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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK EVERED ***
-
-
-
-
- EVERED
-
-
-
-
- EVERED
-
- BY
- BEN AMES WILLIAMS
-
- NEW YORK
- E. P. DUTTON & COMPANY
- 681 FIFTH AVENUE
-
-
- Copyright, 1921,
- By E. P. Dutton & Company
-
- _All Rights Reserved_
-
-
- PRINTED IN THE UNITED
- STATES OF AMERICA
-
-
-
-
- EVERED
-
-
-
-
-I
-
-
-There is romance in the very look of the land of which I write. Beauty
-beyond belief, of a sort to make your breath come more quickly; and
-drama--comedy or tragedy according to the eye and the mood of the seer.
-Loneliness and comradeship, peace and conflict, friendship and enmity,
-gayety and somberness, laughter and tears. The bold hills, little
-cousins to the mountains, crowd close round each village; the clear
-brooks thread wood and meadow; the birches and scrub hardwood are taking
-back the abandoned farms. When the sun drops low in the west there is a
-strange and moving purple tinge upon the slopes; and the shadows are as
-blue as blue can be. When the sun is high there is a greenery about this
-northern land which is almost tropical in its richness and variety.
-
-The little villages lie for the most part in sheltered valley spots.
-Not all of them. Liberty, for example, climbs up along a steep hill road
-on your way to St. George’s Pond, or over the Sheepscot Ridge, for
-trout. No spot lovelier anywhere. But you will come upon other little
-house clusters, a white church steeple topping every one, at unsuspected
-crossroads, with some meadowland round and about, and a brook running
-through the village itself, and perhaps a mill sprawled busily across
-the brook. It is natural that the villages should thus seek shelter; for
-when the winter snows come down this is a harsh land, and bitter cold.
-So is it all the more strange that the outlying farms are so often set
-high upon the hills, bare to the bleak gales. And the roads, too, like
-to seek and keep the heights. From Fraternity itself, for example, there
-is a ten-mile ridge southwest to Union, and a road along the whole
-length of the ridge’s crest, from which you may look for miles on either
-side.
-
-This is not a land of bold emprises; neither is it one of those
-localities which are said to be happy because they have no history.
-There is history in the very names of the villages hereabouts. Liberty,
-and Union, and Freedom; Equality, and Fraternity. And men will tell you
-how their fathers’ fathers came here in the train of General Knox, when
-that warrior, for Revolutionary services rendered, was given title to
-all the countryside; and how he sub-granted to his followers; and how
-they cleared farms, and tilled the soil, and lumbered out the forests,
-and exterminated deer and moose and bear. Seventy years ago, they will
-tell you, there was no big game hereabouts; but since then many farms,
-deserted, have been overrun by the forests; and the bear are coming
-back, and there are deer tracks along every stream, and moose in the
-swamps, and wildcats scream in the night. Twenty or thirty or forty
-miles to the north the big woods of Maine begin; so that this land is an
-outpost of the wilderness, thrust southward among the closer dwellings
-of man.
-
-The people of these towns are of ancient stock. The grandfathers of many
-of them came in with General Knox; most of them have been here for fifty
-years or more, they or their forbears. A few Frenchmen have drifted down
-from Quebec; a few Scotch and Irish have come in here as they come
-everywhere. Half a dozen British seamen escaped, once upon a time, from
-a man-of-war in Penobscot Bay, and fled inland, and were hidden away
-until their ship was gone. Whereupon they married and became part and
-parcel of the land, and their stock survives. By the mere reading of the
-names of these folk upon the R. F. D. boxes at their doors you may know
-their antecedents. Bubier and Saladine, Varney and Motley, McCorrison
-and MacLure, Thomas and Davis, Sohier and Brine--a five-breed blend of
-French and English, Scotch and Welsh and Irish; in short, as clear a
-strain of good Yankee blood as you are like to come upon.
-
-Sturdy folk, and hardy workers. You will find few idlers; and by the
-same token you will find few slavish toilers, lacking soul to whip a
-trout brook now and then or shoot a woodcock or a deer. Most men
-hereabouts would rather catch a trout than plant a potato; most men
-would rather shoot a partridge than cut a cord of wood. And they act
-upon their inclinations in these matters. The result is that the farms
-are perhaps a thought neglected; and no one is very rich in worldly
-goods; and a man who inherits a thousand dollars has come into money.
-Yet have they all that any man wisely may desire; for they have food and
-drink and shelter, and good comradeship, and the woods to take their
-sport in, and what books they choose to read, and time for solid
-thinking, and beauty ever before their eyes. Whether you envy or scorn
-them is in some measure an acid test of your own soul. Best hesitate
-before deciding.
-
-Gregarious folk, these, like most people who dwell much alone. So there
-are grange halls here and there; and the churches are white-painted and
-in good repair; and now and then along the roads you will come to a
-picnic grove or a dancing pavilion, set far from any town. Save in
-haymaking time the men work solitary in the fields; but in the evening,
-when cows have been milked and pigs fed and wood prepared against the
-morning, they take their lanterns and tramp or drive half a mile or
-twice as far, and drop in at Will Bissell’s store for the mail and for
-an hour round Will’s stove.
-
-You will hear tales there, tales worth the hearing, and on the whole
-surprisingly true. There is some talk of the price of hay or of feed or
-of apples; but there is more likely to be some story of the woods--of a
-bull moose seen along the Liberty road or a buck deer in Luke Hills’
-pasture or a big catch of trout in the Ruffingham Meadow streams. Now
-and then, just about mail time in the evening, fishermen will stop at
-the store to weigh their catches; and then everyone crowds round to see
-and remark upon the matter.
-
-The store is a clearing-house for local news; and this must be so, for
-there is no newspaper in Fraternity. Whatever has happened within a
-six-mile radius during the day is fairly sure to be told there before
-Will locks up for the night; and there is always something happening in
-Fraternity. In which respect it is very much like certain villages of a
-larger growth, and better advertised.
-
-There is about the intimacy of life in a little village something that
-suggests the intimacy of life upon the sea. There is not the primitive
-social organization; the captain as lord of all he surveys. But there is
-the same close rubbing of shoulders, the same nakedness of impulse and
-passion and longing and sorrow and desire. You may know your neighbor
-well enough in the city, but before you lend him money, take him for a
-camping trip in the woods or go with him to sea. Thereafter you will
-know the man inside and out; and you may, if you choose, make your loan
-with a knowledge of what you are about. It is hard to keep a secret in
-a little village; and Fraternity is a little village--that and nothing
-more.
-
-On weekday nights, as has been said, Will Bissell’s store is the social
-center of Fraternity. Men begin to gather soon after supper; they begin
-to leave when the stage has come up from Union with the mail. For Will’s
-store is post office as well as market-place. The honeycomb of mail
-boxes occupies a place just inside the door, next to the candy counter.
-Will knows his business. A man less wise might put his candies back
-among the farming tools, and his tobacco and pipes and cigars in the
-north wing, with the ginghams, but Will puts them by the mail boxes,
-because everyone gets mail or hopes for it, and anyone may be moved to
-buy a bit of candy while he waits for the mail to come.
-
-This was an evening in early June. Will’s stove had not been lighted for
-two weeks or more; but to-night there was for the first time the warm
-breath of summer in the air. So those who usually clustered inside were
-outside now, upon the high flight of steps which led up from the road.
-Perhaps a dozen men, a dog or two, half a dozen boys. Luke Hills had
-just come and gone with the season’s best catch of trout--ten of them;
-and when they were laid head to tail they covered the length of a
-ten-foot board. The men spoke of these trout now, and Judd, who was no
-fisherman, suggested that Luke must have snared them; and Jim Saladine,
-the best deer hunter in Fraternity and a fair and square man, told Judd
-he was witless and unfair. Judd protested, grinning meanly; and Jean
-Bubier, the Frenchman from the head of the pond, laughed and exclaimed:
-“Now you, m’sieu’, you could never snare those trout if you come upon
-them in the road, eh?”
-
-They were laughing in their slow dry way at Judd’s discomfiture when the
-hoofs of a horse sounded on the bridge below the store; and every man
-looked that way.
-
-It was Lee Motley who said, “It’s Evered.”
-
-The effect was curious. The men no longer laughed. They sat quite still,
-as though under a half-fearful restraint, and pretended not to see the
-man who was approaching.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-
-There were two men in the buggy which came up the little ascent from the
-bridge and stopped before the store. The men were Evered, and Evered’s
-son, John. Evered lived on a farm that overlooked the Whitcher Swamp on
-the farther side. He was a man of some property, a successful farmer. He
-was also a butcher; and his services were called in at hog-killing time
-as regularly as the services of Doctor Crapo in times of sickness. He
-knew his trade; and he knew the anatomy of a steer or a calf or a sheep
-as well as Doctor Crapo knew the anatomy of a man. He was an efficient
-man; a brutally efficient man. His orchard was regularly trimmed and
-grafted and sprayed; his hay was re-seeded year by year; his garden
-never knew the blight of weeds; his house was clean, in good repair,
-white-painted. A man in whom dwelt power and strength; and a man whom
-other men disliked and feared.
-
-He was a short man, broad of shoulder, with a thick neck and a square,
-well-shaped head, a heavy brow and a steady burning eye. A somber man,
-he never laughed; never was known to laugh. There was a blighting
-something in his gaze which discouraged laughter in others. He was known
-to have a fierce and ruthless temper; in short, a fearsome man, hard to
-understand. He puzzled his neighbors and baffled them; they let him well
-alone.
-
-He was driving this evening. His horse, like everything which was his,
-was well-groomed and in perfect condition. It pranced a little as it
-came up to the store, not from high spirits, but from nervousness. So
-much might be known by the white glint of its eye. The nervousness of a
-mettled creature too much restrained. It pranced a little, and Evered’s
-hand tightened on the rein so harshly that the horse’s lower jaw was
-pulled far back against its neck, and the creature was abruptly still,
-trembling, and sweating faintly for no cause at all. Evered paid no more
-heed to the horse. He looked toward the group of men upon the steps, and
-some met his eye, and some looked away.
-
-He looked at them, one by one; and he asked Lee Motley: “Is the mail
-come?”
-
-Motley shook his head. He was a farmer of means, a strong man, moved by
-no fear of Evered. “No,” he said.
-
-Evered passed the reins to his son. “Hold him still,” he told the young
-man, and stepped out over the wheel to the ground, dropping lightly as a
-cat. The horse gave a half leap forward and was caught by John Evered’s
-steady hand; and the young man spoke gently to the beast to quiet it.
-
-Evered from the ground looked up at his son and said harshly, “I bade
-you hold him still.”
-
-The other answered, “I will.”
-
-“You’d best,” said Evered, and turned and strode up the steps into the
-store.
-
-The incident had brought out vividly enough the difference between
-Evered and his son. They were two characters sharply contrasting; for
-where Evered was harsh, John was gentle of speech; and where Evered was
-abrupt, John was slow; and where Evered’s eye was hard and angry, John’s
-was mild. They contrasted physically. The son was tall, well-formed and
-fair; the father was short, almost squat in his broad strength, and
-black of hair and eye. Nevertheless, it was plain to the seeing eye
-that there was strength in John as there was strength in
-Evered--strength of body and soul.
-
-When Evered had gone into the store Motley said to the son, “It’s warm.”
-
-The young man nodded in a wistfully friendly way. “Yes,” he agreed. “So
-warm it’s brought up our peas this day.”
-
-“That south slope of yours is good garden land,” Motley told him, and
-John said:
-
-“Yes. As good as I ever see.”
-
-Everyone liked John Evered; and someone asked now: “Been fishing any,
-over at Wilson’s?”
-
-John shook his head. “Too busy,” he explained. “But I hear how they’re
-catching some good strings there.”
-
-“Luke Hills brought in ten to-night that was ten feet long,” Jim
-Saladine offered. “Got ’em at Ruffingham.”
-
-The young man in the buggy smiled delightedly, his eyes shining. “Golly,
-what a catch!” he exclaimed.
-
-Then Evered came to the door of the store and looked out, and silence
-fell upon them all once more. The mail was coming down the hill; the
-stage, a rattling, rusted, do-or-die automobile of ancient vintage,
-squeaked to a shrill stop before the very nose of Evered’s horse. John
-spoke to the horse, and it was still. The stage driver took the mail
-sacks in, and Evered left the doorway. The others all got up and turned
-toward the door.
-
-Motley said to Saladine, “Did you mark the horse? It was scared of the
-stage, but it was still at his word, and he did not tighten rein.”
-
-“I saw,” Saladine agreed. “The boy handles it fine.”
-
-“It’s feared of Evered; but the beast loves the boy.”
-
-“There’s others in that same way o’ thinking,” said Saladine.
-
-Inside the store Will Bissell and Andy Wattles, his lank and loyal
-clerk, were stamping and sorting the mail. No great matter, for few
-letters come to Fraternity. While this was under way Evered gathered up
-the purchases he had made since he came into the store, and took them
-out and stowed them under the seat of the buggy. He did not speak to his
-son. John sat still in his place, moving his feet out of the other’s
-way. When the bundles were all bestowed Evered went back up the steps
-and Will gave him his daily paper and a letter addressed to his wife,
-and Evered took them without thanks, and left the store without farewell
-to any man, and climbed into the buggy and took the reins. He turned the
-horse sharply and they moved down the hill, and the bridge sounded for a
-moment beneath their passing. In the still evening air the pound of the
-horse’s hoofs and the light whirring of the wheels persisted for long
-moments before they died down to blend with the hum and murmur of tiny
-sounds that filled the whispering dusk.
-
-As they drove away one or two men came to the door to watch them go; and
-Judd, a man with a singular capacity for mean and tawdry malice, said
-loudly, “That boy’ll break Evered, some day, across his knee.”
-
-There was a moment’s silence; then Jean Bubier said cheerfully that he
-would like to see the thing done. “But that Evered, he is one leetle
-fighter,” he reminded Judd.
-
-Judd laughed unpleasantly and said Evered had the town bluffed. “That’s
-all he is,” he told them. “A black scowl and some cussing. Nothing else.
-You’ll see.”
-
-Motley shook his head soberly. “Evered’s no bluff,” he said. “You’re
-forgetting that matter of the knife, Judd.”
-
-Motley’s reminder put a momentary silence upon them all. The story of
-the knife was well enough known; the knife they had all seen. The thing
-had happened fifteen or twenty years before, and was one of the tales
-many times told about Will’s stove. One Dave Riggs, drunken and
-worthless, farming in a small way in North Fraternity, sent for Evered
-to kill a pig. Evered went to Riggs’ farm. Riggs had been drinking; he
-was quarrelsome; he sought to interfere with Evered’s procedure. Motley,
-a neighbor of Riggs, had been there at the time, and used to tell the
-story.
-
-“Riggs wanted him to tie up the pig,” he would explain. “You know Evered
-does not do that. He says they will not bleed properly, tied. He did not
-argue with the man, but Riggs persisted in his drunken way, and cursed
-Evered to his face, till I could see the blood mounting in the butcher’s
-cheeks. He is a bad-tempered man, always was.
-
-“He turned on Riggs and told the man to hush; and Riggs damned him.
-Evered knocked him flat with a single fist stroke; and while Riggs was
-still on the ground Evered turned and got the pig by the ears and
-slipped the knife into its throat, in that smooth way he has. When he
-drew it out the blood came after; and Evered turned to Riggs, just
-getting on his feet.
-
-“‘There’s your pig,’ said Evered. ‘Butchered right. Now, man, be still.’
-
-“Well, Riggs took a look at the pig and another at Evered. He was
-standing by the chopping block, and his hand fell on the ax stuck there.
-Before I could stir he had lifted it, whirling it, and was sweeping down
-on Evered.
-
-“It was all over quick, you’ll mind. Riggs rushing, with the ax
-whistling in the air. Then Evered stepped inside its swing, and drove at
-Riggs’ head. I think he forgot he had the knife in his hand. But it was
-there; his hand drove it with the cunning that it knew--at the forehead
-of the other man.
-
-“I mind how Riggs looked, after he had dropped. On his back he was, the
-knife sticking straight up from his head. And it still smeared with the
-pig’s blood, dripping down on the dead man’s face. Oh, aye, he was dead.
-Dead as the pig, when it quit its walking round in a little, and laid
-down, and stopped its squeal.”
-
-Someone asked him once, when he had told the tale: “Where was Riggs’
-wife? Married, wa’n’t he?”
-
-“In the house,” said Motley. “The boy was there, though. He’d come to
-see the pig stuck, and when he saw the blood come out of its throat he
-yelled and run. So he didn’t have to see the rest--the knife in his
-father’s head.”
-
-There had been no prosecution of Evered for that ancient tragedy.
-Motley’s story was clear enough; it had been self-defense at the worst,
-and half accident besides. Riggs’ wife went away and took her son, and
-Fraternity knew them no more.
-
-They conned over this ancient tale of Evered in Will’s store that night;
-and some blamed him, and some found him not to blame. And when they were
-done with that story they told others; how when he was called to butcher
-sheep he had a trick of breaking their necks across his knee with a
-twist and a jerk of his hands. There was no doubt of the man’s strength
-nor of his temper.
-
-A West Fraternity man came in while they were talking; one Zeke Pitkin,
-a mild man, and timid. He listened to their words, and asked at last,
-“Evered?”
-
-They nodded; and Pitkin laughed in an awkward way. “He killed my bull
-to-day,” he said.
-
-Will Bissell asked quickly, “Killed your bull? You have him do it?”
-
-Pitkin nodded, gulping at his Adam’s apple. “Getting ugly, the bull
-was,” he said. “I didn’t like to handle him. Decided to beef him. So I
-sent for Evered, and he came over.”
-
-He looked round at them, laughed uneasily. “He scared me,” he said.
-
-Motley asked slowly. “What happened, Zeke?”
-
-Pitkin rubbed one hand nervously along his leg. “We-ell,” he explained.
-“I’m nervous like. Git excited easy. So when he come I told him the bull
-was ugly. Told him to look out for it.
-
-“He just only looked at me in that hard way of his. I had the bull in
-the barn; and he went in where it was and fetched it out in the barn
-floor. Left the bull standing there and begun to fix his tackle to h’ist
-it up.
-
-“I didn’t want to stay in there with the bull. I was scared of it--it
-loose there, nothing to hold it. And Evered kept working round it, back
-to the beast half the time. Nothing to stop it tossing him. I didn’t
-like to get out, but I didn’t want to stay. And I guess I talked too
-much. Kept telling him to hurry, and asking him why he didn’t kill it
-and all. Got him mad, I guess.”
-
-The man shivered a little, his eyes dim with the memory of the moment.
-He took off his hat and rubbed his hand across his head, and Motley
-said, “He did kill it?”
-
-Pitkin nodded uneasily. “Yeah,” he said. “Evered turned round to me by
-and by; and he looked at me under them black eyebrows of his, and he
-says: ‘Want I should kill this bull, do you?’ I ’lows that I did. ‘Want
-him killed now, do you?’ he says, and I told him I did. And I did too. I
-was scared of that bull, I say. But not the way he did kill it.”
-
-He shuddered openly; and Motley asked again, “What did he do?”
-
-“Stepped up aside the bull,” said Pitkin hurriedly. “Yanked out that
-knife of his--that same knife--out of his sheath. Up with it, and down,
-so quick I never see what he did. Down with the knife right behind the
-bull’s horns. Right into the neck bone. And that bull o’ mine went down
-like a ton o’ brick. Like two ton o’ brick. Stone dead.”
-
-Will Bissell echoed, “Stabbed it in the neck?”
-
-“Right through the neck bone. With that damned heavy knife o’ his.” He
-wiped his forehead again. “We had a hell of a time h’isting that bull,
-too,” he said weakly. “A hell of a time.”
-
-No one spoke for a moment. They were digesting this tale of Evered. Then
-Judd said: “I’d like to see that red bull of his git after that man.”
-
-One or two nodded, caught themselves, looked sheepishly round to
-discover whether they had been seen. Evered’s red bull was as well and
-unfavorably known as the man himself. A huge brute, shoulder high to a
-tall man, ugly of disposition, forever bellowing challenges across the
-hills from Evered’s barn, frightening womenfolk in their homes a mile
-away. A creature of terror, ruthlessly curbed and goaded by Evered. It
-was known that the butcher took delight in mastering the bull, torturing
-the beast with ingenious twists of the nose ring, with blows on the leg
-joints, and nose, and the knobs where horns should have been. The red
-bull was of a hornless breed. The great head of it was like a buffalo’s
-head, like a huge malicious battering ram. It was impossible to look at
-the beast without a tremor of alarm.
-
-“It’s ugly business to see Evered handle that bull,” Will Belter said,
-half to himself.
-
-And after a little silence Jean Bubier echoed: “Almost as ugly as to see
-the man with his wife. When I have see that, sometime, I have think I
-might take his own knife to him.”
-
-Judd, the malicious, laughed in an ugly way; and he said, “Guess Evered
-would treat her worse if he got an eye on her and that man Semler.”
-
-It was Jim Saladine’s steady voice which put an end to that. “Don’t put
-your foul mouth on her, Judd,” he said quietly. “Not if you want to walk
-home.”
-
-Judd started to speak, caught Saladine’s quiet eye and was abruptly
-still.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-
-Evered and his son drove home together through the clotting dusk in a
-silence that was habitual with them. The buggy was a light vehicle, the
-horse was swift and powerful, and they made good time. Evered, driving,
-used the whip now and then; and at each red-hot touch of the light lash
-the horse leaped like a stricken thing; and at each whiplash John
-Evered’s lips pressed firmly each against the other, as though to hold
-back the word he would have said. No good in speaking, he knew. It would
-only rouse the lightly slumbering anger in his father, only lead to more
-hurts for the horse, and a black scowl or an oath to himself. There were
-times when John Evered longed to put his strength against his father’s;
-when he was hungry for the feel of flesh beneath his smashing fists. But
-these moments were few. He understood the older man; there was a blood
-sympathy between them. He knew his father’s heart as no other did or
-could; and in the last analysis he loved his father loyally. Thus had he
-learned long patience and restraint. It is very easy to damn and hate a
-man like Evered, hot and fierce and ruthlessly overbearing. But John
-Evered, his son, who had suffered more from Evered than any other man,
-neither damned nor hated him.
-
-They drove home together in silence. Evered sat still in his seat, but
-there was no relaxation in his attitude. He was still as a tiger is
-still before the charge and the leap. John at his side could feel the
-other’s shoulder muscles tensing. His father was always so, always a
-boiling vessel of emotions. You might call him a powerful man, a
-masterful man. John Evered knew him for a slave, for the slave of his
-own hot and angry pulse beats. And he loved and pitied him.
-
-Out of Fraternity they took the Liberty road, and came presently to a
-turning which led them to the right, and so to the way to Evered’s farm,
-a narrow road, leading nowhere except into the farmyard, and traveled by
-few men who had no business there.
-
-When they came into the farmyard it was almost dark. Yet there was still
-light enough to see, beyond the shadow of the barn, the sloping
-hillside that led down to Whitcher Swamp; and the swamp itself, brooding
-beneath its gray mists in the thickening night. The farm buildings were
-set on a jutting shoulder of the hill, looking out across the valley
-where the swamp lay, to Fraternity, and off toward Moody Mountain beyond
-the town. By day there was a glory in this valley that was spread below
-them; by night it was a place of dark and mystery. Sounds used to come
-up the hill from the swamp; the sounds of thrashing brush where the
-moose fed, or perhaps the clash of ponderous antlers in the fall, or the
-wicked scream of a marauding cat, or the harsh cries of night-hawks, or
-the tremolo hoot of an owl.
-
-Built against the barn on the side away from the house there was a stout
-roofed stall; and opening from this stall a pen with board walls higher
-than a man’s head and cedar posts as thick as a man’s leg, set every
-four feet to support the planking of the walls. As the horse stopped in
-the farmyard and Evered and his son alighted, a sound came from this
-stall--a low, inhuman, monstrous sound, like the rumbling of a storm,
-like the complaint of a hungry beast, like the promise of evil things
-too dreadful for describing; the muffled roaring of Evered’s great red
-bull, disturbed by the sound of the horse. John Evered stood still for
-an instant, listening. It was impossible for most men to hear that sound
-without an appalling tremor of the heart. But Evered himself gave no
-heed to it. He spoke to the horse. He said “Hush, now. Still.”
-
-The horse was as still as stone, yet it trembled as it had trembled at
-Will’s store. Evered gathered parcels from beneath the seat; and John
-filled his arms with what remained. They turned toward the house
-together, the son a little behind the father.
-
-There was a light in the kitchen of the farmhouse; and a woman had come
-to the open door and was looking out toward them. She was silhouetted
-blackly by the light behind her. It revealed her figure as slim and
-pleasantly graven. The lamp’s rays turned her hair into an iridescent
-halo about her head. She rested one hand against the frame of the door;
-and her lifted arm guided her body into graceful lines.
-
-She called to them in a low voice, “Do you need light?”
-
-Evered answered. “If you were out of the door there’d be light enough,”
-he said.
-
-The woman lifted her hand to her lips in a hurt little gesture; and she
-stepped aside with no further word. She still stood thus, at one side of
-the door, when they came in. The lamplight fell full upon her, full upon
-her countenance.
-
-The woman’s face, the face of this woman whose body still bore youthful
-lines, was shocking. There were weary contours in it; there were shadows
-of pain beneath the eyes; there was anguish in the mobile lips. The hair
-which had seemed like a halo showed now like a white garland; snow
-white, though it still lay heavy and glossy as a girl’s. She was like a
-statue of sorrow; the figure of a sad and tortured life.
-
-The woman was Evered’s second wife; Evered’s wife, Mary Evered. His
-wife, whom he had won in a courtship that was like red flowers in
-spring; whom he had made to suffer interminably, day by day, till
-suffering became routine and death would have been happiness; and
-whom--believe it or no--Evered had always and would forever love with a
-love that was like torment. There is set perversely in man and woman
-alike an impulse to tease and hurt and distress those whom we love. It
-is, of this stuff that lovers’ quarrels are made; it is from this that
-the heartbreaks of the honeymoon are born. The men and women of the
-fairy tales, who marry and live happily ever after, are fairy tales
-themselves; or else they never loved. For loving, which is sacrifice and
-service and kindness and devotion, is also misunderstanding and
-distortion and perversity and unhappiness most profound. It is a part of
-love to quarrel; the making-up is often so sweet it justifies the
-anguish of the conflict. Mary Evered knew this. But Evered had a stiff
-pride in him which would not let him yield; be he ever so deeply wrong
-he held his ground; and Mary was sick with much yielding.
-
-Annie Paisley, who lived at the next farm on the North Fraternity road,
-had given Mary Evered something to think about when Paisley died, the
-year before.
-
-For over Paisley’s very coffin Annie had said in a thoughtful,
-reminiscent way: “Yes, Mary; Jim ’uz a good husband to me for nigh on
-thirty year. A good pervider, and a kind man, and a good father. He
-never drunk, nor ever wasted what little money we got; and we always
-had plenty to do with; and the children liked him. Kind to me, he was.
-Gentle.” Her eyes had narrowed thoughtfully. “But Mary,” she said, “you
-know I never liked him.”
-
-Mary Evered had been a girl of spirit and strength; and if she had not
-loved Evered she would never have stayed with him a year. Loving him she
-had stayed; and the bitter years rolled over her; stayed because she
-loved him, and because she--like her son--understood the heart of the
-man, and knew that through all his ruthless strength and hard purpose,
-with all his might he loved her.
-
-She said now in the kitchen: “You got the salt pork?”
-
-“Of course I got the salt pork,” Evered told her in a level tone that
-was like a whip across her shoulders. He dumped his parcels on the
-table, pointed to one; and she took it up in a hurried furtive way and
-turned to the stove. John laid down his bundles, and Evered said to him:
-“Put the horse away.” The young man nodded, and went out into the
-farmyard.
-
-The horse still stood where Evered had bade it stand. John went to the
-creature’s head and laid his hand lightly on the velvety nose, and spoke
-softly; and after a moment the horse mouthed his hand with its lips. He
-took the bridle and led it toward the stable. There was a lantern
-hanging by the door, but he did not light it. The young man loved the
-still darkness of the night; there was some quality in the damp cool air
-which was like wine to him. And he needed no light for what he had to
-do; he knew every wooden peg in the barn’s stout frame, blindfolded; for
-the barn and the farm had been his world for more than twenty years.
-
-Outside the stable door he stopped the horse and loosed the traces and
-led it out of the thills, which he lowered carefully to the ground. The
-horse turned, as of habit, to a tub full of water which stood beside the
-barn door; and while the creature drank John backed the buggy into the
-carriage shed and propped up the thills with a plank. When he came to
-the stable door again the horse was waiting for him; and he heard its
-breath whir in a soundless whinny of greeting. He stripped away the
-harness expertly, hanging it on pegs against the wall, and adjusted the
-halter. Once, while he worked, the red bull in its closed stall on the
-farther side of the barn bellowed softly; and the young man called to
-the beast in a tone that was at once strong and kindly.
-
-He put the horse in its stall, tied the halter rope, and stepped out
-into the open floor of the barn to pull down hay for the beast. It was
-when he did so that he became conscious that someone was near. He could
-not have told how he knew; but there was, of a sudden, a warmth and a
-friendliness in the very air about him, so that his breath came a little
-more quickly. He stood very still for a moment; and then he looked
-toward the stable door. His eyes, accustomed to the dark, discovered
-her. She had come inside the barn and was standing against the wall,
-watching him. He could see the dim white blur of her face in the
-darkness; he could almost see the glow that lay always in her eyes for
-him.
-
-He said quietly, “Hello, Ruth.”
-
-And she answered him, “Hello, John.”
-
-“I’ve got to pull down a little hay,” he said. It was as though he
-apologized for not coming at once to her side.
-
-“Yes,” she told him, and stood there while he finished tending the
-horse.
-
-When he had done he went toward her slowly and stood before her, and she
-moved a little nearer to him, so that he put his arms awkwardly round
-her shoulders and kissed her. He felt her lips move against his; felt
-her womanly and strong. There was no passion in their caress; only an
-awkward tenderness on his part, a deep affection on hers.
-
-“I’m glad you came out,” he said; and she nodded against his shoulder.
-
-They went into the barnyard, and his arm was about her waist.
-
-“It’s warm to-night,” she told him. “Summer’s about here.”
-
-He nodded. “We’ll have green peas by the Fourth if we don’t git a
-frost.”
-
-Neither of them wanted to get at once to the house. There was youth in
-them; the house was no place for youth. She was Ruth MacLure, Mary
-Evered’s sister. Not, by that token, John Evered’s aunt; for John
-Evered’s mother was dead many years gone, before Evered took Mary
-MacLure for wife. A year ago old Bill MacLure had died and Ruth had come
-to live with her sister. John had never known her till then; since then
-he found it impossible to understand how he had ever lived without
-knowing her. She was years younger than her sister, three years younger
-than John Evered himself; and he loved her.
-
-They crossed the barnyard to the fence and looked down into the shadowy
-pit of blackness where the swamp lay, half a mile below them. They
-rested their elbows on the top bar of the fence. Once or twice the bull
-muttered in his stall a few rods away. They could hear the champ of the
-horse’s teeth as the beast fed before sleeping; they could hear Evered’s
-cows stirring in their tie-up. The night was very still and warm, as
-though heaven brooded like a mother over the earth.
-
-The girl said at last, “Semler was here while you were gone.”
-
-The young man asked slowly, “What fetched him here?”
-
-“He was on his way home from fishing, down in the swamp stream.”
-
-“Did he do anything down there?”
-
-“Had seventeen. One of them was thirteen inches long. He wanted to leave
-some, but Mary wouldn’t let him.”
-
-They were silent for a moment, then John Evered said, “Best not tell my
-father.”
-
-The girl cried under her breath, with an impatient gesture of her hand,
-“I’m not going to. But I hate it. It isn’t fair. Mary wants him to keep
-away. He bothers her.”
-
-“I can keep him away.”
-
-“You did tell him not to come.”
-
-“I can make him not come,” said John Evered; and the girl fell silent,
-and said at last, “He’s writing to her. Oh, John, what can she do? More
-than she has done?”
-
-“I’ll see to’t he stays away,” the young man promised; and the girl’s
-hand fell on his arm.
-
-“Please do,” she said. “He’s so unfair to Mary.”
-
-A little later, when they turned at last toward the house, John said
-half to himself, “If my father ever heard, he’d bust that man.”
-
-“I wish he would,” the girl said hotly. “But--I’m afraid he’d find some
-way to blame Mary. He mustn’t know.”
-
-“I’ll see Dane Semler,” John promised.
-
-On the doorstep they kissed again. Then they went into the house
-together. Evered sitting by the lamp with his paper looked up at them
-bleakly, but said no word. Mary Evered smiled at her sister, smiled at
-John. She loved her husband’s son, had loved him like a mother since
-she came to the house and found him, a boy not four years old, helping
-with the chores as a grown man might have done. She had found something
-pitiful in the strength and the reserve of the little fellow; and she
-had mothered out of him some moments of softness and affection that
-would have surprised his father.
-
-There was a certain measure of reassurance in his eyes as he returned
-her smile. But when he had sat down across the table from his father,
-where she could not see his face, he became sober and very thoughtful.
-He was considering the matter of Dane Semler.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-
-First word of the tragedy came to Will Bissell’s store at seven o’clock
-in the evening of the next day but one; and the manner of the coming was
-this:
-
-The day had been lowering and sultry; such a day as Fraternity was
-accustomed to expect in mid-August, when the sun was heavy on the land
-and the air was murky with sea fogs blown in from the bay. A day when
-there seemed to be a malignant spirit in the very earth itself; a day
-when to work was torment, and merely to move about was sore discomfort.
-A day when dogs snarled at their masters, and masters cursed at their
-dogs; when sullen passions boiled easily to the surface, and tempers
-were frayed to the last splitting strand.
-
-No breath of air was stirring as the evening came down. The sun had
-scarce shown itself all day; the coming of night was indicated only by a
-growing obscurity, by a thickening of the murky shadows in the valleys
-and the gray clouds that hid the hills. Men slighted their evening
-chores, did them hurriedly or not at all, and made haste to get into the
-open air. From the houses of the village they moved toward Will’s store;
-and some of them stopped on the bridge above the brook, as though the
-sound of running water below them had some cooling power; and some
-climbed the little slope and sat on the high steps of the store. They
-talked little or none, spoke in monosyllables when they spoke at all.
-They were too hot and weary and uncomfortable for talking.
-
-No one seemed to be in any hurry. The men moved slowly; the occasional
-wagon or buggy that drove into town came at a walk; even the automobiles
-seemed to move with a sullen reluctance. So it was not surprising that
-the sound of a horse’s running feet coming along the Liberty road should
-quickly attract their ears.
-
-They heard it first when the horse topped the rise above the mill,
-almost a mile away. The horse was galloping. The sounds were hushed
-while the creature dipped into a hollow, and rang more loudly when it
-climbed a nearer knoll and came on across the level meadow road toward
-the town. The beat of its hoofs was plainly audible; and men asked each
-other whose horse it was, and what the hurry might be; and one or two,
-more energetic than the rest, stood up to get a glimpse of the road by
-which the beast was coming.
-
-Just before it came into their sight they heard it stop galloping and
-come on at a trot; and a moment later horse and rider came in sight, and
-every man saw who it was.
-
-Jean Bubier exclaimed, “It is M’sieu’ Semler.”
-
-And Judd echoed, “Dane Semler. In a hell of a hurry, too.”
-
-Then the man pulled his horse to a stand at the foot of the store steps
-and swung off. He had been riding bareback; and he was in the garments
-which he was accustomed to wear when he went fishing along the brooks.
-They all knew him; for though he was a man of the cities he had been
-accustomed to come to Fraternity in June for a good many years. They
-knew him, but did not particularly like him. There was always something
-of patronage in his attitude, and they knew this and resented it.
-
-Nevertheless, one or two of them answered his greeting. For the rest,
-they studied him with an acute and painful curiosity. There was some
-warrant for their curiosity. Semler, usually an immaculate man, was hot
-and dusty and disordered; his face was white; his eyes were red and
-shifting, and there was an agonized haste in his bearing which he was
-unable to hide.
-
-He asked, almost as his foot touched ground, “Anyone here got a car?”
-
-Two or three of the men had come in automobiles; and one, George Tower,
-answered, “Sure.”
-
-Tower was a middle-aged man of the sort that remains perpetually young;
-and he had recently acquired a swift and powerful roadster of which he
-was mightily proud. It was pride in this car, more than a desire to help
-Dane Semler, that prompted his answer.
-
-Semler took a step toward him and lowered his voice a little. “I’ve had
-bad news,” he said. “How long will it take you to get me to town?”
-
-That was a drive of ten or a dozen miles, over roads none too good.
-
-Tower answered promptly: “Land you there in twenty minutes.”
-
-“I’ll give you a dollar for every minute you do it under half an hour,”
-said Semler swiftly; and Tower got to his feet.
-
-“Where’s your grip?” he asked.
-
-Semler shook his head. “I’m having that sent on. Can’t wait. I’m ready
-to start now.” He looked toward the men on the steps. “Some of you take
-care of the horse,” he said quickly. “Garvey will send for it.”
-
-Garvey was the farmer at whose house Semler had been staying. Will
-Bissell took the horse’s bridle and promised to stable the beast till
-Garvey should come. Tower was already in his car; Semler jumped in
-beside him. They were down the hill and across the bridge in a
-diminuendo roar of noise as the roadster, muffler cut out, rocketed away
-toward town. Two or three of the men got to their feet to watch them go,
-sat down again when they were out of sight.
-
-There was a moment’s thoughtful silence before someone said, “What do
-you make o’ that? Semler in some hurry, I’d say.”
-
-Jean Bubier laughed a little. “One dam’ hurry,” he agreed.
-
-“Like something was after him--or he was after someone.”
-
-Judd the mean cackled to himself. “By Gad,” he cried, “I’ll bet
-Evered’s got on to him. I’ll bet Evered’s after that man. No wonder he
-run.”
-
-The other men looked at Judd, and they shifted uncomfortably. Will
-Bissell had gone round to stable the horse; Lee Motley had not yet come
-to the store, nor had Jim Saladine. Lacking these three there was no one
-to silence Judd, and the man might have gone on to uglier speech.
-
-But he was silenced, and silenced by so inconsiderable a person as Zeke
-Pitkin. Zeke drove up just then, drove hurriedly; and they saw before he
-stopped his horse that he was shaking with excitement.
-
-He cried out, “Hain’t you heard?”
-
-Judd answered, “Heard what? What ails you, Zeke?”
-
-Pitkin scarce heard him, he was so intent on crying out his dreadful
-news. It came in a stumbling burst of half a dozen words.
-
-“Evered’s red bull’s killed Mis’ Evered,” he stammered.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-
-Evered’s red bull was a notorious and dangerous figure in the
-countryside. It was like some primordial monster of the forests, and
-full as fierce of temper. Evered had bought it two years before, and two
-men on horseback, with ropes about the creature’s neck, brought it from
-town to his farm. Evered himself, there to receive it, scowled at their
-precautions. There was a ring in the monstrous beast’s nose; and to this
-ring Evered snapped a six-foot stick of ash, seasoned and strong.
-Holding the end of this stick he was able to control the bull; and he
-set himself to teach it fear. That he succeeded was well enough
-attested. The bull did fear him, and with reason. Nevertheless, Evered
-took no chances with the brute, and never entered its stall without
-first snapping his ash stick fast to the nose ring. Those who watched at
-such times said that the bull’s red eyes burned red and redder so long
-as Evered was near; and those who saw were apt to warn the man to take
-care. But Evered paid no heed to their warnings; or seemed to pay no
-heed.
-
-The bull had never harmed a human being, because it had never found the
-opportunity. Men and women and children shunned it, kept well away from
-its stout-fenced pasture, its high-boarded pen and its stall. The
-creature was forever roaring and bellowing; and when the air was still
-its clamor carried far across the countryside and frightened children
-and women, and made even men pause to listen and to wonder whether
-Evered’s bull was loose at last. Some boys used to come and take a
-fearsome joy from watching the brute; and at first they liked to tease
-the bull, pelting it with sticks and stones. Till one day they
-came--Jimmy Hills, and Will Motley, and Joe Suter, and two or three
-besides--with a setter pup of Lee Motley’s at their heels. The pup
-watched their game, and wished to take a hand, so slipped through the
-fence to nip at the great bull’s heels; and the beast wheeled and pinned
-the dog against the fence with its head like a ram, and then trod the
-pup into a red pudding in the soft earth, while Will Motley shrieked
-with rage and sorrow and fear.
-
-Evered heard them that day, and came down with a whip and drove them
-away; and thereafter a boy who teased the bull had trouble on his hands
-at home. And the tale of what the brute had done to that setter pup was
-told and retold in every farmhouse in the town.
-
-Evered, even while he mastered the bull and held it slave, took pains to
-maintain his dominance. The stall which housed it was stout enough to
-hold an elephant; the board-walled pen outside the stall was doubly
-braced with cedar posts set five feet underground; and even the
-half-mile pasture in which, now and then, he allowed the brute to range,
-had a double fence of barbed-wire inside and stone wall without.
-
-This pasture ran along the road and bent at right angles to work down to
-the edge of the swamp. It was, as has been said, about a half mile long;
-but it was narrow, never more than a few rods wide. It formed the
-southern boundary of Evered’s farm; and no warning signs were needed to
-keep trespassers from crossing this area. When the bull was loose here
-it sometimes ranged along the fence that paralleled the road, tossing
-its great head and snorting and muttering at people who passed by, so
-that they were apt to hurry their pace and leave the brute behind.
-
-It was timid Zeke Pitkin, on his way to North Fraternity, who saw the
-bull break its fence on the afternoon that Mary Evered was killed. Zeke
-did not usually take the road past Evered’s place, because he did not
-like to pass under the eye of the bull. But on this day he was in some
-haste; and he thought it likely the bull would be stalled and out of
-sight, and on that chance took the short hill road to his destination.
-
-When he approached Evered’s farm he began to hear the bull muttering and
-roaring in some growing exasperation. But it was then too late to turn
-back without going far out of his way, so he pressed on until he came in
-sight of the pasture and saw the beast, head high, tramping up and down
-along the fence on the side away from the road. Zeke was glad the bull
-was on that side, and hurried his horse, in a furtive way, hoping the
-bull would not mark his passing.
-
-When he came up to where the brute was he saw that the bull was watching
-something in Evered’s woodlot, beyond the pasture; and Zeke tried to see
-what it was. At first he could not see; but after a moment a dog yapped
-there, and Zeke caught a glimpse of it; a half-bred terrier from some
-adjacent farm, roving the woods.
-
-The dog yapped; and the bull roared; and the dog, its native impudence
-impelling it, came running toward the pasture, and began to dance up and
-down, just beyond the bull’s reach, barking in a particularly shrill and
-tantalizing way.
-
-Zeke yelled to the dog to be off; but the dog took his yell for
-encouragement, and barked the harder; and then Zeke saw a thing which
-made him turn cold.
-
-He saw the bull swing suddenly, with all its weight, against the high
-wire fence; and he saw one of the posts sag and give way, and another
-smashed off short. So, quicker than it takes to tell it, the bull was
-floundering across the barbed wires, roaring with the pain of them, and
-Zeke saw it top the wall, tail high and head down, and charge the little
-dog.
-
-Zeke might have tried to drive the bull back into its pasture; but that
-was a task for a bold man, and Zeke was not bold. He whipped his horse
-and drove on to warn Evered; and when he looked back from the top of the
-hill the bull and the dog had disappeared into the scrub growth of
-alder and hardwood along a little run that led down to the swamp. He
-whipped his horse again, and turned into the road that led to Evered’s
-farmhouse.
-
-When he got to the farmhouse there was no one at home; and after he had
-convinced himself of this Zeke drove away again, planning to stop at the
-first neighboring farm and leave word for Evered. But after a quarter of
-a mile or so he met the butcher, and stopped him and told him that the
-bull was loose in his woodlot.
-
-Evered asked a question or two; but Zeke’s voluble answers made him
-impatient, and he left the other and hurried on. At home he stabled his
-horse, got his ash stave with the snap on the end, and as an
-afterthought went into the house for his revolver. He had no illusions
-about the bull; he knew the beast was dangerous.
-
-While he was in the house he marked that his wife was not there, and
-wondered where she was, and called to her, but got no answer. He knew
-that John and Ruth MacLure, his wife’s sister, were in the orchard on
-the other side of the farm from the pasture and woodlot; and he decided
-that his wife must have gone to join them there. So with the revolver in
-his pocket and the stave in his hand, Evered went down past the barn and
-through the bars into the woodlot. Somewhere in the thickets below him
-he expected to find the bull. He could hear nothing, so he understood
-that the little dog which had caused the trouble had either fled or been
-killed by the beast. He hoped for the latter; for he was an impatient
-man, and angered at the whole incident. Also, the sultry heat of the day
-had irked him; irked him so that he had cursed to himself because his
-wife was not at home when he wished to speak to her.
-
-In this impatient mood he began to work down through the woodlot. He
-went carefully, knowing the treacherous temper of the brute he was
-hunting. He passed through a growth of birches along a little run, and
-across a rocky knoll, and through more birches, and so came out upon the
-lower shelf of his farm, a quarter of a mile from the house, and halfway
-down to the borders of the swamp.
-
-He remembered, when he had come thus far, that there was a spring in the
-hillside a little below him, with two or three old trees above it, and
-some clean grass beside it. His wife occasionally came here in the
-afternoon, when her work was done, to sit and read or rest or give
-herself to her thoughts. Evered knew of this habit of hers; but till
-this moment he had forgotten it. The spot was cool; it caught what air
-was stirring. He had a sudden conviction that she might be there now;
-and the idea angered him. He was angry with her because by coming down
-here she had put herself in a dangerous position. He was angry with her
-because he was worried about her safety. This was a familiar reaction of
-the man’s irascible temperament. Two years before, when Mary Evered took
-to her bed for some three weeks’ time with what was near being
-pneumonia, Evered had been irritable and morose and sullen until she was
-on her feet again. Unwilling to confess his concern for her, he
-expressed that concern by harsh words and scowls and bitter taunts, till
-his wife wept in silent misery. His wife whom he loved wept in misery
-because of him.
-
-Thus it was now with him. He was afraid she had come to the spring; he
-was afraid the bull would come upon her there; and because he was
-afraid for her he was angry with her for coming.
-
-He went forward across the level rocky ground, eyes and ears alert; and
-so came presently atop a little rise from which he could look down to
-the spring. And at what he saw the man stopped stock-still, and all the
-fires of hell flared up in his heart till he felt his whole body burn
-like a flaming ember.
-
-His wife was there; she was sitting on a low smooth rock a little at one
-side of the spring. But that was not all; she was not alone. A man sat
-below her, a little at one side, looking up at her and talking
-earnestly; and Mary Evered’s head was drooping in thought as she
-listened.
-
-Evered knew the man. The man was Dane Semler. Dane Semler and his wife,
-together here, talking so quietly.
-
-They did not see him. Their backs were toward him, and they were
-oblivious and absorbed. Evered stood still for a moment; then he was so
-shaken by the fury of his own anger that he could not stand, and he
-dropped on one knee and knelt there, watching them. And the blood boiled
-in him, and the pulse pounded in his throat, and the breath choked in
-his lungs. His veins swelled, his face became purple. One watching him
-would have been appalled.
-
-Evered was in that moment a terrible and dreadful spectacle, a man
-completely given over to the ugliest of angers, to the black and
-tempestuous fury of jealousy.
-
-He did not stop to wonder, to guess the meaning of the scene before him.
-He did not wish to know its explanation. If he had thought soberly he
-must have known there was no wrong in Mary Evered. But he did not think
-soberly; he did not think at all. He gave himself to fury. Accustomed to
-yield to anger as a man yields to alcohol, accustomed to debauches of
-rage, Evered in this moment loosed all bounds on himself. He hated his
-wife as it is possible to hate only those whom we love; he hated Dane
-Semler consumingly, appallingly. He was drunk with it, shaking with it;
-his lips were so hot it was as though they smoked with rage.
-
-The man and the woman below him did not move. He could catch, through
-the pounding in his own ears, the murmur of their voices. Semler spoke
-quickly, rapidly, lifting a hand now and then in an appealing gesture;
-the woman, when she spoke at all, raised her head a little to look at
-the man, and her voice was very low. Evered did not hear their words; he
-did not wish to. The very confidence and ease and intimacy of their
-bearing damned them unutterably in his eyes.
-
-He was like a figure of stone, there on the knoll just above them. It
-seemed impossible that they could remain unconscious of his presence
-there. The unleashed demons in the man seemed to cry out, they were
-almost audible.
-
-But the two were absorbed; they saw nothing and heard nothing; nothing
-save each other. And Evered above them, a concentrated fury, was as
-absorbed and oblivious as they. His whole being was so focused in
-attention on these two that he did not see the great red bull until it
-came ponderously round a shoulder of the hill, not thirty paces from
-where the man and woman sat together. He did not see it then until they
-turned their heads that way, until they came swiftly to their feet, the
-man with a cry, the woman in a proud and courageous silence.
-
-The bull stood still, watching them. And in the black soul of Evered an
-awful triumph leaped and screamed. His ash stave was beside him, his
-revolver was beneath his hand. There was time and to spare.
-
-He flung one fist high and brought it smashing down. It struck a rock
-before him and crushed skin and knuckles till the blood burst forth. But
-Evered did not even know. There was a dreadful exultation in him.
-
-He saw the bull’s head drop, saw the vast red bulk lunge forward, quick
-as light; saw Semler dodge like a rabbit, and run, shrieking, screaming
-like a woman; saw Mary Evered stand proudly still as still.
-
-In the last moment Evered flung himself on the ground; he hid his face
-in his arms. And the world rocked and reeled round him so that his very
-soul was shaken.
-
-Face in his arms there, the man began presently to weep like a little
-child.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-
-After an interval, which seemed like a very long time, but was really
-only a matter of seconds, Evered got to his feet, and with eyes half
-averted started down the knoll toward the spring.
-
-Yet even with averted eyes he was able to see what lay before him; and a
-certain awed wonder fell upon the man, so that he was shaken, and
-stopped for a moment still. And there were tremorous movements about his
-mouth when he went on.
-
-His wife’s body lay where it had been flung by the first blunt blow of
-the red bull’s awful head. But--this was the wonder of it--the red bull
-had not trampled her. The beast stood above the woman’s body now, still
-and steady; and Evered was able to see that there was no more murder in
-him. He had charged the woman blindly; but it was now as though, having
-struck her, he knew who she was and was sorrowing. It was easy to
-imagine an almost human dejection in the posture of the huge beast.
-
-And it was this which startled and awed Evered; for the bull had always
-been, to his eyes, an evil and a murderous force.
-
-A few feet from where the woman’s body lay Evered stopped and looked at
-the bull; and the bull stood quite still, watching Evered without
-hostility. Evered found it hard to understand.
-
-He turned to one side and knelt beside his wife’s body; but this was
-only for an instant. He saw at once that she was dead, beyond chance or
-question. There was no blood upon her, no agony of torn flesh; her
-garments were a little rumpled, and that was all. The mighty blow of the
-bull had been swift enough, and merciful. She lay a little on her side,
-and her lips were twisted in a little smile, not unhappily.
-
-Evered at this time was not conscious of feeling anything at all. His
-mind was clear enough; his perceptions were never more acute. But his
-emotions seemed to be in abeyance. He looked upon his wife’s body and
-felt for her neither the awful hate of the last minutes nor the
-torturing love of the years that were gone. He looked simply to see if
-she were dead; and she was dead. So he took off his coat and made of it
-a pillow for her, and laid her head upon it, and composed her where she
-lay. And the great red bull stood by, with that unbelievable hint of
-sorrow and regret in its bearing; stood still as stone, and watched so
-quietly.
-
-Evered did not think of Semler; he had scarce thought of the man at all,
-from the beginning. When he was done with his wife he went to where the
-bull stood, and snapped his ash stave fast to the creature’s nose. The
-bull made no move, neither backed away nor snorted nor jerked aside its
-vast head. And Evered, his face like a stone, led the beast to one side
-and up the slope and through the woodlot toward the farm.
