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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Elsie Dinsmore + +Author: Martha Finley + +Posting Date: May 28, 2012 [EBook #6440] +Release Date: September, 2004 +First Posted: December 14, 2002 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ELSIE DINSMORE *** + + + + +Produced by Vital Debroey, Charles Franks and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + + + + + + + +ELSIE DINSMORE + +BY + +MARTHA FINLEY + + + + +CHAPTER FIRST + + + "I never saw an eye so bright, + And yet so soft as hers; + It sometimes swam in liquid light, + And sometimes swam in tears; + It seemed a beauty set apart + For softness and for sighs." + --MRS. WELBY. + + +The school-room at Roselands was a very pleasant apartment; the +ceiling, it is true, was somewhat lower than in the more modern portion +of the building, for the wing in which it was situated dated back to +the old-fashioned days prior to the Revolution, while the larger part +of the mansion had not stood more than twenty or thirty years; but the +effect was relieved by windows reaching from floor to ceiling, and +opening on a veranda which overlooked a lovely flower-garden, beyond +which were fields and woods and hills. The view from the veranda was +very beautiful, and the room itself looked most inviting, with its neat +matting, its windows draped with snow-white muslin, its comfortable +chairs, and pretty rosewood desks. + +Within this pleasant apartment sat Miss Day with her pupils, six in +number. She was giving a lesson to Enna, the youngest, the spoiled +darling of the family, the pet and plaything of both father and mother. +It was always a trying task to both teacher and scholar, for Enna was +very wilful, and her teacher's patience by no means inexhaustible. + +"There!" exclaimed Miss Day, shutting the book and giving it an +impatient toss on to the desk; "go, for I might as well try to teach +old Bruno. I presume he would learn about as fast." + +And Enna walked away with a pout on her pretty face, muttering that she +would "tell mamma." + +"Young ladies and gentlemen," said Miss Day, looking at her watch, "I +shall leave you to your studies for an hour; at the end of which time I +shall return to hear your recitations, when those who have attended +properly to their duties will be permitted to ride out with me to visit +the fair." + +"Oh! that will be jolly!" exclaimed Arthur, a bright-eyed, +mischief-loving boy of ten. + +"Hush!" said Miss Day sternly; "let me hear no more such exclamations; +and remember that you will not go unless your lessons are thoroughly +learned. Louise and Lora," addressing two young girls of the respective +ages of twelve and fourteen, "that French exercise must be perfect, and +your English lessons as well. Elsie," to a little girl of eight, +sitting alone at a desk near one of the windows, and bending over a +slate with an appearance of great industry, "every figure of that +example must be correct, your geography lesson recited perfectly, and a +page in your copybook written without a blot." + +"Yes, ma'am," said the child meekly, raising a pair of large soft eyes +of the darkest hazel for an instant to her teacher's face, and then +dropping them again upon her slate. + +"And see that none of you leave the room until I return," continued the +governess. "Walter, if you miss one word of that spelling, you will +have to stay at home and learn it over." + +"Unless mamma interferes, as she will be pretty sure to do," muttered +Arthur, as the door closed on Miss Day, and her retreating footsteps +were heard passing down the hall. + +For about ten minutes after her departure, all was quiet in the +school-room, each seemingly completely absorbed in study. But at the +end of that time Arthur sprang up, and flinging his book across the +room, exclaimed, "There! I know my lesson; and if I didn't, I shouldn't +study another bit for old Day, or Night either." + +"Do be quiet, Arthur," said his sister Louise; "I can't study in such a +racket." + +Arthur stole on tiptoe across the room, and coming up behind Elsie, +tickled the back of her neck with a feather. + +She started, saying in a pleading tone, "Please, Arthur, don't." + +"It pleases me to do," he said, repeating the experiment. + +Elsie changed her position, saying in the same gentle, persuasive tone, +"O Arthur! _please_ let me alone, or I never shall be able to do this +example." + +"What! all this time on one example! you ought to be ashamed. Why, I +could have done it half a dozen times over." + +"I have been over and over it," replied the little girl in a tone of +despondency, "and still there are two figures that will not come right." + +"How do you know they are not right, little puss?" shaking her curls as +he spoke. + +"Oh! please, Arthur, don't pull my hair. I have the answer--that's the +way I know." + +"Well, then, why don't you just set the figures down. I would." + +"Oh! no, indeed; that would not be honest." + +"Pooh! nonsense! nobody would be the wiser, nor the poorer." + +"No, but it would be just like telling a lie. But I can never get it +right while you are bothering me so," said Elsie, laying her slate +aside in despair. Then taking out her geography, she began studying +most diligently. But Arthur continued his persecutions--tickling her, +pulling her hair, twitching the book out of her hand, and talking +almost incessantly, making remarks, and asking questions; till at last +Elsie said, as if just ready to cry, "Indeed, Arthur, if you don't let +me alone, I shall never be able to get my lessons." + +"Go away then; take your book out on the veranda, and learn your +lessons there," said Louise. "I'll call you when Miss Day comes." + +"Oh! no, Louise, I cannot do that, because it would be disobedience," +replied Elsie, taking out her writing materials. + +Arthur stood over her criticising every letter she made, and finally +jogged her elbow in such a way as to cause her to drop all the ink in +her pen upon the paper, making quite a large blot. + +"Oh!" cried the little girl, bursting into tears, "now I shall lose my +ride, for Miss Day will not let me go; and I was so anxious to see all +those beautiful flowers." + +Arthur, who was really not very vicious, felt some compunction when he +saw the mischief he had done. "Never mind, Elsie," said he. "I can fix +it yet. Just let me tear out this page, and you can begin again on the +next, and I'll not bother you. I'll make these two figures come right +too," he added, taking up her slate. + +"Thank you, Arthur," said the little girl, smiling through her tears; +"you are very kind, but it would not be honest to do either, and I had +rather stay at home than be deceitful." + +"Very well, miss," said he, tossing his head, and walking away, "since +you won't let me help you, it is all your own fault if you have to stay +at home." + +"Elsie," exclaimed Louise, "I have no patience with you! such +ridiculous scruples as you are always raising. I shall not pity you one +bit, if you are obliged to stay at home." + +Elsie made no reply, but, brushing away a tear, bent over her writing, +taking great pains with every letter, though saying sadly to herself +all the time, "It's of no use, for that great ugly blot will spoil it +all." + +She finished her page, and, excepting the unfortunate blot, it all +looked very neat indeed, showing plainly that it had been written with +great care. She then took up her slate and patiently went over and over +every figure of the troublesome example, trying to discover where her +mistake had been. But much time had been lost through Arthur's teasing, +and her mind was so disturbed by the accident to her writing that she +tried in vain to fix it upon the business in hand; and before the two +troublesome figures had been made right, the hour was past and Miss Day +returned. + +"Oh!" thought Elsie, "if she will only hear the others first, I may be +able to get this and the geography ready yet; and perhaps, if Arthur +will be generous enough to tell her about the blot, she may excuse me +for it." + +But it was a vain hope. Miss Day had no sooner seated herself at her +desk, than she called, "Elsie, come here and say that lesson; and bring +your copybook and slate, that I may examine your work." + +Elsie tremblingly obeyed. + +The lesson, though a difficult one, was very tolerably recited; for +Elsie, knowing Arthur's propensity for teasing, had studied it in her +own room before school hours. But Miss Day handed back the book with a +frown, saying, "I told you the recitation must be perfect, and it was +not." + +She was always more severe with Elsie than with any other of her +pupils. The reason the reader will probably be able to divine ere long. + +"There are two incorrect figures in this example," said she, laying +down the slate, after glancing over its contents. Then taking up the +copy-book, she exclaimed, "Careless, disobedient child! did I not +caution you to be careful not to blot your book! There will be no ride +for you this morning. You have failed in everything. Go to your seat. +Make that example right, and do the next; learn your geography lesson +over, and write another page in your copy-book; and, mind, if there is +a blot on it, you will get no dinner." + +Weeping and sobbing, Elsie took up her books and obeyed. + +During this scene Arthur stood at his desk pretending to study, but +glancing every now and then at Elsie, with a conscience evidently ill +at ease. She cast an imploring glance at him, as she returned to her +seat; but he turned away his head, muttering, "It's all her own fault, +for she wouldn't let me help her." + +As he looked up again, he caught his sister Lora's eyes fixed on him +with an expression of scorn and contempt. He colored violently, and +dropped his eyes upon his book. + +"Miss Day," said Lora, indignantly, "I see Arthur does not mean to +speak, and as I cannot bear to see such injustice, I must tell you that +it is all his fault that Elsie has failed in her lessons; for she tried +her very best, but he teased her incessantly, and also jogged her elbow +and made her spill the ink on her book; and to her credit she was too +honorable to tear out the leaf from her copy-book, or to let him make +her example right; both which he very generously proposed doing after +causing all the mischief." + +"Is this so, Arthur?" asked Miss Day, angrily. + +The boy hung his head, but made no reply. + +"Very well, then," said Miss Day, "you too must stay at home." + +"Surely," said Lora, in surprise, "you will not keep Elsie, since I +have shown you that she was not to blame." + +"Miss Lora," replied her teacher, haughtily, "I wish you to understand +that I am not to be dictated to by my pupils." + +Lora bit her lip, but said nothing, and Miss Day went on hearing the +lessons without further remark. + +In the meantime the little Elsie sat at her desk, striving to conquer +the feelings of anger and indignation that were swelling in her breast; +for Elsie, though she possessed much of "the ornament of a meek and +quiet spirit," was not yet perfect, and often had a fierce contest with +her naturally quick temper. Yet it was seldom, very seldom that word or +tone or look betrayed the existence of such feelings; and it was a +common remark in the family that Elsie had no spirit. + +The recitations were scarcely finished when the door opened and a lady +entered dressed for a ride. + +"Not through yet, Miss Day?" she asked. + +"Yes, madam, we are just done," replied the teacher, closing the French +grammar and handing it to Louise. + +"Well, I hope your pupils have all done their duty this morning, and +are ready to accompany us to the fair," said Mrs. Dinsmore. "But what +is the matter with Elsie?" + +"She has failed in all her exercises, and therefore has been told that +she must remain at home," replied Miss Day with heightened color and in +a tone of anger; "and as Miss Lora tells me that Master Arthur was +partly the cause, I have forbidden him also to accompany us." + +"Excuse me, Miss Day, for correcting you," said Lora, a little +indignantly; "but I did not say _partly,_ for I am sure it was +_entirely_ his fault." + +"Hush, hush, Lora," said her mother, a little impatiently; "how can you +be sure of any such thing; Miss Day, I must beg of you to excuse Arthur +this once, for I have quite set my heart on taking him along. He is +fond of mischief, I know, but he is only a child, and you must not be +too hard upon him." + +"Very well, madam," replied the governess stiffly, "you have of course +the best right to control your own children." + +Mrs. Dinsmore turned to leave the room. + +"Mamma," asked Lora, "is not Elsie to be allowed to go too?" + +"Elsie is not my child, and I have nothing to say about it. Miss Day, +who knows all the circumstances, is much better able than I to judge +whether or no she is deserving of punishment," replied Mrs. Dinsmore, +sailing out of the room. + +"You will let her go, Miss Day?" said Lora, inquiringly. + +"Miss Lora," replied Miss Day, angrily, "I have already told you I was +not to be dictated to. I have said Elsie must remain at home, and I +shall not break my word." + +"Such injustice!" muttered Lora, turning away. + +"Lora," said Louise, impatiently, "why need you concern yourself with +Elsie's affairs? for my part, I have no pity for her, so full as she is +of nonsensical scruples." + +Miss Day crossed the room to where Elsie was sitting leaning her head +upon the desk, struggling hard to keep down the feelings of anger and +indignation aroused by the unjust treatment she had received. + +"Did I not order you to learn that lesson over?" said the governess, +"and why are you sitting here idling?" + +Elsie dared not speak lest her anger should show itself in words; so +merely raised her head, and hastily brushing away her tears, opened the +book. But Miss Day, who was irritated by Mrs. Dinsmore's interference, +and also by the consciousness that she was acting unjustly, seemed +determined to vent her displeasure upon her innocent victim. + +"Why do you not speak?" she exclaimed, seizing Elsie by the arm and +shaking her violently. "Answer me this instant. Why have you been +idling all the morning?" + +"I have _not_," replied the child hastily, stung to the quick by her +unjust violence. "I have tried hard to do my duty, and you are +punishing me when I don't deserve it at all." + +"How dare you? there! take that for your impertinence," said Miss Day, +giving her a box on the ear. + +Elsie was about to make a still more angry reply; but she restrained +herself, and turning to her book, tried to study, though the hot, +blinding tears came so thick and fast that she could not see a letter. + +"De carriage am waiting, ladies, an' missus in a hurry," said a +servant, opening the door; and Miss Day hastily quitted the room, +followed by Louise and Lora; and Elsie was left alone. + +She laid down the geography, and opening her desk, took out a small +pocket Bible, which bore the marks of frequent use. She turned over the +leaves as though seeking for some particular passage; at length she +found it, and wiping away the blinding tears, she read these words in a +low, murmuring tone: + +"For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God endure +grief, suffering wrongfully. For what glory is it if, when ye be +buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? but if when ye do +well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is acceptable with +God. For even hereunto were ye called; because Christ also suffered for +us, leaving us an example that ye should follow His steps." + +"Oh! I have not done it. I did not take it patiently. I am afraid I am +not following in His steps," she cried, bursting into an agony of tears +and sobs. + +"My dear little girl, what is the matter?" asked a kind voice, and a +soft hand was gently laid on her shoulder. + +The child looked up hastily. "O Miss Allison!" she said, "is it you? I +thought I was quite alone." + +"And so you were, my dear, until this moment" replied the lady, drawing +up a chair, and sitting down close beside her. "I was on the veranda, +and hearing sobs, came in to see if I could be of any assistance. You +look very much distressed; will you not tell me the cause of your +sorrow?" + +Elsie answered only by a fresh burst of tears. + +"They have all gone to the fair and left you at home alone; perhaps to +learn a lesson you have failed in reciting?" said the lady, inquiringly. + +"Yes, ma'am," said the child; "but that is not the worst;" and her +tears fell faster, as she laid the little Bible on the desk, and +pointed with her finger to the words she had been reading. "Oh!" she +sobbed, "I--I did not do it; I did not bear it patiently. I was treated +unjustly, and punished when I was not to blame, and I grew angry. Oh! +I'm afraid I shall never be like Jesus! never, never." + +The child's distress seemed very great, and Miss Allison was extremely +surprised. She was a visitor who had been in the house only a few days, +and, herself a devoted Christian, had been greatly pained by the utter +disregard of the family in which she was sojourning for the teachings +of God's word. Rose Allison was from the North, and Mr. Dinsmore, the +proprietor of Roselands, was an old friend of her father, to whom he +had been paying a visit, and finding Rose in delicate health, he had +prevailed upon her parents to allow her to spend the winter months with +his family in the more congenial clime of their Southern home. + +"My poor child," she said, passing her arm around the little one's +waist, "my poor little Elsie! that is your name, is it not?" + +"Yes, ma'am; Elsie Dinsmore," replied the little girl. + +"Well, Elsie, let me read you another verse from this blessed book. +Here it is: 'The blood of Jesus Christ his Son, cleanseth us from _all_ +sin.' And here again: 'If any man sin, we have an advocate with the +Father Jesus Christ the righteous.' Dear Elsie, 'if we confess our +sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins.'" + +"Yes, ma'am," said the child; "I have asked Him to forgive me, and I +know He has; but I am so sorry, oh! _so_ sorry that I have grieved and +displeased Him; for, O Miss Allison! I _do_ love Jesus, and want to be +like Him always." + +"Yes, dear child, we must grieve for our sins when we remember that +they helped to slay the Lord. But I am very, very glad to learn that +you love Jesus, and are striving to do His will. I love Him too, and we +will love one another; for you know He says, 'By this shall men know +that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another,'" said Miss +Allison, stroking the little girl's hair, and kissing her tenderly. + +"Will you love me? Oh! how glad I am," exclaimed the child joyfully; "I +have nobody to love me but poor old mammy." + +"And who is mammy?" asked the lady. + +"My dear old nurse, who has always taken care of me. Have you not seen +her, ma'am?" + +"Perhaps I may. I have seen a number of nice old colored women about +here since I came. But, Elsie, will you tell me who taught you about +Jesus, and how long you have loved Him?" + +"Ever since I can remember," replied the little girl earnestly; "and it +was dear old mammy who first told me how He suffered and died on the +cross for us." Her eyes filled with tears and her voice quivered with +emotion. "She used to talk to me about it just as soon as I could +understand anything," she continued; "and then she would tell me that +my own dear mamma loved Jesus, and had gone to be with Him in heaven; +and how, when she was dying, she put me--a little, wee baby, I was then +not quite a week old--into her arms, and said, 'Mammy, take my dear +little baby and love her, and take care of her just as you did of me; +and O mammy! be sure that you teach her to love God.' Would you like to +see my mamma, Miss Allison?" + +And as she spoke she drew from her bosom a miniature set in gold and +diamonds, which she wore suspended by a gold chain around her neck, and +put it in Rose's hand. + +It was the likeness of a young and blooming girl, not more than fifteen +or sixteen years of age. She was very beautiful, with a sweet, gentle, +winning countenance, the same soft hazel eyes and golden brown curls +that the little Elsie possessed; the same regular features, pure +complexion, and sweet smile. + +Miss Allison gazed at it a moment in silent admiration; then turning +from it to the child with a puzzled expression, she said, "But, Elsie, +I do not understand; are you not sister to Enna and the rest, and is +not Mrs. Dinsmore own mother to them all?" + +"Yes, ma'am, to all of them, but not to me nor my papa. Their brother +Horace is my papa, and so they are all my aunts and uncles." + +"Indeed," said the lady, musingly; "I thought you looked very unlike +the rest. And your papa is away, is he not, Elsie?" + +"Yes, ma'am; he is in Europe. He has been away almost ever since I was +born, and I have never seen him. Oh! how I do wish he would come home! +how I long to see him! Do you think he would love me, Miss Allison? Do +you think he would take me on his knee and pet me, as grandpa does +Enna?" + +"I should think he would, dear; I don't know how he could help loving +his own dear little girl," said the lady, again kissing the little rosy +cheek. "But now," she added, rising, "I must go away and let you learn +your lesson." + +Then taking up the little Bible, and turning over the leaves, she +asked, "Would you like to come to my room sometimes in the mornings and +evenings, and read this book with me, Elsie?" + +"Oh! yes, ma'am, dearly!" exclaimed the child, her eyes sparkling with +pleasure. + +"Come then this evening, if you like; and now goodbye for the present." +And pressing another kiss on the child's cheek, she left her and went +back to her own room, where she found her friend Adelaide Dinsmore, a +young lady near her own age, and the eldest daughter of the family. +Adelaide was seated on a sofa, busily employed with some fancy work. + +"You see I am making myself quite at home," she said, looking up as +Rose entered. "I cannot imagine where you have been all this time." + +"Can you not? In the school-room, talking with little Elsie. Do you +know, Adelaide, I thought she was your sister; but she tells me not." + +"No, she is Horace's child. I supposed you knew; but if you do not, I +may just as well tell you the whole story. Horace was a very wild boy, +petted and spoiled, and always used to having his own way; and when he +was about seventeen--quite a forward youth he was too--he must needs go +to New Orleans to spend some months with a schoolmate; and there he +met, and fell desperately in love with, a very beautiful girl a year or +two younger than himself, an orphan and very wealthy. Fearing that +objections would be made on the score of their youth, etc., etc., he +persuaded her to consent to a private marriage, and they had been man +and wife for some months before either her friends or his suspected it. + +"Well, when it came at last to papa's ears, he was very angry, both on +account of their extreme youth, and because, as Elsie Grayson's father +had made all his money by trade, he did not consider her quite my +brother's equal; so he called Horace home and sent him North to +college. Then he studied law, and since that he has been traveling in +foreign lands. But to return to his wife; it seems that her guardian +was quite as much opposed to the match as papa; and the poor girl was +made to believe that she should never see her husband again. All their +letters were intercepted, and finally she was told that he was dead; +so, as Aunt Chloe says, 'she grew thin and pale, and weak and +melancholy,' and while the little Elsie was yet not quite a week old, +she died. We never saw her; she died in her guardian's house, and there +the little Elsie stayed in charge of Aunt Chloe, who was an old servant +in the family, and had nursed her mother before her, and of the +housekeeper, Mrs. Murray, a pious old Scotch woman, until about four +years ago, when her guardian's death broke up the family, and then they +came to us. Horace never comes home, and does not seem to care for his +child, for he never mentions her in his letters, except when it is +necessary in the way of business." + +"She is a dear little thing," said Rose. "I am sure he could not help +loving her, if he could only see her." + +"Oh! yes, she is well enough, and I often feel sorry for the lonely +little thing, but the truth is, I believe we are a little jealous of +her; she is so extremely beautiful, and heiress to such an immense +fortune. Mamma often frets, and says that one of these days she will +quite eclipse her younger daughters." + +"But then," said Rose, "she is almost as near; her own grand-daughter." + +"No, she is not so very near," replied Adelaide, "for Horace is not +mamma's son. He was seven or eight years old when she married papa, and +I think she was never particularly fond of him." + +"Ah! yes," thought Rose, "that explains it. Poor little Elsie! No +wonder you pine for your father's love, and grieve over the loss of the +mother you never knew!" + +"She is an odd child," said Adelaide; "I don't understand her; she is +so meek and patient she will fairly let you trample upon her. It +provokes papa. He says she is no Dinsmore, or she would know how to +stand up for her own rights; and yet she has a temper, I know, for once +in a great while it shows itself for an instant--only an instant, +though, and at very long intervals--and then she grieves over it for +days, as though she had committed some great crime; while the rest of +us think nothing of getting angry half a dozen times in a day. And then +she is forever poring over that little Bible of hers; what she sees so +attractive in it I'm sure I cannot tell, for I must say I find it the +dullest of dull books." + +"Do you," said Rose; "how strange! I had rather give up all other books +than that one. 'Thy testimonies have I taken as a heritage forever, for +they are the rejoicing of my heart,' 'How sweet are thy words unto my +taste! Yea, sweeter than honey to my mouth.'" + +"Do you _really_ love it so, Rose?" asked Adelaide, lifting her eyes to +her friend's face with an expression of astonishment; "do tell me why?" + +"For its exceeding great and precious promises Adelaide; for its holy +teachings; for its offers of peace and pardon and eternal life. I am a +sinner, Adelaide, lost, ruined, helpless, hopeless, and the Bible +brings me the glad news of salvation offered as a free, unmerited gift; +it tells me that Jesus died to save sinners--just such sinners as I. I +find that I have a heart deceitful above all things and desperately +wicked, and the blessed Bible tells me how that heart can be renewed, +and where I can obtain that holiness without which no man shall see the +Lord. I find myself utterly unable to keep God's holy law, and it tells +me of One who has kept it for me. I find that I deserve the wrath and +curse of a justly offended God, and it tells me of Him who was made a +curse for me. I find that all my righteousnesses are as filthy rags, +and it offers me the beautiful, spotless robe of Christ's perfect +righteousness. Yes, it tells me that God can be just, and the justifier +of him who believes in Jesus." + +Rose spoke these words with deep emotion, then suddenly clasping her +hands and raising her eyes, she exclaimed, "'Thanks be unto God for His +unspeakable gift!'" + +For a moment there was silence. Then Adelaide spoke: + +"Rose," said she, "you talk as if you were a great sinner; but I don't +believe it; it is only your humility that makes you think so. Why, what +have you ever done? Had you been a thief, a murderer, or guilty of any +other great crime, I could see the propriety of your using such +language with regard to yourself; but for a refined, intelligent, +amiable young lady, excuse me for saying it, dear Rose, but such +language seems to me simply absurd." + +"Man looketh upon the outward appearance, but the Lord pondereth the +heart," said Rose, gently. "No, dear Adelaide, you are mistaken; for I +can truly say 'mine iniquities have gone over my head as a cloud, and +my transgressions as a thick cloud.' Every duty has been stained with +sin, every motive impure, every thought unholy. From my earliest +existence, God has required the undivided love of my whole heart, soul, +strength, and mind; and so far from yielding it, I live at enmity with +Him, and rebellion against His government, until within the last two +years. For seventeen years He has showered blessings upon me, giving me +life, health, strength, friends, and all that was necessary for +happiness; and for fifteen of those years I returned Him nothing but +ingratitude and rebellion. For fifteen years I rejected His offers of +pardon and reconciliation, turned my back upon the Saviour of sinners, +and resisted all the strivings of God's Holy Spirit, and will you say +that I am not a great sinner?" Her voice quivered, and her eyes were +full of tears. + +"Dear Rose," said Adelaide, putting her arm around her friend and +kissing her cheek affectionately, "don't think of these things; +religion is too gloomy for one so young as you." + +"Gloomy, dear Adelaide!" replied Rose, returning the embrace; "I never +knew what true happiness was until I found Jesus. My sins often make me +sad, but religion, never. + + "'Oft I walk beneath the cloud, + Dark as midnight's gloomy shroud; + But when fear is at the height, + Jesus comes, and all is light.'" + + + + +CHAPTER SECOND + + + "Thy injuries would teach patience to blaspheme, + Yet still thou art a dove." + --BEAUMONT'S _Double Marriage._ + + + "When forced to part from those we love, + Though sure to meet to-morrow; + We yet a kind of anguish prove + And feel a touch of sorrow. + But oh! what words can paint the fears + When from these friends we sever, + Perhaps to part for months--for years-- + Perhaps to part forever." + --ANON. + + +When Miss Allison had gone, and Elsie found herself once more quite +alone, she rose from her chair, and kneeling down with the open Bible +before her, she poured out her story of sins and sorrows, in simple, +child-like words, into the ears of the dear Saviour whom she loved so +well; confessing that when she had done well and suffered for it, she +had not taken it patiently, and earnestly pleading that she might be +made like unto the meek and lowly Jesus. Low sobs burst from her +burdened heart, and the tears of penitence fell upon the pages of the +holy book. But when she rose from her knees, her load of sin and sorrow +was all gone, and her heart made light and happy with a sweet sense of +peace and pardon. Once again, as often before, the little Elsie was +made to experience the blessedness of "the man whose transgression is +forgiven, whose sin is covered." + +She now set to work diligently at her studies, and ere the party +returned was quite prepared to meet Miss Day, having attended +faithfully to all she had required of her. The lesson was recited +without the smallest mistake, every figure of the examples worked out +correctly, and the page of the copy-book neatly and carefully written. + +Miss Day had been in a very captious mood all day, and seemed really +provoked that Elsie had not given her the smallest excuse for +fault-finding. Handing the book back to her, she said, very coldly, "I +see you can do your duties well enough when you choose." + +Elsie felt keenly the injustice of the remark, and longed to say that +she had tried quite as earnestly in the morning; but she resolutely +crushed down the indignant feeling, and calling to mind the rash words +that had cost her so many repentant tears, she replied meekly, "I am +sorry I did not succeed better this morning, Miss Day, though I did +really try; and I am still more sorry for the saucy answer I gave you; +and I ask your pardon for it." + +"You _ought_ to be sorry," replied Miss Day, severely, "and I hope you +are; for it was a very impertinent speech indeed, and deserving of a +much more severe punishment than you received. Now go, and never let me +hear anything of the kind from you again." + +Poor little Elsie's eyes filled with tears at these ungracious words, +accompanied by a still more ungracious manner; but she turned away +without a word, and placing her books and slate carefully in her desk, +left the room. + +Rose Allison was sitting alone in her room that evening, thinking of +her far-distant home, when hearing a gentle rap at her door, she rose +and opened it to find Elsie standing there with her little Bible in her +hand. + +"Come in, darling," she said, stooping to give the little one a kiss; +"I am very glad to see you." + +"I may stay with you for half an hour, Miss Allison, if you like," said +the child, seating herself on the low ottoman pointed out by Rose, "and +then mammy is coming to put me to bed." + +"It will be a very pleasant half-hour to both of us, I hope," replied +Rose, opening her Bible. + +They read a chapter together--Rose now and then pausing to make a few +explanations--and then kneeling down, she offered up a prayer for the +teachings of the Spirit, and for God's blessing on themselves and all +their dear ones. + +"Dear little Elsie," she said, folding the child in her arms, when they +had risen from their knees, "how I love you already, and how very glad +I am to find that there is one in this house beside myself who loves +Jesus, and loves to study His word, and to call upon His name." + +"Yes, dear Miss Allison; and there is _more_ than one, for mammy loves +Him, too, very dearly," replied the little girl, earnestly. + +"Does she, darling? Then I must love her, too, for I cannot help loving +all who love my Saviour." + +Then Rose sat down, and drawing the little girl to a seat on her knee, +they talked sweetly together of the race they were running, and the +prize they hoped to obtain at the end of it; of the battle they were +fighting, and the invisible foes with whom they were called to +struggle--the armor that had been provided, and of Him who had promised +to be the Captain of their salvation, and to bring them off more than +conquerors. They were pilgrims in the same straight and narrow way, and +it was very pleasant thus to walk a little while together. "Then they +that feared the Lord spake often one to another; and the Lord hearkened +and heard it; and a book of remembrance was written before Him for them +that feared the Lord, and that thought upon His name. And they shall be +mine, saith the Lord of hosts, in that day when I make up my jewels; +and I will spare them, as a man spareth his own son that serveth him." + +"That is mammy coming for me," said Elsie, as a low knock was heard at +the door. + +"Come in," said Rose, and the door opened, and a very nice colored +woman of middle age, looking beautifully neat in her snow-white apron +and turban, entered with a low courtesy, asking, "Is my little missus +ready for bed now?" + +"Yes," said Elsie, jumping off Rose's lap; "but come here, mammy; I +want to introduce you to Miss Allison." + +"How do you do, Aunt Chloe? I am very glad to know you, since Elsie +tells me you are a servant of the same blessed Master whom I love and +try to serve," said Rose, putting her small white hand cordially into +Chloe's dusky one. + +"'Deed I hope I is, missus," replied Chloe, pressing it fervently in +both of hers. "I's only a poor old black sinner, but de good Lord +Jesus, He loves me jes de same as if I was white, an' I love Him an' +all His chillen with all my heart." + +"Yes, Aunt Chloe," said Rose, "He is our peace, and hath made both one, +and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us; so that +we are no more strangers and foreigners, but fellow-citizens with the +saints and of the household of God; and are built upon the foundation +of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ himself being the chief +corner-stone." + +"Yes, missus, dat's it for sure; ole Chloe knows dat's in de Bible; an' +if we be built on dat bressed corner-stone, we's safe ebery one; I'se +heard it many's de time, an' it fills dis ole heart with joy an' peace +in believing," she exclaimed, raising her tearful eyes and clasping her +hands. "But good night, missus; I must put my chile to bed," she added, +taking Elsie's hand. + +"Good-night, Aunt Chloe; come in again," said Rose. "And good-night to +you, too, dear little Elsie," folding the little girl again in her arms. + +"Ain't dat a bressed young lady, darlin'!" exclaimed Chloe, earnestly, +as she began the business of preparing her young charge for bed. + +"O mammy, I love her so much! she's so good and kind," replied the +child, "and she loves Jesus, and loves to talk about Him." + +"She reminds me of your dear mamma, Miss Elsie, but she's not so +handsome," replied the nurse, with a tear in her eye; "ole Chloe tinks +dere's nebber any lady so beautiful as her dear young missus was." + +Elsie drew out the miniature and kissed it, murmuring, "Dear, darling +mamma," then put it back in her bosom again, for she always wore it day +and night. She was standing in her white night-dress, the tiny white +feet just peeping from under it, while Chloe brushed back her curls and +put on her night-cap. + +"Dere now, darlin', you's ready for bed," she exclaimed, giving the +child a hug and a kiss. + +"No, mammy, not quite," replied the little girl, and gliding away to +the side of the bed, she knelt down and offered up her evening prayer. +Then, coming back to the toilet table, she opened her little Bible, +saying, "Now, mammy, I will read you a chapter while you are getting +ready for bed." + +The room was large and airy, and Aunt Chloe, who was never willing to +leave her nursling, but watched over her night and day with the most +devoted affection, slept in a cot bed in one corner. + +"Tank you, my dear young missus, you's berry good," she said, beginning +the preparations for the night by taking off her turban and replacing +it by a thick night-cap. + +When the chapter was finished Elsie got into bed, saying, "Now, mammy, +you may put out the light as soon as you please; and be sure to call me +early in the morning, for I have a lesson to learn before breakfast." + +"That I will, darlin'," replied the old woman, spreading the cover +carefully over her. "Good-night, my pet, your ole mammy hopes her chile +will have pleasant dreams." + +Rose Allison was an early riser, and as the breakfast hour at Roselands +was eight o'clock, she always had an hour or two for reading before it +was time to join the family circle. She had asked Elsie to come to her +at half-past seven, and punctually at the hour the little girl's gentle +rap was heard at her door. + +"Come in," said Rose, and Elsie entered, looking as bright and fresh +and rosy as the morning. She had her little Bible under her arm, and a +bouquet of fresh flowers in her hand. "Good-morning, dear Miss +Allison," she said, dropping a graceful courtesy as she presented it. +"I have come to read, and I have just been out to gather these for you, +because I know you love flowers." + +"Thank you, darling, they are very lovely," said Rose, accepting the +gift and bestowing a caress upon the giver. "You are quite punctual," +she added, "and now we can have our half-hour together before +breakfast." + +The time was spent profitably and pleasantly, and passed so quickly +that both were surprised when the breakfast bell rang. + +Miss Allison spent the whole fall and winter at Roselands; and it was +very seldom during all that time that she and Elsie failed to have +their morning and evening reading and prayer together. Rose was often +made to wonder at the depth of the little girl's piety and the +knowledge of divine things she possessed. But Elsie had had the best of +teaching. Chloe, though entirely uneducated, was a simple-minded, +earnest Christian, and with a heart full of love to Jesus, had, as we +have seen, early endeavored to lead the little one to Him, and Mrs. +Murray--the housekeeper whom Adelaide had mentioned, and who had +assisted Chloe in the care of the child from the time of her birth +until a few months before Rose's coming, when she had suddenly been +summoned home to Scotland--had proved a very faithful friend. She was +an intelligent woman and devotedly pious, and had carefully instructed +this lonely little one, for whom she felt almost a parent's affection, +and her efforts to bring her to a saving knowledge of Christ had been +signally owned and blessed of God; and in answer to her earnest +prayers, the Holy Spirit had vouchsafed His teachings, without which +all human instruction must ever be in vain. And young as Elsie was, she +had already a very lovely and well-developed Christian character. +Though not a remarkably precocious child in other respects, she seemed +to have very clear and correct views on almost every subject connected +with her duty to God and her neighbor; was very truthful both in word +and deed, very strict in her observance of the Sabbath--though the rest +of the family were by no means particular in that respect--very +diligent in her studies, respectful to superiors, and kind to inferiors +and equals; and she was gentle, sweet-tempered, patient, and forgiving +to a remarkable degree. Rose became strongly attached to her, and the +little girl fully returned her affection. + +Elsie was very sensitive and affectionate, and felt keenly the want of +sympathy and love, for which, at the time of Rose's coming, she had no +one to look to but poor old Chloe, who loved her with all her heart. + +It is true, Adelaide sometimes treated her almost affectionately, and +Lora, who had a very strong sense of justice, occasionally interfered +and took her part when she was very unjustly accused, but no one seemed +really to care for her, and she often felt sad and lonely. Mr. +Dinsmore, though her own grandfather, treated her with entire neglect, +seemed to have not the slightest affection for her, and usually spoke +of her as "old Crayson's grandchild." Mrs. Dinsmore really disliked +her, because she looked upon her as the child of a stepson for whom she +had never felt any affection, and also as the future rival of her own +children; while the governess and the younger members of the family, +following the example of their elders, treated her with neglect, and +occasionally even with abuse. Miss Day, knowing that she was in no +danger of incurring the displeasure of her superiors by so doing, +vented upon her all the spite she dared not show to her other pupils; +and continually she was made to give up her toys and pleasures to Enna, +and even sometimes to Arthur and Walter. It often cost her a struggle, +and had she possessed less of the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, +her life had been wretched indeed. + +But in spite of all her trials and vexations, little Elsie was the +happiest person in the family; for she had in her heart that peace +which the world can neither give nor take away; that joy which the +Saviour gives to His own, and no man taketh from them. She constantly +carried all her sorrows and troubles to Him, and the coldness and +neglect of others seemed but to drive her nearer to that Heavenly +Friend, until she felt that while possessed of His love, she could not +be unhappy, though treated with scorn and abuse by all the world. + + "The good are better made by ill, + As odors crushed are sweeter still;" + +And even so it seemed to be with little Elsie; her trials seemed to +have only the effect of purifying and making more lovely her naturally +amiable character. + +Elsie talked much and thought more of her absent and unknown father, +and longed with an intensity of desire for his return home. It was her +dream, by day and by night, that he had come, that he had taken her to +his heart, calling her "his own darling child, his precious little +Elsie;" for such were the loving epithets she often heard lavished upon +Enna, and which she longed to hear addressed to herself. But from month +to month, and year to year, that longed-for return had been delayed +until the little heart had grown sick with hope deferred, and was often +weary with its almost hopeless waiting. But to return. + +"Elsie," said Adelaide, as Miss Allison and the little girl entered the +breakfast-room on the morning after Elsie's disappointment, "the fair +is not over yet, and Miss Allison and I are going to ride out there +this afternoon; so, if you are a good girl in school, you may go with +us." + +"Oh! thank you, dear Aunt Adelaide," exclaimed the little girl, +clapping her hands with delight; "how kind you are! and I shall be so +glad." + +Miss Day frowned, and looked as if she wanted to reprove her for her +noisy demonstrations of delight, but, standing somewhat in awe of +Adelaide, said nothing. + +But Elsie suddenly relapsed into silence, for at that moment Mrs. +Dinsmore entered the room, and it was seldom that she could utter a +word in her presence without being reproved and told that "children +should be seen and not heard," though her own were allowed to talk as +much as they pleased. + +Miss Day seemed cross, Mrs. Dinsmore was moody and taciturn, +complaining of headache, and Mr. Dinsmore occupied with the morning +paper; and so the meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. Elsie was +glad when it was over, and hastening to the school-room, she began her +tasks without waiting for the arrival of the regular hour for study. + +She had the room entirely to herself, and had been busily engaged for +half an hour in working out her examples, when the opening of the door +caused her to look up, and, to her dismay, Arthur entered. He did not, +however, as she feared, begin his customary course of teasing and +tormenting, but seated himself at his desk, leaning his head upon his +hand in an attitude of dejection. + +Elsie wondered what ailed him, his conduct was so unusual, and she +could not help every now and then sending an inquiring glance toward +him, and at length she asked, "What is the matter, Arthur?" + +"Nothing much," said he, gruffly, turning his back to her. + +Thus repulsed, she said no more, but gave her undivided attention to +her employment; and so diligent was she, that Miss Day had no excuse +whatever for fault-finding this morning. Her tasks were all completed +within the required time, and she enjoyed her promised ride with her +aunt and Miss Allison, and her visit to the fair, very much indeed. + +It was still early when they returned; and finding that she had nearly +an hour to dispose of before tea-time, Elsie thought she would finish a +drawing which she had left in her desk in the school-room. While +searching for it and her pencil, she heard Lora's and Arthur's voices +on the veranda. + +She did not notice what they were saying, until her own name struck her +ear. + +"Elsie is the only person," Lora was saying, "who can, and probably +will, help you; for she has plenty of money, and she is so kind and +generous; but, if I were you, I should be ashamed to ask her, after the +way you acted toward her." + +"I wish I hadn't teased her so yesterday," replied Arthur, +disconsolately, "but it's such fun, I can't help it sometimes." + +"Well, I know I wouldn't ask a favor of anybody I had treated so," said +Lora, walking away. + +Elsie sat still a few moments, working at her drawing and wondering all +the time what it was Arthur wanted, and thinking how glad she would be +of an opportunity of returning him good for evil. She did not like, +though, to seek his confidence, but presently hearing him heave a deep +sigh, she rose and went out on the veranda. + +He was leaning on the railing in an attitude of dejection, his head +bent down and his eyes fixed on the floor. She went up to him, and +laying her hand softly on his shoulder, said, in the sweet, gentle +tones natural to her. "What ails you, Arthur? Can I do anything for +you? I will be very glad if I can." + +"No--yes--" he answered hesitatingly; "I wouldn't like to ask you +after--after--" + +"Oh! never mind," said Elsie, quickly; "I do not care anything about +that now. I had the ride to-day, and that was better still, because I +went with Aunt Adelaide and Miss Allison. Tell me what you want." + +Thus encouraged, Arthur replied, "I saw a beautiful little ship +yesterday when I was in the city; it was only five dollars, and I've +set my heart on having it, but my pocket money's all gone, and papa +won't give me a cent until next month's allowance is due; and by that +time the ship will be gone, for it's such a beauty somebody'll be sure +to buy it." + +"Won't your mamma buy it for you?" asked Elsie. + +"No, she says she hasn't the money to spare just now. You know it's +near the end of the month, and they've all spent their allowances +except Louise, and she says she'll not lend her money to such a +spendthrift as I am." + +Elsie drew out her purse, and seemed just about to put it into his +hand; but, apparently changing her mind, she hesitated a moment, and +then returning it to her pocket, said, with a half smile, "I don't +know, Arthur; five dollars is a good deal for a little girl like me to +lay out at once. I must think about it a little." + +"I don't ask you to _give_ it," he replied scornfully; "I'll pay it +back in two weeks." + +"Well, I will see by to-morrow morning," she said, darting away, while +he sent an angry glance after her, muttering the word "stingy" between +his teeth. + +Elsie ran down to the kitchen, asking of one and another of the +servants as she passed, "Where's Pompey?" The last time she put the +question to Phoebe, the cook, but was answered by Pompey himself. "Here +am Pomp, Miss Elsie; what does little missy want wid dis chile?" + +"Are you going to the city to-night, Pompey?" + +"Yes, Miss Elsie, I'se got some arrants to do for missus an' de family +in ginral, an' I ben gwine start in 'bout ten minutes. Little missy +wants sumpin', eh?" + +Elsie motioned to him to come close to her, and then putting her purse +into his hands, she told him in a whisper of Arthur's wish, and +directed him to purchase the coveted toy, and bring it to her, if +possible, without letting any one else know anything about it. "And +keep half a dollar for yourself, Pompey, to pay you for your trouble," +she added in conclusion. + +"Tank you, little missy," he replied, with a broad grin of +satisfaction; "dat be berry good pay, and Pomp am de man to do dis +business up for you 'bout right." + +The tea-bell rang, and Elsie hastened away to answer the summons. She +looked across the table at Arthur with a pleasant smile on her +countenance, but he averted his eyes with an angry scowl; and with a +slight sigh she turned away her head, and did not look at him again +during the meal. + +Pompey executed his commission faithfully; and when Elsie returned to +her own room after her evening hour with Miss Rose, Chloe pointed out +the little ship standing on the mantel. + +"Oh! it's a little beauty," cried Elsie, clapping her hands and dancing +up and down with delight; "how Arthur will be pleased! Now, mammy, can +you take it to the school-room, and put it on Master Arthur's desk, +without anybody seeing you?" + +"Ole Chloe'll try, darlin," she said, taking it in her hands. + +"Oh! wait one moment," exclaimed Elsie, and taking a card, she wrote on +it, "A present to Arthur, from his niece Elsie." Then laying it on the +deck of the little vessel. "There, mammy," she said, "I think that will +do; but please look out first to see whether any one is in the hall." + +"Coast all clear, darlin'," replied Chloe, after a careful survey; "all +de chillens am in bed before dis time, I spec." And taking a candle in +one hand and the little ship in the other, she started for the +school-room. She soon returned with a broad grin of satisfaction on her +black face, saying, "All right, darlin', I put him on Massa Arthur's +desk, an' nobody de wiser." + +So Elsie went to bed very happy in the thought of the pleasure Arthur +would have in receiving her present. + +She was hurrying down to the breakfast-room the next morning, a little +in advance of Miss Rose, who had stopped to speak to Adelaide, when +Arthur came running up behind her, having just come in by a side door +from the garden, and seizing her round the waist, he said, "Thank you, +Elsie; you're a real good girl! She sails beautifully. I've been trying +her on the pond. But it mustn't be a _present;_ you must let me pay you +back when I get my allowance." + +"Oh! no, Arthur, that would spoil it all," she answered quickly; "you +are entirely welcome, and you know my allowance is so large that half +the time I have more money than I know how to spend." + +"I should like to see the time that would be the case with me," said +he, laughing. Then in a lower tone, "Elsie, I'm sorry I teased you so. +I'll not do it again soon." + +Elsie answered him with a grateful look, as she stepped past him and +quietly took her place at the table. + +Arthur kept his word, and for many weeks entirely refrained from +teasing Elsie, and while freed from that annoyance she was always able +to have her tasks thoroughly prepared; and though her governess was +often unreasonable and exacting, and there was scarcely a day in which +she was not called upon to yield her own wishes or pleasures, or in +some way to inconvenience herself to please Walter or Enna, or +occasionally the older members of the family, yet it was an unusually +happy winter to her, for Rose Allison's love and uniform kindness shed +sunshine on her path. She had learned to yield readily to others, and +when fretted or saddened by unjust or unkind treatment, a few moments +alone with her precious Bible and her loved Saviour made all right +again, and she would come from those sweet communings looking as +serenely happy as if she had never known an annoyance. She was a wonder +to all the family. Her grandfather would sometimes look at her as, +without a frown or a pout, she would give up her own wishes to Enna, +and shaking his head, say, "She's no Dinsmore, or she would know how to +stand up for her own rights better than that. _I_ don't like such +tame-spirited people. She's not Horace's child; it never was an easy +matter to impose upon or conquer him. He was a boy of spirit." + +"What a strange child Elsie is?" Adelaide remarked to her friend one +day. "I am often surprised to see how sweetly she gives up to all of +us; really she has a lovely temper. I quite envy her; it was always +hard for me to give up my own way." + +"I do not believe it was easy for her at first," said Rose. "I think +her sweet disposition is the fruit of a work of grace in her heart. It +is the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which God alone can bestow." + +"I wish I had it, then," said Adelaide, sighing. + +"You have only to go to the right source to obtain it, dear Adelaide," +replied her friend, gently. + +"And yet," said Adelaide, "I must say I sometimes think that, as papa +says, there is something mean-spirited and cowardly in always giving up +to other people." + +"It would indeed be cowardly and wrong to give up _principle_," replied +Rose, "but surely it is noble and generous to give up our own wishes to +another, where no principle is involved." + +"Certainly, you are right," said Adelaide, musingly. "And now I +recollect that, readily as Elsie gives up her own wishes to others on +ordinary occasions, I have never known her to sacrifice principle; but, +on the contrary, she has several times made mamma excessively angry by +refusing to romp and play with Enna on the Sabbath, or to deceive papa +when questioned with regard to some of Arthur's misdeeds; yet she has +often borne the blame of his faults, when she might have escaped by +telling of him. Elsie is certainly very different from any of the rest +of us, and if it is piety that makes her what she is, I think piety is +a very lovely thing." + +Elsie's mornings were spent in the school-room; in the afternoon she +walked, or rode out, sometimes in company with her young uncles and +aunts, and sometimes alone, a negro boy following at a respectful +distance, as a protector. In the evening there was almost always +company in the parlor, and she found it pleasanter to sit beside the +bright wood-fire in her own room, with her fond old nurse for a +companion, than to stay there, or with the younger ones in the +sitting-room or nursery. If she had no lesson to learn, she usually +read aloud to Chloe, as she sat knitting by the fire, and the Bible was +the book generally preferred by both; and then when she grew weary of +reading, she would often take a stool, and sitting down close to Chloe, +put her head in her lap, saying, "Now, mammy, tell me about mamma." + +And then for the hundredth time or more the old woman would go over the +story of the life and death of her "dear young missus," as she always +called her; telling of her beauty, her goodness, and of her sorrows and +sufferings during the last year of her short life. + +It was a story which never lost its charm for Elsie; a story which the +one never wearied of telling, nor the other of hearing. Elsie would sit +listening, with her mother's miniature in her hand, gazing at it with +tearful eyes, then press it to her lips, murmuring, "My own mamma; +poor, dear mamma." And when Chloe had finished that story she would +usually say, "Now, mammy, tell me all about papa." + +But upon this subject Chloe had very little information to give. She +knew him only as a gay, handsome young stranger, whom she had seen +occasionally during a few months, and who had stolen all the sunshine +from her beloved young mistress' life, and left her to die alone; yet +she did not blame him when speaking to his child, for the young wife +had told her that he had not forsaken her of his own free choice; and +though she could not quite banish from her own mind the idea that he +had not been altogether innocent in the matter, she breathed no hint of +it to Elsie; for Chloe was a sensible woman, and knew that to lead the +little one to think ill of her only remaining parent would but tend to +make her unhappy. + +Sometimes Elsie would ask very earnestly, "Do you thing papa loves +Jesus, mammy?" And Chloe would reply with a doubtful shake of the head, +"Dunno, darlin'; but ole Chloe prays for him ebery day." + +"And so do I," Elsie would answer; "dear, dear papa, how I wish he +would come home!" + +And so the winter glided away, and spring came, and Miss Allison must +soon return home. It was now the last day of March, and her departure +had been fixed for the second of April. For a number of weeks Elsie had +been engaged, during all her spare moments, in knitting a purse for +Rose, wishing to give her something which was the work of her own +hands, knowing that as such it would be more prized by her friend than +a costlier gift. She had just returned from her afternoon ride, and +taking out her work she sat down to finish it. She was in her own room, +with no companion but Chloe, who sat beside her knitting as usual. + +Elsie worked on silently for some time, then suddenly holding up her +purse, she exclaimed, "See, mammy, it is all done but putting on the +tassel! Isn't it pretty? and won't dear Miss Allison be pleased with +it?" + +It really was very pretty indeed, of crimson and gold, and beautifully +knit, and Chloe, looking at it with admiring eyes, said, "I spec she +will, darlin'. I tink it's berry handsome." + +At this moment Enna opened the door and came in. + +Elsie hastily attempted to conceal the purse by thrusting it into her +pocket, but it was too late, for Enna had seen it, and running toward +her, cried out, "Now, Elsie, just give that to me!" + +"No, Enna," replied Elsie, mildly, "I cannot let you have it, because +it is for Miss Rose." + +"I will have it," exclaimed the child, resolutely, "and if you don't +give it to me at once I shall just go and tell mamma." + +"I will let you take it in your hand a few moments to look at it, if +you will be careful not to soil it, Enna," said Elsie, in the same +gentle tone; "and if you wish, I will get some more silk and beads, and +make you one just like it; but I cannot give you this, because I would +not have time to make another for Miss Rose." + +"No, I shall just have that one; and I shall have it to keep," said +Enna, attempting to snatch it out of Elsie's hand. + +But Elsie held it up out of her reach, and after trying several times +in vain to get it, Enna left the room, crying and screaming with +passion. + +Chloe locked the door, saying, "Great pity, darlin', we forgot to do +dat 'fore Miss Enna came. I'se 'fraid she gwine bring missus for make +you gib um up." + +Elsie sat down to her work again, but she was very pale, and her little +hands trembled with agitation, and her soft eyes were full of tears. + +Chloe's fears were but too well founded; for the next moment hasty +steps were heard in the passage, and the handle of the door was laid +hold of with no very gentle grasp; and then, as it refused to yield to +her touch, Mrs. Dinsmore's voice was heard in an angry tone giving the +command, "Open this door instantly." + +Chloe looked at her young mistress. + +"You will have to," said Elsie, tearfully, slipping her work into her +pocket again, and lifting up her heart in prayer for patience and +meekness, for she well knew she would have need of both. + +Mrs. Dinsmore entered, leading the sobbing Enna by the hand; her face +was flushed with passion, and addressing Elsie in tones of violent +anger, she asked, "What is the meaning of all this, you +good-for-nothing hussy? Why are you always tormenting this poor child? +Where is that paltry trifle that all this fuss is about? let me see it +this instant." + +Elsie drew the purse from her pocket, saying in tearful, trembling +tones, "It is a purse I was making for Miss Rose, ma'am; and I offered +to make another just like it for Enna; but I cannot give her this one, +because there would not be time to make another before Miss Rose goes +away." + +"You _can_ not give it to her, indeed! You _will_ not, you mean; but I +say you _shall;_ and I'll see if I'm not mistress in my own house. Give +it to the child this instant; I'll not have her crying her eyes out +that you may be humored in all your whims. There are plenty of +handsomer ones to be had in the city, and if you are too mean to make +her a present of it, I'll buy you another to-morrow." + +"But that would not be my work, and this is," replied Elsie, still +retaining the purse, loath to let it go. + +"Nonsense! what difference will that make to Miss Rose?" said Mrs. +Dinsmore; and snatching it out of her hand, she gave it to Enna, +saying, "There, my pet, you shall have it. Elsie is a naughty, mean, +stingy girl, but she shan't plague you while your mamma's about." + +Enna cast a look of triumph at Elsie, and ran off with her prize, +followed by her mother, while poor Elsie hid her face in Chloe's lap +and cried bitterly. + +It required all Chloe's religion to keep down her anger and indignation +at this unjust and cruel treatment of her darling, and for a few +moments she allowed her to sob and cry without a word, only soothing +her with mute caresses, not daring to trust her voice, lest her anger +should find vent in words. But at length, when her feelings had grown +somewhat calmer, she said soothingly, "Nebber mind it, my poor darlin' +chile. Just go to de city and buy de prettiest purse you can find, for +Miss Rose." + +But Elsie shook her head sadly. "I wanted it to be my own work," she +sobbed, "and now there is no time." + +"Oh! I'll tell you what, my pet," exclaimed Chloe suddenly, "dere's de +purse you was aknittin' for your papa, an' dey wouldn't send it for +you; you can get dat done for de lady, and knit another for your papa, +'fore he comes home." + +Elsie raised her head with a look of relief, but her face clouded +again, as she replied, "But it is not quite done, and I haven't the +beads to finish it with, and Miss Rose goes day after to-morrow." + +"Nebber mind dat, darlin'," said Chloe, jumping up; "Pomp he been gwine +to de city dis berry afternoon, an' we'll tell him to buy de beads, an' +den you can get de purse finished 'fore to-morrow night, an' de lady +don't go till de next day, an' so it gwine all come right yet." + +"Oh! yes, that will do; dear old mammy, I'm so glad you thought of it," +said Elsie, joyfully. And rising, she went to her bureau, and unlocking +a drawer, took from it a bead purse of blue and gold, quite as handsome +as the one of which she had been so ruthlessly despoiled, and rolling +it up in a piece of paper, she handed it to Chloe, saying: "There, +mammy, please give it to Pomp, and tell him to match the beads and the +silk exactly." + +Chloe hastened in search of Pomp, but when she found him, he insisted +that he should not have time to attend to Miss Elsie's commission and +do his other errands; and Chloe, knowing that he, in common with all +the other servants, was very fond of the little girl, felt satisfied +that it was not merely an excuse, therefore did not urge her request. +She stood a moment in great perplexity, then suddenly exclaimed, "I'll +go myself. Miss Elsie will spare me, an' I'll go right long wid you, +Pomp." + +Chloe was entirely Elsie's servant, having no other business than to +wait upon her and take care of her clothing and her room; and the +little girl, of course, readily gave her permission to accompany Pomp +and do the errand. + +But it was quite late ere Chloe returned, and the little girl spent the +evening alone in her own room. She was sadly disappointed that she +could not even have her hour with Miss Rose, who was detained in the +parlor with company whom she could not leave, and so the evening seemed +very long and wore away very slowly. + +But at last Chloe came, and in answer to her eager inquiries displayed +her purchases with great satisfaction, saying, "Yes, darlin', I'se got +de berry t'ings you wanted." + +"Oh! yes," said Elsie, examining them with delight; "they are just +right; and now I can finish it in a couple of hours." + +"Time to get ready for bed now, ain't it, pet?" asked Chloe; but before +the little girl had time to answer, a servant knocked at the door, and +handed in a note for her. It was from Miss Allison, and, hastily +tearing it open, she read: + +"DEAR ELSIE--I am very sorry that we cannot have our reading together +this evening; but be sure, darling, to come to me early in the morning; +it will be our last opportunity, for, dear child, I have another +disappointment for you. I had not expected to leave before day after +to-morrow, but I have learned this evening that the vessel sails a day +sooner than I had supposed, and therefore I shall be obliged to start +on my journey to-morrow. + +"Your friend, ROSE." + +Elsie dropped the note on the floor and burst into tears. + +"What de matter, darlin'?" asked Chloe, anxiously. + +"Oh! Miss Rose, dear, _dear_ Miss Rose is going tomorrow," she sobbed. +Then hastily drying her eyes, she said: "But I have no time for crying. +I must sit up and finish the purse to-night, because there will not be +time to-morrow." + +It was long past her usual hour for retiring when at last her task, or +rather her labor of love, was completed. Yet she was up betimes, and at +the usual hour her gentle rap was heard at Miss Allison's door. + +Rose clasped her in her arms and kissed her tenderly. + +"O Miss Rose! _dear, dear_ Miss Rose, what shall I do without you?" +sobbed the little girl. "I shall have nobody to love me now but mammy." + +"You have another and a better friend, dear Elsie, who has said, 'I +will never leave thee, nor forsake thee,'" whispered Rose, with another +tender caress. + +"Yes," said Elsie, wiping away her tears; "and He is your Friend, too; +and don't you think, Miss Rose, He will bring us together again some +day?" + +"I hope so indeed, darling. We must keep very close to Him, dear Elsie; +we must often commune with Him in secret; often study His word, and try +always to do His will. Ah! dear child, if we can only have the +assurance that that dear Friend is with us--that we have His presence +and His love, we shall be supremely happy, though separated from all +earthly friends. I know, dear little one, that you have peculiar +trials, and that you often feel the want of sympathy and love; but you +may always find them in Jesus. And now we will have our reading and +prayer as usual." + +She took the little girl in her lap, and opening the Bible, read aloud +the fourteenth chapter of John, a part of that touching farewell of our +Saviour to His sorrowing disciples; and then they knelt to pray. Elsie +was only a listener, for her little heart was too full to allow her to +be anything more. + +"My poor darling!" Rose said, again taking her in her arms, "we will +hope to meet again before very long. Who knows but your papa may come +home, and some day bring you to see me. It seems not unlikely, as he is +so fond of traveling." + +Elsie looked up, smiling through her tears, "Oh! how delightful that +would be," she said. "But it seems as though my papa would never come," +she added, with a deep-drawn sigh. + +"Well, darling, we can hope," Rose answered cheerfully. "And, dear +child, though we must be separated in body for a time, we can still +meet in spirit at the mercy-seat. Shall we not do so at this hour every +morning?" + +Elsie gave a joyful assent. + +"And I shall write to you, darling," Rose said; "I will write on my +journey, if I can, so that you will get the letter in a week from the +time I leave; and then you must write to me; will you?" + +"If you won't care for the mistakes, Miss Rose. But you know I am a +very little girl, and I wouldn't like to let Miss Day read my letter to +you, to correct it. But I shall be so very glad to get yours. I never +had a letter in my life." + +"I sha'n't care for mistakes at all, dear, and no one shall see your +letters but myself," said Rose, kissing her. "I should be as sorry as +you to have Miss Day look at them." + +Elsie drew out the purse and put it in her friend's hand, saying: "It +is all my own work, dear Miss Rose; I thought you would value it more +for that." + +"And indeed I shall, darling," replied Rose, with tears of pleasure in +her eyes. "It is beautiful in itself, but I shall value it ten times +more because it is your gift, and the work of your own dear little +hands." + +But the breakfast-bell now summoned them to join the rest of the +family, and, in a few moments after they left the table, the carriage +which was to take Rose to the city was at the door. Rose had endeared +herself to all, old and young, and they were loath to part with her. +One after another bade her an affectionate farewell. Elsie was the +last. Rose pressed her tenderly to her bosom, and kissed her again and +again, saying, in a voice half choked with grief, "God bless and keep +you, my poor little darling; my dear, dear little Elsie!" + +Elsie could not speak; and the moment the carriage had rolled away with +her friend, she went to her own room, and locking herself in, cried +long and bitterly. She had learned to love Rose very dearly, and to +lean upon her very much; and now the parting from her, with no +certainty of ever meeting her again in this world, was the severest +trial the poor child had ever known. + + + + +CHAPTER THIRD + + + "The morning blush was lighted up by hope-- + The hope of meeting him." + --Miss LANDON. + + "Unkindness, do thy office; poor heart, break." + + +A week had now passed away since Miss Allison's departure, and Elsie, +to whom it had been a sad and lonely one, was beginning to look eagerly +for her first letter. + +"It is just a week to-day since Rose left," remarked Adelaide at the +breakfast table, "and I think we ought to hear from her soon. She +promised to write on her journey. Ah! here comes Pomp with the letters +now," she added, as the servant man entered the room bearing in his +hand the bag in which he always brought the letters of the family from +the office in the neighboring city, whither he was sent every morning. + +"Pomp, you are late this morning," said Mrs. Dinsmore. + +"Yes, missus," replied the negro, scratching his head, "de horses am +berry lazy; spec dey's got de spring fever." + +"Do make haste, papa, and see if there is not one from Rose," said +Adelaide coaxingly, as her father took the bag, and very deliberately +adjusted his spectacles before opening it. + +"Have patience, young lady," said he. "Yes, here is a letter for you, +and one for Elsie," tossing them across the table as he spoke. + +Elsie eagerly seized hers and ran away to her own room to read it. It +was a feast to her, this first letter, and from such a dear friend, +too. It gave her almost as much pleasure for the moment as Miss Rose's +presence could have afforded. + +She had just finished its perusal and was beginning it again, when she +heard Adelaide's voice calling her by name, and the next moment she +entered the room, saying: "Well, Elsie, I suppose you have read your +letter; and now I have another piece of news for you. Can you guess +what it is?" she asked, looking at her with a strange smile. + +"Oh! no, Aunt Adelaide; please tell me. Is dear Miss Rose coming back?" + +"O! nonsense; what a guess!" said Adelaide. "No, stranger than that. My +brother Horace--your papa--has actually sailed for America, and is +coming directly home." + +Elsie sprang up, her cheeks flushed, and her little heart beating +wildly. + +"O Aunt Adelaide!" she cried, "is it really true? is he coming? and +will he be here soon?" + +"He has really started at last; but how soon he will be here I don't +know," replied her aunt, turning to leave the room. "I have told you +all I know about it." + +Elsie clasped her hands together, and sank down upon a sofa, Miss +Rose's letter, prized so highly a moment before, lying unheeded at her +feet; for her thoughts were far away, following that unknown parent as +he crossed the ocean; trying to imagine how he would look, how he would +speak, what would be his feelings toward her. + +"Oh!" she asked, with a beating heart, "_will_ he _love_ me? My own +papa! will he let me love him? will he take me in his arms and call me +his own darling child?" + +But who could answer the anxious inquiry? She must just wait until the +slow wheels of time should bring the much longed-for, yet sometimes +half-dreaded arrival. + +Elsie's lessons were but indifferently recited that morning, and Miss +Day frowned, and said in a tone of severity that it did not agree with +her to receive letters; and that, unless she wished her papa to be much +displeased with her on his expected arrival, she must do a great deal +better than that. + +She had touched the right chord then; for Elsie, intensely anxious to +please that unknown father, and, if possible, gain his approbation and +affection, gave her whole mind to her studies with such a determined +purpose that the governess could find no more cause for complaint. + +But while the child is looking forward to the expected meeting with +such longing affection for him, how is it with the father? + +Horace Dinsmore was, like his father, an upright, moral man, who paid +an outward respect to the forms of religion, but cared nothing for the +vital power of godliness; trusted entirely to his morality, and looked +upon Christians as hypocrites and deceivers. He had been told that his +little Elsie was one of these, and, though he would not have +acknowledged it even to himself, it had prejudiced him against her. +Then, too, in common with all the Dinsmores, he had a great deal of +family pride; and, though old Mr. Grayson had been a man of sterling +worth, intelligent, honest, and pious, and had died very wealthy, yet +because he was known to have begun life as a poor boy, the whole family +were accustomed to speak as though Horace had stooped very much in +marrying his heiress. + +And Horace himself had come to look upon his early marriage as a piece +of boyish folly, of which he was rather ashamed; and so constantly had +Mr. Dinsmore spoken in his letters of Elsie as "old Grayson's +grandchild," that he had got into the habit of looking upon her as a +kind of disgrace to him; especially as she had always been described to +him as a disagreeable, troublesome child. + +He had loved his wife with all the warmth of his passionate nature, and +had mourned bitterly over her untimely death; but years of study, +travel and worldly pleasures had almost banished her image from his +mind, and he seldom thought of her except in connection with the child +for whom he felt a secret dislike. + +Scarcely anything but the expected arrival was now spoken or thought of +at Roselands, and Elsie was not the only one to whom old Time seemed to +move with an unusually laggard pace. + +But at length a letter came telling them that they might look upon it +as being but one day in advance of its writer; and now all was bustle +and preparation. + +"O mammy, mammy!" exclaimed Elsie, jumping up and down, and clapping +her hands for joy, as she came in from her afternoon ride, "just think! +papa, dear papa, will be here to-morrow morning." + +She seemed wild with delight; but suddenly sobered down, and a look of +care stole over the little face, as the torturing question recurred to +her mind, "_Will he love me?_" + +She stood quite still, with her eyes fixed thoughtfully, and almost +sadly, upon the floor, while Chloe took off her riding dress and cap +and smoothed her hair. As she finished arranging her dress she clasped +the little form in her arms, and pressed a fond kiss on the fair brow, +thinking to herself that was the sweetest and loveliest little face she +had ever looked upon. + +Just at that moment an unusual bustle was heard in the house. + +Elsie started, changed color, and stood listening with a throbbing +heart. + +Presently little feet were heard running rapidly down the hall, and +Walter, throwing open the door, called out, "Elsie, he's come!" and +catching her hand, hurried her along to the parlor door. + +"Stop, stop, Walter," she gasped as they reached it; and she leaned +against the wall, her heart throbbing so wildly she could scarcely +breathe. + +"What is the matter?" said he, "are you ill? come along;" and pushing +the door open, he rushed in, dragging her after him. + +So over-wrought were the child's feelings that she nearly fainted; +everything in the room seemed to be turning round, and for an instant +she scarcely knew where she was. + +But a strange voice asked, "And who is this?" and looking up as her +grandfather pronounced her name, she saw a stranger standing before +her--very handsome, and very youthful-looking, in spite of a heavy dark +beard and mustache--who exclaimed hastily, "What! this great girl _my_ +child? really it is enough to make a man feel old." + +Then, taking her hand, he stooped and coldly kissed her lips. + +She was trembling violently, and the very depth of her feelings kept +her silent and still; her hand lay still in his, cold and clammy. + +He held it an instant, at the same time gazing searchingly into her +face; then dropped it, saying in a tone of displeasure, "I am not an +ogre, that you need be so afraid of me; but there, you may go; I will +not keep you in terror any longer." + +She rushed away to her own room, and there, throwing herself upon the +bed, wept long and wildly. It was the disappointment of a lifelong +hope. Since her earliest recollection she had looked and longed for +this hour; and it seemed as though the little heart would break with +its weight of bitter anguish. + +She was all alone, for Chloe had gone down to the kitchen to talk over +the arrival, not doubting that her darling was supremely happy in the +possession of her long looked-for parent. + +And so the little girl lay there with her crushed and bleeding heart, +sobbing, mourning, weeping as though she would weep her very life away, +without an earthly friend to speak one word of comfort. + +"O papa, papa!" she sobbed, "my own papa, you do not love me; me, your +own little girl. Oh! my heart will break. O mamma, mamma! if I could +only go to you; for there is no one here to love me, and I am so +lonely, oh! _so_ lonely and desolate." + +And thus Chloe found her, when she came in an hour later, weeping and +sobbing out such broken exclamations of grief and anguish. + +She was much surprised, but comprehending at once how her child was +suffering, she raised her up in her strong arms, and laying the little +head lovingly against her bosom, she smoothed the tangled hair, kissed +the tear-swollen eyes, and bathed the throbbing temples, saying, "My +precious pet, my darlin' chile, your ole mammy loves you better dan +life; an' did my darlin' forget de almighty Friend dat says, _I_ have +loved thee with an everlasting love,' an' 'I will never leave thee, nor +forsake thee'? He sticks closer dan a brudder, precious chile, and +says,'though a woman forget her sucking child, He will not forget _His_ +chillen.' Mothers love dere chillens better dan fathers, darlin', and +so you see Jesus' love is better dan all other love; and I _knows_ you +hes got dat." + +"O mammy! ask Him to take me to Himself, and to mamma--for oh! I am +very lonely, and I want to die!" + +"Hush, hush, darlin'; old Chloe nebber could ask dat; dis ole heart +would break for sure. Yous all de world to your old mammy, darlin'; and +you know we must all wait de Lord's time." + +"Then ask Him to help me to be patient," she said, in a weary tone. +"And O mammy!" she added, with a burst of bitter tears, "ask Him to +make my father love me." + +"I will, darlin', I will," sobbed Chloe, pressing the little form +closer to her heart; "an' don't you go for to be discouraged right +away; for I'se sure Massa Horace must love you, fore long." + +The tea-bell rang, and the family gathered about the table; but one +chair remained unoccupied. + +"Where is Miss Elsie?" asked Adelaide of one of the servants. + +"Dunno, missus," was the reply. + +"Well, then, go and see," said Adelaide; "perhaps she did not hear the +bell." + +The servant returned in a moment, saying that Miss Elsie had a bad +headache and did not want any supper. Mr. Horace Dinsmore paused in the +conversation he was carrying on with his father, to listen to the +servant's announcement. "I hope she is not a sickly child," said he, +addressing Adelaide; "is she subject to such attacks?" + +"Not very," replied his sister dryly, for she had seen the meeting, and +felt really sorry for Elsie's evident disappointment; "I imagine crying +has brought this on." + +He colored violently, and said in a tone of great displeasure, "Truly, +the return of a parent _is_ a cause for grief; yet I hardly expected my +presence to be quite so distressing to my only child. I had no idea +that she had already learned to dislike me so thoroughly." + +"She doesn't," said Adelaide, "she has been looking and longing for +your return ever since I have known her." + +"Then she has certainly been disappointed in me; her grief is not at +all complimentary, explain it as you will." + +Adelaide made no reply, for she saw that he was determined to put an +unfavorable construction upon Elsie's conduct, and feared that any +defence she could offer would only increase his displeasure. + +It was a weary, aching head the little girl laid upon her pillow that +night, and the little heart was sad and sore; yet she was not +altogether comfortless, for she had turned in her sorrow to Him who has +said, "Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them +not," and she had the sweet assurance of _His_ love and favor. + +It was with a trembling heart, hoping yet fearing, longing and yet +dreading to see her father, that Elsie descended to the breakfast-room +the next morning. She glanced timidly around, but he was not there. + +"Where is papa, Aunt Adelaide?" she asked. + +"He is not coming down to breakfast, as he feels quite fatigued with +his journey," replied her aunt; "so you will not see him this morning, +and perhaps not at all to-day, for there will be a good deal of company +here this afternoon and evening." + +Elsie sighed, and looked sadly disappointed. She found it very +difficult to attend to her lessons that morning, and every time the +door opened she started and looked up, half hoping it might be her papa. + +But he did not come; and when the dinner hour arrived, the children +were told that they were to dine in the nursery, on account of the +large number of guests to be entertained in the dining-room. The +company remained until bedtime; she was not called down to the parlor; +and so saw nothing of her father that day. + +But the next morning Chloe told her the children were to breakfast with +the family, as all the visitors had left excepting one or two +gentlemen. So Elsie went down to the breakfast-room, where, to her +surprise, she found her papa sitting alone, reading the morning paper. + +He looked up as she entered. + +"Good-morning, papa," she said, in half-trembling tones. + +He started a little--for it was the first time he had ever been +addressed by that title, and it sounded strange to his ears--gave her a +glance of mingled curiosity and interest, half held out his hand, but +drawing it back again, simply said, "Good-morning, Elsie," and returned +to his paper. + +Elsie stood irresolutely in the middle of the floor, wanting, yet not +daring to go to him. + +But just at that instant the door opened, and Enna, looking rosy and +happy, came running in, and rushing up to her brother, climbed upon his +knee, and put her arms around his neck, saying, "Good-morning, brother +Horace. I want a kiss." + +"You shall have it, little pet," said he, throwing down his paper. + +Then, kissing her several times and hugging her in his arms, he said, +"_You_ are not afraid of me, are you? nor sorry that I have come home?" + +"No, indeed," said Enna. + +He glanced at Elsie as she stood looking at them, her large soft eyes +full of tears. She could not help feeling that Enna had her place, and +was receiving the caresses that should have been lavished upon herself. + +"Jealous," thought her father; "I cannot bear jealous people;" and he +gave her a look of displeasure that cut her to the heart, and she +turned quickly away and left the room to hide the tears she could no +longer keep back. + +"I am envious," she thought, "jealous of Enna. Oh! how wicked!" And she +prayed silently, "Dear Saviour, help me! take away these sinful +feelings." + +Young as she was, she was learning to have some control over her +feelings, and in a few moments she had so far recovered her composure +as to be able to return to the breakfast-room and take her place at the +table, where the rest were already seated, her sweet little face sad +indeed and bearing the traces of tears, but quite calm and peaceful. + +Her father took no further notice of her, and she did not dare trust +herself to look at him. The servants filled her plate, and she ate in +silence, feeling it a great relief that all were too busily engaged in +talking and eating to pay any attention to her. She scarcely raised her +eyes from her plate, and did not know how often a strange gentleman, +who sat nearly opposite, fixed his upon her. + +As she left the room at the conclusion of the meal, he asked, while +following her with his eyes, "Is that one of your sisters, Dinsmore?" + +"No," said he, coloring slightly; "she is my daughter." + +"Ah, indeed!" said his friend. "I remember to have heard that you had a +child, but had forgotten it. Well, you have no reason to be ashamed of +her; she is lovely, perfectly lovely! has the sweetest little face I +ever saw." + +"Will you ride, Travilla?" asked Mr. Dinsmore hastily, as though +anxious to change the subject. + +"I don't care if I do," was the reply, and they went out together. + +Some hours later in the day Elsie was at the piano in the music-room +practising, when a sudden feeling that some one was in the room caused +her to turn and look behind her. + +Mr. Travilla was standing there. + +"Excuse me," said he, bowing politely, "but I heard the sound of the +instrument, and, being very fond of music, I ventured to walk in." + +Elsie was very modest, and rather timid, too, but also very polite; so +she said, "No excuse is necessary; but will you not take a seat, sir? +though I fear my music will not afford you any pleasure, for you know I +am only a little girl, and cannot play very well yet." + +"Thank you," said he, taking a seat by her side. "And now will you do +me the favor to repeat the song I heard you singing a few moments +since?" + +Elsie immediately complied, though her cheeks burned, and her voice +trembled at first from embarrassment; but it grew stronger as she +proceeded and in the last verse was quite steady and full. She had a +very fine voice for a child of her age; its sweetness was remarkable +both in singing and speaking; and she had also a good deal of musical +talent, which had been well cultivated, for she had had good teachers, +and had practised with great patience and perseverance. Her music was +simple, as suited her years, but her performance of it was very good +indeed. + +Mr. Travilla thanked her very heartily, and complimented her singing; +then asked for another and another song, another and another piece, +chatting with her about each, until they grew quite familiar, and Elsie +lost all feeling of embarrassment. + +"Elsie, I think, is your name, is it not?" he asked after a little. + +"Yes, sir," said she, "Elsie Dinsmore." + +"And you are the daughter of my friend, Mr. Horace Dinsmore?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Your papa has been absent a long time, and I suppose you must have +quite forgotten him." + +"No, sir, not _forgotten_, for I never had seen him." + +"Indeed!" said he, in a tone of surprise; "then, since he is an entire +stranger to you, I suppose you cannot have much affection for him?" + +Elsie raised her large, dark eyes to his face, with an expression of +astonishment. "Not love papa, my own dear papa, who has no child but +me? Oh! sir, how could you think that?" + +"Ah! I see I was mistaken," said he, smiling; "I thought you could +hardly care for him at all; but do you think that he loves you?" + +Elsie dropped her face into her hands, and burst into an agony of tears. + +The young gentleman looked extremely vexed with himself. + +"My poor little girl, my poor, dear little girl," he said, stroking her +hair, "forgive me. I am very, _very_ sorry for my thoughtless question. +Do be comforted, my poor child, for whether your papa loves you now or +not, I am quite sure he soon will." + +Elsie now dried her tears, rose and closed the instrument. He assisted +her, and then asked if she would not take a little walk with him in the +garden. She complied, and, feeling really very sorry for the wound he +had so thoughtlessly inflicted, as well as interested in his little +companion, he exerted all his powers to entertain her--talked with her +about the plants and flowers, described those he had seen in foreign +lands, and related incidents of travel, usually choosing those in which +her father had borne a part, because he perceived that they were doubly +interesting to her. + +Elsie, having been thrown very much upon her own resources for +amusement, and having a natural love for books, and constant access to +her grandfather's well-stocked library, had read many more, and with +much more thought, than most children of her age, so that Mr. Travilla +found her a not uninteresting companion, and was often surprised at the +intelligence shown by her questions and replies. + +When the dinner-bell rang he led her in, and seated her by himself, and +never was any lady more carefully waited upon than little Elsie at this +meal. Two or three other gentlemen guests were present, giving their +attention to the older ladies of the company, and thus Mr. Travilla +seemed to feel quite at liberty to devote himself entirely to her, +attending to all her wants, talking with her, and making her talk. + +Elsie now and then stole a glance at Mrs. Dinsmore, fearing her +displeasure; but to her great relief, the lady seemed too much occupied +to notice her. Once she looked timidly at her father, and her eyes met +his. He was looking at her with an expression half curious, half +amused. She was at a loss to understand the look, but, satisfied that +there was no displeasure in it, her heart grew light, and her cheeks +flushed with happiness. + +"Really, Dinsmore," said Mr. Travilla, as they stood together near one +of the windows of the drawing-room soon after dinner, "your little girl +is remarkably intelligent, as well as remarkably pretty; and I have +discovered that she has quite a good deal of musical talent." + +"Indeed! I think it is quite a pity that she does not belong to you, +Travilla, instead of me, since you seem to appreciate her so much more +highly," replied the father, laughing. + +"I wish she did," said his friend. "But, seriously, Dinsmore, you ought +to love that child, for she certainly loves you devotedly." + +He looked surprised. "How do you know?" he asked. + +"It was evident enough from what I saw and heard this morning. +Dinsmore, she would value a caress from you more than the richest +jewel." + +"Doubtful," replied Horace, hastily quitting the room, for Elsie had +come out on to the portico in her riding suit, and Jim, her usual +attendant, was bringing up her horse. + +"Are you going to ride, Elsie?" asked her father, coming up to her. + +"Yes, papa," she said, raising her eyes to his face. + +He lifted her in his arms and placed her on the horse, saying to the +servant as he did so, "Now, Jim, you must take good care of my little +girl." + +Tears of happiness rose in Elsie's eyes as she turned her horse's head +and rode down the avenue. "He called me _his_ little girl," she +murmured to herself, "and bade Jim take good care of me. Oh! he _will_ +love me soon, as good, kind Mr. Travilla said he would." + +Her father was still standing on the portico, looking after her. + +"How well she sits her horse!" remarked Travilla, who had stepped out +and stood close by his side. + +"Yes, I think she does," was the reply, in an absent tone. He was +thinking of a time, some eight or nine years before, when he had +assisted another Elsie to mount her horse, and had ridden for hours at +her side. + +All the afternoon memories of the past came crowding thickly on his +mind, and an emotion of tenderness began to spring up in his heart +toward the child of her who had once been so dear to him; and as he saw +the little girl ride up to the house on her return, he again went out, +and lifting her from her horse, asked kindly, "Had you a pleasant ride, +my dear?" + +"Oh! yes, papa, very pleasant," she said, looking up at him with a face +beaming with delight. He stooped and kissed her, saying, "I think I +shall ride with you one of these days; should you like it?" + +"Oh! so very, _very_ much, papa," she answered, eagerly. + +He smiled at her earnestness, and she hastened away to her room to +change her dress and tell Chloe of her happiness. + +Alas! it was but a transient gleam of sunshine that darted across her +path, to be lost again almost instantly behind the gathering clouds. + +More company came, so that the drawing-room was quite full in the +evening; and, though Elsie was there, her father seemed too much +occupied with the guests to give her even a glance. She sat alone and +unnoticed in a corner, her eyes following him wherever he moved, and +her ear strained to catch every tone of his voice; until Mr. Travilla, +disengaging himself from a group of ladies and gentlemen on the +opposite side of the room, came up to her, and taking her by the hand, +led her to a pleasant-looking elderly lady, who sat at a centre-table +examining some choice engravings which Mr. Dinsmore had brought with +him from Europe. + +"Mother," said Mr. Travilla, "This is my little friend Elsie." + +"Ah!" said she, giving the little girl a kiss, "I am glad to see you, +my dear." + +Mr. Travilla set a chair for her close to his mother and then sat down +on her other side, and taking up the engravings one after another, he +explained them to her in a most entertaining manner, generally having +some anecdote to tell in connection with each. + +Elsie was so much amused and delighted with what he was saying that she +at last quite forgot her father, and did not notice where he was. + +Suddenly Mr. Travilla laid down the engraving he had in his hand, +saying: "Come, Miss Elsie, I want my mother to hear you play and sing; +will you not do me the favor to repeat that song I admired so much this +morning?" + +"Oh! Mr. Travilla!" exclaimed the little girl, blushing and trembling, +"I could not play or sing before so many people. Please excuse me." + +"Elsie," said her father's voice just at her side, "go _immediately,_ +and do as the gentleman requests." + +His tone was very stern, and as she lifted her eyes to his face, she +saw that his look was still more so; and tremblingly and tearfully she +rose to obey. + +"Stay," said Mr. Travilla kindly, pitying her distress, "I withdraw my +request." + +"But I do _not_ withdraw my command," said her father in the same stern +tone; "go at once, Elsie, and do as I bid you." + +She obeyed instantly, struggling hard to overcome her emotion. + +Mr. Travilla, scolding himself inwardly all the time for having brought +her into such trouble, selected her music, and placing it before her as +she took her seat at the instrument, whispered encouragingly, "Now, +Miss Elsie, only have confidence in yourself; that is all that is +necessary to your success." + +But Elsie was not only embarrassed, but her heart was well-nigh broken +by her father's sternness, and the tears _would_ fill her eyes so that +she could see neither notes nor words. She attempted to play the +prelude, but blundered sadly, her embarrassment increasing every moment. + +"Never mind," said Mr. Travilla, "never mind the prelude, but just +begin the song." + +She made the attempt, but fairly broke down, and burst into tears +before she had got through the first verse. Her father had come up +behind her, and was standing there, looking much mortified. + +"Elsie," he said, leaning down and speaking in a low, stern tone, close +to her ear, "I am ashamed of you; go to your room and to your bed +immediately." + +With a heart almost bursting with grief and mortification she obeyed +him, and her pillow was wet with many bitter tears ere the weary eyes +closed in slumber. + +When she came down the next morning she learned to her great grief that +Mr. Travilla and his mother had returned to their own home; she was +very sorry she had not been permitted to say good-bye to her friend, +and for several days she felt very sad and lonely, for all her father's +coldness of manner had returned, and he scarcely ever spoke to her; +while the younger members of the family ridiculed her for her failure +in attempting to play for company; and Miss Day, who seemed unusually +cross and exacting, often taunted her with it also. + +These were sad, dark days for the little girl; she tried most earnestly +to attend to all her duties, but so depressed were her spirits, so +troubled was her mind, that she failed repeatedly in her lessons, and +so was in continual disgrace with Miss Day, who threatened more than +once to tell her papa. + +It was a threat which Elsie dreaded extremely to have put in execution, +and Miss Day, seeing that it distressed her, used it the more +frequently, and thus kept the poor child in constant terror. + +How to gain her father's love was the constant subject of her thoughts, +and she tried in many ways to win his affection. She always yielded a +ready and cheerful obedience to his commands, and strove to anticipate +and fulfil all his wishes. But he seldom noticed her, unless to give a +command or administer a rebuke, while he lavished many a caress upon +his little sister, Enna. Often Elsie would watch him fondling her, +until, unable any longer to control her feelings, she would rush away +to her own room to weep and mourn in secret, and pray that her father +might some day learn to love her. She never complained even to poor old +Aunt Chloe, but the anxious nurse watched all these things with the +jealous eye of affection; she saw that her child--as she delighted to +call her--was very unhappy, and was growing pale and melancholy; and +her heart ached for her, and many were the tears she shed in secret +over the sorrows of her nursling. + +"Don't 'pear so sorrowful, darlin'," she sometimes said to her; "try to +be merry, like Miss Enna, and run and jump on Massa Horace's knee, and +den I tink he will like you better." + +"O mammy! I _can't_," Elsie would say; "I don't dare to do it." + +And Chloe would sigh and shake her head sorrowfully. + + + + +CHAPTER FOURTH + + + "With more capacity for love than earth + Bestows on most of mortal mould and birth." + --BYRON. + + + "What are our hopes? + Like garlands, on afflictions's forehead worn, + Kissed in the morning, and at evening torn." + --DAVENPORT'S _King John and Matilda._ + + +Such had been the state of affairs for about a week, when one morning +Elsie and her father met at the breakfast-room door. + +"Good morning, papa," she said timidly. + +"Good morning, Elsie," he replied in an unusually pleasant tone. + +Then, taking her by the hand, he led her in and seated her beside +himself at the table. + +Elsie's cheek glowed and her eyes sparkled with pleasure. + +There were several guests present, and she waited patiently while they +and the older members of the family were being helped. At length it was +her turn. + +"Elsie, will you have some meat?" asked her grandfather. + +"No," said her father, answering for her; "once a day is as often as a +child of her age ought to eat meat; she may have it at dinner, but +never for breakfast or tea." + +The elder Mr. Dinsmore laughed, saying, "Really, Horace, I had no idea +you were so notionate. I always allowed you to eat whatever you +pleased, and I never saw that it hurt you. But, of course, you must +manage your own child in your own way." + +"If you please, papa, I had rather have some of those hot cakes," said +Elsie, timidly, as her father laid a slice of bread upon her plate. + +"No," said he decidedly; "I don't approve of hot bread for children; +you must eat the cold." Then to a servant who was setting down a cup of +coffee beside the little girl's plate, "Take that away, Pomp, and bring +Miss Elsie a tumbler of milk. Or would you prefer water, Elsie?" + +"Milk, if you please, papa," she replied with a little sigh; for she +was extremely fond of coffee, and it was something of a trial to give +it up. + +Her father put a spoonful of stewed fruit upon her plate, and as Pompey +set down a tumbler of rich milk beside it, said, "Now you have your +breakfast before you, Elsie. Children in England are not allowed to eat +butter until they are ten or eleven years of age, and I think it an +excellent plan, to make them grow up rosy and healthy. I have neglected +my little girl too long, but I intend to begin to take good care of her +now," he added, with a smile, and laying his hand for an instant upon +her head. + +The slight caress and the few kind words were quite enough to reconcile +Elsie to the rather meagre fare, and she ate it with a happy heart. But +the meagre fare became a constant thing, while the caresses and kind +words were not; and though she submitted without a murmur, she could +not help sometimes looking with longing eyes at the coffee and hot +buttered rolls, of which she was very fond. But she tried to be +contented, saying to herself, "Papa knows best, and I ought to be +satisfied with whatever he gives me." + +"Isn't it delightful to have your papa at home, Elsie?" Mr. Dinsmore +one morning overheard Arthur saying to his little girl in a mocking +tone. "It's very pleasant to live on bread and water, isn't it, eh?" + +"I _don't_ live on bread and water," Elsie replied, a little +indignantly. "Papa always allows me to have as much good, rich milk, +and cream, and fruit as I want, or I can have eggs, or cheese, or +honey, or anything else, except meat and hot cakes, and butter, and +coffee; and who wouldn't rather do without such things all their lives +than not have a papa to love them? And besides, you know, Arthur, that +I can have all the meat I want at dinner." + +"Pooh! that's nothing; and _I_ wouldn't give much for all the love +_you_ get from him," said Arthur, scornfully. + +There was something like a sob from Elsie; and as her father rose and +went to the window, he just caught a glimpse of her white dress +disappearing down the garden walk. + +"What do you mean, sir, by teasing Elsie in that manner?" he exclaimed +angrily to Arthur, who still stood where the little girl had left him, +leaning against one of the pillars of the portico. + +"I only wanted to have a little fun," returned the boy doggedly. + +"Well, sir, I don't approve of such fun, and you will please to let the +child alone in future," replied his brother as he returned to his +newspaper again. + +But somehow the paper had lost its interest. He seemed constantly to +hear that little sob, and to see a little face all wet with tears of +wounded feeling. + +Just then the school-bell rang, and suddenly throwing down his paper, +he took a card from his pocket, wrote a few words upon it, and calling +a servant, said, "Take this to Miss Day." + +Elsie was seated at her desk, beginning her morning's work, when the +servant entered and handed the card to the governess. + +Miss Day glanced at it and said: + +"Elsie, your father wants you. You may go." + +Elsie rose in some trepidation and left the room, wondering what her +papa could want with her. + +"Where is papa, Fanny?" she asked of the servant. + +"In de drawin'-room, Miss Elsie," was the reply; and she hastened to +seek him there. + +He held out his hand as she entered, saying with a smile, "Come here, +daughter." + +It was the first time he had called her that, and it sent a thrill of +joy to her heart. + +She sprang to his side, and, taking her hand in one of his, and laying +the other gently on her head, and bending it back a little, he looked +keenly into her face. It was bright enough now, yet the traces of tears +were very evident. + +"You have been crying," he said, in a slightly reproving tone. "I am +afraid you do a great deal more of that than is good for you. It is a +very babyish habit, and you must try to break yourself of it." + +The little face flushed painfully, and the eyes filled again. + +"There," he said, stroking her hair, "don't begin it again. I am going +to drive over to Ion, where your friend Mr. Travilla lives, to spend +the day; would my little daughter like to go with me?" + +"Oh! so _very_ much, papa!" she answered eagerly. + +"There are no little folks there," he said smiling, "nobody to see but +Mr. Travilla and his mother. But I see you want to go; so run and ask +Aunt Chloe to get you ready. Tell her I want you nicely dressed, and +the carriage will be at the door in half an hour." + +Elsie bounded away to do his bidding, her face radiant with happiness; +and at the specified time came down again, looking so very lovely that +her father gazed at her with proud delight, and could not refrain from +giving her a kiss as he lifted her up to place her in the carriage. + +Then, seating himself beside her, he took her hand in his; and, closing +the door with the other, bade the coachman drive on. + +"I suppose you have never been to Ion, Elsie?" he said, inquiringly. + +"No, sir; but I have heard Aunt Adelaide say she thought it a very +pretty place," replied the little girl. + +"So it is--almost as pretty as Roselands," said her father. "Travilla +and I have known each other from boyhood, and I spent many a happy day +at Ion, and we had many a boyish frolic together, before I ever thought +of you." + +He smiled, and patted her cheek as he spoke. + +Elsie's eyes sparkled. "O papa!" she said eagerly; "won't you tell me +about those times? It seems so strange that you were ever a little boy +and I was nowhere." + +He laughed. Then said, musingly, "It seems but a very little while to +me, Elsie, since I was no older than you are now." + +He heaved a sigh, and relapsed into silence. + +Elsie wished very much that he would grant her request, but did not +dare to disturb him by speaking a word; and they rode on quietly for +some time, until a squirrel darting up a tree caught her eye, and she +uttered an exclamation. "O papa! did you see that squirrel? look at him +now, perched up on that branch. There, we have passed the tree, and now +he is out of sight." + +This reminded Mr. Dinsmore of a day he had spent in those woods hunting +squirrels, when quite a boy, and he gave Elsie an animated account of +it. One of the incidents of the day had been the accidental discharge +of the fowling-piece of one of his young companions, close at Horace +Dinsmore's side, missing him by but a hair's breadth. + +"I felt faint and sick when I knew how near I had been to death," he +said, as he finished his narrative. + +Elsie had been listening with breathless interest. + +"Dear papa," she murmured, laying her little cheek against his hand, +"how good God was to spare your life! If you had been killed I could +never have had you for my papa." + +"Perhaps you might have had a much better one, Elsie," he said gravely. + +"Oh! no, papa, I wouldn't want any other," she replied earnestly, +pressing his hand to her lips. + +"Ah! here we are," exclaimed her father, as at that instant the +carriage turned into a broad avenue, up which they drove quite rapidly, +and the next moment they had stopped, the coachman had thrown open the +carriage door, and Mr. Dinsmore, springing out, lifted his little girl +in his arms and set her down on the steps of the veranda. + +"Ah! Dinsmore, how do you do? Glad to see you, and my little friend +Elsie, too. Why this is really kind," cried Mr. Travilla, in his +cheerful, hearty way, as, hurrying out to welcome them, he shook Mr. +Dinsmore cordially by the hand, and kissed Elsie's cheek. + +"Walk in, walk in," he continued, leading the way into the house, "my +mother will be delighted to see you both; Miss Elsie especially, for +she seems to have taken a very great fancy to her." + +If Mrs. Travilla's greeting was less boisterous, it certainly was not +lacking in cordiality, and she made Elsie feel at home at once; taking +off her bonnet, smoothing her hair, and kissing her affectionately. + +The gentlemen soon went out together, and Elsie spent the morning in +Mrs. Travilla's room, chatting with her and assisting her with some +coarse garments she was making for her servants. + +Mrs. Travilla was an earnest Christian, and the lady and the little +girl were not long in discovering the tie which existed between them. + +Mrs. Travilla, being also a woman of great discernment, and having +known Horace Dinsmore nearly all his life, had conceived a very correct +idea of the trials and difficulties of Elsie's situation, and without +alluding to them at all, gave her some most excellent advice, which the +little girl received very thankfully. + +They were still chatting together when Mr. Travilla came in, saying, +"Come, Elsie, I want to take you out to see my garden, hot-house, etc. +We will just have time before dinner. Will you go along, mother?" + +"No; I have some little matters to attend to before dinner, and will +leave you to do the honors," replied the lady; and taking the little +girl's hand he led her out. + +"Where is papa?" asked Elsie. + +"Oh! he's in the library, looking over some new books," replied Mr. +Travilla. "He always cared more for books than anything else. But what +do you think of my flowers?" + +"Oh! they are lovely! What a variety you have! what a splendid +cape-jessamine that is, and there is a variety of cactus I never saw +before! Oh! you have a great many more, and handsomer, I think, than we +have at Roselands," exclaimed Elsie, as she passed admiringly from one +to another. + +Mr. Travilla was much pleased with the admiration she expressed, for he +was very fond of his flowers, and took great pride in showing them. + +But they were soon called in to dinner, where Elsie was seated by her +father. + +"I hope this little girl has not given you any trouble, Mrs. Travilla," +said he, looking gravely at her. + +"Oh! no," the lady hastened to say, "I have enjoyed her company very +much indeed, and hope you will bring her to see me again very soon." + +After dinner, as the day was very warm, they adjourned to the veranda, +which was the coolest place to be found; it being on the shady side of +the house, and also protected by thick trees, underneath which a +beautiful fountain was playing. + +But the conversation was upon some subject which did not interest +Elsie, and she presently stole away to the library, and seating herself +in a corner of the sofa, was soon lost to everything around her in the +intense interest with which she was reading a book she had taken from +the table. + +"Ah! that is what you are about, Miss Elsie! a bookworm, just like your +father, I see. I had been wondering what had become of you for the last +two hours," exclaimed Mr. Travilla's pleasant voice; and