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-COURTIN’
-
-CHRISTINA
-
-J. J. BELL
-
-
-
-
-COURTIN’ CHRISTINA
-
-
-
-
-BY
-
-J. J. BELL
-
-AUTHOR OF
-
-“WEE MACGREGOR,” “JIM,”
-
-“OH! CHRISTINA,” ETC.
-
-
-[Illustration: Printer’s Logo]
-
-
-HODDER & STOUGHTON
-
-NEW YORK
-
-GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY
-
-
-
-
-Copyright, 1913
-
-BY GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY
-
-
-
-
-TO
-
-J. E. HODDER WILLIAMS
-
-WHO SUGGESTED IT
-
-
-
-
-COURTIN’ CHRISTINA
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER ONE
-
-
-Mrs. Robinson conveyed sundry dishes from the oven, also the teapot
-from the hob, to the table.
-
-“Come awa’,” she said briskly, seating herself. “We’ll no’ wait for
-Macgreegor.”
-
-“Gi’e him five minutes, Lizzie,” said Mr. Robinson.
-
-“I’m in nae hurry,” remarked Gran’paw Purdie, who had come up from the
-coast that afternoon.
-
-“I’m awfu’ hungry, Maw,” piped a young voice.
-
-“Whisht, Jimsie,” whispered daughter Jeannie.
-
-Said Mrs. Robinson, a little impatiently: “Come awa’, come awa’, afore
-everything gets spiled. Macgreegor has nae business to be that late.”
-She glanced at the clock. “He’s been the same a’ week. Haste ye,
-John.”
-
-John opened his mouth, but catching his wife’s eye, closed it again
-without speech.
-
-Excepting Jimsie, they came to the table rather reluctantly.
-
-“Ask a blessin’, fayther,” murmured Lizzie.
-
-“Shut yer eyes,” muttered Jeannie to her little brother, while she
-restrained his eager paw from reaching a cookie.
-
-Mr. Purdie’s white head shook slightly as he said grace; he had passed
-his five and seventieth birthday, albeit his spirit was cheerful as of
-yore; in his case old age seemed to content itself with an occasional
-mild reminder.
-
-John distributed portions of stewed finnan haddie, Lizzie poured out
-the tea, while Jeannie methodically prepared a small feast for the
-impatient Jimsie. Gran’paw Purdie beamed on the four, but referred
-surreptitiously at brief intervals to his fat silver watch.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It is eight years since last we saw the Robinson family. Naturally we
-find the greatest changes in the younger members. Jimsie from an
-infant has become a schoolboy; he is taller, more scholarly, less
-disposed to mischief, more subdued of nature than was Macgregor at the
-same age; yet he is the frank, animated young query that his brother
-was, though, to be sure, he has a sister as well as parents to puzzle
-with his questions. At thirteen Jeannie is a comely, fair-haired
-little maid, serious for her years, devoted to Jimsie, very proud of
-Macgregor, and a blessing to her parents who, strangely enough, rarely
-praise her; her chief end seems to be to serve those she loves without
-making any fuss about it.
-
-As for John, he has grown stouter, and to his wife’s dismay a bald
-spot has appeared on his crown; his laughter comes as readily as ever,
-and he is just as prone to spoil his children. But by this time Lizzie
-has become assured that her man’s light-hearted, careless ways do not
-extend to his work, that his employers have confidence in their
-foreman, and that while he is not likely to rise higher in his trade,
-he is still less likely to slip back. She is proud of the three-roomed
-modern flat in which she and hers dwell, and her sense for orderliness
-and cleanliness has not lost its keenness. In person she is but little
-altered: perhaps her features have grown a shade softer.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Ye see, Maister Purdie,” John was explaining, “Macgreegor’s busy the
-noo at a job in the west-end, an’ that’s the reason he’s late for his
-tea.”
-
-“’Deed, ay. It’s a lang road for him to come hame,” said the old man.
-“An’ is he still likin’ the pentin’ trade?”
-
-“Ay, ay. An’ he’s gettin’ on splendid――jist splendid!”
-
-“It’s time enough to be sayin’ that,” Lizzie interposed. “He’s no’ ony
-furder on nor a lad o’ his age ought to be. I’m no’ sayin’ he’s daein’
-badly, fayther; but there’s nae sense in boastin’ aboot what’s jist
-or’nar’?――Na, Jimsie! it’s no’ time for jeelly yet. Tak’ what Jeannie
-gi’es ye, laddie.――Ay, the least said――――”
-
-“But his employer’s pleased wi’ him; he tell’t me as much, wife,” said
-John. “An’ if ye compare Macgreegor wi’ that young scamp, Wullie
-Thomson――――”
-
-“Oh, if ye compare a man wi’ a monkey, I daresay it’s no’ sae bad for
-the man. But, really, John――――”
-
-“Maw, where was the man wi’ the monkey?” enquired Jimsie through bread
-and butter.
-
-“I’ll tell ye after,” whispered Jeannie, and forthwith set her mind to
-improvise a story involving a human being and his ancestor.
-
-“It’s easy seen,” said Gran’paw, once more consulting his watch, “that
-Macgreegor’s workin’ for his wages. Surely he’ll be gettin’ overtime
-the nicht. I hope his employer’s a kind man.”
-
-“I’ve nae doot aboot that,” Lizzie returned. “He gi’es Macgreegor
-money for the car when he’s workin’ in the west-end.”
-
-“That’s a proper maister!” cried Mr. Purdie, while John smiled as much
-as to say, “Ay! he kens Macgreegor’s value!”
-
-“An’ I’m thinkin’,” Lizzie continued, “that Macgreegor walks hame an’
-keeps the pennies to buy ceegarettes.”
-
-“What?” exclaimed the old man; “has the laddie commenced the smokin’
-a’ready?”
-
-“Oh, naething to speak aboot,” said John, a trifle apologetically.
-“They commence earlier than they did in your day, I suppose, Maister
-Purdie. No’ that I wud smoke a ceegarette if I was paid for ’t.”
-
-“He’s far ower young for the smokin’,” observed Lizzie.
-
-“_I_ can smoke,” declared Jimsie indiscreetly. Jeannie pressed his
-arm.
-
-John guffawed, Gran’paw looked amused until Lizzie demanded: “What’s
-that ye’re sayin’, Jimsie?”
-
-“But I’m no’ a reg’lar smoker,” mumbled Jimsie, crestfallen.
-
-“Ay,” said John, with a jocular wink at his father-in-law, “ye’re
-feart ye singe yer whiskers, ma mannie.”
-
-“John,” said Lizzie, “it’s naething to joke aboot.... Jimsie, if ever
-I catch ye at the smokin’, I’ll stop yer Seturday penny, an’ gi’e ye
-castor ile instead. D’ye hear?”
-
-“Hoots!” cried Gran’paw, “that’s a terrible severe-like punishment,
-Lizzie!”
-
-“I wud rayther tak’ ile twicet an’ get ma penny,” quoth Jimsie.
-
-“Hear, hear!” from John.
-
-Lizzie was about to speak when the bell rang.
-
-Jeannie slipped from her chair. “I’ll gang, Maw,” she said, and went
-out.
-
-“It’s Macgreegor,” remarked John. “Ha’e ye kep’ his haddie hot for
-him, Lizzie?”
-
-“What for wud I dae that?” retorted Mrs. Robinson in a tone of irony,
-going over to the oven and extracting a covered dish.
-
-“Haw!” laughed John. “I kent ye had something there!”
-
-“What for did ye ask then?”
-
-She came back to the table as her son entered, a very perceptible
-odour of his trade about him――an odour which she still secretly
-disliked though nearly three years had gone since her first whiff of
-it. “What kep’ ye?” she enquired, pleasantly enough.
-
-It is possible that Macgregor’s dutiful greeting to his grandfather
-prevented his answering the question. He appeared honestly glad to see
-the old man; yet compared with his own the latter’s greeting was
-boisterous. He returned his father’s smile, glanced at his mother who
-was engaged in filling his cup, winked at his young brother, and took
-his place at the table, between the two men.
-
-“Ye’ll be wearied,” remarked John.
-
-“No’ extra,” he replied, stretching his tired legs under cover of the
-table.
-
-“Did ye walk?” his mother asked, passing him his tea.
-
-“Ay.”
-
-“It’ll be three mile,” said John.
-
-Jeannie came from the fire and put a fresh slice of toast on his
-plate. He nodded his thanks, and she went to her place satisfied and
-assisted Jimsie who had got into difficulties with a jam sandwich that
-oozed all round.
-
-“What way did ye no’ tak’ the car, laddie?” enquired Lizzie.
-
-“I’d as sune walk,” he replied, shortly.
-
-“It’s fine to save the siller――eh, Macgreegor?” said Mr. Purdie.
-
-Macgregor reddened.
-
-“It’s something new for Macgreegor to dae that,” Lizzie quietly
-observed.
-
-“Tits, wumman!” muttered John.
-
-“Wi’ their cheap cars,” put in Mr. Purdie, “Glesga folk are like to
-loss the use o’ their legs. It’s terrible to see the number o’ young
-folk that winna walk if they’ve a bawbee in their pooch. I’m gled to
-see Macgreegor’s no’ yin o’ them.” He patted Macgregor’s shoulder as
-he might have done ten years ago, and the youth moved impatiently.
-
-“I’m no’ complainin’ o’ Macgreegor walkin’ when he micht tak’ the
-car,” said Lizzie, “but I wud like to see him puttin’ his savin’s to
-some guid purpose.”
-
-At these words Macgregor went a dull red, and set down his cup with a
-clatter.
-
-“Ha’e ye burnt yer mooth?” asked John, with quick sympathy.
-
-“Naw,” was the ungracious reply. “It’s naebody’s business whether I
-tak’ the car or tramp it. See’s the butter, Jeannie.”
-
-There was a short silence. An outbreak of temper on Macgregor’s part
-was not of frequent occurrence. Then John turned the conversation to a
-big fire that had taken place in Glasgow the previous night, and the
-son finished his meal in silence.
-
-At the earliest possible moment Macgregor left the kitchen. For some
-reason or other the desire to get away from his elders was paramount.
-A few minutes later he was in the little room which belonged to him
-and Jimsie. On the inside of the door was a bolt, screwed there by
-himself some months ago. He shot it now. With a towel that hung on the
-door he rubbed his wet face savagely. He had washed his hands in
-turpentine ere leaving the scene of his work.
-
-He donned a clean collar. As he was fixing his Sunday tie a summons
-came to the door. He went and opened it, looking cross.
-
-“Weel, what are ye wantin’, Jimsie?”
-
-“Did ye bring ma putty, Macgreegor?”
-
-“Och, I clean forgot.”
-
-Jimsie’s face fell. “Ye promised,” he complained.
-
-Macgregor patted the youngster’s head. “I’ll bring it the morn’s
-nicht, as sure as death,” he said. “I’m sorry, Jimsie,” he added
-apologetically.
-
-“See an’ no’ forget again,” said Jimsie, and retired.
-
-Macgregor closed the door and attended to his tie. Then he looked
-closely at his face in the mirror hanging near the window. He was not
-a particularly good-looking lad, yet his countenance suggested nothing
-coarse or mean. His features as features, however, did not concern him
-now. From his vest pocket he brought a knife, with a blade thinned by
-stone and polished by leather. He tried its keen edge on his thumb,
-shook his head, and applied the steel to his boot. Presently he began
-to scrape his upper lip. It pained him, and he desisted. Not for the
-first time he wished he had a real razor.
-
-Having put the knife away, he looked at his watch――his grandfather’s
-prize for “good conduct” of eight years ago――and proceeded hastily to
-brush his hair. His hair, as his mother had often remarked during his
-childhood, was “awfu’ ill to lie.” For a moment or two he regarded his
-garments. He would have changed them had he had time――or was it
-courage?
-
-Finally he took from his pockets a key and two pennies. He opened a
-drawer in the old chest, and placed the pennies in a disused tobacco
-tin, which already contained a few coins. He knew very well the total
-sum therein, but he reckoned it up once more. One shilling and
-sevenpence.
-
-Every Saturday he handed his wages to his mother, who returned him
-sixpence. His present hoard was the result of two weeks’ abstinence
-from cigarettes and walking instead of taking the car. He knew the job
-in the west-end would take at least another week, which meant another
-sixpence, and the coming Saturday would bring a second sixpence. Total
-in the near future:――two shillings and sevenpence. He smiled
-uncertainly, and locked up the treasure.
-
-A minute later he slipped quietly into the passage and took his cap
-from its peg.
-
-The kitchen door opened. “Whaur are ye gaun, Macgreegor?” his mother
-asked.
-
-“Oot,” he replied briefly, and went. Going down the stairs he felt
-sorry somehow. Sons often feel sorry somehow, but mothers may never
-know it.
-
-When Lizzie, hiding her hurt, had shut the kitchen door, Mr. Purdie
-said softly: “That question an’ that answer, ma dear, are as auld as
-human natur’.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-As Macgregor turned out of the tenement close he encountered his
-one-time chum, Willie Thomson. Macgregor might not have admitted it to
-his parents, but during the last few weeks he had been finding
-Willie’s company less and less desirable.
-
-Willie now put precisely the same question that Mrs. Robinson had put
-a minute earlier.
-
-“I’ll maybe see ye later,” was Macgregor’s evasive response, delivered
-awkwardly. He passed on.
-
-“Ha’e ye a ceegarette on ye?” cried Willie, taking a step after him.
-
-“Na.”
-
-“Ye’re in a queer hurry.”
-
-“I’ll maybe see ye later,” said Macgregor again, increasing his speed
-in a curious guilty fashion.
-
-Willie made no attempt to overtake him. He, too, had been finding a
-certain staleness in the old friendship――especially since Macgregor
-had stopped his purchases of cigarettes. Willie was as often out of
-employment as in it, but he did not realise that he was in danger of
-becoming a mere loafer and sponge. Yet he was fond of Macgregor.
-
-Macgregor passed from the quiet street wherein he lived into one of
-Glasgow’s highways, aglow with electric light, alive with noise out of
-all proportion to its traffic. He continued to walk swiftly, his alert
-eyes betraying his eagerness, for the distance of a couple of blocks.
-Then into another quiet street he turned, and therein his pace became
-slower and slower, until it failed altogether. Beneath a gas lamp he
-questioned his watch, his expression betokening considerable anxiety.
-
-It was a fine October night, but chilly――not that he gave any sign of
-feeling cold. For a space he remained motionless, gazing up the
-street. Possibly he would have liked a cigarette just then.
-
-As though rousing himself, he moved abruptly and proceeded slowly to
-the next lamp post, turned about and came back to his first
-halting-place, where he turned about again. For a long half-hour he
-continued to stroll between the two posts. Few persons passed him, and
-he did not appear to notice them. Indeed, it may as well be frankly
-admitted that he shamefully avoided their glances. When at last he did
-stop, it was with a sort of jerk.
-
-From one of the closes a girl emerged and came towards him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TWO
-
-
-Macgregor’s acquaintance with Jessie Mary was almost as old as
-himself; yet only within the last three months had he recognised her
-existence as having aught of importance to do with his own. This
-recognition had followed swift on the somewhat sudden discovery that
-Jessie Mary was pretty.
-
-The discovery was made at a picnic, organised by a section of the
-great drapery store wherein Jessie Mary found employment, Macgregor’s
-presence at the outing being accounted for by the fact that in a weak
-moment he had squandered a money gift from his grandparents on the
-purchase of two tickets for Katie, his first love (so far as we know),
-and himself. The picnic was a thorough success, but neither Macgregor
-nor Katie enjoyed it. It was not so much that anything came between
-them, as that something that had been between them departed――evaporated.
-There was no quarrel; merely a dulness, a tendency to silence,
-increasing in dreariness as the bright day wore on. And, at last, in
-the railway compartment, on the way home, they sat, crushed together
-by the crowd, Katie dumb with dismay, Macgregor steeped in gloom.
-
-Opposite them sat Jessie Mary and her escort, a young man with sleek
-hair, a pointed nose, several good teeth, and a small but exquisite
-black moustache. These two were gay along with the majority of the
-occupants of the carriage. Perhaps in her simple sixteen-year-old
-heart Katie began to realise that she was deserted indeed; perhaps
-Macgregor experienced prickings of shame, not that he had ever given
-or asked promises. Still, it is to be hoped that he did not remember
-then any of Katie’s innocent little advances of the past.
-
-Affection ’twixt youth and youth is such a delicate, sensitive thing,
-full of promise as the pretty egg of a bonny bird, and as easily
-broken.
-
-Macgregor was caught by the vivacious dark eyes of Jessie Mary, snared
-by her impudent red mouth, held by the charm of her face, which the
-country sun had tinted with an unwonted bloom. Alas for the little
-brown mouse at his side! At briefer and briefer intervals he allowed
-his gloomy glance to rest on the girl opposite, while he became more
-and more convinced that the young man with the exquisite moustache was
-a “bletherin’ idiot.” Gradually he shifted his position to the very
-edge of the seat, so as to lessen his contact with Katie. And when
-Jessie Mary, without warning, presented to his attention her foot in
-its cheap, stylish shoe, saying: “I wish ye wud tie ma lace,
-Macgreegor,” a strange wild thrill of pride ran through his being,
-though, to be sure, he went scarlet to the ears and his fingers could
-scarce perform their office. There were friends of Jessie Mary who
-declared that Macgregor never would have noticed her at all that day
-had she not been wearing a white frock with a scarlet belt; but that
-was grossly unfair to Jessie Mary. The animation and fresh coquetry of
-eighteen were also hers.
-
-Nigh three months had gone, autumn had come, and here in a dingy
-side-street the captivated youth had lingered on the bare chance of a
-glimpse of the same maiden in her every-day attire, his mind tormented
-by his doubts as to his reception, should she happen to appear.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And now she was approaching him. For the life of him he could neither
-advance nor retire. Still, such of his wits as had remained faithful
-informed him that it was “stupid-like” to do nothing at all. Whereupon
-he drew out his watch and appeared to be profoundly interested in the
-time. At the supreme moment of encounter his surprise was, it must be
-confessed, extremely badly managed, and he touched his cap with the
-utmost diffidence and without a word.
-
-“Hullo!” Jessie Mary remarked carelessly. “Fancy meetin’ you, as the
-man said to the sassige roll!”
-
-It had been a mutton-pie at their last meeting, Macgregor remembered,
-trying to laugh. Some comfort might have been his had he known that
-this flippancy, or its variant, was her form of greeting to all the
-young men then enjoying her acquaintance. Jessie Mary usually kept a
-joke going for about three months, and quite successfully, too.
-
-“Did ye no’ expec’ to meet me?” He stumbled over the words.
-
-Jessie Mary laughed lightly, mockingly. “I wasna aware yer best girl
-lived in this street.”
-
-“It――it’s no’ the first time ye’ve seen me here,” he managed to say.
-
-She laughed again. “Weel, that’s true. I wonder wha the girl is.” He
-would have told her if he could, poor boy. “But I must hurry,” she
-went on, “or the shops’ll be shut.”
-
-“Can I no’ gang wi’ ye?” he asked, with a great effort.
-
-“Oh, ye can come as far as Macrorie’s,” she answered graciously,
-mentioning a provision shop.
-
-Young love is ever grateful for microscopic mercies, and Macgregor’s
-spirit took courage as he fell into step with her. Jessie Mary was a
-handsomely built young woman; her shoulder was quite on a level with
-his. There were times when he would fain have been taller; times,
-also, when he would fain have been older, for Jessie Mary’s years
-exceeded his own by two. Nevertheless, he was now thinking of her age
-without reference to his own. He was, in fact, about to speak of it,
-when Jessie Mary said:
-
-“I’m to get to the United Ironmongers’ dance on Friday week, after a’.
-When fayther was at his tea the nicht, he said I could gang.”
-
-She might as well have poured a jug of ice water over him. “Aw, did
-he?” he murmured feebly.
-
-“Ye should come, Macgreegor,” she continued. “Only three-an’-six for a
-ticket admittin’ lady an’ gent.”
-
-“Och, I’m no’ heedin’ aboot dancin’,” said Macgregor, knowing full
-well that his going was out of the question.
-
-“It’ll be a splendid dance. They’ll keep it up till three,” she
-informed him.
-
-With his heart in his mouth he enquired who was taking her to the
-dance.
-
-“Oh, I ha’ena decided yet.” She gave her head a becoming little toss.
-“I’ve several offers. I’ll let them quarrel in the meantime.”
-
-Perhaps it was some consolation to know that she had not decided on
-any particular escort, and that the rivals were at war with one
-another. While there is strife there is hope.
-
-“Ay; ye’ll ha’e plenty offers,” he managed to say steadily, and felt
-rather pleased with himself.
-
-“I’m seriously thinking o’ wearin’ pink,” she told him as they turned
-into the main street. “It’s maybe a wee thing common, but I’ve been
-told it suits me.”
-
-Macgregor wondered who had told her, and stifling his jealousy,
-observed that pink was a bonny colour.... “But――but ye wud look fine
-in ony auld thing.” Truly he was beginning to get on.
-
-So, at least, Jessie Mary seemed to think. “Nane o’ yer flattery!” she
-said with a coquettish laugh.
-
-“I wud like fine to see ye at the dance,” he said with a sigh.
-
-“Come――an’ I’ll gi’e ye a couple o’ dances――three, if I can spare
-them.” Hitherto Jessie Mary had regarded Macgregor as a mere boy, and
-sometimes as a bit of a nuisance, but she was the sort of young woman
-who cannot have too many strings to her bow. “I can get ye a ticket,”
-she added encouragingly.
-
-For an instant it occurred to Macgregor to ask her to let him take her
-to the dance――he would find the money somehow――but the idea died in
-its birth. He could not both go to the dance and do that which he had
-already promised himself to do. Besides, she might laugh at him and
-refuse.
-
-“It’s nae use speakin’ aboot the dance,” he said regretfully. Then
-abruptly: “Yer birthday’s on Tuesday week, is’t no’?”
-
-Jessie Mary looked at him. His eyes were on the pavement. “Wha tell’t
-ye that?”
-
-“I heard ye speakin’ aboot yer birthday to somebody at the picnic.”
-
-“My! ye’ve a memory!”
-
-“But it’s on Tuesday week――the twinty-third? I was wantin’ to be
-sure.”
-
-“Weel, it’s the twinty-third, sure enough.” She heaved an affected
-sigh. “Nineteen! I’m gettin’ auld, Macgreegor. Time I was gettin’ a
-lad! Eh?” She laughed at his confusion of face. “But what for d’ye
-want to ken aboot ma birthday?” she innocently enquired, becoming
-graver.
-
-The ingenuousness of the question helped him.
-
-“Aw, I jist wanted to ken, Jessie Mary. Never heed aboot it. I hope
-ye’ll enjoy the dance――when it comes.” This was quite a long speech
-for Macgregor to make, but it might have been even longer had they not
-just then arrived at the provision shop.
-
-“Here we are,” said she cheerfully. She had the decency to ignore the
-smile of the young man behind the counter――the young man with the
-sharp nose and exquisite black moustache; nor did she appear to notice
-another young man on the opposite pavement who was also gazing quite
-openly at her. “Here we are, an’ here we part――to meet again, I hope,”
-she added, with a softer glance.
-
-“I’ll wait till ye’ve got yer messages,” said Macgregor, holding his
-ground.
-
-She gave him her sweetest smile but one. “Na, Macgreegor; it’ll tak’
-me a while to get the messages, an’ I’ve ither places to gang
-afterwards. Maybe I’ll see ye floatin’ aroun’ anither nicht.”
-
-“But I’m no’ in a hurry. I――I wish ye wud let me wait.”
-
-Her very sweetest smile was reserved for the most stubborn cases, and
-she gave it him now. But her voice though gentle was quite firm. “If
-ye want to please me, Macgreegor, ye’ll no’ wait the nicht.”
-
-He was conquered. She nodded kindly and entered the doorway.
-
-“Guidbye, Jessie Mary,” he murmured, and turned away.
-
-There were no other customers in the shop. Jessie Mary took a seat at
-the counter. The young man, stroking his moustache, gave her a
-good-evening tenderly.
-
-“I’m to get to the dance,” she said, solemnly.
-
-The young man’s hand fell to his side. “Wi’ me?” he cried, very
-eagerly.
-
-“I ha’ena made up ma mind yet, Peter. I want a pair o’ kippers――the
-biggest ye’ve got.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER THREE
-
-
-The outside of the shop had been painted but recently. Above door and
-window were blazoned in large gilt letters the words:
-
-STATIONERY AND FANCY GOODS.
-
-Just over the doorway was very modestly printed in white the name of
-the proprietor:
-
-M. TOD.
-
-What the _M_ stood for nobody knew (or cared) unless, perhaps, the
-person so designated; and it is almost conceivable that she had
-forgotten, considering that for five and thirty years she had never
-heard herself addressed save as Miss Tod.
-
-For five and thirty years M. Tod had kept her shop without assistance.
-For five and thirty years she had lived in the shop and its back room,
-rarely going out of doors except to church on Sunday mornings. The
-grocer along the way had a standing order: practically all the
-necessaries of life, as M. Tod understood them, could be supplied from
-a grocer’s shop. A time had been when M. Tod saved money; but the last
-ten years had witnessed a steady shrinking of custom, a dwindling in
-hopes for a peaceful, comfortable old age, a shrinking and dwindling
-in M. Tod herself. A day came when a friendly customer and gossip was
-startled to behold M. Tod suddenly flop to the floor behind the
-counter.
-
-A doctor, hastily summoned, brought her back to a consciousness of her
-drab existence and dingy shop. She was soon ready to go on with both
-as though nothing had happened. The doctor, however, warned her quite
-frankly that if she did not take proper nourishment, moderate exercise
-and abundance of fresh air, she would speedily find herself beyond
-need of these things.
-
-M. Tod did not want to die, and since she never laughed at anything
-she could not laugh at the doctor. To some of us life is like a cup of
-bitter physic with a lump of sugar at the bottom, but no spoon to stir
-it up with; life, therefore, must be sweet――sooner or later.
-
-On the other hand, obedience to the doctor would involve considerable
-personal expenditure, not to mention the engaging of an assistant.
-When M. Tod had reckoned up the remnants of her savings and estimated
-her financial position generally, she incontinently groaned.
-Nevertheless, she presently proceeded to prepare a two-line
-advertisement for the _Evening Express_. She was still in the throes
-of composition――endeavouring to say in twenty words what she thought
-in two hundred――when Mr. Baldwin, traveller for a firm of fancy-goods
-merchants, entered the shop. Acquainted with his kindly manner in the
-past, she ventured to confide to him her present difficulties.
-
-Mr. Baldwin was not only sympathetic but helpful.
-
-“Why,” said he, “my niece Christina might suit you――in fact, I’m sure
-she would. She is nearly sixteen, and only yesterday finished a full
-course of book-keeping. More than that, Miss Tod, she has had experience
-in the trade. Her aunt before her marriage to――er――myself――had a
-little business like your own, at the coast. I had thought of getting
-Christina a situation in the wholesale, but I believe it would be
-better for her to be here, for a time at least. I know she is keen on
-a place where she can have her own way――I mean to say, have room to
-carry out her own ideas.” Mr. Baldwin halted in some confusion, but
-speedily recovered. “Anyway,” he went on, “give her a trial. Let me
-send her along to see you this evening.”
-
-M. Tod assented, possibly because she feared to hurt the traveller’s
-feelings. “Nearly sixteen” and “keen on a place where she can have her
-own way” did not sound precisely reassuring to the old woman who had
-no experience of young folk, and who had been her own mistress for so
-long.
-
-That evening Christina came, saw and, after a little hesitation,
-conquered her doubts as to the suitability of the situation. “I’ll
-manage her easy,” she said to herself while attending with the utmost
-demureness to M. Tod’s recital of the duties required of her
-assistant――“I’ll manage her easy.”
-
-Within six months she had made good her unuttered words.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was Saturday afternoon. M. Tod was about to leave the shop for an
-airing. Time takes back no wrinkles, yet M. Tod seemed younger than a
-year ago. She had lost the withered, yellowed complexion of those who
-worship continually in the Temple of Tannin; her movements were freer;
-her voice no longer fell at the end of every sentence on a note of
-hopelessness. Though she had grown some months older, she had become
-years less aged. She glanced round her shop with an air of pride.
-
-From behind the counter Christina, with a kindly, faintly amused
-smile, watched her.
-
-“Ay,” remarked M. Tod, “everything looks vera nice――vera nice, indeed,
-dearie. I can see ye’ve done yer best to follow ma instructions.”
-
-It had become a habit with M. Tod to express observations of this sort
-prior to going out, a habit, also, to accept all Christina’s
-innovations and improvements as originally inspired by herself. Even
-the painting of the shop, which, when first mooted by the girl, had
-seemed about as desirable as an earthquake, had gradually become her
-very own bright idea. Happily Christina had no difficulty in
-tolerating such gentle injustices; as a matter of fact, she preferred
-that her mistress should be managed unawares.
-
-“Tak’ a squint at the window when ye gang oot,” she said, pleasantly.
-“Ye ha’ena seen it since it was dressed. There’s a heap o’ cheap trash
-in it, but it’s trash that draws the public noo-a-days.”
-
-“Oh, I wudna say that, dearie,” said the old woman. “I’ve aye tried to
-gi’e folk guid value.”
-
-“Ay! Ma aunt was like that――near ruined hersel’ tryin’ to gi’e the
-public what it didna want. What the public wants is gorgeousness――an’
-it wants it cheap. Abyssinian Gold an’ papermashy leather an’ so on.
-See thon photo-frames!”――Christina pointed――“the best sellin’
-photo-frames ever we had! In a week or so, they get wearit sittin’ on
-the mantel-piece, an’ doon they fa’ wi’ a broken leg; in a fortnight
-they look as if they had been made in the year ten B.C.! Behold thon
-purses! Safer to carry yer cash in a paper poke, but the public canna
-resist the real, _genuine_ silver mounts. Observe thon――――”
-
-“Weel, weel,” Miss Tod mildly interrupted, “it’s maybe as ye say, an’
-I canna deny that custom’s improvin’. But it’s a sad pity that folk
-winna buy the best――――”
-
-“Oh, let the folk pity theirsel’s――when they get sense――an’ that’ll
-no’ be this year. Gi’e them what they want, an’ never heed what they
-need. That’s the motto for a shop-keeper. Come ower here for a minute
-till I sort yer bonnet, or ye’ll be lossin’ twa o’ yer grapes. I hear
-figs an’ onions is to be the favourite trimmin’ next Spring. Ye could
-dae wi’ a new bonnet, Miss Tod.”
-
-“So I could,” the old woman wistfully admitted as she submitted her
-headgear to her assistant’s deft fingers. “I couldna say when I got
-this yin.”
-
-“Oh, I’m no’ keen on dates. But”――encouragingly――“we’ll tak’ stock
-next week, an’ when we’ve struck the half-year’s balance I’ll no’ be
-surprised if ye tak’ the plunge an’ burst a pound-note at the
-milliner’s.” Christina administered a final pat to the ancient bonnet.
-“Noo ye’re ready for the road. See an’ no’ catch cold. I’ll ha’e the
-kettle at the bile against yer return at five.”
-
-“I’ll no’ be late,” replied M. Tod who, to tell the truth, was already
-wishing it were tea-time, and moved to the door.
-
-“I suppose,” said Christina, “ye wudna care to call at the Reverend
-Mr. McTavish’s an’ politely ask for payment o’ his account――consistin’
-chiefly o’ sermon-paper. He’s a whale for sermon-paper!”
-
-“Oh, dearie, dearie, I couldna dae that,” faltered M. Tod, and made
-her escape.
-
-“If that account isna paid sune,” Christina murmured, “I’ll ha’e to
-gang masel’ an’ put the fear o’ death into the man. Business is
-business――even when it’s releegious.”
-
-She looked round the shop to discover if aught required her attention;
-then being satisfied that nought could be improved, she seated herself
-on the stool and prepared to do a little book-keeping.
-
-As she dipped her pen, however, the door of the shop was slowly
-opened, the bell above it banged, and a young man――so she reckoned
-him――came in. In her quick way, though she had never seen him before,
-she put him down in her mind as a purchaser of a half-penny football
-paper. But having recovered from the alarm of the bell and carefully
-shut the door, he hesitated, surveying his surroundings.
-
-Christina flung back her thick plait of fair hair, slipped from the
-stool, and came to attention.
-
-“Nice day,” she remarked in her best manner. She contrived to get away
-from the vernacular in her business dealings.
-
-“Ay,” The young man smiled absently.
-
-“Nice teeth,” thought Christina. (That Macgregor’s teeth were good was
-entirely due to his mother’s firmness in the matter of brushing them
-during his younger days. He was inclined to be proud of them now.)
-
-“Just take a look round,” she said aloud.
-
-Macgregor acknowledged the invitation with a nod.
-
-“Was it anything special you wanted to see?” she enquired.
-
-Macgregor regarded her for a moment. “I had a look at yer window,” he
-said, his eyes wandering once more, “but I seen naething dearer nor a
-shillin’.”
-
-“Oh!” exclaimed Christina. Then recovering her dignity――“The window is
-merely a popular display. We have plenty of more expensive goods
-within.” She felt pleased at having said “within” instead of “inside.”
-
-At the word “expensive” Macgregor shrank. “Aboot half-a-croon?” he
-said diffidently, taking a step towards the door.
-
-“Half-a-croon _and_ upwards,” said Christina very distinctly. As a
-matter of fact, the shop contained few articles priced as high as two
-shillings, the neighbourhood not being noted for its affluence; but
-one of Christina’s mottoes was “First catch your customer and then
-rook him.” “Oh, yes,” she added pleasantly, “our goods at half-a-crown
-are abundant.”
-
-For a moment Macgregor doubted she was laughing at him, but a veiled
-glance at her earnest face reassured him――nay, encouraged him. He had
-never bought a present for a lady before, and felt his position
-keenly. Indeed, he had left his home district to make the purchase in
-order that he might do so unrecognised.
-
-So with a shy, appealing smile he said:
-
-“It’s for a present.”
-
-“A present. Certainly!” she replied, lapsing a trifle in the
-excitement of the moment. “Male or female?”
-
-Macgregor gave her an honest stare.
-
-“Is it for a lady or gent?” she enquired, less abashed by the stare
-than annoyed with herself for having used the wrong phrase.
-
-“Lady,” said Macgregor, with an attempt at boldness, and felt himself
-getting hot.
-
-“Will you kindly step this way?” came the polite invitation.
-
-Macgregor proceeded to the counter and bumped his knee against the
-chair that stood there.
-
-“Useful or ornamental?”
-
-“I――I dinna ken,” he answered between his teeth.
-
-“I’ll break that chair’s neck for it some day!” cried Christina, her
-natural sympathy for suffering getting the better of her commercial
-instincts. Then she coughed in her best style. “Do you think the young
-lady would like something to wear?”
-
-“I dinna ken, I’m sure.” Macgregor pushed back his cap and scratched
-his head. “Let’s see what ye’ve got for wearin’ an’――an’ no’ for
-wearin’.”
-
-Christina, too, nearly scratched her head. She was striving to think
-where she could lay hands on articles for which she could reasonably
-charge half-a-crown.
-
-Without very noticeable delay she turned to a drawer, and presently
-displayed a small green oblong box. She opened it.
-
-“This is a nice fountain-pen,” she explained. “Its price has been
-reduced――――”
-
-“Aw, I’m no’ heedin’ aboot reduced things, thank ye a’ the same.”
-
-“I’ll make it two shillings to you,” Christina said persuasively.
-“That’s a very drastic reduction.” Which was perfectly true. On the
-other hand, the pen was an old model which she had long despaired of
-selling. “Nothing could be more suitable for a young lady,” she added,
-exhibiting the nib. “Real gold.”
-
-But Macgregor shook his head.
-
-With apparent cheerfulness she laid the pen aside. “It’s for a _young_
-lady, I think you said?”
-
-“Ay, it’s for a young lady, but she’s no’ that young either. Aboot ma
-ain age, maybe.”
-
-Christina nearly said “about twelve, I suppose,” but refrained. She
-was learning to subdue her tendency to chaff. “I perceive,” she said
-gravely. “Is she fond of needlework?”
-
-“I couldna say. She’s gettin’ a pink dress, but I think her mither’s
-sewin’ it for her.”
-
-“A pink dress!” muttered Christina, forgetting herself. “Oh,
-Christopher Columbus!” She turned away sharply.
-
-“Eh?”
-
-“She’ll be a brunette?” said Christina calmly, though her cheeks were
-flushed.
-
-“I couldna say,” said Macgregor again.
-
-Christina brought forward a tray of glittering things. “These combs
-are much worn at present,” she informed him. “Observe the jewels.”
-
-“They’ll no’ be real,” said Macgregor doubtfully.
-
-“Well――a――no. Not exactly _real_. But everybody weers――wears imitation
-jewellery nowadays. The west-end’s full of it――chock-a-block, in
-fact.” She held up a pair of combs of almost blinding beauty.
-“Chaste――ninepence each.”
-
-“Ay,” sighed Macgregor, “but I’m no’ sure――――”
-
-“Silver belt――quite the rage――one shilling.”
-
-Macgregor remembered the scarlet belt at the picnic. He had a vague
-vision of a gift of his in its place. He held out his hand for the
-glittering object.
-
-“You don’t happen to know the size of the lady’s waist?” said
-Christina in a most discreet tone of voice.
-
-“I couldna say.” He laid down the belt, but kept looking at it.
-
-“Excuse me,” she said softly, lifting the belt and fastening it round
-her waist. She was wearing a navy skirt and a scarlet flannel shirt,
-with a white collar and black tie. “My waist is just about medium.”
-She proceeded to put the combs in her hair. “Of course they would look
-better on a brunette.” She permitted herself the faintest of smiles.
-“But you can see how they look when they’re being worn.”
-
-Was there a hint of mockery in the bright grey-blue eyes? Macgregor
-did not observe it; nor was he shocked by the crudity and gaudiness of
-the ornaments in broad daylight. But perhaps the general effect was
-not so shocking. Christina, having previously experimented with the
-ornaments, had a pretty good idea of how they appeared upon her. It
-would be difficult to describe precisely what Macgregor thought just
-then, but it is to be feared that he made the sudden and unexpected
-discovery that Jessie Mary was not the only pretty girl in the world.
-
-“I’ll tak’ them,” he said uneasily, and put his hand in his pocket.
-
-“Thank you,” said Christina. “Will that be all to-day?”
-
-“Ay; that’ll be a’.” He had purposed spending the odd penny of his
-fund on a birthday card, but for some undefinable reason let the coin
-fall back into his pocket.
-
-Christina proceeded to make a neat parcel. “You’re a stranger here,”
-she remarked pleasantly.
-
-“Ay. But I dinna live far awa’.” Now that the ordeal was over, he was
-feeling more at ease. “Ye’ve a nice shop, miss.”
-
-“Do you think so? I’m very glad you got something to suit you in it.
-Thank you! Half-a-crown――two-and-six exactly. _Good_ afternoon!”
-
-It may be that Macgregor would have stopped to make a remark or two on
-his own account, but just then an elderly woman entered the shop.
-
-“Guidbye, Miss,” he murmured, touching his cap, and departed with his
-purchase.
-
-Christina dropped the silver into the till. To herself she said: “I
-doobt he’s no’ as green as he’s cabbage-lookin’.” Aloud: “Nice day,
-Mrs. Dunn. Is your little grandson quite well again?”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER FOUR
-
-
-For some weeks Macgregor had nourished an idea of making the birthday
-presentation with his own hands. In fancy he had beheld his own
-gallant proffering of the gifts, and Jessie Mary’s shy acceptance of
-the same. Why he should have foreseen himself bold and Jessie Mary
-bashful is a question that may be left to those who have the profound
-insight necessary to diagnose the delicate workings of a youthful and
-lovelorn imagination. At the same time he had harboured many hopeful
-fears and fearful hopes, but to divulge these in detail would be
-sacrilege.
-
-On the day following the purchase of the gifts, however, his original
-plan, so simple and straightforward, would seem to have lost something
-of its attractiveness. Perhaps he was suddenly assailed by the
-cowardice of modesty; possibly he argued, in effect, that the offering
-would gain in importance by impersonal delivery. At all events, he
-endeavoured, on the way to church, to borrow from Willie Thomson the
-sum of threepence――the charge for delivery demanded by a heartless
-post-office. Unfortunately Willie’s finances just then were in a most
-miserable state, so much so that on this very morning he had been
-compelled to threaten his aunt, with whom and on whom he lived, with
-the awful vow never to enter a church again unless she supplied him
-with twopence on the spot. (This, of course, in addition to the
-customary penny for “the plate.”)
-
-He jingled the coins in his pocket while he confided to Macgregor his
-tale of a hard world, and continued to do so while he waited for the
-sympathy which past experience of his friend led him to expect.
-
-It was therefore something of a shock to Willie when Macgregor,
-privately fondling the penny which he had not spent on a birthday
-card, replied: “I could manage wi’ the tuppence, Wullie. An’ I’ll pay
-ye back on Seturday, sure.”
-
-“Eh?” Willie stopped jingling and clutched his coins tightly.
-
-Macgregor repeated his words hopefully.
-
-“Aw, but I canna len’ ye the tuppence,” said Willie, almost
-resentfully; adding, “But I’ll gi’e ye a ceegarette or twa when I buy
-some.”
-
-“I’m no’ wantin’ yer ceegarettes,” Macgregor returned, his eyes on the
-pavement.
-
-Willie shot at him a curious glance. “What for d’ye want the tuppence?
-Ha’e ye been bettin’ on horses?”
-
-For a moment Macgregor was tempted to plead guilty of that or any
-other crime on the chance of gaining the other’s sympathies and pence.
-Instead, however, he answered with caution: “I’ll maybe tell ye, if
-ye’ll len’ me the tuppence.”
-
-Willie laughed. “I’m no’ sae green. Ye best get yer fayther to gi’e ye
-the money.”
-
-“Clay up!” snapped Macgregor, and remained silent for the rest of the
-journey.
-
-Had the money been required for any other object in the world,
-Macgregor would probably have gone straightway to his father and
-frankly asked for it. But the limits of confidence between son and
-parent are reached when the subject is a girl. Nevertheless, it was to
-the boy’s credit that he never dreamed of attempting to obtain his
-father’s help under false pretences.
-
-That night he came to the dismal decision to deliver the package
-himself at Jessie Mary’s door, at an hour when Jessie Mary would be
-certain to be out. There was nothing else for it, as far as he could
-see just then.
-
-The following morning’s light found him at his work――no longer, alas!
-in the far west-end with its windfall of pennies for the car, but in
-the heart of the city. The man under whom he worked found him so slow
-and stupid that he threatened to report him to his employer.
-Altogether it was a dreary day, and Macgregor, who usually paid enough
-attention to his duties to escape the burden of time, was more than
-glad when the last working hour had dragged to its close.
-
-He went home by an unaccustomed though not entirely unfamiliar route.
-It led him past the shop wherein he had made the birthday purchases on
-Saturday afternoon. The window was more brightly illuminated than the
-majority of its neighbours; the garish contents were even more
-attractive than in daylight. Macgregor found himself regarding them
-with a half-hearted interest. Presently he noticed that one of the
-sliding glass panels at the back of the window was open a few inches.
-This aperture permitted him to see the following: A hand writing a
-letter on a sloping desk, a long plait of fair hair over a scarlet
-shoulder, and a youthful profile with an expression very much in
-earnest yet cheerful withal.
-
-Macgregor could not help watching the writer, and he continued to do
-so for several minutes with increasingly lively interest. He was even
-wondering to whom the letter might be written, when the writer, having
-dipped her pen too deeply, made a horrid, big blot. She frowned and
-for an instant put out her tongue. Then, having regarded the blot for
-a space with a thoughtful gaze, she seized the pen and with a few deft
-touches transformed the blot into the semblance of a black beetle.
-Whereupon she smiled with such transparent delight that Macgregor
-smiled also.
-
-“What are ye grinnin’ at?” said a voice at his elbow.
-
-He turned to discover Willie Thomson. At no time in the whole course
-of their friendship had he felt a keener desire to hit Willie on his
-impudent nose. “Naething,” he muttered shortly. “Are ye gaun hame?”
-
-“Ay,” said Willie, noting the other’s discomposure, but not referring
-to it directly. “This isna yer usual road hame.”
-
-“Depends whaur I’m comin’ frae,” returned Macgregor, quickening his
-pace. “Ha’e ye got a job yet, Wullie?” he enquired more graciously.
-
-“I tried yin the day, but it’s no’ gaun to suit me. But I’ve earned
-ninepence. I can len’ ye thon thruppence, if ye like.”
-
-“Aw, I’m no’ needin’ it noo.”
-
-“Weel, ha’e a ceegarette.” Willie produced a yellow packet.
-
-“Na, I’m no’ smokin’, Wullie.”
-
-“What’s wrang wi’ ye?”
-
-“Naething.... What sort of job was ye tryin’?”
-
-Willie told him, and thereafter proceeded to recount as many
-grievances as there had been hours in his working day. Macgregor
-encouraged him to enter into all sorts of detail, so that home was
-reached without reference to the shop window which had caused him
-amusement.
-
-“So long,” said Willie, lighting a fresh cigarette. “Maybe see ye
-later.”
-
-“Ah, it’s likely,” Macgregor replied, and turned into the close, glad
-to escape.
-
-“Haud on!” cried Willie.
-
-“What?” Macgregor halted with reluctance.
-
-Willie sniggered. “I seen ye wi’ Jessie Mary the ither nicht.”
-
-“Did ye?” retorted Macgregor feebly.
-
-“Ay; an’ if I was you, I wud let girls alane. They’re nae fun, an’
-they’re awfu’ expensive.”
-
-With which sage advice Willie walked off.
-
-Macgregor made up his mind not to leave the house that evening, yet
-eight o’clock found him at the foot of the street wherein Jessie Mary
-lived. But he did not go up the street, and at the end of five minutes
-he strolled the way he had taken two hours earlier. As he approached a
-certain shop the light in its window went out. He marched home
-quickly, looking neither right nor left.
-
- * * * * *
-
-On the following evening he hired a small boy for the sum of one
-halfpenny to deliver the package to Jessie Mary at her abode, and
-straightway returned to the parental fireside, where he blushed at the
-welcome accorded him.
-
-That night, however, fate willed it that John Robinson should run out
-of tobacco. Macgregor, who had been extremely restless, expressed
-himself ready to step down to the tobacco shop in the main street.
-
-Here it must be mentioned that the gifts had reached Jessie Mary at
-precisely the right moment. They had raised her spirits from the
-depths of despair to at least the lower heights of hope. Only an hour
-before their arrival she had learned how the young man with the
-exquisite moustache had treacherously invited another young lady to
-accompany him to the Ironmongers’ dance; and although to the ordinary
-mind this may appear to have been the simple result of a lack of
-superhuman patience on the young man’s part, Jessie Mary could
-perceive in it nothing but the uttermost perfidy. So that until the
-arrival of Macgregor’s present――“to J. M. from M. with best wishes”
-(an “l” had been scraped out where the second “w” now stood)――she had
-felt like tearing the pink frock to tatters and preparing for the
-tomb.
-
- * * * * *
-
-They met near the tobacconist’s――on Macgregor’s home side, by the
-way――and he could not have looked more guilty had he sent her an
-infernal machine.
-
-“It was awful kind o’ ye,” she said sweetly; “jist _awful_ kind.”
-
-“Aw, it was naething,” he stammered.
-
-“They’re jist lovely, an’ that fashionable,” she went on, and
-gradually led the conversation to the subject of the United
-Ironmongers’ dance.
-
-“Ye should come,” she said, “an’ see hoo nice I look wi’ them on. The
-belt’ll be lovely wi’ ma pink frock. An’ the combs was surely made for
-black hair like mines. Of course I tried them on the minute I got
-them.”
-
-“Did ye?” murmured Macgregor. Where was all the feverish joy, the soft
-rapture anticipated three nights ago? “Did ye?”――that was all he said.
-
-She made allowance for his youth and the bashfulness she had so often
-experienced. “Macgreegor,” she whispered, slipping her hand through
-his arm, in the darkness of the street leading to her home,
-“Macgreegor, I believe I wud suner dance wi’ you than onybody else.”
-
-Macgregor seemed to have nothing to say. The touch of her hand was
-pleasant, and yet he was uneasy.