-
-As he approached the barn he turned to one side and came to the boarded
-pen outside the bull’s stall. He led the beast inside this pen, loosed
-the stave from the nose ring, and stepped back outside the gate.
-Watching for a moment he saw the red bull walk slowly across the pen and
-go into its stall; and once inside it turned round and stood with its
-head in the doorway of the stall, watching him.
-
-He made fast the gate, then passed through the barn and approached the
-kitchen door. Ruth, his wife’s sister, came to the door to meet him. His
-face was steady as a rock; there was no emotion in the man. Yet there
-was something about him which appalled the girl.
-
-She asked huskily, “Did you get the bull in? I heard him, didn’t I?”
-
-“Yes,” said Evered. “He’s in.”
-
-“I heard him bellowing,” she explained. “And then I saw a man run up
-across the side field to the road.”
-
-“That was Semler,” Evered explained coldly. “Dane Semler. He was afraid
-of the bull.”
-
-“I was worried,” the girl persisted timidly, not daring to say what was
-in her mind. “I was worried--worried about Mary.”
-
-“The bull killed her,” said Evered; and passed her and went into the
-kitchen.
-
-Ruth backed against the wall to let him go by; and she pressed her two
-hands to her lips in a desperate frightened way; and her eyes were wide
-and staring with horror. She stared at the man, and her hands held back
-the clamor of her grief. She stared at him as at a monstrous thing,
-while Evered washed his hands at the sink and dried them on the roller
-towel, and combed his hair before the clean mirror hanging on the wall.
-There was a dreadful deliberation about his movements.
-
-After a moment the girl began to move; she went by little sidewise steps
-as far as the door, and then she leaped out into the barnyard, and the
-screams poured from her in a frenzy of grief that was half madness.
-Evered turned at the first sound and watched her run, still screaming,
-across the barnyard to the fence; and he saw her fumble fruitlessly with
-the topmost bars, and at last scramble awkwardly over the fence itself
-in her stricken haste. She was still crying out terribly as she
-disappeared from his sight in the direction of the woodlot and the
-spring.
-
-Evered watching her said to himself bitterly: “She knew where Mary was;
-knew where to look for her.”
-
-He flung out one hand in a weak gesture of despair that came strangely
-from so harshly strong a man; and he began to move aimlessly about the
-kitchen, not knowing what he did. He took a drink at the pump; he
-changed his shoes for barnyard boots; he cut tobacco from a plug and
-filled his pipe and forgot to light it; he stood in the door, the cold
-pipe in his teeth, and stared out across his farm; and his teeth set on
-the pipestem till it cracked and roused him from his own thoughts.
-
-Then he heard someone running, and his son, John Evered, came from the
-direction of the orchard, and flung a quick glance at his father, and
-another into the kitchen at his father’s back.
-
-Evered looked at him, and the young man, panting from his run, said, “I
-heard Ruth cry out. What’s happened, father?”
-
-Evered’s tight lips did not stir for a moment; then he took the pipe in
-his hand, and he said stiffly, “The red bull killed Mary.”
-
-They were accustomed to speak of Evered’s second wife as Mary when they
-spoke together. John, though he loved her, had never called her mother.
-He loved her well; but the blood tie was strong in him, and he loved his
-father more. At his father’s word now he stepped nearer the older man,
-watching, sensing something of the agony behind Evered’s simple
-statement; and their eyes met and held for a little.
-
-Then Evered said, “She was with Dane Semler at the spring.”
-
-The gentler lines of his son’s face slowly hardened into a likeness of
-his own. The young man asked, “Where’s Semler?”
-
-“Ran away,” said Evered.
-
-“I had wanted a word with him.”
-
-Evered laughed shortly; and it was almost the first time that John had
-ever seen him laugh, so that the sight was shocking and terrible. Then
-the older man turned back into the house.
-
-John followed him and asked quickly, “It was at the spring?”
-
-“Yes. The bull broke down his fence to get at a dog.”
-
-“We must bring her home,” the son suggested quietly. “Where is Ruth?”
-
-“Down there,” Evered told him.
-
-John turned to the door again. “We’ll bring her home,” he said; and
-Evered saw the young man go swiftly across the farmyard and vault the
-fence and start at an easy run in the direction Ruth had gone.
-
-Evered stayed in the house alone for a moment; and when he could bear to
-be alone no longer he went out into the farmyard. As he did so Zeke
-Pitkin drove in, on his way back from that errand in North Fraternity.
-
-The bleak face of Evered appalled the timid man and frightened him; and
-he stammered apologetically: “W-wondered if you got the b-bull in.”
-
-“Yes,” said Evered. “After he had killed Mary.”
-
-Zeke stared at Evered with a face that was a mask of terror for a
-moment, and Evered stood still, watching him. Then Pitkin gathered his
-reins clumsily, and clumsily turned his horse, so sharply that his wagon
-was well-nigh overthrown by the cramped wheel. When it was headed for
-the road he lashed out with the whip, and the horse leaped forward.
-Evered could hear it galloping out to the main road, and then to the
-left, toward Fraternity.
-
-“Town’ll know in half an hour,” he said half to himself.
-
-The man was still in a stupor, his emotions numb. But he did not want to
-be alone. After a moment he went out into the stable and harnessed the
-horse to his light wagon and started down a wood road toward the spring.
-The wagon would serve to bring his wife’s body home.
-
-The vehicles on a Fraternity farm are there for utility, almost without
-exception. Evered had a mowing machine, a rake, a harrow, a sledge, a
-single-seated buggy and this light wagon. He was accustomed to take the
-wagon when he went butchering; and it had served to haul the carcasses
-of any number of sheep or calves or pigs or steers from farm to market.
-He had no thought that he was piling horror on horror in taking this
-wagon to bring home his wife’s body.
-
-He laid a double armful of hay in the bed of the wagon before he
-started; and he himself walked by the horse’s head, easing it over the
-rough places. The wood road which he followed would take him within two
-or three rods of the spring.
-
-John Evered, going before his father, had found Ruth MacLure
-passionately sobbing above the body of her sister. And at first he could
-not bring himself to draw near to her; he was held by some feeling that
-to approach her would be sacrilege. There had been such a love between
-the sisters as is not often seen; there was a spiritual intimacy between
-them, a sympathy of mind and heart akin to that sometimes marked between
-twins. John knew this; he knew all that Ruth’s grief must be. And so he
-stood still, a little ways off from her, and waited till the tempest of
-her grief should pass.
-
-When she was quieter he spoke to her; and at the sound of his voice the
-girl whirled to face him, still kneeling; and there were no more tears
-in her. He was frightened at the stare of challenge in her eyes. He said
-quickly, “It’s me.”
-
-She shook her head as though something blurred her sight. “I thought it
-was your father,” she told him, and there was a bitter condemnation in
-her tone.
-
-John said, “You mustn’t blame him.”
-
-“He’s not even sorry,” she explained softly, thoughtfully.
-
-“He is,” John insisted. “You never understood him. He loved her so.”
-
-She flung her head to one side impatiently and got to her feet, brushing
-at her eyes with her sleeve, fumbling with her hair, composing her
-countenance. “It’s growing dark,” she said. “We must take her home.”
-
-He nodded. “I’ll carry her,” he said; and he crossed and bent above the
-dead woman, and looked at her for a moment silently. The girl, watching
-him, saw in the still strength of his features a likeness to his father
-that was suddenly terrible and appalling.
-
-She shuddered; and when he would have lifted her sister’s body she cried
-out in passionate hysterical protest, “Don’t touch her! Don’t touch her!
-You shan’t touch her, John Evered!”
-
-John looked at her slowly; and with that rare understanding which was
-the birthright of the man he said, “You’re blaming father.”
-
-“Yes, yes,” she cried, “I am.”
-
-“It was never his fault,” he said.
-
-“He kept that red, killing brute about,” she protested. “Oh, he killed
-her, he killed Mary, he killed my sister, John.”
-
-“That is not fair,” he told her.
-
-Before she could answer they both hushed to the sound of the approaching
-wagon; and Evered came toward them, leading the horse, and he turned it
-and backed the wagon in below the spring.
-
-They did not speak to him, nor he to them. But when he was ready he went
-toward the dead woman to lift her into the wagon bed; and Ruth pushed
-between them and cried: “You shan’t touch her! You shan’t touch her,
-ever!”
-
-Evered looked at her steadily; and after a moment he said, “Stand to one
-side.”
-
-The girl wished to oppose him; but it was a tribute to his strength that
-even in this moment the sheer will of the man overpowered her. She moved
-aside; and Evered lifted his wife’s body with infinite gentleness and
-disposed it upon the fragrant hay in the wagon bed. He put the folded
-coat again beneath his wife’s head as a pillow, as though she were only
-sleeping.
-
-Still with no word to them he took the horse’s rein and started to lead
-it toward the road and up the hill. And Ruth and John, after a moment,
-followed a little behind.
-
-When they came up into the open, out of the scattering trees, a homing
-crow flying overhead toward its roost saw them. It may have been that
-the wagon roused some memory in the bird, offered it some promise. At
-any rate, the black thing circled on silent wing, and lighted in the
-road along which they had come, and hopped and flopped behind them as
-they went slowly up the hill toward the farm.
-
-Ruth saw the bird and shuddered; and John went back and drove it into
-flight; but it took earth again, farther behind them.
-
-It followed them insistently up the hill; and it was still there, a
-dozen rods away, as they brought Mary Evered home.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-
-When they came into the farmyard night was falling. In the west the sky
-still showed bright and warm; and against this brilliant sky the hills
-were purple and deeper purple in the distance. In the valleys mists were
-rising and black pools of night were forming beneath these mists; and
-while Evered bore his wife’s body into the house and laid it on the bed
-in the spare room, these pools rose and rose until they topped the hills
-and overflowed the world with darkness. The air was still hot and heavy,
-as it had been all day; and the sultry sky which had intensified the
-heat of the sun served now to hide the stars. When it grew dark it was
-as dark as pitch. The blackness seemed tangible, as though a man might
-catch it in his hand.
-
-Ruth stayed beside her sister; but John built a fire in the stove while
-Evered sat by in stony calm, and he made coffee and fried salt pork and
-boiled potatoes. There were cold biscuits which Mary Evered had made
-that morning, and doughnuts from the crock in the cellar. When the
-supper was ready he called Ruth; and she came. The most tragic thing
-about death is that it accomplishes so little. The dropping of man or
-woman into the pool of the infinite is no more than the dropping of a
-pebble into a brook. The surface of the pool is as calm, a little after,
-as it was before. Thus, now, save that Mary was not at the table, their
-supping together was as it had always been.
-
-And after they had eaten they must go with the familiarity of long habit
-about their evening chores. Ruth washed the dishes; John and his father
-fed the beasts and milked the cows; and when they came in John turned
-the separator while Ruth attended to the milk and put away, afterward,
-the skim milk and the cream.
-
-By that time two or three neighbors had come in, having heard of that
-which had come to pass. There was genuine sorrow in them, for Mary
-Evered had been a woman to be loved; but there was also the ugly
-curiosity native to the human mind; and there was speculation in each
-eye as they watched Evered and John and Ruth. They would discuss, for
-days to come, the bearing of each one of the three on that black night.
-
-For Evered, the man was starkly silent, saying no word. He sat by the
-table, eyes before him, puffing his pipe. Ruth stayed by her sister as
-though some instinct of protection kept her there. John talked with
-those who came, told them a little. He did not mention Semler’s part in
-the tragedy. He said simply that the bull had broken loose; that Mary
-Evered was by the spring, where she liked to go; that the bull came upon
-her there.
-
-They asked morbidly whether she was trampled and torn; and they seemed
-disappointed when he told them that she was not, that even the terrible
-red bull had seemed appalled at the thing which he had done. And through
-the evening others came and went, so that he had to say the same things
-over and over; and always Evered sat silently by the table, giving no
-heed when any man spoke to him; and Ruth, in the other room, kept guard
-above the body. The women went in there, some of them; but no men went
-in.
-
-John had telephoned to Isaac Gorfinkle, whose business it was to prepare
-poor human clay for its return to earth again; and Gorfinkle came about
-midnight and put all save Ruth out of the room where the dead woman lay.
-Gorfinkle was a little, fussy man; a man who knew his doleful trade.
-Before day he and Ruth had done what needed doing; and Mary Evered lay
-in the varnished coffin he had brought. Her white hair and the sweet
-nobility of her countenance, serenely lying there, made those who looked
-forget the ugly splendor of Gorfinkle’s wares.
-
-It was decided that she should be buried on the second day. On the day
-after her death many people came to the farm; and some came from
-curiosity, and some from sympathy, and some with an uncertain purpose in
-their minds.
-
-These were the selectmen of the town--Lee Motley, chairman; and Enoch
-Thomas, of North Fraternity; and Old Man Varney. Motley, a sober man and
-a man of wisdom, was of Evered’s own generation; Enoch Thomas and Varney
-were years older. Old Varney had a son past thirty, whom to this day he
-thrashed with an ax stave when the spirit moved him, his big son
-good-naturedly accepting the outrage.
-
-Thomas and Varney came to demand that Evered kill his red bull; and
-Motley put the case for them.
-
-“We’ve talked it over,” he said. “Seem’s like the bull’s dangerous; like
-he ought to be killed. That’s what we’ve--what we’ve voted.”
-
-Evered turned his heavy eyes from man to man; and Old Varney brandished
-his cane and called the bull a murdering beast, and bade Evered take his
-rifle and do the thing before their eyes. Evered’s countenance changed
-no whit; he looked from Varney to Thomas, who was silent, and from
-Thomas to Lee Motley.
-
-“I’ll not kill the bull,” he said.
-
-Before Motley could speak, Varney burst into abuse and insistent demand;
-and Evered let him talk. When the old man simmered to silence they
-waited for Evered to answer, but Evered held his tongue till Lee Motley
-asked, “Come, Evered, what do you say?”
-
-“What I have said,” Evered told them.
-
-“The town’ll see,” Old Varney shrilled, and shook his fist in Evered’s
-face. “The town’ll see whether a murdering brute like that is to range
-abroad. If you’ve not shame enough--your own wife, man--your own----” he
-wagged his head. “The town’ll see.”
-
-Said Evered: “I’ll not take rifle to the bull; but if any man comes here
-to kill the beast, I’ll have use for that rifle of mine.”
-
-Which fanned Varney to a fresh outbreak, till Evered flung abruptly
-toward him, and abruptly said, “Be still.”
-
-So were they still; and Evered looked them in the eye, man by man, till
-he came to Motley; and then he said, “Motley, I thought there was more
-wisdom in you.”
-
-“Aye,” cried Varney. “He’s as big a fool as you.”
-
-And Motley said, “I voted against this, Evered. The bull’s yours, if
-you’re a mind to kill him. I’m not for making you. It’s your own affair,
-you mind. And--the ways of a bull are the ways of a bull. The brute’s
-not overmuch to be blamed.”
-
-Evered nodded and turned his back on them; and after a time they went
-away. But when Evered went into the house he met Ruth, and the girl
-stopped him and asked him huskily, “You’re not going to kill that red
-beast?”
-
-Evered hesitated; then he said, with something like apology in his
-tones, “No, Ruth.”
-
-She began to tremble, and he saw that words were hot on her lips; and he
-lifted one hand in a placating gesture. She turned into the other room,
-and the door shut harshly at her back. Evered’s eyes rested on the door
-for a space, a curious questioning in them, a wistful light that was
-strange to see.
-
-All that day Ruth was still, saying little. No word passed between her
-and Evered, and few words between her and John. But that night, when
-they were alone, John spoke to her in awkward comfort and endearment.
-
-“Please, Ruthie,” he begged. “You’re breaking yourself. You’ll be sick.
-You must not be so hard.”
-
-He put an arm about her, as though he would have kissed her; but the
-girl’s hands came up against his chest, and the girl’s eyes met his in a
-fury of horror and loathing, and she flung him away.
-
-“Don’t! Don’t!” she cried in a voice that was like a scream. “Don’t
-ever! You--his son!”
-
-John, inexpressibly hurt, yet understanding, left her alone; he told
-himself she was not to be blamed, with the agony of grief still
-scourging her.
-
-One of the neighbor women came in that night to sit with Ruth; and Ruth
-slept a little through the night. John was early abed; he had had no
-sleep the night before, and he was tired. He sank fathoms deep in
-slumber; a slumber broken by fitful, unhappy dreams. His own grief for
-the woman who had been mother to him had been stifled, given no chance
-for expression, because he had fought to comfort Ruth and to ease his
-father. The reaction swept over him while he slept; he rested little.
-
-Evered, about nine o’clock, went to the room he and his wife had shared
-for so many years. He had not, before this, been in the room since she
-was killed. Some reluctance had held him; he had shunned the spot. But
-now he was glad to be alone, and when he had shut the door he stood for
-a moment, looking all about, studying each familiar object, his nerves
-reacting to faint flicks of pain at the memories that were evoked.
-
-He began to think of what the selectmen had said, of their urgency that
-he should kill the bull. And he sat down on the edge of the bed and
-remained there, not moving, for a long time. Once his eye fell on his
-belt hanging against the wall, with the heavy knife that he used in his
-butchering in its sheath. He reached out and took down the belt and
-drew the knife forth and held it in his hands, the same knife that had
-killed drunken Dave Riggs long ago. A powerful weapon, it would strike a
-blow like an ax; the handle of bone, the blade heavy and keen and
-strong. He balanced it between his fingers, and thought of how he had
-struck it into the neck of Zeke Pitkin’s bull, and how the bull had
-dropped in midlife and never stirred more. The knife fascinated him; he
-could not for a long time take his eyes away from it. At the last he
-reached out and thrust it into its sheath with something like a shudder,
-strange to see in so strong a man.
-
-Then he undressed and got into bed, the bed he had shared with Mary
-Evered. He had blown out the lamp; the room was dark. There was a little
-current of air from the open window. And after a little Evered began to
-be as lonely as a boy for the first time away from home.
-
-There is in every man, no matter how stern his exterior, a softer side.
-Sometimes he hides it from all the world; more often his wife gets now
-and then a glimpse of it. There was a side of Evered which only Mary
-Evered had known. And she had loved it. When they had come to bed
-together it always seemed to her that Evered was somehow gentler,
-kinder. He put away his harshness, as though it were a part he had felt
-called upon to play before men. The child in him, strong in most men,
-came to the surface. He was never a man overgiven to caresses, but when
-they were alone at night together, and he was weary, he would sometimes
-draw her arm beneath his head as a pillow or take her hand and lift it
-to rest upon his forehead, while she twined her fingers gently through
-his hair.
-
-They used to talk together, sometimes far into the night; and though he
-might have used her bitterly through the day, with caustic tongue and
-hard, condemning eye, he was never unkind in these moments before they
-slept. A man the world outside had never seen. It was these nights
-together which had made life bearable for Mary Evered; and they had been
-dear to Evered too. How dreadful and appalling, then, was this, his
-first night alone.
-
-Her shoulder was not there to cradle his sick and weary head; her gentle
-hand was not there to cool his brow. When he flung an arm across her
-pillow, where she used to lie, it embraced a gulf of emptiness that
-seemed immeasurably deep and terrible. After a little, faint
-perspiration came out upon the man’s forehead. He turned on his right
-side, in the posture that invited sleep; but at first sleep would not
-come. His limbs jerked and twitched; his eyelids would not close. He
-stared sightlessly into the dark. Outside in the night there were faint
-stirrings and scratchings and movings to and fro; and each one brought
-him more wide awake than the last. He got up and closed the window to
-shut them out, and it seemed to him the closed room was filled with her
-presence. When he lay down again he half fancied he felt her hand upon
-his hair, and he reached his own hand up to clasp and hold hers, as he
-had sometimes used to do; but his groping fingers found nothing, and
-came sickly away again.
-
-How long he lay awake he could not know. When at last he dropped asleep
-the very act of surrender to sleep seemed to fetch him wide awake again.
-Waking thus he thought that he held his wife in his arms; he had often
-wakened in the past to find her there. But as his senses cleared he
-found that the thing which he held so tenderly against his side was only
-the pillow on which her head was used to lie.
-
-The man’s nerves jangled and clashed; and he threw the pillow
-desperately away from him as though he were afraid of it. He sat up in
-bed; and his pulses pounded and beat till they hurt him like the blows
-of a hammer. There was no sleep in Evered.
-
-He was still sitting thus, bolt upright, sick and torn and weary, when
-the gray dawn crept in at last through the window panes.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-
-The day of Mary Evered’s burial was such a day as comes most often
-immediately after a storm, when the green of the trees is washed to such
-a tropical brightness that the very leaves radiate color and the air is
-filled with glancing rays of light. There were white clouds in the blue
-sky; clouds not dense and thick, but lightly frayed and torn by the
-winds of the upper reaches, and scudding this way and that according to
-the current which had grip of them. Now and then these gliding clouds
-obscured the sun; and the sudden gloom made men look skyward, half
-expecting a burst of rain. But for the most part the sun shone steadily
-enough; and there was an indescribable brilliance in the light with
-which it bathed the earth. Along the borders of the trees, round the
-gray hulks of the bowlders, and fringing the white blurs of the houses
-there seemed to shimmer a halo of colors so faint and fine they could be
-sensed but not seen by the eye. The trees and the fields were an
-unearthly gaudy green; the shadows deep amid the branches were
-trembling, changing pools of color. A day fit to bewitch the eye, with a
-soft cool wind stirring everywhere.
-
-Evered himself was early about, attending to the morning chores. Ruth
-MacLure had fallen asleep toward morning, and the woman with her let the
-girl rest. John woke when he heard his father stirring; and it was he
-who made breakfast ready, when he had done his work about the barn. He
-and his father ate together, and Ruth did not join them.
-
-Evered, John saw, was more silent than his usual silent custom; and the
-young man was not surprised, expecting this. John himself, concerned for
-Ruth, and wishing he might ease the agony of her grief, had few words to
-say. When they were done eating he cleared away the dishes and washed
-them and put them away; and then he swept the floor, not because it
-needed sweeping, but because he could not bear to sit idle, doing
-nothing at all. He could hear the women stirring in the other room; and
-once he heard Ruth’s voice.
-
-John’s grief was more for the living than for the dead; he had loved
-Mary Evered truly enough, but there was a full measure of philosophy in
-the young man. She was dead; and according to the simple trust which was
-a part of him she was happy. But Ruth was unhappy, and his father was
-unhappy. He wished he might comfort them.
-
-Evered at this time was soberly miserable; his mind was still numb, his
-emotions were just beginning to assert themselves. He could not think
-clearly, could scarce think at all. What passed for thought with him was
-merely a jumble of exclamations, passionate outcries, curses and
-laments. Mary was dead; and he knew that dimly, without full
-comprehension of the knowledge. More clearly he remembered Mary and Dane
-Semler, sitting so intimately side by side; and the memory was
-compounded of anguish and of satisfaction--anguish because she was
-false, satisfaction because her frailty in some small measure justified
-the monstrous thing he had permitted, and in permitting had done. Evered
-did not seek to deceive himself; he knew that he had killed Mary Evered
-as truly as he had killed Dave Riggs many a year ago. He did not put the
-knowledge into words; nevertheless, it was there, in the recesses of his
-mind, concrete and ever insistent. And when sorrow and remorse began to
-prick at him with little pins of fire he told himself, over and over,
-that she had been frail, and so got eased of the worst edge of pain.
-
-A little after breakfast people began to come to the house. Isaac
-Gorfinkle was first of them all, and he busied himself with his last
-ugly preparations. Later the minister came--a boy, or little more; fresh
-from theological school. His name was Mattice, and he was as prim and
-meticulous as the traditional maiden lady who is so seldom found in
-life. He tried to speak unctuous comfort to Evered, but the man’s scowl
-withered him; he turned to John, and John had to listen to him with what
-patience could be mustered. And more men came, and stood in groups about
-the farmyard, smoking, spitting, shaving tiny curls of wood from
-splinters of pine; and their women went indoors and herded in the front
-room together, and whispered and sobbed in a hissing chorus
-indescribably horrible. There is no creation of mankind so hideous as a
-funeral; there is nothing that should be more beautiful. The hushed
-voices, the damp scent of flowers, the stifling closeness of
-tight-windowed rooms, the shuffling of feet, the raw snuffles of those
-who wept--these sounds filled the house and came out through the open
-doors to the men, whispering in little groups outside.
-
-Ruth MacLure was not weeping; nor Evered; nor John. And the mourning,
-sobbing women kissed Ruth and called her brave; and they whispered to
-each other that Evered was hard, and that John was like his father. And
-the lugubrious debauch of tears went on interminably, as though
-Gorfinkle--whose duty it would be to give the word when the time should
-come--thought these preliminaries were requisites to a successful
-funeral.
-
-But at last it was impossible to wait longer without going home for
-dinner, and Gorfinkle, who was accustomed to act as organist on such
-occasions, took his seat, pumped the treadles and began to play. Then
-everyone crowded into the front room or stood in the hall; and a woman
-sang, and young Mattice spoke for a little while, dragging forth verse
-after verse of sounding phrase which rang nobly even in his shrill and
-uncertain tones. More singing, more tears. A blur of pictures
-photographed themselves on Ruth’s eyes; words that she would never
-forget struck her ears in broken phrases. She sat still, steady and
-quiet. But her nerves were jangling; and it seemed to the girl she must
-have screamed aloud if the thing had not ended when it did.
-
-Then the mile-long drive to the hilltop above Fraternity, with its iron
-fence round about, and the white stones within; and there the brief and
-solemn words, gentle with grief and glorious with triumphant hope, were
-spoken above the open grave. And the first clod fell. And by and by the
-last; and those who had come began to drift away to their homes, to
-their dinners, to the round of their daily lives.
-
-Evered and John and Ruth drove home together in their light buggy, and
-Ruth sat on John’s knee. But there was no yielding in her, there was no
-softness about the girl. And no word was spoken by any one of them upon
-the way.
-
-At home, alighting, she went forthwith into the house; and John put the
-horse up, while his father fed the pigs and the red bull in his stall.
-When they were done Ruth called them to dinner, appearing for an instant
-at the kitchen door. John reached the kitchen before his father; and
-the pain in him made him speak to the girl before Evered came.
-
-“Ruthie,” he said softly. “Please don’t be too unhappy.”
-
-She looked at him with steady eyes, a little sorrowful. “I’m not
-unhappy, John,” she said. “Because Mary is not unhappy, now. Don’t think
-about me.”
-
-“I can’t help thinking about you,” he told her; and she knew what was
-behind his words, and shook her head.
-
-“You’ll have to help it,” she said.
-
-“Why, Ruthie,” he protested, “you know how I feel about you.”
-
-Her eyes shone somberly. “It’s no good, John,” she answered. “You’re too
-much Evered. I can see clearer now.”
-
-They had not, till then, marked Evered himself in the doorway. Ruth saw
-him and fell silent; and Evered asked her in a low steady voice, “You’re
-blaming me?”
-
-“I’m cursing you,” said the girl.
-
-Evered held still for a little, as though it were hard for him to muster
-words. Then he asked huskily, “What was my fault?”
-
-She flung up her hand. “Everything!” she cried. “I’ve lived here with
-you. I’ve seen you--breaking Mary by inches, and nagging and teasing
-and pestering her. Till she was sick with it. And she kept loving you,
-so you could hurt her more. And you did. You loved to hurt her. Hard and
-cruel and mean and small--you’d have beat her as you do your beasts, if
-you’d dared. Coward too. Oh!”
-
-She flung away, began to move dishes aimlessly about upon the table.
-Evered was gripped by a desire to placate her, to appease her; he
-thought of Dane Semler, wished to cry out that accusation against his
-wife. But he held his tongue. He had seen Semler with Mary; he had told
-John; Ruth knew that Semler had been upon the farm. But neither of them
-spoke of the man, then or thereafter. They told no one; and though
-Fraternity might wonder and conjecture, might guess at the meaning of
-Semler’s swift flight on the day of the tragedy, the town would never
-know.
-
-Evered did not name Semler now; and it was not any sense of shame that
-held his tongue. He believed wholly in that which his eyes had seen, and
-all that it implied. Himself scarce knew why he did not speak; and he
-would never have acknowledged that it was desire to shield his wife,
-even from her own sister, which kept him silent. After a moment he sat
-down and they began to eat.
-
-Toward the end of the meal he said to Ruth uneasily: “Feeling so, you’ll
-not be like to stay here with John and me.”
-
-Ruth looked at him with a quick flash of eyes; she was silent,
-thoughtfully. She had not considered this; had not considered what she
-was to do. But instantly she knew.
-
-“Yes, I’m going to stay,” she told Evered. “This thing isn’t done.
-There’s more to come. It must be so. For all you did there’s something
-that will come to you. I want to be here, to see.” Her hands clenched on
-the table edge. “I want to see you when it comes--see you squirm and
-crawl.”
-
-There was such certainty in her tone that Evered, spite of himself, was
-shaken. He answered nothing; and the girl said again, “Yes; I am going
-to stay.”
-
-The red bull in his stall bellowed aloud; a long, rumbling, terrible
-blare of challenge. It set the dishes dancing on the table before them;
-and when they listened they could hear the monstrous beast snorting in
-his stall.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-
-After the death of Mary Evered the days slipped away, and June passed to
-July, and July to August. Gardens prospered; the hay ripened in the
-fields; summer was busy with the land. But winter is never far away in
-these northern hills; and once in July and twice in August the men of
-the farms awoke in early morning to find frost faintly lying, so that
-there were blackened leaves in the gardens, and the beans had once to be
-replanted. Customary hazards of their arduous life.
-
-The trout left quick water and moved into the deep pools; and a careful
-fisherman, not scorning the humble worm, might strip a pool if he were
-murderously inclined. The summer was dry; and as the brooks fell low and
-lower little fingerlings were left gasping and flopping upon the gravel
-of the shallows here and there. Nick Westley, the game warden for the
-district, and a Fraternity man, went about with dip net and pail,
-bailing penned trout from tiny shallows and carrying them to the larger
-pools where they might have a chance for life. Some of the more ardent
-fishermen imitated him; and some took advantage of the trout’s extremity
-to bring home catches they could never have made in normal times.
-
-John Evered loved fishing; and he knew the little brook along the hither
-border of Whitcher Swamp, below the farm, as well as he knew his own
-hand. But this year had been busy; he found no opportunity to try the
-stream until the first week of July. One morning then, with steel rod
-and tiny hooks, and a can of bait at his belt, he struck down through
-the woodlot, past the spring where Mary had been killed, into the timber
-below, and so came to the wall that was the border of his father’s farm,
-and crossed into the swamp.
-
-Whitcher Swamp is on the whole no pleasant place for a stroll; yet it
-has its charms for the wild things, and for this reason John loved it.
-Where he struck the marshy ground it was relatively easy going; and he
-took a way he knew and came to the brook and moved along it a little
-ways to a certain broad and open pool.
-
-He thought the brook was lower than he had ever seen it at this season;
-and once he knelt and felt the water, and found it warm. He smiled at
-this with a certain gratification for the pool he sought was a spring
-hole, water bubbling up through pin gravel in the brook’s very bed, and
-the trout would be there to dwell in that cooler stream. When he came
-near the place, screened behind alders so that he could not be seen, he
-uttered an exclamation, and became as still as the trees about him while
-he watched.
-
-There were trout in the pool, a very swarm of them, lying close on the
-yellow gravel bottom. The water, clear as crystal, was no more than
-three feet deep; and he could see them ever so plainly. Big fat fish,
-monsters, if one considered the brook in which he found them. He judged
-them all to be over nine inches, several above a foot, one perhaps
-fourteen inches long; and his eyes were shining. They were so utterly
-beautiful, every line of their graceful bodies, and every dappled spot
-upon their backs and sides as clear as though he held them in his hands.
-
-He rigged line and hook, nicked a long worm upon the point, and without
-so much as shaking an alder branch thrust his rod through and swung the
-baited hook and dropped it lightly in the very center of the pool, full
-fifteen feet from shore. Then he swung upward with a strong steady
-movement, for he had seen a great trout strike as the worm touched the
-water, had seen the chewing jaws of the fish mouthing its titbit. And as
-he swung, the gleaming body came into the air, through an arc above his
-head, into the brush behind him, where he dropped on his knees beside it
-and gave it merciful death with the haft of his heavy knife, and dropped
-it into his basket.
-
-Fly fishermen will laugh with a certain scorn; or they will call John
-Evered a murderer. Nevertheless, it is none so easy to take trout even
-in this crude fashion of his. A shadow on the water, a stirring of the
-bushes, a too-heavy tread along the bank--and they are gone. Nor must
-they be hurried. The capture of one fish alarms the rest; the capture of
-two disturbs them; the taking of three too quickly will send them flying
-every whither.
-
-John, after his first fish, filled and lighted his pipe, then caught a
-second; and after another interval, a third--fat, heavy trout, all of
-them; as much as three people would care to eat; and John was not minded
-to kill more than he could use. He covered the three with wet moss in
-his basket, and then he crept back through the alders and lay for a long
-time watching the trout in the pool, absorbing the beauty of their
-lines, watching how they held themselves motionless with faintest
-quivers of fin, watching how they fed.
-
-A twelve-inch trout rose and struck at a leaf upon the pool’s surface,
-and John told himself, “They’re hungry.” He laughed a little, and got an
-inch-long twig and tied it to the end of his line in place of hook. This
-he cast out upon the pool, moving it to and fro erratically. Presently a
-trout swirled up and took it under, and spat it out before John could
-twitch the fish to the surface. John laughed aloud, and cast again. He
-stayed there for a long hour at this sport, and when the trout sulked he
-teased them with bits of leaf or grass. Once he caught a cricket and
-noosed it lightly and dropped it on the water. When the fish took it
-down John waited for an instant, then tugged and swung the trout half a
-dozen feet into the air before he could disgorge the bait.
-
-“Hungry as sin,” John told himself at last; and his eyes became sober as
-he considered thoughtfully. There were other men about, as good
-fishermen as he, and not half so scrupulous. If they should come upon
-this pool on such a day----
-
-He did a thing that might seem profanation to the fisherman who likes a
-goodly bag. He gathered brush and threw it into the pool; he piled it
-end to end and over and over; he found two small pines; dead in their
-places among their older brethren; and he pushed them from their rotting
-roots and dragged them to the brook and threw them in. When he was done
-the pool was a jungle, a wilderness of stubs and branches; a sure haven
-for trout, a spot almost impossible to fish successfully. While he
-watched, when his task was finished, he saw brown darting shadows in the
-stream as the trout shot back into the covert he had made; and he smiled
-with a certain satisfaction.
-
-“They’ll have to fish for them now,” he told himself.
-
-He decided to try and see whether a man might take a trout from the
-pool in its ambushed state. It meant an hour of waiting, a snagged hook
-or two, a temper-trying ordeal with mosquitoes and flies. But in the end
-he landed another fish, and was content. He went back through the swamp
-and up to the farm, well pleased.
-
-Moving along the brook he saw other pools where smaller fish were lying;
-and that night he told Ruth what he had seen. “You can see all the trout
-you’re minded to, down there now,” he said.
-
-The girl nodded unsmilingly. She had not yet learned to laugh again,
-since her sister’s death. They were a somber household, these
-three--Evered steadily silent, the girl sober and stern, John striving
-in his awkward fashion to win mirth from her and speech from Evered.
-
-The early summer was to pass thus. And what was in Evered’s mind as the
-weeks dragged by no man could surely know. His eye was as hard as ever,
-his voice as harsh; yet to Ruth it seemed that new lines were forming in
-his cheeks, and his hair, that had been black as coal, she saw one
-afternoon was streaked with gray. Watching, thereafter, she marked how
-the white hairs increased in number. Once she spoke of it to John,
-constrainedly, for there was no such pleasant confidence between these
-two as there had been.
-
-John nodded. “Yes,” he said, “he’s aging. He loved her, Ruth; loved her
-hard.”
-
-Ruth made no comment, but there was no yielding in her eyes. She was in
-these days implacable; and Evered watched her now and then with
-something almost pleading in his gaze. He began to pay her small
-attentions, which came absurdly from the man. She tried to hate him for
-them.
-
-Once John sought to comfort his father, spoke to him gently of the dead
-woman; and Evered cried out, as though to assure himself as well as
-silence John: “She was tricking me, John! Leaving me. With Semler, that
-very day.”
-
-He would not let John reply, silenced him with a fierce oath and flung
-away. It might have been guessed that his belief in his wife’s treachery
-was like an anchor to which Evered’s racked soul clung; as though he
-found comfort and solace in the ugly thought, a justifying consolation.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-
-John went no more to the brooks that summer; but what he had told Ruth
-led her that way more than once. Westley, the game warden, stopped at
-the house one day, and found her alone, and asked her whether John was
-fishing. She told him of John’s one catch.
-
-“Swamp Brook is full of trout,” she said; “penned in the holes and the
-shallows.”
-
-Westley nodded. “It’s so everywhere,” he agreed. “I’m dipping and
-shifting them. Tell John to do that down in the swamp if he can find the
-time.”
-
-She asked how it should be done; and when Westley had gone she decided
-that she would herself go down and try the trick of it if the drought
-still held.
-
-The drought held. No rain came; and once in early August she spent an
-afternoon along the stream, and transported scores of tiny trout to
-feeding grounds more deep and more secure. Again a week later; and
-still again as the month drew to a close.
-
-It was on this third occasion that the girl came upon Darrin. Working
-along the brook with dip net and pail she had marked the footprints of a
-man in the soft earth here and there. The swamp was still, no air
-stirring, the humming of insects ringing in her ears. A certain gloom
-dwelt in these woods even on the brightest day; and the black mold bore
-countless traces and tracks of the animals and the small vermin which
-haunted the place at night. Ruth might have been forgiven for feeling a
-certain disquietude at sight of those man tracks in the wild; but she
-had no such thought. She had never learned to be afraid.
-
-She came upon Darrin at last with an abruptness that startled her. The
-soft earth muffled her footsteps; she was within two or three rods of
-him before she saw him, and even then the man had not heard her. He was
-kneeling by the brook and at first she thought he had been drinking the
-water. Then she saw that he was studying something there upon the
-ground; and a moment later he got up and turned and saw her standing
-there. At first he was so surprised that he could not speak, and they
-were still, looking at each other. The girl, bareheaded, in simple waist
-and heavy short skirt, with rubber boots upon her feet so that she might
-wade at will, was worth looking at. The man himself was no mean
-figure--khaki flannel shirt, knickerbockers, leather putties over stout
-waterproof shoes. She carried pail in one hand, dip net in the other;
-and she saw that he had a revolver slung in one hip, a camera looped
-over his shoulder.
-
-He said at last, “Hello, there!” And Ruth nodded in the sober fashion
-that was become her habit. The man asked, “What have you got? Milk, in
-that pail? Is this your pasture land?”
-
-“Trout,” she told him; and he came to see the fish in a close-packed
-mass; and he exclaimed at them, and watched while she put them into the
-stream below where he had been kneeling. He asked her why she did it,
-and she told him. At the same time she looked toward where he had knelt,
-wondering what he saw there. She could see only some deep-imprinted
-moose tracks; and moose tracks were so common in the swamp that it was
-not worth while to kneel to study them.
-
-He saw her glance, and said, “I was looking at those tracks. Moose,
-aren’t they?”
-
-She nodded. “Yes.”
-
-“They told me there were moose in here,” he said. “I doubted it, though.
-So far south as this.”
-
-“There are many moose in the swamp,” she declared.
-
-He asked, “Have you ever seen them?”
-
-She smiled a little. “Once in a while. A cow moose wintered in our barn
-two years ago.”
-
-He slapped his thigh lightly. “Then this is the place I’m looking for,”
-he exclaimed.
-
-She asked softly, “Why?” She was interested in the man. He was not like
-John, not like anyone whom she had known; except, perhaps, Dane Semler.
-A man of the city, obviously. “Why?” she asked.
-
-“I want to get some pictures of them,” he explained. “Photographs. In
-their natural surroundings. Wild. In the swamp.”
-
-“John took a snapshot of the cow that wintered with us,” she said. “I
-guess he’d give you one.”
-
-The man laughed. “I’d like it,” he told her; “but I want to get a great
-many.” He hesitated. “Where is your farm?”
-
-She pointed out of the swamp toward the hill.
-
-“Near?” he asked.
-
-And she said, “It’s right over the swamp.”
-
-“Listen,” he said eagerly. “My name’s Darrin--Fred Darrin. What’s
-yours?”
-
-“Ruth MacLure.”
-
-“Why you’re Evered’s sister-in-law, aren’t you?”
-
-She nodded, her cheeks paling a little. “Yes.”
-
-“I was coming to see Evered to-night,” he said. “I want to board at the
-farm while I work on these pictures--that is, I want permission to camp
-down here by the swamp somewhere, and get milk and eggs and things from
-you. Do you think I can?”
-
-“Camp?” she echoed.
-
-“Yes.”
-
-She looked round curiously, as though she expected to see his equipment
-there. “Haven’t you a tent?”
-
-He laughed. “No. I’ve a tarp for a shelter; and I can cut some hemlock
-boughs and build a shack; if you’ll let me trespass.”
-
-“You could sleep in the barn I guess,” she said. “Or maybe in the
-house.”
-
-He shook his head. “No roof for mine. This is my vacation, you
-understand. I can sleep under a roof at home.”
-
-“You’ll be getting wet all the time.”
-
-“I’ll dry when the sun comes out.”
-
-She asked, “Who’s going to cook for you?”
-
-“I’m a famous cook,” he told her.
-
-She had the rooted distrust of the open air which is common among the
-people of the farms. She could not see why a man should sleep on the
-ground when he might have hay or a bed; and she could not believe in the
-practicality of cooking over an open fire; especially when there was a
-stove at hand.
-
-“You’ll have to see Mr. Evered,” she said uneasily.
-
-So it happened that they two went back through the swamp together and up
-the hill; and they came side by side to meet Evered and John in the
-barnyard by the kitchen door.
-
-They had their colloquy there in the open barnyard, while the slanting
-rays of the sun drew lengthening shadows from where they stood. Darrin
-spoke to Evered. John went into the house after a moment and built a
-fire for Ruth; and then he came out again while the girl went about the
-business of supper.
-
-Darrin was a good talker; and Evered’s silence made him seem like a good
-listener. When John came out he was able to tell Darrin something of the
-moose in the swamp, their haunts and their habits. Darrin listened as
-eagerly as he had talked. He told them at last what he had come to do;
-he explained how by trigger strings and hidden cameras and flash-light
-powders he hoped to capture the images of the shy giants of the forest.
-John listened with shining eyes. The project was of a sort to appeal to
-him. As for Evered, he had little to say, smoked stolidly, stared out
-across his fields. The sunlight on his hair accentuated the white
-streaks in it, and John looking toward him once thought he had never
-seen his father look so old.
-
-When Darrin put forward his request for permission to camp in the
-woodlot near the swamp, Evered swung his heavy head round and gave the
-other man his whole attention for a space. It was John’s turn for
-silence now. He expected Evered to refuse, perhaps abusively. Evered had
-never liked trespassers. He said they scared his cows, trampled his
-hay, stole his garden stuff or his apples. But Evered listened now with
-a certain patience, watching Darrin; and Darrin with a nimble tongue
-talked on and made explanations and promises.
-
-In the end Evered asked, “Where is it your mind to camp?”
-
-“I’ve picked no place. I’ll find a likely spot.”
-
-“You could sleep in the barn,” said Evered, as Ruth had said before him;
-and Darrin laughed.
-
-“As a matter of fact,” he explained, “half the sport of this for me is
-in sleeping out of doors on the ground. I’m on vacation, you know. Other
-men like hunting, and so do I; but mine is a somewhat different kind,
-that’s all. I won’t bother you; you’ll not see much of me, for I’ll be
-about the swamp at all hours of the night, and I’ll sleep a good deal in
-the day. You’ll hardly know I’m there. Of course, I don’t want to urge
-you against your will.”
-
-Evered’s lips flickered into what might have passed for a smile. “I’m
-not often moved against my will,” he said. “But I’ve no objection to
-your sleeping in my ground. If you keep out of the uncut hay.”
-
-“I will.”
-
-“And put out your fires. I don’t want to be burned up.”
-
-Darrin laughed. “I’m not a novice at this, Mr. Evered,” he said. “You’ll
-not have to kick me off.”
-
-Evered nodded; and John said, “You want to keep out of the bull’s
-pasture too. You’ll know it. There’s a high wire fence round.”
-
-Darrin said soberly, “I’ve heard of the red bull.”
-
-“He killed my wife,” said Evered; and there was something so stark in
-the bald statement that it shocked and silenced them. Evered himself
-flushed when he had spoken, as though his utterance had been
-unconsidered, had burst from his overfull heart.
-
-“I know,” Darrin told him.
-
-John said after a moment’s silence, “If there’s any way I can help--I
-know the swamp. As much as any man. And I’ve seen the moose in there.”
-
-There was a certain eagerness in his voice; and Darrin said readily, “Of
-course. I’d like it.”
-
-He said he would tramp to town and come with his gear next morning. John
-offered to drive him over, but he shook his head. As he started away
-Ruth came to the kitchen door, and he looked toward her, and she said
-hesitantly, “Don’t you want to stay to supper?”
-
-He thanked her, shook his head. Evered and John in the barnyard watched
-him go; and Evered saw Ruth leave the kitchen door and move to a window
-from which she could see him go up the lane toward the main road.
-
-Evered asked John: “What do you make of him?”
-
-“I like him,” said John. “I’m--glad you let him stay.”
-
-“Know why I let him stay?”
-
-“Why--no.”
-
-“See him and Ruth together? See her watching him?”
-
-“I didn’t notice.”
-
-Evered’s lips twitched in the nearest approach to mirth he ever
-permitted himself. “Ought to have better eyes, John; if you’re minded to
-keep hold o’ Ruth. She likes him. If I’d swore at him, shipped him off,
-she’d have been all on his side from the start.”
-
-John, a little troubled, shook his head. “Ruth’s all right,” he said.
-“Give her time.”
-
-Evered said, that wistful note in his voice plain for any man to hear,
-“I don’t want Ruth leaving us. So I let Darrin stay.”
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-
-Darrin came to the farm. He made his camp by the spring where Mary
-Evered had loved to sit, and where she had been killed. John knew this
-at the time, was on the spot when Darrin built his fireplace in a bank
-of earth, waist high, and watched the other shape hemlock boughs into a
-rain-shedding shelter.
-
-He did not remonstrate; but he did say, “Shouldn’t think you’d want to
-sleep here.”
-
-Darrin looked at him curiously; and he laughed a little.
-
-“You mean--the red bull?” he asked. And when John nodded he said, “Oh,
-I’m not afraid of ghosts. The world’s full of ghosts.” There was a
-sudden hardness in his eye. “I’m a sort of a ghost myself, in a way.”
-
-John wondered what he meant; but he was not given to much questioning,
-and did not ask. Nevertheless, Darrin’s word stayed hauntingly in his
-mind.
-
-He told Ruth where Darrin was camping; and the girl listened
-thoughtfully, but made no comment. John knew that Ruth was accustomed to
-go to the spring now and then, as her sister had done. He wondered
-whether she would go there now. There was no jealousy in John; his heart
-was not built for it. Nevertheless, there was a deep concern for Ruth,
-deeper than he had any way of expressing. The matter worried him a
-little.
-
-They did not speak of Darrin’s camping place to Evered, and Evered asked
-no questions. Darrin came to the house occasionally for supplies, but it
-happened that he did not encounter Evered at such times. He was always
-careful to ask for the man, to leave some word of greeting for him; and
-once he bade them tell Evered to come down and see his camp. They did
-not do so. Some instinct, unspoken and unacknowledged, impelled both
-Ruth and John to keep Evered and Darrin apart. Neither was conscious of
-this feeling, yet both were moved by it.
-
-John, prompted to some extent by his father’s warning, had begun in an
-awkward fashion to seek to please Ruth and to win back favor in her
-eyes. He felt himself uneasy and at a loss in the presence of Darrin,
-felt himself at a disadvantage in any contest with the other. John was a
-man of the country, of the farm, and he had grace to know it. Darrin had
-the ease of one who has rubbed shoulders with many men in many places;
-he was not confused in Ruth’s presence; he was rather at his best when
-she was near, while John was ill at ease and words came hard to him.
-Darrin took care to be friendly with them both; and he and John on more
-than one night drove deep into the swamp together on Darrin’s quest.
-John, busy about the farm, was unable to join Darrin in the daytime; but
-the other scoured through the marsh for tracks and traces, and then
-enlisted John to help him move cameras into position, lay flash-powder
-traps, or stalk the moose at their feeding in desperate attempts at
-camera snap-shooting.
-
-Sometimes, in the afternoons, John knew that Ruth went down to the
-spring and talked with Darrin. Darrin told her of his ventures in the
-swamp; and she told Darrin in her turn the story of the tragedy that had
-been enacted here by the spring where he was camping. John, crossing the
-woodlot on some errand, came upon them there one afternoon, and passed
-by on the knoll above them without having been seen. The picture they
-made remained with him and troubled him.
-
-When Darrin had been some ten days on the farm and September was coming
-in with a full moon in the skies it happened one night that Evered drove
-to Fraternity for the mail and left John and Ruth alone together. When
-she had done with the dishes she came out to find him on the door-step,
-smoking in the moonlight; and she stood above him for a moment, till he
-looked up at her with some question in his eyes.
-
-She asked then, “Are you going into the swamp with Mr. Darrin to-night?”
-
-He said, “No. He’s out of plates. There’s some due to-morrow; and he’s
-waiting.”
-
-She was silent a moment longer, then said swiftly, as though anxious to
-be rid of the words, “Let’s go down and see him.”
-
-If John was hurt or sorry he made no sign. He got to his feet. “Why, all
-right,” he said. “It’s bright. We’ll not need a lantern.”
-
-As they moved across the barnyard to the bars and entered the woodlot
-the girl began to talk, in a swift low voice, as though to cover some
-unadmitted embarrassment. A wiser man might have been disturbed; but
-John was not analytical, and so he enjoyed it. It was the first time
-they had talked together at any length since Mary died. It was, he
-thought, like the old happy times. He felt warmed and comforted and
-happier than he had been for many weeks past. She was like the old Ruth
-again, he told himself.
-
-Darrin was glad to see them. He built up his fire and made a place for
-Ruth to sit upon his blankets, leaning against a bowlder, and offered
-John cigars. The man knew how to play host, knew how to be interesting.
-John saw Ruth laugh wholeheartedly for the first time in months. He
-thought she was never so lovely as laughing.
-
-When they went back up the hill together she fell silent and sober
-again; and he looked down and saw her eyes, clear in the moonlight.
-Abruptly, without knowing what he did, he put his arm round her; and for
-an instant she seemed to yield to him, so that he drew her toward him as
-he was used to do. He would have kissed her.
-
-She broke away and cried out: “No, no, no! I told you no, John.”
-
-He said gently, “I think a lot of you, Ruth.”
-
-She shook her head, backing away from him; and he heard the angry note
-creep back into her voice. “You mustn’t, ever,” she told him. “Oh, can’t
-you understand?”
-
-Some hot strain in the man came to the surface; he cried with an
-eloquence that was strange on his slow lips, “I love you. That’s all I
-understand. I always will. You’ve got to know that too. You----”
-
-She said, “Hush! I won’t listen. You--you’re your father over. He’s not
-content but he master everyone and every thing; master everyone about
-him. Break them. Master his beasts and his wife. You’re his own son.
-You’re an Evered.” Her hands were tightening into fists at her side.
-“Oh, you would want to boss me the way he---- I won’t, I won’t! You
-shan’t--shan’t ever do it.”
-
-“I’ll be kind to you,” he said.
-
-There was a softer note in her voice. “John, John,” she told him. “I’m
-sorry. I did love you. I tried to shut my eyes. I tried to pretend that
-Mary was happy with him. You’re like him. I thought I’d be happy with
-you. She told me one day how he used be. It frightened me, because he
-was like you. But I did love you, John. Till Mary died. Then I knew.
-He’d killed her. He made her want to die. And he had driven that great
-bull into a killing thing--by the way he treated it.
-
-“Oh, I’ve seen your father clear, John. I know what he is. You’re like
-him. I couldn’t ever love you.”
-
-He said in a hot quick tone--because she was very lovely--that she would
-love him, must, some day; and she shook her head.
