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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Witch’s Head, by H. Rider Haggard
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-Title: The Witch’s Head
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-Author: H. Rider Haggard
-
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-
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-[Most recently updated: October 16, 2021]
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WITCH’S HEAD ***
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-The Witch’s Head
-
-by H. Rider Haggard
-
-
-AUTHOR OF
-
-“DAWN,” “MR. MEESON’S WILL,” “ALLAN’S
-WIFE,” “KING SOLOMON’S MINES,” “SHE,”
-“JESS,” ETC. ETC.
-
-
-WITH SIXTEEN FULL-PAGE ILLUSTRATIONS BY CHARLES KERR,
-REPRODUCED BY BOUSSOD, VALADON ET CIE, OF PARIS
-
-TWENTY-SIXTH THOUSAND
-
-LONDON
-SPENCER BLACKETT
-MILTON HOUSE, 35 ST. BRIDE STREET, LUDGATE CIRCUS
-[_All rights reserved_]
-
-
-Contents
-
- BOOK I.
- CHAPTER I. ERNEST’S APPEARANCE
- CHAPTER II. REGINALD CARDUS, ESQ., MISANTHROPE
- CHAPTER III. OLD DUM’S NESS
- CHAPTER IV. BOYS TOGETHER
- CHAPTER V. EVA’S PROMISE
- CHAPTER VI. JEREMY FALLS IN LOVE
- CHAPTER VII. ERNEST IS INDISCREET
- CHAPTER VIII. A GARDEN IDYL
- CHAPTER IX. EVA FINDS SOMETHING
- CHAPTER X. WHAT EVA FOUND
- CHAPTER XI. DEEP WATERS
- CHAPTER XII. DEEPER YET
- CHAPTER XIII. MR. CARDUS UNFOLDS HIS PLANS
- CHAPTER XIV. GOOD-BYE
- CHAPTER XV. ERNEST GETS INTO TROUBLE
- CHAPTER XVI. MADAME’S WORK
-
- BOOK II.
- CHAPTER I. MY POOR EVA
- CHAPTER II. THE LOCUM TENENS
- CHAPTER III. EVA TAKES A DISTRICT
- CHAPTER IV. JEREMY’S IDEA OF A SHAKING
- CHAPTER V. FLORENCE ON MARRIAGE
- CHAPTER VI. MR. PLOWDEN GOES A-WOOING
- CHAPTER VII. OVER THE WATER
- CHAPTER VIII. A HOMERIC COMBAT
- CHAPTER IX. ERNEST’S LOVE-LETTER
- CHAPTER X. A WAY OF ESCAPE
- CHAPTER XI. FOUND WANTING
- CHAPTER XII. ERNEST RUNS AWAY
- CHAPTER XIII. MR. PLOWDEN ASSERTS HIS RIGHTS
- CHAPTER XIV. THE VIRGIN MARTYR
- CHAPTER XV. HANS’S CITY OF REST
- CHAPTER XVI. ERNEST ACCEPTS A COMMISSION
- CHAPTER XVII. HANS PROPHESIES EVIL
- CHAPTER XVIII. MR. ALSTON’S VIEWS
- CHAPTER XIX. ISANDHLWANA
- CHAPTER XX. THE END OF ALSTON’S HORSE
-
- BOOK III.
- CHAPTER I. THE CLIFFS OF OLD ENGLAND
- CHAPTER II. ERNEST’S EVIL DESTINY
- CHAPTER III. INTROSPECTIVE
- CHAPTER IV. AFTER MANY DAYS
- CHAPTER V. HOME AGAIN
- CHAPTER VI. HOW IT ALL CAME ABOUT
- CHAPTER VII. MAZOOKU’S FAREWELL
- CHAPTER VIII. R. CARDUS ACCOMPLISHES HIS REVENGE
- CHAPTER IX. MAD ATTERLEIGH’S LAST RIDE
- CHAPTER X. DOROTHY’S TRIUMPH
-
-
-
-
-“Swell out, sad harmonies,
-From the slow cadence of the gathering years;
-For Life is bitter-sweet, yet bounds the flood
-Of human fears.
-A death-crowned queen, from her hid throne she scatters
-Smiles and tears
-
-Until Time turn aside,
-And we slip past him towards the wide increase
-Of all things beautiful, then finding there
-Our rest and peace;
-The mournful strain is ended. Sorrow and song
-Together cease.”
-
-A. M. BARBER.
-
-
-
-
-ILLUSTRATIONS
-
- THE WITCH’S HEAD
- HE CLENCHED HIS FISTS AND SHOOK THEM TOWARDS THE DOOR
- “_BY GEORGE!_”
- “O, RADIANT-WINGED HOUR!”
- HUGH KERSHAW FLUNG UP HIS ARMS, WILDLY
- A SHAPELY KAFIR GIRL
- THE RESULT WAS STARTLING
- THIS WAS INDEED A DAVID
- HE SLOWLY LIFTED THE PISTOL TOWARDS HIS HEAD
- MR. PLOWDEN LEFT THE HOUSE, WHITE WITH FURY
- ERNEST DID A BRAVE THING
- THE LAST CHARGE OF ALSTON’S HORSE
- HE FOUND HIM LYING ON THE GROUND, WHITE AND STILL
- AFTER MANY DAYS
- MAZOOKU’S FAREWELL
- MAD ATTERLEIGH’S LAST RIDE
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: The Witch’s Head]
-
-
-
-
-THE WITCH’S HEAD
-
-
-
-
-BOOK I.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-ERNEST’S APPEARANCE
-
-
-“Come here, boy, let me look at you.”
-
-Ernest advanced a step or two and looked his uncle in the face. He was
-a noble-looking lad of about thirteen, with large dark eyes, black hair
-that curled over his head, and the unmistakable air of breeding that
-marks Englishmen of good race.
-
-His uncle let his wandering glance stray round him, but, wandering as
-it was, it seemed to take him in from top to toe. Presently he spoke
-again:
-
-“I like you, boy.”
-
-Ernest said nothing.
-
-“Let me see—your second name is Beyton. I am glad they called you
-Beyton; it was your grandmother’s maiden name, and a good old name too.
-Ernest Beyton Kershaw. By the way, have you ever seen anything of your
-other uncle, Sir Hugh Kershaw?”
-
-The boy’s cheek flushed.
-
-“No, I have not; and I never wish to,” he answered.
-
-“Why not?”
-
-“Because when my mother wrote to him before she died”—and here the
-lad’s voice choked—“just after the bank broke and she lost all her
-money, he wrote back and said that because his brother—I mean my
-father—had made a low marriage, that was no reason why he should
-support his child and widow; but he sent her five pounds to go on with.
-She sent it back.”
-
-“That was like your mother, she always had a high spirit. He must be a
-cur, and he does not speak the truth. Your mother comes of a better
-stock than the Kershaws. The Carduses are one of the oldest families in
-the Eastern counties. Why, boy, our family lived down in the Fens by
-Lynn there for centuries, until your grandfather, poor weak man, got
-involved in his great lawsuit and ruined us all. There, there, it has
-gone into the law, but it is coming back, it is coming back fast. This
-Sir Hugh has only one son, by the way. Do you know that if anything
-happened to him you would be next in the entail?—at any rate you would
-get the baronetcy.”
-
-“I don’t want his baronetcy,” said Ernest, sulkily; “I will have
-nothing of his.”
-
-“A title, boy, is an incorporeal hereditament, for which the holder is
-indebted to nobody. It does not descend to him, it vests in him. But
-tell me, how long was this before your mother died—that he sent the
-five pounds, I mean?”
-
-“About three months.”
-
-Mr. Cardus hesitated a little before he spoke again, tapping his white
-fingers nervously on the table.
-
-“I hope my sister was not in want, Ernest?” he said, jerkily.
-
-“For a fortnight before she died we had scarcely enough to eat,” was
-the blunt reply.
-
-Mr. Cardus turned himself to the window, and for a minute the light of
-the dull December day shone and glistened upon his brow and head, which
-was perfectly bald. Then before he spoke he drew himself back into the
-shadow, perhaps to hide something like a tear that shone in his soft
-black eyes.
-
-“And why did she not appeal to me? I could have helped her.”
-
-“She said that when you quarrelled with her about her marrying my
-father, you told her never to write or speak to you again, and that she
-never would.”
-
-“Then why did you not do it, boy? You knew how things were.”
-
-“Because we had begged once, and I would not beg again.”
-
-“Ah,” muttered Mr. Cardus, “the old spirit cropping up. Poor Rose,
-nearly starving, and dying too, and I with so much which I do not want!
-O, boy, boy, when you are a man never set up an idol, for it frightens
-good spirits away. Nothing else can live in its temple; it is a place
-where all other things are forgotten—duty, and the claims of blood, and
-sometimes those of honour too. Look now, I have my idol, and it has
-made me forget my sister and your mother. Had she not written at last
-when she was dying, I should have forgotten you too.”
-
-The boy looked up puzzled.
-
-“An idol!”
-
-“Yes,” went on his uncle in his dreamy way—“an idol. Many people have
-them; they keep them in the cupboard with their family skeleton;
-sometimes the two are identical. And they call them by many names, too;
-frequently it is a woman’s name; sometimes that of a passion; sometimes
-that of a vice, but a virtue’s—not often.”
-
-“And what is the name of yours, uncle?” asked the wondering boy.
-
-“Mine? O, never mind!”
-
-At this moment a swing-door in the side of the room was opened, and a
-tall bony woman with beady eyes came through.
-
-“Mr. de Talor to see you, sir, in the office.”
-
-Mr. Cardus whistled softly.
-
-“Ah,” he said, “tell him I am coming. By the way, Grice, this young
-gentleman has come to live here; his room is ready, is it not?”
-
-“Yes, sir; Miss Dorothy has been seeing to it.”
-
-“Good; where is Miss Dorothy?”
-
-“She has walked into Kesterwick, sir.”
-
-“O, and Master Jeremy?”
-
-“He is about, sir; I saw him pass with a ferret a while back.”
-
-“Tell Sampson or the groom to find him and send him to Master Ernest
-here. That will do, thank you. Now, Ernest, I must go. I hope that you
-will be pretty happy here, my boy, when your trouble has worn off a
-bit. You will have Jeremy for a companion; he is a lout, and an
-unpleasant lout, it is true, but I suppose that he is better than
-nobody. And then there is Dorothy”—and his voice softened as he
-muttered her name—“but she is a girl.”
-
-“Who are Dorothy and Jeremy?” broke in his nephew; “are they your
-children?”
-
-Mr. Cardus started perceptibly, and his thick white eyebrows contracted
-over his dark eyes till they almost met.
-
-“Children!” he said, sharply; “I have no children. They are my wards.
-Their name is Jones;” and he left the room.
-
-“Well, he _is_ a rum sort,” reflected Ernest to himself, “and I don’t
-think I ever saw such a shiny head before. I wonder if he oils it? But,
-at any rate, he is kind to me. Perhaps it would have been better if
-mother had written to him before. She might have gone on living, then.”
-
-Rubbing his hand across his face to clear away the water gathering in
-his eyes at the thought of his dead mother, Ernest made his way to the
-wide fireplace at the top end of the room, peeped into the ancient
-inglenooks on each side, and at the old Dutch tiles with which it was
-lined, and then, lifting his coat after a grown-up fashion, proceeded
-to warm himself and inspect his surroundings. It was a curious room in
-which he stood, and its leading feature was old oak panelling. All down
-its considerable length the walls were oak-clad to the low ceiling,
-which was supported by enormous beams of the same material; the
-shutters of the narrow windows which looked out on the sea were oak,
-and so were the doors and table, and even the mantelshelf. The general
-idea given by the display of so much timber was certainly one of
-solidity, but it could scarcely be called cheerful—not even the
-numerous suits of armour and shining weapons which were placed about
-upon the walls could make it cheerful. It was a remarkable room, but
-its effect upon the observer was undoubtedly depressing.
-
-Just as Ernest was beginning to realise this fact, things were made
-more lively by the sudden appearance through the swing-door of a large
-savage-looking bull-terrier, which began to steer for the fireplace,
-where it was evidently accustomed to lie. On seeing Ernest it stopped
-and sniffed.
-
-“Hullo, good dog!” said Ernest.
-
-The dog growled and showed its teeth.
-
-Ernest put out his leg towards it as a caution to it to keep off. It
-acknowledged the compliment by sending its teeth through his trousers.
-Then the lad, growing wroth, and being not free from fear, seized the
-poker and hit the dog over the head so shrewdly that the blood streamed
-from the blow, and the brute, losing his grip, turned and fled howling.
-
-While Ernest was yet warm with the glow of victory, the door once more
-swung open, violently this time, and through it there came a boy of
-about his own age, a dirty deep-chested boy, with uncut hair, and a
-slow heavy face in which were set great gray eyes, just now ablaze with
-indignation. On seeing Ernest he pulled up much as the dog had done,
-and regarded him angrily.
-
-“Did you hit my dog?” he asked.
-
-“I hit a dog,” replied Ernest politely, “but—”
-
-“I don’t want your ‘buts.’ Can you fight?”
-
-Ernest inquired whether this question was put with a view of gaining
-general information or for any particular purpose.
-
-“Can you fight?” was the only rejoinder.
-
-Slightly nettled, Ernest replied that under certain circumstances he
-could fight like a tom-cat.
-
-“Then look out; I’m going to make your head as you have made my dog’s.”
-
-Ernest, in the polite language of youth, opined that there would be
-hair and toe-nails flying first.
-
-To this sally, Jeremy Jones, for it was he, replied only by springing
-at him, his hair streaming behind like a Red Indian’s, and, smiting him
-severely in the left eye, caused him to measure his length upon the
-floor. Arising quickly, Ernest returned the compliment with interest;
-but this time they both went down together, pummelling each other
-heartily. With whom the victory would ultimately have remained could
-scarcely be doubtful, for Jeremy, who even at that age gave promise of
-the enormous physical strength which afterwards made him such a noted
-character, must have crushed his antagonist in the end. But while his
-strength still endured Ernest was fighting with such ungovernable fury,
-and such a complete disregard of personal consequences, that he was for
-a while, at any rate, getting the best of it. And luckily for him,
-while matters were yet in the balanced scales of Fate, an interruption
-occurred. For at that moment there rose before the blurred sight of the
-struggling boys a vision of a small woman—at least she looked like a
-woman—with an indignant little face and an uplifted forefinger.
-
-“O, you wicked boys! what will Reginald say, I should like to know? O,
-you bad Jeremy! I am ashamed to have such a brother. Get up!”
-
-“My eye!” said Jeremy thickly, for his lip was cut; “it’s Dolly!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-REGINALD CARDUS, ESQ., MISANTHROPE
-
-
-When Mr. Cardus left the sitting-room where he had been talking to
-Ernest, he passed down a passage in the rambling old house which led
-him into a courtyard. On the farther side of the yard, which was walled
-in, stood a neat red-brick building one story high, consisting of two
-rooms and a passage. On to this building were attached a series of low
-green-houses, and against the wall at the farther end of these houses
-was a lean-to in which stood the boiler that supplied the pipes with
-hot water. The little red-brick building was Mr. Cardus’s office, for
-he was a lawyer by profession; the long tail of glass behind it were
-his orchid-houses, for orchid-growing was his sole amusement. The _tout
-ensemble_, office and orchid-houses, seemed curiously out of place in
-the gray and ancient courtyard where they stood, looking as they did on
-to the old one-storied house, scarred by the passage of centuries of
-tempestuous weather. Some such idea seemed to strike Mr. Cardus as he
-closed the door behind him, preparatory to crossing the courtyard.
-
-“Queer contrast,” he muttered to himself; “very queer. Something like
-that between Reginald Cardus, Esquire, Misanthrope, of Dum’s Ness, and
-Mr. Reginald Cardus, Solicitor, Chairman of the Stokesly Board of
-Guardians, Bailiff of Kesterwick, etc. And yet in both cases they are
-part of the same establishment. Case of old and new style!”
-
-Mr. Cardus did not make his way straight to the office. He struck off
-to the right, and entered the long line of glass-houses, walking up
-from house to house, till he reached the partition where the temperate
-sort were placed to bloom, and which was connected with his office by a
-glass door. Through this last he walked softly, with a cat-like step,
-till he reached the door, where he paused to observe a large coarse
-man, who was standing at the far end of the room, looking out intently
-on the courtyard.
-
-“Ah, my friend,” he said to himself, “so the shoe is beginning to
-pinch. Well, it is time.” Then he pushed the door softly open, passed
-into the room with the same cat-like step, closed it, and, seating
-himself at his writing-table, took up a pen. Apparently the
-coarse-looking man at the window was too much absorbed in his own
-thoughts to hear him, for he still stood staring into space.
-
-“Well, Mr. de Talor,” said the lawyer presently, in his soft, jerky
-voice, “I am at your service.”
-
-The person addressed started violently, and turned sharply round. “Good
-’eavens, Cardus, how did you get in?”
-
-“Through the door, of course; do you suppose I came down the chimney?”
-
-“It’s very strange, Cardus, but I never ’eard you come. You’ve given me
-quite a start.”
-
-Mr. Cardus laughed, a hard, little laugh. “You were too much occupied
-with your own thoughts, Mr. de Talor. I fear that they are not pleasant
-ones. Can I help you?”
-
-“How do you know that my thoughts are not pleasant, Cardus? I never
-said so.”
-
-“If we lawyers waited for our clients to tell us all their thoughts,
-Mr. de Talor, it would often take us a long time to reach the truth. We
-have to read their faces, or even their backs sometimes. You have no
-idea of how much expression a back is capable, if you make such things
-your study; yours, for instance, looks very uncomfortable to-day:
-nothing gone wrong, I hope?”
-
-“No, Cardus, no,” answered Mr. de Talor, dropping the subject of backs,
-which was, he felt, beyond him; “that is, nothing much, merely a
-question of business, on which I have come to ask your advice as a
-shrewd man.”
-
-“My best advice is at your service, Mr. de Talor: what is it?”
-
-“Well, Cardus, it’s this.” And Mr. de Talor seated his portly frame in
-an easy-chair, and turned his broad, vulgar face towards the lawyer.
-“It’s about the railway-grease business—”
-
-“Which you own up in Manchester?”
-
-“Yes, that’s it.”
-
-“Well, then, it ought to be a satisfactory subject to talk of. It pays
-hand over fist, does it not?”
-
-“No, Cardus, that is just the point: it did pay, it don’t now.”
-
-“How’s that?”
-
-“Well, you see, when my father took out the patent, and started the
-business, his ’ouse was the only ’ouse in the market, and he made a
-pot, and, I don’t mind telling you, I’ve made a pot too; but now, what
-do you think?—there’s a beggarly firm called Rastrick & Codley that
-took out a new patent last year, and is underselling us with a better
-stuff at a cheaper price than we can turn it out at.”
-
-“Well!”
-
-“Well, we’ve lowered our price to theirs, but we are doing business at
-a loss. We hoped to burst them, but they don’t burst: there’s somebody
-backing them, confound them, for Rastrick & Codley ain’t worth a
-sixpence; but who it is the Lord only knows. I don’t believe they know
-themselves.”
-
-“That is unfortunate, but what about it?”
-
-“Just this, Cardus. I want to ask your advice about selling out. Our
-credit is still good, and we could sell up for a large pile—not so
-large as we could have done, but still large—and I don’t know whether
-to sell or hold.”
-
-Mr. Cardus looked thoughtful. “It is a difficult point, Mr. de Talor,
-but for myself I am always against caving in. The other firm may smash
-after all, and then you would be sorry. If you were to sell now you
-would probably make their fortunes, which I suppose you don’t want to
-do.”
-
-“No, indeed.”
-
-“Then you are a very wealthy man; you are not dependent on this grease
-business. Even if things were to go wrong, you have all your landed
-property here at Ceswick’s Ness to fall back on. I should hold, if I
-were you, even if it was at a loss for a time, and trust to the fortune
-of war.”
-
-Mr. de Talor gave a sigh of relief. “That’s my view, too, Cardus. You
-are a shrewd man, and I am glad you jump with me. Damn Rastrick &
-Codley, say I!”
-
-“O yes, damn them by all means,” answered the lawyer, with a smile, as
-he rose to show his client to the door.
-
-On the farther side of the passage was another door, with a glass top
-to it, which gave on to a room furnished after the ordinary fashion of
-a clerk’s office. Opposite this door Mr. de Talor stopped to look at a
-man who was within, sitting at a table writing. The man was old, of
-large size, very powerfully built, and dressed with extreme neatness in
-hunting costume—boots, breeches, spurs, and all. Over his large head
-grew tufts of coarse gray hair, which hung down in dishevelled locks
-about his face, giving him a wild appearance, that was added to by a
-curious distortion of the mouth. His left arm, too, hung almost
-helpless by his side.
-
-Mr. Cardus laughed as he followed his visitor’s gaze. “A curious sort
-of clerk, eh?” he said. “Mad, dumb, and half-paralysed—not many lawyers
-could show such another.”
-
-Mr. de Talor glanced at the object of their observation uneasily.
-
-“If he’s so mad, how can he do clerk’s work?” he asked.
-
-“O, he’s only mad in a way; he copies beautifully.”
-
-“He has quite lost his memory, I suppose?” said De Talor, with another
-uneasy glance.
-
-“Yes,” answered Mr. Cardus, with a smile, “he has. Perhaps it is as
-well. He remembers nothing now but his delusions.”
-
-Mr. de Talor looked relieved. “He has been with you many years now,
-hasn’t he, Cardus?”
-
-“Yes, a great many.”
-
-“Why did you bring him ’ere at all?”
-
-“Did I never tell you the story? Then if you care to step back into my
-office I will. It is not a long one. You remember when our friend”—he
-nodded towards the office—“kept the hounds, and they used to call him
-‘hard-riding Atterleigh’?”
-
-“Yes, I remember, and ruined himself over them, like a fool.”
-
-“And of course you remember Mary Atterleigh, his daughter, whom we were
-all in love with when we were young?”
-
-Mr. de Talor’s broad cheek took a deeper shade of crimson as he nodded
-assent.
-
-“Then,” went on Mr. Cardus, in a voice meant to be indifferent, but
-which now and again gave traces of emotion, “you will also remember
-that I was the fortunate man, and, with her father’s consent, was
-engaged to be married to Mary Atterleigh so soon as I could show him
-that my income reached a certain sum.” Here Mr. Cardus paused a moment,
-and then continued, “But I had to go to America about the great Norwich
-bank case, and it was a long job, and travelling was slow then. When I
-got back, Mary was—married to a man called Jones, a friend of yours,
-Mr. de Talor. He was staying at your house, Ceswick’s Ness, when he met
-her. But perhaps you are better acquainted with that part of the story
-than I am.”
-
-Mr. de Talor was looking very uneasy again now.
-
-“No, I know nothing about it. Jones fell in love with her like the
-rest, and the next I heard of it was that they were to be married. It
-was rather rough on you, eh, Cardus? but, Lord, you shouldn’t have been
-fool enough to trust her.”
-
-Mr. Cardus smiled, a bitter smile. “Yes, it was a little ‘rough,’ but
-that has nothing to do with my story. The marriage did not turn out
-well; a curious fatality pursued all who had had any hand in it. Mary
-had two children; and then did the best thing she could do—died of
-shame and sorrow. Jones, who was rich, went fraudulently bankrupt, and
-ended by committing suicide. Hard-riding Atterleigh flourished for a
-while, and then lost his money in horses and a ship-building
-speculation, and got a paralytic stroke that took away all his speech
-and most of his reason. Then I brought him here to save him from the
-madhouse.”
-
-“That was kind of you, Cardus.”
-
-“O no, he is worth his keep, and besides, he is poor Mary’s father. He
-is under the fixed impression that I am the devil; but that does not
-matter.”
-
-“You’ve got her children too, eh?”
-
-“Yes, I have adopted them. The girl reminds me of her mother, though
-she will never have her mother’s looks. The boy is like old Atterleigh.
-I do not care about the boy. But, thank God, they are neither of them
-like their father.”
-
-“So you knew Jones?” said De Talor, sharply.
-
-“Yes, I met him after his marriage. Oddly enough, I was with him a few
-minutes before he destroyed himself. There, Mr. de Talor, I will not
-detain you any longer. I thought that you could perhaps tell me
-something of the details of Mary’s marriage. The story has a
-fascination for me, its results upon my own life have been so
-far-reaching. I am sure that I am not at the bottom of it yet. Mary
-wrote to me when she was dying, and hinted at something that I cannot
-understand. There was somebody behind who arranged the matter, who
-assisted Jones’s suit. Well, well, I shall find it all out in time, and
-whoever it is will no doubt pay the price of his wickedness, like the
-others. Providence has strange ways, Mr. de Talor, but in the end it is
-a terrible avenger. What! are you going? Queer talk for a lawyer’s
-office, isn’t it?”
-
-Here Mr. de Talor rose, looking pale, and, merely nodding to Mr.
-Cardus, left the room.
-
-The lawyer watched him till the door had closed, and then suddenly his
-whole face changed. The white eyebrows drew close together, the
-delicate features worked, and in the soft eyes there shone a look of
-hate. He clenched his fists, and shook them towards the door.
-
-[Illustration: “He clenched his fists and shook them towards the
-door.”]
-
-“You liar, you hound!” he said aloud. “God grant that I may live long
-enough to do to you as I have done to them! One a suicide, and one a
-paralytic madman; you—you shall be a beggar, if it takes me twenty
-years to make you so. Yes, that will hit you hardest. O Mary! Mary!
-dead and dishonoured through you, you scoundrel! O my darling, shall I
-ever find you again?”
-
-And this strange man dropped his head upon the desk before him, and
-groaned.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-OLD DUM’S NESS
-
-
-When Mr. Cardus came half an hour or so later to take his place at the
-dinner-table—for in those days they dined in the middle of the day at
-Dum’s Ness—he was not in a good mood. The pool into which the records
-of our individual existence are ever gathering, and which we call our
-past, will not often bear much stirring, even when its waters are not
-bitter. Certainly Mr. Cardus’s would not. And yet that morning he had
-stirred it violently enough.
-
-In the long, oak-panelled room, used indifferently as a sitting and
-dining room, Mr. Cardus found “hard-riding Atterleigh” and his
-grand-daughter, little Dorothy Jones. The old man was already seated at
-table, and Dorothy was busying herself cutting bread, looking as
-composed and grown-up as though she had been four-and-twenty instead of
-fourteen. She was a strange child, with her assured air and woman’s
-ways and dress, her curious thoughtful face, and her large blue eyes
-that shone steadily as the light of a lamp. But just now the little
-face was more anxious than usual.
-
-“Reginald,” she began, as soon as he was in the room (for by Mr.
-Cardus’s wish she always called him by his Christian name), “I am sorry
-to tell you that there has been a sad disturbance.”
-
-“What is it?” he asked, with a frown; “Jeremy again?” Mr. Cardus could
-be very stern where Jeremy was concerned.
-
-“Yes, I am afraid it is. The two boys—” but it was unnecessary for her
-to carry her explanations further, for at that moment the swing-door
-opened, and through it appeared the young gentlemen in question, driven
-in like sheep by the beady-eyed Grice. Ernest was leading, attempting
-the impossible feat of looking jaunty with a lump of raw beefsteak tied
-over one eye, and presenting a general appearance that suggested the
-idea of the colours of the rainbow in a state of decomposition.
-
-Behind him shuffled Jeremy, his matted locks still wet from being
-pumped on. But his wounds were either unsuited to the dreadful remedy
-of raw beefsteak, or he had adopted in preference an heroic one of his
-own, of which grease plentifully sprinkled with flour formed the basis.
-
-For a moment there was silence, then Mr. Cardus, with awful politeness,
-asked Jeremy what was the meaning of this.
-
-“We’ve been fighting,” answered the boy, sulkily.” He hit—”
-
-“Thank you, Jeremy, I don’t want the particulars, but I will take this
-opportunity to tell you before your sister and my nephew what I think
-of you. You are a boor and a lout, and, what is more, you are a
-coward.”
-
-At this unjust taunt the lad coloured to his eyes.
-
-“Yes, you may colour, but let me tell you that it is cowardly to pick a
-quarrel with a boy the moment he sets foot inside my doors—”
-
-“I say, uncle,” broke in Ernest, who was unable to see anything
-cowardly about fighting, an amusement to which he was rather partial
-himself, and who thought that his late antagonist was getting more than
-his due, “I began it, you know.”
-
-It was not true, except in the sense that he had begun it by striking
-the dog; nor did this statement produce any great effect on Mr. Cardus,
-who was evidently seriously angry with Jeremy on more points than this.
-But at least it was one of those well-meant fibs at which the recording
-angel should not be offended.
-
-“I do not care who began it,” went on Mr. Cardus, angrily, “nor is it
-about this only that I am angry. You are a discredit to me, Jeremy, and
-a discredit to your sister. You are dirty, you are idle; your ways are
-not those of a gentleman. I sent you to school—you ran away. I give you
-good clothes—you will not wear them. I tell you, boy, that I will not
-stand it any longer. Now listen. I am going to make arrangements with
-Mr. Halford, the clergyman at Kesterwick, to undertake Ernest’s
-education. You shall go with him; and if I see no improvement in your
-ways in the course of the next few months, I shall wash my hands of
-you. Do you understand me now?”
-
-The boy Jeremy had, during this oration, been standing in the middle of
-the room, first on one leg, then on the other. At its conclusion he
-brought the leg that was at the moment in the air down to the ground,
-and stood firm.
-
-“Well,” went on Mr. Cardus, “what have you to say?”
-
-“I have to say,” blurted out Jeremy, “that I don’t want your education.
-You care nothing about me,” he went on, his gray eyes flashing and his
-heavy face lighting up; “nobody cares about me except my dog Nails.
-Yes, you make a dog of me myself; you throw things to me as I throw
-Nails a bone. I don’t want your education, and I won’t have it. I don’t
-want the fine clothes you buy for me, and I won’t wear them. I don’t
-want to be a burden on you either. Let me go away and be a fisher-lad
-and earn my bread. If it hadn’t been for her,” pointing to his sister,
-who was sitting aghast at his outburst, “and for Nails, I’d have gone
-long ago, I can tell you. At any rate, I should not be a dog then. I
-should be earning my living, and have no one to thank for it. Let me
-go, I say, where I sha’n’t be mocked at if I do my fair day’s work. I’m
-strong enough; let me go. There! I’ve spoken my mind now;” and the lad
-broke out into a storm of tears, and, turning, tramped out of the room.
-
-As he went, all Mr. Cardus’s wrath seemed to leave him.
-
-“I did not think he had so much spirit in him,” he said aloud. “Well,
-let us have our dinner.”
-
-At dinner the conversation flagged, the scene that preceded it having
-presumably left a painful impression; and Ernest, who was an observant
-youth, fell to watching little Dorothy doing the honours of the table:
-cutting up her crazed old grandfather’s food for him, seeing that
-everybody had what they wanted, and generally making herself
-unobtrusively useful. In due course the meal came to an end, and Mr.
-Cardus and old Atterleigh went back to the office, leaving Dorothy
-alone with Ernest. Presently the former began to talk.
-
-“I hope that your eye is not painful,” she said. “Jeremy hits very
-hard.”
-
-“O no, it’s all right. I’m used to it. When I was at school in London I
-often used to fight. I’m sorry for him, though—your brother, I mean.”
-
-“Jeremy! O yes, he is always in trouble, and now I suppose that it will
-be worse than ever. I do all I can to keep things smooth, but it is no
-good. If he won’t go to Mr. Halford’s, I am sure I don’t know what will
-happen;” and the little lady sighed deeply.
-
-“O, I daresay that he will go. Let’s go and look for him, and try and
-persuade him.”
-
-“We might try,” she said, doubtfully. “Stop a minute, and I will put on
-my hat, and then if you will take that nasty thing off your eye, we
-might walk on to Kesterwick. I want to take a book, out of which I have
-been teaching myself French, back to the cottage where old Miss Ceswick
-lives, you know.”
-
-“All right,” said Ernest.
-
-Presently Dorothy returned, and they went out by the back way to a
-little room near the coach-house, where Jeremy stuffed birds and kept
-his collection of eggs and butterflies; but he was not there. On
-inquiring of Sampson, the old Scotch gardener who looked after Mr.
-Cardus’s orchid-houses, she discovered that Jeremy had gone out to
-shoot snipe, having borrowed Sampson’s gun for that purpose.
-
-“That is just like Jeremy,” she sighed. “He is always going out
-shooting instead of attending to things.”
-
-“Can he hit birds flying, then?” asked Ernest.
-
-“Hit them!” she answered, with a touch of pride; “I don’t think he ever
-misses them. I wish he could do other things as well.”
-
-Jeremy at once went up at least fifty per cent. in Ernest’s estimation.
-
-On their way back to the house they peeped in through the office
-window, and Ernest saw “hard-riding Atterleigh” at his work, copying
-deeds.
-
-“He’s your grandfather, isn’t he?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Does he know you?”
-
-“In a sort of a way; but he is quite mad. He thinks that Reginald is
-the devil, whom he must serve for a certain number of years. He has got
-a stick with numbers of notches on it, and he cuts out a notch every
-month. It is all very sad. I think it is a very sad world;” and she
-sighed again.
-
-“Why does he wear hunting-clothes?” asked Ernest.
-
-“Because he always used to ride a good deal. He loves a horse now.
-Sometimes you will see him get up from his writing-table, and the tears
-come into his eyes if anybody comes into the yard on horseback. Once he
-came out and tried to get on to a horse and ride off, but they stopped
-him.”
-
-“Why don’t they let him ride?”
-
-“O, he would soon kill himself. Old Jack Tares, who lives at
-Kesterwick, and gets his living by rats and ferrets, used to be whip to
-grandfather’s hounds when he had them, and says that he always was a
-little mad about riding. One moonlight night he and grandfather went
-out to hunt a stag that had strayed here out of some park. They put the
-stag out of a little grove at a place called Claffton, five miles away,
-and he took them round by Starton and Ashleigh, and then came down the
-flats to the sea, about a mile and a half below here, just this side of
-the quicksand. The moon was so bright that it was almost like day, and
-for the last mile the stag was in view not more than a hundred yards in
-front of the hounds, and the pace was racing. When he came to the beach
-he went right through the waves out to the sea, and the hounds after
-him, and grandfather after them. They caught him a hundred yards out
-and killed him, and then grandfather turned his horse’s head and swam
-back with the hounds.”
-
-“My eye!” was Ernest’s comment on this story. “And what did Jack Tares
-do?”
-
-“O, he stopped on the beach and said his prayers; he thought that they
-would all be drowned.”
-
-Then they passed through the old house, which was built on a little
-ness or headland that jutted beyond the level of the shore-line, and
-across which the wind swept and raved all the winter long, driving the
-great waves in cease-less thunder against the sandy cliffs. It was a
-desolate spot that the gray and massive house, of which the roof was
-secured by huge blocks of rock, looked out upon, nude of vegetation,
-save for rank, rush-like grass and plants of sea-holly. In front was
-the great ocean, rushing in continually upon the sandy bulwarks, and
-with but few ships to break its loneliness. To the left, as far as the
-eye could reach ran a line of cliff, out of which the waves had taken
-huge mouthfuls, till it was as full of gaps as an old crone’s jaw.
-Behind this stretched mile upon mile of desolate-looking land, covered
-for the most part with ling and heath, and cut up with dikes, whence
-the water was pumped by means of windmills, that gave a Dutch
-appearance to the landscape.
-
-“Look,” said Dorothy, pointing to a small white house about a mile and
-a half away up the shore-line, “that is the lock-house where the great
-sluice-gates are, and beyond that is the dreadful quicksand in which a
-whole army was once swallowed up, like the Egyptians in the Red Sea.”
-
-“My word!” said Ernest, much interested; “and, I say, did my uncle
-build this house?”
-
-“You silly boy! why, it has been built for hundreds of years. Somebody
-of the name of Dum built it, and that is why it is called Dum’s Ness;
-at least I suppose so. There is an old chart that Reginald has, which
-was made in the time of Henry VII., and it is marked as Dum’s Ness
-there, so Dum must have lived before then. Look,” she went on, as,
-turning to the right, they rounded the old house and reached the road
-which ran along the top of the cliff, “there are the ruins of
-Titheburgh Abbey;” and she pointed to the remains of an enormous church
-with a still perfect tower, that stood within a few hundred yards of
-them, almost upon the edge of the cliff.
-
-“Why don’t they build it up again?” asked Ernest.
-
-Dorothy shook her head. “Because in a few years the sea will swallow
-it. Nearly all the graveyard has gone already. It is the same with
-Kesterwick, where we are going. Kesterwick was a great town once. The
-kings of East Anglia made it their capital, and a bishop lived there.
-And after that it was a great port, with thousands upon thousands of
-inhabitants. But the sea came on and on and choked up the harbour, and
-washed away the cliffs, and they could not keep it out, and now
-Kesterwick is nothing but a little village with one fine old church
-left. The real Kesterwick lies there, under the sea. If you walk along
-the beach after a great gale, you will find hundreds of bricks and
-tiles washed from the houses that are going to pieces down in the deep
-water. Just fancy, on one Sunday afternoon, in the reign of Queen
-Elizabeth, three of the parish churches were washed over the cliff into
-the sea!”
-
-And so she went on, telling the listening Ernest tale after tale of the
-old town, than which Babylon had not fallen more completely, till they
-came to a pretty little modern house bowered up in trees—that is, in
-summer, for there were no leaves upon them now—with which Ernest was
-destined to become very well acquainted in after years.
-
-Dorothy left her companion at the gate while she went in to leave her
-book, remarking that she would be ashamed to introduce a boy with so
-black an eye. Presently she came back again, saying that Miss Ceswick
-was out.
-
-“Who is Miss Ceswick?” asked Ernest, who at this period of his
-existence had a burning thirst for information of every sort.
-
-“She is a very beautiful old lady,” was Dorothy’s answer. “Her family
-lived for many years at a place called Ceswick’s Ness; but her brother
-lost all his money gambling, and the place was sold, and Mr. de Talor,
-that horrid fat man whom you saw drive away this morning, bought it.”
-
-“Does she live alone?”
-
-“Yes; but she has some nieces, the daughters of her brother who is
-dead, and whose mother is very ill; and if she dies one of them is
-coming to live with her. She is just my age, so I hope she will come.”
-
-After this there was silence for a while.
-
-“Ernest,” said the little woman presently, “you look kind, so I will
-ask you. I want you to help me about Jeremy.”
-
-Ernest, feeling much puffed up at the compliment implied, expressed his
-willingness to do anything he could.
-
-“You see, Ernest,” she went on, fixing her sweet blue eyes on his face,
-“Jeremy is a great trouble to me. He will go his own way. And he does
-not like Reginald, and Reginald does not like him. If Reginald comes in
-at one door, Jeremy goes out at the other. And besides he always flies
-in Reginald’s face. And, you see, it is not right of Jeremy, because
-after all Reginald is very kind to us, and there is no reason he should
-be, except that I believe he was fond of our mother; and if it was not
-for Reginald, whom I love very much, though he is curious sometimes, I
-don’t know what would become of grandfather or us. And so, you see, I
-think that Jeremy ought to behave better to him, and I want to ask you
-to bear with his rough ways, and try and be friends with him and get
-him to behave better. It is not much for him to do in return for all
-your uncle’s kindness. You see, I can do a little something, because I
-look after the housekeeping; but he does nothing. And first I want you
-to get him to make no more trouble about going to Mr. Halford’s.”
-
-“All right, I’ll try; but, I say, how do you learn? you seem to know an
-awful lot.”
-
-“O, I teach myself in the evenings. Reginald wanted to get me a
-governess, but I would not. How should I ever get Grice and the
-servants to obey me if they saw that I had to do what a strange woman
-told me? It would not do at all.”
-
-Just then they were passing the ruins of Titheburgh Abbey. It was
-almost dark, for the winter’s evening was closing in rapidly, when
-suddenly Dorothy gave a little shriek, for from behind a ruined wall
-there rose up an armed mysterious figure with something white behind
-it. Next second she saw that it was Jeremy, who had returned from
-shooting, and was apparently waiting for them.
-
-“O Jeremy, how you frightened me! What is it?”
-
-“I want to speak to _him,_” was the laconic reply.
-
-Ernest stood still, wondering what was coming.
-
-“Look here! You told a lie to try to save me from catching it this
-morning. You said that you began it. You didn’t. I began it. I’d have
-told him too,” and he jerked his thumb in the direction of Dum’s Ness,
-“only my mouth was so full of words I could not get it out. But I want
-to say I thank you, and here, take the dog. He’s a nasty tempered
-devil, but he’ll grow very fond of you if you are kind to him;” and
-seizing the astonished Nails by the collar, he thrust him towards
-Ernest.
-
-For a moment there was a struggle in Ernest’s mind, for he greatly
-longed to possess a bull-terrier dog; but his gentleman-like feeling
-prevailed. “I don’t want the dog, and I didn’t do anything in
-particular.”
-
-“Yes, you did, though,” replied Jeremy, greatly relieved that Ernest
-did not accept his dog, which he loved, “or at least you did more than
-anybody ever did before; but I tell you what, I’ll do as much for you
-one day. I’ll do anything you like.”
-
-“Will you, though?” answered Ernest, who was a sharp youth, and
-opportunely remembered Dorothy’s request.
-
-“Yes, I will.”
-
-“Well, then, come to this fellow Halford with me; I don’t want to go
-alone.”
-
-Jeremy slowly rubbed his face with the back of an exceedingly dirty
-hand. This was more than he had bargained for, but his word was his
-word.
-
-“All right,” he answered, “I’ll come.” And then whistling to his dog,
-he vanished into the shadows. And thus began a friendship between these
-two that endured all their lives.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-BOYS TOGETHER
-
-
-Jeremy kept his word. On the appointed day he appeared ready, as he
-expressed it, to “tackle that bloke Halford.” What is more, he appeared
-with his hair cut, a decent suit of clothes on, and, wonder of wonders,
-his hands properly washed, for all of which he was rewarded by finding
-that the “tackling” was not such a fearful business as he had
-anticipated. It was, moreover, of an intermittent nature, for the lads
-found plenty of time to indulge in every sort of manly exercise
-together. In winter they would roam all over the wide marsh-lands in
-search of snipe and wild ducks, which Ernest missed and Jeremy brought
-down with unerring aim, and in summer they would swim, or fish, and
-bird-nest to their hearts’ content. In this way they contrived to
-combine the absorption of a little learning with that of a really
-extended knowledge of animal life and a large quantity of health and
-spirits.
-
-They were happy years, those, for both the lads, and to Jeremy, when he
-compared them to his life as it had been before Ernest came, they
-seemed perfectly heavenly. For whether it was that he had improved in
-his manners since then, or that Ernest stood as a buffer between him
-and Mr. Cardus, it certainly happened that he came into collision with
-him far less often. Indeed, it seemed to Jeremy that the old gentleman
-(it was the fashion to call Mr. Cardus old, though he was in reality
-only middle-aged) was more tolerant of him than formerly, though he
-knew that he would never be a favourite. As for Ernest, everybody loved
-the boy, and then, as afterwards, he was a great favourite with women,
-who would one and all do anything he asked. It was a wonder that he did
-not get spoiled by it all; but he did not. It was not possible to know
-Ernest Kershaw at any period of his life without taking a fancy to him,
-he was so eminently and unaffectedly a gentleman, and so completely
-free from any sort of swagger. Always ready to do a kindness, and never
-forgetting one done, generous with his possessions to such an extent
-that he seemed to have a vague idea that they were the common property
-of his friends and himself, possessing that greatest of gifts, a
-sympathetic mind, and true as steel, no wonder that he was always
-popular both with men and women.
-
-Ernest grew into a handsome lad, too, as soon as he began to get his
-height, with a shapely form, a beautiful pair of eyes, and an
-indescribable appearance of manliness and spirit. But the greatest
-charm of his face was always its quick intelligence and unvarying
-kindliness.
-
-As for Jeremy, he did not change much; he simply expanded, and, to tell
-the truth, expanded very largely. Year by year his form assumed more
-and more enormous proportions, and his strength grew more and more
-abnormal. As for his mind, it did not grow with the same rapidity, and
-was loth to admit a new idea; but once it was admitted, it never came
-out again.
-
-And he had a ruling passion, too, this dull giant, and that was his
-intense affection and admiration for Ernest. It was an affection that
-grew with his growth till it became a part of himself, increasing with
-the increasing years, till at last it was nearly pathetic in its
-entirety. It was but rarely that he parted from Ernest, except, indeed,
-on those occasions when Ernest chose to go abroad to pursue his study
-of foreign languages, of which he was rather fond. Then, and then only,
-Jeremy would strike. He disliked parting with Ernest much, but he
-objected—being intensely insular—to cohabit with foreigners yet more,
-so on these occasions, and these only, for a while they separated.
-
-So the years wore on till, when they were eighteen, Mr. Cardus, after
-his sudden fashion, announced his intention of sending them both to
-Cambridge. Ernest always remembered it, for it was on that very day
-that he first made the acquaintance of Florence Ceswick. He had just
-issued from his uncle’s presence, and was seeking Dolly, to communicate
-the intelligence to her, when he suddenly blundered in upon old Miss
-Ceswick, and with her a young lady. This young lady, to whom Miss
-Ceswick introduced him as her niece, at once attracted his attention.
-On being introduced the girl, who was about his own age, touched his
-outstretched palm with her slender fingers, throwing on him at the same
-moment so sharp a look from her brown eyes that he afterwards declared
-to Jeremy that it seemed to go right through him. She was a
-remarkable-looking girl. The hair, which curled profusely over a
-shapely head, was, like the eyes, brown; the complexion olive, the
-features were small, and the lips full, curving over a beautiful set of
-teeth. In person she was rather short, but squarely built, and at her
-early age her figure was perfectly formed. Indeed, she might to all
-appearance have been much older than she was. There was little of the
-typical girl about her. While he was still observing her, his uncle
-came into the room, and was duly introduced by the old lady to her
-niece, who had, she said, come to share her loneliness.
-
-“And how do you like Kesterwick, Miss Florence?” asked Mr. Cardus, with
-his usual courtly smile.
-
-“It is much what I expected—a little duller, perhaps,” she answered
-composedly.
-
-“Ah, perhaps you have been accustomed to a gayer spot.”
-
-“Yes, till my mother died we lived at Brighton; there is plenty of life
-there. Not that we could mix in it, we were too poor; but at any rate
-we could watch it.”
-
-“Do you like life, Miss Florence?”
-
-“Yes, we only live such a short time. I should like,” she went on,
-throwing her head back, and half-closing her eyes, “to see as much as I
-can, and to exhaust every emotion.”
-
-“Perhaps, Miss Florence, you would find some of them rather
-unpleasant,” answered Mr. Cardus, with a smile.
-
-“Possibly, but it is better to travel through a bad country than to
-grow in a good one.”
-
-Mr. Cardus smiled again: the girl interested him rather.
-
-“Do you know, Miss Ceswick,” he said, changing the subject, and
-addressing the stately old lady, who was sitting smoothing her laces,
-and looking rather aghast at her niece’s utterances, “that this young
-gentleman is going to college, and Jeremy, too?”
-
-“Indeed,” said Miss Ceswick; “I hope that you will do great things
-there, Ernest.”
-
-While Ernest was disclaiming any intentions of the sort, Miss Florence
-cut in again, raising her eyes from a deep contemplation of that young
-gentleman’s long shanks, which were writhing under her keen glance, and
-twisting themselves serpent-wise round the legs of the chair.
-
-“I did not know,” she said, “that they took _boys_ at college.”
-
-Then they took their leave, and Ernest stigmatised her to Dorothy as a
-“beast.”
-
-But she was at least attractive in her own peculiar fashion, and during
-the next year or two he got pretty intimate with her.
-
-And so Ernest and Jeremy went up to Cambridge, but did not set the
-place on fire, nor were the voices of tutors loud in their praise.
-Jeremy, it is true, rowed one year in the ’Varsity Race, and performed
-prodigies of strength, and so covered himself with a sort of glory,
-which, personally, being of a modest mind, he did not particularly
-appreciate. Ernest did not even do that. But somehow, by hook or by
-crook, at the termination of their collegiate career, they took some
-sort of degree, and then departed from the shores of the Cam, on which
-they had spent many a jovial day—Jeremy to return to Kesterwick, and
-Ernest to pay several visits to college friends in town and elsewhere.
-
-And so ended the first little round of their days.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-EVA’S PROMISE.
-
-
-When, on leaving Cambridge, Jeremy got back to Dum’s Ness, Mr. Cardus
-received him with his usual semi-contemptuous coldness, a mental
-attitude that often nearly drove the young fellow wild with
-mortification. Not that Mr. Cardus really felt any contempt for him
-now—he had lost all that years ago, when the boy had been so anxious to
-go and “earn his bread;” but he could never forgive him for being the
-son of his father, or conquer his inherent dislike to him. On the other
-hand, he certainly did not allow this to interfere with his treatment
-of the lad; if anything, indeed, it made him more careful. What he
-spent upon Ernest, the same sum he spent on Jeremy, pound for pound;
-but there was this difference about it—the money he spent on Ernest he
-gave from love, and that on Jeremy from a sense of duty.
-
-Now, Jeremy knew all this well enough, and it made him very anxious to
-earn his own living, and become independent of Mr. Cardus. But it was
-one thing to be anxious to earn your own living, and quite another to
-do it, as many a poor wretch knows to his cost, and when Jeremy set his
-slow brain to consider how he should go about the task it quite failed
-to supply him with any feasible idea. And yet he did not want much;
-Jeremy was not of an ambitious temperament. If he could earn enough to
-keep a cottage over his head, and find himself in food and clothes, and
-powder and shot, he would be perfectly content. Indeed, there were to
-be only two _sine qua nons_ in his ideal occupation: it must admit of a
-considerable amount of outdoor exercise, and be of such a nature as
-would permit him to see plenty of Ernest. Without more or less of
-Ernest’s company, life would not, he considered, be worth living.
-
-For a week or more after his arrival home these perplexing reflections
-simmered incessantly inside Jeremy’s head, till at length, feeling that
-they were getting too much for him, he determined to consult his
-sister, which, as she had three times his brains, he would have done
-well to think of before.
-
-Dolly fixed her steady blue eyes upon him and listened to his tale in
-silence.
-
-“And so you see, Doll”—he always called her Doll—he ended up, “I’m in a
-regular fix. I don’t know what I’m fit for, unless it’s to row a boat,
-or let myself out to bad shots to kill their game for them. You see I
-must stick on to Ernest; I don’t feel somehow as though I could get
-along without him; if it wasn’t for that I’d emigrate. I should be just
-the chap to cut down big trees in Vancouver’s Island or brand
-bullocks,”’ he added meditatively.
-
-“You are a great goose, Jeremy,” was his sister’s comment.
-
-He looked up, not as in any way disputing her statement, but merely for
-further information.
-
-“You are a great goose, I say. What do you suppose that I have been
-doing all these three years and more that you have been rowing boats
-and wasting time up at college? _I_ have been thinking, Jeremy.”
-
-“Yes, and so have I, but there is no good in thinking.”
-
-“No, not if you stop there; but I’ve been acting too. I’ve spoken to
-Reginald, and made a plan, and he has accepted my plan.”
-
-“You always were clever, Doll; you’ve got all the brains and I’ve got
-all the size;” and he surveyed as much as he could see of himself
-ruefully.
-
-“You don’t ask what I have arranged,” she said, sharply, for in
-alluding to her want of stature Jeremy had touched a sore point.
-
-“I am waiting for you to tell me.”
-
-“Well, you are to be articled to Reginald.”
-
-“O Lord!” groaned Jeremy, “I don’t like that at all.”
-
-“Be quiet till I have told you. You are to be articled to Reginald, and
-he is to pay you an allowance of a hundred a year while you are
-articled, so that if you don’t like it you needn’t live here.”
-
-“But I don’t like the business, Doll; I hate it; it is a beastly
-business; it’s a devil’s business.”
-
-“I should like to know what right you have to talk like that, Mr.
-Knowall! Let me tell you that many better men than you are content to
-earn their living by lawyer’s work. I suppose that a man can be honest
-as a lawyer as well as in any other trade.”
-
-Jeremy shook his head doubtfully. “It’s blood-sucking,” he said
-energetically.
-
-“Then you must suck blood,” she answered, with decision. “Look here,
-Jeremy, don’t be pig-headed and upset all my plans. If you fall out
-with Reginald over this, he won’t do anything else for you. He doesn’t
-like you, you know, and would be only too glad to pick a quarrel with
-you if he could do it with a clear conscience, and then where would you
-be, I should like to know?”
-
-Jeremy was unable to form an opinion as to where he would be, so she
-went on:
-
-“You must take to it for the present, at any rate. And then there is
-another thing to think of. Ernest is to go to the bar, and unless you
-become a lawyer, if anything happened to Reginald, there will be nobody
-to give him a start, and I’m told that is everything at the bar.”
-
-This last Jeremy admitted to be a weighty argument.
-
-“It is a precious rum sort of lawyer I shall make,” he said, sadly,
-“about as good as grandfather yonder, I’m thinking. By the way, how has
-he been getting on?”
-
-“O, just as usual—write, write, write all day. He thinks that he is
-working out his time. He has got a new stick now, on which he has
-nicked all the months and years that have to run before he has
-done—little nicks for the months and big ones for the years. There are
-eight or ten big ones left now. Every month he cuts out a nick. It is
-very dreadful. You know he thinks that Reginald is the devil, and he
-hates him, too. The other day, when he had no writing to do in the
-office, I found him drawing pictures of him with horns and a tail, such
-awful pictures, and I think Reginald always looks like that to him. And
-then sometimes he wants to go out riding, especially at night. Only
-last week they found him putting a bridle on to the gray mare—the one
-that Reginald sometimes rides, you know. When did you say that Ernest
-was coming back?” she said, after a pause.
-
-“Why, Doll, I told you—next Monday week.”
-
-Her face fell a little. “O, I thought you said Saturday.”
-
-“Why do you want to know?”
-
-“O, only about getting his room ready.”
-
-“Why, it is ready; I looked in yesterday.”
-
-“Nonsense! you know nothing about it,” she answered, colouring. “Come,
-I wish you would go out; I want to count the linen, and you are in the
-way.”
-
-Thus adjured, Jeremy removed his large form from the table on which he
-had been sitting, and whistling to Nails, now a very ancient and
-preternaturally wise dog, set off for a walk. He had mooned along some
-little way, with his hands in his pockets and his eyes on the ground,
-reflecting on the unpleasant fate in store for him as an articled
-clerk, continually under the glance of Mr. Cardus’s roving eye, when
-suddenly he became aware that two ladies were standing on the edge of
-the cliff within a dozen yards of him. He would have turned and fled,
-for Jeremy had a marked dislike to ladies’ society, and a strong
-opinion, which, however, he never expressed, that women were the root
-of all evil; but, thinking that he had been seen, he feared that
-retreat would appear rude. In one of the young ladies, for they were
-young, he recognised Miss Florence Ceswick, who to all appearance had
-not changed in the least since, some years ago, she came with her aunt
-to call on Dorothy. There was the same brown hair, curling as profusely
-as ever, the same keen brown eyes and ripe lips, the same small
-features and resolute expression of face. Her square figure had indeed
-developed a little. In her tight-fitting dress it looked almost
-handsome, and somehow its very squareness, that most women would have
-considered a defect, contributed to the air of power and unchanging
-purpose that would have made Florence Ceswick remarkable among a
-hundred handsomer women.
-
-“How do you do?” said Florence, in her sharp manner. “You looked as
-though you were walking in your sleep.”
-
-Before Jeremy could find a reply to this remark, the other young lady,
-who had been looking intently over the edge of the cliff, turned round
-and struck him dumb. In his limited experience he had never seen such a
-beautiful woman before.
-
-She was a head and shoulders taller than her sister, so tall indeed
-that only her own natural grace could save her from looking awkward.
-Like her sister she was a brunette, only of a much more pronounced
-type. Her waving hair was black, and so were her beautiful eyes and the
-long lashes that curled over them. The complexion was a clear olive,
-the lips were like coral, and the teeth small and regular. Every
-advantage that Nature can lavish on a woman she had endowed her with in
-abundance, including radiant health and spirits. To these charms must
-be added that sweet and kindly look which sometimes finds a home on the
-faces of good women, a soft voice, a quick intelligence, and an utter
-absence of conceit or self-consciousness, and the reader will get some
-idea of what Eva Ceswick was like in the first flush of her beauty.
-
-“Let me introduce my sister Eva, Mr. Jones.”
-
-But Mr. Jones was for the moment paralysed; he could not even take off
-his hat.
-
-“Well,” said Florence, presently, “she is not Medusa; there is no need
-for you to turn into stone.”
-
-This woke him up—indeed, Florence had an ugly trick of waking people up
-occasionally—and he took off his hat, which was as usual a dirty one,
-and muttered something inaudible. As for Eva, she blushed, and with
-ready wit said that Mr. Jones was no doubt astonished at the filthy
-state of her dress (as a matter of fact, Jeremy could not have sworn
-that she had one on at all, much less to its condition). “The fact is,”
-she went on, “I have been lying flat on the grass and looking over the
-edge of the cliff.”
-
-“What at?”
-
-“Why, the bones.”
-
-The spot on which they were standing was part of the ancient graveyard
-of Titheburgh Abbey, and as the sea encroached year by year, multitudes
-of the bones of the long dead inhabitants of Kesterwick were washed out
-of their quiet graves and strewed upon the beach and unequal surfaces
-of the cliff.
-
-“Look,” she said, kneeling down, an example that he followed. About six
-feet below them, which was the depth at which the corpses had
-originally been laid, could be seen fragments of lead and rotting wood
-projecting from the surface of the cliff, and, what was a more ghastly
-sight, eight inches or more of the leg-bones of a man, off which the
-feet had been washed away. On a ledge in the sandy cliff, about
-twenty-five feet from the top and sixty or so from the bottom, there
-lay quite a collection of human remains of all sorts and sizes,
-conspicuous among them being the bones which had composed the feet that
-belonged to the projecting shanks.
-
-“Isn’t it dreadful?” said Eva, gazing down with a species of
-fascination; “just fancy coming to that! Look at that little baby’s
-skull just by the big one. Perhaps that is the mother’s. And oh, what
-is that buried in the sand?”
-
-As much of the object to which she pointed at was visible looked like
-an old cannon-ball, but Jeremy soon came to a different conclusion.
-
-“It is a bit of a lead coffin,” he said.
-
-“Oh, I should like to get down there and find out what is in it. Can’t
-you get down?”
-
-Jeremy shook his head. “I’ve done it as a boy,” he said, “when I was
-very light; but it is no good my trying now: the sand would give with
-me, and I should go to the bottom.”
-
-He was willing to do most things to oblige this lovely creature, but
-Jeremy was above all things practical, and did not see the use of
-breaking his neck for nothing.
-
-“Well,” she said, “you certainly are rather heavy.”
-
-“Fifteen stone,” he said, mournfully.
-
-“But I am not ten; I think I could get down.”
-
-“You’d better not try without a rope.”
-
-Just then their conversation was interrupted by Florence’s clear voice:
-
-“When you two people have quite finished staring at those disgusting
-bones, perhaps, Eva, you will come home to lunch. If you only knew how
-silly you look, sprawling there like two Turks going to be bastinadoed,
-perhaps you would get up.”
-
-This was too much for Eva; she got up at once, and Jeremy followed
-suit.
-
-“Why could you not let us examine our bones in peace, Florence?” said
-her sister, jokingly.
-
-“Because you are really too idiotic. You see, Mr. Jones, anything that
-is old and fusty, and has to do with old fogies who are dead and gone
-centuries ago, has the greatest charms for my sister. She would like to
-go home and make stories about those bones: whose they were, and what
-they did, and all the rest of it. She calls it imagination; I call it
-fudge.”
-
-Eva flushed up, but said nothing; evidently she was not accustomed to
-answer her elder sister, and presently they parted to go their separate
-ways.
-
-“What a great oaf that Jeremy is!” said Florence to her sister on their
-homeward way.
-
-“I did not think him an oaf at all,” she replied, warmly; “I thought
-him very nice.”
-
-Florence shrugged her square shoulders. “Well, of course, if you like a
-giant with as much brain as an owl, there is nothing more to be said.
-You should see Ernest; he is nice, if you like.”
-
-“You seem very fond of Ernest.”
-
-“Yes, I am,” was the reply; “and I hope that when he comes you won’t
-poach on my manor.”
-
-“You need not be afraid,” answered Eva, smiling; “I promise to leave
-your Ernest alone.”
-
-“Then that is a bargain,” said Florence, sharply. “Mind that you keep
-to your word.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-JEREMY FALLS IN LOVE
-
-
-Jeremy, for the first time for some years, had no appetite for his
-dinner that day, a phenomenon that filled Dorothy with alarm.
-
-“My dear Jeremy,” she said afterwards, “what can be the matter with
-you? you had only one helping of beef and no pudding!”
-
-“Nothing at all,” he replied sulkily; and the subject dropped.
-
-“Doll,” said Jeremy presently, “do you know Miss Eva Ceswick?”
-
-“Yes, I have seen her twice.”
-
-“What do you think of her, Doll?”
-
-“What do you think of her?” replied that cautious young person.
-
-“I think she is beautiful as—as an angel.”
-
-“Quite poetical, I declare! What next? Have you seen her?”
-
-“Of course, else how should I know she was beautiful?”
-
-“Ah, no wonder you had only once of beef!”
-
-Jeremy coloured.
-
-“I am going to call there this afternoon; would you like to come?” went
-on his sister.
-
-“Yes, I’ll come.”
-
-“Better and better; it will be the first call I ever remember your
-having paid.”
-
-“You don’t think she will mind, Doll?”
-
-“Why should she mind? Most people don’t mind being called on, even if
-they have a pretty face.”
-
-“Pretty face! She is pretty all over.”
-
-“Well, then, a pretty all over. I start at three; don’t be late.”
-
-Thereupon Jeremy went off to beautify himself for the occasion, and his
-sister gazed at his departing form with the puzzled expression that had
-distinguished her as a child.
-
-“He’s going to fall in love with her,” she said to herself, “and no
-wonder; any man would: she is ‘pretty all over,’ as he said, and what
-more does a man look at? I wish that _she_ would fall in love with him
-_before Ernest comes home;_” and she sighed.
-
-At a quarter to three Jeremy reappeared, looking particularly huge in a
-black coat and his Sunday trousers. When they reached the cottage where
-Miss Ceswick lived with her nieces, they were destined to meet with a
-disappointment, for neither of the young ladies was at home. Miss
-Ceswick, however, was there, and received them very cordially.
-
-“I suppose that you have come to see my newly imported niece,” she
-said; “in fact, I am sure that you have, Mr. Jeremy, because you never
-came to call upon me in your life. Ah, it is wonderful how young men
-will change their habits to please a pair of bright eyes!”
-
-Jeremy blushed painfully at this sally, but Dorothy came to his rescue.
-
-“Has Miss Eva come to live with you for good?” she asked.
-
-“Yes, I think so. You see, my dear, between you and me, her aunt in
-London, with whom she was living, has got a family of daughters, who
-have recently come out. Eva has been kept back as long as possible, but
-now that she is twenty it was impossible to keep her back any more. But
-then, on the other hand, it was felt—at least I think that it was
-felt—that to continue to bring Eva out with her cousins would be to
-quite ruin their chance of settling in life, because when _she_ was in
-the room, no man could be got to look at _them_. And so, you see, Eva
-has been sent down here as a penalty for being so handsome.”
-
-“Most of us would be glad to undergo heavier penalties than that if we
-could only be guilty of the crime,” said Dorothy, a little sadly.
-
-“Ah, my dear, I daresay you think so,” answered the old lady. “Every
-young woman longs to be beautiful and get the admiration of men, but
-are they any the happier for it? I doubt it. Very often that admiration
-brings endless troubles in its train, and perhaps in the end wrecks the
-happiness of the woman herself and of others who are mixed up with her.
-I was once a beautiful woman, my dear—I am old enough to say it now—and
-I can tell you that I believe that Providence cannot do a more unkind
-thing to a woman than to give her striking beauty, unless it gives with
-it great strength of mind. A weak-minded beauty is the most unfortunate
-of her sex. Her very attractions, which are sure to draw the secret
-enmity of other women on to her, are a source of difficulty to herself,
-because they bring her lovers with whom she cannot deal. Sometimes the
-end of such a woman is sad enough. I have seen it happen several times,
-my dear.”
-
-Often in after-life, and in circumstances that had not then arisen, did
-Dorothy think of old Miss Ceswick’s words, and acknowledge their truth;
-but at this time they did not convince her.
-
-“I would give anything to be like your niece,” she said bluntly, “and
-so would any other girl. Ask Florence, for instance.”
-
-“Ah, my dear, you think so now. Wait till another twenty years have
-passed over your heads, and then if you are both alive see which of you
-is the happiest. As for Florence, of course she would wish to be like
-Eva; of course it is painful for her to have to go about with a girl
-beside whom she looks like a little dowdy. I daresay that she would
-have been as glad if Eva had stopped in London as her cousins were that
-she left it. Dear, dear! I hope they won’t quarrel. Florence’s temper
-is dreadful when she quarrels.”
-
-This was a remark that Dorothy could not gainsay. She knew very well
-what Florence’s temper was like.
-
-“But, Mr. Jeremy,” went on the old lady, “all this must be stupid talk
-for you to listen to; tell me, have you been rowing any more races
-lately?”
-
-“No,” said Jeremy, “I strained a muscle in my arm in the ’Varsity Race,
-and it is not quite well yet.”
-
-“And where is my dear Ernest?” Like most women, of whatever age they
-might be, Miss Ceswick adored Ernest.
-
-“He is coming back on Monday week.”
-
-“O, then he will be in time for the Smythes’ lawn tennis party. I hear
-that they are going to give a dance after it. Do you dance, Mr.
-Jeremy?”
-
-Jeremy had to confess that he did not; indeed, as a matter of fact, no
-earthly power had ever been able to drag him inside a ballroom in his
-life.
-
-“That is a pity; there are so few young men in these parts. Florence
-counted them up the other day, and the proportion is one unmarried man,
-between the ages of twenty and forty-five, to every nine women between
-eighteen and thirty.”
-
-“Then only one girl in every nine can get married,” put in Dorothy,
-whose mind had a trick of following things to their conclusions.
-
-“And what becomes of the other eight?” asked Jeremy.
-
-“I suppose that they all grow into old maids like myself,” answered
-Miss Ceswick.
-
-Dorothy, again following the matter to its conclusion, reflected that
-in fifteen years or so there would, at the present rate of progression,
-be at least twenty-five old maids within a radius of three miles round
-Kesterwick. And, much oppressed by this thought, she rose to take her
-leave.
-
-“I know who won’t be left without a husband, unless men are greater
-stupids than I take them for—eh, Jeremy?” said the kindly old lady,
-giving Dorothy a kiss.
-
-“If you mean me,” answered Dorothy bluntly, with a slightly heightened
-colour, “I am not so vain as to think that anybody would care for an
-undersized creature whose only accomplishment is housekeeping; and I am
-sure it is not for anybody that I should care either.”
-
-“Ah, my dear, there are still a few men of sense in the world, who
-would rather get a _good_ woman as companion than a pretty face.
-Good-bye, my dear.”
-
-Though Jeremy was on this occasion disappointed of seeing Eva, on the
-following morning he was so fortunate as to meet her and her sister
-walking on the beach. But when he got into her gracious presence he
-found somehow that he had very little to say; and the walk would, to
-tell the truth, have been rather dull, if it had not occasionally been
-enlivened by flashes of Florence’s caustic wit.
-
-On the next day, however, he returned to the charge with several
-hundredweight of the roots of a certain flower which Eva had expressed
-a desire to possess. And so it went on till at last his shyness wore
-off a little, and they grew very good friends.
-
-Of course all this did not escape Florence’s sharp eyes, and one day,
-just after Jeremy had paid her sister a lumbering compliment and
-departed, she summarised her observations thus:
-
-“That moon-calf is falling in love with you, Eva.”
-
-“Nonsense, Florence! and why should you call him a moon-calf? It is not
-nice to talk of people so.”
-
-“Well, if you can find a better definition, I am willing to adopt it.”
-
-“I think that he is an honest gentleman-like boy; and even if he were
-falling in love with me, I do not think there would be anything to be
-ashamed of—there!”
-
-“Dear me, what a fuss we are in! Do you know, I shall soon begin to
-think that you are falling in love with the ‘honest gentleman-like
-boy’—yes, that is a better title than moon-calf, though not so
-nervous.”
-
-Here Eva marched off in a huff.
-
-“Well, Jeremy, and how are you getting on with the beautiful Eva?”
-asked Dorothy that same day.
-
-“I say, Doll,” replied Jeremy, whose general appearance was that of a
-man plunged into the depths of misery, “don’t laugh at a fellow; if you
-only knew what I feel—inside, you know—you wouldn’t——”
-
-“What! are you not well? have some brandy?” suggested his sister, in
-genuine alarm.
-
-“Don’t be an idiot, Doll; it isn’t my stomach, it’s here;” and he
-knocked his right lung, under the impression that he was indicating the
-position of his heart.
-
-“And what do you feel, Jeremy?”
-
-“Feel!” he answered with a groan; “what don’t I feel? When I am away
-from her I feel a sort of sinking, just like one does when one has to
-go without one’s dinner, only it’s always there. When she looks at me I
-go hot and cold all over, and when she smiles it’s just as though one
-had killed a couple of woodcocks right and left.”
-
-“Good gracious, Jeremy!” interposed his sister, who was beginning to
-think he had gone off his head; “and what happens if she doesn’t
-smile?”
-
-“Ah, then,” he replied, sadly, “it’s as though one had missed them
-both.”
-
-Though his similes were peculiar, it was clear to his sister that the
-feeling he meant to convey was genuine enough.
-
-“Are you really fond of this girl, Jeremy dear?” she said gently.
-
-“Well, Doll, you know, I suppose I am.”
-
-“Then why don’t you ask her to marry you?”
-
-“To marry _me!_ Why, I am not fit to clean her shoes.”
-
-“An honest gentleman is fit for any woman, Jeremy.”
-
-“And I haven’t got anything to support her on even if she said yes,
-which she wouldn’t.”
-
-“You may get that in time. Remember, Jeremy, she is a very lovely
-woman, and soon she is sure to find other lovers.”
-
-Jeremy groaned.
-
-“But if once you had secured her affection, and she is a good woman, as
-I think she is, that would not matter, though you might not be able to
-marry for some years.”
-
-“Then what am I to do?”
-
-“I should tell her that you loved her, and ask her, if she could care
-for you—to wait for you awhile.”
-
-Jeremy whistled meditatively.
-
-“I’ll ask Ernest about it when he comes back on Monday.”
-
-“If I were you I should act for myself in that matter,” she said
-quickly.
-
-“No good being in a hurry; I haven’t known her a fortnight—I’ll ask
-Ernest.”
-
-“Then you will regret it,” Dorothy answered, almost passionately, and
-rising, left the room.
-
-“Now, what did she mean by that?” reflected her brother aloud; “she
-always is so deuced queer when Ernest is concerned.” But his inner
-consciousness returned no satisfactory answer, so with a sigh the
-lovelorn Jeremy took up his hat and walked.
-
-On Sunday, that was the day following his talk with Dorothy, he saw Eva
-again in church, where she looked, he thought, more like an angel than
-ever, and was quite as inaccessible. In the churchyard he did, it is
-true, manage to get a word or two with her, but nothing more, for the
-sermon had been long, and Florence was hungry, and hurried her sister
-home to lunch.
-
-And then, at last, came Monday, the long-expected day of Ernest’s
-arrival.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-ERNEST IS INDISCREET
-
-
-Kesterwick is a primitive place, and has no railway station nearer than
-Raffham, four miles off. Ernest was expected by the midday train, and
-Dorothy and her brother went to meet him.
-
-When they reached the station the train was just in sight, and Dorothy
-got down to await its arrival. Presently it snorted up
-composedly—trains do not hurry themselves on the single lines in the
-Eastern counties—and in due course deposited Ernest and his
-portmanteau.
-
-“Hullo, Doll! so you have come to meet me. How are you, old girl?” and
-he embraced her on the platform.
-
-“You shouldn’t, Ernest: I am too big to be kissed like a little girl,
-and in public too.”
-
-“Big—h’m! Miss five feet nothing, and as for the public, I don’t see
-any.” The train had gone on, and the solitary porter had vanished with
-the portmanteau.
-
-“Well, there is no need for you to laugh at me for being small; it is
-not everybody who can be a May-pole, like you, or as broad as he is
-long, like Jeremy.”
-
-An unearthly view halloo from this last-named personage, who had caught
-sight of Ernest through the door of the booking-office, put a stop to
-further controversy, and presently all three were driving back, each
-talking at the top of his or her voice.
-
-At the door of Dum’s Ness they found Mr. Cardus apparently gazing
-abstractedly at the ocean, but in reality waiting to greet Ernest, to
-whom of late years he had grown greatly attached, though his reserve
-seldom allowed him to show it.
-
-“Hullo, uncle, how are you? You look pretty fresh,” sang out that young
-gentleman before the cart had fairly come to a standstill.
-
-“Very well, thank you, Ernest. I need not ask how you are. I am glad to
-see you back. You have come at a lucky moment, too, for the ‘Batemania
-Wallisii’ is in flower, and the ‘Grammatophyllum speciosum’ too. The
-last is splendid.”
-
-“Ah,” said Ernest, deeply interested, for he had much of his uncle’s
-love for orchids, “let’s go and see them.”
-
-“Better have some dinner first; you must be hungry. The orchids will
-keep, but the dinner won’t.”
-
-It was curious to see what a ray of light this lad brought with him
-into that rather gloomy household. Everybody began to laugh as soon as
-he was inside the doors. Even Grice of the beady eyes laughed when he
-feigned to be thunder-struck at the newly developed beauty of her
-person, and mad old Atterleigh’s contorted features lit up with
-something like a smile of recognition when Ernest seized his hand and
-worked it like a pump-handle, roaring out his congratulations on the
-jollity of his looks. He was a bonny lad, the sight of whom was good
-for sore eyes.
-
-After dinner he went with his uncle, and spent half an hour in going
-round the orchid-houses with him and Sampson the gardener. The latter
-was not behind the rest of the household in his appreciation of
-“Meester” Ernest. “’Twasn’t many lads,” he would say, “that knew an
-‘Odontoglossum’ from a ‘Sobralia,’” but Ernest did, and, what was more,
-knew whether it was well grown or not. Sampson appreciated a man who
-could discriminate orchids, and set his preference for Ernest down to
-that cause. The dour-visaged old Scotchman did not like to own that
-what really charmed him was the lad’s open-handed, openhearted manner,
-to say nothing of his ready sympathy and honest eyes.
-
-While they were still engaged in admiring the lovely bloom of the
-Grammatophyllum, Mr. Cardus saw Mr. de Talor come into his office,
-which, it may be remembered, was connected with the orchid
-blooming-house by a glass door. Ernest was much interested in observing
-the curious change that this man’s appearance produced in his uncle. As
-a peaceful cat, dozing on a warm stone in summer, becomes suddenly
-changed into a thing of bristling wickedness and fury by the vision of
-the most inoffensive dog, so did the placid, bald-headed old gentleman,
-glowing with innocent pleasure at his horticultural masterpiece,
-commence to glow with very different emotions at the sight of the
-pompous De Talor. The ruling passion of his life asserted its sway in a
-moment, and his whole face changed; the upper lip began to quiver, the
-roving eyes glittered with a dangerous light; and then a mask seemed to
-gather over the features, which grew hard and almost inscrutable. It
-was an interesting transformation.
-
-Although they could see De Talor, he could not see them; so for a
-minute they enjoyed an undisturbed period of observation.
-
-The visitor walked round the room, and, casting a look of contempt at
-the flowers in the blooming-house, stopped at Mr. Cardus’s desk, and
-glanced at the papers lying on it. Finding apparently nothing to
-interest him he retired to the window, and, putting his thumbs in the
-arm-holes of his waistcoat, amused himself by staring out of it. There
-was something so intensely vulgar and insolent in his appearance as he
-stood thus, that Ernest could not help laughing.
-
-“Ah!” said Mr. Cardus, with a look of suppressed malignity, half to
-himself and half to Ernest, “I have really got a hold of you at last,
-and you may look out, my friend.” Then he went in, and as he left the
-blooming-house Ernest heard him greet his visitor in that suave manner,
-with just a touch of deference in it, that he knew so well how to
-assume, and De Talor’s reply of “’Ow do, Cardus? ’ow’s the business
-getting on?”
-
-Outside the glass-houses Ernest found Jeremy waiting for him. It had
-for years been an understood thing that the latter was not to enter
-them. There was no particular reason why he should not; it was merely
-one of those signs of Mr. Cardus’s disfavour that caused Jeremy’s pride
-such bitter injury.
-
-“What are you going to do, old fellow?” he asked of Ernest.
-
-“Well, I want to go down and see Florence Ceswick, but I suppose you
-won’t care to come.”
-
-“O yes, I’ll come.”
-
-“The deuce you will! well, I never! I say, Doll,” he sang out to that
-young lady as she appeared upon the scene, “what has happened to
-Jeremy—he’s coming out calling?”
-
-“I fancy he’s got an attraction,” said Miss Dorothy.
-
-“I say, old fellow, you haven’t been cutting me out with Florence, have
-you?”
-
-“I am sure it would be no great loss if he had,” put in Dorothy, with
-an impatient little stamp of the foot.
-
-“You be quiet, Doll. I’m very fond of Florence, she’s so clever, and
-nice-looking, too.”
-
-“If being clever means being able to say spiteful things, and having a
-temper like—like a fiend, she is certainly clever enough; and as for
-her looks, they are a matter of taste—not that it is for _me_ to talk
-about good looks.”
-
-“O, how humble we are, Doll! dust on our head and sackcloth on our
-back, and how our blue eyes flash!”
-
-“Be quiet, Ernest, or I shall get angry.”
-
-“O no, don’t do that; leave that to people with a temper ‘like—like a
-fiend,’ you know. There, there, don’t get cross, Dolly; let’s kiss and
-be friends.”
-
-“I won’t kiss you, and I won’t be friends, and you may walk by
-yourselves;” and before anybody could stop her she was gone.
-
-Ernest whistled softly, reflecting that Dorothy was not good at
-standing chaff. Then, after waiting awhile, he and Jeremy started to
-pay their call.
-
-But they were destined to be unfortunate. Eva, whom Ernest had never
-seen, and of whom he had heard nothing beyond that she was
-“good-looking”—for Jeremy, notwithstanding his expressed intention of
-consulting him, could not make up his mind to broach the subject—was in
-bed with a bad headache, and Florence had gone out to spend the
-afternoon with a friend. The old lady was at home, however, and
-received them both warmly, more especially her favourite Ernest, whom
-she kissed affectionately.
-
-“I am lucky,” she said, “in having two nieces, or I should never see
-anything of young gentlemen like you.”
-
-“I think,” said Ernest, audaciously, “that old ladies are much
-pleasanter to talk to than young ones.”
-
-“Indeed, Master Ernest! then why did you look so blank when I told you
-that my young ladies were not visible?”
-
-“Because I regretted,” replied that young gentleman, who was not often
-at a loss, “having lost an opportunity of confirming my views.”
-
-“I will put the question again when they are present to take their own
-part,” was the answer.
-
-When their call was over, Ernest and Jeremy separated, Jeremy to return
-home, and Ernest to go and see his old master, Mr. Halford, with whom
-he stopped to tea. It was past seven on one of the most beautiful
-evenings in July when he set out on his homeward path. There were two
-ways of reaching Dum’s Ness, either by the road that ran along the
-cliff, or by walking on the shingle of the beach. He chose the latter,
-and had reached the spot where Titheburgh Abbey frowned at its enemy,
-the advancing sea, when he suddenly became aware of a young lady
-wearing a shady hat and swinging a walking-stick, in whom he recognised
-Florence Ceswick.
-
-“How do you do, Ernest?” she said, coolly, but with a slight flush upon
-her olive skin, which betrayed that she was not quite so cool as she
-looked; “what are you dreaming about? I have seen you coming for the
-last two hundred yards, but you never saw me.”
-
-“I was dreaming of you, of course, Florence.”
-
-“O, indeed!” she answered dryly; “I thought perhaps that Eva had got
-over her headache—her headaches do go in the most wonderful way—and
-that you had seen her, and were dreaming of _her._”
-
-“And why should I dream of her, even if I had seen her?”
-
-“For the reason that men do dream of women—because she is handsome.”
-
-“Is she better-looking than you, then, Florence?”
-
-“Better-looking, indeed! I am not good-looking.”
-
-“Nonsense, Florence! you are very good-looking.”
-
-She stopped, for he had turned and was walking with her, and laid her
-hand lightly on his arm.
-
-“Do you really think so?” she said, gazing full into his dark eyes. “I
-am glad you think so.”
-
-They were quite alone in the summer twilight; there was not a single
-soul to be seen on the beach, or on the cliffs above it. Her touch and
-the earnestness of her manner thrilled him; the beauty and the quiet of
-the evening, the sweet freshness of the air, the murmur of the falling
-waves, the fading purples in the sky, all these things thrilled him
-too. Her face looked very handsome in its own stern way, as she gazed
-at him so earnestly; and, remember, he was only twenty-one. He bent his
-dark head towards her very slowly, to give her an opportunity of
-escaping if she wished; but she made no sign, and in another moment he
-had kissed her trembling lips.
-
-It was a foolish act, for he was not in love with Florence, and he had
-scarcely done it before his better sense told him that it was foolish.
-But it was done, and who can recall a kiss?
-
-He saw the olive face grow pale, and for a moment she raised her arm as
-though to fling it about his neck, but next second she started back
-from him.
-
-“Did you mean that,” she said wildly, “or are you playing with me?”
-
-Ernest looked alarmed, as well he might; the young lady’s aspect at the
-moment was not reassuring.
-
-“Mean it?” he said, “O yes, I meant it.”
-
-“I mean, Ernest,” and again she laid her hand upon his arm and looked
-into his eyes, “did you mean that you loved me, as—for now I am not
-ashamed to tell you—I love you?”
-
-Ernest felt that this was getting awful. To kiss a young woman was one
-thing—he had done that before—but such an outburst as this was more
-than he had bargained for. Gratifying as it was to him to learn that he
-possessed Florence’s affection, he would at that moment have given
-something to be without it. He hesitated a little.
-
-“How serious you are!” he said at last.
-
-“Yes,” she answered, “I am. I have been serious for some time. Probably
-you know enough of me to be aware that I am not a woman to be played
-with. I hope that you are serious too; if you are not, it may be the
-worse for us both;” and she flung his arm from her as though it had
-stung her.
-
-Ernest turned cold all over, and realised that the position was
-positively gruesome. What to say or do he did not know; so he stood
-silent, and, as it happened, silence served his turn better than
-speech.
-
-“There, Ernest, I have startled you. It is—it is because I love you.
-When you kissed me just now, everything that is beautiful in the world
-seemed to pass before my eyes, and for a moment I heard such music as
-they play in heaven. You don’t understand me yet, Ernest—I am fierce, I
-know—but sometimes I think that my heart is deep as the sea, and I can
-love with ten times the strength of the shallow women round me; and as
-I can love, so I can hate.”
-
-This was not reassuring intelligence to Ernest.
