players&mdash;and his own to himself&mdash;and being worthy
-of his interest is worthy of his enthusiasm. The ironist is apt to
-test things by their power to interest as much as by their nobility,
-and if he sees the incongruous and inflated in the lofty, so he sees
-the significant in the trivial and raises it from its low degree.
-Many a mighty impostor does he put down from his seat. The ironist is
-the great intellectual democrat, in whose presence and before whose
-law all ideas and attitudes stand equal. In his world there is no
-privileged caste, no aristocracy of sentiments to be reverenced, or
-segregated systems of interests to be tabooed. Nothing human is alien
-to the ironist; the whole world is thrown open naked to the play of his
-judgment.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</span></p>
-
-<p>In the eyes of its detractors, irony has all the vices of democracy.
-Its publicity seems mere vulgarity, its free hospitality seems to shock
-all ideas of moral worth. The ironist is but a scoffer, they say, with
-weapon leveled eternally at all that is good and true and sacred. The
-adoption of another’s point of view seems little better than malicious
-dissimulation,&mdash;the repetition of others’ words, an elaborate mockery;
-the ironist’s eager interest seems a mere impudence or a lack of
-finer instincts; his interest in the trivial, the last confession of
-a mean spirit; and his love of classifying, a proof of his poverty
-of imaginative resource. Irony, in other words, is thought to be
-synonymous with cynicism. But the ironist is no cynic. His is a kindly,
-not a sour interest in human motives. He wants to find out how the
-human machine runs, not to prove that it is a worthless, broken-down
-affair. He accepts it as it comes, and if he finds it curiously feeble
-and futile in places, blame not him but the nature of things. He finds
-enough rich compensation in the unexpected charm that he constantly
-finds himself eliciting. The ironist sees life steadily and sees it
-whole; the cynic only a distorted fragment.</p>
-
-<p>If the ironist is not cynic, neither is he merely a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</span> dealer in satire,
-burlesque and ridicule. Irony may be the raw material, innocent in
-itself but capable of being put to evil uses. But it involves neither
-the malice of satire, nor the horse-play of burlesque, nor the stab of
-ridicule. Irony is infinitely finer and more delicate and impersonal.
-The satirist is always personal and concrete, but the ironist deals
-with general principles, and broad aspects of human nature. It cannot
-be too much emphasized that the function of the ironist is not to
-make fun of people, but to give their souls an airing. The ironist
-is a judge on the bench, giving men a public hearing. He is not an
-aggressive spirit who goes about seeking whom he may devour, or a
-spiritual lawyer who courts litigation, but the judge before whom file
-all the facts of his experience, the people he meets, the opinions
-he hears or reads, his own attitudes and prepossessions. If any are
-convicted they are self-convicted. The judge himself is passive,
-merciful, lenient. There is judgment, but no punishment. Or rather, the
-trial itself is the punishment. Now satire is all that irony is not.
-The satirist is the aggressive lawyer, fastening upon particular people
-and particular qualities. But irony is no more personal than the sun
-that sends his flaming darts<span class="pagenum" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</span> into the world. The satirist is a purely
-practical man, with a business instinct, bent on the main chance and
-the definite object. He is often brutal, and always overbearing; the
-ironist never. Irony may wound from the very fineness and delicacy of
-its attack, but the wounding is incidental. The sole purpose of the
-satirist and the burlesquer is to wound, and they test their success
-by the deepness of the wound. But irony tests its own by the amount
-of generous light and air it has set flowing through an idea or a
-personality, and the broad significance it has revealed in neglected
-things.</p>
-
-<p>If irony is not brutal, neither is it merely critical and destructive.
-The world has some reason, it is true, to complain against the rather
-supercilious judiciousness of the ironist. “Who are you to judge us?”
-it cries. The world does not like to feel the scrutinizing eyes of the
-ironist as he sits back in his chair; does not like to feel that the
-ironist is simply studying it and amusing himself at its expense. It
-is uneasy, and acts sometimes as if it did not have a perfectly clear
-conscience. To this uncomfortableness the ironist can retort,&mdash;“What
-is it that you are afraid to have known about you?” If the judgment
-amuses him, so much the worse for the world. But if the idea of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</span> the
-ironist as judge implies that his attitude is wholly detached, wholly
-objective, it is an unfortunate metaphor. For he is as much part and
-parcel of the human show as any of the people he studies. The world
-is no stage, with the ironist as audience. His own personal reactions
-with the people about him form all the stuff of his thoughts and
-judgments. He has a personal interest in the case; his own personality
-is inextricably mingled in the stream of impressions that flows
-past him. If the ironist is destructive, it is his own world that
-he is destroying; if he is critical, it is his own world that he is
-criticizing. And his irony is his critique of life.</p>
-
-<p>This is the defense of the ironist against the charge that he has
-a purely æsthetic attitude towards life. Too often, perhaps, the
-sparkling clarity of his thought, the play of his humor, the easy
-sense of superiority and intellectual command that he carries off,
-make his irony appear as rather the æsthetic nourishment of his life
-than an active way of doing and being. His rather detached air makes
-him seem to view people as means, not ends in themselves. With his
-delight in the vivid and poignant he is prone to see picturesqueness
-in the sordid, and tolerate evils that he should condemn.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</span> For all
-his interest and activity, it is said that he does not really care.
-But this æsthetic taint to his irony is really only skin-deep. The
-ironist is ironical not because he does not care, but because he cares
-too much. He is feeling the profoundest depths of the world’s great
-beating, laboring heart, and his playful attitude towards the grim and
-sordid is a necessary relief from the tension of too much caring. It
-is his salvation from unutterable despair. The terrible urgency of the
-reality of poverty and misery and exploitation would be too strong upon
-him. Only irony can give him a sense of proportion, and make his life
-fruitful and resolute. It can give him a temporary escape, a slight
-momentary reconciliation, a chance to draw a deep breath of resolve
-before plunging into the fight. It is not a palliative so much as a
-perspective. This is the only justification of the æsthetic attitude,
-that, if taken provisionally, it sweetens and fortifies. It is only
-deadly when adopted as absolute. The kind of æsthetic irony that Pater
-and Omar display is a paralyzed, half-seeing, half-caring reflection
-on life,&mdash;a tame, domesticated irony with its wings cut, an irony that
-furnishes a justification and a command to inaction. It is the result
-not of exquisitely<span class="pagenum" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</span> refined feelings, but of social anæsthesia. Their
-irony, cut off from the great world of men and women and boys and girls
-and their intricate interweavings and jostlings and incongruities,
-turns pale and sickly and numb. The ironist has no right to see beauty
-in things unless he really cares. The æsthetic sense is harmless only
-when it is both ironical and social.</p>
-
-<p>Irony is thus a cure for both optimism and pessimism. Nothing is so
-revolting to the ironist as the smiling optimist, who testifies in his
-fatuous heedlessness to the desirability of this best of all possible
-worlds. But the ironist has always an incorrigible propensity to see
-the other side. The hopeless maladjustment of too many people to their
-world, of their bondage in the iron fetters of circumstance,&mdash;all
-this is too glaring for the ironist’s placidity. When he examines
-the beautiful picture, too often the best turns worst to him. But if
-optimism is impossible to the ironist, so is pessimism. The ironist
-may have a secret respect for the pessimist,&mdash;he at least has felt
-the bitter tang of life, and has really cared,&mdash;but he feels that
-the pessimist lacks. For if the optimist is blind, the pessimist is
-hypnotized. He is abnormally suggestive to evil. But clear-sighted<span class="pagenum" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</span>
-irony sees that the world is too big and multifarious to be evil
-at heart. Something beautiful and joyous lurks even in the most
-hapless,&mdash;a child’s laugh in a dreary street, a smile on the face of a
-weary woman. It is this saving quality of irony that both optimist and
-pessimist miss. And since plain common sense tells us that things are
-never quite so bad or quite so good as they seem, the ironist carries
-conviction into the hearts of men in their best moments.</p>
-
-<p>The ironist is a person who counts in the world. He has all sorts of
-unexpected effects on both the people he goes with and himself. His
-is an insistent personality; he is as troublesome as a missionary.
-And he is a missionary; for, his own purpose being a comprehension of
-his fellows’ souls, he makes them conscious of their own souls. He
-is a hard man; he will take nothing on reputation; he will guarantee
-for himself the qualities of things. He will not accept the vouchers
-of the world that a man is wise, or clever, or sincere, behind the
-impenetrable veil of his face. He must probe until he elicits the
-evidence of personality, until he gets at the peculiar quality which
-distinguishes that individual soul. For the ironist is after all a
-connoisseur in personality, and if his conversation<span class="pagenum" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</span> partakes too
-often of the character of cross-examination, it is only as a lover of
-the beautiful, a possessor of taste, that he inquires. He does not
-want to see people squirm, but he does want to see whether they are
-alive or not. If he pricks too hard, it is not from malice, but merely
-from error in his estimation of the toughness of their skins. What
-people are inside is the most interesting question in the world to the
-ironist. And in finding out he stirs them up. Many a petty doubting
-spirit does he challenge and bully into a sort of self-respect. And
-many a bag of wind does he puncture. But his most useful function
-is this of stimulating thought and action. The ironist forces his
-friends to move their rusty limbs and unhinge the creaking doors of
-their minds. The world needs more ironists. Shut up with one’s own
-thoughts, one loses the glow of life that comes from frank exchange
-of ideas with many kinds of people. Too many minds are stuffy, dusty
-rooms into which the windows have never been opened,&mdash;minds heavy
-with their own crotchets, cluttered up with untested theories and
-conflicting sympathies that have never got related in any social way.
-The ironist blows them all helter-skelter, sweeps away the dust, and
-sets everything<span class="pagenum" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</span> in its proper place again. Your solid, self-respectful
-mind, the ironist confesses he can do little with; it is not of his
-world. He comes to freshen and tone up the stale minds. The ironist is
-the great purger and cleanser of life. Irony is a sort of spiritual
-massage, rubbing the souls of men. It may seem rough to some tender
-souls, but it does not sere or scar them. The strong arm of the ironist
-restores the circulation, and drives away anæmia.</p>
-
-<p>On the ironist himself the effect of irony is even more invigorating.
-We can never really understand ourselves without at least a touch of
-irony. The interpretation of human nature without is a simple matter
-in comparison with the comprehension of that complex of elations and
-disgusts, inhibitions and curious irrational impulses that we call
-ourselves. It is not true that by examining ourselves and coming to
-an understanding of the way we behave we understand other people, but
-that by the contrasts and little revelations of our friends we learn
-to interpret ourselves. Introspection is no match for irony as a
-guide. The most illuminating experience that we can have is a sudden
-realization that had we been in the other person’s place we should have
-acted precisely as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</span> he did. To the ironist this is no mere intellectual
-conviction that, after all, none of us are perfect, but a vivid
-emotional experience which has knit him with that other person in one
-moment in a bond of sympathy that could have been acquired in no other
-way. Those minds that lack the touch of irony are too little flexible,
-or too heavily buttressed with self-esteem to make this sudden change
-of attitudes. The ironist, one might almost say, gets his brotherhood
-intuitively, feels the sympathy and the oneness in truth before he
-thinks them. The ironist is the only man who really gets outside of
-himself. What he does for other people,&mdash;that is, picking out a little
-piece of their souls and holding it up for their inspection,&mdash;he does
-for himself. He gets thus an objective view of himself. The unhealthy
-indoor brooding of introspection is artificial and unproductive,
-because it has no perspective or contrast. But the ironist with
-his constant outdoor look sees his own foibles and humiliations in
-the light of those of other people. He acquires a more tolerant,
-half-amused, half-earnest attitude toward himself. His self-respect
-is nourished by the knowledge that whatever things discreditable and
-foolish and worthless he has done, he has seen<span class="pagenum" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</span> them approximated by
-others, and yet his esteem is kept safely pruned down by the recurring
-evidence that nothing he has is unique. He is poised in life, ready to
-soar or to walk as the occasion demands. He is pivoted, susceptible to
-every stimulus, and yet chained so that he cannot be flung off into
-space by his own centrifugal force.</p>
-
-<p>Irony has the same sweetening and freshening effect on one’s own life
-that it has on the lives of those who come in contact with it. It gives
-one a command of one’s resources. The ironist practices a perfect
-economy of material. For he must utilize his wealth constantly and
-over and over again in various shapes and shadings. He may be poor
-in actual material, but out of the contrast and arrangement of that
-slender store he is able, like a kaleidoscope, to make a multifarious
-variety of wonderful patterns. His current coin is, so to speak, kept
-bright by constant exchange. He is infinitely richer than your opulent
-but miserly minds that hoard up facts, and are impotent from the very
-plethora of their accumulations.</p>
-
-<p>Irony is essential to any real honesty. For dishonesty is at bottom
-simply an attempt to save somebody’s face. But the ironist does not
-want any faces saved, neither his own nor those of other<span class="pagenum" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</span> people. To
-save faces is to sophisticate human nature, to falsify the facts, and
-miss a delicious contrast, an illuminating revelation of how people
-act. So the ironist is the only perfectly honest man. But he suffers
-for it by acquiring a reputation for impudence. His willingness to
-bear the consequences of his own acts, his quiet insistence that
-others shall bear consequences, seem like mere shamelessness, a lack
-of delicate feeling for “situations.” But accustomed as he is to range
-freely and know no fear nor favor, he despises this reserve as a
-species of timidity or even hypocrisy. It is an irony itself that the
-one temperament that can be said really to appreciate human nature, in
-the sense of understanding it rightly, should be called impudent, and
-it is another that it should be denounced as monstrously egotistical.
-The ironical mind is the only truly modest mind, for its point of view
-is ever outside itself. If it calls attention to itself, it is only as
-another of those fascinating human creatures that pass ever by with
-their bewildering, alluring ways. If it talks about itself, it is only
-as a third person in whom all the talkers are supposed to be eagerly
-interested. In this sense the ironist has lost his egotism completely.
-He has rubbed out the line<span class="pagenum" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</span> that separates his personality from the
-rest of the world.</p>
-
-<p>The ironist must take people very seriously, to spend so much time over
-them. He must be both serious and sincere or he would not persist in
-his irony and expose himself to so much misunderstanding. And since it
-is not how people treat him, but simply how they act, that furnishes
-the basis for his appreciation, the ironist finds it easy to forgive.
-He has a way of letting the individual offense slide, in favor of a
-deeper principle. In the act of being grossly misrepresented, he can
-feel a pang of exasperated delight that people should be so dense; in
-the act of being taken in, he can feel the cleverness of it all. He
-becomes for the moment his enemy; and we can always forgive ourselves.
-Even while he is being insulted, or outraged or ignored, he can feel,
-“After all, this is what life is! This is the way we poor human
-creatures behave!” The ironist is thus in a sense vicarious human
-nature. Through that deep, anticipatory sympathy, he is kept clean from
-hate or scorn.</p>
-
-<p>The ironist therefore has a valid defense against all the charges of
-brutality and triviality and irreverence, that the religious man is
-prone to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</span> bring against him. He can care more deeply about things
-because he can see so much more widely. And he can take life very
-seriously because it interests him so intensely. And he can feel
-its poignancy and its flux more keenly because he delivers himself
-up bravely to its swirling, many-hued current. The inner peace of
-religion seems gained only at the expense of the reality of living. A
-life such as the life of irony, lived fully and joyously, cannot be
-peaceful; it cannot even be happy, in the sense of calm content and
-satisfaction. But it can be better than either&mdash;it can be wise, and it
-can be fruitful. And it can be good, in a way that the life of inner
-peace cannot be. For the life of irony having no reserve and weaving
-itself out of the flux of experience rather than out of eternal values
-has the broad, honest sympathy of democracy, that is impossible to any
-temperament with the aristocratic taint. One advantage the religious
-life has is a salvation in another world to which it can withdraw. The
-life of irony has laid up few treasures in heaven, but many in this
-world. Having gained so much it has much to lose. But its glory is that
-it can lose nothing unless it lose all.</p>
-
-<p>To shafts of fortune and blows of friends or<span class="pagenum" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</span> enemies then, the ironist
-is almost impregnable. He knows how to parry each thrust and prepare
-for every emergency. Even if the arrows reach him, all the poison has
-been sucked out of them by his clear, resolute understanding of their
-significance. There is but one weak spot in his armor, but one disaster
-that he fears more almost than the loss of his life,&mdash;a shrinkage of
-his environment, a running dry of experience. He fears to be cut off
-from friends and crowds and human faces and speech and books, for
-he demands to be ceaselessly fed. Like a modern city, he is totally
-dependent on a steady flow of supplies from the outside world, and
-will be in danger of starvation, if the lines of communication are
-interrupted. Without people and opinions for his mind to play on, his
-irony withers and faints. He has not the faculty of brooding; he cannot
-mine the depths of his own soul, and bring forth after labor mighty
-nuggets of thought. The flow and swirl of things is his compelling
-interest. His thoughts are reactions, immediate and vivid, to his daily
-experience. Some deep, unconscious brooding must go on, to produce that
-happy precision of judgment of his; but it is not voluntary. He is
-conscious only of the shifting light and play of life; his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</span> world is
-dynamic, energetic, changing. He lives in a world of relations, and he
-must have a whole store of things to be related. He has lost himself
-completely in this world he lives in. His ironical interpretation
-of the world is his life, and this world is his nourishment. Take
-away this environmental world and you have slain his soul. He is
-invulnerable to everything except that deprivation.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="V">V<br />THE EXCITEMENT OF FRIENDSHIP</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</span></p>
-
-
-<p>My friends, I can say with truth, since I have no other treasure,
-are my fortune. I really live only when I am with my friends. Those
-sufficient persons who can pass happily long periods of solitude
-communing with their own thoughts and nourishing their own souls
-fill me with a despairing admiration. Their gift of auto-stimulation
-argues a personal power which I shall never possess. Or else it
-argues, as I like to think in self-defense, a callousness of spirit,
-an insensitiveness to the outside influences which nourish and sustain
-the more susceptible mind. And those persons who can shut themselves
-up for long periods and work out their thoughts alone, constructing
-beautiful and orderly representations of their own spirits, are to me a
-continual mystery. I know this is the way that things are accomplished,
-that “monotony and solitude” are necessary for him who would produce
-creative thought. Yet, knowing well this truth, I shun them both. I am
-a battery that needs to be often recharged. I require the excitement<span class="pagenum" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</span>
-of friendship; I must have the constant stimulation of friends. I do
-not spark automatically, but must have other minds to rub up against,
-and strike from them by friction the spark that will kindle my thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>When I walk, I must have a friend to talk to, or I shall not even
-think. I am not of those who, like Stevenson, believe that walking
-should be a kind of vegetative stupor, where the sun and air merely
-fill one with a diffused sense of well-being and exclude definite
-thought. The wind should rather blow through the dusty regions of the
-mind, and the sun light up its dark corners, and thinking and talking
-should be saner and higher and more joyful than within doors. But one
-must have a friend along to open the windows. Neither can I sympathize
-with those persons who carry on long chains of reasoning while they
-are traveling or walking. When alone, my thinking is as desultory as
-the scenery of the roadside, and when with a friend, it is apt to
-be as full of romantic surprises as a walk through a woodland glen.
-Good talk is like good scenery&mdash;continuous yet constantly varying,
-and full of the charm of novelty and surprise. How unnatural it is
-to think except when one is forced to do it, is discovered when one<span class="pagenum" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</span>
-attempts to analyze one’s thoughts when alone. He is a rare genius who
-finds something beyond the mere visual images that float through his
-mind,&mdash;either the reflection of what he is actually seeing, or the
-pictorial representations of what he has been doing or what he wants
-or intends to do in the near or far future. We should be shocked to
-confess to ourselves how little control we have over our own minds; we
-shall be lucky if we can believe that we guide them.</p>
-
-<p>Thinking, then, was given us for use in emergencies, and no man can
-be justly blamed if he reserves it for emergencies. He can be blamed,
-however, if he does not expose himself to those crises which will call
-it forth. Now a friend is such an emergency, perhaps the most exciting
-stimulus to thinking that one can find, and if one wants to live beyond
-the vegetative stupor, one must surround one’s self with friends. I
-shall call my friends, then, all those influences which warm me and
-start running again all my currents of thought and imagination. The
-persons, causes, and books that unlock the prison of my intellectual
-torpor, I can justly call my friends, for I find that I feel toward
-them all the same eager joy and inexhaustible rush of welcome. Where
-they differ it shall<span class="pagenum" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</span> be in degree and not in kind. The speaker whom
-I hear, the book that I read, the friend with whom I chat, the music
-that I play, even the blank paper before me, which subtly stirs me
-to cover it with sentences that unfold surprisingly and entice me to
-follow until I seem hopelessly lost from the trail,&mdash;all these shall be
-my friends as long as I find myself responding to them, and no longer.
-They are all alike in being emergencies that call upon me for instant
-and definite response.</p>
-
-<p>The difference between them lies in their response to me. My personal
-friends react upon me; the lecturers and books and music and pictures
-do not. These are not influenced by my feelings or by what I do. I
-can approach them cautiously or boldly, respond to them slowly or
-warmly, and they will not care. They have a definite quality, and do
-not change; if I respond differently to them at different times, I
-know that it is I and not they who have altered. The excitement of
-friendship does not lie with them. One feels this lack particularly
-in reading, which no amount of enthusiasm can make more than a feeble
-and spiritless performance. The more enthusiasm the reading inspires
-in one, the more one rebels at the passivity into which one is forced.
-I want to get<span class="pagenum" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</span> somehow at grips with the book. I can feel the warmth
-of the personality behind it, but I cannot see the face as I can the
-face of a person, lighting and changing with the iridescent play of
-expression. It is better with music; one can get at grips with one’s
-piano, and feel the resistance and the response of the music one plays.
-One gets the sense of aiding somehow in its creation, the lack of which
-feeling is the fatal weakness of reading, though itself the easiest
-and most universal of friendly stimulations. One comes from much
-reading with a sense of depression and a vague feeling of something
-unsatisfied; from friends or music one comes with a high sense of
-elation and of the brimming adequacy of life.</p>
-
-<p>If one could only retain those moments! What a tragedy it is that our
-periods of stimulated thinking should be so difficult of reproduction;
-that there is no intellectual shorthand to take down the keen
-thoughts, the trains of argument, the pregnant thoughts, which spring
-so spontaneously to the mind at such times! What a tragedy that one
-must wait till the fire has died out, till the light has faded away,
-to transcribe the dull flickering remembrances of those golden hours
-when thought and feeling seemed to have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</span> melted together, and one
-said and thought what seemed truest and finest and most worthy of
-one’s immortalizing! This is what constitutes the hopeless labor of
-writing,&mdash;that one must struggle constantly to warm again the thoughts
-that are cold or have been utterly consumed. What was thought in the
-hours of stimulation must be written in the hours of solitude, when the
-mind is apt to be cold and gray, and when one is fortunate to find on
-the hearth of the memory even a few scattered embers lying about. The
-blood runs sluggish as one sits down to write. What worry and striving
-it takes to get it running freely again! What labor to reproduce even
-a semblance of what seemed to come so genially and naturally in the
-contact and intercourse of friendship!</p>
-
-<p>One of the curious superstitions of friendship is that we somehow
-choose our friends. To the connoisseur in friendship no idea could be
-more amazing and incredible. Our friends are chosen for us by some
-hidden law of sympathy, and not by our conscious wills. All we know
-is that in our reactions to people we are attracted to some and are
-indifferent to others. And the ground of this mutual interest seems
-based on no discoverable<span class="pagenum" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</span> principles of similarity of temperament or
-character. We have no time, when meeting a new person, to study him or
-her carefully; our reactions are swift and immediate. Our minds are
-made up instantly,&mdash;“friend or non-friend.” By some subtle intuitions,
-we know and have measured at their first words all the possibilities
-which their friendship has in store for us. We get the full quality of
-their personality at the first shock of meeting, and no future intimacy
-changes that quality.</p>
-
-<p>If I am to like a man, I like him at once; further acquaintance
-can only broaden and deepen that liking and understanding. If I am
-destined to respond, I respond at once or never. If I do not respond,
-he continues to be to me as if I had never met him; he does not exist
-in my world. His thoughts, feelings, and interests I can but dimly
-conceive of; if I do think of him it is only as a member of some
-general class. My imaginative sympathy can embrace him only as a type.
-If his interests are in some way forced upon my attention, and my
-imagination is compelled to encompass him as an individual, I find his
-ideas and interests appearing like pale, shadowy things, dim ghosts of
-the real world that my friends and I live in.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</span></p>
-
-<p>Association with such aliens&mdash;and how much of our life is necessarily
-spent in their company&mdash;is a torture far worse than being actually
-disliked. Probably they do not dislike us, but there is this strange
-gulf which cuts us off from their possible sympathy. A pall seems
-to hang over our spirits; our souls are dumb. It is a struggle and
-an effort to affect them at all. And though we may know that this
-depressing weight which seems to press on us in our intercourse
-with them has no existence, yet this realization does not cure our
-helplessness. We do not exist for them any more than they exist for
-us. They are depressants, not stimulators as are our friends. Our
-words sound singularly futile and half-hearted as they pass our lips.
-Our thoughts turn to ashes as we utter them. In the grip of this
-predestined antipathy we can do nothing but submit and pass on.</p>
-
-<p>But in how different a light do we see our friends! They are no types,
-but each a unique, exhaustless personality, with his own absorbing
-little cosmos of interests round him. And those interests are real and
-vital, and in some way interwoven with one’s own cosmos. Our friends
-are those whose worlds overlap our own, like intersecting circles.
-If there is too much overlapping,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</span> however, there is monotony and a
-mutual cancellation. It is, perhaps, a question of attitude as much as
-anything. Our friends must be pointed in the same direction in which we
-are going, and the truest friendship and delight is when we can watch
-each other’s attitude toward life grow increasingly similar; or if not
-similar, at least so sympathetic as to be mutually complementary and
-sustaining.</p>
-
-<p>The wholesale expatriation from our world of all who do not overlap us
-or look at life in a similar direction is so fatal to success that we
-cannot afford to let these subtle forces of friendship and apathy have
-full sway with our souls. To be at the mercy of whatever preordained
-relations may have been set up between us and the people we meet is
-to make us incapable of negotiating business in a world where one
-must be all things to all men. From an early age, therefore, we work,
-instinctively or consciously, to get our reactions under control, so
-as to direct them in the way most profitable to us. By a slow and
-imperceptible accretion of impersonality over the erratic tendencies
-of personal response and feeling, we acquire the professional
-manner, which opens the world wide to us. We become human patterns
-of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</span> the profession into which we have fallen, and are no longer
-individual personalities. Men find no difficulty in becoming soon so
-professionalized that their manner to their children at home is almost
-identical with that to their clients in the office. Such an extinction
-of the personality is a costly price to pay for worldly success. One
-has integrated one’s character, perhaps, but at the cost of the zest
-and verve and peril of true friendship.</p>
-
-<p>To those of us, then, who have not been tempted by success, or who
-have been so fortunate as to escape it, friendship is a life-long
-adventure. We do not integrate ourselves, and we have as many sides to
-our character as we have friends to show them to. Quite unconsciously I
-find myself witty with one friend, large and magnanimous with another,
-petulant and stingy with another, wise and grave with another, and
-utterly frivolous with another. I watch with surprise the sudden
-and startling changes in myself as I pass from the influence of one
-friend to the influence of some one else. But my character with each
-particular friend is constant. I find myself, whenever I meet him,
-with much the same emotional and mental tone. If we talk, there is
-with each one<span class="pagenum" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</span> some definite subject upon which we always speak and
-which remains perennially fresh and new. If I am so unfortunate as to
-stray accidentally from one of these well-worn fields into another, I
-am instantly reminded of the fact by the strangeness and chill of the
-atmosphere. We are happy only on our familiar levels, but on these
-we feel that we could go on exhaustless forever, without a pang of
-ennui. And this inexhaustibility of talk is the truest evidence of good
-friendship.</p>
-
-<p>Friends do not, on the other hand, always talk of what is nearest
-to them. Friendship requires that there be an open channel between
-friends, but it does not demand that that channel be the deepest in our
-nature. It may be of the shallowest kind and yet the friendship be of
-the truest. For all the different traits of our nature must get their
-airing through friends, the trivial as well as the significant. We let
-ourselves out piecemeal, it seems, so that only with a host of varied
-friends can we express ourselves to the fullest. Each friend calls out
-some particular trait in us, and it requires the whole chorus fitly to
-teach us what we are. This is the imperative need of friendship. A man
-with few friends is only half-developed; there are whole sides of his
-nature which are<span class="pagenum" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</span> locked up and have never been expressed. He cannot
-unlock them himself, he cannot even discover them; friends alone can
-stimulate him and open them. Such a man is in prison; his soul is in
-penal solitude. A man must get friends as he would get food and drink
-for nourishment and sustenance. And he must keep them, as he would keep
-health and wealth, as the infallible safeguards against misery and
-poverty of spirit.</p>
-
-<p>If it seems selfish to insist so urgently upon one’s need for friends,
-if it should be asked what we are giving our friends in return for
-all their spiritual fortification and nourishment, the defense would
-have to be, that we give back to them in ample measure what they give
-to us. If we are their friends, we are stimulating them as they are
-stimulating us. They will find that they talk with unusual brilliancy
-when they are with us. And we may find that we have, perhaps, merely
-listened to them. Yet through that curious bond of sympathy which has
-made us friends, we have done as much for them as if we had exerted
-ourselves in the most active way. The only duty of friendship is that
-we and our friends should live at our highest and best when together.