-
-“Don’t you see?” she told him. “You’re trying already to make me do what
-you want. Oh, John, can’t you Evereds see any living thing without
-crushing it? Mr. Darrin----” She caught herself, went on. “See how
-different he is. He goes into the swamp, and he has to be a thousand
-times more careful, more crafty than you when you hunt. But you come
-home with a bloody ugly thing across your shoulders; and he comes with a
-lovely picture, that will always be beautiful, and that so many people
-will see. He outwits the animals; he proves himself against them. But he
-doesn’t kill them to do it, John. You--your father---- Oh, can’t you
-ever see?”
-
-His thoughts were not quick enough to cope with her; but he said
-awkwardly, “I’m not--always killing things. I’ve left many a trout go
-that I might have killed. And deer too.”
-
-“Because it’s the law,” she said harshly. “But it’s in you to
-kill--crush and bruise and destroy. Don’t you see the difference? You
-don’t have to beat a thing, a beast, to make it yield to you. You
-Evereds.”
-
-“I’m not a horse beater,” he said.
-
-“It’s the blood of you,” she told him. “You will be.”
-
-“There’s some times,” he suggested, “when you’ve got to be hard.”
-
-“I’ve heard your father say that very thing.”
-
-They were moving slowly homeward now, speaking brokenly, with longer
-silences between. The night was almost as bright as day, the moon in
-midheavens above them. Ahead the barn and the house bulked large,
-casting dark shadows narrowly along their foundation walls. There was a
-fragrance of the hayfields in the air. The rake itself lay a little at
-one side as they came into the barnyard, its spindling curved tines
-making it look not unlike a spider crouching there. The bars rattled
-when John lowered them for her to pass through; and the red bull in the
-barn heard the sound and snorted sullenly at them.
-
-John said to her, “You’d be having a man handle that bull by kindness,
-maybe.”
-
-She swung about and said quickly, “I’d be having a man take an ax and
-chop that red bull to little bits.”
-
-He stood still and she looked up at him; and after an instant she hotly
-asked, “Are you laughing? Why are you laughing at me?”
-
-He said gently, “You that were so strong against any killing--talking so
-of the red bull.”
-
-She cried furiously, “Oh, you---- John Evered, you! I hate you! I’ll
-always hate you. You and your father--both of you. Don’t you laugh at
-me!”
-
-A little frightened at the storm he had evoked he touched her arm. She
-wrenched violently away, was near falling, recovered herself. “Don’t
-touch me!” she bade him.
-
-He watched her run into the house.
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-
-One day in the first week of September, a day when there was a touch of
-frost in the air, and a hurrying and scurrying of the clouds overhead as
-though they would escape the grip of coming winter, Evered took down his
-double-bitted ax from its place in the woodshed and went to the
-grindstone and worked the two blades to razor edge. John was in the
-orchard picking those apples which were already fit for harvesting. Ruth
-was helping him.
-
-There was not much of the fruit, and Evered had said to them, “I’ll go
-down into the woodlot and get out some wood.”
-
-When he was gone Ruth and John looked at each other; and John asked,
-“Does he know Darrin is there, I wonder? Know where he is?”
-
-Ruth said, “I don’t know. He sees more than you think. Anyway, it won’t
-hurt him to know.”
-
-Evered shaped the ax to his liking, slung it across his shoulder, and
-walked down the wood road till he came to a growth of birch which was
-ready for the ax. The trees would be felled and cut into lengths where
-they lay, then hauled to the farm and piled in the shed to season under
-cover for a full twelve months before it was time to use the wood.
-Evered’s purpose now was simply to cut down the trees, leaving the later
-processes for another day.
-
-He had chosen the task in response to some inner uneasiness which
-demanded an outlet. The man’s overflowing energy had always been his
-master; it drove him now, drove him with a new spur--the spur of his own
-thoughts. He could never escape from them; he scarce wished to escape,
-for he was never one to dodge an issue. But if he had wished to forget,
-Fraternity would not have permitted it. The men of the town, he saw,
-were watching him with furtive eyes; the women looked upon him
-spitefully. He knew that most people thought he should have killed the
-red bull before this; but Evered would not kill the bull, partly from
-native stubbornness, partly from an unformed feeling that he, not the
-bull, was actually responsible. He was growing old through much thought
-upon the matter; and it is probable that only his own honest certainty
-of his wife’s misdoing kept him from going mad. He slept little. His
-nerves tortured him.
-
-He struck the ax into the first tree with a hot energy that made him
-breathe deep with satisfaction. He sank the blade on one side of the
-tree, and then on the other, and the four-inch birch swayed and toppled
-and fell. The man went furiously to the next, and to the next
-thereafter. The sweat began to bead his forehead and his pulses began to
-pound.
-
-He worked at a relentless pace for perhaps half an hour, drunk with his
-own labors. At the end of that time, pausing to draw breath, he knew
-that he was thirsty. It was this which first brought the spring to his
-mind, the spring where his wife had died.
-
-He had not been near the spot since the day he found her there. The
-avoidance had been instinctive rather than conscious. He hated the place
-and in some measure he feared it, as much as it was in the man to fear
-anything. He could see it all too vividly without bringing the actual
-surroundings before his eyes. The thought of it tormented him. And when
-his thirst made him remember the spring now his first impulse was to
-avoid it. His second--because it was ever the nature of the man to meet
-danger or misfortune or unpleasantness face to face--was to go to the
-place and drink his fill. He stuck his ax into a stump and started down
-the hill. This was not like that other day when he had gone along this
-way. That day his wife had been killed was sultry and lowering and
-oppressive; there was death in the very air. To-day was bright, crisp,
-cool; the air like wine, the earth a vivid panorama of brilliant
-coloring, the sky a vast blue canvas with white clouds limned lightly
-here and there. A day when life quickened in the veins; a day to make a
-man sing if there was song in him.
-
-There was no song in Evered; nevertheless, he felt the influence of the
-glory all about him. It made him, somehow, lonely; and this was strange
-in a man so used to loneliness. It made him unhappy and a little sorry
-for himself, a little wistful. He wanted, without knowing it, someone to
-give him comradeship and sympathy and friendliness. He had never
-realized before how terribly alone he was.
-
-His feet took unconsciously the way they had taken on that other day;
-but his thoughts were not on the matter, and so he came at last to the
-knoll above the spring with something like a shock of surprise, for he
-saw a man sitting below; and for a moment it seemed to him this man was
-Semler, that Mary sat beside him. He brushed a rough hand across his
-eyes, and saw that what he had taken for his wife’s figure was just a
-roll of blanket laid across a rock; and he saw that the man was not
-Semler but Darrin.
-
-He had never thought of the possibility that Darrin might have camped
-beside the spring. Yet it was natural enough. This was the best water
-anywhere along the swamp’s edge. A man might drink from the brook, but
-not with satisfaction in a summer of such drought as this had seen. But
-the spring had a steady flow of cool clear water in the driest seasons.
-This was the best place for a camp. Darrin was here.
-
-Evered stood still, looking down on Darrin’s camp, until the other man
-felt his eyes and looked up and saw him.
-
-When he saw Evered, Darrin got to his feet and laid aside his book and
-called cheerfully, “Come aboard, sir. Time you paid me a call.”
-
-Evered hesitated; then he went, stumbling a little, down to where Darrin
-was. “I’m getting out some wood,” he said. “I just came down for a
-drink.”
-
-“Sit down,” said Darrin in a friendly way. “Fill your pipe.”
-
-The old Evered, the normal Evered even now would have shaken his head,
-bent for his drink from the spring and gone back to his work. But Evered
-was in want of company this day; and Darrin had a cheerful voice, a
-comradely eye. Darrin seemed glad to see him. Also the little hollow
-about the spring had a fascination for Evered. Having come to the spot
-he was unwilling to leave it, not because he wished to stay, but because
-he wished to go. He stayed because he dreaded to stay. He took Darrin’s
-cup and dipped it in the spring and drank; and then at Darrin’s
-insistence he sat down against the bowlder and whittled a fill for his
-pipe and set it going.
-
-Darrin during this time had been talking with the nimble wit which was
-characteristic of the man. He made Evered feel more assured, more
-comfortable than he had felt for a long time. And while Darrin talked
-Evered’s slow eyes were moving all about, marking each spot in the
-tragedy that was forever engraved upon his mind--there had sat his wife,
-there Semler, yonder stood the bull--terribly vivid, terribly real, so
-that the sweat burst out upon his forehead again.
-
-Darrin, watching, asked, “What’s wrong? You look troubled.”
-
-And Evered hesitated, then said huskily, “It’s the first time I’ve been
-here.”
-
-He did not explain; but Darrin understood. “Since your wife was killed?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-Darrin nodded. “It was here by the spring, wasn’t it?”
-
-Evered answered slowly, “Yes. She was--lying over there when I found
-her.” He pointed to the spot.
-
-Darrin looked that way; and after a moment, eyes upon the curling smoke
-of his pipe, he asked casually, “Where was Semler?”
-
-His tone was easy, mildly interested and that was all; nevertheless, his
-word came to Evered with an abrupt and startling force. Semler? He had
-told no one save John that Semler was here that day; he knew John would
-never have told. Ruth knew; but she too was close-mouthed. Fraternity
-did not know. Yet Darrin knew.
-
-“Where was Semler?” Darrin had asked, so casually.
-
-And Evered cried, “Semler? Who said he was here?”
-
-Darrin looked surprised. “Why, I did not know it was a secret. He told
-me--himself.”
-
-Evered was tense and still where he sat. “He--you know him?”
-
-Darrin laughed a little. “I wouldn’t say that. I don’t care for the man.
-I met him a little before I came up here, and told him where I was
-coming; and he advised me not to come. Told me of this--tragedy.”
-
-“Told you he was here?”
-
-Darrin nodded. “Yes; how he tried to fight off the bull.”
-
-Evered came to his feet, half crouching. “The black liar and coward ran
-like a rabbit,” he said under his breath; and his face was an ugly thing
-to see.
-
-Darrin cried, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to--waken old sorrows. It
-doesn’t matter. Forget it.” He sought, palpably, to change to another
-topic. “Are you getting in your apples yet?”
-
-Evered would not be put off. “See here,” he said. “What did Dane Semler
-tell you?”
-
-“I’ve forgotten,” said Darrin. He smiled cheerfully. “That is to say, I
-mean to forget. It’s not my affair. Let’s not talk about it.”
-
-Over Evered swept then one of those impulses to speech, akin to the
-impulses of confession. He exclaimed with a tragic and miserable note in
-his voice. “By God, if I don’t talk about it sometime it’ll kill me.”
-
-Darrin looked up at him, gently offered; “I’ll listen, then. It may ease
-you to--tell the story over. Go ahead, Mr. Evered. Sit down.”
-
-Evered did not sit down. But the story burst from him. Something,
-Darrin’s sympathy or the anger Darrin’s reference to Semler had roused,
-touched hidden springs within the man. He spoke swiftly, eagerly, as
-though with a pathetic desire to justify himself. He moved to and fro,
-pointing, illustrating.
-
-He told how Zeke Pitkin had brought word that the red bull was loose in
-the woodlot. “I stopped at the house,” he said. “There was no one there;
-and that scared me. When I came down this way I thought of this spring.
-My wife used to like to come here. And I was scared, Darrin. I loved
-Mary Evered, Darrin.”
-
-He caught himself, as though his words sounded strangely even in his own
-ears. When he went on his voice was harsh and hard.
-
-“I came to the knoll up there”--he pointed to the spot--“and saw Mary
-and Semler here, sitting together, talking together. Damn him! Like
-sweethearts!” The red floods swept across the man’s face as the tide of
-that old rage overwhelmed him. “Damn Semler!” he cried. “Let him come
-hereabouts again!”
-
-He went on after a moment: “I was too late to do anything but shout to
-them. The bull was coming at them from over there, head down. When I
-shouted they heard me, and forgot each other; and then they saw the red
-bull. Semler could have stopped him or turned him if he’d been a man. If
-I had been nearer I could have killed the beast with my hands, in time.
-But I was too far away; and Semler ran. I tell you, Darrin, he ran! He
-turned tail, and squawked, and ran along the hillside there. But Mary
-did not run. She could not; or she wouldn’t. And the red bull hit her
-here; and tossed her there. One blow and toss. He has no horns, you’ll
-mind. Semler running, all the time. Tell him, when you go back--tell him
-he lied.”
-
-He was abruptly silent, his old habit of reticence upon him. And he was
-instantly sorry that he had spoken at all. To speak had been relief, had
-somehow eased him. Yet who was Darrin? Why should he tell this man?
-
-Darrin said gently, “The bull did not trample her?”
-
-Evered answered curtly, “No. I reached him.”
-
-Darrin nodded. “You could handle him?”
-
-“The beast knows me,” said Evered.
-
-And even while he spoke he remembered how the great bull, as though
-regretting that which he had done, had stood quietly by until he was led
-away. He did not tell Darrin this; there were no more words in him. He
-had spoken too much already. Darrin was watching him now, he saw; and it
-seemed to Evered that there was a hard and hostile light of calculation
-in the other’s eye.
-
-He turned away his head, and Darrin asked, “How came she here with
-Semler?”
-
-Evered swung toward the man so hotly that for a moment Darrin was
-afraid; and then the older man’s eyes misted and his lips twisted weakly
-and he brushed them with the back of his hand.
-
-He did not answer Darrin at all; and after a moment Darrin said,
-“Forgive me. It must hurt you to remember; to look round here. You must
-see the whole thing over again.”
-
-Evered stood still for a moment; then he said abruptly: “I’ve sat too
-long. I’ll be back at work.”
-
-He went stiffly up the knoll. Darrin called after him, “Come down again.
-You know the way.”
-
-Evered did not turn, he made no reply. When he was beyond the other’s
-sight he stopped once and looked back, and his eyes were faintly
-furtive. He muttered something under his breath. He was cursing his
-folly in having talked with Darrin.
-
-Back at his work Evered was uneasy; but his disquiet would have been
-increased if he could have seen how Darrin busied himself when he was
-left alone. The man sat still where he was till Evered had passed out of
-sight above the knoll; sat still with thoughtful eyes, studying the
-ground about him and considering the things which Evered had said. And
-once while he sat with his eyes straight before him, thinking on
-Evered’s words, he said to himself: “The man did love his wife.” And
-again: “There’s something hurting him.”
-
-After a little he got up and climbed the knoll cautiously, till he could
-look in the direction Evered had taken. Evered was not in sight; and
-when he could be sure of this Darrin went along the shelf above the
-spring, toward the wood road that came down from the farm. At the road
-he turned round and retraced his steps, trying to guess the path Evered
-would have taken to come in sight of the spring itself.
-
-When he came to the edge of the knoll he noted the spot, and cast back
-and tried again, and still again. He seemed to seek the farthest spot
-from which the spring was visible. When he had chosen this spot he stood
-still, surveying the land below, picturing to himself the tragedy that
-had been enacted there.
-
-He seemed to come to some conclusion in the end, for he paced with
-careful steps the distance from where he stood to the rock where Mary
-Evered had been sitting. From that spot again he paced the distance to
-the alder growth through which the bull had come. Returning, eyes
-thoughtful, he took pencil and paper and plotted the scene round him,
-and set dots upon it to mark where Evered must have stood, and where
-Mary and Semler had sat, and the way by which the bull had come.
-
-The man sat for a long hour that afternoon with this rude map before
-him, considering it; and he set down distances upon it, and marked the
-trees. Once he took pebbles and moved them upon his map as the bull and
-Semler and Evered must have moved upon this ground.
-
-In the end, indecision in his eyes, he folded the paper and put it
-carefully into his pocket. Then he made a little cooking fire and
-prepared his supper and ate it. When he had cleaned up his camp he put
-on coat and cap and started along the hillside below the bull pasture to
-the road that led toward Fraternity.
-
-This was not unusual with Darrin. He was accustomed to go to the village
-three or four times a week for his mail or to sit round the stove in
-Will Bissel’s store and listen to the talk of the country. He had got
-some profit from this: Jim Saladine, for example, told him one night of
-a fox den, and took him next day to the spot; and by a week’s patience
-Darrin had been able to get good pictures of the little foxes at their
-play. And Jean Bubier had taken him up to the head of the pond to see a
-cow moose pasturing with Jean’s own cows. Besides these tangible pieces
-of fortune he had acquired a fund of tales of the woods. He liked the
-talk about the stove, and took his own share in it so modestly that the
-men liked him.
-
-Once or twice during his stay in the town there had been talk of Evered;
-and Darrin had led them to tell the man’s deeds. Great store of these
-tales, for Evered’s daily life had an epic quality about it. From the
-murdering red bull the stories went back and back to that old matter of
-the knife and Dave Riggs, now years agone. Telling this story Lee Motley
-told Darrin one night that it had made a change in Evered.
-
-Darrin had asked, “What did he do?”
-
-And Motley said: “First off, he didn’t seem bothered much. But it
-changed him. He’d been wild and strong and hard before, but there was
-some laughing in him. I’ve always figured he took the thing hard. I’ve
-not seen the man laugh, right out, since then.”
-
-Darrin said, “You can’t blame him. It’s no joke to kill a man.”
-
-Motley nodded his agreement. “It made a big change in Evered,” he
-repeated.
-
-Darrin’s interest in Evered had not been sufficiently marked to attract
-attention, for Evered was a figure of interest to all the countryside.
-Furthermore, there was talk that Darrin and Ruth MacLure liked each
-other well; and the town thought it natural that Darrin should be
-curious as to the man who might be his brother-in-law. Everyone knew
-that Ruth and John Evered had been more than friends. There was a
-friendly and curious interest in what looked like a contest between
-Darrin and John.
-
-This night at Will’s store Darrin had little to say. He bought paper and
-envelopes from Will and wrote two letters at the desk in Will’s office;
-and he mailed them, with a special-delivery stamp upon each one. That
-was a thing not often done in Fraternity; and Will noticed the addresses
-upon the letters. To Boston men, both of them.
-
-Afterward, Darrin sat about the store for a while, and then set off
-along the road toward Evered’s farm. Zeke Pitkin gave him a lift for a
-way; and Darrin remembered that Evered had named this man, and he said
-to Zeke: “You saw Evered’s bull break out, that day the beast killed
-Mary Evered, didn’t you?”
-
-Zeke said yes; and he told the tale, coloring it with the glamor of
-tragedy which it would always have in his eyes. And he told
-Darrin--though Darrin had heard this more than once before--how Evered
-had killed his, Zeke’s, bull with a knife thrust in the neck, a day or
-two before the tragedy. “That same heavy knife of his,” he said. “The
-one he killed Dave Riggs with.”
-
-Darrin asked, “Still uses it--to butcher with?”
-
-“Yes, sir,” said Zeke. “I’ve seen him stick more’n one pig with that old
-knife in the last ten year.”
-
-Darrin laughed a little harshly. “Not very sentimental, is he?”
-
-“There ain’t a human feeling in the man,” Pitkin declared.
-
-When Zeke stopped to let Darrin down at the fork of the road Darrin
-asked another question. “Funny that Semler should skip out so sudden
-that day, wasn’t it?”
-
-“You bet it uz funny,” Zeke agreed. “I’ve allus said it was.”
-
-“Did you see him the day he left?”
-
-Pitkin shook his head. “Huh-uh. I was busy all day, and over in North
-Fraternity in the aft’noon. Got to the store right after he lit out.”
-
-Darrin walked to his camp, lighting his steps with an electric torch,
-and made a little fire for cheerfulness’ sake, and wrapped in his
-blankets for sleep. He had set a camera in the swamp that day, with a
-string attached to the shutter in a fashion that should give results if
-a moose came by. He wondered whether luck would be with him. His
-thoughts as sleep crept on him shifted back to Evered again. A puzzle
-there--a question of character, of reaction to emotional stimulus. He
-asked himself: “Now if I were an emotional, hot-tempered man and came
-upon my wife with another man, and saw her in swift peril of her
-life--what would I do?”
-
-He was still wondering, still questioning, still trying to put himself
-in Evered’s shoes when at last he dropped asleep.
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-
-Darrin and Ruth had come to that point in friendship where they could
-sit silently together, each busy with his or her own thoughts, without
-embarrassment. The girl liked to come down the hill of an afternoon for
-an hour with the man; and sometimes he read to her from one of the books
-of which he had a store. And sometimes he showed her the pictures he had
-made--strange glimpses of the life of the swamp. His camera trap caught
-curious scenes. Now and then a deer, occasionally a moose, once a
-wildcat screeching in the night. And again they had to look closely to
-see what it was that had tugged the trigger string; and sometimes it was
-a rabbit, and sometimes it was a mink; and at other times it was nothing
-at all that they could discover in the finished photograph. Once a great
-owl dropped on some prey upon the ground and touched the string; and the
-plate caught him, wings flying, talons reaching--a picture of the wild
-things that prey.
-
-Most of the pictures were imperfect--blurred or shadowed or ill-focused.
-Out of them all there were only four or five that Darrin counted worth
-the saving; but he and Ruth found fascination in the study of even the
-worthless ones.
-
-It was inevitable that the confidence between them should develop
-swiftly in these afternoons together. It was not surprising that Ruth
-one afternoon dared ask Darrin a question. She had been curiously
-silent, studying him, until he noticed it, and laughed at her for it;
-and she told him then, “I’m wondering--whether we really know you here.”
-
-He looked at her with a quick intentness, smiled a little. “Why?” he
-asked. “What are you thinking?”
-
-She shook her head. “I don’t know, exactly. Just that sometimes I felt
-you’re hiding something; that you’re not thinking about the things
-you--seem to think about.”
-
-He said good-naturedly, “You’re making a mystery out of me.”
-
-“A little,” she admitted.
-
-“There’s no mystery,” he said; and he added softly: “There’s a deal more
-mystery about you, to me.”
-
-He had never, as they say, made love to her. Yet there was that in his
-tone now which made her flush softly and look away from him. Watching
-her he hesitated. His hand touched hers. She drew her hand away and rose
-abruptly.
-
-“I must go back to the house,” she said. “It’s time I was starting
-supper.”
-
-He was on his feet, facing her; but there was only cheerful friendliness
-in his eyes. He would not alarm her. “Come again,” he said. “I like to
-have you come.”
-
-“You never come to the house, except for eggs and things. You ought to
-come and see us.”
-
-“Perhaps I will,” he said; and he watched her as she climbed the knoll
-and disappeared. His eyes were very gentle; there would have been in
-them an exultant light if he could have seen the girl, once out of his
-sight, stop and look back to where the smoke of his little fire rose
-above the trees.
-
-Darrin was much in her thoughts during these days. She would have
-thought of him more if she had been able to think less of John.
-
-
-
-
-XIV
-
-
-Darrin’s departure came abruptly. He had gone to the village one night
-for his mail, and found a letter waiting, which he read with avid eyes.
-Having read it he put it away in his pocket, and came to Will Bissell
-and asked how he might most quickly reach Boston.
-
-Will told him there was a morning train from town; and Darrin nodded and
-left the store. He decided to walk the ten miles through the night. It
-was cool and clear; the walk would be good for him. It would give him
-time for thinking.
-
-He went back to his camp and slept till three in the morning. Then he
-made a little breakfast and ate it and packed his camp belongings under
-his tarpaulin for cover. To the tarp he fastened a note, addressed to
-Ruth. He wrote simply:
-
-
- “_Dear Ruth_: I have to go away for four or five days, hurriedly. I
- would have said goodby if there were time. If it rains will you
- ask John to put my things under shelter somewhere? In the barn will
- do. There is a camera set at the crossing of the brook where the
- old pine is down. Perhaps he will find that and take care of it for
- me. My other things in the box here are safe enough. The box is
- waterproof.
-
- “I will not be long gone. I’m taking the morning train from town.
- Please remember me to Mr. Evered.
-
- “Yours, FRED.”
-
-
-At a little after four, dressed in tramping clothes, but with other
-garments in a bundle under his arm, he started for town. He had time to
-change his garments there, and cash a check at the bank, and have a more
-substantial breakfast before he boarded the morning train.
-
-Ruth discovered that Darrin had gone on the afternoon of his going. She
-went down to his camp by the spring with an eagerness of anticipation
-which she did not admit even to herself; and when she saw that he was
-not there she was at once relieved and unhappy.
-
-The girl had stopped on the knoll above the camp; and she stood there
-for a moment looking all about, thinking Darrin might be somewhere
-near. Then she marked the careful order of the spot, and saw that all
-the camp gear was stowed away; and abruptly she guessed what had
-happened. She ran then down the knoll, and so came almost at once upon
-the note he had left for her.
-
-She read this through, frowning and puzzling a little over the
-intricacies of his handwriting; and she did not know whether to be
-unhappy over his going or happy that he had remembered to leave this
-word for her. She did not press the scribbled note against her bosom,
-but she did read it through a second time, and then refold it carefully,
-and then take it out and read it yet again. In the end it was still in
-her hand when she turned reluctantly back up the hill. She put it in the
-top drawer of her bureau in her room.
-
-She told John and Evered at suppertime that Darrin was gone. Evered
-seemed like a man relieved of a burden, till she added, “He’s coming
-back again, though.”
-
-John asked, “How do you know?”
-
-“He left a note for me,” she said.
-
-John bent over his plate, hiding the hurt in his eyes. The girl told him
-of the camera set in the swamp, and John promised to go and fetch it,
-and to bring Darrin’s other belongings under shelter in the woodshed or
-the barn.
-
-He managed this the next day; and Ruth made occasion to go to the barn
-more than once for the sheer happiness of looking upon them. John caught
-her at it once; but he did not let her know that he had seen. The young
-man was in these days woefully unhappy.
-
-It is fair to say that he had reason to be. Ruth was kind to him, never
-spoke harshly or in an unfriendly fashion; in fact, she was almost too
-friendly. There was a finality about her friendliness which baffled him
-and erected a barrier between him and her. The man tried awkwardly to
-bring matters back to the old sweet footing between them; but the girl
-was of nimbler wit than he. She put him off without seeming to do so;
-she erected an impassable defense about herself.
-
-On the surface they were as they had always been. Evered could see no
-difference in their bearing. Neighbors who occasionally stopped at the
-house decided that John and Ruth were going to be married when the time
-should come; and they told each other they had always said so. Before
-others the relations between the two were pleasantly friendly; but there
-were no longer the sweet stolen moments when their arms entwined and
-their lips met. When they were alone together Ruth treated John as
-though others were about; and John knew no way to break through her
-barriers.
-
-About the fifth day after Darrin’s going Ruth began to expect his
-return. He did not come on that day, nor on the next, nor on the next
-thereafter. She became a little wistful, a little lonely. Toward the
-middle of the second week she found herself clinging with a desperate
-earnestness to a despairing hope. He had promised to come back; she
-thought he would come back. There had never been any word of more than
-friendliness between them; yet the girl felt that such a word must come,
-and that he would return to speak it.
-
-One night she dreamed that he would never come again, and woke to find
-tears streaming across her cheeks. She lay awake for a long time, eyes
-wide and staring, wondering if she loved him.
-
-During this interval of Darrin’s absence there manifested itself in
-Evered a curious wistful desire to placate Ruth; to win her good will.
-
-She noticed it first one day when the man had been very still, sitting
-all day in the kitchen with his eyes before him, brooding over unguessed
-matters. It was a day of blustering, blowing rain, a day when the wind
-lashed about the house and there was little that could be done out of
-doors. Ruth, busy about the room, watched Evered covertly; her eyes
-strayed toward him now and again.
-
-She had not fully realized till that day how much the man was aging. The
-change had come gradually, but it had been marked. His hair, that had
-been black as coal six months before, was iron gray now; it showed
-glints that were snow white, here and there. The skin of his cheeks had
-lost its bronze luster; it seemed to have grown loose, as though the man
-were shrinking inside. It hung in little folds about his mouth and jaw.
-
-His head, too, was bowing forward; his head that had always been so
-erect, so firm, so hard and sternly poised. His neck seemed to be
-weakening beneath the load it bore; and his shoulders were less square.
-They hung forward, as though the man were cold and were guarding his
-chest with his arms.
-
-The fullness of the change came to Ruth with something of a shock, came
-when she was thinking it strange that Evered should be content to remain
-all day indoors. He was by nature an active man, of overflowing bodily
-energy; he was used to go out in all weathers to his tasks. She had seen
-him come in, dripping, in the past; his cheeks ruddy from the wet and
-cold, his eyes glowing with the fire of health, his chest heaving to
-great deep breaths of air. More and more often of late, she remembered,
-he had stayed near the stove and the fire, as though it comforted him.
-
-Ruth had not John’s sympathetic understanding of the heart of Evered;
-nevertheless, she knew, as John did, that the man had--in his harsh
-fashion--loved his dead wife well. She had always known this, even
-though she had never been able to understand how a man might hurt the
-woman he loved. If she had not known, she would not have blamed Evered
-so bitterly for all the bitter past. It was one of the counts of her
-indictment of him that he had indeed loved Mary; and that even so he
-had made the dead woman unhappy through so many years.
-
-Watching him this day Ruth thought that sorrow was breaking him; and the
-thought somewhat modified, without her knowing it, the strength of her
-condemnation of the man. When in mid afternoon he took from her the
-shovel and broom with which she was preparing to clean out the ashes of
-the stove, and did the task himself, she was amazed and angry with
-herself to find in her heart a spark of pity for him.
-
-“Let me do that, Ruthie,” he had said. “It’s hard for you.”
-
-He had never been a man given to small chores about the house; he was
-awkward at it. His very awkwardness, the earnestness of his clumsy
-efforts--warmed the girl’s heart; she found her eyes wet as she watched
-him, and took recourse in an abrupt protest.
-
-“You’re spilling the ashes,” she said. “Here, let me.”
-
-She would have taken the broom from him, but Evered would not let it go.
-He looked toward her as they held the broom between them, and there was
-in his eyes such an agony of desire to please her that the girl had to
-turn away.
-
-What was moving in Evered’s mind it is hard to say, hard to put in
-words. He had not yet surrendered to regret for the thing he had done;
-he was still able to bolster his courage, to strengthen himself by the
-reflection that his wife had wronged him. He was still able to fan to
-life the embers of his rage against her and against Semler. Yet the man
-was finding it hard to endure the hatred in Ruth’s eyes, the silent
-glances which met him when he went abroad, the ostracism of the village.
-He wanted comradeship in these days as he had never wanted it before. He
-desired the friendship of mankind; he desired, in an unformed way, the
-affection of Ruth. The girl had come to symbolize in his thoughts
-something like his own conscience. He was uncertainly conscious that if
-she forgave him, looked kindly upon him, bore him no more malice, he
-might altogether forgive himself for that which he had done.
-
-Yet when he put this thought in words it evoked a revolt in his own
-heart; and he would cry out to himself, “I need no forgiveness! I’ve
-nothing to forgive! I was right to let the bull.... She was false as a
-witch; false as hell!”
-
-He found poor comfort in this thought. So long as he believed his wife
-was guilty he could endure the torment of his own remorse, could relieve
-the pain of it. And if Ruth would only smile upon him, be her old
-friendly self to him again....
-
-The man’s attentions to her were almost like an uncouth wooing. He began
-to study the girl’s wants, to find little ways to help her, to
-anticipate her desires, to ease her work about the house. He sought
-opportunities to talk with her, and drove himself to speak gently and
-ingratiatingly. He called her Ruthie, though she had always been Ruth to
-him before.
-
-The man was pitiful; the girl could not wholly harden her heart against
-him. Naturally generous and kindly she caught herself thinking that
-after all he had loved Mary well; that he missed her terribly. Once or
-twice hearing him move about his room in the night she guessed his
-loneliness. She was more and more sorry for Evered.
-
-Ruth was not the only one who saw that the man was growing old too
-swiftly. They marked the fact at Will Bissell’s store. Will saw it, and
-Lee Motley saw it, and Jim Saladine; these three with a certain
-sympathy. Jean Bubier saw it with sardonic amusement, tinged with
-understanding. Old Man Varney saw it with malice; and Judd in the
-meanness of his soul saw it with malignant delight.
-
-“Looking for friends now, he is,” Judd exclaimed one night. “Him that
-was so bold before. Tried to start talk with me to-day. I turned my back
-on the man. I’d a mind to tell him why.”
-
-Motley and Saladine spoke of the thing together. Motley said, “I think
-he--thought a deal of Mary--in the man’s way.”
-
-And Saladine nodded and said: “Yes. But--there’s more to it than that,
-Lee. More than we know, I figure. Something hidden behind it all. A
-black thing, if the whole truth was to come out. Or so it looks to me.”
-
-Saladine was a steady, thoughtful man, and Motley respected his opinion,
-and thought upon the matter much thereafter; but he was to come to no
-conclusion.
-
-On his farm the change in Evered manifested itself in more than one way;
-in no way more markedly than in his lack of energy. He left most of the
-chores to John; and, what was more significant, he gave over to John
-full care of the huge red bull. It had been Evered’s delight to master
-that brute and bend it to his will. John and Ruth both marked that he
-avoided it in these later days. John had the feeding of it; he cleaned
-its stall; he tossed in straw for the creature’s bed. The bull was
-beginning to know him, to know that it need not fear him. He was
-accustomed to go into its stall and move about the beast without
-precautions, speaking gently when he spoke at all.
-
-Ruth never saw this. She seldom went near the red bull’s stall. She
-hated the animal and dreaded it. On one occasion she did go near its
-pen. It was suppertime and the food was hot upon the table. She called
-John from the woodshed, and then came to the kitchen door to summon
-Evered. He was leaning against the high gate of the bull’s plank-walled
-yard looking in at the animal. Ruth called to him to come to supper, but
-he did not turn. She called again, and still the man did not move.
-
-A little alarmed, for fear he might have been suddenly stricken sick,
-she went swiftly across the barnyard to where he stood, and looked at
-him, and looked into the pen.
-
-Evered was watching the bull; and the bull stood a dozen feet away,
-watching the man. There was a stillness about them both which frightened
-the girl; a still intentness. Neither moved; their eyes met steadily
-without shifting. There was no emotion in either of them. It was as
-though the man were probing the bull’s mind, as though the bull would
-read the man’s thoughts. They were like persons hypnotized. Ruth
-shivered and touched Evered’s arm and shook it a little.
-
-“Supper’s ready,” she said.
-
-He turned to her with eyes still glazed from the intensity of their
-stare.
-
-“Supper?” he echoed. Then remembrance came to him; and he nodded heavily
-and said with that wistfully ingratiating note in his voice, “Yes,
-Ruthie, I’m coming. Come; let’s go together.”
-
-He took her arm, and she had not the hardness of heart to break away
-from him. They went into the house side by side.
-
-
-
-
-XV
-
-
-In mid-October Darrin returned afoot, as he had departed; and there was
-no warning of his coming. He reached the farm in the afternoon. John was
-in the woodlot at the time, cutting the wood into cord lengths in
-preparation for hauling. Evered had worked in the morning, but after
-dinner he sat down by the kitchen stove and remained there, in the dull
-apathy of thought which was becoming habitual to him. He was still there
-and Ruth was busy about the room when Darrin came to the door. Ruth had
-caught sight of him through the window; she was at the door to meet him
-and opened it before he knocked. She wanted to tell him how glad she was
-to see him; but all she could do was stand very still, her right hand at
-her throat, her eyes on his.
-
-He said gently, “Well, I’ve come back. But it has been longer than I
-thought it would be.”
-
-She nodded. “Yes, it has been a long time.”
-
-There was so much of confession in her tone that the man’s heart pounded
-and he stepped quickly toward her. But when she moved back he saw Evered
-within the room, watching him with dull eyes; and he caught himself and
-his face sobered and hardened.
-
-“My things are here?” he asked.
-
-“In the shed,” she said. “John brought them up. I’ll show you.”
-
-She stepped away and he followed her into the kitchen, toward the door
-that opened at one side into the shed.
-
-She had already opened the door when Evered asked huskily, “Back, are
-you?”
-
-Darrin said, “Yes.” There was an indescribable note of hostility in his
-voice which he could not disguise.
-
-“Won’t be here long now, I figure,” Evered suggested.
-
-“I don’t know,” said Darrin. “I’ll be here till I’ve done what I came to
-do.”
-
-Evered did not speak for a minute; then he asked, “Get them moose
-pictures, you mean?”
-
-Ruth looked from one man to the other in a bewildered way, half sensing
-the fact that both were wary and alert.
-
-Darrin said, “Of course.”
-
-Evered shook his head. “Dangerous business, this time o’ year. The old
-bulls have got other things on their mind besides having their pictures
-took.”
-
-“I’ll risk it,” said Darrin.
-
-“You’ve a right to,” Evered told him, and turned away.
-
-Darrin watched the man for an instant; then he followed Ruth into the
-shed. She showed him his dunnage, packed in a stout roll; and he lifted
-it by the lashing and slung it across his shoulder.
-
-“Mr. Evered is right,” she said. “The moose are dangerous--in the fall.”
-
-He touched his roll with his left hand affectionately. “I’ve a gun here.
-My pistol, you know. I’ll be careful.”
-
-She urged softly, “Please do.”
-
-There was so much solicitude in her voice that Darrin was shaken by it;
-he slid the roll to the floor.
-
-Then Evered came to the door that led into the shed; and he said, “I’ll
-help you down with that stuff.”
-
-Darrin shook his head. “No need,” he replied. “I can handle it.”
-
-He swung it up again across his shoulder; and Ruth opened the outer door
-for him. She and Evered stood together watching him cross the barnyard
-and lower the bars and pass through and go on his way.
-
-When he was out of sight Ruth looked up at Evered; and the man said
-gently, “Glad to see him, Ruthie?”
-
-She nodded, “I like him.”
-
-“More than you like John?” the man asked.
-
-And she said steadily, “I like them both. But Darrin is gentle, and
-strong too. And you Evereds are only cruelly strong.”
-
-“I wouldn’t say John was cruel,” the man urged wistfully.
-
-“He’s your son,” she said, the old bitterness in her voice.
-
-And Evered nodded, as though in confession. He looked in the direction
-Darrin had taken.
-
-“I wonder what he’s back for,” he said half to himself.
-
-Ruth did not answer, and after a little she went back into the kitchen.
-She heard Evered working with his ax for a while, splitting up wood for
-the stove; and presently he brought in an armful and dumped it in the
-woodbox. It was a thing he had done before, though John was accustomed
-to carry her wood for her. As he dropped the wood now Evered looked
-toward her, as though to make sure she had seen; he smiled in a
-pleading, broken way. She thanked him, a certain sympathy in her voice
-in spite of herself. The man was so broken; he had grown so old in so
-short a time.
-
-Darrin, bound toward his old camping ground at the spring, heard John’s
-ax in the birch growth at his left, but he did not turn aside. There was
-a new purpose in the man; his old pleasantly amiable demeanor had
-altered; his eyes were steady and hard. He reached the spring and
-disposed his goods, with a packet of provisions which he had brought
-from the village.
-
-A little later he went back up the hill to get milk and eggs from the
-farm. It chanced that he found Evered in the barnyard; and Evered saw
-him coming, and watched him approach. They came face to face at the
-bars, and when Darrin had passed through he stood still, eying the other
-man and waiting for Evered to speak. There was a steady scrutiny in
-Evered’s eyes, a questioning; Darrin met this questioning glance with
-one that told nothing. His lips set a little grimly.
-
-Evered asked at last, “You say you came back for more pictures?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“I’m wondering if you’ll get what you come for.”
-
-Darrin said, “I intend to.”
-
-Evered nodded quietly. “All right,” he agreed. “I don’t aim to hinder.”
-
-He turned toward the barn; and as he turned Darrin saw that he had his
-knife slung in its leather sheath upon his hip. The sheath was deep;
-only the tip of the knife’s haft showed. Yet Darrin’s eyes fastened on
-this with a strange intentness, as though he were moved by a morbid
-curiosity at sight of the thing. The heavy knife had taken so many
-lives.
-
-Darrin did not move till Evered had gone into the barn and out of sight;
-then the younger man turned toward the house, and knocked, and Ruth
-opened the door.
-
-He asked, “Can I get milk to-night, and eggs; and have you made butter?”
-
-She had been surprised to see him so soon again; she was a little
-startled, could not find words at once. But she nodded and he came into
-the kitchen and she shut the door behind him, for the day was cold.
-
-“We haven’t milked,” she said. “It will be a little while.”
-
-Darrin, whose thoughts had been on other things, found himself suddenly
-swept by a sense of her loveliness. He had always known that she was
-beautiful, but he had held back the thought, had fought against it. Now
-seeing her again after so long a time he forgot everything but her. She
-saw the slow change in his eyes; and though she had longed for it, it
-frightened her.
-
-She began to tremble, and tried to speak, but all she could say was,
-“Oh!”
-
-Darrin came toward her then slowly. He had not meant to speak, yet the
-words came before he knew. “Ah, Ruth, I have missed you so,” he said.
-
-Her eyes were dim and soft. She was miserably happy, an anguish of
-happiness.
-
-He said, “I love you so, Ruth. I love you so.” And he kissed her.
-
-The girl was swept as by a tempest. She had dreamed of this man for
-weeks, idealizing him, thinking him all that was fine and gentle and
-good. She gave herself to his kisses as though she were hungry for them.
-She was crying, tears were flowing down her cheeks; and at first she
-thought this was because she was so happy, while Darrin, half alarmed,
-half laughing, whispered to comfort her.
-
-Then slowly the girl knew that she was not crying because she was so
-happy. She could not tell why she cried; she could not put her heart in
-words. It was as though she were lonely, terribly lonely. And she was
-angry with herself at that. How could she be lonely in his arms? In
-Darrin’s arms, his kisses on her wet cheeks?
-
-She could not put the thought away. While he still held her she wept for
-very loneliness. He could not soothe her. She scarce heard him; she put
-her hands against him and tried to push him away, feebly at first. She
-did not want to push him away; yet something made her. He held her
-still; his arms were like bands of iron. He was so strong, so hard. Thus
-close against him she seemed to feel a rigor of spirit in the man. It
-was as though she were pressed against a wall. He freed her. “Please,”
-he said.
-
-And she cried, as though to persuade herself, “Oh, I do love you! I do!”
-
-But when he would have put his arms round her again she shrank away from
-him, so that he forbore. She turned quickly away to her tasks. She had
-time to compose herself before Evered came in, and later John. Then
-Darrin left with the things he had come to secure, and went down the
-hill in the early dusk of fall.
-
-Ruth was thoughtful that evening; she went early to her room. She was
-trying desperately to understand herself. She had been drawn so strongly
-toward Darrin, she had found him all that she wanted a man to be. She
-had been miserable at his going, had longed for his return. She had
-wanted that which had come to pass this day. The girl was honest with
-herself, had always been honest with herself. She had known she loved
-him, longed for him.
-
-Yet now he was returned, he loved her and his kisses only served to make
-her miserably lonely. She could not understand; slept, still without
-comprehending.
-
-Darrin, next day, did not go into the swamp. He busied himself about the
-spring, producing again that sketch which he had made on the day Evered
-told him the story of the tragedy. He was groping for something, groping
-for understanding, his forehead wrinkled and his eyes were sober with
-thought.
-
-After he had cooked his dinner and eaten it the man sat for a long time
-by the fire, tending it with little sticks, watching the flames as
-though he expected to find in them the answer to his riddle. Once he
-took from his pocket a letter, and read it soberly enough, then put it
-back again. And once he took fresh paper and made a new sketch of the
-locality about him.
-
-He seemed at last to come to some decision. The aspect of his
-countenance changed subtly. He got to his feet, pacing back and forth.
-At about four o’clock in the afternoon he put on his coat and started up
-the knoll toward the farm. When he had gone some fifty yards he stopped,
-hesitated, and came back to his camp fire. From his kit he selected the
-automatic pistol, saw that it held a loaded clip, belted it on. It hung
-under his coat inconspicuously.
-
-He went on his way this time without hesitation; went steadily up the
-hill, reached the bars about the farmyard, passed through and knocked
-on the kitchen door.
-
-Ruth came to the door; he asked her abstractedly, as though she were a
-stranger, where Evered was. She said he was in the shed; and Darrin went
-there and found Evered grinding an ax. The man looked up at his coming
-with sober eyes. Ruth had stayed in the kitchen.
-
-Darrin said quietly, “Evered, I want to talk to you.”
-
-Evered hesitated, studying the other. He asked, “What about?”
-
-“A good many things,” Darrin told him.
-
-Evered laid aside the ax. “All right,” he said.
-
-“Come away from the house,” Darrin suggested.
-
-There was a certain dominant note in his voice. The old Evered would
-have stayed where he was; but the old Evered was dead. “Come,” said
-Darrin; and he stepped out into the yard and Evered followed him. Darrin
-crossed to the bars and let them down. He and Evered passed silently
-through.
-
-The men went, Darrin a little in the lead, down the hill toward the
-spring.
-
-
-
-
-XVI
-
-
-The day was cold and damp and chill, with a promise of snow in the air;
-one of those ugly October days when coming winter seems to sulk upon the
-northern hills, awaiting summer’s tardy going. Clouds obscured the sky,
-though now and then during the morning the sun had broken through,
-laying a patch of light upon the earth and bringing out the nearer hills
-in bold relief against those that were farthest off. The wind was
-northeasterly, always a storm sign hereabouts. There was haste in it,
-and haste in the air, and haste in all the wild things that were abroad.
-The crows overhead flew swiftly, tumbling headlong in the racking air
-currents. A flock of geese passed once, high in the murk, their honking
-drifting faintly down to earth. The few ground birds darted from cover
-to cover; the late-pasturing cows had gone early to the barn. Night was
-coming early; an ominous blackness seemed about to shut down upon the
-world. The very air held threats and whispers of harm.
-
-Evered and Darrin walked in silence down along the old wood road,
-through a birch clump, past some dwarfed oaks, and out into the open on
-the shelf above the spring.
-
-Halfway across this shelf Darrin said “I’ve got some questions to ask
-you, Evered.”
-
-Evered did not answer. Darrin had not stopped and Evered kept pace with
-him.
-
-The younger man said, “This was the way you came that day your wife was
-killed, wasn’t it?”
-
-Evered turned his head as though to speak, hesitated. Darrin stopped and
-caught his eye.
-
-“Look here,” he demanded. “You’ve nothing to hide in that business, have
-you?”
-
-“No,” said Evered mildly. He wondered why he answered the other at all;
-yet there was something in the younger man’s bearing which he did not
-care to meet, something dominant and commanding, as though Darrin had a
-right to ask, and knew that he had this right. “No,” said Evered;
-“nothing to hide.”
-
-And Darrin repeated his question: “Was this the way you came?”
-
-Evered nodded. As they went on nearer the spring Darrin touched his arm.
-“I want you to show me where you were when you first saw them--your
-wife, and Semler, and the bull.”
-
-Evered made no response; but a moment later he stopped. “Here,” he said.
-Darrin looked down toward the spring and all about them. And Evered
-repeated, “Here, by this rock.”
-
-The younger man nodded and passed down to the spring, with Evered beside
-him. Darrin sat down and motioned Evered to sit.
-
-“What did you think, when you saw them?” he asked.
-
-Evered’s cheeks colored slowly; they turned from bronze to red, from red
-to purple.
-
-Darrin prompted him: “When you saw your wife and Semler here together.”
-
-“What would you have thought?” Evered asked, his voice held steady.
-
-Darrin nodded understanding. “You were angry?” he suggested.
-
-Evered flung his head on one side with a fierce gesture, as though to
-shut out some unwelcome sight that assaulted his eyes.
-
-Darrin, watching him acutely, waited for a little before he asked:
-“Where was the bull, when you saw him first?”
-
-Evered jerked his hand toward the right. “There,” he said.
-
-Darrin got up and went in that direction, and moved to and fro, asking
-directions, till Evered told him he was near the spot. Darrin came back
-then and sat down.
-
-“You thought she loved him?” he asked under his breath.
-
-Evered shook his head, not in negation but as though to brush the
-question aside. Darrin filled his pipe and lighted it, and puffed at it
-in silence for a while.
-
-“Pitkin told you the bull was loose, didn’t he?” he asked at last.
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“So you came down to get the beast?”
-
-“Yes, I came for that.”
-
-“Expect any trouble?”
-
-“You can always look for trouble with the red bull.”
-
-“How did you plan to handle him?”
-
-“Brad, and nose ring.”
-
-Darrin eyed the other sharply. “Wouldn’t have had much time to get hold
-of his nose ring if he’d charged, would you?”
-
-“I had a gun,” said Evered. “A forty-five.”
-
-“Oh,” said Darrin. “You had a gun?”
-
-Evered, a little restive, cried, “Yes, damn it, I had a gun!”
-
-“You must have felt like shooting Semler,” Darrin suggested; and Evered
-looked at him sidewise, a little alarmed. He seemed to put himself on
-guard.
-
-Darrin got to his feet. “They were sitting by these rocks, weren’t
-they?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-The younger man bent above the other. “Evered,” he said, “why didn’t you
-turn the bull from its charge?”
-
-He saw Evered’s face go white, his eyes flickering to and fro. The man
-came to his feet.
-
-“There was no time!” he exclaimed.
-
-His voice was husky and unsteady; Darrin dominated him, seemed to tower
-above him. There was about Evered the air of a broken man.
-
-Darrin pointed to the knoll. “You were within half a dozen strides of
-them. The bull was full thirty yards away.”
-
-Evered cried, “Damn you!”
-
-He turned abruptly, climbed the knoll. Darrin stood still till Evered
-was almost gone from his sight, then he shouted, “Evered!” Evered went
-on; and Darrin with a low exclamation leaped after him. Evered must have
-heard his pounding steps, but he did not turn. Darrin came up with him;
-he tugged his pistol from its holster and jammed it against Evered’s
-side.
-
-“Turn round,” he said, “or I’ll blow you in two.”
-
-Evered did not turn; he did not stop. Dusk had fallen upon them before
-this; their figures were black in the growing darkness. A pelting spray
-of rain swept over them, the drops like ice. Above them the hill was
-black against the gray western sky. Behind them and below the swamp
-brooded, dark and still. Surrounded by gloom and wind and rain the two
-moved thus a dozen paces--Evered looking straight ahead, Darrin pressing
-the pistol against the other’s ribs.
-
-Then Darrin leaped past the other, into Evered’s path, his weapon
-leveled. “Stop!” he said, harshly. “You wife killer, stop, and listen to
-me!”
-
-Evered came on; and Darrin in a voice that was like a scream warned him:
-“I’ll shoot!”
-
-Evered did not stop. There was a certain dignity about the man, a
-certain strength. Against it Darrin seemed to rebound helplessly. Their
-rôles were reversed. Where Darrin had been dominant he was now weak;
-where Evered had been weak he was strong. The older man came on; he was
-within two paces. Darrin’s finger pressed the trigger--indecisively.
-Then Evered’s great fist whipped round like light and struck Darrin’s
-hand, and the pistol flew from his grip, end over end, and struck
-against a bowlder with a flash of sparks in the darkness. Darrin’s hand
-and wrist and arm were numbed by the blow; he hugged them against his
-body. Evered watched him, still as still. And Darrin screamed at him in
-a hoarse unsteady voice his black accusation.
-
-“You killed her!” he cried. “In that black temper of yours you let the
-bull have her. You’re a devil on earth. Evered! You’re a devil among
-men!”
-
-Evered lifted his hand, silencing the man. Darrin wished to speak and
-dared not. There was something terrible in the other’s demeanor,
-something terrible in his calm strength and purpose.
-
-He said at last in set tones: “It was my right. She was guilty as hell!”
-
-Darrin found courage to laugh. “You lie,” he said. “And that’s what I’m
-here to tell you, man. I ought to take you and give you to other men, to
-hang by the thick neck that holds up your evil head. But this is better,
-Evered. This is better. I tell you your wife, whom you killed, was as
-clean as snow.”
-
-When he had spoken he was afraid, for the light in Evered’s eyes was the
-father of fear. He began to fumble in his coat in a desperate haste, not
-daring to look away, not daring to take his eyes from Evered’s. He
-fumbled there, and found the letter he had read beside his fire so
-carefully; found it and drew it, crumpled, forth. He held it toward
-Evered.
-
-“Read,” he cried. “Read that, and see.”