-
-“Macgreegor,” she said presently, a little breathlessly, “I’m no’
-heedin’ aboot ony o’ the chaps that wants to tak’ me to the dance. If
-ye had a ticket――――” She paused. They had halted in the close-mouth,
-as it is locally termed. “I’m sayin’, Macgreegor, if ye had a
-ticket――――” She paused again.
-
-The boy felt foolish and wretched. “But I canna gang to the dance,
-Jessie Mary,” he managed to say.
-
-She leaned closer to him. “It’ll be a splendid dance――at least”――she
-looked at him boldly――“it wud be splendid if you and me was gaun
-thegether.”
-
-In his wildest of wild dreams he may have thought of kissing this
-girl. He might have done it now――quite easily.
-
-But he didn’t――he couldn’t.
-
-“Na; I canna gang,” he said. “An’――an’ ma fayther’ll be waitin’ for
-his tobacco. Guidnicht.” He glanced at her with a miserable smile, and
-departed――bolted.
-
-Poor Jessie Mary with her little natural vanities!
-
-Poor Macgregor! He went home hot and ashamed――he could not have told
-why. He did not grudge the gifts, yet vaguely wished he had not given
-them.
-
-And he dreamed that night of, among other queer things, a shop window,
-a plait of fair hair on a scarlet shoulder, and a black beetle.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER FIVE
-
-
-“Mercy, laddie!” exclaimed Mrs. Robinson, as her son entered the
-kitchen, a little late for tea. “What ha’e ye been daein’ to yer
-face?”
-
-The colour induced by the question seemed almost to extinguish the
-hectic spot at Macgregor’s left cheek-bone.
-
-“Washin’ it,” he answered shortly, taking his accustomed chair.
-
-“But it’s cut.”
-
-“Tits, Lizzie!” muttered Mr. Robinson. “Are ye for toast, Macgreegor?”
-
-“He’s been shavin’ his whiskers,” said Jimsie. “Did ye no’ ken
-Macgreegor’s gettin’ whiskers, Maw?” he went on in spite of a warning
-pressure from sister Jeannie. “Paw, what way dae folk get whiskers?”
-
-“Dear knows,” returned his father briefly. “Lizzie, can ye no’ gi’e
-Macgreegor a cup o’ tea?”
-
-Lizzie lifted the cosy from the brown teapot. “Where did ye get the
-razor, Macgreegor?”
-
-“He hasna got a razor, Maw,” said Jimsie. “He does it wi’ a wee
-knife.”
-
-“Shurrup!” Macgreegor growled, whereupon Jimsie choked and his eyes
-filled with tears.
-
-“Macgreegor,” said his mother, “that’s no’ the way to speak to yer wee
-brither.”
-
-“Macgreegor,” said his sister, “I’ll mak’ ye a bit o’ hot toast, if ye
-like.”
-
-“Ay, Jeannie,” said John quickly, “mak’ him a bit o’ hot toast, an’
-I’ll look after Jimsie.” He turned the conversation to the subject of
-a great vessel that had been launched into the Clyde that morning.
-
-Sullenly Macgregor took the cup from his mother’s hand and forthwith
-devoted his attention to his meal. Seldom had resentment taken such
-possession of his soul. Another word from his mother or Jimsie, and he
-would have retorted violently and flung out of the room. The mild
-intervention of his sister and father had saved a scene. Though his
-face cooled, his heart remained hot; though hungry, he ate little,
-including the freshly made toast, which he accepted with a
-gracelessness that probably shamed him even more than it hurt Jeannie.
-Poor sensitive, sulky youth!――a hedge-hog with its skin turned
-outside-in could not suffer more.
-
-For the first time in the course of his married life John Robinson
-really doubted Lizzie’s discretion. It was with much diffidence,
-however, that he referred to the matter after Macgregor had gone out,
-and while Jeannie was superintending Jimsie’s going to bed.
-
-“Lizzie,” he began, eyeing his cold pipe, “did ye happen to notice
-that Macgreegor was a wee thing offended the nicht?”
-
-Mrs. Robinson did not halt in her business of polishing a bread plate.
-“Macgreegor’s gettin’ ower easy offended,” she said, carelessly
-enough.
-
-John struck a match and held it without application to his pipe until
-the flame scorched his hardened fingers. “Speakin’ frae experience,”
-he said slowly, “there’s twa things that a young man tak’s vera
-serious-like. The first――――”
-
-“Wha’s the young man?”
-
-“Macgreegor.... Aw, Lizzie!”
-
-“Macgreegor’s a laddie.”
-
-“He’s a young man――an’ fine ye ken it, wife!”
-
-Lizzie put down the plate and took up another. “An’ what does he tak’
-serious-like?” she enquired, coolly.
-
-“Firstly,” said John, with a great effort, and stuck.
-
-“Ye’ll be preachin’ a sermon directly,” said she. “Can ye no’ licht
-yer pipe an’ speak nateral?”
-
-“Hoo can I speak nateral when I ken ye’re makin’ a mock o’ me?”
-
-“Havers, man!” she said, becoming good-humoured lest he should lose
-his temper; “licht yer pipe. I’m listenin’.”
-
-John lit his pipe in exceedingly methodical fashion. “Weel, Lizzie,”
-he began at last, “I jist wanted to say that when a young man’s
-gettin’ hair on his face, ye――ye shouldna notice it.”
-
-“I didna notice it.”
-
-“Weel, ye shouldna refer to it.”
-
-“It was the cut I referred to.”
-
-John sucked at his pipe and scratched his head. “That’s true,” he
-admitted. “Still, if yer sister had a wudden leg, ye wudna refer to
-the noise on the stair. It wasna like ye, Lizzie, to hurt Macgreegor’s
-feelin’s.”
-
-Mrs. Robinson put down the plate with an unusual clatter. Hurt
-Macgreegor’s feelings!――She?――The idea! “Are ye feenished?” she
-snapped.
-
-John nerved himself. “There’s anither thing that it’s best no’ to
-refer to――anither thing that a young man tak’s vera serious-like. When
-a young man begins to tak’ an interest in the lassies――――”
-
-“Oh, man, can ye no stop haverin’?” she cried. “Ha’e ye forgot the
-laddie’s age?”
-
-“It’s the shavin’ age, an’ that means――――”
-
-“Ma brither Rubbert was nineteen afore he put a razor to his face.”
-
-“Yer brither Rubbert was never what I wud ca’ a female fancier. Of
-course that wasna his fau’t; he was jist as the Lord made him, and
-he’s turned oot a vera successful man, an’ for a’ we ken his wife
-Sarah’s maybe better nor she’s bonny. But yer son Macgreegor――――”
-
-“Macgreegor wud never look at the lassies. He’s ower shy.”
-
-“Whiles it’s the kind that doesna look that leaps the furdest. But
-there’s waur things in the world nor razors and lassies,” said John,
-with a feeble laugh, “an’ I jist wanted to warn ye no’ to ask
-questions, even though ye should see Macgreegor weerin’ his Sunday tie
-every nicht in the week! I hope ye’re no’ offended, Lizzie.”
-
-But it is to be feared that Lizzie was offended just then. She had not
-been the better half for eighteen years without knowing it; she had
-grown to expect her easy-going husband’s cheerful acquiescence in
-practically all she did, and to regard her acceptance of his most mild
-remonstrances as a sort of favour. And now he was actually giving her
-advice concerning her treatment of her firstborn! It was too much for
-her pride.
-
-She set her mouth in a hard line, threw up her head, and proceeded
-with her polishing.
-
-John waited for a couple of minutes, then sighed and took up his
-evening paper.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Meanwhile Macgregor was having his troubles. He contrived to dodge
-Willie Thomson, who nowadays seemed always to be where he was not
-wanted, but the operation involved a _detour_ of nearly a quarter of a
-mile, in the course of which he was held up by another youth of his
-acquaintance. Ten minutes were wasted in listening with ill-concealed
-impatience to fatuous observations on the recent play of certain
-professional footballers, and then he continued his journey only to
-fall, metaphorically speaking, into the arms of Jessie Mary emerging
-from a shop.
-
-“Hullo, Mac! I thought ye was deid!” was her blithe greeting, the
-“sausage roll” phrase having at long last served its day. “Ye’re in a
-hurry,” she added, “but so am I, so ye can walk back to the corner wi’
-me.”
-
-Macgregor mumbled something to the effect that he was in no special
-hurry, and, possibly in order to give a touch of truth to his
-falsehood, turned and accompanied her.
-
-“Ye’ve no’ been gi’ein’ the girls a treat lately,” she remarked. “I
-ha’ena noticed ye floatin’ aroun’. Ha’e ye been keepin’ the hoose at
-nicht?”
-
-“Whiles,” he replied, and enquired with some haste, “Hoo did ye enjoy
-the dance last week, Jessie?”
-
-“Oh, dinna mention it!” she cried, with a toss of her head. “I didna
-gang to it.”
-
-“Ye didna gang to the dance!”
-
-“If I had went, it wud ha’e meant bloodshed,” she impressively
-informed him. “Ye see, there was twa chaps implorin’ me to gang wi’
-them, an’ they got that fierce aboot it that I seen it wudna ha’e been
-safe to gang wi’ either. A riot in a ballroom is no’ a nice thing. An’
-if I had went wi’ a third party, it wud ha’e been as much as _his_
-life was worth. So I jist bided at hame.”
-
-Macgregor began, but was not allowed to complete, a sympathetic
-remark.
-
-“Oh, I was glad I didna gang. The dance turned oot to be a second-rate
-affair entirely――no’ half-a-dizzen shirt fronts in the comp’ny. An’ I
-believe there wasna three o’ the men could dance for nuts, an’ the
-refreshments was rotten.”
-
-They had now reached the appointed corner.
-
-“Jist as weel ye didna gang, then,” absently said Macgregor, halting.
-
-“Come up to the close,” said Jessie Mary. “I’ve something to show ye.
-Ay; it was jist as weel, as ye say. But there’s a champion dance
-comin’ off on the nineteenth o’ November――the young men o’ the hosiery
-department are gettin’ it up――naething second-rate aboot _it_. Ye
-should come to it, Macgreegor.” She touched his arm――unintentionally
-perhaps. “Plenty o’ pretty girls――though I wudna guarantee their
-dancin’. I’ve no’ decided yet wha I’ll gang wi’.” She paused.
-Macgregor did not speak. “Ye see, I’m parteec’lar wha I dance wi’,”
-she went on softly, “an’ I expec’ you’re the same. Some girls are like
-bags o’ flour an’ ithers are like telegraph poles, but there’ll be few
-o’ that sort at the hosiery dance. An’ onyway”――she laughed――“ye could
-aye fa’ back on _this_ girl――eh?”
-
-“I dinna think ye wud be that hard up for a partner,” said Macgregor,
-suddenly stimulated by a flash of her eyes in the lamplight. “But I’m
-no’ awfu’ keen on the dancin’.”
-
-“Ye danced fine when ye was a wee laddie. I mind when ye danced the
-Highland Fling in the kitchen, on Hogmanay. That was the nicht I had
-to kiss ye to get ye oot o’ the ring. Ye was ower shy to kiss me. An’
-you an’ Wullie Thomson started the fightin’, because he laughed. D’ye
-mind?”
-
-“That’s an auld story,” he said, with embarrassment.
-
-“I suppose it is,” she admitted reluctantly. Then cheerfully: “Weel,
-here we are! But wait till I let ye see something.” She halted at the
-mouth of the close and began to unbutton her jacket.
-
-“Ye’ve never seen the belt since ye gi’ed it to me, Macgreegor. I weer
-it whiles in the evenin’. There ye are! It looks fine, does it no’?
-Maybe a wee thing wide. I could dae wi’ it an inch or twa tighter.
-Feel.”
-
-She took his hand and slid his fingers between the metal and the white
-cotton blouse. Jessie Mary had at least one quite admirable
-characteristic: she doted on white garments and took pride in their
-spotlessness. A very elemental sense for the beautiful, yet who dare
-despise it? In these grimy days purity of any kind is great gain.
-
-This girl’s hunger for the homage and admiration of the other sex was
-not so much abnormal as unrestrained. Her apparent lack of modesty was
-in reality a superabundance of simplicity――witness her shallow
-artifices and transparent little dishonesties which deceived few save
-herself and the callowest of youths. Men “took their fun off her.” And
-even Macgregor was not to be entrapped now. There is nothing so dead
-as the fallen fancy of a boy. Moreover, Macgregor was still at the
-stage when a girl’s face is her whole fortune, when the trimmest waist
-and the prettiest curves are no assets whatsoever.
-
-For a moment or two he fingered the belt, awkwardly, to be sure, but
-with as much emotion as though it were a dog’s collar.
-
-“Ay,” he said, “ye’re ower jimp for it.” And put his hand in his
-pocket.
-
-Then, indeed, it was forced on Jessie Mary that somehow her charms had
-failed to hold her youngest admirer. The knowledge rankled. Yet she
-carried it off fairly well.
-
-“Ye’re no’ the first to tell me I’ve an extra sma’ waist,” she said,
-with a toss of her head. Then, as if struck by a remembrance of some
-duty or engagement: “But I’ve nae mair time to stan’ gassin’ wi’ you.
-So long!” She ran briskly up the stone stair, humming a popular tune.
-
-“So long,” returned Macgregor, and resumed his interrupted journey,
-rather pleased than otherwise with himself. He realised, though not in
-so many words, that he had conducted himself in more manly fashion
-than ever before. It did not for a moment occur to him that he had
-left a big “Why?” behind him, not only in the mind of Jessie Mary, but
-in Willie Thomson’s also.
-
- * * * * *
-
-His pilgrimage ended at the illuminated window of M. Tod’s stationery
-and fancy goods shop. Jingling the few coppers in his pockets, he
-appeared to be deliberating a weighty problem of extensive purchases,
-while, as a matter of fact, he inwardly debated the most profitable
-ways of wasting a penny. While he would now gladly have given all he
-possessed――to wit, ninepence――to win a smile from the girl with the
-scarlet blouse and the ripe-corn-yellow pigtail, he was not prepared
-to squander more than he could help for the benefit of her employer.
-The opaque panels at the back of the window were closed, the door of
-the shop was composed chiefly of ground glass; wherefore he had no
-inkling as to which person he was likely to encounter at the receipt
-of custom. He was hoping and waiting for a customer to enter the shop,
-so that he might gain a glimpse of the interior with the opening of
-the door, when suddenly the lights in the window were lowered.
-Evidently it was near to closing time.
-
-Hastily deciding to “burst” the sum of one penny on the purchase of a
-pencil――an article for which he had more respect than use――he entered
-the doorway and turned the handle. He had forgotten the spring bell.
-When he pushed the door inwards, it “struck one”――right from the
-shoulder, so to speak. Who will assert that the ordinary healthy youth
-has no nerves? ’Tis a hoggishly healthy youth who does not bustle with
-them. The sturdy Macgregor wavered on the threshold; and as he wavered
-he heard behind him a badly stifled guffaw.
-
-Next moment a hearty push in the small of the back propelled him into
-the shop. With a hot countenance he pulled up, guessing who had pushed
-him, and strove to look as if this were his usual mode of entering a
-place of business. In his confusion he missed the quick glance of the
-girl seated at the desk on the window-end of the counter. Her head was
-bent low over her writing. He noticed, however, that she was wearing a
-white blouse――which did not remind him of Jessie Mary――and that she
-had a scarlet bow at her neck.
-
-“Yes, sir?” A mouse-like human being slipped from the back of the shop
-to the middle point of the counter. “Yes, sir?” it repeated, with an
-accent on the query. The girl at the desk took no notice.
-
-Macgregor approached. “I was wantin’ a pencil,” he said in the tone of
-one requesting a pint of prussic acid.
-
-“A pencil!” exclaimed the mouse-like human being, as though she had a
-dim recollection of hearing of such a thing long, long ago. “A
-pencil――oh, certainly,” she added, more hopefully.
-
-“Penny or ha’penny,” murmured the girl at the desk.
-
-“Penny or ha’penny?” demanded the mouse-like human being, almost
-pertly.
-
-Men didn’t expect change out of a penny! “A penny yin,” said Macgregor
-with an attempt at indifference. He tried to look at the girl, but
-could not get his eyes higher than her elbow.
-
-“A penny pencil!” The mouse-like human being assumed an expression
-suitable to a person who has just discovered the precise situation of
-the North Pole, but not the Pole itself.
-
-“Top drawer on your left, Miss Tod,” whispered the girl at the desk.
-
-“Quite so, Christina,” Miss Tod replied with dignity. There were times
-when she might have been accused of copying her assistant’s manners.
-She opened the drawer, which was a deep one, peered into it, groped,
-and brought forth three bundles of pencils. With sudden mildness she
-enquired of the girl: “These?... Those?”
-
-“No; them!” said Christina, forgetting her grammar and grabbing the
-third bundle. “Wait a minute.” She slipped lightly from her stool and
-gently edged M. Tod from the position at the counter which had been
-familiar to the latter for five-and-thirty years. “This,” she said to
-Macgregor, laying the bundle in front of him, “is a special line. One
-dozen――price threepence.” She looked over his head in a manner
-suggesting that it was quite immaterial to her whether he purchased
-the dozen or faded away on the spot.
-
-But he had his dignity too. Producing three pennies from two pockets,
-he laid them on the counter, took up the bundle of pencils, said
-“Thank ye” to nobody in particular, and marched out. Nor did he forget
-to close the door behind him.
-
-The stationer and her assistant regarded each other for several
-seconds.
-
-“Dae ye think,” said M. Tod slowly, “that that young man is a
-newspaper reporter?”
-
-“No,” replied Christina, with a sniff or two of her straight little
-nose.
-
-“Or a pictur’ artist?” said M. Tod, conveying the two bundles to the
-wrong drawer.
-
-Christina, without a word, recovered them and put them into their
-proper places. She mounted her stool and whipped up a pen.
-
-M. Tod sighed. “I never used to keep pencils at that price. They canna
-be vera guid.”
-
-“They’re rotten.”
-
-“Oh, lassie!”
-
-“Sell――or gang bankrupt,” said Christina with enough bitter cynicism
-for twenty-one. “There’s a penny profit on the bundle. _Ex_――cuse me.”
-She dipped her pen.
-
- * * * * *
-
-As Macgregor was nearing his home, a prey to misery and wroth, a
-grinning face popped from a close-mouth.
-
-“Haw! haw! Macgreegor! So ye’re courtin’, are ye?”
-
-As the clock incontinently strikes when the hour has come, so struck
-Macgregor. And he struck so hard, that it was afterwards necessary he
-should see Willie Thomson to the latter’s door. Alone again, he cast
-the bundle of pencils into a dark entry and made his way home.
-
-His father opened the door, smiling a welcome. “Weel, Macgreegor――――”
-
-“I’m wearied,” said the boy, and passed straightway to his room and
-bolted the door. Jimsie was sleeping like a log, and was, as usual,
-occupying most of the bed.
-
-Macgregor stood at the old chest of drawers that served as
-dressing-table, his elbows planted thereon, his face in his hands. He
-_was_ wearied.
-
-But under his tired eyes lay a small oblong package with a covering of
-newspaper. The neatness of it made him think of his mother; she had a
-way of making next to nothing look something important in a parcel.
-
-Presently, wondering a little, he undid the paper.
-
-It contained one of his father’s old razors.
-
-Five minutes later he was enjoying a _real_ shave. The luxury was only
-exceeded by the importance he felt! And only two cuts that bled worth
-mentioning....
-
-How one’s life may be changed in two short hours!
-
-But Macgregor was still without regret for having flung the pencils
-into the dark entry.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER SIX
-
-
-Circumstance rather than circumspection was accountable for the fact
-that Macgregor followed the elusive, winding trail of love alone. The
-tender adventures of our ’teens usually consist in encounters between
-two boys and two girls; two friends who tacitly admit that they want
-to meet the girls; two friends who pretend that they do not want to
-see the boys at any distance; and to sum up, two pairs of young human
-beings with but a single thought――themselves. Also it may happen, now
-and then, that for lack of likelier company Prince Charming goes
-hunting with Master Fathead, while Princess Lilian Rose lays the scent
-along with Miss Gooseberry, which but adds plausibility to the
-assumption that neither sex has the courage of its inclinations. For
-to be honest, there is no cowardice like that of lad’s love; no
-hypocrisy like that of lass’s. But, surely, you remember! And if so it
-happened that in your own day you, perforce, fared solitary to the
-chase, you will sympathise all the more with the unheroic hero of this
-slight record.
-
-In this respect Macgregor was not fortunate in his male friends. The
-oldest thereof, Willie Thomson, openly contemned the female sex, not
-omitting his aunt; the others confined their gallantries to the breezy
-pastimes of pushing girls off the sidewalk, bawling pleasantries after
-them, and guffawing largely at their own wit or the feminine
-_repartee_. Their finer instincts were doubtless still dormant. The
-only mortals worthy of respect were sundry more or less prominent
-personages whose feet or fists were their fortunes. In these days the
-adoration of the active by the inert is, one hopes, at its zenith of
-inflation. Again, to put it now in metaphor, Macgregor’s friends could
-do with a brass band in scarlet uniform all the time, but they had no
-use for a secret orchestra of muted strings. All of which was
-perfectly natural――just as natural as Macgregor’s inexplicable
-preference for the secret orchestra. Spring comes early or late; the
-calendar neither foretells nor records its coming. A lad and a
-lass――how and when and why the one first realises that the other is
-more than a mere human being are questions without answers. Well, it
-is a mercy that the world still holds something that cannot be
-explained away.
-
-In one sense this boy was no more refined than his neighbours; in
-another they were coarser than he. Remains the fact that he followed
-the trail alone――or thought he did.
-
-Willie Thomson, for one, was interested. He had been interested to the
-extent of grinning in Macgregor’s early tenderness for little Katie,
-and to the extent of sniggering in his friend’s bashful pursuit of
-Jessie Mary. But now the interest was that of the boy who discovers a
-nest just beyond his hand and wonders what sort of eggs he will get
-if, somehow, he can reach it. On the whole, Willie resented his
-swollen nose and cut lip less than the recent ill-disguised attempts
-to avoid his company. The latter rankled. Truth to tell, without
-Macgregor he was rather a lonely creature, a kind of derelict. No one
-really wanted him. He was not without acquaintances, shirkers like
-himself; but in the congregation of loafers is no true comradeship.
-Without admitting it even to himself, he still admired the boy who had
-faithfully championed his cause――not always virtuous――in the past,
-whose material possessions he had invariably shared, whose stolid
-sense of honour had so often puzzled his own mischievous mind, whose
-home he had envied despite a certain furtive dread of the woman who
-ruled there. Altogether it may be questioned whether Willie’s grudge
-was directed against his old friend and not against that which had
-caused his old friend’s defection. At all events, he began to spare
-Macgregor any necessity for dodging, and took to shadowing him on his
-solitary strolls.
-
-On the grey Saturday afternoon of the week rendered so eventful by his
-first real shave, Macgregor was once more standing by the window of M.
-Tod’s shop. He was endeavouring to prop up his courage with the
-recollection of the fact that a fortnight ago, at the same hour as the
-present, there had been no old woman behind the counter, and with the
-somewhat rash deduction that no old woman was there now.
-
-He was also wondering what he could buy for a penny without making a
-fool of himself. The spending of a penny when there is absolutely
-nothing one wants to buy is not quite so simple a transaction as at
-first thought it may seem――unless, of course, the shop is packed with
-comestibles; and even then one may hesitate to choose. Besides,
-Macgregor was obsessed by the memory of the pencil transaction of
-three nights ago. Had he but kept his head then, and confined his
-purchase to a single pencil, he might now have had a fair excuse for
-requiring another. At any rate, he could have met suspicion with the
-explanation that he had lost the first. But who would believe that he
-had used, or lost, a whole dozen within the brief space of three days?
-
-A wretched position to be in, for nothing else in the world of
-stationery was quite so natural and easy to ask for as a
-pencil――unless a―――― Why had he not thought of it before?――a pen!
-Saved! He would enter boldly, as one who had every right to do so, and
-demand to be shown some pencils――no, pens, of course. There were many
-varieties of pens, he knew, even in small shops, so his selection
-would take time――lots of time! If only he were _sure_ the old woman
-wasn’t there.
-
-And just then the bell rang, the door of the shop opened and closed,
-and the old woman herself came out. In spite of her hat Macgregor
-recognised her at once. She turned her face skywards to make certain
-that it wasn’t raining, gave a satisfied smirk, which Macgregor
-accepted with a fearful start, though it was intended for the window
-and its contents, and trotted up the street.
-
-On the wave of relief, as it were, Macgregor was carried from the
-window to the entrance. Yet he had no sooner opened the door with its
-disconcerting note of warning than he wished he had delayed a minute
-or two longer. To retire, however, was out of the question. He closed
-the door as though he were afraid of wakening a baby, and faced the
-counter.
-
-The girl was there, and wearing the scarlet blouse again. Laying aside
-the magazine which she had just picked up, she smiled coldly and said
-calmly: “Good-afternoon. Nice day after the rain.”
-
-In mentally rehearsing his entrance the previous night Macgregor had,
-among other things, seen himself raise his brand-new bowler hat. To
-his subsequent shame and regret, he now omitted to perform the little
-courtesy. That he should forget his manners was perhaps even less
-surprising than that he should forget the hat itself, which gripped
-his head in a cruel fashion.
-
-“Ay,” he said solemnly in response to the polite greeting, and
-advanced to the counter.
-
-“Not just so disagreeable as yesterday,” she added, a trifle more
-cordially.
-
-“Ay――na.” He glanced up and down the counter. “I――I was wantin’ a
-pencil,” he said at last.
-
-“A _pencil_!” cried Christina; then in a voice from which all the
-amazement had gone: “A pencil――oh, certainly.”
-
-Macgregor reddened, opened his mouth and――shut it. Why should he make
-a bigger fool of himself by explaining that he had meant to say “a
-pen?” Besides (happy thought!) the pen would be an excuse for calling
-another time.
-
-Christina opened the drawer and paused, pursing her lips. Her tone was
-casual as she said: “I hope you found the dozen you bought lately
-quite satisfactory.”
-
-“Oh――ay, they were――splendid.” Macgregor blushed again.
-
-Christina smiled as prettily as any musical comedy actress selling
-guinea button-holes at a charity fête. She said: “I’ll tell Miss Tod.
-She’ll be delighted. It’s a great saving, buying a dozen, isn’t it?”
-Her hand went into the drawer. “Especially when one uses so many. It’s
-hardly worth while buying a single pencil, is it?” Her hand came out
-of the drawer and laid a bundle in front of Macgregor. “Wonderful how
-they can do it for threepence!”
-
-He stared at the bundle, his will fluttering like a bird under a
-strawberry net. Dash the pencils!――but she might be offended if――――
-
-“Some shops sell those pencils at a ha’penny each, I know,” she went
-on; “and I believe some have the neck――I mean the cheek to ask a
-penny. Would you like me to put them in paper, sir?”
-
-Recovering from the shock of the “sir,” Macgregor shook his head, and
-laid three coppers on the counter.
-
-“Thank you,” said she. “Is there anything else to-day?”
-
-Before he could answer, the door opened and an elderly man entered. At
-the ring of the bell Macgregor dropped the bundle; the flimsy
-fastening parted, and the pencils were scattered.
-
-Christina checked an “Oh, crickey!” and turned to attend to the second
-customer while the first collected his purchases from the floor.
-
-The elderly man wanted a newspaper only, but thanks to Christina’s
-politeness over the transaction, he went out feeling as if he had done
-quite a stroke of business.
-
-“I think you should let me tie them up for you,” she said to
-Macgregor, who was rising once more, rather red in the face.
-
-“Thank ye,” he said apologetically, handing her the pencils.
-
-“Accidents will happen,” she remarked cheerfully. “If they didn’t,
-there would be mighty little happening. I say, there’s only eleven
-pencils here.”
-
-“The ither rolled ablow the counter. It doesna matter,” he said.
-
-“Oh, but that won’t do. See, I’ll give you another now, and get the
-one under the counter some day――next stock-taking, maybe.” She began
-to make a parcel, then halted in the operation. “Are you sure there’s
-nothing else that I can show you to-day, sir?”
-
-Macgregor didn’t want to go just yet, so he appeared to be thinking
-deeply.
-
-“Essay paper――notebooks,” she murmured; “notepaper――envelopes――
-indiarubber――――”
-
-“Injinrubber,” said Macgregor. (He would give it to Jimsie.)
-
-She turned and whipped a box from a shelf. “Do you prefer the red or
-the white――species?” she enquired, and felt glad she hadn’t said
-“sort.”
-
-“Oh, I’m no heedin’ which,” he replied generously, with a bare glance
-at the specimens laid out for his inspection.
-
-“All the same price――one penny per cake. The red is more flexible.” By
-way of exhibiting its quality, she took the oblong lengthwise between
-her finger and thumb and squeezed. To her dismay it sprang from her
-grip and struck her customer on the chin.
-
-“Oh, mercy!” she exclaimed. “I didna mean――”
-
-Recovering the missile from the floor, he said gravely: “My! ye’re a
-comic!”
-
-“I’m not! I tell ye I didna mean it. Did it hurt ye?”
-
-“No’ likely! I ken ye didna try it.” He smiled faintly. “If ye had
-tried to hit me, ye wud ha’e missed me.”
-
-“If I had tried, I wud ha’e hit ye a heap harder,” she said
-indignantly.
-
-“Try, then.” His smile broadened as he offered her the cake. “I’ll
-stan’ still.”
-
-Christina’s sporting instinct was roused. “I’ll bet ye the price o’
-the cake I hit ye.” And let fly.
-
-It went over his left shoulder.
-
-“Ha’e anither shot,” he said, stooping to pick up the rubber.
-
-But as swiftly as it had gone her professional dignity returned.
-Macgregor came back to the counter to receive a stiff: “Thank you. Do
-you require anything else to-day?”
-
-His mumbled negative, his disappointed countenance reproached her.
-
-“Of course,” she said pleasantly, as she put his purchases in paper,
-“I cannot charge you for the indiarubber.”
-
-“Aw, cheese it!” he muttered shortly, flinging a penny on the counter.
-
-“I beg your pardon?”――this with supreme haughtiness.
-
-“Oh, ye needna. An’ ye can keep yer injinrubber――an’ yer pencils
-forbye!” With these words he wheeled about and strode for the door.
-
-Christina collapsed. A customer who paid for goods and then
-practically threw them at her was beyond her experience and
-comprehension.
-
-“Here!” she cried. “Stop a minute! I――I was jist jokin’. Come back an’
-get yer things. We’ll no’ quarrel aboot the penny.”
-
-With his fingers on the handle he paused and regarded her half
-angrily, half reproachfully. He wanted to say something very cutting,
-but it wouldn’t come.
-
-“Please,” said Christina softly, dropping her eyes. “Ye’ll get me into
-trouble if ye dinna tak’ them.”
-
-“Eh?”
-
-“Miss Tod wud be vexed wi’ me for lossin’ a guid customer. She wud
-gi’e me the sack, maybe.”
-
-“Wud she?――the auld besom!” cried Macgregor, retracing his steps.
-
-“Oh, whisht! She’s no’ an auld besom. But I ken she wud be vexed.”
-Christina sighed. “I suppose I’m to blame for――――”
-
-“It’s me that’s to blame,” he interrupted. “Here!” he said in an
-unsteady whisper, “will ye shake han’s?”
-
-After a momentary hesitation she gave him her hand, saying graciously:
-“I’ve no objections, I’m sure. To tell the truth,” she went on, “I am
-not entirely disinterested in you, sir.”
-
-Macgregor withdrew his empty hand. “I――I wish ye wudna speak like
-that,” he sighed.
-
-“Like what?”
-
-“That awfu’ genteel talk.”
-
-“Sorry,” she said. “But it gangs doon wi’ maist o’ the customers.
-Besides, I try to keep it up to please ma aunt. But it doesna soun’
-frien’ly-like, does it?”
-
-“That’s why I dinna like it,” he ventured, more easily.
-
-“I see. But if ye was servin’ in a shop ye wud ha’e to speak the same
-way.”
-
-“I’m in the pentin’ trade,” he informed her, with an air of
-importance.
-
-“I’ve a nose――but I like the smell fine. Ye’re no’ offended, are ye?”
-
-“I’m no’ that easy offended. Is Miss Tod yer aunt?”
-
-“Na, na; she’s nae relation. Ma aunt is Mrs. James Baldwin.” In the
-frankest fashion she gave a brief sketch of her position on the
-world’s surface. While she spoke she seated herself on the stool, and
-Macgregor, without thinking about it, subsided upon the chair and
-leant his arm upon the counter. Ere she ended they were regarding each
-other almost familiarly.
-
-Anon Macgregor furnished a small account of himself and his near
-relatives.
-
-“That’s queer!” commented Christina when he had finished.
-
-“What?” he asked, anxiously.
-
-“Ma Uncle James is a great frien’ o’ your Uncle Purdie. Your uncle
-buys a heap o’ fancy things frae mine, an’ he’s often been in oor
-hoose. I hear he’s worth a terrible heap o’ money, but naebody wud
-think it. I like him fine.”
-
-“Ye wudna like ma aunt fine,” said Macgregor.
-
-“No’ bein’ acquaint wi’ her, I canna say,” Christina returned. “But I
-believe if it hadna been for her yer uncle wud never ha’e made his
-fortune at the grocery trade――――”
-
-“Her! What had she got to dae wi’ ’t?”
-
-“Dear knows; but Uncle James says she egged him on to mak’ money frae
-the day she married him. But mony a woman does that. I wud dae it
-masel’――no’ that I’m greedy; I jist couldna endure a man that didna
-get on. I hate a stick-in-the-mud. It’s a fac’, though, that Mr.
-Purdie got the push-on frae his wife. An’ Uncle James says he’s no’
-near done yet: he’ll be Lord Provost afore he’s feenished. Ye should
-keep in wi’ yer Uncle Purdie.”
-
-Macgregor scarcely heard her latter words. His Aunt Purdie responsible
-for his Uncle Purdie’s tremendous success in business! The idea was
-almost shocking. From his earliest boyhood it had been a sort of
-religion with him to admire his uncle and despise his aunt. Could any
-good thing come out of Aunt Purdie?
-
-“I doobt yer Uncle James doesna ken _her_ extra weel,” he said at
-last.
-
-“Oh, ma uncle’s a splendid judge o’ character,” she assured him.
-“Especially female character,” she added. “That’s why he married ma
-aunt an’ adopted me. I took his name, like ma aunt did when she
-married him. It was a love match, in spite o’ their ages. There’s
-grander names, but nane better, nor Baldwin. In ma youth I called it
-Bald-yin to tease ma aunt when she was saft on him. But never heed
-aboot that the noo. D’ye ken what astonishes me aboot yersel’?”
-
-“What?” asked Macgregor, startled.
-
-“That ye’re no’ in the grocery trade.”
-
-“Me! What for wud I be a grocer?”
-
-“What for are ye a penter? An’ yer Uncle Purdie has nae offspring. My!
-if I had had a chance like you!” She heaved a sigh. “I’m sure yer
-uncle wud ha’e ta’en ye into his business. Ye canna be sae stupid that
-he wudna gi’e ye even a trial. Nae offence intended.”
-
-“I could ha’e been in the business if I had wanted,” Macgregor
-replied, with some dignity. “He offered me a job when I left the
-schule. But, ye see, I aye had the notion to be a penter. I like to be
-movin’ ma han’s an’ feet.”
-
-“An’ what did yer parents say?”
-
-“They canna thole Aunt Purdie. It was her that brought the message
-frae ma uncle――as if it was a favour. They said I was to choose for
-masel’.”
-
-“Pride’s an awfu’ thing for costin’ folk cash,” the girl remarked,
-with a shake of her head.
-
-“Eh?”
-
-“Naething,” she replied. After a slight pause she continued: “It’s no’
-for me to speak aboot yer parents, but I hope ye’ll excuse me sayin’
-that ye’re a bigger fool than ye look.”
-
-“Wha――what d’ye mean?”
-
-“I didna mean to insult ye or hurt yer feelin’s.” Another pause. “D’ye
-no’ want to get up in the world, man? D’ye no’ want to be a
-millionaire――or a thoosandaire, onyway?”
-
-“Me?”
-
-“Ay, you!”
-
-Across the counter he regarded her in a semi-dazed fashion,
-speechless. She was rather flushed; her eyes danced with eagerness.
-Apparently she was all in earnest.
-
-“Are ye gaun to be a penter a’ yer life?” she demanded.
-
-“What for no’?” he retorted with some spirit. “It’s guid pay.”
-
-“Guid pay! In ten year what’ll ye be makin’?”
-
-“I couldna say. Maybe――maybe twenty-five shillin’s; maybe――――”
-
-“A week?”
-
-“Ay; of course,” he said, nettled. “D’ye think I meant a month?”
-
-“If ye was wi’ yer uncle an’ stickin’ to yer business, I wud ha’e said
-’a day’! Ma gracious goodness! if ye was pleasin’ a man like that,
-there’s nae sayin’ where ye wud be in ten year.”
-
-“Ach,” he said, with an attempt at lightness, “I’m no’ heedin’.”
-
-Christina doubled her fist and smote the counter with such violence
-that he fairly jumped on his seat.
-
-“Ye’re no’ heedin’! What’s the use o’ bein’ alive if ye’re no’
-heedin’? But ye’re a’ the same, you young workin’ men. Yer rule is to
-dae the least ye can for yer wages, an’ never snap at an opportunity.
-An’ when ye get aulder ye gang on strike an’ gas aboot yer rights, but
-ye keep dumb enough aboot yer deserts, an’――――”
-
-“Here, haud on!” cried Macgregor, now thoroughly roused. “What dae you
-ken aboot it? Ye’re jist a lassie――――”
-
-“I’ve eyes an’ ears.”
-
-There was a pause.
-
-“Are ye a――a suffragist?” he asked, weakly.
-
-“I ha’ena quite decided on that p’int. Are you in favour o’ votes for
-females? Aweel, there’s nae use answerin’, for ye’ve never thought
-aboot it. I suppose, like the ither young men aboot here, ye buy yer
-brains every Seturday done up in the sports edition o’ the evenin’
-paper. Oh, Christopher Columbus! that’s when _I_ get busy on a
-Seturday nicht. Footba’――footba’――footba’!”
-
-Macgregor swallowed these remarks, and reverted to the previous
-question. “What,” he enquired a little loftily, “dae _you_ expec’ to
-be earnin’ ten year frae the noo?”
-
-Promptly, frankly, she replied: “If I’m no’ drawin’ thirty shillin’s a
-week I’ll consider masel’ a bad egg. Of course, it a’ depends on
-whether I select to remain single or itherwise.”
-
-This was too much for Macgregor. He surveyed her with such blank
-bewilderment that she burst out laughing.
-
-He went red to the roots of his hair, or at any rate to the edge of
-his hat. “Oh, I kent fine ye was coddin’ me,” he said crossly, looking
-hurt and getting to his feet.
-
-She stopped laughing at once. “That’s the worst o’ talkin’ plain sense
-nooadays; folk think ye’re only coddin’,” she observed, good-humouredly.
-“I’m sorry I vexed ye.” Impulsively she held out her hand. “I doobt
-we’ll ha’e to shake again.”
-
-This, also, was too much for Macgregor. He seized her fingers in a
-grip that made her squeal.
-
-And just then bang went the bell above the door.
-
-Christina bit her lip and smiled through her tears as M. Tod entered
-the shop.
-
-“Anything else to-day?” she enquired in her politest voice, and placed
-the little parcel under Macgregor’s hand.
-
-His reply was inaudible. His hand closed automatically on his
-purchase, his eyes met hers for the fraction of a second, and then he
-practically bolted.
-
-“Young men are aye in sich a great hurry nooadays,” remarked M. Tod,
-beginning to remove her gloves.
-
-“He’s the young man that bought the dizzen pencils the ither nicht,”
-Christina explained, examining the joints of her right hand. “I’ve
-just been sellin’ him anither dizzen.”
-
-“Dearie me! he _must_ be a reporter on yin of the papers.”
-
-“He’s a whale for pencils, whatever he is,” Christina returned,
-putting straight the piles of periodicals that adorned the counter. “I
-doobt he wud need to report wi’ his feet forbye his han’s to get
-through a dizzen pencils in three days. It’s a bit o’ a mystery aboot
-the pencils.”
-
-“A mystery!” exclaimed M. Tod, who was just about to blow into a
-glove.
-
-Christina picked the neglected penny from the counter and dropped it
-into the till. “It’s a case o’ _cherchez la femme_,” she said softly,
-with quite a passable accent.
-
-“What’s that?” murmured M. Tod.
-
-“French,” sighed Christina, making a jotting of her last sales, and
-taking a long time to do it.
-
-M. Tod stared for a moment or two, shook her head, drew a long breath,
-and with the same inflated her glove.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER SEVEN
-
-
-Macgregor was half-way home ere he comprehended the cause of the dull
-ache about his temples. He eased his hat and obtained relief. But
-there was no lid to lift from his mind which seemed to be overcrowded
-with a jumble of ideas――old ideas turned topsy-turvy, some damaged,
-some twisted, and new ideas struggling, as it were, for existence.
-Moral earthquakes are not infrequent during our ’teens and twenties;
-by their convulsions they provide construction material for character;
-but the material is mixed, and we are left to choose whether we shall
-erect sturdy towers or jerry-buildings.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The boy was not, of course, aware that here was a crisis in his life.
-He was staggered and disturbed, just as he would have been had the
-smooth, broad street on which he walked suddenly become a narrow pass
-beset with rifts and boulders. The upheaval of his preconceived
-notions of girlhood had been sharp indeed. He had never heard a girl
-speak as Christina had spoken; it had never occurred to him that a
-girl could speak so. But while he felt hurt and vexed, he harboured no
-resentment; her frank friendliness had disposed of that; and while he
-was humbled, he was not――thanks to his modesty, or, if you prefer it,
-lack of cocksureness――grievously humiliated. It is not in the nature
-of healthy youth to let misery have all its own way.
-
-Before he reached home he was able to extract several sips of comfort
-from his recent experience. He knew her name and she knew his; they
-had discovered a mutual acquaintance (how we love those mutual
-acquaintances――sometimes!); they had shaken hands twice.
-
-He spent the evening indoors――he might have done otherwise had not
-Christina said something about being busy on Saturday nights. He was
-patient with his little brother, almost tender towards his sister. He
-played several games of draughts with his father, wondering between
-his deplorable moves when he should see Christina again. He spoke in a
-subdued fashion. And about nine o’clock his mother anxiously asked him
-whether he was feeling quite well, and offered to prepare a homely
-potion. One regrets to record that he returned a rough answer and went
-off to bed, leaving Lizzie to shake her head more in sorrow than in
-anger while she informed John that she doubted Macgregor was
-“sickenin’ for something.” As Macgregor had not condescended to play
-draughts for at least two years, John was inclined to share her fears;
-it did not occur to him to put down such conduct to feminine
-influence; and an hour later, at her suggestion, he went to his son’s
-room and softly opened the door.
-
-“Oh! ye’re no’ in yer bed yet, Macgreegor?”
-
-“I’m jist gaun.”
-
-“What are ye workin’ at?”
-
-“Jist sharpenin’ a pencil. I’ll no’ be lang”――impatiently.
-
-“Are ye feelin’ weel enough?”
-
-“I’m fine. Dinna fash yersel’.”
-
-John withdrew and reported to Lizzie. She was not satisfied, and
-before going to bed, about eleven o’clock, she listened at Macgregor’s
-door. All she heard was: “Here, Jimsie, I wish to peace ye wud keep
-yer feet to yersel’.”
-
-She opened the door. “Laddie, are ye no’ sleepin’ yet?”
-
-“Hoo can I sleep wi’ Jimsie jabbin’ his feet in ma back?”
-
-She entered, and going to the bed removed the unconscious Jimsie to
-his own portion thereof, at the same time urging him into a more
-comfortable position. Then she came round and laid her hand on her
-first-born’s brow.
-
-“Are ye sure ye’re a’ richt, laddie?”
-
-“Ay, I’m fine. I wish ye wudna fash,” he said shortly, turning over.
-
-Lizzie went out, closing the door gently. On the kitchen dresser she
-set out the medicine bottle and spoon against emergencies.
-
-Perhaps there is a mansion in Heaven that will always be empty――a
-mansion waiting to receive those who in their youth never snubbed
-their anxious parents. Ere the door closed Macgregor was pricked with
-compunction. He was sensitive enough for that. But it is the sensitive
-people who hurt the people they care for.
-
-In extenuation let it be said at once that the boy was enduring a dire
-reaction. It now appeared that Christina’s friendliness had been all
-in the way of business. Socially (he did not think the word, of
-course) Christina was beyond him. Christina, for all he knew, sat at
-night in a parlour, had an aunt that kept a servant (and, maybe, a
-gramaphone), was accustomed to young men in high collars and trousers
-that always looked new. Yes, she had shaken hands with him simply in
-order to get him to come back and buy another dozen of pencils.
-
-He was very unhappy. He tossed from side to side until the voice of
-Jimsie, drowsy and peevish, declared that he had taken all the
-clothes. Which was practically true, though he did not admit it as he
-disentangled himself of the blankets and flung them all at his
-brother. He did not care if he froze――until he began to feel a little
-cold, when he rescued with difficulty a portion of the coverings from
-Jimsie’s greedy clutch. He would not go to the shop again. But he
-would pass it as often as possible. He would get Willie Thomson to
-accompany him, and they would smoke cigarettes, and they would stop at
-the door when a customer was entering, and laugh very loudly. He would
-save up and take Jessie Mary to the dance――at least, he would think
-about it. After all, it might be more effective to go to the shop and
-buy more presents for Jessie Mary and――oh, great idea!――request with
-great unconcern that they should be sent to her address!
-
-The clock in the kitchen struck one. With any sympathy at all it would
-have struck at least five. It was like telling a person in the throes
-of toothache that the disease is not serious. By the way, one wonders
-if doctors will ever know as much about disease as patients know about
-pain. Speculation apart, it is a sorry business to flatter ourselves
-we have been suffering all night only to find that the night is but
-beginning. Still, there must have, been something far wrong with the
-Robinsons’ kitchen clock. Macgregor waited, but to his knowledge it
-never struck two. Indeed, it missed all the hours until nine.
-
-Macgregor, however, presented himself in good time for the Sunday
-breakfast. His punctuality was too much for his mother, and she
-insisted on his taking a dose from the bottle on the dresser. Even
-youth is sometimes too tired to argue. “Onything for peace,” was his
-ungracious remark as he raised the spoon to his lips.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Scotland in its harshest, bleakest period of religious observance
-could not have provided a more dismal Sabbath than Macgregor provided
-for himself. Although his mother gave him the option of staying at
-home, he accompanied his parents to church; although he came back with
-a good appetite, he refused to let himself enjoy his dinner; although
-he desired to take the accustomed Sunday afternoon walk with his
-father down to the docks (they had gone there, weather permitting, for
-years), he shut himself up in the solitude of his bedroom.
-
-He spent most of the afternoon in putting points to his stock of
-pencils. How the operation should have occupied so much time may be
-explained by the fact that the lead almost invariably parted from the
-wood ere a perfect point was attained. Indeed, when the task was
-ended, he had comparatively little to show for his threepence save a
-heap of shavings, fragments and dust. His resentment, however, was all
-against M. Tod; he wished she had been of his own sex and size. He
-also wished she had kept an ice-cream shop, open on Sundays.――No, he
-didn’t! Christina wouldn’t like working on Sundays; besides, an awful
-lot of chaps hung about ice-cream shops. He wondered what church
-Christina attended. If he only knew, he might go there in the evening.
-(What our churches owe to young womanhood will never be known.) But
-there were scores of churches in Glasgow. It would take years to get
-round them――and in the end she might sit in the gallery and he under
-it. In the unlikely event of his again entering Miss Tod’s shop, there
-would be no harm in asking Christina about her church and whether she
-sang in the choir. But stop! if she didn’t sing in the choir, she
-might think he was chaffing her. That wouldn’t do at all. Better just
-find out about the church, and if he didn’t get a view of her on his
-first visit he could try again.