sitting down +beside her, he took the book from her hand, and putting it behind him, +said, "Put it away now; you will have time enough to finish it, and I +want you to talk to me." + +"Oh! please let me have it," she pleaded. "I shall not have much time, +for papa will soon be calling me to go home." + +"No, no, he is not to take you away; I have made a bargain with him to +let me keep you," said Mr. Travilla, very gravely. "We both think that +there are children enough at Roselands without you; and so your papa +has given you to me; and you are to be _my_ little girl, and call _me_ +papa in future." + +Elsie gazed earnestly in his face for an instant, saying in a +half-frightened tone, "You are only joking, Mr. Travilla." + +"Not a bit of it," said he; "can't you see that I'm in earnest?" + +His tone and look were both so serious that for an instant Elsie +believed he meant all that he was saying, and springing to her feet +with a little cry of alarm, she hastily withdrew her hand which he had +taken, and rushing out to the veranda, where her father still sat +conversing with Mrs. Travilla, she flung herself into his arms, and +clinging to him, hid her face on his breast, sobbing, "O papa, _dear_ +papa! _don't_ give me away; please don't--I will be so good--I will do +everything you bid me--I--" + +"Why, Elsie, what does all this mean!" exclaimed Mr. Dinsmore in great +surprise and perplexity; while Mr. Travilla stood in the doorway +looking half amused, half sorry for what he had done. + +"O papa!" sobbed the little girl, still clinging to him as though +fearing she should be torn from his arms, "Mr. Travilla says you have +given me to him. O papa! _don't_ give me away." + +"Pooh! nonsense, Elsie! I am ashamed of you! how can you be so very +silly as to believe for one moment anything so perfectly absurd as that +I should think of giving you away? Why, I would as soon think of +parting with my eyes." + +Elsie raised her head and gazed searchingly into his face; then with a +deep-drawn sigh of relief, dropped it again, saying, "Oh! I am _so_ +glad." + +"Really, Miss Elsie," said Travilla, coming up and patting her on the +shoulder, "I can't say that I feel much complimented; and, indeed, I +don't see why you need have been so very much distressed at the +prospect before you; for I must say I have vanity enough to imagine +that I should make the better--or at least the more indulgent--father +of the two. Come, now, wouldn't you be willing to try me for a month, +if your papa will give consent?" + +Elsie shook her head. + +"I will let you have your own way in everything," urged Travilla, +coaxingly; "and I know that is more than he does." + +"I don't want my own way, Mr. Travilla; I know it wouldn't always be a +good way," replied Elsie, decidedly. + +Her father laughed and passed his hand caressingly over her curls. + +"I thought you liked me, little Elsie," said Travilla, in a tone of +disappointment. + +"So I do, Mr. Travilla; I like you very much," she replied. + +"Well, don't you think I would make a good father?" + +"I am sure you would be very kind, and that I should love you very +much; but not so much as I love my own papa; because, you know, you are +_not_ my papa, and never can be, even if he _should_ give me to you." + +Mr. Dinsmore laughed heartily, saying, "I think you may as well give it +up, Travilla; it seems I'll have to keep her whether or no, for she +clings to me like a leech." + +"Well, Elsie, you will at least come to the piano and play a little for +me, will you not?" asked Travilla, smiling. + +But Elsie still clung to her father, seeming loath to leave him, until +he said, in his grave, decided way, "Go, Elsie; go at once, and do as +you are requested." + +Then she rose instantly to obey. + +Travilla looked somewhat vexed. "I wish," he afterward remarked to his +mother, "that Dinsmore was not quite so ready to second my requests +with his commands. I want Elsie's compliance to be voluntary; else I +think it worth very little." + +Elsie played and sang until they were called to tea; after which she +sat quietly by her father's side, listening to the conversation of her +elders until the carriage was announced. + +"Well, my daughter," said Mr. Dinsmore, when they were fairly upon +their way to Roselands, "have you had a pleasant day?" + +"Oh! _very pleasant_, papa, excepting--" She paused, looking a little +embarrassed. + +"Well, excepting what?" he asked, smiling down at her. + +"Excepting when Mr. Travilla frightened me so, papa," she replied, +moving closer to his side, blushing and casting down her eyes. + +"And you do love your own papa best, and don't want to exchange him for +another?" he said, inquiringly, as he passed his arm affectionately +around her waist. + +"Oh! no, dear papa, not for anybody else in all the world," she said +earnestly. + +He made no reply in words, but, looking highly gratified, bent down and +kissed her cheek. + +He did not speak again during their ride, but when the carriage stopped +he lifted her out, and setting her gently down, bade her a kind +good-night, saying it was time for mammy to put her to bed. + +She ran lightly up-stairs, and springing into her nurse's arms, +exclaimed, "O mammy, mammy! what a pleasant, _pleasant_ day I have had! +Papa has been so kind, and so were Mr. Travilla and his mother." + +"I'se _berry_ glad, darlin', an' I hope you gwine hab many more such +days," replied Chloe, embracing her fondly and then proceeding to take +off her bonnet and prepare her for bed, while Elsie gave her a minute +account of all the occurrences of the day, not omitting the fright Mr. +Travilla had given her, and how happily her fears had been relieved. + +"You look berry happy, my darlin' pet," said Chloe, clasping her +nursling again in her arms when her task was finished. + +"Yes, mammy, I am happy, oh! _so_ happy, because I do believe that papa +is beginning to love me a little, and I hope that perhaps, after a +while, he will love me very much." + +The tears gathered in her eyes as she spoke. + +The next afternoon, as Elsie was returning from her walk, she met her +father. + +"Elsie," said he, in a reproving tone, "I have forbidden you to walk +out alone; are you disobeying me?" + +"No, papa," she replied meekly, raising her eyes to his face, "I was +not alone until about five minutes ago, when Aunt Adelaide and Louise +left me. They said it did not matter, as I was so near home; and they +were going to make a call, and did not want me along." + +"Very well," he said, taking hold of her hand and making her walk by +his side. "How far have you been?" + +"We went down the river bank to the big spring, papa. I believe it is a +little more than a mile that way; but when we came home, we made it +shorter by coming across some of the fields and through the meadow." + +"Through the meadow?" said Mr. Dinsmore; "don't you go there again, +Elsie, unless I give you express permission." + +"Why, papa?" she asked, looking up at him in some surprise. + +"Because I forbid it," he replied sternly; "that is quite enough for +you to know; all you have to do is to obey, and you need never ask me +why, when I give you an order." + +Elsie's eyes filled, and a big tear rolled quickly down her cheek. + +"I did not mean to be naughty, papa," she said, struggling to keep down +a sob, "and I will try never to ask why again." + +"There is another thing," said he. "You cry quite too easily; it is +entirely too babyish for a girl of your age; you must quit it." + +"I will try, papa," said the little girl, wiping her eyes, and making a +great effort to control her feelings. + +They had entered the avenue while this conversation was going on, and +were now drawing near the house; and just at this moment a little girl +about Elsie's age came running to meet them, exclaiming, "O Elsie! I'm +glad you've come at last. We've been here a whole hour--mamma, and +Herbert, and I--and I've been looking for you all this time." + +"How do you do, Miss Lucy Carrington? I see you can talk as fast as +ever," said Mr. Dinsmore, laughing, and holding out his hand. + +Lucy took it, saying with a little pout, "To be sure, Mr. Dinsmore, it +isn't more than two or three weeks since you were at our house, and I +wouldn't forget how to talk in that time." Then, looking at Elsie, she +went on, "We've come to stay a week; won't we have a fine time?" and, +catching her friend round the waist, she gave her a hearty squeeze. + +"I hope so," said Elsie, returning the embrace. "I am glad you have +come." + +"Is your papa here, Miss Lucy?" asked Mr. Dinsmore. + +"Yes, sir; but he's going home again to-night, and then he'll come back +for us next week." + +"I must go in and speak to him," said Mr. Dinsmore. "Elsie, do you +entertain Lucy." + +"Yes, sir, I will," said Elsie. "Come with me to my room, won't you, +Lucy?" + +"Yes; but won't you speak to mamma first? and Herbert, too; you are +such a favorite with both of them; and they still are in the +dressing-room, for mamma is not very well, and was quite fatigued with +her ride." + +Lucy led the way to her mamma's room, as she spoke, Elsie following. + +"Ah! Elsie dear, how do you do? I'm delighted to see you," said Mrs. +Carrington, rising from the sofa as they entered. + +Then, drawing the little girl closer to her, she passed her arm +affectionately around her waist, and kissed her several times. + +"I suppose you are very happy now that your papa has come home at +last?" she said, looking searchingly into Elsie's face. "I remember you +used to be looking forward so to his return; constantly talking of it +and longing for it." + +Poor Elsie, conscious that her father's presence had not brought with +it the happiness she had anticipated, and yet unwilling either to +acknowledge that fact or tell an untruth, was at a loss what to say. + +But she was relieved from the necessity of replying by Herbert, Lucy's +twin brother, a pale, sickly-looking boy, who had for several years +been a sufferer from hip complaint. + +"O Elsie!" he exclaimed, catching hold of her hand and squeezing it +between both of his, "I'm ever so glad to see you again." + +"Yes," said Mrs. Carrington, "Herbert always says nobody can tell him +such beautiful stories as Elsie; and nobody but his mother and his old +mammy was half so kind to run and wait on him when he was laid on his +back for so many weeks. He missed you very much when we went home, and +often wished he was at Roselands again." + +"How is your hip now, Herbert?" asked Elsie, looking pityingly at the +boy's pale face. + +"Oh! a great deal better, thank you. I can take quite long walks +sometimes now, though I still limp, and cannot run and leap like other +boys." + +They chatted a few moments longer, and then Elsie went to her room to +have her hat taken off, and her hair made smooth before the tea-bell +should ring. + +The two little girls were seated together at the table, Elsie's papa +being on her other side. + +"How nice these muffins are! Don't you like them, Elsie?" asked Lucy, +as she helped herself to a third or fourth. + +"Yes, very much," said Elsie, cheerfully. + +"Then what are you eating that cold bread for? and you haven't got any +butter, either. Pompey, why don't hand Miss Elsie the butter?" + +"No, Lucy, I mustn't have it. Papa does not allow me to eat hot cakes +or butter," said Elsie, in the same cheerful tone in which she had +spoken before. + +Lucy opened her eyes very wide, and drew in her breath. + +"Well," she exclaimed, "I guess if _my_ papa should try that on me, I'd +make such a fuss he'd _have_ to let me eat just whatever I wanted." + +"Elsie knows better than to do that," said Mr. Dinsmore, who had +overheard the conversation; "she would only get sent away from the +table and punished for her naughtiness." + +"I wouldn't do it anyhow, papa," said Elsie, raising her eyes +beseechingly to his face. + +"No, daughter, I don't believe you would," he replied in an unusually +kind tone, and Elsie's face flushed with pleasure. + +Several days passed away very pleasantly, Lucy sharing Elsie's studies +in the mornings, while Herbert remained with his mamma; and then in the +afternoon all walking or riding out together, unless the weather was +too warm, when they spent the afternoon playing in the veranda, on the +shady side of the house, and took their ride or walk after the sun was +down. + +Arthur and Walter paid but little attention to Herbert, as his lameness +prevented him from sharing in the active sports which they preferred; +for they had never been taught to yield their wishes to others, and +were consequently extremely selfish and overbearing; but Elsie was very +kind, and did all in her power to interest and amuse him. + +One afternoon they all walked out together, attended by Jim; but Arthur +and Walter, unwilling to accommodate their pace to Herbert's slow +movements, were soon far in advance, Jim following close at their heels. + +"They're quite out of sight," said Herbert presently, "and I'm very +tired. Let's sit down on this bank, girls; I want to try my new bow, +and you may run and pick up my arrows for me." + +"Thank you, sir," said Lucy, laughing; "Elsie may do it if she likes, +but as for me, _I_ mean to take a nap; this nice, soft grass will make +an elegant couch;" and throwing herself down, she soon was, or +pretended to be, in a sound slumber; while Herbert, seating himself +with his back against a tree, amused himself with shooting his arrows +here and there, Elsie running for them and bringing them to him, until +she was quite heated and out of breath. + +"Now I must rest a little, Herbert," she said at length, sitting down +beside him. "Shall I tell you a story?" + +"Oh! yes, do; I like your stories, and I don't mind leaving off +shooting till you're done," said he, laying down his bow. + +Elsie's story lasted about ten minutes, and when she had finished, +Herbert took up his bow again, saying, "I guess you're rested now, +Elsie," and sent an arrow over into the meadow. + +"There! just see how far I sent that! do run and bring it to me, +Elsie!" he cried, "and let me see if I can't hit that tree next time; +I've but just missed it." + +"I'm tired, Herbert; but I'll run and bring it to you this once," +replied Elsie, forgetting entirely her father's prohibition; "but then +you must try to wait until Jim comes back before you shoot any more." + +So saying, she darted away, and came back in a moment with the arrow in +her hand. But a sudden recollection had come over her just as she left +the meadow, and throwing down the arrow at the boy's feet, she +exclaimed in an agitated tone, "O Herbert! I must go home just as +quickly as I can; I had forgotten--oh! how _could_ I forget! oh! what +will papa say!" + +"Why, what's the matter?" asked Herbert in alarm. + +"Never mind," said Elsie, sobbing. "There are the boys coming; they +will take care of you, and I must go home. Good-bye." + +And she ran quickly up the road, Herbert following her retreating form +with wondering eyes. + +Elsie sped onward, crying bitterly as she went. + +"Where is papa!" she inquired of a servant whom she met in the avenue. + +"Dunno, Miss Elsie, but I reckon Massa Horace am in de house, kase his +horse am in de stable." + +Elsie hardly waited for the answer, but hurrying into the house, went +from room to room, looking and asking in vain for her father. He was +not in the drawing-room, or the library, or his own apartments. She had +just come out of this, and meeting a chamber-maid in the hall, she +exclaimed, "O Fanny! where _is_ papa? can't you tell me? for I must see +him." + +"Here I am, Elsie; what do you want with me?" called out her father's +voice from the veranda, where she had neglected to look. + +"What do you want?" he repeated, as his little girl appeared before him +with her flushed and tearful face. Elsie moved slowly toward him, with +a timid air and downcast eyes. + +"I wanted to tell you something, papa," she said in a low, tremulous +tone. + +"Well, I am listening," said he, taking hold of her hand and drawing +her to his side. "What is it? are you sick or hurt?" + +"No, papa, not either; but--but, O papa! I have been a very naughty +girl," she exclaimed, bursting into tears, and sobbing violently. "I +disobeyed you, papa. I--I have been in the meadow." + +"Is it possible! Would you _dare_ to do so when I so positively forbade +it only the other day?" he said in his sternest tone, while a dark +frown gathered on his brow. "Elsie, I shall have to punish you." + +"I did not intend to disobey you, papa," she sobbed; "I quite forgot +that you had forbidden me to go there." + +"That is no excuse, no excuse at all," said he severely; "You must +_remember_ my commands; and if your memory is so poor I shall find +means to strengthen it." + +He paused a moment, still looking sternly at the little, trembling, +sobbing girl at his side; then asked, "What were you doing in the +meadow? tell me the whole story, that I may understand just how +severely I ought to punish you." + +Elsie gave him all the particulars; and when, upon questioning her +closely, he perceived how entirely voluntary her confession had been, +his tone and manner became less stern, and he said quite mildly, "Well, +Elsie, I shall not be very severe with you this time, as you seem to be +very penitent, and have made so full and frank a confession; but beware +how you disobey me again, for you will not escape so easily another +time; and remember I will not take forgetfulness as any excuse. Go now +to Aunt Chloe, and tell her from me that she is to put you immediately +to bed." + +"It is only the middle of the afternoon, papa," said Elsie, +deprecatingly. + +"If it were much _earlier_, Elsie, it would make no difference; you +must go at once to your bed, and stay there until to-morrow morning." + +"What will Lucy and Herbert think when they come in and can't find me, +papa?" she said, weeping afresh. + +"You should have thought of that before you disobeyed me," he answered +very gravely. "If you are hungry," he added, "you may ask Chloe to get +you a slice of bread or a cracker for your supper, but you can have +nothing else." + +Elsie lingered, looking timidly up into his face as though wanting to +say something, but afraid to venture. + +"Speak, Elsie, if you have anything more to say," he said encouragingly. + +"Dear papa, I am _so_ sorry I have been so naughty," she murmured, +leaning her head against the arm of his chair, while the tears rolled +fast down her cheeks; "won't you please forgive me, papa? it seems to +me I can't go to sleep to-night if you are angry with me." + +He seemed quite touched by her penitence. "Yes, Elsie," he said, "I do +forgive you. I am not at all angry with you now, and you may go to +sleep in peace. Good night, my little daughter," and he bent down and +pressed his lips to her brow. + +Elsie held up her face for another, and he kissed her lips. + +"Good night, dear papa," she said, "I hope I shall never be such a +naughty girl again." And she went to her room, made almost happy by +that kiss of forgiveness. + +Elsie was up quite early the next morning and had learned all her +lessons before breakfast. As she came down the stairs she saw, through +the open door, her papa standing with some of the men-servants, +apparently gazing at some object lying on the ground. She ran out and +stood on the steps of the portico, looking at them and wondering what +they were doing. + +Presently her father turned round, and seeing her, held out his hand, +calling, "Come here, Elsie." + +She sprang quickly down the steps, and running to him, put her hand in +his, saying, "Good morning, papa." + +"Good morning, daughter," said he, "I have something to show you." + +And leading her forward a few paces, he pointed to a large rattlesnake +lying there. + +"O papa!" she cried, starting back and clinging to him. + +"It will not hurt you _now_" he said; "it is dead; the men killed it +this morning _in the meadow_. Do you see _now_ why I forbade you to go +there?" + +"O papa!" she murmured, in a low tone of deep feeling, laying her cheek +affectionately against his hand, "I might have lost my life by my +disobedience. How good God was to take care of me! Oh! I hope I shall +never be so naughty again." + +"I hope not," said he gravely, but not unkindly; "and I hope that you +will always, after this, believe that your father has some good reason +for his commands, even although he may not choose to explain it to you." + +"Yes, papa, I think I will," she answered, humbly. + +The breakfast-bell had rung, and he now led her in and seated her at +the table. + +Lucy Carrington looked curiously at her, and soon took an opportunity +to whisper, "Where were you last night, Elsie? I couldn't find you, and +your papa wouldn't say what had become of you, though I am quite sure +he knew." + +"I'll tell you after breakfast," replied Elsie, blushing deeply. + +Lucy waited rather impatiently until all had risen from the table, and +then, putting her arm round Elsie's waist, she drew her out on to the +veranda, saying, "now, Elsie, tell me; you know you promised." + +"I was in bed," replied Elsie, dropping her eyes, while the color +mounted to her very hair. + +"In bed! before five o'clock!" exclaimed Lucy in a tone of +astonishment. "Why, what was that for?" + +"Papa sent me," replied Elsie, with an effort. "I had been naughty, and +disobeyed him." + +"Why, how strange! Do tell me what you had done!" exclaimed Lucy, with +a face full of curiosity. + +"Papa had forbidden me to go into the meadow, I forgot all about it, +and ran in there to get Herbert's arrow for him," replied Elsie, +looking very much ashamed. + +"Was _that all?_ why _my_ papa wouldn't have punished me for that," +said Lucy. "He might have scolded me a little if I had done it on +purpose, but if I had told him I had forgotten, he would only have +said, 'You must remember better next time.'" + +"Papa says that forgetfulness is no excuse; that I am to remember his +commands, and if I forget, he will have to punish me, to make me +remember better next time," said Elsie. + +"He must be very strict indeed; I'm glad he is not _my_ papa," replied +Lucy, in a tone of great satisfaction. + +"Come, little girls, make haste and get ready; we are to start in half +an hour," said Adelaide Dinsmore, calling to them from the hall door. + +The whole family, old and young, including visitors, were on that day +to go on a picnic up the river, taking their dinner along, and spending +the day in the woods. They had been planning this excursion for several +days, and the children especially had been looking forward to it with a +great deal of pleasure. + +"Am I to go, Aunt Adelaide? did papa say so?" asked Elsie anxiously, as +she and Lucy hastened to obey the summons. + +"I presume you are to go of course, Elsie; we have been discussing the +matter for the last three days, always taking it for granted that you +were to make one of the party, and he has never said you should not," +replied Adelaide, good-naturedly; "so make haste, or you will be too +late. But here comes your papa now." she added, as the library door +opened, and Mr. Dinsmore stepped out into the hall where they were +standing. + +"Horace, Elsie is to go of course?" + +"I do not see the _of course_, Adelaide," said he dryly. "No; Elsie is +_not_ to go; she must stay at home and attend to her lessons as usual." + +A look of keen disappointment came over Elsie's face, but she turned +away without a word and went upstairs; while Lucy, casting a look of +wrathful indignation at Mr. Dinsmore, ran after her, and following her +into her room, she put her arm round her neck, saying, "Never mind, +Elsie; it's too bad, and I wouldn't bear it. I'd go in spite of him." + +"No, no, Lucy, I must obey my father; God says so; and besides, I +couldn't do that if I wanted to, for papa is stronger than I am, and +would punish me severely if I were to attempt such a thing," replied +Elsie hastily, brushing away a tear that _would_ come into her eye. + +"Then I'd coax him," said Lucy. "Come, I'll go with you, and we will +both try." + +"No," replied Elsie, with a hopeless shake of the head, "I have found +out already that my papa never breaks his word; and nothing could +induce him to let me go, now that he has once said I should not. But +you will have to leave me, Lucy, or you will be too late." + +"Good-bye, then," said Lucy, turning to go; "but I think it is a great +shame, and I shan't half enjoy myself without you." + +"Well now, Horace, I think you might let the child go," was Adelaide's +somewhat indignant rejoinder to her brother, as the two little girls +disappeared; "I can't conceive what reason you can have for keeping her +at home, and she looks so terribly disappointed. Indeed, Horace, I am +sometimes half inclined to think you take pleasure in thwarting that +child." + +"You had better call me a tyrant at once, Adelaide," said he angrily, +and turning very red; "but I must beg to be permitted to manage my own +child in my own way; and I cannot see that I am under any obligation to +give my reasons either to you or to any one else." + +"Well, if you did not intend to let her go, I think you might have said +so at first, and not left the poor child to build her hopes upon it, +only to be disappointed. I must say I think it was cruel." + +"Until this morning, Adelaide," he replied, "I did intend to let her +go, for I expected to go myself; but I find I shall not be able to do +so, as I must meet a gentleman on business; and as I know that +accidents frequently occur to such pleasure parties, I don't feel +willing to let Elsie go, unless I could be there myself to take care of +her. Whether you believe it or not, it is really regard for my child's +safety, and _not_ cruelty, that leads me to refuse her this +gratification." + +"You are full of notions about that child, Horace," said Adelaide, a +little impatiently. "I'm sure some of the rest of us could take care of +her." + +"No; in case of accident you would all have enough to do to take care +of yourselves, and I shall not think of trusting Elsie in the company, +since I cannot be there myself," he answered decidedly; and Adelaide, +seeing he was not to be moved from his determination, gave up the +attempt, and left the room to prepare for her ride. + +It was a great disappointment to Elsie, and for a few moments her heart +rose up in rebellion against her father. She tried to put away the +feeling, but it would come back; for she could not imagine any reason +for his refusal to let her go, excepting the disobedience of the day +before, and it seemed hard and unjust to punish her twice for the same +fault, especially as he would have known nothing about it but for her +own frank and voluntary confession. It was a great pity she had not +heard the reasons he gave her Aunt Adelaide, for then she would have +been quite submissive and content. It is indeed true that she ought to +have been as it was; but our little Elsie, though sincerely desirous to +do right, was not yet perfect, and had already strangely forgotten the +lesson of the morning. + +She watched from the veranda the departure of the pleasure-seekers, all +apparently in the gayest spirits. She was surprised to see that her +father was not with them, and it half reconciled her to staying at +home, although she hardly expected to see much of him; but there was +something pleasant in the thought that he wanted her at home because he +was to be there himself; it looked as though he really had some +affection for her, and even a selfish love was better than none. I do +not mean that these were Elsie's thoughts; no, she never would have +dreamed of calling her father selfish; but the undefined feeling was +there, as she watched him hand the ladies into the carriage, and then +turn and reenter the house as they drove off. + +But Miss Day's bell rang, and Elsie gathered up her books and hastened +to the school-room. Her patience and endurance were sorely tried that +morning, for Miss Day was in an exceedingly bad humor, being greatly +mortified and also highly indignant that she had not been invited to +make one of the picnic party; and Elsie had never found her more +unreasonable and difficult to please; and her incessant fault-finding +and scolding were almost more than the little girl could bear in +addition to her own sad disappointment. But at last the morning, which +had seldom seemed so long, was over, and Elsie dismissed from the +school-room for the day. + +At dinner, instead of the usual large party, there were only her father +and the gentleman with whom he was transacting business, Miss Day, and +herself. + +The gentleman was not one of those who care to notice children, but +continued to discuss business and politics with Mr. Dinsmore, without +seeming to be in the least aware of the presence of the little girl, +who sat in perfect silence, eating whatever her father saw fit to put +upon her plate; and Elsie was very glad indeed when at length Miss Day +rose to leave the table, and her papa told her she might go too. + +He called her back though, before she had gone across the room, to say +that he had intended to ride with her that afternoon, but found he +should not be able to do so, and she must take Jim for a protector, as +he did not wish her either to miss her ride or to go entirely alone. + +He spoke very kindly; Elsie thought with remorse of the rebellious +feelings of the morning, and, had she been alone with her father, would +certainly have confessed them, expressing her sorrow and asking +forgiveness; but she could not do so before a third person, more +especially a stranger; and merely saying, "Yes, papa, I will," she +turned away and left the room. Jim was bringing up her horse as she +passed the open door; and she hastened up-stairs to prepare for her +ride. + +"O mammy!" she suddenly exclaimed, as Chloe was trying on her hat, "is +Pomp going to the city to-day?" + +"Yes, darlin', he gwine start directly," said Chloe, arranging her +nursling's curls to better advantage, and finishing her work with a +fond caress. + +"Oh! then, mammy, take some money out of my purse, and tell him to buy +me a pound of the very nicest candy he can find," said the little girl, +eagerly. "I haven't had any for a long time, and I feel hungry for it +to-day. What they had bought for the picnic looked so good, but you +know I didn't get any of it." + +The picnic party returned just before tea-time, and Lucy Carrington +rushed into Elsie's room eager to tell her what a delightful day they +had had. She gave a very glowing account of their sports and +entertainment, interrupting herself every now and then to lament over +Elsie's absence, assuring her again and again that it had been the only +drawback upon her own pleasure, and that she thought that Elsie's papa +was very unkind indeed to refuse her permission to go. As Elsie +listened the morning's feelings of vexation and disappointment returned +in full force; and though she said nothing, she allowed her friend to +accuse her father of cruelty and injustice without offering any +remonstrance. + +In the midst of their talk the tea-bell rang, and they hurried down to +take their places at the table, where Lucy went on with her narrative, +though in a rather subdued tone, Elsie now and then asking a question, +until Mr. Dinsmore turned to his daughter, saying, in his stern way, +"Be quiet, Elsie; you are talking entirely too much for a child of your +age; don't let me hear you speak again until you have left the table." + +Elsie's face flushed, and her eyes fell, under the rebuke; and during +the rest of the meal not a sound escaped her lips. + +"Come, Elsie, let us go into the garden and finish our talk," said +Lucy, putting her arm affectionately around her friend's waist as they +left the table; "your papa can't hear us there, and we'll have a good +time." + +"Papa only stopped us because we were talking too much at the table," +said Elsie, apologetically; "I'm sure he is willing you should tell me +all about what a nice time you all had. But, Lucy," she added, lowering +her voice, "please don't say again that you think papa was unkind to +keep me at home to-day. I'm sure he knows best, and I ought not to have +listened to a word of that kind about him." + +"O! well, never mind, I won't talk so any more," said Lucy, +good-naturedly, as they skipped down the walk together; "but I do think +he's cross, and I wish you were my sister, that you might have my kind, +good papa for yours too," she added, drawing her arm more closely about +her friend's waist. + +"Thank you, Lucy," said Elsie, with a little sigh, "I would like to be +your sister, but indeed I would not like to give up my own dear papa, +for I love him, oh! _so_ much." + +"Why, how funny, when he's so cross to you!" exclaimed Lucy, laughing. + +Elsie put her hand over her friend's mouth, and Lucy pushed it away, +saying, "Excuse me; I forgot; but I'll try not to say it again." + +While the little girls were enjoying their talk in the garden, a +servant with a small bundle in her hand came out on the veranda, where +Mr. Horace Dinsmore was sitting smoking a cigar, and, casting an +inquiring glance around, asked if he knew where Miss Elsie was? + +"What do you want with her?" he asked. + +"Only to give her dis bundle, massa, dat Pomp jus brought from de city." + +"Give it to me," he said, extending his hand to receive it. + +A few moments afterward Elsie and her friend returned to the house, and +meeting Pomp, she asked him if he had brought her candy. + +He replied that he had got some that was very nice indeed, and he +thought that Fanny had carried it to her; and seeing Fanny near, he +called to her to know what she had done with it. + +"Why, Pomp, Massa Horace he told me to give it to him," said the girl. + +Elsie turned away with a very disappointed look. + +"You'll go and ask him for it, won't you?" asked Lucy, who was anxious +to enjoy a share of the candy as well as to see Elsie gratified. + +"No," said Elsie, sighing, "I had rather do without it." + +Lucy coaxed for a little while, but finding it impossible to persuade +Elsie to approach her father on the subject, finally volunteered to do +the errand herself. + +Elsie readily consented, and Lucy, trembling a little in spite of her +boast that she was not afraid of him, walked out on to the veranda +where Mr. Dinsmore was still sitting, and putting on an air of great +confidence, said: + +"Mr. Dinsmore, will you please to give me Elsie's candy? she wants it." + +"Did Elsie send you?" he asked in a cold, grave tone. + +"Yes, sir," replied Lucy, somewhat frightened. + +"Then, if you please, Miss Lucy, you may tell Elsie to come directly to +me." + +Lucy ran back to her friend, and Elsie received the message in some +trepidation, but as no choice was now left her, she went immediately to +her father. + +"Did you want me, papa?" she asked timidly. + +"Yes, Elsie; I wish to know why you send another person to me for what +you want, instead of coming yourself. It displeases me very much, and +you may rest assured that you will never get anything that you ask for +in that way." + +Elsie hung her head in silence. + +"Are you going to answer me?" he asked, in his severe tone. "Why did +you send Lucy instead of coming yourself?" + +"I was afraid, papa," she whispered, almost under her breath. + +"Afraid! afraid of what?" he asked, with increasing displeasure. + +"Of you, papa," she replied, in a tone so low that he could scarcely +catch the words, although he bent down his ear to receive her reply. + +"If I were a drunken brute, in the habit of knocking you about, beating +and abusing you, there might be some reason for your fear, Elsie," he +said, coloring with anger; "but, as it is, I see no excuse for it at +all and I am both hurt and displeased by it." + +"I am very sorry, papa; I won't do so again," she said, tremblingly. + +There was a moment's pause, and then she asked in a timid hesitating +way, "Papa, may I have my candy, if you please?" + +"No, you may not," he said decidedly; "and understand and remember that +I positively forbid you either to buy or eat anything of the kind again +without my express permission." + +Elsie's eyes filled, and she had a hard struggle to keep down a rising +sob as she turned away and went slowly back to the place where she had +left her friend. + +"Have you got it?" asked Lucy, eagerly. + +Elsie shook her head. + +"What a shame!" exclaimed Lucy, indignantly. "He's just as cross as he +can be. He's a tyrant, so he is! just a hateful old tyrant, and I +wouldn't care a cent for him, if I were you, Elsie. I'm glad he is not +my father, so I am." + +"I'm afraid he doesn't love me much," sighed Elsie in low, tearful +tones, "for he hardly ever lets me have anything, or go anywhere that I +want to." + +"Well, never mind, _I'll_ send and buy a good lot tomorrow, and we'll +have a regular feast," said Lucy, soothingly, as she passed her arm +around her friend's waist and drew her down to a seat on the portico +step. + +"Thank you, Lucy; you can buy for yourself if you like, but not for me, +for papa has forbidden me to eat anything of the sort." + +"Oh! of course we'll not let him know anything about it," said Lucy. + +But Elsie shook her head sadly, saying with a little sigh, "No, Lucy, +you are very kind, but I cannot disobey papa, even if he should never +know it, because that would be disobeying God, and He would know it." + +"Dear me, how particular you are!" exclaimed Lucy a little pettishly. + +"Elsie," said Mr. Dinsmore, speaking from the door, "what are you doing +there? Did I not forbid you to be out in the evening air?" + +"I did not know you meant the doorstep, papa. I thought I was only not +to go down into the garden," replied the little girl, rising to go in. + +"I see you intend to make as near an approach to disobedience as you +dare," said her father. "Go immediately to your room, and tell mammy to +put you to bed." + +Elsie silently obeyed, and Lucy, casting an indignant glance at Mr. +Dinsmore, was about to follow her, when he said, "I wish her to go +alone, if you please, Miss Lucy;" and with a frown and a pout the +little girl walked into the drawing-room and seated herself on the sofa +beside her mamma. + +Mr. Dinsmore walked out on to the portico, and stood there watching the +moon which was just rising over the treetops. + +"Horace," said Arthur, emerging from the shadow of a tree near by and +approaching his brother, "Elsie thinks you're a tyrant. She says you +never let her have anything, or go anywhere, and you're always +punishing her. She and Lucy have had a fine time out here talking over +your bad treatment of her, and planning to have some candy in spite of +you." + +"Arthur, I do not believe that Elsie would deliberately plan to disobey +me; and whatever faults she may have, I am very sure she is above the +meanness of telling tales," replied Mr. Dinsmore, in a tone of +severity, as he turned and went into the house, while Arthur, looking +sadly crestfallen, crept away out of sight. + +When Elsie reached her room, she found that Chloe was not there; for, +not expecting that her services would be required at so early an hour, +she had gone down to the kitchen to have a little chat with her +fellow-servants. Elsie rang for her, and then walking to the window, +stood looking down into the garden in an attitude of thoughtfulness and +dejection. She was mentally taking a review of the manner in which she +had spent the day, as was her custom before retiring. The retrospect +had seldom been so painful to the little girl. She had a very tender +conscience, and it told her now that she had more than once during the +day indulged in wrong feelings toward her father; that she had also +allowed another to speak disrespectfully of him, giving by her silence +a tacit approval of the sentiments uttered, and, more than that, had +spoken complainingly of him herself. + +"Oh!" she murmured half aloud as she covered her face with her hands, +and the tears trickled through her fingers, "how soon I have forgotten +the lesson papa taught me this morning, and my promise to trust him +without knowing his reasons. I don't deserve that he should love me or +be kind and indulgent, when I am so rebellious." + +"What's de matter, darlin'?" asked Chloe's voice in pitiful tones, as +she took her nursling in her arms and laid her little head against her +bosom, passing her hand caressingly over the soft bright curls; "your +ole mammy can't bear to see her pet cryin' like dat." + +"O mammy, mammy! I've been such a wicked girl to-day! Oh! I'm afraid I +shall never be good, never be like Jesus. I'm afraid He is angry with +me, for I have disobeyed Him to-day," sobbed the child. + +"Darlin'," said Chloe, earnestly, "didn't you read to your ole mammy +dis very morning dese bressed words: 'If any man sin, we have an +advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous,' an' de other: +'If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our +sins.' Go to de dear, bressed Lord Jesus, darlin', an' ax Him to +forgive you, an' I _knows_ He will." + +"Yes, He will," replied the little girl, raising her head and dashing +away her tears, "He will forgive my sins, and take away my wicked +heart, and give me right thoughts and feelings. How glad I am you +remembered those sweet texts, you dear old mammy," she added, twining +her arms lovingly around her nurse's neck. And then she delivered her +papa's message, and Chloe began at once to prepare her for bed. + +Elsie's tears had ceased to flow, but they were still trembling in her +eyes, and the little face wore a very sad and troubled expression as +she stood patiently passive in her nurse's hands. Chloe had soon +finished her labors, and then the little girl opened her Bible, and, as +usual, read a few verses aloud, though her voice trembled, and once or +twice a tear fell on the page; then closing the book she stole away to +the side of the bed and knelt down. + +She was a good while on her knees, and several times, as the sound of a +low sob fell upon Chloe's ear, she sighed and murmured to herself: +"Poor, darlin'! dear, bressed lamb, your ole mammy don't like to hear +dat." + +Then as the child rose from her kneeling posture she went to her, and +taking her in her arms, folded her in a fond embrace, calling her by +the most tender and endearing epithets, and telling her that her old +mammy loved her better than life--better than anything in the wide +world. + +Elsie flung her arms around her nurse's neck, and laid her head upon +her bosom, saying, "Yes, my dear old mammy, I know you love me, and I +love you, too. But put me in bed now, or papa will be displeased." + +"What makes you so onrestless, darlin'?" asked Chloe, half an hour +afterward; "can't you go to sleep no how?" + +"O mammy! if I could only see papa just for one moment to tell him +something. Do you think he would come to me?" sighed the little girl. +"Please, mammy, go down and see if he is busy. Don't say a word if he +is; but if not, ask him to come to me for just one minute." + +Chloe left the room immediately, but returned the next moment, saying, +"I jes looked into de parlor, darlin', an' Mass Horace he mighty busy +playin' chess wid Miss Lucy's mamma, an' I didn't say nuffin' to him. +Jes you go sleep, my pet, an' tell Mass Horace all 'bout it in de +mornin'." + +Elsie sighed deeply, and turning over on her pillow, cried herself to +sleep. + +Chloe was just putting the finishing touches to the little girl's dress +the next morning, when Lucy Carrington rapped at the door. + +"Good morning, Elsie," she said; "I was in a hurry to come to you, +because it is my last day, you know. Wasn't it too bad of your father +to send you off to bed so early last night?" + +"No, Lucy, papa has a right to send me to bed whenever he pleases; and +besides, I was naughty and deserved to be punished; and it was not much +more than half an hour earlier than my usual bedtime." + +"You naughty!" exclaimed Lucy, opening her eyes very wide. "Mamma often +says she wishes I was half as good." + +Elsie sighed, but made no answer. Her thoughts seemed far away. She was +thinking of what she had been so anxious, the night before, to say to +her father, and trying to gain courage to do it this morning. "If I +could only get close to him when nobody was by, and he would look and +speak kindly to me, I could do it then," she murmured to herself. + +"Come, Aunt Chloe, aren't you done? I want to have a run in the garden +before breakfast," said Lucy, somewhat impatiently, as Chloe tied and +untied Elsie's sash several times. + +"Well, Miss Lucy, I'se done now," she answered, passing her hand once +more over her nursling's curls: "but Mass Horace he mighty pertickler +'bout Miss Elsie." + +"Yes," said Elsie, "papa wants me always to look very nice and neat; +and when I go down in the morning he just gives me one glance from head +to foot, and if anything is wrong he is sure to see it and send me back +immediately to have it made right. Now, mammy, please give me my hat +and let us go." + +"You's got plenty ob time, chillens; de bell won't go for to ring dis +hour," remarked the old nurse, tying on Elsie's hat. + +"My chile looks sweet an' fresh as a moss rosebud dis mornin'," she +added, talking to herself, as she watched the two little girls tripping +down-stairs hand in hand. + +They skipped up and down the avenue several times, and ran all round +the garden before it was time to go in. Then Elsie went up to Chloe to +have her hair made smooth again. She was just descending for the second +time to the hall, where she had left Lucy, when they saw a carriage +drive up to the front door. + +"There's papa!" cried Lucy, joyfully, as it stopped and a gentleman +sprang out and came up the steps into the portico; and in an instant +she was in his arms, receiving such kisses and caresses as Elsie had +vainly longed for all her life. + +Lucy had several brothers, but was an only daughter, and a very great +pet, especially with her father. + +Elsie watched them with a wistful look and a strange aching at her +heart. + +But presently Mr. Carrington set Lucy down and turning to her, gave her +a shake of the hand, and then a kiss, saying, "How do you do this +morning, my dear? I'm afraid you are hardly glad to see me, as I come +to take Lucy away, for I suppose you have been having fine times +together." + +"Yes, sir, indeed we have; and I hope you will let her come again." + +"Oh! yes, certainly; but the visits must not be all on one side. I +shall talk to your papa about it, and perhaps persuade him to let us +take you along this afternoon to spend a week at Ashlands." + +"Oh! how delightful!" cried Lucy, clapping her hands. "Elsie, do you +think he will let you go?" + +"I don't know, I'm afraid not," replied the little girl doubtfully. + +"You must coax him, as I do my papa," said Lucy. + +But at this Elsie only shook her head, and just then the breakfast-bell +rang. + +Mr. Dinsmore was already in the breakfast-room, and Elsie, going up to +him, said, "Good morning, papa." + +"Good morning, Elsie," he replied, but his tone was so cold that even +if no one else had been by, she could not have said another word. + +He had not intended to be influenced by the information Arthur had so +maliciously given him the night before; yet unconsciously he was, and +his manner to his little daughter was many degrees colder than it had +been for some time. + +After breakfast Lucy reminded Elsie of a promise she had made to show +her some beautiful shells which her father had collected in his +travels, and Elsie led the way to the cabinet, a small room opening +into the library, and filled with curiosities. + +They had gone in alone, but were soon followed by Arthur, Walter and +Enna. + +Almost everything in the room belonged to Mr. Horace Dinsmore; and +Elsie, knowing that many of the articles were rare and costly, and that +he was very careful of them, begged Enna and the boys to go out, lest +they should accidentally do some mischief. + +"I won't," replied Arthur. "I've just as good a right to be here as +you." + +As he spoke he gave her a push, which almost knocked her over, and in +catching at a table to save herself from falling, she threw down a +beautiful vase of rare old china, which Mr. Dinsmore prized very +highly. It fell with a loud crash, and lay scattered in fragments at +their feet. + +"There, see what you've done!" exclaimed Arthur, as the little group +stood aghast at the mischief. + +It happened that Mr. Dinsmore was just then in the library, and the +noise soon brought him upon the scene of action. + +"Who did this?" he asked, in a wrathful tone, looking from one to the +other. + +"Elsie," said Arthur; "she threw it down and broke it." + +"Troublesome, careless child! I would not have taken a hundred dollars +for that vase," he exclaimed. "Go to your room! go this instant, and +stay there until I send for you; and remember, if you ever come in here +again without permission I shall punish you." + +He opened the door as he spoke, and Elsie flew across the hall, up the +stairs, and into her own room, without once pausing or looking back. + +"Now go out, every one of you, and don't come in here again; this is no +place for children," said Mr. Dinsmore, turning the others into the +hall, and shutting and locking the door upon them. + +"You ought to be ashamed, Arthur Dinsmore," exclaimed Lucy indignantly; +"it was all your own fault, and Elsie was not to blame at all, and you +know it." + +"I didn't touch the old vase, and I'm not going to take the blame of +it, either, I can tell you, miss," replied Arthur, moving off, followed +by Walter and Enna, while Lucy walked to the other end of the hall, and +stood looking out of the window, debating in her own mind whether she +had sufficient courage to face Mr. Dinsmore, and make him understand +where the blame of the accident ought to lie. + +At length she seemed to have solved the question; for turning about and +moving noiselessly down the passage to the library door, she gave a +timid little rap, which was immediately answered by Mr. Dinsmore's +voice saying, "Come in." + +Lucy opened the door and walked in, closing it after her. + +Mr. Dinsmore sat at a table writing, and he looked up with an +expression of mingled surprise and impatience. + +"What do you want, Miss Lucy?" he said, "speak quickly, for I am very +busy." + +"I just wanted to tell you, sir," replied Lucy, speaking up quite +boldly, "that Elsie was not at all to blame about the vase; for it was +Arthur who pushed her and made her fall against the table, and that was +the way the vase came to fall and break." + +"What made him push her?" he asked. + +"Just because Elsie asked him, and Walter, and Enna to go out, for fear +they might do some mischief." + +Mr. Dinsmore's pen was suspended over the paper for a moment, while he +sat thinking with a somewhat clouded brow; but presently turning to the +little girl, he said quite pleasantly, "Very well, Miss Lucy, I am much +obliged to you for your information, for I should be very sorry to +punish Elsie unjustly. And now will you do me the favor to go to her +and tell her that her papa says she need not stay in her room any +longer?" + +"Yes, sir, I will," replied Lucy, her face sparkling with delight as +she hurried off with great alacrity to do his bidding. + +She found Elsie in her room crying violently, and throwing her arms +around her neck she delivered Mr. Dinsmore's message, concluding with, +"So now, Elsie, you see you needn't cry, nor feel sorry any more; but +just dry your eyes and let us go down into the garden and have a good +time." + +Elsie was very thankful to Lucy, and very glad that her papa now knew +that she was not to blame; but she was still sorry for his loss, and +his words had wounded her too deeply to be immediately forgotten; +indeed it was some time before the sore spot they had made in her heart +was entirely healed. But she tried to forget it all and enter heartily +into the sports proposed by Lucy. + +The Carringtons were not to leave until the afternoon, and the little +girls spent nearly the whole morning in the garden, coming into the +drawing-room a few moments before the dinner-bell rang. + +Mrs. Carrington sat on a sofa engaged with some fancy work, while +Herbert, who had not felt well enough to join the other children, had +stretched himself out beside her, putting his head in her lap. + +Mr. Carrington and Mr. Horace Dinsmore were conversing near by. + +Lucy ran up to her papa and seated herself upon his knee with her arm +around his neck; while Elsie stopped a moment to speak to Herbert, and +then timidly approaching her father, with her eyes upon the floor, said +in a low, half-frightened tone, that reached no ear but his, "I am very +sorry about the vase, papa." + +He took her hand, and drawing her close to him, pushed back the hair +from her forehead with his other hand, and bending down to her, said +almost in a whisper, "Never mind, daughter, we will forget all about +it. I am sorry I spoke so harshly to you, since Lucy tells me you were +not so much to blame." + +Elsie's face flushed with pleasure, and she looked up gratefully; but +before she had time to reply, Mrs. Carrington said, "Elsie, we want to +take you home with us to spend a week; will you go?" + +"I should like to, very much, indeed, ma'am, if papa will let me," +replied the little girl, looking wistfully up into his face. + +"Well, Mr. Dinsmore, what do you say? I hope you can have no +objection," said Mrs. Carrington, looking inquiringly at him; while her +husband added, "Oh! yes, Dinsmore, you must let her go by all means; +you can certainly spare her for a week, and it need be no interruption +to her lessons, as she can share with Lucy in the instructions of our +governess, who is really a superior teacher." + +Mr. Dinsmore was looking very grave, and Elsie knew from the expression +of his countenance what his answer would be, before he spoke. He had +noticed the indignant glance Lucy had once or twice bestowed upon him, +and remembering Arthur's report of the conversation between the two +little girls the night before, had decided in his own mind that the +less Elsie saw of Lucy the better. + +"I thank you both for your kind attention to my little girl," he +replied courteously, "but while fully appreciating your kindness in +extending the invitation, I must beg leave to decline it, as I am +satisfied that home is the best place for her at present." + +"Ah! no, I suppose we ought hardly to have expected you to spare her so +soon after your return," said Mrs. Carrington; "but, really, I am very +sorry to be refused, for Elsie is such a good child that I am always +delighted to have Lucy and Herbert with her." + +"Perhaps you think better of her than she deserves, Mrs. Carrington. I +find that Elsie is sometimes naughty and in need of correction, as well +as other children, and therefore, I think it best to keep her as much +as possible under my own eye," replied Mr. Dinsmore, looking very +gravely at his little daughter as he spoke. + +Elsie's face flushed painfully, and she had hard work to keep from +bursting into tears. It was a great relief to her that just at that +moment the dinner-bell rang, and there was a general movement in the +direction of the dining-room. Her look was touchingly humble as her +father led her in and seated her at the table. + +She was thinking, "Papa says I am naughty sometimes, but oh! how _very_ +naughty he would think me if he knew all the wicked feelings I had +yesterday." + +As soon as they had risen from the table, Mrs. Carrington bade Lucy go +up to her maid to have her bonnet put on, as the carriage was already +at the door. + +Elsie would have gone with her, but her father had taken her hand +again, and he held it fast. + +She looked up inquiringly into his face. + +"Stay here," he said. "Lucy will be down again in a moment." + +And Elsie stood quietly at his side until Lucy returned. + +But even then her father did not relinquish his hold of her hand, and +all the talking the little girls could do must be done close at his +side. + +Yet, as he was engaged in earnest conversation with Mr. Carrington, and +did not seem to be listening to them, Lucy ventured to whisper to +Elsie, "I think it's real mean of him; he might let you go." + +"No," replied Elsie, in the same low tone, "I'm sure papa knows best; +and besides, I _have_ been naughty, and don't deserve to go, though I +should like to, dearly." + +"Well, good-bye," said Lucy, giving her a kiss. + +It was not until Mr. Carrington's carriage was fairly on its way down +the avenue, that Mr. Dinsmore dropped his little girl's hand; and then +he said, "I want you in the library, Elsie; come to me in half an hour." + +"Yes, papa, I will," she replied, looking a little frightened. + +"You need not be afraid," he said, in a tone of displeasure; "I am not +going to hurt you." + +Elsie blushed and hung her head, but made no reply, and he turned away +and left her. She could not help wondering what he wanted with her, and +though she tried not to feel afraid, it was impossible to keep from +trembling a little as she knocked at the library door. + +Her father's voice said, "Come in," and entering, she found him alone, +seated at a table covered with papers and writing materials, while +beside the account book in which he was writing lay a pile of money, in +bank notes, and gold and silver. + +"Here, Elsie," he said, laying down his pen, "I want to give you your +month's allowance. Your grandfather has paid it to you heretofore, but +of course, now that I am at home, I attend to everything that concerns +you. You have been receiving eight dollars--I shall give you ten," and +he counted out the money and laid it before her as he spoke; "but I +shall require a strict account of all that you spend. I want you to +learn to keep accounts, for if you live, you will some day have a great +deal of money to take care of; and here is a blank book that I have +prepared, so that you can do so very easily. Every time that you lay +out or give away any money, you must set it down here as soon as you +come home; be particular about that, lest you should forget something, +because you must bring your book to me at the end of every month, and +let me see how much you have spent, and what is the balance in hand; +and if you are not able to make it come out square, and tell me what +you have done with every penny, you will lose either the whole or a +part of your allowance for the next month, according to the extent of +your delinquency. Do you understand?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Very well. Let me see now how much you can remember of your last +month's expenditures. Take the book and set down everything you can +think of." + +Elsie had a good memory, and was able to remember how she had spent +almost every cent during the time specified; and she set down one item +after another, and then added up the column without any mistake. + +"That was very well done," said her father approvingly. And then +running over the items half aloud, "Candy, half a dollar; remember, +Elsie, there is to be no more money disposed of in that way; not as a +matter of economy, by any means, but because I consider is very +injurious. I am very anxious that you should grow up strong and +healthy. I would not for anything have you a miserable dyspeptic." + +Then suddenly closing the book and handing it to her, he said, +inquiringly, "You were very anxious to go to Ashlands?" + +"I would have liked to go, papa, if you had been willing," she replied +meekly. + +"I am afraid Lucy is not a suitable companion for you, Elsie. I think +she puts bad notions into your head," he said very gravely. + +Elsie flushed and trembled, and was just opening her lips to make her +confession, when the door opened and her grandfather entered. She could +not speak before him, and so remained silent. + +"Does she not sometimes say naughty things to you?" asked her father, +speaking so low that her grandfather could not have heard. + +"Yes, sir," replied the little girl, almost under her breath. + +"I thought so," said he, "and therefore I shall keep you apart as +entirely as possible; and I hope there will be no murmuring on your +part." + +"No, papa, you know best," she answered, very humbly. + +Then, putting the money into her hands, he dismissed her. When she had +gone out he sat for a moment in deep thought. Elsie's list of articles +bought with her last month's allowance consisted almost entirely of +gifts for others, generally the servants. There were some beads and +sewing-silk for making a purse, and a few drawing materials; but with +the exception of the candy, she had bought nothing else for herself. +This was what her father was thinking of. + +"She is a dear, unselfish, generous little thing," he said to himself. +"However, I may be mistaken; I must not allow myself to judge from only +one month. She seems submissive, too,"--he had overheard what passed +between her and Lucy at parting--"but perhaps that was for effect; she +probably suspected I could hear her--and she thinks me a tyrant, and +obeys from fear, not love." + +This thought drove away all the tender feeling that had been creeping +into his heart; and when he next met his little daughter, his manner +was as cold and distant as ever, and Elsie found it impossible to +approach him with sufficient freedom to tell him what was in her heart. + + + + +CHAPTER FIFTH + + + "Man is unjust, but God is just; and finally justice + Triumphs." + --LONGFELLOW'S _Evangeline_. + + "How disappointment tracks + The steps of hope!" + --MISS LANDON. + + +One afternoon, the next week after the Carringtons had left, the +younger members of the family, Arthur, Elsie, Walter and Enna, were +setting out to take a walk, when Elsie, seeing a gold chain depending +from the pocket of Arthur's jacket, exclaimed: + +"O Arthur! how _could_ you take grandpa's watch? _Do_ put it away, for +you will be almost sure to injure it." + +"Hold your tongue, Elsie; I'll do as I please," was the polite +rejoinder. + +"But, Arthur, you _know_ that grandpa would never let you take it. I +have often heard him say that it was very valuable, for it was seldom +that so good a one could be had at any price; and I know that he paid a +great deal for it." + +"Well, if he prizes it so, he needn't have left it lying on his table, +and so I'll just teach him a lesson; it's about time he learnt to be +careful." + +"O Arthur! do put it away," pleaded Elsie, "if anything should happen +to it, what will grandpa say? I know he will be very angry, and ask us +all who did it; and you know I cannot tell a lie, and if he asks me if +it was you, I cannot say no." + +"Yes, I'll trust you for telling tales," replied Arthur, sneeringly; +"but if you do, I'll pay you for it." + +He ran down the avenue as he spoke, Walter and Enna following, and +Elsie slowly bringing up the rear, looking the picture of distress, for +she knew not what to do, seeing that Arthur would not listen to her +remonstrances, and, as often happened, all the older members of the +family were out, and thus there was no authority that could be appealed +to in time to prevent the mischief which she had every reason to fear +would be done. Once she thought of turning back, that she might escape +the necessity of being a witness in the case; but, remembering that her +father told her she must walk with the others that afternoon, and also +that, as she had already seen the watch in Arthur's possession, her +testimony would be sufficient to convict him even if she saw no more, +she gave up the idea, and hurried on, with the faint hope that she +might be able to induce Arthur to refrain from indulging in such sports +as would be likely to endanger the watch; or else to give it into her +charge. At any other time she would have trembled at the thought of +touching it; but now she felt so sure it would be safer with her than +with him, that she would gladly have taken the responsibility. + +The walk was far from being a pleasure that afternoon; the boys ran so +fast that it quite put her out of breath to keep up with them; and then +every little while Arthur would cut some caper that made her tremble +for the watch; answering her entreaties that he would either give it +into her care or walk along quietly, with sneers and taunts, and +declarations of his determination to do just exactly as he pleased, and +not be ruled by her. + +But at length, while he was in the act of climbing a tree, the watch +dropped from his pocket and fell to the ground, striking with +considerable force. + +Elsie uttered a scream, and Arthur, now thoroughly frightened himself, +jumped down and picked it up. + +The crystal was broken, the back dented, and how much the works were +injured they could not tell; but it had ceased to run. + +"O Arthur! see what you've done!" exclaimed Walter. + +"What will papa say?" said Enna; while Elsie stood pale and trembling, +not speaking a word. + +"You hush!" exclaimed Arthur fiercely. "I'll tell you what, if any of +you dare to tell of me, I'll make you sorry for it to the last day of +your life. Do you hear?" + +The question was addressed to Elsie in a tone of defiance. + +"Arthur," said she, "grandpa will know that _somebody_ did it, and +surely you would not wish an innocent person to be punished for _your_ +fault." + +"I don't care _who_ gets punished, so that papa does not find out that +I did it," said he furiously; "and if you dare to tell of me, I'll pay +you for it." + +"I shall say nothing, unless it becomes necessary to save the innocent, +or I am forced to speak; but in that case I shall tell the truth," +replied Elsie, firmly. + +Arthur doubled up his fist, and made a plunge at her as if he meant to +knock her down; but Elsie sprang behind the tree, and then ran so +fleetly toward the house that he was not able to overtake her until his +passion had had time to cool. + +When they reached the house, Arthur replaced the watch on his father's +table, whence he had taken it, and then they all awaited his return +with what courage they might. + +"I say, Wally," said Arthur, drawing his little brother aside and +speaking in a low tone, having first sent a cautious glance around to +assure himself that no one else was within hearing; "I say, what would +you give me for that new riding whip of mine?" + +"O Arthur! anything I've got," exclaimed the little boy eagerly. "But +you wouldn't give it up, I know, and you're only trying to tease me." + +"No, indeed, Wal; I mean to _give_ it to you if you'll only be a good +fellow and do as I tell you." + +"What?" he asked, with intense interest. + +"Tell papa that Jim broke the watch." + +"But he _didn't_" replied the child, opening his eyes wide with +astonishment. + +"Well, what of that, you little goose?" exclaimed Arthur impatiently; +"papa doesn't know that." + +"But Jim will get punished," said Walter, "and I don't want to tell +such a big story either." + +"Very well, sir, then you'll not get the whip; and, besides, if you +don't do as I wish, I'm certain you'll see a ghost one of these nights; +for there's one comes to see me sometimes, and I'll send him right off +to you." + +"Oh! _don't_, Arthur, don't; I'd die of fright," cried the little boy, +who was very timid, glancing nervously around, as if he expected the +ghost to appear immediately. + +"I tell you I will, though, if you don't do as I say; he'll come this +very night and carry you off, and never bring you back." + +"O Arthur! don't let him come, and I'll say anything you want me to," +cried the little fellow in great terror. + +"That's a good boy; I knew you would," said Arthur, smiling +triumphantly. And turning away from Walter, he next sought out Enna, +and tried his threats and persuasions upon her with even better success. + +Elsie had gone directly to her own room, where she sat trembling every +time a footstep approached her door, lest it should be a messenger from +her grandfather. No one came, however, and at last the tea-bell rang, +and on going down she found to her relief that her grandfather and his +wife had not yet returned. + +"You look pale, Elsie," said her father, giving her a scrutinizing +glance as she took her seat by his side. "Are you well?" + +"Yes, papa, quite well," she replied. + +He looked at her again a little anxiously, but said no more; and as +soon as the meal was concluded, Elsie hastened away to her own room +again. + +It was still early in the evening when Mr. and Mrs. Dinsmore +returned--for once, bringing no company with them; and he had not been +many minutes in the house ere he took up his watch, and of course +instantly discovered the injury it had sustained. + +His suspicions at once fell upon Arthur, whose character for mischief +was well established; and burning with rage, watch in hand, he repaired +to the drawing-room, which he entered, asking, in tones tremulous with +passion, "Where is Arthur! Young rascal! this is some of _his_ work," +he added, holding up the injured article. + +"My dear, how can you say so? have you any proof?" asked his wife, +deprecatingly adding in her softest tones, "my poor boy seems to get +the blame of everything that goes wrong." + +"He gets no more than he deserves," replied her husband angrily. +"Arthur! Arthur, I say, where are you?" + +"He is in the garden, sir, I think. I saw him walking in the shrubbery +a moment since," said Mr. Horace Dinsmore. + +The father instantly despatched a servant to bring him in; sending a +second in search of the overseer; while a third was ordered to assemble +all the house-servants. "I will sift this matter to the bottom, and +child or servant, the guilty one shall suffer for it," exclaimed the +old gentleman, pacing angrily up and down the room. "Arthur," said he +sternly, as the boy made his appearance, looking somewhat pale and +alarmed, "how dared you meddle with my watch?" + +"I didn't, sir; I never touched it," he replied boldly, yet avoiding +his father's eye as he uttered the deliberate falsehood. + +"There, my dear, I told you so," exclaimed his mother, triumphantly. + +"I don't believe you," said his father; "and if you are guilty, as I +strongly suspect, you had better confess it at once, before I find it +out in some other way." + +"I didn't do it, sir. It was Jim, and I can prove it by Walter and +Enna; we all saw it fall from his pocket when he was up in a tree; and +he cried like anything when he found it was broken, and said he didn't +mean to do it any harm; he was only going to wear it a little while, +and then put it back all safe; but now master would be dreadfully +angry, and have him flogged." + +"That I will, if it is true," exclaimed the old gentleman, +passionately; "he shall be well whipped and sent out to work on the +plantation. I'll keep no such meddlers about my house." + +He looked at Enna. "What do you know of this?" he asked. + +"It is true, papa, I saw him do it," she replied, with a slight blush, +and sending an uneasy glance around the room. + +"Did you see it, too, Walter?" asked his father. + +"Yes, sir," replied the little fellow, in a low, reluctant tone; "but +please, papa, don't punish him. I'm sure he didn't mean to break it." + +"Hold your tongue! he _shall_ be punished as he deserves," cried the +old gentleman, furiously. "Here, sir," turning to the overseer, and +pointing to Jim, "take the fellow out, and give him such a flogging as +he will remember." + +Elsie was sitting in her own room, trying to learn a lesson for the +next day, but finding great difficulty in fixing her thoughts upon it, +when she was startled by the sudden entrance of Aunt Chloe, who, with +her apron to her eyes, was sobbing violently. + +"O mammy, mammy! what's the matter? has anything happened to you?" +inquired the little girl, in a tone of great alarm, starting to her +feet, and dropping her book in her haste and fright. + +"Why," sobbed Chloe, "Jim, he's been an' gone an' broke ole master's +watch, an' he's gwine be whipped, an' old Aunt Phoebe she's cryin' fit +to break her ole heart 'bout her boy, kase--" + +Elsie waited to hear no more, but darting out into the hall, and +encountering her father on his way to his room, she rushed up to him, +pale and agitated, and seizing his hand, looked up eagerly into his +face, exclaiming with a burst of tears and sobs, "O papa, papa! don't, +oh! _don't_ let them whip poor Jim." + +Mr. Dinsmore's countenance was very grave, almost distressed. + +"I am sorry it is necessary, daughter," he said, "but Jim has done very +wrong, and deserves his punishment, and I cannot interfere." + +"Oh! no, papa, he did not, _indeed_ he did not break the watch. I +_know_ he didn't, for I was by and saw it all." + +"Is it _possible?_" said he, in a tone of surprise; "then tell me who +did do it. It could not have been you, Elsie?" and he looked +searchingly into her face. + +"Oh! no, papa, I would never have dared to touch it. But please don't +make me tell tales; but I know it wasn't Jim. Oh! _do_ stop them +quickly, before they begin to whip him." + +"Aunt Chloe," said Mr. Dinsmore, "go down to my father, and tell him it +is my request that the punishment should be delayed a few moments until +I come down." + +Then taking Elsie's hand, he led her into her room again, and seating +himself, drew her to his side, saying, with grave decision, "Now, my +daughter, if you want to save Jim, it will be necessary for you to tell +_all_ you know about this affair." + +"I don't like to tell tales, papa," pleaded the little girl; "I think +it so very mean. Is it not enough for me to tell that I know Jim didn't +do it?" + +"No, Elsie; I have already said that it is _quite necessary_ for you to +tell _all you know_." + +"O papa! don't make me; I don't like to do it," she urged, with tears +in her eyes. + +"I should be very much ashamed of you, and quite unwilling to own you +as my child, if under any other circumstances you were willing to tell +tales," he replied, in a tone of kindness that quite surprised Elsie, +who always trembled at the very thought of opposing the slightest +resistance to his will; "but," he added, firmly, "it is the only way to +save Jim; if you do not now make a full disclosure of all you know, he +will be severely whipped and sent away to work on the plantation, which +will distress his poor old mother exceedingly. Elsie, I think you would +be doing very wickedly to allow an innocent person to suffer when you +can prevent it; and besides, I will add the weight of my authority, and +say you _must do it at once_; and you well know, my daughter, that +there can be no question as to the duty of obedience to your father." + +He paused, gazing earnestly down into the little tearful, downcast, +blushing face at his side. + +"Have I not said enough to convince you of your duty?" he asked. + +"Yes, papa; I will tell you all about it," she answered in a tremulous +tone. + +Her story was told with evident reluctance, but in a simple, +straightforward manner, that attested its truthfulness. + +Mr. Dinsmore listened in silence, but with an expression of indignation +on his handsome features; and the moment she had finished he rose, and +again taking her hand, led her from the room, saying, as he did so: + +"You must repeat this story to your grandfather." + +"O papa! must I? Won't you tell him? please don't make me do it," she +pleaded tremblingly, and hanging back. + +"My daughter, you _must_," he replied, so sternly that she dared not +make any further resistance, but quietly submitted to be led into her +grandfather's presence. + +He was still in the drawing-room, walking about in a disturbed and +angry manner, and now and then casting a suspicious glance upon Arthur, +who sat pale and trembling in a corner, looking the picture of guilt +and misery; for he had heard Chloe deliver his brother's message, and +feared that exposure awaited him. + +Walter had stolen away to cry over Jim's punishment, and wish that he +had had the courage to tell the truth at first; but saying to himself +that it was too late now, his father wouldn't believe him, and he would +make it up to Jim somehow, even if it took all his pocket-money for a +month. + +None of the other members of the family had left the room, and all wore +an anxious, expectant look, as Mr. Dinsmore entered, leading Elsie by +the hand. + +"I have brought you another witness, sir," he said, "for it seems Elsie +was present when the mischief was done." + +"Ah!" exclaimed the old gentlemen; "then I may hope to get at the +truth. Elsie, who broke my watch?" + +"It was not Jim, grandpa, indeed, _indeed_, it was not; but oh! +_please_ don't make me say who it was," replied the little girl, +beseechingly. + +"Elsie!" exclaimed her father, in a tone of stern reproof. + +"O papa! how can I?" she sobbed, trembling and clinging to his hand as +she caught a threatening look from Arthur. + +"Come, come, child, you must tell us all you know about it," said her +grandfather, "or else I can't let Jim off." + +Mr. Dinsmore was looking down at his little girl, and, following the +direction of her glance, perceived the cause of her terror. "Don't be +afraid to speak out and tell all you know, daughter, for I will protect +you," he said, pressing the little trembling hand in his, and at the +same time giving Arthur a meaning look. + +"Yes, yes, speak out, child; speak out at once; no one shall hurt you +for telling the truth," exclaimed her grandfather, impatiently. + +"I will, grandpa," she said, trembling and weeping; "but please don't +be very angry with Arthur; if you will forgive him this time, I think +he will never meddle any more; and I am quite sure he did not mean to +break it." + +"So it _was you_, after all, you young rascal! I knew it from the +first!" cried the old gentleman, striding across the room, seizing the +boy by the shoulder and shaking him roughly. + +"But go on, Elsie, let us have the whole story," he added, turning to +her again, but still keeping his hold upon Arthur. "You young dog!" he +added, when she had finished. "Yes, I'll forgive you when you've had a +good, sound flogging, and a week's solitary confinement on bread and +water, but not before." + +So saying, he was about to lead him from the room, when Elsie suddenly +sprang forward, and with clasped hands, and flushed, eager face, she +pleaded earnestly, beseechingly, "O grandpa! don't whip him, don't +punish him! He will never be so naughty again. Will you, Arthur? Let +_me pay_ for the watch, grandpa, and don't punish him. I would so like +to do it." + +"It isn't the moneyed value of the watch I care for, child," replied +the old gentleman, contemptuously; "and besides, where would you get so +much money?" + +"I am rich, grandpa, am I not? Didn't my mamma leave me a great deal of +money?" asked the little girl, casting down her eyes and blushing +painfully. + +"No, Elsie," said her father, very gently, as he took her hand and led +her back to the side of his chair again, "you have nothing but what I +choose to give you, until you come of age, which will not be for a +great many years yet." + +"But you _will_ give me the money to pay for the watch papa, _won't_ +you?" she asked, pleadingly. + +"No, I certainly shall not, for I think Arthur should be left to suffer +the penalty of his own misdeeds," he replied in a very decided tone; +"and, besides," he added, "your grandfather has already told you that +it is not the pecuniary loss he cares for." + +"No; but I will teach this young rascal to let my property alone," said +the elder gentleman with almost fierce determination, as he tightened +his grasp upon the boy's arm and dragged him from the room. + +Arthur cast a look of hatred and defiance at Elsie as he went out, that +made her grow pale with fear and tremble so that she could scarcely +stand. + +Her father saw both the look and its effect, and drawing the little +trembler closer to him, he put his arm around her, and stroking her +hair, said in a low, soothing tone: "Don't be frightened, daughter; I +will protect you." + +She answered him with a grateful look and a long sigh of relief, and he +was just about to take her on his knee when visitors were announced, +and, changing his mind, he dismissed her to her room, and she saw no +more of him that evening. + +"Oh! if they only _hadn't_ come just now," thought the sorely +disappointed child, as she went out with slow, reluctant steps. "I'm +sure they wouldn't, if they had only known. I'm sure, quite sure papa +was going to take me on his knee, and they prevented him. Oh! will be +ever think of doing it again! Dear, dear papa, if you could only know +how I long to sit there!" But Mrs. Dinsmore, who had hastily retired on +the exit of Arthur and his father from the drawing-room, was now +sailing majestically down the hall, on her return thither; and Elsie, +catching sight of her, and being naturally anxious to avoid a meeting +just then, at once quickened her pace very considerably, almost running +up the stairs to her own room, where she found old Aunt Phoebe, Jim's +mother, waiting to speak with her. + +The poor old creature was overflowing with gratitude, and her fervent +outpouring of thanks and blessings almost made Elsie forget her +disappointment for the time. + +Then Jim came to the door, asking to see Miss Elsie, and poured out his +thanks amid many sobs and tears; for the poor fellow had been terribly +frightened--indeed, so astounded by the unexpected charge, that he had +not had a word to say in his own defence, beyond an earnest and +reiterated assertion of his entire innocence; to which, however, his +angry master had paid no attention. + +But at length Phoebe remembered that she had some baking to do, and +calling on Jim to come right along and split up some dry wood to heat +her oven, she went down to the kitchen followed by her son, and Elsie +was left alone with her nurse. + +Chloe sat silently knitting, and the little girl, with her head leaning +upon her hand and her eyes fixed thoughtfully upon the floor, was +rehearsing again and again in her own mind all that had just passed +between her papa and herself; dwelling with lingering delight upon +everything approaching to a caress, every kind word, every soothing +tone of his voice; and then picturing to herself all that he might have +done and said if those unwelcome visitors had not come in and put an +end to the interview; and half hoping that he would send for her when +they had gone, she watched the clock and listened intently for every +sound. + +But her bedtime came and she dared not stay up any longer; for his +orders had been peremptory that she should always retire precisely at +that hour, unless she had his express permission to remain up longer. + +She lay awake for some time, thinking of his unwonted kindness, and +indulging fond hopes for the future, then fell asleep to dream that she +was on her father's knee, and felt his arms folded lovingly about her, +and his kisses warm upon her cheek. + +Her heart beat quickly as she entered the breakfast-room the next +morning. + +The family were just taking their places at the table, and her +half-eager, half-timid "Good morning, papa," was answered by a grave, +absent "Good morning, Elsie," and turning to his father and entering +into a conversation with him on some business matter, he took no +further notice of his little daughter, excepting to see that her plate +was well supplied with such articles of food as he allowed her to eat. + +Elsie was sadly disappointed, and lingered about the room in the vain +hope of obtaining a smile or caress; but presently her father went out, +saying to the elder Mr. Dinsmore that he was going to ride over to Ion, +and would probably not return before night; then, with a sigh, the +little girl went back to her own room to prepare her morning lessons. + +Elsie was now happily free from Arthur's persecutions for a time; for +even after his release, he was too much afraid of his brother openly to +offer her any very serious annoyance, though he plotted revenge in +secret; yet the little girl's situation was far from comfortable, and +her patience often severely tried, for Mrs. Dinsmore was excessively +angry with her on Arthur's account, and whenever her father was not +present, treated her in the most unkind manner; and from the same cause +the rest of the family, with the exception of her grandpa and Aunt +Adelaide, were unusually cold and distant; while her father, although +careful to see that all her wants were attended to, seldom took any +further notice of her; unless to reprove her for some childish fault +which, however trifling, never escaped his eye. + +"You seem," said Adelaide to him one day, as he sent Elsie from the +room for some very slight fault, "to expect that child to be a great +deal more perfect than any grown person I ever saw, and to understand +all about the rules of etiquette." + +"If you please, Adelaide," said he haughtily, "I should like to be +allowed to manage my own child as I see proper, without any +interference from others." + +"Excuse me," replied his sister; "I had no intention of interfering; +but really, Horace, I do think you have no idea how eagle-eyed you are +for faults in her, nor how _very_ stern is the tone in which you always +reprove her. I have known Elsie a great deal longer than you have, and +I feel very certain that a gentle reproof would do her quite as much +good, and not wound her half so much." + +"Enough, Adelaide!" exclaimed her brother, impatiently. "If I were ten +years _younger_ than yourself, instead of that much older, there might +be some propriety in your advising and directing me thus; as it is, I +must say I consider it simply impertinent." And he left the room with +an angry stride, while Adelaide looked after him with the thought, "I +am glad you have no authority over me." + +All that Adelaide had said was true; yet Elsie never complained, never +blamed her father, even in her heart; but, in her deep humility, +thought it was all because she was "so very naughty or careless;" and +she was continually making resolutions to be "oh! _so_ careful always +to do just right, and please dear papa, so that some day he might learn +to love her." + +But, alas! that hope was daily growing fainter and fainter; his cold +and distant manner to her and his often repeated reproofs had so +increased her natural timidity and sensitiveness that she was now very +constrained in her approaches to him, and seldom ventured to move or +speak in his presence; and he would not see that this timidity and +embarrassment were the natural results of his treatment, but attributed +it all to want of affection. He saw that she feared him, and to that +feeling alone he gave credit for her uniform obedience to his commands, +while he had no conception of the intense, but now almost despairing +love for him that burned in that little heart, and made the young life +one longing, earnest desire and effort to gain his affection. + + + + +CHAPTER SIXTH + + "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of + death, I will fear no evil; for thou art with me; thy rod and + thy staff, they comfort me." + --_Psalm_ xxiii. 4. + + "'Tis but the cruel artifice of fate, + Thus to refine and vary on our woes, + To raise us from despair and give us hopes, + Only to plunge us in the gulf again, + And make us doubly wretched." + --TRAP's _Abramuh_. + + +It was Sabbath morning, and Elsie, ready dressed for church, stood in +the portico waiting for her father to come down and lift her into the +carriage, in which Adelaide, Louisa, and Enna were already seated. + +The coachman was in his seat, and the horses, a pair of young and fiery +steeds purchased by Mr. Dinsmore only a few days before, were +impatiently stamping and tossing their heads, requiring quite an +exertion of strength to hold them in. + +"I don't exactly like the actions of those horses, Ajax," remarked Mr. +Dinsmore, as he came out putting on his gloves; "I did not intend to +have them put in harness to-day. Why did you not give us the old bays?" + +"Kase, Marster Horace, ole Kate she's got a lame foot, an' ole marster +he says dese youngsters is got to be used some time or nuther, an' I +reckoned I mout jis as well use 'em to-day." + +"Do you feel quite sure of being able to hold them in?" asked his +master, glancing uneasily first at the horses and then at Elsie. + +"Ki! marster, dis here chile ben able to hold in a'most anything," +exclaimed the negro, exhibiting a double row of dazzlingly white teeth; +"an' besides, I'se drove dese here hosses twice 'fore now, an' dey went +splendid. Hold 'em in! Yes, sah, easy as nuffin." + +"Elsie," said her father, still looking a little uneasy, in spite of +Ajax's boasting, "I think it would be just as well for you to stay at +home." + +Elsie made no reply in words, but her answering look spoke such intense +disappointment, such earnest entreaty, that, saying, "Ah! well, I +suppose there is no real danger; and since you seem so anxious to go, I +will not compel you to stay at home," he lifted her into the carriage, +and seating himself beside her, ordered the coachman to drive on as +carefully as he could. + +"Elsie, change seats with me," said Enna; "I want to sit beside Brother +Horace." + +"No," replied Mr. Dinsmore, laying his hand on his little daughter's +shoulder, "Elsie's place is by me, and she shall sit nowhere else." + +"Do you think we are in any danger of being run away with?" asked +Adelaide, a little anxiously as she observed him glancing once or twice +out of the window, and was at the same time sensible that their motion +was unusually rapid. + +"The horses are young and fiery, but Ajax is an excellent driver," he +replied, evasively; adding, "You may be sure that if I had thought the +danger very great I would have left Elsie at home." + +They reached the church without accident, but on their return the +horses took fright while going down a hill, and rushed along at a +furious rate, which threatened every instant to upset the carriage. + +Elsie thought they were going very fast, but did not know that there +was real danger until her father suddenly lifted her from her seat, and +placing her between his knees, held her tightly, as though he feared +she would be snatched from his grasp. + +Elsie looked up into his face. It was deadly pale, and his eyes were +fixed upon her with an expression of anguish. + +"Dear papa," she whispered, "God will take care of us." + +"I would give all I am worth to have you safe at home," he answered +hoarsely, pressing her closer and closer to him. + +O! even in that moment of fearful peril, when death seemed just at +hand, those words, and the affectionate clasp of her father's arm, sent +a thrill of intense joy to the love-famished heart of the little girl. + +But destruction seemed inevitable. Lora was leaning back, half fainting +with terror; Adelaide scarcely less alarmed, while Enna clung to her, +sobbing most bitterly. + +Elsie alone preserved a cheerful serenity. She had built her house upon +the rock, and knew that it would stand. Her destiny was in her Heavenly +Father's hands, and she was content to leave it there. Even death had +no terrors to the simple, unquestioning faith of the little child who +had put her trust in Jesus. + +But they were not to perish thus; for at that moment a powerful negro, +who was walking along the road, hearing an unusual sound, turned about, +caught sight of the vehicle coming toward him at such a rapid rate, and +instantly comprehending the peril of the travellers, planted himself in +the middle of the road, and, at the risk of life and limb, caught the +horses by the bridle--the sudden and unexpected check throwing them +upon their haunches, and bringing the carriage to an instant +stand-still. + +"Thank God, we are saved! That fellow shall be well rewarded for his +brave deed," exclaimed Mr. Dinsmore, throwing open the carriage door. + +Then, leaping to the ground, he lifted Elsie out, set her down, and +gave his hand to his sisters one after the other. + +They were almost at the entrance of the avenue, and all preferred to +walk the short distance to the house rather than again trust themselves +to the horses. + +Mr. Dinsmore lingered a moment to speak to the man who had done them +such good service, and to give some directions to the coachman; and +then, taking the hand of his little girl, who had been waiting for him, +he walked slowly on, neither of them speaking a word until they reached +the house, when he stooped and kissed her cheek, asking very kindly if +she had recovered from her fright. + +"Yes, papa," she answered, in a quiet tone, "I knew that God would take +care of us. Oh! wasn't He good to keep us all from being killed?" + +"Yes," he said, very gravely. "Go now and let mammy get you ready for +dinner." + +As Elsie was sitting alone in her room that afternoon she was surprised +by a visit from Lora; it being very seldom that the elder girls cared +to enter her apartment. + +Lora looked a little pale, and more grave and thoughtful than Elsie had +ever seen her. For a while she sat in silence, then suddenly burst out, +"Oh, Elsie! I can't help thinking all the time, what if we had been +killed! where would we all be now? where would _I_ have been? I believe +_you_ would have gone straight to heaven, Elsie; but _I_--oh! I should +have been with the rich man the minister read about this morning, +lifting up my eyes in torment." + +And Lora covered her face with her hands and shuddered. + +Presently she went on again. "I was terribly frightened, and so were +the rest--all but you, Elsie; tell me, _do_--what kept _you_ from being +afraid?" + +"I was thinking," said Elsie gently, turning over the leaves of her +little Bible as she spoke, "of this sweet verse: 'Yea, though I walk +through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for +thou art with me;' and oh, Lora! it made me so happy to think that +Jesus was there with me, and that if I were killed, I should only fall +asleep, to wake up again in His arms; then how could I be afraid?" + +"Ah! I would give anything to feel as you do," said Lora, sighing. "But +tell me, Elsie, did you not feel afraid for the rest of us? I'm sure +you must know that _we_ are not Christians; we don't even pretend to +be." + +Elsie blushed and looked down. + +"It all passed so quickly, you know, Lora, almost in a moment," she +said, "so that I only had time to think of papa and myself; and I have +prayed so much for him that I felt quite sure God would spare him until +he should be prepared to die. It was very selfish, I know," she added +with deep humility; "but it was only for a moment, and I can't tell you +how thankful I was for _all_ our spared lives." + +"Don't look so--as if you had done something very wicked, Elsie," +replied Lora, sighing again. "I'm sure we have given you little enough +reason to care whatever becomes of us; but oh! Elsie, if you can only +tell me how to be a Christian, I mean now to try very hard; indeed, I +am determined never to rest until I am one." + +"Oh, Lora, how glad I am!" cried Elsie, joyfully, "for I know that if +you are really in earnest, you will succeed; for no one ever yet failed +who tried aright. Jesus said, '_Every one_ that asketh, receiveth; and +he that seeketh, findeth; and to him that knocketh, it _shall_ be +opened.' Is not _that_ encouraging? And listen to what God says here in +_this_ verse: 'Ye shall seek me and _find_ me, when ye shall search for +me with _all your heart_.' So you see, dear Lora, if you will only seek +the Lord with your _whole heart_, you may be _sure_, _quite_ sure of +finding Him." + +"Yes," said Lora, "but you have not answered my question; _how_ am I to +seek? that is, what means am I to use to get rid of my sins, and get a +new heart? how make myself pleasing in the sight of God? what must I +_do_ to be saved?" + +"That is the very question the jailer put to Paul, and he answered, +'Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved,'" replied +Elsie, quickly turning to the chapter and pointing out the text with +her finger, that Lora might see that she had quoted it correctly. "And +in answer to your other question, 'How shall I get rid of my sins?' see +here: 'In that day there shall be a fountain opened to the house of +David and to the inhabitants of Jerusalem for sin and for +uncleanliness.' That is in Zechariah; then John tells us what that +fountain is when he says, 'The blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanseth +us from all sin;' and again, 'Unto Him that loved us, and washed us +from our sins in His own blood.'" + +"Yes, Elsie, but what must I _do_?" asked Lora, eagerly. + +"Do, Lora? only _believe_" replied Elsie, in the same earnest tone. +"Jesus has done and suffered all that is necessary; and now we have +nothing at all to do but go to Him and be washed in that fountain; +believe Him when He says, 'I _give_ unto them eternal life;' just +accept the gift, and trust and love Him; that is the whole of it, and +it is so simple that even such a little girl as I can understand it." + +"But surely, Elsie, I _can_, I _must do something_." + +"Yes, God tells us to repent; and He says, 'Give me thine heart;' you +can do that; you can love Jesus; at least He will enable you to, if you +ask Him, and He will teach you to be sorry for your sins; the Bible +says, 'He is exalted to give repentance and remission of sins;' and if +you ask Him He will give them to you. It is true we cannot do anything +good of ourselves; without the help of the Holy Spirit we can do +nothing right, because we are so very wicked; but then we can always +get that help if we ask for it. Jesus said, 'Your Heavenly Father is +more willing to give His Holy Spirit to them that ask Him, than parents +are to give good gifts unto their children. Oh, Lora! don't be afraid +to ask for it; don't be afraid to come to Jesus, for He says, 'Him that +cometh unto Me, I will in nowise cast out;' and He is such a precious +Saviour, so kind and loving. But remember that you must come very +humbly; feeling that you are a great sinner, and not worthy to be +heard, and only hoping to be forgiven, because Jesus died. The Bible +says, 'God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble.'" + +Lora lingered the greater part of the afternoon in Elsie's room, asking +her questions, or listening to her while she read the Scriptures, or +repeated some beautiful hymn, or spoke in her sweet, childish way, of +her own peace and joy in believing in Jesus. + +But at last Lora went to her own room, and Elsie had another quiet +half-hour to herself before the tea-bell again called the family +together. + +Elsie answered the summons with a light heart--a heart that thrilled +with a new and strange sense of happiness as she remembered her +father's evident anxiety for her safety during their perilous ride, +recalling each word and look, and feeling again, in imagination, the +clasp of his arm about her waist. + +"Ah! surely papa does love me," she murmured to herself over and over +again; and when he met her at the table with a kind smile, and laying +his hand caressingly on her head, asked in an affectionate tone, "How +does my little daughter do this evening?" her cheeks flushed, and her +eyes grew bright with happiness, and she longed to throw her arms +around his neck, and tell him how very, very much she loved him. + +But that was quite impossible at the table, and before all the family; +so she merely raised her glad eyes to his face and answered, "I am very +well, thank you, papa." + +But, after all, this occurrence produced but little change in Elsie's +condition; her father treated her a little more affectionately for a +day or two, and then gradually returned to his ordinary stern, cold +manner; indeed, before the week was out, she was again in sad disgrace. + +She was walking alone in the garden one afternoon, when her attention +was attracted by a slight fluttering noise which seemed to proceed from +an arbor near by, and on hastily turning in to ascertain the cause, she +found a tiny and beautiful humming-bird confined under a glass vase; in +its struggles to escape it was fluttering and beating against the walls +of its prison, thus producing the sound the little girl had heard in +passing. + +Elsie was very tender-hearted, and could never see any living creature +in distress without feeling a strong desire to relieve its sufferings. +She knew that Arthur was in the habit of torturing every little insect +and bird that came in his way, and had often drawn his persecutions +upon herself by interfering in behalf of the poor victim; and now the +thought instantly flashed upon her that _this_ was some of his work, +and that he would return ere long to carry out his cruel purposes. Then +at once arose the desire to release the little prisoner and save it +further suffering, and without waiting to reflect a moment she raised +the glass, and the bird was gone. + +Then she began to think with a little tremor, how angry Arthur would +be; but it was too late to think of that now, and, after all, she did +not stand in very great dread of the consequences, especially as she +felt nearly sure of her father's approval of what she had done, having +several times heard him reprove Arthur for his cruel practices. + +Not caring to meet Arthur then, however, she hastily retreated to the +house, where she seated herself in the veranda with a book. It was a +very warm afternoon, and that, being on the east side of the house and +well protected by trees, shrubbery, and vines, was as cool a spot as +could be found on the place. + +Arthur, Walter and Enna sat on the floor playing jack-stones--a +favorite game with them--and Louise was stretched full length on a +settee, buried in the latest novel. + +"Hush!" she said, as Walter gave a sudden shout at a successful toss +Enna had just made; "can't you be quiet? Mamma is taking her afternoon +nap, and you will disturb her; and, besides, I cannot read in such a +noise." + +Elsie wondered why Arthur did not go to see after his bird, but soon +forgot all about it in the interest with which she was poring over the +story of the "Swiss Family Robinson." + +The jack-stone players were just finishing their game when they were +all startled by the sudden appearance of Mr. Horace Dinsmore upon the +scene, asking in a tone of great wrath who had been down in the garden +and liberated the humming-bird he had been at such pains to catch, +because it was one of a rare species, and he was anxious to add it to +his collection of curiosities. + +Elsie was terribly frightened, and would have been glad at that moment +to sink through the floor; she dropped her book in her lap, and +clasping her hands over her beating heart, grew pale and red by turns, +while she seemed choking with the vain effort to speak and acknowledge +herself the culprit, as conscience told her she ought. + +But her father was not looking at her; his eye was fixed on Arthur. + +"I presume it was you, sir," he said very angrily, "and if so, you may +prepare yourself for either a flogging or a return to your prison, for +one or the other I am determined you shall have." + +"I didn't _do_ it, any such thing," replied the boy, fiercely. + +"Of course you will deny it," said his brother, "but we all know that +your word is good for nothing." + +"Papa," said a trembling little voice, "Arthur did not do it; it was I." + +"You," exclaimed her father, in a tone of mingled anger and +astonishment, as he turned his flashing eye upon her, "_you_, Elsie! +can it be _possible_ that this is _your_ doing?" + +Elsie's book fell on the floor, and, covering her face with both hands, +she burst into sobs and tears. + +"Come here to me this instant," he said, seating himself on the settee, +from which Louise had risen on his entrance. "Come here and tell me +what you mean by meddling with my affairs in this way." + +"Please, papa, _please_ don't be so very angry with me," sobbed the +little girl, as she rose and came forward in obedience to his command; +"I didn't know it was your bird, and I didn't mean to be naughty." + +"No, you _never mean_ to be naughty, according to your own account," he +said; "your badness is all accident; but nevertheless, I find you a +very troublesome, mischievous child; it was only the other day you +broke a valuable vase" (he forgot in his anger how little she had +really been to blame for that), "and now you have caused me the loss of +a rare specimen which I had spent a great deal of time and effort in +procuring. Really, Elsie, I am sorely tempted to administer a very +severe punishment." + +Elsie caught at the arm of the settee for support. + +"Tell me what you did it for; was it pure love of mischief?" asked her +father, sternly, taking hold of her arm and holding her up by it. + +"No, papa," she answered almost under her breath. "I was sorry for the +little bird. I thought Arthur had put it there to torture it, and so I +let it go. I did not mean to do wrong, papa, indeed I did not," and the +tears fell faster and faster. + +"Indeed," said he, "you had no business to meddle with it, let who +would have put it there. Which hand did it?" + +"This one, papa," sobbed the child, indicating her right hand. + +He took it in his and held it a moment, while the little girl stood +tremblingly awaiting what was to come next. He looked at the downcast, +tearful face, the bosom heaving with sobs, and then at the little +trembling hand he held, so soft, and white, and tender, and the +sternness of his countenance relaxed somewhat; it seemed next to +impossible to inflict pain upon anything so tender and helpless; and +for a moment he was half inclined to kiss and forgive her. But no, he +had been very much irritated at his loss, and the remembrance of it +again aroused his anger, and well-nigh extinguished the little spark of +love and compassion that had burned for a moment in his heart. She +should be punished, though he would not inflict physical pain. + +"See, Elsie," laughed Louise, maliciously, "he is feeling in his pocket +for his knife. I suspect he intends to cut your hand off." + +Elsie started, and the tearful eyes were raised to her father's face +with a look half of terrified entreaty, half of confidence that such +_could not_ be his intention. + +"Hush, Louise!" exclaimed her brother, sternly; "you _know_ you are not +speaking truly, and that I would as soon think of cutting off my own +hand as my child's. You should never speak anything but truth, +especially to children." + +"I think it is well enough to frighten them a little sometimes, and I +thought that was what you were going to do," replied Louise, looking +somewhat mortified at the rebuke. + +"No," said her brother, "that is a very bad plan, and one which I shall +never adopt. Elsie will learn in time, if she does not know it now, +that I never utter a threat which I do not intend to carry out, and +never break my word." + +He had drawn a handkerchief from his pocket while speaking. + +"I shall tie this hand up, Elsie," he said, proceeding to do so; "those +who do not use their hands aright must be deprived of the use of them. +There! let me see if that will keep it out of mischief. I shall tie you +up hand and foot before long, if you continue such mischievous pranks. +Now go to your room, and stay there until tea-time." + +Elsie felt deeply, bitterly disgraced and humiliated as she turned to +obey; and it needed not Arthur's triumphant chuckle nor the smirk of +satisfaction on Enna's face to add to the keen suffering of her wounded +spirit; this slight punishment was more to her than a severe +chastisement would have been to many another child; for the very +knowledge of her father's displeasure was enough at any time to cause +great pain to her sensitive spirit and gentle, loving heart. + +Walter, who was far more tender-hearted than either his brother or +sister, felt touched by the sight of her distress, and ran after her to +say, "Never mind, Elsie; I am ever so sorry for you, and I don't think +you were the least bit naughty." + +She thanked him with a grateful look, and a faint attempt to smile +through her tears; then hurried on to her room, where she seated +herself in a chair by the window, and laying her arms upon the sill, +rested her head upon them, and while the bitter tears fell fast from +her eyes she murmured half aloud, "Oh! why am I always so naughty? +always doing something to displease my dear papa? how I wish I could be +good, and make him love me! I am afraid he never will if I vex him so +often." + +Then an earnest, importunate prayer for help to do right, and wisdom to +understand how to gain her father's love, went up from the almost +despairing little heart to Him whose ear is ever open unto the cry of +His suffering children. And thus between weeping, mourning, and +praying, an hour passed slowly away, and the tea-bell rang. + +Elsie started up, but sat down again, feeling that she would much +rather do without her supper than show her tear-swollen eyes and +tied-up hand at the table. + +But she was not to be left to her choice in the matter, for presently +there came a messenger bringing a peremptory command from her father +"to come down _immediately_ to her supper." + +"Did you not hear the bell?" he asked, in his sternest tone, as she +tremblingly took her seat at his side. + +"Yes, sir," she answered, in a low, tremulous tone. + +"Very well, then; remember that you are always to come down the moment +the bell rings, unless you are directed otherwise, or are sick; and the +next time you are so late, I shall send you away without your meal." + +"I don't want any supper, papa," she said, humbly. + +"Hush," he replied, severely; "I will have no pouting or sulking; you +must just eat your supper and behave yourself. Stop this crying at +once," he added, in an undertone, as he spread some preserves on a +piece of bread and laid it on her plate, "or I shall take you away from +the table, and if I do, you will be very sorry." + +He watched her a moment while she made a violent effort to choke back +her tears. + +"What is your hand tied up for, Elsie?" asked her grandfather; "have +you been hurt?" + +Elsie's face flushed painfully, but she made no reply. + +"You must speak when you are spoken to," said her father; "answer your +grandfather's question at once." + +"Papa tied it up, because I was naughty," replied the little girl, +vainly striving to suppress a sob. + +Her father made a movement as if about to lead her from the table. + +"O papa! _don't_" she cried, in terror; "I will be good." + +"Let me have no more crying, then," said he; "this is shameful behavior +for a girl eight years old; it would be bad enough in a child of Enna's +age." He took out his handkerchief and wiped her eyes. "Now," said he, +"begin to eat your supper at once, and don't let me have to reprove you +again." + +Elsie tried to obey, but it seemed very difficult, indeed almost +impossible, while she knew that her father was watching her closely, +and _felt_ that everybody else was looking at her and thinking, "What a +naughty little girl you are!" + +"Oh!" thought the poor child, "if papa would only quit looking at me, +and the rest would forget all about me and eat their suppers, maybe I +could keep from crying." Then she sent up a silent prayer for help, +struggling hard to keep back the tears and sobs that were almost +suffocating her, and taking up her slice of bread, tried to eat. + +She was very thankful to her Aunt Adelaide for addressing a question to +her papa just at that moment, thus taking his attention from her, and +then adroitly setting them all to talking until the little girl had had +time to recover her composure, at least in a measure. + +"May I go to my room now, papa?" asked the timid little voice as they +rose from the table. + +"No," he said, taking her hand and leading her out to the veranda, +where he settled himself in an easy-chair and lighted a cigar. + +"Bring me that book that lies yonder on the settee," he commanded. + +She brought it. + +"Now," said he, "bring that stool and set yourself down here close at +my knee, and let me see if I can keep you out of mischief for an hour +or two." + +"May I get a book to read, papa?" she asked timidly. + +"No," said he shortly. "You may just do what I bid you, and nothing +more nor less." + +She sat down as he directed, with her face turned toward him, and tried +to amuse herself with her own thoughts, and watching the expression of +his countenance as he read on and on, turning leaf after leaf, too much +interested in his book to take any further notice of her. + +"How handsome my papa is!" thought the little girl, gazing with +affectionate admiration into his face. And then she sighed, and tears +trembled in her eyes again. She admired her father, and loved him, "oh! +_so_ dearly," as she often whispered to herself; but would she ever +meet with anything like a return of her fond affection? There was an +aching void in her heart which nothing else could fill; must it always +be thus? was her craving for affection never to be satisfied? "O, papa! +my own papa, will you never love me?" mourned the sad little heart. +"Ah! if I could only be good always, perhaps he would; but I am so +often naughty;--whenever he begins to be kind I am sure to do something +to vex him, and then it is all over. Oh! I _wish_ I _could_ be good! I +will try very, _very_ hard. Ah! if I might climb on his knee now, and +lay my head on his breast, and put my arms round his neck, and tell him +how sorry I am that I have been naughty, and made him lose his bird; +and how much--oh! _how_ much I love him! But I know I never could tell +him _that_--I don't know how to express it; no _words could_, I am +sure. And if he would forgive me, and kiss me, and call me his dear +little daughter. Oh! will he _ever_ call me _that?