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THE COMING OF ROSALIE +XIII. HOW CHARLEY WENT ADVENTURING, AND WHAT HE FOUND +XIV. ROSALIE, CHARLEY, AND THE MAN THE WIDOW PLOMONDON JILTED +XV. THE MARK IN THE PAPER +XVI. MADAME DAUPHIN HAS A MISSION +XVII. THE TAILOR MAKES A MIDNIGHT FORAY +XVIII. THE STEALING OF THE CROSS + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +OLD DEBTS FOR NEW + +Jo Portugtais was breaking the law of the river--he was running a little +raft down the stream at night, instead of tying up at sundown and camping +on the shore, or sitting snugly over cooking-pot by the little wooden +caboose on his raft. But defiance of custom and tradition was a habit +with Jo Portugais. He had lived in his own way many a year, and he was +likely to do so till the end, though he was a young man yet. He had many +professions, or rather many gifts, which he practised as it pleased him. +He was river-driver, woodsman, hunter, carpenter, guide, as whim or +opportunity came to him. On the evening when Charley Steele met with his +mishap he was a river-driver--or so it seemed. He had been up nor'west a +hundred and fifty miles, and he had come down-stream alone with his raft- +which in the usual course should take two men to guide it--through +slides, over rapids, and in strong currents. Defying the code of the +river, with only one small light at the rear of his raft, he voyaged the +swift current towards his home, which, when he arrived opposite the Cote +Dorion, was still a hundred miles below. He had watched the lights in +the river-drivers' camps, had seen the men beside the fires, and had +drifted on, with no temptation to join in the songs floating out over the +dark water, to share the contents of the jugs raised to boisterous lips, +or to thrust his hand into the greasy cooking-pot for a succulent bone. + +He drifted on until he came opposite Charlemagne's tavern. Here the +current carried him inshore. He saw the dim light, he saw dark figures +in the bar-room, he even got a glimpse of Suzon Charlemagne. He dropped +the house behind quickly, but looked back, leaning on the oar and +thinking how swift was the rush of the current past the tavern. His eyes +were on the tavern door and the light shining through it. Suddenly the +light disappeared, and the door vanished into darkness. He heard a +scuffle, and then a heavy splash. + +"There's trouble there," said Jo Portugais, straining his eyes through +the night, for a kind of low roar, dwindling to a loud whispering, and +then a noise of hurrying feet, came down the stream, and he could dimly +see dark figures running away into the night by different paths. + +"Some dirty work, very sure," said Jo Portugais, and his eyes travelled +back over the dark water like a lynx's, for the splash was in his ear, +and a sort of prescience possessed him. He could not stop his raft. It +must go on down the current, or be swerved to the shore, to be fastened. + +"God knows, it had an ugly sound," said Jo Portugais, and again strained +his eyes and ears. He shifted his position and took another oar, where +the raft-lantern might not throw a reflection upon the water. He saw a +light shine again through the tavern doorway, then a dark object block +the light, and a head thrust forward towards the river as though +listening. + +At this moment he fancied he saw something in the water nearing him. He +stretched his neck. Yes, there was something. + +"It's a man. God save us--was it murder?" said Jo Portugais, and +shuddered. "Was it murder?" + +The body moved more swiftly than the raft. There was a hand thrust up-- +two hands. + +"He's alive!" said Jo Portugais, and, hurriedly pulling round his waist +a rope tied to a timber, jumped into the water. + +Three minutes later, on the raft, he was examining a wound in the head of +an insensible man. + +As his hand wandered over the body towards the heart, it touched +something that rattled against a button. He picked it up mechanically +and held it to the light. It was an eye-glass. + +"My God!" said Jo Portugais, and peered into the man's face. "It's +him." Then he remembered the last words the man had spoken to him-- +"Get out of my sight. You're as guilty as hell!" But his heart yearned +towards the man nevertheless. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE WAY IN AND THE WAY OUT + +In his own world of the parish of Chaudiere Jo Portugais was counted a +widely travelled man. He had adventured freely on the great rivers and +in the forests, and had journeyed up towards Hudson's Bay farther than +any man in seven parishes. + +Jo's father and mother had both died in one year--when he was twenty- +five. That year had turned him from a clean-shaven cheerful boy into a +morose bearded man who looked forty, for it had been marked by his +disappearance from Chaudiere and his return at the end of it, to find his +mother dead and his father dying broken-hearted. What had driven Jo from +home only his father knew; what had happened to him during that year only +Jo himself knew, and he told no one, not even his dying father. + +A mystery surrounded him, and no one pierced it. He was a figure apart +in Chaudiere parish. A dreadful memory that haunted him, carried him out +of the village, which clustered round the parish church, into Vadrome +Mountain, three miles away, where he lived apart from all his kind. It +was here he brought the man with the eye-glass one early dawn, after two +nights and two days on the river, pulling him up the long hill in a low +cart with his strong faithful dogs, hitching himself with them and +toiling upwards through the dark. In his three-roomed hut he laid his +charge down upon a pile of bear-skins, and tended him with a strange +gentleness, bathing the wound in the head and binding it again and again. + +The next morning the sick man opened his eyes heavily. He then began +fumbling mechanically on his breast. At last his fingers found his +monocle. He feebly put it to his eye, and looked at Jo in a strange, +questioning, uncomprehending way. + +"I beg--your pardon," he said haltingly, "have I ever--been intro--" +Suddenly his eyes closed, a frown gathered on his forehead. After a +minute his eyes opened again, and he gazed with painful, pathetic +seriousness at Jo. This grew to a kind of childish terror; then slowly, +as a shadow passes, the perplexity, anxiety and terror cleared away, and +left his forehead calm, his eyes unvexed and peaceful. The monocle +dropped, and he did not heed it. At length he said wearily, and with an +incredibly simple dependence: + +"I am thirsty now." + +Jo lifted a wooden bowl to his lips, and he drank, drank, drank to +repletion. When he had finished he patted Jo's shoulder. + +"I am always thirsty," he said. "I shall be hungry too. I always am." + +Jo brought him some milk and bread in a bowl. When the sick man had +eaten and drunk the bowlful to the last drop and crumb, he lay back with +a sigh of content, but trembling from weakness and the strain, though +Jo's hand had been under his head, and he had been fed like a little +child. + +All day he lay and watched Jo as he worked, as he came and went. +Sometimes he put his hand to his head and said to Jo: "It hurts." +Then Jo would cool the wound with fresh water from the mountain spring, +and he would drag down the bowl to drink from it greedily. + +It was as though he could never get enough water to drink. So the first +day in the hut at Vadrome Mountain passed without questioning on the part +of either Charley Steele or his host. + +With good reason. Jo Portugais saw that memory was gone; that the past +was blotted out. He had watched that first terrible struggle of memory +to reassert itself, as the eyes mechanically looked out upon new and +strange surroundings, but it was only the automatic habit of the sight, +the fumbling of the blind soul in its cell-fumbling for the latch which +it could not find, for the door which would not open. The first day on +the raft, as Charley had opened his eyes upon the world again after that +awful night at the Cote Dorion, Jo. had seen that same blank +uncomprehending look--as it were, the first look of a mind upon the +world. This time he saw, and understood what he saw, and spoke as men +speak, but with no knowledge or memory behind it--only the involuntary +action of muscle and mind repeated from the vanished past. + +Charley Steele was as a little child, and having no past, and +comprehending in the present only its limited physical needs and motions, +he had no hope, no future, no understanding. In three days he was upon +his feet, and in four he walked out of doors and followed Jo into the +woods, and watched him fell a tree and do a woodsman's work. Indoors he +regarded all Jo did with eager interest and a pleased, complacent look, +and readily did as he was told. He seldom spoke--not above three or four +times a day, and then simply and directly, and only concerning his wants. +From first to last he never asked a question, and there was never any +inquiry by look or word. A hundred and twenty miles lay between him and +his old home, between him and Kathleen and Billy and Jean Jolicoeur's +saloon, but between him and his past life the unending miles of eternity +intervened. He was removed from it as completely as though he were dead +and buried. + +A month went by. Sometimes Jo went down to the village below, and then, +at first, he locked the door of the house behind him upon Charley. +Against this Charley made no motion and said no word, but patiently +awaited Jo's return. So it was that, at last, Jo made no attempt to lock +the door, but with a nod or a good-bye left him alone. When Charley saw +him returning he would go to meet him, and shake hands with him, and say +"Good-day," and then would come in with him and help him get supper or do +the work of the house. + +Since Charley came no one had visited the house, for there were no paths +beyond it, and no one came to the Vadrome Mountain, save by chance. But +after two months had gone the Cure came. Twice a year the Cure made it a +point to visit Jo in the interests of his soul, though the visits came to +little, for Jo never went to confession, and seldom to mass. On this +occasion the Cure arrived when Jo was out in the woods. He discovered +Charley. Charley made no answer to his astonished and friendly greeting, +but watched him with a wide-eyed anxiety till the Cure seated himself at +the door to await Jo's coming. Presently, as he sat there, Charley, who +had studied his face as a child studies the unfamiliar face of a +stranger, brought him a bowl of bread and milk and put it in his hands. +The Cure smiled and thanked him, and Charley smiled in return and said: +"It is very good." + +As the Cure ate, Charley watched him with satisfaction, and nodded at him +kindly. + +When Jo came he lied to the Cure. He said he had found Charley wandering +in the woods, with a wound in his head, and had brought him home with him +and cared for him. Forty miles away he had found him. + +The Cure was perplexed. What was there to do? He believed what Jo said. +So far as he knew, Jo had never lied to him before, and he thought he +understood Jo's interest in this man with the look of a child and no +memory: Jo's life was terribly lonely; he had no one to care for, and no +one cared for him; here was what might comfort him! Through this +helpless man might come a way to Jo's own good. So he argued with +himself. + +What to do? Tell the story to the world by writing to the newspaper at +Quebec? Jo pooh-poohed this. Wait till the man's memory came back? +Would it come back--what chance was there of its ever coming back? Jo +said that they ought to wait and see--wait awhile, and then, if his +memory did not return, they would try to find his friends, by publishing +his story abroad. + +Chaudiere was far from anywhere: it knew little of the world, and the +world knew naught of it, and this was a large problem for the Cure. +Perhaps Jo was right, he thought. The man was being well cared for, and +what more could be wished at the moment? The Cure was a simple man, and +when Jo urged that if the sick man could get well anywhere in the world +it would be at Vadrome Mountain in Chaudiere, the Cure's parochial pride +was roused, and he was ready to believe all Jo said. He also saw reason +in Jo's request that the village should not be told of the sick man's +presence. Before he left, the Cure knelt down and prayed, "for the good +of this poor mortal's soul and body." + +As he prayed, Charley knelt down also, and kept his eyes-calm unwondering +eyes-full fixed on the good M. Loisel, whose grey hair, thin peaceful +face, and dark brown eyes made a noble picture of patience and devotion. + +When the Cure shook him by the hand, murmuring in good-bye, "God be +gracious to thee, my son," Charley nodded in a friendly way. He watched +the departing figure till it disappeared over the crest of the hill. + +This day marked an epoch in the solitude of the hut on Vadrome Mountain. +Jo had an inspiration. He got a second set of carpenter's tools, and +straightway began to build a new room to the house. He gave the extra +set of tools to Charley with an encouraging word. For the first time +since he had been brought here, Charley's face took on a look of +interest. In half-an-hour he was at work, smiling and perspiring, and +quickly learning the craft. He seldom spoke, but he sometimes laughed a +mirthful, natural boy's laugh of good spirits and contentment. From that +day his interest in things increased, and before two months went round, +while yet it was late autumn, he looked in perfect health. He ate +moderately, drank a great deal of water, and slept half the circle of the +clock each day. His skin was like silk; the colour of his face was as +that of an apple; he was more than ever Beauty Steele. The Cure came +two or three times, and Charley spoke to him but never held conversation, +and no word concerning the past ever passed his tongue, nor did he have +memory of what was said to him from one day to the next. A hundred ways +Jo had tried to rouse his memory. But the words Cote Dorion had no +meaning to him, and he listened blankly to all names and phrases once so +familiar. Yet he spoke French and English in a slow, passive, +involuntary way. All was automatic, mechanical. + +The weeks again wore on, and autumn became winter, and then at last one +day the Cure came, bringing his brother, a great Parisian surgeon lately +arrived from France on a short visit. The Cure had told his brother the +story, and had been met by a keen, astonished interest in the unknown man +on Vadrome Mountain. A slight pressure on the brain from accident had +before now produced loss of memory--the great man's professional +curiosity was aroused: he saw a nice piece of surgical work ready +to his hand; he asked to be taken to Vadrome Mountain. + +Now the Cure had lived long out of the world, and was not in touch with +the swift-minded action and adventuring intellects of such men as his +brother, Marcel Loisel. Was it not tempting Providence, a surgical +operation? He was so used to people getting ill and getting well without +a doctor--the nearest was twenty miles distant--or getting ill and dying +in what seemed a natural and preordained way, that to cut open a man's +head and look into his brain, and do this or that to his skull, seemed +almost sinful. Was it not better to wait and see if the poor man would +not recover in God's appointed time? + +In answer to his sensitively eager and diverse questions, Marcel Loisel +replied that his dear Cure was merely mediaeval, and that he had +sacrificed his mental powers on the altar of a simple faith, which might +remove mountains but was of no value in a case like this, where, clearly, +surgery was the only providence. + +At this the Cure got to his feet, came over, laid his hand on his +brother's shoulder, and said, with tears in his eyes: + +"Marcel, you