-Having achieved that, we have fulfilled the law.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</span></p>
-
-<p>A good friendship, strange to say, has little place for mutual
-consolations and ministrations. Friendship breathes a more rugged air.
-In sorrow the silent pressure of the hand speaks the emotions, and
-lesser griefs and misfortunes are ignored or glossed over. The fatal
-facility of women’s friendships, their copious outpourings of grief to
-each other, their sharing of wounds and sufferings, their half-pleased
-interest in misfortune,&mdash;all this seems of a lesser order than the
-robust friendships of men, who console each other in a much more
-subtle, even intuitive way,&mdash;by a constant pervading sympathy which is
-felt rather than expressed. For the true atmosphere of friendship is
-a sunny one. Griefs and disappointments do not thrive in its clear,
-healthy light. When they do appear, they take on a new color. The
-silver lining appears, and we see even our own personal mistakes and
-chagrins as whimsical adventures. It is almost impossible seriously
-to believe in one’s bad luck or failures or incapacity while one is
-talking with a friend. One achieves a sort of transfiguration of
-personality in those moments. In the midst of the high and genial flow
-of intimate talk, a pang may seize one at the thought of the next day’s
-drudgery, when<span class="pagenum" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</span> life will be lived alone again; but nothing can dispel
-the ease and fullness with which it is being lived at the moment. It
-is, indeed, a heavy care that will not dissolve into misty air at the
-magic touch of a friend’s voice.</p>
-
-<p>Fine as friendship is, there is nothing irrevocable about it. The
-bonds of friendship are not iron bonds, proof against the strongest of
-strains and the heaviest of assaults. A man by becoming your friend
-has not committed himself to all the demands which you may be pleased
-to make upon him. Foolish people like to test the bonds of their
-friendships, pulling upon them to see how much strain they will stand.
-When they snap, it is as if friendship itself had been proved unworthy.
-But the truth is that good friendships are fragile things and require
-as much care in handling as any other fragile and precious things.
-For friendship is an adventure and a romance, and in adventures it is
-the unexpected that happens. It is the zest of peril that makes the
-excitement of friendship. All that is unpleasant and unfavorable is
-foreign to its atmosphere; there is no place in friendship for harsh
-criticism or fault-finding. We will “take less” from a friend than we
-will from one who is indifferent to us.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</span></p>
-
-<p>Good friendship is lived on a warm, impetuous plane; the long-suffering
-kind of friendship is a feeble and, at best, a half-hearted affair.
-It is friendship in the valley and not on the breezy heights. For the
-secret of friendship is a mutual admiration, and it is the realization
-or suspicion that that admiration is lessening on one side or the other
-that swiftly breaks the charm. Now this admiration must have in it no
-taint of adulation, which will wreck a friendship as soon as suspicion
-will. But it must consist of the conviction, subtly expressed in every
-tone of the voice, that each has found in the other friend a rare
-spirit, compounded of light and intelligence and charm. And there must
-be no open expression of this feeling, but only the silent flattery,
-soft and almost imperceptible.</p>
-
-<p>And in the best of friendships this feeling is equal on both sides.
-Too great a superiority in our friend disturbs the balance, and casts
-a sort of artificial light on the talk and intercourse. We want to
-believe that we are fairly equal to our friends in power and capacity,
-and that if they excel us in one trait, we have some counterbalancing
-quality in another direction. It is the reverse side of this shield
-that gives point to the diabolical<span class="pagenum" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</span> insight of the Frenchman who
-remarked that we were never heartbroken by the misfortunes of our
-best friends. If we have had misfortunes, it is not wholly unjust and
-unfortunate that our friends should suffer too. Only their misfortunes
-must not be worse than ours. For the equilibrium is then destroyed,
-and our serious alarm and sympathy aroused. Similarly we rejoice in
-the good fortune of our friends, always provided that it be not too
-dazzling or too undeserved.</p>
-
-<p>It is these aspects of friendship, which cannot be sneered away by the
-reproach of jealousy, that make friendship a precarious and adventurous
-thing. But it is precious in proportion to its precariousness, and its
-littlenesses are but the symptoms of how much friends care, and how
-sensitive they are to all the secret bonds and influences that unite
-them.</p>
-
-<p>Since our friends have all become woven into our very selves, to part
-from friends is to lose, in a measure, one’s self. He is a brave and
-hardy soul who can retain his personality after his friends are gone.
-And since each friend is the key which unlocks an aspect of one’s own
-personality, to lose a friend is to cut away a part of one’s self. I
-may make another friend to replace the loss, but the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</span> unique quality
-of the first friend can never be brought back. He leaves a wound which
-heals only gradually. To have him go away is as bad as to have him pass
-to another world. The letter is so miserable a travesty on the personal
-presence, a thin ghost of the thought of the once-present friend. It
-is as satisfactory as a whiff of stale tobacco smoke to the lover of
-smoking.</p>
-
-<p>Those persons and things, then, that inspire us to do our best, that
-make us live at our best, when we are in their presence, that call
-forth from us our latent and unsuspected personality, that nourish and
-support that personality,&mdash;those are our friends. The reflection of
-their glow makes bright the darker and quieter hours when they are not
-with us. They are a true part of our widest self; we should hardly have
-a self without them. Their world is one where chagrin and failure do
-not enter. Like the sun-dial, they “only mark the <span class="pagenum" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</span>shining hours.”</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="VI">VI<br />THE ADVENTURE OF LIFE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>That life is an adventure it needs nothing more than the wonder of
-our being in the world and the precariousness of our stay in it to
-inform us. Although we are, perhaps, as the scientists tell us, mere
-inert accompaniments of certain bundles of organized matter, we tend
-incorrigibly to think of ourselves as unique personalities. And as
-we let our imagination roam over the world and dwell on the infinite
-variety of scenes and thoughts and feelings and forms of life, we
-wonder at the incredible marvel that has placed us just here in this
-age and country and locality where we were born. That it should be
-this particular place and time and body that my consciousness is
-illuminating gives, indeed, the thrill of wonder and adventure to the
-mere fact of my becoming and being.</p>
-
-<p>And as life goes on, the feeling for the precariousness of that being
-grows upon one’s mind. The security of childhood gives place to an
-awareness<span class="pagenum" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</span> of the perils of misfortune, disease, and sudden death which
-seem to lie in wait for men and seize them without regard to their
-choices or deserts. We are prone, of course, to believe in our personal
-luck; it is the helplessness of others around us rather that impresses
-us, as we see both friends and strangers visited with the most dreadful
-evils, and with an impartiality of treatment that gradually tends to
-force upon us the conviction that we, too, are not immune. At some
-stage in our life, oftenest perhaps when the first flush of youth is
-past, we are suddenly thrown into a suspicion of life, a dread of
-nameless and unforeseeable ill, and a sober realization of the need
-of circumspection and defense. We discover that we live in a world
-where almost anything is likely to happen. Shocking accidents that
-cut men off in their prime, pain and suffering falling upon the just
-and the unjust, maladjustments and misunderstandings that poison and
-ruin lives,&mdash;all these things are daily occurrences in our experience,
-either of personal knowledge or out of that wider experience of our
-reading.</p>
-
-<p>Religion seems to give little consolation in the face of such
-incontrovertible facts. For no belief in Providence can gainsay the
-seeming fact that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</span> we are living in a world that is run without regard
-to the health and prosperity of its inhabitants. Whatever its ulterior
-meanings, they do not seem to be adjusted to our scale of values.
-Physical law we can see, but where are the workings of a moral law?
-If they are present, they seem to cut woefully against the grain of
-the best desires and feelings of men. Evil seems to be out of all
-proportion to the ability of its sufferers to bear it, or of its
-chastening and corrective efficacy. Our feelings are too sensitive for
-the assaults which the world makes upon them. If the responsibility
-for making all things work together for his good is laid entirely
-upon man, it is a burden too heavy for his weakness and ignorance to
-bear. And thus we contemplate the old, old problem of evil. And in its
-contemplation, the adventure of life, which should be a tonic and a
-spur, becomes a depressant; instead of nerving, it intimidates, and
-makes us walk cautiously and sadly through life, where we should ride
-fast and shout for joy.</p>
-
-<p>In these modern days, the very wealth of our experience overwhelms us,
-and makes life harder to live in the sight of evil. The broadening of
-communication, giving us a connection through newspapers and magazines
-with the whole world, has<span class="pagenum" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</span> made our experience almost as wide as the
-world. In that experience, however, we get all the world’s horrors
-as well as its interests and delights. Thus has it been that this
-widening, which has meant the possibility of living the contemplative
-and imaginative life on an infinitely higher plane than before, has
-meant also a soul-sickness to the more sensitive, because of the
-immense and over-burdening drafts on their sympathy which the new
-experience involved. Although our increased knowledge of the world has
-meant everywhere reform, and has vastly improved and beautified life
-for millions of men, it has at the same time opened a nerve the pain
-of which no opiate has been able to soothe. And along with the real
-increase of longevity and sounder health for civilized man, attained
-through the triumphs of medical science, there has come a renewed
-realization of the shortness and precariousness, at its best, of life.
-The fact that our knowledge of evil is shared by millions of men
-intensifies, I think, our sensitiveness. Through the genius of display
-writers, thousands of readers are enabled to be present imaginatively
-at scenes of horror. The subtle sense of a vast concourse having
-witnessed the scene magnifies its potency to the individual<span class="pagenum" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</span> mind, and
-gives it the morbid touch as of crowds witnessing an execution.</p>
-
-<p>Our forefathers were more fortunate, and could contemplate evil more
-philosophically and objectively. Their experience was happily limited
-to what the normal soul could endure. Their evil was confined to
-their vicinity. What dim intelligence of foreign disaster and misery
-leaked in, only served to purify and sober their spirits. Evil did
-not then reverberate around the world as it does now. Their nerves
-were not strained or made raw by the reiterations and expatiations
-on far-away pestilence and famine, gigantic sea disasters, wanton
-murders, or even the shocking living conditions of the great city
-slums. Their imaginations had opportunity to grow healthily, unassailed
-by the morbidities of distant evil, which seems magnified and ominous
-through its very strangeness. They were not forced constantly to ask
-themselves the question, “What kind of a world do we live in anyhow?
-Has it no mercy and no hope?” They were not having constantly thrown
-up to them a justification of the universe. Perhaps it was because
-they were more concerned with personal sin than with objective evil.
-The enormity of sin against their Maker blotted out<span class="pagenum" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</span> all transient
-misfortune and death. But it was more likely that the actual ignorance
-of that evil permitted their personal flagrancies to loom up larger in
-their sight. Whatever the cause, there was a difference. We have only
-to compare their literature&mdash;solid, complacent, rational&mdash;with our
-restless and hectic stuff; or contrast their portraits&mdash;well-nourished,
-self-respecting faces&mdash;with the cheap or callous or hunted faces that
-we see about us to-day, to get the change in spiritual fibre which this
-opening of the world has wrought. It has been a real eating of the tree
-of the knowledge of good and evil. A social conscience has been born.
-An expansion of soul has been forced upon us. We have the double need
-of a broader vision to assimilate the good that is revealed to us, and
-a stronger courage to bear the evil with which our slowly-bettering old
-world still seems to reek.</p>
-
-<p>But the youth of this modern generation are coming more and more to
-see that the gloom and hysteria of this restless age, with all the
-other seemingly neurotic symptoms of decay, are simply growing-pains.
-They signify a better spiritual health that is to be. The soul is
-now learning to adjust itself to the new conditions, to embrace<span class="pagenum" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</span> the
-wide world that is its heritage, and not to reel and stagger before
-the assaults of a malign power. Life will always be fraught with real
-peril, but it is peril which gives us the sense of adventure. And as we
-gain in our command over the resources, both material and spiritual,
-of the world, we shall see the adventure as not so much the peril of
-evil as an opportunity of permanent achievement. We can only cure our
-suffering from the evil in the world by doing all in our power to
-wipe out that which is caused by human blundering, and prevent what
-we can prevent by our control of the forces of nature. Our own little
-personal evils we can dismiss with little thought. Such as have come
-to us we can endure,&mdash;for have we not already endured them?&mdash;and those
-that we dread we shall not keep away by fear or worry. We can easily
-become as much slaves to precaution as we can to fear. Although we can
-never rivet our fortune so tight as to make it impregnable, we may by
-our excessive prudence squeeze out of the life that we are guarding
-so anxiously all the adventurous quality that makes it worth living.
-In the light of our own problematical misfortune, we must rather live
-freely and easily, taking the ordinary chances and looking<span class="pagenum" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</span> To-morrow
-confidently in the face as we have looked To-day. I have come thus far
-safely and well; why may I not come farther?</p>
-
-<p>But in regard to the evil that we see around us, the problem is more
-difficult. Though the youth of this generation hope to conquer, the
-battle is still on. We have fought our way to a knowledge of things as
-they are, and we must now fight our way beyond it. That first fight
-was our first sense of the adventure of life. Our purpose early became
-to track the world relentlessly down to its lair. We were resolute
-to find out the facts, no matter how sinister and barren they proved
-themselves to be. We would make no compromises with our desires,
-or with those weak persons who could not endure the clear light of
-reality. We were scornful in the presence of the superstitions of our
-elders. We could not conceive that sufficient knowledge combined with
-action would not be able to solve all our problems and make clear all
-our path. As our knowledge grew, so did our courage. We pressed more
-eagerly on the trail of this world of ours, purposing to capture and
-tame its mysteries, and reveal it as it is, so that none could doubt
-us. As we penetrated farther, however, into the cave, the path became<span class="pagenum" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</span>
-more and more uncertain. We discovered our prey to be far grimmer and
-more dangerous than we had ever imagined. As he turned slowly at bay,
-we discovered that he was not only repulsive but threatening. We were
-sternly prepared to accept him just as we found him, exulting that we
-should know things as they really were. We were ready for the worst,
-and yet somehow not for this worst. We had not imagined him retaliating
-upon us. In our first recoil, the thought flashed upon us that our
-tracking him to his lair might end in his feasting on our bones.</p>
-
-<p>It is somewhat thus that we feel when the full implications of the
-materialism to which we have laboriously fought our way dawn upon
-us, or we realize the full weight of the sodden social misery around
-us. Hitherto we have been so intent on the trail that we have not
-stopped to consider what it all meant. Now that we know, not only
-our own salvation seems threatened, but that of all around us, even
-the integrity of the world itself. In these moments of perplexity
-and alarm, we lose confidence in ourselves and all our values and
-interpretations. To go further seems to be to court despair. We are
-ashamed to retreat, and, besides, have come too far ever to get back
-into the safe<span class="pagenum" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</span> plain of ignorance again. The world seems to be revealed
-to us as mechanical in its workings and fortuitous in its origin, and
-the warmth and light of beauty and ideals that we have known all along
-to be our true life seem to be proven illusions. And the wailing of the
-world comes up to us, cast off from any divine assistance, left to the
-mercy of its own weak wills and puny strengths. In this fall, our world
-itself seems to have lost merit, and we feel ourselves almost degraded
-by being a part of it. We have suddenly been deprived of our souls; the
-world seems to have beaten us in our first real battle with it.</p>
-
-<p>Now this despair is partly the result of an excessive responsibility
-that we have taken for the universe. In youth, if we are earnest and
-eager, we tend to take every bit of experience that comes to us,
-as either a justification or a condemnation of the world. We are
-all instinctive monists at that age, and crave a complete whole. As
-we unconsciously construct our philosophy of life, each fact gets
-automatically recorded as confirming or denying the competency of
-the world we live in. Even the first shock of disillusionment, which
-banishes those dreams of a beautiful, orderly, and rational world that
-had suffused childhood<span class="pagenum" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</span> with their golden light, did not shatter the
-conviction that there was somehow at least a Lord’s side. The sudden
-closing of the account in the second shock, when the world turns on us,
-shows us how mighty has been the issue at stake,&mdash;nothing less than our
-faith in the universe, and, perhaps, in the last resort, of our faith
-in ourselves. We see now that our breathless seriousness of youth was
-all along simply a studying of our crowded experience to see whether it
-was on the Lord’s side or not. And now in our doubt we are left with a
-weight on our souls which is not our own, a burden which we have really
-usurped.</p>
-
-<p>In its adventure with evil, youth must not allow this strange,
-metaphysical responsibility to depress and incapacitate it. We shall
-never face life freely and bravely and worthily if we do. I may wonder,
-it is true, as I look out on these peaceful fields, with the warm
-sun and blue sky above me and the kindly faces of my good friends
-around me, how this can be the same world that houses the millions
-of poor and wretched people in their burning and huddled quarters in
-the city. Can these days, in which I am free to come and go and walk
-and study as I will, be the same that measure out the long hours of
-drudgery to thousands<span class="pagenum" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</span> of youth amid the whir of machines, and these
-long restful nights of mine, the same that are for them only gasps
-breaking a long monotony? It must be the same world, however, whether
-we can ever reconcile ourselves to it or not. But we need plainly feel
-no responsibility for what happened previously to our generation. Our
-responsibility now is a collective, a social responsibility. And it is
-only for the evil that society might prevent were it organized wisely
-and justly. Beyond that it does not go. For the accidental evil that is
-showered upon the world, we are not responsible, and we need not feel
-either that the integrity of the universe is necessarily compromised by
-it. It is necessary to be somewhat self-centred in considering it. We
-must trust our own feelings rather than any rational proof. In spite
-of everything, the world seems to us so unconquerably good, it affords
-so many satisfactions, and is so rich in beauty and kindliness, that
-we have a right to assume that there is a side of things that we miss
-in our pessimistic contemplation of misfortune and disaster. We see
-only the outer rind of it. People usually seem to be so much happier
-than we can find any very rational excuse for their being, and that
-old world that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</span> confronted us and scared us may look very much worse
-than it really is. And we can remember that adding to the number of the
-sufferers does not intensify the actual quality of the suffering. There
-is no more suffering than one person can bear.</p>
-
-<p>These considerations may allay a little our first terror and despair.
-When we really understand that the world is not damned by the evil in
-it, we shall be ready to see it in its true light as a challenge to our
-heroisms. Not how evil came into the world, but how we are going to get
-it out, becomes the problem. Not by brooding over the hopeless, but by
-laying plans for the possible will we shoulder our true responsibility.
-We shall find then that we had no need of despair. We were on the
-right track. When the world that we were tracking down turned at bay,
-he threatened more than he was able to perform. Not less science but
-more science do we need in order that we may more and more get into
-our control the forces and properties of nature, and guide them for
-our benefit. But we must learn that the interpretation of the world
-lies not in its mechanism but in its meanings, and those meanings we
-find in our values and ideals, which are very real to us. Science
-brings us only to an “area of our dwelling,”<span class="pagenum" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</span> as Whitman says. The
-moral adventure of the rising generation will be to learn this truth
-thoroughly, and to reinstate ideals and personality at the heart of the
-world.</p>
-
-<p>Our most favorable battle-ground against evil will for some time at
-least be the social movement. Poverty and sin and social injustice
-we must feel not sentimentally nor so much a symptom of a guilty
-conscience as a call to coöperate with the exploited and sufferers in
-throwing off their ills. Sensitiveness to evil will be most fruitful
-when it rouses a youth to the practical encouragement of the under-men
-to save themselves. Youth to-day needs to “beat the gong of revolt.”
-The oppressed seldom ask for our sympathy, and this is right and
-fitting; for they do not need it. (It might even make them contented
-with their lot.) What they need is the inspiration and the knowledge to
-come into their own. All we can ever do in the way of good to people
-is to encourage them to do good to themselves. “Who would be free,
-himself must strike the blow!” This is the social responsibility of
-modern youth. It must not seek to serve humanity so much as to rouse
-and teach it. The great moral adventure that lies still ahead of us is
-to call men to the expansion of their souls<span class="pagenum" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</span> to the wide world which
-has suddenly been revealed to them.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Perhaps with that expansion youth will finally effect a reconciliation
-with life of those two supremest and most poignant of adventures: the
-thoughts that cluster around sex, and the fears and hopes that cluster
-around death, the one the gateway into life, the other out of it. Youth
-finds them the two hardest aspects of life to adjust with the rest of
-the world in which we live. They are ever-present and pervasive, and
-yet their manifestations always cause us surprise, and shock us as of
-something unwonted intruding in our daily affairs. They are the unseen
-spectres behind life, of which we are always dimly conscious, but which
-we are always afraid to meet boldly and face to face. We speak of them
-furtively, or in far-away poetical strains. They are the materials
-for the tragedies of life, of its pathos and wistfulness, of its
-splendors and defeats. Yet they are treated always with an incorrigible
-and dishonest delicacy. The world, youth soon finds, is a much less
-orderly and refined place than would appear on the surface of our daily
-intercourse and words. As we put on our best clothes to appear in
-public,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</span> so the world puts on its best clothes to appear in talk and
-print.</p>
-
-<p>Men ignore death, as if they were quite unconscious that it would
-sometime come to them, yet who knows how many pensive or terrible
-moments the thought gives them? But the spectre is quite invisible to
-us. Or if they have passions, and respond as sensitively as a vibrating
-string to sex influences and appeals, we have little indication of that
-throbbing life behind the impenetrable veil of their countenances. We
-can know what people think about all other things, even what they think
-about God, but what they think of these two adventures of sex and death
-we never know. It is not so much, I am willing to believe, shame or
-fear that keeps us from making a parade of them, as awe and wonder and
-baffled endeavors to get our attitude towards them into expressible
-form. They are too elemental, too vast and overpowering in their
-workings to fit neatly into this busy, accounted-for, and tied-down
-world of daily life. They are superfluous to what we see as the
-higher meanings of this our life, and irritate us by their clamorous
-insistence and disregard for the main currents of our living. They seem
-irrelevant to life; or rather they overtop its bounty.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</span> Their pressure
-to be let in is offensive, and taints and mars irrevocably what would
-otherwise be so pleasant and secure a life. That is, perhaps, why we
-call manifestations of sex activity, obscene, and of death, morbid and
-ghastly.</p>
-
-<p>In these modern days we are adopting a healthier attitude, especially
-towards sex. Perhaps the rising generation will be successful in
-reconciling them both, and working them into our lives, where they may
-be seen in their right relations and proportions, and no longer the
-pleasure of sex and the peace of death seem an illegitimate obtrusion
-into life. To get command of these arch-enemies is an endeavor worthy
-of the moral heroes of to-day. We can get control, it seems, of the
-rest of our souls, but these always lie in wait to torment and harass
-us. To tame this obsession of sex and the fear of death will be a
-Herculean task for youth in the adventure of life. Perhaps some will
-succeed where we have failed. For usually when we try to tame sex, it
-poisons the air around us, and if we try to tame the fear of death by
-resigning ourselves to its inevitability, we find that we have not
-tamed it but only drugged it. At certain times, however, our struggles
-with the winged demons which they send into our minds may constitute<span class="pagenum" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</span>
-the most poignant incidents in our adventure of life, and add a beauty
-to our lives. Where they do not make for happiness, they may at least
-make for a deepening of knowledge and appreciation of life. Along
-through middle life, we shall find, perhaps, that, even if untamed,
-they have become our allies, and that both have lost their sting and
-their victory,&mdash;sex diffusing our life with a new beauty, and death
-with a courageous trend towards a larger life of which we shall be an
-integral part.</p>
-
-<p>When we have acclimated ourselves to youth, suddenly death looms up
-as the greatest of dangers in our adventure of life. It puzzles and
-shocks and saddens us by its irrevocability and mystery. That we should
-be taken out of this world to which we are so perfectly adapted, and
-which we enjoy and feel intimate with, is an incredible thing. Even if
-we believe that we shall survive death, we know that that after-life
-must perforce be lived outside of this our familiar world. Reason tells
-us that we shall be annihilated, and yet we cannot conceive our own
-annihilation. We can easier imagine the time before our birth, when we
-were not, than the time after our death, when we shall not be. Old men
-find nothing very dreadful<span class="pagenum" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</span> in the thought of being no more, and we
-shall find that it is the combined notion of being annihilated, and yet
-of being somehow conscious of that annihilation, that terrifies us, and
-startles our minds sometimes in the dead of night when our spirits are
-sluggish and the ghoulish ideas that haunt the dimmest chambers of the
-mind are flitting abroad. We can reason with ourselves that if we are
-annihilated we shall not be conscious of it, and if we are conscious we
-shall not be annihilated, but this easy proof does not help us much in
-a practical way. We simply do not know, and all speculations seem to be
-equally legitimate. If we are destined to assume another form of life,
-no divination can prophesy for us what that life shall be.</p>
-
-<p>On the face of it the soul as well as the body dies. The fate of the
-body we know, and it seems dreadful enough to chill the stoutest heart;
-and what we call our souls seem so intimately dependent upon these
-bodies as to be incapable of living alone. And yet somehow it is hard
-to stop believing in the independent soul. We can believe that the
-warmth dissipates, that the chemical and electrical energies of the
-body pass into other forms and are gradually lost in the immensity of
-the universe. But this wonder of consciousness,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</span> which seems to hold
-and embrace all our thoughts and feelings and bind them together, what
-can we know of its power and permanence? In our own limited sphere it
-already transcends space and time, our imaginations triumphing over
-space, and our memories and anticipations over time: this magic power
-of the imagination, which transcends our feeble experience and gives
-ideas and images which have not appeared directly through the senses.
-We can connect this conscious life with no other aspect of the world
-nor can we explain it by any of the principles which we apply to
-physical things. It is the divine gift that reveals this world; why may
-it not reveal sometime a far wider universe?</p>
-
-<p>It is this incalculability of our conscious life that makes its seeming
-end so great an adventure. This Time which rushes past us, blotting
-out everything it creates, leaving us ever suspended on a Present,
-which, as we turn to look at it, has melted away,&mdash;how are we to
-comprehend it? The thin, fragile and uncertain stream of our memory
-seems insufficient to give any satisfaction of permanence. I like to
-think of a world-memory that retains the past. Physical things that
-change or perish continue to live psychically in memory;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</span> why may not
-all that passes, not only in our minds, but unknown to us, be carried
-along in a great world-mind of whose nature we get a dim inkling
-even now in certain latent mental powers of ours which are sometimes
-revealed, and seem to let down bars into a boundless sea of knowledge.
-The world is a great, rushing, irreversible life, not predestined in
-its workings, but free like ourselves. The accumulating past seems to
-cut into the future, and create it as it goes along. Nothing is then
-lost, and we, although we had no existence before we were born,&mdash;how
-could we have, since that moving Present had not created us?&mdash;would
-yet, having been born, continue to exist in that world-memory. We do
-not need to reëcho the sadness of the centuries,&mdash;“Everything passes;
-nothing remains!” For even if we take this world-memory at its lowest
-terms as a social memory, the effects of the deeds of men, for good or
-for evil, remain. And their words remain, the distillation of their
-thought and experience. This we know, and we know, moreover, that “one
-thing at least is certain,” not that “this life dies”&mdash;for that has yet
-to be proved&mdash;but that “the race lives!” Nature is so careless about
-the individual life, so careful for the species,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</span> that it seems as if
-it were only the latter that counted, that her only purpose was the
-eternal continuation of life. And many to-day find a satisfaction for
-their cravings for immortality in the thought that they will live in
-their children and so on immortally as long as their line continues.</p>
-
-<p>But we have a right to make greater hazards of faith than this. Might
-it not be that, although nature never purposed that the individual soul
-should live, man has outwitted her? He has certainly outwitted her in
-regard to his bodily life. There was no provision in nature for man’s
-living by tillage of the soil and domestication of animals, or for his
-dwelling in houses built with tools in his hands, or for traveling
-at lightning speed, or for harnessing her forces to run for him the
-machines that should turn out the luxuries and utilities of life. All
-these were pure gratuities, devised by man and wrested from nature’s
-unwilling hands. She was satisfied with primitive, animal-like man,
-as she is satisfied with him in some parts of the world to-day. We
-have simply got ahead of her. All the other animals are still under
-her dominion, but man has become the tool-maker and the partial master
-of nature herself. Although still far<span class="pagenum" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</span> from thoroughly taming her, he
-finds in the incessant struggle his real life purpose, his inspiration,
-and his work, and still brighter promises for his children’s children.