_ Or if I, might only +stand beside him and lay my head on his shoulder, and he would put his +arm around me, it would make me _so_ happy." + +An exclamation from Enna caused Elsie to turn her head, and suddenly +springing to her feet, she exclaimed in an eager, excited way, "Papa, +there is a carriage coming up the avenue--it must be visitors; please, +_please_, papa, let me go to my room." + +"Why?" he asked coolly, looking up from his book, "why do you wish to +go?" + +"Because I don't want to see them, papa," she said, hanging her head +and blushing deeply; "I don't want them to see me." + +"You are not usually afraid of visitors," he replied in the same cool +tone. + +"But they will see that my hand is tied up, and they will ask what is +the matter. O papa! do, _please_ do let me go quickly, before they get +here," she pleaded in an agony of shame and haste. + +"No," said he, "I shall not let you go, if it were only to punish you +for getting off the seat where I bade you stay, without permission. You +will have to learn that I am to be obeyed at all times, and under all +circumstances. Sit down, and don't dare to move again until I give you +leave." + +Elsie sat down without another word, but two bitter, scalding tears +rolled quickly down her burning cheeks. + +"You needn't cry, Elsie," said her father; "it is only an old gentleman +who comes to see your grandfather on business, and who, as he never +notices children, will not be at all likely to ask any questions. I +hope you will learn some day, Elsie, to save your tears until there is +really some occasion for them." + +The old gentleman had alighted while Mr. Dinsmore was speaking; Elsie +saw that he was alone, and the relief was so great that for once she +scarcely heeded her father's rebuke. + +Another half-hour passed, and Mr. Dinsmore still sat reading, taking no +notice of Elsie, who, afraid to speak or move, was growing very weary +and sleepy. She longed to lay her head on her father's knee, but dared +not venture to take such a liberty; but at length she was so completely +overpowered by sleep as to do so unconsciously. + +The sound of his voice pronouncing her name aroused her. + +"You are tired and sleepy," said he; "if you would like to go to bed +you may do so." + +"Thank you, papa," she replied, rising to her feet. + +"Well," he said, seeing her hesitate, "speak, if you have anything to +say." + +"I am very sorry I was naughty, papa. Will you please forgive me?" The +words were spoken very low, and almost with a sob. + +"Will you try not to meddle in future, and not to cry at the table, or +pout and sulk when you are punished?" he asked in a cold, grave tone. + +"Yes, sir, I will try to be a good girl always," said the humble little +voice. + +"Then I will forgive you," he replied, taking the handkerchief off her +hand. + +Still Elsie lingered. She felt as if she could not go without some +little token of forgiveness and love, some slight caress. + +He looked at her with an impatient "Well?" Then, in answer to her mute +request, "No," he said, "I will not kiss you to-night; you have been +entirely too naughty. Go to your room at once." + +Aunt Chloe was absolutely frightened by the violence of her child's +grief, as she rushed into the room and flung herself into her arms +weeping and sobbing most vehemently. + +"What's de matter, darlin'?" she asked in great alarm. + +"O mammy, mammy!" sobbed the child, "papa wouldn't kiss me! he said I +was too naughty. O mammy! will he ever love me now?" + + + + +CHAPTER SEVENTH + + + "The smallest worm will turn, being trodden on." + --SHAKESPEARE, _Richard III_. + + "A blossom full of promise is life's joy, + That never comes to fruit. Hope, for a time, + Suns the young flow'ret in its gladsome light, + And it looks flourishing--a little while-- + 'Tis pass'd, we know not whither, but 'tis gone." + --MISS LANDON. + + +It was Miss Day's custom to present to the parents of her pupils a +monthly report of their conduct and recitations. The regular time for +this had occurred once since Mr. Horace Dinsmore's return, when she, of +course, handed Elsie's to him. + +It was very satisfactory, for Elsie was a most diligent scholar, +carrying her religious principles into that as well as everything else; +and disposed as Miss Day was to find fault with her, she could seldom +see any excuse for so doing, in either her conduct or recitations. + +Mr. Dinsmore glanced over the report and handed it back, saying, "It is +all very good; very satisfactory indeed. I am glad to see that she is +industrious and well behaved, for I wish her to grow up an intelligent +and amiable woman." + +Elsie, who was standing near, heard the words, and they sent a glow of +pleasure to her cheeks. She looked up eagerly; but her father turned +and walked away without taking any notice of her, and the glow of +happiness faded, and the soft eyes filled with tears of wounded feeling. + +It was now time for a second report; but alas! the past month had been +a most unfortunate one for the little girl; the weather was very warm, +and she had felt languid and weak, and so much were her thoughts +occupied with the longing desire to gain her father's love, so +depressed were her spirits by her constant failure to do so, that she +often found it impossible to give her mind to her lessons. + +Arthur, too, during much of the time before and since the week of his +imprisonment, had been more than usually annoying, shaking her chair +and jogging her elbow so frequently when she was writing, that her +copy-book presented by no means so good an appearance as usual; and +never had Miss Day made out so poor a report for her. She carried it +with much secret satisfaction to the little girl's father, and entered +a long complaint of the child's idleness and inattention. + +"Send her to me," he said, angrily. "She will find me in my own room." + +Miss Day had left Elsie in the school-room putting her desk in order +after the day's work, and she found her still there on her return. + +"Elsie," said she, with a malicious smile, "your father wishes to see +you immediately. He is in his room." + +The child turned red and pale by turns, and trembled so violently that +for a moment she was quite unable to move; for she guessed from Miss +Day's countenance what was probably in store for her. + +"I advise you to go at once," said that lady, "for no doubt the longer +you wait the worse it will be for you." + +At the same moment Mr. Dinsmore's voice was heard calling in a stern, +angry tone, "Elsie!" + +Making a violent effort to control her feelings, she started up and +hastened to obey. + +The door of his room stood open, and she walked in, asking in a +trembling voice, "Did you call me, papa?" + +"Yes," said he, "I did. Come here to me." + +He was sitting with the copy-book and report in his hand, and there was +much severity in both tone and look as he addressed her. + +She obeyed instantly, but trembling violently, and with a face pale as +death, and eyes filled with tears. She lifted them pleadingly to his +face; and, touched by her evident terror and distress, he said in a +tone somewhat less stern, "Can you tell me, Elsie, how it happens that +your teacher brings me so bad a report of your conduct and lessons +during the past month? She says you have been very idle; and the report +tells the same story; and this copy-book presents a shameful +appearance." + +The child answered only by tears and sobs. + +They seemed to irritate him. + +"Elsie," he said, sternly, "when I ask a question, I require an answer, +and that instantly." + +"O papa!" she answered, pleadingly, "I couldn't study. I'm very +sorry--I'll try to do better--only don't be very angry with me, dear +papa." + +"I am angry with you; very angry, indeed," said he in the same severe +tone, "and very strongly inclined to punish you. You _couldn't_ study, +eh? What reason can you assign, pray? Were you not well?" + +"I don't know, sir," sobbed the little girl. + +"You don't _know_? Very well, then, I think you could not be very ill +without knowing it, and so you seem to have no excuse at all to offer? +However, I will not inflict any punishment upon you _this_ time, as you +seem to be really sorry, and have promised to do better; but beware how +you let me see such a report as this, or hear such complaints of +idleness again, unless you wish to be _severely punished_; and I warn +you that unless your next copy-book presents a better appearance than +this, I certainly shall punish you. + +"There are a number of pages here that look quite well," he continued, +turning over the leaves; "that shows what you _can_ do, if you choose; +now there is an old saying, 'A bird that _can_ sing, and _won't_ sing, +must be _made_ to sing.' Hush!" as Elsie seemed about to speak; "not a +word. You may go now." And throwing himself back in his easy-chair, he +took up a newspaper and began to read. + +Yet Elsie lingered; her heart so yearned for one word or look of +sympathy and love; she so longed to throw herself into his arms and +tell him how dearly, how _very_ dearly she loved him; she did so hunger +and thirst for one fond caress--ah! how could she go away without it +now, when for the very first time she found herself alone with him in +his own room, where she had never ventured before, but where she had +often been in her brightest dreams. + +And so she lingered, trembling, hoping, fearing; but presently he +looked up with a cold "Why do you stand there? I gave you permission to +go; go at once." And with a sinking heart she turned away and sought +the solitude of her own room, there to weep, and mourn, and pray that +she might one day possess the love she so pined for, and bitterly to +reproach herself for having by the failures of the past month put it +farther from her. + +And soon a thought came to her which added greatly to her distress. If +Arthur continued his persecutions, how could she make the next +copy-book more presentable? and in case it were not, her father had +said positively that he would punish her; and oh! how could she bear +punishment from him, when a word or look of displeasure almost broke +her heart? + +Miss Day seldom remained in the school-room during the whole of the +writing hour, and sometimes the older girls were also absent, so that +Arthur had ample opportunity to indulge his mischievous propensities; +for Elsie was above the meanness of telling tales, and had she not +been, Arthur was so great a favorite with his mother that she would +have brought a great deal of trouble upon herself by so doing. + +She therefore saw no escape from the dreaded punishment, unless she +could persuade the perverse boy to cease his annoyances; and of that +there was little hope. + +But she carried her trouble to her Heavenly Father, and asked Him to +help her. She was still on her knees, pouring out her sobs and prayers, +when some one knocked at the door. + +She rose and opened it to find her Aunt Adelaide standing there. + +"Elsie," she said, "I am writing to Miss Rose; have you any word to +send? You may write a little note, if you choose, and I will enclose it +in my letter. But what is the matter, child?" she suddenly exclaimed, +kindly taking the little girl's hand in hers. + +With many tears and sobs Elsie told her the whole story, not omitting +her papa's threat, and her fear that she could not, on account of +Arthur's persecutions, avoid incurring the punishment. + +Adelaide's sympathies were enlisted, and she drew the sobbing child to +her side, saying, as she pressed a kiss on her cheek, "Never mind, +Elsie, I will take my book or needle-work to the school-room every day, +and sit there during the writing hour. But why don't you tell your papa +about it?" + +"Because I don't like to tell tales, Aunt Adelaide, and it would make +your mamma so angry with me; and besides, I can't tell papa anything." + +"Ah, I understand! and no wonder; he is strangely stern to the poor +child. I mean to give him a good talking to," murmured Adelaide, more +as if thinking aloud than talking to Elsie. + +Then, kissing the little girl again, she rose hastily and left the +room, with the intention of seeking her brother; but he had gone out; +and when he returned he brought several gentlemen with him, and she had +no opportunity until the desire to interfere in the matter had passed +from her mind. + +"And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer, and +while they are yet speaking, I will hear." The promise had been +fulfilled to Elsie, and help had been sent her in her trouble. + +When her Aunt Adelaide left her, Elsie--first carefully locking the +door to guard against a surprise visit from Enna--went to her bureau, +and unlocking a drawer, took out a purse she was knitting for her +father, to replace the one she had given to Miss Allison. + +She had commenced it before his return, and having spent upon it nearly +every spare moment since, when she could feel secure from intrusion, +she now had it nearly completed. Ah! many a silent tear had fallen as +she worked, and many a sigh over disappointed hopes had been woven into +its bright meshes of gold and blue. + +But now she had been much comforted and encouraged by her aunt's +sympathy and kind promise of assistance, and, though there were still +traces of tears upon it, the little face looked quite bright and +cheerful again as she settled herself in her little sewing chair, and +began her work. + +The small white fingers moved right briskly, the bright shining needles +glancing in and out, while the thoughts, quite as busy, ran on +something in this fashion: "Ah! I am so sorry I have done so badly the +past month; no wonder papa was vexed with me. I don't believe I ever +had such a bad report before. What has come over me? It seems as if I +_can't_ study, and must have a holiday. I wonder if it is all laziness? +I'm afraid it is, and that I ought to be punished. I wish I could shake +it off, and feel industrious as I used to. I will try _very_ hard to do +better this month, and perhaps I can. It is only one month, and then +June will be over, and Miss Day is going North to spend July and +August, and maybe September, and so we shall have a long holiday. +Surely I can stand it one month more; it will soon be over, though it +does seem a long time, and besides, this month we are not to study so +many hours, because it is so warm; and there's to be no school on +Saturdays; none to-morrow, so that I can finish this. Ah! I wonder if +papa will be pleased?" and she sighed deeply. "I'm afraid it will be a +long, long time before he will be pleased with me again. I have +displeased him twice this week--first about the bird, and now this bad +report, and that shameful copy-book. But oh! I will try _so_ hard next +month, and dear Aunt Adelaide will keep Arthur from troubling me, and +I'm determined my copy-book shall look neat, and not have a single blot +in it. + +"I wonder how I shall spend the vacation? Last summer I had such a +delightful visit at Ashlands; and then they were here all the rest of +the time. It was then poor Herbert had such a dreadful time with his +hip. Ah! how thankful I ought to be that I am not lame, and have always +been so healthy. But I'm afraid papa won't let me go there this summer, +nor ask them to visit me, because he said he thought Lucy was not a +suitable companion for me. I _was_ very naughty when she was here, and +I've been naughty a great many times since. Oh! dear, shall I never, +never learn to be good? It seems to me I am naughty now much oftener +than I used to be before papa came home. I'm afraid he will soon begin +to punish me severely, as he threatened to-day. I wonder what he means?" + +A crimson tide suddenly swept over the fair face and neck, and dropping +her work, she covered her face with her hands. "Oh! he couldn't, +_couldn't_ mean that! how could I ever bear it! and yet if it would +make me really good, I think I wouldn't mind the pain--but the shame +and disgrace! oh! it would break my heart. I could never hold up my +head again! Oh! _can_ he mean that? But I must just try to be so very +good that I will never deserve punishment, and then it will make no +difference to me what he means." And with this consolatory reflection +she took up her work again. + +"Mammy, is papa in his room?" asked Elsie, the next afternoon, as she +put the finishing touches to her work. + +"No, darlin', Marster Horace he rode out wid de strange gentlemen more +than an hour ago." + +Elsie laid her needles away in her work-basket, and opening her +writing-desk, selected a bit of note-paper, on which she wrote in her +very best hand, "A present for my dear papa, from his little daughter +Elsie!" This she carefully pinned to the purse, and then carried it to +her papa's room, intending to leave it on his toilet-table. + +Fearing that he might possibly have returned, she knocked gently at the +door, but receiving no answer, opened it, and went in; but she had not +gone more than half way across the room when she heard his voice behind +her, asking, in a tone of mingled surprise and displeasure, "What are +you doing here in my room, in my absence, Elsie?" + +She started, and turned round, pale and trembling, and lifting her eyes +pleadingly to his face, silently placed the purse in his hand. + +He looked first at it, and then at her. + +"I made it for you, dear papa," she said, in a low, tremulous tone; "do +please take it." + +"It is really very pretty," he said, examining it; "is it possible it +is your work? I had no idea you had so much taste and skill. Thank you, +daughter; I shall take it, and use it with a great deal of pleasure." + +He took her hand as he spoke, and sitting down, lifted her to his knee, +saying, "Elsie, my child, why do you always seem so afraid of me? I +don't like it." + +With a sudden impulse she threw her arms round his neck, and pressed +her lips to his cheek; then dropping her head on his breast, she +sobbed: "O papa! _dear_ papa, I _do love_ you so _very_ dearly! will +you not love me? O papa! love me a _little_. I know I've been naughty +very often, but I will _try_ to be good." + +Then for the first time he folded her in his arms and kissed her +tenderly, saying, in a moved tone, "I _do_ love you, my darling, my own +little daughter." + +Oh! the words were sweeter to Elsie's ear than the most delicious +music! her joy was too great for words, for anything but tears. + +"Why do you cry so, my darling?" he asked, soothingly, stroking her +hair, and kissing her again and again. + +"O papa! because I am so happy, so _very_ happy," she sobbed. + +"Do you indeed care so very much for my love?" he asked; "then, my +daughter, you must not tremble and turn pale whenever I speak to you, +as though I were a cruel tyrant." + +"O papa! I cannot help it, when you look and speak so sternly. I love +you so dearly I cannot bear to have you angry with me; but I am not +afraid of you now." + +"That is right," he said, caressing her again. "But there is the +tea-bell," he added, setting her down. "Go into the dressing-room +there, and bathe your eyes, and then come to me." + +She hastened to do his bidding, and then taking her hand he led her +down and seated her in her usual place by his side. + +There were visitors, and all his conversation was addressed to them and +the older members of the family, but he now and then bestowed a kind +look upon his little girl, and attended carefully to all her wants; and +Elsie was very happy. + +Everything now went on very pleasantly with our little friend for some +days; she did not see a great deal of her father, as he was frequently +away from home for a day or two, and, when he returned, generally +brought a number of visitors with him; but whenever he did notice her +it was very kindly, and she was gradually overcoming her fear of him, +and constantly hoping that the time would soon come when he would have +more leisure to bestow upon her. She was happy now, and with a mind at +ease, was able to learn her lessons well; and as her Aunt Adelaide +faithfully kept her promise, and thus freed her from Arthur's +annoyances, she was enabled to do justice to her writing. She took +great pains, her copy-book showed a marked improvement in her +penmanship, and its pages had not yet been defaced by a single blot, so +that she was looking forward with pleasing anticipations to the time +when her report should again be presented to her father. + +But, alas! one unfortunate morning it happened that Miss Day was in a +very bad humor indeed--peevish, fretful, irritable, and unreasonable to +the last degree; and, as usual, Elsie was the principal sufferer from +her ill-humor. She found fault with everything the little girl did; +scolded her, shook her, refused to explain the manner of working out a +very difficult example, or to permit her to apply to any one else for +assistance, and then punished her because it was done wrong; and when +the child could no longer keep back her tears, called her a baby for +crying, and a dunce for not understanding her arithmetic better. + +All this Elsie bore meekly and patiently, not answering a word; but her +meekness seemed only to provoke the governess the more; and finally, +when Elsie came to recite her last lesson, she took pains to put her +questions in the most perplexing form, and scarcely allowing the child +an instant to begin her reply, answered them herself; then, throwing +down the book, scolded her vehemently for her bad lesson, and marked it +in her report as a complete failure. + +Poor Elsie could bear no more, but bursting into tears and sobs, said: +"Miss Day, I _did_ know my lesson, every word of it, if you had asked +the questions as usual, or had given me time to answer." + +"_I_ say that you did _not_ know it; that it was a complete failure," +replied Miss Day, angrily; "and you shall just sit down and learn it, +every word, over." + +"I _do_ know it, if you will hear me right," said Elsie, indignantly, +"and it is very unjust in you to mark it a failure." + +"Impudence!" exclaimed Miss Day, furiously; "how _dare_ you contradict +me? I shall take you to your father." + +And seizing her by the arm, she dragged her across the room, and +opening the door, pushed her into the passage. + +"Oh! don't, Miss Day," pleaded the little girl, turning toward her, +pale and tearful, "don't tell papa." + +"I will! so just walk along with you," was the angry rejoinder, as she +pushed her before her to Mr. Dinsmore's door. It stood open, and he sat +at his desk, writing. + +"What is the matter?" he asked, looking up as they appeared before the +door. + +"Elsie has been very impertinent, sir," said Miss Day; "she not only +accused me of injustice, but contradicted me flatly." + +"Is it _possible!_" said he, frowning angrily. "Come here to me, Elsie, +and tell me, is it _true_ that you contradicted your teacher?" + +"Yes, papa," sobbed the child. + +"Very well, then, I shall certainly punish you, for I will never allow +anything of the kind." + +As he spoke he picked up a small ruler that lay before him, at the same +time taking Elsie's hand as though he meant to use it on her. + +"O papa!" she cried, in a tone of agonized entreaty. + +But he laid it down again, saying: "No, I shall punish you by depriving +you of your play this afternoon, and giving you only bread and water +for your dinner. Sit down there," he added, pointing to a stool. Then, +with a wave of his hand to the governess, "I think she will not be +guilty of the like again, Miss Day." + +The governess left the room, and Elsie sat down on her stool, crying +and sobbing violently, while her father went on with his writing. + +"Elsie," he said, presently, "cease that noise; I have had quite enough +of it." + +She struggled to suppress her sobs, but it was almost impossible, and +she felt it a great relief when a moment later the dinner-bell rang, +and her father left the room. + +In a few moments a servant came in, carrying on a small waiter a +tumbler of water, and a plate with a slice of bread on it. + +"Dis am _drefful_ poor fare, Miss Elsie," he said, setting it down +beside her, "but Massa Horace he say it all you can hab; but if you say +so, dis chile tell ole Phoebe to send up somethin' better fore Massa +Horace gits through his dinner." + +"Oh! no, thank you, Pompey; you're very kind, but I would not disobey +or deceive papa," replied the little girl, earnestly; "and I am not at +all hungry." + +He lingered a moment, seeming loath to leave her to dine upon such fare. + +"You had better go now, Pompey," she said gently; "I am afraid you will +be wanted." + +He turned and left the room, muttering something about "disagreeable, +good-for-nothing Miss Day!" + +Elsie felt no disposition to eat; and when her father returned, half an +hour afterward, the bread and water were still untouched. + +"What is the meaning of this?" he asked in a stern, angry tone; "why +have you not eaten what I sent you?" + +"I am not hungry, papa," she said humbly. + +"Don't tell me that," he replied, "it is nothing but stubbornness; and +I shall not allow you to show such a temper. Take up that bread this +moment and eat it. You shall eat every crumb of the bread and drink +every drop of the water." + +She obeyed him instantly, breaking off a bit of bread and putting it in +her mouth, while he stood watching her with an air of stern, cold +determination; but when she attempted to swallow, it seemed utterly +impossible. + +"I cannot, papa," she said, "it chokes me." + +"You _must_," he replied; "I am going to be obeyed. Take a drink of +water, and that will wash it down." + +It was a hard task, but seeing that there was no escape, she struggled +to obey, and at length every crumb of bread and drop of water had +disappeared. + +"Now, Elsie," said her father, in a tone of great severity, "never +_dare_ to show me such a temper as this again; you will not escape so +easily next time; remember I am to be obeyed _always_; and when I send +you anything to eat, _you are to eat it_." + +It had not been temper at all, and his unjust severity almost broke her +heart; but she could not say one word in her own defence. + +He looked at her a moment as she sat there trembling and weeping; then +saying, "I forbid you to leave this room without my permission; don't +venture to disobey me, Elsie; sit where you are until I return," he +turned to go. + +"Papa," she asked, pleadingly, "may I have my books, to learn my +lessons for to-morrow." + +"Certainly," he said; "I will send a servant with them." + +"And my Bible too, please, papa." + +"Yes, yes," he answered impatiently, as he went out and shut the door. + +Jim was just bringing up Elsie's horse, as Mr. Dinsmore passed through +the hall, and he stepped out to order it back to the stable, saying +that Miss Elsie was not going to ride. + +"What is the trouble with Elsie?" asked his sister Adelaide, as he +returned to the drawing-room and seated himself beside her. + +"She has been impertinent to her governess, and I have confined her to +my room for the rest of the day," he replied, rather shortly. + +"Are you _sure_, Horace, that Elsie was so much to blame?" asked his +sister, speaking in a tone too low to reach any ear but his. "I am +certain, from what Lora tells me, that Miss Day is often cruelly unjust +to her; more so than to any other of her pupils." + +He looked at her with a good deal of surprise. + +"Are you not mistaken?" he asked. + +"No! it is a positive fact that she does at times _really abuse_ her." + +"Indeed! I shall certainly not allow _that_" he said, coloring with +anger. + +"But in this instance, Adelaide," he added thoughtfully, "I think you +must be mistaken, for Elsie _acknowledged_ that she had been +impertinent. I did not condemn her unheard, stern and severe as you +think me." + +"If she _was_, Horace, believe me it must have been only after great +provocation, and her acknowledgment of it is no proof at all, to my +mind; for Elsie is so humble, she would think she _must_ have been +guilty of impertinence if Miss Day accused her of it." + +"Surely not, Adelaide; she is by no means wanting in sense," he +replied, in a tone of incredulity, not unmixed with annoyance. + +Then he sat thinking a moment, half inclined to go to his child and +inquire more particularly into the circumstances, but soon relinquished +the idea, saying to himself, "No; if she does not choose to be frank +with me, and say what she can in her own defence, she _deserves_ to +suffer; and besides, she showed such stubbornness about eating that +bread." + +He was very proud, and did not like to acknowledge even to _himself_ +that he had punished his child unjustly--much less to _her_; and it was +not until near tea-time that he returned to his room, entering so +softly that Elsie did not hear him. + +She was sitting just where he had left her, bending over her Bible, an +expression of sadness and deep humility on the sweet little face, so +young and fair and innocent. She did not seem aware of his presence +until he was close beside her, when, looking up with a start, she said +in a voice full of tears, "Dear papa, I am very sorry for all my +naughtiness; will you please forgive me?" + +"Yes," he said, "certainly I will, if you are really sorry;" and +stooping, he kissed her coldly, saying, "Now go to your room, and let +Chloe dress you for tea." + +She rose at once, gathered up her books, and went out. + +The little heart was very sad; for her father's manner was so cold she +feared he would never love her again. And she was particularly +distressed by the bad mark given her for recitation that day, because +she knew the time was now drawing very near when her report must be +handed in to her papa; and the delight with which she had hitherto +looked forward to receiving his well-merited approbation, was now +changed to fear, and dread of his displeasure; yet she knew she had +not deserved the bad mark, and again and again she determined that she +would tell her father all about it; but his manner had now become so +cold and stern that she could not summon up courage to do so, but put +it off from day to day, until it was too late. + + + + +CHAPTER EIGHTH. + + + "He that pursues an act that is attended + With doubtful issues, for the means, had need + Of policy and force to make it speed." + --T. NABB's _Unfortunate Mother._ + + "Joy never feasts so high, + As when the first course is of misery." + --SUCKLING's _Aglaura._ + + +It was Friday, and the next morning was the when the reports were to be +presented. School had closed, and all but Elsie had already left the +room; but she was carefully arranging the books, writing and drawing +materials, etc., in her desk, for she was very neat and orderly in her +habits. + +When she had quite finished her work she took up her report-book, and +glanced over it. As her eye rested for an instant upon the one bad +mark, she sighed a little, and murmured to herself, "I am _so_ sorry; I +wish papa knew how little I really deserved it. I don't know why I +never can get the courage to tell him." + +Then, laying it aside, she opened her copy-book and turned over the +leaves with unalloyed pleasure, for not one of its pages was defaced by +a single blot, and from beginning to end it gave evidence of +painstaking carefulness and decided improvement. + +"Ah! surely _this_ will please dear papa!" she exclaimed, half aloud. +"How good Aunt Adelaide was to sit here with me!" + +Then, putting it carefully in its place, she closed and locked the +desk, and carrying the key to her room, laid it on the mantel, where +she was in the habit of keeping it. + +Now it so happened that afternoon that Arthur, who had made himself +sick by over-indulgence in sweetmeats, and had in consequence been +lounging about the house doing nothing for the last day or two, +remained at home while all the rest of the family were out, walking, +riding, or visiting. + +He was not usually very fond of reading, but while lying on the lounge +in the nursery, very much in want of some amusement, it suddenly +occurred to him that he would like to look at a book he had seen Elsie +reading that morning. + +To be sure the book belonged to her, and she was not there to be +consulted as to her willingness to lend it; but that made no difference +to Arthur, who had very little respect for the rights of property, +excepting where his own were concerned. + +Elsie, he knew, was out, and Chloe in the kitchen; so, feeling certain +there would be no one to interfere with him, he went directly to the +little girl's room to look for the book. He soon found it lying on the +mantel; but the desk-key lay right beside it, and as he caught sight of +that he gave a half scream of delight, for he guessed at once to what +lock it belonged, and felt that he now could accomplish the revenge he +had plotted ever since the affair of the watch. + +He put out his hand to take it, but drew it back again, and stood for a +moment balancing in his mind the chances of detection. + +He could deface Elsie's copy-book, but Adelaide could testify to the +little girl's carefulness and the neatness of her work up to that very +day, for she had been in the school-room that morning during the +writing hour. But then Adelaide had just left home to pay a visit to a +friend living at some distance, and would not return for several weeks, +so there was little danger from that quarter. Miss Day, to be sure, +knew the appearance of Elsie's book quite as well, but there was still +less danger of her interference, and he was pretty certain no one else +knew. + +So he decided to run the risk, and laying down the book he took the +key, went to the door, looked carefully up and down the hall to make +sure of not being seen by any of the servants, and having satisfied +himself on that point, hurried to the school-room, unlocked Elsie's +desk, took out her copy-book, and dipping a pen in the ink, proceeded +deliberately to blot nearly every page in it; on some he made a large +blot, on others a small one, and on some two or three; and also +scribbled between the lines and on the margin, so as completely to +deface poor Elsie's work. + +But to do Arthur justice, though he knew his brother would be pretty +sure to be very angry with Elsie, he did not know of the threatened +punishment. He stopped once or twice as he thought he heard a footstep, +and shut down the lid until it had passed, when he raised it again and +went on with his wicked work. It did not take long, however, and he +soon replaced the copy-book in the precise spot in which he had found +it, wiped the pen, and put it carefully back in its place, relocked the +desk, hurried back to Elsie's room, put the key just where he had found +it, and taking the book, returned to the nursery without having met any +one. + +He threw himself down on a couch and tried to read, but in vain; he +could not fix his attention upon the page--could think of nothing but +the mischief he had done, and its probable consequences; and now, when +it was too late, he more than half repented; yet as to confessing and +thus saving Elsie from unmerited blame, he did not for a single moment +entertain the thought. But at length it suddenly occurred to him that +if it became known that he had been into Elsie's room to get the book +he might be suspected; and he started up with the intention of +replacing it. But he found that it was too late; she had already +returned, for he heard her voice in the hall; so he lay down again, and +kept the book until she came in search of it. + +He looked very guilty as the little girl came in, but not seeming to +notice it, she merely said, "I am looking for my book. I thought +perhaps some one might have brought it in here. Oh! _you_ have it, +Arthur! well, keep it, if you wish; I can read it just as well another +time." + +"Here, take it," said he roughly, pushing it toward her; "I don't want +it; 'tisn't a bit pretty." + +"I think it is very interesting, and you are quite welcome to read it +if you wish," she answered mildly; "but if you don't care to, I will +take it." + +"Young ladies and gentlemen," said the governess, as they were about +closing their exercises the next morning, "this is the regular day for +the reports, and they are all made out. Miss Elsie, here is yours; +bring your copy-book, and carry both to your papa." + +Elsie obeyed, not without some trembling, yet hoping, as there was but +_one_ bad mark in the report and the copy-book showed such evident +marks of care and painstaking, her papa would not be very seriously +displeased. + +It being the last day of the term, the exercises of the morning had +varied somewhat from the usual routine, and the writing hour had been +entirely omitted; thus it happened that Elsie had not opened her +copy-book, and was in consequence still in ignorance of its sadly +altered appearance. + +She found her father in his room. He took the report first from her +hand, and glancing over it, said with a slight frown, "I see you have +one _very_ bad mark for recitation; but as there is only one, and the +others are remarkably good, I will excuse it." + +Then taking the copy-book and opening it, much to Elsie's surprise and +alarm he gave her a glance of great displeasure, turned rapidly over +the leaves, then laying it down, said in his sternest tones, "I see I +shall have to keep my promise, Elsie." + +"What, papa?" she asked, turning pale with terror. + +"_What!_" said he! "do you ask me what? Did I not tell you _positively_ +that I would _punish_ you if your copy-book this month did not present +a better appearance than it did last?" + +"O papa! does it not? I tried so very hard; and there are no blots in +it." + +"No blots?" said he; "what do you call these?" and he turned over the +leaves again, holding the book so that she could see them, and showing +that almost every one was blotted in several places. + +Elsie gazed at them in unfeigned astonishment; then looking up into his +face, she said earnestly but fearfully, "Papa, I did not do it." + +"Who did, then?" he asked. + +"Indeed, papa, I do not know," she replied. + +"I must inquire into this business," he said, rising, "and if it is not +your fault you shall not be punished; but if I find you have been +telling me a falsehood, Elsie, I shall punish you much more severely +than if you had not denied your fault." + +And taking her by the hand as he spoke, he led her back to the +school-room. + +"Miss Day," said he, showing the book, "Elsie says these blots are not +her work; can you tell me whose they are?" + +"Miss Elsie _generally_ tells the truth, sir," replied Miss Day, +sarcastically, "but I must say that in this instance I think she has +failed, as her desk has a good lock, and she herself keeps the key." + +"Elsie," he asked, turning to her, "is this so?" + +"Yes, papa." + +"And have you ever left your desk unlocked, or the key lying about?" + +"No, papa. I am quite certain I have not," she answered unhesitatingly, +though her voice trembled, and she grey very pale. + +"Very well, then, _I_ am quite certain you have told me a falsehood, +since it is evident this _must_ have been your work. Elsie, I can +forgive anything but falsehood, but that I _never will_ forgive. Come +with me. I shall teach you to speak the truth to _me_ at least, if to +no one else," and taking her hand again, he led, or rather dragged, her +from the room, for he was terribly angry, his face fairly pale with +passion. + +Lora came in while he was speaking and, certain that _Elsie_ would +never be caught in a falsehood, her eye quickly sought Arthur's desk. + +He was sitting there with a very guilty countenance. + +She hastily crossed the room, and speaking in a low tone, said, +"Arthur, _you_ have had a hand in this business I very well know; now +confess it quickly, or Horace will half kill Elsie." + +"You don't know anything about it," said he doggedly. + +"Yes, I do," she answered; "and if you do not speak out at once, _I_ +shall save Elsie, and find means to prove your guilt afterwards; so you +had much better confess." + +"Go away," he exclaimed angrily, "I have nothing to confess." + +Seeing it was useless to try to move him, Lora turned away and hurried +to Horace's room, which, in her haste, she entered without knocking, he +having fortunately neglected to fasten the door. She was just in time; +he had a small riding whip in his hand, and Elsie stood beside him pale +as death, too much frightened even to cry, and trembling so that she +could scarcely stand. + +He turned an angry glance on his sister as she entered; but taking no +notice of it, she exclaimed eagerly, "Horace, don't punish Elsie, for I +am certain she is innocent." + +He laid down the whip asking, "_How_ do you know it? what _proof_ have +you? I shall be very glad to be convinced," he added, his countenance +relaxing somewhat in its stern and angry expression. + +"In the first place," replied his sister, "there is Elsie's established +character for truthfulness--in all the time she has been with us, we +have ever found her perfectly truthful in word and deed. And then, +Horace, what motive could she have had for spoiling her book, knowing +as she did that certain punishment would follow? Besides, I am sure +Arthur is at the bottom of this, for though he will not acknowledge, he +does not deny it. Ah! yes, and now I recollect, I saw and examined +Elsie's book only yesterday, and it was then quite free from blots." + +A great change had come over her brother's countenance while she was +speaking. + +"Thank you, Lora," he said, cordially, as soon as she had done, "you +have quite convinced me, and saved me from punishing Elsie as unjustly +as severely. That last assurance I consider quite sufficient of itself +to establish her innocence." + +Lora turned and went out feeling very happy, and as she closed the +door, Elsie's papa took her in his arms, saying in loving, tender +tones, "My poor little daughter! my own darling child! I have been +cruelly unjust to you, have I not?" + +"Dear papa, you thought I deserved it," she said, with a burst of tears +and sobs, throwing her arms around his neck, and laying her head on his +breast. + +"Do you love me, Elsie, dearest?" he asked, folding her closer to his +heart. + +"Ah! so very, _very_ much! better than all the world beside. O papa! if +you would only love me." The last word was almost a sob. + +"I do, my darling, my own precious child," he said, caressing her again +and again. "I do love my little girl, although I may at times seem cold +and stern; and I am more thankful than words can express that I have +been saved from punishing her unjustly. I could never forgive myself if +I had done it. I would rather have lost half I am worth; ah! I fear it +would have turned all her love for me into hatred; and justly, too." + +"No, papa, oh! no, _no; nothing_ could ever do that!" and the little +arms were clasped closer and closer about his neck, and the tears again +fell like rain, as she timidly pressed her quivering lips to his cheek. + +"There, there daughter! don't cry any more; we will try to forget all +about it, and talk of something else," he said soothingly. "Elsie, +dear, your Aunt Adelaide thinks perhaps you were not so very much to +blame the other day; and now I want you to tell me all the +circumstances; for though I should be very sorry to encourage you to +find fault with your teacher, I am by no means willing to have you +abused." + +"Please, papa, don't ask me," she begged. "Aunt Lora was there, and she +will tell you about it." + +"No, Elsie," he said, very decidedly; "I want the story from _you_; and +remember, I want _every word_ that passed between you and Miss Day, as +far as you can possibly recall it." + +Seeing that he was determined, Elsie obeyed him, though with evident +reluctance, and striving to put Miss Day's conduct in as favorable a +light as consistent with truth, while she by no means extenuated her +own; yet her father listened with feelings of strong indignation. + +"Elsie," he said when she had done, "if I had known all this at the +time, I should not have punished you at all. Why did you not tell me, +my daughter, how you have been ill treated and provoked?" + +"O papa! I could not; you know you did not ask me." + +"I did ask you if it was true that you contradicted her, did I not?" + +"Yes, papa, and it was true." + +"You ought to have told me the whole story though; but I see how it +was--I frightened you by my sternness. Well, daughter," he added, +kissing her tenderly, "I shall endeavor to be less stern in future, and +you must try to be less timid and more at your ease with me." + +"I will, papa," she replied meekly; "but indeed I cannot help feeling +frightened when you are angry with me." + +Mr. Dinsmore sat there a long time with his little daughter on his +knee, caressing her more tenderly than ever before; and Elsie was very +happy, and talked more freely to him than she had ever done, telling +him of her joys and her sorrows; how dearly she had loved Miss +Allison--what happy hours they had spent together in studying the Bible +and in prayer--how grieved she was when her friend went away--and how +intensely she enjoyed the little letter now and then received from her; +and he listened to it all, apparently both pleased and interested, +encouraging her to go on by an occasional question or a word of assent +or approval. + +"What is this, Elsie?" he asked, taking hold of the chain she always +wore around her neck, and drawing the miniature from her bosom. + +But as he touched the spring the case flew open, revealing the sweet, +girlish face, it needed not Elsie's low murmured "Mamma" to tell him +who that lovely lady was. + +He gazed upon it with emotion, carried back in memory to the time when +for a few short months she had been his own most cherished treasure. +Then, looking from it to his child, he murmured, "Yes, she is very +like--the same features, the same expression, complexion, hair and +all--will be the very counterpart of her if she lives." + +"Dear papa, am I like mamma?" asked Elsie, who had caught a part of his +words. + +"Yes, darling, very much indeed, and I hope you will grow more so." + +"You loved mamma?" she said inquiringly. + +"Dearly, _very_ dearly." + +"O papa! _tell_ me about her! _do_, dear papa," she pleaded eagerly. + +"I have not much to tell," he said, sighing. "I knew her only for a few +short months ere we were torn asunder, never to meet again on earth." + +"But we may hope to meet her in heaven, dear papa," said Elsie softly, +"for she loved Jesus, and if we love Him we shall go there too when we +die. Do you love Jesus, papa?" she timidly inquired, for she had seen +him do a number of things which she knew to be wrong--such as riding +out for pleasure on the Sabbath, reading secular newspapers, and +engaging in worldly conversation--and she greatly feared he did not. + +But instead of answering her question, he asked, "Do you, Elsie?" + +"Oh! yes, sir; very _very_ much; even better than I love you, my own +dear papa." + +"How do you know?" he asked, looking keenly into her face. + +"Just as I know that I love you, papa, or any one else," she replied, +lifting her eyes to his face in evident surprise at the strangeness of +the question. + +"Ah, papa," she added in her own sweet, simple way, "I do so love to +talk of Jesus; to tell Him all my troubles, and ask Him to forgive my +sins and make me holy; and then it is so sweet to know that He loves +me, and will _always_ love me, even if no one else does." + +He kissed her very gravely, and set her down, saying, "Go now, my +daughter, and prepare for dinner; it is almost time for the bell." + +"You are not displeased, papa?" she inquired, looking up anxiously into +his face. + +"No, darling, not at all," he replied, stroking her hair. "Shall I ride +with my little girl this afternoon?" + +"Oh papa! do you really mean it? I shall be so glad!" she exclaimed +joyfully. + +"Very well, then," he said, "it is settled. But go now; there is the +bell. No, stay!" he added quickly, as she turned to obey; "think a +moment and tell me where you put the key of your desk yesterday, for it +must have been then the mischief was done. Had you it with you when you +rode out?" + +Suddenly Elsie's face flushed, and she exclaimed Eagerly, "Ah! I +remember now! I left it on the mantelpiece, papa, and--" + +But here she paused, as if sorry she had said so much. + +"And what?" he asked. + +"I think I had better not say it, papa! I'm afraid I _ought_ not, for I +don't really _know_ anything, and it seems so wrong to suspect people." + +"You need not express any suspicions," said her father; "I do not wish +you to do so; but I must insist upon having all the facts you can +furnish me with. Was Aunt Chloe in your room all the time you were +away?" + +"No, sir; she told me she went down to the kitchen directly after I +left, and did not come up again until after I returned." + +"Very well; do you know whether any one else entered the room during +your absence?" + +"I do not _know_, papa, but I _think_ Arthur must have been in, because +when I came home I found him reading a book which I had left lying on +the mantel-piece," she answered in a low, reluctant tone. + +"Ah, ha! that is just it! I see it all now," he exclaimed, with a +satisfied nod. "There, that will do, Elsie; go now and make haste down +to your dinner." + +But Elsie lingered, and, in answer to a look of kind inquiry from her +father, said coaxingly, "Please, papa, don't be very angry with him. I +think he did not know how much I cared about my book." + +"You are very forgiving, Elsie; but go, child, I shall not abuse him," +Mr. Dinsmore answered, with an imperative gesture, and the little girl +hurried from the room. + +It happened that just at this time the elder Mr. Dinsmore and his wife +were paying a visit to some friends in the city, and thus Elsie's papa +had been left head of the house for the time. Arthur, knowing this to +be the state of affairs, and that though his father was expected to +return that evening, his mother would be absent for some days, was +beginning to be a good deal fearful of the consequences of his +misconduct, and not without reason, for his brother's wrath was now +fully aroused, and he was determined that the boy should not on this +occasion escape the penalty of his misdeeds. + +Arthur was already in the dining-room when Mr. Dinsmore came down. + +"Arthur," said he, "I wish you to step into the library a moment; I +have something to say to you." + +"I don't want to hear it," muttered the boy, with a dogged look, and +standing perfectly still. + +"I dare say not, sir; but that makes no difference," replied his +brother. "Walk into the library at once." + +Arthur returned a scowl of defiance, muttering almost under his breath, +"I'll do as I please about that;" but cowed by his brother's determined +look and manner, he slowly and reluctantly obeyed. + +"Now, sir," said Mr. Dinsmore, when he had him fairly in the room, and +had closed the door behind them, "I wish to know how you came to meddle +with Elsie's copy-book." + +"I didn't," was the angry rejoinder. + +"Take care, sir; I know all about it," said Mr. Dinsmore, in a warning +tone; "it is useless for you to deny it. Yesterday, while Elsie was out +and Aunt Chloe in the kitchen, you went to her room, took the key of +her desk from the mantel-piece where she had left it, went to the +school-room and did the mischief, hoping to get her into trouble +thereby, and then relocking the desk and returning the key to its +proper place, thought you had escaped detection; and I was very near +giving my poor, innocent little girl the whipping you so richly +deserve." + +Arthur looked up in astonishment. + +"Who told you?" he asked; "nobody saw me;" then, catching himself, said +hastily, "I tell you I didn't do it. I don't know anything about it." + +"Will you dare to tell me such a falsehood as that again?" exclaimed +Mr. Dinsmore, angrily, taking him by the collar and shaking him roughly. + +"Let me alone now," whined the culprit. "I want my dinner, I say." + +"You'll get no dinner to-day, I can tell you," replied his brother. "I +am going to lock you into your bedroom, and keep you there until your +father comes home; and then if _he_ doesn't give you the flogging you +deserve, _I_ will; for I intend you shall have your deserts for once in +your life. I know that all this is in revenge for Elsie's forced +testimony in the affair of the watch, and I gave you fair warning then +that I would see to it that any attempt to abuse my child should +receive its just reward." + +He took the boy by the arm as he spoke, to lead him from the room. + +At first Arthur seemed disposed to resist; but soon, seeing how useless +it was to contend against such odds, he resigned himself to his fate, +saying sullenly, "You wouldn't treat me this way if mamma was at home." + +"She is not, however, as it happens, though I can tell you that even +_she_ could not save you now," replied his brother, as he opened the +bedroom door, and pushing him in, locked it upon him, and put the key +in his pocket. + +Mr. Horace Dinsmore had almost unbounded influence over his father, who +was very proud of him; the old gentleman also utterly despised +everything mean and underhanded, and upon being made acquainted by +Horace with Arthur's misdemeanors he inflicted upon him as severe a +punishment as any one could have desired. + + + + +CHAPTER NINTH + + + "Keep the Sabbath day to sanctify it, as the Lord thy God + hath commanded thee." + --_Deut._ v. 12. + + "She is mine own; + And I as rich in having such a jewel + As twenty seas, if all their sand were pearl, + The water nectar, and the rocks pure gold." + --SHAKESPEARE, _Two Gentlemen of Verona._ + + +And now happy days had come to the little Elsie. Her father treated her +with the tenderest affection, and kept her with him almost constantly, +seeming scarcely willing to have her out of his sight for an hour. He +took her with him wherever he went in his rides and walks and visits to +the neighboring planters. + +She was much admired for her beauty and sweetness of disposition, much +caressed and flattered, but, through it all, lost none of her native +modesty, but was ever the same meek, gentle little girl. She felt +grateful for all the kindness she received, and liked to visit with her +papa; but her happiest days were spent at home on those rare occasions +when they were free from visitors, and she could sit for hours on his +knee, or by his side, talking or reading to him, or working at her +embroidery, or knitting and listening while he read. He helped her with +all her studies, taught her something of botany and geology in their +walks, helped her to see and correct the faults of her drawings, sang +with her when she played, bought her quantities of new music, and +engaged the best masters to instruct her--in short, took a lively +interest in all her pursuits and pleasures, gave her every indulgence, +and lavished upon her the tenderest caresses. He was very proud of her +beauty, her sweetness, her intelligence, and talent; and nothing +pleased him better than to hear them spoken of by others in terms of +praise. + +And Elsie was very happy; the soft eyes grew bright with happiness, and +the little face lost its pensive expression, and became as round, rosy +and merry as Enna's. + +Miss Day went North, expecting to be absent several months, and Elsie's +papa took her traveling, spending some time at different +watering-places. It was her first journey since she had been old enough +to care for such things, and she enjoyed it exceedingly. They left home +in July, and did not return until September, so that the little girl +had time to rest and recruit, both mentally and physically, and was +ready to begin her studies again with zeal and energy; yet it was so +pleasant to be her papa's constant companion, and she had so enjoyed +her freedom from the restraints of the school-room, that she was not at +all sorry to learn, on their arrival at Roselands, that the governess +would still be absent for some weeks. + +"How bright and happy the child looks!" was Adelaide's remark on the +day of their return, as, from the opposite side of the room, she +watched the speaking countenance of the little girl, who was giving +Enna and the boys an animated description of her journey. + +"Yes," said Lora, "and how entirely she seems to have overcome her fear +of her father!" for at that instant Elsie suddenly left the little +group, and running to him, leaned confidingly on his knee, while +apparently urging some request, which he answered with a smile and a +nod of acquiescence; when she left the room, and presently returned +carrying a richly bound book of engravings. + +Yes, Elsie had lost her fear of her father, and could now talk to him, +and tell him her feelings and wishes, as freely as ever Enna did; and +no wonder, for in all these weeks he had never given her one harsh word +or look; but indeed he had had no occasion to do so, for she was always +docile and obedient. + +It was Sabbath afternoon--the first Sabbath after their return--and +Elsie was in her own room alone with the books she loved best--her +Bible, hymnbook, and "Pilgrim's Progress." + +She had spent a very happy hour in self-examination, reading and +prayer, and was singing to herself in a low tone her favorite hymn, + + "I lay my sins on Jesus," + +while turning over the leaves of her Bible to find the story of Elijah, +which she had promised to read to Chloe that afternoon, when a child's +footsteps were heard coming down the hall, the handle of the door was +turned hastily, and then, as it refused to yield, Enna's voice called +out in a fretful, imperious tone, "Open this door, Elsie Dinsmore. I +want in, I say." + +Elsie sighed, as she thought, "There is an end to my nice afternoon," +but she rose at once, and quickly crossing the room, opened the door, +asking pleasantly, "What do you want, Enna?" + +"I _told_ you I wanted to come _in_," replied Enna, saucily, "and now +you've got to tell me a story to amuse me; mamma says so, because you +know I've got a cold, and she won't let me go out." + +"Well, Enna," said Elsie, patiently, "I am going to read a very +beautiful story to mammy, and you are quite welcome to sit here and +listen." + +"I sha'n't have it read! I said you were to _tell_ it. I don't like to +hear reading," replied Enna in her imperious way, at the same time +taking quiet possession of Elsie's little rosewood rocking-chair--a +late present from her papa, and highly prized by the little girl on +that account--and beginning to scratch with her thumb nail upon the arm. + +"Oh! don't scratch my pretty new chair, Enna!" Elsie entreated; "it is +papa's present, and I wouldn't have it spoiled for a great deal." + +"I will; who cares for your old chair?" was the reply in a scornful +tone, as she gave another and harder dig with her nail. "You're a +little old maid--so particular with all your things--that's what mamma +says you are. Now tell me that story." + +"I will tell you a story if you will stop scratching my chair, Enna," +said Elsie, almost with tears in her eyes, "I will tell you about +Elijah on Mount Carmel or Beishazzar's feast, or the children in the +fiery furnace, or----" + +"I sha'n't hear any of those! I don't want any of your old Bible +stories," interrupted Enna, insolently, "You must tell me that pretty +fairy tale Herbert Carrington is so fond of." + +"No, Enna; I cannot tell you that _to-day_," replied Elsie, speaking +gently, but very firmly. + +"I say you _shall!_" screamed Enna, springing to her feet. "I'll just +go and tell mamma, and she'll make you do it." + +"Stay, Enna," said Elsie, catching her hand to detain her; "I will tell +you any story I know that is suitable for the Sabbath; but I cannot +tell the fairy tale to-day, because you know it would be wrong. I will +tell it to you to-morrow, though, if you will wait." + +"You're a _bad_ girl, and I'll just tell mamma of you," exclaimed Enna, +passionately, jerking her hand away and darting from the room. + +"Oh! if papa was only at home," sighed Elsie, sinking into her +rocking-chair, pale and trembling; but she knew that he had gone out +riding, and would probably not return for some time; he had invited her +to accompany him, but she had begged to be allowed to stay at home, and +he had let her have her wish. + +As she feared, she was immediately summoned to Mrs. Dinsmore's presence. + +"Elsie," said that lady, severely, "are you not ashamed of yourself, to +refuse Enna such a small favor especially when the poor child is not +well. I must say you are the most selfish, disobliging child I ever +saw." + +"I offered to tell her a Bible story, or anything suitable for the +Sabbath day," replied Elsie, meekly, "but I cannot tell the fairy tale, +because it would be wrong." + +"Nonsense! there's no harm at all in telling fairy tales to-day, any +more than any other day; that is just an excuse, Elsie," said Mrs. +Dinsmore, angrily. + +"I don't want her old Bible stories. I won't have them. I want that +pretty fairy tale," sobbed Enna passionately; "_make_ her tell it, +mamma." + +"Come, come, what is all this fuss about?" asked the elder Mr. +Dinsmore, coming in from an adjoining room. + +"Nothing," said his wife, "except that Enna is not well enough to go +out, and wants a fairy story to pass away the time, which Elsie alone +is acquainted with, but is too lazy or too self-willed to relate." + +He turned angrily to his little granddaughter. + +"Ah! indeed, is that it? Well, there is an old saying. 'A bird that +_can_ sing, and _won't_ sing, must be _made_ to sing.'" + +Elsie was opening her lips to speak, but Mrs. Dinsmore bade her be +silent, and then went on. "She pretends it is all on account of +conscientious scruples. 'It isn't fit for the Sabbath,' she says. Now +_I_ say it is a great piece of impertinence for a child of her years to +set up her opinion against yours and mine; and I know very well it is +nothing but an excuse, because she doesn't choose to be obliging." + +"Of _course_ it is; nothing in the _world_ but an excuse," responded +Mr. Dinsmore, hotly. + +Elsie's face flushed, and she answered a little indignantly, + +"No, grandpa, indeed it is _not_ merely an excuse, but--" + +"Do you _dare_ to contradict me, you impertinent little hussy?" cried +the old gentleman, interrupting her in the middle of her sentence; and +catching her by the arm, he shook her violently; then picking her up +and setting her down hard upon a chair, he said, "Now, miss, sit you +there until your father comes home, then we will see what _he_ thinks +of such impertinence; and if he doesn't give you the complete whipping +you deserve, I miss my guess." + +"Please, grandpa, I--" + +"Hold your tongue! don't dare to speak another word until your father +comes home," said he, threateningly. "If you don't choose to say what +you're wanted to, you shall not talk at all." + +Then, going to the door, he called a servant and bade him tell "Mr. +Horace," as soon as he returned, that he wished to see him. + +For the next half-hour--and a very long one it seemed to her--Elsie sat +there wishing for, and yet dreading her father's coming. Would he +inflict upon her the punishment which her grandfather evidently wished +her to receive, without pausing to inquire into the merits of the case? +or would he listen patiently to _her_ story? And even if he did, might +he not still think her deserving of punishment? She could not answer +these questions to her own satisfaction. A few months ago she would +have been certain of a very severe chastisement, and even now she +trembled with fear; for though she knew beyond a doubt that he loved +her dearly, she knew also that he was a strict and severe +disciplinarian, and never excused her faults. + +At last her ear caught the sound of his step in the hall, and her heart +beat fast and faster as it drew nearer, until he entered, and +addressing his father, asked, "Did you wish to see me, sir?" + +"Yes, Horace, I want you to attend to this girl," replied the old +gentleman, with a motion of the head toward Elsie. "She has been very +impertinent to me." + +"What! _Elsie_ impertinent! is it possible? I certainly expected better +things of her." + +His tone expressed great surprise, and turning to his little daughter, +he regarded her with a grave, sad look that brought the tears to her +eyes; dearly as she loved him, it seemed almost harder to bear than the +old expression of stern severity. + +"It is hard to believe," he said, "that my little Elsie would be guilty +of such conduct; but if she has been, of course she must be punished, +for I cannot allow anything of the kind. Go. Elsie, to my dressing-room +and remain there until I come to you." + +"Papa--" she began, bursting into tears. + +"Hush!" he said, with something of the old sternness; "not a word; but +obey me instantly." + +Then, as Elsie went sobbing from the room, he seated himself, and +turning to his father, said, "Now, sir, if you please, I should like to +hear the whole story; precisely what Elsie has done and said, and what +was the provocation; for _that_ must also be taken into the account, in +order that I may be able to do her justice." + +"If you do her _justice_, you will whip her well," remarked his father +in a tone of asperity. + +Horace colored violently, for nothing aroused his ire sooner than any +interference between him and his child; but controlling himself, he +replied quite calmly, "If I find her deserving of punishment, I will +not spare her; but I should be sorry indeed to punish her unjustly. +Will you be so good as to tell me what she has done?" + +Mr. Dinsmore referred him to his wife for the commencement of the +trouble, and she made out as bad a case against Elsie as possible; but +even then there seemed to her father to be very little to condemn; and +when Mrs. Dinsmore was obliged to acknowledge that it was Elsie's +refusal to humor Enna in her desire for a particular story which Elsie +thought it not best to relate on the Sabbath, he bit his lip with +vexation, and told her in a haughty tone, that though he did not +approve of Elsie's strict notions regarding such matters, yet he wished +her to understand that _his_ daughter was not to be made a slave to +Enna's whims. If she _chose_ to tell her a story, or to do anything +else for her amusement, he had no objection, but she was never to be +_forced_ to do it against her inclination, and Enna must understand +that it was done as a favor, and not at all as her right. + +"You are right enough there, Horace," remarked his father, "but that +does not excuse Elsie for her impertinence to me. In the first place, I +must say I agree with my wife in thinking it quite a piece of +impertinence for a child of her years to set up her opinion against +mine; and besides, she contradicted me flatly." + +He then went on to repeat what he had said, and Elsie's denial of the +charge, using her exact words, but quite a different tone, and +suppressing the fact that he had interrupted her before she had +finished her sentence. + +Elsie's tone, though slightly indignant, had still been respectful, but +from her grandfather's rehearsal of the scene her father received the +impression that she had been exceedingly saucy, and he left the room +with the intention of giving her almost as severe a punishment as her +grandfather would have prescribed. + +On the way up to his room, however, his anger had a little time to +cool, and it occurred to him that it would be no more than just to hear +_her_ side of the story ere he condemned her. + +Elsie was seated on a couch at the far side of the room, and as he +entered she turned on him a tearful, pleading look, that went straight +to his heart. + +His face was grave and sad, but there was very little sternness in it, +as he sat down and took her in his arms. + +For a moment he held her without speaking, while she lifted her eyes +timidly to his face. Then he said, as he gently stroked the hair back +from her forehead, "I am very sorry, _very sorry indeed_, to hear so +bad an account of my little daughter. I am afraid I shall have to +punish her, and I don't like to do it." + +She answered not a word, but burst into tears, and hiding her face on +his breast, sobbed aloud. + +"I will not condemn you unheard, Elsie," he said after a moment's +pause; "tell me how you came to be so impertinent to your grandfather." + +"I did not mean to be saucy, papa, indeed I did not," she sobbed. + +"Stop crying then, daughter," he said kindly, "and tell me all about +it. I know there was some trouble between you and Enna, and I want you +to tell me all that occurred, and every word spoken by either of you, +as well as all that passed between Mrs. Dinsmore, your grandfather, and +yourself. I am very glad that I can trust my little girl to speak the +truth. I am quite sure she would not tell a falsehood even to save +herself from punishment," he added tenderly. + +"Thank you, dear papa, for saying that," said Elsie, raising her head +and almost smiling through her tears. "I will _try_ to tell it just as +it happened." + +She then told her story simply and truthfully, repeating, as he bade +her, every word that had passed between Enna and herself, and between +her and her grandparents. Her words to her grandfather sounded very +different, repeated in her quiet, respectful tones; and when she added +that if he would have allowed her, she was going on to explain that it +was not any unwillingness to oblige Enna, but the fear of doing wrong, +that led her to refuse her request, her father thought that after all +she deserved very little blame. + +"Do you think I was very saucy, papa?" she asked anxiously, when she +had finished her story. + +"So much depends upon the tone, Elsie," he said, "that I can hardly +tell; if you used the same tone in speaking to your grandpa that you +did in repeating your words to me just now, I don't think it was _very_ +impertinent; though the words themselves were not as respectful as they +ought to have been. You must always treat my father quite as +respectfully as you do me; and I think with him, too, that there is +something quite impertinent in a little girl like you setting up her +opinion against that of her elders. You must never try it with me, my +daughter." + +Elsie hung down her head in silence for a moment, then asked in a +tremulous tone, "Are you going to punish me, papa?" + +"Yes," he said, "but first I am going to take you down-stairs and make +you beg your grandfather's pardon. I see you don't want to do it," he +added, looking keenly into her face, "but you _must_, and I hope I +shall not be obliged to _enforce_ obedience to my commands." + +"I will do whatever you bid me, papa," she sobbed, "but I did not mean +to be saucy. Please, papa, tell me what to say." + +"You must say, Grandpa, I did not intend to be impertinent to you, and +I am very sorry for whatever may have seemed saucy in my words or +tones; will you please to forgive me, and I will try always to be +perfectly respectful in future. You can say all that with truth, I +think?" + +"Yes, papa, I _am_ sorry, and I _do_ intend to be respectful to grandpa +always," she answered, brushing away her tears, and putting her hand in +his. + +He then led her into her grandfather's presence, saying: "Elsie has +come to beg your pardon, sir." + +"That is as it should be," replied the old gentleman, glancing +triumphantly at his wife; "I told her you would not uphold her in any +such impertinence." + +"No," said his son, with some displeasure in his tone; "I will neither +uphold her in wrongdoing, nor suffer her to be imposed upon. Speak, my +daughter, and say what I bade you." + +Elsie sobbed out the required words. + +"Yes, I must forgive you, of course," replied her grandfather, coldly, +"but I hope your father is not going to let you off without proper +punishment." + +"I will attend to that; I certainly intend to punish her _as she +deserves_" said his son, laying a marked emphasis upon the concluding +words of his sentence. + +Elsie wholly misunderstood him, and so trembled with fear as he led her +from the room, that she could scarcely walk; seeing which, he took her +in his arms and carried her up-stairs, she sobbing on his shoulder. + +He did not speak until he had locked the door, carried her across the +room, and seated himself upon the couch again, with her upon his knee. + +Then he said, in a soothing tone, as he wiped away her tears and kissed +her kindly, "You need not tremble so, my daughter; I am not going to be +severe with you." + +She looked up in glad surprise. + +"I said I would punish you as you _deserve_," he said, with a smile, +"and I intend to keep you shut up here with me until bed-time, I shall +not allow you to go down-stairs to tea, and besides, I am going to give +you a long lesson to learn, which I shall require you to recite to me +quite perfectly before you can go to bed." + +Elsie grew frightened again at the mention of the lesson, for she +feared it might be something which she could not conscientiously study +on the Sabbath; but all her fear and trouble vanished as she saw her +father take up a Bible that lay on the table, and turn over the leaves +as though selecting a passage. + +Presently he put it into her hands, and pointing to the thirteenth and +fourteenth chapters of John's Gospel, bade her carry the book to a low +seat by the window, and sit there until she had learned them perfectly. + +"O papa! what a nice lesson!" she exclaimed, looking up delightedly +into his face; "but it won't be any punishment, because I love these +chapters dearly, and have read them so often that I almost know every +word already." + +"Hush, hush!" he said, pretending to be very stern; "don't tell me that +my punishments are _no_ punishments, I don't allow you to talk so; just +take the book and learn what I bid you; and if you know those two +already, you may learn the next." + +Elsie laughed, kissed his hand, and tripped away to her window, while +he threw himself down on the couch and took up a newspaper, more as a +screen to his face, however, than for the purpose of reading; for he +lay there closely watching his little daughter, as she sat in the rich +glow of the sunset, with her sweet, grave little face bending over the +holy book. + +"The darling!" he murmured to himself; "she is lovely as an angel, and +she is _mine_, mine only, mine own precious one; and loves me with her +whole soul. Ah! how can I ever find it in my heart to be stern to her? +Ah! if _I_ were but _half_ as good and pure as she is, I should be a +better man than I am." And he heaved a deep sigh. + +Half an hour had passed, and still Elsie bent over her book. The +tea-bell rang, and Mr. Dinsmore started up, and crossing the room, bent +down and stroked her hair. + +"Do you know it, darling?" he asked. + +"Almost, papa," and she looked up into his face with a bright, sweet +smile, full of affection. + +With a sudden impulse he caught her in his arms, and kissing her again +and again, said with emotion, "Elsie, my darling, I love you _too_ +well; I could never bear to lose you." + +"You must love Jesus better, my own precious papa," she replied, +clasping her little arms around his neck, and returning his caresses. + +He held her a moment, and then putting her down, said, "I shall send +you up some supper, and I want you to eat it; don't behave as you did +about the bread and water once, a good while ago." + +"Will it be bread and water this time, papa?" she asked, with a smile. + +"You will see," he said, laughingly, and quitted the room. + +Elsie turned to her book again, but in a few moments was interrupted by +the entrance of a servant carrying on a silver waiter a plate of hot, +buttered muffins, a cup of jelly, another of hot coffee, and a piece of +broiled chicken. Elsie was all astonishment. + +"Why, Pomp," she asked, "did papa send it?" + +"Yes, Miss Elsie, 'deed he did," replied the servant, with a grin of +satisfaction, as he set down his burden. "I reckon you been berry nice +gal dis day; or else Marster Horace tink you little bit sick." + +"Papa is very good; and I am much obliged to you too, Pomp," said the +little girl, laying aside her book, and seating herself before the +waiter. + +"Jes ring de bell, Miss Elsie, ef you want more, and dis chile fotch +'em up; Marster Horace say so hisself." And the grinning negro bowed +himself out, chuckling with delight, for Elsie had always been a great +favorite with him. + +"Dear papa," Elsie said, when he came in again and smilingly asked if +she had eaten her prison fare, "what a good supper you sent me! But I +thought you didn't allow me such things!" + +"Don't you know," said he playfully, laying his hand upon her head, +"that I am absolute monarch of this small kingdom, and you are not to +question my doings or decrees?" + +Then in a more serious tone, "No, daughter, I do not allow it as a +regular thing, because I do not think it for your good; but for once, I +thought it would not hurt you. I know you are not one to presume upon +favors, and I wanted to indulge you a little, because I fear my little +girl has been made to suffer perhaps more than she quite deserved this +afternoon." + +His voice had a very tender tone as he uttered the concluding words, +and stooping, he pressed his lips to her forehead. + +"Don't think, though," he added the next moment, "that I am excusing +you for impertinence, not at all; but it was what you have had to +suffer from Enna's insolence. I shall put a stop to that, for I will +not have it." + +"I don't mind it much, papa," said Elsie gently, "I am quite used to +it, for Enna has always treated me so." + +"And why did _I_ never hear of it before?" he asked, half angrily. "It +is abominable! not to be endured!" he exclaimed, "and I shall see that +Miss Enna is made to understand that _my_ daughter is fully her equal +in every respect, and always to be treated as such." + +He paused; but, Elsie, half frightened at his vehemence, made no reply; +and he went on: "I have no doubt your grandfather and his wife would +have been better pleased had I forced you to yield to Enna's whim; but +I had no idea of such a thing; you shall use your own pleasure whenever +she is concerned; but: if _I_ had bidden you to tell her that story it +would have been a very different matter; you need never set up your +will, or your opinion of right and wrong, against mine, Elsie, for I +shall not allow it. I don't altogether like some of those strict +notions you have got into your head, and I give you fair warning, that +should they ever come into collision with _my_ wishes and commands, +they will have to be given up. But don't look so alarmed, daughter; I +hope it may never happen; and we will say no more about it to-night," +he added, kindly, for she had grown very pale and trembled visibly. + +"O papa, dear papa! don't ever bid me do anything wrong; it would break +my heart," she said, laying her head on his shoulder as he sat down and +drew her to his side. + +"I never intend to bid you do wrong, but, on the contrary, wish you +always to do right. But then, daughter, _I_ must be the judge of what +is wrong or right for you; you must remember that you are only a very +little girl, and not yet capable of judging for yourself, and all you +have to do is to obey your father without murmuring or hesitation, and +then there will be no trouble." + +His tone, though mild, and not unkind, was very firm and decided, and +Elsie's heart sank; she seemed to feel herself in the shadow of some +great trouble laid up in store for her in the future. But she strove, +and ere long with success, to banish the foreboding of evil which +oppressed her, and give herself up to the enjoyment of present +blessings. Her father loved her dearly--she knew that--and he was not +_now_ requiring her to do aught against her conscience, and perhaps he +never might; he had said so himself, and God could incline his heart to +respect her scruples; or if, in His infinite wisdom, He saw that the +dreaded trial was needed, He would give her strength to bear it; for +had He not promised, "As thy day, so shall thy strength be"? + +Her father's arm was around her, and she had been standing silently, +with her face hidden on his shoulder, while these thoughts were passing +through her mind, and the little heart going up in prayer to God for +him and for herself. + +"What is my little girl thinking of?" he asked presently. + +"A good many things, papa," she said, raising her face, now quite +peaceful and happy again. "I was thinking of what you had just been +saying to me, and that I am so glad I know that you love me dearly; and +I was asking God to help us both to do His will, and that I might +always be able to do what you bid me, without disobeying Him," she +added simply; and then asked, "May I say my lesson now, papa? I think I +know it quite perfectly." + +"Yes," he said, in an absent way; "bring me the book." + +Elsie brought it, and putting it into his hands, drew up a stool and +sat down at his feet, resting her arm on his knee, and looking up into +his face; then in her sweet, low voice, she repeated slowly and +feelingly, with true and beautiful emphasis, the chapters he had given +her to learn; that most touching description of the Last Supper, and +our Saviour's farewell address to His sorrowing disciples. + +"Ah! papa, is it not beautiful?" she exclaimed, laying her head upon +his knee, while the tears trembled in her eyes. "Is not that a sweet +verse, 'Having loved His own which were in the world, He loved them +unto the end'? It seems so strange that He could be so thoughtful for +them, so kind and loving, when all the time He knew what a dreadful +death He was just going to die; and knew besides that they were all +going to run away and leave Him alone with His cruel enemies. Oh! it is +so sweet to know that Jesus is so loving, and that He loves me, and +will always love me, even to the end, _forever_." + +"How do you know that, Elsie?" he asked. + +"I know that He loves me, papa, because I love Him, and He has said, 'I +love them that love me;' and I know that He will love me always, +because He has said, 'I have loved thee with an _everlasting_ love,' +and in another place, 'I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.'" + +"But do you think you are good enough, daughter, for Jesus to love you?" + +"Ah! papa, I know I am not at all good. I have a very wicked heart, and +often my thoughts and feelings are all wrong, and Jesus knows all about +it, but it does not keep Him from loving me, for you know it was +_sinners_ He died to save. Ah! papa, how _good_ and _kind_ He was! Who +could help loving Him? I used to feel _so_ lonely and sad sometimes, +papa, that I think my heart would have broken quite, and I should have +died, if I had not had Jesus to love me." + +"When were you so sad and lonely, darling?" he asked in a moved tone, +as he laid his hand gently on her head, and stroked her hair +caressingly. + +"Sometimes when you were away, papa, and I had never seen you; but then +I used to think of you, and my heart would long and _ache_ so to see +you, and hear you call me daughter, and to lay my head against your +breast and feel your arms folding me close to your heart, as you do so +often now." + +She paused a moment, and struggled hard to keep down the rising sobs, +as she added, "But when you came, papa, and I saw you did not love me, +oh! papa, that was the worst. I thought I could never, _never_ bear it. +I thought my heart would break, and I wanted to die and go to Jesus, +and to mamma." + +The little frame shook with sobs. + +"My poor darling! my poor little pet!" he said, taking her in his arms +again, and caressing her with the greatest tenderness, "it was very +hard, very cruel. I don't know how I could steel my heart so against my +own little child; but I had been very much prejudiced, and led to +suppose that you looked upon me with fear and dislike, as a hated +tyrant." + +Elsie lifted her eyes to his face with a look of extreme surprise. + +"O papa!" she exclaimed, "how _could_ you think that? I have always +loved you, ever since I can remember." + +When Elsie went to her room that evening she thought very seriously of +all that had occurred during the afternoon, and all that her papa had +said to her; and to her usual petitions was added a very fervent one +that he might never bid her break any command of God; or if he did, +that she might have strength given her according to her day. + +A shadow had fallen on her pathway, faint, but perceptible; a light, +fleecy cloud obscured the brightness of her sun; yet it was not for +some weeks that even the most distant mutterings of the coming storm +could be heard. + + + + +CHAPTER TENTH + + + "If thou turn away thy foot from the Sabbath, from doing + thy pleasure on my holy day, and call the Sabbath a Delight, + the Holy of the Lord, Honorable, and shalt honor him, not + doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor + speaking thine own words." + --_Isaiah_ Iviii. 13. + + "Whether it be right in the sight of God to hearken unto + you, more than unto God, judge ye." + --_Acts_ iv. 19. + + +Quite a number of guests had dined at Roselands. They were nearly all +gentlemen, and were now collected in the drawing-room, laughing, +jesting, talking politics, and conversing with each other and the +ladies upon various worldly topics, apparently quite forgetful that it +was the Lord's day, which He has commanded to be kept holy in thought +and word, as well as deed. + +"May I ask what you are in search of, Mr. Eversham?" inquired Adelaide, +as she noticed one of the guests glance around the room with a rather +disappointed air. + +"Yes, Miss Adelaide; I was looking for little Miss Elsie. Travilla has +given me so very glowing an account of her precocious musical talent, +that I have conceived a great desire to hear her play and sing." + +"Do you hear that, Horace?" asked Adelaide, turning to her brother. + +"Yes, and I shall be most happy to gratify you, Eversham," replied the +young father, with a proud smile. + +He crossed the room to summon a servant, but as he placed his hand upon +the bell-rope, Mrs. Dinsmore arrested his movement. + +"Stay, Horace," she said; "you had better not send for her." + +"May I be permitted to ask _why_, madam?" he inquired in a tone of +mingled surprise and annoyance. + +"Because she will not sing," answered the lady, coolly. + +"Pardon me, madam, but I think she will, if _I bid_ her to do it," he +said with flashing eyes. + +"No, she will not," persisted Mrs. Dinsmore, in the same cold, quiet +tone; "she will tell you she is wiser than her father, and that it +would be a sin to obey him in this. Believe me, she will most assuredly +defy your authority; so you had better take my advice and let her +alone--thus sparing yourself the mortification of exhibiting before +your guests your inability to govern your child." + +Mr. Dinsmore bit his lip with vexation. + +"Thank you," he said, haughtily, "but I prefer convincing you that that +inability lies wholly in your own imagination; and I am quite at a loss +to understand upon what you found your opinion, as Elsie has never yet +made the very slightest resistance to my authority." + +He had given the bell-rope a vigorous pull while speaking, and a +servant now appearing in answer to the summons, he sent him with a +message to Elsie, requiring her presence in the drawing-room. + +Then turning away from his step-mother, who looked after him with a +gleam of triumph in her eye, he joined the group of gentlemen already +gathered about the piano, where Adelaide had just taken her seat and +begun a brilliant overture. + +Yet, outwardly calm and self-satisfied as his demeanor may have been, +Horace Dinsmore was even now regretting the step he had just taken; for +remembering Elsie's conscientious scruples regarding the observance of +the Sabbath--which he had for the moment forgotten--he foresaw that +there would be a struggle, probably a severe one; and though, having +always found her docile and yielding, he felt no doubt of the final +result, he would willingly have avoided the contest, could he have done +so without a sacrifice of pride; but, as he said to himself, with a +slight sigh, he had now gone too far to retreat; and then he had all +along felt that this struggle must come _some_ time, and perhaps it was +as well now as at any other. + +Elsie was alone in her own room, spending the Sabbath afternoon in her +usual manner, when the servant came to say that her papa wished to see +her in the drawing-room. The little girl was a good deal alarmed at the +summons, for the thought instantly flashed upon her, "He is going to +bid me play and sing, or do something else which it is not right to do +on the Sabbath day." + +But remembering that he never had done so, she hoped he might not now; +yet ere she obeyed the call she knelt down for a moment, and prayed +earnestly for strength to do right, however difficult it might be. + +"Come here, daughter," her father said as she entered the room. He +spoke in his usual pleasant, affectionate tone, yet Elsie started, +trembled, and turned pale; for catching sight of the group at the +piano, and her Aunt Adelaide just vacating the music-stool, she at once +perceived what was in store for her. + +"Here, Elsie," said her father, selecting a song which she had learned +during their absence, and sang remarkably well, "I wish you to sing +this for my friends; they are anxious to hear it." + +"Will not to-morrow do, papa?" she asked in a low, tremulous tone. + +Mrs. Dinsmore, who had drawn near to listen, now looked at Horace with +a meaning smile, which he affected not to see. + +"Certainly not, Elsie," he said; "we want it now. You know it quite +well enough without any more practice." + +"I did not want to wait for _that_ reason, papa," she replied in the +same low, trembling tones, "but you know this is the holy Sabbath day." + +"Well, my daughter, and what of that? _I_ consider this song perfectly +proper to be sung to-day, and that ought to satisfy you that you will +not be doing wrong to sing it; remember what I said to you some weeks +ago; and now sit down and sing it at once, without any more ado." + +"O papa! I _cannot_ sing it to-day; _please_ let me wait until +to-morrow." + +"Elsie," he said in his sternest tones, "sit down to the piano +instantly, and do as I bid you, and let me hear no more of this +nonsense." + +She sat down, but raising her pleading eyes, brimful of tears to his +face, she repeated her refusal. "Dear papa, I _cannot_ sing it to-day. +I _cannot_ break the Sabbath." + +"Elsie, you _must_ sing it," said he, placing the music before her. "I +have told you that it will not be breaking the Sabbath, and that is +sufficient; you must let me judge for you in these matters." + +"Let her wait until to-morrow, Dinsmore; tomorrow will suit us quite as +well," urged several of the gentlemen, while Adelaide good-naturedly +said, "Let me play it, Horace; I have no such scruples, and presume I +can do it nearly as well as Elsie." + +"No," he replied, "when I give my child a command, it is to be obeyed; +I have _said_ she should play it, and play it she _must_; she is not to +suppose that she may set up her opinion of right and wrong against +mine." + +Elsie sat with her little hands folded in her lap, the tears streaming +from her downcast eyes over her pale cheeks. She was trembling, but +though there was no stubbornness in her countenance, the expression +meek and humble, she made no movement toward obeying her father's order. + +There was a moment of silent waiting; then he said in his severest +tone, "Elsie, you shall sit there till you obey me, though it should be +until to-morrow morning." + +"Yes, papa," she replied in a scarcely audible voice, and they all +turned away and left her. + +"You see now that you had better have taken my advice, Horace," +remarked Mrs. Dinsmore, in a triumphant aside; "I knew very well how it +would end." + +"Excuse me," said he, "but it has _not_ ended; and ere it does, I think +she will learn that she has a stronger will than her own to deal with." + +Elsie's position was a most uncomfortable one; her seat high and +uneasy, and seeming to grow more and more so as the weary moments +passed slowly away. No one came near her or seemed to notice her, yet +she could hear them conversing in other parts of the room, and knew +that they were sometimes looking at her, and, timid and bashful as she +was, it seemed hard to bear. Then, too, her little heart was very sad +as she thought of her father's displeasure, and feared that he would +withdraw from her the affection which had been for the last few months +the very sunshine of her life. Besides all this, the excitement of her +feelings, and the close and sultry air--for it was a very warm day--had +brought on a nervous headache. She leaned forward and rested her head +against the instrument, feeling in momentary danger of falling from her +seat. + +Thus two long hours had passed when Mr. Travilla came to her side, and +said in a compassionate tone, "I am really very sorry for you, my +little friend; but I advise you to submit to your papa. I see you are +getting very weary sitting there, and I warn you not to hope to conquer +him. I have known him for years, and a more determined person I never +saw. Had you not better sing the song? it will not take five minutes, +and then your trouble will be all over." + +Elsie raised her head, and answered gently, "Thank you for your +sympathy, Mr. Travilla, you are very kind; but I could not do it, +because Jesus says, 'He that loveth father or mother more than me, is +not worthy of me;' and I cannot disobey Him, even to please my own dear +papa." + +"But, Miss Elsie, why do you think it would be disobeying Him? Is there +any verse in the Bible which says you must not sing songs on Sunday?" + +"Mr. Travilla, it says the Sabbath is to be kept holy unto the Lord; +that we are not to think our own thoughts, nor speak our own words, nor +do our own actions; but all the day must be spent in studying God's +word, or worshipping and praising Him; and there is no praise in that +song; not one word about God or heaven." + +"That is very true, Elsie, but still it is such a _very little_ thing, +that I cannot think there would be much harm in it, or that God would +be very angry with you for doing it." + +"O Mr. Travilla!" she said, looking up at him in great surprise, +"surely you know that there is no such thing as a _little sin_; and +don't you remember about the man who picked up sticks on the Sabbath +day?" + +"No; what was it?" + +"God commanded that he should be stoned to death, and it was done. +Would you not have thought _that_ a very little thing, Mr. Travilla?" + +"Yes, I believe I should," said he, turning away with a very grave face. + +"Dinsmore," he said, going up to his friend; "I am sure that child is +conscientious; had you not better give up to her in this instance?" + +"_Never_, Travilla," he answered, with stern decision. "This is the +first time she has rebelled against my authority, and if I let her +conquer now, she will think she is always to have her own way. No; cost +what it may, I _must_ subdue her; she will have to learn that my will +is law." + +"Right, Horace," said the elder Mr. Dinsmore, approvingly, "let her +understand from the first that you are to be master; it is always the +best plan." + +"Excuse me, Dinsmore," said Travilla; "but I must say that I think a +parent has no right to coerce a child into doing violence to its +conscience." + +"Nonsense!" replied his friend, a little angrily. "Elsie is entirely +too young to set up her opinion against mine; she must allow me to +judge for her in these matters for some years to come." + +Eversham, who had been casting uneasy glances at Elsie all the +afternoon, now drawing his chair near to Adelaide, said to her in an +undertone, "Miss Adelaide, I am deeply sorry for the mischief I have +unwittingly caused, and if you can tell me how to repair it you will +lay me under lasting obligations." + +Adelaide shook her head. "There is no moving Horace when he has once +set his foot down," she said; "and as to Elsie, I doubt whether any +power on earth can make her do what she considers wrong." + +"Poor little thing!" said Eversham, sighing; "where in the world did +she get such odd notions?" + +"Partly from a pious Scotch woman, who had a good deal to do with her +in her infancy, and partly from studying the Bible, I believe. She is +always at it." + +"Indeed!" and he relapsed into thoughtful silence. + +Another hour passed slowly away, and then the tea-bell rang. + +"Elsie," asked her father, coming to her side, "are you ready to obey +me now? if so, we will wait a moment to hear the song, and then you can +go to your tea with us." + +"Dear papa, I cannot break the Sabbath," she replied, in a low, gentle +tone, without lifting her head. + +"Very well then, I cannot break my word; you must sit there until you +will submit; and until then you must fast. You are not only making +yourself miserable by your disobedience and obstinacy, Elsie, but are +mortifying and grieving _me_ very much," he added in a subdued tone, +that sent a sharp pang to the loving little heart, and caused some very +bitter tears to fall, as he turned away and left her. + +The evening passed wearily away to the little girl; the drawing-room +was but dimly lighted, for the company had all deserted it to wander +about the grounds, or sit in the portico enjoying the moonlight and the +pleasant evening breeze, and the air indoors seemed insupportably close +and sultry. At times Elsie could scarcely breathe, and she longed +intensely to get out into the open air; every moment her seat grew more +uncomfortable and the pain in her head more severe: her thoughts began +to wander, she forgot where she was, everything became confused, and at +length she lost all consciousness. + +Several gentlemen, among whom were Mr. Horace Dinsmore and Mr. +Travilla, were conversing together on the portico, when they were +suddenly startled by a sound as of something falling. + +Travilla, who was nearest the door, rushed into the drawing-room, +followed by the others. + +"A light! quick, quick, a light!" he cried, raising Elsie's insensible +form in his arms; "the child has fainted." + +One of the others, instantly snatching a lamp from a distant table, +brought it near, and the increased light showed Elsie's little face, +ghastly as that of a corpse, while a stream of blood was flowing from a +wound in the temple, made by striking against some sharp corner of the +furniture as she fell. + +She was a pitiable sight indeed, with her fair face, her curls, and her +white dress all dabbled in blood. + +"Dinsmore, you're a brute!" exclaimed Travilla indignantly, as he +placed her gently on a sofa. + +Horace made no reply, but, with a face almost as pale as her own, bent +over his little daughter in speechless alarm, while one of the guests, +who happened to be a physician, hastily dressed the wound, and then +applied restoratives. + +It was some time ere consciousness returned, and the father trembled +with the agonizing fear that the gentle spirit had taken its flight. + +But at length the soft eyes unclosed, and gazing with a troubled look +into his face, bent so anxiously over her, she asked, "Dear papa, are +you angry with me?" + +"No, darling," he replied in tones made tremulous with emotion, "not at +all." + +"What was it?" she asked in a bewildered way; "what did I do? what has +happened?" + +"Never mind, daughter," he said, "you have been ill; but you are better +now, so don't think any more about it." + +"She had better be put to bed at once," said the physician. + +"There is blood on my dress," cried Elsie, in a startled tone; "where +did it come from?" + +"You fell and hurt your head," replied her father, raising her gently +in his arms; "but don't talk any more now." + +"Oh! I remember," she moaned, an expression of keen distress coming +over her face; "papa--" + +"Hush! hush! not a word more; we will let the past go," he said, +kissing her lips. "I shall carry you to your room now, and see you put +to bed." + +He held her on his knee, her head resting on his shoulder, while Chloe +prepared her for rest. + +"Are you hungry, daughter?" he asked. + +"No, papa; I only want to go to sleep." + +"There, Aunt Chloe, that will do," he said, as the old nurse tied on +the child's night-cap; and raising her again in his arms, he carried +her to the bed and was about to place her on it. + +"Oh papa! my prayers first, you know," she cried eagerly. + +"Never mind them to-night," said he, "you are not able." + +"Please let me, dear papa," she pleaded; "I cannot go to sleep without." + +Yielding to her entreaties, he placed her on her knees, and stood +beside her, listening to her murmured petitions, in which he more than +once heard his own name coupled with a request that he might be made to +love Jesus. + +When she had finished, he again raised her in his arms, kissed her +tenderly several times, and then laid her carefully on the bed, saying, +as he did so, "Why did you ask, Elsie, that I might love Jesus?" + +"Because, papa, I do so want you to love Him; it would make you so +happy; and besides, you cannot go to heaven without it; the Bible says +so." + +"Does it? and what makes you think I don't love Him?" + +"Dear papa, please don't be angry," she pleaded, tearfully, "but you +know Jesus says, 'He that keepeth my commandments, he it is that loveth +me.'" + +He stooped over her. "Good night, daughter," he said. + +"Dear, _dear_ papa," she cried, throwing her arm round his neck, and +drawing down his face close to hers, "I do love you so very, _very_ +much!" + +"Better than anybody else?" he asked + +"No, papa, I love Jesus best; you next." + +He kissed her again, and with a half sigh turned away and left the +room. He was not entirely pleased; not quite willing that she should +love even her Saviour better than himself. + +Elsie was very weary, and was soon asleep. She waked the next morning +feeling nearly as well as usual, and after she had had her bath and +been dressed by Chloe's careful hands, the curls being arranged to +conceal the plaster that covered the wound on her temple, there was +nothing in her appearance, except a slight paleness, to remind her +friends of the last night's accident. + +She was sitting reading her morning chapter when her father came in, +and taking a seat by her side, lifted her to his knee, saying, as he +caressed her tenderly, "My little daughter is looking pretty well this +morning; how does she feel?" + +"Quite well, thank you, papa," she replied, looking up into his face +with a sweet, loving smile. + +He raised the curls to look at the wounded temple; then, as he dropped +them again, he said, with a shudder, "Elsie, do you know that you were +very near being killed last night?" + +"No, papa, was I?" she asked with an awe-struck countenance. + +"Yes, the doctor says if that wound had been made half an inch nearer +your eye--I should have been childless." + +His voice trembled almost too much for utterance as he finished his +sentence, and he strained her to his heart with a deep sigh of +thankfulness for her escape. + +Elsie was very quiet for some moments, and the little face was almost +sad in its deep thoughtfulness. + +"What are you thinking of, darling?" he asked. + +She raised her eyes to his face and he saw that they were brimful of +tears. + +"O papa!" she said, dropping her head on his breast while the bright +drops fell like rain down her cheeks, "would you have been so very +sorry?" + +"Sorry, darling! do you not know that you are more precious to me than +all my wealth, all my friends and relatives put together? Yes, I would +rather part with everything else than lose this one little girl," he +said, kissing her again and again. + +"Dear, _dear_ papa! how glad I am that you love me so much!" she +replied; and then relapsed into silence. + +He watched her changing countenance for some time, then asked, "What is +it, darling?" + +"I was just thinking," she said, "whether I was ready to go to heaven, +and I believe I was; for I know that I love Jesus; and then I was +thinking how glad mamma would have been to see me; don't you think she +would, papa?" + +"I can't spare you to her yet," he replied with emotion, "and I think +she loves me too well to wish it." + +As Miss Day had not yet returned, Elsie's time was still pretty much at +her own disposal, excepting when her papa gave her something to do; so, +after breakfast, finding that he was engaged with some one in the +library, she took her Bible, and seeking out a shady retreat in the +garden, sat down to read. + +The Bible was ever the book of books to her, and this morning the +solemn, tender feelings naturally caused by the discovery of her recent +narrow escape from sudden death made it even more than usually touching +and beautiful in her eyes. She had been alone in the arbor for some +time, when, hearing a step at her side, she looked up, showing a face +all wet with tears. + +It was Mr. Travilla who stood beside her. + +"In tears, little Elsie! Pray, what may the book be that effects you +so?" he asked, sitting down by her side and taking it from her hand. +"The Bible, I declare!" he exclaimed in surprise. "What can there be in +it that you find so affecting?" + +"O Mr. Travilla!" said the little girl, "does it not make your heart +ache to read how the Jews abused our dear, dear Saviour? and then to +think that it was all because of our sins," she sobbed. + +He looked half distressed, half puzzled; it seemed a new idea to him. + +"Really, my little Elsie," he said, "you are quite original in your +ideas, I suppose I _ought_ to feel unhappy about these things, but +indeed the truth is, I have never thought much about them." + +"Then you don't love Jesus," she answered, mournfully. "Ah! Mr. +Travilla, how sorry I am." + +"Why, Elsie, what difference can it make to you whether I love Him or +not?" + +"Because, Mr. Travilla, the Bible says, 'If any man love not the Lord +Jesus Christ, let him be anathema, maranatha,' accursed from God. Oh! +sir, think how dreadful! You cannot be _saved_ unless you love Jesus, +and believe on Him. 'Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt +be saved.' That is what God says in his word." + +She spoke with deep solemnity, the tears trembling in her eyes. He was +touched, but for a while sat perfectly silent. + +Then he said, with an effort to speak lightly. "Ah, well, my little +friend, I certainly intend to repent and believe before I die, but +there is time enough yet." + +"Mr. Travilla," she said, laying her hand on his arm and looking +earnestly into his face, "how do you know that there is time enough +yet? _don't_ put it off, I beg of you." + +She paused a moment; then asked, "Do you know, Mr. Travilla, how near I +came to being killed last night?" + +He nodded. + +"Well, suppose I had been killed, and had not loved Jesus; where would +I be now?" + +He put his arm round her, and giving her a kiss, said, "I don't think +you would have been in any very bad place, Elsie; a sweet, amiable +little girl, who has never harmed any one, would surely not fare very +badly in another world." + +She shook her head very gravely. + +"Ah! Mr. Travilla, you forget the anathema, maranatha; if I had not +loved Jesus, and had my sins washed away in His blood, I could not have +been saved." + +Just at this moment a servant came to tell Elsie that her papa wanted +her in the drawing-room, and Mr. Travilla, taking her hand, led her +into the house. + +They found the company again grouped about the piano, listening to +Adelaide's music. + +Elsie went directly to her father and stood by his side, putting her +hand in his with a gesture of confiding affection. + +He smiled down at her, and kept fast hold of it until his sister had +risen from the instrument, when putting Elsie in her place, he said, +"Now, my daughter, let us have that song." + +"Yes, papa," she replied, beginning the prelude at once, "I will do my +very best." + +And so she did. The song was both well played and well sung, and her +father looked proud and happy as the gentlemen expressed their pleasure +and asked for another and another. + +Thus the clouds which had so suddenly obscured little Elsie's sky, +seemed to have vanished as speedily as they had arisen. + +Her father again treated her with all his wonted affection, and there +even seemed to be a depth of tenderness in his love which it had not +known before, for he could not forget how nearly he had lost her. + + + +CHAPTER ELEVENTH + + + "In that hour Jesus rejoiced in spirit, and said, I thank + thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou hast hid + these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed + them unto babes; even so, Father; for so it seemed good in + thy sight." + --_Luke_ x. 21. + + +Says the Apostle Paul, "I say the truth in Christ, I lie not, my +conscience also bearing me witness in the Holy Ghost, that I have great +heaviness and continual sorrow in my heart, for I could wish that +myself were accursed from Christ, for my brethren, my kinsmen according +to the flesh.... Brethren, my heart's desire and prayer to God for +Israel is, that they might be saved." + +And such, dear reader, is, in greater or less degree, the feeling of +every renewed heart; loving Jesus, it would fain have others love Him +too; it desires the salvation of all; but for that of its own dear ones +it longs and labors and prays; it is like Jacob wrestling with the +angel, when he said, "I will not let thee go except thou bless me." + +And thus it was with Elsie. She knew now that her father was not a +Christian; that he had no real love for Jesus, none of the true fear of +God before his eyes. She saw that if he permitted her to read to him +from God's word, as he sometimes did, it was not that he felt any +pleasure in listening, but only to please her; she had no reason to +suppose he ever prayed, and though he went regularly to church, it was +because he considered it proper and respectable to do so, and not that +he cared to worship God, or to learn His will. + +This conviction, which had gradually dawned upon Elsie, until now it +amounted to certainty, caused her great grief; she shed many tears over +it in secret, and very many and very earnest were the prayers she +offered up for her dear father's conversion. + +She was sitting on his knee one evening in the drawing-room, while he +and several other gentlemen were conversing on the subject of religion. +They were discussing the question whether or no a change of heart were +necessary to salvation. + +The general opinion seemed to be that it was not, and Elsie listened +with pain while her father expressed his decided conviction that all +who led an honest, upright, moral life, and attended to the outward +observances of religion, were quite safe. + +"He could see no necessity for a change of heart; he did not believe in +the doctrine of total depravity, not he; no indeed, he thought the +world much better than many people would have us believe." + +Elsie fixed her eyes on his face with a very mournful gaze while he was +speaking, but he was busy with his argument and did not notice her. + +But one of the guests was just expressing his approval of Mr. +Dinsmore's sentiments, when catching sight of Elsie's face, he stopped, +remarking, "Your little girl looks as if she had something to say on +the subject; what is it, my dear?" + +Elsie blushed, hesitated, and looked at her father. + +"Yes, speak, my daughter, if you have anything to say," he said +encouragingly. + +Elsie lifted her eyes timidly to the gentleman's face as she replied, +"I was just thinking, sir, of what our Saviour said to Nicodemus: +'Verily, verily I say unto thee, except a man be born again, he cannot +see the kingdom of God.' 'Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be +born again.'" + +She repeated these words of inspiration with a deep, earnest solemnity +that seemed to impress every hearer. + +For a moment there was a deep hush in the room. + +Then the gentleman asked, "Well, my little lady, and what is meant by +being born again?" + +"O sir!" she replied, "surely you know that it means to have the image +of God, lost in Adam's fall, restored to us; it means what David asked +for when he prayed, 'Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a +right spirit within me.'" + +"Where did you learn all this?" he asked, looking at her with mingled +surprise and admiration. + +"In the Bible, sir," she modestly replied. + +"You seem to have read it to some purpose," said he; "and now since you +consider that change so necessary, can you