shock me. Indeed you shock me!" + +Then he twisted a knot in his cassock cords, and added "Come then, +Marcel. We will go to him. And may God guide us aright!" + +That afternoon the two grey-haired men visited Vadrome Mountain, and +there they found Charley at work in the little room that the two men had +built. Charley nodded pleasantly when the Cure introduced his brother, +but showed no further interest at first. He went on working at the +cupboard under his hand. His cap was off and his hair was a little +rumpled where the wound had been, for he had a habit of rubbing the place +now and then--an abstracted, sensitive motion--although he seemed to +suffer no pain. The surgeon's eyes fastened on the place, and as Charley +worked and his brother talked, he studied the man, the scar, the contour +of the head. At last he came up to Charley and softly placed his fingers +on the scar, feeling the skull. Charley turned quickly. + +There was something in the long, piercing look of the surgeon which +seemed to come through limitless space to the sleeping and imprisoned +memory of Charley's sick mind. A confused, anxious, half-fearful look +crept into the wide blue eyes. It was like a troubled ghost, flitting +along the boundaries of sight and sense, and leaving a chill and a +horrified wonder behind. The surgeon gazed on, and the trouble in +Charley's eye passed to his face, stayed an instant. Then he turned away +to Jo Portugais. "I am thirsty now," he said, and he touched his lips in +the way he was wont to do in those countless ages ago, when, millions +upon millions of miles away, people said: "There goes Charley Steele!" + +"I am thirsty now," and that touch of the lip with the tongue, were a +revelation to the surgeon. + +A half-hour later he was walking homeward with the Cure. Jo accompanied +them for a distance. As they emerged into the wider road-paths that +began half-way down the mountain, the Cure, who had watched his brother's +face for a long time in silence, said: + +"What is in your mind, Marcel?" The surgeon turned with a half-smile. + +"He is happy now. No memory, no conscience, no pain, no responsibility, +no trouble--nothing behind or before. Is it good to bring him back?" + +The Cure had thought it all over, and he had wholly changed his mind +since that first talk with his brother. "To save a mind, Marcel!" he +said. + +"Then to save a soul?" suggested the surgeon. "Would he thank me?" + +"It is our duty to save him." + +"Body and mind and soul, eh? And if I look after the body and the mind?" + +"His soul is in God's hands, Marcel." + +"But will he thank me? How can you tell what sorrows, what troubles, he +has had? What struggles, temptations, sins? He has none now, of any +sort; not a stain, physical or moral." + +"That is not life, Marcel." + +"Well, well, you have changed. This morning it was I who would, and you +hesitated." + +"I see differently now, Marcel." + +The surgeon put a hand playfully on his brother's shoulder. + +"Did you think, my dear Prosper, that I should hesitate? Am I a +sentimentalist? But what will he say? + +"We need not think of that, Marcel." + +"But yet suppose that with memory come again sin and shame--even crime?" + +"We will pray for him." "But if he isn't a Catholic?" + +"One must pray for sinners," said the Curb, after a silence. + +This time the surgeon laid a hand on the shoulder of his brother +affectionately. "Upon my soul, dear Prosper, you almost persuade me to +be reactionary and mediaeval." + +The Curb turned half uneasily towards Jo, who was following at a little +distance. This seemed hardly the sort of thing for him to hear. + +"You had better return now, Jo," he said. + +"As you wish, M'sieu'," Jo answered, then looked inquiringly at the +surgeon. + +"In about five days, Portugais. Have you a steady hand and a quick eye?" + +Jo spread out his hands in deprecation, and turned to the Curb, as though +for him to answer. + +"Jo is something of a physician and surgeon too, Marcel. He has a gift. +He has cured many in the parish with his herbs and tinctures, and he has +set legs and arms successfully." + +The surgeon eyed Jo humorously, but kindly. "He is probably as good a +doctor as some of us. Medicine is a gift, surgery is a gift and an art. +You shall hear from me, Portugais." He looked again keenly at Jo. "You +have not given him 'herbs and tinctures'?" + +"Nothing, M'sieu'." + +"Very sensible. Good-day, Portugais." + +"Good-day, my son," said the priest, and raised his fingers in +benediction, as Jo turned and quickly retraced his steps. + +"Why did you ask him if he had given the poor man any herbs or tinctures, +Marcel?" said the priest. + +"Because those quack tinctures have whiskey in them." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Whiskey in any form would be bad for him," the surgeon answered +evasively. + +But to himself he kept saying: "The man was a drunkard--he was a +drunkard." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE RAISING OF THE CURTAIN + +M. Marcel Loisel did his work with a masterly precision, with the aid of +his brother and Portugais. The man under the instruments, not wholly +insensible, groaned once or twice. Once or twice, too, his eyes opened +with a dumb hunted look, then closed as with an irresistible weariness. +When the work was over, and every stain or sign of surgery removed, sleep +came down on the bed--a deep and saturating sleep, which seemed to fill +the room with peace. For hours the surgeon sat beside the couch, now and +again feeling the pulse, wetting the hot lips, touching the forehead with +his palm. At last, with a look of satisfaction, he came forward to where +Jo and the Cure sat beside the fire. + +"It is all right," he said. "Let him sleep as long as he will." He +turned again to the bed. "I wish I could stay to see the end of it. +Is there no chance, Prosper?" he added to the priest. + +"Impossible, Marcel. You must have sleep. You have a seventy-mile drive +before you to-morrow, and sixty the next day. You can only reach the +port now by starting at daylight to-morrow." + +So it was that Marcel Loisel, the great surgeon, was compelled to leave +Chaudiere before he knew that the memory of the man who had been under +his knife had actually returned to him. He had, however, no doubt in +his own mind, and he was confident that there could be no physical harm +from the operation. Sleep was the all-important thing. In it lay the +strength for the shock of the awakening--if awakening of memory there +was to be. + +Before he left he stooped over Charley and said musingly: "I wonder what +you will wake up to, my friend?" Then he touched the wound with a light +caressing finger. "It was well done, well done," he murmured proudly. + +A moment afterwards he was hurrying down the hill to the open road, where +a cariole awaited the Cure and himself. + +For a day and a half Charley slept, and Jo watched him with an +affectionate solicitude. Once or twice, becoming anxious, because of the +heavy breathing and the motionless sleep, he had forced open the teeth, +and poured a little broth between. + +Just before dawn on the second morning, worn out and heavy with slumber, +Jo lay down by the piled-up fire and dropped into a sleep that wrapped +him like a blanket, folding him away into a drenching darkness. + +For a time there was a deep silence, troubled only by Jo's deep +breathing, which seemed itself like the pulse of the silence. Charley +appeared not to be breathing at all. He was lying on his back, seemingly +lifeless. Suddenly on the snug silence there was a sharp sound. A tree +outside snapped with the frost. + +Charley awoke. The body seemed not to awake, for it did not stir, but +the eyes opened wide and full, looking straight before them--straight up +to the brown smoke-stained rafters, along which were ranged guns and +fishing-tackle, axes and bear-traps. Full clear blue eyes, healthy and +untired as a child's fresh from an all-night's drowse, they looked and +looked. Yet, at first, the body did not stir; only the mind seemed to be +awakening, the soul creeping out from slumber into the day. Presently, +however, as the eyes gazed, there stole into them a wonder, a trouble, an +anxiety. For a moment they strained at the rafters and the crude weapons +and implements there, then the body moved, quickly, eagerly, and turned +to see the flickering shadows made by the fire and the simple order of +the room. + +A minute more, and Charley was sitting on the side of his couch, dazed +and staring. This hut, this fire, the figure by the hearth in a sound +sleep-his hand went to his head: it felt the bandage there! + +He remembered now! Last night at the Cote Dorion! Last night he had +talked with Suzon Charlemagne at the Cote Dorion; last night he had drunk +harder than he had ever drunk in his life, he had defied, chaffed, +insulted the river-drivers. The whole scene came back: the faces of +Suzon and her father; Suzon's fingers on his for an instant; the glass of +brandy beside him; the lanterns on the walls; the hymn he sang; the +sermon he preached--he shuddered a little; the rumble of angry noises +round him; the tumbler thrown; the crash of the lantern, and only one +light left in the place! Then Jake Hough and his heavy hand, the flying +monocle, and his disdainful, insulting reply; the sight of the pistol in +the hand of Suzon's father; then a rush, a darkness, and his own fierce +plunge towards the door, beyond which were the stars and the cool night +and the dark river. Curses, hands that battered and tore at him, the +doorway reached, and then a blow on the head and--falling, falling, +falling, and distant noises growing more distant, and suddenly and +sweetly--absolute silence. + +Again he shuddered. Why? He remembered that scene in his office +yesterday with Kathleen, and the one later with Billy. A sensitive chill +swept all over him, making his flesh creep, and a flush sped over his +face from chin to brow. To-day he must pick up all these threads again, +must make things right for Billy, must replace the money he had stolen, +must face Kathleen again he shuddered. Was he at the Cote Dorion still? +He looked round him. No, this was not the sort of house to be found at +the Cote Dorion. Clearly this was the hut of a hunter. Probably he had +been fished out of the river by this woodsman and brought here. He felt +his head. The wound was fresh and very sore. He had played for death, +with an insulting disdain, yet here he was alive. + +Certainly he was not intended to be drowned or knifed--he remembered the +knives he saw unsheathed--or kicked or pummelled into the hereafter. It +was about ten o'clock when he had had his "accident"--he affected a +smile, yet somehow he did not smile easily--it must be now about five, +for here was the morning creeping in behind the deer-skin blind at the +window. + +Strange that he felt none the worse for his mishap, and his tongue was as +clean and fresh as if he had been drinking milk last night, and not very +doubtful brandy at the Cote Dorion. No fever in his hands, no headache, +only the sore skull, so well and tightly bandaged but a wonderful thirst, +and an intolerable hunger. He smiled. When had he ever been hungry for +breakfast before? Here he was with a fine appetite: it was like coals of +fire heaped on his head by Nature for last night's business at the Cote +Dorion. How true it was that penalties did not always come with-- +indiscretions. Yet, all at once, he flushed again to the forehead, for a +curious sense of shame flashed through his whole being, and one Charley +Steele--the Charley Steele of this morning, an unknown, unadventuring, +onlooking Charley Steele--was viewing with abashed eyes the Charley +Steele who had ended a doubtful career in the coarse and desperate +proceedings of last night. With a nervous confusion he sought refuge in +his eye-glass. His fingers fumbled over his waistcoat, but did not find +it. The weapon of defence and attack, the symbol of interrogation and +incomprehensibility, was gone. Beauty Steele was under the eyes of +another self, and neither disdain, nor contempt, nor the passive stare, +were available. He got suddenly to his feet, and started forward, as +though to find refuge from himself. + +The abrupt action sent the blood to his head, and feeling a blindness +come over him, he put both hands up to his temples, and sank back on the +couch, dizzy and faint. + +His motions waked Jo Portugais, who scrambled from the floor, and came +towards him. + +"M'sieu'," he said, "you must not. You are faint." He dropped his hands +supportingly to Charley's shoulders. + +Charley nodded, but did not yet look up. His head throbbed sorely. +"Water--please!" he said. + +In an instant Jo was beside him again, with a bowl of fresh water at his +lips. He drank, drank, drank, until the great bowl was drained to the +last drop. + +"Whew! That was good!" he said, and looked up at Jo with a smile. +"Thank you, my friend; I haven't the honour of your acquaintance, but--" + +He stopped suddenly and stared at Jo. Inquiry, mystification, were in +his look. + +"Have I ever seen you before?" he said. "Who knows, M'sieu'!" + +Since Jo had stood before Charley in the dock near six years ago he had +greatly changed. The marks of smallpox, a heavy beard, grey hair, and +solitary life had altered him beyond Charley's recognition. + +Jo could hardly speak. His legs were trembling under him, for now he +knew that Charley Steele was himself again. He was no longer the simple, +quiet man-child of three days ago, and of these months past, but the man +who had saved him from hanging, to whom he owed a debt he dare not +acknowledge. Jo's brain was in a muddle. Now that the great crisis was +over, now that the expected thing had come, and face to face with the +cure, he had neither tongue, nor strength, nor wit. His words stuck in +his throat where his heart was, and for a minute his eyes had a kind of +mist before them. + +Meanwhile Charley's eyes were upon him, curious, fixed, abstracted. + +"Is this your house?" + +"It is, M'sieu'." + +"You fished me out of the river by the Cote Dorion?" He still held his +head with his hands, for it throbbed so, but his eyes were intent on his +companion. + +"Yes, M'sieu'." + +Charley's hand mechanically fumbled for his monocle. Jo turned quickly +to the wall, and taking it by its cord from the nail where it had been +for these long months, handed it over. Charley took it and mechanically +put it in his eye. "Thank you, my friend," he said. "Have I been +conscious at all since you rescued me last night?" he asked. + +"In a way, M'sieu'." + +"Ah, well, I can't remember, but it was very kind of you--I do thank you +very much. Do you think you could find me something to eat? I beg your +pardon--it isn't breakfast-time, of course, but I was never so hungry in +my life!" + +"In a minute, M'sieu'--in one minute. But lie down, you must lie down a +little. You got up too quick, and it makes your head throb. You have +had nothing to eat." + +"Nothing, since yesterday noon, and very little then. I didn't eat +anything at the Cote Dorion, I remember." He lay back on the couch and +closed his eyes. The throbbing in his head presently stopped, and he +felt that if he ate something he could go to sleep again, it was so +restful in this place--a whole day's sleep and rest, how good it would be +after last night's racketing! Here was primitive and material comfort, +the secret of content, if you liked! Here was this poor hunter-fellow, +with enough to eat and to drink, earning it every day by every day's +labour, and, like Robinson Crusoe no doubt, living in a serene self- +sufficiency and an elysian retirement. Probably he had no +responsibilities in the world, with no one to say him nay, himself only +to consider in all the universe: a divine conception of adequate life. +Yet himself, Charley Steele, an idler, a waster, with no purpose in life, +with scarcely the necessity to earn his bread-never, at any rate, until +lately--was the slave of the civilisation to which he belonged. Was +civilisation worth the game? + +His hand involuntarily went to his head. It changed the course of his +thoughts. He must go back to-day to put Billy's crime right, to replace +the trust-moneys Billy had taken by forging his brother-in-law's name. +Not a moment must be lost. No doubt he was within driving distance of +his office, and, bandaged head or no bandaged head, last night's +disgraceful doings notwithstanding, it was his duty to face the wondering +eyes--what did he care for wondering eyes? hadn't he been making eyes +wonder all his life?