-
-There appears no reason why Macgregor’s spirits should have gradually
-risen throughout these and other equally rambling reflections; but the
-fact remains that they did so. By tea-time he was in a comely
-condition of mind. He made young Jimsie happy with the cake of rubber
-and presented Jeannie surreptitiously with a penny, “to buy sweeties.”
-He seemed interested in his father’s account of a vessel that had been
-in collision the previous day. He did not scowl when his mother
-expressed satisfaction with the way in which he was punishing the
-bread and butter, and openly congratulated herself on having
-administered the physic just in time. Nay, more; he offered to stay in
-the house with Jimsie while John and Lizzie took an evening stroll and
-Jeannie went with a friend to evening service. No people are quite so
-easily made happy as parents, and when, out-of-doors, John suggested
-that Macgregor’s weekly allowance should be raised to one shilling,
-Lizzie actually met him half-way by promising to make it ninepence in
-future.
-
-During their absence Macgregor did his utmost to amuse Jimsie, who was
-suffering from an incipient cold, but shortly after their return he
-became restless, and ere long announced (rather indistinctly) his
-intention of going out for “twa-three” minutes.
-
-Lizzie was about to ask “where?” when John remarked that it was a fine
-night and that he would come too. Thus was frustrated Macgregor’s
-desire to take one look at the shuttered shrine with “M. Tod” over the
-portal――a very foolish sort of desire, as many of us know――from
-experience.
-
-In the circumstances Macgregor accepted his father’s company with a
-fairly good grace, merely submitting that the walk should be a short
-one.
-
-On the way home, at a corner, under a lamp, they came upon Willie
-Thomson in earnest and apparently amicable conversation with Jessie
-Mary. Such friendliness struck Macgregor as peculiar, for since the
-days of their childhood the twain had openly expressed contempt and
-dislike for each other, and he wondered what was “up,” especially when
-the sight of him appeared to cause Willie, at least, considerable
-embarrassment. But presently the happy idea flashed upon him that
-Willie had suddenly become “sweet” on Jessie Mary, and would
-accordingly need to be dodged no longer. He felt more friendly towards
-Willie than for some time past. His feelings with regard to Jessie
-Mary were less definite, but he was sure his face had not got “extra
-red” under her somewhat mocking glance.
-
-“Ye’re no’ as thick wi’ Wullie as ye used to be,” his father remarked.
-
-“Oh, we’ve nae quarrel,” he returned. “What did ye say was the name o’
-that damaged boat ye saw the day?”
-
- * * * * *
-
-He went to bed not unhappy. He would find a way of knowing Christina
-better and proving to her that the painting trade was as good as any.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER EIGHT
-
-
-“Ye’ve been in business a long time, Miss Tod,” said Christina on
-Monday afternoon, looking up from the front advertising page of a
-newspaper; “so I wish ye wud tell me yer honest opinion o’ business in
-general.”
-
-M. Tod paused in the act of polishing a fancy ink-pot (she had spasms
-of industry for which there was no need) and stared in bewildered
-fashion at her assistant. “Dearie me, lassie!” she exclaimed, “ye say
-the queerest things! Ma honest opinion o’ business? I’m sure I never
-thought aboot――――”
-
-“I’ll put it anither way. Supposin’ ye was back at the schule, an’ ye
-was asked to define business――ye ken what define means――what wud be
-yer answer?”
-
-“Is it fun ye’re after?” M. Tod enquired, a trifle suspiciously.
-
-“I was never mair serious in ma life,” Christina returned rather
-indignantly.
-
-“I didna mean to offend ye,” the other said gently. “But ye ken fine
-what business is――whiles I think ye ken better nor me, though I’ve
-been at it for near six-an’-thirty years.”
-
-“I’m not offended,” said Christina, dropping the vernacular for the
-moment. “And I merely desired to know if your definition of business
-was the same as mine.”
-
-It always made M. Tod a little nervous when her assistant addressed
-her in such correct speech. “Business,” she began, and halted. She set
-the ink-pot on the counter, and tried to put the duster in her pocket.
-
-“A few words will suffice,” the girl remarked encouragingly, and took
-charge of the duster.
-
-“Business,” resumed the old woman, and quite unconsciously put her
-hands behind her back, “business is jist buyin’ and sellin’.” And she
-gave a little smile of relief and satisfaction.
-
-Christina shook her head. “I suppose that’s what they taught ye at the
-schule――jist the same as they taught me. If it wasna for their fancy
-departments, sich as physiology an’ Sweedish drill, the schules wud be
-oot o’ date. ‘Jist buyin’ an’ sellin’!’――Oh, Christopher Columbus!”
-
-M. Tod was annoyed, partly, no doubt, at discovering her hands behind
-her back, but ere she could express herself Christina added:
-
-“In _ma_ honest opinion business chiefly consists in folk coddin’ yin
-anither.”
-
-M. Tod gasped. “Coddin’! D’ye mean deceivin’?”
-
-“Na; there’s a difference between coddin’ an’ deceivin’. Same sort o’
-difference as between war an’ murder. An’ they say that all’s fair in
-love――I ha’e ma doobts aboot love――an’ war. Mind ye, I’m no’ sayin’
-onything against coddin’. We’re a’ in the same boat. Some cods wi’
-advertisin’――see daily papers; some cods wi’ talk; some cods wi’
-lookin’ solemn an’ smilin’ jist at the right times. But we’re a’
-coddin’, cod, cod, coddin’! But we’ll no’ admit it! An’ naebody wud
-thank us if we did.”
-
-The old woman was almost angry. “I’m sure I never codded a customer in
-ma life,” she cried.
-
-Christina regarded her very kindly for a second or two ere she
-returned pleasantly: “I wudna say but what you’re an exception to the
-rule, Miss Tod. But ye’re a rare exception. Even ma uncle――an’ he’s
-the honestest man in the world――once codded me when I was assistin’ ma
-aunt at Kilmabeg, afore she got married. Wi’ his talk an’ his smiles
-he got me to buy things against ma better judgment――things I was sure
-wud never sell. If he had been dumb an’ I had been blind, I would
-never ha’e made the purchase. But I was young then. Of course _he_
-didna want to cod me; it was jist a habit he had got into wi’ bein’ in
-business. But there’s nae doobt,” she went on calmly, ignoring M.
-Tod’s obvious desire to get a word in, “there’s nae doobt that coddin’
-is yin o’ the secrets o’ success. When ye consider that half the trade
-o’ the world consists in sellin’ things that folk dinna need an’
-whiles dinna want――――”
-
-“Whisht, lassie! Ye speak as if naebody had a conscience!”
-
-“I didna mean that,” was the mild reply. “It’s the only thing in this
-world that’s no’ easy codded――though some folk seem to be able to do
-the trick. For, of course, there’s a limit to coddin’ in
-business――fair coddin’, I mean. But ye’ve taken ma remarks ower
-seriously, Miss Tod.”
-
-“I never heard sich remarks in a’ ma days.”
-
-“I’m sorry I’ve annoyed ye.”
-
-“Ye ha’ena annoyed me, dearie. But I’m vexed to think ye’ve got sich
-notions in yer young heid.” M. Tod sighed.
-
-Christina sighed also, a little impatiently, and picked up the fancy
-ink-pot from the counter. “Hoo lang ha’e ye had this in the shop?” she
-enquired carelessly.
-
-M. Tod shook her head. “Ten years, onyway. It wudna sell.”
-
-“It’s marked eighteenpence.”
-
-“Ay. But when I had a wee sale, five year back, I put it among a lot
-of nick-nacks at threepence, an’ even then it wudna sell. It’s no’
-pretty.”
-
-“It’s ugly――but that’s nae reason for it no’ sellin’.” Christina
-examined the glass carefully. “It’s no’ in bad condition,” she
-observed. “Wud ye part wi’ it for ninepence?”
-
-“Ninepence! I’ll never get ninepence!”
-
-“Never say die till ye’re buried! Jist wait a minute.” Christina went
-over to the desk and spent about five minutes there, while M. Tod
-watched her with intermittent wags of her old head.
-
-The girl came back with a small oblong of white card. “Dinna touch it,
-Miss Tod. The ink’s no’ dry,” she said warningly, and proceeded to
-place the inkpot and card together in a prominent position on the
-glass show-case that covered a part of the counter. “Noo, that’ll gi’e
-it a chance. Instead o’ keepin’ it in a corner as if we were ashamed
-o’ it, we’ll mak’ a feature o’ it for a week, an’ see what happens.
-Ye’ll get yer ninepence yet.”
-
-Christina printed admirably, and her employer had no difficulty in
-reading the card a yard away even without her glasses. It bore these
-words:
-
- ANTIQUE
-
- NOVEL GIFT
-
- MERELY 9D.
-
-“If ye call a thing ‘antique,’” explained Christina, “folk forget its
-ugliness. An’ the public likes a thing wi’ ‘novel’ on it, though they
-wudna believe ye if ye said it was new. An’ as for ‘gift’――weel, that
-adds to the inkpot’s chances o’ findin’ a customer. D’ye see?”
-
-“Ay,” said the old woman. “Ye’re a clever lassie, but I doobt ye’ll
-never get ninepence.”
-
-“Gi’e me a week,” said Christina, “an’ if it doesna disappear in that
-time, we’ll keep it till Christmas an’ reduce it to a shillin’. But I
-think a week’ll suffice.”
-
-M. Tod hesitated ere she gently said: “But ye’ll no try to cod
-onybody, dearie?”
-
-Christina waved her hand in the direction of the card. “I’ll leave the
-public to cod itsel’,” she said. “Noo it’s time ye was gettin’ ready
-for yer walk.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-It may have been that Christina, in the back of her mind, saw in
-Macgregor a possible customer for the ugly inkpot. At any rate, she
-was disappointed when the evening passed without his entering the
-shop; she hoped she had not spoken too plainly to him on his last
-visit――not but what he needed plain speaking. She was not to know
-until later how Macgregor’s employer had unexpectedly decreed that he
-should work overtime that night, nor how Macgregor had obeyed
-joylessly despite the extra pay.
-
-He called the following evening――and found M. Tod alone at the receipt
-of custom. He had yet to learn that on Tuesdays and Thursdays
-Christina left business early in order to attend classes. He must have
-looked foolish as he approached the counter, yet he had the presence
-of mind to ask for a ha’penny evening paper. Fortune being
-fickle――thank goodness!――does not confine her favour to the brave, and
-on this occasion she had arranged that M. Tod should be sold out of
-that particular evening paper. So Macgregor saved his money as well as
-his self-respect.
-
-On the morrow M. Tod, who still clung to the belief that the young man
-wrote for the papers, reported the incident to her assistant. Possibly
-Christina could have given a better reason than this for her
-subsequent uncertainty of temper, and doubtless it was mere
-absent-mindedness that accounted for her leaving the sliding panel to
-the window a few inches open after she had thrown it wide without any
-apparent purpose. And it is highly probable that Macgregor would have
-taken advantage of the aperture had he not been again working overtime
-on that and on the two following nights.
-
-So it was not until Saturday afternoon that they met once more.
-Macgregor held aloof from the shop until M. Tod appeared――of course
-she was later than usual!――and, after an anxious gaze at the sky,
-proceeded to toddle up the street. Then he approached the window. He
-was feeling fairly hopeful. His increased allowance had come as a
-pleasant surprise. Moreover, he had saved during the week fourpence in
-car-money and had spent nothing. He had fifteenpence in his
-pocket――wealth!
-
-As he halted at the window, the panel at the back was drawn tight with
-an audible snap. For a moment he felt snubbed; then he assured himself
-there was nothing extraordinary in the occurrence, and prepared to
-enter the shop, reminding himself, firstly, that he was going to
-purchase a penholder, secondly, that he was not going to lose his head
-when the bell banged.
-
-Christina was perched at the desk writing with much diligence. She
-laid down a pencil and slipped from her stool promptly but without
-haste.
-
-“Good-afternoon, Mr. Robinson,” she said demurely.
-
-If anyone else in the world had called him “Mister Robinson” he would
-have resented it as chaff, but now, though taken aback, he felt no
-annoyance.
-
-“Ay, it’s a fine day,” he returned, rather irrelevantly, and suddenly
-held out his hand.
-
-This was a little more than Christina had expected, but she gave him
-hers with the least possible hesitation. For once in her life,
-however, she was not ready with a remark.
-
-Macgregor having got her hand, let it go immediately, as though he
-were doubtful as to the propriety of what he had done.
-
-“I’ve been workin’ late every day this week excep’ Tuesday,” he said.
-
-For an instant Christina looked pleased; then she calmly murmured:
-“Oh, indeed.”
-
-“Ay, every day excep’ Tuesday, till nine o’clock,” he informed her,
-with an effort.
-
-“Really!”
-
-He struggled against a curious feeling of mental suffocation, and
-said: “I was in here on Tuesday nicht. I――I didna see ye.”
-
-“I attend a shorthand class on Tuesday nights.”
-
-“Oh!” He wanted very much to make her smile, so he said: “When I didna
-see ye on Tuesday, I was afraid ye had got the sack.”
-
-Christina drew herself up. “What can I do for you to-day, Mr.
-Robinson?” she enquired with stiff politeness.
-
-“I was jist jokin’,” he cried, dismayed; “I didna mean to offend ye.”
-
-Christina’s fingers played a soundless tune on the edge of the
-counter; her eyes gazed over his head into space. She waited with an
-air of weary patience.
-
-“I was wantin’ a pen――a penholder,” he said at last, in a hopeless
-tone of voice.
-
-“Ha’penny or penny?” she asked without moving.
-
-“A penny yin, please,” he said humbly.
-
-She turned and twitched a card from its nail, and laid it before him.
-“Kindly take your choice,” she said, and moved up the counter a yard
-or so. She picked up a novelette and opened it.
-
-Macgregor examined and fingered the penholders for nearly a minute by
-the clock ere he glanced at her. She appeared to be engrossed in the
-novelette, but he was sure he had hurt her feelings.
-
-“I was jist jokin’,” he muttered.
-
-“Oh, you wanted a ha’penny one.” She twitched down another card of
-penholders, laid it before him as if――so it seemed to him――he had been
-dirt, and went back to her novelette.
-
-Had he been less in love he would surely have been angry then. Had she
-seen his look she would certainly have been sorry.
-
-There was a long silence while his gaze wandered, while he wondered
-what he could do to make amends.
-
-And lo! the ugly inkpot caught his eye. He read the accompanying card
-several times; he fingered the money in his pocket; he told himself
-insistently that ninepence was not worth considering. Once more he
-glanced at the girl. She was frowning slightly over the page. Perhaps
-she wanted him to go.
-
-“I’ll buy that, if ye like,” he said, pointing at the inkpot.
-
-“Eh?” cried Christina, and dropped the novelette. “Beg your pardon,”
-she went on, recovering her dignity and moving leisurely towards him,
-“but I did not quite catch what you observed.” She was pleased that
-she had used the word “observed.”
-
-“I’ll buy that,” repeated Macgregor. “What’s it for?”
-
-“It’s for keeping ink in. It’s an inkpot. The price is ninepence.”
-
-“I can read,” said Macgregor, with perhaps his first essay in irony.
-
-Christina tilted her chin. “I presume you want it for a gift,” she
-said haughtily.
-
-“Na; I’m gaun to pay for it.”
-
-“I meant to give away as a gift.” It was rather a stupid sentence, she
-felt. If she had only remembered to use the word “bestow.”
-
-The boy’s clear eyes met hers for a second.
-
-“It holds a great deal of ink,” she said, possibly in reply to her
-conscience.
-
-“I’ll buy a bottle o’ ink, too, if ye like,” he said recklessly, and
-looked at her again.
-
-A flood of honest kindliness swamped the business instinct of
-Christina. “I didna mean that!” she exclaimed, flopping into homely
-speech; “an’ I wudna sell ye that rotten inkpot for a hundred pound!”
-
-It will be admitted that Macgregor’s amazement was natural in the
-circumstances. Ere he recovered from it she was in fair control of
-herself.
-
-“It’s as good as sold to the Rev. Mr. McTavish,” she explained. Her
-sole foundation for the statement lay in the fact that the Rev. Mr.
-McTavish was to call for a small parcel of stationery about six
-o’clock. At the same time she remembered her duty to her employer.
-“But we have other inkpots in profusion,” she declared.
-
-The limit of his endurance was reached. “Oh,” he stammered, “I wish ye
-wudna speak to me like that.”
-
-“Like what?”
-
-“That fancy way――that genteel English.”
-
-The words might have angered her, but not the voice. She drew a quick
-breath and said:
-
-“Are ye a frien’ or a customer?”
-
-“Ye――ye ken fine what I want to be,” he answered, sadly.
-
-Now she was sure that she liked him.
-
-“Well,” she said, slowly, “suppose ye buy a ha’penny penholder――jist
-for the sake o’ appearances――an’ then”――quickly――“we’ll drop
-business.” And she refused to sell him a penny one, and, indeed,
-anything else in the shop that afternoon.
-
-It must be recorded, however, that an hour or so later she induced the
-Rev. Mr. McTavish to buy the ugly inkpot.
-
-“It wasna easy,” she confessed afterwards to M. Tod, “an’ I doobt he
-jist bought it to please me; but it’s awa’ at last, an’ ye’ll never
-see it again――unless, maybe, at a jumble sale. He was real nice aboot
-it, an’ gaed awa’ smilin’.”
-
-“I hope ye didna deceive the man,” said M. Tod, trying not to look
-gratified.
-
-“I told him the solemn truth. I told him it was on ma conscience to
-sell the inkpot afore anither day had dawned. It’s no’ every day it
-pays ye to tell the truth, is it?” The last sentence was happily
-inaudible to the old woman.
-
-“But, lassie, I never intended ye to feel ye had ta’en a vow to sell
-the inkpot. I wud be unco vexed to think――――”
-
-Christina gave her employer’s shoulder a little kindly, reassuring
-pat. “Na, na; ye needna fash yersel’ aboot that,” she said. Then,
-moving away: “As a matter o’ fac’, I had compromised myself regardin’
-the inkpot in――in anither direction.”
-
-Which was all Greek to M. Tod.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER NINE
-
-
-For a fortnight it ran smoothly enough. There were, to be sure,
-occasional ripples; little doubts, little fears, little jealousies;
-but they passed as swiftly as they appeared.
-
-Macgregor, having no overtime those weeks, contrived to visit the shop
-nightly, excepting Tuesdays and Thursdays, Christina’s class nights.
-He paid his footing, so to speak, with the purchase of a ha’penny
-evening paper――which he could not well take home since his father was
-in the habit of making a similar purchase on the way from work. M. Tod
-was rarely in evidence; the evenings found her tired, and unless
-several customers demanded attention at once (a rare event) she
-remained in the living-room, browsing on novelettes selected for her
-by her assistant. She was given to protesting she had never done such
-a thing prior to Christina’s advent, to which Christina was wont to
-reply that, while she herself was long since “fed up” with such
-literature, it was high time M. Tod should know something about it.
-Only once did the old woman intrude on the young people and prevent
-intimate converse; but even then Macgregor did not depart unhappy, for
-Christina’s farewell smile was reassuring in its whimsicality, and in
-young love of all things seeing is believing.
-
-It must not be supposed, all the same, that she gave him much direct
-encouragement; her lapses from absolute discretion were brief as they
-were rare. But the affections of the youthful male have a wonderful
-way of subsisting on crumbs which hope magnifies into loaves.
-Nevertheless, her kindliness was a definite thing, and under its
-influence the boy lost some of his shyness and gained a little
-confidence in himself. He had already taken a leap over one barrier of
-formality: he had called her “Christina” to her face, and neither her
-face nor her lips had reproved him; he had asked her to call him
-“Macgreegor”――or “Mac” if she preferred it, and she had promised to
-“see about it.”
-
-On this November Saturday afternoon he was on his way to make the
-tremendous request that she should allow him to walk home with her
-when her day’s work was over. He was far from sure of himself. In the
-reign of Jessie Mary――what an old story now!――he would not have openly
-craved permission, but would have hung about on the chance of meeting
-her alone and in pleasant humour. But he could not act so with
-Christina. Instinct as well as inclination prevented him. Moreover, he
-had been witness, on a certain evening when he had lingered near the
-shop――just to see her with her hat on――-of the fate that befell a
-young man (a regular customer, too, Christina told him afterwards) who
-dared to proffer his escort off-hand. Christina had simply halted,
-turned and pointed, as one might point for a dog’s guidance, and after
-a long moment the young man had gone in the direction opposite to that
-in which he had intended. To Macgregor the little scene had been
-gratifying yet disturbing. The memory of it chilled his courage now.
-But he was not the boy to relinquish a desire simply because he was
-afraid.
-
-He broke his journey at a sweet-shop, and rather surprised himself by
-spending sixpence, although he had been planning to do so for the past
-week. He had not yet given Christina anything; he wanted badly to give
-her something; and having bought it, he wondered whether she would
-take it. He could not hope that the gift would affect the answer to
-his tremendous request.
-
-Coming out of the sweet-shop he caught sight of the back of Willie
-Thomson, whom he had not seen for two weeks. Involuntarily he gave the
-boyish whistle, not so long ago the summons that would have called the
-one to the other with express speed. Now it had the reverse effect,
-for Willie started, half turned, and then walked quickly up a
-convenient side-street. The flight was obvious, and for a moment
-Macgregor was hurt and angry. Then with sudden sympathy he grinned,
-thinking, “He’ll be after Jessie Mary, an’ doesna want me.” He was
-becoming quite grateful to Willie, for although he had encountered
-Jessie Mary several times of late, she had not reminded him of the
-approaching dance, and he gave Willie credit for that.
-
-A few minutes later Macgregor stood at the counter that had become a
-veritable altar. Not many of us manage to greet the girls of our
-dreams precisely as we would or exactly as we have rehearsed the
-operation, and Macgregor’s nerves at the last moment played him a
-trick.
-
-In a cocky fashion, neither natural nor becoming, he wagged his head
-in the direction of the living-room and flippantly enquired: “Is she
-oot?”
-
-To which Christina, her smile of welcome passing with never a flicker,
-stiffly replied: “Miss Tod is out, but may return at any moment.”
-
-“Aw!” he murmured, “I thought she wud maybe be takin’ her usual walk.”
-
-“What usual walk?”
-
-His hurt look said: “What have I done to deserve this, Christina?”
-
-And she felt as though she had struck him. “Ye shouldna tak’ things
-for granted,” she said, less sharply. “I didna think ye was yin o’ the
-cheeky sort.”
-
-“Me!” he cried in consternation.
-
-“Weel, maybe ye didna mean it, but ye cam’ into the shop like a dog
-wi’ twa tails. But”――as with a sudden inspiration――“maybe ye’ve been
-gettin’ a rise in yer wages. If that’s the case, I’ll apologise.”
-
-He shook his head. “I dinna ken what ye’re drivin’ at. I――I was jist
-gled to see ye――――”
-
-“Oh, we’ll no’ say ony mair aboot it. Maybe I was ower smart,” she
-said hastily. “Kindly forget ma observations.” She smiled
-apologetically.
-
-“Are ye no’ gaun to shake han’s wi’ me?” he asked, still uneasy.
-
-“Surely!” she answered warmly. “An’ I’ve got a bit o’ news for ye,
-Mac.” The name slipped out; she reddened.
-
-Yet her cheek was pale compared with the boy’s. “Oh!” he exclaimed
-under his breath. Then with a brave attempt at carelessness he brought
-from his pocket a small white package and laid it on the counter
-before her. “It――it’s for you,” he said, forgetting his little speech
-about wanting to give her something and hoping she would not be
-offended.
-
-Christina was not prepared for such a happening; still, her wits did
-not desert her. She liked sweets, but on no account was she going to
-have her acceptance of the gift misconstrued. She glanced at
-Macgregor, whose eyes did not meet hers; she glanced at the package;
-she glanced once more at Macgregor, and gently uttered the solitary
-word:
-
-“Platonic?”
-
-“Na,” he replied. “Jujubes.”
-
-Christina bit her lip.
-
-“D’ye no’ like them?” he asked anxiously.
-
-The matter had got beyond her. She put out her hand and took the gift,
-saying: “Thank ye, Mac; they’re ma favourite sweeties. But――ye’re no’
-to dae it again.”
-
-“What kin’ o’ sweeties did ye think they was?” he asked, breaking a
-short silence.
-
-“Oh, it’s o’ nae consequence,” she lightly replied. “D’ye no’ want to
-hear ma bit o’ news?”
-
-“’Deed, ay, Christina.” Now more at ease, he settled himself on the
-chair by the counter.
-
-“Weel,――ye’ll excuse me no’ samplin’ the jujubes the noo; it micht be
-awkward if a customer was comin’――weel, yer Uncle Purdie was visitin’
-ma uncle last night, an’ what d’ye think I did?”
-
-“What?”
-
-“I asked him for a job!”
-
-“A job!” exclaimed Macgregor. “In――in yin o’ his shops?”
-
-“Na; in his chief office.”
-
-“My! ye’ve a neck――I mean, ye’re no’ afraid.”
-
-“Ye dinna get muckle in this world wi’oot askin’ for it.”
-
-“What did he say?” the boy enquired, after a pause.
-
-“He said the job was mine as sune as I was ready to tak’ it. Ye see, I
-tell’t him I didna want to start till I had ma shorthand an’
-typewritin’ perfec’. That’ll tak’ me a few months yet.”
-
-“I didna ken ye could typewrite.”
-
-“Oh, I’ve been workin’ at it for near a year, but I can only get
-practisin’ afore breakfast an’ whiles in the evenin’. Still, I think
-I’ll be ready for the office aboot the spring, if no’ earlier.”
-
-Macgregor regarded her with sorrow mingled with admiration. “But what
-way dae ye want to leave here?” he cried, all at once realising what
-the change would mean to him.
-
-“There’s nae prospects in a wee place like this. Once I’m in a big
-place, like yer uncle’s, I’ll get chances. I want to be yer uncle’s
-private secretary――――”
-
-“Ye’re ower young.”
-
-“I didna say in six months.” Her voice changed. “Are ye no’ pleased,
-Mac?”
-
-“Hoo can I be pleased when ye’re leavin’ here? Can ye no’ stop? Ye’re
-fine where ye are. An’ what’ll Miss Tod dae wantin’ ye?”
-
-“I’ll get uncle to find her another girl――a pretty girl, so that ye’ll
-come here for yer stationery, eh?”
-
-“If ye leave, I’ll never come here again. Could ye no’ get a job
-behind the counter in yin of ma uncle’s shops?”――clutching at a straw.
-
-“I’ll gang furder in the office. If I was a man I daresay I wud try
-the shop. If I was you, Mac, I wud try it.”
-
-“I couldna sell folk things.”
-
-“In a big business like yer uncle’s there’s plenty work besides
-sellin’. But I suppose ye’ll stick to the pentin’.”
-
-“Ay,” he said shortly.
-
-“Weel, I suppose it’s nane o’ ma business,” she said good-humouredly.
-“But, bein’ a frien’, I thought ye wud ha’e been pleased to hear ma
-news.”
-
-Ere he could reply a woman came in to purchase note-paper. Possibly
-Christina’s service was a trifle less “finished” than usual; and she
-made no attempt to sell anything that was not wanted. Macgregor had a
-few minutes for reflection, and when the customer had gone he said, a
-shade more hopefully:
-
-“Ye’ll no’ be kep’ as late at the office as here. Ye’ll ha’e yer
-evenin’s free, Christina.”
-
-“I’ll ha’e mair time for classes. I’m keen on learnin’ French an’
-German. I ken a bit o’ French already; a frien’ o’ ma uncle’s, a
-Frenchman, has been gi’ein’ me lessons in conversation every Sunday
-night for a while back. It’ll be useful if I become a secretary.”
-
-“Strikes me,” said Macgregor, gloomily, “ye’ve never ony time for
-fun.”
-
-“Fun?”
-
-“For walkin’ aboot an’――an’ that.”
-
-“Oh, ye mean oot there.” She swung her hand in the direction of the
-street. “I walk here in the mornin’――near a mile――an’ hame at night;
-an’ I’ve two hours free in the middle o’ the day――uncle bargained for
-that when he let me come to Miss Tod. As for loafin’ aboot on the
-street, I had plenty o’ the street when I was young, afore ma aunt
-took me to bide wi’ her at Kilmabeg. The street was aboot the only
-place I had then, an’ I suppose I wud be there yet if ma aunt hadna
-saved me. D’ye ken, Mac,” she went on almost passionately, “it’s no’
-five years since I wanted a decent pair o’ shoes an’ a guid square
-meal.... Oh, I could tell ye things――but anither time, maybe. As for
-spendin’ a’ yer spare time on the street, when ye’ve ony other place
-to spend it, it’s――weel, I suppose it’s a matter o’ taste; but if I
-can dae onything wi’ ma spare time that’ll mak’ me independent later
-on, I’m gaun to dae it. That’s flat!” Suddenly she laughed. “Are ye
-afraid o’ me, Mac?”
-
-“No’ likely!” he replied, with rather feeble indignation. “But whiles
-ye’re awfu’――queer.”
-
-At that she laughed again. “But I’m no’ so badly off for fun, as ye
-call it, either,” she resumed presently. “Noo an’ then uncle tak’s
-auntie an’ me to the theatre. Every holiday we gang to the coast. An’
-there’s always folk comin’ to the hoose――――”
-
-“Auld folk?”
-
-“Frae your age upwards. An’ next year, when I put up ma hair, I’ll be
-gettin’ to dances. Can ye waltz?”
-
-Macgregor gave his head a dismal shake. “I――I doobt ye’re ower
-high-class,” he muttered hopelessly. “Ye’ll no’ be for lookin’ at me
-next year.”
-
-“No’ if ye wear a face like a fiddle. I like to look at cheery things.
-What’s up wi’ ye?”
-
-“Oh, naething. I suppose ye expec’ to be terrible rich some day.”
-
-“That’s the idea.”
-
-“What’ll ye dae wi’ the money? I suppose ye dinna ken.”
-
-“Oh, I ken fine,” she returned, with an eager smile. “I’ll buy auntie
-a lovely cottage at the coast, an’ uncle a splendid motor car, an’
-masel’ a big white steam yacht.”
-
-“Ye’re no’ greedy,” he remarked a little sulkily.
-
-“That’ll be merely for a start, of course. I’ll tak’ ye a trip roun’
-the world for the price o’ a coat o’ pent to the yacht. Are ye on?
-Maybe ye’ll be a master-penter by then.”
-
-“I――I’ll never be onything――an’ I’m no’ carin’,” he groaned.
-
-“If ye lie doon in the road ye’ll no’ win far, an’ ye’re likely to get
-tramped on, forbye. What’s wrang wi’ ye the day?” she asked kindly.
-
-“Ye――ye jist mak’ me miserable,” he blurted out, and hung his head.
-
-“Me!” she said innocently. “I’m sure I never meant to dae that. I’m a
-hard nut, I suppose; but no’ jist as hard as I seem. Onything I can
-dae to mak’ ye happy again?”
-
-The door opened, the bell banged, and a man came in and bought a
-weekly paper.
-
-“Weel?” said Christina when they were alone.
-
-“Let me walk hame wi’ ye the nicht,” said Macgregor, who ought to have
-felt grateful to the chance customer whose brief stay had permitted
-him to get his wits and words together.
-
-“Oh!” said Christina.
-
-“I’ll wait for ye as long as ye like.”
-
-Some seconds passed ere Christina spoke. “I’m not in the habit of
-being escorted――――” she began.
-
-“For ony sake dinna speak like that.”
-
-“I forgot ye wasna a customer. But, seriously, I dinna think it wud be
-the thing.”
-
-“What way, Christina?”
-
-“Jist because, an’ for several other reasons besides. My! it’s gettin’
-dark. Time I was lightin’ up.” She struck a match, applied it to a
-long taper, and proceeded to ignite the jets in the window and above
-the counter. Then she turned to him again.
-
-“Mac.”
-
-Something in her voice roused him out of his despair. “What,
-Christina?”
-
-“If ye walk hame wi’ me, I’ll expect ye to come up an’ see ma aunt an’
-uncle. Ye see, I made a sort o’ bargain wi’ them that I wudna ha’e ony
-frien’s that they didna ken aboot.”
-
-Macgregor’s expression of happiness gave place to one of doubt. “Maybe
-they wudna like me,” he said.
-
-“Aweel, that’s your risk, of course. But they’ll no’ bite ye. I leave
-the shop at eight.” She glanced at her little silver watch. “Mercy!
-It’s time I was puttin’ on the kettle. Miss Tod’ll be back in a jiffy.
-Ye best gang, Mac.”
-
-“I’ll be waitin’ for ye at eight,” he said, rising. “An’ it’s awfu’
-guid o’ ye, Christina, though I wish ye hadna made that bargain――――”
-
-“Weel, I like to be as honest as I can――ootside o’ business. If ye
-dinna turn up, I’ll forgive ye. Noo――――”
-
-“Oh, I’ll turn up. It wud tak’ mair nor your aunt an’ uncle――――”
-
-“Tits, man!” she cried impatiently, “I’ll be late wi’ her tea. Adieu
-for the present.” She waved her hand and fled to the living-room.
-
-Macgregor went home happy in a subdued fashion. He found a letter
-awaiting him. It was from Grandfather Purdie; it reminded him that his
-seventeenth birthday was on the coming Monday, contained a few kindly
-words of advice, and enclosed a postal order for ten shillings.
-Hitherto the old man’s gift had been a half-crown, which had seemed a
-large sum to the boy. But ten shillings!――it would be hard to tell
-whether Macgregor’s feeling of manliness or of gratitude was the
-greater.
-
-Mrs. Robinson was not a little disturbed when her son failed to hand
-over the money to her to take care of for him, as had been the custom
-in the past, and her husband had some difficulty in persuading her to
-“let the laddie be in the meantime.”
-
-Macgregor had gone to his room to make the most elaborate toilet
-possible.
-
-“You trust him, an’ he’ll trust you,” said John. “Dinna be aye
-treatin’ him like a wean.”
-
-“It’s no’ a case o’ no’ trustin’ him,” she returned a little sharply.
-“Better treat him like a wean than let him think he’s a man afore his
-time.”
-
-“It’s no’ his money in the bank that tells what a chap’s made o’,
-Lizzie. Let us wait an’ see what he does wi’ it. Mind ye, it’s his to
-dae what he likes wi’. Wait, till the morn, an’ then I’ll back ye up
-in gettin’ him to put a guid part o’ it, onyway, in the bank. No’ that
-I think ony backin’ up’ll be necessary. If he doesna want to put it in
-the bank, he’ll dae it to please us. I’ll guarantee that, wife.”
-
-“If I had your heart an’ you had ma heid,” she said with a faint
-smile, “I daresay we wud baith be near perfec’, John. Aweel, I’m no’
-gaun to bother the laddie noo. But”――seriously――“he’s been oot an
-awfu’ lot at nicht the last week or twa.”
-
-“Courtin’,” said John, laughing.
-
-“Havers!” she retorted. “He’s no’ the sort.”
-
-“Neither was I,” said John, “an’ look at me noo!”
-
-And there they let the subject drop.
-
- * * * * *
-
-At seven o’clock Macgregor left the house. At the nearest post-office
-he had his order converted into coin. In one of his pockets he placed
-a couple of shillings――for Jeannie and Jimsie. He had no definite
-plans regarding the balance, but he hoped his mother would not ask for
-it. Somehow its possession rendered the prospect of his meeting with
-the Baldwins a thought less fearsome. He would tell Christina of his
-grandfather’s gift, and later on, perhaps, he would buy――he knew not
-what. All at once he wished he had a _great_ deal of money――wished he
-were clever――wished he could talk like Christina, even in the manner
-he hated――wished vague but beautiful things. The secret aspirations of
-lad’s love must surely make the angels smile――very tenderly.
-
-He reached the trysting place with a quick heart, a moist brow, and
-five and twenty minutes to spare.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TEN
-
-
-From five to seven o’clock on Saturdays M. Tod and her assistant did a
-fairly brisk trade in newspapers; thereafter, as Christina often
-thought, but refrained from saying, it was scarcely worth while
-keeping the shop open: A stray customer or two was all that might be
-expected during the last hour, and Christina was wont to occupy
-herself and it by tidying up for Sunday, while M. Tod from the
-sitting-room bleated her conviction, based on nothing but a fair
-imagination and a bad memory, that the Saturday night business was not
-what it had been twenty years ago. The old woman invariably got
-depressed at the end of the week; she had come to grudge the girl’s
-absence even for a day.
-
-Christina was counting up some unsold periodicals, chattering
-cheerfully the while on the ethics of modern light literature. The
-door opened with a suddenness that suggested a pounce, and a young
-woman, whom Christina could not recollect having seen before, started
-visibly at the bang of the bell, recovered herself, and closed the
-door carefully. It was Christina’s habit to sum up roughly the more
-patent characteristics of new customers almost before they reached the
-counter. In the present case her estimate was as follows: “Handsome
-for the money; conceited, but not proud.”
-
-“Good-evening,” she said politely.
-
-“Evenin’,” replied the other, her dark eyes making a swift survey of
-the shop. She threw open her jacket, already unbuttoned, disclosing a
-fresh white shirt, a scarlet bow and a silver belt. Touching the belt,
-she said: “I think this was got in your shop.”
-
-Christina bent forward a little way. “Perhaps,” she said pleasantly.
-“I couldn’t say for certain. We’ve sold several of these belts, but of
-course we haven’t the monopoly.”
-
-It may have been that the young woman fancied she was being chaffed.
-Other customers less unfamiliar with Christina had fancied the same
-thing. At all events her tone sharpened.
-
-“But I happen to ken it was got here.”
-
-“Then it _was_ got here,” said Christina equably. “Do you wish to buy
-another the same? I’m sorry we’re out of them at present, but we could
-procure one for you within――――”
-
-“No, thanks. An’ I didna buy this one, either. It was bought by a
-young gentleman friend of mines.”
-
-“Oh, indeed!” Christina murmured sympathetically. Then her eyes
-narrowed slightly.
-
-“I came to see if you could change it,” the young woman proceeded.
-“It’s miles too wide. Ye can see that for yersel’.”
-
-“They are worn that way at present,” said Christina, with something of
-an effort.
-
-“Maybe. But I prefer it tight-fittin’. Of course I admit I’ve an extra
-sma’ waist.”
-
-“Yes――smaller than they are worn at present.”
-
-“I beg your pardon!”
-
-“Granted,” said Christina absently. She was trying to think of more
-than one male customer to whom she had sold a belt. But there had been
-only one.
-
-The dark eyes of the young woman glimmered with malignant relish.
-
-“As I was sayin’,” she said, “I prefer it tight-fittin’. I’ve a dance
-on next week, an’ as it is the belt is unsuitable, an’ the young man
-expec’s me to wear it. Of course I couldna tell him that it didna fit
-me. So I thought I would jist ask ye to change it wi’oot lettin’ on to
-him.” She gave a self-conscious giggle.
-
-“I see,” said Christina, dully. “But I’m afraid there’s only the one
-size in those belts, and, besides, we can’t change goods that have
-been worn for a month.”
-
-“Oh, so ye mind when ye sold it!” said the other maliciously. “Ye’ve a
-fine memory, Miss! But though I’ve had it for a month――it was part o’
-his birthday present, ye ken――I’ve scarcely worn it――only once or
-twice, to please him.”
-
-There was a short silence ere Christina spoke. “If you are bent on
-getting the belt made tight-fitting, a jeweller would do it for you,
-but it would cost as much as the belt is worth,” she said coldly.
-“It’s a very cheap imitation, you know,” she added, for the first time
-in her business career decrying her own wares.
-
-It was certainly a nasty one, but the young woman almost succeeded in
-appearing to ignore it.
-
-“So ye canna change it――even to please ma young man?” she said
-mockingly.
-
-“No,” Christina replied, keeping her face to the foe, but with
-difficulty.
-
-Said the foe: “That’s a pity, but I daresay I’ll get over it.” She
-moved to the door and opened it. She smiled, showing her teeth.
-(Christina was glad to see they were not quite perfect.) “A sma’ waist
-like mines is whiles a misfortune,” she remarked, with affected
-self-commiseration.
-
-Christina set her lips, but the retort _would_ come. “Ay,” she said
-viciously; “still, I suppose you couldn’t grow tall any other way.”
-
-But the young woman only laughed――she could afford to laugh, having
-done that which she had come to do――and departed to report the result
-of her mission to the youth known as Willie Thomson.
-
-“Wha was that, dearie?” M. Tod called from the living-room.
-
-Christina started from an unlovely reverie. “Merely a female,” she
-answered bitterly, and resumed counting the periodicals in a listless
-fashion.
-
-The poison bit deep. The cheek of him to suggest walking home with
-_her_ when he was going to a dance with that tight-laced girl next
-week! No doubt he admired her skimpy waist. He was welcome to it and
-her――and her bad teeth. And yet he had seemed a nice chap. She had
-liked him for his shyness, if for nothing else. But the shy kind were
-always the worst. He had very likely been taking advantage of his
-shyness. Well, she was glad she had found him out before he could walk
-home with her. And possibly because she was glad, but probably because
-she was quite young at heart, tears came to her eyes....
-
-When ten minutes had passed, M. Tod, missing the cheerful chatter,
-toddled into the shop.
-
-“What’s wrang, dearie? Preserve us! Ha’e ye been cryin’?”
-
-“Cryin’!” exclaimed Christina with contempt. “But I think I’m in for a
-shockin’ cauld in ma heid, so ye best keep awa’ frae me in case ye get
-the infection. A cauld’s a serious thing at your time o’ life.” And
-she got the feebly protesting old woman back to the fireside, and left
-her there.
-
- * * * * *
-
-At eight o’clock Macgregor saw the window lights go out and the shop
-lights grow dim. A minute later he heard an exchange of good-nights
-and the closing and bolting of a door. Then Christina appeared, her
-head a little higher even than usual.
-
-He went forward eagerly. He held out his hand and――it received his
-gift of the afternoon unopened.
-
-“I’ve changed my mind. I’ll bid you good-night――and good-bye,” said
-Christina, and walked on.
-
-Presently he overtook her.
-
-“Christina, what’s up?”
-
-“Kindly do not address me any more.”
-
-“Any more?――――Never?――――What way?――――”
-
-She was gone.
-
-He dashed the little package into the gutter and strode off in the
-opposite direction, his face white, his lip quivering.
-
-If Macgregor seemed in the past to have needed a thorough rousing, he
-had it now. For an hour he tramped the streets, his heart hot within
-him, the burden of his thoughts――“She thinks I’m no’ guid enough.”
-
-And the end of the tramp found him at the door of the home of Jessie
-Mary. For a wonder, on a Saturday night at that hour, she was in. She
-opened the door herself.
-
-At the sight of the boy something like fear fell upon her. For what
-had he come thus boldly?
-
-He did not keep her in suspense. “Will ye gang wi’ me to that dance ye
-was talkin’ aboot?” he asked abruptly, adding, “I’ve got the money for
-the tickets.”
-
-A curse, a blow even, would have surprised her less.
-
-“Will ye gang, Jessie?” he said impatiently.
-
-For the life of her she could not answer at once.
-
-Said he: “If it’s Wullie, ye’re thinkin’ o’, I’ll square him.”
-
-“Wullie!” she exclaimed, a cruel contempt in the word.
-
-“Weel, if naebody else is takin’ ye, will ye gang wi’ me?”
-
-“Dae――dae ye want me, Macgreegor?”
-
-“I’m askin’ ye.”
-
-She glanced at him furtively, but he was not looking at her; his hands
-were in his pockets, his mouth was shaped to emit a tuneless whistle.
-She tried to laugh, but made only a throaty sound. It seemed as if a
-stranger stood before her, one of whom she knew nothing save his name.
-And yet she liked that stranger and wanted much to go to the dance
-with him.
-
-The whistling ceased.
-
-“Are ye gaun wi’ somebody else?” he demanded, lifting his face for a
-moment.
-
-It was not difficult to guess that something acute had happened to him
-very recently. Jessie Mary suddenly experienced a guilty pang. Yet why
-Macgregor should have come back to her now was beyond her
-comprehension. Yon yellow-haired girl in the shop could not have told
-him anything――that was certain. And though she had not really wanted
-him back, now that he had come she was fain to hold him once more.
-Such thoughts made confusion in her mind, out of which two distinct,
-ideas at last emerged: she did not care if she had hurt the
-yellow-haired girl; she could not go to the dance on Macgregor’s
-money.
-
-So gently, sadly, she told her lie; “Ay, there’s somebody else,
-Macgreegor.” Which suggests that no waist is too small to contain an
-appreciable amount of heart and conscience.
-
-A brief pause, and Macgregor said drearily:
-
-“Aweel, it doesna matter. I’ll awa’ hame.” And went languidly down the
-stairs.
-
-“It doesna matter.” The words haunted Jessie Mary that night, and it
-was days before she got wholly rid of the uncomfortable feeling that
-Macgregor had not really wanted her to go to the dance, and that he
-had, in fact, been “codding” her.
-
-Whereas, poor lad, he had only been “codding” himself, or, at least,
-trying to do so. By the time he reached the bottom step he had
-forgotten Jessie Mary.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Once more he tramped the streets.
-
-At home Lizzie was showing her anxiety, and John was concealing his.
-
-When, at long last, he entered the kitchen, he did not appear to hear
-his mother’s “Whaur ha’e ye been, laddie?” or his father’s “Ye’re
-late, ma son.” Their looks of concern at his tired face and muddy
-boots passed unobserved.
-
-Having unlaced his boots and rid his feet of them more quietly than
-usual, he got up and went to the table at which his mother was
-sitting.
-
-He took all the money――all――from his pockets and laid it before her.
-
-“There’s a shillin’ each for Jeannie an’ Jimsie. I’m no’ needin’ the
-rest. I’m wearied,” he said, and went straightway to his own room.
-
-John got up and joined his wife at the table. “Did I no’ tell ye,” he
-cried, triumphantly, “that Macgreegor wud dae the richt thing?”
-
-Lizzie stared at the little heap of silver and bronze.
-
-“John,” she whispered at last, and there was a curious distressed note
-in her voice, “John, d’ye no’ see?――he’s gi’ed me ower much!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER ELEVEN
-
-
-As a rule tonics are bitter, and their effects very gradual, often so
-gradual as to be hardly noticeable until one’s strength is put to some
-test. While it would be unfair to deny the existence of “backbone” in
-Macgregor, it is but just to grant that the “backbone” required
-stiffening. And it is no discredit to Macgregor that the tincture of
-Christina’s hardier spirit which, along with her (to him) abundant
-sweetness, he had been absorbing during these past weeks, was the very
-tonic he needed, the tonic without which he could not have acted as he
-did on the Monday night following his dismissal.
-
-Of this action one may say, at first thought, that it was simply the
-outcome of an outraged pride. Yet Macgregor’s pride was at best a
-drowsy thing until a girl stabbed it. It forced him to Jessie Mary’s
-door, but there failed him. Throughout the miserable Sunday it lay
-inert, with only an occasional spasm. And though he went with it to
-the encounter on Monday, he carried it as a burden. His real
-supporters were Love and Determination, and the latter was a new
-comrade, welcome, but not altogether of his own inspiring.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He did not go to the shop, for he had neither money nor the petty
-courage necessary to ask it of his parents. On the pavement, a little
-way from the door, he waited in a slow drizzle of rain. He had no
-doubts as to what he was going to do and say. The idea had been with
-him all day, from early in the morning, and it _had_ to be carried
-out. Perhaps his nerves were a little too steady to be described as
-normal.
-
-When eight o’clock struck on a neighbouring tower, he did not start or
-stir. But across the street, peering round the edge of a close-mouth,
-another boy jerked his head at the sound. Willie Thomson was
-exceedingly curious to know whether Saturday night had seen the end of
-the matter.
-
-Christina, for no reason that she could have given, was late in
-leaving the shop; it was twenty minutes past the hour when she
-appeared.
-
-She approached quickly, but he was ready for her.
-
-“No!” she exclaimed at the sight of him.
-
-He stepped right in front of her. She was compelled to halt, and she
-had nothing to say.
-
-He faced her fairly, and said――neither hotly nor coldly, but with a
-slight throb in his voice:
-
-“I’ll be guid enough yet.” With a little nod as if to emphasise his
-words, and without taking his eyes from her face, he stood aside and
-let her go.