-
-“You are a strange girl,” he said feebly.
-
-“Yes,” she answered, with a smile. “I know I am strange; but while I am
-with you I feel so good, and when you are away all my life is a void,
-in which bitter thoughts flit about like bats. But there, good-night. I
-shall see you at the Smythes’ dance to-morrow, shall I not? You will
-dance with me, will you not? And you must not dance with Eva,
-remember—at least not too much—or I shall get jealous, and that will be
-bad for us both. And now goodnight, my dear, good-night;” and again she
-put up her face to be kissed.
-
-He kissed it—he had no alternative—and she left him swiftly. He watched
-her retreating form till it vanished in the shadows, and then he sat
-down upon a stone, wiped his forehead, and _whistled._ Well might he
-whistle!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-A GARDEN IDYL
-
-
-Ernest did not sleep well that night: the scene of the evening haunted
-his dreams, and he awoke with a sense of oppression that impartially
-follows on the heels of misfortune, folly, and lobster-salad. Nor did
-the broad light of the summer day disperse his sorrows; indeed, it only
-served to define them more clearly. Ernest was a very inexperienced
-youth, but, inexperienced as he was, he could not but recognise that he
-had let himself in for an awkward business. He was not in the smallest
-degree in love with Florence Ceswick; indeed, his predominant feeling
-towards her was one of fear. She was, as he had said, so terribly in
-earnest. In short, though she was barely a year older than himself, she
-was a woman possessed of a strength of purpose and a rigidity of will
-that few of her sex ever attain to at any period of their lives. This
-he had guessed long ago; but what he had not guessed was that all the
-tide of her life set so strongly towards himself. That unlucky kiss, as
-it were, had shot the bolt of the sluice-gates, and now he was in a
-fair way to be overwhelmed by the rush of the waters. What course of
-action he had best take with her now it was beyond his powers to
-decide. He thought of taking Dorothy into his confidence and asking her
-advice, but instinctively he shrank from doing so. Then he thought of
-Jeremy, only, however, to reject the idea. What would Jeremy know of
-such things? He little guessed that Jeremy was swelling with a secret
-of his own, of which he was too shy to deliver himself. It seemed to
-Ernest, the more he considered the matter, that there was only one safe
-course for him to follow, and that was to run away. It would be
-ignominious, it is true, but at any rate Florence could not run after
-him. He had made arrangements to meet a friend, and go for a tour with
-him in France towards the end of the month of August, or about five
-weeks from the present date. These arrangements he now determined to
-modify: he would go for his tour at once.
-
-Partially comforted by these reflections, he dressed himself that
-evening for the dance at the Smythes’, where he was to meet Florence,
-who, however, he gratefully reflected, could not expect him to kiss her
-there. The dance was to follow a lawn-tennis party, to which Dorothy,
-accompanied by Jeremy, had already gone, Ernest having, for reasons
-best known to himself, declined to go to the lawn-tennis, preferring to
-follow them to the dance.
-
-When he entered the ballroom at the Smythes’, the first quadrille was
-in progress. Making his way up the room, Ernest soon came upon Florence
-Ceswick, who was sitting with Dorothy, while in the background loomed
-Jeremy’s gigantic form. Both the girls appeared to be waiting for him,
-for on his approach Florence, by a movement of her dress, and an almost
-imperceptible motion of her hand, at once made room for him on the
-bench beside her, and invited him to sit down. He did so.
-
-“You are late,” she said; “why did you not come to the lawn-tennis?”
-
-“I thought that our party was sufficiently represented,” he answered,
-lamely, nodding towards Jeremy and his sister. “Why are you not
-dancing?”
-
-“Because nobody asked me,” she said, sharply; “and besides, I was
-waiting for you.”
-
-“Jeremy,” said Ernest, “here is Florence says that you didn’t ask her
-to dance.”
-
-“Don’t talk humbug, Ernest; you know I don’t dance.”
-
-“No, indeed,” put in Dorothy, “it is easy to see that; I never saw
-anybody look so miserable as you do.”
-
-“Or so big,” said Florence, consolingly.
-
-Jeremy shrank back into his corner and tried to look smaller. His
-sister was right, a dance was untold misery to him. The quadrille had
-ceased by now, and presently the band struck up a waltz, which Ernest
-danced with Florence. They both waltzed well, and Ernest kept going as
-much as possible, perhaps in order to give no opportunity for
-conversation. At any rate no allusion was made to the events of the
-previous evening.
-
-“Where are your aunt and sister, Florence?” he asked, as he led her
-back to her seat.
-
-“They are coming presently,” she answered, shortly.
-
-The next dance was a galop, and this he danced with Dorothy, whose slim
-figure looked, in the white muslin dress she wore, more like that of a
-child than a grown woman. But child or woman, her general appearance
-was singularly pleasing and attractive. Ernest thought that he had
-never seen the quaint, puckered little face, with the two steady blue
-eyes in it, look so attractive. Not that it was pretty—it was not, but
-it was a face with a great deal of thought in it, and moreover it was a
-face through which the goodness of its owner seemed to shine like the
-light through a lamp.
-
-“You look so nice to-night, Doll,” said Ernest.
-
-She flushed with pleasure, and answered simply, “I am glad you think
-so.”
-
-“Yes, I do think so; you are really pretty.”
-
-“Nonsense, Ernest! Can’t you find some other butt to practise your
-compliments on? What is the good of wasting them on me? I am going to
-sit down.”
-
-“Really, Doll, I don’t know what has come to you lately, you have grown
-so cross.”
-
-She sighed as she answered, gently:
-
-“No more do I, Ernest. I did not mean to speak crossly, but you should
-not make fun of me. Ah, here come Miss Ceswick and Eva.”
-
-They had rejoined Florence and Jeremy. The two ladies were seated,
-while Ernest and Jeremy were standing, the former in front of them, the
-latter against the wall behind, for they were gathered at the topmost
-end of the long room. At Dorothy’s announcement both the lads bent
-forward to look down the room, and both the women fixed their eyes on
-Ernest’s face anxiously, expectantly, something as a criminal fixes his
-eyes on the foreman of a jury who is about to pronounce words that will
-one way or another affect all his life.
-
-“I don’t see them,” said Ernest carelessly. “O, here they come. _By
-George!_”
-
-[Illustration: “_By George!_”]
-
-Whatever these two women were looking for in his face, they had found
-it, and, to all appearance, it pleased them very little. Dorothy turned
-pale, and leaned back with a faint smile of resignation; she had
-expected it, that smile seemed to say; but the blood flamed like a
-danger-flag into Florence’s haughty features—there was no resignation
-there. And meanwhile Ernest was staring down the room, quite unaware of
-the little comedy that was going on around him; so was Jeremy, and so
-was every other man who was there to stare.
-
-And this was what they were staring at. Up the centre of the long room
-walked, or rather swept, Miss Ceswick, for even at her advanced age she
-moved like a queen, and at any other time her appearance would in
-itself have been sufficient to excite remark. But people were not
-looking at Miss Ceswick, but rather at the radiant creature who
-accompanied her, and whose stature dwarfed her, tall as she was. Eva
-Ceswick—for it was she—was dressed in white _soie de Chine,_ in the
-bosom of which was fixed a single rose. The dress was cut low, and her
-splendid neck and arms were entirely without ornament. In the masses of
-dark hair, which was coiled like a coronet round her head, there
-glistened a diamond star. Simple as was her costume, there was a
-grandeur about it that struck the whole room; but in truth it sprang
-from the almost perfect beauty of the woman who wore it. Any dress
-would have looked beautiful upon that noble form, that towered so high,
-and yet seemed to float up the room with the grace of a swan and sway
-like a willow in the wind. But her loveliness did not end there. From
-those dark eyes there shone a light that few men could look upon and
-forget, and yet there was nothing bold about it. It was like the light
-of a star.
-
-On she came, her lips half-parted, seemingly unconscious of the
-admiration she was attracting, eclipsing all other women as she passed,
-and making their beauty, that before had seemed bright enough, look
-poor and mean beside her own. It took but a few seconds, ten perhaps,
-for her to walk up the room, and yet to Ernest it seemed long before
-her eyes met his own, and something passed from them into his heart
-that remained there all his life.
-
-His gaze made her blush a little, it was so unmistakable. She guessed
-who he was, and passed him with a little inclination of her head.
-
-“Well, here we are at last,” she said, addressing her sister in her
-pure musical voice. “What do you think? something went wrong with the
-wheel of the fly, and we had to stop to get it mended!”
-
-“Indeed!” answered Florence; “I thought that perhaps you came late in
-order to make a more effective entry.”
-
-“Florence,” said her aunt, reprovingly, “you should not say such
-things.”
-
-Florence did not answer, but put her lace handkerchief to her lip. She
-had bitten it till the blood ran.
-
-By this time Ernest had recovered himself. He saw several young fellows
-bearing down upon them, and knew what they were after.
-
-“Miss Ceswick,” he said, “will you introduce me?”
-
-No sooner said than done, and at that moment the band began to play a
-waltz. In five seconds more Eva was floating down the room upon his
-arm, and the advancing young gentlemen were left lamenting, and, if the
-truth must be told, anathematising “that puppy Kershaw” beneath their
-breath.
-
-There was a spirit in her feet; she danced divinely. Lightly leaning on
-his arm, they swept round the room, the incarnation of youthful
-strength and beauty, and, as they passed, even sour old Lady Asteigh
-lowered her ancient nose an inch or more, and deigned to ask who that
-handsome young man dancing with the “tall girl” was. Presently they
-halted, and Ernest observed a more than usually intrepid man coming
-towards them, with the design, no doubt, of obtaining an introduction
-and the promise of dances. But again he was equal to the occasion.
-
-“Have you a card?” he asked.
-
-“O, yes.”
-
-“Will you allow me to put my name down for another dance? I think that
-our steps suit.”
-
-“Yes, we get on nicely. Here it is.”
-
-Ernest took it. The young man had arrived now, and was hovering round
-and glowering. Ernest nodded to him cheerfully, and “put his name” very
-much down—indeed, for no less than three dances and an extra.
-
-Eva opened her eyes a little, but she said nothing; their steps suited
-so very well.
-
-“May I ask you, Kershaw—” began his would-be rival.
-
-“O, certainly,” answered Ernest benignly, “I will be with you
-presently;” and they floated off again on the rising wave of the music.
-
-When the dance ended, they stopped just by the spot where Miss Ceswick
-was sitting. Florence and Dorothy were both dancing, but Jeremy, who
-did not dance, was standing by her, looking as sulky as a bear with a
-sore head. Eva stretched out her hand to him with a smile.
-
-“I hope that you are going to dance with me, Mr. Jones,” she said.
-
-“I don’t dance,” he answered, curtly, and walked away.
-
-She gazed after him wonderingly; his manner was decidedly rude.
-
-“I do not think that Mr. Jones is in a good temper,” she said to
-Ernest, with a smile.
-
-“O, he is a queer fellow; going out always makes him cross,” he
-answered carelessly.
-
-Then the gathering phalanx of would-be partners marched in and took
-possession, and Ernest had to retire.
-
-The ball was drawing to its close. The dancing-room, notwithstanding
-its open windows, was intensely hot, and many of the dancers were
-strolling in the gardens, among them Ernest and Eva. They had just
-danced their third waltz, in which they had discovered that their steps
-suited better than ever.
-
-Florence, Dorothy, and her brother were also walking all three
-together. It is curious how people in misfortune cling to one another.
-They walked in silence; they had nothing to say. Presently they caught
-sight of two tall figures standing by a bush, on which was fixed a
-dying Chinese lantern. It is sometimes unfortunate to be tall, it
-betrays one’s identity; there was no mistaking the two figures, though
-it was so dark. Instinctively the three halted. And just then the
-expiring Chinese lantern did an unkind thing: it caught fire, and threw
-a lurid light upon a very pretty little scene. Ernest was bending
-forward towards Eva with all his soul in his expressive eyes, and
-begging for something. She was blushing sweetly, and looking down at
-the rose in her bosom; one hand, too, was raised, as though to unfasten
-it. The light for a moment was so strong that Dorothy afterwards
-remembered noticing how long Eva’s curling black eyelashes looked
-against her cheek. In another second it had flared out, and the
-darkness hid the sequel; but it may here be stated that when Eva
-reappeared in the ballroom she had lost her rose.
-
-Charming and idyllic as this _tableau très vivant_ of youth and beauty,
-obeying the primary law of nature, and making love to one another in a
-Garden of Eden illumined with Chinese lanterns, undoubtedly was, it did
-not seem to please any of the three spectators.
-
-Jeremy actually forgot the presence of ladies, and went so far as to
-swear aloud. Nor did they reprove him; probably it gave their feelings
-some vicarious relief.
-
-“I think that we had better be going home; it is late,” said Dorothy,
-after a pause. “Jeremy, will you go and order the carriage?”
-
-Jeremy went.
-
-Florence said nothing, but she took her fan in both her hands and bent
-it slowly, so that the ivory sticks snapped one by one with a
-succession of sharp reports. Then she threw it down, and set her heel
-upon it, and ground it into the path. There was something inexpressibly
-cruel about the way in which she crushed the pretty toy; the action
-seemed to be the appropriate and unconscious outcome of some mental
-process, and it is an odd proof of the excitement under which they were
-both labouring, that at the time the gentle-minded Dorothy saw nothing
-strange about it. At that moment the two girls were nearer each other
-than they had ever been before, or would ever be again; the common
-stroke of a misfortune for a moment welded their opposite natures into
-one. At that moment, too, they knew that they both loved the same man;
-before, they had guessed it, and had not liked each other the better
-for it, but now that was forgotten.
-
-“I think, Florence,” said Dorothy, with a little tremor in her voice,
-“that we are ‘out of the running,’ as Jeremy says. Your sister is too
-beautiful for any woman to stand against her. He has fallen in love
-with her.”
-
-“Yes,” said Florence, with a bitter laugh and a flash of her brown
-eyes; “his highness has thrown a handkerchief to a new favourite, and
-she has lost no time in picking it up. We always used to call her ‘the
-sultana;’” and she laughed again.
-
-“Perhaps,” suggested Dorothy, “she only means to flirt with him a
-little; I hoped that Jeremy——”
-
-“Jeremy! what chance has Jeremy against him? Ernest would make more way
-with a woman in two hours than Jeremy would in two years. We all love
-to be taken by storm, my dear. Do not deceive yourself. Flirt with him!
-she will love him wildly in a week. Who could help loving him?” she
-added, with a thrill of her rich voice.
-
-Dorothy said nothing: she knew that it was true, and they walked a few
-steps in silence.
-
-“Dorothy, do you know what generally happens to favourites and
-sultanas?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“They come to a bad end; the other ladies of the harem murder them, you
-know.”
-
-“What _do_ you mean?”
-
-“Don’t be frightened; I don’t mean that we should murder my dear
-sister. What I do mean is, that I think we might manage to depose her.
-Will you help me if I find a plan?”
-
-Dorothy’s better self had had time to assert itself by now; the
-influence of the blow was over, and their natures were wide apart
-again.
-
-“No, certainly not,” she answered. “Ernest has a right to choose for
-himself, and if your sister gets the better of us, it is the fortune of
-war, that is all—though certainly the fight is not quite fair,” she
-added, as she thought of Eva’s radiant loveliness.
-
-Florence glanced at her contemptuously.
-
-“You have no spirit,” she said.
-
-“What do you mean to do?”
-
-“Mean to do!” she answered, swinging round and facing her; “I mean to
-have my revenge.”
-
-“O Florence, it is wicked to talk so! whom are you going to be revenged
-on—Ernest? It is not his fault if —if you are fond of him.”
-
-“Yes, it is his fault; but whether it is his fault or not, he shall
-suffer. Remember what I say, for it will come true; he shall suffer.
-Why should I bear it all alone? But he shall not suffer so much as she.
-I told her that I was fond of him, and she promised to leave him
-alone—do you hear that?—and yet she is taking him away from me to
-gratify her vanity—she, who can have anybody she likes.”
-
-“Hush, Florence! Don’t give way to your temper so, or you will be
-overheard. Besides, I daresay that we are making a great deal out of
-nothing; after all, she only gave him a rose.”
-
-“I don’t care if we are overheard, and it is not nothing. I guessed
-that it would be so, I knew that it would be so, and I know what is
-coming now. Mark my words, within a month Ernest and my sweet sister
-will be sitting about on the cliff with their arms around each other’s
-necks. I have only to shut my eyes, and I can see it. O, here is
-Jeremy! Is the carriage there, Jeremy? That’s right. Come on, Dorothy,
-let us go and say good-night and be off. You will drop me at the
-cottage, won’t you?”
-
-Half an hour later the fly that had brought Miss Ceswick and Eva came
-round, and with it Ernest’s dog-cart. But as Miss Ceswick was rather
-anxious about the injured wheel, Ernest, as in duty bound, offered to
-see them safe home, and, ordering the cart to follow, got into the fly
-without waiting for an answer.
-
-Of course Miss Ceswick went to sleep, but it is not probable that
-either Ernest or Eva followed her example. Perhaps they were too tired
-to talk; perhaps they were beginning to find out what a delightful
-companionship is to be found in silence; perhaps his gentle pressure of
-the little white-gloved hand, that lay unresisting in his own, was more
-eloquent than any speech.
-
-Don’t be shocked, my reader; you or I would have done the same, and
-thought ourselves very lucky fellows!
-
-At any rate, that drive was over all too soon.
-
-Florence opened the door for them; she had told the servant to go to
-bed.
-
-When Eva reached the door of her room she turned round to say
-good-night to her sister; but the latter, instead of contenting herself
-with a nod, as was her custom, came and kissed her on the face.
-
-“I congratulate you on your dress and on your conquest,” and again she
-kissed her and was gone.
-
-“It is not like Florence to be so kind,” reflected her younger sister.
-“I can’t remember when she kissed me last.”
-
-Eva did not know that as there are some kisses that declare peace, and
-set the seal on love, there are others that announce war, and proclaim
-the hour of vengeance or treachery. Judas kissed his Master when he
-betrayed Him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-EVA FINDS SOMETHING
-
-
-When Ernest woke on the morning after the ball it was ten o’clock, and
-he had a severe headache. This—the headache—was his first impression,
-but presently his eye fell upon a withering red rose that lay upon the
-dressing-table, and he smiled. Then followed reflections, those
-confounded reflections that always dog the heels of everything pleasant
-in life, and he ceased to smile.
-
-In the end he yawned and got up. When he reached the sitting-room,
-which looked cool and pleasant in contrast to the hot July sunshine
-that beat upon the little patch of bare turf in front of the house, and
-the glittering sea beyond, he found that the others had done their
-breakfast. Jeremy had gone out, but his sister was there, looking a
-little pale, no doubt from the late hours of the previous night.
-
-“Good-morning, Doll!”
-
-“Good-morning, Ernest,” she answered, rather coldly. “I have been
-keeping your tea as warm as I can, but I’m afraid it is getting cold.”
-
-“You are a good Samaritan, Doll. I’ve got such a head! perhaps the tea
-will make it better.”
-
-She smiled as she gave it to him; had she spoken what was in her mind,
-she would have answered that she had “such a heart.”
-
-He drank the tea, and apparently felt better for it, for presently he
-asked her, in comparatively cheerful tones, how she liked the dance.
-
-“O, very well, thank you, Ernest: how did you like it?”
-
-“O, awfully! I say, Doll!”
-
-“Yes, Ernest.”
-
-“Isn’t she lovely?”
-
-“Who, Ernest?”
-
-“Who! why, Eva Ceswick, of course.”
-
-“Yes, Ernest, she is very lovely.”
-
-There was something about her tone that was not encouraging; at any
-rate he did not pursue the subject.
-
-“Where is Jeremy?” he asked next.
-
-“He has gone out.”
-
-Presently, Ernest, having finished his second cup of tea, went out too,
-and came across Jeremy mooning about the yard.
-
-“Hullo, my hearty! and how are you after your dissipations?”
-
-“All right, thank you,” answered Jeremy, sulkily.
-
-Ernest glanced up quickly. The voice was the voice of Jeremy, but the
-tones were not his tones.
-
-“What is up, old chap?” he said, slipping his arm through his friend’s.
-
-“Nothing.”
-
-“O yes, there is, though. What is it? Out with it? I am a splendid
-father confessor.”
-
-Jeremy freed his arm, and remained sulkier than ever. Ernest looked
-hurt, and the look softened the other.
-
-“Well, of course, if you won’t tell me, there is nothing more to be
-said;” and he prepared to move off.
-
-“As though you didn’t know!”
-
-“Upon my honour I don’t.”
-
-“Then if you’ll come in here, I will tell you;” and Jeremy opened the
-door of the little outhouse, where he stuffed his birds and kept his
-gun and collection of eggs and butterflies, and motioned Ernest
-majestically in.
-
-He entered and seated himself upon the stuffing-table, gazing
-abstractedly at a bittern that Jeremy had shot about the time that this
-story opened, and which was now very moth-eaten, and waved one
-melancholy leg in the air in a way meant to be imposing, but only
-succeeded in being grotesque.
-
-“Well, what is it?” he interrogated of the glassy eye of the decaying
-bittern.
-
-Jeremy turned his broad back upon Ernest—he felt that he could speak
-better on such a subject with his back turned—and, addressing empty
-space before him, said:
-
-“I think it was precious unkind of you.”
-
-“What was precious unkind?”
-
-“To go and cut me out of the only girl——”
-
-“I ever loved?” suggested Ernest, for he was hesitating.
-
-“I ever loved!” chimed in Jeremy; the phrase expressed his sentiments
-exactly.
-
-“Well, old chap, if you would come to the point a little more, and tell
-me who the deuce you are talking about——”
-
-“Why, who should I be talking about? there is only one girl——”
-
-“You ever loved?”
-
-“I ever loved!”
-
-“Well, in the name of the Holy Roman Empire, _who_ is she?”
-
-“Why, Eva Ceswick.”
-
-Ernest whistled.
-
-“I say, old chap,” he said, after a pause, “why didn’t you tell me? I
-didn’t even know that you knew her. Are you engaged to her, then?”
-
-“Engaged! no.”
-
-“Well, then, have you an understanding with her?”
-
-“No, of course not.”
-
-“Look here, old fellow, if you would just slew round a bit and tell me
-how the matter stands, we might get on a little.”
-
-“It doesn’t stand at all, but—I worship the ground she treads on;
-there!”
-
-“Ah!” said Ernest, “that’s awkward, for so do I—at least I think I do.”
-
-Jeremy groaned, and Ernest groaned too, by way of company.
-
-“Look here, old chap,” said the latter, “what is to be done? You should
-have told me, but you didn’t, you see. If you had, I would have kept
-clear. Fact is, she bowled me over altogether, bowled me clean.”
-
-“So she did me.”
-
-“I’ll tell you what, Jeremy, I’ll go away and leave you to make the
-running. Not that I see that there is much good in either of us making
-the running, for we have nothing to marry on, and no more has she.”
-
-“And we are only twenty-one. We can’t marry at twenty-one,” put in
-Jeremy, “or we should have a large family by the time we’re thirty.
-Fellows who marry at twenty-one always do.”
-
-“She’s twenty-one; she told me so.”
-
-“She told me too,” said Jeremy, determined to show that Ernest was not
-the only person favoured with this exciting fact.
-
-“Well, shall I clear? we can’t jaw about it for ever.”
-
-“No,” said Jeremy, slowly, and in a way that showed that it cost him an
-effort to say it, “that would not be fair; besides, I expect that the
-mischief is done; everybody gets fond of you, old fellow, men or women.
-No, you sha’n’t go, and we won’t get to loggerheads over it either.
-I’ll tell you what we will do—we will toss up.”
-
-This struck Ernest as a brilliant suggestion.
-
-“Right you are,” he said, at once producing a shilling; “singles or
-threes?”
-
-“Singles, of course; it’s sooner over.”
-
-Ernest poised the coin on his thumb.
-
-“You call. But, I say, what are we tossing for? We can’t draw lots for
-the girl like the fellows in Homer. We haven’t captured her yet.”
-
-This was obviously a point that required consideration. Jeremy
-scratched his head.
-
-“How will this do?” he said. “The winner to have a month to make the
-running in, the loser not to interfere. If she won’t have anything to
-say to him after a month, then the loser to have his fling. If she
-will, loser to keep clear.”
-
-“That will do. Stand clear; up you go.”
-
-The shilling spun in the air.
-
-“Tails!” howled Jeremy.
-
-It lit on the beak of the astonished bittern and bounded off on to the
-floor, finally rolling under a box full of choice specimens of the
-petrified bones of antediluvian animals that had been washed out of the
-cliffs. The box was lugged out of the way with difficulty, and the
-shilling disclosed.
-
-“Heads it is!” said Ernest exultingly.
-
-“I expected as much; just my luck. Well, shake hands, Ernest. We won’t
-quarrel about the girl, please God.”
-
-They shook hands heartily enough and parted; but from that time for
-many a long day there was an invisible something between them that had
-not been there before. Strong indeed must be the friendship of which
-the bonds do not slacken when the shadow of a woman’s love falls upon
-it.
-
-That afternoon Dorothy said that she wanted to go into Kesterwick to
-make some purchases, and Ernest offered to accompany her. They walked
-in silence as far as Titheburgh Abbey; indeed, they both suffered from
-a curious constraint that seemed effectually to check their usual
-brother-and-sister-like relations. Ernest was just beginning to feel
-the silence awkward when Dorothy stopped.
-
-“What was that?” she said. “I thought I heard somebody cry out.”
-
-They listened, and presently both heard a woman’s voice calling for
-help. The sound seemed to come from the cliff on their left. They
-stepped to the edge and looked over. As may be remembered, some twenty
-feet from the top of the cliff, and fifty or more from the bottom,
-there was at this spot a sandy ledge, on which were deposited many of
-the remains washed out of the churchyard by the sea. Now, this
-particular spot was almost inaccessible without ladders, because,
-although it was easy enough to get down to its level, the cliff bulged
-out on either side of it, and gave for the space of some yards little
-or no hold for the hands or feet of the climber.
-
-The first thing that caught Ernest’s eyes when he looked over was a
-lady’s foot and ankle, which appeared to be resting on a tiny piece of
-rock that projected from the surface of the cliff; the next was the
-imploring face of Eva Ceswick, who was sprawling in a most undignified
-position on the bulge of sandstone, with nothing more between her and
-eternity than that very unsatisfactory and insufficient knob of rock.
-It was evident that she could move neither one way or the other without
-being precipitated to the bottom of the cliff, to which she was
-apparently clinging by suction like a fly.
-
-“Great God!” exclaimed Ernest. “Hold on, I will come to you.”
-
-“I _can’t_ hold much longer.”
-
-It was one thing to say that he would come, and another to do it. The
-sand gave scarcely any foothold; how was he to get enough purchase to
-pull Eva round the bulge? He looked at Dorothy in despair. Her quick
-mind had taken in the situation at a glance.
-
-“You must get down there above her, Ernest, and lie flat, and stretch
-out your hand to her.”
-
-“But there is nothing to hold to. When she puts her weight on to my
-hand we shall both go together.”
-
-“No, I will hold your legs. Be quick, she is getting exhausted.”
-
-It took Ernest but two seconds to reach the spot that Dorothy had
-pointed to, and to lay himself flat, or rather slanting, for his heels
-were a great deal higher than his head. Fortunately, he discovered a
-hard knob of sandstone, against which he could rest his left hand.
-Meanwhile, Dorothy, seating herself as securely as she could above,
-seized him by the ankles. Then Ernest stretched his hand downwards,
-and, gripping Eva by the wrist, began to put out his strength. Had the
-three found any time to indulge their sense of humour, they might have
-found the appearance they presented intensely ludicrous; but they did
-not, for the very good reason that for thirty seconds or so their lives
-were not worth a farthing’s purchase. Ernest strained and strained, but
-Eva was a large woman, although she danced so lightly, and the bulge
-over which he had to pull her was almost perpendicular. Presently he
-felt that Dorothy was beginning to slip above him.
-
-“She must make an effort, or we shall all go,” she said in a quiet
-voice.
-
-“Drive your knees into the sand and throw yourself forward, it is your
-only chance!” gasped Ernest to the exhausted woman beneath him.
-
-She realised the meaning of his words, and gave a desperate struggle.
-
-“Pull, Doll; for God’s sake, pull! she’s coming.”
-
-Then followed a second of despairing effort, and she was beside him on
-the spot where he lay; another struggle, and the three sank exhausted
-on the top of the cliff, rescued from a most imminent death.
-
-“By Jove!” ejaculated Ernest, “that was a near thing!”
-
-Dorothy nodded; she was too exhausted to speak. Eva smiled and fainted.
-
-He turned to her with a little cry and began to chafe her cold hands.
-
-“O, she’s dead, Doll!” he said.
-
-“No, she has fainted, give me your hat.”
-
-Before he could do so she had seized it, and was running as quickly as
-her exhaustion would allow towards a spring that bubbled up a hundred
-yards away, and which once had been the water supply of the old abbey.
-
-Ernest went on rubbing for a minute or more, but without producing the
-slightest effect. He was in despair. The beautiful face beneath him
-looked so wan and death-like; all the red had left her lips. In his
-distress, and scarcely knowing what he did, he bent over them and
-kissed them, once, twice, thrice. That mode of restoration is not
-recommended in the medicine-chest “guide,” but in this instance it was
-not without its effect. Presently a faint and tremulous glow diffused
-itself over the pale cheek; in another moment it deepened to a most
-unmistakable blush. (Was it a half-consciousness of Ernest’s new method
-of treatment, or merely the returning blood, that produced the blush?
-Let us not inquire.) Next Eva sighed, opened her eyes, and sat up.
-
-“O, you are not dead!”
-
-“No, I don’t think so, but I can’t quite remember. What was it? Ah, I
-know;” and she shut her eyes, as though to keep out some horrid sight.
-Presently she opened them again. “You have saved my life,” she said.
-“If it had not been for you, I should have now been lying crushed at
-the foot of that dreadful cliff. I am so grateful.”’
-
-At that moment Dorothy came back with a little water in Ernest’s black
-hat, for in her hurry she had spilled most of it.
-
-“Here, drink some of this,” she said.
-
-Eva tried to do so; but a billycock hat is not a very convenient
-drinking-vessel till you get used to it, and she upset more than she
-swallowed. But what she drank did her good. She put down the hat, and
-they all three laughed a little; it was so funny drinking out of an old
-hat.
-
-“Were you long down there before we came?” asked Dorothy.
-
-“No, not long; only about half a minute on that dreadful bulge.”
-
-“What on earth did you go there for?” said Ernest, putting his dripping
-hat on to his head, for the sun was hot.
-
-“I wanted to see the bones. I am very active, and thought that I could
-get up quite safely; but sand is so slippery. O, I forgot; look here;”
-and she pointed to a thin cord that was tied to her wrist.
-
-“What is that?”
-
-“Why, it is tied to such an odd lead box that I found in the sand. Mr.
-Jones said the other day that he thought it was a bit of an old coffin;
-but it is not, it is a lead box with a rusty iron handle. I could not
-move it much; but I had this bit of cord with me—I thought I might want
-it getting down, you know—so I tied one end of it to the handle.”
-
-“Let us pull it up,” said Ernest, unfastening the cord from Eva’s
-wrist, and beginning to tug.
-
-But the case was too heavy for him to lift alone; indeed, it proved as
-much as they could all three manage to drag it to the top. However, up
-it came at last. Ernest examined it carefully, and came to the
-conclusion that it was very ancient. The massive iron handle at the top
-of the oblong case was almost eaten through with rust, and the lead
-itself was much corroded, although, from fragments that still clung to
-it, it was evident that it had once been protected by an outer case of
-oak. Evidently the case had been washed out of the churchyard where it
-had lain for centuries.
-
-“This is quite exciting,” said Eva, who was now sufficiently interested
-to forget all about her escape. “What can be in it?—treasure or papers,
-I should think.”
-
-“I don’t know,” answered Ernest; “I should hardly think that they would
-bury such things in a churchyard. Perhaps it is a small baby.”
-
-“Ernest,” broke in Dorothy, in an agitated way, “I don’t like that
-thing. I can’t tell you why, but I am sure it is unlucky. I wish that
-you would throw it back to where it came from, or into the sea. It is a
-horrid thing, and we have nearly lost our lives over it already.”
-
-“Nonsense, Doll! whoever thought that you were so superstitious? Why,
-perhaps it is full of money or jewels. Let’s take it home and open it.”
-
-“I am not superstitious, and you can take it home if you like. I will
-not touch it; I tell you it is a horrid thing.”
-
-“All right, Doll, then you sha’n’t have a share of the spoil. Miss
-Ceswick and I will divide it. Will you help me to carry it to the
-house, Miss Ceswick?—that is, unless you are afraid of it, like Doll.”
-
-“O no,” she answered, “I am not afraid; I am dying of curiosity to see
-what is inside.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-WHAT EVA FOUND
-
-
-“You are sure you are not too tired?” said Ernest, after a moment’s
-consideration.
-
-“No, indeed, I have quite recovered,” she answered, with a blush.
-
-Ernest blushed too, from sympathy probably, and went to pick up a bough
-that lay beneath a stunted oak-tree which grew in the ruins of the
-abbey, on the spot where once the altar had stood. This he ran through
-the iron handle, and, directing Eva to catch hold of one end, he took
-the other himself, and they started for the house, Dorothy marching
-solemnly in front.
-
-As it happened, Jeremy and Mr. Cardus were strolling along together
-smoking, when suddenly they caught sight of the cavalcade advancing,
-and hurried to meet it.
-
-“What is all this?” asked Mr. Cardus of Dorothy, who was now nearly
-fifty yards ahead of the other two.
-
-“Well, Reginald, it is a long story. First we found Eva Ceswick
-slipping down the cliff, and dragged her up just in time.”
-
-“My luck again!” thought Jeremy, groaning in spirit.” I might have sat
-on the edge of that cliff for ten years, and never got a chance of
-dragging her up.”
-
-“Then we pulled up that horrid box, which she found down in the sand,
-and tied a cord to.”
-
-“Yes,” exclaimed Ernest, who was now arriving, “and, would you believe
-it, Dorothy wanted us to throw it back again!”
-
-“I know I did; I said that it was unlucky, and it is unlucky.”
-
-“Nonsense, Dorothy! it is very interesting. I expect that it will be
-found to contain deeds buried in the churchyard for safety and never
-dug up again,” broke in Mr. Cardus, much interested. “Let me catch hold
-of that stick, Miss Ceswick, and I daresay that Jeremy will go on and
-get a hammer and a cold chisel, and we will soon solve the mystery.”
-
-“Oh, very well, Reginald; you will see,” said Dorothy.
-
-Mr. Cardus glanced at her. It was curious her taking such an idea. Then
-they walked to the house. On reaching the sitting-room they found
-Jeremy already there with his hammer and chisel. He was an admirable
-amateur blacksmith; indeed, there were few manual trades of which he
-did not know a little, and, placing the case on the table, he set about
-the task of opening it in a most workmanlike manner.
-
-The lead, though it was in places eaten quite away, was still thick and
-sound near the edges, and it took him a good quarter of an hour’s hard
-chopping to remove what appeared to be the front of the case.
-Excitement was at its height as it fell forward with a bang on the
-table; but it was then found that what had been removed was merely a
-portion of an outer case, there being beneath it an inner chest, also
-of lead.
-
-“Well,” said Jeremy, “they fastened it up pretty well;” and then he set
-to work again.
-
-This inner skin of lead was thinner and easier to cut than the first
-had been, and he got through the job more quickly, though not nearly
-quickly enough for the impatience of the bystanders. At last the front
-fell out, and disclosed a small cabinet made of solid pieces of black
-oak and having a hinged door, which was fastened by a tiny latch and
-hasp of the common pattern, that is, probably, as old as doors are.
-From this cabinet there came a strong odour of spices.
-
-The excitement was now intense, and seemed to be shared by everybody in
-the house. Grice had come in through the swing-door and stationed
-herself in the background, Sampson and the groom were peeping through
-the window, and even old Atterleigh, attracted by the sound of the
-hammering, had strolled aimlessly in.
-
-“What can it be?” said Eva, with a gasp.
-
-Slowly Jeremy extracted the cabinet from its leaden coverings and set
-it on the table.
-
-“Shall I open it?” he said; and, suiting the action to the word, he
-lifted the latch, and placing the chisel between the edge of the little
-door and its frame, prised the cabinet open.
-
-The smell of spices became more pronounced than ever, and for a moment
-the cloud of dust that came from them, as their fragments rolled out of
-the cabinet on to the table, prevented the spectators, who, all but
-Dorothy, were crowding up to the case, from seeing what it contained.
-Presently, however, a large whitish bundle became visible. Jeremy put
-in his hand, pulled it out, and laid it on the top of the box. It was
-heavy. But when he had done this he did not seem inclined to go any
-further in the matter. The bundle had, he considered, an uncanny look.
-
-At that moment an interruption took place, for Florence Ceswick entered
-through the open door. She had come up to see Dorothy, and was
-astonished to find such a gathering.
-
-“Why, what is it all about?” she asked.
-
-Somebody told her in as few words as possible, for everybody’s
-attention was concentrated on the bundle, which nobody seemed inclined
-to touch.
-
-“Well, why don’t you open it?” asked Florence.
-
-“I think that they are all afraid,” said Mr. Cardus, with a laugh.
-
-He was watching the various expressions on the faces with an amused
-air.
-
-“Well, I am not afraid, at any rate,” said Florence. “Now, ladies and
-gentlemen, the Gorgon’s head is about to be unveiled: look the other
-way, or you will all be turned to stone.”
-
-“This is getting delightfully ghastly,” said Eva to Ernest.
-
-“I know that it will be something horrid,” added Dorothy.
-
-Meanwhile Florence had drawn out a heavy pin of ancient make, with
-which the wrapping of the bundle was fastened, and begun to unwind a
-long piece of discoloured linen. At the very first turn another shower
-of spices fell out. As soon as these had been swept aside, Florence
-proceeded slowly with her task, and as she removed fold after fold of
-the linen, the bundle began to take shape and form, and the shape it
-took was that of a human head!
-
-Eva saw it, and drew closer to Ernest; Jeremy saw it, and felt inclined
-to bolt; Dorothy saw it, and knew that her presentiments as to the
-disagreeable nature of the contents of that unlucky case were coming
-true; Mr. Cardus saw it, and was more interested than ever. Only
-Florence and Hard-riding Atterleigh saw nothing. Another turn or two of
-the long winding-sheet, and it slipped suddenly away from whatever it
-enclosed.
-
-There was a moment’s dead silence as the company regarded the object
-thus left open to their gaze. Then one of the women gave a low cry of
-fear, and, actuated by some common impulse, they all turned and broke
-from the room in terror, and calling, “It is alive!” No, not all.
-Florence turned pale, but she stood there by the object, the
-winding-sheet in her hands; and old Atterleigh also remained staring at
-it, either paralysed or fascinated.
-
-It, too, seemed to stare at him from its point of vantage on the oak
-chest, in which it had rested for so many centuries.
-
-And this was what he saw there upon the box. Let the reader imagine the
-face and head of a lovely woman of some thirty years of age, the latter
-covered with rippling brown locks of great length, above which was set
-a roughly fashioned coronet studded with uncut gems. Let him imagine
-this face, all but the lips, which were coloured red, pale with the
-bloodless pallor of death, and the flesh so firm and fresh-looking that
-it might have been that of a corpse not a day old; so firm, indeed,
-that the head and all its pendant weight of beautiful hair could stand
-on the unshrunken base of the neck which, in some far-past age, cold
-steel had made so smooth. Then let him imagine the crowning horror of
-this weird sight. The eyes of a corpse are shut, but the eyes in this
-head were wide open, and the long black lashes, as perfect now as on
-the day of death, hung over what, when the light struck them, appeared
-to be two balls of trembling fire, that glittered and rolled and fixed
-themselves upon the face of the observer like living human eyes. It was
-these awful eyes that carried such terror to the hearts of the
-on-lookers when they cast their first glance around, and made them not
-unnaturally cry out that the head was alive.
-
-It was not until he had made a very careful examination of these fiery
-orbs that Mr. Cardus was afterwards able to discover what they were;
-and as the reader may as well understand at once that this head had
-nothing about it different from any other skilfully preserved head, he
-shall be taken into confidence without delay. They were balls of
-crystal fitted, probably by the aid of slender strings, into the eye
-sockets with such infernal art that they shook and trembled to the
-slightest sound, and even on occasion rolled about. The head itself, he
-also discovered, had not been embalmed in the ordinary fashion, by
-extracting the brain, and filling the cavity with spices or bitumen,
-but had been preserved by means of the injection of silica, or some
-kindred substance, into the brain, veins, and arteries, which, after
-permeating all the flesh, had solidified and made it like marble. Some
-brilliant pigment had been used to give the lips their natural colour,
-and the hair had been preserved by means of the spices. But perhaps the
-most dreadful thing about this relic of forgotten ages was the mocking
-smile that the artist who “set it up” had managed to preserve upon the
-face—a smile that just drew the lips up enough to show the white teeth
-beneath, and gave the idea that its wearer had died in the full
-enjoyment of some malicious jest or triumph. It was a terrible thing to
-look on, that long-dead, beautiful face, with its abundant hair, its
-crowning coronet, its moving crystal eyes, and its smile; and yet there
-was something awfully fascinating about it: those who had seen it once
-would always long to see it again.
-
-Mr. Cardus had fled with the rest, but as soon as he got outside the
-swing-door his common sense reasserted itself, and he stopped.
-
-“Come, come,” he called to the others, “don’t be so silly; you are not
-going to run away from a dead woman’s head, are you?”
-
-“You ran too,” said Dorothy, pulling up and gasping.
-
-“Yes, I know I did; those eyes startled me; but, of course, they are
-glass. I am going back; it is a great curiosity.”
-
-“It is an accursed thing,” muttered Dorothy.
-
-Mr. Cardus turned and re-entered the room, and the others, comforting
-themselves with the reflection that it was broad daylight, and drawn by
-their devouring curiosity, followed him. That is, they all followed him
-except Grice, who was ill for two days afterwards. As for Sampson and
-the groom, who had seen the sight through the window, they ran for a
-mile or more along the cliff before they stopped.
-
-When they got back into the room, they found old Atterleigh still
-standing and staring at the crystal eyes, that seemed to be returning
-his gaze with compound interest, while Florence was there with the long
-linen wrapper in her hand, gazing down at the beautiful hair that
-flowed from the head on to the oak box, from the box to the table, and
-from the table nearly to the ground. It was, oddly enough, of the same
-colour and texture as her own. She had taken off her hat when she began
-to undo the wrappings, and they all noticed the fact. Nor did the
-resemblance stop there. The sharp fine features of the mummied head
-were very like Florence’s; so were the beautiful teeth and the fixed
-hard smile. The dead face was more lovely, indeed, but otherwise the
-woman of the Saxon era—for, to judge from the rude tiara on her brow,
-it is probable that she was Saxon—and the living girl of the nineteenth
-century might have been sisters, or mother and daughter. The
-resemblance startled them all as they entered the room, but they said
-nothing.
-
-They drew near, and gazed again without a word. Dorothy was the first
-to break the silence.
-
-“I think she must have been a witch,” she said. “I hope that you will
-have it thrown away, Reginald, for she will bring us bad luck. The
-place where she was buried has been unlucky; it was a great abbey once,
-now it is a deserted ruin. When we tried to get the case up, we were
-all very nearly killed. She will bring us bad luck. I am sure of it.
-Throw it away, Reginald, throw her into the sea. Look, she is just like
-Florence there.”
-
-Florence had smiled at Dorothy’s words, and the resemblance became more
-striking than ever. Eva shuddered as she noticed it.
-
-“Nonsense, Dorothy!” said Mr. Cardus, who was a bit of an antiquarian,
-and had now forgotten his start in his collector’s zeal, “it is a
-splendid find. But I forgot,” he added, in a tone of disappointment,
-“it does not belong to me, it belongs to Miss Ceswick.”
-
-“O, I am sure you are welcome to it, so far as I am concerned,” said
-Eva, hastily. “I would not have it near me on any account.”
-
-“O, very well. I am much obliged to you. I shall value the relic very
-much.”
-
-Florence had meanwhile moved round the table, and was gazing earnestly
-into the crystal eyes.
-
-“What are you doing, Florence?” asked Ernest, sharply, for the scene
-was uncanny, and jarred upon him.
-
-“I?” she answered, with a little laugh; “I am seeking an inspiration.
-That face looks wise, it may teach me something. Besides, it is so like
-my own, I think she must be some far-distant ancestress.”
-
-“So she has noticed it too,” thought Ernest.
-
-“Put her back in the box, Jeremy,” said Mr. Cardus. “I must have an
-air-tight case made.”
-
-“I can do that,” said Jeremy, “by lining the old one with lead, and
-putting a glass front to it.”
-
-Jeremy set about putting the head away, touching it very gingerly. When
-he got it back into the oak case, he dusted it, and placed it upon a
-bracket that jutted from the oak panelling at the end of the room.
-
-“Well,” said Florence, “now that you have put your guardian angel on
-her pedestal, I think that we must be going home. Will any of you walk
-a little way with us?”
-
-Dorothy said that they would all come—that is, all except Mr. Cardus,
-who had gone back to his office. Accordingly they started, and as they
-did so, Florence intimated to Ernest that she wished to speak to him.
-He was alarmed and disappointed, for he was afraid of Florence, and
-wished to walk with Eva, and presumably his face betrayed what was in
-his mind to her.
-
-“Do not be frightened,” she said, with a slight smile; “I am not going
-to say anything disagreeable.”
-
-Of course he replied that he knew that she never could say anything
-disagreeable at any time; at which she smiled again the same faint
-smile, and they dropped behind.
-
-“Ernest,” she said presently, “I want to speak to you. You remember
-what happened between us two evenings ago on this very beach;” for they
-were walking home by the beach.
-
-“Yes, Florence, I remember,” answered Ernest.
-
-“Well, Ernest, the words I have to say are hard for a woman’s lips, but
-I must say them. I made a mistake, Ernest, in telling you that I loved
-you as I did, and in talking all the wild nonsense that I talked. I
-don’t know what made me do it—some foolish impulse, no doubt. Women are
-very curious, you know, Ernest, and I think that I am more curious than
-most. I suppose I thought I loved you, Ernest—I know I thought it when
-you kissed me; but last night, when I saw you at the Smythes’ dance, I
-knew that it was all a mistake, and that I cared for you—no more than
-you cared for me, Ernest. Do you understand me?”
-
-He did not understand her in the least, but he nodded his head, feeling
-vaguely that things were turning out very well for him.
-
-“That is all right; and so here, in the same place where I said them, I
-renounce them. We will forget all that foolish scene, Ernest. I made a
-little mistake when I told you that my heart was as deep as the sea; I
-find that it is shallow as a brook. But will you answer me one
-question, Ernest, before we close this conversation?”
-
-“Yes, Florence, if I can.”
-
-“Well, when you—you kissed me the other night, you did not really mean
-it, did you? I mean you only did so for a freak, or from the impulse of
-the moment, not because you loved me? Don’t be afraid to tell me,
-because if it was so, I shall not be angry; you see you have so much to
-forgive me for. I am breaking faith, am I not?” And she looked him
-straight in the face with her piercing eyes.
-
-Ernest’s glance fell under that searching gaze, and the lie that men
-are apt to think it no shame to use where women are concerned rose to
-his lips. But he could not get it out—he could not bring himself to say
-that he did love her—so he compromised matters.
-
-“I think you were more in earnest than I was, Florence.”
-
-She laughed, a cold little laugh, that somehow made his flesh creep.
-
-“Thank you for being candid: it makes matters so much easier, does it
-not? But, do you know, I suspected as much, when I was standing there
-by that head to-day, just at the time that you took Eva’s hand.”
-
-Ernest started visibly. “Why, your back was turned!” he said.
-
-“Yes, but I saw what you did reflected in the crystal eyes. Well, do
-you know, as I stood there, it seemed to me as though I could consider
-the whole matter as dispassionately and with as clear a brain as though
-I had been that dead woman. All of a sudden I grew wise. But there are
-the others waiting for us.”
-
-“We shall part friends, I hope, Florence?” said Ernest anxiously.
-
-“O yes, Ernest, a woman always follows the career of her old admirer
-with the deepest interest, and for about five seconds you were my
-admirer—when you kissed me, you know. I shall watch all your life, and
-my thoughts shall follow your footsteps like a shadow. Good-night,
-Ernest, good-night;” and again she smiled that mocking smile which was
-so like that on the features of the dead woman, and fixed her piercing
-eyes upon his face. He bade her good-night, and made his way homewards
-with the others, feeling an undefinable dread heavy on his heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-DEEP WATERS
-
-
-In due course Jeremy duly fitted up “the witch,” as the mysterious head
-came to be called at Dum’s Ness in her air-tight cabinet, which he
-lengthened till it looked like a clock-case, in order to allow the
-beautiful hair to hang down at full length, retaining, however, the
-original door and ancient latch and hasp. His next step was to fit the
-plate-glass front, and exhaust the air as well as was feasible from the
-interior of the case. Then he screwed on the outside door, and stood it
-back on its bracket in the oak-paneled sitting-room, where, as has been
-said, it looked for all the world like an eight-day clock-case.
-
-Just as he had finished the job, a visitor—it was Mr. de Talor—came in,
-and remarked that he had made a precious ugly clock. Jeremy, who
-disliked _the_ De Talor, as he called him, excessively, said that he
-would not say so when he had seen the works, and at the same time
-unhasped the oak door of the cabinet, and turned the full glare of the
-dreadful crystal eyes on to his face. The results were startling. For a
-moment De Talor stared and gasped; then all the rich hues faded from
-his features, and he sank back in a sort of fit. Jeremy shut up the
-door in a hurry, and his visitor soon recovered; but for years nothing
-would induce him to enter that room again.
-
-As for Jeremy himself, at first he was dreadfully afraid of “the
-witch,” but as time went on—for his job took him several days—he seemed
-to lose his awe of her, and even to find a fearful joy in her society.
-He spent whole hours, as he sat in his workshop in the yard, tinkering
-at the airtight case, in weaving histories in which this beautiful
-creature, whose head had been thus marvellously recovered, played the
-leading part. It was so strange to look at her lovely scornful face,
-and think that, long ages since, men had loved it, and kissed it, and
-played with the waving hair.
-
-There it was, this relic of the dead, preserved by the consummate skill
-of some old monk or chemist, so that it retained all its ancient beauty
-long after the echoes of the tragedy, with which it must have been
-connected, had died out of the world. For, as he wrought at his case,
-Jeremy grew certain that it was the ghastly memento of some enormous
-crime; indeed, by degrees, as he tacked and hammered at the lead
-lining, he made up a history that was quite satisfactory to his mind,
-appealing on doubtful points to the witch herself, who was on the table
-near him, and ascertaining whether she meant “yes” or “no” by the
-simple process of observing whether or not her eyes trembled when he
-spoke. It was slow work getting the story together in this fashion, but
-then the manufacture of the case was slow also, and it was not without
-its charm, for he felt it an honour to be taken into the confidence of
-so lovely a lady.
-
-But if the head had a fascination for Jeremy, it had a still greater
-charm for his grandfather. The old man would continually slip out of
-the office and cross the yard to the little room where Jeremy worked,
-in order to stare at this wonderful relic. One night, indeed, when the
-case was nearly finished, Jeremy remembered that he had not locked the
-door of his workshop. He was already half undressed, but slipping on
-his coat again, he went out by the back door and crossed the yard,
-carrying the key with him. It was bright moonlight, and Jeremy, having
-slippers on, walked without noise. When he reached the workshop, and
-was about to lock the door, he thought he heard a sound in the room.
-This startled him, and for a moment he meditated retreat, leaving the
-head to look after itself. Those eyes were interesting in the daytime,
-but he scarcely cared to face them alone at night. It was foolish, but
-they did look so very much alive! After a moment’s hesitation, during
-which the sound, whatever it was, again made itself audible, he
-determined to compromise matters by going round to the other side of
-the room and looking in at the little window. With a beating heart he
-stole round, and quietly peeped in. The moonlight was shining bright
-into the room, and struck full upon the long case he had manufactured.
-He had left it _shut_, and the head inside it. Now it was open; he
-could clearly see the white outlines of the trembling eyes. The sound,
-too—a muttering sound—was still going on. Jeremy drew back, and wiped
-the perspiration from his forehead, and for the second time thought of
-flight. But his curiosity overcame him, and he looked again. This time
-he discovered the cause of the muttering. Seated upon his
-carpentering-bench was his grandfather, old Atterleigh, who appeared to
-be staring with all his might at the head, and talking incoherently to
-himself. This was the noise he had heard through the door. It was an
-uncanny sight, and made Jeremy feel cold down the back. While he was
-still contemplating it, and wondering what to do, old Atterleigh rose,
-closed the case, and left the room. Jeremy slipped round, locked up the
-door, and made his way back to bed much astonished. He did not,
-however, say anything of what he had seen, only in future he was
-careful never to leave the door of his workshop open.
-
-At last the case was finished, and, for an amateur, a very good job he
-made of it. When it was done he placed it, as already narrated, back on
-the bracket, and showed it to Mr. de Talor.
-
-But from the day when Eva Ceswick nearly fell to the bottom of the
-cliff in the course of her antiquarian researches, things began to go
-wrong at Dum’s Ness. Everybody felt it except Ernest, and he was
-thinking too much of other things. Dorothy was very unhappy in those
-days, and began to look thin and miserable, though she sturdily
-alleged, when asked, that she never had been better in her life. Jeremy
-himself was also unhappy, and for a good reason. He had caught the
-fever that women like Eva Ceswick have it in their power to give to the
-sons of men. His was a deep self-contained nature, very gentle and
-tender, not admitting many things into its affections, but loving such
-as were admitted with all the heart and soul and strength. And it was
-in the deepest depths of this loyal nature that Eva Ceswick had printed
-her image; before he knew it, before he had time to think, it was
-photographed there upon his heart, and he felt that there it must stay
-for good or evil; that plate could never be used again.
-
-She had been so kind to him; her eyes had grown so bright and friendly
-when she saw him coming! He was sure that she liked him (which indeed
-she did), and once he had ventured to press her little hand, and he had
-thought that she returned the pressure, and had not slept all night in
-consequence.
-
-But perhaps this was a mistake. And then, just as he was getting on so
-nicely, came Ernest, and scattered his hopes like mists before the
-morning sun. From the moment that those two met, he knew that it was
-all up with his chance. And next, to make assurance doubly sure,
-Providence itself, in the shape of a shilling, had declared against
-him, and he was left lamenting. Well, it was all fair; but still it was
-very hard, and for the first time in his life he felt inclined to be
-angry with Ernest. Indeed, he was angry, and the fact made him more
-unhappy than ever, because he knew that his anger was unjust, and
-because his brotherly love condemned it.
-
-But for all that, the shadow between them grew darker.
-
-Mr. Cardus, too, had his troubles, connected, needless to say—for
-nothing else ever really troubled him—with his monomania of revenge.
-Mr. de Talor, of whose discomfiture he had at last made sure, had
-unexpectedly slipped out of his power, nor could he at present see any
-way in which to draw him back again. Consequently he was distressed. As
-for Hard-riding Atterleigh, ever since he had found himself fixed by
-“the witch’s” crystal eye, he had been madder than ever, and more
-perfectly convinced that Mr. Cardus was the devil in person. Indeed,
-Dorothy, who watched over the old man, the grandfather who never knew
-her, thought that she observed a marked change in him. He worked away
-at his writing as usual, but, it appeared to her, with more vigour, as
-though it were a thing to encounter and get rid of. He would cut the
-notches out of his stick calendar, too, more eagerly than heretofore,
-and altogether it seemed as though his life had become dominated by
-some new purpose. She called Mr. Cardus’s attention to this change; but
-he laughed, and said that it was nothing, and would probably pass with
-the moon.
-
-But if nobody else was happy, Ernest was—that is, except when he was
-sunk in the depths of woe, which was, on an average, about three days a
-week. On the occasion of these seizures, Dorothy, noting his miserable
-aspect and entire want of appetite, felt much alarmed, and took an
-occasion after supper to ask him what was the matter. Before many
-minutes were over she had cause to regret it; for Ernest burst forth
-with a history of his love and his wrongs that lasted for an hour. It
-appeared that another young gentleman, one of those who danced with the
-lovely Eva at the Smythes’ ball, had been making the most unmistakable
-advances; he had called—three times; he had sent flowers—twice (Ernest
-sent them every morning, beguiling Sampson into cutting the best
-orchid-blooms for that purpose); he had been out walking—once. Dorothy
-listened quietly, till he ceased of his own accord. Then she spoke.
-
-“So you really love her, Ernest?”
-
-“Love her! I”—but we will not enter into a description of this young
-man’s raptures. When he had done, Dorothy did a curious thing. She rose
-from her chair, and coming to where Ernest was sitting, bent over him,
-and kissed him on the forehead, and as she did so he noticed vaguely
-that she had great black rings round her eyes.
-
-“I hope that you will be happy, my dear brother. You will have a lovely
-wife, and I think that she is as good as she is beautiful.” She spoke
-quite quietly, but somehow her voice sounded like a sob. He kissed her
-in acknowledgment, and she glided away.
-
-Ernest did not think much of the incident, however. Indeed, in five
-minutes his thoughts were back with Eva, with whom he really was
-seriously and earnestly in love. In sober truth, the antics that he
-played were enough to make the angels weep to see a human being
-possessing the normal weight of brain making such a donkey of himself.
-For instance, he would promenade for hours at night in the
-neighbourhood of the Cottage. Once he ventured into the garden to enjoy
-the perfect bliss of staring at six panes of glass, got severely bitten
-by the house-dog for his pains, and was finally chased for a mile or
-more by both the dog and the policeman, who, having heard of the
-mysterious figure that was to be seen mooning (in every sense of the
-word) round the Cottage, had laid up to watch for him. Next day he had
-the satisfaction of hearing from his adored’s own lips the story of the
-attempted burglary, but as she told it there was a smile playing about
-the corners of her mouth which almost seemed to indicate that she had
-her suspicions as to who the burglar was. And then Ernest walked so
-very lame, which, considering that the teeth of a brute called Towzer
-had made a big hole in his calf, was not to be wondered at.
-
-After this he was obliged to give up his midnight sighing, but he took
-it out in other ways. Once indeed, without warning, he flopped down on
-to the floor and kissed Eva’s hand, and then, aghast at his own
-boldness, fled from the room.
-
-At first all this amused Eva greatly. She was pleased at her conquest,
-and took a malicious pleasure in leading Ernest on. When she knew that
-he was coming she would make herself look as lovely as possible, and
-put on all her charming little ways and graces in order to more
-thoroughly enslave him. Somehow, whenever Ernest thought of her in
-after years as she was at that period of her life, his memory would
-call up a vision of her in a pretty little drawing-room at the Cottage,
-leaning back in a low chair in such a way as to contrive to show off
-her splendid figure to the best advantage, and also the tiny foot and
-slender ankle that peeped from beneath her soft white dress. There she
-sat, a little Skye-terrier called “Tails” on her lap, with which his
-rival had presented her but a fortnight before, and—yes—actually
-kissing the brute at intervals, her eyes shining all the time with
-innocent coquetry. What would not Ernest have given to occupy for a
-single minute the position of that unappreciative Skye-terrier! It was
-agony to see so many kisses wasted on a dog, and Eva, seeing that he
-thought so, kissed the animal more vigorously than ever.
-
-At last he could stand it no longer. “Put that dog down!” he said,
-peremptorily.
-
-She obeyed him, and then, remembering that he had no right to dictate
-to her what she should do, made an effort to pick it up again; but
-“Tails,” who, be it added, was not used to being kissed in private
-life, and thought the whole operation rather a bore, promptly bolted.
-
-“Why should I put the dog down?” she asked, with a quick look of
-defiance.
-
-“Because I hate to see you kissing it; it is so effeminate.”
-
-He spoke in a masterful way; it was a touch of the curb, and there are
-few things a proud woman hates so much as the first touch of the curb.
-
-“What right have you to dictate what I shall or shall not do?” she
-asked, tapping her foot upon the floor.
-
-Ernest was very humble in those days, and he collapsed.
-
-“None at all. Don’t be angry, Eva” (it was the first time that he had
-called her so; till now she had always been Miss Ceswick), “but the
-fact was I could not bear to see you kissing that dog; I was jealous of
-the brute.”
-
-Whereupon she blushed furiously and changed the subject. But after a
-while Eva’s coquettishness began to be less and less marked. When they
-met she no longer greeted him with a smile of mischief, but with
-serious eyes that once or twice, he thought, bore traces of tears. At
-the same time she threw him into despair by her coldness. Did he
-venture a tender remark, she would pretend not to hear it—alas, that
-the mounting blood should so obstinately proclaim that she did! Did he
-touch her hand, it was cold and unresponsive. She was quieter too, and
-her reserve frightened him. Once he tried to break it, and began some
-passionate appeal, but she rose without answering and turned her face
-to the window. He followed her, and saw that her dark eyes were full of
-tears. This he felt was even more awful than her coldness, and, fearing
-that he had offended her, he obeyed her whispered entreaty and went.
-Poor boy! he was very young. Had he had a little more experience, he
-might have found means to brush away her tears and his own doubts. It
-is a melancholy thing that such opportunities should, as a rule,
-present themselves before people are old enough to take advantage of
-them.
-
-The secret of all this change of conduct was not far to seek. Eva had
-played with edged tools till she cut her fingers to the bone. The
-dark-eyed boy, who danced so well and had such a handsome, happy face,
-had become very dear to her. She had begun by playing with him, and
-now, alas! she loved him better than anybody in the world. That was the
-sting of the thing; she had fallen in love with a _boy_ as young as
-herself—a boy, too, who, so far as she was aware, had no particular
-prospects in life. It was humiliating to her pride to think that she,
-who in the few months that she had been “out” in London, before her
-cousins rose up and cast her forth, had already found the satisfaction
-of seeing one or two men of middle age and established position at her
-feet, and the further satisfaction of requesting them to kneel there no
-more, should in the upshot have to strike her colours to a boy of
-twenty-one, even though he did stand six feet high, and had more wits
-in his young head and more love in his young heart than all her
-middle-aged admirers put together.
-
-Perhaps, though she was a woman grown, she was not herself quite old
-enough to appreciate the great advantage it is to any girl to stamp her
-image upon the heart of the man she loves while the wax is yet soft and
-undefaced by the half worn-out marks of many shallow dies; perhaps she
-did not know what a blessing it is to be able to really _love_ a man at
-all, young, middle-aged, or old. Many women wait till they cannot love
-without shame to make that discovery. Perhaps she forgot that Ernest’s
-youth was a fault which would mend day by day, and he had abilities,
-which, if she would consent to inspire them, might lead him to great
-things. At any rate, two facts remained in her mind after much
-thinking: she loved him with all her heart, and she was ashamed of it.
-
-But as yet she could not make up her mind to any fixed course. It would
-have been easy to crush poor Ernest, to tell him that his pretensions
-were ridiculous, to send him away, or to go away herself, and so to
-make an end of a position that she felt was getting absurd, and which
-we may be sure her elder sister Florence did nothing to make more
-pleasant. But she could not do it; that was the long and short of the
-matter. The idea of living without Ernest made her feel cold all over;
-it seemed to her that the only hours that she really did live were the
-hours which they spent together, and that when he went away he took her
-heart with him. No, she could not make up her mind to that; the thought
-was too cruel. Then there was the other alternative—to encourage him a
-little and become engaged to him, to brave everything for his sake. But
-as yet she could not make up her mind to that either.
-
-Eva Ceswick was very loving, very sweet, and very good, but she did not
-possess a determined mind.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-DEEPER YET
-
-
-While Ernest was wooing and Eva doubting, Time, whose interest in
-earthly affairs is that of the sickle in the growing crop, went on his
-way as usual.
-
-The end of August came, as it has come so many thousand times since
-this globe gave its first turn in space, as it will come for many
-thousand times more, till at last, its appointed course run out, the
-world darkens, quivers, and grows still; and, behold! Ernest was still
-wooing, Eva still doubting.
-
-One evening—it was a very beautiful evening—this pair were walking
-together on the sea-shore. Whether they met by appointment or by
-accident does not matter; they did meet, and there they were, strolling
-along together, as fully charged with intense feeling as a
-thunder-cloud with electricity, and almost as quiet. The storm had not
-yet burst.
-
-To listen to the talk of these two, they might have met for the first
-time yesterday. It was chiefly about the weather.
-
-Presently, in the course of their wanderings, they came to a little
-sailing-boat drawn up upon the beach—not far up, however, just out of
-the reach of the waves. By this boat, in an attitude of intense
-contemplation, there stood an ancient mariner. His hands were in his
-pockets, his pipe was in his mouth, his eyes were fixed upon the deep.
-Apparently he did not notice their approach till they were within two
-yards of him. Then he turned, “dashed” himself, and asked the lady,
-with a pull of his grizzled fore-lock, if she would not take a sail.
-
-Ernest looked surprised.
-
-“How’s the wind?” he asked.
-
-“Straight off shore, sir; will turn with the turn of the tide, sir, and
-bring you back.”
-
-“Will you come for a bit of a sail, Eva?”
-
-“O no, thank you. I must be getting home; it is seven o’clock.”
-
-“There is no hurry for you to get home. Your aunt and Florence have
-gone to tea with the Smythes.”
-
-“Indeed, I cannot come; I could not think of such a thing.”
-
-Her words were unequivocal, but the ancient mariner put a strange
-interpretation upon them. First he hauled up the little sail, and then,
-placing his brown hands against the stern of the boat, he rested his
-weight upon them, and caused her to travel far enough into the waves to
-float her bow.
-
-“Now, miss.”
-
-“I am not coming, indeed.”
-
-“_Now,_ miss.”
-
-“I will _not_ come, Ernest.”
-
-“Come,” said Ernest, quietly holding out his hand to help her in.
-
-She took it and got in. Ernest and the mariner gave a strong shove, and
-as the light boat took the water the former leaped in, and at the same
-second a puff of wind caught the sail, and took them ten yards out or
-more.
-
-“Why, the sailor is left behind!” said Eva.
-
-Ernest gave a twist to the tiller to get the boat’s head straight off
-shore, and then leisurely looked round. The mariner was standing as
-they had found him, his hands in his pockets, his pipe in his mouth,
-his eye fixed upon the deep.
-
-“He doesn’t seem to mind it,” he said, meditatively.
-
-“Yes, but I do; you must go back and fetch him.”
-
-Thus appealed to, Ernest went through some violent manoeuvres with the
-tiller, without producing any marked effect on the course of the boat,
-which by this time had got out of the shelter of the cliff, and was
-bowling along merrily.
-
-“Wait till we get clear of the draught from the cliff, and I will bring
-her round.”
-
-But when at last they were clear from the draught of the cliff, and he
-slowly got her head round, lo and behold, the mariner had vanished!
-
-“How unfortunate!” said Ernest, getting her head towards the open sea
-again; “he has probably gone to his tea.”
-
-Eva tried hard to get angry, but somehow she could not: she only
-succeeded in laughing.
-
-“If I thought that you had done this on purpose, I would never come out
-with you again.”
-
-Ernest looked horrified. “On purpose!” he said; and the subject
-dropped.
-
-They were sitting side by side in the stern-sheets of the boat, and the
-sun was just dipping all red-hot into the ocean. Under the lee of the
-cliff there were cool shadows; before them was a path of glory that led
-to a golden gate. The air was very sweet, and for those two all the
-world was lovely; there was no sorrow on the earth, there were no
-storms upon the sea.
-
-Eva took off her hat, and let the sweet breeze play upon her brow. Then
-she leaned over the side, and, dipping her hand into the cool water,
-watched the little track it made.
-
-“Eva.”
-
-“Yes, Ernest.”
-
-“Do you know I am going away?”
-
-The hand was withdrawn with a start.
-
-“Going away! when?”
-
-“The day after to-morrow; to Guernsey first, then to France.”
-
-“And when are you coming back again?”
-
-“I think that depends upon you, Eva.”
-
-The hand went back into the water. They were a mile or more from the
-shore now. Ernest manipulated the sail and tiller so as to sail slowly
-parallel with the coast-line. Then he spoke again.
-
-“Eva.”
-
-No answer.
-
-“Eva, for God’s sake look at me!”
-
-There was something in his voice that forced her to obey. She took her
-hand out of the water and turned her eyes on to his face. It was pale,
-and the lips were quivering.
-
-“I love you,” he said, in a low, choked voice.
-
-She grew angry. “Why did you bring me here? I will go home. This is
-nonsense; you are nothing but a boy!”
-
-There are moments in life when the human face is capable of conveying a
-more intense and vivid impression than any words, when it seems to
-speak to the very soul in a language of its own. And so it was with
-Ernest now: he made no answer to her reproaches, but, if that were
-possible, his features grew paler yet, and his eyes, shining like
-stars, fixed themselves upon her, and drew her to him. And what they
-said she and he knew alone, nor could any words convey it, for the
-tongue in which they talked is not spoken in this world.
-
-A moment still she wavered, fighting against the sweet mastery of his
-will with all her woman’s strength, and then—O Heaven! it was done, and
-his arms were round about her, her head upon his breast, and her voice
-was lost in sobs and broken words of love.
-
-O, radiant-winged hour of more than mortal joy; the hearts which you
-have touched will know when their time comes that they have not beat
-quite in vain!
-
-[Illustration: “O, radiant-winged hour!”]
-
-And so they sat, those two, quite silent, for there seemed to be no
-need for speech; words could not convey half they had to say, and,
-indeed, to tell the honest truth, their lips were, for the most part,
-otherwise employed.
-
-Meanwhile the sun went down, and the sweet moon arose over the quiet
-sea, and turned their little ship to silver. Eva gently disengaged
-herself from his arms, and half-rose to look at it; she had never
-thought it half so beautiful before. Ernest looked at it too. It is a
-way that lovers have.
-
-“Do you know the lines?” he said; “I think I can say them:
-
-‘With a swifter motion,
-Out upon the ocean,
-Heaven above and round us, and you along with me:
-Heaven around and o’er us,
-The Infinite before us,
-Floating on for ever, upon the flowing sea.’”
-
-
-“Go on,” she said, softly.
-
-“‘What time is it, dear, now?
-We are in the year now
-Of the New Creation, one million, two, or three;
-But where are we now, love?
-We are, as I trow, love,
-In the Heaven of Heavens, upon the Crystal Sea.’”
-
-
-“That is how I hope it may be with us, dear,” she said, taking his
-hand, as the last words passed his lips.
-
-“Are you happy now?” he asked her.
-
-“Yes, Ernest, I am happy indeed. I do not think that I shall ever be so
-happy again; certainly I never was so happy before. Do you know, dear,
-I wish to tell you so, that you may see how mean I have been; I have
-fought so hard against my love for you.”
-
-He looked pained. “Why?” he asked.
-
-“I will tell you quite truly, Ernest—because you are so young. I was
-ashamed to fall in love with a boy, and yet you see, dear, you have
-been too strong for me.”
-
-“Why, there is no difference in our ages!”
-
-“Ah, Ernest, but I am a woman, and ever so much older than you. We age
-so much quicker, you know. I feel about old enough to be your mother,”
-she said, with a pretty assumption of dignity.
-
-“And I feel quite old enough to be your lover,” he replied,
-impertinently.
-
-“So it seems. But, Ernest, if three months ago anybody had told me that
-I should be in love to-day with a boy of twenty-one, I would not have
-believed them. Dear, I have given you all my heart; you will not betray
-me, will you? You know very young men are apt to change their minds.”
-
-He flushed a little as he answered, feeling that it was tiresome to
-have the unlucky fact that he was only twenty-one so persistently
-thrust before him.
-
-“Then they are young men who have not had the honour of winning your
-affections. A man who has once loved you could never forget you.
-Indeed, it is more likely that you will forget me; you will have plenty
-of temptation to do so.”
-
-She saw that she had vexed him. “Don’t be angry, dear; but you see the
-position is a very difficult one, and, if I could not be quite sure of
-you, it would be intolerable.”
-
-“My darling, you may be as sure of me as woman can be of man; but don’t
-begin your doubts over again. They are settled now. Let us be quite
-happy just this one evening. No doubt there are plenty coming when we
-shall not be able to.”
-
-And so they kissed each other and sailed on—homeward, alas! for it was
-getting late—and were perfectly happy.
-
-Presently they drew near the shore, and there, at the identical spot
-where they had left him, stood the ancient mariner. His hands were in
-his pockets, his pipe was in his mouth, his eyes were fixed upon the
-deep.
-
-Ernest grounded the little boat skilfully enough, and, jumping over the
-bow, he and the mariner pulled it up. Then Eva got out, and as she did
-so she thought, in the moonlight, that she noticed something resembling
-a twinkle in the latter’s ancient eye. She felt confused—there is
-nothing so confusing as a guilty conscience—and, to cover her
-confusion, plunged into conversation, while Ernest was finding some
-money to pay for the boat.
-
-“Do you often let boats?” she asked.
-
-“No, miss, only to Mr. Ernest in a general way” (so that wicked Ernest
-had set a trap to catch her).
-
-“O, then, I suppose you go out fishing?”
-
-“No, miss, only for rikkration, like.”
-
-“Then what do you do?”—she was getting curious on the point.
-
-“Times I does nothing; times I stands on the beach and sees things;
-times I runs cheeses, miss.”
-
-“Run cheeses!”
-
-“Yes, miss, Dutch ones.”
-
-“He means that he brings cargoes of Dutch cheeses to Harwich.”
-
-“Oh!” said Eva.
-
-Ernest paid the man, and they turned to go. She had not gone many yards
-when she felt a heavy hand laid upon her shoulder. Turning round in
-astonishment, she perceived the mariner.
-
-“I say, miss,” he said, in a hoarse whisper.
-
-“Well, what?”
-
-“_Niver you eat the rind of a Dutch cheese!_ I says it as knows.”
-
-Eva did not forget his advice.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-MR. CARDUS UNFOLDS HIS PLANS
-
-
-“Ernest,” said Mr. Cardus, on the morning following the events
-described in the previous chapter, “I want to speak to you in my
-office—and you too, Jeremy.”
-
-They both followed him into his room, wondering what was the matter. He
-sat down and so did they, and then, as was his habit, letting his eyes
-stray over every part of their persons except their faces, he began:
-
-“It is time that you two fellows took to doing something for
-yourselves. You must not learn to be idle men—not that most young men
-require much teaching in that way. What do you propose to do?”
-
-Jeremy and Ernest stared at one another rather blankly, but apparently
-Mr. Cardus did not expect an answer. At any rate, he went on before
-either of them could frame one.
-
-“You don’t seem to know, never gave the matter any consideration
-probably; quite content to obey the Bible literally, and take no
-thought for the morrow. Well, it is lucky that you have somebody to
-think for you. Now I will tell you what I propose for you both. I want
-you, Ernest, to go to the bar. It is a foolish profession for most
-young men to take to, but it will not be so in your case, because, as
-it happens, if you show yourself capable, I shall by degrees be able to
-put a good deal of business in your hands—Chancery business, for I have
-little to do with any other. I daresay that you will wonder where the
-business is to come from. I don’t seem to do very much here, do I? with
-a mad old hunting-man as a clerk, and Dorothy to copy my private
-letters; but I do, for all that. I may as well tell you both, in
-confidence, that this place is only the head-centre of my business. I
-have another office in London, another at Ipswich, and another at
-Norwich, though they all carry on business under different names;
-besides which I have other agencies of a different nature. But all this
-is neither here nor there. I have communicated with Aster, the rising
-Chancery man, and he will have a vacancy in his chambers next term. Let
-me see—term begins on November 2nd; I propose, Ernest, to write to-day
-to enter you at Lincoln’s Inn. I shall make you an allowance of three
-hundred a year, which you must clearly understand you must not exceed.
-I think that is all I have to say about the matter.”
-
-“I am sure I am very much obliged to you, uncle—” began Ernest,
-fervently, for since the previous evening he had clearly realised that
-it was necessary for him to make a beginning of doing something.
-
-But his uncle cut him short.
-
-“All right, Ernest, we will understand all that. Now, Jeremy, for you.
-I propose that you shall be articled to me, and if you work well and
-prove useful, it is my intention in time to admit you to a share of the
-business. In order that you may not feel entirely dependent, it is my
-further intention to make you an allowance also, on the amount of which
-I have not yet settled.”
-
-Jeremy groaned in spirit at the thought of becoming a lawyer, even with
-a “share of the business,” but he remembered his conversation with
-Dorothy, and thanked Mr. Cardus with the best grace that he could
-muster.
-
-“All right, then; I will have the articles prepared at once, and you
-can take to your stool in the office next week. I think that is all I
-have to say.”
-
-Acting on this hint, the pair were departing, Jeremy in the deepest
-state of depression, induced by the near prospect of that stool, when
-Mr. Cardus called Ernest back.
-
-“I want to speak to you about something else,” he said thoughtfully.
-“Shut the door.”
-
-Ernest turned cold down his back, and wondered if his uncle could have
-heard anything about Eva. He had the full intention of speaking to him
-about the matter, but it would be awkward to be boarded himself before
-he had made up his mind what to say. He shut the door, and then walking
-to the glass entrance to the orchid blooming-house, stood looking at
-the flowers, and waiting for Mr. Cardus to begin. But he did not begin;
-he seemed to be lost in thought.
-
-“Well, uncle,” he said at last.
-
-“It is a delicate business, Ernest, but I may as well get it over. I am
-going to make a request of you, a request to which I beg you will give
-me no immediate answer, for from its nature it will require the most
-anxious and careful consideration. I want you to listen, and say
-nothing. You can give me your answer when you come back from abroad. At
-the same time, I must tell you that it is a matter which I trust you
-will not disappoint me in; indeed, I do not think that you could be so
-cruel as to do so. I must also tell you that if you do, you must
-prepare to be a great loser, financially speaking.”
-
-“I have not the faintest idea what you are driving at, uncle,” said
-Ernest, turning from the glass door to speak.
-
-“I know you have not. I will tell you. Listen; I will tell you a little
-story. Many years ago a great misfortune overtook me, a misfortune so
-great that it struck me as lightning sometimes does a tree—it left the
-bark sound, but turned the heart to ashes. Never mind what the details
-were, they were nothing out of the common; such things sometimes happen
-to men and women. The blow was so severe that it almost turned my
-brain, so from that day I gave myself to revenge. It sounds
-melodramatic, but there was nothing of the sort about it. I had been
-cruelly wronged, and I determined that those who had wronged me should
-taste of their own medicine. With the exception of one man they have
-done so. He has escaped me for a time, but he is doomed. To pass on.
-The woman who caused the trouble—for wherever there is trouble there is
-generally a woman who causes it—had children. Those children are
-Dorothy and her brother. I adopted them. As time went on, I grew to
-love the girl for her likeness to her mother. The boy I never loved; to
-this hour I cannot like him, though he is a gentleman, which his father
-never was. I can, however, honestly say that I have done my duty by
-him. I have told you all this in order that you may understand the
-request which I am going to make. I trust to you never to speak of it,
-and if you can to forget it. And now for my request itself.”
-
-Ernest looked up wonderingly.
-
-“It is my most earnest desire that you should marry Dorothy.”
-
-His listener started violently, turned quite pale, and opened his lips
-to speak. Mr. Cardus lifted his hand and went on:
-
-“Remember what I asked you. Pray say nothing; only listen. Of course I
-cannot force you into this or any other marriage. I can only beg you to
-give heed to my wishes, knowing that they will in every way prove to
-your advantage. That girl has a heart of gold; and if you marry her you
-shall inherit nearly all my fortune, which is now very large. I have
-observed that you have lately been about a great deal with Eva Ceswick.
-She is a handsome woman, and very likely has taken some hold upon your
-fancy. I warn you that any entanglement in that direction would be most
-disagreeable to me, and would to a great extent destroy your prospects,
-so far as I am concerned.”
-
-Again Ernest was about to speak, and again his uncle stopped him.
-
-“I want no confidences, Ernest, and had much rather that no words
-passed between us that we might afterwards regret. And now I understand
-that you are going abroad with your friend Batty for a couple of
-months. When you return you shall give me your answer about Dorothy. In
-the meanwhile here is a cheque for your expenses: what is over you can
-spend as you like. Perhaps you have some bills to pay.”
-
-He gave him a folded cheque, and then went on:
-
-“Now leave me, as I am busy.”
-
-Ernest walked out of the room in a perfect maze. In the yard he
-mechanically unfolded the cheque. It was for a large sum—two hundred
-and fifty pounds. He put it in his pocket, and began to reflect upon
-his position, which was about as painful as a position can well be.
-Truly he was on the horns of a dilemma; probably before he was much
-older, one of them would have pierced him. For a moment he was about to
-return to his uncle and tell him all the truth, but on reflection he
-could not see what was to be gained by such a course. At any rate, it
-seemed to him that he must first consult Eva, whom he had arranged to
-meet on the beach at three o’clock; there was nobody else whom he could
-consult, for he was shy of talking about Eva to Jeremy or Dolly.
-
-The rest of that morning went very ill for Ernest, but three o’clock
-came at last, and found him at the trysting-place.
-
-About a mile on the farther side of Kesterwick, that is, two miles or
-so from Titheburgh Abbey, the cliff jutted out into the sea in a way
-that corresponded very curiously with the little promontory known as
-Dum’s Ness, the reason of its resistance to the action of the waves
-being that it was at this spot composed of an upcrop of rock of a more
-durable nature than the sandstone and pebbles of the remainder of the
-line of cliff. Just at the point of this promontory the waves had worn
-a hollow in the rock that was locally dignified by the name of the
-Cave. For two hours or more at high tide this hollow was under water,
-and it was, therefore, impossible to pass the headland except by boat;
-but during the rest of the day it formed a convenient grotto or
-trysting-place, the more so as anybody sitting in it was quite
-invisible either from the beach, the cliff above, or indeed, unless the
-boat was quite close in shore, the sea in front.
-
-Here it was that Ernest had arranged to meet Eva, and on turning the
-rocky corner of the cave he found her sitting on a mass of fallen rock
-waiting for him. At the sight of her beautiful form he forgot all his
-troubles, and when rising to greet him, blushing like the dawn, she
-lifted her pure face for him to kiss, there was not a happier lad in
-England. Then she made room for him beside her—the rock was just wide
-enough for two—and he placed his arm round her waist, and for a minute
-or two she laid her head upon his shoulder, and they were very happy.
-
-“You are early,” he said at last.
-
-“Yes; I wanted to get away from Florence and have a good think. You
-have no idea how unpleasant she is; she seems to know everything. For
-instance, she knew that we went out sailing together last evening, for
-this morning at breakfast she said in the most cheerful way that she
-hoped that I enjoyed my moonlight sail last night.”
-
-“The deuce she did! and what did you say?”
-
-“I said that I enjoyed it very much, and luckily my aunt did not take
-any notice.”
-
-“Why did you not say at once that we were engaged? We _are_ engaged,
-you know.”
-
-“Yes—that is, I suppose so.”
-
-“Suppose so! There is no supposition about it. At least, if we are not
-engaged, what are we?”
-
-“Well, you see, Ernest, it sounds so absurd to say that one is engaged
-to a boy! I love you, Ernest, love you dearly, but how can I say that I
-am engaged to you?”