-
-Evered took the letter quietly; and before Darrin’s eyes the fury died
-in the other man. Over his face there crept a mask of sorrow irrevocable
-and profound. He said no word, but took the letter and opened it. The
-light was dim; he could not read till Darrin flashed his electric torch
-upon the page. A strange picture, in that moment, these two--Evered,
-the old and breaking man; Darrin, young and vigorous; Evered dominant,
-Darrin tremulously exultant; Evered, his great head bent, his
-unaccustomed eyes scanning the written lines; Darrin holding the light
-beside him.
-
-Evered was slow in reading the letter, for in the first place it was
-written in his wife’s hand, and he had loved her; so that his eyes were
-dimmed. He was not conscious of the words he read, though they were not
-important. It was the message of the lines that came home to him; the
-unmistakable truth that lay behind them. The letter of an unhappy woman
-to a man whom she had found friendly and kind. She told Semler that she
-loved Evered; told him this so simply there could be no questioning.
-Would always love Evered. Bade Semler forget her, be gone, never return.
-Nothing but friendliness for him. Bade him not make her unhappy. And at
-the end, again, she wrote that she loved Evered.
-
-The man who had killed her did not so much read this letter as absorb
-it, let it sink home into his heart and carry its own conviction there.
-
-It was not curiosity that moved him, not doubt that made him ask Darrin
-quietly: “How got you this?”
-
-“From Semler,” Darrin told him. “I found him--followed him half across
-the country--told him what I guessed. That was the only letter he ever
-had from her. Written the day you killed her. Damn you, do you see!”
-
-“How came they together?”
-
-“He knew she liked to come to the spring; he found her there, argued
-with her. She told him she loved you; there was no moving her. She loved
-you, who killed her. You devil of a man!”
-
-Evered folded the letter carefully and put it into his coat. “Why do you
-tell me?” he asked.
-
-“Because I know you cared for her!” Darrin cried. “Because I know this
-will hurt you worse than death itself.”
-
-Evered standing very still shook his head slowly. “That was not my
-meaning,” he explained patiently. “That is my concern. Why did you tell
-me? Why so much trouble for this? How did the matter touch you, Darrin?”
-
-The younger man had waited for this moment, waited for it through the
-years of his manhood. He had planned toward it for months past, shaping
-it to his fancy. He had looked forward to it as a moment of triumph; he
-had seen himself towering in just condemnation above one who trembled
-before him. He had been drunk with this anticipation.
-
-But the reality was not like his dreams. He knew that Evered was broken;
-that his soul must be shattered. Yet he could not exult. There was such
-a strength of honest sorrow in the old man before him, there was so much
-dignity and power that Darrin in spite of himself was shamed and shaken.
-He felt something that was like regret. He felt himself mean and small;
-like a malicious, mud-slinging, inconsiderable fragment of a man. His
-voice was low, it was almost apologetic when he answered the other’s
-question.
-
-“How did the matter touch you, Darrin?” Evered asked; and the rain swept
-over them in a more tempestuous fusilade.
-
-Darrin said in a husky choking voice: “I’m Dave Riggs’ son. You killed
-my father.”
-
-Evered, silent a moment, slowly nodded as though not greatly surprised.
-“Dave Riggs’ boy,” he echoed. “Aye, I might have known.” And he added:
-“I lost you, years agone. I tried to make matters easier for you, for
-Dave’s sake. I was sorry for that matter, Darrin.”
-
-Darrin tried to flog his anger to white heat again. “You killed my
-father,” he exclaimed. “When I was still a boy I swore that I’d pay you
-for that. And when I grew up I planned and planned. And when I heard
-about your wife, I came up here, to watch you--find out. I felt there
-was something. I told you I’d seen Semler, trapped you. You told me more
-than you meant to tell. And then I got trace of him, followed him. I did
-it to blast you, Evered; pay you for what you did to me. That’s why.”
-
-He ended lamely; his anger was dead; his voice was like a plea.
-
-Evered said gently and without anger. “It was your right.” And a moment
-later he turned slowly and went away, up the hill and toward his home.
-
-Darrin, left behind, labored again to wake the exultation he had counted
-on; but he could not. He had hungered for this revenge of his, but there
-is no substance in raw and naked vengeance. You cannot set your teeth
-in it. Darrin found that it left him empty, that he was sick of himself
-and of his own deeds.
-
-“It was coming to him,” he cried half aloud.
-
-But he could not put away from his thoughts the memory of Evered’s proud
-dignity of sorrow; he was abashed before the man.
-
-He stumbled back to his rain-swept camp like one who has done a crime.
-
-
-
-
-XVII
-
-
-When Evered reached the farm, dark had fully fallen; and the cold rain
-was splattering against the buildings, driven by fierce little gusts of
-wind from the northwest as the direction of the storm shifted. The man
-walked steadily enough, his head held high. What torment was hidden
-behind his proud bearing no man could guess. He went to the kitchen, and
-Ruth told him that John must be near done with the milking. Evered
-nodded, as though he were tired. Ruth saw that he was wet, and when he
-took off his coat and hat she brought him a cup of steaming tea and made
-him drink it. He said, “Thanks, Ruthie!” And he took the cup from her
-hands and sipped it slowly, the hot liquid bringing back his strength.
-
-His trousers were soaked through at the knees. She bade him go in and
-change them; and he went to his room. When John came from the barn
-Evered had not yet come out into the kitchen again. Supper was ready
-and Ruth went to his door and called to him.
-
-He came out; and both Ruth and John saw the strange light in the man’s
-eyes. He did not speak and they did not speak to him. There was that
-about him which held them silent. He ate a little, then went to his room
-again and shut the door. They could hear him for a little while, walking
-to and fro. Then the sound of his footsteps ceased.
-
-Only one door lay between his room and the kitchen; and unconsciously
-the two hushed their voices, so that they might not disturb him. John
-got into dry clothes, then helped Ruth with the dishes, brought fresh
-water from the pump to fill the tank at the end of the stove, brought
-wood for the morning, turned the separator, and finally sat smoking
-while she cleaned the parts of that instrument. They spoke now and then;
-but there was some constraint between them. Both of them were thinking
-of Evered.
-
-Ruth, her work finished, came and sat down by the stove with a basket of
-socks to be darned, and her needle began to move carefully to and fro in
-the gaping holes she stretched across her darning egg.
-
-John asked her in a low voice, “Did you mark trouble in my father this
-night?”
-
-She looked at him, concern in her eyes. “Yes. There was something. He
-seemed happier, somehow; yet very sad too.”
-
-He said, “His eyes were shining, like.”
-
-“I saw,” she agreed.
-
-John smoked for a little while. Then: “I’m wondering what it is,” he
-murmured. “Something has happened to him.”
-
-Ruth, head bent above her work, remembered Darrin’s coming, his summons.
-But she said nothing till John asked: “Do you know what it was?”
-
-“He was talking with Fred,” she said; and slowly, cheeks rosy, amended
-herself: “With Mr. Darrin.”
-
-John nodded. “I knew they were away together.”
-
-“Mr. Darrin came for him,” said Ruth. “He took your father away.”
-
-They said no more of the matter, for there was nothing more to say; but
-they thought a great deal. Now and then they spoke of other things.
-Outside the house the wind was whistling and lashing the weatherboards
-with rain; and after a while the sharp sound of the raindrops was
-intensified to a clatter and John said, “It’s turned to hail. There’ll
-be snow by morning.”
-
-The girl thought of Darrin. “He’ll be wet and cold out in this. He ought
-to come up to the barn.”
-
-John smiled. “He can care for himself. His shelter will turn this, easy.
-He’d come if he wanted to come.”
-
-His tone was friendly and Ruth asked, watching him, “You like Mr.
-Darrin, don’t you?”
-
-“Yes,” John told her. “Yes,” he said slowly; “I like the man.”
-
-What pain the words cost him he hid from her eyes altogether. She was,
-vaguely, a little disappointed. She had not wanted John to like Darrin;
-and yet she--loved the man. She must love him; she had longed for him
-so. Thinking of him as she sat here with her mending in her lap she felt
-again that unaccountable pang of loneliness. And the girl looked
-sidewise at John. John was watching the little flames that showed
-through the grate in the front of the stove. He seemed to pay no heed to
-her.
-
-After a while Ruth said she would go to bed; and she put away her
-basket of mending, set her chair in place by the table and went to the
-door that led toward her own room. John, still sitting by the stove, had
-not turned. She stood in the doorway for a moment, watching him. There
-was a curious yearning in her eyes.
-
-By and by she said softly, “Good night, John.”
-
-He got up from his chair, and turned toward her and stood there. “Good
-night, Ruth,” he answered.
-
-She did not close the door between them; and after a moment, as though
-without his own volition, his feet moved. He came toward her, came
-nearer where she stood.
-
-She did not know whether to stay or to go. The girl was shaken, unsure
-of herself, afraid of her own impulses. And then she remembered that she
-loved Darrin, must love him. And she stepped back and shut the door
-slowly between them. Even with the door shut she stood still, listening;
-and she heard John turn and go back to his chair and sit down.
-
-She was swept by an unaccountable wave of angry disappointment. And the
-girl turned into her room and with quick sharp movements loosed her
-garments and put them aside and made herself ready for bed. She blew out
-the light and lay down. But her eyes were wide, and she was wholly
-without desire to sleep. And by and by she began to cry, for no reason
-she could name. She was oppressed by a terrible weight of sorrow,
-indefinable. It was as though this great sorrow were in the very air
-about her. It was, she thought once gropingly, as though someone near
-her were dying in the night. Once before she slept she heard Evered
-moving to and fro in his room, adjoining hers.
-
-John had no heart for sleep that night. He sat in the kitchen alone for
-a long time; and he went to bed at last, not because he was sleepy, but
-because there was nothing else to do. He put wood in the stove and shut
-it tightly; there would be some fire there in the morning. He put the
-cats into the shed and locked the outer door, and so went at last to his
-room. The man undressed slowly and blew out his light. When once he was
-abed the healthy habit of his lusty youth put him quickly to sleep. He
-slept with scarce a dream till an hour before dawn, and woke then, and
-rose to dress for the morning’s chores.
-
-From his window, even before the light came, he saw that some wet snow
-had fallen during the night. When he had made the fire in the kitchen
-and filled the kettle he put on his boots and went to the barn. There
-were inches of snow and half-frozen mud in the barnyard. It was cold and
-dreary in the open. A little snow fell fitfully now and then.
-
-Within the barn the sweet odors that he loved greeted him. The place
-steamed pleasantly with the body warmth of the cattle and the horse
-stabled there; and he heard the pigs squealing softly, as though in
-their sleep, in their winter pen at the farther end of the barn floor.
-He lighted his lantern and hung it to a peg and fed the stock--a little
-grain to the horse, hay to the cows, some cut-up squash and a basketful
-of beets to the pigs. As an afterthought he gave beets to the cows as
-well. John worked swiftly, cleaned up the horse’s stall and the tie-up
-where the line of cows was secured. After he was done here he fed the
-bull, the red bull in its strong stall; and while the creature ate he
-cleaned the place and put fresh bedding in upon the floor. The bull
-seemed undisturbed by his presence; it turned its great head now and
-then to look at him with steady eyes, but there was no ugliness in its
-movements. When he had finished his work John stroked the great
-creature’s flank and shoulder and neck for a moment.
-
-He said under his breath, “You’re all right, old boy. You’re all right.
-You’re clever, by golly. Clever as a cow.”
-
-When Fraternity says a beast is clever it means gentle and kind rather
-than shrewd. The bull seemed to understand what John said; or what lay
-in his tone. The great head turned and pressed against him, not roughly.
-John stroked it a minute more, then left the stall and took a last look
-round to be sure he had forgotten nothing, and then went to the house.
-Day was coming now; there was a ghostly gray light in the farmyard. And
-the snow had turned, for the time, to a drizzling, sleeting sprinkle of
-rain.
-
-In the kitchen he found Ruth moving about; and she gave him the milk
-pails and he went out to milk. There were only three cows giving milk at
-that time. Two would come in in December; but for the present milking
-was a small chore. John was not long about it, but by the time he had
-finished and returned to the kitchen breakfast was almost ready. Evered
-had not yet come from his room.
-
-Ruth half whispered: “He was up in the night. I think he’s asleep. I’m
-going to let him sleep a while.”
-
-John nodded. “All right,” he agreed.
-
-“He’s so tired,” said Ruth; and there was a gentleness in her tone which
-made John look at her with some surprise. She had not spoken gently of
-Evered for months past.
-
-They separated the milk and gave the cats their morning ration and then
-they sat themselves down and breakfasted. When they were half done Ruth
-saw that day was fully come, and blew out the lamp upon the table
-between them. It left the kitchen so bleak and cheerless, however, that
-she lighted it again.
-
-“I don’t like a day like this,” she said. “It’s ugly. Everything is
-ugly. It makes me nervous, somehow.”
-
-She shivered a little and looked about her as though she felt some
-fearful thing at her very shoulder. John, more phlegmatic, watched her
-in some bewilderment. Ruth was not usually nervous.
-
-They had not heard Evered stirring; and all that morning they moved on
-tiptoe about their work. John forebore to split wood in the shed, his
-usual task on stormy days, lest he waken his father. Ruth handled the
-dishes gently, careful not to rattle them; she swept the floor with easy
-strokes that made but little sound. When Evered came into the kitchen, a
-little before noon, she and John looked at the man with quick curiosity,
-not knowing what they would see.
-
-They saw only that Evered’s head was held a little higher than was his
-custom of late; they saw that his eyes were sober and clear and
-thoughtful; they marked that his voice was gentle. He had dinner with
-them, speaking little, then went back to his room.
-
-Soon after dinner Darrin came to the door. Ruth asked him in, but the
-man would not come. John was in the barn; and Ruth, a little uneasy and
-afraid before this man, wished John were here.
-
-She asked Darrin, “Were you all right, last night?”
-
-He said he had been comfortable; that he had been able to keep dry. He
-had come on no definite errand.
-
-“I just--wanted to see you,” he said.
-
-Ruth made no reply, because she did not know what to say.
-
-Darrin asked, “Are you all all right here?”
-
-“Why, yes,” she told him.
-
-He looked to right and left, his eyes unable to meet hers. “Is Evered
-all right?” he asked.
-
-She felt the tension in his voice without understanding it. “Yes,” she
-said uncertainly; and then: “Why?”
-
-He tried to laugh. “Why, nothing. Where’s John?”
-
-Ruth told him John was in the barn and Darrin went out there. Ruth was
-left alone in the house. Once or twice during the afternoon she saw John
-and Darrin in the barn door. They seemed to be doing nothing, sitting in
-the shelter there, whittling, smoking, talking slowly.
-
-She felt the presence of Evered in his room, a presence like a brooding
-sorrow. It oppressed her. She became nervous, restless, moving aimlessly
-to and fro, and once she went to her room for something and found
-herself crying. She brushed away the tears impatiently, unable to
-understand. But she was afraid. There was something dreadful in the very
-air of the house.
-
-At noon the wind had turned colder and for a time the sleet and rain
-altogether ceased. The temperature was dropping; crystals of ice formed
-on the puddles in the barnyard, and the patches of old snow which lay
-here and there stiffened like hot metal hardening in a mold. Then with
-the abrupt and surprising effect of a stage transformation snow began to
-come down from the lowering, driving clouds. This was in its way a
-whole-hearted snowstorm, in some contrast to the miserable drizzle of
-the night. It was fine and wet, and hard-driven by the wind. There were
-times when the barn, a little way from the house, was obscured by the
-flying flakes; and the trees beyond were wholly hidden behind a veil of
-white.
-
-Ruth went about the house making sure that the windows were snug. From a
-front window she saw that the storm had thinned in that direction. She
-was able to look down into the orchard, which lay a little below the
-house, sloping away toward North Fraternity. The nearer trees were
-plain, the others were hidden from sight.
-
-The driving wind plastered this wet snow against everything it touched.
-One side of every tree, one side of every twig assumed a garment of
-white. The windows which the wind struck were opaque with it. When Ruth
-went back to the kitchen she saw that a whole side of the barn was so
-completely covered by the snow blanket that the dark shingling was
-altogether hidden. Against the white background of the storm it was as
-though this side of the barn had ceased to exist. The illusion was so
-abrupt that for a moment it startled her.
-
-The snow continued to fall for much of the afternoon; then the storm
-drifted past them and the hills all about were lighted up, not by the
-sun itself, but by an eerie blue light, which may have been the sun
-refracted and reflected by the snow that was still in the air above. The
-storm had left a snowy covering upon the world; and even this white
-blanket had a bluish tinge. Snow clung to windward of every tree and
-rock and building. Even the clothesline in the yard beside the house was
-hung with it.
-
-At first, when the storm had but just passed, the scene was very
-beautiful; but in the blue light it was pitilessly, bleakly cold. Then
-distantly the sun appeared. Ruth saw it first indirectly. Down the
-valley to the southward, a valley like a groove between two hills, the
-low scurrying clouds began to lift; and so presently the end of the
-valley was revealed, and Ruth was able to look through beneath the
-screen of clouds, and she could see the slopes of a distant hill where
-the snow had fallen lightly, brilliantly illumined by the golden
-sun--gold on the white of the snow and the brown and the green of grass
-and of trees. Mystically beautiful--blue sky in the distance there; and,
-between, the sun-dappled hills. The scene was made more gorgeous by the
-somber light which still lay about the farm.
-
-Then the clouds lifted farther and the sun came nearer. A little before
-sunset blue skies showed overhead, the sun streamed across the farm, the
-snow that had stuck against everything it touched began to sag and drop
-away; and the dripping of melting snow sounded cheerfully in the
-stillness of the late afternoon.
-
-Ruth saw John and Darrin in the farmyard talking together, watching the
-skies. They came toward the house and John bade her come out to see.
-The three of them walked round to the front, where the eye might reach
-for miles into infinite vistas of beauty. They stood there for a little
-time.
-
-The dropping sun bathed all the land in splendor; the winds had passed,
-the air was still as honey. Earth was become a thing of glory beyond
-compare.
-
-They were still standing here when they heard the hoarse and furious
-bellow of the great red bull.
-
-
-
-
-XVIII
-
-
-Evered had not slept the night before. There was no sleep in the man.
-And this was not because he was torn and agonized; it was because he had
-never been so fully alive, so alert of mind and body.
-
-Darrin’s accusation had come to him as no shock; Darrin’s proof that his
-wife was loyal had come as no surprise. He had expected neither; yet
-when they came it seemed to the man that he must have known they would
-come. It seemed to him that all the world must know what he had done;
-and it seemed to him that he must always have known his wife was--his
-wife forever.
-
-His principal reaction was a great relief of spirit. He was unhappy,
-sorrowful; yet there was a pleasant ease and solace in his very
-unhappiness. For he was rid now, at last, of doubts and of
-uncertainties; his mind was no more beclouded; there were no more
-shadows of mystery and questioning. All was clear before him; all that
-there was to know he knew. And--his secret need no longer be borne
-alone. Darrin knew; it was as though the whole world knew. He was
-indescribably relieved by this certainty.
-
-He did not at first look into the future at all. He let himself breathe
-the present. He came back to the farm and ate his supper and went to his
-room; and there was something that sang softly within him. It was almost
-as though his wife waited for him, comfortingly, there. Physically a
-little restless, he moved about for a time; but his mind was steady, his
-thoughts were calm.
-
-His thoughts were memories, harking backward through the years.
-
-Evered was at this time almost fifty years old. He was born in North
-Fraternity, in the house of his mother’s father, to which she had gone
-when her time came near. Evered’s own father had died weeks before, in
-the quiet fashion of the countryside. That had been on this hillside
-farm above the swamp, which Evered’s father had owned. His mother stayed
-upon the farm for a little, and when the time came she went to her home,
-and when Evered was a month old she had brought him back to the farm
-again.
-
-She died, Evered remembered, when he was still a boy, nine or ten years
-old. She had not married a second time, but her brother had come to live
-with her, and he survived her and kept the farm alive and producing. He
-taught Evered the work that lay before him. He had been a butcher, and
-it was from him Evered learned the trade. A kind man, Evered remembered,
-but not over wise; and he had lacked understanding of the boy.
-
-Evered had been a brilliant boy, active and wholly alive, his mind alert
-and keen, his muscles quick, his temper sharp. Yet his anger was
-accustomed to pass quickly, so that he had in him the stuff that makes
-friends; and he had friends in those days. Still in his teens he won the
-friendship of the older men, even as he dominated the boys of his own
-age. He and Lee Motley had grown up together. There had always been
-close sympathy between these two.
-
-When he was nineteen he married, in the adventurous spirit of youth, a
-girl of the hills; a simple lovely child, not so old as he. Married her
-gaily, brought her home gaily. There had been affection between them, he
-knew now, but nothing more. He had thought himself heartbroken when,
-their boy child still a baby, she had died. But a year later he met Mary
-MacLure, and there had never been any other woman in the world for him
-thereafter.
-
-Evered’s memories were very vivid; it needed no effort to bring back to
-him Mary’s face as he first saw her. A dance in the big hall halfway
-from North Fraternity to Montville. She came late, two men with her; and
-Evered saw her come into the door. He had come alone to the dance; he
-was free to devote himself to her, and within the half hour he had swept
-all others aside, and he and Mary MacLure danced and danced together,
-while their pulses sang in the soft air of the night, and their eyes,
-meeting, glowed and glowed.
-
-Fraternity still talked of that swift, hot courtship. Evered had fought
-two men for her, and that fight was well remembered. He had fought for a
-clear field, and won it, though Mary MacLure scolded him for the
-winning, as long as she had heart to scold this man. From his first
-moment with her Evered had been lifted out of himself by the emotions
-she awoke in him. He loved her hotly and jealously and passionately;
-and in due course he won her.
-
-Not too quickly, for Mary MacLure knew her worth and knew how to make
-herself dear to him. She humbled him, and at first he suffered this,
-till one night he came to her house when the flowers were abloom and the
-air was warm as a caress. And at first, seated on the steps of her porch
-with the man at her feet, she teased him lightly and provokingly, till
-he rose and stood above her. Something made her rise too; and then she
-was in his arms, lips yielding to his, trembling to his ardent whispers.
-For long minutes they stood so, conscious only of each other, drunk with
-the mutual ecstasy of conquest and of surrender, tempestuously
-embracing.
-
-They were married, and he brought her home to the farm above the swamp,
-and because he loved her so well, because he loved her too well, he had
-watched over her with jealous eyes, had guarded her. She became a
-recluse. An isolation grew up about them. Evered wanted no human being
-in his life but her; and when the ardor of his love could find no other
-vent, it showed itself in cruel gibes at her, in reckless words.
-
-Youth was still hot in the man. He and Mary might have weathered this
-hard period of adjustment, might have come to a quiet happiness
-together; but it was in these years that Evered killed Dave Riggs, a
-thing half accident. He had gone forth that day with bitterness in his
-heart; he had quarreled with Mary, and hated himself for it; and hated
-by proxy all the world besides. Riggs irritated him profoundly, roused
-the quick anger in the man. And when the hot clouds cleared from before
-his eyes Riggs was dead.
-
-A thing that could not be undone, it had molded Evered’s soul into harsh
-and rugged lines. It was true, as he had told Darrin, that he had sought
-to make some amends; had offered help to the dead man’s wife, first
-openly, and then--when she cursed him from her door--in secret, hidden
-ways. But she left Fraternity and took her child, and they lost
-themselves in the outer world.
-
-So Evered could not ease his conscience by the reparation he longed to
-make; and the thing lay with him always through the years thereafter. A
-thing fit to change a man in unpleasant fashion, the killing had shaped
-Evered’s whole life--to this black end that lay before him.
-
-The man during this long night alone in his room thought back through
-all the years; and it was as though he sat in judgment on himself. There
-was, there had always been a native justice in him; he never deceived
-his own heart, never palliated even to himself his own ill deeds. There
-was no question in his mind now. He knew the thing he had done in all
-its ugly lights. And as he thought of it, sitting beside his bed, he
-played with the heavy knife which he had carried all these years. He
-fondled the thing in his hand, eyes half closed as he stared at it. He
-was not conscious that he held it. Yet it had become almost a part of
-him through long habit; and it was as much a part of him now as his own
-hand that held it. The heavy haft balanced so familiarly.
-
-The night, and then the day. A steady calm possessed him. His memories
-flowed smoothly past, like the eternal cycle of the days. The man’s face
-did not change; he was expressionless. He was sunk so deep in his own
-thoughts that the turmoil there did not disturb his outward aspect. His
-countenance was grave and still. No tears flowed; this was no time for
-tears. It was an hour too deep for tears, a sorrow beyond weeping.
-
-During the storm that day he went to the window now and then. And once
-in the morning he heard the red bull bellow in its pen; and once or
-twice thereafter, as the afternoon drove slowly on. Each time he heard
-this sound it was as though the man’s attention was caught and held. He
-stood still in a listening attitude, as though waiting for the bellow to
-be repeated; and it would be minutes on end before his eyes clouded with
-his own thoughts again.
-
-It would be easy to say that Evered during this solitary night and day
-went mad with grief and self-condemning, but it would not be true. The
-man was never more sane. His thoughts were profound, but they were quiet
-and slow and unperturbed. They were almost impersonal. There is in most
-men--though in few women--this power to withdraw out of oneself or into
-an inner deeper self; this power to stand as spectator of one’s own
-actions. It is a manifestation of a deeper, more remote consciousness.
-It is as though there were a man within a man. And this inner soul has
-no emotions. It is unmoved by love or passion, by anger or hatred, by
-sorrow or grief, by hunger or by thirst. It watches warm caresses, it
-hears ardent words, it sees fierce blows, and listens to curses and
-lamentations with the same inscrutable and immutable calm. It can
-approve, it can condemn; but it neither rejoices nor bemoans. It is
-always conscious that the moment is nothing, eternity everything; that
-the whole alone has portent and importance. This inner self has a depth
-beyond plumbing; it has a strength unshakable; it has understanding
-beyond belief. It is not conscience, for it sets itself up as no arbiter
-of acts or deeds. It is simply a consciousness that that which is done
-is good or evil, kind or harsh, wise or foolish. This calm inner soul of
-souls might be called God in man.
-
-Evered this day lived in this inner consciousness. As though he sat
-remote above the stream he watched the years of his memories flow by. He
-was, after the first moments, torn by no racking grief and wrenched by
-no remorseful torments and burned by no agonizing fires. He was without
-emotion, but not without judgment and not without decision. He moved
-through his thoughts as though to a definitely appointed and
-pre-determined end. A strange numbness possessed him, in which only his
-mind was alive.
-
-He did not pity himself; neither did he damn himself. He did not pray
-that he might cancel all the past, for this inner consciousness knew the
-past could never be canceled. He simply thought upon it, with grave and
-sober consideration.
-
-When his thoughts evidenced themselves in actions it was done slowly,
-and as though he did know not what he did. He got up from where he had
-been sitting and went to the window and looked out. The snow had ceased;
-the sun was breaking through. The world was never more beautiful, never
-more gloriously white and clean.
-
-The man had held in his hands for most of the day that heavy knife of
-his. He put it now back in its sheath. Then he took off his shirt and
-washed himself. There was no fire of purpose in his eye; he was utterly
-calm and unhurried.
-
-He put on a clean shirt. It was checked blue and white. Mary Evered had
-made it for him, as she was accustomed to make most of his clothes.
-When it was buttoned he drew his belt about him and buckled it snug.
-Then he sat down and took off his slippers--old, faded, rundown things
-that had eased his tired feet night by night for years. He took off
-these slippers and put on hobnailed shoes, lacing them securely.
-
-When this was done the man stood for a little in the room, and he looked
-steadily before him. His eyes did not move to this side and that; there
-was no suggestion that he was taking farewell of the familiar things
-about him. It was more as though he looked upon something which other
-eyes could never see. And his face lighted a little; it was near
-smiling. There was peace in it.
-
-I do not believe that there was any deadly purpose in Evered’s heart
-when he left his room. Fraternity thinks so; Fraternity has never
-thought anything else about the matter. He took his knife, in its
-sheath. That is proof enough for Fraternity. “He went to do the bull,
-and the bull done him.” That is what they say, have always said.
-
-It does not occur to them that the man took the knife because he was a
-man; because it was not in him to lay down his life supinely; because
-battle had always been in his blood and was his instinct. It does not
-occur to them that there was in Evered’s mind this day the purpose of
-atonement, and nothing more. For Fraternity had never plumbed the man,
-had never understood him.
-
-No matter. No need to dig for hidden things. Enough to know what Evered
-did.
-
-He went from his room into the kitchen. No one was there. Ruth and John
-and Darrin were outside in front of the house. Thus they did not see him
-come out into the barnyard and go steadily and surely across and past
-the corner of the barn, till he came to the high-boarded walls of the
-red bull’s pen.
-
-He put his hand against these board walls for a moment, with a gesture
-not unlike that of a blind man. One watching would have supposed that he
-walked unseeingly or that his eyes were closed. He went along the wall
-of the pen until he came to the narrow gate, set between two of the
-cedar posts, through which it was possible to enter.
-
-Evered opened this gate, stepped inside the pen and shut the gate behind
-him. He took half a dozen paces forward, into the center of the
-inclosure, and stood still.
-
-The red bull had heard the gate open; and the creature turned in its
-stall and came to the door between stall and pen. It saw Evered standing
-there; and after a moment the beast came slowly out, moving one foot at
-a time, carefully, like a watchful antagonist--came out till it was
-clear of the stall; till it and the man faced each other, not twenty
-feet apart.
-
-After a moment the bull lowered its great head and emitted a harsh and
-angry bellow that was like a roar.
-
-
-
-
-XIX
-
-
-The beauty of the whole world in this hour should be remembered. Houses,
-trees, walls, shrubs, knolls--all were overlaid with the snow blanket
-inches deep. It had been faintly blue, this carpet of snow, in the first
-moments after the storm passed, and before the sun had broken through.
-When the sun illumined the hill about the farm the snow was dazzling
-white, blinding the eye with a thousand gleams, as though it were
-diamond dust spread all about them. Afterward, when John and Darrin and
-Ruth had passed to the front of the house to look across the valley and
-away, the sun descending lost its white glare; its rays took on a
-crimson hue. Where they struck the snow fairly it was rose pink; where
-shadows lay the blue was coming back again. The air was so clear that it
-seemed not to exist, yet did exist as a living, pulsing color which was
-all about--faint, hardly to be seen.
-
-The three stood silent, watching all this. Ruth could not have spoken
-if she had wished to do so; she could scarce breathe. Darrin watched
-unseeingly, automatically, his thoughts busy elsewhere. John stood
-still, and his eyes were narrowed and his face was faintly flushed,
-either by the sun’s light or by the intoxication of beauty which was
-spread before him. And they were standing thus when there came to them
-through the still, liquid air the bellow of the bull.
-
-John and Ruth reacted automatically to that sound. They were accustomed
-to the beast; they could to some extent distinguish between its
-outcries, guess at its moods from them. Its roaring was always frightful
-to an unaccustomed ear; but they were used to it, were disturbed only by
-some foreign note in the sound. They both knew now that the bull was
-murderously angry. They did not know, had no way of knowing what had
-roused it. It might be a dog, a cat; it might be that one of the cows
-had broken loose and was near its stall; it might be a pig; it might be
-a hen; it might be merely a rat running in awkward loping bounds across
-its pen. They did not stop to wonder; but John turned and ran toward the
-pen, and Ruth followed him, stumbling through the soft snow. Darrin, to
-whom the bull’s bellow had always been a frightful sound, was startled
-by it, would have asked a question. When he saw them run round the house
-he followed them.
-
-John was in the lead, but Ruth was swift footed and was at his shoulder
-when he reached the gate of the pen. The walls of the inclosure and the
-gate itself were so high that they could not look over the top. But just
-beside the main gate there was a smaller one, like a door; too narrow
-and too low for the bull to pass, but large enough for a man. John
-fumbled with the latch of this gate; and his moment’s delay gave the
-others time to come up with him. When he opened the way and stepped into
-the pen Ruth and Darrin were at his shoulder. Thus that which was in the
-pen broke upon them all three at once--a picture never to be forgotten,
-indelibly imprinted on their minds.
-
-The snow that had fallen in the inclosure was trampled here and there by
-the tracks of the bull and by the tracks of the man, and in one spot it
-was torn and tossed and crushed into mud, as though the two had come
-together there in some strange matching of strength. At this spot too
-there was a dark patch upon the snow; a patch that looked almost black.
-Yet Ruth knew what had made this patch, and clutched at her throat to
-stifle her scream; and John knew, and Darrin knew. And the two men were
-sick and shaken.
-
-At the other side of the pen, perhaps a dozen long paces from where they
-stood, Evered and the bull faced each other. Neither had heard their
-coming, neither had seen them. They were, for the fraction of a second,
-motionless. The great bull’s head was lowered; its red neck was streaked
-with darker red where a long gash lay. From this gash dripped and
-dripped and spurted a little stream, a dark and ugly stream.
-
-The man, Evered, stood erect and still, facing the bull. They saw that
-he bore the knife in his left hand; and they saw that his right arm was
-helpless, hanging in a curiously twisted way, bent backward below the
-elbow. The sleeve of his checked shirt was stained there, and his hand
-was red. His shoulder seemed somehow distorted. Yet he was erect and
-strong, and his face was steady and curiously peaceful, and he made no
-move to escape or to flee.
-
-An eternity that was much less than a second passed while no man moved,
-while the bull stood still. Then its short legs seemed to bend under it;
-its great body hurtled forward. The vast bulk moved quick as light. It
-was upon the man.
-
-They saw Evered strike, lightly, with his left hand; and there was no
-purpose behind the blow. It had not the strength to drive it home. At
-the same time the man leaped to one side, sliding his blade down the
-bull’s shoulder; leaped lightly and surely to one side. The bull swept
-almost past the man, the great head showed beyond him.
-
-Then the head swung back and struck Evered in the side, and he fell,
-over and over, rolling like a rabbit taken in midleap by the gunner’s
-charge of shot. And the red bull turned as a hound might have turned,
-with a speed that was unbelievable. Its head, its forequarters rose;
-they saw its feet come down with a curious chopping stroke--apparently
-not so desperately hard--saw its feet come down once, and twice upon the
-prostrate man.
-
-It must be remembered that all this had passed quickly. It was no more
-than a fifth of a second that John Evered stopped within the gate of
-the pen. Then he was leaping toward the bull, and Ruth followed him.
-Darrin crouched in the gate, and his face was white as death. He cried,
-“Come back, Ruth!” And even as she ran after John she had time to look
-back toward Darrin and see him cowering there.
-
-John took off his coat as he ran, took it off with a quick whipping
-motion. He swung it back behind him, round his head. And then as the
-bull’s body rose for another deadly downward hoofstroke John struck it
-in the flank with all his weight. He caught the beast faintly off
-balance, so that the bull pivoted on its hind feet, away from the fallen
-man; and before the great creature could turn John whipped his coat into
-its face, lashing it again and again. The bull shook its great head,
-turning away from the blinding blows; and John caught the coat about its
-head and held it there, his arms fairly round the bull’s neck. He was
-shouting, shouting into its very ear. Ruth even in that moment heard
-him. And she marked that his tone was gentle, quieting, kind. There was
-no harshness in it.
-
-She needed no telling what to do. John had swung the bull away from
-Evered; he had the creature blinded. She bent beside the prostrate man
-and tried to drag him to his feet, but Evered bent weakly in the middle.
-He was conscious, he looked up at her, his face quite calm and happy;
-and he shook his head. He said, “Go.”
-
-The girl caught him beneath the shoulders and tried to drag him backward
-through the soft snow across the pen. It was hard work. John still
-blinding the bull, still calling out to the beast, was working it away
-from her.
-
-She could not call on him for help; she turned and cried to Darrin,
-“Help me--carry him.”
-
-Darrin came cautiously into the pen and approached her and took her arm.
-“Come away,” he said.
-
-Her eyes blazed at him; and she cried again, “Carry him out.”
-
-He said huskily, “Leave him. Leave him here. Come away.”
-
-She had never released Evered’s shoulders, never ceased to tug at him.
-But Darrin took her arm now as though to pull her away; and she swung
-toward him so fiercely that he fell back from her. The girl began
-abruptly to cry; half with anger at Darrin, half with pity for the
-broken man in her arms. And she tugged and tugged, sliding the limp body
-inch by inch toward safety.
-
-Then she saw John beside her. He had guided the bull, half forcing, half
-persuading, to the entrance into the stall; he had worked the creature
-in, prodding it, urging; and shut and made secure the door. Now he was
-at her side. He knelt with her.
-
-“He’s terribly hurt,” she said through her tears.
-
-John nodded. “I’ll take him,” he told her.
-
-So he gathered Evered into his arms, gathered him up so tenderly, and
-held the man against his breast, and Ruth supported Evered’s drooping
-head as she walked beside John. They came to the gate and it was too
-narrow for them to pass through. So Ruth went through alone, to open the
-wider gate from the outside.
-
-She found Darrin there, standing uncertainly. She looked at him as she
-might have looked at a stranger. She was hardly conscious that he was
-there at all. When he saw what she meant to do he would have helped her.
-She turned to him then, and she seemed to bring her thoughts back from a
-great distance; she looked at him for a moment and then she said, “Go
-away!”
-
-He cried, “Ruth! Please----”
-
-She repeated, “I want you to go away. Oh,” she cried, “go away! Don’t
-ever come here again!”
-
-Darrin moved back a step, and she swung the gate open so that John could
-come through, and closed it behind him, and walked with him to the
-kitchen door, supporting Evered’s head. Darrin hesitated, then followed
-them uncertainly.
-
-When they came to the door Ruth opened it, and John--moving sidewise so
-that his burden should not brush against the door frame--went into the
-kitchen, and across. Ruth passed round him to open the door into
-Evered’s own room; and John went through.
-
-When he reached the bedside and turned to lay Evered there he missed
-Ruth. He looked toward the kitchen; and he saw her standing in the outer
-doorway. Darrin was on the steps before her. John heard Darrin say
-something pleadingly. Ruth stood still for a moment. Then John saw her
-slowly shut the door, shutting out the other man. And he saw her turn
-the key and shoot the bolt.
-
-She came toward him, running; and her eyes were full of tears.
-
-They laid Evered on his own bed, the bed he and Mary Evered had shared.
-Ruth put the pillow under his head; and because it was cold in the room
-she would have drawn a blanket across him. John shook his head. He was
-loosening the other’s garments, making swift examination of his father’s
-hurts, pressing and probing firmly here and there.
-
-Evered had drifted out of consciousness on the way to the house; but his
-eyes opened now and there was sweat on his forehead. He looked up at
-them steadily and soberly enough.
-
-“You hurt me, John,” he said.
-
-Ruth whispered, “I’ll telephone the doctor.”
-
-Evered turned his head a little on the pillow, and looked toward her.
-“No,” he said, “no need.”
-
-“Oh, there must be!” she cried. “There must be! He can----”
-
-Evered interrupted her. “Don’t go, Ruthie. I want to talk to you.”
-
-She was crying; she came slowly back to the bedside. The sun was ready
-to dip behind the hills. Its last rays coming through the window fell
-across her face. She was somehow glorified. She put her hand on Evered’s
-head, and he--the native strength still alive within him--reached up and
-caught it in his and held it firmly thereafter for a space.
-
-“You’re crying,” he said.
-
-“I can’t help it,” she told him.
-
-“Why are you crying?” he asked.
-
-“Because I’m so sorry for you.”
-
-A slow wave of happiness crept into his eyes. “You’re a good girl,
-Ruthie. You mustn’t cry for me.”
-
-She brushed her sleeve across her eyes. “Why did you do it?” she asked
-almost fiercely. “Why did you let him get at you?”
-
-“You’ve been hating me, Ruthie,” he told her gently. “Why do you cry for
-me?”
-
-“Oh,” she told him, “I don’t hate you now. I don’t hate you now.”
-
-He said weakly, “You’ve reason to hate me.”
-
-“No, no!” she said. “Don’t be unhappy. You never meant--you loved Mary.”
-
-“Aye,” he agreed, “I loved Mary. I loved Mary, and John loves you.”
-
-She was sitting on the edge of the bed, John standing beside her; but
-she did not look up at him. Her eyes were all for Evered.
-
-“Please,” she said. “Rest. Let me get the doctor.”
-
-His head moved slowly in negation. “Something to tell you, Ruth,
-first--before the doctor comes.”
-
-She looked toward John then, for decision or for reassurance. His eyes
-answered her; they bade her listen; they told her there was no work for
-the doctor here. So she turned back to Evered again. He was speaking
-slowly; she caught his words bending above him.
-
-It was thus that the man told the story at last, without heat or
-passion, neither sparing himself nor condemning himself, but as though
-he spoke of another man. And he spoke of little things that he had not
-been conscious of noticing at the time--how when he took down his
-revolver to go after the bull the cats were frightened and ran from him;
-how as he passed through the barnyard the horse whinnied from its stall;
-how he was near stumbling over a ground sparrow’s nest in the open land
-above the woodlot; how a red squirrel mocked at him from a hemlock as
-he went on his way. It was as though he lived the day over while they
-listened. He told how he had come out above the spring; how he saw Mary
-and Dane Semler there.
-
-“I believed she loved him,” he said.
-
-And Ruth cried, “Oh, she never loved anyone but you.” She was not
-condemning, she was reassuring him; and he understood, his hand
-tightening on hers.
-
-“I know,” he said. “And my unbelief was my great wrong to Mary; worse
-than the other.”
-
-He went on steadily enough. “There was time,” he told her. “I could have
-turned him, stopped him, shot him. But I hated her; I let the bull come
-on.”
-
-The girl scarce heard him. His words meant little to her; her sympathy
-for him was so profound that her only concern was to ease the man and
-make him happier.
-
-She cried, “Don’t, don’t torment yourself! Please, I understand.”
-
-“I killed her,” he said.
-
-And as one would soothe a child, while the tears ran down her cheeks she
-bade him never mind.
-
-“There, there. Never mind,” she pleaded.
-
-“I killed her, but I loved her,” he went on implacably.
-
-And he told them something of his sorrow afterward, and told them how he
-had stifled his remorse by telling himself that Mary was false; how he
-had kept his soul alive with that poor unction. He was weakening fast;
-the terrific battering which he had endured was having its effect upon
-even his great strength; but his voice went steadily on.
-
-He came to Darrin, came to that scene with Darrin the night before, by
-the spring; and so told how Darrin had proved to him that Mary
-was--Mary. And at last, as though they must understand, he added, “So
-then I knew.”
-
-They did not ask what he knew; these two did understand. They knew the
-man as no others would ever know him--knew his heart, knew his
-unhappiness. There was no need of his telling them how he had passed the
-night, and then the day. He did not try.
-
-Ruth was comforting him; and he watched her with a strange and wistful
-light in his eyes.
-
-“You’ve hated me, Ruthie,” he reminded her. “Do you hate me now?”
-
-There was no hate in her, nothing but a flooding sympathy and sorrow for
-the broken man. She cried, “No, no!”
-
-“You’re forgiving----”
-
-“Yes. Please--please know.”
-
-“Then Mary will,” he murmured half to himself.
-
-Ruth nodded, and told him, “Yes, yes; she will. Please, never fear.”
-
-For a little while he was silent, while she spoke to him hungrily and
-tenderly, as a mother might have spoken; and her arms round him seemed
-to feel the man slipping away. She was weeping terribly; and he put up
-one hand and brushed her eyes.
-
-“Don’t cry,” he bade her. “It’s all right, don’t cry.”
-
-“I can’t help it. I don’t want to help it. Oh, if there was only
-anything I could do.”
-
-He smiled faintly; and his words were so husky she could scarcely hear.
-
-“Go to John,” he said.
-
-She held him closer. “Please----”
-
-“Please go to John,” he urged again.
-
-She still held him, but her arms relaxed a little. She looked up at
-John, and saw the young man standing there beside her. And a picture
-came back to her--the picture of John throwing himself against the red
-bull’s flank, blinding it, urging it away. His voice had been so gentle,
-and sure, and strong. She herself in that moment had burned with hate of
-the bull. Yet there had been no hate in John, nothing but gentleness and
-strength.
-
-She had coupled him with Evered in her thoughts for so long that there
-was a strange illumination in her memories now; she saw John as though
-she had never seen him before; and almost without knowing it she rose
-and stood before him.
-
-John made no move to take her; but she put her arms round his neck and
-drew his head down. Only then did his arms go about her and hold her
-close. There was infinite comfort in them. He bent and kissed her. And
-strangely she thought of Darrin. There had been something hard and cruel
-in his embrace, there had been loneliness in his arms. There was only
-gentleness in John’s; and she was not lonely here. She looked up,
-smiling through her tears.
-
-“Oh, John, John!” she whispered.
-
-As they kissed so closely, the warm light from the west came through the
-window and enfolded them. And Evered, upon the bed, wearily turned his
-head till he could see them, watch them. While he watched, his eyes
-lighted with a slow contentment. And after a little a smile crept across
-his face, such a smile as comes only with supreme happiness and peace. A
-kindly, loving smile.
-
-He was still smiling when they turned toward him again; but they
-understood at once that Evered himself had gone away.
-
-
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-<p class="c"><b>EVERED</b></p>
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-<div class="c">
-<img src="images/cover.jpg" height="550" alt="" />
-</div>
-
-<h1>
-EVERED</h1>
-
-<p class="c">BY<br />
-BEN AMES WILLIAMS<br />
-<br />
-<br />
-NEW YORK<br />
-E. P. DUTTON &amp; COMPANY<br />
-681 <span class="smcap">Fifth Avenue</span><br />
-<br />
-<br />
-Copyright, 1921,<br />
-By E. P. Dutton &amp; Company<br />
-<br />
-<i>All Rights Reserved</i><br />
-<br />
-<br />
-PRINTED IN THE UNITED<br />
-STATES OF AMERICA<br />
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_1" id="page_1">{1}</a></span><br /><br /><br />
-<b><big>EVERED</big></b></p>
-
-<p class="toc">
-<a href="#I">Chapter: I, </a>
-<a href="#II">II, </a>
-<a href="#III">III, </a>
-<a href="#IV">IV, </a>
-<a href="#V">V, </a>
-<a href="#VI">VI, </a>
-<a href="#VII">VII, </a>
-<a href="#VIII">VIII, </a>
-<a href="#IX">IX, </a>
-<a href="#X">X, </a>
-<a href="#XI">XI, </a>
-<a href="#XII">XII, </a>
-<a href="#XIII">XIII, </a>
-<a href="#XIV">XIV, </a>
-<a href="#XV">XV, </a>
-<a href="#XVI">XVI, </a>
-<a href="#XVII">XVII, </a>
-<a href="#XVIII">XVIII, </a>
-<a href="#XIX">XIX.</a>
-</p>
-
-<h2><a name="I" id="I"></a>I</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HERE is romance in the very look of the land of which I write. Beauty
-beyond belief, of a sort to make your breath come more quickly; and
-drama&mdash;comedy or tragedy according to the eye and the mood of the seer.
-Loneliness and comradeship, peace and conflict, friendship and enmity,
-gayety and somberness, laughter and tears. The bold hills, little
-cousins to the mountains, crowd close round each village; the clear
-brooks thread wood and meadow; the birches and scrub hardwood are taking
-back the abandoned farms. When the sun drops low in the west there is a
-strange and moving purple tinge upon the slopes; and the shadows are as
-blue as blue can be. When the sun is high there is a greenery about this
-northern land which is almost tropical in its richness and variety.</p>
-
-<p>The little villages lie for the most part in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_2" id="page_2">{2}</a></span> sheltered valley spots.
-Not all of them. Liberty, for example, climbs up along a steep hill road
-on your way to St. George’s Pond, or over the Sheepscot Ridge, for
-trout. No spot lovelier anywhere. But you will come upon other little
-house clusters, a white church steeple topping every one, at unsuspected
-crossroads, with some meadowland round and about, and a brook running
-through the village itself, and perhaps a mill sprawled busily across
-the brook. It is natural that the villages should thus seek shelter; for
-when the winter snows come down this is a harsh land, and bitter cold.
-So is it all the more strange that the outlying farms are so often set
-high upon the hills, bare to the bleak gales. And the roads, too, like
-to seek and keep the heights. From Fraternity itself, for example, there
-is a ten-mile ridge southwest to Union, and a road along the whole
-length of the ridge’s crest, from which you may look for miles on either
-side.</p>
-
-<p>This is not a land of bold emprises; neither is it one of those
-localities which are said to be happy because they have no history.
-There is history in the very names of the villages hereabouts. Liberty,
-and Union, and Freedom; Equality, and Fraternity. And men will tell<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_3" id="page_3">{3}</a></span> you
-how their fathers’ fathers came here in the train of General Knox, when
-that warrior, for Revolutionary services rendered, was given title to
-all the countryside; and how he sub-granted to his followers; and how
-they cleared farms, and tilled the soil, and lumbered out the forests,
-and exterminated deer and moose and bear. Seventy years ago, they will
-tell you, there was no big game hereabouts; but since then many farms,
-deserted, have been overrun by the forests; and the bear are coming
-back, and there are deer tracks along every stream, and moose in the
-swamps, and wildcats scream in the night. Twenty or thirty or forty
-miles to the north the big woods of Maine begin; so that this land is an
-outpost of the wilderness, thrust southward among the closer dwellings
-of man.</p>
-
-<p>The people of these towns are of ancient stock. The grandfathers of many
-of them came in with General Knox; most of them have been here for fifty
-years or more, they or their forbears. A few Frenchmen have drifted down
-from Quebec; a few Scotch and Irish have come in here as they come
-everywhere. Half a dozen British seamen escaped, once upon a time, from
-a man-of-war in Penobscot Bay, and fled inland,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_4" id="page_4">{4}</a></span> and were hidden away
-until their ship was gone. Whereupon they married and became part and
-parcel of the land, and their stock survives. By the mere reading of the
-names of these folk upon the R. F. D. boxes at their doors you may know
-their antecedents. Bubier and Saladine, Varney and Motley, McCorrison
-and MacLure, Thomas and Davis, Sohier and Brine&mdash;a five-breed blend of
-French and English, Scotch and Welsh and Irish; in short, as clear a
-strain of good Yankee blood as you are like to come upon.</p>
-
-<p>Sturdy folk, and hardy workers. You will find few idlers; and by the
-same token you will find few slavish toilers, lacking soul to whip a
-trout brook now and then or shoot a woodcock or a deer. Most men
-hereabouts would rather catch a trout than plant a potato; most men
-would rather shoot a partridge than cut a cord of wood. And they act
-upon their inclinations in these matters. The result is that the farms
-are perhaps a thought neglected; and no one is very rich in worldly
-goods; and a man who inherits a thousand dollars has come into money.
-Yet have they all that any man wisely may desire; for they have food and
-drink and shelter, and good comradeship, and the woods<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_5" id="page_5">{5}</a></span> to take their
-sport in, and what books they choose to read, and time for solid
-thinking, and beauty ever before their eyes. Whether you envy or scorn
-them is in some measure an acid test of your own soul. Best hesitate
-before deciding.</p>
-
-<p>Gregarious folk, these, like most people who dwell much alone. So there
-are grange halls here and there; and the churches are white-painted and
-in good repair; and now and then along the roads you will come to a
-picnic grove or a dancing pavilion, set far from any town. Save in
-haymaking time the men work solitary in the fields; but in the evening,
-when cows have been milked and pigs fed and wood prepared against the
-morning, they take their lanterns and tramp or drive half a mile or
-twice as far, and drop in at Will Bissell’s store for the mail and for
-an hour round Will’s stove.</p>
-
-<p>You will hear tales there, tales worth the hearing, and on the whole
-surprisingly true. There is some talk of the price of hay or of feed or
-of apples; but there is more likely to be some story of the woods&mdash;of a
-bull moose seen along the Liberty road or a buck deer in Luke Hills’
-pasture or a big catch of trout in the Ruffingham Meadow streams. Now
-and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_6" id="page_6">{6}</a></span> then, just about mail time in the evening, fishermen will stop at
-the store to weigh their catches; and then everyone crowds round to see
-and remark upon the matter.</p>
-
-<p>The store is a clearing-house for local news; and this must be so, for
-there is no newspaper in Fraternity. Whatever has happened within a
-six-mile radius during the day is fairly sure to be told there before
-Will locks up for the night; and there is always something happening in
-Fraternity. In which respect it is very much like certain villages of a
-larger growth, and better advertised.</p>
-
-<p>There is about the intimacy of life in a little village something that
-suggests the intimacy of life upon the sea. There is not the primitive
-social organization; the captain as lord of all he surveys. But there is
-the same close rubbing of shoulders, the same nakedness of impulse and
-passion and longing and sorrow and desire. You may know your neighbor
-well enough in the city, but before you lend him money, take him for a
-camping trip in the woods or go with him to sea. Thereafter you will
-know the man inside and out; and you may, if you choose, make your loan
-with a knowledge of what you are about. It is hard to keep a secret in
-a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_7" id="page_7">{7}</a></span> little village; and Fraternity is a little village&mdash;that and nothing
-more.</p>
-
-<p>On weekday nights, as has been said, Will Bissell’s store is the social
-center of Fraternity. Men begin to gather soon after supper; they begin
-to leave when the stage has come up from Union with the mail. For Will’s
-store is post office as well as market-place. The honeycomb of mail
-boxes occupies a place just inside the door, next to the candy counter.