-
-Erect, he followed her with his eyes until the darkness and traffic of
-the pavement hid her. Then he seemed to relax, his shoulders drooped
-slightly, and with eyes grown wistful he moved slowly down the street
-towards home. Arrived there he shut himself up with an old school
-dictionary.
-
-Dull work, but a beginning....
-
-“Guid enough yet.” Christina had not gone far when through all her
-resentment the full meaning of the words forced itself upon her. “Oh,”
-she told herself crossly, “I never meant him to take it that way.” A
-little later she told herself the same thing, but merely impatiently.
-And still later, lying in the dark, she repeated it with a sob.
-
-As for the watcher, Willie Thomson, he set out without undue haste to
-inform Jessie Mary that once more Macgregor had been left standing
-alone on the pavement. Somehow Willie was not particularly pleased
-with himself this evening. Ere his lagging feet had borne him half way
-to the appointed place he was feeling sorry for Macgregor. All at once
-he decided to spy no more. It would be rather awkward just at present
-to intimate such a decision to Jessie Mary, but he could “cod” her, he
-thought, without much difficulty, by inventing reports in the future.
-Cheered by his virtuous resolutions, he quickened his pace.
-
-Jessie Mary received him in the close leading to her abode. She was in
-an extraordinarily bad temper, and cut short his report almost at the
-outset by demanding to know when he intended repaying the shilling he
-had borrowed a fortnight previously.
-
-“Next week,” mumbled Willie, with that sad lack of originality
-exhibited by nearly all harassed borrowers.
-
-Whereupon Jessie Mary, who was almost a head the taller, seized him by
-one ear and soundly cuffed the other until with a yelp he broke loose
-and fled into the night, never to know that he had been punished for
-that unfortunate remark of Macgregor’s――“it doesna matter.” Yet let us
-not scoff at Jessie Mary’s sense of justice. The possessors of greater
-minds than hers, having stumbled against a chair, have risen in their
-wrath and kicked the sofa――which is not at all to say that the sofa’s
-past has been more blameless than the chair’s. Life has a way of
-settling our accounts without much respect for our book-keeping.
-
-Jessie Mary felt none the better of her outbreak. She went to bed
-wishing angrily that she had taken Macgregor at his word. The
-prospects of obtaining an escort to the dance were now exceedingly
-remote, for only that afternoon she had learned that the bandy-legged
-young man in the warehouse whom she had deemed “safe at a pinch,” and
-who was the owner of a dress suit with a white vest, had invited
-another girl and was actually going to give her flowers to wear.
-
-Willie went to bed, too, earlier than usual, and lay awake wondering,
-among other things, whether his aching ear entitled him to a little
-further credit in the matter of his debt to Jessie Mary――not that any
-length of credit would have made payment seem possible. For Willie was
-up to the neck in debt, owing the appalling sum of five shillings and
-ninepence to an old woman who sold newspapers, paraffin oil and cheap
-cigarettes, and who was already threatening to go to his aunt for her
-money――a proceeding which would certainly result in much misery for
-Willie. He was “out of a job” again; but it isn’t easy to get work,
-more especially when one prefers to do nothing. To some extent
-Macgregor was to blame for his having got into debt with the
-tobacconist, for if Macgregor had not stopped smoking, Willie would
-not have needed to buy nearly so many cigarettes. Nevertheless,
-Willie’s thoughts did not dwell long or bitterly on that point. Rather
-did they dwell on Macgregor himself. And after a while Willie drew up
-his legs and pulled the insufficient bedclothes over his head and lay
-very still. This he had done since he was a small boy, when
-lonesomeness got the better of him, when he wished he had a father and
-mother like Macgregor’s.
-
-And, as has been hinted, neither was Christina at ease that night.
-
-Indeed, it were almost safe to say that of the four young people
-involved in this little tragicomedy, Macgregor, yawning over his old
-school dictionary, was the least unhappy.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER TWELVE
-
-
-On the fifth night, at the seventh page of words beginning with a “D,”
-Macgregor closed the dictionary and asked himself what was the good of
-it all. His face was hot, his whole being restless. He looked at his
-watch――a quarter to eight. He got up and carefully placed the
-dictionary under a copy of “Ivanhoe” on the chest of drawers. He would
-go for a walk.
-
-He left the house quietly.
-
-In the kitchen Lizzie, pausing in her knitting, said to John: “That’s
-Macgreegor awa’ oot.”
-
-“It’ll dae him nae harm,” said John. “He’s becomin’ a great reader,
-Lizzie.”
-
-“I dinna see why he canna read ben here. It’s cauld in his room.
-What’s he readin’?”
-
-“The book he got frae his Uncle Purdie three year back.”
-
-“Weel, I’m sure I’m gled if he’s takin’ an interest in it at last.”
-
-“Oh, ‘Ivanhoe’ ’s no’ a bad story,” remarked John. “Whiles it’s fair
-excitin’.”
-
-Said Jimsie from the hearthrug: “He doesna seem to enjoy it much,
-Paw.”
-
-“Weel, it’s no’ a funny book.”
-
-“It’s time ye was in yer bed, Jimsie,” said Mrs. Robinson. “It’s ower
-late for ye.”
-
-“Aw, the wean’s fine,” said John.
-
-Jeannie laid down her sewing. “Come on, Jimsie, an’ I’ll tell ye a wee
-story afore ye gang to sleep.”
-
-“Chaps ye!” Jimsie replied, getting up.
-
-When the two had gone, Lizzie observed casually: “It’s the first nicht
-Macgreegor’s been oot this week.”
-
-“Weel, ye should be pleased, wumman.” John smiled.
-
-A pause.
-
-“I wonder what made him gi’e up a’ his siller on Seturday nicht.”
-
-“Same here. But I wudna ask him,” said John, becoming grave. “Wud
-you?”
-
-She shook her head, “I tried to, on Sunday, but some way I coudna.
-He’s changin’.”
-
-“He’s growin’ up, Lizzie.”
-
-“I suppose ye’re richt,” she said reluctantly, and resumed her
-knitting.
-
- * * * * *
-
-From the darkest spot he could find on the opposite pavement Macgregor
-saw Christina come out of the shop, pass under a lamp, and disappear.
-He felt sorely depressed during the return journey. The dictionary had
-failed to increase either his knowledge or his self-esteem. He
-wondered whether History or Geography would do any good; there were
-books on these subjects in the house. He realised that he knew nothing
-about anything except his trade, and even there he had to admit that
-he had learned less than he might have done. And yet he had always
-wanted to be a painter.
-
-The same night he started reading the History of England, and found it
-a considerable improvement on the Dictionary. He managed to keep awake
-until the arrival of Julius Cæsar. Unfortunately he had taken the book
-to bed, and his mother on discovering it in the morning indiscreetly
-asked him what he had been doing with it. “Naething special,” was his
-reply, indistinctly uttered, and here ended his historical studies,
-though for days after Lizzie left the book prominent on the chest of
-drawers.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The day being Saturday, the afternoon was his own. Through the rain he
-made his way furtively to a free library, but became too
-self-conscious at the door, and fled. For the sum of threepence a
-picture house gave him harbourage, and save when the scenes were very
-exciting he spent the time in trying not to wonder what Christina
-would think of him, if she thought at all. He came forth ashamed and
-in nowise cheered by the entertainment.
-
-In the evening he went once more to watch her leave the shop. M. Tod
-came to the door with her, and they stood talking for a couple of
-minutes, so that he had more than a glimpse of her. And a spirit arose
-in him demanding that he should attempt something to prove himself,
-were it only with his hands. It was not learning, but earning, that
-would make him “guid enough yet”; not what he could say, but what he
-could do. There would be time enough for speaking “genteel English”
-and so on after――well, after he had got up in the world.
-
-For a moment he felt like running after Christina and making her
-hearken to his new hope, but self-consciousness prevailed and sent him
-homewards.
-
-“Hullo!” From a close came a husky voice, apologetic, appealing.
-
-“Hullo, Wullie!” Macgregor stopped. He was not sorry to meet Willie;
-he craved companionship just then, though he had no confidence to
-give.
-
-“Are ye for hame?”
-
-“Ay.”
-
-“I――I’ll come wi’ ye, if ye like, Macgreegor?”
-
-“Come on then.”
-
-Willie came out, and they proceeded along the street without remark
-until Macgregor enquired――――
-
-“Where are ye workin’ the noo, Wullie?”
-
-“I’m no’ workin’. Canna get a job. Dae ye ken o’ onything?”
-
-“Na. What kin’ o’ job dae ye want?”
-
-“Onything,” said Willie, and added quickly, “An’ I’ll stick to it this
-time, if I get the chance.”
-
-After a short pause――――“My fayther got ye a job before,” said
-Macgregor.
-
-“I ken. But I wud stick――――”
-
-“Honest?”
-
-Willie drew his hand across his throat.
-
-“Weel,” said Macgregor, “I’ll tell ma fayther, an’ ye can gang an’ see
-him at the works on Monday.”
-
-“I’ll be there. Ye’re a dacent chap, Macgreegor.”
-
-Neither seemed to have anything more to say to the other, but their
-parting was cordial enough.
-
-Next day, Sunday, was wet and stormy, and there was no afternoon
-stroll of father and son to the docks. John was flattered by
-Macgregor’s ill-concealed disappointment――it was like old times.
-Perhaps he would not have been less flattered had he known his boy’s
-desire to tell him out of doors a thing that somehow could not be
-uttered in the house. Macgregor spent the afternoon in studying
-secretly an old price-list of Purdie’s Stores.
-
-The following night, while returning from the errand of previous
-nights, he again encountered Willie.
-
-“So may fayther’s gaun to gi’e ye a job. He tell’t me it was fixed.”
-
-“Ay,” said Willie, “but he canna tak’ me on for a fortnicht.”
-
-“Weel, that’s no lang to wait.”
-
-For a few seconds Willie was mute; then he blurted out――“I’m done
-for!”
-
-“Done for!” exclaimed Macgregor, startled by the despair in the
-other’s voice. “What’s wrang, Wullie?”
-
-“I’m in a mess. But it’s nae use tellin’ ye. Ye canna dae onything.”
-
-“Is’t horses?” Macgregor asked presently.
-
-“Naw, it’s no’ horses!” Willie indignantly replied.
-
-How virtuous we feel when accused of the one sin we have not
-committed!
-
-The next moment he clutched Macgregor’s arm. “Come in here, an’ I’ll
-tell ye.” He drew his companion into a close. “I――I couldna tell
-onybody else.”
-
-From the somewhat incoherent recital which followed Macgregor finally
-gathered that the old woman to whom Willie owed money had presented
-her ultimatum. If Willie failed to pay up that night she would
-assuredly not fail to apply to his aunt first thing in the morning.
-
-“Never heed, Wullie,” said Macgregor, taking his friend’s arm, and
-leading him homewards. “Yer aunt’ll no’ kill ye.”
-
-“I wish to――――she wud!” muttered Willie with a vehemence that shocked
-his friend. “She’s aye been ill to live wi’, but it’ll be a sight
-harder noo.”
-
-“Wud the auld wife no’ believe ye aboot gettin’ a job in a fortnicht?
-She wudna? Aweell, she’ll believe me. Come on, an’ I’ll speak to her
-for ye.”
-
-But the “auld wife” was adamant. She had been deceived with too many
-promises ere now. At last Macgregor, feeling himself beaten,
-disconsolately joined Willie and set out for home. Neither spoke until
-Macgregor’s abode was reached. Then Macgregor said:
-
-“Bide here till I come back,” and ran up the stair. He knew his father
-was out, having gone back to the works to experiment with some new
-machinery. He found his mother alone in the kitchen.
-
-“Mither,” he said with difficulty, “I wish ye wud gi’e me five
-shillin’s o’ ma money.”
-
-He could not have startled her more thoroughly.
-
-“Five shillin’s, laddie! What for?”
-
-“I canna tell ye the noo.”
-
-“But――――”
-
-“It’s no’ for――for fun. If ye ask me, I’ll tell ye in a secret this
-day fortnicht. Please, mither.”
-
-She got up and laid her hands on his shoulder and turned him to the
-full light of the gas. He looked at her shyly, yet without flinching.
-And abruptly she kissed him, and as abruptly passed to the dresser
-drawer where she kept her purse.
-
-Without a word she put the money in his hand. Without a word he took
-it, nodded gravely, and went out. In one way Lizzie had done more for
-her boy in these three minutes than she had done in the last three
-years.
-
-Macgregor had a sixpence in his pocket, and he added it to the larger
-coins.
-
-“She can wait for her thruppence,” he said, giving the money to the
-astounded Willie. “Awa’ an’ pay her. I’ll maybe see ye the morn’s
-nicht. So long!” He walked off in the direction opposite to that which
-Willie ought to take.
-
-But Willie ran after him; he was pretty nearly crying. “Macgreegor,”
-he stammered, “I’ll pay ye back when I get ma first wages. An’ I’ll
-no’ forget――oh, I’ll never forget. An’ I’ll dae ye a guid turn yet!”
-
-“Ye best hurry in case she shuts her shop,” said Macgregor, and so got
-rid of him.
-
-While it is disappointing to record that Willie has thus far never
-managed to repay Macgregor in hard cash, though he has somehow
-succeeded in retaining the employment found for him by John, it is
-comforting to know that his promise to do Macgregor a good turn was
-more than just an emotional utterance. When, on the following
-Wednesday and Friday nights, he stealthily tracked Macgregor to the
-now familiar watching place, his motives were no longer curious or
-selfish, but benevolent in the extreme. Not that he could bring
-himself to sympathise with Macgregor in the latter’s devotion to a
-mere girl, for, as a matter of fact, he regarded his friend’s
-behaviour as “awfu’ stupid”; but if Macgregor was really “saft” on the
-girl, it behoved him, Willie, to do what he could to put an end to the
-existing misunderstanding.
-
-On the Friday night he came regretfully to the conclusion that the
-“saftness” was incurable, and he accordingly determined to act on the
-following afternoon. By this time his knowledge of the movements of M.
-Tod and her assistant was practically as complete as Macgregor’s, so
-that he had no hesitation in choosing the hour for action. He had
-little fear of Macgregor’s coming near the shop in daylight.
-
-So, having witnessed the exit of M. Tod, he crossed the street, and
-examined the contents of the window, as he had seen Macgregor do so
-often. He was not in the least nervous. The fact that he was without
-money did not perturb him: it would be the simplest thing in the world
-to introduce himself and his business by asking for an article which
-stationers’ shops did not supply. A glance at a druggist’s window had
-given him the necessary suggestion.
-
-On entering he was seized with a most distressing cough, which racked
-him while he closed the door and until he reached the counter.
-
-“A cold afternoon,” Christina remarked in a sympathetic tone.
-
-“Ay. Ha’e ye ony chest protectors?” he hoarsely enquired.
-
-For the fraction of a second only she hesitated. “Not exactly,” she
-replied. “But I can recommend this.” From under the counter she
-brought a quire of brown paper. “It’s cheaper than flannel and much
-more sanitary,” she went on. “There’s nothing like it for keeping out
-the cold. You’ve only got to cut out the shape that suits you.” She
-separated a sheet from the quire and spread it on the counter. “Enough
-there for a dozen protectors. Price one penny. I’ll cut them out for
-you, if you like.”
-
-“The doctor said I was to get a flannel yin,” said Willie, forgetting
-his hoarseness. “Ha’e ye ony nice ceegarettes the day, miss?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Will ye ha’e ony on Monday?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“When d’ye think ye’ll ha’e some nice ceegarettes?”
-
-Christina’s eyes smiled. “Perhaps,” she said solemnly, “by the time
-you’re big enough to smoke them. Anything else to-day?”
-
-“Ye’re no’ sae green,” he said, with grudging admiration.
-
-“No,” said she; “it’s only the reflection.” She opened the glass case
-and took out an infant’s rattle. “Threepence!”
-
-Willie laughed. “My! ye’re a comic!” he exclaimed.
-
-“Children are easily amused.”
-
-There was a short pause. Then Willie, leaning his arms on the edge of
-the counter, looked up in her face and said:
-
-“So you’re the girl that’s mashed on Macgreegor Robi’son.” He grinned.
-
-A breath of silence――a sounding smack.
-
-Willie sprang back, his hand to his cheek. Christina, cheeks flaming,
-eyes glistening, teeth gleaming, hands clenched, drew herself up and
-faced him.
-
-“Get oot o’ this!” she cried. “D’ye hear me! Get oot――――”
-
-“Ay, I hear ye,” said Willie resentfully, rubbing his cheek. “Ye’re
-ower smart wi’ yer han’s. I meant for to say――――”
-
-“Be quiet!”
-
-“――you’re the girl Macgreegor’s mashed on――an’ I――――”
-
-Christina stamped her foot. “Clear oot, I tell ye!”
-
-“――I wudna be Macgreegor for a thoosan’ pounds! Keep yer hair on,
-miss. I’ll gang when it suits me. Ye’ve got to hear――――”
-
-“I’ll no’ listen.” She put her hands to her ears.
-
-“Thon girl, Jessie Mary, took a rise oot o’ ye last week, an’ it was
-me that put her up to it. Macgreegor gi’ed her the belt, richt enough,
-but that was afore he got saft on you――――”
-
-“Silence! I cannot hear a word you say,” declared Christina,
-recovering herself and her more formal speech, though her colour,
-which had faded, now bloomed again.
-
-“I’ll cry it loud, if ye like, so as the folk in the street can hear.
-But ye can pretend ye dinna hear,” he said ironically. “I’m no’
-heedin’ whether ye hear or no’.”
-
-“I wish you would go away, you impertinent thing!”
-
-“Macgreegor――――” he began.
-
-Once more she covered her ears.
-
-“Macgreegor,” proceeded Willie, with a rude wink, “never had ony
-notion o’ takin’ Jessie Mary to the dance. She was jist coddin’ ye,
-though I daursay she was kin’ o’ jealous because ye had cut her oot.
-So I think ye should mak’ it up wi’ Macgreegor when ye get the chance.
-He’s awfu’ saft on ye. I wudna be him for a――――”
-
-“Go away!” said Christina. “You’re simply wasting your breath.”
-
-“Dinna let on to Macgreegor that I tell’t ye,” he continued, unmoved,
-“an’, if Jessie Mary tries it on again, jist you put yer finger to yer
-nose at her.”
-
-“If you don’t go at once, I’ll――――”
-
-“Oh, ye canna dae onything, miss. I’ll forgi’e ye for that scud ye
-gi’ed me, but I wud advise ye no’ to be so quick wi’ yer han’s in
-future, or ye’ll maybe get into trouble.” He turned towards the door.
-“I daursay ye ken fine that Macgreegor watches ye leavin’ the shop
-every nicht――――”
-
-“What _are_ you talking about?”
-
-“Gi’e him a whistle or a wave the next time. There’s nae use in bein’
-huffy.”
-
-“That’s enough!”
-
-Willie opened the door. “An’ ye best hurry up, or ye’ll maybe loss
-him. So long. I’ll no’ tell him I seen ye blushin’.”
-
-Christina opened her mouth, but ere she could speak, with a grin and a
-wink he was gone. She collapsed upon the stool. She had never been so
-angry in her life――at least, so she told herself.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER THIRTEEN
-
-
-John Robinson and his son sat on a pile of timber at the docks. Dusk
-was falling, and the air that had been mild for the season was growing
-chill.
-
-John replaced his watch in his pocket. “It’s comin’ on for tea-time.
-Are ye ready for the road, Macgreegor?”
-
-“Ay,” said the boy, without stirring.
-
-For two hours he had been struggling to utter the words on which he
-believed his future depended.
-
-“Weel,” said John, getting out his pipe preparatory to lighting it on
-passing the gate, “we best be movin’.”
-
-It was now or never. Macgregor cleared his throat.
-
-“The pentin’ trade’s rotten,” he said in a voice not his own.
-
-“Eh?” said John, rather staggered by the statement which was without
-relevance to any of the preceding conversation. “What’s rotten aboot
-it?”
-
-“Everything.”
-
-“That’s the first I’ve heard o’ ’t. In fac’, I’m tell’t the pentin’
-trade is extra brisk the noo.”
-
-“That’s no’ what I meant,” Macgregor forced himself to say. “I meant
-it was a rotten trade to be in.”
-
-John gave a good-humoured laugh. “Oh, I see! Ye dinna like the
-overtime! Aweel, that’s nateral at your age, Macgreegor”――he patted
-his son’s shoulder――“but when ye’re aulder, wi’ a wife an’ weans,
-maybe, ye’ll be gled o’ overtime whiles, I’m thinkin’.”
-
-“It’s no the overtime,” said Macgregor.
-
-“What is’t, then? What’s wrang wi’ the trade?” The question was
-lightly put.
-
-“There’s――there’s nae prospec’s in it for a man.”
-
-“Nae prospec’s! Hoots, Macgreegor! there’s as guid prospec’s in the
-pentin’ as in ony ither trade. Dinna fash yer heid aboot that――no’ but
-what I’m pleased to ken ye’re thinkin’ aboot yer prospec’s, ma son.
-But we’ll speak aboot it on the road hame.”
-
-“I wish,” said Macgregor, with the greatest effort of all, “I wish I
-had never gaed into it. I wish I had gaed into Uncle Purdie’s
-business.”
-
-John sat down again. At last he said: “D’ye mean that, Macgreegor?”
-
-“Ay, I mean it.”
-
-For the first time within his memory John Robinson felt disappointed――in
-a vague fashion, it is true, yet none the less unpleasantly
-disappointed――in his son.
-
-“But ye’ve been at the pentin’ for three year,” he said a little
-impatiently.
-
-“I ken that, fayther.”
-
-“An’ ye mind ye had the chance o’ gaun into yer uncle’s business when
-ye left the schule?”
-
-“Ay.”
-
-“But ye wud ha’e naething but the pentin’.”
-
-Macgregor nodded.
-
-“Maybe ye mind that yer Aunt Purdie was unco offended, for it was her
-notion――at least, it was her that spoke aboot it――an’ she declared ye
-wud never get a second chance. D’ye no’ mind, Macgreegor?”
-
-“I mind aboot her bein’ offended, but I dinna mind aboot――the ither
-thing,” Macgregor answered dully.
-
-“But _I_ mind it, for she was rale nesty to yer mither at the time. In
-fac’, I dinna ken hoo yer mither stood her impiddence. An’, in a way,
-it was a’ ma fau’t, for it was me that said ye was to choose the trade
-that ye liked best――an’ I thocht I was daein’ the richt thing, because
-I had seen lads spiled wi’ bein’ forced into trades they didna fancy.
-Ay, I thocht I was daein’ the richt thing――――An’ noo ye’re tellin’ me
-I did the wrang thing.”
-
-“Fayther, it’s me that’s to blame. I――I didna mean to vex ye.”
-
-“Aweel, I dinna suppose ye did,” said John sadly. “But for the life o’
-me I canna see hoo ye can hope to get into yer uncle’s business at
-this time o’ day.... But we’ll be keepin’ yer mither waitin’.”
-
-He rose slowly and Macgregor joined him. At the gate John apparently
-forgot to light his pipe. They were half way home ere he spoke.
-
-He put his hand round his son’s arm. “Ye’re no’ to think, Macgreegor,
-that I wud stan’ in yer road when ye want to better yersel’. No’
-likely! I never was set on bein’ a wealthy man masel’, but naethin’
-wud mak’ me prooder nor to see you gang up in the world; an’ I can say
-the same for yer mither. An’ I can see that ye micht gang far in yer
-uncle’s business, for yer uncle was aye fond o’ ye, an’ I think ye
-could manage to please him at yer work, if ye was tryin’. _But_――ye
-wud need yer aunt’s favour to begin wi’, an’ that’s the bitter truth,
-an’ she’s no’ the sort o’ body that forgets what she conseeders an
-affront. Weel, it’ll need some thinkin’ ower. I’ll ha’e to see what
-yer mither says. An’ ye best no’ expec’ onything. Stick to the pentin’
-in the meantime, an’ be vera certain afore ye quit the trade ye’re in.
-That’s a’ I can say, ma son.”
-
-Macgregor had no words then. Never before had his father seriously
-spoken at such length to him. His heart was heavy, troubled about many
-things.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Eight o’clock on Monday night saw him at the accustomed spot; on
-Wednesday night also he was there. If only Christina had been friends
-with him he would have asked her what he ought to do. Yet the mere
-glimpse of her confirmed him in his desire to change his trade. On the
-Wednesday night it seemed to him that she walked away from the shop
-much more slowly than usual, and the horrid thought that she might be
-giving some other “man” a chance to overtake her assailed him. But at
-last she was gone without that happening.
-
-On the way home he encountered Jessie Mary. She greeted him affably,
-and he could not but stop.
-
-“Lovely dance on Friday. Ye should ha’e been there. Ma belt was
-greatly admired,” she remarked.
-
-“Was it?”
-
-“I think I’ve seen the shop where ye bought it,” she said, watching
-his face covertly.
-
-“It’s likely,” he replied, without emotion.
-
-Jessie Mary was relieved; evidently he was without knowledge of her
-visit to the shop. Now that the world was going well with her again
-she bore no ill-will, and was fain to avoid any. For at the eleventh
-hour――or, to be precise, the night before the dance――she had
-miraculously won back the allegiance of the young man with the
-exquisite moustache, who served in the provision shop, and for the
-present she was more than satisfied with herself.
-
-So she bade Macgregor good-night, a little patronisingly perhaps, and
-hurried off to reward her recovered swain with the pleasant sight of
-herself and an order for a finnan haddie.
-
-Macgregor was still in the dark as to whether his father had mentioned
-to his mother the subject of that conversation at the docks. John had
-not referred to it again, and the boy was beginning to wonder if his
-case was hopeless.
-
-On the Friday night, however, just when he was about to slip from the
-house, his mother followed him to the door. Very quietly she said:
-
-“When ye come in, Macgreegor, I want ye to tell me if ye’re still set
-on leavin’ the pentin’. Dinna tell me noo. Tak’ yer walk, an’ think it
-ower, seriouslike. But dinna be late, laddie.”
-
-She went back to the kitchen, leaving him to shut the door.
-
-It was not much after seven o’clock, but he went straightway in the
-direction of M. Tod’s shop. For the first time in what seemed an age,
-he found himself at the familiar, glittering window. And lo! the
-glazed panel at the back was open a few inches. Quickly he retreated
-to the edge of the pavement, and stood there altogether undecided. But
-desire drew him, and gradually he approached the window again.
-
-Christina was sitting under the lamp, at the desk, her pretty profile
-bent over her writing, her fair plait falling over the shoulder of her
-scarlet shirt. She was engaged in pencilling queer little marks on
-paper, and doing so very rapidly. Macgregor understood that she was
-practising shorthand. No doubt she would be his uncle’s private
-secretary some day, while he――――
-
-All at once it came to him that no one in the world could answer the
-great question but Christina. If the thing didn’t matter to Christina,
-it didn’t matter to him; it was for her sake that he would strive to
-be “guid enough yet,” not for the sake of being “guid enough” in
-itself. Besides, she had put the idea into his head. Surely she would
-not refuse to speak to him on that one subject.
-
-Now all this was hardly in accordance with the brave and independent
-plan which Macgregor had set out to follow――to wit, that he would not
-attempt to speak to Christina until he could announce that he was a
-member of his uncle’s staff. Yes, love is the great maker of
-plans――also, the great breaker.
-
-Coward or not, it took courage to enter the shop.
-
-Christina looked up, her colour deepening slightly.
-
-“Hullo,” she said coolly, though not coldly.
-
-It was not a snub anyway, and Macgregor walked up to the counter. He
-came to the point at once.
-
-“Wud ye advise me to try an’ get a job frae ma uncle?” he said,
-distinctly enough.
-
-“Me?” The syllable was fraught with intense astonishment.
-
-“Ye advised me afore to try it,” he said, fairly steadily.
-
-“Did I?”――carelessly.
-
-It was too much for him. “Oh, Christina!” he whispered reproachfully.
-
-“Well, I’m sure it’s none of my business. I thought you preferred
-being a painter.”
-
-The pity was that Christina should have just then remembered the
-existence of such a person as Jessie Mary, also the fact of her own
-slow walk from the shop the previous night. Yet she had forgotten both
-when she opened the panel at the back of the window a few inches. And
-perhaps she was annoyed with herself, knowing that she was not
-behaving quite fairly.
-
-He let her remark concerning his preference for the painting pass, and
-put a very direct question.
-
-“What made ye change yer mind aboot me that night?”
-
-“What night?” she asked flippantly, and told herself it was the
-silliest thing she had ever uttered.
-
-She had gone too far――she saw it in his face.
-
-“I didna think ye was as bad as that,” he said in a curiously hard
-voice, and turned from the counter.
-
-Quick anger――quick compunction――quick fear――and then:
-
-“Mac!”
-
-He wheeled at the door. She was holding out her hand. Her smile was
-frail.
-
-“Are ye in earnest?” he said in a low voice, but he did not wait for
-her answer.
-
-She drew away her hand, gently. “Dinna ask me ony questions,” she
-pleaded. “I――I didna really mean what I said that night, or this night
-either. I think I was off my onion”――a faint laugh――“but I’m sorry I
-behaved the way I did. Is that enough?”
-
-It was more than enough; how much more he could not say. “I’ve missed
-ye terrible,” he murmured.
-
-Christina became her practical self. “So ye’re for tryin’ yer uncle’s
-business――――” she began.
-
-“If he’ll gi’e me the chance.”
-
-“Weel, I’m sure I wish ye the best o’ luck.”
-
-“Then ye think I ought to try?” This with great eagerness.
-
-“If ye’ve made up yer mind it’s for the best,” she answered
-cautiously.
-
-He had to be satisfied with that. “Will I let ye ken if it comes off?”
-
-She nodded. Then she glanced at her watch.
-
-“Can――can I get walkin’ hame wi’ ye, Christina?” It was out before he
-knew.
-
-She shook her head. “Uncle said he wud come for me; he had some
-business up this way. If ye wait a minute, ye’ll see him. I’ll
-introduce ye. He’ll be interested seein’ ye’re a nephew o’ Mr.
-Purdie.”
-
-“Oh, I couldna. I best hook it. But, Christina, I can come to-morrow,
-eh?”
-
-She laughed. “I canna prevent ye. But I’ll no’ be here in the
-afternoon. Uncle’s takin’ auntie an’ me to a matinée, an’ I’ll no’ be
-back much afore six.”
-
-“Weel, I’ll meet ye at eight an’ walk hame wi’ ye.”
-
-“Will ye?”
-
-“Oh, Christina; say ’ay.’”
-
-“I’ll consider it.”
-
-And he had to be satisfied with that, too, for at this point the noisy
-door opened to admit a tall, clean-shaven, pleasant-featured man of
-middle-age.
-
-“Hullo, uncle!” cried Christina.
-
-Macgregor fled, but not without gaining a quick smile that made all
-the difference in the world to him.
-
-Ten minutes later he hurried into the home kitchen.
-
-“Mither, I’ve decided to leave the pentin’.” The moment he said it his
-heart misgave him, and the colour flew to his face. But he need not
-have doubted his parents.
-
-“Weel, ma son,” said John soberly, “we’ll dae the best we can wi’ yer
-Aunt Purdie.”
-
-“Jist that,” said Lizzie.
-
-And that was all.
-
- * * * * *
-
-An urgent piece of work had to be done the following afternoon, and he
-was later than usual, for a Saturday, in getting home. He found his
-mother preparing to go out, and his father looking strangely
-perplexed.
-
-“She’s gaun to see yer Aunt Purdie,” said John in a whisper.
-
-Macgregor looked from one to the other, hesitated, and went over to
-Lizzie. He put his hand on her arm.
-
-“Mither, ye’re no’ to gang. I――I’ll gang masel’.”
-
-Then, indeed, Lizzie Robinson perceived that her boy was in danger of
-becoming a man.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER FOURTEEN
-
-
-To press the little black button at the door of his aunt’s handsome
-west-end flat was the biggest thing Macgregor had ever done. As a
-small boy he had feared his Aunt Purdie, as a schoolboy he had hated
-her, as a youth he had despised her; his feelings towards her now were
-not to be described, but it is certain that they included a well-nigh
-overpowering sense of dread; indeed, the faint thrill of the electric
-bell sent him back a pace towards the stair. His state of perspiration
-gave place to one of miserable chillness.
-
-A supercilious servant eyed his obviously “good” clothes and bade him
-wait. Nevertheless, a sting was what Macgregor needed just then; it
-roused the fighting spirit. When the servant returned, and in an aloof
-fashion――as though, after all, it was none of her business――suggested
-that he might enter, he was able to follow her across the hall, with
-its thick rugs and pleasantly warm atmosphere, to the drawing-room,
-without faltering. Less than might have been expected the grandeur of
-his surroundings impressed――or depressed――him, for in the course of
-his trade he had grown familiar with the houses of the rich. But he
-had enough to face in the picture without looking at the frame.
-
-Mrs. Purdie was seated at the side of the glowing hearth, apparently
-absorbed in the perusal of a charitable society’s printed list of
-donations.
-
-“Your nephew, ma’am,” the servant respectfully announced and retired.
-
-Mrs. Purdie rose in a manner intended to be languid. Macgregor had not
-seen the large yet angular figure for two years. With his hat in his
-left hand he went forward holding out his right. A stiff, brief
-handshake followed.
-
-“Well, Macgregor, this is quite an unexpected pleasure,” she said,
-unsmiling, resuming her seat. “Take a chair. It is a considerable
-period since I observed you last.” Time could not wither the flowers
-of language for Mrs. Purdie. “You are getting quite a big boy. How old
-are you now? Are your parents in good health?” She did not wait for
-answers to these inquiries. “I am sorry your uncle is not at home. His
-commercial pursuits confine him to his new and commodious premises
-even on Saturday afternoons.” (At that moment Mr. Purdie was smoking a
-pipe in the homely parlour of Christina’s uncle, awaiting his old
-friend’s return from the theatre.) “His finance is exceedingly high at
-present.” With a faint smack of her lips she paused, and cast an
-inquiring glance at her visitor.
-
-Macgregor saw the ice, so to speak, before him. The time had come. But
-he did not go tapping round the edge. Gathering himself together, he
-leaped blindly.
-
-In a few ill-chosen words he blurted out his petition.
-
-Then there fell an awful silence. And then――he could hardly believe
-his own ears!
-
-There are people in the world who seem hopelessly unloveable until
-you――perforce, perhaps――ask of them a purely personal favour. There
-may even be people who leave the world with their fountains of
-goodwill still sealed simply because no one had the courage or the
-need to break the seals for them. Until to-day the so-called favours
-of Aunt Purdie had been mere patronage and cash payments.
-
-Even now she could not help speaking patronisingly to Macgregor, but
-through the patronage struggled a kindliness and sympathy of which her
-relations so long used to her purse-pride, her affectations, her
-absurdities, could never have imagined her capable. She made no
-reference to the past; she suggested no difficulties for the present;
-she cast no doubts upon the future. Her nephew, she declared, had done
-wisely in coming to her; she would see to it that he got his chance.
-It seemed to Macgregor that she promised him ten times all he would
-have dreamed of asking. Finally she bade him stay to dinner and see
-his uncle; then perceiving his anxiety to get home and possibly, also,
-his dread of offending her by expressing it, she invited him for the
-following Sunday evening, and sent him off with a full heart and a
-light head.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He burst into the kitchen, bubbling over with his wonderful news.
-During its recital John gave vent to noisy explosions of satisfaction,
-Jeannie beamed happily, Jimsie stared at his transformed big brother,
-and Lizzie, though listening with all her ears, began quietly to
-prepare her son’s tea.
-
-“An’ so she treated ye weel, Macgreegor,” said John, rubbing his
-hands, while the speaker paused for words.
-
-“She did that! An’ I’m to get dooble the wages I’m gettin’ the noo,
-an’ I’ve to spend the half o’ them on night classes, for, ye see, I’m
-to learn _everything_ aboot the business, an’ then――――”
-
-Said Lizzie gently: “Wud ye like yer egg biled or fried, dearie?”
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was nearly eight o’clock when he reached the shop, and he decided
-to wait at a short distance from the window until Christina came out.
-He was not going to risk interruption by the old woman or a late
-customer; he would tell his wonderful tale in the privacy of the busy
-pavement, under the secrecy of the noisy street. Yet he was
-desperately impatient, and with every minute after the striking of the
-hour a fresh doubt assailed him.
-
-At last the lights in the window went out, and the world grew
-brighter. Presently he was moving to meet her, noting dimly that she
-was wearing a bigger hat than heretofore.
-
-She affected surprise at the sight of him, but not at his eagerly
-whispered announcement:
-
-“I’ve got it!”
-
-“Good for you,” she said kindly, and refrained from asking him,
-teasingly, where he thought he was going. “It was lovely at the
-theatre,” she remarked, stepping forward.
-
-“Dae ye no’ want to hear aboot it?” he asked, disappointed, catching
-up with her.
-
-“Of course,” she said cheerfully. “Was yer uncle nice?”
-
-“It was ma aunt,” he explained somewhat reluctantly, for he feared she
-might laugh. But she only nodded understandingly, and, relieved, he
-plunged into details.
-
-“Ye’ve done fine,” she said when he had finished――for the time being,
-at anyrate. “I’m afraid it’ll be you that’ll be wantin’ a private
-secretary when I get that length.”
-
-“Dinna laugh at me,” he murmured reproachfully.
-
-“Dinna be ower serious, Mac,” she returned. “Ye’ll get on a’ the
-better for bein’ able to tak’ a joke whiles. I’m as pleased as Punch
-aboot it.”
-
-He was more pleased, if possible. “If it hadna been for you,
-Christina, I wud never ha’e had the neck to try it,” he said warmly.
-
-“I believe ye!” she said quaintly.
-
-“But it’s the truth――an’ I’ll never forget it.”
-
-“A guid memory’s a gran’ thing! An’ when dae ye start wi’ yer uncle?”
-
-“Monday week.”
-
-“That’s quick work. Ye’ve beat me a’ to sticks. Dinna get swelled
-heid!”
-
-“Christina, I wish ye wudna――――”
-
-“I canna help it. It’s the theatre, I suppose. Oh, I near forgot to
-tell ye, yer uncle was in when we got hame frae the theatre. I hadna
-time to speak to him, for I had to run back to the shop. Hadna even
-time to change ma dress. I think yer uncle whiles gets tired o’ bein’
-a rich man an’ livin’ in a swell house. Maybe _you’ll_ feel that way
-some day.”
-
-He let her run on, now and then glancing wistfully at her pretty,
-animated face. The happiness, the triumph, he had anticipated were not
-his. But all the more they were worth working for.
-
-So they came to the place where she lived.
-
-“Come up,” she said easily; “I tell’t auntie I wud maybe bring ye up
-for supper.”
-
-Doubtless it was the shock of gratification as much as anything that
-caused him to hang back. She had actually mentioned him to her aunt!
-
-“Will ma uncle be there?” he stammered at last.
-
-“Na, na. Ye’ll see plenty o’ _him_ later on!”
-
-“Maybe yer aunt winna be pleased――――”
-
-“Come on, Mac! Ye’re ower shy for this world!” she laughed
-encouragingly.
-
-They went up together.
-
-Christina had a latch-key, and on opening the door, said:
-
-“Oh, they haven’t come home yet. Out for a walk, I suppose. But
-they’ll be home in a minute. Come in. There’s a peg for your hat.”
-
-She led the way into a fire-lit room and turned up the gas. Macgregor
-saw a homely, cosy parlour, something like his grandfather’s at
-Rothesay, but brighter generally. A round table was trimly laid for
-supper. In the window a small table supported a typewriter and a pile
-of printed and manuscript books, the sight of which gave him a sort of
-sinking feeling.
-
-“Sit down,” she said, indicating an easy-chair. “Auntie and uncle
-won’t be long.”
-
-He took an ordinary chair, and tried hard to look at his ease.
-
-As she took off her hat at the mirror over the mantelpiece she
-remarked: “You’ll like uncle at once, and you’ll like auntie before
-long. She’s still a wee bit prim.”
-
-He noticed that her speech had changed with entering the house, but
-somehow the “genteel English” did not seem so unnatural now. He
-supposed he would have to learn to speak it, too, presently.
-
-“But she is the best woman in the world,” Christina continued, patting
-her hair, “and she’ll be delighted about you going into your uncle’s
-business. I think it was splendid of you managing your aunt so well.”
-
-Macgregor smiled faintly. “I doobt it was her that managed me,” he
-said. “But, Christina, I’ll no’ let her be sorry――nor――nor you
-either.”
-
-“Oh, I’m sure you’ll get on quickly,” she said, gravely, bending to
-unbutton her long coat.
-
-“I intend to dae that,” he cried, uplifted by her words. “Gi’e me a
-year or twa, an’ I’ll show ye!”
-
-She slipped out of the coat, and stood for a moment, faintly smiling,
-in her best frock, a simple thing of pale grey lustre relieved with
-white, her best black shoes, her best thread stockings, her heavy
-yellow plait over her left shoulder.
-
-The boy caught his breath.
-
-“Just a minute,” she said, and left the room to put away her coat and
-hat.
-
-Macgregor half turned in his chair, threw his arms upon the back and
-pressed his brow to his wrist.
-
-So she found him on her return.
-
-“Sore head, Mac?” she asked gently, recovering from her surprise, and
-going close to him.
-
-“Let me gang,” he whispered; “I――I’ll never be guid enough.”
-
-The slight sound of a key in the outer door reached the girl’s ears.
-She gave her eyes an impatient little rub.
-
-She laid a hand on his shoulder.
-
-“Cheer up!” she said, almost roughly, and stooping quickly, she
-touched her lips to his hair, so lightly, so tenderly, that he was not
-aware.
-
-
-
-
-Transcriber’s Note
-
-Words and phrases in italics are surrounded by underscores, _like
-this_. Dialect, inconsistent hyphenation, obsolete words and
-misspellings were left unchanged.
-
-The following were adjusted:
-
- … unmoved, “an’ [added apostrophe], if …
- … “He’s growin’ up, Lizzie.” [added missing close quote] …
- … it doesna matter.” [deleted close quote] I’ll awa’ hame.” …
-
-
-
-
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-<div class="chapter">
-<h1 class="h1head right">COURTIN’<br />
-CHRISTINA</h1>
-
-<h2 class="h2head right">J. J. BELL</h2>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h2 class="h1head">COURTIN’ CHRISTINA</h2>
-
-<p class="p4 center strong">BY</p>
-<h2 class="h2head">J. J. BELL</h2>
-
-<p class="center">AUTHOR OF<br />
-“WEE MACGREGOR,” “JIM,”<br />
-“OH! CHRISTINA,” ETC.</p>
-
-<div class="p4 figcenter">
- <img src="images/logo.jpg"
- alt="Printer's Logo'"
- />
-</div>
-
-<p class="p4 center larger">HODDER &amp; STOUGHTON</p>
-<p class="center larger">NEW YORK</p>
-<p class="center larger">GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p class="p4 center">Copyright, 1913<br />
-<span class="sc">By George H. Doran Company</span></p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p class="center">TO</p>
-
-<p class="center larger">J. E. HODDER WILLIAMS</p>
-
-<p class="center smaller">WHO SUGGESTED IT</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<h2 class="h2head">COURTIN’ CHRISTINA</h2>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER ONE</h3>
-<hr />
-
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">Mrs. Robinson</span> conveyed sundry dishes from
-the oven, also the teapot from the hob, to the
-table.</p>
-
-<p>“Come awa’,” she said briskly, seating herself.
-“We’ll no’ wait for Macgreegor.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gi’e him five minutes, Lizzie,” said Mr. Robinson.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m in nae hurry,” remarked Gran’paw Purdie,
-who had come up from the coast that afternoon.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m awfu’ hungry, Maw,” piped a young voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Whisht, Jimsie,” whispered daughter Jeannie.</p>
-
-<p>Said Mrs. Robinson, a little impatiently:
-“Come awa’, come awa’, afore everything gets
-spiled. Macgreegor has nae business to be that
-late.” She glanced at the clock. “He’s been the
-same a’ week. Haste ye, John.”</p>
-
-<p>John opened his mouth, but catching his wife’s
-eye, closed it again without speech.</p>
-
-<p>Excepting Jimsie, they came to the table rather
-reluctantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Ask a blessin’, fayther,” murmured Lizzie.</p>
-
-<p>“Shut yer eyes,” muttered Jeannie to her little
-brother, while she restrained his eager paw from
-reaching a cookie.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Purdie’s white head shook slightly as he said
-grace; he had passed his five and seventieth birthday,
-albeit his spirit was cheerful as of yore; in his
-case old age seemed to content itself with an occasional
-mild reminder.</p>
-
-<p>John distributed portions of stewed finnan
-haddie, Lizzie poured out the tea, while Jeannie
-methodically prepared a small feast for the impatient
-Jimsie. Gran’paw Purdie beamed on the
-four, but referred surreptitiously at brief intervals
-to his fat silver watch.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>It is eight years since last we saw the Robinson
-family. Naturally we find the greatest changes in
-the younger members. Jimsie from an infant has
-become a schoolboy; he is taller, more scholarly,
-less disposed to mischief, more subdued of nature
-than was Macgregor at the same age; yet he is
-the frank, animated young query that his brother
-was, though, to be sure, he has a sister as well as
-parents to puzzle with his questions. At thirteen
-Jeannie is a comely, fair-haired little maid, serious
-for her years, devoted to Jimsie, very proud of
-Macgregor, and a blessing to her parents who,
-strangely enough, rarely praise her; her chief end
-seems to be to serve those she loves without making
-any fuss about it.</p>
-
-<p>As for John, he has grown stouter, and to his
-wife’s dismay a bald spot has appeared on his
-crown; his laughter comes as readily as ever, and
-he is just as prone to spoil his children. But by
-this time Lizzie has become assured that her man’s
-light-hearted, careless ways do not extend to his
-work, that his employers have confidence in their
-foreman, and that while he is not likely to rise
-higher in his trade, he is still less likely to slip
-back. She is proud of the three-roomed modern
-flat in which she and hers dwell, and her sense for
-orderliness and cleanliness has not lost its keenness.
-In person she is but little altered: perhaps
-her features have grown a shade softer.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>“Ye see, Maister Purdie,” John was explaining,
-“Macgreegor’s busy the noo at a job in the west-end,
-an’ that’s the reason he’s late for his tea.”</p>
-
-<p>“’Deed, ay. It’s a lang road for him to come
-hame,” said the old man. “An’ is he still likin’
-the pentin’ trade?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, ay. An’ he’s gettin’ on splendid&mdash;jist
-splendid!”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s time enough to be sayin’ that,” Lizzie interposed.
-“He’s no’ ony furder on nor a lad o’ his
-age ought to be. I’m no’ sayin’ he’s daein’ badly,
-fayther; but there’s nae sense in boastin’ aboot
-what’s jist or’nar’?&mdash;Na, Jimsie! it’s no’ time for
-jeelly yet. Tak’ what Jeannie gi’es ye, laddie.&mdash;Ay,
-the least <span class="lock">said&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“But his employer’s pleased wi’ him; he tell’t
-me as much, wife,” said John. “An’ if ye compare
-Macgreegor wi’ that young scamp, Wullie
-<span class="lock">Thomson&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, if ye compare a man wi’ a monkey, I
-daresay it’s no’ sae bad for the man. But, really,
-<span class="lock">John&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Maw, where was the man wi’ the monkey?”
-enquired Jimsie through bread and butter.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell ye after,” whispered Jeannie, and forthwith
-set her mind to improvise a story involving a
-human being and his ancestor.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s easy seen,” said Gran’paw, once more consulting
-his watch, “that Macgreegor’s workin’ for
-his wages. Surely he’ll be gettin’ overtime the
-nicht. I hope his employer’s a kind man.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve nae doot aboot that,” Lizzie returned.
-“He gi’es Macgreegor money for the car when he’s
-workin’ in the west-end.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a proper maister!” cried Mr. Purdie,
-while John smiled as much as to say, “Ay! he kens
-Macgreegor’s value!”</p>
-
-<p>“An’ I’m thinkin’,” Lizzie continued, “that
-Macgreegor walks hame an’ keeps the pennies to
-buy ceegarettes.”</p>
-
-<p>“What?” exclaimed the old man; “has the laddie
-commenced the smokin’ a’ready?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, naething to speak aboot,” said John, a
-trifle apologetically. “They commence earlier than
-they did in your day, I suppose, Maister Purdie.
