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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**eBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These eBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers!***** + + +Title: Seven Maids of Far Cathay + +Author: Bing Ding, Ed. + +Release Date: August, 2004 [EBook #6345] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on November 29, 2002] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, SEVEN MAIDS OF FAR CATHAY *** + + + + +This eBook was produced by David Schwan <davidsch@earthlink.net>. + + + +Seven Maids of Far Cathay +Being English Notes From A Chinese Class Book + + + +Compiled By +Bing Ding + + + +Illustrated By +Ai Lang + + +The custom of Americanism having been related unto me - "That one book +shall take unto self one dedication" - I have honor to make speeches of +presentation unto N-B-E, a Grandmother Genius of Geniuses. + + + +Foreword + + + +The English Notes which go to make up this Chinese Class book are the +result of a game which the President of the Woman's Anglo-Chinese +College of Neuchang, China, induced the seven Chinese girls of the +graduating class to play during the last six months of their College +course. The Notes were read aloud in class, taken down by a +stenographer, and afterwards arranged alphabetically by the Biographer +assisted by the President of the College. At the request of interested +friends the President has now permitted the publication of these Notes +exactly as they were originally produced, without revision, that the +unique atmosphere pervading them might not be lost. + + + +Contents + + + +Foreword +Biographer +Correspondent +Diarist +Essayist +Folklorist +Genius + + + +Illustrations + + + +"I Will Therefore Now Make Picture or Our Adorable College" + (Frontispiece) +"It Was He of the Bridge of the Ten Thousand Ages" +"All Day Long Very Good Water, Very Much Pleasure" +"I Find Many Idols of Uselessness" +"Gui (Devil) Always Travel in Straight Line, Road Wind Around so Gui No + Can Catch Traveler" +Cliff Near the Monkey Mother's Home +"All is of Great Stillness and Peace" + + + +Biographer + + + +Because I drew the B - I have honor to commence this Class book. For once +English A comes not at the head, for our Artist, (whoever is she?) can +at the first do nothing. + +It all began thus: The first of last semester in the English class Each, +most horribly read. Miss Sterling, (our Adored Teacher), play with rings +and shake head and say, "Girls, why do you all mispronounce that word, +B-O-U-G-H-? It is pronounced - Bow - like this." She arise and make +grand Kow-Tow, "Or like this," she shake head until little yellow curls +all up and down dance and say, "Bow-wow! Bow-wow! Bow-wow!" The door +open and Miss Powers, (our Honored President), come in. She say nothing, +but Look! Ging Muoi giggle. Miss Sterling grow all white and pink like +Chinese lady. Then Miss Powers speak much dignified: + +"We are here to teach these young ladies the art of deportment; can it +be that you were demonstrating a lesson on manners, Miss Sterling?" + +Miss Sterling opens lips; no sound come out and her blue eyes with tears +fill up. Most times so timid I cannot tell or act out what I most long +to do, but I love Miss' Sterling. + +"Miss Powers," I say, afraid forgetting, "May I have speech?" + +Miss Powers smile with corners of mouth only and say, "Yes, Bing Ding, +proceed." + +"You know what kind girls we are, Miss Powers, of such a stupidness that +we cannot of the English to learn. We only are to blame, not Miss +Sterling," I say, then afraid remember and sit down. + +"It is true that our language is very difficult for you," say Miss +Powers most graciously. "And in order that you may learn to construct +and pronounce it correctly, I propose that this last semester of your +College course, you play a game that we may call 'English Notes.' Have +any of you ever heard of it?" When we told her we had not so heard, she +smile with chin also, and hold to view small package all of a whiteness. + +"These are sealed envelopes," she say. "Each one contains one of the +first seven letters of the English Alphabet: A, B, C, D, E, F, G, a +letter for each girl. Miss Sterling, will you be kind enough to give +them to the young ladies?" + +It seemed of a purpose that to me came Miss Sterling last. Afterward, +when I so state privately to her, she smile all about and say, "It is +most fortunate that your envelope contains the B, Bing Ding, for being a +Eurasion, you can write the English more fluently than the others." But +that is of Biography unimportant, so I return to where I stop. + +Fuku start to open envelope, Miss Powers hold out hand and say, "Wait, +Fuku, and I will tell you about the game. It is played thus:" + +"For the next five months, every Saturday each girl must deposit in my +office letter-box an unsigned, written paper of not less than two +hundred English words, on a topic corresponding to the word represented +by the letter found in her envelope. For example: A stands for the +Artist of the class. B - for the Biographer. C - Correspondent. D - +Diarist. E - Essayist. F - Folklorist. G - Genius, to her goes my +heartfelt sympathy." Miss Powers look at Miss Sterling and draw down +corners of mouth and take on sadness. All Chinese girls grow solemnity, +but Miss Sterling laugh, and we know it is of American funniness, and +are much relieved. + +"Bing Ding will distribute this writing paper which I wish you to use in +preparing your articles," say Miss Powers, and again hold to view a +package, this time of much largeness and most blue. "Six of you will +begin playing the game this week. A, cannot play until next week; her +name, alone, I must know that I may send her the papers to illustrate +after they are typed." + +"On next Monday afternoon and on all the following Mondays, I shall +expect you to come to my study at Two of the clock, to drink tea and +play your game. That is all now, Young Ladies, except that each girl +must keep the secret of her letter; that is for her alone. Good after +noon," and Miss Powers disappear with much graceful carriage, of which +all Chinese girls admire but cannot to imitate. + +Miss Powers great lady; of a tallness and much commanding, with snow +hair and bright eyes - at times of a hardness like steel - of them we +have much fear. For Miss Powers we have admiration greatly but our love +we cannot show out to her; only can we show that to Miss Sterling who is +of great dearness, with heart of so great bigness that for her we take +the name of "Mother Heart." Each, to her gather and wish of her that she +may play the new foreign game with us, but she make explanation that of +the letters there are but seven, and soon all Chinese girl go to herself +alone and open her envelope. As I have before spoken, B, was in mine. A +Biographer I have now become. I shall at once at the Dictionary of the +Centuries arrive and study to show forth the meaning of my word. + + + +When we went forth on the first Monday afternoon to play our game and +drink the tea of our Honored President, the Chrysanthemums were of great +beauty. For many days the gardener had present pots of Chrysanthemums of +great choiceness, so that the walks of the Compound and the steps +leading to Miss Powers' study were of a two times border; inside part +show tiny yellow and white hemispheres, outside part show much large +yellow globes. When I behold Chrysanthemums to me alone I say, "Can it +be English flower-book is of a rightness? 'That a heart to desolation is +now left?' Perhaps the foreign game we cannot play." and I enter much +afraid. + +Miss Powers meet us on balcony and invite us in and to take seat; we +have hesitation for Chinese must not at once sit down, but Miss Powers +command, "Be seated, it is the American way." Then she wave hand to tray +on table and say, "Young Ladies, here are your notes; I have had them +put into type that you may not know whose notes you are reading. Go +forward, Cui Ai, and select one to read aloud." + +We watch with carefulness Cui Ai open paper and read of Folk-lore. I +look about, but girls' faces all most composed and to me I think, "That +paper is of Cui Ai's own make," when I see Fuku all of a shakiness and +am full of doubt. + +Miss Powers ask of each girl to read in turn until there is but one +remainder, Fuku, who seems much offended that she comes at the last. She +take paper, open, throw on floor with great noise. First time like +little squeak of mouse, second time like Chinese Tom-Tom, and all time +kick at paper on floor with much strength of purpose. We at once arise +and when the foot of Fuku is high in air Da Hua make rescue of paper. +Miss Powers say, "Be seated, Young Ladies," and we sit down with +stillness; but Fuku keep most noisy. Miss Powers sit at telephone and by +and by Dr. Ewing come and try to introduce Fuku into next-door room but +she cry, "No, No, it is not my will to go! I shall of the paper now +read." Then she again squeak and Tom-Tom, and Dr. Ewing draw up arm and +put big slap in Fuku's nose centre. Fuku at once come to self and say, +"Where am I?" When she look see us - six Chinese girls in a row sitting +- she put up thumbs to cover face and it seem as if she would cry to +death, and all time she whisper, "Take me away! Take me away! I belong +not to the land! I am of the boat people!" + +We look at Each, full of dumbness. A boat child! Born of a people +without a foundation, whom the Gods had command to live all the many +moons to come on the water and never again upon the land! Impossible! +But Miss Powers put finger to lips and nod head, and we know that it is +of a truth that Fuku has spoken. + +By and by Fuku go with Dr. Ewing and Miss Powers say one half to +ownself, one half to ourself, "Poor little girl," and look about at +Each, most earnestly. + +"Young Ladies, you have much to give thankfulness for," she say. "It is +good to be well born. I shall tell you of Fuku that you may help her to +overcome these unfortunate attacks. It is as she said, she is of the +boats. When a little child playing on the deck of her boat-home, the +rope fastened about her waist, parted, and she fell into the water. She +struck her head as she went down, which I think partly accounts for +these attacks; when she came up, an American who happened to be passing +that point in a sampan, caught her by her long hair and tried to give +her back to her parents, but they said, 'Return her to the water. The +Water Gods have claimed her; she is theirs, not ours. We will not take +her back.' So he brought her to me. Here she has grown up and from here, +God willing, she will go forth into the world a noble woman!" + +Then Miss Powers make a little prayer of Fuku and we drink of the tea +and eat of the cakes of much sweetness. The clock strike five times +before we leave the home of our Honored President. + +When we arrive at her balcony a strange happening come to view. The +Chrysanthemum pots were all departed. In their place were our lilies of +China, nodding tiny heads in greeting as we pass over the walks to our +dormitory. I go most quickly that I may arrive at the English +Flower-book, for I know not the meaning of our lilies. + + + +For five moons we play at game with greatest pleasure and much gaining +of English. All read aloud with more understanding and our Honored +President say we also write better. No Chinese girl know what other +Chinese girl have written, so we talk of papers most freely and with +great funniness. + +One afternoon when we had complete our Readings and were drinking the +tea of our Honored President, she say, "Do you realize, Young Ladies, +that we shall meet together but once more, then our game is finished?" + +When we told her that we had not so realized and were full of