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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/6111-0.txt b/6111-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ebf2c2e --- /dev/null +++ b/6111-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4870 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Over Prairie Trails, by Frederick Philip Grove + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Over Prairie Trails + +Author: Frederick Philip Grove + +Release Date: July, 2004 [EBook #6111] +Posting Date: June 13, 2009 +Last Updated: November 7, 2016 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS *** + + + + +Produced by Gardner Buchanan + + + + + + + + + +OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS + +By Frederick Philip Grove + + + + +Contents + + Introductory + 1 Farms and Roads + 2 Fog + 3 Dawn and Diamonds + 4 Snow + 5 Wind and Waves + 6 A Call for Speed + 7 Skies and Scares + + + + +Introductory + +A few years ago it so happened that my work--teaching school--kept me +during the week in a small country town in the centre of one of the +prairie provinces while my family--wife and little daughter--lived in +the southern fringe of the great northern timber expanse, not very far +from the western shore of a great lake. My wife--like the plucky little +woman she is--in order to round off my far-from-imperial income had made +up her mind to look after a rural school that boasted of something like +a residence. I procured a buggy and horse and went “home” on Fridays, +after school was over, to return to my town on Sunday evening--covering +thus, while the season was clement and allowed straight cross-country +driving, coming and going, a distance of sixty-eight miles. Beginning +with the second week of January this distance was raised to ninety miles +because, as my more patient readers will see, the straight cross-country +roads became impassable through snow. + +These drives, the fastest of which was made in somewhat over four +hours and the longest of which took me nearly eleven--the rest of them +averaging pretty well up between the two extremes--soon became what made +my life worth living. I am naturally an outdoor creature--I have lived +for several years “on the tramp”--I love Nature more than Man--I take to +horses--horses take to me--so how could it have been otherwise? Add +to this that for various reasons my work just then was not of the most +pleasant kind--I disliked the town, the town disliked me, the school +board was sluggish and unprogressive, there was friction in the +staff--and who can wonder that on Fridays, at four o’clock, a real +holiday started for me: two days ahead with wife and child, and going +and coming--the drive. + +I made thirty-six of these trips: seventy-two drives in all. I think +I could still rehearse every smallest incident of every single one +of them. With all their weirdness, with all their sometimes dangerous +adventure--most of them were made at night, and with hardly ever any +regard being paid to the weather or to the state of the roads--they +stand out in the vast array of memorable trifles that constitute the +story of my life as among the most memorable ones. Seven drives seem, +as it were, lifted above the mass of others as worthy to be described +in some detail--as not too trivial to detain for an hour or so a patient +reader’s kind attention. Not that the others lack in interest for +myself; but there is little in them of that mildly dramatic, stirring +quality which might perhaps make their recital deserving of being heard +beyond my own frugal fireside. Strange to say, only one of the seven +is a return trip. I am afraid that the prospect of going back to rather +uncongenial work must have dulled my senses. Or maybe, since I was +returning over the same road after an interval of only two days, I had +exhausted on the way north whatever there was of noticeable impressions +to be garnered. Or again, since I was coming from “home,” from the +company of those for whom I lived and breathed, it might just be that +all my thoughts flew back with such an intensity that there was no +vitality left for the perception of the things immediately around me. + + + + +ONE. Farms and Roads + +At ten minutes past four, of an evening late in September, I sat in the +buggy and swung out of the livery stable that boarded my horse. Peter, +the horse, was a chunky bay, not too large, nor too small; and I had +stumbled on to him through none of my sagacity. To tell the plain truth, +I wanted to get home, I had to have a horse that could stand the trip, +no other likely looking horse was offered, this one was--on a trial +drive he looked as if he might do, and so I bought him--no, not quite--I +arranged with the owner that I should make one complete trip with +him and pay a fee of five dollars in case I did not keep him. As the +sequence showed, I could not have found a better horse for the work in +hand. + +I turned on to the road leading north, crossed the bridge, and was +between the fields. I looked at my watch and began to time myself. The +moon was new and stood high in the western sky; the sun was sinking on +the downward stretch. It was a pleasant, warm fall day, and it promised +an evening such as I had wished for on my first drive out. Not a cloud +showed anywhere. I did not urge the horse; he made the first mile in +seven, and a half minutes, and I counted that good enough. + +Then came the turn to the west; this new road was a correction line, and +I had to follow it for half a mile. There was no farmhouse on this short +bend. Then north for five miles. The road was as level as a table top--a +good, smooth, hard-beaten, age-mellowed prairie-grade. The land to east +and west was also level; binders were going and whirring their harvest +song. Nobody could have felt more contented than I did. There were two +clusters of buildings--substantial buildings--set far back from the +road, one east, the other one west, both clusters huddled homelike +and sheltered in bluffs of planted cottonwoods, straight rows of them, +three, four trees deep. My horse kept trotting leisurely along, the +wheels kept turning, a meadow lark called in a desultory way from a +nearby fence post. I was “on the go.” I had torn up my roots, as it +were, I felt detached and free; and if both these prosperous looking +farms had been my property--I believe, that moment a “Thank-you” would +have bought them from me if parting from them had been the price of the +liberty to proceed. But, of course, neither one of them ever could have +been my property, for neither by temperament nor by profession had I +ever been given to the accumulation of the wealth of this world. + +A mile or so farther on there stood another group of farm +buildings--this one close to the road. An unpainted barn, a long and +low, rather ramshackle structure with sagging slidedoors that could no +longer be closed, stood in the rear of the farm yard. The dwelling +in front of it was a tall, boxlike two-story house, well painted in a +rather loud green with white door and window frames. The door in front, +one window beside it, two windows above, geometrically correct, and +stiff and cold. The house was the only green thing around, however. +Not a tree, not a shrub, not even a kitchen garden that I could see. +I looked the place over critically, while I drove by. Somehow I was +convinced that a bachelor owned it--a man who made this house--which +was much too large for him--his “bunk.” There it stood, slick and cold, +unhospitable as ever a house was. A house has its physiognomy as well +as a man, for him who can read it; and this one, notwithstanding its new +and shining paint, was sullen, morose, and nearly vicious and spiteful. +I turned away. I should not have cared to work for its owner. + +Peter was trotting along. I do not know why on this first trip he never +showed the one of his two most prominent traits--his laziness. As I +found out later on, so long as I drove him single (he changed entirely +in this respect when he had a mate), he would have preferred to be +hitched behind, with me between the shafts pulling buggy and him. That +was his weakness, but in it there also lay his strength. As soon as I +started to dream or to be absorbed in the things around, he was sure +to fall into the slowest of walks. When then he heard the swish of +the whip, he would start with the worst of consciences, gallop away at +breakneck speed, and slow down only when he was sure the whip was safe +in its socket. When we met a team and pulled out on the side of the +road, he would take it for granted that I desired to make conversation. +He stopped instantly, drew one hindleg up, stood on three legs, and +drooped his head as if he had come from the ends of the world. Oh yes, +he knew how to spare himself. But on the other hand, when it came to a +tight place, where only an extraordinary effort would do, I had never +driven a horse on which I could more confidently rely. What any horse +could do, he did. + +About two miles beyond I came again to a cluster of buildings, close to +the corner of the crossroads, sheltered, homelike, inviting in a large +natural bluff of tall, dark-green poplars. Those first two houses had +had an aristocratic aloofness--I should not have liked to turn in +there for shelter or for help. But this was prosperous, open-handed, +well-to-do middle class; not that conspicuous “moneyedness” that we so +often find in our new west when people have made their success; but the +solid, friendly, everyday liberality that for generations has not had to +pinch itself and therefore has mellowed down to taking the necessities +and a certain amount of give and take for granted. I was glad when on +closer approach I noticed a school embedded in the shady green of the +corner. I thought with pleasure of children being so close to people +with whom I should freely have exchanged a friendly greeting and +considered it a privilege. In my mental vision I saw beeches and elms +and walnut trees around a squire’s place in the old country. + +The road began to be lined with thickets of shrubs here: choke cherry +bushes, with some ripe, dried-up black berries left on the branches, +with iron-black bark, and with wiry stems, in the background; in +front of them, closer to the driveway, hawthorn, rich with red fruit; +rosebushes with scarlet leaves reaching down to nearly underfoot. It +is one of the most pleasing characteristics of our native thickets +that they never rise abruptly Always they shade off through cushionlike +copses of smaller growth into the level ground around. + +The sun was sinking. I knew a mile or less further north I should have +to turn west in order to avoid rough roads straight ahead. That meant +doubling up, because some fifteen miles or so north I should have to +turn east again, my goal being east of my starting place. These fifteen +or sixteen miles of the northward road I did not know; so I was anxious +to make them while I could see. I looked at the moon--I could count on +some light from her for an hour or so after sundown. But although I knew +the last ten or twelve miles of my drive fairly well, I was also aware +of the fact that there were in it tricky spots--forkings of mere trails +in muskeg bush--where leaving the beaten log-track might mean as much +as being lost. So I looked at my watch again and shook the lines over +Peter’s back. The first six miles had taken me nearly fifty minutes. +I looked at the sun again, rather anxiously I could count on him for +another hour and a quarter--well and good then! + +There was the turn. Just north of it, far back from both roads, another +farmyard. Behind it--to the north, stretched out, a long windbreak of +poplars, with a gap or a vista in its centre. Barn and outbuildings +were unpainted, the house white; a not unpleasing group, but something +slovenly about it. I saw with my mind’s eye numerous children, rather +neglected, uncared for, an overworked, sickly woman, a man who was bossy +and harsh. + +The road angles here. Bell’s farm consists of three quartersections; the +southwest quarter lends its diagonal for the trail. I had hardly +made the turn, however, when a car came to meet me. It stopped. The +school-inspector of the district looked out. I drew in and returned his +greeting, half annoyed at being thus delayed. But his very next word +made me sit up. He had that morning inspected my wife’s school and seen +her and my little girl; they were both as well as they could be. I felt +so glad that I got out of my buggy to hand him my pouch of tobacco, the +which he took readily enough. He praised my wife’s work, as no doubt +he had reason to do, and I should have given him a friendly slap on the +shoulder, had not just then my horse taken it into his head to walk away +without me. + +I believe I was whistling when I got back to the buggy seat. I know I +slapped the horse’s rump with my lines and sang out, “Get up, Peter, we +still have a matter of nearly thirty miles to make.” + +The road becomes pretty much a mere trail here, a rut-track, smooth +enough in the rut, where the wheels ran, but rough for the horse’s feet +in between. + +To the left I found the first untilled land. It stretched far away to +the west, overgrown with shrub-willow, wolf-willow and symphoricarpus--a +combination that is hard to break with the plow. I am fond of the silver +grey, leathery foliage of the wolf-willow which is so characteristic of +our native woods. Cinquefoil, too, the shrubby variety, I saw in great +numbers--another one of our native dwarf shrubs which, though decried as +a weed, should figure as a border plant in my millionaire’s park. + +And as if to make my enjoyment of the evening’s drive supreme, I saw +the first flocks of my favourite bird, the goldfinch. All over this vast +expanse, which many would have called a waste, there were strings +of them, chasing each other in their wavy flight, twittering on the +downward stretch, darting in among the bushes, turning with incredible +swiftness and sureness of wing the shortest of curves about a branch, +and undulating away again to where they came from. + +To the east I had, while pondering over the beautiful wilderness, +passed a fine bluff of stately poplars that stood like green gold in +the evening sun. They sheltered apparently, though at a considerable +distance, another farmhouse; for a road led along their southern edge, +lined with telephone posts. A large flock of sheep was grazing between +the bluff and the trail, the most appropriate kind of stock for this +particular landscape. + +While looking back at them, I noticed a curious trifle. The fence along +my road had good cedar posts, placed about fifteen feet apart. But at +one point there were two posts where one would have done. The wire, in +fact, was not fastened at all to the supernumerary one, and yet this +useless post was strongly braced by two stout, slanting poles. A mere +nothing, which I mention only because it was destined to be an important +landmark for me on future drives. + +We drove on. At the next mile-corner all signs of human habitation +ceased. I had now on both sides that same virgin ground which I have +described above. Only here it was interspersed with occasional thickets +of young aspen-boles. It was somewhere in this wilderness that I saw a +wolf, a common prairie-wolf with whom I became quite familiar later on. +I made it my custom during the following weeks, on my return trips, to +start at a given point a few miles north of here eating the lunch which +my wife used to put up for me: sandwiches with crisply fried bacon for a +filling. And when I saw that wolf for the second time, I threw a little +piece of bacon overboard. He seemed interested in the performance and +stood and watched me in an averted kind of way from a distance. I have +often noticed that you can never see a wolf from the front, unless it +so happens that he does not see you. If he is aware of your presence, he +will instantly swing around, even though he may stop and watch you. If +he watches, he does so with his head turned back. That is one of the +many precautions the wily fellow has learned, very likely through +generations of bitter experience. After a while I threw out a second +piece, and he started to trot alongside, still half turned away; he +kept at a distance of about two hundred yards to the west running in a +furtive, half guilty-looking way, with his tail down and his eye on me. +After that he became my regular companion, an expected feature of my +return trips, running with me every time for a while and coming a little +bit closer till about the middle of November he disappeared, never to be +seen again. This time I saw him in the underbrush, about a hundred yards +ahead and as many more to the west. I took him by surprise, as he took +me. I was sorry I had not seen him a few seconds sooner. For, when I +focused my eyes on him, he stood in a curious attitude: as if he was +righting himself after having slipped on his hindfeet in running a sharp +curve. At the same moment a rabbit shot across that part of my field +of vision to the east which I saw in a blurred way only, from the very +utmost corner of my right eye. I did not turn but kept my eyes glued to +the wolf. Nor can I tell whether I had stirred the rabbit up, or whether +the wolf had been chasing or stalking it. I should have liked to know, +for I have never seen a wolf stalking a rabbit, though I have often seen +him stalk fowl. Had he pulled up when he saw me? As I said, I cannot +tell, for now he was standing in the characteristic wolf-way, half +turned, head bent back, tail stretched out nearly horizontally. The tail +sank, the whole beast seemed to shrink, and suddenly he slunk away with +amazing agility. Poor fellow--he did not know that many a time I had fed +some of his brothers in cruel winters. But he came to know me, as I +knew him; for whenever he left me on later drives, very close to Bell’s +corner, after I had finished my lunch, he would start right back on my +trail, nose low, and I have no doubt that he picked up the bits of bacon +which I had dropped as tidbits for him. + +I drove and drove. The sun neared the horizon now It was about six +o’clock. The poplar thickets on both sides of the road began to be +larger. In front the trail led towards a gate in a long, long line of +towering cottonwoods. What was beyond? + +It proved to be a gate indeed. Beyond the cottonwoods there ran an +eastward grade lined on the north side by a ditch which I had to cross +on a culvert. It will henceforth be known as the “twelve-mile bridge.” + Beyond the culvert the road which I followed had likewise been worked up +into a grade. I did not like it, for it was new and rough. But less did +I like the habitation at the end of its short, one-mile career. It stood +to the right, close to the road, and was a veritable hovel. [Footnote: +It might be well to state expressly here that, whatever has been said +in these pages concerning farms and their inhabitants, has intentionally +been so arranged as not to apply to the exact localities at which they +are described. Anybody at all familiar with the district through which +these drives were made will readily identify every natural landmark. But +although I have not consciously introduced any changes in the landscape +as God made it, I have in fairness to the settlers entirely redrawn the +superimposed man-made landscape.] It was built of logs, but it looked +more like a dugout, for stable as well as dwelling were covered by way +of a roof with blower-thrown straw In the door of the hovel there stood +two brats--poor things! + +The road was a trail again for a mile or two. It led once more through +the underbrush-wilderness interspersed with poplar bluffs. Then +it became by degrees a real “high-class” Southern Prairie grade. I +wondered, but not for long. Tall cottonwood bluffs, unmistakably planted +trees, betrayed more farms. There were three of them, and, strange to +say, here on the very fringe of civilization I found that “moneyed” + type--a house, so new and up-to-date, that it verily seemed to turn up +its nose to the traveller. I am sure it had a bathroom without a +bathtub and various similar modern inconveniences. The barn was of the +Agricultural-College type--it may be good, scientific, and all that, but +it seems to crush everything else around out of existence; and it surely +is not picturesque--unless it has wings and silos to relieve its rigid +contours. Here it had not. + +The other two farms to which I presently came--buildings set back from +the road, but not so far as to give them the air of aloofness--had again +that friendly, old-country expression that I have already mentioned: +here it was somewhat marred, though, by an over-rigidity of the lines. +It is unfortunate that our farmers, when they plant at all, will nearly +always plant in straight lines. The straight line is a flaw where we try +to blend the work of our hands with Nature. They also as a rule neglect +shrubs that would help to furnish a foreground for their trees; and, +worst of all, they are given to importing, instead of utilising our +native forest growth. Not often have I seen, for instance, our high-bush +cranberry planted, although it certainly is one of the most beautiful +shrubs to grow in copses. + +These two farms proved to be pretty much the last sign of comfort that I +was to meet on my drives to the north. Though later I learned the names +of their owners and even made their acquaintance, for me they remained +the “halfway farms,” for, after I had passed them, at the very next +corner, I was seventeen miles from my starting point, seventeen miles +from “home.” + +Beyond, stretches of the real wilderness began, the pioneer country, +where farms, except along occasional highroads, were still three, +four miles apart, where the breaking on few homesteads had reached the +thirty-acre mark, and where a real, “honest-to-goodness” cash dollar +bill was often as scarce as a well-to-do teacher in the prairie country. + +The sun went down, a ball of molten gold--two hours from “town,” as I +called it. It was past six o’clock. There were no rosy-fingered clouds; +just a paling of the blue into white; then a greying of the western +sky; and lastly the blue again, only this time dark. A friendly crescent +still showed trail and landmarks after even the dusk had died away. Four +miles, or a little more, and I should be in familiar land again. Four +miles, that I longed to make, before the last light failed... + +The road angled to the northeast. I was by no means very sure of it. I +knew which general direction to hold, but trails that often became mere +cattle-paths crossed and criss-crossed repeatedly. It was too dark by +this time to see very far. I did not know the smaller landmarks. But I +knew, if I drove my horse pretty briskly, I must within little more than +half an hour strike a black wall of the densest primeval forest fringing +a creek--and, skirting this creek, I must find an old, weather-beaten +lumber bridge. When I had crossed that bridge, I should know the +landmarks again. + +Underbrush everywhere, mostly symphoricarpus, I thought. Large trunks +loomed up, charred with forest fires; here and there a round, white +or light-grey stone, ghostly in the waning light, knee-high, I should +judge. Once I passed the skeleton of a stable--the remnant of the +buildings put up by a pioneer settler who had to give in after having +wasted effort and substance and worn his knuckles to the bones. The +wilderness uses human material up... + +A breeze from the north sprang up, and it turned strangely chilly I +started to talk to Peter, the loneliness seemed so oppressive. I told +him that he should have a walk, a real walk, as soon as we had crossed +the creek. I told him we were on the homeward half--that I had a bag of +oats in the box, and that my wife would have a pail of water ready... +And Peter trotted along. + +Something loomed up in front. Dark and sinister it looked. Still there +was enough light to recognize even that which I did not know. A large +bluff of poplars rustled, the wind soughing through the stems with a +wailing note. The brush grew higher to the right. I suddenly noticed +that I was driving along a broken-down fence between the brush and +myself. The brush became a grove of boles which next seemed to shoot +up to the full height of the bluff. Then, unexpectedly, startlingly, +a vista opened. Between the silent grove to the south and the large; +whispering, wailing bluff to the north there stood in a little clearing +a snow white log house, uncannily white in the paling moonlight. I +could still distinctly see that its upper windows were nailed shut with +boards--and yes, its lower ones, too. And yet, the moment I passed it, +I saw through one unclosed window on the northside light. Unreasonably I +shuddered. + +This house, too, became a much-looked-for landmark to me on my future +drives. I learned that it stood on the range line and called it the +“White Range Line House.” There hangs a story by this house. Maybe I +shall one day tell it... + +Beyond the great and awe-inspiring poplar-bluff the trail took a sharp +turn eastward. From the southwest another rut-road joined it at the +bend. I could only just make it out in the dark, for even moonlight was +fading fast now. The sudden, reverberating tramp of the horse’s feet +betrayed that I was crossing a culvert. I had been absorbed in getting +my bearings, and so it came as a surprise. It had not been mentioned in +the elaborate directions which I had received with regard to the road to +follow. For a moment, therefore, I thought I must be on the wrong trail. +But just then the dim view, which had been obstructed by copses and +thickets, cleared ahead in the last glimmer of the moon, and I made +out the back cliff of forest darkly looming in the north--that forest I +knew. Behind a narrow ribbon of bush the ground sloped down to the bed +of the creek--a creek that filled in spring and became a torrent, but +now was sluggish and slow where it ran at all. In places it consisted of +nothing but a line of muddy pools strung along the bottom +of its bed. In summer these were a favourite haunting place for +mosquito-and-fly-plagued cows. There the great beasts would lie down in +the mud and placidly cool their punctured skins. A few miles southwest +the creek petered out entirely in a bed of shaly gravel bordering on the +Big Marsh which I had skirted in my drive and a corner of which I was +crossing just now. + +The road was better here and spoke of more traffic. It was used to haul +cordwood in late winter and early spring to a town some ten or fifteen +miles to the southwest. So I felt sure again I was not lost but would +presently emerge on familiar territory. The horse seemed to know it, +too, for he raised his head and went at a better gait. + +A few minutes passed. There was hardly a sound from my vehicle. The +buggy was rubber-tired, and the horse selected a smooth ribbon of grass +to run on. But from the black forest wall there came the soughing of the +wind and the nocturnal rustle of things unknown. And suddenly there came +from close at hand a startling sound: a clarion call that tore the +veil lying over my mental vision: the sharp, repeated whistle of the +whip-poor-will. And with my mind’s eye I saw the dusky bird: shooting +slantways upward in its low flight which ends in a nearly perpendicular +slide down to within ten or twelve feet from the ground, the bird being +closely followed by a second one pursuing. In reality I did not see the +birds, but I heard the fast whir of their wings. + +Another bird I saw but did not hear. It was a small owl. The owl’s +flight is too silent, its wing is down-padded. You may hear its +beautiful call, but you will not hear its flight, even though it circle +right around your head in the dusk. This owl crossed my path not more +than an inch or two in front. It nearly grazed my forehead, so that I +blinked. Oh, how I felt reassured! I believe, tears welled in my eyes. +When I come to the home of frog and toad, of gartersnake and owl and +whip-poor-will, a great tenderness takes possession of me, and I should +like to shield and help them all and tell them not to be afraid of me; +but I rather think they know it anyway. + +The road swung north, and then east again; we skirted the woods; we came +to the bridge; it turned straight north; the horse fell into a walk. I +felt that henceforth I could rely on my sense of orientation to find +the road. It was pitch dark in the bush--the thin slice of the moon +had reached the horizon and followed the sun; no light struck into the +hollow which I had to thread after turning to the southeast for a while. +But as if to reassure me once more and still further of the absolute +friendliness of all creation for myself--at this very moment I saw high +overhead, on a dead branch of poplar, a snow white owl, a large one, +eighteen inches tall, sitting there in state, lord as he is of the realm +of night... + +Peter walked--though I did not see the road, the horse could not mistake +it. It lay at the bottom of a chasm of trees and bushes. I drew my cloak +somewhat closer around and settled back. This cordwood trail took us on +for half a mile, and then we came to a grade leading east. The grade +was rough; it was the first one of a network of grades which were being +built by the province, not primarily for the roads they afforded, but +for the sake of the ditches of a bold and much needed drainage-system. +To this very day these yellow grades of the pioneer country along the +lake lie like naked scars on Nature’s body: ugly raw, as if the bowels +were torn out of a beautiful bird and left to dry and rot on its +plumage. Age will mellow them down into harmony. + +Peter had walked for nearly half an hour. The ditch was north of the +grade. I had passed, without seeing it, a newly cut-out road to the +north which led to a lonesome schoolhouse in the bush. As always when +I passed or thought of it, I had wondered where through this +wilderness-tangle of bush and brush the children came from to fill +it--walking through winter-snows, through summer-muds, for two, +three, four miles or more to get their meagre share of the accumulated +knowledge of the world. And the teacher! Was it the money? Could it +be when there were plenty of schools in the thickly settled districts +waiting for them? I knew of one who had come to this very school in a +car and turned right back when she saw that she was expected to live as +a boarder on a comfortless homestead and walk quite a distance and +teach mostly foreign-born children. It had been the money with her! +Unfortunately it is not the woman--nor the man either, for that +matter--who drives around in a car, that will buckle down and do this +nation’s work! I also knew there were others like myself who think this +backwoods bushland God’s own earth and second only to Paradise--but few! +And these young girls that quake at their loneliness and yet go for a +pittance and fill a mission! But was not my wife of their very number? + +I started up. Peter was walking along. But here, somewhere, there led a +trail off the grade, down through the ditch, and to the northeast into +the bush which swallows it up and closes behind it. This trail needs +to be looked for even in daytime, and I was to find it at night! But by +this time starlight began to aid. Vega stood nearly straight overhead, +and Deneb and Altair, the great autumnal triangle in our skies. The +Bear, too, stood out boldly, and Cassiopeia opposite. + +I drew in and got out of the buggy; and walking up to the horse’s head, +got ahold of the bridle and led him, meanwhile scrutinizing the ground +over which I stepped. At that I came near missing the trail. It was just +a darkening of the ground, a suggestion of black on the brown of the +grade, at the point where poles and logs had been pulled across with the +logging chain. I sprang down into the ditch and climbed up beyond and +felt with my foot for the dent worn into the edge of the slope, to make +sure that I was where I should be. It was right, so I led the horse +across. At once he stood on three legs again, left hindleg drawn up, and +rested. + +“Well, Peter,” I said, “I suppose I have made it easy enough for you: +We have another twelve miles to make. You’ll have to get up.” But Peter +this time did not stir till I touched him a flick with my whip. + +The trail winds around, for it is a logging trail, leading up to the +best bluffs, which are ruthlessly cut down by the fuel-hunters. Only +dead and half decayed trees are spared. But still young boles spring up +in astonishing numbers. Aspen and Balm predominate, though there is some +ash and oak left here and there, with a conifer as the rarest treat for +the lover of trees. It is a pitiful thing to see a Nation’s heritage +go into the discard. In France or in England it would be tended as +something infinitely precious. The face of our country as yet shows the +youth of infancy, but we make it prematurely old. The settler who should +regard the trees as his greatest pride, to be cut into as sparingly as +is compatible with the exigencies of his struggle for life--he regards +them as a nuisance to be burned down by setting wholesale fires to them. +Already there is a scarcity of fuel-wood in these parts. + +Where the fires as yet have not penetrated too badly, the cutting, which +leaves only what is worthless, determines the impression the forest +makes. At night this impression is distinctly uncanny. Like gigantic +brooms, with their handles stuck into the ground, the dead wood stands +up; the underbrush crowds against it, so dense that it lies like huge +black cushions under the stars. The inner recesses form an almost +impenetrable mass of young boles of shivering aspen and scented balm. +This mass slopes down to thickets of alder, red dogwood, haw, highbush +cranberry, and honeysuckle, with wide beds of goldenrod or purple asters +shading off into the spangled meadows wherever the copses open up into +grassy glades. + +Through this bush, and skirting its meadows, I drove for an hour. There +was another fork in the trail, and again I had to get out and walk on +the side, to feel with my foot for the rut where it branched to the +north. And then, after a while, the landscape opened up, the brush +receded. At last I became conscious of a succession of posts to the +right, and a few minutes later I emerged on the second east-west grade. +Another mile to the east along this grade, and I should come to the +last, homeward stretch. + +Again I began to talk to the horse. “Only five miles now, Peter, and +then the night’s rest. A good drink, a good feed of oats and wild hay, +and the birds will waken you in the morning.” + +The northern lights leaped into the sky just as I turned from this +east-west grade, north again, across a high bridge, to the last road +that led home. To the right I saw a friendly light, and a dog’s barking +voice rang over from the still, distant farmstead. I knew the place. An +American settler with a French sounding name had squatted down there a +few years ago. + +The road I followed was, properly speaking, not a road at all, though +used for one. A deep master ditch had been cut from ten or twelve miles +north of here; it angled, for engineering reasons, so that I was going +northwest again. The ground removed from the ditch had been dumped along +its east side, and though it formed only a narrow, high, and steep dam, +rough with stones and overgrown with weeds, it was used by whoever had +to go north or south here. The next east-west grade which I was aiming +to reach, four miles north, was the second correction line that I had +to use, twenty-four miles distant from the first; and only a few hundred +yards from its corner I should be at home! + +At home! All my thoughts were bent on getting home now. Five or six +hours of driving will make the strongest back tired, I am told. Mine is +not of the strongest. This road lifted me above the things that I liked +to watch. Invariably, on all these drives, I was to lose interest here +unless the stars were particularly bright and brilliant. This night I +watched the lights, it is true: how they streamed across the sky, like +driving rain that is blown into wavy streaks by impetuous wind. And they +leaped and receded, and leaped and receded again. But while I watched, I +stretched my limbs and was bent on speed. There were a few particularly +bad spots in the road, where I could not do anything but walk the +horse. So, where the going was fair, I urged him to redoubled effort. I +remember how I reflected that the horse as yet did not know we were so +near home, this being his first trip out; and I also remember, that +my wife afterwards told me that she had heard me a long while before I +came--had heard me talking to the horse, urging him on and encouraging +him. + +Now I came to a slight bend in the road. Only half a mile! And sure +enough: there was the signal put out for me. A lamp in one of the +windows of the school--placed so that after I turned in on the yard, I +could not see it--it might have blinded my eye, and the going is rough +there with stumps and stones. I could not see the cottage, it stood +behind the school. But the school I saw clearly outlined against the +dark blue, star-spangled sky, for it stands on a high gravel ridge. And +in the most friendly and welcoming way it looked with its single eye +across at the nocturnal guest. + +I could not see the cottage, but I knew that my little girl lay sleeping +in her cosy bed, and that a young woman was sitting there in the dark, +her face glued to the windowpane, to be ready with a lantern which +burned in the kitchen whenever I might pull up between school and house. +And there, no doubt, she had been sitting for a long while already; and +there she was destined to sit during the winter that came, on +Friday nights--full often for many and many an hour--full often till +midnight--and sometimes longer... + + + + +TWO. Fog + +Peter took me north, alone, on six successive trips. We had rain, we had +snow, we had mud, and hard-frozen ground. It took us four, it took us +six, it took us on one occasion--after a heavy October snowfall--nearly +eleven hours to make the trip. That last adventure decided me. It was +unavoidable that I should buy a second horse. The roads were getting +too heavy for single driving over such a distance. This time I wanted a +horse that I could sell in the spring to a farmer for any kind of work +on the land. I looked around for a while. Then I found Dan. He was a +sorrel, with some Clyde blood in him. He looked a veritable skate of a +horse. You could lay your fingers between his ribs, and he played out +on the first trip I ever made with this newly-assembled, strange-looking +team. But when I look back at that winter, I cannot but say that again +I chose well. After I had fed him up, he did the work in a thoroughly +satisfactory manner, and he learnt to know the road far better than +Peter. Several times I should have been lost without his unerring road +sense. In the spring I sold him for exactly what I had paid; the farmer +who bought him has him to this very day [Footnote: Spring, 1919.] and +says he never had a better horse. + +I also had found that on moonless nights it was indispensable for me to +have lights along. Now maybe the reader has already noticed that I am +rather a thorough-going person. For a week I worked every day after four +at my buggy and finally had a blacksmith put on the finishing touches. +What I rigged up, was as follows: On the front springs I fastened with +clamps two upright iron supports; between them with thumbscrews the +searchlight of a wrecked steam tractor which I got for a “Thank-you” + from a junk-pile. Into the buggy box I laid a borrowed acetylene +gas tank, strapped down with two bands of galvanized tin. I made the +connection by a stout rubber tube, “guaranteed not to harden in the +severest weather.” To the side of the box I attached a short piece of +bandiron, bent at an angle, so that a bicycle lamp could be slipped over +it. Against the case that I should need a handlight, I carried besides +a so-called dashboard coal-oil lantern with me. With all lamps going, it +must have been a strange outfit to look at from a distance in the dark. + +I travelled by this time in fur coat and cap, and I carried a robe for +myself and blankets for the horses, for I now fed them on the road soon +after crossing the creek. + +Now on the second Friday of November there had been a smell of smoke in +the air from the early morning. The marsh up north was afire--as it had +been off and on for a matter of twenty-odd years. The fire consumes +on the surface everything that will burn; the ground cools down, a new +vegetation springs up, and nobody would suspect--as there is nothing to +indicate--that only a few feet below the heat lingers, ready to leap up +again if given the opportunity In this case I was told that a man had +started to dig a well on a newly filed claim, and that suddenly he found +himself wrapped about in smoke and flames. I cannot vouch for the truth +of this, but I can vouch for the fact that the smoke of the fire was +smelt for forty miles north and that in the afternoon a combination +of this smoke (probably furnishing “condensation nuclei”) and of the +moisture in the air, somewhere along or above the lake brought about +the densest fog I had ever seen on the prairies. How it spread, I shall +discuss later on. To give an idea of its density I will mention right +here that on the well travelled road between two important towns a man +abandoned his car during the early part of the night because he lost his +nerve when his lights could no longer penetrate the fog sufficiently to +reach the road. + +I was warned at noon. “You surely do not intend to go out to-night?” + remarked a lawyer-acquaintance to me at the dinner table in the hotel; +for by telephone from lake-points reports of the fog had already reached +the town. “I intend to leave word at the stable right now,” I replied, +“to have team and buggy in front of the school at four o’clock.” “Well,” + said the lawyer in getting up, “I would not; you’ll run into fog.” + +And into fog I did run. At this time of the year I had at best only a +little over an hour’s start in my race against darkness. I always drove +my horses hard now while daylight lasted; I demanded from them their +very best strength at the start. Then, till we reached the last clear +road over the dam, I spared them as much as I could. I had met up with a +few things in the dark by now, and I had learned, if a difficulty arose, +how much easier it is to cope with it even in failing twilight than by +the gleam of lantern or headlight; for the latter never illumine more +than a limited spot. + +So I had turned Bell’s corner by the time I hit the fog. I saw it in +front and to the right. It drew a slanting line across the road. There +it stood like a wall. Not a breath seemed to be stirring. The fog, +from a distance, appeared to rise like a cliff, quite smoothly, and it +blotted out the world beyond. When I approached it, I saw that its face +was not so smooth as it had appeared from half a mile back; nor was it +motionless. In fact, it was rolling south and west like a wave of great +viscosity. Though my senses failed to perceive the slightest breath of a +breeze, the fog was brewing and whirling, and huge spheres seemed to be +forming in it, and to roll forward, slowly, and sometimes to recede, as +if they had encountered an obstacle and rebounded clumsily. I had seen +a tidal wave, fifty or more feet high, sweep up the “bore” of a river +at the head of the Bay of Fundy. I was reminded of the sight; but here +everything seemed to proceed in a strangely, weirdly leisurely +way. There was none of that rush, of that hurry about this fog that +characterizes water. Besides there seemed to be no end to the wave +above; it reached up as far as your eye could see--now bulging in, now +out, but always advancing. It was not so slow however, as for the moment +I judged it to be; for I was later on told that it reached the town at +about six o’clock. And here I was, at five, six and a half miles from +its limits as the crow flies. + +I had hardly time to take in the details that I have described before I +was enveloped in the folds of the fog. I mean this quite literally, for +I am firmly convinced that an onlooker from behind would have seen the +grey masses fold in like a sheet when I drove against them. It must have +looked as if a driver were driving against a canvas moving in a slight +breeze--canvas light and loose enough to be held in place by the +resistance of the air so as to enclose him. Or maybe I should say +“veiling” instead of canvas--or something still lighter and airier. +Have you ever seen milk poured carefully down the side of a glass vessel +filled with water? Well, clear air and fog seemed to behave towards +each other pretty much the same way as milk in that case behaves towards +water. + +I am rather emphatic about this because I have made a study of just such +mists on a very much smaller scale. In that northern country where my +wife taught her school and where I was to live for nearly two years as +a convalescent, the hollows of the ground on clear cold summer nights, +when the mercury dipped down close to the freezing point, would +sometimes fill with a white mist of extraordinary density. Occasionally +this mist would go on forming in higher and higher layers by +condensation; mostly however, it seemed rather to come from below. +But always, when it was really dense, there was a definite plane of +demarcation. In fact, that was the criterion by which I recognised this +peculiar mist. Mostly there is, even in the north, a layer of lesser +density over the pools, gradually shading off into the clear air above. +Nothing of what I am going to describe can be observed in that case. + +One summer, when I was living not over two miles from the lakeshore, I +used to go down to these pools whenever they formed in the right way; +and when I approached them slowly and carefully, I could dip my hand +into the mist as into water, and I could feel the coolness of the +misty layers. It was not because my hand got moist, for it did not. No +evaporation was going on there, nor any condensation either. Nor did +noticeable bubbles form because there was no motion in the mass which +might have caused the infinitesimal droplets to collide and to coalesce +into something perceivable to my senses. + +Once, of a full-moon night, I spent an hour getting into a pool like +that, and when I looked down at my feet, I could not see them. But after +I had been standing in it for a while, ten minutes maybe, a clear space +had formed around my body, and I could see the ground. The heat of my +body helped the air to redissolve the mist into steam. And as I watched, +I noticed that a current was set up. The mist was continually flowing +in towards my feet and legs where the body-heat was least. And where +evaporation proceeded fastest, that is at the height of my waist, little +wisps of mist would detach themselves from the side of the funnel of +clear air in which I stood, and they would, in a slow, graceful motion, +accelerated somewhat towards the last, describe a downward and inward +curve towards the lower part of my body before they dissolved. I thought +of that elusive and yet clearly defined layer of mist that forms in +the plane of contact between the cold air flowing from Mammoth Cave +in Kentucky and the ambient air of a sultry summer day. [Footnote: See +Burroughs’ wonderful description of this phenomenon in “Riverby.”] + +On another of the rare occasions when the mists had formed in the +necessary density I went out again, put a stone in my pocket and took a +dog along. I approached a shallow mist pool with the greatest caution. +The dog crouched low, apparently thinking that I was stalking some game. +Then, when I had arrived within about ten or fifteen yards from the edge +of the pool, I took the stone from my pocket, showed it to the dog, and +threw it across the pool as fast and as far as I could. The dog dashed +in and tore through the sheet. Where the impact of his body came, the +mist bulged in, then broke. For a while there were two sheets, separated +by a more or less clearly defined, vertical layer of transparency +or maybe blackness rather. The two sheets were in violent commotion, +approaching, impinging upon each other, swinging back again to complete +separation, and so on. But the violence of the motion consisted by +no means in speed: it suggested a very much retarded rolling off of a +motion picture reel. There was at first an element of disillusion in the +impression. I felt tempted to shout and to spur the mist into greater +activity. On the surface, to both sides of the tear, waves ran out, and +at the edges of the pool they rose in that same leisurely, stately +way which struck me as one of the most characteristic features of that +November mist; and at last it seemed as if they reared and reached up, +very slowly as a dying man may stand up once more before he falls. And +only after an interval that seemed unconscionably long to me the whole +pool settled back to comparative smoothness, though without its definite +plane of demarcation now. Strange to say, the dog had actually started +something, a rabbit maybe or a jumping deer, and did not return. + +When fogs spread, as a rule they do so in air already saturated with +moisture. What really spreads, is the cold air which by mixing with, +and thereby cooling, the warmer, moisture-laden atmosphere causes +the condensation. That is why our fall mists mostly are formed in an +exceedingly slight but still noticeable breeze. But in the case of these +northern mist pools, whenever the conditions are favourable for their +formation, the moisture of the upper air seems to be pretty well +condensed as dew It is only in the hollows of the ground that it remains +suspended in this curious way. I cannot, so far, say whether it is due +to the fact that where radiation is largely thrown back upon the walls +of the hollow, the fall in temperature at first is very much slower +than in the open, thus enabling the moisture to remain in suspension; or +whether the hollows serve as collecting reservoirs for the cold air +from the surrounding territory--the air carrying the already condensed +moisture with it; or whether, lastly, it is simply due to a greater +saturation of the atmosphere in these cavities, consequent upon the +greater approach of their bottom to the level of the ground water. I +have seen a “waterfall” of this mist overflow from a dent in the edge of +ground that contained a pool. That