-Will knows his business. A man less wise might put his candies back
-among the farming tools, and his tobacco and pipes and cigars in the
-north wing, with the ginghams, but Will puts them by the mail boxes,
-because everyone gets mail or hopes for it, and anyone may be moved to
-buy a bit of candy while he waits for the mail to come.</p>
-
-<p>This was an evening in early June. Will’s stove had not been lighted for
-two weeks or more; but to-night there was for the first time the warm
-breath of summer in the air. So those who usually clustered inside were
-outside now, upon the high flight of steps which led up from the road.
-Perhaps a dozen men, a dog or two, half a dozen boys. Luke Hills had
-just come and gone with the season’s best catch of trout<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_8" id="page_8">{8}</a></span>&mdash;ten of them;
-and when they were laid head to tail they covered the length of a
-ten-foot board. The men spoke of these trout now, and Judd, who was no
-fisherman, suggested that Luke must have snared them; and Jim Saladine,
-the best deer hunter in Fraternity and a fair and square man, told Judd
-he was witless and unfair. Judd protested, grinning meanly; and Jean
-Bubier, the Frenchman from the head of the pond, laughed and exclaimed:
-“Now you, m’sieu’, you could never snare those trout if you come upon
-them in the road, eh?”</p>
-
-<p>They were laughing in their slow dry way at Judd’s discomfiture when the
-hoofs of a horse sounded on the bridge below the store; and every man
-looked that way.</p>
-
-<p>It was Lee Motley who said, “It’s Evered.”</p>
-
-<p>The effect was curious. The men no longer laughed. They sat quite still,
-as though under a half-fearful restraint, and pretended not to see the
-man who was approaching.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_9" id="page_9">{9}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="II" id="II"></a>II</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HERE were two men in the buggy which came up the little ascent from the
-bridge and stopped before the store. The men were Evered, and Evered’s
-son, John. Evered lived on a farm that overlooked the Whitcher Swamp on
-the farther side. He was a man of some property, a successful farmer. He
-was also a butcher; and his services were called in at hog-killing time
-as regularly as the services of Doctor Crapo in times of sickness. He
-knew his trade; and he knew the anatomy of a steer or a calf or a sheep
-as well as Doctor Crapo knew the anatomy of a man. He was an efficient
-man; a brutally efficient man. His orchard was regularly trimmed and
-grafted and sprayed; his hay was re-seeded year by year; his garden
-never knew the blight of weeds; his house was clean, in good repair,
-white-painted. A man in whom dwelt power and strength; and a man whom
-other men disliked and feared.</p>
-
-<p>He was a short man, broad of shoulder, with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_10" id="page_10">{10}</a></span> a thick neck and a square,
-well-shaped head, a heavy brow and a steady burning eye. A somber man,
-he never laughed; never was known to laugh. There was a blighting
-something in his gaze which discouraged laughter in others. He was known
-to have a fierce and ruthless temper; in short, a fearsome man, hard to
-understand. He puzzled his neighbors and baffled them; they let him well
-alone.</p>
-
-<p>He was driving this evening. His horse, like everything which was his,
-was well-groomed and in perfect condition. It pranced a little as it
-came up to the store, not from high spirits, but from nervousness. So
-much might be known by the white glint of its eye. The nervousness of a
-mettled creature too much restrained. It pranced a little, and Evered’s
-hand tightened on the rein so harshly that the horse’s lower jaw was
-pulled far back against its neck, and the creature was abruptly still,
-trembling, and sweating faintly for no cause at all. Evered paid no more
-heed to the horse. He looked toward the group of men upon the steps, and
-some met his eye, and some looked away.</p>
-
-<p>He looked at them, one by one; and he asked Lee Motley: “Is the mail
-come?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_11" id="page_11">{11}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Motley shook his head. He was a farmer of means, a strong man, moved by
-no fear of Evered. “No,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Evered passed the reins to his son. “Hold him still,” he told the young
-man, and stepped out over the wheel to the ground, dropping lightly as a
-cat. The horse gave a half leap forward and was caught by John Evered’s
-steady hand; and the young man spoke gently to the beast to quiet it.</p>
-
-<p>Evered from the ground looked up at his son and said harshly, “I bade
-you hold him still.”</p>
-
-<p>The other answered, “I will.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’d best,” said Evered, and turned and strode up the steps into the
-store.</p>
-
-<p>The incident had brought out vividly enough the difference between
-Evered and his son. They were two characters sharply contrasting; for
-where Evered was harsh, John was gentle of speech; and where Evered was
-abrupt, John was slow; and where Evered’s eye was hard and angry, John’s
-was mild. They contrasted physically. The son was tall, well-formed and
-fair; the father was short, almost squat in his broad strength, and
-black of hair and eye. Nevertheless, it was plain to the seeing eye<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_12" id="page_12">{12}</a></span>
-that there was strength in John as there was strength in
-Evered&mdash;strength of body and soul.</p>
-
-<p>When Evered had gone into the store Motley said to the son, “It’s warm.”</p>
-
-<p>The young man nodded in a wistfully friendly way. “Yes,” he agreed. “So
-warm it’s brought up our peas this day.”</p>
-
-<p>“That south slope of yours is good garden land,” Motley told him, and
-John said:</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. As good as I ever see.”</p>
-
-<p>Everyone liked John Evered; and someone asked now: “Been fishing any,
-over at Wilson’s?”</p>
-
-<p>John shook his head. “Too busy,” he explained. “But I hear how they’re
-catching some good strings there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Luke Hills brought in ten to-night that was ten feet long,” Jim
-Saladine offered. “Got ’em at Ruffingham.”</p>
-
-<p>The young man in the buggy smiled delightedly, his eyes shining. “Golly,
-what a catch!” he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>Then Evered came to the door of the store and looked out, and silence
-fell upon them all once more. The mail was coming down the hill; the
-stage, a rattling, rusted, do-or-die<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_13" id="page_13">{13}</a></span> automobile of ancient vintage,
-squeaked to a shrill stop before the very nose of Evered’s horse. John
-spoke to the horse, and it was still. The stage driver took the mail
-sacks in, and Evered left the doorway. The others all got up and turned
-toward the door.</p>
-
-<p>Motley said to Saladine, “Did you mark the horse? It was scared of the
-stage, but it was still at his word, and he did not tighten rein.”</p>
-
-<p>“I saw,” Saladine agreed. “The boy handles it fine.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s feared of Evered; but the beast loves the boy.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s others in that same way o’ thinking,” said Saladine.</p>
-
-<p>Inside the store Will Bissell and Andy Wattles, his lank and loyal
-clerk, were stamping and sorting the mail. No great matter, for few
-letters come to Fraternity. While this was under way Evered gathered up
-the purchases he had made since he came into the store, and took them
-out and stowed them under the seat of the buggy. He did not speak to his
-son. John sat still in his place, moving his feet out of the other’s
-way. When the bundles were all bestowed Evered went back up the steps
-and Will gave him his daily paper<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_14" id="page_14">{14}</a></span> and a letter addressed to his wife,
-and Evered took them without thanks, and left the store without farewell
-to any man, and climbed into the buggy and took the reins. He turned the
-horse sharply and they moved down the hill, and the bridge sounded for a
-moment beneath their passing. In the still evening air the pound of the
-horse’s hoofs and the light whirring of the wheels persisted for long
-moments before they died down to blend with the hum and murmur of tiny
-sounds that filled the whispering dusk.</p>
-
-<p>As they drove away one or two men came to the door to watch them go; and
-Judd, a man with a singular capacity for mean and tawdry malice, said
-loudly, “That boy’ll break Evered, some day, across his knee.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a moment’s silence; then Jean Bubier said cheerfully that he
-would like to see the thing done. “But that Evered, he is one leetle
-fighter,” he reminded Judd.</p>
-
-<p>Judd laughed unpleasantly and said Evered had the town bluffed. “That’s
-all he is,” he told them. “A black scowl and some cussing. Nothing else.
-You’ll see.”</p>
-
-<p>Motley shook his head soberly. “Evered’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_15" id="page_15">{15}</a></span> no bluff,” he said. “You’re
-forgetting that matter of the knife, Judd.”</p>
-
-<p>Motley’s reminder put a momentary silence upon them all. The story of
-the knife was well enough known; the knife they had all seen. The thing
-had happened fifteen or twenty years before, and was one of the tales
-many times told about Will’s stove. One Dave Riggs, drunken and
-worthless, farming in a small way in North Fraternity, sent for Evered
-to kill a pig. Evered went to Riggs’ farm. Riggs had been drinking; he
-was quarrelsome; he sought to interfere with Evered’s procedure. Motley,
-a neighbor of Riggs, had been there at the time, and used to tell the
-story.</p>
-
-<p>“Riggs wanted him to tie up the pig,” he would explain. “You know Evered
-does not do that. He says they will not bleed properly, tied. He did not
-argue with the man, but Riggs persisted in his drunken way, and cursed
-Evered to his face, till I could see the blood mounting in the butcher’s
-cheeks. He is a bad-tempered man, always was.</p>
-
-<p>“He turned on Riggs and told the man to hush; and Riggs damned him.
-Evered knocked him flat with a single fist stroke; and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_16" id="page_16">{16}</a></span> while Riggs was
-still on the ground Evered turned and got the pig by the ears and
-slipped the knife into its throat, in that smooth way he has. When he
-drew it out the blood came after; and Evered turned to Riggs, just
-getting on his feet.</p>
-
-<p>“<span class="lftspc">‘</span>There’s your pig,’ said Evered. ‘Butchered right. Now, man, be still.’</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Riggs took a look at the pig and another at Evered. He was
-standing by the chopping block, and his hand fell on the ax stuck there.
-Before I could stir he had lifted it, whirling it, and was sweeping down
-on Evered.</p>
-
-<p>“It was all over quick, you’ll mind. Riggs rushing, with the ax
-whistling in the air. Then Evered stepped inside its swing, and drove at
-Riggs’ head. I think he forgot he had the knife in his hand. But it was
-there; his hand drove it with the cunning that it knew&mdash;at the forehead
-of the other man.</p>
-
-<p>“I mind how Riggs looked, after he had dropped. On his back he was, the
-knife sticking straight up from his head. And it still smeared with the
-pig’s blood, dripping down on the dead man’s face. Oh, aye, he was dead.
-Dead as the pig, when it quit its walking round<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_17" id="page_17">{17}</a></span> in a little, and laid
-down, and stopped its squeal.”</p>
-
-<p>Someone asked him once, when he had told the tale: “Where was Riggs’
-wife? Married, wa’n’t he?”</p>
-
-<p>“In the house,” said Motley. “The boy was there, though. He’d come to
-see the pig stuck, and when he saw the blood come out of its throat he
-yelled and run. So he didn’t have to see the rest&mdash;the knife in his
-father’s head.”</p>
-
-<p>There had been no prosecution of Evered for that ancient tragedy.
-Motley’s story was clear enough; it had been self-defense at the worst,
-and half accident besides. Riggs’ wife went away and took her son, and
-Fraternity knew them no more.</p>
-
-<p>They conned over this ancient tale of Evered in Will’s store that night;
-and some blamed him, and some found him not to blame. And when they were
-done with that story they told others; how when he was called to butcher
-sheep he had a trick of breaking their necks across his knee with a
-twist and a jerk of his hands. There was no doubt of the man’s strength
-nor of his temper.</p>
-
-<p>A West Fraternity man came in while they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_18" id="page_18">{18}</a></span> were talking; one Zeke Pitkin,
-a mild man, and timid. He listened to their words, and asked at last,
-“Evered?”</p>
-
-<p>They nodded; and Pitkin laughed in an awkward way. “He killed my bull
-to-day,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Will Bissell asked quickly, “Killed your bull? You have him do it?”</p>
-
-<p>Pitkin nodded, gulping at his Adam’s apple. “Getting ugly, the bull
-was,” he said. “I didn’t like to handle him. Decided to beef him. So I
-sent for Evered, and he came over.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked round at them, laughed uneasily. “He scared me,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Motley asked slowly. “What happened, Zeke?”</p>
-
-<p>Pitkin rubbed one hand nervously along his leg. “We-ell,” he explained.
-“I’m nervous like. Git excited easy. So when he come I told him the bull
-was ugly. Told him to look out for it.</p>
-
-<p>“He just only looked at me in that hard way of his. I had the bull in
-the barn; and he went in where it was and fetched it out in the barn
-floor. Left the bull standing there and begun to fix his tackle to h’ist
-it up.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_19" id="page_19">{19}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t want to stay in there with the bull. I was scared of it&mdash;it
-loose there, nothing to hold it. And Evered kept working round it, back
-to the beast half the time. Nothing to stop it tossing him. I didn’t
-like to get out, but I didn’t want to stay. And I guess I talked too
-much. Kept telling him to hurry, and asking him why he didn’t kill it
-and all. Got him mad, I guess.”</p>
-
-<p>The man shivered a little, his eyes dim with the memory of the moment.
-He took off his hat and rubbed his hand across his head, and Motley
-said, “He did kill it?”</p>
-
-<p>Pitkin nodded uneasily. “Yeah,” he said. “Evered turned round to me by
-and by; and he looked at me under them black eyebrows of his, and he
-says: ‘Want I should kill this bull, do you?’ I ’lows that I did. ‘Want
-him killed now, do you?’ he says, and I told him I did. And I did too. I
-was scared of that bull, I say. But not the way he did kill it.”</p>
-
-<p>He shuddered openly; and Motley asked again, “What did he do?”</p>
-
-<p>“Stepped up aside the bull,” said Pitkin hurriedly. “Yanked out that
-knife of his&mdash;that same knife&mdash;out of his sheath. Up with it, and down,
-so quick I never see what he did.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_20" id="page_20">{20}</a></span> Down with the knife right behind the
-bull’s horns. Right into the neck bone. And that bull o’ mine went down
-like a ton o’ brick. Like two ton o’ brick. Stone dead.”</p>
-
-<p>Will Bissell echoed, “Stabbed it in the neck?”</p>
-
-<p>“Right through the neck bone. With that damned heavy knife o’ his.” He
-wiped his forehead again. “We had a hell of a time h’isting that bull,
-too,” he said weakly. “A hell of a time.”</p>
-
-<p>No one spoke for a moment. They were digesting this tale of Evered. Then
-Judd said: “I’d like to see that red bull of his git after that man.”</p>
-
-<p>One or two nodded, caught themselves, looked sheepishly round to
-discover whether they had been seen. Evered’s red bull was as well and
-unfavorably known as the man himself. A huge brute, shoulder high to a
-tall man, ugly of disposition, forever bellowing challenges across the
-hills from Evered’s barn, frightening womenfolk in their homes a mile
-away. A creature of terror, ruthlessly curbed and goaded by Evered. It
-was known that the butcher took delight in mastering the bull, torturing
-the beast with ingenious twists of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_21" id="page_21">{21}</a></span> the nose ring, with blows on the leg
-joints, and nose, and the knobs where horns should have been. The red
-bull was of a hornless breed. The great head of it was like a buffalo’s
-head, like a huge malicious battering ram. It was impossible to look at
-the beast without a tremor of alarm.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s ugly business to see Evered handle that bull,” Will Belter said,
-half to himself.</p>
-
-<p>And after a little silence Jean Bubier echoed: “Almost as ugly as to see
-the man with his wife. When I have see that, sometime, I have think I
-might take his own knife to him.”</p>
-
-<p>Judd, the malicious, laughed in an ugly way; and he said, “Guess Evered
-would treat her worse if he got an eye on her and that man Semler.”</p>
-
-<p>It was Jim Saladine’s steady voice which put an end to that. “Don’t put
-your foul mouth on her, Judd,” he said quietly. “Not if you want to walk
-home.”</p>
-
-<p>Judd started to speak, caught Saladine’s quiet eye and was abruptly
-still.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_22" id="page_22">{22}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="III" id="III"></a>III</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">E</span>VERED and his son drove home together through the clotting dusk in a
-silence that was habitual with them. The buggy was a light vehicle, the
-horse was swift and powerful, and they made good time. Evered, driving,
-used the whip now and then; and at each red-hot touch of the light lash
-the horse leaped like a stricken thing; and at each whiplash John
-Evered’s lips pressed firmly each against the other, as though to hold
-back the word he would have said. No good in speaking, he knew. It would
-only rouse the lightly slumbering anger in his father, only lead to more
-hurts for the horse, and a black scowl or an oath to himself. There were
-times when John Evered longed to put his strength against his father’s;
-when he was hungry for the feel of flesh beneath his smashing fists. But
-these moments were few. He understood the older man; there was a blood
-sympathy between them. He knew his fathe<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_23" id="page_23">{23}</a></span>r’s heart as no other did or
-could; and in the last analysis he loved his father loyally. Thus had he
-learned long patience and restraint. It is very easy to damn and hate a
-man like Evered, hot and fierce and ruthlessly overbearing. But John
-Evered, his son, who had suffered more from Evered than any other man,
-neither damned nor hated him.</p>
-
-<p>They drove home together in silence. Evered sat still in his seat, but
-there was no relaxation in his attitude. He was still as a tiger is
-still before the charge and the leap. John at his side could feel the
-other’s shoulder muscles tensing. His father was always so, always a
-boiling vessel of emotions. You might call him a powerful man, a
-masterful man. John Evered knew him for a slave, for the slave of his
-own hot and angry pulse beats. And he loved and pitied him.</p>
-
-<p>Out of Fraternity they took the Liberty road, and came presently to a
-turning which led them to the right, and so to the way to Evered’s farm,
-a narrow road, leading nowhere except into the farmyard, and traveled by
-few men who had no business there.</p>
-
-<p>When they came into the farmyard it was almost dark. Yet there was still
-light enough<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_24" id="page_24">{24}</a></span> to see, beyond the shadow of the barn, the sloping
-hillside that led down to Whitcher Swamp; and the swamp itself, brooding
-beneath its gray mists in the thickening night. The farm buildings were
-set on a jutting shoulder of the hill, looking out across the valley
-where the swamp lay, to Fraternity, and off toward Moody Mountain beyond
-the town. By day there was a glory in this valley that was spread below
-them; by night it was a place of dark and mystery. Sounds used to come
-up the hill from the swamp; the sounds of thrashing brush where the
-moose fed, or perhaps the clash of ponderous antlers in the fall, or the
-wicked scream of a marauding cat, or the harsh cries of night-hawks, or
-the tremolo hoot of an owl.</p>
-
-<p>Built against the barn on the side away from the house there was a stout
-roofed stall; and opening from this stall a pen with board walls higher
-than a man’s head and cedar posts as thick as a man’s leg, set every
-four feet to support the planking of the walls. As the horse stopped in
-the farmyard and Evered and his son alighted, a sound came from this
-stall&mdash;a low, inhuman, monstrous sound, like the rumbling of a storm,
-like the complaint of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_25" id="page_25">{25}</a></span> a hungry beast, like the promise of evil things
-too dreadful for describing; the muffled roaring of Evered’s great red
-bull, disturbed by the sound of the horse. John Evered stood still for
-an instant, listening. It was impossible for most men to hear that sound
-without an appalling tremor of the heart. But Evered himself gave no
-heed to it. He spoke to the horse. He said “Hush, now. Still.”</p>
-
-<p>The horse was as still as stone, yet it trembled as it had trembled at
-Will’s store. Evered gathered parcels from beneath the seat; and John
-filled his arms with what remained. They turned toward the house
-together, the son a little behind the father.</p>
-
-<p>There was a light in the kitchen of the farmhouse; and a woman had come
-to the open door and was looking out toward them. She was silhouetted
-blackly by the light behind her. It revealed her figure as slim and
-pleasantly graven. The lamp’s rays turned her hair into an iridescent
-halo about her head. She rested one hand against the frame of the door;
-and her lifted arm guided her body into graceful lines.</p>
-
-<p>She called to them in a low voice, “Do you need light?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_26" id="page_26">{26}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Evered answered. “If you were out of the door there’d be light enough,”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>The woman lifted her hand to her lips in a hurt little gesture; and she
-stepped aside with no further word. She still stood thus, at one side of
-the door, when they came in. The lamplight fell full upon her, full upon
-her countenance.</p>
-
-<p>The woman’s face, the face of this woman whose body still bore youthful
-lines, was shocking. There were weary contours in it; there were shadows
-of pain beneath the eyes; there was anguish in the mobile lips. The hair
-which had seemed like a halo showed now like a white garland; snow
-white, though it still lay heavy and glossy as a girl’s. She was like a
-statue of sorrow; the figure of a sad and tortured life.</p>
-
-<p>The woman was Evered’s second wife; Evered’s wife, Mary Evered. His
-wife, whom he had won in a courtship that was like red flowers in
-spring; whom he had made to suffer interminably, day by day, till
-suffering became routine and death would have been happiness; and
-whom&mdash;believe it or no&mdash;Evered had always and would forever love with a
-love that was like torment. There is set per<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_27" id="page_27">{27}</a></span>versely in man and woman
-alike an impulse to tease and hurt and distress those whom we love. It
-is, of this stuff that lovers’ quarrels are made; it is from this that
-the heartbreaks of the honeymoon are born. The men and women of the
-fairy tales, who marry and live happily ever after, are fairy tales
-themselves; or else they never loved. For loving, which is sacrifice and
-service and kindness and devotion, is also misunderstanding and
-distortion and perversity and unhappiness most profound. It is a part of
-love to quarrel; the making-up is often so sweet it justifies the
-anguish of the conflict. Mary Evered knew this. But Evered had a stiff
-pride in him which would not let him yield; be he ever so deeply wrong
-he held his ground; and Mary was sick with much yielding.</p>
-
-<p>Annie Paisley, who lived at the next farm on the North Fraternity road,
-had given Mary Evered something to think about when Paisley died, the
-year before.</p>
-
-<p>For over Paisley’s very coffin Annie had said in a thoughtful,
-reminiscent way: “Yes, Mary; Jim ’uz a good husband to me for nigh on
-thirty year. A good pervider, and a kind man, and a good father. He
-never drunk, nor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_28" id="page_28">{28}</a></span> ever wasted what little money we got; and we always
-had plenty to do with; and the children liked him. Kind to me, he was.
-Gentle.” Her eyes had narrowed thoughtfully. “But Mary,” she said, “you
-know I never liked him.”</p>
-
-<p>Mary Evered had been a girl of spirit and strength; and if she had not
-loved Evered she would never have stayed with him a year. Loving him she
-had stayed; and the bitter years rolled over her; stayed because she
-loved him, and because she&mdash;like her son&mdash;understood the heart of the
-man, and knew that through all his ruthless strength and hard purpose,
-with all his might he loved her.</p>
-
-<p>She said now in the kitchen: “You got the salt pork?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I got the salt pork,” Evered told her in a level tone that
-was like a whip across her shoulders. He dumped his parcels on the
-table, pointed to one; and she took it up in a hurried furtive way and
-turned to the stove. John laid down his bundles, and Evered said to him:
-“Put the horse away.” The young man nodded, and went out into the
-farmyard.</p>
-
-<p>The horse still stood where Evered had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_29" id="page_29">{29}</a></span> bade it stand. John went to the
-creature’s head and laid his hand lightly on the velvety nose, and spoke
-softly; and after a moment the horse mouthed his hand with its lips. He
-took the bridle and led it toward the stable. There was a lantern
-hanging by the door, but he did not light it. The young man loved the
-still darkness of the night; there was some quality in the damp cool air
-which was like wine to him. And he needed no light for what he had to
-do; he knew every wooden peg in the barn’s stout frame, blindfolded; for
-the barn and the farm had been his world for more than twenty years.</p>
-
-<p>Outside the stable door he stopped the horse and loosed the traces and
-led it out of the thills, which he lowered carefully to the ground. The
-horse turned, as of habit, to a tub full of water which stood beside the
-barn door; and while the creature drank John backed the buggy into the
-carriage shed and propped up the thills with a plank. When he came to
-the stable door again the horse was waiting for him; and he heard its
-breath whir in a soundless whinny of greeting. He stripped away the
-harness expertly, hanging it on pegs against the wall, and adjusted the
-halter. Once, while<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_30" id="page_30">{30}</a></span> he worked, the red bull in its closed stall on the
-farther side of the barn bellowed softly; and the young man called to
-the beast in a tone that was at once strong and kindly.</p>
-
-<p>He put the horse in its stall, tied the halter rope, and stepped out
-into the open floor of the barn to pull down hay for the beast. It was
-when he did so that he became conscious that someone was near. He could
-not have told how he knew; but there was, of a sudden, a warmth and a
-friendliness in the very air about him, so that his breath came a little
-more quickly. He stood very still for a moment; and then he looked
-toward the stable door. His eyes, accustomed to the dark, discovered
-her. She had come inside the barn and was standing against the wall,
-watching him. He could see the dim white blur of her face in the
-darkness; he could almost see the glow that lay always in her eyes for
-him.</p>
-
-<p>He said quietly, “Hello, Ruth.”</p>
-
-<p>And she answered him, “Hello, John.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got to pull down a little hay,” he said. It was as though he
-apologized for not coming at once to her side.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she told him, and stood there while he finished tending the
-horse.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_31" id="page_31">{31}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>When he had done he went toward her slowly and stood before her, and she
-moved a little nearer to him, so that he put his arms awkwardly round
-her shoulders and kissed her. He felt her lips move against his; felt
-her womanly and strong. There was no passion in their caress; only an
-awkward tenderness on his part, a deep affection on hers.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m glad you came out,” he said; and she nodded against his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>They went into the barnyard, and his arm was about her waist.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s warm to-night,” she told him. “Summer’s about here.”</p>
-
-<p>He nodded. “We’ll have green peas by the Fourth if we don’t git a
-frost.”</p>
-
-<p>Neither of them wanted to get at once to the house. There was youth in
-them; the house was no place for youth. She was Ruth MacLure, Mary
-Evered’s sister. Not, by that token, John Evered’s aunt; for John
-Evered’s mother was dead many years gone, before Evered took Mary
-MacLure for wife. A year ago old Bill MacLure had died and Ruth had come
-to live with her sister. John had never known her till then; since then
-he found it impossible to understand how he had ever lived<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_32" id="page_32">{32}</a></span> without
-knowing her. She was years younger than her sister, three years younger
-than John Evered himself; and he loved her.</p>
-
-<p>They crossed the barnyard to the fence and looked down into the shadowy
-pit of blackness where the swamp lay, half a mile below them. They
-rested their elbows on the top bar of the fence. Once or twice the bull
-muttered in his stall a few rods away. They could hear the champ of the
-horse’s teeth as the beast fed before sleeping; they could hear Evered’s
-cows stirring in their tie-up. The night was very still and warm, as
-though heaven brooded like a mother over the earth.</p>
-
-<p>The girl said at last, “Semler was here while you were gone.”</p>
-
-<p>The young man asked slowly, “What fetched him here?”</p>
-
-<p>“He was on his way home from fishing, down in the swamp stream.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did he do anything down there?”</p>
-
-<p>“Had seventeen. One of them was thirteen inches long. He wanted to leave
-some, but Mary wouldn’t let him.”</p>
-
-<p>They were silent for a moment, then John Evered said, “Best not tell my
-father.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl cried under her breath, with an im<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_33" id="page_33">{33}</a></span>patient gesture of her hand,
-“I’m not going to. But I hate it. It isn’t fair. Mary wants him to keep
-away. He bothers her.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can keep him away.”</p>
-
-<p>“You did tell him not to come.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can make him not come,” said John Evered; and the girl fell silent,
-and said at last, “He’s writing to her. Oh, John, what can she do? More
-than she has done?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll see to’t he stays away,” the young man promised; and the girl’s
-hand fell on his arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Please do,” she said. “He’s so unfair to Mary.”</p>
-
-<p>A little later, when they turned at last toward the house, John said
-half to himself, “If my father ever heard, he’d bust that man.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish he would,” the girl said hotly. “But&mdash;I’m afraid he’d find some
-way to blame Mary. He mustn’t know.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll see Dane Semler,” John promised.</p>
-
-<p>On the doorstep they kissed again. Then they went into the house
-together. Evered sitting by the lamp with his paper looked up at them
-bleakly, but said no word. Mary Evered smiled at her sister, smiled at
-John. She loved her husband’s son, had loved him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_34" id="page_34">{34}</a></span> like a mother since
-she came to the house and found him, a boy not four years old, helping
-with the chores as a grown man might have done. She had found something
-pitiful in the strength and the reserve of the little fellow; and she
-had mothered out of him some moments of softness and affection that
-would have surprised his father.</p>
-
-<p>There was a certain measure of reassurance in his eyes as he returned
-her smile. But when he had sat down across the table from his father,
-where she could not see his face, he became sober and very thoughtful.
-He was considering the matter of Dane Semler.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_35" id="page_35">{35}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="IV" id="IV"></a>IV</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">F</span>IRST word of the tragedy came to Will Bissell’s store at seven o’clock
-in the evening of the next day but one; and the manner of the coming was
-this:</p>
-
-<p>The day had been lowering and sultry; such a day as Fraternity was
-accustomed to expect in mid-August, when the sun was heavy on the land
-and the air was murky with sea fogs blown in from the bay. A day when
-there seemed to be a malignant spirit in the very earth itself; a day
-when to work was torment, and merely to move about was sore discomfort.
-A day when dogs snarled at their masters, and masters cursed at their
-dogs; when sullen passions boiled easily to the surface, and tempers
-were frayed to the last splitting strand.</p>
-
-<p>No breath of air was stirring as the evening came down. The sun had
-scarce shown itself all day; the coming of night was indicated only by a
-growing obscurity, by a thickening of the murky shadows in the valleys
-and the gray<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_36" id="page_36">{36}</a></span> clouds that hid the hills. Men slighted their evening
-chores, did them hurriedly or not at all, and made haste to get into the
-open air. From the houses of the village they moved toward Will’s store;
-and some of them stopped on the bridge above the brook, as though the
-sound of running water below them had some cooling power; and some
-climbed the little slope and sat on the high steps of the store. They
-talked little or none, spoke in monosyllables when they spoke at all.
-They were too hot and weary and uncomfortable for talking.</p>
-
-<p>No one seemed to be in any hurry. The men moved slowly; the occasional
-wagon or buggy that drove into town came at a walk; even the automobiles
-seemed to move with a sullen reluctance. So it was not surprising that
-the sound of a horse’s running feet coming along the Liberty road should
-quickly attract their ears.</p>
-
-<p>They heard it first when the horse topped the rise above the mill,
-almost a mile away. The horse was galloping. The sounds were hushed
-while the creature dipped into a hollow, and rang more loudly when it
-climbed a nearer knoll and came on across the level meadow road toward
-the town. The beat of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_37" id="page_37">{37}</a></span> its hoofs was plainly audible; and men asked each
-other whose horse it was, and what the hurry might be; and one or two,
-more energetic than the rest, stood up to get a glimpse of the road by
-which the beast was coming.</p>
-
-<p>Just before it came into their sight they heard it stop galloping and
-come on at a trot; and a moment later horse and rider came in sight, and
-every man saw who it was.</p>
-
-<p>Jean Bubier exclaimed, “It is M’sieu’ Semler.”</p>
-
-<p>And Judd echoed, “Dane Semler. In a hell of a hurry, too.”</p>
-
-<p>Then the man pulled his horse to a stand at the foot of the store steps
-and swung off. He had been riding bareback; and he was in the garments
-which he was accustomed to wear when he went fishing along the brooks.
-They all knew him; for though he was a man of the cities he had been
-accustomed to come to Fraternity in June for a good many years. They
-knew him, but did not particularly like him. There was always something
-of patronage in his attitude, and they knew this and resented it.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, one or two of them answered his greeting. For the rest,
-they studied him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_38" id="page_38">{38}</a></span> with an acute and painful curiosity. There was some
-warrant for their curiosity. Semler, usually an immaculate man, was hot
-and dusty and disordered; his face was white; his eyes were red and
-shifting, and there was an agonized haste in his bearing which he was
-unable to hide.</p>
-
-<p>He asked, almost as his foot touched ground, “Anyone here got a car?”</p>
-
-<p>Two or three of the men had come in automobiles; and one, George Tower,
-answered, “Sure.”</p>
-
-<p>Tower was a middle-aged man of the sort that remains perpetually young;
-and he had recently acquired a swift and powerful roadster of which he
-was mightily proud. It was pride in this car, more than a desire to help
-Dane Semler, that prompted his answer.</p>
-
-<p>Semler took a step toward him and lowered his voice a little. “I’ve had
-bad news,” he said. “How long will it take you to get me to town?”</p>
-
-<p>That was a drive of ten or a dozen miles, over roads none too good.</p>
-
-<p>Tower answered promptly: “Land you there in twenty minutes.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll give you a dollar for every minute<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_39" id="page_39">{39}</a></span> you do it under half an hour,”
-said Semler swiftly; and Tower got to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>“Where’s your grip?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>Semler shook his head. “I’m having that sent on. Can’t wait. I’m ready
-to start now.” He looked toward the men on the steps. “Some of you take
-care of the horse,” he said quickly. “Garvey will send for it.”</p>
-
-<p>Garvey was the farmer at whose house Semler had been staying. Will
-Bissell took the horse’s bridle and promised to stable the beast till
-Garvey should come. Tower was already in his car; Semler jumped in
-beside him. They were down the hill and across the bridge in a
-diminuendo roar of noise as the roadster, muffler cut out, rocketed away
-toward town. Two or three of the men got to their feet to watch them go,
-sat down again when they were out of sight.</p>
-
-<p>There was a moment’s thoughtful silence before someone said, “What do
-you make o’ that? Semler in some hurry, I’d say.”</p>
-
-<p>Jean Bubier laughed a little. “One dam’ hurry,” he agreed.</p>
-
-<p>“Like something was after him&mdash;or he was after someone.”</p>
-
-<p>Judd the mean cackled to himself. “By<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_40" id="page_40">{40}</a></span> Gad,” he cried, “I’ll bet
-Evered’s got on to him. I’ll bet Evered’s after that man. No wonder he
-run.”</p>
-
-<p>The other men looked at Judd, and they shifted uncomfortably. Will
-Bissell had gone round to stable the horse; Lee Motley had not yet come
-to the store, nor had Jim Saladine. Lacking these three there was no one
-to silence Judd, and the man might have gone on to uglier speech.</p>
-
-<p>But he was silenced, and silenced by so inconsiderable a person as Zeke
-Pitkin. Zeke drove up just then, drove hurriedly; and they saw before he
-stopped his horse that he was shaking with excitement.</p>
-
-<p>He cried out, “Hain’t you heard?”</p>
-
-<p>Judd answered, “Heard what? What ails you, Zeke?”</p>
-
-<p>Pitkin scarce heard him, he was so intent on crying out his dreadful
-news. It came in a stumbling burst of half a dozen words.</p>
-
-<p>“Evered’s red bull’s killed Mis’ Evered,” he stammered.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_41" id="page_41">{41}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="V" id="V"></a>V</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">E</span>VERED’S red bull was a notorious and dangerous figure in the
-countryside. It was like some primordial monster of the forests, and
-full as fierce of temper. Evered had bought it two years before, and two
-men on horseback, with ropes about the creature’s neck, brought it from
-town to his farm. Evered himself, there to receive it, scowled at their
-precautions. There was a ring in the monstrous beast’s nose; and to this
-ring Evered snapped a six-foot stick of ash, seasoned and strong.
-Holding the end of this stick he was able to control the bull; and he
-set himself to teach it fear. That he succeeded was well enough
-attested. The bull did fear him, and with reason. Nevertheless, Evered
-took no chances with the brute, and never entered its stall without
-first snapping his ash stick fast to the nose ring. Those who watched at
-such times said that the bull’s red eyes burned red and redder so long
-as Evered was near; and those who saw were apt to warn<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_42" id="page_42">{42}</a></span> the man to take
-care. But Evered paid no heed to their warnings; or seemed to pay no
-heed.</p>
-
-<p>The bull had never harmed a human being, because it had never found the
-opportunity. Men and women and children shunned it, kept well away from
-its stout-fenced pasture, its high-boarded pen and its stall. The
-creature was forever roaring and bellowing; and when the air was still
-its clamor carried far across the countryside and frightened children
-and women, and made even men pause to listen and to wonder whether
-Evered’s bull was loose at last. Some boys used to come and take a
-fearsome joy from watching the brute; and at first they liked to tease
-the bull, pelting it with sticks and stones. Till one day they
-came&mdash;Jimmy Hills, and Will Motley, and Joe Suter, and two or three
-besides&mdash;with a setter pup of Lee Motley’s at their heels. The pup
-watched their game, and wished to take a hand, so slipped through the
-fence to nip at the great bull’s heels; and the beast wheeled and pinned
-the dog against the fence with its head like a ram, and then trod the
-pup into a red pudding in the soft earth, while Will Motley shrieked
-with rage and sorrow and fear.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_43" id="page_43">{43}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Evered heard them that day, and came down with a whip and drove them
-away; and thereafter a boy who teased the bull had trouble on his hands
-at home. And the tale of what the brute had done to that setter pup was
-told and retold in every farmhouse in the town.</p>
-
-<p>Evered, even while he mastered the bull and held it slave, took pains to
-maintain his dominance. The stall which housed it was stout enough to
-hold an elephant; the board-walled pen outside the stall was doubly
-braced with cedar posts set five feet underground; and even the
-half-mile pasture in which, now and then, he allowed the brute to range,
-had a double fence of barbed-wire inside and stone wall without.</p>
-
-<p>This pasture ran along the road and bent at right angles to work down to
-the edge of the swamp. It was, as has been said, about a half mile long;
-but it was narrow, never more than a few rods wide. It formed the
-southern boundary of Evered’s farm; and no warning signs were needed to
-keep trespassers from crossing this area. When the bull was loose here
-it sometimes ranged along the fence that paralleled the road, tossing
-its great head and snorting and muttering at people who passed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_44" id="page_44">{44}</a></span> by, so
-that they were apt to hurry their pace and leave the brute behind.</p>
-
-<p>It was timid Zeke Pitkin, on his way to North Fraternity, who saw the
-bull break its fence on the afternoon that Mary Evered was killed. Zeke
-did not usually take the road past Evered’s place, because he did not
-like to pass under the eye of the bull. But on this day he was in some
-haste; and he thought it likely the bull would be stalled and out of
-sight, and on that chance took the short hill road to his destination.</p>
-
-<p>When he approached Evered’s farm he began to hear the bull muttering and
-roaring in some growing exasperation. But it was then too late to turn
-back without going far out of his way, so he pressed on until he came in
-sight of the pasture and saw the beast, head high, tramping up and down
-along the fence on the side away from the road. Zeke was glad the bull
-was on that side, and hurried his horse, in a furtive way, hoping the
-bull would not mark his passing.</p>
-
-<p>When he came up to where the brute was he saw that the bull was watching
-something in Evered’s woodlot, beyond the pasture; and Zeke tried to see
-what it was. At first he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_45" id="page_45">{45}</a></span> could not see; but after a moment a dog yapped
-there, and Zeke caught a glimpse of it; a half-bred terrier from some
-adjacent farm, roving the woods.</p>
-
-<p>The dog yapped; and the bull roared; and the dog, its native impudence
-impelling it, came running toward the pasture, and began to dance up and
-down, just beyond the bull’s reach, barking in a particularly shrill and
-tantalizing way.</p>
-
-<p>Zeke yelled to the dog to be off; but the dog took his yell for
-encouragement, and barked the harder; and then Zeke saw a thing which
-made him turn cold.</p>
-
-<p>He saw the bull swing suddenly, with all its weight, against the high
-wire fence; and he saw one of the posts sag and give way, and another
-smashed off short. So, quicker than it takes to tell it, the bull was
-floundering across the barbed wires, roaring with the pain of them, and
-Zeke saw it top the wall, tail high and head down, and charge the little
-dog.</p>
-
-<p>Zeke might have tried to drive the bull back into its pasture; but that
-was a task for a bold man, and Zeke was not bold. He whipped his horse
-and drove on to warn Evered; and when he looked back from the top of the
-hill<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_46" id="page_46">{46}</a></span> the bull and the dog had disappeared into the scrub growth of
-alder and hardwood along a little run that led down to the swamp. He
-whipped his horse again, and turned into the road that led to Evered’s
-farmhouse.</p>
-
-<p>When he got to the farmhouse there was no one at home; and after he had
-convinced himself of this Zeke drove away again, planning to stop at the
-first neighboring farm and leave word for Evered. But after a quarter of
-a mile or so he met the butcher, and stopped him and told him that the
-bull was loose in his woodlot.</p>
-
-<p>Evered asked a question or two; but Zeke’s voluble answers made him
-impatient, and he left the other and hurried on. At home he stabled his
-horse, got his ash stave with the snap on the end, and as an
-afterthought went into the house for his revolver. He had no illusions
-about the bull; he knew the beast was dangerous.</p>
-
-<p>While he was in the house he marked that his wife was not there, and
-wondered where she was, and called to her, but got no answer. He knew
-that John and Ruth MacLure, his wife’s sister, were in the orchard on
-the other side of the farm from the pasture and wood<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_47" id="page_47">{47}</a></span>lot; and he decided
-that his wife must have gone to join them there. So with the revolver in
-his pocket and the stave in his hand, Evered went down past the barn and
-through the bars into the woodlot. Somewhere in the thickets below him
-he expected to find the bull. He could hear nothing, so he understood
-that the little dog which had caused the trouble had either fled or been
-killed by the beast. He hoped for the latter; for he was an impatient
-man, and angered at the whole incident. Also, the sultry heat of the day
-had irked him; irked him so that he had cursed to himself because his
-wife was not at home when he wished to speak to her.</p>
-
-<p>In this impatient mood he began to work down through the woodlot. He
-went carefully, knowing the treacherous temper of the brute he was
-hunting. He passed through a growth of birches along a little run, and
-across a rocky knoll, and through more birches, and so came out upon the
-lower shelf of his farm, a quarter of a mile from the house, and halfway
-down to the borders of the swamp.</p>
-
-<p>He remembered, when he had come thus far, that there was a spring in the
-hillside a little below him, with two or three old trees above<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_48" id="page_48">{48}</a></span> it, and
-some clean grass beside it. His wife occasionally came here in the
-afternoon, when her work was done, to sit and read or rest or give
-herself to her thoughts. Evered knew of this habit of hers; but till
-this moment he had forgotten it. The spot was cool; it caught what air
-was stirring. He had a sudden conviction that she might be there now;
-and the idea angered him. He was angry with her because by coming down
-here she had put herself in a dangerous position. He was angry with her
-because he was worried about her safety. This was a familiar reaction of
-the man’s irascible temperament. Two years before, when Mary Evered took
-to her bed for some three weeks’ time with what was near being
-pneumonia, Evered had been irritable and morose and sullen until she was
-on her feet again. Unwilling to confess his concern for her, he
-expressed that concern by harsh words and scowls and bitter taunts, till
-his wife wept in silent misery. His wife whom he loved wept in misery
-because of him.</p>
-
-<p>Thus it was now with him. He was afraid she had come to the spring; he
-was afraid the bull would come upon her there; and because<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_49" id="page_49">{49}</a></span> he was
-afraid for her he was angry with her for coming.</p>
-
-<p>He went forward across the level rocky ground, eyes and ears alert; and
-so came presently atop a little rise from which he could look down to
-the spring. And at what he saw the man stopped stock-still, and all the
-fires of hell flared up in his heart till he felt his whole body burn
-like a flaming ember.</p>
-
-<p>His wife was there; she was sitting on a low smooth rock a little at one
-side of the spring. But that was not all; she was not alone. A man sat
-below her, a little at one side, looking up at her and talking
-earnestly; and Mary Evered’s head was drooping in thought as she
-listened.</p>
-
-<p>Evered knew the man. The man was Dane Semler. Dane Semler and his wife,
-together here, talking so quietly.</p>
-
-<p>They did not see him. Their backs were toward him, and they were
-oblivious and absorbed. Evered stood still for a moment; then he was so
-shaken by the fury of his own anger that he could not stand, and he
-dropped on one knee and knelt there, watching them. And the blood boiled
-in him, and the pulse pounded in his throat, and the breath choked<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_50" id="page_50">{50}</a></span> in
-his lungs. His veins swelled, his face became purple. One watching him
-would have been appalled.</p>
-
-<p>Evered was in that moment a terrible and dreadful spectacle, a man
-completely given over to the ugliest of angers, to the black and
-tempestuous fury of jealousy.</p>
-
-<p>He did not stop to wonder, to guess the meaning of the scene before him.
-He did not wish to know its explanation. If he had thought soberly he
-must have known there was no wrong in Mary Evered. But he did not think
-soberly; he did not think at all. He gave himself to fury. Accustomed to
-yield to anger as a man yields to alcohol, accustomed to debauches of
-rage, Evered in this moment loosed all bounds on himself. He hated his
-wife as it is possible to hate only those whom we love; he hated Dane
-Semler consumingly, appallingly. He was drunk with it, shaking with it;
-his lips were so hot it was as though they smoked with rage.</p>
-
-<p>The man and the woman below him did not move. He could catch, through
-the pounding in his own ears, the murmur of their voices. Semler spoke
-quickly, rapidly, lifting a hand now and then in an appealing gesture;
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_51" id="page_51">{51}</a></span> woman, when she spoke at all, raised her head a little to look at
-the man, and her voice was very low. Evered did not hear their words; he
-did not wish to. The very confidence and ease and intimacy of their
-bearing damned them unutterably in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>He was like a figure of stone, there on the knoll just above them. It
-seemed impossible that they could remain unconscious of his presence
-there. The unleashed demons in the man seemed to cry out, they were
-almost audible.</p>
-
-<p>But the two were absorbed; they saw nothing and heard nothing; nothing
-save each other. And Evered above them, a concentrated fury, was as
-absorbed and oblivious as they. His whole being was so focused in
-attention on these two that he did not see the great red bull until it
-came ponderously round a shoulder of the hill, not thirty paces from
-where the man and woman sat together. He did not see it then until they
-turned their heads that way, until they came swiftly to their feet, the
-man with a cry, the woman in a proud and courageous silence.</p>
-
-<p>The bull stood still, watching them. And in the black soul of Evered an
-awful triumph<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_52" id="page_52">{52}</a></span> leaped and screamed. His ash stave was beside him, his
-revolver was beneath his hand. There was time and to spare.</p>
-
-<p>He flung one fist high and brought it smashing down. It struck a rock
-before him and crushed skin and knuckles till the blood burst forth. But
-Evered did not even know. There was a dreadful exultation in him.</p>
-
-<p>He saw the bull’s head drop, saw the vast red bulk lunge forward, quick
-as light; saw Semler dodge like a rabbit, and run, shrieking, screaming
-like a woman; saw Mary Evered stand proudly still as still.</p>
-
-<p>In the last moment Evered flung himself on the ground; he hid his face
-in his arms. And the world rocked and reeled round him so that his very
-soul was shaken.</p>
-
-<p>Face in his arms there, the man began presently to weep like a little
-child.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_53" id="page_53">{53}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="VI" id="VI"></a>VI</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">A</span>FTER an interval, which seemed like a very long time, but was really
-only a matter of seconds, Evered got to his feet, and with eyes half
-averted started down the knoll toward the spring.</p>
-
-<p>Yet even with averted eyes he was able to see what lay before him; and a
-certain awed wonder fell upon the man, so that he was shaken, and
-stopped for a moment still. And there were tremorous movements about his
-mouth when he went on.</p>
-
-<p>His wife’s body lay where it had been flung by the first blunt blow of
-the red bull’s awful head. But&mdash;this was the wonder of it&mdash;the red bull
-had not trampled her. The beast stood above the woman’s body now, still
-and steady; and Evered was able to see that there was no more murder in
-him. He had charged the woman blindly; but it was now as though, having
-struck her, he knew who she was and was sorrowing. It was easy to
-imagine an almost<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_54" id="page_54">{54}</a></span> human dejection in the posture of the huge beast.</p>
-
-<p>And it was this which startled and awed Evered; for the bull had always
-been, to his eyes, an evil and a murderous force.</p>
-
-<p>A few feet from where the woman’s body lay Evered stopped and looked at
-the bull; and the bull stood quite still, watching Evered without
-hostility. Evered found it hard to understand.</p>
-
-<p>He turned to one side and knelt beside his wife’s body; but this was
-only for an instant. He saw at once that she was dead, beyond chance or
-question. There was no blood upon her, no agony of torn flesh; her
-garments were a little rumpled, and that was all. The mighty blow of the
-bull had been swift enough, and merciful. She lay a little on her side,
-and her lips were twisted in a little smile, not unhappily.</p>
-
-<p>Evered at this time was not conscious of feeling anything at all. His
-mind was clear enough; his perceptions were never more acute. But his
-emotions seemed to be in abeyance. He looked upon his wife’s body and
-felt for her neither the awful hate of the last minutes nor the
-torturing love of the years<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_55" id="page_55">{55}</a></span> that were gone. He looked simply to see if
-she were dead; and she was dead. So he took off his coat and made of it
-a pillow for her, and laid her head upon it, and composed her where she
-lay. And the great red bull stood by, with that unbelievable hint of
-sorrow and regret in its bearing; stood still as stone, and watched so
-quietly.</p>
-
-<p>Evered did not think of Semler; he had scarce thought of the man at all,
-from the beginning. When he was done with his wife he went to where the
-bull stood, and snapped his ash stave fast to the creature’s nose. The
-bull made no move, neither backed away nor snorted nor jerked aside its
-vast head. And Evered, his face like a stone, led the beast to one side
-and up the slope and through the woodlot toward the farm.</p>
-
-<p>As he approached the barn he turned to one side and came to the boarded
-pen outside the bull’s stall. He led the beast inside this pen, loosed
-the stave from the nose ring, and stepped back outside the gate.
-Watching for a moment he saw the red bull walk slowly across the pen and
-go into its stall; and once inside it turned round and stood with its
-head in the doorway of the stall, watching him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_56" id="page_56">{56}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He made fast the gate, then passed through the barn and approached the
-kitchen door. Ruth, his wife’s sister, came to the door to meet him. His
-face was steady as a rock; there was no emotion in the man. Yet there
-was something about him which appalled the girl.</p>
-
-<p>She asked huskily, “Did you get the bull in? I heard him, didn’t I?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Evered. “He’s in.”</p>
-
-<p>“I heard him bellowing,” she explained. “And then I saw a man run up
-across the side field to the road.”</p>
-
-<p>“That was Semler,” Evered explained coldly. “Dane Semler. He was afraid
-of the bull.”</p>
-
-<p>“I was worried,” the girl persisted timidly, not daring to say what was
-in her mind. “I was worried&mdash;worried about Mary.”</p>
-
-<p>“The bull killed her,” said Evered; and passed her and went into the
-kitchen.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth backed against the wall to let him go by; and she pressed her two
-hands to her lips in a desperate frightened way; and her eyes were wide
-and staring with horror. She stared at the man, and her hands held back
-the clamor of her grief. She stared at him as at<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_57" id="page_57">{57}</a></span> a monstrous thing,
-while Evered washed his hands at the sink and dried them on the roller
-towel, and combed his hair before the clean mirror hanging on the wall.
-There was a dreadful deliberation about his movements.</p>
-
-<p>After a moment the girl began to move; she went by little sidewise steps
-as far as the door, and then she leaped out into the barnyard, and the
-screams poured from her in a frenzy of grief that was half madness.