-No’ that I wud smoke a ceegarette if I was paid
-for ’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s far ower young for the smokin’,” observed
-Lizzie.</p>
-
-<p>“<em>I</em> can smoke,” declared Jimsie indiscreetly.
-Jeannie pressed his arm.</p>
-
-<p>John guffawed, Gran’paw looked amused until
-Lizzie demanded: “What’s that ye’re sayin’,
-Jimsie?”</p>
-
-<p>“But I’m no’ a reg’lar smoker,” mumbled Jimsie,
-crestfallen.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” said John, with a jocular wink at his
-father-in-law, “ye’re feart ye singe yer whiskers,
-ma mannie.”</p>
-
-<p>“John,” said Lizzie, “it’s naething to joke aboot....
-Jimsie, if ever I catch ye at the smokin’, I’ll
-stop yer Seturday penny, an’ gi’e ye castor ile instead.
-D’ye hear?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hoots!” cried Gran’paw, “that’s a terrible
-severe-like punishment, Lizzie!”</p>
-
-<p>“I wud rayther tak’ ile twicet an’ get ma penny,”
-quoth Jimsie.</p>
-
-<p>“Hear, hear!” from John.</p>
-
-<p>Lizzie was about to speak when the bell rang.</p>
-
-<p>Jeannie slipped from her chair. “I’ll gang,
-Maw,” she said, and went out.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s Macgreegor,” remarked John. “Ha’e ye
-kep’ his haddie hot for him, Lizzie?”</p>
-
-<p>“What for wud I dae that?” retorted Mrs.
-Robinson in a tone of irony, going over to the oven
-and extracting a covered dish.</p>
-
-<p>“Haw!” laughed John. “I kent ye had something
-there!”</p>
-
-<p>“What for did ye ask then?”</p>
-
-<p>She came back to the table as her son entered, a
-very perceptible odour of his trade about him&mdash;an
-odour which she still secretly disliked though nearly
-three years had gone since her first whiff of it.
-“What kep’ ye?” she enquired, pleasantly enough.</p>
-
-<p>It is possible that Macgregor’s dutiful greeting to
-his grandfather prevented his answering the question.
-He appeared honestly glad to see the old
-man; yet compared with his own the latter’s greeting
-was boisterous. He returned his father’s smile,
-glanced at his mother who was engaged in filling
-his cup, winked at his young brother, and took his
-place at the table, between the two men.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’ll be wearied,” remarked John.</p>
-
-<p>“No’ extra,” he replied, stretching his tired legs
-under cover of the table.</p>
-
-<p>“Did ye walk?” his mother asked, passing him
-his tea.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’ll be three mile,” said John.</p>
-
-<p>Jeannie came from the fire and put a fresh slice
-of toast on his plate. He nodded his thanks, and
-she went to her place satisfied and assisted Jimsie
-who had got into difficulties with a jam sandwich
-that oozed all round.</p>
-
-<p>“What way did ye no’ tak’ the car, laddie?”
-enquired Lizzie.</p>
-
-<p>“I’d as sune walk,” he replied, shortly.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s fine to save the siller&mdash;eh, Macgreegor?”
-said Mr. Purdie.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor reddened.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s something new for Macgreegor to dae
-that,” Lizzie quietly observed.</p>
-
-<p>“Tits, wumman!” muttered John.</p>
-
-<p>“Wi’ their cheap cars,” put in Mr. Purdie,
-“Glesga folk are like to loss the use o’ their legs.
-It’s terrible to see the number o’ young folk that
-winna walk if they’ve a bawbee in their pooch.
-I’m gled to see Macgreegor’s no’ yin o’ them.” He
-patted Macgregor’s shoulder as he might have done
-ten years ago, and the youth moved impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m no’ complainin’ o’ Macgreegor walkin’
-when he micht tak’ the car,” said Lizzie, “but I
-wud like to see him puttin’ his savin’s to some guid
-purpose.”</p>
-
-<p>At these words Macgregor went a dull red, and
-set down his cup with a clatter.</p>
-
-<p>“Ha’e ye burnt yer mooth?” asked John, with
-quick sympathy.</p>
-
-<p>“Naw,” was the ungracious reply. “It’s naebody’s
-business whether I tak’ the car or tramp it.
-See’s the butter, Jeannie.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a short silence. An outbreak of temper
-on Macgregor’s part was not of frequent occurrence.
-Then John turned the conversation to
-a big fire that had taken place in Glasgow the previous
-night, and the son finished his meal in silence.</p>
-
-<p>At the earliest possible moment Macgregor left
-the kitchen. For some reason or other the desire
-to get away from his elders was paramount. A
-few minutes later he was in the little room which
-belonged to him and Jimsie. On the inside of the
-door was a bolt, screwed there by himself some
-months ago. He shot it now. With a towel that
-hung on the door he rubbed his wet face savagely.
-He had washed his hands in turpentine ere leaving
-the scene of his work.</p>
-
-<p>He donned a clean collar. As he was fixing his
-Sunday tie a summons came to the door. He went
-and opened it, looking cross.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, what are ye wantin’, Jimsie?”</p>
-
-<p>“Did ye bring ma putty, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“Och, I clean forgot.”</p>
-
-<p>Jimsie’s face fell. “Ye promised,” he complained.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor patted the youngster’s head. “I’ll
-bring it the morn’s nicht, as sure as death,” he said.
-“I’m sorry, Jimsie,” he added apologetically.</p>
-
-<p>“See an’ no’ forget again,” said Jimsie, and retired.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor closed the door and attended to his
-tie. Then he looked closely at his face in the mirror
-hanging near the window. He was not a particularly
-good-looking lad, yet his countenance
-suggested nothing coarse or mean. His features
-as features, however, did not concern him now.
-From his vest pocket he brought a knife, with a
-blade thinned by stone and polished by leather.
-He tried its keen edge on his thumb, shook his
-head, and applied the steel to his boot. Presently
-he began to scrape his upper lip. It pained him,
-and he desisted. Not for the first time he wished
-he had a real razor.</p>
-
-<p>Having put the knife away, he looked at his
-watch&mdash;his grandfather’s prize for “good conduct”
-of eight years ago&mdash;and proceeded hastily
-to brush his hair. His hair, as his mother had
-often remarked during his childhood, was “awfu’
-ill to lie.” For a moment or two he regarded his
-garments. He would have changed them had he
-had time&mdash;or was it courage?</p>
-
-<p>Finally he took from his pockets a key and two
-pennies. He opened a drawer in the old chest, and
-placed the pennies in a disused tobacco tin, which
-already contained a few coins. He knew very well
-the total sum therein, but he reckoned it up once
-more. One shilling and sevenpence.</p>
-
-<p>Every Saturday he handed his wages to his
-mother, who returned him sixpence. His present
-hoard was the result of two weeks’ abstinence from
-cigarettes and walking instead of taking the car.
-He knew the job in the west-end would take at least
-another week, which meant another sixpence, and
-the coming Saturday would bring a second sixpence.
-Total in the near future:&mdash;two shillings and sevenpence.
-He smiled uncertainly, and locked up the
-treasure.</p>
-
-<p>A minute later he slipped quietly into the passage
-and took his cap from its peg.</p>
-
-<p>The kitchen door opened. “Whaur are ye gaun,
-Macgreegor?” his mother asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oot,” he replied briefly, and went. Going
-down the stairs he felt sorry somehow. Sons often
-feel sorry somehow, but mothers may never know it.</p>
-
-<p>When Lizzie, hiding her hurt, had shut the
-kitchen door, Mr. Purdie said softly: “That
-question an’ that answer, ma dear, are as auld as
-human natur’.”</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>As Macgregor turned out of the tenement close
-he encountered his one-time chum, Willie Thomson.
-Macgregor might not have admitted it to his parents,
-but during the last few weeks he had been
-finding Willie’s company less and less desirable.</p>
-
-<p>Willie now put precisely the same question that
-Mrs. Robinson had put a minute earlier.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll maybe see ye later,” was Macgregor’s
-evasive response, delivered awkwardly. He passed
-on.</p>
-
-<p>“Ha’e ye a ceegarette on ye?” cried Willie, taking
-a step after him.</p>
-
-<p>“Na.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’re in a queer hurry.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll maybe see ye later,” said Macgregor again,
-increasing his speed in a curious guilty fashion.</p>
-
-<p>Willie made no attempt to overtake him. He,
-too, had been finding a certain staleness in the old
-friendship&mdash;especially since Macgregor had
-stopped his purchases of cigarettes. Willie was as
-often out of employment as in it, but he did not
-realise that he was in danger of becoming a mere
-loafer and sponge. Yet he was fond of Macgregor.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor passed from the quiet street wherein
-he lived into one of Glasgow’s highways, aglow
-with electric light, alive with noise out of all proportion
-to its traffic. He continued to walk swiftly,
-his alert eyes betraying his eagerness, for the distance
-of a couple of blocks. Then into another
-quiet street he turned, and therein his pace became
-slower and slower, until it failed altogether. Beneath
-a gas lamp he questioned his watch, his expression
-betokening considerable anxiety.</p>
-
-<p>It was a fine October night, but chilly&mdash;not that
-he gave any sign of feeling cold. For a space he
-remained motionless, gazing up the street. Possibly
-he would have liked a cigarette just then.</p>
-
-<p>As though rousing himself, he moved abruptly
-and proceeded slowly to the next lamp post, turned
-about and came back to his first halting-place, where
-he turned about again. For a long half-hour he
-continued to stroll between the two posts. Few
-persons passed him, and he did not appear to notice
-them. Indeed, it may as well be frankly admitted
-that he shamefully avoided their glances. When
-at last he did stop, it was with a sort of jerk.</p>
-
-<p>From one of the closes a girl emerged and came
-towards him.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER TWO</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">Macgregor’s</span> acquaintance with Jessie Mary was
-almost as old as himself; yet only within the last
-three months had he recognised her existence as
-having aught of importance to do with his own.
-This recognition had followed swift on the somewhat
-sudden discovery that Jessie Mary was pretty.</p>
-
-<p>The discovery was made at a picnic, organised by
-a section of the great drapery store wherein Jessie
-Mary found employment, Macgregor’s presence at
-the outing being accounted for by the fact that in a
-weak moment he had squandered a money gift
-from his grandparents on the purchase of two
-tickets for Katie, his first love (so far as we
-know), and himself. The picnic was a thorough
-success, but neither Macgregor nor Katie enjoyed
-it. It was not so much that anything came between
-them, as that something that had been between
-them departed&mdash;evaporated. There was no
-quarrel; merely a dulness, a tendency to silence, increasing
-in dreariness as the bright day wore on.
-And, at last, in the railway compartment, on the
-way home, they sat, crushed together by the crowd,
-Katie dumb with dismay, Macgregor steeped in
-gloom.</p>
-
-<p>Opposite them sat Jessie Mary and her escort, a
-young man with sleek hair, a pointed nose, several
-good teeth, and a small but exquisite black moustache.
-These two were gay along with the majority
-of the occupants of the carriage. Perhaps in
-her simple sixteen-year-old heart Katie began to
-realise that she was deserted indeed; perhaps Macgregor
-experienced prickings of shame, not that he
-had ever given or asked promises. Still, it is to
-be hoped that he did not remember then any of
-Katie’s innocent little advances of the past.</p>
-
-<p>Affection ’twixt youth and youth is such a delicate,
-sensitive thing, full of promise as the pretty
-egg of a bonny bird, and as easily broken.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor was caught by the vivacious dark
-eyes of Jessie Mary, snared by her impudent red
-mouth, held by the charm of her face, which the
-country sun had tinted with an unwonted bloom.
-Alas for the little brown mouse at his side! At
-briefer and briefer intervals he allowed his gloomy
-glance to rest on the girl opposite, while he became
-more and more convinced that the young man
-with the exquisite moustache was a “bletherin’
-idiot.” Gradually he shifted his position to the
-very edge of the seat, so as to lessen his contact
-with Katie. And when Jessie Mary, without
-warning, presented to his attention her foot in its
-cheap, stylish shoe, saying: “I wish ye wud tie
-ma lace, Macgreegor,” a strange wild thrill of pride
-ran through his being, though, to be sure, he went
-scarlet to the ears and his fingers could scarce perform
-their office. There were friends of Jessie
-Mary who declared that Macgregor never would
-have noticed her at all that day had she not been
-wearing a white frock with a scarlet belt; but that
-was grossly unfair to Jessie Mary. The animation
-and fresh coquetry of eighteen were also hers.</p>
-
-<p>Nigh three months had gone, autumn had come,
-and here in a dingy side-street the captivated youth
-had lingered on the bare chance of a glimpse of the
-same maiden in her every-day attire, his mind tormented
-by his doubts as to his reception, should she
-happen to appear.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>And now she was approaching him. For the
-life of him he could neither advance nor retire.
-Still, such of his wits as had remained faithful informed
-him that it was “stupid-like” to do nothing
-at all. Whereupon he drew out his watch and appeared
-to be profoundly interested in the time. At
-the supreme moment of encounter his surprise was,
-it must be confessed, extremely badly managed, and
-he touched his cap with the utmost diffidence and
-without a word.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo!” Jessie Mary remarked carelessly.
-“Fancy meetin’ you, as the man said to the sassige
-roll!”</p>
-
-<p>It had been a mutton-pie at their last meeting,
-Macgregor remembered, trying to laugh. Some
-comfort might have been his had he known that
-this flippancy, or its variant, was her form of greeting
-to all the young men then enjoying her acquaintance.
-Jessie Mary usually kept a joke going
-for about three months, and quite successfully, too.</p>
-
-<p>“Did ye no’ expec’ to meet me?” He stumbled
-over the words.</p>
-
-<p>Jessie Mary laughed lightly, mockingly. “I
-wasna aware yer best girl lived in this street.”</p>
-
-<p>“It&mdash;it’s no’ the first time ye’ve seen me here,”
-he managed to say.</p>
-
-<p>She laughed again. “Weel, that’s true. I wonder
-wha the girl is.” He would have told her if he
-could, poor boy. “But I must hurry,” she went on,
-“or the shops’ll be shut.”</p>
-
-<p>“Can I no’ gang wi’ ye?” he asked, with a great
-effort.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, ye can come as far as Macrorie’s,” she
-answered graciously, mentioning a provision shop.</p>
-
-<p>Young love is ever grateful for microscopic
-mercies, and Macgregor’s spirit took courage as he
-fell into step with her. Jessie Mary was a handsomely
-built young woman; her shoulder was quite
-on a level with his. There were times when he
-would fain have been taller; times, also, when
-he would fain have been older, for Jessie Mary’s
-years exceeded his own by two. Nevertheless, he
-was now thinking of her age without reference to
-his own. He was, in fact, about to speak of it,
-when Jessie Mary said:</p>
-
-<p>“I’m to get to the United Ironmongers’ dance
-on Friday week, after a’. When fayther was at
-his tea the nicht, he said I could gang.”</p>
-
-<p>She might as well have poured a jug of ice
-water over him. “Aw, did he?” he murmured
-feebly.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye should come, Macgreegor,” she continued.
-“Only three-an’-six for a ticket admittin’ lady an’
-gent.”</p>
-
-<p>“Och, I’m no’ heedin’ aboot dancin’,” said Macgregor,
-knowing full well that his going was out
-of the question.</p>
-
-<p>“It’ll be a splendid dance. They’ll keep it up
-till three,” she informed him.</p>
-
-<p>With his heart in his mouth he enquired who was
-taking her to the dance.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I ha’ena decided yet.” She gave her head
-a becoming little toss. “I’ve several offers. I’ll
-let them quarrel in the meantime.”</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps it was some consolation to know that she
-had not decided on any particular escort, and that
-the rivals were at war with one another. While
-there is strife there is hope.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay; ye’ll ha’e plenty offers,” he managed to
-say steadily, and felt rather pleased with himself.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m seriously thinking o’ wearin’ pink,” she
-told him as they turned into the main street. “It’s
-maybe a wee thing common, but I’ve been told it
-suits me.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor wondered who had told her, and
-stifling his jealousy, observed that pink was a bonny
-colour.... “But&mdash;but ye wud look fine in ony
-auld thing.” Truly he was beginning to get on.</p>
-
-<p>So, at least, Jessie Mary seemed to think.
-“Nane o’ yer flattery!” she said with a coquettish
-laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“I wud like fine to see ye at the dance,” he said
-with a sigh.</p>
-
-<p>“Come&mdash;an’ I’ll gi’e ye a couple o’ dances&mdash;three,
-if I can spare them.” Hitherto Jessie Mary
-had regarded Macgregor as a mere boy, and sometimes
-as a bit of a nuisance, but she was the sort
-of young woman who cannot have too many strings
-to her bow. “I can get ye a ticket,” she added encouragingly.</p>
-
-<p>For an instant it occurred to Macgregor to ask
-her to let him take her to the dance&mdash;he would find
-the money somehow&mdash;but the idea died in its
-birth. He could not both go to the dance and do
-that which he had already promised himself to do.
-Besides, she might laugh at him and refuse.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s nae use speakin’ aboot the dance,” he said
-regretfully. Then abruptly: “Yer birthday’s on
-Tuesday week, is’t no’?”</p>
-
-<p>Jessie Mary looked at him. His eyes were on
-the pavement. “Wha tell’t ye that?”</p>
-
-<p>“I heard ye speakin’ aboot yer birthday to somebody
-at the picnic.”</p>
-
-<p>“My! ye’ve a memory!”</p>
-
-<p>“But it’s on Tuesday week&mdash;the twinty-third?
-I was wantin’ to be sure.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, it’s the twinty-third, sure enough.”
-She heaved an affected sigh. “Nineteen! I’m
-gettin’ auld, Macgreegor. Time I was gettin’ a
-lad! Eh?” She laughed at his confusion of
-face. “But what for d’ye want to ken aboot ma
-birthday?” she innocently enquired, becoming
-graver.</p>
-
-<p>The ingenuousness of the question helped him.</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, I jist wanted to ken, Jessie Mary. Never
-heed aboot it. I hope ye’ll enjoy the dance&mdash;when
-it comes.” This was quite a long speech for
-Macgregor to make, but it might have been even
-longer had they not just then arrived at the provision
-shop.</p>
-
-<p>“Here we are,” said she cheerfully. She had
-the decency to ignore the smile of the young man
-behind the counter&mdash;the young man with the sharp
-nose and exquisite black moustache; nor did she
-appear to notice another young man on the opposite
-pavement who was also gazing quite openly
-at her. “Here we are, an’ here we part&mdash;to meet
-again, I hope,” she added, with a softer glance.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll wait till ye’ve got yer messages,” said Macgregor,
-holding his ground.</p>
-
-<p>She gave him her sweetest smile but one. “Na,
-Macgreegor; it’ll tak’ me a while to get the messages,
-an’ I’ve ither places to gang afterwards.
-Maybe I’ll see ye floatin’ aroun’ anither nicht.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I’m no’ in a hurry. I&mdash;I wish ye wud let
-me wait.”</p>
-
-<p>Her very sweetest smile was reserved for the
-most stubborn cases, and she gave it him now. But
-her voice though gentle was quite firm. “If ye
-want to please me, Macgreegor, ye’ll no’ wait the
-nicht.”</p>
-
-<p>He was conquered. She nodded kindly and entered
-the doorway.</p>
-
-<p>“Guidbye, Jessie Mary,” he murmured, and
-turned away.</p>
-
-<p>There were no other customers in the shop.
-Jessie Mary took a seat at the counter. The young
-man, stroking his moustache, gave her a good-evening
-tenderly.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m to get to the dance,” she said, solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>The young man’s hand fell to his side. “Wi’
-me?” he cried, very eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>“I ha’ena made up ma mind yet, Peter. I want
-a pair o’ kippers&mdash;the biggest ye’ve got.”</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER THREE</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">The</span> outside of the shop had been painted but
-recently. Above door and window were blazoned
-in large gilt letters the words:</p>
-
-<p class="center">STATIONERY <span class="sc lowercase">AND</span> FANCY GOODS.</p>
-
-<p class="unindent">Just over the doorway was very modestly printed
-in white the name of the proprietor:</p>
-
-<p class="center sc">M. Tod.</p>
-
-<p>What the <em>M</em> stood for nobody knew (or cared)
-unless, perhaps, the person so designated; and it is
-almost conceivable that she had forgotten, considering
-that for five and thirty years she had never
-heard herself addressed save as Miss Tod.</p>
-
-<p>For five and thirty years M. Tod had kept her
-shop without assistance. For five and thirty years
-she had lived in the shop and its back room, rarely
-going out of doors except to church on Sunday
-mornings. The grocer along the way had a standing
-order: practically all the necessaries of life, as
-M. Tod understood them, could be supplied from
-a grocer’s shop. A time had been when M. Tod
-saved money; but the last ten years had witnessed
-a steady shrinking of custom, a dwindling in hopes
-for a peaceful, comfortable old age, a shrinking and
-dwindling in M. Tod herself. A day came when
-a friendly customer and gossip was startled to behold
-M. Tod suddenly flop to the floor behind the
-counter.</p>
-
-<p>A doctor, hastily summoned, brought her back to
-a consciousness of her drab existence and dingy
-shop. She was soon ready to go on with both as
-though nothing had happened. The doctor, however,
-warned her quite frankly that if she did not
-take proper nourishment, moderate exercise and
-abundance of fresh air, she would speedily find
-herself beyond need of these things.</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod did not want to die, and since she never
-laughed at anything she could not laugh at the
-doctor. To some of us life is like a cup of bitter
-physic with a lump of sugar at the bottom, but no
-spoon to stir it up with; life, therefore, must be
-sweet&mdash;sooner or later.</p>
-
-<p>On the other hand, obedience to the doctor would
-involve considerable personal expenditure, not to
-mention the engaging of an assistant. When M.
-Tod had reckoned up the remnants of her savings
-and estimated her financial position generally, she
-incontinently groaned. Nevertheless, she presently
-proceeded to prepare a two-line advertisement for
-the <cite>Evening Express</cite>. She was still in the throes of
-composition&mdash;endeavouring to say in twenty
-words what she thought in two hundred&mdash;when
-Mr. Baldwin, traveller for a firm of fancy-goods
-merchants, entered the shop. Acquainted with his
-kindly manner in the past, she ventured to confide
-to him her present difficulties.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Baldwin was not only sympathetic but helpful.</p>
-
-<p>“Why,” said he, “my niece Christina might suit
-you&mdash;in fact, I’m sure she would. She is nearly
-sixteen, and only yesterday finished a full course of
-book-keeping. More than that, Miss Tod, she has
-had experience in the trade. Her aunt before her
-marriage to&mdash;er&mdash;myself&mdash;had a little business
-like your own, at the coast. I had thought of getting
-Christina a situation in the wholesale, but I
-believe it would be better for her to be here, for a
-time at least. I know she is keen on a place where
-she can have her own way&mdash;I mean to say, have
-room to carry out her own ideas.” Mr. Baldwin
-halted in some confusion, but speedily recovered.
-“Anyway,” he went on, “give her a trial. Let me
-send her along to see you this evening.”</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod assented, possibly because she feared to
-hurt the traveller’s feelings. “Nearly sixteen”
-and “keen on a place where she can have her own
-way” did not sound precisely reassuring to the old
-woman who had no experience of young folk, and
-who had been her own mistress for so long.</p>
-
-<p>That evening Christina came, saw and, after a
-little hesitation, conquered her doubts as to the suitability
-of the situation. “I’ll manage her easy,”
-she said to herself while attending with the utmost
-demureness to M. Tod’s recital of the duties required
-of her assistant&mdash;“I’ll manage her easy.”</p>
-
-<p>Within six months she had made good her unuttered
-words.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>It was Saturday afternoon. M. Tod was about
-to leave the shop for an airing. Time takes back
-no wrinkles, yet M. Tod seemed younger than a
-year ago. She had lost the withered, yellowed
-complexion of those who worship continually in
-the Temple of Tannin; her movements were freer;
-her voice no longer fell at the end of every sentence
-on a note of hopelessness. Though she had grown
-some months older, she had become years less
-aged. She glanced round her shop with an air of
-pride.</p>
-
-<p>From behind the counter Christina, with a
-kindly, faintly amused smile, watched her.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” remarked M. Tod, “everything looks
-vera nice&mdash;vera nice, indeed, dearie. I can see
-ye’ve done yer best to follow ma instructions.”</p>
-
-<p>It had become a habit with M. Tod to express
-observations of this sort prior to going out, a habit,
-also, to accept all Christina’s innovations and improvements
-as originally inspired by herself.
-Even the painting of the shop, which, when first
-mooted by the girl, had seemed about as desirable
-as an earthquake, had gradually become her very
-own bright idea. Happily Christina had no difficulty
-in tolerating such gentle injustices; as a matter
-of fact, she preferred that her mistress should
-be managed unawares.</p>
-
-<p>“Tak’ a squint at the window when ye gang oot,”
-she said, pleasantly. “Ye ha’ena seen it since it
-was dressed. There’s a heap o’ cheap trash in it,
-but it’s trash that draws the public noo-a-days.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I wudna say that, dearie,” said the old
-woman. “I’ve aye tried to gi’e folk guid value.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay! Ma aunt was like that&mdash;near ruined
-hersel’ tryin’ to gi’e the public what it didna want.
-What the public wants is gorgeousness&mdash;an’ it
-wants it cheap. Abyssinian Gold an’ papermashy
-leather an’ so on. See thon photo-frames!”&mdash;Christina
-pointed&mdash;“the best sellin’ photo-frames
-ever we had! In a week or so, they get wearit
-sittin’ on the mantel-piece, an’ doon they fa’ wi’ a
-broken leg; in a fortnight they look as if they had
-been made in the year ten B.C.! Behold thon
-purses! Safer to carry yer cash in a paper poke,
-but the public canna resist the real, <em>genuine</em> silver
-mounts. Observe <span class="lock">thon&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Weel, weel,” Miss Tod mildly interrupted,
-“it’s maybe as ye say, an’ I canna deny that custom’s
-improvin’. But it’s a sad pity that folk
-winna buy the <span class="lock">best&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, let the folk pity theirsel’s&mdash;when they get
-sense&mdash;an’ that’ll no’ be this year. Gi’e them what
-they want, an’ never heed what they need. That’s
-the motto for a shop-keeper. Come ower here for
-a minute till I sort yer bonnet, or ye’ll be lossin’
-twa o’ yer grapes. I hear figs an’ onions is to be
-the favourite trimmin’ next Spring. Ye could dae
-wi’ a new bonnet, Miss Tod.”</p>
-
-<p>“So I could,” the old woman wistfully admitted
-as she submitted her headgear to her assistant’s
-deft fingers. “I couldna say when I got this yin.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m no’ keen on dates. But”&mdash;encouragingly&mdash;“we’ll
-tak’ stock next week, an’ when
-we’ve struck the half-year’s balance I’ll no’ be surprised
-if ye tak’ the plunge an’ burst a pound-note
-at the milliner’s.” Christina administered a final
-pat to the ancient bonnet. “Noo ye’re ready for
-the road. See an’ no’ catch cold. I’ll ha’e the
-kettle at the bile against yer return at five.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll no’ be late,” replied M. Tod who, to tell the
-truth, was already wishing it were tea-time, and
-moved to the door.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose,” said Christina, “ye wudna care to
-call at the Reverend Mr. McTavish’s an’ politely
-ask for payment o’ his account&mdash;consistin’ chiefly
-o’ sermon-paper. He’s a whale for sermon-paper!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dearie, dearie, I couldna dae that,” faltered
-M. Tod, and made her escape.</p>
-
-<p>“If that account isna paid sune,” Christina murmured,
-“I’ll ha’e to gang masel’ an’ put the fear o’
-death into the man. Business is business&mdash;even
-when it’s releegious.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked round the shop to discover if aught
-required her attention; then being satisfied that
-nought could be improved, she seated herself on
-the stool and prepared to do a little book-keeping.</p>
-
-<p>As she dipped her pen, however, the door of the
-shop was slowly opened, the bell above it banged,
-and a young man&mdash;so she reckoned him&mdash;came
-in. In her quick way, though she had never seen
-him before, she put him down in her mind as a
-purchaser of a half-penny football paper. But having
-recovered from the alarm of the bell and carefully
-shut the door, he hesitated, surveying his surroundings.</p>
-
-<p>Christina flung back her thick plait of fair
-hair, slipped from the stool, and came to attention.</p>
-
-<p>“Nice day,” she remarked in her best manner.
-She contrived to get away from the vernacular in
-her business dealings.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” The young man smiled absently.</p>
-
-<p>“Nice teeth,” thought Christina. (That Macgregor’s
-teeth were good was entirely due to his
-mother’s firmness in the matter of brushing them
-during his younger days. He was inclined to be
-proud of them now.)</p>
-
-<p>“Just take a look round,” she said aloud.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor acknowledged the invitation with a
-nod.</p>
-
-<p>“Was it anything special you wanted to see?”
-she enquired.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor regarded her for a moment. “I had
-a look at yer window,” he said, his eyes wandering
-once more, “but I seen naething dearer nor a
-shillin’.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” exclaimed Christina. Then recovering
-her dignity&mdash;“The window is merely a popular
-display. We have plenty of more expensive goods
-within.” She felt pleased at having said “within”
-instead of “inside.”</p>
-
-<p>At the word “expensive” Macgregor shrank.
-“Aboot half-a-croon?” he said diffidently, taking
-a step towards the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Half-a-croon <em>and</em> upwards,” said Christina
-very distinctly. As a matter of fact, the shop contained
-few articles priced as high as two shillings,
-the neighbourhood not being noted for its affluence;
-but one of Christina’s mottoes was “First catch
-your customer and then rook him.” “Oh, yes,”
-she added pleasantly, “our goods at half-a-crown
-are abundant.”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment Macgregor doubted she was laughing
-at him, but a veiled glance at her earnest face
-reassured him&mdash;nay, encouraged him. He had
-never bought a present for a lady before, and felt
-his position keenly. Indeed, he had left his home
-district to make the purchase in order that he might
-do so unrecognised.</p>
-
-<p>So with a shy, appealing smile he said:</p>
-
-<p>“It’s for a present.”</p>
-
-<p>“A present. Certainly!” she replied, lapsing a
-trifle in the excitement of the moment. “Male or
-female?”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor gave her an honest stare.</p>
-
-<p>“Is it for a lady or gent?” she enquired, less
-abashed by the stare than annoyed with herself for
-having used the wrong phrase.</p>
-
-<p>“Lady,” said Macgregor, with an attempt at
-boldness, and felt himself getting hot.</p>
-
-<p>“Will you kindly step this way?” came the polite
-invitation.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor proceeded to the counter and bumped
-his knee against the chair that stood there.</p>
-
-<p>“Useful or ornamental?”</p>
-
-<p>“I&mdash;I dinna ken,” he answered between his
-teeth.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll break that chair’s neck for it some day!”
-cried Christina, her natural sympathy for suffering
-getting the better of her commercial instincts.
-Then she coughed in her best style. “Do you
-think the young lady would like something to
-wear?”</p>
-
-<p>“I dinna ken, I’m sure.” Macgregor pushed
-back his cap and scratched his head. “Let’s see
-what ye’ve got for wearin’ an’&mdash;an’ no’ for
-wearin’.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina, too, nearly scratched her head. She
-was striving to think where she could lay hands on
-articles for which she could reasonably charge half-a-crown.</p>
-
-<p>Without very noticeable delay she turned to a
-drawer, and presently displayed a small green oblong
-box. She opened it.</p>
-
-<p>“This is a nice fountain-pen,” she explained.
-“Its price has been <span class="lock">reduced&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Aw, I’m no’ heedin’ aboot reduced things,
-thank ye a’ the same.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll make it two shillings to you,” Christina said
-persuasively. “That’s a very drastic reduction.”
-Which was perfectly true. On the other hand, the
-pen was an old model which she had long despaired
-of selling. “Nothing could be more suitable for a
-young lady,” she added, exhibiting the nib. “Real
-gold.”</p>
-
-<p>But Macgregor shook his head.</p>
-
-<p>With apparent cheerfulness she laid the pen aside.
-“It’s for a <em>young</em> lady, I think you said?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, it’s for a young lady, but she’s no’ that
-young either. Aboot ma ain age, maybe.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina nearly said “about twelve, I suppose,”
-but refrained. She was learning to subdue her
-tendency to chaff. “I perceive,” she said gravely.
-“Is she fond of needlework?”</p>
-
-<p>“I couldna say. She’s gettin’ a pink dress, but
-I think her mither’s sewin’ it for her.”</p>
-
-<p>“A pink dress!” muttered Christina, forgetting
-herself. “Oh, Christopher Columbus!” She
-turned away sharply.</p>
-
-<p>“Eh?”</p>
-
-<p>“She’ll be a brunette?” said Christina calmly,
-though her cheeks were flushed.</p>
-
-<p>“I couldna say,” said Macgregor again.</p>
-
-<p>Christina brought forward a tray of glittering
-things. “These combs are much worn at present,”
-she informed him. “Observe the jewels.”</p>
-
-<p>“They’ll no’ be real,” said Macgregor doubtfully.</p>
-
-<p>“Well&mdash;a&mdash;no. Not exactly <em>real</em>. But everybody
-weers&mdash;wears imitation jewellery nowadays.
-The west-end’s full of it&mdash;chock-a-block, in fact.”
-She held up a pair of combs of almost blinding
-beauty. “Chaste&mdash;ninepence each.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” sighed Macgregor, “but I’m no’
-<span class="lock">sure&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Silver belt&mdash;quite the rage&mdash;one shilling.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor remembered the scarlet belt at the
-picnic. He had a vague vision of a gift of his in
-its place. He held out his hand for the glittering
-object.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t happen to know the size of the
-lady’s waist?” said Christina in a most discreet
-tone of voice.</p>
-
-<p>“I couldna say.” He laid down the belt, but
-kept looking at it.</p>
-
-<p>“Excuse me,” she said softly, lifting the belt
-and fastening it round her waist. She was wearing
-a navy skirt and a scarlet flannel shirt, with a white
-collar and black tie. “My waist is just about medium.”
-She proceeded to put the combs in her
-hair. “Of course they would look better on a
-brunette.” She permitted herself the faintest of
-smiles. “But you can see how they look when
-they’re being worn.”</p>
-
-<p>as there a hint of mockery in the bright grey-blue
-eyes? Macgregor did not observe it; nor was
-he shocked by the crudity and gaudiness of the
-ornaments in broad daylight. But perhaps the general
-effect was not so shocking. Christina, having
-previously experimented with the ornaments, had
-a pretty good idea of how they appeared upon her.
-It would be difficult to describe precisely what Macgregor
-thought just then, but it is to be feared that
-he made the sudden and unexpected discovery that
-Jessie Mary was not the only pretty girl in the
-world.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tak’ them,” he said uneasily, and put his
-hand in his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” said Christina. “Will that be
-all to-day?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay; that’ll be a’.” He had purposed spending
-the odd penny of his fund on a birthday card, but
-for some undefinable reason let the coin fall back
-into his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>Christina proceeded to make a neat parcel.
-“You’re a stranger here,” she remarked pleasantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay. But I dinna live far awa’.” Now that
-the ordeal was over, he was feeling more at ease.
-“Ye’ve a nice shop, miss.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think so? I’m very glad you got
-something to suit you in it. Thank you! Half-a-crown&mdash;two-and-six
-exactly. <em>Good</em> afternoon!”</p>
-
-<p>It may be that Macgregor would have stopped to
-make a remark or two on his own account, but
-just then an elderly woman entered the shop.</p>
-
-<p>“Guidbye, Miss,” he murmured, touching his
-cap, and departed with his purchase.</p>
-
-<p>Christina dropped the silver into the till. To
-herself she said: “I doobt he’s no’ as green as
-he’s cabbage-lookin’.” Aloud: “Nice day, Mrs.
-Dunn. Is your little grandson quite well again?”</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER FOUR</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">For</span> some weeks Macgregor had nourished an
-idea of making the birthday presentation with his
-own hands. In fancy he had beheld his own gallant
-proffering of the gifts, and Jessie Mary’s shy
-acceptance of the same. Why he should have
-foreseen himself bold and Jessie Mary bashful is
-a question that may be left to those who have the
-profound insight necessary to diagnose the delicate
-workings of a youthful and lovelorn imagination.
-At the same time he had harboured many hopeful
-fears and fearful hopes, but to divulge these in detail
-would be sacrilege.</p>
-
-<p>On the day following the purchase of the gifts,
-however, his original plan, so simple and straightforward,
-would seem to have lost something of its
-attractiveness. Perhaps he was suddenly assailed
-by the cowardice of modesty; possibly he argued,
-in effect, that the offering would gain in importance
-by impersonal delivery. At all events, he endeavoured,
-on the way to church, to borrow from Willie
-Thomson the sum of threepence&mdash;the charge for
-delivery demanded by a heartless post-office. Unfortunately
-Willie’s finances just then were in a
-most miserable state, so much so that on this very
-morning he had been compelled to threaten his
-aunt, with whom and on whom he lived, with the
-awful vow never to enter a church again unless she
-supplied him with twopence on the spot. (This,
-of course, in addition to the customary penny for
-“the plate.”)</p>
-
-<p>He jingled the coins in his pocket while he confided
-to Macgregor his tale of a hard world, and
-continued to do so while he waited for the sympathy
-which past experience of his friend led him
-to expect.</p>
-
-<p>It was therefore something of a shock to Willie
-when Macgregor, privately fondling the penny
-which he had not spent on a birthday card, replied:
-“I could manage wi’ the tuppence, Wullie. An’
-I’ll pay ye back on Seturday, sure.”</p>
-
-<p>“Eh?” Willie stopped jingling and clutched
-his coins tightly.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor repeated his words hopefully.</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, but I canna len’ ye the tuppence,” said
-Willie, almost resentfully; adding, “But I’ll gi’e
-ye a ceegarette or twa when I buy some.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m no’ wantin’ yer ceegarettes,” Macgregor returned,
-his eyes on the pavement.</p>
-
-<p>Willie shot at him a curious glance. “What for
-d’ye want the tuppence? Ha’e ye been bettin’ on
-horses?”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment Macgregor was tempted to plead
-guilty of that or any other crime on the chance of
-gaining the other’s sympathies and pence. Instead,
-however, he answered with caution: “I’ll maybe
-tell ye, if ye’ll len’ me the tuppence.”</p>
-
-<p>Willie laughed. “I’m no’ sae green. Ye best
-get yer fayther to gi’e ye the money.”</p>
-
-<p>“Clay up!” snapped Macgregor, and remained
-silent for the rest of the journey.</p>
-
-<p>Had the money been required for any other object
-in the world, Macgregor would probably have
-gone straightway to his father and frankly asked
-for it. But the limits of confidence between son
-and parent are reached when the subject is a girl.
-Nevertheless, it was to the boy’s credit that he
-never dreamed of attempting to obtain his father’s
-help under false pretences.</p>
-
-<p>That night he came to the dismal decision to
-deliver the package himself at Jessie Mary’s door,
-at an hour when Jessie Mary would be certain to
-be out. There was nothing else for it, as far as
-he could see just then.</p>
-
-<p>The following morning’s light found him at his
-work&mdash;no longer, alas! in the far west-end with
-its windfall of pennies for the car, but in the heart
-of the city. The man under whom he worked
-found him so slow and stupid that he threatened to
-report him to his employer. Altogether it was a
-dreary day, and Macgregor, who usually paid
-enough attention to his duties to escape the burden
-of time, was more than glad when the last working
-hour had dragged to its close.</p>
-
-<p>He went home by an unaccustomed though not
-entirely unfamiliar route. It led him past the shop
-wherein he had made the birthday purchases on
-Saturday afternoon. The window was more
-brightly illuminated than the majority of its neighbours;
-the garish contents were even more attractive
-than in daylight. Macgregor found himself
-regarding them with a half-hearted interest.
-Presently he noticed that one of the sliding glass
-panels at the back of the window was open a few
-inches. This aperture permitted him to see the following:
-A hand writing a letter on a sloping desk,
-a long plait of fair hair over a scarlet shoulder,
-and a youthful profile with an expression very much
-in earnest yet cheerful withal.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor could not help watching the writer,
-and he continued to do so for several minutes with
-increasingly lively interest. He was even wondering
-to whom the letter might be written, when the
-writer, having dipped her pen too deeply, made a
-horrid, big blot. She frowned and for an instant
-put out her tongue. Then, having regarded the
-blot for a space with a thoughtful gaze, she seized
-the pen and with a few deft touches transformed
-the blot into the semblance of a black beetle.
-Whereupon she smiled with such transparent delight
-that Macgregor smiled also.</p>
-
-<p>“What are ye grinnin’ at?” said a voice at his
-elbow.</p>
-
-<p>He turned to discover Willie Thomson. At no
-time in the whole course of their friendship had he
-felt a keener desire to hit Willie on his impudent
-nose. “Naething,” he muttered shortly. “Are
-ye gaun hame?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” said Willie, noting the other’s discomposure,
-but not referring to it directly. “This isna
-yer usual road hame.”</p>
-
-<p>“Depends whaur I’m comin’ frae,” returned
-Macgregor, quickening his pace. “Ha’e ye got a
-job yet, Wullie?” he enquired more graciously.</p>
-
-<p>“I tried yin the day, but it’s no’ gaun to suit me.
-But I’ve earned ninepence. I can len’ ye thon
-thruppence, if ye like.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, I’m no’ needin’ it noo.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, ha’e a ceegarette.” Willie produced a
-yellow packet.</p>
-
-<p>“Na, I’m no’ smokin’, Wullie.”</p>
-
-<p>“What’s wrang wi’ ye?”</p>
-
-<p>“Naething.... What sort of job was ye
-tryin’?”</p>
-
-<p>Willie told him, and thereafter proceeded to recount
-as many grievances as there had been hours in
-his working day. Macgregor encouraged him to
-enter into all sorts of detail, so that home was
-reached without reference to the shop window
-which had caused him amusement.</p>
-
-<p>“So long,” said Willie, lighting a fresh cigarette.
-“Maybe see ye later.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, it’s likely,” Macgregor replied, and turned
-into the close, glad to escape.</p>
-
-<p>“Haud on!” cried Willie.</p>
-
-<p>“What?” Macgregor halted with reluctance.</p>
-
-<p>Willie sniggered. “I seen ye wi’ Jessie Mary
-the ither nicht.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did ye?” retorted Macgregor feebly.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay; an’ if I was you, I wud let girls alane.
-They’re nae fun, an’ they’re awfu’ expensive.”</p>
-
-<p>With which sage advice Willie walked off.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor made up his mind not to leave the
-house that evening, yet eight o’clock found him at
-the foot of the street wherein Jessie Mary lived.
-But he did not go up the street, and at the end of
-five minutes he strolled the way he had taken two
-hours earlier. As he approached a certain shop the
-light in its window went out. He marched home
-quickly, looking neither right nor left.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>On the following evening he hired a small boy
-for the sum of one halfpenny to deliver the package
-to Jessie Mary at her abode, and straightway returned
-to the parental fireside, where he blushed at
-the welcome accorded him.</p>
-
-<p>That night, however, fate willed it that John
-Robinson should run out of tobacco. Macgregor,
-who had been extremely restless, expressed himself
-ready to step down to the tobacco shop in the main
-street.</p>
-
-<p>Here it must be mentioned that the gifts had
-reached Jessie Mary at precisely the right moment.
-They had raised her spirits from the depths of despair
-to at least the lower heights of hope. Only an
-hour before their arrival she had learned how the
-young man with the exquisite moustache had
-treacherously invited another young lady to accompany
-him to the Ironmongers’ dance; and although
-to the ordinary mind this may appear to have been
-the simple result of a lack of superhuman patience
-on the young man’s part, Jessie Mary could perceive
-in it nothing but the uttermost perfidy. So
-that until the arrival of Macgregor’s present&mdash;“to
-J. M. from M. with best wishes” (an “l” had
-been scraped out where the second “w” now
-stood)&mdash;she had felt like tearing the pink frock
-to tatters and preparing for the tomb.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>They met near the tobacconist’s&mdash;on Macgregor’s
-home side, by the way&mdash;and he could not
-have looked more guilty had he sent her an infernal
-machine.</p>
-
-<p>“It was awful kind o’ ye,” she said sweetly;
-“jist <em>awful</em> kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, it was naething,” he stammered.</p>
-
-<p>“They’re jist lovely, an’ that fashionable,” she
-went on, and gradually led the conversation to the
-subject of the United Ironmongers’ dance.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye should come,” she said, “an’ see hoo nice I
-look wi’ them on. The belt’ll be lovely wi’ ma pink
-frock. An’ the combs was surely made for black
-hair like mines. Of course I tried them on the
-minute I got them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did ye?” murmured Macgregor. Where was
-all the feverish joy, the soft rapture anticipated
-three nights ago? “Did ye?”&mdash;that was all he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>She made allowance for his youth and the bashfulness
-she had so often experienced. “Macgreegor,”
-she whispered, slipping her hand through
-his arm, in the darkness of the street leading to her
-home, “Macgreegor, I believe I wud suner dance
-wi’ you than onybody else.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor seemed to have nothing to say. The
-touch of her hand was pleasant, and yet he was
-uneasy.</p>
-
-<p>“Macgreegor,” she said presently, a little breathlessly,
-“I’m no’ heedin’ aboot ony o’ the chaps that
-wants to tak’ me to the dance. If ye had a
-ticket&mdash;&mdash;” She paused. They had halted in the
-close-mouth, as it is locally termed. “I’m sayin’,
-Macgreegor, if ye had a ticket&mdash;&mdash;” She paused
-again.</p>
-
-<p>The boy felt foolish and wretched. “But I
-canna gang to the dance, Jessie Mary,” he managed
-to say.</p>
-
-<p>She leaned closer to him. “It’ll be a splendid
-dance&mdash;at least”&mdash;she looked at him boldly&mdash;“it
-wud be splendid if you and me was gaun thegether.”</p>
-
-<p>In his wildest of wild dreams he may have
-thought of kissing this girl. He might have done
-it now&mdash;quite easily.</p>
-
-<p>But he didn’t&mdash;he couldn’t.</p>
-
-<p>“Na; I canna gang,” he said. “An’&mdash;an’ ma
-fayther’ll be waitin’ for his tobacco. Guidnicht.”
-He glanced at her with a miserable smile, and departed&mdash;bolted.</p>
-
-<p>Poor Jessie Mary with her little natural vanities!</p>
-
-<p>Poor Macgregor! He went home hot and
-ashamed&mdash;he could not have told why. He did
-not grudge the gifts, yet vaguely wished he had not
-given them.</p>
-
-<p>And he dreamed that night of, among other queer
-things, a shop window, a plait of fair hair on a
-scarlet shoulder, and a black beetle.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER FIVE</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">“Mercy</span>, laddie!” exclaimed Mrs. Robinson, as
-her son entered the kitchen, a little late for tea.
-“What ha’e ye been daein’ to yer face?”</p>
-
-<p>The colour induced by the question seemed
-almost to extinguish the hectic spot at Macgregor’s
-left cheek-bone.</p>
-
-<p>“Washin’ it,” he answered shortly, taking his
-accustomed chair.</p>
-
-<p>“But it’s cut.”</p>
-
-<p>“Tits, Lizzie!” muttered Mr. Robinson. “Are
-ye for toast, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s been shavin’ his whiskers,” said Jimsie.
-“Did ye no’ ken Macgreegor’s gettin’ whiskers,
-Maw?” he went on in spite of a warning pressure
-from sister Jeannie. “Paw, what way dae folk
-get whiskers?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear knows,” returned his father briefly.
-“Lizzie, can ye no’ gi’e Macgreegor a cup o’ tea?”</p>
-
-<p>Lizzie lifted the cosy from the brown teapot.
-“Where did ye get the razor, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“He hasna got a razor, Maw,” said Jimsie.