sorrow, +she say, "I, too, am sorry for I have enjoyed the play." Then she look +all about and of a suddenness request - "How many girls wish to +commemorate our game?" We look at Each. Commemorate is an Americanism +uncommon; we not the meaning know, but Miss Powers' bright eyes most +kind and at once we hold up hands. She nod head and say, "I thought so! +All of you! Each week I have marked the papers which you voted 'best.' +If your Biographer will select and arrange them I will have them printed +in book form that each girl may possess a Class book." We have haste to +assure her that such a possession will be most pleasurable, and Eng Muoi +jump on feet and say out loudly, "Our Honored President must also +possess Class book." Fear comes at sound of voice and at once she sit +down. Miss Powers smile most graciously and say, "Thank you, Eng Muoi, I +would like one, but there is one condition, it is necessary that I shall +know which girl has the B - not in her bonnet," she laugh, and we join +with laughter, for we also have knowledge of the bonnet - B. + +Next morning I have honor to walk from Chapel with Miss Powers (our +Honored President) and tell to her of my troubles. By the Dictionary of +the Centuries, a Biographer speaks of one human in one book. How then +can I be a Biographer of correctness? + +"But a Class book is different," Miss Powers say most polite. "It is a +chronicle of College life, Bing Ding." I am much puzzled. On steamer +days Cui Ai present Miss Sterling with American newspaper and say, "Here +is Chronicle!" Is newspaper in America all the same as book? Miss Powers +tell, in Class book must be something written by, and about Each; also +something about Residence and Doings. I will therefore now make picture +of our Adorable College. It is situate on hills of Island grown from the +shining bosom of river Ping. At left hand the Monastery of Dreams stands +of a whiteness of snow, from the tall mountain - Kushan. At right hand, +if eyes follow glistening trail many Li (miles) by and by see blue of +ocean of an unexplainable vastness. And all time - of gold with shining +of Sun - of silver with Moonbeams play, sleeps the great, beautiful +river Ping. + +The seven buildings of our adorable College are of a brick and stand +quite at the top of hill. From their feet green lawns run away down to +hide their greennesses in shadow of wall which about the Compound +encircles. This wall, of a ten-foot height, from grey stone is made. At +top of stones, not too often, posts stand of a color like lawn, and upon +posts looking at sky, sits the balustrade made of stone of a redness to +be seen afar. When the wistaria is full of bloom many times have I wish +to sit upon balustrade that I might make rain of wistaria blossoms upon +Honorable Strangers making entrance through door in wall, but Sedia (the +keeper of the gate) is of much strength and bigness and I do not dare. + + + +Today when from Chapel we arrive, on breeze of morning come sound of +Tom-Tom from without the Compound wall. All Chinese girl run down to +gate. Miss Sterling enter in and Sedia at once close gate but not too +quickly. In opening I view Chinese all about box in street-centre +standing. On box, man; he make movement to turn face, and to me alone I +cry, "It is He of the Bridge of the Ten Thousand Ages!" My soul is in +darkness and my feet have wings. I fly far away. When I wish no more to +fly I cannot cease, but go onward. At last I fall to earth and know no +more. + +When I awake it is in a place of strangeness - a room full of sunshine, +making entrance through windows of much number. The walls and carpets +are of the blue of the sky; the chairs, dressing-table and couch upon +which I lie are all of a whiteness; the Mieng about me is again blue. I +shut my eyes in wonderment; all is of beauty extraordinary! A hand comes +to my miserable forehead and Mother Heart (Miss Sterling) give of +sympathy to her unhappy child. + +The memory of being like Fuku - not well born - smites my heart and bids +my tongue be still. I speak not. By and by Miss Sterling whisper, "Why +did you run away from the gate, Bing Ding?" I whisper return: "It was He +of the Bridge of the Ten Thousand Ages. Of his power I have greatest +fear. If He find, He will sell me to be a slave, for to him do I owe my +most miserable existence." Miss Sterling's eyes flash of fire and she +say, "No! No! I will have care." + +Comfort to my heart creeps in, and I have speech with her of the Story +Teller of the Streets. How, seventeen years past by, He was telling +tales from box as now happen, and to Chinese all about standing, He say, +"Do good deeds! Be of unselfishness! Have of others care!" One Chinese +laugh and make large fun of Story Teller and say, "Why, O Wise Man, dost +thou not perform goodnesses, thyself? Just now I pass over the Bridge of +the Ten Thousand Ages and beside the stones of bridge I view babe of new +birth. Go, thou, and take of it all care." To save his face the Story +Teller went upon the bridge and took the babe unto his arms and house; +but having children of much number, that night when all was dark that +none could see, he went again upon his way and with him went the babe. I +could no more speak. + +Miss Sterling press my unworthy hand and say, "I know the rest, Bing +Ding. He took you to an orphanage where we found you and brought you +here that you might be educated. Have no fear; I will take care of you." +I cry out of joy now, so happy to be of safety in Miss Sterling's heart. + + + +Our I last game is played. Next week we graduate. The separation as of +one family is upon us. We have been most happy in our Adorable College +and are full of sadness that Each, alone her way must go. Some Chinese +girls to be married, other Chinese girls, teachers to become. I, with +Mother Heart to America, am going. + +Times of much number have I been to the study of our Honored President +to make arrangements of our Class book. With Miss Powers' assistance I +have honor to select of the papers those that of our Adorable College +make pictures of clearness. That when Each, goes by self, one reading in +Class book will bring forth memories and together we will all be +sitting, playing our game and drinking the tea of our Honored President. +When so sitting, will please Each, give thought of kindliness to most +humble Biographer, is the wish of your most unworthy. + +Bing Ding. +Woman's Anglo-Chinese College, +Neuchang, China, June 15th. + + + +Correspondent + + + +Cherished and Honorable Mother, Moy Sen. Most respectful salutations. +Bing Ang. Bing Ang. + +Your lazy and careless child has much that she wishes to say to you, +while her heart bleeds because she is separate by so many miles from the +most to be revered Mother. + +Though so great distance divide us, yet my heart is as near to you as +ever; rivers and mountains will hinder us from seeing one another, but +they can never give obstruction to our mutual love and help. + +By day and by night I pray for your safety and I offer to heaven much +incense, and also foods, and my hope is that no harm may come near to +your house. + +Before the rise of the sun each day I make my worship as you have taught +me, though many of the girls in this College do not so, and sometimes I +have very great fear that the Guis (devils) will all swallow up on this +account. + +One day Miss Sterling come into my room and say, "It offends me much to +see so many tablets and images here; will you not place them away from +sight at least?" This I do at once having greatest fear to offend and +bring upon us all great troubles though not yet come. + +Miss Sterling, so beautiful, so good, so full kind thoughts for every +one, all girls in this College say, "She too kind, too good." Already I +love Miss Sterling so much my heart ache to do some good thing for her. + +Last night all girls in this College go take walk on far hills to see +set of sun in Ocean; Miss Sterling walk by me and say, "Please try a +little to speak out your thought when possible for how then can we help +you to better ones?" I promise to try but I always so afraid, O I know I +not worthy to speak out my mean thoughts to great people, who all so +wise so clever. + +For a long time Miss Sterling talk to me of her home in America across +the great water, and she tell me many stories of how she live there, how +all people live, what kind, beautiful country is America; sometimes I +think I see bright tears in her eyes when she so talk, and then I feel +sharp pain go into heart, for I well know that this time Miss Sterling +think she like much to go to American home. + +When Miss Sterling go to American home I surely cry to death; many other +girls in the College say same thing. + +Each girl in College have one duty for every day, mine very nice kind, +must to look all about mails, what time come, what time go, when +Steamers close, carry mail to rooms, keep care stamps and all writing +materials. + +All this make for me very great interest, when big mail come in, every +body so much excitement, every body snatch letters then run away and +read - read like hungry dog bite bone. Miss Sterling all time get very +big letter, very large character on cover, color blue; when big blue +letter not come, O then Miss Sterling too sad. One day I very bold and +say: "Miss Sterling you very much love big blue letter?" she all smiling +say, "Yes truly I do love big blue letter the very best of all." + +This time we have very hard work, for spring time near, and much of work +is to be done before we to our homes may go. + +One day Miss Powers say, "Perhaps we are giving too much hard work just +now, perhaps more better we go on river have play for one week." O then +all College have greatest joy and excitement; girls all time talk, what +can do, how can do. Some times girls talk too late at night, Matron have +much hard work. When Matron say, "No more of talk tonight," then all +very still for little while, then when Matron go far away, talk begin +again, and go on and on. Matron have another bad trouble with girls, +every Chinese girl think she die if air from night get into her lungs, +so she go to bed and pull Mieng all over head and ears so no air can +touch her. Today too sad thing happen, "Miss I Sterling fall ill, cannot +to class room come, Dr. Ewing say cannot do work for many days, and ask +Matron to send some good girl to help Nurse. Matron appoint me to go, I +most happy to have honor, and because of this I can no more write at +this time. + +To My Honorable Family, Bing Ang. Bing Ang. +Your Most Miserable and Contemptible Child. +Neuchang, China. +January 25th. + + + +To My Honorable and Wise Mother, Moy Sen, Greetings. Bing Ang. Bing Ang. + +Two Moons ago I have sorrow to tell you Miss Sterling very ill. This +time I have great gladness to tell you she all well again and we all +happiness once more. + +Great joy and pain have gone over our heads like flocks of birds since +last time I have Honor to write to you. + +Both day and night I watch over Miss Sterling though Matron say many +times I must to go into air or be ill. Nothing can my heart comfort but +to every moment look to see if some little thing I may not do to relieve +Miss Sterling from so great pain. Every day the burnings of the fever +make fire in brain of our Adorable Miss Sterling until she know nothing +of what say or of what do, this all too terrible, and make my heart to +bleed most so of all when she cry out one name over and over again, this +name sound like Dick, Dick, sometimes Dear Dick, then most times she try +to rise up, but is too weak and so she sink back on pillows and lie so +still, so still, I freeze with fear she be dead, O then I creep out and +cry to death, and pray pray to heaven, and burn much incense, and then +creep back and bend