-
-Ernest rose in great wrath. “I tell you what it is, Eva, if I am not
-good enough to acknowledge, I am not good enough to have anything to do
-with. A boy, indeed! I am one-and-twenty; that is full age. Confound it
-all! you are always talking about my being so young, just as though I
-should not get old fast enough. Can’t you wait for me a year or two?”
-he asked, with tears of mortification in his eyes.
-
-“O Ernest, Ernest, do be reasonable, there’s a dear; what is the good
-of getting angry and making me wretched? Come and sit down here, dear,
-and tell me, am _I_ not worth a little patience? There is not the
-slightest possibility, so far as I can see, of our getting married at
-present; so the question is, if it is of any use to trumpet out an
-engagement that will only make us the object of a great deal of gossip,
-and which, perhaps, your uncle would not like?”
-
-“O, by Jove!” he said, “that reminds me;” and sitting down beside her
-again, he told her the story of the interview with his uncle. She
-listened in silence.
-
-“This is all very bad,” she said, when he had finished.
-
-“Yes, it is bad enough; but what is to be done?”
-
-“There is nothing to be done at present.”
-
-“Shall I make a clean breast of it to him?”
-
-“No, no, not now; it will only make matters worse. We must wait, dear.
-You must go abroad for a couple of months, as you had arranged, and
-then when you come back we must see what can be arranged.”
-
-“But, my dearest, I cannot bear to leave you; it makes my heart ache to
-think of it.”
-
-“Dear, I know that it is hard; but it must be done. You could not stop
-here now very well without speaking about our—our engagement, and to do
-that would only be to bring your uncle’s anger on you. No, you had
-better go away, Ernest, and meanwhile I will try to get into Mr.
-Cardus’s good graces, and, if I fail, then when you come back we must
-agree upon some plan. Perhaps by that time you will take your uncle’s
-view of the matter and want to marry Dorothy. She would make you a
-better wife than I shall, Ernest, my dear.”
-
-“Eva, how can you say such things! it is not kind of you!”
-
-“O, why not? It is true. O yes, I know that I am better-looking, and
-that is what you men always think of; but she has more brains, more
-fixity of mind, and, perhaps, for all I know, more heart than I have,
-though, for the matter of that, I feel as if I was all heart just now.
-Really, Ernest, you had better transfer your allegiance. Give me up,
-and forget me, dear; it will save you much trouble. I know that there
-is trouble coming; it is in the air. Better marry Dorothy, and leave me
-to fight my sorrow out alone. I will release you, Ernest;” and she
-began to cry at the bare idea.
-
-“I shall wait to give you up until you have given me up,” said Ernest,
-when he had found means to stop her tears; “and as for forgetting you,
-I can never do that. Please, dear, don’t talk so any more; it pains
-me.”
-
-“Very well, Ernest; then let us vow eternal fidelity instead; but, my
-dear, I _know_ that I shall bring you trouble.”
-
-“It is the price that men have always paid for the smiles of women like
-you,” he answered. “Trouble may come—so be it, let it come; at any
-rate, I have the consciousness of your love. When I have lost that,
-then, and then only, shall I think that I have bought you too dear.”
-
-In the course of his after life these words often came back to Ernest’s
-mind.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-GOOD-BYE
-
-
-There are some scenes, trivial enough perhaps in themselves, that yet
-retain a peculiar power of standing out in sharp relief, as we cast our
-mind’s eye down the long vista of our past. The group of events with
-which these particular scenes were connected may have long ago vanished
-from our mental sight, or faded into a dim and misty uniformity, and be
-as difficult to distinguish one from the other as the trees of a forest
-viewed from a height. But here and there an event, a sensation, or a
-face will stand out as perfectly clear as if it had been that moment
-experienced, felt, or seen. Perhaps it is only some scene of our
-childhood, such as a fish darting beneath a rustic bridge, and the
-ripple which its motion left upon the water. We have seen many larger
-fish dart in many fine rivers since then, and have forgotten them; but
-somehow that one little fish has kept awake in the storehouse of our
-brain, where most things sleep, though none are really obliterated.
-
-It was in this clear and brilliant fashion that every little detail of
-the scene was indelibly photographed on Ernest’s mind when, on the
-morning following their meeting in the cave, he said good-bye to Eva
-before he went abroad. It was a public good-bye, for, as it happened,
-there was no opportunity for the lovers to meet alone. They were all
-gathered in the little drawing-room at the Cottage: Miss Ceswick seated
-on a straight-backed chair in the bow-window; Ernest on one side of the
-round table, looking intensely uncomfortable; Eva on the other, a
-scrapbook in her hand, which she studiously kept before her face; and
-in the background, leaning carelessly over the back of a chair in such
-a way that her own face could not be seen, though she could survey
-everybody else’s, was Florence. Ernest, from where he sat, could just
-make out the outline of her olive face, and the quick glance of her
-brown eyes.
-
-And so they sat for a long time, but what was said he could not
-remember; it was only the scene that imprinted itself upon his memory.
-
-And then at last the fatal moment came—he knew that it was time to go,
-and said good-bye to Miss Ceswick, who made some remark about his good
-fortune in going to France and Italy, and warned him to be careful not
-to lose his heart to a foreign girl. Then he crossed the room and shook
-hands with Florence, who smiled coolly in his face, and read him
-through with her piercing eyes; and last of all came to Eva, who
-dropped her album and a pocket-handkerchief in her confusion as she
-rose to give him her hand. He stooped and picked them up—the album he
-placed on the table, the little lace-edged handkerchief he crumpled up
-in the palm of his left hand and kept; it was almost the only souvenir
-he had of her. Then he took her hand, and for a moment looked into her
-face. It wore a smile, but beneath it the features were wan and
-troubled. It was so hard to go.
-
-“Well, Ernest,” said Miss Ceswick, “you two are taking leave of each
-other as solemnly as though you were never going to meet again.”
-
-“Perhaps they never will,” said Florence, in her clear voice; and at
-that moment Ernest felt as though he hated her.
-
-“You should not croak, Florence; it is unlucky,” said Miss Ceswick.
-
-Florence smiled.
-
-Then Ernest dropped the cold hand, and turning, left the room. Florence
-followed him, and, snatching a hat from the pegs, passed into the
-garden before him. When he was half-way down the garden-walk, he found
-her ostensibly picking some carnations.
-
-“I want to speak to you for a minute, Ernest,” she said; “turn this way
-with me;” and she led him past the bow-window, down a small
-shrubbery-walk about twenty paces long. “I must offer you my
-congratulations,” she went on. “I hope that you two will be happy. Such
-a handsome pair ought to be happy, you know.”
-
-“Why, Florence, who told you?”
-
-“Told me! nobody told me. I have seen it all along. Let me see, you
-first took a fancy to one another on the night of the Smythes’ dance,
-when she gave you a rose, and the next day you saved her life quite in
-the romantic and orthodox way. Well, and then events took their natural
-course, till one evening you went out sailing together in a boat. Shall
-I go on?”
-
-“I don’t think it is necessary, Florence, I am sure I don’t know how
-you know all these things.”
-
-She had stopped, and was standing slowly picking a carnation to pieces
-leaf by leaf.
-
-“Don’t you?” she answered, with a laugh. “Lovers are blind; but it does
-not follow that other people are. I have been thinking, Ernest, that it
-is very fortunate that I found out my little mistake before you
-discovered yours. Supposing I really had cared for you, the position
-would have been awkward now, would it not?”
-
-Ernest was forced to admit that it would.
-
-“But luckily, you see, I do not. I am only your true friend now,
-Ernest; and it is as a friend that I wish to say a word to you about
-Eva—a word of warning.”
-
-“Go on.”
-
-“You love Eva, and Eva loves you, Ernest; but remember this, she is
-weak as water. She always was so from a child; those beautiful women
-often are; Nature does not give them everything, you see.”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“What I say, nothing more. She is very weak; and you must not be
-surprised if she throws you over.”
-
-“Good heavens, Florence! Why, she loves me with all her heart!”
-
-“Yes; but women often think of other things besides their hearts. But
-there, I don’t want to frighten you, only I would not pin all my faith
-to Eva’s constancy, however dearly you may think she loves you. Don’t
-look so distressed, Ernest; I did not wish to pain you. And remember
-that if any difficulty should arise between Eva and you, you will
-always have me on your side. You will always think of me as your true
-friend, won’t you, Ernest?” and she held out her hand.
-
-He took it.
-
-“Indeed I will,” he said.
-
-They had turned now, and again reached the bow-window, one of the
-divisions of which stood open. Florence touched his arm, and pointed
-into the room. He looked in through the open window. Miss Ceswick had
-gone, but Eva was still at her old place by the table. Her head was
-down upon the table, resting on the album he had picked up, and he
-could see from the motion of her shoulders that she was sobbing
-bitterly. Presently she lifted her face—it was all stained with
-tears—only, however, to drop it again. Ernest made a motion as though
-he would enter the house, but Florence stopped him.
-
-“Best leave her alone,” she whispered; and then, when they were well
-past the window, added aloud, “I am sorry that you saw her like that;
-if you should never meet again, or be separated for a very long time,
-it will leave a painful recollection in your mind. Well, good-bye. I
-hope that you will enjoy yourself.”
-
-Ernest shook hands in silence—there was a lump in his throat that
-prevented him from speaking—and then went on his way, feeling utterly
-miserable. As for Florence, she put up her hand to shade her keen eyes
-from the sun, and watched him till he turned the corner with a look of
-intense love and longing, which slowly changed into one of bitter hate.
-When he was out of sight she turned, and, making her way to her
-bedroom, flung herself upon the bed, and, burying her face in the
-pillow to stifle the sound of her sobbing, gave way to an outburst of
-jealous rage that was almost awful in its intensity.
-
-Ernest had only just time to get back to Dum’s Ness, and go through the
-form of eating some luncheon, before he was obliged to start to catch
-his train. Dorothy had packed his things, and made all those little
-preparations for his journey that women think of; so, after going to
-the office to bid good-bye to his uncle, who shook him heartily by the
-hand, and bade him not forget the subject of their conversation, he had
-nothing to do but jump into the cart and start. In the sitting-room he
-found Dorothy waiting for him, with his coat and gloves, also Jeremy,
-who was going to drive to the station with him. He put on his coat in
-silence; they were all quite silent; indeed, he might have been going
-for a long sojourn in a deadly climate, instead of a two months’
-pleasure-tour, so depressed was everybody.
-
-“Good-bye, Doll dear,” he said, stooping to kiss her; but she shrank
-away from him. In another minute he was gone.
-
-At the station a word or two about Eva passed between Jeremy and
-himself.
-
-“Well, Ernest,” asked the former nervously, “have you pulled it off?”
-
-“With her?”
-
-“Of course; who else?”
-
-“Yes, I have. But, Jeremy—”
-
-“Well!”
-
-“I don’t want you to say anything about it to anybody at present.”
-
-“Very good.”
-
-“I say, old fellow,” Ernest went on, after a pause, “I hope you don’t
-mind very much.”
-
-“If I said I did not mind, Ernest,” he answered, slowly turning his
-honest eyes full on to his friend’s face, “I should be telling a lie.
-But I do say this: as I could not win her myself, I am glad that you
-have, because next to her I think I love you better than anybody in the
-world. You always had the luck, and I wish you joy. There’s the train.”
-
-Ernest wrung his hand.
-
-“Thank you, old chap,” he said; “you are a downright good fellow, and a
-good friend too. I know I have had the luck, but perhaps it is going to
-turn. Good-bye.”
-
-Ernest’s plans were to sleep in London, and to leave on the following
-morning, a Wednesday, for Guernsey. There he was to meet his friend on
-Thursday, when they were to start upon their tour, first to Normandy,
-and thence wherever their fancy led them.
-
-This programme he carried out to the letter—at least the first part of
-it. On his way from Liverpool Street Station to the rooms where he had
-always slept on the few occasions that he had been in London, his
-hansom passed down Fleet Street, and got blocked opposite No. 19. His
-eye caught the number, and he wondered what there was about it familiar
-to him. Then he remembered that 19 Fleet Street was the address of
-Messrs. Goslings & Sharpe, the bankers on whom his uncle had given him
-the cheque for £250. Bethinking himself that he might as well cash it,
-he stopped the cab and entered the bank. As he did so, the cashier was
-just leaving his desk, for it was past closing hour; but he courteously
-took Ernest’s cheque, and, though it was for a large sum, cashed it
-without hesitation. Mr. Cardus’s name was evidently well known in the
-establishment. Ernest proceeded on his journey with a crisp little
-bundle of Bank of England notes in his breast-pocket, a circumstance
-that, in certain events of which at that moment he little dreamed,
-proved of the utmost service to him.
-
-It will not be necessary for us to follow him in his journey to St.
-Peter’s Port, which very much resembled other people’s journeys. He
-arrived there safely enough on Wednesday afternoon, and proceeded to
-the best hotel, took a room, and inquired the hour of the _table
-d’hôte_.
-
-In the course of the voyage from Southampton, Ernest had fallen into
-conversation with a quiet, foreign-looking man, who spoke English with
-a curious little accent. This gentleman—for there was no doubt about
-his being a gentleman—was accompanied by a boy about nine years of age,
-remarkable for his singularly prepossessing face and manners, whom
-Ernest rightly judged to be his son. Mr. Alston—for such he discovered
-his companion’s name to be—was a middle-aged man, not possessed of any
-remarkable looks or advantages of person, nor in any way
-brilliant-minded. But nobody could know Mr. Alston for long without
-discovering that, his neutral tints notwithstanding, he was the
-possessor of an almost striking individuality. From his open way of
-talking, Ernest guessed that he was a colonial; for he had often
-noticed at college that colonials are much less reserved than
-Englishmen proper are bred up to be. He soon learned that Mr. Alston
-was a Natal colonist, now, for the first time, paying a visit to the
-old country. He had, until lately, held a high position in the Natal
-Government service; but having unexpectedly come into a moderate
-fortune through the death of an aged lady, a sister of his father in
-England, he had resigned his position in the service; and after his
-short visit “home,” as colonists always call the mother country, even
-when they have never seen it, intended to start on a big game-shooting
-expedition in the country between Secocoeni’s country and Delagoa Bay.
-
-All this Ernest learned before the boat reached the harbour at St.
-Peter’s Port, and they separated. He was, however, pleased when, having
-seen his luggage put into his room, he went into the little courtyard
-of the hotel and found Mr. Alston standing there with his son, and
-looking rather puzzled.
-
-“Hullo!” said Ernest, “I am glad that you have come to this hotel. Do
-you want anything?”
-
-“Well, yes, I do. The fact of the matter is, I don’t understand a word
-of French, and I want to find my way to a place that my boy and I have
-come over here to see. If they talked Zulu or Sisutu, you see, I should
-be equal to the occasion; but to me French is a barbarous tongue, and
-the people about here all seem to talk nothing else. Here is the
-address.”
-
-“I can talk French,” said Ernest, “and, if you like, I will go with
-you. The _table d’hôte_ is not till seven, and it is not six yet.”
-
-“It is very kind of you.”
-
-“Not at all. I have no doubt that you would show me the way about
-Zululand, if ever I wandered there.”
-
-“Ay, that I would, with pleasure;” and they started.
-
-It was with considerable difficulty that Ernest discovered the place
-Mr. Alston was in search of. Finally, however, he found it. It was a
-quaint out-of-the-way little street, very narrow and crooked, an odd
-mixture of old private houses and shops, most of which seemed to deal
-in soap and candles. At last they came to No. 36, a gray old house
-standing in its own grounds. Mr. Alston scanned it eagerly.
-
-“That is the place,” he said; “she often told me of the coat-of-arms
-over the doorway—a mullet impaled with three squirrels; there they are.
-I wonder if it is still a school?”
-
-It turned out that it was still a school, and in due course they were
-admitted, and allowed to wander round the ancient walled garden, with
-every nook of which Mr. Alston seemed to be perfectly acquainted.
-
-“There is the tree under which she used to sit,” he said sadly to his
-boy, pointing out an old yew-tree, under which there stood a rotting
-bench.
-
-“Who?” asked Ernest, much interested.
-
-“My dead wife, that boy’s mother; she was educated here,” he said, with
-a sigh. “There, I have seen it. Let us go.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-ERNEST GETS INTO TROUBLE
-
-
-When Mr. Alston and Ernest reached the hotel, there was still a quarter
-of an hour to elapse before the _table d’hôte_, so, after washing his
-hands and putting on a black coat, Ernest went down into the
-coffee-room. There was only one other person in it, a tall fair
-Frenchwoman, apparently about thirty years of age. She was standing by
-the empty fireplace, her arm upon the mantelpiece, and a lace
-pocket-handkerchief in her hand; and Ernest’s first impression of her
-was that she was handsome and much over-dressed. There was a newspaper
-upon the mantelpiece, which he desired to get possession of. As he
-advanced for this purpose, the lady dropped her handkerchief. Stooping
-down, he picked it out of the grate and handed it to her.
-
-“_Mille remerciments, monsieur,_” she said, with a little curtsey.
-
-“_Du tout, madame._”
-
-“_Ah, monsieur parle français?_”
-
-“_Mais oui, madame._”
-
-And then they drifted into a conversation, in the course of which
-Ernest learned that madame thought St. Peter’s Port very dull; that she
-had been there three days with her friends, and was nearly dead _de
-tristesse;_ that she was going, however, to the public dance at the
-“Hall” that night. “Of course monsieur would be there;” and many other
-things, for madame had a considerable command of language.
-
-In the middle of all this the door opened, and another lady of much the
-same cut as madame entered, followed by two young men. The first of
-these had a face of the commonplace English type, rather a
-good-humoured face; but when he saw the second, Ernest started, it was
-so like his own, as his would become if he were to spend half a dozen
-years in drinking, dicing, late hours, and their concomitants. The man
-to whom this face belonged was evidently a gentleman, but he looked an
-ill-tempered one, and very puny and out of health; at least so thought
-Ernest.
-
-“It is time for dinner, Camille,” said the gentleman to madame, at the
-same time favouring Ernest with a most comprehensive scowl.
-
-Madame appeared not to understand, and made some remark to Ernest.
-
-“It is time for dinner, Camille,” said the gentleman again, in a savage
-voice. This time she lifted her head and looked at him.
-
-“_Din-nare, dinnare!_ qu’est-que c’est que _din-nare?_”
-
-“_Table d’hôte,_” said the gentleman.
-
-“O, pardon;” and with a little bow and most fascinating smile to
-Ernest, she took the gentleman’s extended arm and sailed away.
-
-“Why did you pretend not to understand me?” Ernest heard him ask, and
-saw her shrug her shoulders in reply. The other gentleman followed with
-his companion, and after him came Ernest. When he reached the
-_salle-à-manger_ he found that the only chair vacant at the table was
-one next to his friend of the _salon._ Indeed, had he thought of it, it
-might have struck him that madame had contrived to keep that chair
-vacant, for on his approach she gathered together the folds of her silk
-dress, which had almost hidden it, and welcomed him with a little nod.
-
-Ernest took the chair, and forthwith madame entered into a most lively
-conversation with him, a course of proceeding that appeared to be
-extremely distasteful to the gentleman on her right, who pished and
-pshawed and pushed away his plate in a manner that soon became quite
-noticeable. But madame talked serenely on, quite careless of his
-antics, till at last he whispered something to her that caused the
-blood to mount to her fair cheek.
-
-“Mais tais-toi, donc,” Ernest heard her answer, and next moment—the
-subsequent history of our hero demands that the truth should be told—it
-was his turn to colour, for, alas! there was no doubt about it, he
-distinctly felt madame’s little foot pressed upon his own. He took up
-his wine and drank a little to hide his confusion; but whether he had
-or had not the moral courage to withdraw from the situation, by placing
-his toes under the more chilly but safe guardianship of the chair-legs,
-history saith not; let us hope and presume that he had. But if this was
-so or not he did not get on very well with his dinner, for the
-situation was novel and not conducive to appetite. Presently Mr.
-Alston, who was sitting opposite, addressed him across the table.
-
-“Are you going to the dance here to-night, Mr. Kershaw?”
-
-To Ernest’s surprise, the gentleman on the other side of madame
-answered, with an astonished look:
-
-“Yes, I am going.”
-
-“I beg your pardon,” said Mr. Alston, “I was speaking to the gentleman
-on your left.”
-
-“Oh, indeed! I thought you said Kershaw.”
-
-“Yes, I did; the gentleman’s name is Kershaw, I think.”
-
-“Yes,” put in Ernest, “my name is Kershaw.”
-
-“That is odd,” said the other gentleman, “so is mine. I did not know
-that there were any other Kershaws.”
-
-“Nor did I,” answered Ernest, “except Sir Hugh Kershaw;” and his face
-darkened as he pronounced the name.
-
-“I am Sir Hugh Kershaw’s son; my name is Hugh Kershaw,” was the reply.
-
-“Indeed! Then we are cousins, I suppose; for I am his nephew, the son
-of his brother Ernest.”
-
-Hugh Kershaw the elder did not receive this intelligence with even the
-moderate amount of enthusiasm that might have been expected; he simply
-lifted his scanty eyebrows, and said, “Oh, I remember, my uncle left a
-son;” then he turned and made some remark to the gentleman who sat next
-him that made the latter laugh.
-
-Ernest felt the blood rise to his cheeks; there was something very
-insolent about his cousin’s tone.
-
-Shortly afterwards the dinner came to an end, and madame, with another
-fascinating smile, retired. As for Ernest, he smoked a pipe with Mr.
-Alston, and about nine o’clock strolled over with him to the Hall, or
-Assembly Rooms, a building largely composed of glass, where thrice a
-week, during the season, the visitors at St. Peter’s Port adjourned to
-dance, flirt, and make merry.
-
-One of the first sights that caught his eye was a fair creature in
-evening-dress, and with conspicuously white shoulders, in whom he
-recognised madame. She was sitting near the door, and appeared to be
-watching it. Ernest bowed to her, and was about to pass on; but,
-pursuing her former tactics, she dropped the bouquet she was carrying.
-He stooped, picked it up, returned it, and again made as though he
-would pass on, when she addressed him, just as the band struck up.
-
-“Ah, que c’est belle, la musique! Monsieur valse, n’est-ce pas?”
-
-In another minute they were floating down the room together. As they
-passed along, Ernest saw his cousin standing in the corner, looking at
-him with no amiable air. Madame saw his glance.
-
-“Ah,” she said, “Monsieur Hugh ne valse pas, il se grise; il a l’air
-jaloux, n’est-ce pas?”
-
-Ernest danced three times with this fair enslaver, and with their last
-waltz the ball came to an end. Just then his cousin came up, and they
-all, including Mr. Alston, walked together along the steep streets,
-which were now quite deserted, to the door of the hotel. Here Ernest
-said good-night to madame, who extended her hand. He took it, and as he
-did so he felt a note slipped into it, which, not being accustomed to
-such transactions, he clumsily dropped. It was the ball programme, and
-there was something written across it in pencil. Unfortunately, he was
-not the only one who saw this; his cousin Hugh, who had evidently been
-drinking, saw it too, and tried to pick up the programme, but Ernest
-was too quick for him.
-
-“Give me that,” said his cousin, hoarsely.
-
-Ernest answered by putting it into his pocket.
-
-“What is written on that programme?”
-
-“I don’t know.”
-
-“What have you written on that programme, Camille?”
-
-“Mon Dieu, mais vous m’ennuyez!” was the answer.
-
-“I insist upon your giving me that!” with an oath.
-
-“Monsieur est _gentleman!_ Monsieur ne la rendra pas,” said madame,
-with a meaning glance; and then turning, she entered the hotel.
-
-“I am not going to give it to you,” said Ernest.
-
-“You shall give it to me.”
-
-“Is this lady your wife?” asked Ernest.
-
-“That is my affair; give me that note.”
-
-“I shall not give it to you,” said Ernest, whose temper was rapidly
-rising. “I don’t know what is on it, and I don’t wish to know; but
-whatever it is, the lady gave it to me, and not to you. She is not your
-wife, and you have no right to ask for it.”
-
-His cousin Hugh turned livid with fury. At the best of times he was an
-evil-tempered man; and now, inflamed as he was by drink and jealousy,
-he looked a perfect fiend.
-
-“Damn you!” he hissed, “you half-bred cur; I suppose that you get your
-—— manners from your —— of a mother!”
-
-He did not get any further; for at this point Ernest knocked him into
-the gutter, and then stood over him, very quiet and pale, and told him
-that if ever he dared to let a disrespectful word about his mother pass
-his lips again, he (Ernest) would half-kill him (Hugh). Then he let him
-get up.
-
-Hugh Kershaw rose, and turning, whispered something to his friend, who
-had sat next him at dinner, a man about thirty years of age, and with a
-military air about him. His friend listened, and pulled his large
-moustache thoughtfully. Then he addressed Ernest with the utmost
-politeness:
-
-“I am Captain Justice, of the —— Hussars. Of course, Mr. Kershaw, you
-are aware that you cannot indulge yourself in the luxury of knocking
-people down without hearing more about it. Have you any friend with
-you?”
-
-Ernest shook his head as he answered: “This,” indicating Mr. Alston,
-who had been an attentive observer of everything that had passed, “is
-the only gentleman I know in the town, and I cannot ask him to mix
-himself up in my quarrels.” Ernest was beginning to understand that
-this quarrel was a very serious business.
-
-“All right, my lad,” said Mr. Alston quietly, “I will stand by you.”
-
-“Really, I have no right——” began Ernest.
-
-“Nonsense! It is one of our colonial customs to stick by one another.”
-
-“Mr. Justice—”
-
-“Captain Justice,” put in that gentleman, with a bow.
-
-“Captain Justice, my name is Alston. I am very much at your service.”
-
-Captain Justice turned to Hugh Kershaw, whose clothes were dripping
-from the water in the gutter, and after whispering with him for a
-moment, said aloud, “If I were you, Kershaw, I should go and change
-those clothes; you will catch cold.” And then, addressing Mr. Alston,
-“I think the smoking-room is empty. Shall we go and have a chat?”
-
-Mr. Alston assented, and they went in together. Ernest followed; but
-having lit his pipe, sat down in a far corner of the room. Presently
-Mr. Alston called him.
-
-“Look here, Kershaw, this is a serious business, and as you are
-principally concerned, I think that you had better give your own
-answer. To be brief, your cousin, Mr. Hugh Kershaw, demands that you
-should apologise in writing for having struck him.”
-
-“I am willing to do that if he will apologise for the terms he used in
-connection with my mother.”
-
-“Ah!” said the gallant Captain, “the young gentleman is coming to
-reason.”
-
-“He also demands that you should hand over the note you received from
-the lady.”
-
-“That I certainly shall not do,” he answered; and drawing the card from
-his pocket, he tore it into fragments, unread.
-
-Captain Justice bowed and left the room. In a few minutes he returned,
-and, addressing Mr. Alston and Ernest, said:
-
-“Mr. Kershaw is not satisfied with what you offer to do. He declines to
-apologise for any expression that he may have used with reference to
-your mother, and he now wishes you to choose between signing an
-apology, which I shall dictate, or meeting him to-morrow morning. You
-must remember that we are in Guernsey, where you cannot insult a man on
-the payment of forty shillings.”
-
-Of course, this view was an entirely incorrect one. Although Guernsey
-has a political constitution of its own, many of its laws being based
-upon the old Norman-French customs, and judicial proceedings being
-carried on in French, &c., it is quite as criminal an act to fight a
-duel there as in England, as Captain Justice himself afterwards found
-out to his cost. But they none of them knew that.
-
-Ernest felt the blood run to his heart. He understood now what Captain
-Justice meant. He answered simply:
-
-“I shall be very happy to meet my cousin in whatever place and way you
-and Mr. Alston may agree upon;” and then he returned to his chair, and
-gave himself up to the enjoyment of his pipe and an entirely new set of
-sensations.
-
-Captain Justice gazed after him pityingly. “I am sorry for him,” he
-said to Mr. Alston. “Kershaw is, I believe, a good shot with pistols. I
-suppose you will choose pistols. It would be difficult to get swords in
-such a hurry. He is a fine young fellow. Took it coolly, by George!
-Well, I don’t think that he will trouble the world much longer.”
-
-“This is a silly business, and likely to land us all in a nasty mess.
-Is there no way out of it?”
-
-“None that I know of, unless your young friend will eat dirt. He is a
-nasty-tempered fellow, Kershaw, and wild about that woman, over whom he
-has spent thousands. Nor is he likely to forgive being rolled in the
-gutter. You had better get your man to give in, for if you don’t,
-Kershaw will kill him.”
-
-“It is no good talking of it. I have lived a rough life, and know what
-men are made of. He is not of that sort. Besides, your man is in the
-wrong, not that boy. If anybody spoke of my mother like that, I would
-shoot him.”
-
-“Very good, Mr. Alston. And now about the pistols; I have none.”
-
-“I have a pair of Smith & Wesson revolvers that I bought yesterday to
-take out to Africa with me. They throw a very heavy bullet, Captain
-Justice.”
-
-“Too heavy. If one of them is hit anywhere in the body——” He did not
-finish the sentence.
-
-Mr. Alston nodded. “We must put them twenty paces apart, to give them a
-chance of missing. And now about the place and the time?”
-
-“I know a place on the beach, about a mile and a half from here, that
-will do very well. You go down that street till you strike the beach,
-then turn to your right, and follow the line of the sea till you come
-to a deserted hut or cottage. There we will meet you.”
-
-“At what time?”
-
-“Let me see; shall we say a quarter to five? It will be light enough
-for us then.”
-
-“Very good. The Weymouth boat leaves at half-past six. I am going to
-see about getting my things ready to go to meet it. I should advise you
-to do the same, Captain Justice. We had better not return here after it
-is over.”
-
-“No.”
-
-And then they parted.
-
-Luckily the manager of the hotel had not gone to bed; so the various
-parties concerned were able to pay their bills, and make arrangements
-about their luggage being sent to meet the early boat, without exciting
-the slightest suspicion. Ernest wrote a note, and left it to be given
-to his friend when he should arrive on the morrow, in which he stated
-mysteriously that business had called him away. He could not help
-smiling to himself sadly when he thought that his business might be of
-a sort that it would take all eternity to settle.
-
-Then he went to his room and wrote two letters, one to Eva and one to
-Dorothy. Mr. Alston was to post them if anything happened to him. The
-first was of a passionate nature, and breathed hopes of reunion in
-another place—ah, how fondly the poor human heart clings to that
-idea!—the second collected and sensible enough. The letters finished,
-following Mr. Alston’s advice, he undressed and took a bath; then he
-said his prayers—the prayers his mother had taught him—put on a quiet
-dark suit of clothes, and went and sat by the open window.
-
-The night was very still and fragrant with the sweet strong breath of
-the sea. Not a sound came from the quaint old town beneath—all was at
-peace. Ernest, sitting there, wondered whether he would live to see
-another night, and, if not, what the nights were like in the land
-whither he was journeying. And as he thought of it the gray damps that
-hide that unrisen world from our gaze struck into his soul and made him
-feel afraid. Not afraid of death, but afraid of the empty loneliness
-beyond it—of the cold air of an infinite space in which nothing human
-can live. Would his mother meet him there, he wondered, or would she
-put him from her, coming with blood upon his hands. And then he thought
-of Eva, and in his solitude a tear gathered in his dark eyes. It seemed
-so hard to go to that other place without her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-MADAME’S WORK
-
-
-Presently the eastern sky began to be barred with rays of light, and
-Ernest knew that the dawn was near.
-
-Rising with a sigh, he made his last preparations, inwardly determining
-that, if he was to die, he would die in a way befitting an English
-gentleman. There should be no sign of his fears on his face when he
-looked at his adversary’s pistol.
-
-Presently there came a soft knock at the door, and Mr. Alston entered
-with his shoes off. In his hand he held a case containing the two Smith
-& Wessons.
-
-“We must be off presently,” he said. “I just heard Captain Justice go
-down. Look here, Kershaw, do you understand anything about these?” and
-he tapped the Smith & Wessons.
-
-“Yes; I have often practised with a pair of old duelling-pistols at
-home. I used to be a very fair shot with them.”
-
-“That is lucky. Now take one of these revolvers; I want to give you a
-lesson, and accustom you to handle it.”
-
-“No, I will not. It would not be fair on the other man. If I did, and
-killed him, I should feel like a murderer.”
-
-“As you like; but I am going to tell you something, and give you a bit
-of advice. These revolvers are hair-triggered; I had the scears filed.
-When the word is given, bring the barrel of your pistol _down_ till you
-get the sight well on to your antagonist somewhere about his chest,
-then _press_ the trigger, do not pull it, remember that. If you do as I
-tell you, he will never hear the report. Above all, do not lose your
-nerve; and don’t be sentimental and fire in the air, or any such
-nonsense, for that is a most futile proceeding, morally, and in every
-other way. Mark my words, if you do not kill him, he will kill you. He
-intends to kill you, and you are in the right. Now we must be going.
-Your luggage is in the hall, is it not?”
-
-“All except this bag.”
-
-“Very good; bring it down with you. My boy will bring it to the boat
-with my own. If you are not hit, you will do well to get out of this as
-soon as possible. I mean to make for Southampton as straight as I can.
-There is a vessel sailing for South Africa on Friday morning; I shall
-embark in her. We will settle what you are to do afterwards.”
-
-“Yes,” said Ernest, with a smile, “there is no need to talk of that at
-present.”
-
-Five minutes afterwards they met in the hall, and slipped quietly out
-through the door that always stood open all night for the accommodation
-of visitors addicted to late hours. Following the street that Captain
-Justice had pointed out, they descended to the beach, and, turning to
-the right, walked along it leisurely. The early morning air was very
-sweet, and all nature smiled dimly upon them as they went, for the sun
-was not yet up; but at that moment Ernest did not think much of the
-beauty of the morning. It all seemed like a frightful dream. At last
-they came to the deserted hut, looming large in the gray mist. By it
-stood two figures.
-
-“They are there already,” said Mr. Alston.
-
-As they approached the two figures lifted their hats, a compliment
-which they returned. Then Mr. Alston went to Captain Justice, and fell
-into conversation with him, and together they paced off a certain
-distance on the sand, marking its limits with their walking-sticks.
-Ernest noticed that it was about the length of a short cricket-pitch.
-
-“Shall we place them?” he heard Captain Justice say.
-
-“Not just yet,” was the reply; “there is barely light enough.”
-
-“Now, gentlemen,” said Mr. Alston presently, “I have prepared in
-duplicate a paper setting forth as fairly as I can the circumstances
-under which this unhappy affair has come about. I propose to read it to
-you, and to ask you all to sign it, as a protection to—to us all. I
-have brought a pen and a pocket ink-pot with me for that purpose.”
-
-Nobody objected, so he read the paper. It was short, concise, and just,
-and they all signed it as it stood. Ernest’s hand shook a good deal as
-he did so.
-
-“Come, that won’t do,” said Mr. Alston, encouragingly, as he pocketed
-one copy of the document after handing the other to Captain Justice.
-“Shake yourself together, man!”
-
-But for all his brave words he looked the more nervous of the two.
-
-“I wish to say,” began Ernest, addressing himself to all the other
-three, “that this quarrel is none of my seeking. I could not in honour
-give up the note the lady wrote to me. But I feel that this is a
-dreadful business; and if you,” addressing his cousin, “are ready to
-apologise for what you said about my mother, I am ready to do the same
-for attacking you.”
-
-Mr. Hugh Kershaw smiled bitterly, and, turning, said something to his
-second. Ernest caught the words “white feather.”
-
-“Mr. Hugh Kershaw refuses to offer any apology; he expects one,” was
-Captain Justice’s ready answer.
-
-“Then if any blood is shed, on his head be it!” said Mr. Alston
-solemnly. “Come, let us get it over.”
-
-Each took his man and placed him by one of the sticks, and then handed
-him a revolver.
-
-“Stand sideways, and remember what I told you,” whispered Mr. Alston.
-
-“Are you ready, gentlemen?” asked Captain Justice presently.
-
-There was no answer; but Ernest felt his heart stand still, and a mist
-gathered before his eyes. At that moment he heard a lark rise into the
-air near him and begin to sing. Unless he could get his sight back he
-felt that he was lost.
-
-“_One!_” The mist cleared away from his eyes; he saw his adversary’s
-pistol-barrel pointing steadily at him.
-
-“_Two!_” A ray broke from the rising sun, and caught a crystal pin Hugh
-Kershaw incautiously wore. Instinctively Ernest remembered Mr. Alston’s
-advice, and lowered the sight of his long barrel till it was dead on
-the crystal pin. Curiously enough, it reminded him at the moment of the
-eyes in the witch’s head at Dum’s Ness. His vital forces rose to the
-emergency, and his arm grew as steady as a rock. Then came a pause that
-seemed hours long.
-
-“_Three!_” There was a double report, and Ernest became aware of a
-commotion in his hair. Hugh Kershaw flung up his arms wildly, sprang a
-few inches off the ground, and fell backwards. Great God, it was over!
-
-[Illustration: “Hugh Kershaw flung up his arms, wildly.”]
-
-Ernest staggered a moment from the reaction, and then ran with the
-others towards his cousin—nay, towards what had been his cousin. He was
-lying on his back upon the sand, his wide-opened eyes staring up at the
-blue sky, as though to trace the flight of the spirit, his arms
-extended. The heavy revolver-ball had struck near the crystal pin, and
-then passed upwards through the throat and out at the base of the head,
-shattering the spinal column.
-
-“He is dead,” said Captain Justice, solemnly.
-
-Ernest wrung his hands.
-
-“I have killed him,” he said—“I have killed my own cousin!”
-
-“Young man,” said Mr. Alston, “do not stand there wringing your hands,
-but thank Providence for your own escape. He was very near killing you,
-let me tell you. Is your head cut?”
-
-Instinctively Ernest took off his hat, and as he did so some fragments
-of his curly hair fell to the ground. There was a neat hole through the
-felt, and a neat groove along his thick hair. His cousin had meant to
-kill him; and he was a good shot—so good that he thought that he could
-put a ball through Ernest’s head. But he forgot that a heavy American
-revolver, with forty grains of powder behind the ball, is apt to throw
-a trifle high.
-
-And then they all stood silent and looked at the body; and the lark,
-that had been frightened by the noise, began to sing again.
-
-“This will not do,” said Mr. Alston presently. “We had better move the
-body in there,” and he pointed to the deserted hut. “Captain Justice,
-what do you intend to do?”
-
-“Give myself up to the authorities, I suppose,” was the gallant
-Captain’s scared answer.
-
-“Very well. I don’t advise you to do that, but if you are determined
-to, there is no need for you to be in a hurry about it. You must give
-us time to get clear first.”
-
-They lifted the corpse, reverently bore it into the deserted hut, and
-laid it on the floor. Ernest remained standing looking at the red stain
-where it had been. Presently they came out again, and Mr. Alston kicked
-some sand over the stain and hid it.
-
-“Now,” he said, “we had better make an addition to those documents, to
-say how this came about.”
-
-They all went back to the hut, and the addition was made, standing
-there by the body. When it came to Ernest’s turn to sign, he almost
-wished that his signature was the one missing from the foot of that
-ghastly post-scriptum. Mr. Alston guessed his thoughts.
-
-“The fortune of war,” he said, coolly. “Now, Captain Justice, we are
-going to catch the early boat, and we hope that you will not give
-yourself up before midday, if you can help it. The inquiry into the
-affair will not then be held before to-morrow; and by eleven to-morrow
-morning I hope to have seen the last of England for some years to
-come.”
-
-The Captain was a good fellow at bottom, and had no wish to see others
-dragged into trouble.
-
-“I shall certainly give myself up,” he said; “but I don’t see any
-reason to hurry about it. I don’t think that they can do much to me
-here. Poor Hugh! he can well afford to wait,” he added, with a sigh,
-glancing down at the figure that lay so still, with a coat thrown over
-the face. “I suppose that they will lock me up for six months—pleasant
-prospect! But I say, Mr. Kershaw, you had better keep clear; it will be
-more awkward for you. You see, he was your cousin, and by his death you
-become, unless I am mistaken, next heir to the title.”
-
-“Yes, I suppose so,” said Ernest, vaguely.
-
-Here it may be stated that Captain Justice found himself sadly
-mistaken. Instead of the six months he expected, he was arraigned for
-murder, and finally sentenced to a term of penal servitude. He received
-a pardon, however, after serving about a year of his time.
-
-“Come, we must be off,” said Mr. Alston, “or we shall be late for the
-boat;” and, bowing to Captain Justice, he left the hut.
-
-Ernest followed his example, and, when he had gone a few yards, glanced
-round at the hateful spot. There stood Captain Justice in the doorway
-of the hut, looking much depressed, and there, a few yards to the left,
-was the impress in the sand that marked where his cousin had fallen. He
-never saw either the man or the place again.
-
-“Kershaw,” said Mr. Alston, “what do you propose doing?”
-
-“I don’t know.”
-
-“But you must think; remember you are in an awkward fix. You know by
-English law duelling is murder; and now I come to think of it, I expect
-that this place is subject to the English law in criminal matters, or
-at least that the law is identical.”
-
-“I think I had better give myself up, like Captain Justice.”
-
-“Nonsense. You must hide away somewhere for a year or two till the row
-blows over.”
-
-“Where am I to hide?”
-
-“Have you any money, or can you get any?”
-
-“Yes, I have nearly two hundred and fifty pounds on me now.”
-
-“My word, that is fortunate! Well, now, what I have to suggest is, that
-you should assume a false name, and sail for South Africa with me. I am
-going up-country on a shooting expedition, outside British territory,
-so there will be little fear of your being caught and extradited. Then,
-in a year or so, when the affair is forgotten, you can come back to
-England. What do you say to that?”
-
-“I suppose I may as well go there as anywhere else. I shall be a marked
-man all my life, anyhow. What does it matter where I go?”
-
-“Ah, you are down on your luck now; by-and-by you will cheer up again.”
-
-Just then they met a fisherman, who gazed at them, wondering what the
-two gentlemen were doing out walking at that hour; but concluding that,
-after the mad fashion of Englishmen, they had been to bathe, he passed
-them with a civil “Bonjour.” Ernest coloured to the eyes under the
-scrutiny; he was beginning to feel the dreadful burden of his secret.
-Presently they reached the steamer, and found Mr. Alston’s little boy
-Roger, who, though he was only nine years old, was as quick and
-self-reliant as many English lads of fourteen, waiting for them by the
-bridge.
-
-“O, here you are, father; you have been walking so long that I thought
-you would miss the boat. I have brought the luggage down all right, and
-this gentleman’s too.”
-
-“That’s right, my lad. Kershaw, do you go and take the tickets; I want
-to get rid of this;” and he tapped the revolver-case, that was
-concealed beneath his coat.
-
-Ernest did so, and presently met Mr. Alston on the boat. A few minutes
-more and, to his intense relief, she cast off and stood out to sea.
-There were not very many passengers on board, and those there were,
-were too much taken up in making preparations to be sea-sick to take
-any notice of Ernest. And yet he could not shake himself free from the
-idea that everybody knew that he had just killed a man. His own
-self-consciousness was so intense that he saw his guilt reflected on
-the faces of all he met. He gazed around him in awe, expecting every
-moment to be greeted as a murderer. Most people who have ever done
-anything they should not are acquainted with this sensation. Overcome
-with this idea, he took refuge in his berth, nor did he emerge
-therefrom till the boat reached Weymouth. There both he and Mr. Alston
-bought some rough clothes, and, to a great extent, succeeded in
-disguising themselves; then made their way across country to
-Southampton in the same trains, but in separate compartments. Reaching
-Southampton without let or hindrance, they agreed to take passages in
-the Union Company’s R.M.S. _Moor,_ sailing on the following morning.
-Mr. Alston obtained a list of the passengers; fortunately, there was
-nobody among them whom he knew. For greater security, however, they
-took steerage passages, and booked themselves under assumed names.
-Ernest took his second Christian name, and figured on the passenger
-list as E. Beyton, while Mr. Alston and his boy assumed the name of
-James. They took their passages at different times, and feigned to be
-unknown to each other. These precautions they found to be doubly
-necessary, inasmuch as at Southampton Mr. Alston managed to get hold of
-a book on English criminal law, from which it appeared that the fact of
-the duel having been fought at Guernsey did not in the least clear them
-from the legal consequences of the act, as they had vaguely supposed
-would be the case, on the insufficient authority of Captain Justice’s
-statement.
-
-At last the vessel sailed, and it was with a sigh of relief that Ernest
-saw his native shores fade from view. As they disappeared, a
-fellow-passenger, valet to a gentleman going to the Cape for his
-health, politely offered him a paper to read. It was the _Standard_ of
-that day’s date. He took it and glanced at the foreign intelligence.
-The first thing that caught his eye was the following paragraph, headed
-“A Fatal Duel”:
-
-“The town of St. Peter’s in Guernsey has been thrown into a state of
-consternation by the discovery of the body of an English gentleman, who
-was this morning shot dead in a duel. Captain Justice, of the ——
-Hussars, who was the unfortunate gentleman’s second, has surrendered
-himself to the authorities. The other parties, who are at present
-unknown, have absconded. It is said that they have been traced to
-Weymouth; but there all trace of them has been lost. The cause of the
-duel is unknown, and in the present state of excitement it is difficult
-to obtain authentic information.”
-
-By the pilot who left the vessel Ernest despatched two letters, one to
-Eva Ceswick, and the other—which contained a copy of the memoranda
-drawn up before and after the duel, and attested by Mr. Alston—to his
-uncle. To both he told the story of his misfortune, fully and fairly,
-imploring the former not to forget him and to wait for happier times,
-and asking the forgiveness of the latter for the trouble that he had
-brought upon himself and all belonging to him. Should they wish to
-write to him, he gave his address as Ernest Beyton, Post-office,
-Maritzburg.
-
-The pilot-boat hoisted her brown sail with a huge white P. upon it and
-vanished into the night; and Ernest, feeling that he was a ruined man,
-and with the stain of blood upon his hands, crept to his bunk and wept
-like a child.
-
-Yesterday he had been loved, prosperous, happy, with a bright career
-before him. To-day he was a nameless outcast, departing into exile, and
-his young life shadowed by a cloud in which he could see no break.
-
-Well might he weep; it was a hard lesson.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK II.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-MY POOR EVA
-
-
-Two days after the pilot-boat, flitting away from the vessel’s side
-like some silent-flighted bird, had vanished into the night, Florence
-Ceswick happened to be walking past the village post-office on her way
-to pay a visit to Dorothy, when it struck her that the afternoon post
-must be in, and that she might as well ask if there were any letters
-for Dum’s Ness. There was no second delivery at Kesterwick, and she
-knew that it was not always convenient to Mr. Cardus to send in. The
-civil old postmaster gave her a little bundle of letters, remarking at
-the same time that he thought that there was one for the Cottage.
-
-“Is it for me, Mr. Brown?” asked Florence.
-
-“No, miss; it is for Miss Eva.”
-
-“O, then I will leave it; I am going up to Dum’s Ness. No doubt Miss
-Eva will call.”
-
-She knew that Eva watched the arrival of the posts very carefully. When
-she got outside the office she glanced at the bundle of letters in her
-hand, and noticed with a start that one of them, addressed to Mr.
-Cardus, was in Ernest’s handwriting. It bore a Southampton post-mark.
-What, she wondered, could he be doing at Southampton? He should have
-been in Guernsey.
-
-She walked on briskly to Dum’s Ness, and on her arrival found Dorothy
-sitting working in the sitting-room. After she had greeted her she
-handed over the letters.
-
-“There is one from Ernest,” she said.
-
-“O, I am so glad!” answered Dorothy. “Who is it for?”
-
-“For Mr. Cardus. O, here he comes.”
-
-Mr. Cardus shook hands with her, and thanked her for bringing the
-letters, which he turned over casually, after the fashion of a man
-accustomed to receive large quantities of correspondence of an
-uninteresting nature. Presently his manner quickened, and he opened
-Ernest’s letter. Florence fixed her keen eyes upon him. He read the
-letter; she read his face.
-
-Mr. Cardus was accustomed to conceal his emotions, but on this occasion
-it was clear that they were too strong for him. Astonishment and grief
-pursued each other across his features as he proceeded. Finally he put
-the letter down and glanced at an enclosure.
-
-“What is it, Reginald, what is it?” asked Dorothy.
-
-“It is,” answered Mr. Cardus solemnly, “that Ernest is a murderer and a
-fugitive.”
-
-Dorothy sank into a chair with a groan, and covered her face with her
-hands. Florence turned ashy pale.
-
-“What do you mean?” she said.
-
-“Read the letter for yourself, and see. Stop, read it aloud, and the
-enclosure too. I may have misunderstood.”
-
-Florence did so in a quiet voice. It was wonderful how her power came
-out in contrast to the intense disturbance of the other two. The old
-man of the world shook like a leaf, the young girl stood firm as a
-rock. Yet, in all probability, her interest in Ernest was more intense
-than his.
-
-When she had finished, Mr. Cardus spoke again.
-
-“You see,” he said, “I was right. He is a murderer and an outcast. And
-I loved the boy, I loved him. Well, let him go.”
-
-“O Ernest, Ernest!” sobbed Dorothy.
-
-Florence glanced from one to the other with contempt.
-
-“What are you talking about?” she said at last. “What is there to make
-all this fuss about? ‘Murderer,’ indeed! Then our grandfathers were
-often murderers. What would you have had him do? Would you have had him
-give up the woman’s letter to save himself? Would you have had him put
-up with this other man’s insults about his mother? If he had, I would
-never have spoken to him again. Stop that groaning, Dorothy. You should
-be proud of him; he behaved as a gentleman should. If I had the right I
-should be proud of him;” and her breast heaved and the proud lips
-curled as she said it.
-
-Mr. Cardus listened attentively, and it was evident that her enthusiasm
-moved him.
-
-“There is something in what Florence says,” he broke in. “I should not
-have liked the boy to show the white feather. But it is an awful
-business to kill one’s own first cousin, especially when one is next in
-the entail. Old Kershaw will be furious at losing his only son, and
-Ernest will never be able to come back to this country while he lives,
-or he will set the law on him.”
-
-“It is dreadful!” said Dorothy; “just as he was beginning life, and
-going into a profession, and now to have to go and wander in that
-far-off country under a false name!”
-
-“O yes, it is sad enough,” said Mr. Cardus; “but what is done cannot be
-undone. He is young, and will live it down, and if the worst comes to
-the worst, must make himself a home out there. But it is hard upon me,
-hard upon me;” and he went off to his office, muttering, “hard upon
-me.”
-
-When Florence started upon her homeward way, the afternoon had set in
-wet and chilly, and the sea was hidden in wreaths of gray mist.
-Altogether the scene was depressing. On arrival at the Cottage she
-found Eva standing, the picture of melancholy, by the window, and
-staring out at the misty sea.
-
-“O Florence, I am glad that you have come home; I really began to feel
-inclined to commit suicide.”
-
-“Indeed! and may I ask why?”
-
-“I don’t know; the rain is so depressing, I suppose.”
-
-“It does not depress me.”
-
-“No, nothing ever does; you live in the land of perpetual calm.”
-
-“I take exercise, and keep my liver in good order. Have you been out
-this afternoon?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Ah, I thought not. No wonder you feel depressed, staying indoors all
-day. Why don’t you go for a walk?”
-
-“There is nowhere to go.”
-
-“Really, Eva, I don’t know what has come to you lately, why don’t you
-go along the cliff, or stop—have you been to the post-office? I called
-for the Dum’s Ness letters, and Mr. Brown said that there was one for
-you.”
-
-Eva jumped up with remarkable animation, and passed out of the room
-with her peculiar light tread. The mention of that word “letter” had
-sufficed to change the aspect of things considerably.
-
-Florence watched her go with a dark little smile.
-
-“Ah,” she said aloud, as the door closed, “your feet will soon fall
-heavily enough.”
-
-Presently Eva went out, and Florence, having thrown off her cloak, took
-her sister’s place at the window and waited. It was seven minutes’ walk
-to the post-office. She would be back in about a quarter of an hour.
-Watch in hand, Florence waited patiently. Seventeen minutes had elapsed
-when the garden-gate was opened, and Eva re-entered, her face quite
-gray with pain, and furtively applying a handkerchief to her eyes.
-Florence smiled again.
-
-“I thought so,” she said.
-
-From all of which it will be seen that Florence was a very remarkable
-woman. She had scarcely exaggerated when she said that her heart was as
-deep as the sea. The love that she bore Ernest was the strongest thing
-in all her strong and vigorous life; when every other characteristic
-and influence crumbled away and was forgotten, it would still remain
-overmastering as ever. And when she discovered that her high love, the
-greatest and best part of her, had been made a plaything of by a
-thoughtless boy, who kissed girls on the same principle that a duck
-takes to water, because it came natural to him, the love in its mortal
-agonies gave birth to a hate destined to grow great as itself. But,
-with all a woman’s injustice, it was not directed towards the same
-object. On Ernest, indeed, she would wreak vengeance if she could, but
-she still loved him as dearly as at first; the revenge would be a mere
-episode in the history of her passion. But to her sister, the innocent
-woman who, she chose to consider, had robbed her, she gave all that
-bountiful hate. Herself the more powerful character of the two, she
-determined upon the utter destruction of the weaker. Strong as Fate,
-and unrelenting as Time, she dedicated her life to that end.
-Everything, she said, comes to those who can wait. She forgot that the
-Providence above us can wait the longest of us all. In the end it is
-Providence that wins.
-
-Eva came in, and Florence heard her make her way up the stairs to her
-room. Again she spoke to herself:
-
-“The poor fool will weep over him and renounce him. If she had the
-courage she would follow him and comfort him in his trouble, and so tie
-him to her for ever. Oh, that I had her chance! But the chances always
-come to fools.”
-
-Then she went upstairs and listened outside Eva’s door. She was sobbing
-audibly. Turning the handle, she walked casually in.
-
-“Well, Eva, did you—Why, my dear girl, _what_ is the matter with you?”
-
-Eva, who was lying sobbing on her bed, turned her head to the wall and
-went on sobbing.
-
-“What _is_ the matter, Eva? If you only knew how absurd you look!”
-
-“No-no-thing!”
-
-“Nonsense! People do not make such scenes as this for nothing.”
-
-No answer.
-
-“Come, my dear, as your affectionate sister, I really must ask what has
-happened to you.”
-
-The tone was commanding, and half unconsciously Eva obeyed it.
-“Ernest!” she ejaculated.
-
-“Well, what about Ernest? He is nothing to you, is he?”
-
-“No—that is, yes. O, it is so dreadful! It was the letter;” and she
-touched a sheet of closely written paper that lay on the bed beside
-her.
-
-“Well, as you do not seem to be in a condition to explain yourself,
-perhaps you had better let me read the letter.” “O no.”
-
-“Nonsense! Give it me; perhaps I may be able to help you;” and she took
-the paper from her unresisting grasp, and, turning her face from the
-light, read it deliberately through.
-
-It was very passionate in its terms, and rather incoherent; such a
-letter, in short, as a lad almost wild with love and grief would write
-under the circumstances.
-
-“So,” said Florence, as she coolly folded it up, “it appears that you
-are engaged to him.”
-
-No answer, unless sobs can be said to constitute one. “And it seems
-that you are engaged to a man who has just committed a frightful
-murder, and run away from the consequences.”
-
-Eva sat up on the bed.
-
-“It was not a murder; it was a duel.”
-
-“Precisely, a duel about another woman; but the law calls it murder. If
-he is caught he will be hanged.”
-
-“O Florence! how can you say such dreadful things?”
-
-“I only say what is true. Poor Eva, I do not wonder that you are
-distressed.”
-
-“It is all so dreadful!”
-
-“You love him, I suppose?”
-
-“O yes, dearly.”
-
-“Then you must get over it; you must never think of him any more.”
-
-“Never think of him! I shall think of him all my life.”
-
-“That is as it may be. You must never have anything more to do with
-him. He has blood upon his hands, blood shed for some bad woman.”
-
-“I cannot desert him, Florence, because he has got into trouble.”
-
-“Over another woman.”
-
-A peculiar expression of pain passed over Eva’s face.
-
-“How cruel you are, Florence! He is only a boy, and boys will go wrong
-sometimes. Anybody can make a fool of a boy.”
-
-“And it seems that boys can make fools of some people who should know
-better.”
-
-“O Florence, what is to be done? You have such a clear head; tell me
-what I must do. I cannot give him up; I cannot indeed.”
-
-Florence seated herself on the bed beside her sister, and put an arm
-round her neck and kissed her. Eva was much touched at her kindness.
-
-“My poor Eva,” she said, “I am so sorry for you! But tell me, when did
-you get engaged to him—that evening you went out sailing together?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“He kissed you, I suppose, and all that?”
-
-“Yes. Oh, I was so happy!”
-
-“My poor Eva!”
-
-“I tell you I cannot give him up.”
-
-“Well, perhaps there will be no need for you to do so. But you must not
-answer that letter.”
-
-“Why not?”
-
-“Because it will not do. Look at it which way you will, Ernest has just
-killed his own cousin in a quarrel about another woman. It is necessary
-that you should mark your disapproval of that in some way or other. Do
-not answer his letter. If in time he can wash himself clear of the
-reproach, and remains faithful to you, then it will be soon enough to
-show that you still care for him.”
-
-“But if I leave him like that, he will fall into the hands of other
-women, though he loves me all the time. I know him well; his is not a
-nature that can stand alone.”
-
-“Well, let him.”
-
-“But, Florence, you forget I love him, too. I cannot bear to think of
-it. O, I love him, I love him!” and she dropped her head upon her
-sister’s shoulder and began to sob again.
-
-“My dear, it is just because you do love him so that you should prove
-him; and besides, my dear, you have your own self-respect to think of.
-Be guided by me, Eva; do not answer that letter; I am sure that you
-will regret it if you do. Let matters stand for a few months, then we
-can arrange a plan of action. Above all, do not let your engagement
-transpire to anybody. There will be a dreadful scandal about this
-business, and it will be most unpleasant for you, and, indeed, for us
-all, to have our name mixed up in the matter. Hark! there is aunt
-coming in. I will go and talk to her; you can stop here and recover
-yourself a little. You will follow my advice, will you not, dearest?”
-
-“I suppose so,” answered Eva, with a heavy sigh, as she buried her face
-in the pillow.
-
-Then Florence left her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-THE LOCUM TENENS
-
-
-And so it came to pass that Ernest’s letter remained unanswered. But
-Mr. Cardus, Dorothy, and Jeremy all wrote. Mr. Cardus’s letter was very
-kind and considerate. It expressed his deep grief at what had happened,
-and told him of the excitement that the duel had caused, and of the
-threatening letters which he had received from Sir Hugh Kershaw, who
-was half-wild with grief and fury at the loss of his son. Finally, it
-commended his wisdom in putting the seas between himself and the
-avengers of blood, and told him that he should not want for money, as
-his drafts would be honoured to the extent of a thousand a year, should
-he require so much—Mr. Cardus was very open-handed where Ernest was
-concerned; also if he required any particular sum of money for any
-purpose, such as to buy land or start a business, he was to let him
-know.
-
-Dorothy’s letter was like herself, sweet and gentle, and overflowing
-with womanly sympathy. She bade him not to be down-hearted, but to hope
-for a time when all this dreadful business would be forgotten, and he
-would be able to return in peace to England. She bade him also, shyly
-enough, to remember that there was only one Power that could really
-wash away the stain of blood upon his hands. Every month she said she
-would write him a letter, whether he answered it or not. This promise
-she faithfully kept.
-
-Jeremy’s letter was characteristic. It is worth transcribing:
-
-“My DEAR OLD Fellow,—Your news has knocked us all into the middle of
-next week. To think of your fighting a duel, and my not being there to
-hold the sponge! And I will tell you what it is, old chap: some of
-these people round here, like that old De Talor, call it murder, but
-that is gammon, and don’t you trouble your head about it. It was he who
-got up the row, not you, and he tried to shoot you into the bargain. I
-am awfully glad that you kept your nerve and plugged him; it would have
-been better if you could have nailed him through the right shoulder,
-which would not have killed him; but at the best of times you were
-never good enough with a pistol for that. Don’t you remember when we
-used to shoot with the old pistols at the man I cut out on the cliff,
-you were always just as likely to hit him on the head or in the stomach
-as through the heart? It is a sad pity that you did not practise a
-little more, but it is no use crying over spilt milk—and after all the
-shot seems to have been a very creditable one. So you are going on a
-shooting expedition up in Secocoeni’s country. That is what I call
-glorious. To think of a rhinoceros makes my mouth water; I would give
-one of my fingers to shoot one. Life here is simply wretched now that
-you have gone—Mr. Cardus as glum as Titheburgh Abbey on a cloudy day,
-and Doll always looking as though she had been crying, or were going to
-cry. Old Grandfather Atterleigh is quite lively compared to those two.
-As for the office, I hate it, everlastingly copying deeds which I don’t
-in the slightest understand, and adding up figures in which I make
-mistakes. Your respected uncle told me the other day, in his politest
-way, that he considered I sailed as near being a complete fool as any
-man he ever knew. I answered that I quite agreed with him.
-
-“I met that young fellow Smithers the other day, the one who gave Eva
-Ceswick that little brute of a dog. He said something disagreeable
-about wondering if they would hang you. I told him that I didn’t know
-if they would or not, but unless he dropped his infernal sneer I was
-very sure that I would break his neck. He concluded to move on. By the
-way, I met Eva Ceswick herself yesterday. She looked pale, and asked if
-we had heard anything of you. She said that she had got a letter from
-you. Florence came up here, and spoke up well for you; she said that
-she was proud of you, or would be if she had a right to. I never liked
-her before, but now I think that she is a brick. Good-bye, old chap; I
-never wrote such a long letter before. You don’t know how I miss you;
-life don’t seem worth having. Yesterday was the First; I went out and
-killed twenty brace to my own gun—fired forty-six cartridges. Not bad,
-eh! And yet somehow I didn’t seem to care a twopenny curse about the
-whole thing, though if you had been there you would have duffed them
-awfully. I feel sure you would have set my teeth on edge with letting
-them off—the birds, I mean. Mind you write to me often. Good-bye, old
-fellow. God bless you!
-
-“Your affectionate friend,
-
-
-“Jeremy Jones.
-
-
-“P.S.—In shooting big game, a fellow told me that the top of the flank
-raking forward is a very deadly shot, as it either breaks the back or
-passes through the kidneys to the lungs or heart. I should have thought
-that the shot was very apt to waste itself in the flesh of the flank.
-Please try it, and take notes of the results.”
-
-About a fortnight after these letters, addressed Ernest Beyton, Esq.,
-Post Office, Maritzburg, Natal, had been despatched, Kesterwick and its
-neighbourhood was thrown into a state of mild excitement by the
-announcement that Mr. Halford, the clergyman, whose health had of late
-been none of the best, purposed taking a year’s rest, and that the
-Bishop had consented to the duties of his parish being carried on by a
-locum tenens, named the Reverend James Plowden. Mr. Halford was much
-liked and respected, and the intelligence was received with general
-regret, which was, however, tempered with curiosity as to the
-new-comer. Thus, when it became known that Mr. Plowden was to preach in
-the parish church at the evening service on the third Sunday in
-September, all Kesterwick was seized with profound religious fervour,
-and went to hear him.
-
-The parish church at Kesterwick was unusually large and beautiful,
-being a relic of an age when, whatever men’s lives may have been, they
-spared neither their money nor their thought in rearing up fitting
-habitations to the Deity, whom they regarded perhaps with more of
-superstitious awe than true religious feeling. Standing as it did
-somewhat back from the sea, it alone had escaped the shock of the
-devouring waves, and remained till this day a monument of architectural
-triumph. Its tall tower, pointing like a great finger up to heaven,
-looked very solemn on that quiet September evening as the crowd of
-church-goers passed beneath its shadow into the old doorway, through
-which most of them had been carried to their christening, and would in
-due time be carried to their burial. At least so thought Eva and
-Dorothy, as they stood for a moment by the monument to “five unknown
-sailors,” washed ashore after a great gale, and buried in a common
-grave. How many suffering, erring human beings had stood upon the same
-spot and thought the same thoughts! How many more now sleeping in the
-womb of time would stand there and think them, when these two had
-suffered and erred their full, and been long forgotten!
-
-They formed a strange contrast, those two sweet women, as they passed
-together into the sacred stillness of the church—the one stately, dark,
-and splendid, with an unrestful trouble in her eyes; the other almost
-insignificant in figure, but pure and patient of face, and with steady
-blue eyes which never wavered. Did they guess, those two, as they
-walked thus together, how closely their destinies were linked? Did they
-know that each at heart was striving for the same prize—a poor one
-indeed, but still all the world to them? Perhaps they did, very
-vaguely, and it was the pressure of their common trouble that drew them
-closer together in those days. But if they did, they never spoke of it;
-and as for little Dorothy, she never dreamed of winning. She was
-content to be allowed to toil along in the painful race.
-
-When they reached the pew that the Ceswicks habitually occupied, they
-found Miss Ceswick and Florence already there. Jeremy had refused to
-come; he had a most unreasonable antipathy to parsons. Mr. Halford he
-liked, but of this new man he would have none. The general curiosity to
-see him was to Jeremy inexplicable, his opinion being that he should
-soon see a great deal more of him than he liked. “Just like a pack of
-girls running after a new doll,” he growled; “well, there is one thing,
-you will soon be tired of hearing him squeak.”
-
-As the service went on, the aisles of the great church grew dim except
-where the setting sun shot a crimson shaft through the west window,
-which wandered from spot to spot and face to face, and made them
-glorious. When it came to the hymn before the sermon, Eva could
-scarcely see to read, and with the exception of the crimson pencil of
-sunlight that came through the head of the Virgin Mary, and wavered
-restlessly about, and the strong glow of the lights upon the pulpit,
-the church was almost dark.
-
-When the new clergyman, Mr. Plowden, ascended the steps of the ancient
-pulpit and gave out his text, Eva looked at him in common with the rest
-of the congregation. Mr. Plowden was a large man of a somewhat
-lumbering make. His head, too, was large, and covered with masses of
-rather coarse-textured black hair. The forehead was prominent, and gave
-signs of intellectual power; the eyebrows thick and strongly marked,
-and in curious contrast to the cold light-gray eyes that played
-unceasingly beneath them. All the lower part of the face, which, to
-judge from the purple hue of the skin, Nature had intended should be
-plentifully clothed with hair, was clean shaven, and revealed a large
-jaw, square chin, and pair of thick lips. Altogether Mr. Plowden was
-considered a fine man, and his face was generally spoken of as
-“striking.” Perhaps the most curious thing about it, however, was a
-species of varicose vein on the forehead, which was generally quite
-unnoticeable, but whenever he was excited or nervous stood out above
-the level of the skin in the form of a perfect cross. It was thus
-visible when Eva looked at him, and it struck her as being an
-unpleasant mark to have on one’s forehead. She turned her eyes away—the
-man did not please her fastidious taste—and listened for his voice.
-Presently it came; it was powerful and even musical, but coarse.
-
-“He is not a gentleman,” thought Eva to herself; and then dismissing
-him and his sermon too from her mind, she leaned back against the
-poppy-head at the end of the pew, half-closed her eyes, and let her
-thoughts wander in the way that thoughts have the power to do in
-church. Far across the sea they flew, to where a great vessel,
-labouring in a heavy gale, was ploughing her sturdy way along—to where
-a young man stood clinging to the iron stanchions, and gazed out into
-the darkness with sorrow in his eyes.
-
-Wonderfully soft and tender grew her beautiful face as the vision
-passed before her soul; the ripe lips quivered, and there was a world
-of love in the half-opened eyes. And just then the wandering patch of
-glory perceived her, settled on her like a butterfly upon a flower, and
-for a while wandered no longer.
-
-Suddenly she became aware of a momentary pause in the even flow of the
-clergyman’s eloquence, and waking from her reverie, glanced up at that
-spot of light surrounding him, and as she did so it struck her that she
-herself was illuminated with a more beautiful light—that he and she
-alone were distinguishable out of all the people beneath that roof.
-
-The same thought had evidently struck Mr. Plowden, for he was gazing
-intently at her.
-
-Instinctively she drew back into the shadow, and Mr. Plowden went on
-with his sermon. But he had driven away poor Eva’s vision; there only
-remained of it the sad reproachful look of those dark eyes.
-
-Outside the church Dorothy found Jeremy waiting to escort her home.
-They all went together as far as the Cottage. When they got clear of
-the crowd Florence spoke:
-
-“What a good-looking man Mr. Plowden is, and how well he preached!”
-
-“I did not like him much,” said Dorothy.
-
-“What do you think of him, Eva?” asked Florence.
-
-“I? Oh, I do not know. I do not think he is a gentleman.”
-
-“I am sure that he is not,” put in Jeremy. “I saw him by the
-post-office this afternoon. He is a cad.”
-
-“Rather a sweeping remark that, is it not, Mr. Jones?” said Florence.
-
-“I don’t know if it is sweeping or not,” answered Jeremy,
-sententiously, “but I am sure that it is true.”
-
-Then they said good-night, and went their separate ways.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-EVA TAKES A DISTRICT
-
-
-The Reverend James Plowden was born of rich but honest parents in the
-sugar-broking way. He was one of a large family, who were objects of
-anxious thought to Mr. and Mrs. Plowden. These worthy people, aware of
-the disadvantages under which they laboured in the matter of education,
-determined that neither trouble nor money should be spared to make
-their children “genteel.” And so it came to pass that the “mansion”
-near Bloomsbury was overrun with the most expensive nurses, milliners,
-governesses, and tutors, all straining every nerve to secure the
-perfect gentility of the young Plowdens. The result was highly
-ornamental, but scarcely equivalent to the vast expense incurred. The
-Plowden youth of both sexes may be said to have been painted, and
-varnished, and gilded into an admirable imitation of gentlefolks; but
-if the lacquer-work would stand the buffetings of the world’s weather
-was another question, and one which does not concern us, except in so
-far as it has to do with a single member of the family.
-
-Master James Plowden came about half-way down the family list, but he
-might just as well have stood at the head of it, for he ruled his
-brothers and sisters—old and young—with a heavy rod. He was the strong
-one of the family, strong both in mind and body, and he had a hand of
-iron.
-
-For his misdeeds were his brothers thrashed, preferring to take those
-ills they knew of from the hands of the thrasher rather than endure the
-unimagined horrors brother James would make ready for them should they
-venture to protest.
-
-Thus it was that he came to be considered _par excellence_ the good boy
-of the family, and he was certainly the clever one, and bore every sort
-of blushing honour thick upon him.
-
-It was to an occurrence in his boyhood that Mr. Plowden owed his
-parents’ determination to send him into the Church. His future career
-had always been a matter of much speculation to them, for they belonged
-to that class of people who love to arrange their infants’ destinies
-when the infants themselves are still in the cradle, and argue their
-fitness for certain lines of life from remarks which they make at three
-years old.
-
-Now, James’s mamma had a very favourite parrot with a red tail, and out
-of this tail it was James’s delight to pull the feathers, having
-discovered that so doing gave a parrot a lively twinge of pain. The
-onus of the feather-pulling, if discovered, was shouldered on to a
-chosen brother, who was promptly thrashed.
-
-But on one occasion things went wrong with Master James. The parrot was
-climbing up the outside of his cage, presenting the remainder of his
-tail to the hand of the spoiler in a way that was irresistibly
-seductive. But, aware of the fact that his enemy was in the
-neighbourhood, he kept a careful look-out from the corner of his eye,
-and the moment that he saw James’s stealthy hand draw near his tail
-made a sudden dart at it, and actually succeeded in making his powerful
-beak meet through its forefinger. James shrieked with pain and fury,
-and shaking the bird on to the floor, stunned it with a book. But he
-was not satisfied with this revenge, for, as soon as he saw that it
-could no longer bite, he seized it and twisted its neck.
-
-“There, you devil!” he said, throwing the creature into the cage.
-“Hullo, something has burst in my forehead!”
-
-“O James, what have you done!” said his little brother Montague, well
-knowing that he had a lively personal interest in James’s misdoings.
-
-“Nonsense! what have you done? Now remember, Montague, _you_ killed the
-parrot.”
-
-Just then Mr. and Mrs. Plowden came in from a drive, and a very lively
-scene ensued, into which we need not enter. Suffice it to say that, all
-evidence to the contrary notwithstanding, James was acquitted on the
-ground of general good character, and Montague, howling and protesting
-his innocence, was led off to execution. Justly fearful lest something
-further should transpire, James was hurriedly leaving the room, when
-his mother called him back. “Why, what is that on your forehead?”
-“Don’t know,” answered James; “something went snap there just now.”
-
-“Well, I never! Just look at the boy, John; he has got a cross upon his
-forehead.”
-
-Mr. Plowden papa examined the phenomenon very carefully, and then,
-solemnly removing his spectacles, remarked with much deliberation:
-
-“Elizabeth, that settles the point.” “What point, John?”
-
-“What point! Why, the point of the boy’s profession. It is, as you
-remark, a cross upon his forehead. Good!—he shall go into the Church.
-Now, I must decline to be argued with, Elizabeth. The matter is
-settled.”
-
-And so in due course James Plowden, Esq., went to Cambridge, and became
-the Reverend James Plowden.
-
-Shortly after the Reverend James had started in life as a curate—having
-first succeeded in beguiling his parents into settling on himself a
-portion just twice as large as that to which he was entitled—he found
-it convenient to cut off his connection with a family he considered
-vulgar, and a drag upon his professional success. But somehow, with all
-his gifts—and undoubtedly he was by nature well-endowed, especially as
-regards his mind, that was remarkable for a species of hard cleverness
-and persuasive power—and with all the advantages which he derived from
-being in receipt of an independent income, the Reverend James had not
-hitherto proved a conspicuous success. He had held some important
-curacies, and of late had acted as the locum tenens of several
-gentlemen who, like Mr. Halford, through loss of health or other
-reasons, had been called away from their livings for a length of time.
-
-But from all these places the Reverend James had departed without
-regret, nor had there been any very universal lamentations over his
-going. The fact of the matter was that the Reverend James was not a
-popular man. He had ability in plenty, and money in plenty, and would
-expend both without stint if he had an end to gain. He was more or less
-of a good companion, too, in the ordinary sense of the word; that is,
-he could make himself agreeable in a rough, exaggerated kind of way to
-both men and women. Indeed, by the former he was often spoken of
-carelessly as a “good fellow;” but women, or rather ladies, following
-their finer instincts, disliked him intensely. He jarred upon them.
-
-Of course, it is impossible to lay down any fixed rule about men, but
-there are two tokens by which they may be known. The first is by their
-friends; the second by the degree of friendship and affection to which
-they are admitted by women. The man to whom members of the other sex
-attach themselves is in ninety-nine cases out of a hundred a good
-fellow, and women’s instinct tells them so, or they would not love him.
-It may be urged that women often love blackguards. To this the answer
-is, that there must be a good deal of good mixed up with the
-blackguardism. Show me the man whom two or three women of his own rank
-love with all their honest hearts, and I will trust all I have into his
-hands and not be a penny the poorer.
-
-But women did not love the Reverend James Plowden, although he had for
-several years come to the conclusion that it was desirable that they
-should, or rather that one of them should. In plain language he had for
-some years past thought that he would improve his position by getting
-married. He was a shrewd man, and he could not disguise from himself
-the fact that so far he was not altogether a success. He had tried his
-best, but, with all his considerable advantages, he had failed. There
-was only one avenue to success which he had not tried, and that was
-marriage. Marriage with a woman of high caste, quick intellect, and
-beauty, might give him the tone that his social system so sadly needed.
-He was a man in a good position, he had money, he had intelligence of a
-robust if of a coarse order, he had fairly good looks, and he was only
-thirty-five; why should he not marry blood, brains, and beauty, and
-shine with a reflected splendour?
-
-Such were the thoughts which were simmering in the astute brain of the
-Reverend James Plowden when he first set eyes upon Eva Ceswick in the
-old church at Kesterwick.
-
-Within a week or so of his arrival, Mr. Plowden, in his character of
-spiritual adviser to the motley Kesterwick flock, paid a ceremonious
-call on the Miss Ceswicks. They were all at home.
-
-Miss Ceswick and Florence welcomed him graciously; Eva politely, but
-with an air that said plainly that he interested her not at all. Yet it
-was to Eva that he chiefly directed himself. He took this opportunity
-to inform them all, especially Eva, that he felt the responsibilities
-of his position as locum tenens to weigh heavily upon him. He appealed
-to them all, especially Eva, to help him to bear his load. He was going
-to institute a new system of district visiting. Would they all,
-especially Eva, assist him? If they would, the good work was already
-half done. There was so much for young ladies to do. He could assure
-them, from his personal experience, that one visit from a young lady,
-however useless she might be in a general way, which his instinct
-assured him these particular young ladies before him were not, had more
-influence with a distressed and godless family than six from
-well-meaning but unsympathetic clergymen like himself. Might he rely on
-their help?
-
-“I am afraid that I am too old for that sort of thing, Mr. Plowden,”
-answered Miss Ceswick. “You must see what you can do with my nieces.”
-
-“I am sure that I shall be delighted to help,” said Florence, “if Eva
-will bear me company. I always feel a shyness about intruding myself
-into cottages unsupported.”
-
-“Your shyness is not surprising, Miss Ceswick. I suffered from it
-myself for many years, but at last I have, I am thankful to say, got
-the better of it. But I am sure that we shall not appeal to your sister
-in vain.”
-
-“I shall be glad to help if you think that I can do any good,” put in
-Eva, thus directly appealed to; “but I must tell you I have no great
-faith in myself.”
-
-“Do the work. Miss Ceswick, and the faith will come; sow the seed and
-the tree will spring up, and bear fruit too in due season.”
-
-There was no reply, so he continued: “Then I have your permission to
-put you down for a district?”
-
-“O yes, Mr. Plowden,” answered Florence. “Will you take some more tea?”
-
-Mr. Plowden would take no more tea, but went on his way to finish the
-day’s work he had mapped out for himself—for he worked hard and
-according to a strict rule—reflecting that Eva Ceswick was the
-loveliest woman he had ever seen.
-
-“I think that we must congratulate you on a conquest, Eva,” said Miss
-Ceswick, cheerfully, as the front door closed. “Mr. Plowden never took
-his eyes off you, and really, my dear, I do not wonder at it; you look
-charming.”
-
-Eva flushed up angrily.
-
-“Nonsense, aunt!” she said, and left the room.
-
-“Really,” said Miss Ceswick, “I don’t know what has come to Eva lately,
-she is so very strange.”
-
-“I expect that you have touched her on a sore point. I rather fancy
-that she has taken a liking to Mr. Plowden,” said Florence, dryly.
-
-“O, indeed!” answered the old lady, nodding her head wisely.
-
-In due course a district was assigned to the two Miss Ceswicks, and for
-her part Eva was glad of the occupation. It brought her a good deal
-into contact with Mr. Plowden, which was not altogether pleasant to
-her, for she cherished a vague dislike of the clergyman, and did not
-admire his shifty eyes. But, as she got to know him better, she could
-find nothing to justify her dislike. He was not, it is true, quite a
-gentleman, but that was his misfortune. His manner to herself was
-subdued and almost deferential; he never obtruded himself upon her
-society, though somehow he was in it almost daily. Indeed, he even
-succeeded in raising her to some enthusiasm about her work, a quality
-in which poor Eva had of late been sadly lacking. She thought him a
-very good clergyman, with his heart in his duty. But she disliked him
-all the same.
-
-Eva never answered Ernest’s letter. Once she began an answer, but
-bethought her of Florence’s sage advice, and changed her mind. “He will
-write again,” she said to herself. She did not know Ernest; his was not
-a nature to humble itself before a woman. Could she have seen her lover
-hanging about the steps of the Maritzburg post-office when the English
-mail was being delivered, in order to go back to the window when the
-people had dispersed, and ask the tired clerk if he was “sure” that
-there were no more letters for Ernest Beyton, and get severely snubbed
-for his pains, perhaps her heart would have relented. And yet it was a
-performance which poor Ernest went through once a week out there in
-Natal.
-
-One mail-day Mr. Alston went with him.
-
-“Well, Ernest, has it come?” he asked, as he came down the steps, a
-letter from Dorothy in his hand.
-
-“No, Alston, and never will. She has thrown me over.”
-
-Mr. Alston took his arm, and walked away with him across the
-market-square.
-
-“Look here, my lad,” he said; “the woman who deserts a man in trouble,
-or as soon as his back is turned, is worthless. It is a sharp lesson to
-learn, but, as most men have cause to know, the world is full of sharp
-lessons and worthless women. You know that she got your letter?”
-
-“Yes, she told my friend so.”
-
-“Then I tell you that your Eva, or whatever her name is, is more
-worthless than most of them. She has been tried and found wanting.
-Look,” he went on, pointing to a shapely Kafir girl passing with a pot
-of native beer upon her head, “you had better take that Intombi to wife
-than such a woman as this Eva. She at any rate would stand by you in
-trouble, and if you fell would stop to be killed over your dead body.
-Come, be a man, and have done with her.”
-
-[Illustration: “A shapely Kafir girl.”]
-
-“Ay, by Heaven I will!” answered Ernest.
-
-“That’s right; and now, look here, the waggons will be at Lydenburg in
-a week. Let us take the post-cart tomorrow and go up. Then we can have
-a month’s wilderbeeste and koodoo shooting until it is safe to go into
-the fever country. Once you get among the big game, you won’t think any
-more about that woman. Women are all very well in their way, but if it
-comes to choosing between them and big game shooting, give me the big
-game.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-JEREMY’S IDEA OF A SHAKING
-
-
-Two months or so after Ernest’s flight there came a letter from him to
-Mr. Cardus in answer to the one sent by his uncle. He thanked his uncle
-warmly for his kindness, and more especially for not joining in the hue
-and cry against him. As regarded money, he hoped to be able to make a
-living for himself, but if he wanted any he would draw. The letter,
-which was short, ended thus:
-
-“Thank Doll and Jeremy for their letters. I would answer them, but I am
-too down on my luck to write much; writing stirs up so many painful
-memories, and makes me think of all the dear folks at home more than is
-good for me. The fact is, my dear uncle, what between one thing and
-another, I never was so miserable in my life, and as for loneliness I
-never knew what it meant before. Sometimes I wish that my cousin had
-hit me instead of my hitting him, and that I was dead and buried, clean
-out of the way. Alston, who was my second in that unhappy affair, and
-with whom I am going up-country shooting, has been most kind to me, and
-has introduced me to a good many people here. They are very
-hospitable—everybody is hospitable in a colony; but somehow a hundred
-new faces cannot make up for one old one, and I should think old
-Atterleigh a cheerful companion beside the best of them. What is more,
-I feel myself an impostor intruding myself on them under an assumed
-name. Good-bye, my dear uncle. It would be difficult for me to explain
-how grateful I am for your goodness to me. Love to dear Doll and
-Jeremy.
-
-“Ever your affectionate nephew, E. K.”
-
-
-All the party at Dum’s Ness were much touched by this letter, more
-especially Dorothy, who could not bear to think of Ernest all alone out
-there in that strange far-off land. Her tender little heart grew alive
-with love and sorrow as she lay awake at night and thought of him
-travelling over the great African plains. She got all the books that
-were to be had about South Africa and read them, so that she might be
-the better able to follow his life in her thoughts. One day when
-Florence came to see her she read her part of Ernest’s letter, and when
-she had finished was astonished to see a tear in her visitor’s keen
-eyes. She liked Florence the better for that tear. Could she have seen
-the conflict that was raging in the fierce heart of the woman before
-her, she would have started from her as though she had been a poisonous
-snake. The letter touched Florence—touched her to the quick. The tale
-of Ernest’s loneliness almost overcame her resolution, for she alone
-knew why he was so utterly lonely, and what it was that crushed him.
