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-Title: Lady Athlyne
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LADY ATHLYNE ***
-
-
-
-
- LADY ATHLYNE
-
- BY
- BRAM STOKER
-
-
-
- PAUL R. REYNOLDS
- NEW YORK
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT.
-
- Copyright, 1908, by
- BRAM STOKER
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
- I. On the “Cryptic”
- II. In Italy
- III. De Hooge’s Spruit
- IV. The Bird-cage
- V. An Adventure
- VI. True Heart’s Content
- VII. A Discussion
- VIII. “Look at Me!”
- IX. The Car of Destiny
- X. A Letter
- XI. The Beautiful Twilight
- XII. Echo of a Tragedy
- XIII. Instinctive Planning
- XIV. A Banquet on Olympus
- XV. “Stop!”
- XVI. A Painful Journey
- XVII. The Sheriff
- XVIII. Pursuit
- XIX. Declaration of War
- XX. Knowledge of Law
- XXI. Application of Law
- XXII. The Hatchet Buried
- XXIII. A Harmony in Gray
-
-
-
-
- LADY ATHLYNE
-
- CHAPTER I.
- ON THE “CRYPTIC”
-
-On the forenoon of a day in February, 1899, the White Star S. S.
-_Cryptic_ forced her way from Pier No. 48 out into the Hudson River
-through a mass of floating ice, which made a moving carpet over the
-whole river from Poughkeepsie to Sandy Hook. It was little wonder that
-the hearts of the outwardbound passengers were cheered with hope;
-outside on the wide ocean there must be somewhere clear skies and blue
-water, and perchance here and there a slant of sunshine. Come what
-might, however, it must be better than what they were leaving behind
-them in New York. For three whole weeks the great city had been
-beleaguered by cold; held besieged in the icy grip of a blizzard
-which, moving from northwest to south, had begun on the last day of
-January to devastate the central North American States. In one place,
-Breckenridge in Colorado, there fell in five days--and this on the top
-of an accumulation of six feet of snow--an additional forty-five
-inches. In the track swept by the cold wave, a thousand miles wide,
-record low temperatures were effected, ranging from 15° below zero in
-Indiana to 54° below at White River on the northern shore of Lake
-Superior.
-
-In New York city the temperature had sunk to 6.2° below zero, the
-lowest ever recorded, and an extraordinary temperature for a city
-almost entirely surrounded by tidal currents. The city itself was in a
-helpless condition, paralyzed and impotent. The snow fell so fast that
-even the great snow-ploughs driven by the electric current on the tram
-lines could not keep the avenues clear. And the cold was so great that
-the street-clearing operations--in which eight thousand men with four
-thousand carts dumping some fifty thousand tons of snow daily into the
-river were concerned--had to be suspended. Neither men nor horses
-could endure the work. The “dead boat” which takes periodically the
-city’s unclaimed corpses to Potter’s Field on Hart’s Island was twice
-beaten back and nearly wrecked; it carried on the later voyage 161
-corpses. Before its ghastly traffic could be resumed there were in the
-city mortuaries over a thousand bodies waiting sepulture. The
-“Scientific editor” of one of the great New York dailies computed that
-the blanket of snow which lay on the twenty-two square miles of
-Manhattan Island would form a solid wall a thousand feet high up the
-whole sixty feet width of Broadway in the two and a half miles between
-the Battery and Union Square, weighing some two and a half million
-tons. Needless to say the streets were almost impassable. In the chief
-thoroughfares were narrow passages heaped high with piled-up snow now
-nearly compact to ice. In places where the falling snow had drifted it
-reached to the level of, and sometimes above, the first floor windows.
-
-As the _Cryptic_ forced her way through the rustling masses of
-drifting ice the little company of passengers stood on deck watching
-at first the ferry-boats pounding and hammering their strenuous way
-into the docks formed by the floating guards or screens by whose aid
-they shouldered themselves to their landing stages; and later on, when
-the great ship following the wide circle of the steering buoys, opened
-up the entrance of Sandy Hook, the great circle around them of Arctic
-desolation. Away beyond the sweep of the river and ocean currents the
-sea was frozen and shimmering with a carpet of pure snow, whose
-luminous dreariness not even the pall of faint chill mist could
-subdue. Here and there, to north and south, were many vessels frozen
-in, spar and rope being roughly outlined with clinging snow. The hills
-of Long Island and Staten Island and the distant ranges of New Jersey
-stood out white and stark into the sky of steel.
-
-All was grimly, deadly silent so that the throb of the engines, the
-rustle and clatter of the drifting ice-pack, as the great vessel,
-getting faster way as the current became more open, or the hard
-scrunch as she cut through some solid floating ice-field, sounded like
-something unnatural--some sound of the living amid a world of the
-dead.
-
-When the Narrows had been reached and passed and the flag of smoke
-from the great chimney of the Standard Oil Refining Works lay far
-behind on the starboard quarter; when Fire Island was dropping down on
-the western horizon, all became changed as though the wand of some
-beneficent fairy had obliterated all that was ugly or noxious in its
-beneficent sweep. Sky and wave were blue; the sun beamed out; and the
-white-breasted gulls sweeping above and around the ship seemed like
-the spirit of nature freed from the thrall of the Ice Queen.
-
-Naturally the spirits of the travellers rose. They too found their
-wings free; and the hum and clash of happy noises arose. Unconsciously
-there was a general unbending each to the other. All the stiffness
-which is apt to characterize a newly gathered company of travellers
-seemed to melt in the welcome sunshine; within an hour there was
-established an easiness of acquaintanceship generally to be found only
-towards the close of a voyage. The happiness coming with the sunshine
-and the open water, and the relief from the appalling gloom of the
-blizzard, had made the freed captives into friends.
-
-At such moments like gravitates to like. The young to young; the grave
-to the grave; the pleasure-lovers to their kind; free sex to its free
-opposite. On the _Cryptic_ the complement of passengers was so small
-that the choice of kinds was limited. In all there were only some
-thirty passengers. None but adventurous spirits, or those under stress
-of need, challenged a possible recurrence of Atlantic dangers which
-had marked the beginning of the month, when ship after ship of the
-giant liners arrived in port maimed and battered and listed with the
-weight of snow and frozen spray and fog which they carried.
-
-Naturally the ladies were greatly in the minority. After all, travel
-is as a rule, men’s work; and this was no time for pleasure trips. The
-dominant feeling on board on this subject was voiced in a phrase used
-in the Chart room where the Captain was genially pointing out the
-course to a tall, proud old man. The latter, with an uneasy gesture of
-stroking his long white moustache, which seemed to be a custom or
-habit at certain moments of emotion, said:
-
-“And I quite agree with you, seh; I don’t mind men travelling in any
-weather. That’s man’s share. But why in hell, seh, women want to go
-gallivantin’ round the world in weather that would make any
-respectable dog want to lie quiet by the fireside, I don’t know. Women
-should learn----” He was interrupted by a tall young girl who burst
-into the room without waiting for a reply to her breathless: “May I
-come in?”
-
-“I saw you go in, Daddy, and I wanted to see the maps too; so I raced
-for all I was worth. And now I find I’ve come just in time to get
-another lesson about what women ought to do!” As she spoke she linked
-her arm in her father’s with a fearlessness and security which showed
-that none of the natural sternness which was proclaimed in the old
-man’s clear-cut face was specially reserved for her. She squeezed his
-arm in a loving way and looked up in his face saucily--the way of an
-affectionate young girl towards a father whom she loves and trusts.
-The old man pulled his arm away and put it round her shoulder. With a
-shrug which might if seen alone have denoted constraint, but with a
-look in the dark eyes and a glad tone in the strong voice which
-nullified it absolutely, he said to the Captain:
-
-“Here comes my tyrant, Captain. Now I must behave myself.”
-
-The girl standing close to him went on in the same loving
-half-bantering way:
-
-“Go on, Daddy! Tell us what women should learn!”
-
-“They should learn, Miss Impudence, to respect their fathers!” Though
-he spoke lightly in a tone of banter and with a light of affection
-beaming in his eyes, the girl grew suddenly grave, and murmured
-quickly:
-
-“That is not to be learned, Father. That is born with one, when the
-father is like mine!” Then turning to the Captain she went on:
-
-“Did you ever hear of the Irishman who said: There’s some subjects too
-sarious for jestin’; an’ pitaties is wan iv them? I can’t sauce my
-father, or chaff him, or be impudent--though I believe he _likes_ me
-to be impudent--to him, when he talks of respect. He has killed men
-before now for want of that. But he won’t kill me. He knows that my
-respect for him is as big as my love--and there isn’t room for any
-more of either of them in me. Don’t you Daddy?”
-
-For answer the old man drew her closer to him; but he said nothing.
-Really there was no need for speech. The spirits and emotions of both
-were somewhat high strung in the sudden change to brightness from the
-gloom that had prevailed for weeks. At such times even the most staid
-are apt to be suddenly moved.
-
-A diversion came from the Captain, a grave, formal man as indeed
-becomes one who has with him almost perpetually the responsibility of
-many hundreds of lives:
-
-“Did I understand rightly, Colonel Ogilvie that you have _killed_ men
-for such a cause?” The old gentleman lifted his shaggy white eyebrows
-in faint surprise, and answered slowly and with an easiness which only
-half hid an ineffable disdain:
-
-“Why, cert’nly!” The simple acceptance of the truth left the Captain
-flabbergasted. He grew red and was beginning: “I thought”--when the
-girl who considered it possible that a quick quarrel might arise
-between the two strong men, interrupted:
-
-“Perhaps Captain, you don’t understand our part of the world. In
-Kentucky we still hold with the old laws of Honour which we sometimes
-hear are dead--or at any rate back numbers--in other countries. My
-father has fought duels all his life. The Ogilvies have been fighters
-way back to the time of the settlement by Lord Baltimore. My Cousin
-Dick tells me--for father never talks of them unless he has to--that
-they never forced quarrels for their own ends; though I must say that
-they are pretty touchy”--She was in turn interrupted by her father who
-said quickly:
-
-“‘Touchy’ is the word, my girl, though I fear you use it too lightly.
-A man _should_ be touchy where honour is concerned. For Honour is the
-first thing in all the world. What men should live for; what men
-should die for! To a gentleman there is nothing so holy. And if he
-can’t fight for such a sacred thing, he does not deserve to have it.
-He does not know what it means.”
-
-Through the pause came the grave voice of the Captain, a valiant man
-who on state occasions wore on his right breast in accordance with the
-etiquette of the occasion the large gold medal of the Royal Humane
-Society:
-
-“There are many things that men should fight for--and die for if need
-be. But I am bound to say that I don’t hold that the chiefest among
-them is a personal grievance; even if it be on the subject of the
-measure of one’s own self-respect.” Noticing the coming frown on the
-Kentuckian’s face, he went on a thought more quickly: “But, though I
-don’t hold with duelling, Colonel Ogilvie, for any cause, I am bound
-to say that if a man thinks and believes that it is right to fight,
-then it becomes a duty which he should fulfil!”
-
-For answer the Colonel held out his hand which the other took warmly.
-That handshake cemented a friendship of two strong men who understood
-each other well enough to tolerate the other’s limitations.
-
-“And I can tell you this, seh,” said Colonel Ogilvie, “there are some
-men who want killing--want it badly!”
-
-The girl glowed. She loved to see her father strong and triumphant;
-and when toleration was added to his other fine qualities, there was
-an added measure in her pride of him.
-
-There came a tap on the panelling and the doorway was darkened by the
-figure of a buxom pleasant-faced woman, who spoke in a strong Irish
-accent:
-
-“I big yer pardon, Miss Ogilvie, but yer Awnt is yellin’ out for ye.
-She’s thinkin’ that now the wather’s deep the ship is bound to go down
-in it; an’ she sez she wants ye to be wid her whin the ind comes, as
-she’s afeard to die alone!”
-
-“That’s very thoughtful of her! Judy was always an unselfish
-creature!” said the Colonel with an easy sarcasm. “Run along to her
-anyhow, little girl. That’s the sort of fighting a woman has to do.
-And” turning to the Captain “by Ged, seh! she’s got plenty of that
-sort of fighting between her cradle and her grave!” As she went out of
-the door girl said over her shoulder:
-
-“That reminds me, daddy. Don’t go on with that lecture of yours of
-what women should learn until I come back. Remember I’m only ‘a child
-emerging into womanhood’--that’s what you wrote to mother when you
-wouldn’t let me travel to her alone. Some one might kill me I suppose,
-or steal me between this and Ischia. So it is well I should be
-forewarned, and so forearmed, at all points!”
-
-The Captain looked after her admiringly; then turning to Colonel
-Ogilvie he said almost unconsciously--he had daughters of his own:
-
-“I shouldn’t be surprised if a lot want to steal her, Colonel. And I
-don’t know but they’d be right!”
-
-“I agree with you, by Ged, seh!” said the Colonel reflectively, as he
-looked after his daughter pacing with free strides along the deck with
-the stout little stewardess over whom she towered by a full head.
-
-Miss Ogilvie found her aunt, Miss Judith Hayes, in her bunk. From the
-clothes hung round and laid, neatly folded, on the upper berth it was
-apparent that she had undressed as for the night. When the young girl
-realised this she said impulsively:
-
-“Oh, Aunt Judy, I hope you are not ill. Do come up on deck. The sun is
-shining and it is such a change from the awful weather in New York. Do
-come, dear; it will do you good.”
-
-“I am not ill Joy--in the way you mean. Indeed I was never in better
-physical health in my life.” She said this with grave primness. The
-girl laughed outright:
-
-“Why on earth Aunt Judy, if you’re well, do you go to bed at ten
-o’clock in the morning?” Miss Hayes was not angry; there was a
-momentary gleam in her eye as she said with a manifestedly exaggerated
-dignity:
-
-“You forget my dear, that I am an old maid!”
-
-“What has old-maidenhood to do with it? But anyhow you are not an old
-maid. You are only forty!”
-
-“Not forty, Joy! _Only_ forty, indeed! My dear child when that unhappy
-period comes a single lady is put on the shelf--out of reach of all
-masculine humanity. For my part I have made up my mind to climb up
-there, of my own accord, before the virginal undertakers come for me.
-I am in for it anyhow; and I want to play the game as well as I can.”
-
-Joy bent down and kissed her affectionately. Then taking her face
-between her strong young hands, and looking steadily in her eyes, she
-said:
-
-“Aunt Judy you are not an old anything. You are a deal younger than I
-am. You mustn’t get such ideas into your head. And even if you do you
-mustn’t speak them. People would begin to believe you. What is forty
-anyhow!” The other answered sententiously:
-
-“What is forty? Not old for a wife! Young for a widow! Death for a
-maid!”
-
-“Really Aunt Judy” said the girl smiling “one would think you wish to
-be an old maid. Even I know better than that--and Father thinks I am
-younger and more ignorant than the yellow chick that has just pecked
-its way out of the shell. The woman has not yet been born--nor ever
-will be--who wants to be an old maid.”
-
-Judith Hayes raised herself on one elbow and said calmly:
-
-“Or a young one, my dear!” Then as if pleased with her epigram she
-sank back on her pillow with a smile. Joy paused; she did not know
-what to say. A diversion came from the stewardess who had all the time
-stood in the doorway waiting for some sort of instructions:
-
-“Bedad, Miss Hayes, it’s to Ireland ye ought to come. A lovely young
-lady like yerself--for all yer jabber about an ould maid iv
-forty--wouldn’t be let get beyant Queenstown, let alone the Mall in
-Cork. Bedad if ye was in Athlone its the shillelaghs that would be out
-an’ the byes all fightin’ for who’d get the hould on to ye first.
-Whisper me now, is it coddin’ us ye be doin’ or what?” Joy turned
-round to her, her face all dimpled with laughter, and said:
-
-“That’s the way to talk to her Mrs. O’Brien. You just take her in
-hand; and when we get to Queenstown find some nice big Irishman to
-carry her off.”
-
-“Bedad I will! An sorra the shtruggle she’d make agin it anyhow I’m
-thinkin’!” Aunt Judy laughed:
-
-“Joy” she said “you’d better be careful yourself or maybe she’d put on
-some of her bachelor press-gang to abduct you.”
-
-“Don’t you be onaisy about that ma’am,” said Mrs. O’Brien quietly.
-“I’ve fixed that already! When I seen Miss Joy come down the companion
-shtairs I sez to meself: ‘There’s only wan man in Ireland--an that’s
-in all the wurrld--that’s good enough for you, me darlin’. An he’ll
-have you for sure or I’m a gandher!’”
-
-“Indeed!” said Joy, blushing in spite of herself. “And may I be
-permitted to know my ultimate destination in the way of matrimony? You
-won’t think me inquisitive or presuming I trust.” Her eyes were
-dancing with the fun of the thing. Mrs. O’Brien laughed heartily; a
-round, cheery, honest laugh which was infectious:
-
-“Wid all the plisure in life Miss. Shure there’s only the wan, an him
-the finest and beautifullest young man ye iver laid yer pritty eyes
-on. An him an Earrl, more betoken; wid more miles iv land iv his own
-then there does be pitaties in me ould father’s houldin! Musha, he’s
-the only wan that’s at all fit to take yer swate self in his charrge!”
-
-“H’m! Quite condescending of him I am sure. And now what may be his
-sponsorial and patronymic appellatives?” Mrs. O’Brien at once became
-grave. To an uneducated person, and more especially an Irish person,
-an unknown phrase is full of mystery. It makes the listener feel small
-and disconcerted, touching the personal pride which is so marked a
-characteristic of all degrees of the Irish race. Joy, with the quick
-understanding which was not the least of her endowments, saw that she
-had made a mistake and hastened to set matters right before the
-chagrin had time to bite deep:
-
-“Forgive me, but that was _my_ fun. What I meant to ask are the name
-and title of my destined Lord and Master?” The stewardess answered
-heartily, the ruffle of her face softening into an amiable smile:
-
-“Amn’t I tellin’ ye miss. Shure there is only the wan!”
-
-“And who may he be?”
-
-“Faix he may be anything. It’s a King or a Kazer or an Imperor or a
-Czaar he’d be if I had the ordherin’ iv it. But what he is is the
-Right Honourable the Earl av Athlyne. Lord Liftinant av the County iv
-Roscommon--an’ a jool!”
-
-“Oh, an Irishman!” said Miss Judy. Mrs. O’Brien snorted; her national
-pride was hurt:
-
-“An Irishman! God be thanked he is. But me Lady, av it’ll plaze ye
-betther he’s an Englishman too, an’ a Welshman an’ a Scotchman as
-well! Oh, th’ injustice t’ Ireland. Him borrn in Roscommon, an yit a
-Scotchman they call him bekase his biggest title is Irish!”
-
-“Mrs. O’Brien, that’s all nonsense,” said Miss Judy tartly. “We may be
-Americans; but we’re not to be played for suckers for all that! How
-can a Scotchman have an Irish title?”
-
-“That’s all very well, Miss Hayes, yous Americans is very cliver; but
-yez don’t know everything. An’ I may be an ignorant ould fool; but I’m
-not so ignorant as ye think, ayther. Wasn’t there a Scotchman thit was
-marrid on the granddaughther iv Quane Victory hersilf--An Errll begob,
-what owned the size iv a counthry in Scotland. An him all the time wid
-an Irish Errldom, till they turned him into a Sassenach be makin’ him
-a Juke. Begorra! isn’t it proud th’ ould Laady should ha’ been to git
-an Irishman iv any kind for the young girrl! Shure an isn’t Athlyne as
-good as Fife any day. Hasn’t he castles an’ estates in Scotland an’
-England an Wales, as well as in Ireland. Isn’t he an ould Bar’n iv
-some kind in Scotland an him but a young man! Begob! av it’s Ireland
-y’ objict to ye can take him as Scotch--where they say he belongs an’
-where he chose to live whin he became a grown man, before he wint into
-th’ Army!”
-
-Somehow or other the announcement and even the grandiose manner of its
-making gave pleasure to Joy. After all, the compliment of the
-stewardess was an earnest one. She had chosen for her the best that
-she knew. What more could she do? With a sudden smile she made a
-sweeping curtsey, the English Presentation curtsey which all American
-girls are taught, and said:
-
-“Let me convey to you the sincere thanks of the Countess of Athlyne!
-Aunt Judy do you feel proud of having a Peeress for a niece? Any time
-you wish to be presented you can call on the services of Lady
-Athlyne.” She suddenly straightened herself to her full height as Mrs.
-O’Brien spoke with a sort of victorious howl:
-
-“Hurroo! Now ye’ve done it. Ye’ve said the wurrds yerself; an’ we all
-know what that manes!”
-
-“What does it mean?” Joy spoke somewhat sharply, her face all aflame.
-It appeared that she had committed some unmaidenly indiscretion.
-
-“It manes that it manes the same as if ye said ‘yis!’ to me gentleman
-when persooin’ iv his shute. It’s for all the wurrld the same as bein’
-marrid on to him!”
-
-In spite of the ridiculousness of the statement Joy thrilled inwardly.
-Unconsciously she accepted the position of peeress thus thrust upon
-her.
-
-After all, the Unknown has its own charms for the human heart. Those
-old Athenians who built the altars “To the Unknown God,” did but put
-into classic phrase the aspirations of a people by units as well as in
-mass. Mrs. O’Brien’s enthusiastic admiration laid seeds of some kind
-in the young girl’s heart.
-
-Her instinct was, however, not to talk of it; and as a protective
-measure she changed the conversation:
-
-“But you haven’t told me yet, Aunt Judy, why you went to bed in the
-morning because you pretend to be an old maid.” The Irishwoman here
-struck in:
-
-“I’m failin’ to comprehind that meself too. If ye was a young wife now
-I could consave it, maybe. Or an ould widda-woman like meself that
-does have to be gettin’ up in the night to kape company wid young
-weemin that doesn’t like to die, alone …” she burst into hearty
-laughter in which Miss Judith Hayes joined. Joy took advantage of the
-general hilarity to try to persuade her aunt to come on deck. She
-finished her argument:
-
-“And the Captain is such a nice man. He’s just a wee bit too grave. I
-think he must be a widower.” Aunt Judy made no immediate reply; but
-after some more conversation she said to the stewardess:
-
-“I think I will get up Mrs. O’Brien. Perhaps a chair on deck in the
-sunshine will be better for me than staying down here. And, after all,
-if I have to die it will be better to die in the open than in a bed
-the size of a coffin!”
-
-When Joy rejoined her father in the Chart-room she said to the
-Captain:
-
-“That stewardess of yours is a dear!” He warmly acquiesced:
-
-“She is really a most capable person; and all the ladies whom she
-attends grow to be quite fond of her. She is always kind and cheery
-and hearty and makes them forget that they are ill or afraid. When I
-took command of the _Cryptic_ I asked the company to let her come with
-me.”
-
-“And quite right too, Captain. That brogue of hers is quite
-wonderful!”
-
-“It is indeed. But, my dear young lady, its very perfection makes me
-doubt it. It is so thick and strong and ready, and the way she twists
-words into its strength and makes new ones to suit it give me an idea
-at times that it is partly put on. I sometimes think it is impossible
-that any one can be so absolutely and imperatively Irish as she is.
-However, it serves her in good stead; she can say, without offence,
-whatever she chooses in her own way to any one. She is a really clever
-woman and a kind one; and I have the greatest respect for her.”
-
-When Aunt Judy was left alone with the stewardess, she asked:
-
-“Who is Lord Athlyne?--What kind of man is he? Where does he live?”
-
-“Where does he live?--Why everywhere! In Athlyne for one, but a lot iv
-other places as well. He was brought up at the Castle where the ould
-Earrl always lived afther he lift Parlimint; and whin he was a boy he
-was the wildest young dare-devil iver ye seen. Faix, the County
-Roscommon itself wasn’t big enough for him. When he was a young man he
-wint away shootin’ lions and tigers and elephants and crockodiles and
-such like. Thin he wint into th’ army an began to settle down. He has
-a whole lot av different houses, and he goes to them all be times. He
-says that no man has a right to be an intire absentee landlord--even
-when he’s livin’ in his own house!”
-
-“But what sort of man is he personally?” she asked persistently. The
-Irishwoman’s answer was direct and comprehensive:
-
-“The bist!”
-
-“How do you know that?”
-
-“An’ how do I know it! Amn’t I a Roscommon woman, borrn, an’ wan av
-the tinants? Wouldn’t that be enough? But that’s only the beginnin’.
-Shure wasn’t I his fosther-mother, God bless him! Wasn’t he like me
-own child when I tuk him to me breast whin his poor mother died the
-day he was borrn. Ah, Miss Hayes there’s nothin’ ye don’t know about
-the child ye have given suck to. More, betoken, than if he was yer own
-child; for he might be thinkin’ too much of _him_ an puttin’ the bist
-consthruction on ivery little thing he iver done, just because he was
-yer own. Troth I didn’t want any tellin’ about Athlyne. The sweetest
-wean that iver a woman nursed; the tindherest hearted, wid the wee
-little hands upon me face an his rosebud av a mouth puttin’ up to me
-for a kiss! An’ yit the pride av him; more’n a King on his throne. An’
-th’ indepindince! Him wantin’ to walk an’ run before he was able to
-shtand. An’ ordherin’ about the pig an’ the gandher, let alone the
-dog. Shure the masterfullest man-child that iver was, and the
-masterfullest man that is. Sorra wan like him in the whole wide
-wurrld!”
-
-“You seem to love him very much,” said Miss Hayes with grave approval.
-
-“In coorse I do! An’ isn’t it me own boy that was his fosther brother
-that loves him too. Whin the Lard wint out to fight the Boors, Mick
-wint wid him as his own body man until he was invalided home wid a bad
-knee; an’ him a coachman now an’ doin’ nothin’ but take his wages; And
-whin he kem to Liverpool to say good-bye when the _Cryptic_ should
-come in I tould him to take care of his Masther. ‘Av ye don’t,’ sez I,
-‘ye’re no son iv mine, nor iv yer poor dear father, rest his sowl!
-Kape betune him an’ any bullet that’s comin’ his way’ I sez. An’ wid
-that he laughed out loud in me face. ‘That’s good, mother,’ sez he,
-‘an iv coorse I’d be proud to; but I’d like to set eyes on the man
-that’d dar to come betune Athlyne an’ a bullet, or to prevint him
-cuttin’ slices from aff iv the Boors wid his big cav-a-lary soord,’ he
-sez. ‘Begob,’ he sez, ‘t’would be worse nor fightin’ the Boors
-themselves to intherfere wid him whin he’s set on his way!’”
-
-“That’s loyal stock! He’s a Man, that son of yours!” said Miss Judy
-enthusiastically, forgetting her semi-cynical rôle of old maid in the
-ardour of the moment. The stewardess seeing that she had a good
-listener went on:
-
-“And ’tis the thoughtful man he is. He niver writes to me, bekase he
-knows well I can’t read. But he sends me five pounds every Christmas.
-On me birthday he gev me this, Lord love him!” She took a gold watch
-from her bosom and showed it with pride.
-
-When she was dressed, Miss Hayes looked into the Library; and finding
-it empty took down the “de Brett,” well thumbed by American use. Here
-is what she saw on looking up “Athlyne.”
-
-
-ATHLYNE EARL OF FITZGERALD
-
-Calinus Patrick Richard Westerna Hardy Mowbray FitzGerald 2nd Earl of
-Athlyne (in the Peerage of the United Kingdom). 2nd Viscount Roscommon
-(in the Peerage of Ireland). 30th Baron Ceann-da-Shail (in the Peerage
-of Scotland). b. 6 June 1875 s. 1886 ed. Eton and University of
-Dublin; is D. L. for Counties of Ross and Roscommon: J. P. for
-Counties of Wilts, Ross and Roscommon.
-
-_Patron of three livings_:--Raphoon, New Sands, and Politore.
-
-_Seats_. Ceann-da-Shail Castle and Castle of Elandonan in Ross-shire,
-Athlyne Castle C. Roscommon. Travy Manor, Gloucestershire and The Rock
-Beach, Cornwall, &c. &c. _Town Residence_. 40 St. James’s Square
-S. W.
-
-_Clubs_. Reform. Marlborough. United Service. Naval and Military.
-Garick. Arts. Bath &c.
-
-_Predecessors_. Sir Calinus FitzGerald--descended from Calinus
-FitzGerald the first of the name settled in Ross-shire, to which he
-came from Ireland in the XII century--was created by Robert the Bruce
-Baron Ceann-da-Shail, 1314, and endowed with the Castle of Elandonan
-(Gift of the King) as the reward of a bold rally of the Northern
-troops at Bannockburn. Before his death in 1342 he built for himself a
-strongly fortified Castle on the Island of Ceann-da-Shail (from which
-his estate took its name) celebrated from time immemorial for a
-wonderful spring of water. The Barony has been held in direct descent
-with only two breaks. The first was in 1642 when direct male issue
-having failed through the death of the only son of Calinus the XXth
-Baron the Peerage and estates reverted to Robert Calinus e. s. of
-James, 2nd s. of Robert XVIII Baron. The second was in 1826 when,
-again through the early decease of an only son, the Barony reverted to
-Robert e. s. of Malcolm 2nd s. of Colin XXVII Baron. The father of
-this heritor, Malcolm FitzGerald, had settled in Ireland in 1782.
-There he had purchased a great estate fronting on the River Shannon in
-Roscommon on which he had built a castle, Athlyne. Malcolm FitzGerald
-entered the Parliament of the United Kingdom in 1805 and sat for 22
-years when he was succeeded in Parliamentary honours by his son Robert
-on his coming of age in 1827. Robert held his seat until the creation
-of the Viscounty of Roscommon 1870. Three years after his retirement
-from the House of Commons he was raised to an Earldom--Athlyne.
-
-
-When she went out on deck she found her niece taking with her father
-the beef tea which had just been brought round. She did not mention to
-Colonel Ogilvie the little joke about Lady Athlyne, and strange to say
-found that Joy to whom a joke or a secret was a matter of fungoid
-growth, multiplying and irrepressible, had not mentioned it either.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-IN ITALY
-
-During the voyage, which had its own vicissitudes, the joke was kept
-up amongst the three women. The stewardess, seeing that the two ladies
-only spoke of it in privacy, exemplified that discretion which the
-Captain had commended. Only once did she forget herself, but even then
-fortune was on her side. It was during a day when Joy was upset by a
-spell of heavy weather and had to keep her cabin. In the afternoon her
-father paid a visit to her; and Mrs. O’Brien in reporting progress to
-him said that “her Ladyship” was now on the road to recovery and would
-be on deck very shortly. Colonel Ogilvie made quite a lot of the error
-which he read in his own way. He said to his sister-in-law as they
-paced the deck together:
-
-“Capital woman that stewardess! There is a natural deference and
-respect in her manner which you do not always find in people of her
-class. Will you oblige me, Judy, by seeing, when the voyage is over,
-that she gets an extra honorarium!” Judy promised, and deftly turned
-the conversation; she felt that she was on dangerous ground.
-
-Judith Hayes called herself an old maid, not believing it to be true;
-but all the same there was in her make-up a distinctive trait of it:
-the manner in which she regarded a romance. Up to lately, romance
-however unlikely or improbable, had a personal bearing; it did not
-occur to her that it might not drift in her direction. But now she
-felt unconsciously that such romance must have other objective than
-herself. The possibility, therefore, of a romance for Joy whom she
-very sincerely loved was a thing to be cherished. She could see, as
-well as feel, that her niece by keeping it a secret from her father
-had taken the matter with at least a phase of seriousness. This alone
-was sufficient to feed her own imaginings; and in the glow her
-sympathies quickened. She had instinctively at the beginning
-determined not to spoil sport; now it became a conscious intention.
-
-Mrs. O’Brien, too, in her own way helped to further the matter. She
-felt that she had a good audience for her little anecdotes of the
-child whose infancy she had fostered, and towards whom in his
-completed manhood she had a sort of almost idolatrous devotion. Seeing
-the girl so sympathetic and listening so patiently, she too began to
-see something like the beginnings of a fact. And so the game went
-merrily on.
-
-The telegrams at Queenstown were not very reassuring, and Colonel
-Ogilvie and his party pressed on at once to Sorrento whence his wife
-had moved on the completion of her series of baths at Ischia.
-Naturally the whole of the little party was depressed, until on
-arrival they found Mrs. Ogilvie, who was something of a
-valetudinarian, much better than they expected. The arrival of her
-husband and daughter and sister seemed to complete her cure; she
-brightened up at once, and even after a few days began to enjoy
-herself.
-
-One day after lunch as she drove along the road to Amalfi with Judith
-and Joy--the Colonel was lazy that day and preferred to sit on the
-terrace over the sea and smoke--she began to ask all the details of
-the journey. Judy who had not had a chance of speaking alone with
-safety began to tell the little secret. Her method of commencement was
-abrupt, and somewhat startling to the convalescent:
-
-“We’ve got a husband for Joy, at last!”
-
-“Gracious!” said Mrs. Ogilvie. “What do you mean, Judy? Is this one of
-your pranks?”
-
-“Prank indeed!” she answered back, tossing her head. “A real live
-lord! A belted Earl if you please--whatever that may mean.”
-
-“Is this true, Joy?” said her mother beaming anxiously on her--if such
-a combination is understandable. Joy took her hand and stroked it
-lovingly:
-
-“Do you think, Mother dear, that if there was such a thing I should
-leave you all this time in ignorance of it. It is only a jest made up
-by the stewardess who attended us on the _Cryptic_. Aunt Judy seems to
-have taken it all in; I think dear you had better ask her; she seems
-to know all about it--which is certainly more than I do.”
-
-“And how did this common woman dare to jest on such a subject. I don’t
-think Judy that this would have happened had I been with her myself!”
-
-“Oh my dear, get off that high horse. There’s nothing to be alarmed
-about. The stewardess--who is a most worthy and attentive person----”
-
-“She is a dear!” interrupted Joy.
-
-“--took such a fancy to Joy that she said there was only ‘wan’ in all
-the world who was worthy of her--a young nobleman to whom she had been
-foster-mother. It was certainly meant as a very true compliment, and I
-am bound to say that if the young man merits a hundredth part of all
-she said of him there’s certainly no cause of offence in the mere
-mentioning his name.”
-
-“What is his name?” There was a shade of anxiety in the mother’s
-voice.
-
-“Lord Athlyne!”
-
-“The Earl of Athlyne!” said Joy speaking without thought. Then she
-turned quickly away to hide her blushing.
-
-“I--I--I really don’t understand!” said Mrs. Ogilvie, looking around
-helplessly. Then with the shadow of a shade of annoyance in her voice
-she went on:
-
-“I really think that in a serious matter of this kind I should have
-been consulted. But I seem not to count for anything any more. Colonel
-Ogilvie has not even mentioned the matter to me. I think I ought to
-have some say in anything of importance relating to my little girl.”
-
-“Lord bless the woman!” said Aunt Judy throwing up her hands and
-lifting her eyes. “Sally dear don’t you comprehend that this was all a
-joke. We never saw this young Lord, never heard of him till the
-stewardess mentioned him; and as for him he doesn’t know or care
-whether there is such a person in the world as Joy Ogilvie----” The
-mother interrupted hotly--it seemed want of respect to her child:
-
-“Then he ought to care. I’d like to know who he is to consider himself
-so high and mighty that even my little girl isn’t … Oh! I have no
-patience with him.”
-
-There was silence in the carriage. Mrs. Ogilvie had come to the end of
-her remonstrance, and both the others were afraid to speak. It was all
-so supremely ridiculous. And yet the mother was taking it all so
-seriously that respect for her forbade laughter. The road was here
-steep and the horses were laboriously climbing their way. Presently
-Judy turned to Joy saying:
-
-“Wouldn’t you like to look at the view from the edge of the cliff?” As
-she spoke she looked meaningly at her niece who took the hint and got
-down.
-
-When she was out of earshot and the driver had stopped the horses Judy
-turned to her sister and said with a quiet, incisive directness quite
-at variance with all her previous moods:
-
-“Sally dear I want to speak a moment to you quite frankly and, believe
-me, very earnestly. I know you don’t usually credit me with much
-earnestness; but this is about Joy, and that is always earnest with
-me.” All the motherhood in Mrs. Ogilvie answered to the call. She sat
-up with eager intensity, receptive to the full and without any
-disturbing chagrin. Judy went on:
-
-“You have been thinking of your ‘little girl’--and actually speaking
-of her as such. That is the worst of mothers--their one fault. With
-them time seems to stand still. The world goes flying by them, but in
-their eyes the child remains the same. Gold hair or black turns to
-white, wrinkles come, knees totter and steps become unsteady; but the
-child goes on--still, in the mother’s eyes, dressing dolls and chasing
-butterflies. They don’t even seem to realise facts when the child puts
-her own baby into the grandmother’s arms. Look round for a moment
-where Joy is standing there outlined against that Moorish tower on the
-edge of the cliff. Tell me what do you see?”
-
-“I see my dear, beautiful little girl!” said the mother faintly.
-
-“Hm!” said Judy defiantly. “That’s not exactly what I see. I agree
-with the ‘dear’ and ‘beautiful’; she’s all that and a thousand times
-more.”
-
-“Tell me what you do see, Judy!” said the mother in a whisper as she
-laid a gentle hand imploringly on her sister’s arm. She was trembling
-slightly. Judy took her hand and stroked it tenderly. “I know!” she
-said gently “I know. I know!” The mother took heart from her
-tenderness and said in an imploring whisper:
-
-“Be gentle with me, Judy. She is all I have; and I fear her passing
-away from me.”
-
-“Not that--not yet at all events!” she answered quickly. “The time is
-coming no doubt. But it is because we should be ready for it that I
-want to speak. We at least ought to know the exact truth!”
-
-“The exact truth … Oh Judy …!”
-
-“Don’t be frightened, dear. There is nothing to fear. The truth is all
-love and goodness. But my dear we are all but mortal after all, and
-the way to keep right is to think truly.”
-
-“Tell me exactly what you see! Tell me everything no matter how small.
-I shall perhaps understand better that way!”
-
-Judy paused a while, looking at the young girl lovingly. Then she
-spoke in a level absent voice as though unconsciously.
-
-“I don’t see a child--now. I see a young woman of twenty; and a fine
-well-grown young woman at that. Look at her figure, straight and clean
-as a young pine. Type of figure that is the most alluring of all to
-men; what the French call _fausse maigre_. She has great gray eyes as
-deep as the sky or the sea; eyes that can drag the soul out of a man’s
-body and throw it down beneath her dainty feet. I may be an old maid;
-but I know that much anyhow. Her hair is black--that isn’t black, but
-with a softness that black cannot give. Her skin is like ivory seen in
-the sunset. Her mouth is like a crimson rosebud. Her teeth are like
-pearls, and her ears like pink shell. Her head is poised on her
-graceful neck like a lily on its stem. Her nose is a fine
-aquiline--that means power and determination. Her forehead can
-wrinkle--that means thought, and may mean misery. Her hands are long
-and fine; patrician hands that can endure--and suffer. Sally, there is
-there the making of a splendid woman and of a noble life; she is not
-out of her girlhood yet, but she is very near it. Ignorance is no use
-to her. She _will_ understand; and then she will take her own course.
-She has feeling deep and strong in the very marrow of her bones. Ah!
-my dear, and she has passion too. Passion that can make or mar. That
-woman will do anything for love. She can believe and trust. And when
-she believes and trusts she will hold the man as her master; put him
-up on a pedestal and be content to sit at his feet and worship--and
-obey … She …”
-
-Here the mother struck in with surprised consternation “How on earth
-do you know all this?” Judy turned towards her with a light in her
-eyes which her sister had never seen there:
-
-“How do I know it! Because she is of my blood and yours. Have I not
-seen a lot of it in you in our babyhood. Have I not gone through it
-all myself--the longing part of it--the wishing and hoping and praying
-and suffering. Do you think Sally that I have arrived at old maidhood
-without knowing what a young maid thinks and feels; without having any
-share of the torture that women must bear in some form or another. I
-know it all as well as though it was all fresh before me instead of a
-lurid memory. Ah, my dear she has all our nature--and her father’s
-too. And he never learned the restraint that we had to learn--and
-practice. When she is face to face with passion she may find herself
-constrained to take it as he has always done: for life or death!” …
-She paused a moment, panting with the intensity of her feeling. Then
-she went on more quietly:
-
-“Sally, isn’t it wiser to let her, in her youth and ignorance of
-herself and the world, break herself in to passion and romance. It
-would be hard to get a safer object for sentimental affection than a
-man she never saw and is never likely to meet. After all, he is only
-an idea; at best a dream. In good time he will pass out of her mind
-and give place to something more real. But in the meantime she will
-have learned--learned to understand, to find herself.” Then she sat
-silent till Joy turned round and began to walk towards them. At this
-the mother said quietly:
-
-“Thank you, dear Judy. I think I understand. You are quite right, and
-I am glad you told me.”
-
-That journey round the Sorrentine Peninsula became a part of Joy’s
-life. It was not merely that every moment was a new pleasure, a fresh
-delight to the eye; her heart was in some mysterious way beginning to
-be afire. Hitherto her thoughts of that abstract creation, Lord
-Athlyne, had been impersonal: an objective of her own unconscious
-desires, rather than a definite individuality. Up to now, though he
-had been often in her thoughts, he had never taken shape there. The
-image was so inchoate, indefinite, vague and nebulous. She had never
-tried or even wished to find for him in her imagination features or
-form. But now she had begun to picture him in various ways. As she
-stood beside the Moorish tower looking down across the rugged slope of
-rock and oleander at the wrinkled sea beneath, his image seemed to
-flit before the eyes of her soul in kaleidoscopic form. It was an
-instance of true feminine receptivity: the form did not matter, she
-was content to accept the Man.
-
-The cause--the sudden cause of this change was her mother’s attitude.
-She had accepted him as a reality and had not hesitated to condemn him
-as though he was a conscious participant in what had passed. Joy had
-found herself placed in a position in which she had to hear him
-unfairly treated, without being able to make any kind of protest. It
-was too ridiculous to argue. What on earth could her mother know about
-him that she should take it for granted that he had done wrong? He who
-had never seen her or even heard of her! He who was the very last man
-in the world to be wanting to a woman in the way of respect--of
-tenderness--of love. … Here she started and looked around cautiously
-as one does who is suspicious of being watched. For it flashed across
-her all at once that she knew no more of him than did her mother. As
-yet he was only an abstraction; and her mother’s conception of him
-differed from hers. And as she thought, and thought truly for she was
-a clever girl, she began to realise that she had all along been
-clothing an abstract individuality with her own wishes and dreams--and
-hopes. … The last thought brought her up sharply. With a quick shake
-of the head she threw aside for the present all thoughts on the
-subject, and impulsively went back to the carriage.
-
-There were however a few root thoughts left which _would_ not be
-thrown aside. They could not be, for they were fixed in her womanhood.
-Another woman had accepted her dream as a reality; and now, as that
-reality was her doing, he was her own man. And he was misunderstood
-and blamed and unfairly treated! It was her duty to protect him!
-
-Had Aunt Judy been aware of her logical process and its conclusion she
-could have expressed it thus:
-
-“Hm! a man in her mind.--_Her_ man. Her duty to protest. … We all
-know what that means. He’s only in her mind at present … Hm!”
-
-The whole day was spent on the road, for the beauty was such that the
-stoppages were endless. Joy, with the new-arisen soul which took her
-out of her own thoughts, found delight in every moment. She could
-hardly contain her rapture as fresh vistas of beauty burst upon her.
-When the curve of the promontory began to cut off the view of Vesuvius
-and the plain seaward of it, she got out of the carriage and ran back
-to where she could have a full view. Underneath her lay the wonderful
-scene of matchless beauty. To the right rose Vesuvius a mass of warm
-colour, with its cinder cone staring boldly into the blue sky, a faint
-cloud hanging over it like a flag. Below it was the sloping plain
-dotted with trees and villas and villages, articulated in the clear
-air like a miniature map. Then the great curve of the bay, the
-sapphire sea marked clearly on the outline of the coast from Ischia
-which rose like a jewel from a jewel. Past Naples, a clustering mass
-with San Martino standing nobly out and the great fortress crowning
-grimly the hill above it. Past Portici and the buried Herculaneum;
-till getting closer the roofs and trees and gardens seemed to run up
-to where she stood. To the left, a silhouette of splendid soft purple,
-rose the island of Capri from the sea of sapphire which seemed to
-quiver in the sunshine. Long she looked, and then closing her eyes to
-prove that the lovely image still held in the darkness, she turned
-with a long sigh of ecstasy and walked slowly to the waiting carriage.
-
-Again and again she stooped, till at last she made up her mind to walk
-altogether until she should get tired. The driver took his cue from
-her movements when to stop and when to go on.
-
-The road round the Peninsula runs high up the mountain side with
-mostly a steep precipice to seaward and on the other hand towering
-rocks. But such rocks! And so clad with the finest vegetation! Rocks
-rich in colour and quaint in shape; with jagged points and deep
-crevices in which earth could gather and where trees and shrubs and
-flowers could cling. High over-head hung here and there a beautiful
-stone-pine with red twisted trunk and spreading branches. Fig and
-lemon trees rose in the sheltered angles, the long yellow shoots of
-the new branches of the lemon cutting into the air like lances.
-Elsewhere beech and chestnut, oak and palm. Trailing over the rock,
-both seaward and landward, creepers of soft green and pink. And above
-all, high up on the skyline, the semi-transparent, smoke-coloured
-foliage of the olives that crowned the slopes.
-
-Then the towns! Maggiore and Amalfi quaint close-drawn irregular
-relics of a more turbulent age, climbing up the chasms in the
-hillside. Narrow streets, so steep as to look impossible to traffic.
-Queer houses of all sorts of irregular design and variety of stone.
-Small windows, high doors, steep, rugged irregularly-sloping steps as
-though time and some mighty force had shaken the very rock on which
-they were built. Joy felt as though she could stay there for ever, and
-that each day would be a dream, and each fresh exploration a time of
-delight. In her secret heart of hearts she registered a vow that if
-ever she should go on a wedding journey it should be to there.
-
-At Amalfi they had tea, and then made up their minds that they would
-drive on to Salerno and there take train home; for it would be time to
-travel quick when so long a journey had been taken.
-
-When they were at the end of the peninsula a sudden storm came on. For
-awhile they had seen far out at sea a dark cloud gathering, but it was
-so far away that they did not think it would affect them. The driver
-knew and began to make ready, for there was no escaping from it. He
-turned his horses’ heads to the rock and wedged up the wheels of the
-carriage with heavy stones so that in case the horses should get
-frightened their plunging could not be too harmful.
-
-Heavier and heavier grew the cloud out at sea, and as it grew denser
-it moved landward. Its grey changed to dark blue and then to a rich
-purple, almost black. A keen coldness presaged a coming storm.
-
-There was stillness all round the mountain road; a positive desolation
-of silence from which even the wondrous beauty of the scene could not
-distract the mind. Joy absolutely refused to sit in the carriage which
-was now properly hooded. She threw on the cloak which she had brought
-with her and stood out on the open road where she could enjoy the
-scene undisturbed by human proximity. As she stood, the velvet black
-cloud was rent by a blinding sheet of lightning which seemed for a
-moment to be shaped like a fiery tree, roots upward in the sky. Close
-following came such a mighty peal of thunder that her heart shook.
-Ordinarily Joy was not timorous, and for thunder she had no fear. But
-this was simply terrific; it seemed to burst right over her head and
-to roll around her in a prolonged titanic roar. She was about to run
-to the carriage when she heard the shrieks of fear from the two women;
-the driver was on his knees on the road praying. Joy felt that all she
-could do to help her mother and aunt would be to keep calm--as calm as
-she could. So she moved her hand and called out cheerfully:
-
-“Don’t be afraid! It is all right; the lightning has passed us!” As
-she spoke the rain came down in torrents. It was tropical; in a few
-seconds the open road was running like a river, ankle deep. By the
-exercise of her will the girl’s courage had risen. She could now
-actually enjoy what was before her. Far out to sea the black cloud
-still hung, but it was broken up in great masses which seemed to dip
-into the sea. It was almost as dark as night; so dark that the expanse
-became lit by the lightning flashes. In one of these she saw three
-separate water-spouts. The sea appeared to have risen as the cloud
-sank, and now were far apart three great whirling pillars like
-hour-glasses. And then, wonder of wonders, without turning her head
-but only her eyes she could see away to the left a whole world of
-green expanse backed up by the mountains of Calabria. With each second
-the sinking sun brought into view some new hilltop flaming in the
-glow. A little way in front of her at the southern side of the
-peninsula the copper dome of the church at Vietri glowed like a ball
-of fire. Away to the south on the edge of the sea rose the many
-columns of the majestic ruins of Pæstum, standing still and solemn as
-if untouchable by stress of storm or time.
-
-Joy stood entranced, as though the eyes of her soul had opened on a
-new world. She hardly dared to breathe. The pelting of the rainstorm,
-the rush of the water round her feet, the crash and roar of the
-thunder or the hissing glare of the lightning did not move or disturb
-her. It was all a sort of baptism into a new life.
-
-Joy Ogilvie, like all persons of emotional nature, had quick sympathy
-with natural forces and the moods of nature. The experience of the
-day, based on the superlative beauty around her, had waked all the
-emotional nature within her. Naples is always at spring time; and the
-young heart finding naturally its place amongst the things that
-germinate and develop unconsciously, swayed with and was swayed by the
-impulses of her sex. Beauty and manhood had twin position in her
-virgin breast.
-
-Aunt Judy’s insight or prophecy was being realised quicker than she
-thought. Joy’s sex had found her out!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- DE HOOGE’S SPRUIT
-
-In Italy Joy Ogilvie learned to the full, consciously and
-unconsciously, all the lessons which a younger civilisation can learn
-from an elder. To the sympathetic there are lessons in everything;
-every spot that a stranger foot has pressed has something to teach.
-Especially to one coming from the rush of strenuous life, which is the
-note of America, the old-world calm and luxury of repose have lessons
-in toleration which can hardly be otherwise acquired. In the great
-battle of life we do not match ourselves against individuals but
-against nations and epochs; and when it is finally borne in on us that
-others, fashioned as we ourselves and with the same strength and
-ambitions and limitations, have lived and died and left no individual
-mark through the gathering centuries, we can, without sacrifice of
-personal pride, be content to humbly take each his place.
-
-The month spent at and round Naples had been a never-ending dream of
-delight; and this period of quiescence told on her naturally sensuous
-nature. Already she had accepted the idea of a man worthy of love; and
-the time went to the strengthening of the image. There was a subtle
-satisfactoriness in the received idea; the wealth of her nature had
-found a market--of a kind. That is to say: she was satisfied to
-export, and that was the end of her thoughts--for the present.
-Importation might come later,
-
- “The mind’s Rialto hath its merchandise.”
-
-None of the family ever alluded to Lord Athlyne in the presence of her
-father. Each in her own way knew that he would not like the idea; and
-so the secret--it had by this very reticence grown to be a secret by
-now--was kept.
-
-On the voyage back to New York Joy’s interest in Lord Athlyne became
-revived by the surroundings. They had not been able to secure cabins
-in the _Cryptic_; and so had come by the Hamburg-American Line from
-Southampton. By this time Aunt Judy’s interest in the matter had begun
-to wane. To her it had been chiefly a jest, with just that spice of
-earnest which came from the effect which she supposed the episode
-would have on Joy’s life. As Joy did not ever allude to the matter she
-had almost ceased to remember it.
-
-It was Joy’s duty--she thought of it as her privilege--to make her
-father’s morning cocktail which he always took before breakfast. One
-morning it was brought by Judy. Colonel Ogilvie thanking her asked why
-he had the privilege of her ministration. Unthinkingly she answered:
-
-“Oh it’s all right. The Countess made it herself, but she asked me to
-take it to you as she is feeling the rolling of the ship and wants to
-keep in bed.”
-
-“The who?” asked the Colonel his brows wrinkled in wonder. “What
-Countess? I did not know we had one on board.”
-
-“Lady Athlyne of course. Oh!” she had suddenly recollected herself. As
-she saw she was in for an explanation she faced the situation boldly
-and went on:
-
-“That is the name you know, that we call Joy.”
-
-“The name you call Joy--the Countess! Lady Athlyne! What on earth do
-you mean, Judy? I don’t understand.” In a laughing, offhand way, full
-of false merriment she tried to explain, her brother-in-law listening
-the while with increasing gravity. When she had done he said quietly:
-
-“Is this one of your jokes, Judy; or did this Countess make two
-cocktails?” He stopped and then added: “Forgive me I should not have
-said that. But is it a joke, dear?”
-
-“Not a bit!” she answered spiritedly. “That is, this particular
-occasion is not a joke. It is the whole thing that is that.”
-
-“A joke to take … Is there a real man of the name of the Earl of
-Athlyne?”
-
-“I believe so,” she said this faintly; she had an idea of what was
-coming.
-
-“Then Judith I should like some rational explanation of how you come
-to couple my daughter’s name in such a way with that of a strange man.
-It is not seemly to say the least of it. Does my daughter allow this
-to be done?”
-
-“Oh Colonel, it is only a joke amongst ourselves. I hope you won’t
-make too much of it.”
-
-“Too much of it! I couldn’t make enough of it! If the damned fellow
-was here I’d shoot him!”
-
-“But, my God, the man doesn’t know anything about it; no more than you
-did a minute ago.” Miss Judith was really alarmed; she knew the
-Colonel. He waved his hand as though dismissing her from the argument:
-
-“Don’t worry yourself, my dear: this is a matter amongst men. We know
-how to deal with such things!” He said no more on the subject, but
-talked during breakfast as usual. When he rose to go on deck Judy
-followed him timidly. When they were away from the few already on deck
-she touched him on the arm.
-
-“Give me just a minute?” she entreated.
-
-“A score if you like, my dear!” he answered heartily as he led her to
-a seat in a sheltered corner behind the saloon skylight, and sat
-beside her. “What is it?”
-
-“Lucius you have always been very good to me. All these years that I
-have lived in your house as your very sister you never had a word for
-me that wasn’t kind …” He interrupted her, laying his hand on hers
-which was on the arm of her deck chair:
-
-“Why else, my dear Judy! You and I have always been the best of
-friends. And my dear you have never brought anything but sunshine and
-sweetness into the house. Your merriment has kept care away from us
-whenever he tried to show his nose … Why my dear what is it? There!
-You mustn’t cry!” As he spoke he had taken out a folded silk
-pocket-handkerchief and was very tenderly wiping her eyes. Judy went
-on sobbing a little at moments:
-
-“I have always tried to make happiness, and I have never troubled you
-with asking favours, have I?”
-
-“No need to ask, Judy. All I have is yours just as it is Sally’s or
-Joy’s.” Suddenly she smiled, her eyes still gleaming with recent
-tears:
-
-“I am asking a favour now--by way of a change. Lucius on my
-_honour_--and I know no greater oath with you than that--this has been
-a perfectly harmless piece of fun. It arose from a remark of that nice
-Irish stewardess on the _Cryptic_ that no one was good enough to marry
-Joy except one man: the young nobleman whom she had nursed. And she
-really came to believe that it would come off. She says she has some
-sort of foreknowledge of things.” The Colonel smiled:
-
-“Granted all this, my dear; what is it you want me to do?”
-
-“To do nothing!” she answered quickly. Then she went with some
-hesitation:
-
-“Lucius you are so determined when you take up an idea, and I know you
-are not pleased with this little joke. You are mixing it up with
-honour--the honour that you fight about; and if you go on, it may
-cause pain to us all. We are only a pack of women, after all, and you
-mustn’t be hard on us.”
-
-“Judy, my dear, I am never hard on a woman, am I?”
-
-“No! Indeed you’re not,” she avowed heartily. “You’re the very
-incarnation of sweetness, and gentleness, and tenderness, and chivalry
-with them … But then you take it out of the men that cross you!”
-
-“That’s as a gentleman should be, I take it” he said reflectively,
-unconsciously stroking his white moustache. Then he said briskly:
-
-“Now Judy seriously tell me what you wish me to do or not to do. I
-must have _some_ kind of clue to your wishes, you know.” As she was
-silent for the moment he went on gravely. “I think I understand, my
-dear. Be quite content, I take it all for a joke and a joke between us
-it shall remain. But I must speak to Joy about it. There are some
-things which if used as subjects for jokes lead to misunderstandings.
-Be quite easy in your mind. You know I love my daughter too well to
-give her a moment’s pain that I can spare her. Thank you Judy for
-speaking to me. I might have misunderstood and gone perhaps too far.
-But you know how sensitive--‘touchy’ Joy calls it--about my name and
-my family I am; and I hope you will always bear that in mind. And
-besides my dear, there is the other gentleman to be considered. He
-too, may have a word to say. As he is a nobleman he ought to be
-additionally scrupulous about any misuse of his name; and of course I
-should have to resent any implication made by him against any member
-of my family!”
-
-“Good Lord!” said Judy to herself, as he stood up and left her with
-his usual courtly bow. “What a family to deal with. This poor little
-joke is as apt to end in bloodshed as not. The Colonel is on the
-war-path already; I can see that by his stateliness!”
-
-Colonel Ogilvie thought over the matter for a whole day before he
-spoke to Joy; he was always very grave and serious regarding subjects
-involving honour and duty.
-
-Joy knew that he had something on his mind from his abstraction, and
-rather kept out of his way. This was not on her own account for she
-had no idea that she was involved in the matter, but simply because it
-was her habit to sympathise with him and to think of and for him. She
-was just a little surprised when the next afternoon he said to her as
-they stood together at the back of the wheel-house over the screw, the
-quietest place on the ship for a talk:
-
-“Joy dear, I want you to listen to me a minute.”
-
-“Yes, Daddy!”
-
-“About that joke you had on the _Cryptic_.”
-
-“Yes, Daddy.” She was blushing furiously; she understood now.
-
-“My dear, I don’t object to your having any little harmless romance of
-that kind. I don’t suppose it would make any difference if I did. A
-young girl will have her dreaming quite independent of her old daddy.
-Isn’t it so, little girl?”
-
-“I suppose so, dear Daddy, since you say it.” She nestled up close to
-him comfortably as she spoke: this was nicer talk than she expected.
-
-“But there is one thing that you must be careful about: There must be
-no names!”
-
-“How do you mean, Daddy?”
-
-“I gather that there has been a joke amongst some of you as to calling
-you the Countess or Lady Athlyne, or some of that kind of foolishness.
-My dear child, that is not right. You are not the Countess, nor Lady
-Athlyne, nor Lady anything. A name my dear when it is an honourable
-one is a very precious possession. A woman must cherish the name she
-does possess as a part of her honour.”
-
-“I am proud of my name, Father, very, very proud of it; and I always
-shall be!” She had drawn herself upright and had something of her
-father’s splendid personal pride. The very use of the word ‘Father’
-instead of ‘Daddy’ showed that she was conscious of formality.
-
-“Quite right, little girl. That is your name now; and will in a way
-always be. But you may marry you know; and then your husband’s name
-will be your name, and you will on your side be the guardian of his
-honour. We must never trifle with a name, dear. Those people who go
-under an alias are to my mind the worst of criminals.”
-
-“Isn’t that rather strong, Daddy, when murder and burglary and theft
-and wife-beating and cheating at cards are about!” She felt that she
-was through the narrow place now and could go back to her raillery.
-But her father was quite grave. He walked up and down a few paces as
-though arranging his thoughts and words. When he spoke he did so
-carefully and deliberately:
-
-“Not so, little girl. These, however bad they may be, are individual
-offences and are punished by law. But a false name--even in jest, my
-dear--is an offence against society generally, and hurts and offends
-every one. And in addition it is every one of the sins you have named;
-and all the others in the calendar as well.”
-
-“How on earth do you make out that, Daddy?”
-
-“Take them in order as you mentioned them. Murder, burglary, theft,
-wife-beating, cheating at cards! What is murder? Killing without
-justification! Does not one who approaches another in false guise kill
-something? The murderer takes the life; the other kills what is often
-more than life: self respect, belief in human nature, faith. One only
-kills the body; but the other kills the soul. Burglary and theft are
-the same offence differently expressed; theft is the meaner crime that
-is all. Well, disguise is the thief’s method. Sometimes he relies on
-absence of others, sometimes on darkness, sometimes on a mask,
-sometimes on the appearance or identity of some one else. But he never
-deals with the normal condition of things; pretence of some kind must
-always be his aid. The man, therefore, who relies on pretence, when he
-knows that the truth would be his undoing, is a thief.”
-
-“Daddy you argue as well as a Philadelphia lawyer!”
-
-“I don’t believe much in lawyers!” said the old man dryly. “As to
-wife-beating!”
-
-“I’m afraid you’ve struck a snag there, Daddy! There isn’t much
-pretence about that crime, anyhow!”
-
-“Not at all, my dear. That comes within the category of murder. The
-man who descends to that abominable crime would kill the woman if he
-dared. He is a coward as well as a murderer, and should be killed like
-a mad dog!”
-
-“Bravo! Daddy. I wish there was a man like you to deal with them in
-every county. But how about cheating at cards. _That’s_ a poser, I
-think!”
-
-“No trouble about that, Joy. It _is_ cheating at cards.”
-
-“How do you argue that out, Daddy?”
-
-“Any game of cards is a game of honour. So many cards, so much skill
-in playing them according to the recognised rules of the game; and,
-over all, a general belief in the honour of all the players. I have
-seen a man shot across a handkerchief--in honourable duel, my
-dear--for hesitating markedly at poker when he stood pat on a ‘full
-house.’ That was pretence, and against the laws of honour; and he paid
-for it with his life.” Joy wrinkled her brows; “I see it’s quite
-wrong, father, but I don’t quite see how it fits into the argument,”
-she said.
-
-“That is simple enough, daughter. As I say, it is a pretence. Don’t
-you see that after all a game of cards is a simple thing compared with
-the social life of which it is only an occasional episode. If a
-man,--or a woman either, Joy--misleads another it must be with some
-intention to deceive. And in that deception, and by means of it, there
-is some gain--something he or she desires and couldn’t otherwise get.
-Isn’t that plain enough!”
-
-“All right, Father; I quite see. I understand now what you mean. I did
-not ever look at things in quite that way. Thank you very much, dear,
-for warning me so kindly too. I’ll stop the joke, and not allow it to
-go on--so far as I can stop it.”
-
-“How do you mean? Does anyone else know it?”
-
-“I may have written to one or two girls at home, Daddy. You know girls
-are always fond of such foolishness.”
-
-“Had you not better write to them and tell them not to mention it.”
-
-“Good Gracious! Why you dear, old goose of a Daddy it is evident you
-don’t know girls. That would be the very way to make things buzz. Oh
-no! we’ll simply drop it; and they’ll soon forget it. I may have to
-tell them something else, though, to draw them away from it.”
-
-“Hm!” said her father. She looked at him with a sly archness:
-
-“I suppose, Daddy, it wouldn’t do to have it that an Italian Grand
-Duke proposed for me--to you of course!”
-
-“Certainly not, Miss Impudence! I’m not to be drawn into any of your
-foolish girls’ chatter. There, run away and let me smoke in peace!”
-She turned away, but came back.
-
-“Am I forgiven, Daddy?”
-
-“Forgiven! Lord bless the child, why there’s nothing to forgive. I
-only caution. I know well that my little girl is clear grit, straight
-through; and I trust her as I do myself. Why Joy, darling” he put his
-arm affectionately round her shoulder “you are my little girl! The
-only one I have or ever shall have; and so, God willing, you shall be
-to me to the end.”
-
-“Thank you dear, dear Daddy. And I pray so too. I shall always be your
-little girl to you and shall come to you to cheer you or to be
-comforted myself. Mother has of late taken to treating me like a
-grown-up which she always keeps firing off at me so that I don’t know
-whether I am myself or not. But whatever I am to anyone else, I never
-shall be anything to you but your ‘little girl!’”
-
-And that compact was sealed then and there with a kiss.
-
-
-Nine months later whilst Colonel Ogilvie was in the library of his own
-house, “Air” in Airlville, Joy came in and closed the door carefully;
-she came close and whispered:
-
-“Am I still your little girl, Daddy?”
-
-“Always my dear! always!”
-
-“Then you don’t mind having a secret with me?”
-
-“_Mind_ my dear! I love it. What is it you want to tell me?” She took
-a folded newspaper from her pocket and handed it to him, saying:
-
-“I came across this in the New York _Tribune_. Read it!” Colonel
-Ogilvie turned it over with a rueful look as he said:
-
-“The whole of it!”
-
-“Oh Daddy, don’t be tiresome; of course not.” Her father’s face
-brightened:
-
-“Then you read what you want me to know. Your eyes are better than
-mine!” Joy at once began to read:
-
-“From our own Correspondent, Capetown. Some details of the lamentable
-occurrence at de Hooge’s Spruit which was heliographed from the front
-yesterday have now come to hand. It appears that a battery of field
-artillery was ordered to proceed from Bloomgroot to Neswick escorted
-by a Squadron of mixed troops taken from the Scottish Horse and the
-Mounted Yeoman. When they had begun to cross the river, which here
-runs so rapidly that great care has to be observed lest the horses
-should be swept away, a terrific fusillade from an entrenched force of
-overwhelming numbers was opened on them. Colonel Seawright who
-commanded ordered a retreat until the disposition of the enemy could
-be ascertained. But before the manœuvre could be effected the British
-force was half wiped out. Accurate fire had been concentrated on the
-artillery horses, and as the guns were all on the river bank ready for
-the crossing it was impossible to rescue them. Gallant efforts were
-made by the gunners and the cavalry escort, but in the face of the
-hail of bullets the only result was a terrible addition to the list of
-killed and wounded. Seeing that the ground was partly clear, a number
-of Boers crept out of cover and tried to reach the guns. At this our
-troops made another gallant effort and the Boers disappeared. Still it
-was almost hopeless to try to save the guns. One only of the battery
-was saved and this by as gallant an effort on the part of one young
-officer as has been as yet recorded in the war. Captain Lord Athlyne”
-Here Joy looked up for an instant and saw a frown suddenly darken her
-father’s brow--“who was tentatively in command of a yeomanry troop
-took a great coil of rope one end of which was held by some of his
-men. When he was ready he rode for the guns at a racing pace, loosing
-the rope as he went. It was a miracle that he came through the
-terrific fire aimed at him by the Boer sharp-shooters. Having gained
-the last gun, behind which there was a momentary shelter, he attached
-the end of the rope. Then mounting again he swept like a hurricane
-across the zone of fire. There was a wild cheer from the British, and
-a number of horsemen began to ride out whilst the firing ran along the
-front of the waiting line. But the instant the rope was attached the
-men began to pull and the gun actually raced along the open space. In
-the middle of his ride home the gallant Irishman’s cap was knocked off
-by a bullet. He reined up his charger, dismounted and picked up the
-cap _and dusted it_ with his handkerchief before again mounting.
-Despite their wounds and the chagrin of defeat the whole force cheered
-him as he swept into the lines.
-
-“Daddy I call that something like a man! Don’t you?” Her colour was
-high and her eyes were blazing. She looked happy when her father
-echoed her enthusiasm:
-
-“I do! daughter. That was the action of a gallant gentleman!” There
-was a silence of perhaps half a minute. Then Colonel Ogilvie spoke:
-
-“But why, my dear, did you tell this to _me_?”
-
-“I had to tell some one, Daddy. It is too splendid to enjoy all one’s
-self; and I was afraid if I told Mother she might not
-understand--she’s only a woman you know, and might put a wrong
-construction on my telling her, and so worry herself about me. And I
-didn’t dare to tell Aunt Judy, for she’s so chock full of romance that
-she would have simply gone crazy and chaffed me out of all reason.
-There is no holding back Aunt Judy when she is chasing after a
-romance! And besides, Daddy dear” here she took his arm and looked up
-in his face “I wanted you to know that Lord Athlyne is a gentleman.”
-Her father frowned:
-
-“Why should I know--or care?”
-
-“Not on your own part Daddy--but--but only because I want you to. It
-is hard to explain, but I think you took a prejudice against him from
-the first; and you see it makes it less awkward to be coupled with a
-man’s name, when the name and the man are good ones.” The Colonel’s
-frown was this time one of puzzlement.
-
-“I’m afraid I don’t understand. You never saw the man. Why should you
-dislike less to be coupled with him because he did a brave thing?
-Besides, the whole thing is mere nonsense.”
-
-“Of course it is, Daddy. All nonsense. But it is better to be good
-nonsense than bad nonsense!”
-
-“Look here daughter--my little girl--I’m afraid you have got or may
-get too fond of thinking of that fellow. Take care!”
-
-“Oh, that’s all right, Daddy. He is only an abstraction to me. But
-somehow he interests me. Don’t you be worrying about me. I promise you
-solemnly that I will tell you everything I hear about him. Then you
-can gauge my feelings, and keep tab of my folly.”
-
-“All right; little girl! There can’t be anything very dangerous when
-you tell your father all about it.”
-
-
-It was three months before Joy mentioned the name of Lord Athlyne
-again to her father. One morning she came to him as he sat smoking in
-the garden at Air. Her eyes were glistening, and she walked slowly and
-dejectedly. In her hand she held a copy of the New York _Tribune_. She
-held it out, pointing with her finger to a passage.
-
-“Read it for me, little girl!” In answer she said with a break in her
-voice:
-
-“You read it, Daddy. Don’t make me. It hurts me; and I should only
-break down. It is only a dream I know; but it is a sad dream and is
-over all too soon!” Colonel Ogilvie read the passage which was an
-account of the fighting at Durk River in which numbers of the British
-were carried away by the rapid stream, the hale and those wounded by
-the terrible fire of the Boers alike. The list of the missing was
-headed by a name he knew.
-
-“Major the Earl of Athlyne, of the Irish Hussars.”
-
-The old gentleman rose up as stiff as at the salute and raised his hat
-reverently as he said:
-
-“A very gallant gentleman. My heart is with you, my little girl! A
-dream it may have been; but a sad ending to any dream!”
-
-
-A week after Joy sought her father again, in the garden. This time her
-step was buoyant, her face radiant, and her eyes bright. The moment
-her father saw he felt that it had something to do with what he called
-in his own mind “that infernal fellow.” When she was close to him she
-said in a low voice that thrilled:
-
-“He is not dead, Daddy! He was wounded and carried down the river and
-was captured by the Boers and taken up to Pretoria. They have put him
-in the Birdcage. Beasts! It’s all here in the _Tribune_.”
-
-Colonel Ogilvie was distinctly annoyed. When he could look on Lord
-Athlyne as dead he could admire his bravery, and even tolerate the
-existence that had been. But this chopping and changing--this being
-dead and coming to life again--was disturbing. What sort of fellow was
-he that couldn’t make up his mind on any subject? Couldn’t he remain
-dead like a gentleman? He had died like one; wasn’t that enough! Joy
-saw that he was not pleased. She was too glad for the moment to take
-her father’s attitude to heart; but every instinct in her told her not
-to remain. So she laid the paper on his knee and said quietly:
-
-“I’ll leave it with you, Daddy. You can read it yourself; it’s worth
-reading. You are glad, I know, because your little girl is glad that
-there is one more brave man in the world.”
-
-Just as she was going her father called her back. When she was close
-he said in a kindly manner but with great gravity:
-
-“No more mentioning names now, little girl!” She put her finger to her
-lip as registering a vow of secrecy. Then she blew a kiss at him and
-tripped away.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- THE BIRD-CAGE
-
-The “Bird-cage” at Pretoria was the enclosure wherein the captured
-British officers were imprisoned during the second quarter of the year
-1900. Here at the beginning of May two men were talking quietly as
-they lay on the bare ground in the centre of the compound. The
-Bird-cage was no home of luxury; but the men who had perforce to live
-in it tried to make the best of things, and grumbling was tacitly
-discountenanced. These two had become particular chums. For more than
-a month they had talked over everything which seemed of interest. At
-first of course it was the war and all connected with it which
-interested them most. They were full of hope; for though six months of
-constant reverses were behind them they could not doubt that Time and
-General Roberts would prevail. These two items of expected success
-were in addition to the British Army generally and the British
-soldier’s belief in it. When every battle or engagement which either
-of them had been in had been fought over again, and when their
-knowledge of other engagements and skirmishes had come to an end they
-fell back on sport. This subject held out for some time. The memories
-of both were copious of pleasant days and interesting episodes; and
-hopes ran high of repetitions and variations when the war should be
-over and the Boers reduced to that acquiescence in British methods and
-that loyalty to the British flag which British pride now demanded.
-Then “woman” had its turn, and every flirtation with the bounds of
-memory was recalled, without names or identification marks.
-
-Then, when they knew each other better, they talked of the future in
-this respect. Young men, whatever exceptions these may be, are very
-sentimental. They are at once imaginative and reticent. Unlike girls
-their bashfulness is internal. The opening of their hearts, even in a
-measure, to each other in this respect was the crowning of their
-confidence. At this time they were occasionally getting letters. These
-had of course gone through the hands of the censor and their virginity
-thus destroyed; but the craving of all the prisoners for news of any
-kind, from home or elsewhere, was such that every letter received
-became in a measure common property. Even from intimate letters from
-their own womenkind parts were read out that had any colourable
-bearing on public matters. A few days before one of the men had a
-letter from his wife who was in Capetown; a letter which though it was
-nothing but a letter of affection from a loving wife, was before the
-day was over read by every man in the place. It had puzzled the
-husband at first, for though it was in his wife’s writing the manner
-of it was not hers. It was much more carefully written than was her
-wont. Then it dawned on him that it had a meaning. He thought over it,
-till in a flash he saw it all. It was written by her, but she had
-copied it for some one else and signed it. The passage of the letter
-that now most interested him read:
-
-
-“I do so long to see you, my darling, that if I do not see you before,
-I am going to ask to be allowed to come up to Pretoria and see you
-there if I may, if it is only a glimpse through that horrid barbed
-wire netting that we hear of. You remember my birthday is on Waterloo
-day; and I am promising myself, as my birthday treat, a glimpse of the
-face of my dear husband.”
-
-
-It did not do to assemble together, for the eyes of the jailors were
-sharp and an organized meeting of the prisoners was suspicious and
-meant the tightening of bonds. So one by one he talked with his
-fellows, telling them what he thought and always imploring them to
-maintain the appearance of listless indifference which they had
-amongst themselves decided was the attitude best calculated to avert
-suspicion. Some did not at first understand the cryptic meaning; but
-the general belief was that it was a warning that the capture of
-Pretoria was expected not later than the fifteenth of June. This
-created enormous hopes. Thenceforth all the talk in private was as to
-what each would do when the relief came.
-
-To-day the conversation was mainly about Athlyne’s affairs. He had
-been unfolding plans to his friend Captain Vachell of the Yeomanry and
-the latter asked him suddenly:
-
-“By the way, Athlyne, are you married.”
-
-“What!--Me married! Lord bless you man, no! Why do you ask?”
-
-“I gathered so from what you have been saying just now. Don’t be
-offended at my asking; but I have a special purpose.”
-
-“I’m not a bit offended; why should I be? Why do you ask me?”
-
-“That’s what I want to tell you. But old chap this is a delicate
-subject and I want to clear the ground first. It is wiser.” Athlyne
-sat up:
-
-“Look here, Vachell, this is getting interesting. Clear away!” The
-other hesitated and then said suddenly:
-
-“You never went through a ceremony of marriage, or what professed to
-be one, with anyone I suppose? I really do ask pardon for this.”
-
-“Honestly, Vachell, I’m not that sort of man. I have lots of sins on
-me; more than my fair share perhaps. But whatever I have done has been
-above board.” The other went on with dogged persistence:
-
-“You will understand when I explain why I ask; but this is your
-matter, not mine, and I want to avoid making matters still more
-complicated. That is of course if there should be any complication
-that you may have overlooked or forgotten.”
-
-“Good God! man, a marriage is not a thing a man could overlook or
-forget.”
-
-“Oh that’s all right with a real marriage; or even with a mock
-marriage if a man didn’t make a practice of it. But there might be
-some woman, with whom one had some kind of intrigue or irregular
-union, who might take advantage of it to place herself in better
-position. Such things have been you know, old chap!” he added
-sententiously. Athlyne laughed.
-
-“Far be it from me to say what a woman might or might not do if she
-took it into her pretty head; but I don’t think there’s any woman who
-would, or who would ever think she had the right to, do that with me.
-There are women, lots of them I am afraid, who answer the bill on the
-irregular union or intrigue side; but I should certainly be astonished
-if any of them ever set out to claim a right. Now I have made a clean
-breast of it. Won’t you tell me what all this is about?” The other
-looked at him steadily, as though to see how he took it, as he
-answered:
-
-“There is, I am told, a woman in New York who is passing herself off
-as your wife!”
-
-Athlyne sprang to his feet and cried out:
-
-“What!”
-
-“That’s what I took it to mean! By the way--” this was said as if it
-was a sudden idea “I take it that your mother is not alive. I had it
-in my mind that she died shortly after you were born?”
-
-“Unhappily that is so!”
-
-“There is no dowager Countess?”
-
-“Not for more than thirty years. Why?”
-
-“The letter says ‘Countess of Athlyne.’ I took it to be your wife.”
-
-“Let me see the letter.” He held out his hand. Vachell took from his
-pocket--the only private storage a man had in the Bird-cage--an
-envelope which he handed to his comrade, who took from it a torn
-fragment of a letter. He read it then turned it over. As he did so his
-eyes lit up; he had seen his own name. He read it over several times,
-then he looked up:
-
-“Have you read it?”
-
-“Yes. I was told to do so.”
-
-“All right! Then we can discuss it together.” He read it out loud:
-
-“So Athlyne is married. At least I take it so, for there is a woman in
-New York, I am told, who calls herself the Countess of Athlyne. I know
-nothing of her only this: a casual remark made in a gossipy letter.”
-
-“Now tell me, Vachell, can you throw any light on this?”
-
-“Not on the subject but only on the way it has come to you. I had
-better tell you all I know from the beginning.” Athlyne nodded, he
-went on:
-
-“Whilst we were in the trenches at Volks Spruit waiting for the attack
-to sound, Meldon and I were together--you remember Meldon of the
-Connaught Fusiliers?”
-
-“Well! We often hunted together.”
-
-“He asked me that if anything should happen to him I would look over
-his things and send them home, and so forth. I promised, but I asked
-him why he so cast down about the fight that was coming; was it a
-presentiment or anything of that kind. ‘Not a bit,’ he said, ‘it’s not
-spiritualism but logic! You see it’s about my turn next. All our lot
-have been wiped out, going up the line in sequence. Rawson, my junior,
-was last; and now I come on. And there is a message I want you to
-carry on in case I’m done for. You will find among my papers an
-envelope directed to Lord Athlyne. It has only a scrap of paper in it
-so I had better explain. The last time I saw Ebbfleet of the
-Guards--in Hospital just before he died--he asked me to take the
-message. ‘You know Athlyne’ he said ‘I got a letter saying a woman in
-New York was calling herself his wife, and as I know he is not married
-I think it only right that he should know of this. It will put him on
-his guard.’ Well you know poor Meldon went under at Sandaal; and so I
-took over the message. When you and I met up here I thought we were in
-for a long spell and as we couldn’t do anything I came to the
-conclusion that there was no use giving you one more unpleasant thing
-to think of and grind your teeth over. But now that we know Bobs and
-Kitchener are coming up before long I want to hand over to you. It is
-evident that they expect us to be ready to help the force from within
-when they come, or else they wouldn’t run the chance of telling us.
-Four thousand men, even without arms, are not to be despised in a
-scrimmage. If the wily Boer tumbles to it they will take us up the
-mountains in several sections, and I may not have another chance.”
-
-“That is all you know of the matter I take it?”
-
-“Absolutely! Of course should I hear anything more I shall at once let
-you know. Though frankly I don’t see how that can be; both men who
-sent the message are dead. I haven’t the faintest idea of who sent the
-original report. Of course, old chap, I am mum on the subject unless
-you ever tell me to speak.”
-
-“Thanks, old man. I fancy there won’t be much time for looking after
-private affairs for a good spell to come after we have shifted our
-quarters. There will be a devil of a lot of clearing up when the house
-changes hands and continues to ‘run under new management,’ as Bung
-says.”
-
-
-All that had been spoken of came off as arranged by the various
-parties. On the fifth of June Roberts took Pretoria in his victorious
-march. Mafeking and Ladysmith had been relieved, and Johannesberg had
-fallen. Now, Kruger and the remainder of his forces were hurrying into
-the Lydenburg mountains to make what stand they could; and not the
-least keen of their foes were those who had been their guests in the
-Bird-cage. Athlyne rejoined his regiment and was under Buller’s
-command till the routed army escaped into Portuguese territory. Then
-he was sent by Kitchener along the ranges of block houses whose
-segregations slowly brought the war to an end.
-
-When his turn came for going home three years had elapsed. London and
-his club claimed him for his spells of his short leave, for there was
-still much work to be done with his regiment. When he began to tire of
-the long round of work and distractions he commenced to think
-seriously of a visit to America.
-
-His experience of the war had sobered him down. He was now thirty-two
-years of age, the time when most men, who have not arrived there
-already, think seriously of settling down to matrimony. In other
-respects he wanted to be free. He was tired of obeying orders; even of
-giving them. The war was over and Britain was at peace with the world.
-Had there been still fighting going on anywhere such thought would not
-have occurred to him; he would still have wanted to be in the thick of
-it. But the long months of waiting and inactivity, the endless
-routine, the impossibility of doing anything which would have an
-immediate effect; all these things had worn out much of his patience,
-and stirred the natural restlessness of his disposition. At home there
-seemed no prospect of following soldiering in the way he wished: some
-form in which excitement had a part. Indeed the whole scheme of War
-and Army seemed to be shaping themselves on lines unfamiliar to him.
-The idea of the old devil-may-care life which had first attracted him
-and of which he had had a taste did not any longer exist, or, if it
-existed it was not for him. Outside actual fighting the life of a
-soldier was not now to consist of a series of seasonable amusements.
-And even if it did the very routine of amusements not only did not
-satisfy him, but became irksome. What, after all, he thought, was to a
-grown man a life of games in succession. Polo and cricket, fishing,
-shooting, hunting in due course; racquets and tennis, yachting and
-racing were all very well individually. But they did not seem to lead
-anywhere.
-
-In fact such pastimes now seemed inadequate to a man who had been
-actively taking a part in the biggest game of them all, war!
-
-When once the idea had come to him it never left him. Each new
-disappointment, the unfulfilled expectation of interest, drove it
-further and further home. There was everywhere a lack of his old
-companions; always a crowd of new faces. The girls he had known and
-liked because they were likable, had got married within the few years
-of his absence. The matrons had made fresh companionships which held
-possession. Bridge had arisen as a new society fetish which drew to
-itself the interests and time of all. A new order of “South African
-Millionaires” had arisen who by their wealth and extravagance had set
-at defiance the old order of social caste, and largely changed the
-whole scheme of existing values.
-
-When he fled away from London he found something of the same changes
-elsewhere. In the stir of war, and even in the long weariness of
-waiting which followed it, the whirling along of the great world was,
-if not forgotten, unthought of. The daily work and the daily interest
-were so personal and so absorbing that abstract thinking was not.
-
-In the country, of course, the changes were less, but they were more
-marked. The few years had their full tally of loss; of death, and
-decay. The eyes that saw them were so far fresh eyes, that unchecked
-memory had not a perpetual ease of comparison.
-
-For a while he tried hard to find a fresh interest in his work. But
-here again was change with which he could feel neither sympathy nor
-toleration. Great schemes of reform were on foot; schemes of
-organization, of recruiting, of training. The ranks in the Service, of
-which he had experience, were becoming more mechanical than ever. Had
-he by this time acquired higher rank in the army it is possible that
-he would have entered with ardour into the new conditions. He was
-fitted for such; young, and energetic, and daring. Those in the
-Cabinet or in the Army Council have material for exercising broader
-views of the machinery of war, and to the eyes of such many things
-which looked at in detail seem wrong or foolish stand out in their
-true national importance.
-
-His dissatisfaction with the army changes was the last straw. He took
-it into his head that in future the army had no place for him. The
-idea multiplied day by day with an ever-increasing exasperation. At
-last his mind was definitely made up. He sent in his papers; and in
-due time retired.
-
-It is generally the way with human beings that they expect some
-radical change in themselves and their surroundings to follow close on
-some voluntary act. They cannot understand, at once at all events,
-that the “eternal verities” are eternal. “I may die but the grass will
-grow” says Tennyson in one of his songs. And this is the whole story
-in epitome. After all, what is one life, howsoever perfect or noble it
-may be, in the great moving world of fact. The great Globe floats in a
-sea of logic which encompasses it about everywhere. What is ordained
-is ordained to an end, and no puny hopes or fears or wishes of an
-individual can sway or change its course. Conclusions follow premises,
-results follow causes. We rebel against facts and conditions because
-they are facts and conditions. Then for some new whim or purpose
-entirely our own we take a new step--forward or backward it matters
-not--and lo! we expect the whole world with its million years of slow
-working up to that particular moment to change too.
-
-This belief that things _must_ change in accordance with our desires
-has its base deep down in our nature. At the lowest depth it is
-founded on Vanity. We are so important to ourselves that we cannot but
-think that that importance is sustained through all creation.
-
-For a little while Lord Athlyne tried to persuade himself that now, at
-last, he was enjoying freedom. No more parades or early hours; no more
-orderly rooms or mess dinners, or duties at functions; no more of the
-bald, stale conventionalities of an occupation which had lost its
-charm. He expected each day to be now joyous with the realization of
-ancient hopes.
-
-But the expectations were not realized. The days seemed longer than
-ever, and he actually yearned for something to fill up his time.
-Naturally his thoughts turned, as in the case of sportsmen they ever
-do, on big game. The idea took him and he began to plan out in his
-mind where he would go. Africa for lions? No! no! He had had enough of
-Africa to last him for some time. India for tigers; the Rockies for
-bear?
-
-Happy thought. Bear would just suit. He could put in two things: look
-up that woman in New York who claimed to be his wife and silence her.
-He wouldn’t like such an idea to go abroad in case he should ever
-marry. Then he would go on to the Rockies or Colorado and have a turn
-at the grizzlies.
-
-He went straightway into the reading room of the club he was in and
-began to study Bradshaw.
-
-At last he had found a new interest in life. For a week he devoted
-himself to the work in hand, until his whole sporting outfit was
-prepared. Then he began to think of the other quest; and the more he
-thought of it the more it puzzled him.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- AN ADVENTURE
-
-With regard to his quest after his alleged wife the first conclusion
-Lord Athlyne came to was that he must go incognito--“under an alias”
-he expressed it to himself. Otherwise he would give warning of his
-presence, and that was the very thing which he wished to avoid. The
-woman must be an unscrupulous one or she would not have entered on
-such a scheme of fraud; and she would naturally be quick to protect
-herself by concealment or flight. An ordinary individual would have
-left such an investigation to his solicitors who would have procured
-the services of local detectives. But then Athlyne was not an ordinary
-individual. He liked to do things for himself in most matters which
-interested him; and in this case there was so distinctly a personal
-bearing that he would not have been satisfied to leave it to any one
-else.
-
-When, however, he began to work out details of his alias he found that
-he had landed in a perfect hornet’s nest of difficulties. The mere
-matter of clothing and luggage was, he found, almost enough to turn
-his hair prematurely grey. What was the use of taking a false name
-when his true one was engraved on the brass plates of his portmanteaux
-and bags so that every porter would know everything about him within
-five minutes of his arrival; the chambermaid and laundress would see
-the marking of his linen. He very soon found that he would have to set
-about this branch of his effort very systematically if he did not want
-to give himself away hopelessly even before he started. He had already
-come to the conclusion that he must not take a valet with him. It
-would be quite enough to support an alias amongst his equals, whose
-habits and breeding had at least a certain amount of reticence,
-without running the risk of the world of servants who were much more
-inquisitive than their employers and much more skilled in matters of
-suspicion and detection.
-
-First he had to decide on the name, and to get familiar with it in all
-sorts of ways; speaking, writing, and hearing it spoken. The latter he
-could only effect by hearing his own voice; he was conscious that he
-must, for some time at all events, be open to the danger of a
-surprise. He shrank in a certain way from using a name not his own; so
-he salved his conscience by selecting two of the simplest of his many
-names. Thus he became for his own purposes Richard Hardy. He fixed his
-domicile as “Sands End,” a small place in the middle of Wiltshire
-which he had inherited from his mother. It was too small to be
-included in his ‘list of seats’ in Debrett, and thus answered his
-purpose. Then he got quite fresh store of linen from a new shop and
-had it marked ‘R. Hardy’ or ‘R. H.’ He bought new trunks and kit of
-all kinds. He had them marked with the same letters, and sent to a
-lodging which he had taken for the purpose under his new name. He had
-cards printed and got plain notepaper as he had to avoid a crest. Then
-he found that all his sporting things, which had already been packed,
-had to be unpacked and overhauled lest the real name should remain
-anywhere. When all this was done, and it took weeks to complete, he
-began to feel an unmitigated fraud and a thorough scoundrel. To a man
-who takes honour to be a part of a gentleman’s equipment any form of
-dissimulation must always be obnoxious.
-
-One person alone he took into his confidence: his solicitor. It was
-necessary that he should have a bank account opened in New York. Also
-that in case of any unforeseen accident it would be at least advisable
-to be able to explain his actions. When the solicitor remonstrated he
-explained his purpose and made a special request that he should not be
-subjected to any opposition. “I go to protect myself” he said. The
-other shrugged his shoulders and remained silent. He arranged before
-he terminated the interview that his letters should be sent to him
-under cover to his new name at his bankers in New York. In due time an
-account for a large sum was opened there. Then, when all was as
-complete as he could think of, he took a cabin in one of the French
-boats as he thought that in a foreign ship he would run less risk of
-running up against some acquaintance than would be likely on a British
-or American vessel.
-
-He had hardly got clear of land when he began to realize in what a
-false position he had placed himself. He felt that any
-acquaintanceship which he could make might possibly lead to some
-imbroglio. To those who took him in good faith and made friends he
-must either reveal his purpose or accept a false position from which
-he might never be able to extricate himself. As the former was
-impossible, without creating a suspicion which would destroy his
-purpose, he had to take chance for the latter. The result was that had
-to be aloof and unresponsive to any of the proffered friendlinesses of
-the voyage; and seeing this the other passengers did not press
-friendliness on him or even repeat their overtures. He felt this
-acutely, for he had been always in the habit of making friends. Such
-is one of the delights of travel, as all know who have been about the
-world. Those who once “rub shoulders” in a casual way often make
-acquaintanceships which ripen into friendship and are life-long.
-Perhaps this is from the fact that in such cases each is taken from
-the first on his personal merits. There being no foreknowledge there
-cannot be any premeditation of purpose of gain of any kind. Like meets
-like, recognises natural kinship; and union is the result.
-
-When after a somewhat tedious and uneventful voyage he landed in New
-York he was altogether in a disappointed and a discontented frame of
-mind. The acute cause of this was the filling up of the immigration
-paper which is so exhaustive as to details as to become inquisitorial.
-The answering of each question seemed to him like telling a lie--as
-indeed it was. As, however, he had nothing to declare and was without
-obvious objection he had no trouble. The only effect from the Customs
-examination that he noticed on himself was that when he drove out of
-the gates he felt somewhat as he had done when he passed from the
-prison pen at Pretoria into the cheering ranks of the victorious
-British army. He was lucky enough to escape from the ranks of the
-journalists who make copy out of any stranger of distinction who
-lands. His name was not sufficiently striking to even attract
-attention. He took quiet rooms high up in the “Manhattan,” and for two
-days kept his own company.
-
-The third day he went out. He walked through street after street; took
-trolley-cars now and again; went “up town” and “down town” on the
-road. Crossed the ferries to New Jersey and Long Island. Lunched at
-Martin’s and dined at Delmonico’s; and returned to his hotel without
-having made so far as he knew a step towards discovery. The only thing
-which he brought back was a slight knowledge of local geography. He
-had seen something of New York--from the streets; but except to ask
-his way from policemen or for food from foreign waiters he had not
-spoken to anybody.
-
-The next few days he spent in walking about the streets. In summing up
-this afternoon he came to the conclusion that there was, for him,
-nothing so bad in Pretoria. All the time he felt with increasing force
-that he was a fraud, and constantly found himself evolving schemes as
-to how he could shed his incognito. The question of clubs alone made
-him unhappy. He had always been a clubbable man; in London he belonged
-to a number of the best. Whenever he had been in any city where there
-was a club its doors had always through the forethought of some friend
-been thrown open to him. Here was a city so full of those masculine
-refuges that it might be called the “City of Clubs.” In every
-fashionable street was at least one, palatial places where men who
-were of the great circle met their friends. And yet he felt like the
-Peri outside the gates of Paradise. The feeling grew on him that he
-could not enter any one of them, even if he got the chance. How could
-he explain to men that he was not what he seemed--what he professed to
-be. Club-land is in some ways to men holy ground. Here they can afford
-to be natural--to be true. Except the club laws, written or unwritten,
-there is no conventional demand. As a man who had grown old knowing
-little of any other life put it; “In a club you can afford not to
-lie.” (It is to be presumed, by the way, that the speaker did not take
-a part in the conversations regarding episodes of fishing or _bonnes
-fortunes_!)
-
-He could not see any way in which he could even _begin_ to make his
-inquiry; or he could get honestly within any house he had seen. He
-became sorry he had ever thought of making the inquiry himself--that
-he had ever come at all. Dimly at the back of his thoughts was an
-intention to go back to London, resume his proper name, and then
-perhaps return in an upright way--as a gentleman should. Still he was
-a masterful man and did not like giving up… He thought a ride would
-do him good; it would clear his mind and freshen him up. A horseman is
-never lonely so long as he has a horse.
-
-He asked the hotel clerk where he would get one. The man gave him
-several addresses. Then he added:
-
-“By the way do you want to buy or only to hire?”
-
-“Either. I should buy if I could get something exceptionally good.”
-
-“Then take my advice. Go up to Seventh Avenue right at the top near
-the Park. There is an auction there this morning of fine horses. You
-will I daresay get what you want; but you will doubtless have to pay
-for it.”
-
-“I don’t mind that!” he smiled as he spoke; he did not remember that
-he had smiled since he left London. The very prospect of a horse
-brightened him up.
-
-Before going to the Auction he called at the bank and drew out a
-handsome sum. In horse buying ready money is often a matter of
-importance.
-
-At the Horse Exchange there was a good show, some of the horses being
-of real excellence. Prices ran high for these, and competition was
-spirited. But he got what he wanted: a big “Blue Grass” thoroughbred
-well up to his weight. His warranty was complete. The Auctioneer at
-his request brought to him presently a livery man on whom he might, he
-said, depend; and with him he arranged for the proper keeping of the
-horse.
-
-For a few days Athlyne was really happy. His horse was as good as it
-looked, and had evidently been trained by some one who understood him.
-His mouth was as fine as possible and he realized an inflexion of the
-voice. Lord Athlyne rode well, and he knew it; and the horse knew it
-too from the first moment when his hand touched the bridle. After the
-first ride up the Riverside Drive the two became understanding
-friends.
-
-The effect of the exercise on Lord Athlyne was to do away with his
-intention of trying to discover the identity of the offending lady. He
-would start soon for the Rockies and get after the grizzlies. Or
-better still he would go home, shake off his alias, and return--a free
-man.
-
-On the Sunday afternoon he went for a ride in the direction he liked
-best, up the Riverside Drive. He went quietly till he got near the
-University where there was a long stretch of proper riding ground.
-There he let the black horse go, and the noble beast went along at a
-splendid pace. It was still a little early, and though there were a
-good many pedestrians there were but few persons in carriages or
-“horsebacking” and so the “ride” was fairly free. Horse and man were a
-noble pair. The one jet black, full of fire and mettle, every movement
-charged with power and grace; the other tall and slim, hard as nails
-with his long spell of South African soldiering, sitting like a
-centaur. Man and horse together moved as one. All eyes were turned on
-them as they swept by, with admiring glances from both women and men,
-each in their respective ways. Two park policemen, a sergeant and a
-roundsman, both finely mounted, were jogging quietly along. As the
-black horse came dashing up the roundsman said:
-
-“Shall I stop him, sergeant?” The other looked on admiringly and
-answered quietly:
-
-“Guess not! ’Twould be a burnin’ shame to stop them two. An there
-won’t be any need neyther, _they_ know what they’re doin, Halloran.
-They ain’t goin’ to ride down nobody. Did ye iver see a finer seat.
-I’d bet that’s an English cavalry man. Look at the spring of him. Be
-the Lord I’d like to be in his shoes this minute!”
-
-Amongst the few riders Athlyne passed on his course were an old man
-and a young woman. The man tall with a big white moustache, a haughty
-bearing, and steely eyes under shaggy white brows. The girl tall and
-slim and graceful with black hair and big gray eyes. Both were fairly
-well mounted, but the girl’s mare was restive and shying at anything.
-As the black horse came thundering along she had to use considerable
-skill and force to keep her from bolting. Athlyne had just time for a
-passing glance as he swept by; but in that instant the face and figure
-became photographed on his memory. The girl turned and looked after
-him; she was in the receptive period of her young womanhood when every
-man has a charm, and when such a noble figure as was now presented is
-a power. With a sigh she turned and said to her companion:
-
-“That is the horse that we saw sold at the Horse Exchange. I was
-jealous of whoever bought it then. I’m not now; a man who can ride
-like that deserves him. Daddy, don’t you think he is something like
-what a man ought to be? I do!”
-
-“You’re right, little girl! But you’d better not say things like that
-to any one else but me; they mightn’t understand!” Joy made no answer
-but she smiled to herself. During the hour or two that followed she
-chatted happily with her father. They had occasional canters and
-gallops until the road got too crowded when they went along more
-sedately. Whenever her father suggested turning homeward she always
-pleaded for one more turn:
-
-“Just one more, Daddy. It is so delightful here; and the river is so
-lovely.” Of course she had her way. The old man found more true
-happiness in pleasing her than in any other way. In her heart, though
-she did not tell her father for she felt that even he mightn’t
-understand, she had a wish that the man on the black horse would
-return the same way. She had a feeling that he would.
-
-
-After his gallop Athlyne went quietly along the road past Grant’s Tomb
-and followed the course of the Drive. Here the road descended,
-circling round the elevation on which the Tomb is erected. Below it is
-the valley of some old watercourse into the Hudson. This valley has
-been bridged by a viaduct over which the Drive continues its course up
-the side of the river for many miles. To-day however, it was necessary
-to make a detour, descend the steep on the hither side of the valley
-and rise up the other side. Some settlement had affected the base of
-the up-river end of the bridge and it had given way. The rock on which
-New York is based is of a very soft nature, and rots slowly away, so
-that now and again a whole front of a house will slide down a slope,
-the underlying rock having perished. Not long before, this had
-actually happened to a group of houses in Park Row. Now the bridge had
-fallen away; the road ended abruptly, and below lay a great shapeless
-mass of twisted metal and stone. The near end of the viaduct was
-barred off with wooden rails, and in the centre was a great board with
-a warning that the thoroughfare was closed.
-
-Athlyne rode up as far as the Up-Town Club, sat for awhile amongst the
-trees on the river bank and thought of many things. Amongst these of
-the girl with the gray eyes who looked so admiringly at his horse--or
-himself. Perhaps he accepted the latter alternative, for as his
-thoughts ran he smiled and stroked his big moustache.
-
-When he rode towards town again he kept a sharp look out,
-unconsciously slackening speed when any old man and young woman riding
-together came in sight. He had ascended the eastern side of the
-valley, over which lay the broken viaduct, and commenced to traverse
-the curved slope leading up to Grant’s Tomb when he heard a sudden
-shouting on the road in front and saw a rush of people to both sides
-and up the steps to the Tomb. An instant after a mounted constable
-appeared urging his horse to a gallop as he cried out:
-
-“Clear the road! Clear the road! It’s a run-a-way!” Instinctively
-Athlyne drew to the roadside, a double purpose in his mind; to keep
-the way clear as directed, and to be able to render assistance if
-possible. The noise and cries drew closer and there was on the hard
-road a thunder of many hoof strokes. Then round the curve swept a
-brown mare dashing madly in a frenzied gallop--the neck stretched out
-and the eyes flaming. The woman who rode her, a tall girl with black
-hair and great gray eyes, sat easily, holding her reins so as to be
-able to use them when the time should come. She was in full possession
-of herself. She did not look frightened, though her face was very
-pale. Behind her but a little way off came two mounted policemen and
-the old man with the big white moustache. Other men variously mounted
-came hurrying in the background; beyond them a whole long series of
-horse vehicles and motor cars.
-
-As he saw her Athlyne’s heart leaped. This was the girl whose face had
-attracted him; his time had come quicker than he had dared to hope. He
-shook his reins and started his horse, spurring him with his heels as
-he did so. If he was to be of service he should be able to keep at
-least equal pace; and that would require a quick start, for the
-runaway was going at a great pace.
-
-And then a great fear fell on him, not for himself but for the girl.
-He knew what perhaps she did not, that the viaduct was broken, and
-that her course lay down the steep roadway to the bottom of the little
-valley. He rode in earnest now; the sloping curved road was so short
-that if he was to stop the mare the effort should be made at once. He
-rode close by her, his powerful horse keeping pace almost without an
-effort, and said quietly to the girl:
-
-“Try to hold her in if ever so little, there is a steep road which you
-must go down. The viaduct is broken and the road barred.”
-
-“I can’t,” she said “she has the bit and I am powerless.”
-
-He struck his heels sharply and the black horse bounded forward. The
-girl saw the movement and understood:
-
-“Take care” she said quickly. “One policeman tried that and was thrown
-over, he may be killed.” As she spoke, the words died on her lips;
-they had rounded the curve and the danger ahead lay open to them. It
-was a choice of evils: a dash down the steep incline with a maddened
-mare, or a crash against the barrier cutting off the viaduct.
-
-But the woman had no choice; the maddened mare took her own course.
-Down the curving slope she dashed and went straight for the barrier.
-This was made of heavy balks of timber below, but the rails above were
-light. These she broke through as she leaped; hurling a cloud of
-broken rails and splinters right and left. The girl had nerved herself
-to the effort when she had seen what was coming and held up as at a
-jump on the hunting field.
-
-The moment that Athlyne had realized the situation he too was ready.
-Seeing that the mare was making for the right side of the barrier he
-went for the left, and they leaped together. The instant they had
-landed on the other side he was ready and rode alongside the mare.
-Ahead of them was the chasm--with death beneath. The girl saw it and
-her pale face grew ashy white. Athlyne, riding level and holding his
-reins in his left hand, hurriedly cried:
-
-“Loose your stirrup and when I get my arm round you take hold of my
-collar with your left hand. Then try to jump to me as I pull you
-towards me.”
-
-The girl loosened her boot from the stirrup and let go her rein,
-bending towards him as his arm went round her waist and catching his
-collar as directed.
-
-“Go!” he cried and she sprang towards him as well as she could. He
-drew her towards him with all his strength, and in a second the girl
-was landed on the pommel of his saddle. She knew what she had to do:
-to leave his right hand free, so she clasped both her arms round his
-neck. He pulled at his reins with all his might--it was two lives
-now--and cried to the horse. The noble animal seemed to understand and
-threw himself back on his haunches.
-
-He stopped only a few yards from the open chasm, into which the mare
-went with a wild rush.
-
-Athlyne slid from the saddle, holding the girl in his arms. As the
-terrible danger came to an end her eyes closed and she sank senseless
-to the ground.
-
-Then the deluge!
-
-Through the barrier, which appeared to melt away before them, came a
-rush of people. Some were on horseback, some on foot, others in
-buggies, carriages, motor cars. Foremost came Colonel Ogilvie who
-leaped the broken barrier; then after him a policeman whose horse had
-manifestly been trained to timber. At last several mounted police
-fearing that some terrible accident might occur from the crowding on
-the viaduct ranged themselves in front of the opening and protected it
-till the coming of a sufficient number of policemen, on foot and
-panting, had arrived to hold it.
-
-Colonel Ogilvie threw himself from his horse and knelt down beside
-Joy. When he saw that she was only fainting he stood up and lifted his
-hat to her rescuer:
-
-“I don’t know how to thank you, sir,” he said in a voice broken with
-emotion. “’Twas a gallant act! Some day, when you have children of
-your own, you may understand what it is to me!” Athlyne who was
-kneeling, still holding up Joy’s head, said in the disconnected way
-usual to such circumstances:
-
-“Do not mention it! It has been a pleasure to me to be of any
-service,” and so forth. Then, seeing signs in the girl’s face of
-returning animation, he said aloud so as to divert some of the
-attention:
-
-“Has any one seen after the mare? The poor brute must be mangled, if
-it has not been killed; it ought to be put out of pain.”
-
-The poor brute was indeed a pitiable sight; there was a sigh of relief
-from the crowd round it down below when a policeman put it out of pain
-with a revolver shot.
-
-Seeing that the lady was now recovering and in the charge of her
-father, Athlyne wanted to get away. He hated all such fuss and
-publicity. He could not let her go lest she should be hurt, but he
-signed to her father who took his place; then he arose. The girl’s
-eyelids quivered and she gave a heavy sigh. Then the eyes opened and
-she stared wildly at the sea of faces around her. She seemed to recall
-everything in an instant, and with a shudder and a violent movement
-sprang to her feet.
-
-“Where is he?” she said anxiously. Then, recovering her full presence
-of mind and seeing her father, she turned to him and putting her arms
-round him began to cry on his shoulder.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- TRUE HEART’S-CONTENT
-
-Athlyne’s one idea was now to get away quickly. The crowd was
-gathering closely and were beginning to ask questions. One big,
-intelligent-looking sergeant of police had out his note-book.
-
-“May I ask your name, sorr?”
-
-“Is that necessary, my good man?”
-
-“Well, we have to report, sorr, but” this he said with a confidential
-look “it mayn’t be necessary to make it public. You see, the lady’s
-all right, and no one is goin’ to make trouble over a dead horse.
-Though why any man would want to keep his name out of the papers for a
-deed like _that_, bates me!” Athlyne beckoned him aside; they leaned
-against the parapet with their faces towards the river. He had by now
-taken out his pocket-book and handed the sergeant a bill with a yellow
-back. The man’s eyes opened when he saw it; and there was more than
-respect in his voice as he said: “Thank you very much, sorr! Be sure
-I’ll do all I can. An’ I don’t know that we can’t pull it off nayther;
-but ye must look out for them blasted kodaks!”
-
-“All right sergeant. I’m much obliged for the hint. By the way wasn’t
-one of your men tumbled over?”
-
-“Yes, sorr; but I’m tould he wasn’t hurt, only a bruise or two an’ the
-skin from off iv his nose.”
-
-“Good! You’ll tell the lady, she is sure to be distressed about him.
-Give him this for me, please. And here is my card. I am at the
-Manhattan.”
-
-“Thank you again, sorr. ’Tis mighty kind of ye. An’ sorr if I may make
-so bould. If ye want not to be in all the paapers to-morra betther not
-ride back. There’ll be a million kodaks on the Boulevard.”
-
-Just then a tall man raised his hat to Colonel Ogilvie and said:
-
-“My motor is here, sir, and I shall be very happy if you will use it
-for the lady. The chauffeur will leave you where you wish.”
-
-“Thank you exceedingly. I shall be very grateful. I dare say I can get
-somebody to bring my horse to the stables; I couldn’t leave my
-daughter alone after such a shock.”
-
-“I’ll see to it, sorr,” said the sergeant, who had come close. Colonel
-Ogilvie gave him his card and said:
-
-“We are at the Holland House. Come up and see me some time to-morrow
-morning. I have some gratitude to express to you and your men!”
-
-Whilst this conversation was going on a slim young man came up to
-Athlyne and raising his hat said:
-
-“Can I do anything for you, sir. It will be a pleasure I assure you.”
-Athlyne summed him up a glance as a soldier.
-
-“Thanks, old fellow,” he said, impulsively holding out his hand.
-“You’re a soldier aren’t you--a cavalry man?”
-
-“No. Field Artillery 27th Battery. But we’re all cavalry at West
-Point. I knew you were a soldier when I saw you ride--let alone what
-you did. What can I do?”
-
-“If it wouldn’t trouble you too much I wish you’d get some one to
-bring my horse to the Exchange in Seventh Avenue. You see I want to
-avoid all this fuss and kodaking.”
-
-“I should love to; what a noble animal he is. But I shan’t send him.
-If you don’t mind I’ll ride him myself. Catch me missing a ride on a
-horse like that. May I come and see you after.”
-
-“Delighted. Manhattan Hotel.” They bowed and parted. Athlyne went to
-Colonel Ogilvie, he felt it would be indecorous to leave without a
-word.
-
-“I hope your daughter is all right, sir.”
-
-“Thanks to you, my brave friend. I am Colonel Ogilvie of Airlville.
-Joy this is Mr. ----” Athlyne felt in an instant like a cad. He
-realised now, in all its force, the evil of deception. Silently he
-handed his card. “Mr. Hardy” her father said. Joy held out her hand
-and he took it.
-
-“I’m not able to thank you, now and here!” she said, raising to him
-her glorious grey eyes. He mumbled out a few words in reply and raised
-his hat to part. As he was turning away Joy whispered to her father:
-
-“Daddy, won’t you ask him to come to see us. Mother will want to thank
-him too. Ask him to come to dinner to-night.”
-
-“My dear, you will be far too upset. Better----”
-
-“Nonsense, Daddy dear. I’m all right now. Indeed, dear, it will seem
-strange if you don’t, after what he has done for--for you, Daddy
-dear--and for me.”
-
-In his own formal and kindly way Colonel Ogilvie gave the invitation.
-Athlyne answered with equal kindly ceremony; and they parted.
-
-By this time the stranger’s motor had been taken in through the broken
-barrier. Colonel Ogilvie insisted that their host should not leave
-them, and they drove off together.
-
-In the public excitement at their going Athlyne escaped unnoticed. He
-took the street at right angles and shortly got a down-town West-End
-Avenue car.
-
-An hour later he had a call from his military friend, who announced
-himself as “Lootenant R. Flinders Breckenridge.” Athlyne had now made
-up his mind how to meet him. He said at once:
-
-“I am going to try your patience, old chap, and perhaps your
-friendship; but I want you to keep a secret. I can’t deceive a
-comrade; and we military men are that to each other all the world
-over. I am here under a false name. I had reasons for keeping my
-identity concealed as I came for a special purpose. So I want you to
-bear with me and keep even that much a secret between you and me.”
-
-“That’s all right!” said the boy with a hearty smile. “On my honour
-I’ll keep your secret as my own.”
-
-“And when I can I’ll write and let you know!” And so a friendship
-began.
-
-“Mr. Hardy” left word at the desk that he would not see any one,
-especially any newspaper man. But on the Riverside Drive the kodaks
-had been hard at work; the black horse was recognised, and the morning
-papers had many execrable likenesses of Lootenant Breckenridge as he
-appeared galloping.
-
-
-In the hall of the Holland House Lord Athlyne found Colonel Ogilvie
-waiting for him with that old-fashioned hospitality which is still to
-be found in the South. He cordially greeted his guest, and when they
-had come from the elevator took his arm to lead him into his own
-suite. Athlyne was quite touched with the greeting extended to him. He
-had not for years been in the way of receiving anything of the nature
-of family affection. But now when his host’s warmth was followed by a
-tearful gratitude on the part of his wife which found expression of a
-quick bending forward and kissing the hand which she held in hers--to
-the great consternation of the owner thereof--he was sensible of
-feeling foolish.
-
-“Oh, pray! pray!” he said, and then remained silent; for what could he
-do but submit gracefully to such an overt outcome of the feelings of a
-grateful mother. Joy was a girl in whom were the elements of passion;
-was it strange that the same emotional yeast worked in her as in her
-mother’s nature.
-
-The introduction to Miss Judith Hayes was a relief. She too felt
-strongly; no less strongly when she realised that the valiant stranger
-was so handsome and of so distinguished an appearance. But after all
-the matter was not so vitally close to her. An aunt, howsoever loving
-her nature may be, cannot be actuated by the overwhelming impulses of
-motherhood. This very difference, however, made speech easier; she it
-was who of all the grateful little party gave best verbal expression
-to her feelings. In frank phrases, touched with the native warmth of
-her heart and emphasised by the admiring glances of her fine eyes, she
-told him of the gratitude which they all felt for his gallant rescue
-of her dear niece. She finished up with an uncontrollable sob as she
-said:
-
-“If it hadn’t been for your bravery and resource and strength there
-would be no more sorrowful band of poor souls in all the wide world
-than--than” she turned her head and walked over to the window. Athlyne
-could see that for quite a minute or two afterwards her shoulders
-shook. When at last she did turn round, her glassy eyes but ill
-accorded with her incisive humorous phrases or her ringing laugh. The
-effect on Athlyne was peculiar; without analysing the intellectual
-process too closely, he felt in his mind with a secret exultation that
-he had “found an ally.” It may have been the soldier instinct, to
-which he had been so long accustomed, working in his mind; or it may
-have had another basis. Anyhow he was content.
-
-His meeting with Joy surprised whilst it satisfied them both. They
-looked into each other’s eyes for an instant, and to them both the
-whole world became crystal. The “whole world” to them both--their
-world--the only world that was to them at that moment, that ever could
-be, that had been since the ordination of things. This is the true
-heart’s-content. It is the rapture of hearts, the communion of souls.
-Passion may later burn the rapture into fixed belief, as the furnace
-fixes the painted design on the potter’s clay; but in that first
-moment of eyes looking into answering eyes is the dawn of love--the
-coming together of those twin halves of a perfect soul which was at
-once the conception and realisation of Platonic belief.
-
-At dinner Athlyne was placed between Mrs. Ogilvie and Joy, Colonel
-Ogilvie being next his daughter and Miss Hayes next her sister. Thus
-Aunt Judy, being opposite both her niece and the guest, could watch
-them both without seeming to stare. In the early part of the dinner
-she was abnormally, for her, silent; but later on, when she felt that
-things were going dully with some of the party, she manifested her
-usual buoyancy of spirits. She had in the meantime come to certain
-conclusions of her own.
-
-Somehow there was an air of constraint over all the party, but in
-different ways and from different causes. Athlyne was ill at ease
-because they all made so much of him; and as he was painfully
-conscious of his false position in accepting the hospitality of such
-persons under an alias, their kindness only emphasised to him his own
-chagrin. Colonel Ogilvie conscious, rather by instinct than from any
-definite word or action, that his guest was more reticent than he
-would have thought a young man would be under the circumstances, was
-rather inclined to resent it. The Ogilvies had from the earliest times
-been very important people in their own place; and many generations of
-them had grown up to the understanding that their friendship, even
-their acquaintance, was an honour. Now when he had asked into his
-family circle a young man known personally to him only by his visiting
-card and by the fact that he had saved his daughter’s life--very
-gallantly it was true--he found his friendly interest in his new
-acquaintance was not received with equal heartiness. The truth was
-that Athlyne was afraid. He felt instinctively that he was not his own
-master whilst those great grey eyes were upon him--most certainly not
-when he was looking into the mystery of their depths. And so he feared
-lest he should become confused and weave himself into a further tangle
-of falseness. In the background of his own mind he knew what he
-wished--what he intended; that this beautiful grey-eyed girl should
-become his wife. He knew that he must first get clear of his false
-position; and he was determined at any cost not to let anything
-interfere with this. At first Colonel Ogilvie’s allusions to his home
-and his place in the world were purely kindly; he thought it only
-right, under the circumstances of his great obligation, to show such
-an interest as a man of his age might with another so much his junior.
-But he could not help feeling that though his guest’s manner was all
-that was winning and that though his words were adequate there was no
-loosening of the strings of self-possession. Such a thing was new to
-the Colonel, and new things, especially those that he could not
-understand, were not pleasing to him. Still, the man was his guest;
-and only a few hours before had rendered him the greatest service that
-one could to another. He must not let him, therefore, feel that there
-was any constraint on his part. And so he acted what was to him an
-unfamiliar part; that of an exuberant man.
-
-Joy was constrained, for with her deep knowledge of her father’s
-character she saw that he was upset by something; and, as that
-something could only be in connection with the guest, she was uneasy.
-She knew well what her opinion of that guest was; and she had a
-feeling of what her hopes would be, dare she give them a voice. But
-that must be postponed--till when she should be alone. In the meantime
-she wanted to enjoy every moment when that guest was by her side. And
-now her breast was stirred with some vague uneasiness.
-
-Mrs. Ogilvie had her own disturbing cause. She could not but see that
-her daughter was very much absorbed in this strange gentleman whom she
-had not ever even seen till that afternoon, and she wanted to know
-more of him before she could allow matters to become more definite.
-She knew that he was brave and she could see that he was a gentleman
-and a handsome one. But still--A mother’s heart has its own anxieties
-about her child. And this mother knew that her child was of no common
-nature, but had her own share of passions which might lead her into
-unhappiness. Too well from herself she knew the urging of a passionate
-nature. Joy had not been tested yet, as she had herself been. She had
-not yet heard that call of sex which can alter a woman’s whole life.
-
-As to Judy her sympathy with romance in any form and her love for Joy
-acted like the two ingredients in a seidlitz-powder. Each by itself
-was placid and innocuous, but when united there was a boiling over. It
-needed no spirit come from the grave, or from anywhere else, to tell
-her of the power which this handsome, gallant, young man had already
-over her niece. A single lifting of the girl’s eyes with that adorable
-look which no habit of convenience could restrain; a single lifting or
-falling of the silky black lashes; a single sympathetic movement of
-the beautiful mouth in its receptive mood as she took in her
-companion’s meaning told her all these things and a hundred
-others--told her a story which brought back heart-aching reminiscence
-of her own youth. She was not jealous, not a particle--honestly and
-truly. But after all, life is a serious thing, serious to look back
-on, though it seems easy enough to look forward to. The heart knoweth
-its own bitterness. “A sorrow’s crown of sorrow is remembering happier
-things.”
-
-So far, as to possibilities. Judith was much too clever and too
-sympathetic a person to go wrong as to facts on which they were based.
-She was a natural physiognomist, like other animals who have learned
-to trust their instincts; and within a very few minutes had satisfied
-herself as to the worthiness of “Joy’s man”--that is how she tabulated
-him in her own mind. She felt quite satisfied as to her own judgment,
-not always the case with her. In her own mind, living as she had done
-for so long in a little world of her own thoughts, she was in the
-habit of arguing out things just as she would were she talking with
-some one else, a man for preference. She always wanted to know the
-truth, even if she did not use it. She had once said to her sister
-when they were considering how they should act with regard to a
-scandal in a neighbouring family:
-
-“Well, Sally, it’s all very well not being inquisitive; but you know,
-my dear, we can’t begin to lie properly till we know what we are to
-lie about. There’s nothing so destructive of after happiness--no
-kindliness so full of pitfalls, as a useless lie.”
-
-Now, her argument ran:
-
-“You can’t be all wrong about a man. You have thought too much on the
-subject not to be able to form an opinion. And even if your old maid’s
-instinct--for you are an old maid, my dear, despite your saying that
-you are so to prove that you are not--warps your judgment in favour of
-the man. The pride that is in that man’s features never came out of
-merely one or two generations of command. It takes a couple of
-centuries at any rate to put _that_ stamp on a face. He is bold--well
-we know that from to-day’s work; he is courtly--a man doesn’t do nice
-things unconsciously, unless it has been his habit. He’s in love with
-Joy--no doubt about that; and small blame to him for it. He’s in her
-father’s house, an honoured guest as he should be. He’s sitting next
-to her and she’s looking straight into his soul with those big lamps
-of eyes of hers. He saved her life a few hours ago, and now he can
-see--if he’s not a fool and he’s not that whatever else he may
-be--that she adores him--and yet he’s not at his ease… What is it?
-What does it mean? For Joy’s sake I must find that out. I may have to
-lie a bit; but at least I’ll know what I am doing!”
-
-With this object in view she took, when the charm of the meeting began
-to lose its lustre, the conversation in hand herself. She felt that
-the time had come. Well she understood when she saw on Colonel
-Ogilvie’s face the very faintest shade of a shadow of that dark look
-which in earlier years had meant trouble for some one. “Lucius is
-thinking!” was the way she put it to herself. To a woman of her
-bringing up, the acts of the men of the family, and especially of its
-head, were not within the women’s sphere. In the old slave-owning
-families there was perpetuated something of the spirit of
-subordination--some survival of old feudal principle. This was
-especially so in everything relating to quarrels or fighting. It was
-not women’s work, and women were trained not to take any part in it,
-not even to manifest any concern. Indeed the free-spirited Judy having
-lived so many years in that particular atmosphere, before being able
-to look round her in wider communities, compared the dominance of view
-of a man in his own family life to that of a cock who lords it over
-the farmyard, struts about masterfully, and summons his household
-round him with no other purpose than his own will. Woman-like she was
-content to yield herself to the situation.
-
-“We’re all the same,” she once said to a farmer’s wife, “women or
-hens. When the master clucks we come!”
-
-As it was quite apparent to her that both her sister and
-brother-in-law were uneasy, she began to take on herself the
-responsibility of action, even if it should have to be followed by the
-odium.
-
-“What’s the use of being an old maid if you can’t do _something_!” she
-said to herself as a sort of rallying cry to her own nerves. Such
-gathering of one’s courage is not uncommon; it is, in unusual
-circumstances, to many men and to most women. It does not as a rule
-apply to professional or accustomed duties. To the soldier, the
-lawyer, the engineer, the man of commerce, each as such, the faculties
-which wait on the intelligence are already braced by habit. And to the
-woman in her hours of social self-consciousness the same applies. When
-a woman puts on her best frock she is armed and ready as completely as
-is the cavalry man with the thunder of the squadron behind him; as the
-artillery man when “Action!” has been sounded. Ordinarily Miss Judith
-was equal to all demands made on her; now she was engaging in a matter
-in which she did not thoroughly understand either the purpose or the
-end. Now she spoke:
-
-“Have you been staying long in New York Mr. Hardy?” At the moment
-Athlyne was talking with his hostess and did not seem to hear; but Joy
-heard and said gently: “Mr. Hardy!” He turned suddenly red, even to
-his ears.
-
-“I beg your pardon, I didn’t …” There he stopped, suddenly realizing
-that he had almost betrayed himself. The fact was that he heard the
-question but forgot for an instant the part he was playing. His ears
-had been tuned to the music of Joy’s voice, and he did not wake at
-once to the less welcome sound. Partly it was of course due to the
-fact that as yet he had heard but little of Aunt Judy’s speech; her
-intentional silence had a drawback as well as an advantage. He stopped
-his explanation just in time to save suspicion from the rest of the
-family, but not from Judy, who having an intention of her own was
-alert to everything. She made a mental note to be afterwards
-excogitated: “I didn’t--what?”
-
-She repeated the question. He answered with what nonchalance he could:
-
-“No. Only a few days.”
-
-“Do you remain long?”
-
-“I am sorry to say that I cannot. I had promised myself a few weeks
-after grizzlies; but that has to be foregone for the present.
-Something has happened which requires my going back at once. But I
-hope to renew my visit before long.” He was pleased with himself for
-the verbal accuracy of the statement, and this reassured him.
-
-“What a pity you have to give up your hunting,” said Colonel Ogilvie,
-heartily. “You would find it really excellent sport. I haven’t had any
-of it for twenty years; but I’d dearly like to have another turn at it
-if I could.”
-
-“What boat do you go by?” asked Mrs. Ogilvie.
-
-“By the French boat. The _Mignonette_ which sails on Saturday.” He
-answered with confidence for he had spent a quarter of an hour looking
-it up before he had dressed; and had already posted a letter to the
-Office asking to have the best cabin open kept for him.
-
-“What a pity,” said Joy. “We are going on the _Graphic_ on the
-Wednesday after; you might have come with us.” She coloured up as she
-became conscious of the dead silence--lasting for a few seconds--of
-the rest of the party.
-
-“H’m!” said the Colonel.
-
-“Perhaps dear, Mr. Hardy has reasons of his own for choosing his own
-route,” said Mrs. Ogilvie, determined that her daughter should not
-appear to be too ardent in pressing the new acquaintanceship.
-
-Athlyne hastened to set matters right, as well as he could. He knew
-from his own bringing up that such a request should come rather from
-the parents than from the girl herself; but he understood and tried to
-protect her. He addressed himself therefore to Mrs. Ogilvie and not
-her daughter as he spoke:
-
-“It would I assure you, be a delight to me to go on your ship. But
-unhappily it would not be possible. Some business matters, not
-altogether my own, are dependent on my arriving in England. If I had
-only known that you were going--Indeed I may say,” he added with a
-smile which all three women accepted as “winning” “that if I had
-known, to begin with, that such delightful people existed. … But
-until that … that accident I had no such knowledge. I must not say
-that ‘happy’ accident for it was fraught with such danger to one whom
-you hold dear. But, that apart, it _was_ a happy accident to me that
-has given me the opportunity of making friends whom I already value so
-highly!” This was for him quite a long speech; he breathed more freely
-when it was over.
-
-When the ladies had gone, he and his host had a long chat over their
-cigars. He was now more at ease, and as the conversation was all about
-sport and horses, matters in which he was thoroughly at home, he could
-speak more freely and more naturally than he had yet done. There was
-not any personal element which would require him to be on guard and so
-cause constraint. The result was that Colonel Ogilvie got quite over
-his stiffness and began to warm to his genial influence.
-
-It was quite a sign of his existing attitude that he now took on
-himself to say just what he had reprehended in his daughter:
-
-“I am really sorry you can’t come on the _Graphic_ with us. It would
-make the voyage a new pleasure for us all!” As he spoke he took the
-young man’s arm in a most friendly way; and to Joy’s secret delight,
-they came in this wise into the drawing-room.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- A DISCUSSION
-
-On reflection Lord Athlyne was glad that circumstances had not
-allowed him to travel on the _Graphic_ with his new friends. At first
-he felt horribly disappointed; as if Fate had in a measure checkmated
-him. Had he known that the Ogilvies were to travel on the White Star
-boat he could have easily arranged his plans. The voyage would in some
-ways--_one_ way--have been delightful. Well he knew that; but as he
-should have to keep up his alias he would have been in a perpetual
-state of anxiety and humiliation.
-
-This feeling made it easier for him therefore to come to a definite
-conclusion regarding his journey home: he would keep to himself, as
-far as possible, during the journey and try to get at the earliest
-possible moment out of his present humiliating position. Under any
-ordinary circumstances he would have gone to Colonel Ogilvie and told
-him frankly of the state of matters, relying on his good feeling to
-understand and sympathise with his difficulty. Had there been
-opportunity for reflection he would have done so; but all was so
-hurried at the scene of the accident that there had not been time for
-thought. He had accepted of necessity the invitation to dinner. Then,
-or before going to the Holland House would have been his chance. But
-again the Colonel meeting him and taking him at once to his family
-made present explanation difficult. Dinner finished him. When first on
-the Drive he had seen Joy he had thought her a beautiful girl. The act
-of rescuing her had made her of the supremest interest to him. But it
-was not till he had sat beside her and looked into her eyes that he
-felt that love had come. No man could look into those beautiful eyes
-and remain untouched. But this man, heart-hungry and naturally
-susceptible after some years of campaigning, fell madly in love. His
-very soul had gone down into the depths of those unfathomable eyes,
-and come back purified and sweetened--like the smoke drawn through the
-rosewater of a hookah. Every instant that he sat beside her the spell
-grew upon him. Joy was a woman in whom the sex-instinct was very
-strong. She was woman all over; type of woman who seems to draw man to
-her as the magnet draws the steel. Athlyne was a very masculine person
-and therefore peculiarly sensitive to the influence. That deep
-thinking young madman who committed suicide at twenty-three, Otto
-Weininger, was probably right in that wonderful guess of his as to the
-probable solution of the problem of sex. All men and all women,
-according to him, have in themselves the cells of both sexes; and the
-accredited masculinity or femininity of the individual is determined
-by the multiplication and development of these cells. Thus the ideal
-man is entirely or almost entirely masculine, and the ideal woman is
-entirely or almost entirely feminine. Each individual must have a
-preponderance, be it ever so little, of the cells of its own sex; and
-the attraction of each individual to the other sex depends upon its
-place in the scale between the highest and the lowest grade of sex.
-The most masculine man draws the most feminine woman, and _vice
-versa_; and so down the scale till close to the border line is the
-great mass of persons who, having only development of a few of the
-qualities of sex, are easily satisfied to mate with any one. This is
-the true principle of selection which is one of the most important of
-Nature’s laws; one which holds in the lower as well as in the higher
-orders of life, zoological and botanical as well as human. It accounts
-for the way in which such a vast number of persons are content to make
-marriages and even liaisons, which others, higher strung, are actually
-unable to understand.
-
-As yet, of course, Joy being a young woman had not her power
-developed. Such an unconscious power takes in the course of its
-development its own time. Instinct is a directing principle, and
-obedience can be given to it in many different ways. With Joy its
-course had been slow, the growth of time alone. Up to now there had
-been no disturbing element in her life; most of her years had been
-spent in a quiet house in a quiet neighbourhood where there were but
-few inhabitants of her own class; and where, therefore, the percentage
-of eligible men was small. There was even to her, as there must be to
-any girl like her, certain protecting oppositions. She was at once
-practical and sentimental, sensuous and dainty. Her taste was her
-first line of defence to the attacks of the baser qualities of her own
-nature. Nothing could appeal to her thoroughly which did not answer
-widely divergent conditions. Aunt Judy had summed her up well in
-saying that she would, if she ever fell in love, give herself
-absolutely. But it must be the right man to whom she did so give
-herself; one who must comply with all the conditions which she had
-laid down for herself. A girl of her up-bringing--with a father and
-mother who adored her each in special way; with an aunt who
-represented impulsive youth all the more actively because she
-professed the staidness of age which is without hope; and with no
-intimate relationships or friendships of the male kind--had not only a
-leaning to, but a conviction of romance as a prime factor of life.
-“Life” was to her not that which is, but that which is to be. As the
-world of the present, where such thoughts are, is not one which is lit
-and coloured by love, the world of the future is the World of Love.
-The Fairy Prince who is to bring so much happiness--when he comes--is
-no mere casual visitor to feminine childhood. He is as real to the
-child’s imagination as the things of her waking life, though his
-nodding plume has little in common with the material things which
-surround her. As she grows older so does he change form, coming more
-into harmony with living fact; till at last in some lofty moment,
-whose memory is a treasure for after life, the ideal and the real
-merge in one.
-
-To Joy the hour had come. The Prince Charming who had swept across her
-path in such heroic fashion was all that she had ever longed for. He
-was tall and strong and handsome and brave. He was a gentleman with
-all a gentleman’s refined ways. He had taste and daintiness, though
-they were expressed in masculine ways. He too had love and passion.
-How could she not know it who had seen--had felt--his soul sink into
-the deeps of her eyes, where mermaid-like her own soul peeping from
-behind the foliage of the deep had smiled on him to lead him on. How
-could she forget that strong arm which was thrown around her waist and
-which tore her from her saddle just in time to save her from a
-horrible death. How could she forget the seconds when she hung on to
-him for life, her arms clasped around his neck.
-
-Whilst he was beside her at dinner she was in an ecstasy. Every fibre
-of her being quivered in response to his. And yet, such is the
-influence of teaching and convention, all this did not detract from
-her outward calm. When the ladies had left the table she had gone out
-with her arm round Aunt Judy’s waist as was the convention of the
-time, and her smile had not lost its frank geniality. But in very
-truth she did not feel like smiling. She would have given anything to
-have stolen away to her own room and have lain on her bed, face down,
-and have thought, and thought, and thought. The whole thing had come
-on her so suddenly. Even the little preparation which she had had at
-the auction--the beautiful horse and the fine-looking masterful man
-who had bought him--did not seem to count. As he had swept past her in
-the Drive, man and horse seen singly seemed superb; but together a
-dream. Still there was nothing to fix it in her mind. There needs some
-personal quality to fix a dream; just as the painter requires a
-mordant to hold his colours to the canvas. But such luxury of thought
-would have to be postponed. It would come, of course--later in the
-night when there would be loneliness and silence. So she had to
-contain herself, and wait.
-
-When “Mr. Hardy” came back to the drawing-room arm in arm with her
-father her heart thrilled. It seemed like a promise of hope if not
-hope itself. Aunt Judy, ever watchful, saw and understood. To her
-seeing eyes and understanding nature there was no mistaking the
-meaning of the girl’s unconscious pantomime--those impulsive
-expressions of thought made through the nerves: the eager half turning
-of the ear to catch the sound of the opening of the dining room door
-and the passing of the feet in the passage way; the uplifting of the
-head as the drawing-room door began to open; the glad look in the eyes
-and the quick intake of the breath as she saw the attitude of the two
-men, each to the other.