close over Miss Sterling to bear if any little +wavering breath come from lips or not, for it seem to me she is surely +to die. + +One day very strange thing happen. Nurse go out and say I am to watch +all what Miss Sterling do? if she call out or move to rise I must give +to her of large bottle one portion. A very long time I watch every +breath, then all suddenly Miss Sterling try to sit up, and cry out: +"Where am I, What has happened? O yes I remember I am in China" - and +she sink back on pillows, like one little baby she fall asleep, all so +full of peace and so quiet and still. When Nurse come back and I tell +her of all this, she say - "O yes the climax, now Miss Sterling will +surely live I think." That moment such a joy, too great to bear, come +into my heart, I could to shout for gladness, and all the other girls +too glad also. + +Now every day Miss Sterling one little bit stronger grow, so that Miss +Powers promise us she soon will be able to go on beautiful river fete, +for that day all wait with heart of gladness. + +Bing Ang. Bing Ang. +From Your Detestable and Foolish Child. +Neuchang, China. +March 20th. + + + +Most Honorable and Wise Mother, Moy Sen, Greetings. Bing Ang. Bing Ang. + +So wonderful thing happen since last time I write, my poor language can +nothing show out of what my heart now hold. + +Have patience with my dull and stupid writing while to you I give one +complete history. + +On the fifth day of this Moon Miss Powers say - "Tomorrow morning all +girls in this College have clothing and beds ready packed, for river +fete. Ten boats wait at Short Bridge landing. Ten of the clock strike +all must be there. Each girl take one carrying basket, no more." + +Next day two hours before rise of sun all girls run up and down make +large noise and excitement. + +Matron and Cook make much shoutings, Coolies work very hard to pack 30 +food baskets, 20 bags rice, 20 live chickens, 60 carrying baskets, 3 cot +beds for teachers, just outside gate 60 man and women Coolies wait to +carry all safely to Boat. + +This time every body talk at same time, most time shout, every body say +Hurry! Hurry! Cook, because head man, talk most loudly, part time jump +on table, wave long bamboo stick and command all to work rightly. After +two hours time, yet no make start. What reason? Miss Powers come out and +say very sternly, "Cook, why do you not send baskets to Boats? it is +long past time." Cook say "All ready" and open gates, let outside +Coolies come in, then sixty more Coolies shout and begin to fight, +because every body will to carry the light loads, and no body will to +carry the heavy ones! Again Cook climb on table and compel every one to +do his work rightly. + +Twelve o'clock strike, all things on board boats, every body happy to +make start. River men have much trouble to get boats off because of high +wind and waves against Bridge. At last all started safely, every body +sing songs, play games, and enjoy to look see all things which pass on +river. + +All day very good water, very much pleasure, all night good sleep by +bank of river placing Miengs on floor of Boats. Next day very happy till +noon then come very high winds, and much rough water, after long time +men begin loud shoutings, and take down high covers from overhead. "What +matter, What matter?" every body cry out, all fear some trouble come, +boatmen say - "Now come to rapids, very swift, very dangerous, many bad +rocks." + +I well remember how many boats go to pieces on such rocks, so I hide my +head and see nothing, only shake with fear, only can hear screams, and +know some boat has already gone on the rocks. + +Now our Captain began to shout to our men the awful shout - "Buy your +coffins," "Buy your coffins" and I know well that this means that we too +will soon be on the rocks. Then I could only pray to heaven that we be +not all drowned. + +At last come one most awful crash, some girls catch hold of me and cry, +others make most awful screamings, and because the boat is fast filling +with water all try quickly to climb upon the rocks, only I am left in +Boat at last, and am much too afraid to move. Suddenly one Coolie lift +me by arm and throw me over on rocks with sacks of rice and baskets of +bedding. + +Now we all very sure it is to die that we have come on this great river, +and so we wait. + +Over us the sky shine in glory of sun set, nothing of this do we see, +only do we know of cold and great fear and of wetness, and pain most +miserable. + +Where our other Boats, where our most dear Miss Sterling? We look up +river and down, some boats top-side, some bottomside, two boats on +rocks, like our own poor broken one. Now night comes swiftly, all grows +dark and we more and more afraid, every one say - "Now we die!" "Now we +die!" I alone think not so, but very sorrowful and cry in my heart, but +not with my lips. + +Whole heart eat out with fear that our most precious Miss Sterling may +already be drowned, no body can to tell. + +After long time we hear men calling loudly, one boat comes near to our +rocks in darkness, we could only see one little lantern like insect +flash. + +"Who comes near our rocks?" we say, and through the black night comes +Miss Sterling's voice to us. O what joy. Quickly I run to edge of rocks +and hold out arms to her with heart beating loudly for gladness, all our +miserable lives will now be saved we know this of a truth. + +In one breath Miss Sterling cry out "Are all safe, Is no one hurt here?" +and we say, "No one is hurt, only all so horribly afraid, so wet, and +cold." + +At once Miss Sterling have Coolies make big fire on rocks, make all dry +and warm, get rice ready cooked then girls eat with long hair pins for +chopsticks like playing at feast when children. + +After long time Miengs quite dry, Miss Sterling say all must try to +sleep, she so like Mother make all cover up warmly then no cover left +for herself, I see this and make her take one half of my blanket and we +lie down so closely I can hear poor Miss Sterling heart beat, O so fast +and loudly, then I know she have much fear, but too proud, too brave to +let girls know she also afraid; this all I cannot bear, so I put arms +about Miss Sterling and beg her to let me be good helper to her, I say +"Chinese girl very strong, American girl not so, our Chinese people very +strange and make you afraid; dear Miss Sterling not any one can harm you +while I live, believe me true." + +Miss Sterling then say if any thing happen to her I must to write letter +to Dr. Richard Newman and tell to him all what happen here, and he will +of me take care because I her good friend. Then Miss Sterling tell me +all about this Friend also all about when she very little girl she go +live with old lady called Aunt because Father and Mother both die; this +Aunt only go Church, nothing play, nothing laugh, nothing happy look +see, always sad, always talk little girl some day go be Missionary. By +and By little girl grow up, then Aunt say, "Now time come go Mission +field." + +That same time Miss Sterling very much love one man Dr. Newman he no +like her go Mission pigeon; What can do? That time Miss Sterling break +heart, but she say, No, I good girl, no turn back, no break promise to +Aunt. Dr. Newman angry to death. Miss Sterling nothing say, only go away +without good-by say. Long time Dr. Newman keep anger, no write letter, +now write much blue letter and say all time, "Come back, Come back?" + +This all give Miss Sterling too much sorrow, not know rest of heart, not +know what to do; I perish of thought about all this, and I say "I will +all well do for you that you may live and go back to this Doctor man +that you so truly love some day quite soon." + +Before Miss Sterling can reply make, we hear sudden loud shoutings from +all parts of river, and because the light is beginning to come we can a +little see, and wonderful things we do see, hundreds of boats come near +our rocks. Miss Sterling cry with joyfulness, "O these men have come to +save us." Chinese girl know these men do not save, well we know they +come only to rob and murder and take slaves, for these are river +pirates. + +Now I know the time has surely come when I must with life protect Miss +Sterling, so I cry to all people on rocks to take bamboo poles and fight +for lives, not one pirate must come on rocks or we die. Every girl know +this true, and our boatmen help and fight strongly; so fast do all hit +at men with poles that they much surprised, and after a little while go +away to talk and say - what do. Just that time Miss Sterling look see +how water rise swiftly and she well know that soon our rocks will be +covered and we all drown, so with face as white as paper she go to edge +of rocks and call to one of pirate band and say - "I give you $20 gold +if you will all to land carry." He only laugh and say - "$150 gold" she +say "$50" he say "$120" she say "$75" he say "$100" she say, "All right +$100" and in one minute all men begin work to carry us on shore. + +Most girls very afraid and say pirates no keep word, no can trust to +take to shore safely. + +Miss Sterling and I say not so, Chinese always keep word even pirates do +so. + +Most strange, most wonderful when we land and turn back to look at rocks +where we spend the night we see nothing but swift water running like +wild horses over that place, and we know that so nearly had we been +drowned that nothing could have us saved if Miss Sterling had not been +so wise, so clever. + +This letter is of too great longness already. + +My Bing Ang to My Honorable Brothers and Sisters +From Your Utterly Contemptible Child +Neuchang, April 5th. + + + +Most Wise and Honorable Mother, Moy Sen, Greetings. Bing Ang. Bing Ang. + +After four adorable years in this most distinguished and advantageous +College I am now about to go to the home of my Mother-in-law in this +same village. + +To go is like fire against my face. + +Day and night I cease not to weep and nothing can turn me about from +much weeping. + +Miss Sterling come in to me often and say, "To marry is right and +proper, my husband will be very wise because he is learned man, I go to +live with kind, not cruel, Mother-in-law, I must not longer weep and +refuse food." + +Truly I try at all times to please Miss Sterling, but to cease I cannot. + +I with all of wonder and nothing of understanding see how with joy and +song like bird Miss Sterling go about the house packing trunks, boxes +all things make ready to go America side to marry with Dr. Newman; truly +she so happy she send out light from every part, from top of head to +sole of foot. Miss Sterling say to me she no have fear of Mother-in-law +what she say, how she do, how best to please Mother-in-law so as to +escape beatings daily or other hard punishments. + +Miss Sterling reveal to me how Dr. Newman have one adorable, beautiful +home already builded, already furnished, where they two live without +Mother-in-law to live with them. + +I very glad and astonished about these things, so like beautiful, golden +dream, while for my own marriage I have only terror, and cannot but weep +all the day. + +Today my betrothed came to College to have speech with me, also to make +plans for our marriage; Miss Sterling come to fetch me to see Honorable +betrothed, but finding my miserable eyes all swollen from many tears, +contemptible nose all red, whole face most ugly, she begin to bathe face +with Cologne and say she will not have such things; she will to +betrothed freely speak that he must make separate home for me after the +American way. My heart stand still with I know not what kind of fears, +but Miss Sterling never mind, she drag me after her to Reception room, +seat me before Honorable betrothed into whose face I dare not to look, +and then she talk many hours to show out how much