-Had Ernest alone been concerned, it is probable that she would then and
-there have thrown up her cruel game; but he was not alone concerned.
-There was her sister who had robbed her of her lover—her sister whose
-loveliness was a standing affront to her as her sweetness was a
-standing reproach. She was sorry for Ernest, and would have been glad
-to make him happier, but as that could only be done by foregoing her
-revenge upon her sister, Ernest must continue to suffer. And after all
-why should he not suffer? she argued. Did not she suffer?
-
-When Florence got home she told Eva about the letter from her lover,
-but she said nothing of his evident distress. He was making friends, he
-expected great pleasure from his shooting—altogether he was getting on
-well.
-
-Eva listened, hardened her heart, and went out district visiting with
-Mr. Plowden.
-
-Time went on, and no letters came from Ernest. One month, two months,
-six months passed, and there was no intelligence of him. Dorothy grew
-very anxious, and so did Mr. Cardus, but they did not speak of the
-matter much, except to remark that the reason no doubt was that he was
-away on his shooting excursion.
-
-Jeremy also, in his slow way, grew intensely preoccupied with the fact
-that they never heard from Ernest now, and that life was consequently a
-blank. He sat upon the stool in his uncle’s outer office and made
-pretence to copy deeds and drafts, but in reality he occupied his time
-in assiduously polishing his nails and thinking. As for the deeds and
-drafts, he gave them to his grandfather to copy. “It kept the old
-gentleman employed,” he would explain to Dorothy, “and from indulging
-in bad thoughts about the devil.”
-
-But it was one night out duck-shooting that his great inspiration came.
-It was a bitter night, a night on which no sane creature except Jeremy
-would ever have dreamed of going to shoot ducks or anything else. The
-marshes were partially frozen, and a fierce east wind was blowing
-across them; but utterly regardless of the cold, there sat Jeremy under
-the lee of a dike bank, listening for the sound of the ducks’ wings as
-they passed to their feeding-grounds, and occasionally getting a shot
-at them as they crossed the moon above him. There were not many ducks,
-and the solitude and silence were inductive to contemplation. Ernest
-did not write. Was he dead? Not probable, or they would have heard of
-it. Where was he, then? Impossible to say, impossible to discover. Was
-it impossible? “_Swish, swish, bang!_” and down came a mallard at his
-feet. A quick shot, that! Yes, it was impossible; they had no means of
-inquiry here. The inquiry, if any, must be made there, on the other
-side of the water. But who was to make it? Ah! an idea struck him. Why
-should not he, Jeremy, make that inquiry? Why should he not go to South
-Africa and look for Ernest? A flight of duck passed over his head
-unheeded. What did he care for duck? He had solved the problem which
-had been troubling him all these months. He would go to South Africa
-and look for Ernest. If Mr. Cardus would not give him the money, he
-would work his way out. Anyhow he would go. He could bear the suspense
-no longer.
-
-Jeremy rose in the new-found strength of his purpose, and gathering up
-the slain—there were only three—whistled to his retriever, and made his
-way back to Dum’s Ness.
-
-He found Mr. Cardus and Dorothy by the fire in the sitting-room.
-Hard-riding Atterleigh was there too, in his place in the ingle-nook, a
-riding-whip in his ink-stained hand, with which he was tapping his
-top-boot. They turned as he entered, except his grandfather, who did
-not hear him.
-
-“What sport have you had, Jeremy?” asked his sister, with a sad little
-smile. Her face had grown very sad of late.
-
-“Three ducks,” he answered shortly, advancing his powerful form out of
-the shadows into the firelight. “I came home just as they were
-beginning to fly.”
-
-“You found it cold, I suppose?” said Mr. Cardus, absently. They had
-been talking of Ernest, and he was still thinking of him.
-
-“No, I did not think of the cold. I came home because I had an idea.”
-
-Both his hearers looked up surprised. Ideas were not very common to
-Jeremy, or if they were he kept them to himself.
-
-“Well, Jeremy?” said Dorothy, inquiringly.
-
-“Well, it is this. I cannot stand it about Ernest any longer, and I am
-going to look for him. If you won’t give me the money,” he went on,
-addressing Mr. Cardus almost fiercely, “I will work my way out. It is
-no credit to me,” he added; “I lead a dog’s life while I don’t know
-where he is.”
-
-Dorothy flushed a pale pink with pleasure. Rising, she went up to her
-great strong brother, and standing on tip-toe, managed to kiss him on
-the chin.
-
-“That is like you, Jeremy dear,” she said, softly.
-
-Mr. Cardus looked up too, and after his fashion let his eyes wander
-round Jeremy before he spoke.
-
-“You shall have as much money as you like, Jeremy,” he said presently;
-“and if you bring Ernest back safe, I will leave you twenty thousand
-pounds;” and he struck his hand down upon his knee, an evidence of
-excitement which it was unusual for him to display.
-
-“I don’t want your twenty thousand pounds—I want Ernest,” answered the
-young man, gruffly.
-
-“No, I know you don’t, my lad; I know you don’t. But find him and keep
-him safe, and you shall have it. Money is not to be sneezed at, let me
-tell you. I say keep him, for I forgot you cannot bring him back till
-this accursed business has blown over. When will you go?”
-
-“By the next mail, of course. They leave every Friday; I will not waste
-a day. To-day is Saturday; I will sail next Friday.”
-
-“That is right: you shall go at once. I will give you a cheque for £500
-to-morrow, and mind, Jeremy, you are not to spare money. If he has gone
-to the Zambesi, you must follow him. Never think of the money; I will
-think of that.”
-
-Jeremy soon made his preparations. They consisted chiefly of rifles. He
-was to leave Dum’s Ness early on the Thursday. On the Wednesday
-afternoon it occurred to him that he might as well tell Eva Ceswick
-that he was going in search of Ernest, and ask if she had any message.
-Jeremy was the only person, or thought that he was the only person, in
-the secret of Ernest’s affection for Eva. Ernest had asked him to keep
-it secret, and he had kept it as secret as the dead, never breathing a
-word of it, even to his sister.
-
-It was about five o’clock on a windy March afternoon when he set out
-for the Cottage. On the edge of the hamlet of Kesterwick, some three
-hundred yards from the cliff, stood two or three little hovels, turning
-their naked faces to the full fury of the sea-blast. He was drawing
-near to these when he came to a stile which gave passage over a sod
-wall that ran to the edge of the cliff, marking the limits of the
-village common. As he approached the stile the wind brought him the
-sound of voices—a man’s and a woman’s—engaged apparently in angry
-dispute on the farther side of the wall. Instead of getting over the
-stile, he stepped to the right and looked over the wall, and saw the
-new clergyman, Mr. Plowden, standing with his back towards him, and,
-apparently very much against her will, holding Eva Ceswick by the hand.
-Jeremy was too far off to overhear his words, but from his voice it was
-clear that Plowden was talking in an excited, masterful tone. Just then
-Eva turned her head a little, and he did hear what she said, her voice
-being so much clearer:
-
-“No, Mr. Plowden, no! Let go my hand. Ah! why will you not take an
-answer?”
-
-Just at that moment she succeeded in wrenching her imprisoned hand from
-his strong grasp, and without waiting for any more words, set off
-towards Kesterwick almost at a run.
-
-Jeremy was a man of slow mind, though when once his mind was made up,
-it was of a singularly determined nature. At first he did not quite
-take in the full significance of the scene, but when he did a great red
-flush spread over his honest face, and the big gray eyes sparkled
-dangerously. Presently Mr. Plowden turned and saw him. Jeremy noticed
-that the “sign of the cross” was remarkably visible on his forehead,
-and that his face wore an expression by no means pleasant to
-behold—anything but Christian, in short.
-
-“Hullo!” he said to Jeremy; “what are you doing there?”
-
-Before answering, Jeremy put his hand on the top of the sod wall, and
-vaulting over, walked straight up to the clergyman.
-
-“I was watching you,” he said, looking him straight in the eyes.
-
-“Indeed!—an honourable employment; eavesdropping I think it is
-generally called.”
-
-Whatever had passed between Mr. Plowden and Eva Ceswick, it had clearly
-not improved the former’s temper.
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“I mean what I say.”
-
-“Well, Mr. Plowden, I may as well tell you what _I_ mean; I am not good
-at talking, but I know that I shall be able to make you understand. I
-saw you just now assaulting Miss Ceswick.”
-
-“It is a lie!”
-
-“That is not a gentlemanlike word, Mr. Plowden, but as you are not a
-gentleman I will overlook it.” Jeremy, after the dangerous fashion of
-the Anglo-Saxon race, always got wonderfully cool as a row thickened.
-“I repeat that I saw you holding her, notwithstanding her struggles to
-get away.”
-
-“And what is that to you, confound you!” said Mr. Plowden, shaking with
-fury, and raising a thick stick he held in his hand in a suggestive
-manner.
-
-“Don’t lose your temper, and you shall hear. Miss Eva Ceswick is
-engaged to my friend Ernest Kershaw, or something very like it, and, as
-he is not here to look after his own interests, I must look after them
-for him.”
-
-“Ah, yes,” answered Mr. Plowden, with a ghastly smile, “I have heard of
-that. The murderer, yon mean?”
-
-“I recommend you, Mr. Plowden, in your own interest, “to be a little
-more careful in your terms.”
-
-“And supposing that there has been something between your—your friend—”
-
-“Much better term, Mr. Plowden.”
-
-“And Miss Eva Ceswick, what, I should like to know, is there to prevent
-her having changed her mind?”
-
-Jeremy laughed aloud, it must be admitted rather insolently, and in a
-way calculated to irritate people of meeker mind than Mr. Plowden.
-
-“To any one, Mr. Plowden, who has the privilege of your acquaintance,
-and who also knows Ernest Kershaw, your question would seem absurd. You
-see, there are some people between whom there can be no comparison. It
-is not possible that, after caring for Ernest, any woman could care for
-you;” and Jeremy laughed again.
-
-Mr. Plowden’s thick lips turned quite pale, the veinous cross upon his
-forehead throbbed until Jeremy thought that it would burst, and his
-eyes shone with the concentrated light of hate. His vanity was his
-weakest point. He controlled himself with an effort, however; though if
-there had been any deadly weapon at hand it might have gone hard with
-Jeremy.
-
-“Perhaps you will explain the meaning of your interference and your
-insolence, and let me go on?”
-
-“Oh, with pleasure,” answered Jeremy, with refreshing cheerfulness. “It
-is just this; if I catch you at any such tricks again, you shall suffer
-for it. One can’t thrash a clergyman, and one can’t fight him, because
-he won’t fight; but look here, one can _shake him,_ for that leaves no
-marks; and if you go on with these games, so sure as my name is Jeremy
-Jones, I will shake your teeth down your throat! Good-night!” and
-Jeremy turned to go.
-
-It is not wise to turn one’s back upon an infuriated animal, and at
-that moment Mr. Plowden was nothing more. Even as he turned, Jeremy
-remembered this, and gave himself a slew to one side. It was fortunate
-for him that he did so, for at that moment Mr. Plowden’s heavy
-blackthorn stick, directed downwards with ail the strength of Mr.
-Plowden’s powerful arm, passed within a few inches of his head, out of
-which, had he not turned, it would have probably knocked the brains. As
-it was, it struck the ground with such force that the jar sent it
-flying out of its owner’s hands.
-
-“Ah, you would!” was Jeremy’s reflection as he sprang at his assailant.
-
-Now Mr. Plowden was a very powerful man, but he was no match for
-Jeremy, who in after days came to be known as the strongest man in the
-east of England, and so he was destined to find out. Once Jeremy got a
-grip of him—for his respect for the Church prevented him from trying to
-knock him down—he seemed to crumple up like a piece of paper in his
-iron grasp. Jeremy could easily have thrown him, but he would not; he
-had his own ends in view. So he just held the Reverend James tight
-enough to prevent him from doing him any serious injury, and let him
-struggle frantically till he thought he was sufficiently exhausted for
-his purpose. Then Jeremy suddenly gave him a violent twist, got behind
-him, and set to work with a will to fulfil his promise of a shaking. O,
-what a shake that was! First of all he shook him backwards and forwards
-for Ernest’s sake, then he alternated the motion and shook him from
-side to side for his own sake, and finally he shook him every possible
-way for the sake of Eva Ceswick.
-
-It was a wonderful sight to see the great burly clergyman, his hat off,
-his white tie undone, and his coat-tails waving like streamers,
-bounding and gambolling on the breezy cliffs, his head, legs, and arms
-jerking in every possible direction, like those of a galvanised frog;
-while behind him, his legs slightly apart to get a better grip of the
-ground, and his teeth firmly clinched, Jeremy shook away with the
-fixity of Fate.
-
-At last, getting exhausted, he stopped, and, holding Mr. Plowden still,
-gave him a drop-kick—only one. But Jeremy’s leg was very strong, and he
-always wore thick boots, and the result was startling. Mr. Plowden rose
-some inches off the ground, and went on his face into a furze-bush.
-
-[Illustration: “The result was startling.”]
-
-“He will hardly like to show _that_ honourable wound,” reflected
-Jeremy, as he wiped the perspiration from his brow with every sign of
-satisfaction.
-
-Then he went and picked his fallen enemy out of the bush, where he had
-nearly fainted, smoothed his clothes, tied the white tie as neatly as
-he could, and put the wide hat on the dishevelled hair. Then he sat him
-down on the furze to recover himself.
-
-“Good-night, Mr. Plowden, good-night. Next time you wish to hit a man
-with a big stick, do not wait till his back is turned. Ah, I daresay
-your head aches. I should advise you to go home and have a nice sleep.”
-
-And Jeremy departed on his way, filled with a fearful joy.
-
-When he reached the Cottage he found everything in a state of
-confusion. Miss Ceswick, it appeared, had been suddenly taken very
-seriously ill; indeed, it was feared that she had got a stroke of
-apoplexy. He managed, however, to send up a message to Eva to say that
-he wished to speak to her for a minute. Presently she came down,
-crying.
-
-“O, my poor aunt is so dreadfully ill,” she said. “We think that she is
-dying!”
-
-Jeremy offered some awkward condolences, and indeed was much
-distressed. He liked old Miss Ceswick.
-
-“I am going to South Africa to-morrow. Miss Eva,” he said.
-
-She started violently, and blushed up to her hair.
-
-“Going to South Africa! What for?”
-
-“I am going to look for Ernest. We are afraid that something must have
-happened to him.”
-
-“O, don’t say that!” she said. “Perhaps he has—amusements which prevent
-his writing.”
-
-“I may as well tell you that I saw something of what passed between you
-and Mr. Plowden.”
-
-Again Eva blushed.
-
-“Mr. Plowden was very rude,” she said.
-
-“So I thought; but I think that he is sorry for it now!”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“I mean that I nearly shook his ugly head off for him.”
-
-“O, how could you?” Eva asked, severely; but there was no severity on
-her face.
-
-Just then Florence’s voice was heard calling imperatively.
-
-“I must go,” said Eva.
-
-“Have you any message for Ernest, if I find him?”
-
-Eva hesitated.
-
-“I know all about it,” said Jeremy, considerately turning his head.
-
-“O no, I have no message—that is—O, tell him _that I love him dearly!_”
-and she turned and fled upstairs.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-FLORENCE ON MARRIAGE
-
-
-Miss Ceswick’s seizure turned out to be even worse than was
-anticipated. Once she appeared to regain consciousness, and began to
-mutter something; then she sank back into a torpor, out of which she
-never woke again.
-
-It was fortunate that her condition was not such as to require the
-services of the clergyman, because, for some time after the events
-described in the last chapter, Mr. Plowden was not in any condition to
-give them. Whether it was the shaking or the well-planted kick or the
-shock to his system it is impossible to say, but in the upshot he was
-constrained to keep his bed for several days. Indeed, the first service
-that he took was on the occasion of the opening of the ancient Ceswick
-vault to receive the remains of the recently deceased lady. The only
-territorial possession which remained to the Ceswicks was their vault.
-Indeed, as Florence afterwards remarked to her sister, there was a
-certain irony in the reflection that of all their wide acres there
-remained only the few square feet of soil which for centuries had
-covered the bones of the race.
-
-When their aunt was dead and buried the two girls went back to the
-Cottage, and were very desolate. They had both of them loved the old
-lady in their separate ways, more especially Florence, both because she
-possessed the deeper nature of the two and because she had lived the
-longest with her.
-
-But the grief of youth at the departure of age is not inconsolable, and
-after a month or so they had conquered the worst of their sorrow. Then
-it was that the question what they were to do came prominently to the
-fore. Such little property as their aunt had possessed was equally
-divided between them, and the Cottage left to their joint use. This
-gave them enough to live on in their quiet way, but it undoubtedly left
-them in a very lonely and unprotected position. Such as it was,
-however, they, or rather Florence—for she managed all the
-business—decided to make the best of it. At Kesterwick, at any rate,
-they were known, and it was, they felt, better to stay there than to
-float away and become waifs and strays on the great sea of English
-life. So they settled to stay.
-
-Florence had, moreover, her own reasons for staying. She had come to
-the conclusion that it would be desirable that her sister Eva should
-marry Mr. Plowden. Not that she liked Mr. Plowden—her lady’s instincts
-rose up in rebellion against the man—but if Eva did not marry him, it
-was probable that she would in the long-run marry Ernest, and Ernest,
-Florence swore, she should not marry. To prevent such a marriage was
-the main purpose of her life. Her jealousy and hatred of her sister had
-become a part of herself; the gratification of her revenge was the evil
-star by which she shaped her course. It may seem a terrible thing that
-so young a woman could give the best energies of her life to such a
-purpose, but it was none the less the truth.
-
-Hers was a wild strange nature, a nature capable of violent love and
-violent hate; the same pendulum could swing with equal ease to each
-extreme. Eva had robbed her of Her lover; she would rob Eva, and put
-the prize out of her reach too. Little she recked of the wickedness of
-her design; for where in the long record of human crime is there a
-wickedness to surpass the deliberate separation, for no good reason, of
-two people who love each other with all their hearts? Surely there is
-none. She knew this, but she did not hesitate on that account. She was
-not hypocritical. She made no excuses to herself. She knew well that on
-every ground it was best that Eva should marry Ernest, and pursue her
-natural destiny, happy in his love and in her own. But she would have
-none of it. If once they should meet again, the game would pass out of
-her hands; for the weakest woman grows strong of purpose when she has
-her lover’s arm to lean on. Florence realised this, and determined that
-they should never set eyes on each other until an impassable barrier,
-in the shape of Mr. Plowden, had been raised between the two. Having
-thus finally determined on the sacrifice, she set about whetting the
-knife.
-
-One day, a month or so after Miss Ceswick was buried, Mr. Plowden
-called at the Cottage on some of the endless details of which
-district-visiting was the parent. He had hardly seen Eva since that
-never-to-be-forgotten day, when he had learned what Jeremy’s ideas of a
-shaking were, for the very good reason that she had carefully kept out
-of his way.
-
-So it came to pass that when, looking out of the window on the
-afternoon in question, she saw the crown of a clerical hat coming along
-the road, Eva promptly gathered up her work and commenced a hasty
-retreat to her bedroom.
-
-“Where are you going to, Eva?” asked her sister.
-
-“Upstairs—here he comes.”
-
-“‘He’! who is ‘he’?”
-
-“Mr. Plowden, of course.”
-
-“And why should you run away because Mr. Plowden is coming?”
-
-“I do not like Mr. Plowden.”
-
-“Really, Eva, you are too bad. You know what a friendless position we
-are in just now, and you go and get up a dislike to one of the few men
-we know. It is very selfish of you, and most unreasonable.”
-
-At that moment the front-door bell rang, and Eva fled.
-
-Mr. Plowden on entering looked round the room with a somewhat
-disappointed air.
-
-“If you are looking for my sister,” said Florence, “she is not very
-well.”
-
-“Indeed, I am afraid that her health is not good; she is so often
-indisposed.”
-
-Florence smiled, and they dropped into the district-visiting.
-Presently, however, Florence dropped out again.
-
-“By the way, Mr. Plowden, I want to tell you of something I heard the
-other day, and which concerns you. Indeed, I think that it is only
-right that I should do so. I heard that you were seen talking to my
-sister, not very far from the Titheburgh Abbey cottages, and that
-she—she ran away from you. Then Mr. Jones jumped over the wall, and
-also began to talk with you. Presently he also turned, and, so said my
-informant, you struck at him with a heavy stick, but missed him.
-Thereupon a tussle ensued, and you got the worst of it.”
-
-“He irritated me beyond all endurance,” broke in Mr. Plowden,
-excitedly.
-
-“O, then the story is true?”
-
-Mr. Plowden saw that he had made a fatal mistake; but it was too late
-to deny it.
-
-“To a certain extent,” he said, sulkily. “That young ruffian told me
-that I was not a gentleman.”
-
-“Really! Of course that was unpleasant. But how glad you must feel that
-you missed him, especially as his back was turned! It would have looked
-so bad for a clergyman to be had up for assault, or worse, wouldn’t
-it?”
-
-Mr. Plowden turned pale, and bit his lip. He began to feel that he was
-in the power of this quiet, dignified young woman, and the feeling was
-not pleasant.
-
-“And it would not look very well if the story got round here, would it?
-I mean even if it was not known that you hit at him with the stick when
-he was not looking, because, you see, it would seem so absurd! The idea
-of a clergyman more than six feet high being shaken like a naughty
-child! I suppose that Mr. Jones is very strong.”
-
-Mr. Plowden winced beneath her mockery, and rising, seized his hat; but
-she motioned him back to his chair.
-
-“Don’t go yet,” she said. “I wanted to tell you that you ought to be
-much obliged to me for thinking of all this for you. I thought that it
-would be painful to you to have the story all over the country-side, so
-I nipped it in the bud.”
-
-Mr. Plowden groaned in spirit. If these were the results of a story
-nipped in the bud, what would its uninjured bloom be like?
-
-“Who told you? “he asked, brusquely. “Jones went away.”
-
-“Yes. How glad you must be, by the way, that he is gone! But it was not
-Mr. Jones, it was a person who oversaw the difference of opinion. No,
-never mind who it was; I have found means to silence that person.”
-
-Little did Mr. Plowden guess that during the whole course of his
-love-scene, and the subsequent affair with Jeremy, there had leaned
-gracefully in an angle of the sod wall, not twenty yards away, a figure
-uncommonly resembling that of an ancient mariner in an attitude of the
-most intense and solemn contemplation; but so it was.
-
-“I am grateful to you, Miss Ceswick.”
-
-“Thank you, Mr. Plowden, it is refreshing to meet with true gratitude,
-it is a scarce flower in this world; but really I don’t deserve any.
-The observer who oversaw the painful scene between you and Mr. Jones
-also oversaw a scene preceding it, that, so far as I can gather, seems
-to have been hardly less painful in its way.”
-
-Mr. Plowden coloured, but said nothing.
-
-“Now you see, Mr. Plowden, I am left in a rather peculiar position as
-regards my sister; she is younger than I am, and has always been
-accustomed to look up to me, so, as you will easily understand, I feel
-my responsibilities to weigh upon me. Consequently, I feel bound to ask
-you what I am to understand from the report of my informant?”
-
-“Simply this, Miss Ceswick: I proposed to your sister, and she refused
-me.”
-
-“Indeed! you were unfortunate that afternoon.”
-
-“Miss Ceswick,” went on Mr. Plowden, after a pause, “if I could find
-means to induce your sister to change her verdict, would my suit have
-your support?”
-
-Florence raised her piercing eyes from her work, and for a second fixed
-them on the clergyman’s face.
-
-“That depends, Mr. Plowden.”
-
-“I am well off,” he went on, eagerly, “and I will tell you a secret. I
-have bought the advowson of this living; I happened to hear that it was
-going, and got it at a bargain. I don’t think that Halford’s life is
-worth five years’ purchase.’”
-
-“Why do you want to marry Eva, Mr. Plowden,” asked Florence, ignoring
-this piece of information; “you are not in love with her?”
-
-“In love! No, Miss Ceswick. I don’t think that sensible men fall in
-love; they leave that to boys and women.”
-
-“O! Then why do you want to marry Eva? It will be best to tell me
-frankly, Mr. Plowden.”
-
-He hesitated, and then came to the conclusion that, with a person of
-Florence’s penetration, frankness was the best game.
-
-“Well, as you must know, your sister is an extraordinarily beautiful
-woman.”
-
-“And would therefore form a desirable addition to your establishment?”
-
-“Precisely,” said Mr. Plowden. “Also,” he went on, “she is a
-distinguished-looking woman, and quite the lady.”
-
-Florence shuddered at this phrase.
-
-“And would therefore give you social status, Mr. Plowden?”
-
-“Yes. She is also sprung from an ancient family.”
-
-Florence smiled, and looked at Mr. Plowden with an air that said more
-plainly than any words, “Which you clearly are not.”
-
-“In short, I am anxious to get married, and I admire your sister Eva
-more than anybody I ever saw.”
-
-“All of which are very satisfactory reasons, Mr. Plowden; all you have
-to do is to convince my sister of the many advantages you have to offer
-her, and—to win her affections.”
-
-“Ah, Miss Ceswick, that is just the point. She told me that her
-affections were already irredeemably engaged, and that she had none to
-give. If only I have the opportunity, however, I shall hope to be able
-to distance my rival.”
-
-Florence looked at him scrutinisingly as she answered:
-
-“You do not know Ernest Kershaw, or you would not be so confident.”
-
-“Why am I not as good as this Ernest?” he asked; for Florence’s remark,
-identical as it was with that of Jeremy, wounded his vanity intensely.
-
-“Well, Mr. Plowden, I do not want to be rude, but it is impossible for
-me to conceive a woman’s affections being won away from Ernest Kershaw
-by you. You are so very _different._”
-
-If Mr. Plowden wanted a straightforward answer, he had certainly got
-it. For some moments he sat in sulky silence, and then he said:
-
-“I suppose, if that is the case, there is nothing to be done.”
-
-“I never said that. Women are frequently married whose affections are
-very much engaged elsewhere. You know how they win their wives in
-savage countries, Mr. Plowden: they catch them. Marriage by capture is
-one of the oldest institutions in the world.”
-
-“Well!”
-
-“Well, the same institution still obtains in England, only we don’t
-call it by that name. Do you suppose that no women are hunted down
-nowadays? Ah, very many are; the would-be husband heads the pack, and
-all the loving relatives swell its cry.”
-
-“You mean that your sister can be hunted down,” he said, bluntly.
-
-“I! I mean nothing, except that the persistent suitor on the spot often
-has a better chance than the lover at a distance, however dear he may
-be.”
-
-Then Mr. Plowden took his leave. Florence watched him walking down the
-garden-path.
-
-“I am glad Jeremy shook you soundly,” she said, aloud. “Poor Eva!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-MR. PLOWDEN GOES A-WOOING
-
-
-Mr. Plowden was not a suitor to let the grass grow under his feet. As
-he once took the trouble to explain to Florence, he considered that
-there was nothing like boldness in wooing, and he acted up to his
-convictions. Possessing no more delicacy of feeling than a
-bull-elephant, and as much consideration for the lady as the elephant
-has for the lily it tramples underfoot, he, figuratively speaking,
-charged at Eva every time he saw her. He laid wait for her round
-corners, and asked her to marry him; he dropped in on her at odd hours,
-and insisted upon her marrying him. It was quite useless for her to
-say, “No, no, no,” or to appeal to his better feelings or compassion,
-for he had none. He simply would not listen to her; but encouraged
-thereto by the moral support which he received from Florence, he
-crushed the poor girl with his amorous eloquence.
-
-It was a merry chase that Florence sat and watched with a dark smile on
-her scornful lip. In vain did the poor white doe dash along at her best
-speed; the great black hound was ever at her flank, and each time she
-turned came bounding at her throat. This idea of a chase, and a hound,
-and a doe took such a strong possession of Florence’s saturnine
-imagination, that she actually made a drawing of it, for she was a
-clever artist, and not without training, throwing, by a few strokes of
-her pencil, a perfect likeness of Mr. Plowden into the fierce features
-of the hound. The doe she drew with Eva’s dark eyes, and when she had
-done them there was such agony in their tortured gaze that she could
-not bear to look at them, and tore her picture up.
-
-One day Florence came in, and found her sister weeping.
-
-“Well, Eva, what is it now?” she asked, contemptuously.
-
-“Mr. Plowden,” sobbed Eva.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Plowden again! Well, my dear, if you will be so beautiful, and
-encourage men, you must take the consequences.”
-
-“I never encouraged Mr. Plowden.”
-
-“Nonsense, Eva! you will not get me to believe that. If you did not
-encourage him, he would not go on making love to you. Gentlemen are not
-so fond of being snubbed.”
-
-“Mr. Plowden is not a gentleman,” exclaimed Eva.
-
-“What makes you say that?”
-
-“Because a gentleman would not persecute one as he does. He will not
-take No for an answer, and to-day he kissed my hand. I tried to get it
-away from him, but I could not. Oh, I hate him!”
-
-“I tell you what it is, Eva; I have no patience with you and your
-fancies. Mr. Plowden is a very respectable man; he is a clergyman, and
-well off, altogether quite the sort of man to marry. Ah, Ernest—I am
-sick of Ernest! If he wanted to marry you, he should not go shooting
-people, and then running off to South Africa. Don’t you be so silly as
-to pin your faith to a boy like that. He was all very well to flirt
-with while he was here; now he has made a fool of himself and gone, and
-there is an end of him.”
-
-“But, Florence, I love Ernest. I think I love him more dearly every
-day, and I detest Mr. Plowden.”
-
-“Very likely. I don’t ask you to love Mr. Plowden; I ask you to marry
-him. What have love and marriage got to do with each other, I should
-like to know? If people were always to marry the people they loved,
-things would soon get into a pretty mess. Look here, Eva, as you know I
-do not often obtrude myself or my own interests, but I think that I
-have a right to be considered a little in this matter. You have now got
-an opportunity of making a home for both of us. There is nothing
-against Mr. Plowden. Why should you not marry him as well as anybody
-else? Of course, if you choose to sacrifice your own ultimate happiness
-and the comfort of us both to a silly whim, I cannot prevent you; you
-are your own mistress. Only I beg you to disabuse your mind of the idea
-that you could not be happy with Mr. Plowden, because you happen to
-fancy yourself in love with Ernest. Why, in six months you will have
-forgotten all about him.”
-
-“But I don’t want to forget about him.”
-
-“I daresay not. That is your abominable egotism again. But whether you
-want to or not, you will. In a year or two, when you have your own
-interests and your children.”
-
-“Florence, you may talk till midnight if you like; but, once and for
-all, I will not marry Mr. Plowden;” and she swept out of the room in
-her stately way.
-
-Florence laughed softly to herself as she said after her:
-
-“Oh yes, you will, Eva. I shall be pinning a bride’s veil on to that
-proud head of yours before you are six months older, my dear.”
-
-Florence was quite right; it was only a question of time and cunningly
-applied pressure. Eva yielded at last.
-
-But there is no need for us to follow the hateful story through its
-various stages. If by chance any of the readers of this history are
-curious about them, let them go and study from the life. Such cases
-exist around them, and, so far as the victims are concerned, there is a
-painful monotony in the development of their details and their
-conclusion.
-
-And so it came to pass that one afternoon in the early summer,
-Florence, coming in from walking, found Mr. Plowden and her sister
-together in the little drawing-room. The latter was very pale, and
-shrinking with scared eyes and trembling limbs up against the
-mantelpiece, near which she was standing. The former, looking big and
-vulgar, was standing over her and trying to take her hand.
-
-“Congratulate me, Miss Florence,” he said. “Eva has promised to be
-mine.”
-
-“Has she?” said Florence, coldly. “How glad you must be that Mr. Jones
-is out of the way!”
-
-It was not a kind speech, but the fact was there were few people in the
-world for whom Florence had such a complete contempt, or whom she
-regarded with such intense dislike, as she did Mr. Plowden. The mere
-presence of the man irritated her beyond all bearing. He was an
-instrument suited to her purposes, so she used him; but she could find
-it in her heart to regret that the instrument was not more pleasant to
-handle.
-
-Mr. Plowden turned pale at her taunt, and even in the midst of her fear
-and misery Eva smiled, and thought to herself that it was lucky for her
-hateful lover that somebody else was “out of the way.”
-
-Poor Eva!
-
-“Poor Eva!” you think to yourself, my reader. “There was nothing poor
-about her. She was weak; she was wicked and contemptible.”
-
-O, pause awhile before you say so! Remember that circumstances were
-against her; remember that the ideas of duty and of gain drilled into
-her breast and the breasts of her ancestresses from generation to
-generation, and fated as often as not to prove more of a bane than a
-blessing, were against her; remember that her sister’s ever-present
-influence overshadowed her, and that her suitor’s vulgar vitality
-crushed her to the ground.
-
-“Yet with it all she was weak,” you say. Well, she _was_ weak, as weak
-as you must expect women to be after centuries of custom have bred
-weakness into their very nature. Why are women weak? Because men have
-made them so. Because the law that was framed by men, and the public
-opinion which it has been their privilege to direct, have from age to
-age drilled into women the belief—in which, it must be admitted, they
-for the most part readily acquiesce—that they are chattels, to be owned
-and played with, existing for the male pleasure and passion. Because
-men have systematically stunted their mental growth and denied them
-their natural rights, and that equality which is theirs. Weak!—women
-have become weak because weakness is the passport to the favour of our
-sex. They have become foolish because education has been withheld from
-them and ability discouraged; they have become frivolous because
-frivolity has been declared to be the natural mission of woman. There
-is no male simpleton who does not like to find a bigger simpleton than
-he is to lord it over. Truly, the triumph of the stronger sex has been
-complete, for it has even succeeded in enlisting its victims in its
-service. The great instruments in the suppression of women, and in
-their retention at their present level, are women themselves. And yet
-let us be for a minute just. Which is the superior of the two—the woman
-or the man? In strength we have the advantage, but in intellect she is
-almost our equal, if only we will give her fair-play. And in purity, in
-tenderness, in long-suffering, in fidelity, in all the Christian
-virtues, which is the superior in these things? O man, whoever you are,
-think of your mother and your sisters; think of her who nursed you in
-sickness, of her who stood by you in trouble when all others would have
-none of you, and then answer. Poor Eva! Yes, give her all your pity,
-but, if you can, purge it of your contempt. It requires that a woman
-should possess a mind of unusual robustness to stand out against
-circumstances such as hemmed her in, and this she did not possess.
-Nature, which had showered physical gifts upon her with such a lavish
-hand, had not given her that most useful of all gifts, the power of
-self-defence. She was made to yield; but this was her only fault, an
-absolutely fatal one. For the rest she was pure as the mountain snow,
-and with a heart of gold. Herself incapable of deceit, it never
-occurred to her to imagine it in others. She never suspected that
-Florence could have a motive in her advocacy of Mr. Plowden’s cause. On
-the contrary, she was possessed to the full with that idea of duty and
-self-sacrifice which in some women amounts almost to madness. The
-notion so cleverly started by Florence, that she was bound to take this
-opportunity of giving her sister a home and the permanent protection of
-a brother-in-law, had taken a firm hold of her mind. As for the cruel
-wrong and injustice which her marriage with Mr. Plowden would work to
-Ernest, strange as it may seem, as is usual in such cases it never
-occurred to her to consider the matter in that light. She knew what her
-own sufferings were and always must be; she thought that she would
-rather die than be false to Ernest; but somehow she never looked at the
-other side of the picture, never considered the matter from Ernest’s
-point of view. After the true womanly fashion she was prepared to throw
-herself under her Juggernaut called Duty, and let her inner life, the
-life of her heart, be crushed out of her; but she never thought of the
-other life which was welded with her own, and which must be crushed
-too. How curious it is that when women talk so much of their duties
-they often think so little of the higher duty which they owe to the
-unlucky man whose love they have won, and whom they cherish in their
-misguided hearts! The only feasible explanation of the mystery—outside
-of that of innate selfishness—is, that one of the ideas which has been
-persistently drilled into the female breast is that men have not any
-real feelings. It is vaguely supposed that they will “get over it.”
-However this may be, when a woman decides to do violence to her natural
-feelings, and because of pressure or profit contracts herself into an
-unholy marriage, the lover whom she deserts is generally the last
-person to be considered. Poor wretch! he will, no doubt, “get over it.”
-
-Fortunately, many do.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-OVER THE WATER
-
-
-Mr. Alston and Ernest carried out their plans as regarded sport. They
-went up to Lydenburg and had a month’s wilderbeeste and blesbok
-shooting within three days’ “trek” with an ox-waggon from that curious
-little town. The style of life was quite new to Ernest, and he enjoyed
-it much. They owned an ox-waggon and a span of sixteen “salted” oxen,
-that is, oxen which will not die of lung-sickness, and in this
-lumbering vehicle they travelled about wherever fancy or the presence
-of buck took them. Mr. Alston and his boy Roger slept in the waggon,
-and Ernest in a little tent which was pitched every night alongside,
-and never did he sleep sounder. There was a freshness and freedom about
-the life which charmed him. It is pleasant after the day’s shooting or
-travelling to partake of a hearty meal, of which the _pièce de
-résistance_ generally consists of a stew compounded indiscriminately of
-wilderbeeste beef, bustard, partridges, snipe, rice, and compressed
-vegetables—a dish, by the way, which is, if properly cooked, fit to set
-before a king. And then comes the pipe, or rather a succession of
-pipes, and the talk over the day’s sport, and the effect of that long
-shot, and the hunting-yarn that it “reminds me” of. And after the yarn
-the well-known square bottle is produced, and the tin pannikins, out of
-which you have been drinking tea, are sent to the spring down in the
-hollow to be washed by the Zulu “voorlooper,” who objects to going
-because of the “spooks” (ghosts) which he is credibly informed inhabit
-that hollow; and you indulge in your evening “tot,” and smoke more
-pipes, and talk or ruminate as the fancy takes you. And then at last up
-comes the splendid African moon like a radiant queen rising from a
-throne of inky cloud, flooding the whole wide veldt with mysterious
-light, and reveals the long lines of game slowly travelling to their
-feeding-grounds along the ridges of the rolling plain.
-
-Well, “one more drop,” and then to bed, having come to the admirable
-decision—so easy to make overnight, so hard to adhere to when the time
-comes—to “trek from the yoke” at dawn. And then, having undressed
-yourself outside the tent, all except the flannel shirt in which you
-are going to sleep—for there is no room to do so inside—you stow your
-clothes and boots away under your mackintosh sheet—for clothes wet
-through with dew are unpleasant to wear before the sun is up—creep on
-your hands and knees into your little tenement, and wriggle between the
-blankets.
-
-For awhile, perhaps, you lie so, your pipe still between your lips, and
-gazing up through the opening of the little tent at two bright
-particular stars shining in the blue depths above, or watching the
-waving of the tall tambouki-grass as the night-wind goes sighing
-through it. And then, behold! the cold far stars draw near, grow warm
-with life, and change to Eva’s eyes—if unluckily you have an Eva—and
-the yellow tambouki-grass is her waving hair, and the sad whispering of
-the wind her voice, which speaks and tells you that she has come from
-far across the great seas to tell you that she loves you to lull you to
-your rest.
-
-What was it that frighted her so soon? The rattling of chains and the
-deep lowing of the oxen, rising to be ready for the dawn. It has not
-come yet; but it is not far off. See, the gray light begins to gleam
-upon the oxen’s horns, and far away, there in the east, the gray is
-streaked with primrose. Away with dreams, and up to pull the shivering
-Kafirs from their snug lair beneath the waggon, and to give the good
-nags, which must gallop wilderbeeste all to-day, a double handful of
-mealies before you start.
-
-_Ah neu-yak-trek!_ the great waggon strains and starts, and presently
-the glorious sun comes up, and you eat a crust of bread as you sit on
-the waggon-box, and wash it down with a mouthful of spirit, and feel
-that it is a splendid thing to get up early.
-
-Then, about half past eight, comes the halt for breakfast, and the
-welcome tub in the clear stream that you have been making for, and,
-after breakfast, saddle up the nags, take your bearings by the kopje,
-and off after that great herd of wilderbeeste.
-
-And so, my reader, day adds itself to day, and each day will find you
-healthier, happier, and stronger than the last. No letters, no
-newspapers, no duns, no women, and no babies. Think of the joy of it,
-effete Caucasian, then go buy an ox-waggon and do likewise.
-
-After a month of this life, Mr. Alston came to the conclusion that
-there would now be no danger in descending into the low country towards
-Delagoa Bay in search of large game. Accordingly, having added to their
-party another would-be Nimrod, a gentleman just arrived from England in
-search of sport, they started. For the first month or so, things went
-very well with them. They killed a good quantity of buffalo, koodoo,
-eland, and water-buck, also two giraffes; but to Ernest’s great
-disappointment did not come across any rhinoceros, and only got a shot
-at one lion, which he missed, though there were plenty round them. But
-soon the luck turned. First their horses died of the terrible scourge
-of ail this part of South Africa, the horse-sickness. They had given
-large prices for them, about seventy pounds each, as “salted”
-animals—that is, animals that, having already had the sickness and
-recovered from it, were supposed to be proof against its attacks. But
-for all that they died one after another. This was only the beginning
-of evils. The day after the last horse died, the companion who had
-joined them at Lydenburg was taken ill of the fever. Mr. Jeffries—for
-that was his name—was a very reserved English gentleman of good
-fortune, something over thirty years of age. Like most people who came
-into close relationship with Ernest, he had taken a considerable fancy
-to him, and the two were, comparatively speaking, intimate. During the
-first stages of his fever, Ernest nursed him like a brother, and was at
-length rewarded by seeing him in a fair way to recovery. On one unlucky
-day, however, Jeffries being so much better, Mr. Alston and Ernest went
-out to try and shoot a buck, as they were short of meat, leaving the
-camp in charge of the boy Roger. For a long while they could find no
-game, but at last Ernest came across a fine bull-eland standing rubbing
-himself against a mimosa thorn-tree. A shot from his express, planted
-well behind the shoulder, brought the noble beast down quite dead, and
-having laden the two Kafirs with them with the tongue, liver, and as
-much of the best meat as they could carry, they started back for camp.
-
-Meanwhile one of the sudden and tremendous thunderstorms peculiar to
-South Africa came swiftly up against the wind, heralding its arrival by
-a blast of ice-cold air, and presently they were staggering along in
-the teeth of a fearful tempest. The whole sky was lurid with lightning,
-the hills echoed with the continuous roll of thunder, and the rain came
-down in sheets. In the thick of it all, exhausted, bewildered, and wet
-to the skin, they reached the camp. There a sad sight awaited them. In
-front of the tent which served as a hospital for Jeffries was a large
-ant-heap, and on this ant-heap, clad in nothing but a flannel shirt,
-sat Jeffries himself. The rain was beating on his bare head and
-emaciated face, and the ice-cold breeze was tossing his dripping hair.
-One hand he kept raising to the sky to let the cold water fall upon it;
-the other the boy Roger held, and by it vainly attempted to drag him
-back to the tent. But Jeffries was a man of large build, and the little
-lad might as well have tried to drag an ox.
-
-“Isn’t it glorious?” shouted the delirious man, as they came up. “I’ve
-got cool at last!”
-
-“Yes, and you will soon be cold, poor fellow!” muttered Mr. Alston, as
-they hurried up.
-
-They got him back into the tent, and in half an hour he was beyond all
-hope. He did not rave much, but kept repeating a single word in every
-possible tone, that word was:
-
-_Alice._
-
-At dawn on the following morning he died with it on his lips. Ernest
-often wondered afterwards who “Alice” could be.
-
-Next day they dug a deep grave under an ancient thorn-tree, and
-reverently laid him to his rest. On his breast they piled great stones
-to keep away the jackals, filling in the cracks with earth.
-
-Then they left him to his sleep. It is a sad task this, burying a
-comrade in the lonely wilderness.
-
-As they were approaching the waggon again, little Roger sobbing
-bitterly—for Mr. Jeffries had been very kind to him, and a first
-experience of death is dreadful to the young—they met the Zulu
-voorlooper, a lad called Jim, who had been out all day watching the
-cattle as they grazed. He saluted Mr. Alston after the Zulu fashion, by
-lifting the right arm and saying the word “Inkoos,” and then stood
-still.
-
-“Well, what is it, boy? “asked Mr. Alston. “Have you lost the oxen?”
-
-“No, Inkoos, the oxen are safe at the yoke. It is this. When I was
-sitting on the kopje yonder, watching that the oxen of the Inkoos
-should not stray, an Intombi (young girl) from the kraal under the
-mountain yonder came to me. She is the daughter of a Zulu mother who
-fell into the hands of a Basutu dog, and my half-cousin.”
-
-“Well?”
-
-“Inkoos, I have met this girl before, I have met her when I have been
-sent to buy ‘maas’ (buttermilk) at the kraal.”
-
-“Good!”
-
-“Inkoos, the girl came to bring heavy news, such as will press upon
-your heart. Secocoeni, chief of the Bapedi, who lives over yonder under
-the Blue Mountains, has declared war against the Boers.”
-
-“I hear.”
-
-“Sikukuni wants rifles for his men, such as the Boers use. He has heard
-of the Inkosis hunting here. To-night he will send an Impi to kill the
-Inkosis and take their guns.”
-
-“These are the words of the Intombi?”
-
-“Yes, Inkoos, these are her very words. She was sitting outside the
-hut, grinding ‘imphi’ (Kafir corn) for beer, when she heard Secocoeni’s
-messenger order her father to call the men together to kill us
-to-night.”
-
-“I hear. At what time of the night was the killing to be?”
-
-“At the first break of the dawn, so that they may have light to take
-the waggon away by.”
-
-“Good! we shall escape them. The moon will be up in an hour, and we can
-trek away.”
-
-The lad’s face fell.
-
-“Alas!” he said, “it is impossible; there is a spy watching the camp
-now. He is up there among the rocks; I saw him as I brought the oxen
-home. If we move he will report it, and we shall be overtaken in an
-hour.”
-
-Mr. Alston thought for a moment, and then made up his mind with the
-rapidity that characterises men who spend their lives in dealing with
-savage races.
-
-“Mazooku!” he called to a Zulu who was sitting smoking by the
-camp-fire, a man whom Ernest had hired as his particular servant. The
-man rose and came to him, and saluted.
-
-He was not a very tall man; but, standing there nude except for the
-“moocha” round his centre, his proportions, especially those of the
-chest and lower limbs, looked gigantic. He had been a soldier in one of
-Cetywayo’s regiments, but having been so indiscreet as to break through
-some of the Zulu marriage laws, had been forced to fly for refuge to
-Natal, where he had become a groom, and picked up a peculiar language,
-which he called English. Even among a people where all the men are
-fearless he bore a reputation for bravery. Leaving him standing awhile,
-Mr. Alston rapidly explained the state of the case to Ernest, and what
-he proposed to do. Then turning, he addressed the Zulu:
-
-“Mazooku, the Inkoos here, your master, whom you black people have
-named Mazimba, tells me that he thinks you a brave man.”
-
-The Zulu’s handsome face expanded into a smile that was positively
-alarming in its extent.
-
-“He says that you told him that when you were Cetywayo’s man in the
-Undi Regiment, you once killed four Basutos, who set upon you
-together.”
-
-Mazooku lifted his right arm and saluted, by way of answer, and then
-glanced slightly at the assegai-wounds on his chest.
-
-“Well, I tell your master that I do not believe you. It is a lie you
-speak to him; you ran away from Cetywayo because you did not like to
-fight and be killed as the king’s ox, as a brave man should.”
-
-The Zulu coloured up under his dusky skin, and again glanced at his
-wounds.
-
-“Ow-w!” he said.
-
-“Bah! there is no need for you to look at those scratches; they were
-left by women’s nails. You are nothing but a woman. Silence! who told
-you to speak? If you are not a woman, show it. There is an armed Basutu
-among those rocks. He watches us. Your master cannot eat and sleep in
-peace when he is watched. Take that big stabbing assegai you are so
-fond of showing, and kill him, or die a coward! He must make no sound,
-remember.”
-
-Mazooku turned towards Ernest for confirmation of the order. A Zulu
-always likes to take his orders straight from his own chief. Mr. Alston
-noticed it, and added:
-
-“I am the Inkoosi’s mouth, and speak his words.”
-
-Mazooku saluted again, and turning, went to the waggon to fetch his
-assegai.
-
-“Tread softly, or you will wake him; and he will run from so great a
-man,” Mr. Alston called after him sarcastically.
-
-“I go among the rocks to seek ‘mouti’” (medicine), the Zulu answered
-with a smile.
-
-“We are in a serious mess, my boy,” said Mr. Alston to Ernest, “and it
-is a toss-up if we get out of it. I taunted that fellow so that there
-may be no mistake about the spy. He must be killed, and Mazooku would
-rather die himself than not kill him now.”
-
-“Would it not have been safer to send another man with him?”
-
-“Yes; but I was afraid that if the scout saw two men coming towards him
-he would make off, however innocent they might look. Our horses are
-dead, and if that fellow escapes we shall never get out of this place
-alive. It would be folly to expect Basutos to distinguish between Boers
-and Englishmen when their blood is up; and besides, Secocoeni has sent
-orders that we are to be killed, and they would not dare to disobey.
-Look, there goes Mr. Mazooku with an assegai as big as a fire-shovel.”
-
-The kopje, or stony hill, where the spy was hid, was about three
-hundred yards from the little hollow in which the camp was formed, and
-across the stretch of bushy plain between the two Mazooku was quietly
-strolling, his assegai in one hand and two long sticks in the other.
-Presently he vanished in the shadow, for the sun was rapidly setting,
-and, after what seemed a long pause to Ernest, who was watching his
-movements through a pair of field-glasses, reappeared walking along the
-shoulder of the hill right against the sky-line, his eyes fixed upon
-the ground as though he were searching among the crevices of the rocks
-for the medical herbs which Zulus prize.
-
-All of a sudden Ernest saw the stalwart form straighten itself and
-spring down into a dip, which hid it from sight, with the assegai in
-its hand raised to the level of its head. Then came a pause, lasting
-perhaps for twenty seconds. On the farther side of the dip was a large
-flat rock, which was straight in a line with the fiery ball of the
-setting sun. Suddenly a tall figure sprang up out of the hollow on to
-this rock, followed by another figure, in whom Ernest recognised
-Mazooku. For a moment the two men, looking from their position like
-people afire, struggled together on the top of the flat stone, and
-Ernest could clearly distinguish the quick flash of their spears as
-they struck at each other; then they vanished together over the edge of
-the stone.
-
-“By Jove!” said Ernest, who was trembling with excitement, “I wonder
-how it has ended?”
-
-“We shall know presently,” answered Mr. Alston, coolly. “At any rate,
-the die is cast one way or other, and we may as well make a bolt for
-it. Now, you Zulus, down with those tents and get the oxen inspanned,
-and look quick about it, if you don’t want a Basutu assegai to send you
-to join the spirit of Chaka.”
-
-The voorlooper Jim had by this time communicated his alarming
-intelligence to the driver and other Kafirs, and Mr. Alston’s
-exhortation to look sharp was quite unnecessary. Ernest never saw camp
-struck or oxen inspanned with such rapidity before. But before the
-first tent was fairly down, they were all enormously relieved to see
-Mazooku coming trotting cheerfully across the plain, droning a little
-Zulu song as he ran. His appearance, however, was by no means cheerful,
-for he was perfectly drenched with blood, some of it flowing from a
-wound in his left shoulder, and the rest evidently, till recently, the
-personal property of somebody else. Arrived in front of where Mr.
-Alston and Ernest were standing, he raised his broad assegai, which was
-still dripping blood, and saluted.
-
-“I hear,” said Mr. Alston.
-
-“I have done the Inkoosi Mazimba’s bidding. There were two of them; the
-first I killed easily in the hollow, but the other, a very big man,
-fought well for a Basutu. They are dead, and I threw them into a hole,
-that their brothers might not find them easily.”
-
-“Good! go wash yourself and get your master’s things into the waggon.
-Stop! let me sew up that cut. How came you to be so awkward as to get
-touched by a Basutu?”
-
-“Inkoos, he was very quick with his spear, and he fought like a cat.”
-Mr. Alston did not reply, but, taking a stout needle and some silk from
-a little housewife he carried in his pocket, he quickly stitched up the
-assegai-gash, which, fortunately, was not a deep one. Mazooku stood
-without flinching till the job was finished, and then retired to wash
-himself at the spring.
-
-The short twilight rapidly faded into darkness, or rather into what
-would have been darkness, had it not been for the half-grown moon,
-which was to serve to light them on their path. Then, a large fire
-having been lit on the site of the camp to make it appear as though it
-were still pitched there, the order was given to start. The oxen,
-obedient to the voice of the driver, strained at the trek-tow, the
-waggon creaked and jolted, and they began their long flight for life.
-The order of march was as follows: Two hundred yards ahead of the
-waggon walked a Kafir, with strict orders to keep his eyes very wide
-open indeed, and report in the best way possible, under the
-circumstances, if he detected any signs of an ambush. At the head of
-the long line of cattle, leading the two front oxen by a “reim,” or
-strip of buffalo-hide, was the Zulu boy Jim, to whose timely discovery
-they owed their lives, and by the side of the waggon the driver, a Cape
-Hottentot, plodded along in fear and trembling. On the waggon-box
-itself, each with a Winchester repeating rifle on his knees, and
-keeping a sharp lookout into the shadows, sat Mr. Alston and Ernest. In
-the hinder part of the waggon, also armed with a rifle and keeping a
-keen look-out, sat Mazooku. The other servants marched alongside, and
-the boy Roger was asleep inside, on the “cartle,” or hide bed.
-
-And so they travelled on hour after hour. Now they bumped down terrific
-hills strewn with boulders, which would have smashed anything less
-solid than an African ox-waggon to splinters; now they crept along a
-dark valley, that looked spiritual and solemn in the moonlight,
-expecting to see Secocoeni’s Impi emerge from every clump of bush; and
-now again they waded through mountain-streams. At last, about midnight,
-they reached a plain dividing two stretches of mountainous country, and
-here they halted for a while to give the oxen, which were fortunately
-in good condition and fat after their long rest, a short
-breathing-time. Then on again through the long, quiet night, on, still
-on, till the dawn found them the other side of the wide plain at the
-foot of the mountain-range.
-
-Here they rested for two hours, and let the oxen fill themselves with
-the lush grass. They had travelled thirty miles since the yokes were
-put upon their necks—not far according to our way of journeying, but
-very far for cumbersome oxen over an almost impassable country. As soon
-as the sun was well up they inspanned again, and hurried forwards,
-bethinking them of the Basutu horde who would now be pressing on their
-spoor; on with brief halts through all that day and the greater part of
-the following night, till the cattle began to fall down in the
-yokes—till at last they crossed the boundary and were in Transvaal
-territory.
-
-When dawn broke, Mr. Alston took the glasses and examined the track
-over which they had fled. There was nothing to be seen except a great
-herd of hartebeest.
-
-“I think that we are safe now,” he said, at last, “and thank God for
-it. Do you know what those Basutu devils would have done if they had
-caught us?”
-
-“What?”
-
-“They would have skinned us, and made our hearts and livers into
-‘mouti’ (medicine), and eaten them to give them the courage of the
-white man.”
-
-“By Jove!” said Ernest.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-A HOMERIC COMBAT
-
-
-When Mr. Alston and Ernest found themselves safe upon Transvaal soil,
-they determined to give up the idea of following any more big game for
-the present, and to content themselves with the comparatively humble
-wilderbeeste, blesbok, springbok, and other small antelopes. The plan
-they pursued was to slowly journey from one point of the country to
-another, stopping wherever they found the buck particularly plentiful.
-In this way they got excellent sport, and spent several months very
-agreeably, with the further advantage that Ernest obtained considerable
-knowledge of the country and its inhabitants, the Boers.
-
-It was a wild rough life that they led, but by no means a lowering one.
-The continual contact with Nature in all her moods, and in her wildest
-shapes, to a man of impressionable mind like Ernest, was an education
-in itself. His mind absorbed something of the greatness round him, and
-seemed to grow wider and deeper during those months of lonely travel.
-The long struggle, too, with the hundred difficulties which arise in
-waggon-journeys, and the quickness of decision necessary to avoid
-danger or discomfort in such a mode of life, were of great service to
-him in shaping his character. Nor was he left without suitable society,
-for in his companion he found a friend for whose talents and
-intelligence he had the highest respect.
-
-Mr. Alston was a very quiet individual; he never said a thing unless he
-had first considered it in all its bearings; but when he did say it, it
-was always well worth listening to. He was a man who had spent his life
-in the closest observation of human nature in the rough. Now you, my
-reader, may think that there is a considerable difference between human
-nature “in the rough,” as exemplified by a Zulu warrior stalking out of
-his kraal in a kaross and brandishing an assegai, and yourself, say,
-strolling up the steps of your club in a frock coat, and twirling one
-of Brigg’s umbrellas. But, as a matter of fact, the difference is of a
-most superficial character, bearing the same proportion to the common
-substance that the furniture polish does to the table. Scratch the
-polish, and there you have best raw Zulu human nature. Indeed, to
-anybody who has taken the trouble to study the question, it is simply
-absurd to observe how powerless high civilisation has been to do
-anything more than veneer that raw material, which remains identical in
-each case.
-
-To return. The result of Mr. Alston’s observations had been to make him
-an extremely shrewd companion, and an excellent judge of men and their
-affairs. There were few subjects which he had not quietly considered
-during all the years that he had been trading or shooting or serving
-the Government in one capacity or another; and Ernest was astonished to
-find, although he had only spent some four months of his life in
-England, how intimate was his knowledge of the state of political
-parties, of the great social questions of the day, and even of matters
-connected with literature and art. It is not too much to say that it
-was from Mr. Alston that Ernest imbibed principles on all these
-subjects which he never deserted in after-life, and which subsequent
-experience proved to be for the most part sound.
-
-And thus, between shooting and philosophical discussion, the time
-passed on pleasantly enough, till at length they drew near to Pretoria,
-the capital of the Transvaal, where they had decided to go and rest the
-oxen for a month or two before making arrangements for a real big-game
-excursion up towards Central Africa. They struck into the Pretoria road
-just above a town called Heidelberg, about sixty miles from the former
-place, and proceeded by easy stages towards their destination.
-
-As they went on, they generally found it convenient to out-span at
-spots which it was evident had been used for the same purpose by some
-waggon that was travelling one stage ahead of them. So frequently did
-this happen, that during their first five or six out-spans they were
-able on no less than three occasions to avail themselves of the dying
-fires of their predecessors’ camp. This was a matter of lively interest
-to Ernest, who always did cook; and a very good cook he became. One of
-the great bothers of South African travelling is the fire question.
-Indeed, how to make sufficient fire to boil a kettle when you have no
-fuel to make it of is the great question of South African travel. A
-ready-made fire is, therefore, peculiarly acceptable; and for the last
-half-hour of the trek Ernest was always in a great state of expectation
-as to whether the waggon before them had or had not been considerate
-enough to leave theirs burning.
-
-Thus it came to pass that one morning, when they were about fifteen
-miles from Pretoria, which they expected to reach the same evening, and
-the waggon was slowly drawing up to the outspan-place, Ernest,
-accompanied by Mazooku, who lounged about after him like a black
-shadow, ran forward to see if their predecessors had or had not been
-considerate. In this instance energy was rewarded, for the fire was
-still burning.
-
-“Hoorah!” said Ernest. “Get the sticks, Mazooku, and go and fill the
-kettle. By Jove! there’s a knife.”
-
-There was a knife, a many-bladed knife, with a buck horn handle and a
-corkscrew in it, left by the dying fire. Ernest took it up and looked
-at it; somehow it seemed familiar to him. He turned it round, examined
-the silver plate upon it, and suddenly started.
-
-“What is the matter, Ernest?” said Mr. Alston, who had joined them.
-
-“Look there,” he answered; pointing to two initials cut on the knife.
-
-“Well, I see some fellow has left his knife; so much the better for the
-finder.”
-
-“You have heard me speak of my friend Jeremy. That is his knife; I gave
-it to him years ago. Look—J. J.”
-
-“Nonsense! it is some knife like it; I have seen hundreds of that
-make.”
-
-“I believe that it is the same. He must be here.”
-
-Mr. Alston shrugged his shoulders.
-
-“Not probable,” he said.
-
-Ernest made no answer. He stood staring at the knife.
-
-“Have you written to your people lately, Ernest?”
-
-“No; the last letter I wrote was down there in Secocoeni’s country; you
-remember I sent it by the Basutu who was going to Lydenburg, just
-before Jeffries died.”
-
-“Like enough he never got to Lydenburg. He would not have dared to go
-to Lydenburg after the war broke out. You should write.”
-
-“I mean to, from Pretoria; but somehow I have had no heart for
-writing.”
-
-Nothing more was said about the matter, and Ernest put the knife into
-his pocket.
-
-That evening they trekked down through the “Poort” that commands the
-most charming of the South African towns, and, on the plain below,
-Pretoria, bathed in the bright glow of the evening sunshine, smiled its
-welcome to them. Mr. Alston, who knew the town, determined to trek
-straight through it and outspan the waggon on the farther side, where
-he thought there would be better grazing for the cattle. Accordingly,
-they rumbled on past the gaol, past the pleasant white building which
-afterwards became Government House, and which was at that moment
-occupied by the English Special Commissioner and his staff, about whose
-doings all sorts of rumours had reached them during their journey, and
-on to the market-square. This area was at the moment crowded with Boer
-waggons, whose owners had trekked in to celebrate their “nachtmaal”
-(communion), of which it is their habit, in company with their wives
-and children, to partake four times a year. The “Volksraad,” or local
-Parliament, was also in special session to consider the proposals made
-to it on behalf of the Imperial Government, so that the little town was
-positively choked with visitors. The road down which they were passing
-ran past the buildings used as Government offices, and between this and
-the Dutch church a considerable crowd was gathered, which, to judge
-from the shouts and volleys of oaths—Dutch and English—that proceeded
-from it, was working itself up into a state of excitement.
-
-“Hold on,” shouted Ernest to the voorlooper; and then, turning to Mr.
-Alston, “There is a jolly row going on there; let us go and see what it
-is.”
-
-“All right, my boy; where the fighting is, there will the Englishmen be
-gathered together;” and they climbed down off the waggon and made for
-the crowd.
-
-The row was this. Among the Boers assembled for the “nachtmaal”
-festival was a well-known giant of the name of Van Zyl. This man’s
-strength was a matter of public notoriety all over the country, and
-many were the feats which were told of him. Among others it was said
-that he could bear the weight of the after-part of an African buck
-waggon on his shoulders, with a load of three thousand pounds of corn
-upon it, while the wheels were greased. He stood about six feet seven
-high, weighed eighteen stone and a half, and had a double row of teeth.
-On the evening in question this remarkable specimen of humanity was
-sitting on his waggon-box with a pipe, of which the size was
-proportionate to his own, clinched firmly between his double row of
-teeth. About ten paces from him stood a young Englishman, also of large
-size, though he looked quite small beside the giant, who was
-contemplating the phenomenon on the waggon-box, and wondering how many
-inches he measured round the chest. That young Englishman had just got
-off a newly arrived waggon, and his name was Jeremy Jones.
-
-To these advances a cringing Hottentot boy of small size. The Hottentot
-is evidently the servant or slave of the giant, and a man standing by
-Jeremy, who understands Dutch, informs him that he is telling his
-master that an ox has strayed. Slowly the giant rouses himself, and,
-descending from the waggon-box, seizes the trembling Tottie with one
-hand, and, taking a reim of buftalo-hide, lashes him to the
-waggon-wheel.
-
-“Now,” remarked Jeremy’s acquaintance, “you will see how a Boer deals
-with a nigger.”
-
-“You don’t mean to say that great brute is going to beat that poor
-little devil?”
-
-Just then a small fat woman put her head out of a tent pitched by the
-waggon, and inquired what the matter was. She was the giant’s wife. On
-being informed of the straying of the ox, her wrath knew no bounds.
-
-“Slaat em! slaat de swartsel!” (Thrash him! thrash the black creature!)
-she cried out in a shrill voice, running to the waggon, and with her
-own fair hands drawing out a huge “sjambock,” that is, a strip of
-prepared hippopotamus-hide, used to drive the after-oxen with, and
-giving it to her spouse. “Cut the liver out of the black devil!” she
-went on, “but mind you don’t hit his head, or he won’t be able to go to
-work afterwards. Never mind about making the blood come! I have got
-lots of salt to rub in.”
-
-Her harangue, and the sight of the Hottentot tied to the wheel, had by
-this time attracted quite a crowd of Boers and Englishmen who were
-idling about the market-square.
-
-“Softly, Vrouw, softly; I will thrash enough to satisfy even you, and
-we all know that must be very hard where a black creature is in
-question.”
-
-A roar of laughter from the Dutch people round greeted this sally of
-wit, and the giant, taking the sjambock with a good-humoured smile—for,
-like most giants, he was easy-tempered by nature—lifted it, whirled his
-great arm, thick as the leg of an average man, round his head, and
-brought the whip down on the back of the miserable Hottentot. The poor
-wretch yelled with pain, and no wonder, for the greasy old shirt he
-wore was divided clean in two, together with the skin beneath it, and
-the blood was pouring from the gash.
-
-“Allamachter! dat is een lecker slaat” (Almighty! that was a nice one),
-said the old woman; at which the crowd laughed again.
-
-But there was one man who did not laugh, and that man was Jeremy. On
-the contrary, his clear eyes flashed and his brown cheek burned with
-indignation. Nor did he stop at that. Stepping forward, he placed
-himself between the giant and the howling Hottentot, and said to the
-former, in the most nervous English:
-
-“You are a damned coward!”
-
-The Boer stared at him and smiled, and then, turning, asked what the
-“English fellow” was saying. Somebody translated Jeremy’s remark,
-whereupon the Boer, who was not a bad-natured fellow, smiled again, and
-remarked that Jeremy must be madder than the majority of “accursed
-Englishmen.” Then he turned to continue thrashing the Hottentot, but,
-lo! the mad Englishman was still there. This put the Dutchman out.
-
-“Footsack, carl; ik is Van Zyl!” (Get out, fellow; I am Van Zyl!) This
-was interpreted to Jeremy by the by-standers.
-
-“All right; and tell him that I am Jones, a name he may have heard
-before,” was the reply.
-
-“What does this brain-sick fellow want?” shouted the giant.
-
-Jeremy explained that he wanted him to stop his brutality. “And what
-will the little man do if I refuse?” “I shall try to make you,” was the
-answer. This remark was received with a shout of laughter from the
-crowd which had now collected, in which the giant joined very heartily
-when it was interpreted to him.
-
-Giving Jeremy a shove to one side, he again lifted the great sjambock,
-with the purpose of bringing it down on the Hottentot. Another second,
-and Jeremy had snatched the whip from his hand, and sent it flying
-fifty yards away. Then, realising that his antagonist was really in
-earnest, the great Dutchman solemnly set himself to crush him. Doubling
-a fist which was the size of a Welsh leg of mutton, he struck with all
-his strength straight at the Englishman’s head. Had the blow caught
-Jeremy, it would in all probability have killed him; but he was a
-practised boxer, and, without moving his body, he swung his head to one
-side. The Boer’s fist passed him harmlessly, and, striking the panel of
-the waggon, went clean through it. Next instant several of the giant’s
-double row of teeth were rolling loose in his mouth. Jeremy had
-returned the stroke by a right-hander, into which he put all his power,
-and which would have knocked any other man backwards.
-
-A great shout from the assembled Englishmen followed this blow, and a
-counter-shout from the crowd of Dutchmen, who pointed triumphantly to
-the hole in the stout yellow-wood panel made by their champion’s fist,
-and asked who the madman was who dared to stand against him.
-
-The Boer turned and spat out some of his superfluous teeth, and at the
-same instant a young Englishman came and caught hold of Jeremy by the
-arm.
-
-“For Heaven’s sake, my dear fellow, be careful! That man will kill you;
-he is the strongest man in the Transvaal. You are a fellow to be proud
-of, though!”
-
-“He may try,” said Jeremy laconically, stripping off his coat and
-waistcoat. “Will you hold these for me?”
-
-“Hold them?” answered the young fellow, who was a good sort; “ay, that
-I will, and I would give half I have to see you lick him. Dodge him;
-don’t let him strike you, or he will kill you. I saw him stun an ox
-once with a blow of his fist.”
-
-Jeremy smiled.
-
-“Stop,” he said. “Ask that coward, if I best him, if he will let off
-that miserable beggar?” and he pointed to the trembling Hottentot.
-
-The question was put, and the great man answered, “Yah, yah! I will
-make you a present of him!” ironically, and then expressed his
-intention of knocking Jeremy into small pieces in the course of the
-next two minutes.
-
-Then they faced one another. The giant was a trifle over six feet seven
-high; Jeremy was a trifle under six feet two and a half, and looked
-short beside him. But one or two critical observers, looking at the
-latter now that he was stripped for the encounter, shrewdly guessed
-that the Dutchman would have his work cut out. Jeremy did not, it is
-true, scale more than fourteen stone six, but his proportions were
-perfect. The great deep chest, the brawny arms—not very large, but a
-mass of muscle—the short strong neck, the quick eye, and massive leg,
-all bespoke the strength of a young Hercules. It was evident, too, that
-though he was so young, and not yet come to his full power, he was in
-the most perfect training. The Boer, on the other hand, was enormous,
-but his flesh was somewhat soft. Still, knowing his feats, the
-Englishmen present sighed for their champion, feeling that he had no
-chance.
-
-For a moment they stood facing each other; then Jeremy made a feint,
-and, getting in, planted a heavy blow with his left hand on his
-adversary’s chest. But he was to pay for it, for the next second the
-Dutchman got in his right hand, and Jeremy was lifted clean off his
-feet, and sent flying backwards among the crowd.
-
-The Boers cheered, the giant smiled, and the Englishmen looked sad.
-They knew how it would be.
-
-But Jeremy picked himself up little the worse. The stroke had struck
-the muscles of his chest, and had not hurt him greatly. As he advanced,
-the gradually increasing crowd of Englishmen cheered him warmly, and he
-swore in his heart that he would justify those cheers, or die for it.
-
-It was at this juncture that Ernest and Mr. Alston came up.
-
-“Good heavens!” exclaimed the former; “it is Jeremy.”
-
-Mr. Alston took in the situation at a glance.
-
-“Don’t let him see you; you will put him off,” he said. “Get behind
-me.”
-
-Ernest obeyed, overwhelmed. Mr. Alston shook his head. He recognised
-that Jeremy had a poor chance, but he did not say so to Ernest.
-
-Meanwhile Jeremy came up and faced the Dutchman. Encouraged by his late
-success, presently his adversary struck a tremendous blow at him.
-Jeremy dodged, and next instant succeeded in landing such a fearful
-right and left full on the giant’s face that the latter went reeling
-backwards.
-
-A yell of frantic excitement arose from the English portion of the
-crowd. This was indeed a David.
-
-[Illustration: “This was indeed a David.”]
-
-The Dutchman soon recovered, however, and, rendered more cautious, in
-his turn, kept out of Jeremy’s reach, trying to strike him down from a
-distance. For a round or two no important blow was struck, till at last
-a brilliant idea took possession of the young fellow who had charge of
-Jeremy’s coat.
-
-“Hit him about the body,” he whispered; “he’s soft.”
-
-Jeremy took the advice, and next round succeeded in getting in two or
-three blows straight from the shoulder, every one of which bruised the
-Boer’s huge body sadly, and made him rather short of wind.
-
-Next round he repeated the same tactics, receiving himself a stroke on
-the shoulder from Van Zyl’s right hand that for a moment rendered his
-left arm helpless. Before another second was over, however, Jeremy had
-his revenge, and the blood was pouring from his adversary’s lips.
-
-And now the popular excitement on both sides grew intense, for to the
-interest attaching to the encounter was added that of national feeling,
-which was then at a high state of tension. Englishmen, Dutchmen, and a
-mob of Kafirs yelled and shouted, and each of the former two felt that
-the honour of his people was on the issue. And yet it was an unequal
-fight.
-
-“I believe that your friend will be a match for Van Zyl,” said Mr.
-Alston, coolly, but the flash of his eye belied his coolness; “and I
-tell you what, he’s a devilish fine fellow, too.”
-
-At that moment, however, an untoward thing happened. The giant struck
-out his strongest, and Jeremy could not succeed in entirely warding off
-the blow, though he broke its force. Crashing through his guard, it
-struck him on the forehead, and for a moment he dropped senseless. His
-second rushed up and dashed some water over him, and in another instant
-he was on his legs again; but for the rest of that round he contented
-himself with dodging his adversary’s attack, at which the Dutchmen
-cheered, thinking that his iron strength was broken.
-
-But presently, when for the sixth time Jeremy came up with the same
-quiet look of determination in his eyes, and, except that the gaping of
-the nostrils and the twitching of the lip showed a certain measure of
-distress, looking but little the worse, they turned with anxiety to
-examine the condition of the giant. It was not very promising. He was
-perspiring profusely, and his enormous chest rose and fell in jerks.
-Wherever Jeremy’s strokes had fallen, also, a great blue bruise had
-risen on his flesh. It was evident that his condition was the worse of
-the two, but still the Boers had little doubt of the issue. It could
-not be that the man could be worsted by an English lad, who, for a bet,
-with one hand had once quelled the struggles of a wild ox, holding it
-for the space of five minutes by the horn. So they called on him to
-stop playing with the English boy, and crush him.
-
-Thus encouraged, the giant came on, striking out with fearful force,
-but wildly, for he could not box. For thirty seconds or more Jeremy
-contented himself with avoiding the blows; then, seeing an opportunity,
-he planted a heavy one on his adversary’s chest. This staggered Van Zyl
-and threw him off his guard, and, taking the offensive, Jeremy dodged
-in right under the huge fists that beat the air above him, and hit
-upwards with all his power. Thud, thud! The sound of the blows could be
-heard fifty yards off. Nor were they without their effect. The giant
-staggered, threw up his arms, and, amidst fearful shouts and groans,
-fell like an ox struck with a pole-axe. But it was not over yet. In
-another moment he was on his legs again, and, spitting out blood and
-teeth, whirling his hands like the sails of a windmill, reeled straight
-at Jeremy, a fearful and alarming spectacle. As he came, again Jeremy
-hit him in the face, but it did not stop him, and in another second the
-huge arms had closed round him and held him like a vice.
-
-“Not fair! no holding!” shouted the Englishmen; but the Boer held on.
-Indeed, he did more. Putting all his vast strength into the effort, he
-strained and tugged, meaning to lift Jeremy up and dash him on the
-ground. But lo! amid frantic shouts from the crowd, Jeremy stood firm,
-moving not an inch, whereupon the Boers called out, saying that he was
-not a mortal, but a man possessed with a devil! Again the Dutchman
-gripped him, and this time succeeded in lifting him a few inches from
-the ground.
-
-“By George, he will throw him next time!” said Mr. Alston to Ernest,
-who was shaking like a leaf with the excitement; “look!—he is turning
-white; the grip is choking him.”
-
-And, indeed, Jeremy was in evil case; his senses were fast being
-crushed out of him in that fearful embrace, and he vas thinking with
-bitter sorrow that he must fail after all, for an Englishman does not
-like to be beaten even when he has fought his best. Just then it was,
-when things were beginning to swim around him, that a voice he loved,
-and which he had been listening for these many months, rang in his
-ears; whether it was fancy or whether he really heard it he knew not.
-
-“Remember ‘Marsh Joe,’ Jeremy, and _lift him._ Don’t be beat. For God’s
-sake, lift him!” said the voice.
-
-Now there was a trick, which I will not tell you, but which a famous
-Eastern Counties’ wrestler, known as Marsh Joe, had taught to Jeremy.
-So well had he taught him, indeed, that at the age of seventeen Jeremy
-had hoisted his teacher with his own trick.
-
-Just at the moment that Jeremy heard the voice, the giant shifted his
-hold a little, preparatory to making a fresh effort, and thus enabled
-his antagonist to fill his lungs with air. Ernest saw the broad white
-chest heave with relief, for by this time most of the upper clothing of
-the combatants had been wrenched away, and the darkening eye grow
-bright again, and he knew that Jeremy had heard him, and that he would
-conquer or die where he was.
-
-And then—lo, and behold! just as the Boer, feeling that at last he was
-master of the situation, leisurely enough prepared himself for the
-final struggle, suddenly the Englishman advanced his right leg a few
-inches, and with the rapidity of lightning entirely shifted his grip.
-Then he gathered himself for the effort. What secret reserve of
-strength he drew on, who can say? But Ernest’s voice had excited it,
-and it came at his call: and he did a thing that few living men could
-have done, and the fame of which will go down in South Africa from
-generation to generation. For the Englishman’s lithe arms had found
-their hold; they tightened and gripped till they sunk in almost level
-with the flesh of his mighty foe. Then slowly Jeremy began to gather
-purchase, swaying backwards and forwards, and the Dutchman swayed with
-him.
-
-“Make an end of him! make an end of him!” shouted the Boers. But
-behold! their champion’s eyes are starting from his blackened face; his
-head sinks lower and lower, his buttocks rise: he cannot stir.
-
-To and fro sways Jeremy, and now the giant’s feet are lifted from the
-ground. And then one slow and mighty effort—oh, gallant Jeremy!—up,
-still up above the gasping of the wonder-stricken crowd, up to his
-shoulders, Heaven, over it!
-
-Crash!
-
-Van Zyl fell, to be carried away by six strong men a cripple for life.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-ERNEST’S LOVE-LETTER
-
-
-Cheer after cheer arose from the Englishmen around, and angry curses
-from the Dutchmen, as Jeremy turned to look at the senseless carcass of
-the giant. But, even as he turned, exhausted Nature gave out, and he
-fell fainting into Ernest’s arms.
-
-Then did selected individuals of his fellow-countrymen come forward and
-bear him reverently to a restaurant called the “European,” where the
-proprietor—himself an old Eton fellow—met him, and washed and clothed
-and restored him, and vowed with tears in his eyes that he, Jeremy,
-should live at his expense for as long as he liked—ay, even if he chose
-to drink nothing meaner than champagne all day long; for thus it is
-that Englishmen greet one who ministers to that deepest rooted of all
-their feelings—national pride. And then, when at length he had been
-brought to, and refreshed with a tumblerful of dry Monopole, and
-wonderingly shaken Ernest by the hand, the enthusiasm of the crowd
-outside burst its bounds, and they poured into the restaurant, and,
-seizing Jeremy and the chair whereon he sat, they bore him in triumph
-round the market-square to the tune of “God save the Queen.” This was a
-proceeding that would have ended in provoking a riot had not an
-aide-de-camp from his Excellency the Special Commissioner, who sent a
-message begging that they would desist, succeeded in persuading them to
-return to the restaurant. And here they all dined, and forced Jeremy to
-drink a great deal more dry Monopole than was good for him, with the
-result that for the first and last time in his life he was persuaded
-into making an after-dinner speech. As far as it was reported it ran
-something like this:
-
-“Dear friends” (cheers) “and Englishmen” (renewed cheers)—pause—” all
-making great fuss about nothing” (cheers, and shouts of “No, no!”).
-“Fight the Dutchman again to-morrow—very big, but soft as putty—anybody
-fight him” (frantic cheering). “Glad I wasn’t thrashed, as you all seem
-so pleased. Don’t know why you are pleased; ’spose you didn’t like the
-Dutchman. ’Fraid he hurt himself over my shoulder. Wonder what he did
-it for? Sit down now. Dear friends, dear old Ernest—been looking for
-you for long while;” and he turned his glassy eye on to Ernest, who
-cheered frantically, under the impression that Jeremy had just said
-something very much to the point. “Sit down now” (“No, no; go on”).
-“Can’t go on—” quite pumped—very thirsty, too” (“Give him some more
-champagne; open a fresh case”). “Wish Eva and Doll were here, don’t
-you?” (loud cheers). “Gemman” (cheers)—“no, not gemman—friends” (louder
-cheers)—“no, not gemman—friends—English brothers” (yet louder cheers),
-“I give you a toast. Eva and Doll: you all know ’em and love ’em, or if
-you don’t you would, you see, if you did, you know.” (Frantic outburst
-of cheering, during which Jeremy tries to resume his seat, but
-gracefully drops on to the floor, and begins singing “Auld lang syne”
-under the table; whereupon the whole company rise, and with the
-exception of Ernest and a jovial member of the Special Commissioner’s
-staff, who get upon the table to lead the chorus, join hands and sing
-that beautiful old song with all the solemnity of intoxication; after
-which they drink more champagne, and jointly and severally swear
-eternal friendship, especially Ernest and the member of his
-Excellency’s staff, who shake hands and bless each other, till the
-warmth of their emotions proves too much for them, and they weep in
-chorus there upon the table.)
-
-For the rest, Ernest had some vague recollection of helping to drive
-his newly found friend home in a wheelbarrow that would persist in
-upsetting in every “sluit” or ditch, especially if it had running water
-in it; and that was about all he did remember.
-
-In the morning he woke up, or rather first became conscious of pain in
-his head, in a little double-bedded room attached to the hotel. On the
-pillow of the bed opposite to him lay Jeremy’s battered face.
-
-For a while Ernest could make nothing of all this. Why was Jeremy
-there? Where were they? Everything turned round and seemed
-phantasmagorial; the only real, substantial thing was that awful pain
-in the head. But presently things began to come back to him, and the
-sight of Jeremy’s bruised face recalled the fight, and the fight
-recalled the dinner, and the dinner brought back a vague recollection
-of Jeremy’s speech and of something he had said about Eva. What could
-it have been? Ah, Eva! Perhaps Jeremy knew something about her; perhaps
-he had brought the letter that had been so long in coming. O, how his
-heart went out towards her! But how came Jeremy there in bed before
-him? how came he to be in South Africa at all?
-
-At that moment his reflections were interrupted by the entry of
-Mazooku, bearing the coffee which it is the national habit in South
-Africa to drink early in the morning.
-
-The martial-looking Zulu, who seemed curiously out of place carrying
-cups of coffee, seeing that his master was awake, saluted him with the
-customary “Koos,” lifting one of the cups of coffee to give emphasis to
-the word, and nearly upsetting it in the effort.
-
-“Mazooku,” said Ernest, severely, “how did we get here?”
-
-The substance of the retainer’s explanation was as follows: When the
-moon was getting low—vanishing, indeed, behind the “horned house”
-yonder (the Dutch church with pinnacles on it), it occurred to him,
-waiting on the verandah, that his master must be weary; and as most had
-departed from the “dance” in the “tin house” (restaurant), evidently
-made happy by the “twala” (drink), he entered into the tin house to
-look for him, and found him overcome by sleep under the table, lying
-next to the “Lion-who-threw-oxen-over-his-shoulder” (i.e., Jeremy), so
-overcome by sleep, indeed, that it was quite impossible to conduct him
-to the waggon. This being so, he (Mazooku) considered what was his duty
-under the circumstances, and he came to the accurate conclusion that
-the best thing to do was to put them into the white man’s bed, since he
-knew that his master did not love the floor to lie on. Accordingly,
-having discovered that this was a room of beds, he and another Zulu
-entered, but were perplexed to find the beds already occupied by two
-white men, who had lain down to rest with their clothes on. But, under
-all these circumstances, he and the other Zulu, considering that their
-first thought should be towards their own master, had taken the liberty
-of lifting up the two white men, who were slumbering profoundly after
-the “dance,” by the head and by the heels, and putting them out in the
-sweet cool air of the night, leaving thus “made a place,” they then
-conveyed first Ernest, and having removed his clothes, put him into one
-bed, and next, in consideration of his undoubted greatness, they
-ventured to take the “Lion-who, &c.,” himself, and put him in the
-other. He was a very great man, the “Lion,” and his art of throwing
-greater men over his shoulder could only be attributed to witchcraft.