--face the wondering eyes in the little city, and set +a crooked business straight. Fool and scoundrel certainly Billy was, but +there was Kathleen! + +His lips tightened; he had a strange anxious flutter of the heart. When +had his heart fluttered like this? When had he ever before considered +Kathleen's feelings as to his personal conduct so delicately? Well, +since yesterday he did feel it, and a sudden sense of pity sprang up in +him--vague, shamefaced pity, which belied the sudden egotistical flourish +with which he put his monocle to his eye and tried futilely to smile in +the old way. + +He had lain with his eyes closed. They opened now, and he saw his host +spreading a newspaper as a kind of cloth on a small rough table, and +putting some food upon it-bread, meat, and a bowl of soup. It was +thoughtful of this man to make his soup overnight-he saw Jo lift it from +beside the fire where it had been kept hot. A good fellow-an excellent +fellow, this woodsman. + +His head did not throb now, and he drew himself up slowly on his elbow- +then, after a moment, lifted himself to a sitting posture. + +"What is your name, my friend?" he said. + +"Jo Portugais, M'sieu'," Jo answered, and brought a candle and put it on +the table, then lifted the tin-plate from over the bowl of savoury soup. + +Never before had Charley Steele sat down to such a breakfast. A roll and +a cup of coffee had been enough, and often too much, for him. Yet now he +could not wait to eat the soup with a spoon, but lifted the bowl and took +a long draught of it, and set it down with a sigh of content. Then he +broke bread into the soup--large pieces of black oat bread--until the +bowl was a mass of luscious pulp. This he ate almost ravenously, his eye +wandering avidly the while to the small piece of meat beside the bowl. +What meat was it? It looked like venison, yet summer was not the time +for venison. What did it matter! Jo sat on a bench beside the fire, his +face turned towards his guest, dreading the moment when the man he had +nursed and cared for, with whom he had eaten and drunk for so long, +should know the truth about himself. He could not tell him all there was +to tell, he was taking another means of letting him know. + +Charley did not speak. Hunger was a new sensation, a delicious thing, +too good to be broken by talking. He ate till he had cleared away the +last crumbs of bread and meat and drunk the last drop of soup. He looked +at the woodsman as though wondering if he would bring more. Jo evidently +thought he had had enough, for he did not move. Charley's glance +withdrew from Jo, and busied itself with the few crumbs remaining upon +the table. He saw a little piece of bread on the floor. He picked it up +and ate it with relish, laughing to himself. + +"How long will it take us to get to town? Can we do it this morning?" + +"Not this morning, M'sieu'," said Jo, in a sort of hoarse whisper. + +"How many hours would it take?" + +He was gathering the last crumbs of his feast with his hand, and looking +casually down at the newspaper spread as a table-cloth. + +All at once his hand stopped, his eyes became fixed on a spot in the +paper. He gave a hoarse, guttural cry, like an animal in agony. His +lips became dry, his hand wiped a blinding mist from his eyes. + +Jo watched him with an intense alarm and a horrified curiosity. He felt +a base coward for not having told Charley what this paper contained. +Never had he seen such a look as this. He felt his beads, and told them +over and over again, as Charley Steele, in a dry, croaking sort of +whisper, read, in letters that seemed monstrous symbols of fire, a record +of himself: + +"To-day, by special license from the civil and ecclesiastical courts [the +paragraph in the paper began], was married, at St. Theobald's Church, +Mrs. Charles Steele, daughter of the late Hon. Julien Wantage, and niece +of the late Eustace Wantage, Esq., to Captain Thomas Fairing, of the +Royal Fusileers--" + +Charley snatched at the top of the paper and read the date "Tenth of +February, 18-!" It was August when he was at the Cote Dorion, the 5th +August, 18-, and this paper was February 10th, 18-. He read on, in the +month-old paper, with every nerve in his body throbbing now: a fierce +beating that seemed as if it must burst the heart and the veins: + +"--Captain Thomas Fairing, of the Royal Fusileers, whose career in our +midst has been marked by an honourable sense of public and private duty. +Our fellow-citizens will unite with us in congratulating the bride, whose +previous misfortunes have only increased the respect in which she is +held. If all remember the obscure death of her first husband (though the +body was not found, there has never been a doubt of his death), and the +subsequent discovery that he had embezzled trust-moneys to the extent of +twenty-five thousand dollars, thereby setting the final seal of shame +upon a misspent life, destined for brilliant and powerful uses, all +have conspired to forget the association of our beautiful and admired +townswoman with his career. It is painful to refer to these +circumstances, but it is only within the past few days that the estate of +the misguided man has been wound up, and the money he embezzled restored +to its rightful owners; and it is better to make these remarks now than +repeat them in the future, only to arouse painful memories in quarters +where we should least desire to wound. + +"In her new life, blessed by a romantic devotion known and admired by +all, Mrs. Fairing and her husband will be followed by the affectionate +good wishes of the whole community." + +The man on the hearth-stone shrank back at the sight of the still, white +face, in which the eyes were like sparks of fire. His impulse had been +to go over and offer the hand of sympathy to the stricken man, but his +simple mind grasped the fact that no one might, with impunity, invade +this awful quiet. Charley was frozen in body, but his brain was awake +with the heat of "a burning fiery furnace." + +Seven months of unconscious life-seven months of silence--no sight, no +seeing, no knowing; seven months of oblivion, in which the world had +buried him out of ken in an unknown grave of infamy! Seven months--and +Kathleen was married again to the man she had always loved. To the world +he himself was a rogue and thief. Billy had remained silent--Billy, whom +he had so befriended, had let decent men heap scorn and reproaches on his +memory. Here was what the world thought of him--he read the lines over +again, his eyes scorching, but his finger steady, as it traced the lines +slowly: "the obscure death . . . . ." "embezzled trustmoneys . . . +. ." "the final seal of shame upon a misspent life!" + +These were the epitaphs on the tombstone of Charley Steele; dead and +buried, out of sight, out of repute, soon to be out of mind and out of +memory, save as a warning to others--an old example raked out of the +dust-bin of time by the scavengers of morality, to toss at all who trod +the paths of dalliance. + +What was there to do? Go back? Go back and knock at Kathleen's door, +another Enoch Arden, and say: "I have come to my own again?" Return and +tell Tom Fairing to go his way and show his face no more? Break up this +union, this marriage of love in which these two rejoiced? Summon +Kathleen out of her illegal intercourse with the man who had been true to +her all these years? + +To what end? What had he ever done for her that he might destroy her +now? What sort of Spartan tragedy was this, that the woman who had been +the victim of circumstances, who had been the slave to a tie he never +felt, yet which had been as iron-bound to her, should now be brought out +to be mangled body and soul for no fault of her own? What had she done? +What had she ever done to give him right to touch so much as a hair of +her head? + +Go back, and bring Billy to justice, and clear his own name? Go back, +and send Kathleen's brother, the forger, to jail? What an achievement +in justice! Would not the world have a right to say that the only decent +thing he could do was to eliminate himself from the equation? What +profit for him in the great summing-up, that he was technically innocent +of this one thing, and that to establish his innocence he broke a woman's +heart and destroyed a boy's life? To what end! It was the murderer +coming back as a ghost to avenge himself for being hanged. Suppose he +went back--the death's-head at the feast--what would there be for himself +afterwards; for any one for whom he was responsible? Living at that +price? + +To die and end it all, to disappear from this petty life where he had +done so little, and that little ill? To die? + +No. There was in him some deep, if obscure, fatalism after all. If he +had been meant to die now, why had he not gone to the bottom of the river +that yesterday at the Cote Dorion? Why had he been saved by this yokel +at the fire, and brought here to lie in oblivion in this mountain hut, +wrapped in silence and lost to the world? Why had his brain and senses +lain fallow all these months, a vacuous vegetation, an empty +consciousness? Was it fate? Did it not seem probable that the Great +Machine had, in its automatic movement, tossed him up again on the shores +of Time because he had not fallen on the trap-door predestined for his +eternal exit? + +It was clear to him that death by his own hand was futile, and that if +there were trap-doors set for him alone, it were well to wait until he +trod upon them and fell through in his appointed hour in the movement of +the Great Machine. + +What to do--where to live--how to live? + +He got slowly to his feet and took a step forward half blindly. The man +on the bench stirred. Crossing the room he dropped a hand on the man's +shoulder. "Open the blind, my friend." + +Jo Portugais got to his feet quickly, eyes averted--he did not dare look +into Charley's face--and went over and drew back the deer-skin blind. +The clear, crisp sunlight of a frosty morning broke gladly into the room. +Charley turned and blew out the candle on the table where he had eaten, +then walked feebly to the window. Standing on the crest of the mountain +the hut looked down through a clearing, flanked by forest trees. + +It was a goodly scene. The green and frosted foliage of the pines and +cedars; the flowery tracery of frost hanging like cobwebs everywhere; the +poudre sparkle in the air; the hills of silver and emerald sloping down +to the valley miles away, where the village clustered about the great old +parish church; the smoke from a hundred chimneys, in purple spirals, +rising straight up in the windless air; over all peace and a perfect +silence. + +Charley mechanically fixed his eye-glass and stood with hands resting on +the window-sill, looking, looking out upon a new world. + +At length he turned. + +"Is there anything I can do for you, M'sieu'?" said Jo huskily. + +Charley held out his hand and clasped Jo's. "Tell me about all these +months," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE COMING OF ROSALIE + +Charley Steele saw himself as he had been through the eyes of another. +He saw the work that he had done in the carpentering shed, and had no +memory of it. The real Charley Steele had been enveloped in oblivion for +seven months. During that time a mild phantom of himself had wandered, +as it were in a somnambulistic dream, through the purlieus of life. +Open-eyed, but with the soul asleep, all idiosyncrasy laid aside, all +acquired impressions and influences vanished, he had been walking in the +world with no more complexity of mind than a new-born child, nothing +intervening between the sight of the eyes and the original sense. + +Now, when the real Charley Steele emerged again, the folds of mind and +soul unrolling to the million-voiced creation and touched by the antenna +of a various civilisation, the phantom Charley was gone once more into +obscurity. The real Charley could remember naught of the other, could +feel naught, save, as in the stirring industrious day, one remembers that +he has dreamed a strange dream the night before, and cannot recall it, +though the overpowering sense of it remains. + +He saw the work of his hands, the things he had made with adze and plane, +with chisel and hammer, but nothing seemed familiar save the smell of the +glue pot, which brought back in a cloudy impression curious unfamiliar +feelings. Sights, sounds, motions, passed in a confused way through his +mind as the smell of the glue crept through his nostrils; and he +struggled hard to remember. But no--seven months of his life were gone +for ever. Yet he knew and felt that a vast change had gone over him, had +passed through him. While the soul had lain fallow, while the body had +been growing back to childlike health again, and Nature had been pouring +into his sick senses her healing balm; while the medicaments of peace and +sleep and quiet labour had been having their way with him, he had been +reorganised, renewed, flushed of the turgid silt of dissipation. For his +sins and weaknesses there had been no gall and vinegar to drink. + +As Charley stood looking round the workshop, Jo entered, shaking the snow +from his moccasined feet. "The Cure, M'sieu' Loisel, has come," he said. +Charley turned, and, without a word, followed Jo into the house. There, +standing at the window and looking down at the village beneath, was the +Cure. As Charley entered, M. Loisel carne forward with outstretched +hand. + +"I am glad to see you well again, Monsieur," he said, and his cool thin +hand held Charley's for a moment, as he looked him benignly in the eye. + +With a kind of instinct as to the course he must henceforth pursue, +Charley replied simply, dropping his eye-glass as he met that clear +soluble look of the priest--such a well of simplicity he had never before +seen. Only naked eye could meet that naked eye, imperfect though his own +sight was. + +"It is good of you to feel so, and to come and tell me so," he answered +quietly. "I have been a great trouble, I know." + +There was none of the old pose in his manner, none of the old cryptic +quality in his words. + +"We were anxious for your sake--and for the sake of your friends, +Monsieur." + +Charley evaded the suggestion. "I cannot easily repay your kindness and +that of Jo Portugais, my good friend here," he rejoined. + +"M'sieu'," replied Jo, his face turned away, and his foot pushing a log +on the fire, "you have repaid it." + +Charley shook his head. "I am in a conspiracy of kindness," he said. +"It is all a mystery to me. For why should one expect such treatment +from strangers, when, besides all, one can never make any real return, +not even to pay for board and lodging!" + +"'I was a stranger and ye took me in,"' said the Cure, smiling by no +means sentimentally. "So said the Friend of the World." + +Charley looked the Curb steadily in the eyes. He was thinking how simply +this man had said these things; as if, indeed, they were part of his +life; as though it were usual speech with him, a something that belonged, +not an acquired language. There was the old impulse to ask a question, +and he put the monocle to his eye, but his lips did not open, and the +eye-glass fell again. He had seen familiarity with sacred names and +things