better way American +way to make home. + +I listen and tremble like awful chill. O, if Honorable betrothed would +only listen and believe! + +At last he speak giving good assurance that he will all carry out as +Miss Sterling has requested. Then all my heart rise up and go out to +Miss Sterling in blessing; when Honorable betrothed come and stand +before me and make solemn promise. I in return beg Honorable betrothed +to pardon the contemptible selfishness of selfish me, that such +unspeakable gladness come to me with this promise. + +Now almost I could love him that he this thing will do for poor unworthy +me. Can it be that to Chinese girl also can come gladness to marry, and +can come that love so wonderful, so strange that Miss Sterling has told +me of? + +Today beautiful gift come from Honorable betrothed one messenger bring +to me large blue No. 1 Lacquer box, in box two gold and jade bracelets, +most fine, most rare; when I try bracelets on arms all girls come look +see, all say - "Too excellently fine," "Too dazzlingly beautiful," "Too +costly," "All same high Official lady," - "All same Princess." + +This give me much elevation of heart, but I careful not show out what +feel, only say, "Gift too small, too ugly, too mean." This time Miss +Sterling go with me to street to buy all things proper for wedding, I +find in it great pleasure, and all the girls most interest to look see. + +Another visit from Honorable betrothed, this time I Not afraid so much +and can a little tell out, after Miss Sterling praise me, and say now I +become as American girl not too timid. O these American ways very new, +very strange to Chinese girl but now I have no more fear to marry and +sit all day working on beautiful red Marriage shoes and weep not any +more, truly this is magic, and not any devil magic to make fear come. + +Now on my fingers I can count the days when you and my Honorable Sisters +and Brothers will come to my Marriage. O then can speak out all things +which now too ignorant, too afraid to write. + +At all times my prayers go up to the heavens for your good safety and +health, and good journey to this village. + +Your Detestable and Most Foolish Child +Neuchang, China +June 18th. + + + +Diarist + + + +1st Moon - 1st day. + +Deign to listen to me, an unworthy member of the graduating class of the +Woman's Anglo-Chinese College of Neuchang, for by lot I am Keeper of +Diary of the class of which I have before spoken, and now make +statement: + +Firstly - That I know not how to so do and will make secret consultation +among our most Learned Teachers that they may give unto me of their +wisdom. + +Lastly - That if the tongues of our Greatest Ones yield me not the so +great secret, then will I ask of Dr. Ewing that I may look upon the book +in which she writeth nightly, after the stars gleam forth. + +5th day - Last night I made three journeyings - upon our Honored +President (Miss Powers), our Adorable Teacher (Miss Sterling) and our +Beloved Doctor (Miss Ewing). After diverse conversation, that they know +not whereof my visit is made, I ask of each Honorable Person the so +great question - "Of what does a diary consist?" + +Our Honored President make explanation, "It is a register of +explanation, happenings or duties and is daily happenings most useful +for reference. I have kept one for years." The word duties she spake +with stress of voice. Shall I then transcribe the College hours of +hair-brushing or tooth-washing? + +When to Miss Sterling I make question, her face become as the rosy dawn. +"A diary is a book of so great intimacy that the writing there in is to +be looked upon only by the eyes of him who writes - or - perhaps - one +other," she make answer with slowness. + +At the once knowledge of her so great secret grow within me and I think, +"She also keepeth a diary and hath what they name in America - a Lover." + +To Dr. Ewing I arrive at the last. She was seated within the Hospital +office writing in a small, black volume. Upon the outside of volume was +writ in large, golden letters, D-I-A-R-Y and beneath, in smaller forms, +Alice Ewing. All these things mine eyes beheld before I ask of her my +question. + +"A Diary - why?" she make laughter as pleasant as the ripple of a +tinkling brook. "What do you know about Diaries, Moonflower?" Then came +the Matron in so great haste to beg of Dr. Ewing that she come at once +unto the bedside of Fuku. "She hath an attack," saith the Matron and was +departed. + +"Remain here, Moonflower, and make speech with whoever come in," Dr. +Ewing ask of me; and I with so great gladness sit down before the table +upon which lieth the Book of the Golden Letters. For having asked my +question of all the Honorable Ones and no Honorable One having answered +in full I make resolution to look within the Book that the so great +secret of success I may at the once learn. + +Many persons make entrance and departure into office. It seemeth best to +make study of Book when none are present to divert my thinkings. When +FooFoo (the Chow dog) and I are alone I make haste to open Book. Within, +the volume was writ in parts. One part days of week; other part, hours +of day. Also the writings of Dr. Ewing were of so great smallness, to +translate produced much troubles. Thereupon I make selection of one day +alone, that I may best interpret the meanings of its hours. This is +them: + +From the Diary of Dr. Ewing: + +Tuesday - + + 8 a.m. Withdrew mole-tooth from the mouth of Eng Muoi. + 9 a.m. No. 1 Cook's wife's sister-in-law make birth of big boy - +weight, 12 knocks or pounds. +11 a.m. Transcribe letter of No to Y. M. C. A. Secretary. +12.30 Dr. Wardoff came to Tiffin. He hath given me six months to make +answer to his clothes or suit. + 2 p.m. Unbound feet of Luey See. Delicious operation. Time two hours. + 5 p.m. Took from left ear of FooFoo bamboo tree. + +Upon mine ear fall the sound of approaching feet-steps. Thereupon I at +the once close Book and go to look within the ear of FooFoo who is full +of gladsome barkings at Dr. Ewing making entrance. To her, I present +good-night partings - and without delay make arrival at Dormitory where +warmly wrapt in my Mieng of comfort I lie in readiness for sleep, but +she come not. Upon her little bed in further corner my room-mate, Ging +Muoi, make slumberings of so great audibleness I find not rest. + +Again and again I make repetition of Dr. Ewing's Diary unto myself. +Again and again Ging Muoi make whistlings through noses with much warmth +of expression not unto herself. By and by I arise and remove from +closet, bamboo stick unto the bedside of Ging Muoi; she awake with much +suddenness and make end to whistles. At the once I return within my +Mieng and come to so great decision - that on the morrows will I nothing +of duties write - but all, of happenings. Sleep comes to mine eyelids +and I dream. + + + +2d Moon - 10th day - Upon yesterday fell the birthday of our Beloved +Doctor Ewing. Miss Powers invite all to eat Tiffin at Faculty house. At +the hour of noon we move upward upon Faculty steps, when our eyes behold +legs and feet, only, of man making entrance upon Dr. Ewing's balcony. +His upper parts were enclosed within a bouquet of much magnitude and his +shoes were of the color of clay so that he present appearance like unto +a single flower-pot of our gardens of the Compound. We call to mind the +extensiveness of the feet and the inconsiderableness of the body of the +most Honorable Secretary of the Y. M. C. A. and at the once make +recognition of him. + +Miss Powers (our Honored President) come out and say, "Come in and have +seat." Thereupon we sit. Dr. Ewing make entrance from balcony with much +redness of face and we donate birthday greetings unto her. A bell ring +and Miss Powers say, "Let us go into the dining-room." + +When all seated Dr. Ewing, invited, makes little prayer and the foreign +feast begin, of a formality not like anything we know. We unfold napkins +and spread them upon our laps to preserve clothes clean, and eat soup +from the side of spoons which we push away from us, watching our +Honorable Teachers with so great care because we know not what is the +polite or what is the impolite. At close of feast Boy bring cups of +smallness filled with coffee. Miss Sterling (our Adorable Teacher) put +hand over cup, we do likewise, and say: + +"Before we drink of the coffee, Young Ladies, I will tell you of an +American birthday custom. It is called a Toast, and each one drinks to +it standing. I will now make one to the health and longevity of Dr. +Ewing." + +All persons get to feet and Miss Sterling hold up cup and shake yellow +curls and say to Dr. Ewing with so great solemnity, "May your path be +strewn with roses and your husband meek as Moses." We all put cups to +lips when man's voice come loudly from doorway: "Impossible! The roses +are all right, but Moses would not stand a ghost of a chance with Dr. +Ewing." We turn as one people and behold the Community Doctor (Dr. +Wardoff) standing in the doorway, his arms also full of flowers. Our +Honored President grow much dignified then she regard Dr. Ewing all of +an adorable pinkiness, and she sink within chair and make much silent +laughter. + +Dr. Ewing take from Dr. Wardoff the flowers he hath brought unto her and +cover her pinkiness of face in their blossoms of fragrance. + +No. 1 Boy make entrance with yet another bouquet of flowers of so great +magnificence and say with much strength of voice, as he present flowers +unto the arms of Dr. Ewing: "From the Son of the Consul." Dr. Ewing drop +all flowers upon floor. Dr. Wardoff scowl, look see watch and say, "I +must be off!" making departure of quickness. We Chinese girls pick up +flowers and place them within the arms of Dr. Ewing. + + + +3d Moon - 15th day - This morning the Chinese boys from St. Marks arrive +to Confirmation at Chapel. Upon left of aisle-centre they were seated, +all Chinese girls, on right. + +Eng Muoi receive Confirmation and seem of so great humbleness, Cui Ai, +sitting at side whisper to me, "Can the change of heart of Eng Muoi be +of everlastingness?" I answer not, being much occupied with view of +Honorable Head Master of St. Marks; a man of much magnificence of +person. + +For the past Moon Eng Muoi hath made offers of lendings, bestowing upon +other Chinese girls gifts of hairpins and bracelets and hath been of so +great meekness, unlike her disposition of naturalness, that all Chinese +girls say, "Unto Eng Muoi hath come the Goddess of Mercy." Now all know +it is the God of the foreigner that hath made the difference. + +Cui Ai displayed unto me her Beloved Betrothed. A small man he seemed, +seated upon the bench before the Honorable Head Master of Magnificence. + +We descend upon Chapel-steps one side; other side, descend Cui Ai's +Beloved Betrothed and Honorable Head Master. + +Miss Sterling say, "Cui Ai, do you wish to hold speech with your +Betrothed?" Cui Ai and Beloved Betrothed stand all together before Miss +Sterling. Dr. Ewing put hand upon arm of me, stop, say one - two words +unto Honorable Head Master. Head Master speak back to her but Look at +me. At the once my heart knocketh with so loud beating I have greatest +fear that unto the ears of the Honorable Head Master will the sound +thereof arrive. + + + +4th Moon - 10th day - Today Dr. Ewing send for me. When I make entrance +into Hospital-office Foo Foo bark welcomes and Dr. Ewing say, "Sit down, +Moonflower, I have something to tell you." First she make speech of +weather, next she make speech of health, last she make speech of +Honorable Head Master of St. Marks, Quong Lee. It seemeth the Honorable +Head Master of Magnificence having looked upon useless me findeth my +uselessness good unto his sight, and hath presented Miss Powers, through +Dr. Ewing, an offer of