tell me how it is to be +brought about?" + +"God's Holy Spirit, alone, can change a sinner's heart, sir." + +"And how am I to secure His aid?" he asked. + +Elsie answered with a text: "God is more willing to give His Holy +Spirit to them that ask Him, than parents are to give good gifts unto +their children." + +He paused a moment; then asked, "Have you obtained this new heart, Miss +Elsie?" + +"I hope I have, sir," she replied, the sweet little face all suffused +with blushes, and the soft, downcast eyes filling with tears. + +"Why do you think so?" he asked again, "I think there is a text that +says you must be able always to give a reason for the hope that is in +you, or something to that effect, is there not?" + +"Yes, sir: 'Be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh +you a reason of the hope that is in you, with meekness and fear.'" Then +raising her eyes to his face with a touching mixture of deep humility +and holy boldness, she continued, "And this, sir is my answer: Jesus +says, 'Him that cometh unto me, I will in no wise cast out;' and I +believe Him. I did go to Him, and He did not cast me out, but forgave +my sins, and taught me to love Him and desire to serve Him all my life." + +This conversation between the gentleman and the little girl had drawn +the attention of all present; and now Mrs. Dinsmore, who had more than +once shown signs of impatience, said, "Well, Elsie, I think you have +now talked quite enough for a child of your age." Then, pulling out her +watch, "It is high time for little folks to be in bed." + +Elsie, blushing deeply, would have retired immediately, but her father +held her fast, saying, as he gave his stepmother an angry glance, "You +need not go, Elsie, unless you choose; I am quite capable of judging +when it is time to send you to bed." + +"I would rather go, if you please, papa," whispered Elsie, who had a +great dread of Mrs. Dinsmore's anger. + +"Very well, then, you may do as you like," he replied, giving her a +good-night kiss. And with a graceful good-night to the company, the +little girl left the room. + +Her questioner followed her with an admiring glance, then turning to +her father, exclaimed warmly, "She is a _remarkably_ intelligent child, +Dinsmore! one that any father might be proud of. I was astonished at +her answers." + +"Yes," remarked Travilla, "a text has been running in my head ever +since you commenced your conversation; something about these things +being hid from the wise and prudent, and revealed unto babes. And," he +added, "I am sure if ever I saw one who possessed that new nature of +which she spoke, it is she herself. Has she any faults, Dinsmore?" + +"Very few, _I_ think; though she would tell you a different story," +replied her father with a gratified smile. + +The next morning Elsie was sitting reading her Bible, when she suddenly +felt a hand laid on her head, and her father's voice said, "Good +morning, little daughter." + +"Ah! papa, is that you?" she asked, raising her head to give him a +smile of joyful welcome. "I did not know you were there." + +"Ah! I have been watching you for several minutes," he said; "always +poring over the same book, Elsie; do you never tire of it?" + +"No, indeed, papa; it is always new, and I do love it so; it is so very +sweet. May I read a little to you?" she added coaxingly. + +"Yes, I love to listen to anything read by my darling," he said, +sitting down and taking her on his knee. + +She opened at the third chapter of John's Gospel and read it through. +At the sixteenth verse, "For God so loved the world, that He gave His +only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, +but have everlasting life," she paused, and asked, "Was not that a +wonderful gift, papa? and wonderful love that prompted it?" + +"Yes," he said, absently stroking her hair. + +She finished the chapter, and closing the book, laid her head on his +breast, asking, "Dear papa, don't you believe the Bible?" + +"Certainly, daughter; I am not an infidel," he replied in a careless +tone. + +"Well, then, papa," she continued, half hesitatingly, "does not this +chapter teach very plainly that we must love Jesus, and have new +hearts, if we want to go to heaven?" + +"Yes," he said, "I dare say it does." + +Then taking the book from her, he laid it aside, and giving her a kiss, +said, "I was much pleased with your intelligent answers to Mr. Lee, +last evening." + +Elsie sighed, and her eyes filled with tears. It was not what she +wanted. + +"What an odd child you are!" he said, laughing. "You really look as +though I had been scolding, instead of praising you." + +She dropped her head on his breast, and burst into tears and sobs. + +"Why, Elsie, my own darling, what ails you?" he asked in great surprise. + +"O papa!" she sobbed, "I want you to love Jesus." + +"Oh! is _that_ all?" he said. + +And setting her on her feet, he took her by the hand and led her out +into the garden, where they met Mr. Travilla and another gentleman, who +immediately entered into conversation with Mr. Dinsmore, while Elsie +wandered about amongst the flowers and shrubs, gathering a nosegay for +her Aunt Adelaide. + + + + +CHAPTER TWELFTH + + + "She had waited for their coming, + She had kiss'd them o'er and o'er-- + And they were so fondly treasured + For the words of love they bore, + Words that whispered in the silence, + She had listened till his tone + Seemed to linger in the echo + 'Darling, thou art all mine own!'" + --MRS. J. C. NEAL. + + +"Pray, what weighty matter is troubling your young brain, birdie?" +asked Adelaide, laughingly laying her hand on Elsie's shoulder. +"Judging from the exceeding gravity of your countenance, one might +imagine that the affairs of the nation had been committed to your care." + +"O auntie! can't you help me? won't you?" answered the little girl, +looking up coaxingly into the bright, cheerful face bent over her. + +"Help you in what? reading with your book upside down, eh?" asked +Adelaide, pointing with a quizzical look at the volume of fairy tales +in her little niece's lap. + +"Oh!" cried Elsie, coloring and laughing in her turn, "I was not +reading, and did not know that my book was wrong side up. But, Aunt +Adelaide, you know Christmas is coming soon, and I want to give papa +something, and I am quite puzzled about it. I thought of slippers, but +he has a very handsome pair, and besides there would hardly be time to +work them, as I have so many lessons; a purse won't do either, because +I have given him one already, and I would like it to be something worth +more than either slippers or purse. But you are so much wiser than I, +can't you help me think?" + +"So _this_ is what has kept you so quiet and demure all day that I have +scarcely once heard you laugh or sing; quite an unusual state of things +of late," and Adelaide playfully pinched the round, rosy cheek. "Ahem! +let me put on my thinking cap," assuming an air of comic gravity. "Ah! +yes, I have it! your miniature, little one, of course; what could +please him better?" + +"Oh! yes," cried Elsie, clapping her hands, "that will do nicely; why +didn't I think of it? Thank you, auntie. But then," she added, her +countenance falling, "how can I get it taken without his knowledge? you +know the surprise is half the fun." + +"Never mind, my dear, I'll find a way to manage that," replied +Adelaide, confidently; "so just run away with you now, and see how much +money you can scrape together to spend on it." + +"It won't take long to count it," Elsie said with a merry laugh. "But +here is papa just coming in at the door; I hope he won't suspect what +we have been talking about," and she bounded away to meet him and claim +the kiss he never refused her now. + +Once Adelaide would not have been surprised at Elsie's quietness. +Patient and sweet tempered the little girl had always been, but more +especially after her father's return from Europe--very quiet and timid, +seeming to shrink from observation, with a constant dread of incurring +reproof or punishment; but the last few happy months, during which her +father had continued to lavish upon her every proof of the tenderest +affection, had wrought a great change in her; her manner had lost its +timidity, she moved about the house with a light and joyous step, and +it was no unusual thing to hear her merry, silvery laugh ring out, or +her sweet voice carolling like some wild bird of the wood--the natural +outgushings of her joy and thankfulness; for the little heart that had +so long been famishing for love, that had often grown so weary and sick +in its hungering and thirsting for it, was now fully satisfied, and +revelled in its new-found happiness. + +"I have got it all arranged nicely, Elsie," Adelaide said, coming into +the room with a very pleased face as the little girl was preparing for +bed that evening. "Your papa is going away in a day or two to attend to +some business matters connected with your property, and will be absent +at least two weeks; so, unless he should take it into his head to carry +you along, we can easily manage about the picture." + +Elsie looked up with a countenance of blank dismay. + +"Why," said Adelaide, laughing, "I thought you'd be delighted with my +news, and instead of that, you look as if I had read you your +death-warrant." + +"O Aunt Adelaide! two whole weeks without seeing papa! just think how +long." + +"Pooh! nonsense, child! it will be gone before you know it. But now +tell me, how much money have you?" + +"I have saved my allowance for two months; that makes twenty dollars, +you know, auntie, and I have a little change besides; do you think it +will be enough?" + +"Hardly, I'm afraid; but I can lend you some, if necessary." + +"Thank you, auntie," Elsie answered gratefully, "you are very kind; but +I couldn't take it, because papa has told me expressly that I must +never borrow money, nor run into debt in any way." + +"Dear me!" exclaimed Adelaide, a little impatiently; "Horace certainly +is the most absurdly strict person I ever met with. But never mind, I +think we can manage it somehow," she added, in a livelier tone, as she +stooped to kiss her little niece good-night. + +Elsie's gentle rap was heard very early at her papa's door the next +morning. + +He opened it immediately, and springing into his arms, she asked, +almost tearfully, "Are you going away, papa?" + +"Yes, darling," he said, caressing her fondly. "I must leave home for a +few weeks; and though I at first thought of taking you with me, upon +further consideration I have decided that it will be better to leave +you here; yet, if you desire it very much, my pet, I will take you +along. Shall I?" + +"You know I would always rather be with you than anywhere else, papa," +she answered, laying her head on his shoulder; "but you know best, and +I am quite willing to do whatever you say." + +"That is right, daughter; my little Elsie is a good, obedient child," +he said, pressing her closer to him. + +"When are you going papa?" she asked, her voice trembling a little. + +"To-morrow, directly after dinner, daughter." + +"So soon," she sighed. + +"The sooner I leave you the sooner I shall return, you know, darling," +he said, patting her cheek, and smiling kindly on her. + +"Yes, papa; but two weeks seems such a long, long time." + +He smiled. "At your age I suppose it does, but when you are as old as I +am, you will think it very short. But to make it pass more quickly, you +may write me a little letter every day, and I will send you one just as +often." + +"Oh! thank you, papa; that will be so pleasant," she answered, with a +brightening countenance. "I do so love to get letters, and I would +rather have one from you than from anybody else." + +"Ah? then I think you ought to be willing to spare me for two weeks. I +have been thinking my little girl might perhaps be glad of a little +extra pocket-money for buying Christmas gifts," he said, taking out his +purse. "Would you?" + +"Yes, papa; oh! _very_ much, indeed." + +He laughed at her eager tone, and putting a fifty-dollar note into her +hand, asked, "Will that be enough?" + +Elsie's eyes opened wide with astonishment. + +"I never before had half so much as this," she exclaimed. "May I spend +it _all_, papa?" + +"Provided you don't throw it away," he answered gravely; "but don't +forget that I require a strict account of all your expenditure." + +"Must I tell you _every_ thing I buy?" she asked, her countenance +falling considerably. + +"Yes, my child, you must; not until after Christmas, however, if you +would rather not." + +"I will not mind it so much then," she answered, looking quite +relieved; "but indeed, papa, it is a great deal of trouble." + +"Ah! my little girl must not be lazy," he said, shaking his head +gravely. + +This was Elsie's first parting from her father since they had learned +to know and love each other; and when the time came to say good-by, she +clung to him, and seemed so loath to let him go, that he quite repented +of his determination to leave her at home. + +"O papa, papa! I cannot bear to have you go, and leave me behind," she +sobbed. "I feel as if you were never coming back." + +"Why, my own darling," he said, kissing her again and again, "why do +you talk so? I shall certainly be at home again in a fortnight; but if +I had thought you would feel so badly, I would have made arrangements +to take you with me. It is too late now, however, and you must let me +go, dearest. Be a good girl while I am gone, and when I return I will +bring you some handsome presents." + +So saying, he embraced her once more, then putting her gently from him, +sprang into the carriage and was driven rapidly away. + +Elsie stood watching until it was out of sight, and then ran away to +her own room to put her arms round her nurse's neck and hide her tears +on her bosom. + +"Dere, dere, darlin'! dat will do now. Massa Horace he be back 'fore +long, and ole Chloe don' like for to see her chile 'stressin' herself +so," and the large, dusky hand was passed lovingly over the bright +curls, and tenderly wiped away the falling tears. + +"But, O mammy! I'm afraid he will never come back. I'm afraid the +steamboat boiler will burst, or the cars will run off the track, or----" + +"Hush, hush, darlin'! dat's wicked; you must jes' trust de Lord to take +care of Massa Horace; He's jes' as able to do it one place as in +tudder; an ef you an' your ole mammy keep prayin' for Massa, I'se +_sure_ he'll come back safe, kase don't you remember what de good book +says, 'If any two of you agree----'" + +"Oh! yes, dear mammy, thank you for remembering it," exclaimed the +little girl, lifting her head and smiling through her tears. "I won't +cry any more now, but will just try to keep thinking how glad I will be +when papa comes home again." + +"A very sensible resolution, my dear," said Adelaide, putting her head +in at the door; "so come, dry your eyes, and let mammy put on your +bonnet and cloak as fast as possible, for I have begged a holiday for +you, and am going to carry you off to the city to do some shopping, et +cetera." + +"Ah! I think I know what that et cetera means, auntie, don't I?" +laughed Elsie, as she hastened to obey. + +"Dear me! how very wise some people are," said her aunt, smiling and +nodding good-naturedly. "But make haste, my dear, for the carriage is +at the door." + +When Elsie laid her head upon her pillow that night she acknowledged to +herself, that in spite of her father's absence--and she had, at times, +missed him sadly--the day had been a very short and pleasant one to +her, owing to her Aunt Adelaide's thoughtful kindness in taking her out +into new scenes, and giving agreeable occupation to her thoughts. + +She rose at her usual early hour the next morning, and though feeling +lonely, comforted herself with the hope of receiving the promised +letter; and her face was full of eager expectation, as her grandfather, +in his usual leisurely manner, opened the bag and distributed its +contents. + +"Two letters for Elsie!" he said, in a tone of surprise, just as she +was beginning to despair of her turn coming at all. "Ah; one is from +Horace, I see; and the other from Miss Allison, no doubt." + +Elsie could hardly restrain her eagerness while he held them in his +hand, examining and commenting upon the address, postmark, etc. + +But at length he tossed them to her, remarking, "There! if you are done +your breakfast, you had better run away and read them." + +"Oh! thank you, grandpa," she said, gladly availing herself of his +permission. + +"Elsie is fortunate to-day," observed Lora looking after her. "I wonder +which she will read first." + +"Her father's, of course," replied Adelaide. "He is more to her than +all the rest of the world put together." + +"A matter of small concern to the rest of the world, I opine," remarked +Mrs. Dinsmore, dryly. + +"Perhaps so, mamma," said Adelaide, quietly; "yet I think there are +_some_ who prize Elsie's affection." + +Yes, Adelaide was right. Miss Rose's letter was neglected and almost +forgotten, while Elsie read and reread her papa's with the greatest +delight. + +It gave an amusing account of the day's journey; but what constituted +its chief charm for the little girl was that it was filled with +expressions of the tenderest affection for her. + +Then came the pleasant task of answering, which occupied almost all her +spare time, for letter-writing was still, to her, a rather new and +difficult business, Miss Allison having hitherto been her only +correspondent. And this was a pleasure which was renewed every day, for +her papa faithfully kept his promise, each morning bringing her a +letter, until at length one came announcing the speedy return of the +writer. + +Elsie was almost wild with delight. + +"Aunt Adelaide," she cried, running to her to communicate the glad +tidings, "papa says he will be here this very afternoon." + +"Well, my dear, as we have already attended to all the business that +needed to be kept secret from him, I am very glad to hear it, +especially for _your_ sake," replied Adelaide, looking up for a moment +from the book she was reading, and then returning to it again, while +her little niece danced out of the room, with her papa's letter still +in her hand, and a face beaming with happiness. + +She met Mrs. Dinsmore in the hall. + +"Why are you skipping about in that mad fashion, Elsie?" she asked, +severely; "I believe you will never learn to move and act like a lady." + +"I will try, madam, indeed," Elsie answered, subsiding into a slow and +steady gait which would not have disgraced a woman of any age; "but I +was so glad that papa is coming home to-day, that I could not help +skipping." + +"Indeed!" and with a scornful toss of the head, Mrs. Dinsmore sailed +past her and entered the drawing-room. + +Elsie had once, on her first arrival at Roselands, addressed Mrs. +Dinsmore, in the innocence of her heart, as "grandma," but that lady's +horrified look, and indignant repudiation of the ancient title, had +made a deep impression on the little girl's memory, and effectually +prevented any repetition of the offence. + +As the hour drew near when her father might reasonably be expected, +Elsie took her station at one of the drawing-room windows overlooking +the avenue, and the moment the carriage appeared in sight, she ran out +and stood waiting for him on the steps of the portico. + +Mr. Dinsmore put out his head as they drove up the avenue, and the +first object that caught his eye was the fairy-like form of his little +daughter, in her blue merino dress, and the golden brown curls waving +in the wind. He sprang out and caught her in his arms the instant the +carriage stopped. + +"My darling, darling child," he cried, kissing her over and over again, +and pressing her fondly to his heart, "how glad I am to have you in my +arms again!" + +"Papa, papa, my own dear, dear papa!" she exclaimed, throwing her arms +around his neck, "I'm _so_ happy, now that you have come home safe and +well." + +"Are you, darling? but I must not keep you out in this wind, for it is +quite chilly." + +He set her down, and leaving the servant to attend lo his baggage, led +her into the hall. + +"Will you come into the drawing-room, papa?" she said; "there is a +bright, warm fire there." + +"Is there not one in my dressing-room?" he asked. + +"Yes, papa, a very good one." + +"Then we will go there. I dare say the rest of the family are in no +great hurry to see me, and I want my little girl to myself for half an +hour," he said, leading the way up-stairs as he spoke. + +They found, as Elsie had reported, a very bright fire in the +dressing-room. A large easy chair was drawn up near it, and a handsome +dressing-gown and slippers were placed ready for use; all the work of +Elsie's loving little hands. + +He saw it all at a glance, and with a pleased smile, stooped and kissed +her again, saying, "My dear little daughter is very thoughtful for her +papa's comfort." + +Then exchanging his warm out-door apparel and heavy boots for the +dressing-gown and slippers, he seated himself in the chair and took her +on his knee. + +"Well, daughter," he said, passing his hand caressingly over her curls, +"papa has brought you a present; will you have it now, or shall it be +kept for Christmas?" + +"Keep it for Christmas, papa," she answered gayly. "Christmas is almost +here, and besides, I don't want to look at anything but you to-night." + +"Very well, look at me as much as you like," was his laughing +rejoinder. "And now tell me, have you been a good girl in my absence?" + +"As good as I ever am, I believe, papa. I tried very hard; but you can +ask Miss Day." + +"No, I am entirely satisfied with your report, for I know my little +daughter is quite truthful." + +Elsie colored with pleasure, then calling to mind the time when he had +for a moment suspected her of falsehood, she heaved a deep sigh, +dropping her head upon his breast. + +He seemed to understand her thoughts, for, pressing his lips to her +forehead, he said gently and kindly, "I think I shall never again doubt +my little daughter's truth." + +She looked up with a grateful smile. + +"Miss Day has gone away to stay until after New Year's day, papa," she +said, "and so our holidays have begun." + +"Ah! I am very well satisfied," said he. "I think you have earned a +holiday, and I hope you will enjoy it. But I don't know that I shall +let _you_ play _all_ the time," he added with a smile; "I have some +notion of giving you a lesson now and then, myself." + +"Dear papa, how pleasant!" she exclaimed delightedly; "I do so love to +say lessons to you." + +"Well, then, we will spend an hour together every morning. But are you +not to have some company?" + +"Oh! yes, papa, quite a house full," she said with a slight sigh. "The +Percys, and the Howards, and all the Carringtons, and some others too, +I believe." + +"Why do you sigh, daughter?" he asked; "do you not expect to enjoy +their company?" + +"Yes, sir, I hope so," she answered, rather dubiously; "but when there +are so many, and they stay so long, they are apt to disagree, and that, +you know, is not pleasant. I am sure I shall enjoy the hour with you +better than anything else; it is so sweet to be quite alone with my own +darling papa," and the little arm stole softly round his neck again, +and the rosy lips touched his cheek. + +"Well, when are the little plagues coming?" he asked, returning her +caress. + +"Some of them to-morrow, papa; no, Monday--to-morrow is Sabbath day." + +"Shall I bring in de trunks now, massa?" asked Mr. Dinsmore's servant, +putting his head in at the door. + +"Yes, John, certainly." + +"Why, you brought back a new one, papa, didn't you?" asked Elsie, as +John carried in one she was sure she had never seen before, and in +obedience to a motion of her father's hand, set it down quite near them. + +"Yes, my dear, it is yours. There, John, unlock it," tossing him the +key. "And now, daughter, get down and see what you can find in it worth +having." + +Elsie needed no second bidding, but in an instant was on her knees +beside the trunk, eager to examine its contents. + +"Take the lid off the band-box first, and see what is there," said her +father. + +"O papa, how _very_ pretty!" she cried, as she lifted out a beautiful +little velvet hat adorned with a couple of ostrich feathers. + +"I am very glad it pleases you, my darling," he said, putting it on her +head, and gazing at her with proud delight in her rare beauty. "There! +it fits exactly, and is very becoming." + +Then taking it off, he returned it to the box, and bade her look +further. + +"I am reserving the present for Christmas," he said, in answer to her +inquiring look. + +Elsie turned to the trunk again. + +"Dear papa, how good you are to me!" she said, looking up at him almost +with tears of pleasure in her eyes, as she lifted out, one after +another, a number of costly toys, which she examined with exclamations +of delight, and then several handsome dresses, some of the finest, +softest merino, and others of thick rich silk, all ready made in +fashionable style, and doing credit to his taste and judgment; and +lastly a beautiful velvet pelisse, trimmed with costly fur, just the +thing to wear with her pretty new hat. + +He laughed and patted her cheek. + +"We must have these dresses tried on," he said, "at least one of them; +for as they were all cut by the same pattern--one of your old dresses +which I took with me--I presume they will all fit alike. There, take +this one to mammy, and tell her to put it on you, and then come back to +me." + +"Oh! I wondered how you could get them the right size, papa," Elsie +answered, as she skipped gayly out of the room. + +She was back again in a very few moments, arrayed in the pretty silk he +had selected. + +"Ah! it seems to be a perfect fit," said he, turning her round and +round, with a very gratified look. + +"Mammy must dress you to-morrow in one of these new frocks, and your +pretty hat and pelisse." + +Elsie looked troubled. + +"Well, what is it?" he asked. + +"I am afraid I shall be thinking of them in church, papa, if I wear +them then for the first time." + +"Pooh! nonsense! what harm if you do? This squeamishness, Elsie, is the +one thing about you that displeases me very much. But there! don't look +so distressed, my pet. I dare say you will get over it by-and-by, and +be all I wish; indeed I sometimes think you have improved a little +already, in that respect." + +Oh! what a pang these words sent to her heart! was it indeed true that +she was losing her tenderness of conscience? that she was becoming less +afraid of displeasing and dishonoring her Saviour than in former days? +The very thought was anguish. + +Her head drooped upon her bosom, and the small white hands were clasped +convulsively together, while a bitter, repenting cry, a silent earnest +prayer for pardon and help went up to Him whose ear is ever open to the +cry of His children. + +Her father looked at her in astonishment. + +"What is it, darling?" he asked, drawing her tenderly toward him, and +pushing back the curls from her face; "why do you look so pained? what +did I say that could have hurt you so? I did not mean to be harsh and +severe, for it was a very trifling fault." + +She hid her face on his shoulder and burst into an agony of tears. + +"It was not that, papa, but--but----" + +"But what, my darling? don't be afraid to tell me," he answered, +soothingly. + +"O papa! I--I am afraid I don't--love Jesus--as much as I did," she +faltered out between her sobs. + +"Ah! _that_ is it, eh? Well, well, you needn't cry any more. _I_ think +you are a very good little girl, though rather a silly one, I am +afraid, and quite too morbidly conscientious." + +He took her on his knee as he spoke, wiped away her tears, and then +began talking in a lively strain of something else. + +Elsie listened, and answered him cheerfully, but all the evening he +noticed that whenever she was quiet, an unusual expression of sadness +would steal over her face. + +"What a strange child she is!" he said to himself, as he sat musing +over the fire, after sending her to bed. "I cannot understand her; it +is very odd how often I wound, when I intend to please her." + +As for Elsie, she scarcely thought of her new finery, so troubled was +her tender conscience, so pained her little heart to think that she had +been wandering from her dear Saviour. + +But Elsie had learned that "if any man sin, we have an advocate with +the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous," and to Him she went with her +sin and sorrow; she applied anew to the pardoning, peace-speaking blood +of Christ--that "blood of sprinkling that speaketh better things than +that of Abel;" and thus the sting of conscience was taken away and her +peace restored, and she was soon resting quietly on her pillow, for, +"so He giveth His beloved sleep." + +Even her father's keen, searching glance, when she came to him in the +morning, could discover no trace of sadness in her face; very quiet and +sober it was, but entirely peaceful and happy, and so it remained all +through the day. Her new clothes did not trouble her; she was hardly +conscious of wearing them, and quite able to give her usual solemn and +fixed attention to the services of the sanctuary. + +"Where are you going, daughter?" Mr. Dinsmore asked, as Elsie gently +withdrew her hand from his on leaving the dining-room. + +"To my room, papa," she replied. + +"Come with me," he said; "I want you." + +"What do you want me for, papa?" she asked, as he sat down and took her +on his knee. + +"What for? why to keep, to love, and to look at," he said laughing. "I +have been away from my little girl so long, that now I want her close +by my side, or on my knee, all the time. Do you not like to be with me?" + +"_Dearly_ well, my own darling papa," she answered, flinging her little +arms around his neck, and laying her head on his breast. + +He fondled her, and chatted with her for some time, then, still keeping +her on his knee, took up a book and began to read. + +Elsie saw with pain that it was a novel and longed to beg him to put it +away, and spend the precious hours of the holy Sabbath in the study of +God's word, or some of the lesser helps to Zion's pilgrims which the +saints of our own or other ages have prepared. But she knew that it +would be quite out of place for a little child like her to attempt to +counsel or reprove her father; and that, tenderly as he loved and +cherished her, he would never for one moment allow her to forget their +relative positions. + +At length she ventured to ask softly, "Papa, may I go to my own room +now?" + +"What for?" he asked; "are you tired of my company?" + +"No, sir, _oh! no;_ but I want--" she hesitated and hung her head for +an instant, while the rich color mounted to cheek and brow; then +raising it again, she said fearlessly, "I always want to spend a little +while with my best Friend on Sabbath afternoon, papa." + +He looked puzzled, and also somewhat displeased. + +"I don't understand you, Elsie," he said; "you surely can have no +better friend than your own father; and can it be _possible_ that you +love any one else better than you love me?" + +Again the little arms were round his neck, and hugging him close and +closer, she whispered, "It was Jesus I meant, papa; you know He loves +me even better than you do, and I must love Him best of all; but there +is no one else that I love half so much as I love you, my own dear, +dear precious father." + +"Well, you may go; but only for a little while, mind," he answered, +giving her a kiss, and setting her down. "Nay," he added hastily, "stay +as long as you like; if you feel it a punishment to be kept here with +me, I would rather do without you." + +"Oh! no, no, papa," she said beseechingly, and with tears in her eyes; +"I do so love to be with you. Please don't be angry; please let me come +back soon." + +"No, darling, I am not angry," he answered, smoothing her hair and +smiling kindly on her; "come back just when you like, and the sooner +the better." + +Elsie did not stay away very long; in less than an hour she returned, +bringing her Bible and "Pilgrim's Progress" with her. + +Her father welcomed her with a smile, and then turned to his novel +again, while she drew a stool to his side, and, sitting down, leaned +her head against his knee, and read until the short winter day began to +close in, and Mr. Dinsmore, whose hand had been every now and then laid +caressingly upon her curls, said, "Put away your book now, daughter; it +is growing too dark for you to read without straining your eyes." + +"Please, papa, let me finish the paragraph first; may I?" she asked. + +"No; you must always obey the instant I speak to you." + +Elsie rose at once, and without another word laid her books upon the +table; then coming back, claimed her accustomed place upon his knee, +with her head resting on his shoulder. + +He put his arm around her, and they sat silently thus for some moments. +At length Elsie asked, "Papa, did you ever read 'Pilgrim's Progress!'" + +"Yes; a good while ago, when I was quite a boy." + +"And you did not like it, papa?" + +"Yes, very much, though I have nearly forgotten the story now. Do _you_ +like it?" + +"Very much, indeed, papa; I think it comes next to the Bible." + +"Next to the Bible, eh? well, I believe you are the only little girl of +my acquaintance who thinks _that_ the most beautiful and interesting +book in the world. But, let me see, what is this 'Pilgrim's Progress' +about? some foolish story of a man with a great load on his back; is it +not?" + +"Foolish! papa; oh! I am sure you don't mean it; you couldn't think it +foolish. Ah! I know by your smile that you are only saying it to tease +me. It is a beautiful story, papa, about Christian: how he lived in the +City of Destruction, and had a great burden on his back, which he tried +in every way to get rid of, but all in vain, until he came to the +Cross; but then it seemed suddenly to loosen of itself, and dropped +from his back, and rolled away, and fell into the sepulchre, where it +could not be seen any more." + +"Well, and is not _that_ a foolish story? can you see any sense or +meaning in it?" he asked, with a slight smile, and a keen glance into +the eager little face upturned to his. + +"Ah! papa, I know what it means," she answered, in a half-sorrowful +tone. "Christian, with the load on his back, is a person who has been +convinced of sin by God's Holy Spirit, and feels his sins a heavy +burden--too heavy for him to bear; and then he tries to get rid of them +by leaving off his wicked ways, and by doing good deeds; but he soon +finds he can't get rid of his load that way, for it only grows heavier +and heavier, until at last he gives up trying to save himself, and just +goes to the cross of Jesus Christ; and the moment he looks to Jesus and +trusts in Him, his load of sin is all gone." + +Mr. Dinsmore was surprised; as indeed he had often been at Elsie's +knowledge of spiritual things. + +"Who told you all that?" he asked. + +"I read it in the Bible, papa; and besides, I know, because I have felt +it." + +He did not speak again for some moments; and then he said very gravely, +"I am afraid you read too many of those dull books. I don't want you to +read things that fill you with sad and gloomy thoughts, and make you +unhappy. I want my little girl to be merry and happy as the day is +long." + +"Please don't forbid me to read them, papa," she pleaded with a look of +apprehension, "for indeed they don't make me unhappy, and I love them +so dearly." + +"You need not be alarmed. I shall not do so unless I see that they do +affect your spirits," he answered in a reassuring tone, and she thanked +him with her own bright, sweet smile. + +She was silent for a moment, then asked suddenly, "Papa, may I say some +verses to you?" + +"Some time," he said, "but not now, for there is the tea-bell;" and +taking her hand, he led her down to the dining-room. + +They went to the drawing-room after tea, but did not stay long. There +were no visitors, and it was very dull and quiet there, no one seeming +inclined for conversation. Old Mr. Dinsmore sat nodding in his chair, +Louise was drumming on the piano, and the rest were reading or sitting +listlessly, saying nothing, and Elsie and her papa soon slipped away to +their old seat by his dressing-room fire. + +"Sing something for me, my pet, some of those little hymns I often hear +you singing to yourself," he said, as he took her on his knee; and +Elsie gladly obeyed. + +Some of the pieces she sang alone, but in others which were familiar to +him, her father joined his deep bass notes to her sweet treble, at +which she was greatly delighted. Then they read several chapters of the +Bible together, and thus the evening passed so quickly and pleasantly +that she was very much surprised when her papa, taking out his watch, +told her it was her bed-time. + +"O papa! it has been such a nice, _nice_ evening!" she said, as she +bade him good-night; "so like the dear old times I used to have with +Miss Rose, only--" + +She paused and colored deeply. + +"Only what, darling?" he asked, drawing her caressingly to him. + +"Only, papa, if you would pray with me, like she did," she whispered, +winding her arms about his neck, and hiding her face on his shoulder. + +"That I cannot do, my pet, I have never learned how; and so I fear you +will have to do all the praying for yourself and me too," he said, with +a vain effort to speak lightly, for both heart and conscience were +touched. + +The only reply was a tightening of the clasp of the little arms about +his neck, and a half-suppressed sob; then two trembling lips touched +his, a warm tear fell on his cheek, and she turned away and ran quickly +from the room. + +Oh! how earnest and importunate were Elsie's pleadings at a throne of +grace that night, that her "dear, _dear_ papa might soon be taught to +love Jesus, and how to pray to Him." Tears fell fast while she prayed, +but she rose from her knees feeling a joyful assurance that her +petitions had been heard, and would be granted in God's own good time. + +She had hardly laid her head upon her pillow, when her father came in, +and saying, "I have come to sit beside my little girl till she falls +asleep," placed himself in a chair close by her side, taking her hand +in his and holding it, as she loved so to have him do. + +"I am _so_ glad you have come, papa," she said, her whole face lighting +up with pleased surprise. + +"Are you?" he answered with a smile. "I'm afraid I am spoiling you; but +I can't help it to-night. I think you forget your wish to repeat some +verses to me?" + +"Oh! yes, papa!" she said, "but may I say them now?" + +He nodded assent, and she went on. "They are some Miss Rose sent me in +one of her letters. She cut them out of a newspaper, she said, and sent +them to me because she liked them so much; and I too think they are +very sweet. The piece is headed: + + "'THE PILGRIM'S WANTS.' + + "'I want a sweet sense of Thy pardoning love, + That my manifold sins are forgiven; + That Christ, as my Advocate, pleadeth above, + That my name is recorded in heaven. + + "'I want every moment to feel + That thy Spirit resides in my heart-- + That his power is present to cleanse and to heal, + And newness of life to impart. + + "'I want--oh! I want to attain + Some likeness, my Saviour, to thee! + That longed for resemblance once more to regain, + Thy comeliness put upon me. + + "'I want to be marked for thine own-- + Thy seal on my forehead to wear; + To receive that new name on the mystic white stone + Which none but thyself can declare. + + "'I want so in thee to abide + As to bring forth some fruit to thy praise; + The branch which thou prunest, though feeble and dried, + May languish, but never decays. + + "'I want thine own hand to unbind + Each tie to terrestrial things, + Too tenderly cherished, too closely entwined, + Where my heart so tenaciously clings. + + "'I want, by my aspect serene, + My actions and words, to declare + That my treasure is placed in a country unseen, + That my heart's best affections are there. + + "'I want as a trav'ller to haste + Straight onward, nor pause on my way; + Nor forethought in anxious contrivance to waste + On the tent only pitched for a day. + + "'I want--and this sums up my prayer-- + To glorify thee till I die; + Then calmly to yield up my soul to thy care, + And breathe out in faith my last sigh.'" + +[Footnote: These beautiful words are not mine, nor do I know either the +name of the author or where they were originally published.] + +He was silent for a moment after she had repeated the last verse, then +laying his hand softly on her head, and looking searchingly into her +eyes, he asked, "And does my little one really wish all that those +words express?" + +"Yes, papa, for myself and for you too," she answered. "O papa! I do +want to be all that Jesus would have me! just like Him; so like Him +that everybody who knows me will see the likeness and know that I +belong to Him." + +"Nay, you belong to me," he said, leaning over her and patting her +cheek. "Hush! not a syllable from your lips. I will have no gainsaying +of my words," he added, with a mixture of authority and playfulness, as +she seemed about to reply. "Now shut your eyes and go to sleep; I will +have no more talking to-night." + +She obeyed at once; the white lids gently closed over the sweet eyes, +the long, dark lashes rested quietly on the fair, round cheek, and soon +her soft regular breathing told that she had passed into the land of +dreams. + +Her father sat, still holding the little hand, and still gazing +tenderly upon the sweet young face, till, something in its expression +reminding him of words she had just repeated, + + "I want to be marked for thine own-- + Thy seal on my forehead to wear," + +he laid it gently down, rose, and bent over her with a troubled look. + +"Ah, my darling, _that_ prayer is granted already!" he murmured; "for, +ah me! you seem almost too good and pure for earth. But oh, God forbid +that you should be taken from me to that place where I can see that +your heart is even now. How desolate should I be!" and he turned away +with a shiver and a heavy sigh, and hastily quitted the room. + + + + +CHAPTER THIRTEENTH + + + "An angel face! its sunny wealth of hair, + In radiant ripples bathed the graceful throat + And dimpled shoulders." + --MRS. OSGOOD. + + +The cold gray light of a winter morning was stealing in through the +half-closed blinds as Elsie awoke, and started up in bed, with the +thought that this was the day on which several of her young guests were +expected, and that her papa had promised her a walk with him before +breakfast, if she were ready in time. + +Aunt Chloe had already risen, and a bright fire was blazing and +crackling on the hearth, which she was carefully sweeping up. + +"Good morning, mammy," said the little girl. "Are you ready to dress me +now?" + +"What, you 'wake, darlin'?" cried the fond old creature, turning +quickly round at the sound of her nursling's voice. "Better lie still, +honey, till de room gets warm." + +"I'll wait a little while, mammy," Elsie said, lying down again, "but I +must get up soon; for I wouldn't miss my walk with papa for a great +deal. Please throw the shutters wide open, and let the daylight in. I'm +so glad it has come." + +"Why, my bressed lamb, you didn't lie awake lookin' for de mornin', did +you? You ain't sick, nor sufferin' any way?" exclaimed Chloe, in a tone +of mingled concern and inquiry, as she hastily set down her broom, and +came toward the bed, with a look of loving anxiety on her dark face. + +"Oh, no, mammy! I slept nicely, and feel as well as can be," replied +the little girl; "but I am glad to see this new day, because I hope it +is going to be a very happy one. Carry Howard, and a good many of my +little friends are coming, you know, and I think we will have a very +pleasant time together." + +"Your ole mammy hopes you will, darlin'," replied Chloe, heartily; "an' +I'se glad 'nough to see you lookin' so bright an' well; but jes you lie +still till it gets warm here. I'll open de shutters, an' fotch some +more wood for de fire, an' clar up de room, an' by dat time I reckon +you can get up." + +Elsie waited patiently till Chloe pronounced the room warm enough, then +sprang up with an eager haste, asking to be dressed as quickly as +possible, that she might go to her papa. + +"Don't you go for to worry yourself, darlin'; dere's plenty ob time," +said Chloe, beginning her work with all speed, however; "de mistress +had ordered de breakfast at nine, dese holiday times, to let de ladies +an' gen'lemen take a mornin' nap if dey likes it." + +"Oh, yes, mammy! and that reminds me that papa said I must eat a +cracker or something before I take my walk, because he thinks it isn't +good for people to exercise much on an entirely empty stomach," said +Elsie. "Will you get me one when you have done my curls?" + +"Yes, honey, dere's a paper full in de drawer yonder," replied Chloe, +"an' I reckon you better eat two or three, or you'll be mighty hungry +'fore you gits your breakfast." + +It still wanted a few minutes of eight o'clock when Elsie's gentle rap +was heard at her papa's dressing-room door. He opened it, and stooping +to give her a good-morning kiss, said, with a pleased smile, "How +bright and well my darling looks! Had you a good night's rest?" + +"Oh, yes, papa! I never waked once till it began to be light," she +replied; "and now I'm all ready for our walk." + +"In good season, too," he said. "Well, we will start presently; but +take off your hat and come and sit on my knee a little while first; +breakfast will be late this morning, and we need not hurry. Did you get +something to eat?" he asked, as he seated himself by the fire and drew +her to his side. + +"Yes, papa, I ate a cracker, and I think I will not get very hungry +before nine o'clock; and I'm very glad we have so much time for our +walk," she replied, as she took her place on his knee. "Shall we not +start soon?" + +"Presently," he said, stroking her hair; "but it will not hurt you to +get well warmed first, for it is a sharp morning." + +"You are very careful of me, dear papa," she said, laying her head on +his breast, "and oh! it is so nice to have a papa to love me and take +care of me." + +"And it is so nice to have a dear little daughter to love and to take +care of," he answered, pressing her closer to him. + +The house was still very quiet, no one seeming to be astir but the +servants, as Mr. Dinsmore and Elsie went down the stairs and passed out +through the hall. + +"O papa! it is going to be such a nice day, and I feel so happy!" Elsie +gayly exclaimed, as they started down the avenue. + +"Do you, daughter?" he said, regarding her with an expression of +intense yearning affection; "I wish I could make you always as gay and +happy as you are at this moment. But alas! it cannot be, my darling," +he added with a sigh. + +"I know that, papa," she said with sudden gravity, "'for man that is +born of woman is of few days, and full of trouble,' the Bible says; but +I don't feel frightened at that, because it tells me, besides, that +Jesus loves me, _oh, so dearly!_ and will never leave nor forsake me; +and that He has all power in heaven and in earth, and will _never_ let +anything happen to me but what shall do me good. O papa, it is such a +_happy_ thing to have the dear Lord Jesus for your friend!" + +"It is strange how everything seems to lead your thoughts to Him," he +said, giving her a wondering look. + +"Yes, papa, it is because I love Him so," she answered, simply; and the +father sighed as the thought arose, "Better than she loves me, even as +she told me herself. Ah! I would I could be _all_--_everything_ to her, +as she is fast becoming to me. I cannot feel satisfied, and yet I +believe few daughters love their fathers as well as she loves me;" and +fondly pressing the little hand he held, he looked down upon her with +beaming eyes. + +She raised hers to his face with an expression of confiding affection; +and, as though she had read his thoughts: "Yes, papa," she said, "I +love _you_ dearly, dearly, too; better than all the world besides." + +Breakfast--always a plentiful and inviting meal at Roselands--was +already upon the table when they returned, and they brought to it +appetites sufficiently keen to make it very enjoyable. + +Elsie spent the first hour after breakfast at the piano, practising, +and the second in her papa's dressing-room, studying and reciting to +him; then they took a long ride on horseback, and when they returned +she found that quite a number of the expected guests had already +arrived. + +Among them was Caroline Howard, a favorite friend of Elsie's; a pretty, +sweet-tempered little girl, about a year older than herself. + +Caroline had been away paying a long visit to some friends in the +North, and so the two little girls had not met for nearly a year, and +of course they had a great deal to say to each other. + +They chatted a few moments in the drawing-room, and then Elsie carried +her friend off with her to her own room, that they might go on with +their talk while she was getting dressed for dinner. Caroline had much +to tell of her Northern relatives, and of all she had seen and heard, +and Elsie of her new-found parent, and her happiness in being so loved +and cared for; and so the little tongues ran very fast, neither of them +feeling Chloe's presence any restraint. But she soon completed her +task, and went out, leaving the two sitting on the sofa together, +laughing and talking merrily while awaiting the summons to dinner, +which they were to take that day along with their elders. + +"How pretty your hair is, Elsie," said Caroline, winding the glossy +ringlets around her finger. "I wish you'd give me one of these curls. I +want to get a bracelet made for mamma, and she thinks so much of you, +and your hair is such a lovely color, that I am sure she would be +delighted with one made of it." + +"A Christmas gift is it to be?" asked Elsie; "but how will you get it +done in time? for you know day after to-morrow is Christmas." + +"Yes, I know; but if I could get into the city this afternoon, I think +I might get them to promise it by to-morrow night." + +"Well, you shall have the curl, at any rate, if you will just take the +scissors and help yourself, and poor mammy will have the fewer to curl +the next time," Elsie answered, laughingly. "But mind," she added, as +Caroline prepared to avail herself of the permission, "that you take it +where it will not be missed." + +"Of course I will; I don't want to spoil your beauty, though you are so +much prettier than I," was Caroline's laughing rejoinder. "There," she +cried, holding up the severed ringlet, "isn't it a beauty? but don't +look scared, it will never be missed among so many; I don't even miss +it myself, although I know it is gone." + +"Well," Elsie said, shaking back her curls, "suppose we go down to the +drawing-room now, and I will ask papa to take us to the city this +afternoon; or, if he is too busy to go himself, to let Pomp or Ajax +drive us in." + +"I think it would be better fun to go alone, Elsie--don't you?" asked +Caroline, with some hesitation; adding quickly: "Don't be vexed, but I +must confess I am more than half afraid of your father." + +"Oh! you wouldn't be, Carry, if you knew him," Elsie answered, in her +eager way; "I was a little myself, at first, but now I love him so +dearly, I never want to go anywhere without him." + +They found Mr. Dinsmore in the drawing-room, where most of the guests +and the older members of the family were assembled. He was conversing +with a strange gentleman, and his little girl stood quietly at his +side, patiently waiting until he should be ready to give her his +attention. She had to wait some moments, for the gentlemen were +discussing some political question, and were too much engaged to notice +her. + +But at length her father put his arm around her, and with a kind smile +asked, "What is it, daughter?" + +"Carry and I want to go to the city, this afternoon; won't you take us, +papa?" + +"I wish I could, my dear, but I have an engagement, which makes it +quite impossible." + +"Ah, I'm so sorry! but then, papa, we may have one of the carriages, +and Pomp or Ajax to drive us, may we not?" + +"No, daughter; I am sorry to disappoint you, but I am afraid you are +too young to be trusted on such an expedition with only a servant. You +must wait until to-morrow, when I can take you myself." + +"But, papa, we want to go to-day. Oh! please do say yes; we want to go +so very much, and I'm sure we could do very nicely by ourselves." + +Her arm was around his neck, and both tone and look were very coaxing. + +"My little daughter forgets that when papa says no, she is never to ask +again." + +Elsie blushed and hung her head. His manner was quite too grave and +decided for her to venture another word. + +"What is the matter? what does Elsie want?" asked Adelaide, who was +standing near, and had overheard enough to have some idea of the +trouble. + +Mr. Dinsmore explained, and Adelaide at once offered to take charge of +the little girls, saying that she intended shopping a little in the +city herself that very afternoon. + +"Thank you," said her brother, looking very much pleased; "that +obviates the difficulty entirely. Elsie, you may go, if Mrs. Howard +gives Caroline permission." + +"Thank you, dear papa, thank you so very much," she answered +gratefully, and then ran away to tell Carry of her success, and secure +Mrs. Howard's permission, which was easily obtained. + +Elsie had intended buying some little present for each of the +house-servants, and had taken a great deal of pleasure in making out a +list of such articles as she thought would be suitable; but, on +examining her purse, she found to her dismay that she had already spent +so much on the miniature, and various gifts intended for other members +of the family, that there was very little left; and it was with a very +sober, almost sorrowful face, that she came down to take her place in +the carriage; it brightened instantly, though, as she caught sight of +her father waiting to see her off. + +"All ready, my darling?" he said, holding out his hand; "I think you +will have a pleasant ride." + +"Ah! yes, if you were only going too, papa," she answered regretfully. + +"Quite impossible, my pet; but here is something to help you in your +shopping; use it wisely;" and he put a twenty-dollar gold piece in her +hand. + +"Oh, thank you, papa! how good and kind you are to me!" she exclaimed, +her whole face lighting up with pleasure; "now I can buy some things I +wanted to get for mammy and the rest. But how could you know I wanted +more money?" + +He only smiled, lifted her up in his arms, and kissed her fondly; then, +placing her in the carriage, said to the coachman, "Drive carefully, +Ajax; you are carrying my greatest treasure." + +"Nebber fear, marster; dese ole horses nebber tink ob running away," +replied the negro, with a bow and a grin, as he touched his horses with +the whip, and drove off. + +It was growing quite dark when the carriage again drove up the avenue; +and Mr. Horace Dinsmore, who was beginning to feel a little anxious, +came out to receive them, and ask what had detained them so long. + +"Long!" said Adelaide, in a tone of surprise, "you gentlemen really +have no idea what an undertaking it is to shop. Why, I thought we got +through in a wonderfully short time." + +"O papa, I have bought such quantities of nice things," cried Elsie, +springing into his arms. + +"Such as tobacco pipes, red flannel, et cetera," remarked Adelaide, +laughing. + +"Indeed, Miss Adelaide!" exclaimed Carry, somewhat indignantly, "you +forget the----" + +But Elsie's little hand was suddenly placed over her mouth, and Carry +laughed pleasantly, saying, "Ah! I forgot, I mustn't tell." + +"Papa, papa," cried Elsie, catching hold of his hand, "do come with me +to my room, and let me show you my purchases." + +"I will, darling," he answered, pinching her cheek, "Here, Bill"--to a +servant--"carry these bundles to Miss Elsie's room." + +Then, picking her up, he tossed her over his shoulder, and carried her +up-stairs as easily as though she had been a baby, she clinging to him +and laughing merrily. + +"Why, papa, how strong you are," she said, as he set her down. "I +believe you can carry me as easily as I can my doll." + +"To be sure; you are my doll," said he, "and a very light burden for a +man of my size and strength. But here come the bundles! what a number! +no wonder you were late in getting home." + +"Oh! yes, papa see! I want to show you!" and catching up one of them, +she hastily tore it open, displaying a very gay handkerchief. "This is +a turban for Aunt Phillis; and this is a pound of tobacco for old Uncle +Jack, and a nice pipe, too. Look, mammy! won't he be pleased? And +here's some flannel for poor old Aunt Dinah, who has the rheumatism; +and that--oh! no, no, mammy! don't you open that! It's a nice shawl for +her, papa," she whispered in his ear. + +"Ah!" he said, smiling; "and which is my present? You had better point +it out, lest I should stumble upon it and learn the secret too soon." + +"There is none here for you, sir," she replied, looking up into his +face with an arch smile. "I would give you the bundle you carried +up-stairs, just now, but I'm afraid you would say that was not mine to +give, because it belongs to you already." + +"Indeed it does, and I feel richer in that possession than all the gold +of California could make me," he said, pressing her to his heart. + +She looked surpassingly lovely at that moment, her cheeks burning, and +her eyes sparkling with excitement; the dark, fur-trimmed pelisse, and +the velvet hat and plumes, setting off to advantage the whiteness of +her pure complexion and the glossy ringlets falling in rich masses on +her shoulders. + +"My own papa! I'm so glad I do belong to you," she said, throwing her +arms around his neck, and laying her cheek to his for an instant. Then +springing away, she added: "But I must show you the rest of the things; +there are a good many more." + +And she went on opening bundle after bundle, displaying their contents, +and telling him for whom she intended them, until at last they had all +been examined, and then she said, a little wearily, "Now, mammy, please +put them all away until to-morrow. But first take off my things and get +me ready to go downstairs." + +"No, daughter," Mr. Dinsmore said in a gentle but firm tone; "you are +not ready to have them put away until the price of each has been set +down in your book." + +"Oh! papa," she pleaded, "won't to-morrow do? I'm tired now, and isn't +it almost tea-time?" + +"No; never put off till to-morrow what may as well be done to-day. +There is nearly an hour yet before tea, and I do not think it need +fatigue you much." + +Elsie's face clouded, and the slightest approach to a pout might have +been perceived. + +"I hope my little girl is not going to be naughty," he said, very +gravely. + +Her face brightened in an instant. "No, papa," she answered cheerfully, +"I will be good, and do whatever you bid me." + +"That is my own darling," said he, "and I will help you, and it will +not take long." + +He opened her writing-desk as he spoke, and took out her account-book. + +"Oh! papa," she cried in a startled tone, springing forward and taking +hold of his hand, "please, please don't look! you know you said I need +not show you until after Christmas." + +"No, I will not," he replied, smiling at her eagerness; "you shall put +down the items in the book, while I write the labels, and Aunt Chloe +pins them on. Will that do?" + +"Oh! that's a nice plan, papa," she said gayly, as she threw off her +hat and pelisse, and seating herself before the desk, took out her pen +and ink. + +Chloe put the hat and pelisse carefully away, brought a comb and brush, +and smoothed her nursling's hair, and then began her share of the +business on hand. + +Half an hour's work finished it all, and Elsie wiped her pen, and laid +it away, saying joyously, "Oh! I'm so glad it is all done." + +"Papa knew best, after all, did he not?" asked her father, drawing her +to him, and patting her cheek. + +"Yes, papa," she said softly; "you always know best, and I am very +sorry I was naughty." + +He answered with a kiss, and, taking her hand, led her down to the +drawing-room. + +After tea the young people adjourned to the nursery, where they amused +themselves with a variety of innocent games. Quite early in the +evening, and greatly to Elsie's delight, her father joined them; and, +though some of the young strangers were at first rather shy of him, +they soon found that he could enter heartily into their sports, and +before the time came to separate for the night, he had made himself +very popular with nearly all. + +Time flew fast, and Elsie was very much surprised when the clock struck +eight. Half-past was her bedtime; and, as she now and then glanced up +at the dial-plate, she thought the hands had never moved so fast. As it +struck the half hour she drew near her father's side. + +"Papa," she asked, "is the clock right?" + +"Yes, my dear, it is," he replied, comparing it with his watch. + +"And must I go to bed now?" she asked, half hoping for permission to +stay up a little longer. + +"Yes, daughter; keep to rules." + +Elsie looked disappointed, and several little voices urged, "Oh, do let +her stay up another hour, or at least till nine o'clock." + +"No; I cannot often allow a departure from rules," he said kindly, but +firmly; "and to-morrow night Elsie will find it harder to go to bed in +season than to-night. Bid your little friends good-night, my dear, and +go at once." + +Elsie obeyed, readily and cheerfully. "You, too, papa," she said, +coming to him last. + +"No, darling," he answered, laying his hand caressingly on her head, +and smiling approvingly on her; "I will come for my good-night kiss +before you are asleep." + +Elsie looked very glad, and went away feeling herself the happiest +little girl in the land, in spite of the annoyance of being forced to +leave the merry group in the nursery. She was just ready for bed when +her papa came in, and, taking her in his arms, folded her to his heart, +saying, "My own darling! my good, obedient little daughter!" + +"Dear papa, I love you so much!" she replied, twining her arms around +his neck, "I love you all the better for never letting me have my own +way, but always making me obey and keep to rules." + +"I don't doubt it, daughter," he said, "for I have often noticed that +spoiled, petted children, usually have very little love for their +parents, or indeed for any one but themselves. But I must put you in +your bed, or you will be in danger of taking cold." + +He laid her down, tucked the clothes snugly about her, and pressing one +more kiss on the round, rosy cheek, left her to her slumbers. + + + + +CHAPTER FOURTEENTH + + + "You play the spaniel, + And think with wagging of your tongue to win me." + --SHAKESPEARE's _Henry Eighth_. + + "These delights, if thou canst give, + Mirth, with thee I mean to live." + --MILTON's _L'Allegro_. + + +The young party at Roselands had now grown so large--several additions +having been made to it on Monday afternoon and evening--that a separate +table was ordered to be spread for them in the nursery, where they took +their meals together; Mrs. Brown, the housekeeper, taking the head of +the table, for the double purpose of keeping them in order, and seeing +that their wants were well supplied. + +Elsie came in to breakfast, from a brisk walk with her papa, looking +fresh and rosy, and bright as the morning; quite different from some of +the little guests, who had been up far beyond their usual hours the +night before, and, having just left their beds, had come down pale and +languid in looks, and in some instances showing peevish and fretful +tempers, very trying to the patience of their attendants. + +"O Elsie!" exclaimed Carry Howard, as the little girl took her place at +the table, "we were all so sorry that you had to leave us so soon last +night; we had lots of fun after you left. I think your papa might have +let you stay up a little longer; but he has promised that tonight--as +we are to have the Christmas-tree, and ever so much will be going +on--you shall stay up till half-past nine, if you like. Aren't you +glad? I'm sure I am." + +"Yes, papa is very kind, and I know I feel much better for going to bed +early last night," said Elsie, cheerfully. + +"Yes, indeed," remarked Mrs. Brown, "late hours and rich food are very +bad for little folks, and I notice that Miss Elsie has grown a deal +stronger and healthier-looking since her papa came home; he takes such +good care of her." + +"Indeed he does," said Elsie heartily, thanking Mrs. Brown with one of +her sweetest smiles. + +"What are we going to do to-day, Elsie?" asked Caroline. + +"Whatever you all prefer," said Elsie. "If you like I will practice +that duet with you the first hour after breakfast, or do anything else +you wish; but the second hour I must spend with papa, and after that I +have nothing to do but entertain my company all day." + +"Do you do lessons in holidays?" asked Mary Leslie, a merry, fun-loving +child, about Elsie's own age, who considered lessons an intolerable +bore, and had some vague idea that they must have been invented for the +sole purpose of tormenting children. Her blue eyes opened wide with +astonishment when Elsie quietly replied that her papa had kindly +arranged to give her an hour every morning, because he knew it would be +so much pleasanter for her than spending the whole day in play. + +Elsie did keenly enjoy that quiet hour spent in studying and reciting +to her father, sitting on a low stool at his feet, or perhaps oftener +on his knee, with his arm around her waist. + +She had an eager and growing thirst for knowledge, and was an apt +scholar, whom any one with the least love for the profession might have +delighted in teaching; and Mr. Dinsmore, a thorough scholar himself, +and loving knowledge for its own sake--loving also his little pupil +with all a father's fond, yearning affection--delighted in his task. + +When Elsie left her father she found that the Carringtons had just +arrived. She and Lucy had not seen each other since the week the latter +had spent at Roselands early in the summer, and both felt pleased to +meet. + +Mrs. Carrington gave Elsie a warm embrace, remarking that she had +grown, and was looking extremely well; better than she had ever seen +her. But no one was more delighted to meet Elsie than Herbert, and she +was very glad to learn that his health was gradually improving. He was +not, however, at all strong, even yet, and his mother thought it best +for him to lie down and rest a little after his ride. She promised to +sit by him, and the two little girls went in search of the rest of the +young folks. + +Several of the older boys had gone out walking or riding, but the +younger ones, and all the little girls, were gathered in a little back +parlor, where, by Adelaide's care and forethought, a variety of +story-books, toys, and games, had been provided for their amusement. +Elsie's entrance was hailed with delight, for she was a general +favorite. + +"Oh! Elsie, can't you tell us what to play?" cried Mary Leslie; "I'm so +tired," and she yawned wearily. + +"Here are some dissected maps, Mary," replied Elsie, opening a drawer; +"would you not like them?" + +"No, indeed, thank you; they are too much like lessons." + +"Here are blocks; will you build houses?" + +"Oh! I am too big for that; they are very nice for little children." + +"Will you play jack-stones? here are some smooth pebbles." + +"Yes, if you and Carry, and Lucy, will play with me." + +"Agreed!" said the others, "let's have a game." + +So, Elsie having first set the little ones to building block-houses, +supplied Harry Carrington--an older brother of Lucy's--with a book, and +two younger boys with dissected maps to arrange, the four girls sat +down in a circle on the carpet and began their game. + +For a few moments all went on smoothly; but soon angry and complaining +words were heard coming from the corner where the house-building was +going on. Elsie left her game to try to make peace. + +"What is the matter, Flora, dear?" she asked soothingly of a little +curly-headed girl, who was sobbing, and wiping her eyes with the corner +of her apron. + +"Enna took my blocks," sobbed the child. + +"Oh! Enna, won't you give them back?" said Elsie, coaxingly; "you know +Flora is a visitor, and we must be very polite to her." + +"No, I won't," returned Enna, flatly; "she's got enough now." + +"No, I haven't; I can't build a house with those," Flora said, with +another sob. + +Elsie stood a moment looking much perplexed; then, with a brightening +face, exclaimed in her cheerful, pleasant way, "Well, never mind, +Flora, dear, I will get you my doll. Will not that do quite as +well?"--"Oh! yes, I'd rather have the doll, Elsie," the little weeper +answered eagerly, smiling through her tears. + +Elsie ran out of the room and was back again almost in a moment, with +the doll in her arms. + +"There, dear little Flora," she said, laying it gently on the child's +lap, "please be careful of it for I have had it a long while, and prize +it very much, because my guardian gave it to me when I was a very +little girl, and he is dead now." + +"I won't break it, Elsie, indeed I won't," replied Flora, confidently; +and Elsie sat down to her game again. + +A few moments afterward Mr. Horace Dinsmore passed through the room. + +"Elsie," he said, as he caught sight of his little daughter, "go up to +my dressing-room." + +There was evidently displeasure and reproof in his tone, and, entirely +unconscious of wrongdoing, Elsie looked up in surprise, asking, "Why, +papa?" + +"Because _I bid_ you," he replied; and she silently obeyed, wondering +greatly what she had done to displease her father. + +Mr. Dinsmore passed out of one door while Elsie left by the other. + +The three little girls looked inquiringly into each other's faces. + +"What is the matter? what has Elsie done?" asked Carry in a whisper. + +"I don't know; nothing I guess," replied Lucy, indignantly. "I do +believe he's just the crossest man alive! When I was here last summer +he was all the time scolding and punishing poor Elsie for just nothing +at all." + +"I think he must be very strict," said Carry; "but Elsie seems to love +him very much." + +"Strict! I guess he is!" exclaimed Mary; "why, only think, girls, he +makes her do her lessons in the holidays!" + +"I suspect she did not know her lesson, and has to learn it over," said +Carry, shaking her head wisely; and that was the conclusion they all +came to. + +In the meantime, Elsie sat down alone in her banishment, and tried to +think what she could have done to deserve it. + +It was some time before she could form any idea of its cause; but at +length it suddenly came to her recollection that once, several months +before this, her father had found her sitting on the carpet, and had +bade her get up immediately and sit on a chair or stool, saying, "Never +let me see you sitting on the floor, Elsie, when there are plenty of +seats at hand. I consider it a very unladylike and slovenly trick." + +She covered her face with her hands, and sat thus for some moments, +feeling very sorry for her forgetfulness and disobedience; very +penitent on account of it; and then, kneeling down, she asked +forgiveness of God. + +A full hour she had been there alone, and the time had seemed very +long, when at last the door opened and her father came in. + +Elsie rose and came forward to meet him with the air of one who had +offended and knew she was in disgrace; but putting one of her little +hands in his, she looked up pleadingly into his face, asking, in a +slightly tremulous tone, "Dear papa, are you angry with me?" + +"I am always displeased when you disobey me, Elsie," he replied, very +gravely, laying his other hand on her head. + +"I am very sorry I was naughty, papa," she said, humbly, and casting +down her eyes, "but I had quite forgotten that you had told me not to +sit on the floor, and I could not think for a good while what it was +that I had done wrong." + +"Is _that_ an excuse for disobedience, Elsie?" he asked in a tone of +grave displeasure. + +"No, sir; I did not mean it so, and I am very, very sorry; dear papa, +please forgive me, and I will try never to forget again." + +"I think you disobeyed in another matter," he said. + +"Yes, sir, I know it was very naughty to ask why, but I think I will +remember not to do it again. Dear papa, won't you forgive me?" + +He sat down and took her on his knee. + +"Yes, daughter, I will," he said, in his usual kind, affectionate tone; +"I am always ready to forgive my little girl when I see that she is +sorry for a fault." + +She held up her face for a kiss, which he gave. + +"I wish I could always be good, papa," she said, "but I am naughty so +often." + +"No," said he, "I think you have been a very good girl for quite a long +time. If you were as naughty as Arthur and Enna, I don't know what I +should do with you; whip you every day, I suspect, until I made a +better girl of you. Now you may go down to your mates; but _remember_, +you are not to play jack-stones again." + +It was now lunch-time, and Elsie found the children in the nursery +engaged in eating. + +Flora turned to her as she entered. + +"Please, Elsie, don't be cross," she said coaxingly: "I am real sorry +your doll's broken, but it wasn't my fault Enna would try to snatch it, +and that made it fall and break its head." + +Poor Elsie! this was quite a trial, and she could scarcely keep back +the tears as, following Flora's glance, she saw her valued doll lying +on the window-seat with its head broken entirely off. She said not a +word, but, hastily crossing the room, took it up and gazed mournfully +at it. + +Kind Mrs. Brown, who had just finished helping her young charge all +round, followed her to the window, "Never mind, dear," she said in her +pleasant, cheery tone, patting Elsie's cheek and smoothing her hair +"I've got some excellent glue, and I think I can stick it on again and +make it almost as good as ever. So come, sit down and eat your lunch, +and don't fret any more." + +"Thank you, ma'am, you are very kind," Elsie said, trying to smile, as +the kind-hearted old lady led her to the table and filled her plate +with fruit and cakes. + +"These cakes are very simple, not at all rich, my dear, but quite what +your papa would approve of," she said, seeing the little girl look +doubtfully at them. + +"Doesn't your papa let you eat anything good, Elsie?" asked Mary Leslie +across the table. "He must be cross." + +"No, indeed, he is not, Mary, and he lets me eat everything that he +thinks is good for me," Elsie answered with some warmth. + +She was seated between Caroline Howard and Lucy Carrington. + +"What _did_ your papa send you away for, Elsie?" whispered the latter. + +"Please don't ask me, Lucy," replied the little girl, blushing deeply. +"Papa always has a good reason for what he does, and he is just the +dearest, kindest, and best father that ever anybody had." + +Elsie spoke in an eager, excited, almost angry manner, quite unusual +with her, while the hot tears came into her eyes, for she knew very +well what was Lucy's opinion of her father, and more than half +suspected that she had been making some unkind remark about him to the +others, and she was eager to remove any unfavorable impression they +might have received. + +"I am sure he must love you very dearly, Elsie," remarked Caroline, +soothingly; "no one could help seeing that just by the way he looks at +you." + +Elsie answered her with a pleased and grateful look; and then changed +the subject by proposing that they should all take a walk as soon as +they had finished eating, as the day was fine, and there would be +plenty of time before dinner. + +The motion was carried without a dissenting voice, and in a few moments +they all set out, a very merry party, full of fun and frolic. They had +a very pleasant time, and returned barely in season to be dressed for +dinner. + +They dined by themselves in the nursery, but were afterward taken down +to the drawing-room. Here Elsie found herself immediately seized upon +by a young lady, dressed in very gay and fashionable style, whom she +did not remember ever to have seen before, but who insisted on seating +the little girl on the sofa by her side, and keeping her there a long +while, loading her with caresses and flattery. + +"My dear child," she said, "what lovely hair you have! so fine, and +soft, and glossy; such a beautiful color, too, and curls so +_splendidly! Natural_ ringlets, I'm sure, are they not?" + +"Yes, ma'am," Elsie answered, simply, wishing from the bottom of her +heart that the lady would release her, and talk to some one else. + +But the lady had no such intention. + +"You are a very sweet little girl, I am sure, and I shall love you +dearly," she said, kissing her several times. "Ah! I would give +_anything_ if I had such a clear fair complexion and such rosy cheeks. +That makes you blush. Well, I like to see it; blushes are very +becoming. Oh! you needn't pretend you don't know you're handsome; +you're a perfect little beauty. Do tell me, where did you get such +splendid eyes! But I needn't ask, for I have only to look at your +father to see where they came from. Mr. Dinsmore"--to Elsie's papa, who +just then came toward them--"you ought to be very proud of this child; +she is the very image of yourself, and a perfect little beauty, too." + +"Miss Stevens is pleased to flatter me," he said, bowing low; "but +flattery is not good for either grown-up children or younger ones, and +I must beg leave to decline the compliment, as I cannot see that Elsie +bears the slightest resemblance to me or any of my family. She is very +like her mother, though," he added, with a half sigh and a tender, +loving glance at his little girl, "and that is just what I would have +her. But I am forgetting my errand, Miss Stevens; I came to ask if you +will ride this afternoon, as we are getting up a small party." + +"Yes, thank you, I should like it dearly, it is such a lovely day. But +how soon do you start?" + +"As soon as the ladies can be ready. The horses will be at the door in +a very few moments." + +"Ah! then I must go and prepare," she said, rising and sailing out of +the room. + +Mr. Dinsmore took the seat she had vacated, and, passing his arm round +his little girl, said to her in an undertone, "My little daughter must +not be so foolish as to believe that people mean all they say to her; +for some persons talk in a very thoughtless way, and, without perhaps +intending to be exactly untruthful, say a great deal that they really +do not mean. And I should be sorry, indeed, to see my little girl so +spoiled by all this silly flattery as to grow up conceited and vain." + +She looked at him with her own sweet innocent smile, free from the +slightest touch of vanity. + +"No, papa," she said, "I do not mind, when people say such things, +because I know the Bible says, 'Favor is deceitful, and beauty is +vain;' and in another place, 'He that flattereth his neighbor spreadeth +a net for his feet.' So I will try to keep away from that lady; shall I +not, papa?" + +"Whenever you can do so without rudeness, daughter;" and he moved away, +thinking to himself, "How strangely the teachings of that book seem to +preserve my child from every evil influence." + +A sigh escaped him. There was lurking within his breast a vague +consciousness that her father needed such a safeguard, but had it not. + +Lucy, who was standing at the window, turned quickly round. + +"Come, girls," she said, "let us run out and see them off; they're +bringing up the horses. And see, there's Miss Adelaide in her +riding-dress and cap; how pretty she looks! And there's that Miss +Stevens coming out now; hateful thing! I can't bear her! Come, Elsie +and Carry!" + +And she ran out, Caroline and Elsie following. Elsie, however, went no +further than the hall, where she stood still at the foot of the stairs. + +"Come, Elsie," called the other two from the portico, "come out here." + +"No," replied the little girl, "I cannot come without something round +me. Papa says it is too cold for me to be out in the wind to-day with +my neck and arms bare." + +"Pooh! nonsense!" said Lucy, "'tain't a bit cold; _do_ come now." + +"No, Lucy, I must obey my father," Elsie answered in a very pleasant +but no less decided tone. + +Some one caught her round the waist and lifted her up. + +"Oh! papa," she exclaimed, "I did not know you were there! I wish I was +going too; I don't like to have _you_ go without me." + +"I wish you were, my pet; I always love to have you with me; but you +know it wouldn't do; you have your little guests to entertain. Good-by, +darling. Don't go out in the cold." + +He kissed her, as he always did now, when leaving her even for an hour +or two, and set her down. + +The little girls watched until the last of the party had disappeared +down the avenue, and then ran gayly up-stairs to Elsie's room, where +they busied themselves until tea-time in various little preparations +for the evening, such as dressing dolls, and tying up bundles of +confectionery, etc., to be hung upon the Christmas-tree. + +The children had all noticed that the doors of a parlor opening into +the drawing-room had been closed since morning to all but a favored +few, who passed in and out, with an air of mystery and importance, and +generally laden with some odd-looking bundle when going in, which they +invariably left behind on coming out again, and many a whispered +consultation had been held as to what was probably going on in there. +Elsie and Carry seemed to be in the secret, but only smiled and shook +their heads wisely when questioned. + +But at length tea being over, and all, both old and young, assembled as +if by common consent in the drawing-room, it began to be whispered +about that their curiosity was now on the point of being gratified. + +All were immediately on the _qui vive_, and every face brightened with +mirth and expectation; and when, a moment after, the doors were thrown +open, there was a universal burst of applause. + +A large Christmas-tree had been set up at the further end of the room, +and, with its myriad of lighted tapers, and its load of toys and +bonbons, interspersed with many a richer and more costly gift, made +quite a display. + +"Beautiful! beautiful!" cried the children, clapping their hands and +dancing about with delight, while their elders, perhaps equally +pleased, expressed their admiration after a more staid and sober +fashion. When they thought their handiwork had been sufficiently +admired, Mrs. Dinsmore and Adelaide approached the tree and began the +pleasant task of distributing the gifts. + +Everything was labelled, and each, as his or her name was called out, +stepped forward to receive the present. + +No one had been forgotten; each had something, and almost every one had +several pretty presents. Mary Leslie and little Flora Arnott were made +perfectly happy with wax dolls that could open and shut their eyes; +Caroline Howard received a gold chain from her mamma, and a pretty pin +from Elsie; Lucy, a set of coral ornaments, besides several smaller +presents; and others were equally fortunate. All was mirth and +hilarity; only one clouded face to be seen, and that belonged to Enna, +who was pouting in a corner because Mary Leslie's doll was a little +larger than hers. + +Elsie had already received a pretty bracelet from her Aunt Adelaide, a +needle-case from Lora, and several little gifts from her young guests, +and was just beginning to wonder what had become of her papa's promised +present, when she heard her name again, and Adelaide, turning to her +with a pleased look, slipped a most beautiful diamond ring on her +finger. + +"From your papa," she said. "Go and thank him: it is well worth it." + +Elsie sought him out where he stood alone in a corner, an amused +spectator of the merry scene. + +"See, papa," she said, holding up her hand. "I think it very beautiful; +thank you, dear papa, thank you very much." + +"Does it please you, my darling?" he asked, stooping to press a kiss on +the little upturned face, so bright and happy. + +"Yes, papa, I think it is lovely! the very prettiest ring I ever saw." + +"Yet I think there is something else you would have liked better; is +there not?" he asked, looking searchingly into her face. + +"Dear papa, I like it _very_ much; I would rather have it than anything +else on the tree." + +"Still you have not answered my question," he said, with a smile, as he +sat down and drew her to his side, adding in a playful tone, "Come, I +am not going to put up with any evasion; tell me truly if you would +have preferred something else, and if so, what it is." + +Elsie blushed and looked down; then raising her eyes, and seeing with +what a tender, loving glance he was regarding her, she took courage to +say, "Yes papa, there is _one_ thing I would have liked better, and +that is your miniature." + +To her surprise he looked highly pleased at her reply, and giving her +another kiss, said, "Well, darling, some day you shall have it." + +"Mr. Horace Dinsmore," called Adelaide, taking some small, glittering +object from the tree. + +"Another present for me?" he asked, as Walter came running with it. + +He had already received several, from his father and sisters, but none +had seemed to give him half the pleasure that this did when he saw that +it was labelled, "From his little daughter." + +It was only a gold pencil. The miniature--with which the artist had +succeeded so well that nothing could have been prettier except the +original herself--she had reserved to be given in another way. + +"Do you like it, papa?" she asked, her face glowing with delight to see +how pleased he was. + +"Yes, darling, very much; and I shall always think of my little girl +when I use it." + +"Keep it in your pocket, and use it every day, won't you, papa?" + +"Yes, my pet, I will; but I thought you said you had no present for me?" + +"Oh! no, no, papa; I said there was none for you amongst those bundles. +I had bought this, but had given it to Aunt Adelaide to take care of, +for fear you might happen to see it." + +"Ah! that was it, eh?" and he laughed and stroked her hair. + +"Here, Elsie, here is your bundle of candy," said Walter, running up to +them again. "Everybody has one, and that is yours, Adelaide says." + +He put it in her hand, and ran away again. Elsie looked up in her +father's face inquiringly. + +"No, darling," he said, taking the paper from her hand and examining +its contents, "not to-night; to-morrow, after breakfast, you may eat +the cream-candy and the rock, but none of the others; they are colored, +and very unwholesome." + +"Won't _you_ eat some, papa?" she asked with winning sweetness. + +"No, dearest," he said; "for though I, too, am fond of sweet things, I +will not eat them while I refuse them to you." + +"Do, papa," she urged, "it would give me pleasure to see you enjoying +it." + +"No, darling, _I_ will wait until to-morrow, too." + +"Then please keep it for me until to-morrow, papa, will you?" + +"Yes," he said, putting it in his pocket; and then, as the gifts had +all been distributed, and the little folks were in high glee, a variety +of sports were commenced by them, in which some of their elders also +took a part; and thus the hours sped away so rapidly that Elsie was +very much surprised when her father called her to go to bed. + +"Is it half-past nine already, papa?" she asked. + +"It is ten, my dear child, and high time you were in bed," he said, +smiling at her look of astonishment. "I hope you have enjoyed yourself." + +"Oh! _so_ much, papa. Good-night, and thank you for letting me stay up +so long." + + + + +CHAPTER FIFTEENTH + + + "Ask me not why I should love her;-- + Look upon those soulful eyes! + Look while mirth or feeling move her, + And see there how sweetly rise + Thoughts gay and gentle from a breast + Which is of innocence the nest-- + Which, though each joy were from it shred, + By truth would still be tenanted!" + --HOFFMAN'S _Poems_. + + +It was yet dark when Elsie awoke, but, hearing the clock strike five, +she knew it was morning. She lay still a little while, and then, +slipping softly out of bed, put her feet into her slippers, threw her +warm dressing-gown around her, and feeling for a little package she had +left on her toilet-table, she secured it and stole noiselessly from the +room. + +All was darkness and silence in the house, but she had no thought of +fear; and, gliding gently down the hall to her papa's door, she turned +the handle very cautiously, when, to her great delight, she found it +had been left unfastened, and yielded readily to her touch. + +She entered as quietly as a little mouse, listened a moment until +satisfied from his breathing that her father was still sound asleep, +then, stepping softly across the room, she laid her package down where +he could not fail to see it as soon as daylight came and his eyes were +opened. This accomplished, she stole back again as noiselessly as she +had come. + +"Who dat?" demanded Chloe, starting up in bed as Elsie reentered her +own apartment. + +"It is only I; did I frighten you, mammy?" answered the little girl +with a merry laugh. + +"Ki? chile, dat _you?_ what you doin' runnin' 'bout de house all in de +dark, cold night?" + +"It isn't night, mammy; I heard it strike five some time ago." + +"Well, den, dis chile gwine get right up an' make de fire. But jes you +creep back into de bed, darlin', 'fore you cotch your death ob cold." + +"I will, mammy," Elsie said, doing as she was desired; "but please +dress me as soon as the room is warm enough, won't you?" + +"Yes, darlin', kase ob course I knows you want to be up early o' +Christmas mornin'. Ki! Miss Elsie, dat's a beautiful shawl you gave +your ole mammy. I sha'n't feel de cold at all dis winter." + +"I hope not, mammy; and were Aunt Phillis, and Uncle Jack, and all the +rest pleased with their presents?" + +"I reckon dey was, darlin', mos' ready to go off de handle, 'tirely." + +Chloe had soon built up her fire and coaxed it into a bright blaze, and +in a few moments more she pronounced the room sufficiently warm for her +nursling to get up and be dressed. + +Elsie was impatient to go to her father; but, even after she had been +carefully dressed and all her morning duties attended to, it was still +so early that Chloe advised her to wait a little longer, assuring her +that it was only a very short time since John had gone in to make his +master's fire and supply him with hot water for shaving. + +So the little girl sat down and tried to drown her impatience in the +pages of a new book--one of her Christmas presents. But Chloe presently +stole softly behind her chair, and, holding up high above her head some +glittering object attached to a pretty gold chain, let it gradually +descend until it rested upon the open book. + +Elsie started and jumped up with an exclamation of surprise. + +"Wonder if you knows dat gen'leman, darlin'?" laughed Chloe. + +"Oh! it is papa," cried the little girl, catching it in her hand, "my +own dear, darling papa! oh! how good of him to give it to me!" and she +danced about the room in her delight. "It is just himself, so exactly +like him! _Isn't_ it a good likeness, mammy?" she asked, drawing near +the light to examine it more closely. "Dear, dear, _darling_ papa!" and +she kissed it again and again. + +Then gently drawing her mother's miniature from her bosom, she laid +them side by side. + +"My papa and mamma; are they not beautiful, mammy? both of them?" she +asked, raising her swimming eyes to the dusky face leaning over her, +and gazing with such mournful fondness at the sweet girlish +countenance, so life-like and beautiful, yet calling up thoughts of +sorrow and bereavement. + +"My darling young missus!" murmured the old nurse, "my own precious +chile dat dese arms hab carried so many years, dis ole heart like to +break when-eber I tinks ob you, an' 'members how your bright young face +done gone away foreber." + +The big tears were rolling fast down the sable cheeks, and dropping +like rain on Elsie's curls, while the broad bosom heaved with sobs. +"But your ole mammy's been good to your little chile dat you lef' +behind, darlin','deed she has," she went on. + +"Yes, mammy, indeed, indeed you have," Elsie said, twining her arms +lovingly around her. "But don't let us cry any more, for we know that +dear mamma is very happy in heaven, and does not wish us to grieve for +her now. I shall not show you the picture any more if it makes you cry +like that," she added half playfully. + +"Not always, chile," Chloe said, wiping away her tears, "but jes dis +here mornin'--Christmas mornin', when she was always so bright and +merry. It seems only yesterday she went dancin' about jes like you." + +"Yes, mammy dear, but she is with the angels now--my sweet, pretty +mamma!" Elsie whispered softly, with another tender, loving look at the +picture ere she returned it to its accustomed resting-place in her +bosom. + +"And now I must go to papa," she said more cheerfully, "for it is +almost breakfast time." + +"Is my darling satisfied _now?_" he asked, as she ran into his arms and +was folded in a close embrace. + +"Yes, papa, indeed I am; thank you a thousand times; it is all I +wanted." + +"And you have given me the most acceptable present you could have +found. It is a most excellent likeness, and I am delighted with it." + +"I am so glad, papa, but it was Aunt Adelaide who thought of it." + +"Ah! that was very kind of her. But how does my little girl feel this +morning, after all her dissipation?" + +"Oh! very well, thank you, papa." + +"You will not want to say any lesson to-day, I suppose?" + +"Oh! yes, if you please, papa, and it does not give you too much +trouble," she said. "It is the very pleasantest hour in the day, +except--" + +"Well, except what? Ah, yes, I understand. Well, my pet, it shall be as +you wish; but come to me directly after breakfast, as I am going out +early." + +Elsie had had her hour with her father, but, though he had left her and +gone out, she still lingered in his dressing-room, looking over the +next day's lesson. At length, however, she closed the book and left the +room, intending to seek her young guests, who were in the lower part of +the house. + +Miss Stevens' door was open as she passed, and that lady called to her, +"Elsie, dear, you sweet little creature, come here, and see what I have +for you." + +Elsie obeyed, though rather reluctantly, and Miss Stevens bidding her +sit down, went to a drawer, and took out a large paper of mixed candy, +all of the best and most expensive kinds, which she put into the little +girl's hands with one of her sweetest smiles. + +It was a strong temptation to a child who had a great fondness for such +things, but Elsie had prayed from her heart that morning for strength +to resist temptation, and it was given her. + +"Thank you, ma'am, you are very kind," she said gratefully, "but I +cannot take it, because papa does not approve of my eating such things. +He gave me a little this morning, but said I must not have any more for +a long time." + +"Now, that is quite too bad," exclaimed Miss Stevens, "but at least +take one or two, child; that much couldn't possibly hurt you, and your +papa need never know." + +Elsie gave her a look of grieved surprise. + +"Oh! could you think I would do that?" she said. "But _God_ would know, +Miss Stevens; and I should know it myself, and how could I ever look my +papa in the face again after deceiving him so?" + +"Really, my dear, you are making a very serious matter of a mere +trifle," laughed the lady; "why, I have deceived my father more than +fifty times, and never thought it any harm. But here is something I am +sure you can take, and indeed you must, for I bought both it and the +candy expressly for you." + +She replaced the candy in the drawer as she spoke, and took from +another a splendidly-bound book which she laid in Elsie's lap, saying, +with a triumphant air, "There, my dear, what do you think of that? is +it not handsome?" + +Elsie's eyes sparkled; books were her greatest treasures; but feeling +an instinctive repugnance to taking a gift from one whom she could +neither respect nor love, she made an effort to decline it, though at +the same time thanking the lady warmly for her kind intentions. + +But Miss Stevens would hear of no refusal, and fairly forced it upon +her acceptance, declaring that, as she had bought it expressly for her, +she should feel extremely hurt if she did not take it. + +"Then I will, Miss Stevens," said the little girl, "and I am sure you +are very kind. I love books and pictures, too, and these are lovely +engravings," she added turning over the leaves with undisguised +pleasure. + +"Yes, and the stories are right pretty, too," remarked Miss Stevens. + +"Yes, ma'am, they look as if they were, and I should like dearly to +read them." + +"Well, dear, just sit down and read; there's nothing to hinder. I'm +sure your little friends can do without you for an hour or two. Or, if +you prefer it, take the book and enjoy it with them; it is your own, +you know, to use as you like." + +"Thank you, ma'am; but, though I can look at the pictures, I must not +read the stories until I have asked papa, because he does not allow me +to read anything now without first showing it to him." + +"Dear me! how very strict he is!" exclaimed Miss Stevens. + +"I wonder," she thought to herself, "if he would expect to domineer +over his wife in that style?" + +Elsie was slowly turning over the leaves of the book, enjoying the +pictures very much, studying them intently, but resolutely refraining +from even glancing over the printed pages. But at length she closed it, +and, looking out of the window, said, with a slight sigh, "Oh! I wish +papa would come; but I'm afraid he won't for a long while, and I do so +want to read these stories." + +"Suppose you let me read one to you," suggested Miss Stevens; "that +would not be _your_ reading it, you know." + +Elsie looked shocked at the proposal. "Oh! no, ma'am, thank you, I know +you mean to be kind; but I could not do it; it would be so very wrong; +quite the same, I am sure, as if I read it with my own eyes," she +answered hurriedly; and then, fearing to be tempted further, she +excused herself and went in search of her young companions. + +She found them in the drawing-room. + +"Wasn't it too provoking, Elsie, that those people didn't send home my +bracelet last night?" exclaimed Caroline Howard. "I have just been +telling Lucy about it. I think that it was such a shame for them to +disappoint me, for I wanted to have it on the tree." + +"I am sorry you were disappointed, Carry, but perhaps it will come +to-day," Elsie answered in a sympathizing tone. And then she showed the +new book, which she still held in her hand. + +They spent some time in examining it, talking about and admiring the +pictures, and then went out for a walk. + +"Has papa come in yet, mammy?" was Elsie's first question on returning. + +"Yes, darlin', I tink he's in the drawin'-room dis berry minute," Chloe +answered, as she took off the little girl's hat, and carefully smoothed +her hair. + +"There, there! mammy, won't that do now? I'm in a little bit of a +hurry," Elsie said with a merry little laugh, as she slipped playfully +from under her nurse's hand, and ran down-stairs. + +But she was doomed to disappointment for the present, for her papa was +seated on the sofa, beside Miss Stevens, talking to her; and so she +must wait a little longer. At last, however, he rose, went to the other +side of the room, and stood a moment looking out of the window. + +Then Elsie hastened to take her book from a table, where she had laid +it, and going up to him, said, "Papa!" + +He turned round instantly, asking in a pleasant tone, "Well, daughter, +what is it?" + +She put the book into his hand, saying eagerly, "It is a Christmas gift +from Miss Stevens, papa; will you let me read it?" + +He did not answer immediately, but turned over the leaves, glancing +rapidly over page after page, but not too rapidly to be able to form a +pretty correct idea of the contents. + +"No, daughter," he said, handing it back to her, "you must content +yourself with looking at the pictures; they are by far the best part; +the stories are very unsuitable for a little girl of your age, and +would, indeed, be unprofitable reading for any one." + +She looked a little disappointed. + +"I am glad I can _trust_ my little daughter, and feel certain that she +will not disobey me," he said, smiling kindly on her, and patting her +cheek. + +She answered him with a bright, happy look, full of confiding +affection, laid the book away without a murmur, and left the room--her +father's eyes following her with a fond, loving glance. + +Miss Stevens, who had watched them both closely during this little +scene, bit her lips with vexation at the result of her manoeuvre. + +She had come to Roselands with the fixed determination to lay siege to +Mr. Horace Dinsmore's heart, and flattering and petting his little +daughter was one of her modes of attack; but his decided disapproval of +her present, she perceived, did not augur well for the success of her +schemes. She was by no means in despair, however, for she had great +confidence in the power of her own personal attractions, being really +tolerably pretty, and considering herself a great beauty, as well as +very highly accomplished. + +As Elsie ran out into the hall, she found herself suddenly caught in +Mr. Travilla's arms. + +"'A merry Christmas and a happy New Year!' little Elsie," he said, +kissing her on both cheeks. "Now I have caught you figuratively and +literally, my little lady, so what are you going to give me, eh?" + +"Indeed, sir, I think you've helped yourself to the only thing I have +to give at present," she answered with a merry silvery laugh. + +"Nay, _give_ me one, little lady," said he, "one such hug and kiss as I +dare say your father gets half-a-dozen times in a day." + +She gave it very heartily. + +"Ah! I wish you were ten years older," he said as he set her down. + +"If I had been, you wouldn't have got the kiss," she replied, smiling +archly. + +"Now, it's my turn," he said, taking something from his pocket. + +"I expected you'd catch _me_, and so thought it best to come prepared." + +He took her hand, as he spoke, and placed a beautiful little gold +thimble on her finger. "There, that's to encourage you in industry." + +"Thank you, sir; oh! it's a little beauty! I must run and show it to +papa. But I must not forget my politeness," she added, hastily throwing +open the drawing-room door. "Come in, Mr. Travilla." + +She waited quietly until the usual greetings were exchanged, then went +up to her father and showed her new gift. + +He quite entered into her pleasure, and remarked, with a glance at Miss +Stevens, "that her friends were very kind." + +The lady's hopes rose. He was then pleased with her attention to his +child, even though he did not altogether approve her choice of a gift. + +There was a large party to dinner that day, and the children came down +to the dessert. Miss Stevens, who had contrived to be seated next to +Mr. Dinsmore, made an effort, on the entrance of the juveniles, to have +Elsie placed on her other side; but Mr. Travilla was too quick for her, +and had his young favorite on his knee before she could gain her +attention. + +The lady was disappointed, and Elsie herself only half satisfied; but +the two gentlemen, who thoroughly understood Miss Stevens and saw +through all her manoeuvres, exchanged glances of amusement and +satisfaction. + +After dinner Mr. Travilla invited Elsie, Carry, Lucy, and Mary, to take +a ride in his carriage, which invitation was joyfully accepted by +all--Mr. Dinsmore giving a ready consent to Elsie's request to be +permitted to go. + +They had a very merry time, for Mr. Travilla quite laid himself out for +their entertainment, and no one knew better than he how to amuse ladies +of their age. + +It was nearly dark when they returned, and Elsie went at once to her +room to be dressed for the evening. But she found it unoccupied--Aunt +Chloe, as it afterward appeared, having gone down to the quarter to +carry some of the little girl's gifts to one or two who were too old +and feeble to come up to the house to receive them. + +Elsie rang the bell, waited a little, and then, feeling impatient to be +dressed, ran down to the kitchen to see what had become of her nurse. + +A very animated discussion was going on there, just at that moment, +between the cook and two or three of her sable companions, and the +first words that reached the child's ears, as she stood on the +threshold, were, "I tell you, you ole darkie, you dunno nuffin' 'bout +it! Massa Horace gwine marry _dat_ bit ob paint an' finery! no such +ting! Massa's got more sense." + +The words were spoken in a most scornful tone, and Elsie, into whose +childish mind the possibility of her father's marrying again had never +entered, stood spellbound with astonishment. + +But the conversation went on, the speakers quite unconscious of her +vicinity. + +It was Pompey's voice that replied. + +"Ef Marse Horace don't like her, what for they been gwine ridin' ebery +afternoon? will you tell me dat, darkies? an' don't dis niggah see him +sit beside her mornin', noon, an' night, laughin' an' talkin' at de +table an' in de parlor? an' don't she keep a kissin' little Miss Elsie, +an' callin' her pretty critter, sweet critter, an' de like?" + +"_She_ ma to our sweet little Miss Elsie! Bah! I tell you, Pomp, Marse +Horace got more sense," returned the cook, indignantly. + +"Aunt Chloe don't b'lieve no such stuff," put in another voice; "she +says Marse Horace _couldn't_ put such trash in her sweet young mistis's +place." + +"Aunt Chloe's a berry fine woman, no doubt," observed Pomp +disdainfully, "but I reckon Marse Horace ain't gwine to infide his +matermonical intentions to her; and I consider it quite consequential +on Marster's being young and handsome that he will take another wife." + +The next speaker said something about his having lived a good while +without, and though Miss Stevens _was_ setting her cap, maybe he +wouldn't be caught. But Elsie only gathered the sense of it, hardly +heard the words, and, bounding away like a frightened deer to her own +room, her little heart beating wildly with a confused sense of +suffering, she threw herself on the bed. She shed no tears, but there +was, oh! such a weight on her heart, such a terrible though vague sense +of the instability of all earthly happiness. + +There Chloe found her, and wondered much what ailed her darling, what +made her so silent, and yet so restless, and caused such a deep flush +on her cheek. She feared she was feverish, her little hand was so hot +and dry; but Elsie insisted that she was quite well, and so Chloe tried +to think it was only fatigue. + +She would fain have persuaded the little girl to lie still upon her bed +and rest, and let her tea be brought to her there; but Elsie answered +that she would much rather be dressed, and join her young companions in +the nursery. They, too, wondered what ailed her, she was so very quiet +and ate almost nothing at all. They asked if she was sick. She only +shook her head. "Was she tired, then?" "Yes, she believed she was," and +she leaned her head wearily on her hand. + +But, indeed, most of the party seemed dull; they had gone through such +a round of pleasure and excitement, for the last two or three days, +that now a reaction was beginning, and they wanted rest, especially the +very little ones, who all retired quite early, when Elsie and her mates +joined their parents in the drawing-room. + +Elsie looked eagerly around for her father, the moment she entered the +room. He was beside Miss Stevens, who was at the piano, performing a +very difficult piece of music. He was leaning over her, turning the +leaves, and apparently listening with a great deal of pleasure, for she +was really a fine musician. + +Elsie felt sick at heart at the sight--although a few hours before it +would have given her no concern--and found it very difficult to listen +to and answer the remarks Mrs. Carrington was making to her about her +Christmas presents, and the nice ride they had had that afternoon. + +Mr. Travilla was watching her; he had noticed, as soon as she came in, +the sad and troubled look which had come over her face, and, following +the glance of her eyes, he guessed at the cause. + +He knew there was no danger of the trial that she feared, and would +have been glad to tell her so; but he felt that it was too delicate a +subject for him to venture on; it might seem too much like meddling in +Mr. Dinsmore's affairs. But he did the next best thing--got the four +little girls into a corner, and tried to entertain them with stories +and charades. + +Elsie seemed interested for a time, but every now and then her eyes +would wander to the other side of the room, where her father still +stood listening to Miss Stevens' music. + +At length Mr. Travilla was called away to give his opinion about some +tableaux the young ladies were arranging; and Elsie, knowing it was her +usual time for retiring, and not caring to avail herself of her +father's permission to stay up until nine o'clock, stole quietly away +to her room unobserved by any one, and feeling as if Miss Stevens had +already robbed her of her father. + +She wiped away a few quiet tears, as she went, and was very silent and +sad, while her mammy was preparing her for bed. She hardly knew how to +do without her good-night kiss, but feeling as she did, it had seemed +quite impossible to ask for it while Miss Stevens was so near him. + +When she knelt down to pray, she became painfully conscious that a +feeling of positive dislike to that lady had been creeping into her +heart, and she asked earnestly to be enabled to put it away. But she +prayed, also, that she might be spared the trial that she feared, if +God's will were so; and she thought surely it was because she had found +out that Miss Stevens was not good, not truthful, or sincere. + +"Perhaps dear papa will come to say good-night before I am asleep," she +murmured to herself as, calmed and soothed by thus casting her burden +on the Lord, she laid her head upon her pillow. + +He, however, had become interested in the subject of the tableaux, and +did not miss his little girl until the sound of the clock striking ten +reminded him of her, and he looked around expecting to see her still in +the room; but, not seeing her, he asked Lucy Carrington where she was. + +"Oh!" said Lucy, "she's been gone these two hours, I should think! I +guess she must have gone to bed." + +"Strange that she did not come to bid me goodnight," he exclaimed in a +low tone, more as if thinking aloud than speaking to Lucy. + +He hastily left the room. + +Mr. Travilla followed. + +"Dinsmore," said he. + +Mr. Dinsmore stopped, and Travilla, drawing him to one side, said in an +undertone, "I think my little friend is in trouble to-night." + +"Ah!" he exclaimed, with a startled look, "what can it be? I did not +hear of any accident--she has not been hurt? is not sick? tell me, +Travilla, quickly, if anything ails my child." + +"Nothing, nothing, Dinsmore, only you know servants will talk, and +children have ears, and eyes, too, sometimes, and I saw her watching +you to-night with a very sad expression." + +"Nonsense!" exclaimed Mr. Dinsmore, growing very red and looking +extremely vexed; "I wouldn't have had such thoughts put into the +child's head for any money. Are you sure of it, Travilla?" + +"I am sure she was watching you very closely tonight, and looking very +miserable." + +"Poor darling!" murmured the father. "Thank you, Travilla," shaking his +friend heartily by the hand. "Good-night; I shall not be down again if +you will be so good as to excuse me to the others." + +And he went up the stairs almost at a bound, and the next moment was +standing beside his sleeping child, looking anxiously down at the +little flushed cheeks and tear-swollen eyes, for, disappointed that he +did not come to bid her good-night, she had cried herself to sleep. + +"Poor darling!" he murmured again, as he stooped over her and kissed +away a tear that still trembled on her eyelash. + +He longed to tell her that all her fears were groundless, that none +other could ever fill her place in his heart, but he did not like to +wake her, and so, pressing another light kiss on her cheek, he left her +to dream on unconscious of his visit. + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Elsie Dinsmore, by Martha Finley + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ELSIE DINSMORE *** + +***** This file should be named 6440.txt or 6440.