-He himself (Mazooku) had tried it on that morning with a Basutu, with
-whom he had a slight difference of opinion, but the result had not been
-all that could be desired, inasmuch as the Basutu had kicked him in the
-stomach, and forced him to drop him.
-
-Ernest laughed as heartily as his headache would allow at this story,
-and in doing so woke up Jeremy, who at once clapped his hands to his
-head and looked round; whereupon Mazooku, having saluted the awakened
-“Lion-who, &c.,” with much fervour, and spilled a considerable quantity
-of hot coffee over him in doing so, took his departure abashed, and at
-length the two friends were left alone. Thereupon, rising from their
-respective pallets, they took a step in all the glory of their undress
-uniform into the middle of the little room, and, after the manner of
-Englishmen, shook hands and called each other “old fellow.” Then they
-went back to bed and began to converse.
-
-“I say, old fellow, what on earth brought you out here?”
-
-“Well, you see, I came out to look you up. You did not write any
-letters, and they began to get anxious about you at home, so I packed
-up my duds and started. Your uncle stands unlimited tin, so I am
-travelling like a prince in a waggon of my own. I heard of you down in
-Maritzburg, and guessed that I had best make for Pretoria; and here I
-am and there you are, and I am devilish glad to see you again, old
-chap. By Jove, what a head I have! But, I say, why didn’t you write?
-Doll half broke her heart about it, and so did your uncle, only he
-would not say so.”
-
-“I did write. I wrote from Secocoeni’s country, but I suppose the
-letter did not fetch,” answered Ernest, feeling very guilty. “The fact
-is, old fellow, I had not the heart to write much; I have been so
-confoundedly down on my luck ever since that duel business.”
-
-“Ah!” interposed Jeremy, “that shot was a credit to you. I didn’t think
-you could have done it.”
-
-“A credit! I’ll tell you what, it is an awful thing to kill a man like
-that. I often see his face as he fell, at night in my sleep.”
-
-“I was merely looking at it as a shot,” replied Jeremy, innocently, “I
-don’t trouble myself with moral considerations, which are topsy-turvy
-sort of things; and, considered as a shot at twenty paces and under
-trying circumstances, it was a credit to you.”
-
-“And then, you see, Jeremy, there was another thing, you
-know—about—about Eva. Well, I wrote to her, and she has never answered
-my letter, unless,” with a gleam of hope, “you have brought an answer.”
-
-Jeremy shook his aching head.
-
-“Ah! no such luck. Well, it put me off, and that’s the fact. Since she
-has chucked me up, I don’t care twopence about anything. I don’t say
-but what she is right; I daresay that I am not worth sticking to. She
-can do much better elsewhere;” and Ernest groaned, and thought that his
-head was very bad indeed. “But there it is. I hadn’t the heart to write
-any more letters, and I was too proud to write again to her. Confound
-her! let her go! I am not going to grovel to any woman under heaven,
-no, not even to her!” and he kicked the bedclothes viciously.
-
-“I haven’t learned much Zulu yet,” replied Jeremy, sententiously; “but
-I know two words—‘hamba gachlé.’”
-
-“Well, what of them?” said Ernest, testily.
-
-“They mean, I am told, ‘take it easy,’ or ‘look before you leap,’ or
-‘never jump to conclusions,’ or ‘don’t be in a confounded hurry’; “very
-fine mottoes, I think.”
-
-“Of course they do; but what have they got to do with Eva?”
-
-“Well, just this: I said I had got no letter; I never said—”
-
-“What?” shouted Ernest.
-
-“Hamba gachlé,” replied Jeremy, the imperturbable, gazing at Ernest out
-of his blackened eyes. “I never said that I had not got a message.”
-
-Ernest sprang clean out of the little truckle-bed, shaking with
-excitement. “What is it, man?”
-
-“Just this. She told me to tell you that she ‘loved you dearly.’”
-
-Slowly Ernest sat down on the bed again, and, throwing a blanket over
-his head and shoulders, remarked, in a tone befitting a sheeted ghost:
-
-“The devil she did! Why couldn’t you say so before?”
-
-Then he got up again and commenced walking, blanket and all, up and
-down the little room with long strides, and knocking over the water-jug
-in his excitement.
-
-“Hamba gachlé,” again remarked Jeremy, rising and picking up the
-water-jug. “How are we going to get any more water? I’ll tell you all
-about it.”
-
-And he did, including the story of Mr. Plowden’s shaking, at which
-Ernest chuckled fiercely.
-
-“I wish I had been there to kick him,” he remarked, parenthetically.
-
-“I did that too; I kicked him hard,” put in Jeremy; at which Ernest
-chuckled again.
-
-“I can’t make it all out,” said Ernest, at length, “but I will go home
-at once.”
-
-“You can’t do that, old fellow. Your respected uncle, Sir Hugh, will
-have you run in.”
-
-“Ah, I forgot! Well, I will write to her to-day.”
-
-“That’s better; and now let’s dress. My head is rather clearer. By
-George, though, I am stiff! It is no joke fighting a giant.”
-
-But Ernest answered not a word. He was already, after his quick-brained
-fashion, employed in concocting his letter to Eva.
-
-In the course of the morning he drafted it. It, or rather that part of
-it with which we need concern ourselves, ran thus:
-
-“Such then, my dearest Eva, was the state of my mind towards you. I
-thought—God forgive me for the treason!—that perhaps you were, as so
-many women are, a fairweather lover, and that now that I am in trouble
-you wished to slip the cable. If that was so, I felt that it was not
-for me to remonstrate. I wrote to you, and I knew that the letter came
-safely to your hands. You did not answer it, and I could only come to
-one conclusion. Hence my own silence. And to be plain I do not at this
-moment quite understand why you have never written. But Jeremy has
-brought me your message, and with that I must be content; for no doubt
-you have reasons which are satisfactory to yourself, and if that is so,
-no doubt, too, they would be equally satisfactory to me if I only knew
-them. You see, my dearest love, the fact is that I trust and believe in
-you utterly and entirely. What is right and true, what is loyal and
-sincere to me and to yourself—those are the things that you will do.
-Jeremy tells me a rather amusing story about the new clergyman who has
-come to Kesterwick, and who is, it appears, an aspirant for your hand.
-Well, Eva, I am sufficiently conceited not to be jealous; although I am
-in the unlucky position of an absent man, and worse still, an absent
-man under a cloud, I do not believe that he will cut me out. But on the
-day that you can put your hand upon your heart, and look me straight in
-the eyes, and tell me, on your honour as a lady, that you love this or
-any other man better than you do me, on that day I shall be ready to
-resign you to him. But till that day comes—and there is something which
-tells me that it is as impossible for it to come as for the
-mountain-range I look on as I write to move towards the town and bury
-it—I am free from jealousy, for I know that it is impossible that you
-should be faithless to your love.
-
-“Oh, my sweet, the troth we plighted was not for days, or years, or
-times—it was for ever. I believe that nothing can dissolve it, and that
-Death himself will be powerless against it. I believe that with each
-new and progressive existence it will re-arise as surely as the flowers
-in spring, only, unlike them, more fragrant and beautiful than before.
-Sometimes I think that it has already existed through countless ages.
-Strange thoughts come into a man’s mind out there on the great veldt,
-riding alone hour after hour, and day after day, through sunlight and
-through moonlight, till the spirit of Nature broods upon him, and he
-begins to learn the rudiments of truth. Some day I shall tell them all
-to you. Not that _I_ have ever been quite alone, for I can say honestly
-that you have always been at my side since I left you; there has been
-no hour of the day or night when you have not been in my thoughts, and
-I believe that, till death blots out my senses, no such hour will ever
-come.
-
-“Day by day, too, my love has grown stronger even in its despair. Day
-by day it has taken shape and form and colour, and become more and more
-a living thing, more and more an entity, as distinct as soul and body,
-and yet as inextricably blended and woven into the substance of each.
-If ever a woman was beloved, you are that woman, Eva Ceswick; if ever a
-man’s life, present and to come, lay in a woman’s hands, my life lies
-in yours. It is a germ which you can cast away or destroy, or which you
-can nourish till it bursts into bloom, and bears fruit beautiful beyond
-imagining. You are my fate, my other part. With you my destiny is
-intertwined, and you can mould it as you will. There is no height to
-which I cannot rise by your side; there is no depth to which I may not
-sink without you.
-
-“And now, what does all this lead up to? Will you make a sacrifice for
-me, who am ready to give all my life to you—no, who have already given
-it? That sacrifice is this: I want you to come out here and marry me;
-for, as you know, circumstances prevent me from returning to you. If
-you will come, I will meet you at the Cape, and marry you there. Ah,
-surely you will come! As for money, I have plenty from home, and can
-make as much more as we shall want here, so that need be no obstacle.
-It is long to wait for your answer—three months—but I hope that the
-faith that will, as the Bible tells us, enable people to move
-mountains—and my faith in you is as great as that—will also enable me
-to bear the suspense, and in the end prove its own reward.”
-
-Ernest read selected portions of this exalted composition to Mr. Alston
-and Jeremy. Both listened in solemn silence, and at the conclusion
-Jeremy scratched his head and remarked that it was deep enough to
-“fetch” any girl, though for his part he did not quite understand it.
-Mr. Alston relit his pipe, and for awhile said nothing; but to himself
-he thought that it was a remarkable letter for so young a man to have
-written, and revealed a curious turn of mind. One remark he did make,
-however, and that was rather a rude one:
-
-“The girl won’t understand what you are driving at. Master Ernest; she
-will think that you have gone off your head in these savage parts. All
-you say may or may not be true—on that point I express no opinion; but
-to write such things to a woman is to throw your pearls before swine.
-You should ask her about her bonnets, my boy, and tell her what sort of
-dresses she should bring out, and that the air is good for the
-complexion. She would come then.”
-
-Here Ernest fired up.
-
-“You are beastly cynical, Alston, and you should not speak of Miss
-Ceswick like that to me. Bonnets, indeed!”
-
-“All light, my lad—all right. Time will show. Ah, you boys! you go
-building up your ideals of ivory and gold and fine linen, only to find
-them one day turned into the commonest of clay, draped in the dirtiest
-of rags. Well, well, it is the way of the world; but you take my
-advice, Ernest: burn that letter, and go in for an Intombi. It is not
-too late yet, and there is no mistake about the sort of clay a Kafir
-girl is made of.”
-
-Here Ernest stamped out of the room in a passion.
-
-“Too cock-sure, wanted cooling down a little,” remarked Mr. Alston to
-Jeremy; “should never be cock-sure where a woman is concerned; women
-are fond of playing dirty tricks, and saying they could not help it. I
-know them; for, though you mightn’t think it, I was once young myself.
-Come on; let us go and find him, and go for a walk.”
-
-They found Ernest sitting on the box of the waggon, which was
-outspanned together with Jeremy’s, just outside the town, and looking
-rather sulky.
-
-“Come on, Ernest,” said Mr. Alston, apologetically; “I will throw no
-more mud at your ideal. In the course of the last thirty years I have
-seen so many fall to pieces of their own accord that I could not help
-warning you. But perhaps they make them of better stuff in England than
-we do in these parts.”
-
-Ernest descended and soon forgot his pique. It was but rarely that he
-bore malice for more than half an hour. As they walked along one of the
-by-streets they met the young fellow who had acted as second to Jeremy
-in the big fight of the previous day. He informed them that he had just
-been to inquire how the giant was. It appeared that he had received an
-injury to the spine, the effect of Jeremy’s “lift,” from which there
-was little hope of his recovery. He was not, however, in much pain.
-This intelligence distressed Jeremy not a little. He had earnestly
-desired to thrash the giant, but he had had no wish to injure him. With
-his usual promptitude he announced his intention of going to see his
-fallen enemy.
-
-“You are likely to meet with a warm reception if you do,” said Mr.
-Alston.
-
-“I’ll risk it. I should like to tell him that I am sorry.”
-
-“Very good; come along—that is the house.”
-
-The injured man had been carried to the house of a relative just
-outside the town, a white thatched building that had been built
-five-and-thirty years before, when the site of Pretoria was a plain,
-inhabited only by quaggas, eland, and vilderbeeste. In front of the
-door was a grove of orange-trees, which smelled sweet and looked golden
-with hanging fruit.
-
-The house itself was a small white building, with a double-swinging
-door, like those used in stables in this country. The top half of the
-door was open, and over the lower portion of it leaned a Boer, a
-rough-looking customer, smoking a huge pipe.
-
-“‘Dagh, Oom’” (Good-day, uncle), said Mr. Alston, stretching out his
-hand.
-
-The other looked at him suspiciously, and then held out a damp paw to
-each in turn, at the same time opening the door. As Ernest passed the
-threshold he noticed that the clay flooring was studded with
-peach-stones well trodden into its substance to prevent wear and tear
-from passing feet. The door opened into a fair-sized room with
-whitewashed walls called the “sit-kam” or sitting-room, and furnished
-with a settee, a table, and several chairs seated with “rimpi,” or
-strips of hide. On the biggest of these chairs sat a woman of large
-size, the mother of the family. She did not rise on their entry, but
-without speaking held out a limp hand, which Mr. Alston and the others
-shook, addressing her affectionately as “tanta,” or aunt. Then they
-shook hands with six or seven girls and young men, the latter sitting
-about in an aimless sort of way, the former clearing off the remains of
-the family meal, which had consisted of huge bones of boiled fresh
-beef. So fresh was it, indeed, that on the floor by the side of the
-table lay the gory head and skin of a newly killed ox, from which the
-beef had been cut. Ernest, noticing this, wondered at the superhuman
-strength of stomach that could take its food under such circumstances.
-
-The preliminary ceremony of hand-shaking having been got through, Mr.
-Alston, who spoke Dutch perfectly, explained the object of their visit.
-The faces of the Dutchmen darkened as he did so, and the men scowled at
-Jeremy with hatred not unmingled with terror. When he had done, the
-oldest man said that he would ask his cousin if he would see them,
-adding, however, that he was so ill that he did not think it likely.
-Raising a curtain, which served as a door, he passed from the
-sitting-room into the bedroom, or “slaap-kam.” Presently he returned,
-and beckoned to the Englishmen to enter. They passed into a small
-chamber about ten feet square, which was hermetically sealed from air,
-after the fashion of these people in cases of any illness. On a large
-bed that blocked up most of the room, and on which it was the usual
-habit of the master of the house and his wife to sleep _in their
-clothes,_ lay the fallen giant. So much as could be seen of his face
-was a mass of hideous bruises, and one of his hands, which lay on the
-bed, was in splints; the chief injury, however, was to his back, and
-from this he could never expect to recover. By his side sat his little
-wife, who had on the previous day urged the thrashing of the Hottentot.
-She glared fiercely at Jeremy, but said nothing. On catching sight of
-his victor, the giant turned his face to the wall, and asked what he
-wanted.
-
-“I have come,” said Jeremy, Mr. Alston interpreting for him, “to say
-that I am sorry that you are injured so much; that I wanted to beat
-you, but had no idea that I should hurt you so. I know that the trick
-of throwing a man as I threw you is very dangerous, and I only used it
-as a last resource, and because you would have killed me if I had not.”
-
-The Boer muttered something in reply about its being very bitter to be
-beaten by such a little man.
-
-It was evident to Ernest that the man’s pride was utterly broken. He
-had believed himself the strongest man, white or black, in Africa, and
-now an English lad had thrown him over his shoulder like a plaything.
-
-Jeremy next said that he hoped that he bore no malice, and would shake
-hands.
-
-The giant hesitated a little, and then stretched out his uninjured
-hand, which Jeremy took.
-
-“Englishman,” he said, “you are a wonderful man, and you will grow
-stronger yet. You have made a baby of me for life, and turned my heart
-to a baby’s too. Perhaps one day some man will do the same for you.
-Till then you can never know what I feel. They will give you the
-Hottentot outside. No, you must take him; you won him in fair fight. He
-is a good driver, though he is so small. Now go.”
-
-The sight was a painful one, and they were not sorry to get away from
-it. Outside they found one of the young Boers waiting with the
-Hottentot boy, whom he insisted on handing over to Jeremy.
-
-Any scruples the latter had about accepting him were overcome by the
-look of intense satisfaction on the features of the poor wretch himself
-when he learnt that he was to be handed over.
-
-His name was “Aasvögel” (vulture), and he made Jeremy an excellent and
-most faithful servant.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-A WAY OF ESCAPE
-
-
-When Mr. Alston, Jeremy, and Ernest emerged from the back street in
-which was the house they had visited into one of the principal
-thoroughfares of Pretoria, they came upon a curious sight. In the
-middle of the street stood, or rather danced, a wiry Zulu, dressed in
-an old military greatcoat and the ordinary native “moocha,” or scanty
-kilt, and having a red worsted comforter tied round one arm. He was
-shouting out something at the top of his voice, and surrounded by a
-crowd of other natives, who at intervals expressed their approval of
-what he was saying in deep guttural exclamations.
-
-“What is that lunatic after?” asked Jeremy.
-
-Mr. Alston listened for a minute, and answered:
-
-“I know the man well. His name is Goza. He is the fleetest runner in
-Natal, and can go as fast as a horse; indeed, there are few horses that
-he cannot tire out. By profession he is a ‘praiser.’ He is now singing
-the praises of the Special Commissioner—‘bongering’ they call it. This
-is what he is saying:
-
-“‘Listen to the foot of the great elephant Somptseu (Sir T. Shepstone).
-Feel how the earth shakes beneath the tread of the white t’Chaka,*
-father of the Zulus, foremost among the great white people. Ou! he is
-coming; ou! he is here. See how the faces of the “Amaboona” (the Boers)
-turn pale before him. He will eat them up; he will swallow them, the
-huge vulture, who sits still till the ox is dead, who fights the fight
-of “sit down.” Oh! he is great, the lion; where he turns his eye the
-people melt away, their hearts turn to fat. Where is there one like
-Somptseu, the man who is not afraid of Death; who looks at Death and it
-runs from him; who has the tongue of honey; who reigns like the first
-star at night; who is beloved and honoured of the great white mother,
-the Queen; who loves his children, the Amazulu, and shelters them under
-his wide wing; who lifted Cetywayo out of the dirt, and can put him
-back in the dirt again? Abase yourselves, you low people, doctor
-yourself with medicine, lest his fierce eyes should burn you up. O,
-hark! he comes, the father of kings, the Chaka; O! be still; O! be
-silent; O! shake in your knees. He is here, the elephant, the lion, the
-fierce one, the patient one, the strong one! See he deigns to talk to
-little children; he teaches them wisdom; he gives light like the sun—he
-is the sun—he is t’Somptseu.’“
-
-At this juncture a quiet-looking, oldish gentleman, entirely unlike
-either an elephant, a lion, or a vulture, of medium height, with gray
-whiskers, a black coat, and a neat black tie fastened in a bow, came
-round the corner, leading a little girl by the hand. As he came the
-praiser lifted up his right hand, and in the most stentorian tones gave
-the royal salute, “Bayte,” which was re-echoed by all the other
-natives.
-
-The oldish gentleman, who was none other than the Special Commissioner
-himself, turned upon his extoller with a look of intense annoyance, and
-addressed him very sharply in Zulu.
-
-“Be still,” he said. “Why do you always annoy me with your noise? Be
-still, I say, you loud-tongued dog, or I will send you back to Natal.
-My head aches with your empty words.”
-
-* The Zulu Napoleon, great-uncle to the last King of Zululand,
-Cetywayo.
-
-
-“O, elephant! I am silent as the dead: Bayte. O Somptseu! I am quiet:
-‘Bayte.’“
-
-“Go! Begone!”
-
-With a final shout of Bayte the Zulu turned and fled down the street
-with the swiftness of the wind, shouting praises as he went.
-
-“How do you do, sir?” said Mr. Alston, advancing. “I was just coming up
-to call upon you.”
-
-“Ah, Alston, I am delighted to see you. I heard that you were gone on a
-hunting trip. Given up work and taken to hunting, eh? Well, I should
-like to do the same. If I could have found you when I came up here, I
-should have been tempted to ask you to come with us.”
-
-At this point Mr. Alston introduced Ernest and Jeremy. The Special
-Commissioner shook hands with them.
-
-“I have heard of you,” he said to Jeremy; “but I must ask you not to
-fight any more giants here just at present; the tension between Boer
-and Englishman is too great to allow of its being stretched any more.
-Do you know, you nearly provoked an outbreak last night with your
-fighting? I trust that you will not do it again.”
-
-He spoke rather severely, and Jeremy coloured. Presently, however, he
-made amends by asking them all to dinner.
-
-On the following morning Ernest sent off his letter to Eva. He also
-wrote to his uncle and to Dorothy, explaining his long silence as best
-he could. The latter, too, he for the first time took into his
-confidence about Eva. At a distance he no longer felt the same shyness
-in speaking to her about another woman that had always overpowered him
-when he was by her side.
-
-Now that he had been away from England for a year or so, many things
-connected with his home life had grown rather faint amid the daily
-change and activity of his new life. The rush of fresh impressions had
-to a great extent overlaid the old ones, and Dorothy and Mr. Cardus and
-all the old Kesterwick existence and surroundings seemed faint and far
-away. They were indeed rapidly assuming that unreality which in time
-the wanderer finds gather round his old associations. He feels that
-they know him no more; very likely he imagines that they have forgotten
-him, and so they become like the shades of the dead. It is almost a
-shock to such an one to come back and find, after an absence of many
-years, that though he has been living a rapid vigorous life, and
-storing his time with many acts, good, bad, and indifferent; though he
-thinks that he has changed so completely, and developed greatly in one
-direction or another, yet the old spots, the old familiar surroundings,
-and the old dear faces have changed hardly one whit. They have been
-living their quiet English life, in which sensation, incident, and
-excitement are things unfamiliar, and have varied not at all.
-
-Most people, as a matter of fact, change very little except in so far
-as they are influenced by the cyclic variations of their life, the
-passage from youth to maturity, and from maturity to age, and the
-attendant modes of thought and action befitting each period. But even
-then the change is superficial rather than real. What the child is,
-that the middle-aged person and the old man will be also. The reason of
-this appears to be sufficiently obvious: the unchanging personality
-that grows not old, the animating spiritual “ego,” is there, and
-practically identical at all periods of life. The body, the brain, and
-the subtler intellect may all vary according to the circumstances,
-mostly physical, of personal existence; but the effect that the passage
-of a few years, more or less active or stormy, can produce upon a
-principle so indestructible, so immeasurably ancient, and the inheritor
-of so far-reaching a destiny as we believe the individual human soul to
-be, surely must be small.
-
-Already Ernest began to find it something of a labour to indite
-epistles to people in England, and yet he had the pen of a ready
-writer. The links that bound them together were fast breaking loose.
-Eva, and Eva alone, remained clear and real to the vision of his mind.
-She was always with him; and to her, at any period of his life, he
-never found difficulty in writing. For, in truth, their very natures
-were interwoven, and the _rapport_ between them was not produced merely
-by the pressure of external circumstances, or by the fact of continual
-contact and mutual attraction arising from physical causes, such as the
-natural leaning of youth to youth and beauty to beauty.
-
-These causes, according to Ernest’s creed, no doubt had to do with its
-production, and perhaps were necessary to its mundane birth, as the
-battery is necessary to the creation of the electric spark. Thus, had
-Eva been old, instead of a young and lovely girl, the _rapport_ would
-perhaps never have come into being here. In short, they formed the
-cable along which the occult communication could pass, but there their
-function ended. Having once established that communication, and
-provided a means by which the fusion of spirit could be effected, youth
-and beauty and the natural attraction of sex to sex had done their
-part. The great dividing river that rolls so fast and wide between our
-souls in their human shape had been safely passed, and the two
-fortunate travellers had been allowed before their time to reap
-advantages—the measureless advantage of real love, so rare on earth,
-and at its best so stained by passion, which will only come to most of
-us, and then perhaps imperfectly in a different world from this.
-
-Yes, the bridge might now be broken down; it had served its purpose.
-Come age, or loss of physical attraction, or separation and icy
-silence, or the change called death itself, and the souls thus subtly
-blended can and will and do defy them. For the real life is not here;
-here only is the blind beginning of things, maybe the premature
-beginning.
-
-And so Ernest posted his letters, and then, partly to employ his
-thoughts, and partly because it was his nature to throw himself into
-whatever stream of life was flowing past him, he set himself to master
-the state of political affairs in the country in which he found
-himself.
-
-This need not be entered into here, further than to say that it was
-such as might with advantage have employed wiser heads than his, and
-indeed did employ them. Suffice it to say that he contrived to make
-himself of considerable use to the English party, both before and after
-the annexation of the Transvaal to the dominions of the Crown. Among
-other things he went on several missions in conjunction with Mr.
-Alston, with a view of ascertaining the real state of feeling among the
-Boers. Also, together with Jeremy, he joined a volunteer corps which
-was organised for the defence of Pretoria when it was still a matter of
-doubt whether or not the contemplated annexation would or would not
-result in an attack being made upon the town by the Boers. It was a
-most exciting time, and once or twice Ernest and Jeremy had narrow
-escapes of being murdered.
-
-However, nothing worthy of note happened to them, and at last the
-long-expected annexation came off successfully, to the intense joy of
-all the Englishmen in the country, and to the great relief of the vast
-majority of the Boers.
-
-Now, together with the proclamation by which the Transvaal was annexed
-to her Majesty’s dominions, was issued another that was to have a
-considerable bearing upon Ernest’s fortunes. This was none other than a
-promise of her Majesty’s gracious pardon to all such as had been
-resident in the Transvaal for a period of six months previous to the
-date of annexation, being former British subjects and offenders against
-the English criminal law, who would register their name and offence
-within a given time. The object of this proclamation was to give
-immunity from prosecution to many individuals formerly deserters from
-the English army, and other people who had in some way transgressed the
-laws, but were now occupying respectable positions in their adopted
-country.
-
-Mr. Alston read this proclamation attentively when it came out in a
-special number of the _Gazette._ Then, after thinking for a while, he
-handed it to Ernest.
-
-“You have read this amnesty proclamation?” he said.
-
-“Yes,” answered Ernest; “what of it?”
-
-“What of it? Ah, the stupidity of youth! Go down, go down on your
-knees, young man, and render thanks to the Power that inspired Lord
-Carnarvon with the idea of annexing the Transvaal. Can’t you very well
-see that it takes your neck out of the halter? Off with you, and
-register your name and offence with the secretary to Government, and
-you will be clear for ever from any consequences that might ensue from
-the slight indiscretion of having shot your own first cousin on British
-soil.”
-
-“By Jove, Alston! you don’t mean that!”
-
-“Mean it? of course I do. The proclamation does not specify any
-particular offence to which pardon is to be denied, and you have lived
-more than six months on Transvaal territory. Off you go!”
-
-And Ernest went like an arrow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-FOUND WANTING
-
-
-Ernest reached the Government office and registered his name, and in
-due course received “her Majesty’s gracious pardon and indemnity from
-and against all actions, proceedings, and prosecutions at law, having
-arisen, arising, or to arise, by whomsoever undertaken, &c., conveyed
-through his Excellency the Administrator of Our said territory of the
-Transvaal.”
-
-When this precious document was in his pocket, Ernest thought that he
-now for the first time fully realised what must be the feelings of a
-slave unexpectedly manumitted. Had it not been for this fortunate
-accident, the consequences of that fatal duel must have continually
-overshadowed him. Had he returned to England, he would have been liable
-at any period of his life to a prosecution for murder. Indeed, the arm
-of the law is long, and he lived in continual apprehension of an
-application for his extradition being made to the authorities of
-whatever country he was in. But now all this was gone from him, and he
-felt that he would not be afraid to have words with an
-attorney-general, or shudder any more at the sight of a policeman.
-
-His first idea on getting his pardon was to return straightway to
-England; but that silent Fate which directs men’s lives, driving them
-whither they would not, and forcing their bare and bleeding feet to
-stumble along the stony paths of its hidden purpose, came into his
-mind, and made him see that it would be better to delay a while. In a
-few weeks Eva’s answer would surely reach him. If he were to go now, it
-was even possible that he might pass her in mid-ocean, for in his heart
-he never doubted but that she would come.
-
-And indeed the very next mail there came a letter from Dorothy, written
-in answer to that which he had posted on the same day that he had
-written to Eva. It was only a short letter—the last post that could
-catch the mail was just going out, and his welcome letter had only just
-arrived; but she had twenty minutes, and she would send one line. She
-told him how grateful they were to hear that he was well and safe, and
-reproached him gently for not writing. Then she thanked him for making
-her his confidante about Eva Ceswick. She had guessed it long before,
-she said; and she thought they were both lucky in each other, and hoped
-and prayed that when the time came they would be as completely happy as
-it was possible for people to be. She had never spoken to Eva about
-him; but she should no longer feel any diffidence in doing so now. She
-should go and see her very soon, and plead his cause: not that it
-wanted any pleading, however, she was sure of that. Eva looked sad now
-that he was gone. There had been some talk a while back of Mr. Plowden,
-the new clergyman; but she supposed that Eva had given him his quietus,
-as she heard no more of it now; and so on, till “the postman is at the
-door waiting for this letter.”
-
-Little did Ernest guess what it cost poor Dorothy to write her
-congratulations and wishes of happiness. A man—the nobler animal,
-remember—could hardly have done it; only the inferior woman would show
-such unselfishness.
-
-This letter filled Ernest with a sure and certain hope. Eva, he clearly
-saw, had not had time to write by that mail; by the next her answer
-would come. It can be imagined that he waited for its advent with some
-anxiety.
-
-Mr. Alston, Ernest, and Jeremy had taken a house in Pretoria, and for
-the past month or two had been living in it very comfortably. It was a
-pleasant one-storied house, with a verandah and a patch of
-flower-garden in front of it, in which grew a large gardenia-bush
-covered with hundreds of sweet-scented blooms, and many rose-trees,
-that in the divine climate of Pretoria flourish like thistles in our
-own. Beyond the flowers was a patch of vines, covered at this season of
-the year with enormous bunches of grapes, extending down to the line of
-waving willow-trees, interspersed with clumps of bamboo that grew along
-the edge of the sluit and kept the house private from the road. On the
-other side of the narrow path which led to the gate was a bed of
-melons, now rapidly coming to perfection. This garden was Ernest’s
-especial pride and occupation, and just then he was much troubled in
-his mind about the melons, which were getting scorched by the bright
-rays of the sun. To obviate this he had designed cunning frameworks of
-little willow twigs, which he stuck over the melons and covered with
-dry grass—“parasols” he called them.
-
-One morning—it was a particularly lovely morning—Ernest was standing
-after breakfast on this path, smoking, and directing Mazooku as to the
-erection of the “parasols” over his favourite melons. It was not a job
-at all suited to the capacity of the great Zulu, whose assegai, stuck
-in the ground behind him in the middle of a small bundle of
-knob-sticks, seemed a tool ominously unlike those used by gardeners of
-other lands. However, “needs must when the devil drives,” and there was
-the brawny fellow on his knees, puffing and blowing, and trying to fix
-the tuft of grass to Ernest’s satisfaction.
-
-“Mazooku, you lazy hound,” said the latter, at last, “if you don’t put
-that tuft right in two shakes, by the heaven you will never reach, I’ll
-break your head with your own kerrie!”
-
-“Ow, Inkoos,” replied the Zulu, sulkily, again trying to prop up the
-tuft, and muttering to himself meanwhile.
-
-“Do you catch what that fellow of yours is saying?” asked Mr. Alston.
-“He is saying that all Englishmen are mad, and that you are the maddest
-of the mad. He considers that nobody who was not a lunatic would bother
-his head with those ‘weeds that stink’ (flowers), or these fruits
-which, even if you succeed in growing them—and surely the things are
-bewitched, or they would grow without ‘hats’ (Ernest’s parasols)— must
-lie very cold on the stomach.”
-
-At that moment the particular “hat” which Mazooku was trying to arrange
-fell down again, whereupon the Zulu’s patience gave out, and, cursing
-it for a witch in the most vigorous language, he emphasised his words
-by bringing his fist straight down on the melon, smashing it to pieces.
-Whereupon Ernest made for him, and he vanished swiftly.
-
-Mr. Alston stood by laughing at the scene, and awaited Ernest’s return.
-Presently he came strolling back, not having caught Mazooku. Indeed, it
-would not have greatly mattered if he had; for, as that swarthy
-gentleman very well knew, great indeed must be the provocation that
-could induce Ernest to touch a native. It was a thing to which he had
-an almost unconquerable aversion, in the same way that he objected to
-the word “nigger” as applied to a people who, whatever their faults may
-be, are, as a rule, gentlemen in the truest sense of the word.
-
-As he came strolling down the path towards him, his face a little
-flushed with the exertion, Mr. Alston thought to himself that Ernest
-was growing into a very handsome fellow. The tall frame, narrow at the
-waist and broad at the shoulders, the eloquent dark eyes, which so far
-surpass the loveliest gray or blue, the silken hair, which curled over
-his head like that on a Grecian statue, the curved lips, the quick
-intelligence and kindly smile that lit the whole face—all these things
-helped to make his appearance not so much handsome as charming, and to
-women captivating to a dangerous extent. His dress, too—which consisted
-of riding-breeches, boots and spurs, a white waistcoat and linen coat,
-with a very broad soft felt hat looped up at one side, so as to throw
-the face into alternate light and shadow—helped the general effect
-considerably. Altogether Ernest was a pretty fellow in those days.
-
-Jeremy was lounging on an easy-chair in the verandah, in company with
-the boy Roger Alston, and intensely interested in watching a furious
-battle between two lines of ants, black and red, who had their homes
-somewhere in the stonework. For a long while the issue of the battle
-remained doubtful, victory inclining, if anything, to the side of the
-thin red line, when suddenly, from the entrance to the nest of the
-black ants, there emerged a battalion of giants—great fellows, at least
-six times the size of the others—who fell upon the red ants and routed
-them, taking many prisoners. Then followed the most curious spectacle,
-namely, the deliberate execution of the captive red ants, by having
-their heads bitten off by the great black soldiers. Jeremy and Roger
-knew what was coming very well, for these battles were of frequent
-occurrence, and the casualties among the red ants simply frightful. On
-this occasion they determined to save the prisoners, which was effected
-by dipping a match in some of the nicotine at the bottom of a pipe, and
-placing it in front of the black giants. The ferocious insects would
-thereupon abandon their captives, and, rushing at the strange intruder,
-hang on like bulldogs till the poison did its work, and they dropped
-off senseless, to recover presently and stagger off home, holding their
-legs to their antennas and exhibiting every other symptom of frightful
-headache.
-
-Jeremy was sitting on a chair, oiling the matches, and Roger, kneeling
-on the pavement, was employed in beguiling the giants into biting them,
-when suddenly they heard the sound of galloping horses and the rattle
-of wheels. The lad, lowering his head still more, looked out towards
-the market-square through a gap between the willow-stems.
-
-“Hurrah, Mr. Jones,” he said, “here comes the mail!”
-
-Next minute, amid loud blasts from the bugle, and enveloped in a cloud
-of dust, the heavy cart, to the sides and seats of which the begrimed
-and worn-out passengers were clinging like drowning men to straws, came
-rattling along as fast as the six grays reserved for the last stage
-could gallop, and vanished towards the post-office.
-
-“There’s the mail, Ernest,” hallooed Jeremy; “she will bring the
-English letters.”
-
-Ernest nodded, turned a little pale, and nervously knocked out his
-pipe. No wonder: that mail-cart carried his destiny, and he knew it.
-Presently he walked across the square to the post-office. The letters
-were not sorted, and he was the first person there. Very soon one of
-his Excellency’s staff came riding down to get the Government House
-bag. It was the same gentleman with whom he had sung “Auld lang syne”
-so enthusiastically on the day of Jeremy’s encounter with the giant,
-and had afterwards been carted home in the wheelbarrow.
-
-“Hullo, Kershaw, here we are, ‘primos inter omnes,’ ‘primos primi
-primores,’ which is it? Come, Kershaw, you are the last from
-school—which is it? I don’t believe, you know—ha! ha! ha! What are you
-doing down here so soon? Does the ‘expectant swain await the postman’s
-knock’? Why, my dear fellow, you look pale; you must be in love or
-thirsty. So am I—the latter, not the former. Love, I do abjure thee.
-‘Quis separabit,’ who will have a split? I think that the sun can’t be
-far from the line. Shall we, my dear Kershaw, _shall_ we take an
-observation? Ha! ha! ha!”
-
-“No, thank you, I never drink anything between meals.”
-
-“Ah! my boy, a bad habit; give it up before it is too late. Break it
-off, my dear Kershaw, and always wet your whistle in the strictest
-moderation, or you will die young. What says the poet?—
-
-‘_He who drinks strong beer, and goes to bed mellow,
-Lives as he ought to live, lives as he ought to live,
-Lives as he ought to live, and dies a jolly good fellow._’
-
-
-Byron, I think, is it not? Ha! ha! ha!”
-
-Just then some others came up, and, somewhat to Ernest’s relief, his
-friend turned the light of his kindly countenance to shine elsewhere,
-and left him to his thoughts.
-
-At last the little shutter of the post-office was thrown up, and Ernest
-got his own letters, together with those belonging to Mr. Alston and
-Jeremy. He turned into the shade of a neighbouring verandah, and
-rapidly sorted the pile. There was no letter in Eva’s handwriting. But
-there was one in that of her sister Florence. Ernest knew the writing
-well; there was no mistaking its peculiar upright, powerful-looking
-characters. This he opened hurriedly. Enclosed in the letter was a
-note, which was in the writing he had expected to see. He rapidly
-unfolded it, and, as he did so, a flash of fear passed through his
-brain.
-
-“Why did she write in this way?”
-
-The note could not have been a long one, for in another minute it was
-lying on the ground, and Ernest, pale-faced and with catching breath,
-was clinging to the verandah post with both hands to save himself from
-falling. In a few seconds he recovered, and, picking up the note,
-walked quickly across the square towards his house. Halfway across he
-was overtaken by his friend on the Staff cantering gaily along on a
-particularly wooden-looking pony, from the sides of which his legs
-projected widely, and waving in one hand the Colonial Office bag
-addressed to the administrator of the Government.
-
-“Hullo, my abstemious friend!” he hallooed, as he pulled up the wooden
-pony with a jerk that sent each of its stiff legs sprawling in a
-different direction. “Was patience rewarded? Is Chloe over the water
-kind? If not, take my advice, and don’t trouble your head about her.
-_Quant on n’a pas ce qu’on aime,_ the wise man _aimes ce qu’il a._
-Kershaw, I have conceived a great affection for you, and I will let you
-into a secret. Come with me this afternoon, and I will introduce you to
-two charming specimens of indigenous beauty. Like roses they bloom upon
-the veldt, and waste their sweetness on the desert air. ‘Mater pulchra,
-puella pulcherrima,’ as Virgil says. I, as befits my years, will attach
-myself to the mater, for you sweet youth shall be reserved the puella.
-Ha! ha! ha! “And he brought the despatch-bag down with a sounding whack
-between the ears of the wooden pony, with the result that he was nearly
-sent flying into the sluit, being landed by a sudden plunge well on to
-the animal’s crupper.
-
-“Woho, Bucephalus, woho! or your mealies shall be cut off.”
-
-Just then he for the first time caught sight of the face of his
-companion, who was plodding along in silence by his side.
-
-“Hullo! what’s up, Kershaw?” he said, in an altered tone; “you don’t
-look well. Nothing wrong, I hope?”
-
-“Nothing, nothing,” answered Ernest, quietly; “that is, I have got some
-bad news, that is all. Nothing to speak of, nothing.”
-
-“My dear fellow, I am so sorry, and I have been troubling you with my
-nonsense. Forgive me. There, you wish to be alone. Good-bye.”
-
-A few seconds later, Mr. Alston and Jeremy, from their point of vantage
-on the verandah, saw Ernest coming with swift strides up the
-garden-path. His face was drawn with pain, and there was a fleck of
-blood upon his lip. He passed them without a word, and, entering the
-house, slammed the door of his own room. Mr. Alston and Jeremy looked
-at one another.
-
-“What’s up?” said the laconic Jeremy.
-
-Mr. Alston thought a while before he answered, as was his fashion.
-
-“Something gone wrong with ‘the ideal,’ I should say,” he said at
-length; “that is the way of ideals.”
-
-“Shall we go and see?” said Jeremy, uneasily.
-
-“No, give him a minute or two to pull himself together. Lots of time
-for consolation afterwards.”
-
-Meanwhile Ernest, having got into his room, sat down upon the bed, and
-again read the note which was enclosed in Florence’s letter. Then he
-folded it up and put it down, slowly and methodically. Next he opened
-the other letter, which he had not yet looked at, and read that too.
-After he had done it he threw himself face downwards on the pillow, and
-thought a while. Presently he arose, and, going to the other side of
-the room, took down a revolver case which hung to a nail, and drew out
-a revolver, which was loaded. Returning, he again sat down upon the
-bed, and cocked it. So he remained for a minute or two, and then slowly
-lifted the pistol towards his head. At that moment he heard footsteps
-approaching, and, with a quick movement, threw the weapon under the
-bed. As he did so Mr. Alston and Jeremy entered.
-
-[Illustration: “He slowly lifted the pistol towards his head.”]
-
-“Any letters, Ernest?” asked the former.
-
-“Letters! O yes, I beg your pardon; here they are;” and he took a
-packet from the pocket of his white coat, and handed them to him.
-
-Mr. Alston took them, looking all the while fixedly at Ernest, who
-avoided his glance.
-
-“What is the matter, my boy?” he said kindly, at last; “nothing wrong,
-I hope?”
-
-Ernest looked at him blankly.
-
-“What is it, old chap?” said Jeremy, seating himself on the bed beside
-him, and laying his hand on his arm.
-
-Then Ernest broke out into a paroxysm of grief painful to behold.
-Fortunately for all concerned, it was brief. Had it lasted much longer,
-something must have given way. Suddenly his mood changed, and he grew
-hard and bitter.
-
-“Nothing, my dear fellows, nothing,” he said; “that is, only the sequel
-to a pretty little idyl. You may remember a letter I wrote—to a
-woman—some months back. There, you both of you know the story. Now you
-shall hear the answer, or, to be more correct, the answers.
-
-“That—woman has a sister. Both she and her sister have written to me.
-My—her sister’s letter is the longest. We will take it first. I think
-that we may skip the first page, there is nothing particular in it, and
-I do not wish to—waste your time. Now listen:
-
-“‘By the way, I have a piece of news for you which will interest you,
-and which you will, I am sure, be glad to hear; for, of course, you
-will have by this time got over any little _tendresse_ you may have had
-in that direction. Eva’ (that is the woman to whom I wrote, and to whom
-I thought I was engaged) ‘is going to be married to a Mr. Plowden, a
-gentleman who has been acting as _locum tenens_ for Mr. Halford.’” Here
-Jeremy sprang up, and swore a great oath. Ernest motioned him down, and
-went on: “‘I say I am certain that you will be glad to hear this,
-because the match is in every respect a satisfactory one, and will, I
-am sure, bring dear Eva happiness. Mr. Plowden is well off, and, of
-course, a clergyman—two great guarantees for the success of their
-matrimonial venture. Eva tells me that she had a letter from you last
-mail’ (the letter I read you, gentlemen), ‘and asks me to thank you
-for it. If she can find time, she will send you a line shortly; but, as
-you will understand, she has her hands very full just at present. The
-wedding is to take place at Kesterwick Church on the 17th of May’ (that
-is to-morrow, gentlemen), ‘and, if this letter reaches you in time, I
-am sure you will think of us all on that day. It will be very quiet
-owing to our dear aunt’s death being still so comparatively recent.
-Indeed, the engagement has, in obedience to Mr. Plowden’s wishes—for he
-is very retiring—been kept quite secret, and you are absolutely the
-first person to whom it has been announced. I hope that you will feel
-duly flattered, sir. We are very busy about the trousseau, and just now
-the burning question is, of what colour the dress in which Eva is to go
-away in after the wedding shall be. Eva and I are all for gray. Mr.
-Plowden is for olive-green, and, as is natural under the circumstances,
-I expect that he will carry the day. They are together in the
-drawing-room settling it now. You always admired Eva (rather warmly
-once; do you remember how cut up you both were when you went away? Alas
-for the fickleness of human nature!); you should see her now. Her
-happiness makes her look lovely—but I hear her calling me. No doubt
-they have settled the momentous question. Good-bye. I am not clever at
-writing, but I hope that my news will make up for my want of
-skill.—Always yours,
-
-“‘Florence Ceswick.’
-
-
-Now for the enclosure,” said Ernest:
-
-“‘Dear Ernest,—I got your letter. Florence will tell you what there is
-to tell. I am going to be married. Think what you will of me; I cannot
-help myself. Believe me, this has cost me great suffering; but my duty
-seems clear. I hope that you will forget me, Ernest, as henceforth it
-will be my duty to forget you. Good-bye, my dear Ernest; O, good-bye!’”
-                        ‘E.’”
-
-
-
-
-“Humph!” murmured Mr. Alston beneath his breath. “As I thought—clay,
-and damned bad clay, too!”
-
-Slowly Ernest tore the letter into small fragments, threw them down,
-and stamped upon them with his foot as though they were a living thing.
-
-“I wish that I had shaken the life out of that devil of a parson!”
-groaned Jeremy, who was in his way as much affected by the news as his
-friend.
-
-“Curse you!” said Ernest, turning on him fiercely; “why didn’t you stop
-where you were and look after her, instead of coming humbugging after
-me?”
-
-Jeremy only groaned humbly by way of answer. Mr. Alston, as was his way
-when perplexed, filled his pipe and lit it. Ernest paced swiftly up and
-down the little room, the white walls of which he had decorated with
-pictures cut from illustrated papers, Christmas cards, and photographs.
-Over the head of the bed was a photograph of Eva herself, which he had
-framed in some beautiful native wood. He reached it down.
-
-“Look,” he said, “that is the lady herself. Handsome, isn’t she, and
-pleasant to look on? Who would have thought that she was such a devil?
-Tells me to forget her, and talks about ‘her duty’! Women love a little
-joke!”
-
-He hurled the photograph on to the floor, and treated it as he had
-treated the letter, grinding it to pieces with his heel.
-
-“They say,” he went on, “that a man’s curses are sometimes heard
-wherever it is they arrange these pleasant surprises for us. Now, you
-fellows bear witness to what I say, and watch that woman’s life. I
-curse her before God and man! May she lay down her head in sorrow night
-by night and year by year! May her——”
-
-“Stop, Ernest,” said Mr. Alston, with a shrug; “you might be taken at
-your word, and you wouldn’t like that, you know. Besides, it is
-cowardly to go on cursing at a woman.”
-
-Ernest paused, standing for a moment with his clenched fist still
-raised above his head, his pale lips quivering with intense excitement,
-and his dark eyes flashing and blazing like stars.
-
-“You are right,” he said, dropping his fist on to the table. “It is
-with the man that I have to deal.”
-
-“What man?”
-
-“This Plowden. I fear that I shall disturb his honeymoon.”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“I mean that I am going to kill him, or he is going to kill me; it does
-not matter which.”
-
-“Why, what quarrel have you with the man? Of course he looked after
-himself. You could not expect him to consider your interests, could
-you?”
-
-“If he had cut me out fairly, I should not have a word to say. Every
-man for himself in this pleasant world. But, mark my words, this parson
-and Florence have forced Eva into this unholy business, and I will have
-his life in payment. If you don’t believe me, ask Jeremy. He saw
-something of the game before he left.”
-
-“Look here, Kershaw, the man’s a parson. He will take shelter behind
-his cloth; he won’t fight. What shall you do then?”
-
-“I shall shoot him,” was the cool reply.
-
-“Ernest, you are mad; it won’t do. You shall not go, and that is all
-about it. You shall not ruin yourself over this woman, who is not fit
-to black an honest man’s shoes.”
-
-“Shall not! shall not! Alston, you use strong language. Who will
-prevent me?”
-
-“I will prevent you,” he answered, sternly. “I am your superior
-officer, and the corps you belong to is not disbanded. If you try to
-leave this place you shall be arrested as a deserter. Now don’t be a
-fool, lad; you have killed one man, and got out of the mess. If you
-kill another you will not get out of it. Besides, what will the
-satisfaction be? If you want revenge, be patient. It will come. I have
-seen something of life; at least, I am old enough to be your father,
-and I know that you think me a cynic because I laugh at your
-‘high-falutin’ about women. How justly I warned you, you see now. But,
-cynic or not, I believe in the God above us, and I believe, too, that
-there is a rough justice in this world. It is in the world principally
-that people expiate the sins of the world; and if this marriage is such
-a wicked thing as you think, it will bring its own trouble with it,
-without any help from you. Time will avenge you. Everything comes to
-him who can wait.”
-
-Ernest’s eyes glittered coldly as he answered: “I cannot wait. I am a
-ruined man already; all my life is laid waste. I wish to die, but I
-wish to kill him before I die.”
-
-“So sure as my name is Alston you shall not go!”
-
-“So sure as my name is Kershaw I _will_ go!”
-
-For a moment the two men faced one another; it would have been hard to
-say which looked the most determined. Then Mr. Alston turned and left
-the room and the house. On the verandah he paused and considered for a
-moment.
-
-“The boy means business,” he thought to himself. “He will try and bolt.
-How can I stop him? Ah, I have it!” And he set off briskly towards
-Government House, saying aloud as he went, “I love that lad too well to
-let him destroy himself over a jilt.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-ERNEST RUNS AWAY
-
-
-When Alston left the room, Ernest sat down on the bed again.
-
-“I am not going to be domineered over by Alston,” he said excitedly;
-“he presumes upon his friendship.”
-
-Jeremy came and sat beside him, and took hold of his arm.
-
-“My dear fellow, don’t talk like that. You know he means kindly by you.
-You are not yourself just yet. By-and-by you will see things in a
-different light.”
-
-“Not myself, indeed! Would you be yourself, I wonder, if you knew that
-the woman who had pinned all your soul to her bosom, as though it were
-a ribbon, was going to marry another man to-morrow?”
-
-“Old fellow, you forget, though I can’t talk of it in as pretty words
-as you can, I loved her too. I could bear to give her up to you,
-especially as she didn’t care a brass farthing about me; but when I
-think about this other fellow, with his cold gray eye and that mark on
-his confounded forehead—ah, Ernest, it makes me sick!”
-
-And they sat on the bed together and groaned in chorus, looking, to
-tell the truth, rather absurd.
-
-“I tell you what it is, Jeremy,” said Ernest, when he had finished
-groaning at the vision of his successful rival as painted by Jeremy;
-“you are a good fellow, and I am a selfish beast. Here have I been
-kicking up all this devil’s delight, and you haven’t said a word. You
-are a more decent chap than I am, Jeremy, by a long chalk. And I
-daresay you are as fond of her as I am. No, I don’t think you can be
-that, though.”
-
-“My dear fellow, there is no parallel between our cases. I never
-expected to marry her. You did, and had every right to do so. Besides,
-we are differently made. You feel things three times as much as I do.”
-
-Ernest laughed bitterly.
-
-“I don’t think that I shall ever feel anything again,” he said. “My
-capacities for suffering will be pretty nearly used up. O, what a
-sublime fool is the man who gives all his life and heart to one woman!
-No man would have done it; but what could you expect of a couple of
-boys like we were? That is why women like boys: it is so easy to take
-them in—like puppies going to be drowned, in love and faith they lick
-the hand that will destroy them. It must be amusing—to the destroyers.
-By Jove, Alston was right about his ideals! Do you know, I am beginning
-to see all these things in quite a different light. I used to believe
-in women, Jeremy—actually I used to believe in them. I thought they
-were better than we are,” and he laughed hysterically. “Well, we buy
-our experience; I sha’n’t make the mistake again.”
-
-“Come, come, Ernest, don’t go on talking like that. You have got a blow
-as bad as death, and the only thing to do is to meet it as you would
-meet death—in silence. You will not go after that fellow, will you? It
-will only make things worse, you see. You won’t have time to kill him
-before he marries her, and it really would not be worth while getting
-hanged about it when the mischief is done. There is literally nothing
-to be done except grin and bear it. We won’t go back to England at all,
-but right up to the Zambesi, and hunt elephants; and as things have
-turned out, if you should get knocked on the head, why, you won’t so
-much mind it, you know.”
-
-Ernest made no answer to this consolatory address, and Jeremy left him
-alone, thinking that he had convinced him. But the Ernest of midday was
-a very different man from the Ernest of the morning, directing the
-erection of “parasols” over melons. The cruel news that the mail had
-brought him, and which from force of association caused him for years
-afterwards to hate the sight of a letter, had, figuratively speaking,
-destroyed him. He could never recover from it, though he would
-certainly survive it. Sharp indeed must be the grief which kills. But
-all the bloom and beauty had gone from his life; the gentle faith which
-he had placed in women was gone (for so narrowminded are we all, that
-we cannot help judging a class by our salient experiences of
-individuals), and, from that day forwards, for many years, he was
-handed over to a long-drawn-out pain, which never quite ceased, though
-it frequently culminated in paroxysms, and to which death itself would
-have been almost preferable.
-
-But as yet he did not realise all these things; what he did realise was
-an intense and savage thirst for revenge—so intense, indeed, that he
-felt as though he must put himself in a way to gratify it, or his brain
-would go. To-morrow, he thought, was to see the final act of his
-betrayal. To-day was the eve of her marriage, and he as powerless to
-avert it as a child. O, great God! And yet through it all he knew she
-loved him.
-
-Ernest, like many other pleasant, kindly-tempered men, if once stung
-into action by the sense of overpowering wrong, was extremely
-dangerous. Ill indeed would it have fared with Mr. Plowden if he could
-have come across him at that moment. And he honestly meant that it
-should fare ill with that reverend gentleman. So much did he mean it,
-that before he left his room he wrote his resignation of membership of
-the volunteer corps to which he belonged, and took it up to the
-Government office. Then, remembering that the Potchefstroom post-cart
-left Pretoria at dawn on the following morning, he made his way to the
-office, and ascertained that there were no passengers booked to leave
-by it. But he did not take a place; he was too clever to do that.
-Leaving the office, he went to the bank, and drew one hundred and fifty
-pounds in gold. Then he went home again. Here he found a Kafir
-messenger, dressed in the Government white uniform, waiting for him
-with an official letter.
-
-The letter acknowledged receipt of his resignation, but “regretted
-that, in the present unsettled state of affairs, his Excellency was, in
-the interest of the public service, unable to dispense with his
-services.”
-
-Ernest dismissed the messenger, and tore the letter across. If the
-Government could not dispense with him, he would dispense with the
-Government. His aim was to go to Potchefstroom, and thence to the
-Diamond Fields. Once there, he could take the post-cart to Cape Town,
-where he would meet the English mail steamer, and in one month from the
-present date be once more in England.
-
-That evening he dined with Mr. Alston, Jeremy, and Roger as usual, and
-no allusion was made to the events of the morning. About eleven o’clock
-he went to bed, but not to sleep. The post-cart left at four. At three
-he rose very quietly, and put a few things into a leather saddle-bag,
-extracted his revolver from under the bed where he had thrown it when,
-in the first burst of his agony, he had been interrupted in his
-contemplated act of self destruction, and buckled it round his waist.
-Then he slipped out through the window of his room, crept stealthily
-down the garden-path, and struck out for the Potchefstroom road. But,
-silently and secretly as he went, there went behind him one more silent
-and secret than he—one to whose race, through long generations of
-tracking foes and wild beasts, silence and secrecy had become an
-instinct. It was the Hottentot boy, Aasvögel.
-
-The Hottentot followed him in the dim light, never more than fifty
-paces behind him, sometimes not more than ten, and yet totally
-invisible. Now he was behind a bush or a tuft of rank grass; now he was
-running down a ditch; and now again creeping over the open on his belly
-like a two-legged snake. As soon as Ernest got out of the town, and
-began to loiter along the Potchefstroom road, the Hottentot halted,
-uttering to himself a guttural expression of satisfaction. Then,
-watching his opportunity, he turned and ran swiftly back to Pretoria.
-In ten minutes he was at Ernest’s house.
-
-In front of the door were five horses, three with white riders, two
-being held by Kafirs. On the verandah, as usual smoking, was Mr.
-Alston, and with him Jeremy, the latter armed and spurred.
-
-The Hottentot made his report and vanished.
-
-Mr. Alston turned and addressed Jeremy in the tone of one giving an
-order.
-
-“Now go,” he said at last, handing him a paper; and Jeremy went, and,
-mounting one of the led horses, a powerful cream-coloured animal with a
-snow-white mane and tail, galloped off into the twilight, followed by
-the three white men.
-
-Meanwhile Ernest walked quietly along the road. Once he paused,
-thinking that he heard the sound of galloping horses, half a mile or so
-to the left. It passed, and he went on again. Presently the mist began
-to lift, and the glorious sun came up; then came a rumble of wheels
-running along the silent road, and the post-cart with six fresh horses
-was upon him. He halted, and held up his hand to the native driver. The
-man knew him, and stopped the team at once.
-
-“I am going with you to Potchefstroom, Apollo,” he said.
-
-“All right, sar; plenty of room inside, sar. No passenger this trip,
-sar, and damn good job too.”
-
-Ernest got up, and off they went. He was safe now. There was no
-telegraph to Potchefstroom, and nothing could catch the post-cart if it
-had an hour’s start.
-
-A mile farther on there was a hill, up which the unlovely Apollo walked
-his horses. At the top of the hill was a clump of mimosa-bush, out of
-which, to the intense astonishment of both Ernest and Apollo, there
-emerged four mounted men with a led horse. One of these men was Jeremy;
-it was impossible to mistake his powerful form, sitting on his horse
-with the grip of a centaur.
-
-They rode up to the post-cart in silence. Jeremy motioned to Apollo to
-pull up. He obeyed, and one of the men dismounted and seized the
-horse’s head.
-
-“Tricked, by Heaven!” said Ernest.
-
-“You must come back with me, Ernest,” said Jeremy quietly. “I have a
-warrant for your arrest as a deserter, signed by the Governor.”
-
-“And if I refuse?”
-
-“Then my orders are to take you back.”
-
-Ernest drew his revolver.
-
-“This is a trick,” he said, “and I shall not go back.”
-
-“Then I must take you,” was the reply; and Jeremy coolly dismounted.
-
-Ernest’s eyes flashed dangerously, and he lifted the pistol.
-
-“O yes, you can shoot me if you like; but if you do, the others will
-take you;” and he continued to walk towards him.
-
-Ernest cocked his revolver and pointed it.
-
-“At your peril!” he said.
-
-“So be it,” said Jeremy, and he walked up to the cart.
-
-Ernest dropped his weapon.
-
-“It is mean of you, Jeremy,” he said. “You know I can’t fire at you.”
-
-“Of course you can’t, old fellow. Come, skip out of that! you are
-keeping the mail. I have a horse ready for you, a slow one; you won’t
-be able to run away on him.”
-
-Ernest obeyed, feeling rather small, and in half an hour was back at
-his own house.
-
-Mr. Alston was waiting for him.
-
-“Good-morning, Ernest,” he said, cheerfully. “Went out driving and come
-back riding, eh?” Ernest looked at him, and his brown cheek flushed.
-
-“You have played me a dirty trick,” he said.
-
-“Look here, my boy,” answered Mr. Alston, sternly, “I am slow at making
-a friend; but when once I take his hand I hold it till one of the two
-grows cold. I should have been no true friend to you if I had let you
-go on this fool’s errand, this wicked errand. Will you give me your
-word that you will not attempt to escape, or must I put you under
-arrest?”
-
-“I give you my word,” answered Ernest, humbled; “and I ask your
-forgiveness.”
-
-Thus it was that, for the first time in his life, Ernest tried to run
-away.
-
-That morning Jeremy, missing Ernest, went into his room to see what he
-was doing. The room was shuttered to keep out the glare of the sun: but
-when he got used to the light he discovered Ernest sitting at the
-table, and staring straight before him with a wild look in his eyes.
-
-“Come in, old fellow, come in,” he called out, with bitter jocularity,
-“and assist at this happy ceremony. Rather dark, isn’t it? but lovers
-like the dark. Look!” he went on, pointing to his watch, which lay upon
-the table before him, “by English time it is now about twenty minutes
-past eleven. They are being married now, Jeremy, my boy, I can feel it.
-By Heaven, I have only to shut my eyes and I can _see_ it!”
-
-“Come, come, Ernest,” said Jeremy, “don’t go on like that. You are not
-yourself, man.”
-
-He laughed, and answered:
-
-“I am sure I wish I wasn’t, I tell you I can see it all. I can see
-Kesterwick Church full of people, and before the altar, in her white
-dress, is Eva; but her face is whiter than her dress, Jeremy, and her
-eyes are very much afraid. And there is Florence, with her dark smile,
-and your friend Mr. Plowden, too, with his cold eyes and the cross upon
-his forehead. Oh, I assure you, I can see them all. It is a pretty
-wedding, very. There, it is over now, and I think I will go away before
-the kissing.”
-
-“O, hang it all, Ernest, wake up!” said Jeremy, shaking him by the
-shoulder. “You will drive yourself mad if you give your imagination so
-much rein.”
-
-“Wake up, my boy! I feel more inclined to sleep. Have some grog. Won’t
-you? Well, I will.”
-
-He rose and went to the mantelpiece, on which stood a square bottle of
-hollands and a tumbler. Rapidly filling the tumbler with raw spirit, he
-drank it as fast as the contractions of his throat would allow. He
-filled it again, and drank that too. Then he fell insensible upon the
-bed.
-
-It was a strange scene, and in some ways a coarse one, but yet not
-without a pathos of its own.
-
-“Ernest,” said Mr. Alston, three weeks later, “you are strong enough to
-travel now; what do you say to six months or a year among the
-elephants? The oxen are in first-rate condition, and we ought to get to
-our ground in six or seven weeks.”
-
-Ernest, who was lying back in a low cane-chair, looking very thin and
-pale, thought for a moment before he answered:
-
-“All right, I’m your man; only let’s get off soon. I am tired of this
-place, and want something to think about.”
-
-“You have given up the idea of returning to England?”
-
-“Yes, quite.”
-
-“And what do you say, Jeremy?”
-
-“Where Ernest goes, there will I go also. Besides, to shoot an elephant
-is the one ambition of my life.”
-
-“Good! then we will consider that settled. We shall want to pick up
-another eight-bore; but I know of one a fellow wants to sell, a beauty,
-by Riley. I will begin to make arrangements at once.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-MR. PLOWDEN ASSERTS HIS RIGHTS
-
-
-When last we saw Eva she had just become privately engaged to the
-Reverend James Plowden. But the marriage was not to take place till the
-following spring, and the following spring was a long way off. Vaguely
-she hoped something might occur to prevent it, forgetting that, as a
-rule, in real life it is only happy things which accidents occur to
-prevent. Rare, indeed, is it that the Plowdens of this world are
-prevented from marrying the Evas; Fate has sufficient to do in
-thwarting the Ernests. And, meanwhile, her position was not altogether
-unendurable, for she had made a bargain with her lover that the usual
-amenities of courtship were to be dispensed with. There were to be no
-embracings or other tender passages; she was not even to be forced to
-call him James. “James!” how she detested the name! Thus did the
-wretched girl try to put off the evil day, much as the ostrich is
-supposed to hide her head in a bush and indulge in dreams of fancied
-security. Mr. Plowden did not object; he was too wary a hunter to do
-so. While his stately prey was there with her head in the thickest of
-the bush he was sure of her. She would never wake from her foolish
-dreams till the ripe moment came to deliver the fatal blow, and all
-would be over. But if, on the contrary, he startled her now, she might
-take flight more swiftly than he could follow, and leave him alone in
-the desert.
-
-So when Eva made her little stipulations he acquiesced in them, after
-only just so much hesitation as he thought would seem lover-like.
-“Life, Eva,” he said, sententiously, “is a compromise. I yield to your
-wishes.” But in his heart he thought that a time would come when she
-would have to yield to his, and his cold eye gleamed. Eva saw the
-gleam, and shuddered prophetically.
-
-The Reverend Mr. Plowden did not suffer much distress at the coldness
-with which he was treated. He knew that his day would come, and was
-content to wait for it like a wise man. He was not in love with Eva. A
-nature like his is scarcely capable of any such feeling as that, for
-instance, which Eva and Ernest bore to each other. True love, crowned
-with immortality, veils his shining face from such men as Mr. Plowden.
-He was fascinated by her beauty, that was all. But his cunning was of a
-superior order, and he was quite content to wait. So he contrived to
-extract a letter from Eva, in which she talked of “our engagement,” and
-alluded to “our forthcoming marriage,” and waited.
-
-And thus the time went on all too quickly for Eva. She was quietly
-miserable, but she was not acutely unhappy. That was yet to come, with
-other evil things. Christmas came and went, the spring came too, and
-with the daffodils and violets came Ernest’s letter.
-
-Eva was down the first one morning, and was engaged in making the tea
-in the Cottage dining-room, when that modern minister to the decrees of
-Fate, the postman, brought the letter. She recognised the writing in a
-moment, and the tea-caddy fell with a crash on to the floor. Seizing
-the sealed letter, she tore it open and read it swiftly. O, what a wave
-of love surged up in her heart as she read! Pressing the senseless
-paper to her lips, she kissed it again and again.
-
-“O Ernest!” she murmured; “O my love, my darling!”
-
-Just then Florence came down, looking cool and composed, and giving
-that idea of quiet strength which is the natural attribute of some
-women.
-
-Eva pushed the letter into her bosom.
-
-“What is the matter, Eva?” said Florence, quietly, noting her flushed
-face, “and why have you upset the tea?”
-
-“Matter!” she answered, laughing happily—she had not laughed so for
-months; “O, nothing—I have heard from Ernest, that is all.”
-
-“Indeed!” answered her sister, with a troubled smile on her dark face;
-“and what has our runaway to say for himself?”
-
-“Say! O, he has a great deal to say, and I have something to say too. I
-am going to marry him.”
-
-“Indeed! And Mr. Plowden?”
-
-Eva turned pale.
-
-“Mr. Plowden! I have done with Mr. Plowden.”
-
-“Indeed!” said Florence, again; “really this is quite romantic. But
-please pick up that tea. Whoever you marry, let us have some breakfast
-in the meanwhile. Excuse me for one moment, I have forgotten my
-handkerchief.”
-
-Eva did as she was bid, and made the tea after a fashion.
-
-Meanwhile Florence went to her room and scribbled a note, enclosed it
-in an envelope, and rang the bell.
-
-The servant answered.
-
-“Tell John to take this to Mr. Plowden’s lodgings at once; and if he
-should be out, to follow him till he finds him, and deliver it.”
-
-“Yes, miss.”
-
-Ten minutes later Mr. Plowden got the following note:
-
-“Come here at once. Eva has heard from Ernest Kershaw, and announces
-her intention of throwing you over and marrying him. Be prepared for a
-struggle, but do not show that you have heard from me. You must find
-means to hold your own. Burn this.”
-
-Mr. Plowden whistled as he laid the paper down. Going to his desk, he
-unlocked it, and extracted the letter he had received from Eva, in
-which she acknowledged her engagement to him, and then, seizing his
-hat, walked swiftly towards the Cottage.
-
-Meanwhile Florence made her way downstairs again, saying to herself as
-she went, “An unlucky chance. If I had seen the letter first, I would
-have burned it. But we shall win yet. She has not the stamina to stand
-out against that brute.”
-
-As soon as she reached the dining-room Eva began to say something more
-about her letter, but her sister stopped her quickly.
-
-“Let me have my breakfast in peace, Eva. We will talk of the letter
-afterwards. He does not interest me, your Ernest, and it takes away my
-appetite to talk business at meals.”
-
-Eva ceased, and sat silent; breakfast had no charms for her that
-morning.
-
-Presently there was a knock at the door, and Mr. Plowden entered with a
-smile of forced gaiety on his face.
-
-“How do you do, Florence?” he said; “how do you do, dear Eva? You see I
-have come to see you early this morning. I want a little refreshment to
-enable me to get through my day’s duty. The early suitor has come to
-pick up the worm of his affections,” and he laughed at his joke.
-
-Florence shuddered at the simile, and thought to herself that there was
-a fair chance of the affectionate worm disagreeing with the early
-suitor.
-
-Eva said nothing. She sat quite still and pale.
-
-“Why, what is the matter with you both? Have you seen a ghost?”
-
-“Not exactly; but I think that Eva has received a message from the
-dead,” said Florence, with a nervous laugh.
-
-Eva rose. “I think, Mr. Plowden,” she said, “that I had better be frank
-with you at once. I ask you to listen to me for a few moments.”
-
-“Am I not always at your service, dear Eva?”
-
-“I wish,” began Eva, and broke down—“I wish,” she went on again, “to
-appeal to your generosity and to your feelings as a gentleman.”
-
-Florence smiled.
-
-Mr. Plowden bowed with mock humility and smiled too—a very ugly smile.
-
-“You are aware that, before I became engaged to you, I had had a
-previous—affair.”
-
-“With the boy who committed a murder,” put in Mr. Plowden.
-
-“With a gentleman who had the misfortune to kill a man in a duel,”
-explained Eva.
-
-“The Church and the law call it murder.”
-
-“Excuse me, Mr. Plowden, we are dealing neither with the Church nor the
-law; we are dealing with the thing as it is called among gentlemen and
-ladies.”
-
-“Go on,” said Mr. Plowden.
-
-“Well, misunderstandings, which I need not now enter into, arose with
-reference to that affair, though, as I told you, I loved the man.
-To-day I have heard from him, and his letter puts everything straight
-in my mind, and I see how wrong and unjust has been my behaviour to
-him, and I know that I love him more than ever.”
-
-“Curse the fellow’s impudence!” said the clergyman, furiously; “if he
-were here, I would give him a bit of my mind!”
-
-Eva’s spirit rose, and she turned on him with flashing eyes, looking
-like a queen in her imperial beauty.
-
-“If he were here, Mr. Plowden, you would not dare to look him in the
-face. Men like you only take advantage of the absent.”
-
-The clergyman ground his teeth. He felt his furious temper rising and
-did not dare to answer, though he was a bold man, in face of a woman.
-He feared lest it should get beyond him; but beneath his breath he
-muttered, “You shall pay for that, my lady!”
-
-“Under these circumstances,” went on Eva, “I appeal to you as a
-gentleman to release me from an engagement into which, as you know, I
-have been drawn more by force of circumstances than by my own wish.
-Surely, it is not necessary for me to say any more.”
-
-Mr. Plowden rose and came and stood quite close to her, so that his
-face was within a few inches of her eyes.
-
-“Eva,” he said, “I am not going to be trifled with like this. You have
-promised to marry me, and I shall keep you to your promise. You laid
-yourself out to win my affection, the affection of an honest man.”
-
-Again Florence smiled, and Eva made a faint motion of dissent.
-
-“Yes, but you did, you encouraged me. It is very well for you to deny
-it now, when it suits your purpose, but you did, and you know it, and
-your sister there knows it.”
-
-Florence bowed her head in assent.
-
-“And now you wish, in order to gratify an unlawful passion for a
-shedder of blood—you wish to throw me over, to trample upon my holiest
-feelings, and to rob me of the prize which I have won. No, Eva, I will
-not release you.”
-
-“Surely, surely, Mr. Plowden,” said Eva, faintly, for she was a gentle
-creature, and the man’s violence overwhelmed her, “you will not force
-me into a marriage which I tell you is repugnant to me? I appeal to
-your generosity to release me. You can never oblige me to marry you
-when I tell you that I do not love you, and that my whole heart is
-given to another man.”
-
-Mr. Plowden saw that his violence was doing its work, and determined to
-follow it up. He raised his voice till it was almost a shout.
-
-“Yes,” he said, “I will; I will not submit to such wickedness. Love!
-that will come. I am quite willing to take my chance of it. No, I tell
-you fairly that I will not let you off; and if you try to avoid
-fulfilling your engagement to me I will do more: I will proclaim you
-all over the country as a jilt; I will bring an action for breach of
-promise of marriage against you—perhaps you did not know that men can
-do that as well as women—and cover your name with disgrace! Look, I
-have your written promise of marriage;” and he produced her letter.
-
-Eva turned to her sister.
-
-“Florence,” she said, “cannot you say a word to help me? I am
-overwhelmed.”
-
-“I wish I could, Eva dear,” answered her sister, kindly; “but how can
-I? What Mr. Plowden says is just and right. You are engaged to him, and
-are in honour bound to marry him. O Eva, do not bring trouble and
-disgrace upon us all by your obstinacy! You owe something to your name
-as well as to yourself, and something to me too. I am sure that Mr.
-Plowden will be willing to forget all about this if you will undertake
-never to allude to it again.”
-
-“O yes, certainly, Miss Florence. I am not revengeful; I only want my
-rights.”
-
-Eva looked faintly from one to the other; her head sank, and great
-black rings painted themselves beneath her eyes. The lily was broken at
-last.
-
-“You are very cruel,” she said, slowly; “but I suppose it must be as
-you wish. Pray God I may die first, that is all!” and she put her hands
-to her head and stumbled from the room, leaving the two conspirators
-facing each other.
-
-“Come, we got over that capitally,” said Mr. Plowden, rubbing his
-hands. “There is nothing like taking the high hand with a woman. Ladies
-must sometimes be taught that a gentleman has rights as well as
-themselves.”
-
-Florence turned on him with bitter scorn.
-
-“_Gentlemen!_ Mr. Plowden, why is the word so often on your lips?
-Surely, after the part you have just played, you do not presume to rank
-yourself among _gentlemen?_ Listen! it suits my purposes that you
-should marry Eva, and you shall marry her; but I will not stoop to play
-the hypocrite with a man like you. You talk of yourself as a gentleman,
-and do not scruple to force an innocent girl into a wicked marriage,
-and to crush her spirit with your cunning cruelty. A _gentleman_
-forsooth!—a satyr, a devil in disguise!”
-
-“I am only asserting my rights,” he said, furiously; “and whatever I
-have done, you have done more.”
-
-“Do not try your violence on me, Mr. Plowden; it will not do. I am not
-made of the same stuff as your victim. Lower your voice, or leave the
-house and do not enter it again.”
-
-Mr. Plowden’s heavy under-jaw fell a little; he was terribly afraid of
-Florence.
-
-“Now,” she said, “listen! I do not choose that you should labour under
-any mistake. I hold your hand in this business, though to have to do
-with you in any way is in itself a defilement,” and she wiped her
-delicate fingers on a pocket-handkerchief as she said the word,
-“because I have an end of my own to gain. Not a vulgar end like yours,
-but a revenge, which shall be almost divine or diabolical, call it
-which you will, in its completeness. Perhaps it is a madness, perhaps
-it is an inspiration, perhaps it is a fate. Whatever it is, it animates
-me body and soul, and I will gratify it, though to do so I have to use
-a tool like you. I wished to explain this to you. I wished, too, to
-make it clear to you that I consider you contemptible. I have done
-both, and I have now the pleasure to wish you good-morning.”
-
-Mr. Plowden left the house white with fury, and cursing in a manner
-remarkable in a clergyman.
-
-[Illustration: “Mr. Plowden left the house, white with fury.”]
-
-“If she wasn’t so handsome, hang me if I would not throw the whole
-thing up!” he said.
-
-Needless to say, he did nothing of the sort; he only kept out of
-Florence’s way.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-THE VIRGIN MARTYR
-
-
-Dorothy, in her note to Ernest that he received by the mail previous to
-the one that brought the letters which at a single blow laid the hope
-and promise of his life in the dust, it may be remembered, had stated
-her intention of going to see Eva in order to plead Ernest’s cause; but
-what with one thing and another, her visit was considerably delayed.
-Twice she was on the point of going, and twice something occurred to
-prevent her. The fact of the matter was, the errand was distasteful,
-and she was in no hurry to execute it. She loved Ernest herself, and,
-however deep that love might be trampled down, however fast it might be
-chained in the dungeons of her secret thoughts, it was still there, a
-living thing, an immortal thing. She could tread it down and chain it;
-she could not kill it. Its shade would rise and walk in the upper
-chambers of her heart, and wring its hands and cry to her, telling what
-it suffered in those subterranean places, whispering how bitterly it
-envied the bright and happy life which moved in the free air, and had
-usurped the love it claimed. It was hard to have to ignore those
-pleadings, to disregard those cries for pity, and to say that there was
-no hope, that it must always be chained, till time ate away the chains.
-It was harder still to have to be one of the actual ministers to the
-suffering. Still, she meant to go. Her duty to Ernest was not to be
-forsaken because it was a painful duty.
-
-On two or three occasions she met Eva, but got no opportunity of
-speaking to her. Either her sister Florence was with her, or she was
-obliged to return immediately. The truth was that, after the scene
-described in the last chapter, Eva was subjected to the closest
-espionage. At home, Florence watched her as a cat watches a mouse;
-abroad, Mr. Plowden seemed to be constantly hovering on her flank, or,
-if he was not there, then she became aware of the presence of the
-ancient and contemplative mariner who traded in Dutch cheeses. Mr.
-Plowden feared lest she should run away, and so cheat him of his prize;
-Florence, lest she should confide in Dorothy, or possibly Mr. Cardus,
-and, supported by them, find the courage to assert herself and defraud
-her of her revenge. So they watched her every movement.
-
-At last Dorothy made up her mind to wait no longer for opportunities,
-but to go and see Eva at her own home. She knew nothing of the Plowden
-imbroglio; but it did strike her as curious that no one had said
-anything about Ernest. He had written; it was scarcely likely the
-letter had miscarried. How was it that Eva had not said anything on the
-subject? Little did Dorothy guess that, even as these thoughts were
-passing through her mind, a great vessel was steaming out of
-Southampton docks, bearing those epistles of final renunciation which
-Ernest, very little to his satisfaction, received in due course.
-
-Full of these reflections, Dorothy found herself one lovely spring
-afternoon knocking at the door of the Cottage. Eva was at home, and she
-was at once ushered into her presence. She was sitting on a low
-chair—the same on which Ernest always pictured her with that confounded
-Skye terrier she was so fond of kissing—an open book upon her knee, and
-looking out at the little garden and the sea beyond. She looked pale
-and thin, Dorothy thought.
-
-On her visitor’s entrance, Eva rose and kissed her.
-
-“I am so glad to see you,” she said; “I was feeling lonely.”
-
-“Lonely!” answered Dorothy, in her straightforward way; “why, I have
-been trying to find you alone for the last fortnight, and have never
-succeeded.”
-
-Eva coloured. “One may be lonely with ever so many people round one.”
-
-Then for a minute or so they talked about the weather; so persistently
-did they discuss it, indeed, that the womanly instinct of each told her
-that the other was fencing.
-
-After all, it was Eva who broke the ice first.
-
-“Have you heard from Ernest lately?” she said, nervously.
-
-“Yes; I got a note by last mall.”
-
-“Oh,” said Eva, clasping her hands involuntarily, “what did he say?”
-
-“Nothing much. But I got a letter by the mail before that, in which he
-said a good deal. Among other things, he said he had written to you.
-Did you get the letter?”
-
-Eva coloured to her eyes. “Yes,” she whispered.
-
-Dorothy rose, and seated herself again on a footstool by Eva’s feet,
-and wondered at the trouble in her eyes. How could she be troubled when
-she had heard from Ernest—“like that?”
-
-“What did you answer him, dear?”
-
-Eva covered her face with her hands.
-
-“Do not talk about it,” she said; “it is too dreadful to me!”
-
-“What can you mean? He tells me you are engaged to him.”
-
-“Yes—that is, no. I was half engaged. Now I am engaged to Mr. Plowden.”
-
-Dorothy gave a gasp of horrified astonishment.
-
-“Engaged to that man when you were engaged to Ernest! You must be
-joking.”
-
-“O Dorothy, I am not joking; I wish to Heaven I were. I am engaged to
-him. I am to marry him in less than a month. O, pity me, I am
-wretched.”
-
-“You mean to tell me,” said Dorothy rising, “that you are engaged to
-Mr. Plowden when you love Ernest?”
-
-“Yes, oh yes; I cannot help—”
-
-At that moment the door opened, and Florence entered, attended by Mr.
-Plowden.
-
-Her keen eyes saw at once that something was wrong, and her
-intelligence told her what it was. After her bold fashion, she
-determined to take the bull by the horns. Unless something were done,
-with Dorothy at her back, Eva might prove obdurate after all.
-
-Advancing, she shook Dorothy cordially by the hand.
-
-“I see from your face,” she said, “that you have just heard the good
-news. Mr. Plowden is so shy that he would not consent to announce it
-before; but here he is to receive your congratulations.”
-
-Mr. Plowden took the cue, and advanced effusively on Dorothy with
-outstretched hand. “Yes, Miss Jones, I am sure you will congratulate
-me; and I ought to be congratulated. I am the luckiest—”
-
-Here he broke off. It really was very awkward. His hand remained limply
-hanging in the air before Dorothy, but not the slightest sign did that
-dignified little lady show of taking it. On the contrary, she drew
-herself up to her full height—which was not very tall—and fixing her
-steady blue eyes on the clergyman’s shifty orbs, deliberately placed
-her right hand behind her back.
-
-“I do not shake hands with people who play such tricks,” she said,
-quietly.
-
-Mr. Plowden’s hand fell to his side, and he stepped back. He did not
-expect such courage in anything so small. Florence, however, sailed in
-to the rescue.
-
-“Really, Dorothy, we do not quite understand.”
-
-“O yes, I think you do, Florence, or if you do not, then I will
-explain. Eva here was engaged to marry Ernest Kershaw. Eva here has
-just with her own lips told me that she still loves Ernest, but that
-she is obliged to marry—that man;” and she pointed with her little
-forefinger at Mr. Plowden, who recoiled another step. “Is not that
-true, Eva?”
-
-Eva bowed her head by way of answer. She still sat in the low chair,
-with her hands over her face.
-
-“Really, Dorothy, I fail to see what right you have to interfere in
-this matter,” said Florence.
-
-“I have the right of common justice, Florence—the right a friend has to
-protect the absent. Are you not ashamed of such a wicked plot to wrong
-an absent man? Is there no way” (addressing Mr. Plowden) “in which I
-can appeal to your feelings, to induce you to free this wretched girl
-you have entrapped?”
-
-“I only ask my own,” said Mr. Plowden, sulkily.
-
-“For shame! for shame! and you a minister of God’s Word! And you too,
-Florence! Oh, now I can read your heart, and see the bad thoughts
-looking from your eyes!”
-
-Florence for a moment was abashed, and turned her face aside.
-
-“And you, Eva—how can you become a party to such a shameful thing? You,
-a good girl, to sell yourself away from dear Ernest to such a man as
-that;” and again she pointed contemptuously at Mr. Plowden.