marriage with useless me. + +"In America a suitor endeavors to learn if he is acceptable to the girl +whom he wishes to marry before he asks her parents for her," Dr. Ewing +make explanation. "Quong Lee is a Christian and knows of this custom so +he came first to me. He is a fine man and would make you a good husband, +Moonflower - what say you?" + +Dr. Ewing sit on sofa beside me and smooth hair of useless brow, and +look see deep down into my heart of uselessness and find there what I +dare not to confess. + +Already, when yet a child, I was betrothed to the son of the Exalted +Friend of my August Father. Him I have never seen. + +All these things I tell unto Dr. Ewing, and she make arrangements that +on the morrow I go unto the House of my Mother-in-law there to abide for +such a time as it seemeth best, until I behold in secret the face of my +Betrothed - for "You shall not marry a man you have never seen; it is +not right," say Dr. Ewing. + + + +4th Moon - 16th day - For five days have I dwelt within the House of my +Gifted and Capable Mother-in-law who hath for useless me all kindnesses +and considerations. My heart of guilt lieth heavy within my breast. +Today, in cleaning of House, I give of help unto Capable Mother-in-law +and in closet obtain many Idols of uselessness. Long time I think so to +say unto Capable Mother-in-law but have much fear. When she say unto me, +"Hath the task of the closet come to accomplishment?" I say, "No, not +so," and tell to her of foreign cleanliness. "Behold!" I say, and bring +to view most filthy and awful Idol, "These are dirty old Idols! Let us +cast them forth and clean the closet rightly," I speak on, fear +forgetting. + +Capable Mother-in-law nod head. I open window and fear returning, throw +Idols into garden with great shakiness. + +At noise of so loud violence Boy make appearance in garden walking with +four legs. One pair, own legs; other pair, wooden legs. Upon his +shoulders, also of a difference, sat a head of much bigness. He upward +look see. I downward look see. Horror come upon my heart! Capable +Mother-in-law at the once close window but I have knowledge that my +Betrothed I have now beheld. With him I can never, never to marry. +Tonight will I send chit (letter) to Dr. Ewing that she may help me to +make departure of quickness from the House of most Gifted and Capable +Mother-in-law. + + + +5th Moon - 1st day - Last week I make return unto College. All Honorable +Teachers and Chinese girls give greetings of gladness. This place so +dear home I make wish all time here to dwell, then before mind come the +Magnificent person of the Honorable Head Master of St. Marks and I think +to change wish. + +I tell unto Dr. Ewing of the Deformities of my Imperfect Betrothed and +it seem as if I cry to death. If I do not will to marry with my +Imperfect Betrothed, Peace of Fervid Mind and Ardent Heart will dwell no +more within me. On the contrary, Lifelong Disgrace will sit by side +forevermore. Nevertheless I cannot to possess him for husband. + +This morning Dr. Ewing go unto my August Father to tell to him the +useless troubles of his most useless daughter. + +Firstly - August Father was of so great anger, his ears listened not +unto Beloved Doctor making to speak, but he tell with lengthiness and +loudness of voice of meddlesome persons' intrusiveness. + +By and by August Father make pause to catch up breath, and Dr. Ewing +quick to speak Deformities of Imperfect Betrothed, then August Father +rest tongue and lend ears. + +Lastly - August Father is again with so great anger that his Official +Friend (my Exalted Father-in-law) hath not related unto him the story of +his son's misshapen members, August Father give of promise unto Dr. +Ewing that if she can to make arrangements of honorableness with Exalted +Father-in-law, he will not marry poor, useless me unto Betrothed of +Deformities. + +At Tiffin arrive Community Doctor. With him Dr. Ewing hold much speech +on Hospital-balcony. + +From balcony went Dr. Wardoff to House of Capable Mother-in-law there to +make visitation upon Imperfect Betrothed. + +Tonight Head Boy of Community Doctor bring chit. I watch with +carefulness Dr. Ewing making reading. She look see my interest of face +and say, "It will all come right, Moonflower. Tomorrow afternoon we hold +council. Run along to bed, now." I give unto her good night partings and +retire within my Mieng but sleep not. + + + +5th Moon - 2d day - When sun glow in window I arise and make entrance +into garden. It is my week to make daily providings of flowers and I +prepare many bouquets, one of greatest importance. + +That I may know of Consultation Meeting, I ask of No. 1 Boy where shall +repose my most important bouquet. No. 1 Boy say, "At Two of the clock, +in Teakwood reception room our Honored President hold visitation of +moment. Establish there the bouquet of so great importance." I so do. +Thereupon look see all about. No person present. Quick I make withdrawal +of screen to balcony window and go away. + +At Two of the clock I stand behind screen and give heed to August Father +and Exalted Father-in-law making greetings unto Honorable President. Dr. +Wardoff also make entrance. No. 1 Boy produce tea and much speech of so +great politeness take place. + +"I am the bearer of ill tidings," say Dr. Wardoff unto Miss Powers. + +"I am sorry," say Miss Powers. "Speak on." + +Dr. Wardoff tell to her he has been to consult about son of his friend +Wong Ging (Exalted Father-in-law make most honorable bow) and that son's +heart is of so great enlargement that at any hour may come death to +friend's son. (August Father shake head in sorrow deep), Miss Powers +much sad, much shocked, much surprised. + +Dr. Wardoff say on: "Therefore Wong Ging wishes me to state that it is +with great sorrow he requests that the betrothal of his son to the +beautiful daughter of his friend (Ling Ang) be now terminated." + +Mental pain and much lamentation at the once come unto August Father; of +so great sympathies for his Exalted Friend that tongue cannot to tell. + +My Exalted Father-in-law partake of pain and sympathies freely; with +him, also, tongue cannot to speak sorrow. + +Destiny in face of August Father and Exalted Father-in-law dwells. I +behold face of two from behind screen and catch at breath. + +My Exalted Father-in-law make beginnings. "All things are possible to +the Mighty! The Powerful are ever Generous! What sayeth my Mighty +Friend? Will the loss of my most unhappy son make strainings of his +Mercy?" + +"It is well," my August Father make answer. "Wong Ging, thou art a +worthy father of a most worthy son. To be Master of Accidents as well as +of Arts is for one Noble Person of great enrichment and gaining!" + +All Honorable persons arise and with cup of tea in hand take sip. + +On wings of thunder come sounds of bombs outside in City. I make +movement. Window at back fall down; screen in front fold over. No person +look see. All have much callings from garden. Dr. Wardoff alone to me +say, "Bombs mean much trouble. Go quickly and bid Dr. Ewing to come at +once to Community Hospital." + +In garden I make pause beside Boy bringing chit. "Bad man think to kill +Governor of Province," say Boy. "Twenty men dead, many maim on Bridge of +the Ten Thousand Ages." + + + +5th Moon - 3d day - All of night we stay outside Compound at Community +Hospital. Dr. Ewing grow so great tire I try to make lie down. She say, +"No, No," and tell of one more leg to cut. Dr. Wardoff make arrival with +cutter. Dr. Ewing help; I hold to sponge. Leg go off. Beloved Doctor +face grow all of a whiteness; body sway, I try to catch but Dr. Wardoff +give to me a push and take unto himself the body of unknowingness of Dr. +Ewing. "She belong to me," he say. "Bring water." I bring of water and +all time he say, "Darling-Dearest-Love!" + + + +6th Moon - 12th day - It is night and the daylight sleepeth while the +Moonbeams play. Fireflies make journeyings of pleasurings with their so +small lanterns. Only the wonderful river Ping toils on in its silver +bed. Under my window roses of fragrance beckon, beckon, with heads of +wisdom. Perhaps I may win the favor of the Gods! The garden is full of +the whisperings of Chance! Youth is headlong. I will descend. + +Later - When I depart into garden I come upon Dr. Ewing. By side walk Y. +M. C. A. Secretary. He of inconsiderableness of body and extensiveness +of feet. + +Dr. Ewing make silent beckonings to stand by side. I so do. Honorable +Secretary of Y. M. C. A. most cross. "Send the girl away," he say, "I +have not finished." + +"But I have," Dr. Ewing say, with so great loftiness of head. "My answer +will always be 'No!" + +Then appear the son of the Consul and depart the Honorable Secretary of +the Y. M. C. A. I make movement to proceed. Dr. Ewing link arm in mine +and put stop to movement. Son of the Consul look see, with little sob +make laugh and say, "So Moonflower remains. It's all the same! You can't +put me off! I will say it! I love you!" + +All time of speech Dr. Ewing try to make son of the Consul to stop. +"Very, very sorry," she say, but of no use. + +With so great sadness the son of the Consul take leavings and we make +entrance into Hospital. + +At our approach Community Doctor arise from shadow on balcony and stand +forth in sheet of silver moonlight. + +Dr. Ewing make pause and face seem all of a whiteness in moonshine. +Community Doctor say, "Is it yes?" and open wide his arms of bigness +that Dr. Ewing may creep therein. No more she beckon, "stay here," no +more link arm; and I make entrance into office with heart of so great +heaviness. Strange sounds of Kissings (an American custom) follow after; +I put up thumbs unto ears and it seem as if I would cry to death; no +longer Beloved Doctor hath need of poor, useless me. + + + +Next day - Dr. Ewing tell to me this morning that all of arrangements +are now perfection. To my Betrothed of Deformities (that once was) hath +mine August Father given his Tea-House in Shanghai. + +Tomorrow, to Teakwood reception room, at Four of the clock, cometh Quong +Lee, the Honorable Head Master of Magnificence. To him in my so fine +silken robes will I make appearance. The sun of my fortune is newly +arisen! The event of my life approaches! It is well! + + + +Essayist + + + +Every day since learning that upon me the so great honor fall to become +Essayist, I have secretly and with great carefulness searched within the +libraries of each of our Honored Instructors to find out what Essay is, +and to gain information about this thing. + +At last, O, so great happiness, I find in Miss Powers' library one great +and important book called, "Essay on Man," by Honorable Pope; also one +small, unimportant book called, "Studies in Prose Essays." Now surely +all these things I can to know about Essay. + +All day, all evening, and again next day, I read most secretly, hiding +book quickly if any one come near, for no one must know of these +readings in Honorable Pope. + +"Surely," I say, "By and by I will find part easy to understand." +Another day I read and hide away books, yet no more can to understand +what Honorable Pope make meaning. This time head ache, eyes ache, heart +ache. Truly all too sad, too sorrowful. + +Next day have no heart to read more, but try one little while. Then, O +too great joy, one part not before found reveal new meaning to me! Here +all parts separate with large, plain numbers - 1-2-3 - like questions in +great Examination. "Possibly," I say, "one Essay I can do like book of +wisdom." The great and wise book say: + +"Three roads are open for further expansion of the stimulation of the +brain; for the sensory nerve finds three - + +1st - Other Sensory nerves. 2d - Sympathetic nerves. 