-
-As he came in Athlyne looked at her; a look that seemed to lay any
-ghost of a doubt in her mind. She was glad when he went straight
-across the room and began to talk with her mother. She was content to
-wait till when, having done his social duties, he would find his way
-to her. Mrs. Ogilvie had much to say and detained him, Judy thought,
-unduly; but Joy gave no possible sign of impatience. When in due
-course he spoke a few words to Judy herself that estimable young lady
-managed to find something to say to her sister.
-
-When the guest was at last beside her in her corner of the room Joy
-felt that all was right and becoming. No matter how willing a woman
-may be to take steps to the accomplishment of her own wishes, it is an
-added pleasure to her when she is the objective of man rather than his
-pursuer. Even the placid pussy-cat when her thoughts tend to
-flirtation runs--slowly--from her mate until she sees that he notices
-her going. Then she stops and sings to him--in her own manner of
-music--as he approaches.
-
-The two young people did not use many words in their speech; such
-seemed inadequate for what they had to say. Suffice it that what they
-did say was thoroughly understood.
-
-Athlyne did not prolong his stay, much as he would have enjoyed
-staying. He felt that it would be better, in every way, if he did not
-enforce his first opportunity. Mrs. Ogilvie very graciously hoped that
-he would manage to make them a visit before sailing. Joy said
-nothing--in words. He had a little conversation with Colonel Ogilvie
-who was standing away from the rest and leaning on the chimney piece.
-
-When he had gone Joy said good-night to them all; she felt that at
-present she _could_ not talk the little commonplaces of affectionate
-life; and she could not bear to hear “him” discussed. If that acute
-reasoner on causes and effects in the female mind, Aunt Judy, had been
-able to permeate her heart and brain she would at once have understood
-that simple way of accepting a man’s personality--simulacrum. What
-need is there to differentiate when there is but one. Names are given
-as aids to memory; and at times memory ceases to be an important
-matter.
-
-The next evening after dinner “Mr. Hardy” became the subject of
-conversation, and Joy was not comfortable. She knew that there must be
-divergent views regarding any one, and was content to let them all
-have their own opinions. She had hers. Indeed she would not have been
-wholly content to hear him praised even up to the perfection which she
-allowed him. He was by far too personal a possession of her own to
-share even community of feeling regarding him with any one.
-
-In the night that had passed her own feeling had grown, multiplied;
-the feelings of the others had changed too, but in a different way.
-The glamour which had become for her intensified had for them been
-lost in the exactness of perspective. Perhaps it was that Joy’s night
-had been different from theirs. To her had come all the evils of
-reaction. Now and again with wearing recurrency came the exciting
-memories of the day; but always with that kaleidoscopic inconsistency
-which is the condition of dreaming. The brains of most people are not
-accustomed to self-analysis, else we should perhaps more widely
-understand that this very inconsistency is mere reproduction. Whilst
-we think we do not think that we are thinking, and memory does not
-adjust our thoughts to comparison. But, all the time, our thoughts are
-really errant; reflections of the night, which seem to be
-exaggerations or caricatures, are but just surveys taken from an
-altitude which is not our own. In the day time thought is too often
-initiated by carnal or material considerations. Selfishness, and need,
-and ambition, and anxiety are bases on which thought is built in
-working and waking hours. But in the dark and freedom of the night the
-mind borrows the wings of the soul and soars away from the body which
-is held down by all its weighty restraints. It is perhaps in such
-moments that we realise that passion, however earthly may be its
-exciting cause, is in itself an attribute or emanation of the Soul.
-Over and over again did Joy live through the mad moments of that ride
-towards death. Over and over again did that heroic figure sweep up
-beside her out of the great unknown. She began to understand now
-whence came her calmness and quickness of apprehension as she realised
-his presence--the presence of a man who dominated her--even whose
-horse in the easiness of its calm intention outstripped the wildness
-of her own maddened steed. Here again the abstract mind was working
-truly; the horse had its own proper place in her memories of the
-heroic deed. Over and over again did that strong hand and arm seize
-her; and over and over again did her body sway to him and yield itself
-to the clasp, so that at his command it went to him as though of its
-own volition. And then, over and over again, came the remembrance of
-the poor mad mare disappearing over the edge; of the sickening crash
-from below and the wild scream of agony; of the confused rush and
-whirl; of the crowding in of people; of the vista of moving carriages
-and crowds down the curve of the road. And then all kept fading away
-into a blind half consciousness of the strong arm supporting her and
-her wearied head resting on his shoulder. …
-
-This evening Mrs. Ogilvie was very quietly inclined to be tearful. She
-too had had a bad night; constant wakings from vague apprehensions,
-horrible imaginings of unknown dangers; dread that she could not
-localise or specify. Altogether she was upset, something as one is in
-the low stage following an attack of hysteria; nervous, weak,
-apprehensive, inclined to misunderstand things on the melancholy side.
-
-Colonel Ogilvie was in that state of mind following a high pressure,
-which is a masculine reaction. He was very hard to please about
-anything. His wife always thought of this nervous and intellectual
-condition as “one of Lucius’s humours,” to others she said “the
-Colonel is worried about something.” Judy called it: “one of his
-tantrums.” This however did not affect his manner, outwardly. At such
-times he was perhaps even more precise than usual in his observance of
-the little etiquettes and courtesies of social life. It had perhaps
-been unfortunate that his household was exclusively female, for want
-of opposition rather encouraged the tendency. In his club or amongst
-men such irritation or ill feeling as he had found more outward
-expression; and the need to keep himself so that standard of personal
-hearing which his own self esteem had set, perpetually recalled him to
-himself. But at home, this, though it would not have been possible for
-a stranger to find fault with any part of his manner or bearing, still
-kept the rest of the family in a sort of hushed self-surrender. Even
-Judy the daring kept her natural exuberance in control at such times
-and was content to rest in unnoticed quiet. Joy knew well the storm
-signals and effaced herself as far as possible; she loved her father
-too well and respected him too much to do or say anything which might
-cause him disquiet or tend to lower him in his own eyes.
-
-Judy on this as on other occasions maintained a strictly neutral
-position. But her wits were keener and her eyes more observant even
-than usual on that very account. She did not know the cause of her
-brother-in-law’s disturbance, but she understood it all the same. Few
-things there are which lead so directly to the elucidation of truth as
-a clever, unselfish woman on the watch.
-
-Silence rather than speech was the order of the day, and the talking,
-such as it was, began with Colonel Ogilvie. Men when they are carrying
-out a settled intention or policy can be more silent than women; their
-nerves are stronger and their nature more fixed. But in the casual
-matters of life they are children in the hands of women. Here were
-three women, all of them clever, all of them attached to the man and
-all respecting him; but they had only to remain neutral, each in her
-individual way, and let him overcome the _vis inertia_ as well as he
-could. He could not but be aware that the subject of the guest of last
-evening had been tacitly avoided. He had been conscious of such in his
-own case, and with the egotism which was so marked a part of his own
-character he took it for granted that the avoidance was with the
-others due to the same cause as with himself. It was therefore with
-something like complacency--if such a thing could be synchronous with
-irritability, even if one of the two be in a latent condition--that he
-began on the deferred subject:
-
-“I am afraid that our guest last night did not enjoy himself!” There
-was silence for a few seconds. Then each of the three listeners,
-feeling that some remark must be made by some one, spoke suddenly and
-simultaneously:
-
-“Why, Lucius, what do you mean?”
-
-“You surprise me, Colonel!”
-
-“Is that so, Daddy!”
-
-He waited deliberately before saying more; he had been thinking over
-the subject and knew what he wanted to say. Then he spoke with an air
-of settled conviction:
-
-“Yes, my dear!” He spoke to Joy alone, and thus, to all three,
-unconsciously gave away his purpose. “I thought so at the time, and
-to-day, whenever I have considered the matter, the conviction has
-increased.” Mrs. Ogilvie, seeing on her daughter’s face a certain
-hardening of the muscles, took it for granted that it was some form of
-chagrin; in a protective spirit she tried to make that matter right:
-
-“My dear Lucius, I really cannot see how you arrive at such a
-conclusion. It seemed to me that the young man was in rather an
-exalted condition of happiness. I could not help noticing the way he
-kept looking at Joy. And indeed no wonder after the gallant way he had
-saved her life.” She added the last sentence as a subtle way of
-reminding her husband that they were all under obligation to the young
-gentleman. Moreover there was in her heart as a mother--and all
-mothers are the same in this respect--that feeling of pride in her
-daughter which demands that all men shall be attracted by her charms.
-No matter how detrimental a man may be, nor how determined she is that
-his suit shall not be finally successful, a mother considers it the
-_duty_ of the young man to love her daughter and desire her.
-
-Joy somehow felt humiliated. It was not merely that she should be the
-centre of such a discussion--for, after all, it was through rescuing
-her that he was there at all; but she was hurt and disappointed that
-this particular man should be discussed in any way. She had seen no
-fault in him; nothing to discuss in his conduct or his bearing or his
-words or his person. She herself had admired him immensely. He was
-somehow different from all the other men she had ever seen. … Then
-pride came to her rescue. Not pride for herself, but for him. In her
-heart he was her man, and she had to protect his honour; and she would
-do so, if necessary. This idea at once schooled her to restraint, and
-steeled her to endure. With an unconscious shrug she remained silent.
-
-But Judy’s keen eyes had been on her, and both her natural sympathy
-and the experience of her own heart allowed her to interpret pretty
-well. She saw that for Joy’s sake--either now or hereafter--some
-opposition to the Colonel’s idea was necessary. She had noticed the
-settled look--it had not yet become a frown--which came over his face
-when his wife spoke of his looking at Joy. In just such moments and on
-subjects as this it is that a father’s and a mother’s ideas join
-issue. Whilst the mother expects the singling out of the daughter for
-devotion, the father’s first impulse is to resent it. Colonel
-Ogilvie’s resentment had all his life been habitually expressed with
-force and rapidity; even in a tender matter of this kind the habit
-unconsciously worked.
-
-“All the more reason, Sarah, for his being candid about himself. For
-my own part I can understand one attitude or the other; but certainly
-not both at once!”
-
-Joy began to get seriously alarmed. The mere use of her mother’s
-formal name was a danger-signal of rare use. By its light she could
-realise that her father had what he considered in his own mind to be a
-real cause of complaint. She did not like to speak herself; she feared
-that just at present it might complicate matters. So she looked over
-appealing at Judy, who understood and spoke:
-
-“What two attitudes? I’m afraid I for one, don’t understand. You _are_
-talking in riddles to-night!” She spoke in a gay debonair manner so
-like her usual self that her brother-in-law was unsuspicious of any
-underlying intent of opposition. This was just the opportunity for
-which he was waiting. With a sardonic smile he went on, singling out
-Joy as before:
-
-“Your mother, my dear, has told us one of them. Perhaps the young man
-did look at you. There’s little wonder in that. Were I a young man and
-a stranger I should look at you myself; and I would also have looked
-at any other man who dared to look at you too. If this is a man’s
-attitude he should be more genial--more explicit--more open--less
-constrained to her relatives. That my dear Judy,”--he turned to her as
-he spoke “is the other attitude.” Mrs. Ogilvie answered--the
-conversation to-night was decidedly oblique:
-
-“Really, Colonel, I can’t agree with you. For my own part I thought
-his attitude towards her relatives was all that was courteous and
-respectful. Certainly to her mother!” She bridled, and Joy grew more
-serious. Her mother calling her husband “Colonel” was another
-danger-signal; and she knew that if once her father and mother got to
-loggerheads over him--“him” was her way of thinking of Mr. Hardy--it
-might keep him away from her. She summoned up her courage and said
-with all the affectionate raillery which was usually so effective with
-her father:
-
-“Daddy dear do you remember Æsop’s fable about the Boy and the
-Frogs?”
-
-“I suppose I ought to, little girl; but I’m afraid I have forgotten.
-What was it about?”
-
-“The Boys were throwing stones at the Frogs, and when the Frogs
-remonstrated the Boys said they were doing it for fun. So the Frogs
-answered: ‘It may be fun to you; but it is death to us!’” Colonel
-Ogilvie puckered up his eyebrows:
-
-“I remember, now, my dear; but for the life of me I don’t see its
-application here.” Joy said with a preternatural demureness:
-
-“It means Daddy, that you are the Boy and I am the Frog!” Her father’s
-gravity became intensified:
-
-“That does not help me much, daughter!”
-
-“Well, you see, Daddy, here are you and mother commenting on how a man
-looked at me--and--so forth. But you don’t take into consideration the
-sensitiveness of a woman’s heart--let alone her vanity. I think you’ve
-forgotten that I am not now ‘merely a child emerging into
-womanhood’--don’t you remember on the _Cryptic_--but a staid woman to
-whose waning attractions everything relating to a man is sacred. One
-who looks on man, her possible rescuer from the terrors of old
-maidhood with the desperation of accomplished years.” As she had
-spoken unthinkingly the word “rescuer” a hot tide of blood had rushed
-to her face, but she went bravely on to the end of her sentence. There
-was not one of the three who did not understand the meaning. Her
-mother and aunt were concerned at the self-betrayal. Her father’s face
-grew fixed, now to sternness. With a faint heart Joy felt that she had
-made a terrible mistake, and inwardly condemned herself for its
-foolishness. Colonel Ogilvie now went on with grave deliberateness, he
-was determined that there should be no error regarding his
-disapprobation. All the time he was inwardly fuming against Mr. Hardy
-whom he held responsible:
-
-“As I was saying, that fellow’s attitude, as it appeared to me, was
-wanting in both openness and that confidence which underlies respect.”
-Here Joy quivered. Judy, watching her, noticed it and for a moment was
-scared. But the girl at once forced herself into calm, and Judy’s
-anxiety quite disappeared. She knew that Joy was now quite master of
-herself, and would remain so. The Colonel, accepting the dejected
-silence as a request to continue, went on:
-
-“Of course there is no need for me to say that he is a very gallant
-fellow and a superb horseman, and that his manners are those of a
-polished gentleman. Nor, further still, that I and mine are under a
-deep debt of gratitude to him. But there are some things which a man
-can do, or what is worse which he can leave undone, that show
-distrust.”
-
-“What things, for instance?” It was Judy who asked the question
-falteringly; but it was to Joy that the answer was directed:
-
-“Well, my dear, I shall illustrate. When I, wishing to show that we
-all took an interest in him and his surroundings, mentioned Airlville
-and spoke of clubs and such matters he did not proffer me any
-information. Still, thinking that his reserve might be that usually
-attributed to the stand-off-ness of the English as often accepted
-here--that it was due to habit rather than intent--I asked him where
-he lived in London. He wrote an address on one of his cards--which by
-the way has no address graven on it--and handed it to me, saying:
-‘That is only a lodging. I have not got a house yet.’ Then I asked
-what clubs he belonged to; and he simply said ‘Several’ and began to
-ask me questions about what sport we usually have in Kentucky. Now my
-dear, I am not usually inquisitive; and as this man was my guest I
-could not proceed in face of such a--a snub.” He winced at the word.
-“But as I was really anxious that we should see more of one who had
-rendered us so signal a service, I expressed a hope that when we were
-in England in the summer we might have the pleasure of seeing him. I
-am bound to say that he reciprocated the wish very eagerly. He asked
-me a host of questions as to our plans; and I told him what we had
-arranged about the Lake Country and the Border of which we have such
-traditions in our family. He certainly has a very winning way with
-him, and I quite forgot at the time his want of trust about his
-residence and his clubs!”
-
-“Perhaps he may have no home; he may be a poor man,” suggested Aunt
-Judy. The Colonel answered her, this time directly:
-
-“He may not be a rich man, but he is certainly not a poor one. You and
-I” this to Joy “saw him pay three thousand for that horse. And he is
-free with his money too in other ways. That police sergeant who was
-with me this morning--and who, my dear, asked me to convey his
-gratitude to you; I gave it for you--told me that the gentleman had
-given him on the Viaduct a hundred dollars for himself, and then
-another hundred for the officer who was run down.”
-
-“How generous!” said Judy. Joy said nothing; but she leaned forward,
-gladness in her eyes. There is some chord in a woman’s heart which
-sounds to any touch of generosity or even of liberality. It is some
-survival of conditions of primitive life, and a permanent female
-attribute. Judy, anxious to propitiate her brother-in-law, and to
-preserve the absent man’s character, said as though it were the
-conclusion of some process of reasoning:
-
-“He must be some important person who is here on private business.”
-Ogilvie smiled genially:
-
-“Our dear Judy will find a romance in everything--even in a man’s
-distrust!” Judy, somewhat nettled, felt like defending her own
-position. This had nothing to do with Joy so she felt she could argue
-freely about it:
-
-“It needn’t be a romance, Lucius, only fact!”
-
-“My dear Judy, I don’t see why a man should give so extravagantly
-merely because he is on private business. Why, it is the very way to
-attract attention.” Judy was made more obstinate by the apparent
-appositeness of the remark and by the tolerant tone of the speaker.
-
-“I don’t mean that he gives _because_ he is on private business,
-surely you know that; but that he may be an important man who gives
-handsomely as a habit. He may be keeping his identity concealed.”
-
-“How do you mean exactly. How keep his identity concealed? He never
-told me; and he has been my guest!” Colonel Ogilvie had a puzzled look
-on his face.
-
-“Well, for instance by taking another name for the occasion.
-Perhaps--” Here she caught sight of the look of positive horror on
-Joy’s face and stopped short. Joy had seen in what direction the
-conversation was drifting, but was afraid to interfere lest she should
-bring on the very catastrophe which she dreaded. She had never
-forgotten her father’s expressions regarding an alias; and she had
-reason to fear that should his suspicions be in any way directed
-towards the new friend whose accidental acquaintanceship already
-promised so much, some evil or hindrance must ensue. But her
-hypothetical concern was lost in a real one. As Judy spoke, the
-Colonel started to his feet, his manner full of suppressed fury. He
-was bristling all over, preliminary of his most dangerous mood.
-
-Joy rose to the occasion. It was now or never. It was apparent that
-her father had taken that form of offence which is generally expressed
-in idiom or slang. Cornishmen call it a “scunner,” Cockneys “the
-hump,” Irishmen “an edge,” Americans “shirty.” It is a condition
-antecedent to active offence; a habitat of the germ of
-misunderstanding; a searchlight for cause of quarrel. Joy felt cold,
-into the very marrow of her bones; well she knew that her father would
-never forgive any such offence to him as was implied in an assumed
-name. His remarks on the subject flamed before her like fiery
-handwriting on the walls of her memory. Moreover Judy’s incautious
-remark had but echoed her own thought. All day she had been dreaming
-of this man who had plunged so gallantly into her life. Naturally
-enough to a young woman, she had been weaving romances in various
-forms round that very identity which, even to her, had been
-unexpressed if not hidden. Naturally her dreams had in them some
-element of concealment; romances always have. She had in her secret
-heart taken it for granted that this man must be distinguished--how
-could he be otherwise; and now her father’s suspicion might result in
-some breach which might result in her never seeing him again. … It
-was a possible tragedy! To her, grim and real from her knowledge of
-her own heart; and none the less a real tragedy or less potent because
-its bounds were lost in the vagueness of mist and fear. … She was
-pale and inwardly trembling; but, all the same, her light laugh rang
-true; she was desperate and fighting for her man, and so was strung up
-to nature’s pitch:
-
-“Why, Daddy, if you’re going to kill anyone it will have to be dear
-Aunt Judy. She’s the one who has made the alias. The poor man
-himself--who by the way is not here to answer for himself and
-explain--hasn’t done any conceivable thing wrong that we know of--even
-you Daddy know that; except not having a house and not bragging of his
-clubs!”
-
-This seemed to strike her father; it touched him on the point of
-Justice. The lightness of his daughter’s laugh reassured him.
-
-“True!” he said. “That is quite true. I was too hasty. And he saved my
-little girl’s life!” He rose from the table and putting his arm round
-her shoulders kissed her. Then they went into the drawing-room.
-
-Joy bore up bravely for the rest of the evening. But when she was in
-bed and assured that she was alone, the reaction came. She was as cold
-as a stone and trembled all over. Putting her face down into her
-pillow she pulled the sheet over her head and wept her very heart out.
-
-“Oh what it might have been if all went well. But what might be if
-Daddy took some queer idea … and quarrelled …!”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- “LOOK AT ME!”
-
-When on Tuesday afternoon “Mr. Hardy” visited at the Holland House
-he found only the single ladies at home. Colonel Ogilvie had gone out
-in the morning to see after several matters of business, both in
-connection with Air and relating to the forthcoming visit to Europe.
-He had said he would probably not be back till dinner time. Mrs.
-Ogilvie had gone out after lunch for a drive and would pay some visits
-before returning home. Joy pleaded headache as an excuse for remaining
-at home. Indeed her excuse was quite real; no one can pass so
-melancholy a part of a night as she had done without suffering the
-next morning. As the day wore on, however, the headache insensibly
-departed; something else had taken its place. Joy would not admit to
-herself what that something was; but that afternoon she took unusual
-pains with her toilet. Judy noticed it with her usual acute
-observation, understood it with her understanding sympathy; with her
-wonted discretion she remained silent. She felt, and rightly, that the
-time had not yet come when she could either be serious with Joy or
-jest with her on the subject nearest to her heart. One thing she did
-which can never be out of place, especially when it is true: she
-showed pleasure in her niece’s looks, taking care, however to put her
-own reason for it on a non-offensive basis.
-
-“Joy,” she said “that terrible experience of Sunday has not told on
-you a bit. You are looking simply lovely.” Ordinarily Joy would have
-known it, and would not have shrunk from admitting it to herself, or
-possibly even to her aunt; but to-day she was full of self doubting.
-Her very flush of happy excitement when her aunt spoke would have
-betrayed her secret to a much less sympathetic or experienced person
-than Judy.
-
-It is love more than any other cause or emotion or feeling which
-creates self-distrust with the young. And sometimes with the old, for
-the matter of that.
-
-When she found that Aunt Judy did not “chaff” her or ask her
-questions, which she rather feared would happen, Joy beamed. Indeed it
-looked to Judy’s loving eyes as if she visibly blossomed. Judy spoke
-of her dress, remarking how well the dark full-coloured green silk
-became her slender figure; but she was careful not to overdo her
-praise, or to suggest any special cause for so elaborate a toilet.
-
-But Judy was of a distinctly practical nature. She took care to send a
-message to the hall that if any visitors should come, though both
-Colonel and Mrs. Ogilvie were out, Miss Ogilvie and Miss Hayes were at
-home.
-
-Athlyne found both ladies busily idle. Joy was reading a novel; which
-by the way she put down hurriedly without as Judy noticed, marking the
-place. Judy was knitting; that sort of heavy uninteresting knitting
-which is manifestly for the poor! She was used to say that such was
-the proper sort of occupation for an old maid. She, too, put down the
-cause of her occupation, but deliberately; thereby giving time for the
-guest to salute her niece without the need of interruption. It did not
-matter, then, if Joy’s hand did remain an instant longer in his than
-formality demanded, nor if--when released--it was white in patches as
-when extra force is applied to delicate flesh. For a few minutes Judy
-joined in the conversation with her usual brilliancy. But to-day she
-was distinctly restless, sitting down and jumping up again; moving out
-of the room quietly and coming back noisily--the proper way as she
-said on an after occasion for all old maids to move. Whenever she came
-back she would join in the conversation in a sort of butterfly fashion
-till she flitted away again.
-
-In one of these trios when Mr. Hardy happened to remark that he would
-like to know what the movements of the Ogilvies would be, and what
-address they gave for letters when they were away, Joy answered:
-
-“Daddy always has our letters sent to Brown Shipleys in Pall Mall. But
-we shall be moving about a good deal I expect. Mother has to take
-baths at Ischia again, and one of us will stay with her; but Daddy
-wants to go about a bit and see something of England. He is set on
-seeing the Border counties this summer.”
-
-“Then how am I to know where you are?” he asked impulsively. With a
-bright smile Joy nodded over to Miss Hayes:
-
-“You had better ask Aunt Judy. She might keep you advised. She’s the
-letter-writer of the family!”
-
-When in her turn Joy had moved away on some little domestic duty he
-turned to Judy and said:
-
-“Won’t you let me know the moves on the board, Miss Hayes. It would be
-very kind of you.” He looked so earnest over it that she felt her
-heart flutter. She said at once:
-
-“Of course I shall, if you will let me have an address to write to.”
-He had evidently thought over this part of the matter, for he took
-from his pocketbook a card on which he had written below his printed
-name: care Jonathan Goldsworth, Solicitor. 47B Lincoln’s Inn Fields,
-London, W. C. “That will always find me. I may be away or travelling;
-but my letters are sent on every day.”
-
-Judy thanked him, and seeing that Joy was out of earshot added on her
-own account:
-
-“It is only right that you, who did so much for my dear niece--and so
-for us all--should know at least where she is.”
-
-“Thank you very, very much!” said Athlyne impulsively. He had all an
-Irishman’s instinctive knowledge of woman’s character and felt that
-Judy was to be trusted, that she was heart-wholly devoted to her
-niece. On her part Judy _knew_ that he could be trusted to the full,
-especially where Joy was concerned. And from that moment she began to
-take an interest in the love affair; an interest quite personal to
-herself and independent of her love for the girl. She felt that she
-was a participant in all schemes which were to be; and that, she came
-to the conclusion, was about all the real romance that an old maid
-could share in. “Thank God there’s that left at any rate!” was her
-prayer of gratitude.
-
-Athlyne felt a powerful impulse to make a _confidante_ of her. This
-was the first chance he had of disclosing the reality of things, and
-he was just about to begin when Joy returned. Once again did that
-self-distrust, incidental to his state of mind, cramp him. He fancied
-that it might be premature. Not knowing how deeply Joy cared for him
-already, he was unwilling to take any chance which might militate
-against his ultimate success. There was also another hampering feeling
-coincident with the self-distrust: he thought it might be possible
-that a confidence made to Judy might be embarrassing to her with her
-own folk. Already his devotion was deep enough and pure enough to
-prevent his doing intentionally anything which might cause her pain.
-Could Aunt Judy have looked into his heart, as she could and would
-have done had he been a woman, she would have been satisfied of the
-genuineness of his affection; and so she would have had no doubts at
-all as to the end of Joy’s love affair.
-
-Joy’s return, however, brought somehow a sense of restraint. She had
-herself originated or initiated a mechanism of correspondence and she
-feared that Mr. Hardy might notice that she had done so. In her
-present state of feeling towards the man, the very idea of such a
-thing was fraught with humiliation. It is extraordinary how much
-people take to heart the belief on the part of others of that they
-have intended. Truth, truly, is a bright weapon; even the flash of it
-has its own terrors!
-
-Judy did not comprehend exactly what the trouble was. She could see
-that there was restraint on both sides, and was wondering whether it
-had been possible that he had been speaking too impulsively--“going
-too quick” was the way she put it to herself--and that Joy had
-resented or feared it. Not the fact but the rapidity. Well Judy knew
-that in her youth a woman most holds back when the wildest desire of
-her heart is to rush forward; that the instinct of woman being to draw
-man on, she will spend the last ounce of her strength in pushing him
-back. Judy had once said:
-
-“A woman wants a man to be master, and specially to be her master. She
-wants to feel that when it comes to a struggle she hasn’t got a chance
-with him, either to fight or to run away. That’s why we like to make a
-man follow when in truth we are dying to run after him--and to catch
-him up!” Some of her circle to whom the heterodox saying had been
-repeated professed to be very indignant as well as horrified. This was
-chiefly noticeable in such of the most elderly of the good ladies as
-had a lurid past or a large family, or both.
-
-If, however, Judy had any doubts as to the cause she had none whatever
-of the fact. There was no mistaking the droop of Joy’s eyes, or the
-sudden lifting and quick dropping of the lids which makes the densest
-man’s heart flutter; no mistaking his eager look; the glowing eyes
-ranging over face and form when the windows of her soul were closed,
-and entranced in their light when they were open. Judy herself knew
-the power of those gray, deep eyes. Even when her niece had been a
-baby there seemed something hypnotic about them. They could disarm
-anger, or change the iron of theory into the water of fact. Often and
-often after some such episode when she had thought the matter over she
-had said to herself:
-
-“Lord! if she’s like that as a baby with me, what will she be with a
-man when she’s a woman!” Judy who was a self-observer knew
-instinctively that in Joy was an inherent influence over men. There
-was some very subtle, delicate force which seemed to emanate from her;
-some force at once compelling and tranquillizing, for the explanation
-of which mere will-power was insufficient. The power was now in active
-exercise; but it was turned inwards. Joy was in love! Judy knew it as
-well as if she had herself acknowledged it; indeed better, for the
-acknowledgment of such a secret, except to the man himself, is given
-with reserve. And so she made up her mind to further the affair; but
-to prevent Joy betraying herself unduly during such furtherance. By
-“unduly” Judy really meant “unwisely” as to ultimate and most complete
-efficacy.
-
-She had an idea that Joy herself would approve, at present, of such
-discretion. It seemed a direct confirmation of such idea when
-presently the girl said to her in a faint whisper:
-
-“Don’t go away again Aunt Judy!”
-
-When, however, in the course of conversation as the three sat chatting
-together happily, Mr. Hardy mentioned that his ship sailed in the
-early morning and she saw the colour leave the girl’s cheeks for a
-moment, just as a white squall sweeps a sunlit sea, Judy’s heart
-softened. She understood that retreating wave of colour. Nature has
-its own analogies to its own anomalies; there is a white blackbird,
-why not a white blush! So when the time drew near for the departure of
-the visitor Judy slipped away for a minute. When she had gone the two
-sat still. Athlyne’s eyes were on Joy, eager, burning. Her eyes were
-down, the black lashes curling against her cheeks. In a voice rather
-husky he said in a low tone:
-
-“Won’t you think of me sometimes till we meet again?” Her answer was
-given in what she wished to be a matter-of-fact tone, but the slight
-quaver in it told another story:
-
-“Of course I shall! How can I help it? You saved my life!” There was
-an entrancing demureness in the downcast eyes. But it was not enough
-for the man. He wanted to see the eyes, to gaze in them, to lose
-himself in them once again. There is for each individual nature some
-distinctive way of expressing itself. Sometimes it is the mouth which
-tells the story; sometimes it is by simple existence such as the lines
-of the nose or forehead, by the shape and movement of the hands;
-sometimes by a characteristic habit. Joy’s nature spoke through the
-eyes; perhaps it is, that intention is best given by the eyes. Anyhow
-the lover wanted to see them.
-
-In a low voice--not a whisper--that thrilled with intensity he said:
-
-“Joy, look at me!” He spoke her name, though it was for the first
-time, quite unconsciously. As she heard it Joy’s heart beat so that
-she feared he would notice it, and all the self-protective instincts
-of womanhood rose at the thought. For an instant her face glowed; then
-it grew pale again. She did not hesitate, however. She raised her eyes
-and looked him full in the face. Her cheeks were flaming now, but she
-did not heed it. In the face of nature what, after all, is convention.
-As Athlyne lost himself in those wonderful eyes he had a wild almost
-over-mastering desire to take her in his arms and kiss her straight on
-the beautiful mouth. He was bending towards her for the purpose, she
-was swaying towards him, he believed; but for long afterwards he could
-not be sure of the matter.
-
-But suddenly he saw a change in the girl’s face, a look of something
-like terror which seemed in an instant to turn her to stone. It was
-but a momentary change, however. The spasm passed, and, just as though
-it was to his eyes as if he had waked from a dream, she was her
-easeful self again. At the same moment the outer door of the _piece_
-opened and Mrs. Ogilvie’s voice was heard as she entered:
-
-“Judy, I am so glad! I am told he has not gone yet. I should have been
-so sorry if I had not seen him!” When she entered the room, three
-seconds later, she found the two young people talking quietly
-according to the demure common-place of convention.
-
-Mrs. Ogilvie was very hearty in her manner; a little more hearty than
-usual, for she had a sort of feeling as if something extra in the way
-of civility was due to him after the way her husband had spoken of
-him. This was illustrative of two things. First the woman’s
-unconscious acceptance of an unfavourable criticism of an absent
-person, as if it had been made to and not merely of him; second the
-way the sternness of a man’s judgment is viewed by the females of his
-family. She insisted that Mr. Hardy should stay for tea and asked Joy
-to ring and order it.
-
-Joy had been at once relieved and disappointed by the sudden entry of
-her mother. The maidenhood in her was glad of the postponement of the
-necessity for her surrender; the womanhood in her was disappointed by
-it. She was both maid and woman; let the female reader say, and the
-male reader guess, which feeling most predominated. She was glad that
-_he_ was staying a little longer; for so she might at least feast her
-eyes on him again; but it was at best a chastened gladness, for well
-she knew that that thrilling moment would not come again--during that
-interview. And he was going away next morning!
-
-Athlyne, too, was ill at ease. He, too, knew there would be no more
-opportunity now to follow up his declaration. The chagrin of his
-disappointment almost made him cross, such being the nature of man.
-Here, however, both his breeding and the kindliness of his nature
-stood to him; the shadow quickly passed. Later on in the evening, when
-he was thinking the matter over, he came to the conclusion that the
-interposition, though he did not attribute it to any divine origin,
-was after all perhaps best. It could not, or might not, suit him to
-declare himself so quickly. He felt that under the circumstances of
-his false name it would be necessary, or at any rate wise, to take
-Colonel Ogilvie into his confidence before declaring himself to his
-daughter.
-
-It is thus that we poor mortals deceive ourselves. He had been just
-about to declare himself in the most passionate and overt way a man
-can; by taking the girl in his arms and kissing her, without even a
-passing thought of her father. But now, from some other cause, quite
-outside the girl and not even within her knowledge, he found his duty.
-One might with this knowledge easily differentiate the values of
-“necessary” and “wise” in his mind regarding his confession to her
-father.
-
-Joy found a very distinct, though shy, pleasure in handing him tea and
-cake. Judy as usual presided at the tea-table. She did not interfere
-unduly with her niece’s ministrations, but she took care that she had
-plenty of opportunities. “Joy dear won’t you see if Mr. Hardy will
-take more tea?”--“has Mr. Hardy enough sugar?” and so forth. She had
-noticed those sudden liftings of the girl’s eyes, and knew what they
-meant to a woman--and to a man. Athlyne did not as a rule make tea a
-“square” meal, but this time he got in that direction. He refused
-nothing she offered. He would have accepted death at her hands now, if
-it would have pleased her; and it was only the girl’s discretion which
-saved the situation.
-
-In due time he made his adieux and took his leave. With Joy there was
-no more than a handshake. It was perhaps part of a second longer than
-customary, but the force with which the squeeze was given lingered
-long in her memory. Perhaps it was the pain inflicted in the operation
-which made her often during the evening, when she was alone, caress
-the possibly wounded hand! That night she went to sleep with her right
-hand pressed to her heart.
-
-Judy had a wild impulse to tell Joy to go to the door with the
-departing guest, but in the presence of her mother she did not dare to
-suggest it. Had she been alone she would probably have done so.
-
-Athlyne walked away with his mind in a whirl. In his heart was ever
-surging up through all other thoughts that one sublime recognition
-which comes to every man at least once in his life: that which Sir
-Geraint voiced:
-
-“Here, by God’s rood is the one maid for me!” To this all other
-thoughts gave way. It obsessed him. When he came to Forty Second
-Street he did not turn towards the hotel but kept straight on up Fifth
-Avenue till he reached Central Park. He felt the need of movement. He
-wanted to be alone in the open. At Central Park his steps took him
-seemingly of their own accord towards the Riverside Drive. When he
-came to a place amongst trees seeming to hang over the river he sat on
-a seat and gave way to his thoughts. There was no one near him. Below
-him was the quiet river with its passing life; beyond, the Jersey
-shore so distant that details of life were not apparent. He took off
-his hat, more in reverence than for ease, as he thought of the
-beautiful girl who had so strangely come into life. Over and over
-again he said to himself in endless repetition:
-
-“Joy! Joy! Joy! Joy!” He sat till the light began to fail and for long
-after the sudden darkness of the American night had swooped down. Then
-he went home.
-
-In the hotel he found a visitor waiting for him. Mr. Breckenridge had
-come to say good-bye. He did so with so much heartiness that Athlyne
-could not bear to be aught but hearty himself. Though he longed to be
-alone he insisted on the young fellow coming up to his own rooms.
-
-The boy was not quite at ease so Athlyne said to him:
-
-“There is something on your mind. What is it?”
-
-“Well, look here, sir,” he answered gravely. “You have treated me like
-a comrade, and I want to treat you like one!”
-
-“Go on, old chap. I’m listening.” Not without some nervousness the
-other proceeded:
-
-“I saw in the _Journal_ last evening that you had dined on Sunday
-evening in the Holland with Colonel Ogilvie.”
-
-“Those damned reporters!” interrupted Athlyne, but at once told him
-with a wave of his hand to proceed:
-
-“That hung in my mind from something you said to me the other evening.
-That confidence which I shall always value.” Athlyne nodded. He went
-on:
-
-“I know something of that family. I’m from Kentucky myself; and I was
-there for a while--that time of the nigger disturbance you know--and I
-was quartered not far from Airlville. I have met Colonel Ogilvie; but
-it was on duty and amongst a good many others so he would not remember
-me. I never met any of his family; but I need not tell you that I fell
-in love with Miss Ogilvie. No fellow could help that; one glimpse of
-her is enough---- However---- I heard a lot down there about the old
-man, and as I was keen about the girl I took it all in and remembered
-it. I want to tell you this, because he is a very peculiar man. He is
-a splendid old chap. As brave as a lion, and as masterful as Teddy
-Roosevelt himself. But all the same he has his ideas which are hardly
-up to date. He is as stern as Fate in matters of--of--well, social
-matters. They told me a story of him which when I recalled it has
-troubled me since I saw you. It was about a man whose identity he
-mistook and who for a jest allowed the error to go, and kept it up. He
-was a Northern of course, for a Southern would have understood, and
-our boys are sometimes very keen on a joke. But it was no joke when
-the old man tumbled to it. He called it an unforgivable outrage and
-insisted on fighting over it. I tell you it nearly cost the joker his
-life. He was drilled right through, and only escaped death by a
-miracle. I tell you all this, sir, because of your confidence in me.
-If I might make a suggestion--you won’t think it beastly presumptuous
-of me will you?” Athlyne held out his hand; the other after shaking
-it, went on: “I would venture to suggest that--of course if you have
-not done so already--you should take him into your confidence before
-leaving here. It might be awkward if the old man were to find out for
-himself. He would think it a want of trust, and he might never forgive
-it. I am sure you would like to meet him and his again--you know you
-can’t save the life of a girl like that every day----” He stopped
-there, confused and blushing.
-
-Athlyne was touched by the young man’s kindly frankness and sincerity.
-He thanked him heartily but in a regretful way added:
-
-“Unfortunately I didn’t tell him. It was all so quick, and there was
-no opportunity when we did meet; and now I may not have the chance for
-some time. It would not do to write; I must see him and explain. And I
-go away early to-morrow. But be sure of this: the very first chance I
-get I shall tell him. I do wish for the friendship of him and his; and
-I should be main sorry if any foolishness hindered it. I shall have to
-do it carefully, I can see from what you tell me that he may construe
-my accepting his hospitality in my assumed name as an offence.” He
-went to the door with his friend, but before parting he said:
-
-“By the way I should like you to do something for me if you don’t
-mind. I have asked the Horse Exchange people to get me another mount
-of the same strain as my black, a mare this time. I have given them
-full instructions, and if you will, I shall tell them that they must
-have your approval. I want some one who knows a good horse; and as I
-have given them carte blanche as to price it is right I should have
-some one to refer to. They are to send it to England for me.”
-
-When Breckenridge was gone he set about his preparations for his early
-start. Strange to say he never thought of dinner at all that day; the
-omission may have been due to his hearty tea! As he worked he thought
-gravely over what his young friend had told him. He could see good
-cause for concern. Colonel Ogilvie’s attitude towards
-misrepresentation only echoed his own feeling. He came to the
-conclusion that there lay before him much thought; and possibly much
-action.
-
-But all the same this branch of the subject did not monopolise his
-thoughts that night. As he lay awake he kept repeating to himself
-again, and again, and again:
-
-“Joy! Joy! Joy! Joy!” He fell asleep with the words on his lips. The
-thought continued in his heart.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
- THE CAR OF DESTINY
-
-Athlyne did not feel safe till the French vessel was dipping her
-nose into the open Atlantic seas, and the Long Island Hills were a
-faint blue line on the western horizon. The last dozen hours of his
-stay in New York had been as though spent in prison. He knew well now
-that he really loved Joy; that this was no passing fancy, no mere
-desire of possession of a pretty woman. All phases of the passion of
-love, from the solely physical to the purely spiritual, have their own
-forces commanding different sets of nerves. Any one of these many
-phases may be all-compelling--for a time. But it is rather the blind
-dogged reckless pursuit of an immediate purpose than the total
-abandonment to a settled conviction. All the passions--or rather the
-phases of one passion--are separate and co-ordinate. Inasmuch as they
-are centred in one physical identity they are correlated. Nature has
-its own mysteries; and the inter-relations of various functions of a
-human being form not the least of them. As there are broad divisions
-of them--Christians accept three, the ancient Egyptians held to
-eight--so must we accept their uses and consequences. “Body and soul,”
-so runs the saying of the illiterate, not seldom used in objurgation.
-“Body, mind and soul” says the quasi-thinker who believes that he has
-grasped the truth of the great parcelling-out of qualities. “Heart,
-soul and flesh” says the lover who knows that he understands. The
-lover alone it is who knows as distinguished from believing. For his
-world is complete; in it there is no striving after knowledge, no vain
-desire of many things, no self-seeking. For the true lover’s one idea
-is to give. In such a world there can be no doubting, no fearing, no
-hoping. Before its creation Pandora’s box has been emptied to the
-last. It may be that the lover’s world is only a phantasm, a
-condition. It may be that it is a reality which can only be grasped by
-those who have been gifted with special powers. It may be that it is
-an orb as real as our own world, whirling in space in darkness, and
-can only be seen by those who have a new sense of vision. Surely it is
-not too much to believe, following the great analogies, that the soul
-as well as the body has eyes, and that all eyes of all sorts and
-degrees have vision of one kind or another; that there may be even a
-power of choice. We know that in the great manifestation which we call
-Light are various rays, each with its own distinctive powers and
-limitations. When these are all classified and understood, then
-science may take breathing time for its next great effort at
-investigation. Why, then, may not certain visual organs be adapted to
-specific purposes! We know through our sensoria that there is response
-in various ways to seekings of our own; whatever be the means of
-communication; whatever it be--electrical or magnetic, or through some
-other of the occult root forces, the message is conveyed. Why may it
-not be, again following the great analogies, that two forces of
-varying kind coming together are necessary for creation of any kind.
-We know it of lightning, we know it of protoplasm, and of whatever
-lies between them of which we know anything. We find or have ground
-for believing that the same conditions hold in all the worlds which
-germinate and increase and multiply. May it then not be that in
-love--“creation’s final law”--the meeting of the two forces of sex may
-create a new light; a light strange to either sex alone; a light in
-which that other world, spinning in the darkness through ether, swims
-into view in that new-created light.
-
-In physical life when flesh touches flesh the whole body responds,
-provided that the two are opposite yet sympathetic. When ideas are
-exchanged, mind come forth to mind till each understands with a common
-force. When soul meets soul some finer means of expression comes into
-play. Something so fine and of condition so rare that other senses can
-neither realise nor conceive.
-
-But in the lover all the voices speak, and speak simultaneously; the
-soul and the mind and the body all call, each to its new-found mate.
-What we call “heart” gives the note for that wonderful song of love;
-that song of songs whose music is as necessary in a living world as
-light or air, and which is more potent in the end than the forces of
-winds or seas.
-
-To Athlyne this new world had dawned. In the light which made it
-visible to him other things looked small; some of them base. And this,
-though the consciousness of love was still wanting; it had only spoken
-instinctively. The completeness only comes with that assurance of
-reciprocity which need not be spoken in words. Athlyne had been very
-close to it. The yearning of his own nature had spoken in that call
-out of the depths of his heart: “Joy look at me!” And if there had
-been time for the girl’s new-wakened love to surge up through the deep
-waters of her virgin timidity his happiness might have been by now
-complete. As yet he only believed that there might yet be happiness
-for him; he did not know! Had he seen in Joy’s beautiful eyes the
-answering look which he hoped for, he would have been justified in a
-change of his plans. He would then have spoken to her father at the
-earliest possible opportunity, have told him the entire story of his
-visit to America under an assumed name, and trusted to his good
-feeling to understand and absolve him. As it was he had to accept
-existing circumstances; and so he prepared himself for the future.
-First he would get rid of his alias; then he would try to see Joy
-again and form some idea of his fate. After that he would make his
-confession to Colonel Ogilvie; and if the latter still remained
-friendly he would press his suit.
-
-If some impartial reasoner, like Judy for instance, had been summing
-up the matter for him the same would have said: “What are you
-troubling yourself about. You are as good as he is, you are a suitable
-match for the girl in every way. You have a title, a large estate, a
-fine social position personally. You have a more than good record as a
-soldier. You are young, handsome, strong, popular. You saved the
-girl’s life at the risk of your own. Then why, in the name of common
-sense, are you worrying? The old man is not an ass; he will understand
-at once that you had a good reason for assuming another name. He will
-see that the circumstances of your meeting were such that you had no
-time to undeceive him. He owes you already the deepest debt of
-gratitude that a father can owe. The girl owes you also her life. What
-in the world better chance do you want? You love the girl yourself
-…”
-
-Aye! there it was. He loved the girl! That hampered him.
-
-During the whole time of the voyage he kept to himself. He made no new
-friends, not even acquaintances; he had begun to feel that so long as
-he remained under the shadow of that accursed alias each momentarily
-pleasant episode of his life was only the beginning of a new series of
-social embarrassments. When the ship arrived at Havre he got off and
-went at once to London. There he stayed for a few days in the lodgings
-which he had taken in the name of Hardy. He set himself gravely to
-work to wipe out from his belongings every trace of the false name. It
-was carefully cut or scraped from the new luggage, obliterated from
-the new linen and underclothes by the simple process of scissors. The
-cards and stationery were burned. It was with a sigh of relief that,
-having discharged all his obligations, he drove to his chambers in the
-Albany and resumed his own name and his old life. He was, however,
-somewhat restless. He tried to satisfy himself with long rides, but
-even the speed of the Kentucky horse who got more than his share of
-work did not satisfy him. There was some new uneasiness in his life;
-an overwhelming want which nothing of the old routine, no matter how
-pleasant it might be, could fill.
-
-
-When “Mr. Hardy” had said good bye to her, Joy’s new life began. New
-life indeed, for Love is a new birth, a re-creation. Whenever she
-thought of herself she seemed to be leading a double life. All the
-routine, the cares and the duties of the old life remained unchanged;
-but superimposed on it was quite a new existence, one of
-self-surrender, of infinite yearning, of infinite hope, of endless
-doubting as to whether she was worthy of all that which she shyly
-believed really existed. She was all sweetness to those around her, to
-whom she seemed happy--but with a tinge of sadness. Both her father
-and mother believed that she was feeling the reaction from the shock
-of the Riverside adventure. Her mother possibly had at first an idea
-that she had given some thought to the handsome young man who had
-saved her; but when she herself reviewed in her mind how quietly, not
-to say unconcernedly, the young man had taken the whole episode she
-was content to let it take a minor place in both her concern and her
-recollection.
-
-In due course the Ogilvie family set out on their European journey,
-and in due course without any occurrence of note they arrived at their
-destination.
-
-
-Hotel Bellevue,
-Casamicciŏla, Ischia.
-
-Dear Mr. Hardy:
-
-As I promised to write to you I now try to keep my word. I dare say
-you will think that an old maid is glad to get a chance of writing to
-a man! Perhaps she is! But I may say a word in your ear: the habit of
-personal reticence begins younger and lingers longer than you would
-think. However this is not the time or place--or weather for
-philosophising. The scenery is far too lovely to think of anything
-unpleasant. We got here all right after a voyage which was nice
-enough, though rather dull, and with no opportunities of making new
-friends. We can’t have runaway horses on shipboard! My sister will
-remain here for some weeks and I shall stay with her as it wouldn’t do
-to leave her all alone. It brought the whole caboodle of us hurrying
-over from America through a blizzard the last time! No, thank you! And
-Colonel Ogilvie doesn’t care to travel by himself. He is set on going
-up to Westmoreland which he says is the original Country of his branch
-of the Ogilvies. He is complaining of getting no riding here; and yet
-he says that when he gets to London he will hire a motor. Men are
-queer things, aren’t they? The rest of us are quite well and looking
-forward to our English visit where we may meet some friends. How are
-you? I suppose spending your time as usual galloping about like a
-knight-errant on a big black horse rescuing distressed ladies. And
-writing letters to a pack of women not _all_ old maids! I suppose you
-will spare a moment to write to one in answer to this, just to say
-where you are and where you will be in the next few weeks. My
-brother’s section of our party leaves here next week. As I am an old
-maid I am shy of telling my sister, and most of the rest of us, that I
-am writing to a gentleman; but if they knew it they too would send
-their love. For my own part I must confine myself to kind remembrance.
-
- Believe me,
- Yours faithfully,
- Judith Hayes.
-
-P. S.--By the way, I forgot to say that the first contingent will
-after a few days in London go on to Cumberland or Westmoreland--I know
-it is the “Lake” country!
-
-
-Athlyne read the letter eagerly; but when he had finished he dropped
-it impatiently. There was not a thing in it that he wanted to
-know--not once the name he wanted to see. He sat for a while thinking;
-then he took it up again saying to himself:
-
-“She’s no fool; it must have taken her some pains to say so little.”
-As he read it the second time, more carefully this time and not merely
-looking for what he wished to find, the letter told its own story, and
-in its own way. Then he smiled heartily as he sat thinking it over and
-commenting to himself:
-
-“Not a word about her; not even her name! And yet she must know that
-it would be of _some_ interest to me to hear of her. I wonder if it
-would do to run over to Ischia. There seems to be a party of them …”
-He read over the letter again with a puzzled look, which all at once
-changed to a smile. “Good old Judy! So that’s it is it! That’s not the
-first letter Miss Judy has written with a double meaning in it. She
-hasn’t those fine eyes and that quick wit for nothing. Why it’s as
-clever and as secret as that sent to Basing at Pretoria.” For a good
-while he pondered over it, making notes on the back of the envelope.
-Then he read these over:
-
-“We are at Ischia.
-
-“I am writing because I promised.
-
-“The habit of personal reticence (that means not saying a thing for
-yourself) is for both young and old.
-
-“Our voyage was dull, no adventure, no meeting any one like you.
-
-“Mrs. Ogilvie and Judy remain at Ischia some weeks.
-
-“Colonel Ogilvie doesn’t like going alone and goes to the Lake County
-(who is to be with him but Joy?)
-
-“He wants to go motoring (seems more in this--think it over).
-
-_The rest of us_--(that can only mean Joy) are looking forward to
-meeting friends in England--(that proves she is going with her
-father).
-
-“Let me know where you will be during the coming weeks.
-
-“My brother’s section of our party--(He and Joy)--leave here next
-week.
-
-“I haven’t told Mrs. Ogilvie _or most of the rest of us_ (Besides Mrs.
-O. there are only two so that _most_ of them must mean the
-bigger--that is Colonel Ogilvie--she has not told that one of the
-two--then she _has_ told the other. And the other is Joy!)
-
-“If any of those kept in ignorance knew they _too_ would send their
-love!
-
-“‘_Too!_’ Then one does. Judy sends her own ‘kind remembrance.’ The
-only other one, Joy, sends her love--to me.
-
-“Joy sends her love to me!”
-
-He sat for a moment in an ecstasy, holding the letter loosely in his
-hand. Then he raised it to his lips and kissed it. Then he kissed it a
-second time, a lighter kiss, murmuring:
-
-“That’s for Aunt Judy!” He proceeded with his comment:
-
-“The postscript: ‘After a few days in London--will go on to Cumberland
-or Westmoreland.’ No address in either place, what does that mean? She
-has been so clever over the rest that she can’t be dull in this. She
-_must_ know the London address … she thinks it best not to tell it
-to me--why?”
-
-That puzzled him. He could not make out any reason from her point of
-view. He was willing to accept the fact and obey directions, but Judy
-had been so subtle in the other matter that he felt she must have some
-shrewd design in this. But the simple fact was that in this matter she
-had no design whatever. She intended to write to him again on hearing
-from him and to give him all details.
-
-But for his own part Athlyne had several reasons for not seeing
-Colonel Ogilvie in London. Knowing that the father might make some
-quarrel out of his coming to his home in a false name he wanted to
-make sure of the daughter’s affection before explaining it to him.
-Besides there was the matter of continuing the fraud--even to Judy.
-Until things had been explained, meeting and any form of familiarity
-or even of hospitality on either side was dangerous. He could neither
-declare himself nor continue as they knew him. He was known in London
-to too many people to avoid possible _contretemps_, even if he decided
-to continue the alias with them and take chance, until he could seize
-a favourable opportunity. And as he could not introduce the old
-gentleman to his friends and his clubs it would be wiser not to see
-him at all. When all was said and done the pain of patient waiting
-might be the least of many ills.
-
-All the morning and afternoon he thought over the letter which he was
-to write to Judy. He despaired of writing anything which could mean so
-much; and beyond that again he felt that he could say nothing which
-would be so important to its recipient as the message of Judy’s letter
-had been to him. How could he hope for such a thing! The letter, which
-just before the time of collection he posted with much trepidation,
-ran:
-
-
-“My Dear Miss Hayes:
-
-“Thank you very much for your most kind letter and for all that you
-have said and left unsaid. I too had a dull journey from New York and
-found London duller still. As a town it seems to have fallen off; but
-it will brighten up again I am sure before long! I am glad you are all
-well. I suppose your party will re-unite after Mrs. Ogilvie’s cure has
-been completed. It is strange how we are all taking to motor cars. I
-am myself getting one, and I hope in the early summer to have some
-lovely drives. I am looking out for a companion. But it is a difficult
-thing to get exactly the one you want, and without such it is lonely
-work. Even going the utmost pace possible could not keep one’s mind
-away from the want. When I went to America that time I was feeling
-lonely and dull; and I have felt lonelier and duller ever since. But
-when I get my motor I hope all that will shortly cease. I hope that
-when you arrive--if you and Mrs. Ogilvie do come over--that you will
-honour my car by riding in it. I shall hope to have some one with me
-whom you must like very much--you seem to like nice people and nice
-people seem to be fond of you. I greatly fear it will not be possible
-for me to see Colonel Ogilvie in London, for I have to be away very
-shortly on some business, and I probably shall not be back in time;
-but I am going up North in a few weeks--in my new car if it is
-ready--and I shall hope to see my friends. Perhaps Colonel Ogilvie and
-some of his friends will come for a drive with me. Won’t you let me
-know where he will be staying after he leaves London. Please give, if
-occasion serves, my warm remembrance to all. I have not forgotten that
-delightful conversation we had before tea the day I called. Tell Miss
-Joy that I wish we could renew and continue it. Miss Ogilvie must be a
-very happy girl to have, in addition to such nice parents who love her
-so much, an aunt like you so much her own age, so sympathetic, so
-understanding. I cannot tell you how much I am obliged to you for
-writing. I look eagerly for another letter.
-
- “Believe me,
- Yours very sincerely.”
-
-
-There he hesitated. He had meant never to write again the name Richard
-Hardy. Here the letter seemed to demand it. He had already thought the
-matter over in all ways and from all points of view and had, he
-thought, made up his mind to go through with the fraud as long as it
-was absolutely necessary. There was no other way. But now when he had
-to write out the lie--as it appeared to him to be--his very soul
-revolted at it. It seemed somehow to dishonour Joy. Since he had
-looked into the depth of her eyes, scruples had come to him which had
-not ever before troubled him. It was unworthy of her, and of himself,
-to continue a lie. And so with him began again the endless circle of
-reasoning on a basis of what was false.
-
-A lie, little or big, seems gifted with immortality. At its creation
-it seems to receive that vitality which belongs to noxious things. The
-germs which preserve disease survive the quick lime of the plague-pit
-and continue after the seething mass of corruption has settled into
-earthly dust; and when the very bones have been resolved into their
-elements the waiting germs come forth on disturbance of the soil
-strong and baneful as ever.
-
-Sometimes Athlyne grumbled to himself of the hardness of his lot. It
-was too bad that from such a little thing as taking another name, and
-merely for the purpose of a self-protective investigation of a lie, he
-should find himself involved in such a net-work of deceit. Other
-people did things a hundred times worse every day of their lives. He
-had often done so himself; but nothing ever came of it. But now, when
-his whole future might depend upon it, he was face to face with an
-actual danger. If Colonel Ogilvie quarrelled with him about it that
-would mean the end of all. Joy would never quarrel with her father; of
-that he felt as surely as that he loved her. All unknown to himself
-Athlyne had an instinctive knowledge of character. Any one who had
-ever seen him exercise the faculty would have been astonished by the
-rapidity of its working. The instant he had seen Joy he had recognised
-her qualities. He had understood young Breckenridge at a glance;
-otherwise he was too shrewd a man to trust him as he had done. It is
-not often that a man will entrust the first comer in a crowd with a
-valuable horse. To this man, too, an utter stranger, he had entrusted
-his secret, the only person who now knew it on the entire American
-continent. So also with Colonel Ogilvie. He was assured in his inner
-consciousness that that old gentleman would be hard to convince of the
-necessity for disguise. There was something about his fine stern-cut
-features--so exquisitely modified in his daughter--and in his haughty
-bearing which was obnoxious to any form of deceit.
-
-One of these grumbling fits came on him now, and so engrossed him that
-he quite forgot to sign the letter. It was in the post box when he
-recollected the omission. He rejoiced when he did so that he had not
-written the lie. It was queer how sensitive his conscious was
-becoming!
-
-One immediate effect of the awakened conscience was that he went about
-a motor car that very afternoon. He had said to Miss Judy that he was
-getting one, and his words had to be made good. Moreover he had, in
-addition to the train of reasons induced by Miss Judy’s mention of
-Colonel Ogilvie’s getting a car, a sort of intuition that it would be
-of service to him. Of service to him, meant of course, in his present
-state of mind with regard to Joy--of service in furthering his love
-affair. He had wished for a horse and got one, and it had brought him
-to Joy. Now he wanted a motor … The chain of reasoning seemed so
-delightfully simple that it would be foolish to dispute it.
-Sub-conscious intuition supplied all lacunæ.
-
-The logic of fact seemed to support that of theory. He looked in at
-his club to find the name of a motor agency. There in the hall he met
-an old diplomatic friend, who after greeting him said:
-
-“This is good-bye as well.”
-
-“How so?” he asked.
-
-“I am off for Persia. Ballentyre got a stroke just as he was starting
-and they sent for me in a hurry and offered me the post. It is too
-good to refuse, so I am booked for another three years. I was
-promising myself a long rest, or a spell in a civilised place anyhow.
-It is too bad, just when I was expecting home my new
-Delaunay-Belleville car which has been nearly a year in hand.”
-
-“Do you take the car with you?” asked Athlyne feeling a queer kind of
-beating of his heart.
-
-“No. It would be useless there; at all events until I see what the
-country and the roads are like. I was just off to the agents to tell
-them to sell it for me.”
-
-“Strange we should meet. I came here to look up the address of an
-agent. I want to buy a car.”
-
-“Look here, Athlyne; why not take over this? I shall have to sell it
-at a sacrifice, and why shouldn’t you have the advantage. I’ll let you
-have it cheap; I would rather clear it all up before I go.”
-
-“All right, old chap. I’ll take it. What’s the figure?”
-
-“I agreed to pay £1,000. You may have it at what you think fair!”
-
-“All right. Can we settle it now?”
-
-“By all means.” Athlyne took out his cheque-book and wrote a cheque
-which he handed to the other.
-
-“I say,” said Chetwynd. “You have made this for the full sum.”
-
-“Quite so! What else could I offer. Why man, do you think I would beat
-you down because you are in a hurry. If there is any huckstering it is
-I who should pay. I get my car at once, the very car I wanted. I
-should have to wait another year.”
-
-Three days after, the car arrived. Athlyne had spent the time in
-getting lessons at a garage and learning something of the mechanism.
-He was already a fair mechanic and a fine driver of horses; so that
-before another week was out he had learned to know his car. He got a
-good chauffeur so that he would always have help in case of need; and
-before the next letter arrived from Miss Judy he was able to fly about
-all over the country. The new car was a beauty. It was 100-110 h. p.
-and could do sixty miles an hour easily.
-
-The next letter which he received from Miss Hayes was short and
-devoid, so far as he could discern after much study, of any cryptic
-meaning whatever. She thus made allusion to the fact that he had not
-signed his letter:
-
-“By the way I notice that you forgot to sign your letter. I suppose
-you were thinking at the time of other things.” The later sentence was
-underlined. The information in the letter was that Colonel Ogilvie and
-“his daughter” expected to be in London on the Saturday following her
-letter and would stay at Brown’s Hotel, Albemarle Street, “where I
-have no doubt they will be happy to see you if you should chance to be
-in London at the time. I think Lucius intends to write you.”
-
-The latter sentence was literally gall to him. He knew that he must
-not be in London during their stay there. To be away was the only
-decent way of avoiding meeting them. He must not meet Colonel Ogilvie
-until he had made certain of Joy’s feeling towards him, for he could
-not make his identity known till he had that certainty. He could then
-explain his position … The rest of the possibilities remained
-unspoken; but they were definite in his own mind.
-
-As he had to go away he thought it would be well to study up the
-various branches of the Ogilvy as well as of the Ogilvie family. He
-would then make a tour on his own account to the various places where
-were their ancient seats. As Colonel Ogilvie was interested in the
-matter some knowledge on his part might lead … somewhere.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
- A LETTER
-
-Before he set out for London, Colonel Ogilvie wrote a letter to “Mr.
-Hardy” which he sent to the address given on the card handed to him at
-New York. He had thought over the matter of writing with the
-seriousness which he always gave to social matters. Indeed he was
-careful to be even more punctilious than usual with this young man;
-firstly because he had got the idea that his overtures had not been
-cordially received and he wished to be just, secondly because he felt
-he must not forget the great service rendered to his daughter and
-himself. In his letter he apprised Mr. Hardy that with his daughter he
-was coming to London for a week or more, that they would be staying at
-Brown’s Hotel, Albemarle Street, and that they would be very pleased
-to see him there if he would honour them with a visit, and that
-perhaps he would make it convenient to dine with them any evening
-which he himself might select. He also told him that Mrs. Ogilvie and
-her sister were to remain some weeks longer in Italy, and that they
-would join him in the North of England, whence they would go all
-together to some bracing part of Scotland, to be decided later on when
-the time came for the after-cure. Of course, as he did not know that
-Athlyne was already in correspondence with Miss Judy, and was
-particular to give details of his future movements. Before posting it
-he showed the letter to Joy so that he might have her opinion as to
-whether all was correct. Joy was secretly fluttered, but she preserved
-admirably her self-control and came well through the ordeal, leaving
-no suspicion in the mind of her father as to the real state of things.
-She was now very deeply in love; the days that had passed had each and
-all fed the flame of her incipient passion. Time and the brain working
-together have a period of growth of their own which the
-physiopsychists have called “unconscious cerebration,” a sort of
-intellectual process whereby crude thoughts are throughout the
-darkness of suspended effort developed into logical results. Again,
-one of Nature’s mysterious workings; again one of her analogies to the
-inner and outer worlds of growth. As the hibernating seed, as the
-child in the womb, so the thought of man. Growth without ceasing, in
-light or darkness. Logical development, from the gates of Life to the
-gates of Death.
-
-Joy was so deeply in love that all her thoughts, all her acts, all her
-hopings and fearings were tinged by it. Dreams need a physical basis
-somewhere; and whatever is the outward condition of man or woman so
-will be the mind. Whatever the inward, so will be the outward; each is
-the true index to the other. Her father, though an acute enough man in
-other respects, was sublimely unconscious of any change in his little
-girl; indeed he held her in his mind as but a child to whom the
-realities of life had not yet presented themselves. And yet even as a
-father he was feeling the effects of her developed affection. All the
-sweetness of her childhood had ripened. Somehow her nature had become
-more buoyant, more elastic. Sweetness and thoughtful understanding of
-his wishes seemed to breathe from her. Now and again were languorous
-moments when her whole being seemed to yield itself involuntarily to a
-wish outside her own. To a woman these are times of danger. For when
-the will ceases, passivity is no longer negative; it is simply a
-doubling of the external domination--as though an active spirit had
-been breathed into inertness. There are many readings to any of the
-Parables. When certain devils have been cast out and the house has
-been swept and garnished may it not be that spirits other than devils
-may find place therein. May it not also be that there is a virtue in
-even selfishness; if only that its protective presence keeps out
-devils that would fain enter the house where it abides.
-
-With a spirit of meekness Joy waited the coming of the friend who had
-been bidden. She had every confidence that he would come. True that he
-had not written to her; but she had seen his unsigned letter to Judy,
-and into its barrenness had read meanings of her own. How could he
-_not_ come to her when she would have so gladly flown to him? Besides
-there was always with her the memory of that rapturous moment when he
-had spoken her name: “Joy look at me!” It was not hard to remember
-that; it was the only time she had heard her name upon his lips. As
-the weeks had gone by, that little sentence impulsively spoken had
-arrived at the dignity of a declaration of passion. It had grown in
-her mind from a request to a command; and she felt the sweetness of
-being commanded by a man she loved. In that moment she had accepted
-him as her Master; and that acceptance on a woman’s part remains as a
-sacred duty of obedience so long as love lasts. This is one of the
-mysteries of love. Like all other mysteries, easy of acceptance to
-those who believe; an acceptance which needs no doubting
-investigation, no proof, no consideration of any kind whatever. She
-had faith in him, and where Faith reigns Patience ceases to be a
-virtue.
-
-Her father waited also, though not in the same meekness of spirit.
-Indeed his feeling was fast becoming an exasperation in which the
-feeling of gratitude was merging. He felt that he had done all that
-was right and correct with regard to the young man. He had gone out of
-his way to be nice to him; but with only the result of insult--that
-was the way in which he was beginning to construe the silence of Mr.
-Hardy. Insult to his daughter as well as himself; and that was a thing
-which could not be brooked from anyone no matter how strong or how
-numerous were his claims for leniency! Joy saw that there was some
-cause of displeasure with her father, and with a sinking heart had to
-attribute it to the real cause. She knew--which her father did
-not--from his letter to Judy that Mr. Hardy would have to be away from
-London just at the time of their visit; but she was afraid to speak
-lest she should precipitate catastrophe. It was not that she had fear
-in the ordinary sense. Much as she loved her father she would face him
-if necessary. But she felt that it would be unwise to force the issue
-prematurely; her father was a man of such strong prejudices--he called
-them convictions!--that once they were aroused they mastered his
-judgment. What might happen if he should give them scope on this
-occasion! Her heart sank more deeply still at the very thought.
-
-In her anxiety she took what was probably the wisest course; she kept
-him perpetually busy, trotting about with her to see the sights of
-London. This was a pleasure which she had long promised herself
-with--since the adventure with the run-away horse--the added interest
-of having present a nice Englishman to point out and explain. This
-special charm had now to be foregone; and the denial made her secretly
-sad. However, the best anodyne to pain is pain; her anxiety regarding
-her father’s case was a counteractant to her own. Father and daughter
-were so busy, morning noon and night, and the girl appeared to be so
-tired when the day’s programme as laid down had been exhausted, that
-occasion was lacking for consideration of a disagreeable subject.
-Towards the end of the first week, however, Colonel Ogilvie’s patience
-began to fail. He felt that he must speak of his annoyance to some
-one, and there was no choice. Joy felt that the moment had come, and
-she did not flinch. She had a grim foreboding that there would be
-something said which would give her pain to hear. Her hands were tied.
-She could not even mention that Mr. Hardy was away; her father would
-be sure to ask how she knew it. If he did so, she would not dare to
-tell him; for she knew well that if he learned that the man who had
-not even answered his own letter was in secret correspondence with the
-ladies of his own family--that is how he would put it--the fact would
-add fuel to the flame, would change chagrin to fury. And so she
-steeled herself to the quiet endurance of suffering.
-
-The blow fell at breakfast time when her father had looked through the
-few letters which lay beside his plate.
-
-“Well, I do think that that young man’s rudeness is unpardonable!”
-
-Joy looked up with a pleasant smile which belied the chilly feeling
-about her heart. She felt that she must pretend ignorance; her father
-might, later on, hold a too ready acceptance as suspicious:
-
-“What, Daddy? Who? Whose rudeness?”
-
-“That--that gentleman whom I asked to dine with us. Mr. Hardy.”
-
-“Perhaps he may not have got your letter.”
-
-“How do you mean, daughter? He must have got it; I directed it to the
-address he gave me himself.”
-
-“But Daddy, he may be away. You remember he told you at dinner that
-day in the Holland that he had important business. It may have been
-prolonged you know. He may not even be in London.”
-
-“Then he should see that his letters are duly sent on to him.”
-
-“Certainly he ought. But perhaps Daddy he’s not as careful as we are.
-He may not be a man of business!” Colonel Ogilvie smiled:
-
-“I’m afraid that is a very bad argument my dear. You have just used
-the opposite!”
-
-“How so, Daddy?” she asked wrinkling up her brows.
-
-“You said he might be away on business!” He was so pleased with his
-combating of her argument that her purpose was effected; he abandoned
-the subject--for a time.
-
-The next morning, however, he renewed it again under similar
-circumstances:
-
-“I think, my dear, that we had better give up any idea of keeping that
-young man on the list of our friends. It is quite evident that he does
-not care to continue our acquaintanceship!” Joy suffered much this
-time; all the more because there was nothing that she could say which
-would be wise. She had to content herself with a commonplace
-acceptance of his views. So she answered with as steady a voice as she
-could manage:
-
-“Of course, Daddy! Whatever you think right!” The answer pleased her
-father; he showed it in his reply:
-
-“I am sorry about it, my dear; for he seemed a fine young fellow, and
-he saved you very bravely. However we cannot help it. _We_ did all we
-could to make him welcome; but we can’t force him to come to us. It
-isn’t an occasion for wain-ropes!” After a pause she ventured to say
-meekly:
-
-“Yes. It would be a pity if we had to quarrel with a man who did so
-much for us. I suppose if he _could_ show that he did not get your
-letter, then it would be--you could forgive him.”
-
-“Of course I would, my dear. But these English are so stand-off that
-there is no understanding them. I wanted to be friends with the man
-who saved my little girl … But there, it is no use wishing anything
-when people are pig-headed …”
-
-His words somehow made Joy’s heart glow. It might be all right yet, if
-only …
-
-But the present was sadly un-right. The suspense, the uncertainty, the
-waiting in the dark were hard to bear. It was little wonder that in
-the middle of the following week her father noticed that she had grown
-pale and listless. Deep down in his mind he connected it somehow with
-“that damned fellow” but he took care not to betray his thought to his
-daughter in any way. His present wish was that even the existence of
-the fellow should fall out of the memory of his family. As for himself
-he never let a grievance fall out of his memory; there had to be a day
-of reckoning for all concerned in such.
-
-He quietly made preparations for their northern tour, and when all was
-ready told Joy who joined with alacrity in the move. London was now
-growing hateful to her.
-
-
-In the meantime Athlyne, living either in his castle of
-Ceann-da-Shail--which he had long looked on as his home--as a centre,
-was flying about in his new motor, learning each day fresh mysteries
-of driving. The speeds of the motor are so much above those of other
-vehicles that a driver, howsoever experienced he may be in other ways,
-seems here to be dealing with a new force. The perspective changes so
-fast as the machine eats up the space that the mind requires to be
-practised afresh in judging distances and curves. It had been a bitter
-regret to him that he had to keep out of London just when Joy had come
-to it. His mind was always running on what a delight it would be to be
-with her when all the interesting things came before her; to note the
-sudden flushes of delight, to see the quick lifting of the beautiful
-eyes, to look into their mysterious, bewildering depths. At first when
-such ideas took him whilst driving, he nearly ran into danger.
-Unconsciously his hands would turn the wheel for speed, and in his
-eagerness he would make such swerves and jumps that undesirable things
-almost happened. However, after a few such experiences his nerves
-learned their own business. It is part of the equipment of a chauffeur
-to be able to abstract and control his driving senses from all other
-considerations; and such dual action of the mind requires habit and
-experience for its realisation. The constant watchfulness and anxiety
-had at least this beneficent use: that for a part of the day at all
-events his mind was kept from brooding over his personal trouble.
-
-The arrival of Colonel Ogilvie’s letter, sent on to him from London,
-made in a way a new trouble for him; for whilst he was delighted to
-get so friendly an overture it was he saw but another difficulty ahead
-of him. He must either reply in his false name, which was now hateful
-to him; or he must leave the letter, for the present, unanswered. This
-latter alternative would be dangerous with a man so sensitive and so
-punctilious; but, all told, it was the lesser evil. He had had
-opportunity to make up his mind on the subject before the letter came,
-for Aunt Judy had said in her last letter that Colonel Ogilvie had
-spoken about writing to him before they should arrive in London. Still
-it was a sore trial to him to be so discourteous, with the added
-chagrin that it might--probably would--stand in his way with the one
-man in the world whom he wished to propitiate.
-
-As he did not know anything about the history of Colonel Ogilvie’s
-family he went to the peerage books and made lists of the bearers of
-that name in its different spellings; and then as he decided to go to
-many of the places named, he made runs into Perthshire and Forfar. He
-came to the conclusion that he must have misunderstood Colonel Ogilvie
-in alluding to the “Border Counties.” He laid up, however, a good deal
-of local information which might be pleasing to his prospective
-father-in-law.
-
-One morning he had a letter which quite fluttered him. It was from
-Aunt Judy telling him that Colonel Ogilvie had announced his intention
-of starting on the then coming Thursday for the north, and that he had
-given as the direction of his letters till further notice the “Inn of
-Greeting,” Ambleside. The unqualified pleasure which he received from
-this news was neutralised by the postscript:
-
-
-“By the way--this of course in your private ear, now and
-hereafter--Colonel Ogilvie is vastly disappointed that you have not
-been to see him in London, and that you have not even replied to his
-letter. Surely there must be some mistake about this. I sincerely hope
-so, for he looks on any breach of courtesy, or any defect in it, as an
-unpardonable sin. I know from the fact of his mentioning it to his
-womenkind that he has taken it to heart. Do, do my dear friend, who
-have done so much for us and whose friendship we wish to hold, repair
-this without delay. He is an old man and may possibly expect more from
-a younger man than from one of his own standing. I am sure that if
-there has been any omission there is on your part a good reason for
-it. But do not lose any time. If you wish to please us _all_--and I am
-sure you do--you would do well to go up to Ambleside--if you have not
-seen him already--and call on him there. And do like a dear man drop
-me a line at once to say you have received this and telling me what
-you intend to do.”
-
-
-He sat for a while quite still, putting his thoughts in order. It was
-now Monday so that Colonel Ogilvie would have been already some days
-at Ambleside. He took it for granted that Joy was with him, but he
-could not help a qualm of doubt about even that. Aunt Judy had not
-mentioned her in the matter. The only possible allusion was in the
-underlining of the word “all.” Otherwise the letter was too direct and
-too serious for any cryptic meaning.
-
-He came to the conclusion that his best plan would be to go at once to
-some place on Windermere, and from there go quietly to Ambleside and
-find out for himself how things lay. The best place for him to stay at
-would, for his purposes, be Bowness. There he would leave his car with
-the chauffeur and drive in a carriage to Ambleside. When there he
-would contrive to meet if possible Joy alone. He would surely be able
-to form from her attitude some opinion of her disposition towards him.
-If he were satisfied as to this he would at once go to her father,
-tell him the whole story, and place himself in his hands.
-
-But then he thought that if he were so near, his name might become
-known to Colonel Ogilvie; that infernal alias seemed to be always
-standing in his way! He was so obsessed by the subject that at times
-he quite overlooked the fact that neither the Colonel nor any of his
-family knew anything whatever of the matter. It took him an hour’s
-hard thought before this idea presented itself to him. It took a
-weight off his mind. If by any chance Colonel Ogilvie should hear that
-an individual called Lord Athlyne was in the neighbourhood it would
-mean nothing to him. Nothing except the proximity of one more of that
-“bloated aristocracy,” which one class of Americans run down--and
-another run after.
-
-He was then up in Ross. As he did not wish to “rush” matters he
-decided to start next day. When that time came he had fully made up
-his plan of action. As the Ogilvies were at Ambleside he would go to
-Bowness. As there was a service of public coaches he could go between
-the places mentioned--without even the isolation of a carriage for his
-sole use. He would go quietly to the Inn of Greeting and learn what he
-could about their movements. The rest must depend on circumstances.
-But there must be no hurry; the matter was too serious now and the
-issue too important to take any risk. But when he should have seen Joy
-and knew, or believed, or understood … Then he would lose not a
-moment in seeing her father. But he might not get a chance of seeing
-him alone and under circumstances favourable to his purpose. He must
-be ready. All at once an idea struck him …
-
-All these weeks Athlyne had now and again had a vague feeling of
-uneasiness which he could not understand: a sort of feeling that he
-would some time wake and wonder what he had been fretting and fuming
-about. Why could he not have written to Colonel Ogilvie at any time?
-Even before he had left New York, or whilst he had been on board ship,
-or whilst the American family had been in Italy, or even when the
-Colonel had been in London? Why not now? After all, there was nothing
-in any way wrong; nothing to be ashamed of. He was of good social
-position; at least as good as Joy’s father was. He was himself rich
-and wanted no fortune with his wife. He had won certain honours--a man
-to whose name had been suffixed V.C. and D.S.O. must be considered
-personally adequate for ordinary purposes. And so on. Vanity and
-self-interest, in addition to the working of the higher qualities,
-supplied many good reasons.
-
-And yet! … He was always being brought up against one of two things:
-Colonel Ogilvie’s peculiar views and character, or his own position
-towards him with regard to the alias. He could always find in either
-of these something which might cause pain or trouble to Joy. Moreover
-there was another matter which was a powerful factor in his
-conclusions, although it was one which he did not analyse or even
-realise. It was one that worked unconsciously; a disposition rather
-than an activity; a tendency rather than a thought. Lord Athlyne was
-Scotch and Irish; a Celt of Celts on his mother’s side. He had all
-that underlying desire of the unknown which creates sentiment, and
-which is so pronounced a part of the Celtic character. This it is
-whence comes that clinging to the place of birth which has made the
-peasantry of the Green Isle for seven hundred years fight all opposing
-forces, from hunger to bayonets, to hold possession of their own. This
-it is which animated a race, century after century, to suffer and
-endure from their Conquerors of a more prosaic race all sorts of pain
-and want, and for reasons not understandable by others. Those who have
-lived amongst those Celts of the outlying fringes, amongst whom racial
-tendencies remain unaltered by changing circumstances, and by whom
-traditions are preserved not by historical purpose but by the exercise
-of faith, know that there is a Something which has a name but no
-external bounds or limitations, no quick principle, no settled
-purpose. Something which to an alien can only be described by
-negatives; if any idea can at all be arrived at by such--any idea
-however rudimentary, phantasmal or vague--it can only be acquired at
-all by a process of exclusions. The name is “The Gloom”; the rest is a
-birthright. Those who can understand it need no telling or explaining;
-others can no more understand it than those born without eyes can see.
-It is a quality opposed to no other; it can exist with any. It can
-co-exist with fighting, with song, with commerce. It makes no change
-in other powers or qualities of the children of Adam. Those who
-possess it can be good or bad, clever or silly, heroic or mean. It can
-add force to imagination, understand nature, give quiet delight or
-spiritual pain. And the bulk of those who have it do not think of it
-or even know it: or if they do, hardly ever speak of it.
-
-Athlyne had his full share of it. Being young and strong and of a
-class in life which seldom lacks amusement he had not been given to
-self-analysis. But all the same, though he did not think of it, the
-force was there. In his present emotional crisis it brought the lover
-in him up to the Celtic ideal. An ideal so strangely saturated with
-love that his whole being, his aims and ambitions, his hopes and
-fears, his pleasures and pains yielded place to it and for the time
-became merged in it. To him the whole world seemed to revolve round
-Joy as a pivotal point. Nothing could be of any use or interest which
-did not have touch of her or lead to her. So, he wanted to know beyond
-the mere measure of intellectual belief if Joy loved him or was on the
-way to doing so. When he was satisfied as to this he would be free to
-act; but not before.
-
-On the journey he had allowed the chauffeur to drive, as he wanted to
-think over the whole matter without fear of interruption. He had sat
-in the tonneau and made from time to time notes in his pocket-book. He
-had now made up his mind that he would write a letter to Colonel
-Ogilvie telling him the whole circumstances. This he would keep in his
-pocket so that at the first moment when he was satisfied as to Joy’s
-views he could post it, in case he could not have the opportunity of a
-personal explanation. After dinner the second night of the journey and
-then in his bedroom he sat up writing the letter and then copying it
-out on his own note paper of which he had for the purpose brought a
-supply with him. When it was completed it left nothing that he could
-think of open to doubt. When he had got this off his mind sleep came
-to him.
-
-Next day he took the wheel himself; and that day when there was
-fitting opportunity the car hummed along merrily at top speed. Before
-sunset they arrived at Bowness. There he left the car in charge of the
-chauffeur, on whom he again impressed the necessity for absolute
-silence. The man was naturally discreet, and he saw that he was in a
-good situation. Athlyne was satisfied on leaving him that his orders
-would be thoroughly carried out.
-
-In the forenoon of the next day he took the steamer which plies along
-the Lake, and in due course landed at Ambleside. His heart beat
-quickly now and his eyes searched keenly all around him as he moved.
-He would not miss a chance of seeing Joy.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
- THE BEAUTIFUL TWILIGHT
-
-The first couple of days at Ambleside were a delight to Joy. In the
-change from the roar and ceaseless whirl of London was such a sense of
-peace that it influenced even the pain of her heart-hunger. Here in
-this lovely place, where despite the life and movement of the little
-town nature seemed to reign, was something to calm nerves overstrung
-with waiting and apprehension. It was a relief to her at first, a
-pleasure later, to walk about the pleasant roads with her father; to
-take long drives beneath shady trees or up on the hillside where the
-lake lay below like a panorama; to sit on the steamer’s deck and drift
-along the beautiful lake.
-
-Her father was now and again impatient, not with her but because of
-the non-arrival of the motor which he had ordered in London. It had
-not been quite ready when they left and so it was arranged that it
-should follow them. He wanted to have it in possession so that they
-could fly all over the region; the American in him was clamorous for
-movement, for speed and progress! He kept up an endless telegraphing
-with the motor people in London, and when at last they wired that the
-car was nearly ready he got a map and traced out the route. Each day
-he marked out a space that he thought it ought to have covered,
-crediting it for every hour of daylight with top speed. After all, no
-matter what our ages may be, we are but children and the new toy but
-renews the old want and the old impatience; bringing in turn the old
-disillusionment and the old empty-hearted discontent. And the new toy
-may be of any shape: even that of a motor-car--or a beating human
-heart.
-
-Partly out of affection for her father and so from sympathy with him,
-and partly as a relief to herself, Joy looked eagerly for the coming
-of the car. She used to go with him to the post office when he was
-sending his telegrams. Indeed she never left him; and be sure he was
-glad of her companionship. Now and again would come over her an
-overwhelming wave of disappointment--grief--regret--she knew not
-what--when she thought of the friendship so romantically begun but
-failing so soon. The letters from Aunt Judy used to worry and even
-humiliate her. For Judy could not understand why there was no meeting;
-and her questions, made altogether for the girl’s happiness but made
-in the helplessness of complete ignorance, gave her niece new concern.
-She had to give reasons, invent excuses. This in itself, for she was
-defending the man, only added fuel to her own passion. Joy’s love was
-ripening very fast; all her nature was yielding to it. Each day seemed
-to make her a trifle thinner. Her eyes seemed to grow bigger and at
-times to glow like lamps. Whenever she could, she kept looking out on
-the road by which He might come. Walking or driving or in the hotel it
-was all the same. In the sitting-room her seat was near the window,
-her place at table where she could command a view. All this added to
-her beauty and so her father took no concern from it. He thought she
-was looking well; and as she was hearty and always, whilst with him,
-in good spirits and vivacious and even eager in her movements, he was
-more than satisfied.
-
-One morning as she was sitting alone close to the window, presumably
-reading for she had a book in her lap, she caught sight with the tail
-of her eye of a figure that she knew. There was no mistaking on her
-part that tall, upright man with the springy step; the image was too
-deeply burned into her heart for that. For a fraction of a second her
-heart stood still; and then the wave of feeling went over her.
-Instinctively she drew back and kept her head low so that only her
-eyes were over the line of the window sill. She did not wish to be
-recognised--all at once. With the realisation of her woman’s wishes
-came all the instinctive exercise of her woman’s wiles. He was walking
-so slowly that she had time to observe him fully, to feast her eyes on
-him. He was looking up at the hotel, not eagerly she thought, but
-expectantly. This, though it did not chill her, somehow put her on
-guard. She slipped behind the window curtain and peeped cautiously. As
-he came closer to the hotel he went still more slowly. He did not come
-to the door as she expected, but moved along the street.
-
-This all puzzled her; puzzled her very much. She knew that Judy had
-written to him of their coming to London, she had seen his reply to
-her letter; and Judy with her usual thoughtful kindness had
-mentioned--as though by chance, for she was the very soul of kindly
-discretion--that when she knew what locality and hotel had been fixed
-on for the visit to the Lakes she would tell him. It was evident, that
-he knew they were there and in the hotel; why, then, did he not come
-to see them. How she would have hurried, she thought, had she been the
-man and loved as she did! She had no doubting whatever of his good
-faith. “Perfect love casteth out fear.” And doubt is but fear in a
-timid form. She accepted in simple good faith that he had some purpose
-or reason of his own. Her manifest duty to him, therefore, was not to
-let any wish or act of hers clash with it. So she set herself to think
-it all out, feeling in reality far happier than she had done for many
-weeks. It was not merely that she had, after long waiting, seen the
-man; but she was now able to do something for him--if indeed it was
-only the curbing of her own curiosity, her own desires.
-
-She rose quietly and went to her bed-room which was at another side of
-the house--on the side towards which He had passed. Her father was
-writing letters and would not want her; he had said at breakfast that
-he would not be able to go out for an hour or two. In her room she
-went cautiously to her window and, again hiding behind the curtains,
-glanced into the street. She felt quite sad when she only saw his back
-as he walked slowly along. Every now and again he would stop and look
-round him as though admiring the place and the views as the openings
-between the houses allowed him to see the surrounding country. Once or
-twice she could see him look out under his eyebrows as though watching
-the hotel without appearing to do so. Presently he turned the corner
-of the next street to the left, moving as though he wished to go all
-round the hotel.
-
-She sat down and thought, her heart beating hard. Her face was covered
-with both her hands. Forehead and cheeks and neck were deeply flushed;
-and when she took away her hands her eyes were bright and seemed to
-glow. She seemed filled with happiness, but all the same looked
-impossibly demure; as is woman’s nature, playing to convention even
-when alone.
-
-Before she left her room she had changed her clothes, putting on after
-several experiments the frock which she thought the most becoming. She
-did not send for her maid, but did everything for herself; even to
-hanging up the discarded frocks. Then she went back to the sitting
-room and took as before her seat at the window, keeping however a
-little more in the background. She wanted to see rather than to be
-seen. With her eyes seemingly on her book, but in reality sweeping
-under her lashes the approaches to the hotel like searchlights, she
-sat quite quietly for some time. At length the eyes suddenly fell for
-an instant under an uncontrollable wave of diffidence; she had seen
-Him pass into the garden opposite to the hotel and go secretively
-behind some lilac bushes opposite the doorway. But after that one
-droop of the eyes, there was scarce even the flicker of an eyelid; she
-did not want to lose a single glimpse of him.
-
-Sitting by the window, where he could see her, for a full hour until
-her father appeared, she thought over the new phase of the matter. If
-she had ever had any real doubt as to whether Mr. Richard Hardy loved
-her it was all resolved now. For certain he loved her--and as much,
-she hoped, as she loved him! He had sought her out at Ambleside; for
-even in her own secret mind she never went through the pretence of
-trying to persuade herself that it may have been some one else that he
-was looking for.
-
-But why was he so secret? Why did he not come at once into the hotel
-and ask to see her father. He had been invited to come; he had been
-made a welcome guest at the Holland. He knew their movements; he had
-written to Judy. But why did he keep so aloof? If he wanted to avoid
-them altogether he had only to keep away. Why then did he keep coming
-round the house and looking at it secretively? She was absolutely at a
-standstill every time her thinking led her to this _impasse_. But, all
-the same, she never questioned or doubted the man. In her own mind she
-was sure that he had some good reason for all he did; and it was her
-duty not to thwart but to help him.
-
-She had already accepted the position of a true wife, a true lover:
-The man’s will was law!
-
-Then her thoughts turned as to how best she could help him. Here all
-her brains as well as all the instincts of her womanhood came into
-play; and this is a strong combination in a man’s service. Her
-arguments ran:
-
-As he evidently wishes his presence to be unknown she must not seem to
-know of it.
-
-As he evidently wanted to know something about her she would take care
-that he knew what he wished, so far as she could know or effect it.
-
-As (perhaps) he wished to see her (from afar, or at all events without
-proclaiming himself) she would take care that he would have plenty of
-opportunities.
-
-But as he did not want Daddy to see him--at present (this last
-qualification she insisted on to herself) she would have to be careful
-that her father did not notice his presence. This she felt would be
-difficult, and might be dangerous; she feared that if the two men
-should meet just at present (another qualification equally insisted
-on) her father might make some quarrel or trouble.
-
-As Daddy might make trouble this way, she must keep very close to him.
-She might thus be able to smooth matters, or do _something_ if any
-occasion came.
-
-_And_ she must be careful that he did not notice that she saw him.
-This argument came straight out of her sex-artfulness. Every instinct
-of her being told her that such would be the most effective way of
-bringing the man to her. And Oh! but she did long to see him, close to
-her where they could see each other clearly. “Look at me!” seemed to
-throb through her every nerve, and make a clang of great music in her
-brain.
-
-When presently Colonel Ogilvie, having finished his letters, asked her
-what she would like to do that morning she said she would like to go
-for a drive. She knew that there would be more security in the
-isolation of a carriage than when walking, where a chance meeting
-might occur at any moment.
-
-When Athlyne, who was watching the hotel from the garden where the
-shrubs gave him cover, saw the landau at the door he thought he would
-wait and see if by any chance it might be for the Ogilvies’ use. His
-hopes were justified when he saw Joy follow her father from the
-doorway. She looked radiantly beautiful; so beautiful that all his
-love and passion surged up in him till he felt almost suffocated. He
-had quite a good view of her, for she stood for a minute or two in
-front of the horses giving them lumps of sugar and stroking their
-noses. He heard the voices of both father and daughter. Colonel
-Ogilvie’s was strong and resonant; Joy’s was sweet and clear.
-Moreover, she spoke on purpose a little more loudly than usual; she
-knew that He was listening and would like to hear her voice.
-
-“Tell him where you would like to go, little girl.”
-
-“Anywhere you think best, coachman; provided we get a good view. We
-had better be back here in about an hour. Then, Daddy, we shall keep
-quiet after lunch--if that will suit you, dear. After tea we can go
-out again and have a long drive and come back in the lovely English
-twilight. Of course if you would like to, Daddy. I must say there is
-one institution that I wish we had in America.”
-
-“And what is that daughter?”
-
-“The twilight! Since I have seen it, our own night seems very cruel!
-It shuts down too fast. For my own part if ever I fall in love----”
-here the words became indistinct; she was entering the carriage.
-
-She had chosen her words on purpose. She wished to let Him know the
-plans for the day. She knew well that at the end of the hour he would
-be waiting, hidden in the garden, to see their return. Thus he would
-see her again, and she by going quickly to the window would perhaps
-see him again. She had spoken of not going out again till after tea,
-because she did not wish to keep him all day at his post; she knew
-that this would happen if he were in ignorance of her movements. He,
-poor fellow! would have to get lunch. … She was exercising for him
-already the solicitude of a wife for a husband. As to the remarks
-about twilight, that had a double origin. Firstly it was quite true;
-she had long had it in her mind. Secondly it was a sort of _ballon
-d’essai_; it might point or lead somewhere. Where that might be she
-knew not; but she had a vague hopeful feeling that there was an
-answer--somewhere.
-
-As to the remark about ever loving. Well! she could not have explained
-that herself. All she knew was that she had a sudden desire to mention
-the word. …
-
-Athlyne profited by the lesson; but his acts were not quite what Joy
-had anticipated. She, thinking from the feminine standpoint, had taken
-it that he would remain at his post until the return and then avail
-himself of the longer period for rest and food. But Athlyne was a
-soldier and had as such long ago learned the maxim that in route
-marching the camp should be set beyond the bridge. Moreover in the
-strenuous life of the Boer war he had superadded the wisdom of taking
-his meal at the first opportunity. As soon as the carriage had
-disappeared from view he went straight into the hotel and ordered his
-lunch in the Coffee-room. He was really hungry, and the lamb and salad
-were excellent; but had he not been hungry, and had the food been
-poor, he would have enjoyed it without knowing its inferiority.
-Everything was good to him this morning; he had seen Joy!
-
-He was out in the garden in good time. Fortunately so, from his point
-of view. For Joy, believing that he would be still waiting, kept the
-coachman up to time. It might well have been that they had met in the
-hall.
-
-The drive had increased the girl’s loveliness, if such were possible.
-Her eyes were bright, there was fine colour in her cheeks, and her
-voice and manner were full of vivacity. The bright sun and the sweet,
-strong air had braced her; and perhaps some inward emotion had
-exercised the same effect. One quick glance under her eyelashes as
-they drove towards the hotel had shewn her the outline of a tall
-figure close to the lilacs in the garden. As her father helped her
-from the carriage with all his habitual gallantry of manner she said
-in a clear voice--Athlyne across the street heard every word:
-
-“That drive was exquisite! Wasn’t it Daddy? Thank you so much for it!
-The lights and shadows on the hills were simply divine. It would be
-nice to go again to-morrow in something of the same direction. We
-might go about the same hour, if it would suit you, and see the same
-effects again!”
-
-When they had gone in Athlyne waited a little while in the garden. He
-sat in the sunshine on a garden seat placed in the centre of the grass
-plot. He was not afraid of being seen at present, and as he knew that
-Joy and her father were in the house he did not even try to look for
-them. Had he chosen a position for the purpose of giving Joy pleasure
-he could not have done better than this. From behind her window
-curtain she could see him plainly. To her he made a beautiful picture,
-of which the natural setting was complete: the background of sweet
-pale lilac, the dropping gold of the laburnum and the full red of
-scarlet hawthorn; his feet in the uncut grass starred with daisies.
-She had a long, long view of him, watching every movement and
-expression with eager eyes. One thing he did which she could not
-understand. He took from his breast pocket an envelope; this he opened
-and took from it a letter. Instead of reading it, however, he sat for
-a long time with it in his hand. Then with a quick movement he put it
-back in the envelope, moistened the flap with his lips and closed it.
-Joy’s idea had been that it might have been Judy’s letter which he had
-intended to re-read; but this could not be. For an instant a spasm of
-pain had gripped her heart as the thought came that it might have been
-from some other woman. But that idea she swept aside imperiously. Now
-she knew that it was some letter of his own, and the questioning of
-her brain began to assail her heart:
-
-Whom could he be writing to? What could he be writing about? Why did
-he have a finished letter in his pocket, not even sealed up?
-
-If she had known the truth she would have sat quiet, not with
-perturbation but in a silent ecstasy. Athlyne had made up his mind
-that if occasion did not serve for his seeing Joy alone he would send
-the letter to Colonel Ogilvie and risk being refused. In such case he
-would have to take another course, and try to obtain her consent in
-spite of her father’s wishes. He did not, however, intend to send the
-letter yet. His first hope was too sweet to abandon without good
-cause. His closing the letter was but an impulsive expression of his
-feeling.
-
-Suddenly he stood up and moved out of the garden. This did not puzzle
-her, but awoke all her curiosity. She had a wild desire to see where
-he was going; but as she could not follow him she made up her mind to
-present patience. She watched from her window till he had passed out
-of sight. She was glad that she was concealed behind the curtain when
-she saw him at the furthest point of sight turn and give a long look
-back at the hotel. Then she went to her room to get ready for lunch.
-
-Athlyne felt that he must do something to let off steam. Movement of
-some kind was necessary in his present frame of mind. For his pleasure
-was not unmixed. He had seen Joy, and she was looking more radiantly
-beautiful than ever. But she had said one thing that sent a pang
-through him: “if I ever fall in love.” There could hardly be any doubt
-of her sincerity; she was talking to her father quite alone and
-unconscious that he of all men was within earshot. “If I ever fall in
-love,” that meant that she had not yet done so. It would be wise to
-wait before sending the letter so that he might see if that happy time
-had come or had even begun to peep above the horizon. Unconsciously he
-took from his pocket the letter and his pocket-book, put the former
-into the latter and returned it to its place.
-
-Athlyne was no fool; but he was only a man, and as such took for
-gospel every word spoken by the woman he loved. Had Joy been present
-and known his difficulty, and had cared to express herself then as she
-would have done later, she would have smiled at him as she said:
-
-“Why you dear old goose how could I fall in love with you when I had
-done that already!”
-
-Had Aunt Judy been commenting on the comment she would have said in
-her genial cynicism:
-
-“A woman--or a man either--can only fall in love once in a life time;
-with the same person!”
-
-Athlyne telephoned his chauffeur to whom he had already sent a wire to
-be prepared, and in a time to be computed by minutes met him outside
-Ambleside. There he took the wheel himself, telling the man to meet
-him a little before five o’clock. He felt that he must be alone. He
-went slowly so long as he was near the town; but when he found himself
-on a clear road, over which he could see for a long way ahead, the
-index went round to “speed” and as the car swept over the ground its
-rush kept pace with his own thoughts.
-
-He went about a hundred miles before he regained anything like calm.
-Trying afterwards to recall the sequence of his thoughts he never
-could arrive at any sort of conclusion regarding them.
-
-The only thing definite in his mind was that he wanted to see Joy
-again, and soon. He knew they would be starting out after tea time
-which meant, he knew, something after five o’clock; and not for a
-world of chrysolite would he miss being there. Outside Ambleside he
-met the chauffeur whom he sent back to Bowness; he did not want his
-car to be too much _en evidence_ at Ambleside at present. He had a
-wash and a cup of tea at another hotel; and at five strolled back to
-his nook in the garden.
-
-By this time Joy had made up her mind that he _might_ come back that
-evening though--with still her protective instinct, partly for herself
-but more for him--she had quite made up her mind that even if he
-should not come she would not be disappointed. He was not to be blamed
-in any way, now or hereafter. How could he be? It would not be fair. A
-few minutes before five she took her place at the window, but sitting
-so far back this time that she could not be seen from without. She
-herself could see out, but only by raising her head high. This she did
-now and again, but very cautiously. She felt a sort of diffidence, a
-certain measure of shamefacedness lest he should see her again and
-suspect anything. We are very sensitive as to the discovery of truth
-by others when we are ourselves trying to deceive ourselves! The few
-minutes passed slowly, very slowly. Then when once more she looked out
-a great thrill of joy shook her. He _had_ come. If doubt there had
-been, it could no longer exist. Her heart beat, her face flushed, she
-trembled with a sort of ecstasy; the waves of high passion swept her.
-She was half inclined to stand boldly in the window and let him see
-her; to let him see that she saw him; to run out to him and fall into
-his arms. There is no boldness that love will not commit when it is
-true! She felt this, though not consciously. There was no need for
-consciousness, for thought, for argument. She knew!
-
-It was perhaps just as well that her father came into the room. He
-brought a sense of sanity with him; she felt that consciously enough.
-Her mere faint sigh of regret was sufficient proof.
-
-Joy did not walk down the staircase; she floated, as though matter had
-ceased to exist and the soul was free. She stood for a minute on the
-step looking out at the view; but presently kept changing her pose so
-that her face might be seen with both profiles, as well as the full
-face. If He had come there to see her He should not be
-disappointed--if she could help it.
-
-That drive was a dream, an ecstasy. At first there was a miserable
-sense that each turn of the wheels took them farther apart; but
-shortly this was lost in the overwhelming sense of gladness. She could
-have sung--danced--shouted. She wanted some physical expression of her
-feeling. Then the excitement settled down to a quiet tingling
-happiness, a sense of peace which was ineffable and complete.
-
- “… if that all of animated nature
- Be but organic harps diversely framed
- That tremble into thought as o’er them sweeps
- Plastic and vast one intellectual breeze
- At once the soul of each and God of all.”
-
-So sung, a century before, a poet of that sweet cult of the school
-centred in the very area in which she moved; and if his thoughts were
-true there was a true act of worship that sunny afternoon on the
-rising hills beyond the lakehead. For happiness is not merely to be at
-rest. It is to be with God, to carry out to the full His wish that His
-children should appreciate and enjoy the powers and good things given
-them by His hands. And when that happiness is based on love--and there
-is no true happiness on aught that is not high--the love itself is of
-the soul and quivers with the flapping of its wings. Then indeed can
-we realize that marvellous promise of the words of the Master:
-
-“Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God.” Wordsworth and
-those who held with him saw God and worshipped Him in those myriad
-beauties of the lake they loved; and as the beauty and its immortal
-truth soothed and purified their souls, so was the spirit of the
-love-sick girl cleansed of all dross. How at such a time, when the
-soul swam free in grateful worship, was there place for anything that
-was not clean? Her father thought, as he looked at her and heard the
-ring of her voice, that he had never seen her look better or happier.
-She was full of spirits, gay, sweet, tender; and yet there was over
-her such a grace of gentle gravity that the old man felt himself
-saying to himself:
-
-“My little girl is a woman!”
-
-That mellow afternoon was to her lovely; the trees and shrubs, the
-flowers, the fields. The singing of the birds was ethereal music; the
-lights and shadows were the personal manifestation of Nature’s God.
-Her heart, her sympathy, her nature were at full tide; all overflowing
-and in their plenitude full.
-
-The long summer afternoon faded into the softness of twilight during
-the homeward journey. Perhaps it was the yielding to its mysterious
-influence which made Joy so still; perhaps it was that she was drawing
-nearer to the man whom she adored. Her father neither knew nor took
-note of it. He saw that his little girl was silent in an ecstasy of
-happiness in that soft twilight of which she had spoken so tenderly;
-and he was content. He too sat silent, yielding himself to the
-influence of the beauty around him.
-
-When they reached the hotel Joy seemed to wake from a dream; but she
-lost none of her present placidity, none of her content. One form of
-happiness had given way to another, that was all. As she stood on the
-steps, waiting whilst her father was giving the coachman his
-instructions for the morrow, she tried to peer into the lilac bushes
-in the garden. She had a sort of intuition--nay more that an
-intuition, an actual certainty--that He was again behind them. And
-once more she so stood and moved that he might see her face as he
-would. When her father turned to come in she took his arm and pointed
-to the sky:
-
-“Oh look, Daddy, the beautiful twilight! Is it not exquisite!” Then
-impulsively she put her hand to her lips and threw a kiss to it--over
-the square by way of the lilacs. Her voice was languishing music as
-she said softly, but clearly enough to heard in the garden:
-
-“Good night; Good night beloved! Good night! Good night!”
-
-And Athlyne peering through the bushes heard the words with a beating
-of his heart which made his temples throb. His only wish at the moment
-was that it might have been that the words had been addressed to him.
-
-That evening before going to dress for dinner Joy went to the window
-and pulled aside the blind so that she stood outside it. The dusk was
-now thick; the day had gone, but the moon had not yet risen. It was
-impossible to see much; only the outline of the trees, and out on the
-grass the shadowy form of a man seated. There was one faint red spark
-of brightness, face high, such as might be the tip of a cigar.
-
-When she came back into the room her father raised his face from his
-book:
-
-“Why how pale you are little girl. I am afraid that long drive must
-have tired you. You were quite rosy when we arrived home. You had
-better sleep it out in the morning. If mother sees you pale she will
-blame me, you know. And Judy--well Judy will be Judy in her own way.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
- ECHO OF A TRAGEDY
-
-Athlyne had one other day almost similar to the last. This time he
-came to Ambleside a little earlier; fortunately so, for Joy had got up
-early. When he came into the square she was standing in the window
-looking out. Not in his direction; did a woman ever do such a stupid
-thing when at the first glance she had caught sight of the man far
-off. No, this time she appeared to be eagerly watching two tiny
-children toddling along the street hand in hand. He had time for a
-good look at her before she changed her position. This was only when
-the children had disappeared--and he had gained the shelter of the
-lilacs.
-
-Love is a blindness--in certain ways. It never once occurred to
-Athlyne that Joy might have seen him, might have even known of his
-being at Ambleside or in its neighbourhood. Any independent onlooker
-or any one not bound by the simplicity and unquestioning faith of
-ardent love would at least have doubted whether there was not some
-possible intention in Joy’s movements. His faith however saved him
-from pain, that one pain from which true love can suffer however
-baseless it may be--doubt. Early morning took him to Ambleside; he
-only went back to Bowness when those windows of the hotel which he
-knew were darkened for the night.
-
-The second day of waiting and watching was just like the first, with
-only the addition that the hearts of both the young people were more
-clamant, each to each; and that the rising passion of each was harder
-to control. The same routine of going out and returning was observed
-by the Ogilvies, and each of the lovers had tumultuous moments when
-the other was within view. More than once Athlyne was tempted to put
-his letter in the post or to leave it at the hotel; but each time
-Joy’s chance phrase: “If I ever fall in love” came back to him as a
-grim warning. He knew that if he once declared himself to Colonel
-Ogilvie the whole truth must come out, and then his title and fortune
-might be extraneous inducements to the girl. Whenever he came to this
-point in his reasoning he thrust the letter deeper into his pocket and
-his lips shut tight. He would win Joy on his mere manhood and his
-manhood’s love--if at all!
-
-By the post next morning Colonel Ogilvie and Joy both got letters from
-Italy. That of the former was from his wife who announced that they
-were just starting for London where they wished to remain for a few
-days in order to do some shopping. When this was done she would wire
-him and he could run up to London and bring them down with him. This
-pleased him, for he was certain that by then he would have his
-automobile. He felt in a way that his pride was at stake on this
-point. He had told his women folk that the car would be ready, and he
-wished to justify. He wired off at once to the agents, in even a
-sterner spirit than usual, as to the cause of delay. For excuses had
-come in a most exasperating way. Long after it had been reported that
-the car had started and had even proceeded a considerable distance on
-the way he was told that there had been an error and that by some
-strange mistake the progress made by a car long previously ordered by
-another customer had been reported; but that Colonel Ogilvie’s
-esteemed order was well in hand and that delivery of the car was
-daily--hourly--expected; and that at once on its receipt by the writer
-it would be forwarded to Ambleside either with a trusty chauffeur or
-by train as the purchaser might wish. Colonel Ogilvie fumed but was
-powerless. He wanted the car and at once; so it was useless for him to
-cancel the contract. He could only wait and hope; and console himself
-with such attenuated expressions of disapproval as were permissible in
-the ethics of the telegraphic system.
-
-Joy’s letter was from Judy. It was in her usual bright style and full
-of affection, sympathy and understanding, as was customary in her
-letters to her niece. Judy had of late been much disturbed in her mind
-about the future, and as she feared Joy might be taking to heart the
-same matters as she did and in the same way, she tried to help the
-other. She knew from Colonel Ogilvie’s letters to his wife which they
-talked over together that he was seriously hurt and pained by the
-neglect of Mr. Hardy. Indeed in his last letter he had declared that
-in spite of the high opinion he had formed of him from his brave and
-ready action he never wished to see his face again. To Judy this meant
-much, the most that could be of possible ill; Joy’s happiness might be
-at stake. The aunt, steeped through and through with knowledge of the
-world and character--a knowledge gained from her own heart, its hopes
-and pains and from bitter experience of the woes of others--knew that
-her niece would suffer deeply in case of any rupture between her
-father and the man who had saved her life. It was not merely from
-imaginative sympathy that she derived her belief. She had had many and
-favourable opportunities of studying Joy closely, and she had in her
-own mind no doubt whatever that the girl’s affections were given
-beyond recall to the handsome stranger. So in her letter she tried to
-guard her from the pain of present imaginings and yet to prepare her
-subtly for the possibility of disappointment in the future. Her letter
-in its important part ran:
-
-
-“Your father is undoubtedly very angry with Mr. Hardy; and though I
-believe that his anger may have a slight basis it is altogether
-excessive. We do not know yet what Mr. Hardy’s limitations of freedom
-may be. After all, darling, we do not know anything as yet of his
-circumstances or his surroundings. He may have a thousand calls on his
-time which we neither know nor understand. For all we can tell he may
-have a wife already--though this I do not believe or accept for a
-moment. And you don’t either, my dear! Of course this is all a joke.
-We _know_ he is free as to marriage, though I don’t believe his heart
-is--Eh! Puss! But seriously if you ever get a chance tell him to try
-to be very nice to your father. Old men are often more sensitive in
-some things that young ones, more sensitive than even we women are
-supposed to be. So when he does come to see you both--for he _will_
-come soon (if he hasn’t come already)--don’t keep him all to yourself,
-but contrive somehow that your father can have a little chat with him.
-You needn’t go altogether away you know, my dear. Don’t sit so far
-away that he can’t see you nor you him (this is a whisper expressed in
-writing) and I dare say you will like to hear all they say to each
-other. But if he says a word about seeing your daddy alone for a
-moment, if he begins to look ill at ease or to get red and then pale
-and red again, or stammers and clears his throat do you just get up
-quietly and go out of the room without a word in the most natural way
-in the world, just as if you were doing some little household duty. I
-suppose I needn’t tell you this; you know it just as well as I do,
-though I have known it by experience and you can not. You know how I
-know it darling though I never told you this part of it. Women are
-Cowards. _We_ know it though we don’t always say so, and we even
-disguise it from others now and then. But in such a time as I have
-mentioned we are _all_ Cowards. We couldn’t stay if we would. We
-_want_ to get away and hide our heads just as we do when it thunders.
-But what an awful lot of _rot_ I am talking. When Mr. Hardy and your
-father meet they will, I am sure, have plenty to talk about without
-either you or me being the subject of it. They are both sportsmen and
-fond of horses--and a lot of things. It is only if they don’t meet
-that I am afraid of. I am writing by the way to Mr. Hardy this post to
-know where he is at present and where he has been. I shall of course
-write you when I hear; or if there be anything important I shall wire.
-We are off to London and it is possible that whilst we are there we
-may have unexpected meetings with all sorts of friends and calls from
-them. I hope, darling, that by the time we reach Ambleside we shall
-find you _blooming_, full of happiness and health and freshness, the
-very embodiment of your name.”
-
-
-The letter both disquieted Joy and soothed her. There were suggestions
-of fear, but there was also a consistent strain of hope. Judy would
-never have said such things if she did not believe them. Moreover she
-herself knew what Judy did not; her aunt hadn’t peeped from behind
-window blinds at a tall figure behind lilac bushes or sitting in the
-darkness with only a fiery cigar tip to mark his presence. Poor Judy!
-The girl’s sympathetic heart, made more sympathetic by her own burning
-love, ached when she thought of the older woman’s lonely, barren life.
-She too had loved--and been loved; had hoped and feared, and waited.
-The very knowledge of how a woman would feel when the man was asking
-formally for parental sanction disclosed something of which the girl
-had never thought. She had always known Judy in such a motherly and
-elderly aspect that she had never realised the possibility of her
-having ever been in love; any more that she had given consideration to
-the love-making of her own mother. Now she was surprised to find that
-she too had been young, had loved, and had pleasures and heart-pains
-of her own. This set her thinking. The process of thought was silent,
-but its conclusion found outward expression; the girl understood now.
-The secret of her life--the true secret was unveiled at last:
-
-“Poor Aunt Judy. Oh, poor Aunt Judy!”
-
-Athlyne’s letter reached him a day later, having been sent on from
-London. It was a fairly bulky one, with a good many sheets of foreign
-post, written hastily in a large bold hand.
-
-
-“My Dear Friend:
-
-I have been, and am, much concerned about you. I gather from his
-letters that Colonel Ogilvie has been much disappointed at not having
-heard from you. And I want, if you will allow me to take the liberty,
-to speak to you seriously about it. You will give me this privilege I
-know--if only for the fact that I am an old maid; for the same Powers
-that made me an old maid have made me an old woman, and such is
-entitled, I take it, to forbearance, if not to respect. You
-should--you really should be more considerate towards Colonel Ogilvie.
-He is an old man--much older than you perhaps think, for he bears
-himself as proudly as in his younger days. But the claim on you is not
-merely from his years; that claim must appeal to all. From you there
-is one more imperative still, one which is personal and paramount: he
-is under so very deep an obligation to you. A matter which from
-another would pass unconsidered as an act of thoughtfulness must now,
-when it is due to you, seem to him like a studied affront. I put it
-this way because I know you are a man of noble nature, and that
-generosity is to such even a stronger urge than duty--if such a thing
-be possible. In certain matters he is sensitive beyond belief. Even to
-a degree marked in a place where men still hold that their lives rest
-behind every word and deed, every thought or neglect towards another.
-I have some hesitation in mentioning this lest you should think I am
-summoning Fear to the side of Duty. But you are above such a
-misunderstanding, I am sure. Oh my dear friend do think of some of the
-rest of us. You have saved the life of our darling Joy--the one
-creature in whom all our loves are centred. Naturally we all want to
-see you again--to make much of you--to show you in our own poor way
-how deeply we hold you in our hearts. But if Colonel Ogilvie thinks
-himself insulted--that is how he regards any neglect however
-trivial--he acts on that belief, and there is no possible holding him
-back. He looks on it as a sacred duty to avenge affront. You must not
-blame him for it. In your peaceful English life you have I think no
-parallel to the ungovernable waves of passion that rage in the hearts
-of Kentuckians when they consider their honour is touched. Ah! we poor
-women know it who have to suffer in silence and wait and wait, and
-wait; and when the worst is made known to us, to seal up the founts of
-our grief and pretend that we too agree with the avenging of wrong.
-For it is our life to be silent in men’s quarrels. We are not given a
-part--any part. We are not supposed to even look on. It is another
-world from ours, and we have to accept it so. Please God may you never
-know what it is to be in or on the fringe of a Feud. Well I know its
-dread, its horror! My own life that years ago was as bright and
-promising as any young life can be; when the Love that had dawned on
-my girlhood rose and beat with noonday heat on my young-womanhood made
-it seem as if heaven had come down to earth. And then the one moment
-of misunderstanding--the quick accusation--the quicker retort--and my
-poor heart lying crushed between the bodies of two men whom I loved
-each in his proper way… Think of what I say, if only on account of
-what I have suffered.
-
-“Forgive me! But my anxiety lest any such blight should come across a
-young life that I love far far beyond my own is heavy on me. I have
-lost myself in sad thoughts of a bitter past… Indeed you must take
-it that my earnestness in this matter is shown in the lurid light of
-that past. I have been silent on it always. Never since the black
-cloud burst over me have I said a word to a soul--not to my
-sister--nor to Joy whom I adore and whose questioning to me of my
-‘love affair’--as they still call it when they speak of it--is so
-sweet a tightening bond between us. I have only said to her: ‘and then
-he died,’ and my heart has seemed to stop beating. Be patient with me
-and don’t blame me. You are a man and can be tolerant. Think not of me
-or any gloom of my life but only that makes me sadly, grimly, terribly
-in earnest when I see similar elements of tragedy drawing close to
-each other before my eyes. You may be inclined to laugh at me--though
-I know you will not--and to put down my thinking of possible great
-quarrels arising from such small causes as ‘an old maid’s’ fears. But
-when I have known the awful effect of a mere passing word,
-misunderstood to such disastrous result, no wonder that I have fears.
-It is due to that very cause that my fears are those of an old maid. I
-suppose I need not ask you to be sure to keep all this locked in your
-own breast. It is my secret; I have shared it with you because I deem
-such necessary for the happiness of--of others. I have kept it so
-close that not even those nearest and dearest to me have even
-suspected it. The rowdiness of spirit--as it seems to me--which other
-friends call fun and brightness and high spirits and other such
-insulting terms--has been my domino as I have passed through the
-hollow hearted carnival of life. Judge then how earnest I am when I
-put it aside and raise my mask for you a stranger whom I have seen but
-twice; I who even then was but an accessory--a super on the little
-stage where we began to act our little--comedy or tragedy which is it
-to be?
-
-“There! I have opened to you my memory, not my heart. That you have no
-use for. After such a letter as this I shall not pretend to go back to
-the Proprieties, the _Convenances_. If I am right in my surmise--you
-can guess what that is or why have you written to the old rowdy aunt
-instead… there is every reason why I should be frank. But remember
-that I hold--and have hitherto held--what I believe to be your secret
-as sacredly as I hope you will hold mine. And if I am right--and from
-my knowledge and insight won by past suffering I pray to God that I
-am--you have no time to lose to make matters right, and possibly to
-save the world one more sorrowful heart like my own. It is only a word
-that is wanted--a morning call--a visit of ceremony. Anything that
-will keep open the doors of friendship which you unlocked by your own
-bravery. We are going in a day or two to Ambleside. In the meantime we
-shall be in London at Brown’s Hotel Albemarle Street where my sister,
-and incidentally myself, shall be glad to see you. …
-
-“Won’t you let me have a line as soon as you can after you get this. I
-am torn with anxiety till I know what you intend to do about visiting
-Colonel Ogilvie. Again forgive me,
-
- Your true friend,
- Judy.
-
-“P. S.--I shall not dare to read this over, lest when I had I should
-not have courage to send it. Accept it then with all its faults and be
-tolerant of them--and of me.”
-
-
-Athlyne read the letter through without making a pause or even an
-internal comment. That is how a letter should be read; to follow the
-writer’s mind, not one’s own, and so take in the sequence of thoughts
-and the general atmosphere as well as the individual facts. As he read
-he felt deeply moved. There was in the letter that manifest sincerity
-which showed that it was straight from the heart. And heart speaks to
-heart, whatever may be the medium, if the purpose is sincere. It was a
-surprise to him to learn that Miss Judy’s high and volatile spirits
-rested on so sad a base. His appreciation of her worthiness came in
-his unconscious resolution that when he and Joy were married Aunt Judy
-should be an honoured guest in the house, and that they would try to
-lighten, with what sympathy and kindness they could, the dark shadows
-of her life.
-
-He sat with the letter in his hand for some time. He was sitting in
-the window of the hotel at Bowness looking out on the lake. It was
-still early and the life of the day had hardly begun. At Bowness the
-life was that of the tourists and visitors and it would still be an
-hour or more before they began to move out on their objectives. He had
-very many various and whirling thoughts, but supreme amongst them was
-one: Time was flying. He must not delay, for every hour was more and
-more jeopardising his chance of winning the woman he loved. He
-realized to the full that his neglect of Colonel Ogilvie, for so it
-was being construed, was making--had made--a difficulty for him. Each
-day, perhaps each hour, was widening the breach; if he did not take
-care he might end with the door permanently closed against him. As he
-came to the conclusion of his reasoning he drew once more from his
-pocket the sealed letter to Colonel Ogilvie, and stood up. He fancied
-that his determination was made that he would see Colonel Ogilvie as
-soon as possible and broach the subject to him. As however he went
-towards the boat--for he was going to Ambleside by water--he postponed
-the intention of an immediate interview. He would wait this one day
-and see what would turn up. If nothing happened likely to further his
-wishes he would whilst at Ambleside the next morning put the letter in
-the post. Then he would hold himself ready for the interview with
-Joy’s father for which the letter asked.
-
-At Ambleside he took his place behind the lilacs in the garden and
-kept watch on the window where Joy was wont to appear. A little before
-breakfast-time she appeared there for a brief space, and then moved
-back into the room. He waited with what patience he could till nearly
-eleven o’clock when the same carriage which they used drove up to the
-door; waiting became then an easier task. Presently Colonel Ogilvie
-came out and stood on the steps. Athlyne wondered; this was the first
-time that Joy had not been before him. Throwing his eyes around in
-vague wondering as to the cause he saw Joy standing in the window
-dressed and pulling on her gloves. She was radiantly beautiful. Her
-colour was a little heightened and her lovely grey eyes shone like
-stars. Her gaze was fixed so that her eyes seemed to look straight
-before her but beyond him. The look made him quiver as though he felt
-it were directed at him, and his knees began to tremble with a mighty,
-vague longing. For quite a minute she stood there, till her eyes
-falling she caught sight of her father standing by the carriage below.
-She drew back quickly and almost immediately appeared at the
-hall-door, saying:
-
-“I am so sorry, Daddy. I hope I did not keep you waiting too long!”
-
-“Not a bit little girl. It is a pleasure to me to wait for you; to do
-anything for you, my dear. Whatever else is the use of being a
-father.”
-
-“You dear! May we go to-day up the mountain road where we can look
-over the lake. I want you to have a nice glimpse of it again before
-you go.”
-
-Here Athlyne’s heart sank for an instant. This was the first idea he
-had of any intention of moving, and it actually shook him. Joy had as
-usual a handful of sugar for the horses. She went to the off side
-horse first and gave him his share. Then when she stood at the head of
-the other, her face toward the lilacs, she turned to her father and
-said in a low, thrilling tone:
-
-“Daddy, am I nice to-day? _Look at me!_” She stood still whilst the
-old man looked at her admiringly, proudly, fondly.
-
-“You are peerless, little girl. Peerless! that’s it!” She was
-evidently pleased at the compliment, for her colour rose to a deep
-flush. Her grey eyes shone through it like two great grey suns. Whilst
-her father was speaking to the coachman she gave the other horse, now
-impatient, his share of the sugar and stood looking across the road.
-Athlyne could hardly contain himself. The few seconds, although flying
-so fast, were momentous. Past and present rushed together to the
-creation of a moment of ecstasy. The sound of the words swept him; the
-idea and all it rewoke and intensified, transfigured his very soul.
-And then he heard her say in a low, languorous voice which vibrated:
-
-“Thank you Daddy for such a sweet compliment. I am glad I said ‘_Look
-at me!_’” As she spoke it seemed to Athlyne that her eyes fixed across
-the road sent their lightnings straight into his heart. And yet it did
-not even occur to him at the moment that the words could have been
-addressed to him.
-
-During the drive Joy kept her father interested in all around them. He
-saw that she was elated and happy, and it made his heart glad to that
-receptive mood which is the recrudescence of youth. In the girl’s mind
-to-day several trains of thought, all of them parental of action, went
-on together. She did not analyze them; indeed she was hardly conscious
-of them. The mechanism of mind was working to a set purpose, but one
-which was temperamental rather than intentional--of sex and individual
-character rather than of a studied conclusion. For that morning was to
-her momentous. She knew it with all her instincts. Unconsciously she
-drew conclusions from facts without waiting to develop their logical
-sequence.
-
-A telegram had arrived from Mrs. Ogilvie saying that she and Judy were
-now ready to leave London and, as her husband had said that he wished
-to escort them to Ambleside, they would be prepared on his coming to
-leave on the next morning or whatever later time he might fix. After a
-glance at the time-table he had wired back that he would go up on that
-night, and that they would all start on the following morning. Joy had
-offered to accompany him, but he would not have it: “No, little girl,”
-he said. “Travel at night is all very well for men; but it takes it
-out of women. I want your mother to see the bright, red-cheeked girl
-that has been with me for the last week, and not a pale, worn-out
-draggled young woman with her eyes heavy with weariness. You stay
-here, my dear, and get plenty of air and sunshine. You will not be
-afraid to be here alone with your maid!” Joy smiled:
-
-“Not a bit, Daddy! I shall walk and drive all day and perhaps go down
-the Lake in a boat. If I do the latter I shall take Eugenie with me
-and we shall lunch down at Newby Bridge. We shall be home here in good
-time to drive over and meet you all at the station at Windermere.”
-
-From that moment Joy hardly left her father out of her sight.
-Instinctively she knew that the chance of her life had come. She had a
-conviction--it was more than a mere idea or even a belief--that if she
-were alone whilst her father was up in London or on the way down, that
-figure which even now was hidden by the lilacs would abandon secretive
-ways and come out into the open where she could see him close, and
-hear the sound of his voice--that voice whose every note made music in
-her ears. It was the presence of her father which kept him hidden. It
-was imperative, both in accordance with his wishes as well as from her
-own apprehensions of what might happen if they should meet
-unexpectedly before she had time to warn him, that no mischance should
-prevent an early meeting, free from any suspicion between herself and
-Mr. Hardy. When Daddy was well on his way. … Here she would close
-her eyes; definite thought was lost in a languorous ecstasy. The
-coming day would mean to her everything or. …
-
-The drive was a fairly long one and they did not get back till nearly
-one o’clock. Colonel Ogilvie had said to Joy:
-
-“I shall have a good time to-day, have plenty of fresh air and be
-ready for sleep when I get into the train. As I shall arrive early in
-the morning I shall have time to express my opinions on their conduct
-to those automobile people. They won’t expect my coming and be able to
-get out of the way. I fancy it will do me good to say what I feel; or
-at any rate enough to give them some indication of what I could say,
-and shall say if there is any further delay in the matter.”
-
-When they arrived Joy went at once into the hotel leaving her father
-to tell the coachman at what hour to be ready for the afternoon drive.
-She went straight to the window and, keeping as usual behind the
-curtain, looked over at the lilac bushes. She could see through the
-foliage that there was _some one_ there, and that satisfied her. She
-would have liked to have instructed the driver herself so that she
-would have been sure that he knew; but on this occasion a wave of
-diffidence suddenly overwhelmed her. Times were coming when she would
-not be able to afford the luxury of such an emotion, so she grasped it
-whilst she could.
-
-Colonel Ogilvie was to catch the train from Windermere at nine
-o’clock, so the second drive should come after lunch and not after
-tea; and when she was in her own room, Joy feared that He might miss
-them. When, however, before going downstairs she looked out of the
-window she saw that he was still at his post. Athlyne’s campaigning
-experience had had its own psychology. Seeing that there was some
-change in the Ogilvie day he had arranged his own plans to meet it.
-Whilst they had been taking their morning drive he had provided
-himself with some sandwiches; he had determined not to leave his post
-until he knew more. Joy’s words had all day rung in his ears, and he
-was now and again distracted with doubts. Was it possible that there
-had been any meaning or intention in her words more than was apparent?
-Was the spontaneity consequent on some deep feeling which evoked
-memory? Could he believe that she really. … He would wait now before
-sending the letter, whatever came. In that he was adamant.
-
-During the drive Joy was mainly silent. It was not the silence of
-thought; it was simply spiritual quiescence. She knew that the rest of
-the day was so laid out that it was unlikely it could be marred by an
-untoward accident. There was this in His persistent waiting that she
-had come to trust it. There was some intention, so manifest, though
-what it was was unknown to her, that it was hardly to be disturbed by
-any sudden exigency. She lived at the moment in a world of calm, a
-dream-world of infinite happiness. Now and again she woke to the
-presence of her father and then poured on him in every way in which a
-young woman can all the treasures of her thought and affection. This
-made the old man so happy that he too was content to remain silent
-when she ceased to speak.
-
-When they got back to the hotel, she spoke to the driver:
-
-“You will be here at eight o’clock please, as you will have to drive
-Colonel Ogilvie to the station at Windermere in good time to catch the
-nine o’clock train. I shall not want you in the morning as I intend to
-take a walk; but you must be at Windermere to meet my father at five
-o’clock. If to-morrow afternoon there is any change in his plans he
-will wire the hotel people and they will let you know. Perhaps you had
-better call here on your way to Windermere as I may go over in the
-carriage. But if I am not here do not wait for me; I may possibly walk
-over. When you have left Colonel Ogilvie at Windermere to-night you
-will have to leave me back here. I am going to the depot with him.”
-
-Then she went into the doorway, and hurried to the sitting-room where
-she looked out into the garden--where the lilacs grew.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
- INSTINCTIVE PLANNING
-
-Man’s unconscious action is a strange thing. Athlyne had just heard
-words which took from him a strain under which he had suffered for a
-whole week of waiting and watching; words which promised him the
-opportunity for which he had longed for many weeks. His nerves had
-been strung to tension so high that now it would seem only natural if
-the relief sent him into a sort of delirium. But he quietly lit a
-cigar, taking care that it was properly cut and properly lit, and
-smoked luxuriously as he moved across the garden and into the street.
-Joy from her window saw him go, and her admiration of his ease and
-self possession and magnificent self-reliance sent fresh thrills
-through her flesh.
-
-When Athlyne went out of the garden he had evidently made up his mind,
-consciously or unconsciously, to some other point in connection with
-the motor for he visited such shops as were open and made some
-purchases--caps, veils, cloaks and such like gear suitable for the use
-of a tall young lady. These he took with him in a hired carriage to
-the hotel at Bowness, where he added them to certain others already
-sent from London. Then he told the chauffeur to give the car a careful
-overhauling so that it be in perfect order, and went for a stroll up
-the Lake.
-
-Shortly he was in a mental and physical tumult; the period which had
-elapsed since he heard the news of Colonel Ogilvie’s coming departure
-had been but the prelude to the storm. At first he could not think; he
-had no words, no sequence of ideas, not even vague intentions. He had
-only sensations; and these though they moved and concentrated every
-nerve in his body were without even physical purpose. He went like one
-in a dream. But in the background of his mind was a fact which stood
-out firm and solid like the profile of a mountain seen against the
-glow of a western sunset. Joy would be alone to-morrow; the
-opportunity he waited for was at last at hand! The recognition of this
-seemed to pull him together, to set all his faculties working
-simultaneously; and as each had a different method the tumult was in
-reducing them to unison--in achieving one resultant from all the
-varying forces. Gradually out of the chaos came the first clear
-intent: he must so master the whole subject that when the opportunity
-had come he should be able to avail himself of it to the full. From
-this he proceeded to weigh the various possibilities, till gradually
-he began to realise what vague purpose had been behind his wish to
-have his automobile in perfect working order. It did not even occur to
-him that with such machinery at his command he might try to carry her
-off, either without her consent or with it. All that he wanted in the
-first instance was to have fitting opportunity of discovering how Joy
-regarded him. The last twenty-four hours had opened to his mind such
-glorious possibilities that every word she had said, every look on her
-eloquent face (though such looks had manifestly not been intended for
-him) had a place in a chain which linked her heart to his. “Look at
-me!” “I am glad I asked you to look at me!” though spoken to her
-father seemed to have another significance. It was as though an eager
-thought had at last found expression. “Good night! Good night,
-beloved!” though ostensibly spoken to the twilight was breathed with
-such fervour, with such languishing eyes and with such soft pouting of
-scarlet lips that it seemed impossible that it should have other than
-a human objective. These thoughts swept the man into a glow of
-passion. He was young and strong and ardent, and he loved the woman
-with all his heart; with all his soul; with all the strength of human
-passion. It is a mistake to suppose--as some abstract thinkers seem to
-do always, and most people at some moment of purely spiritual
-exaltation--that the love of a man and a woman each for the other is,
-even at its very highest, devoid of physical emotion. The original
-Creator did not manifestly so intend. The world of thought is an
-abstract world whose inner shrine is where soul meets soul. The world
-of life is the world of the heart, and its beating is the sway of the
-pendulum between soul and flesh. The world of flesh is the real world;
-wrought of physical atoms in whose recurrent groupings is the
-elaborated scheme of nature. Into this world has been placed Man to
-live and rule. To this end his body is fixed with various powers and
-complications and endurances; with weaknesses and impulses and
-yieldings; with passions to animate, with desires to attract, and
-animosities to repel. And as the final crowning of this wondrous work,
-the last and final touch of the Creator’s hand, Sex for the eternal
-renewing of established forces. How can souls be drawn to souls when
-such are centred in bodies which mutually repel? How can the heart
-quicken its beats when it may not come near enough to hear the
-answering throb? No! If physical attraction be not somewhere, naught
-can develop. Judy, the outspoken, had once almost horrified a little
-group of matrons who were discussing the interest which a certain
-young cleric was beginning to take in one of the young female
-parishioners. When one of them said, somewhat sanctimoniously, that
-his interest was only in the salvation of her immortal soul, that he
-was too good a man to ever think of falling in love as ordinary men
-do, the vivacious old maid replied:
-
-“Not a bit of it, my dear! When a man troubles himself about an
-individual young woman’s soul you may be quite certain that his eyes
-have not neglected her body. And moreover you will generally, if not
-always, find that she has a pair of curving red lips, or a fine bust,
-or a well-developed figure somewhere!”