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/6/4/4/6440/ + +Produced by Vital Debroey, Charles Franks and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team. + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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WELBY. + + +The school-room at Roselands was a very pleasant apartment; the +ceiling, it is true, was somewhat lower than in the more modern +portion of the building, for the wing in which it was situated +dated back to the old-fashioned days prior to the Revolution, +while the larger part of the mansion had not stood more than +twenty or thirty years; but the effect was relieved by windows +reaching from floor to ceiling, and opening on a veranda which +overlooked a lovely flower-garden, beyond which were fields and +woods and hills. The view from the veranda was very beautiful, and +the room itself looked most inviting, with its neat matting, its +windows draped with snow-white muslin, its comfortable chairs, and +pretty rosewood desks. + +Within this pleasant apartment sat Miss Day with her pupils, six +in number. She was giving a lesson to Enna, the youngest, the +spoiled darling of the family, the pet and plaything of both +father and mother. It was always a trying task to both teacher and +scholar, for Enna was very wilful, and her teacher's patience by +no means inexhaustible. + +"There!" exclaimed Miss Day, shutting the book and giving it an +impatient toss on to the desk; "go, for I might as well try to +teach old Bruno. I presume he would learn about as fast." + +And Enna walked away with a pout on her pretty face, muttering +that she would "tell mamma." + +"Young ladies and gentlemen," said Miss Day, looking at her watch, +"I shall leave you to your studies for an hour; at the end of +which time I shall return to hear your recitations, when those who +have attended properly to their duties will be permitted to ride +out with me to visit the fair." + +"Oh! that will be jolly!" exclaimed Arthur, a bright-eyed, +mischief-loving boy of ten. + +"Hush!" said Miss Day sternly; "let me hear no more such +exclamations; and remember that you will not go unless your +lessons are thoroughly learned. Louise and Lora," addressing two +young girls of the respective ages of twelve and fourteen, "that +French exercise must be perfect, and your English lessons as well. +Elsie," to a little girl of eight, sitting alone at a desk near +one of the windows, and bending over a slate with an appearance of +great industry, "every figure of that example must be correct, +your geography lesson recited perfectly, and a page in your +copybook written without a blot." + +"Yes, ma'am," said the child meekly, raising a pair of large soft +eyes of the darkest hazel for an instant to her teacher's face, +and then dropping them again upon her slate. + +"And see that none of you leave the room until I return," +continued the governess. "Walter, if you miss one word of that +spelling, you will have to stay at home and learn it over." + +"Unless mamma interferes, as she will be pretty sure to do," +muttered Arthur, as the door closed on Miss Day, and her +retreating footsteps were heard passing down the hall. + +For about ten minutes after her departure, all was quiet in the +school-room, each seemingly completely absorbed in study. But at +the end of that time Arthur sprang up, and flinging his book +across the room, exclaimed, "There! I know my lesson; and if I +didn't, I shouldn't study another bit for old Day, or Night +either." + +"Do be quiet, Arthur," said his sister Louise; "I can't study in +such a racket." + +Arthur stole on tiptoe across the room, and coming up behind +Elsie, tickled the back of her neck with a feather. + +She started, saying in a pleading tone, "Please, Arthur, don't." + +"It pleases me to do," he said, repeating the experiment. + +Elsie changed her position, saying in the same gentle, persuasive +tone, "O Arthur! _please_ let me alone, or I never shall be +able to do this example." + +"What! all this time on one example! you ought to be ashamed. Why, +I could have done it half a dozen times over." + +"I have been over and over it," replied the little girl in a tone +of despondency, "and still there are two figures that will not +come right." + +"How do you know they are not right, little puss?" shaking her +curls as he spoke. + +"Oh! please, Arthur, don't pull my hair. I have the answer--that's +the way I know." + +"Well, then, why don't you just set the figures down. I would." + +"Oh! no, indeed; that would not be honest." + +"Pooh! nonsense! nobody would be the wiser, nor the poorer." + +"No, but it would be just like telling a lie. But I can never get +it right while you are bothering me so," said Elsie, laying her +slate aside in despair. Then taking out her geography, she began +studying most diligently. But Arthur continued his persecutions-- +tickling her, pulling her hair, twitching the book out of her +hand, and talking almost incessantly, making remarks, and asking +questions; till at last Elsie said, as if just ready to cry, +"Indeed, Arthur, if you don't let me alone, I shall never be able +to get my lessons." + +"Go away then; take your book out on the veranda, and learn your +lessons there," said Louise. "I'll call you when Miss Day comes." + +"Oh! no, Louise, I cannot do that, because it would be +disobedience," replied Elsie, taking out her writing materials. + +Arthur stood over her criticising every letter she made, and +finally jogged her elbow in such a way as to cause her to drop all +the ink in her pen upon the paper, making quite a large blot. + +"Oh!" cried the little girl, bursting into tears, "now I shall +lose my ride, for Miss Day will not let me go; and I was so +anxious to see all those beautiful flowers." + +Arthur, who was really not very vicious, felt some compunction +when he saw the mischief he had done. "Never mind, Elsie," said +he. "I can fix it yet. Just let me tear out this page, and you can +begin again on the next, and I'll not bother you. I'll make these +two figures come right too," he added, taking up her slate. + +"Thank you, Arthur," said the little girl, smiling through her +tears; "you are very kind, but it would not be honest to do +either, and I had rather stay at home than be deceitful." + +"Very well, miss," said he, tossing his head, and walking away, +"since you won't let me help you, it is all your own fault if you +have to stay at home." + +"Elsie," exclaimed Louise, "I have no patience with you! such +ridiculous scruples as you are always raising. I shall not pity +you one bit, if you are obliged to stay at home." + +Elsie made no reply, but, brushing away a tear, bent over her +writing, taking great pains with every letter, though saying sadly +to herself all the time, "It's of no use, for that great ugly blot +will spoil it all." + +She finished her page, and, excepting the unfortunate blot, it all +looked very neat indeed, showing plainly that it had been written +with great care. She then took up her slate and patiently went +over and over every figure of the troublesome example, trying to +discover where her mistake had been. But much time had been lost +through Arthur's teasing, and her mind was so disturbed by the +accident to her writing that she tried in vain to fix it upon the +business in hand; and before the two troublesome figures had been +made right, the hour was past and Miss Day returned. + +"Oh!" thought Elsie, "if she will only hear the others first, I +may be able to get this and the geography ready yet; and perhaps, +if Arthur will be generous enough to tell her about the blot, she +may excuse me for it." + +But it was a vain hope. Miss Day had no sooner seated herself at +her desk, than she called, "Elsie, come here and say that lesson; +and bring your copybook and slate, that I may examine your work." + +Elsie tremblingly obeyed. + +The lesson, though a difficult one, was very tolerably recited; +for Elsie, knowing Arthur's propensity for teasing, had studied it +in her own room before school hours. But Miss Day handed back the +book with a frown, saying, "I told you the recitation must be +perfect, and it was not." + +She was always more severe with Elsie than with any other of her +pupils. The reason the reader will probably be able to divine ere +long. + +"There are two incorrect figures in this example," said she, +laying down the slate, after glancing over its contents. Then +taking up the copy-book, she exclaimed, "Careless, disobedient +child! did I not caution you to be careful not to blot your book! +There will be no ride for you this morning. You have failed in +everything. Go to your seat. Make that example right, and do the +next; learn your geography lesson over, and write another page in +your copy-book; and, mind, if there is a blot on it, you will get +no dinner." + +Weeping and sobbing, Elsie took up her books and obeyed. + +During this scene Arthur stood at his desk pretending to study, +but glancing every now and then at Elsie, with a conscience +evidently ill at ease. She cast an imploring glance at him, as she +returned to her seat; but he turned away his head, muttering, +"It's all her own fault, for she wouldn't let me help her." + +As he looked up again, he caught his sister Lora's eyes fixed on +him with an expression of scorn and contempt. He colored +violently, and dropped his eyes upon his book. + +"Miss Day," said Lora, indignantly, "I see Arthur does not mean to +speak, and as I cannot bear to see such injustice, I must tell you +that it is all his fault that Elsie has failed in her lessons; for +she tried her very best, but he teased her incessantly, and also +jogged her elbow and made her spill the ink on her book; and to +her credit she was too honorable to tear out the leaf from her +copy-book, or to let him make her example right; both which he +very generously proposed doing after causing all the mischief." + +"Is this so, Arthur?" asked Miss Day, angrily. + +The boy hung his head, but made no reply. + +"Very well, then," said Miss Day, "you too must stay at home." + +"Surely," said Lora, in surprise, "you will not keep Elsie, since +I have shown you that she was not to blame." + +"Miss Lora," replied her teacher, haughtily, "I wish you to +understand that I am not to be dictated to by my pupils." + +Lora bit her lip, but said nothing, and Miss Day went on hearing +the lessons without further remark. + +In the meantime the little Elsie sat at her desk, striving to +conquer the feelings of anger and indignation that were swelling +in her breast; for Elsie, though she possessed much of "the +ornament of a meek and quiet spirit," was not yet perfect, and +often had a fierce contest with her naturally quick temper. Yet it +was seldom, very seldom that word or tone or look betrayed the +existence of such feelings; and it was a common remark in the +family that Elsie had no spirit. + +The recitations were scarcely finished when the door opened and a +lady entered dressed for a ride. + +"Not through yet, Miss Day?" she asked. + +"Yes, madam, we are just done," replied the teacher, closing the +French grammar and handing it to Louise. + +"Well, I hope your pupils have all done their duty this morning, +and are ready to accompany us to the fair," said Mrs. Dinsmore. +"But what is the matter with Elsie?" + +"She has failed in all her exercises, and therefore has been told +that she must remain at home," replied Miss Day with heightened +color and in a tone of anger; "and as Miss Lora tells me that +Master Arthur was partly the cause, I have forbidden him also to +accompany us." + +"Excuse me, Miss Day, for correcting you," said Lora, a little +indignantly; "but I did not say _partly,_ for I am sure it +was _entirely_ his fault." + +"Hush, hush, Lora," said her mother, a little impatiently; "how +can you be sure of any such thing; Miss Day, I must beg of you to +excuse Arthur this once, for I have quite set my heart on taking +him along. He is fond of mischief, I know, but he is only a child, +and you must not be too hard upon him." + +"Very well, madam," replied the governess stiffly, "you have of +course the best right to control your own children." + +Mrs. Dinsmore turned to leave the room. + +"Mamma," asked Lora, "is not Elsie to be allowed to go too?" + +"Elsie is not my child, and I have nothing to say about it. Miss +Day, who knows all the circumstances, is much better able than I +to judge whether or no she is deserving of punishment," replied +Mrs. Dinsmore, sailing out of the room. + +"You will let her go, Miss Day?" said Lora, inquiringly. + +"Miss Lora," replied Miss Day, angrily, "I have already told you I +was not to be dictated to. I have said Elsie must remain at home, +and I shall not break my word." + +"Such injustice!" muttered Lora, turning away. + +"Lora," said Louise, impatiently, "why need you concern yourself +with Elsie's affairs? for my part, I have no pity for her, so full +as she is of nonsensical scruples." + +Miss Day crossed the room to where Elsie was sitting leaning her +head upon the desk, struggling hard to keep down the feelings of +anger and indignation aroused by the unjust treatment she had +received. + +"Did I not order you to learn that lesson over?" said the +governess, "and why are you sitting here idling?" + +Elsie dared not speak lest her anger should show itself in words; +so merely raised her head, and hastily brushing away her tears, +opened the book. But Miss Day, who was irritated by Mrs. +Dinsmore's interference, and also by the consciousness that she +was acting unjustly, seemed determined to vent her displeasure +upon her innocent victim. + +"Why do you not speak?" she exclaimed, seizing Elsie by the arm +and shaking her violently. "Answer me this instant. Why have you +been idling all the morning?" + +"I have _not_," replied the child hastily, stung to the quick +by her unjust violence. "I have tried hard to do my duty, and you +are punishing me when I don't deserve it at all." + +"How dare you? there! take that for your impertinence," said Miss +Day, giving her a box on the ear. + +Elsie was about to make a still more angry reply; but she +restrained herself, and turning to her book, tried to study, +though the hot, blinding tears came so thick and fast that she +could not see a letter. + +"De carriage am waiting, ladies, an' missus in a hurry," said a +servant, opening the door; and Miss Day hastily quitted the room, +followed by Louise and Lora; and Elsie was left alone. + +She laid down the geography, and opening her desk, took out a +small pocket Bible, which bore the marks of frequent use. She +turned over the leaves as though seeking for some particular +passage; at length she found it, and wiping away the blinding +tears, she read these words in a low, murmuring tone: + +"For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God +endure grief, suffering wrongfully. For what glory is it if, when +ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? but if +when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is +acceptable with God. For even hereunto were ye called; because +Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example that ye should +follow His steps." + +"Oh! I have not done it. I did not take it patiently. I am afraid +I am not following in His steps," she cried, bursting into an +agony of tears and sobs. + +"My dear little girl, what is the matter?" asked a kind voice, and +a soft hand was gently laid on her shoulder. + +The child looked up hastily. "O Miss Allison!" she said, "is it +you? I thought I was quite alone." + +"And so you were, my dear, until this moment" replied the lady, +drawing up a chair, and sitting down close beside her. "I was on +the veranda, and hearing sobs, came in to see if I could be of any +assistance. You look very much distressed; will you not tell me +the cause of your sorrow?" + +Elsie answered only by a fresh burst of tears. + +"They have all gone to the fair and left you at home alone; +perhaps to learn a lesson you have failed in reciting?" said the +lady, inquiringly. + +"Yes, ma'am," said the child; "but that is not the worst;" and her +tears fell faster, as she laid the little Bible on the desk, and +pointed with her finger to the words she had been reading. "Oh!" +she sobbed, "I--I did not do it; I did not bear it patiently. I +was treated unjustly, and punished when I was not to blame, and I +grew angry. Oh! I'm afraid I shall never be like Jesus! never, +never." + +The child's distress seemed very great, and Miss Allison was +extremely surprised. She was a visitor who had been in the house +only a few days, and, herself a devoted Christian, had been +greatly pained by the utter disregard of the family in which she +was sojourning for the teachings of God's word. Rose Allison was +from the North, and Mr. Dinsmore, the proprietor of Roselands, was +an old friend of her father, to whom he had been paying a visit, +and finding Rose in delicate health, he had prevailed upon her +parents to allow her to spend the winter months with his family in +the more congenial clime of their Southern home. + +"My poor child," she said, passing her arm around the little one's +waist, "my poor little Elsie! that is your name, is it not?" + +"Yes, ma'am; Elsie Dinsmore," replied the little girl. + +"Well, Elsie, let me read you another verse from this blessed +book. Here it is: 'The blood of Jesus Christ his Son, cleanseth us +from _all_ sin.' And here again: 'If any man sin, we have an +advocate with the Father Jesus Christ the righteous.' Dear Elsie, +'if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our +sins.'" + +"Yes, ma'am," said the child; "I have asked Him to forgive me, and +I know He has; but I am so sorry, oh! _so_ sorry that I have +grieved and displeased Him; for, O Miss Allison! I _do_ love +Jesus, and want to be like Him always." + +"Yes, dear child, we must grieve for our sins when we remember +that they helped to slay the Lord. But I am very, very glad to +learn that you love Jesus, and are striving to do His will. I love +Him too, and we will love one another; for you know He says, 'By +this shall men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one +to another,'" said Miss Allison, stroking the little girl's hair, +and kissing her tenderly. + +"Will you love me? Oh! how glad I am," exclaimed the child +joyfully; "I have nobody to love me but poor old mammy." + +"And who is mammy?" asked the lady. + +"My dear old nurse, who has always taken care of me. Have you not +seen her, ma'am?" + +"Perhaps I may. I have seen a number of nice old colored women +about here since I came. But, Elsie, will you tell me who taught +you about Jesus, and how long you have loved Him?" + +"Ever since I can remember," replied the little girl earnestly; +"and it was dear old mammy who first told me how He suffered and +died on the cross for us." Her eyes filled with tears and her +voice quivered with emotion. "She used to talk to me about it just +as soon as I could understand anything," she continued; "and then +she would tell me that my own dear mamma loved Jesus, and had gone +to be with Him in heaven; and how, when she was dying, she put me +--a little, wee baby, I was then not quite a week old--into her +arms, and said, 'Mammy, take my dear little baby and love her, and +take care of her just as you did of me; and O mammy! be sure that +you teach her to love God.' Would you like to see my mamma, Miss +Allison?" + +And as she spoke she drew from her bosom a miniature set in gold +and diamonds, which she wore suspended by a gold chain around her +neck, and put it in Rose's hand. + +It was the likeness of a young and blooming girl, not more than +fifteen or sixteen years of age. She was very beautiful, with a +sweet, gentle, winning countenance, the same soft hazel eyes and +golden brown curls that the little Elsie possessed; the same +regular features, pure complexion, and sweet smile. + +Miss Allison gazed at it a moment in silent admiration; then +turning from it to the child with a puzzled expression, she said, +"But, Elsie, I do not understand; are you not sister to Enna and +the rest, and is not Mrs. Dinsmore own mother to them all?" + +"Yes, ma'am, to all of them, but not to me nor my papa. Their +brother Horace is my papa, and so they are all my aunts and +uncles." + +"Indeed," said the lady, musingly; "I thought you looked very +unlike the rest. And your papa is away, is he not, Elsie?" + +"Yes, ma'am; he is in Europe. He has been away almost ever since I +was born, and I have never seen him. Oh! how I do wish he would +come home! how I long to see him! Do you think he would love me, +Miss Allison? Do you think he would take me on his knee and pet +me, as grandpa does Enna?" + +"I should think he would, dear; I don't know how he could help +loving his own dear little girl," said the lady, again kissing the +little rosy cheek. "But now," she added, rising, "I must go away +and let you learn your lesson." + +Then taking up the little Bible, and turning over the leaves, she +asked, "Would you like to come to my room sometimes in the +mornings and evenings, and read this book with me, Elsie?" + +"Oh! yes, ma'am, dearly!" exclaimed the child, her eyes sparkling +with pleasure. + +"Come then this evening, if you like; and now goodbye for the +present." And pressing another kiss on the child's cheek, she left +her and went back to her own room, where she found her friend +Adelaide Dinsmore, a young lady near her own age, and the eldest +daughter of the family. Adelaide was seated on a sofa, busily +employed with some fancy work. + +"You see I am making myself quite at home," she said, looking up +as Rose entered. "I cannot imagine where you have been all this +time." + +"Can you not? In the school-room, talking with little Elsie. Do +you know, Adelaide, I thought she was your sister; but she tells +me not." + +"No, she is Horace's child. I supposed you knew; but if you do +not, I may just as well tell you the whole story. Horace was a +very wild boy, petted and spoiled, and always used to having his +own way; and when he was about seventeen--quite a forward youth he +was too--he must needs go to New Orleans to spend some months with +a schoolmate; and there he met, and fell desperately in love with, +a very beautiful girl a year or two younger than himself, an +orphan and very wealthy. Fearing that objections would be made on +the score of their youth, etc., etc., he persuaded her to consent +to a private marriage, and they had been man and wife for some +months before either her friends or his suspected it. + +"Well, when it came at last to papa's ears, he was very angry, +both on account of their extreme youth, and because, as Elsie +Grayson's father had made all his money by trade, he did not +consider her quite my brother's equal; so he called Horace home +and sent him North to college. Then he studied law, and since that +he has been traveling in foreign lands. But to return to his wife; +it seems that her guardian was quite as much opposed to the match +as papa; and the poor girl was made to believe that she should +never see her husband again. All their letters were intercepted, +and finally she was told that he was dead; so, as Aunt Chloe says, +'she grew thin and pale, and weak and melancholy,' and while the +little Elsie was yet not quite a week old, she died. We never saw +her; she died in her guardian's house, and there the little Elsie +stayed in charge of Aunt Chloe, who was an old servant in the +family, and had nursed her mother before her, and of the +housekeeper, Mrs. Murray, a pious old Scotch woman, until about +four years ago, when her guardian's death broke up the family, and +then they came to us. Horace never comes home, and does not seem +to care for his child, for he never mentions her in his letters, +except when it is necessary in the way of business." + +"She is a dear little thing," said Rose. "I am sure he could not +help loving her, if he could only see her." + +"Oh! yes, she is well enough, and I often feel sorry for the +lonely little thing, but the truth is, I believe we are a little +jealous of her; she is so extremely beautiful, and heiress to such +an immense fortune. Mamma often frets, and says that one of these +days she will quite eclipse her younger daughters." + +"But then," said Rose, "she is almost as near; her own grand- +daughter." + +"No, she is not so very near," replied Adelaide, "for Horace is +not mamma's son. He was seven or eight years old when she married +papa, and I think she was never particularly fond of him." + +"Ah! yes," thought Rose, "that explains it. Poor little Elsie! No +wonder you pine for your father's love, and grieve over the loss +of the mother you never knew!" + +"She is an odd child," said Adelaide; "I don't understand her; she +is so meek and patient she will fairly let you trample upon her. +It provokes papa. He says she is no Dinsmore, or she would know +how to stand up for her own rights; and yet she has a temper, I +know, for once in a great while it shows itself for an instant-- +only an instant, though, and at very long intervals--and then she +grieves over it for days, as though she had committed some great +crime; while the rest of us think nothing of getting angry half a +dozen times in a day. And then she is forever poring over that +little Bible of hers; what she sees so attractive in it I'm sure I +cannot tell, for I must say I find it the dullest of dull books." + +"Do you," said Rose; "how strange! I had rather give up all other +books than that one. 'Thy testimonies have I taken as a heritage +forever, for they are the rejoicing of my heart,' 'How sweet are +thy words unto my taste! Yea, sweeter than honey to my mouth.'" + +"Do you _really_ love it so, Rose?" asked Adelaide, lifting +her eyes to her friend's face with an expression of astonishment; +"do tell me why?" + +"For its exceeding great and precious promises Adelaide; for its +holy teachings; for its offers of peace and pardon and eternal +life. I am a sinner, Adelaide, lost, ruined, helpless, hopeless, +and the Bible brings me the glad news of salvation offered as a +free, unmerited gift; it tells me that Jesus died to save sinners +--just such sinners as I. I find that I have a heart deceitful +above all things and desperately wicked, and the blessed Bible +tells me how that heart can be renewed, and where I can obtain +that holiness without which no man shall see the Lord. I find +myself utterly unable to keep God's holy law, and it tells me of +One who has kept it for me. I find that I deserve the wrath and +curse of a justly offended God, and it tells me of Him who was +made a curse for me. I find that all my righteousnesses are as +filthy rags, and it offers me the beautiful, spotless robe of +Christ's perfect righteousness. Yes, it tells me that God can be +just, and the justifier of him who believes in Jesus." + +Rose spoke these words with deep emotion, then suddenly clasping +her hands and raising her eyes, she exclaimed, "'Thanks be unto +God for His unspeakable gift!'" + +For a moment there was silence. Then Adelaide spoke: + +"Rose," said she, "you talk as if you were a great sinner; but I +don't believe it; it is only your humility that makes you think +so. Why, what have you ever done? Had you been a thief, a +murderer, or guilty of any other great crime, I could see the +propriety of your using such language with regard to yourself; but +for a refined, intelligent, amiable young lady, excuse me for +saying it, dear Rose, but such language seems to me simply +absurd." + +"Man looketh upon the outward appearance, but the Lord pondereth +the heart," said Rose, gently. "No, dear Adelaide, you are +mistaken; for I can truly say 'mine iniquities have gone over my +head as a cloud, and my transgressions as a thick cloud.' Every +duty has been stained with sin, every motive impure, every thought +unholy. From my earliest existence, God has required the undivided +love of my whole heart, soul, strength, and mind; and so far from +yielding it, I live at enmity with Him, and rebellion against His +government, until within the last two years. For seventeen years +He has showered blessings upon me, giving me life, health, +strength, friends, and all that was necessary for happiness; and +for fifteen of those years I returned Him nothing but ingratitude +and rebellion. For fifteen years I rejected His offers of pardon +and reconciliation, turned my back upon the Saviour of sinners, +and resisted all the strivings of God's Holy Spirit, and will you +say that I am not a great sinner?" Her voice quivered, and her +eyes were full of tears. + +"Dear Rose," said Adelaide, putting her arm around her friend and +kissing her cheek affectionately, "don't think of these things; +religion is too gloomy for one so young as you." + +"Gloomy, dear Adelaide!" replied Rose, returning the embrace; "I +never knew what true happiness was until I found Jesus. My sins +often make me sad, but religion, never. + + "'Oft I walk beneath the cloud, + Dark as midnight's gloomy shroud; + But when fear is at the height, + Jesus comes, and all is light.'" + + + + +CHAPTER SECOND + + + "Thy injuries would teach patience to blaspheme, + Yet still thou art a dove." + --BEAUMONT'S _Double Marriage._ + + + "When forced to part from those we love, + Though sure to meet to-morrow; + We yet a kind of anguish prove + And feel a touch of sorrow. + But oh! what words can paint the fears + When from these friends we sever, + Perhaps to part for months--for years-- + Perhaps to part forever." + --ANON. + + +When Miss Allison had gone, and Elsie found herself once more +quite alone, she rose from her chair, and kneeling down with the +open Bible before her, she poured out her story of sins and +sorrows, in simple, child-like words, into the ears of the dear +Saviour whom she loved so well; confessing that when she had done +well and suffered for it, she had not taken it patiently, and +earnestly pleading that she might be made like unto the meek and +lowly Jesus. Low sobs burst from her burdened heart, and the tears +of penitence fell upon the pages of the holy book. But when she +rose from her knees, her load of sin and sorrow was all gone, and +her heart made light and happy with a sweet sense of peace and +pardon. Once again, as often before, the little Elsie was made to +experience the blessedness of "the man whose transgression is +forgiven, whose sin is covered." + +She now set to work diligently at her studies, and ere the party +returned was quite prepared to meet Miss Day, having attended +faithfully to all she had required of her. The lesson was recited +without the smallest mistake, every figure of the examples worked +out correctly, and the page of the copy-book neatly and carefully +written. + +Miss Day had been in a very captious mood all day, and seemed +really provoked that Elsie had not given her the smallest excuse +for fault-finding. Handing the book back to her, she said, very +coldly, "I see you can do your duties well enough when you +choose." + +Elsie felt keenly the injustice of the remark, and longed to say +that she had tried quite as earnestly in the morning; but she +resolutely crushed down the indignant feeling, and calling to +mind the rash words that had cost her so many repentant tears, she +replied meekly, "I am sorry I did not succeed better this morning, +Miss Day, though I did really try; and I am still more sorry for +the saucy answer I gave you; and I ask your pardon for it." + +"You _ought_ to be sorry," replied Miss Day, severely, "and I +hope you are; for it was a very impertinent speech indeed, and +deserving of a much more severe punishment than you received. Now +go, and never let me hear anything of the kind from you again." + +Poor little Elsie's eyes filled with tears at these ungracious +words, accompanied by a still more ungracious manner; but she +turned away without a word, and placing her books and slate +carefully in her desk, left the room. + +Rose Allison was sitting alone in her room that evening, thinking +of her far-distant home, when hearing a gentle rap at her door, +she rose and opened it to find Elsie standing there with her +little Bible in her hand. + +"Come in, darling," she said, stooping to give the little one a +kiss; "I am very glad to see you." + +"I may stay with you for half an hour, Miss Allison, if you like," +said the child, seating herself on the low ottoman pointed out by +Rose, "and then mammy is coming to put me to bed." + +"It will be a very pleasant half-hour to both of us, I hope," +replied Rose, opening her Bible. + +They read a chapter together--Rose now and then pausing to make a +few explanations--and then kneeling down, she offered up a prayer +for the teachings of the Spirit, and for God's blessing on +themselves and all their dear ones. + +"Dear little Elsie," she said, folding the child in her arms, when +they had risen from their knees, "how I love you already, and how +very glad I am to find that there is one in this house beside +myself who loves Jesus, and loves to study His word, and to call +upon His name." + +"Yes, dear Miss Allison; and there is _more_ than one, for +mammy loves Him, too, very dearly," replied the little girl, +earnestly. + +"Does she, darling? Then I must love her, too, for I cannot help +loving all who love my Saviour." + +Then Rose sat down, and drawing the little girl to a seat on her +knee, they talked sweetly together of the race they were running, +and the prize they hoped to obtain at the end of it; of the battle +they were fighting, and the invisible foes with whom they were +called to struggle--the armor that had been provided, and of Him +who had promised to be the Captain of their salvation, and to +bring them off more than conquerors. They were pilgrims in the +same straight and narrow way, and it was very pleasant thus to +walk a little while together. "Then they that feared the Lord +spake often one to another; and the Lord hearkened and heard it; +and a book of remembrance was written before Him for them that +feared the Lord, and that thought upon His name. And they shall be +mine, saith the Lord of hosts, in that day when I make up my +jewels; and I will spare them, as a man spareth his own son that +serveth him." + +"That is mammy coming for me," said Elsie, as a low knock was +heard at the door. + +"Come in," said Rose, and the door opened, and a very nice colored +woman of middle age, looking beautifully neat in her snow-white +apron and turban, entered with a low courtesy, asking, "Is my +little missus ready for bed now?" + +"Yes," said Elsie, jumping off Rose's lap; "but come here, mammy; +I want to introduce you to Miss Allison." + +"How do you do, Aunt Chloe? I am very glad to know you, since +Elsie tells me you are a servant of the same blessed Master whom I +love and try to serve," said Rose, putting her small white hand +cordially into Chloe's dusky one. + +"'Deed I hope I is, missus," replied Chloe, pressing it fervently +in both of hers. "I's only a poor old black sinner, but de good +Lord Jesus, He loves me jes de same as if I was white, an' I love +Him an' all His chillen with all my heart." + +"Yes, Aunt Chloe," said Rose, "He is our peace, and hath made both +one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us; +so that we are no more strangers and foreigners, but fellow- +citizens with the saints and of the household of God; and are +built upon the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus +Christ himself being the chief corner-stone." + +"Yes, missus, dat's it for sure; ole Chloe knows dat's in de +Bible; an' if we be built on dat bressed corner-stone, we's safe +ebery one; I'se heard it many's de time, an' it fills dis ole +heart with joy an' peace in believing," she exclaimed, raising her +tearful eyes and clasping her hands. "But good night, missus; I +must put my chile to bed," she added, taking Elsie's hand. + +"Good-night, Aunt Chloe; come in again," said Rose. "And good- +night to you, too, dear little Elsie," folding the little girl +again in her arms. + +"Ain't dat a bressed young lady, darlin'!" exclaimed Chloe, +earnestly, as she began the business of preparing her young charge +for bed. + +"O mammy, I love her so much! she's so good and kind," replied the +child, "and she loves Jesus, and loves to talk about Him." + +"She reminds me of your dear mamma, Miss Elsie, but she's not so +handsome," replied the nurse, with a tear in her eye; "ole Chloe +tinks dere's nebber any lady so beautiful as her dear young missus +was." + +Elsie drew out the miniature and kissed it, murmuring, "Dear, +darling mamma," then put it back in her bosom again, for she +always wore it day and night. She was standing in her white night- +dress, the tiny white feet just peeping from under it, while Chloe +brushed back her curls and put on her night-cap. + +"Dere now, darlin', you's ready for bed," she exclaimed, giving +the child a hug and a kiss. + +"No, mammy, not quite," replied the little girl, and gliding away +to the side of the bed, she knelt down and offered up her evening +prayer. Then, coming back to the toilet table, she opened her +little Bible, saying, "Now, mammy, I will read you a chapter while +you are getting ready for bed." + +The room was large and airy, and Aunt Chloe, who was never willing +to leave her nursling, but watched over her night and day with the +most devoted affection, slept in a cot bed in one corner. + +"Tank you, my dear young missus, you's berry good," she said, +beginning the preparations for the night by taking off her turban +and replacing it by a thick night-cap. + +When the chapter was finished Elsie got into bed, saying, "Now, +mammy, you may put out the light as soon as you please; and be +sure to call me early in the morning, for I have a lesson to learn +before breakfast." + +"That I will, darlin'," replied the old woman, spreading the cover +carefully over her. "Good-night, my pet, your ole mammy hopes her +chile will have pleasant dreams." + +Rose Allison was an early riser, and as the breakfast hour at +Roselands was eight o'clock, she always had an hour or two for +reading before it was time to join the family circle. She had +asked Elsie to come to her at half-past seven, and punctually at +the hour the little girl's gentle rap was heard at her door. + +"Come in," said Rose, and Elsie entered, looking as bright and +fresh and rosy as the morning. She had her little Bible under her +arm, and a bouquet of fresh flowers in her hand. "Good-morning, +dear Miss Allison," she said, dropping a graceful courtesy as she +presented it. "I have come to read, and I have just been out to +gather these for you, because I know you love flowers." + +"Thank you, darling, they are very lovely," said Rose, accepting +the gift and bestowing a caress upon the giver. "You are quite +punctual," she added, "and now we can have our half-hour together +before breakfast." + +The time was spent profitably and pleasantly, and passed so +quickly that both were surprised when the breakfast bell rang. + +Miss Allison spent the whole fall and winter at Roselands; and it +was very seldom during all that time that she and Elsie failed to +have their morning and evening reading and prayer together. Rose +was often made to wonder at the depth of the little girl's piety +and the knowledge of divine things she possessed. But Elsie had +had the best of teaching. Chloe, though entirely uneducated, was a +simple-minded, earnest Christian, and with a heart full of love to +Jesus, had, as we have seen, early endeavored to lead the little +one to Him, and Mrs. Murray--the housekeeper whom Adelaide had +mentioned, and who had assisted Chloe in the care of the child +from the time of her birth until a few months before Rose's +coming, when she had suddenly been summoned home to Scotland--had +proved a very faithful friend. She was an intelligent woman and +devotedly pious, and had carefully instructed this lonely little +one, for whom she felt almost a parent's affection, and her +efforts to bring her to a saving knowledge of Christ had been +signally owned and blessed of God; and in answer to her earnest +prayers, the Holy Spirit had vouchsafed His teachings, without +which all human instruction must ever be in vain. And young as +Elsie was, she had already a very lovely and well-developed +Christian character. Though not a remarkably precocious child in +other respects, she seemed to have very clear and correct views on +almost every subject connected with her duty to God and her +neighbor; was very truthful both in word and deed, very strict in +her observance of the Sabbath--though the rest of the family were +by no means particular in that respect--very diligent in her +studies, respectful to superiors, and kind to inferiors and +equals; and she was gentle, sweet-tempered, patient, and forgiving +to a remarkable degree. Rose became strongly attached to her, and +the little girl fully returned her affection. + +Elsie was very sensitive and affectionate, and felt keenly the +want of sympathy and love, for which, at the time of Rose's +coming, she had no one to look to but poor old Chloe, who loved +her with all her heart. + +It is true, Adelaide sometimes treated her almost affectionately, +and Lora, who had a very strong sense of justice, occasionally +interfered and took her part when she was very unjustly accused, +but no one seemed really to care for her, and she often felt sad +and lonely. Mr. Dinsmore, though her own grandfather, treated her +with entire neglect, seemed to have not the slightest affection +for her, and usually spoke of her as "old Crayson's grandchild." +Mrs. Dinsmore really disliked her, because she looked upon her as +the child of a stepson for whom she had never felt any affection, +and also as the future rival of her own children; while the +governess and the younger members of the family, following the +example of their elders, treated her with neglect, and occasionally +even with abuse. Miss Day, knowing that she was in no danger of +incurring the displeasure of her superiors by so doing, vented upon her +all the spite she dared not show to her other pupils; and continually +she was made to give up her toys and pleasures to Enna, and even +sometimes to Arthur and Walter. It often cost her a struggle, and +had she possessed less of the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, +her life had been wretched indeed. + +But in spite of all her trials and vexations, little Elsie was the +happiest person in the family; for she had in her heart that peace +which the world can neither give nor take away; that joy which the +Saviour gives to His own, and no man taketh from them. She +constantly carried all her sorrows and troubles to Him, and the +coldness and neglect of others seemed but to drive her nearer to +that Heavenly Friend, until she felt that while possessed of His +love, she could not be unhappy, though treated with scorn and +abuse by all the world. + + "The good are better made by ill, + As odors crushed are sweeter still;" + +And even so it seemed to be with little Elsie; her trials seemed +to have only the effect of purifying and making more lovely her +naturally amiable character. + +Elsie talked much and thought more of her absent and unknown +father, and longed with an intensity of desire for his return +home. It was her dream, by day and by night, that he had come, +that he had taken her to his heart, calling her "his own darling +child, his precious little Elsie;" for such were the loving +epithets she often heard lavished upon Enna, and which she longed +to hear addressed to herself. But from month to month, and year to +year, that longed-for return had been delayed until the little +heart had grown sick with hope deferred, and was often weary with +its almost hopeless waiting. But to return. + +"Elsie," said Adelaide, as Miss Allison and the little girl +entered the breakfast-room on the morning after Elsie's +disappointment, "the fair is not over yet, and Miss Allison and I +are going to ride out there this afternoon; so, if you are a good +girl in school, you may go with us." + +"Oh! thank you, dear Aunt Adelaide," exclaimed the little girl, +clapping her hands with delight; "how kind you are! and I shall be +so glad." + +Miss Day frowned, and looked as if she wanted to reprove her for +her noisy demonstrations of delight, but, standing somewhat in awe +of Adelaide, said nothing. + +But Elsie suddenly relapsed into silence, for at that moment Mrs. +Dinsmore entered the room, and it was seldom that she could utter +a word in her presence without being reproved and told that +"children should be seen and not heard," though her own were +allowed to talk as much as they pleased. + +Miss Day seemed cross, Mrs. Dinsmore was moody and taciturn, +complaining of headache, and Mr. Dinsmore occupied with the +morning paper; and so the meal passed off in almost unbroken +silence. Elsie was glad when it was over, and hastening to the +school-room, she began her tasks without waiting for the arrival +of the regular hour for study. + +She had the room entirely to herself, and had been busily engaged +for half an hour in working out her examples, when the opening of +the door caused her to look up, and, to her dismay, Arthur +entered. He did not, however, as she feared, begin his customary +course of teasing and tormenting, but seated himself at his desk, +leaning his head upon his hand in an attitude of dejection. + +Elsie wondered what ailed him, his conduct was so unusual, and she +could not help every now and then sending an inquiring glance +toward him, and at length she asked, "What is the matter, Arthur?" + +"Nothing much," said he, gruffly, turning his back to her. + +Thus repulsed, she said no more, but gave her undivided attention +to her employment; and so diligent was she, that Miss Day had no +excuse whatever for fault-finding this morning. Her tasks were all +completed within the required time, and she enjoyed her promised +ride with her aunt and Miss Allison, and her visit to the fair, +very much indeed. + +It was still early when they returned; and finding that she had +nearly an hour to dispose of before tea-time, Elsie thought she +would finish a drawing which she had left in her desk in the +school-room. While searching for it and her pencil, she heard +Lora's and Arthur's voices on the veranda. + +She did not notice what they were saying, until her own name +struck her ear. + +"Elsie is the only person," Lora was saying, "who can, and +probably will, help you; for she has plenty of money, and she is +so kind and generous; but, if I were you, I should be ashamed to +ask her, after the way you acted toward her." + +"I wish I hadn't teased her so yesterday," replied Arthur, +disconsolately, "but it's such fun, I can't help it sometimes." + +"Well, I know I wouldn't ask a favor of anybody I had treated so," +said Lora, walking away. + +Elsie sat still a few moments, working at her drawing and +wondering all the time what it was Arthur wanted, and thinking how +glad she would be of an opportunity of returning him good for +evil. She did not like, though, to seek his confidence, but +presently hearing him heave a deep sigh, she rose and went out on +the veranda. + +He was leaning on the railing in an attitude of dejection, his +head bent down and his eyes fixed on the floor. She went up to +him, and laying her hand softly on his shoulder, said, in the +sweet, gentle tones natural to her. "What ails you, Arthur? Can I +do anything for you? I will be very glad if I can." + +"No--yes--" he answered hesitatingly; "I wouldn't like to ask you +after--after--" + +"Oh! never mind," said Elsie, quickly; "I do not care anything +about that now. I had the ride to-day, and that was better still, +because I went with Aunt Adelaide and Miss Allison. Tell me what +you want." + +Thus encouraged, Arthur replied, "I saw a beautiful little ship +yesterday when I was in the city; it was only five dollars, and +I've set my heart on having it, but my pocket money's all gone, +and papa won't give me a cent until next month's allowance is due; +and by that time the ship will be gone, for it's such a beauty +somebody'll be sure to buy it." + +"Won't your mamma buy it for you?" asked Elsie. + +"No, she says she hasn't the money to spare just now. You know +it's near the end of the month, and they've all spent their +allowances except Louise, and she says she'll not lend her money +to such a spendthrift as I am." + +Elsie drew out her purse, and seemed just about to put it into his +hand; but, apparently changing her mind, she hesitated a moment, +and then returning it to her pocket, said, with a half smile, "I +don't know, Arthur; five dollars is a good deal for a little girl +like me to lay out at once. I must think about it a little." + +"I don't ask you to _give_ it," he replied scornfully; "I'll +pay it back in two weeks." + +"Well, I will see by to-morrow morning," she said, darting away, +while he sent an angry glance after her, muttering the word +"stingy" between his teeth. + +Elsie ran down to the kitchen, asking of one and another of the +servants as she passed, "Where's Pompey?" The last time she put +the question to Phoebe, the cook, but was answered by Pompey +himself. "Here am Pomp, Miss Elsie; what does little missy want +wid dis chile?" + +"Are you going to the city to-night, Pompey?" + +"Yes, Miss Elsie, I'se got some arrants to do for missus an' de +family in ginral, an' I ben gwine start in 'bout ten minutes. +Little missy wants sumpin', eh?" + +Elsie motioned to him to come close to her, and then putting her +purse into his hands, she told him in a whisper of Arthur's wish, +and directed him to purchase the coveted toy, and bring it to her, +if possible, without letting any one else know anything about it. +"And keep half a dollar for yourself, Pompey, to pay you for your +trouble," she added in conclusion. + +"Tank you, little missy," he replied, with a broad grin of +satisfaction; "dat be berry good pay, and Pomp am de man to do dis +business up for you 'bout right." + +The tea-bell rang, and Elsie hastened away to answer the summons. +She looked across the table at Arthur with a pleasant smile on her +countenance, but he averted his eyes with an angry scowl; and with +a slight sigh she turned away her head, and did not look at him +again during the meal. + +Pompey executed his commission faithfully; and when Elsie returned +to her own room after her evening hour with Miss Rose, Chloe +pointed out the little ship standing on the mantel. + +"Oh! it's a little beauty," cried Elsie, clapping her hands and +dancing up and down with delight; "how Arthur will be pleased! +Now, mammy, can you take it to the school-room, and put it on +Master Arthur's desk, without anybody seeing you?" + +"Ole Chloe'll try, darlin," she said, taking it in her hands. + +"Oh! wait one moment," exclaimed Elsie, and taking a card, she +wrote on it, "A present to Arthur, from his niece Elsie." Then +laying it on the deck of the little vessel. "There, mammy," she +said, "I think that will do; but please look out first to see +whether any one is in the hall." + +"Coast all clear, darlin'," replied Chloe, after a careful survey; +"all de chillens am in bed before dis time, I spec." And taking a +candle in one hand and the little ship in the other, she started +for the school-room. She soon returned with a broad grin of +satisfaction on her black face, saying, "All right, darlin', I put +him on Massa Arthur's desk, an' nobody de wiser." + +So Elsie went to bed very happy in the thought of the pleasure +Arthur would have in receiving her present. + +She was hurrying down to the breakfast-room the next morning, a +little in advance of Miss Rose, who had stopped to speak to +Adelaide, when Arthur came running up behind her, having just come +in by a side door from the garden, and seizing her round the +waist, he said, "Thank you, Elsie; you're a real good girl! She +sails beautifully. I've been trying her on the pond. But it +mustn't be a _present;_ you must let me pay you back when I +get my allowance." + +"Oh! no, Arthur, that would spoil it all," she answered quickly; +"you are entirely welcome, and you know my allowance is so large +that half the time I have more money than I know how to spend." + +"I should like to see the time that would be the case with me," +said he, laughing. Then in a lower tone, "Elsie, I'm sorry I +teased you so. I'll not do it again soon." + +Elsie answered him with a grateful look, as she stepped past him +and quietly took her place at the table. + +Arthur kept his word, and for many weeks entirely refrained from +teasing Elsie, and while freed from that annoyance she was always +able to have her tasks thoroughly prepared; and though her +governess was often unreasonable and exacting, and there was +scarcely a day in which she was not called upon to yield her own +wishes or pleasures, or in some way to inconvenience herself to +please Walter or Enna, or occasionally the older members of the +family, yet it was an unusually happy winter to her, for Rose +Allison's love and uniform kindness shed sunshine on her path. She +had learned to yield readily to others, and when fretted or +saddened by unjust or unkind treatment, a few moments alone with +her precious Bible and her loved Saviour made all right again, and +she would come from those sweet communings looking as serenely +happy as if she had never known an annoyance. She was a wonder to +all the family. Her grandfather would sometimes look at her as, +without a frown or a pout, she would give up her own wishes to +Enna, and shaking his head, say, "She's no Dinsmore, or she would +know how to stand up for her own rights better than that. _I_ +don't like such tame-spirited people. She's not Horace's child; it +never was an easy matter to impose upon or conquer him. He was a +boy of spirit." + +"What a strange child Elsie is?" Adelaide remarked to her friend +one day. "I am often surprised to see how sweetly she gives up to +all of us; really she has a lovely temper. I quite envy her; it +was always hard for me to give up my own way." + +"I do not believe it was easy for her at first," said Rose. "I +think her sweet disposition is the fruit of a work of grace in her +heart. It is the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which God +alone can bestow." + +"I wish I had it, then," said Adelaide, sighing. + +"You have only to go to the right source to obtain it, dear +Adelaide," replied her friend, gently. + +"And yet," said Adelaide, "I must say I sometimes think that, as +papa says, there is something mean-spirited and cowardly in always +giving up to other people." + +"It would indeed be cowardly and wrong to give up +_principle_," replied Rose, "but surely it is noble and +generous to give up our own wishes to another, where no principle +is involved." + +"Certainly, you are right," said Adelaide, musingly. "And now I +recollect that, readily as Elsie gives up her own wishes to others +on ordinary occasions, I have never known her to sacrifice +principle; but, on the contrary, she has several times made mamma +excessively angry by refusing to romp and play with Enna on the +Sabbath, or to deceive papa when questioned with regard to some of +Arthur's misdeeds; yet she has often borne the blame of his +faults, when she might have escaped by telling of him. Elsie is +certainly very different from any of the rest of us, and if it is +piety that makes her what she is, I think piety is a very lovely +thing." + +Elsie's mornings were spent in the school-room; in the afternoon +she walked, or rode out, sometimes in company with her young +uncles and aunts, and sometimes alone, a negro boy following at a +respectful distance, as a protector. In the evening there was +almost always company in the parlor, and she found it pleasanter +to sit beside the bright wood-fire in her own room, with her fond +old nurse for a companion, than to stay there, or with the younger +ones in the sitting-room or nursery. If she had no lesson to +learn, she usually read aloud to Chloe, as she sat knitting by the +fire, and the Bible was the book generally preferred by both; and +then when she grew weary of reading, she would often take a stool, +and sitting down close to Chloe, put her head in her lap, saying, +"Now, mammy, tell me about mamma." + +And then for the hundredth time or more the old woman would go +over the story of the life and death of her "dear young missus," +as she always called her; telling of her beauty, her goodness, and +of her sorrows and sufferings during the last year of her short +life. + +It was a story which never lost its charm for Elsie; a story which +the one never wearied of telling, nor the other of hearing. Elsie +would sit listening, with her mother's miniature in her hand, +gazing at it with tearful eyes, then press it to her lips, +murmuring, "My own mamma; poor, dear mamma." And when Chloe had +finished that story she would usually say, "Now, mammy, tell me +all about papa." + +But upon this subject Chloe had very little information to give. +She knew him only as a gay, handsome young stranger, whom she had +seen occasionally during a few months, and who had stolen all the +sunshine from her beloved young mistress' life, and left her to +die alone; yet she did not blame him when speaking to his child, +for the young wife had told her that he had not forsaken her of +his own free choice; and though she could not quite banish from +her own mind the idea that he had not been altogether innocent in +the matter, she breathed no hint of it to Elsie; for Chloe was a +sensible woman, and knew that to lead the little one to think ill +of her only remaining parent would but tend to make her unhappy. + +Sometimes Elsie would ask very earnestly, "Do you thing papa loves +Jesus, mammy?" And Chloe would reply with a doubtful shake of the +head, "Dunno, darlin'; but ole Chloe prays for him ebery day." + +"And so do I," Elsie would answer; "dear, dear papa, how I wish he +would come home!" + +And so the winter glided away, and spring came, and Miss Allison +must soon return home. It was now the last day of March, and her +departure had been fixed for the second of April. For a number of +weeks Elsie had been engaged, during all her spare moments, in +knitting a purse for Rose, wishing to give her something which was +the work of her own hands, knowing that as such it would be more +prized by her friend than a costlier gift. She had just returned +from her afternoon ride, and taking out her work she sat down to +finish it. She was in her own room, with no companion but Chloe, +who sat beside her knitting as usual. + +Elsie worked on silently for some time, then suddenly holding up +her purse, she exclaimed, "See, mammy, it is all done but putting +on the tassel! Isn't it pretty? and won't dear Miss Allison be +pleased with it?" + +It really was very pretty indeed, of crimson and gold, and +beautifully knit, and Chloe, looking at it with admiring eyes, +said, "I spec she will, darlin'. I tink it's berry handsome." + +At this moment Enna opened the door and came in. + +Elsie hastily attempted to conceal the purse by thrusting it into +her pocket, but it was too late, for Enna had seen it, and running +toward her, cried out, "Now, Elsie, just give that to me!" + +"No, Enna," replied Elsie, mildly, "I cannot let you have it, +because it is for Miss Rose." + +"I will have it," exclaimed the child, resolutely, "and if you +don't give it to me at once I shall just go and tell mamma." + +"I will let you take it in your hand a few moments to look at it, +if you will be careful not to soil it, Enna," said Elsie, in the +same gentle tone; "and if you wish, I will get some more silk and +beads, and make you one just like it; but I cannot give you this, +because I would not have time to make another for Miss Rose." + +"No, I shall just have that one; and I shall have it to keep," +said Enna, attempting to snatch it out of Elsie's hand. + +But Elsie held it up out of her reach, and after trying several +times in vain to get it, Enna left the room, crying and screaming +with passion. + +Chloe locked the door, saying, "Great pity, darlin', we forgot to +do dat 'fore Miss Enna came. I'se 'fraid she gwine bring missus +for make you gib um up." + +Elsie sat down to her work again, but she was very pale, and her +little hands trembled with agitation, and her soft eyes were full +of tears. + +Chloe's fears were but too well founded; for the next moment hasty +steps were heard in the passage, and the handle of the door was +laid hold of with no very gentle grasp; and then, as it refused to +yield to her touch, Mrs. Dinsmore's voice was heard in an angry +tone giving the command, "Open this door instantly." + +Chloe looked at her young mistress. + +"You will have to," said Elsie, tearfully, slipping her work into +her pocket again, and lifting up her heart in prayer for patience +and meekness, for she well knew she would have need of both. + +Mrs. Dinsmore entered, leading the sobbing Enna by the hand; her +face was flushed with passion, and addressing Elsie in tones of +violent anger, she asked, "What is the meaning of all this, you +good-for-nothing hussy? Why are you always tormenting this poor +child? Where is that paltry trifle that all this fuss is about? +let me see it this instant." + +Elsie drew the purse from her pocket, saying in tearful, trembling +tones, "It is a purse I was making for Miss Rose, ma'am; and I +offered to make another just like it for Enna; but I cannot give +her this one, because there would not be time to make another +before Miss Rose goes away." + +"You _can_ not give it to her, indeed! You _will_ not, +you mean; but I say you _shall;_ and I'll see if I'm not +mistress in my own house. Give it to the child this instant; I'll +not have her crying her eyes out that you may be humored in all +your whims. There are plenty of handsomer ones to be had in the +city, and if you are too mean to make her a present of it, I'll +buy you another to-morrow." + +"But that would not be my work, and this is," replied Elsie, still +retaining the purse, loath to let it go. + +"Nonsense! what difference will that make to Miss Rose?" said Mrs. +Dinsmore; and snatching it out of her hand, she gave it to Enna, +saying, "There, my pet, you shall have it. Elsie is a naughty, +mean, stingy girl, but she shan't plague you while your mamma's +about." + +Enna cast a look of triumph at Elsie, and ran off with her prize, +followed by her mother, while poor Elsie hid her face in Chloe's +lap and cried bitterly. + +It required all Chloe's religion to keep down her anger and +indignation at this unjust and cruel treatment of her darling, and +for a few moments she allowed her to sob and cry without a word, +only soothing her with mute caresses, not daring to trust her +voice, lest her anger should find vent in words. But at length, +when her feelings had grown somewhat calmer, she said soothingly, +"Nebber mind it, my poor darlin' chile. Just go to de city and buy +de prettiest purse you can find, for Miss Rose." + +But Elsie shook her head sadly. "I wanted it to be my own work," +she sobbed, "and now there is no time." + +"Oh! I'll tell you what, my pet," exclaimed Chloe suddenly, +"dere's de purse you was aknittin' for your papa, an' dey wouldn't +send it for you; you can get dat done for de lady, and knit +another for your papa, 'fore he comes home." + +Elsie raised her head with a look of relief, but her face clouded +again, as she replied, "But it is not quite done, and I haven't +the beads to finish it with, and Miss Rose goes day after to- +morrow." + +"Nebber mind dat, darlin'," said Chloe, jumping up; "Pomp he been +gwine to de city dis berry afternoon, an' we'll tell him to buy de +beads, an' den you can get de purse finished 'fore to-morrow +night, an' de lady don't go till de next day, an' so it gwine all +come right yet." + +"Oh! yes, that will do; dear old mammy, I'm so glad you thought of +it," said Elsie, joyfully. And rising, she went to her bureau, and +unlocking a drawer, took from it a bead purse of blue and gold, +quite as handsome as the one of which she had been so ruthlessly +despoiled, and rolling it up in a piece of paper, she handed it to +Chloe, saying: "There, mammy, please give it to Pomp, and tell him +to match the beads and the silk exactly." + +Chloe hastened in search of Pomp, but when she found him, he +insisted that he should not have time to attend to Miss Elsie's +commission and do his other errands; and Chloe, knowing that he, +in common with all the other servants, was very fond of the little +girl, felt satisfied that it was not merely an excuse, therefore +did not urge her request. She stood a moment in great perplexity, +then suddenly exclaimed, "I'll go myself. Miss Elsie will spare +me, an' I'll go right long wid you, Pomp." + +Chloe was entirely Elsie's servant, having no other business than +to wait upon her and take care of her clothing and her room; and +the little girl, of course, readily gave her permission to +accompany Pomp and do the errand. + +But it was quite late ere Chloe returned, and the little girl spent the +evening alone in her own room. She was sadly disappointed that she +could not even have her hour with Miss Rose, who was detained in +the parlor with company whom she could not leave, and so the evening +seemed very long and wore away very slowly. + +But at last Chloe came, and in answer to her eager inquiries +displayed her purchases with great satisfaction, saying, "Yes, +darlin', I'se got de berry t'ings you wanted." + +"Oh! yes," said Elsie, examining them with delight; "they are just +right; and now I can finish it in a couple of hours." + +"Time to get ready for bed now, ain't it, pet?" asked Chloe; but +before the little girl had time to answer, a servant knocked at +the door, and handed in a note for her. It was from Miss Allison, +and, hastily tearing it open, she read: + +"DEAR ELSIE--I am very sorry that we cannot have our reading +together this evening; but be sure, darling, to come to me early +in the morning; it will be our last opportunity, for, dear child, +I have another disappointment for you. I had not expected to leave +before day after to-morrow, but I have learned this evening that +the vessel sails a day sooner than I had supposed, and therefore I +shall be obliged to start on my journey to-morrow. + +"Your friend, ROSE." + +Elsie dropped the note on the floor and burst into tears. + +"What de matter, darlin'?" asked Chloe, anxiously. + +"Oh! Miss Rose, dear, _dear_ Miss Rose is going tomorrow," +she sobbed. Then hastily drying her eyes, she said: "But I have no +time for crying. I must sit up and finish the purse to-night, +because there will not be time to-morrow." + +It was long past her usual hour for retiring when at last her +task, or rather her labor of love, was completed. Yet she was up +betimes, and at the usual hour her gentle rap was heard at Miss +Allison's door. + +Rose clasped her in her arms and kissed her tenderly. + +"O Miss Rose! _dear, dear_ Miss Rose, what shall I do without +you?" sobbed the little girl. "I shall have nobody to love me now +but mammy." + +"You have another and a better friend, dear Elsie, who has said, +'I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee,'" whispered Rose, with +another tender caress. + +"Yes," said Elsie, wiping away her tears; "and He is your Friend, +too; and don't you think, Miss Rose, He will bring us together +again some day?" + +"I hope so indeed, darling. We must keep very close to Him, dear +Elsie; we must often commune with Him in secret; often study His +word, and try always to do His will. Ah! dear child, if we can +only have the assurance that that dear Friend is with us--that we +have His presence and His love, we shall be supremely happy, +though separated from all earthly friends. I know, dear little +one, that you have peculiar trials, and that you often feel the +want of sympathy and love; but you may always find them in Jesus. +And now we will have our reading and prayer as usual." + +She took the little girl in her lap, and opening the Bible, read +aloud the fourteenth chapter of John, a part of that touching +farewell of our Saviour to His sorrowing disciples; and then they +knelt to pray. Elsie was only a listener, for her little heart was +too full to allow her to be anything more. + +"My poor darling!" Rose said, again taking her in her arms, "we +will hope to meet again before very long. Who knows but your papa +may come home, and some day bring you to see me. It seems not +unlikely, as he is so fond of traveling." + +Elsie looked up, smiling through her tears, "Oh! how delightful +that would be," she said. "But it seems as though my papa would +never come," she added, with a deep-drawn sigh. + +"Well, darling, we can hope," Rose answered cheerfully. "And, dear +child, though we must be separated in body for a time, we can +still meet in spirit at the mercy-seat. Shall we not do so at this +hour every morning?" + +Elsie gave a joyful assent. + +"And I shall write to you, darling," Rose said; "I will write on +my journey, if I can, so that you will get the letter in a week +from the time I leave; and then you must write to me; will you?" + +"If you won't care for the mistakes, Miss Rose. But you know I am +a very little girl, and I wouldn't like to let Miss Day read my +letter to you, to correct it. But I shall be so very glad to get +yours. I never had a letter in my life." + +"I sha'n't care for mistakes at all, dear, and no one shall see +your letters but myself," said Rose, kissing her. "I should be as +sorry as you to have Miss Day look at them." + +Elsie drew out the purse and put it in her friend's hand, saying: +"It is all my own work, dear Miss Rose; I thought you would value +it more for that." + +"And indeed I shall, darling," replied Rose, with tears of +pleasure in her eyes. "It is beautiful in itself, but I shall +value it ten times more because it is your gift, and the work of +your own dear little hands." + +But the breakfast-bell now summoned them to join the rest of the +family, and, in a few moments after they left the table, the +carriage which was to take Rose to the city was at the door. Rose +had endeared herself to all, old and young, and they were loath to +part with her. One after another bade her an affectionate +farewell. Elsie was the last. Rose pressed her tenderly to her +bosom, and kissed her again and again, saying, in a voice half +choked with grief, "God bless and keep you, my poor little +darling; my dear, dear little Elsie!" + +Elsie could not speak; and the moment the carriage had rolled away +with her friend, she went to her own room, and locking herself in, +cried long and bitterly. She had learned to love Rose very dearly, +and to lean upon her very much; and now the parting from her, with +no certainty of ever meeting her again in this world, was the +severest trial the poor child had ever known. + + + + +CHAPTER THIRD + + + "The morning blush was lighted up by hope-- + The hope of meeting him." + --Miss LANDON. + + "Unkindness, do thy office; poor heart, break." + + +A week had now passed away since Miss Allison's departure, and +Elsie, to whom it had been a sad and lonely one, was beginning to +look eagerly for her first letter. + +"It is just a week to-day since Rose left," remarked Adelaide at +the breakfast table, "and I think we ought to hear from her soon. +She promised to write on her journey. Ah! here comes Pomp with the +letters now," she added, as the servant man entered the room +bearing in his hand the bag in which he always brought the letters +of the family from the office in the neighboring city, whither he +was sent every morning. + +"Pomp, you are late this morning," said Mrs. Dinsmore. + +"Yes, missus," replied the negro, scratching his head, "de horses +am berry lazy; spec dey's got de spring fever." + +"Do make haste, papa, and see if there is not one from Rose," said +Adelaide coaxingly, as her father took the bag, and very +deliberately adjusted his spectacles before opening it. + +"Have patience, young lady," said he. "Yes, here is a letter for +you, and one for Elsie," tossing them across the table as he +spoke. + +Elsie eagerly seized hers and ran away to her own room to read it. +It was a feast to her, this first letter, and from such a dear +friend, too. It gave her almost as much pleasure for the moment as +Miss Rose's presence could have afforded. + +She had just finished its perusal and was beginning it again, when +she heard Adelaide's voice calling her by name, and the next +moment she entered the room, saying: "Well, Elsie, I suppose you +have read your letter; and now I have another piece of news for +you. Can you guess what it is?" she asked, looking at her with a +strange smile. + +"Oh! no, Aunt Adelaide; please tell me. Is dear Miss Rose coming +back?" + +"O! nonsense; what a guess!" said Adelaide. "No, stranger than +that. My brother Horace--your papa--has actually sailed for +America, and is coming directly home." + +Elsie sprang up, her cheeks flushed, and her little heart beating +wildly. + +"O Aunt Adelaide!" she cried, "is it really true? is he coming? +and will he be here soon?" + +"He has really started at last; but how soon he will be here I +don't know," replied her aunt, turning to leave the room. "I have +told you all I know about it." + +Elsie clasped her hands together, and sank down upon a sofa, Miss +Rose's letter, prized so highly a moment before, lying unheeded at +her feet; for her thoughts were far away, following that unknown +parent as he crossed the ocean; trying to imagine how he would +look, how he would speak, what would be his feelings toward her. + +"Oh!" she asked, with a beating heart, "_will_ he _love_ +me? My own papa! will he let me love him? will he take me in his +arms and call me his own darling child?" + +But who could answer the anxious inquiry? She must just wait until +the slow wheels of time should bring the much longed-for, yet +sometimes half-dreaded arrival. + +Elsie's lessons were but indifferently recited that morning, and +Miss Day frowned, and said in a tone of severity that it did not +agree with her to receive letters; and that, unless she wished her +papa to be much displeased with her on his expected arrival, she +must do a great deal better than that. + +She had touched the right chord then; for Elsie, intensely anxious +to please that unknown father, and, if possible, gain his +approbation and affection, gave her whole mind to her studies with +such a determined purpose that the governess could find no more +cause for complaint. + +But while the child is looking forward to the expected meeting +with such longing affection for him, how is it with the father? + +Horace Dinsmore was, like his father, an upright, moral man, who +paid an outward respect to the forms of religion, but cared +nothing for the vital power of godliness; trusted entirely to his +morality, and looked upon Christians as hypocrites and deceivers. +He had been told that his little Elsie was one of these, and, +though he would not have acknowledged it even to himself, it had +prejudiced him against her. Then, too, in common with all the +Dinsmores, he had a great deal of family pride; and, though old +Mr. Grayson had been a man of sterling worth, intelligent, honest, +and pious, and had died very wealthy, yet because he was known to +have begun life as a poor boy, the whole family were accustomed to +speak as though Horace had stooped very much in marrying his +heiress. + +And Horace himself had come to look upon his early marriage as a +piece of boyish folly, of which he was rather ashamed; and so +constantly had Mr. Dinsmore spoken in his letters of Elsie as "old +Grayson's grandchild," that he had got into the habit of looking +upon her as a kind of disgrace to him; especially as she had +always been described to him as a disagreeable, troublesome child. + +He had loved his wife with all the warmth of his passionate +nature, and had mourned bitterly over her untimely death; but +years of study, travel and worldly pleasures had almost banished +her image from his mind, and he seldom thought of her except in +connection with the child for whom he felt a secret dislike. + +Scarcely anything but the expected arrival was now spoken or +thought of at Roselands, and Elsie was not the only one to whom +old Time seemed to move with an unusually laggard pace. + +But at length a letter came telling them that they might look upon +it as being but one day in advance of its writer; and now all was +bustle and preparation. + +"O mammy, mammy!" exclaimed Elsie, jumping up and down, and +clapping her hands for joy, as she came in from her afternoon +ride, "just think! papa, dear papa, will be here to-morrow +morning." + +She seemed wild with delight; but suddenly sobered down, and a +look of care stole over the little face, as the torturing question +recurred to her mind, "_Will he love me?_" + +She stood quite still, with her eyes fixed thoughtfully, and +almost sadly, upon the floor, while Chloe took off her riding +dress and cap and smoothed her hair. As she finished arranging her +dress she clasped the little form in her arms, and pressed a fond +kiss on the fair brow, thinking to herself that was the sweetest +and loveliest little face she had ever looked upon. + +Just at that moment an unusual bustle was heard in the house. + +Elsie started, changed color, and stood listening with a throbbing +heart. + +Presently little feet were heard running rapidly down the hall, +and Walter, throwing open the door, called out, "Elsie, he's +come!" and catching her hand, hurried her along to the parlor +door. + +"Stop, stop, Walter," she gasped as they reached it; and she +leaned against the wall, her heart throbbing so wildly she could +scarcely breathe. + +"What is the matter?" said he, "are you ill? come along;" and +pushing the door open, he rushed in, dragging her after him. + +So over-wrought were the child's feelings that she nearly fainted; +everything in the room seemed to be turning round, and for an +instant she scarcely knew where she was. + +But a strange voice asked, "And who is this?" and looking up as +her grandfather pronounced her name, she saw a stranger standing +before her--very handsome, and very youthful-looking, in spite of +a heavy dark beard and mustache--who exclaimed hastily, "What! +this great girl _my_ child? really it is enough to make a man +feel old." + +Then, taking her hand, he stooped and coldly kissed her lips. + +She was trembling violently, and the very depth of her feelings +kept her silent and still; her hand lay still in his, cold and +clammy. + +He held it an instant, at the same time gazing searchingly into +her face; then dropped it, saying in a tone of displeasure, "I am +not an ogre, that you need be so afraid of me; but there, you may +go; I will not keep you in terror any longer." + +She rushed away to her own room, and there, throwing herself upon +the bed, wept long and wildly. It was the disappointment of a +lifelong hope. Since her earliest recollection she had looked and +longed for this hour; and it seemed as though the little heart +would break with its weight of bitter anguish. + +She was all alone, for Chloe had gone down to the kitchen to talk +over the arrival, not doubting that her darling was supremely +happy in the possession of her long looked-for parent. + +And so the little girl lay there with her crushed and bleeding +heart, sobbing, mourning, weeping as though she would weep her +very life away, without an earthly friend to speak one word of +comfort. + +"O papa, papa!" she sobbed, "my own papa, you do not love me; me, +your own little girl. Oh! my heart will break. O mamma, mamma! if +I could only go to you; for there is no one here to love me, and I +am so lonely, oh! _so_ lonely and desolate." + +And thus Chloe found her, when she came in an hour later, weeping +and sobbing out such broken exclamations of grief and anguish. + +She was much surprised, but comprehending at once how her child +was suffering, she raised her up in her strong arms, and laying +the little head lovingly against her bosom, she smoothed the +tangled hair, kissed the tear-swollen eyes, and bathed the +throbbing temples, saying, "My precious pet, my darlin' chile, +your ole mammy loves you better dan life; an' did my darlin' +forget de almighty Friend dat says, _I_ have loved thee with +an everlasting love,' an' 'I will never leave thee, nor forsake +thee'? He sticks closer dan a brudder, precious chile, and +says,'though a woman forget her sucking child, He will not forget +_His_ chillen.' Mothers love dere chillens better dan fathers, +darlin', and so you see Jesus' love is better dan all other love; and I +_knows_ you hes got dat." + +"O mammy! ask Him to take me to Himself, and to mamma--for oh! I +am very lonely, and I want to die!" + +"Hush, hush, darlin'; old Chloe nebber could ask dat; dis ole +heart would break for sure. Yous all de world to your old mammy, +darlin'; and you know we must all wait de Lord's time." + +"Then ask Him to help me to be patient," she said, in a weary +tone. "And O mammy!" she added, with a burst of bitter tears, "ask +Him to make my father love me." + +"I will, darlin', I will," sobbed Chloe, pressing the little form +closer to her heart; "an' don't you go for to be discouraged right +away; for I'se sure Massa Horace must love you, fore long." + +The tea-bell rang, and the family gathered about the table; but +one chair remained unoccupied. + +"Where is Miss Elsie?" asked Adelaide of one of the servants. + +"Dunno, missus," was the reply. + +"Well, then, go and see," said Adelaide; "perhaps she did not hear +the bell." + +The servant returned in a moment, saying that Miss Elsie had a bad +headache and did not want any supper. Mr. Horace Dinsmore paused +in the conversation he was carrying on with his father, to listen +to the servant's announcement. "I hope she is not a sickly child," +said he, addressing Adelaide; "is she subject to such attacks?" + +"Not very," replied his sister dryly, for she had seen the +meeting, and felt really sorry for Elsie's evident disappointment; +"I imagine crying has brought this on." + +He colored violently, and said in a tone of great displeasure, +"Truly, the return of a parent _is_ a cause for grief; yet I +hardly expected my presence to be quite so distressing to my only +child. I had no idea that she had already learned to dislike me so +thoroughly." + +"She doesn't," said Adelaide, "she has been looking and longing +for your return ever since I have known her." + +"Then she has certainly been disappointed in me; her grief is not +at all complimentary, explain it as you will." + +Adelaide made no reply, for she saw that he was determined to put +an unfavorable construction upon Elsie's conduct, and feared that +any defence she could offer would only increase his displeasure. + +It was a weary, aching head the little girl laid upon her pillow +that night, and the little heart was sad and sore; yet she was not +altogether comfortless, for she had turned in her sorrow to Him +who has said, "Suffer the little children to come unto me, and +forbid them not," and she had the sweet assurance of _His_ +love and favor. + +It was with a trembling heart, hoping yet fearing, longing and yet +dreading to see her father, that Elsie descended to the breakfast- +room the next morning. She glanced timidly around, but he was not +there. + +"Where is papa, Aunt Adelaide?" she asked. + +"He is not coming down to breakfast, as he feels quite fatigued +with his journey," replied her aunt; "so you will not see him this +morning, and perhaps not at all to-day, for there will be a good +deal of company here this afternoon and evening." + +Elsie sighed, and looked sadly disapponted. She found it very +difficult to attend to her lessons that morning, and every time +the door opened she started and looked up, half hoping it might be +her papa. + +But he did not come; and when the dinner hour arrived, the +children were told that they were to dine in the nursery, on +account of the large number of guests to be entertained in the +dining-room. The company remained until bedtime; she was not +called down to the parlor; and so saw nothing of her father that +day. + +But the next morning Chloe told her the children were to breakfast +with the family, as all the visitors had left excepting one or two +gentlemen. So Elsie went down to the breakfast-room, where, to her +surprise, she found her papa sitting alone, reading the morning +paper. + +He looked up as she entered. + +"Good-morning, papa," she said, in half-trembling tones. + +He started a little--for it was the first time he had ever been +addressed by that title, and it sounded strange to his ears--gave +her a glance of mingled curiosity and interest, half held out his +hand, but drawing it back again, simply said, "Good-morning, +Elsie," and returned to his paper. + +Elsie stood irresolutely in the middle of the floor, wanting, yet +not daring to go to him. + +But just at that instant the door opened, and Enna, looking rosy +and happy, came running in, and rushing up to her brother, climbed +upon his knee, and put her arms around his neck, saying, "Good- +morning, brother Horace. I want a kiss." + +"You shall have it, little pet," said he, throwing down his paper. + +Then, kissing her several times and hugging her in his arms, he +said, "_You_ are not afraid of me, are you? nor sorry that I +have come home?" + +"No, indeed," said Enna. + +He glanced at Elsie as she stood looking at them, her large soft +eyes full of tears. She could not help feeling that Enna had her +place, and was receiving the caresses that should have been +lavished upon herself. + +"Jealous," thought her father; "I cannot bear jealous people;" and +he gave her a look of displeasure that cut her to the heart, and +she turned quickly away and left the room to hide the tears she +could no longer keep back. + +"I am envious," she thought, "jealous of Enna. Oh! how wicked!" +And she prayed silently, "Dear Saviour, help me! take away these +sinful feelings." + +Young as she was, she was learning to have some control over her +feelings, and in a few moments she had so far recovered her +composure as to be able to return to the breakfast-room and take +her place at the table, where the rest were already seated, her +sweet little face sad indeed and bearing the traces of tears, but +quite calm and peaceful. + +Her father took no further notice of her, and she did not dare +trust herself to look at him. The servants filled her plate, and +she ate in silence, feeling it a great relief that all were too +busily engaged in talking and eating to pay any attention to her. +She scarcely raised her eyes from her plate, and did not know how +often a strange gentleman, who sat nearly opposite, fixed his upon +her. + +As she left the room at the conclusion of the meal, he asked, +while following her with his eyes, "Is that one of your sisters, +Dinsmore?" + +"No," said he, coloring slightly; "she is my daughter." + +"Ah, indeed!" said his friend. "I remember to have heard that you +had a child, but had forgotten it. Well, you have no reason to be +ashamed of her; she is lovely, perfectly lovely! has the sweetest +little face I ever saw." + +"Will you ride, Travilla?" asked Mr. Dinsmore hastily, as though +anxious to change the subject. + +"I don't care if I do," was the reply, and they went out together. + +Some hours later in the day Elsie was at the piano in the music- +room practising, when a sudden feeling that some one was in the +room caused her to turn and look behind her. + +Mr. Travilla was standing there. + +"Excuse me," said he, bowing politely, "but I heard the sound of +the instrument, and, being very fond of music, I ventured to walk +in." + +Elsie was very modest, and rather timid, too, but also very +polite; so she said, "No excuse is necessary; but will you not +take a seat, sir? though I fear my music will not afford you any +pleasure, for you know I am only a little girl, and cannot play +very well yet." + +"Thank you," said he, taking a seat by her side. "And now will you +do me the favor to repeat the song I heard you singing a few +moments since?" + +Elsie immediately complied, though her cheeks burned, and her +voice trembled at first from embarrassment; but it grew stronger +as she proceeded and in the last verse was quite steady and full. +She had a very fine voice for a child of her age; its sweetness +was remarkable both in singing and speaking; and she had also a +good deal of musical talent, which had been well cultivated, for +she had had good teachers, and had practised with great patience +and perseverance. Her music was simple, as suited her years, but +her performance of it was very good indeed. + +Mr. Travilla thanked her very heartily, and complimented her +singing; then asked for another and another song, another and +another piece, chatting with her about each, until they grew quite +familiar, and Elsie lost all feeling of embarrassment. + +"Elsie, I think, is your name, is it not?" he asked after a +little. + +"Yes, sir," said she, "Elsie Dinsmore." + +"And you are the daughter of my friend, Mr. Horace Dinsmore?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Your papa has been absent a long time, and I suppose you must +have quite forgotten him." + +"No, sir, not _forgotten_, for I never had seen him." + +"Indeed!" said he, in a tone of surprise; "then, since he is an +entire stranger to you, I suppose you cannot have much affection +for him?" + +Elsie raised her large, dark eyes to his face, with an expression +of astonishment. "Not love papa, my own dear papa, who has no +child but me? Oh! sir, how could you think that?" + +"Ah! I see I was mistaken," said he, smiling; "I thought you could +hardly care for him at all; but do you think that he loves you?" + +Elsie dropped her face into her hands, and burst into an agony of +tears. + +The young gentleman looked extremely vexed with himself. + +"My poor little girl, my poor, dear little girl," he said, +stroking her hair, "forgive me. I am very, _very_ sorry for +my thoughtless question. Do be comforted, my poor child, for +whether your papa loves you now or not, I am quite sure he soon +will." + +Elsie now dried her tears, rose and closed the instrument. He +assisted her, and then asked if she would not take a little walk +with him in the garden. She complied, and, feeling really very +sorry for the wound he had so thoughtlessly inflicted, as well as +interested in his little companion, he exerted all his powers to +entertain her--talked with her about the plants and flowers, +described those he had seen in foreign lands, and related +incidents of travel, usually choosing those in which her father +had borne a part, because he perceived that they were doubly +interesting to her. + +Elsie, having been thrown very much upon her own resources for +amusement, and having a natural love for books, and constant +access to her grandfather's well-stocked library, had read many +more, and with much more thought, than most children of her age, +so that Mr. Travilla found her a not uninteresting companion, and +was often surprised at the intelligence shown by her questions and +replies. + +When the dinner-bell rang he led her in, and seated her by +himself, and never was any lady more carefully waited upon than +little Elsie at this meal. Two or three other gentlemen guests +were present, giving their attention to the older ladies of the +company, and thus Mr. Travilla seemed to feel quite at liberty to +devote himself entirely to her, attending to all her wants, +talking with her, and making her talk. + +Elsie now and then stole a glance at Mrs. Dinsmore, fearing her +displeasure; but to her great relief, the lady seemed too much +occupied to notice her. Once she looked timidly at her father, and +her eyes met his. He was looking at her with an expression half +curious, half amused. She was at a loss to understand the look, +but, satisfied that there was no displeasure in it, her heart grew +light, and her cheeks flushed with happiness. + +"Really, Dinsmore," said Mr. Travilla, as they stood together near +one of the windows of the drawing-room soon after dinner, "your +little girl is remarkably intelligent, as well as remarkably +pretty; and I have discovered that she has quite a good deal of +musical talent." + +"Indeed! I think it is quite a pity that she does not belong to +you, Travilla, instead of me, since you seem to appreciate her so +much more highly," replied the father, laughing. + +"I wish she did," said his friend. "But, seriously, Dinsmore, you +ought to love that child, for she certainly loves you devotedly." + +He looked surprised. "How do you know?" he asked. + +"It was evident enough from what I saw and heard this morning. +Dinsmore, she would value a caress from you more than the richest +jewel." + +"Doubtful," replied Horace, hastily quitting the room, for Elsie +had come out on to the portico in her riding suit, and Jim, her +usual attendant, was bringing up her horse. + +"Are you going to ride, Elsie?" asked her father, coming up to +her. + +"Yes, papa," she said, raising her eyes to his face. + +He lifted her in his arms and placed her on the horse, saying to +the servant as he did so, "Now, Jim, you must take good care of my +little girl." + +Tears of happiness rose in Elsie's eyes as she turned her horse's +head and rode down the avenue. "He called me _his_ little +girl," she murmured to herself, "and bade Jim take good care of +me. Oh! he _will_ love me soon, as good, kind Mr. Travilla +said he would." + +Her father was still standing on the portico, looking after her. + +"How well she sits her horse!" remarked Travilla, who had stepped +out and stood close by his side. + +"Yes, I think she does," was the reply, in an absent tone. He was +thinking of a time, some eight or nine years before, when he had +assisted another Elsie to mount her horse, and had ridden for +hours at her side. + +All the afternoon memories of the past came crowding thickly on +his mind, and an emotion of tenderness began to spring up in his +heart toward the child of her who had once been so dear to him; +and as he saw the little girl ride up to the house on her return, +he again went out, and lifting her from her horse, asked kindly, +"Had you a pleasant ride, my dear?" + +"Oh! yes, papa, very pleasant," she said, looking up at him with a +face beaming with delight. He stooped and kissed her, saying, "I +think I shall ride with you one of these days; should you like +it?" + +"Oh! so very, _very_ much, papa," she answered, eagerly. + +He smiled at her earnestness, and she hastened away to her room to +change her dress and tell Chloe of her happiness. + +Alas! it was but a transient gleam of sunshine that darted across +her path, to be lost again almost instantly behind the gathering +clouds. + +More company came, so that the drawing-room was quite full in the +evening; and, though Elsie was there, her father seemed too much +occupied with the guests to give her even a glance. She sat alone +and unnoticed in a corner, her eyes following him wherever he +moved, and her ear strained to catch every tone of his voice; +until Mr. Travilla, disengaging himself from a group of ladies and +gentlemen on the opposite side of the room, came up to her, and +taking her by the hand, led her to a pleasant-looking elderly +lady, who sat at a centre-table examining some choice engravings +which Mr. Dinsmore had brought with him from Europe. + +"Mother," said Mr. Travilla, "This is my little friend Elsie." + +"Ah!" said she, giving the little girl a kiss, "I am glad to see +you, my dear." + +Mr. Travilla set a chair for her close to his mother and then sat +down on her other side, and taking up the engravings one after +another, he explained them to her in a most entertaining manner, +generally having some anecdote to tell in connection with each. + +Elsie was so much amused and delighted with what he was saying +that she at last quite forgot her father, and did not notice where +he was. + +Suddenly Mr. Travilla laid down the engraving he had in his hand, +saying: "Come, Miss Elsie, I want my mother to hear you play and +sing; will you not do me the favor to repeat that song I admired +so much this morning?" + +"Oh! Mr. Travilla!" exclaimed the little girl, blushing and +trembling, "I could not play or sing before so many people. Please +excuse me." + +"Elsie," said her father's voice just at her side, "go +_immediately,_ and do as the gentleman requests." + +His tone was very stern, and as she lifted her eyes to his face, +she saw that his look was still more so; and tremblingly and +tearfully she rose to obey. + +"Stay," said Mr. Travilla kindly, pitying her distress, "I +withdraw my request." + +"But I do _not_ withdraw my command," said her father in the +same stern tone; "go at once, Elsie, and do as I bid you." + +She obeyed instantly, struggling hard to overcome her emotion. + +Mr. Travilla, scolding himself inwardly all the time for having +brought her into such trouble, selected her music, and placing it +before her as she took her seat at the instrument, whispered +encouragingly, "Now, Miss Elsie, only have confidence in yourself; +that is all that is necessary to your success." + +But Elsie was not only embarrassed, but her heart was well-nigh +broken by her father's sternness, and the tears _would_ fill +her eyes so that she could see neither notes nor words. She +attempted to play the prelude, but blundered sadly, her +embarrassment increasing every moment. + +"Never mind," said Mr. Travilla, "never mind the prelude, but just +begin the song." + +She made the attempt, but fairly broke down, and burst into tears +before she had got through the first verse. Her father had come up +behind her, and was standing there, looking much mortified. + +"Elsie," he said, leaning down and speaking in a low, stern tone, +close to her ear, "I am ashamed of you; go to your room and to +your bed immediately." + +With a heart almost bursting with grief and mortification she +obeyed him, and her pillow was wet with many bitter tears ere the +weary eyes closed in slumber. + +When she came down the next morning she learned to her great grief +that Mr. Travilla and his mother had returned to their own home; +she was very sorry she had not been permitted to say good-bye to +her friend, and for several days she felt very sad and lonely, for +all her father's coldness of manner had returned, and he scarcely +ever spoke to her; while the younger members of the family +ridiculed her for her failure in attempting to play for company; +and Miss Day, who seemed unusually cross and exacting, often +taunted her with it also. + +These were sad, dark days for the little girl; she tried most +earnestly to attend to all her duties, but so depressed were her +spirits, so troubled was her mind, that she failed repeatedly in +her lessons, and so was in continual disgrace with Miss Day, who +threatened more than once to tell her papa. + +It was a threat which Elsie dreaded extremely to have put in +execution, and Miss Day, seeing that it distressed her, used it +the more frequently, and thus kept the poor child in constant +terror. + +How to gain her father's love was the constant subject of her +thoughts, and she tried in many ways to win his affection. She +always yielded a ready and cheerful obedience to his commands, and +strove to anticipate and fulfil all his wishes. But he seldom +noticed her, unless to give a command or administer a rebuke, +while he lavished many a caress upon his little sister, Enna. +Often Elsie would watch him fondling her, until, unable any longer +to control her feelings, she would rush away to her own room to +weep and mourn in secret, and pray that her father might some day +learn to love her. She never complained even to poor old Aunt +Chloe, but the anxious nurse watched all these things with the +jealous eye of affection; she saw that her child--as she delighted +to call her--was very unhappy, and was growing pale and +melancholy; and her heart ached for her, and many were the tears +the shed in secret over the sorrows of her nursling. + +"Don't 'pear so sorrowful, darlin'," she sometimes said to her; +"try to be merry, like Miss Enna, and run and jump on Massa +Horace's knee, and den I tink he will like you better." + +"O mammy! I _can't_," Elsie would say; "I don't dare to do +it." + +And Chloe would sigh and shake her head sorrowfully. + + + + +CHAPTER FOURTH + + + "With more capacity for love than earth + Bestows on most of mortal mould and birth." + --BYRON. + + + "What are our hopes? + Like garlands, on afflictions's forehead worn, + Kissed in the morning, and at evening torn." + --DAVENPORT'S _King John and Matilda._ + + +Such had been the state of affairs for about a week, when one +morning Elsie and her father met at the breakfast-room door. + +"Good morning, papa," she said timidly. + +"Good morning, Elsie," he replied in an unusually pleasant tone. + +Then, taking her by the hand, he led her in and seated her beside +himself at the table. + +Elsie's cheek glowed and her eyes sparkled with pleasure. + +There were several guests present, and she waited patiently while +they and the older members of the family were being helped. At +length it was her turn. + +"Elsie, will you have some meat?" asked her grandfather. + + "No," said her father, answering for her; "once a day is as often +as a child of her age ought to eat meat; she may have it at +dinner, but never for breakfast or tea." + +The elder Mr. Dinsmore laughed, saying, "Really, Horace, I had no +idea you were so notionate. I always allowed you to eat whatever +you pleased, and I never saw that it hurt you. But, of course, you +must manage your own child in your own way." + +"If you please, papa, I had rather have some of those hot cakes," +said Elsie, timidly, as her father laid a slice of bread upon her +plate. + +"No," said he decidedly; "I don't approve of hot bread for +children; you must eat the cold." Then to a servant who was +setting down a cup of coffee beside the little girl's plate, "Take +that away, Pomp, and bring Miss Elsie a tumbler of milk. Or would +you prefer water, Elsie?" + +"Milk, if you please, papa," she replied with a little sigh; for +she was extremely fond of coffee, and it was something of a trial +to give it up. + +Her father put a spoonful of stewed fruit upon her plate, and as +Pompey set down a tumbler of rich milk beside it, said, "Now you +have your breakfast before you, Elsie. Children in England are not +allowed to eat butter until they are ten or eleven years of age, +and I think it an excellent plan, to make them grow up rosy and +healthy. I have neglected my little girl too long, but I intend to +begin to take good care of her now," he added, with a smile, and +laying his hand for an instant upon her head. + +The slight caress and the few kind words were quite enough to +reconcile Elsie to the rather meagre fare, and she ate it with a +happy heart. But the meagre fare became a constant thing, while +the caresses and kind words were not; and though she submitted +without a murmur, she could not help sometimes looking with +longing eyes at the coffee and hot buttered rolls, of which she +was very fond. But she tried to be contented, saying to herself, +"Papa knows best, and I ought to be satisfied with whatever he +gives me." + +"Isn't it delightful to have your papa at home, Elsie?" Mr. +Dinsmore one morning overheard Arthur saying to his little girl in +a mocking tone. "It's very pleasant to live on bread and water, +isn't it, eh?" + +"I _don't_ live on bread and water," Elsie replied, a little +indignantly. "Papa always allows me to have as much good, rich +milk, and cream, and fruit as I want, or I can have eggs, or +cheese, or honey, or anything else, except meat and hot cakes, and +butter, and coffee; and who wouldn't rather do without such things +all their lives than not have a papa to love them? And besides, +you know, Arthur, that I can have all the meat I want at dinner." + +"Pooh! that's nothing; and _I_wouldn't give much for all the +love _you_ get from him," said Arthur, scornfully. + +There was something like a sob from Elsie; and as her father rose +and went to the window, he just caught a glimpse of her white +dress disappearing down the garden walk. + +"What do you mean, sir, by teasing Elsie in that manner?" he +exclaimed angrily to Arthur, who still stood where the little girl +had left him, leaning against one of the pillars of the portico. + +"I only wanted to have a little fun," returned the boy doggedly. + +"Well, sir, I don't approve of such fun, and you will please to +let the child alone in future," replied his brother as he returned +to his newspaper again. + +But somehow the paper had lost its interest. He seemed constantly +to hear that little sob, and to see a little face all wet with +tears of wounded feeling. + +Just then the school-bell rang, and suddenly throwing down his +paper, he took a card from his pocket, wrote a few words upon it, +and calling a servant, said, "Take this to Miss Day." + +Elsie was seated at her desk, beginning her morning's work, when +the servant entered and handed the card to the governess. + +Miss Day glanced at it and said: + +"Elsie, your father wants you. You may go." + +Elsie rose in some trepidation and left the room, wondering what +her papa could want with her. + +"Where is papa, Fanny?" she asked of the servant. + +"In de drawin'-room, Miss Elsie," was the reply; and she hastened +to seek him there. + +He held out his hand as she entered, saying with a smile, "Come +here, daughter." + +It was the first time he had called her that, and it sent a thrill +of joy to her heart. + +She sprang to his side, and, taking her hand in one of his, and +laying the other gently on her head, and bending it back a little, +he looked keenly into her face. It was bright enough now, yet the +traces of tears were very evident. + +"You have been crying," he said, in a slightly reproving tone. "I +am afraid you do a great deal more of that than is good for you. +It is a very babyish habit, and you must try to break yourself of +it." + +The little face flushed painfully, and the eyes filled again. + +"There," he said, stroking her hair, "don't begin it again. I am +going to drive over to Ion, where your friend Mr. Travilla lives, +to spend the day; would my little daughter like to go with me?" + +"Oh! so _very_ much, papa!" she answered eagerly. + +"There are no little folks there," he said smiling, "nobody to see +but Mr. Travilla and his mother. But I see you want to go; so run +and ask Aunt Chloe to get you ready. Tell her I want you nicely +dressed, and the carriage will be at the door in half an hour." + +Elsie bounded away to do his bidding, her face radiant with +happiness; and at the specified time came down again, looking so +very lovely that her father gazed at her with proud delight, and +could not refrain from giving her a kiss as he lifted her up to +place her in the carriage. + +Then, seating himself beside her, he took her hand in his; and, +closing the door with the other, bade the coachman drive on. + +"I suppose you have never been to Ion, Elsie?" he said, +inquiringly. + +"No, sir; but I have heard Aunt Adelaide say she thought it a very +pretty place," replied the little girl. + +"So it is--almost as pretty as Roselands," said her father. +"Travilla and I have known each other from boyhood, and I spent +many a happy day at Ion, and we had many a boyish frolic together, +before I ever thought of you." + +He smiled, and patted her cheek as he spoke. + +Elsie's eyes sparkled. "O papa!" she said eagerly; "won't you tell +me about those times? It seems so strange that you were ever a +little boy and I was nowhere." + +He laughed. Then said, musingly, "It seems but a very little while +to me, Elsie, since I was no older than you are now." + +He heaved a sigh, and relapsed into silence. + +Elsie wished very much that he would grant her request, but did +not dare to disturb him by speaking a word; and they rode on +quietly for some time, until a squirrel darting up a tree caught +her eye, and she uttered an exclamation. "O papa! did you see that +squirrel? look at him now, perched up on that branch. There, we +have passed the tree, and now he is out of sight." + +This reminded Mr. Dinsmore of a day he had spent in those woods +hunting squirrels, when quite a boy, and he gave Elsie an animated +account of it. One of the incidents of the day had been the +accidental discharge of the fowling-piece of one of his young +companions, close at Horace Dinsmore's side, missing him by but a +hair's breadth. + +"I felt faint and sick when I knew how near I had been to death," +he said, as he finished his narrative. + +Elsie had been listening with breathless interest. + +"Dear papa," she murmured, laying her little cheek against his +hand, "how good God was to spare your life! If you had been killed +I could never have had you for my papa." + +"Perhaps you might have had a much better one, Elsie," he said +gravely. + +"Oh! no, papa, I wouldn't want any other," she replied earnestly, +pressing his hand to her lips. + +"Ah! here we are," exclaimed her father, as at that instant the +carriage turned into a broad avenue, up which they drove quite +rapidly, and the next moment they had stopped, the coachman had +thrown open the carriage door, and Mr. Dinsmore, springing out, +lifted his little girl in his arms and set her down on the steps +of the veranda. + +"Ah! Dinsmore, how do you do? Glad to see you, and my little +friend Elsie, too. Why this is really kind," cried Mr. Travilla, +in his cheerful, hearty way, as, hurrying out to welcome them, he +shook Mr. Dinsmore cordially by the hand, and kissed Elsie's +cheek. + +"Walk in, walk in," he continued, leading the way into the house, +"my mother will be delighted to see you both; Miss Elsie +especially, for she seems to have taken a very great fancy to +her." + +If Mrs. Travilla's greeting was less boisterous, it certainly was +not lacking in cordiality, and she made Elsie feel at home at +once; taking off her bonnet, smoothing her hair, and kissing her +affectionately. + +The gentlemen soon went out together, and Elsie spent the morning +in Mrs. Travilla's room, chatting with her and assisting her with +some coarse garments she was making for her servants. + +Mrs. Travilla was an earnest Christian, and the lady and the +little girl were not long in discovering the tie which existed +between them. + +Mrs. Travilla, being also a woman of great discernment, and having +known Horace Dinsmore nearly all his life, had conceived a very +correct idea of the trials and difficulties of Elsie's situation, +and without alluding to them at all, gave her some most excellent +advice, which the little girl received very thankfully. + +They were still chatting together when Mr. Travilla came in, +saying, "Come, Elsie, I want to take you out to see my garden, +hot-house, etc. We will just have time before dinner. Will you go +along, mother?" + +"No; I have some little matters to attend to before dinner, and +will leave you to do the honors," replied the lady; and taking the +little girl's hand he led her out. + +"Where is papa?" asked Elsie. + +"Oh! he's in the library, looking over some new books," replied +Mr. Travilla. "He always cared more for books than anything else. +But what do you think of my flowers?" + +"Oh! they are lovely! What a variety you have! what a splendid +cape-jessamine that is, and there is a variety of cactus I never +saw before! Oh! you have a great many more, and handsomer, I +think, than we have at Roselands," exclaimed Elsie, as she passed +admiringly from one to another. + +Mr. Travilla was much pleased with the admiration she expressed, +for he was very fond of his flowers, and took great pride in +showing them. + +But they were soon called in to dinner, where Elsie was seated by +her father. + +"I hope this little girl has not given you any trouble, Mrs. +Travilla," said he, looking gravely at her. + +"Oh! no," the lady hastened to say, "I have enjoyed her company +very much indeed, and hope you will bring her to see me again very +soon." + +After dinner, as the day was very warm, they adjourned to the +veranda, which was the coolest place to be found; it being on the +shady side of the house, and also protected by thick trees, +underneath which a beautiful fountain was playing. + +But the conversation was upon some subject which did not interest +Elsie, and she presently stole away to the library, and seating +herself in a corner of the sofa, was soon lost to everything +around her in the intense interest with which she was reading a +book she had taken from the table. + +"Ah! that is what you are about, Miss Elsie! a bookworm, just like +your father, I see. I had been wondering what had become of you +for the last two hours," exclaimed Mr. Travilla's pleasant voice; +and sitting down beside her, he took the book from her hand, and +putting it behind him, said, "Put it away now; you will have time +enough to finish it, and I want you to talk to me." + +"Oh! please let me have it," she pleaded. "I shall not have much +time, for papa will soon be calling me to go home." + +"No, no, he is not to take you away; I have made a bargain with +him to let me keep you," said Mr. Travilla, very gravely. "We both +think that there are children enough at Roselands without you; and +so your papa has given