3d - Motor nerves. +The transference of its excitation to other sensory nerves, consequently +the production of an accompanying sensation in the other than actually +stimulated parts, must be confined within a narrow range." + +Wonderful! I think at once to begin; can surely write Essay of 1, 2, 3 +parts, and then some one very learned will answer questions and I will +all things know which for three, four years make deep trouble in my +heart. + +O too great happiness, I will my Essay at once begin. + +Question I - Honorable Pope make much speech of brain, what meaning I +know not; Chinese people oldest wisest people in whole world, Chinese +people know all learning is put away in stomach. When men know many +things all people say, "He have many characters in his stomach." + +Foreign people say not so, they say all learning put in brain, top-side +head. Foreigner very afraid to let sun shine on head, afraid melt brain +- perhaps mix characters. + +Dr. Ewing say, "Chinese must of Solar-Plexus take good care." I not know +what meaning "Solar-Plexus;" yet I know Chinese people of so great age +so great wisdom, surely all will of "Solar-Plexus" take great care. + +Question II - One year ago today Miss Sterling call me to room to +transcribe for her a letter to a dear friend in Peking, this friend very +fond Chinese letter. + +I make beginning so - + +Honorable and most learned Mme. +Bing Ang. Bing Ang. + +"Your detestable and most contemptible friend wishes to know if you have +eaten full, and if all of your household have eaten full, and are at +peace." + +"Your August consideration honorably vouchsafe as I have the honor to +rejoice at your august robustness. + +Then Miss Sterling stop me and say - + +"Read me what is now written." I read; immediately Miss Sterling begin +action like one crazy - + +"Robustness! - Robustness!" she cry out. "Do you not know that - +Robustness - means fat - a most awful insult to offer an American Lady" + +Now what I wish most to know is, why is it that the most proper and +polite Chinese is the most rude and impolite thing to write to an +American lady? + +Question III - One day every body run out of House because of loud angry +quarrel in garden between Sedia and his wife Eksaw. + +Dr. Ewing come quickly and say, "So loud talking must at once stop." +Sedia say "Very sorry, Dr. Ewing, but what can do? If Eksaw want to be a +man, and be boss, why she no put on skirts and be a man?" + +Then Dr. Ewing laugh and say: "O you up-side-down people." + +Why all people say Chinese make all things to stand on honorable heads, +make honorable insides outsides, make honorable top sides down sides? +Truly these things I cannot to understand. + +Question IV - Every body know Chinese people greatest inventors in whole +world, invent gunpowder, printing press, compass. Why Chinese way not +best and wisest? Why, in this College, every body say must read from +front to back of book? Why say eye of needle, when they mean nose of +needle? Why speak to learned person without taking eye-glasses from +face? Why is it best to serve dessert at the end and not at the +beginning of a feast? + +Dr. Ewing say one day when we go to walk in country, "This road just +like one corkscrew," and ask of me the reason why? "Very good reason," I +reply. "Chinese people know very well how to protect selves from Gui +(devils). Gui always travel in straight line, roads wind around, so Gui +no can catch traveler." Dr. Ewing look at me long time then say, "Can it +be that after so long time in our great College you still believe such +things as these?" + +To this I only make reply - "Perhaps when your country become same age +as China, you will learn how true these things are that I tell you." +Then I take opportunity to tell Dr. Ewing why her friend's little child +so very ill. Over the house in which this little child now sick to death +grow vines, long vines that cover windows nearly up, and that hang down +over roof, and doors, all truly most dangerous vines. Americans not know +that Guis can enter house most easily where vines hang down over roofs +and doors and windows; another most dangerous thing about this house is +it have eaves about top side all turning down also. Now Chinese people +can keep wicked devils out of all houses, all temples, because they know +to build eaves to turn up, to throw devils into air, so no can come into +house. I say surely baby in that foreign house must to die, and I feel +very sorry, but can to do nothing because foreigner no listen to what +poor ignorant Chinese girl say. + +I well know how with whole heart Dr. Ewing love this little child, so +one night I creep out so still, and carry long garden shears, and climb +on step-ladder of window where baby so very sick, and cut away every +little vine where hang down over window. That time very cold, very dark +night make me very afraid, because angry Gui may come catch me +protecting child, but I so much love little child, will try what can do. +Next day Dr. Ewing say - "Dear little baby much better, now will to +live." I know and no other know why baby live, but I keep secret down +deep in heart, and feel greatest happiness. + + + +Folklorist + + + +For four days past have great Chinese New Year Feast been celebrated. +Third day the greatest day of all. Every where in land much feasting, +much of firework, much of congratulating. (Gung-hi). + +Out side Compound wall, can hear soldiers marching in day, can see +processions marching by night carrying lanterns and torches, with much +music and fire-works. + +Every body greet each other and say, "Seng Meng. Bing Ang." All girls in +College most happy, because Honorable Teachers say, "For one week we now +turn over College to students; we nothing say, nothing do. Students must +plan all things, arrange all things, what most like to do;" every one +quite joyous. Second and third day have great secret, we most wonderful, +beautiful surprise give Honorable Teachers. + +With large, red paper carefully written in black characters and folded +into red envelope, we invite all to Chinese girls' reception hall at +eight o'clock of third day. + +Teachers much have wonderment. Girls all too great excitement. From +village call No. 1 Good Feast Maker; he plan all things according to +high official style. He say, "This feast must contain all very best; +twenty-eight courses not enough, must have forty-two courses, with many +special servants and on each table one Chafing dish." + +All day keep doors locked many girls work to trim hall make all look +like one-piece garden, every one so happy, faces shine like flower +faces, Coolies very interest, come bring much Bamboo, Poinsettia, make +one large arch over fire-place like arch way in street, then fill up +over top and side with Bamboo, Cryptomeria bough, and build another +archway or arbor to top of room, where build high seats for Honorable +Teachers where sit at feast. + +Many friends of girls send much beautiful lanterns, some look like fish, +some look like bird, some like fire-balloon - all most large and bright. + +Coolies hang lanterns from top of green arbors, then Coolies bring much +big log and fill stone fire-place, ready for great fire at night to make +room bright. Have wood fire and lanterns, no other light. + +To make feast ready, twenty Coolies and girls work two days and nights, +then great night come, and eight o'clock strike. Inside hall all +prepare, all like one golden dream, great fire blaze up Chimney. +Lanterns spread glow like red of sun set, all through green arbors, and +through great room. A bell sounds. Ah, the Honorable Teachers have come! + +Girls all stand in row beside the door and make low bowings as Teachers +pass. Bing Ding invite to seats, and when all in place, girls also take +seats and feast begin. + +After Miss Powers say little word of blessing servants bring in covered +dishes, and place on tables. + +In middle of feast all suddenly begin great noise outside of hall, +fire-crackers and rockets and Tom-Toms then all so still we very much +surprised and know not who come to congratulate us. Then most wonderful, +most beautiful Band begin to play under window and every body look at Da +Hua because well we know it is St. Marks College Band and we know who is +at the head of that Band, and why it plays for our feast. Da Hua dare +not look up for she too knows it is for her that the Head Master is +bringing congratulations thus. When the Band stops playing all clap +hands for more, Miss Powers stand up and say, "Seng Meng. Bing Ang, and +many times thank you. Ke Dang." Again beautiful music begin, and +continue all through feast. + +When feast is finished we hear more large fire-crackers and musicians go +away. Honorable Instructors stand and Miss Powers begin to make polite +thank you's and farewells. + +Then I go forward because I have the Folk stories to introduce. I beg +Honorable Teachers to remain a little while that we may relate to them +some Chinese Folk-lore of our feasts and festivals, of which we have so +many. + +Quickly, like magic, Coolies carry tables and other feast furniture +away, and move seats to centre of room, where make one-half circle +before fire, Honorable Teachers in centre, and girls sitting on floor +all about each side. + +After some little explanations about stories of great enchantment to all +Chinese people, I say to all, "Since this feast the very greatest of the +whole year, we make selections of two other feasts for stories, and Cui +Ai will tell the first story." + +Cui Ai at once came to centre of wide half circle, and after making +little bow, take seat on low hassock, Miss Sterling whisper to Dr. +Ewing, "She look like fire-witch with the great flames framing her black +head, and those long braids sweeping out over the floor." + +Cui Ai begin with voice much of shakiness at first, after awhile grow +strong, and all time so clear so plain Chinese girls whisper together +that it wonderful to speak the difficult foreign language so clearly. + +Cui Ai's Story. +The Mid-Autumn Festival. + +Our country has a feast every year, on the fifteenth day of the eighth +moon, to commemorate King Dong Ming who invented the Musical +Instruments. + +This is the story: + +When King Dong Ming was crowned King he loved a Sorcerer and promised +him promotion and set him above all the Princes that were in the land +with him. + +One day the Sorcerer said to him - "I can take you up into the Moon," so +King Dong Ming set many masons and carpenters to build a very high tower +for looking at the Moon. + +The tower was finished on the fifteenth day of the eighth month, just on +the night that the moon was full. + +That night King Dong Ming prepared a feast in the tower and sent for the +Sorcerer to come and banquet with him. + +When they had feasted they saw a ladder set up on the tower, the top of +which reached the Moon. + +King Dong Ming ascended to the Moon on this great ladder. When they +reached there they saw many Moon Daughters all dressed in shining black +robes, and crowned with flowers. + +When the beautiful Moon Daughters saw two men coming in they all stood +up and bowed very low before them and treated them with great kindness. +Every girl played for them her Musical Instrument, such as the +Psalteries, the Cymbals, the Harp, the Organ, and the Tymbal, then they +sang songs in one grand concert. + +King Dong Ming knew nothing more, until he found himself in a bed in the +tower. + +The King was very much surprised to find himself in bed, and without +having come down the ladder into the tower, and very much surprised that +the Sorcerer was not any longer with him. The King remembered all the +songs which the girls had sung to him, and also all the shapes of all +the Musical Instruments which they had played upon for him. + +He sent for a skillful man and told him to make all the Instruments +according to all that he had