-Evered turned at the first sound and watched her run, still screaming,
-across the barnyard to the fence; and he saw her fumble fruitlessly with
-the topmost bars, and at last scramble awkwardly over the fence itself
-in her stricken haste. She was still crying out terribly as she
-disappeared from his sight in the direction of the woodlot and the
-spring.</p>
-
-<p>Evered watching her said to himself bitterly: “She knew where Mary was;
-knew where to look for her.”</p>
-
-<p>He flung out one hand in a weak gesture of despair that came strangely
-from so harshly strong a man; and he began to move aimlessly about the
-kitchen, not knowing what he did. He took a drink at the pump; he
-changed his shoes for barnyard boots; he cut tobacco from<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_58" id="page_58">{58}</a></span> a plug and
-filled his pipe and forgot to light it; he stood in the door, the cold
-pipe in his teeth, and stared out across his farm; and his teeth set on
-the pipestem till it cracked and roused him from his own thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>Then he heard someone running, and his son, John Evered, came from the
-direction of the orchard, and flung a quick glance at his father, and
-another into the kitchen at his father’s back.</p>
-
-<p>Evered looked at him, and the young man, panting from his run, said, “I
-heard Ruth cry out. What’s happened, father?”</p>
-
-<p>Evered’s tight lips did not stir for a moment; then he took the pipe in
-his hand, and he said stiffly, “The red bull killed Mary.”</p>
-
-<p>They were accustomed to speak of Evered’s second wife as Mary when they
-spoke together. John, though he loved her, had never called her mother.
-He loved her well; but the blood tie was strong in him, and he loved his
-father more. At his father’s word now he stepped nearer the older man,
-watching, sensing something of the agony behind Evered’s simple
-statement; and their eyes met and held for a little.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_59" id="page_59">{59}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Then Evered said, “She was with Dane Semler at the spring.”</p>
-
-<p>The gentler lines of his son’s face slowly hardened into a likeness of
-his own. The young man asked, “Where’s Semler?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ran away,” said Evered.</p>
-
-<p>“I had wanted a word with him.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered laughed shortly; and it was almost the first time that John had
-ever seen him laugh, so that the sight was shocking and terrible. Then
-the older man turned back into the house.</p>
-
-<p>John followed him and asked quickly, “It was at the spring?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. The bull broke down his fence to get at a dog.”</p>
-
-<p>“We must bring her home,” the son suggested quietly. “Where is Ruth?”</p>
-
-<p>“Down there,” Evered told him.</p>
-
-<p>John turned to the door again. “We’ll bring her home,” he said; and
-Evered saw the young man go swiftly across the farmyard and vault the
-fence and start at an easy run in the direction Ruth had gone.</p>
-
-<p>Evered stayed in the house alone for a moment; and when he could bear to
-be alone no longer he went out into the farmyard. As<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_60" id="page_60">{60}</a></span> he did so Zeke
-Pitkin drove in, on his way back from that errand in North Fraternity.</p>
-
-<p>The bleak face of Evered appalled the timid man and frightened him; and
-he stammered apologetically: “W-wondered if you got the b-bull in.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Evered. “After he had killed Mary.”</p>
-
-<p>Zeke stared at Evered with a face that was a mask of terror for a
-moment, and Evered stood still, watching him. Then Pitkin gathered his
-reins clumsily, and clumsily turned his horse, so sharply that his wagon
-was well-nigh overthrown by the cramped wheel. When it was headed for
-the road he lashed out with the whip, and the horse leaped forward.
-Evered could hear it galloping out to the main road, and then to the
-left, toward Fraternity.</p>
-
-<p>“Town’ll know in half an hour,” he said half to himself.</p>
-
-<p>The man was still in a stupor, his emotions numb. But he did not want to
-be alone. After a moment he went out into the stable and harnessed the
-horse to his light wagon and started down a wood road toward the spring.
-The wagon would serve to bring his wife’s body home.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_61" id="page_61">{61}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The vehicles on a Fraternity farm are there for utility, almost without
-exception. Evered had a mowing machine, a rake, a harrow, a sledge, a
-single-seated buggy and this light wagon. He was accustomed to take the
-wagon when he went butchering; and it had served to haul the carcasses
-of any number of sheep or calves or pigs or steers from farm to market.
-He had no thought that he was piling horror on horror in taking this
-wagon to bring home his wife’s body.</p>
-
-<p>He laid a double armful of hay in the bed of the wagon before he
-started; and he himself walked by the horse’s head, easing it over the
-rough places. The wood road which he followed would take him within two
-or three rods of the spring.</p>
-
-<p>John Evered, going before his father, had found Ruth MacLure
-passionately sobbing above the body of her sister. And at first he could
-not bring himself to draw near to her; he was held by some feeling that
-to approach her would be sacrilege. There had been such a love between
-the sisters as is not often seen; there was a spiritual intimacy between
-them, a sympathy of mind and heart akin to that sometimes marked between
-twins. John<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_62" id="page_62">{62}</a></span> knew this; he knew all that Ruth’s grief must be. And so he
-stood still, a little ways off from her, and waited till the tempest of
-her grief should pass.</p>
-
-<p>When she was quieter he spoke to her; and at the sound of his voice the
-girl whirled to face him, still kneeling; and there were no more tears
-in her. He was frightened at the stare of challenge in her eyes. He said
-quickly, “It’s me.”</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head as though something blurred her sight. “I thought it
-was your father,” she told him, and there was a bitter condemnation in
-her tone.</p>
-
-<p>John said, “You mustn’t blame him.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s not even sorry,” she explained softly, thoughtfully.</p>
-
-<p>“He is,” John insisted. “You never understood him. He loved her so.”</p>
-
-<p>She flung her head to one side impatiently and got to her feet, brushing
-at her eyes with her sleeve, fumbling with her hair, composing her
-countenance. “It’s growing dark,” she said. “We must take her home.”</p>
-
-<p>He nodded. “I’ll carry her,” he said; and he crossed and bent above the
-dead woman, and looked at her for a moment silently. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_63" id="page_63">{63}</a></span> girl, watching
-him, saw in the still strength of his features a likeness to his father
-that was suddenly terrible and appalling.</p>
-
-<p>She shuddered; and when he would have lifted her sister’s body she cried
-out in passionate hysterical protest, “Don’t touch her! Don’t touch her!
-You shan’t touch her, John Evered!”</p>
-
-<p>John looked at her slowly; and with that rare understanding which was
-the birthright of the man he said, “You’re blaming father.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes,” she cried, “I am.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was never his fault,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“He kept that red, killing brute about,” she protested. “Oh, he killed
-her, he killed Mary, he killed my sister, John.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is not fair,” he told her.</p>
-
-<p>Before she could answer they both hushed to the sound of the approaching
-wagon; and Evered came toward them, leading the horse, and he turned it
-and backed the wagon in below the spring.</p>
-
-<p>They did not speak to him, nor he to them. But when he was ready he went
-toward the dead woman to lift her into the wagon bed; and Ruth pushed
-between them and cried:<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_64" id="page_64">{64}</a></span> “You shan’t touch her! You shan’t touch her,
-ever!”</p>
-
-<p>Evered looked at her steadily; and after a moment he said, “Stand to one
-side.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl wished to oppose him; but it was a tribute to his strength that
-even in this moment the sheer will of the man overpowered her. She moved
-aside; and Evered lifted his wife’s body with infinite gentleness and
-disposed it upon the fragrant hay in the wagon bed. He put the folded
-coat again beneath his wife’s head as a pillow, as though she were only
-sleeping.</p>
-
-<p>Still with no word to them he took the horse’s rein and started to lead
-it toward the road and up the hill. And Ruth and John, after a moment,
-followed a little behind.</p>
-
-<p>When they came up into the open, out of the scattering trees, a homing
-crow flying overhead toward its roost saw them. It may have been that
-the wagon roused some memory in the bird, offered it some promise. At
-any rate, the black thing circled on silent wing, and lighted in the
-road along which they had come, and hopped and flopped behind them as
-they went slowly up the hill toward the farm.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth saw the bird and shuddered; and John<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_65" id="page_65">{65}</a></span> went back and drove it into
-flight; but it took earth again, farther behind them.</p>
-
-<p>It followed them insistently up the hill; and it was still there, a
-dozen rods away, as they brought Mary Evered home.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_66" id="page_66">{66}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="VII" id="VII"></a>VII</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">W</span>HEN they came into the farmyard night was falling. In the west the sky
-still showed bright and warm; and against this brilliant sky the hills
-were purple and deeper purple in the distance. In the valleys mists were
-rising and black pools of night were forming beneath these mists; and
-while Evered bore his wife’s body into the house and laid it on the bed
-in the spare room, these pools rose and rose until they topped the hills
-and overflowed the world with darkness. The air was still hot and heavy,
-as it had been all day; and the sultry sky which had intensified the
-heat of the sun served now to hide the stars. When it grew dark it was
-as dark as pitch. The blackness seemed tangible, as though a man might
-catch it in his hand.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth stayed beside her sister; but John built a fire in the stove while
-Evered sat by in stony calm, and he made coffee and fried salt pork<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_67" id="page_67">{67}</a></span> and
-boiled potatoes. There were cold biscuits which Mary Evered had made
-that morning, and doughnuts from the crock in the cellar. When the
-supper was ready he called Ruth; and she came. The most tragic thing
-about death is that it accomplishes so little. The dropping of man or
-woman into the pool of the infinite is no more than the dropping of a
-pebble into a brook. The surface of the pool is as calm, a little after,
-as it was before. Thus, now, save that Mary was not at the table, their
-supping together was as it had always been.</p>
-
-<p>And after they had eaten they must go with the familiarity of long habit
-about their evening chores. Ruth washed the dishes; John and his father
-fed the beasts and milked the cows; and when they came in John turned
-the separator while Ruth attended to the milk and put away, afterward,
-the skim milk and the cream.</p>
-
-<p>By that time two or three neighbors had come in, having heard of that
-which had come to pass. There was genuine sorrow in them, for Mary
-Evered had been a woman to be loved; but there was also the ugly
-curiosity native to the human mind; and there was speculation in each
-eye as they watched Evered<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_68" id="page_68">{68}</a></span> and John and Ruth. They would discuss, for
-days to come, the bearing of each one of the three on that black night.</p>
-
-<p>For Evered, the man was starkly silent, saying no word. He sat by the
-table, eyes before him, puffing his pipe. Ruth stayed by her sister as
-though some instinct of protection kept her there. John talked with
-those who came, told them a little. He did not mention Semler’s part in
-the tragedy. He said simply that the bull had broken loose; that Mary
-Evered was by the spring, where she liked to go; that the bull came upon
-her there.</p>
-
-<p>They asked morbidly whether she was trampled and torn; and they seemed
-disappointed when he told them that she was not, that even the terrible
-red bull had seemed appalled at the thing which he had done. And through
-the evening others came and went, so that he had to say the same things
-over and over; and always Evered sat silently by the table, giving no
-heed when any man spoke to him; and Ruth, in the other room, kept guard
-above the body. The women went in there, some of them; but no men went
-in.</p>
-
-<p>John had telephoned to Isaac Gorfinkle, whose business it was to prepare
-poor human<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_69" id="page_69">{69}</a></span> clay for its return to earth again; and Gorfinkle came about
-midnight and put all save Ruth out of the room where the dead woman lay.
-Gorfinkle was a little, fussy man; a man who knew his doleful trade.
-Before day he and Ruth had done what needed doing; and Mary Evered lay
-in the varnished coffin he had brought. Her white hair and the sweet
-nobility of her countenance, serenely lying there, made those who looked
-forget the ugly splendor of Gorfinkle’s wares.</p>
-
-<p>It was decided that she should be buried on the second day. On the day
-after her death many people came to the farm; and some came from
-curiosity, and some from sympathy, and some with an uncertain purpose in
-their minds.</p>
-
-<p>These were the selectmen of the town&mdash;Lee Motley, chairman; and Enoch
-Thomas, of North Fraternity; and Old Man Varney. Motley, a sober man and
-a man of wisdom, was of Evered’s own generation; Enoch Thomas and Varney
-were years older. Old Varney had a son past thirty, whom to this day he
-thrashed with an ax stave when the spirit moved him, his big son
-good-naturedly accepting the outrage.</p>
-
-<p>Thomas and Varney came to demand that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_70" id="page_70">{70}</a></span> Evered kill his red bull; and
-Motley put the case for them.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ve talked it over,” he said. “Seem’s like the bull’s dangerous; like
-he ought to be killed. That’s what we’ve&mdash;what we’ve voted.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered turned his heavy eyes from man to man; and Old Varney brandished
-his cane and called the bull a murdering beast, and bade Evered take his
-rifle and do the thing before their eyes. Evered’s countenance changed
-no whit; he looked from Varney to Thomas, who was silent, and from
-Thomas to Lee Motley.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll not kill the bull,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Before Motley could speak, Varney burst into abuse and insistent demand;
-and Evered let him talk. When the old man simmered to silence they
-waited for Evered to answer, but Evered held his tongue till Lee Motley
-asked, “Come, Evered, what do you say?”</p>
-
-<p>“What I have said,” Evered told them.</p>
-
-<p>“The town’ll see,” Old Varney shrilled, and shook his fist in Evered’s
-face. “The town’ll see whether a murdering brute like that is to range
-abroad. If you’ve not shame enough&mdash;your own wife, man&mdash;your own&mdash;&mdash;” he
-wagged his head. “The town’ll see.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_71" id="page_71">{71}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Said Evered: “I’ll not take rifle to the bull; but if any man comes here
-to kill the beast, I’ll have use for that rifle of mine.”</p>
-
-<p>Which fanned Varney to a fresh outbreak, till Evered flung abruptly
-toward him, and abruptly said, “Be still.”</p>
-
-<p>So were they still; and Evered looked them in the eye, man by man, till
-he came to Motley; and then he said, “Motley, I thought there was more
-wisdom in you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aye,” cried Varney. “He’s as big a fool as you.”</p>
-
-<p>And Motley said, “I voted against this, Evered. The bull’s yours, if
-you’re a mind to kill him. I’m not for making you. It’s your own affair,
-you mind. And&mdash;the ways of a bull are the ways of a bull. The brute’s
-not overmuch to be blamed.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered nodded and turned his back on them; and after a time they went
-away. But when Evered went into the house he met Ruth, and the girl
-stopped him and asked him huskily, “You’re not going to kill that red
-beast?”</p>
-
-<p>Evered hesitated; then he said, with something like apology in his
-tones, “No, Ruth.”</p>
-
-<p>She began to tremble, and he saw that words were hot on her lips; and he
-lifted one<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_72" id="page_72">{72}</a></span> hand in a placating gesture. She turned into the other room,
-and the door shut harshly at her back. Evered’s eyes rested on the door
-for a space, a curious questioning in them, a wistful light that was
-strange to see.</p>
-
-<p>All that day Ruth was still, saying little. No word passed between her
-and Evered, and few words between her and John. But that night, when
-they were alone, John spoke to her in awkward comfort and endearment.</p>
-
-<p>“Please, Ruthie,” he begged. “You’re breaking yourself. You’ll be sick.
-You must not be so hard.”</p>
-
-<p>He put an arm about her, as though he would have kissed her; but the
-girl’s hands came up against his chest, and the girl’s eyes met his in a
-fury of horror and loathing, and she flung him away.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t! Don’t!” she cried in a voice that was like a scream. “Don’t
-ever! You&mdash;his son!”</p>
-
-<p>John, inexpressibly hurt, yet understanding, left her alone; he told
-himself she was not to be blamed, with the agony of grief still
-scourging her.</p>
-
-<p>One of the neighbor women came in that night to sit with Ruth; and Ruth
-slept a little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_73" id="page_73">{73}</a></span> through the night. John was early abed; he had had no
-sleep the night before, and he was tired. He sank fathoms deep in
-slumber; a slumber broken by fitful, unhappy dreams. His own grief for
-the woman who had been mother to him had been stifled, given no chance
-for expression, because he had fought to comfort Ruth and to ease his
-father. The reaction swept over him while he slept; he rested little.</p>
-
-<p>Evered, about nine o’clock, went to the room he and his wife had shared
-for so many years. He had not, before this, been in the room since she
-was killed. Some reluctance had held him; he had shunned the spot. But
-now he was glad to be alone, and when he had shut the door he stood for
-a moment, looking all about, studying each familiar object, his nerves
-reacting to faint flicks of pain at the memories that were evoked.</p>
-
-<p>He began to think of what the selectmen had said, of their urgency that
-he should kill the bull. And he sat down on the edge of the bed and
-remained there, not moving, for a long time. Once his eye fell on his
-belt hanging against the wall, with the heavy knife that he used in his
-butchering in its sheath.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_74" id="page_74">{74}</a></span> He reached out and took down the belt and
-drew the knife forth and held it in his hands, the same knife that had
-killed drunken Dave Riggs long ago. A powerful weapon, it would strike a
-blow like an ax; the handle of bone, the blade heavy and keen and
-strong. He balanced it between his fingers, and thought of how he had
-struck it into the neck of Zeke Pitkin’s bull, and how the bull had
-dropped in midlife and never stirred more. The knife fascinated him; he
-could not for a long time take his eyes away from it. At the last he
-reached out and thrust it into its sheath with something like a shudder,
-strange to see in so strong a man.</p>
-
-<p>Then he undressed and got into bed, the bed he had shared with Mary
-Evered. He had blown out the lamp; the room was dark. There was a little
-current of air from the open window. And after a little Evered began to
-be as lonely as a boy for the first time away from home.</p>
-
-<p>There is in every man, no matter how stern his exterior, a softer side.
-Sometimes he hides it from all the world; more often his wife gets now
-and then a glimpse of it. There was a side of Evered which only Mary
-Evered<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_75" id="page_75">{75}</a></span> had known. And she had loved it. When they had come to bed
-together it always seemed to her that Evered was somehow gentler,
-kinder. He put away his harshness, as though it were a part he had felt
-called upon to play before men. The child in him, strong in most men,
-came to the surface. He was never a man overgiven to caresses, but when
-they were alone at night together, and he was weary, he would sometimes
-draw her arm beneath his head as a pillow or take her hand and lift it
-to rest upon his forehead, while she twined her fingers gently through
-his hair.</p>
-
-<p>They used to talk together, sometimes far into the night; and though he
-might have used her bitterly through the day, with caustic tongue and
-hard, condemning eye, he was never unkind in these moments before they
-slept. A man the world outside had never seen. It was these nights
-together which had made life bearable for Mary Evered; and they had been
-dear to Evered too. How dreadful and appalling, then, was this, his
-first night alone.</p>
-
-<p>Her shoulder was not there to cradle his sick and weary head; her gentle
-hand was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_76" id="page_76">{76}</a></span> not there to cool his brow. When he flung an arm across her
-pillow, where she used to lie, it embraced a gulf of emptiness that
-seemed immeasurably deep and terrible. After a little, faint
-perspiration came out upon the man’s forehead. He turned on his right
-side, in the posture that invited sleep; but at first sleep would not
-come. His limbs jerked and twitched; his eyelids would not close. He
-stared sightlessly into the dark. Outside in the night there were faint
-stirrings and scratchings and movings to and fro; and each one brought
-him more wide awake than the last. He got up and closed the window to
-shut them out, and it seemed to him the closed room was filled with her
-presence. When he lay down again he half fancied he felt her hand upon
-his hair, and he reached his own hand up to clasp and hold hers, as he
-had sometimes used to do; but his groping fingers found nothing, and
-came sickly away again.</p>
-
-<p>How long he lay awake he could not know. When at last he dropped asleep
-the very act of surrender to sleep seemed to fetch him wide awake again.
-Waking thus he thought that he held his wife in his arms; he had often
-wakened in the past to find her there. But as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_77" id="page_77">{77}</a></span> his senses cleared he
-found that the thing which he held so tenderly against his side was only
-the pillow on which her head was used to lie.</p>
-
-<p>The man’s nerves jangled and clashed; and he threw the pillow
-desperately away from him as though he were afraid of it. He sat up in
-bed; and his pulses pounded and beat till they hurt him like the blows
-of a hammer. There was no sleep in Evered.</p>
-
-<p>He was still sitting thus, bolt upright, sick and torn and weary, when
-the gray dawn crept in at last through the window panes.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_78" id="page_78">{78}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="VIII" id="VIII"></a>VIII</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE day of Mary Evered’s burial was such a day as comes most often
-immediately after a storm, when the green of the trees is washed to such
-a tropical brightness that the very leaves radiate color and the air is
-filled with glancing rays of light. There were white clouds in the blue
-sky; clouds not dense and thick, but lightly frayed and torn by the
-winds of the upper reaches, and scudding this way and that according to
-the current which had grip of them. Now and then these gliding clouds
-obscured the sun; and the sudden gloom made men look skyward, half
-expecting a burst of rain. But for the most part the sun shone steadily
-enough; and there was an indescribable brilliance in the light with
-which it bathed the earth. Along the borders of the trees, round the
-gray hulks of the bowlders, and fringing the white blurs of the houses
-there seemed to shimmer a halo of colors so faint and fine they could be
-sensed but not seen by the eye. The trees and the fields were an
-unearthly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_79" id="page_79">{79}</a></span> gaudy green; the shadows deep amid the branches were
-trembling, changing pools of color. A day fit to bewitch the eye, with a
-soft cool wind stirring everywhere.</p>
-
-<p>Evered himself was early about, attending to the morning chores. Ruth
-MacLure had fallen asleep toward morning, and the woman with her let the
-girl rest. John woke when he heard his father stirring; and it was he
-who made breakfast ready, when he had done his work about the barn. He
-and his father ate together, and Ruth did not join them.</p>
-
-<p>Evered, John saw, was more silent than his usual silent custom; and the
-young man was not surprised, expecting this. John himself, concerned for
-Ruth, and wishing he might ease the agony of her grief, had few words to
-say. When they were done eating he cleared away the dishes and washed
-them and put them away; and then he swept the floor, not because it
-needed sweeping, but because he could not bear to sit idle, doing
-nothing at all. He could hear the women stirring in the other room; and
-once he heard Ruth’s voice.</p>
-
-<p>John’s grief was more for the living than for the dead; he had loved
-Mary Evered truly enough, but there was a full measure of philos<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_80" id="page_80">{80}</a></span>ophy in
-the young man. She was dead; and according to the simple trust which was
-a part of him she was happy. But Ruth was unhappy, and his father was
-unhappy. He wished he might comfort them.</p>
-
-<p>Evered at this time was soberly miserable; his mind was still numb, his
-emotions were just beginning to assert themselves. He could not think
-clearly, could scarce think at all. What passed for thought with him was
-merely a jumble of exclamations, passionate outcries, curses and
-laments. Mary was dead; and he knew that dimly, without full
-comprehension of the knowledge. More clearly he remembered Mary and Dane
-Semler, sitting so intimately side by side; and the memory was
-compounded of anguish and of satisfaction&mdash;anguish because she was
-false, satisfaction because her frailty in some small measure justified
-the monstrous thing he had permitted, and in permitting had done. Evered
-did not seek to deceive himself; he knew that he had killed Mary Evered
-as truly as he had killed Dave Riggs many a year ago. He did not put the
-knowledge into words; nevertheless, it was there, in the recesses of his
-mind, concrete and ever insistent. And when sor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_81" id="page_81">{81}</a></span>row and remorse began to
-prick at him with little pins of fire he told himself, over and over,
-that she had been frail, and so got eased of the worst edge of pain.</p>
-
-<p>A little after breakfast people began to come to the house. Isaac
-Gorfinkle was first of them all, and he busied himself with his last
-ugly preparations. Later the minister came&mdash;a boy, or little more; fresh
-from theological school. His name was Mattice, and he was as prim and
-meticulous as the traditional maiden lady who is so seldom found in
-life. He tried to speak unctuous comfort to Evered, but the man’s scowl
-withered him; he turned to John, and John had to listen to him with what
-patience could be mustered. And more men came, and stood in groups about
-the farmyard, smoking, spitting, shaving tiny curls of wood from
-splinters of pine; and their women went indoors and herded in the front
-room together, and whispered and sobbed in a hissing chorus
-indescribably horrible. There is no creation of mankind so hideous as a
-funeral; there is nothing that should be more beautiful. The hushed
-voices, the damp scent of flowers, the stifling closeness of
-tight-windowed rooms, the shuffling of feet, the raw<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_82" id="page_82">{82}</a></span> snuffles of those
-who wept&mdash;these sounds filled the house and came out through the open
-doors to the men, whispering in little groups outside.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth MacLure was not weeping; nor Evered; nor John. And the mourning,
-sobbing women kissed Ruth and called her brave; and they whispered to
-each other that Evered was hard, and that John was like his father. And
-the lugubrious debauch of tears went on interminably, as though
-Gorfinkle&mdash;whose duty it would be to give the word when the time should
-come&mdash;thought these preliminaries were requisites to a successful
-funeral.</p>
-
-<p>But at last it was impossible to wait longer without going home for
-dinner, and Gorfinkle, who was accustomed to act as organist on such
-occasions, took his seat, pumped the treadles and began to play. Then
-everyone crowded into the front room or stood in the hall; and a woman
-sang, and young Mattice spoke for a little while, dragging forth verse
-after verse of sounding phrase which rang nobly even in his shrill and
-uncertain tones. More singing, more tears. A blur of pictures
-photographed themselves on Ruth’s eyes; words that she would never
-forget struck her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_83" id="page_83">{83}</a></span> ears in broken phrases. She sat still, steady and
-quiet. But her nerves were jangling; and it seemed to the girl she must
-have screamed aloud if the thing had not ended when it did.</p>
-
-<p>Then the mile-long drive to the hilltop above Fraternity, with its iron
-fence round about, and the white stones within; and there the brief and
-solemn words, gentle with grief and glorious with triumphant hope, were
-spoken above the open grave. And the first clod fell. And by and by the
-last; and those who had come began to drift away to their homes, to
-their dinners, to the round of their daily lives.</p>
-
-<p>Evered and John and Ruth drove home together in their light buggy, and
-Ruth sat on John’s knee. But there was no yielding in her, there was no
-softness about the girl. And no word was spoken by any one of them upon
-the way.</p>
-
-<p>At home, alighting, she went forthwith into the house; and John put the
-horse up, while his father fed the pigs and the red bull in his stall.
-When they were done Ruth called them to dinner, appearing for an instant
-at the kitchen door. John reached the kitchen before<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_84" id="page_84">{84}</a></span> his father; and
-the pain in him made him speak to the girl before Evered came.</p>
-
-<p>“Ruthie,” he said softly. “Please don’t be too unhappy.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him with steady eyes, a little sorrowful. “I’m not
-unhappy, John,” she said. “Because Mary is not unhappy, now. Don’t think
-about me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t help thinking about you,” he told her; and she knew what was
-behind his words, and shook her head.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll have to help it,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Ruthie,” he protested, “you know how I feel about you.”</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes shone somberly. “It’s no good, John,” she answered. “You’re too
-much Evered. I can see clearer now.”</p>
-
-<p>They had not, till then, marked Evered himself in the doorway. Ruth saw
-him and fell silent; and Evered asked her in a low steady voice, “You’re
-blaming me?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m cursing you,” said the girl.</p>
-
-<p>Evered held still for a little, as though it were hard for him to muster
-words. Then he asked huskily, “What was my fault?”</p>
-
-<p>She flung up her hand. “Everything!” she cried. “I’ve lived here with
-you. I’ve seen<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_85" id="page_85">{85}</a></span> you&mdash;breaking Mary by inches, and nagging and teasing
-and pestering her. Till she was sick with it. And she kept loving you,
-so you could hurt her more. And you did. You loved to hurt her. Hard and
-cruel and mean and small&mdash;you’d have beat her as you do your beasts, if
-you’d dared. Coward too. Oh!”</p>
-
-<p>She flung away, began to move dishes aimlessly about upon the table.
-Evered was gripped by a desire to placate her, to appease her; he
-thought of Dane Semler, wished to cry out that accusation against his
-wife. But he held his tongue. He had seen Semler with Mary; he had told
-John; Ruth knew that Semler had been upon the farm. But neither of them
-spoke of the man, then or thereafter. They told no one; and though
-Fraternity might wonder and conjecture, might guess at the meaning of
-Semler’s swift flight on the day of the tragedy, the town would never
-know.</p>
-
-<p>Evered did not name Semler now; and it was not any sense of shame that
-held his tongue. He believed wholly in that which his eyes had seen, and
-all that it implied. Himself scarce knew why he did not speak; and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_86" id="page_86">{86}</a></span> he
-would never have acknowledged that it was desire to shield his wife,
-even from her own sister, which kept him silent. After a moment he sat
-down and they began to eat.</p>
-
-<p>Toward the end of the meal he said to Ruth uneasily: “Feeling so, you’ll
-not be like to stay here with John and me.”</p>
-
-<p>Ruth looked at him with a quick flash of eyes; she was silent,
-thoughtfully. She had not considered this; had not considered what she
-was to do. But instantly she knew.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I’m going to stay,” she told Evered. “This thing isn’t done.
-There’s more to come. It must be so. For all you did there’s something
-that will come to you. I want to be here, to see.” Her hands clenched on
-the table edge. “I want to see you when it comes&mdash;see you squirm and
-crawl.”</p>
-
-<p>There was such certainty in her tone that Evered, spite of himself, was
-shaken. He answered nothing; and the girl said again, “Yes; I am going
-to stay.”</p>
-
-<p>The red bull in his stall bellowed aloud; a long, rumbling, terrible
-blare of challenge. It set the dishes dancing on the table before them;
-and when they listened they could hear the monstrous beast snorting in
-his stall.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_87" id="page_87">{87}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="IX" id="IX"></a>IX</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">A</span>FTER the death of Mary Evered the days slipped away, and June passed to
-July, and July to August. Gardens prospered; the hay ripened in the
-fields; summer was busy with the land. But winter is never far away in
-these northern hills; and once in July and twice in August the men of
-the farms awoke in early morning to find frost faintly lying, so that
-there were blackened leaves in the gardens, and the beans had once to be
-replanted. Customary hazards of their arduous life.</p>
-
-<p>The trout left quick water and moved into the deep pools; and a careful
-fisherman, not scorning the humble worm, might strip a pool if he were
-murderously inclined. The summer was dry; and as the brooks fell low and
-lower little fingerlings were left gasping and flopping upon the gravel
-of the shallows here and there. Nick Westley, the game warden for the
-district, and a Fraternity man, went about with dip net and pail,
-bailing penned<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_88" id="page_88">{88}</a></span> trout from tiny shallows and carrying them to the larger
-pools where they might have a chance for life. Some of the more ardent
-fishermen imitated him; and some took advantage of the trout’s extremity
-to bring home catches they could never have made in normal times.</p>
-
-<p>John Evered loved fishing; and he knew the little brook along the hither
-border of Whitcher Swamp, below the farm, as well as he knew his own
-hand. But this year had been busy; he found no opportunity to try the
-stream until the first week of July. One morning then, with steel rod
-and tiny hooks, and a can of bait at his belt, he struck down through
-the woodlot, past the spring where Mary had been killed, into the timber
-below, and so came to the wall that was the border of his father’s farm,
-and crossed into the swamp.</p>
-
-<p>Whitcher Swamp is on the whole no pleasant place for a stroll; yet it
-has its charms for the wild things, and for this reason John loved it.
-Where he struck the marshy ground it was relatively easy going; and he
-took a way he knew and came to the brook and moved along it a little
-ways to a certain broad and open pool.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_89" id="page_89">{89}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He thought the brook was lower than he had ever seen it at this season;
-and once he knelt and felt the water, and found it warm. He smiled at
-this with a certain gratification for the pool he sought was a spring
-hole, water bubbling up through pin gravel in the brook’s very bed, and
-the trout would be there to dwell in that cooler stream. When he came
-near the place, screened behind alders so that he could not be seen, he
-uttered an exclamation, and became as still as the trees about him while
-he watched.</p>
-
-<p>There were trout in the pool, a very swarm of them, lying close on the
-yellow gravel bottom. The water, clear as crystal, was no more than
-three feet deep; and he could see them ever so plainly. Big fat fish,
-monsters, if one considered the brook in which he found them. He judged
-them all to be over nine inches, several above a foot, one perhaps
-fourteen inches long; and his eyes were shining. They were so utterly
-beautiful, every line of their graceful bodies, and every dappled spot
-upon their backs and sides as clear as though he held them in his hands.</p>
-
-<p>He rigged line and hook, nicked a long worm upon the point, and without
-so much<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_90" id="page_90">{90}</a></span> as shaking an alder branch thrust his rod through and swung the
-baited hook and dropped it lightly in the very center of the pool, full
-fifteen feet from shore. Then he swung upward with a strong steady
-movement, for he had seen a great trout strike as the worm touched the
-water, had seen the chewing jaws of the fish mouthing its titbit. And as
-he swung, the gleaming body came into the air, through an arc above his
-head, into the brush behind him, where he dropped on his knees beside it
-and gave it merciful death with the haft of his heavy knife, and dropped
-it into his basket.</p>
-
-<p>Fly fishermen will laugh with a certain scorn; or they will call John
-Evered a murderer. Nevertheless, it is none so easy to take trout even
-in this crude fashion of his. A shadow on the water, a stirring of the
-bushes, a too-heavy tread along the bank&mdash;and they are gone. Nor must
-they be hurried. The capture of one fish alarms the rest; the capture of
-two disturbs them; the taking of three too quickly will send them flying
-every whither.</p>
-
-<p>John, after his first fish, filled and lighted his pipe, then caught a
-second; and after<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_91" id="page_91">{91}</a></span> another interval, a third&mdash;fat, heavy trout, all of
-them; as much as three people would care to eat; and John was not minded
-to kill more than he could use. He covered the three with wet moss in
-his basket, and then he crept back through the alders and lay for a long
-time watching the trout in the pool, absorbing the beauty of their
-lines, watching how they held themselves motionless with faintest
-quivers of fin, watching how they fed.</p>
-
-<p>A twelve-inch trout rose and struck at a leaf upon the pool’s surface,
-and John told himself, “They’re hungry.” He laughed a little, and got an
-inch-long twig and tied it to the end of his line in place of hook. This
-he cast out upon the pool, moving it to and fro erratically. Presently a
-trout swirled up and took it under, and spat it out before John could
-twitch the fish to the surface. John laughed aloud, and cast again. He
-stayed there for a long hour at this sport, and when the trout sulked he
-teased them with bits of leaf or grass. Once he caught a cricket and
-noosed it lightly and dropped it on the water. When the fish took it
-down John waited for an instant, then tugged and swung the trout<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_92" id="page_92">{92}</a></span> half a
-dozen feet into the air before he could disgorge the bait.</p>
-
-<p>“Hungry as sin,” John told himself at last; and his eyes became sober as
-he considered thoughtfully. There were other men about, as good
-fishermen as he, and not half so scrupulous. If they should come upon
-this pool on such a day&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>He did a thing that might seem profanation to the fisherman who likes a
-goodly bag. He gathered brush and threw it into the pool; he piled it
-end to end and over and over; he found two small pines; dead in their
-places among their older brethren; and he pushed them from their rotting
-roots and dragged them to the brook and threw them in. When he was done
-the pool was a jungle, a wilderness of stubs and branches; a sure haven
-for trout, a spot almost impossible to fish successfully. While he
-watched, when his task was finished, he saw brown darting shadows in the
-stream as the trout shot back into the covert he had made; and he smiled
-with a certain satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>“They’ll have to fish for them now,” he told himself.</p>
-
-<p>He decided to try and see whether a man<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_93" id="page_93">{93}</a></span> might take a trout from the
-pool in its ambushed state. It meant an hour of waiting, a snagged hook
-or two, a temper-trying ordeal with mosquitoes and flies. But in the end
-he landed another fish, and was content. He went back through the swamp
-and up to the farm, well pleased.</p>
-
-<p>Moving along the brook he saw other pools where smaller fish were lying;
-and that night he told Ruth what he had seen. “You can see all the trout
-you’re minded to, down there now,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>The girl nodded unsmilingly. She had not yet learned to laugh again,
-since her sister’s death. They were a somber household, these
-three&mdash;Evered steadily silent, the girl sober and stern, John striving
-in his awkward fashion to win mirth from her and speech from Evered.</p>
-
-<p>The early summer was to pass thus. And what was in Evered’s mind as the
-weeks dragged by no man could surely know. His eye was as hard as ever,
-his voice as harsh; yet to Ruth it seemed that new lines were forming in
-his cheeks, and his hair, that had been black as coal, she saw one
-afternoon was streaked with gray. Watching, thereafter,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_94" id="page_94">{94}</a></span> she marked how
-the white hairs increased in number. Once she spoke of it to John,
-constrainedly, for there was no such pleasant confidence between these
-two as there had been.</p>
-
-<p>John nodded. “Yes,” he said, “he’s aging. He loved her, Ruth; loved her
-hard.”</p>
-
-<p>Ruth made no comment, but there was no yielding in her eyes. She was in
-these days implacable; and Evered watched her now and then with
-something almost pleading in his gaze. He began to pay her small
-attentions, which came absurdly from the man. She tried to hate him for
-them.</p>
-
-<p>Once John sought to comfort his father, spoke to him gently of the dead
-woman; and Evered cried out, as though to assure himself as well as
-silence John: “She was tricking me, John! Leaving me. With Semler, that
-very day.”</p>
-
-<p>He would not let John reply, silenced him with a fierce oath and flung
-away. It might have been guessed that his belief in his wife’s treachery
-was like an anchor to which Evered’s racked soul clung; as though he
-found comfort and solace in the ugly thought, a justifying consolation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_95" id="page_95">{95}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="X" id="X"></a>X</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">J</span>OHN went no more to the brooks that summer; but what he had told Ruth
-led her that way more than once. Westley, the game warden, stopped at
-the house one day, and found her alone, and asked her whether John was
-fishing. She told him of John’s one catch.</p>
-
-<p>“Swamp Brook is full of trout,” she said; “penned in the holes and the
-shallows.”</p>
-
-<p>Westley nodded. “It’s so everywhere,” he agreed. “I’m dipping and
-shifting them. Tell John to do that down in the swamp if he can find the
-time.”</p>
-
-<p>She asked how it should be done; and when Westley had gone she decided
-that she would herself go down and try the trick of it if the drought
-still held.</p>
-
-<p>The drought held. No rain came; and once in early August she spent an
-afternoon along the stream, and transported scores of tiny trout to
-feeding grounds more deep and more secure.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_96" id="page_96">{96}</a></span> Again a week later; and
-still again as the month drew to a close.</p>
-
-<p>It was on this third occasion that the girl came upon Darrin. Working
-along the brook with dip net and pail she had marked the footprints of a
-man in the soft earth here and there. The swamp was still, no air
-stirring, the humming of insects ringing in her ears. A certain gloom
-dwelt in these woods even on the brightest day; and the black mold bore
-countless traces and tracks of the animals and the small vermin which
-haunted the place at night. Ruth might have been forgiven for feeling a
-certain disquietude at sight of those man tracks in the wild; but she
-had no such thought. She had never learned to be afraid.</p>
-
-<p>She came upon Darrin at last with an abruptness that startled her. The
-soft earth muffled her footsteps; she was within two or three rods of
-him before she saw him, and even then the man had not heard her. He was
-kneeling by the brook and at first she thought he had been drinking the
-water. Then she saw that he was studying something there upon the
-ground; and a moment later he got up and turned and saw her standing
-there. At first he was so surprised that he could not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_97" id="page_97">{97}</a></span> speak, and they
-were still, looking at each other. The girl, bareheaded, in simple waist
-and heavy short skirt, with rubber boots upon her feet so that she might
-wade at will, was worth looking at. The man himself was no mean
-figure&mdash;khaki flannel shirt, knickerbockers, leather putties over stout
-waterproof shoes. She carried pail in one hand, dip net in the other;
-and she saw that he had a revolver slung in one hip, a camera looped
-over his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>He said at last, “Hello, there!” And Ruth nodded in the sober fashion
-that was become her habit. The man asked, “What have you got? Milk, in
-that pail? Is this your pasture land?”</p>
-
-<p>“Trout,” she told him; and he came to see the fish in a close-packed
-mass; and he exclaimed at them, and watched while she put them into the
-stream below where he had been kneeling. He asked her why she did it,
-and she told him. At the same time she looked toward where he had knelt,
-wondering what he saw there. She could see only some deep-imprinted
-moose tracks; and moose tracks were so common in the swamp that it was
-not worth while to kneel to study them.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_98" id="page_98">{98}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He saw her glance, and said, “I was looking at those tracks. Moose,
-aren’t they?”</p>
-
-<p>She nodded. “Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“They told me there were moose in here,” he said. “I doubted it, though.
-So far south as this.”</p>
-
-<p>“There are many moose in the swamp,” she declared.</p>
-
-<p>He asked, “Have you ever seen them?”</p>
-
-<p>She smiled a little. “Once in a while. A cow moose wintered in our barn
-two years ago.”</p>
-
-<p>He slapped his thigh lightly. “Then this is the place I’m looking for,”
-he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>She asked softly, “Why?” She was interested in the man. He was not like
-John, not like anyone whom she had known; except, perhaps, Dane Semler.
-A man of the city, obviously. “Why?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to get some pictures of them,” he explained. “Photographs. In
-their natural surroundings. Wild. In the swamp.”</p>
-
-<p>“John took a snapshot of the cow that wintered with us,” she said. “I
-guess he’d give you one.”</p>
-
-<p>The man laughed. “I’d like it,” he told<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_99" id="page_99">{99}</a></span> her; “but I want to get a great
-many.” He hesitated. “Where is your farm?”</p>
-
-<p>She pointed out of the swamp toward the hill.</p>
-
-<p>“Near?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>And she said, “It’s right over the swamp.”</p>
-
-<p>“Listen,” he said eagerly. “My name’s Darrin&mdash;Fred Darrin. What’s
-yours?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ruth MacLure.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why you’re Evered’s sister-in-law, aren’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>She nodded, her cheeks paling a little. “Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“I was coming to see Evered to-night,” he said. “I want to board at the
-farm while I work on these pictures&mdash;that is, I want permission to camp
-down here by the swamp somewhere, and get milk and eggs and things from
-you. Do you think I can?”</p>
-
-<p>“Camp?” she echoed.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked round curiously, as though she expected to see his equipment
-there. “Haven’t you a tent?”</p>
-
-<p>He laughed. “No. I’ve a tarp for a shelter; and I can cut some hemlock
-boughs and build a shack; if you’ll let me trespass.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100">{100}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You could sleep in the barn I guess,” she said. “Or maybe in the
-house.”</p>
-
-<p>He shook his head. “No roof for mine. This is my vacation, you
-understand. I can sleep under a roof at home.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll be getting wet all the time.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll dry when the sun comes out.”</p>
-
-<p>She asked, “Who’s going to cook for you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m a famous cook,” he told her.</p>
-
-<p>She had the rooted distrust of the open air which is common among the
-people of the farms. She could not see why a man should sleep on the
-ground when he might have hay or a bed; and she could not believe in the
-practicality of cooking over an open fire; especially when there was a
-stove at hand.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll have to see Mr. Evered,” she said uneasily.</p>
-
-<p>So it happened that they two went back through the swamp together and up
-the hill; and they came side by side to meet Evered and John in the
-barnyard by the kitchen door.</p>
-
-<p>They had their colloquy there in the open barnyard, while the slanting
-rays of the sun drew lengthening shadows from where they stood. Darrin
-spoke to Evered. John went into the house after a moment and built a
-fire<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101">{101}</a></span> for Ruth; and then he came out again while the girl went about the
-business of supper.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin was a good talker; and Evered’s silence made him seem like a good
-listener. When John came out he was able to tell Darrin something of the
-moose in the swamp, their haunts and their habits. Darrin listened as
-eagerly as he had talked. He told them at last what he had come to do;
-he explained how by trigger strings and hidden cameras and flash-light
-powders he hoped to capture the images of the shy giants of the forest.
-John listened with shining eyes. The project was of a sort to appeal to
-him. As for Evered, he had little to say, smoked stolidly, stared out
-across his fields. The sunlight on his hair accentuated the white
-streaks in it, and John looking toward him once thought he had never
-seen his father look so old.</p>
-
-<p>When Darrin put forward his request for permission to camp in the
-woodlot near the swamp, Evered swung his heavy head round and gave the
-other man his whole attention for a space. It was John’s turn for
-silence now. He expected Evered to refuse, perhaps abusively. Evered had
-never liked trespassers. He said they scared his cows, trampled his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102">{102}</a></span>
-hay, stole his garden stuff or his apples. But Evered listened now with
-a certain patience, watching Darrin; and Darrin with a nimble tongue
-talked on and made explanations and promises.</p>
-
-<p>In the end Evered asked, “Where is it your mind to camp?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve picked no place. I’ll find a likely spot.”</p>
-
-<p>“You could sleep in the barn,” said Evered, as Ruth had said before him;
-and Darrin laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“As a matter of fact,” he explained, “half the sport of this for me is
-in sleeping out of doors on the ground. I’m on vacation, you know. Other
-men like hunting, and so do I; but mine is a somewhat different kind,
-that’s all. I won’t bother you; you’ll not see much of me, for I’ll be
-about the swamp at all hours of the night, and I’ll sleep a good deal in
-the day. You’ll hardly know I’m there. Of course, I don’t want to urge
-you against your will.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered’s lips flickered into what might have passed for a smile. “I’m
-not often moved against my will,” he said. “But I’ve no ob<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103">{103}</a></span>jection to
-your sleeping in my ground. If you keep out of the uncut hay.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will.”</p>
-
-<p>“And put out your fires. I don’t want to be burned up.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin laughed. “I’m not a novice at this, Mr. Evered,” he said. “You’ll
-not have to kick me off.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered nodded; and John said, “You want to keep out of the bull’s
-pasture too. You’ll know it. There’s a high wire fence round.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin said soberly, “I’ve heard of the red bull.”</p>
-
-<p>“He killed my wife,” said Evered; and there was something so stark in
-the bald statement that it shocked and silenced them. Evered himself
-flushed when he had spoken, as though his utterance had been
-unconsidered, had burst from his overfull heart.</p>
-
-<p>“I know,” Darrin told him.</p>
-
-<p>John said after a moment’s silence, “If there’s any way I can help&mdash;I
-know the swamp. As much as any man. And I’ve seen the moose in there.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a certain eagerness in his voice; and Darrin said readily, “Of
-course. I’d like it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104">{104}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>He said he would tramp to town and come with his gear next morning. John
-offered to drive him over, but he shook his head. As he started away
-Ruth came to the kitchen door, and he looked toward her, and she said
-hesitantly, “Don’t you want to stay to supper?”</p>
-
-<p>He thanked her, shook his head. Evered and John in the barnyard watched
-him go; and Evered saw Ruth leave the kitchen door and move to a window
-from which she could see him go up the lane toward the main road.</p>
-
-<p>Evered asked John: “What do you make of him?”</p>
-
-<p>“I like him,” said John. “I’m&mdash;glad you let him stay.”</p>
-
-<p>“Know why I let him stay?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why&mdash;no.”</p>
-
-<p>“See him and Ruth together? See her watching him?”</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t notice.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered’s lips twitched in the nearest approach to mirth he ever
-permitted himself. “Ought to have better eyes, John; if you’re minded to
-keep hold o’ Ruth. She likes him. If I’d swore at him, shipped him off,
-she’d have been all on his side from the start.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105">{105}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>John, a little troubled, shook his head. “Ruth’s all right,” he said.
-“Give her time.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered said, that wistful note in his voice plain for any man to hear,
-“I don’t want Ruth leaving us. So I let Darrin stay.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106">{106}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XI" id="XI"></a>XI</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">D</span>ARRIN came to the farm. He made his camp by the spring where Mary
-Evered had loved to sit, and where she had been killed. John knew this
-at the time, was on the spot when Darrin built his fireplace in a bank
-of earth, waist high, and watched the other shape hemlock boughs into a
-rain-shedding shelter.</p>
-
-<p>He did not remonstrate; but he did say, “Shouldn’t think you’d want to
-sleep here.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin looked at him curiously; and he laughed a little.</p>
-
-<p>“You mean&mdash;the red bull?” he asked. And when John nodded he said, “Oh,
-I’m not afraid of ghosts. The world’s full of ghosts.” There was a
-sudden hardness in his eye. “I’m a sort of a ghost myself, in a way.”</p>
-
-<p>John wondered what he meant; but he was not given to much questioning,
-and did not ask. Nevertheless, Darrin’s word stayed hauntingly in his
-mind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107">{107}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He told Ruth where Darrin was camping; and the girl listened
-thoughtfully, but made no comment. John knew that Ruth was accustomed to
-go to the spring now and then, as her sister had done. He wondered
-whether she would go there now. There was no jealousy in John; his heart
-was not built for it. Nevertheless, there was a deep concern for Ruth,
-deeper than he had any way of expressing. The matter worried him a
-little.</p>
-
-<p>They did not speak of Darrin’s camping place to Evered, and Evered asked
-no questions. Darrin came to the house occasionally for supplies, but it
-happened that he did not encounter Evered at such times. He was always
-careful to ask for the man, to leave some word of greeting for him; and
-once he bade them tell Evered to come down and see his camp. They did
-not do so. Some instinct, unspoken and unacknowledged, impelled both
-Ruth and John to keep Evered and Darrin apart. Neither was conscious of
-this feeling, yet both were moved by it.</p>
-
-<p>John, prompted to some extent by his father’s warning, had begun in an
-awkward fashion to seek to please Ruth and to win back favor in her
-eyes. He felt himself un<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108">{108}</a></span>easy and at a loss in the presence of Darrin,
-felt himself at a disadvantage in any contest with the other. John was a
-man of the country, of the farm, and he had grace to know it. Darrin had
-the ease of one who has rubbed shoulders with many men in many places;
-he was not confused in Ruth’s presence; he was rather at his best when
-she was near, while John was ill at ease and words came hard to him.
-Darrin took care to be friendly with them both; and he and John on more
-than one night drove deep into the swamp together on Darrin’s quest.
-John, busy about the farm, was unable to join Darrin in the daytime; but
-the other scoured through the marsh for tracks and traces, and then
-enlisted John to help him move cameras into position, lay flash-powder
-traps, or stalk the moose at their feeding in desperate attempts at
-camera snap-shooting.</p>
-
-<p>Sometimes, in the afternoons, John knew that Ruth went down to the
-spring and talked with Darrin. Darrin told her of his ventures in the
-swamp; and she told Darrin in her turn the story of the tragedy that had
-been enacted here by the spring where he was camping. John, crossing the
-woodlot on some errand,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109">{109}</a></span> came upon them there one afternoon, and passed
-by on the knoll above them without having been seen. The picture they
-made remained with him and troubled him.</p>
-
-<p>When Darrin had been some ten days on the farm and September was coming
-in with a full moon in the skies it happened one night that Evered drove
-to Fraternity for the mail and left John and Ruth alone together. When
-she had done with the dishes she came out to find him on the door-step,
-smoking in the moonlight; and she stood above him for a moment, till he
-looked up at her with some question in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>She asked then, “Are you going into the swamp with Mr. Darrin to-night?”</p>
-
-<p>He said, “No. He’s out of plates. There’s some due to-morrow; and he’s
-waiting.”</p>
-
-<p>She was silent a moment longer, then said swiftly, as though anxious to
-be rid of the words, “Let’s go down and see him.”</p>
-
-<p>If John was hurt or sorry he made no sign. He got to his feet. “Why, all
-right,” he said. “It’s bright. We’ll not need a lantern.”</p>
-
-<p>As they moved across the barnyard to the bars and entered the woodlot
-the girl began to talk, in a swift low voice, as though to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110">{110}</a></span> cover some
-unadmitted embarrassment. A wiser man might have been disturbed; but
-John was not analytical, and so he enjoyed it. It was the first time
-they had talked together at any length since Mary died. It was, he
-thought, like the old happy times. He felt warmed and comforted and
-happier than he had been for many weeks past. She was like the old Ruth
-again, he told himself.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin was glad to see them. He built up his fire and made a place for
-Ruth to sit upon his blankets, leaning against a bowlder, and offered
-John cigars. The man knew how to play host, knew how to be interesting.