in the uneducated, in excited revivalists, worked up to a state +clairvoyant and conversational with the Creator; but he had never heard +an educated man speak as this man did. + +At last Charley said: "Your brother--Portugais tells me that your +brother, the surgeon, has gone away. I should have liked to thank him +--if no more." + +"I have written him of your good recovery. He will be glad, I know. But +my brother, from one stand-point--a human stand-point--had scruples. +These I did not share, but they were strong in him, Monsieur. Marcel +asked himself--" He stopped suddenly and looked towards Jo. + +Charley saw the look, and said quickly: "Speak plainly. Portugais is my +friend." + +Jo turned slowly towards him, and a light seemed to come to his eyes--a +shining something that resolved itself into a dog-like fondness, an utter +obedience, a strange intense gratitude. + +"Marcel asked himself," the Cure continued, "whether you would thank him +for bringing you back to--to life and memory. I fear he was trying to +see what I should say--I fear so. Marcel said, 'Suppose that he should +curse me for it? Who knows what he would be brought back to--to what +suffering and pain, perhaps?' Marcel said that." + +"And you replied, Monsieur le Cure?" + +"I replied that Nature required you to answer that question for yourself, +and whether bitterly or gladly, it was your duty to take up your life and +live it out. Besides, it was not you alone that had to be considered. +One does not live alone or die alone in this world. There were your +friends to consider." + +"And because I had no friends here, you were compelled to think for me!" +answered Charley calmly. "Truth is, it was not a question of my friends, +for what I was during those seven months, or what I am now, can make no +difference to them." + +He looked the Cure in the eyes steadily, and as though he would convey +his intentions without words. The Curb understood. The habit of +listening to the revelations of the human heart had given him something +of that clairvoyance which can only be pursued by the primitive mind, +unvexed by complexity. + +"It is, then, as though you had not come to life again? It is as though +you had no past, Monsieur?" + +"It is that, Monsieur." + +Jo suddenly turned and left the room, for he heard a step on the frosty +snow without. + +"You will remain here, Monsieur?" said the Cure. "I cannot tell." + +The Cure had the bravery of simple souls with a duty to perform. He +fastened his eyes on Charley. "Monsieur, is there any reason why you +should not stay here? I ask it now, man to man--not as a priest of my +people, but as man to man." + +Charley did not answer for a moment. He was wondering how he should put +his reply. But his look did not waver, and the Cure saw the honesty of +the gaze. At length he replied: "If you mean, have I committed any crime +which the law may punish?--I answer no, Monsieur. If you mean, have I +robbed or killed, or forged--or wronged a woman as men wrong women? No. +These, I take it, are the things that matter first. For the rest, you +can think of me as badly as you will, or as well, for what I do +henceforth is the only thing that really concerns the world, Monsieur le +Cure." + +The Cure came forward and put out his hand with a kindly gesture. +"Monsieur, you have suffered," he said. + +"Never, never at all, Monsieur. Never for a moment, until I was dropped +down here like a stone from a sling. I had life by the throat; now it +has me there--that is all." + +"You are not a Catholic, Monsieur?" asked the priest, almost pleadingly, +and as though the question had been much on his mind. + +"No, Monsieur." + +The Cure made no rejoinder. If he was not a Catholic, what matter +what he was? If he was not a Catholic, were he Buddhist, pagan, or +Protestant, the position for them personally was the same. "I am very +sorry," he said gently. "I might have helped you had you been a +Catholic." + +The eye-glass came like lightning to the eye, and a caustic, questioning +phrase was on the tongue, but Charley stopped himself in time. For, +apart from all else, this priest had been his friend in calamity, had +acted with a charming sensibility. The eye-glass troubled the Cure, and +the look on Charley's face troubled him still more, but it passed as +Charley said, in a voice as simple as the Cure's own: + +"You may still help me as you have already done. I give you my word, +too"--strange that he touched his lips with his tongue as he did in the +old days when his mind turned to Jean Jolicoeur's saloon--"that I will do +nothing to cause regret for your humanity and--and Christian kindness." +Again the tongue touched the lips--a wave of the old life had swept over +him, the old thirst had rushed upon him. Perhaps it was the force of +this feeling which made him add, with a curious energy, "I give you my +word, Monsieur le Cure." At that moment the door opened and Jo entered. + +"M'sieu'," he said to Charley, "a registered parcel has come for you. +It has been brought by the postmaster's daughter. She will give it to no +one but yourself." + +Charley's face paled, and the Cure's was scarcely less pale. In +Charley's mind was the question, Who had discovered his presence here? +Was he not, then, to escape? Who should send him parcels through the +post? + +The Cure was perturbed. Was he, then, to know who this man was--his name +and history? Was the story of his life now to be told? + +Charley broke the silence. "Tell the girl to come in." Instantly +afterwards the postmaster's daughter entered. The look of the girl's +face, at once delicate and rosy with health, almost put the question of +the letter out of his mind for an instant. Her dark eyes met his as he +came forward with outstretched hand. + +"This is addressed, as you will see, 'To the Sick Man at the House of Jo +Portugais, at Vadrome Mountain.' Are you that person, Monsieur?" she +asked. + +As she handed the parcel, Charley's eyes scanned her face quickly. How +did this habitant girl come by this perfect French accent, this refined +manner? He did not know the handwriting on the parcel; he hastily tore +it open. Inside were a few dozen small packets. Here also was a sheet +of paper. He opened and read it quickly. It said: + + Monsieur, I am not sure that you have recovered your memory and your + health, and I am also not sure that in such case you will thank me + for my work. If you think I have done you an injury, pray accept my + profound apologies. Monsieur, you have been a drunkard. If you + would reverse the record now, these powders, taken at opportune + moments, will aid you. Monsieur, with every expression of my good- + will, and the hope that you will convey to me without reserve your + feelings on this delicate matter, I append my address in Paris, and + I have the honour to subscribe myself, with high consideration, + Monsieur, yours faithfully, + MARCEL LOISEL. + +The others looked at him with varied feelings as he read. Curiosity, +inquiry, expectation, were common to them all, but with each was a +different personal feeling. The Cure's has been described. Jo +Portugais' mind was asking if this meant that the man who had come +into his life must now go out of it; and the girl was asking who was +this mysterious man, like none she had ever seen or known. + +Without hesitation Charley handed over the letter to the Cure, who took +it with surprise, read it with amazement, and handed it back with a flush +on his face. + +"Thank you," said Charley to the girl. "It is good of you to bring it +all this way. May I ask--" + +"She is Mademoiselle Rosalie Evanturel," said the Cure smiling. + +"I am Charles Mallard," said Charley slowly. "Thank you. I will go now, +Monsieur Mallard," the girl said, lifting her eyes to his face. He +bowed. As she turned and went towards the door her eyes met his. She +blushed. + +"Wait, Mademoiselle; I will go back with you," said the Cure kindly. He +turned to Charley and held out his hand. "God be with you, Monsieur-- +Charles," he said. "Come and see me soon." Remembering that his brother +had written that the man was a drunkard, his eyes had a look of pity. +This was the man's own secret and his. It was a way to the man's heart; +he would use it. + +As the two went out of the door, the girl looked back. Charley was +putting the surgeon's letter into the fire, and did not see her; yet she +blushed again. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +HOW CHARLEY WENT ADVENTURING AND WHAT HE FOUND + +A week passed. Charley's life was running in a tiny circle, but his mind +was compassing large revolutions. The events of the last few days had +cut deep. His life had been turned upside down. All his predispositions +had been suddenly brought to check, his habits turned upon the flank and +routed, his mental postures flung into confusion. He had to start life +again; but it could not be in the way of any previous travel of mind or +body. The line of cleavage was sharp and wide, and the only connection +with the past was in the long-reaching influence of evil habits, which +crept from their coverts, now and again, to mock him as his old self had +mocked life--to mock him and to tempt him. Through seven months of +healthy life for his body, while brain and will were sleeping, the whole +man had made long strides towards recreation. But with the renewal of +will and mind the old weaknesses, roused by memory, began to emerge +intermittently, as water rises from a spring. There was something +terrible in this repetition of sensation--the law of habit answering +to the machine-like throbbing of memory, as, a kaleidoscope turning, +turning, its pictures pass a certain point at fixed intervals--an +automatic recurrence. He found himself at times touching his lips with +his tongue, and with this act came the dry throat, the hot eye, the +restless hand feeling for a glass that eluded his fingers. + +Twice in one week did this fever surge up in him, and it caught him in +those moments when, exhausted by the struggle of his mind to adapt itself +to the new conditions, his senses were delicately susceptible. Visions +of Jolicoeur's saloon came to his mind's eye. With a singular +separateness, a new-developed dual sense, he saw himself standing in the +summer heat, looking over to the cool dark doorway of the saloon, and he +caught again the smell of the fresh-drawn beer. He was conscious of +watching himself do this and that, of seeing himself move here and there. +He began to look upon Charley Steele as a man he had known--he, Charles +Mallard, had known--while he had to suffer for what Charley Steele had +done. Then, all at once, as he was thinking and dreaming and seeing, +there would seize upon him the old appetite, coincident with the seizure +of his brain by the old sense of cynicism at its worst--such a worst as +had made him insult Jake Hough when the rough countryman was ready to +take his part that wild night at the Cote Dorion. + +At such moments life became a conflict--almost a terror--for as yet he +had not swung into line with the new order of things. In truth, there +was no order of things; for one life was behind him and the new one was +not yet decided upon, save that here he would stay--here out of the +world, out of the game, far from old associations, cut off, and to be for +ever cut off, from all that he had ever known or seen or felt or loved! +. . . Loved! When did he ever love? If love was synonymous with +unselfishness, with the desire to give greater than the desire to get, +then he had never known love. He realised now that he had given Kathleen +only what might be given across a dinner-table--the sensuous tribute of +a temperament, passionate without true passion or faith or friendship. +Kathleen had known that he gave her nothing worth the having; for in some +meagre sense she knew what love was, and had given it meagrely, after her +nature, to another man, preserving meanwhile the letter of the law, +respecting that bond which he had shamed by his excesses. + +Kathleen was now sitting at another man's table--no, probably at his own +table--his, Charley Steele's own table in his own house--the house he had +given her by deed of gift the day he died. Tom Fairing was sitting where +he used to sit, talking across the table--not as he used to talk--looking +into Kathleen's face as he had never looked. He was no more to them than +a dark memory. "Well, why should I be more?" he asked himself. "I am +dead, if not buried. They think me down among the fishes. My game is +done; and when she gets older and understands life better, Kathleen will +say, 'Poor Charley--he might have been anything!' She'll be sure to say +that some day, for habit and memory go round in a circle and pass the +same point again and again. For me--they take me by the throat--" He +put his hand up as if to free his throat from a grip, his tongue touched +his lips, his hands grew restless. + +"It comes back on me like a fit of ague, this miserable thirst. If I +were within sight of Jolicoeur's saloon, I should be drinking hard this +minute. But I'm here, and--" His hand felt his pocket, and he took out +the powders the great surgeon had sent him. + +"He knew--how did he know that I was a drunkard? Does a man carry in his +face the tale he would not tell? Jo says I didn't talk of the past, that +I never had delirium, that I never said a word to suggest who I was, or +where I came from. Then how did the doctor--man know? I suppose every +particular habit carries its own signal, and the expert knows the +ciphers." He opened the paper containing the powders, and looked round +for water, then paused, folded the paper up, and put it in his pocket +again. He went over to the window and looked out. His shoulders set +square. "No, no, no, not a speck on my tongue!" he said. "What I can't +do of my own will is not worth doing. It's too foolish, to yield to the +shadow of an old appetite. I play this game alone--here in Chaudiere." + +He looked out and down. The sweet sun of early spring was shining +hard, and the snow was beginning to pack, to hang like a blanket on the +branches, to lie like a soft coverlet over all the forest and the fields. +Far away on the frozen river were saplings stuck up to show where the ice +was safe--a long line of poles from shore to shore--and carioles were +hurrying across to the village. Being market-day, the place was alive +with the cheerful commerce of the habitant. The bell of the parish +church was ringing. The sound of it came up distantly and peacefully. +Charley drew a long breath, turned away to a pail of water, filled a +dipper half full, and drank it off gaspingly. Then he returned to the +window with a look of relief. + +"That does it," he said. "The horrible thing is gone again--out of my +brain and out of my throat." + +As he stood there, Jo came up the hill with a bundle in his arms. +Charley watched him for a moment, half whimsically, half curiously. Yet +he sighed once too as Portugais opened the door and came into the room. +"Well done, Jo!" said he. "You have 'em?" + +"Yes, M'sieu'. A good suit, and I believe they'll fit. Old Trudel says +it's the best suit he's made in a year. I'm afraid he'll not make many +more suits, old Trudel. + +"He's very bad. When he goes there'll be no tailor--ah, old Trudel will +be missed for sure, M'sieu'!" + +Jo spread the clothes out on the table--a coat, waistcoat, and trousers +of fulled cloth, grey and bulky, and smelling of the loom and the +tailor's iron. Charley looked at them interestedly, then glanced at the +clothes he had on, the suit that had belonged to him last year--grave- +clothes. + +He drew himself up as though rousing from a dream. "Come, Jo, clear out, +and you shall have your new habitant in a minute," he said. Portugais +left the room, and when he came back, Charley was dressed in the suit of +grey fulled cloth. It was loose, but comfortable, and save for the +refined face--on which a beard was growing now--and the eye-glass, he +might easily have passed for a farmer. When he put on the dog-skin fur +cap and a small muffler round his neck, it was the costume of the +habitant complete. + +Yet it was no disguise, for it was part of the life that Charles Mallard, +once Charley Steele, should lead henceforth. + +He turned to the door and opened it. "Good-bye, Portugais," he said. + +Jo was startled. "Where are you going, M'sieu'?" + +"To the village." + +"What to do, M'sieu'?" + +"Who knows?" + +"You will come back?" Jo asked anxiously. + +"Before sundown, Jo. Good-bye!" + +This was the first long walk he had taken since he had become himself +again. The sweet, cold air, with a bracing wind in his face, gave peace +to the nerves but now strained and fevered in the fight with appetite. +His mind cleared, and he drank in the sunny air and the pungent smell of +the balsams. His feet light with moccasins, he even ran a distance, +enjoying the glow from a fast-beating pulse. + +As he came into the high-road, people passed him in carioles and sleighs. +Some eyed him curiously. What did he mean to do? What object had he in +coming to the village? What did he expect? As he entered the village +his pace slackened. He had no destination, no object. He was simply +aware that his new life was beginning. + +He passed a little house on which was a sign, "Narcisse Dauphin, Notary." +It gave him a curious feeling. It was the old life before him. "Charles +Mallard, Notary?"