-
-“Oh, don’t, Dorothy, don’t; it is my duty. You don’t understand.”
-
-“Yes, Eva, I do understand. I understand that it is your duty to drown
-yourself before you do such a thing, I am a woman as well as you, and
-though I am not beautiful, I have a heart and a conscience, and I
-understand only too well.”
-
-“You will be lost if you drown yourself—I mean it is very wicked,” said
-Mr. Plowden to Eva, suddenly assuming his clerical character as most
-likely to be effective. The suggestion alarmed him. He had bargained
-for a live Eva.
-
-“Yes, Mr. Plowden,” went on Dorothy, “you are right: it would be
-wicked, but not so wicked as to marry you. God gave us women our lives,
-but He put a spirit in our hearts which tells us that we should rather
-throw them away than suffer ourselves to be degraded. Oh, Eva, tell me
-that you will not do this shameful thing. No, do not whisper to her,
-Florence.”
-
-“Dorothy, Dorothy,” said Eva, rising and wringing her hands, “it is all
-useless. Do not break my heart with your cruel words. I must marry him.
-I have fallen into the power of people who do not know what mercy is.”
-
-“Thank you,” said Florence.
-
-Mr. Plowden scowled darkly.
-
-“Then I have done;” and Dorothy walked towards the door. Before she
-reached it she paused and turned. “One word, and I will trouble you no
-more. What do you all expect will come of this wicked marriage?”
-
-There was no answer. Then Dorothy went.
-
-But her efforts did not stop there. She made her way straight to Mr.
-Cardus’s office.
-
-“O Reginald,” she said, “I have such dreadful news for you. There, let
-me cry a little first, and I will tell you.”
-
-And she did, telling him the whole story from beginning to end. It was
-entirely new to him, and he listened with some astonishment, and with a
-feeling of something like indignation against Ernest. He had intended
-that young gentleman to fall in love with Dorothy, and behold, he had
-fallen in love with Eva. Alas for the perversity of youth!
-
-“Well,” he said, when she had done, “and what do you wish me to do? It
-seems that you have to do with a heartless scheming woman, a clerical
-cad, and a beautiful fool. One might deal with the schemer and the
-fool, but no power on earth can soften the cad. At least, that is my
-experience. Besides, I think the whole thing is much better left alone.
-I should be very sorry to see Ernest married to a woman so worthless as
-this Eva must be. She is handsome, it is true, and that is about all
-she is, as far as I can see. Don’t distress yourself, my dear; he will
-get over it, and after he has had his fling out there, and lived down
-that duel business, he will come home, and if he is wise, I know where
-he will look for consolation.”
-
-Dorothy tossed her head and coloured.
-
-“It is not a question of consolation,” she said; “it is a question of
-Ernest’s happiness in life.”
-
-“Don’t alarm yourself, Dorothy; people’s happiness is not so easily
-affected. He will forget all about her in a year.”
-
-“I think that men always talk of each other like that, Reginald,” said
-Dorothy, resting her head upon her hands, and looking straight at the
-old gentleman. “Each of you likes to think that he has a monopoly of
-feeling, and that the rest of his kind are as shallow as a milk-pan.
-And yet it was only last night that you were talking to me about my
-mother. You told me, you remember, that life had been a worthless thing
-to you since she was torn from you, which no success had been able to
-render pleasant. You said more: you said that you hoped that the end
-was not far off; that you had suffered enough and waited enough; and
-that, though you had not seen her face for five-and-twenty years, you
-loved her as wildly as you did the day when she first promised to
-become your wife.”
-
-Mr. Cardus had risen, and was looking through the glass door at the
-blooming orchids. Dorothy got up, and, following him, laid her hand
-upon his shoulder.
-
-“Reginald,” she said, “think! Ernest is about to be robbed of his wife
-under circumstances curiously like those by which you were robbed of
-yours. Unless it is prevented, what you have suffered all your life
-that he will suffer also. Remember you are of the same blood, and,
-allowing for the difference between your ages, of very much the same
-temperament too. Think how different life would have been to you if any
-one had staved off your disaster, and then I am sure you will do all
-you can to stave off his.”
-
-“Life would have been non-existent for you,” he answered, “for you
-would never have been born.”
-
-“Ah, well,” she said, with a little sigh, “I am sure I should have got
-on very well without. I could have spared myself.”
-
-Mr. Cardus was a keen man, and could see as far into the human heart as
-most.
-
-“Girl,” he said, contracting his white eyebrows and suddenly turning
-round upon her, “you love Ernest yourself. I have often suspected it;
-now I am sure you do.”
-
-Dorothy flinched.
-
-“Yes,” she answered, “I do love him. What then?”
-
-“And yet you are advocating my interference to secure his marriage with
-another woman, a worthless creature who does not know her own mind. You
-cannot really care about him.”
-
-“Care about him!” and she turned her sweet blue eyes upwards. “I love
-him with all my heart and soul and strength. I have always loved him; I
-always shall love him. I love him so well that I can do my duty to him,
-Reginald. It is my duty to strain every nerve to prevent this marriage.
-I had rather that my heart should ache than Ernest’s. I implore of you
-to help me.”
-
-“Dorothy, it has always been my dearest wish that you should marry
-Ernest. I told him so just before that unhappy duel. I love you both.
-All the fibres of my heart that are left alive have wound themselves
-around you. Jeremy I could never care for. Indeed, I fear that I used
-sometimes to treat the boy harshly. He reminds me so of his father. And
-do you know, my dear, I sometimes think that on that point I am not
-quite sane. But because you have asked me to do it, and because you
-have quoted your dear mother—may peace be with her!—I will do what I
-can. This girl Eva is of age, and I will write and offer her a home.
-She need fear no persecution here.”
-
-“You are kind and good, Reginald, and I thank you.”
-
-“The letter shall go by to-night’s post. But run away now; I see my
-friend De Talor coming to speak to me;” and the white eyebrows drew
-near together in a way that it would have been unpleasant for the great
-De Talor to behold. “That business is drawing towards its end.”
-
-“O Reginald,” answered Dorothy, shaking her forefinger at him in her
-old childish way, “haven’t you given up those ideas yet? They are very
-wrong.”
-
-“Never mind, Dorothy. I shall give them up soon, when I have squared
-accounts with De Talor. A year or two more—a stern chase is a long
-chase, you know—and the thing will be done, and then I shall become a
-good Christian again.”
-
-The letter was written. It offered Eva a home and protection.
-
-In due course an answer, signed by Eva herself, came back. It thanked
-him for his kindness, and regretted that circumstances and “her sense
-of duty” prevented her from accepting the offer.
-
-Then Dorothy felt that she had done all that in her lay, and gave the
-matter up.
-
-
-
-
-It was about this time that Florence drew another picture. It
-represented Eva as Andromeda gazing hopelessly in the dim light of a
-ghastly dawn out across a glassy sea; and far away in the oily depths
-there was a ripple, and beneath the ripple a form travelling towards
-the chained maiden. The form had a human head and cold gray eyes, and
-its features were those of Mr. Plowden.
-
-And so, day by day, Destiny, throned in space, shot her flaming shuttle
-from darkness into darkness, and the time passed on, as the time must
-pass, till the inevitable end of all things is attained.
-
-Eva existed and suffered, and that was all she did. She scarcely ate,
-or drank, or slept. But still she lived; she was not brave enough to
-die, and the chains were riveted too tight round her tender wrists to
-let her flee away. Poor nineteenth-century Andromeda! No Perseus shall
-come to save you.
-
-The sun rose and set in his appointed course, the flowers bloomed and
-died, children were born, and the allotted portion of mankind passed
-onwards to its rest; but no godlike Perseus came flying out of the
-golden east.
-
-Once more the sun rose. The dragon heaved his head above the quiet
-waters, and she was lost. By her own act, of her own folly and
-weakness, she was undone. Behold her! the wedding is over. The echoes
-of the loud mockery of the bells have scarcely died upon the noonday
-air, and in her chamber, the chamber of her free and happy maiden-hood,
-the virgin martyr stands alone.
-
-It is done. There lie the sickly scented flowers; there, too, the
-bride’s white robe. It is done. Oh, that life were done too, that she
-might once press her lips to his and die!
-
-The door opens, and Florence stands before her, pale, triumphant,
-awe-inspiring.
-
-“I must congratulate you, my dear Eva. You really went through the
-ceremony very well; only you looked like a statue.”
-
-“Florence, why do you come to mock me?”
-
-“Mock you, Eva, mock you! I come to wish you joy as Mr. Plowden’s wife.
-I hope that you will be happy.”
-
-“Happy! I shall never be happy. I detest him!”
-
-“You detest him, and you marry him; there must be some mistake.”
-
-“There is no mistake. O Ernest, my darling!”
-
-Florence smiled.
-
-“If Ernest is your darling, why did you not marry Ernest?”
-
-“How could I marry him when you forced me into this?”
-
-“Forced you! A free woman of full age cannot be forced. You married Mr.
-Plowden of your own will. You might have married Ernest Kershaw if you
-chose—he is in many ways a more desirable match than Mr. Plowden—but
-you did not choose.”
-
-“Florence, what do you mean? You always said it was impossible. Is this
-all some cruel plot of yours?”
-
-“Impossible! there is nothing impossible to those who have courage.
-Yes,” and she turned upon her sister fiercely, “it _was_ a plot, and
-you shall know it, you poor weak fool! _I_ loved Ernest Kershaw, and
-_you_ robbed me of him, although you promised to leave him alone; and
-so I have revenged myself upon you. I despise you, I tell you; you are
-quite contemptible, and yet he could prefer you to me. Well, he has got
-his reward. You have deserted him when he was absent and in trouble,
-and you have outraged his love and your own. You have fallen very low
-indeed, Eva, and presently you will fall lower yet. I know you well.
-You will sink, till at last you even lose the sense of your own
-humiliation. Don’t you wonder what Ernest must think of you now? There
-is Mr. Plowden calling you. Come, it is time for you to be going.”
-
-Eva listened aghast, and then sank against the wall, sobbing
-despairingly.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-HANS’S CITY OF REST
-
-
-Mr. Alston, Ernest, and Jeremy had very good sport among the elephants,
-killing in all nineteen bulls. It was during this expedition that an
-incident occurred which in its effect endeared Ernest to Mr. Alston
-more than ever.
-
-The boy Roger, who always went wherever Mr Alston went, was the object
-of his father’s most tender solicitude. He believed in the boy as he
-believed in little else in the world—for at heart Mr. Alston was a sad
-cynic—and to a certain extent the boy justified his belief. He was
-quick, intelligent, and plucky, much such a boy as you may pick up by
-the dozen out of any English public school, except that his knowledge
-of men and manners was more developed, as is usual among young
-colonists. At the age of twelve Master Roger Alston knew many things
-denied to most children of his age. On the subject of education Mr.
-Alston had queer ideas. “The best education for a boy,” he would say,
-“is to mix with grown-up gentlemen. If you send him to school, he
-learns little except mischief; if you let him live with gentlemen, he
-learns, at any rate, to be a gentleman.”
-
-But whatever Master Roger knew, he did not know much about elephants,
-and on this point he was destined to gain some experience.
-
-One day—it was just after they had got into the elephant country—they
-were all engaged in following the fresh spoor of a solitary bull. But
-though an elephant is a big beast, it is hard work catching him up
-because he never seems to get tired, and this was exactly what our
-party of hunters found. They followed that energetic elephant for
-hours, but they could not catch him, though the spoorers told them that
-he was certainly not more than a mile or so ahead. At last the sun
-began to get low, and their legs had already got weary; so they gave it
-up for that day, determining to camp where they were. This being so,
-after a rest, Ernest and the boy Roger started out of camp to see if
-they could not shoot a buck or some birds for supper. Roger had a
-repeating Winchester carbine, Ernest a double-barrelled shot-gun.
-Hardly had they left the camp when Aasvögel, Jeremy’s Hottentot, came
-running in, and reported that he had seen the elephant, an enormous
-bull with a white spot upon his trunk, feeding in a clump of mimosa,
-not a quarter of a mile away. Up jumped Mr. Alston and Jeremy, as fresh
-as though they had not walked a mile, and, seizing their double-eight
-elephant rifles, started off with Aasvögel.
-
-Meanwhile Ernest and Roger had been strolling towards this identical
-clump of mimosa. As they neared it, the former saw some guinea-fowl run
-into the shelter of the trees.
-
-“Capital!” he said. “Guinea-fowl are first-class eating. Now, Roger,
-just you go into the bush and drive the flock over me. I’ll stand here,
-and make believe they are pheasants.”
-
-The lad did as he was bid. But in order to get well behind the covey of
-guinea-fowl, which are dreadful things to run, he made a little circuit
-through the thickest part of the clump. As he did so his quick eye was
-arrested by a most unusual performance on the part of one of the
-flat-crowned mimosa-trees. Suddenly, and without the slightest apparent
-reason, it rose into the air, and then, behold! where its crown had
-been a moment before, appeared its roots.
-
-Such an “Alice in Wonderland” sort of performance on the part of a tree
-could not but excite the curiosity of an intelligent youth.
-Accordingly, Roger pushed forwards, and slipped round an intervening
-tree. This was what he saw: In a little glade about ten paces from him,
-flapping its ears, stood an enormous elephant with great white tusks,
-looking as large as a house and as cool as a cucumber. Nobody, to look
-at the brute, would have believed that he had given them a twenty
-miles’ trot under a burning sun. He was now refreshing himself by
-pulling up mimosa-trees as easily as though they were radishes, and
-eating the sweet fibrous roots.
-
-Roger saw this, and his heart burned with ambition to kill that
-elephant—the mighty great beast, about a hundred times as big as
-himself, who could pull up a large tree and make his dinner off the
-roots. Roger was a plucky boy, and, in his sportsmanlike zeal, he quite
-forgot that a repeating carbine is not exactly the weapon one would
-choose to shoot elephants with. Indeed, without giving the matter
-another thought, he lifted the little rifle, aimed it at the great
-beast’s head, and fired. He hit it somewhere, that was very clear, for
-next moment the air resounded with the most terrific scream of fury
-that it had ever been his lot to hear. That scream was too much for
-him; he turned and fled swiftly. Elephants were evidently difficult
-things to kill.
-
-Fortunately for Roger, the elephant could not for some seconds make out
-where his tiny assailant was. Presently, however, he winded him, and
-came crashing after him, screaming shrilly, with his trunk and tail
-well up. On hearing the shot and the scream of the elephant, Ernest,
-who was standing some way out in the open, in anticipation of a driving
-shot at the guinea-fowl, had run towards the spot where Roger had
-entered the bush; and, just as he got opposite to it, out he came,
-scuttling along for his life, with the elephant not more than twenty
-paces behind him.
-
-Then Ernest did a brave thing.
-
-[Illustration: “Ernest did a brave thing.”]
-
-“Make for the bush!” he yelled to the boy, who at once swerved to the
-right. On thundered the elephant, straight towards Ernest. But with
-Ernest it was evident he considered he had no quarrel, for presently he
-tried to swing himself round after Roger. Then Ernest lifted his
-shot-gun, and sent a charge of No. 4 into the brute’s face, stinging
-him sadly. It was, humanly speaking, certain death which he courted,
-but at the moment his main idea was to save the boy. Screaming afresh,
-the elephant abandoned the pursuit of Roger, and made straight for
-Ernest, who fired the other barrel of small-shot, in the vain hope of
-blinding him. By now the boy had pulled up, being some forty yards off,
-and seeing Ernest just about to be crumpled up, wildly fired the
-repeating rifle in their direction. Some good angel must have guided
-the little bullet; for, as it happened, it struck the elephant in the
-region of the knee, and, forcing its way in, slightly injured a tendon,
-and brought the great beast thundering to the ground. Ernest had only
-just time to dodge to one side as the huge mass came to the earth;
-indeed, as it was, he got a tap from the tip of the elephant’s trunk
-which knocked him down, and, though he did not feel it at the time,
-made him sore for days afterwards. In a moment, however, he was up
-again, and away at his best speed, legging it as he had never legged it
-before in his life; and so was the elephant. People have no idea at
-what a pace an elephant can go when he is out of temper, until they put
-it to the proof. Had it not been for the slight injury to the knee, and
-the twenty yards’ start he got, Ernest would have been represented by
-little pieces before he was ten seconds older. As it was, when, a
-hundred and fifty yards farther on, elephant and Ernest broke upon the
-astonished view of Mr. Alston and Jeremy, who were hurrying up to the
-scene of action, they were almost one flesh; that is, the tip of the
-elephant’s trunk was now up in the air, and now about six inches off
-the seat of Ernest’s trousers, at which it snapped convulsively.
-
-Up went Jeremy’s heavy rifle, which luckily he had in his hand.
-
-“Behind the shoulder, half-way down the ear,” said Mr. Alston,
-beckoning to a Kafir to bring his rifle, which he was carrying. The
-probability of Jeremy’s stopping the beast at that distance—they were
-quite sixty yards off—was infinitesimal.
-
-There was a second’s pause. The snapping tip touched the retreating
-trousers, but did not get hold of them, and the contact sent a magnetic
-thrill up Ernest’s back.
-
-“Boom—thud—crash!” and the elephant was down dead as a door-nail.
-Jeremy had made no mistake: the bullet went straight through the great
-brute’s heart, and broke the shoulder on the other side. He was one of
-those men who not only rarely miss, but always seem to hit their game
-in the right place.
-
-Ernest sank exhausted on the ground, and Mr. Alston and Jeremy rushed
-up rejoicing.
-
-“Near go that, Ernest,” said the former.
-
-Ernest nodded in reply. He could not speak.
-
-“By Jove! where is Roger?” he went on, turning pale as he missed his
-son for the first time.
-
-But at this moment that young gentleman hove in sight, and, recovering
-from his fright when he saw that the great animal was stone-dead,
-rushed up with yells of exultation, and, climbing on to the upper tusk,
-began to point out where he had hit him.
-
-Meanwhile Mr. Alston had extracted the story of the adventure from
-Ernest.
-
-“You young rascal,” he said to his son, “come off that tusk. Do you
-know that if it had not been for Mr. Kershaw here, who courted almost
-certain death to save you from the results of your own folly, you would
-be as dead as that elephant and as flat as a biscuit? Come down, sir,
-and offer up your thanks to Providence and Mr. Kershaw that you have a
-sound square inch of skin left on your worthless young body!”
-
-Roger descended accordingly, considerably crestfallen.
-
-“Never you mind, Roger; that was a most rattling good shot of yours at
-his knee,” said Ernest, who had now got his breath again. “You would
-not do it again if you fired at elephants for a week.”
-
-And so the matter passed off; but afterwards Mr. Alston thanked Ernest
-with tears in his eyes for saving his son’s life.
-
-This was the first elephant they killed, and also the largest. It
-measured ten feet eleven inches at the shoulder, and the tusks weighed,
-when dried out, about sixty pounds each.
-
-They remained in the elephant country for nearly four months, when the
-approach of the unhealthy season forced them to leave it—not, however,
-before they had killed a great quantity of large game of all sorts. It
-was a most successful hunt, so successful, indeed, that the ivory they
-brought down paid all the expenses of the trip, and left a handsome
-surplus over.
-
-It was on the occasion of their return to Pretoria that Ernest made the
-acquaintance of a curious character in a curious way.
-
-As soon as they reached the boundaries of the Transvaal, Ernest bought
-a horse from a Boer, on which he used to ride after the herds of buck
-which swarmed upon the high veldt. They had none with them, because in
-the country where they had been shooting no horse would live. One day,
-as they were travelling slowly along a little before midday, a couple
-of bull-vilderbeeste galloped across the waggon-track about two hundred
-yards in front of the oxen. The voorlooper stopped the oxen in order to
-give Ernest, who was sitting on the waggon-box with a rifle by his
-side, a steady shot. Ernest fired at the last of the two galloping
-bulls. The line was good; but he did not make sufficient allowance for
-the pace at which the bull was travelling, with the result that instead
-of striking it forwards and killing it, the bullet shattered its flank,
-and did not stop its career.
-
-“Dash it!” said Ernest, when he saw what he had done, “I can’t leave
-the poor beast like that. Bring me my horse; I will go after him, and
-finish him.”
-
-The horse, which was tied already saddled behind the waggon, was
-quickly brought, and Ernest, mounting, told them not to keep the
-waggons for him, as he would strike across country and meet them at the
-outspan place, about a mile or so on. Then he started after his wounded
-bull, which could be plainly discerned standing with one leg up on the
-crest of a rise about a thousand yards away. But if ever a vilderbeeste
-was possessed by a fixed determination not to be finished off, it was
-that particular vilderbeeste. The pace at which a vilderbeeste can
-travel on three legs when he is not too fat is perfectly astonishing,
-and Ernest had traversed a couple of miles of great rolling plain
-before he even got within fair galloping distance of him. He had a good
-horse, however, and at last he got within fifty yards, and then away
-they went at a merry pace, Ernest’s object being to ride alongside and
-put a bullet through him. Their gallop lasted a good two miles or more.
-On the level, Ernest gained on the vilderbeeste, but whenever they came
-to a patch of ant-bear holes or a ridge of stones, the vilderbeeste had
-the pull, and drew away again. At last they came to a dry pan or lake
-about half a mile broad, crowded with hundreds of buck of all sorts,
-which scampered away as they came tearing along. Here Ernest at length
-drew up level with his quarry, and grasping the rifle with his right
-hand, tried to get it so that he could put a bullet through the beast,
-and drop him. But it was no easy matter, as any one who has ever tried
-it will know, and, while he was still making up his mind, the
-vilderbeeste slewed round, and came at him bravely. Had his horse been
-unused to the work, he must have had his inside ripped out by the
-crooked horns; but he was an old hunter, and equal to the occasion. To
-turn was impossible, the speed was too great, but he managed to slew,
-with the result that the charging animal brushed his head, instead of
-landing himself in his belly. At the same moment Ernest stretched out
-his rifle and pulled the trigger, and, as it chanced, put the bullet
-right through the vilderbeeste and dropped him dead.
-
-Then he pulled up, and, dismounting, cut off some of the best of the
-beef with his hunting-knife, stowed it away in a saddle-bag, and set
-off on his horse, now pretty well fagged, to find the waggons. But to
-find a waggon-track on the great veldt, unless you have in the first
-instance taken the most careful bearings, is almost as difficult as it
-would be to return from a distance to any given spot on the ocean
-without a compass. There are no trees nor hills to guide the traveller;
-nothing but a vast wilderness of land resembling a sea petrified in a
-heavy swell.
-
-Ernest rode on for three or four miles, as he thought, retracing his
-steps over the line of country he had traversed, and at last, to his
-joy, struck the path. There were waggon-tracks on it; but he thought
-they did not look quite fresh. However, he followed them _faute de
-mieux_ for some five miles. Then he became convinced that they could
-not have been made by his waggons. He had overshot the mark, and must
-hark back. So he turned his weary horse’s head, and made his way along
-the road to the spot where his spoor struck into it. The waggons must
-be outspanned, waiting for him a little farther back. He went on, one
-mile, two, three—no waggons. A little to the left of the road was an
-eminence. He rode to it, and up and scanned the horizon. O joy! there
-far away, five or six miles off, was the white cap of a waggon. He rode
-to it straight across country. Once he got bogged in a vlei or swamp,
-and had to throw himself off, and drag his horse out by the bridle. He
-struggled on, and at last came to the dip in which he had seen the
-waggon-tent. It was a great white stone perched on a mound of brown
-ones.
-
-By this time he had utterly lost his reckoning. Just then, to make
-matters worse, a thunder-shower came up with a bitter wind, and
-drenched him to the skin. The rain passed, but the wind did not. It
-blew like ice, and chilled his frame, enervated with the tropical heat
-in which he had been living, through and through. He wandered on
-aimlessly, till suddenly his tired horse put his foot in a hole and
-fell heavily, throwing him on to his head and shoulder. For a few
-minutes his senses left him; but he recovered, and, mounting his
-worn-out horse, wandered on again. Luckily, he had broken no bones. Had
-he done so, he would probably have perished miserably in that lonely
-place.
-
-The sun was sinking now, and he was faint for want of food, for he had
-eaten nothing that day but a biscuit. He had not even a pipe of tobacco
-with him. Just as the sun vanished he hit a little path, or what might
-once have been a path. He followed it till the pitchy darkness set in;
-then he got off his horse and took off the saddle, which he put down on
-the bare black veldt, for a fire had recently swept off the dry grass,
-and wrapping the saddle-cloth round his feet, laid his aching head upon
-the saddle. The reins he hitched round his arm, lest the horse should
-stray away from him to look for food. The wind was bitterly cold, and
-he was wet through; the hyenas came and howled round him. He cut off a
-piece of the raw vilderbeeste-beef and chewed it, but it turned his
-stomach and he spat it out. Then he shivered and sank into a torpor
-from which there was a poor chance of his awakening.
-
-How long he lay so he did not know—it seemed a few minutes; it was
-really an hour when suddenly he was awakened by feeling something
-shaking him by the shoulder.
-
-“What is it?” he said wearily.
-
-“Wat is it? Ach Himmel! wat is it? dat is just wat I wants to know. Wat
-do you here? You shall die so.”
-
-The voice was the voice of a German, and Ernest knew German well.
-
-“I have lost my way,” he said, in that language; “I cannot find the
-waggons.”
-
-“Ah, you can speak the tongue of the Vaterland,” said his visitor,
-still addressing him in English. “I will embrace you!” and he did so.
-
-Ernest sighed. It is a bore to be embraced in the dark by an unknown
-male German when you feel that you are not far off dissolution.
-
-“You are hungered?” said the German.
-
-Ernest signified that he was.
-
-“And athirsted?”
-
-Again he signified assent.
-
-“And perhaps you have no ‘gui’ (tobacco)?”
-
-“No, none.”
-
-“Good! my little wife, my Wilhelmina, shall find you all these things.”
-
-“What the devil,” thought Ernest to himself, “can a German be doing
-with his little wife in this place?”
-
-By this time the stars had come out, and gave some light.
-
-“Come, rouse yourself, and come and see my little wife. O, the pferd!”
-(horse)—“we will tie him to my wife. Ah, she is beautiful, though her
-leg shakes. O yes, you will love her.”
-
-“The deuce I shall!” ejaculated Ernest; and then, mindful of the good
-things the lady in question was to provide him with, he added solemnly,
-“Lead on, Macduff.”
-
-“Macduffer! my name is not so, my name is Hans; all ze great South
-Africa know me very well, and all South Africa love my wife.”
-
-“Really!” said Ernest.
-
-Although he was so miserable, he began to feel that the situation was
-interesting. A lady to whom his horse was to be tied, and whom all
-South Africa was enamoured of, could hardly fail to be interesting.
-Rising, he advanced a step or two with his friend, who he could now see
-was a large burly man with white hair, apparently about sixty years of
-age. Presently they came to something that in the dim light reminded
-him of the hand-hearse in Kesterwick Church, only it had two wheels
-instead of four, and no springs.
-
-“Behold my beautiful wife,” said the German. “Soon I will show you how
-her leg shakes; it shakes, O, horrid!”
-
-“Is—is the lady inside?” asked Ernest. It occurred to him that his
-friend might be carting about a corpse.
-
-“Inside! no, she is outside, she is all over;” and stepping back, the
-German put his head on one side in a most comical fashion, and,
-regarding the unofficial hearse with the deepest affection, said in a
-low voice, “Ah, liebe vrouw, ah, Wilhelmina, is you tired, my dear? and
-how is your poor leg?” and he caught hold of a groggy wheel and shook
-it.
-
-Had Ernest been a little less wretched, and one degree further off
-starvation, it is probable that he would have exploded with laughter,
-for he had a keen sense of the ludicrous; but he had not got a laugh
-left in him, and, besides, he was afraid of offending the German. So he
-merely murmured, “Poor, poor leg!” sympathetically, and then alluded to
-the question of eatables.
-
-“Ah, yes, of course. Let us see what Wilhelmina shall give us;” and he
-trotted round to the back end of the cart, which, in keeping with its
-hearse-like character, opened by means of two little folding-doors, and
-pulled out, first, two blankets, one of which he gave to Ernest to put
-round his shoulders; second, a large piece of biltong, or sun-dried
-game-flesh, and some biscuits; and, third, a bottle of peach-brandy. On
-these viands they fell to, and though they were not in themselves of an
-appetising nature, Ernest never enjoyed anything more in his life.
-Their meal did not take long, and after it his friend Hans produced
-some excellent Boer tobacco, and over their pipes Ernest told him how
-he had lost his way. Hans asked him what road he had been travelling
-on.
-
-“The Rustenburg road.”
-
-“Then, my friend, you are not more than one thousand paces off it. My
-wife and I we travel along him all day, till just now Wilhelmina she
-think she would like to come up here, and so I come, and now you see
-the reason why. She know you lie here and die in the cold, and she turn
-up to save your life. Ah, the good woman!”
-
-Ernest was greatly relieved to hear that he was so near the road, as,
-once upon it, he would have no difficulty in falling in with the
-waggons. Clearly, during the latter part of his wanderings, he must
-have unknowingly approached it. His mind, relieved upon this point, was
-at liberty to satisfy his curiosity about his friend. He soon
-discovered that he was a harmless lunatic, whose craze it was to wander
-all over South Africa, dragging his hand-cart after him. He made for no
-fixed point, nor had he any settled round. The beginning of the year
-might find him near the Zambesi, and the end near Cape Town or anywhere
-else. By the natives he was looked upon as inspired, and invariably
-treated with respect, and he lived upon what was given to him, or what
-he shot as he walked along. This mode of life he had pursued for years,
-and though he had many adventures, he never came to harm.
-
-“You see, my friend,” said the simple man, in answer to Ernest’s
-inquiries, “I make my wife down there in Scatterdorp, in the old
-colony. The houses are a long way off each other there, and the church
-it is in the middle. And the good volk there, they die very fast, and
-did get tired of carrying each other to be buried, and so they come to
-me and say, ‘Hans, you are a carpenter, you must make a beautiful black
-cart to put us in when we die.’ And so I set to, and I work, and work,
-and work at my cart till I gets quite—what you call him?—stoopid. And
-then one night, just as my cart was finished, I dreams that she and I
-are travelling along a wide straight road, like the road on the high
-veldt, and I knows that she is my wife, and that we must travel always
-together till we reach the City of Rest. And far, far away, above the
-top of a high mountain like the Drakensberg, I see a great wide tree,
-rooted on a cloud and covered all over with beautiful snow, that shined
-in the sunlight like the diamonds at Kimberley. And I know that under
-that tree is the gate of the real Rustenburg, the City of Rest, and my
-wife and I, we must journey on, on, on till we find it.”
-
-“Where do you come from now?” asked Ernest.
-
-“From Utrecht, from out of the east, where the sun rises so red every
-morning over Zululand, the land of bloodshed. O, the land will run with
-blood there. I know it; Wilhelmina told me as we came along; but I
-don’t know when. But you are tired. Good! you shall sleep with
-Wilhelmina; I will sleep beneath her. No, you shall, or she will
-be—what you call him?—offended.”
-
-Ernest crept into the cavity, and at once fell asleep, and dreamed that
-he had been buried alive. Suddenly in the middle of the night there was
-a most fearful jolt, caused by his horse, which was tied to the pole of
-Wilhelmina, having pulled the prop aside and let the pole down with a
-run. This Ernest mistook for the resurrection, and was extremely
-relieved to find himself in error. At dawn he emerged, bade his friend
-farewell, and gaining the road, rejoined the waggons in safety.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-ERNEST ACCEPTS A COMMISSION
-
-
-A YOUNG man of that ardent, impetuous, intelligent mind which makes him
-charming and a thing to love, as contrasted with the young man of the
-sober, cautious, moneymaking mind (infinitely the most useful article),
-which makes him a “comfort” to his relatives and a thing to respect,
-avoid, and marry your daughter to, has two great safeguards standing
-between him and the ruin which dogs the heels of the ardent, the
-impetuous, and the intelligent. These are, his religion and his belief
-in women. It is probable that he will start on his erratic career with
-a full store of both. He has never questioned the former; the latter,
-so far as his own class in life is concerned, are to him all sweet and
-good, and perhaps there is one particular star who only shines for him,
-and is the sweetest and best of them all. But one fine day the sweetest
-and best of all throws him over, being a younger son, and marries his
-eldest brother, or a paralytic cotton-spinner of enormous wealth and
-uncertain temper, and then a sudden change comes over the spirit of the
-ardent, intelligent, and impetuous one. Not being of a well-balanced
-mind, he rushes to the other extreme, and believes in his sore heart
-that all women would throw over such as he and marry eldest brothers or
-superannuated cotton-spinners. He may be right or he may be wrong. The
-materials for ascertaining the fact are wanting, for all women engaged
-to impecunious young gentlemen do not get the chance. But, right or
-wrong, the result upon the sufferer is the same—his faith in women is
-shaken, if not destroyed. Nor does the mischief stop there; his
-religion often follows his belief in the other sex, for in some
-mysterious way the two things are interwoven. A young man of the nobler
-class of mind in love is generally for the time being a religious man;
-his affection lifts him more or less above the things of earth, and
-floats him on its radiant wings a day’s journey nearer heaven.
-
-The same thing applies conversely. If a man’s religious belief is
-emasculated, he becomes suspicious of the “sweetest and best;” he grows
-cynical, and no longer puts faith in superlatives. From atheism there
-is but a small step to misogyny, or rather to that disbelief in
-humanity which embraces a profounder constituent disbelief in its
-feminine section, and in turn, as already said, the misogynist walks
-daily along the edge of atheism. Of course there is a way out of these
-discouraging results. If the mind that suffers and falls through its
-suffering be of the truly noble order, it may in time come to see that
-this world is a world not of superlatives, but of the most arid
-positives, with here and there a little comparative oasis to break the
-monotony of its general outline. Its owner may learn that the fault lay
-with him, for believing too much, for trusting too far, for setting up
-as an idol a creature exactly like himself, only several degrees lower
-beneath proof; and at last he may come to see that though “sweetests
-and bests” are chimerical, there are women in the world who may fairly
-be called “sweet and good.” Or, to return to the converse side of the
-picture, it may occur to our young gentleman that although Providence
-starts us in the world with a full inherited or indoctrinated belief in
-a given religion, that is not what Providence understands by faith.
-Faith, perfect faith, is only to be won by struggle, and in most
-cultivated minds by the passage through the dim, mirage-clad land of
-disbelief. The true believer is he who has trodden down disbelief, not
-he who has run away from it. When we have descended from the height of
-our childhood, when we have entertained Apollyon, and having considered
-what he has to say, given him battle and routed him in the plain, then,
-and not till then, can we say with guileless hearts, “Lord, I believe,”
-and feel no need to add the sadly qualifying words, “help Thou mine
-unbelief.” Now these are more or less principles of human nature. They
-may not be universally true, probably nothing is—that is, as we define
-and understand truth. But they apply to the majority of those cases
-which fall strictly within their limits. Among others they applied
-rather strikingly to Ernest Kershaw. Eva’s desertion struck his belief
-in womanhood to the ground, and soon his religion lay in the dust
-beside it. Of this his life for some years after that event gave
-considerable evidence. He took to evil ways, he forgot his better self.
-He raced horses, he devoted himself with great success to love-affairs
-that he would have done better to leave alone. Sometimes, to his shame
-be it said, he drank—for the excitement of drinking, not for the love
-of it. In short, he gave himself and all his fund of energy up to any
-and every excitement and dissipation he could command, and he managed
-to command a good many. Travelling rapidly from place to place in South
-Africa, he was well known and well liked in all. Now he was at
-Kimberley, now at King William’s Town, now at Durban. In each of these
-places he kept race-horses; in each there was some fair woman’s face
-that grew the brighter for his coming.
-
-But Ernest’s face did not grow the brighter; on the contrary, his eyes
-acquired a peculiar sadness which was almost pathetic in one so young.
-He could not forget. For a few days or a few months he might stifle
-thought, but it always re-arose. Eva, pale queen of women, was ever
-there to haunt his sleep, and though in his waking hours he might curse
-her memory, when night drew the veil from truth the words he murmured
-were words of love eternal.
-
-He no longer prayed, he no longer reverenced woman, but he was not the
-happier for having freed his soul from these burdens. He despised
-himself. Occasionally he would take stock of his mental condition, and
-at each such stocktaking he would notice that he had receded, not
-progressed. He was growing coarse, his finer sense was being blunted;
-he was no longer the same Ernest who had written that queer letter to
-his betrothed before disaster overwhelmed him. Slowly and surely he was
-sinking. He knew it, but he did not try to save himself. Why should he?
-He had no object in life. But at times a great depression and weariness
-of existence would take possession of him. It has been said that he
-never prayed; that is not strictly true. Once or twice he did throw
-himself upon his knees and pray with all his strength that he might
-die. He did more: he persistently courted death, and, as is usual in
-such cases, it persistently avoided him. About taking his own life he
-had scruples, or perhaps he would have taken it. In those dark days he
-hated life, and in his calmer and more reflective moments he loathed
-the pleasures and excitements by means of which he strove to make it
-palatable. His was a fine strung mind, and, in spite of himself, he
-shuddered when it was set to play such coarse music.
-
-During those years Ernest seemed to bear a charmed existence. There was
-a well-known thoroughbred horse in the Transvaal which had killed two
-men in rapid succession. Ernest bought it and rode it, and it never
-hurt him. Disturbances broke out in Secocoeni’s country, and one of the
-chief strongholds was ordered to be stormed. Ernest rode down from
-Pretoria with Jeremy to see the fun, and, reaching the fort the day
-before the attack, got leave to join the storming party. Accordingly,
-next day at dawn they attacked in the teeth of a furious fusillade, and
-in time took the place, though with very heavy loss to themselves.
-Jeremy’s hat was shot off with one bullet and his hand cut by another;
-Ernest, as usual, came off scathless; the man next to him was killed,
-but he was not touched. After that he insisted upon going
-buftalo-shooting towards Delagoa Bay in the height of the fever-season,
-having got rid of Jeremy by persuading him to go to New Scotland to see
-about a tract of land they had bought. He started with a dozen bearers
-and Mazooku. Six weeks later he, Mazooku, and three bearers
-returned—all the rest were dead of fever.
-
-On another occasion, Alston, Jeremy, and himself were sent on a
-political mission to a hostile chief, whose stronghold lay in the heart
-of almost inaccessible mountains. The “indaba” (palaver) took all day,
-and was purposely prolonged in order to enable the intelligent native
-to set an ambush in the pass through which the white chiefs must go
-back, with strict instructions to murder all three of them. When they
-left the stronghold the moon was rising, and, as they neared the pass,
-up she came behind the mountains in all her splendour, flooding the
-wide valley behind them with her mysterious light, and throwing a pale,
-sad lustre on every stone and tree. On they rode steadily through the
-moonlight and the silence, little guessing how near death was to them.
-The faint beauty of the scene sank deep into Ernest’s heart, and
-presently, when they came to a spot where a track ran out loopwise from
-the main pass, returning to it a couple of miles farther on, he half
-insisted on their taking it, because it passed over yet higher ground,
-and would give them a better view of the moon-bathed valley. Mr. Alston
-grumbled at “his nonsense” and complied, and meanwhile a party of
-murderers half a mile farther on played with their assegais, and
-wondered why they did not hear the sound of the white men’s feet. But
-the white men had already passed along the higher path three-quarters
-of a mile to their right. Ernest’s love of moonlight effects had saved
-them all from a certain and perhaps from a lingering death.
-
-It was shortly after this incident that Ernest and Jeremy were seated
-together on the verandah of the same house at Pretoria where they had
-been living before they went on the elephant hunt, and which they had
-now purchased. Ernest had been in the garden, watering a cucumber-plant
-he was trying to develop from a very sickly seedling. Even if he only
-stopped a month in a place he would start a little garden; it was a
-habit of his. Presently he came back to the verandah, where Jeremy was
-as usual watching the battle of the red and black ants, which after
-several years’ encounter was not yet finally decided.
-
-“Curse that cucumber-plant!” said Ernest, emphatically, “it won’t grow.
-I tell you what it is, Jeremy, I am sick of this place; I vote we go
-away.”
-
-“For goodness’ sake, Ernest, let us have a little rest; you do rattle
-one about so in those confounded post-carts,” replied Jeremy, yawning.
-
-“I mean, go away from South Africa altogether.”
-
-“Oh,” said Jeremy, dragging his great frame into an upright position,
-“the deuce you do! And where do you want to go to—England?”
-
-“England! no, I have had enough of England. South America, I think. But
-perhaps you want to go home. It is not fair to keep dragging you all
-over the world.”
-
-“My dear fellow, I like it, I assure you. I have no wish to return to
-Mr. Cardus’s stool. For goodness’ sake don’t suggest such a thing; I
-should be wretched.”
-
-“Yes, but you ought to be doing something with your life. It is all
-very well for me, who am a poor devil of a waif and stray, to go on
-with this sort of existence, but I don’t see why you should; you should
-be making your way in the world.”
-
-“Wait a bit, my hearty!” said Jeremy, with his slow smile; “I am going
-to read you a statement of our financial affairs which I drew up last
-night. Considering that we have been doing nothing all this time except
-enjoy ourselves, and that all our investments have been made out of
-income, which no doubt your respected uncle fancies were dissipated, I
-do not think that the total is so bad. And Jeremy read:
-
-“Landed property in Natal and the Transvaal,
- estimated value . . . . . . £2500
-This house . . . . . . . . . 940
-Stocks—waggons, &c., say . . . . 300
-Race-horses . . . . . . . . .
- ——–
-
-
-I have left that blank.”
-
-“Put them at 800_l._,” said Ernest, after thinking. “You know I won
-500_l._ with Lady Mary on the Cape Town Plate last week.”
-
-Jeremy went on:
-
-“Race-horses and winnings . . . . £1300
-Sundries—cash, balance,&c . . . . 180
- ——–
- Total . . . . . . £5220
-
-
-Now of this we have actually saved and invested about twenty-five
-hundred, the rest we have made or has accumulated. Now, I ask you,
-where could we have done better than that, as things go? So don’t talk
-to me about wasting my time.”
-
-“’Bravo, Jeremy! My uncle was right, after all: you ought to have been
-a lawyer; you are first-class at figures. I congratulate you on your
-management of the estates.”
-
-“My system is simple,” answered Jeremy. Whenever there is any money to
-spare I buy something with it then you are not likely to spend it.
-Then, when I have things enough—waggons, oxen, horses, what not,—I sell
-them and buy some land; that can’t run away. If you only do that sort
-of thing long enough, you will grow rich at last.”
-
-“Sweetly simple, certainly. Well, five thousand will go a Iong way
-towards stocking a farm or something in South America or wherever we
-make up our minds to go, and then I don’t think that we need draw on my
-uncle any more. It is hardly fair to drain him so. Old Alston will come
-with us, I think, and will put in another five thousand. He told me
-some time ago that he was getting tired of South Africa with its Boers
-and blacks, in his old age and had a fancy to make a start in some
-other place. I will write to him to-night. What hotel is he staying at
-in Maritzburg? the Royal, isn’t it? And then I vote we clear in the
-spring.”
-
-“Right you are, my hearty!”
-
-“But I say, Jeremy, I really should advise you to think twice before
-you come. A fine, upstanding young man like you should not waste his
-sweetness on the desert air of Mexico, or any such place. You should go
-home and be admired of the young women—they appreciate a great big chap
-like you—and make a good marriage, and rear up a large family in a
-virtuous, respectable, and Jones-like fashion. I am a sort of wandering
-comet without the shine; but, I repeat, I see no reason why you should
-play tail to a second-class comet.”
-
-“Married! get married! I! No, thank you, my boy. Look you, Ernest, in
-the words of the prophet, ‘When a wise man openeth his eye, and seeth a
-thing, verily he shutteth it not up again.’ Now, I opened my eye and
-saw one or two things in the course of our joint little affair—Eva, you
-know.”
-
-Ernest winced at the name.
-
-“I beg your pardon,” said Jeremy, noticing it; “I don’t want to allude
-to painful subjects, but I must to make my meaning clear. I was very
-hard hit, you know, over that lady, but I stopped in time, and, not
-having any imagination to speak of, did not give it rein. What is the
-consequence? I have got over it; sleep well at night, have a capital
-appetite, and don’t think about her twice a week. But with you it is
-different. Hard hit, too, large amount of imagination galloping about
-loose, so to speak—rapturous joy, dreams of true love and perfect union
-of souls, which no doubt would be well enough if the woman could put in
-her whack of soul, which she can’t, not having it to spare, but in a
-general way is gammon. Results, when the burst-up comes: want of sleep,
-want of appetite, a desire to go buffalo-shooting in the fever-season,
-and to be potted by Basutus from behind rocks. In short, a general
-weariness and disgust of life—O yes, you needn’t deny it, I have
-watched you—most unwholesome state of mind. Further results:
-horse-racing, a disposition to stop away from church, and nip Cape
-sherry; and, worst sign of all, a leaning to ladies’ society. Being a
-reasoning creature I notice this, and draw my own deductions, which
-amount to the conclusion that you are in a fair way to go to the deuce,
-owing to trusting your life to a woman. And the moral of all this,
-which I lay to heart for my own guidance, is, never speak to a woman if
-you can avoid it, and when you can’t, let your speech be yea, yea, and
-nay, nay, more especially ‘nay.’ Then you stand a good chance of
-keeping your appetite and peace of mind, and of making your way in the
-world. Marriage, indeed!—never talk to me of marriage again;” and
-Jeremy shivered at the thought.
-
-Ernest laughed out loud at his lengthy disquisition.
-
-“And I’ll tell you what, old fellow,” he went on, drawing himself up to
-his full height, and standing right over Ernest, so that the latter’s
-six feet looked very insignificant beside him, “never you speak to me
-about leaving you again, unless you want to put me clean out of temper,
-because, look here, I don’t like it. We have lived together since we
-were twelve, or thereabouts, and, so far as I am concerned, I mean to
-go on living together to the end of the chapter, or till I see I am not
-wanted. You can go to Mexico, or the North Pole, or Acapulco, or
-wherever you like, but I shall go too, and so that is all about it.”
-
-“Thank you, old fellow,” said Ernest, simply; and at that moment their
-conversation was interrupted by the arrival of a Kafir messenger with a
-telegram addressed to Ernest. He opened it and read it. “Hullo,” he
-said, “here is something better than Mexico; listen:
-
-“‘Alston, Pieter Maritzburg, to Kershaw, Pretoria. High Commissioner
-has declared war against Cetywayo. Local cavalry urgently required for
-service in Zululand. Have offered to raise a small corps of about
-seventy mounted men. Offer has been accepted. Will you accept post of
-second in command?—you would hold the Queen’s commission. If so, set
-about picking suitable recruits. Terms ten shillings a day, all found.
-Am coming up Pretoria by this post-cart. Ask Jones if he will accept
-sergeant-major-ship.’
-
-“Hurrah!” sang out Ernest, with flashing eyes. “Here is some real
-service at last. Of course you will accept.”
-
-“Of course,” said Jeremy, quietly; “but don’t indulge in rejoicings
-yet; this is going to be a big business, unless I am mistaken.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-HANS PROPHESIES EVIL
-
-
-Ernest and Jeremy did not let the grass grow under their feet. They
-guessed that there would soon be a great deal of recruiting for various
-corps, and so set to work at once to secure the best men. The stamp of
-men they aimed at getting was the colonial-born Englishman, both
-because such men have more self-respect, independence of character, and
-“gumption,” than the ordinary drifting sediment from the fields and
-seaports, and also because they were practically ready-made soldiers.
-They could ride as well as they could walk, they were splendid
-rifle-shots, and they had, too, from childhood, been trained in the art
-of travelling without baggage, and very rapidly. Ernest did not find
-much difficulty in the task. Mr. Alston was well known, and had seen a
-great deal of service as a young man in the Basutu wars, and stories
-were still told of his nerve and pluck. He was known, too, to be a wary
-man, not rash or over-confident, but of a determined mind; and, what is
-more, to possess a perfect knowledge of Zulu warfare and tactics. This
-went a long way with intending recruits, for the first thing a would-be
-colonial volunteer inquires into is the character of his officers. He
-will not trust his life to men in whom he puts no reliance. He is
-willing to lose it in the way of duty, but he has a great objection to
-having it blundered away. Indeed, in many South African volunteer corps
-it is a fundamental principle that the officers should be elected by
-the men themselves. Once elected, however, they cannot be deposed
-except by competent authority.
-
-Ernest, too, was by this time well known in the Transvaal, and
-universally believed in. Mr. Alston could not have chosen a better
-lieutenant. He was known to have pluck and dash, and to be ready-witted
-in emergency; but it was not that only which made him acceptable to the
-individuals whose continued existence would very possibly depend upon
-his courage and discretion. Indeed, it would be difficult to say what
-it was; but there are some men who are by nature born leaders of their
-fellows, and who inspire confidence magnetically. Ernest had this great
-gift. At first sight he was much like any other young man, rather
-careless-looking than otherwise in appearance, and giving the observer
-the impression that he was thinking of something else; but old hands at
-native warfare, looking into his dark eyes, saw something there which
-told them that this young fellow, boy as he was, comparatively
-speaking, would not show himself wanting in the moment of emergency,
-either in courage or discretion. Jeremy’s nomination, too, as
-sergeant-major, a very important post in such a corps, was popular
-enough. People had not forgotten his victory over the Boer giant, and
-besides, a sergeant-major with such a physique would have been a credit
-to any corps.
-
-All these things helped to make recruiting an easy task, and when
-Alston and his son Roger, weary and bruised, stepped out of the Natal
-post-cart four days later, it was to be met by Ernest and Jeremy with
-the intelligence that his telegram had been received, the appointments
-accepted, and thirty-five men provisionally enrolled subject to his
-approval.
-
-“My word, young gentlemen,” he said, highly pleased, “you are
-lieutenants worth having.”
-
-The next fortnight was a busy one for all concerned. The organisation
-of a colonial volunteer corps is no joke, as anybody who has ever tried
-it can testify. There were rough uniforms to be provided, arms to be
-obtained, and a hundred and one other wants to be satisfied. Then came
-some delay about the horses, which were to be served out by Government.
-At last these were handed over, a good-looking lot, but apparently very
-wild. Matters were at this point, when one day Ernest was seated in the
-room he used as an office in his house, enrolling a new recruit
-previous to his being sworn, interviewing a tradesman about flannel
-shirts, making arrangements for a supply of forage, filling up the
-endless forms which the imperial authorities required for transmission
-to the War Office, and a hundred other matters. Suddenly his orderly
-announced that two privates of the corps wished to see him.
-
-“What is it?” he asked of the orderly, testily; for he was nearly
-worked to death.
-
-“A complaint, sir.”
-
-“Well, send them in.”
-
-The door opened, and a curious couple entered. One was a great, burly
-sailor-man, who had been a quartermaster on board one of her Majesty’s
-ships at Cape Town, got drunk, overstayed his leave, and deserted
-rather than face the punishment; the other a quick, active little
-fellow, with a face like a ferret. He was a Zululand trader, who had
-ruined himself by drink, and a peculiarly valuable member of the corps
-on account of his knowledge of the country in which they were going to
-serve. Both the men saluted and stood at ease.
-
-“Well, my men, what is it?” asked Ernest, going on filling up his
-forms.
-
-“Nothing, so far as I am concerned, sir,” said the little man.
-
-Ernest looked up sharply at the quondam tar.
-
-“Now, Adam, your complaint; I have no time to waste.”
-
-Adam hitched up his breeches and began:
-
-“You see, sir, I brought _he_ here by the scruff of the neck.”
-
-“That’s true, sir,” said the little man, rubbing that portion of his
-body.
-
-“Because he and I, sir, as is messmates, sir, ’ad a difference of
-opinion. It was his day, you see, sir, to cook for our mess, and
-instead of putting on the pot, sir, he comes to me he does, and he says
-‘Adam, you blooming father of a race of fools’—that’s what he says,
-sir, a-comparing of me to the gent who lived in a garden—‘why don’t you
-come and take the —— skins off the —— taters, instead of a-squatting of
-yourself down on that there —— bed!’”
-
-“Slightly in error, sir,” broke in the little man, suavely; “our big
-friend’s memory is not as substantial as his form. What I said was, ‘My
-_dear_ Adam, as I see you have nothing to occupy your time, except sit
-and play a jew’s-harp upon your _couch,_ would you be so kind as to
-come and assist me to remove the outer integument of these potatoes?’”
-
-Ernest began to explode, but checked himself, and said sternly:
-
-“Don’t talk nonsense, Adam; tell me your complaint.”
-
-“Well, sir,” answered the big sailor, scratching his head, “if I must
-give it a name, it is this—this here man, sir, be too _infarnal
-sargustic_.”
-
-“Be off with you both,” said Ernest, sternly, “and don’t trouble me
-with any such nonsense again, or I will put you both under arrest, and
-stop your pay. Come, march!” and he pointed to the door. As he did so
-he observed a Boer gallop swiftly past the house, and take the turn to
-Government House.
-
-“What is up now?” he wondered.
-
-Half an hour afterwards another man passed the window, also at full
-gallop, and also turned up towards Government House. Another half-hour
-passed, and Mr. Alston came hurrying in.
-
-“Look here, Ernest,” he said, “here is a pretty business. Three men
-have come in to report that Cetewayo has sent an Impi (army) round by
-the back of Secocoeni’s country to burn Pretoria, and return to
-Zululand across the High Veldt. They say that the Impi is now resting
-in the Saltpan Bush, about twenty miles off, and will attack the town
-to-night or to-morrow night. All these three, who have, by the way, had
-no communication with each other, state that they have actually seen
-the captains of the Impi, who came to tell them to bid the other
-Dutchmen stand aside, as they are now fighting the Queen, and they
-would not be hurt.”
-
-“It seems incredible,” said Ernest; “do you believe it?”
-
-“I don’t know. It is possible, and the evidence is strong. It is
-possible; I have known the Zulus make longer marches than that. The
-Governor has ordered me to gallop to the spot, and report if I can see
-anything of this Impi.”
-
-“Am I to go too?”
-
-“No, you will remain in the corps. I take Roger with me—he is a light
-weight—and two spare horses. If there should be an attack and I should
-not be back, or if anything should happen, you will do your duty.”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Good-bye. I am off. You had better muster the men to be ready for an
-emergency;” and he was gone.
-
-Ten minutes afterwards, down came an orderly from the officer
-commanding, with a peremptory order to the effect that the officer
-commanding Alston’s Horse was to mount and parade his men in readiness
-for immediate service.
-
-“Here is a pretty go,” thought Ernest, “and the horses not served out
-yet!”
-
-Just then Jeremy came in, saluted, and informed him that the men were
-mustered.
-
-“Serve out the saddlery. Let every man shoulder his saddle. Tell
-Mazooku to bring out the ‘Devil’ (Ernest’s favourite horse), and march
-the men up to the Government stables. I will be with you presently.”
-
-Jeremy saluted again with much ceremony and vanished. He was the most
-punctilious sergeant-major who ever breathed.
-
-Twenty minutes later, a long file of men, each with a carbine slung to
-his back, and a saddle on his head, which, at a distance, gave them the
-appearance of a string of gigantic mushrooms, were to be seen
-proceeding towards the Government stables a mile away.
-
-Ernest, mounted on his great black stallion, and looking, in his
-military uniform and the revolver slung across his shoulders, a typical
-volunteer officer, was there before them.
-
-“Now, my men,” he said, as soon as they were paraded, “go in, and each
-man choose the horse which he likes best, bridle him, and bring him out
-and saddle him. Sharp!”
-
-The men broke their ranks and rushed to the stables, each anxious to
-secure a better horse than his neighbours. Presently from the stables
-there arose a sound of kicking, plunging, and “wo-hoing” impossible to
-describe.
-
-“There will be a pretty scene soon, with these unbroken brutes,”
-thought Ernest.
-
-He was not destined to be disappointed. The horses were dragged out,
-most of them lying back upon their haunches, kicking, bucking, and
-going through every other equine antic.
-
-“Saddle up!” shouted Ernest, as soon as they were all out.
-
-It was done with great difficulty.
-
-“Now mount.”
-
-Sixty men lifted their legs and swung themselves into the saddle, not
-without sad misgivings. A few seconds passed, and at least twenty of
-them were on the broad of their backs; one or two were being dragged by
-the stirrup-leather; a few were clinging to their bucking and plunging
-steeds; and the remainder of Alston’s Horse was scouring the plain in
-every possible direction. Never was there such a scene.
-
-In time, however, most of the men got back again, and some sort of
-order was restored. Several men were hurt, one or two badly. These were
-sent to the hospital, and Ernest formed the rest into half-sections, to
-be marched to the place of rendezvous. Just then, to make matters
-better, down came the rain in sheets, soaking them to the skin, and
-making confusion worse confounded. So they rode to the town, which was
-by this time in an extraordinary state of panic. All business was
-suspended; women were standing about on the verandahs, hugging their
-babies and crying, or making preparations to go into laager; men were
-hiding deeds and valuables, or hurrying to defence meetings on the
-market-square, where the Government were serving out rifles and
-ammunition to all able-bodied citizens; frightened mobs of Basutos and
-Christian Kafirs were jabbering in the streets, and telling tales of
-the completeness of Zulu slaughter, or else running from the city to
-pass the night among the hills. Altogether the scene was most curious,
-till dense darkness came down over it like an extinguisher, and put it
-out.
-
-Ernest took his men to a building which the Government had placed at
-their disposal, and had the horses stabled, but not unsaddled.
-Presently orders came down to him to keep the corps under arms all
-night; to send out four patrols, to be relieved at midnight, to watch
-the approaches to the town; and at dawn to saddle up and reconnoitre
-the neighbouring country.
-
-Ernest obeyed these orders as well as he could; that is, he sent the
-patrols out, but so dense was the darkness that they never got back
-again till the following morning, when they were collected, and, in one
-instance, dug out of the various ditches, quarry-holes, &c., into which
-they had fallen.
-
-About eleven o’clock Ernest was seated in a little room that opened out
-of the main building where they were quartered, consulting with Jeremy
-about matters connected with the corps, and wondering if Alston had
-found a Zulu Impi, or if it was all gammon when suddenly they heard the
-sharp challenge of the sentry outside:
-
-“Who goes there?”
-
-“Whoever it is had better answer sharp,” said Ernest; “I gave the
-sentry orders to be quick with his rifle to-night.”
-
-Bang!—crash! followed by loud howls of “Wilhelmina, my wife! Ah, the
-cruel man has killed my Wilhelmina!”
-
-“Heavens, it is that lunatic German! Here, orderly, run up to the
-Defence Committee and the Government offices, and tell them that it is
-nothing; they will think the Zulus are here. Tell two men to bring the
-man in here, and to stop his howls.”
-
-Presently Ernest’s old friend of the High Veldt, looking very wild and
-uncouth in the lamplight, with his long beard and matted hair, from
-which the rain was dripping, was bundled rather unceremoniously into
-the room.
-
-“Ah, there you are, dear sir; it is two—three years since we meet. I
-look for you everywhere, and they tell me you are here, and I come on
-quick all through the dark and the rain; and then before I know if I am
-on my head or my heel, the cruel man he ups a rifle, and do shoot my
-Wilhelmina, and make a great hole through her poor stomach. O sir, wat
-shall I do?” and the great child began to shed tears; “you, too, will
-weep: you, too, love my Wilhelmina, and sleep with her one
-night—bo-hoo!”
-
-“For goodness’ sake, stop that nonsense! This is no time or place for
-such fooling.”
-
-He spoke sharply, and the monomaniac pulled up, only giving vent to an
-occasional sob.
-
-“Now, what is your business with me?”
-
-The German’s face changed from its expression of idiotic grief to one
-of refined intelligence. He glanced towards Jeremy, who was exploding
-in the corner.
-
-“You can speak before this gentleman, Hans,” said Ernest.
-
-“Sir, I am going to say a strange thing to you this night.”
-
-He was speaking quite quietly and composedly now, and might have been
-mistaken for a sane man.
-
-“Sir, I hear that you go down to Zululand to help to fight the fierce
-Zulus. When I hear it, I was far away, but something come into my head
-to travel as quick as Wilhelmina can, and come and tell you not to go.”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“How can I say what I do mean? This I know—many shall go down to
-Zululand who rest in this house to-night, few shall come back.”
-
-“You mean that I shall be killed?”
-
-“I know not. There are things as bad as death, and yet not death.”
-
-He covered his eyes with his hand, and continued:
-
-“I cannot _see_ you dead, but do not go; I pray you do not go.”
-
-“My good Hans, what is the good of coming to me with such an old wives’
-tale? Even if it were true, and I knew that I must be killed twenty
-times, I should go. I cannot run away from my duty.”
-
-“That is spoken as a brave man should,” answered his visitor, in his
-native tongue. “I have done _my_ duty, and told you what Wilhelmina
-said. Now go, and when the black men are leaping up at you like the
-sea-waves round a rock, may the God of Rest guide your hand, and bring
-you safe from the slaughter!”
-
-Ernest gazed at the old man’s pale face; it wore a curious rapt
-expression, and the eyes were looking upwards.
-
-“Perhaps, old friend,” he said, addressing him in German, “I, as well
-as you, have a City of Rest which I would reach, and care not if I pass
-thither on an assegai.”
-
-“I know it,” replied Hans, in the same tongue; “but useless is it to
-seek rest till God gives it. You have sought and passed through the
-jaws of many deaths, but you have not found. If it be not God’s will,
-you will not find it now. I know you too seek rest, my brother, and had
-I known that you would find that only down there”—and he pointed
-towards Zululand—“I had not come down to warn you, for blessed is rest,
-and happy he who gains it. But no, it is not that; I am sure now that
-you will not die; your evil, whatever it is, will fall from heaven.”
-
-“So be it,” said Ernest; “you are a strange man. I thought you a common
-monomaniac, and now you speak like a prophet.”
-
-The old man smiled.
-
-“You are right; I am both. Mostly I am mad. I know it. But sometimes my
-madness has its moments of inspiration, when the clouds lift from my
-mind, and I see things none others can see, and hear voices to which
-your ears are deaf. Such a moment is on me now; soon I shall be mad
-again. But before the cloud settles I would speak to you. Why, I know
-not, save that I loved you when first I saw your eyes open there upon
-the cold veldt. Presently I must go, and we shall meet no more, for I
-draw near to the snow-clad tree that marks the gate of the City of
-Rest. I can look into your heart now and see the trouble in it, and the
-sad, beautiful face that is printed on your mind. Ah, she is not happy;
-she, too, must work out her rest. But the time is short, the cloud
-settles, and I would tell you what is in my mind. Even though trouble,
-great trouble, close you in, do not be cast down, for trouble is the
-key of heaven. Be good; turn to the God you have neglected; struggle
-against the snares of the senses. O, I can see now! For you and for all
-you love there is joy and there is peace!”
-
-Suddenly he broke off; the look of inspiration faded from his face,
-which grew stupid and wild-looking.
-
-“Ah, the cruel man; he made a great hole in the stomach of my
-Wilhelmina!”
-
-Ernest had been bending forwards, listening with parted lips to the old
-man’s talk. When he saw that the inspiration had left him, he raised
-his head and said:
-
-“Gather yourself together, I beg you, for a moment. I wish to ask one
-question. Shall I ever——”
-
-“How shall I stop de bleeding from the witals of my dear wife?—who will
-plug up the hole in her?”
-
-Ernest gazed at the man. Was he putting all this on?—or was he really
-mad? For the life of him he could not tell.
-
-Taking out a sovereign, he gave it to him.
-
-“There is money to doctor Wilhelmina with,” he said. “Would you like to
-sleep here?—I can give you a blanket.”
-
-The old man took the money without hesitation, and thanked Ernest for
-it, but said he must go on at once.
-
-“Where are you going to?” asked Jeremy, who had been watching him with
-great curiosity, but had not understood that part of the conversation
-which had been carried on in German.
-
-Hans turned upon him with a quick look of suspicion.
-
-“Rustenburg” (_Anglicè,_ the town of rest), he answered.
-
-“Indeed! the road is bad, and it is far to travel.”
-
-“Yes,” he replied, “the road is rough and long. Farewell!” And he was
-gone.
-
-“Well, he is a curious old buster, and no mistake, with his cheerful
-anticipations and his Wilhelmina,” reflected Jeremy, aloud. “Just fancy
-starting for Rustenburg at this hour of the night, too! Why it is a
-hundred miles off!”
-
-Ernest only smiled. He knew that it was no earthly Rustenburg that the
-old man sought.
-
-Some while afterwards he heard that Hans had attained the rest which he
-desired. Wilhelmina got fixed in a snowdrift in a pass of the
-Drakensberg. He was unable to drag her out.
-
-So he crept underneath and fell asleep, and the snow came down and
-covered them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-MR. ALSTON’S VIEWS
-
-
-The Zulu attack on Pretoria ultimately turned out only to have existed
-in the minds of two mad Kafirs, who dressed themselves up after the
-fashion of chiefs, and personating two Zulu nobles of repute, who were
-known to be in the command of regiments, rode from house to house,
-telling the Dutch inhabitants that they had an Impi of thirty thousand
-men lying in the bush, and bidding them stand aside while they
-destroyed the Englishmen. Hence the scare.
-
-The next month was a busy one for Alston’s Horse. It was drill, drill,
-drill, morning, noon, and night. But the results soon became apparent.
-In three weeks from the day they got their horses, there was not a
-smarter, quicker corps in South Africa, and Mr. Alston and Ernest were
-highly complimented on the soldier-like appearance of the men, and the
-rapidity and exactitude with which they executed all the ordinary
-cavalry manoeuvres.
-
-They were to march from Pretoria on the 10th of January, and expected
-to overtake Colonel Glynn’s column, with which was the General, about
-the 18th, by which time Mr. Alston calculated the real advance upon
-Zululand would begin.
-
-On the 8th, the good people of Pretoria gave the corps a farewell
-banquet, for most of its members were Pretoria men; and colonists are
-never behindhand when there is an excuse for conviviality and
-good-fellowship.
-
-Of course, after the banquet, Mr.—or, as he was now called,
-Captain—Alston’s health was drunk. But Alston was a man of few words,
-and had a horror of speech-making.
-
-He contented himself with a few brief sentences of acknowledgment, and
-sat down. Then somebody proposed the health of the other commissioned
-and noncommissioned officers, and to this Ernest rose to respond,
-making a very good speech in reply. He rapidly sketched the state of
-political affairs, of which the Zulu war was the outcome, and, without
-expressing any opinion on the justice or wisdom of that war, of which,
-to speak the truth, he had grave doubts, he went on to show, in a few
-well-chosen, weighty words, how vital were the interests involved in
-its successful conclusion, now that it once had been undertaken.
-Finally he concluded thus:
-
-“I am well aware, gentlemen, that with many of those who are your
-guests here to-night, and my own comrades, this state of affairs and
-the conviction of the extreme urgency of the occasion has been the
-cause of their enlistment. It is impossible for me to look down these
-tables, and see so many in our rough-and-ready uniform, whom I have
-known in other walks of life, as farmers, storekeepers, Government
-clerks, and what not, without realising most clearly the extreme
-necessity that can have brought these peaceable citizens together on
-such an errand as we are bent on. Certainly it is not the ten shillings
-a day, or the mere excitement of savage warfare, that has done this”
-(cries of ‘No, no!’);” because most of them can well afford to despise
-the money, and many more have seen enough of native war, and know well
-that few rewards and plenty of hard work fall to the lot of colonial
-volunteers. Then what is it? I will venture a reply. It is that sense
-of patriotism which is a part and parcel of the English mind” (cheers),
-“and which from generation to generation has been the root of England’s
-greatness, and, so long as the British blood remains untainted, will
-from unborn generation to generation be the mainspring of the greatness
-that is yet to be of those wider Englands, of which I hope this
-continent will become not the least.” (Loud cheers.)
-
-“That, gentlemen and men of Alston’s Horse, is the bond which unites us
-together; it is the sense of a common duty to perform, of a common
-danger to combat, of a common patriotism to vindicate. And for that
-reason, because of the patriotism and the duty, I feel sure that when
-the end of this campaign comes, whatever that end may be, no one, be he
-imperial officer, or newspaper correspondent, or Zulu foe, will be able
-to say that Alston’s Horse shirked its work, or was mutinous, or proved
-a broken reed, piercing the side of those who leaned on it.” (Cheers.)
-“I feel sure, too, that, though there may be a record of brave deeds
-such as become brave men, there will be none of a comrade deserted in
-the time of need, or of a failure in the moment of emergency, however
-terrible that emergency may be.” (Cheers.) “Ay, my brethren in arms,”
-and here Ernest’s eyes flashed and his strong clear voice went ringing
-down the great hall, “whom England has called, and who have not failed
-to answer to the call, I repeat, however terrible may be that
-emergency, even if it should involve the certainty of death—I speak
-thus because I feel I am addressing brave men, who do not fear to die,
-when death means duty, and life means dishonour—I know well that you
-will rise to it, and, falling shoulder to shoulder, will pass as heroes
-should on to the land of shades—on to that Valhalla of which no true
-heart should fear to set foot upon the threshold.”
-
-Ernest sat down amid ringing cheers. Nor did these noble words, coming
-as they did straight from the loyal heart of an English gentleman, fail
-of their effect. On the contrary, when, a fortnight later, Alston’s
-Horse formed that fatal ring on Isandhlwana’s bloody field, they
-flashed through the brain of more than one despairing man, so that he
-set his teeth and died the harder for them.
-
-“Bravo, my young Viking!” said Mr. Alston to Ernest, while the roof was
-still echoing to the cheers evoked by his speech, “the old Bersekir
-spirit is cropping up, eh?” He knew that Ernest’s mother’s family, like
-so many of the old Eastern County stocks, were of Danish extraction.
-
-It was a great night for Ernest.
-
-Two days later Alston’s Horse, sixty-four strong, marched out of
-Pretoria with a military band playing before. Alas! they never marched
-back again.
-
-At the neck of the poort or pass the band and the crowd of ladies and
-gentlemen who had accompanied them halted, and, having given them three
-cheers, turned and left them. Ernest, too, turned and gazed at the
-pretty town, with its white houses and rose-hedges red with bloom,
-nestling on the plain beneath, and wondered if he would ever see it
-again. He never did.
-
-The troop was then ordered to march at ease in half-sections, and
-Ernest rode up to the side of Alston; on his other side was the boy
-Roger, now about fourteen years of age, who acted as Alston’s
-aide-de-camp, and was in high spirits at the prospect of the coming
-campaign. Presently Alston sent his son back to the other end of the
-line on some errand.
-
-Ernest watched him as he galloped off, and a thought struck him.
-
-“Alston,” he said, “do you think that it is wise to bring that boy into
-this business?”
-
-His friend slewed himself round sharply in the saddle.
-
-“Why not?” he asked, in his deliberate way.
-
-“Well, you know there is a risk.”
-
-“And why should not the boy run risks as well as the rest of us? Look
-here, Ernest, when I first met you there in Guernsey I was going to see
-the place where my wife was brought up. Do you know how she died?”
-
-“I have heard she died a violent death; I do not know how.”
-
-“Then I will tell you, though it costs me something to speak of it. She
-died by a Zulu assegai, a week after the boy was born. She saved his
-life by hiding him under a heap of straw. Don’t ask me particulars; I
-can’t bear to talk of it. Perhaps now you understand why I am
-commanding a corps enrolled to serve against the Zulus. Perhaps, too,
-you will understand why the lad is with me. We go to avenge my wife and
-his mother, or to fall in the attempt. I have waited long for the
-opportunity; it has come.”
-
-Ernest relapsed into silence, and presently fell back to his troop.
-
-On the 20th of January, Alston’s Horse, having moved down by easy
-marches from Pretoria, camped at Rorke’s Drift, on the Bulialo River,
-not far from a store and a thatched building used as a hospital, which
-were destined to become historical. Here orders reached them to march
-on the following day and join No. 3 column, with which was Lord
-Chelmsford himself, and which was camped about nine miles from the
-Bulialo River, at a spot called Isandhlwana, or the “Place of the
-Little Hand.” Next day, the 21st of January, the corps moved on
-accordingly, and following the waggon-track that runs past the
-Inhlazatye Mountain, by midday came up to the camp, where about
-twenty-five hundred men of all arms were assembled under the immediate
-command of Colonel Glynn. Their camp, which was about eight hundred
-yards square, was pitched facing a wide plain, with its back towards a
-precipitous, slab-sided hill, of the curious formation sometimes to be
-seen in South Africa. This was Isandhlwana.
-
-“Hullo!” said Alston, as, on reaching the summit of the neck over which
-the waggon-road runs, they came in sight of the camp, “they are not
-entrenched. By Jove,” he added, after scanning the camp carefully,
-“they haven’t even got a waggon-laager!” and he whistled expressively.
-
-“What do you mean?” asked Ernest.
-
-Mr. Alston so rarely showed surprise that he knew there must be
-something very wrong.
-
-“I mean, Ernest, that there is nothing to prevent this camp from being
-destroyed, and every soul in it, by a couple of Zulu regiments, if they
-choose to make a night attack. How are they to be kept out, I should
-like to know, in the dark, when you can’t see to shoot them, unless
-there is some barrier? These officers, fresh from home, don’t know what
-a Zulu charge is, that is very clear. I only hope they won’t have
-occasion to find out. Look there,” and he pointed to a waggon lumbering
-along before them, on the top of which, among a lot of other
-miscellaneous articles, lay a bundle of cricketing bats and wickets,
-“they think that they are going on a picnic. What is the use, too, I
-should like to know, of sending four feeble columns sprawling over
-Zululand, to run the risk of being crushed in detail by a foe that can
-move from point to point at the rate of fifty miles a day, and which
-can at any moment slip past them and turn Natal into a howling
-wilderness? There, it is no use grumbling; I only hope I may be wrong.
-Get back to your troop, Ernest, and let us come into camp smartly. Form
-fours—trot!”
-
-On arrival in the camp, Mr. Alston learned, on reporting himself to the
-officer commanding, that two strong parties of mounted men under the
-command of Major Dartnell were out on a reconnaissance towards the
-Inhlazatye Mountain, in which direction the Zulus were supposed to be
-in force. The orders he received were to rest his horses, as he might
-be required to join the mounted force with Major Dartnell on the
-morrow.
-
-That night, as Alston and Ernest stood together at the door of their
-tent, smoking a pipe before turning in, they had some conversation. It
-was a beautiful night, and the stars shone brightly. Ernest looked at
-them, and thought on how many of man’s wars those stars had looked.
-
-“Star-gazing?” asked Mr. Alston.
-
-“I was contemplating our future homes,” said Ernest, laughing.
-
-“Ah, you believe that, do you? think you are immortal, and that sort of
-thing?”
-
-“Yes; I believe that we shall live many lives, and that some of them
-will be there,” and he pointed to the stars. “Don’t you?”
-
-“I don’t know. I think it rather presumptuous. Why should you suppose
-that for you is reserved a bright destiny among the stars more than for
-these?” and he put out his hand and clasped several of a swarm of
-flying-ants which were passing at the time. Just think how small must
-be the difference between these ants and us in the eyes of a Power who
-can produce both. The same breath of life animates both. These have
-their homes, their government, their colonies, their drones and
-workers. They enslave and annex, lay up riches, and, to bring the
-argument to an appropriate conclusion, make peace and war. What then is
-the difference? We are bigger, walk on two legs, have a larger capacity
-for suffering, and, we believe, a soul. Is it so great that we should
-suppose that for us is reserved a heaven, or all the glorious worlds
-which people space—for these, annihilation? Perhaps we are at the top
-of the tree of development, and for them may be the future, for us the
-annihilation. Who knows? There, fly away, and make the most of the
-present, for nothing else is certain.”
-
-“You overlook religion entirely.”
-
-“Religion? Which religion? There are so many. Our Christian God,
-Buddha, Mohammed, Brahma, all number their countless millions of
-worshippers. Each promises a different thing, each commands the equally
-intense belief of his worshippers, for with them all blind faith is a
-condition precedent; and each appears to satisfy their spiritual
-aspirations. Can all of these be true religions? Each holds the other
-false and outside the pale; each tries to convert the other, and fails.
-There are many lesser ones of which the same thing may be said.”
-
-“But the same spirit underlies them all.”
-
-“Perhaps. There is much that is noble in all religions, but there is
-also much that is terrible. To the actual horrors and wearing anxieties
-of physical existence, religion bids us add on the vaguer horrors of a
-spiritual existence, which are to be absolutely endless. The average
-Christian would be uncomfortable if you deprived him of his hell and
-his personal devil. For myself, I decline to believe in such things. If
-there is a hell, it is this world; this world is the place of expiation
-for the sins of the world, and the only real devil is the devil of
-man’s evil passions.”
-
-“It is possible to be religious and be a good man without believing in
-hell,” said Ernest.
-
-“Yes, I think so, otherwise my chance is a poor one. Besides, I do not
-deny the Almighty Power. I only deny the cruelty that is attributed to
-Him. It may be that, from the accumulated mass of the wrong and
-bloodshed and agony of this hard world, that Power is building up some
-high purpose. Out of the bodies of millions of living creatures Nature
-worked out her purpose and made the rocks, but the process must have
-been unpleasant to the living creatures by whose humble means the great
-strata were reared up. They lived, to die in billions, that tens of
-thousands of years afterwards there might be a rock. It may be so with
-us. Our tears and blood and agony may produce some solid end that now
-we cannot guess; their volume, which cannot be wasted, for nothing is
-wasted, may be building up one of the rocks of God’s far-off purpose.
-But that we shall be tortured here for a time in order that we may be
-indefinitely tortured there and he pointed to the stars, “that I will
-never believe. Look at the mist rising from that hollow; so does the
-reek of the world’s misery rise as an offering to the world’s gods. The
-mist will cease to rise, and fall again in rain, and bring a blessing;
-but the incense of human suffering rises night and day for so long as
-the earth shall endure, nor does it fall again in dews of mercy. And
-yet Christians, who declare that God is love, declare, too, that for
-the vast majority of their fellow-creatures this process is to continue
-from millennium to millennium.”
-
-“It depends on our life, they say.”
-
-“Look here, Ernest, a man can do no more than he can. When I got to the
-age of discretion, which I put at eight-and-twenty—you have hardly
-reached it yet, my boy, you are nothing but a babe—I made three
-resolutions: always to try and do my duty, never to turn my back on a
-poor man or a friend in trouble, and, if possible, not to make love to
-my neighbour’s wife. Those resolutions I have often broken more or
-less, either in the spirit or the letter, but in the main I have stuck
-to them, and I can put my hand upon my heart to-night and say, ‘I have
-done my best!’ And so I go my path, turning neither to the right nor to
-the left, and when Fate finds me, I shall meet him, fearing nothing,
-for I know he has wreaked his worst upon me, and can only at the utmost
-bring me eternal sleep; and hoping nothing, because my experience here
-has not been such as to justify the hope of any happiness for man, and
-my vanity is not sufficiently strong to allow me to believe in the
-intervention of a superior Power to save so miserable a creature from
-the common lot of life. Good-night.”
-
-On the following day his fate found him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-ISANDHLWANA
-
-
-Midnight came, and the camp was sunk in sleep. Up to the sky, whither
-it was decreed their spirits should pass before the dark closed in
-again and hid their mangled corpses, floated the faint breath of some
-fourteen hundred men. There they lay, sleeping the healthy sleep of
-vigorous manhood, their brains busy with the fantastic madness of a
-hundred dreams, and little recking of the inevitable morrow. There, in
-his sleep, the white man saw his native village, with its tall,
-wind-swayed elms, and the gray old church that for centuries had
-watched the last slumber of his race; the Kafir, the sunny slope of
-fair Natal, with the bright light dancing on his cattle’s horns, and
-the green of the gardens, where, for his well-being, his wives and
-children toiled. To some that night came dreams of high ambition, of
-brave adventure, crowned with the perfect triumph we never reach; to
-some, visions of beloved faces, long since passed away; to some, the
-reflected light of a far-off home, and echoes of the happy laughter of
-little children. And so their lamps wavered hither and thither in the
-spiritual breath of sleep, flickering wildly, ere they went out for
-ever. The night-wind swept in sad gusts across Isandhlwana’s plain,
-tossing the green grass, which to-morrow would be red. It moaned
-against Inhlazatye’s Mountain and died upon Upindo, fanning the dark
-faces of a host of warriors who rested there upon their spears,
-sharpened for the coming slaughter. And as it breathed upon them, they
-turned, those brave soldiers of U’Cetywayo—“born to be killed,” as
-their saying runs, at Cetywayo’s bidding—and, grasping their assegais,
-raised themselves to listen. It was nothing, death was not yet; death
-for the morrow, sleep for the night.
-
-A little after one o’clock on the morning of the 22nd of January,
-Ernest was roused by the sound of a horse’s hoofs and the harsh
-challenge of the sentries. “Despatch from Major Dartnell,” was the
-answer, and the messenger passed on. Half an hour more and the reveille
-was sounded, and the camp hummed in the darkness like a hive of bees
-making ready for the dawn.
-
-Soon it was known that the General and Colonel Glynn were about to move
-out to the support of Major Dartnell, who reported a large force of the
-enemy in front of him, with six companies of the second battalion of
-the 24th Regiment, four guns, and the mounted infantry.
-
-At dawn they left.
-
-At eight o’clock a report arrived from a picket, stationed about a mile
-away on a hill to the north of the camp, that a body of Zulus was
-approaching from the north-east.
-
-At nine o’clock the enemy showed over the crest of the hills for a few
-minutes, and then disappeared.
-
-At ten o’clock Colonel Durnford arrived from Rorke’s Drift with a
-rocket battery and two hundred and fifty mounted native soldiers, and
-took over the command of the camp from Colonel Pulleine. As he came up
-he stopped for a minute to speak to Alston, whom he knew, and Ernest
-noticed him. He was a handsome, soldier-like man, with his arm in a
-sling, a long, fair moustache, and restless, anxious expression of
-face.
-
-At 10.30, Colonel Durnford’s force, divided into two portions, was,
-with the rocket battery, pushed some miles forwards to ascertain the
-enemy’s movements, and a company of the 24th was directed to take up a
-position on the hill about a mile to the north of the camp. Meanwhile,
-the enemy, which they afterwards heard consisted of the Undi Corps, the
-Nokenke and Umcitu Regiments, and the Nkobamakosi and Imbonambi
-Regiments, in all about twenty thousand men, were resting about two
-miles from Isandhlwana, with no intention of attacking that day. They
-had not yet been “moutied” (doctored), and the condition of the moon
-was not propitious.
-
-Unfortunately, however, Colonel Durnford’s mounted Basutos, in pushing
-forwards, came upon a portion of the Umcitu Regiment, and fired on it;
-whereupon the Umcitu came into action, driving Durnford’s Horse before
-them, and then engaged the company of the 24th, which had been
-stationed on the hill to the north of the camp, and, after a stubborn
-resistance, annihilating it. It was followed by the Nokenke, Imbonambi,
-and Nkobamakosi Regiments, who executed a flanking movement, and
-threatened the front of the camp. For awhile the Undi Corps, which
-formed the chest of the army, held its ground. Then it marched off to
-the right, and directed its course to the north of Isandhlwana
-Mountain, with the object of turning the position.
-
-Meanwhile, the remaining companies of the 24th were advanced to various
-positions in front of the camp, and engaged the enemy, for awhile
-holding him in check; the two guns under Major Smith shelling the
-Nokenke Regiment, which formed the Zulu left centre, with great effect.