seen in the Moon. + +Then King Dong Ming taught the people the use of the Instruments. + +Chinese Musical Instruments date from that time. + +Then the people began to imitate King Dong Ming on the 15th day of the +8th Moon by making a feast with their friends and their relations every +year. They expect that they can see the beautiful Moon Palace, and hear +the music from out this Palace if they only listen. + +Ai Lang then took the story teller's place and began the wonderful story +of the + +Winter Festival. + +Our Country has a Festival three days before Christmas to commemorate a +family meeting again. + +The story is as follows: + +Once there was a man who wished to go a long journey, so he went down to +a harbor and found a boat, he paid the boat hire for it, and then he +went down into the boat, just then a mighty tempest was on the sea; the +boat was about to be broken and the men were very much afraid; and the +sailor thinking to do something against the wind fell overboard and was +drowned. + +Then the lone man could not bear up against the wind so he let the boat +drive. The day went by, on, on the boat sailed, but no land appeared in +sight. + +The lone man grew sadder and sadder, he neither ate or slept, but spent +his time praying to his Gods. + +One morning he saw many birds fluttering around his masts, so that he +knew the land was near. + +Two hours after this the boat floated near to a great Mountain. On this +Mountain many beasts had their homes. When the man realized this he was +very much afraid, and he said to himself, "If I stay in this spot, in +this boat I will starve soon; and if I go out and up the Mountain I will +be killed by the wild beasts." + +In the very midst of the young man's trouble and wonder who should come +down the Mountain but a female Monkey. This Monkey was the Queen of the +place; she led him to her cave and prepared a dinner for him, and sat +with him at meat. + +After a few days the female Monkey made a stately bow before him and +asked him to become her husband. + +Then the man said to himself, "If do not consent to her she will kill +me, so I shall have to marry her to save my life, and perhaps after a +time I shall have a good chance to go back to my home again." + +So he promised to marry her. + +On their wedding day there were many little Monkeys who came to +congratulate her. + +After a year the Monkey bore a baby to him. + +When the boy was old enough his Mother took him out to hunt for game, +which they carried home for dinner. + +The man taught her to cook, so that they could roast the game quite +nicely. + +One day the man got very homesick so he went out, wishing to escape from +his wife. Just that time the Monkey and her son were returning from +their hunt. When they saw him come up they were very angry and led him +home. + +Next time she went out to hunt she left the boy at home to watch his +Father. + +After another year the Monkey bore him another son. When this second son +was old enough his Mother made him a bow and arrow, and taught him to +shoot the animals; from that day forth she always took her second son +with her when she went out to shoot, leaving the oldest son at home to +keep guard over the Father. The man always told this big boy about his +home, and the big boy talked to his little brother about it, so that +after a while the second boy began to refuse to go hunting with his +Mother. + +One day the man said to his sons, "If I go home I can only let one of +you go with me," but they said "Surely we will both go with you," and +the man saw that they would both go with him and he was much perplexed +as to how he could bring it to pass. + +One day soon after they saw a boat coming toward the Mountain, so they +went down into it, the boat sailed away very quickly. When the Monkey +came home and found that her husband and children were not there she +began to search for them. Then she saw a great boat opposite her in +which three men were sitting, she began to call to them and to cry, but +the three waved their hands to her from the boat and gave her a silent +farewell. + +After a few days the boat reached the City in which the man was born. + +When the man came to his home and his wife saw him and the two boys, she +was very angry, because she thought that he had married another wife. + +The man told her all about all his troubles and said, "If you will look +at them very carefully then you will know that they are come from a +breed of animals." When she so looked at the two boys she knew that this +was true, and then she made a feast for him, and called in her friends +and neighbors to come and rejoice with them. + +The two boys' Step-Mother treated them very badly and always scolded +them, saying, "Of what good are you, sons of an animal?" But after a few +years the two boys became very famous Officers; and often talked about +what their Step-Mother had called them, and after a while they went by +boat to search for their own Mother. + +At last when they reached the Mountain they saw a Monkey coming toward +them with full eyes; then they knew it was their Mother and they wished +to carry her home with them, but she had grown very savage, so that they +could not lead her home. Then they remembered that their Father had told +them that their Mother liked things made of rice, so they made a kind of +dough of rice and stuck it upon the trees or grass, when the Monkey saw +this she was very happy and began to eat the rice from the trees and +grass. + +The two Brothers stuck the rice upon every thing as they went upon their +homeward way, and the Monkey came nearer and nearer to get the rice +balls, at length she came very near to the boys' home, and they stuck +the rice balls inside the court, when the Monkey came in there to get +the rice, the boys bolted the door, and locked her in a room, and gave +her well cooked things to eat and treated her well. + +The hair on her body began to drop off, and she became very tame; and +the two boys were very happy to get their own Mother again. + +The Monkey was tempted home by her two sons in the winter time two days +before Christmas, so from that time the people always make a feast with +their families and roll rice balls on that day each year. + +When people are rolling the rice balls they want the whole family +present, because they think that if the whole family is together to make +the rice balls, the whole family will have peace and prosperity +throughout the coming year. + + + +Genius + + + +Geniuses are birthed not made. + +Of that, the truth, I have confidence of the uttermost. Two possessions +must be theirs - Longevity of Hair and Biliousness of Character. +Likewise it is more better than a Father or Mother Genius has made +proceedings. Most best that a Grandfather Genius walks in front. Then, +is all of most wellness and the Genius is of excellency birthed. + +No Honorable Ancestors of Geniuses have walked before me. No Longevity +of Hair have I (since the all powerful fever raged in our Province). No +Character of Biliousness, the Character of me being of unimportantness. +How then can I, not having been birthed with properness become into one +Genius on the instant? It is of uttermost impossibility, albeit the +American friend of Miss Sterling say she teach to me many fine words of +American Slang most profitable in works of Genius. Only can the Goddess +of Mercy and perhaps the Foreign God a little, lend of aid to me in my +extremities. To them I design the Poem below, of which you shall have +readings. To composition, Poem take with much exactitude, six of hours +and forty-five of moments. At endings of time, eyes ached and stomache +have yearnings but Poem come out. I have extensive happiness for I now +have knowings that, if of eats I partake of littleness, and make +anointments of hair that it may to grow, I shall yet arrive at the +business of Genius. + +Give unto me of the sacred power, +O, Goddess of Mercy, now, this hour, +That into a GENIUS I may flower, +Like silver dewdrops in summer shower. + +Yesterday Miss Powers say in class - "Some are born great, some achieve +greatness and some have greatness thrust upon them." Thus has the +business of Genius been thrust upon me and I must get busy. For three +days now, in searchings of library of Honored President, I come upon Eng +Muoi also making searchings. She hide book, I hide book. Today I make +findings of space of emptiness on book-shelf where yesterday stood +Honorable Pope. Eng Muoi has taken him unto herself. Next where +Honorable Pope once was and now is not, I found book of Honorable Lord +Kames, most evident a Genius with knowledge of Geniuses incomparable. He +says, "A Constitution of Warmth and Inflamableness must a Genius +possess. Likewise a Delicacy of Taste and Sedateness." Three of these +Constitutions have I - Warmth (of coldness I know not) Inflamableness +(anger comes quickly unto my heart) Delicacy of Taste (is it not I who +of foods make selectings for our feasts?) But Sedateness, I have it not. +Perhaps if I hump me and make trackings I can to catch it. + +We are making a journey, Miss Sterling, Ai Lang, Bing Ding and I to the +Monastery of Dreams on the tall mountain Koshan. From the Compound we +came in early morning time by boat and now in sedan chairs we ascend +into the clouds. At each placement of rest we stop. While coolies catch +at breath and smoke at pipe, we drink of tea and watch at view. It is +most wondrous. Trees of a growth extraordinary. Rocks of mightiness each +bearing an inscription from the Classics. Down side of mountain, +tumbling into waterfalls over boulders of bigness flows a stream of the +clearness of glass. Below, the "Happy Valley" stretches myriads of miles +away, of green in shadow and gold in sunshine, all of uttermost beauty. + +There are steps of stone that one may arrive at Tea-houses higher up +mountain side. I beg of Miss Sterling that I may to leave chair and +mount up steps. All girls come and we climb, making readings of rocks as +we go. I find great comfort in my reading - "With what little wisdom is +the world governed." For the business of Genius makes me tired and +tonight I must become fresh, like unto a daisy, for out of me must I +cough up a Poem. + +We are nearing the Monastery. High in air above our heads, the bell from +the Temple tolls. As we climb Miss Sterling tells of the wicked man who +tolls it. For twenty-five years he has made penance for his wicked sins. +He was doomed to toll the bell and never speak; now he cannot to speak +one word, but tolls on. That's not dead easy. I have of sorrow for that +man. Tonight I will to compose a Poem to him. + +We enter the open court of the Monastery. All is of great stillness and +peace. Only tinkling of fountain in centre of court makes soundings. +Beyond fountain is lake full of brilliant colourings. By lake we make +pauses and see that colourings are red, blue, green and gold fishes - +most beautiful! At end of lake an old man sits by stand; on stand are +cakes all strung on string like Chinese cash. We buy of the cakes, Bing +Ding cut strings, and we enjoy much pleasurings in fishes feeding +forgetful of hours. But Miss Sterling say, "The time is passing. If you +wish your fortunes told we must go." + +We mount up stone steps and enter Temple of the Prophets. Bing Ding, +alone, makes way to Priest at altar and tells to him of her desire. From +his Divining Sticks he makes selection of one and lays it upon the +altar, then opens the Taheo (Book of Great Learning) and reads: + +The accomplishment of thy plans rests with Heaven. The Spirits of the +Earth, Sea and Air are propitious. Thou shalt ride far upon the Sea into +Foreign Countries and return in safety. The Earth Spirit gives thee +great power in things political through thy marriage to a high official +of