--No, that was not for him. Everything that reminded +him of the past, that brought him in touch with it, must be set aside. +He moved on. Should he go to the Cure? No; one thing at a time, and +today he wanted his thoughts for himself. More people passed him, and +spoke of him to each other, though there was no coarse curiosity--the +habitant has manners. + +Presently he passed a low shop with a divided door. The lower half was +closed, the upper open, and the winter sun was shining full into the +room, where a bright fire burned. + +Charley looked up. Over the door was painted, in straggling letters: +"Louis Trudel, Tailor." He looked inside. There, on a low table, bent +over his work, with a needle in his hand, sat Louis Trudel the tailor. +Hearing footsteps, feeling a shadow, he looked up. Charley started at +the look of the shrunken, yellow face; for if ever death had set his +seal, it was on that haggard parchment. The tailor's yellow eyes ran +from Charley's face to his clothes. + +"I knew they'd fit," he said, with a snarl. "Drove me hard, too!" + +Charley had an inspiration. He opened the halfdoor, and entered. + +"Do you want help?" he said, fixing his eyes on the tailor's, steady and +persistent. + +"What's the good of wanting--I can't get it," was the irritable reply, as +he uncrossed his legs. + +Charley took the iron out of his hand. "I'll press, if you'll show me +how," he said. + +"I don't want a fiddling ten-minutes' help like that." + +"It isn't fiddling. I'm going to stay, if you think I'll do." + +"You are going to stop-every day?" The old man's voice quavered a +little. + +"Precisely that." Charley wetted a seam with water as he had often seen +tailors do. He dropped the hot iron on the seam, and sniffed with +satisfaction. + +"Who are you?" said the tailor. + +"A man who wants work. The Cure knows. It's all right. Shall I stay?" + +The tailor nodded, and sat down with a colour in his face. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +ROSALIE, CHARLEY, AND THE MAN THE WIDOW PLOMONDON JILTED + +From the moment there came to the post-office the letter addressed to +"The Sick Man at the House of Jo Portugais at Vadrome Mountain," Rosalie +Evanturel dreamed dreams. Mystery, so fascinating a thing in all the +experiences of life, took hold of her. The strange man in the lonely +hut on the hill, the bandaged head, the keen, piercing blue eyes, the +monocle, like a masked battery of the mind, levelled at her--all appealed +to that life she lived apart from the people with whom she had daily +commerce. Her world was a world of books and dreams, and simple, +practical duties of life. Most books were romance to her, for most were +of a life to which she had not been educated. Even one or two purely +Protestant books of missionary enterprise, found in a box in her dead +mother's room, had had all the charms of poetry and adventure. It was +all new, therefore all delightful, even when the Protestant sentiments +shocked her as being not merely untrue, but hurting that aesthetic sense +never remote from the mind of the devout Catholic. + +She had blushed when monsieur had first looked at her, in the hut on +Vadrome Mountain, not because there was any soft sentiment about him in +her heart--how could there be for a man she had but just seen!--but +because her feelings, her imagination, were all at high temperature; +because the man compelled attention. The feeling sprang from a deep +sensibility, a natural sense, not yet made incredulous by the ironies of +life. These had never presented themselves to her in a country, in a +parish, where people said of fortune and misfortune, happiness and +sorrow, "C'est le bon Dieu!"--always "C'est le bon Dieu!" + +In some sense it was a pity that she had brains above the ordinary, that +she had had a good education and nice tastes. It was the cultivation of +the primitive and idealistic mind, which could not rationalise a sense of +romance, of the altruistic, by knowledge of life. As she sat behind the +post-office counter she read all sorts of books that came her way. When +she learned English so as to read it almost as easily as she read French, +her greatest joy was to pore over Shakespeare, with a heart full of +wonder, and, very often, eyes full of tears--so near to the eyes of her +race. Her imagination inhabited Chaudiere with a different folk, living +in homes very unlike these wide, sweeping-roofed structures, with double +windows and clean-scrubbed steps, tall doors, and wide, uncovered stoops. +Her people--people of bright dreaming--were not quarrelsome, or childish, +or merely traditional, like the habitants. They were picturesque and +able and simple, doing good things in disguise, succouring distress, +yielding their lives without thought for a cause, or a woman, and loving +with an undying love. + +Charley was of these people--from the first instant she saw him. The +Cure, the Avocat, and the Seigneur were also of them, but placidly, +unimportantly. "The Sick Man at Jo Portugais' House" came out of a +mysterious distance. Something in his eyes said, "I have seen, I have +known," told her that when he spoke she would answer freely, that they +were kinsfolk in some hidden way. Her nature was open and frank; she +lived upon the house-tops, as it were, going in and out of the lives of +the people of Chaudiere with neighbourly sympathy and understanding. Yet +she knew that she was not of them, and they knew that, poor as she was, +in her veins flowed the blood of the old nobility of France. For this +the Cure could vouch. Her official position made her the servant of the +public, and she did her duty with naturalness. + +She had been a figure in the parish ever since the day she returned from +the convent at Quebec, and took her dead mother's place in the home and +the parish. She had a quick temper, but there was not a cheerless note +in her nature, and there was scarce a dog or a horse in the parish but +knew her touch, and responded to it. Squirrels ate out of her hand, she +had even tamed two partridges, and she kept in her little garden a bear +she had brought up from a cub. Her devotion to her crippled father was +in keeping with her quick response to every incident of sorrow or joy in +the parish--only modified by wilful prejudices scarcely in keeping with +her unselfishness. + +As Mrs. Flynn, the Seigneur's Irish cook, said of her: "Shure, she's not +made all av wan piece, the darlin'! She'll wear like silk, but she's not +linen for everybody's washin'." And Mrs. Flynn knew a thing or two, as +was conceded by all in Chaudiere. No gossip was Mrs. Flynn, but she knew +well what was going on in the parish, and she had strong views upon all +subjects, and a special interest in the welfare of two people in +Chaudiere. One of these was the Seigneur, who, when her husband died, +leaving behind him a name for wit and neighbourliness, and nothing else, +proposed that she should come to be his cook. In spite of her protest +that what was "fit for Teddy was not fit for a gintleman of quality," the +Seigneur had had his way, never repenting of his choice. Mrs. Flynn's +cooking was not her only good point. She had the rarest sense and an +unfailing spring of good-nature--life bubbled round her. It was she that +had suggested the crippled M. Evanturel to the Seigneur when the office +of postmaster became vacant, and the Seigneur had acted on her +suggestion, henceforth taking greater interest in Rosalie. + +It was Mrs. Flynn who gave Rosalie information concerning Charley's +arrival at the shop of Louis Trudel the tailor. The morning after +Charley came, Mrs. Flynn had called for a waistcoat of the Seigneur, who +was expected home from a visit to Quebec. She found Charley standing at +a table pressing seams, and her quick eye took him in with knowledge and +instinct. She was the one person, save Rosalie, who could always divert +old Louis, and this morning she puckered his sour face with amusement by +the story of the courtship of the widow Plomondon and Germain Boily the +horse-trainer, whose greatest gift was animal-training, and greatest +weakness a fondness for widows, temporary and otherwise. Before she left +the shop, with the stranger's smile answering to her nod, she had made up +her mind that Charley was a tailor by courtesy only. So she told Rosalie +a few moments afterwards. + +"'Tis a man, darlin', that's seen the wide wurruld. 'Tis himisperes he +knows, not parrishes. Fwhat's he doin' here, I dun'no'. Fwhere's he +come from, I dun'no'. French or English, I dun'no'. But a gintleman +born, I know. 'Tis no tailor, darlin', but tailorin' he'll do as aisy as +he'll do a hunderd other things anny day. But how he shlipped in here, +an' when he shlipped in here, an' what's he come for, an' how long he's +stayin', an' meanin' well, or doin' ill, I dun'no', darlin', I dun' +no'." + +"I don't think he'll do ill, Mrs. Flynn," said Rosalie, in English. + +"An' if ye haven't seen him, how d'ye know?" asked Mrs. Flynn, taking a +pinch of snuff. + +"I have seen him--but not in the tailor-shop. I saw him at Jo Portugais' +a fortnight ago." + +"Aisy, aisy, darlin'. At Jo Portugais'--that's a quare place for a +stranger. 'Tis not wid Jo's introducshun I'd be comin' to Chaudiere." + +"He comes with the Cure's introduction." + +"An' how d'ye know that, darlin'?" + +"The Curb was at Jo Portugais' with monsieur when I went there." + +"You wint there!" + +"To take him a letter--the stranger." "What's his name, darlin'?" + +"The letter I took him was addressed, 'To the Sick Man at Jo Portugais' +House at Vadrome Mountain.'" + +"Ah, thin, the Cure knows. 'Tis some rich man come to get well, and +plays at bein' tailor. But why didn't the letther come to his name, +I wander now? That's what I wander." + +Rosalie shook her head, and looked reflectively through the window +towards the tailor-shop. + +"How manny times have ye seen him?" + +"Only once;" answered Rosalie truthfully. She did not, however, tell +Mrs. Flynn that she had thrice walked nearly to Vadrome Mountain in the +hope of seeing him again; and that she had gone to her favourite resort, +the Rest of the Flax-Beaters, lying in the way of the riverpath from +Vadrome Mountain, on the chance of his passing. She did not tell Mrs. +Flynn that there had scarcely been a waking hour when she had not thought +of him. + +"What Portugais knows, he'll not be tellin'," said Mrs. Flynn, after a +moment. "An' 'tis no business of ours, is it, darlin'? Shure, there's +Jo comin' out of the tailor-shop now!" + +They both looked out of the window, and saw Jo encounter Filion Lacasse +the saddler, and Maximilian Cour the baker. The three stood in the +middle of the street for a minute, Jo talking freely. He was usually +morose and taciturn, but now he spoke as though eager to unburden his +mind--Charley and he had agreed upon what should be said to the people of +Chaudiere. + +The sight of the confidences among the three was too much for Mrs. Flynn. +She opened the door of the post office and called to Jo. "Like three +crows shtandin' there!" she said. "Come in--ma'm'selle says come in, +and tell your tales here, if they're fit to hear, Jo Portugais. Who are +you to say no when ma'm'selle bids!" she added. + +Very soon afterwards Jo was inside the post-office, telling his tale with +the deliberation of a lesson learned by heart. + +"It's all right, as ma'm'selle knows," he said. "The Cure was there when +ma'm'selle brought a letter to M'sieu' Mallard. The Cure knows all. +M'sieu' come to my house sick-and he stayed there. There is nothing like +the pine-trees and the junipers to cure some things. He was with me very +quiet some time. The Cure come and come. He knows. When m'sieu' got +well, he say, 'I will not go from Chaudiere; I will stay. I am poor, and +I will earn my bread here.' At first, when he is getting well, he is +carpent'ring. He makes cupboards and picture-frames. The Cure has one +of the cupboards in the sacristy; the frames he puts on the Stations of +the Cross in the church." + +"That's good enough for me!" said Maximilian Cour. "Did he make them +for nothing?" asked Filion Lacasse solemnly. + +"Not one cent did he ask. What's more, he's working for Louis Trudel for +nothing. He come through the village yesterday; he see Louis old and +sick on his bench, and he set down and go to work." + +"That's good enough for me," said the saddler. "If a man work for the +Church for nothing, he is a Christian. If he work for Louis Trudel for +nothing, he is a fool--first-class--or a saint. I wouldn't work for +Louis Trudel if he give me five dollars a day." + +"Tiens! the man that work for Louis Trudel work for the Church, for all +old Louis makes goes to the Church in the end--that is his will. The +Notary knows," said Maximilian Cour. + +"See there, now," interposed Mrs. Flynn, pointing across the street to +the tailor-shop. "Look at that grocer-man stickin' in his head; and +there's Magloire Cadoret and that pig of a barber, Moise Moisan, starin' +through the dure, an'--" + +As she spoke, the barber and his companion suddenly turned their faces to +the street, and started forward with startled exclamations, the grocer +following. They all ran out from the post-office. Not far up the street +a crowd was gathering. Rosalie locked the office-door and followed the +others quickly. + +In front of the Hotel Trois Couronnes a painful thing was happening. +Germain Boily, the horse-trainer, fresh from his disappointment with the +widow Plomondon, had driven his tamed moose up to the Trois Couronnes, +and had drunk enough whiskey to make him ill-tempered. He had then begun +to "show off" the animal, but the savage instincts of the moose being +roused, he had attacked his master, charging with wide-branching horns, +and striking with his feet. Boily was too drunk to fight intelligently. +He went down under the hoofs of the enraged animal, as his huge boar- +hound, always with him, fastened on the moose's throat, dragged him to +the ground, and tore gaping wounds in his neck. + +It was all the work of a moment. People ran from the doorways and +sidewalks, but stayed at a comfortable distance until the moose was +dragged down; then they made to approach the insensible man. Before any +one could reach him, however, the great hound, with dripping fangs, +rushed to his master's body, and, standing over it, showed his teeth +savagely. The hotel-keeper approached, but the bristles of the hound +stood up, he prepared to attack, and