-
-Athlyne loved Joy in all ways, so that the best of his nature
-regulated the standard of his thoughts. His love was no passing fancy
-which might or might not develop, flame up, and fade away. He had, he
-felt, found the other half of him, lost in the primeval chaos; and he
-wanted the union to be so complete that it would outlive the clashing
-of worlds in the final cataclysm. Healthy people are healthy in their
-loves and even in their passions. These two young people were both
-healthy, both red-blooded, both of ardent, passionate nature; and they
-were drawn together each to each by all the powers that rule sex and
-character. To say that their love was all of earth would be as absurd
-as to say that it was all of heaven. It was human, all human, and all
-that such implies. Heaven and earth had both their parts in the
-combination; and perhaps, since both were of strong nature and marked
-individuality, Hell had its due share in the amalgam.
-
-Athlyne thought, and thought, and thought; till the length of his own
-shadow recalled the passing of time. He postponed the thinking over
-his plans for to-morrow--the active part of them, and hastened back to
-his place behind the lilacs.
-
-He was just in time. The carriage stood at the door with Colonel
-Ogilvie’s “grip-sack” at the driver’s feet. Then the Boots ran down
-the steps and held the carriage door open. Joy came holding her
-father’s arm. They got into the carriage and drove away. Athlyne
-waited, sitting on the seat on the grass lawn smoking luxuriously. He
-forgot that he was hungry and thirsty, forgot everything except that
-he would before long see Joy again, this time _alone_. His thoughts
-were evidently pleasant, for the time flew fast. Indeed he must have
-been in something like a waking dream which absorbed all his faculties
-for he did not notice the flight of time at all. It was only when,
-recalled to himself by the passing of a carriage, he looked up and saw
-Joy that he came back to reality. To his disappointment her head was
-turned away. When within sight of the garden, she had noticed him and
-as she did not wish him, just yet, to know that she knew of his
-presence, she found her eyes fixed on the other side of the street. It
-was the easiest and most certain way of avoiding complexities. He
-slipped over to the lilacs to see her alight. When she had done so she
-turned to the coachman and said:
-
-“You understand I shall not want you in the morning as I shall be out
-walking; but if I don’t send for you in the afternoon, or if you don’t
-get any message you will meet my father at Windermere station at a
-quarter to five.”
-
-She went to the front of the carriage and stroked the horses’ noses
-and necks after her usual fashion. He had as good a view of her
-profile as the twilight would allow. Then with a pleasant “Good
-evening!” to the coachman she tripped up the steps and disappeared.
-For more than a quarter of an hour Athlyne watched the windows; but
-she did not appear. This was natural enough, for she was behind the
-curtains peeping out to see if he went back to his seat on the lawn.
-
-When she saw that he did not return Joy, with a gentle sigh, went to
-her room.
-
-That sigh meant a lot. It was the reaction from an inward struggle.
-All day she had been suffering from the dominance of two opposing
-ideas, between which her inward nature swayed pendulum-wise. This
-“inward nature” comprised her mind, her reason, her intelligence, her
-fears, her hopes, her desires--the whole mechanism and paraphernalia
-of her emotional and speculative psychology. She would fain have gone
-out boldly into the garden and there met Mr. Hardy face to face--of
-course by pure accident. But this vague intention was combated by a
-maiden fear; one of those delicious, conscious apprehensions made to
-be combated unless thoroughly supported by collateral forces; one of
-those gentle fears of sex which makes yielding so sweet. Following
-this came the fixed intention of that walk to be taken in the morning.
-The morning was still far off and its apprehensive possibilities were
-not very dreadful. Indeed she did not really fear them at all for she
-had privately made up her mind that, fear or no fear, she was going on
-that walk. The only point left open was its direction. The hour was
-positively settled; an hour earlier than that at which for the past
-few days she had driven out with Daddy! Even to herself she would not
-admit that her choice of time was in any way controlled or influenced
-by the fact that it was the same hour about which Mr. Hardy made his
-appearance in the garden.
-
-But all the same her thoughts and her intentions were becoming
-conscious. For good or evil she was getting more reckless in her
-desires; passion was becoming dominant--and she knew it.
-
-This is perhaps the most dangerous phase of a woman’s trial. She knows
-that there is at work a growing desire for self-surrender which it is
-her duty to combat. She knows that all contra reasons which can be
-produced will be--must be--overcome. She knows with all the subtle
-instincts of her sex that she is deliberately setting her feet on a
-slope down which some impulse, perhaps but momentary, will carry her
-with resistless force. It is the preparatory struggle to defeat; the
-clearing away of difficulties which might later be hampering or even
-obstructive; the clamant _wish_ for defeat which makes for the
-conquered the satisfaction if not the happiness of finality. To all
-children of Adam, of either sex, this phase may come. To the strongest
-and most resolute warrior must be a moment when he can no more; when
-the last blow has been struck and the calling of another world is
-ringing in his ears; to the resolute amongst men this moment is the
-moment of death. To women it is surrender of self; surrender to the
-embrace of Death--or to the embrace of Love. It is the true end of the
-battle. The rest is but the carrying out of the Treaty of Peace, the
-Triumph of the Victory in which she is now proud to have a part--if it
-be only that of captive!
-
-There was no sleep for Joy that night. She heard the hours strike one
-after the other, never missing one. She was not restless. She lay
-still, and quiet, and calm; patient with that patience which is an
-acceptance that what is to come is good. In all the long vigil she
-never faltered in her intention to take that walk in the forenoon.
-What was to happen in it she did not guess. She had a conviction that
-that tall figure would follow her discreetly; and that when she was
-alone they would somehow meet. It might be that she would hear his
-voice before she saw him; that was most likely, indeed almost certain,
-for she would not turn till he had spoken … or at any rate till she
-knew that he was close behind her. … Here her thoughts would stop.
-She would lie in a sort of ecstasy … whatever might come after that
-would be happiness. She would see Him … look into His eyes. …
-“Look at me, Joy!” seemed to sound in her ears in sweet low music like
-a whisper. Then she would close her eyes and lie motionless, passive,
-breathing as gently as a child; high-strung, conscious, awake and
-devoid of any definite intent.
-
-When she was dressing for the day she put on one of the simplest and
-prettiest of her dresses, one which she had directed over night to be
-got ready; a sort of heavy gauze of dull white which fell in long full
-folds showing her tall slim figure to its perfect grace. Her maid who
-was a somewhat silent person, not given to volubility unless
-encouraged, looked at her admiringly as she said:
-
-“I do think miss that is the most becoming of all your frocks!” This
-pleased her and sent a red glow through her cheeks. Then, fearing if
-she seemed to think too much of the matter it might seem suspicious as
-to some purpose, she said quietly:
-
-“Perhaps then it would be better if I put on one of the lawn dresses.
-I am going for a walk this morning and as it may be dusty a frock that
-will not catch the dust may be better.”
-
-“It does seem a pity miss to wear such a pretty frock and spoil it
-when there is no one here to see it; not even your father.” This gave
-Joy an opening of which she quickly availed herself. She had not the
-least intention of changing the frock or of looking, if she could
-avoid it, one whit below her best.
-
-“Fie, Eugenie! one doesn’t put on frocks to attract. If you think that
-way, I shall wear it; even if it is to get dusty.” The Abigail who was
-a privileged person answered gravely:
-
-“That’s quite true, Miss, exactly as you say it. _One_ doesn’t put on
-nice frocks to attract; and that one is yourself. But all the rest
-do!” Joy’s merry laugh showed the measure of her ebullient happiness.
-
-“Dear me! Eugenie. You are quite an orthoëpist--indeed a
-precisionist. I shall have to polish up my grammar. However I’ll keep
-on the frock if only in compliment to your sense of terminological
-exactitude!”
-
-A little after breakfast, when the time for starting on the walk drew
-nigh, Joy did not feel so elated. Woman-like she was not anxious to
-begin. It was not that she in any way faltered in her purpose, but
-merely that she was suffering from the nervousness which comes to
-those of high strung temperaments in momentous crises. Humming merrily
-she put on her hat and finished her toilet for her walk. In the
-sitting room from the shelter of the curtain she looked out of the
-window, as she tried to think, casually. Her eyes turned towards the
-lilac bushes, but caught no indication of the tall figure that she
-sought. Her heart fell. But a second later it leaped almost painfully
-as she saw Mr. Hardy sitting out openly on the seat, and strange to
-say--for she had come to identify that seat with the practice--not
-smoking. He evidently had no present thought of being concealed. Why?
-The answer to her own question came in a rush of blood to her face, a
-rush so quick and thorough that it seemed for the moment to deplete
-her heart which beat but faintly… When she looked again he had risen
-and was moving toward the lilacs.
-
-Without a word she walked downstairs and out through the hall-door.
-
-
-Athlyne had not slept either that night. But the manner and range of
-his thoughts showed the difference between the sexes. Both his
-imagining and his reasoning were to practical purpose. He wanted to
-see Joy, to speak with her, to prove to himself if his hoping was in
-any way justified by fact. He had for so long been concentrating his
-thoughts on one subject that doubts at first shadowy had become real.
-It seemed therefore to him that in his planning for the morrow he was
-dealing with real things, not imaginative ones. And, after all, there
-is nothing more real than doubt--so far as it goes. Victor Cousin took
-from its reality his subtlest argument for belief: “At this point
-scepticism itself vanishes; for if a man doubt everything else, at
-least he cannot doubt that he doubts.” So with Athlyne. By accepting
-doubt as reality he began the experiment for its cure.
-
-In the silence of the night, with nerves high-strung and with brain
-excited he tried in those most earnest hours of his life, when for
-good or ill he was to organise his intellectual forces, to arrange
-matters so that at the earliest time he might with certainty learn his
-fate. He had an idea that in such a meeting as was before him he must
-not be over-precipitated. And yet he must not check impulsiveness as
-long as its trend was in the right direction. He knew that a woman’s
-heart is oftener won by assault than by siege. For himself he had
-plenty of patience as well as a sufficiency of spirit; his task at
-present therefore was one of generalship alone: the laying out of the
-battle plans, the disposition of his forces. As he thought, and as his
-ideas and his intentions came into order, he began to understand
-better the purpose of those two preparations of his which were already
-complete: the overhauling of his automobile, and the supplying it with
-female wraps. He intended by some means or other, dependent on
-developing opportunity, to bring her for a ride in the motor. There,
-all alone, he would be able to learn, perhaps at first from her
-bearing and then from her own lips, how she regarded him.
-
-Athlyne was a young man, a very young man in his real knowledge of the
-sex. There are hundreds, thousands, of half-pulseless boys, flabby of
-flesh and pallid with enervating dissipation, who would have smiled
-cynically--they have not left in them grit enough for laughter--at his
-doubting.
-
-He would not frighten her at first. Here for a time he took himself to
-task for seeming to plot against the woman he loved. Surely it would
-be better to treat her with perfect fairness; to lay his heart at her
-feet; tell her with all the passionate force that swept him how he
-loved her--tell it with what utterance he had. Then he should wait her
-decision. No, not decision! That was too cold a word--thought. If
-indeed there was any answering love to his, little decision would be
-required. Had _he_ made any decision! From the first moment he had
-looked in her beautiful grey eyes and lost himself in their depths,
-his very soul had gone out to her. And it might be that she too had
-felt something of the same self-abandonment. He could never forget how
-on that afternoon visit at the Holland she had raised her eyes to his
-in answer to his passionate appeal: “Joy, Look at me!” Then at that
-memory, and at the later memory when she had spoken the words herself
-only the day before--the sweetness of her voice was still tingling in
-his ears, a sort of tidal wave of lover’s rapture swept over him. It
-overwhelmed him so completely that it left him physically gasping for
-breath. He was in a tumult; he could not lie in bed. He leaped to his
-feet and walked to and fro with long, passionate strides. He threw up
-the lower sash of the window and looked out into the moonlight,
-craning his neck round to the right so that his eyes were in the
-direction of Ambleside as though the very ardour of his gaze could
-pierce through distance and stone walls and compel Joy’s white eyelids
-to raise so that he might once more lose himself in those grey deeps
-wherein his soul alone found peace.
-
-In this passion of adoration all his doubts seemed to disappear, as
-the sun drinks up the mist. He felt as though uplifted. At the very
-idea of Joy’s loving him as he loved her he felt more worthy, more
-strong, and with a sense of triumph which had no parallel in his life.
-He stood looking out at the beauty of the scene before him, till
-gradually it became merged in his thoughts with Joy and his hopes
-which the morrow might realise. He never knew exactly how long he
-stood there. It must have been a long time, for when he realised any
-sense of time at all he was cramped and chill; and the forerunner of
-the morning light coming from far away behind him was articulating the
-fields on the hill-slopes across the lake.
-
-He was then calm. All the thinking and reasoning and planning and
-passion of the night had been wrought into unity. His mind was made up
-as to the first stage of his undertaking. He would bring the car to
-Ambleside and leave it with the chauffeur outside the town. Then he
-would take his place in the garden and wait till she came out for that
-walk of which she had told her father. He would cautiously follow her;
-and when there was a fair opportunity for uninterrupted speech would
-come to her. If he found there was no change in her manner to him--and
-here once again the memory of those lifting eyes made him tremble--he
-would try to get her to come for a ride in his car. There, wrapped in
-the glory of motion and surrounded by all the grandeur of natural
-beauty, he would pour out his soul to her and put his fate to the
-touch. Then if all were well he would send on the letter to her father
-and would pay his formal visit as soon as might be. He would take care
-to have ready a luncheon basket so that if she would ride with him
-they might have together an ethereal banquet.
-
-It is strange that even those who are habitually cautious, whose
-thoughts and deeds alike are compelled and ruled by reason, will in
-times of exaltation forget their guiding principle. They will refuse
-to acknowledge the existence of chance; and will proceed calmly on
-their way as though life was as a simple cord, with Inclination
-pulling at one end of it and Fact yielding at the other.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
- A BANQUET ON OLYMPUS
-
-On this occasion Athlyne did not continue to sit out on the lawn.
-Now that he wished to overtake Joy unawares he was as careful to hide
-his presence from her as he had previously hidden it from her father.
-He had hardly ensconced himself in his usual cover when Joy came out
-on the steps. Her maid was with her and together they stood on the
-steps speaking. As she turned to come down the steps Joy said:
-
-“Perhaps I had better arrange to come back after a short walk; there
-might be some telegram from father to be attended to. If there is not,
-I can then go for a real, long walk.” She did not say more but moved
-briskly down the roadway without ever turning her head. Athlyne
-slipped through the gate of the garden, following at such distance
-that he could easily keep out of view in case she should turn. When
-she had cleared the straggling houses which made the outskirts of the
-little town she walked slowly, and then more slowly still. Finally she
-sat on a low wall by the roadside with her back partially turned to
-Ambleside and looked long at the beautiful view before her where,
-between the patches of trees which here shut out the houses altogether
-and heightened the air of privacy of the bye road, the mountain slopes
-rose before her.
-
-This was the opportunity for which Athlyne was waiting. He had hardly
-dared to hope that it would be in a spot so well adapted to his
-wishes. Dear simple soul! he never imagined that it had been already
-chosen--marked down by a keener intellect than his own, and that
-intellect a woman’s!
-
-Joy knew that he was coming; that he was drawing closer; that he was
-at hand. It was not needed that she had now and again thrown a half
-glance behind her at favourable moments as she went. There was at work
-a subtler sense than any dealing with mere optics; a sense that can
-float on ether waves as surely as can any other potent force. Nay, may
-it not be the same sense specialised. The sense that makes soul known
-to soul, sex to sex; that tells of the presence of danger; that calls
-kind to kind, and race to race, from the highest of creation to the
-lowest. And so she was prepared and waited, calm after the manner of
-her sex. For when woman waits for the coming of man her whole being is
-in suspense. Though in secret her heart beat painfully Joy did not
-look round, made no movement till the spoken words reached her:
-
-“Miss Ogilvie is it not!”
-
-Slowly she turned, as to a voice but partly heard or partly
-remembered. Athlyne felt his heart sink down, down as he saw the
-slowness of the movement and realised the absence of that quick
-response which he had by long and continuous thinking since last night
-encouraged himself to expect. The quick gleam of pleasure in the face
-as she turned, the light in her marvellous grey eyes, the gentle blush
-which despite herself passed like an Alpenglow from forehead to neck
-did not altogether restore his equanimity or even encourage him
-sufficiently to try to regain that pinnacle of complacent hope on
-which up to then he had stood.
-
-“Why Mr. Hardy,” she said warmly as she rose quickly to her feet.
-“This is real nice. I was afraid we were not going to see you whilst
-we were in England.”
-
-It was beautifully done; no wonder that some women can on the stage
-carry a whole audience with them, when off it so many can deceive
-intellects more powerful than their own. And yet it was not all
-acting. She did not intend it as such; not for a moment did she wish
-or intend to deceive. It was only the habit of obedience to convention
-which was guiding natural impulse into safe channels. For who shall
-say where nature--the raw, primeval crude article--ends or where
-convention, which is the artfulness necessitated by the elaboration of
-organised society, begins. A man well known in New York used to say:
-“All men are equal after the fish!” Kipling put the same idea in
-another way: … “the Colonel’s Lady an’ Judy O’Grady are sisters
-under their skins!”
-
-When Athlyne looked into Joy’s eyes--and there was full opportunity
-for so doing--all his intentions of reserve went from him. He was
-lover all over; nothing but lover, with wild desire to be one with her
-he loved. His eyes began to glow, his knees to tremble, then every
-muscle of his body became braced; and when he spoke his voice at once
-deepened and had a masterful ring which seemed to draw Joy’s very soul
-out towards him. Well it was for her main purpose that her instinct
-had given that first chill of self-possession; had the man been able
-to go on from where he had first started nothing that she knew of
-reserve or self-restraint could have prevented her from throwing
-herself straightway into his arms. Had Athlyne not begun with that
-same chill, which to him took the measure of a repulse, he would have
-caught her to him with all the passions of many kinds which were
-beginning to surge in him.
-
-But what neither of them could effect alone, together they did. The
-pause of the fraction of a second in the springing of their passion
-made further restraint possible. There is no fly-wheel in the
-mechanism of humanity to carry the movement of the crank beyond its
-level. Such machinery was not invented at the time of the organisation
-of Eden.
-
-“I have longed for this moment more than I can say; more than words
-can tell!” His voice vibrated with the very intensity of his truth.
-Joy’s eyes, despite her efforts to keep them fixed, fell. Her bosom
-rose and fell quickly and heavily with the stress of her breathing.
-Her knees trembled and a slow pallor took the place of the flush on
-her face. Seemingly unconsciously she murmured so faintly that only a
-lover’s ear could hear or follow it:
-
-“I have longed for it too--oh so much!” The words dropped from her
-lips like faint music. Instinctively she put her hand on the wall
-beside her to steady herself; she feared she was going to faint.
-
-Athlyne, seeing and hearing, thrilled through to the very marrow of
-his bones. His great love controlled, compelled him. He made no
-movement towards her but looked with eyes of rapture. Such a moment
-was beyond personal satisfaction; it was of the gods, not of men. And
-so they stood.
-
-Then the tears welled over in Joy’s eyes beneath the fallen lids. They
-hung on the dark, curly lashes and rolled like silver beads down the
-softness of her cheeks. Still Athlyne made no sign; he felt that the
-time had not yet come. The woman was his own now, he felt
-instinctively; and it was his duty--his sacred privilege to protect
-her. Unthinkingly he moved a step back on the road he had come.
-Instinctively Joy did the same. It was without thought or intention on
-the part of either; all instinctive, all natural. The usage of the
-primeval squaw to follow her master outlives races.
-
-Then he paused. She came up to him and they walked level. Not another
-word had been spoken; but there are silences that speak more than can
-be written in ponderous tomes. These two--this man and this
-woman--_knew_. They had in their hearts in those glorious moments all
-the wisdom won by joy and suffering through all the countless ages
-since the Lord rested on that first Sabbath eve and felt that His
-finished work was good.
-
-When, keeping even step, they had taken a few quiet paces, Athlyne
-spoke in a soft whisper that thrilled:
-
-“Joy, look at me!”
-
-Without question or doubt of any kind she raised her shining eyes to
-his. And then, slowly and together as though in obedience to some
-divine command, their lips met in a long, loving kiss in which their
-very souls went out each to the other.
-
-When their mouths parted, with a mutual sigh, each gave a quick glance
-up and down the road; neither had thought of it before.
-
-The tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil did not die in Eden bower.
-It flourishes still in even the most unlikely places all the wide
-world over. And they who taste its fruit must look with newly-opened
-eyes on the world around them.
-
-Together, still keeping step, not holding each other, not touching
-except by the chance of movement, they walked to where the bye-road
-joined the main one. As yet they had spoken between them less than
-threescore words. They wondered later in the day when they talked
-together how so much as they had thought and felt and conveyed had
-been packed into such compass. Now, as they paused at the joining of
-the roads, Athlyne said--and strange to say it was in an ordinary
-commonplace voice:
-
-“Joy won’t you come with me for a ride. I have my motor here, and we
-can go alone. There is much I want to say to you--much to tell you,
-and the speed will help us. I want to rush along--to fly. Earth is too
-prosaic for me--now!” Joy looking softly up caught the lightning that
-flashed from his eyes, and her own fell. A tide of red swept her face;
-this passed in a moment, however, leaving a divine pink like summer
-sunset on snowy heights. Her voice was low and thrilling as she
-answered with eyes still cast down.
-
-“I’ll go with you where you will--to the end of the world--or Heaven
-or Hell if you wish--now!”
-
-And then as if compelled by a force beyond control she raised her eyes
-to his.
-
-“Shall you come with me to the car; or shall I bring it to the hotel?”
-He spoke once more in something like his ordinary voice.
-
-“Neither!” she answered with her eyes still fixed on his
-unflinchingly. He felt their witchery run through him like fire now;
-his blood seemed to boil as it rushed through his veins. Love and
-passion were awake and at one.
-
-“I must go back to see if there is any wire from Daddy, and to leave
-word that I am going for a drive. I shall tell my maid that I shall
-return in good time. Father and Mother and Aunt Judy are to arrive at
-Windermere at five o’clock unless we hear to the contrary. You bring
-up the motor to--to there where we met.” Her eyes burned through him
-as without taking them from his she raised an arm and pointed
-gracefully up the bye-road, towards where they had sat.
-
-“Don’t come with me,” she said as he moved with her. “It will be
-sweeter to keep our secret to ourselves.”
-
-And so, he raising his cap as he stood aside, she passed on after
-sending one flashing look of love right through him.
-
-At the hotel she found a wire from her father to the effect that they
-would not be able to leave Euston at 11.30 as intended but that they
-hoped to reach Windermere at 7.05. This pleased her, for it gave her
-another two hours for that motor drive to which she looked forward
-with beating heart. She told her maid that she would be out till late
-in the afternoon as she was going motoring with a friend; and that
-she, Eugenie, could please herself as to how she would pass the time.
-When the maid asked her what she wished as to lunch she answered:
-
-“I shall not want any lunch; but if we feel hungry we can easily get
-some on the way.”
-
-“Which way shall you be going, Miss, in case any one should ask.”
-
-“I really don’t know Eugenie. I just said I would join in the drive. I
-daresay it is up somewhere amongst the lakes. That is where the fine
-scenery is.”
-
-“And what about wraps, miss? You will want something warm for
-motoring. That dress you have on is rather thin for the purpose.”
-
-“Oh dear; oh dear!” she answered with chagrin. “This will do well
-enough, I think. We shall not, I expect, be going very far. If I find
-I want a wrap I can borrow one.” And off she set for the rendezvous.
-
-In the meantime Athlyne had found the car, and had given instructions
-to the chauffeur to remain at an inn at Ambleside which he had already
-noted for the purpose and where a telegram would find him in case it
-might be necessary to give any instructions. He had made sure that the
-luncheon basket which he had ordered at Bowness was in its place. Then
-he had driven back to the bye-road and waited with what patience he
-could for the coming of Joy.
-
-She came up the bye-road walking fast enough. Up to that point she had
-walked leisurely, but when she saw the great car all flaming
-magnificently in scarlet and gold she forgot everything in the way of
-demureness, and hurried forward. She had also seen Mr. Hardy. That
-morning he had put on his motor clothes, for he knew he had to look
-forward to a long spell of hard work before him--work of a kind which
-needs special equipment. More than ever did he look tall and lithe and
-elegant in his well-fitting suit of soft dark leather. When he caught
-sight of Joy and saw that she was still in her pretty white frock he
-began to lift from the bottom of the tonneau a pile of wraps which he
-spread on the side. Joy did not notice the things at first; her eyes
-were all for him. He stepped forward to meet her and, after a quick
-glance round to see that they were alone, took her in his arms and
-kissed her. She received the kiss in the most natural way--as if it
-was a matter of course, and returned it. It is surprising what an easy
-art to learn kissing is, and how soon even the most bashful of lovers
-become reconciled to its exacting rules!
-
-Then she began to admire his car, partly to please him, partly because
-it was really a splendid machine admirably wrought to its special
-purpose--speed. He lifted a couple of coats and asked:
-
-“Which will you wear?”
-
-“Must I wear one? It is warm enough isn’t it without a coat?”
-
-“At present, yes! But when our friend here” he slapped the car
-affectionately “wakes up and knows who he has the honour of carrying
-you’ll want it. You have no idea what a difference a fifty or sixty
-mile breeze makes.”
-
-“I’ll take this one, please,” she said without another word; a ready
-acquiescence to his advice which made him glow afresh. One after
-another she took all the articles which his loving forethought had
-provided, and put them on prettily. She felt, and he felt too, that
-each fresh adornment was something after the manner of an embrace. At
-the last he lifted the motor cap and held it out to her. She took it
-with a smile and a blush.
-
-“I really quite forgot my hat,” she said. “’Tis funny how your memory
-goes when you’re very eager!” This little speech, unconsciously
-uttered, sent a wave of sweet passion through the man. “Very Eager!”
-She went on:
-
-“But where on earth am I to put it? I think I had almost better hide
-it here behind the hedge and retrieve it when we get back!” Athlyne
-smiled superiorly--that sort of affectionate tolerant superiority
-which a woman admires in a man she loves and which the least
-sentimental man employs unconsciously at times. He stooped into the
-tonneau and from under one of the seats drew out a leather bonnet-box
-which ran in and out on a slide. As he touched a spring this flew
-open, showing space and equipment for several hats and a tiny dressing
-bag.
-
-“Why, dear, there is everything in the world in your wonderful car.”
-
-How he was thrilled by her using the word--the first time her lips had
-used it to him. It was none the less sweet because spoken without
-thought. She herself had something of the same feeling. She quivered
-in a languorous ecstasy. But she did not even blush at the thought; it
-had been but the natural expression of her feeling and she was glad
-she had said it. Their eyes searched each other and told their own
-eloquent tale.
-
-“Darling!” he said, and bending over kissed again the rosy mouth that
-was pouted to meet him.
-
-In silence he opened the door of the tonneau. She drew back.
-
-“Must I go in there--alone?”
-
-“I can’t go with you, darling. I must sit in the seat to drive. Unless
-you would rather we had the chauffeur!”
-
-“You stupid old … _dear_!” this in a whisper. “I want to sit beside
-you--as close as I can … _darling_!” She sank readily into the arms
-which instinctively opened.
-
-True love makes its own laws, its own etiquettes. When lovers judge
-harshly each the conduct of the other it is time for the interference
-or the verdict of strangers. But not till then.
-
-Athlyne took the wheel, feeling in a sort of triumphant glory; in
-every way other than he had expected. He thought that he would be
-ardent and demonstrative; he was protective. The very trustfulness of
-her reception of his caresses and her responsiveness to them made for
-a certain intellectual quietude.
-
-Joy too was in a sort of ecstatic calm. There was such completeness
-about her happiness that all thought of self disappeared. She did not
-want anything to be changed in the whole universe. She did not want
-time to fly betwixt now and her union with the man she loved. That
-might--would--come later; but in the meanwhile happiness was so
-complete as to transcend ambition, hope, time.
-
-Athlyne, who had made up his mind as to the direction of the drive,
-came down on the high road and drove at moderate speed to Ambleside;
-he thought that it would be wise to go slowly so as not to be too
-conspicuous. He had given Joy a dust-veil but she had not yet adjusted
-it. The present pace did not require such protection, and the idea of
-concealing her identity did not even enter into her head. When they
-were passing the post-office a sudden recollection came to Athlyne,
-and he stopped the car suddenly. Joy for an instant was a little
-alarmed and looked towards him inquiringly.
-
-“Only a letter which I want to post!” he said in reply as he stepped
-down on the pavement. He opened his jacket and took from his pocket a
-letter which he placed in the box. Joy surmised afresh about the
-letter; she vaguely wondered if it was the same that she had seen him
-close and put into his pocketbook. The thought was, however, only a
-passing one. She had something else than other people’s letters to
-think about at present.
-
-Just as he was turning back from the post box Eugenie, who was taking
-advantage of her freedom, passed along the pavement. She stopped to
-admire the tall chauffeur whom she thought the handsomest man she had
-ever seen. She did not know him. Her service with Miss Ogilvie had
-only commenced with the visit to London: up to the time of her leaving
-Italy Mrs. Ogilvie’s maid had attended to Joy. She stood back and
-pretended to be looking in at a window as she did not care to be seen
-staring openly at him. Then she saw that he was no ordinary chauffeur.
-It was with a sigh that she said to herself:
-
-“_Voila! Un vrai Monsieur!_” Her eyes following him as he turned the
-starting handle and took his seat behind the wheel, she saw that his
-companion was her mistress. Not wishing to appear as if prying on her
-either, she instinctively turned away.
-
-As Athlyne was arranging himself to his driving work he said quietly
-to Joy:
-
-“Sorry for delaying, but it was a most important letter, which I want
-to be delivered to-night. It might be late if it was not posted till
-Carlisle.” This was the first knowledge Joy had of the direction of
-the journey. Eugenie heard only the last word as the car moved off.
-
-The pace was comparatively slow until the outskirts of Ambleside had
-been passed; then he told Joy to put on her spectacles and donned his
-own. When they were both ready he increased the pace, and they flew up
-to the shores of Rydal Water. At Joy’s request they slowed down whilst
-the lake was in sight; but raced again till the road ran close to the
-peaceful water of Grasmere. But when Grasmere with its old church and
-Coleridge’s tomb lay away to their left they flew again up the steep
-road to Thirlmere. Athlyne was a careful driver and the car was a good
-hill climber. It was only when the road was quite free ahead that they
-went at great speed. They kept steadily on amongst the rising
-mountains, only slackening as they passed to Thirlmere and dropped
-down to Keswick. They did not stop here, but passing by the top of
-Derwentwater drew up for a few minutes to look down the lake whose
-wooded islands add so much to the loveliness of the view. Then on
-again full speed by the borders of Bassenthwaite Lake and on amongst
-the frowning hills to Cockermouth.
-
-Joy was in a transport of delight the whole time. Her soul seemed to
-be lifted by the ever-varying beauty of the panorama as they swept
-along; and the rushing speed stirred her blood. She was silent, save
-at ecstatic moments when she was quite unable to control herself.
-Athlyne was silent too. He had been over the ground already, and
-besides such driving required constant care and attention. He was more
-than ever careful in his work, for was not Joy--his Joy!--his
-passenger.
-
-They did not stop at Cockermouth but turned into the main road and,
-passing Bride-kirk--and Bothel, flew up to Carlisle. As he slowed down
-at the city wall Athlyne looking at his watch said quietly:
-
-“An hour and a half and some fifty miles. Let us go on and eat our
-lunch in Scotland.”
-
-“Oh do! Go on! Go on--darling! I forgot to tell you that I have had a
-wire; they don’t get in till seven; so we have two more hours,” cried
-Joy enthusiastically. This time she used the word of endearment
-instinctively and without a pause. “Practice makes perfect” says the
-old saw.
-
-Athlyne controlled himself and went at quiet pace through the
-Cumberland capital. He would like to have put the engine at full
-speed; the last word had fired him afresh. However, he did not want to
-get into police trouble. When he came out on the Northern road and
-climbed the steep hill to Stanwix he felt freer. The road was almost a
-dead level and there was little traffic, only a stray cart here and
-there. Then he let go, and the car jumped forward like an eager horse.
-Athlyne felt proud of it, just as though it had an intention of its
-own--that it wanted to show Joy how it loved to carry her. Joy almost
-held her breath as they swept along here. The wind whistled around her
-head and she had to keep her neck stiff against the pressure of the
-fifty-mile breeze. They slowed at the forking of the road beyond
-Kingstown; and at the Esk bridge and its approaches; otherwise they
-went at terrific speed till they reached the border where the road
-crossed the Sark. Then, keeping the Lochberie road to the right, they
-rushed away through Annan towards Dumfries.
-
-Joy did not know that at that turning off to Annan they were almost in
-touch with Gretna Green. Athlyne did not think of it at the time. Had
-the knowledge or the thought of either been engaged on the subject the
-temptation it would have brought might have been too much for lovers
-in their rapturous condition … and the course of this history might
-have been different.
-
-The run to the outskirts of Dumfries, where the traffic increased, was
-another wild rush which wrought both the occupants of the car to a
-high pitch of excitement.
-
-To Joy it seemed a sort of realisation. On the drive to Carlisle, and
-from that on over the Border, the fringing hills of the Solway had
-been a dim and mystery-provoking outline. But now the hills were at
-hand, before them and to the north; whilst far across the waste of
-banks and shoals of Solway Frith rose the Cumberland mountains, a
-mighty piling mass of serrated blue haze. It was a convincing
-recognition of the situation; this was Scotland, and England was far
-behind! Instinctively she leaned closer to her companion at the
-thought.
-
-Between Dumfries and Castle Douglas was a long hill to climb within a
-stretch of seven miles. But the Delaunay-Belleville breasted it nobly
-and went up with unyielding energy. Then, when the summit at
-Crocketford was reached, she ran down the hill to Urr Water with a
-mighty rush which seemed to carry her over the lesser hill to Castle
-Douglas. From thence the road to Dalry was magnificent for scenery. At
-Crossmicheal it came close to the Ken whose left bank it followed
-right up by Parton to “St. John’s Town of Dalry” where it crossed the
-river. Athlyne had intended to rest a while somewhere about here; but
-the old coach road, winding with the curves of the river, looked so
-inviting that he ran a few miles up north towards Carsphairn. Coming
-to a bye-road where grew many fine trees of beech and stone pine which
-gave welcome shade, he ran up a few hundred yards to where the road
-curved a little. Here was an ideal spot for a picnic, and especially
-for a picnic of two like the present.
-
-The curving of the road made an open space, which the spreading trees
-above shaded. Deep grass was on the wide margin of the flat road which
-presently dipped to cross a shallow rill of bright water which fell
-from a little rocky ledge, tinkling happily through the hum of summer
-insect life. Wildflowers grew everywhere. It was idyllic and
-delightful and beautiful in every way, even to where, towering high
-above a Druidic ruin in the foreground, the lofty hills of Carsphairn
-rose far away between them and the western sky. In itself the scene
-wanted for absolute perfection some figures in the foreground. And
-presently it had them in a very perfect form. Joy clapped her hands
-with delight like a happy child as she glanced around her. Athlyne
-drew up sharp, and jumping from his seat held out his hand to Joy who
-sprang beside him on the road. As they stood together when Joy’s wrap
-had been removed they made a handsome couple. Both tall and slim and
-elegant and strong. Both straight as lances; both bright and eager;
-with the light of love and happiness shining on them more notably than
-even the flicker of sunlight between the great stems and branches of
-the trees. His brown hair seemed to match her black; the brown eyes
-and the grey both were lit with a “light that never came from land or
-sea!” Joy’s eyes fell under the burning glances of her lover; the time
-had not yet come for that absolutely fearless recognition which, being
-a man’s unconscious demand, a woman instinctively resists. Athlyne
-recognised the delicacy and acquiesced. All this without a single
-spoken word. Then he spoke:
-
-“Was there ever such a magnificent run in the world. More than a
-hundred miles on end without a break or pause. And every moment a
-lifetime of bliss--to me at all events--Darling!”
-
-“And to me!” Joy’s eyes flashed grey lightning as she raised them for
-a moment to his, and held them there. Athlyne’s knees trembled with
-delight; his voice quivered also as he spoke:
-
-“And all the time I never left my duty once for an instant. I think I
-ought to get a medal!”
-
-“You should indeed, darling. And I never once distracted you from it
-did I?”
-
-“Unhappily, no!” His eyes danced.
-
-“So I ought to get more than a medal!”
-
-“What? What should you get--now?” His voice was a little hoarse. He
-drew closer to her. She made no answer in words; but her eyes were
-more eloquent. With a mutual movement she was in his arms and their
-mouths met.
-
-“And now for lunch!” he said as after a few entrancing seconds she
-drew her face away. “I am sure you must be starving.”
-
-“I _am_ hungry!” she confessed. Her face was still flushed and her
-eyes were like stars. She bustled about to help him. He took the seats
-and cushions from the tonneau and made a comfortable nest for her,
-with a seat for himself close, very close beside her. He lifted off
-the luncheon basket and unstrapped it. Whilst she took out the plates
-and packets and spread the cloth he put a bottle of champagne and one
-of fizzy water in the cool of the running stream.
-
-They may have had some delightful picnics on Olympus in the days of
-the old gods who were so human and who loved so much--and so often.
-But surely there was none so absolutely divine as on that day that
-under the trees, looking over at the grey piling summits of the
-mountains of Carsphairn. The food was a dream, the wine was nectar.
-The hearts of the two young people beat as one heart. Love surely was
-so triumphant that there never could come a cloud into the sky which
-hung over them like a blue canopy. Life and nature and happiness and
-beauty and love took hands and danced around them fairy-like as they
-sat together, losing themselves and their very souls in the depths of
-each other’s eyes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
- “STOP!”
-
-Under the shading trees the time flew fast. It is ever thus in the
-sylvan glades where love abides:
-
- “… The halcyon hours with double swiftness run
- And in the splendour of Arcadian summers
- The quicker climb the coursers of the sun.”
-
-Athlyne and Joy sat in a gentle rapture of happiness. She had made him
-draw up his cushion close to her so that she could lean against him.
-They sat hand in hand for a while, and then one arm stole round her
-and drew her close to him. She came yieldingly, as though such a
-moment had been ordained since the beginning of the world. Her hand
-stole inside his arm and held him tight; and so they sat locked
-together, with their faces so close that their mouths now and again
-met in long, sweet kisses. More than once was asked by either the old
-question of lovers--which has no adequate or final answer: “Do you
-love me?” And at each such time the answer was given in the fashion
-which ruled in Eden--and ever since.
-
-Presently Athlyne, drawing Joy closer than ever to him, said:
-
-“Joy darling there is something I want to say to you!” He paused; she
-drew him closer to her, and held him tighter. She realised that his
-voice had changed a little; he was under some nervousness or anxiety.
-This woke the protective instinct which is a part of woman’s love.
-
-“We love each other?”
-
-“I do!” As she spoke she looked at him with her great gray eyes
-blazing. He kissed her:
-
-“And I love you, my darling, more than I have words to say. More than
-words can express. I am lost in you. You are my world, my hope, my
-heaven! Beyond measure I love you, and honour you, and trust you; and
-now that I feel you love me too … My dear! … my dear! the whole
-world seems to swim around me and the heavens to open …”
-
-“Dear, go on. It is music to me--all music--that I have so longed
-for!”
-
-“Darling! It seems like sacrilege to say anything just
-now--but--but--You know I love you?”
-
-“Yes!” The simple word was stronger than any embellishment; it was of
-the completeness, the majesty, of sincerity in its expression.
-
-“Then there is no need to say more of that now … But before I say
-something else which I long to hear--in words, dear, for its truth is
-already in my heart …”
-
-“Darling!” she spoke the word lingeringly as though grudging that its
-saying must end …
-
-“Before such time I must speak with your father!” He spoke the words
-with a gravity which brought a chill to her heart; her face blanched
-suddenly as does liquid in the final crystallization of frost. Her
-voice was faint--she was only a girl after all, despite her pride and
-bravery--as she asked:
-
-“Oh, I hope it is nothing. …”
-
-“Nothing, darling” he said as he stroked tenderly the hand that lay in
-his--he had taken his arm from her waist to do it--“except the
-courtesy which is due to an old man … and one other thing, small in
-itself--absolutely nothing in my own mind--which makes it necessary in
-respect to his … his … his convictions that I should speak to him
-before …” He stopped suddenly, remembering that if he went on he
-must betray the secret which as yet he wished to keep. Not on his own
-account did he wish to keep it. But there was Joy’s happiness to be
-considered. Until he knew how Colonel Ogilvie would take the knowledge
-of his having introduced himself under a false name he must not do or
-say anything which might ultimately make difference between her and
-her father.
-
-Joy erred in her interpretation of his embarrassment, of his sudden
-stopping. Again the pallor grew over her face which had under her
-lover’s earlier words regained its normal colour. More faintly even
-than before she whispered:
-
-“It is nothing I hope that would keep us …” He saw her distress and
-cut quickly into her question:
-
-“No! No! No! Nothing that could ever come between you and me. It is
-only this, Joy darling. Your father belongs to another country from my
-own and an older generation than mine. His life has been different,
-and the ideas that govern him are very masterful in their convention.
-Were I to neglect this I might make trouble which would, without our
-wish or part, come between us. Believe me, dear, that in this I am
-wise.” Then seeing the trouble still in her eyes he went on: “I know
-well, Joy, that it is not necessary for me to justify myself in your
-eyes.” Here she strained him a little closer and held his arm and his
-hand harder “but my dearest, I am going to do it all the same. I want
-to say something, but which I mustn’t say yet, so that you must be
-tolerant with me if I say unneeded things which are still open to me.
-Truly, darling, there is absolutely nothing which could possibly come
-between you and me. I have done no wrong--in that way at all events.
-There should be no more difference between you and me for anything
-that is now in my mind than there is between your soul and the blue
-sky above us; between you and heaven. …” She put her hand over his
-mouth:
-
-“Oh hush, hush, dear. … By the way what am I to call you--darling?”
-For the moment he was taken aback. To give her his own name as yet
-would be to break the resolution of present secrecy; to give her a
-false name now would be sacrilege. His native Irish wit stood him in
-good stead:
-
-“That is the name for to-day--darling. There can be none like
-that--for to-day. We began with it. It took me on its wings up to
-heaven. Let me stay there--for to-day. For to-day we are true husband
-and wife--are we not?”
-
-“Yes dear!” she answered simply. He went on:
-
-“To-morrow … we can be grave to-morrow; and then I can give you
-another name to use--if you wish it!”
-
-“I do!” she said with reverence. She accepted and returned the kiss
-which followed. This closed the incident, and for a little space they
-sat hand in hand, his arm again round her whilst again she had linked
-her arm in his. Presently he said:
-
-“And now Joy dear, won’t you tell me all about yourself. You know that
-as yet you and I know very little about each other’s surroundings. I
-want specially to know to-day dear, for to-morrow I want to see your
-father and it will be better to go equipped.” Joy felt quite in a
-flutter. At last she was going to learn something about the man she
-loved. She would tell him everything, and he would … Her thoughts
-were interrupted by her companion going on:
-
-“And then to-morrow when we have talked I can tell you everything.
-…”
-
-“Everything!” then there was something to conceal! Her heart fell. But
-as the man continued, her train of thought was again interrupted:
-
-“When you see him to-night you had better …”
-
-Suddenly she jumped to her feet in a sort of fright. Seeing her face
-he too sprang up, giving, with the instinct of his campaigning a quick
-look around as though some danger threatened:
-
-“What is it Joy? What is wrong? …” She almost gasped out:
-
-“My father! He will be home by seven! It must be late in the afternoon
-now and we are more than a hundred miles from home! …” Athlyne in
-turn was staggered. In his happiness in being with Joy and talking of
-love he had quite overlooked the passing of time. Instinctively he
-looked at his watch. It was now close on four o’clock. … Joy was the
-first to speak:
-
-“Oh do let us hurry! No one knows where I am; and if when Daddy gets
-home and finds I am not there he will be alarmed--and he may be upset.
-And Mother and Aunt Judy too! … Oh do not lose a moment! If we do
-not get home before they arrive … and Daddy finds I have been out
-all day with you … Oh, hurry, hurry!”
-
-Athlyne had been thinking hard whilst she spoke, and his thoughts had
-been arranging themselves. His intelligence was all awake now. He
-could see at a glance that Joy’s absence might make trouble for all.
-Colonel Ogilvie was a man of covenance, and his daughter’s going out
-with him in such a way was at least unconventional. She _must_ get
-back in time! His conclusion was reached before she had finished
-speaking. His military habit of quick action asserted itself; already
-he was replacing the things in the carriage. Joy saw, and with
-feverish haste began to help him. When he saw her at work he ran to
-the engine and began to prepare for starting. When that was ready he
-held Joy’s coat for her and helped her into her seat. As he took the
-wheel he said as he began to back down the road which was hardly wide
-enough to turn in:
-
-“Forgive me, dear. It was all my selfish pleasure. But we shall do all
-we can. Bar accident we may do it; we have over three hours!” He set
-his teeth as he saw the struggle before him. It would be a glorious
-run … and there was no use forestalling trouble. … Joy saw the
-smile on his face, recognised the man’s strength, and was comforted.
-
-They backed into the road and sprang southward. Without taking his
-eyes off his work, Athlyne said:
-
-“Tell me dear as we go along all that I must bear in mind in speaking
-to your father of our marriage. …”
-
-There! It was out unconsciously. Joy thrilled, but he did not himself
-seem to notice his self-betrayal. He went on unconcernedly:
-
-“It may be a little uphill at first if we do not get in line in time.”
-Joy looked under her lashes at the strong face now set as a stone to
-his work and kept silence as to the word. She was glad that she could
-blush unseen. After a little pause she said in a meek voice:
-
-“Very well, dear. I shall tell you whenever we are on a straight bit
-of road, but I will be silent round the curves.” They were then flying
-along the old coach road. The road was well-made, broad and with good
-surface and they went at a terrific pace. Athlyne felt that the only
-chance of reaching Ambleside was by taking advantage of every
-opportunity for speed. Already he knew from the morning’s journey that
-there were great opportunities as long stretches of the road were
-level and in good order and were not unduly impeded with traffic. The
-motor was running splendidly, it seemed as if the run in the morning
-had put every part of it in good working order. He did not despair of
-getting to Ambleside in time. The train was not due at Windermere till
-seven. And it might be a little late. In any case it would take the
-arriving party a little while to get their things together and then
-drive to Ambleside. As they were sweeping down towards the bridge at
-Dalry he said to Joy without looking round:
-
-“It will be all right. I have been thinking it over. We can do it!”
-
-“Thank God!” she exclaimed fervently. She too had been thinking.
-
-“Stop!”
-
-The voice rang out imperiously; and a policeman, stepping from behind
-the trunk of a great beech, held up his hand. Instinctively Athlyne
-began to slow. He shouted back “All right!” He had grasped the
-situation and as they were out of earshot of the policeman said
-quickly to Joy:
-
-“We are arrested! Oh, I am sorry darling. If they won’t let me pay a
-fine and go at once you must take the car on. I shall try to arrange
-that. But do be cautious dear--you are so precious to me. If you are
-delayed anywhere and can’t make it in time wire to your father tell
-him you are motoring and have been delayed. It will soften matters,
-even if he is angry. I shall go on by train in the morning. And
-darling if you are not getting on as you wish, take a train the best
-you can--a special. Don’t stop at any expense. But get on! And don’t
-tell your name to any one, under any circumstances. Don’t forget the
-telegram if delayed.” As he was speaking the car was slowing and the
-panting policeman was coming up behind. When the car stopped, Athlyne
-jumped out and walked towards the officer; he wanted to be as
-conciliatory as possible.
-
-“I am very sorry, officer. That beautiful bit of road tempted me; and
-being all quite clear I took a skim down it?”
-
-“Ye did! Man, but it was fine! But I hae to arrest ye all the same.
-Duty is duty!”
-
-“Certainly. I suppose the station is across the bridge?”
-
-“Aye sir.” The policeman, who at first sight had from his dress taken
-him for a chauffeur, had by now recognised him as a gentleman.
-
-“Will you come in the car? It’s all right. I’ll go slow.”
-
-“Thank ye sir. I’ve had a deal o’ walkin’ the day!” When the man was
-in the tonneau Athlyne who had been thinking of what was to be done
-said to him affably:
-
-“It was silly of me going at such a pace. But I wanted my wife to see
-how the new car worked.” He had a purpose in saying this: to emphasise
-to Joy the necessity of not mentioning her name. It was the only way
-to keep off the subject when they should get to the station. Joy
-turned away her head. She did not wish either man to see her furious
-blushing at hearing the word. She took the hint; silence was her cue.
-
-At the station Joy sat in the car whilst Athlyne went inside with the
-officer. The sergeant was a grave elderly man, not unkindly. He too
-recognised, but at once, that the chauffeur was a gentleman. There was
-an air of distinction about Athlyne which no one, especially an
-official, could fail to appreciate. He was not surprised when he read
-the card which Athlyne handed to him. He frowned a little and
-scratched his head.
-
-“I fear this’ll be a bit awkward my lord. Ye come frae o’er the Border
-and ye’ll hae to attend the summons at New Galloway. I dinna want to
-inconvenience you and her ladyship but …”
-
-“Will it not be possible to let the car go on. My wife has to meet her
-father and mother who are coming up to Ambleside to-night, and they
-will be so disappointed. Her mother is an invalid and is coming from
-Italy. I shall be really greatly obliged if it can be managed.”
-
-The sergeant shook his head and said slowly:
-
-“’Tis a fine car. A valuable commodity to take out of the jurisdiction
-and intil a foreign country.” Athlyne had already taken out his
-pocket-book. Fortunately he had provided himself well with money
-before coming north.
-
-“I paid a thousand pounds for the car. Will it not suit if I leave
-that amount in your custody.” The official was impressed.
-
-“Losh! man what wad I be daen wi’ a thoosan poons in a wee bit station
-like this, or carryin’ it aboot in me claes. Na! na! if ye’ll
-de-po-sit say a ten poon note for the guarantee I’m thinkin’ ’twill be
-a’ reet. But how can the leddy get ava; ye’ll hae to bide till the
-morn’s morn.”
-
-“Oh that’s all right, officer, she’s a licensed driver. Unhappily she
-has not got her license with her. She left it in Ambleside as I was
-driving myself and had mine.” He said this to avert her being
-questioned on the neglect; in which case there might be more trouble
-about the pace.
-
-“Ooh! aye. Then that’s a’ reet! A maun ax her masel forbye she mayn’t
-hae the license aboot her. Wimmen is feckless cattle anyhow!”
-
-“Do you think sergeant she may get away at once. It is a long drive,
-and the day is getting on. I shall be very grateful indeed if you can
-manage it!” The sergeant was still impressed by the pocket book.
-
-“Weel A’ll see what A can dae!” He went outside with Athlyne to the
-automobile, and touching his cap said:
-
-“Yer pardon ma leddy, ye’re the wife o’ the defender?” Joy was glad
-that she had put on the motor veil attached to her cap.
-
-“Yes! My husband told you, did he not?” she said. The thrill that came
-to her with the speaking of the word “husband” she kept for later
-thought. The sergeant answered respectfully:
-
-“He did ma leddy. But as an offeecial o’ the law I hae to make sure as
-ye’re aboot to travel oot o’ the jurisdiction. He says ye hae left yer
-licence at hame; but as ye hae answered me that ye are his wife I will
-accept it, an’ ye may go. The defender remains here; but I’m thinkin’
-there’s a chance that he may no hae to remain so lang as he’s fearin!
-Ma service to ye ma leddy.” He touched his cap and went back into the
-station.
-
-Athlyne came forward and said in a low voice, for the policeman who
-had effected the arrest was now standing outside the door:
-
-“You will be careful darling. You may be able to do it. But if you are
-late and your father be angry say as little as you can. Unhappily I
-must remain here, but I shall do all I possibly can to settle things
-quietly. I shall follow in the morning; but not too early. Don’t
-forget to wire your father if you are delayed anywhere, or are certain
-to be late. For my own part I shall leave proof everywhere of my own
-presence as we shall be in different countries!” He said this as it
-occurred to him that if she should be delayed it might later avert a
-scandal. Then he spoke up for the benefit of the policeman:
-
-“As the time is so short, and we have learned the lesson of the danger
-of going too fast, you might ask when you get to Carlisle whether it
-is not quicker to return by Penrith and Patterdale. That way is some
-miles shorter.” The policeman who had heard--and had also seen the
-pocket-book--came close and said with a respectful touch of his cap:
-
-“If A may make sae bold, the leddy can save a wheen o’ miles by takin’
-the road to Dumfries by Ken Brig an’ Crocketford up yon. A saw ye the
-morn comin’ up there.” Athlyne nodded and touched his pocket; the man
-drew back into the station. One last word to Joy:
-
-“I wish you knew the machine darling. But we must take chance for all
-going well.” As he spoke he was turning the starting handle. Joy in a
-low voice said:
-
-“Good bye my darling!” Resolutely she touched the levers, and the car
-moved off quietly to the “God bless you!” of each.
-
-Athlyne watched the car as long as it was in sight; then he went back
-into the station. He spoke at once to the sergeant.
-
-“Now sergeant is there nothing that can possibly be done to hasten the
-matter. You see I have done all I can to obey rules--once having
-broken them. I am most anxious to get back home as I have some very
-important business in the morning. I shall of course do exactly as is
-necessary; but I shall be deeply obliged if I can get away quietly,
-and double deeply to you if you can arrange it.”
-
-“Well ma lord I dinna think ye’ll hae much trouble or be delayed o’er
-lang neither. For masel A canna do aught; but A’m thinkin that the
-Sheriff o’ Galloway himsel will be here ony moment. He nearly always
-rides by when the fair at Castle Douglas is on, as it is to be in the
-morn. A’ll hae a sharp look oot for him. He’s a kind good man; an A’m
-thinkin that he’ll no fash yer lordship. He can take responsibeelity
-that even a sargeant o’ polis daurn’t. So it’s like ye’ll get ava
-before the nicht.”
-
-Athlyne sat himself down to wait with what patience he could muster.
-Once again nature’s pendulum began to swing in his thoughts; on one
-side happiness, on the other anxiety. The delight of the day wherein
-he had realised to the full that Joy indeed loved him, even as he
-loved her; the memory of those sweet kisses which still tingled on his
-lips and momentarily exalted him to a sort of rapture; and then the
-fear which was manifold, selfish and unselfish. She might get into any
-one of many forms of trouble if only from her anxiety to reach home
-before the arrival of her parents. She was, after all, not a practiced
-driver; and was in control of the very latest type of machine of whose
-special mechanism she could know nothing. If she should break down far
-from any town she would be in the most difficult position possible: a
-girl all alone in a country she did not know. And all this apart from
-the possibility of accident, of mischance of driving; of the act of
-other travellers; of cattle on the road; of any of the countless
-mishaps which can be with so swift and heavy a machine as a motor. And
-then should she not arrive in time, what pain or unpleasantness might
-there not be with her father. He would be upset and anxious at first,
-naturally. He might be angry with her for going out on such a long
-excursion with a man alone; he would most certainly be angry with him
-for taking her, for allowing her to go. And at such a time too! Just
-when everything was working--had worked towards the end he aimed at.
-He knew that Colonel Ogilvie was and had been incensed with him for a
-neglect which under the circumstances was absolute discourtesy. And
-here he bitterly took himself to task for his selfishness--he realised
-now that it was such--in wanting to make sure of Joy’s love before
-consulting her father, or even explaining to him the cause of his
-passing under a false name. Might it not be too late to set that right
-now. … And there he was, away in Scotland, kicking his heels in a
-petty little police station, while the poor girl would have to bear
-all the brunt of the pain and unpleasantness. And that after a long,
-wearying, wearing drive of a hundred miles, with her dear heart
-eternally thumping away lest she might lose in her race against Time.
-And what was worse still that it would all follow a day which he did
-not attempt to doubt had been, up to the time of the arrest, one of
-unqualified happiness.
-
- “… nessun maggoir dolore
- Che ricordasi del tempo felice
- Nella miseria.”
-
- (“A sorrow’s crown of sorrow is remembering happier things.”)
-
-The contrast would be terrible. He knew what the thought of it was to
-him; what would it be to her! Her sweet, gentle, loving heart would be
-hurt, crushed to the very dust.
-
-He sprang to his feet and walked about the room, till noticing the
-sergeant was watching him with surprise and suspicion, he controlled
-himself.
-
-He talked with the sergeant for a while genially. It was positively
-necessary that there should not be any doubt in the mind of the latter
-when the Sheriff should arrive. This episode took the strain from his
-mind--for a time. He expressed to the officer how anxious he was to
-get on and interested the worthy man so much that he sent over to the
-hotel to borrow a time-table. There Athlyne learned that it would be
-practically impossible for him to get on to Ambleside that night. Not
-even if he could get a special train at Carlisle--there was no
-possibility of getting one from a nearer place. When he asked the
-sergeant his opinion, that grave individual condescended to smile:
-
-“Losh! man they don’t run specials on these bit lines. ’Tis as much as
-they can do to run a few trains a day. A’m thinkin’ that if ye asked
-the stationmaster anywheer along the Dumfries and Kircudbright line
-for a special he’d hae ye in the daft-hoose, or he’d be there himsel!”
-Athlyne went back to his seat; once again the pendulum of his thoughts
-swung to and fro.
-
-He was now face to face with one certainty amongst many possibilities:
-Whatever befel he could not give any immediate help to Joy. She, poor
-dear, must fend for herself and if need be, fight her battle alone. He
-could only try to make it up to her afterwards. And yet what could he
-do for her, what more give to her who had already all that was his!
-And here again he lost himself in memories of the immediate past;
-which presently merged into dreams of the future which has no end.
-
-But again swung the pendulum with the thought of what he was next day
-to do which might help Joy. He began to realise out of the intensity
-of his thought, which was now all unselfish, in what a danger of
-misconception the girl stood already and how such might be multiplied
-by any accident of her arrival. In the eyes of her friends her very
-character might be at stake! And now he made up his mind definitely as
-to how he would protect her in that way. He could prove his time of
-leaving Ambleside by his chauffeur, the time of that swift journey
-would be its own proof; the time of his arrest was already proved.
-Likewise of Joy’s departure for home. Henceforward till he should meet
-her father he would take care that his movements were beyond any
-mystery or suspicion whatever. In any case--even if she did not arrive
-at home till late--Joy would be actually in another country from that
-which held him, and the rapidity of her journey would in itself
-protect. He would stay in some hotel in a place where he could get a
-suitable train in the morning; and would arrange that his arrival and
-departure were noted.
-
-Naturally the place he would rest for the night, if he should succeed
-in getting away, would be Castle Douglas; for here lines from
-Kirkcudbright, from Stranraer, and from Glasgow made junction so that
-he had a double chance of departure. If he were detained at Dalry the
-police themselves would be proof of his presence there.
-
-He felt easier in his mind after this decision, and was able to await
-with greater patience the coming of the Sheriff.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
- A PAINFUL JOURNEY
-
-Joy started on her long journey in a very agitated frame of mind;
-though the habit of her life and her concern for her lover enabled her
-to so bear herself that she appeared calm. To start with, she was full
-of fears; some of them natural, others of that class which is due to
-the restrictions and conventions of a woman’s life. She was by no
-means an expert driver. She merely had some lessons and was never in
-an automobile by herself before. Moreover she was not only in a
-country strange to her, but even the road to Dumfries on which she was
-started was absolutely new to her. In addition to it all she was--as
-an American--handicapped by the difference in the rules of the road.
-In America they follow the French and drive on the off side: in
-England the “on” rule is correct.
-
-She had no option, however; she dared not make any difficulty or even
-ask advice or help, for such might betray her and she might not be
-allowed to proceed at all. So with as brave a face and bearing as she
-could muster, but with a sinking heart, she started on her journey,
-praying inwardly that she might not meet with any untoward accident or
-difficulty. For she did not know anything about mechanism; the use of
-the wheel and the levers in driving was all that had been embraced in
-her lessons.
-
-At first all went well enough. The road was clear and she felt that
-she had the machine well in hand. As far as Balmaclellan she went
-slowly, carefully, climbing laboriously up the steep zig-zag road; and
-presently she began to feel in good heart. She did not know the name
-of the place; had never heard of it. But it was somewhere; one stage
-at least on the way home. When the village lay behind her she began to
-put on more speed. With the apprehension gone of not being able to get
-on at all, she began to think of her objective and of how long was the
-journey before it could be revealed. With increased speed, however,
-came fresh fears. The importance of the machine began to be manifest;
-such force and speed needed special thought. The road changed so
-rapidly that she felt that she wanted another pair of eyes. The wheel
-alone, with its speed and steering indices, took all attention. She
-hardly dared to look up from it. And yet if she did not how could she
-know the road to take; how could she look out for danger. Happily the
-mere movement was a tonic; the rush through the air braced her.
-Otherwise she would have been shortly in a state of panic.
-
-Very soon she began to realise the difficulty of driving on an unknown
-road, when one is not skilled in the art. So many things have to be
-considered all at once, and the onus of choosing perpetually is of
-nightmare shadow. The openings of bye-roads and cross-roads are so
-much more important than is suspected that there is a passing doubt as
-to direction; and country roads generally wind about so that distant
-land-marks, which can guide one in general direction, come and go with
-embarrassing suddenness. At first every cart-track or farm-road made
-such doubts, and even when she got to understand such minor trends she
-got confused over bye-roads of more importance. Cross-roads there were
-before long, right or left making shortcuts for those who knew. These
-she had to pass; she could judge only of her course by the excellence
-of the main road--not always a safe guide in remote agricultural
-districts. One thing told in her favour: the magnificent bracing air
-of that splendid high-hung moor through which she passed. By the time
-she got to Corsock, however, she was beginning to feel the strain
-severely. She was hot and nervous and wearied; only the imperative
-need of getting on, and getting on quickly, enabled her to keep up at
-all. At Corsock she stopped to ask the way, but found it hard to
-understand the Lowland Scotch in which directions for her guidance
-were given. The result was that she started afresh with a blank
-despair gripping at her heart. Already she felt that her effort to
-reach home in time was destined to failure. The time seemed to fly so
-fast, the miles to be so long. She even began to feel a nervous doubt
-as to whether she should even be able to send word to her father. East
-of Corsock the nature of the road is confusing to a stranger. There
-are bye-roads leading south and up northwards into the mountains; and
-Urr Water has to be crossed. Joy began to lose the perspective of
-things; her doubts as to whether she was on the right road became
-oppressive. Somehow, things were changing round her. Look where she
-would, she could not see the hill tops that had been her landmarks. A
-mist was coming from the right hand--that was the south, where was
-Solway Firth. Then she gave up heart altogether. There came to her
-woman’s breast the reaction from all the happy excitement of the day.
-It was too bright to last. And now came this shadow of trouble worse
-even than the mist which seemed to presage it … Oh, if only He were
-with her now … He! … Strange it was that in all that day she had
-not once spoken to him by name. “Dear” or “Darling” seemed more
-suitable when her hand was in his; when he was kissing her. She closed
-her eyes in an ecstasy of delightful remembrance … She was recalled
-to herself by a sudden jar; in her momentary forgetfulness she had run
-up a bank.
-
-It was a shock to her when her eyes opened to see how different were
-her surroundings from her thoughts. Those hours when they sat together
-where the sunbeams stole through the trees would afford her many a
-comparison in the time to come. All was now dark and dank and chill.
-The mist was thickening every instant; she could hardly see the road
-ahead of her.
-
-However, she had to go on, mist or no mist; at least till she should
-reach some place whence she could telegraph to her father. With a pang
-she realised that she must not wire also to Him as she would have
-loved to have done. It would only upset and alarm him, poor fellow!
-and he had quite anxiety enough in thinking of her already! … With a
-heavy heart she crawled along through the mist, steering by the
-road-bed as well as she could, keeping a sharp look-out for
-cross-roads and all the dangers of the way.
-
-The time seemed to fly, but not the car; the road appeared to be
-endless. Would she never come to any hospitable place! … It was a
-surprise to her when she came on straggling cottages, and found
-herself between double rows of houses. Painted over a door she saw
-“Crocketford Post-Office.” In her heart she thanked God that she was
-still on the right road, though she had only as yet come some dozen or
-more miles. It seemed as if a week had passed since she left Dalry …
-and … She drew up to the post-office and went in. There she sent a
-wire:
-
-“Went out motoring caught here in mist am going on however but must
-arrive very late so do not be anxious about me. Love to Mother and
-Aunt Judy and dear Daddy. Joy.”
-
-When she had handed it in she looked at her watch. It was only
-half-past five o’clock!
-
-It was still therefore on the verge of possibility that she might get
-back in time. She hurried out. Several people had gathered round the
-motor, which was throbbing away after the manner of motors, as though
-impatient to get to real work. A policeman who was amongst them,
-seeing that she was about to go on, suggested that she should have her
-lamps lit as it would be a protection as well as a help to her in the
-mist. She was about to say that she thought it would be better not;
-for she did not know anything about acetylene lamps and feared to
-expose her ignorance, when he very kindly offered to light them for
-her:
-
-“’Tis no wark for a bonny leddy!” he said in self-justification of
-bending his official dignity to the occasion. She felt that his
-courtesy demanded some explanation, and also that such explanation
-would, be accounting for her being all alone, avoid any questioning.
-So said sweetly:
-
-“Thank you so much, officer. I really do not know much about lamps
-myself and I had to leave my … my husband, who was driving, at
-Dalry. He was going too fast, and your people had a word to say to
-him. However, I can get on all right now. This is a straight road to
-Dumfries is it not?” The road was pointed out and instructions given
-to keep the high road to Dumfries. With better heart and more courage
-than heretofore she drove out into the mist. There was comfort for her
-in the glare of the powerful lights always thrown out in front of her.
-
-All went well now. The road was distinctly good, and the swift smooth
-motion restored her courage. When in about half an hour she began to
-note the cottages and houses grouping in the suburbs of Dumfries she
-got elated. She was now well on the way to England! She knew from
-experience that the road to Annan, by which they had come, was fairly
-level. She did not mind the mist so much, now that she was accustomed
-to it; and she expected that as it was driving up northwards from the
-Firth she would be free from it altogether when she should have passed
-the Border and was on her way south to Carlisle.
-
-In the meanwhile she was more anxious than as yet. The mist seemed to
-have settled down more here than in the open country. There were
-lights in many windows in the suburbs, and the street lamps were lit.
-It is strange how the perspective of lines of lamps gets changed when
-one is riding or driving or cycling in mist or fog. If one kept the
-centre of the road it would be all right; but as one keeps of
-necessity to the left the lines between the lamps which guide the eye
-change with each instant. The effect is that straight lines appear to
-be curved; and if the driver loses nerve and trusts to appearances he
-will soon come to grief. This was Joy’s first experience of driving in
-mist, and she naturally fell into the error. She got confused as to
-the right and wrong side of the road. She had to fight against the
-habit of her life, which instinctively took command when her special
-intention was in abeyance. She knew that from Dumfries the road
-dropped to the south-east and as the curve seemed away to the left
-from her side of the road she, thinking that the road to the left was
-the direct road, naturally inclined towards the right hand, when she
-came to a place where there were roads to choose. There was no one
-about from whom to ask the way; and she feared to descend from the car
-to look for a sign-post. The onus of choice was on her, and she took
-the right hand thinking it was straight ahead. For some time now she
-had been going slow, and time and distance had both spun out to
-infinitude; she had lost sense of both. She was tired, wearied to
-death with chagrin and responsibility. Everything around her was new
-and strange and unknown, and so was full of terrors. She did not know
-how to choose. She feared to ask lest the doing so might land her in
-new embarrassments. She knew that unless she got home in something
-like reasonable time her father would be not only deeply upset but
-furiously angry--and all that anger would be visited on Him. Oh she
-must get on! It was too frightful to contemplate what might happen
-should she have to be out all night … and after having gone out with
-a man against whom her father had already a grievance, though he owed
-him so much!
-
-The change in the road, however, gave her some consolation; it was
-straight and smooth, and as the wind was now more in her face she felt
-that she was making southward. But her physical difficulties were
-increasing. The wind was much stronger, and the mist came boiling up
-so fast that her goggles got blurred more than ever. Everything around
-her was becoming wet.
-
-For a few miles--she could only guess at the distance--all went well,
-and she got back some courage. She still went slowly and carefully;
-she did not mean to have any mischance now if she could help it. It
-would not be so very long before she was over the Border. Then most
-likely she would be out of the mist and she could put on more speed.
-
-Presently she felt that the car was going up a steep incline. When it
-had been running swiftly she had not felt such, but now it was
-apparent. It was not a big hill, however, and the run down the other
-side was exhilarating, though the fear of some obstacle in front
-damped such pleasure as there was. Even then the pace was not fast;
-ordinarily it would have been considered as little better than a rapid
-crawl. For a while, not long but seeming more than long, the road was
-up-and-down till she saw in the dimness of the mist glimpses of
-houses, then a few gleams of light from the chinks of shut windows.
-Here she went very slowly and tooted often. She feared she might do
-some harm; and the slightest harm now might mean delay. She breathed
-more freely when she was out in the open again. That episode of the
-arrest and the prolonged agitation which followed it had unnerved her
-more than she had thought; and now the mist and the darkness and the
-uncertainty were playing havoc with her. It was only when she was long
-past the little place that she regretted she had not stopped to ask if
-she was on the right road. There was nothing for it, however, but to
-go on. The road was all up and down, up and down; but the surface was
-fairly good, and as the powerful lamps showed her sufficient space
-ahead to steer she moved along, though it had to be with an agonising
-slowness. How different it all was, she thought, from that
-fairy-chariot driving with Him in the morning. The road then seemed
-straight and level, and movement was an undiluted pleasure! For an
-instant she closed her wearied eyes as she sighed at the change--and
-ran off the road-bed.
-
-Happily she was going slowly and recovered herself before more than
-the front wheels were on the rough mass of old road-scrapings. In a
-couple of seconds she had backed off and was under way again. She was
-preternaturally keen now in her outlook. She felt the strain acutely;
-for the road seemed to be always curving away from her. Moreover there
-was another cause of concern. Night was coming on. Even in the densest
-mist or the blackest fog the light or darkness of the sky is to some
-degree apparent. Now the sense came on her that over the thick mist
-was darkness. She stopped a moment and getting out looked at her watch
-in the light of the lamps.
-
-Her heart fell away, away. It was now close to _eight_ o’clock. There
-was no use worrying she felt; nothing to be done but to go on,
-carefully for the present. When she made up her mind to the worst, her
-courage began to come back and she could think. She felt that as the
-wind was now strongly in her face she must be nearing the Firth, and
-that in time she would pass the Border and be heading for home and
-father. She jumped into her seat and was off again.
-
-The fog--she realised now that it was not mist but fog--was thicker
-than ever; the wind being strongly in her face, it seemed above the
-glare of the powerful lamps, to come boiling up out of the roadway
-which she could see but dimly. Fear, vague and gaunt, began to
-overshadow her. But there was no use worrying or thinking of anything
-except the immediate present which took the whole of her thought and
-attention. In the face of her surroundings she dared not go fast,
-dared not stop. And so for a time that seemed endless she pressed on
-through the fog. Presently she became aware that the wind was now not
-so much in her teeth. As she was steering by the road-bed she did not
-notice curves; there was no doubt as to her route, as there did not
-seem to be any divergent roads at all. On, on, on, on! A road full of
-hills, not very high nor especially steep but enough to keep a driver
-on constant watch-out.
-
-At last she felt that she was close to the sea. The wind came
-fiercely, and the drifting fog seen against the luminous area round
-the lamps seemed like a whirlpool. There was a salt smell in the air.
-This gave her some hope. If this were the Firth she must be close to
-the Border and would soon be at the bridge over which they had entered
-Scotland. Instinctively she went forward faster. And at last there
-surely was a bridge. A narrow enough bridge it was; as she went slowly
-across it she wondered how it was that they had seemed to fly over it
-in the morning.
-
-However she could go on now in new hope. She was in England and bye
-and bye she would come through the fog-belt, and having passed
-Carlisle would drop down through the Lake roads to Ambleside. Though
-the fog was dense as ever she did not feel the wind so much; she
-crowded on--she did not dare go much faster as yet and as she was now
-climbing a long steep hill she ceased to notice it. After a while,
-when there came a stronger puff than usual, she noticed that it was on
-her back--the high hood of the car had protected her for some time
-past. After a little however the old fear came back upon her. At the
-present rate of progress to reach home at any time, however late,
-seemed an impossibility. And all was so dark, and the fog was so
-dense; and the road didn’t seem a bit like that they had come by
-between Carlisle and the Border. All at once she found that she was
-crying--crying bitterly. She did not want to stop the car, and so
-dared not take her hands from the wheel, even to find her
-pocket-handkerchief. She wept and wept; wept her heart out, whilst all
-the time mechanically steering by the light of the lamps on the road.
-Her weeping aided the density of the fog, and with her eyes set on the
-road and the driving wheel in her hands she did not notice that she
-was going between houses. She came to a bridge, manifestly of a little
-more importance than the one she had already passed, and crossed it.
-The road swayed away to the left; presently this was crossed by
-another almost at right angles, but she kept straight on. There was no
-one from whom to ask the way; and had there been anyone she probably
-would not have seen him. A little way on there was another cross-road
-but of minor importance; then further on she came to a place of
-difficult choice. Another cross-road, again almost at right angles;
-but the continuance of the road she was on showed it to be but a poor
-road ill-kept. So, too, was that to her left; but the road to the
-right was broad and well kept. It was undoubtedly the main road; and
-so keeping to the rule she had hitherto obeyed, she followed it.
-
-She was now feeling somehow in better heart; the fit of crying had
-relieved her, and some of her courage had come back. She wanted
-comforting--wanted it badly; but those whose comfort only could
-prevail were far away; one behind her in Scotland, the others still
-far away at Ambleside. The latter thought made her desperate. She put
-on more speed--and with her thoughts and anxieties not in the present
-but the future, ran up a steep bank. There was a quick snap of
-something in front of the car; the throbbing of the engine suddenly
-ceased. With the shock she had been thrown forward upon the wheel, but
-fortunately the speed had not been great enough to cause her serious
-injury. The lamps made the fog sufficiently luminous for her
-movements, and she scrambled out of the car. She knew she could do
-nothing, for she was absolutely ignorant of the mechanism, and she had
-no mechanical skill. The only thing she could do was to go along the
-road on the blind chance of meeting or finding some one who could help
-her, or who might be able to assist her in finding better help. And so
-with a heavy heart, and feet that felt like lead, she went out into
-the fog. It was a wrench for her to leave the car which in the
-darkness and the unknown mystery of the fog seemed by comparison a
-sort of home or shelter. It was an evidence of the mechanical habit of
-the mind, which came back to her later, that through all her weariness
-and distress she thought to pin up her white frock before setting out
-on the dusty journey.
-
-It was astonishing how soon the little patch of light disappeared.
-When she had taken but a few steps she looked back and found all as
-dark as it was before her. One thing alone there was which saved her
-from utter despair: the fog seemed not to be so absolutely dense. In
-reality it was not that the fog had lessened, but that her eyes, so
-long accustomed to the glare of the lamps which had prevented her
-seeing beyond the radius of their power, had now come back to their
-normal focus. Though the darkness seemed more profound than ever,
-since there was no point of light whatever, she was actually able to
-see better. After all, this fog was a sea mist unladen with city
-smoke, and its darkness was a very different thing from the Cimmerian
-gloom of a city fog. To her, not accustomed to winter fogs, it was
-difficult and terrifying. When, however, she began to realise, though
-unconsciously, that the nebulous wall in front of her fell back with
-every step she took, her heart began to beat more regularly, and she
-breathed more freely. It was a terrible position for a delicately
-nurtured girl to be in. Though she was a brave girl with a full share
-of self-reliance her absolute ignorance of all around her--even as to
-what part of the country she was in--had a somewhat paralysing effect
-upon her. However she had courage and determination. Her race as well
-as her nature told for her. Her heart might beat hard and her feet be
-heavy but at any rate she would go on her set road whilst life and
-strength and consciousness remained to her. She shut her teeth, and in
-blind despair moved forward in the fog.
-
-In all her after life Joy could never recall the detail of that
-terrible walk. Like most American girls she was unused to long walks;
-and after a couple of miles she felt wearied to death. The long
-emotional strain of the day had told sorely on her strength, and the
-hopeless nerve-racking tramp on the unknown road through the gloom and
-mystery of the fog had sapped her natural strength. Looking back on
-that terrible journey she could remember no one moment from the other,
-from the time that she lost sight of the lamps until she found herself
-in a dip in the road passing under a railway bridge. The recognition
-of the fact reanimated her. It was an evidence that there was some
-kind of civilisation somewhere--a fact that she had begun in a vague
-way to doubt. She would follow that line if she could, for it must
-lead her to some place where she might find help; where she could send
-reassuring word to her father, and where there would be shelter.
-Shelter! At the first gleam of hope her own deplorable position was
-forced upon her, and she realised all at once her desperate weariness.
-She could now hardly drag herself along.
-
-Beyond the railway there was a branch road to the left; and this she
-determined to follow, rather than the main road which went away from
-the line. She stumbled along it as well as she could. The time seemed
-endless. In her weariness the flicker of hope which her juxtaposition
-to the railway had given her died soon away. The fog seemed denser,
-and the darkness blacker than ever.
-
-The road dipped again under the line; she was glad of that; manifestly
-she was not straying from it. She hurried on instinctively; found the
-road wider, and rougher with much use. Her heart beat hard once again,
-but this time it was with hope.
-
-And then, right in front of her, was a dim gleam of light. This so
-overcame her that she had to sit down for a moment on the road side.
-The instant’s rest cheered her; she jumped to her feet as though her
-strength had been at once restored. Feeling in her heart a prayer
-which her lips had not time to utter, she climbed over a wire fence
-between her and the light; stumbled across a rough jumble of sleepers
-and railway irons. Then the light was over her head--the rays were
-manifest on the fog. She called out:
-
-“Hullo! Hullo! Is there any one awake?” Almost instantly the window
-through which the light shone was opened and a man looked out:
-
-“Aye! A’m awake! Did ye think A’d be sleepin’ on a nicht like this.
-’Tis nae time for a signal-man to be aught but awake A’m tellin’ ye.”
-
-“Thank God, oh thank God!” Joy’s heart was too full for the moment to
-say more. The man leaned further out:
-
-“Is yon a lassie? What are ye daein’ here a nicht like this? Phew! A
-canna see ma ain hond!”
-
-“Yes, I’m a girl and I’m lost. Will you let me come in?” The man’s
-voice became instantly suspicious.
-
-“Na! na! A canna let ye in. ’Tis no in accord wi’ the Company’s rules
-to let a lassie intil the signal-box. Why don’t ye go intil the toon?”
-
-“Oh do let me in for a moment,” she pleaded. “I have been lost in the
-fog, and my motor broke down. I have had to walk so far that I am
-wearied and tired and frightened; and the sight of a light and the
-hope of help has finished me!” She sat right down on the ground and
-began to cry. He heard her sob, and it woke all the man in him. This
-was no wandering creature whose presence at such a time and place
-might make trouble for him. He knew from the voice that the woman was
-young and refined.
-
-“Dinna greet puir lassie!--Dinna greet. A canna leave the box for an
-instant lest a signal come. But go roond to the recht and ye’ll find a
-door. Come recht up! Rules or no rules A’m no gangin’ to let ye greet
-there all by yer lanes. There’s fire here, and when ye’re warmed A can
-direct ye on yer way intil the toon!”
-
-With glad steps she groped her way to the door. A flood of light
-seemed to meet her when she opened it, and she hurried up the steep
-stairs to where the signal-man held open the upper door.
-
-“Coom in lassie an hae a soop o’ ma tea. ’Tis fine and warrm! … Coom
-in and let me offer ye some refreshment, an’ if A may mak sae bold may
-A offer ye all A hae that’ll warm ye? Coom in ma’am. Coom in ma
-leddie!” he said in a crescendo of welcome and respect as he saw Joy’s
-fine motor coat and recognised her air of distinction.
-
-Glad indeed was Joy to drink from the worthy fellow’s tin tea-bottle
-which rested beside the stove; glad to sit down in front of the fire.
-Then indeed she felt the magnitude of her weariness, and in a minute
-would have been asleep.
-
-But the thought of her father, and all that depended on her action and
-his knowledge, wakened her to full intellectual activity. She stood up
-at once and said quickly:
-
-“What place is this?”
-
-“The signal-box of Castle Douglas Junction.”
-
-“And where is that? I think I have heard the name before.”
-
-“’Tis a toon as they ca’ it here. The junction is o’ the Glasgie an’
-South Western, the Caledonian, the Port Patrich an’ Wigtownshire, the
-London an’ North Western, an’ the Midland lines. But for short there
-are but twa. One frae Kirkcudbright, an’ th’ ither frae Newton
-Stewart.”
-
-“In what country are we?” Seeing the astonishment in his face she went
-on: “I am an American, and not familiar with the district. We came
-from England this morning--from Westmoreland--from Ambleside--and I am
-confused about the Border. I had to drive myself because my--we got
-into trouble for driving fast, and I had to come on alone. And then
-the fog overtook me. I went along as well as I could. Are we anywhere
-near Carlisle?” Her face fell as she saw the shake of his head:
-
-“Eh ma leddie but ye’re mony a mile frae Carlisle. ’Tis over fifty
-miles be the line. Ye maun hae lost yer way sair. Ye’re in
-Kirkcudbright-shire the noo.” Her heart sank:
-
-“Oh I must send a telegram at once.”
-
-“Ye canna telegraph the nicht ma leddie! The office is closed till
-eight the morn’s morn.”
-
-“My God! What shall I do. My father arrived from London to-night and
-he does not know where I am. I came out for a drive and thought to be
-back in good time to meet him. He will be in despair. Is there no way
-in which I can send word? It is not a matter of expenses; I shall pay
-anything if it can be done!” She looked at him in an agony of
-apprehension. The man was stirred by the depth of emotion and by her
-youth and beauty; and his clever Scotch brain began to work. His mouth
-set fast in a hard line and his rough heavy brows began to wrinkle.
-After a pause he said:
-
-“A’ll do what A can, ma leddie; though A can’t be sure if ’twill wark.
-The telegraphs are closed. Even if we could find an operator it
-wouldn’t be possible to get the wires. Our own lines are closed, for
-we’ll hae no traffic till morn.” Here an idea struck Joy and she
-interrupted him:
-
-“Could I not get a special train? I am willing to pay anything?”
-
-“Lord love ye, ma leddy, they don’t have specials on bit lines like
-this. Ye couldn’t get one nigher than Glasgie, an’ not there at this
-time o’ day. Let alone they’d no send in such a fog anyhow. But I’m
-thinkin’ that A can telephone to Dumfries. The operator o’ oor line
-there is a freend o’ mine, an’ if he’s on dooty he’ll telephone on to
-Carlisle wheer there’s sure to be some one at the place. An’ mayhap
-the latter’ll telephone on till Ambleside. So, if there be any awake
-there, they’ll send to the hotel. Is it a hotel yer faither’ll be in?”
-
-“Oh thank you, thank you,” said Joy seizing his hand in a burst of
-gratitude. “I’ll be for ever grateful to you if you’ll be so good!”
-
-“A’m thinkin’” he went on “that perhaps ’twill cost yer ladyship a
-mickle--perhaps a muckle; but A dar say ye’ll no mind that …”
-
-“Oh no, no! It will be pleasure to pay anything. See, I have plenty of
-money!” She pulled out her purse.
-
-“Na! na! Not yet ma leddie. ’Tis no for masel--unless yer ladyship
-insists on it, later on. ’Tis for the laddies that will do what they
-can. Ye see there may be some trouble o’er this. We signal-men and
-offeecials generally are not supposed to attend to aught outside o’
-the routine. But if it should be that there is trouble to us puir
-folk, A’m sure yer ladyship an’ some o’ yer graan’ freens’ll no see us
-wranged!”
-
-“Oh no indeed. My father and Mr. ---- and all our friends will see to
-it that you shall never suffer, no matter what happens.”
-
-“Well now, ma leddy--if ye’ll joost write down your message A’ll do
-what A can. But ’twill be wiser if ye gang awa intil a hotel an’ rest
-ye. A can send the message better when A’m quit o’ ye. Forbye ye see
-’tis no quite respectable to hae a bonny lassie here ower lang. Ma
-wife is apt to be a wee jalous; an’ it’s no wise to gie cause where
-nane there is.”
-
-“But I do not know where to go--” she began. He interrupted her
-hastily:
-
-“There’s a graan hotel i’ the toon--verra fine it is; but A’m thinkin’
-that yer ladyship, bein’ by yer lonesome, may rather care to go to a
-quieter house. An’ as A’d recommend ye to seek the ‘Walter Scott’
-hotel. ’Tis kep by verra decent folk, an’ though small is verra
-respectable an’ verra clean. Say that yer kent by Tammas Macpherson
-an’ that will vouch for ye, seein’ that ye’re a bit lassie by yer
-lanes. ’Tis a most decent place entirely, an’ A’m tellin’ ye that the
-Sheriff o’ Galloway himsel’ aye rests there when he comes to the
-toon.”
-
-Joy wrote her message on the piece of paper which he had provided
-whilst speaking:
-
-“To Col. Ogilvie, Inn of Greeting, Ambleside: Dearest Daddy I have
-been caught in a heavy fog and lost, but happily found my way here. I
-shall return by the first train in the morning. Love to mother. I am
-well and safe. Joy.”
-
-Then the signal man gave her explicit directions as to finding the
-house. As she was going away he said with a diffident anxiety:
-
-“To what figure will yer ladyship gang in this--this meenistration?
-A’d joost like to ken in case o’ neceesity?” She answered quickly:
-
-“Oh anything you like--twenty-five dollars--I mean five pounds--ten
-pounds--twenty--a hundred, anything, anything so that my father gets
-the message soon.” He looked amazed for a moment. Then as he held open
-the door deferentially he said in a voice in which awe blended with
-respect:
-
-“Dinna fash yerself more ma leddie. Yer message will gang for sure;
-an’ gang quick. Ye may sleep easy the nicht, an’ wi’out a thocht o’
-doobt. An ’ll leave wi’ ma kinsman Jamie Macpherson o’ the Walter
-Scott ma neem an’ address in case yer ladyship wishes me to send to
-yon the memorandum o’ the twenty poons.”
-
-Joy found her way without much difficulty to the Walter Scott. The
-house was all shut up, but she knocked and rang; and presently the
-door was unchained and opened. The Boots looked for a moment doubtful
-when he saw a lady alone; but when she said:
-
-“I am lost in the fog, and Mr. Thomas Macpherson of the railway told
-me I should get lodging here,” he opened the door wide and she walked
-in. He chained the door, and left her for a few minutes; but returned
-with a young woman who eyed her up and down somewhat suspiciously. Joy
-seemed to smell danger and said at once:
-
-“I got lost in the fog, and the motor met with an accident. So I had
-to leave it on the road and walk on.”
-
-“An’ your shawfer?” asked the doubting young woman.
-
-“He got into trouble for driving too fast, and had to be left behind.”
-
-“Very weel, ma’am. What name shall A put down?”
-
-Joy’s mind had been working. Her tiredness and her sleepiness were
-brushed aside by the pert young woman’s manifest suspicion. She
-remembered Mr. Hardy’s caution not to give her own name; and now, face
-to face with a direct query, remembered and used the one which had
-been given to her on the _Cryptic_. It had this advantage that it
-would put aside any suspicion or awkwardness arising from her
-unprotected position, arriving as she did in such an un-accredited
-way. So she answered at once:
-
-“Athlyne. Lady Athlyne!” The young woman seemed impressed. Saying:
-“Excuse me a moment” she went into the bar where she lit a candle. She
-came back in a moment and said very deferentially:
-
-“It’s ’all recht yer ladyship. There’s twa rooms, a sittin’-room an’ a
-bed-room. They were originally kept for the Sheriff, but he sent word
-that he was no comin’. So when the wire came frae th’ ither pairty the
-rooms were kept for him. When no one arrived the name was crossed aff
-the slate. But it’s a’ recht! Shall I light a fire yer Leddyship?”
-
-“Oh no! I only require a bedroom. I must get away by the first train
-in the morning. I shall just lie down as I am. If you can get me a
-glass of milk and a biscuit that is all I require. If it were possible
-I should like the milk hot; but if that is not convenient it won’t
-matter.” As they went upstairs the girl said:
-
-“Ye’ll forgie me yer Leddyship, but I didna ken wha ye were. Mrs.
-Macpherson was early up to bed the nicht, when the fog had settled
-doon and she knew there was no more traffic. To-morrow is a heavy day
-here, and things keep up late; and she wanted to be ready for it. An’
-she’s michty discreet aboot ony comin’ here wi’oot--wi’oot----” She
-realised that she was getting into deep water and turned the
-conversation. “There is yer candle lit. The fire in the kitchen is
-hearty yet, an’ I’ll bring yer milk hot in the half-o’ two-twos. I’ll
-leave word that ye’re to be called in good time in the morn.”
-
-Within a few minutes she came back with the hot milk. Joy was too
-tired and too anxious to eat; and refusing all proffers of service and
-of help as to clothing, bade the girl good night. She just drank the
-milk; and having divested herself of her shoes and stockings which
-were soiled with travel and of all but her under-clothing, crept in
-between the sheets. The warmth and the luxury of rest began to tell at
-once; within a very few minutes she was sound asleep.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII.
- THE SHERIFF
-
-It was late in the afternoon when the Sheriff rode into Dalry. The
-police sergeant spoke to him, and he kindly came into the station.
-There the sergeant put the matter before him. He was an elderly man,
-hearty and genial and with a pleasant manner which made every man his
-friend. When he heard the details of the case, regarding which the
-policeman asked his advice, he smiled and took snuff and said
-pleasantly to the officer:
-
-“I don’t think ye need be uneasy in your mind. After all ’tis only a
-matter of a fine; and as the chauffeur is ready to pay it, whatever it
-may be; and is actually in your custody having as you say more than
-sufficient money upon him to pay the maximum penalty hereto inflicted
-for furious driving in this shire, I think you will not get much blame
-for allowing the lady to go away in the car to a ‘foreign country,’ as
-you call it. I suppose sir” turning to Athlyne “you can get good bail
-if required?”
-
-“I think so” said Athlyne smiling. “I suppose a Deputy Lieutenant of
-Ross Shire is good enough;” whereupon he introduced himself to the
-Sheriff. They chatted together a few minutes and then, as he went to
-his horse which a policeman was holding at the door, he said to the
-sergeant:
-
-“I must not, as Sheriff, be bail myself. But if any bail is required I
-undertake to get it; so I think you needn’t detain his lordship any
-longer. You’d better serve the summons on him for the next Session and
-then everything will be in order.”
-
-Athlyne walked down the village with him, he leading his horse. When
-he knew that Athlyne was going to walk to Castle Douglas so as to be
-ready to catch his train to the south he said:
-
-“To-morrow is a busy day there and you may find it hard to get rooms
-at the Douglas, especially as the fog will detain many travellers. Now
-I had my rooms reserved at the Walter Scott, kept by an old servant of
-mine, where I always stay. An hour gone I wired countermanding them as
-I am going to stay the night with Mulgrave of Ennisfour where I am
-dining; so perhaps you had better wire over and secure them. I shall
-be there myself in the morning as I have work in Castle Douglas, but
-that need not interfere with you. If you go early you may be off
-before I get there.”
-
-“I do not want to go South very early; so I hope you will breakfast
-with me if I am still there.” The genial old Sheriff shook his head:
-
-“No, no. You must breakfast with me. I am in my own bailiwick and you
-must let me be your host.”
-
-“All right!” said Athlyne heartily. The old man who had been looking
-at him kindly all the time now said:
-
-“Tell me now--and you won’t think me rude or inquisitive; but you’re a
-young man and I’m an old one, and moreover sheriff--can I do anything
-for you? The Sergeant told me you were in a state of desperate anxiety
-to get away--or at any rate to let the lady get off; and I couldn’t
-help noticing myself that you are still anxious. The policeman said
-she was young, and much upset about it all. Can I serve you in any
-way? If I can, it will I assure you be a pleasure to me.” He was so
-frank and kind and hearty that Athlyne’s heart warmed to him. Moreover
-he was upset himself, poor fellow; and though he was a man and a
-strong one, was more than glad to unburden his heart to some one who
-would be a sympathetic listener:
-
-“The fact is, sir, that the young lady who was with me came for a
-drive from Ambleside and we came on here on the spur of the moment.
-Her father had gone to London and returns this evening; and as no one
-knew that I--that she had gone out motoring he will be anxious about
-her. Naturally neither she nor I wish to make him angry. You will
-understand when I tell you that she and I are engaged to be married.
-He does not know this--though” here he remembered the letter he had
-posted at Ambleside “he will doubtless know soon. Unhappily he had
-some mistaken idea about me. A small matter which no one here would
-give a second thought to: but he is a Kentuckian and they take some
-things very much to heart. This was nothing wrong--not in any way; but
-all the same his taking further offence at me, as he would do if he
-heard from someone else that she had been motoring with me without his
-sanction, might militate against her happiness--and mine. So you can
-imagine Mr. Sheriff, how grateful I am to you for your kindness.” The
-sheriff paused before replying. He had been thinking--putting two and
-two together: “They are engaged--but her father doesn’t know it. Then
-the engagement was made only to-day. No wonder they were upset and
-anxious. No wonder he drove fast. … Ah, Youth! Youth!” …
-
-“I understand, my lord. Well, you did quite right to get the lady
-away; though it was a hazardous thing for her to start off alone in
-the mist.”
-
-“It hadn’t come on then, sir. Had it been so I should never have let
-her go alone--no matter what the consequences might be! But I hope
-she’s out of it and close to home by this time.”
-
-“Aye that’s so. Still she was wise to go. It avoids all possibility of
-scandal. Poor bairn! I’m hoping she got off South before the fog came
-on too thick. It’s drifting up from the Firth so that when once she
-would have crossed the Border most like it would have been clear enow.
-Anyhow under the circumstances you are right to stay here. Then there
-can be no talk whatever. And her father will have had time to cool
-down by the time ye meet.
-
-“We’re parting here, my Lord. Good-bye and let me wish ye both every
-form of human happiness. Perhaps by morn you will have had some news;
-and I’m hoping ye’ll be able to tell me of her safe arrival.”
-
-At the cross roads the men parted. The Sheriff rode on his way to
-Ennisfour, and Athlyne went back to Dalry. He ordered his dinner, and
-then went out to send a telegram at the little post office. His
-telegram ran:
-
-
-To Walter Scott Hotel Castle Douglas
-
-Keep rooms given up by Sheriff for to-night.
-
- Athlyne.
-
-
-He had written the telegram through without a pause. The signature was
-added unhesitatingly, though not merely instinctively. He had done
-with falsity; henceforth he would use his own name, and that only. He
-felt freer than he had done for many a day.
-
-He ate his dinner quietly; he was astonished at himself that he could
-take matters so calmly. It was really that he now realised that he had
-done all he could. There was nothing left but to wait. In the earlier
-part of that waiting he was disturbed and anxious. Difficulties and
-dangers and all possible matters of concern obtruded themselves upon
-his thought in endless succession. But as time wore on the natural
-optimism of his character began to govern his thinking. Reason still
-worked freely enough, but she took her orders from the optimistic side
-and brought up arrays of comforting facts and deductions.
-
-It was with renewed heart and with a hopeful spirit that he set out on
-his road to Castle Douglas. He had deliberately chosen to walk instead
-of taking a carriage or riding. He did not want to arrive early in the
-evening, and he calculated that the sixteen miles would take him
-somewhere about four hours to walk. The exercise would, whilst it
-killed the time which he had to get through, give him if not ease of
-mind at least some form of mental distraction. Such, he felt, must be
-his present anodyne--his guarantee of sanity. As he had no luggage of
-any kind he felt perfectly free; the only addition to his equipment
-was a handful of cigars to last him during the long walk.
-
-He had left Dalry some miles behind him when he began to notice the
-thickening of the mist. After a while when this became only too
-apparent he began to hesitate as to whether it would not be wiser to
-return. By this time he realised that it was no mere passing cloud of
-vapour which was driving up from the south, but a sea fog led inward
-through the narrowing Firth; he could smell the iodine of the sea in
-his nostrils. But he decided to go on his way. He remembered fairly
-well the road which he had traversed earlier in the day. Though a
-rough road and somewhat serpentine as it followed the windings of the
-Ken and the Dee, it was so far easy to follow that there were no
-bifurcations and few cross-roads. And so with resolute heart--for
-there was something to overcome here--and difficulty meant to him
-distraction from pain--he pushed on into the growing obscurity of the
-fog.
-
-On the high ground above Shirmers he felt the wind driving more keenly
-in his face; but he did not pause. He trudged on hopefully; every step
-he took was bringing him closer to England--and to Joy. Now it was
-that he felt the value of the stout walking cudgel that he had
-purchased from a passing drover. For in the fog he was like a blind
-man; sight needed the friendly aid of touch.
-
-But it was dreadfully slow work, and at the end of a few hours he was
-wearied out with the overwhelming sense of impotence and the ceaseless
-struggling with the tiniest details of hampered movement. Being on
-foot and of slow progress he had one advantage over travelling on
-horseback or in a vehicle: he was able to take advantage of every
-chance opportunity of enlightenment. From passing pedestrians and at
-wayside cottages he gathered directions for his guidance. It was
-midnight--the town clock was striking--when he entered Castle Douglas
-and began to inquire his way to the Walter Scott hotel.
-
-After repeated knocking the door was opened by the Boots--a heavy,
-thick-headed, sleepy, tousled man, surly and grudging of speech.
-Athlyne pushed past him into the hall way and said:
-
-“I wired here in the afternoon to have kept for me the Sheriff’s
-rooms. Did my telegram arrive.”
-
-“Aye. It kem a’recht. But that was all that kem. Ye was expectit, an’
-the missis kep the rooms for ye till late; but when ye didna come she
-gied ye up an’ let anither pairty that was lost i’ the fog hae the
-bedroom. All that’s left is the parlour, an that we can hae an ye
-will. Forbye that ye’ll hae to sleep on the sofy. A’m thinkin’ it’s
-weel it’s o’er long than ordinair’, for ye’re no a ween yersel. Bide
-wheer y’ are, an’ A’ll fetch ye a rug or two an’ a cushion. Ye maun
-put up wi’ them the nicht for ye’ll git nane ither here.” He left him
-standing in the dark; and shuffled away down a dim stairway, to the
-basement.
-
-In a few minutes he re-appeared with a bundle of rugs and pillows
-under his arm; in his hand was a bottle of whiskey, with the drawn
-cork partly re-inserted. With the deftness of an accomplished servitor
-he carried in his other hand, together with the candle, a pitcher of
-water and a tumbler. As he went up the staircase he said in a whisper:
-
-“Man, walk saft as ye gang; an’ dinna cough nor sneeze or mak’ a soond
-in the room or ye’ll maybe waken th’ ither body. Joost gang like a man
-at a carryin’. An’ mind ye dinna snore! Lie ye like a bairn! What time
-shall A ca’ ye?”
-
-“I want to catch the morning train for the south.”
-
-“That’ll be a’recht. A’ll ca’ ye braw an’ airly!”
-
-“Good night!” said Athlyne as he softly closed the door.
-
-He spread one rug on the sofa, which supplemented by a chair, was of
-sufficient length; put the other ready to cover himself, and fixed the
-cushions. Having stripped to his flannels he blew out the candle, and,
-without making a sound, turned in. He was wearied in mind and nerve
-and body, and the ease of lying down acted like a powerful narcotic.
-Within a minute he was sound asleep.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII.
- PURSUIT
-
-Colonel Ogilvie found his wife in excellent health and spirits. The
-cure had been effective, and the prospect of meeting Joy so filled her
-with delight that her youth seemed to be renewed. He could see, when
-the morning light was admitted to their bedroom, that her eyes were
-bright and her cheeks rosy; and all her movements were alert and
-springy. Judy too, when they went to breakfast, looked well and was in
-good spirits; but there was something about her which he could not
-understand. It was not that she was quick of intellect and speech, for
-such had been always her habit; it was not that she was eager, for she
-was not always so; it was not that she was exuberantly fond of
-Joy--she had never been anything else. But there seemed now to be some
-sort of elusive background to all her thoughts. He began to wonder in
-a vague way if it were possible that she had fallen in love. She
-asked, after her usual manner, a host of questions about Joy and about
-the visit to the Lakes; where they had been and who they had seen; and
-of all the little interests and happenings during the time of
-separation. Colonel Ogilvie felt a little wearied of it all. He had
-already covered the ground with the girl’s mother, for arriving in the
-grey of the dawn, he had gone straight to his wife’s room where he had
-rested till breakfast time. There he had told her all that he could
-remember. With, however, the patient courtesy which had not as yet in
-his life failed him with women he went over all the ground again with
-Judy. He could not but be struck with Judy’s questioning on one
-subject: whether they had met at Ambleside any special acquaintance.
-He concluded that she meant Mr. Hardy, and asked her if such were the
-case. She blushed so brightly when she admitted it that he conceived
-the idea that the peccant Englishman was the object of her affection.
-Then, as she dropped that subject of questioning, he, in order to draw
-her out, went on:
-
-“But my dear Judy it was not possible that we could have seen him. He
-has not seemed particularly anxious to meet us; and even if he was
-anxious he could not have done it as he did not know where we were.”
-
-“Oh, yes he did!” The Colonel was surprised; the tone of her words
-carried conviction of truthfulness. He answered quickly:
-
-“He did! How on earth do you know that?” Judy in her emotional
-interest answered without thinking.
-
-“Because I told him so!”
-
-“Oh, you saw him then?” Again she answered without thought:
-
-“No, but I wrote to him.”
-
-“How do you know that he got your letter?”
-
-“Because he answered it!” She would have given all she possessed to
-have been silent or to have answered more discreetly when she saw her
-brother-in-law’s face wrinkle into a hard smile, and noted the cruel
-keenness of his eyes and the cynical smile on his mouth. She answered
-sharply; and, as is usual, began the instant after, to pay the penalty
-for such sharpness. His voice seemed to rasp her very soul as he said:
-
-“I am glad to hear that the gentleman has consideration for some
-one--even a lady--who writes to him. But to my mind such but
-emphasises his rudeness--if for the moment I may call it so--of his
-conduct to others. As for myself when I meet the gentleman--should I
-ever have the good fortune to do so--I shall require him to answer for
-this insult--amongst others!”
-
-“Insult?” murmured Judy in a panic of apprehension.
-
-“Yes, my dear Judith. There is no stronger word; had there been I
-should have used it. When the same man who does _not_ answer my
-letters, or write even to accept or decline my proffered hospitality
-carries on at the same time a clandestine correspondence with ladies
-of my family he shall have to answer to me for it. By God he shall!”
-Judy thought silence wiser than any form of words, and remained mute.
-Colonel Ogilvie went on in the same cold, rasping voice:
-
-“May I ask you, Miss Hayes,”--“Miss Hayes, my God!” thought poor Judy
-trembling. He went on: “if my daughter has had any meeting or
-correspondence with him?”
-
-“No! No! No!” cried Judy. “I can answer for that.”
-
-“Indeed! May I ask how you can speak with certainty on such a subject.
-I thought you were in Italy and that my daughter had been with me.” In
-despair she spoke impulsively:
-
-“I don’t _know_, Lucius. How could I--I only think so.”
-
-“Exactly! Then you are but giving your opinion! For that my dear
-Judith I am much obliged; but it has been for so long my habit to
-judge for myself in matters of those mutual relations between men
-which we call ‘honour’ that I have somehow come to trust my own
-opinion in preference to that of any one else--even you my dear
-Judith--and to act upon it.” Then, seeing the red flush of anger and
-humiliation in her cheeks whilst the tears seemed to leap into her
-eyes, he felt that he had gone too far and added:
-
-“I trust that you will forgive me, my dear sister, if I have caused
-you unnecessary pain. Unhappily pain must follow such dereliction of
-duty as has been shown by that young man, and by you too; but believe
-me I would spare you if I could. But I can promise--and do so
-now--that I shall not again forget myself and speak bitterly, out of
-the bitterness of my heart as I have done. I pray your forgiveness,
-and trust that it may be extended to me.” The cynical words and tone
-of his apology, however it may have been meant, only added fuel to her
-anger. Words were inadequate, so she sought refuge in flight. As she
-went out of the door she heard Colonel Ogilvie say as if to himself:
-
-“I may not know how to speak to women; but thank God, I do know how to
-deal with that damned fellow!”
-
-Judy threw herself on her bed in a storm of futile passion. She could
-not but feel that she had been brutally treated; but she was powerless
-to either resent or explain. But well she knew that she had helped to
-leave matters worse for poor Joy than they had been. All the anger
-that Colonel Ogilvie had been repressing had now blazed out. He had
-expressed himself, and she had never known such expression of his to
-fail in tragic consequences. He would now never forgive Mr. Hardy for
-his double sins of omissions and commission. She was sorry for the
-young man’s sake; but was in anguish for the sake of the poor girl who
-had, she felt and knew, set her heart upon him. Joy’s romance in which
-her heart--her whole being and her future happiness--had been embarked
-was practically over, though she did not know it as yet. All the
-life-long brightness that even her father had ever hoped for her was
-gone. Henceforth she would be only a poor derelict, like Judy herself,
-wrecked on a lee shore! Judy had always pitied herself, but she had
-never realized the cause of that pity as she did now, seen as it was
-through the eyes of loving sympathy.
-
- “I pitied my own heart,
- As if I held it in my hand,
- Somewhat coldly,--with a sense
- Of fulfilled benevolence,
- And a ‘Poor thing’ negligence.”
-
-Colonel Ogilvie went out in a very militant humour to interview the
-motor-agent. He felt angry with himself for having lost his
-temper--and to a lady; and his anger had to be visited on some one. In
-any case he considered that the motor people had treated him scurvily
-and should suffer accordingly. In reality he was in a reaction from
-great happiness. He was an affectionate husband who had been deeply
-concerned at his wife’s long illness, and lonely and distraught in her
-long absence. Only that morning he had met her again and had found her
-quite restored to health and as though she had regained her youth. He
-had shared in her pleasure at the good account he had to give of Joy.
-It was, after all, perhaps natural to a man of his peculiar
-temperament to visit heavily his displeasure on the man who had, to
-his mind, ill-used him, and on all concerned with him in the doing.
-Mr. Hardy it was who had jarred the wheels of his chariot of pleasure;
-and Mr. Hardy it was who must ultimately answer to him for so doing.
-
-The expression of his opinions as to the moral and commercial worth of
-the motor-agent and of the manufacturer with whom he dealt seemed to
-relieve his feelings to some degree; he returned to Brown’s in a much
-milder frame of mind than that in which he had gone out. He was kept
-pretty busy till the time of departure, but in his secret heart--made
-up to action during the time of his work--he determined to try to make
-amends to Judy for the pain he had given her. He rejoiced now that his
-wife had not been present at that scene which it already pained him to
-look back upon.
-
-He was somewhat incensed that as he could not leave by his intended
-train he would have to postpone the journey by several hours. He could
-not now arrive at Ambleside till nearly midnight.
-
-In the train he took the first opportunity of making the _amende_ to
-Judy. Mrs. Ogilvie had fallen asleep--she had been awake since very
-early in the morning, so the Colonel said quietly to his
-sister-in-law:
-
-“Judy I want you to forgive me, if you can.” She thrilled with
-pleasure as he spoke her name in the familiar form. It seemed some
-sort of presage of a change for the better, a sort of lifting of the
-ban which had all day lain so heavy on her. As he went on her hopes
-grew; there were possibilities that, after all, Joy was not yet
-finally doomed to unhappiness. At all times Colonel Ogilvie was
-impressive in his manner; the old-fashioned courtesy on which he had
-long ago founded himself was permeated with conscious self-esteem. Now
-when the real earnestness of the moment was grafted upon this
-pronounced manner he seemed to the last degree dignified--almost
-pompous:
-
-“I cannot tell you how sorry I am that I caused you pain this morning,
-or how ashamed I am for having so lost my temper before you. For more
-than twenty years I have honestly tried, my dear, to make you happy.”
-Here she interrupted him: “And you succeeded Lucius!” He rose and
-bowed gravely:
-
-“Thank you, my dear. I am grateful to you for that kindly expression.
-It does much, I assure you, to mitigate the poignancy of my present
-concern. It was too bad of me to let my bitterness so wound you. It
-shall not occur again. Moreover I feel that I owe you something; and I
-promise you that if I should be so--so overcome again by anger I shall
-try to obey you to the best of my power. You shall tell me what you
-wish me to do; and if I can I shall try to do it.” Here a look of
-caution, rare to him, overspread his face: “I won’t promise to give up
-a purpose of my life or brook any interference with the course of
-honour--that I can promise to no one, not even to you my dear. But if
-I can grant any consideration--or--or favour I shall certainly try to
-do so!”
-
-Judy was not so well satisfied with the end of the promise as with the
-beginning. But it was hopeful of better things for the future; so she
-meekly and gratefully accepted it _en bloc_.
-
-When they arrived at Ambleside it was dark and the lamps of the
-station lent but a dim light. It became evident to Mrs. Ogilvie and
-Judy that Colonel Ogilvie was disappointed at not finding Joy awaiting
-them on the platform. He had, during the journey, explained to them
-with some elaboration that they were not to expect her as he had said
-there was no need of her coming; but, all the same, he had himself
-expected her. As the train drew up he had leaned out of the window
-looking carefully along the whole range of the platform. When,
-however, he ascertained that she was not there, he turned his
-attention to Judy whom he observed prolonging the search. His mind at
-once went back to his original concern that there was something
-between her and Mr. Hardy. She heard him say to himself fiercely under
-his breath:
-
-“That damned fellow again!” She did not of course understand that it
-was with reference to herself, and took it that it presaged ill to
-Joy. She knew from Colonel Ogilvie’s expression and bearing that the
-man he had now grown to hate was in his mind, and with a heavy heart
-she took her place in the waiting landau.
-
-When the carriage arrived at the hotel Colonel Ogilvie jumped out and
-ran up the steps. This was so unlike his usual courtesy that it not
-only pained the two ladies but made them anxious. When Colonel Ogilvie
-forgot his habitual deference to women something serious indeed must
-have been in his mind! When they followed, which they did as quickly
-as they could, they found him in the hall reading a telegram. A
-railway envelope lay on the table, and beside it a little pile of
-letters. When he had finished reading the first telegram he opened the
-second and read it also. All the time his face was set in a grim
-frown, the only relief from which was the wrinkling of his forehead
-which betrayed an added anxiety. He handed the two transcripts to his
-wife, saying as he did so:
-
-“I have put them in order; one is a few hours earlier than the other!”
-Mrs. Ogilvie read in silence and handed the forms to Judy, the Colonel
-remaining grimly silent. Mrs. Ogilvie said nothing. When Judy had
-turned over the last and looked at the back of it in that helpless
-manner which betrays inadequate knowledge, Colonel Ogilvie said:
-
-“Well?”
-
-“I trust the poor child is not in any danger!” said the mother.
-
-“How thoughtful of her to have sent twice. She knew you would be so
-anxious about her!” said the aunt, wishing to propitiate the angry
-father. For fully a minute no more was said. Then the Colonel spoke:
-
-“She went motoring. In whose car? I have not yet got my own!” As he
-was speaking the hotel proprietor came into the hall to pay his
-respects, as he usually did with incoming guests. He heard the last
-remark and said:
-
-“Pardon me, Colonel Ogilvie. But your car has arrived. The chauffeur
-who had charge of it and came in the same train with it to Kirkby
-Stephen drove it here some time ago!” Colonel Ogilvie bowed a slight
-acknowledgment and turning to Judy said:
-
-“Then it could not be in that car she went. If not, whose car was it?
-Whom did she go with? We know no one here who owns a car; and we did
-not make any new acquaintances during our stay. Indeed none even of
-our old acquaintances did us the honour of calling. But perhaps my
-dear Judy,” he spoke with manifest and comforting self-restraint--“you
-can enlighten us. Do you know if your friend Mr. Hardy whom you
-informed of our being here has a motor car?” Judy feared to
-precipitate disaster, and not knowing what to say answered feebly with
-a query:
-
-“Why Colonel?” The storm cloud of the father’s wrath instantly broke:
-
-“Why, madam ‘why’!” he almost roared whilst the discreet proprietor
-withdrew closing the inner door of the hall behind him--the luggage
-was being taken in by the basement door:
-
-“I’ll tell you why if you wish--though perhaps you know it already.
-Because I want to know under what circumstances my daughter has gone
-out motoring with some stranger--though indeed it may be that he is
-not quite a stranger--the moment my back was turned. Let me tell you
-that it is not usual for unmarried young ladies to go out motoring
-into far away places with men, unchaperoned. My honour--_my_ honour
-through my daughter--is here concerned. And it is like that damned
-fellow to take her away in such an underhand manner. You need say
-nothing of him. It’s no use trying to palliate his conduct. True
-enough I don’t know for certain that it is he, or that she is alone
-with any man; but I have a conviction that it is so; and I tell you I
-shall lose no time in putting my convictions to the test. I mean to
-take no chances with regard to that damned fellow. I don’t trust him!
-He has already affronted me, and has been tampering with the women of
-my family. I have borne even that with what temper I could because I
-was under obligation to him. But if, as it would seem, he has run away
-with my daughter, I shall brook his insolence no longer. He shall
-render me a full account of his doings with me and mine!” He crammed
-his letters into his pocket and strode upstairs. There he rang the
-bell in such a violent manner that the proprietor himself attended to
-it. Colonel Ogilvie asked him to have the chauffeur sent up to him,
-and requested the proprietor to come also himself as he wished to ask
-him some questions on local matters. He had by now his temper in hand,
-and was all the more dangerous because cold. In a few minutes the
-proprietor brought in the chauffeur, a stolid, hard-featured, silent
-man; manifestly one to obey orders and to stand any amount of fatigue.
-When Colonel Ogilvie had looked at his credentials and asked him some
-questions, all of which he did with perfect self-control and courtesy,
-he turned to the proprietor and asked:
-
-“Can you tell me whereabout is a place called Castle Douglas?”
-
-“In Scotland, Colonel. In Galloway--the part of Scotland just beyond
-the Firth of Solway. It is I think in Kirkcudbrightshire.”
-
-“How far from here?”
-
-“Something over a hundred miles I should say.” The father started:
-
-“Good God!” Judy’s heart sank at the exclamation and the tone; his
-voice was laden with horror and despair. The new chauffeur’s mouth
-opened. He spoke as if every word was grudgingly shot out:
-
-“It is exactly ninety-one and a half miles.” Colonel Ogilvie turned to
-him quickly:
-
-“How do you know so accurately; have you driven it?”
-
-“Never sir!”
-
-“Then how do you know?”
-
-“In the train coming down I spent my time looking over the maps and
-the distance as given in the books of the Motorists’ Touring Club. I
-noted that.”
-
-“Had you any reason for examining that particular route?” asked the
-Colonel suspiciously. He was obsessed by an idea that the “damned
-fellow” was corrupting everybody so as to work against him, Colonel
-Ogilvie.
-
-“None special; I was only trying to do my business well. I thought it
-likely that you might want me to stay with you a short time until you
-and your permanent chauffeur should become acquainted with the
-mechanism of your new car. You see, I was told you were an American,
-and the American makes differ somewhat from our own. And as I am
-myself looking out for a permanent situation where I should be well
-paid, made comfortable, and treated with whatever consideration is due
-to a first-rate _mechanicien_ and driver I thought that if I showed
-zeal in your temporary service you might wish to retain me
-permanently. In a certain sense I took, I may say, special note of at
-least part of that particular route.”
-
-“Why?” Colonel Ogilvie’s suspicions came up afresh at the admission.
-
-“Simply because I took it that you might want to drive into Scotland,
-and Galloway is perhaps the most promising region for motoring on this
-side of that country. All the motor roads from this side of England
-run through Carlisle. Then you cross the Border close to Gretna Green.
-…”
-
-“To where?” The Colonel’s voice was full of passion. The chauffeur
-went on calmly and explicitly:
-
-“Gretna Green. That is where run-away marriages used to be made. That
-place was usually chosen because it was the first across the Border
-where Scotch law ruled. The simplifying of our marriage laws and the
-growth of sanity amongst parents of marriageable daughters generally
-has done away with the necessity of elopement. Now we go by there
-without stopping, as Galloway is the modern objective. Indeed in going
-there you do not go into Gretna at all; you pass it by on the right
-when you have crossed the bridge over the Sark and are making for
-Annan. And as to my knowledge of mileages that is a part of my trade.
-It is my business to arrange for the amount of petrol necessary for
-the run I am ordered to make. I don’t think that you need disturb
-yourself about that one small item of my knowledge. It may set you
-more at ease if I tell you that it is one hundred and thirty-six and a
-half miles to Glasgow; a hundred and one to Abbotsford; seventy-five
-and a half to Dumfries; a hundred and thirty-five and a half to
-Edinburgh; two hundred and seventy-four and a half to Aberdeen; one
-hundred and fifty-eight and three quarters to. …”
-
-“Stop! stop!” cried Colonel Ogilvie. “I am obliged to you for your
-zeal in my service; and I think I can promise you that if in every way
-you suit, you may look on the permanent post as your own. I shall want
-you to begin your duties this very night. But this is a special job;
-and with special reward, for it is difficult and arduous.”
-
-“I am willing sir, whatever it may be.”
-
-“That is well said. You are the sort of man I want.”
-
-“My orders sir?”
-
-“I want you to take me to Castle Douglas to-night--now--as soon as you
-can get ready. I wish to get there as soon as I can. You will want to
-have everything right, for we must have no break-down if we can help
-it. And you must have good lamps.”
-
-“’Twill be all right, sir. We shan’t, I expect, break down. But if we
-do--the motor is a new one and I did not make it--_I_ shall put it
-right. I am a first-rate _mechanicien_ and an accomplished driver.
-…”
-
-“All right; but don’t talk. Get the car ready, and we shall start at
-once.”
-
-“We can start at once, so far as the car and I are concerned. But we
-lack something as yet. We must have a pilot.”
-
-“A pilot! I thought you knew the way.”
-
-“On paper, yes; and I doubt not I could get there all right--in time.
-But you want to go quick; and we would lose time finding out the way.
-Remember we are going in the dark.” Then turning to the proprietor he
-said:
-
-“Perhaps you can help us here, sir. Have you any one who can pilot?”
-
-“Not a chauffeur; but I have a coachman who knows all round here for a
-couple of days’ journey. I have no doubt that he knows that road
-amongst the others. He could sit beside you and direct you how to go!”
-
-“Right! Can you get him soon?”
-
-“At once. He lives over the stables. I shall send for him now.” He
-rang the bell and when the servant came gave his message. And so that
-matter was settled and the journey arranged. The chauffeur went to
-have a last look over the motor car, and to bring it round to the
-door.
-
-All the time of the interview Colonel Ogilvie stood silent, keeping
-erect and rigid. He was so stern and so master of himself that Judy
-wished now that he had less self-control. She feared the new phase
-even more than the old. Then care for what had still to be done took
-hold of her. She took her sister away to prepare a little basket of
-food and wine for Colonel Ogilvie and the men with him; they would
-need some sustenance on their long, arduous journey. Those kindly
-offices kept both women busy whilst Colonel Ogilvie was putting on
-warm clothes for the night travelling. Presently Mrs. Ogilvie joined
-him. When they were alone she said to him somewhat timidly:
-
-“You will be tender, dear, with Joy? The child is young, and a harsh
-word spoken in anger at a time when she is high-strung and nervous and
-tired and frightened might be a lasting sorrow to her!” She half
-expected that he would resent her speaking at all. She was surprised
-as well as pleased when, putting his hands kindly on her shoulders, he
-said:
-
-“Be quite easy in your mind on that subject, wife. Joy has all my
-love; and, whatever comes, I shall use no harsh word to her. I love
-her too well to give her pain, at the moment or to think of
-afterwards. She shall have nothing but care and tenderness and such
-words as you would yourself wish spoken!” The mother was comforted for
-the moment. But then came a thought, born of her womanhood, that the
-keenest pain which could be for the woman would be through her concern
-for the man. She had little doubt as to what her husband’s action
-would be if his surmises as to Mr. Hardy should prove to be correct.
-And such would mean the blighting of poor Joy’s life. She would dearly
-have loved to remonstrate with her husband on the subject; and she
-would have done so, whatever might have been the consequences to
-herself, but that she feared that any ill-timed expostulation might be
-harmful to her daughter. All the motherhood in her was awake, and
-nerved her to endure in silence. The only other words she said as she
-kissed her husband were:
-
-“Good-bye for a while, dear. God keep you in all dangers of the
-road--and--and in all the far greater dangers that may come to you at
-the end of it. My love to Joy! Be good to her, and never forget that
-she can suffer most through any one dear to her. Bring her home to me,
-safe and--and happy! I …” Her voice broke and she wept on his
-shoulder. Colonel Ogilvie was a determined man, and in some ways a
-harsh and cruel one; but he was a man, and understood. He took his
-wife in his arms and kissed her fondly, stroking her dark hair wherein
-the silver threads were showing. Then he passed out in silence.
-
-By the door of the car he found Judy who said:
-
-“I have put in your supper--you will want it dear--and also supper for
-the men. And oh! Lucius, don’t forget, for poor Joy’s sake, that this
-day you hold her heart--which is her life--in your hand!”
-
-This added responsibility filled the cup of Colonel Ogilvie’s
-indignation. Already his conscience was quickening and his
-troubles--the agitation to his feelings--were almost more than he
-could bear. He would have liked to make some cynical remark to Judy;
-but before he could think of anything sufficiently biting, the motor
-which had been throbbing violently started.
-
-Before the angry man could attempt to get back his self-possession he
-was gazing past the two shrouded figures before him and across the
-luminous arc of the lamps out into the night. The darkness seemed to
-sweep by him as he rushed on his way to Scotland.
-
-When he had gone Judy turned to her sister and said: “I was going to
-give him Joy’s dressing bag and a change of dress to take with him.
-She will want them, poor dear, after a long day of travel and a night
-in a strange place. But I have thought of a better plan.”
-
-“And that?” asked the anxious mother.
-
-“To take them myself! Moreover it won’t be any harm my being present
-in case the Colonel gets on the rampage. It will restrain him some.
-Now you go and lie down, dear. Don’t say anything--except your
-prayers--in case you feel you must say something. But sleep will be
-your best help in this pretty tough proposition. I’ll go and get a
-hustle on that Dutch landlord. He’s got to find an automobile and a
-chauffeur, and a pilot if necessary, for me too!”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX.
- DECLARATION OF WAR
-
-Joy Ogilvie was so tired out that her body lay like a log all night.
-How her mind was occupied she only knew afterwards. For the memory of
-dreams is an unconscious memory at the time; it is only when there is
-opportunity of comparison with actualities that dreams can be
-re-produced. Then, as at first, the dreams are real--as they are
-forever whilst memory lasts. Indeed regarding dreams and actualities,
-one might almost appeal to scientific analogy; and in comparing the
-world of imagination--which is the kingdom of dreams--with the
-material world, might adduce the utterance of Sir Oliver Lodge in
-comparing the density of aether with that of matter in the modern
-scientific view: “Matter is turning out to be a filmy thing in
-comparison with aether.”
-
-This might well serve as a scientific comparison. Nay more, it might
-well be an induction. The analogies of nature are so marvellously
-constant, as exemplified by the higher discoveries in physics, that we
-might easily wander farther than in taking the inner world of Thought
-as compared with the outer world of Physical Being, as an analogy to
-the Seen and Unseen worlds.
-
-In the meantime we may take it that Joy’s dreams that night were in
-some way reflective of the events of the day. No girl of healthy
-emotional power could fail to be influenced by such a sequence of
-experiences of passion and fear as she had gone through. The realized
-hoping of love, the quick-answering abandonment of expressed passion;
-long, long minutes of the bliss of communion with that other
-soul--minutes whose sweetness or whose length could not be computed
-until the leisure of thought gave opportunity. Unconscious cerebration
-goes on unceasingly; and be sure that with such data as she had in her
-mind, the workings of imagination were quick and by no means cold.
-Again she lived the moments of responsive passion; but so lived them
-that she had advanced further on the road to completed passion when
-the unconsciousness to physical surroundings began to disappear and on
-the senses the actualities began to consciously impress themselves.
-The dawn, stealing in between the chinks of the folded shutters, made
-strange lines on the floor without piercing through the walls of
-sleep. The myriad sounds of waking life from distant field and
-surrounding street brought no message to the closed eyes of weariness.
-The sun rose, and rose, and rose; and still she lay there unmoving.
-
-At last that unaccountable impulse which moves all living things to
-sentience at the ending of sleep, stirred her. The waking grew on her.
-At first, when her eyes partially opened, she saw, but without
-comprehending, the dim room with its low ceiling; the wide window,
-masked in with shutters whose edges were brilliant with the early
-light; the odd furniture and all the unfamiliar surroundings. Then
-came the inevitable self-question: “where am I?”
-
-The realization of waking from such dreaming as hers is a rude and
-jarring process, and when it does come, comes with something of a
-shock. For what seemed a long time Joy lay in a sort of languorous
-ecstasy whilst memory brought back to her those moments of the
-previous day which were sweeter even than her dreams. Again she heard
-the footsteps of the man she loved coming up rapidly behind her. Again
-she saw as she turned, in obedience to some new impulse which swayed
-her to surrender, the face of the man looking radiant with love and
-happiness. Again she felt the sweet satisfaction of living and loving
-when his arms closed round her and her arms closed round him and they
-strained each other strictly. Again there came to her the thrill which
-seemed to lift her from her earthly being as his mouth touched hers
-and they kissed each other in the absolute self-abandonment of
-reciprocated passion--the very passing memory of which set her blood
-tingling afresh; the thrill which set her soul floating in the expanse
-of air and made all conventions of the artificial world seen far below
-seem small and miserable and of neither power nor import. Again she
-was swept by that tide of wild desires, vague and nebulous as yet,
-inchoate, elusive, expansive, all-absorbing, which proclaimed her
-womanhood to herself. That desire of wife to husband, of sex to sex,
-of woman to man, which is the final expression of humanity--the love
-song of the children of Adam. It was as though memory and dreaming had
-become one. As if the day had merged in the night, and the night again
-in the coming day; each getting as it came all the thoughts and wishes
-and fancies and desires which follow in the train of the
-all-conquering Love-God.
-
-In such receptive mood Joy awoke to life. When she realized where she
-was; and when the import of her new surroundings had broken in upon
-her, all the forces of her youth and strength began at once to
-manifest themselves. She slid softly from her bed--the instinct of
-self protection forbade noise or else she would have jumped to the
-floor. Doing must follow dreaming! The attitude of standing, once
-again helped to recall the previous evening, and she remembered that
-she had thought then that she must not open the windows in the morning
-because they faced directly other windows across a narrow street.
-
-She remembered also that the next room, through which she had entered,
-had windows on two sides. Those on one side opened as did her own; but
-those on the other side looked out on an open space. And so, without
-further thought, she opened the door between and passed into the outer
-room. It too, like her own, was dark from the closed shutters.
-Instinctively she went softly, her bare feet making no sound on the
-carpet. With the same instinctive caution she had opened the door
-noiselessly; when the self-protective instinct has once been awakened,
-it does not easily relapse to sleep. She went over to one of the
-windows and tried to look out through the chinks. The day was bright
-outside and the sun was shining; the fog had entirely disappeared. In
-the sudden desire to breathe the fresh morning air, and to free in the
-sunlight her soul cramped by the long darkness of fog and night, she
-threw open the heavy shutters.
-
-
-Athlyne slept so soundly that he never stirred. He lay on the sofa on
-his left side with his face out to the room. He too had been dreaming;
-and to his dreams the happiness of the day had brought a vivifying
-light. Through all his weariness of mind and body came to his spirit
-the glow of those moments when he knew that his love was reciprocated;
-when his call to his mate had been answered--answered in no uncertain
-voice. And so he, too, had lain with bodily nature all quiescent,
-whilst the emotional side of his mind ranged freely between memory and
-expectation. And in due process the imaginative power of the mind had
-worked on the nerves--and through them on the body--till he too lay in
-a languorous semi-trance--the mind ranging free whilst the abnormally
-receptive body quivered in unison. It was a dangerous condition of
-being in which to face the situation which awaited him.
-
-The sound of the opening shutter wakened him, fully and all at once.
-The moment his eyes opened he saw a figure between him and the window;
-and at the knowledge that some stranger was in his room the habit of
-quick action which had prevailed in his years of campaigning
-re-asserted itself. On the instant he flung aside his blanket and
-sprang from his bed.
-
-At the sound of a step on the floor Joy turned. The light streaming in
-through the unshuttered window showed them in completeness each to the
-other. The light struck Athlyne full in front. There was instant
-recognition, even in the unaccustomed garb, of that tall lithe form;
-of those fine aquiline features, of those dark flashing eyes. As to
-Joy, who standing against the light made her own shadow, Athlyne could
-have no doubt. He would have realized her presence in darkness and
-silence. As she stood in her fine linen, the morning light making a
-sort of nimbus round the opacity of the upper part of her body, she
-looked to him like some fresh realization--some continuation in
-semi-ethereal form--of the being of his dreams. There was no pause for
-thought in either of the lovers. The instant of recognition was the
-realization of presence--unquestioning and the most natural thing in
-the world that the other should be there. Delight had sealed from
-within the ears of Doubt. Unhesitatingly they ran to each other, and
-before a second had passed were locked tightly in each other’s arms.
-
-In the secret belief of the Conventional world--that belief which is
-the official teaching of the churches of an artificial society, and
-not merely the world of Adam and Eve (and some others)--the ceremony
-of Marriage in itself changes the entire nature of the contracting
-parties. Whatever may have been the idiosyncrasies of these
-individuals such are forthwith changed, foregone, or otherwise altered
-to suit that common denominator of Human Nature which alone is
-officially catalogued in the records of the Just. It were as though
-the recorded promise of two love-stricken sufferers, followed by the
-formal blessings of the Church in any of its differentiations--or of
-the Registrar--should change baser mortals to more angelic
-counterpart; just as the “Philosopher’s Stone” which the mediaeval
-alchemist dreamed of and sought for, was expected to change baser
-metals to gold.
-
-Perhaps it is because this transmutation is so complete that so many
-of those marriages which the Church does sanctify turn out so
-differently from the anticipations of the contractors and blessors!
-
-But Dame Nature has her own church and her own ritual. In her case the
-Blessing comes before the Service; and the Benediction is but the
-official recognition that two souls--with their attendant bodies--have
-found a perfect communion for themselves. Those who believe in Human
-Nature--and many of them are seriously minded people too--realize and
-are thankful for the goodness of God who showers the possibilities of
-happiness with no stinting and no uncertain hand. “After all” they say
-“what about Eden?” There was no church’s blessing there--not even a
-Registrar; and yet we hold that Adam and Eve were united in Matrimony.
-Nor were their children or their children’s children made one with
-organized formality. What was it then that on these occasions stood
-between fornication and marriage? What could it be but the Blessing of
-God! And if God could make marriage by His Blessing in Eden, when did
-He forego that power. Or if indeed there be only a “Civil
-Contract”--as so many hold to-day--what proofs or writings must there
-be beyond that mere “parole” contract which is recognized in other
-matters by the Law of the Land.
-
-So, the believers in natural religion and natural law--those who do
-not hold that personal licence, unchecked and boundless, is an
-appanage or logical result of freedom. To these, freedom is in itself
-a state bounded on all sides by restrictive laws--as must ever be,
-unless Anarchy is held to be the ultimate and controlling force. And
-in the end Anarchy is the denial of all Cosmic law--that systematised
-congeries of natural forces working in harmony to a common end.
-
-But law, Cosmic or Anarchic, (if there be such a thing, and it may be
-that Hell--if there is one--has its own laws--) or any grade between
-these opposites, is a matter for coolness and reflection. _Inter arma
-silent leges_ is a maxim of co-ordinate rulings in the Court of Cosmic
-law. And the principle holds whether the arms be opposed or locked
-together in any form of passion. When Love lifts the souls, whose
-bodies are already in earthly communion, Law ceases to be. From the
-altitude of accomplished serenity the mightiest law is puny; just as
-from a balloon the earth looks flat, and even steeples and towers have
-no perspective.