you to me; and you are to be _my_ little +girl, and call _me_ papa in future." + +Elsie gazed earnestly in his face for an instant, saying in a +half-frightened tone, "You are only joking, Mr. Travilla." + +"Not a bit of it," said he; "can't you see that I'm in earnest?" + +His tone and look were both so serious that for an instant Elsie +believed he meant all that he was saying, and springing to her +feet with a little cry of alarm, she hastily withdrew her hand +which he had taken, and rushing out to the veranda, where her +father still sat conversing with Mrs. Travilla, she flung herself +into his arms, and clinging to him, hid her face on his breast, +sobbing, "O papa, _dear_ papa! _don't_ give me away; please +don't--I will be so good--I will do everything you bid me--I--" + +"Why, Elsie, what does all this mean!" exclaimed Mr. Dinsmore in +great surprise and perplexity; while Mr. Travilla stood in the +doorway looking half amused, half sorry for what he had done. + +"O papa!" sobbed the little girl, still clinging to him as though +fearing she should be torn from his arms, "Mr. Travilla says you +have given me to him. O papa! _don't_ give me away." + +"Pooh! nonsense, Elsie! I am ashamed of you! how can you be so +very silly as to believe for one moment anything so perfectly +absurd as that I should think of giving you away? Why, I would as +soon think of parting with my eyes." + +Elsie raised her head and gazed searchingly into his face; then +with a deep-drawn sigh of relief, dropped it again, saying, "Oh! I +am _so_ glad." + +"Really, Miss Elsie," said Travilla, coming up and patting her on +the shoulder, "I can't say that I feel much complimented; and, +indeed, I don't see why you need have been so very much distressed +at the prospect before you; for I must say I have vanity enough to +imagine that I should make the better--or at least the more +indulgent--father of the two. Come, now, wouldn't you be willing +to try me for a month, if your papa will give consent?" + +Elsie shook her head. + +"I will let you have your own way in everything," urged Travilla, +coaxingly; "and I know that is more than he does." + +"I don't want my own way, Mr. Travilla; I know it wouldn't always +be a good way," replied Elsie, decidedly. + +Her father laughed and passed his hand caressingly over her curls. + +"I thought you liked me, little Elsie," said Travilla, in a tone +of disappointment. + +"So I do, Mr. Travilla; I like you very much," she replied. + +"Well, don't you think I would make a good father?" + +"I am sure you would be very kind, and that I should love you very +much; but not so much as I love my own papa; because, you know, +you are _not_ my papa, and never can be, even if he _should_ +give me to you." + +Mr. Dinsmore laughed heartily, saying, "I think you may as well +give it up, Travilla; it seems I'll have to keep her whether or +no, for she clings to me like a leech." + +"Well, Elsie, you will at least come to the piano and play a +little for me, will you not?" asked Travilla, smiling. + +But Elsie still clung to her father, seeming loath to leave him, +until he said, in his grave, decided way, "Go, Elsie; go at once, +and do as you are requested." + +Then she rose instantly to obey. + +Travilla looked somewhat vexed. "I wish," he afterward remarked to +his mother, "that Dinsmore was not quite so ready to second my +requests with his commands. I want Elsie's compliance to be +voluntary; else I think it worth very little." + +Elsie played and sang until they were called to tea; after which +she sat quietly by her father's side, listening to the conversation +of her elders until the carriage was announced. + +"Well, my daughter," said Mr. Dinsmore, when they were fairly upon +their way to Roselands, "have you had a pleasant day?" + +"Oh! _very pleasant_, papa, excepting--" She paused, looking +a little embarrassed. + +"Well, excepting what?" he asked, smiling down at her. + +"Excepting when Mr. Travilla frightened me so, papa," she replied, +moving closer to his side, blushing and casting down her eyes. + +"And you do love your own papa best, and don't want to exchange +him for another?" he said, inquiringly, as he passed his arm +affectionately around her waist. + +"Oh! no, dear papa, not for anybody else in all the world," she +said earnestly. + +He made no reply in words, but, looking highly gratified, bent +down and kissed her cheek. + +He did not speak again during their ride, but when the carriage +stopped he lifted her out, and setting her gently down, bade her a +kind good-night, saying it was time for mammy to put her to bed. + +She ran lightly up-stairs, and springing into her nurse's arms, +exclaimed, "O mammy, mammy! what a pleasant, _pleasant_ day I +have had! Papa has been so kind, and so were Mr. Travilla and his +mother." + +"I'se _berry_ glad, darlin', an' I hope you gwine hab many +more such days," replied Chloe, embracing her fondly and then +proceeding to take off her bonnet and prepare her for bed, while +Elsie gave her a minute account of all the occurrences of the day, +not omitting the fright Mr. Travilla had given her, and how +happily her fears had been relieved. + +"You look berry happy, my darlin' pet," said Chloe, clasping her +nursling again in her arms when her task was finished. + +"Yes, mammy, I am happy, oh! _so_ happy, because I do believe +that papa is beginning to love me a little, and I hope that +perhaps, after a while, he will love me very much." + +The tears gathered in her eyes as she spoke. + +The next afternoon, as Elsie was returning from her walk, she met +her father. + +"Elsie," said he, in a reproving tone, "I have forbidden you to +walk out alone; are you disobeying me?" + +"No, papa," she replied meekly, raising her eyes to his face, "I +was not alone until about five minutes ago, when Aunt Adelaide and +Louise left me. They said it did not matter, as I was so near +home; and they were going to make a call, and did not want me +along." + +"Very well," he said, taking hold of her hand and making her walk +by his side. "How far have you been?" + +"We went down the river bank to the big spring, papa. I believe it +is a little more than a mile that way; but when we came home, we +made it shorter by coming across some of the fields and through +the meadow." + +"Through the meadow?" said Mr. Dinsmore; "don't you go there +again, Elsie, unless I give you express permission." + +"Why, papa?" she asked, looking up at him in some surprise. + +"Because I forbid it," he replied sternly; "that is quite enough +for you to know; all you have to do is to obey, and you need never +ask me why, when I give you an order." + +Elsie's eyes filled, and a big tear rolled quickly down her cheek. + +"I did not mean to be naughty, papa," she said, struggling to keep +down a sob, "and I will try never to ask why again." + +"There is another thing," said he. "You cry quite too easily; it +is entirely too babyish for a girl of your age; you must quit it." + +"I will try, papa," said the little girl, wiping her eyes, and +making a great effort to control her feelings. + +They had entered the avenue while this conversation was going on, +and were now drawing near the house; and just at this moment a +little girl about Elsie's age came running to meet them, +exclaiming, "O Elsie! I'm glad you've come at last. We've been +here a whole hour--mamma, and Herbert, and I--and I've been +looking for you all this time." + +"How do you do, Miss Lucy Carrington? I see you can talk as fast +as ever," said Mr. Dinsmore, laughing, and holding out his hand. + +Lucy took it, saying with a little pout, "To be sure, Mr. +Dinsmore, it isn't more than two or three weeks since you were at +our house, and I wouldn't forget how to talk in that time." Then, +looking at Elsie, she went on, "We've come to stay a week; won't +we have a fine time?" and, catching her friend round the waist, +she gave her a hearty squeeze. + +"I hope so," said Elsie, returning the embrace. "I am glad you +have come." + +"Is your papa here, Miss Lucy?" asked Mr. Dinsmore. + +"Yes, sir; but he's going home again to-night, and then he'll come +back for us next week." + +"I must go in and speak to him," said Mr. Dinsmore. "Elsie, do you +entertain Lucy." + +"Yes, sir, I will," said Elsie. "Come with me to my room, won't +you, Lucy?" + +"Yes; but won't you speak to mamma first? and Herbert, too; you +are such a favorite with both of them; and they still are in the +dressing-room, for mamma is not very well, and was quite fatigued +with her ride." + +Lucy led the way to her mamma's room, as she spoke, Elsie +following. + +"Ah! Elsie dear, how do you do? I'm delighted to see you," said +Mrs. Carrington, rising from the sofa as they entered. + +Then, drawing the little girl closer to her, she passed her arm +affectionately around her waist, and kissed her several times. + +"I suppose you are very happy now that your papa has come home at +last?" she said, looking searchingly into Elsie's face. "I +remember you used to be looking forward so to his return; +constantly talking of it and longing for it." + +Poor Elsie, conscious that her father's presence had not brought +with it the happiness she had anticipated, and yet unwilling +either to acknowledge that fact or tell an untruth, was at a loss +what to say. + +But she was relieved from the necessity of replying by Herbert, +Lucy's twin brother, a pale, sickly-looking boy, who had for +several years been a sufferer from hip complaint. + +"O Elsie!" he exclaimed, catching hold of her hand and squeezing +it between both of his, "I'm ever so glad to see you again." + +"Yes," said Mrs. Carrington, "Herbert always says nobody can tell +him such beautiful stories as Elsie; and nobody but his mother and +his old mammy was half so kind to run and wait on him when he was +laid on his back for so many weeks. He missed you very much when +we went home, and often wished he was at Roselands again." + +"How is your hip now, Herbert?" asked Elsie, looking pityingly at +the boy's pale face. + +"Oh! a great deal better, thank you. I can take quite long walks +sometimes now, though I still limp, and cannot run and leap like +other boys." + +They chatted a few moments longer, and then Elsie went to her room +to have her hat taken off, and her hair made smooth before the +tea-bell should ring. + +The two little girls were seated together at the table, Elsie's +papa being on her other side. + +"How nice these muffins are! Don't you like them, Elsie?" asked +Lucy, as she helped herself to a third or fourth. + +"Yes, very much," said Elsie, cheerfully. + +"Then what are you eating that cold bread for? and you haven't got +any butter, either. Pompey, why don't hand Miss Elsie the butter?" + +"No, Lucy, I mustn't have it. Papa does not allow me to eat hot +cakes or butter," said Elsie, in the same cheerful tone in which +she had spoken before. + +Lucy opened her eyes very wide, and drew in her breath. + +"Well," she exclaimed, "I guess if _my_ papa should try that +on me, I'd make such a fuss he'd _have_ to let me eat just +whatever I wanted." + +"Elsie knows better than to do that," said Mr. Dinsmore, who had +overheard the conversation; "she would only get sent away from the +table and punished for her naughtiness." + +"I wouldn't do it anyhow, papa," said Elsie, raising her eyes +beseechingly to his face. + +"No, daughter, I don't believe you would," he replied in an +unsually kind tone, and Elsie's face flushed with pleasure. + +Several days passed away very pleasantly, Lucy sharing Elsie's +studies in the mornings, while Herbert remained with his mamma; +and then in the afternoon all walking or riding out together, +unless the weather was too warm, when they spent the afternoon +playing in the veranda, on the shady side of the house, and took +their ride or walk after the sun was down. + +Arthur and Walter paid but little attention to Herbert, as his +lameness prevented him from sharing in the active sports which +they preferred; for they had never been taught to yield their +wishes to others, and were consequently extremely selfish and +overbearing; but Elsie was very kind, and did all in her power to +interest and amuse him. + +One afternoon they all walked out together, attended by Jim; but +Arthur and Walter, unwilling to accommodate their pace to +Herbert's slow movements, were soon far in advance, Jim following +close at their heels. + +"They're quite out of sight," said Herbert presently. "and I'm +very tired. Let's sit down on this bank, girls; I want to try my +new bow, and you may run and pick up my arrows for me." + +"Thank you, sir," said Lucy, laughing; "Elsie may do it if she +likes, but as for me, _I_ mean to take a nap; this nice, soft +grass will make an elegant couch;" and throwing herself down, she +soon was, or pretended to be, in a sound slumber; while Herbert, +seating himself with his back against a tree, amused himself with +shooting his arrows here and there, Elsie running for them and +bringing them to him, until she was quite heated and out of +breath. + +"Now I must rest a little, Herbert," she said at length, sitting +down beside him. "Shall I tell you a story?" + +"Oh! yes, do; I like your stories, and I don't mind leaving off +shooting till you're done," said he, laying down his bow. + +Elsie's story lasted about ten minutes, and when she had finished, +Herbert took up his bow again, saying, "I guess you're rested now, +Elsie," and sent an arrow over into the meadow. + +"There! just see how far I sent that! do run and bring it to me, +Elsie!" he cried, "and let me see if I can't hit that tree next +time; I've but just missed it." + +"I'm tired, Herbert; but I'll run and bring it to you this once," +replied Elsie, forgetting entirely her father's prohibition; "but +then you must try to wait until Jim comes back before you shoot +any more." + +So saying, she darted away, and came back in a moment with the +arrow in her hand. But a sudden recollection had come over her +just as she left the meadow, and throwing down the arrow at the +boy's feet, she exclaimed in an agitated tone, "O Herbert! I must +go home just as quickly as I can; I had forgotten--oh! how +_could_ I forget! oh! what will papa say!" + +"Why, what's the matter?" asked Herbert in alarm. + +"Never mind," said Elsie, sobbing. "There are the boys coming; +they will take care of you, and I must go home. Good-bye." + +And she ran quickly up the road, Herbert following her retreating +form with wondering eyes. + +Elsie sped onward, crying bitterly as she went. + +"Where is papa!" she inquired of a servant whom she met in the +avenue. + +"Dunno, Miss Elsie, but I reckon Massa Horace am in de house, kase +his horse am in de stable." + +Elsie hardly waited for the answer, but hurrying into the house, +went from room to room, looking and asking in vain for her father. +He was not in the drawing-room, or the library, or his own +apartments. She had just come out of this, and meeting a chamber- +maid in the hall, she exclaimed, "O Fanny! where _is_ papa? +can't you tell me? for I must see him." + +"Here I am, Elsie; what do you want with me?" called out her +father's voice from the veranda, where she had neglected to look. + +"What do you want?" he repeated, as his little girl appeared +before him with her flushed and tearful face. Elsie moved slowly +toward him, with a timid air and downcast eyes. + +"I wanted to tell you something, papa," she said in a low, +tremulous tone. + +"Well, I am listening," said he, taking hold of her hand and +drawing her to his side. "What is it? are you sick or hurt?" + +"No, papa, not either; but--but, O papa! I have been a very +naughty girl," she exclaimed, bursting into tears, and sobbing +violently. "I disobeyed you, papa. I--I have been in the meadow." + +"Is it possible! Would you _dare_ to do so when I so +positively forbade it only the other day?" he said in his sternest +tone, while a dark frown gathered on his brow. "Elsie, I shall +have to punish you." + +"I did not intend to disobey you, papa," she sobbed; "I quite +forgot that you had forbidden me to go there." + +"That is no excuse, no excuse at all," said he severely; "You must +_remember_ my commands; and if your memory is so poor I shall +find means to strengthen it." + +He paused a moment, still looking sternly at the little, +trembling, sobbing girl at his side; then asked, "What were you +doing in the meadow? tell me the whole story, that I may +understand just how severely I ought to punish you." + +Elsie gave him all the particulars; and when, upon questioning her +closely, he perceived how entirely voluntary her confession had +been, his tone and manner became less stern, and he said quite +mildly, "Well, Elsie, I shall not be very severe with you this +time, as you seem to be very penitent, and have made so full and +frank a confession; but beware how you disobey me again, for you +will not escape so easily another time; and remember I will not +take forgetfulness as any excuse. Go now to Aunt Chloe, and tell +her from me that she is to put you immediately to bed." + +"It is only the middle of the afternoon, papa," said Elsie, +deprecatingly. + +"If it were much _earlier_, Elsie, it would make no +difference; you must go at once to your bed, and stay there until +to-morrow morning." + +"What will Lucy and Herbert think when they come in and can't find +me, papa?" she said, weeping afresh, + +"You should have thought of that before you disobeyed me," he +answered very gravely. "If you are hungry," he added, "you may ask +Chloe to get you a slice of bread or a cracker for your supper, +but you can have nothing else." + +Elsie lingered, looking timidly up into his face as though wanting +to say something, but afraid to venture. + +"Speak, Elsie, if you have anything more to say," he said +encouragingly. + +"Dear papa, I am _so_ sorry I have been so naughty," she +murmured, leaning her head against the arm of his chair, while the +tears rolled fast down her cheeks; "won't you please forgive me, +papa? it seems to me I can't go to sleep to-night if you are angry +with me." + +He seemed quite touched by her penitence. "Yes, Elsie," he said, +"I do forgive you. I am not at all angry with you now, and you may +go to sleep in peace. Good night, my little daughter," and he bent +down and pressed his lips to her brow. + +Elsie held up her face for another, and he kissed her lips. + +"Good night, dear papa," she said, "I hope I shall never be such a +naughty girl again." And she went to her room, made almost happy +by that kiss of forgiveness. + +Elsie was up quite early the next morning and had learned all her +lessons before breakfast. As she came down the stairs she saw, +through the open door, her papa standing with some of the men- +servants, apparently gazing at some object lying on the ground. +She ran out and stood on the steps of the portico, looking at them +and wondering what they were doing. + +Presently her father turned round, and seeing her, held out his +hand, calling, "Come here, Elsie." + +She sprang quickly down the steps, and running to him, put her +hand in his, saying, "Good morning, papa." + +"Good morning, daughter," said he, "I have something to show you." + +And leading her forward a few paces, he pointed to a large +rattlesnake lying there. + +"O papa!" she cried, starting back and clinging to him. + +"It will not hurt you _now_" he said; "it is dead; the men +killed it this morning _in the meadow_. Do you see _now_ why +I forbade you to go there?" + +"O papa!" she murmured, in a low tone of deep feeling, laying her +cheek affectionately against his hand, "I might have lost my life +by my disobedience. How good God was to take care of me! Oh! I +hope I shall never be so naughty again." + +"I hope not," said he gravely, but not unkindly; "and I hope that +you will always, after this, believe that your father has some +good reason for his commands, even although he may not choose to +explain it to you." + +"Yes, papa, I think I will," she answered, humbly. + +The breakfast-bell had rung, and he now led her in and seated her +at the table. + +Lucy Carrington looked curiously at her, and soon took an +opportunity to whisper, "Where were you last night, Elsie? I +couldn't find you, and your papa wouldn't say what had become of +you, though I am quite sure he knew." + +"I'll tell you after breakfast," replied Elsie, blushing deeply. + +Lucy waited rather impatiently until all had risen from the table, +and then, putting her arm round Elsie's waist, she drew her out on +to the veranda, saying, "now, Elsie, tell me; you know you +promised." + +"I was in bed," replied Elsie, dropping her eyes, while the color +mounted to her very hair. + +"In bed! before five o'clock!" exclaimed Lucy in a tone of +astonishment. "Why, what was that for?" + +"Papa sent me," replied Elsie, with an effort. "I had been +naughty, and disobeyed him." + +"Why, how strange! Do tell me what you had done!" exclaimed Lucy, +with a face full of curiosity. + +"Papa had forbidden me to go into the meadow, I forgot all about +it, and ran in there to get Herbert's arrow for him," replied +Elsie, looking very much ashamed. + +"Was _that all?_ why _my_ papa wouldn't have punished me +for that," said Lucy. "He might have scolded me a little if I had +done it on purpose, but if I had told him I had forgotten, he +would only have said, 'You must remember better next time.'" + +"Papa says that forgetfulness is no excuse; that I am to remember +his commands, and if I forget, he will have to punish me, to make +me remember better next time," said Elsie. + +"He must be very strict indeed; I'm glad he is not _my_ +papa," replied Lucy, in a tone of great satisfaction. + +"Come, little girls, make haste and get ready; we are to start in +half an hour," said Adelaide Dinsmore, calling to them from the +hall door. + +The whole family, old and young, including visitors, were on that +day to go on a picnic up the river, taking their dinner along, and +spending the day in the woods. They had been planning this +excursion for several days, and the children especially had been +looking forward to it with a great deal of pleasure. + +"Am I to go, Aunt Adelaide? did papa say so?" asked Elsie +anxiously, as she and Lucy hastened to obey the summons. + +"I presume you are to go of course, Elsie; we have been discussing +the matter for the last three days, always taking it for granted +that you were to make one of the party, and he has never said you +should not," replied Adelaide, good-naturedly; "so make haste, or +you will be too late. But here comes your papa now." she added, as +the library door opened, and Mr. Dinsmore stepped out into the +hall where they were standing. + +"Horace, Elsie is to go of course?" + +"I do not see the _of course_, Adelaide," said he dryly. "No; +Elsie is _not_ to go; she must stay at home and attend to her +lessons as usual." + +A look of keen disappointment came over Elsie's face, but she +turned away without a word and went upstairs; while Lucy, casting +a look of wrathful indignation at Mr. Dinsmore, ran after her, and +following her into her room, she put her arm round her neck, +saying, "Never mind, Elsie; it's too bad, and I wouldn't bear it. +I'd go in spite of him." + +"No, no, Lucy, I must obey my father; God says so; and besides, I +couldn't do that if I wanted to, for papa is stronger than I am, +and would punish me severely if I were to attempt such a thing," +replied Elsie hastily, brushing away a tear that _would_ come +into her eye. + +"Then I'd coax him," said Lucy. "Come, I'll go with you, and we +will both try." + +"No," replied Elsie, with a hopeless shake of the head, "I have +found out already that my papa never breaks his word; and nothing +could induce him to let me go, now that he has once said I should +not. But you will have to leave me, Lucy, or you will be too +late." + +"Good-bye, then," said Lucy, turning to go; "but I think it is a +great shame, and I shan't half enjoy myself without you." + +"Well now, Horace, I think you might let the child go," was +Adelaide's somewhat indignant rejoinder to her brother, as the two +little girls disappeared; "I can't conceive what reason you can +have for keeping her at home, and she looks so terribly +disappointed. Indeed, Horace, I am sometimes half inclined to +think you take pleasure in thwarting that child." + +"You had better call me a tyrant at once, Adelaide," said he +angrily, and turning very red; "but I must beg to be permitted to +manage my own child in my own way; and I cannot see that I am +under any obligation to give my reasons either to you or to any +one else." + +"Well, if you did not intend to let her go, I think you might have +said so at first, and not left the poor child to build her hopes +upon it, only to be disappointed. I must say I think it was +cruel." + +"Until this morning, Adelaide," he replied, "I did intend to let +her go, for I expected to go myself; but I find I shall not be +able to do so, as I must meet a gentleman on business; and as I +know that accidents frequently occur to such pleasure parties, I +don't feel willing to let Elsie go, unless I could be there myself +to take care of her. Whether you believe it or not, it is really +regard for my child's safety, and _not_ cruelty, that leads +me to refuse her this gratification." + +"You are full of notions about that child, Horace," said Adelaide, +a little impatiently. "I'm sure some of the rest of us could take +care of her." + +"No; in case of accident you would all have enough to do to take +care of yourselves, and I shall not think of trusting Elsie in the +company, since I cannot be there myself," he answered decidedly; +and Adelaide, seeing he was not to be moved from his determination, +gave up the attempt, and left the room to prepare for her ride. + +It was a great disappointment to Elsie, and for a few moments her +heart rose up in rebellion against her father. She tried to put +away the feeling, but it would come back; for she could not +imagine any reason for his refusal to let her go, excepting the +disobedience of the day before, and it seemed hard and unjust to +punish her twice for the same fault, especially as he would have +known nothing about it but for her own frank and voluntary +confession. It was a great pity she had not heard the reasons he +gave her Aunt Adelaide, for then she would have been quite +submissive and content. It is indeed true that she ought to have +been as it was; but our little Elsie, though sincerely desirous to +do right, was not yet perfect, and had already strangely forgotten +the lesson of the morning. + +She watched from the veranda the departure of the pleasure- +seekers, all apparently in the gayest spirits. She was surprised +to see that her father was not with them, and it half reconciled +her to staying at home, although she hardly expected to see much +of him; but there was something pleasant in the thought that he +wanted her at home because he was to be there himself; it looked +as though he really had some affection for her, and even a selfish +love was better than none. I do not mean that these were Elsie's +thoughts; no, she never would have dreamed of calling her father +selfish; but the undefined feeling was there, as she watched him +hand the ladies into the carriage, and then turn and reenter the +house as they drove off. + +But Miss Day's bell rang, and Elsie gathered up her books and +hastened to the school-room. Her patience and endurance were +sorely tried that morning, for Miss Day was in an exceedingly bad +humor, being greatly mortified and also highly indignant that she +had not been invited to make one of the picnic party; and Elsie +had never found her more unreasonable and difficult to please; and +her incessant fault-finding and scolding were almost more than the +little girl could bear in addition to her own sad disappointment. +But at last the morning, which had seldom seemed so long, was +over, and Elsie dismissed from the school-room for the day. + +At dinner, instead of the usual large party, there were only her +father and the gentleman with whom he was transacting business, +Miss Day, and herself. + +The gentleman was not one of those who care to notice children, +but continued to discuss business and politics with Mr. Dinsmore, +without seeming to be in the least aware of the presence of the +little girl, who sat in perfect silence, eating whatever her +father saw fit to put upon her plate; and Elsie was very glad +indeed when at length Miss Day rose to leave the table, and her +papa told her she might go too. + +He called her back though, before she had gone across the room, to +say that he had intended to ride with her that afternoon, but +found he should not be able to do so, and she must take Jim for a +protector, as he did not wish her either to miss her ride or to go +entirely alone. + +He spoke very kindly; Elsie thought with remorse of the rebellious +feelings of the morning, and, had she been alone with her father, +would certainly have confessed them, expressing her sorrow and +asking forgiveness; but she could not do so before a third person, +more especially a stranger; and merely saying, "Yes, papa, I +will," she turned away and left the room. Jim was bringing up her +horse as she passed the open door; and she hastened up-stairs to +prepare for her ride. + +"O mammy!" she suddenly exclaimed, as Chloe was trying on her hat, +"is Pomp going to the city to-day?" + +"Yes, darlin', he gwine start directly," said Chloe, arranging her +nursling's curls to better advantage, and finishing her work with +a fond caress. + +"Oh! then, mammy, take some money out of my purse, and tell him to +buy me a pound of the very nicest candy he can find," said the +little girl, eagerly. "I haven't had any for a long time, and I +feel hungry for it to-day. What they had bought for the picnic +looked so good, but you know I didn't get any of it." + +The picnic party returned just before tea-time, and Lucy +Carrington rushed into Elsie's room eager to tell her what a +delightful day they had had. She gave a very glowing account of +their sports and entertainment, interrupting herself every now and +then to lament over Elsie's absence, assuring her again and again +that it had been the only drawback upon her own pleasure, and that +she thought that Elsie's papa was very unkind indeed to refuse her +permission to go. As Elsie listened the morning's feelings of +vexation and disappointment returned in full force; and though she +said nothing, she allowed her friend to accuse her father of +cruelty and injustice without offering any remonstrance. + +In the midst of their talk the tea-bell rang, and they hurried +down to take their places at the table, where Lucy went on with +her narrative, though in a rather subdued tone, Elsie now and then +asking a question, until Mr. Dinsmore turned to his daughter, +saying, in his stern way, "Be quiet, Elsie; you are talking +entirely too much for a child of your age; don't let me hear you +speak again until you have left the table." + +Elsie's face flushed, and her eyes fell, under the rebuke; and +during the rest of the meal not a sound escaped her lips. + +"Come, Elsie, let us go into the garden and finish our talk," said +Lucy, putting her arm affectionately around her friend's waist as +they left the table; "your papa can't hear us there, and we'll +have a good time." + +"Papa only stopped us because we were talking too much at the +table," said Elsie, apologetically; "I'm sure he is willing you +should tell me all about what a nice time you all had. But, Lucy," +she added, lowering her voice, "please don't say again that you +think papa was unkind to keep me at home to-day. I'm sure he knows +best, and I ought not to have listened to a word of that kind +about him." + +"O! well, never mind, I won't talk so any more," said Lucy, good- +naturedly, as they skipped down the walk together; "but I do think +he's cross, and I wish you were my sister, that you might have my +kind, good papa for yours too," she added, drawing her arm more +closely about her friend's waist. + +"Thank you, Lucy," said Elsie, with a little sigh, "I would like +to be your sister, but indeed I would not like to give up my own +dear papa, for I love him, oh! _so_ much." + +"Why, how funny, when he's so cross to you!" exclaimed Lucy, +laughing. + +Elsie put her hand over her friend's mouth, and Lucy pushed it +away, saying, "Excuse me; I forgot; but I'll try not to say it +again." + +While the little girls were enjoying their talk in the garden, a +servant with a small bundle in her hand came out on the veranda, +where Mr. Horace Dinsmore was sitting smoking a cigar, and, +casting an inquiring glance around, asked if he knew where Miss +Elsie was? + +"What do you want with her?" he asked. + +"Only to give her dis bundle, massa, dat Pomp jus brought from de +city." + +"Give it to me," he said, extending his hand to receive it. + +A few moments afterward Elsie and her friend returned to the +house, and meeting Pomp, she asked him if he had brought her +candy. + +He replied that he had got some that was very nice indeed, and he +thought that Fanny had carried it to her; and seeing Fanny near, +he called to her to know what she had done with it. + +"Why, Pomp, Massa Horace he told me to give it to him," said the +girl. + +Elsie turned away with a very disappointed look. + +"You'll go and ask him for it, won't you?" asked Lucy, who was +anxious to enjoy a share of the candy as well as to see Elsie +gratified. + +"No," said Elsie, sighing, "I had rather do without it." + +Lucy coaxed for a little while, but finding it impossible to +persuade Elsie to approach her father on the subject, finally +volunteered to do the errand herself. + +Elsie readily consented, and Lucy, trembling a little in spite of +her boast that she was not afraid of him, walked out on to the +veranda where Mr. Dinsmore was still sitting, and putting on an +air of great confidence, said: + +"Mr. Dinsmore, will you please to give me Elsie's candy? she wants +it." + +"Did Elsie send you?" he asked in a cold, grave tone. + +"Yes, sir," replied Lucy, somewhat frightened. + +"Then, if you please, Miss Lucy, you may tell Elsie to come +directly to me." + +Lucy ran back to her friend, and Elsie received the message in +some trepidation, but as no choice was now left her, she went +immediately to her father. + +"Did you want me, papa?" she asked timidly. + +"Yes, Elsie; I wish to know why you send another person to me for +what you want, instead of coming yourself. It displeases me very +much, and you may rest assured that you will never get anything +that you ask for in that way." + +Elsie hung her head in silence. + +"Are you going to answer me?" he asked, in his severe tone. "Why +did you send Lucy instead of coming yourself?" + +"I was afraid, papa," she whispered, almost under her breath. + +"Afraid! afraid of what?" he asked, with increasing displeasure. + +"Of you, papa," she replied, in a tone so low that he could +scarcely catch the words, although he bent down his ear to receive +her reply. + +"If I were a drunken brute, in the habit of knocking you about, +beating and abusing you, there might be some reason for your fear, +Elsie," he said, coloring with anger; "but, as it is, I see no +excuse for it at all and I am both hurt and displeased by it." + +"I am very sorry, papa; I won't do so again," she said, +tremblingly. + +There was a moment's pause, and then she asked in a timid +hesitating way, "Papa, may I have my candy, if you please?" + +"No, you may not," he said decidedly; "and understand and remember +that I positively forbid you either to buy or eat anything of the +kind again without my express permission." + +Elsie's eyes filled, and she had a hard struggle to keep down a +rising sob as she turned away and went slowly back to the place +where she had left her friend. + +"Have you got it?" asked Lucy, eagerly. + +Elsie shook her head. + +"What a shame!" exclaimed Lucy, indignantly. "he's just as cross +as he can be. He's a tyrant, so he is! just a hateful old tyrant, +and I wouldn't care a cent for him, if I were you, Elsie. I'm glad +he is not my father, so I am." + +"I'm afraid he doesn't love me much," sighed Elsie in low, tearful +tones, "for he hardly ever lets me have anything, or go anywhere +that I want to." + +"Well, never mind, _I'll_ send and buy a good lot tomorrow, +and we'll have a regular feast," said Lucy, soothingly, as she +passed her arm around her friend's waist and drew her down to a +seat on the portico step. + +"Thank you, Lucy; you can buy for yourself if you like, but not +for me, for papa has forbidden me to eat anything of the sort." + +"Oh! of course we'll not let him know anything about it," said +Lucy. + +But Elsie shook her head sadly, saying with a little sigh, "No, +Lucy, you are very kind, but I cannot disobey papa, even if he +should never know it, because that would be disobeying God, and He +would know it." + +"Dear me, how particular you are!" exclaimed Lucy a little +pettishly. + +"Elsie," said Mr. Dinsmore, speaking from the door, "what are you +doing there? Did I not forbid you to be out in the evening air?" + +"I did not know you meant the doorstep, papa. I thought I was only +not to go down into the garden," replied the little girl, rising +to go in. + +"I see you intend to make as near an approach to disobedience as +you dare," said her father. "Go immediately to your room, and tell +mammy to put you to bed." + +Elsie silently obeyed, and Lucy, casting an indignant glance at +Mr. Dinsmore, was about to follow her, when he said, "I wish her +to go alone, if you please, Miss Lucy;" and with a frown and a +pout the little girl walked into the drawing-room and seated +herself on the sofa beside her mamma. + +Mr. Dinsmore walked out on to the portico, and stood there +watching the moon which was just rising over the treetops. + +"Horace," said Arthur, emerging from the shadow of a tree near by +and approaching his brother, "Elsie thinks you're a tyrant. She +says you never let her have anything, or go anywhere, and you're +always punishing her. She and Lucy have had a fine time out here +talking over your bad treatment of her, and planning to have some +candy in spite of you." + +"Arthur, I do not believe that Elsie would deliberately plan to +disobey me; and whatever faults she may have, I am very sure she +is above the meanness of telling tales," replied Mr. Dinsmore, in +a tone of severity, as he turned and went into the house, while +Arthur, looking sadly crestfallen, crept away out of sight. + +When Elsie reached her room, she found that Chloe was not there; +for, not expecting that her services would be required at so early +an hour, she had gone down to the kitchen to have a little chat +with her fellow-servants. Elsie rang for her, and then walking to +the window, stood looking down into the garden in an attitude of +thoughtfulness and dejection. She was mentally taking a review of +the manner in which she had spent the day, as was her custom +before retiring. The retrospect had seldom been so painful to the +little girl. She had a very tender conscience, and it told her now +that she had more than once during the day indulged in wrong +feelings toward her father; that she had also allowed another to +speak disrespectfully of him, giving by her silence a tacit +approval of the sentiments uttered, and, more than that, had +spoken complainingly of him herself. + +"Oh!" she murmured half aloud as she covered her face with her +hands, and the tears trickled through her fingers, "how soon I +have forgotten the lesson papa taught me this morning, and my +promise to trust him without knowing his reasons. I don't deserve +that he should love me or be kind and indulgent, when I am so +rebellious." + +"What's de matter, darlin'?" asked Chloe's voice in pitiful tones, +as she took her nursling in her arms and laid her little head +against her bosom, passing her hand caressingly over the soft +bright curls; "your ole mammy can't bear to see her pet cryin' +like dat." + +"O mammy, mammy! I've been such a wicked girl to-day! Oh! I'm +afraid I shall never be good, never be like Jesus. I'm afraid He +is angry with me, for I have disobeyed Him to-day," sobbed the +child. + +"Darlin'," said Chloe, earnestly, "didn't you read to your ole +mammy dis very morning dese bressed words: 'If any man sin, we +have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous,' an' +de other: 'If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to +forgive us our sins.' Go to de dear, bressed Lord Jesus, darlin', +an' ax Him to forgive you, an' I _knows_ He will." + +"Yes, He will," replied the little girl, raising her head and +dashing away her tears, "He will forgive my sins, and take away my +wicked heart, and give me right thoughts and feelings. How glad I +am you remembered those sweet texts, you dear old mammy," she +added, twining her arms lovingly around her nurse's neck. And then +she delivered her papa's message, and Chloe began at once to +prepare her for bed. + +Elsie's tears had ceased to flow, but they were still trembling in +her eyes, and the little face wore a very sad and troubled +expression as she stood patiently passive in her nurse's hands. +Chloe had soon finished her labors, and then the little girl +opened her Bible, and, as usual, read a few verses aloud, though +her voice trembled, and once or twice a tear fell on the page; +then closing the book she stole away to the side of the bed and +knelt down. + +She was a good while on her knees, and several times, as the sound +of a low sob fell upon Chloe's ear, she sighed and murmured to +herself: "Poor, darlin'! dear, bressed lamb, your ole mammy don't +like to hear dat." + +Then as the child rose from her kneeling posture she went to her, +and taking her in her arms, folded her in a fond embrace, calling +her by the most tender and endearing epithets, and telling her +that her old mammy loved her better than life--better than +anything in the wide world. + +Elsie flung her arms around her nurse's neck, and laid her head +upon her bosom, saying, "Yes, my dear old mammy, I know you love +me, and I love you, too. But put me in bed now, or papa will be +displeased." + +"What makes you so onrestless, darlin'?" asked Chloe, half an hour +afterward; "can't you go to sleep no how?" + +"O mammy! if I could only see papa just for one moment to tell him +something. Do you think he would come to me?" sighed the little +girl. "Please, mammy, go down and see if he is busy. Don't say a +word if he is; but if not, ask him to come to me for just one +minute." + +Chloe left the room immediately, but returned the next moment, +saying, "I jes looked into de parlor, darlin', an' Mass Horace he +mighty busy playin' chess wid Miss Lucy's mamma, an' I didn't say +nuffin' to him. Jes you go sleep, my pet, an' tell Mass Horace all +'bout it in de mornin'." + +Elsie sighed deeply, and turning over on her pillow, cried herself +to sleep. + +Chloe was just putting the finishing touches to the little girl's +dress the next morning, when Lucy Carrington rapped at the door. + +"Good morning, Elsie," she said; "I was in a hurry to come to you, +because it is my last day, you know. Wasn't it too bad of your +father to send you off to bed so early last night?" + +"No, Lucy, papa has a right to send me to bed whenever he pleases; +and besides, I was naughty and deserved to be punished; and it was +not much more than half an hour earlier than my usual bedtime." + +"You naughty!" exclaimed Lucy, opening her eyes very wide. "Mamma +often says she wishes I was half as good." + +Elsie sighed, but made no answer. Her thoughts seemed far away. +She was thinking of what she had been so anxious, the night +before, to say to her father, and trying to gain courage to do it +this morning. "If I could only get close to him when nobody was +by, and he would look and speak kindly to me, I could do it then," +she murmured to herself. + +"Come, Aunt Chloe, aren't you done? I want to have a run in the +garden before breakfast," said Lucy, somewhat impatiently, as +Chloe tied and untied Elsie's sash several times. + +"Well, Miss Lucy, I'se done now," she answered, passing her hand +once more over her nursling's curls: "but Mass Horace he mighty +pertickler 'bout Miss Elsie." + +"Yes," said Elsie, "papa wants me always to look very nice and +neat; and when I go down in the morning he just gives me one +glance from head to foot, and if anything is wrong he is sure to +see it and send me back immediately to have it made right. Now, +mammy, please give me my hat and let us go." + +"You's got plenty ob time, chillens; de bell won't go for to ring +dis hour," remarked the old nurse, tying on Elsie's hat. + +"My chile looks sweet an' fresh as a moss rosebud dis mornin'," +she added, talking to herself, as she watched the two little girls +tripping down-stairs hand in hand. + +They skipped up and down the avenue several times, and ran all +round the garden before it was time to go in. Then Elsie went up +to Chloe to have her hair made smooth again. She was just +descending for the second time to the hall, where she had left +Lucy, when they saw a carriage drive up to the front door. + +"There's papa!" cried Lucy, joyfully, as it stopped and a +gentleman sprang out and came up the steps into the portico; and +in an instant she was in his arms, receiving such kisses and +caresses as Elsie had vainly longed for all her life. + +Lucy had several brothers, but was an only daughter, and a very +great pet, especially with her father. + +Elsie watched them with a wistful look and a strange aching at her +heart. + +But presently Mr. Carrington set Lucy down and turning to her, +gave her a shake of the hand, and then a kiss, saying, "How do you +do this morning, my dear? I'm afraid you are hardly glad to see +me, as I come to take Lucy away, for I suppose you have been +having fine times together." + +"Yes, sir, indeed we have; and I hope you will let her come +again." + +"Oh! yes, certainly; but the visits must not be all on one side. I +shall talk to your papa about it, and perhaps persuade him to let +us take you along this afternoon to spend a week at Ashlands." + +"Oh! how delightful!" cried Lucy, clapping her hands. "Elsie, do +you think he will let you go?" + +"I don't know, I'm afraid not," replied the little girl +doubtfully. + +"You must coax him, as I do my papa," said Lucy. + +But at this Elsie only shook her head, and just then the +breakfast-bell rang. + +Mr. Dinsmore was already in the breakfast-room, and Elsie, going +up to him, said, "Good morning, papa." + +"Good morning, Elsie," he replied, but his tone was so cold that +even if no one else had been by, she could not have said another +word. + +He had not intended to be influenced by the information Arthur had +so maliciously given him the night before; yet unconsciously he +was, and his manner to his little daughter was many degrees colder +than it had been for some time. + +After breakfast Lucy reminded Elsie of a promise she had made to +show her some beautiful shells which her father had collected in +his travels, and Elsie led the way to the cabinet, a small room +opening into the library, and filled with curiosities. + +They had gone in alone, but were soon followed by Arthur, Walter +and Enna. + +Almost everything in the room belonged to Mr. Horace Dinsmore; and +Elsie, knowing that many of the articles were rare and costly, and +that he was very careful of them, begged Enna and the boys to go +out, lest they should accidentally do some mischief. + +"I won't," replied Arthur. "I've just as good a right to be here +as you." + +As he spoke he gave her a push, which almost knocked her over, and +in catching at a table to save herself from falling, she threw +down a beautiful vase of rare old china, which Mr. Dinsmore prized +very highly. It fell with a loud crash, and lay scattered in +fragments at their feet. + +"There, see what you've done!" exclaimed Arthur, as the little +group stood aghast at the mischief. + +It happened that Mr. Dinsmore was just then in the library, and +the noise soon brought him upon the scene of action. + +"Who did this?" he asked, in a wrathful tone, looking from one to +the other. + +"Elsie," said Arthur; "she threw it down and broke it." + +"Troublesome, careless child! I would not have taken a hundred +dollars for that vase," he exclaimed. "Go to your room! go this +instant, and stay there until I send for you; and remember, if you +ever come in here again without permission I shall punish you." + +He opened the door as he spoke, and Elsie flew across the hall, up +the stairs, and into her own room, without once pausing or looking +back. + +"Now go out, every one of you, and don't come in here again; this +is no place for children," said Mr. Dinsmore, turning the others +into the hall, and shutting and locking the door upon them. + +"You ought to be ashamed, Arthur Dinsmore," exclaimed Lucy +indignantly; "it was all your own fault, and Elsie was not to +blame at all, and you know it." + +"I didn't touch the old vase, and I'm not going to take the blame +of it, either, I can tell you, miss," replied Arthur, moving off, +followed by Walter and Enna, while Lucy walked to the other end of +the hall, and stood looking out of the window, debating in her own +mind whether she had sufficient courage to face Mr. Dinsmore, and +make him understand where the blame of the accident ought to lie. + +At length she seemed to have solved the question; for turning +about and moving noiselessly down the passage to the library door, +she gave a timid little rap, which was immediately answered by Mr. +Dinsmore's voice saying, "Come in." + +Lucy opened the door and walked in, closing it after her. + +Mr. Dinsmore sat at a table writing, and he looked up with an +expression of mingled surprise and impatience. + +"What do you want, Miss Lucy?" he said, "speak quickly, for I am +very busy." + +"I just wanted to tell you, sir," replied Lucy, speaking up quite +boldly, "that Elsie was not at all to blame about the vase; for it +was Arthur who pushed her and made her fall against the table, and +that was the way the vase came to fall and break." + +"What made him push her?" he asked. + +"Just because Elsie asked him, and Walter, and Enna to go out, for +fear they might do some mischief." + +Mr. Dinsmore's pen was suspended over the paper for a moment, +while he sat thinking with a somewhat clouded brow; but presently +turning to the little girl, he said quite pleasantly, "Very well, +Miss Lucy, I am much obliged to you for your information, for I +should be very sorry to punish Elsie unjustly. And now will you do +me the favor to go to her and tell her that her papa says she need +not stay in her room any longer?" + +"Yes, sir, I will," replied Lucy, her face sparkling with delight +as she hurried off with great alacrity to do his bidding. + +She found Elsie in her room crying violently, and throwing her +arms around her neck she delivered Mr. Dinsmore's message, +concluding with, "So now, Elsie, you see you needn't cry, nor feel +sorry any more; but just dry your eyes and let us go down into the +garden and have a good time." + +Elsie was very thankful to Lucy, and very glad that her papa now +knew that she was not to blame; but she was still sorry for his +loss, and his words had wounded her too deeply to be immediately +forgotten; indeed it was some time before the sore spot they had +made in her heart was entirely healed. But she tried to forget it +all and enter heartily into the sports proposed by Lucy. + +The Carringtons were not to leave until the afternoon, and the +little girls spent nearly the whole morning in the garden, coming +into the drawing-room a few moments before the dinner-bell rang. + +Mrs. Carrington sat on a sofa engaged with some fancy work, while +Herbert, who had not felt well enough to join the other children, +had stretched himself out beside her, putting his head in her lap. + +Mr. Carrington and Mr. Horace Dinsmore were conversing near by. + +Lucy ran up to her papa and seated herself upon his knee with her +arm around his neck; while Elsie stopped a moment to speak to +Herbert, and then timidly approaching her father, with her eyes +upon the floor, said in a low, half-frightened tone, that reached +no ear but his, "I am very sorry about the vase, papa." + +He took her hand, and drawing her close to him, pushed back the +hair from her forehead with his other hand, and bending down to +her, said almost in a whisper, "Never mind, daughter, we will +forget all about it. I am sorry I spoke so harshly to you, since +Lucy tells me you were not so much to blame." + +Elsie's face flushed with pleasure, and she looked up gratefully; +but before she had time to reply, Mrs. Carrington said, "Elsie, we +want to take you home with us to spend a week; will you go?" + +"I should like to, very much, indeed, ma'am, if papa will let me," +replied the little girl, looking wistfully up into his face. + +"Well, Mr. Dinsmore, what do you say? I hope you can have no +objection," said Mrs. Carrington, looking inquiringly at him; +while her husband added, "Oh! yes, Dinsmore, you must let her go +by all means; you can certainly spare her for a week, and it need +be no interruption to her lessons, as she can share with Lucy in +the instructions of our governess, who is really a superior +teacher." + +Mr. Dinsmore was looking very grave, and Elsie knew from the +expression of his countenance what his answer would be, before he +spoke. He had noticed the indignant glance Lucy had once or twice +bestowed upon him, and remembering Arthur's report of the +conversation between the two little girls the night before, had +decided in his own mind that the less Elsie saw of Lucy the +better. + +"I thank you both for your kind attention to my little girl," he +replied courteously, "but while fully appreciating your kindness +in extending the invitation, I must beg leave to decline it, as I +am satisfied that home is the best place for her at present." + +"Ah! no, I suppose we ought hardly to have expected you to spare +her so soon after your return," said Mrs. Carrington; "but, +really, I am very sorry to be refused, for Elsie is such a good +child that I am always delighted to have Lucy and Herbert with +her." + +"Perhaps you think better of her than she deserves, Mrs. +Carrington. I find that Elsie is sometimes naughty and in need of +correction, as well as other children, and therefore, I think it +best to keep her as much as possible under my own eye," replied +Mr. Dinsmore, looking very gravely at his little daughter as he +spoke. + +Elsie's face flushed painfully, and she had hard work to keep from +bursting into tears. It was a great relief to her that just at +that moment the dinner-bell rang, and there was a general movement +in the direction of the dining-room. Her look was touchingly +humble as her father led her in and seated her at the table. + +She was thinking, "Papa says I am naughty sometimes, but oh! how +_very_ naughty he would think me if he knew all the wicked +feelings I had yesterday." + +As soon as they had risen from the table, Mrs. Carrington bade +Lucy go up to her maid to have her bonnet put on, as the carriage +was already at the door. + +Elsie would have gone with her, but her father had taken her hand +again, and he held it fast. + +She looked up inquiringly into his face. + +"Stay here," he said. "Lucy will be down again in a moment." + +And Elsie stood quietly at his side until Lucy returned. + +But even then her father did not relinquish his hold of her hand, +and all the talking the little girls could do must be done close +at his side. + +Yet, as he was engaged in earnest conversation with Mr. +Carrington, and did not seem to be listening to them, Lucy +ventured to whisper to Elsie, "I think it's real mean of him; he +might let you go." + +"No," replied Elsie, in the same low tone, "I'm sure papa knows +best; and besides, I _have_ been naughty, and don't deserve +to go, though I should like to, dearly." + +"Well, good-bye," said Lucy, giving her a kiss. + +It was not until Mr. Carrington's carriage was fairly on its way +down the avenue, that Mr. Dinsmore dropped his little girl's hand; +and then he said, "I want you in the library, Elsie; come to me in +half an hour." + +"Yes, papa, I will," she replied, looking a little frightened. + +"You need not be afraid," he said, in a tone of displeasure; "I am +not going to hurt you." + +Elsie blushed and hung her head, but made no reply, and he turned +away and left her. She could not help wondering what he wanted +with her, and though she tried not to feel afraid, it was +impossible to keep from trembling a little as she knocked at the +library door. + +Her father's voice said, "Come in," and entering, she found him +alone, seated at a table covered with papers and writing +materials, while beside the account book in which he was writing +lay a pile of money, in bank notes, and gold and silver. + +"Here, Elsie," he said, laying down his pen, "I want to give you +your month's allowance. Your grandfather has paid it to you +heretofore, but of course, now that I am at home, I attend to +everything that concerns you. You have been receiving eight +dollars--I shall give you ten," and he counted out the money and +laid it before her as he spoke; "but I shall require a strict +account of all that you spend. I want you to learn to keep +accounts, for if you live, you will some day have a great deal of +money to take care of; and here is a blank book that I have +prepared, so that you can do so very easily. Every time that you +lay out or give away any money, you must set it down here as soon +as you come home; be particular about that, lest you should forget +something, because you must bring your book to me at the end of +every month, and let me see how much you have spent, and what is +the balance in hand; and if you are not able to make it come out +square, and tell me what you have done with every penny, you will +lose either the whole or a part of your allowance for the next +month, according to the extent of your delinquency. Do you +understand?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Very well. Let me see now how much you can remember of your last +month's expenditures. Take the book and set down everything you +can think of." + +Elsie had a good memory, and was able to remember how she had +spent almost every cent during the time specified; and she set +down one item after another, and then added up the column without +any mistake. + +"That was very well done," said her father approvingly. And then +running over the items half aloud, "Candy, half a dollar; +remember, Elsie, there is to be no more money disposed of in that +way; not as a matter of economy, by any means, but because I +consider is very injurious. I am very anxious that you should grow +up strong and healthy. I would not for anything have you a +miserable dyspeptic." + +Then suddenly closing the book and handing it to her, he said, +inquiringly, "You were very anxious to go to Ashlands?" + +"I would have liked to go, papa, if you had been willing," she +replied meekly. + +"I am afraid Lucy is not a suitable companion for you, Elsie. I +think she puts bad notions into your head," he said very gravely. + +Elsie flushed and trembled, and was just opening her lips to make +her confession, when the door opened and her grandfather entered. +She could not speak before him, and so remained silent. + +"Does she not sometimes say naughty things to you?" asked her +father, speaking so low that her grandfather could not have heard. + +"Yes, sir," replied the little girl, almost under her breath. + +"I thought so," said he, "and therefore I shall keep you apart as +entirely as possible; and I hope there will be no murmuring on +your part." + +"No, papa, you know best," she answered, very humbly. + +Then, putting the money into her hands, he dismissed her. When she +had gone out he sat for a moment in deep thought. Elsie's list of +articles bought with her last month's allowance consisted almost +entirely of gifts for others, generally the servants. There were +some beads and sewing-silk for making a purse, and a few drawing +materials; but with the exception of the candy, she had bought +nothing else for herself. This was what her father was thinking +of. + +"She is a dear, unselfish, generous little thing," he said to +himself. "However, I may be mistaken; I must not allow myself to +judge from only one month. She seems submissive, too,"--he had +overheard what passed between her and Lucy at parting--"but +perhaps that was for effect; she probably suspected I could hear +her--and she thinks me a tyrant, and obeys from fear, not love." + +This thought drove away all the tender feeling that had been +creeping into his heart; and when he next met his little daughter, +his manner was as cold and distant as ever, and Elsie found it +impossible to approach him with sufficient freedom to tell him +what was in her heart. + + + + +CHAPTER FIFTH + + + "Man is unjust, but God is just; and finally justice + Triumphs." + --LONGFELLOW'S _Evangeline_. + + "How disappointment tracks + The steps of hope!" + --MISS LANDON. + + +One afternoon, the next week after the Carringtons had left, the +younger members of the family, Arthur, Elsie, Walter and Enna, +were setting out to take a walk, when Elsie, seeing a gold chain +depending from the pocket of Arthur's jacket, exclaimed: + +"O Arthur! how _could_ you take grandpa's watch? _Do_ +put it away, for you will be almost sure to injure it." + +"Hold your tongue, Elsie; I'll do as I please," was the polite +rejoinder. + +"But, Arthur, you _know_ that grandpa would never let you +take it. I have often heard him say that it was very valuable, for +it was seldom that so good a one could be had at any price; and I +know that he paid a great deal for it." + +"Well, if he prizes it so, he needn't have left it lying on his +table, and so I'll just teach him a lesson; it's about time he +learnt to be careful." + +"O Arthur! do put it away," pleaded Elsie, "if anything should +happen to it, what will grandpa say? I know he will be very angry, +and ask us all who did it; and you know I cannot tell a lie, and +if he asks me if it was you, I cannot say no." + +"Yes, I'll trust you for telling tales," replied Arthur, +sneeringly; "but if you do, I'll pay you for it." + +He ran down the avenue as he spoke, Walter and Enna following, and +Elsie slowly bringing up the rear, looking the picture of +distress, for she knew not what to do, seeing that Arthur would +not listen to her remonstrances, and, as often happened, all the +older members of the family were out, and thus there was no +authority that could be appealed to in time to prevent the +mischief which she had every reason to fear would be done. Once +she thought of turning back, that she might escape the necessity +of being a witness in the case; but, remembering that her father +told her she must walk with the others that afternoon, and also +that, as she had already seen the watch in Arthur's possession, +her testimony would be sufficient to convict him even if she saw +no more, she gave up the idea, and hurried on, with the faint hope +that she might be able to induce Arthur to refrain from indulging +in such sports as would be likely to endanger the watch; or else +to give it into her charge. At any other time she would have +trembled at the thought of touching it; but now she felt so sure +it would be safer with her than with him, that she would gladly +have taken the responsibility. + +The walk was far from being a pleasure that afternoon; the boys +ran so fast that it quite put her out of breath to keep up with +them; and then every little while Arthur would cut some caper that +made her tremble for the watch; answering her entreaties that he +would either give it into her care or walk along quietly, with +sneers and taunts, and declarations of his determination to do +just exactly as he pleased, and not be ruled by her. + +But at length, while he was in the act of climbing a tree, the +watch dropped from his pocket and fell to the ground, striking +with considerable force. + +Elsie uttered a scream, and Arthur, now thoroughly frightened +himself, jumped down and picked it up. + +The crystal was broken, the back dented, and how much the works +were injured they could not tell; but it had ceased to run. + +"O Arthur! see what you've done!" exclaimed Walter. + +"What will papa say?" said Enna; while Elsie stood pale and +trembling, not speaking a word. + +"You hush!" exclaimed Arthur fiercely. "I'll tell you what, if any +of you dare to tell of me, I'll make you sorry for it to the last +day of your life. Do you hear?" + +The question was addressed to Elsie in a tone of defiance. + +"Arthur," said she, "grandpa will know that _somebody_ did +it, and surely you would not wish an innocent person to be +punished for _your_ fault." + +"I don't care _who_ gets punished, so that papa does not find +out that I did it," said he furiously; "and if you dare to tell of +me, I'll pay you for it." + +"I shall say nothing, unless it becomes necessary to save the +innocent, or I am forced to speak; but in that case I shall tell +the truth," replied Elsie, firmly. + +Arthur doubled up his fist, and made a plunge at her as if he +meant to knock her down; but Elsie sprang behind the tree, and +then ran so fleetly toward the house that he was not able to +overtake her until his passion had had time to cool. + +When they reached the house, Arthur replaced the watch on his +father's table, whence he had taken it, and then they all awaited +his return with what courage they might. + +"I say, Wally," said Arthur, drawing his little brother aside and +speaking in a low tone, having first sent a cautious glance around +to assure himself that no one else was within hearing; "I say, +what would you give me for that new riding whip of mine?" + +"O Arthur! anything I've got," exclaimed the little boy eagerly. +"But you wouldn't give it up, I know, and you're only trying to +tease me." + +"No, indeed, Wal; I mean to _give_ it to you if you'll only +be a good fellow and do as I tell you." + +"What?" he asked, with intense interest. + +"Tell papa that Jim broke the watch." + +"But he _didn't_" replied the child, opening his eyes wide +with astonishment. + +"Well, what of that, you little goose?" exclaimed Arthur +impatiently; "papa doesn't know that." + +"But Jim will get punished," said Walter, "and I don't want to +tell such a big story either." + +"Very well, sir, then you'll not get the whip; and, besides, if +you don't do as I wish, I'm certain you'll see a ghost one of +these nights; for there's one comes to see me sometimes, and I'll +send him right off to you." + +"Oh! _don't_, Arthur, don't; I'd die of fright," cried the +little boy, who was very timid, glancing nervously around, as if +he expected the ghost to appear immediately. + +"I tell you I will, though, if you don't do as I say; he'll come +this very night and carry you off, and never bring you back." + +"O Arthur! don't let him come, and I'll say anything you want me +to," cried the little fellow in great terror. + +"That's a good boy; I knew you would," said Arthur, smiling +triumphantly. And turning away from Walter, he next sought out +Enna, and tried his threats and persuasions upon her with even +better success. + +Elsie had gone directly to her own room, where she sat trembling +every time a footstep approached her door, lest it should be a +messenger from her grandfather. No one came, however, and at last +the tea-bell rang, and on going down she found to her relief that +her grandfather and his wife had not yet returned. + +"You look pale, Elsie," said her father, giving her a scrutinizing +glance as she took her seat by his side. "Are you well?" + +"Yes, papa, quite well," she replied. + +He looked at her again a little anxiously, but said no more; and +as soon as the meal was concluded, Elsie hastened away to her own +room again. + +It was still early in the evening when Mr. and Mrs. Dinsmore +returned--for once, bringing no company with them; and he had not +been many minutes in the house ere he took up his watch, and of +course instantly discovered the injury it had sustained. + +His suspicions at once fell upon Arthur, whose character for +mischief was well established; and burning with rage, watch in +hand, he repaired to the drawing-room, which he entered, asking, +in tones tremulous with passion, "Where is Arthur! Young rascal! +this is some of _his_ work," he added, holding up the injured +article. + +"My dear, how can you say so? have you any proof?" asked his wife, +deprecatingly adding in her softest tones, "my poor boy seems to +get the blame of everything that goes wrong." + +"He gets no more than he deserves," replied her husband angrily. +"Arthur! Arthur, I say, where are you?" + +"He is in the garden, sir, I think. I saw him walking in the +shrubbery a moment since," said Mr. Horace Dinsmore. + +The father instantly despatched a servant to bring him in; sending +a second in search of the overseer; while a third was ordered to +assemble all the house-servants. "I will sift this matter to the +bottom, and child or servant, the guilty one shall suffer for it," +exclaimed the old gentleman, pacing angrily up and down the room. +"Arthur," said he sternly, as the boy made his appearance, looking +somewhat pale and alarmed, "how dared you meddle with my watch?" + +"I didn't, sir; I never touched it," he replied boldly, yet +avoiding his father's eye as he uttered the deliberate falsehood. + +"There, my dear, I told you so," exclaimed his mother, +triumphantly. + +"I don't believe you," said his father; "and if you are guilty, as +I strongly suspect, you had better confess it at once, before I +find it out in some other way." + +"I didn't do it, sir. It was Jim, and I can prove it by Walter and +Enna; we all saw it fall from his pocket when he was up in a tree; +and he cried like anything when he found it was broken, and said +he didn't mean to do it any harm; he was only going to wear it a +little while, and then put it back all safe; but now master would +be dreadfully angry, and have him flogged." + +"That I will, if it is true," exclaimed the old gentleman, +passionately; "he shall be well whipped and sent out to work on +the plantation. I'll keep no such meddlers about my house." + +He looked at Enna. "What do you know of this?" he asked. + +"It is true, papa, I saw him do it," she replied, with a slight +blush, and sending an uneasy glance around the room. + +"Did you see it, too, Walter?" asked his father. + +"Yes, sir," replied the little fellow, in a low, reluctant tone; +"but please, papa, don't punish him. I'm sure he didn't mean to +break it." + +"Hold your tongue! he _shall_ be punished as he deserves," +cried the old gentleman, furiously. "Here, sir," turning to the +overseer, and pointing to Jim, "take the fellow out, and give him +such a flogging as he will remember." + +Elsie was sitting in her own room, trying to learn a lesson for +the next day, but finding great difficulty in fixing her thoughts +upon it, when she was startled by the sudden entrance of Aunt +Chloe, who, with her apron to her eyes, was sobbing violently. + +"O mammy, mammy! what's the matter? has anything happened to you?" +inquired the little girl, in a tone of great alarm, starting to +her feet, and dropping her book in her haste and fright. + +"Why," sobbed Chloe, "Jim, he's been an' gone an' broke ole +master's watch, an' he's gwine be whipped, an' old Aunt Phoebe +she's cryin' fit to break her ole heart 'bout her boy, kase--" + +Elsie waited to hear no more, but darting out into the hall, and +encountering her father on his way to his room, she rushed up to +him, pale and agitated, and seizing his hand, looked up eagerly +into his face, exclaiming with a burst of tears and sobs, "O papa, +papa! don't, oh! _don't_ let them whip poor Jim." + +Mr. Dinsmore's countenance was very grave, almost distressed. + +"I am sorry it is necessary, daughter," he said, "but Jim has done +very wrong, and deserves his punishment, and I cannot interfere." + +"Oh! no, papa, he did not, _indeed_ he did not break the +watch. I _know_ he didn't, for I was by and saw it all." + +"Is it _possible?_" said he, in a tone of surprise; "then +tell me who did do it. It could not have been you, Elsie?" and he +looked searchingly into her face. + +"Oh! no, papa, I would never have dared to touch it. But please +don't make me tell tales; but I know it wasn't Jim. Oh! _do_ +stop them quickly, before they begin to whip him." + +"Aunt Chloe," said Mr. Dinsmore, "go down to my father, and tell +him it is my request that the punishment should be delayed a few +moments until I come down." + +Then taking Elsie's hand, he led her into her room again, and +seating himself, drew her to his side, saying, with grave +decision, "Now, my daughter, if you want to save Jim, it will be +necessary for you to tell _all_ you know about this affair." + +"I don't like to tell tales, papa," pleaded the little girl; "I +think it so very mean. Is it not enough for me to tell that I know +Jim didn't do it?" + +"No, Elsie; I have already said that it is _quite necessary_ +for you to tell _all you know_." + +"O papa! don't make me; I don't like to do it," she urged, with +tears in her eyes. + +"I should be very much ashamed of you, and quite unwilling to own +you as my child, if under any other circumstances you were willing +to tell tales," he replied, in a tone of kindness that quite +surprised Elsie, who always trembled at the very thought of +opposing the slightest resistance to his will; "but," he added, +firmly, "it is the only way to save Jim; if you do not now make a +full disclosure of all you know, he will be severely whipped and +sent away to work on the plantation, which will distress his poor +old mother exceedingly. Elsie, I think you would be doing very +wickedly to allow an innocent person to suffer when you can +prevent it; and besides, I will add the weight of my authority, and +say you _must do it at once_; and you well know, my daughter, +that there can be no question as to the duty of obedience to your father." + +He paused, gazing earnestly down into the little tearful, +downcast, blushing face at his side. + +"Have I not said enough to convince you of your duty?" he asked. + +"Yes, papa; I will tell you all about it," she answered in a +tremulous tone. + +Her story was told with evident reluctance, but in a simple, +straightforward manner, that attested its truthfulness. + +Mr. Dinsmore listened in silence, but with an expression of +indignation on his handsome features; and the moment she had +finished he rose, and again taking her hand, led her from the +room, saying, as he did so: + +"You must repeat this story to your grandfather." + +"O papa! must I? Won't you tell him? please don't make me do it," +she pleaded tremblingly, and hanging back. + +"My daughter, you _must_," he replied, so sternly that she +dared not make any further resistance, but quietly submitted to be +led into her grandfather's presence. + +He was still in the drawing-room, walking about in a disturbed and +angry manner, and now and then casting a suspicious glance upon +Arthur, who sat pale and trembling in a corner, looking the +picture of guilt and misery; for he had heard Chloe deliver his +brother's message, and feared that exposure awaited him. + +Walter had stolen away to cry over Jim's punishment, and wish that +he had had the courage to tell the truth at first; but saying to +himself that it was too late now, his father wouldn't believe him, +and he would make it up to Jim somehow, even if it took all his +pocket-money for a month. + +None of the other members of the family had left the room, and all +wore an anxious, expectant look, as Mr. Dinsmore entered, leading +Elsie by the hand. + +"I have brought you another witness, sir," he said, "for it seems +Elsie was present when the mischief was done." + +"Ah!" exclaimed the old gentlemen; "then I may hope to get at the +truth. Elsie, who broke my watch?" + +"It was not Jim, grandpa, indeed, _indeed_, it was not; but +oh! _please_ don't make me say who it was," replied the little +girl, beseechingly. + +"Elsie!" exclaimed her father, in a tone of stern reproof. + +"O papa! how can I?" she sobbed, trembling and clinging to his +hand as she caught a threatening look from Arthur. + +"Come, come, child, you must tell us all you know about it," said +her grandfather, "or else I can't let Jim off." + +Mr. Dinsmore was looking down at his little girl, and, following +the direction of her glance, perceived the cause of her terror. +"Don't be afraid to speak out and tell all you know, daughter, for +I will protect you," he said, pressing the little trembling hand +in his, and at the same time giving Arthur a meaning look. + +"Yes, yes, speak out, child; speak out at once; no one shall hurt +you for telling the truth," exclaimed her grandfather, impatiently. + +"I will, grandpa," she said, trembling and weeping; "but please +don't be very angry with Arthur; if you will forgive him this +time, I think he will never meddle any more; and I am quite sure +he did not mean to break it." + +"So it _was you_, after all, you young rascal! I knew it from +the first!" cried the old gentleman, striding across the room, +seizing the boy by the shoulder and shaking him roughly. + +"But go on, Elsie, let us have the whole story," he added, turning +to her again, but still keeping his hold upon Arthur. "You young +dog!" he added, when she had finished. "Yes, I'll forgive you when +you've had a good, sound flogging, and a week's solitary +confinement on bread and water, but not before." + +So saying, he was about to lead him from the room, when Elsie +suddenly sprang forward, and with clasped hands, and flushed, +eager face, she pleaded earnestly, beseechingly, "O grandpa! don't +whip him, don't punish him! He will never be so naughty again. +Will you, Arthur? Let _me pay_ for the watch, grandpa, and +don't punish him. I would so like to do it." + +"It isn't the moneyed value of the watch I care for, child," +replied the old gentleman, contemptuously; "and besides, where +would you get so much money?" + +"I am rich, grandpa, am I not? Didn't my mamma leave me a great +deal of money?" asked the little girl, casting down her eyes and +blushing painfully. + +"No, Elsie," said her father, very gently, as he took her hand and +led her back to the side of his chair again, "you have nothing but +what I choose to give you, until you come of age, which will not +be for a great many years yet." + +"But you _will_ give me the money to pay for the watch papa, +_won't_ you?" she asked, pleadingly. + +"No, I certainly shall not, for I think Arthur should be left to +suffer the penalty of his own misdeeds," he replied in a very +decided tone; "and, besides," he added, "your grandfather has +already told you that it is not the pecuniary loss he cares for." + +"No; but I will teach this young rascal to let my property alone," +said the elder gentleman with almost fierce determination, as he +tightened his grasp upon the boy's arm and dragged him from the +room. + +Arthur cast a look of hatred and defiance at Elsie as he went out, +that made her grow pale with fear and tremble so that she could +scarcely stand. + +Her father saw both the look and its effect, and drawing the +little trembler closer to him, he put his arm around her, and +stroking her hair, said in a low, soothing tone: "Don't be +frightened, daughter; I will protect you." + +She answered him with a grateful look and a long sigh of relief, +and he was just about to take her on his knee when visitors were +announced, and, changing his mind, he dismissed her to her room, +and she saw no more of him that evening. + +"Oh! if they only _hadn't_ come just now," thought the sorely +disappointed child, as she went out with slow, reluctant steps. +"I'm sure they wouldn't, if they had only known. I'm sure, quite +sure papa was going to take me on his knee, and they prevented +him. Oh! will be ever think of doing it again! Dear, dear papa, if +you could only know how I long to sit there!" But Mrs. Dinsmore, +who had hastily retired on the exit of Arthur and his father from +the drawing-room, was now sailing majestically down the hall, on +her return thither; and Elsie, catching sight of her, and being +naturally anxious to avoid a meeting just then, at once quickened +her pace very considerably, almost running up the stairs to her +own room, where she found old Aunt Phoebe, Jim's mother, waiting +to speak with her. + +The poor old creature was overflowing with gratitude, and her +fervent outpouring of thanks and blessings almost made Elsie +forget her disappointment for the time. + +Then Jim came to the door, asking to see Miss Elsie, and poured +out his thanks amid many sobs and tears; for the poor fellow had +been terribly frightened--indeed, so astounded by the unexpected +charge, that he had not had a word to say in his own defence, +beyond an earnest and reiterated assertion of his entire +innocence; to which, however, his angry master had paid no +attention. + +But at length Phoebe remembered that she had some baking to do, +and calling on Jim to come right along and split up some dry wood +to heat her oven, she went down to the kitchen followed by her +son, and Elsie was left alone with her nurse. + +Chloe sat silently knitting, and the little girl, with her head +leaning upon her hand and her eyes fixed thoughtfully upon the +floor, was rehearsing again and again in her own mind all that had +just passed between her papa and herself; dwelling with lingering +delight upon everything approaching to a caress, every kind word, +every soothing tone of his voice; and then picturing to herself +all that he might have done and said if those unwelcome visitors +had not come in and put an end to the interview; and half hoping +that he would send for her when they had gone, she watched the +clock and listened intently for every sound. + +But her bedtime came and she dared not stay up any longer; for his +orders had been peremptory that she should always retire precisely +at that hour, unless she had his express permission to remain up +longer. + +She lay awake for some time, thinking of his unwonted kindness, +and indulging fond hopes for the future, then fell asleep to dream +that she was on her father's knee, and felt his arms folded +lovingly about her, and his kisses warm upon her cheek. + +Her heart beat quickly as she entered the breakfast-room the next +morning. + +The family were just taking their places at the table, and her +half-eager, half-timid "Good morning, papa," was answered by a +grave, absent "Good morning, Elsie," and turning to his father and +entering into a conversation with him on some business matter, he +took no further notice of his little daughter, excepting to see +that her plate was well supplied with such articles of food as he +allowed her to eat. + +Elsie was sadly disappointed, and lingered about the room in the +vain hope of obtaining a smile or caress; but presently her father +went out, saying to the elder Mr. Dinsmore that he was going to +ride over to Ion, and would probably not return before night; +then, with a sigh, the little girl went back to her own room to +prepare her morning lessons. + +Elsie was now happily free from Arthur's persecutions for a time; +for even after his release, he was too much afraid of his brother +openly to offer her any very serious annoyance, though he plotted +revenge in secret; yet the little girl's situation was far from +comfortable, and her patience often severely tried, for Mrs. +Dinsmore was excessively angry with her on Arthur's account, and +whenever her father was not present, treated her in the most +unkind manner; and from the same cause the rest of the family, +with the exception of her grandpa and Aunt Adelaide, were +unusually cold and distant; while her father, although careful to +see that all her wants were attended to, seldom took any further +notice of her; unless to reprove her for some childish fault +which, however trifling, never escaped his eye. + +"You seem," said Adelaide to him one day, as he sent Elsie from +the room for some very slight fault, "to expect that child to be a +great deal more perfect than any grown person I ever saw, and to +understand all about the rules of etiquette." + +"If you please, Adelaide," said he haughtily, "I should like to be +allowed to manage my own child as I see proper, without any +interference from others." + +"Excuse me," replied his sister; "I had no intention of +interfering; but really, Horace, I do think you have no idea how +eagle-eyed you are for faults in her, nor how _very_ stern is +the tone in which you always reprove her. I have known Elsie a +great deal longer than you have, and I feel very certain that a +gentle reproof would do her quite as much good, and not wound her +half so much." + +"Enough, Adelaide!" exclaimed her brother, impatiently. "If I were +ten years _younger_ than yourself, instead of that much older, +there might be some propriety in your advising and directing me thus; +as it is, I must say I consider it simply impertinent." And he left the +room with an angry stride, while Adelaide looked after him with the +thought, "I am glad you have no authority over me." + +All that Adelaide had said was true; yet Elsie never complained, +never blamed her father, even in her heart; but, in her deep +humility, thought it was all because she was "so very naughty or +careless;" and she was continually making resolutions to be "oh! +_so_ careful always to do just right, and please dear papa, +so that some day he might learn to love her." + +But, alas! that hope was daily growing fainter and fainter; his +cold and distant manner to her and his often repeated reproofs had +so increased her natural timidity and sensitiveness that she was +now very constrained in her approaches to him, and seldom ventured +to move or speak in his presence; and he would not see that this +timidity and embarrassment were the natural results of his +treatment, but attributed it all to want of affection. He saw that +she feared him, and to that feeling alone he gave credit for her +uniform obedience to his commands, while he had no conception of +the intense, but now almost despairing love for him that burned in +that little heart, and made the young life one longing, earnest +desire and effort to gain his affection. + + + + +CHAPTER SIXTH + + "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of + death, I will fear no evil; for thou art with me; thy rod and + thy staff, they comfort me." + --_Psalm_ xxiii. 4. + + "'Tis but the cruel artifice of fate, + Thus to refine and vary on our woes, + To raise us from despair and give us hopes, + Only to plunge us in the gulf again, + And make us doubly wretched." + --TRAP's _Abramuh_. + + +It was Sabbath morning, and Elsie, ready dressed for church, stood +in the portico waiting for her father to come down and lift her +into the carriage, in which Adelaide, Louisa, and Enna were +already seated. + +The coachman was in his seat, and the horses, a pair of young and +fiery steeds purchased by Mr. Dinsmore only a few days before, +were impatiently stamping and tossing their heads, requiring quite +an exertion of strength to hold them in. + +"I don't exactly like the actions of those horses, Ajax," remarked +Mr. Dinsmore, as he came out putting on his gloves; "I did not +intend to have them put in harness to-day. Why did you not give us +the old bays?" + +"Kase, Marster Horace, ole Kate she's got a lame foot, an' ole +marster he says dese youngsters is got to be used some time or +nuther, an' I reckoned I mout jis as well use 'em to-day." + +"Do you feel quite sure of being able to hold them in?" asked his +master, glancing uneasily first at the horses and then at Elsie. + +"Ki! marster, dis here chile ben able to hold in a'most anything," +exclaimed the negro, exhibiting a double row of dazzlingly white +teeth; "an' besides, I'se drove dese here hosses twice 'fore now, +an' dey went splendid. Hold 'em in! Yes, sah, easy as nuffin." + +"Elsie," said her father, still looking a little uneasy, in spite +of Ajax's boasting, "I think it would be just as well for you to +stay at home." + +Elsie made no reply in words, but her answering look spoke such +intense disappointment, such earnest entreaty, that, saying, "Ah! +well, I suppose there is no real danger; and since you seem so +anxious to go, I will not compel you to stay at home," he lifted +her into the carriage, and seating himself beside her, ordered the +coachman to drive on as carefully as he could. + +"Elsie, change seats with me," said Enna; "I want to sit beside +Brother Horace." + +"No," replied Mr. Dinsmore, laying his hand on his little +daughter's shoulder, "Elsie's place is by me, and she shall sit +nowhere else." + +"Do you think we are in any danger of being run away with?" asked +Adelaide, a little anxiously as she observed him glancing once or +twice out of the window, and was at the same time sensible that +their motion was unusually rapid. + +"The horses are young and fiery, but Ajax is an excellent driver," +he replied, evasively; adding, "You may be sure that if I had +thought the danger very great I would have left Elsie at home." + +They reached the church without accident, but on their return the +horses took fright while going down a hill, and rushed along at a +furious rate, which threatened every instant to upset the +carriage. + +Elsie thought they were going very fast, but did not know that +there was real danger until her father suddenly lifted her from +her seat, and placing her between his knees, held her tightly, as +though he feared she would be snatched from his grasp. + +Elsie looked up into his face. It was deadly pale, and his eyes +were fixed upon her with an expression of anguish. + +"Dear papa," she whispered, "God will take care of us." + +"I would give all I am worth to have you safe at home," he +answered hoarsely, pressing her closer and closer to him. + +O! even in that moment of fearful peril, when death seemed just at +hand, those words, and the affectionate clasp of her father's arm, +sent a thrill of intense joy to the love-famished heart of the +little girl. + +But destruction seemed inevitable. Lora was leaning back, half +fainting with terror; Adelaide scarcely less alarmed, while Enna +clung to her, sobbing most bitterly. + +Elsie alone preserved a cheerful serenity. She had built her house +upon the rock, and knew that it would stand. Her destiny was in +her Heavenly Father's hands, and she was content to leave it +there. Even death had no terrors to the simple, unquestioning +faith of the little child who had put her trust in Jesus. + +But they were not to perish thus; for at that moment a powerful +negro, who was walking along the road, hearing an unusual sound, +turned about, caught sight of the vehicle coming toward him at +such a rapid rate, and instantly comprehending the peril of the +travellers, planted himself in the middle of the road, and, at the +risk of life and limb, caught the horses by the bridle--the sudden +and unexpected check throwing them upon their haunches, and +bringing the carriage to an instant stand-still. + +"Thank God, we are saved! That fellow shall be well rewarded for +his brave deed," exclaimed Mr. Dinsmore, throwing open the +carriage door. + +Then, leaping to the ground, he lifted Elsie out, set her down, +and gave his hand to his sisters one after the other. + +They were almost at the entrance of the avenue, and all preferred +to walk the short distance to the house rather than again trust +themselves to the horses. + +Mr. Dinsmore lingered a moment to speak to the man who had done +them such good service, and to give some directions to the +coachman; and then, taking the hand of his little girl, who had +been waiting for him, he walked slowly on, neither of them +speaking a word until they reached the house, when he stooped and +kissed her cheek, asking very kindly if she had recovered from her +fright. + +"Yes, papa," she answered, in a quiet tone, "I knew that God would +take care of us. Oh! wasn't He good to keep us all from being +killed?" + +"Yes," he said, very gravely. "Go now and let mammy get you ready +for dinner." + +As Elsie was sitting alone in her room that afternoon she was +surprised by a visit from Lora; it being very seldom that the +elder girls cared to enter her apartment. + +Lora looked a little pale, and more grave and thoughtful than +Elsie had ever seen her. For a while she sat in silence, then +suddenly burst out, "Oh, Elsie! I can't help thinking all the +time, what if we had been killed! where would we all be now? where +would _I_ have been? I believe _you_ would have gone straight +to heaven, Elsie; but _I_--oh! I should have been with the rich man +the minister read about this morning, lifting up my eyes in torment." + +And Lora covered her face with her hands and shuddered. + +Presently she went on again. "I was terribly frightened, and so +were the rest--all but you, Elsie; tell me, _do_--what kept +_you_ from being afraid?" + +"I was thinking," said Elsie gently, turning over the leaves of +her little Bible as she spoke, "of this sweet verse: 'Yea, though +I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no +evil; for thou art with me;' and oh, Lora! it made me so happy to +think that Jesus was there with me, and that if I were killed, I +should only fall asleep, to wake up again in His arms; then how +could I be afraid?" + +"Ah! I would give anything to feel as you do," said Lora, sighing. +"But tell me, Elsie, did you not feel afraid for the rest of us? +I'm sure you must know that _we_ are not Christians; we don't +even pretend to be." + +Elsie blushed and looked down. + +"It all passed so quickly, you know, Lora, almost in a moment," +she said, "so that I only had time to think of papa and myself; +and I have prayed so much for him that I felt quite sure God would +spare him until he should be prepared to die. It was very selfish, +I know," she added with deep humility; "but it was only for a +moment, and I can't tell you how thankful I was for _all_ our +spared lives." + +"Don't look so--as if you had done something very wicked, Elsie," +replied Lora, sighing again. "I'm sure we have given you little +enough reason to care whatever becomes of us; but oh! Elsie, if +you can only tell me how to be a Christian, I mean now to try very +hard; indeed, I am determined never to rest until I am one." + +"Oh, Lora, how glad I am!" cried Elsie, joyfully, "for I know that +if you are really in earnest, you will succeed; for no one ever +yet failed who tried aright. Jesus said, '_Every one_ that +asketh, receiveth; and he that seeketh, findeth; and to him that +knocketh, it _shall_ be opened.' Is not _that_ encouraging? +And listen to what God says here in _this_ verse: 'Ye shall seek +me and _find_ me, when ye shall search for me with _all your +heart_.' So you see, dear Lora, if you will only seek the Lord with +your _whole heart_, you may be _sure_, _quite_ sure +of finding Him." + +"Yes," said Lora, "but you have not answered my question; +_how_ am I to seek? that is, what means am I to use to get +rid of my sins, and get a new heart? how make myself pleasing in +the sight of God? what must I _do_ to be saved?" + +"That is the very question the jailer put to Paul, and he +answered, 'Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be +saved,'" replied Elsie, quickly turning to the chapter and +pointing out the text with her finger, that Lora might see that +she had quoted it correctly. "And in answer to your other +question, 'How shall I get rid of my sins?' see here: 'In that day +there shall be a fountain opened to the house of David and to the +inhabitants of Jerusalem for sin and for uncleanliness.' That is +in Zechariah; then John tells us what that fountain is when he +says, 'The blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanseth us from all +sin;' and again, 'Unto Him that loved us, and washed us from our +sins in His own blood.'" + +"Yes, Elsie, but what must I _do_?" asked Lora, eagerly. + +"Do, Lora? only _believe_" replied Elsie, in the same earnest +tone. "Jesus has done and suffered all that is necessary; and now +we have nothing at all to do but go to Him and be washed in that +fountain; believe Him when He says, 'I _give_ unto them eternal +life;' just accept the gift, and trust and love Him; that is the whole +of it, and it is so simple that even such a little girl as I can +understand it." + +"But surely, Elsie, I _can_, I _must do something_." + +"Yes, God tells us to repent; and He says, 'Give me thine heart;' +you can do that; you can love Jesus; at least He will enable you +to, if you ask Him, and He will teach you to be sorry for your +sins; the Bible says, 'He is exalted to give repentance and +remission of sins;' and if you ask Him He will give them to you. +It is true we cannot do anything good of ourselves; without the +help of the Holy Spirit we can do nothing right, because we are so +very wicked; but then we can always get that help if we ask for +it. Jesus said, 'Your Heavenly Father is more willing to give His +Holy Spirit to them that ask Him, than parents are to give good +gifts unto their children. Oh, Lora! don't be afraid to ask for +it; don't be afraid to come to Jesus, for He says, 'Him that +cometh unto Me, I will in nowise cast out;' and He is such a +precious Saviour, so kind and loving. But remember that you must +come very humbly; feeling that you are a great sinner, and not +worthy to be heard, and only hoping to be forgiven, because Jesus +died. The Bible says, 'God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace +unto the humble.'" + +Lora lingered the greater part of the afternoon in Elsie's room, +asking her questions, or listening to her while she read the +Scriptures, or repeated some beautiful hymn, or spoke in her +sweet, childish way, of her own peace and joy in believing in +Jesus. + +But at last Lora went to her own room, and Elsie had another quiet +half-hour to herself before the tea-bell again called the family +together. + +Elsie answered the summons with a light heart--a heart that +thrilled with a new and strange sense of happiness as she +remembered her father's evident anxiety for her safety during +their perilous ride, recalling each word and look, and feeling +again, in imagination, the clasp of his arm about her waist. + +"Ah! surely papa does love me," she murmured to herself over and +over again; and when he met her at the table with a kind smile, +and laying his hand caressingly on her head, asked in an +affectionate tone, "How does my little daughter do this evening?" +her cheeks flushed, and her eyes grew bright with happiness, and +she longed to throw her arms around his neck, and tell him how +very, very much she loved him. + +But that was quite impossible at the table, and before all the +family; so she merely raised her glad eyes to his face and +answered, "I am very well, thank you, papa." + +But, after all, this occurrence produced but little change in +Elsie's condition; her father treated her a little more +affectionately for a day or two, and then gradually returned to +his ordinary stern, cold manner; indeed, before the week was out, +she was again in sad disgrace. + +She was walking alone in the garden one afternoon, when her +attention was attracted by a slight fluttering noise which seemed +to proceed from an arbor near by, and on hastily turning in to +ascertain the cause, she found a tiny and beautiful humming-bird +confined under a glass vase; in its struggles to escape it was +fluttering and beating against the walls of its prison, thus +producing the sound the little girl had heard in passing. + +Elsie was very tender-hearted, and could never see any living +creature in distress without feeling a strong desire to relieve +its sufferings. She knew that Arthur was in the habit of torturing +every little insect and bird that came in his way, and had often +drawn his persecutions upon herself by interfering in behalf of +the poor victim; and now the thought instantly flashed upon her +that _this_ was some of his work, and that he would return +ere long to carry out his cruel purposes. Then at once arose the +desire to release the little prisoner and save it further +suffering, and without waiting to reflect a moment she raised the +glass, and the bird was gone. + +Then she began to think with a little tremor, how angry Arthur +would be; but it was too late to think of that now, and, after +all, she did not stand in very great dread of the consequences, +especially as she felt nearly sure of her father's approval of +what she had done, having several times heard him reprove Arthur +for his cruel practices. + +Not caring to meet Arthur then, however, she hastily retreated to +the house, where she seated herself in the veranda with a book. It +was a very warm afternoon, and that, being on the east side of the +house and well protected by trees, shrubbery, and vines, was as +cool a spot as could be found on the place. + +Arthur, Walter and Enna sat on the floor playing jack-stones--a +favorite game with them--and Louise was stretched full length on a +settee, buried in the latest novel. + +"Hush!" she said, as Walter gave a sudden shout at a successful +toss Enna had just made; "can't you be quiet? Mamma is taking her +afternoon nap, and you will disturb her; and, besides, I cannot +read in such a noise." + +Elsie wondered why Arthur did not go to see after his bird, but +soon forgot all about it in the interest with which she was poring +over the story of the "Swiss Family Robinson." + +The jack-stone players were just finishing their game when they +were all startled by the sudden appearance of Mr. Horace Dinsmore +upon the scene, asking in a tone of great wrath who had been down +in the garden and liberated the humming-bird he had been at such +pains to catch, because it was one of a rare species, and he was +anxious to add it to his collection of curiosities. + +Elsie was terribly frightened, and would have been glad at that +moment to sink through the floor; she dropped her book in her lap, +and clasping her hands over her beating heart, grew pale and red +by turns, while she seemed choking with the vain effort to speak +and acknowledge herself the culprit, as conscience told her she +ought. + +But her father was not looking at her; his eye was fixed on +Arthur. + +"I presume it was you, sir," he said very angrily, "and if so, you +may prepare yourself for either a flogging or a return to your +prison, for one or the other I am determined you shall have." + +"I didn't _do_ it, any such thing," replied the boy, +fiercely. + +"Of course you will deny it," said his brother, "but we all know +that your word is good for nothing." + +"Papa," said a trembling little voice, "Arthur did not do it; it +was I." + +"You," exclaimed her father, in a tone of mingled anger and +astonishment, as he turned his flashing eye upon her, "_you_, +Elsie! can it be _possible_ that this is _your_ doing?" + +Elsie's book fell on the floor, and, covering her face with both +hands, she burst into sobs and tears. + +"Come here to me this instant," he said, seating himself on the +settee, from which Louise had risen on his entrance. "Come here +and tell me what you mean by meddling with my affairs in this +way." + +"Please, papa, _please_ don't be so very angry with me," +sobbed the little girl, as she rose and came forward in obedience +to his command; "I didn't know it was your bird, and I didn't mean +to be naughty." + +"No, you _never mean_ to be naughty, according to your own +account," he said; "your badness is all accident; but nevertheless, +I find you a very troublesome, mischievous child; it was only the +other day you broke a valuable vase" (he forgot in his anger how little +she had really been to blame for that), "and now you have caused me +the loss of a rare specimen which I had spent a great deal of time +and effort in procuring. Really, Elsie, I am sorely tempted to administer +a very severe punishment" + +Elsie caught at the arm of the settee for support. + +"Tell me what you did it for; was it pure love of mischief?" asked +her father, sternly, taking hold of her arm and holding her up by +it. + +"No, papa," she answered almost under her breath. "I was sorry for +the little bird. I thought Arthur had put it there to torture it, +and so I let it go. I did not mean to do wrong, papa, indeed I did +not," and the tears fell faster and faster. + +"Indeed," said he, "you had no business to meddle with it, let who +would have put it there. Which hand did it?" + +"This one, papa," sobbed the child, indicating her right hand. + +He took it in his and held it a moment, while the little girl +stood tremblingly awaiting what was to come next. He looked at the +downcast, tearful face, the bosom heaving with sobs, and then at +the little trembling hand he held, so soft, and white, and tender, +and the sternness of his countenance relaxed somewhat; it seemed +next to impossible to inflict pain upon anything so tender and +helpless; and for a moment he was half inclined to kiss and +forgive her. But no, he had been very much irritated at his loss, +and the remembrance of it again aroused his anger, and well-nigh +extinguished the little spark of love and compassion that had +burned for a moment in his heart. She should be punished, though +he would not inflict physical pain. + +"See, Elsie," laughed Louise, maliciously, "he is feeling in his +pocket for his knife. I suspect he intends to cut your hand off." + +Elsie started, and the tearful eyes were raised to her father's +face with a look half of terrified entreaty, half of confidence +that such _could not_ be his intention. + +"Hush, Louise!" exclaimed her brother, sternly; "you _know_ +you are not speaking truly, and that I would as soon think of +cutting off my own hand as my child's. You should never speak +anything but truth, especially to children." + +"I think it is well enough to frighten them a little sometimes, +and I thought that was what you were going to do," replied Louise, +looking somewhat mortified at the rebuke. + +"No," said her brother, "that is a very bad plan, and one which I +shall never adopt. Elsie will learn in time, if she does not know +it now, that I never utter a threat which I do not intend to carry +out, and never break my word." + +He had drawn a handkerchief from his pocket while speaking. + +"I shall tie this hand up, Elsie," he said, proceeding to do so; +"those who do not use their hands aright must be deprived of the +use of them. There! let me see if that will keep it out of +mischief. I shall tie you up hand and foot before long, if you +continue such mischievous pranks. Now go to your room, and stay +there until tea-time." + +Elsie felt deeply, bitterly disgraced and humiliated as she turned +to obey; and it needed not Arthur's triumphant chuckle nor the +smirk of satisfaction on Enna's face to add to the keen suffering +of her wounded spirit; this slight punishment was more to her than +a severe chastisement would have been to many another child; for +the very knowledge of her father's displeasure was enough at any +time to cause great pain to her sensitive spirit and gentle, +loving heart. + +Walter, who was far more tender-hearted than either his brother or +sister, felt touched by the sight of her distress, and ran after +her to say, "Never mind, Elsie; I am ever so sorry for you, and I +don't think you were the least bit naughty." + +She thanked him with a grateful look, and a faint attempt to smile +through her tears; then hurried on to her room, where she seated +herself in a chair by the window, and laying her arms upon the +sill, rested her head upon them, and while the bitter tears fell +fast from her eyes she murmured half aloud, "Oh! why am I always +so naughty? always doing something to displease my dear papa? how +I wish I could be good, and make him love me! I am afraid he never +will if I vex him so often." + +Then an earnest, importunate prayer for help to do right, and +wisdom to understand how to gain her father's love, went up from +the almost despairing little heart to Him whose ear is ever open +unto the cry of His suffering children. And thus between weeping, +mourning, and praying, an hour passed slowly away, and the tea- +bell rang. + +Elsie started up, but sat down again, feeling that she would much +rather do without her supper than show her tear-swollen eyes and +tied-up hand at the table. + +But she was not to be left to her choice in the matter, for +presently there came a messenger bringing a peremptory command +from her father "to come down _immediately_ to her supper." + +"Did you not hear the bell?" he asked, in his sternest tone, as +she tremblingly took her seat at his side. + +"Yes, sir," she answered, in a low, tremulous tone. + +"Very well, then; remember that you are always to come down the +moment the bell rings, unless you are directed otherwise, or are +sick; and the next time you are so late, I shall send you away +without your meal." + +"I don't want any supper, papa," she said, humbly. + +"Hush," he replied, severely; "I will have no pouting or sulking; +you must just eat your supper and behave yourself. Stop this +crying at once," he added, in an undertone, as he spread some +preserves on a piece of bread and laid it on her plate, "or I +shall take you away from the table, and if I do, you will be very +sorry." + +He watched her a moment while she made a violent effort to choke +back her tears. + +"What is your hand tied up for, Elsie?" asked her grandfather; +"have you been hurt?" + +Elsie's face flushed painfully, but she made no reply. + +"You must speak when you are spoken to," said her father; "answer +your grandfather's question at once." + +"Papa tied it up, because I was naughty," replied the little girl, +vainly striving to suppress a sob. + +Her father made a movement as if about to lead her from the table. + +"O papa! _don't_" she cried, in terror; "I will be good." + +"Let me have no more crying, then," said he; "this is shameful +behavior for a girl eight years old; it would be bad enough in a +child of Enna's age." He took out his handkerchief and wiped her +eyes. "Now," said he, "begin to eat your supper at once, and don't +let me have to reprove you again." + +Elsie tried to obey, but it seemed very difficult, indeed almost +impossible, while she knew that her father was watching her +closely, and _felt_ that everybody else was looking at her +and thinking, "What a naughty little girl you are!" + +"Oh!" thought the poor child, "if papa would only quit looking at +me, and the rest would forget all about me and eat their suppers, +maybe I could keep from crying." Then she sent up a silent prayer +for help, struggling hard to keep back the tears and sobs that +were almost suffocating her, and taking up her slice of bread, +tried to eat. + +She was very thankful to her Aunt Adelaide for addressing a +question to her papa just at that moment, thus taking his +attention from her, and then adroitly setting them all to talking +until the little girl had had time to recover her composure, at +least in a measure. + +"May I go to my room now, papa?" asked the timid little voice as +they rose from the table. + +"No," he said, taking her hand and leading her out to the veranda, +where he settled himself in an easy-chair and lighted a cigar. + +"Bring me that book that lies yonder on the settee," he commanded. + +She brought it. + +"Now," said he, "bring that stool and set yourself down here close +at my knee, and let me see if I can keep you out of mischief for +an hour or two." + +"May I get a book to read, papa?" she asked timidly. + +"No," said he shortly. "You may just do what I bid you, and +nothing more nor less." + +She sat down as he directed, with her face turned toward him, and +tried to amuse herself with her own thoughts, and watching the +expression of his countenance as he read on and on, turning leaf +after leaf, too much interested in his book to take any further +notice of her. + +"How handsome my papa is!" thought the little girl, gazing with +affectionate admiration into his face. And then she sighed, and +tears trembled in her eyes again. She admired her father, and loved +him, "oh! _so_ dearly," as she often whispered to herself; but +would she ever meet with anything like a return of her fond affection? +There was an aching void in her heart which nothing else could fill; +must it always be thus? was her craving for affection never to be +satisfied? "O, papa! my own papa, will you never love me?" mourned +the sad little heart. "Ah! if I could only be good always, perhaps +he would; but I am so often naughty; --whenever he begins to be kind +I am sure to do something to vex him, and then it is all over. Oh! I +_wish_ I _could_ be good! I will try very, _very_ hard. +Ah! if I might climb on his knee now, and lay my head on his breast, +and put my arms round his neck, and tell him how sorry I am that I +have been naughty, and made him lose his bird; and how much--oh! +_how_ much I love him! But I know I never could tell him _that_ +--I don't know how to express it; no _words could_, I am sure. +And if he would forgive me, and kiss me, and call me his dear little +daughter. Oh! will he _ever_ call me _that?