thy Country. Seven worthy sons shall be born unto thee and thy days +shall be full and many. + +Bing Ding was of manifest satisfaction when she join us sitting on seat +at back of temple. + +We hike on up other stone steps to the Temple of the Moon. I enter with +Ai Lang, Miss Sterling and Bing Ding making readings of Classics outside +on rocks. + +Unto the Priest of Temple Ai Lang tell of her birth-moon, also hour and +place of birthment. + +He answer thus: The right way leads forward; the wrong way backward. +Unto your choice bring wisdom. Within four angles of prominence lies +your life. Leo rising, Cancer culminating. To your house Mars brings +trouble but Venus overrules. You will bear a man child of exceeding +greatness. Art is your talent; your hands your best possessions. See to +it that you use them wisely. + +Ai Lang give promise of wisdom and we make getaway unto Miss Sterling +and Bing Ding. + +Up yet another stone steps we mount to the highest Temple of all, set +like a star in clouds at top of mountain - the Temple of Dreams. Inside +of Temple most wonderful but at entrance of uttermost darkness. One step +- two step I take alone (only one person can make entrance at one time) +then comes light, soft like flush of dawn. Grows brighter, most bright, +until over all things the Spirit of Fire spreads its mantle of red. I +walk on, each step in changing light; Orange, Yellow, Blue, Green and +Violet. At last I make stand at foot of rainbow before the High Priest +of the Temple. Strange, most strange! Last night I dream of rainbow. I +speak unto the Priest my dream. He make interpretation as follows: The +rainbow you beheld in sleep is an omen of good promise. Likewise the +street in which you walked in fear and darkness for Success crowns him +who works to win. The violets you gathered at end of street were +Happiness, Fame and Riches. All these shall be yours if you break not +the string of Pearls that are entwined about your neck. Should one Pearl +loosen and fall into space, Sorrow and Sadness shall be your portion. +Beware of accidents unto the Pearls. + +Much troubled, with hand to Pearls lest Misfortune come up with me - for +clasp of necklace is of weakness - I make return through rainbow into +world outside. + +"The shadows are growing," Miss Sterling say. "Come, we must get down +the mountain to to the boats at once!" + +Tonight after we reach Compound, I cut out dinner and make anointment of +hair, also stir my stumps to compose Poem. Time - five of hours - ten of +moments. I have much hunger. + +He sits in the belfry tower, +Tolling the soft bell of Dreams. +Four times he rings it each hour, +Heaven with sound of it teems. +Moons long past the Spirits said: +"For untold Sins you must pay, +Morning's gold but Evening's red, +Your crimes must be paid each day." +Worn and dark is He and old. +On his soul his Sins have weighed. +Twenty-five years He has tolled, +Surely the price He has paid. + +This morning at Ten of the clock we march by two's and two's into +Chapel, Honored President and Teachers leading. Cui Ai adorned in light +blue silk following. Tomorrow she marries. Today, Miss Powers trim +Chapel and make for Cui Ai alone, Graduating Exercises most scrumptious. + +First come little welcome speech of our Honored President then Cui Ai +arise and speak Essay on Faith in our beloved Neuchang dialect. Sit +down, and Chinese girls sing in chorus "Wings of Faith." Again Cui Ai +arise and speak Essay on Hope in Classical Chinese. Sit down, and our +Adorable Miss Sterling sing solo, "Keep on Hoping." Yet again Cui Ai +arise and speak Essay on Charity, this time in English. Yet again sit +down, and Chinese girls sing chorus of "Charity." + +Miss Powers make speechings of presentations and unto Cui Ai give +Diploma of Excellency. All is finished. + +Cui Ai's Eager Betrothed, also Beauteous Mother and Sisters and Brothers +also much beauteous Flowers make arrival upon platform at same time. All +is most merry and of good fortune, and our sorrow that Cui Ai is not to +wait for the graduation of the class, is now turned to joyfulness. + +Later, we go with Cui Ai to gaze upon her jewels and fine clothings. Her +No. 1 Chest of red lacquer holds many garments of fine silk of soft +warmth and richness. In the tray, numberless bracelets, hair-pins, +brooches and other ornaments have place. + +No. 2 Chest, also of red lacquer, contain clothing more ordinary and +household linens most plenteous. + +All the time Cui Ai showing Chests, not down in the mouth but having +smilings. + +By and by I say, "Why do you look happy, Cui Ai? Why do you not make +cryings? It is our custom." + +Cui Ai make response: "Because of our dear Miss Sterling. She say it is +of uttermost foolishness to make marriage and cryings at same time. It +is not the American way to so do. American lady make first marriage, no +cryings, sometimes later make cryings, but not always. Also I have great +and copious joys for in my house of littleness I am to live unto myself +and husband alone, not with Able Mother-in-law." + +We wonder at the manifold good fortune of Cui Ai. It is not to believe +that she live not in house of Able Mother-in-law. I have much doubtings. + +I return unto my room and will to compose Poem on - "What is House +without Mother-in-law?" but Poem no come out. I am floored with +completeness. Six bells ring but I go not. Again I make anointment of +hair and cut out dinner. I find book of rhyme-words and choose this list +- "Air-fare, Where-wear, Prayer-ensnare." At the once I become up to +snuff and Poem come unto me of so great quickness I have double joyings: +Firstly, that Poem is of everlastingness of length; lastly, that with my +rhyme-book, I can now become on to the job of Genius. Poem take of time, +three of hours; of moments, four. I give of name unto Poem: + +"The Three Graces." + +Long New Moons ago, Three Graces most fair, +Dwelt under one roof. And combing long hair, +Made wishes to ride in Red Wedding Chair, +Enwrapted in Red Veil; and Wedding Dress wear. + +Most ancient was Faith, with belief that by prayer +A Husband would come, appearing in air. +Sun-time and Moon-time she'd pray, then declare: +"He'll be here tonight; our roof-tree to share." + +Miss Hope was a Grace without any care, +Hoping a Husband to her would repair; +Her thinks troubled not. She hoped he'd be there, +But how he would come was not her affair. + +Charity said: "Each our part we must bear, +If we are to Marry. Men quickly scare. +We must decide on the Time, Who and Where. +Get up and get busy; Each, Do and Dare." + +Each Grace went her way a riding her mare. +Hope rode on Hopings. Miss Faith rode her Prayer. +Still they ride on and at Charity glare; +Her Wedding took place 'mid trumpetings blare. + +The Moral is plain and not at all rare. +Just praying and hoping failed for that pair. +Be Up and Be Doing. Yourself never Tare, +If ever a Husband you wish to ensnare. + +With the shining of the Sun while yet the Moon has not gone to sleep, we +six Chinese girls of the graduating class to which Cui Ai once belonged +and now belongs not, come unto her room to adorn her for her marriage. + +We have friendly quarrellings over the red slippers of so great +smallness, which she has made herself - as to who shall place them on +her tiny feet - also we snatch at hair-pins and bracelets, to be No. 1 +aid at dressings. + +Cui Ai pays scanty heed to the admonitions which her paid attendant is +all time speeching unto her, but is full of cheerfulness at which we +have much marvelings. At last, attendant place red wedding-veil on head +and we fasten many brooches upon red wedding-gown. Over the bride's +small hands Bing Ding slips jade bracelets and all is in placement. + +The Mistress of Ceremonies (Miss Powers) enters and taking Cui Ai by +hand, leads her into garden; we follow at distance of most +respectfulness. Down the path they walk, past the wonderful red chair +all of one blossom, even the poles covered with vines and flowers, and +up the Chapel steps. + +Inside Chapel, Miss Powers lead Cui Ai to altar where wait Groom and +Minister, while Miss Sterling all time play Wedding March of Honorable +Mendelssohn. + +Outside Chapel, Chinese band play and friends fire crackers with so +great noisesomeness that we can but hear Minister's word like +whisperings. Whisperings cease, and Bride and Groom make proceedings +down aisle side by side; Miss Powers at back, while Miss Sterling play +Wedding March from Honorable Lohengrin. + +Chinese crackers increase in noisesomeness. Groom puts Bride in her +chair of beauty and takes his own chair of plainness behind her. + +The Wedding Procession proceeds. At head comes Bride with her red +lacquer Chests, Boxes, Bathtubs and Household utensils, each borne on +poles by Coolies. Following these are hanging shelves, one upon the +other, all suspended by poles carried by four bearers, each shelf +containing some sweet or cakes. The lantern bearers with lanterns of +uttermost gorgeousness come next, then follow the Groom's chair and his +men friends. Also many pyramids of beauteous flowers. Of a truth Cui +Ai's Procession of Marriage is most magnificent. + +To the house of newness and littleness all in the Procession march on, +but we go not until the evening of the sixth day. + +When Procession make arrival at house of Groom, men friends enter in and +servants at the once begin to pass foods. Upon each tray must friends +place coins wrapped in red paper, for this is a custom that all men must +observe. + +All evening must Bride and Groom entertain guests; this time Cui Ai make +introduction of so great foreign entertainments men cannot to make fun +of poor, little Bride as before. + +After I look see Marriage Procession I return unto my room and try to +compose Poem of Wedding, but no Poem come out. One hour - Two hour - +Three hour - then I crawl into my Mieng, a blooming idiot, for unto me +has Poem given the go-by. + +Three days later Cui Ai make return unto College. With her comes her +husband of newness; to them our Honored President give of feast. All +graduating Class present. Cui Ai possess looks of happiness; husband +possess looks of uncomfortableness. American friend of Miss Sterling +say, "Gloomy Gus!" Miss Sterling laugh and say, "Oh, no, just too many +ladies present." I think I care not for Gloomy Gus husband; too much +troubles. + +At feast I partake little of eats. At the once I get a move on and safe +within my room make yet again anointments of hair that I may to compose +Poem. Time, two of hours. One of moments. + +As a Genius! am but a jest, +As a Poet, not one of the best, +For from North, South, the East and the West, +All agree that they wish would rest. + +Tonight have I become a Genius-Poet for finality, for tomorrow we +graduate. Therefore will all Friendly Ones in reading of these pages +have rememberings of that of which I before make statement - "That +the business of Genius has been thrust upon me, who have no Ancestors +of Geniuses - no Longevity of Hair - no Biliousness of Character" - +and excusings give unto me, a made - alas - not birthed GENIUS. + + + +Here Conclude the End With Much Gaining of English. That Class Book Be +Birthed Into Complete Completeness We Give of Thanks, Through Ai Lang +Our Unworthy Artist and Bing Ding Our Also Unworthy Biographer, Unto +Paul, The Elder and His Company of Honorables. Second Thankings Unto +Herman A. Funke Who, During the Seveneth Moon (August) of the Year in +America, 1916, Conduct Book Through Press - Tomoye - Which is Situate in +City of San Francisco + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, SEVEN MAIDS OF FAR CATHAY *** + +This file should be named 6345.txt or 6345.zip + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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