-
-So it was with the two young people clasped in each other’s arms. The
-world they lived in at the moment was _their_ world, bounded only by
-the compass of their arms. After all what more did they want--what
-could they want. They were together and alone. Shame was not for them,
-or to them, who loved with all their hearts--whose souls already felt
-as one. For shame, which is a conventional ordering of the blood, has
-no place--not even a servitor’s--in the House of Love: that palace
-where reigns the love of husbandhood and wifehood, of fatherhood and
-motherhood--that true, realized Cosmos--the aim, the objective, the
-heaven of human life.
-
-Their circumstances but intensified the pleasure of the embrace.
-Athlyne and Joy had both felt the same communion of spirits when they
-embraced at their first meeting out of Ambleside when their souls had
-met. This had been intensified when they sat in close embrace after
-lunch beyond Dalry, when heart consciously beat to heart. Now it was
-completed in this meeting, unexpected and therefore more free and
-unhampered by preparatory thoughts and intentions, when body met body
-in a close if tentative communion. The mere paucity of raiment had
-force and purpose. They could each feel as they hung together closely
-strained, the beating of each other’s heart; the rising and falling of
-each other’s lungs. Their breaths commingled as they held mouth to
-mouth. In such delirious rapture--for these two ardent young people
-loved each other with a love which both held to be but the very
-beginning of an eternal bond and which took in every phase, actual and
-possible, of human beings--there was no place for forethought or
-afterthought. It was the hour of life which is under the guidance of
-Nature; to be looked forward to with keen if ignorant anticipation;
-and which is to be looked back on for evermore as a time when the very
-heavens opened and the singing of the Angelic choir came through
-unmuffled.
-
-For seconds, in which Time seemed to stand still, they stood body to
-body and mouth to mouth. The first to speak was the man:
-
-“I thought you were in England by late in the evening--and you were
-there all the time!” He indicated the direction by turning his eyes
-towards her room. His words seemed to fire her afresh. Holding him
-more closely to her, she leaned back from her hips and gazed at him
-languorously; her words dropped slowly from her opened lips:
-
-“Oh-h! If we had only known!” What exactly was in her mind she did not
-know--did not think of knowing--did not want to know. Perhaps she did
-not mean anything definite. It was only an expression of some feeling,
-of some want, some emotion, some longing--some primitive utterance
-couched in words of educated thought, as sweet and spontaneous as the
-singing of a bird in its native woods at springtime.
-
-Somehow, it moved Athlyne strangely. Moved the manhood of him in many
-ways, chiefest among them his duty of protection. It is not a
-commonly-received idea that man--not primitive man but the
-partially-completed article of a partially-completed cosmic age--is
-scrupulous with regard to woman. The general idea to the contrary
-effect is true _en gros_ but not _en detaille_. True of women; not
-true of a woman. An educated man, accustomed to judgment and action in
-matters requiring thought, thinks, perhaps unconsciously, all round
-him, backward as well as forward; but mainly forward. Present
-surroundings form his data; consequences represent the conclusion.
-Himself remains neutral, an onlooker, until he is called on for
-immediate decision and consequent action.
-
-So it was with Athlyne. His instant ejaculation:
-
-“Thank God we didn’t know!” would perhaps have been understood by a
-man. To a woman it was incomprehensible. Woman is, after all, more
-primitive than man. Her instincts are more self-centred than his. As
-her life moves in a narrower circle, her view is rather microscopic
-than telescopic; whilst his is the reverse. Inasmuch then as he
-naturally surveys a larger field, so his introspective view is wider.
-
-Joy loved the man; and so, since he had already expressed himself,
-considered him as already her husband; or to speak more accurately
-considered herself as already his wife. It was, therefore, with
-something like chagrin that she heard his disavowal of her views. She
-did not herself quite understand what those views were, but all the
-same it was a disappointment that he did not really acquiesce in them;
-nay more that he did not press them on his own account--press them
-relentlessly, as a woman loves a man to do, even when his wishes are
-opposed to her own.
-
-A woman’s answer to chagrin is ultimate victory of her purpose; and
-the chagrin of love is perhaps the strongest passion with a purpose
-that can animate her.
-
-When Joy became conscious, as she did in a few seconds, that her lover
-following out his protective purpose was about to separate himself
-from her--she quite understood without any telling or any experience
-both motive and purpose--she opposed it on her part. As the strictness
-of his embrace lessened, so in proportion did hers increase. Then came
-to the man the reaction--he was only a man, after all. His ardour
-redoubled, and her heart beat harder with new love as well as triumph
-as he drew her closer to him in a pythonic embrace. Then she, too,
-clung to him even closer than before. That embrace was all
-lover-like--an agony of rapture.
-
-In its midst they were startled somewhat by the rumbling of a motor
-driven fast which seemed to stop close to them. Instinctively Joy
-tried to draw away from her lover; such is woman’s impulse. But
-Athlyne held her all the tighter--his embrace was not all love now,
-but the protection which comes from love. She understood, and resigned
-herself to him. And so they stood, heart to heart, and mouth to mouth,
-listening.
-
-There was a clatter of tongues in the hall. Joy thought she recognised
-one voice--she could not be sure in the distance and through the
-closed door--and her heart sank. She would again have tried to draw
-away violently but that she was powerless. Her will was gone, like a
-bird’s under the stare of the snake. Athlyne, too, was in suspense,
-his heart beating wildly. He had a sort of presage of disaster which
-seemed in a way to paralyse him.
-
-There were quick steps on the stairs. A voice said: “There” and the
-door rattled. At this moment both the lovers were willing to separate.
-But before they could do so, the door opened and the figure of Colonel
-Ogilvie blocked the entrance.
-
-“Good God!” The old man’s face had grown white as though the sight had
-on the instant frozen him. So pallid was he, all in that second, that
-Joy and Athlyne received at once the same idea: that his moustache,
-which they had thought of snowy whiteness, was but grey against the
-marble face.
-
-The father’s instinct was protective too, and his action was quick. In
-the instant, without turning his face, he shut the door behind him and
-put his heel against it.
-
-“Quick, daughter, quick!” he said in a whisper, low but so fierce that
-it cut the air like a knife, “Get into that room and dress yourself.
-And, get out if you can, by another way without being noticed!” As he
-spoke he pointed towards the open door through which in the darkened
-room the bed with clothing in disarray could be dimly seen. Joy fled
-incontinently. The movements of a young woman can be of extraordinary
-quickness, but never quicker than when fear lends her wings. It seemed
-to Athlyne that she made but one jump from where she stood through the
-door-way. He could remember afterwards the flash of her bare heels as
-she turned in closing the door behind her.
-
-“Now Sir!” Colonel Ogilvie’s voice was stern to deadliness as he
-spoke. Athlyne realised its import. He felt that he was bound hand and
-foot, and knew that his part of the coming struggle would have to be
-passive. He braced himself to endure. Still, the Colonel’s question
-had to be answered. The onus of beginning the explanation had been
-thrust upon him. It was due to Joy that there should be no delay on
-his part in her vindication. Almost sick at heart with apprehension he
-began:
-
-“There has been no fault on Joy’s part!” The instant he had spoken,
-the look of bitter haughtiness which came on Colonel Ogilvie’s face
-warned him that he had made a mistake. To set the error right he must
-know what he had to meet; and so he waited.
-
-“We had better, I think, leave Miss Ogilvie’s name out of our
-conversation. … And I may perhaps remind you, sir, that I am the
-best judge of my daughter’s conduct. When I have said anything to my
-daughter’s detriment it will be quite time for a stranger to interfere
-on her behalf. … It is of _your_ conduct, sir, that I ask--demand
-explanation!”
-
-Athlyne would have liked to meet a speech of this kind with a blow. In
-the case of any other man he would have done so: but this man was
-Joy’s father, and in all circumstances must be treated as such. He
-felt in a vague sort of way--a background of thought rather than
-thought itself--that his manhood was being tested, and by a fiery
-test. Come what might, he must be calm, or at least be master of
-himself; or else bitter woe would come to Joy. Of course it would
-come--perhaps had come already to himself; but to that he was already
-braced.
-
-Colonel Ogilvie was skilled in the deadly preliminaries to lethal
-quarrel. More than once when a foe had been marked down for vengeance
-had he led him on to force the duel himself. In no previous quarrel of
-his life had he ever had the good cause that he had now, and be sure
-that he used that knowledge to the full. There was in his nature
-something of that stoical quality of the Red Indian which enables him
-to enjoy the torture of his foe, though the doing so entails a keen
-anguish to himself. Perhaps the very air of the “dark and bloody
-ground” of Kentucky was so impregnated with the passions of those who
-made it so that the dwelling of some generations had imbued the
-dwellers with some of the old Indian spirit. As Athlyne stood face to
-face with him, watching for every sign of intention as a fencer
-watches his opponent, he realised that there would be for him no pity,
-no mercy, not even understanding. He would have to fight an uphill
-contest--if Joy was to be saved even a single pang. What he could do
-he would: sacrifice himself in any way that a man can accomplish it.
-Life and happiness had for him passed by! One of his greatest
-difficulties would be, he felt, that of so controlling himself that he
-would not of necessity shut behind him, by anything which he might say
-or do, the door of conciliation. He began at once, therefore, to
-practice soft answering:
-
-“My conduct, sir, has been bad--so far as doing an indiscreet thing,
-and in not showing to you that respect which is your due in any matter
-in which Miss Ogilvie may be concerned.” For some reason which he
-could not at the moment understand this seemed to infuriate the
-Colonel more than ever. In quite a violent way he burst out:
-
-“So I am to take it that no respect is due to me in my own person!
-Such, I gather from your words. You hint if you do not say that
-respect is only my due on my daughter’s account!” At the risk of
-further offence Athlyne interrupted him. It would not do for him to
-accept this monstrous reading of what he meant for courtesy:
-
-“Not so, sir. My respect is to you always and for all causes. I did
-but put it in that way as it is only in connection with your daughter
-that I dared to speak at all.” Even this pacific explanation seemed to
-add fuel to the old man’s choler:
-
-“Let me tell you, sir, that this has nothing whatever to do with my
-daughter. Miss Ogilvie is my care. Her defence, if any be required, is
-my duty--my privilege. And I quite know how to exercise--and to
-defend--both.”
-
-“Quite so, sir. I realise that, and I have no wish to arrogate to
-myself your right or your duty; for either of which I myself should be
-proud to die!” Athlyne’s voice and manner were so suave and
-deferential that Colonel Ogilvie began to have an idea that he was a
-poltroon; and in this belief the bully that was in him began to
-manifest itself. He spoke harshly, intending to convey this idea,
-though as he did so his heart smote him. Even as he spoke there rose
-before his bloodshot eyes the vision of a river shimmering with gold
-as the sunset fell on it, and projected against it the figure of a
-frightened woman tugging at the reins of a run-away mare; whilst close
-behind her rode a valiant man guiding with left hand a splendid black
-horse to her side, his right hand stretched out to drag her to his
-saddle. Before them both lay a deadly chasm. In the pause Athlyne took
-the opportunity of hurriedly putting on his outer clothing.
-
-But even that touching vision did not check the father’s rage. His
-eyes were bloodshot and even such vision--any vision--could not linger
-in them. It passed, leaving in its place only a red splotch--as of
-blood; the emotion which the thought had quickened had become
-divergent in its own crooked way. But in the pause Athlyne had time to
-get in a word:
-
-“Sir, whatever fault there has been was mine entirely. I acted
-foolishly perhaps, and unthinkingly. It placed us--placed me in such a
-position that every accident multiplied possibilities of
-misunderstanding. I cannot undo that now--I don’t even say that I
-would if I could. But whatever may be my fate--in the result that may
-follow my acts--I shall accept it without cavil. And may I say in
-continuance and development of your own suggestion, that no other name
-should be mentioned in whatever has to be spoken of between us.” As he
-finished he unconsciously stood upon his dignity, drawing himself up
-to his full height and standing in soldierly attitude. This had a
-strange effect on Colonel Ogilvie. Realising that he could rely
-implicitly on the dignity of the man before him, he allowed himself a
-further latitude. He could afford, he felt, to be unrestrained in such
-a presence; and so proceeded to behave as though he was stark, staring
-raving mad. Athlyne saw the change and, with some instinct more
-enlightening than his reason, realised that the change might later,
-have some beneficent effect. More than ever did he feel now the need
-for his own absolute self-control. It was well that he had made up his
-mind to this, for it was bitterly tested in Colonel Ogilvie’s mad
-outpour:
-
-“Do you dare, sir, to lecture me as to what I shall not say or shall
-say about my own daughter. What shall I say to you who though you had
-not the courtesy to even acknowledge the kindness shown you by her
-parents, came behind my back when I was far away, and stole her from
-my keeping. Who took her far away, to the risk even of her reputation.
-Risk! Risk! When I find you here together, alone and almost naked in
-each other’s arms! God’s Death! that I should have seen such a
-thing--that such a thing should be. …” Here his hot wrath changed to
-ice-cold deadly purpose, and he went on:
-
-“You shall answer me with your life for that!” He paused, still
-glaring at the other with cold, deadly malevolence. Athlyne felt that
-the hour of the Forlorn Hope had come to him at last--he had been hot
-through all his seeming coolness at de Hooge’s Spruit. His
-self-control, could, he felt never be more deeply tested than now; and
-he braced himself to it. He had now to so bear himself that Joy would
-suffer the minimum of pain. Pain she would have to endure--much pain;
-he could not save her from it. He would do what he could; that was all
-that remained. With real coolness he met the icy look of his
-antagonist as he said with all the grace and courtesy of which he was
-naturally master:
-
-“Sir, I answer for my deeds with my life. That life is yours now. Take
-it, how and when you will! As to answering in words, such cannot be
-whilst you maintain your present attitude. I have tried already to
-answer--to explain.”
-
-“Explain sir! There is no explanation.”
-
-“Pardon me!” Athlyne’s voice was calm as ever; his dignity so superb
-that the other checked the words on his lips as he went on:
-
-“There is an explanation to be made--and made it must be, for the sake
-of … of another. I deny in no way your right of revenge. I think I
-have already told you that my life is yours to take as you will. But a
-dying man has, in all civilised places, a right to speak to the Court
-which condemns him. Such privilege is mine. I claim it--if you will
-force me to say so. And let me add, Colonel Ogilvie, that I hold it as
-a part of my submission to your will. We are alone now and can speak
-freely; but there must be a time--it will be for your own protection
-from the legal consequences of my death--when others, or at least one
-other, will know of your intention to kill. I shall speak then if I
-may not now!” Here the Colonel, whose anger was rising at being so
-successfully baffled, interrupted him with hard cynicism.
-
-“Conditions in an affair of honour! To be enforced in a court of law I
-suppose.” He felt ashamed of himself as he made the remark which he
-felt to be both ungenerous and untrue. He was not surprised when the
-other answered his indignant irony with scorn:
-
-“No sir! No law! Not any more appeal to law in my defence than there
-has been justice in your outrageous attack on me. But about that I
-shall answer you presently. In the meantime I adhere to my conditions.
-Aye, conditions; I do not hesitate to use the word.”
-
-Colonel Ogilvie, through all the madness of his anger, realised at
-that moment that the man before him was a strong man, as fearless and
-determined as he was himself. This brought back his duty of good
-manners as a first instalment of his self-possession. For a few
-seconds he actually withheld his speech. He even bowed slightly as the
-other proceeded:
-
-“I have tried to explain. … My fault was in venturing to ask … a
-lady to come for a ride in my car. I had no intention of evil. Nothing
-more than a mere desire to renew and further an--a friendship which
-had, from the first moment of my knowing her--or rather from the first
-moment I set eyes on her, become very dear to me. It was a selfish
-wish I know; and in my own happiness at her consent I
-overlooked,--neglected--forgot the duty I owed to her father. For that
-I am bitterly sorry, and I feel that I owe to him a debt which I can
-never, never repay. But enough of that. … That belongs to a
-different category, and it has to be atoned for in the only way by
-which an honourable man can atone. … As I have already conceded my
-life to him I need … can say no more. But from the moment when that
-lady stepped into my car my respect has been for her that which I have
-always intended to be given to whatever lady should honour me by
-becoming my wife. Surely you, sir, as yourself an honourable man--a
-husband and a father, cannot condemn a man for speaking an honourable
-love to the woman to whom it has been given. When I have admitted that
-the making of the occasion was a fault I have said all that I accept
-as misdoing. …” He folded his arms and stood on his dignity. For a
-few seconds, Colonel Ogilvie stood motionless, silent. He could not
-but recognise the truth that underlay all the dignity of the other.
-But he was in no way diverted by it from his purpose. His anger was in
-no way mitigated; his intention of revenge lessened by no whit. He was
-merely waiting to collect his thoughts so as to be in a position to
-attack with most deadly effect. He was opening his lips to speak when
-the other went on as though he had but concluded one section or
-division of what he had to say:
-
-“And now sir as to the manifest doubt you expressed as to my _bona
-fides_ in placing my life in your hands--your apprehension lest I
-should try to evade my responsibility to the laws of honour by an
-appeal in some way to a court of law. Let me set your mind at ease by
-placing before you my views; and my views, let me tell you, are
-ultimately my intentions. I have tried to assure you that with the
-exception of waiting to ask your consent to taking … a certain
-passenger for a drive, my conduct has from that moment been such as
-you could not find fault with. I take it for granted that you--nor no
-man--could honestly resent such familiarities as are customary to, and
-consequent on, a man offering marriage to a lady, and pressing his
-suit with such zeal as is, or should be, attendant on the expression
-of a passion which he feels very deeply!” Even whilst he was speaking,
-his subconsciousness was struck by his own coolness. He marvelled that
-he could, synchronously with the fearful effort necessary to his
-self-control and with despair gnawing at his heart, speak with such
-cold blooded preciseness. As is usual in such psychical stresses his
-memory took note for future reference of every detail.
-
-His opponent on the contrary burst all at once into another fit of
-flaming passion. Athlyne’s very preciseness seemed to have inflamed
-him afresh. He thundered out:
-
-“Familiarities sir, on offering marriage! Do you dare to trifle with
-me at a time like this. When but a few minutes ago I saw you here in
-this lonely place, at this hour of the morning after a night of
-absence, undressed as you were, holding in your arms my daughter
-undressed also… God’s death! sir, be careful or you shall rue it!”
-He stopped almost choking with passion. Athlyne felt himself once more
-overwhelmed with the cold wave of responsibility. “Joy! Joy! Joy!” he
-kept repeating to himself as a sort of charm to keep off evil. To let
-go his anger now might--would be fatal to her happiness. He marvelled
-to himself as he went on in equal voice, seemingly calm:
-
-“That sir was with no intent of evil. ’Twas but a natural consequence
-of the series of disasters which fell on the enterprise which had so
-crowned my happiness. When I turned to come home so that … so that
-the lady might be in time to meet her parents who were expected to
-arrive at--at her destination, I forgot, in my eagerness to meet her
-wishes, the regulations as to speed; and I was arrested for furious
-driving. In my anxiety to save her from any form of exposal to
-publicity, and in my perplexity as to how to manage it, I advised her
-returning by herself in my motor, I remaining at Dalry. When she had
-gone, and I had arranged for attending the summons served on me, I
-wired over to this hotel to keep me rooms. I thought it better that as
-J … that as the lady had gone to England I should remain in
-Scotland. I started to walk here; but I was overtaken by a fog and
-delayed for hours behind my time. The house was locked up--every one
-asleep. The night porter who let me in told me that as I had not
-arrived, as by my telegram, the bedroom I had ordered was let to some
-one else who had arrived in a plight similar to my own. ‘Another
-party’ were his words; I had no clue to whom or what the other visitor
-was. The only place left in the house unoccupied--for there were many
-unexpected guests through the fog--was that sofa. There I slept. Only
-a few minutes ago I was waked by some one coming into the room. When
-I saw that it was … when I saw who it was--the woman whom I loved
-and whom I intended to marry--I naturally took her in my arms without
-thinking.” Then without pausing, for he saw the anger in the Colonel’s
-face and felt that to prolong this part of the narration was
-dangerous, he went on quickly:
-
-“I trust that you understand, Colonel Ogilvie, that this explanation
-in no way infringes your right of punishing me as you suggest. Please
-understand--and this is my answer to your suggestion as to my
-appealing to law--that I accept your wish to go through the form of a
-duel!” He was hotly interrupted by the Colonel:
-
-“Form of a duel! Is this another insult? When I say fight I mean
-fight--understand that. I fight _à l’outrance_; and that way only.”
-Athlyne’s composure did not seem even ruffled:
-
-“Exactly! I took no other meaning. But surely I am entitled to take it
-that even a real duel has the form of a duel!”
-
-“Then what do you mean sir by introducing the matter that way?”
-
-“Simply, Colonel Ogilvie, to protect myself from a later accusation on
-your part--either to me or of me--of a charge of poltroonery; or even
-a silent suspicion of it in your own mind!”
-
-“How do you mean?”
-
-“Sir, I only speak for myself. I have already said more than once that
-I hold my life at your disposal. From that I do not shrink; I accept
-the form of a duel for my execution.”
-
-“Your execution! Explain yourself, sir?” In a calm even voice came the
-answer.
-
-“Colonel Ogilvie, I put it to you as man to man--if you will honour me
-with so simple a comparison, or juxtaposition whichever you like to
-consider it--how can I fight freely against the father of the woman
-whom I love. Pray, sir,” for the Colonel made an angry gesture “be
-patient for a moment. I intend no kind of plea or appeal. I feel
-myself forced to let you know my position from my point of view. You
-need bear no new anger towards me for this expression of my feelings.
-I do so with reluctance, and only because you _must_ understand, here
-and now, or it may make, later on, further unhappiness for some one
-else--some one whom we both hold in our hearts.” Colonel Ogilvie
-hesitated before replying. The bitter scowl was once again on his face
-as he spoke:
-
-“Then I suppose I am to take it, sir, that you will begin our meeting
-on the field of honour by putting me publicly--through the expression
-of your intention--in the position of a murderer.”
-
-“Not so! Surely you know better than that. I did not think that any
-honourable man could have so mistaken another. If I have to speak
-explicitly on this point--on which for your own sake and the sake of
-… of one dear to you, I would fain be reticent--let me reassure you
-on one point: I shall play the game fairly. For this duel is a game,
-and, so far as I am concerned at all events, one for a pretty large
-stake. If indeed that can be called a ‘game’ which can only end in one
-way. You need not, I assure you, feel the least uneasy as to my not
-going through with it properly. I am telling you this now so that you
-may not distort my intention yourself by some injudicious comment on
-my conduct, or speech, or action, made under a misapprehension or from
-distrust of me. Sir, your own honour shall be protected all along, so
-far as the doing so possibly rests with me.” Here, seeing some new
-misunderstanding in the Colonel’s eye he went on quickly:
-
-“I venture to say this because I am aware that you doubt my being able
-to carry out my intention. When I say ‘rests with me,’ I mean the
-responsibility of acting properly the rôle I have undertaken. I shall
-conduct my part of the duel in all seriousness. It must be in some
-other country; this for your sake. For mine it will not have mattered.
-We have only to bear ourselves properly and none will suspect. I shall
-go through all the forms--with your permission--of fighting _à
-l’outrance_, so that no one can suspect. No one will be able
-afterwards to say that you could have been aware of my intention. I
-shall fire at you all right; but I shall not hit!”
-
-Instinctively Colonel Ogilvie bowed. He did not intend to do so. He
-said no word. The rancour of his heart was not mitigated; his
-intention to kill in no way lessened. His action was simply a
-spontaneous recognition of the chivalry of another, and his
-appreciation of it.
-
-Athlyne could not but be glad of even so slight a relaxation of the
-horrible tension. He stood quite still. He felt that in some way he
-had scored with his antagonist; and as he was fighting for Joy he was
-unwilling to do anything which might not be good for her. He was
-standing well out in the room with his back to the door of the
-bedroom. As they stood he saw a look of surprise flash in Colonel
-Ogilvie’s face. This changed instantly to a fixed one of horror. His
-eyes seemed to look right through his antagonist to something beyond.
-Instinctively he turned to see what it might be that caused that
-strange look. And then he looked horrified himself.
-
-In the open door-way of the bedroom stood Joy.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX.
- KNOWLEDGE OF LAW
-
-All three stood stone still. Not a sound was heard except faint
-quick breathing. Athlyne tried to think; but his brain seemed numb. He
-knew that now was a crisis if not _the_ crisis of the whole affair. It
-chilled him with a deathly chill to think that Joy must have heard all
-the conversation between her father and himself. What a remembrance
-for her in all the empty years to come! What sorrow, what pain!
-Presently he heard behind him as he stood facing her a sound which was
-rather a groan than an ejaculation--a groan endowed with articulated
-utterance:
-
-“Good God!” Unconsciously he repeated the word under his breath:
-
-“Good God!”
-
-Joy, with a fixed high-strung look, stepped down into the room. She
-stood beside Athlyne who, as she came close to him, turned with her so
-that together they faced her father. Colonel Ogilvie said in a slow
-whisper, the words dropping out one by one:
-
-“Have--you--been--there--all--the--time?
-Did--you--hear--all--we--said?” She answered boldly:
-
-“Yes! I was there and heard everything!” Again a long pause of
-silence, ended by Colonel Ogilvie’s next question:
-
-“Why did you stay?” Joy answered at once; her quick speech following
-the slow tension sounded almost voluble.
-
-“I could not get away. I wanted to; but there is no other door to the
-room. That is why I came out here when I woke. … I could not get my
-boots which the maid had taken last night, and I wanted to get away as
-quickly as possible. And, Father, being there, though I had to move
-about dressing myself, I could not help hearing everything!” Her
-father had evidently expected that she would say something more, for
-as she stopped there he looked at her expectantly. There was a sort of
-dry sob in his throat. Athlyne stood still and silent; he hardly dared
-to breathe lest he should unintentionally thwart Joy’s purpose. For
-with all his instincts he realised that she had a purpose. He knew
-that she understood her father and that she was the most potent force
-to deal with him; and knowing this he felt that the best thing he
-could do would be to leave her quite free and unhampered to take her
-own course. He kept his eyes on her face, gazing at her unwinkingly.
-Her face was fixed--not stern but set to a purpose. Somehow at that
-moment he began to realise how well he understood her. Without more
-help than his eyes could give him, he seemed to follow the workings of
-her mind. For her mind was changing. At the first her expression was
-of flinty fixedness; but as she continued to look at the old man it
-softened; and with the softening her intentioned silence gave way. Her
-lover’s thoughts translated thus:
-
-“I will protect my--him against my father. He has threatened him; he
-is forcing him to death. I shall not help him by sparing him a pang,
-an awkwardness. And yet--why that? He is an old man--and my father!
-That white hair demands respect. He is angry--hard and untender now;
-but his life has been a tender one to me--and he is my father! Though
-I am determined to save my lover--my husband, I need not in the doing
-cause that white head to sink in shame; I can spare him the pang of
-what he may think ingratitude in me. And, after all, he has what must
-seem to him just cause of offence. … He cannot--will not understand.
-… He is brave and proud, and has a code of honour which is more than
-a religion. And he my lover--my husband is brave too. And as
-unyielding as my father. And he is willing to die--for me. To die for
-me--_my_ honour _my_ happiness. Though his dying is worse--far worse
-than death to me. … But he is dying bravely, and I--that was to have
-been his wife--must die bravely, worthily too. If he can suffer and
-die in silence, so too must I. …”
-
-It seemed a natural sequence of thought when she said to her father:
-
-“Daddy, do you know you have not said a word to me yet. What have I
-ever done in my life that you should not trust me now? Have I ever
-lied to you that you cannot trust me to answer truly when you ask
-me--ask me anything. Why don’t you ask me now? I know that things do
-not look well. I realise that you must have been shocked when you came
-into the room. But, Daddy dear, there are few things in the world that
-cannot be explained--at any rate in part. Don’t forget that I am a
-woman now. I am no longer a child whose ignorance is her innocence.
-Speak to me! Ask me what you will, and I will answer you truly! Hear
-me, even as you would listen to one dying! For indeed it is so. If you
-carry out your intention, as I have heard it expressed, I shall no
-longer live; there will be nothing for me to live for.”
-
-“Do you mean that you will commit suicide?” said her father.
-
-“Oh, no! I hope I have pluck enough to live--if I can. Do not fear for
-me, Daddy! I shall play the game full, as he will do.” As she spoke,
-she pointed a finger at Athlyne. She felt now, and for the first time,
-acutely that she did not know what to call him before a third
-person--even her father. Athlyne looked relieved by her words. When
-she spoke of dying he had grown sadly white; he shared her father’s
-apprehension. Colonel Ogilvie saw the change in his look, and took it
-ill. As may be surmised a part of his anger towards Athlyne arose from
-jealousy. Until this man had appeared upon the scene his “little girl”
-was his alone; no other man shared in her affection. As she was an
-only child all his parental affection had been centred in her. Though
-he might have been prepared to see her mate with a man of his own
-choosing--or at any rate of his acceptance, he was jealous of the man
-who had stepped in, unaccredited and wanting in deference to himself.
-It must have been a tinge of this jealousy which prompted his next
-question. Turning with a bitter formality to Athlyne he said:
-
-“I suppose you are satisfied, now, sir. Whatever may come, my daughter
-is estranged from me; and it is your doing!” In answer Joy and Athlyne
-spoke together. Said the latter:
-
-“Oh sir!” There he stopped; he feared to say more lest his anger
-should master him. But the protest was effective; the old man
-flushed--over forehead and ears and neck. Joy spoke in a different
-vein:
-
-“There is no estrangement, Daddy dear; and therefore it can be no
-one’s doing. Least of all could such a thing come from this man who
-loves me, and … and whom I love.” As she spoke she blushed divinely,
-and taking her lover’s right hand between both her hands held it
-tight. This seemed for some reason to infuriate her father afresh. He
-strode forward towards Athlyne as though about to strike him. But at
-the instant there came a quick rap on the door. Instinctively he drew
-away, and, having called out “Come!” stood expectingly and seemingly
-calm. The door opened slightly and the voice of the Sheriff was heard:
-
-“May I come in? I am Alexander Fenwick, Sheriff of Galloway!” As he
-was speaking he entered the room with a formal bow to each in turn. He
-continued to speak to Colonel Ogilvie:
-
-“You will pardon this intrusion I hope, sir. Indeed I trust you will
-not look upon it as an intrusion at all when you know the reason of my
-coming.” Colonel Ogilvie’s habit of old-fashioned courtesy came at
-once to the fore with the coming of a stranger. With a bow which to
-those reared in a newer and less formal school of manners seemed
-almost grandiloquent he spoke:
-
-“I came here on some business, and on my arrival a few minutes ago was
-asked by our landlady--an old servant of my own--who on that account
-thought that she might ask what she thought a favour--to come up here.
-She thought, poor anxious soul, that some unpleasantness might be
-afoot as she heard high words, and feared a quarrel. All the more on
-account of a sudden arrival of a gentleman who seemed somewhat
-incensed. This I took from her description of the personality, to be
-you sir. Indeed, I recognise all the points, except that of the
-anger!” As he spoke he bowed with pleasant courtesy. The other bowed
-too, partly in answer to the implied question and partly in
-recognition of the expressed courtesy of the words and manner.
-
-Whilst he had been speaking, the Sheriff had been watching keenly
-those around him. He had been for so long a time in the habit of
-forming his opinion rather by looks than words that the situation
-seemed to explain itself; young lovers, angry father. This opinion was
-justified and sustained by the confidence which had been given to him
-by Athlyne on the previous afternoon. He had been, on entering the
-room, rather anxious at the state of affairs; but now he began to
-breathe more freely. He felt that his experience of life and of law
-might really be here of some service. But his profession had also
-taught him wariness and caution; also not to speak on side issues till
-he knew the ground thoroughly. Joy he read like an open book. There
-was no mistaking her love, her anxiety, her apprehension. Athlyne he
-knew something of already, but he now saw in his face a warning look
-which bade him be silent regarding him. He diagnosed Colonel Ogilvie
-as a proud, masterful, vain, passionate man; something of a prig;
-tender, in a way he understood himself; faithful to his word;
-relentless to an expressed intention; just--according to his own ideas
-of right and wrong. Weighing these attributes for his own pacific
-purposes he came to the conclusion that his first effort at
-conciliation should be made with regard to the last-mentioned. So he
-began, speaking in a manner of courtly and deferential grace:
-
-“I trust sir, you will yield to me the consideration often asked by,
-and sometimes granted to a well-intentioned man, however bungling the
-same might be in thought or method or manner.” Colonel Ogilvie
-conceded the favour with a gracious bow. Thus emboldened, if not
-justified, he went on:
-
-“I fain would ask that I might be allowed to make something in the
-nature of a short statement, and to make it without interruption or
-expostulation. You will understand why presently.” Again the gracious
-acquiescence; he continued:
-
-“You are, I take it, a stranger to this country; though, if I am not
-misled by name and lineament, claiming Scottish forbears?” Colonel
-Ogilvie’s bow came more naturally this time. His in-lying pride was
-coming to the rescue of common sense. The Sheriff understood, and went
-on with better heart:
-
-“The experience which I have had in the performance of my duties as
-sheriff has shewn me that such a group as I see before me--father,
-daughter and lover, if I mistake not--is not uncommon in this part of
-Scotland.” No one answered his bow this time. All were grimly silent
-in expectancy. He felt that it was a dangerous topic; but the fact had
-been stated without being denied. He hurried on:
-
-“Just across the Border, as we are, we have had very many occasions of
-run-away marriages; I have had myself in earlier days to explain for
-the good of all parties how the law stands in such matters. More than
-once the knowledge enabled those interested in it to spare much pain
-to others; generally to those whom they loved best. I trust that now
-I may use that knowledge in your behalf--as a friend. I am not here in
-my official capacity--or perhaps I might not be so free to advise as I
-am now without, I trust, offence to any one.” Colonel Ogilvie’s
-gracious bow here answered for all the party. The Sheriff felt more at
-ease. He was now well into his subject; and the most difficult part of
-his duty had been, he thought, passed. All three of his hearers
-listened eagerly as he went on:
-
-“A knowledge of the law can hurt no one; though it may now and again
-disappoint some one--when expounded too late. Well, there is a common
-belief in South Britain--and elsewhere that the marriage law in
-Scotland is a very filmy thing, with bounds of demarcation which are
-actually nebulous. This doubtless arises from the fact that all such
-laws are based on the theory that it is good to help such contracting
-parties to the secure and speedy fulfilment of their wishes. But
-anyone who thinks that they are loose in either purpose or action is
-apt to be rudely enlightened. The Scots’ Marriage laws demand that
-there be a manifest and honest intention of marriage on the part of
-the contractors. This intention can be proved in many ways. Indeed the
-law in certain cases is willing to infer it, when direct proof is not
-attainable, from subsequent acts of the parties. I may fairly say that
-in all such cases courts of law will hold that mutuality of intention
-is of the essence of marriage rite. This followed by co-habitation
-_is_ the marriage; though the latter to follow close on the
-declaration is not always deemed necessary. In our law the marriage
-may be either of two kinds. The most formal is that effected by a
-minister or proper official after due calling of banns, or by notice
-given to sheriff or registrar. The other form is by what is known in
-the law as ‘Irregular marriage.’ This is in legal parlance--for which
-I make no apology as it is necessary that all married folk, or those
-intending to enter that honourable condition should understand it--is
-known as ‘intention followed by copula.’ Now you must know that either
-form of marriage is equally binding--equal in law and honour; and when
-the conditions attached to each form have been duly fulfilled such
-marriage is irrefragable. In old days this facility of marriage made
-Gretna Green, which is the first place across the Border, the
-objective for eloping lovers matrimonially inclined; and as till 1856
-no previous residence in Scotland was required, romance was supposed
-to stop at the Border. That is, the marriage could be effected and
-parental objections--did such exist--were overborne. There were many
-cynical souls who held that repentance for the hasty marriage could
-then begin. I feel bound to say that this is an opinion in which I do
-not myself share.
-
-“In 1856 an Act of Parliament, 20th Vict. Cap. 96, was passed, by
-which it became necessary for the validity of irregular marriage that
-at least one of the two contractors should have his or her usual
-residence in Scotland, or have been resident in Scotland for three
-full weeks next preceding the marriage.
-
-“I thank you, Colonel Ogilvie, for having listened to me so patiently.
-But as I have no doubt that you three have much to say to each other I
-shall withdraw for the present. This will leave you free to discuss
-matters. And perhaps I may say, as an old man as well as a responsible
-officer of the Law, that I trust the effect will be to make for peace
-and amity. I am staying here in the hotel and I shall take it as a
-great pleasure and a great honour if you will breakfast with me in say
-an hour’s time. All your family will be most welcome.” With a bow, in
-which deference and geniality were mingled, he withdrew.
-
-Each of the three left kept looking at each other in silence. Joy drew
-closer to Athlyne and took his hand. Colonel Ogilvie pretended not to
-notice the act--an effort on his part which made his daughter radiant
-with hope. The first words spoken were by the Colonel:
-
-“That man is a gentleman!” The two others felt that silence was
-present discretion; to agree with Colonel Ogilvie in his present mood
-was almost as dangerous as to disagree with him. His next words were
-in no way conciliatory though the _arrière pensée_ made for hope.
-
-“Now sir, what have you to say for yourself in this unhappy matter?
-Remember I in no way relax my intention of--of punishment; but I am
-willing to hear what you have to say.” Athlyne winced at the word
-“punishment,” which was not one which he was accustomed to hear
-applied to himself. But for Joy’s sake he made no comment. He even
-kept his face fixed so as not to betray his anger. He felt that any
-change of subject, or drifting off that before them, must be for the
-better; things could, he felt, hardly be worse than at present.
-Moreover, it might smooth matters somewhat if Colonel Ogilvie could be
-brought to recollect that he was not himself an undesirable person for
-alliance, and that his intention of matrimony had been already brought
-before Joy’s father. In this conviction he spoke:
-
-“As in this country, sir, intention counts for so much, may I crave
-your indulgence for a moment and refer you back to my letter to you on
-the subject of a very dear wish of mine--a wish put before you with a
-very decided intention.” Colonel Ogilvie’s answer, given in manner of
-equal suavity, was disconcerting; the bitterness behind it was
-manifest.
-
-“I think sir, there must be some error--which is not mine. I never
-received any letter from you! Your epistolary efforts seem to have
-been confined to the ladies of my family.” With an effort Athlyne
-restrained himself. When he felt equal to the task he spoke, still
-with a manner of utmost deference:
-
-“An error there surely is; but it is not mine either. I posted
-yesterday at the Ambleside post office a letter to you. …” He was
-interrupted by Colonel Ogilvie who said bluntly:
-
-“I am not so sure, sir, that the fault of my not reading such a letter
-was not yours; though perhaps not in the direct manner you mean. When
-I arrived home last night and found the horrible state of things with
-regard to my daughter’s rash act--due to you” this with a look of
-actual malevolence “I was so upset that I did not look at the pile of
-letters awaiting me. I only read Joy’s messages.” As he said this
-Athlyne’s eyes flashed and there was an answering flash in the eyes of
-the woman who looked so keenly at him; this was the first time since
-his arrival that the father had condescended to even mention his
-daughter’s name. There might be some softening of that hard nature
-after all. Then the old man continued:
-
-“I put them in my pocket; here they are!”--Whilst he looked at the
-envelopes in that futile way that some people unused to large
-correspondence love, Joy said with an easy calmness which made her
-lover glance at her in surprise:
-
-“Daddy, hadn’t you better read your letters now; we shall wait.” The
-tone was so much that to which he was accustomed from her that he did
-not notice the compromising “we” which would otherwise have inflamed
-him afresh. Drawing a chair close to one of the windows he opened the
-letters and began to read. Athlyne and Joy, instinctively and with
-unity of thought, moved towards the other window which was behind him.
-There they stood hand in hand, their eyes following every movement of
-the old man. Joy did not know, of course, what was in the letter; but
-she had seen it before in the garden at Ambleside and when he had
-posted it before setting out on their motor ride. And so, piecing her
-information with the idea conveyed by her lover’s recent words, she
-was able to form some sort of idea of its general import. A soft,
-beautiful blush suffused her face, and her eyes glistened as she stood
-thinking; in the effort of thought she recalled many sweet passages.
-She now understood in a vague way what was the restraining influence
-which had moved her lover to reticence during all those hours when he
-had tried to tell her of his love and his hopes without actually
-speaking words, the knowledge of which given without his consent would
-have incensed her father against him, and so wrought further havoc. So
-moved was she that Athlyne, whose eyes were instinctively drawn to her
-from the observation of her father, was amazed and not a little
-disconcerted. There must be some strange undercurrent of feeling in
-her which he could not understand. Joy saw the look on his face and
-seemed to understand. She raised to her lips the hand that she so
-strongly clasped in hers and kissed it. Then she raised a finger of
-her other hand and touched her lips. Thus reassured of her love and
-understanding, Athlyne followed with his eyes the trend of hers; and
-so together they continued to watch her father, trying to gather from
-his bearing some indication of his thoughts. Indeed this was not a
-difficult matter. Colonel Ogilvie seemed to have lost himself in his
-task, and expressed his comments on what he read by a series of
-childlike movements and ejaculations. Athlyne who knew what the letter
-contained could apply these enlightening comments, and even Joy in her
-ignorance of detail could inferentially follow the text. Colonel
-Ogilvie did say a word of definite speech, but the general tendency of
-his comment was that of surprise--astonishment. When he had finished
-reading Athlyne’s letter--it was the last of the batch--he sat for
-quite half a minute quite still and silent, holding the paper between
-finger and thumb of his dropped left hand. Then with a deep frown on
-his forehead he began to read it again. He was evidently looking for
-some passage, for when he had found it he stood up at once and turned
-to them. By this time Joy, warned by the movement, had dropped her
-lover’s hand and now stood some distance away from him. The old man
-began:
-
-“Sir … There is a passage in a letter here which I understand to be
-yours. So far I must acknowledge that I have been wrong. You evidently
-_did_ send the letter, and I evidently received it. Listen to this:
-‘Having heard in a roundabout way that there was a woman in New York
-who was passing herself off as my wife I undertook a journey to that
-City to make investigation into the matter; and in order to secure the
-necessary secrecy as to my movements took for the time an assumed
-name--or rather used as Christian and surname two of those names in
-the middle of my full equipment which I do not commonly use.’ What
-does all that mean? No, do not speak. Wait and I shall tell you. You
-say the lady--woman you call her--took your name. For saying such a
-thing, and for the disrespect in her description as a woman, you will
-have to answer me. Either of them will cost you your life.” Athlyne
-answered with a quiet, impressive dignity which helped in some degree
-to reassure Joy who stood motionless in open-eyed wonder--her heart
-seeming to her as cold as ice at the horror of this new phase of
-danger. It was a veritable “bolt from the blue,” incomprehensible to
-her in every way:
-
-“Colonel Ogilvie, I regret I shall be unable to meet your wishes in
-this respect!” As the old man looked astonished in his turn, he
-proceeded:
-
-“I already owe you a life on another count; and I have but one. But if
-I had ten you should have them all, could they in any way assuage the
-sorrow which it seems must follow from my thoughtless act. I have told
-you already that I shall freely give my life in expiation of the wrong
-I have--all unintentionally--done to your daughter and yourself. And
-if any means could be found by which it could add to Joy’s happiness
-or lessen her sorrow I should in addition and as freely give my soul!”
-
-Colonel Ogilvie’s reception of these words was characteristic of the
-man, as he took himself to be. He drew himself up to his full height
-and stood at attention. Then he saluted, and followed his salute with
-a grave bow. The soldier in him spoke first, the man after. Both Joy
-and Athlyne noticed with new hope that he allowed the speaking of her
-name to pass unchallenged as a further cause of offence. Presently,
-and in a new tone, he said:
-
-“I have taken it for granted from the allusions in your letter that
-you are the writer; and from your mentioning an alias have not been
-surprised at seeing a strange name in the signature. But I have been
-and am surprised at the familiarity from a man of your years to a man
-of mine of a mere Christian name.”
-
-It was now Athlyne’s turn to be surprised.
-
-“A Christian name!” he said with a puzzled pucker of his brows. “I am
-afraid I don’t understand.” Then a light dawning on him he said with a
-slight laugh: “But that is not my Christian name.”
-
-“Then your surname?” queried the Colonel.
-
-“Nor my surname either.” His laugh was now more pronounced, more
-boyish.
-
-“Oh I see; still another alias!” The words were bitter; the tone of
-manifest offence.
-
-Athlyne laughed again; it was not intentional but purely spontaneous.
-He was recalled to seriousness by the look of pain and apprehension on
-Joy’s face and by the Colonel’s angry words, given with a look of
-fury:
-
-“I am not accustomed to be laughed at--and to my face Mr.--Mr.--Mr.
-Richard Hardy Athlyne et cetera.”
-
-His apology for inopportune mirth was given with contrition--even
-humbly:
-
-“I ask your pardon, Colonel Ogilvie, very deeply, very truly. But the
-fact is that Athlyne is my proper signature, though it is neither
-Christian name nor surname. I do hope you will attribute my rudeness
-rather to national habit than to any personal wish to wound. Surely
-you will see that I would at least be foolish to transgress in such a
-direction, if it be only that I aim at so much that it is in your
-power to grant.” There was reason in this which there was no
-resisting. Colonel Ogilvie bowed--he felt that he could do no less.
-Athlyne wisely said no more; both men regarded the incident as closed.
-
-With Joy it was different. The incident gave her the information she
-lacked for the completion of the circle of her knowledge. As with a
-flash she realised the whole secret: that this man who had saved her
-life and whom now her father wanted to kill was none other than the
-man whose name she had taken--at first in sport and only lately in
-order to protect herself from troubles of inquisitiveness and scandal.
-At the moment she was in reality the only one of the three--the only
-one at all--who had in her hand all the clues. Neither her father nor
-Athlyne knew that she had given to the maid at the hotel a name other
-than her own.
-
-She began to have also an unconscious knowledge of something else.
-Something which she could not define, some intuition of some coming
-change; something which hinged on her giving of the name. Now, for the
-first time she realised how dangerous it may be for any one to take
-the name of any other person--for any purpose whatever, or from any
-cause. She could not see the end.
-
-But though her brain did not classify the idea her blood did. She
-blushed so furiously that she had serious thoughts of escaping from
-the room. Nothing but the danger which might arise from such a step
-kept her in her place. But something must, she felt, be done. Things
-were so shaping towards reconciliation that it would be wise to
-prevent matters slipping back. For an instant she was puzzled as to
-what to do; then an inspiration came to her. Turning to her father she
-said:
-
-“Daddy, let us ask the old Sheriff to come in again!” She felt that
-she could rely on his discretion, and that in his hands things might
-slide into calmer waters. Her father acquiesced willingly, and a
-courteous message was sent through a servant.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI.
- APPLICATION OF LAW
-
-Whilst the servant was gone there was a great clatter of arrival of
-a motor at the hotel; but all in Athlyne’s room were too deeply
-concerned with their own affairs to notice it.
-
-Presently there was a light tap at the door, and the Sheriff’s “May I
-come in?” was heard. Colonel Ogilvie went himself to the door and
-threw it open. Beside the Sheriff stood a lady, heavily clad and with
-a motor veil.
-
-“Joy! Joy!” said the veiled figure, and Aunt Judy stepping forward
-took the girl in her arms. In the meantime the Sheriff was explaining
-the situation:
-
-“I was just coming from my room in obedience to your summons, when
-this lady entered the hall. She was asking for you, Colonel, and for
-Miss Ogilvie, as who she had learned at the railway station, was
-stopping here. I ventured to offer my services, and as she was coming
-up here, undertook to pilot her.”
-
-Joy was delighted to see Judy. She had so long been accustomed to look
-with fixed belief on her love and friending that she now expected she
-would be able to set matters right. Had she had any doubt of her
-Aunt’s affection such must have soon disappeared in the warmth of the
-embrace accorded by her. When this was concluded--which was soon for
-it was short, if strenuous--she turned to Colonel Ogilvie and held out
-her hand:
-
-“Good morning, Lucius. I see you got here all right. I hope you had a
-good journey?” Then turning to Athlyne she said, as if in surprise:
-
-“Why, Mr. Hardy, how are you? And how do you come to be here? We
-thought we were never going to see you again.” Then she rattled on; it
-was evident to Joy, and to Colonel Ogilvie also, that she was
-purposeful to baffle comment by flow of her own speech:
-
-“Lucius, you must thank this gentleman who is, as the landlady
-whispered to me, the Sheriff of somewhere or other. He’s a nice man,
-but a funny sort of Sheriff. When I asked him where was his posse he
-didn’t know what I meant.” Here she was interrupted by the Sheriff who
-said with a low bow to her:
-
-“It is enough for any man, dear lady, to be in _esse_ in such a
-charming presence!” Judy did not comprehend the joke; but she knew,
-being a woman, that some sort of compliment was intended; and, being a
-woman, beamed accordingly:
-
-“Thank you, sir, both for your kindness in helping me and for your
-pretty talk. Joy, I have brought your dressing bag and a fresh rig
-out. You must need them, poor dear. Now you must tell me all your
-adventures. I told them to bring the things presently to your room. I
-shall then come with you whilst you are changing. Now, Mr. Sheriff, we
-must leave you for a little; but I suppose that as you have to talk
-business--you told me they had sent for you--you will doubtless prefer
-to be without us?”
-
-“Your pardon,” said the Sheriff gracefully. “I hope the time will
-never come when I shall prefer to be without such charming company!”
-This was said with such a meaning look, and in such a meaning tone,
-that Judy coloured. Joy, unseen by the others, smiled at her,
-rejoicing. The Sheriff, thinking they were moving off, turned to the
-Colonel saying:
-
-“Now, Colonel Ogilvie, I am at your disposal; likewise such knowledge
-of law and custom as I possess.” He purposely addressed himself to
-Colonel Ogilvie, evidently bearing in mind Athlyne’s look of warning
-to silence regarding himself.
-
-Whilst he had been speaking, Joy stood still, holding Judy by the hand
-and keeping her close to her. Judy whispered, holding her mouth close
-to her ear and trying to avoid the observation of the others:
-
-“Come away dear whilst they are talking. They will be freer alone!”
-Joy whispered in return:
-
-“No, I must not go. I must stay here, I am wanted. Do not say
-anything, dear--not a word; but stay by me.” Judy in reply squeezed
-her hand and remained silent. Colonel Ogilvie, with manifest
-uneasiness and after clearing his throat, said to the Sheriff:
-
-“As you have been so good sir, as to tell me some matters of law; and
-as you have very kindly offered us other services, may I trespass on
-your kindness in enlightening me as to some matters of fact.” The
-Sheriff bowed; he continued:
-
-“I must crave your indulgence, for I am in some very deep distress,
-and possibly not altogether master of myself. But I need some advice,
-or at any rate enlightenment as to some matters of law. And as I am
-far from home and know no one here who is of legal authority--except
-yourself,” this with a bow, “I shall be deeply grateful if I may
-accept your kindness and speak to you as a friend.” Again the Sheriff
-bowed, his face beaming. Colonel Ogilvie, with a swift, meaning glance
-at each of the others in turn, went on:
-
-“I must ask you all to keep silent. I am speaking with this gentleman
-for my own enlightenment, and require no comments from any of you.
-Indeed, I forbid interruption!” Unpromising as this warning sounded,
-both Joy and Athlyne took a certain comfort from it. The point they
-both attached importance to was that Athlyne was simply classed with
-the rest without differentiation. The Sheriff, who feared lest the
-father’s domineering tone might provoke hostilities, spoke quickly:
-
-“Now, Colonel Ogilvie, I am at your disposal for whatever you may wish
-to ask me.”
-
-“I suppose Mr. Sheriff, I need not say, that I trust you will observe
-honourable silence regarding this whole painful affair; as I expect
-that all present will.” This was said with a threatening smile. When
-the Sheriff bowed acceptance of the condition he went on:
-
-“Since you spoke to us here a little while ago a strange enlightenment
-has come to me. Indeed a matter so strange and so little in accord
-with the experiences of my own life that I am in a quandary. I should
-really like to know exactly how I--how we all stand at present. From
-what you have said about the Scottish marriage laws I take it that you
-have an inkling of what has gone on. And so, as you are in our
-confidence, you will not perhaps mind if I confide further in you?”
-
-“I shall be deeply honoured, Colonel Ogilvie.”
-
-“Thank you again, sir. You are a true friend to a man in deep distress
-and in much doubt … We are, as you perhaps know, Americans. My
-daughter’s life was saved by a gentleman in New York. I think it right
-to say that it was on his part a very gallant act, and that we were
-all deeply grateful to him. He came to my house--at my own invitation;
-and my wife and her sister, Miss Judith Hayes”--the Sheriff turned to
-Judy and bowed as at an introduction; she curtsied in reply--“were
-very pleased with him. But we never saw him again. He returned very
-soon afterwards to England; and though we were coming to London he
-never came near us. Indeed his neglect was marked; for though I
-invited him to call, he ignored us.” As he said this he looked
-straight at Athlyne with hard eyes. “I have reason to know that my
-daughter was much interested in him. Ordinarily speaking I should not
-mention a matter of this kind. But as I have received from him--it has
-only been made known to me in the interval since our meeting--an
-assurance of his affection and a proffer of marriage, I feel that I
-may speak.” He turned away and began walking up and down the room as
-though trying to collect his thoughts.
-
-As Joy heard him speak of her own interest in the man and of his
-proposal of marriage she blushed deeply, letting her eyes fall. But
-when, by some of the divine instinct of love, she knew that he was
-looking ardently at her she raised them, swimming, to his. And so once
-more they looked deep into each other’s souls. Judy felt the trembling
-of the girl’s hand and held it harder with a sympathetic clasp, palm
-to palm and with fingers interlaced. She felt that she understood; and
-her eyes, too, became sympathetically suffused. The Sheriff had now no
-eyes except for Judy. Whilst the Colonel had been speaking he had
-looked at him of course--he knew well that it would be a cause of
-offence if he did not. But the walking up and down gave him
-opportunity for his wishes. Judy could not but recognise the ardour of
-his glance, and she too blushed exceedingly. Somehow, she was glad of
-it; she knew that blushing became her, and she felt that she would
-like to look her best to the eyes of this fine, kindly old man.
-
-When Colonel Ogilvie began to speak again there was a change in him.
-He seemed more thoughtful, more cautious, more self-controlled;
-altogether he was more like his old self. There was even a note of
-geniality in his voice.
-
-“What I want to ask you in especial is this: How can we avoid any sort
-of scandal over this unhappy occurrence? My daughter has acted
-thoughtlessly in going out alone in a motor with a gentleman. Through
-a series of accidents it appears that that ride was unduly and
-unintentionally prolonged, and ended in her being caught in a fog and
-lost. By accident she came here, walking after the motor had broken
-down. She slept last night in that room; and the man, who had also
-found his way hither later, slept, unknowing of her proximity, in
-this. I need not tell you that such a state of things is apt to lead
-to a scandal. Now, and now only, is the time to prevent it” … He was
-interrupted by the Sheriff who spoke hurriedly, as one who had already
-considered the question and had his mind made up:
-
-“There will be no scandal!” He spoke in so decided a way that the
-other was impressed.
-
-“How do you know? What ground have you for speaking so decidedly?”
-
-“It rests entirely on you--yourself, Colonel Ogilvie.”
-
-“What!” His tone was laden with both anger and surprise. “Do you think
-I would spread any ill report of my own daughter? Sir, you must----”
-Once more the Sheriff cut into his speaking:
-
-“You misapprehend me, Colonel Ogilvie. You misapprehend me entirely.
-Why should I--how could I think such a thing! No! I mean that if you
-accept the facts as they seem to me to be, no one--not you, nor any
-one else, can make scandal; if you do not!”
-
-“Explain yourself,” he interrupted. “Nay, do not think me rude”--here
-he put up a deprecating hand--“but I am so deeply anxious about my
-daughter’s happiness--her future welfare and happiness,” he added as
-he remembered how his violent attitude had, only a few minutes ago
-imperilled--almost destroyed, that happiness. Joy had been, off and
-on, whispering a word to her aunt so that the latter was now fairly
-well posted in the late events.
-
-“Quite so! quite so, my dear sir. Most natural thing in the world,”
-said the Sheriff soothingly. “Usual thing under the circumstances is
-to kill the man; or want to kill him!” As he spoke he looked at
-Athlyne meaningly. The other understood and checked the words which
-were rising to his lips. Then, having tided over the immediate danger
-of explosion, the Sheriff went on:
-
-“The fact is Colonel Ogilvie, that the series of doings (and perhaps
-misdoings) and accidents, which have led to our all meeting here and
-now, has brought about a strange conclusion. So far as I can
-see”--here his manner grew grave and judicial--“these two young people
-are at the present moment man and wife. Lawfully married according to
-Scottish law!”
-
-The reception of this dictum was varied. Colonel Ogilvie almost
-collapsed in overwhelming amazement. Joy, blushing divinely, looked at
-her husband adoringly. Athlyne seemed almost transfigured and
-glorified; the realisation of all his hopes in this sudden and
-unexpected way showed unmistakably how earnest they had been. Judy,
-alone of all the party, was able to express herself in conventional
-fashion. This she did by clapping her hands and, then by kissing the
-whole party--except the Sheriff who half stood forward as though in
-hope that some happy chance might include him in the benison. She
-began with Joy and went on to her brother-in-law, who accepted with a
-better grace than she feared would have been accorded. When she came
-to Athlyne she hesitated for a moment, but with a “now-or-never” rush
-completed the act, and fell back shyly with a belated timorousness.
-
-The Sheriff, having paused for the completion of this little domestic
-ceremony, went on calmly:
-
-“Since I left you a few minutes ago I have busied myself with making a
-few necessary inquiries from my old servant Jane McBean, now
-McPherson. I made them, I assure you Colonel Ogilvie, very discreetly.
-Even Jane, who is in her way a clever woman, has no suspicion that I
-was even making inquiry. The result has been to confirm me in my
-original conjecture, which was to the effect that there has been
-executed between these two people an ‘irregular’ marriage!” At the
-mention of the words the Colonel exploded:
-
-“God’s death, sir, the women of the Ogilvies don’t make irregular
-marriages!” The Sheriff went calmly on, only noticing the protest for
-the sake of answering it.
-
-By this time Joy and Judith were close together, holding hands.
-Insensibly the girl drew her Aunt over to where Athlyne was standing
-and took him by the arm. He raised his other hand and with it covered
-the hand that lay on his arm, pressing it closer as he listened
-attentively to the Sheriff’s expounding of the law:
-
-“I gather that I did not express myself clearly when a short time ago
-I spoke of the Scottish marriage laws. Let me now be more precise. And
-as I am trying to put into words understandable by all a somewhat
-complex subject I shall ask that no one present will make any remark
-whatever till this part of my task has been completed. I shall then
-answer to the best of my power any question or questions which any of
-you may choose to ask me.
-
-“Let me begin by assuring you all that what in Scottish law we call an
-‘irregular’ marriage is equally binding in every way with a ‘regular’
-marriage; the word only refers to form or method, and in no wise to
-the antecedents or to the result. In our law ‘Mutual Consent’
-constitutes marriage. You will observe that I speak of marriage--not
-the proof of it. Proof is quite a different matter; and as it is
-formally to be certified by a Court it is naturally hedged in by
-formalities. This consent, whether proved or not, whether before
-witnesses or not, should of course be followed by co-habitation; but
-even this is not necessary. The dictum of Scots’ law is ‘_Concensus
-non concubitus facit matrimonium_.’ But I have a shrewd suspicion that
-the mind of the Court is helped to a declaration of validity when
-_concensus_ has been followed by _concubitus_.
-
-“Now let us take the present case and examine it as though testing it
-in a Court of Law; for such is the true means to be exact. This man
-and woman--we don’t know ‘gentleman’ and ‘lady’ in the Law--declared
-in the presence of witnesses that they were man and wife. That is, the
-man declared to the police sergeant at Dalry that the woman was his
-wife; and the woman declared timeously to the police officer who made
-the arrest that the man was her husband. These two statements,
-properly set out, would in themselves be evidence not only of inferred
-consent by declaration _de præsenti_ but of the same thing by ‘habit
-and repute.’ The law has been thus stated:
-
-
-“‘It may be held that a man and a woman, by living together and
-holding themselves out as married persons, have sufficiently declared
-their matrimonial consent; and in that case they will be declared to
-be married although no specific promise of marriage or of _de
-præsenti_ acknowledgement has been proved.’
-
-
-“But there is a still more cogent and direct proof, should such be
-required. Each of these consenting parties to the contract of
-‘marriage by consent,’ on coming separately to this hotel last night
-gave to the servant of the house who admitted them the name by which I
-hold they are now bound in honourable wedlock!” He spoke the last
-sentences gravely and impressively after the manner of an advocate
-pressing home on a jury the conclusion of an elaborate train of
-reasoning. Whilst speaking he had kept his eyes fixed on Colonel
-Ogilvie, who unconsciously took it that an exhortation on patience and
-toleration was being addressed to him. The effect was increased by the
-action of Joy, who seeing him all alone and inferring his spiritual
-loneliness, left Judith but still holding Athlyne’s arm drew the
-latter towards him. Then she took her father’s arm and stood between
-the two men whom she loved. Judy quietly took Athlyne’s other arm, and
-so all stood in line holding each other as they faced the Sheriff. No
-one said a word; all were afraid to break the silence.
-
-“We now come to further proofs if such be required. The woman, who
-arrived first, gave the name of Lady Athlyne.” Here Joy got fearfully
-red; she was conscious of her father’s eyes on her, even before she
-heard him say:
-
-“That foolish joke again! Did not I forbid you to use it daughter?”
-She felt it would be unwise to answer, to speak at all just at
-present. In desperation she raised her eyes to the face of her
-lover--and was struck with a sort of horrified amazement. For an
-instant it had occurred to him that Joy must have known his
-identity--for some time past at all events. The thought was, however,
-but momentary. Her eyes fell again quickly, and she stood in abashed
-silence. There was nothing to do now but to wait. The calm voice of
-the Sheriff went on, like the voice of Doom:
-
-“The man arrived later. He himself had wired in his own name for
-rooms; but by the time he had arrived the possibility of his coming
-had, owing to the fog, been given up. The other traveller had been
-given the bedroom, and he slept on the sofa in the sitting-room--this
-room.” As he spoke he went over to the door of communication between
-the rooms and examined the door. There were no fastenings except the
-ordinary latch; neither lock nor bolt. He did not say a word, but
-walked back to his place. Judy could not contain her curiosity any
-longer; she blurted out:
-
-“What name did he give?” The Sheriff looked at her admiringly as he
-answered:
-
-“The name he gave, dear lady, was ‘Athlyne’!”
-
-“Is that your name?” she queried--this time to Athlyne.
-
-“It is!” He pulled himself up to his full height and stood on his
-dignity as he said it. His name should not be dishonoured if he could
-help it.
-
-Colonel Ogilvie stood by with an air of conscious superiority. He
-already knew the name from Athlyne’s letter, though he had not up to
-that moment understood the full import of it. He was willing to be
-further informed through Judy’s questioning.
-
-“And you are Lord Athlyne--the Earl of Athlyne?”
-
-“Certainly!”
-
-To the astonishment of every one of the company Judy burst into a wild
-peal of hysterical laughter. This closely followed a speech of broken
-utterance which only some of those present understood at all--and of
-those some only some few partly. “Athlyne!”--“kill him for
-it!”--“calling herself by his name,”--“oh! oh! A-h-h!” There was a
-prolonged screech and then hysterical laughter followed. At the first
-this unseemly mirth created a feeling of repulsion in all who heard.
-It seemed altogether out of place; in the midst of such a serious
-conversation, when the lives and happiness of some of those present
-were at stake, to have the train of thought broken by so inopportune a
-cachinnation was almost unendurable. Colonel Ogilvie was furious. Well
-was it for the possibilities of peace that his peculiar life and ideas
-had trained him to be tolerant of woman’s weakness, and to be
-courteous to them even under difficulties. For had he given any
-expression to his natural enough feelings such would inevitably have
-brought him into collision--intellectual if not physical--with both
-Athlyne and the Sheriff; and either was to be deplored. Joy was in her
-heart indignant, for several reasons. It was too hard that, just as
-things were possibly beginning to become right and the fine edge of
-tragedy to be turned, her father’s mind should be taken back to anger
-and chagrin. But far beyond this on the side of evil was the fact that
-it imperilled afresh the life of--of the man she loved, her … her
-husband. Even the personal aspect to her could not be overlooked. The
-ill-timed laughter prevented her hearing more of … of the man who it
-now seemed was already her husband. However she restrained and
-suppressed herself and waited, still silent, for the development of
-things. But she did not consider looks as movements; she raised her
-eyes to Athlyne’s adoringly, and kept them there. He in turn had been
-greatly upset for the moment; even now, whilst those wild peals of
-hysterical laughter continued to resound, he could not draw any
-conclusions from the wild whirl of inchoate thoughts. There was just
-one faint gleam of light which had its origin rather in instinct than
-reason, that perhaps the interruption had its beneficial side which
-would presently be made manifest. When Joy looked towards him there
-was a balm for his troubled spirit. In the depths of her beautiful
-eyes he lost himself--and his doubts and sorrows, and was content.
-
-The only one unmoved was the Sheriff. His mental attitude allowed him
-to look at things more calmly than did those personally interested.
-With the exception of one phase--that of concern that this particular
-woman, who had already impressed her charming personality on his
-heart, should be in such distress--he could think, untroubled, of the
-facts before him. With that logical mind of his, and with his
-experience of law and the passions that lead to law-invoking, he knew
-that the realization of Athlyne’s name and position was a troublesome
-matter which might have been attended with disastrous consequences. To
-a man of Colonel Ogilvie’s courage and strong passion the presence of
-an antagonist worthy of his powers is rather an incentive to quarrel
-than a palliative.
-
-As to poor Judy she was in no position to think at all. She was to all
-practical intents, except for the noise she was occasionally
-making--her transport was subsiding--as one who is not. She continued
-intermittently her hysterical phrenzy--to laugh and cry, each at the
-top note--and commingling eternally. She struggled violently as she
-sat on the chair into which she had fallen when the attack began; she
-stamped her heels on the floor, making a sound like gigantic
-castanets. The sound and restless movement made an embarrassing
-_milieu_ for the lucid expression of law and entangled facts; but
-through it all the Sheriff, whose purpose after all was to convince
-Ogilvie, went on with his statement. By this time Joy, and Athlyne,
-whom with an appealing look she had summoned to help, were
-endeavouring to restore Judy. One at either side they knelt by her,
-holding her hands and slapping them and exercising such other
-ministrations as the girl out of her limited experience of such
-matters could, happily to soothing effect, suggest. The Sheriff’s
-voice, as calm voices will, came through the disturbance seemingly
-unhindered:
-
-“Thus you will note that in all this transaction the Earl of Athlyne
-had made no disguise of his purpose. To the police who arrested him he
-at once disclosed his identity, which the sergeant told me was
-verified by the name on his motor-driver’s license. He telegraphed to
-the hotel by his title--as is fitting and usual; and he gave his title
-when he arrived. As I have already said, he stated to the police, at
-first on his own initiative and later when interrogated directly on
-the point, that the woman in the motor was his wife. And the identity
-of the woman in the motor and the woman in the hotel can easily be
-proved. Thus on the man’s part there is ample evidence of that
-matrimonial purpose which the law requires. All this without counting
-the letter to the woman’s father, in which he stated his wish and
-intention to marry her.
-
-“Now as to the woman--and I must really apologise to her for speaking
-of the matter in her presence.”--Here Athlyne interrupted his
-ministrations with regard to Judy in order to expostulate:
-
-“Oh, I say Mr. Sheriff. Surely it is not necessary.” But the Sheriff
-shut him up quite shortly. He had a purpose in so doing: he wished in
-his secret heart to warn both Athlyne and Joy not to speak a word till
-he had indicated that the time had come for so doing.
-
-“There is nothing necessary, my Lord; except that both you and the
-young lady should listen whilst I am speaking! I am doing so for the
-good of you both; and I take it as promised that neither of you will
-say a single word until I have told you that you may do so.”
-
-“Quite right!” this was said _sotto voce_ by Colonel Ogilvie.
-
-“You, young madam, have taken upon yourself the responsibilities of
-wifehood; and it is right as well as necessary that you understand
-them; such of them at least as have bearing upon the present
-situation.
-
-“As to the woman. She, when questioned by the police as to her status
-for the purpose of verification of Lord Athlyne’s statement, accepted
-that statement. Later on, she of her own free will and of her own
-initiative, gave her name as Lady Athlyne--only the bearer of which
-could be the wife of the Defender; I mean of Lord Athlyne.” The
-interruption this time came from Colonel Ogilvie.
-
-“If Lord Athlyne is Defender, who is the other party?”
-
-“Lady Athlyne, or Miss Ogilvie, in whichever name she might take
-action, would be the Pursuer!”
-
-“Sir!” thundered the Colonel, going off as usual at half-cock, “do you
-insinuate that my daughter is pursuer of a man?” He grew speechless
-with indignation. The Sheriff’s coolness stood to him there, when the
-fury of the Kentuckian was directed to him personally. In the same
-even tone he went on speaking:
-
-“I must ask--I really _must_ ask that you do not be so hasty in your
-conclusions whilst I am speaking, Colonel Ogilvie. You must understand
-that I am only explaining the law; not even giving any opinion of my
-own. The terminology of Scot’s Law is peculiar, and differs from
-English law in such matters. For instance what in English law is
-‘Plaintiff and Defendant’ becomes with us ‘Pursuer and Defender.’
-There may be a female as well as a male Pursuer. Thus on the grounds
-of present consent as there is ample proof of Matrimonial Consent of
-either and both parties--sufficient for either to use against the
-other. I take it that the Court would hold the marriage proved; unless
-_both_ parties repudiated the Intent. This I am sure would never be;
-for if there were any mutual affection neither would wish to cause
-such gossip as would inevitably ensue. And if either party preferred
-that the union should continue, either from motives of love or
-interest, the marriage could be held good. And I had better say at
-once, since it is a matter to be considered by any parent, that should
-there have been any valid ground for what you designate as ‘scandal,’
-such would in the eyes of the law be only the proper and necessary
-completion of the act of marriage. And let me say also that the fact
-of the two parties, thus become one by the form of Irregular Marriage,
-having passed the night in this suite of rooms without bolt of
-fastening on the connecting door would be taken by a Court as proof of
-consummation. No matter by what entanglement of events--no matter how
-or by what accident or series of accidents the two parties came into
-this juxtaposition!
-
-“There is but one other point to be considered regarding the validity
-of this marriage. It is that of compliance with the terms of Lord
-Brougham’s Act of 1856. The man has undoubted domicile in Scotland for
-certain legal purposes. But the marriage law requires a further and
-more rigid reading of residence than mere possession of estates. The
-words are that one of the parties to the marriage must ‘have his or
-her usual place of residence’ in this Country. But as I have shown you
-that in Lord Athlyne’s case his living in Scotland for several weeks
-in one or other of his own houses would be certainly construed by any
-Court as compliance with the Act, I do not think that any question of
-legality could arise. Indeed it is within my own knowledge that as a
-Scottish peer--Baron of Ceann-da-Shail--who declared Scottish domicile
-on reaching his majority and whose ‘domicile of origin’ was not
-affected by his absence as an officer in foreign service, his status
-for the purpose of Scottish marriage is unassailable.
-
-“In fine let me point out that I am speaking altogether of _proof_ of
-the marriage itself. The actual marriage is in law the consent of the
-parties; and such has undoubtedly taken place. The only possible
-condition of its nullity would be the repudiation of the implied
-Consent by both of the parties. One alone would not be sufficient!
-
-“And now, Colonel Ogilvie, as I believe it will be well that you and
-the two young people should consider the situation from this point of
-view, will you allow me to withdraw--still on the supposition that you
-will join me later at breakfast. And if this merry lady”--pointing to
-Judy who had gained composure sufficiently to hear the end of his
-explanation--“will honour me by coming to my sitting-room, just below
-this, where breakfast will be served, it may perhaps be better. I take
-it that you will be all able to speak more freely, you and your
-daughter--and her husband!”
-
-He withdrew gracefully, giving his arm to Judy who having risen
-bashfully had taken his extended arm. She was blushing furiously.
-
-The door closed behind him, leaving Joy standing between her father
-and Athlyne, and holding an arm of each.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII.
- THE HATCHET BURIED
-
-For a few minutes there was silence in the room; silence so profound
-that every sound of the street was clearly heard. Even the shutting of
-the Sheriff’s door in the room below was distinct.
-
-The first to speak was Colonel Ogilvie. Athlyne, who would have liked
-to break the silence refrained through prudence; he feared that were
-he to speak before Colonel Ogilvie did, that easily-irate gentleman
-might take offence. He knew that this might be disastrous, for it
-would renew the old strife in an acute form; as it was, there were
-distinct indications of coming peace. Joy, and Joy alone, was to be
-thought of now. By this time Athlyne was beginning to get the measure
-of Colonel Ogilvie’s foot. He realised that the dictatorial,
-vindictive, blood-thirsty old man would perhaps do much if left to
-himself; but that if hindered or thwarted or opposed in any way his
-pride or his vanity--and they were united in him--would force him to
-keep his position at any cost.
-
-“Well, sir?” The tone was so peremptory and so “superior” that any man
-to whom it had been used might well have taken offence; but Athlyne
-was already schooled to bear, and moreover the statement made by the
-Sheriff filled his heart with such gladness that he felt that he could
-bear anything. As Joy was now his wife he _could_ not quarrel with her
-father--nor receive any quarrel from him. Still, all the same, he felt
-that he must support and maintain his own independent position; such
-would be the best road to ultimate peace. Moreover, he had his own
-pride; and as he had already made up his mind to die if need be for
-Joy’s sake, he could not go back on that resolution without seeming to
-be disloyal to her. There would--could--be no hiding anything from her
-as she had already heard the whole of the quarrel and of his
-acquiescence to her father’s challenge. No one, however, would have
-thought he had any quarrel who heard his reply, spoken in exquisitely
-modulated accents of respect:
-
-“Need I say, Colonel Ogilvie, that I am equally proud and happy in
-finding myself allied with your House by my marriage with your
-daughter. For, sir, I love her with all my soul, as well as with all
-my heart and mind. She is to me the sweetest, dearest and best thing
-in all the universe. I am proud of her and respect her as much as I
-love her; and to you, her father, I hope I may say that I bless--and
-shall ever bless for so long as I live--the day that I could call her
-mine.” As he spoke, Joy’s hand on his arm, which had trembled at the
-beginning, now gripped him hard and firmly. Turning his eyes to hers
-he saw in them a look of adoration which made his heart leap and his
-blood seem on fire. The beautiful eyes fell for an instant as a red
-tide swept her face and neck; but in an instant more they were raised
-to his eyes and hung there, beaming with pride and love and happiness.
-This nerved and softened him at once, to even a gentler feeling
-towards the old man; those lovely eyes had always looked trustingly
-and lovingly into her father’s, and he would never disturb--so he
-vowed to himself--if he could avoid it by any sacrifice on his part,
-such filial and parental affection. And so, with gentler voice and
-softened mien, he went on speaking.
-
-“Now I must ask you to believe, sir, that with the exception of that
-one fault--a grave one I admit--of taking Miss Ogilvie out alone in my
-motor I have not willingly or consciously been guilty of any other
-disrespect towards you. You now understand, of course, that it was
-that unhappy assumed name which prevented my having the pleasure of
-visiting you and your family on this side of the Atlantic. No one can
-deplore more than I do that unhappy alias. The other, though I
-regret--and regret deeply--the pain it has caused, I cannot be sorry
-for, since it has been the means of making Joy my wife.”
-
-Here he beamed down into the beautiful grey eyes of the said wife who
-was still holding his arm. As he finished she pinched gently the flesh
-of his arm. This sent a thrill through him; it was a kiss of sorts and
-had much the same effect as the real thing. Joy noted the change in
-his voice as he went on:
-
-“I so respected your wishes, sir, that I did not actually ask in words
-Joy to be my wife until I should have obtained your permission to
-address myself to her. If you will look at that letter you will see
-that it was written at Ceann-da-Shail, my place in Ross-shire--days
-before I posted it.”
-
-“Then if you did not ask her to marry you; how is it that you are now
-married--according to the Sheriff?” He thought this a poser, and
-beamed accordingly. Athlyne answered at once:
-
-“When two people love each other, sir, as Joy and I do, speech is the
-least adequate form of expression. We did not want words; we knew!”
-Again Joy squeezed his arm and they stood close together in a state of
-rapture. The Colonel, with some manifest hesitation, said:
-
-“With regard to what the Sheriff spoke of as ‘real cause of scandal,’
-was there. …?”
-
-“That, sir,” said Athlyne interrupting with as fierce and truculent an
-aspect as had been to the Colonel at any moment of the interview “is a
-subject on which I refuse to speak, even to you.” Then after a pause
-he added:
-
-“This I will say to you as her father who is entitled to hear it:
-Joy’s honour is as clear and stainless as the sunlight. Whatever has
-taken place has been my doing, and I alone am answerable for it.”
-Whilst he was speaking Joy stood close to him, silent and with
-downcast eyes. In the prolonged silence which ensued she raised them,
-and letting go Athlyne’s arm stepped forward towards her father with
-flashing eyes:
-
-“Father what he says is God’s truth. But there is one other thing
-which you should know, and you must know it from me since he will not
-speak. He is justified in speaking of my honour, for it was due--and
-due alone--to his nobility of character that I am as I am. That and
-your unexpected arrival. For my part I would have----”
-
-“Joy!” Athlyne’s voice though the tone was low, rang like a trumpet.
-Half protest it was, half command. Instinctively the woman recognised
-the tone and obeyed, as women have obeyed the commands of the men they
-loved, and were proud to do so, from Eden garden down the ages.
-
-“Speak on, daughter! Finish what you were saying.” His voice was
-strangely soft and his eyes were luminous beneath their shaggy white
-brows. Joy’s answering tone was meek:
-
-“I cannot, father. My … Mr.--Lord Athlyne desires that I should be
-silent.” She was astonished at his reply following:
-
-“Well, perhaps he is right. Better so!” Then in _sotto voce_ to
-Athlyne:
-
-“Women should not be allowed to talk sometimes. They go too far when
-they get to self-abasement!” Athlyne nodded. Again silence which
-Colonel Ogilvie broke:
-
-“Well, sir. I suppose we must take it that the marriage is complete in
-Scotch law. So far for the past. What of the future?” In a low voice
-Athlyne replied:
-
-“Whose future?”
-
-“Yours--yours and my daughter’s.” He was amazed at Athlyne’s reply,
-spoken in a voice both low and sad: so too was Joy:
-
-“Of that I cannot say. It does not rest with me.”
-
-“Not rest with you, sir? Then with whom does it rest.” Athlyne raised
-his eyes and looked him straight in the face:
-
-“With you!”
-
-“With me?” the Colonel’s voice was faint with amazement.
-
-“Yes, with you! What future have I, already condemned to death! What
-future has my wife, whose sentence of widowhood came even before the
-knowledge of her marriage! Do you forget Colonel Ogilvie that my life
-is pledged to you? On your own doing, I took that obligation; but
-having taken it I must abide by it. Such future as may be for either
-of us rests with you!” Colonel Ogilvie did not pause before answering.
-He spoke quickly as one whose mind is made up:
-
-“But that is all over.” Athlyne said quietly:
-
-“You had not said so! In an affair of this kind the challenged man is
-not free to act. Pacific overture must be with the one who considering
-himself injured has sought this means of redress.” Joy listening, with
-her heart sinking and her hand so trembling that she took it from his
-arm lest it should upset him, was amazed. He was at least as
-determined as her father. But she was rejoiced to see that his
-stiffness was having its effect; her father was evidently respecting
-this very quality so much that he was giving way to his opponent.
-Seeing this, and recognising in her woman’s way for the first time in
-her life this fundamental force, she made up her mind that she too
-would on her side keep steadfastly to her convictions just as … as
-… He had done. In silence she waited for what would follow this new
-development going on before her eyes. Presently Colonel Ogilvie spoke:
-
-“I suppose Lord Athlyne you are satisfied with the validity of the
-marriage?” He answered heartily:
-
-“Of course I am! The Sheriff was quite clear about it; and what he
-says is sufficient for me.”
-
-“And your intention?”
-
-“Sir, from the first moment when my eyes lit on your daughter I had
-only one intention, and that was to make her my wife. Be quite
-satisfied as to me! I am fixed as Fate! If there is any hindrance to
-my wishes it can only come from my wife. But understand this: that if
-for any cause whatever she may wish this marriage annulled, or
-consider that it has not been valid, she has only to indicate her wish
-and I shall take any step in my power to set her free.”
-
-“Father!” Colonel Ogilvie turned in astonishment at the sound of his
-daughter’s voice, which was in such tone as he had never heard from
-her. It rang; her mind was made up:
-
-“Father, a while ago when you seemed in some grave trouble I asked you
-why you did not ask me anything. I told you I had never lied to you
-and should not do so then; but you asked me nothing. Why don’t you ask
-me now?”
-
-“What should I ask you, little girl. You are married; and your duty is
-to some one else whose name you bear. Besides, I don’t ask women
-questions which may be painful to answer. Such I ask of men!”
-
-To this she spoke in a calm voice which made Athlyne uneasy. He could
-not imagine what she was coming at; but he felt that whatever it might
-be it was out of the truth of her nature, and that he must support
-her. Her love he never doubted. In the meantime he must listen
-patiently and learn what she had to say.
-
-“Well father, as you will not ask I must speak unasked. It is harder;
-that is all. The Sheriff said that mutual intention was necessary for
-marriage. Let me tell you that I had not then such intention! I must
-say it. I have never lied to you yet; and I don’t intend to begin now.
-Especially when I am entering on a new life with a man whom I love and
-honour. For if this marriage be not good we shall soon have one that
-is--if he will have me.” Athlyne took her hand; she sighed joyfully as
-she went on:
-
-“I certainly did intend to marry Mr. … Lord Athlyne when … when he
-should formally ask me; but I understood then that there was some
-obstacle to his doing so. This I now know to be that he was wanting to
-get your consent beforehand. But if I did not then intend that our
-coming for a run in the motor together was to be marriage, how can I
-by that act be married?” As she paused Athlyne realised what was the
-cause of that vague apprehension which had chilled him. Colonel
-Ogilvie was beset by a new difficulty by this new attitude of Joy. If
-she repudiated intention such would nullify the marriage, since
-Athlyne had signified his intention of letting her have her way. If
-there were no marriage, then there would be scandal. So before
-beginning to argue with his daughter on the subject of the validity of
-the marriage, he thought it well to bring to the aid of reason the
-forces of fear. He commenced by intimidation:
-
-“Of course you understand, daughter, that if you and Lord Athlyne were
-not married through the accidents of your escapade, there will be
-scandal from it; there is no other alternative. In that case, such
-pacific measures as I have now acceded to will be abrogated; and the
-gentleman who was the cause of the evil must still answer to me for
-it.” At this threat Joy grew ghastly pale. Athlyne, wrung to the heart
-by it, forgot his intention of discretion and said quickly and
-sharply:
-
-“That is not fair, Colonel Ogilvie. She is a woman--if she _is_ your
-daughter, and is not to be treated brutally. You must not strike at a
-man through a woman. If you want to strike a man do so direct! I am
-the man. Strike me, how and when you will; but this woman is my
-wife--at least she is until she repudiates our marriage! But till then
-by God! no man--not even her father himself--shall strike her or at
-her, or through her!” Both he and Joy were surprised at the meek way
-in which the old man received this tirade. But even whilst he had been
-uttering the cruel threat both his conscience and his courage had been
-against him. This, the man and the woman who heard could, from
-evidence, divine. But there was another cause of which they had no
-knowledge. The moment after speaking, when his blind passion began to
-cool, the last words of his wife came back to his memory: “Be good to
-her, and never forget that she can suffer most through any one dear to
-her.” Furthermore, the recollection of Judy’s words as he was leaving
-clinched the matter: “You hold poor Joy’s life--which is her heart--in
-your hand!” He began his reply to Athlyne truculently--as was usual to
-him; but melted quickly as he went on:
-
-“Hey-day my young bantam-cock; you flash your spurs boldly. … But I
-don’t know but you’re right. I was wrong; I admit it! Joy my dear I
-apologise for it; and to you too, sir, who stand up so valiantly and
-so readily for your wife. I am glad my little girl has such a
-defender; though it is and will be a sad thought to me that I was
-myself the first to cause its evidence. But keep your hair on, young
-man! Men sometimes get hurt by running up against something that’s
-quite in its right place. … It’s my place to look after my little
-girl--till such time as you have registered your bond-rights. And see,
-doesn’t she declare she had no idea she was being married. However,
-it’s all right in this case. I don’t mean her to give herself away
-over this part of the job any more than you did a while ago when you
-stopped her telling me something that it wouldn’t have been wise to
-say. So, sir, guess we’ll call it quits this time. Well, little girl,
-let me tell you that you’ve said all at once to me two different
-things. You said you _didn’t_ intend to marry Lord Athlyne that time,
-but that you _did_ at some other. If that last doesn’t make an
-intention to marry I’m a Dutchman. I think we’d better let it rest at
-that! Now as to you Lord Athlyne! You seem to want--and rightly enough
-I’ll allow--that I make a formal retraction of my demand for your
-life. Well I do so now. There’s my hand! I can give it to you freely,
-for you are a brave man and you love my little girl; and my little
-girl loves you. I’m right sorry I didn’t know you at the first as I do
-now. But I suppose the fact is, I was jealous all along. You don’t
-know--yet--what I know: that you were thrown at me in a lot of ways
-before I ever saw you, by the joke that my little girl and Judy put up
-on me. When I knew that my girl was calling herself by your name. …”
-
-“Daddy dear!” This was Joy’s protest. “Yes, little girl, I won’t give
-you away; but your husband should know this fact lest he keep a grudge
-in his heart against your old daddy--and I know you wouldn’t like
-that. You can tell him, some of these days or nights, what you like
-yourself about the whole thing from the first. I dare say he’ll want
-to know, and won’t let you alone till you tell him. And I dare say not
-then; for he’ll like--he’s bound to--all you can say. Here, Athlyne--I
-suppose that’s what I am to call you since you’re my son now--at any
-rate my daughter’s husband.” As he spoke he held out his hand. Athlyne
-jumped forward and seized it warmly. The two men shook hands as do two
-strong men who respect each other. Joy stepped forward and took the
-clasped hands between her own. When the hands parted she kissed her
-husband and then her father; she had accepted the situation.
-
-After a pause Athlyne said, quietly but with a very resolute look on
-his face:
-
-“I understand, sir, that the hatchet is now buried. But I want to say
-that this must be final. I do so lest you should ever from any cause
-wish to dig it up again. Oh, yes I understand”--for the Colonel was
-going to speak “but I have had a warning. Just now when it seemed that
-Joy was going to repudiate--though happily as it turned out for only a
-time--our marriage as an existing fact, you re-opened that matter
-which I had then thought closed. Now as for the future Joy’s happiness
-is my duty as well as my privilege and my pleasure, I must take all
-precautions which I can to insure it. It would not do if she could
-ever have in her mind a haunting fear that you and I could quarrel. I
-know that for my own part I would be no party to a quarrel with you.
-But I also have reason to know that a man’s own purpose is nothing
-when some one else wants to quarrel with him. Therefore for our dear
-Joy’s sake----”
-
-“Good!” murmured the Colonel. “_Our_ dear Joy’s sake!” Athlyne
-repeated the phrase--he loved to do so:
-
-“For our dear Joy’s sake will you not promise that you will never
-quarrel with me.”
-
-“Indeed I will give the promise--and more. Listen here, little girl,
-for it is for your sake. I find I have been wrong to quarrel so
-readily and without waiting to understand. If a nigger did it I think
-I’d understand, for I don’t look for much from him. But I do expect
-much from myself; and therefore I’ll go back a bit and go a bit
-farther. Hear me promise, so help me God, I’ll never quarrel again!
-Quarrel to kill I mean of course. Now, sir, are you satisfied!” Joy
-flung herself into his arms cooing lovingly:
-
-“Dear, dear Daddy. Oh thank you so much; you have made me so happy!
-That promise is the best wedding-gift you could possibly give me!”
-Athlyne took the hand extended to him and wrung it heartily:
-
-“And I too, thank you, sir. And, as I want to share in all Joy’s
-happiness and in her pleasant ways, I hope you will let me--as her
-husband--call you Daddy too?”
-
-“Indeed you may, my boy; I’ll be right glad!”
-
-It was a happy trio that stood there, the two men’s right hands
-clasping, and Joy once more holding the linked hands between hers.
-
-“We may go join the Sheriff and Judy I think, little girl!” said the
-Colonel presently. He felt that he wanted to get back to himself from
-the unaccustomed atmosphere of sentiment which encompassed him.
-
-“Just one moment--Daddy!” said Athlyne speaking the familiar name with
-an effort and looking at Joy as he did so. The approval shining from
-her beautiful eyes encouraged him, and he went on more freely:
-
-“Now that our dear Joy is my care I should like to make a proposition.
-The Sheriff’s suggestion is good, and his reading of the law seems as
-if it were all right; but, after all, there is no accounting for what
-judges and juries may decide. Now I want--and we all want--that there
-be no doubt about this marriage--now or hereafter. And I therefore
-suggest that presently Joy and I shall again exchange Matrimonial
-Intention and Consent, or whatever is the strongest way that can be
-devised to insure a flawless marriage. We can even write this down and
-both sign it, and you and the Sheriff and Judy shall witness. So that
-whatever has been before--though this will not disturb it--will be
-made all taut and secure!” Joy’s comment was:
-
-“And I shall be married to my husband a second time!”
-
-“Yes, darling” said Athlyne putting his arm round her and drawing her
-close to him. She came willingly and put her arms round him. They
-embraced and kissed each other and he said:
-
-“Yes darling; but wait a moment, I have a further suggestion. In
-addition to this we can have a ‘regular’ marriage to follow these two
-irregular ones. I shall go to London and get a special license from
-the Archbishop of Canterbury, who is a connection of my own. With this
-we shall have a religious marriage to supplement the civil ones. We
-can be married, sir, in your own rooms, or in a church, just as Joy
-wishes--and, of course, as her mother and her Daddy wish. We can be
-married the third time, Joy darling, in Westminster Abbey if you so
-desire!”
-
-“Anywhere you choose--darling!” she spoke the last word shyly “will be
-what I wish. I am glad I am to be married three times to you.”
-
-“Why darling?”
-
-“Because darling” she spoke the word now without shyness or
-hesitation. “I love you enough for three husbands; and now we must
-have three honeymoons!” she danced about the room gaily, clapping her
-hands like a happy child.
-
-When they were ready to go to breakfast Colonel Ogilvie instinctively
-offered his arm to Joy, but catching sight of Athlyne drew back and
-motioned to him to take the honourable place. The husband was pleased,
-but seeing a new opening for conciliation he said heartily:
-
-“No, no. I hope the time will never come when my wife won’t love to go
-with her father!” The old man was pleased and called to his daughter:
-
-“Come, little girl, you have got to take us both!” She took her
-husband’s arm as well as her father’s; and all three moved towards the
-door. When they got there, however, some change was necessary, for it
-was not possible to pass through three abreast. Each of the men was
-willing to give place to the other; but before either man could move,
-or indeed before either had his mind made up what to do, the
-quicker-witted woman slipped back behind them. There taking Athlyne’s
-hand in hers she had placed it on her father’s arm. As they both were
-about to protest against going in front of her she said hastily:
-
-“Please, please Daddy and … Husband I would really rather you two
-went first, and arm in arm as father and son should go. For that is
-what it is to be from this on; isn’t it? I would rather a thousand
-times see the two men I love best in all the world going so, than walk
-in front of them as a Queen.”
-
-“That’s very prettily said!” was the comment of her father. Then with
-a fond look back at her he took the young man’s hand from his own arm
-and placed his own hand on the other’s arm. “That’s better!” he said.
-“Age leaning on Youth, and Beauty smiling on both!”
-
-And in this wise they entered the Sheriff’s room, in time to see him
-sitting at one end of the sofa and Judy sitting at the furthest corner
-away from him--blushing.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII.
- A HARMONY IN GRAY
-
-As the trio entered the room Judy jumped from the sofa vivaciously.
-The Sheriff followed with an agility wonderful in a man of his age; he
-bade them all welcome with a compelling heartiness. Judy was full of
-animation; indeed she out-did herself to a degree which made Joy raise
-her eyebrows. Joy was a sympathetic soul, and unconsciously adapted
-herself to her Aunt’s supra-vivacity.
-
-To Colonel Ogilvie, less enthusiastic by nature and concern, it
-appeared that she was as he put it in his own mind “playing up to the
-old girl.” He seemed to realise that the Sheriff was ardent in his
-intentions; and, with the calm, business-like aptitude of a
-brother-in-law to a not-young lady, had already made up his mind to
-give his consent.
-
-Judy flew to Joy and kissed her fervently. The kisses were returned
-with equal warmth, and the two women rocked in each other’s arms, to
-the envy, if delight, of certain of the onlookers viewing the
-circumstance from different standpoints. Judy took her niece to the
-now-vacated sofa, and an animated whispering began between them. Joy’s
-attention was, however, distracted; her senses had different
-objectives. Her touch was to Judy sitting beside her and holding her
-close in a loving embrace; her ears were to her father who was talking
-to the Sheriff. But her eyes were all with her husband, devouring him.
-There came a timid knock at the door, and in answer to the Sheriff’s
-“Come in,” it was partly opened. The voice of the landlady was heard:
-“May I speak with ye a moment, Sheriff?” He went over to the door, and
-a whispered colloquy ensued, all his guests turning their eyes away
-and endeavouring in that way, as usual, to seem not to be listening.
-Then the Sheriff, having closed the door, said:
-
-“Our good hostess tells me that there will be a full half hour of
-waiting before we can breakfast, if she is to have proper time to do
-justice to the food which she wishes to place before us. So I must ask
-pardon of you all.”
-
-“Capital! Capital!” said Colonel Ogilvie, “that half hour is just what
-we want. Mr. Sheriff, we have a little ceremony to go through before
-we breakfast. The fact is we are going to have an Irregular Marriage.
-If you are able to take part in such a thing I hope you will assist
-us.” Joy rose up and stood beside Athlyne. The Sheriff answered:
-
-“Be quite easy on that point, sir. I am not in my own shrieval
-district, and so, even if such were contra to my duties at home, I am
-free to act as an individual elsewhere. But who are the contracting
-parties? You are married already; so too are your daughter and my Lord
-Athlyne. Indeed it looks, Miss Hayes, as if you and I are the only
-available parties left. But I fear such great happiness is not for me;
-though I would give anything in the wide world to win it!” He bowed to
-her gallantly and took her hand. She looked quite embarrassed--though
-not distressed, and giggled like a schoolgirl.
-
-“Indeed, Mr. Sheriff!” she said, “this is very sudden. Affairs of the
-heart seem to move quickly in this delightful country!” As she spoke
-she looked at Joy and Athlyne who happened to be at the moment
-standing hand in hand. Joy came over and sat beside her and kissed
-her. Athlyne, in obedience to a look from his wife, kissed her too.
-Then the Colonel gallantly followed suit. There was only the Sheriff
-left, and he, after a pause, took advantage of the occasion and kissed
-her also. Then to relieve her manifest embarrassment he spoke out:
-
-“I fear I have diverted your purpose, Colonel Ogilvie. I am not sorry
-for it”--this with a look at Judy which made her blush afresh “but I
-apologize. I take it that you were alluding to something in which I am
-to have a less prominent part than I have suggested.”
-
-“The marriage, sir, is to be between Lord Athlyne and my daughter.” As
-he spoke Athlyne went to a side table whereon were spread the
-Sheriff’s writing materials. He took a sheet of paper and began to
-write. Colonel Ogilvie went on:
-
-“We have come to the conclusion that, though the act of marriage which
-has already taken place between these two young people is in your view
-lawful and complete, it may be well to go through the ceremony in a
-more formal manner. There are, we all know, intricacies and pitfalls
-in law; and we are both agreed with the suggestion of my lord that it
-would be well not to allow any loophole for after attack. Therefore in
-your presence--if you will be so good,” the Sheriff bowed, “they shall
-again pledge their mutual Matrimonial Consent. They will both sign the
-paper to that effect which I see Lord Athlyne is preparing; and we
-shall all sign it as witnesses. Then, when this new marriage is
-complete--and irrefragable as I understand from what you said awhile
-ago it will be--we shall be ready for breakfast. It will be more than
-perhaps you expected when you so kindly asked us to be your guests: a
-wedding breakfast!”
-
-Judy whispered to her niece.
-
-“Joy, you must come to your room and let me dress you properly. I have
-brought a dress with me.”
-
-“What dress dear?” she asked.
-
-“The tweed tailor-made.”
-
-“But, Judy dear, I have on a white frock, and that is more suitable
-for my wedding.”
-
-“That was all right yesterday, dear. But to-day you shall not wear
-white. You are already a married lady; this is only a re-marriage.” A
-beautiful blush swept over Joy’s face as she looked at her husband
-writing away as hard as his pen could move.
-
-“I shall wear white to-day!” she said in the same whisper, and stood
-up.
-
-Just at that moment a fly drove quickly past the window. It stopped at
-the hotel door, and there was a sudden bustle of arrival. Voices
-raised to a high pitch were heard outside. Various comments were heard
-in the room.
-
-“That’s mother!”
-
-“My wife!”
-
-“Sally!”
-
-“Why Aunt Judy that’s the voice of Mrs. O’Brien!”
-
-“My Foster-mother!”
-
-The door opened, and in swept Mrs. Ogilvie who flew first to her
-husband’s arms; and then, after a quick embrace, seemed to close round
-Joy and obliterate her. A similar eclipse took place with regard to
-Athlyne; for Mrs. O’Brien dashed into the room and calling out as
-though invoking the powers of earth and heaven: “Me bhoy! me bhoy!”
-fell upon him. He seemed really glad to see her, and yielded himself
-to her embrace as freely as though he had been a child again.
-
-“Joy dear,” said Mrs. Ogilvie “I hope you are all right. After your
-father and then Judy had gone, I was so anxious about you, that I got
-the north mail stopped and caught it at Penrith. Just as I was going
-to get ready for the journey Mrs. O’Brien came in. She had written to
-me in London that she would like to pay her respects, and I had said
-we were going on to Ambleside but would be glad if she would come and
-see us there and spend a few days with us.” Mrs. O’Brien who was all
-ears, here cut into the conversation:
-
-“Aye, an Miss Joy acushla,--my service to ye miss!--she sent me postal
-ordhers to cover me railway fare an me expinces. Oh! the kind heart iv
-her!”
-
-She had by now released Athlyne and stood back from him pointing at
-him as she spoke:
-
-“An comin’ here through yer ladyship’s goodness who do I find but me
-beautiful bhoy. Luk at him! Luk at him! Luk at him!” Her voice rose in
-crescendo at each repetition. “The finest, dearest, sweetest, bonniest
-child that ever a woman tuk to her breast. An now luk at him well. The
-finest, up-standinest, handsomest, dearest, lovinest man that the
-whole wurrld houlds. That doesn’t forget his ould fosther mother an
-him an Earrll, wid castles iv his own, an medals on to him an Victory
-Crasses. An it’s a gineral he ought to be. Luk at him, God bless him!”
-She turned to one after another of the party in turn as though
-inviting their admiration. Joy came and, putting her arms round the
-old woman’s neck, hugged and kissed her. When she got free, Mrs.
-O’Brien said to Athlyne:
-
-“An phwat are ye doin’ here me darlin’ acushla me lord--av I may make
-so bould as t’ ask ye? How did ye come here; and phwat brung ye that
-yer ould nurse might have her eyes made glad wid sight iv ye?”
-
-“I am here, my dear, because I am married to Joy Ogilvie, and we are
-going to be married again!”
-
-Then the storm of comment broke, all the women speaking at once and in
-high voices suitable to a momentous occasion:
-
-“What, what?” said Mrs. Ogilvie. “Married to my daughter! Colonel
-Ogilvie, how is it that I was not informed of this coming event?”
-
-“Faith, my dear I don’t know” he answered “I never knew it--and--and I
-believe they didn’t know it themselves … till the moment before it
-was done.” He added the last part of the sentence in deference to the
-Sheriff’s direction as to ‘intention.’ Fortunately the Sheriff had not
-heard his remark.
-
-“Do explain yourself, Lucius. I am all anxiety.”
-
-“My dear, yesterday Joy made an irregular marriage with Lord Athlyne!”
-
-“Good God!” The exclamation gave an indication of the social value of
-“irregular” marriage to persons unacquainted with Scottish law. Her
-husband saw that she was pained and tried to reassure her:
-
-“You need not distress yourself, my dear. It is all right. ‘Irregular’
-is only a name for a particular form of marriage in this Country. It
-is equally legal with any other marriage.”
-
-“But who is Lord Athlyne, and where is he? That is the name of the man
-who Mrs. O’Brien told Joy was the only man good enough for her.”
-
-“Lord Athlyne” said Colonel Ogilvie “at present our son-in-law, is
-none other than Mr. Richard Hardy with whom you shook hands just now!”
-
-“Lucius, I am all amazed! There seems to be a sort of network of
-mystery all round us. But one thing: if Joy was married yesterday how
-on earth can she be going to be married to-day?”
-
-“To avoid the possibility of legal complications later on! It is all
-right, my dear. You may take it from me that there is no cause for
-concern! But there were certain things, usually attended to
-beforehand, which on this occasion--owing to ignorance and hurry and
-unpremeditation--were not attended to. In order to prevent the
-possibility of anything going wrong by any quibble, they are to be
-married again just now.”
-
-“Where? when?”
-
-“Here, in this room!”
-
-“But where’s the clergyman; where is the license?”
-
-“There is neither. This is a Scottish marriage! Later on we can have a
-regular church marriage with a bishop if you wish or an archbishop; in
-a church or a room or a Cathedral--just as you prefer.” Mrs. Ogilvie
-perceptibly stiffened as he spoke. Then she said, with what she
-thought was dignified gravity, which seemed to others like frigid
-acidity:
-
-“Do I understand, Colonel Ogilvie, that you are a consenting party to
-another ‘irregular’”--she quivered as she said the word--“marriage?
-And that my daughter is to be made a laughing stock amongst all our
-acquaintances by _three_ different marriages?”
-
-“That is so, my dear. It is for Joy’s good!”
-
-“Her good? Fiddlesticks! But in that case I have nothing more to say!”
-Some of her wrath seemed to be turned on both Athlyne and Joy; for she
-did not say a single word to either of them. She simply relapsed into
-stony silence.
-
-Mrs. O’Brien’s reception of the news afforded what might be termed the
-“comic relief” of the strained situation. She raised her hands, as
-though in protest to heaven for allowing such a thing, and emitted a
-loud wail such as a “keener” raises at an Irish wake. Then she burst
-into voluble speech:
-
-“Oh wirrasthrue me darlin’ bhoy, is it a haythen Turk y’ are becomin’,
-to take another wife whin ye’ve got one already only a day ould. An
-such a wan more betoken--the beautifullest darlinest young cratur what
-iver I seen! Her that I picked out long ago as the only wan that ye
-was good enough for. Shure, couldn’t ye rist content wid Miss Joy, me
-darlin’? It’s lookin’ forward I was to nursin’ her childher, as I
-nursed yerself me lord darlin’, her childher, an yours! An’ now it’s
-another woman steppin’ in betune ye; an’ maybe there’ll be no childher
-at all, at all. Wirrasthrue!”
-
-“But look here, Nanny,” said Athlyne with some impatience. “Can’t you
-see that you’re all wrong. It is to Joy that I am going to marry
-again! There’s no other woman coming in between us. ’Tis only the dear
-girl herself!”
-
-“Ah, that’s all very well, me lord darlin’; but which iv them is to be
-the mother? Faix but I’ll go an ax her Ladyship this minit!” And go
-she did, to Athlyne’s consternation and Joy’s embarrassment. All in a
-hurry she started up and went over to the sofa where Joy sat, and with
-a bob curtesy said to her:
-
-“Me lady, mayn’t I have the nursin’ av yer childher, the way I had
-their father before them? Though, be the same token, it’s not the same
-nursin’ I can give thim, wid me bein’ ould an’ rhun dhry!” Joy felt
-that the only thing to do was to postpone the difficulty to a more
-convenient season, when there should not be so many eyes--some of them
-strange ones--on her. To do this as kindly and as brightly as she
-could, she said:
-
-“But dear Mrs. O’Brien, isn’t it a little soon to think--or at any
-rate to speak--of such things?”
-
-“Wasn’t ye married yisterday?” interrupted the old woman. But looking
-at her lady’s cheeks she went on in a different tone:
-
-“But me darlin’--Lady, it’s over bould an’ too contagious for me to
-mintion such things, as yit. But I’ll take, if I may, a more
-saysonable opportunity to ask ye to patthernise me. Some time whin
-ye’re more established as a wife thin ye are now!”
-
-“Indeed” said Joy kindly. “I shall only be too happy to have you near
-me. And if I--if we are ever blessed with a little son I hope you will
-try to teach him to be as like his----” she stopped, blushing, but
-after a short pause went on “as like my dear husband as ever you can!”
-There was a break in her voice which moved the old woman strongly. She
-lifted the slim fine young hand to her withered lips and kissed it
-fervently.
-
-“Glory be to God! me Lady, but it’s the proud woman I’ll be to keep
-and guard the young Earrll. An’ I’ll give my life for him if needs
-be!”
-
-“Come now!” said the Sheriff who had been speaking with Colonel
-Ogilvie and Athlyne, and who had read over the paper written by the
-latter. “Come now all you good people! All sit round the room except
-you two principals to this solemn contract. You two stand before me
-and read over the paper. You, my Lord, read it first; and then you
-too, my Lady, do the same!” They sat round as they wished. Joy and
-Athlyne stood up before the Sheriff, who was also standing.
-Instinctively they took hands, and Athlyne holding the paper in his
-left hand, read as follows:
-
-
-“We Calinus Patrick Richard Westerna Mowbray Hardy Fitzgerald, Earl of
-Athlyne, Viscount Roscommon and Baron Ceann-da-Shail and Joy
-Fitzgerald or Ogilvie late of Airlville in the State of Kentucky,
-United States of America, agree that we shall be and are united in the
-solemn bonds of matrimony according to the Law of Scotland and that we
-being of one mind as to the marriage, are and hereby declare ourselves
-man and wife.
-
-_Witness of above_
-
-We the undersigned hereby declare that we have in the presence of the
-above signatories and of each other seen the foregoing signatures
-appended to this deed by the signatories themselves in our presence
-and in the presence of each other.
-
-Alexander Fenwick (Sheriff of Galloway).
-
-Lucius Ogilvie (father of the bride).
-
-Mary Hayes Ogilvie (mother of the bride).
-
-Bedelia Ann O’Brien, widow (formerly nurse and foster mother to the
-bridegroom).
-
-Judith Hayes (aunt of the bride).”
-
-
-When the document was completed by the signatures the Sheriff, having
-first scanned it carefully, offered it to Colonel Ogilvie, who raising
-a protesting hand said:
-
-“No, no, Mr. Sheriff! I think we should all prefer that it should be
-kept in your custody, if you will so oblige us.”
-
-“With the greatest pleasure” he said; and Athlyne and Joy having
-consented to the scheme he folded the document and put it into his
-pocket. Just then the landlady, having knocked and being bidden to
-enter, came into the room followed by several maids and men bearing
-dishes.
-
-“And now to breakfast” he went on. “Will the Bride kindly sit on my
-right hand, with her Husband next her. Mrs. Ogilvie, will you honour
-me by sitting on my left, with Colonel Ogilvie to support you on the
-other side. Miss Hayes will you kindly sit on Lord Athlyne’s right.”
-“And Mrs. … Mrs. O’Brien,” whispered Judy. He went on:
-
-“Mrs. O’Brien will you sit on Colonel Ogilvie’s left.”
-
-“’Deed an’ I’ll not!” said the Irishwoman sturdily.
-
-“Do you mean” asked Colonel Ogilvie icily “that you do not care to sit
-next to me individually?”
-
-“Faix an’ I don’t mane anything so foolish yer ’ann’r. Why should the
-likes o’ me dar to object to the likes iv you? All I mane, sorr, is
-that an ould Biddy like me isn’t fit to sit down alongside the
-quality--let alone an Earrll and his Laady whose unborn childher I’m
-to nurse. An’, more betoken, on such an owdacious occasion--shure an I
-don’t mane that but such a suspicious occasion.”
-
-“Mrs. O’Brien ma’am” said the Sheriff taking her hand “you’re going, I
-hope to take your place at the table that all these good friends wish
-you to take.”
-
-“In troth no yer”--whispering to Joy “what’s a Sheriff called Miss
-Joy? Is he ‘yer Majesty’ or ‘me lord’ or ‘yer ann’r’ or what is he
-anyhow?” “I think he is ‘yer honour’” said Joy. So Mrs. O’Brien
-continued: “Yer Ann’r. Don’t ask me fur to sit down wid the quality
-where I don’t belong. But let me give a hand to these nice girrls and
-byes to shling the hash. Shure it’s a stewardess I am, an accustomed
-to shovin’ the food.”
-
-“Nanny” said Athlyne kindly but in a strong voice “we all want you to
-sit at table with us to-day. And I hope you won’t refuse us that
-pleasure.”
-
-“Certainly me darlin’ lord!” she said instantly. “In coorse what
-plases ye!” The Master had spoken; she was content to obey without
-question. In the meantime Joy had been whispering to her mother who
-now spoke out:
-
-“Mr. Sheriff, will you allow me to make a suggestion about the places
-at table?”
-
-“With a thousand delights, madam. Pray make whatever disposition you
-think best. I am only too grateful for your help.”
-
-“Thank you, sir. Well, if you do not mind I should like my sister,
-Miss Hayes, placed next to you; then Colonel Ogilvie and myself. On
-the other side if you will place next to my son-in-law his old nurse,
-I am right sure that both will be pleased.”
-
-“Hear, hear!” said Athlyne. “Come along, Nanny, and sit next your boy!
-Joy and I shall be delighted to have you close to us. Won’t you,
-darling.” Joy’s answer was quite satisfactory to him:
-
-“Of course … Darling!” It was wonderful what a world of love she put
-into the utterance of those two syllables.
-
-The breakfast was a great success, though but few of the party ate
-heartily. Neither Athlyne nor Joy did justice to the provender. They
-whispered a good deal and held hands surreptitiously under the table,
-and their eyes met constantly. The same want of appetite seemed to
-have affected both the Sheriff and Judy; but silence and a certain
-restraint and primness were their characteristics. Mrs. O’Brien,
-seated on the very edge of her chair, was too proud and too happy to
-eat. But she was storing up for future enjoyment fond memories of
-every incident, however trivial.
-
-It was mid-day before any move was made. There were no speeches--in
-public, as all considered it would break the charm that was over the
-occasion if anything so overt took place. When all is understood,
-speech becomes almost banal. But there were lots of whisperings;
-whispers as soft in their tone as their matter was sweet. No one
-appeared to notice any one else at such moments; though be sure that
-there were words and tones and looks that were remembered later by the
-receivers, and looks and movements that were remembered by the others.
-Judy and the Sheriff had much to say to each other. Ample opportunity
-was given from the fact that the newly married pair found themselves
-occupied with each other almost exclusively. Occasionally, of course,
-Joy and the Sheriff conversed; but as a working rule he was quite
-content to devote himself to Judy who seemed quite able to hold up her
-end of the serious flirtation. When finally the party broke up,
-preparatory to setting out for the south, the Sheriff asked Colonel
-Ogilvie if it might be possible that he should join in travel with the
-party, as he wished to spend a few days in Ambleside--a place which he
-had not visited for many years. Colonel Ogilvie cordially acquiesced.
-He was pretty sure by now that the meeting of Judy and this new friend
-would end in a match, and he was glad to do anything which might
-result in the happiness of his sister-in-law of whom he was really
-fond. But it was not on this account only that he made him welcome.
-The reaction from his evil temper was on him. Conscience was awake and
-pricking into him the fact that he had behaved brutally. His mind did
-not yet agree in the justice of the verdict; but that would doubtless
-come later. He now wished to show to all that there was quite another
-side of his character. In this view he pressed that the Sheriff should
-be his guest. The other was about to object when he realised that by
-accepting he would be one of the household, and so much closer to
-Judy, and more and oftener in her society than would otherwise be
-possible. So he accepted gladly, and he and the Colonel soon became
-inseparable--except when Judy was speaking! In such case Colonel
-Ogilvie often felt himself rather left out in the cold. At the
-beginning of breakfast Athlyne had learned from Joy of the abandonment
-of the motor, and he had accordingly sent his father-in-law’s
-chauffeur, with his pilot, to bring it back. They had to travel in a
-horse carriage; he could not drive two motors at once, and the pilot
-could not drive one. In due course the motor was retrieved, and having
-been made clean and taut by the “first-class _mechanicien_ and driver”
-was ready for the road. Colonel Ogilvie’s motor was also ready, and as
-the pilot could now be left to travel home by train so that the owner
-could sit by his chauffeur, there would be room for the new guest to
-sit between the two ladies in the tonneau. When he mentioned this
-arrangement, however, the Sheriff did not jump at it, but found
-difficulties in the way of incommoding the ladies. At last he said:
-
-“I hope you will excuse me, Ogilvie, but I had already formed a little
-plan which I hoped with your sanction and that of your wife, to carry
-out. Before breakfast I--Miss Hayes and I had been talking of the old
-manner of posting. Her idea had, I think, been formed by seeing prints
-of break-downs of carriages in run-away matches to Gretna Green, and I
-suggested … In fact I ventured to offer to drive her in
-old-fashioned postal style to Ambleside, and let her see what it was
-like. I have in my house at Galloway a fine old shay that my father
-and mother made their wedding trip in. It has always been kept in good
-trim, and it is all right for the journey. As Sheriff I have post-boys
-in my employ for great occasions and I have good horses of my own. So
-when J … Miss Hayes accepted my offer … of the journey, I wired
-off to have the trap sent down here. Indeed it should arrive within a
-very short time. I have also wired for relays of horses to be ready at
-Dumfries, Annan, Carlisle and Patterdale, so that when we start we
-should go without a hitch. My boys know the road, and four horses will
-spin us along in good style--even if we cannot keep up with your
-motor.” So it was arranged that the pilot could occupy his old place
-with the chauffeur; and the Colonel and Mrs. Ogilvie would travel in
-the tonneau, Darby and Joan fashion. This settlement of affairs had
-only been arrived at after considerable discussion. When her father
-had told Joy that she was to ride with her mother, she had spoken out
-at once--without arrangement with Athlyne or even consultation with
-him:
-
-“Athlyne will drive me, and we can take Mrs. O’Brien with us. There is
-stacks of room in the tonneau, and we have no luggage. I am sure my
-husband would like to have her with us.”
-
-But when the arrangement was mentioned to the foster-mother she
-refused absolutely to obey any such order:
-
-“What” she said “me go away in the coach wid the bride and groom! An
-ould corrn-crake like me wid the quality; an this none other than me
-own darlin’ lord and Miss Joy that I’m going to nurse the childher iv
-her. No, my Lady, I’ll do no such thing! Do ye think I’m goin’ to
-shpoil shport when me darlin’ does be drivin’ wid his beautiful wife
-by him an’ him kissin’ her be the yard an’ the mile an’ the hour, an’
-huggin’ her be the ton, as he ought to be doin’, or he’s not the man
-I’ve always tuk him for. Shure ma’am” this to Mrs. Ogilvie “this is
-their day an’ their hour; an’ iviry minit iv it is goold an dimons to
-them! I’m tellin’ ye, I’d liefer put me eyes on Styx than do such a
-thing!” Mrs. Ogilvie, who recognised the excellence of her ideas,
-said:
-
-“Then you must come with the Colonel and me. We’ve loads of room, and
-we are all alone.”
-
-“An’ savin’ yer presence, so ye should be ma’am whin ye’re seein’ yer
-daughter goin’ aff wid her man. There’s loads iv things you and your
-man will want to be talkin’ about. Musha! if it’s only rememberin’
-what ye said an’ done whin ye was aff on yer own honeymoon. Mind ye,
-ma’am, it’s not bad talkin’ or rememberin’, that’s not! No motors for
-me, ma’am--to-day at any rate. I’ll go by the thrain that I kem’ by;
-an’ when I get to yer hotel, if I’m before ye, I’ll shtraighten out
-things for ye, an’ have the rooms nice an’ ready. For mind ye, ma’am,
-me darlin’ Lord tould me that he’s goin’ to have a gran’ weddin’ to
-Miss Joy whin he gets his license! Be the way, does he get that, can
-ye tell me ma’am, from the polis or where the sheebeeners gits theirs?
-An’ av there’s goin’ to be a weddin’ wid flowers an’ gowns an’ veils
-an’ things in church, I suppose they won’t be too previous about
-comin’ together. Musha! but’s it’s a quare sort iv ways the quality
-has! Weddin’s here be the Sheriff, an’ thin be bishops, an’ wid
-licenses. An’ him in Bowness--for that’s where he tells me he’s
-shtoppin’--an’ his wife in Ambleside--on their weddin’ night! Begob!
-Ireland’s changin’ fast, fur that usen’t to be the way. I’m thinkin’
-that the Shinn-Fayn’ll have to wake up a bit if that’s the way things
-is going to go. Or else there’ll be millea murther, from the Giant’s
-Causeway to Cape Clear!” As Mrs. Ogilvie did not wish to discuss this
-part of the question herself, she beckoned over Athlyne and told him
-that Mrs. O’Brien had refused to go in his motor.
-
-“Not even if I ask you or tell you to?” he said to the old woman,
-having not the least intention of doing either.
-
-“Not even thin, me Lord darlin’” she said with a cheery smile. “An’
-I’m thinkin’ it’s thankin’ me--you an’ yer lovely wife too--’ll be
-before ye’re well out of sight of this place. Faix it’s a nice sort iv
-ould gooseberry I’d be, sittin’ in the carriage wid me arrums foulded,
-wid me darlin’ Lord sittin’ in front dhrivin’ like a show-flure in a
-shute iv leather. An’ his bride beside him, wid her arrums round him
-bekase both his own is busy wid the little wheel; an’ her wondhrin’,
-wid tears in her beautiful grey eyes, why he doesn’t kiss her what
-she’s pinin’ fur. Augh! no! Not me, this time! I was a bride
-meself--wanst. An’ I know betther nor me young Lady does now, what is
-what on the weddin’ day afther the words is said. Though she’ll pick
-up, so she will. She’s not the soort that’ll be long larnin’! Musha
-…” Her further revelations and prophesyings were cut short by
-Athlyne’s kissing her and saying “Good-bye!”
-
-If the journey up North had been Fairyland, the journey southward was
-Heaven for both the young people. Athlyne felt all the triumph of a
-conqueror. If he had sung out loud, as he would like to have done, his
-song would have been a war-song rather than a love-song. There was the
-_elan_ of the conqueror about him; the stress of love-longing and
-love-pining were behind him. The battle was won, and his conqueror’s
-booty was beside him, well content to be in his train. Still even
-conqueror’s love has its duties as well as its right, and he was more
-tender than ever to Joy. She, sitting beside him in all the radiancy
-of her new found wifehood, felt that their hearts were beating
-together; and that their thoughts swayed in unison. When her eyes
-would be lifted from the lean, strong, brown hands gripping the
-steering wheel--for in the rush of departure he had other things to
-think of than putting on the gloves which were squeezed behind him in
-his seat--and would look up into his face she would feel a sort of
-electric shock as his eyes, leaving for a moment their steering duty,
-would flash into hers with a look of love which made her quiver. But
-presently when his yielding to affection had been tested, and even her
-curiosity had been satisfied, she ceased such sudden looks. She
-realized his idea of the gravity of the situation when she saw, as his
-eyes returned to their necessary task, the hard look become fixed on
-his eagle face--the look which to one engaged in his task means safety
-to those under his care. She was all sympathy with him now. She was
-content that his will should prevail; that his duty should be the duty
-of both; that her service was to help him. And the first moment she
-realized this, she sighed happily as she sank back in her seat, her
-lover-rapture merged in wife-content. She had compensation for the
-foregoing in the exercise of her own pride. From her present
-standpoint all that came within the scope of her senses was supremely
-beautiful. The mountains grey and mysterious in their higher and
-further peaks; the dark woods running flamelike up into the glory of
-the mountain colouring; the scent of the new-mown hay, drifted across
-the track by the bracing winds sweeping over the hills; the glimmering
-sapphire of the water as they swept by lake or river, or caught
-flashes of the distant Forth through long green valleys. They went
-fast; Athlyne’s wild excitement--the echo of the battle-phrenzy that
-had won him distinction on the field--found some relief in speed. He
-had thrown open the throttle of his powerful engine and swept along at
-such a speed that the whole landscape seemed to fly by the rushing
-car, giving only momentary glimpses of even the most far-flung beauty.
-He did not fear police traps now. He did not fear anything! Even the
-car seemed to have yielded itself like a living thing to the spell of
-the situation. Its wheels purred softly as it swept along, and the
-speed made a wind which seemed to roar in the ears of the two who were
-one.
-
-Joy felt that she had a right to be content. This journey was of her
-own choosing entirely. The manner of it had been this: when the party
-had been arranged for starting her father had said to Athlyne:
-
-“When you get to Ambleside, as I suppose you will do before us, will
-you give orders to have everything ready for our party. You can do
-this before you drive over to Bowness. You can come over to dinner if
-you like. I suppose you and Joy will want to see something of each
-other--all you can indeed, before the wedding comes off. That can be
-as soon as you like after you have got the license.” To this he had
-replied:
-
-“I should like to--and shall--do anything I can, sir, to meet your
-wishes. But I cannot promise to do anything now, on quite my own
-initiative. You see our dear girl has to be consulted; and I need not
-tell you that her wishes must prevail--so far as I am concerned!”
-
-“Quite right, my boy! Quite right!” said the old man. “Then we shall
-leave the orders to her. Here, Joy!” she came over, and her father put
-his suggestion to her. She hesitated gravely, and paused before she
-spoke; she evidently intended that there should be no mistake as to
-her deliberate intention:
-
-“No! Daddy, that won’t do; I’m going with my husband!” She took his
-arm and clung to him lovingly, her finger tips biting sweetly into his
-flesh. “But, Daddy dear, we’ll come over to-morrow and lunch or
-breakfast with you, if we may. Call it early lunch or late breakfast.
-We shall be over about noon. Remember we have to come from Bowness!”
-
-Athlyne seemed to float in air as he heard her. There was something so
-sweetly--so truly wifely, in her words and attitude that it won to his
-heart and set him in a state of rapture.
-
-
-The late breakfast at Ambleside next day, though ostensibly a mere
-family breakfast, was hardly to be classed in that category. It was in
-reality regarded by all the family at present resident in that town as
-a wedding breakfast. They had one and all dressed themselves for the
-occasion. Not in complete marriage costume, which would have looked a
-little overdone, but in a modified form which sufficiently expressed
-in the mind of each the prevailing spirit of rejoicing. A few seconds
-before noon the “toot toot” of Athlyne’s powerful hooter was heard
-some distance off. All rushed to the windows to see the great red car
-swing round the corner. The chauffeur was driving; the bride and groom
-sat in the tonneau. As Athlyne was not driving he wore an ordinary
-morning dress--a well-cut suit of light grey which set out well his
-tall, lithe powerful figure. Joy was wrapped in a huge motor coat of
-soft grey, with her head shrouded in a veil of the same colour. In the
-hall they both took off their wraps, Athlyne helping his wife with the
-utmost tenderness. When they came into the room they made a grey pair,
-for with the exception of Athlyne’s brown eyes and hair and a scarlet
-neck tie, and Joy’s dark hair and a flash of the same scarlet as her
-husband’s on her breast, they were grey--all grey. It would seem as if
-the whole colour-scheme of the couple had been built round Joy’s eyes.
-She certainly looked lovely; there was a brilliant colour in her
-cheeks, and between her scarlet lips her teeth, when she smiled,
-flashed like pearls. She was in a state of buoyancy, seeming rather to
-float about than to move like a being on feet. She was all sweetness
-and affection, and flitted from one to another, leaving a wake of
-beaming happiness behind her.
-
-Athlyne too was manifestly happy; but in quieter fashion, as is the
-way of a man. He was not overt or demonstrative in his attention to
-Joy; but his eyes followed her perpetually, and his ears seemed to
-hear every whisper regarding her. Her eyes too, kept turning to him
-wherever she might be or to whom speaking. Judy at first stood beaming
-at the pair with a look of proprietary interest; but after a while she
-began to be a trifle nettled by the husband’s absorption in her niece.
-This feeling culminated when as Joy tripped slightly on the edge of
-the hearth-rug her husband started towards her with a swift movement
-and with that quick intake of breath which manifests alarmed concern.
-Judy’s impulsiveness found its expression in a semi-humorous,
-semi-sarcastic remark:
-
-“Why Athlyne you seem to look on the girl as if she was brittle! You
-weren’t like that yesterday when you flashed her away from us at sixty
-miles an hour!” For a moment there was silence and all eyes were fixed
-on Joy who looked embarrassed and turn rosy-red. Athlyne to relieve
-her drew their attention on himself:
-
-“No, my dear Judy--I’m not ever going to call you anything else you
-know. She wasn’t my wife then!”
-
-“Wasn’t she!” came the answer tartly spoken. “She was just as much
-your wife then. She had been married to you only twice! And the first
-marriage was good enough for anything. I know that is so, for my
-sheriff says so!--Oh …” The ejaculation was due to the shame of
-sudden recognition of her confession. She blushed furiously; the
-Sheriff, looking radiantly happy, stepped over to her, took her hand,
-raised it to his lips, and kissed it.
-
-“I think my dear,” he said slowly and quietly, “that constitutes a
-marriage--if you will have it so?” She looked at him shyly and said
-quietly:
-
-“If you like to count it a step on the way--like Joy’s first marriage,
-do so--dear! Then if you like we can make it real when Joy becomes a
-wife--in the Church!”
-
-Everyone in the room was so interested in this little episode that two
-of them only noticed a queer note of dissent or expostulation, coming
-in the shape of a sort of modified grunt from the two matrons of the
-party. Said Athlyne, still mindful of his intent to protect Joy:
-
-“All right, Judy. I’ll remember: ‘_my_ sheriff,’ if there’s any more
-chaffing. It seems that he’ll be ‘brittle’ before long!” Judy flashed
-one keen happy glance at him as she whispered close in his ear:
-
-“Don’t be ungenerous!” For reply he whispered back:
-
-“Forgive me--dear. I did not intend to be nasty. I’m too happy for
-anything of that sort!”
-
-As breakfast wore on and the familiarity of domestic life followed
-constraint, matters of the future came on the tapis. When Mrs. Ogilvie
-asked the young couple if they had yet settled when the marriage--the
-church marriage--was to come off, Joy looked down demurely at the
-table cloth as her husband answered:
-
-“I go up to town early in the morning to get the License. It is all in
-hand and there will be no hitch and no delay. I had a wire this
-morning from my solicitor about it; and also one from the Archbishop
-congratulating me. I shall be home by the ten ten train on Thursday
-and we can have the wedding late that afternoon, if you will have the
-church and the parson ready.”
-
-“But, my dear boy, isn’t that rather sudden?”
-
-“Not sudden enough for me! But really, so far as I am concerned, I
-shall wait as long as Joy wishes. Now that we are married already, I
-fancy it doesn’t much matter. Only that anything which could possibly
-bind me closer to Joy will always be a happiness to me, I don’t care
-whether we have a third marriage at all.” Mrs. Ogilvie caught her
-daughter’s eye and answered at once:
-
-“So be it then! Thursday afternoon at six. I suppose there can be no
-objection as to canonical hours?” The Sheriff answered:
-
-“I can tell you that. The License of the Archbishop goes through and
-beyond all canonical hours and all places--in South Britain of course.
-Armed with that instrument you can celebrate the marriage when and
-where you will.” Joy and Athlyne were by this time holding hands and
-whispering.
-
-“Of course Joy will stay with us till then--Athlyne.” Mrs. Ogilvie
-spoke the last word with a pause; it was the first time she had used
-his name.
-
-“Not ‘of course.’” he answered. “She is the head of her house now and
-must be free to do as she please. But I am sure she will like to come
-to you.” Joy made a protesting “_moue_” at him as she said:
-
-“Of course I’d like to be with Mother and Daddy, and Judy--if I--if I
-am not to be with you--Oh, darling! you’re hurting me. You’re so
-frightfully strong!”
-
-Breakfast being over, the party broke up and moved about the room. Joy
-was sitting on the sofa with her Mother when Mrs. O’Brien came sidling
-up by the wall. When she got close she curtsied and said:
-
-“Won’t ye tell me now, me Lady, if I’m to be the wan to nurse yer
-childher?”
-
-“Oh dear! But Mrs. O’Brien, I said only yesterday that I’d tell you
-that some other time. You _are_ previous!--Didn’t you hear that I am
-to be married on Thursday. Later on …”
-
-“No time like the prisint, me Lady. It was yistherday ye shpoke; an
-to-day’s to-day. Mayn’t I nurse yer ch …”
-
-“Tell her, dear--” her Mother had begun, when Judy joined the group.
-
-“What’s all this about? Whose children are you talking of?” began the
-merry spinster. But her sister cut her short:
-
-“Never you mind, Judy! You just go and sit down and try and get
-accustomed to silence so as to be ready to keep your Sheriff out of an
-asylum.” Athlyne, too, with ears preternaturally sharp on Joy’s
-account, had heard something of the conversation. Looking over at his
-wife, he saw her face divinely rosy, and with a troubled, hunted look
-in her eyes. He too instantly waded into the fray.
-
-“I say, let her alone you all! I hope they’re not teasing you
-darling?” Joy, fearing that something unpleasant might be said, on one
-side or the other, made haste to reassure him.
-
-Then she closed his mouth in the very best way that a young wife can
-do--the way that seems to take his feet from earth and to raise him to
-heaven.
-
-THE END
-
-
-
-
-TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES.
-
-Inconsistencies of the author that have been preserved:
-
-Missing commas from some direct addresses and quoted passages.
-
-Capitalization of he/him when referring to Lord Athlyne.
-
-Spelling and hyphenization of some words (_e.g._ cross-roads/cross
-roads, doorway/door-way, Lake Country/Lake County, etc.).
-
-Alterations to the text:
-
-Minor punctuation fixes (missing periods, improperly paired quotation
-marks, etc.).
-
-[Chapter I]
-
-Change “on the _nothern_ shore of Lake Superior” to _northern_.
-
-“We may be Americans; but _we’ve_ not to be played for suckers” to
-_we’re_.
-
-[Chapter II]
-
-“Judy’s insight or _prophesy_ was being realised” to _prophecy_.
-(_prophesy_ is a verb and thus doesn’t make sense).
-
-[Chapter IV]
-
-“without names or _indentification_ marks” to _identification_.
-
-[Chapter V]
-
-“she sank _sensless_ to the ground” to _senseless_.
-
-“When he saw that _he_ was only fainting” to _she_. (It was Joy who
-fainted, not a male character.)
-
-[Chapter VI]
-
-“the overwhelming impulses of _mother-hood_” to _motherhood_.
-
-“he was _painfuly_ conscious of his” to _painfully_.
-
-[Chapter VII]
-
-“he felt horribly _dissappointed_” to _disappointed_.
-
-“She spoke in a gay _debonnair_ manner” to _debonair_.
-
-[Chapter VIII]
-
-“the forthcoming visit to _Eurpoe_” to _Europe_.
-
-“She’s the _letterwriter_ of the family” to _letter-writer_.
-
-[Chapter X]
-
-“have called _unconcious_ cerebration,” to _unconscious_.
-
-“She had to content _hersef_ with” to _herself_.
-
-“whom he wished to _propitate_” to _propitiate_.
-
-“the whole _word_ seemed to revolve round Joy” to _world_.
-
-[Chapter XI]
-
-“For my own part _of_ ever I fall in love” to _if_.
-
-“he met the _chaffeur_ whom he sent back” to _chauffeur_.
-
-“the personal _manisfestation_ of Nature’s God” to _manifestation_.
-
-“Then _impulvisely_ she put her hand” to _impulsively_.
-
-[Chapter XII]
-
-“with a trusty _chaffeur_ or by train” to _chauffeur_.