_ Or if I, might +only stand beside him and lay my head on his shoulder, and +he would put his arm around me, it would make me _so_ happy." + +An exclamation from Enna caused Elsie to turn her head, and +suddenly springing to her feet, she exclaimed in an eager, excited +way, "Papa, there is a carriage coming up the avenue--it must be +visitors; please, _please_, papa, let me go to my room." + +"Why?" he asked coolly, looking up from his book, "why do you wish +to go?" + +"Because I don't want to see them, papa," she said, hanging her +head and blushing deeply; "I don't want them to see me." + +"You are not usually afraid of visitors," he replied in the same +cool tone. + +"But they will see that my hand is tied up, and they will ask what +is the matter. O papa! do, _please_ do let me go quickly, +before they get here," she pleaded in an agony of shame and haste. + +"No," said he, "I shall not let you go, if it were only to punish +you for getting off the seat where I bade you stay, without +permission. You will have to learn that I am to be obeyed at all +times, and under all circumstances. Sit down, and don't dare to +move again until I give you leave." + +Elsie sat down without another word, but two bitter, scalding +tears rolled quickly down her burning cheeks. + +"You needn't cry, Elsie," said her father; "it is only an old +gentleman who comes to see your grandfather on business, and who, +as he never notices children, will not be at all likely to ask any +questions. I hope you will learn some day, Elsie, to save your +tears until there is really some occasion for them." + +The old gentleman had alighted while Mr. Dinsmore was speaking; +Elsie saw that he was alone, and the relief was so great that for +once she scarcely heeded her father's rebuke. + +Another half-hour passed, and Mr. Dinsmore still sat reading, +taking no notice of Elsie, who, afraid to speak or move, was +growing very weary and sleepy. She longed to lay her head on her +father's knee, but dared not venture to take such a liberty; but +at length she was so completely overpowered by sleep as to do so +unconsciously. + +The sound of his voice pronouncing her name aroused her. + +"You are tired and sleepy," said he; "if you would like to go to +bed you may do so." + +"Thank you, papa," she replied, rising to her feet. + +"Well," he said, seeing her hesitate, "speak, if you have anything +to say." + +"I am very sorry I was naughty, papa. Will you please forgive me?" +The words were spoken very low, and almost with a sob. + +"Will you try not to meddle in future, and not to cry at the +table, or pout and sulk when you are punished?" he asked in a +cold, grave tone. + +"Yes, sir, I will try to be a good girl always," said the humble +little voice. + +"Then I will forgive you," he replied, taking the handkerchief off +her hand. + +Still Elsie lingered. She felt as if she could not go without some +little token of forgiveness and love, some slight caress. + +He looked at her with an impatient "Well?" Then, in answer to her +mute request, "No," he said, "I will not kiss you to-night; you +have been entirely too naughty. Go to your room at once." + +Aunt Chloe was absolutely frightened by the violence of her +child's grief, as she rushed into the room and flung herself into +her arms weeping and sobbing most vehemently. + +"What's de matter, darlin'?" she asked in great alarm. + +"O mammy, mammy!" sobbed the child, "papa wouldn't kiss me! he +said I was too naughty. O mammy! will he ever love me now?" + + + + +CHAPTER SEVENTH + + + "The smallest worm will turn, being trodden on." + --SHAKESPEARE, _Richard III_. + + "A blossom full of promise is life's joy, + That never comes to fruit. Hope, for a time, + Suns the young flow'ret in its gladsome light, + And it looks flourishing--a little while-- + 'Tis pass'd, we know not whither, but 'tis gone." + --MISS LANDON. + + +It was Miss Day's custom to present to the parents of her pupils a +monthly report of their conduct and recitations. The regular time +for this had occurred once since Mr. Horace Dinsmore's return, +when she, of course, handed Elsie's to him. + +It was very satisfactory, for Elsie was a most diligent scholar, +carrying her religious principles into that as well as everything +else; and disposed as Miss Day was to find fault with her, she +could seldom see any excuse for so doing, in either her conduct or +recitations. + +Mr. Dinsmore glanced over the report and handed it back, saying, +"It is all very good; very satisfactory indeed. I am glad to see +that she is industrious and well behaved, for I wish her to grow +up an intelligent and amiable woman." + +Elsie, who was standing near, heard the words, and they sent a +glow of pleasure to her cheeks. She looked up eagerly; but her +father turned and walked away without taking any notice of her, +and the glow of happiness faded, and the soft eyes filled with +tears of wounded feeling. + +It was now time for a second report; but alas! the past month had +been a most unfortunate one for the little girl; the weather was +very warm, and she had felt languid and weak, and so much were her +thoughts occupied with the longing desire to gain her father's +love, so depressed were her spirits by her constant failure to do +so, that she often found it impossible to give her mind to her +lessons. + +Arthur, too, during much of the time before and since the week of +his imprisonment, had been more than usually annoying, shaking her +chair and jogging her elbow so frequently when she was writing, +that her copy-book presented by no means so good an appearance as +usual; and never had Miss Day made out so poor a report for her. +She carried it with much secret satisfaction to the little girl's +father, and entered a long complaint of the child's idleness and +inattention. + +"Send her to me," he said, angrily. "She will find me in my own +room." + +Miss Day had left Elsie in the school-room putting her desk in +order after the day's work, and she found her still there on her +return. + +"Elsie," said she, with a malicious smile, "your father wishes to +see you immediately. He is in his room." + +The child turned red and pale by turns, and trembled so violently +that for a moment she was quite unable to move; for she guessed +from Miss Day's countenance what was probably in store for her. + +"I advise you to go at once," said that lady, "for no doubt the +longer you wait the worse it will be for you." + +At the same moment Mr. Dinsmore's voice was heard calling in a +stern, angry tone, "Elsie!" + +Making a violent effort to control her feelings, she started up +and hastened to obey. + +The door of his room stood open, and she walked in, asking in a +trembling voice, "Did you call me, papa?" + +"Yes," said he, "I did. Come here to me." + +He was sitting with the copy-book and report in his hand, and +there was much severity in both tone and look as he addressed her. + +She obeyed instantly, but trembling violently, and with a face +pale as death, and eyes filled with tears. She lifted them +pleadingly to his face; and, touched by her evident terror and +distress, he said in a tone somewhat less stern, "Can you tell me, +Elsie, how it happens that your teacher brings me so bad a report +of your conduct and lessons during the past month? She says you +have been very idle; and the report tells the same story; and this +copy-book presents a shameful appearance." + +The child answered only by tears and sobs. + +They seemed to irritate him. + +"Elsie," he said, sternly, "when I ask a question, I require an +answer, and that instantly." + +"O papa!" she answered, pleadingly, "I couldn't study. I'm very +sorry--I'll try to do better--only don't be very angry with me, +dear papa." + +"I am angry with you; very angry, indeed," said he in the same +severe tone, "and very strongly inclined to punish you. You +_couldn't_ study, eh? What reason can you assign, pray? Were +you not well?" + +"I don't know, sir," sobbed the little girl. + +"You don't _know_? Very well, then, I think you could not be +very ill without knowing it, and so you seem to have no excuse at +all to offer? However, I will not inflict any punishment upon you +_this_ time, as you seem to be really sorry, and have promised to do +better; but beware how you let me see such a report as this, or hear such +complaints of idleness again, unless you wish to be _severely punished_; +and I warn you that unless your next copy-book presents a better +appearance than this, I certainly shall punish you. + +"There are a number of pages here that look quite well," he +continued, turning over the leaves; "that shows what you +_can_ do, if you choose; now there is an old saying, 'A bird +that _can_ sing, and _won't_ sing, must be _made_ to sing.' +Hush!" as Elsie seemed about to speak; "not a word. You +may go now." And throwing himself back in his easy-chair, he took up a +newspaper and began to read. + +Yet Elsie lingered; her heart so yearned for one word or look of +sympathy and love; she so longed to throw herself into his arms +and tell him how dearly, how _very_ dearly she loved him; she +did so hunger and thirst for one fond caress--ah! how could she go +away without it now, when for the very first time she found +herself alone with him in his own room, where she had never +ventured before, but where she had often been in her brightest +dreams. + +And so she lingered, trembling, hoping, fearing; but presently he +looked up with a cold "Why do you stand there? I gave you +permission to go; go at once." And with a sinking heart she turned +away and sought the solitude of her own room, there to weep, and +mourn, and pray that she might one day possess the love she so +pined for, and bitterly to reproach herself for having by the +failures of the past month put it farther from her. + +And soon a thought came to her which added greatly to her +distress. If Arthur continued his persecutions, how could she make +the next copy-book more presentable? and in case it were not, her +father had said positively that he would punish her; and oh! how +could she bear punishment from him, when a word or look of +displeasure almost broke her heart? + +Miss Day seldom remained in the school-room during the whole of +the writing hour, and sometimes the older girls were also absent, +so that Arthur had ample opportunity to indulge his mischievous +propensities; for Elsie was above the meanness of telling tales, +and had she not been, Arthur was so great a favorite with his +mother that she would have brought a great deal of trouble upon +herself by so doing. + +She therefore saw no escape from the dreaded punishment, unless +she could persuade the perverse boy to cease his annoyances; and +of that there was little hope. + +But she carried her trouble to her Heavenly Father, and asked Him +to help her. She was still on her knees, pouring out her sobs and +prayers, when some one knocked at the door. + +She rose and opened it to find her Aunt Adelaide standing there. + +"Elsie," she said, "I am writing to Miss Rose; have you any word +to send? You may write a little note, if you choose, and I will +enclose it in my letter. But what is the matter, child?" she +suddenly exclaimed, kindly taking the little girl's hand in hers. + +With many tears and sobs Elsie told her the whole story, not +omitting her papa's threat, and her fear that she could not, on +account of Arthur's persecutions, avoid incurring the punishment. + +Adelaide's sympathies were enlisted, and she drew the sobbing +child to her side, saying, as she pressed a kiss on her cheek, +"Never mind, Elsie, I will take my book or needle-work to the +school-room every day, and sit there during the writing hour. But +why don't you tell your papa about it?" + +"Because I don't like to tell tales, Aunt Adelaide, and it would +make your mamma so angry with me; and besides, I can't tell papa +anything." + +"Ah, I understand! and no wonder; he is strangely stern to the +poor child. I mean to give him a good talking to," murmured +Adelaide, more as if thinking aloud than talking to Elsie. + +Then, kissing the little girl again, she rose hastily and left the +room, with the intention of seeking her brother; but he had gone +out; and when he returned he brought several gentlemen with him, +and she had no opportunity until the desire to interfere in the +matter had passed from her mind. + +"And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer, +and while they are yet speaking, I will hear." The promise had +been fulfilled to Elsie, and help had been sent her in her +trouble. + +When her Aunt Adelaide left her, Elsie--first carefully locking +the door to guard against a surprise visit from Enna--went to her +bureau, and unlocking a drawer, took out a purse she was knitting +for her father, to replace the one she had given to Miss Allison. + +She had commenced it before his return, and having spent upon it +nearly every spare moment since, when she could feel secure from +intrusion, she now had it nearly completed. Ah! many a silent tear +had fallen as she worked, and many a sigh over disappointed hopes +had been woven into its bright meshes of gold and blue. + +But now she had been much comforted and encouraged by her aunt's +sympathy and kind promise of assistance, and, though there were +still traces of tears upon it, the little face looked quite bright +and cheerful again as she settled herself in her little sewing +chair, and began her work. + +The small white fingers moved right briskly, the bright shining +needles glancing in and out, while the thoughts, quite as busy, +ran on something in this fashion: "Ah! I am so sorry I have done +so badly the past month; no wonder papa was vexed with me. I don't +believe I ever had such a bad report before. What has come over +me? It seems as if I _can't_ study, and must have a holiday. +I wonder if it is all laziness? I'm afraid it is, and that I ought +to be punished. I wish I could shake it off, and feel industrious +as I used to. I will try _very_ hard to do better this month, +and perhaps I can. It is only one month, and then June will be +over, and Miss Day is going North to spend July and August, and +maybe September, and so we shall have a long holiday. Surely I can +stand it one month more; it will soon be over, though it does seem +a long time, and besides, this month we are not to study so many +hours, because it is so warm; and there's to be no school on +Saturdays; none to-morrow, so that I can finish this. Ah! I wonder +if papa will be pleased?" and she sighed deeply. "I'm afraid it +will be a long, long time before he will be pleased with me again. +I have displeased him twice this week--first about the bird, and +now this bad report, and that shameful copy-book. But oh! I will +try _so_ hard next month, and dear Aunt Adelaide will keep +Arthur from troubling me, and I'm determined my copy-book shall +look neat, and not have a single blot in it. + +"I wonder how I shall spend the vacation? Last summer I had such a +delightful visit at Ashlands; and then they were here all the rest +of the time. It was then poor Herbert had such a dreadful time +with his hip. Ah! how thankful I ought to be that I am not lame, +and have always been so healthy. But I'm afraid papa won't let me +go there this summer, nor ask them to visit me, because he said he +thought Lucy was not a suitable companion for me. I _was_ +very naughty when she was here, and I've been naughty a great many +times since. Oh! dear, shall I never, never learn to be good? It +seems to me I am naughty now much oftener than I used to be before +papa came home. I'm afraid he will soon begin to punish me +severely, as he threatened to-day. I wonder what he means?" + +A crimson tide suddenly swept over the fair face and neck, and +dropping her work, she covered her face with her hands. "Oh! he +couldn't, _couldn't_ mean that! how could I ever bear it! and +yet if it would make me really good, I think I wouldn't mind the +pain--but the shame and disgrace! oh! it would break my heart. I +could never hold up my head again! Oh! _can_ he mean that? +But I must just try to be so very good that I will never deserve +punishment, and then it will make no difference to me what he +means." And with this consolatory reflection she took up her work +again. + +"Mammy, is papa in his room?" asked Elsie, the next afternoon, as +she put the finishing touches to her work. + +"No, darlin', Marster Horace he rode out wid de strange gentlemen +more than an hour ago." + +Elsie laid her needles away in her work-basket, and opening her +writing-desk, selected a bit of note-paper, on which she wrote in +her very best hand, "A present for my dear papa, from his little +daughter Elsie!" This she carefully pinned to the purse, and then +carried it to her papa's room, intending to leave it on his +toilet-table. + +Fearing that he might possibly have returned, she knocked gently +at the door, but receiving no answer, opened it, and went in; but +she had not gone more than half way across the room when she heard +his voice behind her, asking, in a tone of mingled surprise and +displeasure, "What are you doing here in my room, in my absence, +Elsie?" + +She started, and turned round, pale and trembling, and lifting her +eyes pleadingly to his face, silently placed the purse in his +hand. + +He looked first at it, and then at her. + +"I made it for you, dear papa," she said, in a low, tremulous +tone; "do please take it." + +"It is really very pretty," he said, examining it; "is it possible +it is your work? I had no idea you had so much taste and skill. +Thank you, daughter; I shall take it, and use it with a great deal +of pleasure." + +He took her hand as he spoke, and sitting down, lifted her to his +knee, saying, "Elsie, my child, why do you always seem so afraid +of me? I don't like it." + +With a sudden impulse she threw her arms round his neck, and +pressed her lips to his cheek; then dropping her head on his +breast, she sobbed: "O papa! _dear_ papa, I _do love_ you so +_very_ dearly! will you not love me? O papa! love me a _little_. +I know I've been naughty very often, but I will _try_ to be good." + +Then for the first time he folded her in his arms and kissed her +tenderly, saying, in a moved tone, "I _do_ love you, my darling, my +own little daughter." + +Oh! the words were sweeter to Elsie's ear than the most delicious +music! her joy was too great for words, for anything but tears. + +"Why do you cry so, my darling?" he asked, soothingly, stroking +her hair, and kissing her again and again. + +"O papa! because I am so happy, so _very_ happy," she sobbed. + +"Do you indeed care so very much for my love?" he asked; "then, my +daughter, you must not tremble and turn pale whenever I speak to +you, as though I were a cruel tyrant." + +"O papa! I cannot help it, when you look and speak so sternly. I +love you so dearly I cannot bear to have you angry with me; but I +am not afraid of you now." + +"That is right," he said, caressing her again. "But there is the +tea-bell," he added, setting her down. "Go into the dressing-room +there, and bathe your eyes, and then come to me." + +She hastened to do his bidding, and then taking her hand he led +her down and seated her in her usual place by his side. + +There were visitors, and all his conversation was addressed to +them and the older members of the family, but he now and then +bestowed a kind look upon his little girl, and attended carefully +to all her wants; and Elsie was very happy. + +Everything now went on very pleasantly with our little friend for +some days; she did not see a great deal of her father, as he was +frequently away from home for a day or two, and, when he returned, +generally brought a number of visitors with him; but whenever he +did notice her it was very kindly, and she was gradually +overcoming her fear of him, and constantly hoping that the time +would soon come when he would have more leisure to bestow upon +her. She was happy now, and with a mind at ease, was able to learn +her lessons well; and as her Aunt Adelaide faithfully kept her +promise, and thus freed her from Arthur's annoyances, she was +enabled to do justice to her writing. She took great pains, her +copy-book showed a marked improvement in her penmanship, and its +pages had not yet been defaced by a single blot, so that she was +looking forward with pleasing anticipations to the time when her +report should again be presented to her father. + +But, alas! one unfortunate morning it happened that Miss Day was +in a very bad humor indeed--peevish, fretful, irritable, and +unreasonable to the last degree; and, as usual, Elsie was the +principal sufferer from her ill-humor. She found fault with +everything the little girl did; scolded her, shook her, refused to +explain the manner of working out a very difficult example, or to +permit her to apply to any one else for assistance, and then +punished her because it was done wrong; and when the child could +no longer keep back her tears, called her a baby for crying, and a +dunce for not understanding her arithmetic better. + +All this Elsie bore meekly and patiently, not answering a word; +but her meekness seemed only to provoke the governess the more; +and finally, when Elsie came to recite her last lesson, she took +pains to put her questions in the most perplexing form, and +scarcely allowing the child an instant to begin her reply, +answered them herself; then, throwing down the book, scolded her +vehemently for her bad lesson, and marked it in her report as a +complete failure. + +Poor Elsie could bear no more, but bursting into tears and sobs, +said: "Miss Day, I _did_ know my lesson, every word of it, if +you had asked the questions as usual, or had given me time to +answer." + +"_I_ say that you did _not_ know it; that it was a +complete failure," replied Miss Day, angrily; "and you shall just +sit down and learn it, every word, over." + +"I _do_ know it, if you will hear me right," said Elsie, +indignantly, "and it is very unjust in you to mark it a failure." + +"Impudence!" exclaimed Miss Day, furiously; "how _dare_ you +contradict me? I shall take you to your father." + +And seizing her by the arm, she dragged her across the room, and +opening the door, pushed her into the passage. + +"Oh! don't, Miss Day," pleaded the little girl, turning toward +her, pale and tearful, "don't tell papa." + +"I will! so just walk along with you," was the angry rejoinder, as +she pushed her before her to Mr. Dinsmore's door. It stood open, +and he sat at his desk, writing. + +"What is the matter?" he asked, looking up as they appeared before +the door. + +"Elsie has been very impertinent, sir," said Miss Day; "she not +only accused me of injustice, but contradicted me flatly." + +"Is it _possible!_" said he, frowning angrily. "Come here to +me, Elsie, and tell me, is it _true_ that you contradicted +your teacher?" + +"Yes, papa," sobbed the child. + +"Very well, then, I shall certainly punish you, for I will never +allow anything of the kind." + +As he spoke he picked up a small ruler that lay before him, at the +same time taking Elsie's hand as though he meant to use it on her. + +"O papa!" she cried, in a tone of agonized entreaty. + +But he laid it down again, saying: "No, I shall punish you by +depriving you of your play this afternoon, and giving you only +bread and water for your dinner. Sit down there," he added, +pointing to a stool. Then, with a wave of his hand to the +governess, "I think she will not be guilty of the like again, Miss +Day." + +The governess left the room, and Elsie sat down on her stool, +crying and sobbing violently, while her father went on with his +writing. + +"Elsie," he said, presently, "cease that noise; I have had quite +enough of it." + +She struggled to suppress her sobs, but it was almost impossible, +and she felt it a great relief when a moment later the dinner-bell +rang, and her father left the room. + +In a few moments a servant came in, carrying on a small waiter a +tumbler of water, and a plate with a slice of bread on it. + +"Dis am _drefful_ poor fare, Miss Elsie," he said, setting it +down beside her, "but Massa Horace he say it all you can hab; but +if you say so, dis chile tell ole Phoebe to send up somethin' +better fore Massa Horace gits through his dinner." + +"Oh! no, thank you, Pompey; you're very kind, but I would not +disobey or deceive papa," replied the little girl, earnestly; "and +I am not at all hungry." + +He lingered a moment, seeming loath to leave her to dine upon such +fare. + +"You had better go now, Pompey," she said gently; "I am afraid you +will be wanted." + +He turned and left the room, muttering something about +"disagreeable, good-for-nothing Miss Day!" + +Elsie felt no disposition to eat; and when her father returned, +half an hour afterward, the bread and water were still untouched. + +"What is the meaning of this?" he asked in a stern, angry tone; +"why have you not eaten what I sent you?" + +"I am not hungry, papa," she said humbly. + +"Don't tell me that," he replied, "it is nothing but stubbornness; +and I shall not allow you to show such a temper. Take up that +bread this moment and eat it. You shall eat every crumb of the +bread and drink every drop of the water." + +She obeyed him instantly, breaking off a bit of bread and putting +it in her mouth, while he stood watching her with an air of stern, +cold determination; but when she attempted to swallow, it seemed +utterly impossible. + +"I cannot, papa," she said, "it chokes me." + +"You _must_," he replied; "I am going to be obeyed. Take a +drink of water, and that will wash it down." + +It was a hard task, but seeing that there was no escape, she +struggled to obey, and at length every crumb of bread and drop of +water had disappeared. + +"Now, Elsie," said her father, in a tone of great severity, "never +_dare_ to show me such a temper as this again; you will not +escape so easily next time; remember I am to be obeyed _always_; +and when I send you anything to eat, _you are to eat it_." + +It had not been temper at all, and his unjust severity almost +broke her heart; but she could not say one word in her own +defence. + +He looked at her a moment as she sat there trembling and weeping; +then saying, "I forbid you to leave this room without my +permission; don't venture to disobey me, Elsie; sit where you are +until I return," he turned to go. + +"Papa," she asked, pleadingly, "may I have my books, to learn my +lessons for to-morrow." + +"Certainly," he said; "I will send a servant with them." + +"And my Bible too, please, papa." + +"Yes, yes," he answered impatiently, as he went out and shut the +door. + +Jim was just bringing up Elsie's horse, as Mr. Dinsmore passed +through the hall, and he stepped out to order it back to the +stable, saying that Miss Elsie was not going to ride. + +"What is the trouble with Elsie?" asked his sister Adelaide, as he +returned to the drawing-room and seated himself beside her. + +"She has been impertinent to her governess, and I have confined +her to my room for the rest of the day," he replied, rather +shortly. + +"Are you _sure_, Horace, that Elsie was so much to blame?" +asked his sister, speaking in a tone too low to reach any ear but +his. "I am certain, from what Lora tells me, that Miss Day is +often cruelly unjust to her; more so than to any other of her +pupils." + +He looked at her with a good deal of surprise. + +"Are you not mistaken?" he asked. + +"No! it is a positive fact that she does at times _really +abuse_ her." + +"Indeed! I shall certainly not allow _that_" he said, +coloring with anger. + +"But in this instance, Adelaide," he added thoughtfully, "I think +you must be mistaken, for Elsie _acknowledged_ that she had +been impertinent. I did not condemn her unheard, stern and severe +as you think me." + +"If she _was_, Horace, believe me it must have been only +after great provocation, and her acknowledgment of it is no proof +at all, to my mind; for Elsie is so humble, she would think she +_must_ have been guilty of impertinence if Miss Day accused +her of it." + +"Surely not, Adelaide; she is by no means wanting in sense," he +replied, in a tone of incredulity, not unmixed with annoyance. + +Then he sat thinking a moment, half inclined to go to his child +and inquire more particularly into the circumstances, but soon +relinquished the idea, saying to himself, "No; if she does not +choose to be frank with me, and say what she can in her own +defence, she _deserves_ to suffer; and besides, she showed +such stubbornness about eating that bread." + +He was very proud, and did not like to acknowledge even to +_himself_ that he had punished his child unjustly--much less +to _her_; and it was not until near tea-time that he returned +to his room, entering so softly that Elsie did not hear him. + +She was sitting just where he had left her, bending over her +Bible, an expression of sadness and deep humility on the sweet +little face, so young and fair and innocent. She did not seem +aware of his presence until he was close beside her, when, looking +up with a start, she said in a voice full of tears, "Dear papa, I +am very sorry for all my naughtiness; will you please forgive me?" + +"Yes," he said, "certainly I will, if you are really sorry;" and +stooping, he kissed her coldly, saying, "Now go to your room, and +let Chloe dress you for tea." + +She rose at once, gathered up her books, and went out. + +The little heart was very sad; for her father's manner was so cold +she feared he would never love her again. And she was particularly +distressed by the bad mark given her for recitation that day, because +she knew the time was now drawing very near when her report must +be handed in to her papa; and the delight with which she had hitherto +looked forward to receiving his well-merited approbation, was now changed +to fear, and dread of his displeasure; yet she knew she had not deserved +the bad mark, and again and again she determined that she would tell her +father all about it; but his manner had now become so cold and stern that +she could not summon up courage to do so, but put it off from day to day, +until it was too late. + + + + +CHAPTER EIGHTH. + + + "He that pursues an act that is attended + With doubtful issues, for the means, had need + Of policy and force to make it speed." + --T. NABB's _Unfortunate Mother._ + + "Joy never feasts so high, + As when the first course is of misery." + --SUCKLING's _Aglaura._ + + +It was Friday, and the next morning was the when the reports were +to be presented. School had closed, and all but Elsie had already +left the room; but she was carefully arranging the books, writing +and drawing materials, etc., in her desk, for she was very neat +and orderly in her habits. + +When she had quite finished her work she took up her report-book, +and glanced over it. As her eye rested for an instant upon the one +bad mark, she sighed a little, and murmured to herself, "I am +_so_ sorry; I wish papa knew how little I really deserved it. +I don't know why I never can get the courage to tell him." + +Then, laying it aside, she opened her copy-book and turned over +the leaves with unalloyed pleasure, for not one of its pages was +defaced by a single blot, and from beginning to end it gave +evidence of painstaking carefulness and decided improvement. + +"Ah! surely _this_ will please dear papa!" she exclaimed, +half aloud. "How good Aunt Adelaide was to sit here with me!" + +Then, putting it carefully in its place, she closed and locked the +desk, and carrying the key to her room, laid it on the mantel, +where she was in the habit of keeping it. + +Now it so happened that afternoon that Arthur, who had made +himself sick by over-indulgence in sweetmeats, and had in +consequence been lounging about the house doing nothing for the +last day or two, remained at home while all the rest of the family +were out, walking, riding, or visiting. + +He was not usually very fond of reading, but while lying on the +lounge in the nursery, very much in want of some amusement, it +suddenly occurred to him that he would like to look at a book he +had seen Elsie reading that morning. + +To be sure the book belonged to her, and she was not there to be +consulted as to her willingness to lend it; but that made no +difference to Arthur, who had very little respect for the rights +of property, excepting where his own were concerned. + +Elsie, he knew, was out, and Chloe in the kitchen; so, feeling +certain there would be no one to interfere with him, he went +directly to the little girl's room to look for the book. He soon +found it lying on the mantel; but the desk-key lay right beside +it, and as he caught sight of that he gave a half scream of +delight, for he guessed at once to what lock it belonged, and felt +that he now could accomplish the revenge he had plotted ever since +the affair of the watch. + +He put out his hand to take it, but drew it back again, and stood +for a moment balancing in his mind the chances of detection. + +He could deface Elsie's copy-book, but Adelaide could testify to +the little girl's carefulness and the neatness of her work up to +that very day, for she had been in the school-room that morning +during the writing hour. But then Adelaide had just left home to +pay a visit to a friend living at some distance, and would not +return for several weeks, so there was little danger from that +quarter. Miss Day, to be sure, knew the appearance of Elsie's book +quite as well, but there was still less danger of her interference, +and he was pretty certain no one else knew. + +So he decided to run the risk, and laying down the book he took +the key, went to the door, looked carefully up and down the hall +to make sure of not being seen by any of the servants, and having +satisfied himself on that point, hurried to the school-room, +unlocked Elsie's desk, took out her copy-book, and dipping a pen +in the ink, proceeded deliberately to blot nearly every page in +it; on some he made a large blot, on others a small one, and on +some two or three; and also scribbled between the lines and on the +margin, so as completely to deface poor Elsie's work. + +But to do Arthur justice, though he knew his brother would be +pretty sure to be very angry with Elsie, he did not know of the +threatened punishment. He stopped once or twice as he thought he +heard a footstep, and shut down the lid until it had passed, when +he raised it again and went on with his wicked work. It did not +take long, however, and he soon replaced the copy-book in the +precise spot in which he had found it, wiped the pen, and put it +carefully back in its place, relocked the desk, hurried back to +Elsie's room, put the key just where he had found it, and taking +the book, returned to the nursery without having met any one. + +He threw himself down on a couch and tried to read, but in vain; +he could not fix his attention upon the page--could think of +nothing but the mischief he had done, and its probable consequences; +and now, when it was too late, he more than half repented; yet as to +confessing and thus saving Elsie from unmerited blame, he did not for a +single moment entertain the thought. But at length it suddenly occurred +to him that if it became known that he had been into Elsie's room to get +the book he might be suspected; and he started up with the intention of +replacing it. But he found that it was too late; she had already +returned, for he heard her voice in the hall; so he lay down +again, and kept the book until she came in search of it. + +He looked very guilty as the little girl came in, but not seeming +to notice it, she merely said, "I am looking for my book. I +thought perhaps some one might have brought it in here. Oh! +_you_ have it, Arthur! well, keep it, if you wish; I can read +it just as well another time." + +"Here, take it," said he roughly, pushing it toward her; "I don't +want it; 'tisn't a bit pretty." + +"I think it is very interesting, and you are quite welcome to read +it if you wish," she answered mildly; "but if you don't care to, I +will take it." + +"Young ladies and gentlemen," said the governess, as they were +about closing their exercises the next morning, "this is the +regular day for the reports, and they are all made out. Miss +Elsie, here is yours; bring your copy-book, and carry both to your +papa." + +Elsie obeyed, not without some trembling, yet hoping, as there was +but _one_ bad mark in the report and the copy-book showed +such evident marks of care and painstaking, her papa would not be +very seriously displeased. + +It being the last day of the term, the exercises of the morning +had varied somewhat from the usual routine, and the writing hour +had been entirely omitted; thus it happened that Elsie had not +opened her copy-book, and was in consequence still in ignorance of +its sadly altered appearance. + +She found her father in his room. He took the report first from +her hand, and glancing over it, said with a slight frown, "I see +you have one _very_ bad mark for recitation; but as there is +only one, and the others are remarkably good, I will excuse it." + +Then taking the copy-book and opening it, much to Elsie's surprise +and alarm he gave her a glance of great displeasure, turned +rapidly over the leaves, then laying it down, said in his sternest +tones, "I see I shall have to keep my promise, Elsie." + +"What, papa?" she asked, turning pale with terror. + +"_What!_" said he! "do you ask me what? Did I not tell you _positively_ +that I would _punish_ you if your copy-book this month did not present +a better appearance than it did last?" + +"O papa! does it not? I tried so very hard; and there are no blots +in it." + +"No blots?" said he; "what do you call these?" and he turned over +the leaves again, holding the book so that she could see them, and +showing that almost every one was blotted in several places. + +Elsie gazed at them in unfeigned astonishment; then looking up +into his face, she said earnestly but fearfully, "Papa, I did not +do it." + +"Who did, then?" he asked. + +"Indeed, papa, I do not know," she replied. + +"I must inquire into this business," he said, rising, "and if it +is not your fault you shall not be punished; but if I find you +have been telling me a falsehood, Elsie, I shall punish you much +more severely than if you had not denied your fault." + +And taking her by the hand as he spoke, he led her back to the +school-room. + +"Miss Day," said he, showing the book, "Elsie says these blots are +not her work; can you tell me whose they are?" + +"Miss Elsie _generally_ tells the truth, sir," replied Miss +Day, sarcastically, "but I must say that in this instance I think +she has failed, as her desk has a good lock, and she herself keeps +the key." + +"Elsie," he asked, turning to her, "is this so?" + +"Yes, papa." + +"And have you ever left your desk unlocked, or the key lying +about?" + +"No, papa. I am quite certain I have not," she answered +unhesitatingly, though her voice trembled, and she grey very pale. + +"Very well, then, _I_ am quite certain you have told me a +falsehood, since it is evident this _must_ have been your +work. Elsie, I can forgive anything but falsehood, but that I +_never will_ forgive. Come with me. I shall teach you to speak +the truth to _me_ at least, if to no one else," and taking her hand +again, he led, or rather dragged, her from the room, for he was terribly +angry, his face fairly pale with passion. + +Lora came in while he was speaking and, certain that _Elsie_ +would never be caught in a falsehood, her eye quickly sought +Arthur's desk. + +He was sitting there with a very guilty countenance. + +She hastily crossed the room, and speaking in a low tone, said, +"Arthur, _you_ have had a hand in this business I very well +know; now confess it quickly, or Horace will half kill Elsie." + +"You don't know anything about it," said he doggedly. + +"Yes, I do," she answered; "and if you do not speak out at once, _I_ +shall save Elsie, and find means to prove your guilt afterwards; so you +had much better confess." + +"Go away," he exclaimed angrily, "I have nothing to confess." + +Seeing it was useless to try to move him, Lora turned away and +hurried to Horace's room, which, in her haste, she entered without +knocking, he having fortunately neglected to fasten the door. She +was just in time; he had a small riding whip in his hand, and +Elsie stood beside him pale as death, too much frightened even to +cry, and trembling so that she could scarcely stand. + +He turned an angry glance on his sister as she entered; but taking +no notice of it, she exclaimed eagerly, "Horace, don't punish +Elsie, for I am certain she is innocent." + +He laid down the whip asking, "_How_ do you know it? what +_proof_ have you? I shall be very glad to be convinced," he +added, his countenance relaxing somewhat in its stern and angry +expression. + +"In the first place," replied his sister, "there is Elsie's +established character for truthfulness--in all the time she has +been with us, we have ever found her perfectly truthful in word +and deed. And then, Horace, what motive could she have had for +spoiling her book, knowing as she did that certain punishment +would follow? Besides, I am sure Arthur is at the bottom of this, +for though he will not acknowledge, he does not deny it. Ah! yes, +and now I recollect, I saw and examined Elsie's book only +yesterday, and it was then quite free from blots." + +A great change had come over her brother's countenance while she +was speaking. + +"Thank you, Lora," he said, cordially, as soon as she had done, +"you have quite convinced me, and saved me from punishing Elsie as +unjustly as severely. That last assurance I consider quite +sufficient of itself to establish her innocence." + +Lora turned and went out feeling very happy, and as she closed the +door, Elsie's papa took her in his arms, saying in loving, tender +tones, "My poor little daughter! my own darling child! I have been +cruelly unjust to you, have I not?" + +"Dear papa, you thought I deserved it," she said, with a burst of +tears and sobs, throwing her arms around his neck, and laying her +head on his breast. + +"Do you love me, Elsie, dearest?" he asked, folding her closer to +his heart. + +"Ah! so very, _very_ much! better than all the world beside. +O papa! if you would only love me." The last word was almost a +sob. + +"I do, my darling, my own precious child," he said, caressing her +again and again. "I do love my little girl, although I may at +times seem cold and stern; and I am more thankful than words can +express that I have been saved from punishing her unjustly. I +could never forgive myself if I had done it. I would rather have +lost half I am worth; ah! I fear it would have turned all her love +for me into hatred; and justly, too." + +"No, papa, oh! no, _no; nothing_ could ever do that!" and the +little arms were clasped closer and closer about his neck, and the +tears again fell like rain, as she timidly pressed her quivering +lips to his cheek. + +"There, there daughter! don't cry any more; we will try to forget +all about it, and talk of something else," he said soothingly. +"Elsie, dear, your Aunt Adelaide thinks perhaps you were not so +very much to blame the other day; and now I want you to tell me +all the circumstances; for though I should be very sorry to +encourage you to find fault with your teacher, I am by no means +willing to have you abused." + +"Please, papa, don't ask me," she begged. "Aunt Lora was there, +and she will tell you about it." + +"No, Elsie," he said, very decidedly; "I want the story from _you_; +and remember, I want _every word_ that passed between you and +Miss Day, as far as you can possibly recall it." + +Seeing that he was determined, Elsie obeyed him, though with +evident reluctance, and striving to put Miss Day's conduct in as +favorable a light as consistent with truth, while she by no means +extenuated her own; yet her father listened with feelings of +strong indignation. + +"Elsie," he said when she had done, "if I had known all this at +the time, I should not have punished you at all. Why did you not +tell me, my daughter, how you have been ill treated and provoked?" + +"O papa! I could not; you know you did not ask me." + +"I did ask you if it was true that you contradicted her, did I +not?" + +"Yes, papa, and it was true." + +"You ought to have told me the whole story though; but I see how +it was--I frightened you by my sternness. Well, daughter," he +added, kissing her tenderly, "I shall endeavor to be less stern in +future, and you must try to be less timid and more at your ease +with me." + +"I will, papa," she replied meekly; "but indeed I cannot help +feeling frightened when you are angry with me." + +Mr. Dinsmore sat there a long time with his little daughter on his +knee, caressing her more tenderly than ever before; and Elsie was +very happy, and talked more freely to him than she had ever done, +telling him of her joys and her sorrows; how dearly she had loved +Miss Allison--what happy hours they had spent together in studying +the Bible and in prayer--how grieved she was when her friend went +away--and how intensely she enjoyed the little letter now and then +received from her; and he listened to it all, apparently both +pleased and interested, encouraging her to go on by an occasional +question or a word of assent or approval. + +"What is this, Elsie?" he asked, taking hold of the chain she +always wore around her neck, and drawing the miniature from her +bosom. + +But as he touched the spring the case flew open, revealing the +sweet, girlish face, it needed not Elsie's low murmured "Mamma" to +tell him who that lovely lady was. + +He gazed upon it with emotion, carried back in memory to the time +when for a few short months she had been his own most cherished +treasure. Then, looking from it to his child, he murmured, "Yes, +she is very like--the same features, the same expression, +complexion, hair and all--will be the very counterpart of her if +she lives." + +"Dear papa, am I like mamma?" asked Elsie, who had caught a part +of his words. + +"Yes, darling, very much indeed, and I hope you will grow more +so." + +"You loved mamma?" she said inquiringly. + +"Dearly, _very_ dearly." + +"O papa! _tell_ me about her! _do_, dear papa," she +pleaded eagerly. + +"I have not much to tell," he said, sighing. "I knew her only for +a few short months ere we were torn asunder, never to meet again +on earth." + +"But we may hope to meet her in heaven, dear papa," said Elsie +softly, "for she loved Jesus, and if we love Him we shall go there +too when we die. Do you love Jesus, papa?" she timidly inquired, +for she had seen him do a number of things which she knew to be +wrong--such as riding out for pleasure on the Sabbath, reading +secular newspapers, and engaging in worldly conversation--and she +greatly feared he did not. + +But instead of answering her question, he asked, "Do you, Elsie?" + +"Oh! yes, sir; very _very_ much; even better than I love you, +my own dear papa." + +"How do you know?" he asked, looking keenly into her face. + +"Just as I know that I love you, papa, or any one else," she +replied, lifting her eyes to his face in evident surprise at the +strangeness of the question. + +"Ah, papa," she added in her own sweet, simple way, "I do so love +to talk of Jesus; to tell Him all my troubles, and ask Him to +forgive my sins and make me holy; and then it is so sweet to know +that He loves me, and will _always_ love me, even if no one +else does." + +He kissed her very gravely, and set her down, saying, "Go now, my +daughter, and prepare for dinner; it is almost time for the bell." + +"You are not displeased, papa?" she inquired, looking up anxiously +into his face. + +"No, darling, not at all," he replied, stroking her hair. "Shall I +ride with my little girl this afternoon?" + +"Oh papa! do you really mean it? I shall be so glad!" she +exclaimed joyfully. + +"Very well, then," he said, "it is settled. But go now; there is +the bell. No, stay!" he added quickly, as she turned to obey; +"think a moment and tell me where you put the key of your desk +yesterday, for it must have been then the mischief was done. Had +you it with you when you rode out?" + +Suddenly Elsie's face flushed, and she exclaimed Eagerly, "Ah! I +remember now! I left it on the mantelpiece, papa, and--" + +But here she paused, as if sorry she had said so much. + +"And what?" he asked. + +"I think I had better not say it, papa! I'm afraid I _ought_ +not, for I don't really _know_ anything, and it seems so wrong +to suspect people." + +"You need not express any suspicions," said her father; "I do not +wish you to do so; but I must insist upon having all the facts you +can furnish me with. Was Aunt Chloe in your room all the time you +were away?" + +"No, sir; she told me she went down to the kitchen directly after +I left, and did not come up again until after I returned." + +"Very well; do you know whether any one else entered the room +during your absence?" + +"I do not _know_, papa, but I _think_ Arthur must have +been in, because when I came home I found him reading a book which +I had left lying on the mantel-piece," she answered in a low, +reluctant tone. + +"Ah, ha! that is just it! I see it all now," he exclaimed, with a +satisfied nod. "There, that will do, Elsie; go now and make haste +down to your dinner." + +But Elsie lingered, and, in answer to a look of kind inquiry from +her father, said coaxingly, "Please, papa, don't be very angry +with him. I think he did not know how much I cared about my book." + +"You are very forgiving, Elsie; but go, child, I shall not abuse +him," Mr. Dinsmore answered, with an imperative gesture, and the +little girl hurried from the room. + +It happened that just at this time the elder Mr. Dinsmore and his +wife were paying a visit to some friends in the city, and thus +Elsie's papa had been left head of the house for the time. Arthur, +knowing this to be the state of affairs, and that though his +father was expected to return that evening, his mother would be +absent for some days, was beginning to be a good deal fearful of +the consequences of his misconduct, and not without reason, for +his brother's wrath was now fully aroused, and he was determined +that the boy should not on this occasion escape the penalty of his +misdeeds. + +Arthur was already in the dining-room when Mr. Dinsmore came down. + +"Arthur," said he, "I wish you to step into the library a moment; +I have something to say to you." + +"I don't want to hear it," muttered the boy, with a dogged look, +and standing perfectly still. + +"I dare say not, sir; but that makes no difference," replied his +brother. "Walk into the library at once." + +Arthur returned a scowl of defiance, muttering almost under his +breath, "I'll do as I please about that;" but cowed by his +brother's determined look and manner, he slowly and reluctantly +obeyed. + +"Now, sir," said Mr. Dinsmore, when he had him fairly in the room, +and had closed the door behind them, "I wish to know how you came +to meddle with Elsie's copy-book." + +"I didn't," was the angry rejoinder. + +"Take care, sir; I know all about it," said Mr. Dinsmore, in a +warning tone; "it is useless for you to deny it. Yesterday, while +Elsie was out and Aunt Chloe in the kitchen, you went to her room, +took the key of her desk from the mantel-piece where she had left +it, went to the school-room and did the mischief, hoping to get +her into trouble thereby, and then relocking the desk and +returning the key to its proper place, thought you had escaped +detection; and I was very near giving my poor, innocent little +girl the whipping you so richly deserve." + +Arthur looked up in astonishment. + +"Who told you?" he asked; "nobody saw me;" then, catching himself, +said hastily, "I tell you I didn't do it. I don't know anything +about it." + +"Will you dare to tell me such a falsehood as that again?" +exclaimed Mr. Dinsmore, angrily, taking him by the collar and +shaking him roughly. + +"Let me alone now," whined the culprit. "I want my dinner, I say." + +"You'll get no dinner to-day, I can tell you," replied his +brother. "I am going to lock you into your bedroom, and keep you +there until your father comes home; and then if _he_ doesn't +give you the flogging you deserve, _I_ will; for I intend you +shall have your deserts for once in your life. I know that all +this is in revenge for Elsie's forced testimony in the affair of +the watch, and I gave you fair warning then that I would see to it +that any attempt to abuse my child should receive its just +reward." + +He took the boy by the arm as he spoke, to lead him from the room. + +At first Arthur seemed disposed to resist; but soon, seeing how +useless it was to contend against such odds, he resigned himself +to his fate, saying sullenly, "You wouldn't treat me this way if +mamma was at home." + +"She is not, however, as it happens, though I can tell you that +even _she_ could not save you now," replied his brother, as +he opened the bedroom door, and pushing him in, locked it upon +him, and put the key in his pocket. + +Mr. Horace Dinsmore had almost unbounded influence over his +father, who was very proud of him; the old gentleman also utterly +despised everything mean and underhanded, and upon being made +acquainted by Horace with Arthur's misdemeanors he inflicted upon +him as severe a punishment as any one could have desired. + + + + +CHAPTER NINTH + + + "Keep the Sabbath day to sanctify it, as the Lord thy God + hath commanded thee." + --_Deut._ v. 12. + + "She is mine own; + And I as rich in having such a jewel + As twenty seas, if all their sand were pearl, + The water nectar, and the rocks pure gold." + --SHAKESPEARE, _Two Gentlemen of Verona._ + + +And now happy days had come to the little Elsie. Her father +treated her with the tenderest affection, and kept her with him +almost constantly, seeming scarcely willing to have her out of his +sight for an hour. He took her with him wherever he went in his +rides and walks and visits to the neighboring planters. + +She was much admired for her beauty and sweetness of disposition, +much caressed and flattered, but, through it all, lost none of her +native modesty, but was ever the same meek, gentle little girl. +She felt grateful for all the kindness she received, and liked to +visit with her papa; but her happiest days were spent at home on +those rare occasions when they were free from visitors, and she +could sit for hours on his knee, or by his side, talking or +reading to him, or working at her embroidery, or knitting and +listening while he read. He helped her with all her studies, +taught her something of botany and geology in their walks, helped +her to see and correct the faults of her drawings, sang with her +when she played, bought her quantities of new music, and engaged +the best masters to instruct her--in short, took a lively interest +in all her pursuits and pleasures, gave her every indulgence, and +lavished upon her the tenderest caresses. He was very proud of her +beauty, her sweetness, her intelligence, and talent; and nothing +pleased him better than to hear them spoken of by others in terms +of praise. + +And Elsie was very happy; the soft eyes grew bright with +happiness, and the little face lost its pensive expression, and +became as round, rosy and merry as Enna's. + +Miss Day went North, expecting to be absent several months, and +Elsie's papa took her traveling, spending some time at different +watering-places. It was her first journey since she had been old +enough to care for such things, and she enjoyed it exceedingly. +They left home in July, and did not return until September, so +that the little girl had time to rest and recruit, both mentally +and physically, and was ready to begin her studies again with zeal +and energy; yet it was so pleasant to be her papa's constant +companion, and she had so enjoyed her freedom from the restraints +of the school-room, that she was not at all sorry to learn, on +their arrival at Roselands, that the governess would still be +absent for some weeks. + +"How bright and happy the child looks!" was Adelaide's remark on +the day of their return, as, from the opposite side of the room, +she watched the speaking countenance of the little girl, who was +giving Enna and the boys an animated description of her journey. + +"Yes," said Lora, "and how entirely she seems to have overcome her +fear of her father!" for at that instant Elsie suddenly left the +little group, and running to him, leaned confidingly on his knee, +while apparently urging some request, which he answered with a +smile and a nod of acquiescence; when she left the room, and +presently returned carrying a richly bound book of engravings. + +Yes, Elsie had lost her fear of her father, and could now talk to +him, and tell him her feelings and wishes, as freely as ever Enna +did; and no wonder, for in all these weeks he had never given her +one harsh word or look; but indeed he had had no occasion to do +so, for she was always docile and obedient. + +It was Sabbath afternoon--the first Sabbath after their return-- +and Elsie was in her own room alone with the books she loved best +--her Bible, hymnbook, and "Pilgrim's Progress." + +She had spent a very happy hour in self-examination, reading and +prayer, and was singing to herself in a low tone her favorite +hymn, + + "I lay my sins on Jesus," + +while turning over the leaves of her Bible to find the story of +Elijah, which she had promised to read to Chloe that afternoon, +when a child's footsteps were heard coming down the hall, the +handle of the door was turned hastily, and then, as it refused to +yield, Enna's voice called out in a fretful, imperious tone, "Open +this door, Elsie Dinsmore. I want in, I say." + +Elsie sighed, as she thought, "There is an end to my nice +afternoon," but she rose at once, and quickly crossing the room, +opened the door, asking pleasantly, "What do you want, Enna?" + +"I _told_ you I wanted to come _in_," replied Enna, +saucily, "and now you've got to tell me a story to amuse me; mamma +says so, because you know I've got a cold, and she won't let me go +out." + +"Well, Enna," said Elsie, patiently, "I am going to read a very +beautiful story to mammy, and you are quite welcome to sit here +and listen." + +"I sha'n't have it read! I said you were to _tell_ it. I +don't like to hear reading," replied Enna in her imperious way, at +the same time taking quiet possession of Elsie's little rosewood +rocking-chair--a late present from her papa, and highly prized by +the little girl on that account--and beginning to scratch with her +thumb nail upon the arm. + +"Oh! don't scratch my pretty new chair, Enna!" Elsie entreated; +"it is papa's present, and I wouldn't have it spoiled for a great +deal." + +"I will; who cares for your old chair?" was the reply in a +scornful tone, as she gave another and harder dig with her nail. +"You're a little old maid--so particular with all your things-- +that's what mamma says you are. Now tell me that story." + +"I will tell you a story if you will stop scratching my chair, +Enna," said Elsie, almost with tears in her eyes, "I will tell you +about Elijah on Mount Carmel or Beishazzar's feast, or the +children in the fiery furnace, or----" + +"I sha'n't hear any of those! I don't want any of your old Bible +stories," interrupted Enna, insolently, "You must tell me that +pretty fairy tale Herbert Carrington is so fond of." + +"No, Enna; I cannot tell you that _to-day_," replied Elsie, +speaking gently, but very firmly. + +"I say you _shall!_" screamed Enna, springing to her feet. +"I'll just go and tell mamma, and she'll make you do it." + +"Stay, Enna," said Elsie, catching her hand to detain her; "I will +tell you any story I know that is suitable for the Sabbath; but I +cannot tell the fairy tale to-day, because you know it would be +wrong. I will tell it to you to-morrow, though, if you will wait." + +"You're a _bad_ girl, and I'll just tell mamma of you," +exclaimed Enna, passionately, jerking her hand away and darting +from the room. + +"Oh! if papa was only at home," sighed Elsie, sinking into her +rocking-chair, pale and trembling; but she knew that he had gone +out riding, and would probably not return for some time; he had +invited her to accompany him, but she had begged to be allowed to +stay at home, and he had let her have her wish. + +As she feared, she was immediately summoned to Mrs. Dinsmore's +presence. + +"Elsie," said that lady, severely, "are you not ashamed of +yourself, to refuse Enna such a small favor especially when the +poor child is not well. I must say you are the most selfish, +disobliging child I ever saw." + +"I offered to tell her a Bible story, or anything suitable for the +Sabbath day," replied Elsie, meekly, "but I cannot tell the fairy +tale, because it would be wrong." + +"Nonsense! there's no harm at all in telling fairy tales to-day, +any more than any other day; that is just an excuse, Elsie," said +Mrs. Dinsmore, angrily. + +"I don't want her old Bible stories. I won't have them. I want +that pretty fairy tale," sobbed Enna passionately; "_make_ +her tell it, mamma." + +"Come, come, what is all this fuss about?" asked the elder Mr. +Dinsmore, coming in from an adjoining room. + +"Nothing," said his wife, "except that Enna is not well enough to +go out, and wants a fairy story to pass away the time, which Elsie +alone is acquainted with, but is too lazy or too self-willed to +relate." + +He turned angrily to his little granddaughter. + +"Ah! indeed, is that it? Well, there is an old saying. 'A bird +that _can_ sing, and _won't_ sing, must be _made_ to sing.'" + +Elsie was opening her lips to speak, but Mrs. Dinsmore bade her be +silent, and then went on. "She pretends it is all on account of +conscientious scruples. 'It isn't fit for the Sabbath,' she says. +Now _I_ say it is a great piece of impertinence for a child +of her years to set up her opinion against yours and mine; and I +know very well it is nothing but an excuse, because she doesn't +choose to be obliging." + +"Of _course_ it is; nothing in the _world_ but an +excuse," responded Mr. Dinsmore, hotly. + +Elsie's face flushed, and she answered a little indignantly, + +"No, grandpa, indeed it is _not_ merely an excuse, but--" + +"Do you _dare_ to contradict me, you impertinent little +hussy?" cried the old gentleman, interrupting her in the middle of +her sentence; and catching her by the arm, he shook her violently; +then picking her up and setting her down hard upon a chair, he +said, "Now, miss, sit you there until your father comes home, then +we will see what _he_ thinks of such impertinence; and if he +doesn't give you the complete whipping you deserve, I miss my +guess." + +"Please, grandpa, I--" + +"Hold your tongue! don't dare to speak another word until your +father comes home," said he, threateningly. "If you don't choose +to say what you're wanted to, you shall not talk at all." + +Then, going to the door, he called a servant and bade him tell +"Mr. Horace," as soon as he returned, that he wished to see him. + +For the next half-hour--and a very long one it seemed to her-- +Elsie sat there wishing for, and yet dreading her father's coming. +Would he inflict upon her the punishment which her grandfather +evidently wished her to receive, without pausing to inquire into +the merits of the case? or would he listen patiently to _her_ +story? And even if he did, might he not still think her deserving +of punishment? She could not answer these questions to her own +satisfaction. A few months ago she would have been certain of a +very severe chastisement, and even now she trembled with fear; for +though she knew beyond a doubt that he loved her dearly, she knew +also that he was a strict and severe disciplinarian, and never +excused her faults. + +At last her ear caught the sound of his step in the hall, and her +heart beat fast and faster as it drew nearer, until he entered, +and addressing his father, asked, "Did you wish to see me, sir?" + +"Yes, Horace, I want you to attend to this girl," replied the old +gentleman, with a motion of the head toward Elsie. "She has been +very impertinent to me." + +"What! _Elsie_ impertinent! is it possible? I certainly +expected better things of her." + +His tone expressed great surprise, and turning to his little +daughter, he regarded her with a grave, sad look that brought the +tears to her eyes; dearly as she loved him, it seemed almost +harder to bear than the old expression of stern severity. + +"It is hard to believe," he said, "that my little Elsie would be +guilty of such conduct; but if she has been, of course she must be +punished, for I cannot allow anything of the kind. Go. Elsie, to +my dressing-room and remain there until I come to you." + +"Papa--" she began, bursting into tears. + +"Hush!" he said, with something of the old sternness; "not a word; +but obey me instantly." + +Then, as Elsie went sobbing from the room, he seated himself, and +turning to his father, said, "Now, sir, if you please, I should +like to hear the whole story; precisely what Elsie has done and +said, and what was the provocation; for _that_ must also be +taken into the account, in order that I may be able to do her +justice." + +"If you do her _justice_, you will whip her well," remarked +his father in a tone of asperity. + +Horace colored violently, for nothing aroused his ire sooner than +any interference between him and his child; but controlling +himself, he replied quite calmly, "If I find her deserving of +punishment, I will not spare her; but I should be sorry indeed to +punish her unjustly. Will you be so good as to tell me what she +has done?" + +Mr. Dinsmore referred him to his wife for the commencement of the +trouble, and she made out as bad a case against Elsie as possible; +but even then there seemed to her father to be very little to +condemn; and when Mrs. Dinsmore was obliged to acknowledge that it +was Elsie's refusal to humor Enna in her desire for a particular +story which Elsie thought it not best to relate on the Sabbath, he +bit his lip with vexation, and told her in a haughty tone, that +though he did not approve of Elsie's strict notions regarding such +matters, yet he wished her to understand that _his_ daughter +was not to be made a slave to Enna's whims. If she _chose_ to +tell her a story, or to do anything else for her amusement, he had +no objection, but she was never to be _forced_ to do it against +her inclination, and Enna must understand that it was done as a favor, +and not at all as her right. + +"You are right enough there, Horace," remarked his father, "but +that does not excuse Elsie for her impertinence to me. In the +first place, I must say I agree with my wife in thinking it quite +a piece of impertinence for a child of her years to set up her +opinion against mine; and besides, she contradicted me flatly." + +He then went on to repeat what he had said, and Elsie's denial of +the charge, using her exact words, but quite a different tone, and +suppressing the fact that he had interrupted her before she had +finished her sentence. + +Elsie's tone, though slightly indignant, had still been +respectful, but from her grandfather's rehearsal of the scene her +father received the impression that she had been exceedingly +saucy, and he left the room with the intention of giving her +almost as severe a punishment as her grandfather would have +prescribed. + +On the way up to his room, however, his anger had a little time to +cool, and it occurred to him that it would be no more than just to +hear _her_ side of the story ere he condemned her. + +Elsie was seated on a couch at the far side of the room, and as he +entered she turned on him a tearful, pleading look, that went +straight to his heart. + +His face was grave and sad, but there was very little sternness in +it, as he sat down and took her in his arms. + +For a moment he held her without speaking, while she lifted her +eyes timidly to his face. Then he said, as he gently stroked the +hair back from her forehead, "I am very sorry, _very sorry +indeed_, to hear so bad an account of my little daughter. I am +afraid I shall have to punish her, and I don't like to do it." + +She answered not a word, but burst into tears, and hiding her face +on his breast, sobbed aloud. + +"I will not condemn you unheard, Elsie," he said after a moment's +pause; "tell me how you came to be so impertinent to your +grandfather." + +"I did not mean to be saucy, papa, indeed I did not," she sobbed. + +"Stop crying then, daughter," he said kindly, "and tell me all +about it. I know there was some trouble between you and Enna, and +I want you to tell me all that occurred, and every word spoken by +either of you, as well as all that passed between Mrs. Dinsmore, +your grandfather, and yourself. I am very glad that I can trust my +little girl to speak the truth. I am quite sure she would not tell +a falsehood even to save herself from punishment," he added +tenderly. + +"Thank you, dear papa, for saying that," said Elsie, raising her +head and almost smiling through her tears. "I will _try_ to +tell it just as it happened." + +She then told her story simply and truthfully, repeating, as he +bade her, every word that had passed between Enna and herself, and +between her and her grandparents. Her words to her grandfather +sounded very different, repeated in her quiet, respectful tones; +and when she added that if he would have allowed her, she was +going on to explain that it was not any unwillingness to oblige +Enna, but the fear of doing wrong, that led her to refuse her +request, her father thought that after all she deserved very +little blame. + +"Do you think I was very saucy, papa?" she asked anxiously, when +she had finished her story. + +"So much depends upon the tone, Elsie," he said, "that I can +hardly tell; if you used the same tone in speaking to your grandpa +that you did in repeating your words to me just now, I don't think +it was _very_ impertinent; though the words themselves were +not as respectful as they ought to have been. You must always +treat my father quite as respectfully as you do me; and I think +with him, too, that there is something quite impertinent in a +little girl like you setting up her opinion against that of her +elders. You must never try it with me, my daughter." + +Elsie hung down her head in silence for a moment, then asked in a +tremulous tone, "Are you going to punish me, papa?" + +"Yes," he said, "but first I am going to take you down-stairs and +make you beg your grandfather's pardon. I see you don't want to do +it," he added, looking keenly into her face, "but you _must_, +and I hope I shall not be obliged to _enforce_ obedience to +my commands." + +"I will do whatever you bid me, papa," she sobbed, "but I did not +mean to be saucy. Please, papa, tell me what to say." + +"You must say, Grandpa, I did not intend to be impertinent to you, +and I am very sorry for whatever may have seemed saucy in my words +or tones; will you please to forgive me, and I will try always to +be perfectly respectful in future. You can say all that with +truth, I think?" + +"Yes, papa, I _am_ sorry, and I _do_ intend to be +respectful to grandpa always," she answered, brushing away her +tears, and putting her hand in his. + +He then led her into her grandfather's presence, saying: "Elsie +has come to beg your pardon, sir." + +"That is as it should be," replied the old gentleman, glancing +triumphantly at his wife; "I told her you would not uphold her in +any such impertinence." + +"No," said his son, with some displeasure in his tone; "I will +neither uphold her in wrongdoing, nor suffer her to be imposed +upon. Speak, my daughter, and say what I bade you." + +Elsie sobbed out the required words. + +"Yes, I must forgive you, of course," replied her grandfather, +coldly, "but I hope your father is not going to let you off +without proper punishment." + +"I will attend to that; I certainly intend to punish her _as she +deserves_" said his son, laying a marked emphasis upon the +concluding words of his sentence. + +Elsie wholly misunderstood him, and so trembled with fear as he +led her from the room, that she could scarcely walk; seeing which, +he took her in his arms and carried her up-stairs, she sobbing on +his shoulder. + +He did not speak until he had locked the door, carried her across +the room, and seated himself upon the couch again, with her upon +his knee. + +Then he said, in a soothing tone, as he wiped away her tears and +kissed her kindly, "You need not tremble so, my daughter; I am not +going to be severe with you." + +She looked up in glad surprise. + +"I said I would punish you as you _deserve_," he said, with a +smile, "and I intend to keep you shut up here with me until bed- +time, I shall not allow you to go down-stairs to tea, and besides, +I am going to give you a long lesson to learn, which I shall +require you to recite to me quite perfectly before you can go to +bed." + +Elsie grew frightened again at the mention of the lesson, for she +feared it might be something which she could not conscientiously +study on the Sabbath; but all her fear and trouble vanished as she +saw her father take up a Bible that lay on the table, and turn +over the leaves as though selecting a passage. + +Presently he put it into her hands, and pointing to the thirteenth +and fourteenth chapters of John's Gospel, bade her carry the book +to a low seat by the window, and sit there until she had learned +them perfectly. + +"O papa! what a nice lesson!" she exclaimed, looking up +delightedly into his face; "but it won't be any punishment, +because I love these chapters dearly, and have read them so often +that I almost know every word already." + +"Hush, hush!" he said, pretending to be very stern; "don't tell me +that my punishments are _no_ punishments, I don't allow you +to talk so; just take the book and learn what I bid you; and if +you know those two already, you may learn the next." + +Elsie laughed, kissed his hand, and tripped away to her window, +while he threw himself down on the couch and took up a newspaper, +more as a screen to his face, however, than for the purpose of +reading; for he lay there closely watching his little daughter, as +she sat in the rich glow of the sunset, with her sweet, grave +little face bending over the holy book. + +"The darling!" he murmured to himself; "she is lovely as an angel, and +she is _mine_, mine only, mine own precious one; and loves me with +her whole soul. Ah! how can I ever find it in my heart to be stern to her? +Ah! if _I_ were but _half_ as good and pure as she is, I should be +a better man than I am." And he heaved a deep sigh. + +Half an hour had passed, and still Elsie bent over her book. The +tea-bell rang, and Mr. Dinsmore started up, and crossing the room, +bent down and stroked her hair. + +"Do you know it, darling?" he asked. + +"Almost, papa," and she looked up into his face with a bright, +sweet smile, full of affection. + +With a sudden impulse he caught her in his arms, and kissing her +again and again, said with emotion, "Elsie, my darling, I love you +_too_ well; I could never bear to lose you." + +"You must love Jesus better, my own precious papa," she replied, +clasping her little arms around his neck, and returning his +caresses. + +He held her a moment, and then putting her down, said, "I shall +send you up some supper, and I want you to eat it; don't behave as +you did about the bread and water once, a good while ago." + +"Will it be bread and water this time, papa?" she asked, with a +smile. + +"You will see," he said, laughingly, and quitted the room. + +Elsie turned to her book again, but in a few moments was +interrupted by the entrance of a servant carrying on a silver +waiter a plate of hot, buttered muffins, a cup of jelly, another +of hot coffee, and a piece of broiled chicken. Elsie was all +astonishment. + +"Why, Pomp," she asked, "did papa send it?" + +"Yes, Miss Elsie, 'deed he did," replied the servant, with a grin +of satisfaction, as he set down his burden. "I reckon you been +berry nice gal dis day; or else Marster Horace tink you little bit +sick." + +"Papa is very good; and I am much obliged to you too, Pomp," said +the little girl, laying aside her book, and seating herself before +the waiter. + +"Jes ring de bell, Miss Elsie, ef you want more, and dis chile +fotch 'em up; Marster Horace say so hisself." And the grinning +negro bowed himself out, chuckling with delight, for Elsie had +always been a great favorite with him. + +"Dear papa," Elsie said, when he came in again and smilingly asked +if she had eaten her prison fare, "what a good supper you sent me! +But I thought you didn't allow me such things!" + +"Don't you know," said he playfully, laying his hand upon her +head, "that I am absolute monarch of this small kingdom, and you +are not to question my doings or decrees?" + +Then in a more serious tone, "No, daughter, I do not allow it as a +regular thing, because I do not think it for your good; but for +once, I thought it would not hurt you. I know you are not one to +presume upon favors, and I wanted to indulge you a little, because +I fear my little girl has been made to suffer perhaps more than +she quite deserved this afternoon." + +His voice had a very tender tone as he uttered the concluding +words, and stooping, he pressed his lips to her forehead. + +"Don't think, though," he added the next moment, "that I am +excusing you for impertinence, not at all; but it was what you +have had to suffer from Enna's insolence. I shall put a stop to +that, for I will not have it." + +"I don't mind it much, papa," said Elsie gently, "I am quite used +to it, for Enna has always treated me so." + +"And why did _I_ never hear of it before?" he asked, half +angrily. "It is abominable! not to be endured!" he exclaimed, "and +I shall see that Miss Enna is made to understand that _my_ +daughter is fully her equal in every respect, and always to be +treated as such." + +He paused; but, Elsie, half frightened at his vehemence, made no reply; +and he went on: "I have no doubt your grandfather and his wife would have +been better pleased had I forced you to yield to Enna's whim; but I had +no idea of such a thing; you shall use your own pleasure whenever she +is concerned; but: if _I_ had bidden you to tell her that +story it would have been a very different matter; you need never +set up your will, or your opinion of right and wrong, against mine, +Elsie, for I shall not allow it. I don't altogether like some of those +strict notions you have got into your head, and I give you fair warning, +that should they ever come into collision with _my_ wishes and +commands, they will have to be given up. But don't look so alarmed, +daughter; I hope it may never happen; and we will say no more about +it to-night," he added, kindly, for she had grown very pale and +trembled visibly. + +"O papa, dear papa! don't ever bid me do anything wrong; it would +break my heart," she said, laying her head on his shoulder as he +sat down and drew her to his side. + +"I never intend to bid you do wrong, but, on the contrary, wish +you always to do right. But then, daughter, _I_ must be the +judge of what is wrong or right for you; you must remember that +you are only a very little girl, and not yet capable of judging +for yourself, and all you have to do is to obey your father +without murmuring or hesitation, and then there will be no +trouble." + +His tone, though mild, and not unkind, was very firm and decided, +and Elsie's heart sank; she seemed to feel herself in the shadow +of some great trouble laid up in store for her in the future. But +she strove, and ere long with success, to banish the foreboding of +evil which oppressed her, and give herself up to the enjoyment of +present blessings. Her father loved her dearly--she knew that--and +he was not _now_ requiring her to do aught against her conscience, +and perhaps he never might; he had said so himself, and God could incline +his heart to respect her scruples; or if, in His infinite wisdom, He saw +that the dreaded trial was needed, He would give her strength to bear it; +for had He not promised, "As thy day, so shall thy strength be"? + +Her father's arm was around her, and she had been standing +silently, with her face hidden on his shoulder, while these +thoughts were passing through her mind, and the little heart going +up in prayer to God for him and for herself. + +"What is my little girl thinking of?" he asked presently. + +"A good many things, papa," she said, raising her face, now quite +peaceful and happy again. "I was thinking of what you had just +been saying to me, and that I am so glad I know that you love me +dearly; and I was asking God to help us both to do His will, and +that I might always be able to do what you bid me, without +disobeying Him," she added simply; and then asked, "May I say my +lesson now, papa? I think I know it quite perfectly." + +"Yes," he said, in an absent way; "bring me the book." + +Elsie brought it, and putting it into his hands, drew up a stool +and sat down at his feet, resting her arm on his knee, and looking +up into his face; then in her sweet, low voice, she repeated +slowly and feelingly, with true and beautiful emphasis, the +chapters he had given her to learn; that most touching description +of the Last Supper, and our Saviour's farewell address to His +sorrowing disciples. + +"Ah! papa, is it not beautiful?" she exclaimed, laying her head +upon his knee, while the tears trembled in her eyes. "Is not that +a sweet verse, 'Having loved His own which were in the world, He +loved them unto the end'? It seems so strange that He could be so +thoughtful for them, so kind and loving, when all the time He knew +what a dreadful death He was just going to die; and knew besides +that they were all going to run away and leave Him alone with His +cruel enemies. Oh! it is so sweet to know that Jesus is so loving, +and that He loves me, and will always love me, even to the end, +_forever_." + +"How do you know that, Elsie?" he asked. + +"I know that He loves me, papa, because I love Him, and He has +said, 'I love them that love me;' and I know that He will love me +always, because He has said, 'I have loved thee with an +_everlasting_ love,' and in another place, 'I will never +leave thee, nor forsake thee.'" + +"But do you think you are good enough, daughter, for Jesus to love +you?" + +"Ah! papa, I know I am not at all good. I have a very wicked +heart, and often my thoughts and feelings are all wrong, and Jesus +knows all about it, but it does not keep Him from loving me, for +you know it was _sinners_ He died to save. Ah! papa, how _good_ +and _kind_ He was! Who could help loving Him? I used to feel +_so_ lonely and sad sometimes, papa, that I think my heart would +have broken quite, and I should have died, if I had not had Jesus to love +me." + +"When were you so sad and lonely, darling?" he asked in a moved +tone, as he laid his hand gently on her head, and stroked her hair +caressingly. + +"Sometimes when you were away, papa, and I had never seen you; but +then I used to think of you, and my heart would long and +_ache_ so to see you, and hear you call me daughter, and to +lay my head against your breast and feel your arms folding me +close to your heart, as you do so often now." + +She paused a moment, and struggled hard to keep down the rising +sobs, as she added, "But when you came, papa, and I saw you did +not love me, oh! papa, that was the worst. I thought I could +never, _never_ bear it. I thought my heart would break, and I +wanted to die and go to Jesus, and to mamma." + +The little frame shook with sobs. + +"My poor darling! my poor little pet!" he said, taking her in his +arms again, and caressing her with the greatest tenderness, "it +was very hard, very cruel. I don't know how I could steel my heart +so against my own little child; but I had been very much +prejudiced, and led to suppose that you looked upon me with fear +and dislike, as a hated tyrant." + +Elsie lifted her eyes to his face with a look of extreme surprise. + +"O papa!" she exclaimed, "how _could_ you think that? I have +always loved you, ever since I can remember." + +When Elsie went to her room that evening she thought very +seriously of all that had occurred during the afternoon, and all +that her papa had said to her; and to her usual petitions was +added a very fervent one that he might never bid her break any +command of God; or if he did, that she might have strength given +her according to her day. + +A shadow had fallen on her pathway, faint, but perceptible; a +light, fleecy cloud obscured the brightness of her sun; yet it was +not for some weeks that even the most distant mutterings of the +coming storm could be heard. + + + + +CHAPTER TENTH + + + "If thou turn away thy foot from the Sabbath, from doing + thy pleasure on my holy day, and call the Sabbath a Delight, + the Holy of the Lord, Honorable, and shalt honor him, not + doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor + speaking thine own words." + --_Isaiah_ Iviii. 13. + + "Whether it be right in the sight of God to hearken unto + you, more than unto God, judge ye." + --_Acts_ iv. 19. + + +Quite a number of guests had dined at Roselands. They were nearly +all gentlemen, and were now collected in the drawing-room, +laughing, jesting, talking politics, and conversing with each +other and the ladies upon various worldly topics, apparently quite +forgetful that it was the Lord's day, which He has commanded to be +kept holy in thought and word, as well as deed. + +"May I ask what you are in search of, Mr. Eversham?" inquired +Adelaide, as she noticed one of the guests glance around the room +with a rather disappointed air. + +"Yes, Miss Adelaide; I was looking for little Miss Elsie. Travilla +has given me so very glowing an account of her precocious musical +talent, that I have conceived a great desire to hear her play and +sing." + +"Do you hear that, Horace?" asked Adelaide, turning to her +brother. + +"Yes, and I shall be most happy to gratify you, Eversham," replied +the young father, with a proud smile. + +He crossed the room to summon a servant, but as he placed his hand +upon the bell-rope, Mrs. Dinsmore arrested his movement. + +"Stay, Horace," she said; "you had better not send for her." + +"May I be permitted to ask _why_, madam?" he inquired in a +tone of mingled surprise and annoyance. + +"Because she will not sing," answered the lady, coolly. + +"Pardon me, madam, but I think she will, if _I bid_ her to do +it," he said with flashing eyes. + +"No, she will not," persisted Mrs. Dinsmore, in the same cold, +quiet tone; "she will tell you she is wiser than her father, and +that it would be a sin to obey him in this. Believe me, she will +most assuredly defy your authority; so you had better take my +advice and let her alone--thus sparing yourself the mortification +of exhibiting before your guests your inability to govern your +child." + +Mr. Dinsmore bit his lip with vexation. + +"Thank you," he said, haughtily, "but I prefer convincing you that +that inability lies wholly in your own imagination; and I am quite +at a loss to understand upon what you found your opinion, as Elsie +has never yet made the very slightest resistance to my authority." + +He had given the bell-rope a vigorous pull while speaking, and a +servant now appearing in answer to the summons, he sent him with a +message to Elsie, requiring her presence in the drawing-room. + +Then turning away from his step-mother, who looked after him with +a gleam of triumph in her eye, he joined the group of gentlemen +already gathered about the piano, where Adelaide had just taken +her seat and begun a brilliant overture. + +Yet, outwardly calm and self-satisfied as his demeanor may have +been, Horace Dinsmore was even now regretting the step he had just +taken; for remembering Elsie's conscientious scruples regarding +the observance of the Sabbath--which he had for the moment +forgotten--he foresaw that there would be a struggle, probably a +severe one; and though, having always found her docile and +yielding, he felt no doubt of the final result, he would willingly +have avoided the contest, could he have done so without a +sacrifice of pride; but, as he said to himself, with a slight +sigh, he had now gone too far to retreat; and then he had all +along felt that this struggle must come _some_ time, and perhaps it +was as well now as at any other. + +Elsie was alone in her own room, spending the Sabbath afternoon in +her usual manner, when the servant came to say that her papa +wished to see her in the drawing-room. The little girl was a good +deal alarmed at the summons, for the thought instantly flashed +upon her, "He is going to bid me play and sing, or do something +else which it is not right to do on the Sabbath day." + +But remembering that he never had done so, she hoped he might not +now; yet ere she obeyed the call she knelt down for a moment, and +prayed earnestly for strength to do right, however difficult it +might be. + +"Come here, daughter," her father said as she entered the room. He +spoke in his usual pleasant, affectionate tone, yet Elsie started, +trembled, and turned pale; for catching sight of the group at the +piano, and her Aunt Adelaide just vacating the music-stool, she at +once perceived what was in store for her. + +"Here, Elsie," said her father, selecting a song which she had +learned during their absence, and sang remarkably well, "I wish +you to sing this for my friends; they are anxious to hear it." + +"Will not to-morrow do, papa?" she asked in a low, tremulous tone. + +Mrs. Dinsmore, who had drawn near to listen, now looked at Horace +with a meaning smile, which he affected not to see. + +"Certainly not, Elsie," he said; "we want it now. You know it +quite well enough without any more practice." + +"I did not want to wait for _that_ reason, papa," she replied +in the same low, trembling tones, "but you know this is the holy +Sabbath day." + +"Well, my daughter, and what of that? _I_ consider this song +perfectly proper to be sung to-day, and that ought to satisfy you +that you will not be doing wrong to sing it; remember what I said +to you some weeks ago; and now sit down and sing it at once, +without any more ado." + +"O papa! I _cannot_ sing it to-day; _please_ let me wait +until to-morrow." + +"Elsie," he said in his sternest tones, "sit down to the piano +instantly, and do as I bid you, and let me hear no more of this +nonsense." + +She sat down, but raising her pleading eyes, brimful of tears to +his face, she repeated her refusal. "Dear papa, I _cannot_ +sing it to-day. I _cannot_ break the Sabbath." + +"Elsie, you _must_ sing it," said he, placing the music +before her. "I have told you that it will not be breaking the +Sabbath, and that is sufficient; you must let me judge for you in +these matters." + +"Let her wait until to-morrow, Dinsmore; tomorrow will suit us +quite as well," urged several of the gentlemen, while Adelaide +good-naturedly said, "Let me play it, Horace; I have no such +scruples, and presume I can do it nearly as well as Elsie." + +"No," he replied, "when I give my child a command, it is to be +obeyed; I have _said_ she should play it, and play it she +_must_; she is not to suppose that she may set up her opinion +of right and wrong against mine." + +Elsie sat with her little hands folded in her lap, the tears +streaming from her downcast eyes over her pale cheeks. She was +trembling, but though there was no stubbornness in her countenance, +the expression meek and humble, she made no movement toward obeying +her father's order. + +There was a moment of silent waiting; then he said in his severest +tone, "Elsie, you shall sit there till you obey me, though it +should be until to-morrow morning." + +"Yes, papa," she replied in a scarcely audible voice, and they all +turned away and left her. + +"You see now that you had better have taken my advice, Horace," +remarked Mrs. Dinsmore, in a triumphant aside; "I knew very well +how it would end." + +"Excuse me," said he, "but it has _not_ ended; and ere it +does, I think she will learn that she has a stronger will than her +own to deal with." + +Elsie's position was a most uncomfortable one; her seat high and +uneasy, and seeming to grow more and more so as the weary moments +passed slowly away. No one came near her or seemed to notice her, +yet she could hear them conversing in other parts of the room, and +knew that they were sometimes looking at her, and, timid and +bashful as she was, it seemed hard to bear. Then, too, her little +heart was very sad as she thought of her father's displeasure, and +feared that he would withdraw from her the affection which had +been for the last few months the very sunshine of her life. +Besides all this, the excitement of her feelings, and the close +and sultry air--for it was a very warm day--had brought on a +nervous headache. She leaned forward and rested her head against +the instrument, feeling in momentary danger of falling from her +seat. + +Thus two long hours had passed when Mr. Travilla came to her side, +and said in a compassionate tone, "I am really very sorry for you, +my little friend; but I advise you to submit to your papa. I see +you are getting very weary sitting there, and I warn you not to +hope to conquer him. I have known him for years, and a more +determined person I never saw. Had you not better sing the song? +it will not take five minutes, and then your trouble will be all +over." + +Elsie raised her head, and answered gently, "Thank you for your +sympathy, Mr. Travilla, you are very kind; but I could not do it, +because Jesus says, 'He that loveth father or mother more than me, +is not worthy of me;' and I cannot disobey Him, even to please my +own dear papa." + +"But, Miss Elsie, why do you think it would be disobeying Him? Is +there any verse in the Bible which says you must not sing songs on +Sunday?" + +"Mr. Travilla, it says the Sabbath is to be kept holy unto the +Lord; that we are not to think our own thoughts, nor speak our own +words, nor do our own actions; but all the day must be spent in +studying God's word, or worshipping and praising Him; and there is +no praise in that song; not one word about God or heaven." + +"That is very true, Elsie, but still it is such a _very +little_ thing, that I cannot think there would be much harm in +it, or that God would be very angry with you for doing it." + +"O Mr. Travilla!" she said, looking up at him in great surprise, +"surely you know that there is no such thing as a _little +sin_; and don't you remember about the man who picked up sticks +on the Sabbath day?" + +"No; what was it?" + +"God commanded that he should be stoned to death, and it was done. +Would you not have thought _that_ a very little thing, Mr. +Travilla?" + +"Yes, I believe I should," said he, turning away with a very grave +face. + +"Dinsmore," he said, going up to his friend; "I am sure that child +is conscientious; had you not better give up to her in this +instance?" + +"_Never_, Travilla," he answered, with stern decision. "This +is the first time she has rebelled against my authority, and if I +let her conquer now, she will think she is always to have her own +way. No; cost what it may, I _must_ subdue her; she will have +to learn that my will is law." + +"Right, Horace," said the elder Mr. Dinsmore, approvingly, "let +her understand from the first that you are to be master; it is +always the best plan." + +"Excuse me, Dinsmore," said Travilla; "but I must say that I think +a parent has no right to coerce a child into doing violence to its +conscience." + +"Nonsense!" replied his friend, a little angrily. "Elsie is +entirely too young to set up her opinion against mine; she must +allow me to judge for her in these matters for some years to +come." + +Eversham, who had been casting uneasy glances at Elsie all the +afternoon, now drawing his chair near to Adelaide, said to her in +an undertone, "Miss Adelaide, I am deeply sorry for the mischief I +have unwittingly caused, and if you can tell me how to repair it +you will lay me under lasting obligations." + +Adelaide shook her head. "There is no moving Horace when he has +once set his foot down," she said; "and as to Elsie, I doubt +whether any power on earth can make her do what she considers +wrong." + +"Poor little thing!" said Eversham, sighing; "where in the world +did she get such odd notions?" + +"Partly from a pious Scotch woman, who had a good deal to do with +her in her infancy, and partly from studying the Bible, I believe. +She is always at it." + +"Indeed!" and he relapsed into thoughtful silence. + +Another hour passed slowly away, and then the tea-bell rang. + +"Elsie," asked her father, coming to her side, "are you ready to +obey me now? if so, we will wait a moment to hear the song, and +then you can go to your tea with us." + +"Dear papa, I cannot break the Sabbath," she replied, in a low, +gentle tone, without lifting her head. + +"Very well then, I cannot break my word; you must sit there until +you will submit; and until then you must fast. You are not only +making yourself miserable by your disobedience and obstinacy, +Elsie, but are mortifying and grieving _me_ very much," he +added in a subdued tone, that sent a sharp pang to the loving +little heart, and caused some very bitter tears to fall, as he +turned away and left her. + +The evening passed wearily away to the little girl; the drawing- +room was but dimly lighted, for the company had all deserted it to +wander about the grounds, or sit in the portico enjoying the +moonlight and the pleasant evening breeze, and the air indoors +seemed insupportably close and sultry. At times Elsie could +scarcely breathe, and she longed intensely to get out into the +open air; every moment her seat grew more uncomfortable and the +pain in her head more severe: her thoughts began to wander, she +forgot where she was, everything became confused, and at length +she lost all consciousness. + +Several gentlemen, among whom were Mr. Horace Dinsmore and Mr. +Travilla, were conversing together on the portico, when they were +suddenly startled by a sound as of something falling. + +Travilla, who was nearest the door, rushed into the drawing-room, +followed by the others. + +"A light! quick, quick, a light!" he cried, raising Elsie's +insensible form in his arms; "the child has fainted." + +One of the others, instantly snatching a lamp from a distant +table, brought it near, and the increased light showed Elsie's +little face, ghastly as that of a corpse, while a stream of blood +was flowing from a wound in the temple, made by striking against +some sharp corner of the furniture as she fell. + +She was a pitiable sight indeed, with her fair face, her curls, +and her white dress all dabbled in blood. + +"Dinsmore, you're a brute!" exclaimed Travilla indignantly, as he +placed her gently on a sofa. + +Horace made no reply, but, with a face almost as pale as her own, +bent over his little daughter in speechless alarm, while one of +the guests, who happened to be a physician, hastily dressed the +wound, and then applied restoratives. + +It was some time ere consciousness returned, and the father +trembled with the agonizing fear that the gentle spirit had taken +its flight. + +But at length the soft eyes unclosed, and gazing with a troubled +look into his face, bent so anxiously over her, she asked, "Dear +papa, are you angry with me?" + +"No, darling," he replied in tones made tremulous with emotion, +"not at all." + +"What was it?" she asked in a bewildered way; "what did I do? what +has happened?" + +"Never mind, daughter," he said, "you have been ill; but you are +better now, so don't think any more about it." + +"She had better be put to bed at once," said the physician. + +"There is blood on my dress," cried Elsie, in a startled tone; +"where did it come from?" + +"You fell and hurt your head," replied her father, raising her +gently in his arms; "but don't talk any more now." + +"Oh! I remember," she moaned, an expression of keen distress +coming over her face; "papa--" + +"Hush! hush! not a word more; we will let the past go," he said, +kissing her lips. "I shall carry you to your room now, and see you +put to bed." + +He held her on his knee, her head resting on his shoulder, while +Chloe prepared her for rest. + +"Are you hungry, daughter?" he asked. + +"No, papa; I only want to go to sleep." + +"There, Aunt Chloe, that will do," he said, as the old nurse tied +on the child's night-cap; and raising her again in his arms, he +carried her to the bed and was about to place her on it. + +"Oh papa! my prayers first, you know," she cried eagerly. + +"Never mind them to-night," said he, "you are not able." + +"Please let me, dear papa," she pleaded; "I cannot go to sleep +without" + +Yielding to her entreaties, he placed her on her knees, and stood +beside her, listening to her murmured petitions, in which he more +than once heard his own name coupled with a request that he might +be made to love Jesus. + +When she had finished, he again raised her in his arms, kissed her +tenderly several times, and then laid her carefully on the bed, +saying, as he did so, "Why did you ask, Elsie, that I might love +Jesus?" + +"Because, papa, I do so want you to love Him; it would make you so +happy; and besides, you cannot go to heaven without it; the Bible +says so." + +"Does it? and what makes you think I don't love Him?" + +"Dear papa, please don't be angry," she pleaded, tearfully, "but +you know Jesus says, 'He that keepeth my commandments, he it is +that loveth me.'" + +He stooped over her. "Good night, daughter," he said. + +"Dear, _dear_ papa," she cried, throwing her arm round his +neck, and drawing down his face close to hers, "I do love you so +very, _very_ much!" + +"Better than anybody else?" he asked + +"No, papa, I love Jesus best; you next." + +He kissed her again, and with a half sigh turned away and left the +room. He was not entirely pleased; not quite willing that she +should love even her Saviour better than himself. + +Elsie was very weary, and was soon asleep. She waked the next +morning feeling nearly as well as usual, and after she had had her +bath and been dressed by Chloe's careful hands, the curls being +arranged to conceal the plaster that covered the wound on her +temple, there was nothing in her appearance, except a slight +paleness, to remind her friends of the last night's accident. + +She was sitting reading her morning chapter when her father came +in, and taking a seat by her side, lifted her to his knee, saying, +as he caressed her tenderly, "My little daughter is looking pretty +well this morning; how does she feel?" + +"Quite well, thank you, papa," she replied, looking up into his +face with a sweet, loving smile. + +He raised the curls to look at the wounded temple; then, as he +dropped them again, he said, with a shudder, "Elsie, do you know +that you were very near being killed last night?" + +"No, papa, was I?" she asked with an awe-struck countenance. + +"Yes, the doctor says if that wound had been made half an inch +nearer your eye--I should have been childless." + +His voice trembled almost too much for utterance as he finished +his sentence, and he strained her to his heart with a deep sigh of +thankfulness for her escape. + +Elsie was very quiet for some moments, and the little face was +almost sad in its deep thoughtfulness. + +"What are you thinking of, darling?" he asked. + +She raised her eyes to his face and he saw that they were brimful +of tears. + +"O papa!" she said, dropping her head on his breast while the +bright drops fell like rain down her cheeks, "would you have been +so very sorry?" + +"Sorry, darling! do you not know that you are more precious to me +than all my wealth, all my friends and relatives put together? +Yes, I would rather part with everything else than lose this one +little girl," he said, kissing her again and again. + +"Dear, _dear_ papa! how glad I am that you love me so much!" +she replied; and then relapsed into silence. + +He watched her changing countenance for some time, then asked, +"What is it, darling?" + +"I was just thinking," she said, "whether I was ready to go to +heaven, and I believe I was; for I know that I love Jesus; and +then I was thinking how glad mamma would have been to see me; +don't you think she would, papa?" + +"I can't spare you to her yet," he replied with emotion, "and I +think she loves me too well to wish it." + +As Miss Day had not yet returned, Elsie's time was still pretty +much at her own disposal, excepting when her papa gave her +something to do; so, after breakfast, finding that he was engaged +with some one in the library, she took her Bible, and seeking out +a shady retreat in the garden, sat down to read. + +The Bible was ever the book of books to her, and this morning the +solemn, tender feelings naturally caused by the discovery of her +recent narrow escape from sudden death made it even more than +usually touching and beautiful in her eyes. She had been alone in +the arbor for some time, when, hearing a step at her side, she +looked up, showing a face all wet with tears. + +It was Mr. Travilla who stood beside her. + +"In tears, little Elsie! Pray, what may the book be that effects +you so?" he asked, sitting down by her side and taking it from her +hand. "The Bible, I declare!" he exclaimed in surprise. "What can +there be in it that you find so affecting?" + +"O Mr. Travilla!" said the little girl, "does it not make your +heart ache to read how the Jews abused our dear, dear Saviour? and +then to think that it was all because of our sins," she sobbed. + +He looked half distressed, half puzzled; it seemed a new idea to +him. + +"Really, my little Elsie," he said, "you are quite original in +your ideas, I suppose I _ought_ to feel unhappy about these +things, but indeed the truth is, I have never thought much about +them." + +"Then you don't love Jesus," she answered, mournfully. "Ah! Mr. +Travilla, how sorry I am." + +"Why, Elsie, what difference can it make to you whether I love Him +or not?" + +"Because, Mr. Travilla, the Bible says, 'If any man love not the +Lord Jesus Christ, let him be anathema, maranatha,' accursed from +God. Oh! sir, think how dreadful! You cannot be _saved_ unless you +love Jesus, and believe on Him. 'Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and +thou shalt be saved.' That is what God says in his word." + +She spoke with deep solemnity, the tears trembling in her eyes. He +was touched, but for a while sat perfectly silent. + +Then he said, with an effort to speak lightly. "Ah, well, my +little friend, I certainly intend to repent and believe before I +die, but there is time enough yet." + +"Mr. Travilla," she said, laying her hand on his arm and looking +earnestly into his face, "how do you know that there is time +enough yet? _don't_ put it off, I beg of you." + +She paused a moment; then asked, "Do you know, Mr. Travilla, how +near I came to being killed last night?" + +He nodded. + +"Well, suppose I had been killed, and had not loved Jesus; where +would I be now?" + +He put his arm round her, and giving her a kiss, said, "I don't +think you would have been in any very bad place, Elsie; a sweet, +amiable little girl, who has never harmed any one, would surely +not fare very badly in another world." + +She shook her head very gravely. + +"Ah! Mr. Travilla, you forget the anathema, maranatha; if I had +not loved Jesus, and had my sins washed away in His blood, I could +not have been saved." + +Just at this moment a servant came to tell Elsie that her papa +wanted her in the drawing-room, and Mr. Travilla, taking her hand, +led her into the house. + +They found the company again grouped about the piano, listening to +Adelaide's music. + +Elsie went directly to her father and stood by his side, putting +her hand in his with a gesture of confiding affection. + +He smiled down at her, and kept fast hold of it until his sister +had risen from the instrument, when putting Elsie in her place, he +said, "Now, my daughter, let us have that song." + +"Yes, papa," she replied, beginning the prelude at once, "I will +do my very best." + +And so she did. The song was both well played and well sung, and +her father looked proud and happy as the gentlemen expressed their +pleasure and asked for another and another. + +Thus the clouds which had so suddenly obscured little Elsie's sky, +seemed to have vanished as speedily as they had arisen. + +Her father again treated her with all his wonted affection, and +there even seemed to be a depth of tenderness in his love which it +had not known before, for he could not forget how nearly he had +lost her. + + + +CHAPTER ELEVENTH + + + "In that hour Jesus rejoiced in spirit, and said, I thank + thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou hast hid + these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed + them unto babes; even so, Father; for so it seemed good in + thy sight." + --_Luke_ x. 21. + + +Says the Apostle Paul, "I say the truth in Christ, I lie not, my +conscience also bearing me witness in the Holy Ghost, that I have +great heaviness and continual sorrow in my heart, for I could wish +that myself were accursed from Christ, for my brethren, my kinsmen +according to the flesh.... Brethren, my heart's desire and prayer +to God for Israel is, that they might be saved." + +And such, dear reader, is, in greater or less degree, the feeling +of every renewed heart; loving Jesus, it would fain have others +love Him too; it desires the salvation of all; but for that of its +own dear ones it longs and labors and prays; it is like Jacob +wrestling with the angel, when he said, "I will not let thee go +except thou bless me." + +And thus it was with Elsie. She knew now that her father was not a +Christian; that he had no real love for Jesus, none of the true +fear of God before his eyes. She saw that if he permitted her to +read to him from God's word, as he sometimes did, it was not that +he felt any pleasure in listening, but only to please her; she had +no reason to suppose he ever prayed, and though he went regularly +to church, it was because he considered it proper and respectable +to do so, and not that he cared to worship God, or to learn His +will. + +This conviction, which had gradually dawned upon Elsie, until now +it amounted to certainty, caused her great grief; she shed many +tears over it in secret, and very many and very earnest were the +prayers she offered up for her dear father's conversion. + +She was sitting on his knee one evening in the drawing-room, while +he and several other gentlemen were conversing on the subject of +religion. They were discussing the question whether or no a change +of heart were necessary to salvation. + +The general opinion seemed to be that it was not, and Elsie +listened with pain while her father expressed his decided +conviction that all who led an honest, upright, moral life, and +attended to the outward observances of religion, were quite safe. + +"He could see no necessity for a change of heart; he did not +believe in the doctrine of total depravity, not he; no indeed, he +thought the world much better than many people would have us +believe." + +Elsie fixed her eyes on his face with a very mournful gaze while +he was speaking, but he was busy with his argument and did not +notice her. + +But one of the guests was just expressing his approval of Mr. +Dinsmore's sentiments, when catching sight of Elsie's face, he +stopped, remarking, "Your little girl looks as if she had +something to say on the subject; what is it, my dear?" + +Elsie blushed, hesitated, and looked at her father. + +"Yes, speak, my daughter, if you have anything to say," he said +encouragingly. + +Elsie lifted her eyes timidly to the gentleman's face as she +replied, "I was just thinking, sir, of what our Saviour said to +Nicodemus: 'Verily, verily I say unto thee, except a man be born +again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.' 