-John saw Ruth laugh wholeheartedly for the first time in months. He
-thought she was never so lovely as laughing.</p>
-
-<p>When they went back up the hill together she fell silent and sober
-again; and he looked down and saw her eyes, clear in the moonlight.
-Abruptly, without knowing what he did, he put his arm round her; and for
-an instant she seemed to yield to him, so that he drew her toward him as
-he was used to do. He would have kissed her.</p>
-
-<p>She broke away and cried out: “No, no, no! I told you no, John.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111">{111}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>He said gently, “I think a lot of you, Ruth.”</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head, backing away from him; and he heard the angry note
-creep back into her voice. “You mustn’t, ever,” she told him. “Oh, can’t
-you understand?”</p>
-
-<p>Some hot strain in the man came to the surface; he cried with an
-eloquence that was strange on his slow lips, “I love you. That’s all I
-understand. I always will. You’ve got to know that too. You&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>She said, “Hush! I won’t listen. You&mdash;you’re your father over. He’s not
-content but he master everyone and every thing; master everyone about
-him. Break them. Master his beasts and his wife. You’re his own son.
-You’re an Evered.” Her hands were tightening into fists at her side.
-“Oh, you would want to boss me the way he&mdash;&mdash; I won’t, I won’t! You
-shan’t&mdash;shan’t ever do it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll be kind to you,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>There was a softer note in her voice. “John, John,” she told him. “I’m
-sorry. I did love you. I tried to shut my eyes. I tried to pretend that
-Mary was happy with him. You’re like him. I thought I’d be happy with
-you. She told me one day how he used be. It frightened me, because he
-was like you. But<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112">{112}</a></span> I did love you, John. Till Mary died. Then I knew.
-He’d killed her. He made her want to die. And he had driven that great
-bull into a killing thing&mdash;by the way he treated it.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’ve seen your father clear, John. I know what he is. You’re like
-him. I couldn’t ever love you.”</p>
-
-<p>He said in a hot quick tone&mdash;because she was very lovely&mdash;that she would
-love him, must, some day; and she shook her head.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you see?” she told him. “You’re trying already to make me do what
-you want. Oh, John, can’t you Evereds see any living thing without
-crushing it? Mr. Darrin&mdash;&mdash;” She caught herself, went on. “See how
-different he is. He goes into the swamp, and he has to be a thousand
-times more careful, more crafty than you when you hunt. But you come
-home with a bloody ugly thing across your shoulders; and he comes with a
-lovely picture, that will always be beautiful, and that so many people
-will see. He outwits the animals; he proves himself against them. But he
-doesn’t kill them to do it, John. You&mdash;your father&mdash;&mdash; Oh, can’t you
-ever see?”</p>
-
-<p>His thoughts were not quick enough to cope with her; but he said
-awkwardly, “I’m not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113">{113}</a></span>&mdash;always killing things. I’ve left many a trout go
-that I might have killed. And deer too.”</p>
-
-<p>“Because it’s the law,” she said harshly. “But it’s in you to
-kill&mdash;crush and bruise and destroy. Don’t you see the difference? You
-don’t have to beat a thing, a beast, to make it yield to you. You
-Evereds.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not a horse beater,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s the blood of you,” she told him. “You will be.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s some times,” he suggested, “when you’ve got to be hard.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve heard your father say that very thing.”</p>
-
-<p>They were moving slowly homeward now, speaking brokenly, with longer
-silences between. The night was almost as bright as day, the moon in
-midheavens above them. Ahead the barn and the house bulked large,
-casting dark shadows narrowly along their foundation walls. There was a
-fragrance of the hayfields in the air. The rake itself lay a little at
-one side as they came into the barnyard, its spindling curved tines
-making it look not unlike a spider crouching there. The bars rattled
-when John lowered them for her to pass through; and the red bull in the
-barn<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114">{114}</a></span> heard the sound and snorted sullenly at them.</p>
-
-<p>John said to her, “You’d be having a man handle that bull by kindness,
-maybe.”</p>
-
-<p>She swung about and said quickly, “I’d be having a man take an ax and
-chop that red bull to little bits.”</p>
-
-<p>He stood still and she looked up at him; and after an instant she hotly
-asked, “Are you laughing? Why are you laughing at me?”</p>
-
-<p>He said gently, “You that were so strong against any killing&mdash;talking so
-of the red bull.”</p>
-
-<p>She cried furiously, “Oh, you&mdash;&mdash; John Evered, you! I hate you! I’ll
-always hate you. You and your father&mdash;both of you. Don’t you laugh at
-me!”</p>
-
-<p>A little frightened at the storm he had evoked he touched her arm. She
-wrenched violently away, was near falling, recovered herself. “Don’t
-touch me!” she bade him.</p>
-
-<p>He watched her run into the house.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115">{115}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XII" id="XII"></a>XII</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">O</span>NE day in the first week of September, a day when there was a touch of
-frost in the air, and a hurrying and scurrying of the clouds overhead as
-though they would escape the grip of coming winter, Evered took down his
-double-bitted ax from its place in the woodshed and went to the
-grindstone and worked the two blades to razor edge. John was in the
-orchard picking those apples which were already fit for harvesting. Ruth
-was helping him.</p>
-
-<p>There was not much of the fruit, and Evered had said to them, “I’ll go
-down into the woodlot and get out some wood.”</p>
-
-<p>When he was gone Ruth and John looked at each other; and John asked,
-“Does he know Darrin is there, I wonder? Know where he is?”</p>
-
-<p>Ruth said, “I don’t know. He sees more than you think. Anyway, it won’t
-hurt him to know.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered shaped the ax to his liking, slung<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116">{116}</a></span> it across his shoulder, and
-walked down the wood road till he came to a growth of birch which was
-ready for the ax. The trees would be felled and cut into lengths where
-they lay, then hauled to the farm and piled in the shed to season under
-cover for a full twelve months before it was time to use the wood.
-Evered’s purpose now was simply to cut down the trees, leaving the later
-processes for another day.</p>
-
-<p>He had chosen the task in response to some inner uneasiness which
-demanded an outlet. The man’s overflowing energy had always been his
-master; it drove him now, drove him with a new spur&mdash;the spur of his own
-thoughts. He could never escape from them; he scarce wished to escape,
-for he was never one to dodge an issue. But if he had wished to forget,
-Fraternity would not have permitted it. The men of the town, he saw,
-were watching him with furtive eyes; the women looked upon him
-spitefully. He knew that most people thought he should have killed the
-red bull before this; but Evered would not kill the bull, partly from
-native stubbornness, partly from an unformed feeling that he, not the
-bull, was actually responsible. He was growing old through much thought
-upon the mat<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117">{117}</a></span>ter; and it is probable that only his own honest certainty
-of his wife’s misdoing kept him from going mad. He slept little. His
-nerves tortured him.</p>
-
-<p>He struck the ax into the first tree with a hot energy that made him
-breathe deep with satisfaction. He sank the blade on one side of the
-tree, and then on the other, and the four-inch birch swayed and toppled
-and fell. The man went furiously to the next, and to the next
-thereafter. The sweat began to bead his forehead and his pulses began to
-pound.</p>
-
-<p>He worked at a relentless pace for perhaps half an hour, drunk with his
-own labors. At the end of that time, pausing to draw breath, he knew
-that he was thirsty. It was this which first brought the spring to his
-mind, the spring where his wife had died.</p>
-
-<p>He had not been near the spot since the day he found her there. The
-avoidance had been instinctive rather than conscious. He hated the place
-and in some measure he feared it, as much as it was in the man to fear
-anything. He could see it all too vividly without bringing the actual
-surroundings before his eyes. The thought of it tormented him. And when
-his thirst made him remem<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118">{118}</a></span>ber the spring now his first impulse was to
-avoid it. His second&mdash;because it was ever the nature of the man to meet
-danger or misfortune or unpleasantness face to face&mdash;was to go to the
-place and drink his fill. He stuck his ax into a stump and started down
-the hill. This was not like that other day when he had gone along this
-way. That day his wife had been killed was sultry and lowering and
-oppressive; there was death in the very air. To-day was bright, crisp,
-cool; the air like wine, the earth a vivid panorama of brilliant
-coloring, the sky a vast blue canvas with white clouds limned lightly
-here and there. A day when life quickened in the veins; a day to make a
-man sing if there was song in him.</p>
-
-<p>There was no song in Evered; nevertheless, he felt the influence of the
-glory all about him. It made him, somehow, lonely; and this was strange
-in a man so used to loneliness. It made him unhappy and a little sorry
-for himself, a little wistful. He wanted, without knowing it, someone to
-give him comradeship and sympathy and friendliness. He had never
-realized before how terribly alone he was.</p>
-
-<p>His feet took unconsciously the way they had taken on that other day;
-but his thoughts<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119">{119}</a></span> were not on the matter, and so he came at last to the
-knoll above the spring with something like a shock of surprise, for he
-saw a man sitting below; and for a moment it seemed to him this man was
-Semler, that Mary sat beside him. He brushed a rough hand across his
-eyes, and saw that what he had taken for his wife’s figure was just a
-roll of blanket laid across a rock; and he saw that the man was not
-Semler but Darrin.</p>
-
-<p>He had never thought of the possibility that Darrin might have camped
-beside the spring. Yet it was natural enough. This was the best water
-anywhere along the swamp’s edge. A man might drink from the brook, but
-not with satisfaction in a summer of such drought as this had seen. But
-the spring had a steady flow of cool clear water in the driest seasons.
-This was the best place for a camp. Darrin was here.</p>
-
-<p>Evered stood still, looking down on Darrin’s camp, until the other man
-felt his eyes and looked up and saw him.</p>
-
-<p>When he saw Evered, Darrin got to his feet and laid aside his book and
-called cheerfully, “Come aboard, sir. Time you paid me a call.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120">{120}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Evered hesitated; then he went, stumbling a little, down to where Darrin
-was. “I’m getting out some wood,” he said. “I just came down for a
-drink.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sit down,” said Darrin in a friendly way. “Fill your pipe.”</p>
-
-<p>The old Evered, the normal Evered even now would have shaken his head,
-bent for his drink from the spring and gone back to his work. But Evered
-was in want of company this day; and Darrin had a cheerful voice, a
-comradely eye. Darrin seemed glad to see him. Also the little hollow
-about the spring had a fascination for Evered. Having come to the spot
-he was unwilling to leave it, not because he wished to stay, but because
-he wished to go. He stayed because he dreaded to stay. He took Darrin’s
-cup and dipped it in the spring and drank; and then at Darrin’s
-insistence he sat down against the bowlder and whittled a fill for his
-pipe and set it going.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin during this time had been talking with the nimble wit which was
-characteristic of the man. He made Evered feel more assured, more
-comfortable than he had felt for a long time. And while Darrin talked<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121">{121}</a></span>
-Evered’s slow eyes were moving all about, marking each spot in the
-tragedy that was forever engraved upon his mind&mdash;there had sat his wife,
-there Semler, yonder stood the bull&mdash;terribly vivid, terribly real, so
-that the sweat burst out upon his forehead again.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin, watching, asked, “What’s wrong? You look troubled.”</p>
-
-<p>And Evered hesitated, then said huskily, “It’s the first time I’ve been
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>He did not explain; but Darrin understood. “Since your wife was killed?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin nodded. “It was here by the spring, wasn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>Evered answered slowly, “Yes. She was&mdash;lying over there when I found
-her.” He pointed to the spot.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin looked that way; and after a moment, eyes upon the curling smoke
-of his pipe, he asked casually, “Where was Semler?”</p>
-
-<p>His tone was easy, mildly interested and that was all; nevertheless, his
-word came to Evered with an abrupt and startling force. Semler? He had
-told no one save John that Semler was here that day; he knew John would
-never have told. Ruth knew; but she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122">{122}</a></span> too was close-mouthed. Fraternity
-did not know. Yet Darrin knew.</p>
-
-<p>“Where was Semler?” Darrin had asked, so casually.</p>
-
-<p>And Evered cried, “Semler? Who said he was here?”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin looked surprised. “Why, I did not know it was a secret. He told
-me&mdash;himself.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered was tense and still where he sat. “He&mdash;you know him?”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin laughed a little. “I wouldn’t say that. I don’t care for the man.
-I met him a little before I came up here, and told him where I was
-coming; and he advised me not to come. Told me of this&mdash;tragedy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Told you he was here?”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin nodded. “Yes; how he tried to fight off the bull.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered came to his feet, half crouching. “The black liar and coward ran
-like a rabbit,” he said under his breath; and his face was an ugly thing
-to see.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin cried, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to&mdash;waken old sorrows. It
-doesn’t matter. Forget it.” He sought, palpably, to change to another
-topic. “Are you getting in your apples yet?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123">{123}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Evered would not be put off. “See here,” he said. “What did Dane Semler
-tell you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve forgotten,” said Darrin. He smiled cheerfully. “That is to say, I
-mean to forget. It’s not my affair. Let’s not talk about it.”</p>
-
-<p>Over Evered swept then one of those impulses to speech, akin to the
-impulses of confession. He exclaimed with a tragic and miserable note in
-his voice. “By God, if I don’t talk about it sometime it’ll kill me.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin looked up at him, gently offered; “I’ll listen, then. It may ease
-you to&mdash;tell the story over. Go ahead, Mr. Evered. Sit down.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered did not sit down. But the story burst from him. Something,
-Darrin’s sympathy or the anger Darrin’s reference to Semler had roused,
-touched hidden springs within the man. He spoke swiftly, eagerly, as
-though with a pathetic desire to justify himself. He moved to and fro,
-pointing, illustrating.</p>
-
-<p>He told how Zeke Pitkin had brought word that the red bull was loose in
-the woodlot. “I stopped at the house,” he said. “There was no one there;
-and that scared me. When I came down this way I thought of this spring.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124">{124}</a></span>
-My wife used to like to come here. And I was scared, Darrin. I loved
-Mary Evered, Darrin.”</p>
-
-<p>He caught himself, as though his words sounded strangely even in his own
-ears. When he went on his voice was harsh and hard.</p>
-
-<p>“I came to the knoll up there”&mdash;he pointed to the spot&mdash;“and saw Mary
-and Semler here, sitting together, talking together. Damn him! Like
-sweethearts!” The red floods swept across the man’s face as the tide of
-that old rage overwhelmed him. “Damn Semler!” he cried. “Let him come
-hereabouts again!”</p>
-
-<p>He went on after a moment: “I was too late to do anything but shout to
-them. The bull was coming at them from over there, head down. When I
-shouted they heard me, and forgot each other; and then they saw the red
-bull. Semler could have stopped him or turned him if he’d been a man. If
-I had been nearer I could have killed the beast with my hands, in time.
-But I was too far away; and Semler ran. I tell you, Darrin, he ran! He
-turned tail, and squawked, and ran along the hillside there. But Mary
-did not run. She could not; or she wouldn’t. And the red bull hit her
-here; and tossed her there. One blow<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125">{125}</a></span> and toss. He has no horns, you’ll
-mind. Semler running, all the time. Tell him, when you go back&mdash;tell him
-he lied.”</p>
-
-<p>He was abruptly silent, his old habit of reticence upon him. And he was
-instantly sorry that he had spoken at all. To speak had been relief, had
-somehow eased him. Yet who was Darrin? Why should he tell this man?</p>
-
-<p>Darrin said gently, “The bull did not trample her?”</p>
-
-<p>Evered answered curtly, “No. I reached him.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin nodded. “You could handle him?”</p>
-
-<p>“The beast knows me,” said Evered.</p>
-
-<p>And even while he spoke he remembered how the great bull, as though
-regretting that which he had done, had stood quietly by until he was led
-away. He did not tell Darrin this; there were no more words in him. He
-had spoken too much already. Darrin was watching him now, he saw; and it
-seemed to Evered that there was a hard and hostile light of calculation
-in the other’s eye.</p>
-
-<p>He turned away his head, and Darrin asked, “How came she here with
-Semler?”</p>
-
-<p>Evered swung toward the man so hotly that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126">{126}</a></span> for a moment Darrin was
-afraid; and then the older man’s eyes misted and his lips twisted weakly
-and he brushed them with the back of his hand.</p>
-
-<p>He did not answer Darrin at all; and after a moment Darrin said,
-“Forgive me. It must hurt you to remember; to look round here. You must
-see the whole thing over again.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered stood still for a moment; then he said abruptly: “I’ve sat too
-long. I’ll be back at work.”</p>
-
-<p>He went stiffly up the knoll. Darrin called after him, “Come down again.
-You know the way.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered did not turn, he made no reply. When he was beyond the other’s
-sight he stopped once and looked back, and his eyes were faintly
-furtive. He muttered something under his breath. He was cursing his
-folly in having talked with Darrin.</p>
-
-<p>Back at his work Evered was uneasy; but his disquiet would have been
-increased if he could have seen how Darrin busied himself when he was
-left alone. The man sat still where he was till Evered had passed out of
-sight above the knoll; sat still with thoughtful eyes, studying the
-ground about him and con<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127">{127}</a></span>sidering the things which Evered had said. And
-once while he sat with his eyes straight before him, thinking on
-Evered’s words, he said to himself: “The man did love his wife.” And
-again: “There’s something hurting him.”</p>
-
-<p>After a little he got up and climbed the knoll cautiously, till he could
-look in the direction Evered had taken. Evered was not in sight; and
-when he could be sure of this Darrin went along the shelf above the
-spring, toward the wood road that came down from the farm. At the road
-he turned round and retraced his steps, trying to guess the path Evered
-would have taken to come in sight of the spring itself.</p>
-
-<p>When he came to the edge of the knoll he noted the spot, and cast back
-and tried again, and still again. He seemed to seek the farthest spot
-from which the spring was visible. When he had chosen this spot he stood
-still, surveying the land below, picturing to himself the tragedy that
-had been enacted there.</p>
-
-<p>He seemed to come to some conclusion in the end, for he paced with
-careful steps the distance from where he stood to the rock where Mary
-Evered had been sitting. From that spot again he paced the distance to
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128">{128}</a></span> alder growth through which the bull had come. Returning, eyes
-thoughtful, he took pencil and paper and plotted the scene round him,
-and set dots upon it to mark where Evered must have stood, and where
-Mary and Semler had sat, and the way by which the bull had come.</p>
-
-<p>The man sat for a long hour that afternoon with this rude map before
-him, considering it; and he set down distances upon it, and marked the
-trees. Once he took pebbles and moved them upon his map as the bull and
-Semler and Evered must have moved upon this ground.</p>
-
-<p>In the end, indecision in his eyes, he folded the paper and put it
-carefully into his pocket. Then he made a little cooking fire and
-prepared his supper and ate it. When he had cleaned up his camp he put
-on coat and cap and started along the hillside below the bull pasture to
-the road that led toward Fraternity.</p>
-
-<p>This was not unusual with Darrin. He was accustomed to go to the village
-three or four times a week for his mail or to sit round the stove in
-Will Bissel’s store and listen to the talk of the country. He had got
-some profit from this: Jim Saladine, for example, told him one night of
-a fox den, and took him next<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129">{129}</a></span> day to the spot; and by a week’s patience
-Darrin had been able to get good pictures of the little foxes at their
-play. And Jean Bubier had taken him up to the head of the pond to see a
-cow moose pasturing with Jean’s own cows. Besides these tangible pieces
-of fortune he had acquired a fund of tales of the woods. He liked the
-talk about the stove, and took his own share in it so modestly that the
-men liked him.</p>
-
-<p>Once or twice during his stay in the town there had been talk of Evered;
-and Darrin had led them to tell the man’s deeds. Great store of these
-tales, for Evered’s daily life had an epic quality about it. From the
-murdering red bull the stories went back and back to that old matter of
-the knife and Dave Riggs, now years agone. Telling this story Lee Motley
-told Darrin one night that it had made a change in Evered.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin had asked, “What did he do?”</p>
-
-<p>And Motley said: “First off, he didn’t seem bothered much. But it
-changed him. He’d been wild and strong and hard before, but there was
-some laughing in him. I’ve always figured he took the thing hard. I’ve
-not seen the man laugh, right out, since then.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130">{130}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin said, “You can’t blame him. It’s no joke to kill a man.”</p>
-
-<p>Motley nodded his agreement. “It made a big change in Evered,” he
-repeated.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin’s interest in Evered had not been sufficiently marked to attract
-attention, for Evered was a figure of interest to all the countryside.
-Furthermore, there was talk that Darrin and Ruth MacLure liked each
-other well; and the town thought it natural that Darrin should be
-curious as to the man who might be his brother-in-law. Everyone knew
-that Ruth and John Evered had been more than friends. There was a
-friendly and curious interest in what looked like a contest between
-Darrin and John.</p>
-
-<p>This night at Will’s store Darrin had little to say. He bought paper and
-envelopes from Will and wrote two letters at the desk in Will’s office;
-and he mailed them, with a special-delivery stamp upon each one. That
-was a thing not often done in Fraternity; and Will noticed the addresses
-upon the letters. To Boston men, both of them.</p>
-
-<p>Afterward, Darrin sat about the store for a while, and then set off
-along the road toward Evered’s farm. Zeke Pitkin gave him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131">{131}</a></span> a lift for a
-way; and Darrin remembered that Evered had named this man, and he said
-to Zeke: “You saw Evered’s bull break out, that day the beast killed
-Mary Evered, didn’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>Zeke said yes; and he told the tale, coloring it with the glamor of
-tragedy which it would always have in his eyes. And he told
-Darrin&mdash;though Darrin had heard this more than once before&mdash;how Evered
-had killed his, Zeke’s, bull with a knife thrust in the neck, a day or
-two before the tragedy. “That same heavy knife of his,” he said. “The
-one he killed Dave Riggs with.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin asked, “Still uses it&mdash;to butcher with?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir,” said Zeke. “I’ve seen him stick more’n one pig with that old
-knife in the last ten year.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin laughed a little harshly. “Not very sentimental, is he?”</p>
-
-<p>“There ain’t a human feeling in the man,” Pitkin declared.</p>
-
-<p>When Zeke stopped to let Darrin down at the fork of the road Darrin
-asked another question. “Funny that Semler should skip out so sudden
-that day, wasn’t it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132">{132}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You bet it uz funny,” Zeke agreed. “I’ve allus said it was.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you see him the day he left?”</p>
-
-<p>Pitkin shook his head. “Huh-uh. I was busy all day, and over in North
-Fraternity in the aft’noon. Got to the store right after he lit out.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin walked to his camp, lighting his steps with an electric torch,
-and made a little fire for cheerfulness’ sake, and wrapped in his
-blankets for sleep. He had set a camera in the swamp that day, with a
-string attached to the shutter in a fashion that should give results if
-a moose came by. He wondered whether luck would be with him. His
-thoughts as sleep crept on him shifted back to Evered again. A puzzle
-there&mdash;a question of character, of reaction to emotional stimulus. He
-asked himself: “Now if I were an emotional, hot-tempered man and came
-upon my wife with another man, and saw her in swift peril of her
-life&mdash;what would I do?”</p>
-
-<p>He was still wondering, still questioning, still trying to put himself
-in Evered’s shoes when at last he dropped asleep.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133">{133}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XIII" id="XIII"></a>XIII</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">D</span>ARRIN and Ruth had come to that point in friendship where they could
-sit silently together, each busy with his or her own thoughts, without
-embarrassment. The girl liked to come down the hill of an afternoon for
-an hour with the man; and sometimes he read to her from one of the books
-of which he had a store. And sometimes he showed her the pictures he had
-made&mdash;strange glimpses of the life of the swamp. His camera trap caught
-curious scenes. Now and then a deer, occasionally a moose, once a
-wildcat screeching in the night. And again they had to look closely to
-see what it was that had tugged the trigger string; and sometimes it was
-a rabbit, and sometimes it was a mink; and at other times it was nothing
-at all that they could discover in the finished photograph. Once a great
-owl dropped on some prey upon the ground and touched the string; and the
-plate caught him, wings flying, talons reaching&mdash;a picture of the wild
-things that prey.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134">{134}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Most of the pictures were imperfect&mdash;blurred or shadowed or ill-focused.
-Out of them all there were only four or five that Darrin counted worth
-the saving; but he and Ruth found fascination in the study of even the
-worthless ones.</p>
-
-<p>It was inevitable that the confidence between them should develop
-swiftly in these afternoons together. It was not surprising that Ruth
-one afternoon dared ask Darrin a question. She had been curiously
-silent, studying him, until he noticed it, and laughed at her for it;
-and she told him then, “I’m wondering&mdash;whether we really know you here.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her with a quick intentness, smiled a little. “Why?” he
-asked. “What are you thinking?”</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head. “I don’t know, exactly. Just that sometimes I felt
-you’re hiding something; that you’re not thinking about the things
-you&mdash;seem to think about.”</p>
-
-<p>He said good-naturedly, “You’re making a mystery out of me.”</p>
-
-<p>“A little,” she admitted.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s no mystery,” he said; and he added softly: “There’s a deal more
-mystery about you, to me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135">{135}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>He had never, as they say, made love to her. Yet there was that in his
-tone now which made her flush softly and look away from him. Watching
-her he hesitated. His hand touched hers. She drew her hand away and rose
-abruptly.</p>
-
-<p>“I must go back to the house,” she said. “It’s time I was starting
-supper.”</p>
-
-<p>He was on his feet, facing her; but there was only cheerful friendliness
-in his eyes. He would not alarm her. “Come again,” he said. “I like to
-have you come.”</p>
-
-<p>“You never come to the house, except for eggs and things. You ought to
-come and see us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps I will,” he said; and he watched her as she climbed the knoll
-and disappeared. His eyes were very gentle; there would have been in
-them an exultant light if he could have seen the girl, once out of his
-sight, stop and look back to where the smoke of his little fire rose
-above the trees.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin was much in her thoughts during these days. She would have
-thought of him more if she had been able to think less of John.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136">{136}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XIV" id="XIV"></a>XIV</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">D</span>ARRIN’S departure came abruptly. He had gone to the village one night
-for his mail, and found a letter waiting, which he read with avid eyes.
-Having read it he put it away in his pocket, and came to Will Bissell
-and asked how he might most quickly reach Boston.</p>
-
-<p>Will told him there was a morning train from town; and Darrin nodded and
-left the store. He decided to walk the ten miles through the night. It
-was cool and clear; the walk would be good for him. It would give him
-time for thinking.</p>
-
-<p>He went back to his camp and slept till three in the morning. Then he
-made a little breakfast and ate it and packed his camp belongings under
-his tarpaulin for cover. To the tarp he fastened a note, addressed to
-Ruth. He wrote simply:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“<i>Dear Ruth</i>: I have to go away for four or five days, hurriedly. I
-would have said good<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137">{137}</a></span>by if there were time. If it rains will you
-ask John to put my things under shelter somewhere? In the barn will
-do. There is a camera set at the crossing of the brook where the
-old pine is down. Perhaps he will find that and take care of it for
-me. My other things in the box here are safe enough. The box is
-waterproof.</p>
-
-<p>“I will not be long gone. I’m taking the morning train from town.
-Please remember me to Mr. Evered.</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-“Yours, <span style="margin-left: 2em;"><span class="smcap">Fred</span>.”</span><br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>At a little after four, dressed in tramping clothes, but with other
-garments in a bundle under his arm, he started for town. He had time to
-change his garments there, and cash a check at the bank, and have a more
-substantial breakfast before he boarded the morning train.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth discovered that Darrin had gone on the afternoon of his going. She
-went down to his camp by the spring with an eagerness of anticipation
-which she did not admit even to herself; and when she saw that he was
-not there she was at once relieved and unhappy.</p>
-
-<p>The girl had stopped on the knoll above the camp; and she stood there
-for a moment look<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138">{138}</a></span>ing all about, thinking Darrin might be somewhere
-near. Then she marked the careful order of the spot, and saw that all
-the camp gear was stowed away; and abruptly she guessed what had
-happened. She ran then down the knoll, and so came almost at once upon
-the note he had left for her.</p>
-
-<p>She read this through, frowning and puzzling a little over the
-intricacies of his handwriting; and she did not know whether to be
-unhappy over his going or happy that he had remembered to leave this
-word for her. She did not press the scribbled note against her bosom,
-but she did read it through a second time, and then refold it carefully,
-and then take it out and read it yet again. In the end it was still in
-her hand when she turned reluctantly back up the hill. She put it in the
-top drawer of her bureau in her room.</p>
-
-<p>She told John and Evered at suppertime that Darrin was gone. Evered
-seemed like a man relieved of a burden, till she added, “He’s coming
-back again, though.”</p>
-
-<p>John asked, “How do you know?”</p>
-
-<p>“He left a note for me,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>John bent over his plate, hiding the hurt in his eyes. The girl told him
-of the camera set<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139">{139}</a></span> in the swamp, and John promised to go and fetch it,
-and to bring Darrin’s other belongings under shelter in the woodshed or
-the barn.</p>
-
-<p>He managed this the next day; and Ruth made occasion to go to the barn
-more than once for the sheer happiness of looking upon them. John caught
-her at it once; but he did not let her know that he had seen. The young
-man was in these days woefully unhappy.</p>
-
-<p>It is fair to say that he had reason to be. Ruth was kind to him, never
-spoke harshly or in an unfriendly fashion; in fact, she was almost too
-friendly. There was a finality about her friendliness which baffled him
-and erected a barrier between him and her. The man tried awkwardly to
-bring matters back to the old sweet footing between them; but the girl
-was of nimbler wit than he. She put him off without seeming to do so;
-she erected an impassable defense about herself.</p>
-
-<p>On the surface they were as they had always been. Evered could see no
-difference in their bearing. Neighbors who occasionally stopped at the
-house decided that John and Ruth were going to be married when the time
-should come; and they told each other they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140">{140}</a></span> had always said so. Before
-others the relations between the two were pleasantly friendly; but there
-were no longer the sweet stolen moments when their arms entwined and
-their lips met. When they were alone together Ruth treated John as
-though others were about; and John knew no way to break through her
-barriers.</p>
-
-<p>About the fifth day after Darrin’s going Ruth began to expect his
-return. He did not come on that day, nor on the next, nor on the next
-thereafter. She became a little wistful, a little lonely. Toward the
-middle of the second week she found herself clinging with a desperate
-earnestness to a despairing hope. He had promised to come back; she
-thought he would come back. There had never been any word of more than
-friendliness between them; yet the girl felt that such a word must come,
-and that he would return to speak it.</p>
-
-<p>One night she dreamed that he would never come again, and woke to find
-tears streaming across her cheeks. She lay awake for a long time, eyes
-wide and staring, wondering if she loved him.</p>
-
-<p>During this interval of Darrin’s absence there manifested itself in
-Evered a curious<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141">{141}</a></span> wistful desire to placate Ruth; to win her good will.</p>
-
-<p>She noticed it first one day when the man had been very still, sitting
-all day in the kitchen with his eyes before him, brooding over unguessed
-matters. It was a day of blustering, blowing rain, a day when the wind
-lashed about the house and there was little that could be done out of
-doors. Ruth, busy about the room, watched Evered covertly; her eyes
-strayed toward him now and again.</p>
-
-<p>She had not fully realized till that day how much the man was aging. The
-change had come gradually, but it had been marked. His hair, that had
-been black as coal six months before, was iron gray now; it showed
-glints that were snow white, here and there. The skin of his cheeks had
-lost its bronze luster; it seemed to have grown loose, as though the man
-were shrinking inside. It hung in little folds about his mouth and jaw.</p>
-
-<p>His head, too, was bowing forward; his head that had always been so
-erect, so firm, so hard and sternly poised. His neck seemed to be
-weakening beneath the load it bore; and his shoulders were less square.
-They hung for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142">{142}</a></span>ward, as though the man were cold and were guarding his
-chest with his arms.</p>
-
-<p>The fullness of the change came to Ruth with something of a shock, came
-when she was thinking it strange that Evered should be content to remain
-all day indoors. He was by nature an active man, of overflowing bodily
-energy; he was used to go out in all weathers to his tasks. She had seen
-him come in, dripping, in the past; his cheeks ruddy from the wet and
-cold, his eyes glowing with the fire of health, his chest heaving to
-great deep breaths of air. More and more often of late, she remembered,
-he had stayed near the stove and the fire, as though it comforted him.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth had not John’s sympathetic understanding of the heart of Evered;
-nevertheless, she knew, as John did, that the man had&mdash;in his harsh
-fashion&mdash;loved his dead wife well. She had always known this, even
-though she had never been able to understand how a man might hurt the
-woman he loved. If she had not known, she would not have blamed Evered
-so bitterly for all the bitter past. It was one of the counts of her
-indictment of him that he had indeed loved Mary; and that even so he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143">{143}</a></span>
-had made the dead woman unhappy through so many years.</p>
-
-<p>Watching him this day Ruth thought that sorrow was breaking him; and the
-thought somewhat modified, without her knowing it, the strength of her
-condemnation of the man. When in mid afternoon he took from her the
-shovel and broom with which she was preparing to clean out the ashes of
-the stove, and did the task himself, she was amazed and angry with
-herself to find in her heart a spark of pity for him.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me do that, Ruthie,” he had said. “It’s hard for you.”</p>
-
-<p>He had never been a man given to small chores about the house; he was
-awkward at it. His very awkwardness, the earnestness of his clumsy
-efforts&mdash;warmed the girl’s heart; she found her eyes wet as she watched
-him, and took recourse in an abrupt protest.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re spilling the ashes,” she said. “Here, let me.”</p>
-
-<p>She would have taken the broom from him, but Evered would not let it go.
-He looked toward her as they held the broom between them, and there was
-in his eyes such an<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144">{144}</a></span> agony of desire to please her that the girl had to
-turn away.</p>
-
-<p>What was moving in Evered’s mind it is hard to say, hard to put in
-words. He had not yet surrendered to regret for the thing he had done;
-he was still able to bolster his courage, to strengthen himself by the
-reflection that his wife had wronged him. He was still able to fan to
-life the embers of his rage against her and against Semler. Yet the man
-was finding it hard to endure the hatred in Ruth’s eyes, the silent
-glances which met him when he went abroad, the ostracism of the village.
-He wanted comradeship in these days as he had never wanted it before. He
-desired the friendship of mankind; he desired, in an unformed way, the
-affection of Ruth. The girl had come to symbolize in his thoughts
-something like his own conscience. He was uncertainly conscious that if
-she forgave him, looked kindly upon him, bore him no more malice, he
-might altogether forgive himself for that which he had done.</p>
-
-<p>Yet when he put this thought in words it evoked a revolt in his own
-heart; and he would cry out to himself, “I need no forgiveness! I’ve
-nothing to forgive! I was right to let the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145">{145}</a></span> bull.... She was false as a
-witch; false as hell!”</p>
-
-<p>He found poor comfort in this thought. So long as he believed his wife
-was guilty he could endure the torment of his own remorse, could relieve
-the pain of it. And if Ruth would only smile upon him, be her old
-friendly self to him again....</p>
-
-<p>The man’s attentions to her were almost like an uncouth wooing. He began
-to study the girl’s wants, to find little ways to help her, to
-anticipate her desires, to ease her work about the house. He sought
-opportunities to talk with her, and drove himself to speak gently and
-ingratiatingly. He called her Ruthie, though she had always been Ruth to
-him before.</p>
-
-<p>The man was pitiful; the girl could not wholly harden her heart against
-him. Naturally generous and kindly she caught herself thinking that
-after all he had loved Mary well; that he missed her terribly. Once or
-twice hearing him move about his room in the night she guessed his
-loneliness. She was more and more sorry for Evered.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth was not the only one who saw that the man was growing old too
-swiftly. They<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146">{146}</a></span> marked the fact at Will Bissell’s store. Will saw it, and
-Lee Motley saw it, and Jim Saladine; these three with a certain
-sympathy. Jean Bubier saw it with sardonic amusement, tinged with
-understanding. Old Man Varney saw it with malice; and Judd in the
-meanness of his soul saw it with malignant delight.</p>
-
-<p>“Looking for friends now, he is,” Judd exclaimed one night. “Him that
-was so bold before. Tried to start talk with me to-day. I turned my back
-on the man. I’d a mind to tell him why.”</p>
-
-<p>Motley and Saladine spoke of the thing together. Motley said, “I think
-he&mdash;thought a deal of Mary&mdash;in the man’s way.”</p>
-
-<p>And Saladine nodded and said: “Yes. But&mdash;there’s more to it than that,
-Lee. More than we know, I figure. Something hidden behind it all. A
-black thing, if the whole truth was to come out. Or so it looks to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Saladine was a steady, thoughtful man, and Motley respected his opinion,
-and thought upon the matter much thereafter; but he was to come to no
-conclusion.</p>
-
-<p>On his farm the change in Evered manifested itself in more than one way;
-in no way more markedly than in his lack of energy.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147">{147}</a></span> He left most of the
-chores to John; and, what was more significant, he gave over to John
-full care of the huge red bull. It had been Evered’s delight to master
-that brute and bend it to his will. John and Ruth both marked that he
-avoided it in these later days. John had the feeding of it; he cleaned
-its stall; he tossed in straw for the creature’s bed. The bull was
-beginning to know him, to know that it need not fear him. He was
-accustomed to go into its stall and move about the beast without
-precautions, speaking gently when he spoke at all.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth never saw this. She seldom went near the red bull’s stall. She
-hated the animal and dreaded it. On one occasion she did go near its
-pen. It was suppertime and the food was hot upon the table. She called
-John from the woodshed, and then came to the kitchen door to summon
-Evered. He was leaning against the high gate of the bull’s plank-walled
-yard looking in at the animal. Ruth called to him to come to supper, but
-he did not turn. She called again, and still the man did not move.</p>
-
-<p>A little alarmed, for fear he might have been suddenly stricken sick,
-she went swiftly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148">{148}</a></span> across the barnyard to where he stood, and looked at
-him, and looked into the pen.</p>
-
-<p>Evered was watching the bull; and the bull stood a dozen feet away,
-watching the man. There was a stillness about them both which frightened
-the girl; a still intentness. Neither moved; their eyes met steadily
-without shifting. There was no emotion in either of them. It was as
-though the man were probing the bull’s mind, as though the bull would
-read the man’s thoughts. They were like persons hypnotized. Ruth
-shivered and touched Evered’s arm and shook it a little.</p>
-
-<p>“Supper’s ready,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>He turned to her with eyes still glazed from the intensity of their
-stare.</p>
-
-<p>“Supper?” he echoed. Then remembrance came to him; and he nodded heavily
-and said with that wistfully ingratiating note in his voice, “Yes,
-Ruthie, I’m coming. Come; let’s go together.”</p>
-
-<p>He took her arm, and she had not the hardness of heart to break away
-from him. They went into the house side by side.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149">{149}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XV" id="XV"></a>XV</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">I</span>N mid-October Darrin returned afoot, as he had departed; and there was
-no warning of his coming. He reached the farm in the afternoon. John was
-in the woodlot at the time, cutting the wood into cord lengths in
-preparation for hauling. Evered had worked in the morning, but after
-dinner he sat down by the kitchen stove and remained there, in the dull
-apathy of thought which was becoming habitual to him. He was still there
-and Ruth was busy about the room when Darrin came to the door. Ruth had
-caught sight of him through the window; she was at the door to meet him
-and opened it before he knocked. She wanted to tell him how glad she was
-to see him; but all she could do was stand very still, her right hand at
-her throat, her eyes on his.</p>
-
-<p>He said gently, “Well, I’ve come back. But it has been longer than I
-thought it would be.”</p>
-
-<p>She nodded. “Yes, it has been a long time.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150">{150}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>There was so much of confession in her tone that the man’s heart pounded
-and he stepped quickly toward her. But when she moved back he saw Evered
-within the room, watching him with dull eyes; and he caught himself and
-his face sobered and hardened.</p>
-
-<p>“My things are here?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“In the shed,” she said. “John brought them up. I’ll show you.”</p>
-
-<p>She stepped away and he followed her into the kitchen, toward the door
-that opened at one side into the shed.</p>
-
-<p>She had already opened the door when Evered asked huskily, “Back, are
-you?”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin said, “Yes.” There was an indescribable note of hostility in his
-voice which he could not disguise.</p>
-
-<p>“Won’t be here long now, I figure,” Evered suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know,” said Darrin. “I’ll be here till I’ve done what I came to
-do.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered did not speak for a minute; then he asked, “Get them moose
-pictures, you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>Ruth looked from one man to the other in a bewildered way, half sensing
-the fact that both were wary and alert.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151">{151}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Darrin said, “Of course.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered shook his head. “Dangerous business, this time o’ year. The old
-bulls have got other things on their mind besides having their pictures
-took.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll risk it,” said Darrin.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve a right to,” Evered told him, and turned away.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin watched the man for an instant; then he followed Ruth into the
-shed. She showed him his dunnage, packed in a stout roll; and he lifted
-it by the lashing and slung it across his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Evered is right,” she said. “The moose are dangerous&mdash;in the fall.”</p>
-
-<p>He touched his roll with his left hand affectionately. “I’ve a gun here.
-My pistol, you know. I’ll be careful.”</p>
-
-<p>She urged softly, “Please do.”</p>
-
-<p>There was so much solicitude in her voice that Darrin was shaken by it;
-he slid the roll to the floor.</p>
-
-<p>Then Evered came to the door that led into the shed; and he said, “I’ll
-help you down with that stuff.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin shook his head. “No need,” he replied. “I can handle it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152">{152}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>He swung it up again across his shoulder; and Ruth opened the outer door
-for him. She and Evered stood together watching him cross the barnyard
-and lower the bars and pass through and go on his way.</p>
-
-<p>When he was out of sight Ruth looked up at Evered; and the man said
-gently, “Glad to see him, Ruthie?”</p>
-
-<p>She nodded, “I like him.”</p>
-
-<p>“More than you like John?” the man asked.</p>
-
-<p>And she said steadily, “I like them both. But Darrin is gentle, and
-strong too. And you Evereds are only cruelly strong.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wouldn’t say John was cruel,” the man urged wistfully.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s your son,” she said, the old bitterness in her voice.</p>
-
-<p>And Evered nodded, as though in confession. He looked in the direction
-Darrin had taken.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder what he’s back for,” he said half to himself.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth did not answer, and after a little she went back into the kitchen.
-She heard Evered working with his ax for a while, splitting up wood for
-the stove; and presently he brought in an armful and dumped it in the
-woodbox.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153">{153}</a></span> It was a thing he had done before, though John was accustomed
-to carry her wood for her. As he dropped the wood now Evered looked
-toward her, as though to make sure she had seen; he smiled in a
-pleading, broken way. She thanked him, a certain sympathy in her voice
-in spite of herself. The man was so broken; he had grown so old in so
-short a time.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin, bound toward his old camping ground at the spring, heard John’s
-ax in the birch growth at his left, but he did not turn aside. There was
-a new purpose in the man; his old pleasantly amiable demeanor had
-altered; his eyes were steady and hard. He reached the spring and
-disposed his goods, with a packet of provisions which he had brought
-from the village.</p>
-
-<p>A little later he went back up the hill to get milk and eggs from the
-farm. It chanced that he found Evered in the barnyard; and Evered saw
-him coming, and watched him approach. They came face to face at the
-bars, and when Darrin had passed through he stood still, eying the other
-man and waiting for Evered to speak. There was a steady scrutiny in
-Evered’s eyes, a questioning; Dar<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154">{154}</a></span>rin met this questioning glance with
-one that told nothing. His lips set a little grimly.</p>
-
-<p>Evered asked at last, “You say you came back for more pictures?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m wondering if you’ll get what you come for.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin said, “I intend to.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered nodded quietly. “All right,” he agreed. “I don’t aim to hinder.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned toward the barn; and as he turned Darrin saw that he had his
-knife slung in its leather sheath upon his hip. The sheath was deep;
-only the tip of the knife’s haft showed. Yet Darrin’s eyes fastened on
-this with a strange intentness, as though he were moved by a morbid
-curiosity at sight of the thing. The heavy knife had taken so many
-lives.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin did not move till Evered had gone into the barn and out of sight;
-then the younger man turned toward the house, and knocked, and Ruth
-opened the door.</p>
-
-<p>He asked, “Can I get milk to-night, and eggs; and have you made butter?”</p>
-
-<p>She had been surprised to see him so soon again; she was a little
-startled, could not find<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155">{155}</a></span> words at once. But she nodded and he came into
-the kitchen and she shut the door behind him, for the day was cold.</p>
-
-<p>“We haven’t milked,” she said. “It will be a little while.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin, whose thoughts had been on other things, found himself suddenly
-swept by a sense of her loveliness. He had always known that she was
-beautiful, but he had held back the thought, had fought against it. Now
-seeing her again after so long a time he forgot everything but her. She
-saw the slow change in his eyes; and though she had longed for it, it
-frightened her.</p>
-
-<p>She began to tremble, and tried to speak, but all she could say was,
-“Oh!”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin came toward her then slowly. He had not meant to speak, yet the
-words came before he knew. “Ah, Ruth, I have missed you so,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes were dim and soft. She was miserably happy, an anguish of
-happiness.</p>
-
-<p>He said, “I love you so, Ruth. I love you so.” And he kissed her.</p>
-
-<p>The girl was swept as by a tempest. She had dreamed of this man for
-weeks, idealizing him, thinking him all that was fine and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156">{156}</a></span> gentle and
-good. She gave herself to his kisses as though she were hungry for them.
-She was crying, tears were flowing down her cheeks; and at first she
-thought this was because she was so happy, while Darrin, half alarmed,
-half laughing, whispered to comfort her.</p>
-
-<p>Then slowly the girl knew that she was not crying because she was so
-happy. She could not tell why she cried; she could not put her heart in
-words. It was as though she were lonely, terribly lonely. And she was
-angry with herself at that. How could she be lonely in his arms? In
-Darrin’s arms, his kisses on her wet cheeks?</p>
-
-<p>She could not put the thought away. While he still held her she wept for
-very loneliness. He could not soothe her. She scarce heard him; she put
-her hands against him and tried to push him away, feebly at first. She
-did not want to push him away; yet something made her. He held her
-still; his arms were like bands of iron. He was so strong, so hard. Thus
-close against him she seemed to feel a rigor of spirit in the man. It
-was as though she were pressed against a wall. He freed her. “Please,”
-he said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157">{157}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>And she cried, as though to persuade herself, “Oh, I do love you! I do!”</p>
-
-<p>But when he would have put his arms round her again she shrank away from
-him, so that he forbore. She turned quickly away to her tasks. She had
-time to compose herself before Evered came in, and later John. Then
-Darrin left with the things he had come to secure, and went down the
-hill in the early dusk of fall.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth was thoughtful that evening; she went early to her room. She was
-trying desperately to understand herself. She had been drawn so strongly
-toward Darrin, she had found him all that she wanted a man to be. She
-had been miserable at his going, had longed for his return. She had
-wanted that which had come to pass this day. The girl was honest with
-herself, had always been honest with herself. She had known she loved
-him, longed for him.</p>
-
-<p>Yet now he was returned, he loved her and his kisses only served to make
-her miserably lonely. She could not understand; slept, still without
-comprehending.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin, next day, did not go into the swamp. He busied himself about the
-spring, producing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158">{158}</a></span> again that sketch which he had made on the day Evered
-told him the story of the tragedy. He was groping for something, groping
-for understanding, his forehead wrinkled and his eyes were sober with
-thought.</p>
-
-<p>After he had cooked his dinner and eaten it the man sat for a long time
-by the fire, tending it with little sticks, watching the flames as
-though he expected to find in them the answer to his riddle. Once he
-took from his pocket a letter, and read it soberly enough, then put it
-back again. And once he took fresh paper and made a new sketch of the
-locality about him.</p>
-
-<p>He seemed at last to come to some decision. The aspect of his
-countenance changed subtly. He got to his feet, pacing back and forth.
-At about four o’clock in the afternoon he put on his coat and started up
-the knoll toward the farm. When he had gone some fifty yards he stopped,
-hesitated, and came back to his camp fire. From his kit he selected the
-automatic pistol, saw that it held a loaded clip, belted it on. It hung
-under his coat inconspicuously.</p>
-
-<p>He went on his way this time without hesitation; went steadily up the
-hill, reached the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159">{159}</a></span> bars about the farmyard, passed through and knocked
-on the kitchen door.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth came to the door; he asked her abstractedly, as though she were a
-stranger, where Evered was. She said he was in the shed; and Darrin went
-there and found Evered grinding an ax. The man looked up at his coming
-with sober eyes. Ruth had stayed in the kitchen.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin said quietly, “Evered, I want to talk to you.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered hesitated, studying the other. He asked, “What about?”</p>
-
-<p>“A good many things,” Darrin told him.</p>
-
-<p>Evered laid aside the ax. “All right,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Come away from the house,” Darrin suggested.</p>
-
-<p>There was a certain dominant note in his voice. The old Evered would
-have stayed where he was; but the old Evered was dead. “Come,” said
-Darrin; and he stepped out into the yard and Evered followed him. Darrin
-crossed to the bars and let them down. He and Evered passed silently
-through.</p>
-
-<p>The men went, Darrin a little in the lead, down the hill toward the
-spring.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160">{160}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XVI" id="XVI"></a>XVI</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE day was cold and damp and chill, with a promise of snow in the air;
-one of those ugly October days when coming winter seems to sulk upon the
-northern hills, awaiting summer’s tardy going. Clouds obscured the sky,
-though now and then during the morning the sun had broken through,
-laying a patch of light upon the earth and bringing out the nearer hills
-in bold relief against those that were farthest off. The wind was
-northeasterly, always a storm sign hereabouts. There was haste in it,
-and haste in the air, and haste in all the wild things that were abroad.
-The crows overhead flew swiftly, tumbling headlong in the racking air
-currents. A flock of geese passed once, high in the murk, their honking
-drifting faintly down to earth. The few ground birds darted from cover
-to cover; the late-pasturing cows had gone early to the barn. Night was
-coming early; an ominous blackness seemed about to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161">{161}</a></span> shut down upon the
-world. The very air held threats and whispers of harm.</p>
-
-<p>Evered and Darrin walked in silence down along the old wood road,
-through a birch clump, past some dwarfed oaks, and out into the open on
-the shelf above the spring.</p>
-
-<p>Halfway across this shelf Darrin said “I’ve got some questions to ask
-you, Evered.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered did not answer. Darrin had not stopped and Evered kept pace with
-him.</p>
-
-<p>The younger man said, “This was the way you came that day your wife was
-killed, wasn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>Evered turned his head as though to speak, hesitated. Darrin stopped and
-caught his eye.</p>
-
-<p>“Look here,” he demanded. “You’ve nothing to hide in that business, have
-you?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Evered mildly. He wondered why he answered the other at all;
-yet there was something in the younger man’s bearing which he did not
-care to meet, something dominant and commanding, as though Darrin had a
-right to ask, and knew that he had this right. “No,” said Evered;
-“nothing to hide.”</p>
-
-<p>And Darrin repeated his question: “Was this the way you came?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162">{162}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Evered nodded. As they went on nearer the spring Darrin touched his arm.
-“I want you to show me where you were when you first saw them&mdash;your
-wife, and Semler, and the bull.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered made no response; but a moment later he stopped. “Here,” he said.