-
-“in London at Brown’s Hotel _Albermarle_ Street” to _Albemarle_.
-
-“at the station at _Windmere_” to _Windermere_.
-
-[Chapter XIII]
-
-“between which her inward _natured_ swayed pendulum-wise” to _nature_.
-
-[Chapter XIV]
-
-“hope that it _woud_ be in a spot” to _would_.
-
-“necessitated by the _eaboration_ of organised society” to
-_elaboration_.
-
-“_uness_ we hear to the contrary” to _unless_.
-
-“Love surely was so _triumpahnt_” to _triumphant_.
-
-[Chapter XV]
-
-“was not due at _Windmere_ till seven” to _Windermere_.
-
-“while _she_ poor girl would have to bear all the brunt” to _the_.
-
-[Chapter XVI]
-
-“with as _brace_ a face and bearing as she could muster” to _brave_.
-
-[Chapter XVIII]
-
-“he _determind_ to try to make amends” to _determined_.
-
-(“Why, madam ‘why’” he almost roared whilst...) Change the passage
-in quotes to an exclamation (because of the roaring).
-
-[Chapter XXI]
-
-“There was a prolonged _screceh_” to _screech_.
-
-“two parties came into this _juxta-position_” to _juxtaposition_.
-
-[Chapter XXII]
-
-“What of of the future?” delete one _of_.
-
-[Chapter XXIII]
-
-“our son-in-law, _in_ none other than Mr. Richard Hardy” to _is_.
-
-[End of Text]
-
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-<h1>
-LADY ATHLYNE
-</h1>
-
-BY<br/>
-BRAM STOKER
-<br/><br/><br/><br/>
-PAUL R. REYNOLDS<br/>
-NEW YORK
-</div>
-
-
-<h2>
-COPYRIGHT.
-</h2>
-
-<p class="center">
-<span class="sc">Copyright</span>, 1908, by<br/>
-BRAM STOKER
-</p>
-
-
-<h2>
-CONTENTS.
-</h2>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch01">I. On the “Cryptic”</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch02">II. In Italy</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch03">III. De Hooge’s Spruit</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch04">IV. The Bird-cage</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch05">V. An Adventure</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch06">VI. True Heart’s Content</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch07">VII. A Discussion</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch08">VIII. “Look at Me!”</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch09">IX. The Car of Destiny</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch10">X. A Letter</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch11">XI. The Beautiful Twilight</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch12">XII. Echo of a Tragedy</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch13">XIII. Instinctive Planning</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch14">XIV. A Banquet on Olympus</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch15">XV. “Stop!”</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch16">XVI. A Painful Journey</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch17">XVII. The Sheriff</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch18">XVIII. Pursuit</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch19">XIX. Declaration of War</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch20">XX. Knowledge of Law</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch21">XXI. Application of Law</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch22">XXII. The Hatchet Buried</a>
-</p>
-
-<p class="toc_1">
-<a href="#ch23">XXIII. A Harmony in Gray</a>
-</p>
-
-
-<h2>
-LADY ATHLYNE
-</h2>
-
-<h3 class="nobreak" id="ch01">
-CHAPTER I.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">ON THE “CRYPTIC”</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">On</span> the forenoon of a day in February, 1899, the White Star S. S.
-<i>Cryptic</i> forced her way from Pier No. 48 out into the Hudson River
-through a mass of floating ice, which made a moving carpet over the
-whole river from Poughkeepsie to Sandy Hook. It was little wonder that
-the hearts of the outwardbound passengers were cheered with hope;
-outside on the wide ocean there must be somewhere clear skies and blue
-water, and perchance here and there a slant of sunshine. Come what
-might, however, it must be better than what they were leaving behind
-them in New York. For three whole weeks the great city had been
-beleaguered by cold; held besieged in the icy grip of a blizzard
-which, moving from northwest to south, had begun on the last day of
-January to devastate the central North American States. In one place,
-Breckenridge in Colorado, there fell in five days&mdash;and this on the top
-of an accumulation of six feet of snow&mdash;an additional forty-five
-inches. In the track swept by the cold wave, a thousand miles wide,
-record low temperatures were effected, ranging from 15° below zero in
-Indiana to 54° below at White River on the northern shore of Lake
-Superior.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In New York city the temperature had sunk to 6.2° below zero, the
-lowest ever recorded, and an extraordinary temperature for a city
-almost entirely surrounded by tidal currents. The city itself was in a
-helpless condition, paralyzed and impotent. The snow fell so fast that
-even the great snow-ploughs driven by the electric current on the tram
-lines could not keep the avenues clear. And the cold was so great that
-the street-clearing operations&mdash;in which eight thousand men with four
-thousand carts dumping some fifty thousand tons of snow daily into the
-river were concerned&mdash;had to be suspended. Neither men nor horses
-could endure the work. The “dead boat” which takes periodically the
-city’s unclaimed corpses to Potter’s Field on Hart’s Island was twice
-beaten back and nearly wrecked; it carried on the later voyage 161
-corpses. Before its ghastly traffic could be resumed there were in the
-city mortuaries over a thousand bodies waiting sepulture. The
-“Scientific editor” of one of the great New York dailies computed that
-the blanket of snow which lay on the twenty-two square miles of
-Manhattan Island would form a solid wall a thousand feet high up the
-whole sixty feet width of Broadway in the two and a half miles between
-the Battery and Union Square, weighing some two and a half million
-tons. Needless to say the streets were almost impassable. In the chief
-thoroughfares were narrow passages heaped high with piled-up snow now
-nearly compact to ice. In places where the falling snow had drifted it
-reached to the level of, and sometimes above, the first floor windows.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As the <i>Cryptic</i> forced her way through the rustling masses of
-drifting ice the little company of passengers stood on deck watching
-at first the ferry-boats pounding and hammering their strenuous way
-into the docks formed by the floating guards or screens by whose aid
-they shouldered themselves to their landing stages; and later on, when
-the great ship following the wide circle of the steering buoys, opened
-up the entrance of Sandy Hook, the great circle around them of Arctic
-desolation. Away beyond the sweep of the river and ocean currents the
-sea was frozen and shimmering with a carpet of pure snow, whose
-luminous dreariness not even the pall of faint chill mist could
-subdue. Here and there, to north and south, were many vessels frozen
-in, spar and rope being roughly outlined with clinging snow. The hills
-of Long Island and Staten Island and the distant ranges of New Jersey
-stood out white and stark into the sky of steel.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-All was grimly, deadly silent so that the throb of the engines, the
-rustle and clatter of the drifting ice-pack, as the great vessel,
-getting faster way as the current became more open, or the hard
-scrunch as she cut through some solid floating ice-field, sounded like
-something unnatural&mdash;some sound of the living amid a world of the
-dead.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When the Narrows had been reached and passed and the flag of smoke
-from the great chimney of the Standard Oil Refining Works lay far
-behind on the starboard quarter; when Fire Island was dropping down on
-the western horizon, all became changed as though the wand of some
-beneficent fairy had obliterated all that was ugly or noxious in its
-beneficent sweep. Sky and wave were blue; the sun beamed out; and the
-white-breasted gulls sweeping above and around the ship seemed like
-the spirit of nature freed from the thrall of the Ice Queen.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Naturally the spirits of the travellers rose. They too found their
-wings free; and the hum and clash of happy noises arose. Unconsciously
-there was a general unbending each to the other. All the stiffness
-which is apt to characterize a newly gathered company of travellers
-seemed to melt in the welcome sunshine; within an hour there was
-established an easiness of acquaintanceship generally to be found only
-towards the close of a voyage. The happiness coming with the sunshine
-and the open water, and the relief from the appalling gloom of the
-blizzard, had made the freed captives into friends.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At such moments like gravitates to like. The young to young; the grave
-to the grave; the pleasure-lovers to their kind; free sex to its free
-opposite. On the <i>Cryptic</i> the complement of passengers was so small
-that the choice of kinds was limited. In all there were only some
-thirty passengers. None but adventurous spirits, or those under stress
-of need, challenged a possible recurrence of Atlantic dangers which
-had marked the beginning of the month, when ship after ship of the
-giant liners arrived in port maimed and battered and listed with the
-weight of snow and frozen spray and fog which they carried.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Naturally the ladies were greatly in the minority. After all, travel
-is as a rule, men’s work; and this was no time for pleasure trips. The
-dominant feeling on board on this subject was voiced in a phrase used
-in the Chart room where the Captain was genially pointing out the
-course to a tall, proud old man. The latter, with an uneasy gesture of
-stroking his long white moustache, which seemed to be a custom or
-habit at certain moments of emotion, said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And I quite agree with you, seh; I don’t mind men travelling in any
-weather. That’s man’s share. But why in hell, seh, women want to go
-gallivantin’ round the world in weather that would make any
-respectable dog want to lie quiet by the fireside, I don’t know. Women
-should learn&mdash;&mdash;” He was interrupted by a tall young girl who burst
-into the room without waiting for a reply to her breathless: “May I
-come in?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I saw you go in, Daddy, and I wanted to see the maps too; so I raced
-for all I was worth. And now I find I’ve come just in time to get
-another lesson about what women ought to do!” As she spoke she linked
-her arm in her father’s with a fearlessness and security which showed
-that none of the natural sternness which was proclaimed in the old
-man’s clear-cut face was specially reserved for her. She squeezed his
-arm in a loving way and looked up in his face saucily&mdash;the way of an
-affectionate young girl towards a father whom she loves and trusts.
-The old man pulled his arm away and put it round her shoulder. With a
-shrug which might if seen alone have denoted constraint, but with a
-look in the dark eyes and a glad tone in the strong voice which
-nullified it absolutely, he said to the Captain:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Here comes my tyrant, Captain. Now I must behave myself.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The girl standing close to him went on in the same loving
-half-bantering way:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Go on, Daddy! Tell us what women should learn!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“They should learn, Miss Impudence, to respect their fathers!” Though
-he spoke lightly in a tone of banter and with a light of affection
-beaming in his eyes, the girl grew suddenly grave, and murmured
-quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is not to be learned, Father. That is born with one, when the
-father is like mine!” Then turning to the Captain she went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Did you ever hear of the Irishman who said: There’s some subjects too
-sarious for jestin’; an’ pitaties is wan iv them? I can’t sauce my
-father, or chaff him, or be impudent&mdash;though I believe he <i>likes</i> me
-to be impudent&mdash;to him, when he talks of respect. He has killed men
-before now for want of that. But he won’t kill me. He knows that my
-respect for him is as big as my love&mdash;and there isn’t room for any
-more of either of them in me. Don’t you Daddy?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-For answer the old man drew her closer to him; but he said nothing.
-Really there was no need for speech. The spirits and emotions of both
-were somewhat high strung in the sudden change to brightness from the
-gloom that had prevailed for weeks. At such times even the most staid
-are apt to be suddenly moved.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-A diversion came from the Captain, a grave, formal man as indeed
-becomes one who has with him almost perpetually the responsibility of
-many hundreds of lives:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Did I understand rightly, Colonel Ogilvie that you have <i>killed</i> men
-for such a cause?” The old gentleman lifted his shaggy white eyebrows
-in faint surprise, and answered slowly and with an easiness which only
-half hid an ineffable disdain:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why, cert’nly!” The simple acceptance of the truth left the Captain
-flabbergasted. He grew red and was beginning: “I thought”&mdash;when the
-girl who considered it possible that a quick quarrel might arise
-between the two strong men, interrupted:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Perhaps Captain, you don’t understand our part of the world. In
-Kentucky we still hold with the old laws of Honour which we sometimes
-hear are dead&mdash;or at any rate back numbers&mdash;in other countries. My
-father has fought duels all his life. The Ogilvies have been fighters
-way back to the time of the settlement by Lord Baltimore. My Cousin
-Dick tells me&mdash;for father never talks of them unless he has to&mdash;that
-they never forced quarrels for their own ends; though I must say that
-they are pretty touchy”&mdash;She was in turn interrupted by her father who
-said quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“‘Touchy’ is the word, my girl, though I fear you use it too lightly.
-A man <i>should</i> be touchy where honour is concerned. For Honour is the
-first thing in all the world. What men should live for; what men
-should die for! To a gentleman there is nothing so holy. And if he
-can’t fight for such a sacred thing, he does not deserve to have it.
-He does not know what it means.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Through the pause came the grave voice of the Captain, a valiant man
-who on state occasions wore on his right breast in accordance with the
-etiquette of the occasion the large gold medal of the Royal Humane
-Society:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There are many things that men should fight for&mdash;and die for if need
-be. But I am bound to say that I don’t hold that the chiefest among
-them is a personal grievance; even if it be on the subject of the
-measure of one’s own self-respect.” Noticing the coming frown on the
-Kentuckian’s face, he went on a thought more quickly: “But, though I
-don’t hold with duelling, Colonel Ogilvie, for any cause, I am bound
-to say that if a man thinks and believes that it is right to fight,
-then it becomes a duty which he should fulfil!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-For answer the Colonel held out his hand which the other took warmly.
-That handshake cemented a friendship of two strong men who understood
-each other well enough to tolerate the other’s limitations.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And I can tell you this, seh,” said Colonel Ogilvie, “there are some
-men who want killing&mdash;want it badly!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The girl glowed. She loved to see her father strong and triumphant;
-and when toleration was added to his other fine qualities, there was
-an added measure in her pride of him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-There came a tap on the panelling and the doorway was darkened by the
-figure of a buxom pleasant-faced woman, who spoke in a strong Irish
-accent:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I big yer pardon, Miss Ogilvie, but yer Awnt is yellin’ out for ye.
-She’s thinkin’ that now the wather’s deep the ship is bound to go down
-in it; an’ she sez she wants ye to be wid her whin the ind comes, as
-she’s afeard to die alone!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s very thoughtful of her! Judy was always an unselfish
-creature!” said the Colonel with an easy sarcasm. “Run along to her
-anyhow, little girl. That’s the sort of fighting a woman has to do.
-And” turning to the Captain “by Ged, seh! she’s got plenty of that
-sort of fighting between her cradle and her grave!” As she went out of
-the door girl said over her shoulder:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That reminds me, daddy. Don’t go on with that lecture of yours of
-what women should learn until I come back. Remember I’m only ‘a child
-emerging into womanhood’&mdash;that’s what you wrote to mother when you
-wouldn’t let me travel to her alone. Some one might kill me I suppose,
-or steal me between this and Ischia. So it is well I should be
-forewarned, and so forearmed, at all points!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The Captain looked after her admiringly; then turning to Colonel
-Ogilvie he said almost unconsciously&mdash;he had daughters of his own:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I shouldn’t be surprised if a lot want to steal her, Colonel. And I
-don’t know but they’d be right!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I agree with you, by Ged, seh!” said the Colonel reflectively, as he
-looked after his daughter pacing with free strides along the deck with
-the stout little stewardess over whom she towered by a full head.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Miss Ogilvie found her aunt, Miss Judith Hayes, in her bunk. From the
-clothes hung round and laid, neatly folded, on the upper berth it was
-apparent that she had undressed as for the night. When the young girl
-realised this she said impulsively:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, Aunt Judy, I hope you are not ill. Do come up on deck. The sun is
-shining and it is such a change from the awful weather in New York. Do
-come, dear; it will do you good.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am not ill Joy&mdash;in the way you mean. Indeed I was never in better
-physical health in my life.” She said this with grave primness. The
-girl laughed outright:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why on earth Aunt Judy, if you’re well, do you go to bed at ten
-o’clock in the morning?” Miss Hayes was not angry; there was a
-momentary gleam in her eye as she said with a manifestedly exaggerated
-dignity:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You forget my dear, that I am an old maid!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What has old-maidenhood to do with it? But anyhow you are not an old
-maid. You are only forty!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not forty, Joy! <i>Only</i> forty, indeed! My dear child when that unhappy
-period comes a single lady is put on the shelf&mdash;out of reach of all
-masculine humanity. For my part I have made up my mind to climb up
-there, of my own accord, before the virginal undertakers come for me.
-I am in for it anyhow; and I want to play the game as well as I can.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy bent down and kissed her affectionately. Then taking her face
-between her strong young hands, and looking steadily in her eyes, she
-said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Aunt Judy you are not an old anything. You are a deal younger than I
-am. You mustn’t get such ideas into your head. And even if you do you
-mustn’t speak them. People would begin to believe you. What is forty
-anyhow!” The other answered sententiously:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What is forty? Not old for a wife! Young for a widow! Death for a
-maid!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Really Aunt Judy” said the girl smiling “one would think you wish to
-be an old maid. Even I know better than that&mdash;and Father thinks I am
-younger and more ignorant than the yellow chick that has just pecked
-its way out of the shell. The woman has not yet been born&mdash;nor ever
-will be&mdash;who wants to be an old maid.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judith Hayes raised herself on one elbow and said calmly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Or a young one, my dear!” Then as if pleased with her epigram she
-sank back on her pillow with a smile. Joy paused; she did not know
-what to say. A diversion came from the stewardess who had all the time
-stood in the doorway waiting for some sort of instructions:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Bedad, Miss Hayes, it’s to Ireland ye ought to come. A lovely young
-lady like yerself&mdash;for all yer jabber about an ould maid iv
-forty&mdash;wouldn’t be let get beyant Queenstown, let alone the Mall in
-Cork. Bedad if ye was in Athlone its the shillelaghs that would be out
-an’ the byes all fightin’ for who’d get the hould on to ye first.
-Whisper me now, is it coddin’ us ye be doin’ or what?” Joy turned
-round to her, her face all dimpled with laughter, and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s the way to talk to her Mrs. O’Brien. You just take her in
-hand; and when we get to Queenstown find some nice big Irishman to
-carry her off.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Bedad I will! An sorra the shtruggle she’d make agin it anyhow I’m
-thinkin’!” Aunt Judy laughed:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy” she said “you’d better be careful yourself or maybe she’d put on
-some of her bachelor press-gang to abduct you.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Don’t you be onaisy about that ma’am,” said Mrs. O’Brien quietly.
-“I’ve fixed that already! When I seen Miss Joy come down the companion
-shtairs I sez to meself: ‘There’s only wan man in Ireland&mdash;an that’s
-in all the wurrld&mdash;that’s good enough for you, me darlin’. An he’ll
-have you for sure or I’m a gandher!’”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Indeed!” said Joy, blushing in spite of herself. “And may I be
-permitted to know my ultimate destination in the way of matrimony? You
-won’t think me inquisitive or presuming I trust.” Her eyes were
-dancing with the fun of the thing. Mrs. O’Brien laughed heartily; a
-round, cheery, honest laugh which was infectious:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Wid all the plisure in life Miss. Shure there’s only the wan, an him
-the finest and beautifullest young man ye iver laid yer pritty eyes
-on. An him an Earrl, more betoken; wid more miles iv land iv his own
-then there does be pitaties in me ould father’s houldin! Musha, he’s
-the only wan that’s at all fit to take yer swate self in his charrge!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“H’m! Quite condescending of him I am sure. And now what may be his
-sponsorial and patronymic appellatives?” Mrs. O’Brien at once became
-grave. To an uneducated person, and more especially an Irish person,
-an unknown phrase is full of mystery. It makes the listener feel small
-and disconcerted, touching the personal pride which is so marked a
-characteristic of all degrees of the Irish race. Joy, with the quick
-understanding which was not the least of her endowments, saw that she
-had made a mistake and hastened to set matters right before the
-chagrin had time to bite deep:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Forgive me, but that was <i>my</i> fun. What I meant to ask are the name
-and title of my destined Lord and Master?” The stewardess answered
-heartily, the ruffle of her face softening into an amiable smile:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Amn’t I tellin’ ye miss. Shure there is only the wan!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And who may he be?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Faix he may be anything. It’s a King or a Kazer or an Imperor or a
-Czaar he’d be if I had the ordherin’ iv it. But what he is is the
-Right Honourable the Earl av Athlyne. Lord Liftinant av the County iv
-Roscommon&mdash;an’ a jool!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, an Irishman!” said Miss Judy. Mrs. O’Brien snorted; her national
-pride was hurt:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“An Irishman! God be thanked he is. But me Lady, av it’ll plaze ye
-betther he’s an Englishman too, an’ a Welshman an’ a Scotchman as
-well! Oh, th’ injustice t’ Ireland. Him borrn in Roscommon, an yit a
-Scotchman they call him bekase his biggest title is Irish!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Mrs. O’Brien, that’s all nonsense,” said Miss Judy tartly. “We may be
-Americans; but we’re not to be played for suckers for all that! How
-can a Scotchman have an Irish title?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s all very well, Miss Hayes, yous Americans is very cliver; but
-yez don’t know everything. An’ I may be an ignorant ould fool; but I’m
-not so ignorant as ye think, ayther. Wasn’t there a Scotchman thit was
-marrid on the granddaughther iv Quane Victory hersilf&mdash;An Errll begob,
-what owned the size iv a counthry in Scotland. An him all the time wid
-an Irish Errldom, till they turned him into a Sassenach be makin’ him
-a Juke. Begorra! isn’t it proud th’ ould Laady should ha’ been to git
-an Irishman iv any kind for the young girrl! Shure an isn’t Athlyne as
-good as Fife any day. Hasn’t he castles an’ estates in Scotland an’
-England an Wales, as well as in Ireland. Isn’t he an ould Bar’n iv
-some kind in Scotland an him but a young man! Begob! av it’s Ireland
-y’ objict to ye can take him as Scotch&mdash;where they say he belongs an’
-where he chose to live whin he became a grown man, before he wint into
-th’ Army!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Somehow or other the announcement and even the grandiose manner of its
-making gave pleasure to Joy. After all, the compliment of the
-stewardess was an earnest one. She had chosen for her the best that
-she knew. What more could she do? With a sudden smile she made a
-sweeping curtsey, the English Presentation curtsey which all American
-girls are taught, and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Let me convey to you the sincere thanks of the Countess of Athlyne!
-Aunt Judy do you feel proud of having a Peeress for a niece? Any time
-you wish to be presented you can call on the services of Lady
-Athlyne.” She suddenly straightened herself to her full height as Mrs.
-O’Brien spoke with a sort of victorious howl:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Hurroo! Now ye’ve done it. Ye’ve said the wurrds yerself; an’ we all
-know what that manes!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What does it mean?” Joy spoke somewhat sharply, her face all aflame.
-It appeared that she had committed some unmaidenly indiscretion.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It manes that it manes the same as if ye said ‘yis!’ to me gentleman
-when persooin’ iv his shute. It’s for all the wurrld the same as bein’
-marrid on to him!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In spite of the ridiculousness of the statement Joy thrilled inwardly.
-Unconsciously she accepted the position of peeress thus thrust upon
-her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-After all, the Unknown has its own charms for the human heart. Those
-old Athenians who built the altars “To the Unknown God,” did but put
-into classic phrase the aspirations of a people by units as well as in
-mass. Mrs. O’Brien’s enthusiastic admiration laid seeds of some kind
-in the young girl’s heart.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Her instinct was, however, not to talk of it; and as a protective
-measure she changed the conversation:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But you haven’t told me yet, Aunt Judy, why you went to bed in the
-morning because you pretend to be an old maid.” The Irishwoman here
-struck in:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’m failin’ to comprehind that meself too. If ye was a young wife now
-I could consave it, maybe. Or an ould widda-woman like meself that
-does have to be gettin’ up in the night to kape company wid young
-weemin that doesn’t like to die, alone …” she burst into hearty
-laughter in which Miss Judith Hayes joined. Joy took advantage of the
-general hilarity to try to persuade her aunt to come on deck. She
-finished her argument:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And the Captain is such a nice man. He’s just a wee bit too grave. I
-think he must be a widower.” Aunt Judy made no immediate reply; but
-after some more conversation she said to the stewardess:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I think I will get up Mrs. O’Brien. Perhaps a chair on deck in the
-sunshine will be better for me than staying down here. And, after all,
-if I have to die it will be better to die in the open than in a bed
-the size of a coffin!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When Joy rejoined her father in the Chart-room she said to the
-Captain:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That stewardess of yours is a dear!” He warmly acquiesced:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“She is really a most capable person; and all the ladies whom she
-attends grow to be quite fond of her. She is always kind and cheery
-and hearty and makes them forget that they are ill or afraid. When I
-took command of the <i>Cryptic</i> I asked the company to let her come with
-me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And quite right too, Captain. That brogue of hers is quite
-wonderful!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It is indeed. But, my dear young lady, its very perfection makes me
-doubt it. It is so thick and strong and ready, and the way she twists
-words into its strength and makes new ones to suit it give me an idea
-at times that it is partly put on. I sometimes think it is impossible
-that any one can be so absolutely and imperatively Irish as she is.
-However, it serves her in good stead; she can say, without offence,
-whatever she chooses in her own way to any one. She is a really clever
-woman and a kind one; and I have the greatest respect for her.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When Aunt Judy was left alone with the stewardess, she asked:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Who is Lord Athlyne?&mdash;What kind of man is he? Where does he live?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Where does he live?&mdash;Why everywhere! In Athlyne for one, but a lot iv
-other places as well. He was brought up at the Castle where the ould
-Earrl always lived afther he lift Parlimint; and whin he was a boy he
-was the wildest young dare-devil iver ye seen. Faix, the County
-Roscommon itself wasn’t big enough for him. When he was a young man he
-wint away shootin’ lions and tigers and elephants and crockodiles and
-such like. Thin he wint into th’ army an began to settle down. He has
-a whole lot av different houses, and he goes to them all be times. He
-says that no man has a right to be an intire absentee landlord&mdash;even
-when he’s livin’ in his own house!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But what sort of man is he personally?” she asked persistently. The
-Irishwoman’s answer was direct and comprehensive:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The bist!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you know that?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“An’ how do I know it! Amn’t I a Roscommon woman, borrn, an’ wan av
-the tinants? Wouldn’t that be enough? But that’s only the beginnin’.
-Shure wasn’t I his fosther-mother, God bless him! Wasn’t he like me
-own child when I tuk him to me breast whin his poor mother died the
-day he was borrn. Ah, Miss Hayes there’s nothin’ ye don’t know about
-the child ye have given suck to. More, betoken, than if he was yer own
-child; for he might be thinkin’ too much of <i>him</i> an puttin’ the bist
-consthruction on ivery little thing he iver done, just because he was
-yer own. Troth I didn’t want any tellin’ about Athlyne. The sweetest
-wean that iver a woman nursed; the tindherest hearted, wid the wee
-little hands upon me face an his rosebud av a mouth puttin’ up to me
-for a kiss! An’ yit the pride av him; more’n a King on his throne. An’
-th’ indepindince! Him wantin’ to walk an’ run before he was able to
-shtand. An’ ordherin’ about the pig an’ the gandher, let alone the
-dog. Shure the masterfullest man-child that iver was, and the
-masterfullest man that is. Sorra wan like him in the whole wide
-wurrld!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You seem to love him very much,” said Miss Hayes with grave approval.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“In coorse I do! An’ isn’t it me own boy that was his fosther brother
-that loves him too. Whin the Lard wint out to fight the Boors, Mick
-wint wid him as his own body man until he was invalided home wid a bad
-knee; an’ him a coachman now an’ doin’ nothin’ but take his wages; And
-whin he kem to Liverpool to say good-bye when the <i>Cryptic</i> should
-come in I tould him to take care of his Masther. ‘Av ye don’t,’ sez I,
-‘ye’re no son iv mine, nor iv yer poor dear father, rest his sowl!
-Kape betune him an’ any bullet that’s comin’ his way’ I sez. An’ wid
-that he laughed out loud in me face. ‘That’s good, mother,’ sez he,
-‘an iv coorse I’d be proud to; but I’d like to set eyes on the man
-that’d dar to come betune Athlyne an’ a bullet, or to prevint him
-cuttin’ slices from aff iv the Boors wid his big cav-a-lary soord,’ he
-sez. ‘Begob,’ he sez, ‘t’would be worse nor fightin’ the Boors
-themselves to intherfere wid him whin he’s set on his way!’”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s loyal stock! He’s a Man, that son of yours!” said Miss Judy
-enthusiastically, forgetting her semi-cynical rôle of old maid in the
-ardour of the moment. The stewardess seeing that she had a good
-listener went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And ’tis the thoughtful man he is. He niver writes to me, bekase he
-knows well I can’t read. But he sends me five pounds every Christmas.
-On me birthday he gev me this, Lord love him!” She took a gold watch
-from her bosom and showed it with pride.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When she was dressed, Miss Hayes looked into the Library; and finding
-it empty took down the “de Brett,” well thumbed by American use. Here
-is what she saw on looking up “Athlyne.”
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p class="center">
-ATHLYNE EARL OF FITZGERALD
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Calinus Patrick Richard Westerna Hardy Mowbray FitzGerald 2nd Earl of
-Athlyne (in the Peerage of the United Kingdom). 2nd Viscount Roscommon
-(in the Peerage of Ireland). 30th Baron Ceann-da-Shail (in the Peerage
-of Scotland). b. 6 June 1875 s. 1886 ed. Eton and University of
-Dublin; is D. L. for Counties of Ross and Roscommon: J. P. for
-Counties of Wilts, Ross and Roscommon.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<i>Patron of three livings</i>:&mdash;Raphoon, New Sands, and Politore.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<i>Seats</i>. Ceann-da-Shail Castle and Castle of Elandonan in Ross-shire,
-Athlyne Castle C. Roscommon. Travy Manor, Gloucestershire and The Rock
-Beach, Cornwall, &amp;c. &amp;c. <i>Town Residence</i>. 40 St. James’s Square
-S. W.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<i>Clubs</i>. Reform. Marlborough. United Service. Naval and Military.
-Garick. Arts. Bath &amp;c.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<i>Predecessors</i>. Sir Calinus FitzGerald&mdash;descended from Calinus
-FitzGerald the first of the name settled in Ross-shire, to which he
-came from Ireland in the XII century&mdash;was created by Robert the Bruce
-Baron Ceann-da-Shail, 1314, and endowed with the Castle of Elandonan
-(Gift of the King) as the reward of a bold rally of the Northern
-troops at Bannockburn. Before his death in 1342 he built for himself a
-strongly fortified Castle on the Island of Ceann-da-Shail (from which
-his estate took its name) celebrated from time immemorial for a
-wonderful spring of water. The Barony has been held in direct descent
-with only two breaks. The first was in 1642 when direct male issue
-having failed through the death of the only son of Calinus the XXth
-Baron the Peerage and estates reverted to Robert Calinus e. s. of
-James, 2nd s. of Robert XVIII Baron. The second was in 1826 when,
-again through the early decease of an only son, the Barony reverted to
-Robert e. s. of Malcolm 2nd s. of Colin XXVII Baron. The father of
-this heritor, Malcolm FitzGerald, had settled in Ireland in 1782.
-There he had purchased a great estate fronting on the River Shannon in
-Roscommon on which he had built a castle, Athlyne. Malcolm FitzGerald
-entered the Parliament of the United Kingdom in 1805 and sat for 22
-years when he was succeeded in Parliamentary honours by his son Robert
-on his coming of age in 1827. Robert held his seat until the creation
-of the Viscounty of Roscommon 1870. Three years after his retirement
-from the House of Commons he was raised to an Earldom&mdash;Athlyne.
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-When she went out on deck she found her niece taking with her father
-the beef tea which had just been brought round. She did not mention to
-Colonel Ogilvie the little joke about Lady Athlyne, and strange to say
-found that Joy to whom a joke or a secret was a matter of fungoid
-growth, multiplying and irrepressible, had not mentioned it either.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch02">
-CHAPTER II.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">IN ITALY</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">During</span> the voyage, which had its own vicissitudes, the joke was kept
-up amongst the three women. The stewardess, seeing that the two ladies
-only spoke of it in privacy, exemplified that discretion which the
-Captain had commended. Only once did she forget herself, but even then
-fortune was on her side. It was during a day when Joy was upset by a
-spell of heavy weather and had to keep her cabin. In the afternoon her
-father paid a visit to her; and Mrs. O’Brien in reporting progress to
-him said that “her Ladyship” was now on the road to recovery and would
-be on deck very shortly. Colonel Ogilvie made quite a lot of the error
-which he read in his own way. He said to his sister-in-law as they
-paced the deck together:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Capital woman that stewardess! There is a natural deference and
-respect in her manner which you do not always find in people of her
-class. Will you oblige me, Judy, by seeing, when the voyage is over,
-that she gets an extra honorarium!” Judy promised, and deftly turned
-the conversation; she felt that she was on dangerous ground.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judith Hayes called herself an old maid, not believing it to be true;
-but all the same there was in her make-up a distinctive trait of it:
-the manner in which she regarded a romance. Up to lately, romance
-however unlikely or improbable, had a personal bearing; it did not
-occur to her that it might not drift in her direction. But now she
-felt unconsciously that such romance must have other objective than
-herself. The possibility, therefore, of a romance for Joy whom she
-very sincerely loved was a thing to be cherished. She could see, as
-well as feel, that her niece by keeping it a secret from her father
-had taken the matter with at least a phase of seriousness. This alone
-was sufficient to feed her own imaginings; and in the glow her
-sympathies quickened. She had instinctively at the beginning
-determined not to spoil sport; now it became a conscious intention.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Mrs. O’Brien, too, in her own way helped to further the matter. She
-felt that she had a good audience for her little anecdotes of the
-child whose infancy she had fostered, and towards whom in his
-completed manhood she had a sort of almost idolatrous devotion. Seeing
-the girl so sympathetic and listening so patiently, she too began to
-see something like the beginnings of a fact. And so the game went
-merrily on.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The telegrams at Queenstown were not very reassuring, and Colonel
-Ogilvie and his party pressed on at once to Sorrento whence his wife
-had moved on the completion of her series of baths at Ischia.
-Naturally the whole of the little party was depressed, until on
-arrival they found Mrs. Ogilvie, who was something of a
-valetudinarian, much better than they expected. The arrival of her
-husband and daughter and sister seemed to complete her cure; she
-brightened up at once, and even after a few days began to enjoy
-herself.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-One day after lunch as she drove along the road to Amalfi with Judith
-and Joy&mdash;the Colonel was lazy that day and preferred to sit on the
-terrace over the sea and smoke&mdash;she began to ask all the details of
-the journey. Judy who had not had a chance of speaking alone with
-safety began to tell the little secret. Her method of commencement was
-abrupt, and somewhat startling to the convalescent:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We’ve got a husband for Joy, at last!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Gracious!” said Mrs. Ogilvie. “What do you mean, Judy? Is this one of
-your pranks?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Prank indeed!” she answered back, tossing her head. “A real live
-lord! A belted Earl if you please&mdash;whatever that may mean.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Is this true, Joy?” said her mother beaming anxiously on her&mdash;if such
-a combination is understandable. Joy took her hand and stroked it
-lovingly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do you think, Mother dear, that if there was such a thing I should
-leave you all this time in ignorance of it. It is only a jest made up
-by the stewardess who attended us on the <i>Cryptic</i>. Aunt Judy seems to
-have taken it all in; I think dear you had better ask her; she seems
-to know all about it&mdash;which is certainly more than I do.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And how did this common woman dare to jest on such a subject. I don’t
-think Judy that this would have happened had I been with her myself!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh my dear, get off that high horse. There’s nothing to be alarmed
-about. The stewardess&mdash;who is a most worthy and attentive person&mdash;&mdash;”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“She is a dear!” interrupted Joy.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“&mdash;took such a fancy to Joy that she said there was only ‘wan’ in all
-the world who was worthy of her&mdash;a young nobleman to whom she had been
-foster-mother. It was certainly meant as a very true compliment, and I
-am bound to say that if the young man merits a hundredth part of all
-she said of him there’s certainly no cause of offence in the mere
-mentioning his name.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What is his name?” There was a shade of anxiety in the mother’s
-voice.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lord Athlyne!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The Earl of Athlyne!” said Joy speaking without thought. Then she
-turned quickly away to hide her blushing.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I&mdash;I&mdash;I really don’t understand!” said Mrs. Ogilvie, looking around
-helplessly. Then with the shadow of a shade of annoyance in her voice
-she went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I really think that in a serious matter of this kind I should have
-been consulted. But I seem not to count for anything any more. Colonel
-Ogilvie has not even mentioned the matter to me. I think I ought to
-have some say in anything of importance relating to my little girl.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lord bless the woman!” said Aunt Judy throwing up her hands and
-lifting her eyes. “Sally dear don’t you comprehend that this was all a
-joke. We never saw this young Lord, never heard of him till the
-stewardess mentioned him; and as for him he doesn’t know or care
-whether there is such a person in the world as Joy Ogilvie&mdash;&mdash;” The
-mother interrupted hotly&mdash;it seemed want of respect to her child:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then he ought to care. I’d like to know who he is to consider himself
-so high and mighty that even my little girl isn’t … Oh! I have no
-patience with him.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-There was silence in the carriage. Mrs. Ogilvie had come to the end of
-her remonstrance, and both the others were afraid to speak. It was all
-so supremely ridiculous. And yet the mother was taking it all so
-seriously that respect for her forbade laughter. The road was here
-steep and the horses were laboriously climbing their way. Presently
-Judy turned to Joy saying:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Wouldn’t you like to look at the view from the edge of the cliff?” As
-she spoke she looked meaningly at her niece who took the hint and got
-down.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When she was out of earshot and the driver had stopped the horses Judy
-turned to her sister and said with a quiet, incisive directness quite
-at variance with all her previous moods:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sally dear I want to speak a moment to you quite frankly and, believe
-me, very earnestly. I know you don’t usually credit me with much
-earnestness; but this is about Joy, and that is always earnest with
-me.” All the motherhood in Mrs. Ogilvie answered to the call. She sat
-up with eager intensity, receptive to the full and without any
-disturbing chagrin. Judy went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You have been thinking of your ‘little girl’&mdash;and actually speaking
-of her as such. That is the worst of mothers&mdash;their one fault. With
-them time seems to stand still. The world goes flying by them, but in
-their eyes the child remains the same. Gold hair or black turns to
-white, wrinkles come, knees totter and steps become unsteady; but the
-child goes on&mdash;still, in the mother’s eyes, dressing dolls and chasing
-butterflies. They don’t even seem to realise facts when the child puts
-her own baby into the grandmother’s arms. Look round for a moment
-where Joy is standing there outlined against that Moorish tower on the
-edge of the cliff. Tell me what do you see?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I see my dear, beautiful little girl!” said the mother faintly.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Hm!” said Judy defiantly. “That’s not exactly what I see. I agree
-with the ‘dear’ and ‘beautiful’; she’s all that and a thousand times
-more.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Tell me what you do see, Judy!” said the mother in a whisper as she
-laid a gentle hand imploringly on her sister’s arm. She was trembling
-slightly. Judy took her hand and stroked it tenderly. “I know!” she
-said gently “I know. I know!” The mother took heart from her
-tenderness and said in an imploring whisper:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Be gentle with me, Judy. She is all I have; and I fear her passing
-away from me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not that&mdash;not yet at all events!” she answered quickly. “The time is
-coming no doubt. But it is because we should be ready for it that I
-want to speak. We at least ought to know the exact truth!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The exact truth … Oh Judy …!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Don’t be frightened, dear. There is nothing to fear. The truth is all
-love and goodness. But my dear we are all but mortal after all, and
-the way to keep right is to think truly.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Tell me exactly what you see! Tell me everything no matter how small.
-I shall perhaps understand better that way!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy paused a while, looking at the young girl lovingly. Then she
-spoke in a level absent voice as though unconsciously.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I don’t see a child&mdash;now. I see a young woman of twenty; and a fine
-well-grown young woman at that. Look at her figure, straight and clean
-as a young pine. Type of figure that is the most alluring of all to
-men; what the French call <i>fausse maigre</i>. She has great gray eyes as
-deep as the sky or the sea; eyes that can drag the soul out of a man’s
-body and throw it down beneath her dainty feet. I may be an old maid;
-but I know that much anyhow. Her hair is black&mdash;that isn’t black, but
-with a softness that black cannot give. Her skin is like ivory seen in
-the sunset. Her mouth is like a crimson rosebud. Her teeth are like
-pearls, and her ears like pink shell. Her head is poised on her
-graceful neck like a lily on its stem. Her nose is a fine
-aquiline&mdash;that means power and determination. Her forehead can
-wrinkle&mdash;that means thought, and may mean misery. Her hands are long
-and fine; patrician hands that can endure&mdash;and suffer. Sally, there is
-there the making of a splendid woman and of a noble life; she is not
-out of her girlhood yet, but she is very near it. Ignorance is no use
-to her. She <i>will</i> understand; and then she will take her own course.
-She has feeling deep and strong in the very marrow of her bones. Ah!
-my dear, and she has passion too. Passion that can make or mar. That
-woman will do anything for love. She can believe and trust. And when
-she believes and trusts she will hold the man as her master; put him
-up on a pedestal and be content to sit at his feet and worship&mdash;and
-obey … She …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Here the mother struck in with surprised consternation “How on earth
-do you know all this?” Judy turned towards her with a light in her
-eyes which her sister had never seen there:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do I know it! Because she is of my blood and yours. Have I not
-seen a lot of it in you in our babyhood. Have I not gone through it
-all myself&mdash;the longing part of it&mdash;the wishing and hoping and praying
-and suffering. Do you think Sally that I have arrived at old maidhood
-without knowing what a young maid thinks and feels; without having any
-share of the torture that women must bear in some form or another. I
-know it all as well as though it was all fresh before me instead of a
-lurid memory. Ah, my dear she has all our nature&mdash;and her father’s
-too. And he never learned the restraint that we had to learn&mdash;and
-practice. When she is face to face with passion she may find herself
-constrained to take it as he has always done: for life or death!” …
-She paused a moment, panting with the intensity of her feeling. Then
-she went on more quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sally, isn’t it wiser to let her, in her youth and ignorance of
-herself and the world, break herself in to passion and romance. It
-would be hard to get a safer object for sentimental affection than a
-man she never saw and is never likely to meet. After all, he is only
-an idea; at best a dream. In good time he will pass out of her mind
-and give place to something more real. But in the meantime she will
-have learned&mdash;learned to understand, to find herself.” Then she sat
-silent till Joy turned round and began to walk towards them. At this
-the mother said quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you, dear Judy. I think I understand. You are quite right, and
-I am glad you told me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-That journey round the Sorrentine Peninsula became a part of Joy’s
-life. It was not merely that every moment was a new pleasure, a fresh
-delight to the eye; her heart was in some mysterious way beginning to
-be afire. Hitherto her thoughts of that abstract creation, Lord
-Athlyne, had been impersonal: an objective of her own unconscious
-desires, rather than a definite individuality. Up to now, though he
-had been often in her thoughts, he had never taken shape there. The
-image was so inchoate, indefinite, vague and nebulous. She had never
-tried or even wished to find for him in her imagination features or
-form. But now she had begun to picture him in various ways. As she
-stood beside the Moorish tower looking down across the rugged slope of
-rock and oleander at the wrinkled sea beneath, his image seemed to
-flit before the eyes of her soul in kaleidoscopic form. It was an
-instance of true feminine receptivity: the form did not matter, she
-was content to accept the Man.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The cause&mdash;the sudden cause of this change was her mother’s attitude.
-She had accepted him as a reality and had not hesitated to condemn him
-as though he was a conscious participant in what had passed. Joy had
-found herself placed in a position in which she had to hear him
-unfairly treated, without being able to make any kind of protest. It
-was too ridiculous to argue. What on earth could her mother know about
-him that she should take it for granted that he had done wrong? He who
-had never seen her or even heard of her! He who was the very last man
-in the world to be wanting to a woman in the way of respect&mdash;of
-tenderness&mdash;of love. … Here she started and looked around cautiously
-as one does who is suspicious of being watched. For it flashed across
-her all at once that she knew no more of him than did her mother. As
-yet he was only an abstraction; and her mother’s conception of him
-differed from hers. And as she thought, and thought truly for she was
-a clever girl, she began to realise that she had all along been
-clothing an abstract individuality with her own wishes and dreams&mdash;and
-hopes. … The last thought brought her up sharply. With a quick shake
-of the head she threw aside for the present all thoughts on the
-subject, and impulsively went back to the carriage.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-There were however a few root thoughts left which <i>would</i> not be
-thrown aside. They could not be, for they were fixed in her womanhood.
-Another woman had accepted her dream as a reality; and now, as that
-reality was her doing, he was her own man. And he was misunderstood
-and blamed and unfairly treated! It was her duty to protect him!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Had Aunt Judy been aware of her logical process and its conclusion she
-could have expressed it thus:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Hm! a man in her mind.&mdash;<i>Her</i> man. Her duty to protest. … We all
-know what that means. He’s only in her mind at present … Hm!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The whole day was spent on the road, for the beauty was such that the
-stoppages were endless. Joy, with the new-arisen soul which took her
-out of her own thoughts, found delight in every moment. She could
-hardly contain her rapture as fresh vistas of beauty burst upon her.
-When the curve of the promontory began to cut off the view of Vesuvius
-and the plain seaward of it, she got out of the carriage and ran back
-to where she could have a full view. Underneath her lay the wonderful
-scene of matchless beauty. To the right rose Vesuvius a mass of warm
-colour, with its cinder cone staring boldly into the blue sky, a faint
-cloud hanging over it like a flag. Below it was the sloping plain
-dotted with trees and villas and villages, articulated in the clear
-air like a miniature map. Then the great curve of the bay, the
-sapphire sea marked clearly on the outline of the coast from Ischia
-which rose like a jewel from a jewel. Past Naples, a clustering mass
-with San Martino standing nobly out and the great fortress crowning
-grimly the hill above it. Past Portici and the buried Herculaneum;
-till getting closer the roofs and trees and gardens seemed to run up
-to where she stood. To the left, a silhouette of splendid soft purple,
-rose the island of Capri from the sea of sapphire which seemed to
-quiver in the sunshine. Long she looked, and then closing her eyes to
-prove that the lovely image still held in the darkness, she turned
-with a long sigh of ecstasy and walked slowly to the waiting carriage.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Again and again she stooped, till at last she made up her mind to walk
-altogether until she should get tired. The driver took his cue from
-her movements when to stop and when to go on.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The road round the Peninsula runs high up the mountain side with
-mostly a steep precipice to seaward and on the other hand towering
-rocks. But such rocks! And so clad with the finest vegetation! Rocks
-rich in colour and quaint in shape; with jagged points and deep
-crevices in which earth could gather and where trees and shrubs and
-flowers could cling. High over-head hung here and there a beautiful
-stone-pine with red twisted trunk and spreading branches. Fig and
-lemon trees rose in the sheltered angles, the long yellow shoots of
-the new branches of the lemon cutting into the air like lances.
-Elsewhere beech and chestnut, oak and palm. Trailing over the rock,
-both seaward and landward, creepers of soft green and pink. And above
-all, high up on the skyline, the semi-transparent, smoke-coloured
-foliage of the olives that crowned the slopes.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then the towns! Maggiore and Amalfi quaint close-drawn irregular
-relics of a more turbulent age, climbing up the chasms in the
-hillside. Narrow streets, so steep as to look impossible to traffic.
-Queer houses of all sorts of irregular design and variety of stone.
-Small windows, high doors, steep, rugged irregularly-sloping steps as
-though time and some mighty force had shaken the very rock on which
-they were built. Joy felt as though she could stay there for ever, and
-that each day would be a dream, and each fresh exploration a time of
-delight. In her secret heart of hearts she registered a vow that if
-ever she should go on a wedding journey it should be to there.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At Amalfi they had tea, and then made up their minds that they would
-drive on to Salerno and there take train home; for it would be time to
-travel quick when so long a journey had been taken.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When they were at the end of the peninsula a sudden storm came on. For
-awhile they had seen far out at sea a dark cloud gathering, but it was
-so far away that they did not think it would affect them. The driver
-knew and began to make ready, for there was no escaping from it. He
-turned his horses’ heads to the rock and wedged up the wheels of the
-carriage with heavy stones so that in case the horses should get
-frightened their plunging could not be too harmful.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Heavier and heavier grew the cloud out at sea, and as it grew denser
-it moved landward. Its grey changed to dark blue and then to a rich
-purple, almost black. A keen coldness presaged a coming storm.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-There was stillness all round the mountain road; a positive desolation
-of silence from which even the wondrous beauty of the scene could not
-distract the mind. Joy absolutely refused to sit in the carriage which
-was now properly hooded. She threw on the cloak which she had brought
-with her and stood out on the open road where she could enjoy the
-scene undisturbed by human proximity. As she stood, the velvet black
-cloud was rent by a blinding sheet of lightning which seemed for a
-moment to be shaped like a fiery tree, roots upward in the sky. Close
-following came such a mighty peal of thunder that her heart shook.
-Ordinarily Joy was not timorous, and for thunder she had no fear. But
-this was simply terrific; it seemed to burst right over her head and
-to roll around her in a prolonged titanic roar. She was about to run
-to the carriage when she heard the shrieks of fear from the two women;
-the driver was on his knees on the road praying. Joy felt that all she
-could do to help her mother and aunt would be to keep calm&mdash;as calm as
-she could. So she moved her hand and called out cheerfully:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Don’t be afraid! It is all right; the lightning has passed us!” As
-she spoke the rain came down in torrents. It was tropical; in a few
-seconds the open road was running like a river, ankle deep. By the
-exercise of her will the girl’s courage had risen. She could now
-actually enjoy what was before her. Far out to sea the black cloud
-still hung, but it was broken up in great masses which seemed to dip
-into the sea. It was almost as dark as night; so dark that the expanse
-became lit by the lightning flashes. In one of these she saw three
-separate water-spouts. The sea appeared to have risen as the cloud
-sank, and now were far apart three great whirling pillars like
-hour-glasses. And then, wonder of wonders, without turning her head
-but only her eyes she could see away to the left a whole world of
-green expanse backed up by the mountains of Calabria. With each second
-the sinking sun brought into view some new hilltop flaming in the
-glow. A little way in front of her at the southern side of the
-peninsula the copper dome of the church at Vietri glowed like a ball
-of fire. Away to the south on the edge of the sea rose the many
-columns of the majestic ruins of Pæstum, standing still and solemn as
-if untouchable by stress of storm or time.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy stood entranced, as though the eyes of her soul had opened on a
-new world. She hardly dared to breathe. The pelting of the rainstorm,
-the rush of the water round her feet, the crash and roar of the
-thunder or the hissing glare of the lightning did not move or disturb
-her. It was all a sort of baptism into a new life.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy Ogilvie, like all persons of emotional nature, had quick sympathy
-with natural forces and the moods of nature. The experience of the
-day, based on the superlative beauty around her, had waked all the
-emotional nature within her. Naples is always at spring time; and the
-young heart finding naturally its place amongst the things that
-germinate and develop unconsciously, swayed with and was swayed by the
-impulses of her sex. Beauty and manhood had twin position in her
-virgin breast.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Aunt Judy’s insight or prophecy was being realised quicker than she
-thought. Joy’s sex had found her out!
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch03">
-CHAPTER III.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">DE HOOGE’S SPRUIT</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">In</span> Italy Joy Ogilvie learned to the full, consciously and
-unconsciously, all the lessons which a younger civilisation can learn
-from an elder. To the sympathetic there are lessons in everything;
-every spot that a stranger foot has pressed has something to teach.
-Especially to one coming from the rush of strenuous life, which is the
-note of America, the old-world calm and luxury of repose have lessons
-in toleration which can hardly be otherwise acquired. In the great
-battle of life we do not match ourselves against individuals but
-against nations and epochs; and when it is finally borne in on us that
-others, fashioned as we ourselves and with the same strength and
-ambitions and limitations, have lived and died and left no individual
-mark through the gathering centuries, we can, without sacrifice of
-personal pride, be content to humbly take each his place.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The month spent at and round Naples had been a never-ending dream of
-delight; and this period of quiescence told on her naturally sensuous
-nature. Already she had accepted the idea of a man worthy of love; and
-the time went to the strengthening of the image. There was a subtle
-satisfactoriness in the received idea; the wealth of her nature had
-found a market&mdash;of a kind. That is to say: she was satisfied to
-export, and that was the end of her thoughts&mdash;for the present.
-Importation might come later,
-</p>
-
-<div class="quote_o">
-“The mind’s Rialto hath its merchandise.”
-</div>
-
-<p>
-None of the family ever alluded to Lord Athlyne in the presence of her
-father. Each in her own way knew that he would not like the idea; and
-so the secret&mdash;it had by this very reticence grown to be a secret by
-now&mdash;was kept.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-On the voyage back to New York Joy’s interest in Lord Athlyne became
-revived by the surroundings. They had not been able to secure cabins
-in the <i>Cryptic</i>; and so had come by the Hamburg-American Line from
-Southampton. By this time Aunt Judy’s interest in the matter had begun
-to wane. To her it had been chiefly a jest, with just that spice of
-earnest which came from the effect which she supposed the episode
-would have on Joy’s life. As Joy did not ever allude to the matter she
-had almost ceased to remember it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was Joy’s duty&mdash;she thought of it as her privilege&mdash;to make her
-father’s morning cocktail which he always took before breakfast. One
-morning it was brought by Judy. Colonel Ogilvie thanking her asked why
-he had the privilege of her ministration. Unthinkingly she answered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh it’s all right. The Countess made it herself, but she asked me to
-take it to you as she is feeling the rolling of the ship and wants to
-keep in bed.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The who?” asked the Colonel his brows wrinkled in wonder. “What
-Countess? I did not know we had one on board.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lady Athlyne of course. Oh!” she had suddenly recollected herself. As
-she saw she was in for an explanation she faced the situation boldly
-and went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is the name you know, that we call Joy.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The name you call Joy&mdash;the Countess! Lady Athlyne! What on earth do
-you mean, Judy? I don’t understand.” In a laughing, offhand way, full
-of false merriment she tried to explain, her brother-in-law listening
-the while with increasing gravity. When she had done he said quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Is this one of your jokes, Judy; or did this Countess make two
-cocktails?” He stopped and then added: “Forgive me I should not have
-said that. But is it a joke, dear?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not a bit!” she answered spiritedly. “That is, this particular
-occasion is not a joke. It is the whole thing that is that.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A joke to take … Is there a real man of the name of the Earl of
-Athlyne?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I believe so,” she said this faintly; she had an idea of what was
-coming.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then Judith I should like some rational explanation of how you come
-to couple my daughter’s name in such a way with that of a strange man.
-It is not seemly to say the least of it. Does my daughter allow this
-to be done?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh Colonel, it is only a joke amongst ourselves. I hope you won’t
-make too much of it.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Too much of it! I couldn’t make enough of it! If the damned fellow
-was here I’d shoot him!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But, my God, the man doesn’t know anything about it; no more than you
-did a minute ago.” Miss Judith was really alarmed; she knew the
-Colonel. He waved his hand as though dismissing her from the argument:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Don’t worry yourself, my dear: this is a matter amongst men. We know
-how to deal with such things!” He said no more on the subject, but
-talked during breakfast as usual. When he rose to go on deck Judy
-followed him timidly. When they were away from the few already on deck
-she touched him on the arm.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Give me just a minute?” she entreated.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A score if you like, my dear!” he answered heartily as he led her to
-a seat in a sheltered corner behind the saloon skylight, and sat
-beside her. “What is it?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lucius you have always been very good to me. All these years that I
-have lived in your house as your very sister you never had a word for
-me that wasn’t kind …” He interrupted her, laying his hand on hers
-which was on the arm of her deck chair:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why else, my dear Judy! You and I have always been the best of
-friends. And my dear you have never brought anything but sunshine and
-sweetness into the house. Your merriment has kept care away from us
-whenever he tried to show his nose … Why my dear what is it? There!
-You mustn’t cry!” As he spoke he had taken out a folded silk
-pocket-handkerchief and was very tenderly wiping her eyes. Judy went
-on sobbing a little at moments:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I have always tried to make happiness, and I have never troubled you
-with asking favours, have I?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No need to ask, Judy. All I have is yours just as it is Sally’s or
-Joy’s.” Suddenly she smiled, her eyes still gleaming with recent
-tears:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am asking a favour now&mdash;by way of a change. Lucius on my
-<i>honour</i>&mdash;and I know no greater oath with you than that&mdash;this has been
-a perfectly harmless piece of fun. It arose from a remark of that nice
-Irish stewardess on the <i>Cryptic</i> that no one was good enough to marry
-Joy except one man: the young nobleman whom she had nursed. And she
-really came to believe that it would come off. She says she has some
-sort of foreknowledge of things.” The Colonel smiled:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Granted all this, my dear; what is it you want me to do?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“To do nothing!” she answered quickly. Then she went with some
-hesitation:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lucius you are so determined when you take up an idea, and I know you
-are not pleased with this little joke. You are mixing it up with
-honour&mdash;the honour that you fight about; and if you go on, it may
-cause pain to us all. We are only a pack of women, after all, and you
-mustn’t be hard on us.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Judy, my dear, I am never hard on a woman, am I?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No! Indeed you’re not,” she avowed heartily. “You’re the very
-incarnation of sweetness, and gentleness, and tenderness, and chivalry
-with them … But then you take it out of the men that cross you!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s as a gentleman should be, I take it” he said reflectively,
-unconsciously stroking his white moustache. Then he said briskly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now Judy seriously tell me what you wish me to do or not to do. I
-must have <i>some</i> kind of clue to your wishes, you know.” As she was
-silent for the moment he went on gravely. “I think I understand, my
-dear. Be quite content, I take it all for a joke and a joke between us
-it shall remain. But I must speak to Joy about it. There are some
-things which if used as subjects for jokes lead to misunderstandings.
-Be quite easy in your mind. You know I love my daughter too well to
-give her a moment’s pain that I can spare her. Thank you Judy for
-speaking to me. I might have misunderstood and gone perhaps too far.
-But you know how sensitive&mdash;‘touchy’ Joy calls it&mdash;about my name and
-my family I am; and I hope you will always bear that in mind. And
-besides my dear, there is the other gentleman to be considered. He
-too, may have a word to say. As he is a nobleman he ought to be
-additionally scrupulous about any misuse of his name; and of course I
-should have to resent any implication made by him against any member
-of my family!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good Lord!” said Judy to herself, as he stood up and left her with
-his usual courtly bow. “What a family to deal with. This poor little
-joke is as apt to end in bloodshed as not. The Colonel is on the
-war-path already; I can see that by his stateliness!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie thought over the matter for a whole day before he
-spoke to Joy; he was always very grave and serious regarding subjects
-involving honour and duty.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy knew that he had something on his mind from his abstraction, and
-rather kept out of his way. This was not on her own account for she
-had no idea that she was involved in the matter, but simply because it
-was her habit to sympathise with him and to think of and for him. She
-was just a little surprised when the next afternoon he said to her as
-they stood together at the back of the wheel-house over the screw, the
-quietest place on the ship for a talk:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy dear, I want you to listen to me a minute.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes, Daddy!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“About that joke you had on the <i>Cryptic</i>.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes, Daddy.” She was blushing furiously; she understood now.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My dear, I don’t object to your having any little harmless romance of
-that kind. I don’t suppose it would make any difference if I did. A
-young girl will have her dreaming quite independent of her old daddy.
-Isn’t it so, little girl?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I suppose so, dear Daddy, since you say it.” She nestled up close to
-him comfortably as she spoke: this was nicer talk than she expected.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But there is one thing that you must be careful about: There must be
-no names!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you mean, Daddy?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I gather that there has been a joke amongst some of you as to calling
-you the Countess or Lady Athlyne, or some of that kind of foolishness.
-My dear child, that is not right. You are not the Countess, nor Lady
-Athlyne, nor Lady anything. A name my dear when it is an honourable
-one is a very precious possession. A woman must cherish the name she
-does possess as a part of her honour.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am proud of my name, Father, very, very proud of it; and I always
-shall be!” She had drawn herself upright and had something of her
-father’s splendid personal pride. The very use of the word ‘Father’
-instead of ‘Daddy’ showed that she was conscious of formality.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Quite right, little girl. That is your name now; and will in a way
-always be. But you may marry you know; and then your husband’s name
-will be your name, and you will on your side be the guardian of his
-honour. We must never trifle with a name, dear. Those people who go
-under an alias are to my mind the worst of criminals.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Isn’t that rather strong, Daddy, when murder and burglary and theft
-and wife-beating and cheating at cards are about!” She felt that she
-was through the narrow place now and could go back to her raillery.
-But her father was quite grave. He walked up and down a few paces as
-though arranging his thoughts and words. When he spoke he did so
-carefully and deliberately:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not so, little girl. These, however bad they may be, are individual
-offences and are punished by law. But a false name&mdash;even in jest, my
-dear&mdash;is an offence against society generally, and hurts and offends
-every one. And in addition it is every one of the sins you have named;
-and all the others in the calendar as well.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How on earth do you make out that, Daddy?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Take them in order as you mentioned them. Murder, burglary, theft,
-wife-beating, cheating at cards! What is murder? Killing without
-justification! Does not one who approaches another in false guise kill
-something? The murderer takes the life; the other kills what is often
-more than life: self respect, belief in human nature, faith. One only
-kills the body; but the other kills the soul. Burglary and theft are
-the same offence differently expressed; theft is the meaner crime that
-is all. Well, disguise is the thief’s method. Sometimes he relies on
-absence of others, sometimes on darkness, sometimes on a mask,
-sometimes on the appearance or identity of some one else. But he never
-deals with the normal condition of things; pretence of some kind must
-always be his aid. The man, therefore, who relies on pretence, when he
-knows that the truth would be his undoing, is a thief.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy you argue as well as a Philadelphia lawyer!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I don’t believe much in lawyers!” said the old man dryly. “As to
-wife-beating!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’m afraid you’ve struck a snag there, Daddy! There isn’t much
-pretence about that crime, anyhow!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not at all, my dear. That comes within the category of murder. The
-man who descends to that abominable crime would kill the woman if he
-dared. He is a coward as well as a murderer, and should be killed like
-a mad dog!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Bravo! Daddy. I wish there was a man like you to deal with them in
-every county. But how about cheating at cards. <i>That’s</i> a poser, I
-think!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No trouble about that, Joy. It <i>is</i> cheating at cards.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you argue that out, Daddy?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Any game of cards is a game of honour. So many cards, so much skill
-in playing them according to the recognised rules of the game; and,
-over all, a general belief in the honour of all the players. I have
-seen a man shot across a handkerchief&mdash;in honourable duel, my
-dear&mdash;for hesitating markedly at poker when he stood pat on a ‘full
-house.’ That was pretence, and against the laws of honour; and he paid
-for it with his life.” Joy wrinkled her brows; “I see it’s quite
-wrong, father, but I don’t quite see how it fits into the argument,”
-she said.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is simple enough, daughter. As I say, it is a pretence. Don’t
-you see that after all a game of cards is a simple thing compared with
-the social life of which it is only an occasional episode. If a
-man,&mdash;or a woman either, Joy&mdash;misleads another it must be with some
-intention to deceive. And in that deception, and by means of it, there
-is some gain&mdash;something he or she desires and couldn’t otherwise get.
-Isn’t that plain enough!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right, Father; I quite see. I understand now what you mean. I did
-not ever look at things in quite that way. Thank you very much, dear,
-for warning me so kindly too. I’ll stop the joke, and not allow it to
-go on&mdash;so far as I can stop it.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you mean? Does anyone else know it?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I may have written to one or two girls at home, Daddy. You know girls
-are always fond of such foolishness.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Had you not better write to them and tell them not to mention it.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good Gracious! Why you dear, old goose of a Daddy it is evident you
-don’t know girls. That would be the very way to make things buzz. Oh
-no! we’ll simply drop it; and they’ll soon forget it. I may have to
-tell them something else, though, to draw them away from it.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Hm!” said her father. She looked at him with a sly archness:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I suppose, Daddy, it wouldn’t do to have it that an Italian Grand
-Duke proposed for me&mdash;to you of course!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Certainly not, Miss Impudence! I’m not to be drawn into any of your
-foolish girls’ chatter. There, run away and let me smoke in peace!”
-She turned away, but came back.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Am I forgiven, Daddy?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Forgiven! Lord bless the child, why there’s nothing to forgive. I
-only caution. I know well that my little girl is clear grit, straight
-through; and I trust her as I do myself. Why Joy, darling” he put his
-arm affectionately round her shoulder “you are my little girl! The
-only one I have or ever shall have; and so, God willing, you shall be
-to me to the end.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you dear, dear Daddy. And I pray so too. I shall always be your
-little girl to you and shall come to you to cheer you or to be
-comforted myself. Mother has of late taken to treating me like a
-grown-up which she always keeps firing off at me so that I don’t know
-whether I am myself or not. But whatever I am to anyone else, I never
-shall be anything to you but your ‘little girl!’”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-And that compact was sealed then and there with a kiss.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Nine months later whilst Colonel Ogilvie was in the library of his own
-house, “Air” in Airlville, Joy came in and closed the door carefully;
-she came close and whispered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Am I still your little girl, Daddy?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Always my dear! always!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then you don’t mind having a secret with me?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“<i>Mind</i> my dear! I love it. What is it you want to tell me?” She took
-a folded newspaper from her pocket and handed it to him, saying:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I came across this in the New York <i>Tribune</i>. Read it!” Colonel
-Ogilvie turned it over with a rueful look as he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The whole of it!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh Daddy, don’t be tiresome; of course not.” Her father’s face
-brightened:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then you read what you want me to know. Your eyes are better than
-mine!” Joy at once began to read:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“From our own Correspondent, Capetown. Some details of the lamentable
-occurrence at de Hooge’s Spruit which was heliographed from the front
-yesterday have now come to hand. It appears that a battery of field
-artillery was ordered to proceed from Bloomgroot to Neswick escorted
-by a Squadron of mixed troops taken from the Scottish Horse and the
-Mounted Yeoman. When they had begun to cross the river, which here
-runs so rapidly that great care has to be observed lest the horses
-should be swept away, a terrific fusillade from an entrenched force of
-overwhelming numbers was opened on them. Colonel Seawright who
-commanded ordered a retreat until the disposition of the enemy could
-be ascertained. But before the manœuvre could be effected the British
-force was half wiped out. Accurate fire had been concentrated on the
-artillery horses, and as the guns were all on the river bank ready for
-the crossing it was impossible to rescue them. Gallant efforts were
-made by the gunners and the cavalry escort, but in the face of the
-hail of bullets the only result was a terrible addition to the list of
-killed and wounded. Seeing that the ground was partly clear, a number
-of Boers crept out of cover and tried to reach the guns. At this our
-troops made another gallant effort and the Boers disappeared. Still it
-was almost hopeless to try to save the guns. One only of the battery
-was saved and this by as gallant an effort on the part of one young
-officer as has been as yet recorded in the war. Captain Lord Athlyne”
-Here Joy looked up for an instant and saw a frown suddenly darken her
-father’s brow&mdash;“who was tentatively in command of a yeomanry troop
-took a great coil of rope one end of which was held by some of his
-men. When he was ready he rode for the guns at a racing pace, loosing
-the rope as he went. It was a miracle that he came through the
-terrific fire aimed at him by the Boer sharp-shooters. Having gained
-the last gun, behind which there was a momentary shelter, he attached
-the end of the rope. Then mounting again he swept like a hurricane
-across the zone of fire. There was a wild cheer from the British, and
-a number of horsemen began to ride out whilst the firing ran along the
-front of the waiting line. But the instant the rope was attached the
-men began to pull and the gun actually raced along the open space. In
-the middle of his ride home the gallant Irishman’s cap was knocked off
-by a bullet. He reined up his charger, dismounted and picked up the
-cap <i>and dusted it</i> with his handkerchief before again mounting.
-Despite their wounds and the chagrin of defeat the whole force cheered
-him as he swept into the lines.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy I call that something like a man! Don’t you?” Her colour was
-high and her eyes were blazing. She looked happy when her father
-echoed her enthusiasm:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I do! daughter. That was the action of a gallant gentleman!” There
-was a silence of perhaps half a minute. Then Colonel Ogilvie spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But why, my dear, did you tell this to <i>me</i>?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I had to tell some one, Daddy. It is too splendid to enjoy all one’s
-self; and I was afraid if I told Mother she might not
-understand&mdash;she’s only a woman you know, and might put a wrong
-construction on my telling her, and so worry herself about me. And I
-didn’t dare to tell Aunt Judy, for she’s so chock full of romance that
-she would have simply gone crazy and chaffed me out of all reason.
-There is no holding back Aunt Judy when she is chasing after a
-romance! And besides, Daddy dear” here she took his arm and looked up
-in his face “I wanted you to know that Lord Athlyne is a gentleman.”
-Her father frowned:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why should I know&mdash;or care?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not on your own part Daddy&mdash;but&mdash;but only because I want you to. It
-is hard to explain, but I think you took a prejudice against him from
-the first; and you see it makes it less awkward to be coupled with a
-man’s name, when the name and the man are good ones.” The Colonel’s
-frown was this time one of puzzlement.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’m afraid I don’t understand. You never saw the man. Why should you
-dislike less to be coupled with him because he did a brave thing?
-Besides, the whole thing is mere nonsense.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course it is, Daddy. All nonsense. But it is better to be good
-nonsense than bad nonsense!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Look here daughter&mdash;my little girl&mdash;I’m afraid you have got or may
-get too fond of thinking of that fellow. Take care!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, that’s all right, Daddy. He is only an abstraction to me. But
-somehow he interests me. Don’t you be worrying about me. I promise you
-solemnly that I will tell you everything I hear about him. Then you
-can gauge my feelings, and keep tab of my folly.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right; little girl! There can’t be anything very dangerous when
-you tell your father all about it.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was three months before Joy mentioned the name of Lord Athlyne
-again to her father. One morning she came to him as he sat smoking in
-the garden at Air. Her eyes were glistening, and she walked slowly and
-dejectedly. In her hand she held a copy of the New York <i>Tribune</i>. She
-held it out, pointing with her finger to a passage.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Read it for me, little girl!” In answer she said with a break in her
-voice:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You read it, Daddy. Don’t make me. It hurts me; and I should only
-break down. It is only a dream I know; but it is a sad dream and is
-over all too soon!” Colonel Ogilvie read the passage which was an
-account of the fighting at Durk River in which numbers of the British
-were carried away by the rapid stream, the hale and those wounded by
-the terrible fire of the Boers alike. The list of the missing was
-headed by a name he knew.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Major the Earl of Athlyne, of the Irish Hussars.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The old gentleman rose up as stiff as at the salute and raised his hat
-reverently as he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A very gallant gentleman. My heart is with you, my little girl! A
-dream it may have been; but a sad ending to any dream!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-A week after Joy sought her father again, in the garden. This time her
-step was buoyant, her face radiant, and her eyes bright. The moment
-her father saw he felt that it had something to do with what he called
-in his own mind “that infernal fellow.” When she was close to him she
-said in a low voice that thrilled:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“He is not dead, Daddy! He was wounded and carried down the river and
-was captured by the Boers and taken up to Pretoria. They have put him
-in the Birdcage. Beasts! It’s all here in the <i>Tribune</i>.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie was distinctly annoyed. When he could look on Lord
-Athlyne as dead he could admire his bravery, and even tolerate the
-existence that had been. But this chopping and changing&mdash;this being
-dead and coming to life again&mdash;was disturbing. What sort of fellow was
-he that couldn’t make up his mind on any subject? Couldn’t he remain
-dead like a gentleman? He had died like one; wasn’t that enough! Joy
-saw that he was not pleased. She was too glad for the moment to take
-her father’s attitude to heart; but every instinct in her told her not
-to remain. So she laid the paper on his knee and said quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’ll leave it with you, Daddy. You can read it yourself; it’s worth
-reading. You are glad, I know, because your little girl is glad that
-there is one more brave man in the world.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Just as she was going her father called her back. When she was close
-he said in a kindly manner but with great gravity:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No more mentioning names now, little girl!” She put her finger to her
-lip as registering a vow of secrecy. Then she blew a kiss at him and
-tripped away.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch04">
-CHAPTER IV.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">THE BIRD-CAGE</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">The</span> “Bird-cage” at Pretoria was the enclosure wherein the captured
-British officers were imprisoned during the second quarter of the year
-1900. Here at the beginning of May two men were talking quietly as
-they lay on the bare ground in the centre of the compound. The
-Bird-cage was no home of luxury; but the men who had perforce to live
-in it tried to make the best of things, and grumbling was tacitly
-discountenanced. These two had become particular chums. For more than
-a month they had talked over everything which seemed of interest. At
-first of course it was the war and all connected with it which
-interested them most. They were full of hope; for though six months of
-constant reverses were behind them they could not doubt that Time and
-General Roberts would prevail. These two items of expected success
-were in addition to the British Army generally and the British
-soldier’s belief in it. When every battle or engagement which either
-of them had been in had been fought over again, and when their
-knowledge of other engagements and skirmishes had come to an end they
-fell back on sport. This subject held out for some time. The memories
-of both were copious of pleasant days and interesting episodes; and
-hopes ran high of repetitions and variations when the war should be
-over and the Boers reduced to that acquiescence in British methods and
-that loyalty to the British flag which British pride now demanded.
-Then “woman” had its turn, and every flirtation with the bounds of
-memory was recalled, without names or identification marks.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then, when they knew each other better, they talked of the future in
-this respect. Young men, whatever exceptions these may be, are very
-sentimental. They are at once imaginative and reticent. Unlike girls
-their bashfulness is internal. The opening of their hearts, even in a
-measure, to each other in this respect was the crowning of their
-confidence. At this time they were occasionally getting letters. These
-had of course gone through the hands of the censor and their virginity
-thus destroyed; but the craving of all the prisoners for news of any
-kind, from home or elsewhere, was such that every letter received
-became in a measure common property. Even from intimate letters from
-their own womenkind parts were read out that had any colourable
-bearing on public matters. A few days before one of the men had a
-letter from his wife who was in Capetown; a letter which though it was
-nothing but a letter of affection from a loving wife, was before the
-day was over read by every man in the place. It had puzzled the
-husband at first, for though it was in his wife’s writing the manner
-of it was not hers. It was much more carefully written than was her
-wont. Then it dawned on him that it had a meaning. He thought over it,
-till in a flash he saw it all. It was written by her, but she had
-copied it for some one else and signed it. The passage of the letter
-that now most interested him read:
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p>
-“I do so long to see you, my darling, that if I do not see you before,
-I am going to ask to be allowed to come up to Pretoria and see you
-there if I may, if it is only a glimpse through that horrid barbed
-wire netting that we hear of. You remember my birthday is on Waterloo
-day; and I am promising myself, as my birthday treat, a glimpse of the
-face of my dear husband.”
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-It did not do to assemble together, for the eyes of the jailors were
-sharp and an organized meeting of the prisoners was suspicious and
-meant the tightening of bonds. So one by one he talked with his
-fellows, telling them what he thought and always imploring them to
-maintain the appearance of listless indifference which they had
-amongst themselves decided was the attitude best calculated to avert
-suspicion. Some did not at first understand the cryptic meaning; but
-the general belief was that it was a warning that the capture of
-Pretoria was expected not later than the fifteenth of June. This
-created enormous hopes. Thenceforth all the talk in private was as to
-what each would do when the relief came.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-To-day the conversation was mainly about Athlyne’s affairs. He had
-been unfolding plans to his friend Captain Vachell of the Yeomanry and
-the latter asked him suddenly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“By the way, Athlyne, are you married.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What!&mdash;Me married! Lord bless you man, no! Why do you ask?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I gathered so from what you have been saying just now. Don’t be
-offended at my asking; but I have a special purpose.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’m not a bit offended; why should I be? Why do you ask me?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s what I want to tell you. But old chap this is a delicate
-subject and I want to clear the ground first. It is wiser.” Athlyne
-sat up:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Look here, Vachell, this is getting interesting. Clear away!” The
-other hesitated and then said suddenly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You never went through a ceremony of marriage, or what professed to
-be one, with anyone I suppose? I really do ask pardon for this.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Honestly, Vachell, I’m not that sort of man. I have lots of sins on
-me; more than my fair share perhaps. But whatever I have done has been
-above board.” The other went on with dogged persistence:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You will understand when I explain why I ask; but this is your
-matter, not mine, and I want to avoid making matters still more
-complicated. That is of course if there should be any complication
-that you may have overlooked or forgotten.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good God! man, a marriage is not a thing a man could overlook or
-forget.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh that’s all right with a real marriage; or even with a mock
-marriage if a man didn’t make a practice of it. But there might be
-some woman, with whom one had some kind of intrigue or irregular
-union, who might take advantage of it to place herself in better
-position. Such things have been you know, old chap!” he added
-sententiously. Athlyne laughed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Far be it from me to say what a woman might or might not do if she
-took it into her pretty head; but I don’t think there’s any woman who
-would, or who would ever think she had the right to, do that with me.
-There are women, lots of them I am afraid, who answer the bill on the
-irregular union or intrigue side; but I should certainly be astonished
-if any of them ever set out to claim a right. Now I have made a clean
-breast of it. Won’t you tell me what all this is about?” The other
-looked at him steadily, as though to see how he took it, as he
-answered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There is, I am told, a woman in New York who is passing herself off
-as your wife!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne sprang to his feet and cried out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s what I took it to mean! By the way&mdash;” this was said as if it
-was a sudden idea “I take it that your mother is not alive. I had it
-in my mind that she died shortly after you were born?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Unhappily that is so!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There is no dowager Countess?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not for more than thirty years. Why?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The letter says ‘Countess of Athlyne.’ I took it to be your wife.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Let me see the letter.” He held out his hand. Vachell took from his
-pocket&mdash;the only private storage a man had in the Bird-cage&mdash;an
-envelope which he handed to his comrade, who took from it a torn
-fragment of a letter. He read it then turned it over. As he did so his
-eyes lit up; he had seen his own name. He read it over several times,
-then he looked up:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Have you read it?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes. I was told to do so.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right! Then we can discuss it together.” He read it out loud:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“So Athlyne is married. At least I take it so, for there is a woman in
-New York, I am told, who calls herself the Countess of Athlyne. I know
-nothing of her only this: a casual remark made in a gossipy letter.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now tell me, Vachell, can you throw any light on this?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not on the subject but only on the way it has come to you. I had
-better tell you all I know from the beginning.” Athlyne nodded, he
-went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Whilst we were in the trenches at Volks Spruit waiting for the attack
-to sound, Meldon and I were together&mdash;you remember Meldon of the
-Connaught Fusiliers?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well! We often hunted together.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“He asked me that if anything should happen to him I would look over
-his things and send them home, and so forth. I promised, but I asked
-him why he so cast down about the fight that was coming; was it a
-presentiment or anything of that kind. ‘Not a bit,’ he said, ‘it’s not
-spiritualism but logic! You see it’s about my turn next. All our lot
-have been wiped out, going up the line in sequence. Rawson, my junior,
-was last; and now I come on. And there is a message I want you to
-carry on in case I’m done for. You will find among my papers an
-envelope directed to Lord Athlyne. It has only a scrap of paper in it
-so I had better explain. The last time I saw Ebbfleet of the
-Guards&mdash;in Hospital just before he died&mdash;he asked me to take the
-message. ‘You know Athlyne’ he said ‘I got a letter saying a woman in
-New York was calling herself his wife, and as I know he is not married
-I think it only right that he should know of this. It will put him on
-his guard.’ Well you know poor Meldon went under at Sandaal; and so I
-took over the message. When you and I met up here I thought we were in
-for a long spell and as we couldn’t do anything I came to the
-conclusion that there was no use giving you one more unpleasant thing
-to think of and grind your teeth over. But now that we know Bobs and
-Kitchener are coming up before long I want to hand over to you. It is
-evident that they expect us to be ready to help the force from within
-when they come, or else they wouldn’t run the chance of telling us.
-Four thousand men, even without arms, are not to be despised in a
-scrimmage. If the wily Boer tumbles to it they will take us up the
-mountains in several sections, and I may not have another chance.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is all you know of the matter I take it?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Absolutely! Of course should I hear anything more I shall at once let
-you know. Though frankly I don’t see how that can be; both men who
-sent the message are dead. I haven’t the faintest idea of who sent the
-original report. Of course, old chap, I am mum on the subject unless
-you ever tell me to speak.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thanks, old man. I fancy there won’t be much time for looking after
-private affairs for a good spell to come after we have shifted our
-quarters. There will be a devil of a lot of clearing up when the house
-changes hands and continues to ‘run under new management,’ as Bung
-says.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-All that had been spoken of came off as arranged by the various
-parties. On the fifth of June Roberts took Pretoria in his victorious
-march. Mafeking and Ladysmith had been relieved, and Johannesberg had
-fallen. Now, Kruger and the remainder of his forces were hurrying into
-the Lydenburg mountains to make what stand they could; and not the
-least keen of their foes were those who had been their guests in the
-Bird-cage. Athlyne rejoined his regiment and was under Buller’s
-command till the routed army escaped into Portuguese territory. Then
-he was sent by Kitchener along the ranges of block houses whose
-segregations slowly brought the war to an end.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When his turn came for going home three years had elapsed. London and
-his club claimed him for his spells of his short leave, for there was
-still much work to be done with his regiment. When he began to tire of
-the long round of work and distractions he commenced to think
-seriously of a visit to America.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-His experience of the war had sobered him down. He was now thirty-two
-years of age, the time when most men, who have not arrived there
-already, think seriously of settling down to matrimony. In other
-respects he wanted to be free. He was tired of obeying orders; even of
-giving them. The war was over and Britain was at peace with the world.
-Had there been still fighting going on anywhere such thought would not
-have occurred to him; he would still have wanted to be in the thick of
-it. But the long months of waiting and inactivity, the endless
-routine, the impossibility of doing anything which would have an
-immediate effect; all these things had worn out much of his patience,
-and stirred the natural restlessness of his disposition. At home there
-seemed no prospect of following soldiering in the way he wished: some
-form in which excitement had a part. Indeed the whole scheme of War
-and Army seemed to be shaping themselves on lines unfamiliar to him.
-The idea of the old devil-may-care life which had first attracted him
-and of which he had had a taste did not any longer exist, or, if it
-existed it was not for him. Outside actual fighting the life of a
-soldier was not now to consist of a series of seasonable amusements.
-And even if it did the very routine of amusements not only did not
-satisfy him, but became irksome. What, after all, he thought, was to a
-grown man a life of games in succession. Polo and cricket, fishing,
-shooting, hunting in due course; racquets and tennis, yachting and
-racing were all very well individually. But they did not seem to lead
-anywhere.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In fact such pastimes now seemed inadequate to a man who had been
-actively taking a part in the biggest game of them all, war!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When once the idea had come to him it never left him. Each new
-disappointment, the unfulfilled expectation of interest, drove it
-further and further home. There was everywhere a lack of his old
-companions; always a crowd of new faces. The girls he had known and
-liked because they were likable, had got married within the few years
-of his absence. The matrons had made fresh companionships which held
-possession. Bridge had arisen as a new society fetish which drew to
-itself the interests and time of all. A new order of “South African
-Millionaires” had arisen who by their wealth and extravagance had set
-at defiance the old order of social caste, and largely changed the
-whole scheme of existing values.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When he fled away from London he found something of the same changes
-elsewhere. In the stir of war, and even in the long weariness of
-waiting which followed it, the whirling along of the great world was,
-if not forgotten, unthought of. The daily work and the daily interest
-were so personal and so absorbing that abstract thinking was not.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the country, of course, the changes were less, but they were more
-marked. The few years had their full tally of loss; of death, and
-decay. The eyes that saw them were so far fresh eyes, that unchecked
-memory had not a perpetual ease of comparison.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-For a while he tried hard to find a fresh interest in his work. But
-here again was change with which he could feel neither sympathy nor
-toleration. Great schemes of reform were on foot; schemes of
-organization, of recruiting, of training. The ranks in the Service, of
-which he had experience, were becoming more mechanical than ever. Had
-he by this time acquired higher rank in the army it is possible that
-he would have entered with ardour into the new conditions. He was
-fitted for such; young, and energetic, and daring. Those in the
-Cabinet or in the Army Council have material for exercising broader
-views of the machinery of war, and to the eyes of such many things
-which looked at in detail seem wrong or foolish stand out in their
-true national importance.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-His dissatisfaction with the army changes was the last straw. He took
-it into his head that in future the army had no place for him. The
-idea multiplied day by day with an ever-increasing exasperation. At
-last his mind was definitely made up. He sent in his papers; and in
-due time retired.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It is generally the way with human beings that they expect some
-radical change in themselves and their surroundings to follow close on
-some voluntary act. They cannot understand, at once at all events,
-that the “eternal verities” are eternal. “I may die but the grass will
-grow” says Tennyson in one of his songs. And this is the whole story
-in epitome. After all, what is one life, howsoever perfect or noble it
-may be, in the great moving world of fact. The great Globe floats in a
-sea of logic which encompasses it about everywhere. What is ordained
-is ordained to an end, and no puny hopes or fears or wishes of an
-individual can sway or change its course. Conclusions follow premises,
-results follow causes. We rebel against facts and conditions because
-they are facts and conditions. Then for some new whim or purpose
-entirely our own we take a new step&mdash;forward or backward it matters
-not&mdash;and lo! we expect the whole world with its million years of slow
-working up to that particular moment to change too.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This belief that things <i>must</i> change in accordance with our desires
-has its base deep down in our nature. At the lowest depth it is
-founded on Vanity. We are so important to ourselves that we cannot but
-think that that importance is sustained through all creation.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-For a little while Lord Athlyne tried to persuade himself that now, at
-last, he was enjoying freedom. No more parades or early hours; no more
-orderly rooms or mess dinners, or duties at functions; no more of the
-bald, stale conventionalities of an occupation which had lost its
-charm. He expected each day to be now joyous with the realization of
-ancient hopes.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But the expectations were not realized. The days seemed longer than
-ever, and he actually yearned for something to fill up his time.
-Naturally his thoughts turned, as in the case of sportsmen they ever
-do, on big game. The idea took him and he began to plan out in his
-mind where he would go. Africa for lions? No! no! He had had enough of
-Africa to last him for some time. India for tigers; the Rockies for
-bear?
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Happy thought. Bear would just suit. He could put in two things: look
-up that woman in New York who claimed to be his wife and silence her.
-He wouldn’t like such an idea to go abroad in case he should ever
-marry. Then he would go on to the Rockies or Colorado and have a turn
-at the grizzlies.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He went straightway into the reading room of the club he was in and
-began to study Bradshaw.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At last he had found a new interest in life. For a week he devoted
-himself to the work in hand, until his whole sporting outfit was
-prepared. Then he began to think of the other quest; and the more he
-thought of it the more it puzzled him.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch05">
-CHAPTER V.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">AN ADVENTURE</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">With</span> regard to his quest after his alleged wife the first conclusion
-Lord Athlyne came to was that he must go incognito&mdash;“under an alias”
-he expressed it to himself. Otherwise he would give warning of his
-presence, and that was the very thing which he wished to avoid. The
-woman must be an unscrupulous one or she would not have entered on
-such a scheme of fraud; and she would naturally be quick to protect
-herself by concealment or flight. An ordinary individual would have
-left such an investigation to his solicitors who would have procured
-the services of local detectives. But then Athlyne was not an ordinary
-individual. He liked to do things for himself in most matters which
-interested him; and in this case there was so distinctly a personal
-bearing that he would not have been satisfied to leave it to any one
-else.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When, however, he began to work out details of his alias he found that
-he had landed in a perfect hornet’s nest of difficulties. The mere
-matter of clothing and luggage was, he found, almost enough to turn
-his hair prematurely grey. What was the use of taking a false name
-when his true one was engraved on the brass plates of his portmanteaux
-and bags so that every porter would know everything about him within
-five minutes of his arrival; the chambermaid and laundress would see
-the marking of his linen. He very soon found that he would have to set
-about this branch of his effort very systematically if he did not want
-to give himself away hopelessly even before he started. He had already
-come to the conclusion that he must not take a valet with him. It
-would be quite enough to support an alias amongst his equals, whose
-habits and breeding had at least a certain amount of reticence,
-without running the risk of the world of servants who were much more
-inquisitive than their employers and much more skilled in matters of
-suspicion and detection.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-First he had to decide on the name, and to get familiar with it in all
-sorts of ways; speaking, writing, and hearing it spoken. The latter he
-could only effect by hearing his own voice; he was conscious that he
-must, for some time at all events, be open to the danger of a
-surprise. He shrank in a certain way from using a name not his own; so
-he salved his conscience by selecting two of the simplest of his many
-names. Thus he became for his own purposes Richard Hardy. He fixed his
-domicile as “Sands End,” a small place in the middle of Wiltshire
-which he had inherited from his mother. It was too small to be
-included in his ‘list of seats’ in Debrett, and thus answered his
-purpose. Then he got quite fresh store of linen from a new shop and
-had it marked ‘R. Hardy’ or ‘R. H.’ He bought new trunks and kit of
-all kinds. He had them marked with the same letters, and sent to a
-lodging which he had taken for the purpose under his new name. He had
-cards printed and got plain notepaper as he had to avoid a crest. Then
-he found that all his sporting things, which had already been packed,
-had to be unpacked and overhauled lest the real name should remain
-anywhere. When all this was done, and it took weeks to complete, he
-began to feel an unmitigated fraud and a thorough scoundrel. To a man
-who takes honour to be a part of a gentleman’s equipment any form of
-dissimulation must always be obnoxious.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-One person alone he took into his confidence: his solicitor. It was
-necessary that he should have a bank account opened in New York. Also
-that in case of any unforeseen accident it would be at least advisable
-to be able to explain his actions. When the solicitor remonstrated he
-explained his purpose and made a special request that he should not be
-subjected to any opposition. “I go to protect myself” he said. The
-other shrugged his shoulders and remained silent. He arranged before
-he terminated the interview that his letters should be sent to him
-under cover to his new name at his bankers in New York. In due time an
-account for a large sum was opened there. Then, when all was as
-complete as he could think of, he took a cabin in one of the French
-boats as he thought that in a foreign ship he would run less risk of
-running up against some acquaintance than would be likely on a British
-or American vessel.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He had hardly got clear of land when he began to realize in what a
-false position he had placed himself. He felt that any
-acquaintanceship which he could make might possibly lead to some
-imbroglio. To those who took him in good faith and made friends he
-must either reveal his purpose or accept a false position from which
-he might never be able to extricate himself. As the former was
-impossible, without creating a suspicion which would destroy his
-purpose, he had to take chance for the latter. The result was that had
-to be aloof and unresponsive to any of the proffered friendlinesses of
-the voyage; and seeing this the other passengers did not press
-friendliness on him or even repeat their overtures. He felt this
-acutely, for he had been always in the habit of making friends. Such
-is one of the delights of travel, as all know who have been about the
-world. Those who once “rub shoulders” in a casual way often make
-acquaintanceships which ripen into friendship and are life-long.
-Perhaps this is from the fact that in such cases each is taken from
-the first on his personal merits. There being no foreknowledge there
-cannot be any premeditation of purpose of gain of any kind. Like meets
-like, recognises natural kinship; and union is the result.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When after a somewhat tedious and uneventful voyage he landed in New
-York he was altogether in a disappointed and a discontented frame of
-mind. The acute cause of this was the filling up of the immigration
-paper which is so exhaustive as to details as to become inquisitorial.
-The answering of each question seemed to him like telling a lie&mdash;as
-indeed it was. As, however, he had nothing to declare and was without
-obvious objection he had no trouble. The only effect from the Customs
-examination that he noticed on himself was that when he drove out of
-the gates he felt somewhat as he had done when he passed from the
-prison pen at Pretoria into the cheering ranks of the victorious
-British army. He was lucky enough to escape from the ranks of the
-journalists who make copy out of any stranger of distinction who
-lands. His name was not sufficiently striking to even attract
-attention. He took quiet rooms high up in the “Manhattan,” and for two
-days kept his own company.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The third day he went out. He walked through street after street; took
-trolley-cars now and again; went “up town” and “down town” on the
-road. Crossed the ferries to New Jersey and Long Island. Lunched at
-Martin’s and dined at Delmonico’s; and returned to his hotel without
-having made so far as he knew a step towards discovery. The only thing
-which he brought back was a slight knowledge of local geography. He
-had seen something of New York&mdash;from the streets; but except to ask
-his way from policemen or for food from foreign waiters he had not
-spoken to anybody.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The next few days he spent in walking about the streets. In summing up
-this afternoon he came to the conclusion that there was, for him,
-nothing so bad in Pretoria. All the time he felt with increasing force
-that he was a fraud, and constantly found himself evolving schemes as
-to how he could shed his incognito. The question of clubs alone made
-him unhappy. He had always been a clubbable man; in London he belonged
-to a number of the best. Whenever he had been in any city where there
-was a club its doors had always through the forethought of some friend
-been thrown open to him. Here was a city so full of those masculine
-refuges that it might be called the “City of Clubs.” In every
-fashionable street was at least one, palatial places where men who
-were of the great circle met their friends. And yet he felt like the
-Peri outside the gates of Paradise. The feeling grew on him that he
-could not enter any one of them, even if he got the chance. How could
-he explain to men that he was not what he seemed&mdash;what he professed to
-be. Club-land is in some ways to men holy ground. Here they can afford
-to be natural&mdash;to be true. Except the club laws, written or unwritten,
-there is no conventional demand. As a man who had grown old knowing
-little of any other life put it; “In a club you can afford not to
-lie.” (It is to be presumed, by the way, that the speaker did not take
-a part in the conversations regarding episodes of fishing or <i>bonnes
-fortunes</i>!)
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He could not see any way in which he could even <i>begin</i> to make his
-inquiry; or he could get honestly within any house he had seen. He
-became sorry he had ever thought of making the inquiry himself&mdash;that
-he had ever come at all. Dimly at the back of his thoughts was an
-intention to go back to London, resume his proper name, and then
-perhaps return in an upright way&mdash;as a gentleman should. Still he was
-a masterful man and did not like giving up… He thought a ride would
-do him good; it would clear his mind and freshen him up. A horseman is
-never lonely so long as he has a horse.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He asked the hotel clerk where he would get one. The man gave him
-several addresses. Then he added:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“By the way do you want to buy or only to hire?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Either. I should buy if I could get something exceptionally good.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then take my advice. Go up to Seventh Avenue right at the top near
-the Park. There is an auction there this morning of fine horses. You
-will I daresay get what you want; but you will doubtless have to pay
-for it.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I don’t mind that!” he smiled as he spoke; he did not remember that
-he had smiled since he left London. The very prospect of a horse
-brightened him up.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Before going to the Auction he called at the bank and drew out a
-handsome sum. In horse buying ready money is often a matter of
-importance.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At the Horse Exchange there was a good show, some of the horses being
-of real excellence. Prices ran high for these, and competition was
-spirited. But he got what he wanted: a big “Blue Grass” thoroughbred
-well up to his weight. His warranty was complete. The Auctioneer at
-his request brought to him presently a livery man on whom he might, he
-said, depend; and with him he arranged for the proper keeping of the
-horse.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-For a few days Athlyne was really happy. His horse was as good as it
-looked, and had evidently been trained by some one who understood him.
-His mouth was as fine as possible and he realized an inflexion of the
-voice. Lord Athlyne rode well, and he knew it; and the horse knew it
-too from the first moment when his hand touched the bridle. After the
-first ride up the Riverside Drive the two became understanding
-friends.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The effect of the exercise on Lord Athlyne was to do away with his
-intention of trying to discover the identity of the offending lady. He
-would start soon for the Rockies and get after the grizzlies. Or
-better still he would go home, shake off his alias, and return&mdash;a free
-man.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-On the Sunday afternoon he went for a ride in the direction he liked
-best, up the Riverside Drive. He went quietly till he got near the
-University where there was a long stretch of proper riding ground.
-There he let the black horse go, and the noble beast went along at a
-splendid pace. It was still a little early, and though there were a
-good many pedestrians there were but few persons in carriages or
-“horsebacking” and so the “ride” was fairly free. Horse and man were a
-noble pair. The one jet black, full of fire and mettle, every movement
-charged with power and grace; the other tall and slim, hard as nails
-with his long spell of South African soldiering, sitting like a
-centaur. Man and horse together moved as one. All eyes were turned on
-them as they swept by, with admiring glances from both women and men,
-each in their respective ways. Two park policemen, a sergeant and a
-roundsman, both finely mounted, were jogging quietly along. As the
-black horse came dashing up the roundsman said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Shall I stop him, sergeant?” The other looked on admiringly and
-answered quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Guess not! ’Twould be a burnin’ shame to stop them two. An there
-won’t be any need neyther, <i>they</i> know what they’re doin, Halloran.
-They ain’t goin’ to ride down nobody. Did ye iver see a finer seat.
-I’d bet that’s an English cavalry man. Look at the spring of him. Be
-the Lord I’d like to be in his shoes this minute!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Amongst the few riders Athlyne passed on his course were an old man
-and a young woman. The man tall with a big white moustache, a haughty
-bearing, and steely eyes under shaggy white brows. The girl tall and
-slim and graceful with black hair and big gray eyes. Both were fairly
-well mounted, but the girl’s mare was restive and shying at anything.
-As the black horse came thundering along she had to use considerable
-skill and force to keep her from bolting. Athlyne had just time for a
-passing glance as he swept by; but in that instant the face and figure
-became photographed on his memory. The girl turned and looked after
-him; she was in the receptive period of her young womanhood when every
-man has a charm, and when such a noble figure as was now presented is
-a power. With a sigh she turned and said to her companion:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is the horse that we saw sold at the Horse Exchange. I was
-jealous of whoever bought it then. I’m not now; a man who can ride
-like that deserves him. Daddy, don’t you think he is something like
-what a man ought to be? I do!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You’re right, little girl! But you’d better not say things like that
-to any one else but me; they mightn’t understand!” Joy made no answer
-but she smiled to herself. During the hour or two that followed she
-chatted happily with her father. They had occasional canters and
-gallops until the road got too crowded when they went along more
-sedately. Whenever her father suggested turning homeward she always
-pleaded for one more turn:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Just one more, Daddy. It is so delightful here; and the river is so
-lovely.” Of course she had her way. The old man found more true
-happiness in pleasing her than in any other way. In her heart, though
-she did not tell her father for she felt that even he mightn’t
-understand, she had a wish that the man on the black horse would
-return the same way. She had a feeling that he would.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-After his gallop Athlyne went quietly along the road past Grant’s Tomb
-and followed the course of the Drive. Here the road descended,
-circling round the elevation on which the Tomb is erected. Below it is
-the valley of some old watercourse into the Hudson. This valley has
-been bridged by a viaduct over which the Drive continues its course up
-the side of the river for many miles. To-day however, it was necessary
-to make a detour, descend the steep on the hither side of the valley
-and rise up the other side. Some settlement had affected the base of
-the up-river end of the bridge and it had given way. The rock on which
-New York is based is of a very soft nature, and rots slowly away, so
-that now and again a whole front of a house will slide down a slope,
-the underlying rock having perished. Not long before, this had
-actually happened to a group of houses in Park Row. Now the bridge had
-fallen away; the road ended abruptly, and below lay a great shapeless
-mass of twisted metal and stone. The near end of the viaduct was
-barred off with wooden rails, and in the centre was a great board with
-a warning that the thoroughfare was closed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne rode up as far as the Up-Town Club, sat for awhile amongst the
-trees on the river bank and thought of many things. Amongst these of
-the girl with the gray eyes who looked so admiringly at his horse&mdash;or
-himself. Perhaps he accepted the latter alternative, for as his
-thoughts ran he smiled and stroked his big moustache.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When he rode towards town again he kept a sharp look out,
-unconsciously slackening speed when any old man and young woman riding
-together came in sight. He had ascended the eastern side of the
-valley, over which lay the broken viaduct, and commenced to traverse
-the curved slope leading up to Grant’s Tomb when he heard a sudden
-shouting on the road in front and saw a rush of people to both sides
-and up the steps to the Tomb. An instant after a mounted constable
-appeared urging his horse to a gallop as he cried out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Clear the road! Clear the road! It’s a run-a-way!” Instinctively
-Athlyne drew to the roadside, a double purpose in his mind; to keep
-the way clear as directed, and to be able to render assistance if
-possible. The noise and cries drew closer and there was on the hard
-road a thunder of many hoof strokes. Then round the curve swept a
-brown mare dashing madly in a frenzied gallop&mdash;the neck stretched out
-and the eyes flaming. The woman who rode her, a tall girl with black
-hair and great gray eyes, sat easily, holding her reins so as to be
-able to use them when the time should come. She was in full possession
-of herself. She did not look frightened, though her face was very
-pale. Behind her but a little way off came two mounted policemen and
-the old man with the big white moustache. Other men variously mounted
-came hurrying in the background; beyond them a whole long series of
-horse vehicles and motor cars.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As he saw her Athlyne’s heart leaped. This was the girl whose face had
-attracted him; his time had come quicker than he had dared to hope. He
-shook his reins and started his horse, spurring him with his heels as
-he did so. If he was to be of service he should be able to keep at
-least equal pace; and that would require a quick start, for the
-runaway was going at a great pace.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-And then a great fear fell on him, not for himself but for the girl.
-He knew what perhaps she did not, that the viaduct was broken, and
-that her course lay down the steep roadway to the bottom of the little
-valley. He rode in earnest now; the sloping curved road was so short
-that if he was to stop the mare the effort should be made at once. He
-rode close by her, his powerful horse keeping pace almost without an
-effort, and said quietly to the girl:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Try to hold her in if ever so little, there is a steep road which you
-must go down. The viaduct is broken and the road barred.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I can’t,” she said “she has the bit and I am powerless.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He struck his heels sharply and the black horse bounded forward. The
-girl saw the movement and understood:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Take care” she said quickly. “One policeman tried that and was thrown
-over, he may be killed.” As she spoke, the words died on her lips;
-they had rounded the curve and the danger ahead lay open to them. It
-was a choice of evils: a dash down the steep incline with a maddened
-mare, or a crash against the barrier cutting off the viaduct.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But the woman had no choice; the maddened mare took her own course.
-Down the curving slope she dashed and went straight for the barrier.
-This was made of heavy balks of timber below, but the rails above were
-light. These she broke through as she leaped; hurling a cloud of
-broken rails and splinters right and left. The girl had nerved herself
-to the effort when she had seen what was coming and held up as at a
-jump on the hunting field.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The moment that Athlyne had realized the situation he too was ready.
-Seeing that the mare was making for the right side of the barrier he
-went for the left, and they leaped together. The instant they had
-landed on the other side he was ready and rode alongside the mare.
-Ahead of them was the chasm&mdash;with death beneath. The girl saw it and
-her pale face grew ashy white. Athlyne, riding level and holding his
-reins in his left hand, hurriedly cried:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Loose your stirrup and when I get my arm round you take hold of my
-collar with your left hand. Then try to jump to me as I pull you
-towards me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The girl loosened her boot from the stirrup and let go her rein,
-bending towards him as his arm went round her waist and catching his
-collar as directed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Go!” he cried and she sprang towards him as well as she could. He
-drew her towards him with all his strength, and in a second the girl
-was landed on the pommel of his saddle. She knew what she had to do:
-to leave his right hand free, so she clasped both her arms round his
-neck. He pulled at his reins with all his might&mdash;it was two lives
-now&mdash;and cried to the horse. The noble animal seemed to understand and
-threw himself back on his haunches.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He stopped only a few yards from the open chasm, into which the mare
-went with a wild rush.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne slid from the saddle, holding the girl in his arms. As the
-terrible danger came to an end her eyes closed and she sank senseless
-to the ground.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then the deluge!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Through the barrier, which appeared to melt away before them, came a
-rush of people. Some were on horseback, some on foot, others in
-buggies, carriages, motor cars. Foremost came Colonel Ogilvie who
-leaped the broken barrier; then after him a policeman whose horse had
-manifestly been trained to timber. At last several mounted police
-fearing that some terrible accident might occur from the crowding on
-the viaduct ranged themselves in front of the opening and protected it
-till the coming of a sufficient number of policemen, on foot and
-panting, had arrived to hold it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie threw himself from his horse and knelt down beside
-Joy. When he saw that she was only fainting he stood up and lifted his
-hat to her rescuer:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I don’t know how to thank you, sir,” he said in a voice broken with
-emotion. “’Twas a gallant act! Some day, when you have children of
-your own, you may understand what it is to me!” Athlyne who was
-kneeling, still holding up Joy’s head, said in the disconnected way
-usual to such circumstances:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do not mention it! It has been a pleasure to me to be of any
-service,” and so forth. Then, seeing signs in the girl’s face of
-returning animation, he said aloud so as to divert some of the
-attention:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Has any one seen after the mare? The poor brute must be mangled, if
-it has not been killed; it ought to be put out of pain.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The poor brute was indeed a pitiable sight; there was a sigh of relief
-from the crowd round it down below when a policeman put it out of pain
-with a revolver shot.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Seeing that the lady was now recovering and in the charge of her
-father, Athlyne wanted to get away. He hated all such fuss and
-publicity. He could not let her go lest she should be hurt, but he
-signed to her father who took his place; then he arose. The girl’s
-eyelids quivered and she gave a heavy sigh. Then the eyes opened and
-she stared wildly at the sea of faces around her. She seemed to recall
-everything in an instant, and with a shudder and a violent movement
-sprang to her feet.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Where is he?” she said anxiously. Then, recovering her full presence
-of mind and seeing her father, she turned to him and putting her arms
-round him began to cry on his shoulder.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch06">
-CHAPTER VI.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">TRUE HEART’S-CONTENT</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Athlyne’s</span> one idea was now to get away quickly. The crowd was
-gathering closely and were beginning to ask questions. One big,
-intelligent-looking sergeant of police had out his note-book.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“May I ask your name, sorr?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Is that necessary, my good man?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, we have to report, sorr, but” this he said with a confidential
-look “it mayn’t be necessary to make it public. You see, the lady’s
-all right, and no one is goin’ to make trouble over a dead horse.
-Though why any man would want to keep his name out of the papers for a
-deed like <i>that</i>, bates me!” Athlyne beckoned him aside; they leaned
-against the parapet with their faces towards the river. He had by now
-taken out his pocket-book and handed the sergeant a bill with a yellow
-back. The man’s eyes opened when he saw it; and there was more than
-respect in his voice as he said: “Thank you very much, sorr! Be sure
-I’ll do all I can. An’ I don’t know that we can’t pull it off nayther;
-but ye must look out for them blasted kodaks!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right sergeant. I’m much obliged for the hint. By the way wasn’t
-one of your men tumbled over?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes, sorr; but I’m tould he wasn’t hurt, only a bruise or two an’ the
-skin from off iv his nose.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good! You’ll tell the lady, she is sure to be distressed about him.
-Give him this for me, please. And here is my card. I am at the
-Manhattan.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you again, sorr. ’Tis mighty kind of ye. An’ sorr if I may make
-so bould. If ye want not to be in all the paapers to-morra betther not
-ride back. There’ll be a million kodaks on the Boulevard.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Just then a tall man raised his hat to Colonel Ogilvie and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My motor is here, sir, and I shall be very happy if you will use it
-for the lady. The chauffeur will leave you where you wish.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you exceedingly. I shall be very grateful. I dare say I can get
-somebody to bring my horse to the stables; I couldn’t leave my
-daughter alone after such a shock.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’ll see to it, sorr,” said the sergeant, who had come close. Colonel
-Ogilvie gave him his card and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We are at the Holland House. Come up and see me some time to-morrow
-morning. I have some gratitude to express to you and your men!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Whilst this conversation was going on a slim young man came up to
-Athlyne and raising his hat said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Can I do anything for you, sir. It will be a pleasure I assure you.”
-Athlyne summed him up a glance as a soldier.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thanks, old fellow,” he said, impulsively holding out his hand.
-“You’re a soldier aren’t you&mdash;a cavalry man?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No. Field Artillery 27th Battery. But we’re all cavalry at West
-Point. I knew you were a soldier when I saw you ride&mdash;let alone what
-you did. What can I do?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“If it wouldn’t trouble you too much I wish you’d get some one to
-bring my horse to the Exchange in Seventh Avenue. You see I want to
-avoid all this fuss and kodaking.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I should love to; what a noble animal he is. But I shan’t send him.
-If you don’t mind I’ll ride him myself. Catch me missing a ride on a
-horse like that. May I come and see you after.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Delighted. Manhattan Hotel.” They bowed and parted. Athlyne went to
-Colonel Ogilvie, he felt it would be indecorous to leave without a
-word.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I hope your daughter is all right, sir.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thanks to you, my brave friend. I am Colonel Ogilvie of Airlville.
-Joy this is Mr. &mdash;&mdash;” Athlyne felt in an instant like a cad. He
-realised now, in all its force, the evil of deception. Silently he
-handed his card. “Mr. Hardy” her father said. Joy held out her hand
-and he took it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’m not able to thank you, now and here!” she said, raising to him
-her glorious grey eyes. He mumbled out a few words in reply and raised
-his hat to part. As he was turning away Joy whispered to her father:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy, won’t you ask him to come to see us. Mother will want to thank
-him too. Ask him to come to dinner to-night.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My dear, you will be far too upset. Better&mdash;&mdash;”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Nonsense, Daddy dear. I’m all right now. Indeed, dear, it will seem
-strange if you don’t, after what he has done for&mdash;for you, Daddy
-dear&mdash;and for me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In his own formal and kindly way Colonel Ogilvie gave the invitation.
-Athlyne answered with equal kindly ceremony; and they parted.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-By this time the stranger’s motor had been taken in through the broken
-barrier. Colonel Ogilvie insisted that their host should not leave
-them, and they drove off together.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the public excitement at their going Athlyne escaped unnoticed. He
-took the street at right angles and shortly got a down-town West-End
-Avenue car.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-An hour later he had a call from his military friend, who announced
-himself as “Lootenant R. Flinders Breckenridge.” Athlyne had now made
-up his mind how to meet him. He said at once:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am going to try your patience, old chap, and perhaps your
-friendship; but I want you to keep a secret. I can’t deceive a
-comrade; and we military men are that to each other all the world
-over. I am here under a false name. I had reasons for keeping my
-identity concealed as I came for a special purpose. So I want you to
-bear with me and keep even that much a secret between you and me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s all right!” said the boy with a hearty smile. “On my honour
-I’ll keep your secret as my own.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And when I can I’ll write and let you know!” And so a friendship
-began.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Mr. Hardy” left word at the desk that he would not see any one,
-especially any newspaper man. But on the Riverside Drive the kodaks
-had been hard at work; the black horse was recognised, and the morning
-papers had many execrable likenesses of Lootenant Breckenridge as he
-appeared galloping.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the hall of the Holland House Lord Athlyne found Colonel Ogilvie
-waiting for him with that old-fashioned hospitality which is still to
-be found in the South. He cordially greeted his guest, and when they
-had come from the elevator took his arm to lead him into his own
-suite. Athlyne was quite touched with the greeting extended to him. He
-had not for years been in the way of receiving anything of the nature
-of family affection. But now when his host’s warmth was followed by a
-tearful gratitude on the part of his wife which found expression of a
-quick bending forward and kissing the hand which she held in hers&mdash;to
-the great consternation of the owner thereof&mdash;he was sensible of
-feeling foolish.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, pray! pray!” he said, and then remained silent; for what could he
-do but submit gracefully to such an overt outcome of the feelings of a
-grateful mother. Joy was a girl in whom were the elements of passion;
-was it strange that the same emotional yeast worked in her as in her
-mother’s nature.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The introduction to Miss Judith Hayes was a relief. She too felt
-strongly; no less strongly when she realised that the valiant stranger
-was so handsome and of so distinguished an appearance. But after all
-the matter was not so vitally close to her. An aunt, howsoever loving
-her nature may be, cannot be actuated by the overwhelming impulses of
-motherhood. This very difference, however, made speech easier; she it
-was who of all the grateful little party gave best verbal expression
-to her feelings. In frank phrases, touched with the native warmth of
-her heart and emphasised by the admiring glances of her fine eyes, she
-told him of the gratitude which they all felt for his gallant rescue
-of her dear niece. She finished up with an uncontrollable sob as she
-said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“If it hadn’t been for your bravery and resource and strength there
-would be no more sorrowful band of poor souls in all the wide world
-than&mdash;than” she turned her head and walked over to the window. Athlyne
-could see that for quite a minute or two afterwards her shoulders
-shook. When at last she did turn round, her glassy eyes but ill
-accorded with her incisive humorous phrases or her ringing laugh. The
-effect on Athlyne was peculiar; without analysing the intellectual
-process too closely, he felt in his mind with a secret exultation that
-he had “found an ally.” It may have been the soldier instinct, to
-which he had been so long accustomed, working in his mind; or it may
-have had another basis. Anyhow he was content.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-His meeting with Joy surprised whilst it satisfied them both. They
-looked into each other’s eyes for an instant, and to them both the
-whole world became crystal. The “whole world” to them both&mdash;their
-world&mdash;the only world that was to them at that moment, that ever could
-be, that had been since the ordination of things. This is the true
-heart’s-content. It is the rapture of hearts, the communion of souls.
-Passion may later burn the rapture into fixed belief, as the furnace
-fixes the painted design on the potter’s clay; but in that first
-moment of eyes looking into answering eyes is the dawn of love&mdash;the
-coming together of those twin halves of a perfect soul which was at
-once the conception and realisation of Platonic belief.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At dinner Athlyne was placed between Mrs. Ogilvie and Joy, Colonel
-Ogilvie being next his daughter and Miss Hayes next her sister. Thus
-Aunt Judy, being opposite both her niece and the guest, could watch
-them both without seeming to stare. In the early part of the dinner
-she was abnormally, for her, silent; but later on, when she felt that
-things were going dully with some of the party, she manifested her
-usual buoyancy of spirits. She had in the meantime come to certain
-conclusions of her own.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Somehow there was an air of constraint over all the party, but in
-different ways and from different causes. Athlyne was ill at ease
-because they all made so much of him; and as he was painfully
-conscious of his false position in accepting the hospitality of such
-persons under an alias, their kindness only emphasised to him his own
-chagrin. Colonel Ogilvie conscious, rather by instinct than from any
-definite word or action, that his guest was more reticent than he
-would have thought a young man would be under the circumstances, was
-rather inclined to resent it. The Ogilvies had from the earliest times
-been very important people in their own place; and many generations of
-them had grown up to the understanding that their friendship, even
-their acquaintance, was an honour. Now when he had asked into his
-family circle a young man known personally to him only by his visiting
-card and by the fact that he had saved his daughter’s life&mdash;very
-gallantly it was true&mdash;he found his friendly interest in his new
-acquaintance was not received with equal heartiness. The truth was
-that Athlyne was afraid. He felt instinctively that he was not his own
-master whilst those great grey eyes were upon him&mdash;most certainly not
-when he was looking into the mystery of their depths. And so he feared
-lest he should become confused and weave himself into a further tangle
-of falseness. In the background of his own mind he knew what he
-wished&mdash;what he intended; that this beautiful grey-eyed girl should
-become his wife. He knew that he must first get clear of his false
-position; and he was determined at any cost not to let anything
-interfere with this. At first Colonel Ogilvie’s allusions to his home
-and his place in the world were purely kindly; he thought it only
-right, under the circumstances of his great obligation, to show such
-an interest as a man of his age might with another so much his junior.
-But he could not help feeling that though his guest’s manner was all
-that was winning and that though his words were adequate there was no
-loosening of the strings of self-possession. Such a thing was new to
-the Colonel, and new things, especially those that he could not
-understand, were not pleasing to him. Still, the man was his guest;
-and only a few hours before had rendered him the greatest service that
-one could to another. He must not let him, therefore, feel that there
-was any constraint on his part. And so he acted what was to him an
-unfamiliar part; that of an exuberant man.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy was constrained, for with her deep knowledge of her father’s
-character she saw that he was upset by something; and, as that
-something could only be in connection with the guest, she was uneasy.
-She knew well what her opinion of that guest was; and she had a
-feeling of what her hopes would be, dare she give them a voice. But
-that must be postponed&mdash;till when she should be alone. In the meantime
-she wanted to enjoy every moment when that guest was by her side. And
-now her breast was stirred with some vague uneasiness.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Mrs. Ogilvie had her own disturbing cause. She could not but see that
-her daughter was very much absorbed in this strange gentleman whom she
-had not ever even seen till that afternoon, and she wanted to know
-more of him before she could allow matters to become more definite.
-She knew that he was brave and she could see that he was a gentleman
-and a handsome one. But still&mdash;A mother’s heart has its own anxieties
-about her child. And this mother knew that her child was of no common
-nature, but had her own share of passions which might lead her into
-unhappiness. Too well from herself she knew the urging of a passionate
-nature. Joy had not been tested yet, as she had herself been. She had
-not yet heard that call of sex which can alter a woman’s whole life.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As to Judy her sympathy with romance in any form and her love for Joy
-acted like the two ingredients in a seidlitz-powder. Each by itself
-was placid and innocuous, but when united there was a boiling over. It
-needed no spirit come from the grave, or from anywhere else, to tell
-her of the power which this handsome, gallant, young man had already
-over her niece. A single lifting of the girl’s eyes with that adorable
-look which no habit of convenience could restrain; a single lifting or
-falling of the silky black lashes; a single sympathetic movement of
-the beautiful mouth in its receptive mood as she took in her
-companion’s meaning told her all these things and a hundred
-others&mdash;told her a story which brought back heart-aching reminiscence
-of her own youth. She was not jealous, not a particle&mdash;honestly and
-truly. But after all, life is a serious thing, serious to look back
-on, though it seems easy enough to look forward to. The heart knoweth
-its own bitterness. “A sorrow’s crown of sorrow is remembering happier
-things.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-So far, as to possibilities. Judith was much too clever and too
-sympathetic a person to go wrong as to facts on which they were based.
-She was a natural physiognomist, like other animals who have learned
-to trust their instincts; and within a very few minutes had satisfied
-herself as to the worthiness of “Joy’s man”&mdash;that is how she tabulated
-him in her own mind. She felt quite satisfied as to her own judgment,
-not always the case with her. In her own mind, living as she had done
-for so long in a little world of her own thoughts, she was in the
-habit of arguing out things just as she would were she talking with
-some one else, a man for preference. She always wanted to know the
-truth, even if she did not use it. She had once said to her sister
-when they were considering how they should act with regard to a
-scandal in a neighbouring family:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, Sally, it’s all very well not being inquisitive; but you know,
-my dear, we can’t begin to lie properly till we know what we are to
-lie about. There’s nothing so destructive of after happiness&mdash;no
-kindliness so full of pitfalls, as a useless lie.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Now, her argument ran:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You can’t be all wrong about a man. You have thought too much on the
-subject not to be able to form an opinion. And even if your old maid’s
-instinct&mdash;for you are an old maid, my dear, despite your saying that
-you are so to prove that you are not&mdash;warps your judgment in favour of
-the man. The pride that is in that man’s features never came out of
-merely one or two generations of command. It takes a couple of
-centuries at any rate to put <i>that</i> stamp on a face. He is bold&mdash;well
-we know that from to-day’s work; he is courtly&mdash;a man doesn’t do nice
-things unconsciously, unless it has been his habit. He’s in love with
-Joy&mdash;no doubt about that; and small blame to him for it. He’s in her
-father’s house, an honoured guest as he should be. He’s sitting next
-to her and she’s looking straight into his soul with those big lamps
-of eyes of hers. He saved her life a few hours ago, and now he can
-see&mdash;if he’s not a fool and he’s not that whatever else he may
-be&mdash;that she adores him&mdash;and yet he’s not at his ease… What is it?
-What does it mean? For Joy’s sake I must find that out. I may have to
-lie a bit; but at least I’ll know what I am doing!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-With this object in view she took, when the charm of the meeting began
-to lose its lustre, the conversation in hand herself. She felt that
-the time had come. Well she understood when she saw on Colonel
-Ogilvie’s face the very faintest shade of a shadow of that dark look
-which in earlier years had meant trouble for some one. “Lucius is
-thinking!” was the way she put it to herself. To a woman of her
-bringing up, the acts of the men of the family, and especially of its
-head, were not within the women’s sphere. In the old slave-owning
-families there was perpetuated something of the spirit of
-subordination&mdash;some survival of old feudal principle. This was
-especially so in everything relating to quarrels or fighting. It was
-not women’s work, and women were trained not to take any part in it,
-not even to manifest any concern. Indeed the free-spirited Judy having
-lived so many years in that particular atmosphere, before being able
-to look round her in wider communities, compared the dominance of view
-of a man in his own family life to that of a cock who lords it over
-the farmyard, struts about masterfully, and summons his household
-round him with no other purpose than his own will. Woman-like she was
-content to yield herself to the situation.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We’re all the same,” she once said to a farmer’s wife, “women or
-hens. When the master clucks we come!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As it was quite apparent to her that both her sister and
-brother-in-law were uneasy, she began to take on herself the
-responsibility of action, even if it should have to be followed by the
-odium.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What’s the use of being an old maid if you can’t do <i>something</i>!” she
-said to herself as a sort of rallying cry to her own nerves. Such
-gathering of one’s courage is not uncommon; it is, in unusual
-circumstances, to many men and to most women. It does not as a rule
-apply to professional or accustomed duties. To the soldier, the
-lawyer, the engineer, the man of commerce, each as such, the faculties
-which wait on the intelligence are already braced by habit. And to the
-woman in her hours of social self-consciousness the same applies. When
-a woman puts on her best frock she is armed and ready as completely as
-is the cavalry man with the thunder of the squadron behind him; as the
-artillery man when “Action!” has been sounded. Ordinarily Miss Judith
-was equal to all demands made on her; now she was engaging in a matter
-in which she did not thoroughly understand either the purpose or the
-end. Now she spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Have you been staying long in New York Mr. Hardy?” At the moment
-Athlyne was talking with his hostess and did not seem to hear; but Joy
-heard and said gently: “Mr. Hardy!” He turned suddenly red, even to
-his ears.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I beg your pardon, I didn’t …” There he stopped, suddenly realizing
-that he had almost betrayed himself. The fact was that he heard the
-question but forgot for an instant the part he was playing. His ears
-had been tuned to the music of Joy’s voice, and he did not wake at
-once to the less welcome sound. Partly it was of course due to the
-fact that as yet he had heard but little of Aunt Judy’s speech; her
-intentional silence had a drawback as well as an advantage. He stopped
-his explanation just in time to save suspicion from the rest of the
-family, but not from Judy, who having an intention of her own was
-alert to everything. She made a mental note to be afterwards
-excogitated: “I didn’t&mdash;what?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She repeated the question. He answered with what nonchalance he could:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No. Only a few days.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do you remain long?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am sorry to say that I cannot. I had promised myself a few weeks
-after grizzlies; but that has to be foregone for the present.
-Something has happened which requires my going back at once. But I
-hope to renew my visit before long.” He was pleased with himself for
-the verbal accuracy of the statement, and this reassured him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What a pity you have to give up your hunting,” said Colonel Ogilvie,
-heartily. “You would find it really excellent sport. I haven’t had any
-of it for twenty years; but I’d dearly like to have another turn at it
-if I could.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What boat do you go by?” asked Mrs. Ogilvie.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“By the French boat. The <i>Mignonette</i> which sails on Saturday.” He
-answered with confidence for he had spent a quarter of an hour looking
-it up before he had dressed; and had already posted a letter to the
-Office asking to have the best cabin open kept for him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What a pity,” said Joy. “We are going on the <i>Graphic</i> on the
-Wednesday after; you might have come with us.” She coloured up as she
-became conscious of the dead silence&mdash;lasting for a few seconds&mdash;of
-the rest of the party.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“H’m!” said the Colonel.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Perhaps dear, Mr. Hardy has reasons of his own for choosing his own
-route,” said Mrs. Ogilvie, determined that her daughter should not
-appear to be too ardent in pressing the new acquaintanceship.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne hastened to set matters right, as well as he could. He knew
-from his own bringing up that such a request should come rather from
-the parents than from the girl herself; but he understood and tried to
-protect her. He addressed himself therefore to Mrs. Ogilvie and not
-her daughter as he spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It would I assure you, be a delight to me to go on your ship. But
-unhappily it would not be possible. Some business matters, not
-altogether my own, are dependent on my arriving in England. If I had
-only known that you were going&mdash;Indeed I may say,” he added with a
-smile which all three women accepted as “winning” “that if I had
-known, to begin with, that such delightful people existed. … But
-until that … that accident I had no such knowledge. I must not say
-that ‘happy’ accident for it was fraught with such danger to one whom
-you hold dear. But, that apart, it <i>was</i> a happy accident to me that
-has given me the opportunity of making friends whom I already value so
-highly!” This was for him quite a long speech; he breathed more freely
-when it was over.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When the ladies had gone, he and his host had a long chat over their
-cigars. He was now more at ease, and as the conversation was all about
-sport and horses, matters in which he was thoroughly at home, he could
-speak more freely and more naturally than he had yet done. There was
-not any personal element which would require him to be on guard and so
-cause constraint. The result was that Colonel Ogilvie got quite over
-his stiffness and began to warm to his genial influence.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was quite a sign of his existing attitude that he now took on
-himself to say just what he had reprehended in his daughter:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am really sorry you can’t come on the <i>Graphic</i> with us. It would
-make the voyage a new pleasure for us all!” As he spoke he took the
-young man’s arm in a most friendly way; and to Joy’s secret delight,
-they came in this wise into the drawing-room.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch07">
-CHAPTER VII.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">A DISCUSSION</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">On</span> reflection Lord Athlyne was glad that circumstances had not
-allowed him to travel on the <i>Graphic</i> with his new friends. At first
-he felt horribly disappointed; as if Fate had in a measure checkmated
-him. Had he known that the Ogilvies were to travel on the White Star
-boat he could have easily arranged his plans. The voyage would in some
-ways&mdash;<i>one</i> way&mdash;have been delightful. Well he knew that; but as he
-should have to keep up his alias he would have been in a perpetual
-state of anxiety and humiliation.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This feeling made it easier for him therefore to come to a definite
-conclusion regarding his journey home: he would keep to himself, as
-far as possible, during the journey and try to get at the earliest
-possible moment out of his present humiliating position. Under any
-ordinary circumstances he would have gone to Colonel Ogilvie and told
-him frankly of the state of matters, relying on his good feeling to
-understand and sympathise with his difficulty. Had there been
-opportunity for reflection he would have done so; but all was so
-hurried at the scene of the accident that there had not been time for
-thought. He had accepted of necessity the invitation to dinner. Then,
-or before going to the Holland House would have been his chance. But
-again the Colonel meeting him and taking him at once to his family
-made present explanation difficult. Dinner finished him. When first on
-the Drive he had seen Joy he had thought her a beautiful girl. The act
-of rescuing her had made her of the supremest interest to him. But it
-was not till he had sat beside her and looked into her eyes that he
-felt that love had come. No man could look into those beautiful eyes
-and remain untouched. But this man, heart-hungry and naturally
-susceptible after some years of campaigning, fell madly in love. His
-very soul had gone down into the depths of those unfathomable eyes,
-and come back purified and sweetened&mdash;like the smoke drawn through the
-rosewater of a hookah. Every instant that he sat beside her the spell
-grew upon him. Joy was a woman in whom the sex-instinct was very
-strong. She was woman all over; type of woman who seems to draw man to
-her as the magnet draws the steel. Athlyne was a very masculine person
-and therefore peculiarly sensitive to the influence. That deep
-thinking young madman who committed suicide at twenty-three, Otto
-Weininger, was probably right in that wonderful guess of his as to the
-probable solution of the problem of sex. All men and all women,
-according to him, have in themselves the cells of both sexes; and the
-accredited masculinity or femininity of the individual is determined
-by the multiplication and development of these cells. Thus the ideal
-man is entirely or almost entirely masculine, and the ideal woman is
-entirely or almost entirely feminine. Each individual must have a
-preponderance, be it ever so little, of the cells of its own sex; and
-the attraction of each individual to the other sex depends upon its
-place in the scale between the highest and the lowest grade of sex.
-The most masculine man draws the most feminine woman, and <i>vice
-versa</i>; and so down the scale till close to the border line is the
-great mass of persons who, having only development of a few of the
-qualities of sex, are easily satisfied to mate with any one. This is
-the true principle of selection which is one of the most important of
-Nature’s laws; one which holds in the lower as well as in the higher
-orders of life, zoological and botanical as well as human. It accounts
-for the way in which such a vast number of persons are content to make
-marriages and even liaisons, which others, higher strung, are actually
-unable to understand.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As yet, of course, Joy being a young woman had not her power
-developed. Such an unconscious power takes in the course of its
-development its own time. Instinct is a directing principle, and
-obedience can be given to it in many different ways. With Joy its
-course had been slow, the growth of time alone. Up to now there had
-been no disturbing element in her life; most of her years had been
-spent in a quiet house in a quiet neighbourhood where there were but
-few inhabitants of her own class; and where, therefore, the percentage
-of eligible men was small. There was even to her, as there must be to
-any girl like her, certain protecting oppositions. She was at once
-practical and sentimental, sensuous and dainty. Her taste was her
-first line of defence to the attacks of the baser qualities of her own
-nature. Nothing could appeal to her thoroughly which did not answer
-widely divergent conditions. Aunt Judy had summed her up well in
-saying that she would, if she ever fell in love, give herself
-absolutely. But it must be the right man to whom she did so give
-herself; one who must comply with all the conditions which she had
-laid down for herself. A girl of her up-bringing&mdash;with a father and
-mother who adored her each in special way; with an aunt who
-represented impulsive youth all the more actively because she
-professed the staidness of age which is without hope; and with no
-intimate relationships or friendships of the male kind&mdash;had not only a
-leaning to, but a conviction of romance as a prime factor of life.
-“Life” was to her not that which is, but that which is to be. As the
-world of the present, where such thoughts are, is not one which is lit
-and coloured by love, the world of the future is the World of Love.
-The Fairy Prince who is to bring so much happiness&mdash;when he comes&mdash;is
-no mere casual visitor to feminine childhood. He is as real to the
-child’s imagination as the things of her waking life, though his
-nodding plume has little in common with the material things which
-surround her. As she grows older so does he change form, coming more
-into harmony with living fact; till at last in some lofty moment,
-whose memory is a treasure for after life, the ideal and the real
-merge in one.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-To Joy the hour had come. The Prince Charming who had swept across her
-path in such heroic fashion was all that she had ever longed for. He
-was tall and strong and handsome and brave. He was a gentleman with
-all a gentleman’s refined ways. He had taste and daintiness, though
-they were expressed in masculine ways. He too had love and passion.
-How could she not know it who had seen&mdash;had felt&mdash;his soul sink into
-the deeps of her eyes, where mermaid-like her own soul peeping from
-behind the foliage of the deep had smiled on him to lead him on. How
-could she forget that strong arm which was thrown around her waist and
-which tore her from her saddle just in time to save her from a
-horrible death. How could she forget the seconds when she hung on to
-him for life, her arms clasped around his neck.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Whilst he was beside her at dinner she was in an ecstasy. Every fibre
-of her being quivered in response to his. And yet, such is the
-influence of teaching and convention, all this did not detract from
-her outward calm. When the ladies had left the table she had gone out
-with her arm round Aunt Judy’s waist as was the convention of the
-time, and her smile had not lost its frank geniality. But in very
-truth she did not feel like smiling. She would have given anything to
-have stolen away to her own room and have lain on her bed, face down,
-and have thought, and thought, and thought. The whole thing had come
-on her so suddenly. Even the little preparation which she had had at
-the auction&mdash;the beautiful horse and the fine-looking masterful man
-who had bought him&mdash;did not seem to count. As he had swept past her in
-the Drive, man and horse seen singly seemed superb; but together a
-dream. Still there was nothing to fix it in her mind. There needs some
-personal quality to fix a dream; just as the painter requires a
-mordant to hold his colours to the canvas. But such luxury of thought
-would have to be postponed. It would come, of course&mdash;later in the
-night when there would be loneliness and silence. So she had to
-contain herself, and wait.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When “Mr. Hardy” came back to the drawing-room arm in arm with her
-father her heart thrilled. It seemed like a promise of hope if not
-hope itself. Aunt Judy, ever watchful, saw and understood. To her
-seeing eyes and understanding nature there was no mistaking the
-meaning of the girl’s unconscious pantomime&mdash;those impulsive
-expressions of thought made through the nerves: the eager half turning
-of the ear to catch the sound of the opening of the dining room door
-and the passing of the feet in the passage way; the uplifting of the
-head as the drawing-room door began to open; the glad look in the eyes
-and the quick intake of the breath as she saw the attitude of the two
-men, each to the other.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As he came in Athlyne looked at her; a look that seemed to lay any
-ghost of a doubt in her mind. She was glad when he went straight
-across the room and began to talk with her mother. She was content to
-wait till when, having done his social duties, he would find his way
-to her. Mrs. Ogilvie had much to say and detained him, Judy thought,
-unduly; but Joy gave no possible sign of impatience. When in due
-course he spoke a few words to Judy herself that estimable young lady
-managed to find something to say to her sister.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When the guest was at last beside her in her corner of the room Joy
-felt that all was right and becoming. No matter how willing a woman
-may be to take steps to the accomplishment of her own wishes, it is an
-added pleasure to her when she is the objective of man rather than his
-pursuer. Even the placid pussy-cat when her thoughts tend to
-flirtation runs&mdash;slowly&mdash;from her mate until she sees that he notices
-her going. Then she stops and sings to him&mdash;in her own manner of
-music&mdash;as he approaches.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The two young people did not use many words in their speech; such
-seemed inadequate for what they had to say. Suffice it that what they
-did say was thoroughly understood.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne did not prolong his stay, much as he would have enjoyed
-staying. He felt that it would be better, in every way, if he did not
-enforce his first opportunity. Mrs. Ogilvie very graciously hoped that
-he would manage to make them a visit before sailing. Joy said
-nothing&mdash;in words. He had a little conversation with Colonel Ogilvie
-who was standing away from the rest and leaning on the chimney piece.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When he had gone Joy said good-night to them all; she felt that at
-present she <i>could</i> not talk the little commonplaces of affectionate
-life; and she could not bear to hear “him” discussed. If that acute
-reasoner on causes and effects in the female mind, Aunt Judy, had been
-able to permeate her heart and brain she would at once have understood
-that simple way of accepting a man’s personality&mdash;simulacrum. What
-need is there to differentiate when there is but one. Names are given
-as aids to memory; and at times memory ceases to be an important
-matter.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The next evening after dinner “Mr. Hardy” became the subject of
-conversation, and Joy was not comfortable. She knew that there must be
-divergent views regarding any one, and was content to let them all
-have their own opinions. She had hers. Indeed she would not have been
-wholly content to hear him praised even up to the perfection which she
-allowed him. He was by far too personal a possession of her own to
-share even community of feeling regarding him with any one.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the night that had passed her own feeling had grown, multiplied;
-the feelings of the others had changed too, but in a different way.