seems to argue for an origin similar +to that of a spring; as if strongly moisture-laden air welled up from +underground, condensing its steam as it got chilled. It is these strange +phenomena that are familiar, too, in the northern plains of Europe which +must have given rise to the belief in elves and other weird creations of +the brain--“the earth has bubbles as the water has”--not half as weird, +though, as some realities are in the land which I love. + +Now this great, memorable fog of that November Friday shared the nature +of the mist pools of the north in as much as to a certain extent it +refused to mingle with the drier and slightly warmer air into which it +travelled. It was different from them in as much as it fairly dripped +and oozed with a very palpable wetness. Just how it displaced the air in +its path, is something which I cannot with certainty say. Was it formed +as a low layer somewhere over the lake and slowly pushed along by a +gentle, imperceptible, fan-shaped current of air? Fan-shaped, I say; +for, as we shall see, it travelled simultaneously south and north; and +I must infer that in exactly the same way it travelled west. Or was it +formed originally like a tremendous column which flattened out by and +by, through its own greater gravity slowly displacing the lighter air in +the lower strata? I do not know, but I am inclined to accept the latter +explanation. I do know that it travelled at the rate of about six miles +an hour; and its coming was observed somewhat in detail by two other +observers besides myself--two people who lived twenty-five miles apart, +one to the north, one to the south of where I hit it. Neither one was as +much interested in things meteorological as I am, but both were struck +by the unusual density of the fog, and while one saw it coming from the +north, the other one saw it approaching from the south. + +I have no doubt that at last it began to mingle with the clearer air and +to thin out; in fact, I have good testimony to that effect. And early +next morning it was blown by a wind like an ordinary fog-cloud all over +Portage Plains. + +I also know that further north, at my home, for instance, it had the +smell of the smoke which could not have proceeded from anywhere but the +marsh; and the marsh lay to the south of it. That seemed to prove that +actually the mist was spreading from a common centre in at least two +directions. These points, which I gathered later, strongly confirmed my +own observations, which will be set down further on. It must, then, +have been formed as a layer of a very considerable height, to be able to +spread over so many square miles. + +As I said, I was reminded of those mist pools in the north when I +approached the cliff of the fog, especially of that “waterfall” of mist +of which I spoke. But besides the difference in composition--the fog, +as we shall see, was not homogeneous, this being the cause of its +wetness--there was another important point of distinction. For, while +the mist of the pools is of the whitest white, this fog showed from the +outside and in the mass--the single wreaths seemed white enough--rather +the colour of that “wet, unbleached linen” of which Burroughs speaks in +connection with rain-clouds. + +Now, as soon as I was well engulfed in the fog, I had a few surprises. +I could no longer see the road ahead; I could not see the fence along +which I had been driving; I saw the horses’ rumps, but I did not see +their heads. I bent forward over the dashboard: I could not even see +the ground below It was a series of negatives. I stopped the horses. I +listened--then looked at my watch. The stillness of the grave enveloped +me. It was a little past five o’clock. The silence was oppressive--the +misty impenetrability of the atmosphere was appalling. I do not say +“darkness,” for as yet it was not really dark. I could still see the +dial of my watch clearly enough to read the time. But darkness was +falling fast--“falling,” for it seemed to come from above: mostly it +rises--from out of the shadows under the trees--advancing, fighting back +the powers of light above. + +One of the horses, I think it was Peter, coughed. It was plain they felt +chilly. I thought of my lights and started with stiffening fingers +to fumble at the valves of my gas tank. When reaching into my trouser +pockets for matches, I was struck with the astonishing degree to which +my furs had been soaked in these few minutes. As for wetness, the fog +was like a sponge. At last, kneeling in the buggy box, I got things +ready. I smelt the gas escaping from the burner of my bicycle lantern +and heard it hissing in the headlight. The problem arose of how to light +a match. I tried various places--without success. Even the seat of my +trousers proved disappointing. I got a sizzling and sputtering flame, it +is true, but it went out before I could apply it to the gas. The water +began to drip from the backs of my hands. It was no rain because it did +not fall. It merely floated along; but the droplets, though smaller, +were infinitely more numerous than in a rain--there were more of them +in a given space. At last I lifted the seat cushion under which I had a +tool box filled with ropes, leather straps and all manner of things that +I might ever be in need of during my nights in the open. There I found +a dry spot where to strike the needed match. I got the bicycle lantern +started. It burned quite well, and I rather admired it: unreasoningly +I seemed to have expected that it would not burn in so strange an +atmosphere. So I carefully rolled a sheet of letter paper into a fairly +tight roll, working with my back to the fog and under the shelter of my +big raccoon coat. I took a flame from the bicycle light and sheltered +and nursed it along till I thought it would stand the drizzle. Then I +turned and thrust the improvised torch into the bulky reflector case of +the searchlight. The result was startling. A flame eighteen inches high +leaped up with a crackling and hissing sound. + +The horses bolted, and the buggy jumped. I was lucky, for inertia +carried me right back on the seat, and as soon as I had the lines in +my hands again, I felt that the horses did not really mean it. I do not +think we had gone more than two or three hundred yards before the team +was under control. I stopped and adjusted the overturned valves. When +I succeeded, I found to my disappointment that the heat of that first +flame had partly spoiled the reflector. Still, my range of vision now +extended to the belly-band in the horses’ harness. The light that used +to show me the road for about fifty feet in front of the horses’ heads +gave a short truncated cone of great luminosity, which was interesting +and looked reassuring; but it failed to reach the ground, for it was so +adjusted that the focus of the converging light rays lay ahead and not +below. Before, therefore, the point of greatest luminosity was reached, +the light was completely absorbed by the fog. + +I got out of the buggy, went to the horses’ heads and patted their noses +which were dripping with wetness. But now that I faced the headlight, +I could see it though I had failed to see the horses’ heads when seated +behind it. This, too, was quite reassuring, for it meant that the horses +probably could see the ground even though I did not. + +But where was I? I soon found out that we had shot off the trail. And to +which side? I looked at my watch again. Already the incident had cost me +half an hour. It was really dark by now, even outside the fog, for there +was no moon. I tried out how far I could get away from the buggy without +losing sight of the light. It was only a very few steps, not more than a +dozen. I tried to visualize where I had been when I struck the fog. And +fortunately my habit of observing the smallest details, even, if only +subconsciously, helped me out. I concluded that the horses had bolted +straight ahead, thus missing an s-shaped curve to the right. + +At this moment I heard Peter paw the ground impatiently; so I quickly +returned to the horses, for I did not relish the idea of being left +alone. There was an air of impatience and nervousness about both of +them. + +I took my bicycle lantern and reached for the lines. Then, standing +clear of the buggy, I turned the horses at right angles, to the north, +as I imagined it to be. When we started, I walked alongside the team +through dripping underbrush and held the lantern with my free hand close +down to the ground. + +Two or three times I stopped during the next half hour, trying, since we +still did not strike the trail, to reason out a different course. I was +now wet through and through up to my knees; and I had repeatedly run +into willow-clumps, which did not tend to make me any drier either. At +last I became convinced that in bolting the horses must have swerved +a little to the south, so that in starting up again we had struck a +tangent to the big bend north, just beyond Bell’s farm. If that was +the case, we should have to make another turn to the right in order to +strike the road again, for at best we were then simply going parallel +to it. The trouble was that I had nothing to tell me the directions, not +even a tree the bark or moss of which might have vouchsafed information. +Suddenly I had an inspiration. Yes, the fog was coming from the +northeast! So, by observing the drift of the droplets I could find at +least an approximate meridian line. I went to the headlight, and an +observation immediately confirmed my conjecture. I was now convinced +that I was on that wild land where two months ago I had watched the +goldfinches disporting themselves in the evening sun. But so as not to +turn back to the south, I struck out at an angle of only about sixty +degrees to my former direction. I tried not to swerve, which involved +rough going, and I had many a stumble. Thus I walked for another half +hour or thereabout. + +Then, certainly! This was the road! The horses turned into it of their +own accord. That was the most reassuring thing of all. There was one +strange doubt left. Somehow I was not absolutely clear about it whether +north might not after all be behind. I stopped. Even a new observation +of the fog did not remove the last vestige of a doubt. I had to take a +chance, some landmark might help after a while. + +I believe in getting ready before I start. So I took my coal-oil +lantern, lighted and suspended it under the rear springs of the buggy +in such a way that it would throw its light back on the road. Having the +light away down, I expected to be able to see at least whether I was +on a road or not. In this I was only partly successful; for on the +rut-trails nothing showed except the blades of grass and the tops of +weeds; while on the grades where indeed I could make out the ground, I +did not need a light, for, as I found out, I could more confidently rely +on my ear. + +I got back to my seat and proceeded to make myself as comfortable as +I could. I took off my shoes and socks keeping well under the +robe--extracted a pair of heavy woollens from my suitcase under the +seat, rubbed my feet dry and then wrapped up, without putting my shoes +on again, as carefully and scientifically as only a man who has had +pneumonia and is a chronic sufferer from pleuritis knows how to do. + +At last I proceeded. After listening again with great care for any sound +I touched the horses with my whip, and they fell into a quiet trot. It +was nearly seven now, and I had probably not yet made eight miles. We +swung along. If I was right in my calculations and the horses kept +to the road, I should strike the “twelve-mile bridge” in about +three-quarters of an hour. That was the bridge leading through the +cottonwood gate to the grade past the “hovel.” I kept the watch in the +mitt of my left hand. + +Not for a moment did it occur to me to turn back. Way up north there was +a young woman preparing supper for me. The fog might not be there--she +would expect me--I could not disappoint her. And then there was the +little girl, who usually would wake up and in her “nightie” come out of +bed and sleepily smile at me and climb on to my knee and nod off again. +I thought of them, to be sure, of the hours and hours in wait for them, +and a great tenderness came over me, and gratitude for the belated home +they gave an aging man... + +And slowly my mind reverted to the things at hand. And this is what was +the most striking feature about them: I was shut in, closed off from +the world around. Apart from that cone of visibility in front of the +headlight, and another much smaller one from the bicycle lamp, there was +not a thing I could see. If the road was the right one, I was passing +now through some square miles of wild land. Right and left there were +poplar thickets, and ahead there was that line of stately cottonwoods. +But no suggestion of a landmark--nothing except a cone of light which +was filled with fog and cut into on both sides by two steaming and +rhythmically moving horseflanks. It was like a very small room, this +space of light--the buggy itself, in darkness, forming an alcove to it, +in which my hand knew every well-appointed detail. Gradually, while +I was warming up, a sense of infinite comfort came, and with it the +enjoyment of the elvish aspect. + +I began to watch the fog. By bending over towards the dashboard and +looking into the soon arrested glare I could make out the component +parts of the fog. It was like the mixture of two immiscible +liquids--oil, for instance, shaken up with water. A fine, impalpable, +yet very dense mist formed the ground mass. But in it there floated +myriads of droplets, like the droplets of oil in water. These droplets +would sometimes sparkle in a mild, unobtrusive way as they were nearing +the light; and then they would dash against the pane and keep it +dripping, dripping down. + +I leaned back again; and I watched the whole of the light-cone. Snow +white wisps would float and whirl through it in graceful curves, stirred +into motion by the horses’ trot. Or a wreath of it would start to dance, +as if gently pulled or plucked at from above; and it would revolve, +faster towards the end, and fade again into the shadows behind. I +thought of a summer in Norrland, in Sweden, in the stone-and-birch waste +which forms the timberline, where I had also encountered the mist pools. +And a trip down a stream in the borderland of the Finns came back with +great vividness into my mind. That trip had been made in a fog like +this; only it had been begun in the early morning, and the whole mass +of the mist had been suffused with the whitest of lights. But strange +to say, what stood out most strikingly in the fleeting memory of the +voyage, was the weird and mocking laughter of the magpies all along the +banks. The Finnish woods seemed alive with that mocking laughter, and +it truly belongs to the land of the mists. For a moment I thought +that something after all was missing here on the prairies. But then I +reflected again that this silence of the grave was still more perfect, +still more uncanny and ghostly, because it left the imagination entirely +free, without limiting it by even as much as a suggestion. + +No wonder, I thought, that the Northerners in their land of heath and +bog were the poets of elves and goblins and of the fear of ghosts. +Shrouds were these fogs, hanging and waving and floating shrouds! +Mocking spirits were plucking at them and setting them into their gentle +motions. Gleams of light, that dance over the bog, lured you in, and +once caught in these veils after veils of mystery, madness would seize +you, and you would wildly dash here and there in a vain attempt at +regaining your freedom; and when, exhausted at last, you broke down and +huddled together on the ground, the werwolf would come, ghostly himself, +and huge and airy and weird, his body woven of mist, and in the fog’s +stately and leisurely way he would kneel down on your chest, +slowly crushing you beneath his exceeding weight; and bending and +straightening, bending and stretching, slowly--slowly down came his head +to your throat; and then he would lie and not stir until morning and +suck; and after few or many days people would find you, dead in the +woods--a victim of fog and mist... + +A rumbling sound made me sit up at last. We were crossing over the +“twelve-mile bridge.” In spite of my dreaming I was keeping my eyes on +the look-out for any sign of a landmark, but this was the only one I +had known so far, and it came through the ear, not the eye. I promptly +looked back and up, to where the cottonwoods must be; but no sign of +high, weeping trees, no rustling of fall-dry leaves, not even a deeper +black in the black betrayed their presence. Well, never before had I +failed to see some light, to hear some sound around the house of the +“moneyed” type or those of the “half way farms.” Surely, somehow I +should be aware of their presence when I got there! Some sign, some +landmark would tell me how far I had gone!... The horses were trotting +along, steaming, through the brewing fog. I had become all ear. Even +though my buggy was silent and though the road was coated with a thin +film of soft clay-mud, I could distinctly hear by the muffled thud of +the horses’ hoofs on the ground that they were running over a grade. +That confirmed my bearings. I had no longer a moment’s doubt or anxiety +over my drive. + +The grade was left behind, the rut-road started again, was passed +and outrun. So now I was close to the three-farm cluster. I listened +intently for the horses’ thump. Yes, there was that muffled hoof-beat +again--I was on the last grade that led to the angling road across the +corner of the marsh. + +Truly, this was very much like lying down in the sleeping-car of an +overland train. You recline and act as if nothing unusual were going on; +and meanwhile a force that has something irresistible about it and is +indeed largely beyond your control, wafts you over mile after mile of +fabled distance; now and then the rumble of car on rail will stop, the +quiet awakens you, lights flash their piercing darts, a voice calls out; +it is a well known stop on your journey and then the rumbling resumes, +you doze again, to be awakened again, and so on. And when you get up +in the morning--there she lies, the goal of your dreams-the resplendent +city... + +My goal was my “home,” and mildly startling, at least one such +mid-nightly awakening came. I had kept peering about for a landmark, +a light. Somewhere here in those farmhouses which I saw with my mind’s +eye, people were sitting around their fireside, chatting or reading. +Lamps shed their homely light; roof and wall kept the fog-spook securely +out: nothing as comfortable then as to listen to stories of being lost +on the marsh, or to tell them... But between those people and myself +the curtain had fallen--no sign of their presence, no faintest gleam +of their light and warmth! They did not know of the stranger passing +outside, his whole being a-yearn with the desire for wife and child. +I listened intently--no sound of man or beast, no soughing of wind in +stems or rustling of the very last leaves that were now fast falling... +And then the startling neighing of Dan, my horse! This was the third +trip he made with me, and I might have known and expected it, but it +always came as a surprise. Whenever we passed that second farm, he +stopped and raising his head, with a sideways motion, neighed a loud and +piercing call. And now he had stopped and done it again. He knew where +we were. I lowered my whip and patted his rump. How did he know? And why +did he do it? Was there a horse on this farmstead which he had known in +former life? Or was it a man? Or did he merely feel that it was about +time to put in for the night? I enquired later on, but failed to +discover any reason for his behaviour. + +Now came that angling road past the “White Range Line House.” I relied +on the horses entirely. This “Range Line House” was inhabited now--a +settler was putting in winter-residence so he might not lose his claim. +He had taken down the clapboards that closed the windows, and always had +I so far seen a light in the house. + +It seemed to me that in this corner of the marsh the fog was less dense +than it had been farther south, and the horses, once started, were +swinging along though in a leisurely way, yet without hesitation. +Another half hour passed. Once, at a bend in the trail, the rays from +the powerful tractor searchlight, sweeping sideways past the horses, +struck a wetly glistening, greyish stone to the right of the road. I +knew that stone. Yes, surely the fog must be thinning, or I could not +have seen it. I could now also dimly make out the horses’ heads, as they +nodded up and down... + +And then, like a phantom, way up in the mist, I made out a blacker black +in the black--the majestic poplars north of the “Range Line House.” Not +that I could really see them or pick out the slightest detail--no! But +it seemed to my searching eyes as if there was a quiet pool in the slow +flow of the fog--as the water in a slow flowing stream will come to rest +when it strikes the stems of a willow submerged at its margin. I was +trying even at the time to decide how much of what I seemed to divine +rather than to perceive was imagination and how much reality. And I was +just about ready to contend that I also saw to the north something like +the faintest possible suggestion of an eddy, such as would form in the +flowing water below a pillar or a rock--when I was rudely shaken up and +jolted. + +Trap, trap, I heard the horses’ feet on the culvert. Crash! And Peter +went stumbling down. Then a violent lurch of the buggy, I holding +on--Peter rallied, and then, before I had time to get a firmer grasp +on the lines, both horses bolted again. It took me some time to realize +what had happened. It was the culvert, of course; it had broken down, +and lucky I was that the ditch underneath was shallow. Only much later, +when reflecting upon the incident, did I see that this accident was +really the best verification of what I was nearly inclined to regard as +the product of my imagination. The trees must indeed have stood where I +had seemed to see that quiet reach in the fog and that eddy... + +We tore along. I spoke to the horses and quietly and evenly pulled at +the lines. I think it must have been several minutes before I had +them under control again. And then--in this night of weird things--the +weirdest sight of them all showed ahead. + +I was just beginning to wonder, whether after all we had not lost the +road again, when the faintest of all faint glimmers began to define +itself somewhere in front. And... was I right? Yes, a small, thin voice +came out of the fog that incessantly floated into my cone of light and +was left behind in eddies. What did it mean?... + +The glimmer was now defining itself more clearly. Somewhere, not very +far ahead and slightly to the left, a globe of the faintest iridescent +luminosity seemed suspended in the brewing and waving mist. The horses +turned at right angles on to the bridge, the glimmer swinging round to +the other side of the buggy. Their hoofs struck wood, and both beasts +snorted and stopped. + +In a flash a thought came. I had just broken through a culvert--the +bridge, too, must have broken down, and somebody had put a light there +to warn the chance traveller who might stray along on a night like this! +I was on the point of getting out of my wraps, when a thinner wave in +the mist permitted me to see the flames of three lanterns hung to the +side-rails of the bridge. And that very moment a thin, piping voice came +out of the darkness beyond. “Daddy, is that you?” I did not know the +child’s voice, but I sang out as cheerily as I could. “I am a daddy all +right, but I am afraid, not yours. Is the bridge broken down, sonny? +Anything wrong?” “No, Sir,” the answer came, “nothing wrong.” So I +pulled up to the lanterns, and there I saw, dimly enough, God wot, a +small, ten-year old boy standing and shivering by the signal which +he had rigged up. He was barefooted and bareheaded, in shirt and torn +knee-trousers. I pointed to the lanterns with my whip. “What’s the +meaning of this, my boy?” I asked in as friendly a voice as I could +muster. “Daddy went to town this morning,” he said rather haltingly, +“and he must have got caught in the fog. We were afraid he might not +find the bridge.” “Well, cheer up, son,” I said, “he is not the only +one as you see; his horses will know the road. Where did he go?” The boy +named the town--it was to the west, not half the distance away that I +had come. “Don’t worry,” I said; “I don’t think he has started out at +all. The fog caught me about sixteen miles south of here. It’s nine +o’clock now If he had started before the fog got there, he would be here +by now.” I sat and thought for a moment. Should I say anything about +the broken culvert? “Which way would your daddy come, along the creek or +across the marsh?” “Along the creek.” All right then, no use in saying +anything further. “Well, as I said,” I sang out and clicked my tongue +to the horses, “don’t worry; better go home; he will come to-morrow” + “I guess so,” replied the boy the moment I lost sight of him and the +lanterns. + +I made the turn to the southeast and walked my horses. Here, where the +trail wound along through the chasm of the bush, the light from my cone +would, over the horses’ backs, strike twigs and leaves now and then. +Everything seemed to drip and to weep. All nature was weeping I walked +the horses for ten minutes more. Then I stopped. It must have been just +at the point where the grade began; but I do not know for sure. + +I fumbled a long while for my shoes; but at last I found them and put +them on over my dry woollens. When I had shaken myself out of my robes, +I jumped to the ground. There was, here, too, a film of mud on top, but +otherwise the road was firm enough. I quickly threw the blankets over +the horses’ backs, dropped the traces, took the bits out of their +mouths, and slipped the feed-bags over their heads. I looked at my +watch, for it was my custom to let them eat for just ten minutes, then +to hook them up again and walk them for another ten before trotting. I +had found that that refreshed them enough to make the remainder of the +trip in excellent shape. + +While I was waiting, I stood between the wheels of the buggy, leaning +against the box and staring into the light. It was with something akin +to a start that I realized the direction from which the fog rolled by: +it came from the south! I had, of course, seen that already, but it had +so far not entered my consciousness as a definite observation. It was +this fact that later set me to thinking about the origin of the fog +along the lines which I have indicated above. Again I marvelled at the +density of the mist which somehow seemed greater while we were standing +than while we were driving. I had repeatedly been in the clouds, on +mountainsides, but they seemed light and thin as compared with this. +Finland, Northern Sweden, Canada--no other country which I knew had +anything resembling it. The famous London fogs are different altogether. +These mists, like the mist pools, need the swamp as their mother, I +suppose, and the ice-cool summer night for their nurse... + +The time was up. I quickly did what had to be done, and five minutes +later we were on the road again. I watched the horses for a while, and +suddenly I thought once more of that fleeting impression of an eddy in +the lee of the poplar bluff at the “White Range Line House.” It was on +the north side of the trees, if it was there at all! The significance of +the fact had escaped me at the time. It again confirmed my observation +of the flow of the fog in both directions. It came from a common centre. +And still there was no breath of air. I had no doubt any longer; it +was not the air that pushed the fog; the floating bubbles, the +infinitesimally small ones as well as those that were quite perceptible, +simply displaced the lighter atmosphere. I wondered what kept these +bubbles apart. Some repellent force with which they were charged? +Something, at any rate, must be preventing them from coalescing into +rain. Maybe it was merely the perfect evenness of their flow, for they +gathered thickly enough on the twigs and the few dried leaves, on any +obstacles in their way. And again I thought of the fact that the mist +had seemed thinner when I came out on the marsh. This double flow +explained it, of course. There were denser and less dense waves in +it: like veils hung up one behind the other. So long as I went in a +direction opposite to its flow, I had to look through sheet after sheet +of the denser waves. Later I could every now and then look along a plane +of lesser density... + +It was Dan who found the turn off the grade into the bushy glades. I +could see distinctly how he pushed Peter over. Here, where again the +road was winding, and where the light, therefore, once more frequently +struck the twigs and boughs, as they floated into my cone of luminosity, +to disappear again behind, a new impression thrust itself upon me. I +call it an impression, not an observation. It is very hard to say, what +was reality, what fancy on a night like that. In spite of its air of +unreality, of improbability even, it has stayed with me as one of my +strongest visions. I nearly hesitate to put it in writing. + +These boughs and twigs were like fingers held into a stream that carried +loose algae, arresting them in their gliding motion. Or again, those +wisps of mist were like gossamers as they floated along, and they would +bend and fold over on the boughs before they tore; and where they broke, +they seemed like comets to trail a thinner tail of themselves behind. +There was tenacity in them, a certain consistency which made them appear +as if woven of different things from air and mere moisture. I have +often doubted my memory here, and yet I have my very definite notes, and +besides there is the picture in my mind. In spite of my own uncertainty +I can assure you, that this is only one quarter a poem woven of +impressions; the other three quarters are reality. But, while I am +trying to set down facts, I am also trying to render moods and images +begot by them... + +We went on for an hour, and it lengthened out into two. No twigs and +boughs any longer, at last. But where I was, I knew not. Much as I +listened, I could not make out any difference in the tramp of the horses +now I looked down over the back of my buggy seat, and I seemed to see +the yellow or brownish clay of a grade. I went on rather thoughtlessly. +Then, about eleven o’clock, I noticed that the road was rough. I had +long since, as I said, given myself over to the horses. But now I grew +nervous. No doubt, unless we had entirely strayed from our road, we were +by this time riding the last dam; for no other trail over which we +went was quite so rough. But then I should have heard the rumble on the +bridge, and I felt convinced that I had not. It shows to what an extent +a man may be hypnotised into insensibility by a constant sameness of +view, that I was mistaken. If we were on the dam and missed the turn at +the end of it, on to the correction line, we should infallibly go down +from the grade, on to muskeg ground, for there was a gap in the dam. At +that place I had seen a horse disappear, and many a cow had ended there +in the deadly struggle against the downward suck of the swamp... + +I pulled the horses back to a walk, and we went on for another half +hour. I was by this time sitting on the left hand side of the side, +bicycle lantern in my left hand, and bending over as far as I could to +the left, trying, with arm outstretched, to reach the ground with my +light. The lantern at the back of the buggy was useless for this. Here +and there the drop-laden, glistening tops of the taller grasses and +weeds would float into this auxiliary cone of light--but that was all. + +Then no weeds appeared any longer, so I must be on the last half-mile of +the dam, the only piece of it that was bare and caution extreme was the +word. I made up my mind to go on riding for another five minutes and +timed myself, for there was hardly enough room for a team and a walking +man besides. When the time was up, I pulled in and got out. I took +the lines short, laid my right hand on Peter’s back and proceeded. The +bicycle lantern was hanging down from my left and showed plainly the +clayey gravel of the dam. And so I walked on for maybe ten minutes. + +Suddenly I became again aware of a glimmer to the left, and the very +next moment a lantern shot out of the mist, held high by an arm wrapped +in white. A shivering woman, tall, young, with gleaming eyes, dressed +in a linen house dress, an apron flung over breast and shoulders, gasped +out two words, “You came!” “Have you been standing here and waiting?” I +asked. “No, no! I just could not bear it any longer. Something told me. +He’s at the culvert now, and if I do not run, he will go down into the +swamp!” There was something of a catch in the voice. I did not reply I +swung the horses around and crossed the culvert that bridges the master +ditch. + +And while we were walking up to the yard--had my drive been anything +brave--anything at all deserving of the slightest reward--had it not in +itself been a thing of beauty, not to be missed by selfish me--surely, +the touch of that arm, as we went, would have been more than enough to +reward even the most chivalrous deeds of yore. + + + + +THREE. Dawn and Diamonds + +Two days before Christmas the ground was still bare. I had a splendid +new cutter with a top and side curtains; a heavy outfit, but one that +would stand up, I believed, under any road conditions. I was anxious to +use it, too, for I intended to spend a two weeks’ holiday up north with +my family. I was afraid, if I used the buggy, I might find it impossible +to get back to town, seeing that the first heavy winter storms usually +set in about the turn of the year. + +School had closed at noon. I intended to set out next morning at as +early an hour as I could. I do not know what gave me my confidence, but +I firmly expected to find snow on the ground by that time. I am rather +a student of the weather. I worked till late at night getting my cutter +ready. I had to adjust my buggy pole and to stow away a great number of +parcels. The latter contained the first real doll for my little girl, +two or three picture books, a hand sleigh, Pip--a little stuffed dog of +the silkiest fluffiness--and as many more trifles for wife and child as +my Christmas allowance permitted me to buy. It was the first time in the +five years of my married life that, thanks to my wife’s co-operation in +earning money, there was any Christmas allowance to spend; and since I +am writing this chiefly for her and the little girl’s future reading, +I want to set it down here, too, that it was thanks to this very same +co-operation that I had been able to buy the horses and the driving +outfit which I needed badly, for the poor state of my health forbade +more rigorous exercise. I have already said, I think, that I am +essentially an outdoor creature; and for several years the fact that I +had been forced to look at the out-of-doors from the window of a town +house only, had been eating away at my vitality. Those drives took +decades off my age, and in spite of incurable illness my few friends say +that I look once more like a young man. + +Besides my Christmas parcels I had to take oats along, enough to feed +the horses for two weeks. And I was, as I said, engaged that evening in +stowing everything away, when about nine o’clock one of the physicians +of the town came into the stable. He had had a call into the country, I +believe, and came to order a team. When he saw me working in the shed, +he stepped up and said, “You’ll kill your horses.” “Meaning?” I queried. +“I see you are getting your cutter ready,” he replied. “If I were you, I +should stick to the wheels.” I laughed. “I might not be able to get back +to work.” “Oh yes,” he scoffed, “it won’t snow up before the end of +next month. We figure on keeping the cars going for a little while yet.” + Again I laughed. “I hope not,” I said, which may not have sounded very +gracious. + +At ten o’clock every bolt had been tightened, the horses’ harness and +their feed were ready against the morning, and everything looked good to +me. + +I was going to have the first real Christmas again in twenty-five years, +with a real Christmas tree, and with wife and child, and even though +it was a poor man’s Christmas, I refused to let anything darken my +Christmas spirit or dull the keen edge of my enjoyment. Before going +out, I stepped into the office of the stable, slipped a half-dollar into +the hostler’s palm and asked him once more to be sure to have the horses +fed at half-past five in the morning. + +Then I left. A slight haze filled the air, not heavy enough to blot out +the stars; but sufficient to promise hoarfrost at least. Somehow there +was no reason to despair as yet of Christmas weather. + +I went home and to bed and slept about as soundly as I could wish. When +the alarm of my clock went off at five in the morning, I jumped out of +bed and hurried down to shake the fire into activity. As soon as I had +started something of a blaze, I went to the window and looked out. It +was pitch dark, of course, the moon being down by this time, but it +seemed to me that there was snow on the ground. I lighted a lamp and +held it to the window; and sure enough, its rays fell on white upon +white on shrubs and fence posts and window ledge. I laughed and +instantly was in a glow of impatience to be off. + +At half past five, when the coffee water was in the kettle and on the +stove, I hurried over to the stable across the bridge. The snow was +three inches deep, enough to make the going easy for the horses. The +slight haze persisted, and I saw no stars. At the stable I found, of +course, that the horses had not been fed; so I gave them oats and +hay and went to call the hostler. When after much knocking at last +he responded to my impatience, he wore a guilty look on his face but +assured me that he was just getting up to feed my team. “Never mind +about feeding,” I said “I’ve done that. But have them harnessed and +hitched up by a quarter past six. I’ll water them on the road.” They +never drank their fill before nine o’clock. And I hurried home to get my +breakfast... + +“Merry Christmas!” the hostler called after me; and I shouted back over +my shoulder, “The same to you.” The horses were going under the merry +jingle of the bells which they carried for the first time this winter. + +I rarely could hold them down to a walk or a trot now, since the +cold weather had set in; and mostly, before they even had cleared the +slide-doors, they were in a gallop. Peter had changed his nature since +he had a mate. By feeding and breeding he was so much Dan’s superior in +vitality that, into whatever mischief the two got themselves, he was +the leader. For all times the picture, seen by the light of a lantern, +stands out in my mind how he bit at Dan, wilfully, urging him playfully +on, when we swung out into the crisp, dark, hazy morning air. Dan being +nothing loth and always keen at the start, we shot across the bridge. + +It was hard now, mostly, to hitch them up. They would leap and rear +with impatience when taken into the open before they were hooked to the +vehicle. They were being very well fed, and though once a week they had +the hardest of work, for the rest of the time they had never more than +enough to limber them up, for on schooldays I used to take them out for +a spin of three or four miles only, after four. At home, when I left, my +wife and I would get them ready in the stable; then I took them out and +lined them up in front of the buggy. My wife quickly took the lines: I +hooked the traces up, jumped in, grabbed for the lines and waved my last +farewell from the road afar off. Even at that they got away from us +once or twice and came very near upsetting and wrecking the buggy; but +nothing serious ever happened during the winter. I had to have horses +like that, for I needed their speed and their staying power, as the +reader will see if he cares to follow me very much farther. + +We flew along--the road seemed ideal--the air was wonderfully crisp and +cold--my cutter fulfilled the highest expectations--the horses revelled +in speed. But soon I pulled them down to a trot, for I followed the +horsemen’s rules whenever I could, and Dan, as I mentioned, was anyway +rather too keen at the start for steady work later on. I settled back. +The top of my cutter was down, for not a breath stirred; and I was +always anxious to see as much of the country as I could... + +Do you know which is the stillest hour of the night? The hour before +dawn. It is at that time, too, that in our winter nights the mercury +dips down to its lowest level. Perhaps the two things have a causal +relation--whatever there is of wild life in nature, withdraws more +deeply within itself; it curls up and dreams. On calm summer mornings +you hear no sound except the chirping and twittering of the sleeping +birds. The birds are great dreamers--like dogs; like dogs they will +twitch and stir in their sleep, as if they were running and flying and +playing and chasing each other. Just stalk a bird’s nest of which you +know at half past two in the morning, some time during the month of +July; and before you see them, you will hear them. If there are young +birds in the nest, all the better; take the mother bird off and the +little ones will open their beaks, all mouth as they are, and go to +sleep again; and they will stretch their featherless little wings; and +if they are a little bit older, they will even try to move their tiny +legs, as if longing to use them. As with dogs, it is the young ones +that dream most. I suppose their impressions are so much more vivid, the +whole world is so new to them that it rushes in upon them charged +with emotion. Emotions penetrate even us to a greater depth than mere +apperceptions; so they break through that crust that seems to envelop +the seat of our memory, and once inside, they will work out again into +some form of consciousness--that of sleep or of the wakeful dream which +we call memory. + +The stillest hour! In starlit winter nights the heavenly bodies seem to +take on an additional splendour, something next to blazing, overweening +boastfulness. “Now sleeps the world,” they seem to say, “but we are +awake and weaving destiny” And on they swing on their immutable paths. + +The stillest hour! If you step out of a sleeping house and are alone, +you are apt to hold your breath; and if you are not, you are apt to +whisper. There is an expectancy in the air, a fatefulness--a loud word +would be blasphemy that offends the ear and the feeling of decency It +is the hour of all still things, the silent things that pass like dreams +through the night. You seem to stand hushed. Stark and bare, stripped of +all accidentals, the universe swings on its way. + +The stillest hour! But how much stiller than still, when the earth has +drawn over its shoulders that morning mist that allows of no slightest +breath--when under the haze the very air seems to lie curled and to have +gone to sleep. And yet how portentous! The haze seems to brood. It seems +somehow to suggest that there is all of life asleep on earth. You +seem to feel rather than to hear the whole creation breathing in +its sleep--as if it was soundlessly stirring in dreams--presently to +stretch, to awake. There is also the delicacy, the tenderness of all +young things about it. Even in winter it reminds me of the very first +unfolding of young leaves on trees; of the few hours while they are +still hanging down, unable to raise themselves up as yet; they look so +worldlywise sometimes, so precocious, and before them there still lie +all hopes and all disappointments... In clear nights you forget the +earth--under the hazy cover your eye is thrown back upon it. It is the +contrast of the universe and of creation. + +We drove along--and slowly, slowly came the dawn. You could not define +how it came. The whole world seemed to pale and to whiten, and that was +all. There was no sunrise. It merely seemed as if all of Nature--very +gradually--was soaking itself full of some light; it was dim at first, +but never grey; and then it became the whitest, the clearest, the most +undefinable light. There were no shadows. Under the brush of the wild +land which I was skirting by now there seemed to be quite as much of +luminosity as overhead. The mist was the thinnest haze, and it seemed to +derive its whiteness as much from the virgin snow on the ground as from +above. I could not cease to marvel at this light which seemed to be +without a source--like the halo around the Saviour’s face. The eye as +yet did not reach very far, and wherever I looked, I found but one word +to describe it: impalpable--and that is saying what it was not rather +than what it was. As I said, there was no sunshine, but the light was +there, omnipresent, diffused, coming mildly, softly, but from all sides, +and out of all things as well as into them. + +Shakespeare has this word in Macbeth, and I had often pondered on it: + + So fair and foul a day I have not seen. + +This was it, I thought. We have such days about four or five times +a year--and none but the northern countries have them. There are +clouds--or rather, there is a uniform layer of cloud, very high, and +just the slightest suggestion of curdiness in it; and the light is very +white. These days seem to waken in me every wander instinct that +lay asleep. There is nothing definite, nothing that seems to be +emphasized--something seems to beckon to me and to invite me to take to +my wings and just glide along--without beating of wings--as if I could +glide without sinking, glide and still keep my height... If you see the +sun at all--as I did not on this day of days--he stands away up, very +distant and quite aloof. He looks more like the moon than like his own +self, white and heatless and lightless, as if it were not he at all from +whom all this transparency and visibility proceeded. + +I have lived in southern countries, and I have travelled rather far for +a single lifetime. Like an epic stretch my memories into dim and ever +receding pasts. I have drunk full and deep from the cup of creation. +The Southern Cross is no strange sight to my eyes. I have slept in the +desert close to my horse, and I have walked on Lebanon. I have cruised +in the seven seas and seen the white marvels of ancient cities reflected +in the wave of incredible blueness. But then I was young. When the years +began to pile up, I longed to stake off my horizons, to flatten out my +views. I wanted the simpler, the more elemental things, things cosmic +in their associations, nearer to the beginning or end of creation. The +parrot that flashed through “nutmeg groves” did not hold out so much +allurement as the simple gray-and-slaty junco. The things that are +unobtrusive and differentiated by shadings only--grey in grey above +all--like our northern woods, like our sparrows, our wolves--they held +a more compelling attraction than orgies of colour and screams of sound. +So I came home to the north. On days like this, however, I should like +once more to fly out and see the tireless wave and the unconquerable +rock. But I should like to see them from afar and dimly only--as Moses +saw the promised land. Or I should like to point them out to a younger +soul and remark upon the futility and innate vanity of things. + +And because these days take me out of myself, because they change my +whole being into a very indefinite longing and dreaming, I wilfully blot +from my vision whatever enters. If I meet a tree, I see it not. If +I meet a man, I pass him by without speaking. I do not care to be +disturbed. I do not care to follow even a definite thought. There is +sadness in the mood, such sadness as enters--strange to say--into a +great and very definitely expected disappointment. It is an exceedingly +delicate sadness--haughty, aloof like the sun, and like him cool to the +outer world. It does not even want sympathy; it merely wants to be left +alone. + +It strangely chimed in with my mood on this particular and very perfect +morning that no jolt shook me up, that we glided along over virgin snow +which had come soft-footedly over night, in a motion, so smooth and +silent as to suggest that wingless flight... + +We spurned the miles, and I saw them not. As if in a dream we turned in +at one of the “half way farms,” and the horses drank. And we went on +and wound our way across that corner of the marsh. We came to the “White +Range Line House,” and though there were many things to see, I still +closed the eye of conscious vision and saw them not. We neared the +bridge, and we crossed it; and then--when I had turned southeast--on to +the winding log-road through the bush--at last the spell that was cast +over me gave way and broke. My horses fell into their accustomed walk, +and at last I saw. + +Now, what I saw, may not be worth the describing, I do not know. It +surely is hardly capable of being described. But if I had been led +through fairylands or enchanted gardens, I could not have been awakened +to a truer day of joy, to a greater realization of the good will towards +all things than I was here. + +Oh, the surpassing beauty of it! There stood the trees, motionless under +that veil of mist, and not their slenderest finger but was clothed in +white. And the white it was! A translucent white, receding into itself, +with strange backgrounds of white behind it--a modest white, and yet +full of pride. An elusive white, and yet firm and substantial. The +white of a diamond lying on snow white velvet, the white of a diamond +in diffused light. None of the sparkle and colour play that the most +precious of stones assumes under a definite, limited light which +proceeds from a definite, limited source. Its colour play was suggested, +it is true, but so subdued that you hardly thought of naming or even +recognising its component parts. There was no red or yellow or blue or +violet, but merely that which might flash into red and yellow and blue +and violet, should perchance the sun break forth and monopolize +the luminosity of the atmosphere. There was, as it were, a latent +opalescence. + +And every twig and every bough, every branch and every limb, every trunk +and every crack even in the bark was furred with it. It seemed as if +the hoarfrost still continued to form. It looked heavy, and yet it was +nearly without weight. Not a twig was bent down under its load, yet with +its halo of frost it measured fully two inches across. The crystals were +large, formed like spearheads, flat, slablike, yet of infinite thinness +and delicacy, so thin and light that, when by misadventure my whip +touched the boughs, the flakes seemed to float down rather than to fall. +And every one of these flat and angular slabs was fringed with hairlike +needles, or with featherlike needles, and longer needles stood in +between. There was such an air of fragility about it all that you hated +to touch it--and I, for one, took my whip down lest it shook bare too +many boughs. + +Whoever has seen the trees like that--and who has not?