-“He does it wi’ a wee knife.”</p>
-
-<p>“Shurrup!” Macgreegor growled, whereupon
-Jimsie choked and his eyes filled with tears.</p>
-
-<p>“Macgreegor,” said his mother, “that’s no’ the
-way to speak to yer wee brither.”</p>
-
-<p>“Macgreegor,” said his sister, “I’ll mak’ ye a bit
-o’ hot toast, if ye like.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, Jeannie,” said John quickly, “mak’ him
-a bit o’ hot toast, an’ I’ll look after Jimsie.” He
-turned the conversation to the subject of a great
-vessel that had been launched into the Clyde that
-morning.</p>
-
-<p>Sullenly Macgregor took the cup from his
-mother’s hand and forthwith devoted his attention
-to his meal. Seldom had resentment taken such
-possession of his soul. Another word from his
-mother or Jimsie, and he would have retorted
-violently and flung out of the room. The mild intervention
-of his sister and father had saved a
-scene. Though his face cooled, his heart remained
-hot; though hungry, he ate little, including the
-freshly made toast, which he accepted with a gracelessness
-that probably shamed him even more than
-it hurt Jeannie. Poor sensitive, sulky youth!&mdash;a
-hedge-hog with its skin turned outside-in could not
-suffer more.</p>
-
-<p>For the first time in the course of his married
-life John Robinson really doubted Lizzie’s discretion.
-It was with much diffidence, however, that
-he referred to the matter after Macgregor had
-gone out, and while Jeannie was superintending
-Jimsie’s going to bed.</p>
-
-<p>“Lizzie,” he began, eyeing his cold pipe, “did
-ye happen to notice that Macgreegor was a wee
-thing offended the nicht?”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Robinson did not halt in her business of
-polishing a bread plate. “Macgreegor’s gettin’
-ower easy offended,” she said, carelessly enough.</p>
-
-<p>John struck a match and held it without application
-to his pipe until the flame scorched his hardened
-fingers. “Speakin’ frae experience,” he said
-slowly, “there’s twa things that a young man tak’s
-vera serious-like. The <span class="lock">first&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Wha’s the young man?”</p>
-
-<p>“Macgreegor.... Aw, Lizzie!”</p>
-
-<p>“Macgreegor’s a laddie.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s a young man&mdash;an’ fine ye ken it, wife!”</p>
-
-<p>Lizzie put down the plate and took up another.
-“An’ what does he tak’ serious-like?” she
-enquired, coolly.</p>
-
-<p>“Firstly,” said John, with a great effort, and
-stuck.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’ll be preachin’ a sermon directly,” said she.
-“Can ye no’ licht yer pipe an’ speak nateral?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hoo can I speak nateral when I ken ye’re
-makin’ a mock o’ me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Havers, man!” she said, becoming good-humoured
-lest he should lose his temper; “licht yer
-pipe. I’m listenin’.”</p>
-
-<p>John lit his pipe in exceedingly methodical
-fashion. “Weel, Lizzie,” he began at last, “I jist
-wanted to say that when a young man’s gettin’ hair
-on his face, ye&mdash;ye shouldna notice it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I didna notice it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, ye shouldna refer to it.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was the cut I referred to.”</p>
-
-<p>John sucked at his pipe and scratched his head.
-“That’s true,” he admitted. “Still, if yer sister
-had a wudden leg, ye wudna refer to the noise on
-the stair. It wasna like ye, Lizzie, to hurt Macgreegor’s
-feelin’s.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Robinson put down the plate with an unusual
-clatter. Hurt Macgreegor’s feelings!&mdash;She?&mdash;The
-idea! “Are ye feenished?” she snapped.</p>
-
-<p>John nerved himself. “There’s anither thing
-that it’s best no’ to refer to&mdash;anither thing that a
-young man tak’s vera serious-like. When a young
-man begins to tak’ an interest in the <span class="lock">lassies&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, man, can ye no stop haverin’?” she cried.
-“Ha’e ye forgot the laddie’s age?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s the shavin’ age, an’ that <span class="lock">means&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Ma brither Rubbert was nineteen afore he put
-a razor to his face.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yer brither Rubbert was never what I wud
-ca’ a female fancier. Of course that wasna his
-fau’t; he was jist as the Lord made him, and he’s
-turned oot a vera successful man, an’ for a’ we ken
-his wife Sarah’s maybe better nor she’s bonny.
-But yer son <span class="lock">Macgreegor&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Macgreegor wud never look at the lassies.
-He’s ower shy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Whiles it’s the kind that doesna look that leaps
-the furdest. But there’s waur things in the world
-nor razors and lassies,” said John, with a feeble
-laugh, “an’ I jist wanted to warn ye no’ to ask
-questions, even though ye should see Macgreegor
-weerin’ his Sunday tie every nicht in the week! I
-hope ye’re no’ offended, Lizzie.”</p>
-
-<p>But it is to be feared that Lizzie was offended
-just then. She had not been the better half for
-eighteen years without knowing it; she had grown
-to expect her easy-going husband’s cheerful acquiescence
-in practically all she did, and to regard
-her acceptance of his most mild remonstrances as
-a sort of favour. And now he was actually giving
-her advice concerning her treatment of her firstborn!
-It was too much for her pride.</p>
-
-<p>She set her mouth in a hard line, threw up her
-head, and proceeded with her polishing.</p>
-
-<p>John waited for a couple of minutes, then sighed
-and took up his evening paper.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile Macgregor was having his troubles.
-He contrived to dodge Willie Thomson, who nowadays
-seemed always to be where he was not
-wanted, but the operation involved a <em>detour</em> of
-nearly a quarter of a mile, in the course of which
-he was held up by another youth of his acquaintance.
-Ten minutes were wasted in listening with
-ill-concealed impatience to fatuous observations
-on the recent play of certain professional footballers,
-and then he continued his journey only to
-fall, metaphorically speaking, into the arms of
-Jessie Mary emerging from a shop.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Mac! I thought ye was deid!” was
-her blithe greeting, the “sausage roll” phrase
-having at long last served its day. “Ye’re in a
-hurry,” she added, “but so am I, so ye can walk
-back to the corner wi’ me.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor mumbled something to the effect that
-he was in no special hurry, and, possibly in order
-to give a touch of truth to his falsehood, turned
-and accompanied her.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’ve no’ been gi’ein’ the girls a treat lately,”
-she remarked. “I ha’ena noticed ye floatin’
-aroun’. Ha’e ye been keepin’ the hoose at nicht?”</p>
-
-<p>“Whiles,” he replied, and enquired with some
-haste, “Hoo did ye enjoy the dance last week,
-Jessie?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dinna mention it!” she cried, with a toss
-of her head. “I didna gang to it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye didna gang to the dance!”</p>
-
-<p>“If I had went, it wud ha’e meant bloodshed,”
-she impressively informed him. “Ye see, there
-was twa chaps implorin’ me to gang wi’ them, an’
-they got that fierce aboot it that I seen it wudna
-ha’e been safe to gang wi’ either. A riot in a
-ballroom is no’ a nice thing. An’ if I had went wi’
-a third party, it wud ha’e been as much as <em>his</em> life
-was worth. So I jist bided at hame.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor began, but was not allowed to complete,
-a sympathetic remark.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I was glad I didna gang. The dance
-turned oot to be a second-rate affair entirely&mdash;no’
-half-a-dizzen shirt fronts in the comp’ny. An’ I
-believe there wasna three o’ the men could dance
-for nuts, an’ the refreshments was rotten.”</p>
-
-<p>They had now reached the appointed corner.</p>
-
-<p>“Jist as weel ye didna gang, then,” absently said
-Macgregor, halting.</p>
-
-<p>“Come up to the close,” said Jessie Mary.
-“I’ve something to show ye. Ay; it was jist as
-weel, as ye say. But there’s a champion dance
-comin’ off on the nineteenth o’ November&mdash;the
-young men o’ the hosiery department are gettin’
-it up&mdash;naething second-rate aboot <em>it</em>. Ye should
-come to it, Macgreegor.” She touched his arm&mdash;unintentionally
-perhaps. “Plenty o’ pretty girls&mdash;though
-I wudna guarantee their dancin’. I’ve
-no’ decided yet wha I’ll gang wi’.” She paused.
-Macgregor did not speak. “Ye see, I’m parteec’lar
-wha I dance wi’,” she went on softly, “an’ I
-expec’ you’re the same. Some girls are like bags
-o’ flour an’ ithers are like telegraph poles, but
-there’ll be few o’ that sort at the hosiery dance.
-An’ onyway”&mdash;she laughed&mdash;“ye could aye fa’
-back on <em>this</em> girl&mdash;eh?”</p>
-
-<p>“I dinna think ye wud be that hard up for a
-partner,” said Macgregor, suddenly stimulated by
-a flash of her eyes in the lamplight. “But I’m no’
-awfu’ keen on the dancin’.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye danced fine when ye was a wee laddie. I
-mind when ye danced the Highland Fling in the
-kitchen, on Hogmanay. That was the nicht I had
-to kiss ye to get ye oot o’ the ring. Ye was ower
-shy to kiss me. An’ you an’ Wullie Thomson
-started the fightin’, because he laughed. D’ye
-mind?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s an auld story,” he said, with embarrassment.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it is,” she admitted reluctantly.
-Then cheerfully: “Weel, here we are! But wait
-till I let ye see something.” She halted at the mouth
-of the close and began to unbutton her jacket.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’ve never seen the belt since ye gi’ed it to
-me, Macgreegor. I weer it whiles in the evenin’.
-There ye are! It looks fine, does it no’? Maybe
-a wee thing wide. I could dae wi’ it an inch or twa
-tighter. Feel.”</p>
-
-<p>She took his hand and slid his fingers between
-the metal and the white cotton blouse. Jessie
-Mary had at least one quite admirable characteristic:
-she doted on white garments and took pride
-in their spotlessness. A very elemental sense for
-the beautiful, yet who dare despise it? In these
-grimy days purity of any kind is great gain.</p>
-
-<p>This girl’s hunger for the homage and admiration
-of the other sex was not so much abnormal as
-unrestrained. Her apparent lack of modesty was
-in reality a superabundance of simplicity&mdash;witness
-her shallow artifices and transparent little dishonesties
-which deceived few save herself and the
-callowest of youths. Men “took their fun off
-her.” And even Macgregor was not to be entrapped
-now. There is nothing so dead as the
-fallen fancy of a boy. Moreover, Macgregor was
-still at the stage when a girl’s face is her whole
-fortune, when the trimmest waist and the prettiest
-curves are no assets whatsoever.</p>
-
-<p>For a moment or two he fingered the belt, awkwardly,
-to be sure, but with as much emotion as
-though it were a dog’s collar.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” he said, “ye’re ower jimp for it.” And
-put his hand in his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>Then, indeed, it was forced on Jessie Mary that
-somehow her charms had failed to hold her
-youngest admirer. The knowledge rankled. Yet
-she carried it off fairly well.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’re no’ the first to tell me I’ve an extra sma’
-waist,” she said, with a toss of her head. Then,
-as if struck by a remembrance of some duty or
-engagement: “But I’ve nae mair time to stan’
-gassin’ wi’ you. So long!” She ran briskly up
-the stone stair, humming a popular tune.</p>
-
-<p>“So long,” returned Macgregor, and resumed
-his interrupted journey, rather pleased than otherwise
-with himself. He realised, though not in so
-many words, that he had conducted himself in
-more manly fashion than ever before. It did not
-for a moment occur to him that he had left a big
-“Why?” behind him, not only in the mind of
-Jessie Mary, but in Willie Thomson’s also.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>His pilgrimage ended at the illuminated window
-of M. Tod’s stationery and fancy goods shop.
-Jingling the few coppers in his pockets, he appeared
-to be deliberating a weighty problem of extensive
-purchases, while, as a matter of fact, he inwardly
-debated the most profitable ways of wasting a
-penny. While he would now gladly have given all
-he possessed&mdash;to wit, ninepence&mdash;to win a smile
-from the girl with the scarlet blouse and the ripe-corn-yellow
-pigtail, he was not prepared to
-squander more than he could help for the benefit
-of her employer. The opaque panels at the back
-of the window were closed, the door of the shop
-was composed chiefly of ground glass; wherefore
-he had no inkling as to which person he was likely
-to encounter at the receipt of custom. He was
-hoping and waiting for a customer to enter the
-shop, so that he might gain a glimpse of the interior
-with the opening of the door, when suddenly the
-lights in the window were lowered. Evidently it
-was near to closing time.</p>
-
-<p>Hastily deciding to “burst” the sum of one
-penny on the purchase of a pencil&mdash;an article for
-which he had more respect than use&mdash;he entered
-the doorway and turned the handle. He had forgotten
-the spring bell. When he pushed the door
-inwards, it “struck one”&mdash;right from the
-shoulder, so to speak. Who will assert that the
-ordinary healthy youth has no nerves? ’Tis a
-hoggishly healthy youth who does not bustle with
-them. The sturdy Macgregor wavered on the
-threshold; and as he wavered he heard behind him
-a badly stifled guffaw.</p>
-
-<p>Next moment a hearty push in the small of the
-back propelled him into the shop. With a hot
-countenance he pulled up, guessing who had pushed
-him, and strove to look as if this were his usual
-mode of entering a place of business. In his confusion
-he missed the quick glance of the girl
-seated at the desk on the window-end of the
-counter. Her head was bent low over her writing.
-He noticed, however, that she was wearing
-a white blouse&mdash;which did not remind him of
-Jessie Mary&mdash;and that she had a scarlet bow at
-her neck.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir?” A mouse-like human being slipped
-from the back of the shop to the middle point
-of the counter. “Yes, sir?” it repeated, with an
-accent on the query. The girl at the desk took no
-notice.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor approached. “I was wantin’ a
-pencil,” he said in the tone of one requesting a pint
-of prussic acid.</p>
-
-<p>“A pencil!” exclaimed the mouse-like human
-being, as though she had a dim recollection of
-hearing of such a thing long, long ago. “A
-pencil&mdash;oh, certainly,” she added, more hopefully.</p>
-
-<p>“Penny or ha’penny,” murmured the girl at the
-desk.</p>
-
-<p>“Penny or ha’penny?” demanded the mouse-like
-human being, almost pertly.</p>
-
-<p>Men didn’t expect change out of a penny! “A
-penny yin,” said Macgregor with an attempt at
-indifference. He tried to look at the girl, but
-could not get his eyes higher than her elbow.</p>
-
-<p>“A penny pencil!” The mouse-like human
-being assumed an expression suitable to a person
-who has just discovered the precise situation of
-the North Pole, but not the Pole itself.</p>
-
-<p>“Top drawer on your left, Miss Tod,” whispered
-the girl at the desk.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite so, Christina,” Miss Tod replied with
-dignity. There were times when she might have
-been accused of copying her assistant’s manners.
-She opened the drawer, which was a deep one,
-peered into it, groped, and brought forth three
-bundles of pencils. With sudden mildness she
-enquired of the girl: “These?... Those?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; them!” said Christina, forgetting her
-grammar and grabbing the third bundle. “Wait
-a minute.” She slipped lightly from her stool and
-gently edged M. Tod from the position at the
-counter which had been familiar to the latter for
-five-and-thirty years. “This,” she said to Macgregor,
-laying the bundle in front of him, “is a
-special line. One dozen&mdash;price threepence.”
-She looked over his head in a manner suggesting
-that it was quite immaterial to her whether he purchased
-the dozen or faded away on the spot.</p>
-
-<p>But he had his dignity too. Producing three
-pennies from two pockets, he laid them on the
-counter, took up the bundle of pencils, said
-“Thank ye” to nobody in particular, and marched
-out. Nor did he forget to close the door behind
-him.</p>
-
-<p>The stationer and her assistant regarded each
-other for several seconds.</p>
-
-<p>“Dae ye think,” said M. Tod slowly, “that that
-young man is a newspaper reporter?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” replied Christina, with a sniff or two of
-her straight little nose.</p>
-
-<p>“Or a pictur’ artist?” said M. Tod, conveying
-the two bundles to the wrong drawer.</p>
-
-<p>Christina, without a word, recovered them and
-put them into their proper places. She mounted
-her stool and whipped up a pen.</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod sighed. “I never used to keep pencils
-at that price. They canna be vera guid.”</p>
-
-<p>“They’re rotten.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, lassie!”</p>
-
-<p>“Sell&mdash;or gang bankrupt,” said Christina with
-enough bitter cynicism for twenty-one. “There’s
-a penny profit on the bundle. <em>Ex</em>&mdash;cuse me.”
-She dipped her pen.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>As Macgregor was nearing his home, a prey to
-misery and wroth, a grinning face popped from a
-close-mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“Haw! haw! Macgreegor! So ye’re courtin’,
-are ye?”</p>
-
-<p>As the clock incontinently strikes when the hour
-has come, so struck Macgregor. And he struck so
-hard, that it was afterwards necessary he should
-see Willie Thomson to the latter’s door. Alone
-again, he cast the bundle of pencils into a dark
-entry and made his way home.</p>
-
-<p>His father opened the door, smiling a welcome.
-“Weel, <span class="lock">Macgreegor&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“I’m wearied,” said the boy, and passed straightway
-to his room and bolted the door. Jimsie was
-sleeping like a log, and was, as usual, occupying
-most of the bed.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor stood at the old chest of drawers that
-served as dressing-table, his elbows planted thereon,
-his face in his hands. He <em>was</em> wearied.</p>
-
-<p>But under his tired eyes lay a small oblong package
-with a covering of newspaper. The neatness
-of it made him think of his mother; she had a way
-of making next to nothing look something
-important in a parcel.</p>
-
-<p>Presently, wondering a little, he undid the paper.</p>
-
-<p>It contained one of his father’s old razors.</p>
-
-<p>Five minutes later he was enjoying a <em>real</em> shave.
-The luxury was only exceeded by the importance
-he felt! And only two cuts that bled worth
-mentioning....</p>
-
-<p>How one’s life may be changed in two short hours!</p>
-
-<p>But Macgregor was still without regret for
-having flung the pencils into the dark entry.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER SIX</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">Circumstance</span> rather than circumspection was
-accountable for the fact that Macgregor followed
-the elusive, winding trail of love alone. The
-tender adventures of our ’teens usually consist in
-encounters between two boys and two girls; two
-friends who tacitly admit that they want to meet
-the girls; two friends who pretend that they do not
-want to see the boys at any distance; and to sum
-up, two pairs of young human beings with but a
-single thought&mdash;themselves. Also it may happen,
-now and then, that for lack of likelier company
-Prince Charming goes hunting with Master Fathead,
-while Princess Lilian Rose lays the scent
-along with Miss Gooseberry, which but adds
-plausibility to the assumption that neither sex has
-the courage of its inclinations. For to be honest,
-there is no cowardice like that of lad’s love; no
-hypocrisy like that of lass’s. But, surely, you remember!
-And if so it happened that in your own
-day you, perforce, fared solitary to the chase, you
-will sympathise all the more with the unheroic hero
-of this slight record.</p>
-
-<p>In this respect Macgregor was not fortunate in
-his male friends. The oldest thereof, Willie
-Thomson, openly contemned the female sex, not
-omitting his aunt; the others confined their gallantries
-to the breezy pastimes of pushing girls off
-the sidewalk, bawling pleasantries after them, and
-guffawing largely at their own wit or the feminine
-<em>repartee</em>. Their finer instincts were doubtless still
-dormant. The only mortals worthy of respect
-were sundry more or less prominent personages
-whose feet or fists were their fortunes. In these
-days the adoration of the active by the inert is, one
-hopes, at its zenith of inflation. Again, to put it
-now in metaphor, Macgregor’s friends could do
-with a brass band in scarlet uniform all the time,
-but they had no use for a secret orchestra of muted
-strings. All of which was perfectly natural&mdash;just
-as natural as Macgregor’s inexplicable
-preference for the secret orchestra. Spring comes
-early or late; the calendar neither foretells nor
-records its coming. A lad and a lass&mdash;how and
-when and why the one first realises that the other
-is more than a mere human being are questions
-without answers. Well, it is a mercy that the
-world still holds something that cannot be explained
-away.</p>
-
-<p>In one sense this boy was no more refined than
-his neighbours; in another they were coarser than
-he. Remains the fact that he followed the trail
-alone&mdash;or thought he did.</p>
-
-<p>Willie Thomson, for one, was interested. He
-had been interested to the extent of grinning in
-Macgregor’s early tenderness for little Katie, and
-to the extent of sniggering in his friend’s bashful
-pursuit of Jessie Mary. But now the interest was
-that of the boy who discovers a nest just beyond
-his hand and wonders what sort of eggs he will
-get if, somehow, he can reach it. On the whole,
-Willie resented his swollen nose and cut lip less
-than the recent ill-disguised attempts to avoid his
-company. The latter rankled. Truth to tell,
-without Macgregor he was rather a lonely creature,
-a kind of derelict. No one really wanted him.
-He was not without acquaintances, shirkers like
-himself; but in the congregation of loafers is no
-true comradeship. Without admitting it even to
-himself, he still admired the boy who had faithfully
-championed his cause&mdash;not always virtuous&mdash;in
-the past, whose material possessions he had
-invariably shared, whose stolid sense of honour
-had so often puzzled his own mischievous mind,
-whose home he had envied despite a certain furtive
-dread of the woman who ruled there. Altogether
-it may be questioned whether Willie’s grudge was
-directed against his old friend and not against that
-which had caused his old friend’s defection. At
-all events, he began to spare Macgregor any
-necessity for dodging, and took to shadowing him
-on his solitary strolls.</p>
-
-<p>On the grey Saturday afternoon of the week
-rendered so eventful by his first real shave, Macgregor
-was once more standing by the window of
-M. Tod’s shop. He was endeavouring to prop up
-his courage with the recollection of the fact that a
-fortnight ago, at the same hour as the present,
-there had been no old woman behind the counter,
-and with the somewhat rash deduction that no old
-woman was there now.</p>
-
-<p>He was also wondering what he could buy for a
-penny without making a fool of himself. The
-spending of a penny when there is absolutely
-nothing one wants to buy is not quite so simple a
-transaction as at first thought it may seem&mdash;unless,
-of course, the shop is packed with
-comestibles; and even then one may hesitate to
-choose. Besides, Macgregor was obsessed by the
-memory of the pencil transaction of three nights
-ago. Had he but kept his head then, and confined
-his purchase to a single pencil, he might now have
-had a fair excuse for requiring another. At any
-rate, he could have met suspicion with the explanation
-that he had lost the first. But who would
-believe that he had used, or lost, a whole dozen
-within the brief space of three days?</p>
-
-<p>A wretched position to be in, for nothing else in
-the world of stationery was quite so natural and
-easy to ask for as a pencil&mdash;unless a&mdash;&mdash; Why
-had he not thought of it before?&mdash;a pen! Saved!
-He would enter boldly, as one who had every right
-to do so, and demand to be shown some pencils&mdash;no,
-pens, of course. There were many varieties
-of pens, he knew, even in small shops, so his selection
-would take time&mdash;lots of time! If only he
-were <em>sure</em> the old woman wasn’t there.</p>
-
-<p>And just then the bell rang, the door of the shop
-opened and closed, and the old woman herself
-came out. In spite of her hat Macgregor recognised
-her at once. She turned her face skywards
-to make certain that it wasn’t raining, gave a
-satisfied smirk, which Macgregor accepted with a
-fearful start, though it was intended for the
-window and its contents, and trotted up the street.</p>
-
-<p>On the wave of relief, as it were, Macgregor
-was carried from the window to the entrance. Yet
-he had no sooner opened the door with its disconcerting
-note of warning than he wished he had
-delayed a minute or two longer. To retire,
-however, was out of the question. He closed the
-door as though he were afraid of wakening a
-baby, and faced the counter.</p>
-
-<p>The girl was there, and wearing the scarlet
-blouse again. Laying aside the magazine which
-she had just picked up, she smiled coldly and said
-calmly: “Good-afternoon. Nice day after the
-rain.”</p>
-
-<p>In mentally rehearsing his entrance the previous
-night Macgregor had, among other things, seen
-himself raise his brand-new bowler hat. To his
-subsequent shame and regret, he now omitted to
-perform the little courtesy. That he should forget
-his manners was perhaps even less surprising than
-that he should forget the hat itself, which gripped
-his head in a cruel fashion.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” he said solemnly in response to the polite
-greeting, and advanced to the counter.</p>
-
-<p>“Not just so disagreeable as yesterday,” she
-added, a trifle more cordially.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay&mdash;na.” He glanced up and down the
-counter. “I&mdash;I was wantin’ a pencil,” he said at
-last.</p>
-
-<p>“A <em>pencil</em>!” cried Christina; then in a voice
-from which all the amazement had gone: “A
-pencil&mdash;oh, certainly.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor reddened, opened his mouth and&mdash;shut
-it. Why should he make a bigger fool of
-himself by explaining that he had meant to say “a
-pen?” Besides (happy thought!) the pen would
-be an excuse for calling another time.</p>
-
-<p>Christina opened the drawer and paused, pursing
-her lips. Her tone was casual as she said: “I
-hope you found the dozen you bought lately quite
-satisfactory.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh&mdash;ay, they were&mdash;splendid.” Macgregor
-blushed again.</p>
-
-<p>Christina smiled as prettily as any musical
-comedy actress selling guinea button-holes at a
-charity fête. She said: “I’ll tell Miss Tod.
-She’ll be delighted. It’s a great saving, buying a
-dozen, isn’t it?” Her hand went into the drawer.
-“Especially when one uses so many. It’s hardly
-worth while buying a single pencil, is it?” Her
-hand came out of the drawer and laid a bundle in
-front of Macgregor. “Wonderful how they can
-do it for threepence!”</p>
-
-<p>He stared at the bundle, his will fluttering like
-a bird under a strawberry net. Dash the pencils!&mdash;but
-she might be offended <span class="lock">if&mdash;&mdash;</span></p>
-
-<p>“Some shops sell those pencils at a ha’penny
-each, I know,” she went on; “and I believe some
-have the neck&mdash;I mean the cheek to ask a penny.
-Would you like me to put them in paper, sir?”</p>
-
-<p>Recovering from the shock of the “sir,” Macgregor
-shook his head, and laid three coppers on
-the counter.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” said she. “Is there anything
-else to-day?”</p>
-
-<p>Before he could answer, the door opened and an
-elderly man entered. At the ring of the bell Macgregor
-dropped the bundle; the flimsy fastening
-parted, and the pencils were scattered.</p>
-
-<p>Christina checked an “Oh, crickey!” and
-turned to attend to the second customer while the
-first collected his purchases from the floor.</p>
-
-<p>The elderly man wanted a newspaper only, but
-thanks to Christina’s politeness over the transaction,
-he went out feeling as if he had done quite a
-stroke of business.</p>
-
-<p>“I think you should let me tie them up for you,”
-she said to Macgregor, who was rising once more,
-rather red in the face.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank ye,” he said apologetically, handing her
-the pencils.</p>
-
-<p>“Accidents will happen,” she remarked cheerfully.
-“If they didn’t, there would be mighty
-little happening. I say, there’s only eleven pencils
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>“The ither rolled ablow the counter. It doesna
-matter,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but that won’t do. See, I’ll give you another
-now, and get the one under the counter some
-day&mdash;next stock-taking, maybe.” She began to
-make a parcel, then halted in the operation. “Are
-you sure there’s nothing else that I can show you
-to-day, sir?”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor didn’t want to go just yet, so he
-appeared to be thinking deeply.</p>
-
-<p>“Essay paper&mdash;notebooks,” she murmured;
-“notepaper&mdash;envelopes&mdash;<span class="lock">indiarubber&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Injinrubber,” said Macgregor. (He would
-give it to Jimsie.)</p>
-
-<p>She turned and whipped a box from a shelf.
-“Do you prefer the red or the white&mdash;species?”
-she enquired, and felt glad she hadn’t said “sort.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m no heedin’ which,” he replied generously,
-with a bare glance at the specimens laid out
-for his inspection.</p>
-
-<p>“All the same price&mdash;one penny per cake. The
-red is more flexible.” By way of exhibiting its
-quality, she took the oblong lengthwise between
-her finger and thumb and squeezed. To her dismay
-it sprang from her grip and struck her customer
-on the chin.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mercy!” she exclaimed. “I didna <span class="lock">mean&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>Recovering the missile from the floor, he said
-gravely: “My! ye’re a comic!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not! I tell ye I didna mean it. Did it
-hurt ye?”</p>
-
-<p>“No’ likely! I ken ye didna try it.” He
-smiled faintly. “If ye had tried to hit me, ye wud
-ha’e missed me.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I had tried, I wud ha’e hit ye a heap harder,”
-she said indignantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Try, then.” His smile broadened as he offered
-her the cake. “I’ll stan’ still.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina’s sporting instinct was roused. “I’ll
-bet ye the price o’ the cake I hit ye.” And let fly.</p>
-
-<p>It went over his left shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Ha’e anither shot,” he said, stooping to pick
-up the rubber.</p>
-
-<p>But as swiftly as it had gone her professional
-dignity returned. Macgregor came back to the
-counter to receive a stiff: “Thank you. Do you
-require anything else to-day?”</p>
-
-<p>His mumbled negative, his disappointed countenance
-reproached her.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” she said pleasantly, as she put his
-purchases in paper, “I cannot charge you for the
-indiarubber.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, cheese it!” he muttered shortly, flinging
-a penny on the counter.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon?”&mdash;this with supreme
-haughtiness.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, ye needna. An’ ye can keep yer injinrubber&mdash;an’
-yer pencils forbye!” With these
-words he wheeled about and strode for the door.</p>
-
-<p>Christina collapsed. A customer who paid for
-goods and then practically threw them at her was
-beyond her experience and comprehension.</p>
-
-<p>“Here!” she cried. “Stop a minute! I&mdash;I
-was jist jokin’. Come back an’ get yer things.
-We’ll no’ quarrel aboot the penny.”</p>
-
-<p>With his fingers on the handle he paused and
-regarded her half angrily, half reproachfully. He
-wanted to say something very cutting, but it
-wouldn’t come.</p>
-
-<p>“Please,” said Christina softly, dropping her
-eyes. “Ye’ll get me into trouble if ye dinna tak’
-them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Eh?”</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Tod wud be vexed wi’ me for lossin’ a
-guid customer. She wud gi’e me the sack,
-maybe.”</p>
-
-<p>“Wud she?&mdash;the auld besom!” cried Macgregor,
-retracing his steps.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, whisht! She’s no’ an auld besom. But
-I ken she wud be vexed.” Christina sighed. “I
-suppose I’m to blame <span class="lock">for&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“It’s me that’s to blame,” he interrupted.
-“Here!” he said in an unsteady whisper, “will ye
-shake han’s?”</p>
-
-<p>After a momentary hesitation she gave him her
-hand, saying graciously: “I’ve no objections, I’m
-sure. To tell the truth,” she went on, “I am not
-entirely disinterested in you, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor withdrew his empty hand. “I&mdash;I
-wish ye wudna speak like that,” he sighed.</p>
-
-<p>“Like what?”</p>
-
-<p>“That awfu’ genteel talk.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry,” she said. “But it gangs doon wi’
-maist o’ the customers. Besides, I try to keep it
-up to please ma aunt. But it doesna soun’
-frien’ly-like, does it?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s why I dinna like it,” he ventured, more
-easily.</p>
-
-<p>“I see. But if ye was servin’ in a shop ye wud
-ha’e to speak the same way.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m in the pentin’ trade,” he informed her,
-with an air of importance.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve a nose&mdash;but I like the smell fine. Ye’re
-no’ offended, are ye?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m no’ that easy offended. Is Miss Tod yer
-aunt?”</p>
-
-<p>“Na, na; she’s nae relation. Ma aunt is Mrs.
-James Baldwin.” In the frankest fashion she
-gave a brief sketch of her position on the world’s
-surface. While she spoke she seated herself on
-the stool, and Macgregor, without thinking about it,
-subsided upon the chair and leant his arm upon the
-counter. Ere she ended they were regarding each
-other almost familiarly.</p>
-
-<p>Anon Macgregor furnished a small account of
-himself and his near relatives.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s queer!” commented Christina when he
-had finished.</p>
-
-<p>“What?” he asked, anxiously.</p>
-
-<p>“Ma Uncle James is a great frien’ o’ your
-Uncle Purdie. Your uncle buys a heap o’ fancy
-things frae mine, an’ he’s often been in oor hoose.
-I hear he’s worth a terrible heap o’ money, but naebody
-wud think it. I like him fine.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye wudna like ma aunt fine,” said Macgregor.</p>
-
-<p>“No’ bein’ acquaint wi’ her, I canna say,”
-Christina returned. “But I believe if it hadna
-been for her yer uncle wud never ha’e made his
-fortune at the grocery <span class="lock">trade&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Her! What had she got to dae wi’ ’t?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear knows; but Uncle James says she egged
-him on to mak’ money frae the day she married
-him. But mony a woman does that. I wud dae
-it masel’&mdash;no’ that I’m greedy; I jist couldna
-endure a man that didna get on. I hate a stick-in-the-mud.
-It’s a fac’, though, that Mr. Purdie
-got the push-on frae his wife. An’ Uncle James
-says he’s no’ near done yet: he’ll be Lord Provost
-afore he’s feenished. Ye should keep in wi’ yer
-Uncle Purdie.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor scarcely heard her latter words. His
-Aunt Purdie responsible for his Uncle Purdie’s
-tremendous success in business! The idea was
-almost shocking. From his earliest boyhood it
-had been a sort of religion with him to admire his
-uncle and despise his aunt. Could any good thing
-come out of Aunt Purdie?</p>
-
-<p>“I doobt yer Uncle James doesna ken <em>her</em> extra
-weel,” he said at last.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, ma uncle’s a splendid judge o’ character,”
-she assured him. “Especially female character,”
-she added. “That’s why he married ma aunt an’
-adopted me. I took his name, like ma aunt did
-when she married him. It was a love match, in
-spite o’ their ages. There’s grander names, but
-nane better, nor Baldwin. In ma youth I called it
-Bald-yin to tease ma aunt when she was saft on
-him. But never heed aboot that the noo. D’ye
-ken what astonishes me aboot yersel’?”</p>
-
-<p>“What?” asked Macgregor, startled.</p>
-
-<p>“That ye’re no’ in the grocery trade.”</p>
-
-<p>“Me! What for wud I be a grocer?”</p>
-
-<p>“What for are ye a penter? An’ yer Uncle
-Purdie has nae offspring. My! if I had had a
-chance like you!” She heaved a sigh. “I’m
-sure yer uncle wud ha’e ta’en ye into his business.
-Ye canna be sae stupid that he wudna gi’e ye even
-a trial. Nae offence intended.”</p>
-
-<p>“I could ha’e been in the business if I had
-wanted,” Macgregor replied, with some dignity.
-“He offered me a job when I left the schule. But,
-ye see, I aye had the notion to be a penter. I like
-to be movin’ ma han’s an’ feet.”</p>
-
-<p>“An’ what did yer parents say?”</p>
-
-<p>“They canna thole Aunt Purdie. It was her
-that brought the message frae ma uncle&mdash;as if it
-was a favour. They said I was to choose for
-masel’.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pride’s an awfu’ thing for costin’ folk cash,”
-the girl remarked, with a shake of her head.</p>
-
-<p>“Eh?”</p>
-
-<p>“Naething,” she replied. After a slight pause
-she continued: “It’s no’ for me to speak aboot
-yer parents, but I hope ye’ll excuse me sayin’ that
-ye’re a bigger fool than ye look.”</p>
-
-<p>“Wha&mdash;what d’ye mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“I didna mean to insult ye or hurt yer feelin’s.”
-Another pause. “D’ye no’ want to get up in the
-world, man? D’ye no’ want to be a millionaire&mdash;or
-a thoosandaire, onyway?”</p>
-
-<p>“Me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, you!”</p>
-
-<p>Across the counter he regarded her in a semi-dazed
-fashion, speechless. She was rather
-flushed; her eyes danced with eagerness. Apparently
-she was all in earnest.</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye gaun to be a penter a’ yer life?” she
-demanded.</p>
-
-<p>“What for no’?” he retorted with some spirit.
-“It’s guid pay.”</p>
-
-<p>“Guid pay! In ten year what’ll ye be makin’?”</p>
-
-<p>“I couldna say. Maybe&mdash;maybe twenty-five
-shillin’s; <span class="lock">maybe&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“A week?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay; of course,” he said, nettled. “D’ye think
-I meant a month?”</p>
-
-<p>“If ye was wi’ yer uncle an’ stickin’ to yer business,
-I wud ha’e said ’a day’! Ma gracious goodness!
-if ye was pleasin’ a man like that, there’s nae
-sayin’ where ye wud be in ten year.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ach,” he said, with an attempt at lightness,
-“I’m no’ heedin’.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina doubled her fist and smote the counter
-with such violence that he fairly jumped on his
-seat.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’re no’ heedin’! What’s the use o’ bein’
-alive if ye’re no’ heedin’? But ye’re a’ the same,
-you young workin’ men. Yer rule is to dae the
-least ye can for yer wages, an’ never snap at an
-opportunity. An’ when ye get aulder ye gang on
-strike an’ gas aboot yer rights, but ye keep dumb
-enough aboot yer deserts, <span class="lock">an’&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Here, haud on!” cried Macgregor, now
-thoroughly roused. “What dae you ken aboot
-it? Ye’re jist a <span class="lock">lassie&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“I’ve eyes an’ ears.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a pause.</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye a&mdash;a suffragist?” he asked, weakly.</p>
-
-<p>“I ha’ena quite decided on that p’int. Are you
-in favour o’ votes for females? Aweel, there’s
-nae use answerin’, for ye’ve never thought aboot it.
-I suppose, like the ither young men aboot here, ye
-buy yer brains every Seturday done up in the
-sports edition o’ the evenin’ paper. Oh, Christopher
-Columbus! that’s when <em>I</em> get busy on a
-Seturday nicht. Footba’&mdash;footba’&mdash;footba’!”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor swallowed these remarks, and reverted
-to the previous question. “What,” he
-enquired a little loftily, “dae <em>you</em> expec’ to be
-earnin’ ten year frae the noo?”</p>
-
-<p>Promptly, frankly, she replied: “If I’m no’
-drawin’ thirty shillin’s a week I’ll consider masel’
-a bad egg. Of course, it a’ depends on whether I
-select to remain single or itherwise.”</p>
-
-<p>This was too much for Macgregor. He surveyed
-her with such blank bewilderment that she
-burst out laughing.</p>
-
-<p>He went red to the roots of his hair, or at any
-rate to the edge of his hat. “Oh, I kent fine ye
-was coddin’ me,” he said crossly, looking hurt and
-getting to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>She stopped laughing at once. “That’s the
-worst o’ talkin’ plain sense nooadays; folk think
-ye’re only coddin’,” she observed, good-humouredly.
-“I’m sorry I vexed ye.” Impulsively she held out
-her hand. “I doobt we’ll ha’e to shake again.”</p>
-
-<p>This, also, was too much for Macgregor. He
-seized her fingers in a grip that made her squeal.</p>
-
-<p>And just then bang went the bell above the door.</p>
-
-<p>Christina bit her lip and smiled through her tears
-as M. Tod entered the shop.</p>
-
-<p>“Anything else to-day?” she enquired in her
-politest voice, and placed the little parcel under
-Macgregor’s hand.</p>
-
-<p>His reply was inaudible. His hand closed automatically
-on his purchase, his eyes met hers for
-the fraction of a second, and then he practically
-bolted.</p>
-
-<p>“Young men are aye in sich a great hurry nooadays,”
-remarked M. Tod, beginning to remove her
-gloves.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s the young man that bought the dizzen
-pencils the ither nicht,” Christina explained, examining
-the joints of her right hand. “I’ve just been
-sellin’ him anither dizzen.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dearie me! he <em>must</em> be a reporter on yin of the
-papers.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s a whale for pencils, whatever he is,”
-Christina returned, putting straight the piles of
-periodicals that adorned the counter. “I doobt he
-wud need to report wi’ his feet forbye his han’s to
-get through a dizzen pencils in three days. It’s a
-bit o’ a mystery aboot the pencils.”</p>
-
-<p>“A mystery!” exclaimed M. Tod, who was just
-about to blow into a glove.</p>
-
-<p>Christina picked the neglected penny from the
-counter and dropped it into the till. “It’s a case
-o’ <span class="lang" lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">cherchez la femme</span>,” she said softly, with quite
-a passable accent.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s that?” murmured M. Tod.</p>
-
-<p>“French,” sighed Christina, making a jotting of
-her last sales, and taking a long time to do it.</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod stared for a moment or two, shook her
-head, drew a long breath, and with the same inflated
-her glove.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER SEVEN</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">Macgregor</span> was half-way home ere he comprehended
-the cause of the dull ache about his temples.
-He eased his hat and obtained relief. But there
-was no lid to lift from his mind which seemed to
-be overcrowded with a jumble of ideas&mdash;old ideas
-turned topsy-turvy, some damaged, some twisted,
-and new ideas struggling, as it were, for existence.
-Moral earthquakes are not infrequent during our
-’teens and twenties; by their convulsions they
-provide construction material for character; but
-the material is mixed, and we are left to choose
-whether we shall erect sturdy towers or jerry-buildings.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>The boy was not, of course, aware that here was
-a crisis in his life. He was staggered and disturbed,
-just as he would have been had the smooth,
-broad street on which he walked suddenly become
-a narrow pass beset with rifts and boulders. The
-upheaval of his preconceived notions of girlhood
-had been sharp indeed. He had never heard a
-girl speak as Christina had spoken; it had never
-occurred to him that a girl could speak so. But
-while he felt hurt and vexed, he harboured no
-resentment; her frank friendliness had disposed of
-that; and while he was humbled, he was not&mdash;thanks
-to his modesty, or, if you prefer it, lack of
-cocksureness&mdash;grievously humiliated. It is not
-in the nature of healthy youth to let misery have all
-its own way.</p>
-
-<p>Before he reached home he was able to extract
-several sips of comfort from his recent experience.
-He knew her name and she knew his; they had
-discovered a mutual acquaintance (how we love
-those mutual acquaintances&mdash;sometimes!); they
-had shaken hands twice.</p>
-
-<p>He spent the evening indoors&mdash;he might have
-done otherwise had not Christina said something
-about being busy on Saturday nights. He was
-patient with his little brother, almost tender towards
-his sister. He played several games of draughts
-with his father, wondering between his deplorable
-moves when he should see Christina again. He
-spoke in a subdued fashion. And about nine
-o’clock his mother anxiously asked him whether he
-was feeling quite well, and offered to prepare a
-homely potion. One regrets to record that he
-returned a rough answer and went off to bed, leaving
-Lizzie to shake her head more in sorrow than
-in anger while she informed John that she doubted
-Macgregor was “sickenin’ for something.” As
-Macgregor had not condescended to play draughts
-for at least two years, John was inclined to share
-her fears; it did not occur to him to put down such
-conduct to feminine influence; and an hour later,
-at her suggestion, he went to his son’s room and
-softly opened the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! ye’re no’ in yer bed yet, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m jist gaun.”</p>
-
-<p>“What are ye workin’ at?”</p>
-
-<p>“Jist sharpenin’ a pencil. I’ll no’ be lang”&mdash;impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye feelin’ weel enough?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m fine. Dinna fash yersel’.”</p>
-
-<p>John withdrew and reported to Lizzie. She was
-not satisfied, and before going to bed, about eleven
-o’clock, she listened at Macgregor’s door. All she
-heard was: “Here, Jimsie, I wish to peace ye wud
-keep yer feet to yersel’.”</p>
-
-<p>She opened the door. “Laddie, are ye no’ sleepin’
-yet?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hoo can I sleep wi’ Jimsie jabbin’ his feet in
-ma back?”</p>
-
-<p>She entered, and going to the bed removed the
-unconscious Jimsie to his own portion thereof, at
-the same time urging him into a more comfortable
-position. Then she came round and laid her hand
-on her first-born’s brow.</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye sure ye’re a’ richt, laddie?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, I’m fine. I wish ye wudna fash,” he said
-shortly, turning over.</p>
-
-<p>Lizzie went out, closing the door gently. On the
-kitchen dresser she set out the medicine bottle and
-spoon against emergencies.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps there is a mansion in Heaven that will
-always be empty&mdash;a mansion waiting to receive
-those who in their youth never snubbed their
-anxious parents. Ere the door closed Macgregor
-was pricked with compunction. He was sensitive
-enough for that. But it is the sensitive people who
-hurt the people they care for.</p>
-
-<p>In extenuation let it be said at once that the boy
-was enduring a dire reaction. It now appeared
-that Christina’s friendliness had been all in the way
-of business. Socially (he did not think the word,
-of course) Christina was beyond him. Christina,
-for all he knew, sat at night in a parlour, had an
-aunt that kept a servant (and, maybe, a gramaphone),
-was accustomed to young men in high
-collars and trousers that always looked new. Yes,
-she had shaken hands with him simply in order to
-get him to come back and buy another dozen of
-pencils.</p>
-
-<p>He was very unhappy. He tossed from side to
-side until the voice of Jimsie, drowsy and peevish,
-declared that he had taken all the clothes. Which
-was practically true, though he did not admit it as
-he disentangled himself of the blankets and flung
-them all at his brother. He did not care if he
-froze&mdash;until he began to feel a little cold, when he
-rescued with difficulty a portion of the coverings
-from Jimsie’s greedy clutch. He would not go to
-the shop again. But he would pass it as often as
-possible. He would get Willie Thomson to accompany
-him, and they would smoke cigarettes, and
-they would stop at the door when a customer was
-entering, and laugh very loudly. He would save
-up and take Jessie Mary to the dance&mdash;at least, he
-would think about it. After all, it might be more
-effective to go to the shop and buy more presents
-for Jessie Mary and&mdash;oh, great idea!&mdash;request
-with great unconcern that they should be sent to
-her address!</p>
-
-<p>The clock in the kitchen struck one. With any
-sympathy at all it would have struck at least five.
-It was like telling a person in the throes of toothache
-that the disease is not serious. By the way,
-one wonders if doctors will ever know as much
-about disease as patients know about pain. Speculation
-apart, it is a sorry business to flatter ourselves
-we have been suffering all night only to find
-that the night is but beginning. Still, there must
-have, been something far wrong with the Robinsons’
-kitchen clock. Macgregor waited, but to his
-knowledge it never struck two. Indeed, it missed
-all the hours until nine.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor, however, presented himself in good
-time for the Sunday breakfast. His punctuality
-was too much for his mother, and she insisted on
-his taking a dose from the bottle on the dresser.
-Even youth is sometimes too tired to argue.
-“Onything for peace,” was his ungracious remark
-as he raised the spoon to his lips.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>Scotland in its harshest, bleakest period of
-religious observance could not have provided a
-more dismal Sabbath than Macgregor provided for
-himself. Although his mother gave him the option
-of staying at home, he accompanied his parents to
-church; although he came back with a good appetite,
-he refused to let himself enjoy his dinner;
-although he desired to take the accustomed Sunday
-afternoon walk with his father down to the docks
-(they had gone there, weather permitting, for
-years), he shut himself up in the solitude of his
-bedroom.</p>
-
-<p>He spent most of the afternoon in putting points
-to his stock of pencils. How the operation should
-have occupied so much time may be explained by
-the fact that the lead almost invariably parted from
-the wood ere a perfect point was attained. Indeed,
-when the task was ended, he had comparatively
-little to show for his threepence save a heap of
-shavings, fragments and dust. His resentment,
-however, was all against M. Tod; he wished she
-had been of his own sex and size. He also wished
-she had kept an ice-cream shop, open on Sundays.&mdash;No,
-he didn’t! Christina wouldn’t like working
-on Sundays; besides, an awful lot of chaps
-hung about ice-cream shops. He wondered what
-church Christina attended. If he only knew, he
-might go there in the evening. (What our
-churches owe to young womanhood will never be
-known.) But there were scores of churches in
-Glasgow. It would take years to get round them&mdash;and
-in the end she might sit in the gallery and
-he under it. In the unlikely event of his again
-entering Miss Tod’s shop, there would be no harm
-in asking Christina about her church and whether
-she sang in the choir. But stop! if she didn’t sing
-in the choir, she might think he was chaffing her.
-That wouldn’t do at all. Better just find out about
-the church, and if he didn’t get a view of her on
-his first visit he could try again.</p>
-
-<p>There appears no reason why Macgregor’s spirits
-should have gradually risen throughout these and
-other equally rambling reflections; but the fact
-remains that they did so. By tea-time he was in a
-comely condition of mind. He made young Jimsie
-happy with the cake of rubber and presented Jeannie
-surreptitiously with a penny, “to buy sweeties.”
-He seemed interested in his father’s account of a
-vessel that had been in collision the previous day.