-For the race lives and takes advantage of all that has been discovered
-before.</p>
-
-<p>Now, since nature has seemed to care as little about the continuation
-of life beyond death as she has of man’s comfort upon earth, might
-it not be that, just as we have outwitted her in the physical sphere
-and snatched comfort and utility by our efforts, so we may, by the
-cultivation of our intelligence and sentiments and whole spiritual
-life, outwit her in this realm and snatch an immortality that she has
-never contemplated? She never intended that we should audaciously read
-her secrets and speculate upon her nature as we have done. Who knows
-whether, by our hardihood in exploring the uncharted seas of the life
-of feeling and thought, we may have over-reached her again and created
-a real soul, which we can project beyond death? We are provided with
-the raw material of our spiritual life in the world, as we are provided
-with the raw material to build houses, and it may be our power and
-our privilege to build our immortal souls here on earth, as men have
-built and are still building the civilization of this<span class="pagenum" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</span> world of ours.
-This would not mean that we could all attain, any more than that all
-men have the creative genius or the good-will for the constructive
-work of civilization; there may be “real losses and real losers” in
-the adventure for immortality, but to the stout-hearted and the wise
-it will be possible. We shall need, as builders need the rules of the
-craft, the aid and counsel of the spiritually gifted who have gone
-before us. It has been no mistake that we have prized them higher
-even than our material builders, for we have felt instinctively the
-spiritual power with which they have endowed us in the contest for the
-mighty stake of immortality. They are helping us to it, and we have the
-right to rely on their visions and trusts and beliefs in this supremest
-and culminating episode of the adventure of life.</p>
-
-<p>Are all such speculations idle and frivolous? Have they no place on
-the mental horizon of a youth of to-day, living in a world whose
-inner nature all the mighty achievements of the scientists, fruitful
-as they have been in their practical effects, have tended rather to
-obscure than to illumine? Well, a settled conviction that we live in
-a mechanical world, with no penumbra of mystery about us, checks the
-life-enhancing powers,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</span> and chills and depresses the spirit. A belief
-in the deadness of things actually seems to kill much of the glowing
-life that makes up our appreciation of art and personality in the
-world. The scientific philosophy is as much a matter of metaphysics, of
-theoretical conjecture, as the worst fanaticisms of religion. We have
-a right to shoot our guesses into the unknown. Life is no adventure
-if we let our knowledge, still so feeble and flickering, smother us.
-In this scientific age there is a call for youth to soar and paint a
-new spiritual sky to arch over our heads. If the old poetry is dead,
-youth must feel and write the new poetry. It has a challenge both to
-transcend the physical evil that taints the earth and the materialistic
-poison that numbs our spirits.</p>
-
-<p>The wise men thought they were getting the old world thoroughly charted
-and explained. But there has been a spiritual expansion these recent
-years which has created new seas to be explored and new atmospheres
-to breathe. It has been discovered that the world is alive, and that
-discovery has almost taken away men’s breaths; it has been discovered
-that evolution is creative and that we are real factors in that
-creation. After exploring the heights and depths of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</span> stars,
-and getting ourselves into a state of mind where we saw the world
-objectively and diminished man and his interests almost to a pin-point,
-we have come with a rush to the realization that personality and values
-are, after all, the important things in a living world. And no problem
-of life or death can be idle. A hundred years ago it was thought
-chastening to the fierce pride of youth to remind it often of man’s
-mortality. But youth to-day must think of everything in terms of life;
-yes, even of death in terms of life. We need not the chastening of
-pride, but the stimulation to a sense of the limitless potentialities
-of life. No thought or action that really enhances life is frivolous or
-fruitless.</p>
-
-<p>What does not conduce in some way to men’s interests does not enhance
-life. What decides in the long run whether our life will be adventurous
-or not is the direction and the scope of our interests. We need a
-livelier imaginative sympathy and interest in all that pertains to
-human nature and its workings. It is a good sign that youth does
-not need to have its attention called to the worthy and profitable
-interest of its own personality. It is a healthy sign that we are
-getting back home again to the old endeavor of “Know thyself!”<span class="pagenum" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</span> Our
-widening experience has shifted the centre of gravity too far from
-man’s soul. A cultivation of the powers of one’s own personality is
-one of the greatest needs of life, too little realized even in these
-assertive days, and the exercise of the personality makes for its most
-durable satisfactions. Men are attentive to their business affairs, but
-not nearly enough to their own deeper selves. If they treated their
-business interests as they do the interests of their personality, they
-would be bankrupt within a week. Few people even scratch the surface,
-much less exhaust the contemplation, of their own experience. Few know
-how to weave a philosophy of life out of it, that most precious of all
-possessions. And few know how to hoard their memory. For no matter what
-we have come through, or how many perils we have safely passed, or how
-imperfect and jagged&mdash;in some places perhaps irreparably&mdash;our life has
-been, we cannot in our heart of hearts imagine how it could have been
-different. As we look back on it, it slips in behind us in orderly
-array, and, with all its mistakes, acquires a sort of eternal fitness,
-and even, at times, of poetic glamour.</p>
-
-<p>The things I did, I did because, after all, I am that sort of a
-person&mdash;that is what life is;&mdash;and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</span> in spite of what others and what I
-myself might desire, it is that kind of a person that I am. The golden
-moments I can take a unique and splendid satisfaction in because they
-are my own; my realization of how poor and weak they might seem, if
-taken from my treasure-chest and exposed to the gaze of others, does
-not taint their preciousness, for I can see them in the larger light
-of my own life. Every man should realize that his life is an epic;
-unfortunately it usually takes the onlooker to recognize the fact
-before he does himself. We should oftener read our own epics&mdash;and write
-them. The world is in need of true autobiographies, told in terms of
-the adventure that life is. Not every one, it is said, possesses the
-literary gift, but what, on the other hand, is the literary gift but an
-absorbing interest in the personality of things, and an insight into
-the wonders of living? Unfortunately it is usually only the eccentric
-or the distinguished who reveal their inner life. Yet the epic of the
-humblest life, told in the light of its spiritual shocks and changes,
-would be enthralling in its interest. But the best autobiographers are
-still the masters of fiction, those wizards of imaginative sympathy,
-who create souls and then write their spiritual history, as those<span class="pagenum" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</span>
-souls themselves, were they alive, could perhaps never write them.
-Every man, however, can cultivate this autobiographical interest in
-himself, and produce for his own private view a real epic of spiritual
-adventure. And life will be richer and more full of meaning as the
-story continues and life accumulates.</p>
-
-<p>Life changes so gradually that we do not realize our progress. This
-small triumph of yesterday we fail to recognize as the summit of the
-mountain at whose foot we encamped several years ago in despair. We
-forget our hopes and wistfulness and struggles. We do not look down
-from the summit at the valley where we started, and thus we lose the
-dramatic sense of something accomplished. If a man looking back sees
-no mountain and valley, but only a straight level plain, it behooves
-him to take himself straight to some other spiritual country where
-there is opportunity for climbing and where five years hence will
-see him on a higher level, breathing purer air. Most people have no
-trouble in remembering their rights and their wrongs, their pretensions
-and their ambitions,&mdash;things so illusory that they should never even
-have been thought of. But to forget their progress, to forget their
-golden moments, their acquisitions<span class="pagenum" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</span> of insight and appreciation, the
-charm of their friends, the sequence of their ideals,&mdash;this is indeed
-a deplorable aphasia! “The days that make us happy make us wise!”
-Happiness is too valuable to be forgotten, and who will remember yours
-if you forget it? It is what has made the best of you; or, if you have
-thrown it away from memory, what could have made you, and made you
-richer than you are. If you have neglected such contemplation, you are
-poor, and that poverty will be apparent in your daily personality.</p>
-
-<p>Life in its essence is a heaping-up and accumulation of thought and
-insight. It should mount higher and higher, and be more potent and
-flowering as life is lived. If you do not keep in your memory and
-spirit the finer accumulations of your life, it will be as if you had
-only partly lived. Your living will be a travesty on life, and your
-progress only a dull mechanical routine. Even though your life may be
-outwardly routine, inwardly, as moralists have always known, it may
-be full of adventure. Be happy, but not too contented. Contentment
-may be a vice as well as a virtue; too often it is a mere cover for
-sluggishness, and not a sign of triumph. The mind must have a certain
-amount of refreshment and novelty; it will not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</span> grow by staying too
-comfortably at home, and refusing to put itself to the trouble of
-travel and change. It needs to be disturbed every now and then to keep
-the crust from forming. People do not realize this, and let themselves
-become jaded and uninterested&mdash;and therefore uninteresting&mdash;when such
-a small touch of novelty would inspire and stimulate them. A tired
-interest, in a healthy mind, wakes with as quick a response to a new
-touch or aspect as does a thirsty flower to the rain. Too many people
-sit in prison with themselves until they get meagre and dull, when the
-door was really all the time open, and outside was freshness and green
-grass and the warm sun, which might have revived them and made them
-bright again. Listlessness in an old man or woman is often the telltale
-sign of such an imprisonment. Life, instead of being an accumulation
-of spiritual treasure, has been the squandering of its wealth, in a
-lapse of interest, as soon as it was earned. Even unbearable sorrow
-might have been the means, by a process of transmutation, of acquiring
-a deeper appreciation of life’s truer values. But the squanderer has
-lost his vision, because he did not retain on the background of memory
-his experience, against which to contrast<span class="pagenum" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</span> his new reactions, and
-did not have the emotional image of old novelties to spur him to the
-apprehension and appreciation of new ones.</p>
-
-<p>More amazing even than the lack of a healthy interest in their own
-personalities is the lack of most people of an interest, beyond one
-of a trivial or professional nature, in others. Our literary artists
-have scarcely begun to touch the resources of human ways and acts.
-Writers surrender reality for the sake of a plot, and in attempting to
-make a point, or to write adventure, squeeze out the natural traits
-and nuances of character and the haphazardnesses of life that are the
-true adventure and point. We cannot know too much about each other.
-All our best education comes from what people tell us or what we
-observe them do. We cannot endure being totally separated from others,
-and it is well that we cannot. For it would mean that we should have
-then no life above the satisfaction of our crudest material wants.
-Our keenest delights are based upon some manifestation or other of
-social life. Even gossip arises not so much from malice as from a real
-social interest in our neighbors; the pity of it is, of course, that
-to so many people it is only the misfortunes and oddities that are
-interesting.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</span></p>
-
-<p>Let our interests in the social world with which we come in contact be
-active and not passive. Let us give back in return as good an influence
-and as much as is given to us. Let us live so as to stimulate others,
-so that we call out the best powers and traits in them, and make them
-better than they are, because of our comprehension and inspiration.
-Our life is so bound up with our friends and teachers and heroes
-(whether present in the flesh or not), and we are so dependent upon
-them for nourishment and support, that we are rarely aware how little
-of us there would be left were they to be taken away. We are seldom
-conscious enough of the ground we are rooted in and the air we breathe.
-We can know ourselves best by knowing others. There are adventures of
-personality in acting and being acted upon, in studying and delighting
-in the ideas and folkways of people that hold much in store for those
-who will only seek them.</p>
-
-<p>Thus in its perils and opportunities, in its satisfactions and
-resistances, in its gifts and responsibilities, for good or for evil,
-life is an adventure. In facing its evil, we shall not let it daunt
-or depress our spirits; we shall surrender some of our responsibility
-for the Universe, and face forward,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</span> working and encouraging those
-around us to coöperate with us and with all who suffer, in fighting
-preventable wrong. Death we shall transcend by interpreting everything
-in terms of life; we shall be victorious over it by recognizing in it
-an aspect of a larger life in which we are immersed. We shall accept
-gladly the wealth of days poured out for us. Alive, in a living world,
-we shall cultivate those interests and qualities which enhance life.
-We shall try to keep the widest possible fund of interests in order
-that life may mount ever richer, and not become jaded and wearied in
-its ebb-flow. We shall never cease to put our questions to the heart
-of the world, intent on tracking down the mysteries of its behavior
-and its meaning, using each morsel of knowledge to pry further into
-its secrets, and testing the tools we use by the product they create
-and the hidden chambers they open. To face the perils and hazards
-fearlessly, and absorb the satisfactions joyfully, to be curious and
-brave and eager,&mdash;is to know the adventure of life.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="VII">VII<br />SOME THOUGHTS ON RELIGION</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>In youth we grow and learn and always the universe widens around us.
-The horizon recedes faster than we can journey towards it. There comes
-a time when we look back with longing to the days when everything we
-learned seemed a fast gaining upon the powers of darkness, and each new
-principle seemed to illuminate and explain an immense region of the
-world. We had only to keep on learning in steady progress, it seemed,
-until we should have dominion over the whole of it. But there came a
-time, perhaps, when advance halted, and our carefully ordered world
-began to dissipate and loose ends and fringes to appear. It became a
-real struggle to keep our knowledge securely boxed in our one system,
-indeed, in any system, as we found when we restlessly tried one dogma
-after another as strong-boxes for our spiritual goods. Always something
-eluded us; it was “ever not quite.” Just when we were safest, some
-new experience came up to be most incongruously unaccounted for.
-We had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</span> our goods, for instance, safely stowed away in the box of
-“materialism,” when suddenly we realized that, on its theory, our whole
-life might run along precisely as we see it now, we might talk and love
-and paint and build without a glimmer of consciousness, that wondrous
-stuff which is so palpably our light and our life. The materialist
-can see in us nothing but the inert accompaniment of our bodies, the
-helpless, useless, and even annoying spectators of the play of physical
-forces through these curious compounds of chemical elements that we
-call our bodies. Or if, filled with the joy of creation, we tried to
-pack our world into the dogma of “idealism” and see all hard material
-things as emanations from our spiritual self and plastic under our
-hand, we were brought with a shock against some tough, incorrigible
-fact that sobered our elation, and forced the unwilling recognition of
-our impotence upon us again.</p>
-
-<p>It is not, however, from an excess of idealism that the world suffers
-to-day. But it is sick rather with the thorough-going and plausible
-scientific materialism with which our philosophy and literature seem to
-reek. Pure idealism has long ago proved too intoxicating a confirmation
-of our hopes and desires to seduce for long our tough-mindedness.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</span>
-Science has come as a challenge to both our courage and our honesty.
-It covertly taunts us with being afraid to face the universe as it is;
-if we look and are saddened, we have seemed to prove ourselves less
-than men. For this advance of scientific speculation has seemed only
-to increase the gulf between the proven and certain facts, and all the
-values and significances of life that our reactions to its richness
-have produced in us. And so incorrigibly honest is the texture of the
-human mind that we cannot continue to believe in and cultivate things
-that we no longer consider to be real. And science has undermined our
-faith in the reality of a spiritual world that to our forefathers
-was the only reality in the universe. We are so honest, however,
-that when the scientist relegates to a subjective shadowy realm our
-world of qualities and divinities, we cannot protest, but only look
-wistfully after the disappearing forms. A numbness has stolen over
-our religion, art, and literature, and the younger generation finds a
-chill and torpor in those interests of life that should be the highest
-inspiration.</p>
-
-<p>Religion in these latter days becomes poetry, about which should never
-be asked the question,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</span> “Is it true?” Art becomes a frivolous toy;
-literature a daily chronicle.</p>
-
-<p>There is thus a crucial intellectual dilemma that faces us to-day. If
-we accept whole-heartedly the spiritual world, we seem to be false to
-the imposing new knowledge of science which is rapidly making the world
-comprehensible to us; if we accept all the claims and implications of
-science, we seem to trample on our own souls. Yet we feel instinctively
-the validity of both aspects of the world. Our solution will seem to
-be, then, to be content with remaining something less than monists.
-We must recognize that this is an infinite universe, and give up our
-attempt to get all our experience under one roof. Striving ever for
-unity, we must yet understand that this “not-quite-ness” is one of
-the fundamental principles of things. We can no longer be satisfied
-with a settlement of the dreary conflict between religion and science
-which left for religion only the task of making hazardous speculations
-which science was later to verify or cast aside, as it charted the seas
-of knowledge. We cannot be content with a religion which science is
-constantly overtaking and wiping out, as it puts its brave postulates
-of faith to rigorous test.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</span></p>
-
-<p>The only view of religion and science that will satisfy us is one
-that makes them each the contemplation of a different aspect of the
-universe,&mdash;one, an aspect of quantities and relations, the other, an
-aspect of qualities, ideals, and values. They may be coördinate and
-complementary, but they are not expressible in each others’ terms.
-There is no question of superior reality. The blue of a flower is just
-as real as the ether waves which science tells us the color “really”
-is. Scientific and intuitive knowledge are simply different ways of
-appreciating an infinite universe. Scientific knowledge, for all its
-dogmatic claims to finality, is provisional and hypothetical. “If
-we live in a certain kind of a world,” it says, “certain things are
-true.” Each fact hinges upon another. Yet these correlations of the
-physical world are so certain and predictable that no sane mind can
-doubt them. On the other hand, our knowledge of qualities is direct and
-immediate, and seems to depend on nothing for its completeness. Yet it
-is so uncertain and various that no two minds have precisely the same
-reactions, and we do not ourselves have the same reactions at different
-times.</p>
-
-<p>And these paradoxes give rise to the endless disputes as to which
-gives the more real view of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</span> the universe in which we find ourselves
-living. The matter-of-fact person takes the certainty and lets the
-immediacy go; the poet and the mystic and the religious man choose the
-direct revelation and prize this vision far above any logical cogency.
-Now it will be the task of this intellectual generation to conquer
-the paradoxes by admitting the validity of both the matter-of-fact
-view and the mystical. And it is the latter that requires the present
-emphasis; it must be resuscitated from the low estate into which it has
-fallen. We must resist the stern arrogances of science as vigorously
-as the scientist has resisted the allurements of religion. We must
-remind him that his laws are not visions of eternal truth, so much as
-rough-and-ready statements of the practical nature of things, in so
-far as they are useful to us for our grappling with our environment
-and somehow changing it. We must demand that he climb down out of the
-papal chair, and let his learning become what it was meant to be,&mdash;the
-humble servant of humanity. Truth for truth’s sake is an admirable
-motto for the philosopher, who really searches to find the inner nature
-of things. But the truth of science is for use’s sake. To seek for
-physical truth which is irrelevant to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</span> human needs and purposes is as
-purely futile an intellectual gymnastic as the logical excesses of the
-schoolmen. The scientist is here to tell us the practical workings of
-the forces and elements of the world; the philosopher, mystic, artist,
-and poet are here to tell us of the purposes and meanings of the world
-as revealed directly, and to show us the ideal aspect through their own
-clear fresh vision.</p>
-
-<p>That vision, however, must be controlled and enriched by the democratic
-experience of their fellow men; their ideal must be to reveal meanings
-that cannot be doubted by the normal soul, in the same way that
-scientific formulations cannot be doubted by the normal mind. It is
-here that we have a quarrel with old religion and old poetry, that
-the vision which it brings us is not sufficiently purged of local
-discolorations or intellectualistic taints. But it is not a quarrel
-with religion and poetry as such; this age thirsts for a revelation
-of the spiritual meanings of the wider world that has been opened to
-us, and the complex and baffling anomalies that seem to confront us.
-It is our imperative duty to reëmphasize the life of qualities and
-ideals, to turn again our gaze to that aspect of the world from which
-men have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</span> always drawn what gave life real worth and reinstate those
-spiritual things whose strength advancing knowledge has seemed to sap.
-There is room for a new idealism, but an idealism that sturdily keeps
-its grip on the real, that grapples with the new knowledge and with the
-irrevocable loss of much of the old poetry and many of the old values,
-and wrests out finer qualities and a nobler spiritual life than the
-world has yet seen. It is not betrayal of our integrity to believe that
-the desires and interests of men, their hopes and fears and creative
-imaginings, are as real as any atoms or formulas.</p>
-
-<p>Now the place of religion in this new idealism will be the same place
-that its essential spirit has always held in the spiritual life of
-men. Religion is our sense of the quality of the universe itself, the
-broadest, profoundest, and most constant of our intuitions. Men have
-always felt that, outside of the qualities of concrete things, there
-lay a sort of infinite quality that they could identify with the spirit
-of the universe, and they have called it God. To this quality men have
-always responded, and that response and appreciation is religion. To
-appreciate this cosmic quality is to be religious, and to express that
-appreciation<span class="pagenum" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</span> is to worship. Religion is thus as much and eternally
-a part of life as our senses themselves; the only justification for
-making away with religion would be an event that would make away with
-our senses. The scientist must always find it difficult to explain why,
-if man’s mind, as all agree that it did, developed in adaptation to his
-environment, it should somehow have become adapted so perfectly to a
-spiritual world of qualities and poetic interpretation of phenomena,
-and not to the world of atomic motion and mechanical law which
-scientific philosophy assures us is the “real” world. Our minds somehow
-adapted themselves, not to the hard world of fact, but to a world of
-illusion, which had not the justification of being even practically
-useful or empirically true. If the real world is mechanical, we should
-have a right to expect the earliest thinking to be scientific, and
-the spiritual life to come in only after centuries of refinement
-of thought. But the first reactions of men were of course purely
-qualitative, and it is only within the last few minutes of cosmic time
-that we have known of the quantitative relations of things. Is it hard,
-then, to believe that, since we and the world have grown up together,
-there must be some subtle correlation<span class="pagenum" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</span> between it and the values and
-qualities that we feel, that our souls must reflect&mdash;not faithfully,
-perhaps, because warped by a thousand alien compelling physical forces,
-and yet somehow indomitably&mdash;a spiritual world that is perhaps even
-more real, because more immediate and constant, than the physical? We
-may partially create it, but we partially reflect it too.</p>
-
-<p>That cosmic quality we feel as personality. Not artificial or illusive
-is this deeply rooted anthropomorphic sense which has always been at
-the bottom of man’s religious consciousness. We are alive, and we
-have a right to interpret the world as living; we are persons, and we
-have a right to interpret the world in terms of personality. In all
-religions, through the encrustations of dogma and ritual, has been
-felt that vital sense of the divine personality, keeping clean and
-sweet the life of man. The definite appeal of the Church, in times
-like these, when the external props fall away, is to the incarnation
-of the divine personality, and the ideal of character deduced from it
-as a pattern for life. This is the religion of ordinary people to-day;
-it has been the heart of Christianity for nineteen hundred years. Our
-feeling of this cosmic quality may be vague<span class="pagenum" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</span> or definite, diffused or
-crystallized, but to those of us who sense behind our pulsing life a
-mystery which perplexes, sobers, and elevates us, that quality forms a
-permanent scenic background for our life.</p>
-
-<p>To feel this cosmic quality of a divine personality, in whom we live,
-move, and have our being, is to know religion. The ordinary world we
-live in is incurably dynamic; we are forced to think and act in terms
-of energy and change and constant rearrangement and flux of factors and
-elements. And we live only as we give ourselves up to that stream and
-play of forces. Throughout all the change, however, there comes a sense
-of this eternal quality. In the persistence of our own personality,
-the humble fragment of a divine personality, we get the pattern of its
-permanence. The Great Companion is ever with us, silently ratifying
-our worthy deeds and tastes and responses. The satisfactions of our
-spiritual life, of our judgments and appreciations of morality and art
-and any kind of excellence, come largely from this subtle corroboration
-that we feel from some unseen presence wider than ourselves. It
-accompanies not a part but the whole of our spiritual life, silently
-strengthening our responses to personality<span class="pagenum" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</span> and beauty, our sense of
-irony, the refinement of our taste, sharpening our moral judgment,
-elevating our capacities for happiness, filling ever richer our sense
-of the worth of life. And this cosmic influence in which we seem to be
-immersed we can no more lose or doubt&mdash;after we have once felt the rush
-of time past us, seen a friend die, or brooded on the bitter thought of
-our personal death, felt the surge of forces of life and love, wondered
-about consciousness, been melted before beauty&mdash;than we can lose or
-doubt ourselves. The wonder of it is exhaustless,&mdash;the beneficence over
-whose workings there yet breathes an inexorable sternness, the mystery
-of time and death, the joy of beauty and creative art and sex, and
-sheer consciousness.</p>
-
-<p>Against this scenic background, along this deep undercurrent of
-feeling, our outward, cheerful, settled, and orderly life plays its
-part. That life is no less essential; we must be willing to see life in
-two aspects, the world as deathless yet ever-creative, evolution yet
-timeless eternity. To be religious is to turn our gaze away from the
-dynamic to the static and the permanent, away from the stage to the
-scenic background of our lives. Religion cannot, therefore, be said
-to have much<span class="pagenum" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</span> of a place in our activity of life, except as it fixes
-the general emotional tone. We have no right to demand that it operate
-practically, nor can we call altruistic activity, and enthusiasm for a
-noble cause, religion. Moral action is really more a matter of social
-psychology than of religion. All religions have been ethical only as a
-secondary consideration. Religion in and for itself is something else;
-we can enjoy it only by taking, as it were, the moral holiday into its
-regions when we are weary of the world of thinking and doing. It is a
-land to retreat into when we are battered and degraded by the dynamic
-world about us, and require rest and recuperation. It is constantly
-there behind us, but to live in it always is to take a perpetual
-holiday.</p>
-
-<p>At all times we may have its beauty with us, however, as we may have
-prospects of far mountains and valleys. As we go in the morning to
-work in the fields, religion is this enchanting view of the mountains,
-inspiring us and lifting our hearts with renewed vigor. Through all the
-long day’s work we feel their presence with us, and have only to turn
-around to see them shining splendidly afar with hope and kindliness.
-Even the austerest summits are warm in the afternoon<span class="pagenum" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</span> sun. Yet if we
-gaze at them all day long, we shall accomplish no work. Nor shall we
-finish our allotted task if we succumb to their lure and leave our
-fields to travel towards them. As we return home weary at night, the
-mountains are still there to refresh and cheer us with their soft
-colors and outline blended in the purple light. When our task is
-entirely done, it has been our eternal hope to journey to those far
-mountains and valleys; if this is not to be, at least their glorious
-view will be the last to fall upon us as we close our eyes. But we know
-that, whatever happens, if we have done our work well, have performed
-faithfully our daily tasks of learning to control and manage and
-make creative the tough soil of this material world in which we find
-ourselves, if we have neither allowed its toughness to distract us from
-the beauty of the eternal background, nor let those far visions slow
-down the wheels of life, distract us from our work, or blur our thought
-and pale by their light the other qualities and beauties around us&mdash;we
-shall attain what is right for us when we lay down our tools. In a
-living world, death can be no more than an apparition.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="VIII">VIII<br />THE MYSTIC TURNED RADICAL</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>The mystical temperament is little enough popular in this workaday
-modern world of ours. The mystic, we feel, comes to us discounted
-from the start; he should in all decency make constant apologies for
-his existence. In a practical age of machinery he is an anomaly, an
-anachronism. He must meet the direct challenge of the scientist, who
-guards every approach to the doors of truth and holds the keys of its
-citadel. Any thinker who gets into the fold by another way is a thief
-and a robber.</p>
-
-<p>The mystic must answer that most heinous of all charges,&mdash;of being
-unscientific. By tradition he is even hostile to science. For his main
-interest is in wonder, and science by explaining things attacks the
-very principle of his life. It not only diminishes his opportunities
-for wonder, but threatens to make him superfluous by ultimately
-explaining everything.</p>
-
-<p>The scientist may say that there is no necessary antithesis between
-explanation and that beautiful<span class="pagenum" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</span> romance of thought we call wonder. The
-savage, who can explain nothing, is the very creature who has no wonder
-at all. Everything is equally natural to him. Only a mind that has
-acquaintance with laws of behavior can be surprised at events.</p>
-
-<p>The wonder of the scientist, however, although it be of a more robust,
-tough-minded variety, is none the less wonder. A growing acquaintance
-with the world, an increasing at-homeness in it, is not necessarily
-incompatible with an ever-increasing marvel both at the beautiful
-fitness of things and the limitless field of ignorance and mystery
-beyond. So the modern mystic must break with his own tradition if he
-is to make an appeal to this generation, and must recognize that the
-antithesis between mystic and scientific is not an eternally valid one.</p>
-
-<p>It is just through realization of this fact that Maeterlinck, the best
-of modern mystics, makes his extraordinary appeal. For, as he tells us,
-the valid mystery does not begin at the threshold of knowledge but only
-after we have exhausted our resources of knowing. His frank and genuine
-acceptance of science thus works out a <i lang="la" xml:lang="la">modus vivendi</i> between the
-seen and the unseen. It allows many of us who have given our allegiance
-to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</span> science to hail him gladly as a prophet who supplements the work
-of the wise men of scientific research, without doing violence to our
-own consciences. For the world is, in spite of its scientific clamor,
-still far from ready really to surrender itself to prosaicness. It is
-still haunted with the dreams of the ages&mdash;dreams of short roads to
-truth, visions of finding the Northwest passage to the treasures of the
-Unseen. Only we must go as far as possible along the traveled routes of
-science.</p>
-
-<p>Maeterlinck is thus not anti-scientific or pseudo-scientific, but
-rather sub-scientific. He speaks of delicately felt and subtle
-influences and aspects of reality that lie beneath the surface of our
-lives, of forces and shadows that cannot be measured quantitatively
-or turned into philosophical categories. Or we may say that he
-is ultra-scientific. As science plods along, opening up the dark
-wilderness, he goes with the exploring party, throwing a search-light
-before them; flickering enough and exasperatingly uncertain at times,
-but sufficiently constant to light up the way, point out a path, and
-give us confidence that the terrors before us are not so formidable
-as we have feared. His influence on our time is so great because we
-believe that he is a seer, a man with knowledge of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</span> things hidden from
-our eyes. We go to him as to a spiritual clairvoyant,&mdash;to have him tell
-us where to find the things our souls have lost.</p>
-
-<p>But the modern mystic must not only recognize the scientific aspect
-of the age,&mdash;he must feel the social ideal that directs the spiritual
-energies of the time. It is the glory of Maeterlinck’s mysticism that
-it has not lingered in the depths of the soul, but has passed out to
-illuminate our thinking in regard to the social life about us. The
-growth of this duality of vision has been with him a long evolution.