--will see with +his mind’s eye what I am trying to suggest rather than to describe. It +was never the single sight nor the isolated thing that made my drives +the things of beauty which they were. There was nothing remarkable in +them either. They were commonplace enough. I really do not know why I +should feel urged to describe our western winters. Whatever I may be +able to tell you about them, is yours to see and yours to interpret. The +gifts of Nature are free to all for the asking. And yet, so it seems to +me, there is in the agglomerations of scenes and impressions, as they +followed each other in my experience, something of the quality of a +great symphony; and I consider this quality as a free and undeserved +present which Chance or Nature shook out of her cornucopia so it +happened to fall at my feet. I am trying to render this quality here for +you. + +On that short mile along the first of the east-west grades, before again +I turned into the bush, I was for the thousandth time in my life struck +with the fact how winter blots out the sins of utility. What is useful, +is often ugly because in our fight for existence we do not always +have time or effort to spare to consider the looks of things. But the +slightest cover of snow will bury the eyesores. Snow is the greatest +equalizer in Nature. No longer are there fields and wild lands, +beautiful trails and ugly grades--all are hidden away under that which +comes from Nature’s purest hands and fertile thoughts alone. Now there +was no longer the raw, offending scar on Nature’s body; just a smooth +expanse of snow white ribbon that led afar. + +That led afar! And here is a curious fact. On this early December +morning--it was only a little after nine when I started the horses into +their trot again--I noticed for the first time that this grade which +sprang here out of the bush opened up to the east a vista into a +seemingly endless distance. Twenty-six times I had gone along this piece +of it, but thirteen times it had been at night, and thirteen times I +had been facing west, when I went back to the scene of my work. So I +had never looked east very far. This morning, however, in this strange +light, which was at this very hour undergoing a subtle change that I +could not define as yet, mile after mile of road seemed to lift itself +up in the far away distance, as if you might drive on for ever through +fairyland. The very fact of its straightness, flanked as it was by the +rows of frosted trees, seemed like a call. And a feeling that is very +familiar to me--that of an eternity in the perpetuation of whatever may +be the state I happen to be in, came over me, and a desire to go on and +on, for ever, and to see what might be beyond... + +But then the turn into the bushy trail was reached. I did not see the +slightest sign of it on the road. But Dan seemed infallible--he made +the turn. And again I was in Winter’s enchanted palace, again the slight +whirl in the air that our motion set up made the fairy tracery of +the boughs shower down upon me like snow white petals of flowers, so +delicate that to disturb the virginity of it all seemed like profaning +the temple of the All-Highest. + +But then I noticed that I had not been the first one to visit the +woods. All over their soft-napped carpet floor there were the restless, +fleeting tracks of the snowflake, lacing and interlacing in lines and +loops, as if they had been assembled in countless numbers, as no doubt +they had. And every track looked like nothing so much as like that kind +of embroidery, done white upon white, which ladies, I think; call the +feather stitch. In places I could clearly see how they had chased and +pursued each other, running, and there was a merriness about their +spoors, a suggestion of swiftness which made me look up and about to +see whether they were not wheeling their restless curves and circles +overhead. But in this I was disappointed for the moment, though only a +little later I was to see them in numbers galore. It was on that last +stretch of my road, when I drove along the dam of the angling ditch. +There they came like a whirlwind and wheeled and curved and circled +about as if they knew no enemy, feeding meanwhile with infallible skill +from the tops of seed-bearing weeds while skimming along. But I am +anticipating just now In the bush I saw only their trails. Yet they +suggested their twittering and whistling even there; and since on the +gloomiest day their sound and their sight will cheer you, you surely +cannot help feeling glad and overflowing with joy when you see any sign +of them on a day like this! + +Meanwhile we were winging along ourselves, so it seemed. For there was +the second east-west grade ahead. And that made me think of wife and +child to whom I was coming like Santa Claus, and so I stopped under +a bush that overhung the trail; and though I hated to destroy even a +trifling part of the beauty around, I reached high up with my whip and +let go at the branches, so that the moment before the horses bolted, the +flakes showered down upon me and my robes and the cutter and changed me +into a veritable snowman in snow white garb. + +And then up on the grade. One mile to the east, and the bridge appeared. + +It did not look like the work of man. Apart from its straight lines it +resembled more the architecture of a forest brook as it will build after +heavy fall rains followed by a late drought when all the waters of +the wild are receding so that the icy cover stands above them like the +arches of a bridge. It is strange how rarely the work of man will really +harmonize with Nature. The beaver builds, and his work will blend. Man +builds, and it jars--very likely because he mostly builds with silly +pretensions. But in winter Nature breathes upon his handiwork and +transforms it. Bridges may be imposing and of great artificial beauty in +cities--as for instance the ancient structure that spans the Tiber +just below the tomb of Hadrian, or among modern works the spider web +engineering feat of Brooklyn bridge--but if in the wilderness we +run across them, there is something incongruous about them, and +they disturb. Strange to say, there is the exception of high-flung +trellis-viaducts bridging the chasm of mountain canyons. Maybe it is +exactly on account of their unpretentious, plain utility; or is it +that they reconcile by their overweening boldness, by their very +paradoxality--as there is beauty even in the hawk’s bloodthirsty +savagery. To-day this bridge was, like the grades, like the trees and +the meadows furred over with opalescent, feathery frost. + +And the dam over which I am driving now! This dam that erstwhile was +a very blasphemy, an obscenity flung on the marshy meadows with their +reeds, their cat-tails, and their wide-leaved swamp-dock clusters! It +had been used by the winds as a veritable dumping ground for obnoxious +weeds which grew and thrived on the marly clay while every other plant +despised it! Not that I mean to decry weeds--far be it from me. When the +goldenrod flings its velvet cushions along the edge of the copses, or +when the dandelion spangles the meadows, they are things of beauty +as well as any tulip or tiger-lily. But when they or their rivals, +silverweed, burdock, false ragweed, thistles, gumweed, and others usurp +the landscape and seem to choke up the very earth and the very air with +ceaseless monotony and repetition, then they become an offence to the +eye and a reproach to those who tolerate them. To-day, however, they all +lent their stalks to support the hoarfrost, to double and quadruple its +total mass. They were powdered over with countless diamonds. + +It was here that I met with the flocks of snowflakes; and if my joyous +mood had admitted of any enhancement, they would have given it. + +And never before had I seen the school and the cottage from quite so +far! The haze was still there, but somehow it seemed to be further +overhead now, with a stratum of winterclear air underneath. Once before, +when driving along the first east-west grade, where I discovered the +vista, I had wondered at the distance to which the eye could pierce. +Here, on the dam, of course, my vision was further aided by the fact +that whatever of trees and shrubs there was in the way--and a ridge of +poplars ran at right angles to the ditch, throwing up a leafy curtain in +summer--stood bare of its foliage. I was still nearly four miles from my +“home” when I first beheld it. And how pitiably lonesome it looked! Not +another house was to be seen in its neighbourhood. I touched the horses +up with my whip. I felt as if I should fly across the distance and bring +my presence to those in the cottage as their dearest gift. They knew I +was coming. They were at this very moment flying to meet me with their +thoughts. Was I well? Was I finding everything as I had wished to find +it? And though I often told them how I loved and enjoyed my drives, +they could not view them but with much anxiety, for they were waiting, +waiting, waiting... Waiting on Thursday for Friday to come, waiting on +Wednesday and Tuesday and Monday--waiting on Sunday even, as soon as I +had left; counting the days, and the hours, and the minutes, till I was +out, fighting storm and night to my heart’s content! And then--worry, +worry, worry--what might not happen! Whatever my drives were to me, to +them they were horrors. There never were watchers of weather and sky so +anxiously eager as they! And when, as it often, too often happened, the +winter storms came, when care rose, hope fell, then eye was clouded, +thought dulled, heart aflutter... Sometimes the soul sought comfort from +nearest neighbours, and not always was it vouchsafed. “Well,” they +would say, “if he starts out to-day, he will kill his horses!”--or, +“In weather like this I should not care to drive five miles!”--Surely, +surely, I owe it to them, staunch, faithful hearts that they were, to +set down this record so it may gladden the lonesome twilight hours that +are sure to come... + +And at last I swung west again, up the ridge and on to the yard. And +there on the porch stood the tall, young, smiling woman, and at her +knee the fairest-haired girl in all the world. And quite unconscious of +Nature’s wonder-garb, though doubtlessly gladdened by it the little girl +shrilled out, “Oh, Daddy, Daddy, did du see Santa Claus?” And I replied +lustily, “Of course, my girl, I am coming straight from his palace.” + + + + +FOUR. Snow + +The blizzard started on Wednesday morning. It was that rather common, +truly western combination of a heavy snowstorm with a blinding northern +gale--such as piles the snow in hills and mountains and makes walking +next to impossible. + +I cannot exactly say that I viewed it with unmingled joy. There were +special reasons for that. It was the second week in January; when I had +left “home” the Sunday before, I had been feeling rather bad; so my wife +would worry a good deal, especially if I did not come at all. I knew +there was such a thing as its becoming quite impossible to make +the drive. I had been lost in a blizzard once or twice before in +my lifetime. And yet, so long as there was the least chance that +horse-power and human will-power combined might pull me through at all, +I was determined to make or anyway to try it. + +At noon I heard the first dismal warning. For some reason or other I +had to go down into the basement of the school. The janitor, a highly +efficient but exceedingly bad-humoured cockney, who was dissatisfied +with all things Canadian because “in the old country we do things +differently”--whose sharp tongue was feared by many, and who once +remarked to a lady teacher in the most casual way, “If you was a lidy, +I’d wipe my boots on you!”--this selfsame janitor, standing by the +furnace, turned slowly around, showed his pale and hollow-eyed face, +and smiled a withering and commiserating smile. “Ye won’t go north this +week,” he remarked--not without sympathy, for somehow he had taken +a liking to me, which even prompted him off and on to favor me with +caustic expressions of what he thought of the school board and the +leading citizens of the town. I, of course, never encouraged him in his +communicativeness which seemed to be just what he would expect, and no +rebuff ever goaded him into the slightest show of resentment. “We’ll +see,” I said briefly “Well, Sir,” he repeated apodeictically, “ye +won’t.” I smiled and went out. + +But in my classroom I looked from the window across the street. Not even +in broad daylight could you see the opposite houses or trees. And I knew +that, once a storm like that sets in, it is apt to continue for days at +a stretch. It was one of those orgies in which Titan Wind indulges +ever so often on our western prairies. I certainly needed something to +encourage me, and so, before leaving the building, I went upstairs to +the third story and looked through a window which faced north. But, +though I was now above the drifting layer, I could not see very far +here either; the snowflakes were small and like little round granules, +hitting the panes of the windows with little sounds of “ping-ping”; +and they came, driven by a relentless gale, in such numbers that they +blotted out whatever was more than two or three hundred yards away. + +The inhabitant of the middle latitudes of this continent has no data to +picture to himself what a snowstorm in the north may be. To him snow is +something benign that comes soft-footedly over night, and on the most +silent wings like an owl, something that suggests the sleep of Nature +rather than its battles. The further south you go, the more, of course, +snow loses of its aggressive character. + +At the dinner table in the hotel I heard a few more disheartening words. +But after four I defiantly got my tarpaulin out and carried it to the +stable. If I had to run the risk of getting lost, at least I was going +to prepare for it. I had once stayed out, snow-bound, for a day and a +half, nearly without food and altogether without shelter; and I was not +going to get thus caught again. I also carefully overhauled my cutter. +Not a bolt but I tested it with a wrench; and before the stores were +closed, I bought myself enough canned goods to feed me for a week should +through any untoward accident the need arise. I always carried a little +alcohol stove, and with my tarpaulin I could convert my cutter within +three minutes into a windproof tent. Cramped quarters, to be sure, but +better than being given over to the wind at thirty below! + +More than any remark on the part of friends or acquaintances one fact +depressed me when I went home. There was not a team in town which had +come in from the country. The streets were deserted: the stores were +empty. The north wind and the snow had the town to themselves. + +On Thursday the weather was unchanged. On the way to the school I had to +scale a snowdrift thrown up to a height of nearly six feet, and, though +it was beginning to harden, from its own weight and the pressure of the +wind, I still broke in at every step and found the task tiring in the +extreme. I did my work, of course, as if nothing oppressed me, but in my +heart I was beginning to face the possibility that, even if I tried, +I might fail to reach my goal. The day passed by. At noon the +school-children, the teachers, and a few people hurrying to the +post-office for their mail lent a fleeting appearance of life to the +streets. It nearly cheered me; but soon after four the whole town again +took on that deserted look which reminded me of an abandoned mining +camp. The lights in the store windows had something artificial +about them, as if they were merely painted on the canvas-wings of a +stage-setting. Not a team came in all day. + +On Friday morning the same. Burroughs would have said that the weather +had gone into a rut. Still the wind whistled and howled through the +bleak, dark, hollow dawn; the snow kept coming down and piling up, as +if it could not be any otherwise. And as if to give notice of its +intentions, the drift had completely closed up my front door. I fought +my way to the school and thought things over. My wife and I had agreed, +if ever the weather should be so bad that there was danger in going at +night, I was to wait till Saturday morning and go by daylight. Neither +one of us ever mentioned the possibility of giving the attempt up +altogether. My wife probably understood that I would not bind myself by +any such promise. Now even on this Friday I should have liked to go by +night, if for no other reason, than for the experience’s sake; but I +reflected that I might get lost and not reach home at all. The horses +knew the road--so long as there was any road; but there was none now. +I felt it would not be fair to wife and child. So, reluctantly and with +much hesitation, but definitely at last, I made up my mind that I was +going to wait till morning. My cutter was ready--I had seen to that on +Wednesday. As soon as the storm had set in, I had instinctively started +to work in order to frustrate its designs. + +At noon I met in front of the post-office a charming lady who with her +husband and a young Anglican curate constituted about the only circle of +real friends I had in town. “Why!” I exclaimed, “what takes you out into +this storm, Mrs. ----?” “The desire,” she gasped against the wind and +yet in her inimitable way, as if she were asking a favour, “to have +you come to our house for tea, my friend. You surely are not going this +week?” “I am going to go to-morrow morning at seven,” I said. “But I +shall be delighted to have tea with you and Mr. ----.” I read her at +a glance. She knew that in not going out at night I should suffer--she +wished to help me over the evening, so I should not feel too much +thwarted, too helpless, and too lonesome. She smiled. “You really want +to go? But I must not keep you. At six, if you please.” And we went our +ways without a salute, for none was possible at this gale-swept corner. + +After four o’clock I took word to the stable to have my horses fed and +harnessed by seven in the morning. The hostler had a tale to tell. “You +going out north?” he enquired although he knew perfectly well I was. “Of +course,” I replied. “Well,” he went on, “a man came in from ten miles +out; he was half dead; come, look at his horses! He says, in places the +snow is over the telephone posts.” “I’ll try it anyway,” I said. “Just +have the team ready I know what I can ask my horses to do. If it cannot +be done, I shall turn back, that is all.” + +When I stepped outside again, the wind seemed bent upon shaking the +strongest faith. I went home to my house across the bridge and dressed. +As soon as I was ready, I allowed myself to be swept past stable, past +hotel and post-office till I reached the side street which led to the +house where I was to be the guest. + +How sheltered, homelike and protected everything looked inside. The +hostess, as usual, was radiantly amiable. The host settled back after +supper to talk old country. The Channel Islands, the French Coast, +Kent and London--those were from common knowledge our most frequently +recurring topics. Both host and hostess, that was easy to see, were bent +upon beguiling the hours of their rather dark-humored guest. But the +howling gale outside was stronger than their good intentions. It was not +very long before the conversation got around--reverted, so it seemed--to +stories of storms, of being lost, of nearly freezing. The boys were +sitting with wide and eager eyes, afraid they might be sent to bed +before the feast of yarns was over. I told one or two of my most +thrilling escapes, the host contributed a few more, and even the hostess +had had an experience, driving on top of a railroad track for several +miles, I believe, with a train, snowbound, behind her. I leaned over. +“Mrs. ----,” I said, “do not try to dissuade me. I am sorry to say it, +but it is useless. I am bound to go.” “Well,” she said, “I wish you +would not.” “Thanks,” I replied and looked at my watch. It was two +o’clock. “There is only one thing wrong with coming to have tea in this +home,” I continued and smiled; “it is so hard to say good-bye.” + +I carefully lighted my lantern and got into my wraps. The wind was +howling dismally outside. For a moment we stood in the hall, shaking +hands and paying the usual compliments; then one of the boys opened the +door for me; and in stepping out I had one of the greatest surprises. +Not far from the western edge of the world there stood the setting +half-moon in a cloudless sky; myriads of stars were dusted over the +vast, dark blue expanse, twinkling and blazing at their liveliest. And +though the wind still whistled and shrieked and rattled, no snow came +down, and not much seemed to drift. I pointed to the sky, smiled, nodded +and closed the door. As far as the drifting of the snow went, I was +mistaken, as I found out when I turned to the north, into the less +sheltered street, past the post-office, hotel and stable. In front of +a store I stopped to read a thermometer which I had found halfways +reliable the year before. It read minus thirty-two degrees... + +It was still dark, of course, when I left the house on Saturday morning +to be on my way. Also, it was cold, bitterly cold, but there was very +little wind. In crossing the bridge which was swept nearly clean of snow +I noticed a small, but somehow ominous-looking drift at the southern +end. It had such a disturbed, lashed-up appearance. The snow was +still loose, yet packed just hard enough to have a certain degree of +toughness. You could no longer swing your foot through it: had you run +into it at any great speed, you would have fallen; but as yet it was +not hard enough to carry you. I knew that kind of a drift; it is +treacherous. On a later drive one just like it, only built on a vastly +larger scale, was to lead to the first of a series of little accidents +which finally shattered my nerve. That was the only time that my +temerity failed me. I shall tell you about that drive later on. + +At the stable I went about my preparations in a leisurely way. I knew +that a supreme test was ahead of myself and the horses, and I meant to +have daylight for tackling it. Once more I went over the most important +bolts; once more I felt and pulled at every strap in the harness. I had +a Clark footwarmer and made sure that it functioned properly I pulled +the flaps of my military fur cap down over neck, ears and cheeks. I +tucked a pillow under the sweater over my chest and made sure that my +leggings clasped my furlined moccasins well. Then, to prevent my coat +from opening even under the stress of motion, just before I got into the +cutter, I tied a rope around my waist. + +The hostler brought the horses into the shed. They pawed the floor and +snorted with impatience. While I rolled my robes about my legs and drew +the canvas curtain over the front part of the box, I weighed Dan with my +eyes. I had no fear for Peter, but Dan would have to show to-day that he +deserved the way I had fed and nursed him. Like a chain, the strength +of which is measured by the strength of its weakest link, my team was +measured by Dan’s pulling power and endurance. But he looked good to me +as he danced across the pole and threw his head, biting back at Peter +who was teasing him. + +The hostler was morose and in a biting mood. Every motion of his seemed +to say, “What is the use of all this? No teamster would go out on a +long drive in this weather, till the snow has settled down; and here a +schoolmaster wants to try it.” + +At last he pushed the slide doors aside, and we swung out. I held the +horses tight and drove them into that little drift at the bridge to slow +them down right from the start. + +The dawn was white, but with a strictly localised angry glow where the +sun was still hidden below the horizon. In a very few minutes he would +be up, and I counted on making that first mile just before he appeared. + +This mile is a wide, well levelled road, but ever so often, at intervals +of maybe fifty to sixty yards, steep and long promontories of snow had +been flung across--some of them five to six feet high. They started at +the edge of the field to the left where a rank growth of shrubby weeds +gave shelter for the snow to pile in. Their base, alongside the fence, +was broad, and they tapered across the road, with a perfectly flat top, +and with concave sides of a most delicate, smooth, and finished looking +curve, till at last they ran out into a sharp point, mostly beyond the +road on the field to the right. + +The wind plays strange pranks with snow; snow is the most plastic medium +it has to mould into images and symbols of its moods. Here one of these +promontories would slope down, and the very next one would slope upward +as it advanced across the open space. In every case there had been +two walls, as it were, of furious blow, and between the two a lane of +comparative calm, caused by the shelter of a clump of brush or weeds, in +which the snow had taken refuge from the wind’s rough and savage play. +Between these capes of snow there was an occasional bare patch of +clean swept ground. Altogether there was an impression of barren, wild, +bitter-cold windiness about the aspect that did not fail to awe my mind; +it looked inhospitable, merciless, and cruelly playful. + +As yet the horses seemed to take only delight in dashing through the +drifts, so that the powdery crystals flew aloft and dusted me all over. +I peered across the field to the left, and a curious sight struck me. +There was apparently no steady wind at all, but here and there, and +every now and then a little whirl of snow would rise and fall again. +Every one of them looked for all the world like a rabbit reconnoitring +in deep grass. It jumps up on its hindlegs, while running, peers out, +and settles down again. It was as if the snow meant to have a look +at me, the interloper at such an early morning hour. The snow was so +utterly dry that it obeyed the lightest breath; and whatever there was +of motion in the air, could not amount to more than a cat’s-paw’s sudden +reach. + +At the exact moment when the snow where it stood up highest became +suffused with a rose-red tint from the rising sun, I arrived at the turn +to the correction line. Had I been a novice at the work I was engaged +in, the sight that met my eye might well have daunted me. Such drifts +as I saw here should be broken by drivers who have short hauls to make +before the long distance traveller attempts them. From the fence on the +north side of the road a smoothly curved expanse covered the whole of +the road allowance and gently sloped down into the field at my left. Its +north edge stood like a cliff, the exact height of the fence, four feet +I should say. In the centre it rose to probably six feet and then fell +very gradually, whaleback fashion, to the south. Not one of the fence +posts to the left was visible. The slow emergence of the tops of these +fence posts became during the following week, when I drove out here +daily, a measure for me of the settling down of the drift. I believe I +can say from my observations that if no new snow falls or drifts in, +and if no very considerable evaporation takes place, a newly piled +snowdrift, undisturbed except by wind-pressure, will finally settle down +to about from one third to one half of its original height, according +to the pressure of the wind that was behind the snow when it first was +thrown down. After it has, in this contracting process, reached two +thirds of its first height, it can usually be relied upon to carry horse +and man. + +The surface of this drift, which covered a ditch besides the grade and +its grassy flanks, showed that curious appearance that we also find in +the glaciated surfaces of granite rock and which, in them, geologists +call exfoliation. In the case of rock it is the consequence of extreme +changes in temperature. The surface sheet in expanding under sudden heat +detaches itself in large, leaflike layers. In front of my wife’s cottage +up north there lay an exfoliated rock in which I watched the process for +a number of years. In snow, of course, the origin of this appearance +is entirely different; snow is laid down in layers by the waves in the +wind. “Adfoliation” would be a more nearly correct appellation of the +process. But from the analogy of the appearance I shall retain the more +common word and call it exfoliation. Layers upon layers of paperlike +sheets are superimposed upon each other, their edges often “cropping +out” on sloping surfaces; and since these edges, according to the +curvatures of the surfaces, run in wavy lines, the total aspect is very +often that of “moire” silk. + +I knew the road as well as I had ever known a road. In summer there was +a grassy expanse some thirty feet wide to the north; then followed the +grade, flanked to the south by a ditch; and the tangle of weeds and +small brush beyond reached right up to the other fence. I had to stay +on or rather above the grade; so I stood up and selected the exact spot +where to tackle it. Later, I knew, this drift would be harmless enough; +there was sufficient local traffic here to establish a well-packed +trail. At present, however, it still seemed a formidable task for a team +that was to pull me over thirty-three miles more. Besides it was a first +test for my horses; I did not know yet how they would behave in snow. + +But we went at it. For a moment things happened too fast for me to watch +details. The horses plunged wildly and reared on their hind feet in +a panic, straining against each other, pulling apart, going down +underneath the pole, trying to turn and retrace their steps. And +meanwhile the cutter went sharply up at first, as if on the crest of a +wave, then toppled over into a hole made by Dan, and altogether behaved +like a boat tossed on a stormy sea. Then order returned into the chaos. +I had the lines short, wrapped double and treble around my wrists; +my feet stood braced in the corner of the box, knees touching the +dashboard; my robes slipped down. I spoke to the horses in a soft, +quiet, purring voice; and at last I pulled in. Peter hated to stand. +I held him. Then I looked back. This first wild plunge had taken us a +matter of two hundred yards into the drift. Peter pulled and champed at +the bit; the horses were sinking nearly out of sight. But I knew that +many and many a time in the future I should have to go through just this +and that from the beginning I must train the horses to tackle it right. +So, in spite of my aching wrists I kept them standing till I thought +that they were fully breathed. Then I relaxed my pull the slightest bit +and clicked my tongue. “Good,” I thought, “they are pulling together!” + And I managed to hold them in line. They reared and plunged again like +drowning things in their last agony, but they no longer clashed against +nor pulled away from each other. I measured the distance with my eye. +Another two hundred yards or thereabout, and I pulled them in again. +Thus we stopped altogether four times. The horses were steaming when we +got through this drift which was exactly half a mile long; my cutter was +packed level full with slabs and clods of snow; and I was pretty well +exhausted myself. + +“If there is very much of this,” I thought for the moment, “I may not be +able to make it.” But then I knew that a north-south road will drift in +badly only under exceptional circumstances. It is the east-west grades +that are most apt to give trouble. Not that I minded my part of it, but +I did not mean to kill my horses. I had sized them up in their behaviour +towards snow. Peter, as I had expected, was excitable. It was hard to +recognize in him just now, as he walked quietly along, the uproar of +playing muscle and rearing limbs that he had been when we first struck +the snow. That was well and good for a short, supreme effort; but not +even for Peter would it do in the long, endless drifts which I had to +expect. Dan was quieter, but he did not have Peter’s staying power, in +fact, he was not really a horse for the road. Strange, in spite of his +usual keenness on the level road, he seemed to show more snow sense in +the drift. This was to be amply confirmed in the future. Whenever an +accident happened, it was Peter’s fault. As you will see if you read on, +Dan once lay quiet when Peter stood right on top of him. + +On this road north I found the same “promontories” that had been such +a feature of the first one, flung across from the northwest to the +southeast. Since the clumps of shrubs to the left were larger here, and +more numerous, too, the drifts occasionally also were larger and higher; +but not one of them was such that the horses could not clear it with one +or two leaps. The sun was climbing, the air was winter-clear and still. +None of the farms which I passed showed the slightest sign of life. +I had wrapped up again and sat in comparative comfort and at ease, +enjoying the clear sparkle and glitter of the virgin snow. It was not +till considerably later that the real significance of the landscape +dawned upon my consciousness. Still there was even now in my thoughts a +speculative undertone. Subconsciously I wondered what might be ahead of +me. + +We made Bell’s corner in good time. The mile to the west proved easy. +There were drifts, it is true, and the going was heavy, but at no place +did the snow for any length of time reach higher than the horses’ hocks. +We turned to the north again, and here, for a while, the road was very +good indeed; the underbrush to the left, on those expanses of wild +land, had fettered, as it were, the feet of the wind. The snow was held +everywhere, and very little of it had drifted. Only one spot I remember +where a clump of Russian willow close to the trail had offered shelter +enough to allow the wind to fill in the narrow road-gap to a depth of +maybe eight or nine feet; but here it was easy to go around to the west. +Without any further incident we reached the point where the useless, +supernumerary fence post had caught my eye on my first trip out. I had +made nearly eight miles now. + +But right here I was to get my first inkling of sights that might +shatter my nerve. You may remember that a grove of tall poplars ran to +the east, skirted along its southern edge by a road and a long line of +telephone posts. Now here, in this shelter of the poplars, the snow from +the more or less level and unsheltered spaces to the northwest had piled +in indeed. It sloped up to the east; and never shall I forget what I +beheld. + +The first of the posts stood a foot in snow; at the second one the drift +reached six or seven feet up; the next one looked only half as long +as the first one, and you might have imagined, standing as it did on a +sloping hillside, that it had intentionally been made so much shorter +than the others; but at the bottom of the visible part the wind, in +sweeping around the pole, had scooped out a funnel-shaped crater which +seemed to open into the very earth like a sinkhole. The next pole stood +like a giant buried up to his chest and looked singularly helpless and +footbound; and the last one I saw showed just its crossbar with three +glassy, green insulators above the mountain of snow. The whole surface +of this gigantic drift showed again that “exfoliated” appearance which I +have described. Strange to say, this very exfoliation gave it +something of a quite peculiarly desolate aspect. It looked so harsh, so +millennial-old, so antediluvian and pre-adamic! I still remember with +particular distinctness the slight dizziness that overcame me, the +sinking feeling in my heart, the awe, and the foreboding that I had +challenged a force in Nature which might defy all tireless effort and +the most fearless heart. + +So the hostler had not been fibbing after all! + +But not for a moment did I think of turning back. I am fatalistic in +temperament. What is to be, is to be, that is not my outlook. If at last +we should get bound up in a drift, well and good, I should then see what +the next move would have to be. While the wind blows, snow drifts; while +my horses could walk and I was not disabled, my road led north, not +south. Like the snow I obeyed the laws of my nature. So far the road was +good, and we swung along. + +Somewhere around here a field presented a curious view Its crop had not +been harvested; it still stood in stooks. But from my side I saw nothing +of the sheaves--it seemed to be flax, for here and there a flag of loose +heads showed at the top. The snow had been blown up from all directions, +so it looked, by the counter-currents that set up in the lee of every +obstacle. These mounds presented one and all the appearance of cones +or pyramids of butter patted into shape by upward strokes made with a +spoon. There were the sharp ridges, irregular and erratic, and there +were the hollows running up their flanks--exactly as such a cone of +butter will show them. And the whole field was dotted with them, as if +there were so many fresh graves. + +I made the twelve-mile bridge--passing through the cottonwood +gate--reached the “hovel,” and dropped into the wilderness again. Here +the bigger trees stood strangely bare. Winter reveals the bark and the +“habit” of trees. All ornaments and unessentials have been dropped. The +naked skeletons show I remember how I was more than ever struck by that +dappled appearance of the bark of the balm: an olive-green, yellowish +hue, ridged and spotted with the black of ancient, overgrown leaf-scars; +there was actually something gay about it; these poplars are certainly +beautiful winter trees. The aspens were different. Although their stems +stood white on white in the snow, that greenish tinge in their white +gave them a curious look. From the picture that I carry about in my +memory of this morning I cannot help the impression that they looked as +if their white were not natural at all; they looked white-washed! I have +often since confirmed this impression when there was snow on the ground. + +In the copses of saplings the zigzagging of the boles from twig to twig +showed very distinctly, more so, I believe, than to me it had ever done +before. How slender and straight they look in their summer garb--now +they were stripped, and bone and sinew appeared. + +We came to the “half way farms,” and the marsh lay ahead. I watered the +horses, and I do not know what made me rest them for a little while, +but I did. On the yard of the farm where I had turned in there was not +a soul to be seen. Barns and stables were closed--and I noticed that +the back door of the dwelling was buried tight by the snow. No doubt +everybody preferred the neighbourhood of the fire to the cold outside. +While stopping, I faced for the first time the sun. He was high in the +sky by now--it was half-past ten--and it suddenly came home to me that +there was something relentless, inexorable, cruel, yes, something of a +sneer in the pitiless way in which he looked down on the infertile waste +around. Unaccountably two Greek words formed on my lips: Homer’s Pontos +atrygetos--the barren sea. Half an hour later I was to realize the +significance of it. + +I turned back to the road and north again. For another half mile the +fields continued on either side; but somehow they seemed to take on a +sinister look. There was more snow on them than I had found on the +level land further south; the snow lay more smoothly, again under +those “exfoliated” surface sheets which here, too, gave it an inhuman, +primeval look; in the higher sun the vast expanse looked, I suppose, +more blindingly white; and nowhere did buildings or thickets seem to +emerge. Yet, so long as the grade continued, the going was fair enough. + +Then I came to the corner which marked half the distance, and there I +stopped. Right in front, where the trail had been and where a ditch +had divided off the marsh, a fortress of snow lay now: a seemingly +impregnable bulwark, six or seven feet high, with rounded top, fitting +descriptions which I had read of the underground bomb-proofs around +Belgian strongholds--those forts which were hammered to pieces by the +Germans in their first, heart-breaking forward surge in 1914. There +was not a wrinkle in this inverted bowl. There it lay, smooth and +slick--curled up in security, as it were, some twenty, thirty feet +across; and behind it others, and more of them to the right and to the +left. This had been a stretch, covered with brush and bush, willow and +poplar thickets; but my eye saw nothing except a mammiferous waste, +cruelly white, glittering in the heatless, chuckling sun, and scoffing +at me, the intruder. I stood up again and peered out. To the east it +seemed as if these buttes of snow were a trifle lower; but maybe the +ground underneath also sloped down. I wished I had travelled here more +often by daytime, so I might know. As it was, there was nothing to it; I +had to tackle the task. And we plunged in. + +I had learned something from my first experience in the drift one mile +north of town, and I kept my horses well under control. Still, it was a +wild enough dash. Peter lost his footing two or three times and worked +himself into a mild panic. But Dan--I could not help admiring the way +in which, buried over his back in snow, he would slowly and deliberately +rear on his hindfeet and take his bound. For fully five minutes I never +saw anything of the horses except their heads. I inferred their motions +from the dusting snowcloud that rose above their bodies and settled +on myself. And then somehow we emerged. We reached a stretch of ground +where the snow was just high enough to cover the hocks of the horses. It +was a hollow scooped out by some freak of the wind. I pulled in, and the +horses stood panting. Peter no longer showed any desire to fret and to +jump. Both horses apparently felt the wisdom of sparing their strength. +They were all white with the frost of their sweat and the spray of the +snow... + +While I gave them their time, I looked around, and here a lesson came +home to me. In the hollow where we stood, the snow did not lie smoothly. +A huge obstacle to the northwest, probably a buried clump of brush, had +made the wind turn back upon itself, first downward, then, at the bottom +of the pit, in a direction opposite to that of the main current above, +and finally slantways upward again to the summit of the obstacle, where +it rejoined the parent blow. The floor of the hollow was cleanly +scooped out and chiselled in low ridges; and these ridges came from the +southeast, running their points to the northwest. I learned to look out +for this sign, and I verily believe that, had I not learned that lesson +right now, I should never have reached the creek which was still four or +five miles distant. + +The huge mound in the lee of which I was stopping was a matter of two +hundred yards away; nearer to it the snow was considerably deeper; +and since it presented an appearance very characteristic of Prairie +bush-drifts, I shall describe it in some detail. Apparently the winds +had first bent over all the stems of the clump; for whenever I saw one +of them from the north, it showed a smooth, clean upward sweep. On the +south side the snow first fell in a sheer cliff; then there was a hollow +which was partly filled by a talus-shaped drift thrown in by the counter +currents from the southern pit in which we were stopping; the sides of +this talus again showed the marks that reminded of those left by the +spoon when butter is roughly stroked into the shape of a pyramid. The +interesting parts of the structure consisted in the beetling brow of the +cliff and the roof of the cavity underneath. The brow had a honeycombed +appearance; the snow had been laid down in layers of varying density (I +shall discuss this more fully in the next chapter when we are going +to look in on the snow while it is actually at work); and the counter +currents that here swept upward in a slanting direction had bitten +out the softer layers, leaving a fine network of little ridges which +reminded strangely of the delicate fretwork-tracery in wind-sculptured +rock--as I had seen it in the Black Hills in South Dakota. This piece of +work of the wind is exceedingly short-lived in snow, and it must not be +confounded with the honeycombed appearance of those faces of snow cliffs +which are “rotting” by reason of their exposure to the heat of the +noonday sun. These latter are coarse, often dirty, and nearly always +have something bristling about them which is entirely absent in the +sculptures of the wind. The under side of the roof in the cavity looked +very much as a very stiff or viscid treacle would look when spread over +a meshy surface, as, for instance, over a closely woven netting of wire. +The stems and the branches of the brush took the place of the wire, and +in their meshes the snow had been pressed through by its own weight, but +held together by its curious ductility or tensile strength of which I +was to find further evidence soon enough. It thus formed innumerable, +blunted little stalactites, but without the corresponding stalagmites +which you find in limestone caves or on the north side of buildings when +the snow from the roof thaws and forms icicles and slender cones of ice +growing up to meet them from the ground where the trickling drops fall +and freeze again. + +By the help of these various tokens I had picked my next resting place +before we started up again. It was on this second dash that I understood +why those Homeric words had come to my lips a while ago. This was indeed +like nothing so much as like being out on rough waters and in a troubled +sea, with nothing to brace the storm with but a wind-tossed nutshell +of a one-man sailing craft. I knew that experience for having outridden +many a gale in the mouth of the mighty St. Lawrence River. When the snow +reached its extreme in depth, it gave you the feeling which a drowning +man may have when fighting his desperate fight with the salty waves. But +more impressive than that was the frequent outer resemblance. The waves +of the ocean rise up and reach out and batter against the rocks and +battlements of the shore, retreating again and ever returning to the +assault, covering the obstacles thrown in the way of their progress with +thin sheets of licking tongues at least. And if such a high crest wave +had suddenly been frozen into solidity, its outline would have mimicked +to perfection many a one of the snow shapes that I saw around. + +Once the horses had really learned to pull exactly together--and they +learned it thoroughly here--our progress was not too bad. Of course, it +was not like going on a grade, be it ever so badly drifted in. Here +the ground underneath, too, was uneven and overgrown with a veritable +entanglement of brush in which often the horses’ feet would get caught. +As for the road, there was none left, nothing that even by the boldest +stretch of imagination could have been considered even as the slightest +indication of one. And worst of all, I knew positively that there would +be no trail at any time during the winter. I was well aware of the fact +that, after it once snowed up, nobody ever crossed this waste between +the “half way farms” and the “White Range Line House.” This morning it +took me two and a half solid hours to make four miles. + +But the ordeal had its reward. Here where the fact that there was snow +on the ground, and plenty of it, did no longer need to be sunk into my +brain--as soon as it had lost its value as a piece of news and a lesson, +I began to enjoy it just as the hunter in India will enjoy the battle of +wits when he is pitted against a yellow-black tiger. I began to catch on +to the ways of this snow; I began, as it were, to study the mentality of +my enemy. Though I never kill, I am after all something of a sportsman. +And still another thing gave me back that mental equilibrium which you +need in order to see things and to reason calmly about them. Every dash +of two hundred yards or so brought me that much nearer to my goal. Up to +the “half way farms” I had, as it were, been working uphill: there was +more ahead than behind. This was now reversed: there was more behind +than ahead, and as yet I did not worry about the return trip. + +Now I have already said that snow is the only really plastic element in +which the wind can carve the vagaries of its mood and leave a record of +at least some permanency. The surface of the sea is a wonderful book to +be read with a lightning-quick eye; I do not know anything better to +do as a cure for ragged nerves--provided you are a good sailor. But the +forms are too fleeting, they change too quickly--so quickly, indeed, +that I have never succeeded in so fixing their record upon my memory as +to be able to develop one form from the other in descriptive notes. It +is that very fact, I believe, upon which hinges the curative value of +the sight: you are so completely absorbed by the moment, and all other +things fall away. Many and many a day have I lain in my deck chair on +board a liner and watched the play of the waves; but the pleasure, +which was very great indeed, was momentary; and sometimes, when in +an unsympathetic mood, I have since impatiently wondered in what that +fascination may have consisted. It was different here. Snow is very +nearly as yielding as water and, once it fully responds in its surface +to the carving forces of the wind, it stays--as if frozen into the +glittering marble image of its motion. I know few things that are as +truly fascinating as the sculptures of the wind in snow; for here you +have time and opportunity a-plenty to probe not only into the what, +but also into the why. Maybe that one day I shall write down a fuller +account of my observations. In this report I shall have to restrict +myself to a few indications, for this is not the record of the whims of +the wind, but merely the narrative of my drives. + +In places, for instance, the rounded, “bomb-proof” aspect of the +expanses would be changed into the distinct contour of gigantic waves +with a very fine, very sharp crest-line. The upsweep from the northwest +would be ever so slightly convex, and the downward sweep into the trough +was always very distinctly concave. This was not the ripple which we +find in beach sand. That ripple was there, too, and in places it covered +the wide backs of these huge waves all over; but never was it found on +the concave side. Occasionally, but rarely, one of these great waves +would resemble a large breaker with a curly crest. Here the onward sweep +from the northwest had built the snow out, beyond the supporting base, +into a thick overhanging ledge which here and there had sagged; but +by virtue of that tensile strength and cohesion in snow which I have +mentioned already, it still held together and now looked convoluted and +ruffled in the most deceiving way. I believe I actually listened for the +muffled roar which the breaker makes when its subaqueous part begins to +sweep the upward sloping beach. To make this illusion complete, or to +break it by the very absurdity and exaggeration of a comparison drawn +out too far--I do not know which--there would, every now and then, +from the crest of one of these waves, jut out something which closely +resembled the wide back of a large fish diving down into the concave +side towards the trough. This looked very much like porpoises or +dolphins jumping in a heaving sea; only that in my memory picture the +real dolphins always jump in the opposite direction, against the run of +the waves, bridging the trough. + +In other places a fine, exceedingly delicate crest-line would spring up +from the high point of some buried obstacle and sweep along in the most +graceful curve as far as the eye would carry I particularly remember one +of them, and I could discover no earthly reason for the curvature in it. + +Again there would be a triangular--or should I say +“tetrahedral”?