-He did not scowl when his mother expressed satisfaction
-with the way in which he was punishing the
-bread and butter, and openly congratulated herself
-on having administered the physic just in time.
-Nay, more; he offered to stay in the house with
-Jimsie while John and Lizzie took an evening stroll
-and Jeannie went with a friend to evening service.
-No people are quite so easily made happy as parents,
-and when, out-of-doors, John suggested that Macgregor’s
-weekly allowance should be raised to one
-shilling, Lizzie actually met him half-way by
-promising to make it ninepence in future.</p>
-
-<p>During their absence Macgregor did his utmost
-to amuse Jimsie, who was suffering from an
-incipient cold, but shortly after their return he
-became restless, and ere long announced (rather
-indistinctly) his intention of going out for “twa-three”
-minutes.</p>
-
-<p>Lizzie was about to ask “where?” when John
-remarked that it was a fine night and that he would
-come too. Thus was frustrated Macgregor’s
-desire to take one look at the shuttered shrine with
-“M. Tod” over the portal&mdash;a very foolish sort of
-desire, as many of us know&mdash;from experience.</p>
-
-<p>In the circumstances Macgregor accepted his
-father’s company with a fairly good grace, merely
-submitting that the walk should be a short one.</p>
-
-<p>On the way home, at a corner, under a lamp,
-they came upon Willie Thomson in earnest and
-apparently amicable conversation with Jessie Mary.
-Such friendliness struck Macgregor as peculiar, for
-since the days of their childhood the twain had
-openly expressed contempt and dislike for each
-other, and he wondered what was “up,” especially
-when the sight of him appeared to cause Willie, at
-least, considerable embarrassment. But presently
-the happy idea flashed upon him that Willie had
-suddenly become “sweet” on Jessie Mary, and
-would accordingly need to be dodged no longer.
-He felt more friendly towards Willie than for some
-time past. His feelings with regard to Jessie
-Mary were less definite, but he was sure his face
-had not got “extra red” under her somewhat
-mocking glance.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’re no’ as thick wi’ Wullie as ye used to be,”
-his father remarked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we’ve nae quarrel,” he returned. “What
-did ye say was the name o’ that damaged boat ye
-saw the day?”</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>He went to bed not unhappy. He would find a
-way of knowing Christina better and proving to her
-that the painting trade was as good as any.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER EIGHT</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">“Ye’ve</span> been in business a long time, Miss Tod,”
-said Christina on Monday afternoon, looking up
-from the front advertising page of a newspaper;
-“so I wish ye wud tell me yer honest opinion o’
-business in general.”</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod paused in the act of polishing a fancy
-ink-pot (she had spasms of industry for which
-there was no need) and stared in bewildered
-fashion at her assistant. “Dearie me, lassie!” she
-exclaimed, “ye say the queerest things! Ma
-honest opinion o’ business? I’m sure I never
-thought <span class="lock">aboot&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“I’ll put it anither way. Supposin’ ye was back
-at the schule, an’ ye was asked to define business&mdash;ye
-ken what define means&mdash;what wud be yer
-answer?”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it fun ye’re after?” M. Tod enquired, a
-trifle suspiciously.</p>
-
-<p>“I was never mair serious in ma life,” Christina
-returned rather indignantly.</p>
-
-<p>“I didna mean to offend ye,” the other said
-gently. “But ye ken fine what business is&mdash;whiles
-I think ye ken better nor me, though I’ve
-been at it for near six-an’-thirty years.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not offended,” said Christina, dropping
-the vernacular for the moment. “And I merely
-desired to know if your definition of business was
-the same as mine.”</p>
-
-<p>It always made M. Tod a little nervous when her
-assistant addressed her in such correct speech.
-“Business,” she began, and halted. She set the
-ink-pot on the counter, and tried to put the duster
-in her pocket.</p>
-
-<p>“A few words will suffice,” the girl remarked
-encouragingly, and took charge of the duster.</p>
-
-<p>“Business,” resumed the old woman, and quite
-unconsciously put her hands behind her back,
-“business is jist buyin’ and sellin’.” And she gave
-a little smile of relief and satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>Christina shook her head. “I suppose that’s
-what they taught ye at the schule&mdash;jist the same
-as they taught me. If it wasna for their fancy
-departments, sich as physiology an’ Sweedish
-drill, the schules wud be oot o’ date. ‘Jist buyin’
-an’ sellin’!’&mdash;Oh, Christopher Columbus!”</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod was annoyed, partly, no doubt, at discovering
-her hands behind her back, but ere she
-could express herself Christina added:</p>
-
-<p>“In <em>ma</em> honest opinion business chiefly consists
-in folk coddin’ yin anither.”</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod gasped. “Coddin’! D’ye mean deceivin’?”</p>
-
-<p>“Na; there’s a difference between coddin’ an’
-deceivin’. Same sort o’ difference as between war
-an’ murder. An’ they say that all’s fair in love&mdash;I
-ha’e ma doobts aboot love&mdash;an’ war. Mind ye,
-I’m no’ sayin’ onything against coddin’. We’re a’
-in the same boat. Some cods wi’ advertisin’&mdash;see
-daily papers; some cods wi’ talk; some cods wi’
-lookin’ solemn an’ smilin’ jist at the right times.
-But we’re a’ coddin’, cod, cod, coddin’! But we’ll
-no’ admit it! An’ naebody wud thank us if we
-did.”</p>
-
-<p>The old woman was almost angry. “I’m sure
-I never codded a customer in ma life,” she cried.</p>
-
-<p>Christina regarded her very kindly for a second
-or two ere she returned pleasantly: “I wudna say
-but what you’re an exception to the rule, Miss Tod.
-But ye’re a rare exception. Even ma uncle&mdash;an’
-he’s the honestest man in the world&mdash;once codded
-me when I was assistin’ ma aunt at Kilmabeg, afore
-she got married. Wi’ his talk an’ his smiles he got
-me to buy things against ma better judgment&mdash;things
-I was sure wud never sell. If he had been
-dumb an’ I had been blind, I would never ha’e
-made the purchase. But I was young then. Of
-course <em>he</em> didna want to cod me; it was jist a habit
-he had got into wi’ bein’ in business. But there’s
-nae doobt,” she went on calmly, ignoring M. Tod’s
-obvious desire to get a word in, “there’s nae doobt
-that coddin’ is yin o’ the secrets o’ success. When
-ye consider that half the trade o’ the world consists
-in sellin’ things that folk dinna need an’ whiles
-dinna <span class="lock">want&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Whisht, lassie! Ye speak as if naebody had
-a conscience!”</p>
-
-<p>“I didna mean that,” was the mild reply. “It’s
-the only thing in this world that’s no’ easy codded&mdash;though
-some folk seem to be able to do the
-trick. For, of course, there’s a limit to coddin’ in
-business&mdash;fair coddin’, I mean. But ye’ve taken
-ma remarks ower seriously, Miss Tod.”</p>
-
-<p>“I never heard sich remarks in a’ ma days.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sorry I’ve annoyed ye.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye ha’ena annoyed me, dearie. But I’m
-vexed to think ye’ve got sich notions in yer young
-heid.” M. Tod sighed.</p>
-
-<p>Christina sighed also, a little impatiently, and
-picked up the fancy ink-pot from the counter.
-“Hoo lang ha’e ye had this in the shop?” she
-enquired carelessly.</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod shook her head. “Ten years, onyway.
-It wudna sell.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s marked eighteenpence.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay. But when I had a wee sale, five year
-back, I put it among a lot of nick-nacks at threepence,
-an’ even then it wudna sell. It’s no’ pretty.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s ugly&mdash;but that’s nae reason for it no’
-sellin’.” Christina examined the glass carefully.
-“It’s no’ in bad condition,” she observed. “Wud
-ye part wi’ it for ninepence?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ninepence! I’ll never get ninepence!”</p>
-
-<p>“Never say die till ye’re buried! Jist wait a
-minute.” Christina went over to the desk and
-spent about five minutes there, while M. Tod
-watched her with intermittent wags of her old
-head.</p>
-
-<p>The girl came back with a small oblong of white
-card. “Dinna touch it, Miss Tod. The ink’s no’
-dry,” she said warningly, and proceeded to place
-the inkpot and card together in a prominent position
-on the glass show-case that covered a part of
-the counter. “Noo, that’ll gi’e it a chance. Instead
-o’ keepin’ it in a corner as if we were
-ashamed o’ it, we’ll mak’ a feature o’ it for a week,
-an’ see what happens. Ye’ll get yer ninepence
-yet.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina printed admirably, and her employer
-had no difficulty in reading the card a yard away
-even without her glasses. It bore these words:</p>
-
-<p class="center">ANTIQUE</p>
-
-<p class="center">NOVEL GIFT</p>
-
-<p class="center smaller">MERELY 9D.</p>
-
-<p>“If ye call a thing ‘antique,’” explained Christina,
-“folk forget its ugliness. An’ the public
-likes a thing wi’ ‘novel’ on it, though they wudna
-believe ye if ye said it was new. An’ as for ‘gift’&mdash;weel,
-that adds to the inkpot’s chances o’ findin’
-a customer. D’ye see?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” said the old woman. “Ye’re a clever
-lassie, but I doobt ye’ll never get ninepence.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gi’e me a week,” said Christina, “an’ if it
-doesna disappear in that time, we’ll keep it till
-Christmas an’ reduce it to a shillin’. But I think
-a week’ll suffice.”</p>
-
-<p>M. Tod hesitated ere she gently said: “But
-ye’ll no try to cod onybody, dearie?”</p>
-
-<p>Christina waved her hand in the direction of
-the card. “I’ll leave the public to cod itsel’,” she
-said. “Noo it’s time ye was gettin’ ready for yer
-walk.”</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>It may have been that Christina, in the back of
-her mind, saw in Macgregor a possible customer
-for the ugly inkpot. At any rate, she was disappointed
-when the evening passed without his entering
-the shop; she hoped she had not spoken too
-plainly to him on his last visit&mdash;not but what he
-needed plain speaking. She was not to know until
-later how Macgregor’s employer had unexpectedly
-decreed that he should work overtime that night,
-nor how Macgregor had obeyed joylessly despite
-the extra pay.</p>
-
-<p>He called the following evening&mdash;and found
-M. Tod alone at the receipt of custom. He had
-yet to learn that on Tuesdays and Thursdays
-Christina left business early in order to attend
-classes. He must have looked foolish as he approached
-the counter, yet he had the presence of
-mind to ask for a ha’penny evening paper.
-Fortune being fickle&mdash;thank goodness!&mdash;does not
-confine her favour to the brave, and on this occasion
-she had arranged that M. Tod should be sold out
-of that particular evening paper. So Macgregor
-saved his money as well as his self-respect.</p>
-
-<p>On the morrow M. Tod, who still clung to the
-belief that the young man wrote for the papers,
-reported the incident to her assistant. Possibly
-Christina could have given a better reason than
-this for her subsequent uncertainty of temper, and
-doubtless it was mere absent-mindedness that
-accounted for her leaving the sliding panel to the
-window a few inches open after she had thrown
-it wide without any apparent purpose. And it is
-highly probable that Macgregor would have taken
-advantage of the aperture had he not been again
-working overtime on that and on the two following
-nights.</p>
-
-<p>So it was not until Saturday afternoon that they
-met once more. Macgregor held aloof from the
-shop until M. Tod appeared&mdash;of course she was
-later than usual!&mdash;and, after an anxious gaze at
-the sky, proceeded to toddle up the street. Then
-he approached the window. He was feeling fairly
-hopeful. His increased allowance had come as a
-pleasant surprise. Moreover, he had saved during
-the week fourpence in car-money and had spent
-nothing. He had fifteenpence in his pocket&mdash;wealth!</p>
-
-<p>As he halted at the window, the panel at the
-back was drawn tight with an audible snap. For
-a moment he felt snubbed; then he assured himself
-there was nothing extraordinary in the occurrence,
-and prepared to enter the shop, reminding himself,
-firstly, that he was going to purchase a penholder,
-secondly, that he was not going to lose his head
-when the bell banged.</p>
-
-<p>Christina was perched at the desk writing with
-much diligence. She laid down a pencil and
-slipped from her stool promptly but without haste.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-afternoon, Mr. Robinson,” she said
-demurely.</p>
-
-<p>If anyone else in the world had called him
-“Mister Robinson” he would have resented it as
-chaff, but now, though taken aback, he felt no
-annoyance.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, it’s a fine day,” he returned, rather irrelevantly,
-and suddenly held out his hand.</p>
-
-<p>This was a little more than Christina had expected,
-but she gave him hers with the least possible
-hesitation. For once in her life, however, she was
-not ready with a remark.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor having got her hand, let it go immediately,
-as though he were doubtful as to the
-propriety of what he had done.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve been workin’ late every day this week
-excep’ Tuesday,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>For an instant Christina looked pleased; then she
-calmly murmured: “Oh, indeed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, every day excep’ Tuesday, till nine
-o’clock,” he informed her, with an effort.</p>
-
-<p>“Really!”</p>
-
-<p>He struggled against a curious feeling of mental
-suffocation, and said: “I was in here on Tuesday
-nicht. I&mdash;I didna see ye.”</p>
-
-<p>“I attend a shorthand class on Tuesday nights.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” He wanted very much to make her
-smile, so he said: “When I didna see ye on Tuesday,
-I was afraid ye had got the sack.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina drew herself up. “What can I do for
-you to-day, Mr. Robinson?” she enquired with
-stiff politeness.</p>
-
-<p>“I was jist jokin’,” he cried, dismayed; “I didna
-mean to offend ye.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina’s fingers played a soundless tune on the
-edge of the counter; her eyes gazed over his head
-into space. She waited with an air of weary
-patience.</p>
-
-<p>“I was wantin’ a pen&mdash;a penholder,” he said at
-last, in a hopeless tone of voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Ha’penny or penny?” she asked without
-moving.</p>
-
-<p>“A penny yin, please,” he said humbly.</p>
-
-<p>She turned and twitched a card from its nail,
-and laid it before him. “Kindly take your
-choice,” she said, and moved up the counter a yard
-or so. She picked up a novelette and opened it.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor examined and fingered the penholders
-for nearly a minute by the clock ere he glanced at
-her. She appeared to be engrossed in the novelette,
-but he was sure he had hurt her feelings.</p>
-
-<p>“I was jist jokin’,” he muttered.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you wanted a ha’penny one.” She
-twitched down another card of penholders, laid it
-before him as if&mdash;so it seemed to him&mdash;he had
-been dirt, and went back to her novelette.</p>
-
-<p>Had he been less in love he would surely have
-been angry then. Had she seen his look she would
-certainly have been sorry.</p>
-
-<p>There was a long silence while his gaze wandered,
-while he wondered what he could do to make
-amends.</p>
-
-<p>And lo! the ugly inkpot caught his eye. He
-read the accompanying card several times; he
-fingered the money in his pocket; he told himself
-insistently that ninepence was not worth considering.
-Once more he glanced at the girl. She was
-frowning slightly over the page. Perhaps she
-wanted him to go.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll buy that, if ye like,” he said, pointing at
-the inkpot.</p>
-
-<p>“Eh?” cried Christina, and dropped the
-novelette. “Beg your pardon,” she went on,
-recovering her dignity and moving leisurely
-towards him, “but I did not quite catch what you
-observed.” She was pleased that she had used the
-word “observed.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll buy that,” repeated Macgregor. “What’s
-it for?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s for keeping ink in. It’s an inkpot. The
-price is ninepence.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can read,” said Macgregor, with perhaps his
-first essay in irony.</p>
-
-<p>Christina tilted her chin. “I presume you want
-it for a gift,” she said haughtily.</p>
-
-<p>“Na; I’m gaun to pay for it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I meant to give away as a gift.” It was rather
-a stupid sentence, she felt. If she had only remembered
-to use the word “bestow.”</p>
-
-<p>The boy’s clear eyes met hers for a second.</p>
-
-<p>“It holds a great deal of ink,” she said, possibly
-in reply to her conscience.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll buy a bottle o’ ink, too, if ye like,” he said
-recklessly, and looked at her again.</p>
-
-<p>A flood of honest kindliness swamped the business
-instinct of Christina. “I didna mean that!”
-she exclaimed, flopping into homely speech; “an’
-I wudna sell ye that rotten inkpot for a hundred
-pound!”</p>
-
-<p>It will be admitted that Macgregor’s amazement
-was natural in the circumstances. Ere he
-recovered from it she was in fair control of
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s as good as sold to the <abbr title="Reverend">Rev.</abbr> Mr. McTavish,”
-she explained. Her sole foundation for the statement
-lay in the fact that the Rev. Mr. McTavish
-was to call for a small parcel of stationery about
-six o’clock. At the same time she remembered
-her duty to her employer. “But we have other
-inkpots in profusion,” she declared.</p>
-
-<p>The limit of his endurance was reached. “Oh,”
-he stammered, “I wish ye wudna speak to me like
-that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Like what?”</p>
-
-<p>“That fancy way&mdash;that genteel English.”</p>
-
-<p>The words might have angered her, but not the
-voice. She drew a quick breath and said:</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye a frien’ or a customer?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye&mdash;ye ken fine what I want to be,” he
-answered, sadly.</p>
-
-<p>Now she was sure that she liked him.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” she said, slowly, “suppose ye buy a
-ha’penny penholder&mdash;jist for the sake o’ appearances&mdash;an’
-then”&mdash;quickly&mdash;“we’ll drop business.”
-And she refused to sell him a penny one,
-and, indeed, anything else in the shop that
-afternoon.</p>
-
-<p>It must be recorded, however, that an hour or
-so later she induced the Rev. Mr. McTavish to
-buy the ugly inkpot.</p>
-
-<p>“It wasna easy,” she confessed afterwards to
-M. Tod, “an’ I doobt he jist bought it to please
-me; but it’s awa’ at last, an’ ye’ll never see it
-again&mdash;unless, maybe, at a jumble sale. He was
-real nice aboot it, an’ gaed awa’ smilin’.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope ye didna deceive the man,” said M.
-Tod, trying not to look gratified.</p>
-
-<p>“I told him the solemn truth. I told him it was
-on ma conscience to sell the inkpot afore anither
-day had dawned. It’s no’ every day it pays ye to
-tell the truth, is it?” The last sentence was
-happily inaudible to the old woman.</p>
-
-<p>“But, lassie, I never intended ye to feel ye had
-ta’en a vow to sell the inkpot. I wud be unco
-vexed to <span class="lock">think&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>Christina gave her employer’s shoulder a little
-kindly, reassuring pat. “Na, na; ye needna fash
-yersel’ aboot that,” she said. Then, moving
-away: “As a matter o’ fac’, I had compromised
-myself regardin’ the inkpot in&mdash;in anither
-direction.”</p>
-
-<p>Which was all Greek to M. Tod.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER NINE</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">For</span> a fortnight it ran smoothly enough. There
-were, to be sure, occasional ripples; little doubts,
-little fears, little jealousies; but they passed as
-swiftly as they appeared.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor, having no overtime those weeks,
-contrived to visit the shop nightly, excepting Tuesdays
-and Thursdays, Christina’s class nights. He
-paid his footing, so to speak, with the purchase of
-a ha’penny evening paper&mdash;which he could not
-well take home since his father was in the habit of
-making a similar purchase on the way from work.
-M. Tod was rarely in evidence; the evenings found
-her tired, and unless several customers demanded
-attention at once (a rare event) she remained in
-the living-room, browsing on novelettes selected
-for her by her assistant. She was given to protesting
-she had never done such a thing prior to
-Christina’s advent, to which Christina was wont to
-reply that, while she herself was long since “fed
-up” with such literature, it was high time M. Tod
-should know something about it. Only once did
-the old woman intrude on the young people and
-prevent intimate converse; but even then Macgregor
-did not depart unhappy, for Christina’s
-farewell smile was reassuring in its whimsicality,
-and in young love of all things seeing is believing.</p>
-
-<p>It must not be supposed, all the same, that she
-gave him much direct encouragement; her lapses
-from absolute discretion were brief as they were
-rare. But the affections of the youthful male have
-a wonderful way of subsisting on crumbs which
-hope magnifies into loaves. Nevertheless, her
-kindliness was a definite thing, and under its influence
-the boy lost some of his shyness and gained
-a little confidence in himself. He had already taken
-a leap over one barrier of formality: he had called
-her “Christina” to her face, and neither her face
-nor her lips had reproved him; he had asked her
-to call him “Macgreegor”&mdash;or “Mac” if she
-preferred it, and she had promised to “see about
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>On this November Saturday afternoon he was on
-his way to make the tremendous request that she
-should allow him to walk home with her when her
-day’s work was over. He was far from sure of
-himself. In the reign of Jessie Mary&mdash;what an
-old story now!&mdash;he would not have openly craved
-permission, but would have hung about on the
-chance of meeting her alone and in pleasant
-humour. But he could not act so with Christina.
-Instinct as well as inclination prevented him.
-Moreover, he had been witness, on a certain evening
-when he had lingered near the shop&mdash;just to
-see her with her hat on&mdash;-of the fate that befell a
-young man (a regular customer, too, Christina
-told him afterwards) who dared to proffer his
-escort off-hand. Christina had simply halted,
-turned and pointed, as one might point for a dog’s
-guidance, and after a long moment the young man
-had gone in the direction opposite to that in which
-he had intended. To Macgregor the little scene
-had been gratifying yet disturbing. The memory
-of it chilled his courage now. But he was not the
-boy to relinquish a desire simply because he was
-afraid.</p>
-
-<p>He broke his journey at a sweet-shop, and
-rather surprised himself by spending sixpence,
-although he had been planning to do so for the
-past week. He had not yet given Christina anything;
-he wanted badly to give her something; and
-having bought it, he wondered whether she would
-take it. He could not hope that the gift would
-affect the answer to his tremendous request.</p>
-
-<p>Coming out of the sweet-shop he caught sight of
-the back of Willie Thomson, whom he had not
-seen for two weeks. Involuntarily he gave the
-boyish whistle, not so long ago the summons that
-would have called the one to the other with express
-speed. Now it had the reverse effect, for Willie
-started, half turned, and then walked quickly up a
-convenient side-street. The flight was obvious,
-and for a moment Macgregor was hurt and angry.
-Then with sudden sympathy he grinned, thinking,
-“He’ll be after Jessie Mary, an’ doesna want me.”
-He was becoming quite grateful to Willie, for
-although he had encountered Jessie Mary several
-times of late, she had not reminded him of the
-approaching dance, and he gave Willie credit for
-that.</p>
-
-<p>A few minutes later Macgregor stood at the
-counter that had become a veritable altar. Not
-many of us manage to greet the girls of our
-dreams precisely as we would or exactly as we have
-rehearsed the operation, and Macgregor’s nerves
-at the last moment played him a trick.</p>
-
-<p>In a cocky fashion, neither natural nor becoming,
-he wagged his head in the direction of the
-living-room and flippantly enquired: “Is she
-oot?”</p>
-
-<p>To which Christina, her smile of welcome
-passing with never a flicker, stiffly replied: “Miss
-Tod is out, but may return at any moment.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw!” he murmured, “I thought she wud
-maybe be takin’ her usual walk.”</p>
-
-<p>“What usual walk?”</p>
-
-<p>His hurt look said: “What have I done to
-deserve this, Christina?”</p>
-
-<p>And she felt as though she had struck him.
-“Ye shouldna tak’ things for granted,” she said,
-less sharply. “I didna think ye was yin o’ the
-cheeky sort.”</p>
-
-<p>“Me!” he cried in consternation.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, maybe ye didna mean it, but ye cam’
-into the shop like a dog wi’ twa tails. But”&mdash;as
-with a sudden inspiration&mdash;“maybe ye’ve been
-gettin’ a rise in yer wages. If that’s the case, I’ll
-apologise.”</p>
-
-<p>He shook his head. “I dinna ken what ye’re
-drivin’ at. I&mdash;I was jist gled to see <span class="lock">ye&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we’ll no’ say ony mair aboot it. Maybe I
-was ower smart,” she said hastily. “Kindly
-forget ma observations.” She smiled apologetically.</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye no’ gaun to shake han’s wi’ me?” he
-asked, still uneasy.</p>
-
-<p>“Surely!” she answered warmly. “An’ I’ve
-got a bit o’ news for ye, Mac.” The name slipped
-out; she reddened.</p>
-
-<p>Yet her cheek was pale compared with the boy’s.
-“Oh!” he exclaimed under his breath. Then
-with a brave attempt at carelessness he brought
-from his pocket a small white package and laid it
-on the counter before her. “It&mdash;it’s for you,”
-he said, forgetting his little speech about wanting
-to give her something and hoping she would not be
-offended.</p>
-
-<p>Christina was not prepared for such a happening;
-still, her wits did not desert her. She liked
-sweets, but on no account was she going to have
-her acceptance of the gift misconstrued. She
-glanced at Macgregor, whose eyes did not meet
-hers; she glanced at the package; she glanced once
-more at Macgregor, and gently uttered the solitary
-word:</p>
-
-<p>“Platonic?”</p>
-
-<p>“Na,” he replied. “Jujubes.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina bit her lip.</p>
-
-<p>“D’ye no’ like them?” he asked anxiously.</p>
-
-<p>The matter had got beyond her. She put out
-her hand and took the gift, saying: “Thank ye,
-Mac; they’re ma favourite sweeties. But&mdash;ye’re
-no’ to dae it again.”</p>
-
-<p>“What kin’ o’ sweeties did ye think they was?”
-he asked, breaking a short silence.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s o’ nae consequence,” she lightly replied.
-“D’ye no’ want to hear ma bit o’ news?”</p>
-
-<p>“’Deed, ay, Christina.” Now more at ease, he
-settled himself on the chair by the counter.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel,&mdash;ye’ll excuse me no’ samplin’ the
-jujubes the noo; it micht be awkward if a customer
-was comin’&mdash;weel, yer Uncle Purdie was visitin’
-ma uncle last night, an’ what d’ye think I
-did?”</p>
-
-<p>“What?”</p>
-
-<p>“I asked him for a job!”</p>
-
-<p>“A job!” exclaimed Macgregor. “In&mdash;in yin
-o’ his shops?”</p>
-
-<p>“Na; in his chief office.”</p>
-
-<p>“My! ye’ve a neck&mdash;I mean, ye’re no’ afraid.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye dinna get muckle in this world wi’oot askin’
-for it.”</p>
-
-<p>“What did he say?” the boy enquired, after a
-pause.</p>
-
-<p>“He said the job was mine as sune as I was
-ready to tak’ it. Ye see, I tell’t him I didna want
-to start till I had ma shorthand an’ typewritin’
-perfec’. That’ll tak’ me a few months yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“I didna ken ye could typewrite.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’ve been workin’ at it for near a year,
-but I can only get practisin’ afore breakfast an’
-whiles in the evenin’. Still, I think I’ll be ready
-for the office aboot the spring, if no’ earlier.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor regarded her with sorrow mingled
-with admiration. “But what way dae ye want to
-leave here?” he cried, all at once realising what
-the change would mean to him.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s nae prospects in a wee place like this.
-Once I’m in a big place, like yer uncle’s, I’ll get
-chances. I want to be yer uncle’s private
-<span class="lock">secretary&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Ye’re ower young.”</p>
-
-<p>“I didna say in six months.” Her voice
-changed. “Are ye no’ pleased, Mac?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hoo can I be pleased when ye’re leavin’ here?
-Can ye no’ stop? Ye’re fine where ye are. An’
-what’ll Miss Tod dae wantin’ ye?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll get uncle to find her another girl&mdash;a
-pretty girl, so that ye’ll come here for yer
-stationery, eh?”</p>
-
-<p>“If ye leave, I’ll never come here again.
-Could ye no’ get a job behind the counter in yin of
-ma uncle’s shops?”&mdash;clutching at a straw.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll gang furder in the office. If I was a man
-I daresay I wud try the shop. If I was you, Mac,
-I wud try it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I couldna sell folk things.”</p>
-
-<p>“In a big business like yer uncle’s there’s
-plenty work besides sellin’. But I suppose ye’ll
-stick to the pentin’.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” he said shortly.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, I suppose it’s nane o’ ma business,” she
-said good-humouredly. “But, bein’ a frien’, I
-thought ye wud ha’e been pleased to hear ma
-news.”</p>
-
-<p>Ere he could reply a woman came in to purchase
-note-paper. Possibly Christina’s service was a
-trifle less “finished” than usual; and she made no
-attempt to sell anything that was not wanted.
-Macgregor had a few minutes for reflection, and
-when the customer had gone he said, a shade
-more hopefully:</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’ll no’ be kep’ as late at the office as here.
-Ye’ll ha’e yer evenin’s free, Christina.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll ha’e mair time for classes. I’m keen on
-learnin’ French an’ German. I ken a bit o’ French
-already; a frien’ o’ ma uncle’s, a Frenchman, has
-been gi’ein’ me lessons in conversation every Sunday
-night for a while back. It’ll be useful if I
-become a secretary.”</p>
-
-<p>“Strikes me,” said Macgregor, gloomily, “ye’ve
-never ony time for fun.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fun?”</p>
-
-<p>“For walkin’ aboot an’&mdash;an’ that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, ye mean oot there.” She swung her hand
-in the direction of the street. “I walk here in the
-mornin’&mdash;near a mile&mdash;an’ hame at night; an’
-I’ve two hours free in the middle o’ the day&mdash;uncle
-bargained for that when he let me come to
-Miss Tod. As for loafin’ aboot on the street, I
-had plenty o’ the street when I was young, afore
-ma aunt took me to bide wi’ her at Kilmabeg.
-The street was aboot the only place I had then, an’
-I suppose I wud be there yet if ma aunt hadna
-saved me. D’ye ken, Mac,” she went on almost
-passionately, “it’s no’ five years since I wanted a
-decent pair o’ shoes an’ a guid square meal....
-Oh, I could tell ye things&mdash;but anither time,
-maybe. As for spendin’ a’ yer spare time on the
-street, when ye’ve ony other place to spend it, it’s&mdash;weel,
-I suppose it’s a matter o’ taste; but if I
-can dae onything wi’ ma spare time that’ll mak’
-me independent later on, I’m gaun to dae it.
-That’s flat!” Suddenly she laughed. “Are ye
-afraid o’ me, Mac?”</p>
-
-<p>“No’ likely!” he replied, with rather feeble
-indignation. “But whiles ye’re awfu’&mdash;queer.”</p>
-
-<p>At that she laughed again. “But I’m no’ so
-badly off for fun, as ye call it, either,” she resumed
-presently. “Noo an’ then uncle tak’s auntie an’
-me to the theatre. Every holiday we gang to the
-coast. An’ there’s always folk comin’ to the
-<span class="lock">hoose&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Auld folk?”</p>
-
-<p>“Frae your age upwards. An’ next year, when
-I put up ma hair, I’ll be gettin’ to dances. Can ye
-waltz?”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor gave his head a dismal shake. “I&mdash;I
-doobt ye’re ower high-class,” he muttered
-hopelessly. “Ye’ll no’ be for lookin’ at me next
-year.”</p>
-
-<p>“No’ if ye wear a face like a fiddle. I like to
-look at cheery things. What’s up wi’ ye?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, naething. I suppose ye expec’ to be
-terrible rich some day.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the idea.”</p>
-
-<p>“What’ll ye dae wi’ the money? I suppose ye
-dinna ken.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I ken fine,” she returned, with an eager
-smile. “I’ll buy auntie a lovely cottage at the
-coast, an’ uncle a splendid motor car, an’ masel’ a
-big white steam yacht.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’re no’ greedy,” he remarked a little sulkily.</p>
-
-<p>“That’ll be merely for a start, of course. I’ll
-tak’ ye a trip roun’ the world for the price o’ a
-coat o’ pent to the yacht. Are ye on? Maybe
-ye’ll be a master-penter by then.”</p>
-
-<p>“I&mdash;I’ll never be onything&mdash;an’ I’m no’
-carin’,” he groaned.</p>
-
-<p>“If ye lie doon in the road ye’ll no’ win far, an’
-ye’re likely to get tramped on, forbye. What’s
-wrang wi’ ye the day?” she asked kindly.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye&mdash;ye jist mak’ me miserable,” he blurted
-out, and hung his head.</p>
-
-<p>“Me!” she said innocently. “I’m sure I never
-meant to dae that. I’m a hard nut, I suppose; but
-no’ jist as hard as I seem. Onything I can dae to
-mak’ ye happy again?”</p>
-
-<p>The door opened, the bell banged, and a man
-came in and bought a weekly paper.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel?” said Christina when they were alone.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me walk hame wi’ ye the nicht,” said
-Macgregor, who ought to have felt grateful to the
-chance customer whose brief stay had permitted
-him to get his wits and words together.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” said Christina.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll wait for ye as long as ye like.”</p>
-
-<p>Some seconds passed ere Christina spoke. “I’m
-not in the habit of being escorted&mdash;&mdash;” she began.</p>
-
-<p>“For ony sake dinna speak like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I forgot ye wasna a customer. But, seriously,
-I dinna think it wud be the thing.”</p>
-
-<p>“What way, Christina?”</p>
-
-<p>“Jist because, an’ for several other reasons
-besides. My! it’s gettin’ dark. Time I was
-lightin’ up.” She struck a match, applied it to a
-long taper, and proceeded to ignite the jets in the
-window and above the counter. Then she turned
-to him again.</p>
-
-<p>“Mac.”</p>
-
-<p>Something in her voice roused him out of his
-despair. “What, Christina?”</p>
-
-<p>“If ye walk hame wi’ me, I’ll expect ye to come
-up an’ see ma aunt an’ uncle. Ye see, I made a
-sort o’ bargain wi’ them that I wudna ha’e ony
-frien’s that they didna ken aboot.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor’s expression of happiness gave place
-to one of doubt. “Maybe they wudna like me,”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Aweel, that’s your risk, of course. But they’ll
-no’ bite ye. I leave the shop at eight.” She
-glanced at her little silver watch. “Mercy!
-It’s time I was puttin’ on the kettle. Miss Tod’ll
-be back in a jiffy. Ye best gang, Mac.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll be waitin’ for ye at eight,” he said, rising.
-“An’ it’s awfu’ guid o’ ye, Christina, though I
-wish ye hadna made that <span class="lock">bargain&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Weel, I like to be as honest as I can&mdash;ootside
-o’ business. If ye dinna turn up, I’ll forgive ye.
-<span class="lock">Noo&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’ll turn up. It wud tak’ mair nor your
-aunt an’ <span class="lock">uncle&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Tits, man!” she cried impatiently, “I’ll be
-late wi’ her tea. Adieu for the present.” She
-waved her hand and fled to the living-room.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor went home happy in a subdued
-fashion. He found a letter awaiting him. It was
-from Grandfather Purdie; it reminded him that his
-seventeenth birthday was on the coming Monday,
-contained a few kindly words of advice, and
-enclosed a postal order for ten shillings. Hitherto
-the old man’s gift had been a half-crown, which
-had seemed a large sum to the boy. But ten
-shillings!&mdash;it would be hard to tell whether Macgregor’s
-feeling of manliness or of gratitude was
-the greater.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Robinson was not a little disturbed when
-her son failed to hand over the money to her to
-take care of for him, as had been the custom in
-the past, and her husband had some difficulty in
-persuading her to “let the laddie be in the meantime.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor had gone to his room to make the
-most elaborate toilet possible.</p>
-
-<p>“You trust him, an’ he’ll trust you,” said John.
-“Dinna be aye treatin’ him like a wean.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s no’ a case o’ no’ trustin’ him,” she returned
-a little sharply. “Better treat him like a wean
-than let him think he’s a man afore his time.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s no’ his money in the bank that tells what
-a chap’s made o’, Lizzie. Let us wait an’ see what
-he does wi’ it. Mind ye, it’s his to dae what he
-likes wi’. Wait, till the morn, an’ then I’ll back ye
-up in gettin’ him to put a guid part o’ it, onyway,
-in the bank. No’ that I think ony backin’ up’ll be
-necessary. If he doesna want to put it in the bank,
-he’ll dae it to please us. I’ll guarantee that,
-wife.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I had your heart an’ you had ma heid,” she
-said with a faint smile, “I daresay we wud baith
-be near perfec’, John. Aweel, I’m no’ gaun to
-bother the laddie noo. But”&mdash;seriously&mdash;“he’s
-been oot an awfu’ lot at nicht the last week or twa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Courtin’,” said John, laughing.</p>
-
-<p>“Havers!” she retorted. “He’s no’ the sort.”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither was I,” said John, “an’ look at me
-noo!”</p>
-
-<p>And there they let the subject drop.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>At seven o’clock Macgregor left the house. At
-the nearest post-office he had his order converted
-into coin. In one of his pockets he placed a couple
-of shillings&mdash;for Jeannie and Jimsie. He had no
-definite plans regarding the balance, but he hoped
-his mother would not ask for it. Somehow its
-possession rendered the prospect of his meeting
-with the Baldwins a thought less fearsome. He
-would tell Christina of his grandfather’s gift, and
-later on, perhaps, he would buy&mdash;he knew not
-what. All at once he wished he had a <em>great</em> deal
-of money&mdash;wished he were clever&mdash;wished he
-could talk like Christina, even in the manner he
-hated&mdash;wished vague but beautiful things. The
-secret aspirations of lad’s love must surely make
-the angels smile&mdash;very tenderly.</p>
-
-<p>He reached the trysting place with a quick heart,
-a moist brow, and five and twenty minutes to spare.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER TEN</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">From</span> five to seven o’clock on Saturdays M. Tod
-and her assistant did a fairly brisk trade in newspapers;
-thereafter, as Christina often thought, but
-refrained from saying, it was scarcely worth while
-keeping the shop open: A stray customer or two
-was all that might be expected during the last hour,
-and Christina was wont to occupy herself and it by
-tidying up for Sunday, while M. Tod from the
-sitting-room bleated her conviction, based on
-nothing but a fair imagination and a bad memory,
-that the Saturday night business was not what it
-had been twenty years ago. The old woman
-invariably got depressed at the end of the week;
-she had come to grudge the girl’s absence even for
-a day.</p>
-
-<p>Christina was counting up some unsold
-periodicals, chattering cheerfully the while on the
-ethics of modern light literature. The door
-opened with a suddenness that suggested a pounce,
-and a young woman, whom Christina could not
-recollect having seen before, started visibly at the
-bang of the bell, recovered herself, and closed the
-door carefully. It was Christina’s habit to sum
-up roughly the more patent characteristics of new
-customers almost before they reached the counter.
-In the present case her estimate was as follows:
-“Handsome for the money; conceited, but not
-proud.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good-evening,” she said politely.</p>
-
-<p>“Evenin’,” replied the other, her dark eyes
-making a swift survey of the shop. She threw
-open her jacket, already unbuttoned, disclosing a
-fresh white shirt, a scarlet bow and a silver belt.
-Touching the belt, she said: “I think this was got
-in your shop.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina bent forward a little way. “Perhaps,”
-she said pleasantly. “I couldn’t say for
-certain. We’ve sold several of these belts, but of
-course we haven’t the monopoly.”</p>
-
-<p>It may have been that the young woman fancied
-she was being chaffed. Other customers less unfamiliar
-with Christina had fancied the same thing.
-At all events her tone sharpened.</p>
-
-<p>“But I happen to ken it was got here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then it <em>was</em> got here,” said Christina equably.
-“Do you wish to buy another the same? I’m
-sorry we’re out of them at present, but we could
-procure one for you <span class="lock">within&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“No, thanks. An’ I didna buy this one, either.
-It was bought by a young gentleman friend of
-mines.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, indeed!” Christina murmured sympathetically.
-Then her eyes narrowed slightly.</p>
-
-<p>“I came to see if you could change it,” the
-young woman proceeded. “It’s miles too wide.
-Ye can see that for yersel’.”</p>
-
-<p>“They are worn that way at present,” said
-Christina, with something of an effort.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe. But I prefer it tight-fittin’. Of
-course I admit I’ve an extra sma’ waist.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes&mdash;smaller than they are worn at present.”</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon!”</p>
-
-<p>“Granted,” said Christina absently. She was
-trying to think of more than one male customer to
-whom she had sold a belt. But there had been
-only one.</p>
-
-<p>The dark eyes of the young woman glimmered
-with malignant relish.</p>
-
-<p>“As I was sayin’,” she said, “I prefer it tight-fittin’.
-I’ve a dance on next week, an’ as it is the
-belt is unsuitable, an’ the young man expec’s me to
-wear it. Of course I couldna tell him that it
-didna fit me. So I thought I would jist ask ye to
-change it wi’oot lettin’ on to him.” She gave a
-self-conscious giggle.</p>
-
-<p>“I see,” said Christina, dully. “But I’m afraid
-there’s only the one size in those belts, and, besides,
-we can’t change goods that have been worn for a
-month.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, so ye mind when ye sold it!” said the
-other maliciously. “Ye’ve a fine memory, Miss!
-But though I’ve had it for a month&mdash;it was part
-o’ his birthday present, ye ken&mdash;I’ve scarcely
-worn it&mdash;only once or twice, to please him.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a short silence ere Christina spoke.
-“If you are bent on getting the belt made tight-fitting,
-a jeweller would do it for you, but it would
-cost as much as the belt is worth,” she said coldly.
-“It’s a very cheap imitation, you know,” she added,
-for the first time in her business career decrying her
-own wares.</p>
-
-<p>It was certainly a nasty one, but the young
-woman almost succeeded in appearing to ignore it.</p>
-
-<p>“So ye canna change it&mdash;even to please ma
-young man?” she said mockingly.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” Christina replied, keeping her face to the
-foe, but with difficulty.</p>
-
-<p>Said the foe: “That’s a pity, but I daresay I’ll
-get over it.” She moved to the door and opened
-it. She smiled, showing her teeth. (Christina
-was glad to see they were not quite perfect.) “A
-sma’ waist like mines is whiles a misfortune,” she
-remarked, with affected self-commiseration.</p>
-
-<p>Christina set her lips, but the retort <em>would</em> come.
-“Ay,” she said viciously; “still, I suppose you
-couldn’t grow tall any other way.”</p>
-
-<p>But the young woman only laughed&mdash;she could
-afford to laugh, having done that which she had
-come to do&mdash;and departed to report the result of
-her mission to the youth known as Willie Thomson.</p>
-
-<p>“Wha was that, dearie?” M. Tod called from
-the living-room.</p>
-
-<p>Christina started from an unlovely reverie.
-“Merely a female,” she answered bitterly, and
-resumed counting the periodicals in a listless
-fashion.</p>
-
-<p>The poison bit deep. The cheek of him to suggest
-walking home with <em>her</em> when he was going to
-a dance with that tight-laced girl next week! No
-doubt he admired her skimpy waist. He was
-welcome to it and her&mdash;and her bad teeth. And
-yet he had seemed a nice chap. She had liked him
-for his shyness, if for nothing else. But the shy
-kind were always the worst. He had very likely
-been taking advantage of his shyness. Well, she
-was glad she had found him out before he could
-walk home with her. And possibly because she
-was glad, but probably because she was quite young
-at heart, tears came to her eyes....</p>
-
-<p>When ten minutes had passed, M. Tod, missing
-the cheerful chatter, toddled into the shop.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s wrang, dearie? Preserve us! Ha’e
-ye been cryin’?”</p>
-
-<p>“Cryin’!” exclaimed Christina with contempt.
-“But I think I’m in for a shockin’ cauld in ma
-heid, so ye best keep awa’ frae me in case ye get
-the infection. A cauld’s a serious thing at your
-time o’ life.” And she got the feebly protesting
-old woman back to the fireside, and left her there.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>At eight o’clock Macgregor saw the window
-lights go out and the shop lights grow dim. A
-minute later he heard an exchange of good-nights
-and the closing and bolting of a door. Then
-Christina appeared, her head a little higher even
-than usual.</p>
-
-<p>He went forward eagerly. He held out his
-hand and&mdash;it received his gift of the afternoon
-unopened.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve changed my mind. I’ll bid you good-night&mdash;and
-good-bye,” said Christina, and walked
-on.</p>
-
-<p>Presently he overtook her.</p>
-
-<p>“Christina, what’s up?”</p>
-
-<p>“Kindly do not address me any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“Any more?&mdash;&mdash;&#8203;Never?&mdash;&mdash;&#8203;What <span class="lock">way?&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>She was gone.</p>
-
-<p>He dashed the little package into the gutter and
-strode off in the opposite direction, his face white,
-his lip quivering.</p>
-
-<p>If Macgregor seemed in the past to have needed
-a thorough rousing, he had it now. For an hour
-he tramped the streets, his heart hot within him,
-the burden of his thoughts&mdash;“She thinks I’m no’
-guid enough.”</p>
-
-<p>And the end of the tramp found him at the door
-of the home of Jessie Mary. For a wonder, on a
-Saturday night at that hour, she was in. She
-opened the door herself.</p>
-
-<p>At the sight of the boy something like fear fell
-upon her. For what had he come thus boldly?</p>
-
-<p>He did not keep her in suspense. “Will ye
-gang wi’ me to that dance ye was talkin’ aboot?”
-he asked abruptly, adding, “I’ve got the money for
-the tickets.”</p>
-
-<p>A curse, a blow even, would have surprised her less.</p>
-
-<p>“Will ye gang, Jessie?” he said impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>For the life of her she could not answer at once.</p>
-
-<p>Said he: “If it’s Wullie, ye’re thinkin’ o’, I’ll
-square him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Wullie!” she exclaimed, a cruel contempt in
-the word.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, if naebody else is takin’ ye, will ye gang
-wi’ me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dae&mdash;dae ye want me, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m askin’ ye.”</p>
-
-<p>She glanced at him furtively, but he was not
-looking at her; his hands were in his pockets, his
-mouth was shaped to emit a tuneless whistle. She
-tried to laugh, but made only a throaty sound.
-It seemed as if a stranger stood before her, one of
-whom she knew nothing save his name. And yet
-she liked that stranger and wanted much to go to
-the dance with him.</p>
-
-<p>The whistling ceased.</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye gaun wi’ somebody else?” he demanded,
-lifting his face for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>It was not difficult to guess that something acute
-had happened to him very recently. Jessie Mary
-suddenly experienced a guilty pang. Yet why
-Macgregor should have come back to her now was
-beyond her comprehension. Yon yellow-haired girl
-in the shop could not have told him anything&mdash;that
-was certain. And though she had not really
-wanted him back, now that he had come she was
-fain to hold him once more. Such thoughts made
-confusion in her mind, out of which two distinct,
-ideas at last emerged: she did not care if she had
-hurt the yellow-haired girl; she could not go to the
-dance on Macgregor’s money.</p>
-
-<p>So gently, sadly, she told her lie; “Ay, there’s
-somebody else, Macgreegor.” Which suggests
-that no waist is too small to contain an appreciable
-amount of heart and conscience.</p>
-
-<p>A brief pause, and Macgregor said drearily:</p>
-
-<p>“Aweel, it doesna matter.<a name="chg3" id="chg3"></a> I’ll awa’ hame.”
-And went languidly down the stairs.</p>
-
-<p>“It doesna matter.” The words haunted
-Jessie Mary that night, and it was days before she
-got wholly rid of the uncomfortable feeling that
-Macgregor had not really wanted her to go to the
-dance, and that he had, in fact, been “codding”
-her.</p>
-
-<p>Whereas, poor lad, he had only been “codding”
-himself, or, at least, trying to do so. By the time
-he reached the bottom step he had forgotten Jessie
-Mary.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>Once more he tramped the streets.</p>
-
-<p>At home Lizzie was showing her anxiety, and
-John was concealing his.</p>
-
-<p>When, at long last, he entered the kitchen, he
-did not appear to hear his mother’s “Whaur ha’e
-ye been, laddie?” or his father’s “Ye’re late, ma
-son.” Their looks of concern at his tired face and
-muddy boots passed unobserved.</p>
-
-<p>Having unlaced his boots and rid his feet of
-them more quietly than usual, he got up and went
-to the table at which his mother was sitting.</p>
-
-<p>He took all the money&mdash;all&mdash;from his pockets
-and laid it before her.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s a shillin’ each for Jeannie an’ Jimsie.
-I’m no’ needin’ the rest. I’m wearied,” he said,
-and went straightway to his own room.</p>
-
-<p>John got up and joined his wife at the table.