the landlord drew back in haste. +Then M. Dauphin, the Notary, who had joined the crowd, held out a hand +coaxingly, and with insinuating rhetoric drew a little nearer than the +landlord had done; but he retreated precipitously as the hound crouched +back for a spring. Some one called for a gun, and Filion Lacasse ran +into his shop. The animal had now settled down on his master's body, his +bloodshot eyes watching in menace. The one chance seemed to be to shoot +him, and there must be no bungling, lest his prostrate master suffer at +the same time. The crowd had melted away into the houses, and were now +standing at doorways and windows, ready for instant retreat. + +Filion Lacasse's gun was now at disposal, but who would fire it? Jo +Portugais was an expert shot, and he reached out a hand for the weapon. + +As he did so, Rosalie Evanturel cried: "Wait, oh, wait!" Before any one +could interfere she moved along the open space to the mad beast, speaking +soothingly, and calling his name. + +The crowd held their breath. A woman fainted. Some wrung their hands, +and Jo Portugais, with blanched face, stood with gun half raised. With +assured kindness of voice and manner, Rosalie walked deliberately over to +the hound. At first the animal's bristles came up, and he prepared to +spring, but murmuring to him, she held out her hand, and presently laid +it on his huge head. With a growl of subjection, the dog drew from the +body of his master, and licked Rosalie's fingers as she knelt beside +Boily and felt his heart. She put her arm round the dog's neck, and said +to the crowd, "Some one come--only one--ah, yes, you, Monsieur!" she +added, as Charley, who had just arrived on the scene, came forward. +"Only you, if you can lift him. Take him to my house." + +Her arm still round the dog, she talked to him, as Charley came forward, +and, lifting up the body of the little horse-trainer, drew him across his +shoulder. The hound at first resented the act, but under Rosalie's touch +became quiet, and followed at their heels towards the post-office, +licking the wounded man's hands as they hung down. Inside M. Evanturel's +house the injured man was laid upon a couch. Charley examined his +wounds, and, finding them severe, advised that the Cure be sent for, +while he and Jo Portugais set about restoring him to consciousness. +Jo had skill of a sort, and his crude medicaments were efficacious. + +When the Cure came, the injured man was handed over to his care, and he +arranged that in the evening Boily should be removed to his house, to +await the arrival of the doctor from the next parish. + +This was Charley's public introduction to the people of Chaudiere, and it +was his second meeting with Rosalie Evanturel. + +The incident brought him into immediate prominence. Before he left the +post-office, Filion Lacasse, Maximilian Cour, and Mrs. Flynn had given +forth his history, as related by Jo Portugais. The village was agog with +excitement. + +But attention was not centred on himself, for Rosalie's courage had set +the parish talking. When the Notary stood on the steps of the saddler's +shop, and with fine rhetoric proposed a vote of admiration for the girl, +the cheering could be heard inside the post-office, and it brought Mrs. +Flynn outside. + +"'Tis for her, the darlin'--for Ma'm'selle Rosalie--they're splittin' +their throats!" she said to Charley as he was making his way from the +sick man's room to the street door. "Did ye iver see such an eye an' +hand? That avil baste that's killed two Injins already--an' all the men +o' the place sneakin' behind dures, an' she walkin' up cool as leaf in +mornin' dew, an' quietin' the divil's own! Did ye iver see annything +like it, sir--you that's seen so much?" + +"Madame, it is not touch of hand alone, or voice alone," answered +Charley. + +"Shure, 'tis somethin' kin in baste an' maid, you're manin' thin?" + +"Quite so, Madame." + +"Simple like, an' understandin' what Noah understood in that ark av his +--for talk to the bastes he must have, explainin' what was for thim to +do." + +"Like that, Madame." + +"Thrue for you, sir, 'tis as you say. There's language more than tongue +of man can shpake. But listen, thin, to me"--her voice got lower-- +"for 'tis not the furst time, a thing like that, the lady she is-- +granddaughter of a Seigneur, and descinded from nobility in France! 'Tis +not the furst time to be doin' brave things. Just a shlip of a girl she +was, three years ago, afther her mother died, an' she was back from +convint. A woman come to the parish an' was took sick in the house of +her brother--from France she was. Small-pox they said at furst. 'Twas +no small-pox, but plague, got upon the seas. Alone she was in the house +--her brother left her alone, the black-hearted coward. The people +wouldn't go near the place. The Cure was away. Alone the woman was-- +poor soul! Who wint--who wint and cared for her? Who do ye think, sir?" + +"Mademoiselle?" + +"None other. 'Go tell Mrs. Flynn,' says she, 'to care for my father till +I come back,' an' away she wint to the house of plague. A week she +stayed, an' no one wint near her. Alone she was with the woman and the +plague. 'Lave her be,' said the Cure when he come back; "tis for the +love of God. God is with her--lave her be, and pray for her,' says he. +An' he wint himself, but she would not let him in. ''Tis my work,' says +she. ''Tis God's work for me to do,' says she. 'An' the woman will live +if 'tis God's will,' says she. 'There's an agnus dei on her breast,' +says she. 'Go an' pray,' says she. Pray the Cure did, an' pray did we +all, but the woman died of the plague. All alone did Rosalie draw her to +the grave on a stone-boat down the lane, an' over the hill, an' into the +churchyard. An' buried her with her own hands at night, no one knowin' +till the mornin', she did. So it was. An' the burial over, she wint +back an' burned the house to the ground--sarve the villain right that +lave the sick woman alone! An' her own clothes she burned, an' put on +the clothes I brought her wid me own hand. An' for that thing she did, +the love o' God in her heart, is it for Widdy Flynn or Cure or anny other +to forgit? Shure the Cure was for iver broken-hearted, for that he was +sick abed for days an' could not go to the house when the woman died, an' +say to Rosalie, 'Let me in for her last hour.' But the word of Rosalie +--shure 'twas as good as the words of a praste, savin' the Cure prisince +wheriver he may be!" + +This was the story of Rosalie which Mrs. Flynn told Charley, as he stood +at the street door of the post-office. When she had finished, Charley +went back into the room where Rosalie sat beside the sick man's couch, +the hound at her feet. She came forward, surprised, for he had bade her +good-bye but a few minutes before. + +"May I sit and watch for an hour longer, Mademoiselle?" he said. "You +will have your duties in the post-office." + +"Monsieur--it is good of you," she answered. + +For two hours Charley watched her going in and out, whispering directions +to Mrs. Flynn, doing household duty, bringing warmth in with her, and +leaving light behind her. + +It was afternoon when he returned to his bench in the tailor-shop, and +was received by old Louis Trudel in peevish silence. For an hour they +worked in silence, and then the tailor said: + +"A brave girl--that. We will work till nine to-night!" + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE MARK IN THE PAPER + +Chaudiere was nearing the last of its nine-days' wonder. It had filed +past the doorway of the tailor-shop; it had loitered on the other side of +the street; it had been measured for more clothes than in three months +past--that it might see Charley at work in the shop, cross-legged on a +bench, or wielding the goose, his eye glass in his eye. Here was +sensation indeed, for though old M. Rossignol, the Seigneur, had an eye- +glass, it was held to his eye--a large bone-bound thing with a little +gold handle; but no one in Chaudiere had ever worn a glass in his eye +like that. Also, no one in Chaudiere had ever looked quite like +"M'sieu'"--for so it was that, after the first few days (a real tribute +to his importance and sign of the interest he created) Charley came to be +called "M'sieu'," and the Mallard was at last entirely dropped. + +Presently people came and stood at the tailor's door and talked, or +listened to Louis Trudel and M'sieu' talking. And it came to be noised +abroad that the stranger talked as well as the Cure and better than the +Notary. By-and-by they associated his eye-glass with his talent, so that +it seemed, as it were, to be the cause of it. Yet their talk was ever of +simple subjects, of everyday life about them, now and then of politics, +occasionally of the events of the world filtered to them through vast +tracts of country. There was one subject which, however, was barred; +perhaps because there was knowledge abroad that M'sieu' was not a +Catholic, perhaps because Charley himself adroitly changed the +conversation when it veered that way. + +Though the parish had not quite made up its mind about him, there were a +number of things in his favour. In the first place, the Cure seemed +satisfied; secondly, he minded his own business. Also, he was working +for Louis Trudel for nothing. These things Jo Portugais diligently +impressed on the minds of all who would listen. + +From above the frosted part of the windows of the post-office, in the +corner where she sorted letters, Rosalie could look over at the tailor's +shop at an angle; could sometimes even see M'sieu' standing at the long +table with a piece of chalk, a pair of shears, or a measure. She watched +the tailor-shop herself, but it annoyed her when she saw any one else do +so. She resented--she was a woman and loved monopoly--all inquiry +regarding M'sieu', so frequently addressed to her. + +One afternoon, as Charley came out, on his way to the house on Vadrome +Mountain, she happened to be outside. He saw her, paused, lifted his fur +cap, and crossed the street to her. + +"Have you, perhaps, paper, pens, and ink for sale, Mademoiselle?" + +"Yes, oh yes; come in, Monsieur Mallard." + +"Ah, it is nice of you to remember me," he answered. "I see you every +day--often," she answered. + +"Of course, we are neighbours," he responded. "The man--the horse- +trainer--is quite well again?" + +"He has gone home almost well," she answered. She placed pens, paper, +and ink before him. "Will these do?" + +"Perfectly," he answered mechanically, and laid a few pens and a bottle +of ink beside the paper. + +"You were very brave that day," he said--they had not talked together +since, though seeing each other so often. + +"Oh, no; I knew he would make friends with me--the hound." + +"Of course," he rejoined. + +"We should show animals that we trust them," she said, in some confusion, +for being near him made her heart throb painfully. + +He did not answer. Presently his eye glanced at the paper again, and was +arrested. He ran his fingers over it, and a curious look flashed across +his face. He held the paper up to the light quickly, and looked through +it. It was thin, half-foreign paper, without lines, and there was a +water-mark in it-large, shadowy, filmy--Kathleen. + +It was paper made in the mills which had belonged to Kathleen's uncle. +This water-mark was made to celebrate their marriage-day. Only for one +year had this paper been made, and then the trade in it was stopped. It +had gone its ways down the channels of commerce, and here it was in his +hand, a reminder, not only of the old life, but, as it were, the +parchment for the new. There it was, a piece of plain good paper, ready +for pen and ink and his letter to the Cure's brother in Paris--the only +letter he would ever write, ever again until he died, so he told himself; +but hold it up to the light and there was the name over which his letter +must be written--Kathleen, invisible but permanent, obscured, but brought +to life by the raising of a hand. + +The girl caught the flash of feeling in his face, saw him holding the +paper up to the light, and then, with an abstracted air, calmly lay it +down. + +"That will do, thank you," he said. "Give me the whole packet." She +wrapped it up for him without a word, and he laid down a two-dollar note, +the last he had in the world. + +"How much of this paper have you?" he asked. The girl looked under the +counter. "Six packets," she said. "Six, and a few sheets over." + +"I will take it all. But keep it for me, for a week, or perhaps a +fortnight, will you?" He did not need all this paper to write letters +upon, yet he meant to buy all the paper of this sort that the shop +contained. But he must get money from Louis Trudel--he would speak about +it to-morrow. + +"Monsieur does not want me to sell even the loose sheets?" + +"No. I like the paper, and I will take it all." + +"Very good, Monsieur." + +Her heart was beating hard. All this man did had peculiar significance +to her. His look seemed to say: "Do not fear. I will tell you things." + +She gave him the parcel and the change, and he turned to go. "You read +much?" he asked, almost casually, yet deeply interested in the charm and +intelligence of her face. + +"Why, yes, Monsieur," she answered quickly. "I am always reading." + +He did not speak at once. He was wondering whether, in this primitive +place, such a mind and nature would be the wiser for reading; whether it +were not better to be without a mental aspiration, which might set up +false standards. + +"What are you reading now?" he asked, with his hand on the door. + +"Antony and Cleopatra, also Enoch Arden," she answered, in good English, +and without accent. + +His head turned quickly towards her, but he did not speak. + +"Enoch Arden is terrible," she added eagerly. "Don't you think so, +Monsieur?" + +"It is very painful," he answered. "Good-night." He opened the door and +went out. + +She ran to the door and watched him go down the street. For a little she +stood thinking, then, turning to the counter, and snatching up a sheet of +the paper he had bought, held it up to the light. She gave a cry of +amazement. + +"Kathleen!" she exclaimed. + +She thought of the start he gave when he looked at the water-mark; she +thought of the look on his face when he said he would buy all this paper +she had. + +"Who was Kathleen?" she whispered, as though she was afraid some one +would hear. "Who was Kathleen!" she said again resentfully. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +MADAME DAUPHIN HAS A MISSION + +One day Charley began to know the gossip of the village about him from a +source less friendly than Jo Portugais. The Notary's wife, bringing her +boy to be measured for a suit of broadcloth, asked Charley if the things +Jo had told about him were true, and if it was also true that he was a +Protestant, and perhaps an Englishman. As yet, Charley had been asked +no direct questions, for the people of Chaudiere had the consideration +of their temperament; but the Notary's wife was half English, and being +a figure in the place, she took to herself more privileges than did old +Madame Dugal, the Cure's sister. + +To her ill-disguised impertinence in English, as bad as her French and as +fluent, Charley listened with quiet interest. When she had finished her +voluble statement she said, with a simper and a sneer-for, after all, a +Notary's wife must keep her position--"And now, what is the truth about +it? And are you a Protestant?" + +There was a sinister look in old Trudel's eyes as, cross-legged on his +table, he listened to Madame Dauphin. He remembered the time, twenty- +five years ago, when he had proposed to this babbling woman, and had been +rejected with scorn--to his subsequent satisfaction; for there was no +visible reason why any one should envy the Notary, in his house or out of +it. Already Trudel had a respect for the tongue of M'sieu'. He had not +talked much the few days he had been in the shop, but, as the old man had +said to Filion Lacasse the saddler, his brain was like a pair of shears-- +it went clip, clip, clip right through everything. He now hoped that his +new apprentice, with the hand of a master-workman, would go clip, clip +through madame's inquisitiveness. He was not disappointed, for he heard +Charley say: + +"One person in the witness-box at a time, Madame. Till Jo Portugais is +cross-examined and steps down, I don't see what I can do!" + +"But you are a Protestant!" said the woman snappishly. This man was +only a tailor, dressed in fulled cloth, and no doubt his past life would +not bear inspection; and she was the Notary's wife, and had said to +people in the village that she would find out the man's history from +himself. + +"That is one good reason why I should not go to confession," he replied +casually, and turned to a table where he had been cutting a waistcoat-- +for the first time in his life. + +"Do you think I'm going to stand your impertinence? Do you know who I +am?" + +Charley calmly put up his monocle. He looked at the foolish little woman +with so cruel a flash of the eye that she shrank back. + +"I should know you anywhere," he said. + +"Come, Stephan," she said nervously to her boy, and pulled him towards +the door. + +On the instant Charley's feeling changed. Was he then going to carry the +old life into the new, and rebuke a silly garish woman whose faults were +generic more than personal? He hurried forward to the door and +courteously opened it for her. + +"Permit me, Madame," he said. + +She saw that there was nothing ironical in this politeness. She had a +sudden apprehension of an unusual quality called "the genteel," for no +storekeeper in Chaudiere ever opened or shut a shop-door for anybody. +She smiled a vacuous smile; she played "the lady" terribly, as, with a +curious conception of dignity, she held her body stiff as a ramrod, and +with a prim merci sailed into the street. + +This gorgeous exit changed her opinion of the man she had been unable to +catechise. Undoubtedly he had snubbed her--that was the word she used in +her mind--but his last act had enabled her, in the sight of several +habitants and even of Madame Dugal, "to put on airs," as the charming +Madame Dugal said afterwards. + +Thinking it better to give the impression that she had had a successful +interview, she shook her head mysteriously when asked about M'sieu', and +murmured, "He is quite the gentleman!" which she thought a socially +distinguished remark. + +When she had gone, Charley turned to old Louis. + +"I don't want to turn your customers away," he said quietly, "but there +it is! I don't need to answer questions as a part of the business, do +I?" + +There was a sour grin on the face of old Trudel. He grunted some +inaudible answer, then, after a pause, added: "I'd have been hung for +murder, if she'd answered the question I asked her once as I wanted her +to." + +He opened and shut his shears with a sardonic gesture. + +Charley smiled, and went to the window. For a minute he stood watching +Madame Dauphin and Rosalie at the post-office door. The memory of his +talk with Rosalie was vivid to him at the moment. He was thinking also +that he had not a penny in the world to pay for the rest of the paper he +had bought. He turned round and put on his coat slowly. + +"What are you doing that for?" asked the old man, with a kind of snarl, +yet with trepidation. + +"I don't think I'll work any more to-day." + +"Not work! Smoke of the devil, isn't Sunday enough to play in? You're +not put out by that fool wife of Dauphin's?" + +"Oh no--not that! I want an understanding about wages." + +To Louis the dread crisis had come. He turned a little green, for he was +very miserly-for the love of God. + +He had scarcely realised what was happening when Charley first sat down +on the bench beside him. He had been taken by surprise. Apart from the +excitement of the new experience, he had profited by the curiosity of the +public, for he had orders enough to keep him busy until summer, and he +had had to give out work to two extra women in the parish, though he had +never before had more than one working for him. But his ruling passion +was strong in him. He always remembered with satisfaction that once when +the Cure was absent and he was supposed to be dying, a priest from +another parish came, and, the ministrations over, he had made an offering +of a gold piece. When the young priest hesitated, his fingers had crept +back to the gold piece, closed on it, and drawn it back beneath the +coverlet again. He had then peacefully fallen asleep. It was a gracious +memory. + +"I don't need much, I don't want a great deal," continued Charley when +the tailor did not answer, "but I have to pay for my bed and board, and I +can't do it on nothing." + +"How have you done it so far?" peevishly replied the tailor. + +"By working after hours at carpentering up there"--he made a gesture +towards Vadrome Mountain. "But I can't go on doing that all the time, +or I'll be like you too soon." + +"Be like me!" The voice of the tailor rose shrilly. + +"Be like me! What's the matter with me?" + +"Only that you're in a bad way before your time, and that you mayn't get +out of this hole without stepping into another. You work too hard, +Monsieur Trudel." + +"What do you want--wages?" + +Charley inclined his head. "If you think I'm worth them." + +The tailor viciously snipped a piece of cloth. "How can I pay you wages, +if you stand there doing nothing?" "This is my day for doing nothing," +Charley answered pleasantly, for the tailor-man amused him, and the +whimsical mental attitude of his past life was being brought to the +surface by this odd figure, with big spectacles pushed up on a yellow +forehead, and shrunken hands viciously clutching the shears. + +"You don't mean to say you're not going to work to-day, and this suit of +clothes promised for to-morrow night--for the Manor House too!" + +With a piece of chalk Charley idly made heads on brown paper. "After +all, why should clothes be the first thing in one's mind--when they are +some one else's! It's a beautiful day outside. I've never felt the sun +so warm and the air so crisp and sweet--never in all my life." + +"Then where have you lived?" snapped out the tailor with a sneer. +"You must be a Yankee--they have only what we leave over down there!" +--he jerked his head southward. "We don't stop to look at weather here. +I suppose you did where you come from?" + +Charley smiled in a distant sort of way. "Where I came from, when we +weren't paid for our work we always stopped to consider our health--and +the weather. I don't want a great deal. I put it to you honestly. Do +you want me? If you do, will you give me enough to live on--enough to +buy a suit of clothes a year, to pay for food and a room? If I work for +you for nothing, I have to live on others for nothing, or kill myself as +you're doing." + +There was no answer at once, and Charley went on: "I came to you because +I saw you wanted help badly. I saw that you were hard-pushed and sick--" + +"I wasn't sick," interrupted the tailor with a snarl. + +"Well, overworked, which is the same thing in the end. I did the best I +could: I gave you my hands--awkward enough they were at first, I know, +but--" + +"It's a lie. They weren't awkward," churlishly cut in the tailor. + +"Well, perhaps they weren't so awkward, but they didn't know quite what +to do--" + +"You knew as well as if you'd been taught," came back in a growl. + +"Well, then, I wasn't awkward, and I had a knack for the work. What was +more, I wanted work. I wanted to work at the first thing that appealed +to me. I had no particular fancy for tailoring--you get bowlegged in +time!"--the old spirit was fighting with the new--"but here you were at +work, and there I was idle, and I had been ill, and some one who wasn't +responsible for me--a stranger-worked for me and cared for me. Wasn't it +natural, when you were playing the devil with yourself, that I should +step in and give you a hand? You've been better since--isn't that so?" +The tailor did not answer. + +"But I can't go on as we are, though I want only enough to keep me +going," Charley continued. + +"And if I don't give you what you want, you'll leave?" + +"No. I'm never going to leave you. I'm going to stay here, for you'll +never get another man so cheap; and it suits me to stay--you need some +one to look after you." + +A curious soft look suddenly flashed into the tailor's eyes. + +"Will you take on the business after I'm gone?" he asked at last. +"It's along time to look ahead, I know," he added quickly, for not in +words would he acknowledge the possibility of the end. + +"I should think so," Charley answered, his eyes on the bright sun and the +soft snow on the trees beyond the window. + +The tailor snatched up a pattern and figured on it for a moment. +Then he handed it to Charley. "Will that do?" he asked with anxious, +acquisitive look, his yellow eyes blinking hard. + +Charley looked at it musingly, then said "Yes, if you give me a room +here." + +"I meant board and lodging too," said Louis Trudel with an outburst of +eager generosity, for, as it was, he had offered about one-half of what +Charley was worth to him. + +Charley nodded. "Very well, that will do," he said, and took off his +coat and went to work. For a long time they worked silently. The tailor +was in great good-humour; for the terrible trial was over, and he now had +an assistant who would be a better tailor than himself. There would be +more profit, more silver nails for the church door, and more masses for +his soul. + +"The Cure says you are all right. . . . When will you come here?" he +said at last. + +"To-morrow night I shall sleep here," answered Charley. + +So it was arranged that Charley should come to live in the tailor's +house, to sleep in the room which the tailor had provided for a wife +twenty-five years before--even for her that was now known as Madame +Dauphin. + +All morning the tailor chuckled to himself. When they sat down at noon +to a piece of venison which Charley had prepared himself--taking the +frying-pan out of the hands of Margot Patry, the old servant, and cooking +it to a turn--Louis Trudel saw his years lengthen to an indefinite +period. He even allowed himself to nervously stand up, bow, shake +Charley's hand jerkingly, and say: + +"M'sieu', I care not what you are or where you come from, or even if +you're a Protestant, perhaps an Englishman. You're a gentleman and a +tailor, and old Louis Trudel will not forget you. It shall be as you +said this morning--it is no day for work. We will play, and the clothes +for the Manor can go to the devil. Smoke of hell-fire, I will go and +have a pipe with that, poor wretch the Notary!" + +So, a wonderful thing happened. Louis Trudel, on a week-day and a +market-day, went to smoke a pipe with Narcisse Dauphin, and to tell him +that M. Mallard was going to stay with him for ever, at fine wages. He +also announced that he had paid this whole week's wages in advance; but +he did not tell what he did not know--that half the money had already +been given to old Margot, whose son lay ill at home with a broken leg, +and whose children were living on bread and water. Charley had slowly +drawn from the woman the story of her life as he sat by the kitchen fire +and talked to her, while her master was talking to the Notary. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +THE TAILOR MAKES A MIDNIGHT FORAY + +Since the day Charley had brought home the paper bought at the post- +office, and water-marked Kathleen, he had, at odd times, written down +his thoughts, and promptly torn the paper up again or put it in the fire. +In the repression of the new life, in which he must live wholly alone, so +far as all past habits of mind were concerned, it was a relief to record +his passing reflections, as he had been wont to do when the necessity for +it was less. Writing them here was like the bursting of an imprisoned +stream; it was relaxing the ceaseless eye of vigilance; freeing an +imprisoned personality. This personality was not yet merged into that +which must take its place, must express itself in the involuntary acts +which tell of a habit of mind and body--no longer the imitative and the +histrionic, but the inherent and the real. + +On the afternoon of the day that old Louis agreed to give him wages, and +went to smoke a pipe with the Notary, Charley scribbled down his thoughts +on this matter of personality and habit. + +"Who knows," he wrote, "which is the real self? A child comes into the +world gin-begotten, with the instinct for liquor in his brain, like the +scent of the fox in the nostrils of the hound. And that seems the real. +But the same child caught up on the hands of chance is carried into +another atmosphere, is cared for by ginhating minds and hearts: habit +fastens on him--fair, decent, and temperate habit--and he grows up like +the Cure yonder, a brother of Aaron. Which is the real? Is the instinct +for the gin killed, or covered? Is the habit of good living mere habit +and mere acting, in which the real man never lives his real life, or is +it the real life? + +"Who knows! Here am I, born with a question in my mouth, with the ever- +present 'non possumus' in me. Here am I, to whom life was one poor +futility; to whom brain was but animal intelligence abnormally developed; +to whom speechless sensibility and intelligence was the only reality; to +whom nothing from beyond ever sent a flash of conviction, an intimation, +into my soul--not one. To me God always seemed a being of dreams, the +creation of a personal need and helplessness, the despairing cry of the +victims of futility--And here am I flung like a stone from a sling into +this field where men believe in God as a present and tangible being; who +reply to all life's agonies and joys and exultations with the words +'C'est le bon Dieu.' And what shall I become? Will habit do its work, +and shall I cease to be me? Shall I, in the permanency of habit, become +like unto this tailor here, whose life narrows into one sole cause; whose +only wish is to have the Church draw the coverlet of forgiveness and +safety over him; who has solved all questions in a blind belief or an +inherited predisposition--which? This stingy, hard, unhappy man--how +should he know what I am denied! Or does he know? Is it all illusion? +If there is a God who receives such devotion, to the exclusion of natural +demand and spiritual anxieties, why does not this tailor 'let his light +so shine before men that they may see his good works, and glorify his +Father which is in heaven?' That is it. Therefore, wherefore, tailor- +man? Therefore, wherefore, God? Show me a sign from Heaven, tailor- +man!" + +Seated on his bench in the shop, with his eyes ever and anon raised +towards the little post-office opposite, he wrote these words. +Afterwards he sat and thought till the shadows deepened, and the tailor +came in to supper. Then he took up the pieces of paper, and, going to +the fire, which was still lighted of an evening, thrust them inside. + +Louis Trudel saw the paper burning, and, glancing down, he noticed that +one piece--the last--had slipped to the floor and was lying under the +table. He saw the pencil still in Charley's hand. Forthwith his natural +suspicion leaped up, and the cunning of the monomaniac was upon him. +With all his belief in le bon Dieu and the Church, Louis Trudel trusted +no one. One eye was ever open to distrust man, while the other was ever +closed with blind belief in Heaven. + +As Charley stooped to put wood in the fire, the tailor thrust a foot +forward and pushed the piece of paper further under the table. + +That night the tailor crept down into the shop, felt for the paper in the +dark, found it, and carried it away to his room. All kinds of thoughts +had raged through his diseased mind. It was a letter, perhaps, and if