--up-sweep from the direction of the wind, ending in a +sharp, perfectly plane down-sweep on the south side; and the point of +this three-sided but oblique pyramid would hang over like the flap of +a tam. There was something of the consistency of very thick cloth about +this overhanging flap. + +Or an up-slope from the north would end in a long, nearly perpendicular +cliff-line facing south. And the talus formation which I have mentioned +would be perfectly smooth; but it did not reach quite to the top of the +cliff, maybe to within a foot of it. The upsloping layer from the north +would hang out again, with an even brow; but between this smooth cornice +and the upper edge of the talus the snow looked as if it had been +squeezed out by tremendous pressure from above, like an exceedingly +viscid liquid--cooling glue, for instance, which is being squeezed out +from between the core and the veneer in a veneering press. + +Once I passed close to and south of, two thickets which were completely +buried by the snow. Between them a ditch had been scooped out in a very +curious fashion. It resembled exactly a winding river bed with its water +drained off; it was two or three feet deep, and wherever it turned, its +banks were undermined on the “throw” side by the “wash” of the furious +blow. The analogy between the work of the wind and the work of flowing +water constantly obtrudes, especially where this work is one of +“erosion.” + +But as flowing water will swing up and down in the most surprising forms +where the bed of the river is rough with rocks and throws it into choppy +waves which do not seem to move, so the snow was thrown up into the most +curious forms where the frozen swamp ground underneath had bubbled, +as it were, into phantastic shapes. I remember several places where +a perfect circle was formed by a sharp crestline that bounded an +hemispherical, crater-like hollow. When steam bubbles up through thick +porridge, in its leisurely and impeded way, and the bubble bursts with +a clucking sound, then for a moment a crater is formed just like these +circular holes; only here in the snow they were on a much larger scale, +of course, some of them six to ten feet in diameter. + +And again the snow was thrown up into a bulwark, twenty and more feet +high, with that always repeating cliff face to the south, resembling a +miniature Gibraltar, with many smaller ones of most curiously similar +form on its back: bulwarks upon bulwarks, all lowering to the south. In +these the aggressive nature of storm-flung snow was most apparent. They +were formidable structures; formidable and intimidating, more through +the suggestiveness of their shape than through mere size. + +I came to places where the wind had had its moments of frolicksome +humour, where it had made grim fun of its own massive and cumbersome +and yet so pliable and elastic majesty. It had turned around and around, +running with breathless speed, with its tongue lolling out, as it were, +and probably yapping and snapping in mocking mimicry of a pup trying to +catch its tail; and it had scooped out a spiral trough with overhanging +rim. I felt sorry that I had not been there to watch it, because after +all, what I saw, was only the dead record of something that had been +very much alive and vociferatingly noisy. And in another place it had +reared and raised its head like a boa constrictor, ready to strike at +its prey; up to the flashing, forked tongue it was there. But one spot +I remember, where it looked exactly as if quite consciously it had +attempted the outright ludicrous: it had thrown up the snow into the +semblance of some formidable animal--more like a gorilla than anything +else it looked, a gorilla that stands on its four hands and raises every +hair on its back and snarls in order to frighten that which it is afraid +of itself--a leopard maybe. + +And then I reached the “White Range Line House.” Curiously enough, there +it stood, sheltered by its majestic bluff to the north, as peaceful +looking as if there were no such a thing as that record, which I had +crossed, of the uproar and fury of one of the forces of Nature engaged +in an orgy. And it looked so empty, too, and so deserted, with never +a wisp of smoke curling from its flue-pipe, that for a moment I was +tempted to turn in and see whether maybe the lonely dweller was ill. But +then I felt as if I could not be burdened with any stranger’s worries +that day. + +The effective shelter of the poplar forest along the creek made itself +felt. The last mile to the northeast was peaceful driving. I felt quite +cheered, though I walked the horses over the whole of the mile since +both began to show signs of wear. The last four miles had been a test +to try any living creature’s mettle. To me it had been one of the +culminating points in that glorious winter, but the horses had lacked +the mental stimulus, and even I felt rather exhausted. + +On the bridge I stopped, threw the blankets over the horses, and fed. +Somehow this seemed to be the best place to do it. There was no snow +to speak of, and I did not know yet what might follow. The horses were +drooping, and I gave them an additional ten minutes’ rest. Then I slowly +made ready. I did not really expect any serious trouble. + +We turned at a walk, and the chasm of the bush road opened up. +Instantly I pulled the horses in. What I saw, baffled me for a moment +so completely that I just sat there and gasped. There was no road. The +trees to both sides were not so overly high, but the snow had piled in +level with their tops; the drift looked like a gigantic barricade. It +was that fleeting sight of the telephone posts over again, though on a +slightly smaller scale; but this time it was in front. Slowly I started +to whistle and then looked around. I remembered now. There was a newly +cut-out road running north past the school which lay embedded in the +bush. It had offered a lane to the wind; and the wind, going there, in +cramped space, at a doubly furious stride, had picked up and carried +along all the loose snow from the grassy glades in its path. The road +ended abruptly just north of the drift, where the east-west grade sprang +up. When the wind had reached this end of the lane, where the bush ran +at right angles to its direction, it had found itself in something +like a blind alley, and, sweeping upward, to clear the obstacle, it had +dropped every bit of its load into the shelter of the brush, gradually, +in the course of three long days, building up a ridge that buried +underbrush and trees. I might have known it, of course. I knew enough +about snow; all the conditions for an exceptionally large drift were +provided for here. But it had not occurred to me, especially after I had +found the northern fringe of the marsh so well sheltered. Here I felt +for a moment as if all the snow of the universe had piled in. As I said, +I was so completely baffled that I could have turned the horses then and +there. + +But after a minute or two my eyes began to cast about. I turned to the +south, right into the dense underbrush and towards the creek which +here swept south in a long, flat curve. Peter was always intolerant +of anything that moved underfoot. He started to bolt when the dry and +hard-frozen stems snapped and broke with reports resembling pistol +shots. But since Dan kept quiet, I held Peter well in hand. I went along +the drift for maybe three to four hundred yards, reconnoitring. Then the +trees began to stand too dense for me to proceed without endangering my +cutter. Just beyond I saw the big trough of the creek bed, and though +I could not make out how conditions were at its bottom, the drift +continued on its southern bank, and in any case it was impossible to +cross the hollow. So I turned; I had made up my mind to try the drift. + +About a hundred and fifty yards from the point where I had turned off +the road there was something like a fold in the flank of the drift. At +its foot I stopped. For a moment I tried to explain that fold to myself. +This is what I arrived at. North of the drift, just about where the new +cut-out joined the east-west grade, there was a small clearing caused +by a bush fire which a few years ago had penetrated thus far into this +otherwise virgin corner of the forest. Unfortunately it stood so full of +charred stumps that it was impossible to get through there. But the main +currents of the wind would have free play in this opening, and I knew +that, when the blizzard began, it had been blowing from a more northerly +quarter than later on, when it veered to the northwest. And though the +snow came careering along the lane of the cut-out, that is, from due +north, its “throw” and therefore, the direction of the drift would be +determined by the direction of the wind that took charge of it on this +clearing. Probably, then, a first, provisional drift whose long axis lay +nearly in a north-south line, had been piled up by the first, northerly +gale. Later a second, larger drift had been superimposed upon it at an +angle, with its main axis running from the northwest to the southeast. +The fold marked the point where the first, smaller drift still emerged +from the second larger one. This reasoning was confirmed by a study of +the clearing itself which I came to make two or three weeks after. + +Before I called on the horses to give me their very last ounce of +strength, I got out of my cutter once more and made sure that my lines +were still sound. I trusted my ability to guide the horses even in this +crucial test, but I dreaded nothing so much as that the lines might +break; and I wanted to guard against any accident. I should mention +that, of course, the top of my cutter was down, that the traces of the +harness were new, and that the cutter itself during its previous trials +had shown an exceptional stability. Once more I thus rested my horses +for five minutes; and they seemed to realize what was coming. Their +heads were up, their ears were cocked. When I got back into my cutter, +I carefully brushed the snow from moccasins and trousers, laid the robe +around my feet, adjusted my knees against the dashboard, and tied two +big loops into the lines to hold them by. + +Then I clicked my tongue. The horses bounded upward in unison. For a +moment it looked as if they intended to work through, instead of over, +the drift. A wild shower of angular snow-slabs swept in upon me. +The cutter reared up and plunged and reared again--and then the view +cleared. The snow proved harder than I had anticipated--which bespoke +the fury of the blow that had piled it. It did not carry the horses, but +neither--once we had reached a height of five or six feet--did they sink +beyond their bellies and out of sight. I had no eye for anything except +them. What lay to right or left, seemed not to concern me. I watched +them work. They went in bounds, working beautifully together. +Rhythmically they reared, and rhythmically they plunged. I had dropped +back to the seat, holding them with a firm hand, feet braced against the +dashboard; and whenever they got ready to rear, I called to them in a +low and quiet voice, “Peter--Dan--now!” And their muscles played with +the effort of desperation. It probably did not take more than five +minutes, maybe considerably less, before we had reached the top, but to +me it seemed like hours of nearly fruitless endeavour. I did not realize +at first that we were high. I shall never forget the weird kind of +astonishment when the fact came home to me that what snapped and +crackled in the snow under the horses’ hoofs, were the tops of trees. +Nor shall the feeling of estrangement, as it were--as if I were not +myself, but looking on from the outside at the adventure of somebody +who yet was I--the feeling of other-worldliness, if you will pardon the +word, ever fade from my memory--a feeling of having been carried beyond +my depth where I could not swim--which came over me when with two quick +glances to right and left I took in the fact that there were no longer +any trees to either side, that I was above that forest world which had +so often engulfed me. + +Then I drew my lines in. The horses fought against it, did not want to +stand. But I had to find my way, and while they were going, I could not +take my eyes from them. It took a supreme effort on my part to make them +obey. At last they stood, but I had to hold them with all my strength, +and with not a second’s respite. Now that I was on top of the drift, +the problem of how to get down loomed larger than that of getting up had +seemed before. I knew I did not have half a minute in which to decide +upon my course; for it became increasingly difficult to hold the horses +back, and they were fast sinking away. + +During this short breathing spell I took in the situation. We had come +up in a northeast direction, slanting along the slope. Once on top, I +had instinctively turned to the north. Here the drift was about twenty +feet wide, perfectly level and with an exfoliated surface layer. To the +east the drift fell steeply, with a clean, smooth cliff-line marking +off the beginning of the descent; this line seemed particularly +disconcerting, for it betrayed the concave curvature of the down-sweep. +A few yards to the north I saw below, at the foot of the cliff, the old +logging-trail, and I noticed that the snow on it lay as it had fallen, +smooth and sheer, without a ripple of a drift. It looked like mockery. +And yet that was where I had to get down. + +The next few minutes are rather a maze in my memory. But two pictures +were photographed with great distinctness. The one is of the moment when +we went over the edge. For a second Peter reared up, pawing the air with +his forefeet; Dan tried to back away from the empty fall. I had at this +excruciating point no purchase whatever on the lines. Then apparently +Peter sat or fell down, I do not know which, on his haunches and began +to slide. The cutter lurched to the left as if it were going to spill +all it held. Dan was knocked off his hind feet by the drawbar--and +we plunged... We came to with a terrific jolt that sent me in a +heap against the dashboard. One jump, and I stood on the ground. The +cutter--and this is the second picture which is etched clearly on the +plate of my memory--stood on its pole, leaning at an angle of forty-five +degrees against the drift. The horses were as if stunned. “Dan, Peter!” + I shouted, and they struggled to their feet. They were badly winded, but +otherwise everything seemed all right. I looked wistfully back and up at +the gully which we had torn into the flank of the drift. + +I should gladly have breathed the horses again, but they were hot, the +air was at zero or colder, the rays of the sun had begun to slant. I +walked for a while alongside the team. They were drooping sadly. Then +I got in again, driving them slowly till we came to the crossing of the +ditch. I had no eye for the grade ahead. On the bush road the going was +good--now and then a small drift, but nothing alarming anywhere. The +anti-climax had set in. Again the speckled trunks of the balm poplars +struck my eye, now interspersed with the scarlet stems of the red osier +dogwood. But they failed to cheer me--they were mere facts, unable to +stir moods... + +I began to think. A few weeks ago I had met that American settler with +the French sounding name who lived alongside the angling dam further +north. We had talked snow, and he had said, “Oh, up here it never is bad +except along this grade,”--we were stopping on the last east-west grade, +the one I was coming to--“there you cannot get through. You’d kill your +horses. Level with the tree-tops.” Well, I had had just that a little +while ago--I could not afford any more of it. So I made up my mind to +try a new trail, across a section which was fenced. It meant getting +out of my robes twice more, to open the gates, but I preferred that +to another tree-high drift. To spare my horses was now my only +consideration. I should not have liked to take the new trail by night, +for fear of missing the gates; but that objection did not hold just now. +Horses and I were pretty well spent. So, instead of forking off the main +trail to the north we went straight ahead. + +In due time I came to the bridge which I had to cross in order to get +up on the dam. Here I saw--in an absent-minded, half unconscious, and +uninterested way--one more structure built by architect wind. The deep +master ditch from the north emptied here, to the left of the bridge, +into the grade ditch which ran east and west. And at the corner the snow +had very nearly bridged it--so nearly that you could easily have stepped +across the remaining gap. But below it was hollow--nothing supported +the bridge--it was a mere arch, with a vault underneath that looked +temptingly sheltered and cosy to wearied eyes. + +The dam was bare, and I had to pull off to the east, on to the swampy +plain. I gave my horses the lines, and slowly, slowly they took me home! +Even had I not always lost interest here, to-day I should have leaned +back and rested. Although the horses had done all the actual work, the +strain of it had been largely on me. It was the after-effect that set in +now. + +I thought of my wife, and of how she would have felt had she been +able to follow the scenes in some magical mirror through every single +vicissitude of my drive. And once more I saw with the eye of recent +memory the horses in that long, endless plunge through the corner of the +marsh. Once more I felt my muscles a-quiver with the strain of that last +wild struggle over that last, inhuman drift. And slowly I made up my +mind that the next time, the very next day, on my return trip, I was +going to add another eleven miles to my already long drive and to take a +different road. I knew the trail over which I had been coming so far was +closed for the rest of the winter--there was no traffic there--no trail +would be kept open. That other road of which I was thinking and which +lay further west was the main cordwood trail to the towns in the south. +It was out of my way, to be sure, but I felt convinced that I could +spare my horses and even save time by making the detour. + +Being on the east side of the dam, I could not see school or cottage +till I turned up on the correction line. But when at last I saw it, I +felt somewhat as I had felt coming home from my first big trip overseas. +It seemed a lifetime since I had started out. I seemed to be a different +man. + +Here, in the timber land, the snow had not drifted to any extent. +There were signs of the gale, but its record was written in fallen tree +trunks, broken branches, a litter of twigs--not in drifts of snow. My +wife would not surmise what I had gone through. + +She came out with a smile on her face when I pulled in on the yard. It +was characteristic of her that she did not ask why I came so late; she +accepted the fact as something for which there were no doubt compelling +reasons. “I was giving our girl a bath,” she said; “she cannot come.” + And then she looked wistfully at my face and at the horses. Silently +I slipped the harness off their backs. I used to let them have their +freedom for a while on reaching home. And never yet but Peter at least +had had a kick and a caper and a roll before they sought their mangers. +To-day they stood for a moment knock-kneed, without moving, then shook +themselves in a weak, half-hearted way and went with drooping heads and +weary limbs straight to the stable. + +“You had a hard trip?” asked my wife; and I replied with as much cheer +as I could muster, “I have seen sights to-day that I did not expect to +see before my dying day.” And taking her arm, I looked at the westering +sun and turned towards the house. + + + + +FIVE. Wind and Waves + +When I awoke on the morning after the last described arrival at “home,” + I thought of the angry glow in the east at sunrise of the day before. +It had been cold again over night, so cold that in the small cottage, +whatever was capable of freezing, froze to its very core. The frost had +even penetrated the hole which in this “teacher’s residence” made shift +for a cellar, and, in spite of their being covered with layer upon layer +of empty bags, had sweetened the winter’s supply of potatoes. + +But towards morning there had been a let-up, a sudden rise in +temperature, as we experience it so often, coincident with a change in +the direction of the wind, which now blew rather briskly from the south, +foreboding a storm. + +I got the horses ready at an early hour, for I was going to try the +roundabout way at last, forty-five miles of it; and never before had I +gone over the whole of it in winter. Even in summer I had done so only +once, and that in a car, when I had accompanied the school-inspector on +one of his trips. I wanted to make sure that I should be ready in time +to start at ten o’clock in the morning. + +This new road had chiefly two features which recommended it to me. +Firstly, about thirty-eight miles out of forty-five led through a fairly +well settled district where I could hope to find a chain of short-haul +trails. The widest gap in this series of settlements was one of two +miles where there was wild land. The remaining seven miles, it is true, +led across that wilderness on the east side of which lay Bell’s farm. +This piece, however, I knew so well that I felt sure of finding my +way there by night or day in any reasonable kind of weather. Nor did I +expect to find it badly drifted. And secondly, about twenty-nine miles +from “home” I should pass within one mile of a town which boasted +of boarding house and livery stable, offering thus, in case of an +emergency, a convenient stopping place. + +I watched the sky rather anxiously, not so much on my own account as +because my wife, seeing me start, would worry a good deal should that +start be made in foul weather. At nine the sky began to get grey in +spots. Shortly after a big cloud came sailing up, and I went out to +watch it. And sure enough, it had that altogether loose appearance, with +those wind-torn, cottony appendages hanging down from its darker upper +body which are sure to bring snow. Lower away in the south--a rare thing +to come from the south in our climate--there lay a black squall-cloud +with a rounded outline, like a big windbag, resembling nothing so much +as a fat boy’s face with its cheeks blown out, when he tries to fill a +football with the pressure from his lungs. That was an infallible sign. +The first cloud, which was travelling fast, might blow over. The second, +larger one was sure to bring wind a-plenty. But still there was hope. So +long as it did not bring outright snow, my wife would not worry so much. +Here where she was, the snow would not drift--there was altogether +too much bush. She--not having been much of an observer of the skies +before--dreaded the snowstorm more than the blizzard. I knew the latter +was what portended danger. + +When I turned back into the house, a new thought struck me. I spoke to +my wife, who was putting up a lunch for me, and proposed to take her and +our little girl over to a neighbour’s place a mile and a half west of +the school. Those people were among the very few who had been decent to +her, and the visit would beguile the weary Sunday afternoon. She agreed +at once. So we all got ready; I brought the horses out and hooked them +up, alone--no trouble from them this morning: they were quiet enough +when they drank deep at the well. + +A few whirls of snow had come down meanwhile--not enough, however, as +yet to show as a new layer on the older snow. Again a cloud had torn +loose from that squall-bag on the horizon, and again it showed that +cottony, fringy, whitish under layer which meant snow. I raised the top +of the cutter and fastened the curtains. + +By the time we three piled in, the thin flakes were dancing all around +again, dusting our furs with their thin, glittering crystals. I bandied +baby-talk with the little girl to make things look cheerful, but there +was anguish in the young woman’s look. I saw she would like to ask me to +stay over till Monday, but she knew that I considered it my duty to get +back to town by night. + +The short drive to the neighbour’s place was pleasant enough. There was +plenty of snow on this part of the correction line, which farther east +was bare; and it was packed down by abundant traffic. Then came the +parting. I kissed wife and child; and slowly, accompanied by much waving +of hands on the part of the little girl and a rather depressed looking +smile on that of my wife, I turned on the yard and swung back to the +road. The cliffs of black poplar boles engulfed me at once: a sheltered +grade. + +But I had not yet gone very far--a mile perhaps, or a little over--when +the trees began to bend under the impact of that squall. Nearly at the +same moment the sun, which so far had been shining in an intermittent +way, was blotted from the sky, and it turned almost dusky. For a long +while--for more than an hour, indeed--it had seemed as if that black +squall-cloud were lying motionless at the horizon--an anchored ship, +bulging at its wharf. But then, as if its moorings had been cast off, or +its sails unfurled, it travelled up with amazing speed. The wind had an +easterly slant to it--a rare thing with us for a wind from that quarter +to bring a heavy storm. The gale had hardly been blowing for ten or +fifteen minutes, when the snow began to whirl down. It came in the +tiniest possible flakes, consisting this time of short needles that +looked like miniature spindles, strung with the smallest imaginable +globules of ice--no six-armed crystals that I could find so far. Many a +snowstorm begins that way with us. And there was even here, in the chasm +of the road, a swing and dance to the flakes that bespoke the force of +the wind above. + +My total direction--after I should have turned off the correction +line--lay to the southeast; into the very teeth of the wind. I had to +make it by laps though, first south, then east, then south again, with +the exception of six or seven miles across the wild land west of Bell’s +corner; there, as nearly as I could hold the direction, I should have to +strike a true line southeast. + +I timed my horses; I could not possibly urge them on to-day. They took +about nine minutes to the mile, and I knew I should have to give them +many a walk. That meant at best a drive of eight hours. It would be dark +before I reached town. I did not mind that, for I knew there would be +many a night drive ahead, and I felt sure that that half-mile on the +southern correction line, one mile from town, would have been gone +over on Saturday by quite a number of teams. The snow settles down +considerably, too, in thirty hours, especially under the pressure of +wind. If a trail had been made over the drift, I was confident my horses +would find it without fail. So I dismissed all anxiety on my own score. + +But all the more did the thought of my wife worry me. If only I could +have made her see things with my own eyes--but I could not. She regarded +me as an invalid whose health was undermined by a wasting illness and +who needed nursing and coddling on the slightest provocation. Instead of +drawing Nature’s inference that, what cannot live, should die, she clung +to the slender thread of life that sometimes threatened to break--but +never on these drives. I often told her that, if I could make my +living by driving instead of teaching, I should feel the stronger, +the healthier, and the better for it--my main problem would have been +solved. But she, with a woman’s instinct for shelter and home, cowered +down before every one of Nature’s menaces. And yet she bore up with +remarkable courage. + +A mile or so before I came to the turn in my road the forest withdrew on +both sides, yielding space to the fields and elbow-room for the wind +to unfold its wings. As soon as its full force struck the cutter, the +curtains began to emit that crackling sound which indicates to the +sailor that he has turned his craft as far into the wind as he can +safely do without losing speed. Little ripples ran through the bulging +canvas. As yet I sat snug and sheltered within, my left shoulder turned +to the weather, but soon I sighted dimly a curtain of trees that ran at +right angles to my road. Behind it there stood a school building, and +beyond that I should have to turn south. I gave the horses a walk. I +decided to give them a walk of five minutes for every hour they trotted +along. We reached the corner that way and I started them up again. + +Instantly things changed. We met the wind at an angle of about thirty +degrees from the southeast. The air looked thick ahead. I moved into the +left-hand corner of the seat, and though the full force of the wind did +not strike me there, the whirling snow did not respect my shelter. It +blew in slantways under the top, then described a curve upward, and +downward again, as if it were going to settle on the right end of the +back. But just before it touched the back, it turned at a sharp angle +and piled on to my right side. A fair proportion of it reached my face +which soon became wet and then caked over with ice. There was a sting +to the flakes which made them rather disagreeable. My right eye kept +closing up, and I had to wipe it ever so often to keep it open. The +wind, too, for the first and only time on my drives, somehow found an +entrance into the lower part of the cutter box, and though my feet were +resting on the heater and my legs were wrapped, first in woollen and +then in leather leggings, besides being covered with a good fur robe, my +left side soon began to feel the cold. It may be that this comparative +discomfort, which I had to endure for the better part of the day, +somewhat coloured the kind of experience this drive became. + +As far as the road was concerned, I had as yet little to complain of. +About three miles from the turn there stood a Lutheran church frequented +by the Russian Germans that formed a settlement for miles around. They +had made the trail for me on these three miles, and even for a matter of +four or five miles south of the church, as I found out. It is that kind +of a road which you want for long drives: where others who have short +drives and, therefore, do not need to consider their horses break the +crust of the snow and pack it down. I hoped that a goodly part of my +day’s trip would be in the nature of a chain of shorter, much frequented +stretches; and on the whole I was not to be disappointed. + +Doubtless all my readers know how a country road that is covered with +from two to three feet of snow will look when the trail is broken. There +is a smooth expanse, mostly somewhat hardened at the surface, and there +are two deep-cut tracks in it, each about ten to twelve inches wide, +sharply defined, with the snow at the bottom packed down by the horses’ +feet and the runners of the respective conveyances. So long as you have +such a trail and horses with road sense, you do not need to worry about +your directions, no matter how badly it may blow. Horses that are used +to travelling in the snow will never leave the trail, for they dread +nothing so much as breaking in on the sides. This fact released my +attention for other things. + +Now I thought again for a while of home, of how my wife would +be worrying, how even the little girl would be infected by her +nervousness--how she would ask, “Mamma, is Daddy in... now?” But I did +not care to follow up these thoughts too far. They made me feel too +soft. + +After that I just sat there for a while and looked ahead. But I saw only +the whirl, whirl, whirl of the snow slanting across my field of vision. +You are closed in by it as by insecure and ever receding walls when you +drive in a snowstorm. If I had met a team, I could not have seen it, and +if my safety had depended on my discerning it in time to turn out of the +road, my safety would not have been very safe indeed. But I could rely +on my horses: they would hear the bells of any encountering conveyance +long enough ahead to betray it to me by their behaviour. And should I +not even notice that, they would turn out in time of their own accord: +they had a great deal of road sense. + +Weariness overcame me. In the open the howling and whistling of the wind +always acts on me like a soporific. Inside of a house it is just the +reverse; I know nothing that will keep my nerves as much on edge and +prevent me as certainly from sleeping as the voices at night of a gale +around the buildings. I needed something more definite to look at than +that prospect ahead. The snow was by this time piling in on the seat at +my right and in the box, so as to exclude all drafts except from below I +felt that as a distinct advantage. + +Without any conscious intention I began to peer out below the slanting +edge of the left side-curtain and to watch the sharp crest-wave of +snow-spray thrown by the curve of the runner where it cut into the +freshly accumulating mass. It looked like the wing-wave thrown to either +side by the bow of a power boat that cuts swiftly through quiet water. +From it my eye began to slip over to the snow expanse. The road was +wide, lined with brush along the fence to the left. The fields beyond +had no very large open areas--windbreaks had everywhere been spared +out when the primeval forest had first been broken into by the early +settlers. So whatever the force of the wind might be, no high drift +layer could form. But still the snow drifted. There was enough coming +down from above to supply material even on such a narrow strip as a road +allowance. It was the manner of this drifting that held my eye and my +attention at last. + +All this is, of course, utterly trivial. I had observed it myself a +hundred times before. I observe it again to-day at this very writing, +in the first blizzard of the season. It always has a strange fascination +for me; but maybe I need to apologize for setting it down in writing. + +The wind would send the snowflakes at a sharp angle downward to the +older surface. There was no impact, as there is with rain. The flakes, +of course, did not rebound. But they did not come to rest either, not +for the most imperceptible fraction of time. As soon as they touched the +white, underlying surface, they would start to scud along horizontally +at a most amazing speed, forming with their previous path an obtuse +angle. So long as I watched the single flake--which is quite a task, +especially while driving--it seemed to be in a tremendous hurry. +It rushed along very nearly at the speed of the wind, and that was +considerable, say between thirty-five and forty miles an hour or even +more. But then, when it hit the trail, the crack made by horses and +runners, strange to say, it did not fall down perpendicularly, as it +would have done had it acted there under the influence of gravity alone; +but it started on a curved path towards the lower edge of the opposite +wall of the crack and there, without touching the wall, it started back, +first downward, thus making the turn, and then upward again, towards the +upper edge of the east wall, and not in a straight line either, but in a +wavy curve, rising very nearly but not quite to the edge; and only then +would it settle down against the eastern wall of the track, helping to +fill it in. I watched this with all the utmost effort of attention of +which I was capable. I became intensely interested in my observations. I +even made sure--as sure as anybody can be of anything--that the whole of +this curious path lay in the same perpendicular plane which ran from the +southeast to the northwest, that is to say in the direction of the main +current of the wind. I have since confirmed these observations many +times. + +I am aware of the fact that nobody--nobody whom I know, at least--takes +the slightest interest in such things. People watch birds because some +“Nature-Study-cranks” (I am one of them) urge it in the schools. Others +will make desultory observations on “Weeds” or “Native Trees.” Our +school work in this respect seems to me to be most ridiculously and +palpably superficial. Worst of all, most of it is dry as dust, and it +leads nowhere. I sometimes fear there is something wrong with my own +mentality. But to me it seems that the Kingdom of Heaven lies all around +us, and that most of us simply prefer the moving-picture-show. I have +kept weather records for whole seasons--brief notes on the everyday +observations of mere nothings. You, for whom above all I am setting +these things down, will find them among my papers one day. They would +seem meaningless to most of my fellow men, I believe; to me they are +absorbingly interesting reading when once in a great while I pick an +older record up and glance it over. But this is digressing. + +Now slowly, slowly another fact came home to me. This unanimous, +synchronous march of all the flakes coming down over hundreds of square +miles--and I was watching it myself over miles upon miles of road--in +spite of the fact that every single flake seemed to be in the greatest +possible hurry--was, judged as a whole, nevertheless an exceedingly +leisurely process. In one respect it reminded me of bees swarming; +watch the single bee, and it seems to fly at its utmost speed; watch the +swarm, and it seems to be merely floating along. The reason, of course, +is entirely different. The bees wheel and circle around individually, +the whole swarm revolves--if I remember right, Burroughs has well +described it (as what has he not?). [Footnote: Yes; I looked it up. See +the “Pastoral Bees” in “Locusts and Wild Honey.”] But the snow will not +change its direction while drifting in a wind that blows straight ahead. +Its direction is from first to last the resultant of the direction +of the wind and that of the pull of gravity, into which there enters +besides only the ratio of the strengths of these two forces. The single +snowflake is to the indifferent eye something infinitesimal, too small +to take individual notice of, once it reaches the ground. For most of us +it hardly has any separate existence, however it may be to more astute +observers. We see the flakes in the mass, and we judge by results. Now +firstly, to talk of results, the filling up of a hollow, unless the +drifting snow is simply picked up from the ground where it lay ready +from previous falls, proceeds itself rather slowly and in quite a +leisurely way. But secondly, and this is the more important reason, the +wind blows in waves of greater and lesser density; these waves--and I +do not know whether this observation has ever been recorded though +doubtless it has been made by better observers than I am--these waves, +I say, are propagated in a direction opposite to that of the wind. They +are like sound-waves sent into the teeth of the wind, only they travel +more slowly. Anybody who has observed a really splashing rain on smooth +ground--on a cement sidewalk, for instance--must have observed that the +rebounding drops, like those that are falling, form streaks, because +they, too, are arranged in vertical layers--or sheets--of greater and +lesser density--or maybe the term “frequency” would be more appropriate; +and these streaks travel as compared with the wind, and, as compared +with its direction, they travel against it. It is this that causes the +curious criss-cross pattern of falling and rebounding rain-streaks in +heavy showers. Quite likely there are more competent observers who might +analyze these phenomena better than I can do it; but if nobody else +does, maybe I shall one day make public a little volume containing +observations on our summer rains. But again I am digressing. + +The snow, then, hits the surface of the older layers in waves, no matter +whether the snow is freshly falling or merely drifting; and it is these +waves that you notice most distinctly. Although they travel with the +wind when you compare their position with points on the ground--yet, +when compared with the rushing air above, it becomes clear that they +travel against it. The waves, I say, not the flakes. The single flake +never stops in its career, except as it may be retarded by friction +and other resistances. But the aggregation of the multitudes of flakes, +which varies constantly in its substance, creates the impression as if +the snow travelled very much more slowly than in reality it does. In +other words, every single flake, carried on by inertia, constantly +passes from one air wave to the next one, but the waves themselves +remain relatively stationary. They swing along in undulating, +comparatively slow-moving sheets which may simply be retarded behind the +speed of the wind, but more probably form an actual reaction, set up by +a positive force counteracting the wind, whatever its origin may be. + +When at last I had fully satisfied my mind as to the somewhat +complicated mechanics of this thing, I settled back in my seat--against +a cushion of snow that had meanwhile piled in behind my spine. If I +remember right, I had by this time well passed the church. But for a +while longer I looked out through the triangular opening between the +door of the cutter and the curtain. I did not watch snowflakes or waves +any longer, but I matured an impression. At last it ripened into words. + +Yes, the snow, as figured in the waves, CRAWLED over the ground. There +was in the image that engraved itself on my memory something cruel--I +could not help thinking of the “cruel, crawling foam” and the ruminating +pedant Ruskin, and I laughed. “The cruel, crawling snow!” Yes, and in +spite of Ruskin and his “Pathetic Fallacy,” there it was! Of course, the +snow is not cruel. Of course, it merely is propelled by something +which, according to Karl Pearson, I do not even with a good scientific +conscience dare to call a “force” any longer. But nevertheless, it made +the impression of cruelty, and in that lay its fascination and beauty. +It even reminded me of a cat slowly reaching out with armed claw for the +“innocent” bird. But the cat is not cruel either--we merely call it so! +Oh, for the juggling of words!... + +Suddenly my horses brought up on a farmyard. They had followed the last +of the church-goers’ trails, had not seen any other trail ahead and +faithfully done their horse-duty by staying on what they considered to +be the road. + +I had reached the northern limit of that two-mile stretch of wild land. +In summer there is a distinct and good road here, but for the present +the snow had engulfed it. When I had turned back to the bend of the +trail, I was for the first time up against a small fraction of what was +to come. No trail, and no possibility of telling the direction in which +I was going! Fortunately I realized the difficulty right from the start. +Before setting out, I looked back to the farm and took my bearings from +the fence of the front yard which ran north-south. Then I tried to hold +to the line thus gained as best I could. It was by no means an easy +matter, for I had to wind my weary way around old and new drifts, brush +and trees. The horses were mostly up to their knees in snow, carefully +lifting their hindlegs to place them in the cavities which their +forelegs made. Occasionally, much as I tried to avoid it, I had to make +a short dash through a snow dam thrown up over brush that seemed to +encircle me completely. The going, to be sure, was not so heavy as it +had been the day before on the corner of the marsh, but on the other +hand I could not see as far beyond the horses’ heads. And had I been +able to see, the less conspicuous landmarks would not have helped +me since I did not know them. It took us about an hour to cross this +untilled and unfenced strip. I came out on the next crossroad, not +more than two hundred yards east of where I should have come out. I +considered that excellent; but I soon was to understand that it was +owing only to the fact that so far I had had no flying drifts to go +through. Up to this point the snow was “crawling” only wherever the +thicket opened up a little. What blinded my vision had so far been only +the new, falling snow. + +I am sure I looked like a snowman. Whenever I shook my big gauntlets +bare, a cloud of exceedingly fine and hard snow crystals would hit my +face; and seeing how much I still had ahead, I cannot say that I liked +the sensation. I was getting thoroughly chilled by this time. The +mercury probably stood at somewhere between minus ten and twenty. The +very next week I made one trip at forty below--a thermometer which I +saw and the accuracy of which I have reason to doubt showed minus +forty-eight degrees. Anyway, it was the coldest night of the winter, but +I was not to suffer then. I remember how about five in the morning, when +I neared the northern correction line, my lips began to stiffen; hard, +frozen patches formed on my cheeks, and I had to allow the horses to rub +their noses on fence posts or trees every now and then, to knock the +big icicles off and to prevent them from freezing up altogether--but. +my feet and my hands and my body kept warm, for there was no wind. On +drives like these your well-being depends largely on the state of your +feet and hands. But on this return trip I surely did suffer. Every +now and then my fingers would turn curd-white, and I had to remove my +gauntlets and gloves, and to thrust my hands under my wraps, next to +my body. I also froze two toes rather badly. And what I remember as +particularly disagreeable, was that somehow my scalp got chilled. +Slowly, slowly the wind seemed to burrow its way under my fur-cap and +into my hair. After a while it became impossible for me to move scalp +or brows. One side of my face was now thickly caked over with ice--which +protected, but also on account of its stiffness caused a minor +discomfort. So far, however, I had managed to keep both my eyes at work. +And for a short while I needed them just now. + +We were crossing a drift which had apparently not been broken into since +it had first been piled up the previous week. Such drifts are dangerous +because they will bear up for a while under the horses’ weight, and then +the hard pressed crust will break and reveal a softer core inside. Just +that happened here, and exactly at a moment, too, when the drifting +snow caught me with its full force and at its full height. It was a +quarter-minute of stumbling, jumping, pulling one against the other--and +then a rally, and we emerged in front of a farmyard from which a fairly +fresh trail led south. This trail was filled in, it is true, for the +wind here pitched the snow by the shovelful, but the difference in +colour between the pure white, new snow that filled it and the older +surface to both sides made it sufficiently distinct for the horses to +guide them. They plodded along. + +Here miles upon miles of open fields lay to the southeast, and the snow +that fell over all these fields was at once picked up by the wind and +started its irresistible march to the northwest. And no longer did it +crawl. Since it was bound upon a long-distance trip, somewhere in its +career it would be caught in an upward sweep of the wind and thrown +aloft, and then it would hurtle along at the speed of the wind, blotting +everything from sight, hitting hard whatever it encountered, and piling +in wherever it found a sheltered space. The height of this drifting snow +layer varies, of course, directly and jointly (here the teacher makes +fun of his mathematics) as the amount of loose snow available and as the +carrying force of the wind. Many, many years ago I once saved the day +by climbing on to the seat of my cutter and looking around from this +vantage-point. I was lost and had no idea of where I was. There was no +snowstorm going on at the time, but a recent snowfall was being driven +along by a merciless northern gale. As soon as I stood erect on my +seat, my head reached into a less dense drift layer, and I could clearly +discern a farmhouse not more than a few hundred yards away. I had been +on the point of accepting it as a fact that I was lost. Those tactics +would not have done on this particular day, there being the snowstorm to +reckon with. For the moment, not being lost, I was in no need of them, +anyway. But even later the possible but doubtful advantage to be gained +by them seemed more than offset by the great and certain disadvantage of +having to get out of my robes and to expose myself to the chilling wind. + +This north-south road was in the future invariably to seem endlessly +long to me. There were no very prominent landmarks--a school +somewhere--and there was hardly any change in the monotony of driving. +As for landmarks, I should mention that there was one more at least. +About two miles from the turn into that town which I have mentioned I +crossed a bridge, and beyond this bridge the trail sloped sharply up +in an s-shaped curve to a level about twenty or twenty-five feet higher +than that of the road along