-“Did I no’ tell ye,” he cried, triumphantly, “that
-Macgreegor wud dae the richt thing?”</p>
-
-<p>Lizzie stared at the little heap of silver and
-bronze.</p>
-
-<p>“John,” she whispered at last, and there was a
-curious distressed note in her voice, “John, d’ye
-no’ see?&mdash;he’s gi’ed me ower much!”</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER ELEVEN</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">As</span> a rule tonics are bitter, and their effects very
-gradual, often so gradual as to be hardly noticeable
-until one’s strength is put to some test. While it
-would be unfair to deny the existence of “backbone”
-in Macgregor, it is but just to grant that the
-“backbone” required stiffening. And it is no
-discredit to Macgregor that the tincture of Christina’s
-hardier spirit which, along with her (to him)
-abundant sweetness, he had been absorbing during
-these past weeks, was the very tonic he needed,
-the tonic without which he could not have acted as
-he did on the Monday night following his dismissal.</p>
-
-<p>Of this action one may say, at first thought, that
-it was simply the outcome of an outraged pride.
-Yet Macgregor’s pride was at best a drowsy thing
-until a girl stabbed it. It forced him to Jessie
-Mary’s door, but there failed him. Throughout
-the miserable Sunday it lay inert, with only an
-occasional spasm. And though he went with it to
-the encounter on Monday, he carried it as a
-burden. His real supporters were Love and
-Determination, and the latter was a new comrade,
-welcome, but not altogether of his own inspiring.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>He did not go to the shop, for he had neither
-money nor the petty courage necessary to ask it of
-his parents. On the pavement, a little way from
-the door, he waited in a slow drizzle of rain. He
-had no doubts as to what he was going to do and
-say. The idea had been with him all day, from
-early in the morning, and it <em>had</em> to be carried out.
-Perhaps his nerves were a little too steady to be
-described as normal.</p>
-
-<p>When eight o’clock struck on a neighbouring
-tower, he did not start or stir. But across the
-street, peering round the edge of a close-mouth,
-another boy jerked his head at the sound. Willie
-Thomson was exceedingly curious to know whether
-Saturday night had seen the end of the matter.</p>
-
-<p>Christina, for no reason that she could have
-given, was late in leaving the shop; it was twenty
-minutes past the hour when she appeared.</p>
-
-<p>She approached quickly, but he was ready for her.</p>
-
-<p>“No!” she exclaimed at the sight of him.</p>
-
-<p>He stepped right in front of her. She was compelled
-to halt, and she had nothing to say.</p>
-
-<p>He faced her fairly, and said&mdash;neither hotly
-nor coldly, but with a slight throb in his voice:</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll be guid enough yet.” With a little nod as
-if to emphasise his words, and without taking his
-eyes from her face, he stood aside and let her go.</p>
-
-<p>Erect, he followed her with his eyes until the
-darkness and traffic of the pavement hid her.
-Then he seemed to relax, his shoulders drooped
-slightly, and with eyes grown wistful he moved
-slowly down the street towards home. Arrived
-there he shut himself up with an old school
-dictionary.</p>
-
-<p>Dull work, but a beginning....</p>
-
-<p>“Guid enough yet.” Christina had not gone far
-when through all her resentment the full meaning
-of the words forced itself upon her. “Oh,” she
-told herself crossly, “I never meant him to take
-it that way.” A little later she told herself the
-same thing, but merely impatiently. And still
-later, lying in the dark, she repeated it with a sob.</p>
-
-<p>As for the watcher, Willie Thomson, he set out
-without undue haste to inform Jessie Mary that
-once more Macgregor had been left standing alone
-on the pavement. Somehow Willie was not particularly
-pleased with himself this evening. Ere
-his lagging feet had borne him half way to the
-appointed place he was feeling sorry for Macgregor.
-All at once he decided to spy no more.
-It would be rather awkward just at present to
-intimate such a decision to Jessie Mary, but he
-could “cod” her, he thought, without much difficulty,
-by inventing reports in the future. Cheered
-by his virtuous resolutions, he quickened his pace.</p>
-
-<p>Jessie Mary received him in the close leading to
-her abode. She was in an extraordinarily bad
-temper, and cut short his report almost at the outset
-by demanding to know when he intended
-repaying the shilling he had borrowed a fortnight
-previously.</p>
-
-<p>“Next week,” mumbled Willie, with that sad
-lack of originality exhibited by nearly all harassed
-borrowers.</p>
-
-<p>Whereupon Jessie Mary, who was almost a head
-the taller, seized him by one ear and soundly cuffed
-the other until with a yelp he broke loose and fled
-into the night, never to know that he had been
-punished for that unfortunate remark of Macgregor’s&mdash;“it
-doesna matter.” Yet let us not
-scoff at Jessie Mary’s sense of justice. The possessors
-of greater minds than hers, having stumbled
-against a chair, have risen in their wrath and kicked
-the sofa&mdash;which is not at all to say that the sofa’s
-past has been more blameless than the chair’s.
-Life has a way of settling our accounts without
-much respect for our book-keeping.</p>
-
-<p>Jessie Mary felt none the better of her outbreak.
-She went to bed wishing angrily that she had taken
-Macgregor at his word. The prospects of obtaining
-an escort to the dance were now exceedingly
-remote, for only that afternoon she had learned
-that the bandy-legged young man in the warehouse
-whom she had deemed “safe at a pinch,” and who
-was the owner of a dress suit with a white vest,
-had invited another girl and was actually going to
-give her flowers to wear.</p>
-
-<p>Willie went to bed, too, earlier than usual, and
-lay awake wondering, among other things, whether
-his aching ear entitled him to a little further credit
-in the matter of his debt to Jessie Mary&mdash;not that
-any length of credit would have made payment
-seem possible. For Willie was up to the neck in
-debt, owing the appalling sum of five shillings and
-ninepence to an old woman who sold newspapers,
-paraffin oil and cheap cigarettes, and who was
-already threatening to go to his aunt for her money&mdash;a
-proceeding which would certainly result in
-much misery for Willie. He was “out of a job”
-again; but it isn’t easy to get work, more especially
-when one prefers to do nothing. To some extent
-Macgregor was to blame for his having got into
-debt with the tobacconist, for if Macgregor had not
-stopped smoking, Willie would not have needed to
-buy nearly so many cigarettes. Nevertheless,
-Willie’s thoughts did not dwell long or bitterly on
-that point. Rather did they dwell on Macgregor
-himself. And after a while Willie drew up his legs
-and pulled the insufficient bedclothes over his head
-and lay very still. This he had done since he was
-a small boy, when lonesomeness got the better of
-him, when he wished he had a father and mother
-like Macgregor’s.</p>
-
-<p>And, as has been hinted, neither was Christina at
-ease that night.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, it were almost safe to say that of the
-four young people involved in this little tragicomedy,
-Macgregor, yawning over his old school
-dictionary, was the least unhappy.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER TWELVE</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">On</span> the fifth night, at the seventh page of words
-beginning with a “D,” Macgregor closed the dictionary
-and asked himself what was the good of it
-all. His face was hot, his whole being restless.
-He looked at his watch&mdash;a quarter to eight. He
-got up and carefully placed the dictionary under a
-copy of “Ivanhoe” on the chest of drawers. He
-would go for a walk.</p>
-
-<p>He left the house quietly.</p>
-
-<p>In the kitchen Lizzie, pausing in her knitting,
-said to John: “That’s Macgreegor awa’ oot.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’ll dae him nae harm,” said John. “He’s
-becomin’ a great reader, Lizzie.”</p>
-
-<p>“I dinna see why he canna read ben here. It’s
-cauld in his room. What’s he readin’?”</p>
-
-<p>“The book he got frae his Uncle Purdie three
-year back.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, I’m sure I’m gled if he’s takin’ an
-interest in it at last.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, ‘Ivanhoe’ ’s no’ a bad story,” remarked
-John. “Whiles it’s fair excitin’.”</p>
-
-<p>Said Jimsie from the hearthrug: “He doesna
-seem to enjoy it much, Paw.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, it’s no’ a funny book.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s time ye was in yer bed, Jimsie,” said Mrs.
-Robinson. “It’s ower late for ye.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, the wean’s fine,” said John.</p>
-
-<p>Jeannie laid down her sewing. “Come on,
-Jimsie, an’ I’ll tell ye a wee story afore ye gang to
-sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>“Chaps ye!” Jimsie replied, getting up.</p>
-
-<p>When the two had gone, Lizzie observed
-casually: “It’s the first nicht Macgreegor’s been
-oot this week.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, ye should be pleased, wumman.” John
-smiled.</p>
-
-<p>A pause.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder what made him gi’e up a’ his siller on
-Seturday nicht.”</p>
-
-<p>“Same here. But I wudna ask him,” said John,
-becoming grave. “Wud you?”</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head, “I tried to, on Sunday,
-but some way I coudna. He’s changin’.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s growin’ up, Lizzie.”<a name="chg2" id="chg2"></a></p>
-
-<p>“I suppose ye’re richt,” she said reluctantly, and
-resumed her knitting.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>From the darkest spot he could find on the opposite
-pavement Macgregor saw Christina come out
-of the shop, pass under a lamp, and disappear. He
-felt sorely depressed during the return journey.
-The dictionary had failed to increase either his
-knowledge or his self-esteem. He wondered
-whether History or Geography would do any good;
-there were books on these subjects in the house.
-He realised that he knew nothing about anything
-except his trade, and even there he had to admit
-that he had learned less than he might have done.
-And yet he had always wanted to be a painter.</p>
-
-<p>The same night he started reading the History
-of England, and found it a considerable improvement
-on the Dictionary. He managed to keep
-awake until the arrival of Julius Cæsar. Unfortunately
-he had taken the book to bed, and his
-mother on discovering it in the morning indiscreetly
-asked him what he had been doing with it.
-“Naething special,” was his reply, indistinctly
-uttered, and here ended his historical studies,
-though for days after Lizzie left the book
-prominent on the chest of drawers.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>The day being Saturday, the afternoon was his
-own. Through the rain he made his way furtively
-to a free library, but became too self-conscious at
-the door, and fled. For the sum of threepence a
-picture house gave him harbourage, and save when
-the scenes were very exciting he spent the time in
-trying not to wonder what Christina would think
-of him, if she thought at all. He came forth
-ashamed and in nowise cheered by the entertainment.</p>
-
-<p>In the evening he went once more to watch her
-leave the shop. M. Tod came to the door with
-her, and they stood talking for a couple of minutes,
-so that he had more than a glimpse of her. And a
-spirit arose in him demanding that he should
-attempt something to prove himself, were it only
-with his hands. It was not learning, but earning,
-that would make him “guid enough yet”; not what
-he could say, but what he could do. There would
-be time enough for speaking “genteel English” and
-so on after&mdash;well, after he had got up in the world.</p>
-
-<p>For a moment he felt like running after Christina
-and making her hearken to his new hope, but
-self-consciousness prevailed and sent him homewards.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo!” From a close came a husky voice,
-apologetic, appealing.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Wullie!” Macgregor stopped. He
-was not sorry to meet Willie; he craved companionship
-just then, though he had no confidence to give.</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye for hame?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay.”</p>
-
-<p>“I&mdash;I’ll come wi’ ye, if ye like, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“Come on then.”</p>
-
-<p>Willie came out, and they proceeded along
-the street without remark until Macgregor <span class="lock">enquired&mdash;&mdash;</span></p>
-
-<p>“Where are ye workin’ the noo, Wullie?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m no’ workin’. Canna get a job. Dae ye
-ken o’ onything?”</p>
-
-<p>“Na. What kin’ o’ job dae ye want?”</p>
-
-<p>“Onything,” said Willie, and added quickly,
-“An’ I’ll stick to it this time, if I get the chance.”</p>
-
-<p>After a short pause&mdash;&mdash;“My fayther got ye a
-job before,” said Macgregor.</p>
-
-<p>“I ken. But I wud <span class="lock">stick&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Honest?”</p>
-
-<p>Willie drew his hand across his throat.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel,” said Macgregor, “I’ll tell ma fayther,
-an’ ye can gang an’ see him at the works on
-Monday.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll be there. Ye’re a dacent chap, Macgreegor.”</p>
-
-<p>Neither seemed to have anything more to say to
-the other, but their parting was cordial enough.</p>
-
-<p>Next day, Sunday, was wet and stormy, and
-there was no afternoon stroll of father and son to
-the docks. John was flattered by Macgregor’s ill-concealed
-disappointment&mdash;it was like old times.
-Perhaps he would not have been less flattered had
-he known his boy’s desire to tell him out of doors
-a thing that somehow could not be uttered in the
-house. Macgregor spent the afternoon in studying
-secretly an old price-list of Purdie’s Stores.</p>
-
-<p>The following night, while returning from the
-errand of previous nights, he again encountered
-Willie.</p>
-
-<p>“So may fayther’s gaun to gi’e ye a job. He
-tell’t me it was fixed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” said Willie, “but he canna tak’ me on for
-a fortnicht.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, that’s no lang to wait.”</p>
-
-<p>For a few seconds Willie was mute; then he
-blurted out&mdash;“I’m done for!”</p>
-
-<p>“Done for!” exclaimed Macgregor, startled by
-the despair in the other’s voice. “What’s wrang,
-Wullie?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m in a mess. But it’s nae use tellin’ ye. Ye
-canna dae onything.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is’t horses?” Macgregor asked presently.</p>
-
-<p>“Naw, it’s no’ horses!” Willie indignantly
-replied.</p>
-
-<p>How virtuous we feel when accused of the one
-sin we have not committed!</p>
-
-<p>The next moment he clutched Macgregor’s arm.
-“Come in here, an’ I’ll tell ye.” He drew his companion
-into a close. “I&mdash;I couldna tell onybody
-else.”</p>
-
-<p>From the somewhat incoherent recital which
-followed Macgregor finally gathered that the old
-woman to whom Willie owed money had presented
-her ultimatum. If Willie failed to pay up that
-night she would assuredly not fail to apply to his
-aunt first thing in the morning.</p>
-
-<p>“Never heed, Wullie,” said Macgregor, taking
-his friend’s arm, and leading him homewards.
-“Yer aunt’ll no’ kill ye.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish to&mdash;&mdash;&#8203;she wud!” muttered Willie with
-a vehemence that shocked his friend. “She’s aye
-been ill to live wi’, but it’ll be a sight harder noo.”</p>
-
-<p>“Wud the auld wife no’ believe ye aboot gettin’
-a job in a fortnicht? She wudna? Aweell, she’ll
-believe me. Come on, an’ I’ll speak to her for ye.”</p>
-
-<p>But the “auld wife” was adamant. She had
-been deceived with too many promises ere now.
-At last Macgregor, feeling himself beaten, disconsolately
-joined Willie and set out for home.
-Neither spoke until Macgregor’s abode was reached.
-Then Macgregor said:</p>
-
-<p>“Bide here till I come back,” and ran up the
-stair. He knew his father was out, having gone
-back to the works to experiment with some new
-machinery. He found his mother alone in the
-kitchen.</p>
-
-<p>“Mither,” he said with difficulty, “I wish ye
-wud gi’e me five shillin’s o’ ma money.”</p>
-
-<p>He could not have startled her more thoroughly.</p>
-
-<p>“Five shillin’s, laddie! What for?”</p>
-
-<p>“I canna tell ye the noo.”</p>
-
-<p>“<span class="lock">But&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“It’s no’ for&mdash;for fun. If ye ask me, I’ll tell
-ye in a secret this day fortnicht. Please, mither.”</p>
-
-<p>She got up and laid her hands on his shoulder
-and turned him to the full light of the gas. He
-looked at her shyly, yet without flinching. And
-abruptly she kissed him, and as abruptly passed to
-the dresser drawer where she kept her purse.</p>
-
-<p>Without a word she put the money in his hand.
-Without a word he took it, nodded gravely, and
-went out. In one way Lizzie had done more for
-her boy in these three minutes than she had done
-in the last three years.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor had a sixpence in his pocket, and he
-added it to the larger coins.</p>
-
-<p>“She can wait for her thruppence,” he said,
-giving the money to the astounded Willie. “Awa’
-an’ pay her. I’ll maybe see ye the morn’s nicht.
-So long!” He walked off in the direction opposite
-to that which Willie ought to take.</p>
-
-<p>But Willie ran after him; he was pretty nearly
-crying. “Macgreegor,” he stammered, “I’ll pay
-ye back when I get ma first wages. An’ I’ll no’
-forget&mdash;oh, I’ll never forget. An’ I’ll dae ye a
-guid turn yet!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye best hurry in case she shuts her shop,”
-said Macgregor, and so got rid of him.</p>
-
-<p>While it is disappointing to record that Willie
-has thus far never managed to repay Macgregor
-in hard cash, though he has somehow succeeded in
-retaining the employment found for him by John,
-it is comforting to know that his promise to do
-Macgregor a good turn was more than just an
-emotional utterance. When, on the following
-Wednesday and Friday nights, he stealthily tracked
-Macgregor to the now familiar watching place, his
-motives were no longer curious or selfish, but
-benevolent in the extreme. Not that he could
-bring himself to sympathise with Macgregor in the
-latter’s devotion to a mere girl, for, as a matter of
-fact, he regarded his friend’s behaviour as “awfu’
-stupid”; but if Macgregor was really “saft” on
-the girl, it behoved him, Willie, to do what he
-could to put an end to the existing misunderstanding.</p>
-
-<p>On the Friday night he came regretfully to the
-conclusion that the “saftness” was incurable, and
-he accordingly determined to act on the following
-afternoon. By this time his knowledge of the
-movements of M. Tod and her assistant was practically
-as complete as Macgregor’s, so that he had
-no hesitation in choosing the hour for action. He
-had little fear of Macgregor’s coming near the
-shop in daylight.</p>
-
-<p>So, having witnessed the exit of M. Tod, he
-crossed the street, and examined the contents of
-the window, as he had seen Macgregor do so
-often. He was not in the least nervous. The fact
-that he was without money did not perturb him:
-it would be the simplest thing in the world to introduce
-himself and his business by asking for an
-article which stationers’ shops did not supply. A
-glance at a druggist’s window had given him the
-necessary suggestion.</p>
-
-<p>On entering he was seized with a most distressing
-cough, which racked him while he closed
-the door and until he reached the counter.</p>
-
-<p>“A cold afternoon,” Christina remarked in a
-sympathetic tone.</p>
-
-<p>“Ay. Ha’e ye ony chest protectors?” he
-hoarsely enquired.</p>
-
-<p>For the fraction of a second only she hesitated.
-“Not exactly,” she replied. “But I can recommend
-this.” From under the counter she brought
-a quire of brown paper. “It’s cheaper than flannel
-and much more sanitary,” she went on. “There’s
-nothing like it for keeping out the cold. You’ve
-only got to cut out the shape that suits you.”
-She separated a sheet from the quire and spread
-it on the counter. “Enough there for a dozen
-protectors. Price one penny. I’ll cut them out
-for you, if you like.”</p>
-
-<p>“The doctor said I was to get a flannel yin,”
-said Willie, forgetting his hoarseness. “Ha’e ye
-ony nice ceegarettes the day, miss?”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will ye ha’e ony on Monday?”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>“When d’ye think ye’ll ha’e some nice ceegarettes?”</p>
-
-<p>Christina’s eyes smiled. “Perhaps,” she said
-solemnly, “by the time you’re big enough to
-smoke them. Anything else to-day?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’re no’ sae green,” he said, with grudging
-admiration.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said she; “it’s only the reflection.” She
-opened the glass case and took out an infant’s
-rattle. “Threepence!”</p>
-
-<p>Willie laughed. “My! ye’re a comic!” he
-exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>“Children are easily amused.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a short pause. Then Willie, leaning
-his arms on the edge of the counter, looked up in
-her face and said:</p>
-
-<p>“So you’re the girl that’s mashed on Macgreegor
-Robi’son.” He grinned.</p>
-
-<p>A breath of silence&mdash;a sounding smack.</p>
-
-<p>Willie sprang back, his hand to his cheek.
-Christina, cheeks flaming, eyes glistening, teeth
-gleaming, hands clenched, drew herself up and faced
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“Get oot o’ this!” she cried. “D’ye hear me!
-Get <span class="lock">oot&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Ay, I hear ye,” said Willie resentfully, rubbing
-his cheek. “Ye’re ower smart wi’ yer han’s.
-I meant for to <span class="lock">say&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Be quiet!”</p>
-
-<p>“&mdash;you’re the girl Macgreegor’s mashed on&mdash;an’
-<span class="lock">I&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>Christina stamped her foot. “Clear oot, I tell
-ye!”</p>
-
-<p>“&mdash;I wudna be Macgreegor for a thoosan’
-pounds! Keep yer hair on, miss. I’ll gang when
-it suits me. Ye’ve got to <span class="lock">hear&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“I’ll no’ listen.” She put her hands to her ears.</p>
-
-<p>“Thon girl, Jessie Mary, took a rise oot o’ ye
-last week, an’ it was me that put her up to it.
-Macgreegor gi’ed her the belt, richt enough, but
-that was afore he got saft on <span class="lock">you&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Silence! I cannot hear a word you say,”
-declared Christina, recovering herself and her
-more formal speech, though her colour, which had
-faded, now bloomed again.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll cry it loud, if ye like, so as the folk in the
-street can hear. But ye can pretend ye dinna
-hear,” he said ironically. “I’m no’ heedin’
-whether ye hear or no’.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you would go away, you impertinent
-thing!”</p>
-
-<p>“Macgreegor&mdash;&mdash;” he began.</p>
-
-<p>Once more she covered her ears.</p>
-
-<p>“Macgreegor,” proceeded Willie, with a rude
-wink, “never had ony notion o’ takin’ Jessie Mary
-to the dance. She was jist coddin’ ye, though I
-daursay she was kin’ o’ jealous because ye had cut
-her oot. So I think ye should mak’ it up wi’ Macgreegor
-when ye get the chance. He’s awfu’ saft
-on ye. I wudna be him for <span class="lock">a&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Go away!” said Christina. “You’re simply
-wasting your breath.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dinna let on to Macgreegor that I tell’t ye,”
-he continued, unmoved, “an’,<a name="chg1" id="chg1"></a> if Jessie Mary tries it
-on again, jist you put yer finger to yer nose at her.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you don’t go at once, I’<span class="lock">ll&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, ye canna dae onything, miss. I’ll forgi’e
-ye for that scud ye gi’ed me, but I wud advise ye
-no’ to be so quick wi’ yer han’s in future, or ye’ll
-maybe get into trouble.” He turned towards the
-door. “I daursay ye ken fine that Macgreegor
-watches ye leavin’ the shop every <span class="lock">nicht&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“What <em>are</em> you talking about?”</p>
-
-<p>“Gi’e him a whistle or a wave the next time.
-There’s nae use in bein’ huffy.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s enough!”</p>
-
-<p>Willie opened the door. “An’ ye best hurry up,
-or ye’ll maybe loss him. So long. I’ll no’ tell
-him I seen ye blushin’.”</p>
-
-<p>Christina opened her mouth, but ere she could
-speak, with a grin and a wink he was gone. She
-collapsed upon the stool. She had never been so
-angry in her life&mdash;at least, so she told herself.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER THIRTEEN</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">John Robinson</span> and his son sat on a pile of timber
-at the docks. Dusk was falling, and the air
-that had been mild for the season was growing chill.</p>
-
-<p>John replaced his watch in his pocket. “It’s
-comin’ on for tea-time. Are ye ready for the
-road, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay,” said the boy, without stirring.</p>
-
-<p>For two hours he had been struggling to utter the
-words on which he believed his future depended.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel,” said John, getting out his pipe preparatory
-to lighting it on passing the gate, “we best be
-movin’.”</p>
-
-<p>It was now or never. Macgregor cleared his
-throat.</p>
-
-<p>“The pentin’ trade’s rotten,” he said in a voice
-not his own.</p>
-
-<p>“Eh?” said John, rather staggered by the
-statement which was without relevance to any of
-the preceding conversation. “What’s rotten aboot
-it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Everything.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the first I’ve heard o’ ’t. In fac’, I’m
-tell’t the pentin’ trade is extra brisk the noo.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s no’ what I meant,” Macgregor forced
-himself to say. “I meant it was a rotten trade to
-be in.”</p>
-
-<p>John gave a good-humoured laugh. “Oh, I
-see! Ye dinna like the overtime! Aweel, that’s
-nateral at your age, Macgreegor”&mdash;he patted his
-son’s shoulder&mdash;“but when ye’re aulder, wi’ a
-wife an’ weans, maybe, ye’ll be gled o’ overtime
-whiles, I’m thinkin’.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s no the overtime,” said Macgregor.</p>
-
-<p>“What is’t, then? What’s wrang wi’ the
-trade?” The question was lightly put.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s&mdash;there’s nae prospec’s in it for a
-man.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nae prospec’s! Hoots, Macgreegor! there’s
-as guid prospec’s in the pentin’ as in ony ither
-trade. Dinna fash yer heid aboot that&mdash;no’ but
-what I’m pleased to ken ye’re thinkin’ aboot yer
-prospec’s, ma son. But we’ll speak aboot it on the
-road hame.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish,” said Macgregor, with the greatest
-effort of all, “I wish I had never gaed into it. I
-wish I had gaed into Uncle Purdie’s business.”</p>
-
-<p>John sat down again. At last he said: “D’ye
-mean that, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay, I mean it.”</p>
-
-<p>For the first time within his memory John Robinson
-felt disappointed&mdash;in a vague fashion, it is
-true, yet none the less unpleasantly disappointed&mdash;in
-his son.</p>
-
-<p>“But ye’ve been at the pentin’ for three year,”
-he said a little impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>“I ken that, fayther.”</p>
-
-<p>“An’ ye mind ye had the chance o’ gaun into yer
-uncle’s business when ye left the schule?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ay.”</p>
-
-<p>“But ye wud ha’e naething but the pentin’.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor nodded.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe ye mind that yer Aunt Purdie was unco
-offended, for it was her notion&mdash;at least, it was
-her that spoke aboot it&mdash;an’ she declared ye wud
-never get a second chance. D’ye no’ mind, Macgreegor?”</p>
-
-<p>“I mind aboot her bein’ offended, but I dinna
-mind aboot&mdash;the ither thing,” Macgregor answered
-dully.</p>
-
-<p>“But <em>I</em> mind it, for she was rale nesty to yer
-mither at the time. In fac’, I dinna ken hoo yer
-mither stood her impiddence. An’, in a way, it
-was a’ ma fau’t, for it was me that said ye was to
-choose the trade that ye liked best&mdash;an’ I thocht
-I was daein’ the richt thing, because I had seen
-lads spiled wi’ bein’ forced into trades they didna
-fancy. Ay, I thocht I was daein’ the richt thing&mdash;&mdash;&#8203;An’
-noo ye’re tellin’ me I did the wrang
-thing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fayther, it’s me that’s to blame. I&mdash;I didna
-mean to vex ye.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aweel, I dinna suppose ye did,” said John
-sadly. “But for the life o’ me I canna see hoo ye
-can hope to get into yer uncle’s business at this time
-o’ day.... But we’ll be keepin’ yer mither
-waitin’.”</p>
-
-<p>He rose slowly and Macgregor joined him. At
-the gate John apparently forgot to light his pipe.
-They were half way home ere he spoke.</p>
-
-<p>He put his hand round his son’s arm. “Ye’re
-no’ to think, Macgreegor, that I wud stan’ in yer
-road when ye want to better yersel’. No’ likely!
-I never was set on bein’ a wealthy man masel’, but
-naethin’ wud mak’ me prooder nor to see you gang
-up in the world; an’ I can say the same for yer
-mither. An’ I can see that ye micht gang far in
-yer uncle’s business, for yer uncle was aye fond o’
-ye, an’ I think ye could manage to please him at yer
-work, if ye was tryin’. <em>But</em>&mdash;ye wud need yer
-aunt’s favour to begin wi’, an’ that’s the bitter
-truth, an’ she’s no’ the sort o’ body that forgets
-what she conseeders an affront. Weel, it’ll need
-some thinkin’ ower. I’ll ha’e to see what yer
-mither says. An’ ye best no’ expec’ onything.
-Stick to the pentin’ in the meantime, an’ be vera
-certain afore ye quit the trade ye’re in. That’s a’
-I can say, ma son.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor had no words then. Never before
-had his father seriously spoken at such length to
-him. His heart was heavy, troubled about many
-things.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>Eight o’clock on Monday night saw him at the
-accustomed spot; on Wednesday night also he was
-there. If only Christina had been friends with
-him he would have asked her what he ought to do.
-Yet the mere glimpse of her confirmed him in his
-desire to change his trade. On the Wednesday
-night it seemed to him that she walked away from
-the shop much more slowly than usual, and the
-horrid thought that she might be giving some other
-“man” a chance to overtake her assailed him.
-But at last she was gone without that happening.</p>
-
-<p>On the way home he encountered Jessie Mary.
-She greeted him affably, and he could not but stop.</p>
-
-<p>“Lovely dance on Friday. Ye should ha’e been
-there. Ma belt was greatly admired,” she remarked.</p>
-
-<p>“Was it?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I’ve seen the shop where ye bought it,”
-she said, watching his face covertly.</p>
-
-<p>It’s likely,” he replied, without emotion.</p>
-
-<p>Jessie Mary was relieved; evidently he was without
-knowledge of her visit to the shop. Now that
-the world was going well with her again she bore
-no ill-will, and was fain to avoid any. For at the
-eleventh hour&mdash;or, to be precise, the night before
-the dance&mdash;she had miraculously won back the
-allegiance of the young man with the exquisite
-moustache, who served in the provision shop, and
-for the present she was more than satisfied with
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>So she bade Macgregor good-night, a little
-patronisingly perhaps, and hurried off to reward
-her recovered swain with the pleasant sight of
-herself and an order for a finnan haddie.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor was still in the dark as to whether his
-father had mentioned to his mother the subject of
-that conversation at the docks. John had not
-referred to it again, and the boy was beginning to
-wonder if his case was hopeless.</p>
-
-<p>On the Friday night, however, just when he was
-about to slip from the house, his mother followed
-him to the door. Very quietly she said:</p>
-
-<p>“When ye come in, Macgreegor, I want ye to
-tell me if ye’re still set on leavin’ the pentin’.
-Dinna tell me noo. Tak’ yer walk, an’ think it
-ower, seriouslike. But dinna be late, laddie.”</p>
-
-<p>She went back to the kitchen, leaving him to shut
-the door.</p>
-
-<p>It was not much after seven o’clock, but he went
-straightway in the direction of M. Tod’s shop.
-For the first time in what seemed an age, he found
-himself at the familiar, glittering window. And
-lo! the glazed panel at the back was open a few
-inches. Quickly he retreated to the edge of the
-pavement, and stood there altogether undecided.
-But desire drew him, and gradually he approached
-the window again.</p>
-
-<p>Christina was sitting under the lamp, at the desk,
-her pretty profile bent over her writing, her fair
-plait falling over the shoulder of her scarlet shirt.
-She was engaged in pencilling queer little marks on
-paper, and doing so very rapidly. Macgregor
-understood that she was practising shorthand. No
-doubt she would be his uncle’s private secretary
-some day, while <span class="lock">he&mdash;&mdash;</span></p>
-
-<p>All at once it came to him that no one in the
-world could answer the great question but Christina.
-If the thing didn’t matter to Christina, it
-didn’t matter to him; it was for her sake that he
-would strive to be “guid enough yet,” not for the
-sake of being “guid enough” in itself. Besides,
-she had put the idea into his head. Surely she
-would not refuse to speak to him on that one
-subject.</p>
-
-<p>Now all this was hardly in accordance with the
-brave and independent plan which Macgregor had
-set out to follow&mdash;to wit, that he would not
-attempt to speak to Christina until he could announce
-that he was a member of his uncle’s staff.
-Yes, love is the great maker of plans&mdash;also, the
-great breaker.</p>
-
-<p>Coward or not, it took courage to enter the shop.</p>
-
-<p>Christina looked up, her colour deepening
-slightly.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo,” she said coolly, though not coldly.</p>
-
-<p>It was not a snub anyway, and Macgregor
-walked up to the counter. He came to the point
-at once.</p>
-
-<p>“Wud ye advise me to try an’ get a job frae ma
-uncle?” he said, distinctly enough.</p>
-
-<p>“Me?” The syllable was fraught with intense
-astonishment.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye advised me afore to try it,” he said, fairly
-steadily.</p>
-
-<p>“Did I?”&mdash;carelessly.</p>
-
-<p>It was too much for him. “Oh, Christina!” he
-whispered reproachfully.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’m sure it’s none of my business. I
-thought you preferred being a painter.”</p>
-
-<p>The pity was that Christina should have just then
-remembered the existence of such a person as
-Jessie Mary, also the fact of her own slow walk
-from the shop the previous night. Yet she had
-forgotten both when she opened the panel at the
-back of the window a few inches. And perhaps
-she was annoyed with herself, knowing that she
-was not behaving quite fairly.</p>
-
-<p>He let her remark concerning his preference for
-the painting pass, and put a very direct question.</p>
-
-<p>“What made ye change yer mind aboot me that
-night?”</p>
-
-<p>“What night?” she asked flippantly, and told
-herself it was the silliest thing she had ever uttered.</p>
-
-<p>She had gone too far&mdash;she saw it in his face.</p>
-
-<p>“I didna think ye was as bad as that,” he said
-in a curiously hard voice, and turned from the
-counter.</p>
-
-<p>Quick anger&mdash;quick compunction&mdash;quick fear&mdash;and
-then:</p>
-
-<p>“Mac!”</p>
-
-<p>He wheeled at the door. She was holding out
-her hand. Her smile was frail.</p>
-
-<p>“Are ye in earnest?” he said in a low voice,
-but he did not wait for her answer.</p>
-
-<p>She drew away her hand, gently. “Dinna ask
-me ony questions,” she pleaded. “I&mdash;I didna
-really mean what I said that night, or this night
-either. I think I was off my onion”&mdash;a faint
-laugh&mdash;“but I’m sorry I behaved the way I did.
-Is that enough?”</p>
-
-<p>It was more than enough; how much more he
-could not say. “I’ve missed ye terrible,” he
-murmured.</p>
-
-<p>Christina became her practical self. “So ye’re
-for tryin’ yer uncle’s business&mdash;&mdash;” she began.</p>
-
-<p>“If he’ll gi’e me the chance.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, I’m sure I wish ye the best o’ luck.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then ye think I ought to try?” This with
-great eagerness.</p>
-
-<p>“If ye’ve made up yer mind it’s for the best,”
-she answered cautiously.</p>
-
-<p>He had to be satisfied with that. “Will I let ye
-ken if it comes off?”</p>
-
-<p>She nodded. Then she glanced at her watch.</p>
-
-<p>“Can&mdash;can I get walkin’ hame wi’ ye, Christina?”
-It was out before he knew.</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head. “Uncle said he wud come
-for me; he had some business up this way. If ye
-wait a minute, ye’ll see him. I’ll introduce ye.
-He’ll be interested seein’ ye’re a nephew o’ Mr.
-Purdie.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I couldna. I best hook it. But, Christina,
-I can come to-morrow, eh?”</p>
-
-<p>She laughed. “I canna prevent ye. But I’ll
-no’ be here in the afternoon. Uncle’s takin’ auntie
-an’ me to a matinée, an’ I’ll no’ be back much afore
-six.”</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, I’ll meet ye at eight an’ walk hame wi’
-ye.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will ye?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Christina; say ’ay.’”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll consider it.”</p>
-
-<p>And he had to be satisfied with that, too, for
-at this point the noisy door opened to admit a
-tall, clean-shaven, pleasant-featured man of middle-age.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, uncle!” cried Christina.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor fled, but not without gaining a quick
-smile that made all the difference in the world to
-him.</p>
-
-<p>Ten minutes later he hurried into the home
-kitchen.</p>
-
-<p>“Mither, I’ve decided to leave the pentin’.”
-The moment he said it his heart misgave him, and
-the colour flew to his face. But he need not have
-doubted his parents.</p>
-
-<p>“Weel, ma son,” said John soberly, “we’ll dae
-the best we can wi’ yer Aunt Purdie.”</p>
-
-<p>“Jist that,” said Lizzie.</p>
-
-<p>And that was all.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>An urgent piece of work had to be done the
-following afternoon, and he was later than usual,
-for a Saturday, in getting home. He found his
-mother preparing to go out, and his father looking
-strangely perplexed.</p>
-
-<p>“She’s gaun to see yer Aunt Purdie,” said John
-in a whisper.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor looked from one to the other, hesitated,
-and went over to Lizzie. He put his hand
-on her arm.</p>
-
-<p>“Mither, ye’re no’ to gang. I&mdash;I’ll gang
-masel’.”</p>
-
-<p>Then, indeed, Lizzie Robinson perceived that
-her boy was in danger of becoming a man.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h3 class="h3head">CHAPTER FOURTEEN</h3>
-<hr />
-<p class="p2"><span class="sc">To</span> press the little black button at the door of
-his aunt’s handsome west-end flat was the biggest
-thing Macgregor had ever done. As a small boy
-he had feared his Aunt Purdie, as a schoolboy he
-had hated her, as a youth he had despised her; his
-feelings towards her now were not to be described,
-but it is certain that they included a well-nigh
-overpowering sense of dread; indeed, the faint
-thrill of the electric bell sent him back a pace
-towards the stair. His state of perspiration gave
-place to one of miserable chillness.</p>
-
-<p>A supercilious servant eyed his obviously
-“good” clothes and bade him wait. Nevertheless,
-a sting was what Macgregor needed just then; it
-roused the fighting spirit. When the servant returned,
-and in an aloof fashion&mdash;as though, after
-all, it was none of her business&mdash;suggested that
-he might enter, he was able to follow her across
-the hall, with its thick rugs and pleasantly warm
-atmosphere, to the drawing-room, without faltering.
-Less than might have been expected the
-grandeur of his surroundings impressed&mdash;or
-depressed&mdash;him, for in the course of his trade he
-had grown familiar with the houses of the rich.
-But he had enough to face in the picture without
-looking at the frame.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Purdie was seated at the side of the glowing
-hearth, apparently absorbed in the perusal of a
-charitable society’s printed list of donations.</p>
-
-<p>“Your nephew, ma’am,” the servant respectfully
-announced and retired.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Purdie rose in a manner intended to be
-languid. Macgregor had not seen the large yet
-angular figure for two years. With his hat in his
-left hand he went forward holding out his right.
-A stiff, brief handshake followed.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Macgregor, this is quite an unexpected
-pleasure,” she said, unsmiling, resuming her seat.
-“Take a chair. It is a considerable period since
-I observed you last.” Time could not wither the
-flowers of language for Mrs. Purdie. “You are
-getting quite a big boy. How old are you now?
-Are your parents in good health?” She did not
-wait for answers to these inquiries. “I am sorry
-your uncle is not at home. His commercial pursuits
-confine him to his new and commodious
-premises even on Saturday afternoons.” (At that
-moment Mr. Purdie was smoking a pipe in the
-homely parlour of Christina’s uncle, awaiting his
-old friend’s return from the theatre.) “His
-finance is exceedingly high at present.” With a
-faint smack of her lips she paused, and cast an
-inquiring glance at her visitor.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor saw the ice, so to speak, before him.
-The time had come. But he did not go tapping
-round the edge. Gathering himself together, he
-leaped blindly.</p>
-
-<p>In a few ill-chosen words he blurted out his
-petition.</p>
-
-<p>Then there fell an awful silence. And then&mdash;he
-could hardly believe his own ears!</p>
-
-<p>There are people in the world who seem hopelessly
-unloveable until you&mdash;perforce, perhaps&mdash;ask
-of them a purely personal favour. There may
-even be people who leave the world with their
-fountains of goodwill still sealed simply because
-no one had the courage or the need to break the
-seals for them. Until to-day the so-called favours
-of Aunt Purdie had been mere patronage and cash
-payments.</p>
-
-<p>Even now she could not help speaking patronisingly
-to Macgregor, but through the patronage
-struggled a kindliness and sympathy of which her
-relations so long used to her purse-pride, her affectations,
-her absurdities, could never have imagined
-her capable. She made no reference to the past;
-she suggested no difficulties for the present; she cast
-no doubts upon the future. Her nephew, she declared,
-had done wisely in coming to her; she
-would see to it that he got his chance. It seemed
-to Macgregor that she promised him ten times all
-he would have dreamed of asking. Finally she
-bade him stay to dinner and see his uncle; then perceiving
-his anxiety to get home and possibly, also,
-his dread of offending her by expressing it, she
-invited him for the following Sunday evening, and
-sent him off with a full heart and a light head.</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>He burst into the kitchen, bubbling over with
-his wonderful news. During its recital John gave
-vent to noisy explosions of satisfaction, Jeannie
-beamed happily, Jimsie stared at his transformed
-big brother, and Lizzie, though listening with all
-her ears, began quietly to prepare her son’s tea.</p>
-
-<p>“An’ so she treated ye weel, Macgreegor,” said
-John, rubbing his hands, while the speaker paused
-for words.</p>
-
-<p>“She did that! An’ I’m to get dooble the
-wages I’m gettin’ the noo, an’ I’ve to spend the
-half o’ them on night classes, for, ye see, I’m to
-learn <em>everything</em> aboot the business, an’ <span class="lock">then&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>Said Lizzie gently: “Wud ye like yer egg biled
-or fried, dearie?”</p>
-
-<p class="center">&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;*&emsp;&emsp;</p>
-
-<p>It was nearly eight o’clock when he reached the
-shop, and he decided to wait at a short distance
-from the window until Christina came out. He
-was not going to risk interruption by the old woman
-or a late customer; he would tell his wonderful
-tale in the privacy of the busy pavement, under
-the secrecy of the noisy street. Yet he was desperately
-impatient, and with every minute after the
-striking of the hour a fresh doubt assailed him.</p>
-
-<p>At last the lights in the window went out, and
-the world grew brighter. Presently he was moving
-to meet her, noting dimly that she was wearing
-a bigger hat than heretofore.</p>
-
-<p>The affected surprise at the sight of him, but
-not at his eagerly whispered announcement:</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got it!”</p>
-
-<p>“Good for you,” she said kindly, and refrained
-from asking him, teasingly, where he thought he
-was going. “It was lovely at the theatre,” she
-remarked, stepping forward.</p>
-
-<p>“Dae ye no’ want to hear aboot it?” he asked,
-disappointed, catching up with her.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” she said cheerfully. “Was yer
-uncle nice?”</p>
-
-<p>“It was ma aunt,” he explained somewhat reluctantly,
-for he feared she might laugh. But she
-only nodded understandingly, and, relieved, he
-plunged into details.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye’ve done fine,” she said when he had finished&mdash;for
-the time being, at anyrate. “I’m afraid
-it’ll be you that’ll be wantin’ a private secretary
-when I get that length.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dinna laugh at me,” he murmured reproachfully.</p>
-
-<p>“Dinna be ower serious, Mac,” she returned.
-“Ye’ll get on a’ the better for bein’ able to tak’ a
-joke whiles. I’m as pleased as Punch aboot
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>He was more pleased, if possible. “If it hadna
-been for you, Christina, I wud never ha’e had the
-neck to try it,” he said warmly.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe ye!” she said quaintly.</p>
-
-<p>“But it’s the truth&mdash;an’ I’ll never forget it.”</p>
-
-<p>“A guid memory’s a gran’ thing! An’ when
-dae ye start wi’ yer uncle?”</p>
-
-<p>“Monday week.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s quick work. Ye’ve beat me a’ to
-sticks. Dinna get swelled heid!”</p>
-
-<p>“Christina, I wish ye <span class="lock">wudna&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“I canna help it. It’s the theatre, I suppose.
-Oh, I near forgot to tell ye, yer uncle was in when
-we got hame frae the theatre. I hadna time to
-speak to him, for I had to run back to the shop.
-Hadna even time to change ma dress. I think yer
-uncle whiles gets tired o’ bein’ a rich man an’ livin’
-in a swell house. Maybe <em>you’ll</em> feel that way some
-day.”</p>
-
-<p>He let her run on, now and then glancing wistfully
-at her pretty, animated face. The happiness,
-the triumph, he had anticipated were not his. But
-all the more they were worth working for.</p>
-
-<p>So they came to the place where she lived.</p>
-
-<p>“Come up,” she said easily; “I tell’t auntie I
-wud maybe bring ye up for supper.”</p>
-
-<p>Doubtless it was the shock of gratification as
-much as anything that caused him to hang back.
-She had actually mentioned him to her aunt!</p>
-
-<p>“Will ma uncle be there?” he stammered at last.</p>
-
-<p>“Na, na. Ye’ll see plenty o’ <em>him</em> later on!”</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe yer aunt winna be <span class="lock">pleased&mdash;&mdash;”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Come on, Mac! Ye’re ower shy for this
-world!” she laughed encouragingly.</p>
-
-<p>They went up together.</p>
-
-<p>Christina had a latch-key, and on opening the
-door, said:</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, they haven’t come home yet. Out for a
-walk, I suppose. But they’ll be home in a minute.
-Come in. There’s a peg for your hat.”</p>
-
-<p>She led the way into a fire-lit room and turned
-up the gas. Macgregor saw a homely, cosy
-parlour, something like his grandfather’s at Rothesay,
-but brighter generally. A round table was
-trimly laid for supper. In the window a small
-table supported a typewriter and a pile of printed
-and manuscript books, the sight of which gave him
-a sort of sinking feeling.</p>
-
-<p>“Sit down,” she said, indicating an easy-chair.
-“Auntie and uncle won’t be long.”</p>
-
-<p>He took an ordinary chair, and tried hard to look
-at his ease.</p>
-
-<p>As she took off her hat at the mirror over the
-mantelpiece she remarked: “You’ll like uncle at
-once, and you’ll like auntie before long. She’s still
-a wee bit prim.”</p>
-
-<p>He noticed that her speech had changed with
-entering the house, but somehow the “genteel
-English” did not seem so unnatural now. He
-supposed he would have to learn to speak it, too,
-presently.</p>
-
-<p>“But she is the best woman in the world,”
-Christina continued, patting her hair, “and she’ll
-be delighted about you going into your uncle’s business.
-I think it was splendid of you managing
-your aunt so well.”</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor smiled faintly. “I doobt it was her
-that managed me,” he said. “But, Christina, I’ll
-no’ let her be sorry&mdash;nor&mdash;nor you either.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m sure you’ll get on quickly,” she said,
-gravely, bending to unbutton her long coat.</p>
-
-<p>“I intend to dae that,” he cried, uplifted by her
-words. “Gi’e me a year or twa, an’ I’ll show ye!”</p>
-
-<p>She slipped out of the coat, and stood for a
-moment, faintly smiling, in her best frock, a simple
-thing of pale grey lustre relieved with white, her
-best black shoes, her best thread stockings, her
-heavy yellow plait over her left shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>The boy caught his breath.</p>
-
-<p>“Just a minute,” she said, and left the room to
-put away her coat and hat.</p>
-
-<p>Macgregor half turned in his chair, threw his
-arms upon the back and pressed his brow to his
-wrist.</p>
-
-<p>So she found him on her return.</p>
-
-<p>“Sore head, Mac?” she asked gently, recovering
-from her surprise, and going close to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me gang,” he whispered; “I&mdash;I’ll never
-be guid enough.”</p>
-
-<p>The slight sound of a key in the outer door
-reached the girl’s ears. She gave her eyes an impatient
-little rub.</p>
-
-<p>She laid a hand on his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Cheer up!” she said, almost roughly, and
-stooping quickly, she touched her lips to his hair,
-so lightly, so tenderly, that he was not aware.</p>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="linebox" />
-<h4 class="h4head">Transcriber’s Note</h4>
-<hr />
-
-<p class="p2">Dialect, inconsistent hyphenation, obsolete words and
-misspellings were left unchanged.</p>
-
-<p>The following were adjusted: </p>
-
-<ul class="none">
-<li> … unmoved, “an<a href="#chg1">’ [added apostrophe]</a>, if … </li>
-<li> … “He’s growin’ up, Lizzie.<a href="#chg2">” [added missing close quote]</a></li>
-<li> … it doesna matter.<a href="#chg3">” [deleted close quote]</a> I’ll awa’ hame.”</li>
-</ul>
-</div><!--end chapter-->
-
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