-His early world was a shadowy, intangible thing. As we read the early
-essays, we seem to be constantly hovering on the verge of an idea, just
-as when we read the plays we seem to be hovering on the verge of a
-passion. This long brooding away from the world, however, was fruitful
-and momentous. The intense gaze inward trained the eye, so that when
-the mists cleared away and revealed the palpitating social world about
-him, his insight into its meaning was as much more keen and true than
-our own as had been his sense of the meaning of the individual soul.
-The light he turns outward to reveal the meaning of social progress is
-all the whiter for having burned so long within.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</span></p>
-
-<p>In the essay on “Our Social Duty,” the clearest and the consummate
-expression of this new outward look, there are no contaminating fringes
-of vague thought; all is clear white light. With the instinct of the
-true radical, the poet has gone to the root of the social attitude. Our
-duty as members of society is to be radical, he tells us. And not only
-that, but an excess of radicalism is essential to the equilibrium of
-life. Society so habitually thinks on a plane lower than is reasonable
-that it behooves us to think and to hope on an even higher plane than
-seems to be reasonable. This is the overpoweringly urgent philosophy of
-radicalism. It is the beautiful courage of such words that makes them
-so vital an inspiration.</p>
-
-<p>It is the sin of the age that nobody dares to be anything to too great
-a degree. We may admire extremists in principle, but we take the best
-of care not to imitate them ourselves. Who in America would even be
-likely to express himself as does Maeterlinck in this essay? Who of us
-would dare follow the counsel? Of course we can plead extenuation. In
-Europe the best minds are thinking in terms of revolution still, while
-in America our radicalism is still simply amateurish and incompetent.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</span></p>
-
-<p>To many of us, then, this call of Maeterlinck’s to the highest of
-radicalisms will seem irrelevant; this new social note which appears
-so strongly in all his later work will seem a deterioration from
-the nobler mysticism of his earlier days. But rather should it be
-viewed as the fruit of matured insight. There has been no decay,
-no surrender. It is the same mysticism, but with the direction of
-the vision altered. This essay is the expression of the clearest
-vision that has yet penetrated our social confusion, the sanest and
-highest ideal that has been set before progressive minds. It may be
-that its utter fearlessness, its almost ascetic detachment from the
-matter-of-fact things of political life, its clear cold light of
-conviction and penetration, may repel some whose hearts have been
-warmed by Maeterlinck’s subtle revelations of the spiritual life. They
-may reproach him because it has no direct bearings on the immediate
-practical social life; it furnishes no weapon of reform, no tool with
-which to rush out and overthrow some vested abuse. But to the traveler
-lost in the wood the one thing needful is a pole-star to show him
-his direction. The star is unapproachable, serene, cold, and lofty.
-But although he cannot touch it, or utilize it directly to extend
-his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</span> comfort and progress, it is the most useful of all things to
-him. It fills his heart with a great hope; it coördinates his aimless
-wanderings and gropings, and gives meaning and purpose to his course.</p>
-
-<p>So a generation lost in a chaos of social change can find in these
-later words of Maeterlinck a pole-star and a guide. They do for the
-social life of man what the earlier essays did for the individual. They
-endow it with values and significances that will give steadfastness
-and resource to his vision as he looks out on the great world of human
-progress, and purpose and meaning to his activity as he looks ahead
-into the dim world of the future.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="IX">IX<br />SEEING, WE SEE NOT</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>It is a mere superstition, Maeterlinck tells us in one of his beautiful
-essays, that there is anything irrevocable about the past. On the
-contrary, we are constantly rearranging it, revising it, remaking it.
-For it is only in our memory that it exists, and our conception of it
-changes as the loose fringes of past events are gathered up into a
-new meaning, or when a sudden fortune lights up a whole series in our
-lives, and shows us, stretching back in orderly array and beautiful
-significance, what we had supposed in our blindness to be a sad and
-chaotic welter. It is no less a superstition to suppose that we have
-a hand in making the present. The present, like the past, is always
-still to be made; indeed, must wait its turn, so to speak, to be seen
-in its full meaning until after the past itself has been remoulded and
-reconstituted. It is depressing to think that we do not know our own
-time, that the events we look upon have a permanent value far different
-from the petty one that we endow them with, that they fit into a
-larger<span class="pagenum" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</span> whole of which we see only a dim fraction&mdash;and that the least
-important because the seed of something that shall come much later
-into full fruition. Must our short life pass away without knowledge
-or vision of the majestic processes which are unfolding themselves
-under our very eyes, while we have wasted our admiration and distorted
-our purpose by striving to interpret the ephemeral, that is gone as
-soon as we? Even the wisest among us can see with but a dim eye into
-the future, and make rather a lucky guess at its potentialities than
-a true prophecy based on a realization of the real tendencies of the
-time. It is only the Past that we really make. And this may account
-for our love of it. This fragile thing of tradition that we have
-so carefully constructed and so lovingly beautified, this artistic
-creation of a whole people or race, becomes most naturally the object
-of our tenderest solicitude. Any attack upon it that suggests a marring
-of its golden beauty, any new proposal that threatens to render it
-superfluous, elicits the outraged cry of anger, the passionate defense,
-of the mother protecting her child. For the Past is really the child
-of the Present. We are the authors of its being, and upon it we lavish
-all our thoughts, our interest and our delight. And<span class="pagenum" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</span> even our hopes
-are centred in the Past, for the most enthusiastic among us can do no
-more than hope that something worth while will come out of the Past
-to nourish us in the approaching Present. Concern for the Future is
-so new a thing in human history that we are hardly yet at home with
-the feeling. Perhaps, if we thought more about what was before us, we
-should come to know more about it. Meanwhile our only consolation is
-that if <em>we</em> cannot see, neither did the generations that were
-before us. And we have the advantage of <em>knowing</em> that we do not
-see, while they did not care about their ignorance at all.</p>
-
-<p>We have constantly to check ourselves in reading history with the
-remembrance that, to the actors in the drama, events appeared very
-differently from the way they appear to us. We know what they were
-doing far better than they knew themselves. We are in the position
-of the novel reader who looks, before he begins to read, to see how
-the plot turns out. This orderly and dramatic chronicle of history
-that thrills us as we read has only been orderly and dramatic to
-readers of the present time, who can see the <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">dénouement</i> of the
-story. History is peculiarly the creation of the present. Even the
-great men of the past are largely<span class="pagenum" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</span> the agglomerations of centuries of
-hero-worship. Genius is as much a slow accretion of the ages as an
-endowment of man. Few great poets were seen in the full glory of their
-superhuman capacity by their fellows. Contemporary opinion of the great
-has been complimentary but seldom excessively laudatory, and there are
-sad instances of the decay and deflation of a supernatural personality
-through the smooth, gentle, imperceptibly creeping oblivion of the
-centuries.</p>
-
-<p>We rarely see what is distinctive in our own time. The city builders
-of the West are quite unconscious of the fact that they are leaving
-behind them imperishable and mighty memorials of themselves. Few of the
-things that we admire now will be considered by posterity as noteworthy
-and distinctive of our age. All depends on the vitality of our customs
-and social habits, and some show as high a mortality as others do
-a stubborn tenacity of life. What we are witnessing is a gigantic
-struggle of customs and ideas to survive and propagate their kind.
-The means of subsistence is limited; it is impossible that all should
-be able to live. The fascinating problem for the social philosopher
-is which of these beliefs and tendencies will prove strong enough to
-overcome their<span class="pagenum" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</span> rivals and make their stock a permanent type. How many
-of the fads and brilliant theories and new habits of thought and taste
-will be able to maintain their place in the world? If we could discern
-them, we should know the distinction of our age. Definite epochs of
-the past we distinguish and celebrate because they contained the germs
-of ideas or the roots of institutions that still survive among us,
-or customs and habits of thought that flourished in them with great
-brilliancy but have now utterly passed away. Now these beginnings are
-quite too subtle for us to see in our contemporary life, and there
-are so many brilliancies that it is impossible to pick out with any
-definiteness the things which have power to project themselves into
-the future, and cast a broad trail of light back to our age. Most of
-those very things that seem to us imperishable will be the ones to
-fade,&mdash;fade, indeed, so gradually that they will not even be missed. It
-is this gradual disappearance that gives the most thorough oblivion.
-History remembers only the brilliant failures and the brilliant
-successes.</p>
-
-<p>We are fond of calling this an age of transition, but if we trace
-history back we find that practically every age&mdash;at least for
-many centuries&mdash;has<span class="pagenum" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</span> been an age of transition. If we must set a
-starting-point from which we have been moving, the social philosopher
-will be inclined to place it about the beginning of the sixteenth
-century. If we have been in transition for four hundred years, it
-seems almost time to settle down from this wild ferment of beliefs
-and discoveries that has kept the world’s mind in constant turmoil
-since the time of the Renaissance. There are signs that such a
-crystallization is taking place. We are weeding out our culture, and
-casting aside the classical literature that was the breeding-ground for
-the old ideas. We have achieved as yet little to take its place. Most
-of the modern literature is rather a restless groping about in the dark
-for new modes of thinking and new principles of life, and thus far it
-hardly seems to have grasped the robust and vital in the new to any
-appreciable extent. One can hardly believe that this morbid virus that
-is still working with undiminished vigor and deadly effect will succeed
-in making itself the dominant note in European literature for the next
-five hundred years. One hates to think that our posterity is to be
-doomed to torture itself into appreciating our feverish modern art and
-music, and learn to rank the wild<span class="pagenum" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</span> complexities of Strauss with the
-sublimities of Beethoven. Shall we be sure that the conquest of the air
-is finally achieved and a third dimension added to man’s traveling, or
-is it all simply another daring and brilliant stab at the impossible,
-another of those blasphemies against nature which impious man is
-constantly striving to commit? There are few signs of the Socialistic
-State, but who knows what births of new institutions, of which we are
-now quite unaware, future ages will see to have been developing in our
-very midst? Is religion doomed, or is it merely being transformed, so
-that we shall be seen to have been creating amid all our indifference a
-new type and a new ideal? Will our age actually be distinctive as the
-era of the Dawn of Peace, or will the baby institution of arbitration
-disappear before a crude and terrible reality? Are we progressing, or
-shall we seem to have sown the seeds of world decay in this age of
-ours, and at a great crisis in history let slip another opportunity
-to carry mankind to a higher social level? It is maddening to the
-philosopher to think how long he will have to live to find an answer
-to these questions. He wants to know, but in the present all he can do
-is to guess at random. Not immortality, but an opportunity<span class="pagenum" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</span> to wake up
-every hundred years or so to see how the world is progressing, may well
-be his desire and his dream. Such an immortality may be incredible, but
-it is the only form which has ever proved satisfactory, or ever will,
-to the rational man.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="X">X<br />THE EXPERIMENTAL LIFE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>It is good to be reasonable, but too much rationality puts the soul
-at odds with life. For rationality implies an almost superstitious
-reliance on logical proofs and logical motives, and it is logic that
-life mocks and contradicts at every turn. The most annoying people
-in the world are those who demand reasons for everything, and the
-most discouraging are those who map out ahead of them long courses of
-action, plan their lives, and systematically in the smallest detail
-of their activity adapt means to ends. Now the difficulty with all
-the prudential virtues is that they imply a world that is too good to
-be true. It would be pleasant to have a world where cause and effect
-interlocked, where we could see the future, where virtue had its
-reward, and our characters and relations with other people and the work
-we wish to do could be planned out with the same certainty with which
-cooks plan a meal. But we know that that is not the kind of a world
-we actually live in. Perhaps men have thought that, by<span class="pagenum" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</span> cultivating
-the rational virtues and laying emphasis on prudence and forethought,
-they could bend the stubborn constitution of things to meet their
-ideals. It has always been the fashion to insist, in spite of all the
-evidence, that the world was in reality a rational place where certain
-immutable moral principles could be laid down with the same certainty
-of working that physical laws possess. It has always been represented
-that the correct procedure of the moral life was to choose one’s end
-or desire, to select carefully all the means by which that end could
-be realized, and then, by the use of the dogged motive force of the
-will, to push through the plans to completion. In the homilies on
-success, it has always been implied that strength of will was the only
-requisite. Success became merely a matter of the ratio between the
-quantity of effort and will-power applied, and the number of obstacles
-to be met. If one failed, it was because the proper amount of effort
-had not been applied, or because the plans had not been properly
-constructed. The remedy was automatically to increase the effort or
-rationalize the plans. Life was considered to be a battle, the strategy
-of which a general might lay out beforehand, an engagement in which he
-might plan<span class="pagenum" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</span> and anticipate to the minutest detail the movement of his
-forces and the disposition of the enemy. But one does not have to live
-very long to see that this belief in the power and the desirability
-of controlling things is an illusion. Life works in a series of
-surprises. One’s powers are given in order that one may be alert and
-ready, resourceful and keen. The interest of life lies largely in its
-adventurousness, and not in its susceptibility to orderly mapping.
-The enemy rarely comes up from the side the general has expected; the
-battle is usually fought out on vastly different lines from those that
-have been carefully foreseen and rationally organized. And similarly in
-life do complex forces utterly confound and baffle our best laid plans.</p>
-
-<p>Our strategy, unless it is open to instant correction, unless it is
-flexible, and capable of infinite resource and modification, is a
-handicap rather than an aid in the battle of life. In spite of the
-veracious accounts of youths hewing their way to success as captains
-of industry or statesmen, with their eye singly set on a steadfast
-purpose, we may be sure that life seldom works that way. It is not so
-tractable and docile, even to the strongest. The rational ideal is
-one of those great moral<span class="pagenum" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</span> hypocrisies which every one preaches and no
-one practices, but which we all believe with superstitious reverence,
-and which we take care shall be proven erroneous by no stubborn facts
-of life. Better that the facts should be altered than that the moral
-tradition should die!</p>
-
-<p>One of its evil effects is the compressing influence it has on many of
-us. Recognizing that for us the world is an irrational place, we are
-willing to go on believing that there are at least some gifted beings
-who are proving the truth and vindicating the eternal laws of reason.
-We join willingly the self-stigmatized ranks of the incompetent and
-are content to shine feebly in the reflected light of those whose
-master wills and power of effort have brought them through in rational
-triumph to their ends. The younger generation is coming very seriously
-to doubt both the practicability and worth of this rational ideal.
-They do not find that the complex affairs of either the world or the
-soul work according to laws of reason. The individual as a member of
-society is at the mercy of great social laws that regulate his fortune
-for him, construct for him his philosophy of life, and dictate to him
-his ways of making a living. As an individual soul, he is the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</span> creature
-of impulses and instincts which he does not create and which seem
-to lie quite outside the reach of his rational will. Looked at from
-this large social viewpoint, his will appears a puny affair indeed.
-There seems little room left in which to operate, either in the sphere
-of society or in his own spiritual life. That little of free-will,
-however, which there is, serves for our human purposes. It must be our
-care simply that we direct it wisely; and the rational ideal is not the
-wisest way of directing it. The place of our free will in the scheme
-of life is not to furnish driving, but <em>directing</em> power. The
-engineer could never create the power that drives his engine, but he
-can direct it into the channels where it will be useful and creative.
-The superstition of the strong will has been almost like an attempt to
-create power, something the soul could never do. The rational ideal
-has too often been a mere challenge to attain the unattainable. It has
-ended in futility or failure.</p>
-
-<p>This superstition comes largely from our incorrigible habit of looking
-back over the past, and putting purpose into it. The great man looking
-back over his career, over his ascent from the humble level of his
-boyhood to his present power and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</span> riches, imagines that that ideal
-success was in his mind from his earliest years. He sees a progress,
-which was really the happy seizing of fortunate opportunities, as
-the carrying-out of a fixed purpose. But the purpose was not there
-at the beginning; it is the crowning touch added to the picture,
-which completes and satisfies our age-long hunger for the orderly and
-correct. But we all, rich and poor, successful and unsuccessful, live
-from hand to mouth. We all alike find life at the beginning a crude
-mass of puzzling possibilities. All of us, unless we inherit a place in
-the world,&mdash;and then we are only half alive,&mdash;have the same precarious
-struggle to get a foothold. The difference is in the fortune of the
-foothold, and not in our private creation of any mystical force of
-will. It is a question of happy occasions of exposure to the right
-stimulus that will develop our powers at the right time. The capacity
-alone is sterile; it needs the stimulus to fertilize it and produce
-activity and success. The part that our free will can play is to expose
-ourselves consciously to the stimulus; it cannot create it or the
-capacity, but it can bring them together.</p>
-
-<p>In other words, for the rational ideal we must substitute the
-experimental ideal. Life is not a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</span> campaign of battle, but a laboratory
-where its possibilities for the enhancement of happiness and the
-realization of ideals are to be tested and observed. We are not to
-start life with a code of its laws in our pocket, with its principles
-of activity already learned by heart, but we are to discover those
-principles as we go, by conscientious experiment. Even those laws that
-seem incontrovertible we are to test for ourselves, to see whether they
-are thoroughly vital to our own experience and our own genius. We are
-animals, and our education in life is, after all, different only in
-degree, and not in kind, from that of the monkey who learns the trick
-of opening his cage. To get out of his cage, the monkey must find
-and open a somewhat complicated latch. How does he set about it? He
-blunders around for a long time, without method or purpose, but with
-the waste of an enormous amount of energy. At length he accidentally
-strikes the right catch, and the door flies open. Our procedure in
-youth is little different. We feel a vague desire to expand, to get out
-of our cage, and liberate our dimly felt powers. We blunder around for
-a time, until we accidentally put ourselves in a situation where some
-capacity is touched, some latent energy liberated, and the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</span> direction
-set for us, along which we have only to move to be free and successful.
-We will be hardly human if we do not look back on the process and
-congratulate ourselves on our tenacity and purpose and strong will. But
-of course the thing was wholly irrational. There were neither plans nor
-purposes, perhaps not even discoverable effort. For when we found the
-work that we did best, we found also that we did it easiest. And the
-outlines of the most dazzling career are little different. Until habits
-were formed or prestige acquired which could float these successful
-geniuses, their life was but the resourceful seizing of opportunity,
-the utilization, with a minimum of purpose or effort, of the promise of
-the passing moment. They were living the experimental life, aided by
-good fortune and opportunity.</p>
-
-<p>Now the youth brought up to the strictly rational ideal is like the
-animal who tries to get out of his cage by going straight through the
-bars. The duck, beating his wings against his cage, is a symbol of
-the highest rationality. His logic is plain, simple, and direct. He
-is in the cage; there is the free world outside; nothing but the bars
-separate them. The problem is simply to fortify his will and effort
-and make them so strong that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</span> they will overcome the resistance of the
-cage. His error evidently lies not in his method, but in his estimation
-of the strength of the bars. But youth is no wiser; it has no data
-upon which to estimate either its own strength or the strength of
-its obstacles. It counts on getting out through its own self-reliant
-strength and will. Like the duck, “impossible” is a word not found in
-its vocabulary. And like the duck, it too often dashes out its spirit
-against the bars of circumstance. How often do we see young people,
-brought up with the old philosophy that nothing was withheld from those
-who wanted and worked for things with sufficient determination, beating
-their ineffectual wings against their bars, when perhaps in another
-direction the door stands open that would lead to freedom!</p>
-
-<p>We do not hear enough of the tragedies of misplaced ambition. When the
-plans of the man of will and determination fail, and the inexorable
-forces of life twist his purposes aside from their end, he is sure
-to suffer the prostration of failure. His humiliation, too, is in
-proportion to the very strength of his will. It is the burden of
-defeat, or at best the sting of petty success, that crushes men, and
-crushes them all the more thoroughly if<span class="pagenum" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</span> they have been brought up to
-believe in the essential rationality of the world and the power of will
-and purpose. It is not that they have aimed too high, but that they
-have aimed in the wrong direction. They have not set out experimentally
-to find the work to which their powers were adapted, they did not test
-coolly and impartially the direction in which their achievement lay.
-They forgot that, though faith may remove mountains, the will alone is
-not able. There is an urgency on every man to develop his powers to
-the fullest capacity, but he is not called upon to develop those that
-he does not possess. The will cannot create talent or opportunity. The
-wise man is he who has the clear vision to discern the one, and the
-calm patience to await the other. Will, without humor and irony and a
-luminous knowledge of one’s self, is likely to drive one to dash one’s
-brains out against a stone wall. The world is too full of people with
-nothing except a will. The mistake of youth is to believe that the
-philosophy of experimentation is enervating. They want to attack life
-frontally, to win by the boldness of their attack, or by the exceeding
-excellence of their rational plans and purposes. But therein comes a
-time when they learn perhaps that it is better<span class="pagenum" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</span> to take life not with
-their naked fists, but more scientifically,&mdash;to stand with mind and
-soul alert, ceaselessly testing and criticizing, taking and rejecting,
-poised for opportunity, and sensitive to all good influences.</p>
-
-<p>The experimental life does not put one at the mercy of chance. It is
-rather the rational mind that is constantly being shocked and deranged
-by circumstances. But the dice of the experimenter are always loaded.
-For he does not go into an enterprise, spiritual or material, relying
-simply on his reason and will to pull him through. He asks himself
-beforehand whether something good is not sure to come whichever way
-the dice fall, or at least whether he can bear the event of failure,
-whether his spirit can stand it if the experiment ends in humiliation
-and barrenness. It is surprising how many seeming disasters one finds
-one can bear in this anticipatory look; the tension of the failure is
-relieved, anyhow. By looking ahead, one has insured one’s self up to
-the limit of the venture, and one cannot lose. But to the man with the
-carefully planned campaign, every step is crucial. If all does not turn
-out exactly as he intends, he is ruined. He thinks he insures himself
-by the excellence of his designs and the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</span> craftiness of his skill. But
-he insures himself by the strange method of putting all his eggs in one
-basket. He thinks, of course, he has arranged his plans so that, if
-they fall, the universe falls with them. But when the basket breaks,
-and the universe does not fall, his ruin is complete.</p>
-
-<p>Ambition and the rational ideal seem to be only disastrous; if
-unsuccessful, they produce misanthropists; if successful, beings that
-prey upon their fellow men. Too much rationality makes a man mercenary
-and calculating. He has too much at stake in everything he does to
-know that calm disinterestedness of spirit which is the mark of the
-experimental attitude towards life. Our attitude towards our personal
-affairs, material and spiritual, should be like the interest we take
-in sports and games. The sporting interest is one secret of a healthy
-attitude towards life. The detached enthusiasm it creates is a real
-ingredient of happiness. The trouble with the rational man is that
-he has bet on the game. If his side wins, there is a personal reward
-for him; if it loses, he himself suffers a loss. He cannot know the
-true sporting interest which is unaffected by considerations of the
-end, and views the game as the thing, and not the outcome. To the
-experimental attitude,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</span> failure means nothing beyond a shade of regret
-or chagrin. Whether we win or lose, something has been learned, some
-insight and appreciation of the workings of others or of ourselves. We
-are ready and eager to begin another game; defeat has not dampened our
-enthusiasm. But if the man who has made the wager loses, he has lost,
-too, all heart for playing. Or, if he does try again, it is not for
-interest in the game, but with a redoubled intensity of self-interest
-to win back what he has lost. With the sporting interest, one looks on
-one’s relations with others, on one’s little rôle in the world, in the
-same spirit that we look on a political contest, where we are immensely
-stirred by the clash of issues and personalities, but where we know
-that the country will run on in about the same way, whoever is elected.
-This knowledge does not work against our interest in the struggle
-itself, nor in the outcome. It only insures us against defeat. It makes
-life livable by endowing us with disinterestedness. If we lose, why,
-better luck next time, or, at worst, is not losing a part of life?</p>
-
-<p>The experimenter with life, then, must go into his laboratory with the
-mind of the scientist. He has nothing at stake except the discovery
-of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</span> truth, and he is willing to work carefully and methodically
-and even cold-bloodedly in eliciting it from the tangled skein of
-phenomena. But it is exactly in this cheerful, matter-of-fact way that
-we are never willing to examine our own personalities and ideas. We
-take ourselves too seriously, and handle our tastes and enthusiasms
-as gingerly as if we feared they would shrivel away at the touch. We
-perpetually either underestimate or overestimate our powers and worth,
-and suffer such losses on account of the one and humiliations on
-account of the other, as serve to unbalance our knowledge of ourselves,
-and discourage attempts to find real guiding principles of our own or
-others’ actions. We need this objective attitude of the scientist.
-We must be self-conscious with a detached self-consciousness,
-treating ourselves as we treat others, experimenting to discover our
-possibilities and traits, testing ourselves with situations, and
-gradually building up a body of law and doctrine for ourselves, a real
-morality that will have far more worth and power and virtue than all
-that has been tried and tested before by no matter how much of alien
-human experience. We must start our quest with no prepossessions,
-with no theory of what ought to happen<span class="pagenum" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</span> when we expose ourselves to
-certain stimuli. It is our business to see what does happen, and then
-act accordingly. If the electrical experimenter started with a theory
-that like magnetic poles attract each other, he would be shocked to
-discover that they actually repelled each other. He might even set it
-down to some inherent depravity of matter. But if his theory was not
-a prejudice but a hypothesis, he would find it possible to revise it
-quickly when he saw how the poles actually behaved. And he would not
-feel any particular chagrin or humiliation.</p>
-
-<p>But we usually find it so hard to revise our theories about ourselves
-and each other. We hold them as prejudices and not as hypotheses, and
-when the facts of life seem to disprove them, we either angrily clutch
-at our theories and snarl in defiance, or we pull them out of us with
-such a wrench that they draw blood. The scientist’s way is to start
-with a hypothesis and then to proceed to verify it by experiment.