-The shells could be seen bursting amid the dense masses of Zulus, who
-were coming on slowly and in perfect silence, making large gaps in
-their ranks, which instantly closed up over the dead.
-
-At this point the advance of the Undi Regiment to the Zulu right and
-the English left was reported; and Alston’s Horse were ordered to
-proceed, and, if possible, to check it. Accordingly they left, and,
-riding behind the company of the 24th on the hill, to the north of the
-camp, which was now hotly engaged with the Umcitu, and Durnford’s
-Basutos, who, fighting splendidly, were slowly being pushed back, made
-for the north side of Isandhlwana. As soon as they got on to the high
-ground they caught sight of the Undi, who, something over three
-thousand strong, were running swiftly in a formation of companies,
-about half a mile away to the northward.
-
-“By Heaven, they mean to turn the mountain, and seize the waggon-road!”
-said Mr. Alston. “Gallop!”
-
-The troop dashed down the slope towards a pass in a stony ridge, which
-would command the path of the Undi, as they did so breaking through and
-killing two or three of a thin line of Zulus that formed the extreme
-point of one of the horns or nippers, by means of which the enemy
-intended to enclose the camp and crush it.
-
-After this, Alston’s Horse saw nothing more of the general fight; but
-it may be as well to briefly relate what happened. The Zulus of the
-various regiments pushed slowly on towards the camp, notwithstanding
-their heavy losses. Their object was to give time to the horns or
-nippers to close round it. Meanwhile, those in command realised too
-late the extreme seriousness of the position, and began to concentrate
-the various companies. Too late! The enemy saw that the nippers had
-closed. He knew, too, that the Undi could not be far off the
-waggon-road, the only way of retreat; and so, abandoning his silence
-and his slow advance, he raised the Zulu war-shout, and charged in from
-a distance of from six to eight hundred yards.
-
-Up to this time the English loss had been small, for the shooting of
-the Zulus was vile. The enemy, on the contrary, had, especially during
-the last half-hour before they charged, lost heavily. But now the
-tables turned. First the Natal Contingent, seeing that they were
-surrounded, bolted, and laid open the right and rear flank of the
-troops. In poured the Zulus, so that most of the soldiers had not even
-time to fix bayonets. In another minute, our men were being assegaied
-right and left, and the retreat on the camp had become a fearful rout.
-But even then there was nowhere to run to. The Undi Corps (which
-afterwards passed on and attacked the post at Rorke’s Drift) already
-held the waggon-road, and the only practical way of retreat was down a
-gully to the south of the road. Into this the broken fragments of the
-force plunged wildly, and after them and mixed up with them went their
-Zulu foes, massacring every living thing they came across.
-
-So the camp was cleared. When, a couple of hours afterwards, Commandant
-Lonsdale, of Lonsdale’s Horse, was sent back by General Chelmsford to
-ascertain what the firing was about, he could see nothing wrong. The
-tents were standing, the waggons were there; there were even soldiers
-moving about. It did not occur to him that it was the soldiers’ coats
-which were moving on the backs of Kafirs, and that the soldiers
-themselves would never move again. So he rode quickly up to the
-headquarter tents; out of which, to his surprise, there suddenly
-stalked a huge naked Zulu, smeared all over with blood, and waving in
-his hand a bloody assegai.
-
-Having seen enough, he then rode back again to tell the General that
-his camp was taken.
-
-To God’s good providence and Cetywayo’s clemency, rather than to our
-own wisdom, do we owe it that all the outlying homesteads in Natal were
-not laid in ashes, and men, women, and children put to the assegai.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-THE END OF ALSTON’S HORSE
-
-
-Alston’s Horse soon reached the ridge, past which the Undi were
-commencing to run, at a distance of about three hundred and fifty
-yards, and the order was given to dismount and line it. This they did,
-one man in every four keeping a few paces back to hold the horses of
-his section. Then they opened fire; and next second came back the sound
-of the thudding of the bullets on the shields and bodies of the Zulu
-warriors.
-
-Ernest, seated up high on his great black horse “The Devil,” for the
-officers did not dismount, could see how terrible was the effect of
-that raking fire, delivered as it was, not by raw English boys, who
-scarcely knew one end of a rifle from the other, but by men, all of
-whom could shoot, and many of whom were crack shots. All along the line
-of the Undi companies men threw up their arms and dropped dead, or
-staggered out of the ranks wounded. But the main body never paused.
-By-and-by they would come back and move the wounded, or kill them if
-they were not likely to recover.
-
-Soon, as the range got longer, the fire began to be less deadly, and
-Ernest could see that fewer men were dropping.
-
-“Ernest,” said Alston, galloping up to him, “I am going to charge them.
-Look, they will soon cross the donga, and reach the slopes of the
-mountain, and we sha’n’t be able to follow them on the broken ground.”
-
-“Isn’t it rather risky?” asked Ernest, somewhat dismayed at the idea of
-launching their little clump of mounted men at the moving mass before
-them.
-
-“Risky? yes, of course it is, but my orders were to delay the enemy as
-much as possible, and the horses are fresh. But, my lad”—and he bent
-towards him and spoke low—“it doesn’t much matter whether we are killed
-charging or running away. I am sure that the camp must be taken; there
-is no hope. Good-bye, Ernest; if I fall, fight the corps as long as
-possible, and kill as many of those devils as you can; and if you
-survive, remember to make off well to the left. The regiments will have
-passed by then. God bless you, my boy! Now order the bugler to sound
-the ‘cease fire,’ and let the men mount.”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-They were the last words Alston ever spoke to him, and Ernest often
-remembered, with affectionate admiration, that even at that moment he
-thought more of his friend’s safety than he did of his own. As to their
-tenor, Ernest had already suspected the truth, though, luckily, the
-suspicion had not as yet impregnated the corps. Mazooku, too, who as
-usual was with him, mounted on a Basutu pony, had just informed him
-that, in his (Mazooku’s) opinion, they were all as good as ripped up
-(alluding to the Zulu habit of cutting a dead enemy open), and adding a
-consolatory remark to the effect that man can die but once, and “good
-job too.”
-
-But, strangely enough, he did not feel afraid; indeed, he never felt
-quieter in his life than he did in that hour of near death. A wild
-expectancy thrilled his nerves and looked out of his eyes. “What would
-it be like?” he wondered. And in another minute all such thoughts were
-gone, for he was at the head of his troop, ready for the order.
-
-Alston, followed by the boy Roger, galloped swiftly round, seeing that
-the formation was right, and then gave the word to unsheath the short
-swords with which he had insisted upon the corps being armed.
-Meanwhile, the Undi were drawing on to a flat plain, four hundred yards
-or more broad, at the foot of the mountain, a very suitable spot for a
-cavalry manoeuvre.
-
-“Now, men of Alston’s Horse, there is the enemy before you. Let me see
-how you can go through them. _Charge!_”
-
-“_Charge!_” re-echoed Ernest.
-
-[Illustration: “The last Charge of Alston’s Horse.”]
-
-“_Charge!_” roared Sergeant-Major Jones, brandishing his sword.
-
-Down the slope they go, slowly at first; now they are on the plain, and
-the pace quickens to a hand-gallop. Ernest feels his great horse gather
-himself together and spring along beneath him; he hears the hum of
-astonishment rising from the dense black mass before them as it halts
-to receive the attack; he glances round, and sees the set faces and
-determined look upon the features of his men, and his blood boils up
-with a wild exhilaration, and for awhile he tastes the fierce joy of
-war.
-
-Quicker still grows the pace; now he can see the white round the dark
-eyeballs of the Zulus.
-
-“_Crash!_” They are among them, trampling them down, hewing them down,
-thrusting, slashing, stabbing, and being stabbed. The air is alive with
-assegais, and echoes with the savage Zulu war-cries and with the shouts
-of the gallant troopers, fighting now as troopers have not often fought
-before. Presently, as in a dream, Ernest sees a huge Zulu seize
-Alston’s horse by the bridle, jerk it on to its haunches, and raise his
-assegai. Then the boy Roger, who is by his father’s side, makes a point
-with his sword, and runs the Zulu through. He falls, but next moment
-the lad is attacked by more, is assegaied, and falls fighting bravely.
-Then Alston pulls up, and, turning, shoots with his revolver at the men
-who have killed his son. Two fall, another runs up, and with a shout
-drives a great spear right through Alston, so that it stands out a
-hand-breadth behind his back. On to the body of his son he, too, falls
-and dies. Next second the Zulu’s head is cleft in twain down to the
-chin. That was Jeremy’s stroke.
-
-All this time, they are travelling on, leaving a broad red line of dead
-and dying in their track. Presently it was done; they had passed right
-through the Impi. But out of sixty-four men they had lost their captain
-and twenty troopers. As they emerged, Ernest noticed that his sword was
-dripping blood, and his sword-hand stained red. Yet he could not at the
-moment remember having killed anybody.
-
-But Alston was dead, and he was now in command of what remained of the
-corps. They were in no condition to charge again, for many horses and
-some men were wounded. So he led them round the rear of the Impi,
-which, detaching a company of about three hundred men to deal with the
-remnants of the troop, went on its way with lessened numbers, and
-filled with admiration at the exhibition of a courage in no way
-inferior to their own.
-
-This company, running swiftly, took possession of the ridge down which
-the troop had charged, and by which alone it would be possible for
-Ernest to retreat, and taking shelter behind stones, began to pour in
-an inaccurate but galling fire on the little party of whites. Ernest
-charged up through them, losing two more men and several horses in the
-process; but what was his horror, on reaching the crest of the ridge,
-to see about a thousand Zulus, drawn up, apparently in reserve, in the
-neck of the pass leading to the plain beyond! To escape through them
-would be almost impossible, for he was crippled with wounded and
-dismounted men, and the pace of a force is the pace of the slowest.
-Their position was desperate, and looking round at his men, he could
-see that they thought so too.
-
-His resolution was soon taken. A few paces from where he had for a
-moment halted the remainder of the corps was a little eminence,
-something like an early Saxon tumulus. To this he rode, and,
-dismounting, turned his horse loose, ordering his men to do the same.
-So good was the discipline, and so great his control over them, that
-there were no wild rushes to escape: they obeyed, reaching their
-desperate case, and formed a ring round the rise.
-
-“Now, men of Alston’s Horse,” said Ernest, “we have done our best, let
-us die our hardest.”
-
-The men set up a cheer, and next minute the Zulus, creeping up under
-shelter of the rocks which were strewed around, attacked them with
-fury.
-
-In five minutes, in spite of the withering fire which they poured in
-upon the surrounding Zulus, six more of the little band were dead. Four
-were shot, two were killed in a rush made by about a dozen men, who,
-reckless of their own life, determined to break through the white man’s
-ring. They perished in the attempt, but not before they had stabbed two
-of Alston’s Horse. The remainder, but little more than thirty men,
-retired a few paces farther up the little rise so as to contract their
-circle, and kept up a ceaseless fire upon the enemy. The Zulus, thanks
-to the accurate shooting of the white men, had by this time lost more
-than fifty of their number, and, annoyed at being put to such loss by a
-foe numerically so insignificant, they determined to end the matter
-with a rush. Ernest saw their leader, a great almost naked fellow, with
-a small shield and a necklace of lion’s claws, walking, utterly
-regardless of the pitiless rifle fire, from group to group, and
-exhorting them. Taking up a rifle which had just fallen from the hand
-of a dead trooper—for up to the present Ernest had not joined in the
-firing—he took a fine sight at about eighty yards at the Zulu chief’s
-broad chest, and pulled. The shot was a good one; the great fellow
-sprang into the air and dropped. Instantly another commander took his
-place and the final advance began.
-
-But the Zulus had to come up-hill, with but little cover, and scores
-were mown down by the scorching and continuous fire from the
-breech-loaders. Twice, when within twenty yards, were they driven back,
-twice did they come on again. Now they were but twelve paces or so
-away, and a murderous fire was kept up upon them. For a moment they
-wavered, then pushed forwards up the slope.
-
-“Close up!” shouted Ernest, “and use your swords and pistols.”
-
-His voice was heard above the din. Some of the men dropped the now
-useless rifles, and the revolvers began to crack.
-
-Then the Zulus closed in upon the doomed band, with a shout of “Bulala
-umlungo!” (Kill the white man!)
-
-Out rang the pistol-shots, and fire flew from the clash of swords and
-assegais; and still the little band, momentarily growing fewer, fought
-on with labouring breath. Never did hope-forsaken men make a more
-gallant stand. Still they fought, and still they fell, one by one, and
-as they fell were stabbed to death; but scarcely one of them was there
-whose death-wound was in his back.
-
-At last the remaining Zulus drew back; they thought that it was done.
-
-But no; three men yet stood together upon the very summit of the mound,
-holding six foes at bay. The Zulu captain laughed aloud when he saw it,
-and gave a rapid order. Thereupon the remaining Zulus formed up, and
-stabbing the wounded as they went, departed swiftly over the dead,
-after the main body of the corps, which had now vanished round the
-mountain.
-
-They left the six to finish the three.
-
-Three hundred had come to attack Alston’s Horse; not more than one
-hundred departed from that attack. The overpowered white men had
-rendered a good account of their foes.
-
-The three left alive on the summit of the little hill were, as Fate
-would have it, Ernest, Jeremy, and the ex-sailor, who had complained of
-the “sargustic” companion, who, it happened, had just died by his side.
-
-Their revolvers were empty; Ernest’s sword had broken off short in the
-body of a Zulu; Jeremy still had his sword, and the sailor a clubbed
-carbine.
-
-Presently one of the six Zulus dodged in under the carbine and ran the
-sailor through. Glancing round, Ernest saw his face turn grey. The
-honest fellow died as he had lived, swearing hard.
-
-“Ah, you —— black mate,” he sang out, “take that, and be damned to
-you!” The clubbed rifle came down upon the Zulu’s skull and cracked it
-to bits, and both fell dead together.
-
-Now there were five Zulus left, and only Ernest and Jeremy to meet
-them. But stay; suddenly from under a corpse uprises another foe. No,
-it is not a foe, it is Mazooku, who has been shamming dead, but
-suddenly and most opportunely shows himself to be very much alive.
-Advancing from behind, he stabs one of the attacking party, and kills
-him. That leaves four. Then he engages another, and after a long
-struggle kills him too, which leaves three. And still the two white men
-stand back to back with flashing eyes and gasping breath, and hold
-their own. Soaked with blood, desperate, and expecting death, they were
-yet a gallant sight to see. Two of the remaining Zulus rush at the
-giant Jeremy, one at Ernest. Ernest, having no effective weapon left,
-dodges the assegai thrust, and then closes with his antagonist, and
-they roll, over and over, down the hill together, struggling for the
-assegai the Zulu holds. It snaps in two, but the blade and about eight
-inches of the shaft remain with Ernest. He drives it through his
-enemy’s throat, and he dies. Then he struggles up to see the closing
-scene of the drama, but not in time to help in it. Mazooku has wounded
-his man badly, and is following to kill him. And Jeremy? He has struck
-at one of the Kafirs, with his sword. The blow is received on the edge
-of the cowhide shield, and sinks half-way through it, so that the hide
-holds the steel fast. With a sharp twist of the shield the weapon is
-jerked out of his hand, and he is left defenceless, with nothing to
-trust to except his native strength. Surely he is lost! But no—with a
-sudden rush he seizes both Zulus by the throat, one in each hand, and,
-strong men as they are, swings them wide apart. Then with a tremendous
-effort he jerks their heads together with such awful force that they
-fall senseless, and Mazooku comes up and spears them.
-
-
-
-
-Thus was the fight ended.
-
-Ernest and Jeremy sank upon the bloody grass, gasping for breath. The
-firing from the direction of the camp had now died away, and, after the
-tumult, the shouts, and the shrieks of the dying, the silence seemed
-deep.
-
-It was the silence of the dead.
-
-There they lay, white man and Zulu, side by side in the peaceable
-sunlight and in a vague bewildered way Ernest noticed that the faces,
-which a few minutes before looked so grim, were mostly smiling now.
-They had passed through the ivory gates and reached the land of smiles.
-How still they all were! A little black-and-white bird, such as fly
-from ant-hill to ant-hill, came and settled upon the forehead of a
-young fellow, scarcely more than a boy, and the only son of his mother,
-who lay quiet across two Zulus. The bird knew why he was so still.
-Ernest had liked the boy, and knew his mother, and began to wonder as
-he lay panting on the grass what she would feel when she heard of her
-son’s fate. But just then Mazooku’s voice broke the silence. He had
-been standing staring at the body of one of the men he had killed, and
-was now apostrophising it in Zulu.
-
-“Ah, my brother,” he said, “son of my own father, with whom I used to
-play when I was little; I always told you that you were a perfect fool
-with an assegai but little thought that I should ever have such an
-opportunity of proving it to you. Well, it can’t be helped; duty is
-duty, and family ties must give way to it. Sleep well, my brother; it
-was painful to kill you—very!”
-
-Ernest lifted himself from the ground, and laughed the hysterical laugh
-of shattered nerves, at this naive and thoroughly Zulu moralising. Just
-then Jeremy rose and came to him. He was a fearful sight to see—his
-hands, his face, his clothes, were all red; and he was bleeding from a
-cut on the face, and another on the hand.
-
-“Come, Ernest,” he said, in a hollow voice, “we must clear out of
-this.”
-
-“I suppose so,” said Ernest.
-
-On the plain at the foot of the hill several of the horses were quietly
-cropping the grass, till such time as the superior animal, man, had
-settled his differences. Among them was Ernest’s black stallion, “The
-Devil,” which had been wounded, though slightly, on the flank. They
-walked towards the horses, stopping on their way to arm themselves from
-the weapons which lay about. As they passed the body of the man Ernest
-had killed in his last struggle for life, he stopped and drew the
-broken assegai from his throat. “A memento!” said he. The horses were
-caught without difficulty, and “The Devil” and the two next best
-animals selected. Then they mounted, and rode towards the top of the
-ridge over which Ernest had seen the body of Zulus lying in reserve.
-When they were near it Mazooku got down and crept to the crest on his
-stomach. Presently, to their great relief, he signalled to them to
-advance: the Zulus had moved on, and the valley was deserted. And so
-the three passed over the neck, that an hour and a half before they had
-crossed with sixty-one companions, who were now all dead. “I think we
-have charmed lives,” said Jeremy, presently. “All gone except us two.
-It can’t be chance.”
-
-“It is fate,” said Ernest, briefly.
-
-From the top of the neck they got a view of the camp, which now looked
-quiet and peaceful, with its white tents and its Union Jack fluttering
-as usual in the breeze.
-
-“They must be all dead too,” said Ernest; “which way shall we go?”
-
-Then it was that Mazooku’s knowledge of the country proved of the
-utmost service to them. He had been brought up at a kraal in the
-immediate neighbourhood, and knew every inch of the land. Avoiding the
-camp altogether, he led them to the left of the battle-field, and after
-two hours’ ride over rough country, brought them to a ford of the
-Bulialo which he was acquainted with, some miles below where the few
-survivors of the massacre struggled across the river, or were drowned
-in attempting to do so. Following this route they never saw a single
-Zulu, for these had all departed in the other direction, and were
-spared the horrors of the stampede and of “Fugitives’ Drift.”
-
-At last they gained the farther side of the river, and were,
-comparatively speaking, safe on Natal ground.
-
-They determined, after much anxious consultation, to make for the
-little fort at Helpmakaar, and had ridden about a mile or so towards
-it, when suddenly the Zulu’s quick ear caught the sound of distant
-firing to their right. It was their enemy, the Undi Corps, attacking
-Rorke’s Drift. Leaving Mazooku to hold the horses, Ernest and Jeremy
-dismounted, and climbed a solitary koppie or hill which just there
-cropped out from the surface of the plain. It was of an ironstone
-formation, and on the summit lay a huge flat slab of almost pure ore.
-On to this they climbed, and looked along the course of the river, but
-could see nothing. Rorke’s Drift was hidden by a rise in the ground.
-
-All this time a dense thundercloud had been gathering in the direction
-of Helpmakaar, and was now, as is common before sunset in the South
-African summer season, travelling rapidly up against the wind, set in a
-faint rainbow as in a frame. The sun, on the other hand, was sinking
-towards the horizon, so that his golden beams, flying across a space of
-blue sky, impinged upon the black bosom of the cloud, and were
-reflected thence in sharp lights and broad shadows, flung like
-celestial spears and shields across the plains of Zululand.
-Isandhlwana’s Mountain was touched by one great ray which broke in
-glory upon his savage crest, and crowned him that day as king of death,
-but the battlefield over which he towered was draped in gloom. It was a
-glorious scene. Above, the wild expanse of sky broken up by flaming
-clouds, and tinted with hues such as might be reflected from the
-jewelled walls of heaven. Behind, the angry storm, set in its
-rainbow-frame like ebony in a ring of gold. In front, the rolling
-plain, where the tall grasses waved, the broad Bulialo flashing through
-it like a silver snake, the sun-kissed mountains, and the shadowed
-slopes.
-
-It was a glorious scene. Nature in her most splendid mood flung all her
-colour-streamers loose across the earth and sky, and waved them wildly
-ere they vanished into night’s abyss. Life, in his most radiant
-ecstasy, blazed up in varied glory before he sank, like a lover, to
-sleep awhile in the arms of his eternal mistress—Death.
-
-Ernest gazed upon it, and it sank into his heart, which, set to
-Nature’s tune, responded ever when her hands swept the chords of earth
-or heaven. It lifted him above the world, and thrilled him with
-indescribable emotion. His eyes wandered over the infinite space above,
-searching for the presence of a God; then they fell upon Isandhlwana,
-and marked the spot just where the shadows were deepest; where his
-comrades lay, and gazed upon the splendid sky with eyes that could not
-see; and at last his spirit gave way, and, weakened with emotion and
-long toil and abstinence, he burst into a paroxysm of grief.
-
-“O Jeremy,” he sobbed, “they are all dead, all except you and I, and I
-feel a coward that I should still live to weep over them. When it was
-over, I should have let that Zulu kill me; but I was a coward, and I
-fought for my life. Had I but held my hand for a second, I should have
-gone with Alston and the others, Jeremy.”
-
-“Come, come, old fellow, you did your best, and fought the corps like a
-brick. No man could have done more.”
-
-“Yes, Jeremy, but I should have died with them; it was my duty to die.
-And I do not care about living, and they did. I have been an
-unfortunate dog all my life. I shot my cousin, I lost Eva, and now I
-have seen all my comrades killed, and I, who was their leader, alone
-escaped, and perhaps I have not done with my misfortunes yet. What
-next, I wonder? what next?”
-
-Ernest’s distress was so acute, that Jeremy, looking at him and seeing
-that all he had gone through had been too much for him, tried to soothe
-him, lest he should go into hysterics, by putting his arm round his
-waist and giving him a good hug.
-
-“Look here, old chap,” he said; “it is no use bothering one’s head
-about these things. We are just so many feathers blown about by the
-wind, and must float where the wind blows us. Sometimes it is a good
-wind, and sometimes a bad one; but on the whole it is bad, and we must
-just make the best of it, and wait till it doesn’t think it worth while
-to blow our particular feathers about any more, and then we shall come
-to the ground, and not till then. And now we have been up here for more
-than five minutes, and given the horses a bit of a rest. We must be
-pushing on if we want to get to Helpmakaar before dark, and I only hope
-we shall get there before the Zulus, that’s all. By Jove, here comes
-the storm—come on!” And Jeremy jumped off the lump of iron-ore, and
-began to descend the koppie.
-
-Ernest, who had been listening with his face in his hands, rose and
-followed him in silence. As he did so, a breath of ice-cold air from
-the storm-cloud, which was now right over-head, fanned his hot brow,
-and when he had gone a few yards he turned to meet it, and to cast one
-more look at the scene.
-
-It was the last earthly landscape he ever saw. For at that instant
-there leaped from the cloud overhead a fierce stream of jagged light,
-which struck the mass of iron-ore on which they had been seated,
-shivered and fused it, and then ran down the side of the hill to the
-plain. Together with the lightning there came an ear-splitting crack of
-thunder.
-
-Jeremy, who was now nearly at the bottom of the little hill, staggered
-at the shock. When he recovered, he looked up where Ernest had been
-standing, and could not see him. He rushed up the hill again, calling
-him in accents of frantic grief. There was no answer. Presently he
-found him lying on the ground, white and still.
-
-[Illustration: “He found him lying on the ground, white and still.”]
-
-
-
-
-BOOK III.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-THE CLIFFS OF OLD ENGLAND
-
-
-It was an April evening; off the south coast of England. The sun had
-just made up his mind to struggle out from behind a particularly black
-shower-cloud, and give that part of the world a look before he bade it
-good-night.
-
-“That is lucky,” said a little man, who was with difficulty hanging on
-to the bulwark netting of the H.M.S. _Conway Castle;_ “now, Mr. Jones,
-look if you can’t see them in the sunlight.”
-
-Mr. Jones accordingly looked through his glasses again.
-
-“Yes,” he said, “I can see them distinctly.”
-
-“See what?” asked another passenger, coming up. “The cliffs of Old
-England,” answered the little man, joyously.
-
-“Oh, is that all?” said the other; “curse the cliffs of Old England!”
-
-“Nice remark that for a man who is going home to be married, eh?” said
-the little man, turning to where his companion had stood.
-
-But Mr. Jones had shut up his glasses, and vanished aft.
-
-Presently he reached a deck-cabin, and entered without knocking.
-
-“England is in sight, old fellow,” he said, addressing somebody who lay
-back smoking in a cane-chair.
-
-The person addressed made a movement as though to rise, then put up his
-hand to a shade that covered his eyes.
-
-“I forgot,” he answered, with a smile; “it will have to be very much in
-sight before I can see it. By the way, Jeremy,” he went on, nervously,
-“I want to ask you something. These doctors tell such lies.” And he
-removed the shade. “Now, look at my eyes, and tell me honestly, am I
-disfigured? Are they shrunk, I mean, or have they got a squint, or
-anything of that sort?” and Ernest turned up his dark orbs, which,
-except that they had acquired that painful, expectant look peculiar to
-the blind, were just as they always had been.
-
-Jeremy looked at them, first in one light, then in another.
-
-“Well!” said Ernest, impatiently. “I can feel that you are staring me
-out of countenance.”
-
-“Hamba gachlé,” replied the imperturbable one. “I am di—di—diagnosing
-the case. There, that will do. To all appearance, your optics are as
-sound as mine. You get a girl to look at them, and see what she says.”
-
-“Ah, well; that is something to be thankful for.”
-
-Just then somebody knocked at the cabin-door. It was a steward.
-
-“You sent for me, Sir Ernest?”
-
-“O yes, I remember. Will you be so good as to find my servant? I want
-him.”
-
-“Yes, Sir Ernest.”
-
-Ernest moved impatiently.
-
-“Confound that fellow, with his everlasting ‘Sir Ernest’!”
-
-“What, haven’t you got used to your handle yet?”
-
-“No, I haven’t, and I wish it were at Jericho, and that is a fact. It
-is all your fault, Jeremy. If you had not told that confoundedly
-garrulous little doctor, who went and had the information printed in
-the _Natal Mercury,_ it would never have come out at all. I could have
-dropped the title in England; but now all these people know that I am
-Sir Ernest, and Sir Ernest I shall remain for the rest of my days.”
-
-“Well, most people would not think that such a dreadful misfortune.”
-
-“Yes, they would, if they had happened to shoot the real heir. By the
-way, what did the lawyer say in his letter? As we are so near home, I
-suppose I had better post myself up. You will find it in the
-despatch-box. Read it, there’s a good fellow.”
-
-Jeremy opened the box, battered with many years of travel, and searched
-about for the letter. It contained a curious collection of articles,
-prominent among which was a handkerchief, which once belonged to Eva
-Ceswick; a long tress of chestnut hair tied up with a blue ribbon;
-ditto of golden, which had come—well, not from Eva’s locks; a whole
-botanical collection of dead flowers, tender souvenirs of goodness
-knows who, for, after awhile, these accumulated dried specimens are
-difficult to identify; and many letters and other curiosities.
-
-At last Jeremy came to the desired document, written in a fair clerk’s
-hand; and having shovelled back the locks of hair, &c., began to read
-it aloud:
-
-_St. Ethelred’s Court, Poultry,_
-
-_22nd January, 1879._
-
-“Sir,—”
-
-
-“You see,” broke in Ernest, “while we were fighting over there at
-Isandhlwana, those beggars were writing to tell me that I was a
-baronet. Case of the ‘bloody hand’ with a vengeance, eh?”
-
-“Sir” (began Jeremy again), “it is our duty to inform you of the death,
-on the 16th of the present month, of our esteemed client, Sir Hugh
-Kershaw, Bart., of Archdale Hall, Devonshire, and of the consequent
-devolution of the baronetcy to yourself, as only son of the late Sir
-Hugh’s only brother, Ernest Kershaw, Esq.
-
-“Into the question of the unhappy manner in which you came to be placed
-in the immediate succession it does not become us to enter. We have
-before us at this moment a copy of Her Majesty’s pardon, granted to you
-under the Transvaal Amnesty Act, and forwarded to us by Reginald
-Cardus, Esq., of Dum’s Ness, Suffolk, which we have neither the wish
-nor the will to dispute. It is clear to us that, under this pardon, you
-are totally free from any responsibility for the breach of the law
-which you perpetrated some years since; and of this it is our duty to
-advise you your title to succeed is also a clear one.
-
-“As was only to be expected under the circumstances, the late Sir Hugh
-did not bear any feeling of goodwill towards you. Indeed, we do not
-think that we shall be exaggerating if we say that the news of your
-free pardon materially hastened his end. On the attainment of full age
-by the late Hugh Kershaw, Esq., who fell by your hand, the entail of
-the family estates was cut, and only the mansion-house of Archdale
-Hall, the heirlooms, which are numerous and valuable, therein
-contained, and the deer-park, consisting of one hundred and eighty-five
-acres of land, were resettled. These consequently pass to you, and we
-shall be glad to receive your instructions concerning them, should you
-elect to honour us with your confidence. The estates pass, under the
-will of the late Baronet, to a distant cousin of his late wife’s, James
-Smith, Esq., 52 Camperdown Road, Upper Clapham. We now think that we
-have put you in possession of all the facts connected with your
-accession to the baronetcy, and, awaiting your instructions, have the
-honour to remain,
-
-“Your obedient servants,
-
-(Signed) “Paisley & Paisley.”
-
-
-“Ah, so much for that!” was Ernest’s comment. “What am I to do with
-Archdale Hall, its heirlooms, and its deer-park of one hundred and
-eighty-five acres, I wonder? I shall sell them if I can. Mine is a
-pretty position: a baronet with about sixpence halfpenny per annum to
-support my rank on; a very pretty position!”
-
-“Hamba gachlé,” replied Jeremy; “time enough to consider all that. But
-now, as we are on the reading lay, I may as well give you the benefit
-of my correspondence with the officer commanding Her Majesty’s forces
-in Natal and Zululand.”
-
-“Fire away!” remarked Ernest, wearily.
-
-“First letter, dated Newcastle, Natal, 27th January, from your humble
-servant to officer commanding, &c.:
-
-“‘Sir,—I have the honour to report, by order of Lieutenant and Adjutant
-Kershaw, of Alston’s Horse, at present incapacitated by lightning from
-doing so himself’——”
-
-“Very neatly put that, I think!” interpolated Jeremy.
-
-“Very. Go on.”
-
-—“‘that on the 22nd inst., Alston’s Horse, having received orders to
-check the flanking movement of the Undi Corps, proceeded to try and do
-so. Coming to a ridge commanding the advance of the Undi, the corps, by
-order of their late commander, Captain Alston, dismounted, and opened
-fire on them at a distance of about three hundred yards, with
-considerable effect. This did not, however, check the Undi, who
-appeared to number between three and four thousand men, so Captain
-Alston issued an order to charge the enemy. This was done with some
-success. The Zulus lost a number of men; the corps, which passed right
-through the enemy, about twenty troopers, Captain Alston, and his son
-Roger Alston, who acted as his aide-de-camp. Several horses and one or
-two men were also severely wounded, which crippled the further
-movements of the corps.
-
-“’Lieutenant and Adjutant Kershaw, on taking command of the corps,
-determined to attempt to retreat. In this attempt, however, he failed,
-owing to the presence of dismounted and wounded men; to the detachment
-of a body of about three hundred Zulus to intercept any such retreat;
-and to the presence of a large body of Zulus on the farther side of the
-pass leading to the valley through which such retreat must be
-conducted.
-
-“’Under these circumstances he determined to fight the remains of the
-corps to the last, and dismounting them, took possession of a fairly
-advantageous position. A desperate hand-to-hand encounter ensued. It
-ended in the almost total extermination of Alston’s Horse, and in that
-of the greater part of the attacking Zulus. The names of the surviving
-members of Alston’s Horse are—Lieutenant and Adjutant Kershaw,
-Sergeant-Major Jeremy Jones, Trooper Mazooku (the only native in the
-corps). These ultimately effected their escape, the enemy having either
-been all destroyed or having followed the track of the Undi. Lieutenant
-and Adjutant Kershaw regrets to have to state that in process of
-effecting his escape he was struck by lightning and blinded.
-
-“’He estimates the total loss inflicted on the enemy by Alston’s Horse
-at from four hundred to four hundred and fifty men. In face of such
-determined bravery as was evinced by every one of his late gallant
-comrades, Lieutenant Kershaw feels that it would be invidious for him
-to mention any particular names. Every man fought desperately, and died
-with his face to the enemy. He begs to enclose a return of the names of
-those lost, the accuracy of which he cannot, however, guarantee, as it
-is compiled from memory, the papers of the corps having all been lost.
-Trusting that the manoeuvres attempted by Lieutenant Kershaw under
-somewhat difficult circumstances will meet with your approval, I have,
-&c.—By order of Lieutenant Kershaw,
-
-(Signed) Jeremy Jones, _Sergeant-Major._
-
-
-“Then follows the reply, dated Maritzburg, 2nd February:
-
-“‘Sir,—1. I have to direct you to convey to Lieutenant and Adjutant
-Kershaw, and the surviving members of the corps known as Alston’s
-Horse, the high sense entertained by the Officer, &c., of the gallant
-conduct of that corps in the face of overwhelming odds at Isandhlwana
-on the 22nd of January.
-
-“‘2. It is with deep regret that the Officer, &c., learns of the heavy
-misfortune which has befallen Lieutenant Kershaw. He wishes to express
-his appreciation of the way in which that officer handled the remnants
-of his corps, and to inform him that his name will be forwarded to the
-proper quarter for the expression of Her Majesty’s pleasure with regard
-to his services.*
-
-“‘3. I am directed to offer you a commission in any of the volunteer
-corps now on service in this campaign.—I have, &c.,
-
-(Signed) “‘CHIEF OF THE STAFF.’”
-
-
-Then comes a letter from Sergeant-Major Jones, gratefully acknowledging
-the expression of the high opinion of the Officer, &c., and declining
-the offer of a commission in another volunteer corps.
-
-Next is a private letter from the Officer, &c., offering to recommend
-Sergeant-Major Jeremy Jones for a commission in the army.
-
-And, finally, a letter from Sergeant-Major Jones to the Officer, &c.,
-gratefully declining the same.
-
-Ernest looked up sharply. The _raison d’être_ of the movement was gone,
-for he could no longer see, but the habit remained.
-
-* It may be stated here that, if this was ever done, the War Office did
-not consider Ernest’s service worthy of notice; for he never heard
-anything more about them.
-
-
-“Why did you decline the commission, Jeremy?”
-
-Jeremy moved uneasily, and looked through the little cabin-window.
-
-“On general principles,” he answered, presently.
-
-“Nonsense! I know you would have liked to go into the army. Don’t you
-remember, as we were riding up to the camp at Isandhlwana, you said
-that you proposed that if the corps did anything, we should try and
-work it?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Well?”
-
-“Well, I said _we!_”
-
-“I don’t quite follow you, Jeremy.”
-
-“My dear Ernest, you can’t go in for a commission now, can you?”
-
-Ernest laughed a little bitterly.
-
-“What has that to do with it?”
-
-“Everything. I am not going to leave you in your misfortune to go and
-enjoy myself in the army. I could not do it; I should be wretched if I
-did. No, old fellow, we have gone through a good many things side by
-side, and, please God, we will stick to each other to the end of the
-chapter.”
-
-Ernest was always easily touched by kindness, especially now that his
-nerves were shaken, and his heart softened by misfortune, and his eyes
-filled with tears at Jeremy’s words. Putting out his hand, he felt
-about for Jeremy’s, and, when he had found it, grasped it warmly.
-
-“If I have troubles, Jeremy, at least I have a blessing that few can
-boast—a true friend. If you had gone with the rest at Isandhlwana
-yonder, I think that my heart would have broken. I think we do bear one
-another a love ‘passing the love of women.’ It would not be worth much
-if it didn’t, that is one thing. I wonder if Absalom was a finer fellow
-than you are, Jeremy? ‘from the sole of his foot even to the crown of
-his head there was no blemish in him.’ Your hair would not weigh ‘two
-hundred shekels after the king’s weight,’ though” (Jeremy wore his hair
-cropped like a convict’s); “but I would back you to throw Absalom over
-your shoulder, hair and all.”
-
-It was his fashion to talk nonsense when affected by anything, and
-Jeremy, knowing it, said nothing.
-
-Just then there came a knock at the door, and who should enter but
-Mazooku, and Mazooku transformed. His massive frame, instead of being
-clothed in the loose white garments he generally wore, was arrayed in a
-flannel shirt with an enormous stick-up collar, a suit of
-pepper-and-salt reach-me-downs several sizes too small for him, and a
-pair of boots considerably too large for his small and shapely feet;
-for, like those of most Zulus of good blood, his hands and feet were
-extremely delicately made.
-
-To add to the incongruity of his appearance, on the top of his hair,
-which was still done in ridges, Zulu fashion, and decorated with long
-bone snuff-spoons, was perched an extremely small and rakish-looking
-billycock hat, and in his hand he carried his favourite and most
-gigantic knobstick.
-
-On opening the cabin-door he saluted in the ordinary fashion, and
-coming in, squatted down on his haunches to await orders, forgetting
-that he was not in all the freedom of his native dress. The results
-were most disastrous. With a crack and a bang the reach-me-down
-trousers, already strained to their utmost capacity, split right up the
-back. The astonished Zulu flew up into the air, but presently
-discovering what had happened, sat down again, remarking that there was
-“much more room now.”
-
-Jeremy burst out laughing, and having sketched his retainer’s
-appearance for the benefit of Ernest, told him what had happened.
-
-“Where did you get those things from, Mazooku?” asked Ernest.
-
-Mazooku explained that he had bought the rig-out for three pound ten
-from a second-class passenger, as the weather was growing cold.
-
-“Do not wear them again. I will buy you clothes as soon as we get to
-England. If you are cold, wear your great-coat.”
-
-“Koos!”
-
-“How is ‘The Devil’?” Ernest had brought the black stallion on which he
-had escaped from Isandhlwana home with him.
-
-Mazooku replied that the horse was well, but playful. A man forward had
-been teasing him with a bit of bread. He had waited till that man
-passed under his box, and had seized him in his teeth, lifted him off
-the ground by his coat, and shaken him severely.
-
-“’Good! Give him a bran-mash to-night.”
-
-“Koos!”
-
-“And so you find the air cold. Are you not regretting that you came? I
-warned you that you would regret.”
-
-“Ou ka Inkoos” (“O no, chief”), the Zulu answered, in his liquid native
-tongue. “When first we came upon the smoking ship, and went out on to
-the black water out of which the white men rise, and my bowels twisted
-up and melted within me, and I went through the agonies of a hundred
-deaths, then I regretted. ‘O, why,’ I said in my heart, ‘did not
-Mazimba my father kill me rather than bring me on to this great moving
-river? Surely if I live I shall grow like a white man from the
-whiteness of my heart, for I am exceedingly afraid, and have cast all
-my inside forth.’ All this I said, and many more things which I cannot
-remember, but they were dark and heavy things. But behold! my father,
-when my bowels ceased to melt, and when new ones had grown to replace
-those which I had thrown forth, I was glad, and did eat much beef, and
-then I questioned my heart about this journey over the black water. And
-my heart answered and said, ‘Mazooku, son of Ingoluvu, of the tribe of
-the Maquilisini, of the people of the Amazulu, you have done well.
-Great is the chief whom you serve; great is Mazimba on the
-hunting-path; great was he in the battle; all the Undi could not kill
-him, and his brother the lion (Jeremy), and his servant the jackal
-(Mazooku), who hid in a hole and then bit those who digged. O yes,
-Mazimba is great, and his breast is full of valour; you have seen him
-strike the Undi down; and his mind is full of the white man’s knowledge
-and discretion; you have seen him form the ring that spat out fire so
-fast that his servants the horsemen were buried under the corpses of
-the Undi. So great is he, that the “heaven above” smelled him out as
-“tagati,” as a wizard, and struck him with their lightning, but could
-not kill him then.’ And so now my father wanders and wanders, and shall
-wander in the darkness, seeing not the sun or the stars, or the
-flashing of spears, or the light that gathers in the eyes of brave men
-as they close in the battle, or the love which gleams in the eyes of
-women. And how is this? Shall my father want a dog to lead him in his
-darkness? Shall his dog Mazooku, son of Ingoluvu, prove a faithless
-dog, and desert the hand that fed him, and the man who is braver than
-himself? No, it shall not be so, my chief and my father. By the head of
-Chaka, whither thou goest thither will I go also, and where thou shalt
-build thy kraal there shall I make my hut. Koos! Baba!”
-
-And having saluted after the dignified Zulu fashion, Mazooku departed
-to tie up his split trousers with a bit of string. There was something
-utterly incongruous between his present appearance and his melodious
-and poetical words, instinct as they were with qualities which in some
-respects make the savage Zulu a gentleman, and put him above the white
-Christian, who for the most part regards the “nigger” as a creature
-beneath contempt. For there are lessons to be learned even from Zulu
-“niggers,” and among them we may reckon those taught by a courage which
-laughs at death; an absolute fidelity to those who have the right to
-command it, or the qualities necessary to win it; and, in their raw and
-unconverted state, perfect honesty and truthfulness.
-
-“He is a good fellow, Mazooku,” said Ernest, when the Zulu had gone;
-“but I fear that one of two things will happen to him. Either he will
-get homesick and become a nuisance, or he will get civilised and become
-drunken and degraded. I should have done better to leave him in Natal.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-ERNEST’S EVIL DESTINY
-
-
-About nine o’clock on the morning following Mazooku’s oration, a young
-lady came running up the stairs of the principal Plymouth hotel, and
-burst into a private sitting-room, like a human bomb-shell of
-attractive appearance, somewhat to the astonishment of a bald old
-gentleman who was sitting at breakfast.
-
-“Good gracious, Dorothy, have you gone suddenly mad?”
-
-“O Reginald, the _Conway Castle_ is nearly in, and I have been to the
-office and got leave for us to go off in the launch; so come along,
-quick!”
-
-“What time does the launch leave?”
-
-“A quarter to ten exactly.”
-
-“Then we have three-quarters of an hour.”
-
-“O please, Reginald, be quick; it might go before, you know.”
-
-Mr. Cardus smiled, and, rising, put on his hat and coat, “to oblige
-Dorothy,” he said; but, as a matter of fact, he was as excited as she
-was. There was a patch of red on each of his pale cheeks, and his hand
-shook.
-
-In a quarter of an hour they were walking up and down the quay by the
-Custom House, waiting for the launch to start.
-
-“After all these years,” said Mr. Cardus, “and blind!” “Do you think
-that he will be much disfigured, Reginald?” “I don’t know, dear; your
-brother said nothing about it.” “I can hardly believe it; it seems so
-strange to think that he and Jeremy should have been spared out of all
-those people. How good God is!”
-
-“A cynic,” replied Mr. Cardus, with a smile, “or the relations of the
-other people, might draw a different conclusion.”
-
-But Dorothy was thinking how good God was to _her._ She was dressed in
-pink that morning, and
-
-“Oh, she looked sweet
-As the little pink flower that grows in the wheat.”
-
-
-Dorothy neither was, nor ever would be, a pretty woman, but she was
-essentially a charming one. Her kindly puzzled face (and, to judge from
-the little wrinkles on it, she had never got to the bottom of the
-questions which contracted her forehead as a child), her steady blue
-eyes, her diminutive rounded form, and, above all, the indescribable
-light of goodness which shone round her like a halo, all made her
-charming. What did it matter if the mouth was a little wide, or the
-nose somewhat “tip-tilted?” Those who can look so sweet are able to
-dispense with such fleshly attributes as a Grecian nose or chiselled
-lips. At the least, they will have the best of it after youth is past;
-and let me remind you, my young and lovely reader, that the longer and
-dustier portion of life’s road winds away towards the pale horizon of
-our path on the farther side of the grim mile-post marked “30.”
-
-But what made her chiefly attractive was her piquante taking manner and
-the _chic_ of her presence. She was such a perfect lady.
-
-“All aboard, if you please,” broke in the agent. “Run in the
-gangway!”and they were off towards the great gray vessel with a blue
-pennant at her top.
-
-It was a short run, but it seemed long to Dorothy and the old gentleman
-with her. Bigger and bigger grew the great vessel, till at last it
-seemed to swallow up their tiny steamer.
-
-“Ease her! Look out for the line there! Now haul away! Make fast!”
-
-It was all done in an instant, and next moment they stood upon the
-broad white deck, amid the crowd of passengers, and were looking round
-for Ernest and Jeremy.
-
-But they were not to be seen.
-
-“I hope they are here,” faltered Dorothy.
-
-Mr. Cardus took his hat off, and wiped his bald head. He too hoped that
-they were there.
-
-At that moment Dorothy became aware of a black man, clad in a white
-smock pulled on over a great-coat, and carrying a big spear and a
-kerrie in his hand, who was pushing his way towards them. Next moment
-he stood before them, saluting vigorously.
-
-“Koos!” he said, thrusting his spear into the air before Mr. Cardus’s
-astonished nose.
-
-“Inkosikaas!” (chieftainess) he repeated, going through the same
-process before Dorothy. “This way, master; this way, missie. The chief
-without eyes send me to you. This way; the lion bring him now.”
-
-They followed him through the press towards the after-part of the ship,
-while, giving up the unfamiliar language, he vociferated in Zulu (it
-might have been Sanskrit, for all they knew):
-
-“Make way, you low people, make way for the old man with the shining
-head, on whose brow sits wisdom, and the fair young maiden, the sweet
-rosebud, who comes,” &c.
-
-At that moment Dorothy’s quick eye saw a great man issuing from a
-cabin, leading another man by the hand. And then she forgot everything,
-and ran forward.
-
-“O Ernest, Ernest!” she cried.
-
-The blind man’s cheek flushed at the music of her voice.
-
-He drew his hand from Jeremy’s, and stretched out his arms towards the
-voice. It would have been easy to avoid them—one never need be kissed
-by a blind man—but she did not avoid them. On the contrary, she placed
-herself so that the groping arms closed round her, while a voice said:
-“Dolly, where are you?”
-
-“Here, Ernest, here!” and in another moment he had drawn her to him,
-and kissed her on the face, and she had returned the kiss.
-
-Then she kissed Jeremy too, or rather Jeremy lifted her up two or three
-feet and kissed her—it came to the same thing. And then Mr. Cardus
-wrung them both by the hand, wringing Ernest’s the hardest; and Mazooku
-stood by, and, Zulu fashion, chanted a little song of his own
-improvising, about how the chiefs came back to their kraal after a long
-expedition, in which they had, &c.; and how Wisdom, in the shape of a
-shining headed and ancient one, the husband without any doubt of many
-wives, and the father of at least a hundred children, &c.; and Beauty,
-in the shape of a sweet and small one, &c.; and finally they all went
-very near to crying, and dancing a fling on the quarter-deck together.
-
-And then they all talked at once, and set about collecting their things
-in a muddle-headed fashion. When these had been put in a pile, and
-Mazooku was seated, assegai and all, upon the top of them, as a solemn
-warning to thieves (and ill would it have gone with the thief who dared
-to meddle with that pile), they started off to inspect Ernest’s great
-black horse, “The Devil.”
-
-And behold, Dorothy stroked “The Devil’s” nose, and he, recognising how
-sweet and good she was, abandoned his usual habits, and did not bite
-her, but only whinnied and asked for sugar. Then Ernest, going into the
-box with the horse, which nobody but he and Mazooku were fond of taking
-liberties with, felt down his flank till he came to a scar inflicted by
-an assegai in that mad charge through the Undi, and showed it to them.
-And Dorothy’s eyes filled with tears of thankfulness, as she thought of
-what that horse and its rider had gone through, and of the bleaching
-bones of those who had galloped by their side; and she would have liked
-to kiss Ernest again, only there was no excuse. So she only pressed his
-hand, feeling that the sorrow of the empty years which were gone was
-almost atoned for by this hour of joy.
-
-Then they went ashore to the hotel, and sat together in the pleasant
-sitting-room which Dorothy had chosen, and made sweet with great
-bunches of violets (for she remembered that Ernest loved violets), and
-talked. At length Mr. Cardus and Jeremy went off to see about getting
-the things through the Custom House, where they arrived to find Mazooku
-keeping half a dozen gorgeous officials, who wanted to open a box, at
-bay with his knobsticks, and plastering them with offensive epithets,
-which fortunately they did not understand.
-
-“Doll,” said Ernest, presently, “it is a beautiful day, is it not? Will
-you take me for a walk, dear? I should like to go for a walk.”
-
-“Yes, Ernest, of course I will.”
-
-“You are sure you do not mind being seen with a blind man? You must
-give me your hand to hold, you know.”
-
-“Ernest, how can you?”
-
-Mind giving him her hand to hold, indeed! thought Dorothy to herself,
-as she ran to put her bonnet on. O, that she could give it to him for
-always! And in her heart she blessed the accident of his blindness,
-because it brought him so much nearer to her. He would be helpless
-without her, this tall strong man, and she would be ever at his side to
-help him. He would not be able to read a book, or write a letter, or
-move from room to room without her. Surely she would soon be able so to
-weave herself into his life that she would become indispensable to it.
-And then, perhaps—perhaps—and her heart pulsed with a joy so intense at
-the mere thought of what might follow that it became a pain, and she
-caught her breath and leaned against the wall. For every fibre of her
-frame was thrilled with a passionate love of this blind man whom she
-had lost for so many years, and now had found again; and in her breast
-she vowed that if she could help it she would lose him no more. Why
-should she? When he had been engaged to Eva, she had done her best for
-him and her, and bitterly had she felt the way in which he had been
-treated, but Eva had taken her own course, and was now no longer in the
-outward and visible running, whatever place she might still hold in the
-inward and spiritual side of Ernest’s nature.
-
-Dorothy did not underrate that place; she knew well that the image of
-her rival had sunk too deep into his heart to be altogether dislodged
-by her. But she was prepared to put up with that.
-
-“One can’t have everything, you know,” she said, shaking her wise
-little head at her own reflection in the glass, as she tied her
-bonnet-strings.
-
-Dorothy was an eminently practical little person, and having recognised
-the “eternal verity” of the saying that half a loaf is better than no
-bread, especially if one happens to be dying of hunger, she made up her
-mind to make the best of the position. Since she could not help it, Eva
-would be welcome to the inward and spiritual side of Ernest, if only
-she could secure the outward and visible side; “for after all, that is
-real and tangible, and there isn’t much comfort in spiritual affection,
-you know,” she said, with another shake of the head.
-
-In short, the arguments which proved so convincing to her were not
-unlike those that carried conviction home to the gentle breast of Mr.
-Plowden, when he made up his mind to marry Eva in the teeth of her
-engagement to, and love for, Ernest; but, putting aside the diversity
-of the circumstances, there was this difference between them: Mr.
-Plowden recognised no higher spiritual part at all; he did not believe
-in that sort of thing; he contracted for Eva as he would have
-contracted to buy a lovely animal, and when he had got the given
-quantity of flesh and blood he was satisfied. Of the soul—the inner
-self—which the human casket held, and which loathed and hated him, he
-took no account. He had got the woman, what did he care about the
-woman’s soul? Souls, and spiritual parts, and affinities with what is
-good and high, and the divinity of love, &c. &c., were capital things
-to preach about, but they did not apply to the affairs of every-day
-life. Besides, if he had been asked, he would have given it as his
-candid opinion that women did not possess any of these things.
-
-There are hundreds of educated men who think like Mr. Plowden, and
-there are thousands of educated ladies who give colour to such opinions
-by their idle, aimless course of life, their utter inappreciation of
-anything beyond their own little daily round, and the gossip of the
-dozen or so of families who for them make up what they call society and
-the interests of existence, and by their conduct in the matter of
-marriage. Truly the great factor in the lowering of women is woman
-herself. But what does it matter? In due course they have their
-families, and the world goes on!
-
-Now, Dorothy did believe in all these things, and she knew what an
-important part they play in human affairs, and how they dominate over,
-and direct, finer minds. So did she believe in the existence of the
-planets, and in the blooming of roses in walled gardens; but she could
-not get near to know the beauties of the stars, or to see the opening
-rosebuds, so she had to satisfy herself with the heat that poured from
-the one, and the scent that came from the other. When one is
-star-stricken, or mad in the matter of roses, that is better than
-nothing.
-
-And so, taking Ernest by the hand, she led him through the crowded
-streets with tender care, and on to the quiet Hoe. And as they passed,
-the people turned to look at the handsome young fellow who was blind,
-and some thought that they would not mind a little blindness if it led
-to being personally conducted by so sweet a girl.
-
-Soon they reached the gardens.
-
-“Now tell me about yourself, Ernest. What have you been doing all these
-long years, besides growing bigger and handsomer, and getting that hard
-look about the mouth?”
-
-“A great many things, Doll. Shooting, fighting, playing the fool.”
-
-“Pshaw! I know all that, or at least I can guess it. What have you been
-doing in your mind, you know?”
-
-“Why, thinking of you, of course, Doll.”
-
-“Ernest, if you talk to me like that, I will go away, and leave you to
-find your own way home. I know well of whom you have been thinking
-every day and every night. It was not of me. Now, confess it.”
-
-“Don’t let’s talk of _her,_ Doll. If you talk of the devil, you know,
-you sometimes raise him; not that he requires much raising in this
-instance,” he laughed bitterly.
-
-“I was so sorry for you, Ernest dear, and I did my best; indeed I did.
-But I could do nothing with her. She must have been off her head, or
-that man” (Dorothy always spoke of Plowden as ‘that man’)” and Florence
-had some power over her; or perhaps she never really cared for you;
-there are some women, you know, who seem very sweet, but cannot truly
-care for anybody except themselves. At any rate, she married, and has a
-family of children, for I have seen their births in the paper. Oh,
-Ernest, when I think of all you must have suffered out there about that
-woman, I cease to be sorry for her, and begin to hate her. I am afraid
-you have been very unhappy, Ernest, all these years.”
-
-“Ah, yes, I have been unhappy sometimes—sometimes I have consoled
-myself. There, what is the use of telling lies?—I have always been
-unhappy, and never so much so as when I have been in process of
-consolation. But you should not hate her, poor girl! Perhaps she has
-her bad times too; only, fortunately, you women cannot feel, at least
-not much—not like us, I mean.”
-
-“I don’t know about that,” put in Dorothy.
-
-“Well, I will qualify my remark—most women. And, besides, it is not
-quite her fault; people cannot help themselves much in this world. She
-was appointed to be my evil destiny, that is all, and she must fulfil
-her mission. All my life she will probably bring me trouble, till at
-last the fate works itself out. But, Dolly, my dear, there must be an
-end to these things, and Nature, always fertile in analogies, teaches
-us that the end of sorrow will be happiness. It is from the darkness of
-night that day is born, and ice and snow are followed by the flowers.
-Nothing is lost in the world, as old Alston used to say, and it is
-impossible to suppose that all the grief and suffering are alone
-wasted; that they are the only dull seed that will not, when their day
-comes, bloom into a beautiful life. They may seem to be intangible
-things now; but, after all, the difference between tangible and
-intangible is only a difference of matter. We know that intangible
-things are real enough, and perhaps in a future state we shall find
-that they are the true immortal parts. I think so myself.”
-
-“I think so too.”
-
-“Well, then, Doll, you see, if once one gets the mastery of that idea,
-it makes the navigation easier. Once admit that everything works to an
-end, and that end a good and enduring one, and you will cease to call
-out under your present sorrows. But it is hard for the little boy to
-learn to like being whipped, and we are all children, Doll, to the end
-of our days.”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And you see, Doll, for some reason I have been picked out to catch it
-pretty warm. It does seem rather hard that a woman like that should be
-allowed to turn all the wine of a man’s life into vinegar; but so it
-often is. Now, if she had died, that would have been bad enough; but I
-could have borne it, and bided my time in the hope of joining her. Or
-if she had ceased to love me, and learned to love the other man, I
-think I could have borne that, because my pride would have come to my
-rescue, and because I know that the law of her affections is the only
-law that the heart of woman really acknowledges, however many others
-she may be forced to conform to; and that a woman of refined nature who
-has ceased to love you, and is yet forced to live with you, is in
-consequence a thing worthless to you, and dishonoured in her own eyes.
-Besides, I ask no favour in such matters. I have no sympathy, as a
-general rule, with people who raise a howl because they have lost the
-affection of their wives or sweethearts, for they should have been able
-to keep them. If any man could have cut me out, he was welcome to do
-so, for he would have proved himself the better man, and as for the
-lady, I would not have her without her heart. But I gather that was not
-quite the case with Eva.”
-
-“O no, indeed; at least she said that she was wretched.”
-
-“Exactly as I thought. Well, now, you will understand that it is rather
-hard. You see I did love her dearly, and it is painful to think of this
-woman, whose love I won, and who by that divine right and by the law of
-nature should have been my wife, as forced into being the wife of
-another man, however charming he may be; and I hope for her sake that
-he is charming. In fact, it fills me with a sensation I cannot
-describe.”
-
-“Poor Ernest!”
-
-“Oh no, don’t pity me. Everybody has his troubles—this is mine.”
-
-“Oh, Ernest, but you have been unfortunate, and now your sight has
-gone; but perhaps Critchett or Couper would be able to do something for
-that.”
-
-“All the Critchetts and Coupers in the world will never do anything for
-it, my dear. But you must remember that where I only lost my sight,
-many others lost their lives, and it is supposed to be better to lose
-your sight than your life. Besides, blindness has its advantages: it
-gives you so much more time to think, and it humbles you so. You can
-have no idea what it is like, Doll. Intense, everlasting blackness
-hedging you in like a wall: one long, long night, even when the
-sunlight is beating on your face; and out of the night, voices and the
-touching of hands, like the voices and the touchings of departed
-spirits. Your physical body is as helpless and as much at the mercy of
-the world as your spiritual body is in the hands of the Almighty. And
-things grow dim to you too: you begin to wonder what familiar faces and
-sights are like, as you wonder about the exact appearance of those who
-died many years ago, or of places you have not seen for years. All of
-which, my dear Doll, is very favourable to thought. When next you lie
-awake for five or six hours in the night, try to reckon all the things
-which occupy your brain; then imagine such wakefulness and its
-accompanying thoughts extended over the period of your natural life,
-and you will get some idea of the depth and breadth and height of total
-blindness.”
-
-His words struck her, and she did not know what to answer, so she only
-pressed his hand in token of her mute sympathy.
-
-He understood her meaning; the faculties of the blind are very quick.
-
-“Do you know, Doll,” he said, “coming back to you and to your gentle
-kindness is like coming into the peace and quiet of a sheltered harbour
-after bearing the full brunt of the storm.” Just then a cloud which had
-obscured the sun passed away, and its full light struck upon his face.
-“There,” he went on, “it is like that. It is like emerging into the
-sweet sunshine after riding for miles through the rain and mist. You
-bring peace with you, my dear. I have not felt such peace for years as
-I feel holding your hand to-day.”
-
-“I am very glad, dear Ernest,” she answered; and they walked on in
-silence. At that moment, a little girl, who was trundling a hoop down
-the gravel-path, stopped her hoop to look at the pair. She was very
-pretty, with large dark eyes, but Dorothy noticed that she had a
-curious mark upon her forehead. Presently Dorothy saw her run back
-towards an extremely tall and graceful woman, who was sauntering along,
-followed at some distance by a nurse with a baby in her arms, and
-turning occasionally to look at the beds of spring flowers, hyacinths
-and tulips, which bordered the path.
-
-“O mother!” she heard the little girl call out, in the clear voice of
-childhood, “there is such a nice blind man! He isn’t old and ugly, and
-he hasn’t a dog, and he doesn’t ask for pennies. Why is he blind if he
-hasn’t a dog, and doesn’t ask for pennies?”
-
-Blindness, according to this little lady’s ideas, evidently sprang from
-the presence of a cur and an unsatisfied hunger for copper coin.
-Sometimes it does.
-
-The tall graceful lady looked up carelessly, saying, “Hush, dear!” She
-was quite close to them now, for they were walking towards each other,
-and Dorothy gave a great gasp, for before her stood _Eva Plowden._
-There was no doubt about it. She was paler and haughtier-looking than
-of yore; but it was she. No one who had once seen her could mistake
-that queenly beauty. Certainly Dorothy could not mistake it.
-
-“What is the matter, Doll?” said Ernest, carelessly. He was thinking of
-other things.
-
-“Nothing; I hurt myself.”
-
-They were quite close now.
-
-And Eva, too, looked at them, and she, too, saw the face she had never
-thought to see again. With all her eyes, and with her lips parted as
-though to cry out, she gazed at the sight before her—slowly, slowly,
-taking in all it meant.
-
-They were nearly level now.
-
-Then there leaped up into her eyes and face—the eyes and face which a
-second before had been so calm and statue-like—a wild light of love, an
-intensity of passionate and jealous desire, such as is not often to be
-seen on the faces of women.
-
-“Ernest there, and Ernest blind, and being led by the hand of Dorothy,
-and looking happy with her! How dared she touch her love! How dared he
-look happy with her!” Those were the thoughts which flashed through her
-troubled mind.
-
-She made a step towards them, as though to address him, and the blind
-eyes fell upon her lovely face, and wandered over it. It made her mad.
-His eyes were on her face, and yet he could not see her. O God!
-
-Dorothy saw the motion, and, moved by an overmastering instinct, threw
-herself between them in an attitude of protection not unmixed with
-defiance. And so, for a second, their eyes flashing and their bosoms
-heaving with emotion, the two women stood face to face, and the blind
-pathetic eyes wandered uneasily over both, feeling a presence they were
-unable to define.
-
-It was a tragic, almost a dreadful scene. The passions it revealed were
-almost too intense for words, as no brush can justly paint a landscape
-made vivid by the unnatural fierceness of the lightning.
-
-“Well, Doll, why do you stop?” Ernest said, impatiently.
-
-His voice broke the spell. Eva withdrew her arm, which was half
-outstretched, and touched her lips with her finger as though to enjoin
-silence. Then a deep misery spread itself over her flushed face, her
-head sank low, and she passed thence with rapid steps. Presently the
-nurse with the baby followed her, and Dorothy noticed vaguely that this
-child had also a mark upon its forehead. The whole thing had not taken
-forty seconds.
-
-“Doll,” said Ernest, in a wild voice, and commencing to tremble, “who
-was that passed us?”
-
-“A lady,” was the answer.
-
-“A lady; yes, I know that—what lady?”
-
-“I don’t know—a lady with children.”
-
-It was a fib; but she could not tell him then; an instinct warned her
-not to do so.
-
-“Oh, it is strange, Doll, strange; but, do you know, I felt just now as
-though Eva were very near me. Come, let us go home!”
-
-Just then the cloud got over the sun again, and they walked home in the
-shadow. Apparently, too, all their talkativeness had gone the way of
-the sun. They had nothing to say.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-INTROSPECTIVE
-
-
-Eva Plowden could scarcely be said to be a happy woman. A refined woman
-who has deliberately married one man when she loves another is not as a
-rule happy afterwards, unless, indeed, she is blessed, or cursed, with
-a singularly callous nature. But there are degrees and degrees of
-unhappiness. Such a fate as Eva’s would have killed Dorothy, and would
-have driven Florence, bad as she might otherwise be, to suicide or
-madness. But with Eva herself it was not so; she was not sufficiently
-finely strung to suffer thus. Hers was not a very happy life, and that
-was all about it. She had been most miserable; but when the first burst
-of her misery had passed, like the raving storm that sometimes ushers
-in a wet December day, she had more or less reconciled herself—like a
-sensible woman—to her position. The day was always rather wet, it is
-true; but still the sun peeped out now and again, and if life was not
-exactly a joyous thing, it was at least endurable.
-
-And yet with it all she loved Ernest in her heart as much as ever; his
-memory was inexpressibly dear to her, and her regrets were sometimes
-very bitter. On the whole, however, she had got over it
-wonderfully—better than anybody would have thought possible, who could
-have witnessed her agony some years before, when Florence told her the
-whole truth immediately after the wedding. The Sabine women, we are
-told, offered every reasonable resistance to their rape by the Romans,
-but before long they gave the strongest proofs of reconciliation to
-their lot. There was something of the Sabine woman about Eva. Indeed,
-the contrast between her state of mind as regarded Ernest, and Ernest’s
-state of mind as regarded her, would make a curious study. They each
-loved the other, and yet how different had the results of that love
-been on the two natures! To Eva it had been and was a sorrow, sometimes
-a very real one; to Ernest, the destruction of all that made life worth
-living. The contrast, indeed, was almost pitiable, it was so striking;
-so wide a gulf was fixed between the two. The passion of the one was a
-wretched thing compared to the other. But both were real; it was merely
-a difference of degree. If Eva’s affection was weak when measured by
-Ernest’s, it was because the soil in which it grew was poorer. She gave
-all she had to give.
-
-As for Mr. Plowden, he could not but feel that on the whole his
-matrimonial speculation had answered very well. He was honestly fond of
-his wife, and, as he had a right to be, very proud of her. At times she
-was cold and capricious, and at times she was sarcastic; but, take it
-altogether, she made him a good and serviceable wife, and lifted him up
-many pegs in the social scale. People saw that though Plowden was not a
-gentleman, he had managed to marry a lady, and a very lovely lady too;
-and he was tolerated, indeed to a certain extent courted, for the sake
-of his wife. It was principally to attain this end that he had married
-her, so he had every reason to be satisfied with his bargain, and he
-was, besides, proud to be the legal owner of so handsome a creature.
-
-Eva often thought of her old lover, though, except in the vaguest way,
-she had heard nothing of him for years. Indeed, she was, as it
-happened, thinking of him tenderly enough that very morning, when her
-little girl had called her attention to the “nice blind man.” And when
-at last, in a way which seemed to her little short of miraculous, she
-set eyes again upon his face, all her smouldering passion broke into
-flame, and she felt that she still loved him with all her strength,
-such as it was.
-
-At that moment indeed she realised how great, how bitter, how complete
-was the mistake she had made, and what a beautiful thing life might
-have been for her if things had gone differently. But, remembering how
-things _were,_ she bowed her head and passed on, for the time
-completely crushed.
-
-Presently, however, two points became clear in the confusion of her
-mind, taking shape and form as distinct and indisputable mental facts,
-and these were—first, that she was wildly jealous of Dorothy; second,
-that it was her fixed determination to see Ernest. She regretted now
-that she had been too overcome to go up and speak to him, for see him
-she must and would; indeed, her sick longing to look upon his face and
-hear his voice filled her with alarm.
-
-Eva reached her home, after the meeting on the Hoe, just before
-luncheon-time. Her husband was now acting as locum tenens for the
-rector of one of the Plymouth parishes. They had moved thus from place
-to place for years, waiting for the Kesterwick living to fall vacant,
-and Eva liked the roving life well enough—it diverted her thoughts.
-
-Presently she heard her husband enter, bringing somebody else with him,
-and summoned up the sweet smile for which she was remarkable to greet
-him.
-
-In another instant he was in the room, followed by a fresh-faced
-subaltern, whose appearance reminded her of the pictures of cherubs.
-Mr. Plowden had changed but little since we saw him last, with the
-exception that his hair was now streaked with white, and the whole face
-rather stouter. Otherwise the cold gray eyes were as cold as ever, and
-the countenance of Plowden was what the countenance of Plowden had
-always been—powerful, intelligent, and coarse-looking.
-
-“Let me introduce my friend Lieutenant Jasper to you, my dear,” he
-said, in his full strong voice, which was yet unpleasant to the ear.
-“We met at Captain Johnstone’s, and, as it is a long way to go to the
-barracks for lunch, I asked him to come and take pot-luck with us.”
-
-The cherubic Jasper had screwed an eyeglass into his round eye, and
-through it was contemplating Eva with astonished ecstasy; but, like
-most very beautiful women, she was used to that sort of thing, and it
-only amused her faintly. Mr. Plowden, too, was used to it, and took it
-as a personal compliment.
-
-“I am delighted,” she murmured, and held out her hand.
-
-The cherub, suddenly awaking to the fact, dropped his eyeglass, and,
-plunging at the hand, seized it as a pike does a little fish, and shook
-it with enthusiasm.
-
-Eva smiled again.
-
-“Shall we go to lunch?” she said, sweetly: and they went to lunch, she
-sailing down in front of them with the grace of a swan.
-
-At lunch itself the conversation flagged rather—that is, Mr. Plowden
-talked with all the facility of an extemporary preacher; the cherub
-gazed at this pale dark-eyed angel; and Eva, fully occupied with her
-own thoughts, contributed a great many appreciative smiles and a few
-random remarks. Just as they were, to her intense relief, nearing the
-conclusion of the meal, a messenger arrived to summon Mr. Plowden to
-christen a dying baby. He got up at once, for he was punctilious in the
-performance of his duties, and, making excuses to his guest, departed
-on his errand, thus forcing Eva to carry on the conversation.
-
-“Have you been in Plymouth long, Mr. Jasper?” she asked.
-
-The eyeglass dropped spasmodically.
-
-“Plymouth? O dear, no; I only landed this morning.”
-
-“Landed? Indeed! where from? I did not know that any boat was in except
-the _Conway Castle._
-
-“Well, I came by her, from the Zulu war, you know. I was invalided home
-for fever.”
-
-The cherub suddenly became intensely interesting to Eva, for it had
-struck her that Ernest must have come from Africa.
-
-“Indeed! I hope you had a pleasant passage. It depends so much on your
-fellow-passengers, does it not?”
-
-“O yes, we had a very nice lot of men on board, wounded officers
-mostly. There were a couple of very decent civilians, too—a giant of a
-fellow called Jones, and a blind baronet, Sir Ernest Kershaw.”
-
-Eva’s bosom heaved.
-
-“I once knew a Mr. Ernest Kershaw; I wonder if it is the same? He was
-tall, and had dark eyes.”
-
-“That’s the man; he only got his title a month or two ago. A melancholy
-sort of chap, I thought; but then he can’t see now. That Jones is a
-wonderful fellow, though—could pull two heavy men up at once, as easily
-as you would lift a puppy-dog. Saw him do it myself. I knew them both
-out there.”
-
-“Oh! Where did you meet them?”
-
-“Well, it was rather curious. I suppose you heard of the great disaster
-at that place with an awful name. Well, I was at a beastly hole called
-Helpmakaar, when a fellow came riding like anything from Rorke’s Drift,
-telling us what had happened, and that the Zulus were coming. So we all
-set to and worked like mad, and just as we had got the place a little
-fit for them, somebody shouted that he saw them coming. That was just
-as it was getting dark. I ran to the wall to look, and saw, not the
-Zulus, but a great big fellow carrying a dead fellow in his arms,
-followed by a Kafir leading three horses. At least, I thought the
-fellow was dead, but he wasn’t—he had been struck by lightning. We let
-him in; and such a sight as they were you never saw, all soaked with
-blood from top to toe!”
-
-“Ah! And how did they come like that?”
-
-“They were the only survivors of a volunteer corps called Alston’s
-Horse. They killed all the Zulus that were attacking them, when the
-Zulus had killed everybody except them. Then they came away, and the
-blind fellow—that is, Sir Ernest—got struck in a storm; fellows often
-do out there.”
-
-Eva put further questions, and listened with breathless interest to the
-story of Ernest’s and Jeremy’s wonderful escape, so far as the details
-were known to Mr. Jasper, quite regardless of the pitiless fire that
-young gentleman was keeping on herself through his eyeglass. At last,
-reluctantly enough, he rose to go.
-
-“I must be off now, Mrs. Plowden; I want to go and call on Sir Ernest
-at the hotel. He lent me a Derringer pistol to practise at a bottle
-with, and I forgot to give it back.”
-
-Eva turned the full battery of her beautiful eyes upon him. She saw
-that the young gentleman was struck, and determined to make use of him.
-Women are unscrupulous when they have an end in view.
-
-“I am so sorry you must go; but I hope you will come and see me again,
-and tell me some more about the war and the battles.”
-
-“You are very kind,” he stammered. “I shall be delighted.”
-
-He did not think it necessary to add that he had not had the luck to
-see a shot fired himself. Why should he?
-
-“By the way, if you are going to see Sir Ernest, do you think you could
-give him a private message from me? I have a reason for not wishing it
-to be overheard.”
-
-“O yes, I daresay I can. Nothing would give me greater pleasure.”
-
-“You are very good.” Another glance. “Will you tell him that I wish he
-would take a fly and come to see me? I shall be in all this afternoon.”
-
-A pang of jealousy shot through the cherubic bosom, but he comforted
-himself with the reflection that a fine woman like that could not care
-for a “blind fellow.”
-
-“O, certainly, I will try.”
-
-“Thank you;” and she extended her hand.
-
-He took it, and, intoxicated by those superb eyes, ventured to press it
-tenderly. A mild wonder took possession of Eva’s mind that anybody so
-very young could have developed such an astonishing amount of
-impudence, but she did not resent the pressure. What did she care about
-having her hand squeezed when it was a question of seeing Ernest?
-
-Poor deluded cherub!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-AFTER MANY DAYS
-
-
-Within an hour of the departure of Lieutenant Jasper, Eva heard a fly
-draw up at the door. Then came an interval and the sound of two people
-walking up the steps, one of whom stumbled a good deal; then a ring.
-
-“Is Mrs. Plowden at home?” said a clear voice, the well-remembered
-tones of which sent the blood to her head and then back to her heart
-with a rush.
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“Oh! Wait here, flyman. Now, my good girl, I must ask you to give me
-your hand, for I am not in a condition to find my way about strange
-places.”
-
-Another pause, and the drawing-room door opened, and the maid came in,
-leading Ernest, who wore a curious, drawn look upon his face.
-
-“How do you do?” she said, in a low voice, coming and taking him by the
-hand. “That will do, Jane.”
-
-He did not speak till the door closed; he only looked at her with those
-searching blind eyes.
-
-Thus they met again after many years.
-
-She led him to a sofa, and he sat down.
-
-“Do not leave go of my hand,” he said quickly; “I have not yet got used
-to talking to people in the dark.”
-
-She sat down on the sofa beside him, feeling frightened and yet happy.
-For awhile they remained silent; apparently they could find nothing to
-say, and, after all, silence seemed most fitting. She had never thought
-to sit hand in hand with him again. She looked at him; there was no
-need for her to keep a guard over her loving glances, for he was blind.
-At length she broke the silence.
-
-“Were you surprised to get my message?” she asked, gently.
-
-“Yes; it was like getting a message from the dead. I never expected to
-see you again. I thought that you had quite passed out of my life.”
-
-“So you had forgotten me?”
-
-“Why do you say such a thing to me? You must know, Eva, that it is
-impossible for me to forget you; I almost wish that it were possible. I
-meant that you had passed out of my outward life, for out of my mind
-you can never pass.”
-
-Eva hung her head and was silent, and yet his words sent a thrill of
-happiness through her. So she had not quite lost him after it all.
-
-“Listen, Eva,” Ernest went on, gathering himself together, and speaking
-sternly enough now, and with a strange suppressed energy that
-frightened her. “How you came to do what you have done you best know.”
-
-“It is done; do not let us speak of it. I was not altogether to blame,”
-she broke in.
-
-“I was not going to speak of it. But I was going to say this, now while
-I have the chance, because time is short, and I think it right that you
-should know the truth. I was going to tell you just that for what you
-have done I freely forgive you.”
-
-“O Ernest!”
-
-“It is,” he went on, not heeding her, “a question that you can settle
-with your conscience and your God. But I wish to tell you what it is
-that you have done. You have wrecked my life, and made it an unhappy
-thing; you have taken that from me which I can never have to give
-again; you have embittered my mind, and driven me to sins of which I
-should not otherwise have dreamed. I loved you, and you gave me proofs
-which I could not doubt that I had won your love. You let me love you,
-and then when the hour of trial came you deserted and morally destroyed
-me, and the great and holy affection that should have been the blessing
-of my life has become its curse.”
-
-Eva covered her face with her hands and sat silent.
-
-“You do not answer me, Eva,” he said presently, with a little laugh.
-“Perhaps you find what I have to say difficult to answer, or perhaps
-you think I am taking a liberty.”
-
-“You are very hard,” she said, in a low voice.
-
-“Had you not better wait till I have done before you call me hard? If I
-wished to be hard, I should tell you that I no longer cared for you,
-that my prevailing feeling towards you was one of contempt. It would,
-perhaps, mortify you to think that I had shaken off such heavy chains.
-But it is not the truth, Eva. I love you now, as I always have loved
-you, as I always shall love you. I hope for nothing, I ask for nothing;
-in this business it has always been my part to give, not to receive. I
-despise myself for it, but so it is.”
-
-She laid her hand upon his shoulder. “Spare me, Ernest,” she whispered.
-
-“I have very little more to say, only this: I believe all that I have
-given you has not been given uselessly. I believe that the love of the
-flesh will die with the flesh. But my love for you has been something
-more and higher than that, or how has it lived without hope, and in
-spite of its dishonour, through so many years? It is of the spirit, and
-I believe that its life will be like that of the spirit, unending, and
-that when this hateful existence is done with I shall in some way reap
-its fruits with you.”
-
-“Why do you believe that, Ernest? It seems too happy to be true.”
-
-“Why do I believe it? I cannot tell you. Perhaps it is nothing but the
-fantasy of a mind broken down with brooding on its grief. In trouble we
-grow towards the light—like a plant in the dark, you know. As a crushed
-flower smells sweet, so all that is most aspiring in human nature is
-called into life when God lays His heavy hand upon us. Heaven is
-sorrow’s sole ambition. No, Eva, I do not know why I believe
-it—certainly you have given me no grounds for this—but I do believe it,
-and it comforts me. By the way, how did you know that I was here?”
-
-“I passed you on the Hoe this morning, walking with Dorothy.”
-
-Ernest started. “I felt you pass,” he said, “and asked Dorothy who it
-was. She said she did not know.”
-
-“She knew, but I made a sign to her not to say.”
-
-“Oh!”
-
-“Ernest, will you promise me something?” asked Eva, wildly.
-
-“What is it?”
-
-“Nothing. I have changed my mind—nothing at all!”
-
-The promise that she was about to ask was that he would not marry
-Dorothy, but her better nature rose in rebellion against it. Then they
-talked awhile of Ernest’s life abroad.
-
-“Well,” said Ernest, rising after a pause, “good-bye, Eva.”
-
-“It is a very cruel word,” she murmured.
-
-“Yes, it is cruel, but not more cruel than the rest.”
-
-“It has been a happiness to see you, Ernest.”
-
-He shrugged his shoulders as he answered. “Has it? For myself I am not
-sure if it has been a happiness or a misery. I must have a year or two
-of quiet and darkness to think it over before I make up my mind. Will
-you kindly ring the bell for the servant to take me away?”
-
-Half unconsciously she obeyed him, and then she came and took his hand
-and looked with all her eyes and all her soul into his face. It was
-fortunate that he could not see her.
-
-“O Ernest, you are blind!” she said, scarcely knowing what she said.
-
-He laughed—a hard little laugh. “Yes, Eva, _I_ am as blind now as _you_
-have been always.”
-
-“Ernest! Ernest! how can I live without seeing you? _I love you!_” and
-she fell into his arms.
-
-He kissed her once—twice, and then somehow, he never knew how, found
-the strength to put her from him. Perhaps it was because he heard the
-servant coming.
-
-Next moment the servant came and led him away. As soon as he was gone
-Eva flung herself on to the sofa, and sobbed as though her heart would
-break.
-
-When Dorothy saw a fresh-faced young officer, who had come up to see
-Ernest, mysteriously lead him aside, and whisper something in his ear
-which caused him to turn first red and then white, being a shrewd
-observer, she thought it curious. But when Ernest asked her to ring the
-bell and then ordered a fly to be brought round at once, the idea of
-Eva at once flashed into her mind. She and no other must be at the
-bottom of this mystery. Presently the fly was announced, and Ernest
-went off without a word, leaving her to the tender mercies of the
-cherub, who was contemplating her with his round eye as he had
-contemplated Eva, and finding her also charming. It must be remembered
-that he had but just returned from South Africa, and was prepared,
-_faute de mieux,_ to fall in love with an apple-woman. How much more,
-then, would he succumb to the charms of the stately Eva and the
-extremely fascinating Dorothy! It was some time before the latter could
-get rid of his eyeglass. On an ordinary occasion she would have been
-glad enough to entertain him, for Dorothy liked a little male society;
-and the cherub, though he did look so painfully young, was not half a
-bad fellow, and after all his whole soul was in his eyeglass, and his
-staring was meant to be complimentary. But just now she had a purpose
-in her head, and was heartily glad when he departed to reflect over the
-rival attractions of the two charmers.
-
-[Illustration: “After many days.”]
-
-It was very evident to Dorothy, who was always strictly practical, that
-to keep Eva and Ernest in the same town was to hold dry tow to a
-lighted match over a barrel of gun-powder. She only hoped that he might
-come back now without having put his foot into it.
-
-“Oh, what fools men are!” she said to herself, with a stamp; “a pretty
-face and a pair of bright eyes, and they count the world well lost for
-them. Bah! if it had been a plain woman who played Ernest that trick,
-would he be found dangling about after her now? Not he. But with her,
-she has only to say a soft word or two, and he will be at her feet,
-I’ll be bound. I am ashamed of them both.”
-
-Meanwhile she was putting on her bonnet, which was a very favourite
-time with her for meditation, having already made up her mind as to her
-course of action. Ernest had authorised her to make arrangements for an
-interview with an oculist. She proceeded to make those arrangements by
-telegram, wiring to a celebrated surgeon to know if he could make an
-appointment for the following afternoon. Then she took a walk by
-herself to think things over. In an hour she returned, to find Ernest
-in the sitting-room, looking extremely shaken and depressed.
-
-“You have been to see Eva?” she said.
-
-“Yes,” he answered.
-
-Just then there was a knock at the door, and the servant brought in a
-telegram. It was from the oculist. He would be glad to see Sir Ernest
-Kershaw at four o’clock on the following afternoon.
-
-“I have made an appointment for you with an eye-doctor, Ernest, at four
-o’clock to morrow.”
-
-“To-morrow!” he said.
-
-“Yes. The sooner you get your eyes looked to the better.”
-
-He sighed. “What is the good? However, I will go.”
-
-And so next morning they all took the express, and at the appointed
-time Ernest found himself in the skilful hands of the oculist. But
-though an oculist can mend the sight, he cannot make it.
-
-“I can do nothing for you, Sir Ernest,” he said, after an exhaustive
-examination. “Your eyes will remain as they are, but you must always be
-blind.”