-The glamour which had become for her intensified had for them been
-lost in the exactness of perspective. Perhaps it was that Joy’s night
-had been different from theirs. To her had come all the evils of
-reaction. Now and again with wearing recurrency came the exciting
-memories of the day; but always with that kaleidoscopic inconsistency
-which is the condition of dreaming. The brains of most people are not
-accustomed to self-analysis, else we should perhaps more widely
-understand that this very inconsistency is mere reproduction. Whilst
-we think we do not think that we are thinking, and memory does not
-adjust our thoughts to comparison. But, all the time, our thoughts are
-really errant; reflections of the night, which seem to be
-exaggerations or caricatures, are but just surveys taken from an
-altitude which is not our own. In the day time thought is too often
-initiated by carnal or material considerations. Selfishness, and need,
-and ambition, and anxiety are bases on which thought is built in
-working and waking hours. But in the dark and freedom of the night the
-mind borrows the wings of the soul and soars away from the body which
-is held down by all its weighty restraints. It is perhaps in such
-moments that we realise that passion, however earthly may be its
-exciting cause, is in itself an attribute or emanation of the Soul.
-Over and over again did Joy live through the mad moments of that ride
-towards death. Over and over again did that heroic figure sweep up
-beside her out of the great unknown. She began to understand now
-whence came her calmness and quickness of apprehension as she realised
-his presence&mdash;the presence of a man who dominated her&mdash;even whose
-horse in the easiness of its calm intention outstripped the wildness
-of her own maddened steed. Here again the abstract mind was working
-truly; the horse had its own proper place in her memories of the
-heroic deed. Over and over again did that strong hand and arm seize
-her; and over and over again did her body sway to him and yield itself
-to the clasp, so that at his command it went to him as though of its
-own volition. And then, over and over again, came the remembrance of
-the poor mad mare disappearing over the edge; of the sickening crash
-from below and the wild scream of agony; of the confused rush and
-whirl; of the crowding in of people; of the vista of moving carriages
-and crowds down the curve of the road. And then all kept fading away
-into a blind half consciousness of the strong arm supporting her and
-her wearied head resting on his shoulder. …
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This evening Mrs. Ogilvie was very quietly inclined to be tearful. She
-too had had a bad night; constant wakings from vague apprehensions,
-horrible imaginings of unknown dangers; dread that she could not
-localise or specify. Altogether she was upset, something as one is in
-the low stage following an attack of hysteria; nervous, weak,
-apprehensive, inclined to misunderstand things on the melancholy side.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie was in that state of mind following a high pressure,
-which is a masculine reaction. He was very hard to please about
-anything. His wife always thought of this nervous and intellectual
-condition as “one of Lucius’s humours,” to others she said “the
-Colonel is worried about something.” Judy called it: “one of his
-tantrums.” This however did not affect his manner, outwardly. At such
-times he was perhaps even more precise than usual in his observance of
-the little etiquettes and courtesies of social life. It had perhaps
-been unfortunate that his household was exclusively female, for want
-of opposition rather encouraged the tendency. In his club or amongst
-men such irritation or ill feeling as he had found more outward
-expression; and the need to keep himself so that standard of personal
-hearing which his own self esteem had set, perpetually recalled him to
-himself. But at home, this, though it would not have been possible for
-a stranger to find fault with any part of his manner or bearing, still
-kept the rest of the family in a sort of hushed self-surrender. Even
-Judy the daring kept her natural exuberance in control at such times
-and was content to rest in unnoticed quiet. Joy knew well the storm
-signals and effaced herself as far as possible; she loved her father
-too well and respected him too much to do or say anything which might
-cause him disquiet or tend to lower him in his own eyes.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy on this as on other occasions maintained a strictly neutral
-position. But her wits were keener and her eyes more observant even
-than usual on that very account. She did not know the cause of her
-brother-in-law’s disturbance, but she understood it all the same. Few
-things there are which lead so directly to the elucidation of truth as
-a clever, unselfish woman on the watch.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Silence rather than speech was the order of the day, and the talking,
-such as it was, began with Colonel Ogilvie. Men when they are carrying
-out a settled intention or policy can be more silent than women; their
-nerves are stronger and their nature more fixed. But in the casual
-matters of life they are children in the hands of women. Here were
-three women, all of them clever, all of them attached to the man and
-all respecting him; but they had only to remain neutral, each in her
-individual way, and let him overcome the <i>vis inertia</i> as well as he
-could. He could not but be aware that the subject of the guest of last
-evening had been tacitly avoided. He had been conscious of such in his
-own case, and with the egotism which was so marked a part of his own
-character he took it for granted that the avoidance was with the
-others due to the same cause as with himself. It was therefore with
-something like complacency&mdash;if such a thing could be synchronous with
-irritability, even if one of the two be in a latent condition&mdash;that he
-began on the deferred subject:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am afraid that our guest last night did not enjoy himself!” There
-was silence for a few seconds. Then each of the three listeners,
-feeling that some remark must be made by some one, spoke suddenly and
-simultaneously:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why, Lucius, what do you mean?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You surprise me, Colonel!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Is that so, Daddy!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He waited deliberately before saying more; he had been thinking over
-the subject and knew what he wanted to say. Then he spoke with an air
-of settled conviction:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes, my dear!” He spoke to Joy alone, and thus, to all three,
-unconsciously gave away his purpose. “I thought so at the time, and
-to-day, whenever I have considered the matter, the conviction has
-increased.” Mrs. Ogilvie, seeing on her daughter’s face a certain
-hardening of the muscles, took it for granted that it was some form of
-chagrin; in a protective spirit she tried to make that matter right:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My dear Lucius, I really cannot see how you arrive at such a
-conclusion. It seemed to me that the young man was in rather an
-exalted condition of happiness. I could not help noticing the way he
-kept looking at Joy. And indeed no wonder after the gallant way he had
-saved her life.” She added the last sentence as a subtle way of
-reminding her husband that they were all under obligation to the young
-gentleman. Moreover there was in her heart as a mother&mdash;and all
-mothers are the same in this respect&mdash;that feeling of pride in her
-daughter which demands that all men shall be attracted by her charms.
-No matter how detrimental a man may be, nor how determined she is that
-his suit shall not be finally successful, a mother considers it the
-<i>duty</i> of the young man to love her daughter and desire her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy somehow felt humiliated. It was not merely that she should be the
-centre of such a discussion&mdash;for, after all, it was through rescuing
-her that he was there at all; but she was hurt and disappointed that
-this particular man should be discussed in any way. She had seen no
-fault in him; nothing to discuss in his conduct or his bearing or his
-words or his person. She herself had admired him immensely. He was
-somehow different from all the other men she had ever seen. … Then
-pride came to her rescue. Not pride for herself, but for him. In her
-heart he was her man, and she had to protect his honour; and she would
-do so, if necessary. This idea at once schooled her to restraint, and
-steeled her to endure. With an unconscious shrug she remained silent.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But Judy’s keen eyes had been on her, and both her natural sympathy
-and the experience of her own heart allowed her to interpret pretty
-well. She saw that for Joy’s sake&mdash;either now or hereafter&mdash;some
-opposition to the Colonel’s idea was necessary. She had noticed the
-settled look&mdash;it had not yet become a frown&mdash;which came over his face
-when his wife spoke of his looking at Joy. In just such moments and on
-subjects as this it is that a father’s and a mother’s ideas join
-issue. Whilst the mother expects the singling out of the daughter for
-devotion, the father’s first impulse is to resent it. Colonel
-Ogilvie’s resentment had all his life been habitually expressed with
-force and rapidity; even in a tender matter of this kind the habit
-unconsciously worked.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All the more reason, Sarah, for his being candid about himself. For
-my own part I can understand one attitude or the other; but certainly
-not both at once!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy began to get seriously alarmed. The mere use of her mother’s
-formal name was a danger-signal of rare use. By its light she could
-realise that her father had what he considered in his own mind to be a
-real cause of complaint. She did not like to speak herself; she feared
-that just at present it might complicate matters. So she looked over
-appealing at Judy, who understood and spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What two attitudes? I’m afraid I for one, don’t understand. You <i>are</i>
-talking in riddles to-night!” She spoke in a gay debonair manner so
-like her usual self that her brother-in-law was unsuspicious of any
-underlying intent of opposition. This was just the opportunity for
-which he was waiting. With a sardonic smile he went on, singling out
-Joy as before:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Your mother, my dear, has told us one of them. Perhaps the young man
-did look at you. There’s little wonder in that. Were I a young man and
-a stranger I should look at you myself; and I would also have looked
-at any other man who dared to look at you too. If this is a man’s
-attitude he should be more genial&mdash;more explicit&mdash;more open&mdash;less
-constrained to her relatives. That my dear Judy,”&mdash;he turned to her as
-he spoke “is the other attitude.” Mrs. Ogilvie answered&mdash;the
-conversation to-night was decidedly oblique:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Really, Colonel, I can’t agree with you. For my own part I thought
-his attitude towards her relatives was all that was courteous and
-respectful. Certainly to her mother!” She bridled, and Joy grew more
-serious. Her mother calling her husband “Colonel” was another
-danger-signal; and she knew that if once her father and mother got to
-loggerheads over him&mdash;“him” was her way of thinking of Mr. Hardy&mdash;it
-might keep him away from her. She summoned up her courage and said
-with all the affectionate raillery which was usually so effective with
-her father:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy dear do you remember Æsop’s fable about the Boy and the
-Frogs?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I suppose I ought to, little girl; but I’m afraid I have forgotten.
-What was it about?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The Boys were throwing stones at the Frogs, and when the Frogs
-remonstrated the Boys said they were doing it for fun. So the Frogs
-answered: ‘It may be fun to you; but it is death to us!’” Colonel
-Ogilvie puckered up his eyebrows:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I remember, now, my dear; but for the life of me I don’t see its
-application here.” Joy said with a preternatural demureness:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It means Daddy, that you are the Boy and I am the Frog!” Her father’s
-gravity became intensified:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That does not help me much, daughter!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, you see, Daddy, here are you and mother commenting on how a man
-looked at me&mdash;and&mdash;so forth. But you don’t take into consideration the
-sensitiveness of a woman’s heart&mdash;let alone her vanity. I think you’ve
-forgotten that I am not now ‘merely a child emerging into
-womanhood’&mdash;don’t you remember on the <i>Cryptic</i>&mdash;but a staid woman to
-whose waning attractions everything relating to a man is sacred. One
-who looks on man, her possible rescuer from the terrors of old
-maidhood with the desperation of accomplished years.” As she had
-spoken unthinkingly the word “rescuer” a hot tide of blood had rushed
-to her face, but she went bravely on to the end of her sentence. There
-was not one of the three who did not understand the meaning. Her
-mother and aunt were concerned at the self-betrayal. Her father’s face
-grew fixed, now to sternness. With a faint heart Joy felt that she had
-made a terrible mistake, and inwardly condemned herself for its
-foolishness. Colonel Ogilvie now went on with grave deliberateness, he
-was determined that there should be no error regarding his
-disapprobation. All the time he was inwardly fuming against Mr. Hardy
-whom he held responsible:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“As I was saying, that fellow’s attitude, as it appeared to me, was
-wanting in both openness and that confidence which underlies respect.”
-Here Joy quivered. Judy, watching her, noticed it and for a moment was
-scared. But the girl at once forced herself into calm, and Judy’s
-anxiety quite disappeared. She knew that Joy was now quite master of
-herself, and would remain so. The Colonel, accepting the dejected
-silence as a request to continue, went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course there is no need for me to say that he is a very gallant
-fellow and a superb horseman, and that his manners are those of a
-polished gentleman. Nor, further still, that I and mine are under a
-deep debt of gratitude to him. But there are some things which a man
-can do, or what is worse which he can leave undone, that show
-distrust.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What things, for instance?” It was Judy who asked the question
-falteringly; but it was to Joy that the answer was directed:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, my dear, I shall illustrate. When I, wishing to show that we
-all took an interest in him and his surroundings, mentioned Airlville
-and spoke of clubs and such matters he did not proffer me any
-information. Still, thinking that his reserve might be that usually
-attributed to the stand-off-ness of the English as often accepted
-here&mdash;that it was due to habit rather than intent&mdash;I asked him where
-he lived in London. He wrote an address on one of his cards&mdash;which by
-the way has no address graven on it&mdash;and handed it to me, saying:
-‘That is only a lodging. I have not got a house yet.’ Then I asked
-what clubs he belonged to; and he simply said ‘Several’ and began to
-ask me questions about what sport we usually have in Kentucky. Now my
-dear, I am not usually inquisitive; and as this man was my guest I
-could not proceed in face of such a&mdash;a snub.” He winced at the word.
-“But as I was really anxious that we should see more of one who had
-rendered us so signal a service, I expressed a hope that when we were
-in England in the summer we might have the pleasure of seeing him. I
-am bound to say that he reciprocated the wish very eagerly. He asked
-me a host of questions as to our plans; and I told him what we had
-arranged about the Lake Country and the Border of which we have such
-traditions in our family. He certainly has a very winning way with
-him, and I quite forgot at the time his want of trust about his
-residence and his clubs!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Perhaps he may have no home; he may be a poor man,” suggested Aunt
-Judy. The Colonel answered her, this time directly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“He may not be a rich man, but he is certainly not a poor one. You and
-I” this to Joy “saw him pay three thousand for that horse. And he is
-free with his money too in other ways. That police sergeant who was
-with me this morning&mdash;and who, my dear, asked me to convey his
-gratitude to you; I gave it for you&mdash;told me that the gentleman had
-given him on the Viaduct a hundred dollars for himself, and then
-another hundred for the officer who was run down.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How generous!” said Judy. Joy said nothing; but she leaned forward,
-gladness in her eyes. There is some chord in a woman’s heart which
-sounds to any touch of generosity or even of liberality. It is some
-survival of conditions of primitive life, and a permanent female
-attribute. Judy, anxious to propitiate her brother-in-law, and to
-preserve the absent man’s character, said as though it were the
-conclusion of some process of reasoning:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“He must be some important person who is here on private business.”
-Ogilvie smiled genially:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Our dear Judy will find a romance in everything&mdash;even in a man’s
-distrust!” Judy, somewhat nettled, felt like defending her own
-position. This had nothing to do with Joy so she felt she could argue
-freely about it:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It needn’t be a romance, Lucius, only fact!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My dear Judy, I don’t see why a man should give so extravagantly
-merely because he is on private business. Why, it is the very way to
-attract attention.” Judy was made more obstinate by the apparent
-appositeness of the remark and by the tolerant tone of the speaker.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I don’t mean that he gives <i>because</i> he is on private business,
-surely you know that; but that he may be an important man who gives
-handsomely as a habit. He may be keeping his identity concealed.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you mean exactly. How keep his identity concealed? He never
-told me; and he has been my guest!” Colonel Ogilvie had a puzzled look
-on his face.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, for instance by taking another name for the occasion.
-Perhaps&mdash;” Here she caught sight of the look of positive horror on
-Joy’s face and stopped short. Joy had seen in what direction the
-conversation was drifting, but was afraid to interfere lest she should
-bring on the very catastrophe which she dreaded. She had never
-forgotten her father’s expressions regarding an alias; and she had
-reason to fear that should his suspicions be in any way directed
-towards the new friend whose accidental acquaintanceship already
-promised so much, some evil or hindrance must ensue. But her
-hypothetical concern was lost in a real one. As Judy spoke, the
-Colonel started to his feet, his manner full of suppressed fury. He
-was bristling all over, preliminary of his most dangerous mood.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy rose to the occasion. It was now or never. It was apparent that
-her father had taken that form of offence which is generally expressed
-in idiom or slang. Cornishmen call it a “scunner,” Cockneys “the
-hump,” Irishmen “an edge,” Americans “shirty.” It is a condition
-antecedent to active offence; a habitat of the germ of
-misunderstanding; a searchlight for cause of quarrel. Joy felt cold,
-into the very marrow of her bones; well she knew that her father would
-never forgive any such offence to him as was implied in an assumed
-name. His remarks on the subject flamed before her like fiery
-handwriting on the walls of her memory. Moreover Judy’s incautious
-remark had but echoed her own thought. All day she had been dreaming
-of this man who had plunged so gallantly into her life. Naturally
-enough to a young woman, she had been weaving romances in various
-forms round that very identity which, even to her, had been
-unexpressed if not hidden. Naturally her dreams had in them some
-element of concealment; romances always have. She had in her secret
-heart taken it for granted that this man must be distinguished&mdash;how
-could he be otherwise; and now her father’s suspicion might result in
-some breach which might result in her never seeing him again. … It
-was a possible tragedy! To her, grim and real from her knowledge of
-her own heart; and none the less a real tragedy or less potent because
-its bounds were lost in the vagueness of mist and fear. … She was
-pale and inwardly trembling; but, all the same, her light laugh rang
-true; she was desperate and fighting for her man, and so was strung up
-to nature’s pitch:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why, Daddy, if you’re going to kill anyone it will have to be dear
-Aunt Judy. She’s the one who has made the alias. The poor man
-himself&mdash;who by the way is not here to answer for himself and
-explain&mdash;hasn’t done any conceivable thing wrong that we know of&mdash;even
-you Daddy know that; except not having a house and not bragging of his
-clubs!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This seemed to strike her father; it touched him on the point of
-Justice. The lightness of his daughter’s laugh reassured him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“True!” he said. “That is quite true. I was too hasty. And he saved my
-little girl’s life!” He rose from the table and putting his arm round
-her shoulders kissed her. Then they went into the drawing-room.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy bore up bravely for the rest of the evening. But when she was in
-bed and assured that she was alone, the reaction came. She was as cold
-as a stone and trembled all over. Putting her face down into her
-pillow she pulled the sheet over her head and wept her very heart out.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh what it might have been if all went well. But what might be if
-Daddy took some queer idea … and quarrelled …!”
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch08">
-CHAPTER VIII.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">“LOOK AT ME!”</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">When</span> on Tuesday afternoon “Mr. Hardy” visited at the Holland House
-he found only the single ladies at home. Colonel Ogilvie had gone out
-in the morning to see after several matters of business, both in
-connection with Air and relating to the forthcoming visit to Europe.
-He had said he would probably not be back till dinner time. Mrs.
-Ogilvie had gone out after lunch for a drive and would pay some visits
-before returning home. Joy pleaded headache as an excuse for remaining
-at home. Indeed her excuse was quite real; no one can pass so
-melancholy a part of a night as she had done without suffering the
-next morning. As the day wore on, however, the headache insensibly
-departed; something else had taken its place. Joy would not admit to
-herself what that something was; but that afternoon she took unusual
-pains with her toilet. Judy noticed it with her usual acute
-observation, understood it with her understanding sympathy; with her
-wonted discretion she remained silent. She felt, and rightly, that the
-time had not yet come when she could either be serious with Joy or
-jest with her on the subject nearest to her heart. One thing she did
-which can never be out of place, especially when it is true: she
-showed pleasure in her niece’s looks, taking care, however to put her
-own reason for it on a non-offensive basis.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy,” she said “that terrible experience of Sunday has not told on
-you a bit. You are looking simply lovely.” Ordinarily Joy would have
-known it, and would not have shrunk from admitting it to herself, or
-possibly even to her aunt; but to-day she was full of self doubting.
-Her very flush of happy excitement when her aunt spoke would have
-betrayed her secret to a much less sympathetic or experienced person
-than Judy.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It is love more than any other cause or emotion or feeling which
-creates self-distrust with the young. And sometimes with the old, for
-the matter of that.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When she found that Aunt Judy did not “chaff” her or ask her
-questions, which she rather feared would happen, Joy beamed. Indeed it
-looked to Judy’s loving eyes as if she visibly blossomed. Judy spoke
-of her dress, remarking how well the dark full-coloured green silk
-became her slender figure; but she was careful not to overdo her
-praise, or to suggest any special cause for so elaborate a toilet.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But Judy was of a distinctly practical nature. She took care to send a
-message to the hall that if any visitors should come, though both
-Colonel and Mrs. Ogilvie were out, Miss Ogilvie and Miss Hayes were at
-home.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne found both ladies busily idle. Joy was reading a novel; which
-by the way she put down hurriedly without as Judy noticed, marking the
-place. Judy was knitting; that sort of heavy uninteresting knitting
-which is manifestly for the poor! She was used to say that such was
-the proper sort of occupation for an old maid. She, too, put down the
-cause of her occupation, but deliberately; thereby giving time for the
-guest to salute her niece without the need of interruption. It did not
-matter, then, if Joy’s hand did remain an instant longer in his than
-formality demanded, nor if&mdash;when released&mdash;it was white in patches as
-when extra force is applied to delicate flesh. For a few minutes Judy
-joined in the conversation with her usual brilliancy. But to-day she
-was distinctly restless, sitting down and jumping up again; moving out
-of the room quietly and coming back noisily&mdash;the proper way as she
-said on an after occasion for all old maids to move. Whenever she came
-back she would join in the conversation in a sort of butterfly fashion
-till she flitted away again.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In one of these trios when Mr. Hardy happened to remark that he would
-like to know what the movements of the Ogilvies would be, and what
-address they gave for letters when they were away, Joy answered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy always has our letters sent to Brown Shipleys in Pall Mall. But
-we shall be moving about a good deal I expect. Mother has to take
-baths at Ischia again, and one of us will stay with her; but Daddy
-wants to go about a bit and see something of England. He is set on
-seeing the Border counties this summer.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then how am I to know where you are?” he asked impulsively. With a
-bright smile Joy nodded over to Miss Hayes:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You had better ask Aunt Judy. She might keep you advised. She’s the
-letter-writer of the family!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When in her turn Joy had moved away on some little domestic duty he
-turned to Judy and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Won’t you let me know the moves on the board, Miss Hayes. It would be
-very kind of you.” He looked so earnest over it that she felt her
-heart flutter. She said at once:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course I shall, if you will let me have an address to write to.”
-He had evidently thought over this part of the matter, for he took
-from his pocketbook a card on which he had written below his printed
-name: care Jonathan Goldsworth, Solicitor. 47B Lincoln’s Inn Fields,
-London, W. C. “That will always find me. I may be away or travelling;
-but my letters are sent on every day.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy thanked him, and seeing that Joy was out of earshot added on her
-own account:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It is only right that you, who did so much for my dear niece&mdash;and so
-for us all&mdash;should know at least where she is.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you very, very much!” said Athlyne impulsively. He had all an
-Irishman’s instinctive knowledge of woman’s character and felt that
-Judy was to be trusted, that she was heart-wholly devoted to her
-niece. On her part Judy <i>knew</i> that he could be trusted to the full,
-especially where Joy was concerned. And from that moment she began to
-take an interest in the love affair; an interest quite personal to
-herself and independent of her love for the girl. She felt that she
-was a participant in all schemes which were to be; and that, she came
-to the conclusion, was about all the real romance that an old maid
-could share in. “Thank God there’s that left at any rate!” was her
-prayer of gratitude.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne felt a powerful impulse to make a <i>confidante</i> of her. This
-was the first chance he had of disclosing the reality of things, and
-he was just about to begin when Joy returned. Once again did that
-self-distrust, incidental to his state of mind, cramp him. He fancied
-that it might be premature. Not knowing how deeply Joy cared for him
-already, he was unwilling to take any chance which might militate
-against his ultimate success. There was also another hampering feeling
-coincident with the self-distrust: he thought it might be possible
-that a confidence made to Judy might be embarrassing to her with her
-own folk. Already his devotion was deep enough and pure enough to
-prevent his doing intentionally anything which might cause her pain.
-Could Aunt Judy have looked into his heart, as she could and would
-have done had he been a woman, she would have been satisfied of the
-genuineness of his affection; and so she would have had no doubts at
-all as to the end of Joy’s love affair.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy’s return, however, brought somehow a sense of restraint. She had
-herself originated or initiated a mechanism of correspondence and she
-feared that Mr. Hardy might notice that she had done so. In her
-present state of feeling towards the man, the very idea of such a
-thing was fraught with humiliation. It is extraordinary how much
-people take to heart the belief on the part of others of that they
-have intended. Truth, truly, is a bright weapon; even the flash of it
-has its own terrors!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy did not comprehend exactly what the trouble was. She could see
-that there was restraint on both sides, and was wondering whether it
-had been possible that he had been speaking too impulsively&mdash;“going
-too quick” was the way she put it to herself&mdash;and that Joy had
-resented or feared it. Not the fact but the rapidity. Well Judy knew
-that in her youth a woman most holds back when the wildest desire of
-her heart is to rush forward; that the instinct of woman being to draw
-man on, she will spend the last ounce of her strength in pushing him
-back. Judy had once said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A woman wants a man to be master, and specially to be her master. She
-wants to feel that when it comes to a struggle she hasn’t got a chance
-with him, either to fight or to run away. That’s why we like to make a
-man follow when in truth we are dying to run after him&mdash;and to catch
-him up!” Some of her circle to whom the heterodox saying had been
-repeated professed to be very indignant as well as horrified. This was
-chiefly noticeable in such of the most elderly of the good ladies as
-had a lurid past or a large family, or both.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-If, however, Judy had any doubts as to the cause she had none whatever
-of the fact. There was no mistaking the droop of Joy’s eyes, or the
-sudden lifting and quick dropping of the lids which makes the densest
-man’s heart flutter; no mistaking his eager look; the glowing eyes
-ranging over face and form when the windows of her soul were closed,
-and entranced in their light when they were open. Judy herself knew
-the power of those gray, deep eyes. Even when her niece had been a
-baby there seemed something hypnotic about them. They could disarm
-anger, or change the iron of theory into the water of fact. Often and
-often after some such episode when she had thought the matter over she
-had said to herself:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lord! if she’s like that as a baby with me, what will she be with a
-man when she’s a woman!” Judy who was a self-observer knew
-instinctively that in Joy was an inherent influence over men. There
-was some very subtle, delicate force which seemed to emanate from her;
-some force at once compelling and tranquillizing, for the explanation
-of which mere will-power was insufficient. The power was now in active
-exercise; but it was turned inwards. Joy was in love! Judy knew it as
-well as if she had herself acknowledged it; indeed better, for the
-acknowledgment of such a secret, except to the man himself, is given
-with reserve. And so she made up her mind to further the affair; but
-to prevent Joy betraying herself unduly during such furtherance. By
-“unduly” Judy really meant “unwisely” as to ultimate and most complete
-efficacy.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She had an idea that Joy herself would approve, at present, of such
-discretion. It seemed a direct confirmation of such idea when
-presently the girl said to her in a faint whisper:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Don’t go away again Aunt Judy!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When, however, in the course of conversation as the three sat chatting
-together happily, Mr. Hardy mentioned that his ship sailed in the
-early morning and she saw the colour leave the girl’s cheeks for a
-moment, just as a white squall sweeps a sunlit sea, Judy’s heart
-softened. She understood that retreating wave of colour. Nature has
-its own analogies to its own anomalies; there is a white blackbird,
-why not a white blush! So when the time drew near for the departure of
-the visitor Judy slipped away for a minute. When she had gone the two
-sat still. Athlyne’s eyes were on Joy, eager, burning. Her eyes were
-down, the black lashes curling against her cheeks. In a voice rather
-husky he said in a low tone:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Won’t you think of me sometimes till we meet again?” Her answer was
-given in what she wished to be a matter-of-fact tone, but the slight
-quaver in it told another story:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course I shall! How can I help it? You saved my life!” There was
-an entrancing demureness in the downcast eyes. But it was not enough
-for the man. He wanted to see the eyes, to gaze in them, to lose
-himself in them once again. There is for each individual nature some
-distinctive way of expressing itself. Sometimes it is the mouth which
-tells the story; sometimes it is by simple existence such as the lines
-of the nose or forehead, by the shape and movement of the hands;
-sometimes by a characteristic habit. Joy’s nature spoke through the
-eyes; perhaps it is, that intention is best given by the eyes. Anyhow
-the lover wanted to see them.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In a low voice&mdash;not a whisper&mdash;that thrilled with intensity he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy, look at me!” He spoke her name, though it was for the first
-time, quite unconsciously. As she heard it Joy’s heart beat so that
-she feared he would notice it, and all the self-protective instincts
-of womanhood rose at the thought. For an instant her face glowed; then
-it grew pale again. She did not hesitate, however. She raised her eyes
-and looked him full in the face. Her cheeks were flaming now, but she
-did not heed it. In the face of nature what, after all, is convention.
-As Athlyne lost himself in those wonderful eyes he had a wild almost
-over-mastering desire to take her in his arms and kiss her straight on
-the beautiful mouth. He was bending towards her for the purpose, she
-was swaying towards him, he believed; but for long afterwards he could
-not be sure of the matter.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But suddenly he saw a change in the girl’s face, a look of something
-like terror which seemed in an instant to turn her to stone. It was
-but a momentary change, however. The spasm passed, and, just as though
-it was to his eyes as if he had waked from a dream, she was her
-easeful self again. At the same moment the outer door of the <i>piece</i>
-opened and Mrs. Ogilvie’s voice was heard as she entered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Judy, I am so glad! I am told he has not gone yet. I should have been
-so sorry if I had not seen him!” When she entered the room, three
-seconds later, she found the two young people talking quietly
-according to the demure common-place of convention.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Mrs. Ogilvie was very hearty in her manner; a little more hearty than
-usual, for she had a sort of feeling as if something extra in the way
-of civility was due to him after the way her husband had spoken of
-him. This was illustrative of two things. First the woman’s
-unconscious acceptance of an unfavourable criticism of an absent
-person, as if it had been made to and not merely of him; second the
-way the sternness of a man’s judgment is viewed by the females of his
-family. She insisted that Mr. Hardy should stay for tea and asked Joy
-to ring and order it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy had been at once relieved and disappointed by the sudden entry of
-her mother. The maidenhood in her was glad of the postponement of the
-necessity for her surrender; the womanhood in her was disappointed by
-it. She was both maid and woman; let the female reader say, and the
-male reader guess, which feeling most predominated. She was glad that
-<i>he</i> was staying a little longer; for so she might at least feast her
-eyes on him again; but it was at best a chastened gladness, for well
-she knew that that thrilling moment would not come again&mdash;during that
-interview. And he was going away next morning!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne, too, was ill at ease. He, too, knew there would be no more
-opportunity now to follow up his declaration. The chagrin of his
-disappointment almost made him cross, such being the nature of man.
-Here, however, both his breeding and the kindliness of his nature
-stood to him; the shadow quickly passed. Later on in the evening, when
-he was thinking the matter over, he came to the conclusion that the
-interposition, though he did not attribute it to any divine origin,
-was after all perhaps best. It could not, or might not, suit him to
-declare himself so quickly. He felt that under the circumstances of
-his false name it would be necessary, or at any rate wise, to take
-Colonel Ogilvie into his confidence before declaring himself to his
-daughter.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It is thus that we poor mortals deceive ourselves. He had been just
-about to declare himself in the most passionate and overt way a man
-can; by taking the girl in his arms and kissing her, without even a
-passing thought of her father. But now, from some other cause, quite
-outside the girl and not even within her knowledge, he found his duty.
-One might with this knowledge easily differentiate the values of
-“necessary” and “wise” in his mind regarding his confession to her
-father.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy found a very distinct, though shy, pleasure in handing him tea and
-cake. Judy as usual presided at the tea-table. She did not interfere
-unduly with her niece’s ministrations, but she took care that she had
-plenty of opportunities. “Joy dear won’t you see if Mr. Hardy will
-take more tea?”&mdash;“has Mr. Hardy enough sugar?” and so forth. She had
-noticed those sudden liftings of the girl’s eyes, and knew what they
-meant to a woman&mdash;and to a man. Athlyne did not as a rule make tea a
-“square” meal, but this time he got in that direction. He refused
-nothing she offered. He would have accepted death at her hands now, if
-it would have pleased her; and it was only the girl’s discretion which
-saved the situation.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In due time he made his adieux and took his leave. With Joy there was
-no more than a handshake. It was perhaps part of a second longer than
-customary, but the force with which the squeeze was given lingered
-long in her memory. Perhaps it was the pain inflicted in the operation
-which made her often during the evening, when she was alone, caress
-the possibly wounded hand! That night she went to sleep with her right
-hand pressed to her heart.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy had a wild impulse to tell Joy to go to the door with the
-departing guest, but in the presence of her mother she did not dare to
-suggest it. Had she been alone she would probably have done so.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne walked away with his mind in a whirl. In his heart was ever
-surging up through all other thoughts that one sublime recognition
-which comes to every man at least once in his life: that which Sir
-Geraint voiced:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Here, by God’s rood is the one maid for me!” To this all other
-thoughts gave way. It obsessed him. When he came to Forty Second
-Street he did not turn towards the hotel but kept straight on up Fifth
-Avenue till he reached Central Park. He felt the need of movement. He
-wanted to be alone in the open. At Central Park his steps took him
-seemingly of their own accord towards the Riverside Drive. When he
-came to a place amongst trees seeming to hang over the river he sat on
-a seat and gave way to his thoughts. There was no one near him. Below
-him was the quiet river with its passing life; beyond, the Jersey
-shore so distant that details of life were not apparent. He took off
-his hat, more in reverence than for ease, as he thought of the
-beautiful girl who had so strangely come into life. Over and over
-again he said to himself in endless repetition:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy! Joy! Joy! Joy!” He sat till the light began to fail and for long
-after the sudden darkness of the American night had swooped down. Then
-he went home.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the hotel he found a visitor waiting for him. Mr. Breckenridge had
-come to say good-bye. He did so with so much heartiness that Athlyne
-could not bear to be aught but hearty himself. Though he longed to be
-alone he insisted on the young fellow coming up to his own rooms.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The boy was not quite at ease so Athlyne said to him:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There is something on your mind. What is it?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, look here, sir,” he answered gravely. “You have treated me like
-a comrade, and I want to treat you like one!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Go on, old chap. I’m listening.” Not without some nervousness the
-other proceeded:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I saw in the <i>Journal</i> last evening that you had dined on Sunday
-evening in the Holland with Colonel Ogilvie.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Those damned reporters!” interrupted Athlyne, but at once told him
-with a wave of his hand to proceed:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That hung in my mind from something you said to me the other evening.
-That confidence which I shall always value.” Athlyne nodded. He went
-on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I know something of that family. I’m from Kentucky myself; and I was
-there for a while&mdash;that time of the nigger disturbance you know&mdash;and I
-was quartered not far from Airlville. I have met Colonel Ogilvie; but
-it was on duty and amongst a good many others so he would not remember
-me. I never met any of his family; but I need not tell you that I fell
-in love with Miss Ogilvie. No fellow could help that; one glimpse of
-her is enough&mdash;&mdash; However&mdash;&mdash; I heard a lot down there about the old
-man, and as I was keen about the girl I took it all in and remembered
-it. I want to tell you this, because he is a very peculiar man. He is
-a splendid old chap. As brave as a lion, and as masterful as Teddy
-Roosevelt himself. But all the same he has his ideas which are hardly
-up to date. He is as stern as Fate in matters of&mdash;of&mdash;well, social
-matters. They told me a story of him which when I recalled it has
-troubled me since I saw you. It was about a man whose identity he
-mistook and who for a jest allowed the error to go, and kept it up. He
-was a Northern of course, for a Southern would have understood, and
-our boys are sometimes very keen on a joke. But it was no joke when
-the old man tumbled to it. He called it an unforgivable outrage and
-insisted on fighting over it. I tell you it nearly cost the joker his
-life. He was drilled right through, and only escaped death by a
-miracle. I tell you all this, sir, because of your confidence in me.
-If I might make a suggestion&mdash;you won’t think it beastly presumptuous
-of me will you?” Athlyne held out his hand; the other after shaking
-it, went on: “I would venture to suggest that&mdash;of course if you have
-not done so already&mdash;you should take him into your confidence before
-leaving here. It might be awkward if the old man were to find out for
-himself. He would think it a want of trust, and he might never forgive
-it. I am sure you would like to meet him and his again&mdash;you know you
-can’t save the life of a girl like that every day&mdash;&mdash;” He stopped
-there, confused and blushing.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne was touched by the young man’s kindly frankness and sincerity.
-He thanked him heartily but in a regretful way added:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Unfortunately I didn’t tell him. It was all so quick, and there was
-no opportunity when we did meet; and now I may not have the chance for
-some time. It would not do to write; I must see him and explain. And I
-go away early to-morrow. But be sure of this: the very first chance I
-get I shall tell him. I do wish for the friendship of him and his; and
-I should be main sorry if any foolishness hindered it. I shall have to
-do it carefully, I can see from what you tell me that he may construe
-my accepting his hospitality in my assumed name as an offence.” He
-went to the door with his friend, but before parting he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“By the way I should like you to do something for me if you don’t
-mind. I have asked the Horse Exchange people to get me another mount
-of the same strain as my black, a mare this time. I have given them
-full instructions, and if you will, I shall tell them that they must
-have your approval. I want some one who knows a good horse; and as I
-have given them carte blanche as to price it is right I should have
-some one to refer to. They are to send it to England for me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When Breckenridge was gone he set about his preparations for his early
-start. Strange to say he never thought of dinner at all that day; the
-omission may have been due to his hearty tea! As he worked he thought
-gravely over what his young friend had told him. He could see good
-cause for concern. Colonel Ogilvie’s attitude towards
-misrepresentation only echoed his own feeling. He came to the
-conclusion that there lay before him much thought; and possibly much
-action.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But all the same this branch of the subject did not monopolise his
-thoughts that night. As he lay awake he kept repeating to himself
-again, and again, and again:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy! Joy! Joy! Joy!” He fell asleep with the words on his lips. The
-thought continued in his heart.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch09">
-CHAPTER IX.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">THE CAR OF DESTINY</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Athlyne</span> did not feel safe till the French vessel was dipping her
-nose into the open Atlantic seas, and the Long Island Hills were a
-faint blue line on the western horizon. The last dozen hours of his
-stay in New York had been as though spent in prison. He knew well now
-that he really loved Joy; that this was no passing fancy, no mere
-desire of possession of a pretty woman. All phases of the passion of
-love, from the solely physical to the purely spiritual, have their own
-forces commanding different sets of nerves. Any one of these many
-phases may be all-compelling&mdash;for a time. But it is rather the blind
-dogged reckless pursuit of an immediate purpose than the total
-abandonment to a settled conviction. All the passions&mdash;or rather the
-phases of one passion&mdash;are separate and co-ordinate. Inasmuch as they
-are centred in one physical identity they are correlated. Nature has
-its own mysteries; and the inter-relations of various functions of a
-human being form not the least of them. As there are broad divisions
-of them&mdash;Christians accept three, the ancient Egyptians held to
-eight&mdash;so must we accept their uses and consequences. “Body and soul,”
-so runs the saying of the illiterate, not seldom used in objurgation.
-“Body, mind and soul” says the quasi-thinker who believes that he has
-grasped the truth of the great parcelling-out of qualities. “Heart,
-soul and flesh” says the lover who knows that he understands. The
-lover alone it is who knows as distinguished from believing. For his
-world is complete; in it there is no striving after knowledge, no vain
-desire of many things, no self-seeking. For the true lover’s one idea
-is to give. In such a world there can be no doubting, no fearing, no
-hoping. Before its creation Pandora’s box has been emptied to the
-last. It may be that the lover’s world is only a phantasm, a
-condition. It may be that it is a reality which can only be grasped by
-those who have been gifted with special powers. It may be that it is
-an orb as real as our own world, whirling in space in darkness, and
-can only be seen by those who have a new sense of vision. Surely it is
-not too much to believe, following the great analogies, that the soul
-as well as the body has eyes, and that all eyes of all sorts and
-degrees have vision of one kind or another; that there may be even a
-power of choice. We know that in the great manifestation which we call
-Light are various rays, each with its own distinctive powers and
-limitations. When these are all classified and understood, then
-science may take breathing time for its next great effort at
-investigation. Why, then, may not certain visual organs be adapted to
-specific purposes! We know through our sensoria that there is response
-in various ways to seekings of our own; whatever be the means of
-communication; whatever it be&mdash;electrical or magnetic, or through some
-other of the occult root forces, the message is conveyed. Why may it
-not be, again following the great analogies, that two forces of
-varying kind coming together are necessary for creation of any kind.
-We know it of lightning, we know it of protoplasm, and of whatever
-lies between them of which we know anything. We find or have ground
-for believing that the same conditions hold in all the worlds which
-germinate and increase and multiply. May it then not be that in
-love&mdash;“creation’s final law”&mdash;the meeting of the two forces of sex may
-create a new light; a light strange to either sex alone; a light in
-which that other world, spinning in the darkness through ether, swims
-into view in that new-created light.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In physical life when flesh touches flesh the whole body responds,
-provided that the two are opposite yet sympathetic. When ideas are
-exchanged, mind come forth to mind till each understands with a common
-force. When soul meets soul some finer means of expression comes into
-play. Something so fine and of condition so rare that other senses can
-neither realise nor conceive.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But in the lover all the voices speak, and speak simultaneously; the
-soul and the mind and the body all call, each to its new-found mate.
-What we call “heart” gives the note for that wonderful song of love;
-that song of songs whose music is as necessary in a living world as
-light or air, and which is more potent in the end than the forces of
-winds or seas.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-To Athlyne this new world had dawned. In the light which made it
-visible to him other things looked small; some of them base. And this,
-though the consciousness of love was still wanting; it had only spoken
-instinctively. The completeness only comes with that assurance of
-reciprocity which need not be spoken in words. Athlyne had been very
-close to it. The yearning of his own nature had spoken in that call
-out of the depths of his heart: “Joy look at me!” And if there had
-been time for the girl’s new-wakened love to surge up through the deep
-waters of her virgin timidity his happiness might have been by now
-complete. As yet he only believed that there might yet be happiness
-for him; he did not know! Had he seen in Joy’s beautiful eyes the
-answering look which he hoped for, he would have been justified in a
-change of his plans. He would then have spoken to her father at the
-earliest possible opportunity, have told him the entire story of his
-visit to America under an assumed name, and trusted to his good
-feeling to understand and absolve him. As it was he had to accept
-existing circumstances; and so he prepared himself for the future.
-First he would get rid of his alias; then he would try to see Joy
-again and form some idea of his fate. After that he would make his
-confession to Colonel Ogilvie; and if the latter still remained
-friendly he would press his suit.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-If some impartial reasoner, like Judy for instance, had been summing
-up the matter for him the same would have said: “What are you
-troubling yourself about. You are as good as he is, you are a suitable
-match for the girl in every way. You have a title, a large estate, a
-fine social position personally. You have a more than good record as a
-soldier. You are young, handsome, strong, popular. You saved the
-girl’s life at the risk of your own. Then why, in the name of common
-sense, are you worrying? The old man is not an ass; he will understand
-at once that you had a good reason for assuming another name. He will
-see that the circumstances of your meeting were such that you had no
-time to undeceive him. He owes you already the deepest debt of
-gratitude that a father can owe. The girl owes you also her life. What
-in the world better chance do you want? You love the girl yourself
-…”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Aye! there it was. He loved the girl! That hampered him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-During the whole time of the voyage he kept to himself. He made no new
-friends, not even acquaintances; he had begun to feel that so long as
-he remained under the shadow of that accursed alias each momentarily
-pleasant episode of his life was only the beginning of a new series of
-social embarrassments. When the ship arrived at Havre he got off and
-went at once to London. There he stayed for a few days in the lodgings
-which he had taken in the name of Hardy. He set himself gravely to
-work to wipe out from his belongings every trace of the false name. It
-was carefully cut or scraped from the new luggage, obliterated from
-the new linen and underclothes by the simple process of scissors. The
-cards and stationery were burned. It was with a sigh of relief that,
-having discharged all his obligations, he drove to his chambers in the
-Albany and resumed his own name and his old life. He was, however,
-somewhat restless. He tried to satisfy himself with long rides, but
-even the speed of the Kentucky horse who got more than his share of
-work did not satisfy him. There was some new uneasiness in his life;
-an overwhelming want which nothing of the old routine, no matter how
-pleasant it might be, could fill.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When “Mr. Hardy” had said good bye to her, Joy’s new life began. New
-life indeed, for Love is a new birth, a re-creation. Whenever she
-thought of herself she seemed to be leading a double life. All the
-routine, the cares and the duties of the old life remained unchanged;
-but superimposed on it was quite a new existence, one of
-self-surrender, of infinite yearning, of infinite hope, of endless
-doubting as to whether she was worthy of all that which she shyly
-believed really existed. She was all sweetness to those around her, to
-whom she seemed happy&mdash;but with a tinge of sadness. Both her father
-and mother believed that she was feeling the reaction from the shock
-of the Riverside adventure. Her mother possibly had at first an idea
-that she had given some thought to the handsome young man who had
-saved her; but when she herself reviewed in her mind how quietly, not
-to say unconcernedly, the young man had taken the whole episode she
-was content to let it take a minor place in both her concern and her
-recollection.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In due course the Ogilvie family set out on their European journey,
-and in due course without any occurrence of note they arrived at their
-destination.
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p class="sign2">
-Hotel Bellevue,<br/>
-Casamicciŏla, Ischia.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Dear Mr. Hardy</span>:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As I promised to write to you I now try to keep my word. I dare say
-you will think that an old maid is glad to get a chance of writing to
-a man! Perhaps she is! But I may say a word in your ear: the habit of
-personal reticence begins younger and lingers longer than you would
-think. However this is not the time or place&mdash;or weather for
-philosophising. The scenery is far too lovely to think of anything
-unpleasant. We got here all right after a voyage which was nice
-enough, though rather dull, and with no opportunities of making new
-friends. We can’t have runaway horses on shipboard! My sister will
-remain here for some weeks and I shall stay with her as it wouldn’t do
-to leave her all alone. It brought the whole caboodle of us hurrying
-over from America through a blizzard the last time! No, thank you! And
-Colonel Ogilvie doesn’t care to travel by himself. He is set on going
-up to Westmoreland which he says is the original Country of his branch
-of the Ogilvies. He is complaining of getting no riding here; and yet
-he says that when he gets to London he will hire a motor. Men are
-queer things, aren’t they? The rest of us are quite well and looking
-forward to our English visit where we may meet some friends. How are
-you? I suppose spending your time as usual galloping about like a
-knight-errant on a big black horse rescuing distressed ladies. And
-writing letters to a pack of women not <i>all</i> old maids! I suppose you
-will spare a moment to write to one in answer to this, just to say
-where you are and where you will be in the next few weeks. My
-brother’s section of our party leaves here next week. As I am an old
-maid I am shy of telling my sister, and most of the rest of us, that I
-am writing to a gentleman; but if they knew it they too would send
-their love. For my own part I must confine myself to kind remembrance.
-</p>
-
-<p class="sign2">
-Believe me,<br/>
-Yours faithfully,<br/>
-<span class="sc">Judith Hayes</span>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-P. S.&mdash;By the way, I forgot to say that the first contingent will
-after a few days in London go on to Cumberland or Westmoreland&mdash;I know
-it is the “Lake” country!
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne read the letter eagerly; but when he had finished he dropped
-it impatiently. There was not a thing in it that he wanted to
-know&mdash;not once the name he wanted to see. He sat for a while thinking;
-then he took it up again saying to himself:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“She’s no fool; it must have taken her some pains to say so little.”
-As he read it the second time, more carefully this time and not merely
-looking for what he wished to find, the letter told its own story, and
-in its own way. Then he smiled heartily as he sat thinking it over and
-commenting to himself:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not a word about her; not even her name! And yet she must know that
-it would be of <i>some</i> interest to me to hear of her. I wonder if it
-would do to run over to Ischia. There seems to be a party of them …”
-He read over the letter again with a puzzled look, which all at once
-changed to a smile. “Good old Judy! So that’s it is it! That’s not the
-first letter Miss Judy has written with a double meaning in it. She
-hasn’t those fine eyes and that quick wit for nothing. Why it’s as
-clever and as secret as that sent to Basing at Pretoria.” For a good
-while he pondered over it, making notes on the back of the envelope.
-Then he read these over:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We are at Ischia.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am writing because I promised.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The habit of personal reticence (that means not saying a thing for
-yourself) is for both young and old.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Our voyage was dull, no adventure, no meeting any one like you.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Mrs. Ogilvie and Judy remain at Ischia some weeks.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Colonel Ogilvie doesn’t like going alone and goes to the Lake County
-(who is to be with him but Joy?)
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“He wants to go motoring (seems more in this&mdash;think it over).
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<i>The rest of us</i>&mdash;(that can only mean Joy) are looking forward to
-meeting friends in England&mdash;(that proves she is going with her
-father).
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Let me know where you will be during the coming weeks.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My brother’s section of our party&mdash;(He and Joy)&mdash;leave here next
-week.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I haven’t told Mrs. Ogilvie <i>or most of the rest of us</i> (Besides Mrs.
-O. there are only two so that <i>most</i> of them must mean the
-bigger&mdash;that is Colonel Ogilvie&mdash;she has not told that one of the
-two&mdash;then she <i>has</i> told the other. And the other is Joy!)
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“If any of those kept in ignorance knew they <i>too</i> would send their
-love!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“‘<i>Too!</i>’ Then one does. Judy sends her own ‘kind remembrance.’ The
-only other one, Joy, sends her love&mdash;to me.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy sends her love to me!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He sat for a moment in an ecstasy, holding the letter loosely in his
-hand. Then he raised it to his lips and kissed it. Then he kissed it a
-second time, a lighter kiss, murmuring:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s for Aunt Judy!” He proceeded with his comment:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The postscript: ‘After a few days in London&mdash;will go on to Cumberland
-or Westmoreland.’ No address in either place, what does that mean? She
-has been so clever over the rest that she can’t be dull in this. She
-<i>must</i> know the London address … she thinks it best not to tell it
-to me&mdash;why?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-That puzzled him. He could not make out any reason from her point of
-view. He was willing to accept the fact and obey directions, but Judy
-had been so subtle in the other matter that he felt she must have some
-shrewd design in this. But the simple fact was that in this matter she
-had no design whatever. She intended to write to him again on hearing
-from him and to give him all details.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But for his own part Athlyne had several reasons for not seeing
-Colonel Ogilvie in London. Knowing that the father might make some
-quarrel out of his coming to his home in a false name he wanted to
-make sure of the daughter’s affection before explaining it to him.
-Besides there was the matter of continuing the fraud&mdash;even to Judy.
-Until things had been explained, meeting and any form of familiarity
-or even of hospitality on either side was dangerous. He could neither
-declare himself nor continue as they knew him. He was known in London
-to too many people to avoid possible <i>contretemps</i>, even if he decided
-to continue the alias with them and take chance, until he could seize
-a favourable opportunity. And as he could not introduce the old
-gentleman to his friends and his clubs it would be wiser not to see
-him at all. When all was said and done the pain of patient waiting
-might be the least of many ills.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-All the morning and afternoon he thought over the letter which he was
-to write to Judy. He despaired of writing anything which could mean so
-much; and beyond that again he felt that he could say nothing which
-would be so important to its recipient as the message of Judy’s letter
-had been to him. How could he hope for such a thing! The letter, which
-just before the time of collection he posted with much trepidation,
-ran:
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p class="noindent">
-“<span class="sc">My Dear Miss Hayes</span>:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you very much for your most kind letter and for all that you
-have said and left unsaid. I too had a dull journey from New York and
-found London duller still. As a town it seems to have fallen off; but
-it will brighten up again I am sure before long! I am glad you are all
-well. I suppose your party will re-unite after Mrs. Ogilvie’s cure has
-been completed. It is strange how we are all taking to motor cars. I
-am myself getting one, and I hope in the early summer to have some
-lovely drives. I am looking out for a companion. But it is a difficult
-thing to get exactly the one you want, and without such it is lonely
-work. Even going the utmost pace possible could not keep one’s mind
-away from the want. When I went to America that time I was feeling
-lonely and dull; and I have felt lonelier and duller ever since. But
-when I get my motor I hope all that will shortly cease. I hope that
-when you arrive&mdash;if you and Mrs. Ogilvie do come over&mdash;that you will
-honour my car by riding in it. I shall hope to have some one with me
-whom you must like very much&mdash;you seem to like nice people and nice
-people seem to be fond of you. I greatly fear it will not be possible
-for me to see Colonel Ogilvie in London, for I have to be away very
-shortly on some business, and I probably shall not be back in time;
-but I am going up North in a few weeks&mdash;in my new car if it is
-ready&mdash;and I shall hope to see my friends. Perhaps Colonel Ogilvie and
-some of his friends will come for a drive with me. Won’t you let me
-know where he will be staying after he leaves London. Please give, if
-occasion serves, my warm remembrance to all. I have not forgotten that
-delightful conversation we had before tea the day I called. Tell Miss
-Joy that I wish we could renew and continue it. Miss Ogilvie must be a
-very happy girl to have, in addition to such nice parents who love her
-so much, an aunt like you so much her own age, so sympathetic, so
-understanding. I cannot tell you how much I am obliged to you for
-writing. I look eagerly for another letter.
-</p>
-
-<p class="sign2">
-“Believe me,<br/>
-Yours very sincerely.”
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-There he hesitated. He had meant never to write again the name Richard
-Hardy. Here the letter seemed to demand it. He had already thought the
-matter over in all ways and from all points of view and had, he
-thought, made up his mind to go through with the fraud as long as it
-was absolutely necessary. There was no other way. But now when he had
-to write out the lie&mdash;as it appeared to him to be&mdash;his very soul
-revolted at it. It seemed somehow to dishonour Joy. Since he had
-looked into the depth of her eyes, scruples had come to him which had
-not ever before troubled him. It was unworthy of her, and of himself,
-to continue a lie. And so with him began again the endless circle of
-reasoning on a basis of what was false.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-A lie, little or big, seems gifted with immortality. At its creation
-it seems to receive that vitality which belongs to noxious things. The
-germs which preserve disease survive the quick lime of the plague-pit
-and continue after the seething mass of corruption has settled into
-earthly dust; and when the very bones have been resolved into their
-elements the waiting germs come forth on disturbance of the soil
-strong and baneful as ever.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Sometimes Athlyne grumbled to himself of the hardness of his lot. It
-was too bad that from such a little thing as taking another name, and
-merely for the purpose of a self-protective investigation of a lie, he
-should find himself involved in such a net-work of deceit. Other
-people did things a hundred times worse every day of their lives. He
-had often done so himself; but nothing ever came of it. But now, when
-his whole future might depend upon it, he was face to face with an
-actual danger. If Colonel Ogilvie quarrelled with him about it that
-would mean the end of all. Joy would never quarrel with her father; of
-that he felt as surely as that he loved her. All unknown to himself
-Athlyne had an instinctive knowledge of character. Any one who had
-ever seen him exercise the faculty would have been astonished by the
-rapidity of its working. The instant he had seen Joy he had recognised
-her qualities. He had understood young Breckenridge at a glance;
-otherwise he was too shrewd a man to trust him as he had done. It is
-not often that a man will entrust the first comer in a crowd with a
-valuable horse. To this man, too, an utter stranger, he had entrusted
-his secret, the only person who now knew it on the entire American
-continent. So also with Colonel Ogilvie. He was assured in his inner
-consciousness that that old gentleman would be hard to convince of the
-necessity for disguise. There was something about his fine stern-cut
-features&mdash;so exquisitely modified in his daughter&mdash;and in his haughty
-bearing which was obnoxious to any form of deceit.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-One of these grumbling fits came on him now, and so engrossed him that
-he quite forgot to sign the letter. It was in the post box when he
-recollected the omission. He rejoiced when he did so that he had not
-written the lie. It was queer how sensitive his conscious was
-becoming!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-One immediate effect of the awakened conscience was that he went about
-a motor car that very afternoon. He had said to Miss Judy that he was
-getting one, and his words had to be made good. Moreover he had, in
-addition to the train of reasons induced by Miss Judy’s mention of
-Colonel Ogilvie’s getting a car, a sort of intuition that it would be
-of service to him. Of service to him, meant of course, in his present
-state of mind with regard to Joy&mdash;of service in furthering his love
-affair. He had wished for a horse and got one, and it had brought him
-to Joy. Now he wanted a motor … The chain of reasoning seemed so
-delightfully simple that it would be foolish to dispute it.
-Sub-conscious intuition supplied all lacunæ.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The logic of fact seemed to support that of theory. He looked in at
-his club to find the name of a motor agency. There in the hall he met
-an old diplomatic friend, who after greeting him said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“This is good-bye as well.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How so?” he asked.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am off for Persia. Ballentyre got a stroke just as he was starting
-and they sent for me in a hurry and offered me the post. It is too
-good to refuse, so I am booked for another three years. I was
-promising myself a long rest, or a spell in a civilised place anyhow.
-It is too bad, just when I was expecting home my new
-Delaunay-Belleville car which has been nearly a year in hand.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do you take the car with you?” asked Athlyne feeling a queer kind of
-beating of his heart.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No. It would be useless there; at all events until I see what the
-country and the roads are like. I was just off to the agents to tell
-them to sell it for me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Strange we should meet. I came here to look up the address of an
-agent. I want to buy a car.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Look here, Athlyne; why not take over this? I shall have to sell it
-at a sacrifice, and why shouldn’t you have the advantage. I’ll let you
-have it cheap; I would rather clear it all up before I go.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right, old chap. I’ll take it. What’s the figure?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I agreed to pay £1,000. You may have it at what you think fair!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right. Can we settle it now?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“By all means.” Athlyne took out his cheque-book and wrote a cheque
-which he handed to the other.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I say,” said Chetwynd. “You have made this for the full sum.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Quite so! What else could I offer. Why man, do you think I would beat
-you down because you are in a hurry. If there is any huckstering it is
-I who should pay. I get my car at once, the very car I wanted. I
-should have to wait another year.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Three days after, the car arrived. Athlyne had spent the time in
-getting lessons at a garage and learning something of the mechanism.
-He was already a fair mechanic and a fine driver of horses; so that
-before another week was out he had learned to know his car. He got a
-good chauffeur so that he would always have help in case of need; and
-before the next letter arrived from Miss Judy he was able to fly about
-all over the country. The new car was a beauty. It was 100-110 h. p.
-and could do sixty miles an hour easily.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The next letter which he received from Miss Hayes was short and
-devoid, so far as he could discern after much study, of any cryptic
-meaning whatever. She thus made allusion to the fact that he had not
-signed his letter:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“By the way I notice that you forgot to sign your letter. I suppose
-you were thinking at the time of other things.” The later sentence was
-underlined. The information in the letter was that Colonel Ogilvie and
-“his daughter” expected to be in London on the Saturday following her
-letter and would stay at Brown’s Hotel, Albemarle Street, “where I
-have no doubt they will be happy to see you if you should chance to be
-in London at the time. I think Lucius intends to write you.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The latter sentence was literally gall to him. He knew that he must
-not be in London during their stay there. To be away was the only
-decent way of avoiding meeting them. He must not meet Colonel Ogilvie
-until he had made certain of Joy’s feeling towards him, for he could
-not make his identity known till he had that certainty. He could then
-explain his position … The rest of the possibilities remained
-unspoken; but they were definite in his own mind.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As he had to go away he thought it would be well to study up the
-various branches of the Ogilvy as well as of the Ogilvie family. He
-would then make a tour on his own account to the various places where
-were their ancient seats. As Colonel Ogilvie was interested in the
-matter some knowledge on his part might lead … somewhere.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch10">
-CHAPTER X.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">A LETTER</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Before</span> he set out for London, Colonel Ogilvie wrote a letter to “Mr.
-Hardy” which he sent to the address given on the card handed to him at
-New York. He had thought over the matter of writing with the
-seriousness which he always gave to social matters. Indeed he was
-careful to be even more punctilious than usual with this young man;
-firstly because he had got the idea that his overtures had not been
-cordially received and he wished to be just, secondly because he felt
-he must not forget the great service rendered to his daughter and
-himself. In his letter he apprised Mr. Hardy that with his daughter he
-was coming to London for a week or more, that they would be staying at
-Brown’s Hotel, Albemarle Street, and that they would be very pleased
-to see him there if he would honour them with a visit, and that
-perhaps he would make it convenient to dine with them any evening
-which he himself might select. He also told him that Mrs. Ogilvie and
-her sister were to remain some weeks longer in Italy, and that they
-would join him in the North of England, whence they would go all
-together to some bracing part of Scotland, to be decided later on when
-the time came for the after-cure. Of course, as he did not know that
-Athlyne was already in correspondence with Miss Judy, and was
-particular to give details of his future movements. Before posting it
-he showed the letter to Joy so that he might have her opinion as to
-whether all was correct. Joy was secretly fluttered, but she preserved
-admirably her self-control and came well through the ordeal, leaving
-no suspicion in the mind of her father as to the real state of things.
-She was now very deeply in love; the days that had passed had each and
-all fed the flame of her incipient passion. Time and the brain working
-together have a period of growth of their own which the
-physiopsychists have called “unconscious cerebration,” a sort of
-intellectual process whereby crude thoughts are throughout the
-darkness of suspended effort developed into logical results. Again,
-one of Nature’s mysterious workings; again one of her analogies to the
-inner and outer worlds of growth. As the hibernating seed, as the
-child in the womb, so the thought of man. Growth without ceasing, in
-light or darkness. Logical development, from the gates of Life to the
-gates of Death.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy was so deeply in love that all her thoughts, all her acts, all her
-hopings and fearings were tinged by it. Dreams need a physical basis
-somewhere; and whatever is the outward condition of man or woman so
-will be the mind. Whatever the inward, so will be the outward; each is
-the true index to the other. Her father, though an acute enough man in
-other respects, was sublimely unconscious of any change in his little
-girl; indeed he held her in his mind as but a child to whom the
-realities of life had not yet presented themselves. And yet even as a
-father he was feeling the effects of her developed affection. All the
-sweetness of her childhood had ripened. Somehow her nature had become
-more buoyant, more elastic. Sweetness and thoughtful understanding of
-his wishes seemed to breathe from her. Now and again were languorous
-moments when her whole being seemed to yield itself involuntarily to a
-wish outside her own. To a woman these are times of danger. For when
-the will ceases, passivity is no longer negative; it is simply a
-doubling of the external domination&mdash;as though an active spirit had
-been breathed into inertness. There are many readings to any of the
-Parables. When certain devils have been cast out and the house has
-been swept and garnished may it not be that spirits other than devils
-may find place therein. May it not also be that there is a virtue in
-even selfishness; if only that its protective presence keeps out
-devils that would fain enter the house where it abides.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-With a spirit of meekness Joy waited the coming of the friend who had
-been bidden. She had every confidence that he would come. True that he
-had not written to her; but she had seen his unsigned letter to Judy,
-and into its barrenness had read meanings of her own. How could he
-<i>not</i> come to her when she would have so gladly flown to him? Besides
-there was always with her the memory of that rapturous moment when he
-had spoken her name: “Joy look at me!” It was not hard to remember
-that; it was the only time she had heard her name upon his lips. As
-the weeks had gone by, that little sentence impulsively spoken had
-arrived at the dignity of a declaration of passion. It had grown in
-her mind from a request to a command; and she felt the sweetness of
-being commanded by a man she loved. In that moment she had accepted
-him as her Master; and that acceptance on a woman’s part remains as a
-sacred duty of obedience so long as love lasts. This is one of the
-mysteries of love. Like all other mysteries, easy of acceptance to
-those who believe; an acceptance which needs no doubting
-investigation, no proof, no consideration of any kind whatever. She
-had faith in him, and where Faith reigns Patience ceases to be a
-virtue.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Her father waited also, though not in the same meekness of spirit.
-Indeed his feeling was fast becoming an exasperation in which the
-feeling of gratitude was merging. He felt that he had done all that
-was right and correct with regard to the young man. He had gone out of
-his way to be nice to him; but with only the result of insult&mdash;that
-was the way in which he was beginning to construe the silence of Mr.
-Hardy. Insult to his daughter as well as himself; and that was a thing
-which could not be brooked from anyone no matter how strong or how
-numerous were his claims for leniency! Joy saw that there was some
-cause of displeasure with her father, and with a sinking heart had to
-attribute it to the real cause. She knew&mdash;which her father did
-not&mdash;from his letter to Judy that Mr. Hardy would have to be away from
-London just at the time of their visit; but she was afraid to speak
-lest she should precipitate catastrophe. It was not that she had fear
-in the ordinary sense. Much as she loved her father she would face him
-if necessary. But she felt that it would be unwise to force the issue
-prematurely; her father was a man of such strong prejudices&mdash;he called
-them convictions!&mdash;that once they were aroused they mastered his
-judgment. What might happen if he should give them scope on this
-occasion! Her heart sank more deeply still at the very thought.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In her anxiety she took what was probably the wisest course; she kept
-him perpetually busy, trotting about with her to see the sights of
-London. This was a pleasure which she had long promised herself
-with&mdash;since the adventure with the run-away horse&mdash;the added interest
-of having present a nice Englishman to point out and explain. This
-special charm had now to be foregone; and the denial made her secretly
-sad. However, the best anodyne to pain is pain; her anxiety regarding
-her father’s case was a counteractant to her own. Father and daughter
-were so busy, morning noon and night, and the girl appeared to be so
-tired when the day’s programme as laid down had been exhausted, that
-occasion was lacking for consideration of a disagreeable subject.
-Towards the end of the first week, however, Colonel Ogilvie’s patience
-began to fail. He felt that he must speak of his annoyance to some
-one, and there was no choice. Joy felt that the moment had come, and
-she did not flinch. She had a grim foreboding that there would be
-something said which would give her pain to hear. Her hands were tied.
-She could not even mention that Mr. Hardy was away; her father would
-be sure to ask how she knew it. If he did so, she would not dare to
-tell him; for she knew well that if he learned that the man who had
-not even answered his own letter was in secret correspondence with the
-ladies of his own family&mdash;that is how he would put it&mdash;the fact would
-add fuel to the flame, would change chagrin to fury. And so she
-steeled herself to the quiet endurance of suffering.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The blow fell at breakfast time when her father had looked through the
-few letters which lay beside his plate.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, I do think that that young man’s rudeness is unpardonable!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy looked up with a pleasant smile which belied the chilly feeling
-about her heart. She felt that she must pretend ignorance; her father
-might, later on, hold a too ready acceptance as suspicious:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What, Daddy? Who? Whose rudeness?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That&mdash;that gentleman whom I asked to dine with us. Mr. Hardy.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Perhaps he may not have got your letter.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you mean, daughter? He must have got it; I directed it to the
-address he gave me himself.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But Daddy, he may be away. You remember he told you at dinner that
-day in the Holland that he had important business. It may have been
-prolonged you know. He may not even be in London.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then he should see that his letters are duly sent on to him.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Certainly he ought. But perhaps Daddy he’s not as careful as we are.
-He may not be a man of business!” Colonel Ogilvie smiled:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’m afraid that is a very bad argument my dear. You have just used
-the opposite!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How so, Daddy?” she asked wrinkling up her brows.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You said he might be away on business!” He was so pleased with his
-combating of her argument that her purpose was effected; he abandoned
-the subject&mdash;for a time.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The next morning, however, he renewed it again under similar
-circumstances:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I think, my dear, that we had better give up any idea of keeping that
-young man on the list of our friends. It is quite evident that he does
-not care to continue our acquaintanceship!” Joy suffered much this
-time; all the more because there was nothing that she could say which
-would be wise. She had to content herself with a commonplace
-acceptance of his views. So she answered with as steady a voice as she
-could manage:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course, Daddy! Whatever you think right!” The answer pleased her
-father; he showed it in his reply:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am sorry about it, my dear; for he seemed a fine young fellow, and
-he saved you very bravely. However we cannot help it. <i>We</i> did all we
-could to make him welcome; but we can’t force him to come to us. It
-isn’t an occasion for wain-ropes!” After a pause she ventured to say
-meekly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes. It would be a pity if we had to quarrel with a man who did so
-much for us. I suppose if he <i>could</i> show that he did not get your
-letter, then it would be&mdash;you could forgive him.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course I would, my dear. But these English are so stand-off that
-there is no understanding them. I wanted to be friends with the man
-who saved my little girl … But there, it is no use wishing anything
-when people are pig-headed …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-His words somehow made Joy’s heart glow. It might be all right yet, if
-only …
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But the present was sadly un-right. The suspense, the uncertainty, the
-waiting in the dark were hard to bear. It was little wonder that in
-the middle of the following week her father noticed that she had grown
-pale and listless. Deep down in his mind he connected it somehow with
-“that damned fellow” but he took care not to betray his thought to his
-daughter in any way. His present wish was that even the existence of
-the fellow should fall out of the memory of his family. As for himself
-he never let a grievance fall out of his memory; there had to be a day
-of reckoning for all concerned in such.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He quietly made preparations for their northern tour, and when all was
-ready told Joy who joined with alacrity in the move. London was now
-growing hateful to her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the meantime Athlyne, living either in his castle of
-Ceann-da-Shail&mdash;which he had long looked on as his home&mdash;as a centre,
-was flying about in his new motor, learning each day fresh mysteries
-of driving. The speeds of the motor are so much above those of other
-vehicles that a driver, howsoever experienced he may be in other ways,
-seems here to be dealing with a new force. The perspective changes so
-fast as the machine eats up the space that the mind requires to be
-practised afresh in judging distances and curves. It had been a bitter
-regret to him that he had to keep out of London just when Joy had come
-to it. His mind was always running on what a delight it would be to be
-with her when all the interesting things came before her; to note the
-sudden flushes of delight, to see the quick lifting of the beautiful
-eyes, to look into their mysterious, bewildering depths. At first when
-such ideas took him whilst driving, he nearly ran into danger.
-Unconsciously his hands would turn the wheel for speed, and in his
-eagerness he would make such swerves and jumps that undesirable things
-almost happened. However, after a few such experiences his nerves
-learned their own business. It is part of the equipment of a chauffeur
-to be able to abstract and control his driving senses from all other
-considerations; and such dual action of the mind requires habit and
-experience for its realisation. The constant watchfulness and anxiety
-had at least this beneficent use: that for a part of the day at all
-events his mind was kept from brooding over his personal trouble.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The arrival of Colonel Ogilvie’s letter, sent on to him from London,
-made in a way a new trouble for him; for whilst he was delighted to
-get so friendly an overture it was he saw but another difficulty ahead
-of him. He must either reply in his false name, which was now hateful
-to him; or he must leave the letter, for the present, unanswered. This
-latter alternative would be dangerous with a man so sensitive and so
-punctilious; but, all told, it was the lesser evil. He had had
-opportunity to make up his mind on the subject before the letter came,
-for Aunt Judy had said in her last letter that Colonel Ogilvie had
-spoken about writing to him before they should arrive in London. Still
-it was a sore trial to him to be so discourteous, with the added
-chagrin that it might&mdash;probably would&mdash;stand in his way with the one
-man in the world whom he wished to propitiate.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As he did not know anything about the history of Colonel Ogilvie’s
-family he went to the peerage books and made lists of the bearers of
-that name in its different spellings; and then as he decided to go to
-many of the places named, he made runs into Perthshire and Forfar. He
-came to the conclusion that he must have misunderstood Colonel Ogilvie
-in alluding to the “Border Counties.” He laid up, however, a good deal
-of local information which might be pleasing to his prospective
-father-in-law.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-One morning he had a letter which quite fluttered him. It was from
-Aunt Judy telling him that Colonel Ogilvie had announced his intention
-of starting on the then coming Thursday for the north, and that he had
-given as the direction of his letters till further notice the “Inn of
-Greeting,” Ambleside. The unqualified pleasure which he received from
-this news was neutralised by the postscript:
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p>
-“By the way&mdash;this of course in your private ear, now and
-hereafter&mdash;Colonel Ogilvie is vastly disappointed that you have not
-been to see him in London, and that you have not even replied to his
-letter. Surely there must be some mistake about this. I sincerely hope
-so, for he looks on any breach of courtesy, or any defect in it, as an
-unpardonable sin. I know from the fact of his mentioning it to his
-womenkind that he has taken it to heart. Do, do my dear friend, who
-have done so much for us and whose friendship we wish to hold, repair
-this without delay. He is an old man and may possibly expect more from
-a younger man than from one of his own standing. I am sure that if
-there has been any omission there is on your part a good reason for
-it. But do not lose any time. If you wish to please us <i>all</i>&mdash;and I am
-sure you do&mdash;you would do well to go up to Ambleside&mdash;if you have not
-seen him already&mdash;and call on him there. And do like a dear man drop
-me a line at once to say you have received this and telling me what
-you intend to do.”
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-He sat for a while quite still, putting his thoughts in order. It was
-now Monday so that Colonel Ogilvie would have been already some days
-at Ambleside. He took it for granted that Joy was with him, but he
-could not help a qualm of doubt about even that. Aunt Judy had not
-mentioned her in the matter. The only possible allusion was in the
-underlining of the word “all.” Otherwise the letter was too direct and
-too serious for any cryptic meaning.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He came to the conclusion that his best plan would be to go at once to
-some place on Windermere, and from there go quietly to Ambleside and
-find out for himself how things lay. The best place for him to stay at
-would, for his purposes, be Bowness. There he would leave his car with
-the chauffeur and drive in a carriage to Ambleside. When there he
-would contrive to meet if possible Joy alone. He would surely be able
-to form from her attitude some opinion of her disposition towards him.
-If he were satisfied as to this he would at once go to her father,
-tell him the whole story, and place himself in his hands.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But then he thought that if he were so near, his name might become
-known to Colonel Ogilvie; that infernal alias seemed to be always
-standing in his way! He was so obsessed by the subject that at times
-he quite overlooked the fact that neither the Colonel nor any of his
-family knew anything whatever of the matter. It took him an hour’s
-hard thought before this idea presented itself to him. It took a
-weight off his mind. If by any chance Colonel Ogilvie should hear that
-an individual called Lord Athlyne was in the neighbourhood it would
-mean nothing to him. Nothing except the proximity of one more of that
-“bloated aristocracy,” which one class of Americans run down&mdash;and
-another run after.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He was then up in Ross. As he did not wish to “rush” matters he
-decided to start next day. When that time came he had fully made up
-his plan of action. As the Ogilvies were at Ambleside he would go to
-Bowness. As there was a service of public coaches he could go between
-the places mentioned&mdash;without even the isolation of a carriage for his
-sole use. He would go quietly to the Inn of Greeting and learn what he
-could about their movements. The rest must depend on circumstances.
-But there must be no hurry; the matter was too serious now and the
-issue too important to take any risk. But when he should have seen Joy
-and knew, or believed, or understood … Then he would lose not a
-moment in seeing her father. But he might not get a chance of seeing
-him alone and under circumstances favourable to his purpose. He must
-be ready. All at once an idea struck him …
-</p>
-
-<p>
-All these weeks Athlyne had now and again had a vague feeling of
-uneasiness which he could not understand: a sort of feeling that he
-would some time wake and wonder what he had been fretting and fuming
-about. Why could he not have written to Colonel Ogilvie at any time?
-Even before he had left New York, or whilst he had been on board ship,
-or whilst the American family had been in Italy, or even when the
-Colonel had been in London? Why not now? After all, there was nothing
-in any way wrong; nothing to be ashamed of. He was of good social
-position; at least as good as Joy’s father was. He was himself rich
-and wanted no fortune with his wife. He had won certain honours&mdash;a man
-to whose name had been suffixed V.C. and D.S.O. must be considered
-personally adequate for ordinary purposes. And so on. Vanity and
-self-interest, in addition to the working of the higher qualities,
-supplied many good reasons.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-And yet! … He was always being brought up against one of two things:
-Colonel Ogilvie’s peculiar views and character, or his own position
-towards him with regard to the alias. He could always find in either
-of these something which might cause pain or trouble to Joy. Moreover
-there was another matter which was a powerful factor in his
-conclusions, although it was one which he did not analyse or even
-realise. It was one that worked unconsciously; a disposition rather
-than an activity; a tendency rather than a thought. Lord Athlyne was
-Scotch and Irish; a Celt of Celts on his mother’s side. He had all
-that underlying desire of the unknown which creates sentiment, and
-which is so pronounced a part of the Celtic character. This it is
-whence comes that clinging to the place of birth which has made the
-peasantry of the Green Isle for seven hundred years fight all opposing
-forces, from hunger to bayonets, to hold possession of their own. This
-it is which animated a race, century after century, to suffer and
-endure from their Conquerors of a more prosaic race all sorts of pain
-and want, and for reasons not understandable by others. Those who have
-lived amongst those Celts of the outlying fringes, amongst whom racial
-tendencies remain unaltered by changing circumstances, and by whom
-traditions are preserved not by historical purpose but by the exercise
-of faith, know that there is a Something which has a name but no
-external bounds or limitations, no quick principle, no settled
-purpose. Something which to an alien can only be described by
-negatives; if any idea can at all be arrived at by such&mdash;any idea
-however rudimentary, phantasmal or vague&mdash;it can only be acquired at
-all by a process of exclusions. The name is “The Gloom”; the rest is a
-birthright. Those who can understand it need no telling or explaining;
-others can no more understand it than those born without eyes can see.
-It is a quality opposed to no other; it can exist with any. It can
-co-exist with fighting, with song, with commerce. It makes no change
-in other powers or qualities of the children of Adam. Those who
-possess it can be good or bad, clever or silly, heroic or mean. It can
-add force to imagination, understand nature, give quiet delight or
-spiritual pain. And the bulk of those who have it do not think of it
-or even know it: or if they do, hardly ever speak of it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne had his full share of it. Being young and strong and of a
-class in life which seldom lacks amusement he had not been given to
-self-analysis. But all the same, though he did not think of it, the
-force was there. In his present emotional crisis it brought the lover
-in him up to the Celtic ideal. An ideal so strangely saturated with
-love that his whole being, his aims and ambitions, his hopes and
-fears, his pleasures and pains yielded place to it and for the time
-became merged in it. To him the whole world seemed to revolve round
-Joy as a pivotal point. Nothing could be of any use or interest which
-did not have touch of her or lead to her. So, he wanted to know beyond
-the mere measure of intellectual belief if Joy loved him or was on the
-way to doing so. When he was satisfied as to this he would be free to
-act; but not before.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-On the journey he had allowed the chauffeur to drive, as he wanted to
-think over the whole matter without fear of interruption. He had sat
-in the tonneau and made from time to time notes in his pocket-book. He
-had now made up his mind that he would write a letter to Colonel
-Ogilvie telling him the whole circumstances. This he would keep in his
-pocket so that at the first moment when he was satisfied as to Joy’s
-views he could post it, in case he could not have the opportunity of a
-personal explanation. After dinner the second night of the journey and
-then in his bedroom he sat up writing the letter and then copying it
-out on his own note paper of which he had for the purpose brought a
-supply with him. When it was completed it left nothing that he could
-think of open to doubt. When he had got this off his mind sleep came
-to him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Next day he took the wheel himself; and that day when there was
-fitting opportunity the car hummed along merrily at top speed. Before
-sunset they arrived at Bowness. There he left the car in charge of the
-chauffeur, on whom he again impressed the necessity for absolute
-silence. The man was naturally discreet, and he saw that he was in a
-good situation. Athlyne was satisfied on leaving him that his orders
-would be thoroughly carried out.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the forenoon of the next day he took the steamer which plies along
-the Lake, and in due course landed at Ambleside. His heart beat
-quickly now and his eyes searched keenly all around him as he moved.
-He would not miss a chance of seeing Joy.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch11">
-CHAPTER XI.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">THE BEAUTIFUL TWILIGHT</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">The</span> first couple of days at Ambleside were a delight to Joy. In the
-change from the roar and ceaseless whirl of London was such a sense of
-peace that it influenced even the pain of her heart-hunger. Here in
-this lovely place, where despite the life and movement of the little
-town nature seemed to reign, was something to calm nerves overstrung
-with waiting and apprehension. It was a relief to her at first, a
-pleasure later, to walk about the pleasant roads with her father; to
-take long drives beneath shady trees or up on the hillside where the
-lake lay below like a panorama; to sit on the steamer’s deck and drift
-along the beautiful lake.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Her father was now and again impatient, not with her but because of
-the non-arrival of the motor which he had ordered in London. It had
-not been quite ready when they left and so it was arranged that it
-should follow them. He wanted to have it in possession so that they
-could fly all over the region; the American in him was clamorous for
-movement, for speed and progress! He kept up an endless telegraphing
-with the motor people in London, and when at last they wired that the
-car was nearly ready he got a map and traced out the route. Each day
-he marked out a space that he thought it ought to have covered,
-crediting it for every hour of daylight with top speed. After all, no
-matter what our ages may be, we are but children and the new toy but
-renews the old want and the old impatience; bringing in turn the old
-disillusionment and the old empty-hearted discontent. And the new toy
-may be of any shape: even that of a motor-car&mdash;or a beating human
-heart.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Partly out of affection for her father and so from sympathy with him,
-and partly as a relief to herself, Joy looked eagerly for the coming
-of the car. She used to go with him to the post office when he was
-sending his telegrams. Indeed she never left him; and be sure he was
-glad of her companionship. Now and again would come over her an
-overwhelming wave of disappointment&mdash;grief&mdash;regret&mdash;she knew not
-what&mdash;when she thought of the friendship so romantically begun but
-failing so soon. The letters from Aunt Judy used to worry and even
-humiliate her. For Judy could not understand why there was no meeting;
-and her questions, made altogether for the girl’s happiness but made
-in the helplessness of complete ignorance, gave her niece new concern.
-She had to give reasons, invent excuses. This in itself, for she was
-defending the man, only added fuel to her own passion. Joy’s love was
-ripening very fast; all her nature was yielding to it. Each day seemed
-to make her a trifle thinner. Her eyes seemed to grow bigger and at
-times to glow like lamps. Whenever she could, she kept looking out on
-the road by which He might come. Walking or driving or in the hotel it
-was all the same. In the sitting-room her seat was near the window,
-her place at table where she could command a view. All this added to
-her beauty and so her father took no concern from it. He thought she
-was looking well; and as she was hearty and always, whilst with him,
-in good spirits and vivacious and even eager in her movements, he was
-more than satisfied.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-One morning as she was sitting alone close to the window, presumably
-reading for she had a book in her lap, she caught sight with the tail
-of her eye of a figure that she knew. There was no mistaking on her
-part that tall, upright man with the springy step; the image was too
-deeply burned into her heart for that. For a fraction of a second her
-heart stood still; and then the wave of feeling went over her.
-Instinctively she drew back and kept her head low so that only her
-eyes were over the line of the window sill. She did not wish to be
-recognised&mdash;all at once. With the realisation of her woman’s wishes
-came all the instinctive exercise of her woman’s wiles. He was walking
-so slowly that she had time to observe him fully, to feast her eyes on
-him. He was looking up at the hotel, not eagerly she thought, but
-expectantly. This, though it did not chill her, somehow put her on
-guard. She slipped behind the window curtain and peeped cautiously. As
-he came closer to the hotel he went still more slowly. He did not come
-to the door as she expected, but moved along the street.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This all puzzled her; puzzled her very much. She knew that Judy had
-written to him of their coming to London, she had seen his reply to
-her letter; and Judy with her usual thoughtful kindness had
-mentioned&mdash;as though by chance, for she was the very soul of kindly
-discretion&mdash;that when she knew what locality and hotel had been fixed
-on for the visit to the Lakes she would tell him. It was evident, that
-he knew they were there and in the hotel; why, then, did he not come
-to see them. How she would have hurried, she thought, had she been the
-man and loved as she did! She had no doubting whatever of his good
-faith. “Perfect love casteth out fear.” And doubt is but fear in a
-timid form. She accepted in simple good faith that he had some purpose
-or reason of his own. Her manifest duty to him, therefore, was not to
-let any wish or act of hers clash with it. So she set herself to think
-it all out, feeling in reality far happier than she had done for many
-weeks. It was not merely that she had, after long waiting, seen the
-man; but she was now able to do something for him&mdash;if indeed it was
-only the curbing of her own curiosity, her own desires.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She rose quietly and went to her bed-room which was at another side of
-the house&mdash;on the side towards which He had passed. Her father was
-writing letters and would not want her; he had said at breakfast that
-he would not be able to go out for an hour or two. In her room she
-went cautiously to her window and, again hiding behind the curtains,
-glanced into the street. She felt quite sad when she only saw his back
-as he walked slowly along. Every now and again he would stop and look
-round him as though admiring the place and the views as the openings
-between the houses allowed him to see the surrounding country. Once or
-twice she could see him look out under his eyebrows as though watching
-the hotel without appearing to do so. Presently he turned the corner
-of the next street to the left, moving as though he wished to go all
-round the hotel.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She sat down and thought, her heart beating hard. Her face was covered
-with both her hands. Forehead and cheeks and neck were deeply flushed;
-and when she took away her hands her eyes were bright and seemed to
-glow. She seemed filled with happiness, but all the same looked
-impossibly demure; as is woman’s nature, playing to convention even
-when alone.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Before she left her room she had changed her clothes, putting on after
-several experiments the frock which she thought the most becoming. She
-did not send for her maid, but did everything for herself; even to
-hanging up the discarded frocks. Then she went back to the sitting
-room and took as before her seat at the window, keeping however a
-little more in the background. She wanted to see rather than to be
-seen. With her eyes seemingly on her book, but in reality sweeping
-under her lashes the approaches to the hotel like searchlights, she
-sat quite quietly for some time. At length the eyes suddenly fell for
-an instant under an uncontrollable wave of diffidence; she had seen
-Him pass into the garden opposite to the hotel and go secretively
-behind some lilac bushes opposite the doorway. But after that one
-droop of the eyes, there was scarce even the flicker of an eyelid; she
-did not want to lose a single glimpse of him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Sitting by the window, where he could see her, for a full hour until
-her father appeared, she thought over the new phase of the matter. If
-she had ever had any real doubt as to whether Mr. Richard Hardy loved
-her it was all resolved now. For certain he loved her&mdash;and as much,
-she hoped, as she loved him! He had sought her out at Ambleside; for
-even in her own secret mind she never went through the pretence of
-trying to persuade herself that it may have been some one else that he
-was looking for.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But why was he so secret? Why did he not come at once into the hotel
-and ask to see her father. He had been invited to come; he had been
-made a welcome guest at the Holland. He knew their movements; he had
-written to Judy. But why did he keep so aloof? If he wanted to avoid
-them altogether he had only to keep away. Why then did he keep coming
-round the house and looking at it secretively? She was absolutely at a
-standstill every time her thinking led her to this <i>impasse</i>. But, all
-the same, she never questioned or doubted the man. In her own mind she
-was sure that he had some good reason for all he did; and it was her
-duty not to thwart but to help him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She had already accepted the position of a true wife, a true lover:
-The man’s will was law!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then her thoughts turned as to how best she could help him. Here all
-her brains as well as all the instincts of her womanhood came into
-play; and this is a strong combination in a man’s service. Her
-arguments ran:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As he evidently wishes his presence to be unknown she must not seem to
-know of it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As he evidently wanted to know something about her she would take care
-that he knew what he wished, so far as she could know or effect it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As (perhaps) he wished to see her (from afar, or at all events without
-proclaiming himself) she would take care that he would have plenty of
-opportunities.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But as he did not want Daddy to see him&mdash;at present (this last
-qualification she insisted on to herself) she would have to be careful
-that her father did not notice his presence. This she felt would be
-difficult, and might be dangerous; she feared that if the two men
-should meet just at present (another qualification equally insisted
-on) her father might make some quarrel or trouble.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As Daddy might make trouble this way, she must keep very close to him.
-She might thus be able to smooth matters, or do <i>something</i> if any
-occasion came.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<i>And</i> she must be careful that he did not notice that she saw him.
-This argument came straight out of her sex-artfulness. Every instinct
-of her being told her that such would be the most effective way of
-bringing the man to her. And Oh! but she did long to see him, close to
-her where they could see each other clearly. “Look at me!” seemed to
-throb through her every nerve, and make a clang of great music in her
-brain.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When presently Colonel Ogilvie, having finished his letters, asked her
-what she would like to do that morning she said she would like to go
-for a drive. She knew that there would be more security in the
-isolation of a carriage than when walking, where a chance meeting
-might occur at any moment.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When Athlyne, who was watching the hotel from the garden where the
-shrubs gave him cover, saw the landau at the door he thought he would
-wait and see if by any chance it might be for the Ogilvies’ use. His
-hopes were justified when he saw Joy follow her father from the
-doorway. She looked radiantly beautiful; so beautiful that all his
-love and passion surged up in him till he felt almost suffocated. He
-had quite a good view of her, for she stood for a minute or two in
-front of the horses giving them lumps of sugar and stroking their
-noses. He heard the voices of both father and daughter. Colonel
-Ogilvie’s was strong and resonant; Joy’s was sweet and clear.
-Moreover, she spoke on purpose a little more loudly than usual; she
-knew that He was listening and would like to hear her voice.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Tell him where you would like to go, little girl.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Anywhere you think best, coachman; provided we get a good view. We
-had better be back here in about an hour. Then, Daddy, we shall keep
-quiet after lunch&mdash;if that will suit you, dear. After tea we can go
-out again and have a long drive and come back in the lovely English
-twilight. Of course if you would like to, Daddy. I must say there is
-one institution that I wish we had in America.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And what is that daughter?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The twilight! Since I have seen it, our own night seems very cruel!
-It shuts down too fast. For my own part if ever I fall in love&mdash;&mdash;”
-here the words became indistinct; she was entering the carriage.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She had chosen her words on purpose. She wished to let Him know the
-plans for the day. She knew well that at the end of the hour he would
-be waiting, hidden in the garden, to see their return. Thus he would
-see her again, and she by going quickly to the window would perhaps
-see him again. She had spoken of not going out again till after tea,
-because she did not wish to keep him all day at his post; she knew
-that this would happen if he were in ignorance of her movements. He,
-poor fellow! would have to get lunch. … She was exercising for him
-already the solicitude of a wife for a husband. As to the remarks
-about twilight, that had a double origin. Firstly it was quite true;
-she had long had it in her mind. Secondly it was a sort of <i>ballon
-d’essai</i>; it might point or lead somewhere. Where that might be she
-knew not; but she had a vague hopeful feeling that there was an
-answer&mdash;somewhere.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As to the remark about ever loving. Well! she could not have explained
-that herself. All she knew was that she had a sudden desire to mention
-the word. …
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne profited by the lesson; but his acts were not quite what Joy
-had anticipated. She, thinking from the feminine standpoint, had taken
-it that he would remain at his post until the return and then avail
-himself of the longer period for rest and food. But Athlyne was a
-soldier and had as such long ago learned the maxim that in route
-marching the camp should be set beyond the bridge. Moreover in the
-strenuous life of the Boer war he had superadded the wisdom of taking
-his meal at the first opportunity. As soon as the carriage had
-disappeared from view he went straight into the hotel and ordered his
-lunch in the Coffee-room. He was really hungry, and the lamb and salad
-were excellent; but had he not been hungry, and had the food been
-poor, he would have enjoyed it without knowing its inferiority.
-Everything was good to him this morning; he had seen Joy!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He was out in the garden in good time. Fortunately so, from his point
-of view. For Joy, believing that he would be still waiting, kept the
-coachman up to time. It might well have been that they had met in the
-hall.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The drive had increased the girl’s loveliness, if such were possible.
-Her eyes were bright, there was fine colour in her cheeks, and her
-voice and manner were full of vivacity. The bright sun and the sweet,
-strong air had braced her; and perhaps some inward emotion had
-exercised the same effect. One quick glance under her eyelashes as
-they drove towards the hotel had shewn her the outline of a tall
-figure close to the lilacs in the garden. As her father helped her
-from the carriage with all his habitual gallantry of manner she said
-in a clear voice&mdash;Athlyne across the street heard every word:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That drive was exquisite! Wasn’t it Daddy? Thank you so much for it!
-The lights and shadows on the hills were simply divine. It would be
-nice to go again to-morrow in something of the same direction. We
-might go about the same hour, if it would suit you, and see the same
-effects again!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When they had gone in Athlyne waited a little while in the garden. He
-sat in the sunshine on a garden seat placed in the centre of the grass
-plot. He was not afraid of being seen at present, and as he knew that
-Joy and her father were in the house he did not even try to look for
-them. Had he chosen a position for the purpose of giving Joy pleasure
-he could not have done better than this. From behind her window
-curtain she could see him plainly. To her he made a beautiful picture,
-of which the natural setting was complete: the background of sweet
-pale lilac, the dropping gold of the laburnum and the full red of
-scarlet hawthorn; his feet in the uncut grass starred with daisies.
-She had a long, long view of him, watching every movement and
-expression with eager eyes. One thing he did which she could not
-understand. He took from his breast pocket an envelope; this he opened
-and took from it a letter. Instead of reading it, however, he sat for
-a long time with it in his hand. Then with a quick movement he put it
-back in the envelope, moistened the flap with his lips and closed it.
-Joy’s idea had been that it might have been Judy’s letter which he had
-intended to re-read; but this could not be. For an instant a spasm of
-pain had gripped her heart as the thought came that it might have been
-from some other woman. But that idea she swept aside imperiously. Now
-she knew that it was some letter of his own, and the questioning of
-her brain began to assail her heart:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Whom could he be writing to? What could he be writing about? Why did
-he have a finished letter in his pocket, not even sealed up?
-</p>
-
-<p>
-If she had known the truth she would have sat quiet, not with
-perturbation but in a silent ecstasy. Athlyne had made up his mind
-that if occasion did not serve for his seeing Joy alone he would send
-the letter to Colonel Ogilvie and risk being refused. In such case he
-would have to take another course, and try to obtain her consent in
-spite of her father’s wishes. He did not, however, intend to send the
-letter yet. His first hope was too sweet to abandon without good
-cause. His closing the letter was but an impulsive expression of his
-feeling.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Suddenly he stood up and moved out of the garden. This did not puzzle
-her, but awoke all her curiosity. She had a wild desire to see where
-he was going; but as she could not follow him she made up her mind to
-present patience. She watched from her window till he had passed out
-of sight. She was glad that she was concealed behind the curtain when
-she saw him at the furthest point of sight turn and give a long look
-back at the hotel. Then she went to her room to get ready for lunch.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne felt that he must do something to let off steam. Movement of
-some kind was necessary in his present frame of mind. For his pleasure
-was not unmixed. He had seen Joy, and she was looking more radiantly
-beautiful than ever. But she had said one thing that sent a pang
-through him: “if I ever fall in love.” There could hardly be any doubt
-of her sincerity; she was talking to her father quite alone and
-unconscious that he of all men was within earshot. “If I ever fall in
-love,” that meant that she had not yet done so. It would be wise to
-wait before sending the letter so that he might see if that happy time
-had come or had even begun to peep above the horizon. Unconsciously he
-took from his pocket the letter and his pocket-book, put the former
-into the latter and returned it to its place.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne was no fool; but he was only a man, and as such took for
-gospel every word spoken by the woman he loved. Had Joy been present
-and known his difficulty, and had cared to express herself then as she
-would have done later, she would have smiled at him as she said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why you dear old goose how could I fall in love with you when I had
-done that already!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Had Aunt Judy been commenting on the comment she would have said in
-her genial cynicism:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A woman&mdash;or a man either&mdash;can only fall in love once in a life time;
-with the same person!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne telephoned his chauffeur to whom he had already sent a wire to
-be prepared, and in a time to be computed by minutes met him outside
-Ambleside. There he took the wheel himself, telling the man to meet
-him a little before five o’clock. He felt that he must be alone. He
-went slowly so long as he was near the town; but when he found himself
-on a clear road, over which he could see for a long way ahead, the
-index went round to “speed” and as the car swept over the ground its
-rush kept pace with his own thoughts.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He went about a hundred miles before he regained anything like calm.
-Trying afterwards to recall the sequence of his thoughts he never
-could arrive at any sort of conclusion regarding them.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The only thing definite in his mind was that he wanted to see Joy
-again, and soon. He knew they would be starting out after tea time
-which meant, he knew, something after five o’clock; and not for a
-world of chrysolite would he miss being there. Outside Ambleside he
-met the chauffeur whom he sent back to Bowness; he did not want his
-car to be too much <i>en evidence</i> at Ambleside at present. He had a
-wash and a cup of tea at another hotel; and at five strolled back to
-his nook in the garden.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-By this time Joy had made up her mind that he <i>might</i> come back that
-evening though&mdash;with still her protective instinct, partly for herself
-but more for him&mdash;she had quite made up her mind that even if he
-should not come she would not be disappointed. He was not to be blamed
-in any way, now or hereafter. How could he be? It would not be fair. A
-few minutes before five she took her place at the window, but sitting
-so far back this time that she could not be seen from without. She
-herself could see out, but only by raising her head high. This she did
-now and again, but very cautiously. She felt a sort of diffidence, a
-certain measure of shamefacedness lest he should see her again and
-suspect anything. We are very sensitive as to the discovery of truth
-by others when we are ourselves trying to deceive ourselves! The few
-minutes passed slowly, very slowly. Then when once more she looked out
-a great thrill of joy shook her. He <i>had</i> come. If doubt there had
-been, it could no longer exist. Her heart beat, her face flushed, she
-trembled with a sort of ecstasy; the waves of high passion swept her.
-She was half inclined to stand boldly in the window and let him see
-her; to let him see that she saw him; to run out to him and fall into
-his arms. There is no boldness that love will not commit when it is
-true! She felt this, though not consciously. There was no need for
-consciousness, for thought, for argument. She knew!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was perhaps just as well that her father came into the room. He
-brought a sense of sanity with him; she felt that consciously enough.
-Her mere faint sigh of regret was sufficient proof.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy did not walk down the staircase; she floated, as though matter had
-ceased to exist and the soul was free. She stood for a minute on the
-step looking out at the view; but presently kept changing her pose so
-that her face might be seen with both profiles, as well as the full
-face. If He had come there to see her He should not be
-disappointed&mdash;if she could help it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-That drive was a dream, an ecstasy. At first there was a miserable
-sense that each turn of the wheels took them farther apart; but
-shortly this was lost in the overwhelming sense of gladness. She could
-have sung&mdash;danced&mdash;shouted. She wanted some physical expression of her
-feeling. Then the excitement settled down to a quiet tingling
-happiness, a sense of peace which was ineffable and complete.
-</p>
-
-<div class="quote_o"><div class="quote_i">
-<p class="i0">“… if that all of animated nature</p>
-<p class="i0">Be but organic harps diversely framed</p>
-<p class="i0">That tremble into thought as o’er them sweeps</p>
-<p class="i0">Plastic and vast one intellectual breeze</p>
-<p class="i0">At once the soul of each and God of all.”</p>
-</div></div>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-So sung, a century before, a poet of that sweet cult of the school
-centred in the very area in which she moved; and if his thoughts were
-true there was a true act of worship that sunny afternoon on the
-rising hills beyond the lakehead. For happiness is not merely to be at
-rest. It is to be with God, to carry out to the full His wish that His
-children should appreciate and enjoy the powers and good things given
-them by His hands. And when that happiness is based on love&mdash;and there
-is no true happiness on aught that is not high&mdash;the love itself is of
-the soul and quivers with the flapping of its wings. Then indeed can
-we realize that marvellous promise of the words of the Master:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God.” Wordsworth and
-those who held with him saw God and worshipped Him in those myriad
-beauties of the lake they loved; and as the beauty and its immortal
-truth soothed and purified their souls, so was the spirit of the
-love-sick girl cleansed of all dross. How at such a time, when the
-soul swam free in grateful worship, was there place for anything that
-was not clean? Her father thought, as he looked at her and heard the
-ring of her voice, that he had never seen her look better or happier.
-She was full of spirits, gay, sweet, tender; and yet there was over
-her such a grace of gentle gravity that the old man felt himself
-saying to himself:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My little girl is a woman!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-That mellow afternoon was to her lovely; the trees and shrubs, the
-flowers, the fields. The singing of the birds was ethereal music; the
-lights and shadows were the personal manifestation of Nature’s God.
-Her heart, her sympathy, her nature were at full tide; all overflowing
-and in their plenitude full.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The long summer afternoon faded into the softness of twilight during
-the homeward journey. Perhaps it was the yielding to its mysterious
-influence which made Joy so still; perhaps it was that she was drawing
-nearer to the man whom she adored. Her father neither knew nor took
-note of it. He saw that his little girl was silent in an ecstasy of
-happiness in that soft twilight of which she had spoken so tenderly;
-and he was content. He too sat silent, yielding himself to the
-influence of the beauty around him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When they reached the hotel Joy seemed to wake from a dream; but she
-lost none of her present placidity, none of her content. One form of
-happiness had given way to another, that was all. As she stood on the
-steps, waiting whilst her father was giving the coachman his
-instructions for the morrow, she tried to peer into the lilac bushes
-in the garden. She had a sort of intuition&mdash;nay more that an
-intuition, an actual certainty&mdash;that He was again behind them. And
-once more she so stood and moved that he might see her face as he
-would. When her father turned to come in she took his arm and pointed
-to the sky:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh look, Daddy, the beautiful twilight! Is it not exquisite!” Then
-impulsively she put her hand to her lips and threw a kiss to it&mdash;over
-the square by way of the lilacs. Her voice was languishing music as
-she said softly, but clearly enough to heard in the garden:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good night; Good night beloved! Good night! Good night!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-And Athlyne peering through the bushes heard the words with a beating
-of his heart which made his temples throb. His only wish at the moment
-was that it might have been that the words had been addressed to him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-That evening before going to dress for dinner Joy went to the window
-and pulled aside the blind so that she stood outside it. The dusk was
-now thick; the day had gone, but the moon had not yet risen. It was
-impossible to see much; only the outline of the trees, and out on the
-grass the shadowy form of a man seated. There was one faint red spark
-of brightness, face high, such as might be the tip of a cigar.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When she came back into the room her father raised his face from his
-book:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why how pale you are little girl. I am afraid that long drive must
-have tired you. You were quite rosy when we arrived home. You had
-better sleep it out in the morning. If mother sees you pale she will
-blame me, you know. And Judy&mdash;well Judy will be Judy in her own way.”
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch12">
-CHAPTER XII.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">ECHO OF A TRAGEDY</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Athlyne</span> had one other day almost similar to the last. This time he
-came to Ambleside a little earlier; fortunately so, for Joy had got up
-early. When he came into the square she was standing in the window
-looking out. Not in his direction; did a woman ever do such a stupid
-thing when at the first glance she had caught sight of the man far
-off. No, this time she appeared to be eagerly watching two tiny
-children toddling along the street hand in hand. He had time for a
-good look at her before she changed her position. This was only when
-the children had disappeared&mdash;and he had gained the shelter of the
-lilacs.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Love is a blindness&mdash;in certain ways. It never once occurred to
-Athlyne that Joy might have seen him, might have even known of his
-being at Ambleside or in its neighbourhood. Any independent onlooker
-or any one not bound by the simplicity and unquestioning faith of
-ardent love would at least have doubted whether there was not some
-possible intention in Joy’s movements. His faith however saved him
-from pain, that one pain from which true love can suffer however
-baseless it may be&mdash;doubt. Early morning took him to Ambleside; he
-only went back to Bowness when those windows of the hotel which he
-knew were darkened for the night.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The second day of waiting and watching was just like the first, with
-only the addition that the hearts of both the young people were more
-clamant, each to each; and that the rising passion of each was harder
-to control. The same routine of going out and returning was observed
-by the Ogilvies, and each of the lovers had tumultuous moments when
-the other was within view. More than once Athlyne was tempted to put
-his letter in the post or to leave it at the hotel; but each time
-Joy’s chance phrase: “If I ever fall in love” came back to him as a
-grim warning. He knew that if he once declared himself to Colonel
-Ogilvie the whole truth must come out, and then his title and fortune
-might be extraneous inducements to the girl. Whenever he came to this
-point in his reasoning he thrust the letter deeper into his pocket and
-his lips shut tight. He would win Joy on his mere manhood and his
-manhood’s love&mdash;if at all!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-By the post next morning Colonel Ogilvie and Joy both got letters from
-Italy. That of the former was from his wife who announced that they
-were just starting for London where they wished to remain for a few
-days in order to do some shopping. When this was done she would wire
-him and he could run up to London and bring them down with him. This
-pleased him, for he was certain that by then he would have his
-automobile. He felt in a way that his pride was at stake on this
-point. He had told his women folk that the car would be ready, and he
-wished to justify. He wired off at once to the agents, in even a
-sterner spirit than usual, as to the cause of delay. For excuses had
-come in a most exasperating way. Long after it had been reported that
-the car had started and had even proceeded a considerable distance on
-the way he was told that there had been an error and that by some
-strange mistake the progress made by a car long previously ordered by
-another customer had been reported; but that Colonel Ogilvie’s
-esteemed order was well in hand and that delivery of the car was
-daily&mdash;hourly&mdash;expected; and that at once on its receipt by the writer
-it would be forwarded to Ambleside either with a trusty chauffeur or
-by train as the purchaser might wish. Colonel Ogilvie fumed but was
-powerless. He wanted the car and at once; so it was useless for him to
-cancel the contract. He could only wait and hope; and console himself
-with such attenuated expressions of disapproval as were permissible in
-the ethics of the telegraphic system.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy’s letter was from Judy. It was in her usual bright style and full
-of affection, sympathy and understanding, as was customary in her
-letters to her niece. Judy had of late been much disturbed in her mind
-about the future, and as she feared Joy might be taking to heart the
-same matters as she did and in the same way, she tried to help the
-other. She knew from Colonel Ogilvie’s letters to his wife which they
-talked over together that he was seriously hurt and pained by the
-neglect of Mr. Hardy. Indeed in his last letter he had declared that
-in spite of the high opinion he had formed of him from his brave and
-ready action he never wished to see his face again. To Judy this meant
-much, the most that could be of possible ill; Joy’s happiness might be
-at stake. The aunt, steeped through and through with knowledge of the
-world and character&mdash;a knowledge gained from her own heart, its hopes
-and pains and from bitter experience of the woes of others&mdash;knew that
-her niece would suffer deeply in case of any rupture between her
-father and the man who had saved her life. It was not merely from
-imaginative sympathy that she derived her belief. She had had many and
-favourable opportunities of studying Joy closely, and she had in her
-own mind no doubt whatever that the girl’s affections were given
-beyond recall to the handsome stranger. So in her letter she tried to
-guard her from the pain of present imaginings and yet to prepare her
-subtly for the possibility of disappointment in the future. Her letter
-in its important part ran:
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p>
-“Your father is undoubtedly very angry with Mr. Hardy; and though I
-believe that his anger may have a slight basis it is altogether
-excessive. We do not know yet what Mr. Hardy’s limitations of freedom
-may be. After all, darling, we do not know anything as yet of his
-circumstances or his surroundings. He may have a thousand calls on his
-time which we neither know nor understand. For all we can tell he may
-have a wife already&mdash;though this I do not believe or accept for a
-moment. And you don’t either, my dear! Of course this is all a joke.
-We <i>know</i> he is free as to marriage, though I don’t believe his heart
-is&mdash;Eh! Puss! But seriously if you ever get a chance tell him to try
-to be very nice to your father. Old men are often more sensitive in
-some things that young ones, more sensitive than even we women are
-supposed to be. So when he does come to see you both&mdash;for he <i>will</i>
-come soon (if he hasn’t come already)&mdash;don’t keep him all to yourself,
-but contrive somehow that your father can have a little chat with him.
-You needn’t go altogether away you know, my dear. Don’t sit so far
-away that he can’t see you nor you him (this is a whisper expressed in
-writing) and I dare say you will like to hear all they say to each
-other. But if he says a word about seeing your daddy alone for a
-moment, if he begins to look ill at ease or to get red and then pale
-and red again, or stammers and clears his throat do you just get up
-quietly and go out of the room without a word in the most natural way
-in the world, just as if you were doing some little household duty. I
-suppose I needn’t tell you this; you know it just as well as I do,
-though I have known it by experience and you can not. You know how I
-know it darling though I never told you this part of it. Women are
-Cowards. <i>We</i> know it though we don’t always say so, and we even
-disguise it from others now and then. But in such a time as I have
-mentioned we are <i>all</i> Cowards. We couldn’t stay if we would. We
-<i>want</i> to get away and hide our heads just as we do when it thunders.
-But what an awful lot of <i>rot</i> I am talking. When Mr. Hardy and your
-father meet they will, I am sure, have plenty to talk about without
-either you or me being the subject of it. They are both sportsmen and
-fond of horses&mdash;and a lot of things. It is only if they don’t meet
-that I am afraid of. I am writing by the way to Mr. Hardy this post to
-know where he is at present and where he has been. I shall of course
-write you when I hear; or if there be anything important I shall wire.
-We are off to London and it is possible that whilst we are there we
-may have unexpected meetings with all sorts of friends and calls from
-them. I hope, darling, that by the time we reach Ambleside we shall
-find you <i>blooming</i>, full of happiness and health and freshness, the
-very embodiment of your name.”
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-The letter both disquieted Joy and soothed her. There were suggestions
-of fear, but there was also a consistent strain of hope. Judy would
-never have said such things if she did not believe them. Moreover she
-herself knew what Judy did not; her aunt hadn’t peeped from behind
-window blinds at a tall figure behind lilac bushes or sitting in the
-darkness with only a fiery cigar tip to mark his presence. Poor Judy!
-The girl’s sympathetic heart, made more sympathetic by her own burning
-love, ached when she thought of the older woman’s lonely, barren life.
-She too had loved&mdash;and been loved; had hoped and feared, and waited.
-The very knowledge of how a woman would feel when the man was asking
-formally for parental sanction disclosed something of which the girl
-had never thought. She had always known Judy in such a motherly and
-elderly aspect that she had never realised the possibility of her
-having ever been in love; any more that she had given consideration to
-the love-making of her own mother. Now she was surprised to find that
-she too had been young, had loved, and had pleasures and heart-pains
-of her own. This set her thinking. The process of thought was silent,
-but its conclusion found outward expression; the girl understood now.
-The secret of her life&mdash;the true secret was unveiled at last:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Poor Aunt Judy. Oh, poor Aunt Judy!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne’s letter reached him a day later, having been sent on from
-London. It was a fairly bulky one, with a good many sheets of foreign
-post, written hastily in a large bold hand.
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p class="noindent">
-“<span class="sc">My Dear Friend</span>:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-I have been, and am, much concerned about you. I gather from his
-letters that Colonel Ogilvie has been much disappointed at not having
-heard from you. And I want, if you will allow me to take the liberty,
-to speak to you seriously about it. You will give me this privilege I
-know&mdash;if only for the fact that I am an old maid; for the same Powers
-that made me an old maid have made me an old woman, and such is
-entitled, I take it, to forbearance, if not to respect. You
-should&mdash;you really should be more considerate towards Colonel Ogilvie.
-He is an old man&mdash;much older than you perhaps think, for he bears
-himself as proudly as in his younger days. But the claim on you is not
-merely from his years; that claim must appeal to all. From you there
-is one more imperative still, one which is personal and paramount: he
-is under so very deep an obligation to you. A matter which from
-another would pass unconsidered as an act of thoughtfulness must now,
-when it is due to you, seem to him like a studied affront. I put it
-this way because I know you are a man of noble nature, and that
-generosity is to such even a stronger urge than duty&mdash;if such a thing
-be possible. In certain matters he is sensitive beyond belief. Even to
-a degree marked in a place where men still hold that their lives rest
-behind every word and deed, every thought or neglect towards another.
-I have some hesitation in mentioning this lest you should think I am
-summoning Fear to the side of Duty. But you are above such a
-misunderstanding, I am sure. Oh my dear friend do think of some of the
-rest of us. You have saved the life of our darling Joy&mdash;the one
-creature in whom all our loves are centred. Naturally we all want to
-see you again&mdash;to make much of you&mdash;to show you in our own poor way
-how deeply we hold you in our hearts. But if Colonel Ogilvie thinks
-himself insulted&mdash;that is how he regards any neglect however
-trivial&mdash;he acts on that belief, and there is no possible holding him
-back. He looks on it as a sacred duty to avenge affront. You must not
-blame him for it. In your peaceful English life you have I think no
-parallel to the ungovernable waves of passion that rage in the hearts
-of Kentuckians when they consider their honour is touched. Ah! we poor
-women know it who have to suffer in silence and wait and wait, and
-wait; and when the worst is made known to us, to seal up the founts of
-our grief and pretend that we too agree with the avenging of wrong.
-For it is our life to be silent in men’s quarrels. We are not given a
-part&mdash;any part. We are not supposed to even look on. It is another
-world from ours, and we have to accept it so. Please God may you never
-know what it is to be in or on the fringe of a Feud. Well I know its
-dread, its horror! My own life that years ago was as bright and
-promising as any young life can be; when the Love that had dawned on
-my girlhood rose and beat with noonday heat on my young-womanhood made
-it seem as if heaven had come down to earth. And then the one moment
-of misunderstanding&mdash;the quick accusation&mdash;the quicker retort&mdash;and my
-poor heart lying crushed between the bodies of two men whom I loved
-each in his proper way… Think of what I say, if only on account of
-what I have suffered.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Forgive me! But my anxiety lest any such blight should come across a
-young life that I love far far beyond my own is heavy on me. I have
-lost myself in sad thoughts of a bitter past… Indeed you must take
-it that my earnestness in this matter is shown in the lurid light of
-that past. I have been silent on it always. Never since the black
-cloud burst over me have I said a word to a soul&mdash;not to my
-sister&mdash;nor to Joy whom I adore and whose questioning to me of my
-‘love affair’&mdash;as they still call it when they speak of it&mdash;is so
-sweet a tightening bond between us. I have only said to her: ‘and then
-he died,’ and my heart has seemed to stop beating. Be patient with me
-and don’t blame me. You are a man and can be tolerant. Think not of me
-or any gloom of my life but only that makes me sadly, grimly, terribly
-in earnest when I see similar elements of tragedy drawing close to
-each other before my eyes. You may be inclined to laugh at me&mdash;though
-I know you will not&mdash;and to put down my thinking of possible great
-quarrels arising from such small causes as ‘an old maid’s’ fears. But
-when I have known the awful effect of a mere passing word,
-misunderstood to such disastrous result, no wonder that I have fears.
-It is due to that very cause that my fears are those of an old maid. I
-suppose I need not ask you to be sure to keep all this locked in your
-own breast. It is my secret; I have shared it with you because I deem
-such necessary for the happiness of&mdash;of others. I have kept it so
-close that not even those nearest and dearest to me have even
-suspected it. The rowdiness of spirit&mdash;as it seems to me&mdash;which other
-friends call fun and brightness and high spirits and other such
-insulting terms&mdash;has been my domino as I have passed through the
-hollow hearted carnival of life. Judge then how earnest I am when I
-put it aside and raise my mask for you a stranger whom I have seen but
-twice; I who even then was but an accessory&mdash;a super on the little
-stage where we began to act our little&mdash;comedy or tragedy which is it
-to be?
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There! I have opened to you my memory, not my heart. That you have no
-use for. After such a letter as this I shall not pretend to go back to
-the Proprieties, the <i>Convenances</i>. If I am right in my surmise&mdash;you
-can guess what that is or why have you written to the old rowdy aunt
-instead… there is every reason why I should be frank. But remember
-that I hold&mdash;and have hitherto held&mdash;what I believe to be your secret
-as sacredly as I hope you will hold mine. And if I am right&mdash;and from
-my knowledge and insight won by past suffering I pray to God that I
-am&mdash;you have no time to lose to make matters right, and possibly to
-save the world one more sorrowful heart like my own. It is only a word
-that is wanted&mdash;a morning call&mdash;a visit of ceremony. Anything that
-will keep open the doors of friendship which you unlocked by your own
-bravery. We are going in a day or two to Ambleside. In the meantime we
-shall be in London at Brown’s Hotel Albemarle Street where my sister,
-and incidentally myself, shall be glad to see you. …
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Won’t you let me have a line as soon as you can after you get this. I
-am torn with anxiety till I know what you intend to do about visiting
-Colonel Ogilvie. Again forgive me,
-</p>
-
-<p class="sign2">
-Your true friend,<br/>
-<span class="sc">Judy</span>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“P. S.&mdash;I shall not dare to read this over, lest when I had I should
-not have courage to send it. Accept it then with all its faults and be
-tolerant of them&mdash;and of me.”
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne read the letter through without making a pause or even an
-internal comment. That is how a letter should be read; to follow the
-writer’s mind, not one’s own, and so take in the sequence of thoughts
-and the general atmosphere as well as the individual facts. As he read
-he felt deeply moved. There was in the letter that manifest sincerity
-which showed that it was straight from the heart. And heart speaks to
-heart, whatever may be the medium, if the purpose is sincere. It was a
-surprise to him to learn that Miss Judy’s high and volatile spirits
-rested on so sad a base. His appreciation of her worthiness came in
-his unconscious resolution that when he and Joy were married Aunt Judy
-should be an honoured guest in the house, and that they would try to
-lighten, with what sympathy and kindness they could, the dark shadows
-of her life.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He sat with the letter in his hand for some time. He was sitting in
-the window of the hotel at Bowness looking out on the lake. It was
-still early and the life of the day had hardly begun. At Bowness the
-life was that of the tourists and visitors and it would still be an
-hour or more before they began to move out on their objectives. He had
-very many various and whirling thoughts, but supreme amongst them was
-one: Time was flying. He must not delay, for every hour was more and
-more jeopardising his chance of winning the woman he loved. He
-realized to the full that his neglect of Colonel Ogilvie, for so it
-was being construed, was making&mdash;had made&mdash;a difficulty for him. Each
-day, perhaps each hour, was widening the breach; if he did not take
-care he might end with the door permanently closed against him. As he
-came to the conclusion of his reasoning he drew once more from his
-pocket the sealed letter to Colonel Ogilvie, and stood up. He fancied
-that his determination was made that he would see Colonel Ogilvie as
-soon as possible and broach the subject to him. As however he went
-towards the boat&mdash;for he was going to Ambleside by water&mdash;he postponed
-the intention of an immediate interview. He would wait this one day
-and see what would turn up. If nothing happened likely to further his
-wishes he would whilst at Ambleside the next morning put the letter in
-the post. Then he would hold himself ready for the interview with
-Joy’s father for which the letter asked.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At Ambleside he took his place behind the lilacs in the garden and
-kept watch on the window where Joy was wont to appear. A little before
-breakfast-time she appeared there for a brief space, and then moved
-back into the room. He waited with what patience he could till nearly
-eleven o’clock when the same carriage which they used drove up to the
-door; waiting became then an easier task. Presently Colonel Ogilvie
-came out and stood on the steps. Athlyne wondered; this was the first
-time that Joy had not been before him. Throwing his eyes around in
-vague wondering as to the cause he saw Joy standing in the window
-dressed and pulling on her gloves. She was radiantly beautiful. Her
-colour was a little heightened and her lovely grey eyes shone like
-stars. Her gaze was fixed so that her eyes seemed to look straight
-before her but beyond him. The look made him quiver as though he felt
-it were directed at him, and his knees began to tremble with a mighty,
-vague longing. For quite a minute she stood there, till her eyes
-falling she caught sight of her father standing by the carriage below.
-She drew back quickly and almost immediately appeared at the
-hall-door, saying:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am so sorry, Daddy. I hope I did not keep you waiting too long!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not a bit little girl. It is a pleasure to me to wait for you; to do
-anything for you, my dear. Whatever else is the use of being a
-father.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You dear! May we go to-day up the mountain road where we can look
-over the lake. I want you to have a nice glimpse of it again before
-you go.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Here Athlyne’s heart sank for an instant. This was the first idea he
-had of any intention of moving, and it actually shook him. Joy had as
-usual a handful of sugar for the horses. She went to the off side
-horse first and gave him his share. Then when she stood at the head of
-the other, her face toward the lilacs, she turned to her father and
-said in a low, thrilling tone:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy, am I nice to-day? <i>Look at me!</i>” She stood still whilst the
-old man looked at her admiringly, proudly, fondly.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You are peerless, little girl. Peerless! that’s it!” She was
-evidently pleased at the compliment, for her colour rose to a deep
-flush. Her grey eyes shone through it like two great grey suns. Whilst
-her father was speaking to the coachman she gave the other horse, now
-impatient, his share of the sugar and stood looking across the road.
-Athlyne could hardly contain himself. The few seconds, although flying
-so fast, were momentous. Past and present rushed together to the
-creation of a moment of ecstasy. The sound of the words swept him; the
-idea and all it rewoke and intensified, transfigured his very soul.
-And then he heard her say in a low, languorous voice which vibrated:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you Daddy for such a sweet compliment. I am glad I said ‘<i>Look
-at me!</i>’” As she spoke it seemed to Athlyne that her eyes fixed across
-the road sent their lightnings straight into his heart. And yet it did
-not even occur to him at the moment that the words could have been
-addressed to him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-During the drive Joy kept her father interested in all around them. He
-saw that she was elated and happy, and it made his heart glad to that
-receptive mood which is the recrudescence of youth. In the girl’s mind
-to-day several trains of thought, all of them parental of action, went
-on together. She did not analyze them; indeed she was hardly conscious
-of them. The mechanism of mind was working to a set purpose, but one
-which was temperamental rather than intentional&mdash;of sex and individual
-character rather than of a studied conclusion. For that morning was to
-her momentous. She knew it with all her instincts. Unconsciously she
-drew conclusions from facts without waiting to develop their logical
-sequence.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-A telegram had arrived from Mrs. Ogilvie saying that she and Judy were
-now ready to leave London and, as her husband had said that he wished
-to escort them to Ambleside, they would be prepared on his coming to
-leave on the next morning or whatever later time he might fix. After a
-glance at the time-table he had wired back that he would go up on that
-night, and that they would all start on the following morning. Joy had
-offered to accompany him, but he would not have it: “No, little girl,”
-he said. “Travel at night is all very well for men; but it takes it
-out of women. I want your mother to see the bright, red-cheeked girl
-that has been with me for the last week, and not a pale, worn-out
-draggled young woman with her eyes heavy with weariness. You stay
-here, my dear, and get plenty of air and sunshine. You will not be
-afraid to be here alone with your maid!” Joy smiled:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not a bit, Daddy! I shall walk and drive all day and perhaps go down
-the Lake in a boat. If I do the latter I shall take Eugenie with me
-and we shall lunch down at Newby Bridge. We shall be home here in good
-time to drive over and meet you all at the station at Windermere.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-From that moment Joy hardly left her father out of her sight.
-Instinctively she knew that the chance of her life had come. She had a
-conviction&mdash;it was more than a mere idea or even a belief&mdash;that if she
-were alone whilst her father was up in London or on the way down, that
-figure which even now was hidden by the lilacs would abandon secretive
-ways and come out into the open where she could see him close, and
-hear the sound of his voice&mdash;that voice whose every note made music in
-her ears. It was the presence of her father which kept him hidden. It
-was imperative, both in accordance with his wishes as well as from her
-own apprehensions of what might happen if they should meet
-unexpectedly before she had time to warn him, that no mischance should
-prevent an early meeting, free from any suspicion between herself and
-Mr. Hardy. When Daddy was well on his way. … Here she would close
-her eyes; definite thought was lost in a languorous ecstasy. The
-coming day would mean to her everything or. …
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The drive was a fairly long one and they did not get back till nearly
-one o’clock. Colonel Ogilvie had said to Joy:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I shall have a good time to-day, have plenty of fresh air and be
-ready for sleep when I get into the train. As I shall arrive early in
-the morning I shall have time to express my opinions on their conduct
-to those automobile people. They won’t expect my coming and be able to
-get out of the way. I fancy it will do me good to say what I feel; or
-at any rate enough to give them some indication of what I could say,
-and shall say if there is any further delay in the matter.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When they arrived Joy went at once into the hotel leaving her father
-to tell the coachman at what hour to be ready for the afternoon drive.
-She went straight to the window and, keeping as usual behind the
-curtain, looked over at the lilac bushes. She could see through the
-foliage that there was <i>some one</i> there, and that satisfied her. She
-would have liked to have instructed the driver herself so that she
-would have been sure that he knew; but on this occasion a wave of
-diffidence suddenly overwhelmed her. Times were coming when she would
-not be able to afford the luxury of such an emotion, so she grasped it
-whilst she could.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie was to catch the train from Windermere at nine
-o’clock, so the second drive should come after lunch and not after
-tea; and when she was in her own room, Joy feared that He might miss
-them. When, however, before going downstairs she looked out of the
-window she saw that he was still at his post. Athlyne’s campaigning
-experience had had its own psychology. Seeing that there was some
-change in the Ogilvie day he had arranged his own plans to meet it.
-Whilst they had been taking their morning drive he had provided
-himself with some sandwiches; he had determined not to leave his post
-until he knew more. Joy’s words had all day rung in his ears, and he
-was now and again distracted with doubts. Was it possible that there
-had been any meaning or intention in her words more than was apparent?
-Was the spontaneity consequent on some deep feeling which evoked
-memory? Could he believe that she really. … He would wait now before
-sending the letter, whatever came. In that he was adamant.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-During the drive Joy was mainly silent. It was not the silence of
-thought; it was simply spiritual quiescence. She knew that the rest of
-the day was so laid out that it was unlikely it could be marred by an
-untoward accident. There was this in His persistent waiting that she
-had come to trust it. There was some intention, so manifest, though
-what it was was unknown to her, that it was hardly to be disturbed by
-any sudden exigency. She lived at the moment in a world of calm, a
-dream-world of infinite happiness. Now and again she woke to the
-presence of her father and then poured on him in every way in which a
-young woman can all the treasures of her thought and affection. This
-made the old man so happy that he too was content to remain silent
-when she ceased to speak.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When they got back to the hotel, she spoke to the driver:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You will be here at eight o’clock please, as you will have to drive
-Colonel Ogilvie to the station at Windermere in good time to catch the
-nine o’clock train. I shall not want you in the morning as I intend to
-take a walk; but you must be at Windermere to meet my father at five
-o’clock. If to-morrow afternoon there is any change in his plans he
-will wire the hotel people and they will let you know. Perhaps you had
-better call here on your way to Windermere as I may go over in the
-carriage. But if I am not here do not wait for me; I may possibly walk
-over. When you have left Colonel Ogilvie at Windermere to-night you
-will have to leave me back here. I am going to the depot with him.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then she went into the doorway, and hurried to the sitting-room where
-she looked out into the garden&mdash;where the lilacs grew.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch13">
-CHAPTER XIII.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">INSTINCTIVE PLANNING</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Man’s</span> unconscious action is a strange thing. Athlyne had just heard
-words which took from him a strain under which he had suffered for a
-whole week of waiting and watching; words which promised him the
-opportunity for which he had longed for many weeks. His nerves had
-been strung to tension so high that now it would seem only natural if
-the relief sent him into a sort of delirium. But he quietly lit a
-cigar, taking care that it was properly cut and properly lit, and
-smoked luxuriously as he moved across the garden and into the street.
-Joy from her window saw him go, and her admiration of his ease and
-self possession and magnificent self-reliance sent fresh thrills
-through her flesh.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When Athlyne went out of the garden he had evidently made up his mind,
-consciously or unconsciously, to some other point in connection with
-the motor for he visited such shops as were open and made some
-purchases&mdash;caps, veils, cloaks and such like gear suitable for the use
-of a tall young lady. These he took with him in a hired carriage to
-the hotel at Bowness, where he added them to certain others already
-sent from London. Then he told the chauffeur to give the car a careful
-overhauling so that it be in perfect order, and went for a stroll up
-the Lake.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Shortly he was in a mental and physical tumult; the period which had
-elapsed since he heard the news of Colonel Ogilvie’s coming departure
-had been but the prelude to the storm. At first he could not think; he
-had no words, no sequence of ideas, not even vague intentions. He had
-only sensations; and these though they moved and concentrated every
-nerve in his body were without even physical purpose. He went like one
-in a dream. But in the background of his mind was a fact which stood
-out firm and solid like the profile of a mountain seen against the
-glow of a western sunset. Joy would be alone to-morrow; the
-opportunity he waited for was at last at hand! The recognition of this
-seemed to pull him together, to set all his faculties working
-simultaneously; and as each had a different method the tumult was in
-reducing them to unison&mdash;in achieving one resultant from all the
-varying forces. Gradually out of the chaos came the first clear
-intent: he must so master the whole subject that when the opportunity
-had come he should be able to avail himself of it to the full. From
-this he proceeded to weigh the various possibilities, till gradually
-he began to realise what vague purpose had been behind his wish to
-have his automobile in perfect working order. It did not even occur to
-him that with such machinery at his command he might try to carry her
-off, either without her consent or with it. All that he wanted in the
-first instance was to have fitting opportunity of discovering how Joy
-regarded him. The last twenty-four hours had opened to his mind such
-glorious possibilities that every word she had said, every look on her
-eloquent face (though such looks had manifestly not been intended for
-him) had a place in a chain which linked her heart to his. “Look at
-me!” “I am glad I asked you to look at me!” though spoken to her
-father seemed to have another significance. It was as though an eager
-thought had at last found expression. “Good night! Good night,
-beloved!” though ostensibly spoken to the twilight was breathed with
-such fervour, with such languishing eyes and with such soft pouting of
-scarlet lips that it seemed impossible that it should have other than
-a human objective. These thoughts swept the man into a glow of
-passion. He was young and strong and ardent, and he loved the woman
-with all his heart; with all his soul; with all the strength of human
-passion. It is a mistake to suppose&mdash;as some abstract thinkers seem to
-do always, and most people at some moment of purely spiritual
-exaltation&mdash;that the love of a man and a woman each for the other is,
-even at its very highest, devoid of physical emotion. The original
-Creator did not manifestly so intend. The world of thought is an
-abstract world whose inner shrine is where soul meets soul. The world
-of life is the world of the heart, and its beating is the sway of the
-pendulum between soul and flesh. The world of flesh is the real world;
-wrought of physical atoms in whose recurrent groupings is the
-elaborated scheme of nature. Into this world has been placed Man to
-live and rule. To this end his body is fixed with various powers and
-complications and endurances; with weaknesses and impulses and
-yieldings; with passions to animate, with desires to attract, and
-animosities to repel. And as the final crowning of this wondrous work,
-the last and final touch of the Creator’s hand, Sex for the eternal
-renewing of established forces. How can souls be drawn to souls when
-such are centred in bodies which mutually repel? How can the heart
-quicken its beats when it may not come near enough to hear the
-answering throb? No! If physical attraction be not somewhere, naught
-can develop. Judy, the outspoken, had once almost horrified a little
-group of matrons who were discussing the interest which a certain
-young cleric was beginning to take in one of the young female
-parishioners. When one of them said, somewhat sanctimoniously, that
-his interest was only in the salvation of her immortal soul, that he
-was too good a man to ever think of falling in love as ordinary men
-do, the vivacious old maid replied:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not a bit of it, my dear! When a man troubles himself about an
-individual young woman’s soul you may be quite certain that his eyes
-have not neglected her body. And moreover you will generally, if not
-always, find that she has a pair of curving red lips, or a fine bust,
-or a well-developed figure somewhere!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne loved Joy in all ways, so that the best of his nature
-regulated the standard of his thoughts. His love was no passing fancy
-which might or might not develop, flame up, and fade away. He had, he
-felt, found the other half of him, lost in the primeval chaos; and he
-wanted the union to be so complete that it would outlive the clashing
-of worlds in the final cataclysm. Healthy people are healthy in their
-loves and even in their passions. These two young people were both
-healthy, both red-blooded, both of ardent, passionate nature; and they
-were drawn together each to each by all the powers that rule sex and
-character. To say that their love was all of earth would be as absurd
-as to say that it was all of heaven. It was human, all human, and all
-that such implies. Heaven and earth had both their parts in the
-combination; and perhaps, since both were of strong nature and marked
-individuality, Hell had its due share in the amalgam.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne thought, and thought, and thought; till the length of his own
-shadow recalled the passing of time. He postponed the thinking over
-his plans for to-morrow&mdash;the active part of them, and hastened back to
-his place behind the lilacs.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He was just in time. The carriage stood at the door with Colonel
-Ogilvie’s “grip-sack” at the driver’s feet. Then the Boots ran down
-the steps and held the carriage door open. Joy came holding her
-father’s arm. They got into the carriage and drove away. Athlyne
-waited, sitting on the seat on the grass lawn smoking luxuriously. He
-forgot that he was hungry and thirsty, forgot everything except that
-he would before long see Joy again, this time <i>alone</i>. His thoughts
-were evidently pleasant, for the time flew fast. Indeed he must have
-been in something like a waking dream which absorbed all his faculties
-for he did not notice the flight of time at all. It was only when,
-recalled to himself by the passing of a carriage, he looked up and saw
-Joy that he came back to reality. To his disappointment her head was
-turned away. When within sight of the garden, she had noticed him and
-as she did not wish him, just yet, to know that she knew of his
-presence, she found her eyes fixed on the other side of the street. It
-was the easiest and most certain way of avoiding complexities. He
-slipped over to the lilacs to see her alight. When she had done so she
-turned to the coachman and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You understand I shall not want you in the morning as I shall be out
-walking; but if I don’t send for you in the afternoon, or if you don’t
-get any message you will meet my father at Windermere station at a
-quarter to five.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She went to the front of the carriage and stroked the horses’ noses
-and necks after her usual fashion. He had as good a view of her
-profile as the twilight would allow. Then with a pleasant “Good
-evening!” to the coachman she tripped up the steps and disappeared.