-Similarly ought we to approach life and test all our hypotheses by
-experience. Our methods have been too rigid. We have started with
-moral dogmas, and when life obstinately refused to ratify them, we
-have railed at it, questioned its sincerity, instead of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</span> adopting some
-new hypothesis, which more nearly fitted our experience, and testing
-it until we hit on the principle which explained our workings to
-ourselves. The common-sense, rule-of-thumb morality which has come down
-to us is no more valid than the common-sense, scientific observation
-that the sun goes round the earth. We can rely no longer on the loose
-gleanings of homely proverb and common sense for our knowledge of
-personality and human nature and life.</p>
-
-<p>If we do not adopt the experimental life, we are still in bondage to
-convention. To learn of life from others’ words is like learning to
-build a steam-engine from books in the class-room. We may learn of
-principles in the spiritual life that have proven true for millions
-of men, but even these we must test to see if they hold true for our
-individual world. We can never attain any self-reliant morality if we
-allow ourselves to be hypnotized by fixed ideas of what is good or
-bad. No matter how good our principles, our devotion to morality will
-be mere lip-service unless each belief is individually tested, and its
-power to work vitally in our lives demonstrated.</p>
-
-<p>But this moral experimentation is not the mere mechanical repetition of
-the elementary student<span class="pagenum" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</span> in the laboratory, who makes simple experiments
-which are sure to come out as the law predicts. The laws of personality
-and life are far more complex, and each experiment discovers something
-really novel and unique. The spiritual world is ever-creative; the same
-experiments may turn out differently for different experimenters, and
-yet they may both be right. In the spiritual experimental life, we must
-have the attitude of the scientist, but we are able to surpass him in
-daring and boldness. We can be certain of a physical law that as it has
-worked in the past, so it will work in the future. But of a spiritual
-law we have no such guarantee. This it is that gives the zest of
-perpetual adventure to the moral life. Human nature is an exhaustless
-field for investigation and experiment. It is inexhaustible in its
-richness and variety.</p>
-
-<p>The old rigid morality, with its emphasis on the prudential virtues,
-neglected the fundamental fact of our irrationality. It believed
-that if we only knew what was good, we would do it. It was therefore
-satisfied with telling us what was good, and expecting us automatically
-to do it. But there was a hiatus somewhere. For we do not do what we
-want to, but what is easiest and most natural<span class="pagenum" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</span> for us to do, and if
-it is easy for us to do the wrong thing, it is that that we will do.
-We are creatures of instincts and impulses that we do not set going.
-And education has never taught us more than very imperfectly how to
-train these impulses in accordance with our worthy desires. Instead of
-endeavoring to cure this irrationality by directing our energy into the
-channel of experimentation, it has worked along the lines of greatest
-resistance, and held up an ideal of inhibition and restraint. We have
-been alternately exhorted to stifle our bad impulses, and to strain
-and struggle to make good our worthy purposes and ambitions. Now the
-irrational man is certainly a slave to his impulses, but is not the
-rational man a slave to his motives and reasons? The rational ideal has
-made directly for inflexibility of character, a deadening conservatism
-that is unable to adapt itself to situations, or make allowance for the
-changes and ironies of life. It has riveted the moral life to logic,
-when it should have been yoked up with sympathy. The logic of the heart
-is usually better than the logic of the head, and the consistency of
-sympathy is superior as a rule for life to the consistency of the
-intellect.</p>
-
-<p>Life is a laboratory to work out experiments in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</span> living. That same
-freedom which we demand for ourselves, we must grant to every one.
-Instead of falling with our spite upon those who vary from the textbook
-rules of life, we must look upon their acts as new and very interesting
-hypotheses to be duly tested and judged by the way they work when
-carried out into action. Nonconformity, instead of being irritating
-and suspicious, as it is now to us, will be distinctly pleasurable,
-as affording more material for our understanding of life and our
-formulation of its satisfying philosophy. The world has never favored
-the experimental life. It despises poets, fanatics, prophets, and
-lovers. It admires physical courage, but it has small use for moral
-courage. Yet it has always been those who experimented with life,
-who formed their philosophy of life as a crystallization out of that
-experimenting, who were the light and life of the world. Causes have
-only finally triumphed when the rational “gradual progress” men have
-been overwhelmed. Better crude irrationality than the rationality that
-checks hope and stifles faith.</p>
-
-<p>In place, then, of the rational or the irrational life, we preach
-the experimental life. There is much chance in the world, but there
-is also a modicum of free will, and it is this modicum that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</span> we
-exploit to direct our energies. Recognizing the precariousness and
-haphazardness of life, we can yet generalize out of our experience
-certain probabilities and satisfactions that will serve us as well
-as scientific laws. Only they must be flexible and they must be
-tested. Life is not a rich province to conquer by our will, or to
-wring enjoyment out of with our appetites, nor is it a market where
-we pay our money over the counter and receive the goods we desire. It
-is rather a great tract of spiritual soil, which we can cultivate or
-misuse. With certain restrictions, we have the choice of the crops
-which we can grow. Our duty is evidently to experiment until we find
-those which grow most favorably and profitably, to vary our crops
-according to the quality of the soil, to protect them against prowling
-animals, to keep the ground clear of noxious weeds. Contending against
-wind and weather and pests, we can yet with skill and vigilance win a
-living for ourselves. None can cultivate this garden of our personality
-but ourselves. Others may supply the seed; it is we who must plough and
-reap. We are owners in fee simple, and we cannot lease. None can live
-my life but myself. And the life that I live depends on my courage,
-skill, and wisdom in experimentation.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="XI">XI<br />THE DODGING OF PRESSURES</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>For a truly sincere life one talent is needed,&mdash;the ability to steer
-clear of the forces that would warp and conventionalize and harden the
-personality and its own free choices and bents. All the kingdoms of
-this world lie waiting to claim the allegiance of the youth who enters
-on the career of life, and sentinels and guards stand ready to fetter
-and enslave him the moment he steps unwarily over the wall out of the
-free open road of his own individuality. And unless he dodges them
-and keeps straight on his path, dusty and barren though it may be, he
-will find himself chained a prisoner for life, and little by little
-his own soul will rot out of him and vanish. The wise men of the past
-have often preached the duty of this open road, they have summoned
-youth to self-reliance, but they have not paid sufficient heed to the
-enemies that would impede his progress. They have been too intent on
-encouraging him to be independent and lead his own life, to point out
-to him the direction from which the subtle influences that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</span> might
-control him would come. As a result, young men have too often believed
-that they were hewing out a career for themselves when they were really
-simply offering themselves up to some institutional Moloch to be
-destroyed, or, at the best, passively allowing the career or profession
-they had adopted to mould and carve them. Instead of working out their
-own destiny, they were actually allowing an alien destiny to work them
-out. Youth enters the big world of acting and thinking, a huge bundle
-of susceptibilities, keenly alive and plastic, and so eager to achieve
-and perform that it will accept almost the first opportunity that comes
-to it. Now each youth has his own unique personality and interweaving
-web of tendencies and inclinations, such as no other person has ever
-had before. It is essential that these trends and abilities be so
-stimulated by experience that they shall be developed to their highest
-capacity. And they can usually be depended upon, if freedom and
-opportunity are given, to grow of themselves upward towards the sun and
-air. If a youth does not develop, it is usually because his nature has
-been blocked and thwarted by the social pressures to which every one of
-us is subjected, and which only a few have the strength<span class="pagenum" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</span> or the wisdom
-to resist. These pressures come often in the guise of good fortune,
-and the youth meets them halfway, goes with them gladly, and lets them
-crush him. He will do it all, too, with so easy a conscience, for is
-not this meeting the world and making it one’s own? It is meeting the
-world, but it is too often only to have the world make the youth its
-own.</p>
-
-<p>Our spiritual guides and leaders, then, have been too positive, too
-heartening, if such a thing be possible. They have either not seen the
-dangers that lurked in the path, or they have not cared to discourage
-and depress us by pointing them out. Many of our modern guides, in
-their panegyrics on success, even glorify as aids on the journey these
-very dangers themselves, and urge the youth to rely upon them, when he
-should have been warned not to gaze at all on the dazzling lure. The
-youth is urged to imitate men who are themselves victims of the very
-influences that he should dodge, and doctrines and habits are pressed
-upon him which he should ceaselessly question and never once make his
-own unless he is sure that they fit him. He will have need to be ever
-alert to the dangers, and, in early youth at least, would better think
-more of dodging them than of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</span> attaining the goal to which his elders
-tempt him. Their best service to him would be to warn him against
-themselves and their influence, rather than to encourage him to become
-like them.</p>
-
-<p>The dangers that I speak of are the influences and inducements which
-come to youth from family, business, church, society, state, to
-compromise with himself and become in more or less degree conformed
-to their pattern and type. “Be like us!” they all cry, “it is easiest
-and safest thus! We guarantee you popularity and fortune at so small
-a price,&mdash;only the price of your best self!” Thus they seduce him
-insidiously rather than openly attack him. They throw their silky
-chains over him and draw him in. Or they press gently but ceaselessly
-upon him, rubbing away his original roughness, polishing him down,
-moulding him relentlessly, and yet with how kindly and solicitous a
-touch, to their shape and manner. As he feels their caressing pressure
-against him in the darkness, small wonder is it that he mistakes it for
-the warm touch of friends and guides. They are friends and guides who
-always end, however, by being masters and tyrants. They force him to
-perpetuate old errors, to keep alive dying customs, to breathe new life
-into vicious prejudices,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</span> to take his stand against the saving new.
-They kill his soul, and then use the carcass as a barricade against the
-advancing hosts of light. They train him to protect and conserve their
-own outworn institutions when he should be the first, by reason of his
-clear insight and freedom from crusted prejudice, to attack them.</p>
-
-<p>The youth’s only salvation lies, then, in dodging these pressures. It
-is not his business to make his own way in life so much as it is to
-prevent some one else from making it for him. His business is to keep
-the way clear, and the sky open above his head. Then he will grow and
-be nurtured according to his needs and his inner nature. He must fight
-constantly to keep from his head those coverings that institutions
-and persons in the guise of making him warm and safe throw over his
-body. If young people would spend half the time in warding away the
-unfavorable influences that they now spend in conscientiously planning
-what they are going to be, they would achieve success and maintain
-their individuality. It seems, curiously enough, that one can live
-one’s true life and guarantee one’s individuality best in this indirect
-way,&mdash;not by projecting one’s self out upon the world aggressively,
-but by keeping the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</span> track clear along which one’s true life may run.
-A sane, well-rounded, original life is attained not so much by taking
-thought for it as by the dodging of pressures that would limit and warp
-its natural growth. The youth must travel the straight road serenely,
-confident that “his own will come to him.” All he must strive for is
-to recognize his own when it does come, and to absorb and assimilate
-it. His imagination must be large enough to envisage himself and his
-own needs. This wisdom, however, comes to too many of us only after
-we are hopelessly compromised, after we are encrusted over so deeply
-that, even if we try to break away, our struggles are at the expense
-of our growth. The first duty of self-conscious youth is to dodge the
-pressures, his second to survey the world eagerly to see what is “his
-own.” If he goes boldly ahead at first to seek his own, without first
-making provision for silencing the voices that whisper continually at
-his side, “Conform!”&mdash;he will soon find himself on alien ground, and,
-if not a prisoner, a naturalized citizen before he has time to think.</p>
-
-<p>Nor is this a mere invitation to whimsicality and eccentricity. These
-epithets, in our daily life, are somewhat loosely used for all sorts
-of behavior<span class="pagenum" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</span> ranging from nonconformity to pure freakishness. If we
-really had more original, unspoiled people in the world, we should
-not use these terms so frequently. If we really had more people who
-were satisfying their healthy desires, and living the life that
-their whole inner conscience told them was best, we should not find
-eccentric or queer the self-sustaining men and women who live without
-regard to prejudice. And all real whimsicality is a result rather of
-the thwarting of individuality than of letting it run riot. It is
-when persons of strong personality are subjected to pressures heavier
-than they can bear that we get real outbursts of eccentricity. For
-something unnatural has occurred, a spontaneous flow and progress has
-been checked. Your eccentric man par excellence is your perfectly
-conventional man, who never offends in the slightest way by any
-original action or thought. For he has yielded to every variety of
-pressure that has been brought to bear upon him, and his original
-nature has been completely obscured. The pressures have been, however,
-uniform on every side, so that they have seemingly canceled each other.
-But this equilibrium simply conceals the forces that have crushed
-him. The conventional person is, therefore,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</span> not the most natural
-but the most unnatural of persons. His harmlessness is a proof of
-his tremendous eccentricity. He has been rubbed down smooth on all
-sides like a rock until he has dropped noiselessly into his place in
-society. But at what a cost does he obtain this peace! At the cost of
-depersonalizing himself, and sacrificing his very nature, which, as in
-every normal person, is precious and worthy of permanence and growth.
-This treason to one’s self is perhaps the greatest mistake of youth,
-the one unpardonable sin. It is worse than sowing one’s wild oats,
-for they are reaped and justice is done; or casting one’s bread upon
-the waters, for that returneth after many days. But this sin is the
-throwing away in willfulness or carelessness the priceless jewel of
-self-hood, and with no return, either of recompense or punishment.</p>
-
-<p>How early and insidious is the pressure upon us to conform to some
-type whose fitness we have not examined, but which we are forced to
-take strictly on authority! On the children in the family what a
-petty tyranny of ideas and manners is imposed! Under the guise of
-being brought up, how many habits of doubtful value we learned, how
-many moral opinions of doubtful significance<span class="pagenum" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</span> we absorbed, how many
-strange biases that harass and perplex us in our later life we had
-fastened upon our minds, how many natural and beautiful tendencies
-we were forced to suppress! The tyranny of manners, of conventional
-politeness, of puritanical taboos, of superstitious religion, were all
-imposed upon us for no reason that our elders could devise, but simply
-that they in turn had had them imposed upon them. Much of our early
-education was as automatic and unconscious as the handing down of the
-immemorial traditions in a primitive savage tribe. Now I am far from
-saying that this household tradition of manners and morals is not an
-excellent thing for us to acquire. Many of the habits are so useful
-that it is a wise provision that we should obtain them as naturally as
-the air we breathe. And it is a pressure that we could not, at that
-age, avoid, even if we would. But this childhood influence is a sample
-of true pressure, for it is both unconscious and irresistible. Were we
-to infringe any of the rules laid down for us, the whole displeasure of
-the family descended upon our heads; they seemed to vie with each other
-in expressing their disapproval of our conduct. So, simply to retain
-our self-respect, we were forced into their pattern of doing things,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</span>
-and for no other reason than that it was their pattern.</p>
-
-<p>This early pressure, however, was mild in comparison with what we
-experienced as we grew older. We found then that more and more of
-our actions came insensibly but in some way or other before this
-court of appeal. We could choose our friends, for instance, only with
-reservations. If we consorted with little boys who were not clean, or
-who came from the less reputable portions of the town, we were made to
-feel the vague family disapproval, perhaps not outspoken, but as an
-undercurrent to their attitude. And usually we did not need flagrantly
-to offend to be taught the need of judicious selection, for we were
-sensitive to the feeling that we knew those around us would entertain,
-and so avoided the objectionable people from a diffused feeling that
-they were not “nice.” When we grew old enough to move in the youthful
-social world, we felt this circle of tyranny suddenly widen. It was
-our “set” now that dictated our choices. The family pressure had been
-rather subtle and uneasy; this was bold and direct. Here were the most
-arbitrary selections and disqualifications, girls and boys being banned
-for no imaginable reason except that they were slightly<span class="pagenum" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</span> out of the
-ordinary, and our little world circumscribed by a rigid public opinion
-which punished nonconformity by expulsion. If we tried to dodge this
-pressure and assert our own privileges of making lovers and friends, we
-were soon delivered an ultimatum, and if we refused to obey, we were
-speedily cast out into utter darkness, where, strange to say, we lacked
-even the approbation of the banned. Sometimes we were not allowed to
-choose our partners to whom we paid our momentary devotions, sometimes
-we were not allowed to give them up. The price we paid for free
-participation in the parties and dances and love-affairs of this little
-social world of youth was an almost military obedience to the general
-feeling of propriety and suitability of our relationships with others,
-and to the general will of those in whose circle we went. There was apt
-to be a rather severe code of propriety, which bore especially upon
-the girls. Many frank and natural actions and expressions of opinion
-were thus inhibited, from no real feeling of self-respect, but from
-the vague, uncomfortable feeling that somebody would not approve. This
-price for society was one that we were all willing to pay, but it was a
-bad training. Our own natural likings and dislikings<span class="pagenum" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</span> got blunted; we
-ceased to seek out our own kind of people and enjoy them and ourselves
-in our own way, but we “went with” the people that our companions
-thought we ought to “go with,” and we played the games and behaved
-generally as they thought we ought to do.</p>
-
-<p>The family rather corroborated this pressure than attempted to fortify
-us in our own individuality. For their honor seemed to be involved in
-what we did, and if all our walk in life was well pleasing to those
-around us, they were well pleased with us. And all through life, as
-long at least as we were protected under the sheltering wing of the
-family, its members constituted a sort of supreme court over all our
-relations in life. In resisting the other pressures that were brought
-to bear on us, we rarely found that we had the family’s undivided
-support. They loved, like all social groups, a smoothly running person,
-and as soon as they found us doing unconventional things or having
-unusual friends they were vaguely uneasy, as if they were harboring
-in their midst some unpredictable animal who would draw upon them the
-disapproving glances of the society around them. The family philosophy
-has a horror for the “queer.” The table-board is too often a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</span> place
-where the eccentricities of the world get thoroughly aired. The dread
-of deviation from accepted standards is impressed upon us from our
-youth up. The threat which always brought us to terms was,&mdash;“If you do
-this, you will be considered queer!” There was very little fight left
-in us after that.</p>
-
-<p>But the family has other formidable weapons for bringing us to terms.
-It knows us through and through as none of our friends and enemies know
-us. It sees us in undress, when all our outward decorations of spirit
-and shams and pretenses are thrown off, and it is not deceived by the
-apologies and excuses that pass muster in the world at large and even
-to our own conscience. We can conceal nothing from it; it knows all
-our weakest spots and vulnerable feelings. It does not hesitate to
-take shameless advantage of that knowledge. Its most powerful weapon
-is ridicule. It can adopt no subtler method, for we in our turn know
-all its own vulnerabilities. And where the world at large is generally
-too polite to employ ridicule upon us, but works with gentler methods
-of approbation and coldness, our family associates feel no such
-compunction. Knowing us as they do, they are able to make that ridicule
-tell. We may<span class="pagenum" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</span> have longings for freedom and individuality, but it is a
-terrible dilemma that faces us. Most men would rather be slaves than
-butts; they would rather be corralled with the herd than endure its
-taunts at their independence.</p>
-
-<p>Besides the pressure on a youth or girl to think the way the family
-does, there is often the pressure brought upon them to sacrifice
-themselves for its benefit. I do not mean to deprecate that perfectly
-natural and proper desire to make some return for the care and kindness
-that have been lavished upon them. But the family insistence often goes
-much further than this. It demands not only that its young people shall
-recompense it for what it has done for them, but that they do it in the
-kind of work and vocation that shall seem proper to it. How often, when
-the youth or girl is on the point of choosing a congenial occupation
-or profession, does the family council step in and, with the utmost
-apparent good-will in the world, dictate differently! And too often the
-motives are really policy or ambition, or, at best, sheer prejudice.
-If the youth be not persuaded, then he must bear the brunt of lonely
-toil without the sympathy or support of those most dear to him. Far
-harder is the lot of the young woman.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</span> For there is still so much
-prejudice against a girl’s performing useful work in society, apart
-from her God-given duty of getting married, that her initiative is
-crushed at the very beginning. The need of cultivating some particular
-talent or interest, even if she has not to earn her living, seems to be
-seldom felt. Yet women, with their narrower life, have a greater need
-of sane and vigorous spiritual habits than do men. It is imperative
-that a girl be prevented from growing up into a useless, fleshly, and
-trivial woman, of the type one sees so much of nowadays. Even if a
-girl does marry, a few intellectual interests and gifts and tastes
-will not be found to detract from her charm or usefulness. The world
-never needed so much as it does to-day women of large hearts and large
-minds, whose home and sphere are capable of embracing something beyond
-the four corners of their kitchen. And the world can get such women
-only by allowing them the initiative and opportunity to acquire varied
-interests and qualities while they are young.</p>
-
-<p>The family often forges sentimental bonds to keep it living together
-long after the motive and desire have departed. There is no group so
-uncongenial as an uncongenial family. The constant<span class="pagenum" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</span> rubbing together
-accentuates all the divergencies and misunderstandings. Yet sometimes
-a family whose members are hopelessly mismated will cling together
-through sheer inertia or through a conscientious feeling of duty. And
-duty to too many of us is simply a stimulus to that curious love for
-futile suffering that form some of the darker qualities of the puritan
-soul. Family duty may not only warp and mutilate many a life that would
-bloom healthily outside in another environment, but it may actually
-mean the pauperization of the weaker members. The claims of members
-of the family upon each other are often overwhelming, and still more
-often quite fictitious in their justice. Yet that old feeling of the
-indissolubility of the family will often allow the weak, who might, if
-forced to shift for themselves, become strong, to suck the lifeblood
-from the stronger members. Coöperation, when it is free and spontaneous
-and on a basis of congeniality, is the foundation of all social life
-and progress, but forced cohesion can do little good. The average
-family is about as well mated as any similar group would be, picked
-out at random from society. And this means, where the superstition
-of indissolubility is still effective, that the members share<span class="pagenum" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</span> not
-only all the benefits, but also all each others’ shortcomings and
-irritations. Family life thus not only presses upon its youth to
-conform to its customs and habits and to the opinions of the little
-social world in which it lives, but also drags its youth down with
-its claims, and warps it by its tension of uncongeniality, checks
-its spontaneity by its lack of appreciation, and injures its soul by
-friction and misunderstanding.</p>
-
-<p>This family pressure upon youth is serious, and potent for much good
-and evil in his later life. It is necessary that he understand how to
-analyze it without passion or prejudice, and find out just how he can
-dodge the unfavorable pressure without injury to the love that is borne
-him or the love that he bears to the others. But let him not believe
-that his love is best shown by submission. It is best shown by a
-resolute determination and assertion of his own individuality. Only he
-must know, without the cavil of a doubt, what that individuality is; he
-must have a real imaginative anticipation of its potentialities. Only
-with this intuition will he know where to dodge and how to dodge.</p>
-
-<p>It is true that the modern generation seems to be changing all this.
-Family cohesion and authority<span class="pagenum" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</span> no longer mean what they did even twenty
-years ago. The youth of to-day are willful, selfish, heartless, in
-their rebellion. They are changing the system blindly and blunderingly.
-They feel the pressure, and without stopping to ask questions or
-analyze the situation, they burst the doors and flee away. Their
-seeming initiative is more animal spirits than anything else. They
-have exploded the myth that their elders have any superhuman wisdom
-of experience to share with them, or any incontrovertible philosophy
-of life with which to guide their wandering footsteps. But it must be
-admitted that most have failed so far to find a wisdom and a philosophy
-to take its place. They have too often thrown away the benefits of
-family influence on account of mere trivialities of misunderstanding.
-They have not waited for the real warpings of initiative, the real
-pressure of prejudice, but have kicked up their heels at the first
-breath of authority. They have not so much dodged the pressure as
-fled it altogether. Instead of being intent on brushing away the
-annoying obstacles that interfered with the free growth of their
-own worthier selves, they have mistaken the means for the end, and
-have merely brushed off the interferences, without first having<span class="pagenum" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</span> any
-consciousness of that worthier self. Now of course this is no solution.
-It is only as they substitute for the authority that they throw off
-a definite authority of their own, crystallized out of their own
-ideals and purposes, that they will gain or help others to gain. For
-lack of a vision the people perish. For lack of a vision of their own
-personalities, and the fresh, free, aggressive, forward, fearless,
-radical life that we all ought to lead, and could lead if we only had
-the imagination for it, the youth of to-day will cast off the narrowing
-confining fetters of authority only to wander without any light at
-all. This is not to say that this aimless wandering is not better than
-the prison-house, but it is to say that the emancipation of the spirit
-is insufficient without a new means of spiritual livelihood to take
-its place. The youth of to-day cannot rest on their liberation; they
-must see their freedom as simply the setting free of forces within
-themselves for a cleaner, sincerer life, and for radical work in
-society. The road is cut out before them by pioneers; they have but to
-let themselves grow out in that direction.</p>
-
-<p>I have painted the family pressures in this somewhat lurid hue
-because they are patterns of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</span> the other attacks which are made upon
-the youth as he meets the world. The family is a little microcosm,
-a sheltered group where youth feels all those currents of influence
-that sway men in their social life. Some of them are exaggerated, some
-perverted, but they are most of them there in that little world. It
-is no new discovery that in family life one can find heaven or one
-can find hell. The only pressure that is practically absent in the
-family is the economic pressure, by which I mean the inducements,
-and even necessities, that a youth is under of conforming to codes
-or customs and changing his ideals and ideas, when he comes to earn
-his livelihood. This pressure affects him as soon as he looks for an
-opening, as he calls it, in which to make his living. At that time
-all this talk of natural talents or bents or interests begin to sound
-far-away and ideal. He soon finds that these things have no commercial
-value in themselves and will go but a short way towards providing him
-with his living. The majority of us “go to work” as soon as our short
-“education” is completed, if not before, and we go not by choice,
-but wherever opportunity is given. Hence the ridiculous misfits, the
-apathy, the restlessness and discontent. The world of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</span> young people
-around us seems too largely to be one where both men and girls are
-engaged in work in which they have no interest, and for which they
-have no aptitude. They are mournfully fettered to their work; all they
-can seem to do is to make the best of it, and snatch out of the free
-moments what pleasure and exhilaration they can. They have little hope
-for a change. There is too much of a scramble for places in this busy,
-crowded world, to make a change anything but hazardous. It is true that
-restlessness often forces a change, but it is rarely for the better, or
-in the line of any natural choice or interest. One leaves one’s job,
-but then one takes thankfully the first job that presents itself; the
-last state may be worse than the first. By this economic pressure most
-of us are sidetracked, turned off from our natural path, and fastened
-irrevocably to some work that we could only acquire an interest in at
-the expense of our souls.</p>
-
-<p>It is a pressure, too, that cannot easily be dodged. We can frankly
-recognize our defeat, plunge boldly at the work and make it a part
-of ourselves; this course of action, which most of us adopt, is
-really, however, simply an unconditional<span class="pagenum" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</span> surrender. We can drift
-along apathetically, without interest either in our work or our own
-personalities; this course is even more disastrous. Or we can quietly
-wait until we have found the vocation that guarantees the success of
-our personalities; this course is an ideal that is possible to very
-few. And yet, did we but know it, a little thought at the beginning
-would often have prevented the misfit, and a little boldness when
-one has discovered the misfit would often have secured the favorable
-change. That self-recognition, which is the only basis for a genuine
-spiritual success in life, is the thing that too many of us lack. The
-apathy comes from a real ignorance of what our true work is. Then
-we are twice a slave,&mdash;a prey to our circumstance and a prey to our
-ignorance.</p>
-
-<p>Like all discoveries, what one’s work is can be found only by
-experiment. But this can often be an imaginative experiment. One can
-take an “inventory of one’s personality,” and discover one’s interests,
-and the kind of activity one feels at home with or takes joy in. Yet
-it is true that there are many qualities which cannot be discovered by
-the imagination, which need the fairy touch of actual use to develop
-them. There is no royal road to this success. Here the obstacles are<span class="pagenum" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</span>
-usually too thick to be dodged. We do not often enough recognize the
-incredible stupidity of our civilization where so much of the work is
-uninteresting and monotonous. That we should consider it a sort of
-triumph that a man like <abbr title="mister">Mr.</abbr> John Burroughs should have been able to
-live his life as he chose, travel along his own highroad, and develop
-himself in his own natural direction, is a curious reflection on our
-ideals of success and on the incompleteness of our civilization. Such a
-man has triumphed, however, because he has known what to dodge. He has
-not been crushed by the social opinion of his little world, or lured by
-specious success, or fettered by his “job,” or hoodwinked by prejudice.
-He has kept his spirit clear and pure straight through life. It would
-be well for modern youth if it could let an ideal like this color their
-lives, and permeate all their thoughts and ambitions. It would be well
-if they could keep before them such an ideal as a pillar of fire by day
-and a cloud by night.</p>
-
-<p>If we cannot dodge this economic pressure, at least we can face it.