-Darrin looked down toward the spring and all about them. And Evered
-repeated, “Here, by this rock.”</p>
-
-<p>The younger man nodded and passed down to the spring, with Evered beside
-him. Darrin sat down and motioned Evered to sit.</p>
-
-<p>“What did you think, when you saw them?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>Evered’s cheeks colored slowly; they turned from bronze to red, from red
-to purple.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin prompted him: “When you saw your wife and Semler here together.”</p>
-
-<p>“What would you have thought?” Evered asked, his voice held steady.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin nodded understanding. “You were angry?” he suggested.</p>
-
-<p>Evered flung his head on one side with a fierce gesture, as though to
-shut out some unwelcome sight that assaulted his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin, watching him acutely, waited for a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163">{163}</a></span> little before he asked:
-“Where was the bull, when you saw him first?”</p>
-
-<p>Evered jerked his hand toward the right. “There,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin got up and went in that direction, and moved to and fro, asking
-directions, till Evered told him he was near the spot. Darrin came back
-then and sat down.</p>
-
-<p>“You thought she loved him?” he asked under his breath.</p>
-
-<p>Evered shook his head, not in negation but as though to brush the
-question aside. Darrin filled his pipe and lighted it, and puffed at it
-in silence for a while.</p>
-
-<p>“Pitkin told you the bull was loose, didn’t he?” he asked at last.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“So you came down to get the beast?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I came for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Expect any trouble?”</p>
-
-<p>“You can always look for trouble with the red bull.”</p>
-
-<p>“How did you plan to handle him?”</p>
-
-<p>“Brad, and nose ring.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin eyed the other sharply. “Wouldn’t have had much time to get hold
-of his nose ring if he’d charged, would you?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164">{164}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I had a gun,” said Evered. “A forty-five.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,” said Darrin. “You had a gun?”</p>
-
-<p>Evered, a little restive, cried, “Yes, damn it, I had a gun!”</p>
-
-<p>“You must have felt like shooting Semler,” Darrin suggested; and Evered
-looked at him sidewise, a little alarmed. He seemed to put himself on
-guard.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin got to his feet. “They were sitting by these rocks, weren’t
-they?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>The younger man bent above the other. “Evered,” he said, “why didn’t you
-turn the bull from its charge?”</p>
-
-<p>He saw Evered’s face go white, his eyes flickering to and fro. The man
-came to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>“There was no time!” he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>His voice was husky and unsteady; Darrin dominated him, seemed to tower
-above him. There was about Evered the air of a broken man.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin pointed to the knoll. “You were within half a dozen strides of
-them. The bull was full thirty yards away.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered cried, “Damn you!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165">{165}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>He turned abruptly, climbed the knoll. Darrin stood still till Evered
-was almost gone from his sight, then he shouted, “Evered!” Evered went
-on; and Darrin with a low exclamation leaped after him. Evered must have
-heard his pounding steps, but he did not turn. Darrin came up with him;
-he tugged his pistol from its holster and jammed it against Evered’s
-side.</p>
-
-<p>“Turn round,” he said, “or I’ll blow you in two.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered did not turn; he did not stop. Dusk had fallen upon them before
-this; their figures were black in the growing darkness. A pelting spray
-of rain swept over them, the drops like ice. Above them the hill was
-black against the gray western sky. Behind them and below the swamp
-brooded, dark and still. Surrounded by gloom and wind and rain the two
-moved thus a dozen paces&mdash;Evered looking straight ahead, Darrin pressing
-the pistol against the other’s ribs.</p>
-
-<p>Then Darrin leaped past the other, into Evered’s path, his weapon
-leveled. “Stop!” he said, harshly. “You wife killer, stop, and listen to
-me!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166">{166}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Evered came on; and Darrin in a voice that was like a scream warned him:
-“I’ll shoot!”</p>
-
-<p>Evered did not stop. There was a certain dignity about the man, a
-certain strength. Against it Darrin seemed to rebound helplessly. Their
-rôles were reversed. Where Darrin had been dominant he was now weak;
-where Evered had been weak he was strong. The older man came on; he was
-within two paces. Darrin’s finger pressed the trigger&mdash;indecisively.
-Then Evered’s great fist whipped round like light and struck Darrin’s
-hand, and the pistol flew from his grip, end over end, and struck
-against a bowlder with a flash of sparks in the darkness. Darrin’s hand
-and wrist and arm were numbed by the blow; he hugged them against his
-body. Evered watched him, still as still. And Darrin screamed at him in
-a hoarse unsteady voice his black accusation.</p>
-
-<p>“You killed her!” he cried. “In that black temper of yours you let the
-bull have her. You’re a devil on earth. Evered! You’re a devil among
-men!”</p>
-
-<p>Evered lifted his hand, silencing the man. Darrin wished to speak and
-dared not. There was something terrible in the other’s demea<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167">{167}</a></span>nor,
-something terrible in his calm strength and purpose.</p>
-
-<p>He said at last in set tones: “It was my right. She was guilty as hell!”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin found courage to laugh. “You lie,” he said. “And that’s what I’m
-here to tell you, man. I ought to take you and give you to other men, to
-hang by the thick neck that holds up your evil head. But this is better,
-Evered. This is better. I tell you your wife, whom you killed, was as
-clean as snow.”</p>
-
-<p>When he had spoken he was afraid, for the light in Evered’s eyes was the
-father of fear. He began to fumble in his coat in a desperate haste, not
-daring to look away, not daring to take his eyes from Evered’s. He
-fumbled there, and found the letter he had read beside his fire so
-carefully; found it and drew it, crumpled, forth. He held it toward
-Evered.</p>
-
-<p>“Read,” he cried. “Read that, and see.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered took the letter quietly; and before Darrin’s eyes the fury died
-in the other man. Over his face there crept a mask of sorrow irrevocable
-and profound. He said no word, but took the letter and opened it. The
-light was dim; he could not read till Darrin flashed his electric torch
-upon the page. A strange<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168">{168}</a></span> picture, in that moment, these two&mdash;Evered,
-the old and breaking man; Darrin, young and vigorous; Evered dominant,
-Darrin tremulously exultant; Evered, his great head bent, his
-unaccustomed eyes scanning the written lines; Darrin holding the light
-beside him.</p>
-
-<p>Evered was slow in reading the letter, for in the first place it was
-written in his wife’s hand, and he had loved her; so that his eyes were
-dimmed. He was not conscious of the words he read, though they were not
-important. It was the message of the lines that came home to him; the
-unmistakable truth that lay behind them. The letter of an unhappy woman
-to a man whom she had found friendly and kind. She told Semler that she
-loved Evered; told him this so simply there could be no questioning.
-Would always love Evered. Bade Semler forget her, be gone, never return.
-Nothing but friendliness for him. Bade him not make her unhappy. And at
-the end, again, she wrote that she loved Evered.</p>
-
-<p>The man who had killed her did not so much read this letter as absorb
-it, let it sink home into his heart and carry its own conviction there.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169">{169}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>It was not curiosity that moved him, not doubt that made him ask Darrin
-quietly: “How got you this?”</p>
-
-<p>“From Semler,” Darrin told him. “I found him&mdash;followed him half across
-the country&mdash;told him what I guessed. That was the only letter he ever
-had from her. Written the day you killed her. Damn you, do you see!”</p>
-
-<p>“How came they together?”</p>
-
-<p>“He knew she liked to come to the spring; he found her there, argued
-with her. She told him she loved you; there was no moving her. She loved
-you, who killed her. You devil of a man!”</p>
-
-<p>Evered folded the letter carefully and put it into his coat. “Why do you
-tell me?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Because I know you cared for her!” Darrin cried. “Because I know this
-will hurt you worse than death itself.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered standing very still shook his head slowly. “That was not my
-meaning,” he explained patiently. “That is my concern. Why did you tell
-me? Why so much trouble for this? How did the matter touch you, Darrin?”</p>
-
-<p>The younger man had waited for this mo<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170">{170}</a></span>ment, waited for it through the
-years of his manhood. He had planned toward it for months past, shaping
-it to his fancy. He had looked forward to it as a moment of triumph; he
-had seen himself towering in just condemnation above one who trembled
-before him. He had been drunk with this anticipation.</p>
-
-<p>But the reality was not like his dreams. He knew that Evered was broken;
-that his soul must be shattered. Yet he could not exult. There was such
-a strength of honest sorrow in the old man before him, there was so much
-dignity and power that Darrin in spite of himself was shamed and shaken.
-He felt something that was like regret. He felt himself mean and small;
-like a malicious, mud-slinging, inconsiderable fragment of a man. His
-voice was low, it was almost apologetic when he answered the other’s
-question.</p>
-
-<p>“How did the matter touch you, Darrin?” Evered asked; and the rain swept
-over them in a more tempestuous fusilade.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin said in a husky choking voice: “I’m Dave Riggs’ son. You killed
-my father.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered, silent a moment, slowly nodded as though not greatly surprised.
-“Dave Riggs’ boy,” he echoed. “Aye, I might have known.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171">{171}</a></span>” And he added:
-“I lost you, years agone. I tried to make matters easier for you, for
-Dave’s sake. I was sorry for that matter, Darrin.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin tried to flog his anger to white heat again. “You killed my
-father,” he exclaimed. “When I was still a boy I swore that I’d pay you
-for that. And when I grew up I planned and planned. And when I heard
-about your wife, I came up here, to watch you&mdash;find out. I felt there
-was something. I told you I’d seen Semler, trapped you. You told me more
-than you meant to tell. And then I got trace of him, followed him. I did
-it to blast you, Evered; pay you for what you did to me. That’s why.”</p>
-
-<p>He ended lamely; his anger was dead; his voice was like a plea.</p>
-
-<p>Evered said gently and without anger. “It was your right.” And a moment
-later he turned slowly and went away, up the hill and toward his home.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin, left behind, labored again to wake the exultation he had counted
-on; but he could not. He had hungered for this revenge of his, but there
-is no substance in raw and naked vengeance. You cannot set your teeth<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172">{172}</a></span>
-in it. Darrin found that it left him empty, that he was sick of himself
-and of his own deeds.</p>
-
-<p>“It was coming to him,” he cried half aloud.</p>
-
-<p>But he could not put away from his thoughts the memory of Evered’s proud
-dignity of sorrow; he was abashed before the man.</p>
-
-<p>He stumbled back to his rain-swept camp like one who has done a crime.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173">{173}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XVII" id="XVII"></a>XVII</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">W</span>HEN Evered reached the farm, dark had fully fallen; and the cold rain
-was splattering against the buildings, driven by fierce little gusts of
-wind from the northwest as the direction of the storm shifted. The man
-walked steadily enough, his head held high. What torment was hidden
-behind his proud bearing no man could guess. He went to the kitchen, and
-Ruth told him that John must be near done with the milking. Evered
-nodded, as though he were tired. Ruth saw that he was wet, and when he
-took off his coat and hat she brought him a cup of steaming tea and made
-him drink it. He said, “Thanks, Ruthie!” And he took the cup from her
-hands and sipped it slowly, the hot liquid bringing back his strength.</p>
-
-<p>His trousers were soaked through at the knees. She bade him go in and
-change them; and he went to his room. When John came from the barn
-Evered had not yet come out<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174">{174}</a></span> into the kitchen again. Supper was ready
-and Ruth went to his door and called to him.</p>
-
-<p>He came out; and both Ruth and John saw the strange light in the man’s
-eyes. He did not speak and they did not speak to him. There was that
-about him which held them silent. He ate a little, then went to his room
-again and shut the door. They could hear him for a little while, walking
-to and fro. Then the sound of his footsteps ceased.</p>
-
-<p>Only one door lay between his room and the kitchen; and unconsciously
-the two hushed their voices, so that they might not disturb him. John
-got into dry clothes, then helped Ruth with the dishes, brought fresh
-water from the pump to fill the tank at the end of the stove, brought
-wood for the morning, turned the separator, and finally sat smoking
-while she cleaned the parts of that instrument. They spoke now and then;
-but there was some constraint between them. Both of them were thinking
-of Evered.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth, her work finished, came and sat down by the stove with a basket of
-socks to be darned, and her needle began to move carefully to and fro in
-the gaping holes she stretched across her darning egg.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175">{175}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>John asked her in a low voice, “Did you mark trouble in my father this
-night?”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him, concern in her eyes. “Yes. There was something. He
-seemed happier, somehow; yet very sad too.”</p>
-
-<p>He said, “His eyes were shining, like.”</p>
-
-<p>“I saw,” she agreed.</p>
-
-<p>John smoked for a little while. Then: “I’m wondering what it is,” he
-murmured. “Something has happened to him.”</p>
-
-<p>Ruth, head bent above her work, remembered Darrin’s coming, his summons.
-But she said nothing till John asked: “Do you know what it was?”</p>
-
-<p>“He was talking with Fred,” she said; and slowly, cheeks rosy, amended
-herself: “With Mr. Darrin.”</p>
-
-<p>John nodded. “I knew they were away together.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Darrin came for him,” said Ruth. “He took your father away.”</p>
-
-<p>They said no more of the matter, for there was nothing more to say; but
-they thought a great deal. Now and then they spoke of other things.
-Outside the house the wind was whistling and lashing the weatherboards
-with rain; and after a while the sharp sound of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176">{176}</a></span> the raindrops was
-intensified to a clatter and John said, “It’s turned to hail. There’ll
-be snow by morning.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl thought of Darrin. “He’ll be wet and cold out in this. He ought
-to come up to the barn.”</p>
-
-<p>John smiled. “He can care for himself. His shelter will turn this, easy.
-He’d come if he wanted to come.”</p>
-
-<p>His tone was friendly and Ruth asked, watching him, “You like Mr.
-Darrin, don’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” John told her. “Yes,” he said slowly; “I like the man.”</p>
-
-<p>What pain the words cost him he hid from her eyes altogether. She was,
-vaguely, a little disappointed. She had not wanted John to like Darrin;
-and yet she&mdash;loved the man. She must love him; she had longed for him
-so. Thinking of him as she sat here with her mending in her lap she felt
-again that unaccountable pang of loneliness. And the girl looked
-sidewise at John. John was watching the little flames that showed
-through the grate in the front of the stove. He seemed to pay no heed to
-her.</p>
-
-<p>After a while Ruth said she would go to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177">{177}</a></span> bed; and she put away her
-basket of mending, set her chair in place by the table and went to the
-door that led toward her own room. John, still sitting by the stove, had
-not turned. She stood in the doorway for a moment, watching him. There
-was a curious yearning in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>By and by she said softly, “Good night, John.”</p>
-
-<p>He got up from his chair, and turned toward her and stood there. “Good
-night, Ruth,” he answered.</p>
-
-<p>She did not close the door between them; and after a moment, as though
-without his own volition, his feet moved. He came toward her, came
-nearer where she stood.</p>
-
-<p>She did not know whether to stay or to go. The girl was shaken, unsure
-of herself, afraid of her own impulses. And then she remembered that she
-loved Darrin, must love him. And she stepped back and shut the door
-slowly between them. Even with the door shut she stood still, listening;
-and she heard John turn and go back to his chair and sit down.</p>
-
-<p>She was swept by an unaccountable wave of angry disappointment. And the
-girl<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178">{178}</a></span> turned into her room and with quick sharp movements loosed her
-garments and put them aside and made herself ready for bed. She blew out
-the light and lay down. But her eyes were wide, and she was wholly
-without desire to sleep. And by and by she began to cry, for no reason
-she could name. She was oppressed by a terrible weight of sorrow,
-indefinable. It was as though this great sorrow were in the very air
-about her. It was, she thought once gropingly, as though someone near
-her were dying in the night. Once before she slept she heard Evered
-moving to and fro in his room, adjoining hers.</p>
-
-<p>John had no heart for sleep that night. He sat in the kitchen alone for
-a long time; and he went to bed at last, not because he was sleepy, but
-because there was nothing else to do. He put wood in the stove and shut
-it tightly; there would be some fire there in the morning. He put the
-cats into the shed and locked the outer door, and so went at last to his
-room. The man undressed slowly and blew out his light. When once he was
-abed the healthy habit of his lusty youth put him quickly to sleep. He
-slept with scarce a dream till an hour before dawn, and woke<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179">{179}</a></span> then, and
-rose to dress for the morning’s chores.</p>
-
-<p>From his window, even before the light came, he saw that some wet snow
-had fallen during the night. When he had made the fire in the kitchen
-and filled the kettle he put on his boots and went to the barn. There
-were inches of snow and half-frozen mud in the barnyard. It was cold and
-dreary in the open. A little snow fell fitfully now and then.</p>
-
-<p>Within the barn the sweet odors that he loved greeted him. The place
-steamed pleasantly with the body warmth of the cattle and the horse
-stabled there; and he heard the pigs squealing softly, as though in
-their sleep, in their winter pen at the farther end of the barn floor.
-He lighted his lantern and hung it to a peg and fed the stock&mdash;a little
-grain to the horse, hay to the cows, some cut-up squash and a basketful
-of beets to the pigs. As an afterthought he gave beets to the cows as
-well. John worked swiftly, cleaned up the horse’s stall and the tie-up
-where the line of cows was secured. After he was done here he fed the
-bull, the red bull in its strong stall; and while the creature ate he
-cleaned the place and put fresh bedding in upon the floor. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180">{180}</a></span> bull
-seemed undisturbed by his presence; it turned its great head now and
-then to look at him with steady eyes, but there was no ugliness in its
-movements. When he had finished his work John stroked the great
-creature’s flank and shoulder and neck for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>He said under his breath, “You’re all right, old boy. You’re all right.
-You’re clever, by golly. Clever as a cow.”</p>
-
-<p>When Fraternity says a beast is clever it means gentle and kind rather
-than shrewd. The bull seemed to understand what John said; or what lay
-in his tone. The great head turned and pressed against him, not roughly.
-John stroked it a minute more, then left the stall and took a last look
-round to be sure he had forgotten nothing, and then went to the house.
-Day was coming now; there was a ghostly gray light in the farmyard. And
-the snow had turned, for the time, to a drizzling, sleeting sprinkle of
-rain.</p>
-
-<p>In the kitchen he found Ruth moving about; and she gave him the milk
-pails and he went out to milk. There were only three cows giving milk at
-that time. Two would come in in December; but for the present milking<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181">{181}</a></span>
-was a small chore. John was not long about it, but by the time he had
-finished and returned to the kitchen breakfast was almost ready. Evered
-had not yet come from his room.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth half whispered: “He was up in the night. I think he’s asleep. I’m
-going to let him sleep a while.”</p>
-
-<p>John nodded. “All right,” he agreed.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s so tired,” said Ruth; and there was a gentleness in her tone which
-made John look at her with some surprise. She had not spoken gently of
-Evered for months past.</p>
-
-<p>They separated the milk and gave the cats their morning ration and then
-they sat themselves down and breakfasted. When they were half done Ruth
-saw that day was fully come, and blew out the lamp upon the table
-between them. It left the kitchen so bleak and cheerless, however, that
-she lighted it again.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t like a day like this,” she said. “It’s ugly. Everything is
-ugly. It makes me nervous, somehow.”</p>
-
-<p>She shivered a little and looked about her as though she felt some
-fearful thing at her very shoulder. John, more phlegmatic,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182">{182}</a></span> watched her
-in some bewilderment. Ruth was not usually nervous.</p>
-
-<p>They had not heard Evered stirring; and all that morning they moved on
-tiptoe about their work. John forebore to split wood in the shed, his
-usual task on stormy days, lest he waken his father. Ruth handled the
-dishes gently, careful not to rattle them; she swept the floor with easy
-strokes that made but little sound. When Evered came into the kitchen, a
-little before noon, she and John looked at the man with quick curiosity,
-not knowing what they would see.</p>
-
-<p>They saw only that Evered’s head was held a little higher than was his
-custom of late; they saw that his eyes were sober and clear and
-thoughtful; they marked that his voice was gentle. He had dinner with
-them, speaking little, then went back to his room.</p>
-
-<p>Soon after dinner Darrin came to the door. Ruth asked him in, but the
-man would not come. John was in the barn; and Ruth, a little uneasy and
-afraid before this man, wished John were here.</p>
-
-<p>She asked Darrin, “Were you all right, last night?”</p>
-
-<p>He said he had been comfortable; that he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183">{183}</a></span> had been able to keep dry. He
-had come on no definite errand.</p>
-
-<p>“I just&mdash;wanted to see you,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth made no reply, because she did not know what to say.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin asked, “Are you all all right here?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, yes,” she told him.</p>
-
-<p>He looked to right and left, his eyes unable to meet hers. “Is Evered
-all right?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>She felt the tension in his voice without understanding it. “Yes,” she
-said uncertainly; and then: “Why?”</p>
-
-<p>He tried to laugh. “Why, nothing. Where’s John?”</p>
-
-<p>Ruth told him John was in the barn and Darrin went out there. Ruth was
-left alone in the house. Once or twice during the afternoon she saw John
-and Darrin in the barn door. They seemed to be doing nothing, sitting in
-the shelter there, whittling, smoking, talking slowly.</p>
-
-<p>She felt the presence of Evered in his room, a presence like a brooding
-sorrow. It oppressed her. She became nervous, restless, moving aimlessly
-to and fro, and once she went to her room for something and found<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184">{184}</a></span>
-herself crying. She brushed away the tears impatiently, unable to
-understand. But she was afraid. There was something dreadful in the very
-air of the house.</p>
-
-<p>At noon the wind had turned colder and for a time the sleet and rain
-altogether ceased. The temperature was dropping; crystals of ice formed
-on the puddles in the barnyard, and the patches of old snow which lay
-here and there stiffened like hot metal hardening in a mold. Then with
-the abrupt and surprising effect of a stage transformation snow began to
-come down from the lowering, driving clouds. This was in its way a
-whole-hearted snowstorm, in some contrast to the miserable drizzle of
-the night. It was fine and wet, and hard-driven by the wind. There were
-times when the barn, a little way from the house, was obscured by the
-flying flakes; and the trees beyond were wholly hidden behind a veil of
-white.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth went about the house making sure that the windows were snug. From a
-front window she saw that the storm had thinned in that direction. She
-was able to look down into the orchard, which lay a little below the
-house, sloping away toward North Fraternity. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185">{185}</a></span> nearer trees were
-plain, the others were hidden from sight.</p>
-
-<p>The driving wind plastered this wet snow against everything it touched.
-One side of every tree, one side of every twig assumed a garment of
-white. The windows which the wind struck were opaque with it. When Ruth
-went back to the kitchen she saw that a whole side of the barn was so
-completely covered by the snow blanket that the dark shingling was
-altogether hidden. Against the white background of the storm it was as
-though this side of the barn had ceased to exist. The illusion was so
-abrupt that for a moment it startled her.</p>
-
-<p>The snow continued to fall for much of the afternoon; then the storm
-drifted past them and the hills all about were lighted up, not by the
-sun itself, but by an eerie blue light, which may have been the sun
-refracted and reflected by the snow that was still in the air above. The
-storm had left a snowy covering upon the world; and even this white
-blanket had a bluish tinge. Snow clung to windward of every tree and
-rock and building. Even the clothesline in the yard beside the house was
-hung with it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186">{186}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>At first, when the storm had but just passed, the scene was very
-beautiful; but in the blue light it was pitilessly, bleakly cold. Then
-distantly the sun appeared. Ruth saw it first indirectly. Down the
-valley to the southward, a valley like a groove between two hills, the
-low scurrying clouds began to lift; and so presently the end of the
-valley was revealed, and Ruth was able to look through beneath the
-screen of clouds, and she could see the slopes of a distant hill where
-the snow had fallen lightly, brilliantly illumined by the golden
-sun&mdash;gold on the white of the snow and the brown and the green of grass
-and of trees. Mystically beautiful&mdash;blue sky in the distance there; and,
-between, the sun-dappled hills. The scene was made more gorgeous by the
-somber light which still lay about the farm.</p>
-
-<p>Then the clouds lifted farther and the sun came nearer. A little before
-sunset blue skies showed overhead, the sun streamed across the farm, the
-snow that had stuck against everything it touched began to sag and drop
-away; and the dripping of melting snow sounded cheerfully in the
-stillness of the late afternoon.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth saw John and Darrin in the farmyard talking together, watching the
-skies.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187">{187}</a></span> They came toward the house and John bade her come out to see.
-The three of them walked round to the front, where the eye might reach
-for miles into infinite vistas of beauty. They stood there for a little
-time.</p>
-
-<p>The dropping sun bathed all the land in splendor; the winds had passed,
-the air was still as honey. Earth was become a thing of glory beyond
-compare.</p>
-
-<p>They were still standing here when they heard the hoarse and furious
-bellow of the great red bull.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188">{188}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XVIII" id="XVIII"></a>XVIII</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">E</span>VERED had not slept the night before. There was no sleep in the man.
-And this was not because he was torn and agonized; it was because he had
-never been so fully alive, so alert of mind and body.</p>
-
-<p>Darrin’s accusation had come to him as no shock; Darrin’s proof that his
-wife was loyal had come as no surprise. He had expected neither; yet
-when they came it seemed to the man that he must have known they would
-come. It seemed to him that all the world must know what he had done;
-and it seemed to him that he must always have known his wife was&mdash;his
-wife forever.</p>
-
-<p>His principal reaction was a great relief of spirit. He was unhappy,
-sorrowful; yet there was a pleasant ease and solace in his very
-unhappiness. For he was rid now, at last, of doubts and of
-uncertainties; his mind was no more beclouded; there were no more
-shadows of mystery and questioning. All was clear before him; all that
-there was to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189">{189}</a></span> know he knew. And&mdash;his secret need no longer be borne
-alone. Darrin knew; it was as though the whole world knew. He was
-indescribably relieved by this certainty.</p>
-
-<p>He did not at first look into the future at all. He let himself breathe
-the present. He came back to the farm and ate his supper and went to his
-room; and there was something that sang softly within him. It was almost
-as though his wife waited for him, comfortingly, there. Physically a
-little restless, he moved about for a time; but his mind was steady, his
-thoughts were calm.</p>
-
-<p>His thoughts were memories, harking backward through the years.</p>
-
-<p>Evered was at this time almost fifty years old. He was born in North
-Fraternity, in the house of his mother’s father, to which she had gone
-when her time came near. Evered’s own father had died weeks before, in
-the quiet fashion of the countryside. That had been on this hillside
-farm above the swamp, which Evered’s father had owned. His mother stayed
-upon the farm for a little, and when the time came she went to her home,
-and when Evered was a month old she had brought him back to the farm
-again.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190">{190}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>She died, Evered remembered, when he was still a boy, nine or ten years
-old. She had not married a second time, but her brother had come to live
-with her, and he survived her and kept the farm alive and producing. He
-taught Evered the work that lay before him. He had been a butcher, and
-it was from him Evered learned the trade. A kind man, Evered remembered,
-but not over wise; and he had lacked understanding of the boy.</p>
-
-<p>Evered had been a brilliant boy, active and wholly alive, his mind alert
-and keen, his muscles quick, his temper sharp. Yet his anger was
-accustomed to pass quickly, so that he had in him the stuff that makes
-friends; and he had friends in those days. Still in his teens he won the
-friendship of the older men, even as he dominated the boys of his own
-age. He and Lee Motley had grown up together. There had always been
-close sympathy between these two.</p>
-
-<p>When he was nineteen he married, in the adventurous spirit of youth, a
-girl of the hills; a simple lovely child, not so old as he. Married her
-gaily, brought her home gaily. There had been affection between them, he
-knew now, but nothing more. He had thought him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191">{191}</a></span>self heartbroken when,
-their boy child still a baby, she had died. But a year later he met Mary
-MacLure, and there had never been any other woman in the world for him
-thereafter.</p>
-
-<p>Evered’s memories were very vivid; it needed no effort to bring back to
-him Mary’s face as he first saw her. A dance in the big hall halfway
-from North Fraternity to Montville. She came late, two men with her; and
-Evered saw her come into the door. He had come alone to the dance; he
-was free to devote himself to her, and within the half hour he had swept
-all others aside, and he and Mary MacLure danced and danced together,
-while their pulses sang in the soft air of the night, and their eyes,
-meeting, glowed and glowed.</p>
-
-<p>Fraternity still talked of that swift, hot courtship. Evered had fought
-two men for her, and that fight was well remembered. He had fought for a
-clear field, and won it, though Mary MacLure scolded him for the
-winning, as long as she had heart to scold this man. From his first
-moment with her Evered had been lifted out of himself by the emotions
-she awoke in him. He loved her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192">{192}</a></span> hotly and jealously and passionately;
-and in due course he won her.</p>
-
-<p>Not too quickly, for Mary MacLure knew her worth and knew how to make
-herself dear to him. She humbled him, and at first he suffered this,
-till one night he came to her house when the flowers were abloom and the
-air was warm as a caress. And at first, seated on the steps of her porch
-with the man at her feet, she teased him lightly and provokingly, till
-he rose and stood above her. Something made her rise too; and then she
-was in his arms, lips yielding to his, trembling to his ardent whispers.
-For long minutes they stood so, conscious only of each other, drunk with
-the mutual ecstasy of conquest and of surrender, tempestuously
-embracing.</p>
-
-<p>They were married, and he brought her home to the farm above the swamp,
-and because he loved her so well, because he loved her too well, he had
-watched over her with jealous eyes, had guarded her. She became a
-recluse. An isolation grew up about them. Evered wanted no human being
-in his life but her; and when the ardor of his love could find no other
-vent, it showed itself in cruel gibes at her, in reckless words.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193">{193}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Youth was still hot in the man. He and Mary might have weathered this
-hard period of adjustment, might have come to a quiet happiness
-together; but it was in these years that Evered killed Dave Riggs, a
-thing half accident. He had gone forth that day with bitterness in his
-heart; he had quarreled with Mary, and hated himself for it; and hated
-by proxy all the world besides. Riggs irritated him profoundly, roused
-the quick anger in the man. And when the hot clouds cleared from before
-his eyes Riggs was dead.</p>
-
-<p>A thing that could not be undone, it had molded Evered’s soul into harsh
-and rugged lines. It was true, as he had told Darrin, that he had sought
-to make some amends; had offered help to the dead man’s wife, first
-openly, and then&mdash;when she cursed him from her door&mdash;in secret, hidden
-ways. But she left Fraternity and took her child, and they lost
-themselves in the outer world.</p>
-
-<p>So Evered could not ease his conscience by the reparation he longed to
-make; and the thing lay with him always through the years thereafter. A
-thing fit to change a man in unpleasant fashion, the killing had shaped<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194">{194}</a></span>
-Evered’s whole life&mdash;to this black end that lay before him.</p>
-
-<p>The man during this long night alone in his room thought back through
-all the years; and it was as though he sat in judgment on himself. There
-was, there had always been a native justice in him; he never deceived
-his own heart, never palliated even to himself his own ill deeds. There
-was no question in his mind now. He knew the thing he had done in all
-its ugly lights. And as he thought of it, sitting beside his bed, he
-played with the heavy knife which he had carried all these years. He
-fondled the thing in his hand, eyes half closed as he stared at it. He
-was not conscious that he held it. Yet it had become almost a part of
-him through long habit; and it was as much a part of him now as his own
-hand that held it. The heavy haft balanced so familiarly.</p>
-
-<p>The night, and then the day. A steady calm possessed him. His memories
-flowed smoothly past, like the eternal cycle of the days. The man’s face
-did not change; he was expressionless. He was sunk so deep in his own
-thoughts that the turmoil there did not disturb his outward aspect. His
-countenance<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195">{195}</a></span> was grave and still. No tears flowed; this was no time for
-tears. It was an hour too deep for tears, a sorrow beyond weeping.</p>
-
-<p>During the storm that day he went to the window now and then. And once
-in the morning he heard the red bull bellow in its pen; and once or
-twice thereafter, as the afternoon drove slowly on. Each time he heard
-this sound it was as though the man’s attention was caught and held. He
-stood still in a listening attitude, as though waiting for the bellow to
-be repeated; and it would be minutes on end before his eyes clouded with
-his own thoughts again.</p>
-
-<p>It would be easy to say that Evered during this solitary night and day
-went mad with grief and self-condemning, but it would not be true. The
-man was never more sane. His thoughts were profound, but they were quiet
-and slow and unperturbed. They were almost impersonal. There is in most
-men&mdash;though in few women&mdash;this power to withdraw out of oneself or into
-an inner deeper self; this power to stand as spectator of one’s own
-actions. It is a manifestation of a deeper, more remote consciousness.
-It is as though there were a man within a man. And this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196">{196}</a></span> inner soul has
-no emotions. It is unmoved by love or passion, by anger or hatred, by
-sorrow or grief, by hunger or by thirst. It watches warm caresses, it
-hears ardent words, it sees fierce blows, and listens to curses and
-lamentations with the same inscrutable and immutable calm. It can
-approve, it can condemn; but it neither rejoices nor bemoans. It is
-always conscious that the moment is nothing, eternity everything; that
-the whole alone has portent and importance. This inner self has a depth
-beyond plumbing; it has a strength unshakable; it has understanding
-beyond belief. It is not conscience, for it sets itself up as no arbiter
-of acts or deeds. It is simply a consciousness that that which is done
-is good or evil, kind or harsh, wise or foolish. This calm inner soul of
-souls might be called God in man.</p>
-
-<p>Evered this day lived in this inner consciousness. As though he sat
-remote above the stream he watched the years of his memories flow by. He
-was, after the first moments, torn by no racking grief and wrenched by
-no remorseful torments and burned by no agonizing fires. He was without
-emotion, but not without judgment and not without deci<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197">{197}</a></span>sion. He moved
-through his thoughts as though to a definitely appointed and
-pre-determined end. A strange numbness possessed him, in which only his
-mind was alive.</p>
-
-<p>He did not pity himself; neither did he damn himself. He did not pray
-that he might cancel all the past, for this inner consciousness knew the
-past could never be canceled. He simply thought upon it, with grave and
-sober consideration.</p>
-
-<p>When his thoughts evidenced themselves in actions it was done slowly,
-and as though he did know not what he did. He got up from where he had
-been sitting and went to the window and looked out. The snow had ceased;
-the sun was breaking through. The world was never more beautiful, never
-more gloriously white and clean.</p>
-
-<p>The man had held in his hands for most of the day that heavy knife of
-his. He put it now back in its sheath. Then he took off his shirt and
-washed himself. There was no fire of purpose in his eye; he was utterly
-calm and unhurried.</p>
-
-<p>He put on a clean shirt. It was checked blue and white. Mary Evered had
-made it for him, as she was accustomed to make most<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198">{198}</a></span> of his clothes.
-When it was buttoned he drew his belt about him and buckled it snug.
-Then he sat down and took off his slippers&mdash;old, faded, rundown things
-that had eased his tired feet night by night for years. He took off
-these slippers and put on hobnailed shoes, lacing them securely.</p>
-
-<p>When this was done the man stood for a little in the room, and he looked
-steadily before him. His eyes did not move to this side and that; there
-was no suggestion that he was taking farewell of the familiar things
-about him. It was more as though he looked upon something which other
-eyes could never see. And his face lighted a little; it was near
-smiling. There was peace in it.</p>
-
-<p>I do not believe that there was any deadly purpose in Evered’s heart
-when he left his room. Fraternity thinks so; Fraternity has never
-thought anything else about the matter. He took his knife, in its
-sheath. That is proof enough for Fraternity. “He went to do the bull,
-and the bull done him.” That is what they say, have always said.</p>
-
-<p>It does not occur to them that the man took the knife because he was a
-man; because it was not in him to lay down his life supinely;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199">{199}</a></span> because
-battle had always been in his blood and was his instinct. It does not
-occur to them that there was in Evered’s mind this day the purpose of
-atonement, and nothing more. For Fraternity had never plumbed the man,
-had never understood him.</p>
-
-<p>No matter. No need to dig for hidden things. Enough to know what Evered
-did.</p>
-
-<p>He went from his room into the kitchen. No one was there. Ruth and John
-and Darrin were outside in front of the house. Thus they did not see him
-come out into the barnyard and go steadily and surely across and past
-the corner of the barn, till he came to the high-boarded walls of the
-red bull’s pen.</p>
-
-<p>He put his hand against these board walls for a moment, with a gesture
-not unlike that of a blind man. One watching would have supposed that he
-walked unseeingly or that his eyes were closed. He went along the wall
-of the pen until he came to the narrow gate, set between two of the
-cedar posts, through which it was possible to enter.</p>
-
-<p>Evered opened this gate, stepped inside the pen and shut the gate behind
-him. He took half a dozen paces forward, into the center of the
-inclosure, and stood still.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200">{200}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The red bull had heard the gate open; and the creature turned in its
-stall and came to the door between stall and pen. It saw Evered standing
-there; and after a moment the beast came slowly out, moving one foot at
-a time, carefully, like a watchful antagonist&mdash;came out till it was
-clear of the stall; till it and the man faced each other, not twenty
-feet apart.</p>
-
-<p>After a moment the bull lowered its great head and emitted a harsh and
-angry bellow that was like a roar.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201">{201}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XIX" id="XIX"></a>XIX</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE beauty of the whole world in this hour should be remembered. Houses,
-trees, walls, shrubs, knolls&mdash;all were overlaid with the snow blanket
-inches deep. It had been faintly blue, this carpet of snow, in the first
-moments after the storm passed, and before the sun had broken through.
-When the sun illumined the hill about the farm the snow was dazzling
-white, blinding the eye with a thousand gleams, as though it were
-diamond dust spread all about them. Afterward, when John and Darrin and
-Ruth had passed to the front of the house to look across the valley and
-away, the sun descending lost its white glare; its rays took on a
-crimson hue. Where they struck the snow fairly it was rose pink; where
-shadows lay the blue was coming back again. The air was so clear that it
-seemed not to exist, yet did exist as a living, pulsing color which was
-all about&mdash;faint, hardly to be seen.</p>
-
-<p>The three stood silent, watching all this.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202">{202}</a></span> Ruth could not have spoken
-if she had wished to do so; she could scarce breathe. Darrin watched
-unseeingly, automatically, his thoughts busy elsewhere. John stood
-still, and his eyes were narrowed and his face was faintly flushed,
-either by the sun’s light or by the intoxication of beauty which was
-spread before him. And they were standing thus when there came to them
-through the still, liquid air the bellow of the bull.</p>
-
-<p>John and Ruth reacted automatically to that sound. They were accustomed
-to the beast; they could to some extent distinguish between its
-outcries, guess at its moods from them. Its roaring was always frightful
-to an unaccustomed ear; but they were used to it, were disturbed only by
-some foreign note in the sound. They both knew now that the bull was
-murderously angry. They did not know, had no way of knowing what had
-roused it. It might be a dog, a cat; it might be that one of the cows
-had broken loose and was near its stall; it might be a pig; it might be
-a hen; it might be merely a rat running in awkward loping bounds across
-its pen. They did not stop to wonder; but John turned and ran toward the
-pen, and Ruth followed him,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203">{203}</a></span> stumbling through the soft snow. Darrin, to
-whom the bull’s bellow had always been a frightful sound, was startled
-by it, would have asked a question. When he saw them run round the house
-he followed them.</p>
-
-<p>John was in the lead, but Ruth was swift footed and was at his shoulder
-when he reached the gate of the pen. The walls of the inclosure and the
-gate itself were so high that they could not look over the top. But just
-beside the main gate there was a smaller one, like a door; too narrow
-and too low for the bull to pass, but large enough for a man. John
-fumbled with the latch of this gate; and his moment’s delay gave the
-others time to come up with him. When he opened the way and stepped into
-the pen Ruth and Darrin were at his shoulder. Thus that which was in the
-pen broke upon them all three at once&mdash;a picture never to be forgotten,
-indelibly imprinted on their minds.</p>
-
-<p>The snow that had fallen in the inclosure was trampled here and there by
-the tracks of the bull and by the tracks of the man, and in one spot it
-was torn and tossed and crushed into mud, as though the two had come
-together there in some strange matching of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204">{204}</a></span> strength. At this spot too
-there was a dark patch upon the snow; a patch that looked almost black.
-Yet Ruth knew what had made this patch, and clutched at her throat to
-stifle her scream; and John knew, and Darrin knew. And the two men were
-sick and shaken.</p>
-
-<p>At the other side of the pen, perhaps a dozen long paces from where they
-stood, Evered and the bull faced each other. Neither had heard their
-coming, neither had seen them. They were, for the fraction of a second,
-motionless. The great bull’s head was lowered; its red neck was streaked
-with darker red where a long gash lay. From this gash dripped and
-dripped and spurted a little stream, a dark and ugly stream.</p>
-
-<p>The man, Evered, stood erect and still, facing the bull. They saw that
-he bore the knife in his left hand; and they saw that his right arm was
-helpless, hanging in a curiously twisted way, bent backward below the
-elbow. The sleeve of his checked shirt was stained there, and his hand
-was red. His shoulder seemed somehow distorted. Yet he was erect and
-strong, and his face was steady and curiously peaceful, and he made no
-move to escape or to flee.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205">{205}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>An eternity that was much less than a second passed while no man moved,
-while the bull stood still. Then its short legs seemed to bend under it;
-its great body hurtled forward. The vast bulk moved quick as light. It
-was upon the man.</p>
-
-<p>They saw Evered strike, lightly, with his left hand; and there was no
-purpose behind the blow. It had not the strength to drive it home. At
-the same time the man leaped to one side, sliding his blade down the
-bull’s shoulder; leaped lightly and surely to one side. The bull swept
-almost past the man, the great head showed beyond him.</p>
-
-<p>Then the head swung back and struck Evered in the side, and he fell,
-over and over, rolling like a rabbit taken in midleap by the gunner’s
-charge of shot. And the red bull turned as a hound might have turned,
-with a speed that was unbelievable. Its head, its forequarters rose;
-they saw its feet come down with a curious chopping stroke&mdash;apparently
-not so desperately hard&mdash;saw its feet come down once, and twice upon the
-prostrate man.</p>
-
-<p>It must be remembered that all this had passed quickly. It was no more
-than a fifth of a second that John Evered stopped within<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206">{206}</a></span> the gate of
-the pen. Then he was leaping toward the bull, and Ruth followed him.
-Darrin crouched in the gate, and his face was white as death. He cried,
-“Come back, Ruth!” And even as she ran after John she had time to look
-back toward Darrin and see him cowering there.</p>
-
-<p>John took off his coat as he ran, took it off with a quick whipping
-motion. He swung it back behind him, round his head. And then as the
-bull’s body rose for another deadly downward hoofstroke John struck it
-in the flank with all his weight. He caught the beast faintly off
-balance, so that the bull pivoted on its hind feet, away from the fallen
-man; and before the great creature could turn John whipped his coat into
-its face, lashing it again and again. The bull shook its great head,
-turning away from the blinding blows; and John caught the coat about its
-head and held it there, his arms fairly round the bull’s neck. He was
-shouting, shouting into its very ear. Ruth even in that moment heard
-him. And she marked that his tone was gentle, quieting, kind. There was
-no harshness in it.</p>
-
-<p>She needed no telling what to do. John had swung the bull away from
-Evered; he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207">{207}</a></span> had the creature blinded. She bent beside the prostrate man
-and tried to drag him to his feet, but Evered bent weakly in the middle.
-He was conscious, he looked up at her, his face quite calm and happy;
-and he shook his head. He said, “Go.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl caught him beneath the shoulders and tried to drag him backward
-through the soft snow across the pen. It was hard work. John still
-blinding the bull, still calling out to the beast, was working it away
-from her.</p>
-
-<p>She could not call on him for help; she turned and cried to Darrin,
-“Help me&mdash;carry him.”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin came cautiously into the pen and approached her and took her arm.
-“Come away,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes blazed at him; and she cried again, “Carry him out.”</p>
-
-<p>He said huskily, “Leave him. Leave him here. Come away.”</p>
-
-<p>She had never released Evered’s shoulders, never ceased to tug at him.
-But Darrin took her arm now as though to pull her away; and she swung
-toward him so fiercely that he fell back from her. The girl began
-abruptly to cry; half with anger at Darrin, half with pity<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208">{208}</a></span> for the
-broken man in her arms. And she tugged and tugged, sliding the limp body
-inch by inch toward safety.</p>
-
-<p>Then she saw John beside her. He had guided the bull, half forcing, half
-persuading, to the entrance into the stall; he had worked the creature
-in, prodding it, urging; and shut and made secure the door. Now he was
-at her side. He knelt with her.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s terribly hurt,” she said through her tears.</p>
-
-<p>John nodded. “I’ll take him,” he told her.</p>
-
-<p>So he gathered Evered into his arms, gathered him up so tenderly, and
-held the man against his breast, and Ruth supported Evered’s drooping
-head as she walked beside John. They came to the gate and it was too
-narrow for them to pass through. So Ruth went through alone, to open the
-wider gate from the outside.</p>
-
-<p>She found Darrin there, standing uncertainly. She looked at him as she
-might have looked at a stranger. She was hardly conscious that he was
-there at all. When he saw what she meant to do he would have helped her.
-She turned to him then, and she seemed to bring her thoughts back from a
-great dis<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209">{209}</a></span>tance; she looked at him for a moment and then she said, “Go
-away!”</p>
-
-<p>He cried, “Ruth! Please&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>She repeated, “I want you to go away. Oh,” she cried, “go away! Don’t
-ever come here again!”</p>
-
-<p>Darrin moved back a step, and she swung the gate open so that John could
-come through, and closed it behind him, and walked with him to the
-kitchen door, supporting Evered’s head. Darrin hesitated, then followed
-them uncertainly.</p>
-
-<p>When they came to the door Ruth opened it, and John&mdash;moving sidewise so
-that his burden should not brush against the door frame&mdash;went into the
-kitchen, and across. Ruth passed round him to open the door into
-Evered’s own room; and John went through.</p>
-
-<p>When he reached the bedside and turned to lay Evered there he missed
-Ruth. He looked toward the kitchen; and he saw her standing in the outer
-doorway. Darrin was on the steps before her. John heard Darrin say
-something pleadingly. Ruth stood still for a moment. Then John saw her
-slowly shut the door, shutting out the other man.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210">{210}</a></span> And he saw her turn
-the key and shoot the bolt.</p>
-
-<p>She came toward him, running; and her eyes were full of tears.</p>
-
-<p>They laid Evered on his own bed, the bed he and Mary Evered had shared.
-Ruth put the pillow under his head; and because it was cold in the room
-she would have drawn a blanket across him. John shook his head. He was
-loosening the other’s garments, making swift examination of his father’s
-hurts, pressing and probing firmly here and there.</p>
-
-<p>Evered had drifted out of consciousness on the way to the house; but his
-eyes opened now and there was sweat on his forehead. He looked up at
-them steadily and soberly enough.</p>
-
-<p>“You hurt me, John,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth whispered, “I’ll telephone the doctor.”</p>
-
-<p>Evered turned his head a little on the pillow, and looked toward her.
-“No,” he said, “no need.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, there must be!” she cried. “There must be! He can&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Evered interrupted her. “Don’t go, Ruthie. I want to talk to you.”</p>
-
-<p>She was crying; she came slowly back to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211">{211}</a></span> the bedside. The sun was ready
-to dip behind the hills. Its last rays coming through the window fell
-across her face. She was somehow glorified. She put her hand on Evered’s
-head, and he&mdash;the native strength still alive within him&mdash;reached up and
-caught it in his and held it firmly thereafter for a space.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re crying,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t help it,” she told him.</p>
-
-<p>“Why are you crying?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Because I’m so sorry for you.”</p>
-
-<p>A slow wave of happiness crept into his eyes. “You’re a good girl,
-Ruthie. You mustn’t cry for me.”</p>
-
-<p>She brushed her sleeve across her eyes. “Why did you do it?” she asked
-almost fiercely. “Why did you let him get at you?”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve been hating me, Ruthie,” he told her gently. “Why do you cry for
-me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,” she told him, “I don’t hate you now. I don’t hate you now.”</p>
-
-<p>He said weakly, “You’ve reason to hate me.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no!” she said. “Don’t be unhappy. You never meant&mdash;you loved Mary.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aye,” he agreed, “I loved Mary. I loved Mary, and John loves you.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212">{212}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>She was sitting on the edge of the bed, John standing beside her; but
-she did not look up at him. Her eyes were all for Evered.</p>
-
-<p>“Please,” she said. “Rest. Let me get the doctor.”</p>
-
-<p>His head moved slowly in negation. “Something to tell you, Ruth,
-first&mdash;before the doctor comes.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked toward John then, for decision or for reassurance. His eyes
-answered her; they bade her listen; they told her there was no work for
-the doctor here. So she turned back to Evered again. He was speaking
-slowly; she caught his words bending above him.</p>
-
-<p>It was thus that the man told the story at last, without heat or
-passion, neither sparing himself nor condemning himself, but as though
-he spoke of another man. And he spoke of little things that he had not
-been conscious of noticing at the time&mdash;how when he took down his
-revolver to go after the bull the cats were frightened and ran from him;
-how as he passed through the barnyard the horse whinnied from its stall;
-how he was near stumbling over a ground sparrow’s nest in the open land
-above the woodlot; how a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213">{213}</a></span> red squirrel mocked at him from a hemlock as
-he went on his way. It was as though he lived the day over while they
-listened. He told how he had come out above the spring; how he saw Mary
-and Dane Semler there.</p>
-
-<p>“I believed she loved him,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>And Ruth cried, “Oh, she never loved anyone but you.” She was not
-condemning, she was reassuring him; and he understood, his hand
-tightening on hers.</p>
-
-<p>“I know,” he said. “And my unbelief was my great wrong to Mary; worse
-than the other.”</p>
-
-<p>He went on steadily enough. “There was time,” he told her. “I could have
-turned him, stopped him, shot him. But I hated her; I let the bull come
-on.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl scarce heard him. His words meant little to her; her sympathy
-for him was so profound that her only concern was to ease the man and
-make him happier.</p>
-
-<p>She cried, “Don’t, don’t torment yourself! Please, I understand.”</p>
-
-<p>“I killed her,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>And as one would soothe a child, while the tears ran down her cheeks she
-bade him never mind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214">{214}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“There, there. Never mind,” she pleaded.</p>
-
-<p>“I killed her, but I loved her,” he went on implacably.</p>
-
-<p>And he told them something of his sorrow afterward, and told them how he
-had stifled his remorse by telling himself that Mary was false; how he
-had kept his soul alive with that poor unction. He was weakening fast;
-the terrific battering which he had endured was having its effect upon
-even his great strength; but his voice went steadily on.</p>
-
-<p>He came to Darrin, came to that scene with Darrin the night before, by
-the spring; and so told how Darrin had proved to him that Mary
-was&mdash;Mary. And at last, as though they must understand, he added, “So
-then I knew.”</p>
-
-<p>They did not ask what he knew; these two did understand. They knew the
-man as no others would ever know him&mdash;knew his heart, knew his
-unhappiness. There was no need of his telling them how he had passed the
-night, and then the day. He did not try.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth was comforting him; and he watched her with a strange and wistful
-light in his eyes.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215">{215}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“You’ve hated me, Ruthie,” he reminded her. “Do you hate me now?”</p>
-
-<p>There was no hate in her, nothing but a flooding sympathy and sorrow for
-the broken man. She cried, “No, no!”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re forgiving&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. Please&mdash;please know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then Mary will,” he murmured half to himself.</p>
-
-<p>Ruth nodded, and told him, “Yes, yes; she will. Please, never fear.”</p>
-
-<p>For a little while he was silent, while she spoke to him hungrily and
-tenderly, as a mother might have spoken; and her arms round him seemed
-to feel the man slipping away. She was weeping terribly; and he put up
-one hand and brushed her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t cry,” he bade her. “It’s all right, don’t cry.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t help it. I don’t want to help it. Oh, if there was only
-anything I could do.”</p>
-
-<p>He smiled faintly; and his words were so husky she could scarcely hear.</p>
-
-<p>“Go to John,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>She held him closer. “Please&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Please go to John,” he urged again.</p>
-
-<p>She still held him, but her arms relaxed a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216">{216}</a></span> little. She looked up at
-John, and saw the young man standing there beside her. And a picture
-came back to her&mdash;the picture of John throwing himself against the red
-bull’s flank, blinding it, urging it away. His voice had been so gentle,
-and sure, and strong. She herself in that moment had burned with hate of
-the bull. Yet there had been no hate in John, nothing but gentleness and
-strength.</p>
-
-<p>She had coupled him with Evered in her thoughts for so long that there
-was a strange illumination in her memories now; she saw John as though
-she had never seen him before; and almost without knowing it she rose
-and stood before him.</p>
-
-<p>John made no move to take her; but she put her arms round his neck and
-drew his head down. Only then did his arms go about her and hold her
-close. There was infinite comfort in them. He bent and kissed her. And
-strangely she thought of Darrin. There had been something hard and cruel
-in his embrace, there had been loneliness in his arms. There was only
-gentleness in John’s; and she was not lonely here. She looked up,
-smiling through her tears.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, John, John!” she whispered.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217">{217}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>As they kissed so closely, the warm light from the west came through the
-window and enfolded them. And Evered, upon the bed, wearily turned his
-head till he could see them, watch them. While he watched, his eyes
-lighted with a slow contentment. And after a little a smile crept across
-his face, such a smile as comes only with supreme happiness and peace. A
-kindly, loving smile.</p>
-
-<p>He was still smiling when they turned toward him again; but they
-understood at once that Evered himself had gone away.</p>
-
-<p class="fint">THE END.</p>
-
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