'Marvel not that I said +unto thee, Ye must be born again.'" + +She repeated these words of inspiration with a deep, earnest +solemnity that seemed to impress every hearer. + +For a moment there was a deep hush in the room. + +Then the gentleman asked, "Well, my little lady, and what is meant +by being born again?" + +"O sir!" she replied, "surely you know that it means to have the +image of God, lost in Adam's fall, restored to us; it means what +David asked for when he prayed, 'Create in me a clean heart, O +God, and renew a right spirit within me.'" + +"Where did you learn all this?" he asked, looking at her with +mingled surprise and admiration. + +"In the Bible, sir," she modestly replied. + +"You seem to have read it to some purpose," said he; "and now +since you consider that change so necessary, can you tell me how +it is to be brought about?" + +"God's Holy Spirit, alone, can change a sinner's heart, sir." + +"And how am I to secure His aid?" he asked. + +Elsie answered with a text: "God is more willing to give His Holy +Spirit to them that ask Him, than parents are to give good gifts +unto their children." + +He paused a moment; then asked, "Have you obtained this new heart, +Miss Elsie?" + +"I hope I have, sir," she replied, the sweet little face all +suffused with blushes, and the soft, downcast eyes filling with +tears. + +"Why do you think so?" he asked again, "I think there is a text +that says you must be able always to give a reason for the hope +that is in you, or something to that effect, is there not?" + +"Yes, sir: 'Be ready always to give an answer to every man that +asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you, with meekness and +fear.'" Then raising her eyes to his face with a touching mixture +of deep humility and holy boldness, she continued, "And this, sir +is my answer: Jesus says, 'Him that cometh unto me, I will in no +wise cast out;' and I believe Him. I did go to Him, and He did not +cast me out, but forgave my sins, and taught me to love Him and +desire to serve Him all my life." + +This conversation between the gentleman and the little girl had +drawn the attention of all present; and now Mrs. Dinsmore, who had +more than once shown signs of impatience, said, "Well, Elsie, I +think you have now talked quite enough for a child of your age." +Then, pulling out her watch, "It is high time for little folks to +be in bed." + +Elsie, blushing deeply, would have retired immediately, but her +father held her fast, saying, as he gave his stepmother an angry +glance, "You need not go, Elsie, unless you choose; I am quite +capable of judging when it is time to send you to bed." + +"I would rather go, if you please, papa," whispered Elsie, who had +a great dread of Mrs. Dinsmore's anger. + +"Very well, then, you may do as you like," he replied, giving her +a good-night kiss. And with a graceful good-night to the company, +the little girl left the room. + +Her questioner followed her with an admiring glance, then turning +to her father, exclaimed warmly, "She is a _remarkably_ intelligent +child, Dinsmore! one that any father might be proud of. I was astonished +at her answers." + +"Yes," remarked Travilla, "a text has been running in my head ever +since you commenced your conversation; something about these +things being hid from the wise and prudent, and revealed unto +babes. And," he added, "I am sure if ever I saw one who possessed +that new nature of which she spoke, it is she herself. Has she any +faults, Dinsmore?" + +"Very few, _I_ think; though she would tell you a different +story," replied her father with a gratified smile. + +The next morning Elsie was sitting reading her Bible, when she +suddenly felt a hand laid on her head, and her father's voice +said, "Good morning, little daughter." + +"Ah! papa, is that you?" she asked, raising her head to give him a +smile of joyful welcome. "I did not know you were there." + +"Ah! I have been watching you for several minutes," he said; +"always poring over the same book, Elsie; do you never tire of +it?" + +"No, indeed, papa; it is always new, and I do love it so; it is so +very sweet. May I read a little to you?" she added coaxingly. + +"Yes, I love to listen to anything read by my darling," he said, +sitting down and taking her on his knee. + +She opened at the third chapter of John's Gospel and read it +through. At the sixteenth verse, "For God so loved the world, that +He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him +should not perish, but have everlasting life," she paused, and +asked, "Was not that a wonderful gift, papa? and wonderful love +that prompted it?" + +"Yes," he said, absently stroking her hair. + +She finished the chapter, and closing the book, laid her head on +his breast, asking, "Dear papa, don't you believe the Bible?" + +"Certainly, daughter; I am not an infidel," he replied in a +careless tone. + +"Well, then, papa," she continued, half hesitatingly, "does not +this chapter teach very plainly that we must love Jesus, and have +new hearts, if we want to go to heaven?" + +"Yes," he said, "I dare say it does." + +Then taking the book from her, he laid it aside, and giving her a +kiss, said, "I was much pleased with your intelligent answers to +Mr. Lee, last evening." + +Elsie sighed, and her eyes filled with tears. It was not what she +wanted. + +"What an odd child you are!" he said, laughing. "You really look +as though I had been scolding, instead of praising you." + +She dropped her head on his breast, and burst into tears and sobs. + +"Why, Elsie, my own darling, what ails you?" he asked in great +surprise. + +"O papa!" she sobbed, "I want you to love Jesus." + +"Oh! is _that_ all?" he said. + +And setting her on her feet, he took her by the hand and led her +out into the garden, where they met Mr. Travilla and another +gentleman, who immediately entered into conversation with Mr. +Dinsmore, while Elsie wandered about amongst the flowers and +shrubs, gathering a nosegay for her Aunt Adelaide. + + + + +CHAPTER TWELFTH + + + "She had waited for their coming, + She had kiss'd them o'er and o'er-- + And they were so fondly treasured + For the words of love they bore, + Words that whispered in the silence, + She had listened till his tone + Seemed to linger in the echo + 'Darling, thou art all mine own!'" + --MRS. J. C. NEAL. + + +"Pray, what weighty matter is troubling your young brain, birdie?" +asked Adelaide, laughingly laying her hand on Elsie's shoulder. +"Judging from the exceeding gravity of your countenance, one might +imagine that the affairs of the nation had been committed to your +care." + +"O auntie! can't you help me? won't you?" answered the little +girl, looking up coaxingly into the bright, cheerful face bent +over her. + +"Help you in what? reading with your book upside down, eh?" asked +Adelaide, pointing with a quizzical look at the volume of fairy +tales in her little niece's lap. + +"Oh!" cried Elsie, coloring and laughing in her turn, "I was not +reading, and did not know that my book was wrong side up. But, +Aunt Adelaide, you know Christmas is coming soon, and I want to +give papa something, and I am quite puzzled about it. I thought of +slippers, but he has a very handsome pair, and besides there would +hardly be time to work them, as I have so many lessons; a purse +won't do either, because I have given him one already, and I would +like it to be something worth more than either slippers or purse. +But you are so much wiser than I, can't you help me think?" + +"So _this_ is what has kept you so quiet and demure all day +that I have scarcely once heard you laugh or sing; quite an +unusual state of things of late," and Adelaide playfully pinched +the round, rosy cheek. "Ahem! let me put on my thinking cap," +assuming an air of comic gravity. "Ah! yes, I have it! your +miniature, little one, of course; what could please him better?" + +"Oh! yes," cried Elsie, clapping her hands, "that will do nicely; +why didn't I think of it? Thank you, auntie. But then," she added, +her countenance falling, "how can I get it taken without his +knowledge? you know the surprise is half the fun." + +"Never mind, my dear, I'll find a way to manage that," replied +Adelaide, confidently; "so just run away with you now, and see how +much money you can scrape together to spend on it." + +"It won't take long to count it," Elsie said with a merry laugh. +"But here is papa just coming in at the door; I hope he won't +suspect what we have been talking about," and she bounded away to +meet him and claim the kiss he never refused her now. + +Once Adelaide would not have been surprised at Elsie's quietness. +Patient and sweet tempered the little girl had always been, but +more especially after her father's return from Europe--very quiet +and timid, seeming to shrink from observation, with a constant +dread of incurring reproof or punishment; but the last few happy +months, during which her father had continued to lavish upon her +every proof of the tenderest affection, had wrought a great change +in her; her manner had lost its timidity, she moved about the +house with a light and joyous step, and it was no unusual thing to +hear her merry, silvery laugh ring out, or her sweet voice +carolling like some wild bird of the wood--the natural outgushings +of her joy and thankfulness; for the little heart that had so long +been famishing for love, that had often grown so weary and sick in +its hungering and thirsting for it, was now fully satisfied, and +revelled in its new-found happiness. + +"I have got it all arranged nicely, Elsie," Adelaide said, coming +into the room with a very pleased face as the little girl was +preparing for bed that evening. "Your papa is going away in a day +or two to attend to some business matters connected with your +property, and will be absent at least two weeks; so, unless he +should take it into his head to carry you along, we can easily +manage about the picture." + +Elsie looked up with a countenance of blank dismay. + +"Why," said Adelaide, laughing, "I thought you'd be delighted with +my news, and instead of that, you look as if I had read you your +death-warrant." + +"O Aunt Adelaide! two whole weeks without seeing papa! just think +how long." + +"Pooh! nonsense, child! it will be gone before you know it. But +now tell me, how much money have you?" + +"I have saved my allowance for two months; that makes twenty +dollars, you know, auntie, and I have a little change besides; do +you think it will be enough?" + +"Hardly, I'm afraid; but I can lend you some, if necessary." + +"Thank you, auntie," Elsie answered gratefully, "you are very +kind; but I couldn't take it, because papa has told me expressly +that I must never borrow money, nor run into debt in any way." + +"Dear me!" exclaimed Adelaide, a little impatiently; "Horace +certainly is the most absurdly strict person I ever met with. But +never mind, I think we can manage it somehow," she added, in a +livelier tone, as she stooped to kiss her little niece good-night. + +Elsie's gentle rap was heard very early at her papa's door the +next morning. + +He opened it immediately, and springing into his arms, she asked, +almost tearfully, "Are you going away, papa?" + +"Yes, darling," he said, caressing her fondly. "I must leave home +for a few weeks; and though I at first thought of taking you with +me, upon further consideration I have decided that it will be +better to leave you here; yet, if you desire it very much, my pet, +I will take you along. Shall I?" + +"You know I would always rather be with you than anywhere else, +papa," she answered, laying her head on his shoulder; "but you +know best, and I am quite willing to do whatever you say." + +"That is right, daughter; my little Elsie is a good, obedient +child," he said, pressing her closer to him. + +"When are you going papa?" she asked, her voice trembling a +little. + +"To-morrow, directly after dinner, daughter." + +"So soon," she sighed. + +"The sooner I leave you the sooner I shall return, you know, +darling," he said, patting her cheek, and smiling kindly on her. + +"Yes, papa; but two weeks seems such a long, long time." + +He smiled. "At your age I suppose it does, but when you are as old +as I am, you will think it very short. But to make it pass more +quickly, you may write me a little letter every day, and I will +send you one just as often." + +"Oh! thank you, papa; that will be so pleasant," she answered, +with a brightening countenance. "I do so love to get letters, and +I would rather have one from you than from anybody else." + +"Ah? then I think you ought to be willing to spare me for two +weeks. I have been thinking my little girl might perhaps be glad +of a little extra pocket-money for buying Christmas gifts," he +said, taking out his purse. "Would you?" + +"Yes, papa; oh! _very_ much, indeed." + +He laughed at her eager tone, and putting a fifty-dollar note into +her hand, asked, "Will that be enough?" + +Elsie's eyes opened wide with astonishment. + +"I never before had half so much as this," she exclaimed. "May I +spend it _all_, papa?" + +"Provided you don't throw it away," he answered gravely; "but +don't forget that I require a strict account of all your +expenditure." + +"Must I tell you _every_ thing I buy?" she asked, her +countenance falling considerably. + +"Yes, my child, you must; not until after Christmas, however, if +you would rather not." + +"I will not mind it so much then," she answered, looking quite +relieved; "but indeed, papa, it is a great deal of trouble." + +"Ah! my little girl must not be lazy," he said, shaking his head +gravely. + +This was Elsie's first parting from her father since they had +learned to know and love each other; and when the time came to say +good-by, she clung to him, and seemed so loath to let him go, that +he quite repented of his determination to leave her at home. + +"O papa, papa! I cannot bear to have you go, and leave me behind," +she sobbed. "I feel as if you were never coming back." + +"Why, my own darling," he said, kissing her again and again, "why +do you talk so? I shall certainly be at home again in a fortnight; +but if I had thought you would feel so badly, I would have made +arrangements to take you with me. It is too late now, however, and +you must let me go, dearest. Be a good girl while I am gone, and +when I return I will bring you some handsome presents." + +So saying, he embraced her once more, then putting her gently from +him, sprang into the carriage and was driven rapidly away. + +Elsie stood watching until it was out of sight, and then ran away +to her own room to put her arms round her nurse's neck and hide +her tears on her bosom. + +"Dere, dere, darlin'! dat will do now. Massa Horace he be back +'fore long, and ole Chloe don' like for to see her chile +'stressin' herself so," and the large, dusky hand was passed +lovingly over the bright curls, and tenderly wiped away the +falling tears. + +"But, O mammy! I'm afraid he will never come back. I'm afraid the +steamboat boiler will burst, or the cars will run off the track, +or----" + +"Hush, hush, darlin'! dat's wicked; you must jes' trust de Lord to +take care of Massa Horace; He's jes' as able to do it one place as +in tudder; an ef you an' your ole mammy keep prayin' for Massa, +I'se _sure_ he'll come back safe, kase don't you remember +what de good book says, 'If any two of you agree----'" + +"Oh! yes, dear mammy, thank you for remembering it," exclaimed the +little girl, lifting her head and smiling through her tears. "I +won't cry any more now, but will just try to keep thinking how +glad I will be when papa comes home again." + +"A very sensible resolution, my dear," said Adelaide, putting her +head in at the door; "so come, dry your eyes, and let mammy put on +your bonnet and cloak as fast as possible, for I have begged a +holiday for you, and am going to carry you off to the city to do +some shopping, et cetera." + +"Ah! I think I know what that et cetera means, auntie, don't I?" +laughed Elsie, as she hastened to obey. + +"Dear me! how very wise some people are," said her aunt, smiling +and nodding good-naturedly. "But make haste, my dear, for the +carriage is at the door." + +When Elsie laid her head upon her pillow that night she +acknowledged to herself, that in spite of her father's absence-- +and she had, at times, missed him sadly--the day had been a very +short and pleasant one to her, owing to her Aunt Adelaide's +thoughtful kindness in taking her out into new scenes, and giving +agreeable occupation to her thoughts. + +She rose at her usual early hour the next morning, and though +feeling lonely, comforted herself with the hope of receiving the +promised letter; and her face was full of eager expectation, as +her grandfather, in his usual leisurely manner, opened the bag and +distributed its contents. + +"Two letters for Elsie!" he said, in a tone of surprise, just as +she was beginning to despair of her turn coming at all. "Ah; one +is from Horace, I see; and the other from Miss Allison, no doubt." + +Elsie could hardly restrain her eagerness while he held them in +his hand, examining and commenting upon the address, postmark, +etc. + +But at length he tossed them to her, remarking, "There! if you are +done your breakfast, you had better run away and read them." + +"Oh! thank you, grandpa," she said, gladly availing herself of his +permission. + +"Elsie is fortunate to-day," observed Lora looking after her. "I +wonder which she will read first." + +"Her father's, of course," replied Adelaide. "He is more to her +than all the rest of the world put together." + +"A matter of small concern to the rest of the world, I opine," +remarked Mrs. Dinsmore, dryly. + +"Perhaps so, mamma," said Adelaide, quietly; "yet I think there +are _some_ who prize Elsie's affection." + +Yes, Adelaide was right. Miss Rose's letter was neglected and +almost forgotten, while Elsie read and reread her papa's with the +greatest delight. + +It gave an amusing account of the day's journey; but what +constituted its chief charm for the little girl was that it was +filled with expressions of the tenderest affection for her. + +Then came the pleasant task of answering, which occupied almost +all her spare time, for letter-writing was still, to her, a rather +new and difficult business, Miss Allison having hitherto been her +only correspondent. And this was a pleasure which was renewed +every day, for her papa faithfully kept his promise, each morning +bringing her a letter, until at length one came announcing the +speedy return of the writer. + +Elsie was almost wild with delight. + +"Aunt Adelaide," she cried, running to her to communicate the glad +tidings, "papa says he will be here this very afternoon." + +"Well, my dear, as we have already attended to all the business +that needed to be kept secret from him, I am very glad to hear it, +especially for _your_ sake," replied Adelaide, looking up for +a moment from the book she was reading, and then returning to it +again, while her little niece danced out of the room, with her +papa's letter still in her hand, and a face beaming with +happiness. + +She met Mrs. Dinsmore in the hall. + +"Why are you skipping about in that mad fashion, Elsie?" she +asked, severely; "I believe you will never learn to move and act +like a lady." + +"I will try, madam, indeed," Elsie answered, subsiding into a slow +and steady gait which would not have disgraced a woman of any age; +"but I was so glad that papa is coming home to-day, that I could +not help skipping." + +"Indeed!" and with a scornful toss of the head, Mrs. Dinsmore +sailed past her and entered the drawing-room. + +Elsie had once, on her first arrival at Roselands, addressed Mrs. +Dinsmore, in the innocence of her heart, as "grandma," but that +lady's horrified look, and indignant repudiation of the ancient +title, had made a deep impression on the little girl's memory, and +effectually prevented any repetition of the offence. + +As the hour drew near when her father might reasonably be +expected, Elsie took her station at one of the drawing-room +windows overlooking the avenue, and the moment the carriage +appeared in sight, she ran out and stood waiting for him on the +steps of the portico. + +Mr. Dinsmore put out his head as they drove up the avenue, and the +first object that caught his eye was the fairy-like form of his +little daughter, in her blue merino dress, and the golden brown +curls waving in the wind. He sprang out and caught her in his arms +the instant the carriage stopped. + +"My darling, darling child," he cried, kissing her over and over +again, and pressing her fondly to his heart, "how glad I am to +have you in my arms again!" + +"Papa, papa, my own dear, dear papa!" she exclaimed, throwing her +arms around his neck, "I'm _so_ happy, now that you have come +home safe and well." + +"Are you, darling? but I must not keep you out in this wind, for +it is quite chilly." + +He set her down, and leaving the servant to attend lo his baggage, +led her into the hall. + +"Will you come into the drawing-room, papa?" she said; "there is a +bright, warm fire there." + +"Is there not one in my dressing-room?" he asked. + +"Yes, papa, a very good one." + +"Then we will go there. I dare say the rest of the family are in +no great hurry to see me, and I want my little girl to myself for +half an hour," he said, leading the way up-stairs as he spoke. + +They found, as Elsie had reported, a very bright fire in the +dressing-room. A large easy chair was drawn up near it, and a +handsome dressing-gown and slippers were placed ready for use; all +the work of Elsie's loving little hands. + +He saw it all at a glance, and with a pleased smile, stooped and +kissed her again, saying, "My dear little daughter is very +thoughtful for her papa's comfort." + +Then exchanging his warm out-door apparel and heavy boots for the +dressing-gown and slippers, he seated himself in the chair and +took her on his knee. + +"Well, daughter," he said, passing his hand caressingly over her +curls, "papa has brought you a present; will you have it now, or +shall it be kept for Christmas?" + +"Keep it for Christmas, papa," she answered gayly. "Christmas is +almost here, and besides, I don't want to look at anything but you +to-night." + +"Very well, look at me as much as you like," was his laughing +rejoinder. "And now tell me, have you been a good girl in my +absence?" + +"As good as I ever am, I believe, papa. I tried very hard; but you +can ask Miss Day." + +"No, I am entirely satisfied with your report, for I know my +little daughter is quite truthful." + +Elsie colored with pleasure, then calling to mind the time when he +had for a moment suspected her of falsehood, she heaved a deep +sigh, dropping her head upon his breast. + +He seemed to understand her thoughts, for, pressing his lips to +her forehead, he said gently and kindly, "I think I shall never +again doubt my little daughter's truth." + +She looked up with a grateful smile. + +"Miss Day has gone away to stay until after New Year's day, papa," +she said, "and so our holidays have begun." + +"Ah! I am very well satisfied," said he. "I think you have earned +a holiday, and I hope you will enjoy it. But I don't know that I +shall let _you_ play _all_ the time," he added with a smile; +"I have some notion of giving you a lesson now and then, myself." + +"Dear papa, how pleasant!" she exclaimed delightedly; "I do so +love to say lessons to you." + +"Well, then, we will spend an hour together every morning. But are +you not to have some company?" + +"Oh! yes, papa, quite a house full," she said with a slight sigh. +"The Percys, and the Howards, and all the Carringtons, and some +others too, I believe." + +"Why do you sigh, daughter?" he asked; "do you not expect to enjoy +their company?" + +"Yes, sir, I hope so," she answered, rather dubiously; "but when +there are so many, and they stay so long, they are apt to +disagree, and that, you know, is not pleasant. I am sure I shall +enjoy the hour with you better than anything else; it is so sweet +to be quite alone with my own darling papa," and the little arm +stole softly round his neck again, and the rosy lips touched his +cheek. + +"Well, when are the little plagues coming?" he asked, returning +her caress. + +"Some of them to-morrow, papa; no, Monday--to-morrow is Sabbath +day." + +"Shall I bring in de trunks now, massa?" asked Mr. Dinsmore's +servant, putting his head in at the door. + +"Yes, John, certainly." + +"Why, you brought back a new one, papa, didn't you?" asked Elsie, +as John carried in one she was sure she had never seen before, and +in obedience to a motion of her father's hand, set it down quite +near them. + +"Yes, my dear, it is yours. There, John, unlock it," tossing him +the key. "And now, daughter, get down and see what you can find in +it worth having." + +Elsie needed no second bidding, but in an instant was on her knees +beside the trunk, eager to examine its contents. + +"Take the lid off the band-box first, and see what is there," said +her father. + +"O papa, how _very_ pretty!" she cried, as she lifted out a +beautiful little velvet hat adorned with a couple of ostrich +feathers. + +"I am very glad it pleases you, my darling," he said, putting it +on her head, and gazing at her with proud delight in her rare +beauty. "There! it fits exactly, and is very becoming." + +Then taking it off, he returned it to the box, and bade her look +further. + +"I am reserving the present for Christmas," he said, in answer to +her inquiring look. + +Elsie turned to the trunk again. + +"Dear papa, how good you are to me!" she said, looking up at him +almost with tears of pleasure in her eyes, as she lifted out, one +after another, a number of costly toys, which she examined with +exclamations of delight, and then several handsome dresses, some +of the finest, softest merino, and others of thick rich silk, all +ready made in fashionable style, and doing credit to his taste and +judgment; and lastly a beautiful velvet pelisse, trimmed with +costly fur, just the thing to wear with her pretty new hat. + +He laughed and patted her cheek. + +"We must have these dresses tried on," he said, "at least one of +them; for as they were all cut by the same pattern--one of your +old dresses which I took with me--I presume they will all fit +alike. There, take this one to mammy, and tell her to put it on +you, and then come back to me." + +"Oh! I wondered how you could get them the right size, papa," +Elsie answered, as she skipped gayly out of the room. + +She was back again in a very few moments, arrayed in the pretty +silk he had selected. + +"Ah! it seems to be a perfect fit," said he, turning her round and +round, with a very gratified look. + +"Mammy must dress you to-morrow in one of these new frocks, and +your pretty hat and pelisse." + +Elsie looked troubled. + +"Well, what is it?" he asked. + +"I am afraid I shall be thinking of them in church, papa, if I +wear them then for the first time." + +"Pooh! nonsense! what harm if you do? This squeamishness, Elsie, +is the one thing about you that displeases me very much. But +there! don't look so distressed, my pet. I dare say you will get +over it by-and-by, and be all I wish; indeed I sometimes think you +have improved a little already, in that respect." + +Oh! what a pang these words sent to her heart! was it indeed true +that she was losing her tenderness of conscience? that she was +becoming less afraid of displeasing and dishonoring her Saviour +than in former days? The very thought was anguish. + +Her head drooped upon her bosom, and the small white hands were +clasped convulsively together, while a bitter, repenting cry, a +silent earnest prayer for pardon and help went up to Him whose ear +is ever open to the cry of His children. + +Her father looked at her in astonishment. + +"What is it, darling?" he asked, drawing her tenderly toward him, +and pushing back the curls from her face; "why do you look so +pained? what did I say that could have hurt you so? I did not mean +to be harsh and severe, for it was a very trifling fault." + +She hid her face on his shoulder and burst into an agony of tears. + +"It was not that, papa, but--but----" + +"But what, my darling? don't be afraid to tell me," he answered, +soothingly. + +"O papa! I--I am afraid I don't--love Jesus--as much as I did," +she faltered out between her sobs. + +"Ah! _that_ is it, eh? Well, well, you needn't cry any more. +_I_ think you are a very good little girl, though rather a +silly one, I am afraid, and quite too morbidly conscientious." + +He took her on his knee as he spoke, wiped away her tears, and +then began talking in a lively strain of something else. + +Elsie listened, and answered him cheerfully, but all the evening +he noticed that whenever she was quiet, an unusual expression of +sadness would steal over her face. + +"What a strange child she is!" he said to himself, as he sat +musing over the fire, after sending her to bed. "I cannot +understand her; it is very odd how often I wound, when I intend to +please her." + +As for Elsie, she scarcely thought of her new finery, so troubled +was her tender conscience, so pained her little heart to think +that she had been wandering from her dear Saviour. + +But Elsie had learned that "if any man sin, we have an advocate +with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous," and to Him she went +with her sin and sorrow; she applied anew to the pardoning, peace- +speaking blood of Christ--that "blood of sprinkling that speaketh +better things than that of Abel;" and thus the sting of conscience +was taken away and her peace restored, and she was soon resting +quietly on her pillow, for, "so He giveth His beloved sleep." + +Even her father's keen, searching glance, when she came to him in +the morning, could discover no trace of sadness in her face; very +quiet and sober it was, but entirely peaceful and happy, and so it +remained all through the day. Her new clothes did not trouble her; +she was hardly conscious of wearing them, and quite able to give +her usual solemn and fixed attention to the services of the +sanctuary. + +"Where are you going, daughter?" Mr. Dinsmore asked, as Elsie +gently withdrew her hand from his on leaving the dining-room. + +"To my room, papa," she replied. + +"Come with me," he said; "I want you." + +"What do you want me for, papa?" she asked, as he sat down and +took her on his knee. + +"What for? why to keep, to love, and to look at," he said +laughing. "I have been away from my little girl so long, that now +I want her close by my side, or on my knee, all the time. Do you +not like to be with me?" + +"_Dearly_ well, my own darling papa," she answered, flinging +her little arms around his neck, and laying her head on his +breast. + +He fondled her, and chatted with her for some time, then, still +keeping her on his knee, took up a book and began to read. + +Elsie saw with pain that it was a novel and longed to beg him to +put it away, and spend the precious hours of the holy Sabbath in +the study of God's word, or some of the lesser helps to Zion's +pilgrims which the saints of our own or other ages have prepared. +But she knew that it would be quite out of place for a little +child like her to attempt to counsel or reprove her father; and +that, tenderly as he loved and cherished her, he would never for +one moment allow her to forget their relative positions. + +At length she ventured to ask softly, "Papa, may I go to my own +room now?" + +"What for?" he asked; "are you tired of my company?" + +"No, sir, _oh! no;_ but I want--" she hesitated and hung her +head for an instant, while the rich color mounted to cheek and +brow; then raising it again, she said fearlessly, "I always want +to spend a little while with my best Friend on Sabbath afternoon, +papa." + +He looked puzzled, and also somewhat displeased. + +"I don't understand you, Elsie," he said; "you surely can have no +better friend than your own father; and can it be _possible_ +that you love any one else better than you love me?" + +Again the little arms were round his neck, and hugging him close +and closer, she whispered, "It was Jesus I meant, papa; you know +He loves me even better than you do, and I must love Him best of +all; but there is no one else that I love half so much as I love +you, my own dear, dear precious father." + +"Well, you may go; but only for a little while, mind," he +answered, giving her a kiss, and setting her down. "Nay," he added +hastily, "stay as long as you like; if you feel it a punishment to +be kept here with me, I would rather do without you." + +"Oh! no, no, papa," she said beseechingly, and with tears in her +eyes; "I do so love to be with you. Please don't be angry; please +let me come back soon." + +"No, darling, I am not angry," he answered, smoothing her hair and +smiling kindly on her; "come back just when you like, and the +sooner the better." + +Elsie did not stay away very long; in less than an hour she +returned, bringing her Bible and "Pilgrim's Progress" with her. + +Her father welcomed her with a smile, and then turned to his novel +again, while she drew a stool to his side, and, sitting down, +leaned her head against his knee, and read until the short winter +day began to close in, and Mr. Dinsmore, whose hand had been every +now and then laid caressingly upon her curls, said, "Put away your +book now, daughter; it is growing too dark for you to read without +straining your eyes." + +"Please, papa, let me finish the paragraph first; may I?" she +asked. + +"No; you must always obey the instant I speak to you." + +Elsie rose at once, and without another word laid her books upon +the table; then coming back, claimed her accustomed place upon his +knee, with her head resting on his shoulder. + +He put his arm around her, and they sat silently thus for some +moments. At length Elsie asked, "Papa, did you ever read +'Pilgrim's Progress!'" + +"Yes; a good while ago, when I was quite a boy." + +"And you did not like it, papa?" + +"Yes, very much, though I have nearly forgotten the story now. Do +_you_ like it?" + +"Very much, indeed, papa; I think it comes next to the Bible." + +"Next to the Bible, eh? well, I believe you are the only little +girl of my acquaintance who thinks _that_ the most beautiful +and interesting book in the world. But, let me see, what is this +'Pilgrim's Progress' about? some foolish story of a man with a +great load on his back; is it not?" + +"Foolish! papa; oh! I am sure you don't mean it; you couldn't +think it foolish. Ah! I know by your smile that you are only +saying it to tease me. It is a beautiful story, papa, about +Christian: how he lived in the City of Destruction, and had a +great burden on his back, which he tried in every way to get rid +of, but all in vain, until he came to the Cross; but then it +seemed suddenly to loosen of itself, and dropped from his back, +and rolled away, and fell into the sepulchre, where it could not +be seen any more." + +"Well, and is not _that_ a foolish story? can you see any +sense or meaning in it?" he asked, with a slight smile, and a keen +glance into the eager little face upturned to his. + +"Ah! papa, I know what it means," she answered, in a half- +sorrowful tone. "Christian, with the load on his back, is a person +who has been convinced of sin by God's Holy Spirit, and feels his +sins a heavy burden--too heavy for him to bear; and then he tries +to get rid of them by leaving off his wicked ways, and by doing +good deeds; but he soon finds he can't get rid of his load that +way, for it only grows heavier and heavier, until at last he gives +up trying to save himself, and just goes to the cross of Jesus +Christ; and the moment he looks to Jesus and trusts in Him, his +load of sin is all gone." + +Mr. Dinsmore was surprised; as indeed he had often been at Elsie's +knowledge of spiritual things. + +"Who told you all that?" he asked. + +"I read it in the Bible, papa; and besides, I know, because I have +felt it." + +He did not speak again for some moments; and then he said very +gravely, "I am afraid you read too many of those dull books. I +don't want you to read things that fill you with sad and gloomy +thoughts, and make you unhappy. I want my little girl to be merry +and happy as the day is long." + +"Please don't forbid me to read them, papa," she pleaded with a +look of apprehension, "for indeed they don't make me unhappy, and +I love them so dearly." + +"You need not be alarmed. I shall not do so unless I see that they +do affect your spirits," he answered in a reassuring tone, and she +thanked him with her own bright, sweet smile. + +She was silent for a moment, then asked suddenly, "Papa, may I say +some verses to you?" + +"Some time," he said, "but not now, for there is the tea-bell;" +and taking her hand, he led her down to the dining-room. + +They went to the drawing-room after tea, but did not stay long. +There were no visitors, and it was very dull and quiet there, no +one seeming inclined for conversation. Old Mr. Dinsmore sat +nodding in his chair, Louise was drumming on the piano, and the +rest were reading or sitting listlessly, saying nothing, and Elsie +and her papa soon slipped away to their old seat by his dressing- +room fire. + +"Sing something for me, my pet, some of those little hymns I often +hear you singing to yourself," he said, as he took her on his +knee; and Elsie gladly obeyed. + +Some of the pieces she sang alone, but in others which were +familiar to him, her father joined his deep bass notes to her +sweet treble, at which she was greatly delighted. Then they read +several chapters of the Bible together, and thus the evening +passed so quickly and pleasantly that she was very much surprised +when her papa, taking out his watch, told her it was her bed-time. + +"O papa! it has been such a nice, _nice_ evening!" she said, +as she bade him good-night; "so like the dear old times I used to +have with Miss Rose, only--" + +She paused and colored deeply. + +"Only what, darling?" he asked, drawing her caressingly to him. + +"Only, papa, if you would pray with me, like she did," she +whispered, winding her arms about his neck, and hiding her face on +his shoulder. + +"That I cannot do, my pet, I have never learned how; and so I fear +you will have to do all the praying for yourself and me too," he +said, with a vain effort to speak lightly, for both heart and +conscience were touched. + +The only reply was a tightening of the clasp of the little arms +about his neck, and a half-suppressed sob; then two trembling lips +touched his, a warm tear fell on his cheek, and she turned away +and ran quickly from the room. + +Oh! how earnest and importunate were Elsie's pleadings at a throne +of grace that night, that her "dear, _dear_ papa might soon +be taught to love Jesus, and how to pray to Him." Tears fell fast +while she prayed, but she rose from her knees feeling a joyful +assurance that her petitions had been heard, and would be granted +in God's own good time. + +She had hardly laid her head upon her pillow, when her father came +in, and saying, "I have come to sit beside my little girl till she +falls asleep," placed himself in a chair close by her side, taking +her hand in his and holding it, as she loved so to have him do. + +"I am _so_ glad you have come, papa," she said, her whole +face lighting up with pleased surprise. + +"Are you?" he answered with a smile. "I'm afraid I am spoiling +you; but I can't help it to-night. I think you forget your wish to +repeat some verses to me?" + +"Oh! yes, papa!" she said, "but may I say them now?" + +He nodded assent, and she went on. "They are some Miss Rose sent +me in one of her letters. She cut them out of a newspaper, she +said, and sent them to me because she liked them so much; and I +too think they are very sweet. The piece is headed: + + "'THE PILGRIM'S WANTS.' + + "'I want a sweet sense of Thy pardoning love, + That my manifold sins are forgiven; + That Christ, as my Advocate, pleadeth above, + That my name is recorded in heaven. + + "'I want every moment to feel + That thy Spirit resides in my heart-- + That his power is present to cleanse and to heal, + And newness of life to impart. + + "'I want--oh! I want to attain + Some likeness, my Saviour, to thee! + That longed for resemblance once more to regain, + Thy comeliness put upon me. + + "'I want to be marked for thine own-- + Thy seal on my forehead to wear; + To receive that new name on the mystic white stone + Which none but thyself can declare. + + "'I want so in thee to abide + As to bring forth some fruit to thy praise; + The branch which thou prunest, though feeble and dried, + May languish, but never decays. + + "'I want thine own hand to unbind + Each tie to terrestrial things, + Too tenderly cherished, too closely entwined, + Where my heart so tenaciously clings. + + "'I want, by my aspect serene, + My actions and words, to declare + That my treasure is placed in a country unseen, + That my heart's best affections are there. + + "'I want as a trav'ller to haste + Straight onward, nor pause on my way; + Nor forethought in anxious contrivance to waste + On the tent only pitched for a day. + + "'I want--and this sums up my prayer-- + To glorify thee till I die; + Then calmly to yield up my soul to thy care, + And breathe out in faith my last sigh.'" + +[Footnote: These beautiful words are not mine, nor do I know +either the name of the author or where they were originally +published.] + +He was silent for a moment after she had repeated the last verse, +then laying his hand softly on her head, and looking searchingly +into her eyes, he asked, "And does my little one really wish all +that those words express?" + +"Yes, papa, for myself and for you too," she answered. "O papa! I +do want to be all that Jesus would have me! just like Him; so like +Him that everybody who knows me will see the likeness and know +that I belong to Him." + +"Nay, you belong to me," he said, leaning over her and patting her +cheek. "Hush! not a syllable from your lips. I will have no +gainsaying of my words," he added, with a mixture of authority and +playfulness, as she seemed about to reply. "Now shut your eyes and +go to sleep; I will have no more talking to-night." + +She obeyed at once; the white lids gently closed over the sweet +eyes, the long, dark lashes rested quietly on the fair, round +cheek, and soon her soft regular breathing told that she had +passed into the land of dreams. + +Her father sat, still holding the little hand, and still gazing +tenderly upon the sweet young face, till, something in its +expression reminding him of words she had just repeated, + + "I want to be marked for thine own-- + Thy seal on my forehead to wear," + +he laid it gently down, rose, and bent over her with a troubled +look. + +"Ah, my darling, _that_ prayer is granted already!" he +murmured; "for, ah me! you seem almost too good and pure for +earth. But oh, God forbid that you should be taken from me to that +place where I can see that your heart is even now. How desolate +should I be!" and he turned away with a shiver and a heavy sigh, +and hastily quitted the room. + + + + +CHAPTER THIRTEENTH + + + "An angel face! its sunny wealth of hair, + In radiant ripples bathed the graceful throat + And dimpled shoulders." + --MRS. OSGOOD. + + +The cold gray light of a winter morning was stealing in through +the half-closed blinds as Elsie awoke, and started up in bed, with +the thought that this was the day on which several of her young +guests were expected, and that her papa had promised her a walk +with him before breakfast, if she were ready in time. + +Aunt Chloe had already risen, and a bright fire was blazing and +crackling on the hearth, which she was carefully sweeping up. + +"Good morning, mammy," said the little girl. "Are you ready to +dress me now?" + +"What, you 'wake, darlin'?" cried the fond old creature, turning +quickly round at the sound of her nursling's voice. "Better lie +still, honey, till de room gets warm." + +"I'll wait a little while, mammy," Elsie said, lying down again, +"but I must get up soon; for I wouldn't miss my walk with papa for +a great deal. Please throw the shutters wide open, and let the +daylight in. I'm so glad it has come." + +"Why, my bressed lamb, you didn't lie awake lookin' for de +mornin', did you? You ain't sick, nor sufferin' any way?" +exclaimed Chloe, in a tone of mingled concern and inquiry, as she +hastily set down her broom, and came toward the bed, with a look +of loving anxiety on her dark face. + +"Oh, no, mammy! I slept nicely, and feel as well as can be," +replied the little girl; "but I am glad to see this new day, +because I hope it is going to be a very happy one. Carry Howard, +and a good many of my little friends are coming, you know, and I +think we will have a very pleasant time together." + +"Your ole mammy hopes you will, darlin'," replied Chloe, heartily; +"an' I'se glad 'nough to see you lookin' so bright an' well; but +jes you lie still till it gets warm here. I'll open de shutters, +an' fotch some more wood for de fire, an' clar up de room, an' by +dat time I reckon you can get up." + +Elsie waited patiently till Chloe pronounced the room warm enough, +then sprang up with an eager haste, asking to be dressed as +quickly as possible, that she might go to her papa. + +"Don't you go for to worry yourself, darlin'; dere's plenty ob +time," said Chloe, beginning her work with all speed, however; "de +mistress had ordered de breakfast at nine, dese holiday times, to +let de ladies an' gen'lemen take a mornin' nap if dey likes it." + +"Oh, yes, mammy! and that reminds me that papa said I must eat a +cracker or something before I take my walk, because he thinks it +isn't good for people to exercise much on an entirely empty +stomach," said Elsie. "Will you get me one when you have done my +curls?" + +"Yes, honey, dere's a paper full in de drawer yonder," replied +Chloe, "an' I reckon you better eat two or three, or you'll be +mighty hungry 'fore you gits your breakfast." + +It still wanted a few minutes of eight o'clock when Elsie's gentle +rap was heard at her papa's dressing-room door. He opened it, and +stooping to give her a good-morning kiss, said, with a pleased +smile, "How bright and well my darling looks! Had you a good +night's rest?" + +"Oh, yes, papa! I never waked once till it began to be light," she +replied; "and now I'm all ready for our walk." + +"In good season, too," he said. "Well, we will start presently; +but take off your hat and come and sit on my knee a little while +first; breakfast will be late this morning, and we need not hurry. +Did you get something to eat?" he asked, as he seated himself by +the fire and drew her to his side. + +"Yes, papa, I ate a cracker, and I think I will not get very +hungry before nine o'clock; and I'm very glad we have so much time +for our walk," she replied, as she took her place on his knee. +"Shall we not start soon?" + +"Presently," he said, stroking her hair; "but it will not hurt you +to get well warmed first, for it is a sharp morning." + +"You are very careful of me, dear papa," she said, laying her head +on his breast, "and oh! it is so nice to have a papa to love me +and take care of me." + +"And it is so nice to have a dear little daughter to love and to +take care of," he answered, pressing her closer to him. + +The house was still very quiet, no one seeming to be astir but the +servants, as Mr. Dinsmore and Elsie went down the stairs and +passed out through the hall. + +"O papa! it is going to be such a nice day, and I feel so happy!" +Elsie gayly exclaimed, as they started down the avenue. + +"Do you, daughter?" he said, regarding her with an expression of +intense yearning affection; "I wish I could make you always as gay +and happy as you are at this moment. But alas! it cannot be, my +darling," he added with a sigh. + +"I know that, papa," she said with sudden gravity, "'for man that +is born of woman is of few days, and full of trouble,' the Bible +says; but I don't feel frightened at that, because it tells me, +besides, that Jesus loves me, _oh, so dearly!_ and will never +leave nor forsake me; and that He has all power in heaven and in +earth, and will _never_ let anything happen to me but what +shall do me good. O papa, it is such a _happy_ thing to have +the dear Lord Jesus for your friend!" + +"It is strange how everything seems to lead your thoughts to Him," +he said, giving her a wondering look. + +"Yes, papa, it is because I love Him so," she answered, simply; +and the father sighed as the thought arose, "Better than she loves +me, even as she told me herself. Ah! I would I could be +_all_--_everything_ to her, as she is fast becoming to +me. I cannot feel satisfied, and yet I believe few daughters love +their fathers as well as she loves me;" and fondly pressing the +little hand he held, he looked down upon her with beaming eyes. + +She raised hers to his face with an expression of confiding +affection; and, as though she had read his thoughts: "Yes, papa," +she said, "I love _you_ dearly, dearly, too; better than all +the world besides." + +Breakfast--always a plentiful and inviting meal at Roselands--was +already upon the table when they returned, and they brought to it +appetites sufficiently keen to make it very enjoyable. + +Elsie spent the first hour after breakfast at the piano, +practising, and the second in her papa's dressing-room, studying +and reciting to him; then they took a long ride on horseback, and +when they returned she found that quite a number of the expected +guests had already arrived. + +Among them was Caroline Howard, a favorite friend of Elsie's; a +pretty, sweet-tempered little girl, about a year older than +herself. + +Caroline had been away paying a long visit to some friends in the +North, and so the two little girls had not met for nearly a year, +and of course they had a great deal to say to each other. + +They chatted a few moments in the drawing-room, and then Elsie +carried her friend off with her to her own room, that they might +go on with their talk while she was getting dressed for dinner. +Caroline had much to tell of her Northern relatives, and of all +she had seen and heard, and Elsie of her new-found parent, and her +happiness in being so loved and cared for; and so the little +tongues ran very fast, neither of them feeling Chloe's presence +any restraint. But she soon completed her task, and went out, +leaving the two sitting on the sofa together, laughing and talking +merrily while awaiting the summons to dinner, which they were to +take that day along with their elders. + +"How pretty your hair is, Elsie," said Caroline, winding the +glossy ringlets around her finger. "I wish you'd give me one of +these curls. I want to get a bracelet made for mamma, and she +thinks so much of you, and your hair is such a lovely color, that +I am sure she would be delighted with one made of it." + +"A Christmas gift is it to be?" asked Elsie; "but how will you get +it done in time? for you know day after to-morrow is Christmas." + +"Yes, I know; but if I could get into the city this afternoon, I +think I might get them to promise it by to-morrow night." + +"Well, you shall have the curl, at any rate, if you will just take +the scissors and help yourself, and poor mammy will have the fewer +to curl the next time," Elsie answered, laughingly. "But mind," +she added, as Caroline prepared to avail herself of the +permission, "that you take it where it will not be missed." + +"Of course I will; I don't want to spoil your beauty, though you +are so much prettier than I," was Caroline's laughing rejoinder. +"There," she cried, holding up the severed ringlet, "isn't it a +beauty? but don't look scared, it will never be missed among so +many; I don't even miss it myself, although I know it is gone." + +"Well," Elsie said, shaking back her curls, "suppose we go down to +the drawing-room now, and I will ask papa to take us to the city +this afternoon; or, if he is too busy to go himself, to let Pomp +or Ajax drive us in." + +"I think it would be better fun to go alone, Elsie--don't you?" +asked Caroline, with some hesitation; adding quickly: "Don't be +vexed, but I must confess I am more than half afraid of your +father." + +"Oh! you wouldn't be, Carry, if you knew him," Elsie answered, in +her eager way; "I was a little myself, at first, but now I love +him so dearly, I never want to go anywhere without him." + +They found Mr. Dinsmore in the drawing-room, where most of the +guests and the older members of the family were assembled. He was +conversing with a strange gentleman, and his little girl stood +quietly at his side, patiently waiting until he should be ready to +give her his attention. She had to wait some moments, for the +gentlemen were discussing some political question, and were too +much engaged to notice her. + +But at length her father put his arm around her, and with a kind +smile asked, "What is it, daughter?" + +"Carry and I want to go to the city, this afternoon; won't you +take us, papa?" + +"I wish I could, my dear, but I have an engagement, which makes it +quite impossible." + +"Ah, I'm so sorry! but then, papa, we may have one of the +carriages, and Pomp or Ajax to drive us, may we not?" + +"No, daughter; I am sorry to disappoint you, but I am afraid you +are too young to be trusted on such an expedition with only a +servant. You must wait until to-morrow, when I can take you +myself." + +"But, papa, we want to go to-day. Oh! please do say yes; we want +to go so very much, and I'm sure we could do very nicely by +ourselves." + +Her arm was around his neck, and both tone and look were very +coaxing. + +"My little daughter forgets that when papa says no, she is never +to ask again." + +Elsie blushed and hung her head. His manner was quite too grave +and decided for her to venture another word. + +"What is the matter? what does Elsie want?" asked Adelaide, who +was standing near, and had overheard enough to have some idea of +the trouble. + +Mr. Dinsmore explained, and Adelaide at once offered to take +charge of the little girls, saying that she intended shopping a +little in the city herself that very afternoon. + +"Thank you," said her brother, looking very much pleased; "that +obviates the difficulty entirely. Elsie, you may go, if Mrs. +Howard gives Caroline permission." + +"Thank you, dear papa, thank you so very much," she answered +gratefully, and then ran away to tell Carry of her success, and +secure Mrs. Howard's permission, which was easily obtained. + +Elsie had intended buying some little present for each of the +house-servants, and had taken a great deal of pleasure in making +out a list of such articles as she thought would be suitable; but, +on examining her purse, she found to her dismay that she had +already spent so much on the miniature, and various gifts intended +for other members of the family, that there was very little left; +and it was with a very sober, almost sorrowful face, that she came +down to take her place in the carriage; it brightened instantly, +though, as she caught sight of her father waiting to see her off. + +"All ready, my darling?" he said, holding out his hand; "I think +you will have a pleasant ride." + +"Ah! yes, if you were only going too, papa," she answered +regretfully. + +"Quite impossible, my pet; but here is something to help you in +your shopping; use it wisely;" and he put a twenty-dollar gold +piece in her hand. + +"Oh, thank you, papa! how good and kind you are to me!" she +exclaimed, her whole face lighting up with pleasure; "now I can +buy some things I wanted to get for mammy and the rest. But how +could you know I wanted more money?" + +He only smiled, lifted her up in his arms, and kissed her fondly; +then, placing her in the carriage, said to the coachman, "Drive +carefully, Ajax; you are carrying my greatest treasure." + +"Nebber fear, marster; dese ole horses nebber tink ob running +away," replied the negro, with a bow and a grin, as he touched his +horses with the whip, and drove off. + +It was growing quite dark when the carriage again drove up the +avenue; and Mr. Horace Dinsmore, who was beginning to feel a +little anxious, came out to receive them, and ask what had +detained them so long. + +"Long!" said Adelaide, in a tone of surprise, "you gentlemen +really have no idea what an undertaking it is to shop. Why, I +thought we got through in a wonderfully short time." + +"O papa, I have bought such quantities of nice things," cried +Elsie, springing into his arms. + +"Such as tobacco pipes, red flannel, et cetera," remarked +Adelaide, laughing. + +"Indeed, Miss Adelaide!" exclaimed Carry, somewhat indignantly, +"you forget the----" + +But Elsie's little hand was suddenly placed over her mouth, and +Carry laughed pleasantly, saying, "Ah! I forgot, I mustn't tell." + +"Papa, papa," cried Elsie, catching hold of his hand, "do come +with me to my room, and let me show you my purchases." + +"I will, darling," he answered, pinching her cheek, "Here, Bill"-- +to a servant--"carry these bundles to Miss Elsie's room." + +Then, picking her up, he tossed her over his shoulder, and carried +her up-stairs as easily as though she had been a baby, she +clinging to him and laughing merrily. + +"Why, papa, how strong you are," she said, as he set her down. "I +believe you can carry me as easily as I can my doll." + +"To be sure; you are my doll," said he, "and a very light burden +for a man of my size and strength. But here come the bundles! what +a number! no wonder you were late in getting home." + +"Oh! yes, papa see! I want to show you!" and catching up one of +them, she hastily tore it open, displaying a very gay handkerchief. +"This is a turban for Aunt Phillis; and this is a pound of tobacco for +old Uncle Jack, and a nice pipe, too. Look, mammy! won't he be pleased? +And here's some flannel for poor old Aunt Dinah, who has the rheumatism; +and that--oh! no, no, mammy! don't you open that! It's a nice shawl for +her, papa," she whispered in his ear. + +"Ah!" he said, smiling; "and which is my present? You had better +point it out, lest I should stumble upon it and learn the secret +too soon." + +"There is none here for you, sir," she replied, looking up into +his face with an arch smile. "I would give you the bundle you +carried up-stairs, just now, but I'm afraid you would say that was +not mine to give, because it belongs to you already." + +"Indeed it does, and I feel richer in that possession than all the +gold of California could make me," he said, pressing her to his +heart. + +She looked surpassingly lovely at that moment, her cheeks burning, +and her eyes sparkling with excitement; the dark, fur-trimmed +pelisse, and the velvet hat and plumes, setting off to advantage +the whiteness of her pure complexion and the glossy ringlets +falling in rich masses on her shoulders. + +"My own papa! I'm so glad I do belong to you," she said, throwing +her arms around his neck, and laying her cheek to his for an +instant. Then springing away, she added: "But I must show you the +rest of the things; there are a good many more." + +And she went on opening bundle after bundle, displaying their +contents, and telling him for whom she intended them, until at +last they had all been examined, and then she said, a little +wearily, "Now, mammy, please put them all away until to-morrow. +But first take off my things and get me ready to go downstairs." + +"No, daughter," Mr. Dinsmore said in a gentle but firm tone; "you +are not ready to have them put away until the price of each has +been set down in your book." + +"Oh! papa," she pleaded, "won't to-morrow do? I'm tired now, and +isn't it almost tea-time?" + +"No; never put off till to-morrow what may as well be done to-day. +There is nearly an hour yet before tea, and I do not think it need +fatigue you much." + +Elsie's face clouded, and the slightest approach to a pout might +have been perceived. + +"I hope my little girl is not going to be naughty," he said, very +gravely. + +Her face brightened in an instant. "No, papa," she answered +cheerfully, "I will be good, and do whatever you bid me." + +"That is my own darling," said he, "and I will help you, and it +will not take long." + +He opened her writing-desk as he spoke, and took out her account- +book. + +"Oh! papa," she cried in a startled tone, springing forward and +taking hold of his hand, "please, please don't look! you know you +said I need not show you until after Christmas." + +"No, I will not," he replied, smiling at her eagerness; "you shall +put down the items in the book, while I write the labels, and Aunt +Chloe pins them on. Will that do?" + +"Oh! that's a nice plan, papa," she said gayly, as she threw off +her hat and pelisse, and seating herself before the desk, took out +her pen and ink. + +Chloe put the hat and pelisse carefully away, brought a comb and +brush, and smoothed her nursling's hair, and then began her share +of the business on hand. + +Half an hour's work finished it all, and Elsie wiped her pen, and +laid it away, saying joyously, "Oh! I'm so glad it is all done." + +"Papa knew best, after all, did he not?" asked her father, drawing +her to him, and patting her cheek. + +"Yes, papa," she said softly; "you always know best, and I am very +sorry I was naughty." + +He answered with a kiss, and, taking her hand, led her down to the +drawing-room. + +After tea the young people adjourned to the nursery, where they +amused themselves with a variety of innocent games. Quite early in +the evening, and greatly to Elsie's delight, her father joined +them; and, though some of the young strangers were at first rather +shy of him, they soon found that he could enter heartily into +their sports, and before the time came to separate for the night, +he had made himself very popular with nearly all. + +Time flew fast, and Elsie was very much surprised when the clock +struck eight. Half-past was her bedtime; and, as she now and then +glanced up at the dial-plate, she thought the hands had never +moved so fast. As it struck the half hour she drew near her +father's side. + +"Papa," she asked, "is the clock right?" + +"Yes, my dear, it is," he replied, comparing it with his watch. + +"And must I go to bed now?" she asked, half hoping for permission +to stay up a little longer. + +"Yes, daughter; keep to rules." + +Elsie looked disappointed, and several little voices urged, "Oh, +do let her stay up another hour, or at least till nine o'clock." + +"No; I cannot often allow a departure from rules," he said kindly, +but firmly; "and to-morrow night Elsie will find it harder to go +to bed in season than to-night. Bid your little friends good- +night, my dear, and go at once." + +Elsie obeyed, readily and cheerfully. "You, too, papa," she said, +coming to him last. + +"No, darling," he answered, laying his hand caressingly on her +head, and smiling approvingly on her; "I will come for my good- +night kiss before you are asleep." + +Elsie looked very glad, and went away feeling herself the happiest +little girl in the land, in spite of the annoyance of being forced +to leave the merry group in the nursery. She was just ready for +bed when her papa came in, and, taking her in his arms, folded her +to his heart, saying, "My own darling! my good, obedient little +daughter!" + +"Dear papa, I love you so much!" she replied, twining her arms +around his neck, "I love you all the better for never letting me +have my own way, but always making me obey and keep to rules." + +"I don't doubt it, daughter," he said, "for I have often noticed +that spoiled, petted children, usually have very little love for +their parents, or indeed for any one but themselves. But I must +put you in your bed, or you will be in danger of taking cold." + +He laid her down, tucked the clothes snugly about her, and +pressing one more kiss on the round, rosy cheek, left her to her +slumbers. + + + + +CHAPTER FOURTEENTH + + + "You play the spaniel, + And think with wagging of your tongue to win me." + --SHAKESPEARE's _Henry Eighth_. + + "These delights, if thou canst give, + Mirth, with thee I mean to live." + --MILTON's _L'Allegro_. + + +The young party at Roselands had now grown so large--several +additions having been made to it on Monday afternoon and evening-- +that a separate table was ordered to be spread for them in the +nursery, where they took their meals together; Mrs. Brown, the +housekeeper, taking the head of the table, for the double purpose +of keeping them in order, and seeing that their wants were well +supplied. + +Elsie came in to breakfast, from a brisk walk with her papa, +looking fresh and rosy, and bright as the morning; quite different +from some of the little guests, who had been up far beyond their +usual hours the night before, and, having just left their beds, +had come down pale and languid in looks, and in some instances +showing peevish and fretful tempers, very trying to the patience +of their attendants. + +"O Elsie!" exclaimed Carry Howard, as the little girl took her +place at the table, "we were all so sorry that you had to leave us +so soon last night; we had lots of fun after you left. I think +your papa might have let you stay up a little longer; but he has +promised that tonight--as we are to have the Christmas-tree, and +ever so much will be going on--you shall stay up till half-past +nine, if you like. Aren't you glad? I'm sure I am." + +"Yes, papa is very kind, and I know I feel much better for going +to bed early last night," said Elsie, cheerfully. + +"Yes, indeed," remarked Mrs. Brown, "late hours and rich food are +very bad for little folks, and I notice that Miss Elsie has grown +a deal stronger and healthier-looking since her papa came home; he +takes such good care of her." + +"Indeed he does," said Elsie heartily, thanking Mrs. Brown with +one of her sweetest smiles. + +"What are we going to do to-day, Elsie?" asked Caroline. + +"Whatever you all prefer," said Elsie. "If you like I will +practice that duet with you the first hour after breakfast, or do +anything else you wish; but the second hour I must spend with +papa, and after that I have nothing to do but entertain my company +all day." + +"Do you do lessons in holidays?" asked Mary Leslie, a merry, fun- +loving child, about Elsie's own age, who considered lessons an +intolerable bore, and had some vague idea that they must have been +invented for the sole purpose of tormenting children. Her blue +eyes opened wide with astonishment when Elsie quietly replied that +her papa had kindly arranged to give her an hour every morning, +because he knew it would be so much pleasanter for her than +spending the whole day in play. + +Elsie did keenly enjoy that quiet hour spent in studying and +reciting to her father, sitting on a low stool at his feet, or +perhaps oftener on his knee, with his arm around her waist. + +She had an eager and growing thirst for knowledge, and was an apt +scholar, whom any one with the least love for the profession might +have delighted in teaching; and Mr. Dinsmore, a thorough scholar +himself, and loving knowledge for its own sake--loving also his +little pupil with all a father's fond, yearning affection-- +delighted in his task. + +When Elsie left her father she found that the Carringtons had just +arrived. She and Lucy had not seen each other since the week the +latter had spent at Roselands early in the summer, and both felt +pleased to meet. + +Mrs. Carrington gave Elsie a warm embrace, remarking that she had +grown, and was looking extremely well; better than she had ever +seen her. But no one was more delighted to meet Elsie than +Herbert, and she was very glad to learn that his health was +gradually improving. He was not, however, at all strong, even yet, +and his mother thought it best for him to lie down and rest a +little after his ride. She promised to sit by him, and the two +little girls went in search of the rest of the young folks. + +Several of the older boys had gone out walking or riding, but the +younger ones, and all the little girls, were gathered in a little +back parlor, where, by Adelaide's care and forethought, a variety +of story-books, toys, and games, had been provided for their +amusement. Elsie's entrance was hailed with delight, for she was a +general favorite. + +"Oh! Elsie, can't you tell us what to play?" cried Mary Leslie; +"I'm so tired," and she yawned wearily. + +"Here are some dissected maps, Mary," replied Elsie, opening a +drawer; "would you not like them?" + +"No, indeed, thank you; they are too much like lessons." + +"Here are blocks; will you build houses?" + +"Oh! I am too big for that; they are very nice for little +children." + +"Will you play jack-stones? here are some smooth pebbles." + +"Yes, if you and Carry, and Lucy, will play with me." + +"Agreed!" said the others, "let's have a game." + +So, Elsie having first set the little ones to building block- +houses, supplied Harry Carrington--an older brother of Lucy's-- +with a book, and two younger boys with dissected maps to arrange, +the four girls sat down in a circle on the carpet and began their +game. + +For a few moments all went on smoothly; but soon angry and +complaining words were heard coming from the corner where the +house-building was going on. Elsie left her game to try to make +peace. + +"What is the matter, Flora, dear?" she asked soothingly of a +little curly-headed girl, who was sobbing, and wiping her eyes +with the corner of her apron. + +"Enna took my blocks," sobbed the child. + +"Oh! Enna, won't you give them back?" said Elsie, coaxingly; "you +know Flora is a visitor, and we must be very polite to her." + +"No, I won't," returned Enna, flatly; "she's got enough now." + +"No, I haven't; I can't build a house with those," Flora said, +with another sob. + +Elsie stood a moment looking much perplexed; then, with a +brightening face, exclaimed in her cheerful, pleasant way, "Well, +never mind, Flora, dear, I will get you my doll. Will not that do +quite as well?"--"Oh! yes, I'd rather have the doll, Elsie," the +little weeper answered eagerly, smiling through her tears. + +Elsie ran out of the room and was back again almost in a moment, +with the doll in her arms. + +"There, dear little Flora," she said, laying it gently on the +child's lap, "please be careful of it for I have had it a long +while, and prize it very much, because my guardian gave it to me +when I was a very little girl, and he is dead now." + +"I won't break it, Elsie, indeed I won't," replied Flora, +confidently; and Elsie sat down to her game again. + +A few moments afterward Mr. Horace Dinsmore passed through the +room. + +"Elsie," he said, as he caught sight of his little daughter, "go +up to my dressing-room." + +There was evidently displeasure and reproof in his tone, and, +entirely unconscious of wrongdoing, Elsie looked up in surprise, +asking, "Why, papa?" + +"Because _I bid_ you," he replied; and she silently obeyed, +wondering greatly what she had done to displease her father. + +Mr. Dinsmore passed out of one door while Elsie left by the other. + +The three little girls looked inquiringly into each other's faces. + +"What is the matter? what has Elsie done?" asked Carry in a +whisper. + +"I don't know; nothing I guess," replied Lucy, indignantly. "I do +believe he's just the crossest man alive! When I was here last +summer he was all the time scolding and punishing poor Elsie for +just nothing at all." + +"I think he must be very strict," said Carry; "but Elsie seems to +love him very much." + +"Strict! I guess he is!" exclaimed Mary; "why, only think, girls, +he makes her do her lessons in the holidays!" + +"I suspect she did not know her lesson, and has to learn it over," +said Carry, shaking her head wisely; and that was the conclusion +they all came to. + +In the meantime, Elsie sat down alone in her banishment, and tried +to think what she could have done to deserve it. + +It was some time before she could form any idea of its cause; but +at length it suddenly came to her recollection that once, several +months before this, her father had found her sitting on the +carpet, and had bade her get up immediately and sit on a chair or +stool, saying, "Never let me see you sitting on the floor, Elsie, +when there are plenty of seats at hand. I consider it a very +unladylike and slovenly trick." + +She covered her face with her hands, and sat thus for some +moments, feeling very sorry for her forgetfulness and disobedience; +very penitent on account of it; and then, kneeling down, she asked +forgiveness of God. + +A full hour she had been there alone, and the time had seemed very +long, when at last the door opened and her father came in. + +Elsie rose and came forward to meet him with the air of one who +had offended and knew she was in disgrace; but putting one of her +little hands in his, she looked up pleadingly into his face, +asking, in a slightly tremulous tone, "Dear papa, are you angry +with me?" + +"I am always displeased when you disobey me, Elsie," he replied, +very gravely, laying his other hand on her head. + +"I am very sorry I was naughty, papa," she said, humbly, and +casting down her eyes, "but I had quite forgotten that you had +told me not to sit on the floor, and I could not think for a good +while what it was that I had done wrong." + +"Is _that_ an excuse for disobedience, Elsie?" he asked in a +tone of grave displeasure. + +"No, sir; I did not mean it so, and I am very, very sorry; dear +papa, please forgive me, and I will try never to forget again." + +"I think you disobeyed in another matter," he said. + +"Yes, sir, I know it was very naughty to ask why, but I think I +will remember not to do it again. Dear papa, won't you forgive +me?" + +He sat down and took her on his knee. + +"Yes, daughter, I will," he said, in his usual kind, affectionate +tone; "I am always ready to forgive my little girl when I see that +she is sorry for a fault." + +She held up her face for a kiss, which he gave. + +"I wish I could always be good, papa," she said, "but I am naughty +so often." + +"No," said he, "I think you have been a very good girl for quite a +long time. If you were as naughty as Arthur and Enna, I don't know +what I should do with you; whip you every day, I suspect, until I +made a better girl of you. Now you may go down to your mates; but +_remember_, you are not to play jack-stones again." + +It was now lunch-time, and Elsie found the children in the nursery +engaged in eating. + +Flora turned to her as she entered. + +"Please, Elsie, don't be cross," she said coaxingly: "I am real +sorry your doll's broken, but it wasn't my fault Enna would try to +snatch it, and that made it fall and break its head." + +Poor Elsie! this was quite a trial, and she could scarcely keep +back the tears as, following Flora's glance, she saw her valued +doll lying on the window-seat with its head broken entirely off. +She said not a word, but, hastily crossing the room, took it up +and gazed mournfully at it. + +Kind Mrs. Brown, who had just finished helping her young charge +all round, followed her to the window, "Never mind, dear," she +said in her pleasant, cheery tone, patting Elsie's cheek and +smoothing her hair "I've got some excellent glue, and I think I +can stick it on again and make it almost as good as ever. So come, +sit down and eat your lunch, and don't fret any more." + +"Thank you, ma'am, you are very kind," Elsie said, trying to +smile, as the kind-hearted old lady led her to the table and +filled her plate with fruit and cakes. + +"These cakes are very simple, not at all rich, my dear, but quite +what your papa would approve of," she said, seeing the little girl +look doubtfully at them. + +"Doesn't your papa let you eat anything good, Elsie?" asked Mary +Leslie across the table. "He must be cross." + +"No, indeed, he is not, Mary, and he lets me eat everything that +he thinks is good for me," Elsie answered with some warmth. + +She was seated between Caroline Howard and Lucy Carrington. + +"What _did_ your papa send you away for, Elsie?" whispered +the latter, + +"Please don't ask me, Lucy," replied the little girl, blushing +deeply. "Papa always has a good reason for what he does, and he is +just the dearest, kindest, and best father that ever anybody had." + +Elsie spoke in an eager, excited, almost angry manner, quite +unusual with her, while the hot tears came into her eyes, for she +knew very well what was Lucy's opinion of her father, and more +than half suspected that she had been making some unkind remark +about him to the others, and she was eager to remove any +unfavorable impression they might have received. + +"I am sure he must love you very dearly, Elsie," remarked +Caroline, soothingly; "no one could help seeing that just by the +way he looks at you." + +Elsie answered her with a pleased and grateful look; and then +changed the subject by proposing that they should all take a walk +as soon as they had finished eating, as the day was fine, and +there would be plenty of time before dinner. + +The motion was carried without a dissenting voice, and in a few +moments they all set out, a very merry party, full of fun and +frolic. They had a very pleasant time, and returned barely in +season to be dressed for dinner. + +They dined by themselves in the nursery, but were afterward taken +down to the drawing-room. Here Elsie found herself immediately +seized upon by a young lady, dressed in very gay and fashionable +style, whom she did not remember ever to have seen before, but who +insisted on seating the little girl on the sofa by her side, and +keeping her there a long while, loading her with caresses and +flattery. + +"My dear child," she said, "what lovely hair you have! so fine, +and soft, and glossy; such a beautiful color, too, and curls so +_splendidly! Natural_ ringlets, I'm sure, are they not?" + +"Yes, ma'am," Elsie answered, simply, wishing from the bottom of +her heart that the lady would release her, and talk to some one +else. + +But the lady had no such intention. + +"You are a very sweet little girl, I am sure, and I shall love you +dearly," she said, kissing her several times. "Ah! I would give +_anything_ if I had such a clear fair complexion and such +rosy cheeks. That makes you blush. Well, I like to see it; blushes +are very becoming. Oh! you needn't pretend you don't know you're +handsome; you're a perfect little beauty. Do tell me, where did +you get such splendid eyes! But I needn't ask, for I have only to +look at your father to see where they came from. Mr. Dinsmore"--to +Elsie's papa, who just then came toward them--"you ought to be +very proud of this child; she is the very image of yourself, and a +perfect little beauty, too." + +"Miss Stevens is pleased to flatter me," he said, bowing low; "but +flattery is not good for either grown-up children or younger ones, +and I must beg leave to decline the compliment, as I cannot see +that Elsie bears the slightest resemblance to me or any of my +family. She is very like her mother, though," he added, with a +half sigh and a tender, loving glance at his little girl, "and +that is just what I would have her. But I am forgetting my errand, +Miss Stevens; I came to ask if you will ride this afternoon, as we +are getting up a small party." + +"Yes, thank you, I should like it dearly, it is such a lovely day. +But how soon do you start?" + +"As soon as the ladies can be ready. The horses will be at the +door in a very few moments." + +"Ah! then I must go and prepare," she said, rising and sailing out +of the room. + +Mr. Dinsmore took the seat she had vacated, and, passing his arm +round his little girl, said to her in an undertone, "My little +daughter must not be so foolish as to believe that people mean all +they say to her; for some persons talk in a very thoughtless way, +and, without perhaps intending to be exactly untruthful, say a +great deal that they really do not mean. And I should be sorry, +indeed, to see my little girl so spoiled by all this silly +flattery as to grow up conceited and vain." + +She looked at him with her own sweet innocent smile, free from the +slightest touch of vanity. + +"No, papa," she said, "I do not mind, when people say such things, +because I know the Bible says, 'Favor is deceitful, and beauty is +vain;' and in another place, 'He that flattereth his neighbor +spreadeth a net for his feet.' So I will try to keep away from +that lady; shall I not, papa?" + +"Whenever you can do so without rudeness, daughter;" and he moved +away, thinking to himself, "How strangely the teachings of that +book seem to preserve my child from every evil influence." + +A sigh escaped him. There was lurking within his breast a vague +consciousness that her father needed such a safeguard, but had it +not. + +Lucy, who was standing at the window, turned quickly round. + +"Come, girls," she said, "let us run out and see them off; they're +bringing up the horses. And see, there's Miss Adelaide in her +riding-dress and cap; how pretty she looks! And there's that Miss +Stevens coming out now; hateful thing! I can't bear her! Come, +Elsie and Carry!" + +And she ran out, Caroline and Elsie following. Elsie, however, +went no further than the hall, where she stood still at the foot +of the stairs. + +"Come, Elsie," called the other two from the portico, "come out +here." + +"No," replied the little girl, "I cannot come without something +round me. Papa says it is too cold for me to be out in the wind +to-day with my neck and arms bare." + +"Pooh! nonsense!" said Lucy, "'tain't a bit cold; _do_ come +now." + +"No, Lucy, I must obey my father," Elsie answered in a very +pleasant but no less decided tone. + +Some one caught her round the waist and lifted her up. + +"Oh! papa," she exclaimed, "I did not know you were there! I wish +I was going too; I don't like to have _you_ go without me." + +"I wish you were, my pet; I always love to have you with me; but +you know it wouldn't do; you have your little guests to entertain. +Good-by, darling. Don't go out in the cold." + +He kissed her, as he always did now, when leaving her even for an +hour or two, and set her down. + +The little girls watched until the last of the party had +disappeared down the avenue, and then ran gayly up-stairs to +Elsie's room, where they busied themselves until tea-time in +various little preparations for the evening, such as dressing +dolls, and tying up bundles of confectionery, etc., to be hung +upon the Christmas-tree. + +The children had all noticed that the doors of a parlor opening +into the drawing-room had been closed since morning to all but a +favored few, who passed in and out, with an air of mystery and +importance, and generally laden with some odd-looking bundle when +going in, which they invariably left behind on coming out again, +and many a whispered consultation had been held as to what was +probably going on in there. Elsie and Carry seemed to be in the +secret, but only smiled and shook their heads wisely when +questioned. + +But at length tea being over, and all, both old and young, +assembled as if by common consent in the drawing-room, it began to +be whispered about that their curiosity was now on the point of +being gratified. + +All were immediately on the _qui vive_, and every face +brightened with mirth and expectation; and when, a moment after, +the doors were thrown open, there was a universal burst of +applause. + +A large Christmas-tree had been set up at the further end of the +room, and, with its myriad of lighted tapers, and its load of toys +and bonbons, interspersed with many a richer and more costly gift, +made quite a display. + +"Beautiful! beautiful!" cried the children, clapping their hands +and dancing about with delight, while their elders, perhaps +equally pleased, expressed their admiration after a more staid and +sober fashion. When they thought their handiwork had been +sufficiently admired, Mrs. Dinsmore and Adelaide approached the +tree and began the pleasant task of distributing the gifts. + +Everything was labelled, and each, as his or her name was called +out, stepped forward to receive the present. + +No one had been forgotten; each had something, and almost every +one had several pretty presents. Mary Leslie and little Flora +Arnott were made perfectly happy with wax dolls that could open +and shut their eyes; Caroline Howard received a gold chain from +her mamma, and a pretty pin from Elsie; Lucy, a set of coral +ornaments, besides several smaller presents; and others were +equally fortunate. All was mirth and hilarity; only one clouded +face to be seen, and that belonged to Enna, who was pouting in a +corner because Mary Leslie's doll was a little larger than hers. + +Elsie had already received a pretty bracelet from her Aunt +Adelaide, a needle-case from Lora, and several little gifts from +her young guests, and was just beginning to wonder what had become +of her papa's promised present, when she heard her name again, and +Adelaide, turning to her with a pleased look, slipped a most +beautiful diamond ring on her finger. + +"From your papa," she said. "Go and thank him: it is well worth +it." + +Elsie sought him out where he stood alone in a corner, an amused +spectator of the merry scene. + +"See, papa," she said, holding up her hand. "I think it very +beautiful; thank you, dear papa, thank you very much." + +"Does it please you, my darling?" he asked, stooping to press a +kiss on the little upturned face, so bright and happy. + +"Yes, papa, I think it is lovely! the very prettiest ring I ever +saw." + +"Yet I think there is something else you would have liked better; +is there not?" he asked, looking searchingly into her face. + +"Dear papa, I like it _very_ much; I would rather have it +than anything else on the tree." + +"Still you have not answered my question," he said, with a smile, +as he sat down and drew her to his side, adding in a playful tone, +"Come, I am not going to put up with any evasion; tell me truly if +you would have preferred something else, and if so, what it is." + +Elsie blushed and looked down; then raising her eyes, and seeing +with what a tender, loving glance he was regarding her, she took +courage to say, "Yes papa, there is _one_ thing I would have +liked better, and that is your miniature." + +To her surprise he looked highly pleased at her reply, and giving +her another kiss, said, "Well, darling, some day you shall have +it." + +"Mr. Horace Dinsmore," called Adelaide, taking some small, +glittering object from the tree. + +"Another present for me?" he asked, as Walter came running with +it. + +He had already received several, from his father and sisters, but +none had seemed to give him half the pleasure that this did when +he saw that it was labelled, "From his little daughter." + +It was only a gold pencil. The miniature--with which the artist +had succeeded so well that nothing could have been prettier except +the original herself--she had reserved to be given in another way. + +"Do you like it, papa?" she asked, her face glowing with delight +to see how pleased he was. + +"Yes, darling, very much; and I shall always think of my little +girl when I use it." + +"Keep it in your pocket, and use it every day, won't you, papa?" + +"Yes, my pet, I will; but I thought you said you had no present +for me?" + +"Oh! no, no, papa; I said there was none for you amongst those +bundles. I had bought this, but had given it to Aunt Adelaide to +take care of, for fear you might happen to see it." + +"Ah! that was it, eh?" and he laughed and stroked her hair. + +"Here, Elsie, here is your bundle of candy," said Walter, running +up to them again. "Everybody has one, and that is yours, Adelaide +says." + +He put it in her hand, and ran away again. Elsie looked up in her +father's face inquiringly. + +"No, darling," he said, taking the paper from her hand and +examining its contents, "not to-night; to-morrow, after breakfast, +you may eat the cream-candy and the rock, but none of the others; +they are colored, and very unwholesome." + +"Won't _you_ eat some, papa?" she asked with winning +sweetness. + +"No, dearest," he said; "for though I, too, am fond of sweet +things, I will not eat them while I refuse them to you." + +"Do, papa," she urged, "it would give me pleasure to see you +enjoying it." + +"No, darling, _I_ will wait until to-morrow, too." + +"Then please keep it for me until to-morrow, papa, will you?" + +"Yes," he said, putting it in his pocket; and then, as the gifts +had all been distributed, and the little folks were in high glee, +a variety of sports were commenced by them, in which some of their +elders also took a part; and thus the hours sped away so rapidly +that Elsie was very much surprised when her father called her to +go to bed. + +"Is it half-past nine already, papa?" she asked. + +"It is ten, my dear child, and high time you were in bed," he +said, smiling at her look of astonishment. "I hope you have +enjoyed yourself." + +"Oh! _so_ much, papa. Good-night, and thank you for letting +me stay up so long." + + + + +CHAPTER FIFTEENTH + + + "Ask me not why I should love her;-- + Look upon those soulful eyes! + Look while mirth or feeling move her, + And see there how sweetly rise + Thoughts gay and gentle from a breast + Which is of innocence the nest-- + Which, though each joy were from it shred, + By truth would still be tenanted!" + --HOFFMAN'S _Poems_. + + +It was yet dark when Elsie awoke, but, hearing the clock strike +five, she knew it was morning. She lay still a little while, and +then, slipping softly out of bed, put her feet into her slippers, +threw her warm dressing-gown around her, and feeling for a little +package she had left on her toilet-table, she secured it and stole +noiselessly from the room. + +All was darkness and silence in the house, but she had no thought +of fear; and, gliding gently down the hall to her papa's door, she +turned the handle very cautiously, when, to her great delight, she +found it had been left unfastened, and yielded readily to her +touch. + +She entered as quietly as a little mouse, listened a moment until +satisfied from his breathing that her father was still sound +asleep, then, stepping softly across the room, she laid her +package down where he could not fail to see it as soon as daylight +came and his eyes were opened. This accomplished, she stole back +again as noiselessly as she had come. + +"Who dat?" demanded Chloe, starting up in bed as Elsie reentered +her own apartment. + +"It is only I; did I frighten you, mammy?" answered the little +girl with a merry laugh. + +"Ki? chile, dat _you?_ what you doin' runnin' 'bout de house +all in de dark, cold night?" + +"It isn't night, mammy; I heard it strike five some time ago." + +"Well, den, dis chile gwine get right up an' make de fire. But jes +you creep back into de bed, darlin', 'fore you cotch your death ob +cold." + +"I will, mammy," Elsie said, doing as she was desired; "but please +dress me as soon as the room is warm enough, won't you?" + +"Yes, darlin', kase ob course I knows you want to be up early o' +Christmas mornin'. Ki! Miss Elsie, dat's a beautiful shawl you +gave your ole mammy. I sha'n't feel de cold at all dis winter." + +"I hope not, mammy; and were Aunt Phillis, and Uncle Jack, and all +the rest pleased with their presents?" + +"I reckon dey was, darlin', mos' ready to go off de handle, +'tirely." + +Chloe had soon built up her fire and coaxed it into a bright +blaze, and in a few moments more she pronounced the room +sufficiently warm for her nursling to get up and be dressed. + +Elsie was impatient to go to her father; but, even after she had +been carefully dressed and all her morning duties attended to, it +was still so early that Chloe advised her to wait a little longer, +assuring her that it was only a very short time since John had +gone in to make his master's fire and supply him with hot water +for shaving. + +So the little girl sat down and tried to drown her impatience in +the pages of a new book--one of her Christmas presents. But Chloe +presently stole softly behind her chair, and, holding up high +above her head some glittering object attached to a pretty gold +chain, let it gradually descend until it rested upon the open +book. + +Elsie started and jumped up with an exclamation of surprise. + +"Wonder if you knows dat gen'leman, darlin'?" laughed Chloe. + +"Oh! it is papa," cried the little girl, catching it in her hand, +"my own dear, darling papa! oh! how good of him to give it to me!" +and she danced about the room in her delight. "It is just himself, +so exactly like him! _Isn't_ it a good likeness, mammy?" she +asked, drawing near the light to examine it more closely. "Dear, +dear, _darling_ papa!" and she kissed it again and again. + +Then gently drawing her mother's miniature from her bosom, she +laid them side by side. + +"My papa and mamma; are they not beautiful, mammy? both of them?" +she asked, raising her swimming eyes to the dusky face leaning +over her, and gazing with such mournful fondness at the sweet +girlish countenance, so life-like and beautiful, yet calling up +thoughts of sorrow and bereavement. + +"My darling young missus!" murmured the old nurse, "my own +precious chile dat dese arms hab carried so many years, dis ole +heart like to break when-eber I tinks ob you, an' 'members how +your bright young face done gone away foreber." + +The big tears were rolling fast down the sable cheeks, and +dropping like rain on Elsie's curls, while the broad bosom heaved +with sobs. "But your ole mammy's been good to your little chile +dat you lef' behind, darlin','deed she has," she went on. + +"Yes, mammy, indeed, indeed you have," Elsie said, twining her +arms lovingly around her. "But don't let us cry any more, for we +know that dear mamma is very happy in heaven, and does not wish us +to grieve for her now. I shall not show you the picture any more +if it makes you cry like that," she added half playfully. + +"Not always, chile," Chloe said, wiping away her tears, "but jes +dis here mornin'--Christmas mornin', when she was always so bright +and merry. It seems only yesterday she went dancin' about jes like +you." + +"Yes, mammy dear, but she is with the angels now--my sweet, pretty +mamma!" Elsie whispered softly, with another tender, loving look +at the picture ere she returned it to its accustomed resting-place +in her bosom. + +"And now I must go to papa," she said more cheerfully, "for it is +almost breakfast time." + +"Is my darling satisfied _now?_" he asked, as she ran into +his arms and was folded in a close embrace. + +"Yes, papa, indeed I am; thank you a thousand times; it is all I +wanted." + +"And you have given me the most acceptable present you could have +found. It is a most excellent likeness, and I am delighted with +it." + +"I am so glad, papa, but it was Aunt Adelaide who thought of it." + +"Ah! that was very kind of her. But how does my little girl feel +this morning, after all her dissipation?" + +"Oh! very well, thank you, papa." + +"You will not want to say any lesson to-day, I suppose?" + +"Oh! yes, if you please, papa, and it does not give you too much +trouble," she said. "It is the very pleasantest hour in the day, +except--" + +"Well, except what? Ah, yes, I understand. Well, my pet, it shall +be as you wish; but come to me directly after breakfast, as I am +going out early." + +Elsie had had her hour with her father, but, though he had left +her and gone out, she still lingered in his dressing-room, looking +over the next day's lesson. At length, however, she closed the +book and left the room, intending to seek her young guests, who +were in the lower part of the house. + +Miss Stevens' door was open as she passed, and that lady called to +her, "Elsie, dear, you sweet little creature, come here, and see +what I have for you." + +Elsie obeyed, though rather reluctantly, and Miss Stevens bidding +her sit down, went to a drawer, and took out a large paper of +mixed candy, all of the best and most expensive kinds, which she +put into the little girl's hands with one of her sweetest smiles. + +It was a strong temptation to a child who had a great fondness for +such things, but Elsie had prayed from her heart that morning for +strength to resist temptation, and it was given her. + +"Thank you, ma'am, you are very kind," she said gratefully, "but I +cannot take it, because papa does not approve of my eating such +things. He gave me a little this morning, but said I must not have +any more for a long time." + +"Now, that is quite too bad," exclaimed Miss Stevens, "but at +least take one or two, child; that much couldn't possibly hurt +you, and your papa need never know." + +Elsie gave her a look of grieved surprise. + +"Oh! could you think I would do that?" she said. "But _God_ +would know, Miss Stevens; and I should know it myself, and how +could I ever look my papa in the face again after deceiving him +so?" + +"Really, my dear, you are making a very serious matter of a mere +trifle," laughed the lady; "why, I have deceived my father more +than fifty times, and never thought it any harm. But here is +something I am sure you can take, and indeed you must, for I +bought both it and the candy expressly for you." + +She replaced the candy in the drawer as she spoke, and took from +another a splendidly-bound book which she laid in Elsie's lap, +saying, with a triumphant air, "There, my dear, what do you think +of that? is it not handsome?" + +Elsie's eyes sparkled; books were her greatest treasures; but +feeling an instinctive repugnance to taking a gift from one whom +she could neither respect nor love, she made an effort to decline +it, though at the same time thanking the lady warmly for her kind +intentions. + +But Miss Stevens would hear of no refusal, and fairly forced it +upon her acceptance, declaring that, as she had bought it +expressly for her, she should feel extremely hurt if she did not +take it. + +"Then I will, Miss Stevens," said the little girl, "and I am sure +you are very kind. I love books and pictures, too, and these are +lovely engravings," she added turning over the leaves with +undisguised pleasure. + +"Yes, and the stories are right pretty, too," remarked Miss +Stevens. + +"Yes, ma'am, they look as if they were, and I should like dearly +to read them." + +"Well, dear, just sit down and read; there's nothing to hinder. +I'm sure your little friends can do without you for an hour or +two. Or, if you prefer it, take the book and enjoy it with them; +it is your own, you know, to use as you like." + +"Thank you, ma'am; but, though I can look at the pictures, I must +not read the stories until I have asked papa, because he does not +allow me to read anything now without first showing it to him." + +"Dear me! how very strict he is!" exclaimed Miss Stevens. + +"I wonder," she thought to herself, "if he would expect to +domineer over his wife in that style?" + +Elsie was slowly turning over the leaves of the book, enjoying the +pictures very much, studying them intently, but resolutely +refraining from even glancing over the printed pages. But at +length she closed it, and, looking out of the window, said, with a +slight sigh, "Oh! I wish papa would come; but I'm afraid he won't +for a long while, and I do so want to read these stories." + +"Suppose you let me read one to you," suggested Miss Stevens; +"that would not be _your_ reading it, you know." + +Elsie looked shocked at the proposal. "Oh! no, ma'am, thank you, I +know you mean to be kind; but I could not do it; it would be so +very wrong; quite the same, I am sure, as if I read it with my own +eyes," she answered hurriedly; and then, fearing to be tempted +further, she excused herself and went in search of her young +companions. + +She found them in the drawing-room. + +"Wasn't it too provoking, Elsie, that those people didn't send +home my bracelet last night?" exclaimed Caroline Howard. "I have +just been telling Lucy about it. I think that it was such a shame +for them to disappoint me, for I wanted to have it on the tree." + +"I am sorry you were disappointed, Carry, but perhaps it will come +to-day," Elsie answered in a sympathizing tone. And then she +showed the new book, which she still held in her hand. + +They spent some time in examining it, talking about and admiring +the pictures, and then went out for a walk. + +"Has papa come in yet, mammy?" was Elsie's first question on +returning. + +"Yes, darlin', I tink he's in the drawin'-room dis berry minute," +Chloe answered, as she took off the little girl's hat, and +carefully smoothed her hair. + +"There, there! mammy, won't that do now? I'm in a little bit of a +hurry," Elsie said with a merry little laugh, as she slipped +playfully from under her nurse's hand, and ran down-stairs. + +But she was doomed to disappointment for the present, for her papa +was seated on the sofa, beside Miss Stevens, talking to her; and +so she must wait a little longer. At last, however, he rose, went +to the other side of the room, and stood a moment looking out of +the window. + +Then Elsie hastened to take her book from a table, where she had +laid it, and going up to him, said, "Papa!" + +He turned round instantly, asking in a pleasant tone, "Well, +daughter, what is it?" + +She put the book into his hand, saying eagerly, "It is a Christmas +gift from Miss Stevens, papa; will you let me read it?" + +He did not answer immediately, but turned over the leaves, +glancing rapidly over page after page, but not too rapidly to be +able to form a pretty correct idea of the contents. + +"No, daughter," he said, handing it back to her, "you must content +yourself with looking at the pictures; they are by far the best +part; the stories are very unsuitable for a little girl of your +age, and would, indeed, be unprofitable reading for any one." + +She looked a little disappointed. + +"I am glad I can _trust_ my little daughter, and feel certain +that she will not disobey me," he said, smiling kindly on her, and +patting her cheek. + +She answered him with a bright, happy look, full of confiding +affection, laid the book await without a murmur, and left the +room--her father's eyes following her with a fond, loving glance. + +Miss Stevens, who had watched them both closely during this little +scene, bit her lips with vexation at the result of her manoeuvre. + +She had come to Roselands with the fixed determination to lay +siege to Mr. Horace Dinsmore's heart, and flattering and petting +his little daughter was one of her modes of attack; but his +decided disapproval of her present, she perceived, did not augur +well for the success of her schemes. She was by no means in +despair, however, for she had great confidence in the power of her +own personal attractions, being really tolerably pretty, and +considering herself a great beauty, as well as very highly +accomplished. + +As Elsie ran out into the hall, she found herself suddenly caught +in Mr. Travilla's arms. + +"'A merry Christmas and a happy New Year!' little Elsie," he said, +kissing her on both cheeks. "Now I have caught you figuratively +and literally, my little lady, so what are you going to give me, +eh?" + +"Indeed, sir, I think you've helped yourself to the only thing I +have to give at present," she answered with a merry silvery laugh. + +"Nay, _give_ me one, little lady," said he, "one such hug and +kiss as I dare say your father gets half-a-dozen times in a day." + +She gave it very heartily. + +"Ah! I wish you were ten years older," he said as he set her down. + +"If I had been, you wouldn't have got the kiss," she replied, +smiling archly. + +"Now, it's my turn," he said, taking something from his pocket. + +"I expected you'd catch _me_, and so thought it best to come +prepared." + +He took her hand, as he spoke, and placed a beautiful little gold +thimble on her finger. "There, that's to encourage you in +industry." + +"Thank you, sir; oh! it's a little beauty! I must run and show it +to papa. But I must not forget my politeness," she added, hastily +throwing open the drawing-room door. "Come in, Mr. Travilla." + +She waited quietly until the usual greetings were exchanged, then +went up to her father and showed her new gift. + +He quite entered into her pleasure, and remarked, with a glance at +Miss Stevens, "that her friends were very kind." + +The lady's hopes rose. He was then pleased with her attention to +his child, even though he did not altogether approve her choice of +a gift. + +There was a large party to dinner that day, and the children came +down to the dessert. Miss Stevens, who had contrived to be seated +next to Mr. Dinsmore, made an effort, on the entrance of the +juveniles, to have Elsie placed on her other side; but Mr. +Travilla was too quick for her, and had his young favorite on his +knee before she could gain her attention. + +The lady was disappointed, and Elsie herself only half satisfied; +but the two gentlemen, who thoroughly understood Miss Stevens and +saw through all her manoeuvres, exchanged glances of amusement and +satisfaction. + +After dinner Mr. Travilla invited Elsie, Carry, Lucy, and Mary, to +take a ride in his carriage, which invitation was joyfully +accepted by all--Mr. Dinsmore giving a ready consent to Elsie's +request to be permitted to go. + +They had a very merry time, for Mr. Travilla quite laid himself +out for their entertainment, and no one knew better than he how to +amuse ladies of their age. + +It was nearly dark when they returned, and Elsie went at once to +her room to be dressed for the evening. But she found it +unoccupied--Aunt Chloe, as it afterward appeared, having gone down +to the quarter to carry some of the little girl's gifts to one or +two who were too old and feeble to come up to the house to receive +them. + +Elsie rang the bell, waited a little, and then, feeling impatient +to be dressed, ran down to the kitchen to see what had become of +her nurse. + +A very animated discussion was going on there, just at that +moment, between the cook and two or three of her sable companions, +and the first words that reached the child's ears, as she stood on +the threshold, were, "I tell you, you ole darkie, you dunno +nuffin' 'bout it! Massa Horace gwine marry _dat_ bit ob paint +an' finery! no such ting! Massa's got more sense." + +The words were spoken in a most scornful tone, and Elsie, into +whose childish mind the possibility of her father's marrying again +had never entered, stood spellbound with astonishment. + +But the conversation went on, the speakers quite unconscious of +her vicinity. + +It was Pompey's voice that replied. + +"Ef Marse Horace don't like her, what for they been gwine ridin' +ebery afternoon? will you tell me dat, darkies? an' don't dis +niggah see him sit beside her mornin', noon, an' night, laughin' +an' talkin' at de table an' in de parlor? an' don't she keep a +kissin' little Miss Elsie, an' callin' her pretty critter, sweet +critter, an'de like?" + +"_She_ ma to our sweet little Miss Elsie! Bah! I tell you, +Pomp, Marse Horace got more sense," returned the cook, indignantly. + +"Aunt Chloe don't b'lieve no such stuff," put in another voice; +"she says Marse Horace _couldn't_ put such trash in her sweet +young mistis's place." + +"Aunt Chloe's a berry fine woman, no doubt," observed Pomp +disdainfully, "but I reckon Marse Horace ain't gwine to infide his +matermonical intentions to her; and I consider it quite +consequential on Marster's being young and handsome that he will +take another wife." + +The next speaker said something about his having lived a good +while without, and though Miss Stevens _was_ setting her cap, +maybe he wouldn't be caught. But Elsie only gathered the sense of +it, hardly heard the words, and, bounding away like a frightened +deer to her own room, her little heart beating wildly with a +confused sense of suffering, she threw herself on the bed. She +shed no tears, but there was, oh! such a weight on her heart, such +a terrible though vague sense of the instability of all earthly +happiness. + +There Chloe found her, and wondered much what ailed her darling, +what made her so silent, and yet so restless, and caused such a +deep flush on her cheek. She feared she was feverish, her little +hand was so hot and dry; but Elsie insisted that she was quite +well, and so Chloe tried to think it was only fatigue. + +She would fain have persuaded the little girl to lie still upon +her bed and rest, and let her tea be brought to her there; but +Elsie answered that she would much rather be dressed, and join her +young companions in the nursery. They, too, wondered what ailed +her, she was so very quiet and ate almost nothing at all. They +asked if she was sick. She only shook her head. "Was she tired, +then?" "Yes, she believed she was," and she leaned her head +wearily on her hand. + +But, indeed, most of the party seemed dull; they had gone through +such a round of pleasure and excitement, for the last two or three +days, that now a reaction was beginning, and they wanted rest, +especially the very little ones, who all retired quite early, when +Elsie and her mates joined their parents in the drawing-room. + +Elsie looked eagerly around for her father, the moment she entered +the room. He was beside Miss Stevens, who was at the piano, +performing a very difficult piece of music. He was leaning over +her, turning the leaves, and apparently listening with a great +deal of pleasure, for she was really a fine musician. + +Elsie felt sick at heart at the sight--although a few hours before +it would have given her no concern--and found it very difficult to +listen to and answer the remarks Mrs. Carrington was making to her +about her Christmas presents, and the nice ride they had had that +afternoon. + +Mr. Travilla was watching her; he had noticed, as soon as she came +in, the sad and troubled look which had come over her face, and, +following the glance of her eyes, he guessed at the cause. + +He knew there was no danger of the trial that she feared, and +would have been glad to tell her so; but he felt that it was too +delicate a subject for him to venture on; it might seem too much +like meddling in Mr. Dinsmore's affairs. But he did the next best +thing--got the four little girls into a corner, and tried to +entertain them with stories and charades. + +Elsie seemed interested for a time, but every now and then her +eyes would wander to the other side of the room, where her father +still stood listening to Miss Stevens' music. + +At length Mr. Travilla was called away to give his opinion about +some tableaux the young ladies were arranging; and Elsie, knowing +it was her usual time for retiring, and not caring to avail +herself of her father's permission to stay up until nine o'clock, +stole quietly away to her room unobserved by any one, and feeling +as if Miss Stevens had already robbed her of her father. + +She wiped away a few quiet tears, as she went, and was very silent +and sad, while her mammy was preparing her for bed. She hardly +knew how to do without her good-night kiss, but feeling as she +did, it had seemed quite impossible to ask for it while Miss +Stevens was so near him. + +When she knelt down to pray, she became painfully conscious that a +feeling of positive dislike to that lady had been creeping into +her heart, and she asked earnestly to be enabled to put it away. +But she prayed, also, that she might be spared the trial that she +feared, if God's will were so; and she thought surely it was +because she had found out that Miss Stevens was not good, not +truthful, or sincere. + +"Perhaps dear papa will come to say good-night before I am +asleep," she murmured to herself as, calmed and soothed by thus +casting her burden on the Lord, she laid her head upon her pillow. + +He, however, had become interested in the subject of the tableaux, +and did not miss his little girl until the sound of the clock +striking ten reminded him of her, and he looked around expecting +to see her still in the room; but, not seeing her, he asked Lucy +Carrington where she was. + +"Oh!" said Lucy, "she's been gone these two hours, I should think! +I guess she must have gone to bed." + +"Strange that she did not come to bid me goodnight," he exclaimed +in a low tone, more as if thinking aloud than speaking to Lucy. + +He hastily left the room. + +Mr. Travilla followed. + +"Dinsmore," said he. + +Mr. Dinsmore stopped, and Travilla, drawing him to one side, said +in an undertone, "I think my little friend is in trouble to- +night." + +"Ah!" he exclaimed, with a startled look, "what can it be? I did +not hear of any accident--she has not been hurt? is not sick? tell +me, Travilla, quickly, if anything ails my child." + +"Nothing, nothing, Dinsmore, only you know servants will talk, and +children have ears, and eyes, too, sometimes, and I saw her +watching you to-night with a very sad expression." + +"Nonsense!" exclaimed Mr. Dinsmore, growing very red and looking +extremely vexed; "I wouldn't have had such thoughts put into the +child's head for any money. Are you sure of it, Travilla?" + +"I am sure she was watching you very closely tonight, and looking +very miserable." + +"Poor darling!" murmured the father. "Thank you, Travilla," +shaking his friend heartily by the hand. "Good-night; I shall not +be down again if you will be so good as to excuse me to the +others." + +And he went up the stairs almost at a bound, and the next moment +was standing beside his sleeping child, looking anxiously down at +the little flushed cheeks and tear-swollen eyes, for, disappointed +that he did not come to bid her good-night, she had cried herself +to sleep. + +"Poor darling!" he murmured again, as he stooped over her and +kissed away a tear that still trembled on her eyelash. + +He longed to tell her that all her fears were groundless, that +none other could ever fill her place in his heart, but he did not +like to wake her, and so, pressing another light kiss on her +cheek, he left her to dream on unconscious of his visit. + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Elsie Dinsmore, by Martha Finley + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ELSIE DINSMORE *** + +This file should be named lsdns10.txt or lsdns10.zip +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, lsdns11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, lsdns10a.txt + +Produced by Vital Debroey, Charles Franks +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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