-
-Ernest took the news with composure.
-
-“I thought as much,” he said; but Dorothy put her handkerchief to her
-face and wept secretly.
-
-Next morning he went with Jeremy to call on Messrs. Paisley and
-Paisley, and told them to try and let Archdale Hall, and to lock up the
-numerous and valuable heirlooms, as unfortunately he was unable to see
-them. Then they went on home to Dum’s Ness, and that night Ernest lay
-awake in the room where he had slept for so many years in the boyhood
-which now seemed so dim and remote, and listened to the stormy wind
-raving round the house, and thought with an aching heart of Eva, but
-was thankful that he had bid her farewell, and wondered if he could
-find the strength to keep away from her.
-
-And Eva, his lost love, she too lay by the sea and listened to the
-wind, and thought on him. There she lay in her beauty, seeking the
-sleep that would not settle round her. She could not sleep; forgetful
-sleep does not come readily to such as she. For her and those like her
-are vain regrets and an empty love and longing, and the wreath of
-thorns that crowns the brow where sorrow is enthroned.
-
-Yet, Eva, lift that fevered head, and turn those seeking eyes to
-heaven. See, through the casement, above the tumult of the storm, there
-gleams a star. For you, too, there shines a star called Hope, but it is
-set in no earthly sky. Have patience, wayward heart, there is but a
-space of trouble. As you suffer, so have millions suffered, and are
-they not at peace? so shall millions suffer:
-
- “While thou, that once didst make the place thou stoodst in lovely, shalt lie still,
- Thy form departed, and thy face remembered not in good or ill.”
-
-For of this we may be sure—if suffering is not the widest gate of
-heaven, then heaven has no gates. Unhappy woman, stretch out those
-longing arms in supplication to the God of sorrows for strength to bear
-your load, since here it shall not be lightened. The burdens which
-Providence binds on our backs, Providence will sometimes lessen, but
-those which our own folly fastens remain till death deliver us.
-
-So, Eva, dry your tears, for they can avail you naught, and go get you
-to your daily task—go tend your children, and smile that sweet sad
-smile on all alike, and _wait._ As you have sowed so shall you reap,
-but seed-time is not done, and not yet is the crop white to the
-harvest.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-HOME AGAIN
-
-
-It was very peaceful, that life at Kesterwick, after all the fierce
-racket and excitement of the past years. Indeed, as day succeeded day,
-and brought nothing to disturb his darkness but the sound of Dorothy’s
-gentle voice, and the scent of flowers on the marshes when the wind
-blew towards the ocean, and the sharp strong odour of the sea when it
-set upon the land, Ernest could almost fancy that the past was nothing
-but a dream more or less ugly, and that this was a dream more or less
-pleasant, from which he should presently wake up and find himself a boy
-again.
-
-English villages change but little. Now and again a person dies, and
-pretty frequently some one is born; but, on the whole, the tide of time
-creeps on very imperceptibly, and though in the course of nature the
-entire population is changed every sixty years or so, nobody seems to
-realise that it is changing. There is so little in such places by which
-to mark the change. The same church-tower makes a landmark to the eye
-as it did centuries ago to the eyes of our ancestors, and the same
-clouds sweep across the same blue space above it. There are the same
-old houses, the same streams, and, above all, the same roads and lanes.
-If you could put one of our Saxon forefathers down in the neighbourhood
-of most of our country towns, he would have little difficulty in
-finding his way about. It is the men who change, not the places.
-
-Still there were some few changes at Kesterwick. Here and there the sea
-had taken another bite out of the cliff, notably on the north side of
-Dum’s Ness, out of which a large slice had gone, thus bringing the
-water considerably nearer to the house. Here and there a tree, too, had
-been cut down, or a cottage built, or a family changed its residence.
-For instance, Miss Florence Ceswick had suddenly shut up the Cottage,
-where she had remained ever since Eva’s marriage, seeing nothing of her
-sister or her sister’s husband, and had gone abroad—people said to
-Rome, to study art. For Florence had suddenly electrified the
-Kesterwick neighbourhood by appearing as an artist of tragic force and
-gruesome imagination. A large picture by her hand had been exhibited in
-the Royal Academy of the previous year, and, though the colouring was
-somewhat crude, it made a great and deserved sensation, and finally
-sold for a considerable sum.
-
-This picture represented a promontory of land running out far into a
-stormy ocean. The sky above the sea was of an inky blackness, except
-where a fierce ray of light from a setting sun pierced it, and impinged
-upon the boiling waters which surged round the low cliff of the
-promontory. On the extreme edge of the cliff stood a tall and lovely
-woman. The wind caught the white robe she wore and pressed it against
-her, revealing the extraordinary beauty of her form, and, lifting her
-long fair locks, tossed them in wild confusion. She was bending
-forward, pointing with her right hand at the water, with such a look of
-ghastly agony upon her beautiful face and in the great gray eyes, that
-people of impressionable temperament were wont to declare it haunted
-their sleep for weeks. Down below her, just where the fierce ray lit up
-the heaving waters, gleamed a naked corpse. It was that of a young man,
-and was slowly sinking into the unfathomable darkness of the depths,
-turning round and round as it sank. The eyes and mouth were wide open,
-and the stare of the former appeared to be fixed upon those of the
-woman on the cliff. Lastly, over the corpse, in the storm-wreaths above
-their heads, there hovered on steady wings a dim female figure, with
-its arm thrown across the face as though to hide it. In the catalogue
-this picture was called “The Lost Lover,” but speculation was rife as
-to what it meant.
-
-Dorothy heard of it, and went to London to see it. The first thing that
-struck her about the work was the extraordinary contrast it presented
-to the commonplace canvases by which it was surrounded, of reapers, of
-little girls frisking with baa-lambs, and nude young women musing
-profoundly on the edge of pools, as though they were trying to solve
-the great question—to wash or not to wash. But presently the horror of
-the picture laid hold upon her, and seemed to fascinate her, as it had
-so many others. Then she became aware that the faces were familiar to
-her, and suddenly it broke upon her mind that the sinking corpse was
-Ernest, and the agonised woman, Eva. She examined the faces more
-attentively. There was no doubt about it. Florence, with consummate
-art, had changed the colouring of the hair and features, and even to a
-great extent altered the features themselves; but she had preserved the
-likeness perfectly, both upon the dead face of the murdered man, and in
-the horror-inspired eyes of his lover. The picture made her sick with
-fear—she could not tell why—and she hurried from Burlington House full
-of dread of the terrible mind that had conceived it.
-
-There had been no intercourse between the two women since Eva’s
-marriage. Florence lived quite alone at the Cottage, and never went out
-anywhere; and if they met by any chance, they passed with a bow. But
-for all that, it was a relief to Dorothy to hear that she was not for
-some long time to see that stern face with its piercing brown eyes.
-
-In Dum’s Ness itself there appeared to be no change at all. Except that
-Mr. Cardus had built a new orchid-house at the back—for as he grew
-older his mania for orchids increased rather than diminished—the place
-was exactly the same. Even the arrangement of the sitting-room was
-unchanged, and on its familiar bracket rested the case which Jeremy had
-made containing the witch’s head.
-
-The people in the house to all appearance had changed as little as the
-house itself. Jeremy confided to Ernest that Doll had grown rather
-“tubby,” which was his elegant way of indicating that she had developed
-a very pretty figure, and that Grice (the old housekeeper) was as
-skinny as a flayed weasel, and had eyes like the point of a knife.
-Ernest maliciously repeated these sayings to the two ladies concerned,
-with the result that they were both furious. Then he retreated, and
-left them to settle it with Jeremy.
-
-Old Atterleigh, too, was almost exactly the same, except that of late
-years his intellect seemed to have brightened a little. It was,
-however, difficult to make him understand that Ernest was blind,
-because the latter’s eyes looked all right. He retained some
-recollection of him, and brought him his notched stick to show him
-that, according to his (“hard-riding Atterleigh’s”) calculation, his
-time of service with the devil, otherwise Mr. Cardus, would expire in a
-few months. Dorothy read what the old man wrote upon his slate, and
-repeated it to Ernest; for, he being practically dumb and Ernest being
-blind, that was the only way in which they could communicate.
-
-“And what will you do then?” asked Ernest. “You will be wretched
-without any writs to fill up. Who will look after the lost souls, I
-should like to know?”
-
-The old man at once wrote vigorously on his slate:
-
-“I shall go out hunting on the big black horse you brought with you; he
-will carry my weight.”
-
-“I should advise you not to try,” said Ernest, laughing; “he does not
-like strange riders.” But the old man, at the mere thought of hunting,
-was striding up and down the room, clanking his spurs and waving his
-hunting crop with his uninjured arm.
-
-“Is your grandfather as much afraid of my uncle as ever, Doll?”
-
-“Oh yes, I think so; and do you know, Ernest, I don’t quite like the
-way he looks at him sometimes.”
-
-Ernest laughed. “I should think that the old boy is harmless enough,”
-he said.
-
-“I hope so,” said Dorothy.
-
-When first they came back to Dum’s Ness, Jeremy was at a great loss to
-know what to do with himself, and was haunted by the idea that Mr.
-Cardus would want him to resume that stool in his office which years
-before he had quitted to go in search of Ernest. A week or so after his
-arrival, however, his fears were very pleasantly set at rest. After
-breakfast, Mr. Cardus sent for him to come into his office.
-
-“Well, Jeremy,” he said, letting his soft black eyes wander round that
-young gentleman’s gigantic form—for it was by now painfully large—not
-so much in height, for he was not six feet three—as in its great width,
-which made big men look like children beside him, and even dwarfed his
-old grandfather’s enormous frame—“well, Jeremy, what do you think of
-doing? You are too big for a lawyer; all your clients would be afraid
-of you.”
-
-“I don’t know about being too big,” said Jeremy, solemnly, “but I know
-that I am too great an ass. Besides, I can’t afford to spend several
-years in being articled at my time of life.”
-
-“Quite so. Then what do you propose doing?”
-
-“I don’t know from Adam.”
-
-“Well, how would you like to turn your sword to a plough-share, and
-become a farmer?”
-
-“I think that would suit me first-rate. I have some capital laid by.
-Ernest and I made a little money out there.”
-
-“No, I would not advise you to take a farm in that way; these are bad
-times. But I want a practical man to look after my land round
-here—salary £150. What do you say?”
-
-“You are very kind; but I doubt if I can boss that coach; I don’t know
-anything of the work.”
-
-“Oh, you will very soon learn; there is a capital bailiff; Stamp—you
-remember him—he will soon put you up to the ropes. So we will consider
-that settled.”
-
-Thus it was that our friend Jeremy entered on a new walk in life, and
-one which suited him very well. In less than a year’s time he grew
-aggressively agricultural, and one never met him but what he had a
-handful of oats, or a mangel-wurzel in his coat-tail pocket, which he
-was ready to swear were samples of the finest oats, mangel-wurzel, or
-whatever the particular agricultural product might be that ever had
-been, or were ever likely to be, grown.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-HOW IT ALL CAME ABOUT
-
-
-How did it all come about?
-
-Let us try and discover. Dorothy and Ernest were together all day long.
-They only separated when Mazooku came to lead the latter off to bed. At
-breakfast-time he led him back again, and handed him over to Dorothy
-for the day. Not that our Zulu friend liked this; he did not like it at
-all. It was, he considered, his business to lead his master about, and
-not that of the “Rosebud,” who was, as he discovered, after all nothing
-but a girl connected with his master neither by birth nor marriage. And
-on this point there finally arose a difference of opinion between the
-Rosebud and Mazooku.
-
-The latter was leading Ernest for his morning walk, when Dorothy,
-perceiving it, and being very jealous of what she considered her
-rights, sallied out and took his hand from the great Zulu’s. Then did
-Mazooku’s long-pent indignation break forth.
-
-“O Rosebud, sweet and small Rosebud!” he commenced, addressing her in
-Zulu, of which, needless to say, she understood not one word, “why do
-you come and take my father’s hand out of my hand? Is not Mazimba my
-father blind, and am I not his dog, his old dog, to lead him in his
-blindness? Why do you take his bone from a dog?”
-
-“What is the man saying?” asked Dorothy.
-
-“He is offended because you come to lead me; he says that he is my dog,
-and that you snatch his bone from him: A pretty sort of bone indeed!”
-he added.
-
-“Tell him,” said Dorothy, “that here in this country I hold your hand.
-What does he want? Is he not always with you? Does he not sleep across
-your door? What more does he want?”
-
-Ernest translated her reply.
-
-“Ow!” said the Zulu, with a grunt of dissatisfaction.
-
-“He is a faithful fellow, Doll, and has stood by me for many years; you
-must not vex him.”
-
-But Dorothy, after the manner of loving women, was tenacious of what
-she considered _her_ rights.
-
-“Tell him that he can walk in front,” she said, putting on an obstinate
-little look—and she could look obstinate when she liked. “Besides,” she
-added, “he cannot be trusted to lead you. I am sure he was tipsy last
-night.”
-
-Ernest translated the first remark only—into the latter he did not care
-to inquire, for the Zulu vowed that he could never understand Dorothy’s
-English, and Mazooku accepted the compromise. Thus for awhile the
-difference was patched up.
-
-Sometimes Dorothy and Ernest would go out riding together; for, blind
-as he was, Ernest could not be persuaded to give up his riding. It was
-a pretty sight to see them; Ernest mounted on his towering black
-stallion, “The Devil,” which in his hands was as gentle as a lamb, but
-with everybody else fully justified his appellation, and Dorothy on a
-cream-coloured cob Mr. Cardus had given her, holding in her right hand
-a steel guiding-rein linked to “The Devil’s” bit. In this way they
-would wander all over the country-side, and sometimes, when a good
-piece of turf presented itself, even venture on a sharp canter. Behind
-them Mazooku rode as groom, mounted on a stout pony, with his feet
-stuck, Zulu fashion, well out at right-angles to his animal’s side.
-
-They were a strange trio.
-
-And so from week’s end to week’s end Dorothy was ever by Ernest’s side,
-reading to him, writing for him, walking and riding with him, weaving
-herself into the substance of his life.
-
-And at last there came one sunny August day, when they were sitting
-together in the shade of the chancel of Titheburgh Abbey. It was a
-favourite spot of theirs, for the gray old walls sheltered them from
-the glare of the sun and the breath of the winds. It was a spot, too,
-rich in memories of the dead past, and a pleasant place to sit.
-
-Through the gaping window-places came the murmur of the ocean and the
-warmth of the harvest sunshine; and gazing out by the chancel doorway,
-Dorothy could see the long lights of the afternoon dance and sparkle on
-the emerald waves.
-
-She had been reading to him, and the book lay idle on her knees as she
-gazed dreamily at those lights and shadows, a sweet picture of pensive
-womanhood. He, too, had relapsed into silence, and was evidently
-thinking deeply.
-
-Presently she roused herself.
-
-“Well, Ernest,” she said, “what are you thinking about? You are as dull
-as—as the dullest thing in the world, whatever that may be. What is the
-dullest thing in the world?”
-
-“I don’t know,” he answered, awakening. “Yes, I think I do; an American
-novel.”
-
-“Yes, that is a good definition. You are as dull as an American novel.”
-
-“It is unkind of you to say so, Doll, my dear. I was thinking of
-something, Doll.”
-
-She made a little face, which of course he could not see, and answered
-quickly:
-
-“You generally are thinking of something. You generally are thinking
-of—Eva, except when you are asleep, and then you are dreaming of her.”
-
-Ernest coloured up.
-
-“Yes,” he said, “it is true; she is often more or less in my mind. It
-is my misfortune, Doll, not my fault. You see, I do not do things by
-halves.”
-
-Dorothy bit her lip.
-
-“She should be vastly flattered, I am sure. Few women can boast of
-having inspired such affection in a man. I suppose it is because she
-treated you so badly. Dogs love the hand that whips them. You are a
-curious character, Ernest. Not many men would give so much to one who
-has returned so little.”
-
-“So much the better for them. If I had a son, I think that I should
-teach him to make love to all women, and to use their affection as a
-means of amusement and self-advancement, but to fall in love with
-none.”
-
-“That is one of your bitter remarks, for which I suppose we must thank
-Eva. You are always making them now. Let me tell you that there are
-good women in the world; yes, and honest, faithful women, who, when
-they have given their heart, are true to their choice, and would not do
-it violence to be made Queen of England. But you men do not go the
-right way to find them. You think of nothing but beauty, and never take
-the trouble to learn the hearts of the sweet girls who grow like
-daisies in the grass all round you, but who do not happen to have great
-melting eyes or a splendid figure. You tread them underfoot, and if
-they were not so humble they would be crushed, as you rush off and try
-to pick the rose; and then you prick your fingers and cry out, and tell
-all the daisies how shamefully the rose has treated you.”
-
-Ernest laughed, and Dorothy went on:
-
-“Yes, it is an unjust world. Let a woman but be beautiful and
-everything is at her feet, for you men are despicable creatures, and
-care for little except what is pleasant to the senses. On the other
-hand, let her be plain, or only ordinary-looking—for the fate of most
-of us is just to escape being ugly—and you pay as much regard to her as
-you do to the chairs you sit on. And yet, strange as it may seem to
-you, probably she has her feelings, and her capacities for high
-affection, and her imaginative power, all working vigorously behind her
-plain little face. Probably, too, she is better than your beauty.
-Nature does not give everything. When she endows a woman with perfect
-loveliness, she robs her either of her heart or her brains. But you men
-don’t see that, because you won’t look; so in course of time all the
-fine possibilities in Miss Plainface wither up, and she becomes a
-disappointed old maid, while my Lady Beauty pursues her career of
-selfishness and mischief-making, till at last she withers up too,
-that’s one comfort. We all end in bones, you know, and there isn’t much
-difference between us then.”
-
-Ernest had been listening with great amusement to Dorothy’s views. He
-had no idea that she took such matters into her shrewd consideration.
-
-“I heard a girl say the other day that, on the whole, most women
-preferred to become old maids,” he said.
-
-“Then she told fibs; they don’t. It isn’t natural that they should—that
-is, if they care for anybody. Just think, there are more than ten
-hundred thousand of our charming sisterhood in these islands, and more
-women being born every day! Ten hundred thousand restless, unoccupied,
-disgusted, loveless women! It is simply awful to think of. I wonder
-they don’t breed a revolution. If they were all beautiful, they would.”
-
-He laughed again.
-
-“Do you know what remedy Mazooku would apply to this state of affairs?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“The instant adoption of polygamy. There are no unmarried women among
-the Natal Zulus, and as a class they are extremely happy.”
-
-Dorothy shook her head.
-
-“It wouldn’t do here; it would be too expensive.”
-
-“I say, Doll, you spoke just now of our ‘charming sisterhood’; you are
-rather young to consider yourself an old maid. Do you want to become
-one?”
-
-“Yes,” she said sharply.
-
-“Then _you_ don’t care for anybody, eh?”
-
-She blushed up furiously.
-
-“What business is that of yours, I should like to know?” she answered.
-
-“Well, Doll, not much. But will you be angry with me if I say
-something?”
-
-“I suppose you can say what you like.”
-
-“Yes; but will you listen?”
-
-“If you speak I cannot help hearing.”
-
-“Well, then, Doll—now don’t be angry, dear.”
-
-“O Ernest, how you aggravate me! Can’t you get it out and have done
-with it?”
-
-“All right, Doll, I’ll steam straight ahead this time. It is this. I
-have sometimes lately been vain enough to think that you cared a little
-about me, Doll, although I am as blind as a bat. I want to ask you if
-it is true. You must tell me plain, Doll, because I cannot see your
-eyes to learn the truth from them.”
-
-She turned quite pale at his words, and her eyes rested upon his blind
-orbs with a look of unutterable tenderness. So it had come at last.
-
-“Why do you ask me that question. Ernest? Whether or no I care for you,
-I am very sure that you do not care for me.”
-
-“You are not quite right there, Doll, but I will tell you why I ask it;
-it is not out of mere curiosity.
-
-“You know all the history of my life, Doll, or at least most of it. You
-know how I loved Eva, and gave her all that a foolish youngster can
-give to a weak woman—gave it in such a way that I can never have it
-back again. Well, she deserted me; I have lost her. The best happiness
-of my life has been wrecked beyond redemption; that is a fact which
-must be accepted as much as the fact of my blindness. I am physically
-and morally crippled, and certainly in no fit state to ask a woman to
-marry me on the ground of my personal advantages. But if, my dear Doll,
-you should, as I have sometimes thought, happen to care about anything
-so worthless, then, you see, the affair assumes a different aspect.”
-
-“I don’t quite understand you. What do you mean?” she said, in a low
-voice.
-
-“I mean that in that case I will ask you if you will take me for a
-husband.”
-
-“You do not love me, Ernest; I should weary you.”
-
-He felt for her hand, found it, and took it in his own. She made no
-resistance.
-
-“Dear,” he said, “it is this way: I can never give you that passion I
-gave to Eva, because, thank God, the human heart can know it but once
-in a life; but I can and will give you a husband’s tenderest love. You
-are very dear to me, Doll, though it is not in the same way that Eva is
-dear. I have always loved you as a sister, and I think that I should
-make you a good husband. But, before you answer me, I want you to
-thoroughly understand about Eva. Whether I marry or not, I fear that I
-shall never be able to shake her out of my mind. At one time I thought
-that perhaps if I made love to other women I might be able to do so, on
-the principle that one nail drives out another. But it was a failure;
-for a month or two I got the better of my thoughts, then they would get
-the better of me again. Besides, to tell you the truth, I am not quite
-sure that I wish to do so. My trouble about this woman has become a
-part of myself. It is, as I told you, my ‘evil destiny,’ and goes where
-I go. And now, dear Doll, you will see why I asked you if you really
-cared for me before I asked you to marry me. If you do not care for me,
-then it will clearly not be worth your while to marry me, for I am
-about as poor a catch as a man can well be; if you do—well, then it is
-a matter for your consideration.”
-
-She paused awhile and answered:
-
-“Suppose that the positions were reversed, Ernest; at least, suppose
-this: suppose that you had loved your Eva all your life, but she had
-not loved you except as a brother, having given her heart to some other
-man, who was, say, married to somebody else, or in some way separated
-from her. Well, supposing that this man died, and that one day Eva came
-to you and said, ‘Ernest, my dear, I cannot love you as I loved him who
-has gone, and whom I one day hope to rejoin in heaven; but if you wish
-it, and it will make you the happier, I will be your true and tender
-wife.’ What should you answer her, Ernest?”
-
-“Answer? why, I suppose that I should take her at her word and be
-thankful. Yes, I think that I should take her at her word.”
-
-“And so, dear Ernest, do I take you at your word; for as it is with you
-about Eva, so it is with me about you. As a child I loved you; ever
-since I have been a woman I have loved you more and more, even through
-all those cold years of absence. And when you came back, ah, then it
-was to me as it would be to you if you suddenly once more saw the light
-of day. Ernest, my beloved, you are all my life to me, and I take you
-at your word, my dear. I will be your wife.”
-
-He stretched out his arms, found her, drew her to him, and kissed her
-on the lips.
-
-“Doll, I don’t deserve that you should love me so; it makes me feel
-ashamed that I have not more to give you in return.”
-
-“Ernest, you will give me all you can; I mean to make you grow very
-fond of me. Perhaps one day you will give me everything.”
-
-He hesitated a little while before he spoke again.
-
-“Doll,” he said, “you are quite sure that you do not mind about Eva?”
-
-“My dear Ernest, I accept Eva as a fact, and make the best of her, just
-as I should if I wanted to marry a man with a monomania that he was
-Henry VIII.”
-
-“Doll, you know I call her my evil destiny. The fact is, I am afraid of
-her; she overpowers my reason. Well, now, Doll, what I am driving at is
-this: supposing—not that I think she will—that she were to crop up
-again, and take it into her head to try and make a fool of me! She
-_might_ succeed, Doll.”
-
-“Ernest, will you promise me something on your honour?”
-
-“Yes, dear.”
-
-“Promise me that you will hide from me nothing that passes between Eva
-and yourself, if anything ever should pass, and that in this matter you
-will always consider me not in the light of a wife, but of a trusted
-friend.”
-
-“Why do you ask me to promise that?”
-
-“Because then I shall, I hope, be able to keep you both out of trouble.
-You are not fit to look after yourselves, either of you.”
-
-“I promise. And now, Doll, there is one more thing. It is somehow fixed
-in my mind that my fate and that woman’s are intertwined. I believe
-that what we are now passing through is but a single phase of
-interwoven existence; that we have, perhaps, already passed through
-many stages, and that many higher stages and developments await us. Of
-course, it may be fantasy, but at any rate I believe it. The question
-is, do you care to link your life with that of a man who holds such a
-belief?”
-
-“Ernest, I daresay your belief is a true one, at any rate for you who
-believe it, for it seems probable that as we sow so shall we reap, as
-we spiritually imagine so shall we spiritually inherit, since causes
-must in time produce effects. These beliefs are not implanted in our
-hearts for nothing, and surely in the wide heavens there is room for
-the realisation of them all. But I too have my beliefs, and one of them
-is, that in God’s great Hereafter every loving and desiring soul will
-be with the soul thus loved and desired. For him or her, at any rate,
-the other will be there, forming a part of his or her life, though,
-perhaps, it may elsewhere and with others also be pursuing its own
-desires and satisfying its own aspirations. So you see, Ernest, your
-beliefs will not interfere with mine, nor shall I be afraid of losing
-you in another place.
-
-“And now, Ernest, my heart’s love, take my hand, and let me lead you
-home; take my hand, as you have taken my heart, and never leave go of
-it again till at last I die.”
-
-And so hand in hand they went home together, through the lights and
-shadows of the twilight.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-MAZOOKU’S FAREWELL
-
-
-Dorothy and Ernest got back to Dum’s Ness just in time to dress for
-dinner, for since Ernest and Jeremy had come back, Dorothy, whose will
-in that house was law, had instituted late dinner. The dinner passed
-over as usual, Dorothy sitting between Ernest and her grandfather, and
-attending to the wants of those two unfortunates, both of whom would
-have found it rather difficult to get through their meal without her
-gentle, unobtrusive help. But when dinner was over and the cloth
-removed, and Grice had placed the wine upon the table and withdrawn, an
-unusual thing happened.
-
-Ernest asked Dorothy to fill his glass with port, and when she had done
-so he said:
-
-“Uncle and Jeremy, I am going to ask you to drink a health.”
-
-The old man looked up sharply. “What is it, Ernest, my boy?”
-
-As for Dorothy, she blushed a rosy red, guessing what was coming, and
-not knowing whether to be pleased or angry.
-
-“It is this, uncle—it is the health of my future wife, Dorothy.”
-
-Then came a silence of astonishment. Mr. Cardus broke it:
-
-“Years ago, Ernest, my dear nephew, I told you that I wished this to
-come to pass; but other things happened to thwart my plans, and I never
-expected to see it. Now in God’s good time it has come, and I drink the
-health with all my heart. My children, I know that I am a strange man,
-and my life has been devoted to a single end, which is now drawing near
-its final development; but I have found time in it to learn to love you
-both. Dorothy, my daughter, I drink your health. May the happiness that
-was denied to your mother fall upon your head, her share and your share
-too! Ernest, you have passed through many troubles, and have been
-preserved almost miraculously to see this day. In Dorothy you will find
-a reward for everything, for she is a good woman. Perhaps I shall never
-live to see your happiness and the children of your happiness—I do not
-think I shall; but may the solemn blessing I give you now rest upon
-your dear heads! God bless you both, my children. All peace go with
-you, Dorothy and Ernest!”
-
-“Amen!” said Jeremy, in a loud voice, and with a vague idea that he was
-in church. Then he got up and shook Ernest’s hand so hard in his
-fearful grip that the latter was constrained to holloa out, and lifted
-Dolly out of her chair like a plaything, and kissed her boisterously,
-knocking the orchid-bloom she wore out of her hair in the process. Then
-they all sat down again and beamed at one another and drank
-port-wine—at least the men did—and were inanely happy.
-
-Indeed, the only person to whom the news was not satisfactory was
-Mazooku.
-
-“Ou!” he said, with a grunt, when Jeremy communicated it to him. “So
-the Rosebud is going to become the Rose, and I shan’t even be able to
-lead my father to bed now. Ou!” And from that day forward Mazooku’s
-abstracted appearance showed that he was meditating deeply on
-something.
-
-Next morning his uncle sent for Ernest into the office. Dorothy led him
-in.
-
-“O, here you are!” said his uncle.
-
-“Yes, here we are, Reginald,” answered Dorothy; “what is it? Shall I go
-away?”
-
-“No, don’t go away. What I have to say concerns you both. Come and look
-at the orchids, Ernest; they are beautiful. Ah!” he went on,
-stammering, “I forgot you can’t see them. Forgive me.”
-
-“Never mind, uncle, I can smell them;” and they went into the
-blooming-house appropriated to the temperate kinds.
-
-At the end of this house was a little table and some iron chairs, where
-Mr. Cardus would sometimes come and smoke a cigarette. Here they sat
-down.
-
-“Now, young people,” said Mr. Cardus, wiping his bald head, “you are
-going to get married. May I ask what you are going to get married on?”
-
-“By Jove,” said Ernest, “I never thought of that! I haven’t got much,
-except a title, a mansion with ‘numerous and valuable’ heirlooms, and
-one hundred and eighty acres of park,” he added, laughing.
-
-“No, I don’t suppose you have; but, luckily for you both, I am not so
-badly off, and I mean to do something for you. What do you think would
-be the proper thing? Come, Dorothy, my little housewife, what do you
-reckon you can live on—living here, I mean, for I suppose that you do
-not mean to run away and leave me alone in my old age, do you?”
-
-Dorothy wrinkled up her forehead as she used to as a child, and began
-to calculate upon her fingers. Presently she answered:
-
-“Three hundred a year comfortably, quietly on two.”
-
-“What!” said Mr. Cardus, “when the babies begin to come?”
-
-Dorothy blushed, old gentlemen are so unpleasantly out-spoken, and
-Ernest jumped, for the prospect of unlimited babies is alarming till
-one gets used to it.
-
-“Better make it five hundred,” he said.
-
-“Oh,” said Mr. Cardus, “that’s what you think, is it? Well, I tell you
-what I think. I am going to allow you young people two thousand a year
-and pay the housekeeping bills.”
-
-“My dear uncle, that is far more than we want.”
-
-“Nonsense, Ernest! it is there and to spare; and why should you not
-have it, instead of its piling up in the bank or in investments? There
-are enough of them now, I can tell you. Everything that I have touched
-has turned to gold; I believe it has often been the case with
-unfortunate men. Money! I have more than I know what to do with, and
-there are idiots who think that to have lots of money is to be happy.”
-
-He paused awhile and then went on:
-
-“I would give you more, but you are both comparatively young, and I do
-not wish to encourage habits of extravagance in you. The world is full
-of vicissitudes, and it is impossible for anybody to know how he may be
-pecuniarily situated in ten years’ time. But I wish you, Ernest, to
-keep up your rank—moderately, if you like, but still to keep it up.
-Life is all before you now, and whatever you choose to go in for, you
-shall not want the money to back you. Look here, my children, I may as
-well tell you that when I die you will inherit nearly all I have got; I
-have left it to be divided equally between you, with reversion to the
-survivor. I drew up that will some years back, and I do not think that
-it is worth while altering it now.”
-
-“Forgive me,” said Ernest, “but how about Jeremy?”
-
-Mr. Cardus’s face changed a little. He had never got over his dislike
-of Jeremy, though his sense of justice caused him to stifle it.
-
-“I have not forgotten Jeremy,” he said, in a tone that indicated that
-he did not wish to pursue the conversation.
-
-Ernest and Dorothy thanked the old man for his goodness, but he would
-not listen, so they went off and left him to return to his
-letter-writing. In the passage Dorothy peeped through the glass half of
-the door which opened into her grandfather’s room.
-
-There sat the old man writing, writing, his long iron-gray hair hanging
-all about his face. Presently he seemed to think of something, and a
-smile, which the contorted mouth made ghastly, spread itself over the
-pallid countenance. Rising, he went to the corner and extracted a long
-tally-stick on which notches were cut. Sitting down again, he counted
-the remaining notches over and over, and then took a penknife and cut
-one out. This done, he put the stick back, and, looking at the wall,
-began to mutter—for he was not quite dumb—and to clasp and unclasp his
-powerful hand. Dorothy entered the room quickly.
-
-“Grandfather, what are you doing?” she said sharply.
-
-The old man started, and his jaw dropped. Then the eyes grew dull, and
-his usual apathetic look stole over his face. Taking up his slate, he
-wrote, “Cutting out my notches.”
-
-Dorothy asked him some farther questions, but could get nothing more
-out of him.
-
-“I don’t at all like the way grandfather has been going on lately,” she
-said to Ernest. “He is always muttering and clinching his hand, as
-though he had some one by the throat. You know he thinks that he has
-been serving the fiend all these years, and that his time will be up
-shortly, whereas you know, though Reginald had no cause to love him, he
-has been very kind to him. If it had not been for Reginald, my
-grandfather would have been sent to the madhouse; but because he was
-connected with his loss of fortune, he thinks he is the devil. He
-forgets how he served Reginald; you see even in madness the mind only
-remembers the injuries inflicted on itself, and forgets those it
-inflicted on others. I don’t at all like his way.” “I should think that
-he had better be shut up.”
-
-“Oh, Reginald would never do it. Come, dear, let us go out.”
-
-It was a month or so after Mr. Cardus’s announcement of his pecuniary
-intentions that a little wedding-party stood before the altar in
-Kesterwick Church. It was a very small party, consisting, indeed, only
-of Ernest, Dorothy, Mr. Cardus, Jeremy, and a few idlers, who, seeing
-the church door open, had strolled in to see what was going on. Indeed,
-the marriage had been kept a profound secret; for since he had been
-blind, Ernest had developed a great dislike to being stared at. Nor,
-indeed, had he any liking for the system under which a woman proclaims
-with loud and unseemly rejoicings that she has found a man to marry
-her, and the clan of her relations celebrate her departure with a few
-outward and visible tears and much inward and spiritual joy.
-
-But among that small crowd, unobserved by any of them, quite close up
-in the shadow of one of the massive pillars, sat a veiled woman. She
-sat quite quiet and still; she might have been carved in stone; but as
-the service went on she raised her thick veil, and fixed her keen brown
-eyes upon the two who stood before the altar. And as she did so, the
-lips of this shadowy lady trembled a little, and a mist of trouble rose
-from the unhealthy marshes of her mind and clouded her fine cut
-features. Long and steadily she gazed, then dropped the veil again, and
-said beneath her breath:
-
-“Was it worth while for this? Well, I have seen him.”
-
-Then this shadowy noble-looking lady rose, and glided from the church,
-bearing away with her the daunting burden of her sin.
-
-And Ernest? He stood there and said the responses in his clear manly
-voice; but even as he did so there rose before him the semblance of the
-little room in faraway Pretoria, and of the vision which he had had of
-this very church, and of a man standing where he himself stood now, and
-a lovely woman standing where stood Dorothy his wife. Well, it was
-gone, as all visions go—as we, who are but visions of a longer life, go
-too. It was gone—gone into that limbo of the past which is ever opening
-its insatiable maw and swallowing us and our joys and our
-sorrows—making a meal of the atoms of to-day that it may support itself
-till the atoms of to-morrow are ready for its appetite.
-
-It was gone, and he was married, and Dorothy his wife stood there
-wreathed in smiles and blushes which he could not see, and Mr.
-Halford’s voice, now grown weak and quavering, was formulating
-heartfelt congratulations, which were being repeated in the gigantic
-echo of Jeremy’s deep tones, and in his uncle’s quick jerky utterances.
-So he took Dorothy his wife into his arms and kissed her, and she led
-him down the church to the old vestry, into which so many thousand
-newly married couples had passed during the course of the last six
-centuries, and he signed his name where they placed his pen upon the
-parchment, wondering the while if he was signing it straight, and then
-went out, and was helped into the carriage, and driven home.
-
-Ernest and his wife went upon no honeymoon; they stopped quietly there
-at the old house, and began to accustom themselves to their new
-relationship. Indeed, to the outsider at any rate, there seemed to be
-little difference between it and the former one; for they could not be
-much more together now than they had been before. Yet in Dorothy’s face
-there was a difference. A great peace, an utter satisfaction which had
-been wanting before, came down and brooded upon it, and made it
-beautiful. She both looked and was a happy woman.
-
-But to the Zulu Mazooku this state of affairs did not appear to be
-satisfactory.
-
-One day—it was three days after the marriage—Ernest and Dorothy were
-walking together outside the house, when Jeremy, coming in from a visit
-to a distant farm, advanced, and, joining them, began to converse on
-agricultural matters; for he was already becoming intensely and
-annoyingly technical. Presently, as they talked, they became aware of
-the sound of naked feet running swiftly over the grass.
-
-“That sounds like a Zulu dancing,” said Ernest, quickly.
-
-It was a Zulu; it was Mazooku, but Mazooku transformed. It had been his
-fancy to bring a suit of war finery, such as he had worn when he was
-one of Cetywayo’s soldiers, with him from Natal; and now he had donned
-it all, and stood before them, a striking yet alarming figure. From his
-head a single beautiful gray feather, taken from the Bell crane, rose a
-good two feet into the air; around his waist hung a kilt of white
-ox-tails, and beneath his right knee and shoulder were small circles of
-white goat’s hair. For the rest, he was naked. In his left hand he held
-a milk-white fighting shield made of ox-hide, and in his right his
-great “bangwan,” or stabbing assegai. Still as a statue he stood before
-them, his plume bending in the breeze; and Dorothy, looking with
-wondering eyes, marvelled at the broad chest scarred all over with
-assegai wounds, and the huge sinewy limbs. Suddenly he raised the
-spear, and saluted in sonorous tones:
-
-“Koos! Baba!”
-
-“Speak,” said Ernest.
-
-“I speak, Mazimba, my father. I come to meet my father as a man meets a
-man. I come with spear and shield, but not in war. With my father I
-came from the land of the sun into this cold land, where the sun is as
-pale as the white faces it shines on. Is it not so, my father?”
-
-“I hear you.”
-
-“With my father I came. Did not my father and I stand together for many
-a day? Did I not slay the two Basutus down in the land of Secocoeni,
-chief of the Bapedi, at my father’s bidding? Did I not once save my
-father from the jaws of the wild beast that walks by night—from the
-fangs of the lion? Did I not stand by the side of my father at the
-place of the Little Hand, when all the plain of Isandhlwana was red
-with blood? Do I dream in the night, or was it so, my father?”
-
-“I hear you. It was so.”
-
-“Then when the heavens above smelt out my father, and smote him with
-their fire, did I not say, ‘Ah, my father, now art thou blind, and
-canst fight no more, and no more play the part of a man. Better that
-thou hadst died a man’s death, O my father! But as thou art blind, lo!
-whither thou goest, thither will I go also and be my father’s dog.’ Did
-I not say this, O Mazimba, my father?”
-
-“Thou didst say it.”
-
-“And so we sailed across the black water, thou Mazimba and I and the
-great Lion, like unto whom no man was ever born of woman, and came
-hither, and have lived for many moons the lives of women, have eaten
-and drunken, and have not fought or hunted, or known the pleasure of
-men. Is it not so, Mazimba, my father?”
-
-“Thou speakest truly, Mazooku; it is even so.”
-
-“Yes, we sailed across the black water in the smoking ship, sailed to
-the land of wonders, which is full of houses and trees, so that a man
-cannot breathe in it, or throw out his arms lest they should strike a
-wall; and, behold! there came an ancient one with a shining head
-wonderful to look on, and a girl Rosebud, small but very sweet, and
-greeted my father and the Lion, and led them away in the carriages
-which put the horses inside them, and set them in this place, where
-they may look for ever at the sadness of the sea.
-
-“And then, behold, the Rosebud said, ‘What doth this black dog here?
-Shall a dog lead Mazimba by the hand? Begone, thou black dog, and walk
-in front or ride behind; it is I who will hold Mazimba’s hand.’
-
-“Then my father, sinking deep in ease, and becoming a fat man, rich in
-oxen and waggons and corn, said to himself, ‘I will take this Rosebud
-to wife.’ And so the Rosebud opened her petals, and closed them round
-my father, and became a Rose; and now she sheds her fragrance round him
-day by day and night by night, and the black dog stands and howls
-outside the door.
-
-“And so, my father, it came to pass that Mazooku, thy ox and thy dog,
-communed with his heart, and said: ‘Here is no more any place for thee.
-Mazimba thy chief has no longer any need of thee, and behold in this
-land of women thou, too, shalt grow like a woman. So get up and go to
-thy father, and say to him, “O my father, years ago I put my hand
-between thy hands, and became a loyal man to thee; now I would withdraw
-it, and return to the land whence we came; for here I am not wanted,
-and here I cannot breathe.”’ I have spoken, O my father and my chief.”
-
-“Mazooku, umdanda ga Ingoluvu, umfana ga Amazulu” (son of Ingoluvu,
-child of the Zulu race), answered Ernest, adopting the Zulu metaphor,
-his voice sounding wonderfully soft as the liquid tongue he spoke so
-well came rolling out, “thou hast been a good man to me, and I have
-loved thee. But thou shalt go. Thou art right: now is my life the life
-of a woman; never again shall I hear the sound of the rifle or the
-ringing of steel in war. And so thou goest, Mazooku. It is well. But at
-times thou wilt think of thy blind master Mazimba, and of Alston, the
-wise captain who sleeps, and of the Lion who threw the ox over his
-shoulder. Go, and be happy. Many be thy wives, many thy children, and
-countless thy cattle! The Lion shall take thee by the hand and lead
-thee to the sea, and shall give thee of my bounty wherewith to buy a
-little food when thou comest to thine own land, and a few oxen, and a
-piece of ground, or a waggon or two, so that thou shalt not be hungry,
-nor want for cattle to give for wives. Mazooku, fare thee well!”
-
-[Illustration: Mazooku’s Farewell.]
-
-“One word, Mazimba, my father, and I will trouble thine ears no more,
-since for thee my voice shall be silent for ever. When the time has
-come for thee to die, and thou dost pass, as the white men say, up
-‘into the heavens above,’ and thy sight dawns again, and thou art once
-more a man eager for battle, then turn thee and cry with a loud voice:
-‘Mazooku, son of Ingoluvu, of the tribe of the Maquilisini, where art
-thou, O my dog? Come thou and serve me!’ And surely, if I still live,
-then shall I hear thy voice, and groan and die, that I may pass to
-thee; and if I be already dead, then shall I be there at thy side even
-as thou callest. This thou wilt do for me, O Mazimba, my father and my
-chief, because, lo! I have loved thee as the child loves her who
-suckled it, and I would look upon thy face again, O my father from the
-olden time, my chief from generation to generation!”
-
-“If it be in my power, this I will do, Mazooku.”
-
-The great Zulu drew himself up, raised his spear, and for the first and
-last time in his life gave Ernest the royal salute—to which, by the
-way, he had no right at all—“_Bayte, Bayte!_” Then he turned and ran
-swiftly thence, nor would he see Ernest again before he went. “The pain
-of death was over,” he said.
-
-As the sound of his footsteps grew faint, Ernest sighed.
-
-“There goes our last link with South Africa, Jeremy, my boy. It is a
-good thing, for he was growing too fond of the bottle; they all do
-here. But it makes me very sad, and sometimes I think that, as Mazooku
-says, it is a pity we did not go under with Alston and the others. It
-would all have been over now.”
-
-“Thank you,” said Jeremy, after reflecting; “on the whole, I am pretty
-comfortable as I am.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-MR. CARDUS ACCOMPLISHES HIS REVENGE
-
-
-Mr. de Talor owed his great wealth not to his own talents, but to a
-lucky secret in the manufacture of the grease used on railways
-discovered by his father. Talor _pre_ had been a railway-guard till his
-discovery brought him wealth. He was a shrewd man, however, and on his
-sudden accession of fortune did his best to make a gentleman of his
-only son, at that date a lad of fifteen. But it was too late; the
-associations and habits of childhood are not easily overcome, and no
-earthly power or education could accomplish the desired object. When
-his son was twenty years of age, old Jack Talor died, and his son
-succeeded to his large fortune and a railway-grease business which
-supplied the principal markets of the world.
-
-This son had inherited a good deal of his father’s shrewdness, and set
-himself to make the best of his advantages. First he placed a “de”
-before his name, and assumed a canting crest. Next he bought the
-Ceswick Ness estates, and bloomed into a country gentleman. It was
-shortly after this latter event that he made a mistake, and fell in
-love with the beauty of the neighbourhood, Mary Atterleigh. But Mary
-Atterleigh would have none of him, being at the time secretly engaged
-to Mr. Cardus. In vain did he resort to every possible means to shake
-her resolution, even going so far as to try to bribe her father to put
-pressure upon her; but at this time old Atterleigh, “Hard-riding
-Atterleigh,” as he was called, was well off, and resisted his advances,
-whereupon De Talor, in a fit of pique, married another woman, who was
-only too glad to put up with his vulgarity in consideration of his
-wealth and position as a county magnate.
-
-Shortly afterwards three events occurred almost simultaneously.
-“Hard-riding Atterleigh” got into money difficulties through
-over-gratification of his passion for hounds and horses; Mr. Cardus was
-taken abroad for the best part of a year in connection with a business
-matter and a man named Jones, a friend of Mr. de Talor’s staying in his
-house at the time, fell in love with Mary Atterleigh. Herein De Talor
-saw an opportunity of revenge upon his rival, Mr. Cardus. He urged upon
-Jones that his real road to the possession of the lady lay through the
-pocket of her father, and even went so far as to advance him the
-necessary funds to bribe Atterleigh; for though Jones was well off, he
-could not at such short notice lay hands upon a sufficient sum in cash
-to serve his ends.
-
-The plot succeeded. Atterleigh’s scruples were overcome as easily as
-the scruples of men in his position without principle to back them
-generally are, and pressure of a most outrageous sort was brought to
-bear upon the gentle-minded Mary, with the result that when Mr. Cardus
-returned from abroad he found his affianced bride the wife of another
-man, who became in due course the father of Jeremy and Dolly.
-
-This cruel and most unexpected bereavement drove Mr. Cardus partially
-mad, and when he came to himself there arose in his mind a monomania
-for revenge on all concerned in bringing it about. It became the
-passion and object of his life. Directing all his remarkable
-intelligence and energy to the matter, he early discovered the heinous
-part that De Talor had played in the plot, and swore to devote his life
-to the unholy purpose of avenging it. For years he pursued his enemy,
-trying plan after plan to achieve his ruin, and as one failed fell back
-upon another. But to ruin a man of De Talor’s wealth was no easy
-matter, especially when, as in the present instance, the avenger was
-obliged to work like a mole in the dark, never allowing his enemy to
-suspect that he was other than a friend. How he ultimately achieved his
-purpose the reader shall now learn.
-
-Ernest and Dorothy had been married about three weeks, and the latter
-was just beginning to get accustomed to hearing herself called Lady
-Kershaw, when one morning a dogcart drove up to the door, and out of it
-emerged Mr. de Talor.
-
-“Dear me, how Mr. de Talor has changed of late!” said Dorothy, who was
-looking out of the window.
-
-“How? Has he grown less like a butcher?” asked Ernest.
-
-“No,” she answered; “but he looks like a used-up butcher about to go
-through the Bankruptcy Court.”
-
-“Butchers never go bankrupt,” said Ernest; and at that moment Mr de
-Talor came in.
-
-Dorothy was right; the man was much changed. The fat cheeks were flabby
-and fallen, the insolent air was gone, and he was so shrunken that he
-looked not more than half his former size.
-
-“How do you do, Lady Kershaw? I saw Cardus ’ad got some one with him,
-so I drove round to pay my respects and congratulate the bride. Why,
-bless me. Sir Ernest, you ’ave grown since I saw you last! Ah, we used
-to be great friends then. You remember how you used to come and shoot
-up at the Ness” (he had once or twice given the two lads a day’s
-rabbit-shooting). “But, bless me, I hear that you have become quite a
-fire-eater since then, and been knocking over the niggers right and
-left—eh?”
-
-He paused for breath, and Ernest said a few words, not many, for he
-disliked the man’s flattery as much as in past years he used to dislike
-his insolence.
-
-“Ah,” went on De Talor, looking up and pointing to the case containing
-the witch’s head, “I see you’ve still got that beastly thing your
-brother once showed me; I thought it was a clock, and he pretty well
-frightened me out of my wits. Now I think of it, I’ve never ’ad any
-luck since I saw that thing.”
-
-At this moment the housekeeper Grice came to say that Mr. Cardus was
-ready to see Mr. de Talor if he would step into the office. Dorothy
-thought that their visitor turned paler at this news, and it evidently
-occupied his mind sufficiently to cause him to hurry from the room
-without bidding them good-bye.
-
-When Mr. de Talor entered the office he found the lawyer pacing up and
-down.
-
-“How do you do, Cardus?” he said jauntily.
-
-“How do you do, Mr. de Talor?” was the cold reply.
-
-De Talor walked to the glass door and looked at the glowing mass of
-blooming orchids.
-
-“Pretty flowers, Cardus, those, very. Orchids, ain’t they? Must have
-cost you a pot of money.”
-
-“They have not cost me much, Mr. de Talor; I have reared most of them.”
-
-“Then you are lucky; the bill my man gives me for his orchids is
-something awful.”
-
-“You did not come to speak to me about orchids, Mr. de Talor.”
-
-“No, Cardus, I didn’t; business first, pleasure afterwards—eh?”
-
-“Yes,” said Mr. Cardus, in his soft, jerky way. “Business first,
-pleasure afterwards.”
-
-Mr. de Talor fidgeted his legs about.
-
-“Well, Cardus, about that mortgage. You are going to give me a little
-more time, I hope?”
-
-“On the contrary, Mr. de Talor, the interest being now eight months
-overdue, I have given my London agents orders to foreclose, for I don’t
-conduct such business myself.”
-
-De Talor turned pale. “Foreclose! Good God, Cardus! it is not
-possible—on such an old friend too!”
-
-“Excuse me, it is not only possible, but a fact. Business is business,
-even where _old friends_ are concerned.”
-
-“But if you foreclose, what is to become of me, Cardus?”
-
-“That, I imagine, is a matter for your exclusive consideration.”
-
-His visitor gasped, and looked like an unfortunate fish suddenly pulled
-out of the water.
-
-“Let us recapitulate the facts. I have at different periods within the
-last several years lent you sums of money secured on your landed
-estates at Ceswick’s Ness and the neighbourhood, amounting in
-all”—referring to a paper—“to one hundred and seventy-six thousand five
-hundred and thirty-eight pounds ten shillings and fourpence; or,
-reckoning in the overdue interest, to one hundred and seventy-nine
-thousand and fifty-two pounds eight shillings. That is so, I think.”
-
-“Yes, I suppose so, Cardus.”
-
-“There is no supposition about it. The documents prove it.”
-
-“Well, Cardus?”
-
-“Well, Mr. de Talor; and now, as you cannot pay, I have instructed my
-London agents to commence an action in Chancery for the sale of the
-lands, and to buy in the property. It is a most desirable property.”
-
-“O Cardus, don’t be rough on me! I am an old man now, and you led me
-into this speculation.”
-
-“Mr. de Talor, I also am an old man; if not very old in years, at least
-as old as Methuselah in heart.”
-
-“I don’t understand it all, Cardus.”
-
-“It will give me the greatest pleasure to explain. But to do so I must
-go back a little. Some ten or twelve years ago, you may remember,” he
-began, sitting down with his back to the light, which struck full on
-the wretched De Talor’s face, “that a firm named Rastrick and Codley
-took out a patent for a new railway-grease, and set up an establishment
-in Manchester not far from the famous De Talor house, which was
-established by your father.”
-
-“Yes, curse them!” groaned De Talor.
-
-Mr. Cardus smiled.
-
-“By all means, curse them. But what did this enterprising firm do, Mr.
-de Talor? They set to work, and sold a grease superior to the article
-manufactured by your house, at about eighteen per cent. cheaper. But
-the De Talor house had the ear of the markets, and the contracts with
-all the leading lines and Continental firms, and for awhile it seemed
-as though the new house must go to the wall; and if they had not had
-considerable capital at command, they must have gone to the wall.”
-
-“Ah, and where did they get it from? That’s the mystery,” said De
-Talor.
-
-“Precisely; that was the mystery. I shall clear it up a little
-presently. To return. After awhile the buyers began to find that
-Rastrick and Codley’s grease was a better grease and a cheaper grease,
-and as the contracts lapsed, the companies renewed them, not with the
-De Talor house, but with the house of Rastrick and Codley. Doubtless
-you remember.”
-
-Mr. de Talor groaned in acquiescence, and the lawyer continued: “In
-time this state of affairs produced its natural results—De Talor’s
-house was ruined, and the bulk of the trade fell into the hands of the
-new firm.”
-
-“Ah, I should just like to know who they really were—the low sneaks!”
-
-“Would you? I will tell you. The firm of Rastrick and Codley
-were—Reginald Cardus, solicitor, of Dum’s Ness.”
-
-Mr. de Talor struggled out of his chair, looked wildly at the lawyer,
-and sank down again.
-
-“You look ill; may I offer you a glass of wine?”
-
-The wretched man shook his head.
-
-“Very good. Doubtless you are curious to know how I, a lawyer, and not
-otherwise connected with Manchester, obtained the monopoly of the
-grease trade, which is, by the way, at this moment paying very well. I
-will satisfy your curiosity. I have always had a mania for taking up
-inventions, quite quietly, and in the names of others. Sometimes I have
-made money over them, sometimes I have lost; on the whole, I have made
-largely. But whether I have made or lost, the inventors have, as a
-rule, never known who was backing them. One day, one lucky day, this
-railway-grease patent was brought to my notice. I took it up and
-invested fifty thousand in it straight off the reel. Then I invested
-another fifty thousand. Still your firm cut my throat. I made an
-effort, and invested a third fifty thousand. Had I failed, I should
-then have been a ruined man; I had strained my credit to the utmost.
-But fortune favours the brave, Mr. de Talor, and I succeeded. It was
-your firm that failed. I have paid all my debts, and I reckon that the
-railway-grease concern is worth, after paying liabilities, some two
-hundred thousand pounds. If you should care to go in for it, Messrs.
-Rastrick and Codley will, I have no doubt, be most happy to treat with
-you. It has served its purpose, and is now in the market.”
-
-De Talor looked at him with amazement. He was too upset to speak.
-
-“So much, Mr. de Talor, for my share in the grease episode. The failure
-of your firm, or rather its stoppage from loss of trade, left you still
-a rich man, but only half as rich as you had been. And this, you may
-remember, made you furious. You could not bear the idea of losing
-money; you would rather have lost blood from your veins than sovereigns
-from your purse. When you thought of the grease which had melted in the
-fire of competition, you could have wept tears of rage. In this plight
-you came to me to ask advice.”
-
-“Yes; and you told me to speculate.”
-
-“Not quite accurate, Mr. de Talor. I said—I remember the words
-well—‘You are an able man, and understand the money market; why don’t
-you take advantage of these fluctuating times, and recoup yourself for
-all you have lost?’ The prospect of gain tempted you, Mr. de Talor, and
-you jumped at the idea. You asked me to introduce you to a reliable
-firm, and I introduced you to Messrs. Campsey and Ash, one of the best
-in the City.”
-
-“Confound them for a set of rogues!” answered De Talor.
-
-“Rogues! I am sorry you think so, for I have an interest in their
-business.”
-
-“Good heavens! what next?” groaned De Talor.
-
-“Well, notwithstanding the best efforts of Messrs. Campsey and Ash on
-your behalf, in pursuance of such written instructions as you from time
-to time communicated to them, and to which you can no doubt refer if
-you please, things went wrong with you, Mr. de Talor, and year by year,
-when your balance-sheet was sent in, you found that you had lost more
-than you gained. At last, one unlucky day, about three years ago, you
-made a plunge against the advice, you may remember, of Messrs. Campsey
-and Ash, and lost. It was after that, that I began to lend you money.
-The first loan was for fifty thousand; then came more losses, and more
-loans, till at length we had reached the present state of affairs.”
-
-“O Cardus, you don’t mean to sell me up, do you? What shall I do
-without money? And think of my daughters: ’ow will they manage without
-their comforts? Give me time. What makes you so rough on me?”
-
-Mr. Cardus had been walking up and down the room rapidly. At De Talor’s
-words he stopped, and going to a despatch-box, unlocked it, and drew
-from a bundle of documents a yellow piece of stamped paper. It was a
-cancelled bill for ten thousand pounds in the favour of Jonas de Talor,
-Esquire. This bill he came and held before his visitor’s eyes.
-
-“That, I believe, is your signature,” he said quietly, pointing to the
-receipt written across the bill.
-
-De Talor turned almost livid with fear, and his lips and hands began to
-tremble.
-
-“Where did you get that?” he asked.
-
-Mr. Cardus regarded him, or rather all round him, with the melancholy
-black eyes that never looked straight at anything, and yet saw
-everything, and then answered:
-
-“Among your friend Jones’s papers. You scoundrel!” he went on, with a
-sudden change of manner, “now perhaps you begin to understand why I
-have hunted you down step by step: why for thirty years I have waited,
-and watched, and failed, and at last succeeded. It is for the sake of
-Mary Atterleigh. It was you who, infuriated because she would have none
-of such a coarse brute, set the man Jones on to her. It was you who
-lent him the money with which to buy her from old Atterleigh. There
-lies the proof before you. By the way, Jones need never have repaid you
-that ten thousand pounds, for it was marriage-brokage, and therefore
-not recoverable at law. It was you, I say, who were the first cause of
-my life being laid waste, and who nearly drove me to the madhouse, ay,
-who did drive Mary, my betrothed wife, into the arms of that fellow,
-whence, God be praised! she soon passed to her rest.”
-
-Mr. Cardus paused, breathing quick with suppressed rage and excitement;
-the large white eyebrows contracted till they nearly met, and,
-abandoning his usual habit, he looked straight into the eyes of the
-abject creature in the chair before him.
-
-“It’s a long while ago, Cardus; can’t you forgive, and let bygones be
-bygones?”
-
-“Forgive! Yes, for my own sake, I could forgive; but for her sake, whom
-you first dishonoured and then killed, I will never forgive. Where are
-your companions in guilt? Jones is dead; I ruined him. Atterleigh is
-there; I did not ruin him, because, after all, he was the author of
-Mary’s life; but his ill-gotten gains did him no good; a higher power
-than mine took vengeance on his crime, and I saved him from the
-madhouse. And Jones’s children, they are here too, for once they lay
-beneath _her_ breast. But do you think that I will spare you, you
-coarse arrogant knave—you, who spawned the plot? No, not if it were to
-cost me my own life, would I forego one jot or tittle of my revenge!”
-
-At that moment Mr. Cardus happened to look up, and saw through the
-glass part of the door of his office, of which the curtain was
-partially drawn, the wild-looking head of Hard-riding Atterleigh. He
-appeared to be looking through the door, for his eyes, in which there
-was a very peculiar look, were fixed intently upon Mr. Cardus’s face.
-When he saw that he was observed, he vanished.
-
-“Now go,” said the lawyer sternly to the prostrate De Talor; “and never
-let me see your face again!”
-
-“But I haven’t any money; where am I to go?” groaned De Talor.
-
-“Wherever you like, Mr. de Talor—this is a free country; but, if I had
-control of your destination, it should be—to the devil!”
-
-The wretched man staggered to his feet.
-
-“All right, Cardus; I’ll go, I’ll go. You’ve got it all your own way
-now. You are damned hard, you are; but perhaps you’ll get it taken out
-of you some day. I’m glad you never got hold of Mary; it must have been
-pleasant to you to see her marry Jones.”
-
-In another second he was gone, and Mr. Cardus was left thinking, among
-other things, of that look in old Atterleigh’s eyes, which he could not
-get out of his mind. Thus did he finally accomplish the revenge to
-which he had devoted his life.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-MAD ATTERLEIGH’S LAST RIDE
-
-
-A month had passed since Mr. de Talor had crept, utterly crushed, from
-the presence of the man whom Providence had appointed to mete out to
-him his due. During this time Mr. Cardus had been busy from morning
-till night. He was always a busy man, writing daily with his own hand
-an almost incredible number of letters; for he carried on all, or
-nearly all, his great affairs by correspondence, but of late his work
-seemed to have doubled.
-
-In the course of that month the society in the neighbourhood of
-Kesterwick experienced a pleasurable sensation of excitement, for
-suddenly the De Talor family vanished off the face of the Kesterwick
-world, and the Ceswick Ness estates, after being advertised, were put
-up for sale, and bought, so said report, by a London firm of lawyers on
-behalf of an unknown client. The De Talors were gone, where to nobody
-knew, nor did they much care to inquire—that is, with the exception of
-the servants whose wages were left unpaid, and the tradespeople to whom
-large sums were owing. They inquired vigorously enough, but without the
-smallest result; the De Talors had gone and left no trace, except the
-trace of bankruptcy, and Kesterwick knew them no more, but was glad
-over the sensation made by their disappearance.
-
-But on one Saturday Mr. Cardus’s business seemed to come to a sudden
-stop. He wrote some letters and put them in the post-bag, and then he
-went to admire his orchids.
-
-“Life,” he said aloud to himself, “shall be all orchids now; my work is
-done. I will build a new house for Brazilian sons, and spend two
-hundred pounds on stocking it. Well, I can afford it.”
-
-This was about five o’clock. Half an hour later, when he had well
-examined his flowers, he strolled out Titheburgh Abbey way, and here he
-met Ernest and his wife, who had been sitting in their favourite spot.
-
-“Well, my dears,” he said, “and how are you?”
-
-“Pretty well, uncle, thank you; and how are you?”
-
-“I? Oh, I am very jolly indeed for an old man; as jolly as an
-individual who has just bid good-bye to work for ever should be,” he
-said.
-
-“Why, Reginald, what _do_ you mean?”
-
-“Mean, Dorothy, my dear? I mean that I have wound up my affairs and
-retired on a modest competence. Ah, you young people should be grateful
-to me, for let me tell you that everything is now in apple-pie order,
-and when I slip off you will have no trouble at all, except to pay the
-probate duty, and that will be considerable. I never quite knew till a
-week ago how rich I was; but, as I said the other day, everything I
-have touched has turned to gold. It will be a large fortune for you to
-manage, my dears; you will find it a great responsibility.”
-
-“I hope you will live many years to manage it yourself,” said Ernest.
-
-“Ah, I don’t know, I am pretty tough; but who can see the future?
-Dolly, my dear girl,” he went on, in a dreamy way, “you are growing
-like your mother. Do you know, I sometimes think that I am not far off
-her now; you see I speak plainly to you two. Years ago I used to
-think—that is, sometimes—that your mother was dust and nothing more;
-that she had left me for ever; but of late I have changed my ideas. I
-have seen,” he went on, speaking in an absent way, as though he were
-meditating to himself, “how wonderfully Providence works even in the
-affairs of this imperfect world, and I begin to believe that there must
-be a place where it allows itself a larger development. Yes, I think I
-shall find your mother somewhere, Dorothy, my dear. I seem to feel her
-very near me sometimes. Well, I have avenged her.”
-
-“I think that you will find her, Reginald,” she answered; “but your
-vengeance is wicked and wrong. I have often made bold to tell you so,
-though sometimes you have been angry with me, and I tell you so again.
-It can only bring evil with it. What have we poor creatures to do with
-vengeance, who do not understand the reason of things, and can scarcely
-see an inch before our noses?”
-
-“Perhaps you are right, my love—you generally are right in the main;
-but my desire for vengeance upon that man De Talor has been the breath
-of my nostrils, and behold! I have achieved it. Man, if he only lives
-long enough, and has strength of will enough can achieve anything. But
-man fritters away his powers over a variety of objects; he is led
-astray in pursuit of the butterfly Pleasure, or the bubble Ambition, or
-the Destroying Angel Woman; and his purposes fall to the ground between
-a dozen stools. Most men, too, are not capable of a purpose. Men are
-weak creatures; and yet what a mighty seed lies hid in every human
-breast! Think, my children, what man might, nay, may become, when his
-weakness and follies have fallen from him, when his rudimentary virtues
-have been developed, and his capacities for physical and mental
-beauties brought to an undreamed of perfection! Look at the wild flower
-and the flower of the hot-house—it is nothing compared to the
-possibilities inherent in man, even as we know him. It is a splendid
-dream! Will it ever be fulfilled, I wonder? Well, well—
-
-‘Whatever there is to know
-That we shall know one day.’
-
-
-Come, let us turn; it will soon be time to dress for dinner. By the
-way, Dorothy, that reminds me. I don’t quite like the way that your
-respected grandfather is going on. I told him that I had no more deeds
-for him to copy, that I had done with deeds, and he went and got that
-confounded stick of his, and showed me that according to his own little
-calculations his time was up; and then he got his slate and wrote about
-my being the devil on it, but that I had no more power over him, and
-that he was bound for heaven. The other day, too, I caught him staring
-at me through the glass of the door with a very queer look in his
-eyes.”
-
-“Ah, Reginald, so you have noticed it! I quite agree with you; I don’t
-at all like his goings-on. Do you know, I think that he had better be
-shut up.”
-
-“I don’t like to shut him up, Dorothy. However, here we are; we will
-talk about it to-morrow.”
-
-Having led Ernest to his room, Dorothy, before beginning to dress
-herself, went to the office to see if her grandfather was still there.
-And there, sure enough, she found him, pacing up and down, muttering,
-and waving his long stick, out of which all the notches had now been
-cut.
-
-“What are you doing, grandfather?” she asked; “why haven’t you gone to
-dress?”
-
-He snatched up his slate and wrote rapidly upon it:
-
-“Time’s up! Time’s up! Time’s up! I’ve done with the devil and all his
-works. I’m off to heaven on the big black horse to find Mary. Who are
-you? You look like Mary.”
-
-“Grandfather,” said Dolly, quietly taking the slate out of his hand,
-“what do you mean by writing such nonsense? Let me hear no more of it.
-You ought to be ashamed of yourself. Now, mind, I will have no more of
-it. Put away that stick, and go and wash your hands for dinner.”
-
-The old man did as he was bid somewhat sulkily, Dorothy thought; but
-when he arrived at the dinner-table there was nothing noticeable about
-his manner.
-
-They dined at a quarter to seven, and dinner did not take them very
-long. When it was over, old Atterleigh drank some wine, and then,
-according to his habit, went and sat in the ancient ingle-nook which
-had presumably been built by the forgotten Dum for his comfort on
-winter evenings. And on winter evenings, when there was a jolly
-wood-fire burning on the hearth, it was a pleasant spot enough; but to
-sit there in the dark on a lovely summer night was an act, well—worthy
-of old Atterleigh.
-
-After dinner the conversation turned upon that fatal day when Alston’s
-Horse was wiped out at Isandhlwana. It was a painful subject both to
-Ernest and Jeremy, but the former was gratifying his uncle’s curiosity
-by explaining to him how that last dread struggle with the six Zulus
-came to determine itself in their favour.
-
-“And how was it,” asked Mr. Cardus, “that you managed to get the better
-of the fellow you rolled down the hill with?”
-
-“Because the assegai broke, and, fortunately enough, the blade was left
-in my hand. Where is it, Doll?” (for Jeremy had brought it home with
-him.)
-
-Dorothy got up and reached the broken assegai, which had about eight
-inches of the shaft, from its place over the mantelpiece.
-
-“Now then, Jeremy, if you would be so good as to sprawl upon your back
-on the floor, I will just show my uncle what happened.”
-
-Jeremy complied, not without grumbling about dirtying his dress-coat.
-
-“Now, Jeremy, my boy, where are you? O, there! Well, excuse my taking
-the liberty of kneeling on your chest, and holloa out if the assegai
-goes into you. If we are going to have a performance at all, it may as
-well be a realistic one. Now, uncle, you see when we finished rolling,
-which was just as this assegai snapped in two, as luck would have it I
-was uppermost, and managed to get my knee on my friend’s left arm and
-to hold his right with my left. Then, before he could get loose, I
-drove this bit of spear through the side of his throat, just there, so
-that it cut the jugular vein, and he died shortly afterwards; and now
-you know all about it.”
-
-Here Ernest rose and laid the spear upon the table, and Jeremy,
-entering into the spirit of the thing, began to die as artistically as
-a regard for his dress-coat would allow. Just then Dorothy, looking up,
-saw her grandfather Atterleigh’s distorted face peering round the wall
-of the ingle-nook, where he was sitting in the dark, and looking at the
-scene of mimic slaughter with that same curious gaze that he had worn
-on several occasions lately. He withdrew his head at once.
-
-“Get up, Jeremy!” said his sister, sharply, “and stop writhing about
-there like a great snake. You look as though you had been murdered; it
-is horrible!”
-
-Jeremy arose laughing, and, having obtained Dorothy’s permission, they
-all lit their pipes, and, sitting there in the fading light, fell to
-talking about that sad scene of slaughter, which indeed appeared that
-night to have a strange fascination for Mr. Cardus. He asked Ernest and
-Jeremy about it again and again—how this man was killed, and that?—did
-they die at once? and so on.
-
-The subject was always distressing to Ernest, and one to which he
-rarely alluded, full as it was for him of the most painful
-recollections, especially those connected with his dear friend Alston
-and his son.
-
-Dorothy knew this, and knew too that Ernest would be low spirited, for
-at least a day after the conversation, which she did her best to stop.
-At last she succeeded; but the melancholy associations connected with
-the talk had apparently already done their work, for everybody lapsed
-into the most complete silence, and sat grouped together at the top end
-of the old oak table as quietly as though they were cut in stone.
-Meanwhile, the twilight deepened, and little gusts of wind arose, and
-gently shook the old-fashioned window-lattices, making a sound as
-though feeble hands were trying to throw them open. The dull evening
-light crept from place to place, and threw great shadows about the
-room, glanced upon the armour on its panelled walls, and at last began
-to die away into darkness. The whole scene was eerie, and for some
-unknown reason it oppressed Dorothy. She wondered why everybody was so
-silent, and yet she herself did not feel equal to breaking the silence;
-there was a load upon her heart.
-
-Just then a curious thing happened. As may be remembered, the case
-containing the wonderful mummied head, found by Eva Ceswick, had years
-before been placed by Jeremy upon a bracket at the end of the room.
-Round about this case hung various pieces of armour, and among others,
-above it, suspended by a piece of string from a projecting hook, was a
-heavy iron gauntlet. For many years—twenty or more—it had hung from the
-hook, but now at last the string was worn through, and even as Dorothy
-was wondering at the silence it gave. Down came the heavy iron hand
-with a crash, and, as it passed, it caught the latch of the long
-air-tight case, and jarred the door wide open.
-
-Everybody in the room sprang to their feet, and, as they did so, a last
-ray from the setting sun struggled through one of the windows and
-rested upon the open case, staining it, and all about it, the hue of
-blood, and filling the fearful crystal eyes within with a lurid light.
-How they glowed and shone, to be sure, after their long years of
-sleep!—for the case had scarcely been opened for years—while their
-tremulous glance, now dull, now intense, according as the light played
-upon them, appeared to wander round and round the room, as though in
-search of somebody or something.
-
-It was an awful sight which that ray of sunlight showed, as it played
-upon the trembling crystal orbs, the scornful, deathly features, and
-the matchless hair that streamed on either side. Together with the
-sudden break in the silence, caused by the crashing fall of the
-gauntlet, as it had done many years before, it proved altogether too
-much for the beholder’s nerves.
-
-“What is that?” asked Ernest, with a start, as the gauntlet fell.
-
-Dorothy glanced up and gave a little cry of horror. “Oh, that dreadful
-head! it is looking at us.”
-
-They all rose to their feet, and Dorothy, seizing Ernest by one hand,
-and covering her eyes with the other, retreated, slowly followed by the
-others, towards the swing-door. Soon they had reached the door, were
-through it, down the passage, and out into the peaceful stillness of
-the evening. Then Jeremy spoke, and his language was more forcible than
-polite.
-
-“Well, I am blowed!” he said, wiping the cold perspiration from his
-forehead.
-
-“Oh, Reginald, I do wish you would get that horrible thing out of the
-house; there has been nothing but misfortune ever since it has been
-here. I cannot bear it, I cannot bear it!” said Dolly, hysterically.
-
-“Nonsense, you superstitious child!” answered Mr. Cardus, who was now
-recovering from his start. “The gauntlet knocked the door open, that
-was all. It is nothing but a mummied head; but, if you don’t like it, I
-will send it to the British Museum to-morrow.”
-
-“Oh, please do, Reginald,” answered Dorothy, who appeared quite
-unhinged.
-
-So hurried had been their retreat from the room that everybody had
-forgotten “Hard-riding Atterleigh” sitting in the dark in the
-ingle-nook. But the bustle in the room had attracted him, and already,
-before they had left, he had projected his large head covered with the
-tangled gray locks, and begun to stare about. Presently his eyes fell
-upon the crystal orbs, and then, to him, the orbs appeared to cease
-their wanderings and rest upon his eyes. For awhile the two heads
-stared at each other thus—the golden head without a body in the box,
-and the gray head that, thrust out as it were from the ingle-wall,
-seemed to have no body either. They stared and stared, till at last the
-golden head got the mastery of the grey head, and the old man crept
-from his corner, crept down the room till he was almost beneath the
-baleful eyes, and _nodded, nodded, nodded_ at them.
-
-And they, too, seemed to _nod, nod, nod_ at him. Then he retreated
-backwards as slowly as he had come, nodding all the while, till he came
-to where the broken assegai lay upon the table, and, taking it, thrust
-it up his sleeve. As he did so, the ray of light faded and the fiery
-eyes went out. It was as though the thick white lids and long eyelashes
-had dropped over them.
-
-None of the other four returned to the sitting-room that night.
-
-When he had recovered from his fright, Jeremy went into his little
-room, the same in which he used to stuff birds as a boy, and busied
-himself with his farm accounts. Mr. Cardus, Dorothy, and Ernest walked
-about together in the balmy moonlight, for, very shortly after the
-twilight had departed, the great harvest-moon came up and flooded the
-world with light. Mr. Cardus was in a talkative, excited mood that
-night. He talked about his affairs, which he had now finally wound up,
-and about Mary Atterleigh, mentioning little tricks of manner and voice
-which were reproduced in Dorothy. He talked too about Ernest’s and
-Dorothy’s marriage, and said what a comfort it was to him. Finally,
-about ten o’clock, he said that he was tired and was going to bed.
-
-“God bless you, my dears; sleep well! Good-night,” he said. “We will
-settle about that new orchid-house to-morrow. Good-night, good-night.”
-
-Shortly afterwards Dorothy and Ernest also went to bed, reaching their
-room by a back entrance, for they neither of them felt inclined to come
-under the fire of the crystal eyes again, and soon they were asleep in
-each other’s arms.
-
-The minutes stole on one by one through the dead silence of the night,
-bearing their records with them to the archives of the past. Eleven
-o’clock came and fled away; midnight came too, and swept on bat-like
-wings across the world. Everywhere—on land, sky, and sea—there was
-silence, nothing but silence sleeping in the moonlight.
-
-
-
-
-_Hark!_ Oh, heavens, what was that!
-
-One fearful, heartrending yell of agony, ringing all through the
-ancient house, rattling the casements, shaking the armour against the
-panelled walls, pulsing and throbbing in horrible notes out into the
-night, echoing and dying far away over the sea! And then silence again,
-silence sleeping in the moonlight.
-
-They sprang from their beds, did every living soul beneath that roof,
-and rushed in their night-gear, men and women together, into the
-sitting-room. The crystal eyes seemed to be awake again, for the moon
-was up and played upon them, causing them now and then to flash out in
-gleams of opalescent light.
-
-Somebody lit a candle, somebody missed Mr. Cardus; surely he could
-never have slept through that! Yes, he had slept through it. They
-rushed and tumbled, a confused mass of white, into the room where he
-lay. He was there sure enough, and he slept very sound, with a red gash
-in his throat, from which the blood fell in heavy drops, down, down to
-the ground.
-
-They stood aghast, and as they stood, from the courtyard outside there
-came a sound of galloping hoofs. They knew the sound of the galloping;
-it was that of Ernest’s great black stallion!
-
-
-
-
-A mile or more away out on the marshes, just before you come to the
-well-known quicksands, which have, tradition says, swallowed so many
-unfortunates, and which shudder palpably at times and are unpleasant to
-look on, stands a lock-house, inhabited by one solitary man, who has
-charge of the sluice. On this very night it is necessary for him to
-open his sluice-gates at a particular moment, and now he stands
-awaiting that propitious time. He is an ancient mariner; his hands are
-in his pockets, his pipe is in his mouth, his eyes are fixed upon the
-sea. We have met him before. Suddenly he hears the sound of a powerful
-horse galloping furiously. He turns, and his hair begins to rise upon
-his head, for this is what he sees in the bright moonlight:
-
-Fast, fast towards him thunders a great coal-black horse, snorting with
-mingled rage and terror, and on its bare back there sits a man with a
-grip of iron—an old man, for his gray locks stream out behind him—who
-waves above his head the fragment of a spear.
-
-On they come. Before them is the wide sluice; if they are mortal, they
-will turn or plunge into it. No; the great black horse gathers himself,
-and springs into the air.
-
-By Heaven, he has cleared it! No horse ever took that leap before, or
-will again. On at whirlwind speed towards the shuddering quicksand two
-hundred yards away!
-
-_Splash!_ Horse and man are in it, making the moist mass shake and
-tremble for twenty yards round. The bright moonlight shows it all. The
-horse shrieks in fear and agony, as only a horse can; the man on its
-back waves the spear.
-
-The horse vanishes, the man vanishes; the spear glitters an instant
-longer in the moonlight, and then vanishes too. They have all vanished
-for ever.
-
-They have all vanished, and again the perfect silence sleeps in the
-moonlight.
-
-“Bust me!” says the ancient one, aloud, and shaking with a mortal
-dread; “bust me, I have stood still and seed many a queer thing, but I
-never seed a thing like that!” And he turned and fled fast as his old
-legs would carry him, forgetful of Dutch cheeses and of sluice-gates,
-forgetful of everything except that demon horse and man.
-
-Thus ended “Hard-riding Atterleigh’s” maddest gallop, and thus, too
-ended the story of Mr. Cardus and his revenge.
-
-[Illustration: Mad Atterleigh’s last Ride.]
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-DOROTHY’S TRIUMPH
-
-
-Some years passed before Eva Plowden returned to Kesterwick, and then
-she was carried thither. Alive she did not return, nor during all those
-years did she and Ernest ever meet.
-
-They buried her, in obedience to her last wishes, there in the
-churchyard where lay generation upon generation of her ancient race,
-and the daisies grew above her head. Twice had they bloomed above her
-before Sir Ernest Kershaw stood by the spot, hallowed by the presence
-of what once held the spirit of the woman he had loved.
-
-Ernest was now getting well into middle life, and Dorothy’s bright hair
-was slightly lined with gray, as they stood that summer evening by
-Eva’s grave. Many things had happened to the pair since Mr. Cardus’s
-tragic death. They had had children—some they had lost, some
-remained—honest English lads and lasses, with their father’s eyes. They
-had enjoyed great wealth, and spent it royally, giving with both hands
-to all who needed. They had drunk deep of the cup of this world’s joys
-and sorrows. Ernest had gone into Parliament for a couple of years, and
-made something of a name there. Then, impatient for the active life of
-other days, he had accepted a high Colonial appointment, for which,
-notwithstanding his blindness, his wealth and parliamentary reputation
-eminently fitted him. Now he was just about to leave to fill the
-governorship of one of the Australian colonies.
-
-Long years had passed, many things had happened; and yet as he stood by
-that heap of turf, which he could not see, it seemed but yesterday
-when—and he sighed.
-
-“Not quite cured yet, Ernest?” said Dorothy, interrogatively.
-
-“Yes, Dorothy,” he answered, with a little sigh, “I think I am cured.
-At any rate,” he went on, as she took his hand to lead him away from
-the grave, “I have learned to accept the decrees of Providence without
-murmuring. I have done with dreams, and outlived pessimism. Life would,
-it is true, have been a different thing for me if poor Eva had not
-deserted me, for she poisoned its waters at the fount, and so they have
-always tasted bitter. But happiness is not the end and object of man’s
-existence; and if I could I do not think I would undo the past. Take me
-to the old flat tombstone, Dolly, near the door.”
-
-She led him to it, and he sat down.
-
-“Ah,” he went on, “how beautiful she was! Was there ever woman like
-her, I wonder? And now her bones lie there; her beauty is all gone; and
-there lives of her only the unending issues of _what she did._ I have
-only to think, Dolly, and I can see her as I saw her a score of times
-passing in and out of this church-door. Yes, I can see her, and the
-people round her, and the clothes she wore, and the smile in her
-beautiful dark eyes—for her eyes seemed to smile, you remember, Dolly.
-How I worshipped her, too, with all my heart and soul and strength, as
-though she were an angel! And that was my mistake, Dolly. She was only
-a woman—a weak woman.”
-
-“You said just now that you were cured, Ernest; one would hardly think
-it to hear you talk,” put in Dorothy, smiling.
-
-“Yes, Doll, I am cured; you have cured me, my dear wife, for you have
-crept into my life, and taken possession of it, so that there is little
-room for anybody else; and now, Dorothy, I love you with all my heart.”
-
-She pressed his hand and smiled again, for she knew that she had
-triumphed, and that he did love her, truly love her, and that his
-passion for Eva was a poor thing compared to what it had been years
-before—more indeed of a tender regret, not unmingled with a starry
-hope, than a passion at all. Dorothy was a clever little person, and
-understood something of Ernest and the human heart in general. She had
-thought long ago that she would win Ernest altogether to her in the
-end. By what tenderness, by what devotion and nobility of character she
-accomplished this, those who know her can well imagine, but in the end
-she did accomplish it, as she deserved to. The contrast between the
-conduct of the two women who had mainly influenced his life was too
-marked for Ernest, a man of a just and reasonable mind, to altogether
-ignore; and when once he came to comparisons the natural results
-followed. And yet, though he learned to love Dorothy so dearly, it
-cannot be said that he forgot Eva; because there are things that some
-men can never forget, since they are a part of their inner life, and of
-these first love is unfortunately one.
-
-“Ernest,” went on Dorothy, “you remember what you told me when you
-asked me to marry you in Titheburgh Abbey, about your belief that your
-affection for Eva would outlast this world. Do you still believe that?”
-
-“Yes, Doll, to a great extent.”
-
-His wife sat and thought for a minute.
-
-“Ernest,” she said presently.
-
-“Yes, dear.”
-
-“I have managed to hold my own against Eva in this world, when she had
-all the chances and all the beauty on her side, and what I have to say
-about your theories now is, that when we get to the next, and are all
-beautiful, it will be very strange if I don’t manage to hold my own
-there. She had her chance, and she threw it away; now I have got mine,
-and I don’t mean to throw it away, either in this world or the next.”
-
-Ernest laughed a little. “I must say, my dear, it would be a very poor
-heaven if you were not there.”
-
-“I should think so, indeed. ‘Those whom God hath joined together let
-not man put asunder’—nor woman either. But what is the good of our
-stopping here to talk such stuff about things of which we really
-understand nothing? Come, Ernest, Jeremy and the boys will be waiting
-for us.”
-
-And so hand in hand they went on homeward through the quiet twilight.
-
-
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