which I had been driving. The bridge had a +rail on its west side; but the other rail had been broken down in some +accident and had never been replaced. I mention this trifle because it +became important in an incident during the last drive which I am going +to describe. + +On we went. We passed the school of which I did not see much except the +flagpole. And then we came to the crossroads where the trail bent west +into the town. If I had known the road more thoroughly, I should have +turned there, too. It would have added another two miles to my already +overlong trip, but I invariably did it later on. Firstly, the horses +will rest up much more completely when put into a stable for feeding. +And secondly, there always radiate from a town fairly well beaten +trails. It is a mistake to cut across from one such trail to another. +The straight road, though much shorter, is apt to be entirely +untravelled, and to break trail after a heavy snowstorm is about as hard +a task as any that you can put your team up against. I had the road; +there was no mistaking it; it ran along between trees and fences which +were plainly visible; but there were ditches and brush buried under the +snow which covered the grade to a depth of maybe three feet, and every +bit of these drifts was of that treacherous character that I have +described. + +If you look at some small drift piled up, maybe, against the glass pane +of a storm window, you can plainly see how the snow, even in such +a miniature pile, preserves the stratified appearance which is the +consequence of its being laid down in layers of varying density. Now +after it has been lying for some time, it will form a crust on top which +is sometimes the effect of wind pressure and sometimes--under favourable +conditions--of superficial glaciation. A similar condensation takes +place at the bottom as the result of the work of gravity: a harder core +will form. Between the two there is layer upon layer of comparatively +softer snow. In these softer layers the differences which are due to the +stratified precipitation still remain. And frequently they will make the +going particularly uncertain; for a horse will break through in stages +only. He thinks that he has reached the carrying stratum, gets ready to +take his next step--thereby throwing his whole weight on two or at best +three feet--and just when he is off his balance, there is another caving +in. I believe it is this what makes horses so nervous when crossing +drifts. Later on in the winter there is, of course, the additional +complication of successive snowfalls. The layers from this cause are +usually clearly discernible by differences in colour. + +I have never figured out just how far I went along this entirely +unbroken road, but I believe it must have been for two miles. I know +that my horses were pretty well spent by the time we hit upon another +trail. It goes without saying that this trail, too, though it came from +town, had not been gone over during the day and therefore consisted of +nothing but a pair of whiter ribbons on the drifts; but underneath these +ribbons the snow was packed. Hardly anybody cares to be out on a day +like that, not even for a short drive. And though in this respect I +differ in my tastes from other people, provided I can keep myself from +actually getting chilled, even I began to feel rather forlorn, and that +is saying a good deal. + +A few hundred yards beyond the point where we had hit upon this new +trail which was only faintly visible, the horses turned eastward, on to +a field. Between two posts the wire of the fence had been taken down, +and since I could not see any trail leading along the road further +south, I let my horses have their will. I knew the farm on which we +were. It was famous all around for its splendid, pure-bred beef cattle +herd. I had not counted on crossing it, but I knew that after a mile +of this field trail I should emerge on the farmyard, and since I was +particularly well acquainted with the trail from there across the wild +land to Bell’s corner, it suited me to do as my horses suggested. As a +matter of fact this trail became--with the exception of one drive--my +regular route for the rest of the winter. Never again was I to meet with +the slightest mishap on this particular run. But to-day I was to come as +near getting lost as I ever came during the winter, on those drives to +and from the north. + +For the next ten minutes I watched the work of the wind on the open +field. As is always the case with me, I was not content with recording +a mere observation. I had watched the thing a hundred times before. +“Observing” means to me as much finding words to express what I see as +it means the seeing itself. Now, when a housewife takes a thin +sheet that is lying on the bed and shakes it up without changing its +horizontal position, the running waves of air caught under the cloth +will throw it into a motion very similar to that which the wind imparts +to the snow-sheets, only that the snow-sheets will run down instead of +up. Under a good head of wind there is a vehemence in this motion +that suggests anger and a violent disposition. The sheets of snow +are “flapped” down. Then suddenly the direction of the wind changes +slightly, and the sheet is no longer flapped down but blown up. At the +line where the two motions join we have that edge the appearance +of which suggested to me the comparison with “exfoliated” rock in +a previous paper. It is for this particular stage in the process of +bringing about that appearance that I tentatively proposed the term +“adfoliation.” “Adfoliated” edges are always to be found on the lee side +of the sheet. + +Sometimes, however, the opposite process will bring about nearly the +same result. The snow-sheet has been spread, and a downward sweep of +violent wind will hit the surface, denting it, scraping away an edge +of the top layer, and usually gripping through into lower layers; then, +rebounding, it will lift the whole sheet up again, or any part of it; +and, shattering it into its component crystals, will throw these aloft +and afar to be laid down again further on. This is true “exfoliation.” + Since it takes a more violent burst of wind to effect this true +exfoliation than it does to bring about the adfoliation, and since, +further, the snow once indented, will yield to the depth of several +layers, the true exfoliation edges are usually thicker than the others: +and, of course, they are always to be found on the wind side. + +Both kinds of lines are wavy lines because the sheets of wind are +undulating. In this connection I might repeat once more that the +straight line seems to be quite unknown in Nature, as also is uniformity +of motion. I once watched very carefully a ferry cable strung across +the bottom of a mighty river, and, failing to discover any theoretical +reason for its vibratory motion, I was thrown back upon proving to my +own satisfaction that the motion even of that flowing water in the river +was the motion of a pulse; and I still believe that my experiments were +conclusive. Everybody, of course, is familiar with the vibrations of +telephone wires in a breeze. That humming sound which they emit would +indeed be hard to explain without the assumption of a pulsating blow. Of +course, it is easy to prove this pulsation in air. From certain further +observations, which I do not care to speak about at present, I am +inclined to assume a pulsating arrangement, or an alternation of +layers of greater and lesser density in all organised--that is, +crystalline--matter; for instance, in even such an apparently uniform +block as a lump of metallic gold or copper or iron. This arrangement, of +course, may be disturbed by artificial means; but if it is, the matter +seems to be in an unstable condition, as is proved, for instance, by the +sudden, unexpected breaking of apparently perfectly sound steel rails. +There seems to be a condition of matter which so far we have largely +failed to take into account or to utilise in human affairs... + +I reached the yard, crossed it, and swung out through the front gate. +Nowhere was anybody to be seen. The yard itself is sheltered by a +curtain of splendid wild trees to the north, the east, and the south. So +I had a breathing spell for a few minutes. I could also clearly see the +gap in this windbreak through which I must reach the open. I think I +mentioned that on the previous drive, going north, I had found the road +four or five miles east of here very good indeed. But the reason had +been that just this windbreak, which angles over to what I have been +calling the twelve-mile bridge, prevented all serious drifting while the +wind came from the north. To-day I was to find things different, for to +the south the land was altogether open. The force of the wind alone was +sufficient to pull the horses back to a walk, before we even had quite +reached the open plain. It was a little after four when I crossed the +gap, and I knew that I should have to make the greater part of what +remained in darkness. I was about twelve miles from town, I should +judge. The horses had not been fed. So, as soon as I saw how things +were, I turned back into the shelter of the bluff to feed. I might have +gone to the farm, but I was afraid it would cost too much time. After +this I always went into town and fed in the stable. While the horses +were eating and resting, I cleaned the cutter of snow looked after my +footwarmer, and, by tramping about and kicking against the tree trunks, +tried to get my benumbed circulation started again. My own lunch on +examination proved to be frozen into one hard, solid lump. So I decided +to go without it and to save it for my supper. + +At half past four we crossed the gap in the bluffs for the second time. + +Words fail me to describe or even to suggest the fury of the blast and +of the drift into which we emerged. For a moment I thought the top of +the cutter would be blown off. With the twilight that had set in the +wind had increased to a baffling degree. The horses came as near as they +ever came, in any weather, to turning on me and refusing to face the +gale. And what with my blurred vision, the twisting and dodging about of +the horses, and the gathering dusk, I soon did not know any longer where +I was. There was ample opportunity to go wrong. Copses, single trees, +and burnt stumps which dotted the wilderness had a knack of looming up +with startling suddenness in front or on the side, sometimes dangerously +close to the cutter. It was impossible to look straight ahead, because +the ice crystals which mimicked snow cut right into my eyes and made +my lids smart with soreness. Underfoot the rough ground seemed like a +heaving sea. The horses would stumble, and the cutter would pitch over +from one side to the other in the most alarming way. I saw no remedy. +It was useless to try to avoid the obstacles--only once did I do so, and +that time I had to back away from a high stump against which my drawbar +had brought up. The pitching and rolling of the cutter repeatedly shook +me out of my robes, and if, when starting up again from the bluff, I had +felt a trifle more comfortable, that increment of consolation was soon +lost. + +We wallowed about--there is only this word to suggest the motion. To all +intents and purposes I was lost. But still there was one thing, provided +it had not changed, to tell me the approximate direction--the wind. +It had been coming from the south-southeast. So, by driving along very +nearly into its teeth, I could, so I thought, not help emerging on the +road to town. + +Repeatedly I wished I had taken the old trail. That fearful drift in the +bush beyond the creek, I thought, surely had settled down somewhat in +twenty-four hours. [Footnote: As a matter of fact I was to see it once +more before the winter was over, and I found it settled down to about +one third its original height. This was partly the result of superficial +thawing. But still even then, shortly before the final thaw-up, it +looked formidable enough.] I had had as much or more of unbroken trail +to-day as on the day before. On the whole, though, I still believed that +the four miles across the corner of the marsh south of the creek had +been without a parallel in their demands on the horses’ endurance. And +gradually I came to see that after all the horses probably would have +given out before this, under the cumulative effect of two days of it, +had they not found things somewhat more endurable to-day. + +We wallowed along... And then we stopped. I shouted to the +horses--nothing but a shout could have the slightest effect against the +wind. They started to fidget and to dance and to turn this way and that, +but they would not go. I wasted three or four minutes before I shook +free of my robes and jumped out to investigate. Well, we were in the +corner formed by two fences--caught as in a trap. I was dumbfounded. +I did not know of any fence in these parts, of none where I thought +I should be. And how had we got into it? I had not passed through any +gate. There was, of course, no use in conjecturing. If the wind had not +veered around completely, one of the fences must run north-south, the +other one east-west, and we were in the southeast corner of some farm. +Where there was a fence, I was likely to find a farmyard. It could not +be to the east, so there remained three guesses. I turned back to the +west. I skirted the fence closely, so closely that even in the failing +light and in spite of the drifting snow I did not lose sight of it. Soon +the going began to be less rough; the choppy motion of the cutter seemed +to indicate that we were on fall-ploughed land; and not much later Peter +gave a snort. We were apparently nearing a group of buildings. I heard +the heavy thump of galloping horses, and a second later I saw a light +which moved. + +I hailed the man; and he came over and answered my questions. Yes, the +wind had turned somewhat; it came nearly from the east now (so that was +what had misled me); I was only half a mile west of my old trail, but +still, for all that, nearly twelve miles from town. In this there was +good news as well as bad. I remembered the place now; just south of the +twelve-mile bridge I had often caught sight of it to the west. Instead +of crossing the wild land along its diagonal, I had, deceived by the +changed direction of the wind, skirted its northern edge, holding +close to the line of poplars. I thought of the fence: yes, the man who +answered my questions was renting from the owner of that pure-bred Angus +herd; he was hauling wood for him and had taken the fence on the west +side down. I had passed between two posts without noticing them. He +showed me the south gate and gave me the general direction. He even +offered my horses water, which they drank eagerly enough. But he did not +offer bed and stable-room for the night; nor did he open the gate +for me, as I had hoped he would. I should have declined the night’s +accommodation, but I should have been grateful for a helping hand at the +gate. I had to get out of my wraps to open it. And meanwhile I had been +getting out and in so often, that I did no longer even care to clean my +feet of snow; I simply pushed the heater aside so as to prevent it from +melting. + +I “bundled in”--that word, borrowed from an angry lady, describes my +mood perhaps better than anything else I might say. And yet, though what +followed, was not exactly pleasure, my troubles were over for the day. +The horses, of course, still had a weary, weary time of it, but as soon +as we got back to our old trail--which we presently did--they knew the +road at least. I saw that the very moment we reached it by the way they +turned on to it and stepped out more briskly. + +From this point on we had about eleven miles to make, and every step +of it was made at a walk. I cannot, of course say much about the road. +There was nothing for me to do except as best I could to fight the wind. +I got my tarpaulin out from under the seat and spread it over myself. I +verily believe I nodded repeatedly. It did not matter. I knew that the +horses would take me home, and since it was absolutely dark, I could +not have helped it had they lost their way. A few times, thinking that I +noticed an improvement in the road, I tried to speed the horses up; but +when Dan at last, in an attempt to respond, went down on his knees, +I gave it up. Sometimes we pitched and rolled again for a space, but +mostly things went quietly enough. The wind made a curious sound, +something between an infuriated whistle and the sibilant noise a man +makes when he draws his breath in sharply between his teeth. + +I do not know how long we may have been going that way. But I remember +how at last suddenly and gradually I realized that there was a change in +our motion. Suddenly, I say--for the realization of the change came as a +surprise; probably I had been nodding, and I started up. Gradually--for +I believe it took me quite an appreciable time before I awoke to the +fact that the horses at last were trotting. It was a weary, slow, +jogging trot--but it electrified me, for I knew at once that we were on +our very last mile. I strained my eye-sight, but I could see no light +ahead. In fact, we were crossing the bridge before I saw the first light +of the town. + +The livery stable was deserted. I had to open the doors, to drive in, +to unhitch, to unharness, and to feed the horses myself. And then I went +home to my cold and lonesome house. + +It was a cheerless night. + + + + +SIX. A Call for Speed + +I held the horses in at the start. Somehow they realized that a new kind +of test was ahead. They caught the infection of speed from my voice, +I suppose, or from my impatience. They had not been harnessed by the +hostler either. When I came to the stable--it was in the forenoon, too, +at an hour when they had never been taken out before--the hostler had +been away hauling feed. The boys whom I had pressed into service had +pulled the cutter out into the street; it was there we hitched up. +Everything, then, had been different from the way they had been used to. +So, when at last I clicked my tongue, they bounded off as if they were +out for a sprint of a few miles only. + +I held them in and pulled them down to a trot; for of all days to-day +was it of the utmost importance that neither one of them should play +out. At half past twelve a telephone message had reached me, after +having passed through three different channels, that my little girl was +sick; and over the wire it had a sinister, lugubrious, reticent sound, +as if the worst was held back. Details had not come through, so I was +told. My wife was sending a call for me to come home as quickly as I +possibly could; nothing else. It was Thursday. The Sunday before I had +left wife and child in perfect health. But scarlatina and diphtheria +were stalking the plains. The message had been such a shock to me that I +had acted with automatic precision. I had notified the school-board and +asked the inspector to substitute for me; and twenty minutes after word +had reached me I crossed the bridge on the road to the north. + +The going was heavy but not too bad. Two nights ago there had been +a rather bad snowstorm and a blow, and during the last night an +exceedingly slight and quiet fall had followed it. Just now I had no eye +for its beauty, though. + +I was bent on speed, and that meant watching the horses closely; they +must not be allowed to follow their own bent. There was no way of +communicating with my wife; so that, whatever I could do, was left +entirely to my divination. I had picked up a few things at the drug +store--things which had occurred to me on the spur of the moment +as likely to be needed; but now I started a process of analysis and +elimination. Pneumonia, diphtheria, scarlatina and measles--all these +were among the more obvious possibilities. I was enough of a doctor to +trust my ability to diagnose. I knew that my wife would in that respect +rather rely on me than on the average country-town practitioner. All the +greater was my responsibility. + +Since the horses had not been fed for their midday-meal, I had in any +case to put in at the one-third-way town. It had a drug store; so there +was my last chance of getting what might possibly be needed. I made a +list of remedies and rehearsed it mentally till I felt sure I should not +omit anything of which I had thought. + +Then I caught myself at driving the horses into a gallop. It was hard to +hold in. I must confess that I thought but little of the little girl’s +side of it; more of my wife’s; most of all of my own. That seems +selfish. But ever since the little girl was born, there had been only +one desire which filled my life. Where I had failed, she was to succeed. +Where I had squandered my energies and opportunities, she was to use +them to some purpose. What I might have done but had not done, she was +to do. She was to redeem me. I was her natural teacher. Teaching her +became henceforth my life-work. When I bought a book, I carefully +considered whether it would help her one day or not before I spent the +money. Deprived of her, I myself came to a definite and peremptory end. +With her to continue my life, there was still some purpose in things, +some justification for existence. + +Most serious-minded men at my age, I believe, become profoundly +impressed with the futility of “it all.” Unless we throw ourselves into +something outside of our own personality, life is apt to impress us as +a great mockery. I am afraid that at the bottom of it there lies the +recognition of the fact that we ourselves were not worth while, that we +did not amount to what we had thought we should amount to; that we did +not measure up to the exigencies of eternities to come. Children are +among the most effective means devised by Nature to delude us into +living on. Modern civilization has, on the whole, deprived us of the +ability for the enjoyment of the moment. It raises our expectations too +high--realization is bound to fall short, no matter what we do. We +live in an artificial atmosphere. So we submerge ourselves in business, +profession, or superficial amusement. We live for something--do not +merely live. The wage-slave lives for the evening’s liberty, the +business man for his wealth, the preacher for his church. I used to live +for my school. Then a moment like the one I was living through arrives. +Nature strips down our pretences with a relentless finger, and we stand, +bare of disguises, as helpless failures. We have lost the childlike +power of living without conscious aims. Sometimes, when the aims have +faded already in the gathering dusk, we still go on by the momentum +acquired. Inertia carries us over the dead points--till a cog breaks +somewhere, and our whole machinery of life comes to with a jar. If no +such awakening supervenes, since we never live in the present, we +are always looking forward to what never comes; and so life slips by, +unlived. + +If my child was taken from me, it meant that my future was made +meaningless. I felt that I might just as well lie down and die. + +There was injustice in this, I know I was reasoning, as it were, in a +phantom world. Actualities, outlooks, retrospections--my view of them +had been jarred and distorted by an unexpected, stunning blow. For that +it did not really matter how things actually were up north. I had never +yet faced such possibilities; they opened up like an abyss which I had +skirted in the dark, unknowingly. True, my wife was something like a +child to me. I was old enough to be her father, older even in mind than +in actual years. But she, too, by marrying an aging man, had limited her +own development, as it were, by mine. Nor was she I, after all. My child +was. The outlook without her was night. Such a life was not to be lived. + +There was the lash of a scourge in these thoughts, so that I became +nervous, impatient, and unjust--even to the horses. Peter stumbled, and +I came near punishing him with my whip. But I caught myself just before +I yielded to the impulse. I was doing exactly what I should not do. If +Peter stumbled, it was more my own fault than his. I should have +watched the road more carefully instead of giving in to the trend of my +thoughts. A stumble every five minutes, and over a drive of forty-five +miles: that might mean a delay of half an hour--it might mean the +difference between “in time” and “too late.” I did not know what waited +at the other end of the road. It was my business to find out, not to +indulge in mere surmises and forebodings. + +So, with an effort, I forced my attention to revert to the things +around. And Nature, with her utter lack of sentiment, is after all the +only real soother of anguished nerves. With my mind in the state it was +in, the drive would indeed have been nothing less than torture, had I +not felt, sometimes even against my will, mostly without at any rate +consciously yielding to it, the influence of that merriest of all winter +sights which surrounded me. + +The fresh fall of snow, which had come over night, was exceedingly +slight. It had come down softly, floatingly, with all the winds of +the prairies hushed, every flake consisting of one or two large, flat +crystals only, which, on account of the nearly saturated air, had +gone on growing by condensation till they touched the ground. Such a +condition of the atmosphere never holds out in a prolonged snowfall, +may it come down ever so soft-footedly; the first half hour exhausts the +moisture content of the air. After that the crystals are the ordinary, +small, six-armed “stars” which bunch together into flakes. But if the +snowfall is very slight, the moisture content of the lower air sometimes +is not exhausted before it stops; those large crystals remain at the +surface and are not buried out of sight by the later fall. These large, +coarse, slablike crystals reflect as well as refract the light of the +sun. There is not merely the sparkle and glitter, but also the colour +play. Facing north, you see only glittering points of white light; but, +facing the sun, you see every colour of the rainbow, and you see it +with that coquettish, sudden flash which snow shares only with the most +precious of stones. + +Through such a landscape covered with the thinnest possible sheet of +the white glitter we sped. A few times, in heavier snow, the horses were +inclined to fall into a walk; but a touch of the whip sent them +into line again. I began to view the whole situation more quietly. +Considering that we had forty-five miles to go, we were doing very well +indeed. We made Bell’s corner in forty minutes, and still I was saving +the horses’ strength. + +On to the wild land we turned, where the snow underfoot was soft and +free from those hard clods that cause the horses’ feet to stumble. +I beguiled the time by watching the distance through the surrounding +brush. Everybody, of course, has noticed how the open landscape seems to +turn when you speed along. The distance seems to stand still, while +the foreground rushes past you. The whole countryside seems to become a +revolving, horizontal wheel with its hub at the horizon. It is different +when you travel fast through half open bush, so that the eye on its way +to the edge of the visible world looks past trees and shrubs. In that +case there are two points which speed along: you yourself, and with you, +engaged, as it were, in a race with you, the distance. You can go many +miles before your horizon changes. But between it and yourself the +foreground is rushed back like a ribbon. There is no impression of +wheeling; there is no depth to that ribbon which moves backward and +past. You are also more distinctly aware that it is not the objects near +you which move, but you yourself. Only a short distance from you trees +and objects seem rather to move with you, though more slowly; and faster +and faster all things seem to be moving in the same direction with you, +the farther away they are, till at last the utmost distance rushes along +at an equal speed, behind all the stems of the shrubs and the trees, and +keeps up with you. + +So is it truly in life. My childhood seems as near to me now as it was +when I was twenty--nearer, I sometimes think; but the years of my +early manhood have rushed by like that ribbon and are half swallowed by +oblivion. + +This line of thought threw me back into heavier moods. And yet, since +now I banished the hardest of all thoughts hard to bear, I could not +help succumbing to the influence of Nature’s merry mood. I did so even +more than I liked. I remember that, while driving through the beautiful +natural park that masks the approach to the one-third-way town from +the south, I as much as reproached myself because I allowed Nature to +interfere with my grim purpose of speed. Half intentionally I conjured +up the vision of an infinitely lonesome old age for myself, and again +the sudden palpitation in my veins nearly prompted me to send my horses +into a gallop. But instantly I checked myself. Not yet, I thought. On +that long stretch north, beyond the bridge, there I was going to drive +them at their utmost speed. I was unstrung, I told myself; this was +mere sentimentalism; no emotional impulses were of any value; careful +planning only counted. So I even pulled the horses back to a walk. I +wanted to feed them shortly after reaching the stable. They must not be +hot, or I should have trouble. + +Then we turned into the main street of the town. In front of the stable +I deliberately assumed the air of a man of leisure. The hostler came out +and greeted me. I let him water the horses and waited, watch in hand. +They got some hay, and five minutes after I had stopped, I poured their +oats into the feeding boxes. + +Then to the drug store--it was locked. I hunted the druggist all over +town for nearly twenty minutes. Everybody had seen him a short while +ago; everybody knew exactly where he had been a minute before; but +nobody could discover him just then. I worked myself into a veritable +frenzy of hurry. The moisture began to break out all over my body. +I rushed back to the livery stable to tell the hostler to hitch up +again--and there stood the druggist, looking my horses over! I shall not +repeat what I said. + +Five minutes later I had what I wanted, and after a few minutes more I +walked my horses out of town. It had taken me an hour and fifty minutes +to make the town, and thirty-five minutes to leave it behind. + +One piece of good news I received before leaving. While I was getting +into my robes and the hostler hooked up, he told me that no fewer than +twenty-two teams had that very morning come in with cordwood from the +northern correction line. They had made a farm halfways to town by +nightfall of the day before; the rest they had gone that very day. So +there would be an unmistakable trail all the way, and there was no need +to worry over the snow. + +I walked the horses for a while; then, when we were swinging round the +turn to the north, on that long, twenty-mile grade, I speeded them up. +The trail was good: that just about summarizes what I remember of the +road. All details were submerged in one now, and that one was speed. The +horses, which were in prime condition, gave me their best. Sometimes we +went over long stretches that were sandy under that inch or so of new +snow--with sand blown over the older drifts from the fields--stretches +where under ordinary circumstances I should have walked my horses--at +a gallop. Once or twice we crossed bad drifts with deep holes in them, +made by horses that were being wintered outside and that had broken in +before the snow had hardened down sufficiently to carry them. There, of +course, I had to go slowly. But as soon as the trail was smooth again, +the horses would fall back into their stride without being urged. +They had, as I said, caught the infection. My yearning for speed was +satisfied at last. + +Four sights stand out. + +The first is of just such bunches of horses that were being brought +through the winter with practically no yard feeding at all; and +consequently their healthy outdoor looks, and their velvety rumps were +very conspicuous as they scattered away from the trail on our approach. +Several times we dashed right in among them, and I had to shout in order +to clear the road. They did not like to leave the firm footing on the +trail, where they fed by pawing away the snow on both sides and baring +the weeds. Sometimes a whole bunch of them would thunder along in a +stampede ahead of us till they came to a cross-trail or to a farmyard; +there we left them behind. Sometimes only one of them would thus try +to keep in front, while the rest jumped off into the drifts; but, being +separated from his mates, he would stop at last and ponder how to get +back to them till we were right on him again. There was, then, no way to +rejoin those left behind except by doing what he hated to do, by getting +off the trail and jumping into the dreaded snow, thus giving us the +right of way. And when, at last, he did so, he felt sadly hampered and +stopped close to the trail, looking at us in a frightened and helpless +sort of way while we dashed by. + +The next sight, too, impressed me with the degree to which snow +handicaps the animal life of our plains. Not more than ten feet from +the heads of my horses a rabbit started up. The horses were going at a +gallop just then. There it jumped up, unseen by myself until it moved, +ears high, eyes turned back, and giving a tremendous thump with its big +hind feet before setting out on its wild and desperate career. We were +pretty close on its heels and going fast. For maybe a quarter of a mile +it stayed in one track, running straight ahead and at the top of its +speed so that it pulled noticeably away. Every hundred yards or so, +however, it would slow down a little, and its jumps, as it glanced back +without turning--by merely taking a high, flying leap and throwing its +head aloft--would look strangely retarded, as if it were jumping from +a sitting posture or braking with its hind feet while bending its +body backward. Then, seeing us follow at undiminished speed, it would +straighten out again and dart away like an arrow. At the end of its +first straight run it apparently made up its mind that it was time +to employ somewhat different tactics in order to escape. So it jumped +slantways across the soft, central cushion of the trail into the other +track. Again it ran straight ahead for a matter of four or five hundred +yards, slowing down three or four times to reconnoitre in its rear. +After that it ran in a zigzag line, taking four or five jumps in one +track, crossing over into the other with a gigantic leap, at an angle +of not more than thirty degrees to its former direction; then, after +another four or five bounds, crossing back again, and so on. About every +tenth jump was now a high leap for scouting purposes, I should say. It +looked breathless, frantic, and desperate. But it kept it up for several +miles. I am firmly convinced that rabbits distinguish between the man +with a gun and the one without it. This little animal probably knew that +I had no gun. But what was it to do? It was caught on the road with us +bearing down upon it. It knew that it did not stand a chance of getting +even beyond reach of a club if it ventured out into the deep, loose +snow. There might be dogs ahead, but it had to keep on and take that +risk. I pitied the poor thing, but I did not stop. I wished for a +cross-trail to appear, so it would be relieved of its panic; and at last +there came one, too, which it promptly took. + +And as if to prove still more strikingly how helpless many of our wild +creatures are in deep snow, the third sight came. We started a prairie +chicken next. It had probably been resting in the snow to the right +side of the trail. It began to run when the horses came close. And in a +sudden panic as it was, it did the most foolish thing it possibly could +do: it struck a line parallel to the trail. Apparently the soft snow in +which it sank prevented it from taking to its wings. It had them lifted, +but it did not even use them in running as most of the members of its +family will do; it ran in little jumps or spurts, trying its level +best to keep ahead. But the horses were faster. They caught up with it, +passed it. And slowly I pulled abreast. Its efforts certainly were as +frantic as those of the rabbit had looked. I could have picked it up +with my hands. Its beak was open with the exertion--the way you see +chickens walking about with open beaks on a swooningly hot summer day I +reached for the whip to lower it in front of the bird and stop it from +this unequal race. It cowered down, and we left it behind... + +We had by that time reached the narrow strip of wild land which +separated the English settlements to the south from those of the Russian +Germans to the north. We came to the church, and like everything else it +rushed back to the rear; the school on the correction line appeared. + +Strangely, school was still on in that yellow building at the corner. I +noticed a cutter outside, with a man in it, who apparently was waiting +for his children. This is the fourth of the pictures that stand out in +my memory. The man looked so forlorn. His horse, a big, hulking farm +beast, wore a blanket under the harness. I looked at my watch. It was +twenty-five minutes past four. Here, in the bush country where the +pioneers carve the farms out of the wilderness, the time kept is often +oddly at variance with the time of the towns. I looked back several +times, as long as I could see the building, which was for at least +another twenty minutes; but school did not close. Still the man sat +there, humped over, patiently waiting. It is this circumstance, I +believe, which fixed in my memory the exact hour at which I reached the +correction line. + +Beyond, on the first mile of the last road east there was no possibility +of going fast. This piece was blown in badly. There was, however, always +a trail over this mile-long drift. The school, of course, had something +to do with that. But when you drive four feet above the ground, with +nothing but uncertain drifts on both sides of the trail, you want to be +chary of speeding your horses along. One wrong step, and a horse might +wallow in snow up to his belly, and you would lose more time than you +could make up for in an hour’s breathless career. A horse is afraid, +too, of trotting there, and it takes a great deal of urging to make him +do it. + +So we lost a little time here; but when a mile or so farther on we +reached the bush, we made up for it. This last run of five or six miles +along the correction line consisted of one single, soft, smooth bed of +snow. The trail was cut in sharply and never drifted. Every successive +snowfall was at once packed down by the tree-fellers, and whoever drove +along, could give his horses the lines. I did so, too, and the horses +ran. + +I relaxed. I had done what I could do. Anxiety there was hardly any +now. A drive over more than forty miles, made at the greatest obtainable +speed, blunts your emotional energies. I thought of home, to be sure, +did so all the time; but it was with expectation now, with nothing else. +Within half an hour I should know... + +Then the bush opened up. The last mile led along between snow-buried +meadows, school and house in plain view ahead. There lay the cottage, as +peaceful in the evening sun as any house can look. Smoke curled up from +its chimney and rose in a nearly perpendicular column. I became aware +of the colder evening air, and with the chill that crept over me I was +again overwhelmed by the pitifully lonesome looks of the place. + +Mostly I shouted when I drew near to tell of my coming. To-day I +silently swung up through the shrubby thicket in which the cottage and +the stable behind it lay embedded and turned in to the yard. As soon as +the horses stopped, I dropped the lines, jerked the door of the cutter +back, and jumped to the ground. + +Then I stood transfixed. That very moment the door of the cottage +opened. There stood my wife, and between her knee and the door-post a +curly head pushed through, and a child’s voice shouted, “Daddy, come to +the house! Daddy, come to the house!” + +A turn to the better had set in sometime during the morning. The fever +had dropped, and quickly, as children’s illness will come, it had +gone. But the message had sped on its way, irrevocable and, therefore, +unrevoked. My wife, when she told me the tale, thought, well had she +reason to smile, for had I not thus gained an additional holiday? + + + + +SEVEN. Skies and Scares + +We had a “soft spell” over a week end, and on Monday it had been +followed by a fearful storm--snowstorm and blizzard, both coming from +the southeast and lasting their traditional three days before they +subsided. On Thursday, a report came in that the trail across the wild +land west of Bell’s corner was closed completely--in fact, would be +impassable for the rest of the winter. This report came with the air +of authority; the man who brought it knew what he was talking about; +of that I had no doubt. For the time being, he said, no horses could +possibly get through. + +That very day I happened to meet another man who was habitually driving +back and forth between the two towns. “Why don’t you go west?” he said. +“You angle over anyway. Go west first and then straight north.” And he +described in detail the few difficulties of the road which he followed +himself. There was no doubt, he of all men should certainly know which +was the best road for the first seventeen miles. He had come in from +that one-third-way town that morning. I knew the trails which he +described as summer-roads, had gone over them a good many times, though +never in winter; so, the task of finding the trail should not offer any +difficulty. Well and good, then; I made up my mind to follow the advice. + +On Friday afternoon everything was ready as usual. I rang off at four +o’clock and stepped into the hall. And right there the first thing went +wrong. + +Never before had I been delayed in my start. But now there stood +three men in the hall, prominent citizens of the town. I had handed +my resignation to the school-board; these men came to ask me that I +reconsider. The board, so I had heard, was going to accept my decision +and let it go at that. According to this committee the board did not +represent the majority of the citizens in town. They argued for some +time against my stubbornness. At last, fretting under the delay, I put +it bluntly. “I have nothing to reconsider, gentlemen. The matter does +no longer rest with me. If, as I hear, the board is going to accept my +resignation, that settles the affair for me. It must of necessity suit +me or I should not have resigned. But you might see the board. Maybe +they are making a mistake. In fact, I think so. That is not my business, +however.” And I went. + +The time was short enough in any case; this cut it shorter. It was five +o’clock before I swung out on the western road. I counted on moonlight, +though, the fickle luminary being in its first quarter. But there were +clouds in the north and the weather was by no means settled. As for +my lights, they were useless for driving so long as the ground was +completely buried under its sheet of snow. On the snow there form no +shadows by which you can recognize the trail in a light that comes from +between the two tracks. So I hurried along. + +We had not yet made the first three miles, skirting meanwhile the river, +when the first disaster came. I noticed a rather formidable drift on the +road straight ahead. I thought I saw a trail leading up over it--I found +later on that it was a snowshoe trail. I drove briskly up to its very +edge; then the horses fell into a walk. In a gingerly kind of way we +started to climb. And suddenly the world seemed to fall to pieces. The +horses disappeared in the snow, the cutter settled down, there was a +sharp snap, I fell back--the lines had broken. With lightning quickness +I reached over the dashboard down to the whiffletrees and unhooked one +each of the horses’ traces. That would release the others, too, should +they plunge. For the moment I did not know what they were doing. There +was a cloud of dust dry snow which hid them. Then Peter emerged. I saw +with horror that he stood on Dan who was lying on his side. Dan started +to roll over; Peter slipped off to the right. That brought rebellion +into Dan, for now the neck yoke was cruelly twisting his head. I saw +Dan’s feet emerging out of the snow, pawing the air: he was on his back. +Everything seemed convulsed. Then Peter plunged and reared, pulling Dan +half-ways up; that motion of his released the neck yoke from the pole. +The next moment both horses were on their feet, head by head now, but +facing each other, apparently trying to pull apart; but the martingales +held. Then both jumped clear of the cutter and the pole; and they +plunged out, to the rear, past the cutter, to solid ground. + +I do not remember how I got out; but after a minute or so I stood at +their heads, holding them by the bridles. The knees of both horses +shook, their nostrils trembled; Peter’s eye looked as if he were going +to bolt. We were only a hundred yards or so from a farm. A man and a +boy came running with lanterns. I snapped the halter ropes into the bit +rings and handed the horses over to the boy to be led to and fro at a +walk so as to prevent a chill; and I went with the man to inspect the +cutter. Apparently no damage was done beyond the snapping of the lines. +The man, who knew me, offered to lend me another pair, which I promptly +accepted. We pulled the cutter out backwards, straightened the harness, +and hitched the horses up again. It was clear that, though they did not +seem to be injured, their nerves were on edge. + +The farmer meanwhile enlightened me. I mentioned the name of the man +who had recommended the road. Yes, the road was good enough from town to +town. This was the only bad drift. Yes, my adviser had passed here the +day before; but he had turned off the road, going down to the river +below, which was full of holes, it is true, made by the ice-harvesters, +but otherwise safe enough. The boy would go along with his lantern to +guide me to the other side of the drift. I am afraid I thought some +rather uncharitable things about my adviser for having omitted to +caution me against this drift. What I minded most, was, of course, the +delay. + +The drift was partly hollow, it appeared; the crust had thawed and +frozen again; the huge mass of snow underneath had settled down. The +crust had formed a vault, amply strong enough to carry a man, but not to +carry horse and cutter. + +When in the dying light and by the gleam of the lantern we went through +the dense brush, down the steep bank, and on to the river, the horses +were every second ready to bolt. Peter snorted and danced, Dan laid his +ears back on his head. But the boy gave warning at every open hole, and +we made it safely. At last we got back to the road, I kept talking and +purring to the horses for a while, and it seemed they were quieting +down. + +It was not an auspicious beginning for a long night-drive. And though +for a while all things seemed to be going about as well as I could +wish, there remained a nervousness which, slight though it seemed while +unprovoked, yet tinged every motion of the horses and even my own state +of mind. Still, while we were going west, and later, north into the +one-third-way town, the drive was one of the most marvellously beautiful +ones that I had had during that winter of marvellous sights. + +As I have mentioned, the moon was in its first quarter and, therefore, +during the early part of the night high in the sky. It was not very +cold; the lower air was quiet, of that strange, hushed stillness +which in southern countries is the stillness of the noon hour in +midsummer--when Pan is frightened into a panic by the very quiet. It was +not so, however, in the upper reaches of the atmosphere. It was a night +of skies, of shifting, ever changing skies. Not for five minutes did an +aspect last. When I looked up, after maybe having devoted my attention +for a while to a turn in the road or to a drift, there was no trace left +of the picture which I had seen last. And you could not help it, the +sky would draw your eye. There was commotion up there--operations were +proceeding on a very vast scale, but so silently, with not a whisper of +wind, that I felt hushed myself. + +A few of the aspects have persisted in my memory, but it seems an +impossible task to sketch them. + +I was driving along through open fields. The trail led dimly ahead. Huge +masses of snow with sharp, immovable shadows flanked it. The horses were +very wide awake. They cocked their ears at every one of the mounds; and +sometimes they pressed rump against rump, as if to reassure each other +by their mutual touch. + +About halfway up from the northern horizon there lay a belt of faintest +luminosity in the atmosphere--no play of northern lights--just an +impalpable paling of the dark blue sky. There were stars, too, but +they were not very brilliant. Way down in the north, at the edge of +the world, there lay a long, low-flung line of cloud, black, scarcely +discernible in the light of the moon. And from its centre, true north, +there grew out a monstrous human arm, reaching higher and higher, up to +the zenith, blotting the stars behind it. It looked at first--in texture +and rigid outline--as the stream of straw looks that flows from the +blower of a threshing machine when you stand straight in its line and +behind it. But, of course, it did not curve down. It seemed to stretch +and to rise, growing more and more like an arm with a clumsy fist at its +end, held unconceivably straight and unbending. This cloud, I have no +doubt, was forming right then by condensation. And it stretched and +lengthened till it obscured the moon. + +Just then I reached the end of my run to the west. I was nearing a block +of dense poplar bush in which somewhere two farmsteads lay embedded. The +road turned to the north. I was now exactly south of and in line with +that long, twenty-mile trail where I had startled horses, rabbit, and +partridge on the last described drive. I believe I was just twenty-five +miles from the northern correction line. At this corner where I turned I +had to devote all my attention to the negotiating of a few bad drifts. + +When I looked up again, I was driving along the bottom of a wide road +gap formed by tall and stately poplars on both sides--trees which stood +uncannily still. The light of the moon became less dim, and I raised my +eyes. That