-If we are situated so that we have no choice in regard to our work,
-we may still resist the influences which its uncongeniality would
-bring to bear upon us. This is not done by<span class="pagenum" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</span> forcing an interest in
-it, or liking for it. If the work is socially wasteful or useless or
-even pernicious, as so much business and industrial work to-day is,
-it is our bounden duty not to be interested in it or to like it. We
-should not be playing our right place in society if we enjoyed such a
-prostitution of energies. One of the most insidious of the economic
-pressures is this awaking the interest of youth in useless and wasteful
-work, work that takes away energy from production to dissipate in
-barter and speculation and all the thousand ways that men have
-discovered of causing money to flow from one pocket to another without
-the transference of any fair equivalent of real wealth. We can dodge
-these pressures not by immolating ourselves, but by letting the routine
-work lie very lightly on our soul. We can understand clearly the nature
-and effects of this useless work we are doing, and keep it from either
-alluring or smothering us. We can cultivate a disinterested aloofness
-towards it, and keep from breathing its poisonous atmosphere. The extra
-hours we can fill with real interests, and make them glow with an
-intensity that will make our life almost as rich as if we were wholly
-given over to a real lifework. We can thus live in two worlds,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</span> one
-of which is the more precious because it is one of freedom from very
-real oppression. And that oppression will seem light because it has the
-reverse shield of liberty. If we do drudgery, it must be our care to
-see that it does not stifle us. The one thing needful in all our work
-and play is that we should always be on top, that our true personality
-should always be in control. Our life must not be passive, running
-simply by the momentum furnished by another; it must have the motive
-power within itself; although it gets the fuel from the stimulation of
-the world about it, the steam and power must be manufactured within
-itself.</p>
-
-<p>These counsels of aloofness from drudgery suggest the possibilities of
-avoiding the economic pressures where they are too heavy completely to
-dodge, and where the work is an irrevocable misfit. But the pressures
-of success are even more deadly than those of routine. How early is
-one affected by that first pressure of worldly opinion which says that
-lack of success in business or a profession is disgraceful! The one
-devil of our modern world is failure, and many are the charms used by
-the medicine men to ward him away. If we lived in a state of society
-where virtue<span class="pagenum" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</span> was its own reward, where our actions were automatically
-measured and our rewards duly proportioned to our efforts, a lack of
-success would be a real indication of weakness and flaw, or, at best,
-ill-preparation. But where business success is largely dependent on
-the possession of capital, a lucky risk, the ability to intimidate or
-deceive, and where professional success is so often dependent upon
-self-assertion or some irrelevant but pleasing trait of personality,
-failure means nothing more than bad luck, or, at most, inability to
-please those clients to whom one has made one’s appeal. To dodge this
-pressure of fancied failure and humiliation is to have gone a long way
-towards guaranteeing one’s real success. We are justified in adopting
-a pharisaical attitude towards success,&mdash;“Lord, I thank thee that I
-have not succeeded as other men have!” To have judged one’s self by
-the inner standards of truth to one’s own personality, to count the
-consciousness of having done well, regardless of the corroboration of
-a public, as success, is to have avoided this most discouraging of
-pressures.</p>
-
-<p>It is even doubtful whether business or professional success, except
-in the domain of science and art, can be attained without a certain
-betrayal<span class="pagenum" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</span> of soul. The betrayal may have been small, but at some point
-one has been compressed, one has yielded to alien forces and conformed
-to what the heart did not give assent to. It may be that one has kept
-silent when one should have spoken, that one has feigned interests
-and enthusiasms, or done work that one knew was idle and useless, in
-order to achieve some goal; but always that goal has been reached not
-spontaneously but under a foreign pressure. More often than not the
-fortunate one has not felt the direct pressure, has not been quite
-conscious of the sacrifice, but only vaguely uneasy and aware that all
-was not right within him, and has won his peace only by drugging his
-uneasiness with visions of the final triumph. The pressure is always
-upon him to keep silent and conform. He must not only adopt all the
-outward forms and ceremonies, as in the family and social life, but he
-must also adopt the traditional ideals.</p>
-
-<p>The novice soon finds that he is expected to defend the citadel, even
-against his own heresies. The lawyer who finds anomalies in the law,
-injustice in the courts, is not encouraged to publish abroad his
-facts, or make proposals for reform. The student who finds antiquated
-method, erroneous<span class="pagenum" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</span> hypotheses in his subject, is not expected to use
-his knowledge and his genius to remodel the study. The minister who
-comes upon new and living interpretations for his old creeds is not
-encouraged to speak forth the truth that is in him. Nor is the business
-man who finds corrupt practices in his business encouraged to give the
-secrets away. There is a constant social pressure on these “reformers”
-to leave things alone.</p>
-
-<p>And this does not arise from any corrupt connivance with the wrong,
-or from any sympathy with the evildoers. The cry rises equally from
-the corrupt and the holy, from the men who are responsible for the
-abuses and those who are innocent, from those who know of them and
-those who do not. It is simply the instinctive reaction of the herd
-against anything that savors of the unusual; it is the tendency of
-every social group simply to resist change. This alarm at innovation is
-universal, from college presidents to Catholic peasants, in fashionable
-club or sewing circle or political party. On the radical there is
-immediately brought, without examination, without reason or excuse,
-the whole pressure of the organization to stultify his vision and
-force him back into the required grooves. The methods employed are<span class="pagenum" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</span>
-many: a warning is issued against him as being unsound and unsafe; his
-motive is to make trouble, or revenge himself on the directors for some
-slight; finally he is solemnly pilloried as an “enemy of the people.”
-Excellent reasons are discovered for his suppression. Effective working
-of an organization requires coöperation, but also subordination; in
-the interests of efficiency, therefore, individual opinion cannot be
-allowed full sway. The reputation of the organization before the world
-depends on its presenting a harmonious and united front; internal
-disagreements and criticisms tend to destroy the respect of the public.
-Smoothness of working is imperative; a certain individual liberty must,
-therefore, be sacrificed for the success of the organization. And if
-these plausible excuses fail, there is always the appeal to authority
-and to tried and tested experience. Now all these reasons are simply
-apologies brought up after the fact to justify the first instinctive
-reaction. What they all mean is this, and only this: He would unsettle
-things; away with him!</p>
-
-<p>In olden times, they had sterner ways of enforcing these pressures.
-But although the stake and dungeon have disappeared, the spirit of
-conservatism<span class="pagenum" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</span> does not seem to have changed very much. Educated men
-still defend the hoariest abuses, still stand sponsor for utterly
-antiquated laws and ideals. That is why the youth of this generation
-has to be so suspicious of those who seem to speak authoritatively. He
-knows not whom he can trust, for few there are who speak from their own
-inner conviction. Most of our leaders and moulders of public opinion
-speak simply as puppets pulled by the strings of the conservative
-bigotry of their class or group. It is well that the youth of to-day
-should know this, for the knowledge will go far towards steeling him
-against that most insidious form of pressure that comes from the
-intellectual and spiritual prestige of successful and honored men. When
-youth sees that a large part of their success has been simply their
-succumbing to social pressure, and that their honor is based largely
-on the fact that they do not annoy vested interests with proposals or
-agitations for betterment, he will seek to discover new standards of
-success, and find his prophets and guides among the less fortunate,
-perhaps, but among those who have retained their real integrity.
-This numbing palsy of conservative assent which steals over so many
-brilliant<span class="pagenum" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</span> and sincere young men as they are subjected to the influence
-of prestige and authority in their profession is the most dangerous
-disease that threatens youth. It can be resisted only by constant
-criticism and candid vigilance. “Prove all things; hold fast to that
-which is good,” should be the motto of the intellectual life. Only
-by testing and comparing all the ideals that are presented to one is
-it possible to dodge that pressure of authority that would crush the
-soul’s original enthusiasms and beliefs. Not doubt but convention is
-the real enemy of youth.</p>
-
-<p>Yet these spiritual pressures are comparatively easy to dodge when
-one is once awake to them. It is the physical pressure that those in
-power are able to bring to bear upon the dissenter that constitutes
-the real problem. The weak man soon becomes convinced of his hardihood
-and audacity in supposing that his ideas could be more valuable than
-the running tradition, and recants his heresies. But those who stick
-stiff-neckedly out are soon crushed. When the youth is settled in life,
-has trained for his profession and burned his bridges behind him, it
-means a great deal to combat authority. For those in power can make
-use of the economic pressure to force him to conformity.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</span> It is the
-shame of our universities that they are giving constant illustrations
-of this use of arbitrary power, directed usually against nonconformity
-in social and political opinion. Recent examples show the length to
-which even these supposedly enlightened institutions are willing to
-go to prevent social heresy in their midst. Often such harsh measures
-are not needed. A subtle appeal to a man’s honor is effective. “While
-you are a member of a society,” it is said, “it is your duty to think
-in harmony with its ideals and policies. If you no longer agree with
-those ideals, it is your duty to withdraw. You can fight honorably for
-your own ideas only from the outside.” All that need be said about this
-doctrine, so fair and reasonable on the surface, is that it contains
-all the philosophic support that would perpetuate the evil of the
-world forever. For it means attacking vested evil from the weakest
-vantage-point; it means willfully withdrawing to the greatest distance,
-shooting one’s puny arrows at the citadel, and then expecting to
-capture it. It means also to deny any possibility of progress within
-the organization itself. For as soon as dissent from the common inertia
-developed, it would be automatically eliminated. It is a principle,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</span>
-of course, that plays directly into the hands of the conservators. It
-is an appeal to honor that is dishonorable. Let it seduce no man’s
-sincerity!</p>
-
-<p>The principal object of every organization, as every youth soon
-discovers who feels dissatisfaction with the policies of church,
-club, college, or party, is to remain true to type. Each is organized
-with a central vigilance committee, whose ostensible function is
-direction, but whose real business is to resist threatening change
-and keep matters as they are. The ideal is smoothness; every part of
-the machine is expected to run along in its well-oiled groove. Youths
-who have tried to introduce their new ideas into such organizations
-know the weight of this fearful resistance. It seems usually as if
-all the wisdom and experience of these elders had taught them only
-the excellence of doing nothing at all. Their favorite epithet for
-those who have individual opinions is “trouble-makers,” forgetting
-that men do not run the risk of the unpopularity and opprobrium that
-aggressiveness always causes, for the sheer love of making trouble.
-Through an instinct of self-preservation, such an organization always
-places loyalty above truth, the permanence of the organization above
-the permanence of its principles. Even in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</span> churches we are told that to
-alter one’s opinion of a creed to which one has once given allegiance
-is basely to betray one’s higher nature. These are the pressures that
-keep wavering men in the footpaths where they have once put their feet,
-and stunts their truer, growing selves. How many souls a false loyalty
-has blunted none can say; perhaps almost as many as false duty!</p>
-
-<p>In the dodging of these pressures many a man finds the real spiritual
-battle of his life. They are a challenge to all his courage and faith.
-Unless he understands their nature, his defeat will bring despair
-or cynicism. When the group is weak and he is strong, he may resist
-successfully, press back in his turn, actually create a public opinion
-that will support him, and transfuse it all with his new spirit and
-attitude. Fortunate, indeed, is he who can not only dodge these
-pressures but dissolve them! If he is weak and his efforts are useless,
-and the pressure threatens to crush him, he would better withdraw and
-let the organization go to its own diseased perdition. If he can remain
-within without sacrifice to his principles, this is well, for then he
-has a vantage-ground for the enunciation of those principles. Eternal
-vigilance, however, is the price of his liberty.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</span></p>
-
-<p>The secret ambition of the group seems to be to turn out all its
-members as nearly alike as possible. It seeks to create a type to
-which all new adherents shall be moulded. Each group, then, that we
-have relations with is ceaselessly working to mould us to its type and
-pattern. It is this marvellous unseen power that a group has of forming
-after its own image all that come under its influence, that conquers
-men. It has the two instincts of self-preservation and propagation
-strongly developed, and we tend unthinkingly to measure its value in
-terms of its success in the expression of those instincts. Rather
-should it be measured always in terms of its ability to create and
-stimulate varied individuality. This is the new ideal of social life.
-This is what makes it so imperative that young men of to-day should
-recognize and dodge the pressures that would thwart the assertion of
-this ideal. The aim of the group must be to cultivate personality,
-leaving open the road for each to follow his own. The bond of cohesion
-will be the common direction in which those roads point, but this is
-far from saying that all the travelers must be alike. It is enough that
-there be a common aim and a common ideal.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</span></p>
-
-<p>Societies are rarely content with this, however; they demand a close
-mechanical similarity, and a conformity to a reactionary and not a
-progressive type. If we would be resolute in turning our gaze towards
-the common aim, and dodging the pressure of the common pattern, our
-family, business, and social life would be filled with a new spirit. We
-can scarcely imagine the achievement and liberation that would result.
-Individuality would come to its own; it would no longer be suspect.
-Youth would no longer be fettered and bound, but would come to its own
-as the leaven and even leader of life. Men would worship progress as
-they now worship stagnation; their ideal in working together would be a
-living effectiveness instead of a mechanical efficiency.</p>
-
-<p>This gospel is no call to ease and comfort. It is rather one of peril.
-The youth of this generation will not be so lightly seduced, or go so
-innocently into the bonds of conservatism and convention, under the
-impression that they are following the inspired road to success. Their
-consciences will be more delicate. They know now the dangers that
-confront them and the road they are called on to tread. It is not an
-easy road. It is beset with opportunities for real eccentricity, for<span class="pagenum" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</span>
-selfishness, for willfulness, for mere bravado. It would be surprising,
-after the long premium that has been placed on the pattern, not to see
-a reaction in favor of sheer freakishness. Many of our modern radicals
-are examples of this reaction. Yet their method is so sound, their
-goal so clear and noble, their spirit so sincere, that they are true
-pioneers of the new individuality. Their raciness is but the raciness
-of all pioneers everywhere. And much of their irresponsibility is a
-result of that intolerable pressure against which they are revolting.
-They have dodged it, but it dogs them and concentrates itself sullenly
-behind them to punish them for their temerity. The scorn of the world
-hurts and hampers them. That ridicule which the family employed against
-deviation is employed in all large social movements against the
-innovators. Yet slowly and surely the new social ideal makes its way.</p>
-
-<p>It is not a call to the surrendering of obligations, in family
-or business or profession, but it is a call to the criticism of
-obligations. Youth must distinguish carefully between the essential
-duties and the non-essential, between those which make for the
-realization of the best common ideals, and those which make merely for
-the maintenance of a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</span> dogma or unchallenged superstition. By resisting
-the pressures that would warp, do we really best serve society; by
-allowing our free personality to develop, do we contribute most to
-the common good. We must recognize that our real duty is always found
-running in the direction of our worthiest desires. No duty that runs
-rough-shod over the personality can have a legitimate claim upon us. We
-serve by being as well as by doing.</p>
-
-<p>It is easy to distort this teaching into a counsel to unbridled
-selfishness. And that, of course, is the risk. But shall we not
-dare to take the risk? It may be also that in our care to dodge the
-pressures, we may lose all the inestimable influences of good that come
-along mixed in with the hurtful. But shall we not take the risk? Our
-judgments can only grow by exercise; we can only learn by constantly
-discriminating. Self-recognition is necessary to know one’s road, but,
-knowing the road, the price of the mistakes and perils is worth paying.
-The following of that road will be all the discipline one needs.
-Discipline does not mean being moulded by outside forces, but sticking
-to one’s road against the forces that would deflect or bury the soul.
-People speak of finding one’s niche in the world. Society, as we have
-seen, is<span class="pagenum" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</span> one vast conspiracy for carving one into the kind of a statue
-it likes, and then placing it in the most convenient niche it has.
-But for us, not the niche but the open road, with the spirit always
-traveling, always criticizing, always learning, always escaping the
-pressures that threaten its integrity. With its own fresh power it will
-keep strong and <span class="pagenum" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</span>true to the journey’s end.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="XII">XII<br />FOR RADICALS</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</span></p>
-
-
-<p>The great social movement of yesterday and to-day and to-morrow has
-hit us of the younger generation hard. Many of us were early converted
-to a belief in the possibilities of a regenerated social order, and to
-a passionate desire to do something in aid of that regeneration. The
-appeal is not only to our sympathy for the weak and exploited, but also
-to our delight in a healthy, free, social life, to an artistic longing
-for a society where the treasures of civilization may be open to all,
-and to our desire for an environment where we ourselves will be able
-to exercise our capacities, and exert the untrammeled influences which
-we believe might be ours and our fellows’. All these good things the
-social movement seems to demand and seems to offer, and its appeal is
-irresistible. Before the age of machinery was developed, or before
-the structure of our social system and the relations between classes
-and individuals was revealed, the appeal might have been merely
-sentimental. But it is no longer so. The aims of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</span> the social movement
-to-day seem to have all the tremendous power of a practicable ideal.
-To the satisfactions which its separate ideals give to all the finer
-instincts of men is added the overwhelming conviction that those
-satisfactions are most of them realizable here and now by concerted
-methods which are already partly in operation and partially successful.
-It is this union of the idealistic and the efficient that gives the
-movement its hold on the disinterested and serious youth of to-day.</p>
-
-<p>With that conversion has necessarily come the transvaluation of many
-of our social values. No longer can we pay the conventional respect
-to success or join in the common opinions of men and causes. The
-mighty have been pulled down from their seats, and those of low degree
-exalted. We feel only contempt for college presidents, editors, and
-statesmen who stultify their talents and pervert their logical and
-historical knowledge in defending outworn political philosophies and
-economic codes. We can no longer wholly believe in the usefulness
-or significance of those teachers and writers who show themselves
-serenely oblivious to the social problems. We become keen analysts of
-the society around us; we put uncomfortable<span class="pagenum" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</span> questions to our sleek
-and successful elders. We criticize the activities in which they
-engage, the hitherto sacred professions and businesses, and learn to
-distinguish carefully between actually productive work for society,
-work which makes for the material and spiritual well-being of the
-people for whom it is done, and parasitic or wasteful work, which
-simply extends the friction of competition, or lives on the labor or
-profits of others. We distinguish, too, between the instruction and
-writing that consists in handing down unexamined and uncriticized moral
-and political ideas, and ideas that let in the fresh air and sunlight
-to the thick prejudices of men. We come to test the papers we read,
-the teachers we learn from, the professional men we come into contact
-with, by these new standards. Various and surprising are the new
-interweavings we discover, and the contrasts and ironies of the modern
-intellectual life. The childlike innocence in which so many seem still
-to slumber is almost incredible to those whose vision is so clear. The
-mechanical way in which educated men tend to absorb and repeat whole
-systems of formulas is a constant surprise to those whose ideas hum
-and clash and react against each other. But the minds of so<span class="pagenum" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</span> many of
-these men of position seem to run in automatic channels, such that,
-given one set of opinions, one could predict with accuracy their whole
-philosophy of life. Our distrust of their whole spiritual fabric thus
-becomes fundamental. We can no longer take most of them seriously. It
-is true that they are doing the serious work of the world, while we
-do nothing as yet except criticize, and perhaps are doomed to fail
-altogether when we try. To be sure, it is exactly their way of doing
-that serious work that we object to, but still we are the dreamers,
-they the doers; we are the theorists, they the practical achievers. Yet
-the precision of our view will not down; we can see in their boasted
-activity little but a resolute sitting on the lid, a sort of glorified
-routine of keeping the desk clear. And we would rather remain dreamers,
-we feel, than do much of their work. Other values we find are changed.
-We become hopelessly perverted by democracy. We no longer make the
-careful distinctions between the fit and the unfit, the successful and
-the unsuccessful, the effective and the ineffective, the presentable
-and the unpresentable. We are more interested in the influences that
-have produced these seeming differences than in the fact of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</span>
-differences themselves. We classify people by new categories. We look
-for personality, for sincerity, for social sympathy, for democratic
-feeling, for social productiveness, and we interpret success in terms
-of these attainments.</p>
-
-<p>The young radical, then, in such a situation and in possession of these
-new social values, stands on the verge of his career in a mood of
-great perplexity. Two questions he must answer,&mdash;“What is to be done?”
-and “What must I do?” If he has had an education and is given a real
-opportunity for the choice of a vocation, his position is crucial. For
-his education, if it has been in one of the advanced universities, will
-have only tended to confirm his radicalism and render more vivid the
-contrast between the new philosophy which is being crystallized there
-out of modern science and philosophy and the new interpretations of
-history and ethics, and the obscurantist attitude of so many of our
-intellectual guardians. The youth, ambitious and aggressive, desires an
-effective and serviceable career, yet every career open to him seems
-a compromise with the old order. If he has come to see the law as an
-attempt to fit immutable principles of social action on a dynamic
-and ever-growing society; if he has come to see the church<span class="pagenum" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</span> as an
-organization working along the lines of greatest spiritual resistance,
-preaching a personal where the world is crying for a social gospel;
-if he has come to see higher education as an esoteric institution
-of savants, only casually reaching down to touch the mass of people
-with their knowledge and ideas; if he has come to see business as
-a clever way of distributing unearned wealth, and the levying of a
-refined tribute on the property-less workers; if he has come to see
-the press as devoted to bolstering up all these institutions in their
-inefficiency and inertia;&mdash;if he has caught this radical vision of the
-social institutions about him, he will find it hard to fit neatly into
-any of them and let it set its brand upon him. It would seem to be a
-treason not only to society but to his own best self. He would seem to
-have become one of the vast conspiracy to keep things as they are. He
-has spent his youth, perhaps, in studying things as they are in order
-to help in changing them into things as they ought to be, but he is now
-confronted with the question how the change can be accomplished, and
-how he can help in that accomplishment.</p>
-
-<p>The attempt to answer these questions seems at first to bring him to a
-deadlock and to inhibit<span class="pagenum" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</span> all his powers. He desires self-development
-and self-expression, and the only opportunities offered him seem to be
-ways of life and training that will only mock the best social ideals
-that he has. This is the dilemma of latter-day youth, and it is a
-dilemma which is new and original to our own age. Earnest men and
-women have always had before them the task of adjusting themselves
-to this world, of “overcoming the world,” but the proper method has
-always been found in withdrawing from it altogether, or in passing
-through it with as little spot and blemish as possible, not in plunging
-into its activity and attempting to subjugate it to one’s ideals. Yet
-this is the task that the young radical sets for himself. Subjugation
-without compromise! But so many young men and women feel that this is
-impossible. Confident of their sincerity, yet distrustful of their
-strength, eager yet timorous, they stand on the brink, longing to
-serve, but not knowing how, and too likely, through their distrust and
-fears, to make a wreck of their whole lives. They feel somehow that
-they have no right to seek their own welfare or the training of their
-own talents until they have paid that service to society which they
-have learned is its due.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</span></p>
-
-<p>It does not do to tell them that one of their best services will be
-that training. They demand some more direct way of influencing their
-fellows, some short road to radical activity. It would be good for them
-to know that they cannot hope to accomplish very much in radiating
-their ideals without the skill and personality which gives impetus to
-that radiation. Good-will alone has little efficacy. For centuries
-well-wishers of men have shown a touching faith in the power of pure
-ideals to propagate themselves. The tragic failures of the beginnings
-of the social movement itself were largely due to this belief. Great
-efforts ended only in sentimentality. But we have no intention now that
-the fund of intellectual and spiritual energy liberated by radical
-thought in the younger generation shall die away in such ineffective
-efforts. To radiate influence, one’s light must shine before men, and
-it must glow, moreover, with a steady and resolute flame, or men will
-neither see nor believe the good works that are being done.</p>
-
-<p>It would be an easy way out of the dilemma if we could all adopt the
-solution of Kropotkin, the Russian radical writer, and engage in
-radical journalism. This seems to be the most direct<span class="pagenum" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</span> means of bringing
-one’s ideals to the people, to be a real fighting on the firing
-line. It is well to remember, however, that a weak propagandist is a
-hindrance rather than an assistance, and that the social movement needs
-the best of talent, and the skill. This is a challenge to genius, but
-it is also a reminder that those who fight in other ranks than the
-front may do as valiant and worthy service. One of the first lessons
-the young radical has to learn is that influence can be indirect as
-well as direct, and will be strongest when backed by the most glowing
-personality. So that self-cultivation becomes almost a duty, if one
-wants to be effective towards the great end. And not only personality
-but prestige; for the prestige of the person from whom ideals come is
-one of the strongest factors in driving home those ideas to the mind of
-the hearer and making them a motive force in his life. Vested interests
-do not hesitate to make use of the services of college presidents
-and other men of intellectual prestige to give their practices a
-philosophic support; neither should radicals disdain, as many seem to
-disdain, the use of prestige as a vantage-ground from which to hurl
-their dogmas. Even though Kropotkin himself deprecated his useless
-learning, his scientific<span class="pagenum" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</span> reputation has been a great factor in
-spreading his radical ideas.</p>
-
-<p>It is the fashion among some radicals to despise the applause of the
-conventional, unthinking mass, and scorn any success which has that
-appreciation as an ingredient. But this is not the way to influence
-that same crass, unthinking mass or convert it to one’s doctrines. It
-is to alienate at the beginning the heathen to whom the gospel is being
-brought. And even the radical has the right to be wise as a serpent
-and harmless as a dove. He must see merely that his distinctiveness is
-based on real merit and not, as many reputations are, on conformity
-to an established code. Scientific research, engineering, medicine,
-and any honest craft, are vocations where it is hard to win prestige
-without being socially productive; their only disadvantage lies in the
-fact that their activity does not give opportunity for the influence
-of the kind the radical wishes to exert. Art, literature, and teaching
-are perilous; the pressures to conform are deadly, but the triumphs of
-individuality splendid. For one’s daily work lies there directly in
-the line of impressing other minds. The genius can almost swing the
-lash over men’s spirits, and form their ideas for them; he combines<span class="pagenum" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</span>
-enormous prestige with enormous direct influence. Law, the ministry,
-and business seem to be peculiarly deadly; it is hard to see how
-eminence can be attained in those professions except at the cost of
-many of one’s social ideals.</p>
-
-<p>The radical can thus choose his career with full knowledge of the
-social possibilities. Where he is forced by economic necessity to
-engage in distasteful and unsocial work, he may still leave no doubt,
-in the small realm he does illuminate, as to his attitude and his
-purpose, his enthusiasm and his hope. For all his powers and talents
-can be found to contribute something; fusing together they form his
-personality and create his prestige, and it is these that give the
-real impetus and the vital impulse that drive one’s beliefs and ideals
-into the hearts of other men. If he speaks, he will be listened to,
-for it is faith and not doubt that men strain their ears to hear. It
-is the believing word that they are eager to hear. Let the social
-faith be in a youth, and it will leak out in every activity of his
-life, it will permeate his words and color his deeds. The belief and
-the vision are the essentials; these given, there is little need for
-him to worry how he may count in society. He will count in spite of
-himself. He may never know<span class="pagenum" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</span> just how he is counting, he may never hear
-the reverberations of his own personality in others, but reverberate it
-will, and the timbre and resonance will be in proportion to the quality
-and power of that vision.</p>
-
-<p>The first concrete duty of every youth to whom social idealism is more
-than a phrase is to see that he is giving back to society as much
-as or more than he receives, and, moreover, that he is a nourisher
-of the common life and not a drain upon its resources. This was
-Tolstoy’s problem, and his solution to the question&mdash;“What is to be
-done?”&mdash;was&mdash;“Get off the other fellow’s back!” His duty, he found,
-was to arrange his life so that the satisfaction of his needs did not
-involve the servitude or the servility of any of his fellow men; to do
-away with personal servants, and with the articles of useless luxury
-whose production meant the labor of thousands who might otherwise have
-been engaged in some productive and life-bringing work; to make his own
-living either directly from the soil, or by the coöperative exchange of
-services, in professional, intellectual, artistic, or handicraft labor.
-Splendidly sound as this solution is, both ethically and economically,
-the tragic fact remains that so inextricably are<span class="pagenum" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</span> we woven into the
-social web that we cannot live except in some degree at the expense of
-somebody else, and that somebody is too often a man, woman, or even
-little child who gives grudgingly, painfully, a stint of labor that we
-may enjoy. We do not see the labor and the pain, and with easy hearts
-and quiet consciences we enjoy what we can of the good things of life;
-or, if we see the truth, as Tolstoy saw it, we still fancy, like him,
-that we have it in our power to escape the curse by simple living and
-our own labor. But the very food we eat, the clothes we wear, the
-simplest necessities of life with which we provide ourselves, have
-their roots somewhere, somehow, in exploitation and injustice. It is a
-cardinal necessity of the social system under which we live that this
-should be so, where the bulk of the work of the world is done, not for
-human use and happiness, but primarily and directly for the profits of
-masters and owners. We are all tainted with the original sin; we cannot
-escape our guilt. And we can be saved out of it only by the skill and
-enthusiasm which we show in our efforts to change things. We cannot
-help the poisonous soil from which our sustenance springs, but we can
-be laboring mightily at agitating that soil, ploughing it, turning it,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</span>
-and sweetening it, against the day when new seed will be planted and a
-fairer fruitage be produced.</p>
-
-<p>The solution of these dilemmas of radical youth will, therefore, not
-come from a renunciation of the personality or a refusal to participate
-actively in life. Granted the indignation at our world as it is,
-and the vision of the world as it might and ought to be, both the
-heightening of all the powers of the personality and a firm grappling
-with some definite work-activity of life are necessary to make that
-indignation powerful and purging, and to transmute that vision into
-actual satisfaction for our own souls and those of our fellows. It is
-a fallacy of radical youth to demand all or nothing, and to view every
-partial activity as compromise. Either engage in something that will
-bring revolution and transformation all at one blow, or do nothing,
-it seems to say. But compromise is really only a desperate attempt
-to reconcile the irreconcilable. It is not compromise to study to
-understand the world in which one lives, to seek expression for one’s
-inner life, to work to harmonize it and make it an integer, nor is it
-compromise to work in some small sphere for the harmonization of social
-life and the relations between men who work together, a harmonization
-that will bring<span class="pagenum" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</span> democracy into every sphere of life, industrial and
-social.</p>
-
-<p>Radical youth is apt to long for some supreme sacrifice and feels that
-a lesser surrender is worth nothing. But better than sacrifice is
-efficiency! It is absurd to stand perplexedly waiting for the great
-occasion, unwilling to make the little efforts and test the little
-occasions, and unwilling to work at developing the power that would
-make those occasions great. Of all the roads of activity that lie
-before the youth at the threshold of life, one paramount road must be
-taken. This fear that one sees so often in young people, that, if they
-choose one of their talents or interests or opportunities of influence
-and make themselves in it “competent ones of their generation,” they
-must slaughter all the others, is irrational. It is true that the stern
-present demands singleness of purpose and attention. A worthy success
-is impossible to-day if the labor is divided among many interests. In
-a more leisurely time, the soul could encompass many fields, and even
-to-day the genius may conquer and hold at once many spiritual kingdoms.