-For more than a quarter of an hour Athlyne watched the windows; but
-she did not appear. This was natural enough, for she was behind the
-curtains peeping out to see if he went back to his seat on the lawn.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When she saw that he did not return Joy, with a gentle sigh, went to
-her room.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-That sigh meant a lot. It was the reaction from an inward struggle.
-All day she had been suffering from the dominance of two opposing
-ideas, between which her inward nature swayed pendulum-wise. This
-“inward nature” comprised her mind, her reason, her intelligence, her
-fears, her hopes, her desires&mdash;the whole mechanism and paraphernalia
-of her emotional and speculative psychology. She would fain have gone
-out boldly into the garden and there met Mr. Hardy face to face&mdash;of
-course by pure accident. But this vague intention was combated by a
-maiden fear; one of those delicious, conscious apprehensions made to
-be combated unless thoroughly supported by collateral forces; one of
-those gentle fears of sex which makes yielding so sweet. Following
-this came the fixed intention of that walk to be taken in the morning.
-The morning was still far off and its apprehensive possibilities were
-not very dreadful. Indeed she did not really fear them at all for she
-had privately made up her mind that, fear or no fear, she was going on
-that walk. The only point left open was its direction. The hour was
-positively settled; an hour earlier than that at which for the past
-few days she had driven out with Daddy! Even to herself she would not
-admit that her choice of time was in any way controlled or influenced
-by the fact that it was the same hour about which Mr. Hardy made his
-appearance in the garden.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But all the same her thoughts and her intentions were becoming
-conscious. For good or evil she was getting more reckless in her
-desires; passion was becoming dominant&mdash;and she knew it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This is perhaps the most dangerous phase of a woman’s trial. She knows
-that there is at work a growing desire for self-surrender which it is
-her duty to combat. She knows that all contra reasons which can be
-produced will be&mdash;must be&mdash;overcome. She knows with all the subtle
-instincts of her sex that she is deliberately setting her feet on a
-slope down which some impulse, perhaps but momentary, will carry her
-with resistless force. It is the preparatory struggle to defeat; the
-clearing away of difficulties which might later be hampering or even
-obstructive; the clamant <i>wish</i> for defeat which makes for the
-conquered the satisfaction if not the happiness of finality. To all
-children of Adam, of either sex, this phase may come. To the strongest
-and most resolute warrior must be a moment when he can no more; when
-the last blow has been struck and the calling of another world is
-ringing in his ears; to the resolute amongst men this moment is the
-moment of death. To women it is surrender of self; surrender to the
-embrace of Death&mdash;or to the embrace of Love. It is the true end of the
-battle. The rest is but the carrying out of the Treaty of Peace, the
-Triumph of the Victory in which she is now proud to have a part&mdash;if it
-be only that of captive!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-There was no sleep for Joy that night. She heard the hours strike one
-after the other, never missing one. She was not restless. She lay
-still, and quiet, and calm; patient with that patience which is an
-acceptance that what is to come is good. In all the long vigil she
-never faltered in her intention to take that walk in the forenoon.
-What was to happen in it she did not guess. She had a conviction that
-that tall figure would follow her discreetly; and that when she was
-alone they would somehow meet. It might be that she would hear his
-voice before she saw him; that was most likely, indeed almost certain,
-for she would not turn till he had spoken … or at any rate till she
-knew that he was close behind her. … Here her thoughts would stop.
-She would lie in a sort of ecstasy … whatever might come after that
-would be happiness. She would see Him … look into His eyes. …
-“Look at me, Joy!” seemed to sound in her ears in sweet low music like
-a whisper. Then she would close her eyes and lie motionless, passive,
-breathing as gently as a child; high-strung, conscious, awake and
-devoid of any definite intent.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When she was dressing for the day she put on one of the simplest and
-prettiest of her dresses, one which she had directed over night to be
-got ready; a sort of heavy gauze of dull white which fell in long full
-folds showing her tall slim figure to its perfect grace. Her maid who
-was a somewhat silent person, not given to volubility unless
-encouraged, looked at her admiringly as she said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I do think miss that is the most becoming of all your frocks!” This
-pleased her and sent a red glow through her cheeks. Then, fearing if
-she seemed to think too much of the matter it might seem suspicious as
-to some purpose, she said quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Perhaps then it would be better if I put on one of the lawn dresses.
-I am going for a walk this morning and as it may be dusty a frock that
-will not catch the dust may be better.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It does seem a pity miss to wear such a pretty frock and spoil it
-when there is no one here to see it; not even your father.” This gave
-Joy an opening of which she quickly availed herself. She had not the
-least intention of changing the frock or of looking, if she could
-avoid it, one whit below her best.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Fie, Eugenie! one doesn’t put on frocks to attract. If you think that
-way, I shall wear it; even if it is to get dusty.” The Abigail who was
-a privileged person answered gravely:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s quite true, Miss, exactly as you say it. <i>One</i> doesn’t put on
-nice frocks to attract; and that one is yourself. But all the rest
-do!” Joy’s merry laugh showed the measure of her ebullient happiness.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Dear me! Eugenie. You are quite an orthoëpist&mdash;indeed a
-precisionist. I shall have to polish up my grammar. However I’ll keep
-on the frock if only in compliment to your sense of terminological
-exactitude!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-A little after breakfast, when the time for starting on the walk drew
-nigh, Joy did not feel so elated. Woman-like she was not anxious to
-begin. It was not that she in any way faltered in her purpose, but
-merely that she was suffering from the nervousness which comes to
-those of high strung temperaments in momentous crises. Humming merrily
-she put on her hat and finished her toilet for her walk. In the
-sitting room from the shelter of the curtain she looked out of the
-window, as she tried to think, casually. Her eyes turned towards the
-lilac bushes, but caught no indication of the tall figure that she
-sought. Her heart fell. But a second later it leaped almost painfully
-as she saw Mr. Hardy sitting out openly on the seat, and strange to
-say&mdash;for she had come to identify that seat with the practice&mdash;not
-smoking. He evidently had no present thought of being concealed. Why?
-The answer to her own question came in a rush of blood to her face, a
-rush so quick and thorough that it seemed for the moment to deplete
-her heart which beat but faintly… When she looked again he had risen
-and was moving toward the lilacs.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Without a word she walked downstairs and out through the hall-door.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne had not slept either that night. But the manner and range of
-his thoughts showed the difference between the sexes. Both his
-imagining and his reasoning were to practical purpose. He wanted to
-see Joy, to speak with her, to prove to himself if his hoping was in
-any way justified by fact. He had for so long been concentrating his
-thoughts on one subject that doubts at first shadowy had become real.
-It seemed therefore to him that in his planning for the morrow he was
-dealing with real things, not imaginative ones. And, after all, there
-is nothing more real than doubt&mdash;so far as it goes. Victor Cousin took
-from its reality his subtlest argument for belief: “At this point
-scepticism itself vanishes; for if a man doubt everything else, at
-least he cannot doubt that he doubts.” So with Athlyne. By accepting
-doubt as reality he began the experiment for its cure.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the silence of the night, with nerves high-strung and with brain
-excited he tried in those most earnest hours of his life, when for
-good or ill he was to organise his intellectual forces, to arrange
-matters so that at the earliest time he might with certainty learn his
-fate. He had an idea that in such a meeting as was before him he must
-not be over-precipitated. And yet he must not check impulsiveness as
-long as its trend was in the right direction. He knew that a woman’s
-heart is oftener won by assault than by siege. For himself he had
-plenty of patience as well as a sufficiency of spirit; his task at
-present therefore was one of generalship alone: the laying out of the
-battle plans, the disposition of his forces. As he thought, and as his
-ideas and his intentions came into order, he began to understand
-better the purpose of those two preparations of his which were already
-complete: the overhauling of his automobile, and the supplying it with
-female wraps. He intended by some means or other, dependent on
-developing opportunity, to bring her for a ride in the motor. There,
-all alone, he would be able to learn, perhaps at first from her
-bearing and then from her own lips, how she regarded him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne was a young man, a very young man in his real knowledge of the
-sex. There are hundreds, thousands, of half-pulseless boys, flabby of
-flesh and pallid with enervating dissipation, who would have smiled
-cynically&mdash;they have not left in them grit enough for laughter&mdash;at his
-doubting.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He would not frighten her at first. Here for a time he took himself to
-task for seeming to plot against the woman he loved. Surely it would
-be better to treat her with perfect fairness; to lay his heart at her
-feet; tell her with all the passionate force that swept him how he
-loved her&mdash;tell it with what utterance he had. Then he should wait her
-decision. No, not decision! That was too cold a word&mdash;thought. If
-indeed there was any answering love to his, little decision would be
-required. Had <i>he</i> made any decision! From the first moment he had
-looked in her beautiful grey eyes and lost himself in their depths,
-his very soul had gone out to her. And it might be that she too had
-felt something of the same self-abandonment. He could never forget how
-on that afternoon visit at the Holland she had raised her eyes to his
-in answer to his passionate appeal: “Joy, Look at me!” Then at that
-memory, and at the later memory when she had spoken the words herself
-only the day before&mdash;the sweetness of her voice was still tingling in
-his ears, a sort of tidal wave of lover’s rapture swept over him. It
-overwhelmed him so completely that it left him physically gasping for
-breath. He was in a tumult; he could not lie in bed. He leaped to his
-feet and walked to and fro with long, passionate strides. He threw up
-the lower sash of the window and looked out into the moonlight,
-craning his neck round to the right so that his eyes were in the
-direction of Ambleside as though the very ardour of his gaze could
-pierce through distance and stone walls and compel Joy’s white eyelids
-to raise so that he might once more lose himself in those grey deeps
-wherein his soul alone found peace.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In this passion of adoration all his doubts seemed to disappear, as
-the sun drinks up the mist. He felt as though uplifted. At the very
-idea of Joy’s loving him as he loved her he felt more worthy, more
-strong, and with a sense of triumph which had no parallel in his life.
-He stood looking out at the beauty of the scene before him, till
-gradually it became merged in his thoughts with Joy and his hopes
-which the morrow might realise. He never knew exactly how long he
-stood there. It must have been a long time, for when he realised any
-sense of time at all he was cramped and chill; and the forerunner of
-the morning light coming from far away behind him was articulating the
-fields on the hill-slopes across the lake.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He was then calm. All the thinking and reasoning and planning and
-passion of the night had been wrought into unity. His mind was made up
-as to the first stage of his undertaking. He would bring the car to
-Ambleside and leave it with the chauffeur outside the town. Then he
-would take his place in the garden and wait till she came out for that
-walk of which she had told her father. He would cautiously follow her;
-and when there was a fair opportunity for uninterrupted speech would
-come to her. If he found there was no change in her manner to him&mdash;and
-here once again the memory of those lifting eyes made him tremble&mdash;he
-would try to get her to come for a ride in his car. There, wrapped in
-the glory of motion and surrounded by all the grandeur of natural
-beauty, he would pour out his soul to her and put his fate to the
-touch. Then if all were well he would send on the letter to her father
-and would pay his formal visit as soon as might be. He would take care
-to have ready a luncheon basket so that if she would ride with him
-they might have together an ethereal banquet.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It is strange that even those who are habitually cautious, whose
-thoughts and deeds alike are compelled and ruled by reason, will in
-times of exaltation forget their guiding principle. They will refuse
-to acknowledge the existence of chance; and will proceed calmly on
-their way as though life was as a simple cord, with Inclination
-pulling at one end of it and Fact yielding at the other.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch14">
-CHAPTER XIV.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">A BANQUET ON OLYMPUS</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">On</span> this occasion Athlyne did not continue to sit out on the lawn.
-Now that he wished to overtake Joy unawares he was as careful to hide
-his presence from her as he had previously hidden it from her father.
-He had hardly ensconced himself in his usual cover when Joy came out
-on the steps. Her maid was with her and together they stood on the
-steps speaking. As she turned to come down the steps Joy said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Perhaps I had better arrange to come back after a short walk; there
-might be some telegram from father to be attended to. If there is not,
-I can then go for a real, long walk.” She did not say more but moved
-briskly down the roadway without ever turning her head. Athlyne
-slipped through the gate of the garden, following at such distance
-that he could easily keep out of view in case she should turn. When
-she had cleared the straggling houses which made the outskirts of the
-little town she walked slowly, and then more slowly still. Finally she
-sat on a low wall by the roadside with her back partially turned to
-Ambleside and looked long at the beautiful view before her where,
-between the patches of trees which here shut out the houses altogether
-and heightened the air of privacy of the bye road, the mountain slopes
-rose before her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This was the opportunity for which Athlyne was waiting. He had hardly
-dared to hope that it would be in a spot so well adapted to his
-wishes. Dear simple soul! he never imagined that it had been already
-chosen&mdash;marked down by a keener intellect than his own, and that
-intellect a woman’s!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy knew that he was coming; that he was drawing closer; that he was
-at hand. It was not needed that she had now and again thrown a half
-glance behind her at favourable moments as she went. There was at work
-a subtler sense than any dealing with mere optics; a sense that can
-float on ether waves as surely as can any other potent force. Nay, may
-it not be the same sense specialised. The sense that makes soul known
-to soul, sex to sex; that tells of the presence of danger; that calls
-kind to kind, and race to race, from the highest of creation to the
-lowest. And so she was prepared and waited, calm after the manner of
-her sex. For when woman waits for the coming of man her whole being is
-in suspense. Though in secret her heart beat painfully Joy did not
-look round, made no movement till the spoken words reached her:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Miss Ogilvie is it not!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Slowly she turned, as to a voice but partly heard or partly
-remembered. Athlyne felt his heart sink down, down as he saw the
-slowness of the movement and realised the absence of that quick
-response which he had by long and continuous thinking since last night
-encouraged himself to expect. The quick gleam of pleasure in the face
-as she turned, the light in her marvellous grey eyes, the gentle blush
-which despite herself passed like an Alpenglow from forehead to neck
-did not altogether restore his equanimity or even encourage him
-sufficiently to try to regain that pinnacle of complacent hope on
-which up to then he had stood.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why Mr. Hardy,” she said warmly as she rose quickly to her feet.
-“This is real nice. I was afraid we were not going to see you whilst
-we were in England.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was beautifully done; no wonder that some women can on the stage
-carry a whole audience with them, when off it so many can deceive
-intellects more powerful than their own. And yet it was not all
-acting. She did not intend it as such; not for a moment did she wish
-or intend to deceive. It was only the habit of obedience to convention
-which was guiding natural impulse into safe channels. For who shall
-say where nature&mdash;the raw, primeval crude article&mdash;ends or where
-convention, which is the artfulness necessitated by the elaboration of
-organised society, begins. A man well known in New York used to say:
-“All men are equal after the fish!” Kipling put the same idea in
-another way: … “the Colonel’s Lady an’ Judy O’Grady are sisters
-under their skins!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When Athlyne looked into Joy’s eyes&mdash;and there was full opportunity
-for so doing&mdash;all his intentions of reserve went from him. He was
-lover all over; nothing but lover, with wild desire to be one with her
-he loved. His eyes began to glow, his knees to tremble, then every
-muscle of his body became braced; and when he spoke his voice at once
-deepened and had a masterful ring which seemed to draw Joy’s very soul
-out towards him. Well it was for her main purpose that her instinct
-had given that first chill of self-possession; had the man been able
-to go on from where he had first started nothing that she knew of
-reserve or self-restraint could have prevented her from throwing
-herself straightway into his arms. Had Athlyne not begun with that
-same chill, which to him took the measure of a repulse, he would have
-caught her to him with all the passions of many kinds which were
-beginning to surge in him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But what neither of them could effect alone, together they did. The
-pause of the fraction of a second in the springing of their passion
-made further restraint possible. There is no fly-wheel in the
-mechanism of humanity to carry the movement of the crank beyond its
-level. Such machinery was not invented at the time of the organisation
-of Eden.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I have longed for this moment more than I can say; more than words
-can tell!” His voice vibrated with the very intensity of his truth.
-Joy’s eyes, despite her efforts to keep them fixed, fell. Her bosom
-rose and fell quickly and heavily with the stress of her breathing.
-Her knees trembled and a slow pallor took the place of the flush on
-her face. Seemingly unconsciously she murmured so faintly that only a
-lover’s ear could hear or follow it:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I have longed for it too&mdash;oh so much!” The words dropped from her
-lips like faint music. Instinctively she put her hand on the wall
-beside her to steady herself; she feared she was going to faint.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne, seeing and hearing, thrilled through to the very marrow of
-his bones. His great love controlled, compelled him. He made no
-movement towards her but looked with eyes of rapture. Such a moment
-was beyond personal satisfaction; it was of the gods, not of men. And
-so they stood.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then the tears welled over in Joy’s eyes beneath the fallen lids. They
-hung on the dark, curly lashes and rolled like silver beads down the
-softness of her cheeks. Still Athlyne made no sign; he felt that the
-time had not yet come. The woman was his own now, he felt
-instinctively; and it was his duty&mdash;his sacred privilege to protect
-her. Unthinkingly he moved a step back on the road he had come.
-Instinctively Joy did the same. It was without thought or intention on
-the part of either; all instinctive, all natural. The usage of the
-primeval squaw to follow her master outlives races.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then he paused. She came up to him and they walked level. Not another
-word had been spoken; but there are silences that speak more than can
-be written in ponderous tomes. These two&mdash;this man and this
-woman&mdash;<i>knew</i>. They had in their hearts in those glorious moments all
-the wisdom won by joy and suffering through all the countless ages
-since the Lord rested on that first Sabbath eve and felt that His
-finished work was good.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When, keeping even step, they had taken a few quiet paces, Athlyne
-spoke in a soft whisper that thrilled:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy, look at me!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Without question or doubt of any kind she raised her shining eyes to
-his. And then, slowly and together as though in obedience to some
-divine command, their lips met in a long, loving kiss in which their
-very souls went out each to the other.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When their mouths parted, with a mutual sigh, each gave a quick glance
-up and down the road; neither had thought of it before.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil did not die in Eden bower.
-It flourishes still in even the most unlikely places all the wide
-world over. And they who taste its fruit must look with newly-opened
-eyes on the world around them.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Together, still keeping step, not holding each other, not touching
-except by the chance of movement, they walked to where the bye-road
-joined the main one. As yet they had spoken between them less than
-threescore words. They wondered later in the day when they talked
-together how so much as they had thought and felt and conveyed had
-been packed into such compass. Now, as they paused at the joining of
-the roads, Athlyne said&mdash;and strange to say it was in an ordinary
-commonplace voice:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy won’t you come with me for a ride. I have my motor here, and we
-can go alone. There is much I want to say to you&mdash;much to tell you,
-and the speed will help us. I want to rush along&mdash;to fly. Earth is too
-prosaic for me&mdash;now!” Joy looking softly up caught the lightning that
-flashed from his eyes, and her own fell. A tide of red swept her face;
-this passed in a moment, however, leaving a divine pink like summer
-sunset on snowy heights. Her voice was low and thrilling as she
-answered with eyes still cast down.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’ll go with you where you will&mdash;to the end of the world&mdash;or Heaven
-or Hell if you wish&mdash;now!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-And then as if compelled by a force beyond control she raised her eyes
-to his.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Shall you come with me to the car; or shall I bring it to the hotel?”
-He spoke once more in something like his ordinary voice.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Neither!” she answered with her eyes still fixed on his
-unflinchingly. He felt their witchery run through him like fire now;
-his blood seemed to boil as it rushed through his veins. Love and
-passion were awake and at one.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I must go back to see if there is any wire from Daddy, and to leave
-word that I am going for a drive. I shall tell my maid that I shall
-return in good time. Father and Mother and Aunt Judy are to arrive at
-Windermere at five o’clock unless we hear to the contrary. You bring
-up the motor to&mdash;to there where we met.” Her eyes burned through him
-as without taking them from his she raised an arm and pointed
-gracefully up the bye-road, towards where they had sat.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Don’t come with me,” she said as he moved with her. “It will be
-sweeter to keep our secret to ourselves.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-And so, he raising his cap as he stood aside, she passed on after
-sending one flashing look of love right through him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At the hotel she found a wire from her father to the effect that they
-would not be able to leave Euston at 11.30 as intended but that they
-hoped to reach Windermere at 7.05. This pleased her, for it gave her
-another two hours for that motor drive to which she looked forward
-with beating heart. She told her maid that she would be out till late
-in the afternoon as she was going motoring with a friend; and that
-she, Eugenie, could please herself as to how she would pass the time.
-When the maid asked her what she wished as to lunch she answered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I shall not want any lunch; but if we feel hungry we can easily get
-some on the way.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Which way shall you be going, Miss, in case any one should ask.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I really don’t know Eugenie. I just said I would join in the drive. I
-daresay it is up somewhere amongst the lakes. That is where the fine
-scenery is.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And what about wraps, miss? You will want something warm for
-motoring. That dress you have on is rather thin for the purpose.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh dear; oh dear!” she answered with chagrin. “This will do well
-enough, I think. We shall not, I expect, be going very far. If I find
-I want a wrap I can borrow one.” And off she set for the rendezvous.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the meantime Athlyne had found the car, and had given instructions
-to the chauffeur to remain at an inn at Ambleside which he had already
-noted for the purpose and where a telegram would find him in case it
-might be necessary to give any instructions. He had made sure that the
-luncheon basket which he had ordered at Bowness was in its place. Then
-he had driven back to the bye-road and waited with what patience he
-could for the coming of Joy.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She came up the bye-road walking fast enough. Up to that point she had
-walked leisurely, but when she saw the great car all flaming
-magnificently in scarlet and gold she forgot everything in the way of
-demureness, and hurried forward. She had also seen Mr. Hardy. That
-morning he had put on his motor clothes, for he knew he had to look
-forward to a long spell of hard work before him&mdash;work of a kind which
-needs special equipment. More than ever did he look tall and lithe and
-elegant in his well-fitting suit of soft dark leather. When he caught
-sight of Joy and saw that she was still in her pretty white frock he
-began to lift from the bottom of the tonneau a pile of wraps which he
-spread on the side. Joy did not notice the things at first; her eyes
-were all for him. He stepped forward to meet her and, after a quick
-glance round to see that they were alone, took her in his arms and
-kissed her. She received the kiss in the most natural way&mdash;as if it
-was a matter of course, and returned it. It is surprising what an easy
-art to learn kissing is, and how soon even the most bashful of lovers
-become reconciled to its exacting rules!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then she began to admire his car, partly to please him, partly because
-it was really a splendid machine admirably wrought to its special
-purpose&mdash;speed. He lifted a couple of coats and asked:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Which will you wear?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Must I wear one? It is warm enough isn’t it without a coat?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“At present, yes! But when our friend here” he slapped the car
-affectionately “wakes up and knows who he has the honour of carrying
-you’ll want it. You have no idea what a difference a fifty or sixty
-mile breeze makes.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’ll take this one, please,” she said without another word; a ready
-acquiescence to his advice which made him glow afresh. One after
-another she took all the articles which his loving forethought had
-provided, and put them on prettily. She felt, and he felt too, that
-each fresh adornment was something after the manner of an embrace. At
-the last he lifted the motor cap and held it out to her. She took it
-with a smile and a blush.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I really quite forgot my hat,” she said. “’Tis funny how your memory
-goes when you’re very eager!” This little speech, unconsciously
-uttered, sent a wave of sweet passion through the man. “Very Eager!”
-She went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But where on earth am I to put it? I think I had almost better hide
-it here behind the hedge and retrieve it when we get back!” Athlyne
-smiled superiorly&mdash;that sort of affectionate tolerant superiority
-which a woman admires in a man she loves and which the least
-sentimental man employs unconsciously at times. He stooped into the
-tonneau and from under one of the seats drew out a leather bonnet-box
-which ran in and out on a slide. As he touched a spring this flew
-open, showing space and equipment for several hats and a tiny dressing
-bag.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why, dear, there is everything in the world in your wonderful car.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-How he was thrilled by her using the word&mdash;the first time her lips had
-used it to him. It was none the less sweet because spoken without
-thought. She herself had something of the same feeling. She quivered
-in a languorous ecstasy. But she did not even blush at the thought; it
-had been but the natural expression of her feeling and she was glad
-she had said it. Their eyes searched each other and told their own
-eloquent tale.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Darling!” he said, and bending over kissed again the rosy mouth that
-was pouted to meet him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In silence he opened the door of the tonneau. She drew back.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Must I go in there&mdash;alone?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I can’t go with you, darling. I must sit in the seat to drive. Unless
-you would rather we had the chauffeur!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You stupid old … <i>dear</i>!” this in a whisper. “I want to sit beside
-you&mdash;as close as I can … <i>darling</i>!” She sank readily into the arms
-which instinctively opened.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-True love makes its own laws, its own etiquettes. When lovers judge
-harshly each the conduct of the other it is time for the interference
-or the verdict of strangers. But not till then.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne took the wheel, feeling in a sort of triumphant glory; in
-every way other than he had expected. He thought that he would be
-ardent and demonstrative; he was protective. The very trustfulness of
-her reception of his caresses and her responsiveness to them made for
-a certain intellectual quietude.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy too was in a sort of ecstatic calm. There was such completeness
-about her happiness that all thought of self disappeared. She did not
-want anything to be changed in the whole universe. She did not want
-time to fly betwixt now and her union with the man she loved. That
-might&mdash;would&mdash;come later; but in the meanwhile happiness was so
-complete as to transcend ambition, hope, time.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne, who had made up his mind as to the direction of the drive,
-came down on the high road and drove at moderate speed to Ambleside;
-he thought that it would be wise to go slowly so as not to be too
-conspicuous. He had given Joy a dust-veil but she had not yet adjusted
-it. The present pace did not require such protection, and the idea of
-concealing her identity did not even enter into her head. When they
-were passing the post-office a sudden recollection came to Athlyne,
-and he stopped the car suddenly. Joy for an instant was a little
-alarmed and looked towards him inquiringly.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Only a letter which I want to post!” he said in reply as he stepped
-down on the pavement. He opened his jacket and took from his pocket a
-letter which he placed in the box. Joy surmised afresh about the
-letter; she vaguely wondered if it was the same that she had seen him
-close and put into his pocketbook. The thought was, however, only a
-passing one. She had something else than other people’s letters to
-think about at present.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Just as he was turning back from the post box Eugenie, who was taking
-advantage of her freedom, passed along the pavement. She stopped to
-admire the tall chauffeur whom she thought the handsomest man she had
-ever seen. She did not know him. Her service with Miss Ogilvie had
-only commenced with the visit to London: up to the time of her leaving
-Italy Mrs. Ogilvie’s maid had attended to Joy. She stood back and
-pretended to be looking in at a window as she did not care to be seen
-staring openly at him. Then she saw that he was no ordinary chauffeur.
-It was with a sigh that she said to herself:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“<i>Voila! Un vrai Monsieur!</i>” Her eyes following him as he turned the
-starting handle and took his seat behind the wheel, she saw that his
-companion was her mistress. Not wishing to appear as if prying on her
-either, she instinctively turned away.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As Athlyne was arranging himself to his driving work he said quietly
-to Joy:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sorry for delaying, but it was a most important letter, which I want
-to be delivered to-night. It might be late if it was not posted till
-Carlisle.” This was the first knowledge Joy had of the direction of
-the journey. Eugenie heard only the last word as the car moved off.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The pace was comparatively slow until the outskirts of Ambleside had
-been passed; then he told Joy to put on her spectacles and donned his
-own. When they were both ready he increased the pace, and they flew up
-to the shores of Rydal Water. At Joy’s request they slowed down whilst
-the lake was in sight; but raced again till the road ran close to the
-peaceful water of Grasmere. But when Grasmere with its old church and
-Coleridge’s tomb lay away to their left they flew again up the steep
-road to Thirlmere. Athlyne was a careful driver and the car was a good
-hill climber. It was only when the road was quite free ahead that they
-went at great speed. They kept steadily on amongst the rising
-mountains, only slackening as they passed to Thirlmere and dropped
-down to Keswick. They did not stop here, but passing by the top of
-Derwentwater drew up for a few minutes to look down the lake whose
-wooded islands add so much to the loveliness of the view. Then on
-again full speed by the borders of Bassenthwaite Lake and on amongst
-the frowning hills to Cockermouth.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy was in a transport of delight the whole time. Her soul seemed to
-be lifted by the ever-varying beauty of the panorama as they swept
-along; and the rushing speed stirred her blood. She was silent, save
-at ecstatic moments when she was quite unable to control herself.
-Athlyne was silent too. He had been over the ground already, and
-besides such driving required constant care and attention. He was more
-than ever careful in his work, for was not Joy&mdash;his Joy!&mdash;his
-passenger.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-They did not stop at Cockermouth but turned into the main road and,
-passing Bride-kirk&mdash;and Bothel, flew up to Carlisle. As he slowed down
-at the city wall Athlyne looking at his watch said quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“An hour and a half and some fifty miles. Let us go on and eat our
-lunch in Scotland.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh do! Go on! Go on&mdash;darling! I forgot to tell you that I have had a
-wire; they don’t get in till seven; so we have two more hours,” cried
-Joy enthusiastically. This time she used the word of endearment
-instinctively and without a pause. “Practice makes perfect” says the
-old saw.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne controlled himself and went at quiet pace through the
-Cumberland capital. He would like to have put the engine at full
-speed; the last word had fired him afresh. However, he did not want to
-get into police trouble. When he came out on the Northern road and
-climbed the steep hill to Stanwix he felt freer. The road was almost a
-dead level and there was little traffic, only a stray cart here and
-there. Then he let go, and the car jumped forward like an eager horse.
-Athlyne felt proud of it, just as though it had an intention of its
-own&mdash;that it wanted to show Joy how it loved to carry her. Joy almost
-held her breath as they swept along here. The wind whistled around her
-head and she had to keep her neck stiff against the pressure of the
-fifty-mile breeze. They slowed at the forking of the road beyond
-Kingstown; and at the Esk bridge and its approaches; otherwise they
-went at terrific speed till they reached the border where the road
-crossed the Sark. Then, keeping the Lochberie road to the right, they
-rushed away through Annan towards Dumfries.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy did not know that at that turning off to Annan they were almost in
-touch with Gretna Green. Athlyne did not think of it at the time. Had
-the knowledge or the thought of either been engaged on the subject the
-temptation it would have brought might have been too much for lovers
-in their rapturous condition … and the course of this history might
-have been different.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The run to the outskirts of Dumfries, where the traffic increased, was
-another wild rush which wrought both the occupants of the car to a
-high pitch of excitement.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-To Joy it seemed a sort of realisation. On the drive to Carlisle, and
-from that on over the Border, the fringing hills of the Solway had
-been a dim and mystery-provoking outline. But now the hills were at
-hand, before them and to the north; whilst far across the waste of
-banks and shoals of Solway Frith rose the Cumberland mountains, a
-mighty piling mass of serrated blue haze. It was a convincing
-recognition of the situation; this was Scotland, and England was far
-behind! Instinctively she leaned closer to her companion at the
-thought.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Between Dumfries and Castle Douglas was a long hill to climb within a
-stretch of seven miles. But the Delaunay-Belleville breasted it nobly
-and went up with unyielding energy. Then, when the summit at
-Crocketford was reached, she ran down the hill to Urr Water with a
-mighty rush which seemed to carry her over the lesser hill to Castle
-Douglas. From thence the road to Dalry was magnificent for scenery. At
-Crossmicheal it came close to the Ken whose left bank it followed
-right up by Parton to “St. John’s Town of Dalry” where it crossed the
-river. Athlyne had intended to rest a while somewhere about here; but
-the old coach road, winding with the curves of the river, looked so
-inviting that he ran a few miles up north towards Carsphairn. Coming
-to a bye-road where grew many fine trees of beech and stone pine which
-gave welcome shade, he ran up a few hundred yards to where the road
-curved a little. Here was an ideal spot for a picnic, and especially
-for a picnic of two like the present.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The curving of the road made an open space, which the spreading trees
-above shaded. Deep grass was on the wide margin of the flat road which
-presently dipped to cross a shallow rill of bright water which fell
-from a little rocky ledge, tinkling happily through the hum of summer
-insect life. Wildflowers grew everywhere. It was idyllic and
-delightful and beautiful in every way, even to where, towering high
-above a Druidic ruin in the foreground, the lofty hills of Carsphairn
-rose far away between them and the western sky. In itself the scene
-wanted for absolute perfection some figures in the foreground. And
-presently it had them in a very perfect form. Joy clapped her hands
-with delight like a happy child as she glanced around her. Athlyne
-drew up sharp, and jumping from his seat held out his hand to Joy who
-sprang beside him on the road. As they stood together when Joy’s wrap
-had been removed they made a handsome couple. Both tall and slim and
-elegant and strong. Both straight as lances; both bright and eager;
-with the light of love and happiness shining on them more notably than
-even the flicker of sunlight between the great stems and branches of
-the trees. His brown hair seemed to match her black; the brown eyes
-and the grey both were lit with a “light that never came from land or
-sea!” Joy’s eyes fell under the burning glances of her lover; the time
-had not yet come for that absolutely fearless recognition which, being
-a man’s unconscious demand, a woman instinctively resists. Athlyne
-recognised the delicacy and acquiesced. All this without a single
-spoken word. Then he spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Was there ever such a magnificent run in the world. More than a
-hundred miles on end without a break or pause. And every moment a
-lifetime of bliss&mdash;to me at all events&mdash;Darling!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And to me!” Joy’s eyes flashed grey lightning as she raised them for
-a moment to his, and held them there. Athlyne’s knees trembled with
-delight; his voice quivered also as he spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And all the time I never left my duty once for an instant. I think I
-ought to get a medal!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You should indeed, darling. And I never once distracted you from it
-did I?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Unhappily, no!” His eyes danced.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“So I ought to get more than a medal!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What? What should you get&mdash;now?” His voice was a little hoarse. He
-drew closer to her. She made no answer in words; but her eyes were
-more eloquent. With a mutual movement she was in his arms and their
-mouths met.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And now for lunch!” he said as after a few entrancing seconds she
-drew her face away. “I am sure you must be starving.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I <i>am</i> hungry!” she confessed. Her face was still flushed and her
-eyes were like stars. She bustled about to help him. He took the seats
-and cushions from the tonneau and made a comfortable nest for her,
-with a seat for himself close, very close beside her. He lifted off
-the luncheon basket and unstrapped it. Whilst she took out the plates
-and packets and spread the cloth he put a bottle of champagne and one
-of fizzy water in the cool of the running stream.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-They may have had some delightful picnics on Olympus in the days of
-the old gods who were so human and who loved so much&mdash;and so often.
-But surely there was none so absolutely divine as on that day that
-under the trees, looking over at the grey piling summits of the
-mountains of Carsphairn. The food was a dream, the wine was nectar.
-The hearts of the two young people beat as one heart. Love surely was
-so triumphant that there never could come a cloud into the sky which
-hung over them like a blue canopy. Life and nature and happiness and
-beauty and love took hands and danced around them fairy-like as they
-sat together, losing themselves and their very souls in the depths of
-each other’s eyes.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch15">
-CHAPTER XV.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">“STOP!”</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Under</span> the shading trees the time flew fast. It is ever thus in the
-sylvan glades where love abides:
-</p>
-
-<div class="quote_o"><div class="quote_i">
-<p class="i0">“… The halcyon hours with double swiftness run</p>
-<p class="i0">And in the splendour of Arcadian summers</p>
-<p class="i0">The quicker climb the coursers of the sun.”</p>
-</div></div>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne and Joy sat in a gentle rapture of happiness. She had made him
-draw up his cushion close to her so that she could lean against him.
-They sat hand in hand for a while, and then one arm stole round her
-and drew her close to him. She came yieldingly, as though such a
-moment had been ordained since the beginning of the world. Her hand
-stole inside his arm and held him tight; and so they sat locked
-together, with their faces so close that their mouths now and again
-met in long, sweet kisses. More than once was asked by either the old
-question of lovers&mdash;which has no adequate or final answer: “Do you
-love me?” And at each such time the answer was given in the fashion
-which ruled in Eden&mdash;and ever since.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Presently Athlyne, drawing Joy closer than ever to him, said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy darling there is something I want to say to you!” He paused; she
-drew him closer to her, and held him tighter. She realised that his
-voice had changed a little; he was under some nervousness or anxiety.
-This woke the protective instinct which is a part of woman’s love.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We love each other?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I do!” As she spoke she looked at him with her great gray eyes
-blazing. He kissed her:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And I love you, my darling, more than I have words to say. More than
-words can express. I am lost in you. You are my world, my hope, my
-heaven! Beyond measure I love you, and honour you, and trust you; and
-now that I feel you love me too … My dear! … my dear! the whole
-world seems to swim around me and the heavens to open …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Dear, go on. It is music to me&mdash;all music&mdash;that I have so longed
-for!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Darling! It seems like sacrilege to say anything just
-now&mdash;but&mdash;but&mdash;You know I love you?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes!” The simple word was stronger than any embellishment; it was of
-the completeness, the majesty, of sincerity in its expression.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then there is no need to say more of that now … But before I say
-something else which I long to hear&mdash;in words, dear, for its truth is
-already in my heart …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Darling!” she spoke the word lingeringly as though grudging that its
-saying must end …
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Before such time I must speak with your father!” He spoke the words
-with a gravity which brought a chill to her heart; her face blanched
-suddenly as does liquid in the final crystallization of frost. Her
-voice was faint&mdash;she was only a girl after all, despite her pride and
-bravery&mdash;as she asked:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, I hope it is nothing. …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Nothing, darling” he said as he stroked tenderly the hand that lay in
-his&mdash;he had taken his arm from her waist to do it&mdash;“except the
-courtesy which is due to an old man … and one other thing, small in
-itself&mdash;absolutely nothing in my own mind&mdash;which makes it necessary in
-respect to his … his … his convictions that I should speak to him
-before …” He stopped suddenly, remembering that if he went on he
-must betray the secret which as yet he wished to keep. Not on his own
-account did he wish to keep it. But there was Joy’s happiness to be
-considered. Until he knew how Colonel Ogilvie would take the knowledge
-of his having introduced himself under a false name he must not do or
-say anything which might ultimately make difference between her and
-her father.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy erred in her interpretation of his embarrassment, of his sudden
-stopping. Again the pallor grew over her face which had under her
-lover’s earlier words regained its normal colour. More faintly even
-than before she whispered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It is nothing I hope that would keep us …” He saw her distress and
-cut quickly into her question:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No! No! No! Nothing that could ever come between you and me. It is
-only this, Joy darling. Your father belongs to another country from my
-own and an older generation than mine. His life has been different,
-and the ideas that govern him are very masterful in their convention.
-Were I to neglect this I might make trouble which would, without our
-wish or part, come between us. Believe me, dear, that in this I am
-wise.” Then seeing the trouble still in her eyes he went on: “I know
-well, Joy, that it is not necessary for me to justify myself in your
-eyes.” Here she strained him a little closer and held his arm and his
-hand harder “but my dearest, I am going to do it all the same. I want
-to say something, but which I mustn’t say yet, so that you must be
-tolerant with me if I say unneeded things which are still open to me.
-Truly, darling, there is absolutely nothing which could possibly come
-between you and me. I have done no wrong&mdash;in that way at all events.
-There should be no more difference between you and me for anything
-that is now in my mind than there is between your soul and the blue
-sky above us; between you and heaven. …” She put her hand over his
-mouth:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh hush, hush, dear. … By the way what am I to call you&mdash;darling?”
-For the moment he was taken aback. To give her his own name as yet
-would be to break the resolution of present secrecy; to give her a
-false name now would be sacrilege. His native Irish wit stood him in
-good stead:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is the name for to-day&mdash;darling. There can be none like
-that&mdash;for to-day. We began with it. It took me on its wings up to
-heaven. Let me stay there&mdash;for to-day. For to-day we are true husband
-and wife&mdash;are we not?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes dear!” she answered simply. He went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“To-morrow … we can be grave to-morrow; and then I can give you
-another name to use&mdash;if you wish it!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I do!” she said with reverence. She accepted and returned the kiss
-which followed. This closed the incident, and for a little space they
-sat hand in hand, his arm again round her whilst again she had linked
-her arm in his. Presently he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And now Joy dear, won’t you tell me all about yourself. You know that
-as yet you and I know very little about each other’s surroundings. I
-want specially to know to-day dear, for to-morrow I want to see your
-father and it will be better to go equipped.” Joy felt quite in a
-flutter. At last she was going to learn something about the man she
-loved. She would tell him everything, and he would … Her thoughts
-were interrupted by her companion going on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And then to-morrow when we have talked I can tell you everything.
-…”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Everything!” then there was something to conceal! Her heart fell. But
-as the man continued, her train of thought was again interrupted:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“When you see him to-night you had better …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Suddenly she jumped to her feet in a sort of fright. Seeing her face
-he too sprang up, giving, with the instinct of his campaigning a quick
-look around as though some danger threatened:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What is it Joy? What is wrong? …” She almost gasped out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My father! He will be home by seven! It must be late in the afternoon
-now and we are more than a hundred miles from home! …” Athlyne in
-turn was staggered. In his happiness in being with Joy and talking of
-love he had quite overlooked the passing of time. Instinctively he
-looked at his watch. It was now close on four o’clock. … Joy was the
-first to speak:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh do let us hurry! No one knows where I am; and if when Daddy gets
-home and finds I am not there he will be alarmed&mdash;and he may be upset.
-And Mother and Aunt Judy too! … Oh do not lose a moment! If we do
-not get home before they arrive … and Daddy finds I have been out
-all day with you … Oh, hurry, hurry!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne had been thinking hard whilst she spoke, and his thoughts had
-been arranging themselves. His intelligence was all awake now. He
-could see at a glance that Joy’s absence might make trouble for all.
-Colonel Ogilvie was a man of covenance, and his daughter’s going out
-with him in such a way was at least unconventional. She <i>must</i> get
-back in time! His conclusion was reached before she had finished
-speaking. His military habit of quick action asserted itself; already
-he was replacing the things in the carriage. Joy saw, and with
-feverish haste began to help him. When he saw her at work he ran to
-the engine and began to prepare for starting. When that was ready he
-held Joy’s coat for her and helped her into her seat. As he took the
-wheel he said as he began to back down the road which was hardly wide
-enough to turn in:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Forgive me, dear. It was all my selfish pleasure. But we shall do all
-we can. Bar accident we may do it; we have over three hours!” He set
-his teeth as he saw the struggle before him. It would be a glorious
-run … and there was no use forestalling trouble. … Joy saw the
-smile on his face, recognised the man’s strength, and was comforted.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-They backed into the road and sprang southward. Without taking his
-eyes off his work, Athlyne said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Tell me dear as we go along all that I must bear in mind in speaking
-to your father of our marriage. …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-There! It was out unconsciously. Joy thrilled, but he did not himself
-seem to notice his self-betrayal. He went on unconcernedly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It may be a little uphill at first if we do not get in line in time.”
-Joy looked under her lashes at the strong face now set as a stone to
-his work and kept silence as to the word. She was glad that she could
-blush unseen. After a little pause she said in a meek voice:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Very well, dear. I shall tell you whenever we are on a straight bit
-of road, but I will be silent round the curves.” They were then flying
-along the old coach road. The road was well-made, broad and with good
-surface and they went at a terrific pace. Athlyne felt that the only
-chance of reaching Ambleside was by taking advantage of every
-opportunity for speed. Already he knew from the morning’s journey that
-there were great opportunities as long stretches of the road were
-level and in good order and were not unduly impeded with traffic. The
-motor was running splendidly, it seemed as if the run in the morning
-had put every part of it in good working order. He did not despair of
-getting to Ambleside in time. The train was not due at Windermere till
-seven. And it might be a little late. In any case it would take the
-arriving party a little while to get their things together and then
-drive to Ambleside. As they were sweeping down towards the bridge at
-Dalry he said to Joy without looking round:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It will be all right. I have been thinking it over. We can do it!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank God!” she exclaimed fervently. She too had been thinking.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Stop!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The voice rang out imperiously; and a policeman, stepping from behind
-the trunk of a great beech, held up his hand. Instinctively Athlyne
-began to slow. He shouted back “All right!” He had grasped the
-situation and as they were out of earshot of the policeman said
-quickly to Joy:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We are arrested! Oh, I am sorry darling. If they won’t let me pay a
-fine and go at once you must take the car on. I shall try to arrange
-that. But do be cautious dear&mdash;you are so precious to me. If you are
-delayed anywhere and can’t make it in time wire to your father tell
-him you are motoring and have been delayed. It will soften matters,
-even if he is angry. I shall go on by train in the morning. And
-darling if you are not getting on as you wish, take a train the best
-you can&mdash;a special. Don’t stop at any expense. But get on! And don’t
-tell your name to any one, under any circumstances. Don’t forget the
-telegram if delayed.” As he was speaking the car was slowing and the
-panting policeman was coming up behind. When the car stopped, Athlyne
-jumped out and walked towards the officer; he wanted to be as
-conciliatory as possible.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am very sorry, officer. That beautiful bit of road tempted me; and
-being all quite clear I took a skim down it?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Ye did! Man, but it was fine! But I hae to arrest ye all the same.
-Duty is duty!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Certainly. I suppose the station is across the bridge?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Aye sir.” The policeman, who at first sight had from his dress taken
-him for a chauffeur, had by now recognised him as a gentleman.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Will you come in the car? It’s all right. I’ll go slow.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank ye sir. I’ve had a deal o’ walkin’ the day!” When the man was
-in the tonneau Athlyne who had been thinking of what was to be done
-said to him affably:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It was silly of me going at such a pace. But I wanted my wife to see
-how the new car worked.” He had a purpose in saying this: to emphasise
-to Joy the necessity of not mentioning her name. It was the only way
-to keep off the subject when they should get to the station. Joy
-turned away her head. She did not wish either man to see her furious
-blushing at hearing the word. She took the hint; silence was her cue.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At the station Joy sat in the car whilst Athlyne went inside with the
-officer. The sergeant was a grave elderly man, not unkindly. He too
-recognised, but at once, that the chauffeur was a gentleman. There was
-an air of distinction about Athlyne which no one, especially an
-official, could fail to appreciate. He was not surprised when he read
-the card which Athlyne handed to him. He frowned a little and
-scratched his head.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I fear this’ll be a bit awkward my lord. Ye come frae o’er the Border
-and ye’ll hae to attend the summons at New Galloway. I dinna want to
-inconvenience you and her ladyship but …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Will it not be possible to let the car go on. My wife has to meet her
-father and mother who are coming up to Ambleside to-night, and they
-will be so disappointed. Her mother is an invalid and is coming from
-Italy. I shall be really greatly obliged if it can be managed.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The sergeant shook his head and said slowly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“’Tis a fine car. A valuable commodity to take out of the jurisdiction
-and intil a foreign country.” Athlyne had already taken out his
-pocket-book. Fortunately he had provided himself well with money
-before coming north.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I paid a thousand pounds for the car. Will it not suit if I leave
-that amount in your custody.” The official was impressed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Losh! man what wad I be daen wi’ a thoosan poons in a wee bit station
-like this, or carryin’ it aboot in me claes. Na! na! if ye’ll
-de-po-sit say a ten poon note for the guarantee I’m thinkin’ ’twill be
-a’ reet. But how can the leddy get ava; ye’ll hae to bide till the
-morn’s morn.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh that’s all right, officer, she’s a licensed driver. Unhappily she
-has not got her license with her. She left it in Ambleside as I was
-driving myself and had mine.” He said this to avert her being
-questioned on the neglect; in which case there might be more trouble
-about the pace.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Ooh! aye. Then that’s a’ reet! A maun ax her masel forbye she mayn’t
-hae the license aboot her. Wimmen is feckless cattle anyhow!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do you think sergeant she may get away at once. It is a long drive,
-and the day is getting on. I shall be very grateful indeed if you can
-manage it!” The sergeant was still impressed by the pocket book.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Weel A’ll see what A can dae!” He went outside with Athlyne to the
-automobile, and touching his cap said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yer pardon ma leddy, ye’re the wife o’ the defender?” Joy was glad
-that she had put on the motor veil attached to her cap.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes! My husband told you, did he not?” she said. The thrill that came
-to her with the speaking of the word “husband” she kept for later
-thought. The sergeant answered respectfully:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“He did ma leddy. But as an offeecial o’ the law I hae to make sure as
-ye’re aboot to travel oot o’ the jurisdiction. He says ye hae left yer
-licence at hame; but as ye hae answered me that ye are his wife I will
-accept it, an’ ye may go. The defender remains here; but I’m thinkin’
-there’s a chance that he may no hae to remain so lang as he’s fearin!
-Ma service to ye ma leddy.” He touched his cap and went back into the
-station.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne came forward and said in a low voice, for the policeman who
-had effected the arrest was now standing outside the door:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You will be careful darling. You may be able to do it. But if you are
-late and your father be angry say as little as you can. Unhappily I
-must remain here, but I shall do all I possibly can to settle things
-quietly. I shall follow in the morning; but not too early. Don’t
-forget to wire your father if you are delayed anywhere, or are certain
-to be late. For my own part I shall leave proof everywhere of my own
-presence as we shall be in different countries!” He said this as it
-occurred to him that if she should be delayed it might later avert a
-scandal. Then he spoke up for the benefit of the policeman:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“As the time is so short, and we have learned the lesson of the danger
-of going too fast, you might ask when you get to Carlisle whether it
-is not quicker to return by Penrith and Patterdale. That way is some
-miles shorter.” The policeman who had heard&mdash;and had also seen the
-pocket-book&mdash;came close and said with a respectful touch of his cap:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“If A may make sae bold, the leddy can save a wheen o’ miles by takin’
-the road to Dumfries by Ken Brig an’ Crocketford up yon. A saw ye the
-morn comin’ up there.” Athlyne nodded and touched his pocket; the man
-drew back into the station. One last word to Joy:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I wish you knew the machine darling. But we must take chance for all
-going well.” As he spoke he was turning the starting handle. Joy in a
-low voice said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good bye my darling!” Resolutely she touched the levers, and the car
-moved off quietly to the “God bless you!” of each.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne watched the car as long as it was in sight; then he went back
-into the station. He spoke at once to the sergeant.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now sergeant is there nothing that can possibly be done to hasten the
-matter. You see I have done all I can to obey rules&mdash;once having
-broken them. I am most anxious to get back home as I have some very
-important business in the morning. I shall of course do exactly as is
-necessary; but I shall be deeply obliged if I can get away quietly,
-and double deeply to you if you can arrange it.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well ma lord I dinna think ye’ll hae much trouble or be delayed o’er
-lang neither. For masel A canna do aught; but A’m thinkin that the
-Sheriff o’ Galloway himsel will be here ony moment. He nearly always
-rides by when the fair at Castle Douglas is on, as it is to be in the
-morn. A’ll hae a sharp look oot for him. He’s a kind good man; an A’m
-thinkin that he’ll no fash yer lordship. He can take responsibeelity
-that even a sargeant o’ polis daurn’t. So it’s like ye’ll get ava
-before the nicht.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne sat himself down to wait with what patience he could muster.
-Once again nature’s pendulum began to swing in his thoughts; on one
-side happiness, on the other anxiety. The delight of the day wherein
-he had realised to the full that Joy indeed loved him, even as he
-loved her; the memory of those sweet kisses which still tingled on his
-lips and momentarily exalted him to a sort of rapture; and then the
-fear which was manifold, selfish and unselfish. She might get into any
-one of many forms of trouble if only from her anxiety to reach home
-before the arrival of her parents. She was, after all, not a practiced
-driver; and was in control of the very latest type of machine of whose
-special mechanism she could know nothing. If she should break down far
-from any town she would be in the most difficult position possible: a
-girl all alone in a country she did not know. And all this apart from
-the possibility of accident, of mischance of driving; of the act of
-other travellers; of cattle on the road; of any of the countless
-mishaps which can be with so swift and heavy a machine as a motor. And
-then should she not arrive in time, what pain or unpleasantness might
-there not be with her father. He would be upset and anxious at first,
-naturally. He might be angry with her for going out on such a long
-excursion with a man alone; he would most certainly be angry with him
-for taking her, for allowing her to go. And at such a time too! Just
-when everything was working&mdash;had worked towards the end he aimed at.
-He knew that Colonel Ogilvie was and had been incensed with him for a
-neglect which under the circumstances was absolute discourtesy. And
-here he bitterly took himself to task for his selfishness&mdash;he realised
-now that it was such&mdash;in wanting to make sure of Joy’s love before
-consulting her father, or even explaining to him the cause of his
-passing under a false name. Might it not be too late to set that right
-now. … And there he was, away in Scotland, kicking his heels in a
-petty little police station, while the poor girl would have to bear
-all the brunt of the pain and unpleasantness. And that after a long,
-wearying, wearing drive of a hundred miles, with her dear heart
-eternally thumping away lest she might lose in her race against Time.
-And what was worse still that it would all follow a day which he did
-not attempt to doubt had been, up to the time of the arrest, one of
-unqualified happiness.
-</p>
-
-<div class="quote_o"><div class="quote_i">
-<p class="i0">“… nessun maggoir dolore</p>
-<p class="i0">Che ricordasi del tempo felice</p>
-<p class="i0">Nella miseria.”</p>
-</div>
-<br/>
-(“A sorrow’s crown of sorrow is remembering happier things.”)
-</div>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-The contrast would be terrible. He knew what the thought of it was to
-him; what would it be to her! Her sweet, gentle, loving heart would be
-hurt, crushed to the very dust.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He sprang to his feet and walked about the room, till noticing the
-sergeant was watching him with surprise and suspicion, he controlled
-himself.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He talked with the sergeant for a while genially. It was positively
-necessary that there should not be any doubt in the mind of the latter
-when the Sheriff should arrive. This episode took the strain from his
-mind&mdash;for a time. He expressed to the officer how anxious he was to
-get on and interested the worthy man so much that he sent over to the
-hotel to borrow a time-table. There Athlyne learned that it would be
-practically impossible for him to get on to Ambleside that night. Not
-even if he could get a special train at Carlisle&mdash;there was no
-possibility of getting one from a nearer place. When he asked the
-sergeant his opinion, that grave individual condescended to smile:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Losh! man they don’t run specials on these bit lines. ’Tis as much as
-they can do to run a few trains a day. A’m thinkin’ that if ye asked
-the stationmaster anywheer along the Dumfries and Kircudbright line
-for a special he’d hae ye in the daft-hoose, or he’d be there himsel!”
-Athlyne went back to his seat; once again the pendulum of his thoughts
-swung to and fro.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He was now face to face with one certainty amongst many possibilities:
-Whatever befel he could not give any immediate help to Joy. She, poor
-dear, must fend for herself and if need be, fight her battle alone. He
-could only try to make it up to her afterwards. And yet what could he
-do for her, what more give to her who had already all that was his!
-And here again he lost himself in memories of the immediate past;
-which presently merged into dreams of the future which has no end.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But again swung the pendulum with the thought of what he was next day
-to do which might help Joy. He began to realise out of the intensity
-of his thought, which was now all unselfish, in what a danger of
-misconception the girl stood already and how such might be multiplied
-by any accident of her arrival. In the eyes of her friends her very
-character might be at stake! And now he made up his mind definitely as
-to how he would protect her in that way. He could prove his time of
-leaving Ambleside by his chauffeur, the time of that swift journey
-would be its own proof; the time of his arrest was already proved.
-Likewise of Joy’s departure for home. Henceforward till he should meet
-her father he would take care that his movements were beyond any
-mystery or suspicion whatever. In any case&mdash;even if she did not arrive
-at home till late&mdash;Joy would be actually in another country from that
-which held him, and the rapidity of her journey would in itself
-protect. He would stay in some hotel in a place where he could get a
-suitable train in the morning; and would arrange that his arrival and
-departure were noted.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Naturally the place he would rest for the night, if he should succeed
-in getting away, would be Castle Douglas; for here lines from
-Kirkcudbright, from Stranraer, and from Glasgow made junction so that
-he had a double chance of departure. If he were detained at Dalry the
-police themselves would be proof of his presence there.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He felt easier in his mind after this decision, and was able to await
-with greater patience the coming of the Sheriff.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch16">
-CHAPTER XVI.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">A PAINFUL JOURNEY</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Joy</span> started on her long journey in a very agitated frame of mind;
-though the habit of her life and her concern for her lover enabled her
-to so bear herself that she appeared calm. To start with, she was full
-of fears; some of them natural, others of that class which is due to
-the restrictions and conventions of a woman’s life. She was by no
-means an expert driver. She merely had some lessons and was never in
-an automobile by herself before. Moreover she was not only in a
-country strange to her, but even the road to Dumfries on which she was
-started was absolutely new to her. In addition to it all she was&mdash;as
-an American&mdash;handicapped by the difference in the rules of the road.
-In America they follow the French and drive on the off side: in
-England the “on” rule is correct.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She had no option, however; she dared not make any difficulty or even
-ask advice or help, for such might betray her and she might not be
-allowed to proceed at all. So with as brave a face and bearing as she
-could muster, but with a sinking heart, she started on her journey,
-praying inwardly that she might not meet with any untoward accident or
-difficulty. For she did not know anything about mechanism; the use of
-the wheel and the levers in driving was all that had been embraced in
-her lessons.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At first all went well enough. The road was clear and she felt that
-she had the machine well in hand. As far as Balmaclellan she went
-slowly, carefully, climbing laboriously up the steep zig-zag road; and
-presently she began to feel in good heart. She did not know the name
-of the place; had never heard of it. But it was somewhere; one stage
-at least on the way home. When the village lay behind her she began to
-put on more speed. With the apprehension gone of not being able to get
-on at all, she began to think of her objective and of how long was the
-journey before it could be revealed. With increased speed, however,
-came fresh fears. The importance of the machine began to be manifest;
-such force and speed needed special thought. The road changed so
-rapidly that she felt that she wanted another pair of eyes. The wheel
-alone, with its speed and steering indices, took all attention. She
-hardly dared to look up from it. And yet if she did not how could she
-know the road to take; how could she look out for danger. Happily the
-mere movement was a tonic; the rush through the air braced her.
-Otherwise she would have been shortly in a state of panic.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Very soon she began to realise the difficulty of driving on an unknown
-road, when one is not skilled in the art. So many things have to be
-considered all at once, and the onus of choosing perpetually is of
-nightmare shadow. The openings of bye-roads and cross-roads are so
-much more important than is suspected that there is a passing doubt as
-to direction; and country roads generally wind about so that distant
-land-marks, which can guide one in general direction, come and go with
-embarrassing suddenness. At first every cart-track or farm-road made
-such doubts, and even when she got to understand such minor trends she
-got confused over bye-roads of more importance. Cross-roads there were
-before long, right or left making shortcuts for those who knew. These
-she had to pass; she could judge only of her course by the excellence
-of the main road&mdash;not always a safe guide in remote agricultural
-districts. One thing told in her favour: the magnificent bracing air
-of that splendid high-hung moor through which she passed. By the time
-she got to Corsock, however, she was beginning to feel the strain
-severely. She was hot and nervous and wearied; only the imperative
-need of getting on, and getting on quickly, enabled her to keep up at
-all. At Corsock she stopped to ask the way, but found it hard to
-understand the Lowland Scotch in which directions for her guidance
-were given. The result was that she started afresh with a blank
-despair gripping at her heart. Already she felt that her effort to
-reach home in time was destined to failure. The time seemed to fly so
-fast, the miles to be so long. She even began to feel a nervous doubt
-as to whether she should even be able to send word to her father. East
-of Corsock the nature of the road is confusing to a stranger. There
-are bye-roads leading south and up northwards into the mountains; and
-Urr Water has to be crossed. Joy began to lose the perspective of
-things; her doubts as to whether she was on the right road became
-oppressive. Somehow, things were changing round her. Look where she
-would, she could not see the hill tops that had been her landmarks. A
-mist was coming from the right hand&mdash;that was the south, where was
-Solway Firth. Then she gave up heart altogether. There came to her
-woman’s breast the reaction from all the happy excitement of the day.
-It was too bright to last. And now came this shadow of trouble worse
-even than the mist which seemed to presage it … Oh, if only He were
-with her now … He! … Strange it was that in all that day she had
-not once spoken to him by name. “Dear” or “Darling” seemed more
-suitable when her hand was in his; when he was kissing her. She closed
-her eyes in an ecstasy of delightful remembrance … She was recalled
-to herself by a sudden jar; in her momentary forgetfulness she had run
-up a bank.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was a shock to her when her eyes opened to see how different were
-her surroundings from her thoughts. Those hours when they sat together
-where the sunbeams stole through the trees would afford her many a
-comparison in the time to come. All was now dark and dank and chill.
-The mist was thickening every instant; she could hardly see the road
-ahead of her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-However, she had to go on, mist or no mist; at least till she should
-reach some place whence she could telegraph to her father. With a pang
-she realised that she must not wire also to Him as she would have
-loved to have done. It would only upset and alarm him, poor fellow!
-and he had quite anxiety enough in thinking of her already! … With a
-heavy heart she crawled along through the mist, steering by the
-road-bed as well as she could, keeping a sharp look-out for
-cross-roads and all the dangers of the way.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The time seemed to fly, but not the car; the road appeared to be
-endless. Would she never come to any hospitable place! … It was a
-surprise to her when she came on straggling cottages, and found
-herself between double rows of houses. Painted over a door she saw
-“Crocketford Post-Office.” In her heart she thanked God that she was
-still on the right road, though she had only as yet come some dozen or
-more miles. It seemed as if a week had passed since she left Dalry …
-and … She drew up to the post-office and went in. There she sent a
-wire:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Went out motoring caught here in mist am going on however but must
-arrive very late so do not be anxious about me. Love to Mother and
-Aunt Judy and dear Daddy. Joy.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When she had handed it in she looked at her watch. It was only
-half-past five o’clock!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was still therefore on the verge of possibility that she might get
-back in time. She hurried out. Several people had gathered round the
-motor, which was throbbing away after the manner of motors, as though
-impatient to get to real work. A policeman who was amongst them,
-seeing that she was about to go on, suggested that she should have her
-lamps lit as it would be a protection as well as a help to her in the
-mist. She was about to say that she thought it would be better not;
-for she did not know anything about acetylene lamps and feared to
-expose her ignorance, when he very kindly offered to light them for
-her:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“’Tis no wark for a bonny leddy!” he said in self-justification of
-bending his official dignity to the occasion. She felt that his
-courtesy demanded some explanation, and also that such explanation
-would, be accounting for her being all alone, avoid any questioning.
-So said sweetly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you so much, officer. I really do not know much about lamps
-myself and I had to leave my … my husband, who was driving, at
-Dalry. He was going too fast, and your people had a word to say to
-him. However, I can get on all right now. This is a straight road to
-Dumfries is it not?” The road was pointed out and instructions given
-to keep the high road to Dumfries. With better heart and more courage
-than heretofore she drove out into the mist. There was comfort for her
-in the glare of the powerful lights always thrown out in front of her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-All went well now. The road was distinctly good, and the swift smooth
-motion restored her courage. When in about half an hour she began to
-note the cottages and houses grouping in the suburbs of Dumfries she
-got elated. She was now well on the way to England! She knew from
-experience that the road to Annan, by which they had come, was fairly
-level. She did not mind the mist so much, now that she was accustomed
-to it; and she expected that as it was driving up northwards from the
-Firth she would be free from it altogether when she should have passed
-the Border and was on her way south to Carlisle.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the meanwhile she was more anxious than as yet. The mist seemed to
-have settled down more here than in the open country. There were
-lights in many windows in the suburbs, and the street lamps were lit.
-It is strange how the perspective of lines of lamps gets changed when
-one is riding or driving or cycling in mist or fog. If one kept the
-centre of the road it would be all right; but as one keeps of
-necessity to the left the lines between the lamps which guide the eye
-change with each instant. The effect is that straight lines appear to
-be curved; and if the driver loses nerve and trusts to appearances he
-will soon come to grief. This was Joy’s first experience of driving in
-mist, and she naturally fell into the error. She got confused as to
-the right and wrong side of the road. She had to fight against the
-habit of her life, which instinctively took command when her special
-intention was in abeyance. She knew that from Dumfries the road
-dropped to the south-east and as the curve seemed away to the left
-from her side of the road she, thinking that the road to the left was
-the direct road, naturally inclined towards the right hand, when she
-came to a place where there were roads to choose. There was no one
-about from whom to ask the way; and she feared to descend from the car
-to look for a sign-post. The onus of choice was on her, and she took
-the right hand thinking it was straight ahead. For some time now she
-had been going slow, and time and distance had both spun out to
-infinitude; she had lost sense of both. She was tired, wearied to
-death with chagrin and responsibility. Everything around her was new
-and strange and unknown, and so was full of terrors. She did not know
-how to choose. She feared to ask lest the doing so might land her in
-new embarrassments. She knew that unless she got home in something
-like reasonable time her father would be not only deeply upset but
-furiously angry&mdash;and all that anger would be visited on Him. Oh she
-must get on! It was too frightful to contemplate what might happen
-should she have to be out all night … and after having gone out with
-a man against whom her father had already a grievance, though he owed
-him so much!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The change in the road, however, gave her some consolation; it was
-straight and smooth, and as the wind was now more in her face she felt
-that she was making southward. But her physical difficulties were
-increasing. The wind was much stronger, and the mist came boiling up
-so fast that her goggles got blurred more than ever. Everything around
-her was becoming wet.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-For a few miles&mdash;she could only guess at the distance&mdash;all went well,
-and she got back some courage. She still went slowly and carefully;
-she did not mean to have any mischance now if she could help it. It
-would not be so very long before she was over the Border. Then most
-likely she would be out of the mist and she could put on more speed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Presently she felt that the car was going up a steep incline. When it
-had been running swiftly she had not felt such, but now it was
-apparent. It was not a big hill, however, and the run down the other
-side was exhilarating, though the fear of some obstacle in front
-damped such pleasure as there was. Even then the pace was not fast;
-ordinarily it would have been considered as little better than a rapid
-crawl. For a while, not long but seeming more than long, the road was
-up-and-down till she saw in the dimness of the mist glimpses of
-houses, then a few gleams of light from the chinks of shut windows.
-Here she went very slowly and tooted often. She feared she might do
-some harm; and the slightest harm now might mean delay. She breathed
-more freely when she was out in the open again. That episode of the
-arrest and the prolonged agitation which followed it had unnerved her
-more than she had thought; and now the mist and the darkness and the
-uncertainty were playing havoc with her. It was only when she was long
-past the little place that she regretted she had not stopped to ask if
-she was on the right road. There was nothing for it, however, but to
-go on. The road was all up and down, up and down; but the surface was
-fairly good, and as the powerful lamps showed her sufficient space
-ahead to steer she moved along, though it had to be with an agonising
-slowness. How different it all was, she thought, from that
-fairy-chariot driving with Him in the morning. The road then seemed
-straight and level, and movement was an undiluted pleasure! For an
-instant she closed her wearied eyes as she sighed at the change&mdash;and
-ran off the road-bed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Happily she was going slowly and recovered herself before more than
-the front wheels were on the rough mass of old road-scrapings. In a
-couple of seconds she had backed off and was under way again. She was
-preternaturally keen now in her outlook. She felt the strain acutely;
-for the road seemed to be always curving away from her. Moreover there
-was another cause of concern. Night was coming on. Even in the densest
-mist or the blackest fog the light or darkness of the sky is to some
-degree apparent. Now the sense came on her that over the thick mist
-was darkness. She stopped a moment and getting out looked at her watch
-in the light of the lamps.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Her heart fell away, away. It was now close to <i>eight</i> o’clock. There
-was no use worrying she felt; nothing to be done but to go on,
-carefully for the present. When she made up her mind to the worst, her
-courage began to come back and she could think. She felt that as the
-wind was now strongly in her face she must be nearing the Firth, and
-that in time she would pass the Border and be heading for home and
-father. She jumped into her seat and was off again.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The fog&mdash;she realised now that it was not mist but fog&mdash;was thicker
-than ever; the wind being strongly in her face, it seemed above the
-glare of the powerful lamps, to come boiling up out of the roadway
-which she could see but dimly. Fear, vague and gaunt, began to
-overshadow her. But there was no use worrying or thinking of anything
-except the immediate present which took the whole of her thought and
-attention. In the face of her surroundings she dared not go fast,
-dared not stop. And so for a time that seemed endless she pressed on
-through the fog. Presently she became aware that the wind was now not
-so much in her teeth. As she was steering by the road-bed she did not
-notice curves; there was no doubt as to her route, as there did not
-seem to be any divergent roads at all. On, on, on, on! A road full of
-hills, not very high nor especially steep but enough to keep a driver
-on constant watch-out.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At last she felt that she was close to the sea. The wind came
-fiercely, and the drifting fog seen against the luminous area round
-the lamps seemed like a whirlpool. There was a salt smell in the air.
-This gave her some hope. If this were the Firth she must be close to
-the Border and would soon be at the bridge over which they had entered
-Scotland. Instinctively she went forward faster. And at last there
-surely was a bridge. A narrow enough bridge it was; as she went slowly
-across it she wondered how it was that they had seemed to fly over it
-in the morning.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-However she could go on now in new hope. She was in England and bye
-and bye she would come through the fog-belt, and having passed
-Carlisle would drop down through the Lake roads to Ambleside. Though
-the fog was dense as ever she did not feel the wind so much; she
-crowded on&mdash;she did not dare go much faster as yet and as she was now
-climbing a long steep hill she ceased to notice it. After a while,
-when there came a stronger puff than usual, she noticed that it was on
-her back&mdash;the high hood of the car had protected her for some time
-past. After a little however the old fear came back upon her. At the
-present rate of progress to reach home at any time, however late,
-seemed an impossibility. And all was so dark, and the fog was so
-dense; and the road didn’t seem a bit like that they had come by
-between Carlisle and the Border. All at once she found that she was
-crying&mdash;crying bitterly. She did not want to stop the car, and so
-dared not take her hands from the wheel, even to find her
-pocket-handkerchief. She wept and wept; wept her heart out, whilst all
-the time mechanically steering by the light of the lamps on the road.
-Her weeping aided the density of the fog, and with her eyes set on the
-road and the driving wheel in her hands she did not notice that she
-was going between houses. She came to a bridge, manifestly of a little
-more importance than the one she had already passed, and crossed it.
-The road swayed away to the left; presently this was crossed by
-another almost at right angles, but she kept straight on. There was no
-one from whom to ask the way; and had there been anyone she probably
-would not have seen him. A little way on there was another cross-road
-but of minor importance; then further on she came to a place of
-difficult choice. Another cross-road, again almost at right angles;
-but the continuance of the road she was on showed it to be but a poor
-road ill-kept. So, too, was that to her left; but the road to the
-right was broad and well kept. It was undoubtedly the main road; and
-so keeping to the rule she had hitherto obeyed, she followed it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She was now feeling somehow in better heart; the fit of crying had
-relieved her, and some of her courage had come back. She wanted
-comforting&mdash;wanted it badly; but those whose comfort only could
-prevail were far away; one behind her in Scotland, the others still
-far away at Ambleside. The latter thought made her desperate. She put
-on more speed&mdash;and with her thoughts and anxieties not in the present
-but the future, ran up a steep bank. There was a quick snap of
-something in front of the car; the throbbing of the engine suddenly
-ceased. With the shock she had been thrown forward upon the wheel, but
-fortunately the speed had not been great enough to cause her serious
-injury. The lamps made the fog sufficiently luminous for her
-movements, and she scrambled out of the car. She knew she could do
-nothing, for she was absolutely ignorant of the mechanism, and she had
-no mechanical skill. The only thing she could do was to go along the
-road on the blind chance of meeting or finding some one who could help
-her, or who might be able to assist her in finding better help. And so
-with a heavy heart, and feet that felt like lead, she went out into
-the fog. It was a wrench for her to leave the car which in the
-darkness and the unknown mystery of the fog seemed by comparison a
-sort of home or shelter. It was an evidence of the mechanical habit of
-the mind, which came back to her later, that through all her weariness
-and distress she thought to pin up her white frock before setting out
-on the dusty journey.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was astonishing how soon the little patch of light disappeared.
-When she had taken but a few steps she looked back and found all as
-dark as it was before her. One thing alone there was which saved her
-from utter despair: the fog seemed not to be so absolutely dense. In
-reality it was not that the fog had lessened, but that her eyes, so
-long accustomed to the glare of the lamps which had prevented her
-seeing beyond the radius of their power, had now come back to their
-normal focus. Though the darkness seemed more profound than ever,
-since there was no point of light whatever, she was actually able to
-see better. After all, this fog was a sea mist unladen with city
-smoke, and its darkness was a very different thing from the Cimmerian
-gloom of a city fog. To her, not accustomed to winter fogs, it was
-difficult and terrifying. When, however, she began to realise, though
-unconsciously, that the nebulous wall in front of her fell back with
-every step she took, her heart began to beat more regularly, and she
-breathed more freely. It was a terrible position for a delicately
-nurtured girl to be in. Though she was a brave girl with a full share
-of self-reliance her absolute ignorance of all around her&mdash;even as to
-what part of the country she was in&mdash;had a somewhat paralysing effect
-upon her. However she had courage and determination. Her race as well
-as her nature told for her. Her heart might beat hard and her feet be
-heavy but at any rate she would go on her set road whilst life and
-strength and consciousness remained to her. She shut her teeth, and in
-blind despair moved forward in the fog.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In all her after life Joy could never recall the detail of that
-terrible walk. Like most American girls she was unused to long walks;
-and after a couple of miles she felt wearied to death. The long
-emotional strain of the day had told sorely on her strength, and the
-hopeless nerve-racking tramp on the unknown road through the gloom and
-mystery of the fog had sapped her natural strength. Looking back on
-that terrible journey she could remember no one moment from the other,
-from the time that she lost sight of the lamps until she found herself
-in a dip in the road passing under a railway bridge. The recognition
-of the fact reanimated her. It was an evidence that there was some
-kind of civilisation somewhere&mdash;a fact that she had begun in a vague
-way to doubt. She would follow that line if she could, for it must
-lead her to some place where she might find help; where she could send
-reassuring word to her father, and where there would be shelter.
-Shelter! At the first gleam of hope her own deplorable position was
-forced upon her, and she realised all at once her desperate weariness.
-She could now hardly drag herself along.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Beyond the railway there was a branch road to the left; and this she
-determined to follow, rather than the main road which went away from
-the line. She stumbled along it as well as she could. The time seemed
-endless. In her weariness the flicker of hope which her juxtaposition
-to the railway had given her died soon away. The fog seemed denser,
-and the darkness blacker than ever.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The road dipped again under the line; she was glad of that; manifestly
-she was not straying from it. She hurried on instinctively; found the
-road wider, and rougher with much use. Her heart beat hard once again,
-but this time it was with hope.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-And then, right in front of her, was a dim gleam of light. This so
-overcame her that she had to sit down for a moment on the road side.
-The instant’s rest cheered her; she jumped to her feet as though her
-strength had been at once restored. Feeling in her heart a prayer
-which her lips had not time to utter, she climbed over a wire fence
-between her and the light; stumbled across a rough jumble of sleepers
-and railway irons. Then the light was over her head&mdash;the rays were
-manifest on the fog. She called out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Hullo! Hullo! Is there any one awake?” Almost instantly the window
-through which the light shone was opened and a man looked out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Aye! A’m awake! Did ye think A’d be sleepin’ on a nicht like this.
-’Tis nae time for a signal-man to be aught but awake A’m tellin’ ye.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank God, oh thank God!” Joy’s heart was too full for the moment to
-say more. The man leaned further out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Is yon a lassie? What are ye daein’ here a nicht like this? Phew! A
-canna see ma ain hond!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes, I’m a girl and I’m lost. Will you let me come in?” The man’s
-voice became instantly suspicious.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Na! na! A canna let ye in. ’Tis no in accord wi’ the Company’s rules
-to let a lassie intil the signal-box. Why don’t ye go intil the toon?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh do let me in for a moment,” she pleaded. “I have been lost in the
-fog, and my motor broke down. I have had to walk so far that I am
-wearied and tired and frightened; and the sight of a light and the
-hope of help has finished me!” She sat right down on the ground and
-began to cry. He heard her sob, and it woke all the man in him. This
-was no wandering creature whose presence at such a time and place
-might make trouble for him. He knew from the voice that the woman was
-young and refined.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Dinna greet puir lassie!&mdash;Dinna greet. A canna leave the box for an
-instant lest a signal come. But go roond to the recht and ye’ll find a
-door. Come recht up! Rules or no rules A’m no gangin’ to let ye greet
-there all by yer lanes. There’s fire here, and when ye’re warmed A can
-direct ye on yer way intil the toon!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-With glad steps she groped her way to the door. A flood of light
-seemed to meet her when she opened it, and she hurried up the steep
-stairs to where the signal-man held open the upper door.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Coom in lassie an hae a soop o’ ma tea. ’Tis fine and warrm! … Coom
-in and let me offer ye some refreshment, an’ if A may mak sae bold may
-A offer ye all A hae that’ll warm ye? Coom in ma’am. Coom in ma
-leddie!” he said in a crescendo of welcome and respect as he saw Joy’s
-fine motor coat and recognised her air of distinction.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Glad indeed was Joy to drink from the worthy fellow’s tin tea-bottle
-which rested beside the stove; glad to sit down in front of the fire.
-Then indeed she felt the magnitude of her weariness, and in a minute
-would have been asleep.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But the thought of her father, and all that depended on her action and
-his knowledge, wakened her to full intellectual activity. She stood up
-at once and said quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What place is this?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The signal-box of Castle Douglas Junction.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And where is that? I think I have heard the name before.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“’Tis a toon as they ca’ it here. The junction is o’ the Glasgie an’
-South Western, the Caledonian, the Port Patrich an’ Wigtownshire, the
-London an’ North Western, an’ the Midland lines. But for short there
-are but twa. One frae Kirkcudbright, an’ th’ ither frae Newton
-Stewart.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“In what country are we?” Seeing the astonishment in his face she went
-on: “I am an American, and not familiar with the district. We came
-from England this morning&mdash;from Westmoreland&mdash;from Ambleside&mdash;and I am
-confused about the Border. I had to drive myself because my&mdash;we got
-into trouble for driving fast, and I had to come on alone. And then
-the fog overtook me. I went along as well as I could. Are we anywhere
-near Carlisle?” Her face fell as she saw the shake of his head:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Eh ma leddie but ye’re mony a mile frae Carlisle. ’Tis over fifty
-miles be the line. Ye maun hae lost yer way sair. Ye’re in
-Kirkcudbright-shire the noo.” Her heart sank:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh I must send a telegram at once.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Ye canna telegraph the nicht ma leddie! The office is closed till
-eight the morn’s morn.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My God! What shall I do. My father arrived from London to-night and
-he does not know where I am. I came out for a drive and thought to be
-back in good time to meet him. He will be in despair. Is there no way
-in which I can send word? It is not a matter of expenses; I shall pay
-anything if it can be done!” She looked at him in an agony of
-apprehension. The man was stirred by the depth of emotion and by her
-youth and beauty; and his clever Scotch brain began to work. His mouth
-set fast in a hard line and his rough heavy brows began to wrinkle.
-After a pause he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A’ll do what A can, ma leddie; though A can’t be sure if ’twill wark.
-The telegraphs are closed. Even if we could find an operator it
-wouldn’t be possible to get the wires. Our own lines are closed, for
-we’ll hae no traffic till morn.” Here an idea struck Joy and she
-interrupted him:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Could I not get a special train? I am willing to pay anything?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lord love ye, ma leddy, they don’t have specials on bit lines like
-this. Ye couldn’t get one nigher than Glasgie, an’ not there at this
-time o’ day. Let alone they’d no send in such a fog anyhow. But I’m
-thinkin’ that A can telephone to Dumfries. The operator o’ oor line
-there is a freend o’ mine, an’ if he’s on dooty he’ll telephone on to
-Carlisle wheer there’s sure to be some one at the place. An’ mayhap
-the latter’ll telephone on till Ambleside. So, if there be any awake
-there, they’ll send to the hotel. Is it a hotel yer faither’ll be in?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh thank you, thank you,” said Joy seizing his hand in a burst of
-gratitude. “I’ll be for ever grateful to you if you’ll be so good!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A’m thinkin’” he went on “that perhaps ’twill cost yer ladyship a
-mickle&mdash;perhaps a muckle; but A dar say ye’ll no mind that …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh no, no! It will be pleasure to pay anything. See, I have plenty of
-money!” She pulled out her purse.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Na! na! Not yet ma leddie. ’Tis no for masel&mdash;unless yer ladyship
-insists on it, later on. ’Tis for the laddies that will do what they
-can. Ye see there may be some trouble o’er this. We signal-men and
-offeecials generally are not supposed to attend to aught outside o’
-the routine. But if it should be that there is trouble to us puir
-folk, A’m sure yer ladyship an’ some o’ yer graan’ freens’ll no see us
-wranged!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh no indeed. My father and Mr. &mdash;&mdash; and all our friends will see to
-it that you shall never suffer, no matter what happens.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well now, ma leddy&mdash;if ye’ll joost write down your message A’ll do
-what A can. But ’twill be wiser if ye gang awa intil a hotel an’ rest
-ye. A can send the message better when A’m quit o’ ye. Forbye ye see
-’tis no quite respectable to hae a bonny lassie here ower lang. Ma
-wife is apt to be a wee jalous; an’ it’s no wise to gie cause where
-nane there is.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But I do not know where to go&mdash;” she began. He interrupted her
-hastily:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There’s a graan hotel i’ the toon&mdash;verra fine it is; but A’m thinkin’
-that yer ladyship, bein’ by yer lonesome, may rather care to go to a
-quieter house. An’ as A’d recommend ye to seek the ‘Walter Scott’
-hotel. ’Tis kep by verra decent folk, an’ though small is verra
-respectable an’ verra clean. Say that yer kent by Tammas Macpherson
-an’ that will vouch for ye, seein’ that ye’re a bit lassie by yer
-lanes. ’Tis a most decent place entirely, an’ A’m tellin’ ye that the
-Sheriff o’ Galloway himsel’ aye rests there when he comes to the
-toon.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy wrote her message on the piece of paper which he had provided
-whilst speaking:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“To Col. Ogilvie, Inn of Greeting, Ambleside: Dearest Daddy I have
-been caught in a heavy fog and lost, but happily found my way here. I
-shall return by the first train in the morning. Love to mother. I am
-well and safe. Joy.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then the signal man gave her explicit directions as to finding the
-house. As she was going away he said with a diffident anxiety:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“To what figure will yer ladyship gang in this&mdash;this meenistration?
-A’d joost like to ken in case o’ neceesity?” She answered quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh anything you like&mdash;twenty-five dollars&mdash;I mean five pounds&mdash;ten
-pounds&mdash;twenty&mdash;a hundred, anything, anything so that my father gets
-the message soon.” He looked amazed for a moment. Then as he held open
-the door deferentially he said in a voice in which awe blended with
-respect:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Dinna fash yerself more ma leddie. Yer message will gang for sure;
-an’ gang quick. Ye may sleep easy the nicht, an’ wi’out a thocht o’
-doobt. An ’ll leave wi’ ma kinsman Jamie Macpherson o’ the Walter
-Scott ma neem an’ address in case yer ladyship wishes me to send to
-yon the memorandum o’ the twenty poons.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy found her way without much difficulty to the Walter Scott. The
-house was all shut up, but she knocked and rang; and presently the
-door was unchained and opened. The Boots looked for a moment doubtful
-when he saw a lady alone; but when she said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am lost in the fog, and Mr. Thomas Macpherson of the railway told
-me I should get lodging here,” he opened the door wide and she walked
-in. He chained the door, and left her for a few minutes; but returned
-with a young woman who eyed her up and down somewhat suspiciously. Joy
-seemed to smell danger and said at once:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I got lost in the fog, and the motor met with an accident. So I had
-to leave it on the road and walk on.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“An’ your shawfer?” asked the doubting young woman.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“He got into trouble for driving too fast, and had to be left behind.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Very weel, ma’am. What name shall A put down?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy’s mind had been working. Her tiredness and her sleepiness were
-brushed aside by the pert young woman’s manifest suspicion. She
-remembered Mr. Hardy’s caution not to give her own name; and now, face
-to face with a direct query, remembered and used the one which had
-been given to her on the <i>Cryptic</i>. It had this advantage that it
-would put aside any suspicion or awkwardness arising from her
-unprotected position, arriving as she did in such an un-accredited
-way. So she answered at once:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Athlyne. Lady Athlyne!” The young woman seemed impressed. Saying:
-“Excuse me a moment” she went into the bar where she lit a candle. She
-came back in a moment and said very deferentially:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It’s ’all recht yer ladyship. There’s twa rooms, a sittin’-room an’ a
-bed-room. They were originally kept for the Sheriff, but he sent word
-that he was no comin’. So when the wire came frae th’ ither pairty the
-rooms were kept for him. When no one arrived the name was crossed aff
-the slate. But it’s a’ recht! Shall I light a fire yer Leddyship?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh no! I only require a bedroom. I must get away by the first train
-in the morning. I shall just lie down as I am. If you can get me a
-glass of milk and a biscuit that is all I require. If it were possible
-I should like the milk hot; but if that is not convenient it won’t
-matter.” As they went upstairs the girl said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Ye’ll forgie me yer Leddyship, but I didna ken wha ye were. Mrs.
-Macpherson was early up to bed the nicht, when the fog had settled
-doon and she knew there was no more traffic. To-morrow is a heavy day
-here, and things keep up late; and she wanted to be ready for it. An’
-she’s michty discreet aboot ony comin’ here wi’oot&mdash;wi’oot&mdash;&mdash;” She
-realised that she was getting into deep water and turned the
-conversation. “There is yer candle lit. The fire in the kitchen is
-hearty yet, an’ I’ll bring yer milk hot in the half-o’ two-twos. I’ll
-leave word that ye’re to be called in good time in the morn.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Within a few minutes she came back with the hot milk. Joy was too
-tired and too anxious to eat; and refusing all proffers of service and
-of help as to clothing, bade the girl good night. She just drank the
-milk; and having divested herself of her shoes and stockings which
-were soiled with travel and of all but her under-clothing, crept in
-between the sheets. The warmth and the luxury of rest began to tell at
-once; within a very few minutes she was sound asleep.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch17">
-CHAPTER XVII.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">THE SHERIFF</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">It</span> was late in the afternoon when the Sheriff rode into Dalry. The
-police sergeant spoke to him, and he kindly came into the station.
-There the sergeant put the matter before him. He was an elderly man,
-hearty and genial and with a pleasant manner which made every man his
-friend. When he heard the details of the case, regarding which the
-policeman asked his advice, he smiled and took snuff and said
-pleasantly to the officer:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I don’t think ye need be uneasy in your mind. After all ’tis only a
-matter of a fine; and as the chauffeur is ready to pay it, whatever it
-may be; and is actually in your custody having as you say more than
-sufficient money upon him to pay the maximum penalty hereto inflicted
-for furious driving in this shire, I think you will not get much blame
-for allowing the lady to go away in the car to a ‘foreign country,’ as
-you call it. I suppose sir” turning to Athlyne “you can get good bail
-if required?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I think so” said Athlyne smiling. “I suppose a Deputy Lieutenant of
-Ross Shire is good enough;” whereupon he introduced himself to the
-Sheriff. They chatted together a few minutes and then, as he went to
-his horse which a policeman was holding at the door, he said to the
-sergeant:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I must not, as Sheriff, be bail myself. But if any bail is required I
-undertake to get it; so I think you needn’t detain his lordship any
-longer. You’d better serve the summons on him for the next Session and
-then everything will be in order.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne walked down the village with him, he leading his horse. When
-he knew that Athlyne was going to walk to Castle Douglas so as to be
-ready to catch his train to the south he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“To-morrow is a busy day there and you may find it hard to get rooms
-at the Douglas, especially as the fog will detain many travellers. Now
-I had my rooms reserved at the Walter Scott, kept by an old servant of
-mine, where I always stay. An hour gone I wired countermanding them as
-I am going to stay the night with Mulgrave of Ennisfour where I am
-dining; so perhaps you had better wire over and secure them. I shall
-be there myself in the morning as I have work in Castle Douglas, but
-that need not interfere with you. If you go early you may be off
-before I get there.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I do not want to go South very early; so I hope you will breakfast
-with me if I am still there.” The genial old Sheriff shook his head:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No, no. You must breakfast with me. I am in my own bailiwick and you
-must let me be your host.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right!” said Athlyne heartily. The old man who had been looking
-at him kindly all the time now said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Tell me now&mdash;and you won’t think me rude or inquisitive; but you’re a
-young man and I’m an old one, and moreover sheriff&mdash;can I do anything
-for you? The Sergeant told me you were in a state of desperate anxiety
-to get away&mdash;or at any rate to let the lady get off; and I couldn’t
-help noticing myself that you are still anxious. The policeman said
-she was young, and much upset about it all. Can I serve you in any
-way? If I can, it will I assure you be a pleasure to me.” He was so
-frank and kind and hearty that Athlyne’s heart warmed to him. Moreover
-he was upset himself, poor fellow; and though he was a man and a
-strong one, was more than glad to unburden his heart to some one who
-would be a sympathetic listener:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The fact is, sir, that the young lady who was with me came for a
-drive from Ambleside and we came on here on the spur of the moment.
-Her father had gone to London and returns this evening; and as no one
-knew that I&mdash;that she had gone out motoring he will be anxious about
-her. Naturally neither she nor I wish to make him angry. You will
-understand when I tell you that she and I are engaged to be married.
-He does not know this&mdash;though” here he remembered the letter he had
-posted at Ambleside “he will doubtless know soon. Unhappily he had
-some mistaken idea about me. A small matter which no one here would
-give a second thought to: but he is a Kentuckian and they take some
-things very much to heart. This was nothing wrong&mdash;not in any way; but
-all the same his taking further offence at me, as he would do if he
-heard from someone else that she had been motoring with me without his
-sanction, might militate against her happiness&mdash;and mine. So you can
-imagine Mr. Sheriff, how grateful I am to you for your kindness.” The
-sheriff paused before replying. He had been thinking&mdash;putting two and
-two together: “They are engaged&mdash;but her father doesn’t know it. Then
-the engagement was made only to-day. No wonder they were upset and
-anxious. No wonder he drove fast. … Ah, Youth! Youth!” …
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I understand, my lord. Well, you did quite right to get the lady
-away; though it was a hazardous thing for her to start off alone in
-the mist.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It hadn’t come on then, sir. Had it been so I should never have let
-her go alone&mdash;no matter what the consequences might be! But I hope
-she’s out of it and close to home by this time.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Aye that’s so. Still she was wise to go. It avoids all possibility of
-scandal. Poor bairn! I’m hoping she got off South before the fog came
-on too thick. It’s drifting up from the Firth so that when once she
-would have crossed the Border most like it would have been clear enow.
-Anyhow under the circumstances you are right to stay here. Then there
-can be no talk whatever. And her father will have had time to cool
-down by the time ye meet.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We’re parting here, my Lord. Good-bye and let me wish ye both every
-form of human happiness. Perhaps by morn you will have had some news;
-and I’m hoping ye’ll be able to tell me of her safe arrival.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At the cross roads the men parted. The Sheriff rode on his way to
-Ennisfour, and Athlyne went back to Dalry. He ordered his dinner, and
-then went out to send a telegram at the little post office. His
-telegram ran:
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">To Walter Scott Hotel Castle Douglas</span>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Keep rooms given up by Sheriff for to-night.
-</p>
-
-<p class="sign2">
-<span class="sc">Athlyne</span>.
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-He had written the telegram through without a pause. The signature was
-added unhesitatingly, though not merely instinctively. He had done
-with falsity; henceforth he would use his own name, and that only. He
-felt freer than he had done for many a day.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He ate his dinner quietly; he was astonished at himself that he could
-take matters so calmly. It was really that he now realised that he had
-done all he could. There was nothing left but to wait. In the earlier
-part of that waiting he was disturbed and anxious. Difficulties and
-dangers and all possible matters of concern obtruded themselves upon
-his thought in endless succession. But as time wore on the natural
-optimism of his character began to govern his thinking. Reason still
-worked freely enough, but she took her orders from the optimistic side
-and brought up arrays of comforting facts and deductions.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was with renewed heart and with a hopeful spirit that he set out on
-his road to Castle Douglas. He had deliberately chosen to walk instead
-of taking a carriage or riding. He did not want to arrive early in the
-evening, and he calculated that the sixteen miles would take him
-somewhere about four hours to walk. The exercise would, whilst it
-killed the time which he had to get through, give him if not ease of
-mind at least some form of mental distraction. Such, he felt, must be
-his present anodyne&mdash;his guarantee of sanity. As he had no luggage of
-any kind he felt perfectly free; the only addition to his equipment
-was a handful of cigars to last him during the long walk.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He had left Dalry some miles behind him when he began to notice the
-thickening of the mist. After a while when this became only too
-apparent he began to hesitate as to whether it would not be wiser to
-return. By this time he realised that it was no mere passing cloud of
-vapour which was driving up from the south, but a sea fog led inward
-through the narrowing Firth; he could smell the iodine of the sea in
-his nostrils. But he decided to go on his way. He remembered fairly
-well the road which he had traversed earlier in the day. Though a
-rough road and somewhat serpentine as it followed the windings of the
-Ken and the Dee, it was so far easy to follow that there were no
-bifurcations and few cross-roads. And so with resolute heart&mdash;for
-there was something to overcome here&mdash;and difficulty meant to him
-distraction from pain&mdash;he pushed on into the growing obscurity of the
-fog.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-On the high ground above Shirmers he felt the wind driving more keenly
-in his face; but he did not pause. He trudged on hopefully; every step
-he took was bringing him closer to England&mdash;and to Joy. Now it was
-that he felt the value of the stout walking cudgel that he had
-purchased from a passing drover. For in the fog he was like a blind
-man; sight needed the friendly aid of touch.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But it was dreadfully slow work, and at the end of a few hours he was
-wearied out with the overwhelming sense of impotence and the ceaseless
-struggling with the tiniest details of hampered movement. Being on
-foot and of slow progress he had one advantage over travelling on
-horseback or in a vehicle: he was able to take advantage of every
-chance opportunity of enlightenment. From passing pedestrians and at
-wayside cottages he gathered directions for his guidance. It was
-midnight&mdash;the town clock was striking&mdash;when he entered Castle Douglas
-and began to inquire his way to the Walter Scott hotel.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-After repeated knocking the door was opened by the Boots&mdash;a heavy,
-thick-headed, sleepy, tousled man, surly and grudging of speech.
-Athlyne pushed past him into the hall way and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I wired here in the afternoon to have kept for me the Sheriff’s
-rooms. Did my telegram arrive.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Aye. It kem a’recht. But that was all that kem. Ye was expectit, an’
-the missis kep the rooms for ye till late; but when ye didna come she
-gied ye up an’ let anither pairty that was lost i’ the fog hae the
-bedroom. All that’s left is the parlour, an that we can hae an ye
-will. Forbye that ye’ll hae to sleep on the sofy. A’m thinkin’ it’s
-weel it’s o’er long than ordinair’, for ye’re no a ween yersel. Bide
-wheer y’ are, an’ A’ll fetch ye a rug or two an’ a cushion. Ye maun
-put up wi’ them the nicht for ye’ll git nane ither here.” He left him
-standing in the dark; and shuffled away down a dim stairway, to the
-basement.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In a few minutes he re-appeared with a bundle of rugs and pillows
-under his arm; in his hand was a bottle of whiskey, with the drawn
-cork partly re-inserted. With the deftness of an accomplished servitor
-he carried in his other hand, together with the candle, a pitcher of
-water and a tumbler. As he went up the staircase he said in a whisper:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Man, walk saft as ye gang; an’ dinna cough nor sneeze or mak’ a soond
-in the room or ye’ll maybe waken th’ ither body. Joost gang like a man
-at a carryin’. An’ mind ye dinna snore! Lie ye like a bairn! What time
-shall A ca’ ye?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I want to catch the morning train for the south.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’ll be a’recht. A’ll ca’ ye braw an’ airly!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good night!” said Athlyne as he softly closed the door.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He spread one rug on the sofa, which supplemented by a chair, was of
-sufficient length; put the other ready to cover himself, and fixed the
-cushions. Having stripped to his flannels he blew out the candle, and,
-without making a sound, turned in. He was wearied in mind and nerve
-and body, and the ease of lying down acted like a powerful narcotic.
-Within a minute he was sound asleep.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch18">
-CHAPTER XVIII.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">PURSUIT</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Colonel Ogilvie</span> found his wife in excellent health and spirits. The
-cure had been effective, and the prospect of meeting Joy so filled her
-with delight that her youth seemed to be renewed. He could see, when
-the morning light was admitted to their bedroom, that her eyes were
-bright and her cheeks rosy; and all her movements were alert and
-springy. Judy too, when they went to breakfast, looked well and was in
-good spirits; but there was something about her which he could not
-understand. It was not that she was quick of intellect and speech, for
-such had been always her habit; it was not that she was eager, for she
-was not always so; it was not that she was exuberantly fond of
-Joy&mdash;she had never been anything else. But there seemed now to be some
-sort of elusive background to all her thoughts. He began to wonder in
-a vague way if it were possible that she had fallen in love. She
-asked, after her usual manner, a host of questions about Joy and about
-the visit to the Lakes; where they had been and who they had seen; and
-of all the little interests and happenings during the time of
-separation. Colonel Ogilvie felt a little wearied of it all. He had
-already covered the ground with the girl’s mother, for arriving in the
-grey of the dawn, he had gone straight to his wife’s room where he had
-rested till breakfast time. There he had told her all that he could
-remember. With, however, the patient courtesy which had not as yet in
-his life failed him with women he went over all the ground again with
-Judy. He could not but be struck with Judy’s questioning on one
-subject: whether they had met at Ambleside any special acquaintance.
-He concluded that she meant Mr. Hardy, and asked her if such were the
-case. She blushed so brightly when she admitted it that he conceived
-the idea that the peccant Englishman was the object of her affection.
-Then, as she dropped that subject of questioning, he, in order to draw
-her out, went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But my dear Judy it was not possible that we could have seen him. He
-has not seemed particularly anxious to meet us; and even if he was
-anxious he could not have done it as he did not know where we were.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, yes he did!” The Colonel was surprised; the tone of her words
-carried conviction of truthfulness. He answered quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“He did! How on earth do you know that?” Judy in her emotional
-interest answered without thinking.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Because I told him so!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, you saw him then?” Again she answered without thought:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No, but I wrote to him.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you know that he got your letter?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Because he answered it!” She would have given all she possessed to
-have been silent or to have answered more discreetly when she saw her
-brother-in-law’s face wrinkle into a hard smile, and noted the cruel
-keenness of his eyes and the cynical smile on his mouth. She answered
-sharply; and, as is usual, began the instant after, to pay the penalty
-for such sharpness. His voice seemed to rasp her very soul as he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am glad to hear that the gentleman has consideration for some
-one&mdash;even a lady&mdash;who writes to him. But to my mind such but
-emphasises his rudeness&mdash;if for the moment I may call it so&mdash;of his
-conduct to others. As for myself when I meet the gentleman&mdash;should I
-ever have the good fortune to do so&mdash;I shall require him to answer for
-this insult&mdash;amongst others!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Insult?” murmured Judy in a panic of apprehension.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes, my dear Judith. There is no stronger word; had there been I
-should have used it. When the same man who does <i>not</i> answer my
-letters, or write even to accept or decline my proffered hospitality
-carries on at the same time a clandestine correspondence with ladies
-of my family he shall have to answer to me for it. By God he shall!”
-Judy thought silence wiser than any form of words, and remained mute.
-Colonel Ogilvie went on in the same cold, rasping voice:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“May I ask you, Miss Hayes,”&mdash;“Miss Hayes, my God!” thought poor Judy
-trembling. He went on: “if my daughter has had any meeting or
-correspondence with him?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No! No! No!” cried Judy. “I can answer for that.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Indeed! May I ask how you can speak with certainty on such a subject.
-I thought you were in Italy and that my daughter had been with me.” In
-despair she spoke impulsively:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I don’t <i>know</i>, Lucius. How could I&mdash;I only think so.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Exactly! Then you are but giving your opinion! For that my dear
-Judith I am much obliged; but it has been for so long my habit to
-judge for myself in matters of those mutual relations between men
-which we call ‘honour’ that I have somehow come to trust my own
-opinion in preference to that of any one else&mdash;even you my dear
-Judith&mdash;and to act upon it.” Then, seeing the red flush of anger and
-humiliation in her cheeks whilst the tears seemed to leap into her
-eyes, he felt that he had gone too far and added:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I trust that you will forgive me, my dear sister, if I have caused
-you unnecessary pain. Unhappily pain must follow such dereliction of
-duty as has been shown by that young man, and by you too; but believe
-me I would spare you if I could. But I can promise&mdash;and do so
-now&mdash;that I shall not again forget myself and speak bitterly, out of
-the bitterness of my heart as I have done. I pray your forgiveness,
-and trust that it may be extended to me.” The cynical words and tone
-of his apology, however it may have been meant, only added fuel to her
-anger. Words were inadequate, so she sought refuge in flight. As she
-went out of the door she heard Colonel Ogilvie say as if to himself:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I may not know how to speak to women; but thank God, I do know how to
-deal with that damned fellow!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy threw herself on her bed in a storm of futile passion. She could
-not but feel that she had been brutally treated; but she was powerless
-to either resent or explain. But well she knew that she had helped to
-leave matters worse for poor Joy than they had been. All the anger
-that Colonel Ogilvie had been repressing had now blazed out. He had
-expressed himself, and she had never known such expression of his to
-fail in tragic consequences. He would now never forgive Mr. Hardy for
-his double sins of omissions and commission. She was sorry for the
-young man’s sake; but was in anguish for the sake of the poor girl who
-had, she felt and knew, set her heart upon him. Joy’s romance in which
-her heart&mdash;her whole being and her future happiness&mdash;had been embarked
-was practically over, though she did not know it as yet. All the
-life-long brightness that even her father had ever hoped for her was
-gone. Henceforth she would be only a poor derelict, like Judy herself,
-wrecked on a lee shore! Judy had always pitied herself, but she had
-never realized the cause of that pity as she did now, seen as it was
-through the eyes of loving sympathy.
-</p>
-
-<div class="quote_o"><div class="quote_i">
-<p class="i0">“I pitied my own heart,</p>
-<p class="i0">As if I held it in my hand,</p>
-<p class="i0">Somewhat coldly,&mdash;with a sense</p>
-<p class="i0">Of fulfilled benevolence,</p>
-<p class="i0">And a ‘Poor thing’ negligence.”</p>
-</div></div>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie went out in a very militant humour to interview the
-motor-agent. He felt angry with himself for having lost his
-temper&mdash;and to a lady; and his anger had to be visited on some one. In
-any case he considered that the motor people had treated him scurvily
-and should suffer accordingly. In reality he was in a reaction from
-great happiness. He was an affectionate husband who had been deeply
-concerned at his wife’s long illness, and lonely and distraught in her
-long absence. Only that morning he had met her again and had found her
-quite restored to health and as though she had regained her youth. He
-had shared in her pleasure at the good account he had to give of Joy.
-It was, after all, perhaps natural to a man of his peculiar
-temperament to visit heavily his displeasure on the man who had, to
-his mind, ill-used him, and on all concerned with him in the doing.
-Mr. Hardy it was who had jarred the wheels of his chariot of pleasure;
-and Mr. Hardy it was who must ultimately answer to him for so doing.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The expression of his opinions as to the moral and commercial worth of
-the motor-agent and of the manufacturer with whom he dealt seemed to
-relieve his feelings to some degree; he returned to Brown’s in a much
-milder frame of mind than that in which he had gone out. He was kept
-pretty busy till the time of departure, but in his secret heart&mdash;made
-up to action during the time of his work&mdash;he determined to try to make
-amends to Judy for the pain he had given her. He rejoiced now that his
-wife had not been present at that scene which it already pained him to
-look back upon.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He was somewhat incensed that as he could not leave by his intended
-train he would have to postpone the journey by several hours. He could
-not now arrive at Ambleside till nearly midnight.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the train he took the first opportunity of making the <i>amende</i> to
-Judy. Mrs. Ogilvie had fallen asleep&mdash;she had been awake since very
-early in the morning, so the Colonel said quietly to his
-sister-in-law:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Judy I want you to forgive me, if you can.” She thrilled with
-pleasure as he spoke her name in the familiar form. It seemed some
-sort of presage of a change for the better, a sort of lifting of the
-ban which had all day lain so heavy on her. As he went on her hopes
-grew; there were possibilities that, after all, Joy was not yet
-finally doomed to unhappiness. At all times Colonel Ogilvie was
-impressive in his manner; the old-fashioned courtesy on which he had
-long ago founded himself was permeated with conscious self-esteem. Now
-when the real earnestness of the moment was grafted upon this
-pronounced manner he seemed to the last degree dignified&mdash;almost
-pompous:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I cannot tell you how sorry I am that I caused you pain this morning,
-or how ashamed I am for having so lost my temper before you. For more
-than twenty years I have honestly tried, my dear, to make you happy.”
-Here she interrupted him: “And you succeeded Lucius!” He rose and
-bowed gravely:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you, my dear. I am grateful to you for that kindly expression.
-It does much, I assure you, to mitigate the poignancy of my present
-concern. It was too bad of me to let my bitterness so wound you. It
-shall not occur again. Moreover I feel that I owe you something; and I
-promise you that if I should be so&mdash;so overcome again by anger I shall
-try to obey you to the best of my power. You shall tell me what you
-wish me to do; and if I can I shall try to do it.” Here a look of
-caution, rare to him, overspread his face: “I won’t promise to give up
-a purpose of my life or brook any interference with the course of
-honour&mdash;that I can promise to no one, not even to you my dear. But if
-I can grant any consideration&mdash;or&mdash;or favour I shall certainly try to
-do so!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy was not so well satisfied with the end of the promise as with the
-beginning. But it was hopeful of better things for the future; so she
-meekly and gratefully accepted it <i>en bloc</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When they arrived at Ambleside it was dark and the lamps of the
-station lent but a dim light. It became evident to Mrs. Ogilvie and
-Judy that Colonel Ogilvie was disappointed at not finding Joy awaiting
-them on the platform. He had, during the journey, explained to them
-with some elaboration that they were not to expect her as he had said
-there was no need of her coming; but, all the same, he had himself
-expected her. As the train drew up he had leaned out of the window
-looking carefully along the whole range of the platform. When,
-however, he ascertained that she was not there, he turned his
-attention to Judy whom he observed prolonging the search. His mind at
-once went back to his original concern that there was something
-between her and Mr. Hardy. She heard him say to himself fiercely under
-his breath:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That damned fellow again!” She did not of course understand that it
-was with reference to herself, and took it that it presaged ill to
-Joy. She knew from Colonel Ogilvie’s expression and bearing that the
-man he had now grown to hate was in his mind, and with a heavy heart
-she took her place in the waiting landau.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When the carriage arrived at the hotel Colonel Ogilvie jumped out and
-ran up the steps. This was so unlike his usual courtesy that it not
-only pained the two ladies but made them anxious. When Colonel Ogilvie
-forgot his habitual deference to women something serious indeed must
-have been in his mind! When they followed, which they did as quickly
-as they could, they found him in the hall reading a telegram. A
-railway envelope lay on the table, and beside it a little pile of
-letters. When he had finished reading the first telegram he opened the
-second and read it also. All the time his face was set in a grim
-frown, the only relief from which was the wrinkling of his forehead
-which betrayed an added anxiety. He handed the two transcripts to his
-wife, saying as he did so:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I have put them in order; one is a few hours earlier than the other!”
-Mrs. Ogilvie read in silence and handed the forms to Judy, the Colonel
-remaining grimly silent. Mrs. Ogilvie said nothing. When Judy had
-turned over the last and looked at the back of it in that helpless
-manner which betrays inadequate knowledge, Colonel Ogilvie said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I trust the poor child is not in any danger!” said the mother.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How thoughtful of her to have sent twice. She knew you would be so
-anxious about her!” said the aunt, wishing to propitiate the angry
-father. For fully a minute no more was said. Then the Colonel spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“She went motoring. In whose car? I have not yet got my own!” As he
-was speaking the hotel proprietor came into the hall to pay his
-respects, as he usually did with incoming guests. He heard the last
-remark and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Pardon me, Colonel Ogilvie. But your car has arrived. The chauffeur
-who had charge of it and came in the same train with it to Kirkby
-Stephen drove it here some time ago!” Colonel Ogilvie bowed a slight
-acknowledgment and turning to Judy said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then it could not be in that car she went. If not, whose car was it?
-Whom did she go with? We know no one here who owns a car; and we did
-not make any new acquaintances during our stay. Indeed none even of
-our old acquaintances did us the honour of calling. But perhaps my
-dear Judy,” he spoke with manifest and comforting self-restraint&mdash;“you
-can enlighten us. Do you know if your friend Mr. Hardy whom you
-informed of our being here has a motor car?” Judy feared to
-precipitate disaster, and not knowing what to say answered feebly with
-a query:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why Colonel?” The storm cloud of the father’s wrath instantly broke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why, madam ‘why’!” he almost roared whilst the discreet proprietor
-withdrew closing the inner door of the hall behind him&mdash;the luggage
-was being taken in by the basement door:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I’ll tell you why if you wish&mdash;though perhaps you know it already.
-Because I want to know under what circumstances my daughter has gone
-out motoring with some stranger&mdash;though indeed it may be that he is
-not quite a stranger&mdash;the moment my back was turned. Let me tell you
-that it is not usual for unmarried young ladies to go out motoring
-into far away places with men, unchaperoned. My honour&mdash;<i>my</i> honour
-through my daughter&mdash;is here concerned. And it is like that damned
-fellow to take her away in such an underhand manner. You need say
-nothing of him. It’s no use trying to palliate his conduct. True
-enough I don’t know for certain that it is he, or that she is alone
-with any man; but I have a conviction that it is so; and I tell you I
-shall lose no time in putting my convictions to the test. I mean to
-take no chances with regard to that damned fellow. I don’t trust him!
-He has already affronted me, and has been tampering with the women of
-my family. I have borne even that with what temper I could because I
-was under obligation to him. But if, as it would seem, he has run away
-with my daughter, I shall brook his insolence no longer. He shall
-render me a full account of his doings with me and mine!” He crammed
-his letters into his pocket and strode upstairs. There he rang the
-bell in such a violent manner that the proprietor himself attended to
-it. Colonel Ogilvie asked him to have the chauffeur sent up to him,
-and requested the proprietor to come also himself as he wished to ask
-him some questions on local matters. He had by now his temper in hand,
-and was all the more dangerous because cold. In a few minutes the
-proprietor brought in the chauffeur, a stolid, hard-featured, silent
-man; manifestly one to obey orders and to stand any amount of fatigue.
-When Colonel Ogilvie had looked at his credentials and asked him some
-questions, all of which he did with perfect self-control and courtesy,
-he turned to the proprietor and asked:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Can you tell me whereabout is a place called Castle Douglas?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“In Scotland, Colonel. In Galloway&mdash;the part of Scotland just beyond
-the Firth of Solway. It is I think in Kirkcudbrightshire.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How far from here?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Something over a hundred miles I should say.” The father started:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good God!” Judy’s heart sank at the exclamation and the tone; his
-voice was laden with horror and despair. The new chauffeur’s mouth
-opened. He spoke as if every word was grudgingly shot out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It is exactly ninety-one and a half miles.” Colonel Ogilvie turned to
-him quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you know so accurately; have you driven it?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Never sir!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then how do you know?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“In the train coming down I spent my time looking over the maps and
-the distance as given in the books of the Motorists’ Touring Club. I
-noted that.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Had you any reason for examining that particular route?” asked the
-Colonel suspiciously. He was obsessed by an idea that the “damned
-fellow” was corrupting everybody so as to work against him, Colonel
-Ogilvie.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“None special; I was only trying to do my business well. I thought it
-likely that you might want me to stay with you a short time until you
-and your permanent chauffeur should become acquainted with the
-mechanism of your new car. You see, I was told you were an American,
-and the American makes differ somewhat from our own. And as I am
-myself looking out for a permanent situation where I should be well
-paid, made comfortable, and treated with whatever consideration is due
-to a first-rate <i>mechanicien</i> and driver I thought that if I showed
-zeal in your temporary service you might wish to retain me
-permanently. In a certain sense I took, I may say, special note of at
-least part of that particular route.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why?” Colonel Ogilvie’s suspicions came up afresh at the admission.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Simply because I took it that you might want to drive into Scotland,
-and Galloway is perhaps the most promising region for motoring on this
-side of that country. All the motor roads from this side of England
-run through Carlisle. Then you cross the Border close to Gretna Green.
-…”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“To where?” The Colonel’s voice was full of passion. The chauffeur
-went on calmly and explicitly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Gretna Green. That is where run-away marriages used to be made. That
-place was usually chosen because it was the first across the Border
-where Scotch law ruled. The simplifying of our marriage laws and the
-growth of sanity amongst parents of marriageable daughters generally
-has done away with the necessity of elopement. Now we go by there
-without stopping, as Galloway is the modern objective. Indeed in going
-there you do not go into Gretna at all; you pass it by on the right
-when you have crossed the bridge over the Sark and are making for
-Annan. And as to my knowledge of mileages that is a part of my trade.
-It is my business to arrange for the amount of petrol necessary for
-the run I am ordered to make. I don’t think that you need disturb
-yourself about that one small item of my knowledge. It may set you
-more at ease if I tell you that it is one hundred and thirty-six and a
-half miles to Glasgow; a hundred and one to Abbotsford; seventy-five
-and a half to Dumfries; a hundred and thirty-five and a half to
-Edinburgh; two hundred and seventy-four and a half to Aberdeen; one
-hundred and fifty-eight and three quarters to. …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Stop! stop!” cried Colonel Ogilvie. “I am obliged to you for your
-zeal in my service; and I think I can promise you that if in every way
-you suit, you may look on the permanent post as your own. I shall want
-you to begin your duties this very night. But this is a special job;
-and with special reward, for it is difficult and arduous.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am willing sir, whatever it may be.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is well said. You are the sort of man I want.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My orders sir?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I want you to take me to Castle Douglas to-night&mdash;now&mdash;as soon as you
-can get ready. I wish to get there as soon as I can. You will want to
-have everything right, for we must have no break-down if we can help
-it. And you must have good lamps.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“’Twill be all right, sir. We shan’t, I expect, break down. But if we
-do&mdash;the motor is a new one and I did not make it&mdash;<i>I</i> shall put it
-right. I am a first-rate <i>mechanicien</i> and an accomplished driver.
-…”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right; but don’t talk. Get the car ready, and we shall start at
-once.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We can start at once, so far as the car and I are concerned. But we
-lack something as yet. We must have a pilot.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A pilot! I thought you knew the way.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“On paper, yes; and I doubt not I could get there all right&mdash;in time.
-But you want to go quick; and we would lose time finding out the way.
-Remember we are going in the dark.” Then turning to the proprietor he
-said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Perhaps you can help us here, sir. Have you any one who can pilot?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not a chauffeur; but I have a coachman who knows all round here for a
-couple of days’ journey. I have no doubt that he knows that road
-amongst the others. He could sit beside you and direct you how to go!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Right! Can you get him soon?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“At once. He lives over the stables. I shall send for him now.” He
-rang the bell and when the servant came gave his message. And so that
-matter was settled and the journey arranged. The chauffeur went to
-have a last look over the motor car, and to bring it round to the
-door.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-All the time of the interview Colonel Ogilvie stood silent, keeping
-erect and rigid. He was so stern and so master of himself that Judy
-wished now that he had less self-control. She feared the new phase
-even more than the old. Then care for what had still to be done took
-hold of her. She took her sister away to prepare a little basket of
-food and wine for Colonel Ogilvie and the men with him; they would
-need some sustenance on their long, arduous journey. Those kindly
-offices kept both women busy whilst Colonel Ogilvie was putting on
-warm clothes for the night travelling. Presently Mrs. Ogilvie joined
-him. When they were alone she said to him somewhat timidly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You will be tender, dear, with Joy? The child is young, and a harsh
-word spoken in anger at a time when she is high-strung and nervous and
-tired and frightened might be a lasting sorrow to her!” She half
-expected that he would resent her speaking at all. She was surprised
-as well as pleased when, putting his hands kindly on her shoulders, he
-said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Be quite easy in your mind on that subject, wife. Joy has all my
-love; and, whatever comes, I shall use no harsh word to her. I love
-her too well to give her pain, at the moment or to think of
-afterwards. She shall have nothing but care and tenderness and such
-words as you would yourself wish spoken!” The mother was comforted for
-the moment. But then came a thought, born of her womanhood, that the
-keenest pain which could be for the woman would be through her concern
-for the man. She had little doubt as to what her husband’s action
-would be if his surmises as to Mr. Hardy should prove to be correct.
-And such would mean the blighting of poor Joy’s life. She would dearly
-have loved to remonstrate with her husband on the subject; and she
-would have done so, whatever might have been the consequences to
-herself, but that she feared that any ill-timed expostulation might be
-harmful to her daughter. All the motherhood in her was awake, and
-nerved her to endure in silence. The only other words she said as she
-kissed her husband were:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good-bye for a while, dear. God keep you in all dangers of the
-road&mdash;and&mdash;and in all the far greater dangers that may come to you at
-the end of it. My love to Joy! Be good to her, and never forget that
-she can suffer most through any one dear to her. Bring her home to me,
-safe and&mdash;and happy! I …” Her voice broke and she wept on his
-shoulder. Colonel Ogilvie was a determined man, and in some ways a
-harsh and cruel one; but he was a man, and understood. He took his
-wife in his arms and kissed her fondly, stroking her dark hair wherein
-the silver threads were showing. Then he passed out in silence.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-By the door of the car he found Judy who said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I have put in your supper&mdash;you will want it dear&mdash;and also supper for
-the men. And oh! Lucius, don’t forget, for poor Joy’s sake, that this
-day you hold her heart&mdash;which is her life&mdash;in your hand!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This added responsibility filled the cup of Colonel Ogilvie’s
-indignation. Already his conscience was quickening and his
-troubles&mdash;the agitation to his feelings&mdash;were almost more than he
-could bear. He would have liked to make some cynical remark to Judy;
-but before he could think of anything sufficiently biting, the motor
-which had been throbbing violently started.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Before the angry man could attempt to get back his self-possession he
-was gazing past the two shrouded figures before him and across the
-luminous arc of the lamps out into the night. The darkness seemed to
-sweep by him as he rushed on his way to Scotland.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When he had gone Judy turned to her sister and said: “I was going to
-give him Joy’s dressing bag and a change of dress to take with him.
-She will want them, poor dear, after a long day of travel and a night
-in a strange place. But I have thought of a better plan.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And that?” asked the anxious mother.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“To take them myself! Moreover it won’t be any harm my being present
-in case the Colonel gets on the rampage. It will restrain him some.
-Now you go and lie down, dear. Don’t say anything&mdash;except your
-prayers&mdash;in case you feel you must say something. But sleep will be
-your best help in this pretty tough proposition. I’ll go and get a
-hustle on that Dutch landlord. He’s got to find an automobile and a
-chauffeur, and a pilot if necessary, for me too!”
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch19">
-CHAPTER XIX.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">DECLARATION OF WAR</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Joy Ogilvie</span> was so tired out that her body lay like a log all night.
-How her mind was occupied she only knew afterwards. For the memory of
-dreams is an unconscious memory at the time; it is only when there is
-opportunity of comparison with actualities that dreams can be
-re-produced. Then, as at first, the dreams are real&mdash;as they are
-forever whilst memory lasts. Indeed regarding dreams and actualities,
-one might almost appeal to scientific analogy; and in comparing the
-world of imagination&mdash;which is the kingdom of dreams&mdash;with the
-material world, might adduce the utterance of Sir Oliver Lodge in
-comparing the density of aether with that of matter in the modern
-scientific view: “Matter is turning out to be a filmy thing in
-comparison with aether.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-This might well serve as a scientific comparison. Nay more, it might
-well be an induction. The analogies of nature are so marvellously
-constant, as exemplified by the higher discoveries in physics, that we
-might easily wander farther than in taking the inner world of Thought
-as compared with the outer world of Physical Being, as an analogy to
-the Seen and Unseen worlds.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the meantime we may take it that Joy’s dreams that night were in
-some way reflective of the events of the day. No girl of healthy
-emotional power could fail to be influenced by such a sequence of
-experiences of passion and fear as she had gone through. The realized
-hoping of love, the quick-answering abandonment of expressed passion;
-long, long minutes of the bliss of communion with that other
-soul&mdash;minutes whose sweetness or whose length could not be computed
-until the leisure of thought gave opportunity. Unconscious cerebration
-goes on unceasingly; and be sure that with such data as she had in her
-mind, the workings of imagination were quick and by no means cold.
-Again she lived the moments of responsive passion; but so lived them
-that she had advanced further on the road to completed passion when
-the unconsciousness to physical surroundings began to disappear and on
-the senses the actualities began to consciously impress themselves.
-The dawn, stealing in between the chinks of the folded shutters, made
-strange lines on the floor without piercing through the walls of
-sleep. The myriad sounds of waking life from distant field and
-surrounding street brought no message to the closed eyes of weariness.
-The sun rose, and rose, and rose; and still she lay there unmoving.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At last that unaccountable impulse which moves all living things to
-sentience at the ending of sleep, stirred her. The waking grew on her.
-At first, when her eyes partially opened, she saw, but without
-comprehending, the dim room with its low ceiling; the wide window,
-masked in with shutters whose edges were brilliant with the early
-light; the odd furniture and all the unfamiliar surroundings. Then
-came the inevitable self-question: “where am I?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The realization of waking from such dreaming as hers is a rude and
-jarring process, and when it does come, comes with something of a
-shock. For what seemed a long time Joy lay in a sort of languorous
-ecstasy whilst memory brought back to her those moments of the
-previous day which were sweeter even than her dreams. Again she heard
-the footsteps of the man she loved coming up rapidly behind her. Again
-she saw as she turned, in obedience to some new impulse which swayed
-her to surrender, the face of the man looking radiant with love and
-happiness. Again she felt the sweet satisfaction of living and loving
-when his arms closed round her and her arms closed round him and they
-strained each other strictly. Again there came to her the thrill which
-seemed to lift her from her earthly being as his mouth touched hers
-and they kissed each other in the absolute self-abandonment of
-reciprocated passion&mdash;the very passing memory of which set her blood
-tingling afresh; the thrill which set her soul floating in the expanse
-of air and made all conventions of the artificial world seen far below
-seem small and miserable and of neither power nor import. Again she
-was swept by that tide of wild desires, vague and nebulous as yet,
-inchoate, elusive, expansive, all-absorbing, which proclaimed her
-womanhood to herself. That desire of wife to husband, of sex to sex,
-of woman to man, which is the final expression of humanity&mdash;the love
-song of the children of Adam. It was as though memory and dreaming had
-become one. As if the day had merged in the night, and the night again
-in the coming day; each getting as it came all the thoughts and wishes
-and fancies and desires which follow in the train of the
-all-conquering Love-God.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In such receptive mood Joy awoke to life. When she realized where she
-was; and when the import of her new surroundings had broken in upon
-her, all the forces of her youth and strength began at once to
-manifest themselves. She slid softly from her bed&mdash;the instinct of
-self protection forbade noise or else she would have jumped to the
-floor. Doing must follow dreaming! The attitude of standing, once
-again helped to recall the previous evening, and she remembered that
-she had thought then that she must not open the windows in the morning
-because they faced directly other windows across a narrow street.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She remembered also that the next room, through which she had entered,
-had windows on two sides. Those on one side opened as did her own; but
-those on the other side looked out on an open space. And so, without
-further thought, she opened the door between and passed into the outer
-room. It too, like her own, was dark from the closed shutters.
-Instinctively she went softly, her bare feet making no sound on the
-carpet. With the same instinctive caution she had opened the door
-noiselessly; when the self-protective instinct has once been awakened,
-it does not easily relapse to sleep. She went over to one of the
-windows and tried to look out through the chinks. The day was bright
-outside and the sun was shining; the fog had entirely disappeared. In
-the sudden desire to breathe the fresh morning air, and to free in the
-sunlight her soul cramped by the long darkness of fog and night, she
-threw open the heavy shutters.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne slept so soundly that he never stirred. He lay on the sofa on
-his left side with his face out to the room. He too had been dreaming;
-and to his dreams the happiness of the day had brought a vivifying
-light. Through all his weariness of mind and body came to his spirit
-the glow of those moments when he knew that his love was reciprocated;
-when his call to his mate had been answered&mdash;answered in no uncertain
-voice. And so he, too, had lain with bodily nature all quiescent,
-whilst the emotional side of his mind ranged freely between memory and
-expectation. And in due process the imaginative power of the mind had
-worked on the nerves&mdash;and through them on the body&mdash;till he too lay in
-a languorous semi-trance&mdash;the mind ranging free whilst the abnormally
-receptive body quivered in unison. It was a dangerous condition of
-being in which to face the situation which awaited him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The sound of the opening shutter wakened him, fully and all at once.
-The moment his eyes opened he saw a figure between him and the window;
-and at the knowledge that some stranger was in his room the habit of
-quick action which had prevailed in his years of campaigning
-re-asserted itself. On the instant he flung aside his blanket and
-sprang from his bed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-At the sound of a step on the floor Joy turned. The light streaming in
-through the unshuttered window showed them in completeness each to the
-other. The light struck Athlyne full in front. There was instant
-recognition, even in the unaccustomed garb, of that tall lithe form;
-of those fine aquiline features, of those dark flashing eyes. As to
-Joy, who standing against the light made her own shadow, Athlyne could
-have no doubt. He would have realized her presence in darkness and
-silence. As she stood in her fine linen, the morning light making a
-sort of nimbus round the opacity of the upper part of her body, she
-looked to him like some fresh realization&mdash;some continuation in
-semi-ethereal form&mdash;of the being of his dreams. There was no pause for
-thought in either of the lovers. The instant of recognition was the
-realization of presence&mdash;unquestioning and the most natural thing in
-the world that the other should be there. Delight had sealed from
-within the ears of Doubt. Unhesitatingly they ran to each other, and
-before a second had passed were locked tightly in each other’s arms.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the secret belief of the Conventional world&mdash;that belief which is
-the official teaching of the churches of an artificial society, and
-not merely the world of Adam and Eve (and some others)&mdash;the ceremony
-of Marriage in itself changes the entire nature of the contracting
-parties. Whatever may have been the idiosyncrasies of these
-individuals such are forthwith changed, foregone, or otherwise altered
-to suit that common denominator of Human Nature which alone is
-officially catalogued in the records of the Just. It were as though
-the recorded promise of two love-stricken sufferers, followed by the
-formal blessings of the Church in any of its differentiations&mdash;or of
-the Registrar&mdash;should change baser mortals to more angelic
-counterpart; just as the “Philosopher’s Stone” which the mediaeval
-alchemist dreamed of and sought for, was expected to change baser
-metals to gold.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Perhaps it is because this transmutation is so complete that so many
-of those marriages which the Church does sanctify turn out so
-differently from the anticipations of the contractors and blessors!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But Dame Nature has her own church and her own ritual. In her case the
-Blessing comes before the Service; and the Benediction is but the
-official recognition that two souls&mdash;with their attendant bodies&mdash;have
-found a perfect communion for themselves. Those who believe in Human
-Nature&mdash;and many of them are seriously minded people too&mdash;realize and
-are thankful for the goodness of God who showers the possibilities of
-happiness with no stinting and no uncertain hand. “After all” they say
-“what about Eden?” There was no church’s blessing there&mdash;not even a
-Registrar; and yet we hold that Adam and Eve were united in Matrimony.
-Nor were their children or their children’s children made one with
-organized formality. What was it then that on these occasions stood
-between fornication and marriage? What could it be but the Blessing of
-God! And if God could make marriage by His Blessing in Eden, when did
-He forego that power. Or if indeed there be only a “Civil
-Contract”&mdash;as so many hold to-day&mdash;what proofs or writings must there
-be beyond that mere “parole” contract which is recognized in other
-matters by the Law of the Land.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-So, the believers in natural religion and natural law&mdash;those who do
-not hold that personal licence, unchecked and boundless, is an
-appanage or logical result of freedom. To these, freedom is in itself
-a state bounded on all sides by restrictive laws&mdash;as must ever be,
-unless Anarchy is held to be the ultimate and controlling force. And
-in the end Anarchy is the denial of all Cosmic law&mdash;that systematised
-congeries of natural forces working in harmony to a common end.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But law, Cosmic or Anarchic, (if there be such a thing, and it may be
-that Hell&mdash;if there is one&mdash;has its own laws&mdash;) or any grade between
-these opposites, is a matter for coolness and reflection. <i>Inter arma
-silent leges</i> is a maxim of co-ordinate rulings in the Court of Cosmic
-law. And the principle holds whether the arms be opposed or locked
-together in any form of passion. When Love lifts the souls, whose
-bodies are already in earthly communion, Law ceases to be. From the
-altitude of accomplished serenity the mightiest law is puny; just as
-from a balloon the earth looks flat, and even steeples and towers have
-no perspective.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-So it was with the two young people clasped in each other’s arms. The
-world they lived in at the moment was <i>their</i> world, bounded only by
-the compass of their arms. After all what more did they want&mdash;what
-could they want. They were together and alone. Shame was not for them,
-or to them, who loved with all their hearts&mdash;whose souls already felt
-as one. For shame, which is a conventional ordering of the blood, has
-no place&mdash;not even a servitor’s&mdash;in the House of Love: that palace
-where reigns the love of husbandhood and wifehood, of fatherhood and
-motherhood&mdash;that true, realized Cosmos&mdash;the aim, the objective, the
-heaven of human life.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Their circumstances but intensified the pleasure of the embrace.