band of cloud--for it had turned into a band now, thus losing +its threatening aspect--had widened out and loosened up. It was a strip +of flocculent, sheepy-looking, little cloudlets that suggested curliness +and innocence. And the moon stood in between like a goodnatured shepherd +in the stories of old. + +For a while I kept my eyes on the sky. The going was good indeed on this +closed-in road. And so I watched that insensible, silent, and yet swift +shifting of things in the heavens that seemed so orderly, pre-ordained, +and as if regulated by silent signals. The clouds lost their sheeplike +look again; they became more massive; they took on more substance and +spine, more manliness, as it were; and they arranged themselves in +distinct lines. Soldiers suggested themselves, not soldiers engaged in +war, but soldiers drilling in times of peace, to be reviewed, maybe, by +some great general. That central point from which the arm had sprung and +which had been due north had sidled over to the northwest; the low-flung +line along the horizon had taken on the shape of a long wedge pointing +east; farther west it, too, looked more massive now--more like a +rather solid wall. And all those soldier-clouds fell into a fan-shaped +formation--into lines radiating from that common central point in the +northwest. This arrangement I have for many years been calling +“the tree.” It is quite common, of course, and I read it with great +confidence as meaning “no amount of rain or snow worth mentioning.” “The +tree” covered half the heavens or more, and nowhere did I see any large +reaches of clear sky. Here and there a star would peep through, and +the moon seemed to be quickly and quietly moving through the lines. +Apparently he was the general who reviewed the army. + +Again there came a shifting in the scenes. It looked as if some unseen +hands were spreading a sheet above these flocculent clouds--a thin and +vapoury sheet that came from the north and gradually covered the whole +roof of the sky. Stars and moon disappeared; but not, so far, the +light of the moon; it merely became diffused--the way the light from an +electric bulb becomes diffused when you enclose it in a frosted globe. +And then, as the sheet of vapour above began to thicken, the light on +the snow became dim and dimmer, till the whole of the landscape lay in +gloom. The sheet still seemed to be coming, coming from the north. But +no longer did it travel away to the south. It was as if it had brought +up against an obstacle there, as if it were being held in place. And +since there was more and more of it pressing up--it seemed rather to be +pushed now--it telescoped together and threw itself into folds, till +at last the whole sky looked like an enormous system of parallel +clothes-lines over all of which one great, soft, and loose cloth +were flung, so that fold after fold would hang down between all the +neighbouring pairs of lines; and between two folds there would be a +sharply converging, upward crease. It being night, this arrangement, +common in grey daylight, would not have shown at all, had it not been +for the moon above. As it was, every one of the infolds showed an +increasingly lighter grey the higher it folded up, and like huge, black +udders the outfolds were hanging down. This sky, when it persists, +I have often found to be followed within a few days by heavy storms. +To-night, however, it did not last. Shifting skies are never certain +signs, though they normally indicate an unsettled condition of the +atmosphere. I have observed them after a blizzard, too. + +I looked back over my shoulder, just when I emerged from the bush into +the open fields. And there I became aware of a new element again. +A quiet and yet very distinct commotion arose from the south. These +cloth-clouds lifted, and a nearly impalpable change crept over the +whole of the sky. A few minutes later it crystallised into a distinct +impression. A dark grey, faintly luminous, inverted bowl stood overhead. +Not a star was to be seen above, nor yet the moon. But all around the +horizon there was a nearly clear ring, suffused with the light of the +moon. There, where the sky is most apt to be dark and hazy, stars peeped +out--singly and dimly only--I did not recognize any constellation. + +And then the grey bowl seemed to contract into patches. Again the +change seemed to proceed from the south. The clouds seemed to lift still +higher, and to shrink into small, light, feathery cirrus clouds, silvery +on the dark blue sky--resembling white pencil shadings. The light of the +moon asserted itself anew. And this metamorphosis also spread upward, +till the moon herself looked out again, and it went on spreading +northward till it covered the whole of the sky. + +This last change came just before I had to turn west again for a mile or +so in order to hit a trail into town. I did not mean to go on straight +ahead and to cut across those radiating road lines of which I have +spoken in a former paper. I knew that my wife would be sitting up and +waiting till midnight or two o’clock, and I wanted to make it. So I +avoided all risks and gave my attention to the road for a while. I had +to drive through a ditch and through a fence beyond, and to cross a +field in order to strike that road which led from the south through the +park into town. A certain farmstead was my landmark. Beyond it I had to +watch out sharply if I wanted to find the exact spot where according to +my informant the wire of the fence had been taken down. I found it. + +To cross the field proved to be the hardest task the horses had had so +far during the night. The trail had been cut in deep through knee-high +drifts, and it was filled with firmly packed, freshly blown-in snow. +That makes a particularly bad road for fast driving. I simply had to +take my time and to give all my attention to the guiding of the horses. +And here I was also to become aware once more of the fact that my horses +had not yet forgotten their panic in that river drift of two hours ago. +There was a strawstack in the centre of the field; at least the shape of +the big, white mound suggested a strawstack; and the trail led closely +by it. Sharp shadows showed, and the horses, pricking their ears, began +to dance and to sidle away from it as we passed along its southern edge. + +But we made it. By the time we reached the park that forms the approach +to the town from the south, the skies had changed completely. There +was now, as far as my eye would reach, just one vast, dark-blue, +star-spangled expanse. And the skies twinkled and blazed down upon the +earth with a veritable fervour. There was not one of the more familiar +stars that did not stand out brightly, even the minor ones which you do +not ordinarily see oftener than, maybe, once or twice a year--as, for +instance, Vega’s smaller companions in the constellation of the Lyre, or +the minor points in the cluster of the Pleiades. + +I sometimes think that the mere fact of your being on a narrow +bush-road, with the trees looming darkly to both sides, makes the stars +seem brighter than they appear from the open fields. I have heard that +you can see a star even in daytime from the bottom of a deep mine-pit if +it happens to pass overhead. That would seem to make my impression less +improbable, perhaps. I know that not often have the stars seemed so much +alive to me as they did that night in the park. + +And then I came into the town. I stayed about forty-five minutes, fed +the horses, had supper myself, and hitched up again. + +On leaving town I went for another mile east in the shelter of a fringe +of bush; and this bush kept rustling as if a breeze had sprung up. But +it was not till I turned north again, on the twenty-mile stretch, that I +became conscious of a great change in the atmosphere. There was indeed a +slight breeze, coming from the north, and it felt very moist. Somehow it +felt homely and human, this breeze. There was a promise in it, as of a +time, not too far distant, when the sap would rise again in the trees +and when tender leaflets would begin to stir in delicate buds. So far, +however, its more immediate promise probably was snow. + +But it did not last, either. A colder breeze sprang up. Between the two +there was a distinct lull. And again there arose in the north, far away, +at the very end of my seemingly endless road, a cloud-bank. The colder +wind that sprang up was gusty; it came in fits and starts, with short +lulls in between; it still had that water-laden feeling, but it was now +what you would call “damp” rather than “moist”--the way you often feel +winter-winds along the shores of great lakes or along sea-coasts. There +was a cutting edge to it--it was “raw” And it had not been blowing very +long before low-hanging, dark, and formless cloud-masses began to scud +up from the north to the zenith. The northern lights, too, made their +appearance again about that time. They formed an arc very far to the +south, vaulting up behind my back, beyond the zenith. No streamers in +them, no filtered rays and streaks--nothing but a blurred luminosity +high above the clouds and--so it seemed--above the atmosphere. The +northern lights have moods, like the clouds--moods as varied as +theirs--though they do not display them so often nor quite so +ostentatiously. + +We were nearing the bridge across the infant river. The road from the +south slopes down to this bridge in a rather sudden, s-shaped curve, +as perhaps the reader remembers. I still had the moonlight from time to +time, and whenever one of the clouds floated in front of the crescent, +I drove more slowly and more carefully. Now there is a peculiar thing +about moonlight on snow. With a fairly well-marked trail on bare ground, +in summertime, a very little of it will suffice to indicate the road, +for there are enough rough spots on the best of trails to cast little +shadows, and grass and weeds on both sides usually mark the beaten track +off still more clearly, even though the road lead north. But the snow +forms such an even expanse, and the trail on it is so featureless +that these signs are no longer available. The light itself also is too +characterless and too white and too nearly of the same quality as the +light reflected by the snow to allow of judging distances delicately and +accurately. You seem to see nothing but one vast whiteness all around. +When you drive east or west, the smooth edges of the tracks will cast +sharply defined shadows to the north, but when you drive north or south, +even these shadows are absent, and so you must entirely rely on your +horses to stay on the trail. I have often observed how easily my own +judgment was deluded. + +But still I felt so absolutely sure that I should know when I approached +the bridge that, perhaps through overconfidence, I was caught napping. +There was another fact which I did not take sufficiently into account at +the time. I have mentioned that we had had a “soft spell.” In fact, it +had been so warm for a day or two that the older snow had completely +iced over. Now, much as I thought I was watching out, we were suddenly +and quite unexpectedly right on the downward slope before I even +realized that we were near it. + +As I said, on this slope the trail described a double curve, and it hit +the bridge at an angle from the west. The first turn and the behaviour +of the horses were what convinced me that I had inadvertently gone too +far. If I had stopped the horses at the point where the slope began and +then started them downward at a slow walk, we should still have reached +the bridge at too great a speed; for the slope had offered the last big +wind from the north a sheer brow, and it was swept clean of new snow, +thus exposing the smooth ice underneath; the snow that had drifted from +the south, on the other hand, had been thrown beyond the river, on +to the lower northern bank; the horses skidded, and the weight of the +cutter would have pushed them forward. As it was, they realized the +danger themselves; for when we turned the second curve, both of them +stiffened their legs and spread their feet in order to break the +momentum of the cutter; but in spite of the heavy calks under their +shoes they slipped on all fours, hardly able to make the bend on to the +bridge. + +They had to turn nearly at right angles to their last direction, and +the bridge seemed to be one smooth sheet of ice. The moon shone brightly +just then; so I saw exactly what happened. As soon as the runners +hit the iced-over planks, the cutter swung out sideways; the horses, +however, slipping and recovering, managed to make the turn. It was a +worth-while sight to see them strike their calks into the ice and brace +themselves against the shock which they clearly expected when the cutter +started to skid. The latter swung clear of the bridge--you will remember +that the railing on the east-side was broken away--out into space, and +came down with a fearful crash, but right side up, on the steep north +bank of the river--just at the very moment when the horses reached the +deep, loose snow beyond which at least gave them a secure footing. They +had gone along the diagonal of the bridge, from the southwest corner, +barely clearing the rail, to the northwest corner where the snow had +piled in to a depth of from two to five feet on the sloping bank. If +the ground where I hit the bank had been bare, the cutter would have +splintered to pieces; as it was, the shock of it seemed to jar every +bone in my body. + +It seemed rather a piece of good luck that the horses bolted; the lines +held; they pulled me free of the drift on the bank and plunged out on +the road. For a mile or two we had a pretty wild run; and this time +there was no doubt about it, either, the horses were thoroughly +frightened. They ran till they were exhausted, and there was no holding +them; but since I was on a clear road, I did not worry very much. +Nevertheless, I was rather badly shaken up myself; and if I had followed +the good advice that suggested itself, I should have put in for some +time at the very next farm which I passed. The way I see things now, +it was anything rather than safe to go on. With horses in the nervous +condition in which mine were I could not hope any longer to keep them +under control should a further accident happen. But I had never yet +given in when I had made up my mind to make the trip, and it was hard to +do so for the first time. + +As soon as I had the horses sufficiently in hand again, I lighted my +lantern, got out on the road, and carefully looked my cutter over. I +found that the hardwood lining of both runners was broken at the curve, +but the steel shoes were, though slightly bent, still sound. Fortunately +the top had been down, otherwise further damage would have been sure to +result. I saw no reason to discontinue the drive. + +Now after a while--when the nervousness incident upon the shock which +I had received subsided--my interest in the shifting skies revived once +more, and again I began to watch the clouds. The wind was squally, and +the low, black vapour-masses overhead had coalesced into a vast array of +very similar but yet distinct groups. There was still a certain amount +of light from the moon, but only just enough to show the texture and the +grouping of the clouds. Hardly ever had I seen, or at least consciously +taken note of a sky that with its blackness and its massed multitudes of +clouds looked so threatening, so sinister, so much like a battle-array. +But way up in the northeast there were two large areas quite suffused +with light from the north. They must have been thin cloud-layers in +whose upper reaches the northern lights were playing. And these patches +of light were like a promise, like a word of peace arresting the battle. +Had it not been for these islands of light, I should have felt depressed +when I looked back to the road. + +We were swinging along as before. I had rested the horses by a walk, +and to a casual observer they would have seemed to be none the worse +for their fling at running away. But on closer scrutiny they would again +have revealed the unmistakable signs of nervous tension. Their ears +moved jerkily on the slightest provocation. Still, the road was good and +clear, and I had no apprehensions. + +Then came the sudden end of the trail. It was right in front of a farm +yard. Clearly, the farmer had broken the last part of the road over +which I had come. The trail widened out to a large, circus-shaped flat +in the drifts. The snow had the ruffled appearance of being thoroughly +tramped down by a herd of cattle. On both sides there were trees--wild +trees--a-plenty. Brush lined the narrow road gap ahead; but the snow had +piled in level with its tops. This had always been rather a bad spot, +though the last time I had seen it the snow had settled down to about +half the height of the shrubs. I stopped and hesitated for a moment. I +knew just where the trail had been. It was about twenty-five feet from +the fence of the field to the east. It was now covered under three to +four feet of freshly drifted-in snow. The drift seemed to be higher +towards the west, where the brush stood higher, too. So I decided to +stay as nearly as I could above the old trail. There, even though we +might break through the new snow the older drifts underneath were likely +to be firm enough. + +We went ahead. The drift held, and slowly we climbed to its summit. It +is a strange coincidence that just then I should have glanced up at the +sky. I saw a huge, black cloud-mass elbowing its way, as it were, in +front of those islands of light, the promise of peace. And so much was +I by this time imbued with the moods of the skies that the disappearance +of this mild glimmer sent a regret through my very body. And +simultaneously with this thrill of regret there came--I remember this +as distinctly as if it had been an hour ago--the certainty of impending +disaster. The very next moment chaos reigned. The horses broke in, not +badly at all; but as a consequence of their nervous condition they flew +into a panic. I held them tight as they started to plunge. But there +was no guiding them; they were bound to have things their own way +altogether. It seemed as if they had lost their road-sense, too, for +instead of plunging at least straight ahead, out on the level trail, +they made, with irresistible bounds and without paying the slightest +attention to the pull of the lines, towards the east. There the drift, +not being packed by any previous traffic, went entirely to pieces under +their feet. I had meanwhile thrown off my robes, determined at all costs +to bring them to a stop, for I knew, if I allowed them to get away with +me this time, they would be spoiled for any further drives of mine. + +Now just the very fraction of a second when I got my feet up against the +dashboard so as to throw my whole weight into my pull, they reared up +as if for one tremendous and supreme bound, and simultaneously I saw a +fence post straight under the cutter pole. Before I quite realized it, +the horses had already cleared the fence. I expected the collision, the +breaking of the drawbar and the bolting of the horses; but just then +my desperate effort in holding them told, and dancing and fretting +they stood. Then, in a flash, I mentally saw and understood the whole +situation. The runners of the cutter, still held up by the snow of the +drift which sloped down into the field and which the horses had churned +into slabs and clods, had struck the fence wire and, lifting the whole +of the conveyance, had placed me; cutter and all, balanced for a moment +to a nicety, on top of the post. But already we began to settle back. + +I felt that I could not delay, for a moment later the runners would slip +off the wire and the cutter fall backward; that was the certain signal +for the horses to bolt. The very paradoxicality of the situation seemed +to give me a clue. I clicked my tongue and, holding the horses back with +my last ounce of strength, made them slowly dance forward and pull me +over the fence. In a moment I realized that I had made a mistake. A +quick pull would have jerked me clear of the post. As it was, it slowly +grated along the bottom of the box; then the cutter tilted forward, and +when the runners slipped off the wire, the cutter with myself pitched +back with a frightful knock against the post. The back panel of the box +still shows the splintered tear that fence post made. The shock of it +threw me forward, for a second I lost all purchase on the lines, and +again the horses went off in a panic. It was quite dark now, for the +clouds were thickening in the sky. While I attended to the horses, I +reflected that probably something had broken back there in the cutter, +but worst of all, I realized that this incident, for the time being +at least, had completely broken my nerve. As soon as I had brought the +horses to a stop, I turned in the knee-deep snow of the field and made +for the fence. + +Half a mile ahead there gleamed a light. I had, of course, to stay on +the field, and I drove along, slowly and carefully, skirting the fence +and watching it as closely as what light there was permitted. + +I do not know why this incident affected me the way it did; but I +presume that the cumulative effect of three mishaps, one following the +other, had something to do with it; the same as it affected the horses. +But more than that, I believe, it was the effect of the skies. I am +rather subject to the influence of atmospheric conditions. There are not +many things that I would rather watch. No matter what the aspect of the +skies may be, they fascinate me. I have heard people say, “What a dull +day!”--or, “What a sleepy day!”--and that when I was enjoying my own +little paradise in yielding to the moods of cloud and sky. To this very +hour I am convinced that the skies broke my nerve that night, that those +incidents merely furnished them with an opportunity to get their work in +more tellingly. + +Of the remainder of the drive little needs to be said. I found a way out +of the field, back to the road, drove into the yard of the farm where I +had seen the light, knocked at the house, and asked for and obtained the +night’s accommodation for myself and for my horses. + +At six o’clock next morning I was on the road again. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Over Prairie Trails + +Author: Frederick Philip Grove + +Release Date: June 13, 2009 [EBook #6111] +Last Updated: November 7, 2016 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS *** + + + + +Produced by Gardner Buchanan, and David Widger + + + + + + +</pre> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h1> + OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS + </h1> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h2> + By Frederick Philip Grove + </h2> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <h2> + Contents + </h2> + <h3> + <a href="#link2H_4_0001"> Introductory </a><br /> + </h3> + <table summary="" style="margin-right: auto; margin-left: auto"> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="#link2H_4_0002"> ONE. </a> + </td> + <td> + Farms and Roads + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="#link2H_4_0003"> TWO. </a> + </td> + <td> + Fog + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="#link2H_4_0004"> THREE. </a> + </td> + <td> + Dawn and Diamonds + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="#link2H_4_0005"> FOUR. </a> + </td> + <td> + Snow + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="#link2H_4_0006"> FIVE. </a> + </td> + <td> + Wind and Waves + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="#link2H_4_0007"> SIX. </a> + </td> + <td> + A Call for Speed + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="#link2H_4_0008"> SEVEN. </a> + </td> + <td> + Skies and Scares + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_4_0001" id="link2H_4_0001"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <h2> + Introductory + </h2> + <p> + A few years ago it so happened that my work—teaching school—kept + me during the week in a small country town in the centre of one of the + prairie provinces while my family—wife and little daughter—lived + in the southern fringe of the great northern timber expanse, not very far + from the western shore of a great lake. My wife—like the plucky + little woman she is—in order to round off my far-from-imperial + income had made up her mind to look after a rural school that boasted of + something like a residence. I procured a buggy and horse and went “home” + on Fridays, after school was over, to return to my town on Sunday evening—covering + thus, while the season was clement and allowed straight cross-country + driving, coming and going, a distance of sixty-eight miles. Beginning with + the second week of January this distance was raised to ninety miles + because, as my more patient readers will see, the straight cross-country + roads became impassable through snow. + </p> + <p> + These drives, the fastest of which was made in somewhat over four hours + and the longest of which took me nearly eleven—the rest of them + averaging pretty well up between the two extremes—soon became what + made my life worth living. I am naturally an outdoor creature—I have + lived for several years “on the tramp”—I love Nature more than Man—I + take to horses—horses take to me—so how could it have been + otherwise? Add to this that for various reasons my work just then was not + of the most pleasant kind—I disliked the town, the town disliked me, + the school board was sluggish and unprogressive, there was friction in the + staff—and who can wonder that on Fridays, at four o’clock, a real + holiday started for me: two days ahead with wife and child, and going and + coming—the drive. + </p> + <p> + I made thirty-six of these trips: seventy-two drives in all. I think I + could still rehearse every smallest incident of every single one of them. + With all their weirdness, with all their sometimes dangerous adventure—most + of them were made at night, and with hardly ever any regard being paid to + the weather or to the state of the roads—they stand out in the vast + array of memorable trifles that constitute the story of my life as among + the most memorable ones. Seven drives seem, as it were, lifted above the + mass of others as worthy to be described in some detail—as not too + trivial to detain for an hour or so a patient reader’s kind attention. Not + that the others lack in interest for myself; but there is little in them + of that mildly dramatic, stirring quality which might perhaps make their + recital deserving of being heard beyond my own frugal fireside. Strange to + say, only one of the seven is a return trip. I am afraid that the prospect + of going back to rather uncongenial work must have dulled my senses. Or + maybe, since I was returning over the same road after an interval of only + two days, I had exhausted on the way north whatever there was of + noticeable impressions to be garnered. Or again, since I was coming from + “home,” from the company of those for whom I lived and breathed, it might + just be that all my thoughts flew back with such an intensity that there + was no vitality left for the perception of the things immediately around + me. + </p> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + ONE. Farms and Roads + </h2> + <p> + At ten minutes past four, of an evening late in September, I sat in the + buggy and swung out of the livery stable that boarded my horse. Peter, the + horse, was a chunky bay, not too large, nor too small; and I had stumbled + on to him through none of my sagacity. To tell the plain truth, I wanted + to get home, I had to have a horse that could stand the trip, no other + likely looking horse was offered, this one was—on a trial drive he + looked as if he might do, and so I bought him—no, not quite—I + arranged with the owner that I should make one complete trip with him and + pay a fee of five dollars in case I did not keep him. As the sequence + showed, I could not have found a better horse for the work in hand. + </p> + <p> + I turned on to the road leading north, crossed the bridge, and was between + the fields. I looked at my watch and began to time myself. The moon was + new and stood high in the western sky; the sun was sinking on the downward + stretch. It was a pleasant, warm fall day, and it promised an evening such + as I had wished for on my first drive out. Not a cloud showed anywhere. I + did not urge the horse; he made the first mile in seven, and a half + minutes, and I counted that good enough. + </p> + <p> + Then came the turn to the west; this new road was a correction line, and I + had to follow it for half a mile. There was no farmhouse on this short + bend. Then north for five miles. The road was as level as a table top—a + good, smooth, hard-beaten, age-mellowed prairie-grade. The land to east + and west was also level; binders were going and whirring their harvest + song. Nobody could have felt more contented than I did. There were two + clusters of buildings—substantial buildings—set far back from + the road, one east, the other one west, both clusters huddled homelike and + sheltered in bluffs of planted cottonwoods, straight rows of them, three, + four trees deep. My horse kept trotting leisurely along, the wheels kept + turning, a meadow lark called in a desultory way from a nearby fence post. + I was “on the go.” I had torn up my roots, as it were, I felt detached and + free; and if both these prosperous looking farms had been my property—I + believe, that moment a “Thank-you” would have bought them from me if + parting from them had been the price of the liberty to proceed. But, of + course, neither one of them ever could have been my property, for neither + by temperament nor by profession had I ever been given to the accumulation + of the wealth of this world. + </p> + <p> + A mile or so farther on there stood another group of farm buildings—this + one close to the road. An unpainted barn, a long and low, rather + ramshackle structure with sagging slidedoors that could no longer be + closed, stood in the rear of the farm yard. The dwelling in front of it + was a tall, boxlike two-story house, well painted in a rather loud green + with white door and window frames. The door in front, one window beside + it, two windows above, geometrically correct, and stiff and cold. The + house was the only green thing around, however. Not a tree, not a shrub, + not even a kitchen garden that I could see. I looked the place over + critically, while I drove by. Somehow I was convinced that a bachelor + owned it—a man who made this house—which was much too large + for him—his “bunk.” There it stood, slick and cold, unhospitable as + ever a house was. A house has its physiognomy as well as a man, for him + who can read it; and this one, notwithstanding its new and shining paint, + was sullen, morose, and nearly vicious and spiteful. I turned away. I + should not have cared to work for its owner. + </p> + <p> + Peter was trotting along. I do not know why on this first trip he never + showed the one of his two most prominent traits—his laziness. As I + found out later on, so long as I drove him single (he changed entirely in + this respect when he had a mate), he would have preferred to be hitched + behind, with me between the shafts pulling buggy and him. That was his + weakness, but in it there also lay his strength. As soon as I started to + dream or to be absorbed in the things around, he was sure to fall into the + slowest of walks. When then he heard the swish of the whip, he would start + with the worst of consciences, gallop away at breakneck speed, and slow + down only when he was sure the whip was safe in its socket. When we met a + team and pulled out on the side of the road, he would take it for granted + that I desired to make conversation. He stopped instantly, drew one + hindleg up, stood on three legs, and drooped his head as if he had come + from the ends of the world. Oh yes, he knew how to spare himself. But on + the other hand, when it came to a tight place, where only an extraordinary + effort would do, I had never driven a horse on which I could more + confidently rely. What any horse could do, he did. + </p> + <p> + About two miles beyond I came again to a cluster of buildings, close to + the corner of the crossroads, sheltered, homelike, inviting in a large + natural bluff of tall, dark-green poplars. Those first two houses had had + an aristocratic aloofness—I should not have liked to turn in there + for shelter or for help. But this was prosperous, open-handed, well-to-do + middle class; not that conspicuous “moneyedness” that we so often find in + our new west when people have made their success; but the solid, friendly, + everyday liberality that for generations has not had to pinch itself and + therefore has mellowed down to taking the necessities and a certain amount + of give and take for granted. I was glad when on closer approach I noticed + a school embedded in the shady green of the corner. I thought with + pleasure of children being so close to people with whom I should freely + have exchanged a friendly greeting and considered it a privilege. In my + mental vision I saw beeches and elms and walnut trees around a squire’s + place in the old country. + </p> + <p> + The road began to be lined with thickets of shrubs here: choke cherry + bushes, with some ripe, dried-up black berries left on the branches, with + iron-black bark, and with wiry stems, in the background; in front of them, + closer to the driveway, hawthorn, rich with red fruit; rosebushes with + scarlet leaves reaching down to nearly underfoot. It is one of the most + pleasing characteristics of our native thickets that they never rise + abruptly Always they shade off through cushionlike copses of smaller + growth into the level ground around. + </p> + <p> + The sun was sinking. I knew a mile or less further north I should have to + turn west in order to avoid rough roads straight ahead. That meant + doubling up, because some fifteen miles or so north I should have to turn + east again, my goal being east of my starting place. These fifteen or + sixteen miles of the northward road I did not know; so I was anxious to + make them while I could see. I looked at the moon—I could count on + some light from her for an hour or so after sundown. But although I knew + the last ten or twelve miles of my drive fairly well, I was also aware of + the fact that there were in it tricky spots—forkings of mere trails + in muskeg bush—where leaving the beaten log-track might mean as much + as being lost. So I looked at my watch again and shook the lines over + Peter’s back. The first six miles had taken me nearly fifty minutes. I + looked at the sun again, rather anxiously I could count on him for another + hour and a quarter—well and good then! + </p> + <p> + There was the turn. Just north of it, far back from both roads, another + farmyard. Behind it—to the north, stretched out, a long windbreak of + poplars, with a gap or a vista in its centre. Barn and outbuildings were + unpainted, the house white; a not unpleasing group, but something slovenly + about it. I saw with my mind’s eye numerous children, rather neglected, + uncared for, an overworked, sickly woman, a man who was bossy and harsh. + </p> + <p> + The road angles here. Bell’s farm consists of three quartersections; the + southwest quarter lends its diagonal for the trail. I had hardly made the + turn, however, when a car came to meet me. It stopped. The + school-inspector of the district looked out. I drew in and returned his + greeting, half annoyed at being thus delayed. But his very next word made + me sit up. He had that morning inspected my wife’s school and seen her and + my little girl; they were both as well as they could be. I felt so glad + that I got out of my buggy to hand him my pouch of tobacco, the which he + took readily enough. He praised my wife’s work, as no doubt he had reason + to do, and I should have given him a friendly slap on the shoulder, had + not just then my horse taken it into his head to walk away without me. + </p> + <p> + I believe I was whistling when I got back to the buggy seat. I know I + slapped the horse’s rump with my lines and sang out, “Get up, Peter, we + still have a matter of nearly thirty miles to make.” + </p> + <p> + The road becomes pretty much a mere trail here, a rut-track, smooth enough + in the rut, where the wheels ran, but rough for the horse’s feet in + between. + </p> + <p> + To the left I found the first untilled land. It stretched far away to the + west, overgrown with shrub-willow, wolf-willow and symphoricarpus—a + combination that is hard to break with the plow. I am fond of the silver + grey, leathery foliage of the wolf-willow which is so characteristic of + our native woods. Cinquefoil, too, the shrubby variety, I saw in great + numbers—another one of our native dwarf shrubs which, though decried + as a weed, should figure as a border plant in my millionaire’s park. + </p> + <p> + And as if to make my enjoyment of the evening’s drive supreme, I saw the + first flocks of my favourite bird, the goldfinch. All over this vast + expanse, which many would have called a waste, there were strings of them, + chasing each other in their wavy flight, twittering on the downward + stretch, darting in among the bushes, turning with incredible swiftness + and sureness of wing the shortest of curves about a branch, and undulating + away again to where they came from. + </p> + <p> + To the east I had, while pondering over the beautiful wilderness, passed a + fine bluff of stately poplars that stood like green gold in the evening + sun. They sheltered apparently, though at a considerable distance, another + farmhouse; for a road led along their southern edge, lined with telephone + posts. A large flock of sheep was grazing between the bluff and the trail, + the most appropriate kind of stock for this particular landscape. + </p> + <p> + While looking back at them, I noticed a curious trifle. The fence along my + road had good cedar posts, placed about fifteen feet apart. But at one + point there were two posts where one would have done. The wire, in fact, + was not fastened at all to the supernumerary one, and yet this useless + post was strongly braced by two stout, slanting poles. A mere nothing, + which I mention only because it was destined to be an important landmark + for me on future drives. + </p> + <p> + We drove on. At the next mile-corner all signs of human habitation ceased. + I had now on both sides that same virgin ground which I have described + above. Only here it was interspersed with occasional thickets of young + aspen-boles. It was somewhere in this wilderness that I saw a wolf, a + common prairie-wolf with whom I became quite familiar later on. I made it + my custom during the following weeks, on my return trips, to start at a + given point a few miles north of here eating the lunch which my wife used + to put up for me: sandwiches with crisply fried bacon for a filling. And + when I saw that wolf for the second time, I threw a little piece of bacon + overboard. He seemed interested in the performance and stood and watched + me in an averted kind of way from a distance. I have often noticed that + you can never see a wolf from the front, unless it so happens that he does + not see you. If he is aware of your presence, he will instantly swing + around, even though he may stop and watch you. If he watches, he does so + with his head turned back. That is one of the many precautions the wily + fellow has learned, very likely through generations of bitter experience. + After a while I threw out a second piece, and he started to trot + alongside, still half turned away; he kept at a distance of about two + hundred yards to the west running in a furtive, half guilty-looking way, + with his tail down and his eye on me. After that he became my regular + companion, an expected feature of my return trips, running with me every + time for a while and coming a little bit closer till about the middle of + November he disappeared, never to be seen again. This time I saw him in + the underbrush, about a hundred yards ahead and as many more to the west. + I took him by surprise, as he took me. I was sorry I had not seen him a + few seconds sooner. For, when I focused my eyes on him, he stood in a + curious attitude: as if he was righting himself after having slipped on + his hindfeet in running a sharp curve. At the same moment a rabbit shot + across that part of my field of vision to the east which I saw in a + blurred way only, from the very utmost corner of my right eye. I did not + turn but kept my eyes glued to the wolf. Nor can I tell whether I had + stirred the rabbit up, or whether the wolf had been chasing or stalking + it. I should have liked to know, for I have never seen a wolf stalking a + rabbit, though I have often seen him stalk fowl. Had he pulled up when he + saw me? As I said, I cannot tell, for now he was standing in the + characteristic wolf-way, half turned, head bent back, tail stretched out + nearly horizontally. The tail sank, the whole beast seemed to shrink, and + suddenly he slunk away with amazing agility. Poor fellow—he did not + know that many a time I had fed some of his brothers in cruel winters. But + he came to know me, as I knew him; for whenever he left me on later + drives, very close to Bell’s corner, after I had finished my lunch, he + would start right back on my trail, nose low, and I have no doubt that he + picked up the bits of bacon which I had dropped as tidbits for him. + </p> + <p> + I drove and drove. The sun neared the horizon now It was about six + o’clock. The poplar thickets on both sides of the road began to be larger. + In front the trail led towards a gate in a long, long line of towering + cottonwoods. What was beyond? + </p> + <p> + It proved to be a gate indeed. Beyond the cottonwoods there ran an + eastward grade lined on the north side by a ditch which I had to cross on + a culvert. It will henceforth be known as the “twelve-mile bridge.” Beyond + the culvert the road which I followed had likewise been worked up into a + grade. I did not like it, for it was new and rough. But less did I like + the habitation at the end of its short, one-mile career. It stood to the + right, close to the road, and was a veritable hovel. [Footnote: It might + be well to state expressly here that, whatever has been said in these + pages concerning farms and their inhabitants, has intentionally been so + arranged as not to apply to the exact localities at which they are + described. Anybody at all familiar with the district through which these + drives were made will readily identify every natural landmark. But + although I have not consciously introduced any changes in the landscape as + God made it, I have in fairness to the settlers entirely redrawn the + superimposed man-made landscape.] It was built of logs, but it looked more + like a dugout, for stable as well as dwelling were covered by way of a + roof with blower-thrown straw In the door of the hovel there stood two + brats—poor things! + </p> + <p> + The road was a trail again for a mile or two. It led once more through the + underbrush-wilderness interspersed with poplar bluffs. Then it became by + degrees a real “high-class” Southern Prairie grade. I wondered, but not + for long. Tall cottonwood bluffs, unmistakably planted trees, betrayed + more farms. There were three of them, and, strange to say, here on the + very fringe of civilization I found that “moneyed” type—a house, so + new and up-to-date, that it verily seemed to turn up its nose to the + traveller. I am sure it had a bathroom without a bathtub and various + similar modern inconveniences. The barn was of the Agricultural-College + type—it may be good, scientific, and all that, but it seems to crush + everything else around out of existence; and it surely is not picturesque—unless + it has wings and silos to relieve its rigid contours. Here it had not. + </p> + <p> + The other two farms to which I presently came—buildings set back + from the road, but not so far as to give them the air of aloofness—had + again that friendly, old-country expression that I have already mentioned: + here it was somewhat marred, though, by an over-rigidity of the lines. It + is unfortunate that our farmers, when they plant at all, will nearly + always plant in straight lines. The straight line is a flaw where we try + to blend the work of our hands with Nature. They also as a rule neglect + shrubs that would help to furnish a foreground for their trees; and, worst + of all, they are given to importing, instead of utilising our native + forest growth. Not often have I seen, for instance, our high-bush + cranberry planted, although it certainly is one of the most beautiful + shrubs to grow in copses. + </p> + <p> + These two farms proved to be pretty much the last sign of comfort that I + was to meet on my drives to the north. Though later I learned the names of + their owners and even made their acquaintance, for me they remained the + “halfway farms,” for, after I had passed them, at the very next corner, I + was seventeen miles from my starting point, seventeen miles from “home.” + </p> + <p> + Beyond, stretches of the real wilderness began, the pioneer country, where + farms, except along occasional highroads, were still three, four miles + apart, where the breaking on few homesteads had reached the thirty-acre + mark, and where a real, “honest-to-goodness” cash dollar bill was often as + scarce as a well-to-do teacher in the prairie country. + </p> + <p> + The sun went down, a ball of molten gold—two hours from “town,” as I + called it. It was past six o’clock. There were no rosy-fingered clouds; + just a paling of the blue into white; then a greying of the western sky; + and lastly the blue again, only this time dark. A friendly crescent still + showed trail and landmarks after even the dusk had died away. Four miles, + or a little more, and I should be in familiar land again. Four miles, that + I longed to make, before the last light failed... + </p> + <p> + The road angled to the northeast. I was by no means very sure of it. I + knew which general direction to hold, but trails that often became mere + cattle-paths crossed and criss-crossed repeatedly. It was too dark by this + time to see very far. I did not know the smaller landmarks. But I knew, if + I drove my horse pretty briskly, I must within little more than half an + hour strike a black wall of the densest primeval forest fringing a creek—and, + skirting this creek, I must find an old, weather-beaten lumber bridge. + When I had crossed that bridge, I should know the landmarks again. + </p> + <p> + Underbrush everywhere, mostly symphoricarpus, I thought. Large trunks + loomed up, charred with forest fires; here and there a round, white or + light-grey stone, ghostly in the waning light, knee-high, I should judge. + Once I passed the skeleton of a stable—the remnant of the buildings + put up by a pioneer settler who had to give in after having wasted effort + and substance and worn his knuckles to the bones. The wilderness uses + human material up... + </p> + <p> + A breeze from the north sprang up, and it turned strangely chilly I + started to talk to Peter, the loneliness seemed so oppressive. I told him + that he should have a walk, a real walk, as soon as we had crossed the + creek. I told him we were on the homeward half—that I had a bag of + oats in the box, and that my wife would have a pail of water ready... And + Peter trotted along. + </p> + <p> + Something loomed up in front. Dark and sinister it looked. Still there was + enough light to recognize even that which I did not know. A large bluff of + poplars rustled, the wind soughing through the stems with a wailing note. + The brush grew higher to the right. I suddenly noticed that I was driving + along a broken-down fence between the brush and myself. The brush became a + grove of boles which next seemed to shoot up to the full height of the + bluff. Then, unexpectedly, startlingly, a vista opened. Between the silent + grove to the south and the large; whispering, wailing bluff to the north + there stood in a little clearing a snow white log house, uncannily white + in the paling moonlight. I could still distinctly see that its upper + windows were nailed shut with boards—and yes, its lower ones, too. + And yet, the moment I passed it, I saw through one unclosed window on the + northside light. Unreasonably I shuddered. + </p> + <p> + This house, too, became a much-looked-for landmark to me on my future + drives. I learned that it stood on the range line and called it the “White + Range Line House.” There hangs a story by this house. Maybe I shall one + day tell it... + </p> + <p> + Beyond the great and awe-inspiring poplar-bluff the trail took a sharp + turn eastward. From the southwest another rut-road joined it at the bend. + I could only just make it out in the dark, for even moonlight was fading + fast now. The sudden, reverberating tramp of the horse’s feet betrayed + that I was crossing a culvert. I had been absorbed in getting my bearings, + and so it came as a surprise. It had not been mentioned in the elaborate + directions which I had received with regard to the road to follow. For a + moment, therefore, I thought I must be on the wrong trail. But just then + the dim view, which had been obstructed by copses and thickets, cleared + ahead in the last glimmer of the moon, and I made out the back cliff of + forest darkly looming in the north—that forest I knew. Behind a + narrow ribbon of bush the ground sloped down to the bed of the creek—a + creek that filled in spring and became a torrent, but now was sluggish and + slow where it ran at all. In places it consisted of nothing but a line of + muddy pools strung along the bottom of its bed. In summer these were a + favourite haunting place for mosquito-and-fly-plagued cows. There the + great beasts would lie down in the mud and placidly cool their punctured + skins. A few miles southwest the creek petered out entirely in a bed of + shaly gravel bordering on the Big Marsh which I had skirted in my drive + and a corner of which I was crossing just now. + </p> + <p> + The road was better here and spoke of more traffic. It was used to haul + cordwood in late winter and early spring to a town some ten or fifteen + miles to the southwest. So I felt sure again I was not lost but would + presently emerge on familiar territory. The horse seemed to know it, too, + for he raised his head and went at a better gait. + </p> + <p> + A few minutes passed. There was hardly a sound from my vehicle. The buggy + was rubber-tired, and the horse selected a smooth ribbon of grass to run + on. But from the black forest wall there came the soughing of the wind and + the nocturnal rustle of things unknown. And suddenly there came from close + at hand a startling sound: a clarion call that tore the veil lying over my + mental vision: the sharp, repeated whistle of the whip-poor-will. And with + my mind’s eye I saw the dusky bird: shooting slantways upward in its low + flight which ends in a nearly perpendicular slide down to within ten or + twelve feet from the ground, the bird being closely followed by a second + one pursuing. In reality I did not see the birds, but I heard the fast + whir of their wings. + </p> + <p> + Another bird I saw but did not hear. It was a small owl. The owl’s flight + is too silent, its wing is down-padded. You may hear its beautiful call, + but you will not hear its flight, even though it circle right around your + head in the dusk. This owl crossed my path not more than an inch or two in + front. It nearly grazed my forehead, so that I blinked. Oh, how I felt + reassured! I believe, tears welled in my eyes. When I come to the home of + frog and toad, of gartersnake and owl and whip-poor-will, a great + tenderness takes possession of me, and I should like to shield and help + them all and tell them not to be afraid of me; but I rather think they + know it anyway. + </p> + <p> + The road swung north, and then east again; we skirted the woods; we came + to the bridge; it turned straight north; the horse fell into a walk. I + felt that henceforth I could rely on my sense of orientation to find the + road. It was pitch dark in the bush—the thin slice of the moon had + reached the horizon and followed the sun; no light struck into the hollow + which I had to thread after turning to the southeast for a while. But as + if to reassure me once more and still further of the absolute friendliness + of all creation for myself—at this very moment I saw high overhead, + on a dead branch of poplar, a snow white owl, a large one, eighteen inches + tall, sitting there in state, lord as he is of the realm of night... + </p> + <p> + Peter walked—though I did not see the road, the horse could not + mistake it. It lay at the bottom of a chasm of trees and bushes. I drew my + cloak somewhat closer around and settled back. This cordwood trail took us + on for half a mile, and then we came to a grade leading east. The grade + was rough; it was the first one of a network of grades which were being + built by the province, not primarily for the roads they afforded, but for + the sake of the ditches of a bold and much needed drainage-system. To this + very day these yellow grades of the pioneer country along the lake lie + like naked scars on Nature’s body: ugly raw, as if the bowels were torn + out of a beautiful bird and left to dry and rot on its plumage. Age will + mellow them down into harmony. + </p> + <p> + Peter had walked for nearly half an hour. The ditch was north of the + grade. I had passed, without seeing it, a newly cut-out road to the north + which led to a lonesome schoolhouse in the bush. As always when I passed + or thought of it, I had wondered where through this wilderness-tangle of + bush and brush the children came from to fill it—walking through + winter-snows, through summer-muds, for two, three, four miles or more to + get their meagre share of the accumulated knowledge of the world. And the + teacher! Was it the money? Could it be when there were plenty of schools + in the thickly settled districts waiting for them? I knew of one who had + come to this very school in a car and turned right back when she saw that + she was expected to live as a boarder on a comfortless homestead and walk + quite a distance and teach mostly foreign-born children. It had been the + money with her! Unfortunately it is not the woman—nor the man + either, for that matter—who drives around in a car, that will buckle + down and do this nation’s work! I also knew there were others like myself + who think this backwoods bushland God’s own earth and second only to + Paradise—but few! And these young girls that quake at their + loneliness and yet go for a pittance and fill a mission! But was not my + wife of their very number? + </p> + <p> + I started up. Peter was walking along. But here, somewhere, there led a + trail off the grade, down through the ditch, and to the northeast into the + bush which swallows it up and closes behind it. This trail needs to be + looked for even in daytime, and I was to find it at night! But by this + time starlight began to aid. Vega stood nearly straight overhead, and + Deneb and Altair, the great autumnal triangle in our skies. The Bear, too, + stood out boldly, and Cassiopeia opposite. + </p> + <p> + I drew in and got out of the buggy; and walking up to the horse’s head, + got ahold of the bridle and led him, meanwhile scrutinizing the ground + over which I stepped. At that I came near missing the trail. It was just a + darkening of the ground, a suggestion of black on the brown of the grade, + at the point where poles and logs had been pulled across with the logging + chain. I sprang down into the ditch and climbed up beyond and felt with my + foot for the dent worn into the edge of the slope, to make sure that I was + where I should be. It was right, so I led the horse across. At once he + stood on three legs again, left hindleg drawn up, and rested. + </p> + <p> + “Well, Peter,” I said, “I suppose I have made it easy enough for you: We + have another twelve miles to make. You’ll have to get up.” But Peter this + time did not stir till I touched him a flick with my whip. + </p> + <p> + The trail winds around, for it is a logging trail, leading up to the best + bluffs, which are ruthlessly cut down by the fuel-hunters. Only dead and + half decayed trees are spared. But still young boles spring up in + astonishing numbers. Aspen and Balm predominate, though there is some ash + and oak left here and there, with a conifer as the rarest treat for the + lover of trees. It is a pitiful thing to see a Nation’s heritage go into + the discard. In France or in England it would be tended as something + infinitely precious. The face of our country as yet shows the youth of + infancy, but we make it prematurely old. The settler who should regard the + trees as his greatest pride, to be cut into as sparingly as is compatible + with the exigencies of his struggle for life—he regards them as a + nuisance to be burned down by setting wholesale fires to them. Already + there is a scarcity of fuel-wood in these parts. + </p> + <p> + Where the fires as yet have not penetrated too badly, the cutting, which + leaves only what is worthless, determines the impression the forest makes. + At night this impression is distinctly uncanny. Like gigantic brooms, with + their handles stuck into the ground, the dead wood stands up; the + underbrush crowds against it, so dense that it lies like huge black + cushions under the stars. The inner recesses form an almost impenetrable + mass of young boles of shivering aspen and scented balm. This mass slopes + down to thickets of alder, red dogwood, haw, highbush cranberry, and + honeysuckle, with wide beds of goldenrod or purple asters shading off into + the spangled meadows wherever the copses open up into grassy glades. + </p> + <p> + Through this bush, and skirting its meadows, I drove for an hour. There + was another fork in the trail, and again I had to get out and walk on the + side, to feel with my foot for the rut where it branched to the north. And + then, after a while, the landscape opened up, the brush receded. At last I + became conscious of a succession of posts to the right, and a few minutes + later I emerged on the second east-west grade. Another mile to the east + along this grade, and I should come to the last, homeward stretch. + </p> + <p> + Again I began to talk to the horse. “Only five miles now, Peter, and then + the night’s rest. A good drink, a good feed of oats and wild hay, and the + birds will waken you in the morning.” + </p> + <p> + The northern lights leaped into the sky just as I turned from this + east-west grade, north again, across a high bridge, to the last road that + led home. To the right I saw a friendly light, and a dog’s barking voice + rang over from the still, distant farmstead. I knew the place. An American + settler with a French sounding name had squatted down there a few years + ago. + </p> + <p> + The road I followed was, properly speaking, not a road at all, though used + for one. A deep master ditch had been cut from ten or twelve miles north + of here; it angled, for engineering reasons, so that I was going northwest + again. The ground removed from the ditch had been dumped along its east + side, and though it formed only a narrow, high, and steep dam, rough with + stones and overgrown with weeds, it was used by whoever had to go north or + south here. The next east-west grade which I was aiming to reach, four + miles north, was the second correction line that I had to use, twenty-four + miles distant from the first; and only a few hundred yards from its corner + I should be at home! + </p> + <p> + At home! All my thoughts were bent on getting home now. Five or six hours + of driving will make the strongest back tired, I am told. Mine is not of + the strongest. This road lifted me above the things that I liked to watch. + Invariably, on all these drives, I was to lose interest here unless the + stars were particularly bright and brilliant. This night I watched the + lights, it is true: how they streamed across the sky, like driving rain + that is blown into wavy streaks by impetuous wind. And they leaped and + receded, and leaped and receded again. But while I watched, I stretched my + limbs and was bent on speed. There were a few particularly bad spots in + the road, where I could not do anything but walk the horse. So, where the + going was fair, I urged him to redoubled effort. I remember how I + reflected that the horse as yet did not know we were so near home, this + being his first trip out; and I also remember, that my wife afterwards + told me that she had heard me a long while before I came—had heard + me talking to the horse, urging him on and encouraging him. + </p> + <p> + Now I came to a slight bend in the road. Only half a mile! And sure + enough: there was the signal put out for me. A lamp in one of the windows + of the school—placed so that after I turned in on the yard, I could + not see it—it might have blinded my eye, and the going is rough + there with stumps and stones. I could not see the cottage, it stood behind + the school. But the school I saw clearly outlined against the dark blue, + star-spangled sky, for it stands on a high gravel ridge. And in the most + friendly and welcoming way it looked with its single eye across at the + nocturnal guest. + </p> + <p> + I could not see the cottage, but I knew that my little girl lay sleeping + in her cosy bed, and that a young woman was sitting there in the dark, her + face glued to the windowpane, to be ready with a lantern which burned in + the kitchen whenever I might pull up between school and house. And there, + no doubt, she had been sitting for a long while already; and there she was + destined to sit during the winter that came, on Friday nights—full + often for many and many an hour—full often till midnight—and + sometimes longer... + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0003" id="link2H_4_0003"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + TWO. Fog + </h2> + <p> + Peter took me north, alone, on six successive trips. We had rain, we had + snow, we had mud, and hard-frozen ground. It took us four, it took us six, + it took us on one occasion—after a heavy October snowfall—nearly + eleven hours to make the trip. That last adventure decided me. It was + unavoidable that I should buy a second horse. The roads were getting too + heavy for single driving over such a distance. This time I wanted a horse + that I could sell in the spring to a farmer for any kind of work on the + land. I looked around for a while. Then I found Dan. He was a sorrel, with + some Clyde blood in him. He looked a veritable skate of a horse. You could + lay your fingers between his ribs, and he played out on the first trip I + ever made with this newly-assembled, strange-looking team. But when I look + back at that winter, I cannot but say that again I chose well. After I had + fed him up, he did the work in a thoroughly satisfactory manner, and he + learnt to know the road far better than Peter. Several times I should have + been lost without his unerring road sense. In the spring I sold him for + exactly what I had paid; the farmer who bought him has him to this very + day [Footnote: Spring, 1919.] and says he never had a better horse. + </p> + <p> + I also had found that on moonless nights it was indispensable for me to + have lights along. Now maybe the reader has already noticed that I am + rather a thorough-going person. For a week I worked every day after four + at my buggy and finally had a blacksmith put on the finishing touches. + What I rigged up, was as follows: On the front springs I fastened with + clamps two upright iron supports; between them with thumbscrews the + searchlight of a wrecked steam tractor which I got for a “Thank-you” from + a junk-pile. Into the buggy box I laid a borrowed acetylene gas tank, + strapped down with two bands of galvanized tin. I made the connection by a + stout rubber tube, “guaranteed not to harden in the severest weather.” To + the side of the box I attached a short piece of bandiron, bent at an + angle, so that a bicycle lamp could be slipped over it. Against the case + that I should need a handlight, I carried besides a so-called dashboard + coal-oil lantern with me. With all lamps going, it must have been a + strange outfit to look at from a distance in the dark. + </p> + <p> + I travelled by this time in fur coat and cap, and I carried a robe for + myself and blankets for the horses, for I now fed them on the road soon + after crossing the creek. + </p> + <p> + Now on the second Friday of November there had been a smell of smoke in + the air from the early morning. The marsh up north was afire—as it + had been off and on for a matter of twenty-odd years. The fire consumes on + the surface everything that will burn; the ground cools down, a new + vegetation springs up, and nobody would suspect—as there is nothing + to indicate—that only a few feet below the heat lingers, ready to + leap up again if given the opportunity In this case I was told that a man + had started to dig a well on a newly filed claim, and that suddenly he + found himself wrapped about in smoke and flames. I cannot vouch for the + truth of this, but I can vouch for the fact that the smoke of the fire was + smelt for forty miles north and that in the afternoon a combination of + this smoke (probably furnishing “condensation nuclei”) and of the moisture + in the air, somewhere along or above the lake brought about the densest + fog I had ever seen on the prairies. How it spread, I shall discuss later + on. To give an idea of its density I will mention right here that on the + well travelled road between two important towns a man abandoned his car + during the early part of the night because he lost his nerve when his + lights could no longer penetrate the fog sufficiently to reach the road. + </p> + <p> + I was warned at noon. “You surely do not intend to go out to-night?” + remarked a lawyer-acquaintance to me at the dinner table in the hotel; for + by telephone from lake-points reports of the fog had already reached the + town. “I intend to leave word at the stable right now,” I replied, “to + have team and buggy in front of the school at four o’clock.” “Well,” said + the lawyer in getting up, “I would not; you’ll run into fog.” + </p> + <p> + And into fog I did run. At this time of the year I had at best only a + little over an hour’s start in my race against darkness. I always drove my + horses hard now while daylight lasted; I demanded from them their very + best strength at the start. Then, till we reached the last clear road over + the dam, I spared them as much as I could. I had met up with a few things + in the dark by now, and I had learned, if a difficulty arose, how much + easier it is to cope with it even in failing twilight than by the gleam of + lantern or headlight; for the latter never illumine more than a limited + spot. + </p> + <p> + So I had turned Bell’s corner by the time I hit the fog. I saw it in front + and to the right. It drew a slanting line across the road. There it stood + like a wall. Not a breath seemed to be stirring. The fog, from a distance, + appeared to rise like a cliff, quite smoothly, and it blotted out the + world beyond. When I approached it, I saw that its face was not so smooth + as it had appeared from half a mile back; nor was it motionless. In fact, + it was rolling south and west like a wave of great viscosity. Though my + senses failed to perceive the slightest breath of a breeze, the fog was + brewing and whirling, and huge spheres seemed to be forming in it, and to + roll forward, slowly, and sometimes to recede, as if they had encountered + an obstacle and rebounded clumsily. I had seen a tidal wave, fifty or more + feet high, sweep up the “bore” of a river at the head of the Bay of Fundy. + I was reminded of the sight; but here everything seemed to proceed in a + strangely, weirdly leisurely way. There was none of that rush, of that + hurry about this fog that characterizes water. Besides there seemed to be + no end to the wave above; it reached up as far as your eye could see—now + bulging in, now out, but always advancing. It was not so slow however, as + for the moment I judged it to be; for I was later on told that it reached + the town at about six o’clock. And here I was, at five, six and a half + miles from its limits as the crow flies. + </p> + <p> + I had hardly time to take in the details that I have described before I + was enveloped in the folds of the fog. I mean this quite literally, for I + am firmly convinced that an onlooker from behind would have seen the grey + masses fold in like a sheet when I drove against them. It must have looked + as if a driver were driving against a canvas moving in a slight breeze—canvas + light and loose enough to be held in place by the resistance of the air so + as to enclose him. Or maybe I should say “veiling” instead of canvas—or + something still lighter and airier. Have you ever seen milk poured + carefully down the side of a glass vessel filled with water? Well, clear + air and fog seemed to behave towards each other pretty much the same way + as milk in that case behaves towards water. + </p> + <p> + I am rather emphatic about this because I have made a study of just such + mists on a very much smaller scale. In that northern country where my wife + taught her school and where I was to live for nearly two years as a + convalescent, the hollows of the ground on clear cold summer nights, when + the mercury dipped down close to the freezing point, would sometimes fill + with a white mist of extraordinary density. Occasionally this mist would + go on forming in higher and higher layers by condensation; mostly however, + it seemed rather to come from below. But always, when it was really dense, + there was a definite plane of demarcation. In fact, that was the criterion + by which I recognised this peculiar mist. Mostly there is, even in the + north, a layer of lesser density over the pools, gradually shading off + into the clear air above. Nothing of what I am going to describe can be + observed in that case. + </p> + <p> + One summer, when I was living not over two miles from the lakeshore, I + used to go down to these pools whenever they formed in the right way; and + when I approached them slowly and carefully, I could dip my hand into the + mist as into water, and I could feel the coolness of the misty layers. It + was not because my hand got moist, for it did not. No evaporation was + going on there, nor any condensation either. Nor did noticeable bubbles + form because there was no motion in the mass which might have caused the + infinitesimal droplets to collide and to coalesce into something + perceivable to my senses. + </p> + <p> + Once, of a full-moon night, I spent an hour getting into a pool like that, + and when I looked down at my feet, I could not see them. But after I had + been standing in it for a while, ten minutes maybe, a clear space had + formed around my body, and I could see the ground. The heat of my body + helped the air to redissolve the mist into steam. And as I watched, I + noticed that a current was set up. The mist was continually flowing in + towards my feet and legs where the body-heat was least. And where + evaporation proceeded fastest, that is at the height of my waist, little + wisps of mist would detach themselves from the side of the funnel of clear + air in which I stood, and they would, in a slow, graceful motion, + accelerated somewhat towards the last, describe a downward and inward + curve towards the lower part of my body before they dissolved. I thought + of that elusive and yet clearly defined layer of mist that forms in the + plane of contact between the cold air flowing from Mammoth Cave in + Kentucky and the ambient air of a sultry summer day. [Footnote: See + Burroughs’ wonderful description of this phenomenon in “Riverby.”] + </p> + <p> + On another of the rare occasions when the mists had formed in the + necessary density I went out again, put a stone in my pocket and took a + dog along. I approached a shallow mist pool with the greatest caution. The + dog crouched low, apparently thinking that I was stalking some game. Then, + when I had arrived within about ten or fifteen yards from the edge of the + pool, I took the stone from my pocket, showed it to the dog, and threw it + across the pool as fast and as far as I could. The dog dashed in and tore + through the sheet. Where the impact of his body came, the mist bulged in, + then broke. For a while there were two sheets, separated by a more or less + clearly defined, vertical layer of transparency or maybe blackness rather. + The two sheets were in violent commotion, approaching, impinging upon each + other, swinging back again to complete separation, and so on. But the + violence of the motion consisted by no means in speed: it suggested a very + much retarded rolling off of a motion picture reel. There was at first an + element of disillusion in the impression. I felt tempted to shout and to + spur the mist into greater activity. On the surface, to both sides of the + tear, waves ran out, and at the edges of the pool they rose in that same + leisurely, stately way which struck me as one of the most characteristic + features of that November mist; and at last it seemed as if they reared + and reached up, very slowly as a dying man may stand up once more before + he falls. And only after an interval that seemed unconscionably long to me + the whole pool settled back to comparative smoothness, though without its + definite plane of demarcation now. Strange to say, the dog had actually + started something, a rabbit maybe or a jumping deer, and did not return. + </p> + <p> + When fogs spread, as a rule they do so in air already saturated with + moisture. What really spreads, is the cold air which by mixing with, and + thereby cooling, the warmer, moisture-laden atmosphere causes the + condensation. That is why our fall mists mostly are formed in an + exceedingly slight but still noticeable breeze. But in the case of these + northern mist pools, whenever the conditions are favourable for their + formation, the moisture of the upper air seems to be pretty well condensed + as dew It is only in the hollows of the ground that it remains suspended + in this curious way. I cannot, so far, say whether it is due to the fact + that where radiation is largely thrown back upon the walls of the hollow, + the fall in temperature at first is very much slower than in the open, + thus enabling the moisture to remain in suspension; or whether the hollows + serve as collecting reservoirs for the cold air from the surrounding + territory—the air carrying the already condensed moisture with it; + or whether, lastly, it is simply due to a greater saturation of the + atmosphere in these cavities, consequent upon the greater approach of + their bottom to the level of the ground water. I have seen a “waterfall” + of this mist overflow from a dent in the edge of ground that contained a + pool. That seems to argue for an origin similar to that of a spring; as if + strongly moisture-laden air welled up from underground, condensing its + steam as it got chilled. It is these strange phenomena that are familiar, + too, in the northern plains of Europe which must have given rise to the + belief in elves and other weird creations of the brain—“the earth + has bubbles as the water has”—not half as weird, though, as some + realities are in the land which I love. + </p> + <p> + Now this great, memorable fog of that November Friday shared the nature of + the mist pools of the north in as much as to a certain extent it refused + to mingle with the drier and slightly warmer air into which it travelled. + It was different from them in as much as it fairly dripped and oozed with + a very palpable wetness. Just how it displaced the air in its path, is + something which I cannot with certainty say. Was it formed as a low layer + somewhere over the lake and slowly pushed along by a gentle, + imperceptible, fan-shaped current of air? Fan-shaped, I say; for, as we + shall see, it travelled simultaneously south and north; and I must infer + that in exactly the same way it travelled west. Or was it formed + originally like a tremendous column which flattened out by and by, through + its own greater gravity slowly displacing the lighter air in the lower + strata? I do not know, but I am inclined to accept the latter explanation. + I do know that it travelled at the rate of about six miles an hour; and + its coming was observed somewhat in detail by two other observers besides + myself—two people who lived twenty-five miles apart, one to the + north, one to the south of where I hit it. Neither one was as much + interested in things meteorological as I am, but both were struck by the + unusual density of the fog, and while one saw it coming from the north, + the other one saw it approaching from the south. + </p> + <p> + I have no doubt that at last it began to mingle with the clearer air and + to thin out; in fact, I have good testimony to that effect. And early next + morning it was blown by a wind like an ordinary fog-cloud all over Portage + Plains. + </p> + <p> + I also know that further north, at my home, for instance, it had the smell + of the smoke which could not have proceeded from anywhere but the marsh; + and the marsh lay to the south of it. That seemed to prove that actually + the mist was spreading from a common centre in at least two directions. + These points, which I gathered later, strongly confirmed my own + observations, which will be set down further on. It must, then, have been + formed as a layer of a very considerable height, to be able to spread over + so many square miles. + </p> + <p> + As I said, I was reminded of those mist pools in the north when I + approached the cliff of the fog, especially of that “waterfall” of mist of + which I spoke. But besides the difference in composition—the fog, as + we shall see, was not homogeneous, this being the cause of its wetness—there + was another important point of distinction. For, while the mist of the + pools is of the whitest white, this fog showed from the outside and in the + mass—the single wreaths seemed white enough—rather the colour + of that “wet, unbleached linen” of which Burroughs speaks in connection + with rain-clouds. + </p> + <p> + Now, as soon as I was well engulfed in the fog, I had a few surprises. I + could no longer see the road ahead; I could not see the fence along which + I had been driving; I saw the horses’ rumps, but I did not see their + heads. I bent forward over the dashboard: I could not even see the ground + below It was a series of negatives. I stopped the horses. I listened—then + looked at my watch. The stillness of the grave enveloped me. It was a + little past five o’clock. The silence was oppressive—the misty + impenetrability of the atmosphere was appalling. I do not say “darkness,” + for as yet it was not really dark. I could still see the dial of my watch + clearly enough to read the time. But darkness was falling fast—“falling,” + for it seemed to come from above: mostly it rises—from out of the + shadows under the trees—advancing, fighting back the powers of light + above. + </p> + <p> + One of the horses, I think it was Peter, coughed. It was plain they felt + chilly. I thought of my lights and started with stiffening fingers to + fumble at the valves of my gas tank. When reaching into my trouser pockets + for matches, I was struck with the astonishing degree to which my furs had + been soaked in these few minutes. As for wetness, the fog was like a + sponge. At last, kneeling in the buggy box, I got things ready. I smelt + the gas escaping from the burner of my bicycle lantern and heard it + hissing in the headlight. The problem arose of how to light a match. I + tried various places—without success. Even the seat of my trousers + proved disappointing. I got a sizzling and sputtering flame, it is true, + but it went out before I could apply it to the gas. The water began to + drip from the backs of my hands. It was no rain because it did not fall. + It merely floated along; but the droplets, though smaller, were infinitely + more numerous than in a rain—there were more of them in a given + space. At last I lifted the seat cushion under which I had a tool box + filled with ropes, leather straps and all manner of things that I might + ever be in need of during my nights in the open. There I found a dry spot + where to strike the needed match. I got the bicycle lantern started. It + burned quite well, and I rather admired it: unreasoningly I seemed to have + expected that it would not burn in so strange an atmosphere. So I + carefully rolled a sheet of letter paper into a fairly tight roll, working + with my back to the fog and under the shelter of my big raccoon coat. I + took a flame from the bicycle light and sheltered and nursed it along till + I thought it would stand the drizzle. Then I turned and thrust the + improvised torch into the bulky reflector case of the searchlight. The + result was startling. A flame eighteen inches high leaped up with a + crackling and hissing sound. + </p> + <p> + The horses bolted, and the buggy jumped. I was lucky, for inertia carried + me right back on the seat, and as soon as I had the lines in my hands + again, I felt that the horses did not really mean it. I do not think we + had gone more than two or three hundred yards before the team was under + control. I stopped and adjusted the overturned valves. When I succeeded, I + found to my disappointment that the heat of that first flame had partly + spoiled the reflector. Still, my range of vision now extended to the + belly-band in the horses’ harness. The light that used to show me the road + for about fifty feet in front of the horses’ heads gave a short truncated + cone of great luminosity, which was interesting and looked reassuring; but + it failed to reach the ground, for it was so adjusted that the focus of + the converging light rays lay ahead and not below. Before, therefore, the + point of greatest luminosity was reached, the light was completely + absorbed by the fog. + </p> + <p> + I got out of the buggy, went to the horses’ heads and patted their noses + which were dripping with wetness. But now that I faced the headlight, I + could see it though I had failed to see the horses’ heads when seated + behind it. This, too, was quite reassuring, for it meant that the horses + probably could see the ground even though I did not. + </p> + <p> + But where was I? I soon found out that we had shot off the trail. And to + which side? I looked at my watch again. Already the incident had cost me + half an hour. It was really dark by now, even outside the fog, for there + was no moon. I tried out how far I could get away from the buggy without + losing sight of the light. It was only a very few steps, not more than a + dozen. I tried to visualize where I had been when I struck the fog. And + fortunately my habit of observing the smallest details, even, if only + subconsciously, helped me out. I concluded that the horses had bolted + straight ahead, thus missing an s-shaped curve to the right. + </p> + <p> + At this moment I heard Peter paw the ground impatiently; so I quickly + returned to the horses, for I did not relish the idea of being left alone. + There was an air of impatience and nervousness about both of them. + </p> + <p> + I took my bicycle lantern and reached for the lines. Then, standing clear + of the buggy, I turned the horses at right angles, to the north, as I + imagined it to be. When we started, I walked alongside the team through + dripping underbrush and held the lantern with my free hand close down to + the ground. + </p> + <p> + Two or three times I stopped during the next half hour, trying, since we + still did not strike the trail, to reason out a different course. I was + now wet through and through up to my knees; and I had repeatedly run into + willow-clumps, which did not tend to make me any drier either. At last I + became convinced that in bolting the horses must have swerved a little to + the south, so that in starting up again we had struck a tangent to the big + bend north, just beyond Bell’s farm. If that was the case, we should have + to make another turn to the right in order to strike the road again, for + at best we were then simply going parallel to it. The trouble was that I + had nothing to tell me the directions, not even a tree the bark or moss of + which might have vouchsafed information. Suddenly I had an inspiration. + Yes, the fog was coming from the northeast! So, by observing the drift of + the droplets I could find at least an approximate meridian line. I went to + the headlight, and an observation immediately confirmed my conjecture. I + was now convinced that I was on that wild land where two months ago I had + watched the goldfinches disporting themselves in the evening sun. But so + as not to turn back to the south, I struck out at an angle of only about + sixty degrees to my former direction. I tried not to swerve, which + involved rough going, and I had many a stumble. Thus I walked for another + half hour or thereabout. + </p> + <p> + Then, certainly! This was the road! The horses turned into it of their own + accord. That was the most reassuring thing of all. There was one strange + doubt left. Somehow I was not absolutely clear about it whether north + might not after all be behind. I stopped. Even a new observation of the + fog did not remove the last vestige of a doubt. I had to take a chance, + some landmark might help after a while. + </p> + <p> + I believe in getting ready before I start. So I took my coal-oil lantern, + lighted and suspended it under the rear springs of the buggy in such a way + that it would throw its light back on the road. Having the light away + down, I expected to be able to see at least whether I was on a road or + not. In this I was only partly successful; for on the rut-trails nothing + showed except the blades of grass and the tops of weeds; while on the + grades where indeed I could make out the ground, I did not need a light, + for, as I found out, I could more confidently rely on my ear. + </p> + <p> + I got back to my seat and proceeded to make myself as comfortable as I + could. I took off my shoes and socks keeping well under the robe—extracted + a pair of heavy woollens from my suitcase under the seat, rubbed my feet + dry and then wrapped up, without putting my shoes on again, as carefully + and scientifically as only a man who has had pneumonia and is a chronic + sufferer from pleuritis knows how to do. + </p> + <p> + At last I proceeded. After listening again with great care for any sound I + touched the horses with my whip, and they fell into a quiet trot. It was + nearly seven now, and I had probably not yet made eight miles. We swung + along. If I was right in my calculations and the horses kept to the road, + I should strike the “twelve-mile bridge” in about three-quarters of an + hour. That was the bridge leading through the cottonwood gate to the grade + past the “hovel.” I kept the watch in the mitt of my left hand. + </p> + <p> + Not for a moment did it occur to me to turn back. Way up north there was a + young woman preparing supper for me. The fog might not be there—she + would expect me—I could not disappoint her. And then there was the + little girl, who usually would wake up and in her “nightie” come out of + bed and sleepily smile at me and climb on to my knee and nod off again. I + thought of them, to be sure, of the hours and hours in wait for them, and + a great tenderness came over me, and gratitude for the belated home they + gave an aging man... + </p> + <p> + And slowly my mind reverted to the things at hand. And this is what was + the most striking feature about them: I was shut in, closed off from the + world around. Apart from that cone of visibility in front of the + headlight, and another much smaller one from the bicycle lamp, there was + not a thing I could see. If the road was the right one, I was passing now + through some square miles of wild land. Right and left there were poplar + thickets, and ahead there was that line of stately cottonwoods. But no + suggestion of a landmark—nothing except a cone of light which was + filled with fog and cut into on both sides by two steaming and + rhythmically moving horseflanks. It was like a very small room, this space + of light—the buggy itself, in darkness, forming an alcove to it, in + which my hand knew every well-appointed detail. Gradually, while I was + warming up, a sense of infinite comfort came, and with it the enjoyment of + the elvish aspect. + </p> + <p> + I began to watch the fog. By bending over towards the dashboard and + looking into the soon arrested glare I could make out the component parts + of the fog. It was like the mixture of two immiscible liquids—oil, + for instance, shaken up with water. A fine, impalpable, yet very dense + mist formed the ground mass. But in it there floated myriads of droplets, + like the droplets of oil in water. These droplets would sometimes sparkle + in a mild, unobtrusive way as they were nearing the light; and then they + would dash against the pane and keep it dripping, dripping down. + </p> + <p> + I leaned back again; and I watched the whole of the light-cone. Snow white + wisps would float and whirl through it in graceful curves, stirred into + motion by the horses’ trot. Or a wreath of it would start to dance, as if + gently pulled or plucked at from above; and it would revolve, faster + towards the end, and fade again into the shadows behind. I thought of a + summer in Norrland, in Sweden, in the stone-and-birch waste which forms + the timberline, where I had also encountered the mist pools. And a trip + down a stream in the borderland of the Finns came back with great + vividness into my mind. That trip had been made in a fog like this; only + it had been begun in the early morning, and the whole mass of the mist had + been suffused with the whitest of lights. But strange to say, what stood + out most strikingly in the fleeting memory of the voyage, was the weird + and mocking laughter of the magpies all along the banks. The Finnish woods + seemed alive with that mocking laughter, and it truly belongs to the land + of the mists. For a moment I thought that something after all was missing + here on the prairies. But then I reflected again that this silence of the + grave was still more perfect, still more uncanny and ghostly, because it + left the imagination entirely free, without limiting it by even as much as + a suggestion. + </p> + <p> + No wonder, I thought, that the Northerners in their land of heath and bog + were the poets of elves and goblins and of the fear of ghosts. Shrouds + were these fogs, hanging and waving and floating shrouds! Mocking spirits + were plucking at them and setting them into their gentle motions. Gleams + of light, that dance over the bog, lured you in, and once caught in these + veils after veils of mystery, madness would seize you, and you would + wildly dash here and there in a vain attempt at regaining your freedom; + and when, exhausted at last, you broke down and huddled together on the + ground, the werwolf would come, ghostly himself, and huge and airy and + weird, his body woven of mist, and in the fog’s stately and leisurely way + he would kneel down on your chest, slowly crushing you beneath his + exceeding weight; and bending and straightening, bending and stretching, + slowly—slowly down came his head to your throat; and then he would + lie and not stir until morning and suck; and after few or many days people + would find you, dead in the woods—a victim of fog and mist... + </p> + <p> + A rumbling sound made me sit up at last. We were crossing over the + “twelve-mile bridge.” In spite of my dreaming I was keeping my eyes on the + look-out for any sign of a landmark, but this was the only one I had known + so far, and it came through the ear, not the eye. I promptly looked back + and up, to where the cottonwoods must be; but no sign of high, weeping + trees, no rustling of fall-dry leaves, not even a deeper black in the + black betrayed their presence. Well, never before had I failed to see some + light, to hear some sound around the house of the “moneyed” type or those + of the “half way farms.” Surely, somehow I should be aware of their + presence when I got there! Some sign, some landmark would tell me how far + I had gone!... The horses were trotting along, steaming, through the + brewing fog. I had become all ear. Even though my buggy was silent and + though the road was coated with a thin film of soft clay-mud, I could + distinctly hear by the muffled thud of the horses’ hoofs on the ground + that they were running over a grade. That confirmed my bearings. I had no + longer a moment’s doubt or anxiety over my drive. + </p> + <p> + The grade was left behind, the rut-road started again, was passed and + outrun. So now I was close to the three-farm cluster. I listened intently + for the horses’ thump. Yes, there was that muffled hoof-beat again—I + was on the last grade that led to the angling road across the corner of + the marsh. + </p> + <p> + Truly, this was very much like lying down in the sleeping-car of an + overland train. You recline and act as if nothing unusual were going on; + and meanwhile a force that has something irresistible about it and is + indeed largely beyond your control, wafts you over mile after mile of + fabled distance; now and then the rumble of car on rail will stop, the + quiet awakens you, lights flash their piercing darts, a voice calls out; + it is a well known stop on your journey and then the rumbling resumes, you + doze again, to be awakened again, and so on. And when you get up in the + morning—there she lies, the goal of your dreams-the resplendent + city... + </p> + <p> + My goal was my “home,” and mildly startling, at least one such mid-nightly + awakening came. I had kept peering about for a landmark, a light. + Somewhere here in those farmhouses which I saw with my mind’s eye, people + were sitting around their fireside, chatting or reading. Lamps shed their + homely light; roof and wall kept the fog-spook securely out: nothing as + comfortable then as to listen to stories of being lost on the marsh, or to + tell them... But between those people and myself the curtain had fallen—no + sign of their presence, no faintest gleam of their light and warmth! They + did not know of the stranger passing outside, his whole being a-yearn with + the desire for wife and child. I listened intently—no sound of man + or beast, no soughing of wind in stems or rustling of the very last leaves + that were now fast falling... And then the startling neighing of Dan, my + horse! This was the third trip he made with me, and I might have known and + expected it, but it always came as a surprise. Whenever we passed that + second farm, he stopped and raising his head, with a sideways motion, + neighed a loud and piercing call. And now he had stopped and done it + again. He knew where we were. I lowered my whip and patted his rump. How + did he know? And why did he do it? Was there a horse on this farmstead + which he had known in former life? Or was it a man? Or did he merely feel + that it was about time to put in for the night? I enquired later on, but + failed to discover any reason for his behaviour. + </p> + <p> + Now came that angling road past the “White Range Line House.” I relied on + the horses entirely. This “Range Line House” was inhabited now—a + settler was putting in winter-residence so he might not lose his claim. He + had taken down the clapboards that closed the windows, and always had I so + far seen a light in the house. + </p> + <p> + It seemed to me that in this corner of the marsh the fog was less dense + than it had been farther south, and the horses, once started, were + swinging along though in a leisurely way, yet without hesitation. Another + half hour passed. Once, at a bend in the trail, the rays from the powerful + tractor searchlight, sweeping sideways past the horses, struck a wetly + glistening, greyish stone to the right of the road. I knew that stone. + Yes, surely the fog must be thinning, or I could not have seen it. I could + now also dimly make out the horses’ heads, as they nodded up and down... + </p> + <p> + And then, like a phantom, way up in the mist, I made out a blacker black + in the black—the majestic poplars north of the “Range Line House.” + Not that I could really see them or pick out the slightest detail—no! + But it seemed to my searching eyes as if there was a quiet pool in the + slow flow of the fog—as the water in a slow flowing stream will come + to rest when it strikes the stems of a willow submerged at its margin. I + was trying even at the time to decide how much of what I seemed to divine + rather than to perceive was imagination and how much reality. And I was + just about ready to contend that I also saw to the north something like + the faintest possible suggestion of an eddy, such as would form in the + flowing water below a pillar or a rock—when I was rudely shaken up + and jolted. + </p> + <p> + Trap, trap, I heard the horses’ feet on the culvert. Crash! And Peter went + stumbling down. Then a violent lurch of the buggy, I holding on—Peter + rallied, and then, before I had time to get a firmer grasp on the lines, + both horses bolted again. It took me some time to realize what had + happened. It was the culvert, of course; it had broken down, and lucky I + was that the ditch underneath was shallow. Only much later, when + reflecting upon the incident, did I see that this accident was really the + best verification of what I was nearly inclined to regard as the product + of my imagination. The trees must indeed have stood where I had seemed to + see that quiet reach in the fog and that eddy... + </p> + <p> + We tore along. I spoke to the horses and quietly and evenly pulled at the + lines. I think it must have been several minutes before I had them under + control again. And then—in this night of weird things—the + weirdest sight of them all showed ahead. + </p> + <p> + I was just beginning to wonder, whether after all we had not lost the road + again, when the faintest of all faint glimmers began to define itself + somewhere in front. And... was I right? Yes, a small, thin voice came out + of the fog that incessantly floated into my cone of light and was left + behind in eddies. What did it mean?... + </p> + <p> + The glimmer was now defining itself more clearly. Somewhere, not very far + ahead and slightly to the left, a globe of the faintest iridescent + luminosity seemed suspended in the brewing and waving mist. The horses + turned at right angles on to the bridge, the glimmer swinging round to the + other side of the buggy. Their hoofs struck wood, and both beasts snorted + and stopped. + </p> + <p> + In a flash a thought came. I had just broken through a culvert—the + bridge, too, must have broken down, and somebody had put a light there to + warn the chance traveller who might stray along on a night like this! I + was on the point of getting out of my wraps, when a thinner wave in the + mist permitted me to see the flames of three lanterns hung to the + side-rails of the bridge. And that very moment a thin, piping voice came + out of the darkness beyond. “Daddy, is that you?” I did not know the + child’s voice, but I sang out as cheerily as I could. “I am a daddy all + right, but I am afraid, not yours. Is the bridge broken down, sonny? + Anything wrong?” “No, Sir,” the answer came, “nothing wrong.” So I pulled + up to the lanterns, and there I saw, dimly enough, God wot, a small, + ten-year old boy standing and shivering by the signal which he had rigged + up. He was barefooted and bareheaded, in shirt and torn knee-trousers. I + pointed to the lanterns with my whip. “What’s the meaning of this, my + boy?” I asked in as friendly a voice as I could muster. “Daddy went to + town this morning,” he said rather haltingly, “and he must have got caught + in the fog. We were afraid he might not find the bridge.” “Well, cheer up, + son,” I said, “he is not the only one as you see; his horses will know the + road. Where did he go?” The boy named the town—it was to the west, + not half the distance away that I had come. “Don’t worry,” I said; “I + don’t think he has started out at all. The fog caught me about sixteen + miles south of here. It’s nine o’clock now If he had started before the + fog got there, he would be here by now.” I sat and thought for a moment. + Should I say anything about the broken culvert? “Which way would your + daddy come, along the creek or across the marsh?” “Along the creek.” All + right then, no use in saying anything further. “Well, as I said,” I sang + out and clicked my tongue to the horses, “don’t worry; better go home; he + will come to-morrow” “I guess so,” replied the boy the moment I lost sight + of him and the lanterns. + </p> + <p> + I made the turn to the southeast and walked my horses. Here, where the + trail wound along through the chasm of the bush, the light from my cone + would, over the horses’ backs, strike twigs and leaves now and then. + Everything seemed to drip and to weep. All nature was weeping I walked the + horses for ten