-But this is simply a stern challenge to us all to make ourselves
-geniuses. For serious and sincere as the desire of radical youth may<span class="pagenum" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</span>
-be to lead the many-sided life, a life without a permanent core of
-active and productive interest, of efficient work in the world, leads
-to dilettantism and triviality. Such efficient work, instead of killing
-the other interests of life, rather fertilizes them and makes them in
-turn enrich the central activity. Instead of feeding on their time, it
-actually creates time for the play of the other interests, which is all
-the sweeter for its preciousness.</p>
-
-<p>Always trying to make sure that the work, apart from the inevitable
-taint of exploitation which is involved in modern work, is socially
-productive, that it actually in some way contributes to the material
-or spiritual welfare of the people for whom it is done, and does not
-simply reiterate old formulas, does not simply extend the friction
-of competition or consist simply in living on the labor and profits
-of others. Such work cannot be found by rule. The situation is a
-real dilemma for the idealistic youth of to-day, and its solution is
-to be worked out in the years to come. It is these crucial dilemmas
-that make this age so difficult to live in, that make life so hard to
-harmonize and integrate. The shock of the crassnesses and crudities of
-the modern social world thrown against<span class="pagenum" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</span> the conventionally satisfying
-picture which that world has formed of itself makes any young life of
-purpose and sincerity a real peril and adventure. There are all sorts
-of spiritual disasters lying in wait for the youth who embarks on the
-perilous ocean of radicalism. The disapproval of those around him is
-likely to be the least of his dangers. It should rather fortify his
-soul than discourage him. Far more dangerous is it that he lose his way
-on the uncharted seas before him, or follow false guides to shipwreck.
-But the solution is not to stay at home, fearful and depressed. It is
-rather to cultivate deliberately the widest knowledge, the broadest
-sympathy, the keenest insight, the most superb skill, and then set
-sail, exulting in one’s resources, and crowding on every inch of sail.</p>
-
-<p>For if the radical life has its perils, it also has its great rewards.
-The strength and beauty of the radical’s position is that he already
-to a large extent lives in that sort of world which he desires. Many
-people there are who would like to live in a world arranged in some
-sort of harmony with socialistic ideals, but who, believing they
-are impossible, dismiss the whole movement as an idle if delightful
-dream. They thus throw away all the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</span> opportunity to have a share
-in the extending of those ideals. They do not see that the gradual
-infiltration of those ideals into our world as it is does brighten and
-sweeten it enormously. They do not know the power and advantage of
-even their “little faith” which their inclinations might give them.
-But the faith of the radical has already transformed the world in
-which he lives. He sees the “muddle” around him, but what he actually
-feels and lives are the germs of the future. His mind selects out the
-living, growing ideas and activities of the socially fruitful that
-exist here and now, and it is with these that his soul keeps company;
-it is to their growth and cultivation that he is responsive. This is
-no illusion that he knows, no living in a pleasing but futile world of
-fancy. For this living the socialistic life as far as he is able, he
-believes has its efficient part in creating that communal life of the
-future. He feels himself, not as an idle spectator of evolution, but as
-an actual co-worker in the process. He does not wait timidly to jump
-until all the others are ready to jump; he jumps now, and anticipates
-that life which all desire, but which most, through inertia, prejudice,
-insufficient knowledge, and feeble sympathy, distrust or despair of.
-He knows that the world runs<span class="pagenum" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</span> largely on a principle of imitation,
-and he launches boldly his personality into society, confident of its
-effect in polarizing the ideas and attitudes of the wistful. Towards
-himself he finds gravitating the sort of people that he would find
-in a regenerated social order. To him come instinctively out of his
-reading and his listening the ideas and events that give promise of
-the actual realization of his ideals. In unlooked-for spots he finds
-the seeds of regeneration already here. In the midst of the sternest
-practicalities he finds blossoming those activities and personalities
-which the unbelieving have told him were impossible in a human world.
-And he finds, moreover, that it is these activities and personalities
-that furnish all the real joy, the real creation, the real life of the
-present. The prophets and the teachers he finds are with him. In his
-camp he finds all those writers and leaders who sway men’s minds to-day
-and make their life, all unconscious as they are of the revolutionary
-character of the message, more rich and dynamic. To live this life of
-his vision practically here in the present is thus the exceeding great
-reward of radical youth. And this life, so potent and glowing amongst
-the crude malignity of modern life, fortifies and stimulates him, and
-gives him<span class="pagenum" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</span> the surety, which is sturdier than any dream or hope, of
-the coming time when this life will permeate and pervade all society
-instead of only a part.</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="XIII">XIII<br />THE COLLEGE: AN INNER VIEW</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</span></p>
-
-
-<p>The undergraduate of to-day, if he reads the magazines, discovers
-that a great many people are worrying seriously about his condition.
-College presidents and official investigators are discussing his
-scholarship, his extra-curricular activities, and his moral stamina.
-Not content with the surface of the matter, they are going deeper and
-are investigating the college itself, its curriculum, the scholarship
-of the instructors, and its adequacy in realizing its high ideal as
-a preparation for life. The undergraduate finds that these observers
-are pretty generally inclined to exonerate him for many of his
-shortcomings, and to lay the blame on the college itself; the system is
-indicted, and not the helpless product.</p>
-
-<p>For this he is grateful, and he realizes that this dissatisfaction
-among educators, this uneasy searching of the academic heart, promises
-well for the education of his children, and for himself if he remains
-in college long enough to get the benefit of the reforms. Meanwhile,
-as he attends recitations<span class="pagenum" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</span> and meetings of undergraduate societies,
-talks with his fellow students and the professors, and reads the
-college papers, he may, even if he can get no hint of the mysterious
-inner circles where the destinies of the students are shaped and great
-questions of policy decided, be able himself to see some of the things
-that complicate college scholarship to-day, from an inner point of
-view which is impossible to the observer looking down from above. He
-may find in the character of the student body itself, and the way in
-which it reacts to what the college offers it, an explanation of some
-of the complications of scholarship that so disturb our critics; and in
-a certain new quality in the spirit of the college, something that is
-beginning to crystallize his own ideals, and to make him count himself
-fortunate that he is receiving his education in this age and no other.
-In the constitution of college society, and in the intellectual and
-spiritual ideals of the teachers, he may find the explanation of why
-the college is as it is, and the inspiration of what the college ought
-to be and is coming to be.</p>
-
-<p>The first thing that is likely to impress the undergraduate is the
-observation that college society is much less democratic than it used
-to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</span> be. It is to be expected, of course, that it will be simply an
-epitome of the society round about it. But the point is, that whereas
-the college of the past was probably more democratic than the society
-about it, the present-day college is very much less democratic.
-Democracy does not require uniformity, but it does require a certain
-homogeneity, and the college to-day is less homogeneous than that of
-our fathers. For the growing preponderance of the cities has meant
-that an ever-increasing proportion of city-bred men go to college, in
-contrast to the past, when the men were drawn chiefly from the small
-towns and country districts. Since social distinctions are very much
-more sharply marked in the city than in the country, this trend has
-been a potent influence in undemocratizing the college. In ordinary
-city life these distinctions are not yet, at least, insistent enough to
-cause any particular class feeling, but in the ideal world of college
-life they become aggravated, and sufficiently acute to cause much
-misunderstanding and ill-feeling. With increasing fashionableness,
-the small college, until recently the stronghold of democracy, is
-beginning to succumb, and to acquire all those delicately devised,
-subtle forms of snobbery which<span class="pagenum" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</span> have hitherto characterized the life
-of the large college. If this tendency continues, the large college
-will have a decided advantage as a preparation for life, for as a rule
-it is situated in a large city, where the environment more nearly
-approximates the environment of after life than does the artificial and
-sheltered life of the small college.</p>
-
-<p>The presence of aliens in large numbers in the big colleges, and
-increasingly in the smaller colleges, is an additional factor in
-complicating the social situation. It ought not to be ignored, for
-it has important results in making the college considerably less
-democratic even than would otherwise be the case. It puts the American
-representatives on the defensive, so that they draw still more closely
-together for self-defense, and pull more tightly their lines of vested
-interest and social and political privilege. The prejudice of race
-can always be successfully appealed to in undergraduate matters,
-even to the extent of beguiling many men with naturally democratic
-consciences into doing things which they would murmur at if called
-on to do as individuals, and not as the protectors of the social
-prestige of the college. The fraternities are of course the centre of
-this vast political system which fills the athletic<span class="pagenum" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</span> managerships,
-selects members of the societies, officers of classes and clubs,
-editors and assistants of publications, and performs generally all
-that indispensable public service of excluding the aliens, the
-unpresentable, and the generally unemployable from activity.</p>
-
-<p>I am aware that most of the colleges pride themselves on the fact
-that the poor man has an equal chance with the rich to-day to win
-extra-curricular honors, and mingle in college society on a perfect
-plane of social equality with the best. It is true, of course, that
-in college as in real life the exceptional man will always rise
-to the top. But this does not alter the fact that there exists at
-too many American colleges a wholesale disfranchisement from any
-participation in the extra-curricular activities, that is not based on
-any recognizable principle of talent or ability. It is all probably
-inherent in the nature of things, and to cavil at it sets one down as
-childish and unpractical. At present it certainly seems inevitable
-and unalterable. The organized efforts of the President recently to
-democratize the social situation at Princeton met with such dull,
-persistent hostility on the part of the alumni that they had to be
-abandoned.</p>
-
-<p>This social situation in the college is not very<span class="pagenum" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</span> often mentioned
-in the usual discussions of college problems, but I have dwelt on
-it here at length because I believe that it has a direct bearing on
-scholarship. For it creates an eternal and irreconcilable conflict
-between scholarship and extra-curricular activities. Scholarship is
-fundamentally democratic. Before the bar of marks and grades, penniless
-adventurer and rich man’s son stand equal. In college society,
-therefore, with its sharply marked social distinctions, scholarship
-fails to provide a satisfactory field for honor and reputation. This
-implies no dislike to scholarship as such on the part of the ruling
-class in college society, but means simply that scholarship forces an
-unwelcome democratic standard on a naturally undemocratic society. This
-class turns therefore to the extra-curricular activities as a superior
-field for distinction, a field where honor will be done a man, not
-only for his ability, but for the undefinable social prestige which he
-brings along with him to college from the outside world. There is thus
-a division of functions,&mdash;the socially fit take the fraternities, the
-managerships, the publications, the societies; the unpresentable take
-the honors and rewards of scholarship. Each class probably gets just
-what it needs for after life.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</span> The division would thus be palpably fair
-were it not for the fact that an invidious distinction gets attached to
-the extra-curricular activities, which turns the energy of many of the
-most capable and talented men, men with real personality and powers of
-leadership, men without a taint of snobbery, into a mad scramble for
-these outside places, with consequent, but quite unintentional, bad
-effects on their scholarship.</p>
-
-<p>The result of all this is, of course, a general lowering of scholarship
-in the college. The ruling class is content with passing marks, and
-has no ambition to excel in scholarship, for it does not feel that the
-attainment of scholars’ honors confers the distinctions upon it that
-it desires. In addition, this listlessness for scholarship serves to
-retard the work of the scholarly portion of the classes; it makes the
-instructor work harder, and clogs up generally the work of the course.
-This listlessness may be partly due to another factor in the situation.
-An ever larger proportion of college students to-day comes from the
-business class, where fifty years ago it came from the professional
-class. This means a difference between the intellectual background of
-the home that the man leaves and of the college to which he comes,
-very<span class="pagenum" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</span> much greater than when college training was still pretty much
-the exclusive property of the professional man or the solid merchant,
-and almost an hereditary matter. For, nowadays, probably a majority
-of undergraduates are sent to college by fathers who have not had a
-college education themselves, but who, reverencing, as all Americans
-do, Education if not Learning, are ambitious that their sons shall
-have its benefits. These parents can well afford to set their sons up
-handsomely so that they shall lose nothing of the well-rounded training
-that makes up college life; and although it is doubtful whether their
-idea of the result is much more than a vague feeling that college
-will give their boys tone, and polish them off much in the way that
-the young ladies’ boarding-school polishes off the girls, they are
-a serious factor to be reckoned with in any discussion of college
-problems.</p>
-
-<p>Most of these young men come thus from homes of conventional religion,
-cheap literature, and lack of intellectual atmosphere, bring few
-intellectual acquisitions with them, and, since they are most of them
-going into business, and will therefore make little practical use of
-these acquisitions in after life, contrive to carry a minimum<span class="pagenum" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</span> away
-with them. In the college courses and talks with their instructors they
-come into an intellectual atmosphere that is so utterly different from
-what they have been accustomed to that, instead of an intellectual
-sympathy between instructor and student, there ensues an intellectual
-struggle that is demoralizing to both. The instructor has sometimes to
-carry on a veritable guerilla warfare of new ideas against the pupils
-in his courses, with a disintegrating effect that is often far from
-happy. If he does not disintegrate, he too often stiffens the youth,
-if of the usually tough traditional cast of mind, into an impregnable
-resolution that defies all new ideas forever after. This divergence
-of ideals and attitudes toward life is one of the most interesting
-complications of scholarship, for it is dramatic and flashes out in the
-class-room, in aspects at times almost startling.</p>
-
-<p>There is still another thing that complicates scholarship, at least in
-the larger colleges that have professional schools. Two or three years
-of regular college work are now required to enter the schools of law,
-medicine, divinity, and education. An undergraduate who looks forward
-to entering these professional schools, too often sees this period of
-college work as a necessary but<span class="pagenum" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</span> troublesome evil which must be gone
-through with as speedily as possible. In his headlong rush he is apt
-to slight his work, or take a badly synthesized course of studies, or,
-in an effort to get all he can while he is in the college, to gorge
-himself with a mass of material that cannot possibly be digested.
-Now, the college work is of course only prescribed in order that the
-professional man may have a broad background of general culture before
-he begins to specialize. Any hurrying through defeats this purpose, and
-renders this preliminary work worse than useless. A college course must
-have a chance to digest if it is to be at all profitable to a man; and
-digestion takes time. Between the listlessness of the business youths
-who have no particular interest in scholarship, and the impetuosity of
-the prospective professional man who wants to get at his tools, the
-ordinary scholar who wants to learn to think, to get a robust sort of
-culture in an orderly and leisurely way, and feel his mental muscles
-growing month by month, gets the worst of it, or at least has little
-attention paid to him. The instructor is so busy, drumming on the
-laggards or restraining the reckless, that the scholar has to work out
-much of his own salvation alone.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</span></p>
-
-<p>Whether or not all this is good for the scholar in cultivating his
-self-reliance, the general level of scholarship certainly suffers.
-Neither the college administration nor the faculties have been
-entirely guiltless, in the past, of yielding before the rising tide
-of extra-curricular activities. Athletics, through the protection,
-supervision, and even financial assistance, of the college, have become
-a thoroughly unwholesome excrescence on college life. They have become
-the nucleus for a perverted college sentiment. College spirit has come
-to mean enthusiasm for the winning of a game, and a college that has
-no football team is supposed to have necessarily no college spirit.
-Pride and loyalty to Alma Mater, the prestige of one’s college, one’s
-own collegiate self-respect, get bound up and dependent upon a winning
-season at athletics. It seems amazing sometimes to the undergraduate
-how the college has surrendered to the student point of view.
-Instructors too often, in meeting students informally, assume that they
-must talk about what is supposed to interest the student rather than
-their own intellectual interests. They do not deceive the student,
-and they do miss a real opportunity to impress their personality upon
-him and to awaken him to a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</span> recognition of a broader world of vital
-interests than athletic scores and records.</p>
-
-<p>If the college would take away its patronage of athletics, which puts
-a direct premium on semi-professionalism, would circumscribe the
-club-house features of the fraternities, and force some more democratic
-method of selection on the undergraduate societies, would it have the
-effect of raising the general level of scholarship? It surely seems
-that such a movement on the part of the college administration would
-result in keeping athletics proportioned directly to the interest that
-the student body took in it, to the extent of their participation
-in it, and the voluntary support that they gave to it, instead of
-to the amount of money that an army of graduate managers and alumni
-associations can raise for it and to the exertions of paid professional
-coaches and volunteer rah-rah boys. This would permit college sentiment
-to flow back into its natural channels, so that the undergraduate might
-begin to feel some pride in the cultural prestige of his college, and
-acquire a new respect for the scholarly achievements of its big men.
-This would mean an awakened interest in scholarship. The limitation of
-extra-curricular activities would mean that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</span> that field would become
-less adequate as a place for acquiring distinction; opportunity would
-be diminished, and it would become more and more difficult to maintain
-social eminence as the <i lang="la" xml:lang="la">sine qua non</i> of campus distinction. Who
-knows but what these activities might be finally abandoned entirely to
-the unpresentable class, and the ruling class seize upon the field of
-scholarship as a surer way of acquiring distinction, since the old gods
-had fled?</p>
-
-<p>If the college is not yet ready to adopt so drastic an attitude, it has
-at least already begun to preach democracy. It is willing to preach
-inspirationally what it cannot yet do actively. In the last few years
-there has been creeping into the colleges in the person of the younger
-teachers a new spirit of positive conviction, a new enthusiasm, that
-makes a college education to-day a real inspiration to the man who
-can catch the message. And at the risk of being considered a traitor
-to his class, the sincere undergraduate of to-day must realize the
-changed attitude, and ally himself with his radical teachers in spirit
-and activity. He then gets an altered view of college life. He begins
-to see the college course as an attempt, as yet not fully organized
-but becoming surer of its purpose as time goes on, to convert the
-heterogeneous<span class="pagenum" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</span> mass of American youth&mdash;scions of a property-getting
-class with an antiquated tradition and ideals that are out of harmony
-with the ideals of the leaders of thought to-day; slightly dispirited
-aliens, whose racial ideals have been torn and confused by the
-disintegrating influences of American life; men of hereditary culture;
-penniless adventurers hewing upward to a profession&mdash;to a democratic,
-realistic, scientific attitude toward life that will harmonize and
-explain the world as a man looks at it, enable him to interpret human
-nature in terms of history and the potentialities of the future, and
-furnish as solid and sure an intellectual and spiritual support as the
-old religious background of our fathers that has been fading these many
-years.</p>
-
-<p>This is the work of the college of to-day, as it was the work of
-the college of fifty years ago to justify the works of God to man.
-The college thus becomes for the first time in American history a
-reorganizing force. It has become thoroughly secularized these last
-twenty years, and now finds arrayed against it, in spirit at least if
-not in open antagonism, the churches and the conservative moulders of
-opinion. The college has a great opportunity before it to become, not
-only the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</span> teacher, but the inspirational centre of the thought and
-ideals of the time.</p>
-
-<p>If to the rising generation our elders rarely seem quite
-contemporaneous in their criticisms of things, we in turn are apt to
-take the ordinary for the unique. We may be simply reading into the
-college our own enthusiasms, and may attribute to the college a new
-attitude when it is ourselves that are different. But I am sure that
-some such ideal is vaguely beginning to crystallize in the minds of the
-younger professors and the older undergraduates, or those who have been
-out in the world long enough to get a slightly objective point of view.
-The passing of the classics has meant much more than a mere change
-in the curriculum of the college; it has meant a complete shifting
-of attitude. The classics as a cultural core about which the other
-disciplines were built up have given place to the social sciences,
-especially history, which is hailed now by some of its enthusiastic
-devotees as the sum of all knowledge. The union of humanistic spirit
-with scientific point of view, which has been longed for these many
-years, seems on the point of being actually achieved, and it is the new
-spirit that the colleges seem to be propagating.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</span></p>
-
-<p>I am sure that it is a democratic spirit. History, economics, and the
-other social sciences are presented as the record of the development
-of human freedom, and the science of man’s social life. We are told
-to look on institutions not as rigid and eternally fixed, but as
-fluid and in the course of evolution to an ever higher cultivation of
-individuality and general happiness, and to cast our thinking on public
-questions into this new mould. A college man is certainly not educated
-to-day unless he gets this democratic attitude. That is what makes the
-aristocratic organization of undergraduate life doubly unfortunate. For
-one of the most valuable opportunities of college life is the chance to
-get acquainted, not politely and distantly, but intimately, with all
-types of men and minds from all parts of the country and all classes
-of society, so that one may learn what the young men of the generation
-are really thinking and hoping. Knowledge of men is an indispensable
-feature of a real education: not a knowledge of their weaknesses, as
-too many seem to mean by the phrase, but knowledge of their strength
-and capabilities, so that one may get the broadest possible sympathy
-with human life as it is actually lived to-day, and not as it is seen
-through the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</span> idealistic glasses of former generations. The association
-only with men of one’s own class, such as the organization of college
-life to-day fosters, is simply fatal to any broad understanding of
-life. The refusal to make the acquaintance while in college of as many
-as possible original, self-dependent personalities, regardless of race
-and social status, is morally suicidal. There are indications, however,
-that the preaching of the democratic gospel is beginning to have its
-influence, in the springing-up of college forums and societies which do
-without the rigid coöptation that has cultivated the cutting one’s self
-off from one’s fellows.</p>
-
-<p>I am sure that it is a scientific spirit. The scientific attitude
-toward life is no longer kept as the exclusive property of the
-technical schools. It has found its way into those studies that have
-been known as humanistic, but, in penetrating, it has become colored
-itself, so that the student is shown the world, not as a relentless
-machine, running according to mechanical laws, but as an organism,
-profoundly modifiable and directive by human will and purpose. He
-learns that the world in which he lives is truly a mechanism, but
-a mechanism that exists for the purpose of turning<span class="pagenum" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</span> out products
-as man shall direct for the enrichment of his own life. He learns
-to appreciate more the application to social life of machinery in
-organization and coöperation; he gets some idea of the forces that
-build up human nature and sway men’s actions. He acquires an impartial
-way of looking at things; effort is made to get him to separate his
-personal prejudices from the larger view, and get an objective vision
-of men and events. The college endeavors with might and main to
-cultivate in him an open-mindedness, so that at twenty-five he will not
-close up to the entrance of new ideas, but will find his college course
-merely introductory to life, a learning of one’s bearings in a great
-world of thought and activity, and an inspiration to a constant working
-for better things.</p>
-
-<p>I am sure that it is a critical spirit. A critical attitude toward
-life is as bad a thing for a boy as it is an indispensable thing for
-an educated man. The college tries to cultivate it gradually in its
-students, so that by the end of his four years a man will have come
-simply not to take everything for granted, but to test and weigh and
-prove ideas and institutions with which he comes in contact. Of course
-the results are unfortunate when<span class="pagenum" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</span> this critical attitude comes with a
-sudden shock so as to be a mere disillusionment, the turning yellow
-of a beautiful world; but it must come if a man is to see wisely and
-understand. The college must teach him to criticize without rancor, and
-see that his cynicism, if that must come too, is purging and cleansing
-and not bitter.</p>
-
-<p>And lastly, I am sure that it is an enthusiastic spirit. The college
-wants to give a man a keen desire for social progress, a love for the
-arts, a delight in sheer thinking, and a confidence in his own powers.
-It will do little good to teach a man about what men have thought and
-done and built unless some spark is kindled, some reaction produced
-that will have consequences for the future; it will do little good
-to teach him about literature and the arts unless some kind of an
-emotional push is imparted to him that will drive him on to teach
-himself further and grow into a larger appreciation of the best; it
-will do little good to enforce scientific discipline unless by it
-the mind is forged into a keener weapon for attacking problems and
-solving them scientifically and not superficially. And it is just this
-enthusiasm that the college, and only the college, can impart. We come
-there to learn from men, not from books.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</span> We could learn from books
-as well at home, but years of individual study will not equal the
-inspirational value of one short term of listening to the words of a
-wise and good man. Only enthusiasm can knit the scattered ideals and
-timorous aspirations into a constructive whole.</p>
-
-<p>Some such spirit as I have endeavored to outline, the college is
-beginning to be infused with to-day; some such spirit the undergraduate
-must get if he is to be in the best sense educated and adequately
-equipped for the complex work of the world. If such a spirit is
-instilled, it almost matters little what the details of his courses
-are, or the mere material of his knowledge. Such an attitude will be a
-sufficient preparation for life, and adequate training for citizenship.
-We want citizens who are enthusiastic thinkers, not docile and
-uncritical followers of tradition; we want leaders of public opinion
-with the scientific point of view: unclassed men, not men like the
-leaders of the passing generation, saturated with class prejudices and
-class ideals.</p>
-
-<p>The college is rapidly revising its curriculum in line with the new
-standards. The movement is so new, to be sure, that things have hardly
-got their bearings yet. Men who graduated only ten years<span class="pagenum" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</span> ago tell me
-that there was nothing like this new spirit when they were in college.
-The student finds a glut of courses, and flounders around for two or
-three years before he gets any poise at all. A judicious mixture of
-compulsory and elective courses seems to be furnishing a helpful guide,
-and a system of honor courses like that recently introduced at Columbia
-provides an admirable means, not only to a more intensive culture, but
-also to the synthesis of intellectual interests that creates a definite
-attitude toward life, and yet for the absence of which so many young
-men of ability and power stand helpless and undecided on the threshold
-of active life. To replace the classics, now irretrievably gone as the
-backbone of the curriculum, the study of history seems an admirable
-discipline, besides furnishing the indispensable background for the
-literary and philosophical studies. Scientific ethics and social
-psychology should occupy an important place in the revised curriculum.
-The college cannot afford to leave the undergraduate to the mercies of
-conventional religion and a shifting moral tradition.</p>
-
-<p>The pedantic, Germanistic type of scholarship is rapidly passing.
-The divisions, between the departments are beginning to break down.
-Already<span class="pagenum" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</span> the younger instructors are finding their ideal professor in
-the man who, while he knows one branch thoroughly, is interested in a
-wide range of subjects. The departments are reacting upon one another;
-both undergraduates and instructors are coming to see intellectual
-life as a whole, and not as a miscellaneous collection of specialized
-chunks of knowledge. The type of man is becoming common who could go to
-almost any other department of the college and give a suggestive and
-interesting, if not erudite, lecture on some subject in connection with
-its work. It is becoming more and more common now that when you touch a
-professor you touch a man and not an intellectual specialty.</p>
-
-<p>The undergraduate himself is beginning to react strongly to this sort
-of scholarship. He catches an inspiration from the men in the faculty
-who exhibit it, and he is becoming expert in separating the sheep from
-the goats. He does not want experiments in educational psychology tried
-upon him: all he demands in his teacher is personality. He wants to
-feel that the instructor is not simply passing on dead knowledge in the
-form it was passed on to him, but that he has assimilated it and has
-read his own experience into it, so that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</span> it has come to mean more to
-him than almost anything in the world.</p>
-
-<p>Professors are fond of saying that they like to have their students
-react to what they bring them; the student in turn likes to feel that
-the professor himself has reacted to what he is teaching. Otherwise his
-teaching is very apt to be in vain. American youth are very much less
-docile than they used to be, and they are little content any longer to
-have second-hand knowledge, a little damaged in transit, thrust upon
-them. The undergraduate wants to feel that the instructor is giving him
-his best all the time, a piece out of the very warp and woof of his own
-thinking.</p>
-
-<p>The problem of the college in the immediate future is thus to make
-these ideals good, to permeate undergraduate society with the new
-spirit, and to raise the level of scholarship by making learning not an
-end in itself but a means to life. The curriculum and administrative
-routine will be seen simply as means to the cultivation of an attitude
-towards life. As the ideals crystallize out and the college becomes
-surer and surer of its purpose, it will find itself leading the thought
-of the age in new channels of conviction and constructive statesmanship
-through its inspirational<span class="pagenum" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</span> influence on the young men of the time.