a +letter, then he would gain some facts about the man's life. But if it +was a letter, why did he burn it? It was said that he never received a +letter and never sent one, therefore it was little likely to be a letter. +if not a letter, then what could it be? Perhaps the man was English and +a spy of the English government, for was there not disaffection in some +of the parishes? Perhaps it was a plan of robbery. To such a state of +hallucination did his weakened mind come, that he forgot the kindly +feeling he had had for this stranger who had worked for him without pay. +Suspicion, the bane of sick old age, was hot on him. He remembered that +M'sieu' had put an arm through his when they went upstairs, and that now +increased suspicion. Why should the man have been so friendly? To lull +him into confidence, perhaps, and then to rob and murder him in his +sleep. Thank God, his ready money was well hid, and the rest was safe in +the bank far away! He crept back to his room with the paper in his hand. +It was the last sheet of what Charley had written, and had been +accidentally brushed off on the floor. It was in French, and, holding +the candle close, he slowly deciphered the crabbed, characteristic +handwriting. + +His eyes dilated, his yellow cheeks took on spots of unhealthy red, his +hand trembled. Anger seized him, and he mumbled the words over and over +again to himself. Twice or thrice, as the paper lay in one hand, he +struck it with the clinched fist of the other, muttering and distraught. + +"This tailor here. . . . This stingy, hard, unhappy man. . . . If +there is a God! . . . Therefore, wherefore, tailor-man? . . . +Therefore, wherefore, God? . . . Show me a sign from Heaven, tailor- +man!" + +Hatred of himself, blasphemy, the profane and hellish humour of--of the +infidel! A Protestant heretic--he was already damned; a robber--you +could put him in jail; a spy--you could shoot him or tar and feather him; +a murderer--you could hang him. But an infide--this was a deadly poison, +a black danger, a being capable of all crimes. An infidel--"Therefore, +wherefore, tailor-man? . . . Therefore, wherefore, God? . . . +Show me a sign from Heaven, tailor-man!" + +The devil laughing--the devil incarnate come to mock a poor tailor, to +sow plague through a parish where all were at peace in the bosom of the +Church. The tailor had three ruling passions--cupidity, vanity, and +religion. Charley had now touched the three, and the whole man was +alive. His cupidity had been flattered by the unpaid service of a +capable assistant, but now he saw that he was paying the devil a wage. +His vanity was overwhelmed by a satanic ridicule. His religion and his +God had been assaulted in so shameful a way that no punishment could be +great enough for the man of hell. In religion he was a fanatic; he was a +demented fanatic now. + +He thrust the paper into his pocket, then crept out into the hall and to +the door of Charley's bedroom. He put his ear to the door. After a +moment he softly raised the latch, and opened the door and listened +again. 'M'sieu' was in a deep sleep. + +Louis Trudel scarcely knew why he had listened, why he had opened the +door and stood looking at the figure in the bed, barely definable in the +semi-darkness of the room. If he had meant harm to the helpless man, he +had brought no weapon; if he had been curious, there the man was +peacefully sleeping! + +His sick, morbid imagination was so alive, that he scarcely knew what he +did. As he stood there listening, hatred and horror in his heart, a +voice said to him: "Thou shalt do no murder." The words kept ringing in +his ears. Yet he had not thought of murder. The fancied command itself +was his first temptation towards such a deed. He had thought of raising +the parish, of condign punishment of many sorts, but not this. As he +closed the door softly, killing entered his mind and stayed there. "Thou +shalt not" had been the first instigation to "Thou shalt." + +It haunted him as he returned to his room, undressed himself, and went +to bed. He could not sleep. "Show me a sign from Heaven, tailor-man!" +The challenge had been to himself. He must respond to it. The duty lay +with him; he must answer this black infidel for the Church, for faith, +for God. + +The more he thought of it, the more Charley's face came before him, with +the monocle shining and hard in the eye. The monocle haunted him. That +was the infidel's sign. "Show me a sign from Heaven, tailor-man!" What +sign should he show? + +Presently he sat up straight in bed. In another minute he was out and +dressing. Five minutes later he was on his way to the parish church. +When he reached it he took a tool from his pocket and unscrewed a small +iron cross from the front door. It was a cross which had been blessed by +the Pope, and had been brought to Chaudiere by the beloved mother of the +Cure, now dead. + +"When I have done with it I will put it back," he said, as he thrust it +inside his shirt, and hurried stealthily back to his house. As he got +into bed he gave a noiseless, mirthless laugh. All night he lay with his +yellow eyes wide open, gazing at the ceiling. He was up at dawn, +hovering about the fire in the shop. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +THE STEALING OF THE CROSS + +If Charley had been less engaged with his own thoughts, he would have +noticed the curious baleful look in the eyes of the tailor; but he was +deeply absorbed in a struggle that had nothing to do with Louis Trudel. + +The old fever of thirst and desire was upon him. All morning the door of +Jolicoeur's saloon was opening and shutting before his mind's eye, and +there was a smell of liquor everywhere. It was in his nostrils when the +hot steam rose from the clothes he was pressing, in the thick odour of +the fulled cloth, in the melting snow outside the door. + +Time and again he felt that he must run out of the shop and away to the +little tavern where white whiskey was sold to unwise habitants. But he +fought on. Here was the heritage of his past, the lengthening chain of +slavery to his old self--was it his real self? Here was what would +prevent him from forgetting all that he had been and not been, all the +happiness he might have had, all that he had lost--the ceaseless +reminder. He was still the victim to a poison which gave not only a +struggle of body, but a struggle of soul--if he had a soul. + +"If he had a soul!" The phrase kept repeating itself to him even as he +fought the fever in his throat, resisting the temptation to take that +medicine which the Curb's brother had sent him. + +"If he had a soul!" The thinking served as an antidote, for by the +ceaseless iteration his mind was lulled into a kind of drowse. Again and +again he went to the pail of water that stood on the window-sill, and +lifting it to his lips, drank deep and full, to quench the wearing +thirst. + +"If he had a soul!" He looked at Louis Trudel, silent and morose, the +clammy yellow of a great sickness in his face and hands, but his mind +only intent on making a waistcoat--and the end of all things very near! +The words he had written the night before came to him: "Therefore, +wherefore, tailor-man? Therefore, wherefore, God? . . . Show me a +sign from Heaven, tailor-man!" As if in reply to his thoughts there came +the sound of singing, and of bells ringing in the parish church. + +A procession with banners was coming near. It was a holy day, and +Chaudiere was mindful of its duties. The wanderers of the parish had +come home for Easter. All who belonged to Chaudiere and worked in the +woods or shanties, or lived in big cities far away, were returned--those +who could return--to take the holy communion in the parish church. +Yesterday the parish had been alive with a pious hilarity. The great +church had been crowded beyond the doors, the streets had been full of +cheerily dressed habitants. There had, however, come a sudden chill to +the seemly rejoicings--the little iron cross blessed by the Pope had been +stolen from the door of the church! + +The fact had been told to the Cure as he said the Mass, and from the +altar steps, before going to the pulpit, he referred to the robbery with +poignant feeling; for the relic had belonged to a martyr of the Church, +who, two centuries before, had laid down his life for the Master on the +coast of Africa. + +Louis Trudel had heard the Cure's words, and in his place at the rear of +the church he smiled sourly to himself. In due time the little cross +should be returned, but it had work to do first. He did not take the +holy communion this Easter day, or go to confession as was his wont. +Not, however, until a certain day later did the Cure realise this, though +for thirty years the tailor had never omitted his Easter-time duties. + +The people guessed and guessed, but they knew not on whom to cast +suspicion at first. No sane Catholic of Chaudiere could possibly have +taken the holy thing. Presently a murmur crept about that M'sieu' might +have been the thief. He was not a Catholic, and--who could tell? Who +knew where he came from? Who knew what he had been? Perhaps a jail- +bird-robber-murderer! Charley, however, stitched on, intent upon his own +struggle. + +The procession passed the doorway: men bearing banners with sacred texts, +acolytes swinging censers, a figure of the Saviour carved in wood borne +aloft, the Cure under a silk canopy, and a long line of habitants +following with sacred song. People fell upon their knees in the street +as the procession passed, and the Cure's face was bent here and there, +his hand raised in blessing. + +Old Louis got up from his bench, and, putting on a coat over his wool +jacket, hastened to the doorway, knelt down, made the sign of the cross, +and said a prayer. Then he turned quickly towards Charley, who, looking +at the procession, then at the tailor, then back again at the procession, +smiled. + +Charley was hardly conscious of what he did. His mind had ranged far +beyond this scene to the large issues which these symbols represented. +Was it one universal self-deception? Was this "religion" the pathetic, +the soul-breaking make-believe of mortality? So he smiled--at himself, +at his own soul, which seemed alone in this play, the skeleton in armour, +the thing that did not belong. His own words written that fateful day +before he died at the Cote Dorion came to him: + +"Sacristan, acolyte, player, or preacher, Each to his office, but who +holds the key? Death, only Death, thou, the ultimate teacher, Wilt show +it to me!" + +He was suddenly startled from his reverie, through which the procession +was moving--a cloud of witnesses. It was the voice of Louis Trudel, +sharp and piercing: + +"Don't you believe in God and the Son of God?" + +"God knows!" answered Charley slowly in reply--an involuntary +exclamation of helplessness, an automatic phrase deflected from its first +significance to meet a casual need of the mind. Yet it seemed like +satire, like a sardonic, even vulgar, humour. So it struck Louis Trudel, +who snatched up a hot iron from the fire and rushed forward with a snarl. +So astounded was Charley that he did not stir. He was not prepared for +the sudden onslaught. He did not put up his hand even, but stared at the +tailor, who, within a foot of him, stopped short with the iron poised. + +Louis Trudel repented in time. With the cunning of the monomaniac he +realised that an attack now might frustrate his great stroke. It would +bring the village to his shop door, precipitate the crisis upon the wrong +incident. + +As it chanced, only one person in Chaudiere saw the act. That was +Rosalie Evanturel across the way. She saw the iron raised, and looked +for M'sieu' to knock the tailor down; but, instead, she beheld the tailor +go back and put the iron on the fire again. She saw also that M'sieu' +was speaking, though she could hear no words. + +Charley's words were simple enough. "I beg your pardon, Monsieur," he +said across the room to old Louis; "I meant no offence at all. I was +trying to think it out in a human sort of way. I suppose I wanted a sign +from Heaven--wanted too much, no doubt." + +The tailor's lips twitched, and his hand convulsively clutched the shears +at his side. + +"It is no matter now," he answered shortly. "I have had signs from +Heaven; perhaps you will have one too!" + +"It would be worth while," rejoined Charley musingly. Charley wondered +bitterly if he had made an irreparable error in saying those ill-chosen +words. This might mean a breach between them, and so make his position +in the parish untenable. He had no wish to go elsewhere--where could he +go? It mattered little what he was, tinker or tailor. He had now only +to work his way back to the mind of the peasant; to be an animal with +intelligence; to get close to mother earth, and move down the declivity +of life with what natural wisdom were possible. It was his duty to adapt +himself to the mind of such as this tailor; to acquire what the tailor +and his like had found--an intolerant belief and an inexpensive security, +to be got through yielding his nature to the great religious dream. And +what perfect tranquillity, what smooth travelling found therein. + +Gazing across the street towards the little post-office, he saw Rosalie +Evanturel at the window. He fell to thinking about her. Rosalie, on her +part, kept wondering what old Louis' violence meant. + +Presently she saw a half-dozen men come quickly down the street, and, +before they reached the tailorshop, stand in a group talking excitedly. +Afterwards one came forward from the others quickly--Filion Lacasse the +saddler. He stopped short at the tailor's door. Looking at Charley, he +exclaimed roughly: + +"If you don't hand out the cross you stole from the church door, we'll +tar and feather you, M'sieu'." Charley looked up, surprised. It had +never occurred to him that they could associate him with the theft. +"I know nothing of the cross," he said quietly. "You're the only heretic +in the place. You've done it. Who are you? What are you doing here in +Chaudiere?" + +"Working at my trade," was Charley's quiet answer. He looked towards +Louis Trudel, as though to see how he took this ugly charge. + +Old Louis responded at once. "Get away with you, Filion Lacasse," he +croaked. "Don't come here with your twaddle. M'sieu' hasn't stole the +cross. What does he want with a cross? He's not a Catholic." + +"If he didn't steal the cross, why, he didn't," answered the saddler; +"but if he did, what'll you say for yourself, Louis? You call yourself a +good Catholic--bah!--when you've got a heretic living with you." + +"What's that to you?" growled the tailor, and reached out a nervous hand +towards the iron. "I served at the altar before you were born. Sacre! +I'll make your grave-clothes yet, and be a good Catholic when you're in +the churchyard. Be off with you. Ach," he sharply added, when Filion +did not move, "I'll cut your hair for you!" He scrambled off the bench +with his shears. + +Filion Lacasse disappeared with his friends, and the old man settled back +on his bench. + +Charley, looking up quietly from his work, said "Thank you, Monsieur." + +He did not notice what an evil look was in Louis Trudel's face as it +turned towards him, but Rosalie Evanturel, standing outside, saw it; and +she stole back to the post-office ill at ease and wondering. + +All that day she watched the tailor's shop, and even when the door was +shut in the evening, her eyes were fastened on the windows. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Is the habit of good living mere habit and mere acting +Suspicion, the bane of sick old age + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE RIGHT OF WAY, PARKER, V2 *** + +******** This file should be named 6244.txt or 6244.zip ********* + +This eBook was produced by David Widger + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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