-Athlyne and Joy had both felt the same communion of spirits when they
-embraced at their first meeting out of Ambleside when their souls had
-met. This had been intensified when they sat in close embrace after
-lunch beyond Dalry, when heart consciously beat to heart. Now it was
-completed in this meeting, unexpected and therefore more free and
-unhampered by preparatory thoughts and intentions, when body met body
-in a close if tentative communion. The mere paucity of raiment had
-force and purpose. They could each feel as they hung together closely
-strained, the beating of each other’s heart; the rising and falling of
-each other’s lungs. Their breaths commingled as they held mouth to
-mouth. In such delirious rapture&mdash;for these two ardent young people
-loved each other with a love which both held to be but the very
-beginning of an eternal bond and which took in every phase, actual and
-possible, of human beings&mdash;there was no place for forethought or
-afterthought. It was the hour of life which is under the guidance of
-Nature; to be looked forward to with keen if ignorant anticipation;
-and which is to be looked back on for evermore as a time when the very
-heavens opened and the singing of the Angelic choir came through
-unmuffled.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-For seconds, in which Time seemed to stand still, they stood body to
-body and mouth to mouth. The first to speak was the man:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I thought you were in England by late in the evening&mdash;and you were
-there all the time!” He indicated the direction by turning his eyes
-towards her room. His words seemed to fire her afresh. Holding him
-more closely to her, she leaned back from her hips and gazed at him
-languorously; her words dropped slowly from her opened lips:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh-h! If we had only known!” What exactly was in her mind she did not
-know&mdash;did not think of knowing&mdash;did not want to know. Perhaps she did
-not mean anything definite. It was only an expression of some feeling,
-of some want, some emotion, some longing&mdash;some primitive utterance
-couched in words of educated thought, as sweet and spontaneous as the
-singing of a bird in its native woods at springtime.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Somehow, it moved Athlyne strangely. Moved the manhood of him in many
-ways, chiefest among them his duty of protection. It is not a
-commonly-received idea that man&mdash;not primitive man but the
-partially-completed article of a partially-completed cosmic age&mdash;is
-scrupulous with regard to woman. The general idea to the contrary
-effect is true <i>en gros</i> but not <i>en detaille</i>. True of women; not
-true of a woman. An educated man, accustomed to judgment and action in
-matters requiring thought, thinks, perhaps unconsciously, all round
-him, backward as well as forward; but mainly forward. Present
-surroundings form his data; consequences represent the conclusion.
-Himself remains neutral, an onlooker, until he is called on for
-immediate decision and consequent action.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-So it was with Athlyne. His instant ejaculation:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank God we didn’t know!” would perhaps have been understood by a
-man. To a woman it was incomprehensible. Woman is, after all, more
-primitive than man. Her instincts are more self-centred than his. As
-her life moves in a narrower circle, her view is rather microscopic
-than telescopic; whilst his is the reverse. Inasmuch then as he
-naturally surveys a larger field, so his introspective view is wider.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy loved the man; and so, since he had already expressed himself,
-considered him as already her husband; or to speak more accurately
-considered herself as already his wife. It was, therefore, with
-something like chagrin that she heard his disavowal of her views. She
-did not herself quite understand what those views were, but all the
-same it was a disappointment that he did not really acquiesce in them;
-nay more that he did not press them on his own account&mdash;press them
-relentlessly, as a woman loves a man to do, even when his wishes are
-opposed to her own.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-A woman’s answer to chagrin is ultimate victory of her purpose; and
-the chagrin of love is perhaps the strongest passion with a purpose
-that can animate her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When Joy became conscious, as she did in a few seconds, that her lover
-following out his protective purpose was about to separate himself
-from her&mdash;she quite understood without any telling or any experience
-both motive and purpose&mdash;she opposed it on her part. As the strictness
-of his embrace lessened, so in proportion did hers increase. Then came
-to the man the reaction&mdash;he was only a man, after all. His ardour
-redoubled, and her heart beat harder with new love as well as triumph
-as he drew her closer to him in a pythonic embrace. Then she, too,
-clung to him even closer than before. That embrace was all
-lover-like&mdash;an agony of rapture.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In its midst they were startled somewhat by the rumbling of a motor
-driven fast which seemed to stop close to them. Instinctively Joy
-tried to draw away from her lover; such is woman’s impulse. But
-Athlyne held her all the tighter&mdash;his embrace was not all love now,
-but the protection which comes from love. She understood, and resigned
-herself to him. And so they stood, heart to heart, and mouth to mouth,
-listening.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-There was a clatter of tongues in the hall. Joy thought she recognised
-one voice&mdash;she could not be sure in the distance and through the
-closed door&mdash;and her heart sank. She would again have tried to draw
-away violently but that she was powerless. Her will was gone, like a
-bird’s under the stare of the snake. Athlyne, too, was in suspense,
-his heart beating wildly. He had a sort of presage of disaster which
-seemed in a way to paralyse him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-There were quick steps on the stairs. A voice said: “There” and the
-door rattled. At this moment both the lovers were willing to separate.
-But before they could do so, the door opened and the figure of Colonel
-Ogilvie blocked the entrance.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good God!” The old man’s face had grown white as though the sight had
-on the instant frozen him. So pallid was he, all in that second, that
-Joy and Athlyne received at once the same idea: that his moustache,
-which they had thought of snowy whiteness, was but grey against the
-marble face.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The father’s instinct was protective too, and his action was quick. In
-the instant, without turning his face, he shut the door behind him and
-put his heel against it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Quick, daughter, quick!” he said in a whisper, low but so fierce that
-it cut the air like a knife, “Get into that room and dress yourself.
-And, get out if you can, by another way without being noticed!” As he
-spoke he pointed towards the open door through which in the darkened
-room the bed with clothing in disarray could be dimly seen. Joy fled
-incontinently. The movements of a young woman can be of extraordinary
-quickness, but never quicker than when fear lends her wings. It seemed
-to Athlyne that she made but one jump from where she stood through the
-door-way. He could remember afterwards the flash of her bare heels as
-she turned in closing the door behind her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now Sir!” Colonel Ogilvie’s voice was stern to deadliness as he
-spoke. Athlyne realised its import. He felt that he was bound hand and
-foot, and knew that his part of the coming struggle would have to be
-passive. He braced himself to endure. Still, the Colonel’s question
-had to be answered. The onus of beginning the explanation had been
-thrust upon him. It was due to Joy that there should be no delay on
-his part in her vindication. Almost sick at heart with apprehension he
-began:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There has been no fault on Joy’s part!” The instant he had spoken,
-the look of bitter haughtiness which came on Colonel Ogilvie’s face
-warned him that he had made a mistake. To set the error right he must
-know what he had to meet; and so he waited.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We had better, I think, leave Miss Ogilvie’s name out of our
-conversation. … And I may perhaps remind you, sir, that I am the
-best judge of my daughter’s conduct. When I have said anything to my
-daughter’s detriment it will be quite time for a stranger to interfere
-on her behalf. … It is of <i>your</i> conduct, sir, that I ask&mdash;demand
-explanation!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne would have liked to meet a speech of this kind with a blow. In
-the case of any other man he would have done so: but this man was
-Joy’s father, and in all circumstances must be treated as such. He
-felt in a vague sort of way&mdash;a background of thought rather than
-thought itself&mdash;that his manhood was being tested, and by a fiery
-test. Come what might, he must be calm, or at least be master of
-himself; or else bitter woe would come to Joy. Of course it would
-come&mdash;perhaps had come already to himself; but to that he was already
-braced.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie was skilled in the deadly preliminaries to lethal
-quarrel. More than once when a foe had been marked down for vengeance
-had he led him on to force the duel himself. In no previous quarrel of
-his life had he ever had the good cause that he had now, and be sure
-that he used that knowledge to the full. There was in his nature
-something of that stoical quality of the Red Indian which enables him
-to enjoy the torture of his foe, though the doing so entails a keen
-anguish to himself. Perhaps the very air of the “dark and bloody
-ground” of Kentucky was so impregnated with the passions of those who
-made it so that the dwelling of some generations had imbued the
-dwellers with some of the old Indian spirit. As Athlyne stood face to
-face with him, watching for every sign of intention as a fencer
-watches his opponent, he realised that there would be for him no pity,
-no mercy, not even understanding. He would have to fight an uphill
-contest&mdash;if Joy was to be saved even a single pang. What he could do
-he would: sacrifice himself in any way that a man can accomplish it.
-Life and happiness had for him passed by! One of his greatest
-difficulties would be, he felt, that of so controlling himself that he
-would not of necessity shut behind him, by anything which he might say
-or do, the door of conciliation. He began at once, therefore, to
-practice soft answering:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My conduct, sir, has been bad&mdash;so far as doing an indiscreet thing,
-and in not showing to you that respect which is your due in any matter
-in which Miss Ogilvie may be concerned.” For some reason which he
-could not at the moment understand this seemed to infuriate the
-Colonel more than ever. In quite a violent way he burst out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“So I am to take it that no respect is due to me in my own person!
-Such, I gather from your words. You hint if you do not say that
-respect is only my due on my daughter’s account!” At the risk of
-further offence Athlyne interrupted him. It would not do for him to
-accept this monstrous reading of what he meant for courtesy:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not so, sir. My respect is to you always and for all causes. I did
-but put it in that way as it is only in connection with your daughter
-that I dared to speak at all.” Even this pacific explanation seemed to
-add fuel to the old man’s choler:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Let me tell you, sir, that this has nothing whatever to do with my
-daughter. Miss Ogilvie is my care. Her defence, if any be required, is
-my duty&mdash;my privilege. And I quite know how to exercise&mdash;and to
-defend&mdash;both.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Quite so, sir. I realise that, and I have no wish to arrogate to
-myself your right or your duty; for either of which I myself should be
-proud to die!” Athlyne’s voice and manner were so suave and
-deferential that Colonel Ogilvie began to have an idea that he was a
-poltroon; and in this belief the bully that was in him began to
-manifest itself. He spoke harshly, intending to convey this idea,
-though as he did so his heart smote him. Even as he spoke there rose
-before his bloodshot eyes the vision of a river shimmering with gold
-as the sunset fell on it, and projected against it the figure of a
-frightened woman tugging at the reins of a run-away mare; whilst close
-behind her rode a valiant man guiding with left hand a splendid black
-horse to her side, his right hand stretched out to drag her to his
-saddle. Before them both lay a deadly chasm. In the pause Athlyne took
-the opportunity of hurriedly putting on his outer clothing.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But even that touching vision did not check the father’s rage. His
-eyes were bloodshot and even such vision&mdash;any vision&mdash;could not linger
-in them. It passed, leaving in its place only a red splotch&mdash;as of
-blood; the emotion which the thought had quickened had become
-divergent in its own crooked way. But in the pause Athlyne had time to
-get in a word:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sir, whatever fault there has been was mine entirely. I acted
-foolishly perhaps, and unthinkingly. It placed us&mdash;placed me in such a
-position that every accident multiplied possibilities of
-misunderstanding. I cannot undo that now&mdash;I don’t even say that I
-would if I could. But whatever may be my fate&mdash;in the result that may
-follow my acts&mdash;I shall accept it without cavil. And may I say in
-continuance and development of your own suggestion, that no other name
-should be mentioned in whatever has to be spoken of between us.” As he
-finished he unconsciously stood upon his dignity, drawing himself up
-to his full height and standing in soldierly attitude. This had a
-strange effect on Colonel Ogilvie. Realising that he could rely
-implicitly on the dignity of the man before him, he allowed himself a
-further latitude. He could afford, he felt, to be unrestrained in such
-a presence; and so proceeded to behave as though he was stark, staring
-raving mad. Athlyne saw the change and, with some instinct more
-enlightening than his reason, realised that the change might later,
-have some beneficent effect. More than ever did he feel now the need
-for his own absolute self-control. It was well that he had made up his
-mind to this, for it was bitterly tested in Colonel Ogilvie’s mad
-outpour:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do you dare, sir, to lecture me as to what I shall not say or shall
-say about my own daughter. What shall I say to you who though you had
-not the courtesy to even acknowledge the kindness shown you by her
-parents, came behind my back when I was far away, and stole her from
-my keeping. Who took her far away, to the risk even of her reputation.
-Risk! Risk! When I find you here together, alone and almost naked in
-each other’s arms! God’s Death! that I should have seen such a
-thing&mdash;that such a thing should be. …” Here his hot wrath changed to
-ice-cold deadly purpose, and he went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You shall answer me with your life for that!” He paused, still
-glaring at the other with cold, deadly malevolence. Athlyne felt that
-the hour of the Forlorn Hope had come to him at last&mdash;he had been hot
-through all his seeming coolness at de Hooge’s Spruit. His
-self-control, could, he felt never be more deeply tested than now; and
-he braced himself to it. He had now to so bear himself that Joy would
-suffer the minimum of pain. Pain she would have to endure&mdash;much pain;
-he could not save her from it. He would do what he could; that was all
-that remained. With real coolness he met the icy look of his
-antagonist as he said with all the grace and courtesy of which he was
-naturally master:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sir, I answer for my deeds with my life. That life is yours now. Take
-it, how and when you will! As to answering in words, such cannot be
-whilst you maintain your present attitude. I have tried already to
-answer&mdash;to explain.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Explain sir! There is no explanation.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Pardon me!” Athlyne’s voice was calm as ever; his dignity so superb
-that the other checked the words on his lips as he went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There is an explanation to be made&mdash;and made it must be, for the sake
-of … of another. I deny in no way your right of revenge. I think I
-have already told you that my life is yours to take as you will. But a
-dying man has, in all civilised places, a right to speak to the Court
-which condemns him. Such privilege is mine. I claim it&mdash;if you will
-force me to say so. And let me add, Colonel Ogilvie, that I hold it as
-a part of my submission to your will. We are alone now and can speak
-freely; but there must be a time&mdash;it will be for your own protection
-from the legal consequences of my death&mdash;when others, or at least one
-other, will know of your intention to kill. I shall speak then if I
-may not now!” Here the Colonel, whose anger was rising at being so
-successfully baffled, interrupted him with hard cynicism.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Conditions in an affair of honour! To be enforced in a court of law I
-suppose.” He felt ashamed of himself as he made the remark which he
-felt to be both ungenerous and untrue. He was not surprised when the
-other answered his indignant irony with scorn:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No sir! No law! Not any more appeal to law in my defence than there
-has been justice in your outrageous attack on me. But about that I
-shall answer you presently. In the meantime I adhere to my conditions.
-Aye, conditions; I do not hesitate to use the word.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie, through all the madness of his anger, realised at
-that moment that the man before him was a strong man, as fearless and
-determined as he was himself. This brought back his duty of good
-manners as a first instalment of his self-possession. For a few
-seconds he actually withheld his speech. He even bowed slightly as the
-other proceeded:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I have tried to explain. … My fault was in venturing to ask … a
-lady to come for a ride in my car. I had no intention of evil. Nothing
-more than a mere desire to renew and further an&mdash;a friendship which
-had, from the first moment of my knowing her&mdash;or rather from the first
-moment I set eyes on her, become very dear to me. It was a selfish
-wish I know; and in my own happiness at her consent I
-overlooked,&mdash;neglected&mdash;forgot the duty I owed to her father. For that
-I am bitterly sorry, and I feel that I owe to him a debt which I can
-never, never repay. But enough of that. … That belongs to a
-different category, and it has to be atoned for in the only way by
-which an honourable man can atone. … As I have already conceded my
-life to him I need … can say no more. But from the moment when that
-lady stepped into my car my respect has been for her that which I have
-always intended to be given to whatever lady should honour me by
-becoming my wife. Surely you, sir, as yourself an honourable man&mdash;a
-husband and a father, cannot condemn a man for speaking an honourable
-love to the woman to whom it has been given. When I have admitted that
-the making of the occasion was a fault I have said all that I accept
-as misdoing. …” He folded his arms and stood on his dignity. For a
-few seconds, Colonel Ogilvie stood motionless, silent. He could not
-but recognise the truth that underlay all the dignity of the other.
-But he was in no way diverted by it from his purpose. His anger was in
-no way mitigated; his intention of revenge lessened by no whit. He was
-merely waiting to collect his thoughts so as to be in a position to
-attack with most deadly effect. He was opening his lips to speak when
-the other went on as though he had but concluded one section or
-division of what he had to say:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And now sir as to the manifest doubt you expressed as to my <i>bona
-fides</i> in placing my life in your hands&mdash;your apprehension lest I
-should try to evade my responsibility to the laws of honour by an
-appeal in some way to a court of law. Let me set your mind at ease by
-placing before you my views; and my views, let me tell you, are
-ultimately my intentions. I have tried to assure you that with the
-exception of waiting to ask your consent to taking … a certain
-passenger for a drive, my conduct has from that moment been such as
-you could not find fault with. I take it for granted that you&mdash;nor no
-man&mdash;could honestly resent such familiarities as are customary to, and
-consequent on, a man offering marriage to a lady, and pressing his
-suit with such zeal as is, or should be, attendant on the expression
-of a passion which he feels very deeply!” Even whilst he was speaking,
-his subconsciousness was struck by his own coolness. He marvelled that
-he could, synchronously with the fearful effort necessary to his
-self-control and with despair gnawing at his heart, speak with such
-cold blooded preciseness. As is usual in such psychical stresses his
-memory took note for future reference of every detail.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-His opponent on the contrary burst all at once into another fit of
-flaming passion. Athlyne’s very preciseness seemed to have inflamed
-him afresh. He thundered out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Familiarities sir, on offering marriage! Do you dare to trifle with
-me at a time like this. When but a few minutes ago I saw you here in
-this lonely place, at this hour of the morning after a night of
-absence, undressed as you were, holding in your arms my daughter
-undressed also… God’s death! sir, be careful or you shall rue it!”
-He stopped almost choking with passion. Athlyne felt himself once more
-overwhelmed with the cold wave of responsibility. “Joy! Joy! Joy!” he
-kept repeating to himself as a sort of charm to keep off evil. To let
-go his anger now might&mdash;would be fatal to her happiness. He marvelled
-to himself as he went on in equal voice, seemingly calm:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That sir was with no intent of evil. ’Twas but a natural consequence
-of the series of disasters which fell on the enterprise which had so
-crowned my happiness. When I turned to come home so that … so that
-the lady might be in time to meet her parents who were expected to
-arrive at&mdash;at her destination, I forgot, in my eagerness to meet her
-wishes, the regulations as to speed; and I was arrested for furious
-driving. In my anxiety to save her from any form of exposal to
-publicity, and in my perplexity as to how to manage it, I advised her
-returning by herself in my motor, I remaining at Dalry. When she had
-gone, and I had arranged for attending the summons served on me, I
-wired over to this hotel to keep me rooms. I thought it better that as
-J … that as the lady had gone to England I should remain in
-Scotland. I started to walk here; but I was overtaken by a fog and
-delayed for hours behind my time. The house was locked up&mdash;every one
-asleep. The night porter who let me in told me that as I had not
-arrived, as by my telegram, the bedroom I had ordered was let to some
-one else who had arrived in a plight similar to my own. ‘Another
-party’ were his words; I had no clue to whom or what the other visitor
-was. The only place left in the house unoccupied&mdash;for there were many
-unexpected guests through the fog&mdash;was that sofa. There I slept. Only
-a few minutes ago I was waked by some one coming into the room. When
-I saw that it was … when I saw who it was&mdash;the woman whom I loved
-and whom I intended to marry&mdash;I naturally took her in my arms without
-thinking.” Then without pausing, for he saw the anger in the Colonel’s
-face and felt that to prolong this part of the narration was
-dangerous, he went on quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I trust that you understand, Colonel Ogilvie, that this explanation
-in no way infringes your right of punishing me as you suggest. Please
-understand&mdash;and this is my answer to your suggestion as to my
-appealing to law&mdash;that I accept your wish to go through the form of a
-duel!” He was hotly interrupted by the Colonel:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Form of a duel! Is this another insult? When I say fight I mean
-fight&mdash;understand that. I fight <i>à l’outrance</i>; and that way only.”
-Athlyne’s composure did not seem even ruffled:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Exactly! I took no other meaning. But surely I am entitled to take it
-that even a real duel has the form of a duel!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then what do you mean sir by introducing the matter that way?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Simply, Colonel Ogilvie, to protect myself from a later accusation on
-your part&mdash;either to me or of me&mdash;of a charge of poltroonery; or even
-a silent suspicion of it in your own mind!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you mean?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sir, I only speak for myself. I have already said more than once that
-I hold my life at your disposal. From that I do not shrink; I accept
-the form of a duel for my execution.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Your execution! Explain yourself, sir?” In a calm even voice came the
-answer.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Colonel Ogilvie, I put it to you as man to man&mdash;if you will honour me
-with so simple a comparison, or juxtaposition whichever you like to
-consider it&mdash;how can I fight freely against the father of the woman
-whom I love. Pray, sir,” for the Colonel made an angry gesture “be
-patient for a moment. I intend no kind of plea or appeal. I feel
-myself forced to let you know my position from my point of view. You
-need bear no new anger towards me for this expression of my feelings.
-I do so with reluctance, and only because you <i>must</i> understand, here
-and now, or it may make, later on, further unhappiness for some one
-else&mdash;some one whom we both hold in our hearts.” Colonel Ogilvie
-hesitated before replying. The bitter scowl was once again on his face
-as he spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then I suppose I am to take it, sir, that you will begin our meeting
-on the field of honour by putting me publicly&mdash;through the expression
-of your intention&mdash;in the position of a murderer.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not so! Surely you know better than that. I did not think that any
-honourable man could have so mistaken another. If I have to speak
-explicitly on this point&mdash;on which for your own sake and the sake of
-… of one dear to you, I would fain be reticent&mdash;let me reassure you
-on one point: I shall play the game fairly. For this duel is a game,
-and, so far as I am concerned at all events, one for a pretty large
-stake. If indeed that can be called a ‘game’ which can only end in one
-way. You need not, I assure you, feel the least uneasy as to my not
-going through with it properly. I am telling you this now so that you
-may not distort my intention yourself by some injudicious comment on
-my conduct, or speech, or action, made under a misapprehension or from
-distrust of me. Sir, your own honour shall be protected all along, so
-far as the doing so possibly rests with me.” Here, seeing some new
-misunderstanding in the Colonel’s eye he went on quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I venture to say this because I am aware that you doubt my being able
-to carry out my intention. When I say ‘rests with me,’ I mean the
-responsibility of acting properly the rôle I have undertaken. I shall
-conduct my part of the duel in all seriousness. It must be in some
-other country; this for your sake. For mine it will not have mattered.
-We have only to bear ourselves properly and none will suspect. I shall
-go through all the forms&mdash;with your permission&mdash;of fighting <i>à
-l’outrance</i>, so that no one can suspect. No one will be able
-afterwards to say that you could have been aware of my intention. I
-shall fire at you all right; but I shall not hit!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Instinctively Colonel Ogilvie bowed. He did not intend to do so. He
-said no word. The rancour of his heart was not mitigated; his
-intention to kill in no way lessened. His action was simply a
-spontaneous recognition of the chivalry of another, and his
-appreciation of it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne could not but be glad of even so slight a relaxation of the
-horrible tension. He stood quite still. He felt that in some way he
-had scored with his antagonist; and as he was fighting for Joy he was
-unwilling to do anything which might not be good for her. He was
-standing well out in the room with his back to the door of the
-bedroom. As they stood he saw a look of surprise flash in Colonel
-Ogilvie’s face. This changed instantly to a fixed one of horror. His
-eyes seemed to look right through his antagonist to something beyond.
-Instinctively he turned to see what it might be that caused that
-strange look. And then he looked horrified himself.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-In the open door-way of the bedroom stood Joy.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch20">
-CHAPTER XX.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">KNOWLEDGE OF LAW</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">All</span> three stood stone still. Not a sound was heard except faint
-quick breathing. Athlyne tried to think; but his brain seemed numb. He
-knew that now was a crisis if not <i>the</i> crisis of the whole affair. It
-chilled him with a deathly chill to think that Joy must have heard all
-the conversation between her father and himself. What a remembrance
-for her in all the empty years to come! What sorrow, what pain!
-Presently he heard behind him as he stood facing her a sound which was
-rather a groan than an ejaculation&mdash;a groan endowed with articulated
-utterance:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good God!” Unconsciously he repeated the word under his breath:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good God!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy, with a fixed high-strung look, stepped down into the room. She
-stood beside Athlyne who, as she came close to him, turned with her so
-that together they faced her father. Colonel Ogilvie said in a slow
-whisper, the words dropping out one by one:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Have&mdash;you&mdash;been&mdash;there&mdash;all&mdash;the&mdash;time?
-Did&mdash;you&mdash;hear&mdash;all&mdash;we&mdash;said?” She answered boldly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes! I was there and heard everything!” Again a long pause of
-silence, ended by Colonel Ogilvie’s next question:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why did you stay?” Joy answered at once; her quick speech following
-the slow tension sounded almost voluble.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I could not get away. I wanted to; but there is no other door to the
-room. That is why I came out here when I woke. … I could not get my
-boots which the maid had taken last night, and I wanted to get away as
-quickly as possible. And, Father, being there, though I had to move
-about dressing myself, I could not help hearing everything!” Her
-father had evidently expected that she would say something more, for
-as she stopped there he looked at her expectantly. There was a sort of
-dry sob in his throat. Athlyne stood still and silent; he hardly dared
-to breathe lest he should unintentionally thwart Joy’s purpose. For
-with all his instincts he realised that she had a purpose. He knew
-that she understood her father and that she was the most potent force
-to deal with him; and knowing this he felt that the best thing he
-could do would be to leave her quite free and unhampered to take her
-own course. He kept his eyes on her face, gazing at her unwinkingly.
-Her face was fixed&mdash;not stern but set to a purpose. Somehow at that
-moment he began to realise how well he understood her. Without more
-help than his eyes could give him, he seemed to follow the workings of
-her mind. For her mind was changing. At the first her expression was
-of flinty fixedness; but as she continued to look at the old man it
-softened; and with the softening her intentioned silence gave way. Her
-lover’s thoughts translated thus:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I will protect my&mdash;him against my father. He has threatened him; he
-is forcing him to death. I shall not help him by sparing him a pang,
-an awkwardness. And yet&mdash;why that? He is an old man&mdash;and my father!
-That white hair demands respect. He is angry&mdash;hard and untender now;
-but his life has been a tender one to me&mdash;and he is my father! Though
-I am determined to save my lover&mdash;my husband, I need not in the doing
-cause that white head to sink in shame; I can spare him the pang of
-what he may think ingratitude in me. And, after all, he has what must
-seem to him just cause of offence. … He cannot&mdash;will not understand.
-… He is brave and proud, and has a code of honour which is more than
-a religion. And he my lover&mdash;my husband is brave too. And as
-unyielding as my father. And he is willing to die&mdash;for me. To die for
-me&mdash;<i>my</i> honour <i>my</i> happiness. Though his dying is worse&mdash;far worse
-than death to me. … But he is dying bravely, and I&mdash;that was to have
-been his wife&mdash;must die bravely, worthily too. If he can suffer and
-die in silence, so too must I. …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It seemed a natural sequence of thought when she said to her father:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy, do you know you have not said a word to me yet. What have I
-ever done in my life that you should not trust me now? Have I ever
-lied to you that you cannot trust me to answer truly when you ask
-me&mdash;ask me anything. Why don’t you ask me now? I know that things do
-not look well. I realise that you must have been shocked when you came
-into the room. But, Daddy dear, there are few things in the world that
-cannot be explained&mdash;at any rate in part. Don’t forget that I am a
-woman now. I am no longer a child whose ignorance is her innocence.
-Speak to me! Ask me what you will, and I will answer you truly! Hear
-me, even as you would listen to one dying! For indeed it is so. If you
-carry out your intention, as I have heard it expressed, I shall no
-longer live; there will be nothing for me to live for.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do you mean that you will commit suicide?” said her father.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, no! I hope I have pluck enough to live&mdash;if I can. Do not fear for
-me, Daddy! I shall play the game full, as he will do.” As she spoke,
-she pointed a finger at Athlyne. She felt now, and for the first time,
-acutely that she did not know what to call him before a third
-person&mdash;even her father. Athlyne looked relieved by her words. When
-she spoke of dying he had grown sadly white; he shared her father’s
-apprehension. Colonel Ogilvie saw the change in his look, and took it
-ill. As may be surmised a part of his anger towards Athlyne arose from
-jealousy. Until this man had appeared upon the scene his “little girl”
-was his alone; no other man shared in her affection. As she was an
-only child all his parental affection had been centred in her. Though
-he might have been prepared to see her mate with a man of his own
-choosing&mdash;or at any rate of his acceptance, he was jealous of the man
-who had stepped in, unaccredited and wanting in deference to himself.
-It must have been a tinge of this jealousy which prompted his next
-question. Turning with a bitter formality to Athlyne he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I suppose you are satisfied, now, sir. Whatever may come, my daughter
-is estranged from me; and it is your doing!” In answer Joy and Athlyne
-spoke together. Said the latter:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh sir!” There he stopped; he feared to say more lest his anger
-should master him. But the protest was effective; the old man
-flushed&mdash;over forehead and ears and neck. Joy spoke in a different
-vein:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There is no estrangement, Daddy dear; and therefore it can be no
-one’s doing. Least of all could such a thing come from this man who
-loves me, and … and whom I love.” As she spoke she blushed divinely,
-and taking her lover’s right hand between both her hands held it
-tight. This seemed for some reason to infuriate her father afresh. He
-strode forward towards Athlyne as though about to strike him. But at
-the instant there came a quick rap on the door. Instinctively he drew
-away, and, having called out “Come!” stood expectingly and seemingly
-calm. The door opened slightly and the voice of the Sheriff was heard:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“May I come in? I am Alexander Fenwick, Sheriff of Galloway!” As he
-was speaking he entered the room with a formal bow to each in turn. He
-continued to speak to Colonel Ogilvie:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You will pardon this intrusion I hope, sir. Indeed I trust you will
-not look upon it as an intrusion at all when you know the reason of my
-coming.” Colonel Ogilvie’s habit of old-fashioned courtesy came at
-once to the fore with the coming of a stranger. With a bow which to
-those reared in a newer and less formal school of manners seemed
-almost grandiloquent he spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I came here on some business, and on my arrival a few minutes ago was
-asked by our landlady&mdash;an old servant of my own&mdash;who on that account
-thought that she might ask what she thought a favour&mdash;to come up here.
-She thought, poor anxious soul, that some unpleasantness might be
-afoot as she heard high words, and feared a quarrel. All the more on
-account of a sudden arrival of a gentleman who seemed somewhat
-incensed. This I took from her description of the personality, to be
-you sir. Indeed, I recognise all the points, except that of the
-anger!” As he spoke he bowed with pleasant courtesy. The other bowed
-too, partly in answer to the implied question and partly in
-recognition of the expressed courtesy of the words and manner.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Whilst he had been speaking, the Sheriff had been watching keenly
-those around him. He had been for so long a time in the habit of
-forming his opinion rather by looks than words that the situation
-seemed to explain itself; young lovers, angry father. This opinion was
-justified and sustained by the confidence which had been given to him
-by Athlyne on the previous afternoon. He had been, on entering the
-room, rather anxious at the state of affairs; but now he began to
-breathe more freely. He felt that his experience of life and of law
-might really be here of some service. But his profession had also
-taught him wariness and caution; also not to speak on side issues till
-he knew the ground thoroughly. Joy he read like an open book. There
-was no mistaking her love, her anxiety, her apprehension. Athlyne he
-knew something of already, but he now saw in his face a warning look
-which bade him be silent regarding him. He diagnosed Colonel Ogilvie
-as a proud, masterful, vain, passionate man; something of a prig;
-tender, in a way he understood himself; faithful to his word;
-relentless to an expressed intention; just&mdash;according to his own ideas
-of right and wrong. Weighing these attributes for his own pacific
-purposes he came to the conclusion that his first effort at
-conciliation should be made with regard to the last-mentioned. So he
-began, speaking in a manner of courtly and deferential grace:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I trust sir, you will yield to me the consideration often asked by,
-and sometimes granted to a well-intentioned man, however bungling the
-same might be in thought or method or manner.” Colonel Ogilvie
-conceded the favour with a gracious bow. Thus emboldened, if not
-justified, he went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I fain would ask that I might be allowed to make something in the
-nature of a short statement, and to make it without interruption or
-expostulation. You will understand why presently.” Again the gracious
-acquiescence; he continued:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You are, I take it, a stranger to this country; though, if I am not
-misled by name and lineament, claiming Scottish forbears?” Colonel
-Ogilvie’s bow came more naturally this time. His in-lying pride was
-coming to the rescue of common sense. The Sheriff understood, and went
-on with better heart:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The experience which I have had in the performance of my duties as
-sheriff has shewn me that such a group as I see before me&mdash;father,
-daughter and lover, if I mistake not&mdash;is not uncommon in this part of
-Scotland.” No one answered his bow this time. All were grimly silent
-in expectancy. He felt that it was a dangerous topic; but the fact had
-been stated without being denied. He hurried on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Just across the Border, as we are, we have had very many occasions of
-run-away marriages; I have had myself in earlier days to explain for
-the good of all parties how the law stands in such matters. More than
-once the knowledge enabled those interested in it to spare much pain
-to others; generally to those whom they loved best. I trust that now
-I may use that knowledge in your behalf&mdash;as a friend. I am not here in
-my official capacity&mdash;or perhaps I might not be so free to advise as I
-am now without, I trust, offence to any one.” Colonel Ogilvie’s
-gracious bow here answered for all the party. The Sheriff felt more at
-ease. He was now well into his subject; and the most difficult part of
-his duty had been, he thought, passed. All three of his hearers
-listened eagerly as he went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A knowledge of the law can hurt no one; though it may now and again
-disappoint some one&mdash;when expounded too late. Well, there is a common
-belief in South Britain&mdash;and elsewhere that the marriage law in
-Scotland is a very filmy thing, with bounds of demarcation which are
-actually nebulous. This doubtless arises from the fact that all such
-laws are based on the theory that it is good to help such contracting
-parties to the secure and speedy fulfilment of their wishes. But
-anyone who thinks that they are loose in either purpose or action is
-apt to be rudely enlightened. The Scots’ Marriage laws demand that
-there be a manifest and honest intention of marriage on the part of
-the contractors. This intention can be proved in many ways. Indeed the
-law in certain cases is willing to infer it, when direct proof is not
-attainable, from subsequent acts of the parties. I may fairly say that
-in all such cases courts of law will hold that mutuality of intention
-is of the essence of marriage rite. This followed by co-habitation
-<i>is</i> the marriage; though the latter to follow close on the
-declaration is not always deemed necessary. In our law the marriage
-may be either of two kinds. The most formal is that effected by a
-minister or proper official after due calling of banns, or by notice
-given to sheriff or registrar. The other form is by what is known in
-the law as ‘Irregular marriage.’ This is in legal parlance&mdash;for which
-I make no apology as it is necessary that all married folk, or those
-intending to enter that honourable condition should understand it&mdash;is
-known as ‘intention followed by copula.’ Now you must know that either
-form of marriage is equally binding&mdash;equal in law and honour; and when
-the conditions attached to each form have been duly fulfilled such
-marriage is irrefragable. In old days this facility of marriage made
-Gretna Green, which is the first place across the Border, the
-objective for eloping lovers matrimonially inclined; and as till 1856
-no previous residence in Scotland was required, romance was supposed
-to stop at the Border. That is, the marriage could be effected and
-parental objections&mdash;did such exist&mdash;were overborne. There were many
-cynical souls who held that repentance for the hasty marriage could
-then begin. I feel bound to say that this is an opinion in which I do
-not myself share.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“In 1856 an Act of Parliament, 20th Vict. Cap. 96, was passed, by
-which it became necessary for the validity of irregular marriage that
-at least one of the two contractors should have his or her usual
-residence in Scotland, or have been resident in Scotland for three
-full weeks next preceding the marriage.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I thank you, Colonel Ogilvie, for having listened to me so patiently.
-But as I have no doubt that you three have much to say to each other I
-shall withdraw for the present. This will leave you free to discuss
-matters. And perhaps I may say, as an old man as well as a responsible
-officer of the Law, that I trust the effect will be to make for peace
-and amity. I am staying here in the hotel and I shall take it as a
-great pleasure and a great honour if you will breakfast with me in say
-an hour’s time. All your family will be most welcome.” With a bow, in
-which deference and geniality were mingled, he withdrew.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Each of the three left kept looking at each other in silence. Joy drew
-closer to Athlyne and took his hand. Colonel Ogilvie pretended not to
-notice the act&mdash;an effort on his part which made his daughter radiant
-with hope. The first words spoken were by the Colonel:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That man is a gentleman!” The two others felt that silence was
-present discretion; to agree with Colonel Ogilvie in his present mood
-was almost as dangerous as to disagree with him. His next words were
-in no way conciliatory though the <i>arrière pensée</i> made for hope.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now sir, what have you to say for yourself in this unhappy matter?
-Remember I in no way relax my intention of&mdash;of punishment; but I am
-willing to hear what you have to say.” Athlyne winced at the word
-“punishment,” which was not one which he was accustomed to hear
-applied to himself. But for Joy’s sake he made no comment. He even
-kept his face fixed so as not to betray his anger. He felt that any
-change of subject, or drifting off that before them, must be for the
-better; things could, he felt, hardly be worse than at present.
-Moreover, it might smooth matters somewhat if Colonel Ogilvie could be
-brought to recollect that he was not himself an undesirable person for
-alliance, and that his intention of matrimony had been already brought
-before Joy’s father. In this conviction he spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“As in this country, sir, intention counts for so much, may I crave
-your indulgence for a moment and refer you back to my letter to you on
-the subject of a very dear wish of mine&mdash;a wish put before you with a
-very decided intention.” Colonel Ogilvie’s answer, given in manner of
-equal suavity, was disconcerting; the bitterness behind it was
-manifest.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I think sir, there must be some error&mdash;which is not mine. I never
-received any letter from you! Your epistolary efforts seem to have
-been confined to the ladies of my family.” With an effort Athlyne
-restrained himself. When he felt equal to the task he spoke, still
-with a manner of utmost deference:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“An error there surely is; but it is not mine either. I posted
-yesterday at the Ambleside post office a letter to you. …” He was
-interrupted by Colonel Ogilvie who said bluntly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am not so sure, sir, that the fault of my not reading such a letter
-was not yours; though perhaps not in the direct manner you mean. When
-I arrived home last night and found the horrible state of things with
-regard to my daughter’s rash act&mdash;due to you” this with a look of
-actual malevolence “I was so upset that I did not look at the pile of
-letters awaiting me. I only read Joy’s messages.” As he said this
-Athlyne’s eyes flashed and there was an answering flash in the eyes of
-the woman who looked so keenly at him; this was the first time since
-his arrival that the father had condescended to even mention his
-daughter’s name. There might be some softening of that hard nature
-after all. Then the old man continued:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I put them in my pocket; here they are!”&mdash;Whilst he looked at the
-envelopes in that futile way that some people unused to large
-correspondence love, Joy said with an easy calmness which made her
-lover glance at her in surprise:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy, hadn’t you better read your letters now; we shall wait.” The
-tone was so much that to which he was accustomed from her that he did
-not notice the compromising “we” which would otherwise have inflamed
-him afresh. Drawing a chair close to one of the windows he opened the
-letters and began to read. Athlyne and Joy, instinctively and with
-unity of thought, moved towards the other window which was behind him.
-There they stood hand in hand, their eyes following every movement of
-the old man. Joy did not know, of course, what was in the letter; but
-she had seen it before in the garden at Ambleside and when he had
-posted it before setting out on their motor ride. And so, piecing her
-information with the idea conveyed by her lover’s recent words, she
-was able to form some sort of idea of its general import. A soft,
-beautiful blush suffused her face, and her eyes glistened as she stood
-thinking; in the effort of thought she recalled many sweet passages.
-She now understood in a vague way what was the restraining influence
-which had moved her lover to reticence during all those hours when he
-had tried to tell her of his love and his hopes without actually
-speaking words, the knowledge of which given without his consent would
-have incensed her father against him, and so wrought further havoc. So
-moved was she that Athlyne, whose eyes were instinctively drawn to her
-from the observation of her father, was amazed and not a little
-disconcerted. There must be some strange undercurrent of feeling in
-her which he could not understand. Joy saw the look on his face and
-seemed to understand. She raised to her lips the hand that she so
-strongly clasped in hers and kissed it. Then she raised a finger of
-her other hand and touched her lips. Thus reassured of her love and
-understanding, Athlyne followed with his eyes the trend of hers; and
-so together they continued to watch her father, trying to gather from
-his bearing some indication of his thoughts. Indeed this was not a
-difficult matter. Colonel Ogilvie seemed to have lost himself in his
-task, and expressed his comments on what he read by a series of
-childlike movements and ejaculations. Athlyne who knew what the letter
-contained could apply these enlightening comments, and even Joy in her
-ignorance of detail could inferentially follow the text. Colonel
-Ogilvie did say a word of definite speech, but the general tendency of
-his comment was that of surprise&mdash;astonishment. When he had finished
-reading Athlyne’s letter&mdash;it was the last of the batch&mdash;he sat for
-quite half a minute quite still and silent, holding the paper between
-finger and thumb of his dropped left hand. Then with a deep frown on
-his forehead he began to read it again. He was evidently looking for
-some passage, for when he had found it he stood up at once and turned
-to them. By this time Joy, warned by the movement, had dropped her
-lover’s hand and now stood some distance away from him. The old man
-began:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sir … There is a passage in a letter here which I understand to be
-yours. So far I must acknowledge that I have been wrong. You evidently
-<i>did</i> send the letter, and I evidently received it. Listen to this:
-‘Having heard in a roundabout way that there was a woman in New York
-who was passing herself off as my wife I undertook a journey to that
-City to make investigation into the matter; and in order to secure the
-necessary secrecy as to my movements took for the time an assumed
-name&mdash;or rather used as Christian and surname two of those names in
-the middle of my full equipment which I do not commonly use.’ What
-does all that mean? No, do not speak. Wait and I shall tell you. You
-say the lady&mdash;woman you call her&mdash;took your name. For saying such a
-thing, and for the disrespect in her description as a woman, you will
-have to answer me. Either of them will cost you your life.” Athlyne
-answered with a quiet, impressive dignity which helped in some degree
-to reassure Joy who stood motionless in open-eyed wonder&mdash;her heart
-seeming to her as cold as ice at the horror of this new phase of
-danger. It was a veritable “bolt from the blue,” incomprehensible to
-her in every way:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Colonel Ogilvie, I regret I shall be unable to meet your wishes in
-this respect!” As the old man looked astonished in his turn, he
-proceeded:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I already owe you a life on another count; and I have but one. But if
-I had ten you should have them all, could they in any way assuage the
-sorrow which it seems must follow from my thoughtless act. I have told
-you already that I shall freely give my life in expiation of the wrong
-I have&mdash;all unintentionally&mdash;done to your daughter and yourself. And
-if any means could be found by which it could add to Joy’s happiness
-or lessen her sorrow I should in addition and as freely give my soul!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie’s reception of these words was characteristic of the
-man, as he took himself to be. He drew himself up to his full height
-and stood at attention. Then he saluted, and followed his salute with
-a grave bow. The soldier in him spoke first, the man after. Both Joy
-and Athlyne noticed with new hope that he allowed the speaking of her
-name to pass unchallenged as a further cause of offence. Presently,
-and in a new tone, he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I have taken it for granted from the allusions in your letter that
-you are the writer; and from your mentioning an alias have not been
-surprised at seeing a strange name in the signature. But I have been
-and am surprised at the familiarity from a man of your years to a man
-of mine of a mere Christian name.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was now Athlyne’s turn to be surprised.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“A Christian name!” he said with a puzzled pucker of his brows. “I am
-afraid I don’t understand.” Then a light dawning on him he said with a
-slight laugh: “But that is not my Christian name.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then your surname?” queried the Colonel.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Nor my surname either.” His laugh was now more pronounced, more
-boyish.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh I see; still another alias!” The words were bitter; the tone of
-manifest offence.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne laughed again; it was not intentional but purely spontaneous.
-He was recalled to seriousness by the look of pain and apprehension on
-Joy’s face and by the Colonel’s angry words, given with a look of
-fury:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am not accustomed to be laughed at&mdash;and to my face Mr.&mdash;Mr.&mdash;Mr.
-Richard Hardy Athlyne et cetera.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-His apology for inopportune mirth was given with contrition&mdash;even
-humbly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I ask your pardon, Colonel Ogilvie, very deeply, very truly. But the
-fact is that Athlyne is my proper signature, though it is neither
-Christian name nor surname. I do hope you will attribute my rudeness
-rather to national habit than to any personal wish to wound. Surely
-you will see that I would at least be foolish to transgress in such a
-direction, if it be only that I aim at so much that it is in your
-power to grant.” There was reason in this which there was no
-resisting. Colonel Ogilvie bowed&mdash;he felt that he could do no less.
-Athlyne wisely said no more; both men regarded the incident as closed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-With Joy it was different. The incident gave her the information she
-lacked for the completion of the circle of her knowledge. As with a
-flash she realised the whole secret: that this man who had saved her
-life and whom now her father wanted to kill was none other than the
-man whose name she had taken&mdash;at first in sport and only lately in
-order to protect herself from troubles of inquisitiveness and scandal.
-At the moment she was in reality the only one of the three&mdash;the only
-one at all&mdash;who had in her hand all the clues. Neither her father nor
-Athlyne knew that she had given to the maid at the hotel a name other
-than her own.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She began to have also an unconscious knowledge of something else.
-Something which she could not define, some intuition of some coming
-change; something which hinged on her giving of the name. Now, for the
-first time she realised how dangerous it may be for any one to take
-the name of any other person&mdash;for any purpose whatever, or from any
-cause. She could not see the end.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But though her brain did not classify the idea her blood did. She
-blushed so furiously that she had serious thoughts of escaping from
-the room. Nothing but the danger which might arise from such a step
-kept her in her place. But something must, she felt, be done. Things
-were so shaping towards reconciliation that it would be wise to
-prevent matters slipping back. For an instant she was puzzled as to
-what to do; then an inspiration came to her. Turning to her father she
-said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy, let us ask the old Sheriff to come in again!” She felt that
-she could rely on his discretion, and that in his hands things might
-slide into calmer waters. Her father acquiesced willingly, and a
-courteous message was sent through a servant.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch21">
-CHAPTER XXI.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">APPLICATION OF LAW</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">Whilst</span> the servant was gone there was a great clatter of arrival of
-a motor at the hotel; but all in Athlyne’s room were too deeply
-concerned with their own affairs to notice it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Presently there was a light tap at the door, and the Sheriff’s “May I
-come in?” was heard. Colonel Ogilvie went himself to the door and
-threw it open. Beside the Sheriff stood a lady, heavily clad and with
-a motor veil.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy! Joy!” said the veiled figure, and Aunt Judy stepping forward
-took the girl in her arms. In the meantime the Sheriff was explaining
-the situation:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I was just coming from my room in obedience to your summons, when
-this lady entered the hall. She was asking for you, Colonel, and for
-Miss Ogilvie, as who she had learned at the railway station, was
-stopping here. I ventured to offer my services, and as she was coming
-up here, undertook to pilot her.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy was delighted to see Judy. She had so long been accustomed to look
-with fixed belief on her love and friending that she now expected she
-would be able to set matters right. Had she had any doubt of her
-Aunt’s affection such must have soon disappeared in the warmth of the
-embrace accorded by her. When this was concluded&mdash;which was soon for
-it was short, if strenuous&mdash;she turned to Colonel Ogilvie and held out
-her hand:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good morning, Lucius. I see you got here all right. I hope you had a
-good journey?” Then turning to Athlyne she said, as if in surprise:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why, Mr. Hardy, how are you? And how do you come to be here? We
-thought we were never going to see you again.” Then she rattled on; it
-was evident to Joy, and to Colonel Ogilvie also, that she was
-purposeful to baffle comment by flow of her own speech:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lucius, you must thank this gentleman who is, as the landlady
-whispered to me, the Sheriff of somewhere or other. He’s a nice man,
-but a funny sort of Sheriff. When I asked him where was his posse he
-didn’t know what I meant.” Here she was interrupted by the Sheriff who
-said with a low bow to her:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It is enough for any man, dear lady, to be in <i>esse</i> in such a
-charming presence!” Judy did not comprehend the joke; but she knew,
-being a woman, that some sort of compliment was intended; and, being a
-woman, beamed accordingly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you, sir, both for your kindness in helping me and for your
-pretty talk. Joy, I have brought your dressing bag and a fresh rig
-out. You must need them, poor dear. Now you must tell me all your
-adventures. I told them to bring the things presently to your room. I
-shall then come with you whilst you are changing. Now, Mr. Sheriff, we
-must leave you for a little; but I suppose that as you have to talk
-business&mdash;you told me they had sent for you&mdash;you will doubtless prefer
-to be without us?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Your pardon,” said the Sheriff gracefully. “I hope the time will
-never come when I shall prefer to be without such charming company!”
-This was said with such a meaning look, and in such a meaning tone,
-that Judy coloured. Joy, unseen by the others, smiled at her,
-rejoicing. The Sheriff, thinking they were moving off, turned to the
-Colonel saying:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now, Colonel Ogilvie, I am at your disposal; likewise such knowledge
-of law and custom as I possess.” He purposely addressed himself to
-Colonel Ogilvie, evidently bearing in mind Athlyne’s look of warning
-to silence regarding himself.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Whilst he had been speaking, Joy stood still, holding Judy by the hand
-and keeping her close to her. Judy whispered, holding her mouth close
-to her ear and trying to avoid the observation of the others:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Come away dear whilst they are talking. They will be freer alone!”
-Joy whispered in return:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No, I must not go. I must stay here, I am wanted. Do not say
-anything, dear&mdash;not a word; but stay by me.” Judy in reply squeezed
-her hand and remained silent. Colonel Ogilvie, with manifest
-uneasiness and after clearing his throat, said to the Sheriff:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“As you have been so good sir, as to tell me some matters of law; and
-as you have very kindly offered us other services, may I trespass on
-your kindness in enlightening me as to some matters of fact.” The
-Sheriff bowed; he continued:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I must crave your indulgence, for I am in some very deep distress,
-and possibly not altogether master of myself. But I need some advice,
-or at any rate enlightenment as to some matters of law. And as I am
-far from home and know no one here who is of legal authority&mdash;except
-yourself,” this with a bow, “I shall be deeply grateful if I may
-accept your kindness and speak to you as a friend.” Again the Sheriff
-bowed, his face beaming. Colonel Ogilvie, with a swift, meaning glance
-at each of the others in turn, went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I must ask you all to keep silent. I am speaking with this gentleman
-for my own enlightenment, and require no comments from any of you.
-Indeed, I forbid interruption!” Unpromising as this warning sounded,
-both Joy and Athlyne took a certain comfort from it. The point they
-both attached importance to was that Athlyne was simply classed with
-the rest without differentiation. The Sheriff, who feared lest the
-father’s domineering tone might provoke hostilities, spoke quickly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now, Colonel Ogilvie, I am at your disposal for whatever you may wish
-to ask me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I suppose Mr. Sheriff, I need not say, that I trust you will observe
-honourable silence regarding this whole painful affair; as I expect
-that all present will.” This was said with a threatening smile. When
-the Sheriff bowed acceptance of the condition he went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Since you spoke to us here a little while ago a strange enlightenment
-has come to me. Indeed a matter so strange and so little in accord
-with the experiences of my own life that I am in a quandary. I should
-really like to know exactly how I&mdash;how we all stand at present. From
-what you have said about the Scottish marriage laws I take it that you
-have an inkling of what has gone on. And so, as you are in our
-confidence, you will not perhaps mind if I confide further in you?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I shall be deeply honoured, Colonel Ogilvie.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you again, sir. You are a true friend to a man in deep distress
-and in much doubt … We are, as you perhaps know, Americans. My
-daughter’s life was saved by a gentleman in New York. I think it right
-to say that it was on his part a very gallant act, and that we were
-all deeply grateful to him. He came to my house&mdash;at my own invitation;
-and my wife and her sister, Miss Judith Hayes”&mdash;the Sheriff turned to
-Judy and bowed as at an introduction; she curtsied in reply&mdash;“were
-very pleased with him. But we never saw him again. He returned very
-soon afterwards to England; and though we were coming to London he
-never came near us. Indeed his neglect was marked; for though I
-invited him to call, he ignored us.” As he said this he looked
-straight at Athlyne with hard eyes. “I have reason to know that my
-daughter was much interested in him. Ordinarily speaking I should not
-mention a matter of this kind. But as I have received from him&mdash;it has
-only been made known to me in the interval since our meeting&mdash;an
-assurance of his affection and a proffer of marriage, I feel that I
-may speak.” He turned away and began walking up and down the room as
-though trying to collect his thoughts.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As Joy heard him speak of her own interest in the man and of his
-proposal of marriage she blushed deeply, letting her eyes fall. But
-when, by some of the divine instinct of love, she knew that he was
-looking ardently at her she raised them, swimming, to his. And so once
-more they looked deep into each other’s souls. Judy felt the trembling
-of the girl’s hand and held it harder with a sympathetic clasp, palm
-to palm and with fingers interlaced. She felt that she understood; and
-her eyes, too, became sympathetically suffused. The Sheriff had now no
-eyes except for Judy. Whilst the Colonel had been speaking he had
-looked at him of course&mdash;he knew well that it would be a cause of
-offence if he did not. But the walking up and down gave him
-opportunity for his wishes. Judy could not but recognise the ardour of
-his glance, and she too blushed exceedingly. Somehow, she was glad of
-it; she knew that blushing became her, and she felt that she would
-like to look her best to the eyes of this fine, kindly old man.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When Colonel Ogilvie began to speak again there was a change in him.
-He seemed more thoughtful, more cautious, more self-controlled;
-altogether he was more like his old self. There was even a note of
-geniality in his voice.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What I want to ask you in especial is this: How can we avoid any sort
-of scandal over this unhappy occurrence? My daughter has acted
-thoughtlessly in going out alone in a motor with a gentleman. Through
-a series of accidents it appears that that ride was unduly and
-unintentionally prolonged, and ended in her being caught in a fog and
-lost. By accident she came here, walking after the motor had broken
-down. She slept last night in that room; and the man, who had also
-found his way hither later, slept, unknowing of her proximity, in
-this. I need not tell you that such a state of things is apt to lead
-to a scandal. Now, and now only, is the time to prevent it” … He was
-interrupted by the Sheriff who spoke hurriedly, as one who had already
-considered the question and had his mind made up:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There will be no scandal!” He spoke in so decided a way that the
-other was impressed.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“How do you know? What ground have you for speaking so decidedly?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It rests entirely on you&mdash;yourself, Colonel Ogilvie.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What!” His tone was laden with both anger and surprise. “Do you think
-I would spread any ill report of my own daughter? Sir, you must&mdash;&mdash;”
-Once more the Sheriff cut into his speaking:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You misapprehend me, Colonel Ogilvie. You misapprehend me entirely.
-Why should I&mdash;how could I think such a thing! No! I mean that if you
-accept the facts as they seem to me to be, no one&mdash;not you, nor any
-one else, can make scandal; if you do not!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Explain yourself,” he interrupted. “Nay, do not think me rude”&mdash;here
-he put up a deprecating hand&mdash;“but I am so deeply anxious about my
-daughter’s happiness&mdash;her future welfare and happiness,” he added as
-he remembered how his violent attitude had, only a few minutes ago
-imperilled&mdash;almost destroyed, that happiness. Joy had been, off and
-on, whispering a word to her aunt so that the latter was now fairly
-well posted in the late events.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Quite so! quite so, my dear sir. Most natural thing in the world,”
-said the Sheriff soothingly. “Usual thing under the circumstances is
-to kill the man; or want to kill him!” As he spoke he looked at
-Athlyne meaningly. The other understood and checked the words which
-were rising to his lips. Then, having tided over the immediate danger
-of explosion, the Sheriff went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The fact is Colonel Ogilvie, that the series of doings (and perhaps
-misdoings) and accidents, which have led to our all meeting here and
-now, has brought about a strange conclusion. So far as I can
-see”&mdash;here his manner grew grave and judicial&mdash;“these two young people
-are at the present moment man and wife. Lawfully married according to
-Scottish law!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The reception of this dictum was varied. Colonel Ogilvie almost
-collapsed in overwhelming amazement. Joy, blushing divinely, looked at
-her husband adoringly. Athlyne seemed almost transfigured and
-glorified; the realisation of all his hopes in this sudden and
-unexpected way showed unmistakably how earnest they had been. Judy,
-alone of all the party, was able to express herself in conventional
-fashion. This she did by clapping her hands and, then by kissing the
-whole party&mdash;except the Sheriff who half stood forward as though in
-hope that some happy chance might include him in the benison. She
-began with Joy and went on to her brother-in-law, who accepted with a
-better grace than she feared would have been accorded. When she came
-to Athlyne she hesitated for a moment, but with a “now-or-never” rush
-completed the act, and fell back shyly with a belated timorousness.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The Sheriff, having paused for the completion of this little domestic
-ceremony, went on calmly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Since I left you a few minutes ago I have busied myself with making a
-few necessary inquiries from my old servant Jane McBean, now
-McPherson. I made them, I assure you Colonel Ogilvie, very discreetly.
-Even Jane, who is in her way a clever woman, has no suspicion that I
-was even making inquiry. The result has been to confirm me in my
-original conjecture, which was to the effect that there has been
-executed between these two people an ‘irregular’ marriage!” At the
-mention of the words the Colonel exploded:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“God’s death, sir, the women of the Ogilvies don’t make irregular
-marriages!” The Sheriff went calmly on, only noticing the protest for
-the sake of answering it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-By this time Joy and Judith were close together, holding hands.
-Insensibly the girl drew her Aunt over to where Athlyne was standing
-and took him by the arm. He raised his other hand and with it covered
-the hand that lay on his arm, pressing it closer as he listened
-attentively to the Sheriff’s expounding of the law:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I gather that I did not express myself clearly when a short time ago
-I spoke of the Scottish marriage laws. Let me now be more precise. And
-as I am trying to put into words understandable by all a somewhat
-complex subject I shall ask that no one present will make any remark
-whatever till this part of my task has been completed. I shall then
-answer to the best of my power any question or questions which any of
-you may choose to ask me.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Let me begin by assuring you all that what in Scottish law we call an
-‘irregular’ marriage is equally binding in every way with a ‘regular’
-marriage; the word only refers to form or method, and in no wise to
-the antecedents or to the result. In our law ‘Mutual Consent’
-constitutes marriage. You will observe that I speak of marriage&mdash;not
-the proof of it. Proof is quite a different matter; and as it is
-formally to be certified by a Court it is naturally hedged in by
-formalities. This consent, whether proved or not, whether before
-witnesses or not, should of course be followed by co-habitation; but
-even this is not necessary. The dictum of Scots’ law is ‘<i>Concensus
-non concubitus facit matrimonium</i>.’ But I have a shrewd suspicion that
-the mind of the Court is helped to a declaration of validity when
-<i>concensus</i> has been followed by <i>concubitus</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now let us take the present case and examine it as though testing it
-in a Court of Law; for such is the true means to be exact. This man
-and woman&mdash;we don’t know ‘gentleman’ and ‘lady’ in the Law&mdash;declared
-in the presence of witnesses that they were man and wife. That is, the
-man declared to the police sergeant at Dalry that the woman was his
-wife; and the woman declared timeously to the police officer who made
-the arrest that the man was her husband. These two statements,
-properly set out, would in themselves be evidence not only of inferred
-consent by declaration <i>de præsenti</i> but of the same thing by ‘habit
-and repute.’ The law has been thus stated:
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter"> <p>
-“‘It may be held that a man and a woman, by living together and
-holding themselves out as married persons, have sufficiently declared
-their matrimonial consent; and in that case they will be declared to
-be married although no specific promise of marriage or of <i>de
-præsenti</i> acknowledgement has been proved.’
-</p> </div>
-
-<p>
-“But there is a still more cogent and direct proof, should such be
-required. Each of these consenting parties to the contract of
-‘marriage by consent,’ on coming separately to this hotel last night
-gave to the servant of the house who admitted them the name by which I
-hold they are now bound in honourable wedlock!” He spoke the last
-sentences gravely and impressively after the manner of an advocate
-pressing home on a jury the conclusion of an elaborate train of
-reasoning. Whilst speaking he had kept his eyes fixed on Colonel
-Ogilvie, who unconsciously took it that an exhortation on patience and
-toleration was being addressed to him. The effect was increased by the
-action of Joy, who seeing him all alone and inferring his spiritual
-loneliness, left Judith but still holding Athlyne’s arm drew the
-latter towards him. Then she took her father’s arm and stood between
-the two men whom she loved. Judy quietly took Athlyne’s other arm, and
-so all stood in line holding each other as they faced the Sheriff. No
-one said a word; all were afraid to break the silence.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We now come to further proofs if such be required. The woman, who
-arrived first, gave the name of Lady Athlyne.” Here Joy got fearfully
-red; she was conscious of her father’s eyes on her, even before she
-heard him say:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That foolish joke again! Did not I forbid you to use it daughter?”
-She felt it would be unwise to answer, to speak at all just at
-present. In desperation she raised her eyes to the face of her
-lover&mdash;and was struck with a sort of horrified amazement. For an
-instant it had occurred to him that Joy must have known his
-identity&mdash;for some time past at all events. The thought was, however,
-but momentary. Her eyes fell again quickly, and she stood in abashed
-silence. There was nothing to do now but to wait. The calm voice of
-the Sheriff went on, like the voice of Doom:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The man arrived later. He himself had wired in his own name for
-rooms; but by the time he had arrived the possibility of his coming
-had, owing to the fog, been given up. The other traveller had been
-given the bedroom, and he slept on the sofa in the sitting-room&mdash;this
-room.” As he spoke he went over to the door of communication between
-the rooms and examined the door. There were no fastenings except the
-ordinary latch; neither lock nor bolt. He did not say a word, but
-walked back to his place. Judy could not contain her curiosity any
-longer; she blurted out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What name did he give?” The Sheriff looked at her admiringly as he
-answered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The name he gave, dear lady, was ‘Athlyne’!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Is that your name?” she queried&mdash;this time to Athlyne.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“It is!” He pulled himself up to his full height and stood on his
-dignity as he said it. His name should not be dishonoured if he could
-help it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Colonel Ogilvie stood by with an air of conscious superiority. He
-already knew the name from Athlyne’s letter, though he had not up to
-that moment understood the full import of it. He was willing to be
-further informed through Judy’s questioning.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And you are Lord Athlyne&mdash;the Earl of Athlyne?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Certainly!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-To the astonishment of every one of the company Judy burst into a wild
-peal of hysterical laughter. This closely followed a speech of broken
-utterance which only some of those present understood at all&mdash;and of
-those some only some few partly. “Athlyne!”&mdash;“kill him for
-it!”&mdash;“calling herself by his name,”&mdash;“oh! oh! A-h-h!” There was a
-prolonged screech and then hysterical laughter followed. At the first
-this unseemly mirth created a feeling of repulsion in all who heard.
-It seemed altogether out of place; in the midst of such a serious
-conversation, when the lives and happiness of some of those present
-were at stake, to have the train of thought broken by so inopportune a
-cachinnation was almost unendurable. Colonel Ogilvie was furious. Well
-was it for the possibilities of peace that his peculiar life and ideas
-had trained him to be tolerant of woman’s weakness, and to be
-courteous to them even under difficulties. For had he given any
-expression to his natural enough feelings such would inevitably have
-brought him into collision&mdash;intellectual if not physical&mdash;with both
-Athlyne and the Sheriff; and either was to be deplored. Joy was in her
-heart indignant, for several reasons. It was too hard that, just as
-things were possibly beginning to become right and the fine edge of
-tragedy to be turned, her father’s mind should be taken back to anger
-and chagrin. But far beyond this on the side of evil was the fact that
-it imperilled afresh the life of&mdash;of the man she loved, her … her
-husband. Even the personal aspect to her could not be overlooked. The
-ill-timed laughter prevented her hearing more of … of the man who it
-now seemed was already her husband. However she restrained and
-suppressed herself and waited, still silent, for the development of
-things. But she did not consider looks as movements; she raised her
-eyes to Athlyne’s adoringly, and kept them there. He in turn had been
-greatly upset for the moment; even now, whilst those wild peals of
-hysterical laughter continued to resound, he could not draw any
-conclusions from the wild whirl of inchoate thoughts. There was just
-one faint gleam of light which had its origin rather in instinct than
-reason, that perhaps the interruption had its beneficial side which
-would presently be made manifest. When Joy looked towards him there
-was a balm for his troubled spirit. In the depths of her beautiful
-eyes he lost himself&mdash;and his doubts and sorrows, and was content.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The only one unmoved was the Sheriff. His mental attitude allowed him
-to look at things more calmly than did those personally interested.
-With the exception of one phase&mdash;that of concern that this particular
-woman, who had already impressed her charming personality on his
-heart, should be in such distress&mdash;he could think, untroubled, of the
-facts before him. With that logical mind of his, and with his
-experience of law and the passions that lead to law-invoking, he knew
-that the realization of Athlyne’s name and position was a troublesome
-matter which might have been attended with disastrous consequences. To
-a man of Colonel Ogilvie’s courage and strong passion the presence of
-an antagonist worthy of his powers is rather an incentive to quarrel
-than a palliative.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As to poor Judy she was in no position to think at all. She was to all
-practical intents, except for the noise she was occasionally
-making&mdash;her transport was subsiding&mdash;as one who is not. She continued
-intermittently her hysterical phrenzy&mdash;to laugh and cry, each at the
-top note&mdash;and commingling eternally. She struggled violently as she
-sat on the chair into which she had fallen when the attack began; she
-stamped her heels on the floor, making a sound like gigantic
-castanets. The sound and restless movement made an embarrassing
-<i>milieu</i> for the lucid expression of law and entangled facts; but
-through it all the Sheriff, whose purpose after all was to convince
-Ogilvie, went on with his statement. By this time Joy, and Athlyne,
-whom with an appealing look she had summoned to help, were
-endeavouring to restore Judy. One at either side they knelt by her,
-holding her hands and slapping them and exercising such other
-ministrations as the girl out of her limited experience of such
-matters could, happily to soothing effect, suggest. The Sheriff’s
-voice, as calm voices will, came through the disturbance seemingly
-unhindered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thus you will note that in all this transaction the Earl of Athlyne
-had made no disguise of his purpose. To the police who arrested him he
-at once disclosed his identity, which the sergeant told me was
-verified by the name on his motor-driver’s license. He telegraphed to
-the hotel by his title&mdash;as is fitting and usual; and he gave his title
-when he arrived. As I have already said, he stated to the police, at
-first on his own initiative and later when interrogated directly on
-the point, that the woman in the motor was his wife. And the identity
-of the woman in the motor and the woman in the hotel can easily be
-proved. Thus on the man’s part there is ample evidence of that
-matrimonial purpose which the law requires. All this without counting
-the letter to the woman’s father, in which he stated his wish and
-intention to marry her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now as to the woman&mdash;and I must really apologise to her for speaking
-of the matter in her presence.”&mdash;Here Athlyne interrupted his
-ministrations with regard to Judy in order to expostulate:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh, I say Mr. Sheriff. Surely it is not necessary.” But the Sheriff
-shut him up quite shortly. He had a purpose in so doing: he wished in
-his secret heart to warn both Athlyne and Joy not to speak a word till
-he had indicated that the time had come for so doing.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There is nothing necessary, my Lord; except that both you and the
-young lady should listen whilst I am speaking! I am doing so for the
-good of you both; and I take it as promised that neither of you will
-say a single word until I have told you that you may do so.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Quite right!” this was said <i>sotto voce</i> by Colonel Ogilvie.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You, young madam, have taken upon yourself the responsibilities of
-wifehood; and it is right as well as necessary that you understand
-them; such of them at least as have bearing upon the present
-situation.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“As to the woman. She, when questioned by the police as to her status
-for the purpose of verification of Lord Athlyne’s statement, accepted
-that statement. Later on, she of her own free will and of her own
-initiative, gave her name as Lady Athlyne&mdash;only the bearer of which
-could be the wife of the Defender; I mean of Lord Athlyne.” The
-interruption this time came from Colonel Ogilvie.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“If Lord Athlyne is Defender, who is the other party?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lady Athlyne, or Miss Ogilvie, in whichever name she might take
-action, would be the Pursuer!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sir!” thundered the Colonel, going off as usual at half-cock, “do you
-insinuate that my daughter is pursuer of a man?” He grew speechless
-with indignation. The Sheriff’s coolness stood to him there, when the
-fury of the Kentuckian was directed to him personally. In the same
-even tone he went on speaking:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I must ask&mdash;I really <i>must</i> ask that you do not be so hasty in your
-conclusions whilst I am speaking, Colonel Ogilvie. You must understand
-that I am only explaining the law; not even giving any opinion of my
-own. The terminology of Scot’s Law is peculiar, and differs from
-English law in such matters. For instance what in English law is
-‘Plaintiff and Defendant’ becomes with us ‘Pursuer and Defender.’
-There may be a female as well as a male Pursuer. Thus on the grounds
-of present consent as there is ample proof of Matrimonial Consent of
-either and both parties&mdash;sufficient for either to use against the
-other. I take it that the Court would hold the marriage proved; unless
-<i>both</i> parties repudiated the Intent. This I am sure would never be;
-for if there were any mutual affection neither would wish to cause
-such gossip as would inevitably ensue. And if either party preferred
-that the union should continue, either from motives of love or
-interest, the marriage could be held good. And I had better say at
-once, since it is a matter to be considered by any parent, that should
-there have been any valid ground for what you designate as ‘scandal,’
-such would in the eyes of the law be only the proper and necessary
-completion of the act of marriage. And let me say also that the fact
-of the two parties, thus become one by the form of Irregular Marriage,
-having passed the night in this suite of rooms without bolt of
-fastening on the connecting door would be taken by a Court as proof of
-consummation. No matter by what entanglement of events&mdash;no matter how
-or by what accident or series of accidents the two parties came into
-this juxtaposition!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There is but one other point to be considered regarding the validity
-of this marriage. It is that of compliance with the terms of Lord
-Brougham’s Act of 1856. The man has undoubted domicile in Scotland for
-certain legal purposes. But the marriage law requires a further and
-more rigid reading of residence than mere possession of estates. The
-words are that one of the parties to the marriage must ‘have his or
-her usual place of residence’ in this Country. But as I have shown you
-that in Lord Athlyne’s case his living in Scotland for several weeks
-in one or other of his own houses would be certainly construed by any
-Court as compliance with the Act, I do not think that any question of
-legality could arise. Indeed it is within my own knowledge that as a
-Scottish peer&mdash;Baron of Ceann-da-Shail&mdash;who declared Scottish domicile
-on reaching his majority and whose ‘domicile of origin’ was not
-affected by his absence as an officer in foreign service, his status
-for the purpose of Scottish marriage is unassailable.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“In fine let me point out that I am speaking altogether of <i>proof</i> of
-the marriage itself. The actual marriage is in law the consent of the
-parties; and such has undoubtedly taken place. The only possible
-condition of its nullity would be the repudiation of the implied
-Consent by both of the parties. One alone would not be sufficient!
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And now, Colonel Ogilvie, as I believe it will be well that you and
-the two young people should consider the situation from this point of
-view, will you allow me to withdraw&mdash;still on the supposition that you
-will join me later at breakfast. And if this merry lady”&mdash;pointing to
-Judy who had gained composure sufficiently to hear the end of his
-explanation&mdash;“will honour me by coming to my sitting-room, just below
-this, where breakfast will be served, it may perhaps be better. I take
-it that you will be all able to speak more freely, you and your
-daughter&mdash;and her husband!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-He withdrew gracefully, giving his arm to Judy who having risen
-bashfully had taken his extended arm. She was blushing furiously.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The door closed behind him, leaving Joy standing between her father
-and Athlyne, and holding an arm of each.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch22">
-CHAPTER XXII.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">THE HATCHET BURIED</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">For</span> a few minutes there was silence in the room; silence so profound
-that every sound of the street was clearly heard. Even the shutting of
-the Sheriff’s door in the room below was distinct.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The first to speak was Colonel Ogilvie. Athlyne, who would have liked
-to break the silence refrained through prudence; he feared that were
-he to speak before Colonel Ogilvie did, that easily-irate gentleman
-might take offence. He knew that this might be disastrous, for it
-would renew the old strife in an acute form; as it was, there were
-distinct indications of coming peace. Joy, and Joy alone, was to be
-thought of now. By this time Athlyne was beginning to get the measure
-of Colonel Ogilvie’s foot. He realised that the dictatorial,
-vindictive, blood-thirsty old man would perhaps do much if left to
-himself; but that if hindered or thwarted or opposed in any way his
-pride or his vanity&mdash;and they were united in him&mdash;would force him to
-keep his position at any cost.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, sir?” The tone was so peremptory and so “superior” that any man
-to whom it had been used might well have taken offence; but Athlyne
-was already schooled to bear, and moreover the statement made by the
-Sheriff filled his heart with such gladness that he felt that he could
-bear anything. As Joy was now his wife he <i>could</i> not quarrel with her
-father&mdash;nor receive any quarrel from him. Still, all the same, he felt
-that he must support and maintain his own independent position; such
-would be the best road to ultimate peace. Moreover, he had his own
-pride; and as he had already made up his mind to die if need be for
-Joy’s sake, he could not go back on that resolution without seeming to
-be disloyal to her. There would&mdash;could&mdash;be no hiding anything from her
-as she had already heard the whole of the quarrel and of his
-acquiescence to her father’s challenge. No one, however, would have
-thought he had any quarrel who heard his reply, spoken in exquisitely
-modulated accents of respect:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Need I say, Colonel Ogilvie, that I am equally proud and happy in
-finding myself allied with your House by my marriage with your
-daughter. For, sir, I love her with all my soul, as well as with all
-my heart and mind. She is to me the sweetest, dearest and best thing
-in all the universe. I am proud of her and respect her as much as I
-love her; and to you, her father, I hope I may say that I bless&mdash;and
-shall ever bless for so long as I live&mdash;the day that I could call her
-mine.” As he spoke, Joy’s hand on his arm, which had trembled at the
-beginning, now gripped him hard and firmly. Turning his eyes to hers
-he saw in them a look of adoration which made his heart leap and his
-blood seem on fire. The beautiful eyes fell for an instant as a red
-tide swept her face and neck; but in an instant more they were raised
-to his eyes and hung there, beaming with pride and love and happiness.
-This nerved and softened him at once, to even a gentler feeling
-towards the old man; those lovely eyes had always looked trustingly
-and lovingly into her father’s, and he would never disturb&mdash;so he
-vowed to himself&mdash;if he could avoid it by any sacrifice on his part,
-such filial and parental affection. And so, with gentler voice and
-softened mien, he went on speaking.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now I must ask you to believe, sir, that with the exception of that
-one fault&mdash;a grave one I admit&mdash;of taking Miss Ogilvie out alone in my
-motor I have not willingly or consciously been guilty of any other
-disrespect towards you. You now understand, of course, that it was
-that unhappy assumed name which prevented my having the pleasure of
-visiting you and your family on this side of the Atlantic. No one can
-deplore more than I do that unhappy alias. The other, though I
-regret&mdash;and regret deeply&mdash;the pain it has caused, I cannot be sorry
-for, since it has been the means of making Joy my wife.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Here he beamed down into the beautiful grey eyes of the said wife who
-was still holding his arm. As he finished she pinched gently the flesh
-of his arm. This sent a thrill through him; it was a kiss of sorts and
-had much the same effect as the real thing. Joy noted the change in
-his voice as he went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I so respected your wishes, sir, that I did not actually ask in words
-Joy to be my wife until I should have obtained your permission to
-address myself to her. If you will look at that letter you will see
-that it was written at Ceann-da-Shail, my place in Ross-shire&mdash;days
-before I posted it.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then if you did not ask her to marry you; how is it that you are now
-married&mdash;according to the Sheriff?” He thought this a poser, and
-beamed accordingly. Athlyne answered at once:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“When two people love each other, sir, as Joy and I do, speech is the
-least adequate form of expression. We did not want words; we knew!”
-Again Joy squeezed his arm and they stood close together in a state of
-rapture. The Colonel, with some manifest hesitation, said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“With regard to what the Sheriff spoke of as ‘real cause of scandal,’
-was there. …?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That, sir,” said Athlyne interrupting with as fierce and truculent an
-aspect as had been to the Colonel at any moment of the interview “is a
-subject on which I refuse to speak, even to you.” Then after a pause
-he added:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“This I will say to you as her father who is entitled to hear it:
-Joy’s honour is as clear and stainless as the sunlight. Whatever has
-taken place has been my doing, and I alone am answerable for it.”
-Whilst he was speaking Joy stood close to him, silent and with
-downcast eyes. In the prolonged silence which ensued she raised them,
-and letting go Athlyne’s arm stepped forward towards her father with
-flashing eyes:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Father what he says is God’s truth. But there is one other thing
-which you should know, and you must know it from me since he will not
-speak. He is justified in speaking of my honour, for it was due&mdash;and
-due alone&mdash;to his nobility of character that I am as I am. That and
-your unexpected arrival. For my part I would have&mdash;&mdash;”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy!” Athlyne’s voice though the tone was low, rang like a trumpet.
-Half protest it was, half command. Instinctively the woman recognised
-the tone and obeyed, as women have obeyed the commands of the men they
-loved, and were proud to do so, from Eden garden down the ages.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Speak on, daughter! Finish what you were saying.” His voice was
-strangely soft and his eyes were luminous beneath their shaggy white
-brows. Joy’s answering tone was meek:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I cannot, father. My … Mr.&mdash;Lord Athlyne desires that I should be
-silent.” She was astonished at his reply following:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, perhaps he is right. Better so!” Then in <i>sotto voce</i> to
-Athlyne:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Women should not be allowed to talk sometimes. They go too far when
-they get to self-abasement!” Athlyne nodded. Again silence which
-Colonel Ogilvie broke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well, sir. I suppose we must take it that the marriage is complete in
-Scotch law. So far for the past. What of the future?” In a low voice
-Athlyne replied:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Whose future?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yours&mdash;yours and my daughter’s.” He was amazed at Athlyne’s reply,
-spoken in a voice both low and sad: so too was Joy:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of that I cannot say. It does not rest with me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not rest with you, sir? Then with whom does it rest.” Athlyne raised
-his eyes and looked him straight in the face:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“With you!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“With me?” the Colonel’s voice was faint with amazement.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes, with you! What future have I, already condemned to death! What
-future has my wife, whose sentence of widowhood came even before the
-knowledge of her marriage! Do you forget Colonel Ogilvie that my life
-is pledged to you? On your own doing, I took that obligation; but
-having taken it I must abide by it. Such future as may be for either
-of us rests with you!” Colonel Ogilvie did not pause before answering.
-He spoke quickly as one whose mind is made up:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But that is all over.” Athlyne said quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You had not said so! In an affair of this kind the challenged man is
-not free to act. Pacific overture must be with the one who considering
-himself injured has sought this means of redress.” Joy listening, with
-her heart sinking and her hand so trembling that she took it from his
-arm lest it should upset him, was amazed. He was at least as
-determined as her father. But she was rejoiced to see that his
-stiffness was having its effect; her father was evidently respecting
-this very quality so much that he was giving way to his opponent.
-Seeing this, and recognising in her woman’s way for the first time in
-her life this fundamental force, she made up her mind that she too
-would on her side keep steadfastly to her convictions just as … as
-… He had done. In silence she waited for what would follow this new
-development going on before her eyes. Presently Colonel Ogilvie spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I suppose Lord Athlyne you are satisfied with the validity of the
-marriage?” He answered heartily:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course I am! The Sheriff was quite clear about it; and what he
-says is sufficient for me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And your intention?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sir, from the first moment when my eyes lit on your daughter I had
-only one intention, and that was to make her my wife. Be quite
-satisfied as to me! I am fixed as Fate! If there is any hindrance to
-my wishes it can only come from my wife. But understand this: that if
-for any cause whatever she may wish this marriage annulled, or
-consider that it has not been valid, she has only to indicate her wish
-and I shall take any step in my power to set her free.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Father!” Colonel Ogilvie turned in astonishment at the sound of his
-daughter’s voice, which was in such tone as he had never heard from
-her. It rang; her mind was made up:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Father, a while ago when you seemed in some grave trouble I asked you
-why you did not ask me anything. I told you I had never lied to you
-and should not do so then; but you asked me nothing. Why don’t you ask
-me now?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What should I ask you, little girl. You are married; and your duty is
-to some one else whose name you bear. Besides, I don’t ask women
-questions which may be painful to answer. Such I ask of men!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-To this she spoke in a calm voice which made Athlyne uneasy. He could
-not imagine what she was coming at; but he felt that whatever it might
-be it was out of the truth of her nature, and that he must support
-her. Her love he never doubted. In the meantime he must listen
-patiently and learn what she had to say.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Well father, as you will not ask I must speak unasked. It is harder;
-that is all. The Sheriff said that mutual intention was necessary for
-marriage. Let me tell you that I had not then such intention! I must
-say it. I have never lied to you yet; and I don’t intend to begin now.
-Especially when I am entering on a new life with a man whom I love and
-honour. For if this marriage be not good we shall soon have one that
-is&mdash;if he will have me.” Athlyne took her hand; she sighed joyfully as
-she went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I certainly did intend to marry Mr. … Lord Athlyne when … when he
-should formally ask me; but I understood then that there was some
-obstacle to his doing so. This I now know to be that he was wanting to
-get your consent beforehand. But if I did not then intend that our
-coming for a run in the motor together was to be marriage, how can I
-by that act be married?” As she paused Athlyne realised what was the
-cause of that vague apprehension which had chilled him. Colonel
-Ogilvie was beset by a new difficulty by this new attitude of Joy. If
-she repudiated intention such would nullify the marriage, since
-Athlyne had signified his intention of letting her have her way. If
-there were no marriage, then there would be scandal. So before
-beginning to argue with his daughter on the subject of the validity of
-the marriage, he thought it well to bring to the aid of reason the
-forces of fear. He commenced by intimidation:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course you understand, daughter, that if you and Lord Athlyne were
-not married through the accidents of your escapade, there will be
-scandal from it; there is no other alternative. In that case, such
-pacific measures as I have now acceded to will be abrogated; and the
-gentleman who was the cause of the evil must still answer to me for
-it.” At this threat Joy grew ghastly pale. Athlyne, wrung to the heart
-by it, forgot his intention of discretion and said quickly and
-sharply:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is not fair, Colonel Ogilvie. She is a woman&mdash;if she <i>is</i> your
-daughter, and is not to be treated brutally. You must not strike at a
-man through a woman. If you want to strike a man do so direct! I am
-the man. Strike me, how and when you will; but this woman is my
-wife&mdash;at least she is until she repudiates our marriage! But till then
-by God! no man&mdash;not even her father himself&mdash;shall strike her or at
-her, or through her!” Both he and Joy were surprised at the meek way
-in which the old man received this tirade. But even whilst he had been
-uttering the cruel threat both his conscience and his courage had been
-against him. This, the man and the woman who heard could, from
-evidence, divine. But there was another cause of which they had no
-knowledge. The moment after speaking, when his blind passion began to
-cool, the last words of his wife came back to his memory: “Be good to
-her, and never forget that she can suffer most through any one dear to
-her.” Furthermore, the recollection of Judy’s words as he was leaving
-clinched the matter: “You hold poor Joy’s life&mdash;which is her heart&mdash;in
-your hand!” He began his reply to Athlyne truculently&mdash;as was usual to
-him; but melted quickly as he went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Hey-day my young bantam-cock; you flash your spurs boldly. … But I
-don’t know but you’re right. I was wrong; I admit it! Joy my dear I
-apologise for it; and to you too, sir, who stand up so valiantly and
-so readily for your wife. I am glad my little girl has such a
-defender; though it is and will be a sad thought to me that I was
-myself the first to cause its evidence. But keep your hair on, young
-man! Men sometimes get hurt by running up against something that’s
-quite in its right place. … It’s my place to look after my little
-girl&mdash;till such time as you have registered your bond-rights. And see,
-doesn’t she declare she had no idea she was being married. However,
-it’s all right in this case. I don’t mean her to give herself away
-over this part of the job any more than you did a while ago when you
-stopped her telling me something that it wouldn’t have been wise to
-say. So, sir, guess we’ll call it quits this time. Well, little girl,
-let me tell you that you’ve said all at once to me two different
-things. You said you <i>didn’t</i> intend to marry Lord Athlyne that time,
-but that you <i>did</i> at some other. If that last doesn’t make an
-intention to marry I’m a Dutchman. I think we’d better let it rest at
-that! Now as to you Lord Athlyne! You seem to want&mdash;and rightly enough
-I’ll allow&mdash;that I make a formal retraction of my demand for your
-life. Well I do so now. There’s my hand! I can give it to you freely,
-for you are a brave man and you love my little girl; and my little
-girl loves you. I’m right sorry I didn’t know you at the first as I do
-now. But I suppose the fact is, I was jealous all along. You don’t
-know&mdash;yet&mdash;what I know: that you were thrown at me in a lot of ways
-before I ever saw you, by the joke that my little girl and Judy put up
-on me. When I knew that my girl was calling herself by your name. …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Daddy dear!” This was Joy’s protest. “Yes, little girl, I won’t give
-you away; but your husband should know this fact lest he keep a grudge
-in his heart against your old daddy&mdash;and I know you wouldn’t like
-that. You can tell him, some of these days or nights, what you like
-yourself about the whole thing from the first. I dare say he’ll want
-to know, and won’t let you alone till you tell him. And I dare say not
-then; for he’ll like&mdash;he’s bound to&mdash;all you can say. Here, Athlyne&mdash;I
-suppose that’s what I am to call you since you’re my son now&mdash;at any
-rate my daughter’s husband.” As he spoke he held out his hand. Athlyne
-jumped forward and seized it warmly. The two men shook hands as do two
-strong men who respect each other. Joy stepped forward and took the
-clasped hands between her own. When the hands parted she kissed her
-husband and then her father; she had accepted the situation.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-After a pause Athlyne said, quietly but with a very resolute look on
-his face:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I understand, sir, that the hatchet is now buried. But I want to say
-that this must be final. I do so lest you should ever from any cause
-wish to dig it up again. Oh, yes I understand”&mdash;for the Colonel was
-going to speak “but I have had a warning. Just now when it seemed that
-Joy was going to repudiate&mdash;though happily as it turned out for only a
-time&mdash;our marriage as an existing fact, you re-opened that matter
-which I had then thought closed. Now as for the future Joy’s happiness
-is my duty as well as my privilege and my pleasure, I must take all
-precautions which I can to insure it. It would not do if she could
-ever have in her mind a haunting fear that you and I could quarrel. I
-know that for my own part I would be no party to a quarrel with you.
-But I also have reason to know that a man’s own purpose is nothing
-when some one else wants to quarrel with him. Therefore for our dear
-Joy’s sake&mdash;&mdash;”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good!” murmured the Colonel. “<i>Our</i> dear Joy’s sake!” Athlyne
-repeated the phrase&mdash;he loved to do so:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“For our dear Joy’s sake will you not promise that you will never
-quarrel with me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Indeed I will give the promise&mdash;and more. Listen here, little girl,
-for it is for your sake. I find I have been wrong to quarrel so
-readily and without waiting to understand. If a nigger did it I think
-I’d understand, for I don’t look for much from him. But I do expect
-much from myself; and therefore I’ll go back a bit and go a bit
-farther. Hear me promise, so help me God, I’ll never quarrel again!
-Quarrel to kill I mean of course. Now, sir, are you satisfied!” Joy
-flung herself into his arms cooing lovingly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Dear, dear Daddy. Oh thank you so much; you have made me so happy!
-That promise is the best wedding-gift you could possibly give me!”
-Athlyne took the hand extended to him and wrung it heartily:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And I too, thank you, sir. And, as I want to share in all Joy’s
-happiness and in her pleasant ways, I hope you will let me&mdash;as her
-husband&mdash;call you Daddy too?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Indeed you may, my boy; I’ll be right glad!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was a happy trio that stood there, the two men’s right hands
-clasping, and Joy once more holding the linked hands between hers.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We may go join the Sheriff and Judy I think, little girl!” said the
-Colonel presently. He felt that he wanted to get back to himself from
-the unaccustomed atmosphere of sentiment which encompassed him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Just one moment&mdash;Daddy!” said Athlyne speaking the familiar name with
-an effort and looking at Joy as he did so. The approval shining from
-her beautiful eyes encouraged him, and he went on more freely:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Now that our dear Joy is my care I should like to make a proposition.
-The Sheriff’s suggestion is good, and his reading of the law seems as
-if it were all right; but, after all, there is no accounting for what
-judges and juries may decide. Now I want&mdash;and we all want&mdash;that there
-be no doubt about this marriage&mdash;now or hereafter. And I therefore
-suggest that presently Joy and I shall again exchange Matrimonial
-Intention and Consent, or whatever is the strongest way that can be
-devised to insure a flawless marriage. We can even write this down and
-both sign it, and you and the Sheriff and Judy shall witness. So that
-whatever has been before&mdash;though this will not disturb it&mdash;will be
-made all taut and secure!” Joy’s comment was:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And I shall be married to my husband a second time!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes, darling” said Athlyne putting his arm round her and drawing her
-close to him. She came willingly and put her arms round him. They
-embraced and kissed each other and he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Yes darling; but wait a moment, I have a further suggestion. In
-addition to this we can have a ‘regular’ marriage to follow these two
-irregular ones. I shall go to London and get a special license from
-the Archbishop of Canterbury, who is a connection of my own. With this
-we shall have a religious marriage to supplement the civil ones. We
-can be married, sir, in your own rooms, or in a church, just as Joy
-wishes&mdash;and, of course, as her mother and her Daddy wish. We can be
-married the third time, Joy darling, in Westminster Abbey if you so
-desire!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Anywhere you choose&mdash;darling!” she spoke the last word shyly “will be
-what I wish. I am glad I am to be married three times to you.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why darling?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Because darling” she spoke the word now without shyness or
-hesitation. “I love you enough for three husbands; and now we must
-have three honeymoons!” she danced about the room gaily, clapping her
-hands like a happy child.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-When they were ready to go to breakfast Colonel Ogilvie instinctively
-offered his arm to Joy, but catching sight of Athlyne drew back and
-motioned to him to take the honourable place. The husband was pleased,
-but seeing a new opening for conciliation he said heartily:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No, no. I hope the time will never come when my wife won’t love to go
-with her father!” The old man was pleased and called to his daughter:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Come, little girl, you have got to take us both!” She took her
-husband’s arm as well as her father’s; and all three moved towards the
-door. When they got there, however, some change was necessary, for it
-was not possible to pass through three abreast. Each of the men was
-willing to give place to the other; but before either man could move,
-or indeed before either had his mind made up what to do, the
-quicker-witted woman slipped back behind them. There taking Athlyne’s
-hand in hers she had placed it on her father’s arm. As they both were
-about to protest against going in front of her she said hastily:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Please, please Daddy and … Husband I would really rather you two
-went first, and arm in arm as father and son should go. For that is
-what it is to be from this on; isn’t it? I would rather a thousand
-times see the two men I love best in all the world going so, than walk
-in front of them as a Queen.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s very prettily said!” was the comment of her father. Then with
-a fond look back at her he took the young man’s hand from his own arm
-and placed his own hand on the other’s arm. “That’s better!” he said.
-“Age leaning on Youth, and Beauty smiling on both!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-And in this wise they entered the Sheriff’s room, in time to see him
-sitting at one end of the sofa and Judy sitting at the furthest corner
-away from him&mdash;blushing.
-</p>
-
-
-<h3 id="ch23">
-CHAPTER XXIII.<br/>
-<span class="chap_sub">A HARMONY IN GRAY</span>
-</h3>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<span class="sc">As</span> the trio entered the room Judy jumped from the sofa vivaciously.
-The Sheriff followed with an agility wonderful in a man of his age; he
-bade them all welcome with a compelling heartiness. Judy was full of
-animation; indeed she out-did herself to a degree which made Joy raise
-her eyebrows. Joy was a sympathetic soul, and unconsciously adapted
-herself to her Aunt’s supra-vivacity.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-To Colonel Ogilvie, less enthusiastic by nature and concern, it
-appeared that she was as he put it in his own mind “playing up to the
-old girl.” He seemed to realise that the Sheriff was ardent in his
-intentions; and, with the calm, business-like aptitude of a
-brother-in-law to a not-young lady, had already made up his mind to
-give his consent.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy flew to Joy and kissed her fervently. The kisses were returned
-with equal warmth, and the two women rocked in each other’s arms, to
-the envy, if delight, of certain of the onlookers viewing the
-circumstance from different standpoints. Judy took her niece to the
-now-vacated sofa, and an animated whispering began between them. Joy’s
-attention was, however, distracted; her senses had different
-objectives. Her touch was to Judy sitting beside her and holding her
-close in a loving embrace; her ears were to her father who was talking
-to the Sheriff. But her eyes were all with her husband, devouring him.
-There came a timid knock at the door, and in answer to the Sheriff’s
-“Come in,” it was partly opened. The voice of the landlady was heard:
-“May I speak with ye a moment, Sheriff?” He went over to the door, and
-a whispered colloquy ensued, all his guests turning their eyes away
-and endeavouring in that way, as usual, to seem not to be listening.
-Then the Sheriff, having closed the door, said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Our good hostess tells me that there will be a full half hour of
-waiting before we can breakfast, if she is to have proper time to do
-justice to the food which she wishes to place before us. So I must ask
-pardon of you all.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Capital! Capital!” said Colonel Ogilvie, “that half hour is just what
-we want. Mr. Sheriff, we have a little ceremony to go through before
-we breakfast. The fact is we are going to have an Irregular Marriage.
-If you are able to take part in such a thing I hope you will assist
-us.” Joy rose up and stood beside Athlyne. The Sheriff answered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Be quite easy on that point, sir. I am not in my own shrieval
-district, and so, even if such were contra to my duties at home, I am
-free to act as an individual elsewhere. But who are the contracting
-parties? You are married already; so too are your daughter and my Lord
-Athlyne. Indeed it looks, Miss Hayes, as if you and I are the only
-available parties left. But I fear such great happiness is not for me;
-though I would give anything in the wide world to win it!” He bowed to
-her gallantly and took her hand. She looked quite embarrassed&mdash;though
-not distressed, and giggled like a schoolgirl.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Indeed, Mr. Sheriff!” she said, “this is very sudden. Affairs of the
-heart seem to move quickly in this delightful country!” As she spoke
-she looked at Joy and Athlyne who happened to be at the moment
-standing hand in hand. Joy came over and sat beside her and kissed
-her. Athlyne, in obedience to a look from his wife, kissed her too.
-Then the Colonel gallantly followed suit. There was only the Sheriff
-left, and he, after a pause, took advantage of the occasion and kissed
-her also. Then to relieve her manifest embarrassment he spoke out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I fear I have diverted your purpose, Colonel Ogilvie. I am not sorry
-for it”&mdash;this with a look at Judy which made her blush afresh “but I
-apologize. I take it that you were alluding to something in which I am
-to have a less prominent part than I have suggested.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The marriage, sir, is to be between Lord Athlyne and my daughter.” As
-he spoke Athlyne went to a side table whereon were spread the
-Sheriff’s writing materials. He took a sheet of paper and began to
-write. Colonel Ogilvie went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We have come to the conclusion that, though the act of marriage which
-has already taken place between these two young people is in your view
-lawful and complete, it may be well to go through the ceremony in a
-more formal manner. There are, we all know, intricacies and pitfalls
-in law; and we are both agreed with the suggestion of my lord that it
-would be well not to allow any loophole for after attack. Therefore in
-your presence&mdash;if you will be so good,” the Sheriff bowed, “they shall
-again pledge their mutual Matrimonial Consent. They will both sign the
-paper to that effect which I see Lord Athlyne is preparing; and we
-shall all sign it as witnesses. Then, when this new marriage is
-complete&mdash;and irrefragable as I understand from what you said awhile
-ago it will be&mdash;we shall be ready for breakfast. It will be more than
-perhaps you expected when you so kindly asked us to be your guests: a
-wedding breakfast!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judy whispered to her niece.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy, you must come to your room and let me dress you properly. I have
-brought a dress with me.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What dress dear?” she asked.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“The tweed tailor-made.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But, Judy dear, I have on a white frock, and that is more suitable
-for my wedding.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That was all right yesterday, dear. But to-day you shall not wear
-white. You are already a married lady; this is only a re-marriage.” A
-beautiful blush swept over Joy’s face as she looked at her husband
-writing away as hard as his pen could move.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I shall wear white to-day!” she said in the same whisper, and stood
-up.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Just at that moment a fly drove quickly past the window. It stopped at
-the hotel door, and there was a sudden bustle of arrival. Voices
-raised to a high pitch were heard outside. Various comments were heard
-in the room.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That’s mother!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My wife!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Sally!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why Aunt Judy that’s the voice of Mrs. O’Brien!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My Foster-mother!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The door opened, and in swept Mrs. Ogilvie who flew first to her
-husband’s arms; and then, after a quick embrace, seemed to close round
-Joy and obliterate her. A similar eclipse took place with regard to
-Athlyne; for Mrs. O’Brien dashed into the room and calling out as
-though invoking the powers of earth and heaven: “Me bhoy! me bhoy!”
-fell upon him. He seemed really glad to see her, and yielded himself
-to her embrace as freely as though he had been a child again.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Joy dear,” said Mrs. Ogilvie “I hope you are all right. After your
-father and then Judy had gone, I was so anxious about you, that I got
-the north mail stopped and caught it at Penrith. Just as I was going
-to get ready for the journey Mrs. O’Brien came in. She had written to
-me in London that she would like to pay her respects, and I had said
-we were going on to Ambleside but would be glad if she would come and
-see us there and spend a few days with us.” Mrs. O’Brien who was all
-ears, here cut into the conversation:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Aye, an Miss Joy acushla,&mdash;my service to ye miss!&mdash;she sent me postal
-ordhers to cover me railway fare an me expinces. Oh! the kind heart iv
-her!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-She had by now released Athlyne and stood back from him pointing at
-him as she spoke:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“An comin’ here through yer ladyship’s goodness who do I find but me
-beautiful bhoy. Luk at him! Luk at him! Luk at him!” Her voice rose in
-crescendo at each repetition. “The finest, dearest, sweetest, bonniest
-child that ever a woman tuk to her breast. An now luk at him well. The
-finest, up-standinest, handsomest, dearest, lovinest man that the
-whole wurrld houlds. That doesn’t forget his ould fosther mother an
-him an Earrll, wid castles iv his own, an medals on to him an Victory
-Crasses. An it’s a gineral he ought to be. Luk at him, God bless him!”
-She turned to one after another of the party in turn as though
-inviting their admiration. Joy came and, putting her arms round the
-old woman’s neck, hugged and kissed her. When she got free, Mrs.
-O’Brien said to Athlyne:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“An phwat are ye doin’ here me darlin’ acushla me lord&mdash;av I may make
-so bould as t’ ask ye? How did ye come here; and phwat brung ye that
-yer ould nurse might have her eyes made glad wid sight iv ye?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I am here, my dear, because I am married to Joy Ogilvie, and we are
-going to be married again!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then the storm of comment broke, all the women speaking at once and in
-high voices suitable to a momentous occasion:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What, what?” said Mrs. Ogilvie. “Married to my daughter! Colonel
-Ogilvie, how is it that I was not informed of this coming event?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Faith, my dear I don’t know” he answered “I never knew it&mdash;and&mdash;and I
-believe they didn’t know it themselves … till the moment before it
-was done.” He added the last part of the sentence in deference to the
-Sheriff’s direction as to ‘intention.’ Fortunately the Sheriff had not
-heard his remark.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do explain yourself, Lucius. I am all anxiety.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“My dear, yesterday Joy made an irregular marriage with Lord Athlyne!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Good God!” The exclamation gave an indication of the social value of
-“irregular” marriage to persons unacquainted with Scottish law. Her
-husband saw that she was pained and tried to reassure her:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“You need not distress yourself, my dear. It is all right. ‘Irregular’
-is only a name for a particular form of marriage in this Country. It
-is equally legal with any other marriage.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But who is Lord Athlyne, and where is he? That is the name of the man
-who Mrs. O’Brien told Joy was the only man good enough for her.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lord Athlyne” said Colonel Ogilvie “at present our son-in-law, is
-none other than Mr. Richard Hardy with whom you shook hands just now!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Lucius, I am all amazed! There seems to be a sort of network of
-mystery all round us. But one thing: if Joy was married yesterday how
-on earth can she be going to be married to-day?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“To avoid the possibility of legal complications later on! It is all
-right, my dear. You may take it from me that there is no cause for
-concern! But there were certain things, usually attended to
-beforehand, which on this occasion&mdash;owing to ignorance and hurry and
-unpremeditation&mdash;were not attended to. In order to prevent the
-possibility of anything going wrong by any quibble, they are to be
-married again just now.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Where? when?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Here, in this room!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But where’s the clergyman; where is the license?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There is neither. This is a Scottish marriage! Later on we can have a
-regular church marriage with a bishop if you wish or an archbishop; in
-a church or a room or a Cathedral&mdash;just as you prefer.” Mrs. Ogilvie
-perceptibly stiffened as he spoke. Then she said, with what she
-thought was dignified gravity, which seemed to others like frigid
-acidity:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do I understand, Colonel Ogilvie, that you are a consenting party to
-another ‘irregular’”&mdash;she quivered as she said the word&mdash;“marriage?
-And that my daughter is to be made a laughing stock amongst all our
-acquaintances by <i>three</i> different marriages?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“That is so, my dear. It is for Joy’s good!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Her good? Fiddlesticks! But in that case I have nothing more to say!”
-Some of her wrath seemed to be turned on both Athlyne and Joy; for she
-did not say a single word to either of them. She simply relapsed into
-stony silence.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Mrs. O’Brien’s reception of the news afforded what might be termed the
-“comic relief” of the strained situation. She raised her hands, as
-though in protest to heaven for allowing such a thing, and emitted a
-loud wail such as a “keener” raises at an Irish wake. Then she burst
-into voluble speech:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh wirrasthrue me darlin’ bhoy, is it a haythen Turk y’ are becomin’,
-to take another wife whin ye’ve got one already only a day ould. An
-such a wan more betoken&mdash;the beautifullest darlinest young cratur what
-iver I seen! Her that I picked out long ago as the only wan that ye
-was good enough for. Shure, couldn’t ye rist content wid Miss Joy, me
-darlin’? It’s lookin’ forward I was to nursin’ her childher, as I
-nursed yerself me lord darlin’, her childher, an yours! An’ now it’s
-another woman steppin’ in betune ye; an’ maybe there’ll be no childher
-at all, at all. Wirrasthrue!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But look here, Nanny,” said Athlyne with some impatience. “Can’t you
-see that you’re all wrong. It is to Joy that I am going to marry
-again! There’s no other woman coming in between us. ’Tis only the dear
-girl herself!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Ah, that’s all very well, me lord darlin’; but which iv them is to be
-the mother? Faix but I’ll go an ax her Ladyship this minit!” And go
-she did, to Athlyne’s consternation and Joy’s embarrassment. All in a
-hurry she started up and went over to the sofa where Joy sat, and with
-a bob curtesy said to her:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Me lady, mayn’t I have the nursin’ av yer childher, the way I had
-their father before them? Though, be the same token, it’s not the same
-nursin’ I can give thim, wid me bein’ ould an’ rhun dhry!” Joy felt
-that the only thing to do was to postpone the difficulty to a more
-convenient season, when there should not be so many eyes&mdash;some of them
-strange ones&mdash;on her. To do this as kindly and as brightly as she
-could, she said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But dear Mrs. O’Brien, isn’t it a little soon to think&mdash;or at any
-rate to speak&mdash;of such things?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Wasn’t ye married yisterday?” interrupted the old woman. But looking
-at her lady’s cheeks she went on in a different tone:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But me darlin’&mdash;Lady, it’s over bould an’ too contagious for me to
-mintion such things, as yit. But I’ll take, if I may, a more
-saysonable opportunity to ask ye to patthernise me. Some time whin
-ye’re more established as a wife thin ye are now!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Indeed” said Joy kindly. “I shall only be too happy to have you near
-me. And if I&mdash;if we are ever blessed with a little son I hope you will
-try to teach him to be as like his&mdash;&mdash;” she stopped, blushing, but
-after a short pause went on “as like my dear husband as ever you can!”
-There was a break in her voice which moved the old woman strongly. She
-lifted the slim fine young hand to her withered lips and kissed it
-fervently.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Glory be to God! me Lady, but it’s the proud woman I’ll be to keep
-and guard the young Earrll. An’ I’ll give my life for him if needs
-be!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Come now!” said the Sheriff who had been speaking with Colonel
-Ogilvie and Athlyne, and who had read over the paper written by the
-latter. “Come now all you good people! All sit round the room except
-you two principals to this solemn contract. You two stand before me
-and read over the paper. You, my Lord, read it first; and then you
-too, my Lady, do the same!” They sat round as they wished. Joy and
-Athlyne stood up before the Sheriff, who was also standing.
-Instinctively they took hands, and Athlyne holding the paper in his
-left hand, read as follows:
-</p>
-
-<div class="letter">
-
-<p>
-“We Calinus Patrick Richard Westerna Mowbray Hardy Fitzgerald, Earl of
-Athlyne, Viscount Roscommon and Baron Ceann-da-Shail and Joy
-Fitzgerald or Ogilvie late of Airlville in the State of Kentucky,
-United States of America, agree that we shall be and are united in the
-solemn bonds of matrimony according to the Law of Scotland and that we
-being of one mind as to the marriage, are and hereby declare ourselves
-man and wife.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<i>Witness of above</i>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-We the undersigned hereby declare that we have in the presence of the
-above signatories and of each other seen the foregoing signatures
-appended to this deed by the signatories themselves in our presence
-and in the presence of each other.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Alexander Fenwick (Sheriff of Galloway).
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Lucius Ogilvie (father of the bride).
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Mary Hayes Ogilvie (mother of the bride).
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Bedelia Ann O’Brien, widow (formerly nurse and foster mother to the
-bridegroom).
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Judith Hayes (aunt of the bride).”
-</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p>
-When the document was completed by the signatures the Sheriff, having
-first scanned it carefully, offered it to Colonel Ogilvie, who raising
-a protesting hand said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No, no, Mr. Sheriff! I think we should all prefer that it should be
-kept in your custody, if you will so oblige us.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“With the greatest pleasure” he said; and Athlyne and Joy having
-consented to the scheme he folded the document and put it into his
-pocket. Just then the landlady, having knocked and being bidden to
-enter, came into the room followed by several maids and men bearing
-dishes.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“And now to breakfast” he went on. “Will the Bride kindly sit on my
-right hand, with her Husband next her. Mrs. Ogilvie, will you honour
-me by sitting on my left, with Colonel Ogilvie to support you on the
-other side. Miss Hayes will you kindly sit on Lord Athlyne’s right.”
-“And Mrs. … Mrs. O’Brien,” whispered Judy. He went on:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Mrs. O’Brien will you sit on Colonel Ogilvie’s left.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“’Deed an’ I’ll not!” said the Irishwoman sturdily.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Do you mean” asked Colonel Ogilvie icily “that you do not care to sit
-next to me individually?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Faix an’ I don’t mane anything so foolish yer ’ann’r. Why should the
-likes o’ me dar to object to the likes iv you? All I mane, sorr, is
-that an ould Biddy like me isn’t fit to sit down alongside the
-quality&mdash;let alone an Earrll and his Laady whose unborn childher I’m
-to nurse. An’, more betoken, on such an owdacious occasion&mdash;shure an I
-don’t mane that but such a suspicious occasion.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Mrs. O’Brien ma’am” said the Sheriff taking her hand “you’re going, I
-hope to take your place at the table that all these good friends wish
-you to take.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“In troth no yer”&mdash;whispering to Joy “what’s a Sheriff called Miss
-Joy? Is he ‘yer Majesty’ or ‘me lord’ or ‘yer ann’r’ or what is he
-anyhow?” “I think he is ‘yer honour’” said Joy. So Mrs. O’Brien
-continued: “Yer Ann’r. Don’t ask me fur to sit down wid the quality
-where I don’t belong. But let me give a hand to these nice girrls and
-byes to shling the hash. Shure it’s a stewardess I am, an accustomed
-to shovin’ the food.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Nanny” said Athlyne kindly but in a strong voice “we all want you to
-sit at table with us to-day. And I hope you won’t refuse us that
-pleasure.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Certainly me darlin’ lord!” she said instantly. “In coorse what
-plases ye!” The Master had spoken; she was content to obey without
-question. In the meantime Joy had been whispering to her mother who
-now spoke out:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Mr. Sheriff, will you allow me to make a suggestion about the places
-at table?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“With a thousand delights, madam. Pray make whatever disposition you
-think best. I am only too grateful for your help.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Thank you, sir. Well, if you do not mind I should like my sister,
-Miss Hayes, placed next to you; then Colonel Ogilvie and myself. On
-the other side if you will place next to my son-in-law his old nurse,
-I am right sure that both will be pleased.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Hear, hear!” said Athlyne. “Come along, Nanny, and sit next your boy!
-Joy and I shall be delighted to have you close to us. Won’t you,
-darling.” Joy’s answer was quite satisfactory to him:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course … Darling!” It was wonderful what a world of love she put
-into the utterance of those two syllables.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The breakfast was a great success, though but few of the party ate
-heartily. Neither Athlyne nor Joy did justice to the provender. They
-whispered a good deal and held hands surreptitiously under the table,
-and their eyes met constantly. The same want of appetite seemed to
-have affected both the Sheriff and Judy; but silence and a certain
-restraint and primness were their characteristics. Mrs. O’Brien,
-seated on the very edge of her chair, was too proud and too happy to
-eat. But she was storing up for future enjoyment fond memories of
-every incident, however trivial.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-It was mid-day before any move was made. There were no speeches&mdash;in
-public, as all considered it would break the charm that was over the
-occasion if anything so overt took place. When all is understood,
-speech becomes almost banal. But there were lots of whisperings;
-whispers as soft in their tone as their matter was sweet. No one
-appeared to notice any one else at such moments; though be sure that
-there were words and tones and looks that were remembered later by the
-receivers, and looks and movements that were remembered by the others.
-Judy and the Sheriff had much to say to each other. Ample opportunity
-was given from the fact that the newly married pair found themselves
-occupied with each other almost exclusively. Occasionally, of course,
-Joy and the Sheriff conversed; but as a working rule he was quite
-content to devote himself to Judy who seemed quite able to hold up her
-end of the serious flirtation. When finally the party broke up,
-preparatory to setting out for the south, the Sheriff asked Colonel
-Ogilvie if it might be possible that he should join in travel with the
-party, as he wished to spend a few days in Ambleside&mdash;a place which he
-had not visited for many years. Colonel Ogilvie cordially acquiesced.
-He was pretty sure by now that the meeting of Judy and this new friend
-would end in a match, and he was glad to do anything which might
-result in the happiness of his sister-in-law of whom he was really
-fond. But it was not on this account only that he made him welcome.
-The reaction from his evil temper was on him. Conscience was awake and
-pricking into him the fact that he had behaved brutally. His mind did
-not yet agree in the justice of the verdict; but that would doubtless
-come later. He now wished to show to all that there was quite another
-side of his character. In this view he pressed that the Sheriff should
-be his guest. The other was about to object when he realised that by
-accepting he would be one of the household, and so much closer to
-Judy, and more and oftener in her society than would otherwise be
-possible. So he accepted gladly, and he and the Colonel soon became
-inseparable&mdash;except when Judy was speaking! In such case Colonel
-Ogilvie often felt himself rather left out in the cold. At the
-beginning of breakfast Athlyne had learned from Joy of the abandonment
-of the motor, and he had accordingly sent his father-in-law’s
-chauffeur, with his pilot, to bring it back. They had to travel in a
-horse carriage; he could not drive two motors at once, and the pilot
-could not drive one. In due course the motor was retrieved, and having
-been made clean and taut by the “first-class <i>mechanicien</i> and driver”
-was ready for the road. Colonel Ogilvie’s motor was also ready, and as
-the pilot could now be left to travel home by train so that the owner
-could sit by his chauffeur, there would be room for the new guest to
-sit between the two ladies in the tonneau. When he mentioned this
-arrangement, however, the Sheriff did not jump at it, but found
-difficulties in the way of incommoding the ladies. At last he said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I hope you will excuse me, Ogilvie, but I had already formed a little
-plan which I hoped with your sanction and that of your wife, to carry
-out. Before breakfast I&mdash;Miss Hayes and I had been talking of the old
-manner of posting. Her idea had, I think, been formed by seeing prints
-of break-downs of carriages in run-away matches to Gretna Green, and I
-suggested … In fact I ventured to offer to drive her in
-old-fashioned postal style to Ambleside, and let her see what it was
-like. I have in my house at Galloway a fine old shay that my father
-and mother made their wedding trip in. It has always been kept in good
-trim, and it is all right for the journey. As Sheriff I have post-boys
-in my employ for great occasions and I have good horses of my own. So
-when J … Miss Hayes accepted my offer … of the journey, I wired
-off to have the trap sent down here. Indeed it should arrive within a
-very short time. I have also wired for relays of horses to be ready at
-Dumfries, Annan, Carlisle and Patterdale, so that when we start we
-should go without a hitch. My boys know the road, and four horses will
-spin us along in good style&mdash;even if we cannot keep up with your
-motor.” So it was arranged that the pilot could occupy his old place
-with the chauffeur; and the Colonel and Mrs. Ogilvie would travel in
-the tonneau, Darby and Joan fashion. This settlement of affairs had
-only been arrived at after considerable discussion. When her father
-had told Joy that she was to ride with her mother, she had spoken out
-at once&mdash;without arrangement with Athlyne or even consultation with
-him:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Athlyne will drive me, and we can take Mrs. O’Brien with us. There is
-stacks of room in the tonneau, and we have no luggage. I am sure my
-husband would like to have her with us.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-But when the arrangement was mentioned to the foster-mother she
-refused absolutely to obey any such order:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What” she said “me go away in the coach wid the bride and groom! An
-ould corrn-crake like me wid the quality; an this none other than me
-own darlin’ lord and Miss Joy that I’m going to nurse the childher iv
-her. No, my Lady, I’ll do no such thing! Do ye think I’m goin’ to
-shpoil shport when me darlin’ does be drivin’ wid his beautiful wife
-by him an’ him kissin’ her be the yard an’ the mile an’ the hour, an’
-huggin’ her be the ton, as he ought to be doin’, or he’s not the man
-I’ve always tuk him for. Shure ma’am” this to Mrs. Ogilvie “this is
-their day an’ their hour; an’ iviry minit iv it is goold an dimons to
-them! I’m tellin’ ye, I’d liefer put me eyes on Styx than do such a
-thing!” Mrs. Ogilvie, who recognised the excellence of her ideas,
-said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then you must come with the Colonel and me. We’ve loads of room, and
-we are all alone.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“An’ savin’ yer presence, so ye should be ma’am whin ye’re seein’ yer
-daughter goin’ aff wid her man. There’s loads iv things you and your
-man will want to be talkin’ about. Musha! if it’s only rememberin’
-what ye said an’ done whin ye was aff on yer own honeymoon. Mind ye,
-ma’am, it’s not bad talkin’ or rememberin’, that’s not! No motors for
-me, ma’am&mdash;to-day at any rate. I’ll go by the thrain that I kem’ by;
-an’ when I get to yer hotel, if I’m before ye, I’ll shtraighten out
-things for ye, an’ have the rooms nice an’ ready. For mind ye, ma’am,
-me darlin’ Lord tould me that he’s goin’ to have a gran’ weddin’ to
-Miss Joy whin he gets his license! Be the way, does he get that, can
-ye tell me ma’am, from the polis or where the sheebeeners gits theirs?
-An’ av there’s goin’ to be a weddin’ wid flowers an’ gowns an’ veils
-an’ things in church, I suppose they won’t be too previous about
-comin’ together. Musha! but’s it’s a quare sort iv ways the quality
-has! Weddin’s here be the Sheriff, an’ thin be bishops, an’ wid
-licenses. An’ him in Bowness&mdash;for that’s where he tells me he’s
-shtoppin’&mdash;an’ his wife in Ambleside&mdash;on their weddin’ night! Begob!
-Ireland’s changin’ fast, fur that usen’t to be the way. I’m thinkin’
-that the Shinn-Fayn’ll have to wake up a bit if that’s the way things
-is going to go. Or else there’ll be millea murther, from the Giant’s
-Causeway to Cape Clear!” As Mrs. Ogilvie did not wish to discuss this
-part of the question herself, she beckoned over Athlyne and told him
-that Mrs. O’Brien had refused to go in his motor.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not even if I ask you or tell you to?” he said to the old woman,
-having not the least intention of doing either.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not even thin, me Lord darlin’” she said with a cheery smile. “An’
-I’m thinkin’ it’s thankin’ me&mdash;you an’ yer lovely wife too&mdash;’ll be
-before ye’re well out of sight of this place. Faix it’s a nice sort iv
-ould gooseberry I’d be, sittin’ in the carriage wid me arrums foulded,
-wid me darlin’ Lord sittin’ in front dhrivin’ like a show-flure in a
-shute iv leather. An’ his bride beside him, wid her arrums round him
-bekase both his own is busy wid the little wheel; an’ her wondhrin’,
-wid tears in her beautiful grey eyes, why he doesn’t kiss her what
-she’s pinin’ fur. Augh! no! Not me, this time! I was a bride
-meself&mdash;wanst. An’ I know betther nor me young Lady does now, what is
-what on the weddin’ day afther the words is said. Though she’ll pick
-up, so she will. She’s not the soort that’ll be long larnin’! Musha
-…” Her further revelations and prophesyings were cut short by
-Athlyne’s kissing her and saying “Good-bye!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-If the journey up North had been Fairyland, the journey southward was
-Heaven for both the young people. Athlyne felt all the triumph of a
-conqueror. If he had sung out loud, as he would like to have done, his
-song would have been a war-song rather than a love-song. There was the
-<i>elan</i> of the conqueror about him; the stress of love-longing and
-love-pining were behind him. The battle was won, and his conqueror’s
-booty was beside him, well content to be in his train. Still even
-conqueror’s love has its duties as well as its right, and he was more
-tender than ever to Joy. She, sitting beside him in all the radiancy
-of her new found wifehood, felt that their hearts were beating
-together; and that their thoughts swayed in unison. When her eyes
-would be lifted from the lean, strong, brown hands gripping the
-steering wheel&mdash;for in the rush of departure he had other things to
-think of than putting on the gloves which were squeezed behind him in
-his seat&mdash;and would look up into his face she would feel a sort of
-electric shock as his eyes, leaving for a moment their steering duty,
-would flash into hers with a look of love which made her quiver. But
-presently when his yielding to affection had been tested, and even her
-curiosity had been satisfied, she ceased such sudden looks. She
-realized his idea of the gravity of the situation when she saw, as his
-eyes returned to their necessary task, the hard look become fixed on
-his eagle face&mdash;the look which to one engaged in his task means safety
-to those under his care. She was all sympathy with him now. She was
-content that his will should prevail; that his duty should be the duty
-of both; that her service was to help him. And the first moment she
-realized this, she sighed happily as she sank back in her seat, her
-lover-rapture merged in wife-content. She had compensation for the
-foregoing in the exercise of her own pride. From her present
-standpoint all that came within the scope of her senses was supremely
-beautiful. The mountains grey and mysterious in their higher and
-further peaks; the dark woods running flamelike up into the glory of
-the mountain colouring; the scent of the new-mown hay, drifted across
-the track by the bracing winds sweeping over the hills; the glimmering
-sapphire of the water as they swept by lake or river, or caught
-flashes of the distant Forth through long green valleys. They went
-fast; Athlyne’s wild excitement&mdash;the echo of the battle-phrenzy that
-had won him distinction on the field&mdash;found some relief in speed. He
-had thrown open the throttle of his powerful engine and swept along at
-such a speed that the whole landscape seemed to fly by the rushing
-car, giving only momentary glimpses of even the most far-flung beauty.
-He did not fear police traps now. He did not fear anything! Even the
-car seemed to have yielded itself like a living thing to the spell of
-the situation. Its wheels purred softly as it swept along, and the
-speed made a wind which seemed to roar in the ears of the two who were
-one.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Joy felt that she had a right to be content. This journey was of her
-own choosing entirely. The manner of it had been this: when the party
-had been arranged for starting her father had said to Athlyne:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“When you get to Ambleside, as I suppose you will do before us, will
-you give orders to have everything ready for our party. You can do
-this before you drive over to Bowness. You can come over to dinner if
-you like. I suppose you and Joy will want to see something of each
-other&mdash;all you can indeed, before the wedding comes off. That can be
-as soon as you like after you have got the license.” To this he had
-replied:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I should like to&mdash;and shall&mdash;do anything I can, sir, to meet your
-wishes. But I cannot promise to do anything now, on quite my own
-initiative. You see our dear girl has to be consulted; and I need not
-tell you that her wishes must prevail&mdash;so far as I am concerned!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Quite right, my boy! Quite right!” said the old man. “Then we shall
-leave the orders to her. Here, Joy!” she came over, and her father put
-his suggestion to her. She hesitated gravely, and paused before she
-spoke; she evidently intended that there should be no mistake as to
-her deliberate intention:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No! Daddy, that won’t do; I’m going with my husband!” She took his
-arm and clung to him lovingly, her finger tips biting sweetly into his
-flesh. “But, Daddy dear, we’ll come over to-morrow and lunch or
-breakfast with you, if we may. Call it early lunch or late breakfast.
-We shall be over about noon. Remember we have to come from Bowness!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne seemed to float in air as he heard her. There was something so
-sweetly&mdash;so truly wifely, in her words and attitude that it won to his
-heart and set him in a state of rapture.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-<br/>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-The late breakfast at Ambleside next day, though ostensibly a mere
-family breakfast, was hardly to be classed in that category. It was in
-reality regarded by all the family at present resident in that town as
-a wedding breakfast. They had one and all dressed themselves for the
-occasion. Not in complete marriage costume, which would have looked a
-little overdone, but in a modified form which sufficiently expressed
-in the mind of each the prevailing spirit of rejoicing. A few seconds
-before noon the “toot toot” of Athlyne’s powerful hooter was heard
-some distance off. All rushed to the windows to see the great red car
-swing round the corner. The chauffeur was driving; the bride and groom
-sat in the tonneau. As Athlyne was not driving he wore an ordinary
-morning dress&mdash;a well-cut suit of light grey which set out well his
-tall, lithe powerful figure. Joy was wrapped in a huge motor coat of
-soft grey, with her head shrouded in a veil of the same colour. In the
-hall they both took off their wraps, Athlyne helping his wife with the
-utmost tenderness. When they came into the room they made a grey pair,
-for with the exception of Athlyne’s brown eyes and hair and a scarlet
-neck tie, and Joy’s dark hair and a flash of the same scarlet as her
-husband’s on her breast, they were grey&mdash;all grey. It would seem as if
-the whole colour-scheme of the couple had been built round Joy’s eyes.
-She certainly looked lovely; there was a brilliant colour in her
-cheeks, and between her scarlet lips her teeth, when she smiled,
-flashed like pearls. She was in a state of buoyancy, seeming rather to
-float about than to move like a being on feet. She was all sweetness
-and affection, and flitted from one to another, leaving a wake of
-beaming happiness behind her.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Athlyne too was manifestly happy; but in quieter fashion, as is the
-way of a man. He was not overt or demonstrative in his attention to
-Joy; but his eyes followed her perpetually, and his ears seemed to
-hear every whisper regarding her. Her eyes too, kept turning to him
-wherever she might be or to whom speaking. Judy at first stood beaming
-at the pair with a look of proprietary interest; but after a while she
-began to be a trifle nettled by the husband’s absorption in her niece.
-This feeling culminated when as Joy tripped slightly on the edge of
-the hearth-rug her husband started towards her with a swift movement
-and with that quick intake of breath which manifests alarmed concern.
-Judy’s impulsiveness found its expression in a semi-humorous,
-semi-sarcastic remark:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Why Athlyne you seem to look on the girl as if she was brittle! You
-weren’t like that yesterday when you flashed her away from us at sixty
-miles an hour!” For a moment there was silence and all eyes were fixed
-on Joy who looked embarrassed and turn rosy-red. Athlyne to relieve
-her drew their attention on himself:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No, my dear Judy&mdash;I’m not ever going to call you anything else you
-know. She wasn’t my wife then!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Wasn’t she!” came the answer tartly spoken. “She was just as much
-your wife then. She had been married to you only twice! And the first
-marriage was good enough for anything. I know that is so, for my
-sheriff says so!&mdash;Oh …” The ejaculation was due to the shame of
-sudden recognition of her confession. She blushed furiously; the
-Sheriff, looking radiantly happy, stepped over to her, took her hand,
-raised it to his lips, and kissed it.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I think my dear,” he said slowly and quietly, “that constitutes a
-marriage&mdash;if you will have it so?” She looked at him shyly and said
-quietly:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“If you like to count it a step on the way&mdash;like Joy’s first marriage,
-do so&mdash;dear! Then if you like we can make it real when Joy becomes a
-wife&mdash;in the Church!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Everyone in the room was so interested in this little episode that two
-of them only noticed a queer note of dissent or expostulation, coming
-in the shape of a sort of modified grunt from the two matrons of the
-party. Said Athlyne, still mindful of his intent to protect Joy:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“All right, Judy. I’ll remember: ‘<i>my</i> sheriff,’ if there’s any more
-chaffing. It seems that he’ll be ‘brittle’ before long!” Judy flashed
-one keen happy glance at him as she whispered close in his ear:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Don’t be ungenerous!” For reply he whispered back:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Forgive me&mdash;dear. I did not intend to be nasty. I’m too happy for
-anything of that sort!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-As breakfast wore on and the familiarity of domestic life followed
-constraint, matters of the future came on the tapis. When Mrs. Ogilvie
-asked the young couple if they had yet settled when the marriage&mdash;the
-church marriage&mdash;was to come off, Joy looked down demurely at the
-table cloth as her husband answered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I go up to town early in the morning to get the License. It is all in
-hand and there will be no hitch and no delay. I had a wire this
-morning from my solicitor about it; and also one from the Archbishop
-congratulating me. I shall be home by the ten ten train on Thursday
-and we can have the wedding late that afternoon, if you will have the
-church and the parson ready.”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“But, my dear boy, isn’t that rather sudden?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not sudden enough for me! But really, so far as I am concerned, I
-shall wait as long as Joy wishes. Now that we are married already, I
-fancy it doesn’t much matter. Only that anything which could possibly
-bind me closer to Joy will always be a happiness to me, I don’t care
-whether we have a third marriage at all.” Mrs. Ogilvie caught her
-daughter’s eye and answered at once:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“So be it then! Thursday afternoon at six. I suppose there can be no
-objection as to canonical hours?” The Sheriff answered:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I can tell you that. The License of the Archbishop goes through and
-beyond all canonical hours and all places&mdash;in South Britain of course.
-Armed with that instrument you can celebrate the marriage when and
-where you will.” Joy and Athlyne were by this time holding hands and
-whispering.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course Joy will stay with us till then&mdash;Athlyne.” Mrs. Ogilvie
-spoke the last word with a pause; it was the first time she had used
-his name.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Not ‘of course.’” he answered. “She is the head of her house now and
-must be free to do as she please. But I am sure she will like to come
-to you.” Joy made a protesting “<i>moue</i>” at him as she said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Of course I’d like to be with Mother and Daddy, and Judy&mdash;if I&mdash;if I
-am not to be with you&mdash;Oh, darling! you’re hurting me. You’re so
-frightfully strong!”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Breakfast being over, the party broke up and moved about the room. Joy
-was sitting on the sofa with her Mother when Mrs. O’Brien came sidling
-up by the wall. When she got close she curtsied and said:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Won’t ye tell me now, me Lady, if I’m to be the wan to nurse yer
-childher?”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Oh dear! But Mrs. O’Brien, I said only yesterday that I’d tell you
-that some other time. You <i>are</i> previous!&mdash;Didn’t you hear that I am
-to be married on Thursday. Later on …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“No time like the prisint, me Lady. It was yistherday ye shpoke; an
-to-day’s to-day. Mayn’t I nurse yer ch …”
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Tell her, dear&mdash;” her Mother had begun, when Judy joined the group.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What’s all this about? Whose children are you talking of?” began the
-merry spinster. But her sister cut her short:
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Never you mind, Judy! You just go and sit down and try and get
-accustomed to silence so as to be ready to keep your Sheriff out of an
-asylum.” Athlyne, too, with ears preternaturally sharp on Joy’s
-account, had heard something of the conversation. Looking over at his
-wife, he saw her face divinely rosy, and with a troubled, hunted look
-in her eyes. He too instantly waded into the fray.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“I say, let her alone you all! I hope they’re not teasing you
-darling?” Joy, fearing that something unpleasant might be said, on one
-side or the other, made haste to reassure him.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Then she closed his mouth in the very best way that a young wife can
-do&mdash;the way that seems to take his feet from earth and to raise him to
-heaven.
-</p>
-
-<p class="end">
-THE END
-</p>
-
-
-<h2>
-TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES.
-</h2>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<b>Inconsistencies of the author that have been preserved:</b>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Missing commas from some direct addresses and quoted passages.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Capitalization of he/him when referring to Lord Athlyne.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Spelling and hyphenization of some words (<i>e.g.</i> cross-roads/cross
-roads, doorway/door-way, Lake Country/Lake County, etc.).
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-<b>Alterations to the text:</b>
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Minor punctuation fixes (missing periods, improperly paired quotation
-marks, etc.).
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter I]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-Change “on the <i>nothern</i> shore of Lake Superior” to <i>northern</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“We may be Americans; but <i>we’ve</i> not to be played for suckers” to
-<i>we’re</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter II]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Judy’s insight or <i>prophesy</i> was being realised” to <i>prophecy</i>.
-(<i>prophesy</i> is a verb and thus doesn’t make sense).
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter IV]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“without names or <i>indentification</i> marks” to <i>identification</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter V]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“she sank <i>sensless</i> to the ground” to <i>senseless</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“When he saw that <i>he</i> was only fainting” to <i>she</i>. (It was Joy who
-fainted, not a male character.)
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter VI]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“the overwhelming impulses of <i>mother-hood</i>” to <i>motherhood</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“he was <i>painfuly</i> conscious of his” to <i>painfully</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter VII]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“he felt horribly <i>dissappointed</i>” to <i>disappointed</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“She spoke in a gay <i>debonnair</i> manner” to <i>debonair</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter VIII]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“the forthcoming visit to <i>Eurpoe</i>” to <i>Europe</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“She’s the <i>letterwriter</i> of the family” to <i>letter-writer</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter X]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“have called <i>unconcious</i> cerebration,” to <i>unconscious</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“She had to content <i>hersef</i> with” to <i>herself</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“whom he wished to <i>propitate</i>” to <i>propitiate</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“the whole <i>word</i> seemed to revolve round Joy” to <i>world</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XI]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“For my own part <i>of</i> ever I fall in love” to <i>if</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“he met the <i>chaffeur</i> whom he sent back” to <i>chauffeur</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“the personal <i>manisfestation</i> of Nature’s God” to <i>manifestation</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Then <i>impulvisely</i> she put her hand” to <i>impulsively</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XII]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“with a trusty <i>chaffeur</i> or by train” to <i>chauffeur</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“in London at Brown’s Hotel <i>Albermarle</i> Street” to <i>Albemarle</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“at the station at <i>Windmere</i>” to <i>Windermere</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XIII]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“between which her inward <i>natured</i> swayed pendulum-wise” to <i>nature</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XIV]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“hope that it <i>woud</i> be in a spot” to <i>would</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“necessitated by the <i>eaboration</i> of organised society” to
-<i>elaboration</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“<i>uness</i> we hear to the contrary” to <i>unless</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“Love surely was so <i>triumpahnt</i>” to <i>triumphant</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XV]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“was not due at <i>Windmere</i> till seven” to <i>Windermere</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“while <i>she</i> poor girl would have to bear all the brunt” to <i>the</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XVI]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“with as <i>brace</i> a face and bearing as she could muster” to <i>brave</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XVIII]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“he <i>determind</i> to try to make amends” to <i>determined</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-(“Why, madam ‘why’” he almost roared whilst...) Change the passage
-in quotes to an exclamation (because of the roaring).
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XXI]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“There was a prolonged <i>screceh</i>” to <i>screech</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“two parties came into this <i>juxta-position</i>” to <i>juxtaposition</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XXII]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“What of of the future?” delete one <i>of</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="noindent">
-[Chapter XXIII]
-</p>
-
-<p>
-“our son-in-law, <i>in</i> none other than Mr. Richard Hardy” to <i>is</i>.
-</p>
-
-<p class="end">
-[End of Text]
-</p>
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