-Admitting that these ideals are still unorganized and unestablished,
-that in many of the colleges they have hardly begun to appear, while
-even in the larger ones they are little more than tendencies as
-yet,&mdash;is it too much to hope that a few years will see the college
-conscious of its purpose, and already beginning to impose on the rank
-and file of its members, instructors and undergraduates alike, the
-ideals which have been felt this last decade by the more sensitive?</p>
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="XIV">XIV<br />A PHILOSOPHY OF HANDICAP</h2>
-</div>
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</span></p>
-
-
-
-<p>It would not perhaps be thought, ordinarily, that the man whom physical
-disabilities have made so helpless that he is unable to move around
-among his fellows, can bear his lot more happily, even though he suffer
-pain, and face life with a more cheerful and contented spirit, than
-can the man whose handicaps are merely enough to mark him out from the
-rest of his fellows without preventing him from entering with them
-into most of their common affairs and experiences. But the fact is
-that the former’s very helplessness makes him content to rest and not
-to strive. I know a young man so helplessly disabled that he has to be
-carried about, who is happy in reading a little, playing chess, taking
-a course or two in college, and all with the sunniest good-will in
-the world, and a happiness that seems strange and unaccountable to my
-restlessness. He does not cry for the moon.</p>
-
-<p>When the handicapped youth, however, is in full possession of his
-faculties, and can move about<span class="pagenum" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</span> freely, he is perforce drawn into all
-the currents of life. Particularly if he has his own way in the world
-to make, his road is apt to be hard and rugged, and he will penetrate
-to an unusual depth in his interpretation both of the world’s attitude
-toward such misfortunes, and of the attitude toward the world which
-such misfortunes tend to cultivate in men like him. For he has all the
-battles of a stronger man to fight, and he is at a double disadvantage
-in fighting them. He has constantly with him the sense of being obliged
-to make extra efforts to overcome the bad impression of his physical
-defects, and he is haunted with a constant feeling of weakness and
-low vitality which makes effort more difficult and renders him easily
-faint-hearted and discouraged by failure. He is never confident of
-himself, because he has grown up in an atmosphere where nobody has been
-very confident of him; and yet his environment and circumstances call
-out all sorts of ambitions and energies in him which, from the nature
-of his case, are bound to be immediately thwarted. This attitude is
-likely to keep him at a generally low level of accomplishment unless he
-have an unusually strong will, and a strong will is perhaps the last
-thing to develop under such circumstances.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</span></p>
-
-<p>The handicapped man is always conscious that the world does not
-expect very much from him. And it takes him a long time to see in
-this a challenge instead of a firm pressing down to a low level of
-accomplishment. As a result, he does not expect very much of himself;
-he is timid in approaching people, and distrustful of his ability to
-persuade and convince. He becomes extraordinarily sensitive to other
-people’s first impressions of him. Those who are to be his friends he
-knows instantly, and further acquaintance adds little to the intimacy
-and warm friendship that he at once feels for them. On the other hand,
-those who do not respond to him immediately cannot by any effort either
-on his part or theirs overcome that first alienation.</p>
-
-<p>This sensitiveness has both its good and its bad sides. It makes
-friendship the most precious thing in the world to him, and he finds
-that he arrives at a much richer and wider intimacy with his friends
-than do ordinary men with their light, surface friendships, based on
-good fellowship or the convenience of the moment. But on the other hand
-this sensitiveness absolutely unfits him for business and the practice
-of a profession, where one must be “all things to all men,” and the
-professional<span class="pagenum" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</span> manner is indispensable to success. For here, where he
-has to meet a constant stream of men of all sorts and conditions, his
-sensitiveness to these first impressions will make his case hopeless.
-Except with those few who by some secret sympathy will seem to respond,
-his physical deficiencies will stand like a huge barrier between his
-personality and other men’s. The magical good fortune of attractive
-personal appearance makes its way almost without effort in the world,
-breaking down all sorts of walls of disapproval and lack of interest.
-Even the homely person can attract by personal charm.</p>
-
-<p>The doors of the handicapped man are always locked, and the key is
-on the outside. He may have treasures of charm inside, but they will
-never be revealed unless the person outside coöperates with him in
-unlocking the door. A friend becomes, to a much greater degree than
-with the ordinary man, the indispensable means of discovering one’s own
-personality. One only exists, so to speak, with friends. It is easy
-to see how hopelessly such a sensitiveness incapacitates a man for
-business, professional or social life, where the hasty and superficial
-impression is everything, and disaster is the fate of the man who has
-not all the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</span> treasures of his personality in the front window, where
-they can be readily inspected and appraised.</p>
-
-<p>It thus takes the handicapped man a long time to get adjusted to his
-world. Childhood is perhaps the hardest time of all. As a child he is
-a strange creature in a strange land. It was my own fate to be just
-strong enough to play about with the other boys, and attempt all their
-games and “stunts,” without being strong enough actually to succeed in
-any of them. It never used to occur to me that my failures and lack of
-skill were due to circumstances beyond my control, but I would always
-impute them, in consequence of my rigid Calvinistic bringing-up, I
-suppose, to some moral weakness of my own. I suffered tortures in
-trying to learn to skate, to climb trees, to play ball, to conform
-in general to the ways of the world. I never resigned myself to the
-inevitable, but over-exerted myself constantly in a grim determination
-to succeed. I was good at my lessons, and through timidity rather
-than priggishness, I hope, a very well-behaved boy at school; I was
-devoted, too, to music, and learned to play the piano pretty well. But
-I despised my reputation for excellence in these things, and instead of
-adapting myself philosophically to the situation, I strove and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</span> have
-been striving ever since to do the things I could not.</p>
-
-<p>As I look back now it seems perfectly natural that I should have
-followed the standards of the crowd, and loathed my high marks in
-lessons and deportment, and the concerts to which I was sent by my
-aunt, and the exhibitions of my musical skill that I had to give
-before admiring ladies. Whether or not such an experience is typical
-of handicapped children, there is tragedy there for those situated as
-I was. For had I been a little weaker physically, I should have been
-thrown back on reading omnivorously and cultivating my music, with
-some possible results; while if I had been a little stronger, I could
-have participated in the play on an equal footing with the rest. As it
-was, I simply tantalized myself, and grew up with a deepening sense of
-failure, and a lack of pride in that at which I really excelled.</p>
-
-<p>When the world became one of dances and parties and social evenings and
-boy-and-girl attachments,&mdash;the world of youth,&mdash;I was to find myself
-still less adapted to it. And this was the harder to bear because I was
-naturally sociable, and all these things appealed tremendously to me.
-This world of admiration and gayety and smiles and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_345">[Pg 345]</span> favors and quick
-interest and companionship, however, is only for the well-begotten
-and the debonair. It was not through any cruelty or dislike, I think,
-that I was refused admittance; indeed they were always very kind
-about inviting me. But it was more as if a ragged urchin had been
-asked to come and look through the window at the light and warmth of
-a glittering party; I was truly in the world, but not of the world.
-Indeed there were times when one would almost prefer conscious cruelty
-to this silent, unconscious, gentle oblivion. And this is the tragedy,
-I suppose, of all the ill-favored and unattractive to a greater or less
-degree; the world of youth is a world of so many conventions, and the
-abnormal in any direction is so glaringly and hideously abnormal.</p>
-
-<p>Although it took me a long time to understand this, and I continued
-to attribute my failure mostly to my own character, trying hard to
-compensate for my physical deficiencies by skill and cleverness, I
-suffered comparatively few pangs, and got much better adjusted to this
-world than to the other. For I was older, and I had acquired a lively
-interest in all the social politics; I would get so interested in
-watching how people behaved, and in sizing them up, that only at rare
-intervals<span class="pagenum" id="Page_346">[Pg 346]</span> would I remember that I was really having no hand in the
-game. This interest just in the ways people are human, has become more
-and more a positive advantage in my life, and has kept sweet many a
-situation that might easily have cost me a pang. Not that a person with
-disabilities should be a sort of detective, evil-mindedly using his
-social opportunities for spying out and analyzing his friends’ foibles,
-but that, if he does acquire an interest in people quite apart from
-their relation to him, he may go into society with an easy conscience
-and a certainty that he will be entertained and possibly entertaining,
-even though he cuts a poor enough social figure. He must simply not
-expect too much.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps the bitterest struggles of the handicapped man come when he
-tackles the business world. If he has to go out for himself to look
-for work, without fortune, training, or influence, as I personally
-did, his way will indeed be rugged. His disability will work against
-him for any position where he must be much in the eyes of men, and his
-general insignificance has a subtle influence in convincing those to
-whom he applies that he is unfitted for any kind of work. As I have
-suggested, his keen sensitiveness to other people’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_347">[Pg 347]</span> impressions of him
-makes him more than usually timid and unable to counteract that fatal
-first impression by any display of personal force and will. He cannot
-get his personality over across that barrier. The cards seem stacked
-against him from the start. With training and influence something
-might be done, but alone and unaided his case is almost hopeless. The
-attitude toward him ranges from, “You can’t expect us to create a place
-for you,” to, “How could it enter your head that we should find any use
-for you?” He is discounted at the start: it is not business to make
-allowances for anybody; and while people are not cruel or unkind, it is
-the hopeless finality of the thing that fills one’s heart with despair.</p>
-
-<p>The environment of a big city is perhaps the worst possible that a
-man in such a situation could have. For the thousands of seeming
-opportunities lead one restlessly on and on, and keep one’s mind
-perpetually unsettled and depressed. There is a poignant mental torture
-that comes with such an experience,&mdash;the urgent need, the repeated
-failure, or rather the repeated failure even to obtain a chance to
-fail, the realization that those at home can ill afford to have you
-idle, the growing dread of encountering people,&mdash;all this<span class="pagenum" id="Page_348">[Pg 348]</span> is something
-that those who have never been through it can never realize. Personally
-I know of no particular way of escape. One can expect to do little by
-one’s own unaided efforts. I solved my difficulties only by evading
-them, by throwing overboard some of my responsibility, and taking the
-desperate step of entering college on a scholarship. Desultory work
-is not nearly so humiliating when one is using one’s time to some
-advantage, and college furnishes an ideal environment where the things
-at which a man handicapped like myself can succeed really count. One’s
-self-respect can begin to grow like a weed.</p>
-
-<p>For at the bottom of all the difficulties of a man like me is really
-the fact that his self-respect is so slow in growing up. Accustomed
-from childhood to being discounted, his self-respect is not naturally
-very strong, and it would require pretty constant success in a
-congenial line of work really to confirm it. If he could only more
-easily separate the factors that are due to his physical disability
-from those that are due to his weak will and character, he might
-more quickly attain self-respect, for he would realize what he is
-responsible for, and what he is not. But at the beginning he rarely
-makes allowances for himself; he is his own<span class="pagenum" id="Page_349">[Pg 349]</span> severest judge. He longs
-for a “strong will,” and yet the experience of having his efforts
-promptly nipped off at the beginning is the last thing on earth to
-produce that will.</p>
-
-<p>If the handicapped youth is brought into harsh and direct touch with
-the real world, life proves a much more complex thing to him than to
-the ordinary man. Many of his inherited platitudes vanish at the first
-touch. Life appears to him as a grim struggle, where ability does not
-necessarily mean opportunity and success, nor piety sympathy, and where
-helplessness cannot count on assistance and kindly interest. Human
-affairs seem to be running on a wholly irrational plan, and success
-to be founded on chance as much as on anything. But if he can stand
-the first shock of disillusionment, he may find himself enormously
-interested in discovering how they actually do run, and he will want
-to burrow into the motives of men, and find the reasons for the crass
-inequalities and injustices of the world he sees around him. He has
-practically to construct anew a world of his own, and explain a great
-many things to himself that the ordinary person never dreams of finding
-unintelligible at all. He will be filled with a profound sympathy
-for all who are despised and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_350">[Pg 350]</span> ignored in the world. When he has been
-through the neglect and struggles of a handicapped and ill-favored man
-himself, he will begin to understand the feelings of all the horde of
-the unpresentable and the unemployable, the incompetent and the ugly,
-the queer and crotchety people who make up so large a proportion of
-human folk.</p>
-
-<p>We are perhaps too prone to get our ideas and standards of worth from
-the successful, without reflecting that the interpretations of life
-which patriotic legend, copy-book philosophy, and the sayings of the
-wealthy give us, are pitifully inadequate for those who fall behind in
-the race. Surely there are enough people to whom the task of making a
-decent living and maintaining themselves and their families in their
-social class, or of winning and keeping the respect of their fellows,
-is a hard and bitter task, to make a philosophy gained through personal
-disability and failure as just and true a method of appraising the life
-around us as the cheap optimism of the ordinary professional man. And
-certainly a kindlier, for it has no shade of contempt or disparagement
-about it.</p>
-
-<p>It irritates me as if I had been spoken of contemptuously myself, to
-hear people called “common” or “ordinary,” or to see that deadly and
-delicate<span class="pagenum" id="Page_351">[Pg 351]</span> feeling for social gradations crop out, which so many of our
-upper middle-class women seem to have. It makes me wince to hear a man
-spoken of as a failure, or to have it said of one that he “doesn’t
-amount to much.” Instantly I want to know why he has not succeeded, and
-what have been the forces that have been working against him. He is
-the truly interesting person, and yet how little our eager-pressing,
-on-rushing world cares about such aspects of life, and how hideously
-though unconsciously cruel and heartless it usually is!</p>
-
-<p>Often I had tried in argument to show my friends how much of
-circumstance and chance go to the making of success; and when I reached
-the age of sober reading, a long series of the works of radical social
-philosophers, beginning with Henry George, provided me with the
-materials for a philosophy which explained why men were miserable and
-overworked, and why there was on the whole so little joy and gladness
-among us,&mdash;and which fixed the blame. Here was suggested a goal, and a
-definite glorious future, toward which all good men might work. My own
-working hours became filled with visions of how men could be brought
-to see all that this meant, and how I in particular<span class="pagenum" id="Page_352">[Pg 352]</span> might work some
-great and wonderful thing for human betterment. In more recent years,
-the study of history and social psychology and ethics has made those
-crude outlines sounder and more normal, and brought them into a saner
-relation to other aspects of life and thought, but I have not lost the
-first glow of enthusiasm, nor my belief in social progress as the first
-right and permanent interest for every thinking and true-hearted man or
-woman.</p>
-
-<p>I am ashamed that my experience has given me so little chance to count
-in any way either toward the spreading of such a philosophy or toward
-direct influence and action. Nor do I yet see clearly how I shall be
-able to count effectually toward this ideal. Of one thing I am sure,
-however: that life will have little meaning for me except as I am
-able to contribute toward some such ideal of social betterment, if
-not in deed, then in word. For this is the faith that I believe we
-need to-day, all of us,&mdash;a truly religious belief in human progress,
-a thorough social consciousness, an eager delight in every sign and
-promise of social improvement, and best of all, a new spirit of courage
-that will dare. I want to give to the young men whom I see,&mdash;who, with
-fine intellect and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_353">[Pg 353]</span> high principles, lack just that light of the future
-on their faces that would give them a purpose and meaning in life,&mdash;to
-them I want to give some touch of this philosophy, that will energize
-their lives, and save them from the disheartening effects of that
-poisonous counsel of timidity and distrust of human ideals which pours
-out in steady stream from reactionary press and pulpit.</p>
-
-<p>It is hard to tell just how much of this philosophy has been due to
-handicap. If it is solely to that that I owe its existence, the price
-has not been a heavy one to pay. For it has given me something that I
-should not know how to be without. For, however gained, this radical
-philosophy has not only made the world intelligible and dynamic to
-me, but has furnished me with the strongest spiritual support. I know
-that many people, handicapped by physical weakness and failure, find
-consolation and satisfaction in a very different sort of faith,&mdash;in
-an evangelical religion, and a feeling of close dependence on God
-and close communion with him. But my experience has made my ideal of
-character militant rather than long-suffering.</p>
-
-<p>I very early experienced a revulsion against the rigid Presbyterianism
-in which I had been brought<span class="pagenum" id="Page_354">[Pg 354]</span> up,&mdash;a purely intellectual revulsion, I
-believe, because my mind was occupied for a long time afterwards with
-theological questions, and the only feeling that entered into it was a
-sort of disgust at the arrogance of damning so great a proportion of
-the human race. I read T. W. Higginson’s “The Sympathy of Religions”
-with the greatest satisfaction, and attended the Unitarian church
-whenever I could slip away. This faith, while it still appeals to me,
-seems at times a little too static and refined to satisfy me with
-completeness. For some time there was a considerable bitterness in my
-heart at the narrowness of the people who could still find comfort in
-the old faith. Reading Buckle and Oliver Wendell Holmes gave me a new
-contempt for “conventionality,” and my social philosophy still further
-tortured me by throwing the burden for the misery of the world on these
-same good neighbors. And all this, although I think I did not make a
-nuisance of myself, made me feel a spiritual and intellectual isolation
-in addition to my more or less effective physical isolation.</p>
-
-<p>Happily these days are over. The world has righted itself, and I have
-been able to appreciate and realize how people count in a social and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_355">[Pg 355]</span>
-group capacity as well as in an individual and personal one, and to
-separate the two in my thinking. Really to believe in human nature
-while striving to know the thousand forces that warp it from its ideal
-development,&mdash;to call for and expect much from men and women, and not
-to be disappointed and embittered if they fall short,&mdash;to try to do
-good with people rather than to them,&mdash;this is my religion on its human
-side. And if God exists, I think that He must be in the warm sun, in
-the kindly actions of the people we know and read of, in the beautiful
-things of art and nature, and in the closeness of friendships. He may
-also be in heaven, in life, in suffering, but it is only in these
-simple moments of happiness that I feel Him and know that He is there.</p>
-
-<p>Death I do not understand at all. I have seen it in its crudest, most
-irrational forms, where there has seemed no excuse, no palliation. I
-have only known that if we were more careful, and more relentless in
-fighting evil, if we knew more of medical science, such things would
-not be. I know that a sound body, intelligent care and training,
-prolong life, and that the death of a very old person is neither sad
-nor shocking, but sweet and fitting. I see in death a perpetual warning
-of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_356">[Pg 356]</span> how much there is to be known and done in the way of human progress
-and betterment. And equally, it seems to me, is this true of disease.
-So all the crises and deeper implications of life seem inevitably to
-lead back to that question of social improvement, and militant learning
-and doing.</p>
-
-<p>This, then, is the goal of my religion,&mdash;the bringing of fuller, richer
-life to more people on this earth. All institutions and all works that
-do not have this for their object are useless and pernicious. And
-this is not to be a mere philosophic precept which may well be buried
-under a host of more immediate matter, but a living faith, to permeate
-one’s thought, and transfuse one’s life. Prevention must be the method
-against evil. To remove temptation from men, and to apply the stimulus
-which shall call forth their highest endeavors,&mdash;these seem to me the
-only right principles of ethical endeavor. Not to keep waging the
-age-long battle with sin and poverty, but to make the air around men
-so pure that foul lungs cannot breathe it,&mdash;this should be our noblest
-religious aim.</p>
-
-<p>Education, knowledge and training,&mdash;I have felt so keenly my lack
-of these things that I count them as the greatest of means toward
-making life<span class="pagenum" id="Page_357">[Pg 357]</span> noble and happy. The lack of stimulus has tended with me
-to dissipate the power which might otherwise have been concentrated
-in some one productive direction. Or perhaps it was the many weak
-stimuli that constantly incited me and thus kept me from following one
-particular bent. I look back on what seems a long waste of intellectual
-power, time frittered away in groping and moping, which might easily
-have been spent constructively. A defect in one of the physical senses
-often means a keener sensitiveness in the others, but it seems that
-unless the sphere of action that the handicapped man has is very much
-narrowed, his intellectual ability will not grow in compensation for
-his physical defects. He will always feel that, had he been strong or
-even successful, he would have been further advanced intellectually,
-and would have attained greater command over his powers. For his mind
-tends to be cultivated extensively, rather than intensively. He has so
-many problems to meet, so many things to explain to himself, that he
-acquires a wide rather than a profound knowledge. Perhaps eventually,
-by eliminating most of these interests as practicable fields, he may
-tie himself down to one line of work; but at first he is pretty apt
-to find his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_358">[Pg 358]</span> mind rebellious. If he is eager and active, he will get
-a smattering of too many things, and his imperfect, badly trained
-organism will make intense application very difficult.</p>
-
-<p>Now that I have talked a little of my philosophy of life, particularly
-about what I want to put into it, there is something to be said also
-of its enjoyment, and what I may hope to get out of it. I have said
-that my ideal of character was militant rather than long-suffering.
-It is true that my world has been one of failure and deficit,&mdash;I have
-accomplished practically nothing alone, and until my college life freed
-me could count only two or three instances where I had received kindly
-counsel and suggestion; moreover it still seems a miracle to me that
-money can be spent for anything beyond the necessities without being
-first carefully weighed and pondered over,&mdash;but it has not been a
-world of suffering and sacrifice, my health has been almost criminally
-perfect in the light of my actual achievement, and life has appeared
-to me, at least since my more pressing responsibilities were removed,
-as a challenge and an arena, rather than a vale of tears. I do not
-like the idea of helplessly suffering one’s misfortunes, of passively
-bearing one’s lot. The Stoics<span class="pagenum" id="Page_359">[Pg 359]</span> depress me. I do not want to look on my
-life as an eternal making the best of a bad bargain. Granting all the
-circumstances, admitting all my disabilities, I want too to “warm both
-hands before the fire of life.” What satisfactions I have, and they are
-many and precious, I do not want to look on as compensations, but as
-positive goods.</p>
-
-<p>The difference between what the strongest of the strong and the most
-winning of the attractive can get out of life, and what I can, is after
-all so slight. Our experiences and enjoyments, both his and mine, are
-so infinitesimal compared with the great mass of possibilities; and
-there must be a division of labor. If he takes the world of physical
-satisfactions and of material success, I at least can occupy the far
-richer kingdom of mental effort and artistic appreciation. And on the
-side of what we are to put into life, although I admit that achievement
-on my part will be harder relatively to encompass than on his, at least
-I may have the field of artistic creation and intellectual achievement
-for my own. Indeed, as one gets older, the fact of one’s disabilities
-fades dimmer and dimmer away from consciousness. One’s enemy is now
-one’s own weak will,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_360">[Pg 360]</span> and the struggle is to attain the artistic ideal
-one has set.</p>
-
-<p>But one must have grown up, to get this attitude. And that is the best
-thing the handicapped man can do. Growing up will have given him one of
-the greatest satisfactions of his life, and certainly the most durable
-one. It will mean at least that he is out of the woods. Childhood has
-nothing to offer him; youth little more. They are things to be gotten
-through with as soon as possible. For he will not understand, and he
-will not be understood. He finds himself simply a bundle of chaotic
-impulses and emotions and ambitions, very few of which, from the nature
-of the case, can possibly be realized or satisfied. He is bound to be
-at cross-grains with the world, and he has to look sharp that he does
-not grow up with a bad temper and a hateful disposition, and become
-cynical and bitter against those who turn him away. But grown up, his
-horizon will broaden; he will get a better perspective, and will not
-take the world so seriously as he used to, nor will failure frighten
-him so much. He can look back and see how inevitable it all was, and
-understand how precarious and problematic even the best regulated of
-human affairs may be. And if he feels that there were<span class="pagenum" id="Page_361">[Pg 361]</span> times when he
-should have been able to count upon the help and kindly counsel of
-relatives and acquaintances who remained dumb and uninterested, he will
-not put their behavior down as proof of the depravity of human nature,
-but as due to an unfortunate blindness which it will be his work to
-avoid in himself by looking out for others when he has the power.</p>
-
-<p>When he has grown up, he will find that people of his own age and
-experience are willing to make those large allowances for what is out
-of the ordinary, which were impossible to his younger friends, and
-that grown-up people touch each other on planes other than the purely
-superficial. With a broadening of his own interests, he will find
-himself overlapping other people’s personalities at new points, and
-will discover with rare delight that he is beginning to be understood
-and appreciated,&mdash;at least to a greater degree than when he had to
-keep his real interests hid as something unusual. For he will begin to
-see in his friends, his music and books, and his interest in people
-and social betterment, his true life; many of his restless ambitions
-will fade gradually away, and he will come to recognize all the more
-clearly some true ambition of his life that is within the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_362">[Pg 362]</span> range of
-his capabilities. He will have built up his world, and have sifted
-out the things that are not going to concern him, and participation
-in which will only serve to vex and harass him. He may well come to
-count his disabilities even as a blessing, for it has made impossible
-to him at last many things in the pursuit of which he would only
-fritter away his time and dissipate his interest. He must not think
-of “resigning himself to his fate”; above all, he must insist on his
-own personality. For once really grown up, he will find that he has
-acquired self-respect and personality. Grown-upness, I think, is not a
-mere question of age, but of being able to look back and understand and
-find satisfaction in one’s experience, no matter how bitter it may have
-been.</p>
-
-<p>So to all the handicapped and the unappreciated, I would say,&mdash;Grow up
-as fast as you can. Cultivate the widest interests you can, and cherish
-all your friends. Cultivate some artistic talent, for you will find
-it the most durable of satisfactions, and perhaps one of the surest
-means of livelihood as well. Achievement is, of course, on the knees of
-the gods; but you will at least have the thrill of trial, and, after
-all, not to try is to fail. Taking your disabilities for granted, and
-assuming constantly<span class="pagenum" id="Page_363">[Pg 363]</span> that they are being taken for granted, make your
-social intercourse as broad and as constant as possible. Do not take
-the world too seriously, nor let too many social conventions oppress
-you. Keep sweet your sense of humor, and above all do not let any
-morbid feelings of inferiority creep into your soul. You will find
-yourself sensitive enough to the sympathy of others, and if you do not
-find people who like you and are willing to meet you more than halfway,
-it will be because you have let your disability narrow your vision and
-shrink up your soul. It will be really your own fault, and not that of
-your circumstances. In a word, keep looking outward; look out eagerly
-for those things that interest you, for people who will interest you
-and be friends with you, for new interests and for opportunities to
-express yourself. You will find that your disability will come to have
-little meaning for you, that it will begin to fade quite completely out
-of your sight; you will wake up some fine morning and find yourself,
-after all the struggles that seemed so bitter to you, really and truly
-adjusted to the world.</p>
-
-<p>I am perhaps not yet sufficiently out of the wilderness to utter all
-these brave words. For, I must confess, I find myself hopelessly
-dependent<span class="pagenum" id="Page_364">[Pg 364]</span> on my friends and my environment. My friends have come to
-mean more to me than almost anything else in the world. If it is far
-harder work to make friendships quickly, at least friendships once
-made have a depth and intimacy quite beyond ordinary attachments. For
-a man such as I am has little prestige; people do not feel the need of
-impressing him. They are genuine and sincere, talk to him freely about
-themselves, and are generally far less reticent about revealing their
-real personality and history and aspirations. And particularly is this
-so in friendships with young women. I have found their friendships the
-most delightful and satisfying of all. For all that social convention
-that insists that every friendship between a young man and woman must
-be on a romantic basis is necessarily absent in our case. There is
-no fringe around us to make our acquaintance anything but a charming
-companionship. With all my friends, the same thing is true. The first
-barrier of strangeness broken down, our interest is really in each
-other, and not in what each is going to think of the other, how he is
-to be impressed, or whether we are going to fall in love with each
-other. When one of my friends moves away, I feel as if a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_365">[Pg 365]</span> great hole
-had been left in my life. There is a whole side of my personality that
-I cannot express without him. I shudder to think of any change that
-will deprive me of their constant companionship. Without friends I
-feel as if even my music and books and interests would turn stale on
-my hands. I confess that I am not grown up enough to get along without
-them.</p>
-
-<p>But if I am not yet out of the wilderness, at least I think I see the
-way to happiness. With health and a modicum of achievement, I shall
-not see my lot as unenviable. And if misfortune comes, it will only
-be something flowing from the common lot of men, not from my own
-particular disability. Most of the difficulties that flow from that
-I flatter myself I have met by this time of my twenty-fifth year,
-have looked full in the face, have grappled with, and find in no wise
-so formidable as the world usually deems them,&mdash;no bar to my real
-ambitions and ideals.</p>
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