minutes more. Then I stopped. It must have been just at the + point where the grade began; but I do not know for sure. + </p> + <p> + I fumbled a long while for my shoes; but at last I found them and put them + on over my dry woollens. When I had shaken myself out of my robes, I + jumped to the ground. There was, here, too, a film of mud on top, but + otherwise the road was firm enough. I quickly threw the blankets over the + horses’ backs, dropped the traces, took the bits out of their mouths, and + slipped the feed-bags over their heads. I looked at my watch, for it was + my custom to let them eat for just ten minutes, then to hook them up again + and walk them for another ten before trotting. I had found that that + refreshed them enough to make the remainder of the trip in excellent + shape. + </p> + <p> + While I was waiting, I stood between the wheels of the buggy, leaning + against the box and staring into the light. It was with something akin to + a start that I realized the direction from which the fog rolled by: it + came from the south! I had, of course, seen that already, but it had so + far not entered my consciousness as a definite observation. It was this + fact that later set me to thinking about the origin of the fog along the + lines which I have indicated above. Again I marvelled at the density of + the mist which somehow seemed greater while we were standing than while we + were driving. I had repeatedly been in the clouds, on mountainsides, but + they seemed light and thin as compared with this. Finland, Northern + Sweden, Canada—no other country which I knew had anything resembling + it. The famous London fogs are different altogether. These mists, like the + mist pools, need the swamp as their mother, I suppose, and the ice-cool + summer night for their nurse... + </p> + <p> + The time was up. I quickly did what had to be done, and five minutes later + we were on the road again. I watched the horses for a while, and suddenly + I thought once more of that fleeting impression of an eddy in the lee of + the poplar bluff at the “White Range Line House.” It was on the north side + of the trees, if it was there at all! The significance of the fact had + escaped me at the time. It again confirmed my observation of the flow of + the fog in both directions. It came from a common centre. And still there + was no breath of air. I had no doubt any longer; it was not the air that + pushed the fog; the floating bubbles, the infinitesimally small ones as + well as those that were quite perceptible, simply displaced the lighter + atmosphere. I wondered what kept these bubbles apart. Some repellent force + with which they were charged? Something, at any rate, must be preventing + them from coalescing into rain. Maybe it was merely the perfect evenness + of their flow, for they gathered thickly enough on the twigs and the few + dried leaves, on any obstacles in their way. And again I thought of the + fact that the mist had seemed thinner when I came out on the marsh. This + double flow explained it, of course. There were denser and less dense + waves in it: like veils hung up one behind the other. So long as I went in + a direction opposite to its flow, I had to look through sheet after sheet + of the denser waves. Later I could every now and then look along a plane + of lesser density... + </p> + <p> + It was Dan who found the turn off the grade into the bushy glades. I could + see distinctly how he pushed Peter over. Here, where again the road was + winding, and where the light, therefore, once more frequently struck the + twigs and boughs, as they floated into my cone of luminosity, to disappear + again behind, a new impression thrust itself upon me. I call it an + impression, not an observation. It is very hard to say, what was reality, + what fancy on a night like that. In spite of its air of unreality, of + improbability even, it has stayed with me as one of my strongest visions. + I nearly hesitate to put it in writing. + </p> + <p> + These boughs and twigs were like fingers held into a stream that carried + loose algae, arresting them in their gliding motion. Or again, those wisps + of mist were like gossamers as they floated along, and they would bend and + fold over on the boughs before they tore; and where they broke, they + seemed like comets to trail a thinner tail of themselves behind. There was + tenacity in them, a certain consistency which made them appear as if woven + of different things from air and mere moisture. I have often doubted my + memory here, and yet I have my very definite notes, and besides there is + the picture in my mind. In spite of my own uncertainty I can assure you, + that this is only one quarter a poem woven of impressions; the other three + quarters are reality. But, while I am trying to set down facts, I am also + trying to render moods and images begot by them... + </p> + <p> + We went on for an hour, and it lengthened out into two. No twigs and + boughs any longer, at last. But where I was, I knew not. Much as I + listened, I could not make out any difference in the tramp of the horses + now I looked down over the back of my buggy seat, and I seemed to see the + yellow or brownish clay of a grade. I went on rather thoughtlessly. Then, + about eleven o’clock, I noticed that the road was rough. I had long since, + as I said, given myself over to the horses. But now I grew nervous. No + doubt, unless we had entirely strayed from our road, we were by this time + riding the last dam; for no other trail over which we went was quite so + rough. But then I should have heard the rumble on the bridge, and I felt + convinced that I had not. It shows to what an extent a man may be + hypnotised into insensibility by a constant sameness of view, that I was + mistaken. If we were on the dam and missed the turn at the end of it, on + to the correction line, we should infallibly go down from the grade, on to + muskeg ground, for there was a gap in the dam. At that place I had seen a + horse disappear, and many a cow had ended there in the deadly struggle + against the downward suck of the swamp... + </p> + <p> + I pulled the horses back to a walk, and we went on for another half hour. + I was by this time sitting on the left hand side of the side, bicycle + lantern in my left hand, and bending over as far as I could to the left, + trying, with arm outstretched, to reach the ground with my light. The + lantern at the back of the buggy was useless for this. Here and there the + drop-laden, glistening tops of the taller grasses and weeds would float + into this auxiliary cone of light—but that was all. + </p> + <p> + Then no weeds appeared any longer, so I must be on the last half-mile of + the dam, the only piece of it that was bare and caution extreme was the + word. I made up my mind to go on riding for another five minutes and timed + myself, for there was hardly enough room for a team and a walking man + besides. When the time was up, I pulled in and got out. I took the lines + short, laid my right hand on Peter’s back and proceeded. The bicycle + lantern was hanging down from my left and showed plainly the clayey gravel + of the dam. And so I walked on for maybe ten minutes. + </p> + <p> + Suddenly I became again aware of a glimmer to the left, and the very next + moment a lantern shot out of the mist, held high by an arm wrapped in + white. A shivering woman, tall, young, with gleaming eyes, dressed in a + linen house dress, an apron flung over breast and shoulders, gasped out + two words, “You came!” “Have you been standing here and waiting?” I asked. + “No, no! I just could not bear it any longer. Something told me. He’s at + the culvert now, and if I do not run, he will go down into the swamp!” + There was something of a catch in the voice. I did not reply I swung the + horses around and crossed the culvert that bridges the master ditch. + </p> + <p> + And while we were walking up to the yard—had my drive been anything + brave—anything at all deserving of the slightest reward—had it + not in itself been a thing of beauty, not to be missed by selfish me—surely, + the touch of that arm, as we went, would have been more than enough to + reward even the most chivalrous deeds of yore. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0004" id="link2H_4_0004"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + THREE. Dawn and Diamonds + </h2> + <p> + Two days before Christmas the ground was still bare. I had a splendid new + cutter with a top and side curtains; a heavy outfit, but one that would + stand up, I believed, under any road conditions. I was anxious to use it, + too, for I intended to spend a two weeks’ holiday up north with my family. + I was afraid, if I used the buggy, I might find it impossible to get back + to town, seeing that the first heavy winter storms usually set in about + the turn of the year. + </p> + <p> + School had closed at noon. I intended to set out next morning at as early + an hour as I could. I do not know what gave me my confidence, but I firmly + expected to find snow on the ground by that time. I am rather a student of + the weather. I worked till late at night getting my cutter ready. I had to + adjust my buggy pole and to stow away a great number of parcels. The + latter contained the first real doll for my little girl, two or three + picture books, a hand sleigh, Pip—a little stuffed dog of the + silkiest fluffiness—and as many more trifles for wife and child as + my Christmas allowance permitted me to buy. It was the first time in the + five years of my married life that, thanks to my wife’s co-operation in + earning money, there was any Christmas allowance to spend; and since I am + writing this chiefly for her and the little girl’s future reading, I want + to set it down here, too, that it was thanks to this very same + co-operation that I had been able to buy the horses and the driving outfit + which I needed badly, for the poor state of my health forbade more + rigorous exercise. I have already said, I think, that I am essentially an + outdoor creature; and for several years the fact that I had been forced to + look at the out-of-doors from the window of a town house only, had been + eating away at my vitality. Those drives took decades off my age, and in + spite of incurable illness my few friends say that I look once more like a + young man. + </p> + <p> + Besides my Christmas parcels I had to take oats along, enough to feed the + horses for two weeks. And I was, as I said, engaged that evening in + stowing everything away, when about nine o’clock one of the physicians of + the town came into the stable. He had had a call into the country, I + believe, and came to order a team. When he saw me working in the shed, he + stepped up and said, “You’ll kill your horses.” “Meaning?” I queried. “I + see you are getting your cutter ready,” he replied. “If I were you, I + should stick to the wheels.” I laughed. “I might not be able to get back + to work.” “Oh yes,” he scoffed, “it won’t snow up before the end of next + month. We figure on keeping the cars going for a little while yet.” Again + I laughed. “I hope not,” I said, which may not have sounded very gracious. + </p> + <p> + At ten o’clock every bolt had been tightened, the horses’ harness and + their feed were ready against the morning, and everything looked good to + me. + </p> + <p> + I was going to have the first real Christmas again in twenty-five years, + with a real Christmas tree, and with wife and child, and even though it + was a poor man’s Christmas, I refused to let anything darken my Christmas + spirit or dull the keen edge of my enjoyment. Before going out, I stepped + into the office of the stable, slipped a half-dollar into the hostler’s + palm and asked him once more to be sure to have the horses fed at + half-past five in the morning. + </p> + <p> + Then I left. A slight haze filled the air, not heavy enough to blot out + the stars; but sufficient to promise hoarfrost at least. Somehow there was + no reason to despair as yet of Christmas weather. + </p> + <p> + I went home and to bed and slept about as soundly as I could wish. When + the alarm of my clock went off at five in the morning, I jumped out of bed + and hurried down to shake the fire into activity. As soon as I had started + something of a blaze, I went to the window and looked out. It was pitch + dark, of course, the moon being down by this time, but it seemed to me + that there was snow on the ground. I lighted a lamp and held it to the + window; and sure enough, its rays fell on white upon white on shrubs and + fence posts and window ledge. I laughed and instantly was in a glow of + impatience to be off. + </p> + <p> + At half past five, when the coffee water was in the kettle and on the + stove, I hurried over to the stable across the bridge. The snow was three + inches deep, enough to make the going easy for the horses. The slight haze + persisted, and I saw no stars. At the stable I found, of course, that the + horses had not been fed; so I gave them oats and hay and went to call the + hostler. When after much knocking at last he responded to my impatience, + he wore a guilty look on his face but assured me that he was just getting + up to feed my team. “Never mind about feeding,” I said “I’ve done that. + But have them harnessed and hitched up by a quarter past six. I’ll water + them on the road.” They never drank their fill before nine o’clock. And I + hurried home to get my breakfast... + </p> + <p> + “Merry Christmas!” the hostler called after me; and I shouted back over my + shoulder, “The same to you.” The horses were going under the merry jingle + of the bells which they carried for the first time this winter. + </p> + <p> + I rarely could hold them down to a walk or a trot now, since the cold + weather had set in; and mostly, before they even had cleared the + slide-doors, they were in a gallop. Peter had changed his nature since he + had a mate. By feeding and breeding he was so much Dan’s superior in + vitality that, into whatever mischief the two got themselves, he was the + leader. For all times the picture, seen by the light of a lantern, stands + out in my mind how he bit at Dan, wilfully, urging him playfully on, when + we swung out into the crisp, dark, hazy morning air. Dan being nothing + loth and always keen at the start, we shot across the bridge. + </p> + <p> + It was hard now, mostly, to hitch them up. They would leap and rear with + impatience when taken into the open before they were hooked to the + vehicle. They were being very well fed, and though once a week they had + the hardest of work, for the rest of the time they had never more than + enough to limber them up, for on schooldays I used to take them out for a + spin of three or four miles only, after four. At home, when I left, my + wife and I would get them ready in the stable; then I took them out and + lined them up in front of the buggy. My wife quickly took the lines: I + hooked the traces up, jumped in, grabbed for the lines and waved my last + farewell from the road afar off. Even at that they got away from us once + or twice and came very near upsetting and wrecking the buggy; but nothing + serious ever happened during the winter. I had to have horses like that, + for I needed their speed and their staying power, as the reader will see + if he cares to follow me very much farther. + </p> + <p> + We flew along—the road seemed ideal—the air was wonderfully + crisp and cold—my cutter fulfilled the highest expectations—the + horses revelled in speed. But soon I pulled them down to a trot, for I + followed the horsemen’s rules whenever I could, and Dan, as I mentioned, + was anyway rather too keen at the start for steady work later on. I + settled back. The top of my cutter was down, for not a breath stirred; and + I was always anxious to see as much of the country as I could... + </p> + <p> + Do you know which is the stillest hour of the night? The hour before dawn. + It is at that time, too, that in our winter nights the mercury dips down + to its lowest level. Perhaps the two things have a causal relation—whatever + there is of wild life in nature, withdraws more deeply within itself; it + curls up and dreams. On calm summer mornings you hear no sound except the + chirping and twittering of the sleeping birds. The birds are great + dreamers—like dogs; like dogs they will twitch and stir in their + sleep, as if they were running and flying and playing and chasing each + other. Just stalk a bird’s nest of which you know at half past two in the + morning, some time during the month of July; and before you see them, you + will hear them. If there are young birds in the nest, all the better; take + the mother bird off and the little ones will open their beaks, all mouth + as they are, and go to sleep again; and they will stretch their + featherless little wings; and if they are a little bit older, they will + even try to move their tiny legs, as if longing to use them. As with dogs, + it is the young ones that dream most. I suppose their impressions are so + much more vivid, the whole world is so new to them that it rushes in upon + them charged with emotion. Emotions penetrate even us to a greater depth + than mere apperceptions; so they break through that crust that seems to + envelop the seat of our memory, and once inside, they will work out again + into some form of consciousness—that of sleep or of the wakeful + dream which we call memory. + </p> + <p> + The stillest hour! In starlit winter nights the heavenly bodies seem to + take on an additional splendour, something next to blazing, overweening + boastfulness. “Now sleeps the world,” they seem to say, “but we are awake + and weaving destiny” And on they swing on their immutable paths. + </p> + <p> + The stillest hour! If you step out of a sleeping house and are alone, you + are apt to hold your breath; and if you are not, you are apt to whisper. + There is an expectancy in the air, a fatefulness—a loud word would + be blasphemy that offends the ear and the feeling of decency It is the + hour of all still things, the silent things that pass like dreams through + the night. You seem to stand hushed. Stark and bare, stripped of all + accidentals, the universe swings on its way. + </p> + <p> + The stillest hour! But how much stiller than still, when the earth has + drawn over its shoulders that morning mist that allows of no slightest + breath—when under the haze the very air seems to lie curled and to + have gone to sleep. And yet how portentous! The haze seems to brood. It + seems somehow to suggest that there is all of life asleep on earth. You + seem to feel rather than to hear the whole creation breathing in its sleep—as + if it was soundlessly stirring in dreams—presently to stretch, to + awake. There is also the delicacy, the tenderness of all young things + about it. Even in winter it reminds me of the very first unfolding of + young leaves on trees; of the few hours while they are still hanging down, + unable to raise themselves up as yet; they look so worldlywise sometimes, + so precocious, and before them there still lie all hopes and all + disappointments... In clear nights you forget the earth—under the + hazy cover your eye is thrown back upon it. It is the contrast of the + universe and of creation. + </p> + <p> + We drove along—and slowly, slowly came the dawn. You could not + define how it came. The whole world seemed to pale and to whiten, and that + was all. There was no sunrise. It merely seemed as if all of Nature—very + gradually—was soaking itself full of some light; it was dim at + first, but never grey; and then it became the whitest, the clearest, the + most undefinable light. There were no shadows. Under the brush of the wild + land which I was skirting by now there seemed to be quite as much of + luminosity as overhead. The mist was the thinnest haze, and it seemed to + derive its whiteness as much from the virgin snow on the ground as from + above. I could not cease to marvel at this light which seemed to be + without a source—like the halo around the Saviour’s face. The eye as + yet did not reach very far, and wherever I looked, I found but one word to + describe it: impalpable—and that is saying what it was not rather + than what it was. As I said, there was no sunshine, but the light was + there, omnipresent, diffused, coming mildly, softly, but from all sides, + and out of all things as well as into them. + </p> + <p> + Shakespeare has this word in Macbeth, and I had often pondered on it: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + So fair and foul a day I have not seen. +</pre> + <p> + This was it, I thought. We have such days about four or five times a year—and + none but the northern countries have them. There are clouds—or + rather, there is a uniform layer of cloud, very high, and just the + slightest suggestion of curdiness in it; and the light is very white. + These days seem to waken in me every wander instinct that lay asleep. + There is nothing definite, nothing that seems to be emphasized—something + seems to beckon to me and to invite me to take to my wings and just glide + along—without beating of wings—as if I could glide without + sinking, glide and still keep my height... If you see the sun at all—as + I did not on this day of days—he stands away up, very distant and + quite aloof. He looks more like the moon than like his own self, white and + heatless and lightless, as if it were not he at all from whom all this + transparency and visibility proceeded. + </p> + <p> + I have lived in southern countries, and I have travelled rather far for a + single lifetime. Like an epic stretch my memories into dim and ever + receding pasts. I have drunk full and deep from the cup of creation. The + Southern Cross is no strange sight to my eyes. I have slept in the desert + close to my horse, and I have walked on Lebanon. I have cruised in the + seven seas and seen the white marvels of ancient cities reflected in the + wave of incredible blueness. But then I was young. When the years began to + pile up, I longed to stake off my horizons, to flatten out my views. I + wanted the simpler, the more elemental things, things cosmic in their + associations, nearer to the beginning or end of creation. The parrot that + flashed through “nutmeg groves” did not hold out so much allurement as the + simple gray-and-slaty junco. The things that are unobtrusive and + differentiated by shadings only—grey in grey above all—like + our northern woods, like our sparrows, our wolves—they held a more + compelling attraction than orgies of colour and screams of sound. So I + came home to the north. On days like this, however, I should like once + more to fly out and see the tireless wave and the unconquerable rock. But + I should like to see them from afar and dimly only—as Moses saw the + promised land. Or I should like to point them out to a younger soul and + remark upon the futility and innate vanity of things. + </p> + <p> + And because these days take me out of myself, because they change my whole + being into a very indefinite longing and dreaming, I wilfully blot from my + vision whatever enters. If I meet a tree, I see it not. If I meet a man, I + pass him by without speaking. I do not care to be disturbed. I do not care + to follow even a definite thought. There is sadness in the mood, such + sadness as enters—strange to say—into a great and very + definitely expected disappointment. It is an exceedingly delicate sadness—haughty, + aloof like the sun, and like him cool to the outer world. It does not even + want sympathy; it merely wants to be left alone. + </p> + <p> + It strangely chimed in with my mood on this particular and very perfect + morning that no jolt shook me up, that we glided along over virgin snow + which had come soft-footedly over night, in a motion, so smooth and silent + as to suggest that wingless flight... + </p> + <p> + We spurned the miles, and I saw them not. As if in a dream we turned in at + one of the “half way farms,” and the horses drank. And we went on and + wound our way across that corner of the marsh. We came to the “White Range + Line House,” and though there were many things to see, I still closed the + eye of conscious vision and saw them not. We neared the bridge, and we + crossed it; and then—when I had turned southeast—on to the + winding log-road through the bush—at last the spell that was cast + over me gave way and broke. My horses fell into their accustomed walk, and + at last I saw. + </p> + <p> + Now, what I saw, may not be worth the describing, I do not know. It surely + is hardly capable of being described. But if I had been led through + fairylands or enchanted gardens, I could not have been awakened to a truer + day of joy, to a greater realization of the good will towards all things + than I was here. + </p> + <p> + Oh, the surpassing beauty of it! There stood the trees, motionless under + that veil of mist, and not their slenderest finger but was clothed in + white. And the white it was! A translucent white, receding into itself, + with strange backgrounds of white behind it—a modest white, and yet + full of pride. An elusive white, and yet firm and substantial. The white + of a diamond lying on snow white velvet, the white of a diamond in + diffused light. None of the sparkle and colour play that the most precious + of stones assumes under a definite, limited light which proceeds from a + definite, limited source. Its colour play was suggested, it is true, but + so subdued that you hardly thought of naming or even recognising its + component parts. There was no red or yellow or blue or violet, but merely + that which might flash into red and yellow and blue and violet, should + perchance the sun break forth and monopolize the luminosity of the + atmosphere. There was, as it were, a latent opalescence. + </p> + <p> + And every twig and every bough, every branch and every limb, every trunk + and every crack even in the bark was furred with it. It seemed as if the + hoarfrost still continued to form. It looked heavy, and yet it was nearly + without weight. Not a twig was bent down under its load, yet with its halo + of frost it measured fully two inches across. The crystals were large, + formed like spearheads, flat, slablike, yet of infinite thinness and + delicacy, so thin and light that, when by misadventure my whip touched the + boughs, the flakes seemed to float down rather than to fall. And every one + of these flat and angular slabs was fringed with hairlike needles, or with + featherlike needles, and longer needles stood in between. There was such + an air of fragility about it all that you hated to touch it—and I, + for one, took my whip down lest it shook bare too many boughs. + </p> + <p> + Whoever has seen the trees like that—and who has not?—will see + with his mind’s eye what I am trying to suggest rather than to describe. + It was never the single sight nor the isolated thing that made my drives + the things of beauty which they were. There was nothing remarkable in them + either. They were commonplace enough. I really do not know why I should + feel urged to describe our western winters. Whatever I may be able to tell + you about them, is yours to see and yours to interpret. The gifts of + Nature are free to all for the asking. And yet, so it seems to me, there + is in the agglomerations of scenes and impressions, as they followed each + other in my experience, something of the quality of a great symphony; and + I consider this quality as a free and undeserved present which Chance or + Nature shook out of her cornucopia so it happened to fall at my feet. I am + trying to render this quality here for you. + </p> + <p> + On that short mile along the first of the east-west grades, before again I + turned into the bush, I was for the thousandth time in my life struck with + the fact how winter blots out the sins of utility. What is useful, is + often ugly because in our fight for existence we do not always have time + or effort to spare to consider the looks of things. But the slightest + cover of snow will bury the eyesores. Snow is the greatest equalizer in + Nature. No longer are there fields and wild lands, beautiful trails and + ugly grades—all are hidden away under that which comes from Nature’s + purest hands and fertile thoughts alone. Now there was no longer the raw, + offending scar on Nature’s body; just a smooth expanse of snow white + ribbon that led afar. + </p> + <p> + That led afar! And here is a curious fact. On this early December morning—it + was only a little after nine when I started the horses into their trot + again—I noticed for the first time that this grade which sprang here + out of the bush opened up to the east a vista into a seemingly endless + distance. Twenty-six times I had gone along this piece of it, but thirteen + times it had been at night, and thirteen times I had been facing west, + when I went back to the scene of my work. So I had never looked east very + far. This morning, however, in this strange light, which was at this very + hour undergoing a subtle change that I could not define as yet, mile after + mile of road seemed to lift itself up in the far away distance, as if you + might drive on for ever through fairyland. The very fact of its + straightness, flanked as it was by the rows of frosted trees, seemed like + a call. And a feeling that is very familiar to me—that of an + eternity in the perpetuation of whatever may be the state I happen to be + in, came over me, and a desire to go on and on, for ever, and to see what + might be beyond... + </p> + <p> + But then the turn into the bushy trail was reached. I did not see the + slightest sign of it on the road. But Dan seemed infallible—he made + the turn. And again I was in Winter’s enchanted palace, again the slight + whirl in the air that our motion set up made the fairy tracery of the + boughs shower down upon me like snow white petals of flowers, so delicate + that to disturb the virginity of it all seemed like profaning the temple + of the All-Highest. + </p> + <p> + But then I noticed that I had not been the first one to visit the woods. + All over their soft-napped carpet floor there were the restless, fleeting + tracks of the snowflake, lacing and interlacing in lines and loops, as if + they had been assembled in countless numbers, as no doubt they had. And + every track looked like nothing so much as like that kind of embroidery, + done white upon white, which ladies, I think; call the feather stitch. In + places I could clearly see how they had chased and pursued each other, + running, and there was a merriness about their spoors, a suggestion of + swiftness which made me look up and about to see whether they were not + wheeling their restless curves and circles overhead. But in this I was + disappointed for the moment, though only a little later I was to see them + in numbers galore. It was on that last stretch of my road, when I drove + along the dam of the angling ditch. There they came like a whirlwind and + wheeled and curved and circled about as if they knew no enemy, feeding + meanwhile with infallible skill from the tops of seed-bearing weeds while + skimming along. But I am anticipating just now In the bush I saw only + their trails. Yet they suggested their twittering and whistling even + there; and since on the gloomiest day their sound and their sight will + cheer you, you surely cannot help feeling glad and overflowing with joy + when you see any sign of them on a day like this! + </p> + <p> + Meanwhile we were winging along ourselves, so it seemed. For there was the + second east-west grade ahead. And that made me think of wife and child to + whom I was coming like Santa Claus, and so I stopped under a bush that + overhung the trail; and though I hated to destroy even a trifling part of + the beauty around, I reached high up with my whip and let go at the + branches, so that the moment before the horses bolted, the flakes showered + down upon me and my robes and the cutter and changed me into a veritable + snowman in snow white garb. + </p> + <p> + And then up on the grade. One mile to the east, and the bridge appeared. + </p> + <p> + It did not look like the work of man. Apart from its straight lines it + resembled more the architecture of a forest brook as it will build after + heavy fall rains followed by a late drought when all the waters of the + wild are receding so that the icy cover stands above them like the arches + of a bridge. It is strange how rarely the work of man will really + harmonize with Nature. The beaver builds, and his work will blend. Man + builds, and it jars—very likely because he mostly builds with silly + pretensions. But in winter Nature breathes upon his handiwork and + transforms it. Bridges may be imposing and of great artificial beauty in + cities—as for instance the ancient structure that spans the Tiber + just below the tomb of Hadrian, or among modern works the spider web + engineering feat of Brooklyn bridge—but if in the wilderness we run + across them, there is something incongruous about them, and they disturb. + Strange to say, there is the exception of high-flung trellis-viaducts + bridging the chasm of mountain canyons. Maybe it is exactly on account of + their unpretentious, plain utility; or is it that they reconcile by their + overweening boldness, by their very paradoxality—as there is beauty + even in the hawk’s bloodthirsty savagery. To-day this bridge was, like the + grades, like the trees and the meadows furred over with opalescent, + feathery frost. + </p> + <p> + And the dam over which I am driving now! This dam that erstwhile was a + very blasphemy, an obscenity flung on the marshy meadows with their reeds, + their cat-tails, and their wide-leaved swamp-dock clusters! It had been + used by the winds as a veritable dumping ground for obnoxious weeds which + grew and thrived on the marly clay while every other plant despised it! + Not that I mean to decry weeds—far be it from me. When the goldenrod + flings its velvet cushions along the edge of the copses, or when the + dandelion spangles the meadows, they are things of beauty as well as any + tulip or tiger-lily. But when they or their rivals, silverweed, burdock, + false ragweed, thistles, gumweed, and others usurp the landscape and seem + to choke up the very earth and the very air with ceaseless monotony and + repetition, then they become an offence to the eye and a reproach to those + who tolerate them. To-day, however, they all lent their stalks to support + the hoarfrost, to double and quadruple its total mass. They were powdered + over with countless diamonds. + </p> + <p> + It was here that I met with the flocks of snowflakes; and if my joyous + mood had admitted of any enhancement, they would have given it. + </p> + <p> + And never before had I seen the school and the cottage from quite so far! + The haze was still there, but somehow it seemed to be further overhead + now, with a stratum of winterclear air underneath. Once before, when + driving along the first east-west grade, where I discovered the vista, I + had wondered at the distance to which the eye could pierce. Here, on the + dam, of course, my vision was further aided by the fact that whatever of + trees and shrubs there was in the way—and a ridge of poplars ran at + right angles to the ditch, throwing up a leafy curtain in summer—stood + bare of its foliage. I was still nearly four miles from my “home” when I + first beheld it. And how pitiably lonesome it looked! Not another house + was to be seen in its neighbourhood. I touched the horses up with my whip. + I felt as if I should fly across the distance and bring my presence to + those in the cottage as their dearest gift. They knew I was coming. They + were at this very moment flying to meet me with their thoughts. Was I + well? Was I finding everything as I had wished to find it? And though I + often told them how I loved and enjoyed my drives, they could not view + them but with much anxiety, for they were waiting, waiting, waiting... + Waiting on Thursday for Friday to come, waiting on Wednesday and Tuesday + and Monday—waiting on Sunday even, as soon as I had left; counting + the days, and the hours, and the minutes, till I was out, fighting storm + and night to my heart’s content! And then—worry, worry, worry—what + might not happen! Whatever my drives were to me, to them they were + horrors. There never were watchers of weather and sky so anxiously eager + as they! And when, as it often, too often happened, the winter storms + came, when care rose, hope fell, then eye was clouded, thought dulled, + heart aflutter... Sometimes the soul sought comfort from nearest + neighbours, and not always was it vouchsafed. “Well,” they would say, “if + he starts out to-day, he will kill his horses!”—or, “In weather like + this I should not care to drive five miles!”—Surely, surely, I owe + it to them, staunch, faithful hearts that they were, to set down this + record so it may gladden the lonesome twilight hours that are sure to + come... + </p> + <p> + And at last I swung west again, up the ridge and on to the yard. And there + on the porch stood the tall, young, smiling woman, and at her knee the + fairest-haired girl in all the world. And quite unconscious of Nature’s + wonder-garb, though doubtlessly gladdened by it the little girl shrilled + out, “Oh, Daddy, Daddy, did du see Santa Claus?” And I replied lustily, + “Of course, my girl, I am coming straight from his palace.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0005" id="link2H_4_0005"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + FOUR. Snow + </h2> + <p> + The blizzard started on Wednesday morning. It was that rather common, + truly western combination of a heavy snowstorm with a blinding northern + gale—such as piles the snow in hills and mountains and makes walking + next to impossible. + </p> + <p> + I cannot exactly say that I viewed it with unmingled joy. There were + special reasons for that. It was the second week in January; when I had + left “home” the Sunday before, I had been feeling rather bad; so my wife + would worry a good deal, especially if I did not come at all. I knew there + was such a thing as its becoming quite impossible to make the drive. I had + been lost in a blizzard once or twice before in my lifetime. And yet, so + long as there was the least chance that horse-power and human will-power + combined might pull me through at all, I was determined to make or anyway + to try it. + </p> + <p> + At noon I heard the first dismal warning. For some reason or other I had + to go down into the basement of the school. The janitor, a highly + efficient but exceedingly bad-humoured cockney, who was dissatisfied with + all things Canadian because “in the old country we do things differently”—whose + sharp tongue was feared by many, and who once remarked to a lady teacher + in the most casual way, “If you was a lidy, I’d wipe my boots on you!”—this + selfsame janitor, standing by the furnace, turned slowly around, showed + his pale and hollow-eyed face, and smiled a withering and commiserating + smile. “Ye won’t go north this week,” he remarked—not without + sympathy, for somehow he had taken a liking to me, which even prompted him + off and on to favor me with caustic expressions of what he thought of the + school board and the leading citizens of the town. I, of course, never + encouraged him in his communicativeness which seemed to be just what he + would expect, and no rebuff ever goaded him into the slightest show of + resentment. “We’ll see,” I said briefly “Well, Sir,” he repeated + apodeictically, “ye won’t.” I smiled and went out. + </p> + <p> + But in my classroom I looked from the window across the street. Not even + in broad daylight could you see the opposite houses or trees. And I knew + that, once a storm like that sets in, it is apt to continue for days at a + stretch. It was one of those orgies in which Titan Wind indulges ever so + often on our western prairies. I certainly needed something to encourage + me, and so, before leaving the building, I went upstairs to the third + story and looked through a window which faced north. But, though I was now + above the drifting layer, I could not see very far here either; the + snowflakes were small and like little round granules, hitting the panes of + the windows with little sounds of “ping-ping”; and they came, driven by a + relentless gale, in such numbers that they blotted out whatever was more + than two or three hundred yards away. + </p> + <p> + The inhabitant of the middle latitudes of this continent has no data to + picture to himself what a snowstorm in the north may be. To him snow is + something benign that comes soft-footedly over night, and on the most + silent wings like an owl, something that suggests the sleep of Nature + rather than its battles. The further south you go, the more, of course, + snow loses of its aggressive character. + </p> + <p> + At the dinner table in the hotel I heard a few more disheartening words. + But after four I defiantly got my tarpaulin out and carried it to the + stable. If I had to run the risk of getting lost, at least I was going to + prepare for it. I had once stayed out, snow-bound, for a day and a half, + nearly without food and altogether without shelter; and I was not going to + get thus caught again. I also carefully overhauled my cutter. Not a bolt + but I tested it with a wrench; and before the stores were closed, I bought + myself enough canned goods to feed me for a week should through any + untoward accident the need arise. I always carried a little alcohol stove, + and with my tarpaulin I could convert my cutter within three minutes into + a windproof tent. Cramped quarters, to be sure, but better than being + given over to the wind at thirty below! + </p> + <p> + More than any remark on the part of friends or acquaintances one fact + depressed me when I went home. There was not a team in town which had come + in from the country. The streets were deserted: the stores were empty. The + north wind and the snow had the town to themselves. + </p> + <p> + On Thursday the weather was unchanged. On the way to the school I had to + scale a snowdrift thrown up to a height of nearly six feet, and, though it + was beginning to harden, from its own weight and the pressure of the wind, + I still broke in at every step and found the task tiring in the extreme. I + did my work, of course, as if nothing oppressed me, but in my heart I was + beginning to face the possibility that, even if I tried, I might fail to + reach my goal. The day passed by. At noon the school-children, the + teachers, and a few people hurrying to the post-office for their mail lent + a fleeting appearance of life to the streets. It nearly cheered me; but + soon after four the whole town again took on that deserted look which + reminded me of an abandoned mining camp. The lights in the store windows + had something artificial about them, as if they were merely painted on the + canvas-wings of a stage-setting. Not a team came in all day. + </p> + <p> + On Friday morning the same. Burroughs would have said that the weather had + gone into a rut. Still the wind whistled and howled through the bleak, + dark, hollow dawn; the snow kept coming down and piling up, as if it could + not be any otherwise. And as if to give notice of its intentions, the + drift had completely closed up my front door. I fought my way to the + school and thought things over. My wife and I had agreed, if ever the + weather should be so bad that there was danger in going at night, I was to + wait till Saturday morning and go by daylight. Neither one of us ever + mentioned the possibility of giving the attempt up altogether. My wife + probably understood that I would not bind myself by any such promise. Now + even on this Friday I should have liked to go by night, if for no other + reason, than for the experience’s sake; but I reflected that I might get + lost and not reach home at all. The horses knew the road—so long as + there was any road; but there was none now. I felt it would not be fair to + wife and child. So, reluctantly and with much hesitation, but definitely + at last, I made up my mind that I was going to wait till morning. My + cutter was ready—I had seen to that on Wednesday. As soon as the + storm had set in, I had instinctively started to work in order to + frustrate its designs. + </p> + <p> + At noon I met in front of the post-office a charming lady who with her + husband and a young Anglican curate constituted about the only circle of + real friends I had in town. “Why!” I exclaimed, “what takes you out into + this storm, Mrs. ——?” “The desire,” she gasped against the + wind and yet in her inimitable way, as if she were asking a favour, “to + have you come to our house for tea, my friend. You surely are not going + this week?” “I am going to go to-morrow morning at seven,” I said. “But I + shall be delighted to have tea with you and Mr. ——.” I read + her at a glance. She knew that in not going out at night I should suffer—she + wished to help me over the evening, so I should not feel too much + thwarted, too helpless, and too lonesome. She smiled. “You really want to + go? But I must not keep you. At six, if you please.” And we went our ways + without a salute, for none was possible at this gale-swept corner. + </p> + <p> + After four o’clock I took word to the stable to have my horses fed and + harnessed by seven in the morning. The hostler had a tale to tell. “You + going out north?” he enquired although he knew perfectly well I was. “Of + course,” I replied. “Well,” he went on, “a man came in from ten miles out; + he was half dead; come, look at his horses! He says, in places the snow is + over the telephone posts.” “I’ll try it anyway,” I said. “Just have the + team ready I know what I can ask my horses to do. If it cannot be done, I + shall turn back, that is all.” + </p> + <p> + When I stepped outside again, the wind seemed bent upon shaking the + strongest faith. I went home to my house across the bridge and dressed. As + soon as I was ready, I allowed myself to be swept past stable, past hotel + and post-office till I reached the side street which led to the house + where I was to be the guest. + </p> + <p> + How sheltered, homelike and protected everything looked inside. The + hostess, as usual, was radiantly amiable. The host settled back after + supper to talk old country. The Channel Islands, the French Coast, Kent + and London—those were from common knowledge our most frequently + recurring topics. Both host and hostess, that was easy to see, were bent + upon beguiling the hours of their rather dark-humored guest. But the + howling gale outside was stronger than their good intentions. It was not + very long before the conversation got around—reverted, so it seemed—to + stories of storms, of being lost, of nearly freezing. The boys were + sitting with wide and eager eyes, afraid they might be sent to bed before + the feast of yarns was over. I told one or two of my most thrilling + escapes, the host contributed a few more, and even the hostess had had an + experience, driving on top of a railroad track for several miles, I + believe, with a train, snowbound, behind her. I leaned over. “Mrs. ——,” + I said, “do not try to dissuade me. I am sorry to say it, but it is + useless. I am bound to go.” “Well,” she said, “I wish you would not.” + “Thanks,” I replied and looked at my watch. It was two o’clock. “There is + only one thing wrong with coming to have tea in this home,” I continued + and smiled; “it is so hard to say good-bye.” + </p> + <p> + I carefully lighted my lantern and got into my wraps. The wind was howling + dismally outside. For a moment we stood in the hall, shaking hands and + paying the usual compliments; then one of the boys opened the door for me; + and in stepping out I had one of the greatest surprises. Not far from the + western edge of the world there stood the setting half-moon in a cloudless + sky; myriads of stars were dusted over the vast, dark blue expanse, + twinkling and blazing at their liveliest. And though the wind still + whistled and shrieked and rattled, no snow came down, and not much seemed + to drift. I pointed to the sky, smiled, nodded and closed the door. As far + as the drifting of the snow went, I was mistaken, as I found out when I + turned to the north, into the less sheltered street, past the post-office, + hotel and stable. In front of a store I stopped to read a thermometer + which I had found halfways reliable the year before. It read minus + thirty-two degrees... + </p> + <p> + It was still dark, of course, when I left the house on Saturday morning to + be on my way. Also, it was cold, bitterly cold, but there was very little + wind. In crossing the bridge which was swept nearly clean of snow I + noticed a small, but somehow ominous-looking drift at the southern end. It + had such a disturbed, lashed-up appearance. The snow was still loose, yet + packed just hard enough to have a certain degree of toughness. You could + no longer swing your foot through it: had you run into it at any great + speed, you would have fallen; but as yet it was not hard enough to carry + you. I knew that kind of a drift; it is treacherous. On a later drive one + just like it, only built on a vastly larger scale, was to lead to the + first of a series of little accidents which finally shattered my nerve. + That was the only time that my temerity failed me. I shall tell you about + that drive later on. + </p> + <p> + At the stable I went about my preparations in a leisurely way. I knew that + a supreme test was ahead of myself and the horses, and I meant to have + daylight for tackling it. Once more I went over the most important bolts; + once more I felt and pulled at every strap in the harness. I had a Clark + footwarmer and made sure that it functioned properly I pulled the flaps of + my military fur cap down over neck, ears and cheeks. I tucked a pillow + under the sweater over my chest and made sure that my leggings clasped my + furlined moccasins well. Then, to prevent my coat from opening even under + the stress of motion, just before I got into the cutter, I tied a rope + around my waist. + </p> + <p> + The hostler brought the horses into the shed. They pawed the floor and + snorted with impatience. While I rolled my robes about my legs and drew + the canvas curtain over the front part of the box, I weighed Dan with my + eyes. I had no fear for Peter, but Dan would have to show to-day that he + deserved the way I had fed and nursed him. Like a chain, the strength of + which is measured by the strength of its weakest link, my team was + measured by Dan’s pulling power and endurance. But he looked good to me as + he danced across the pole and threw his head, biting back at Peter who was + teasing him. + </p> + <p> + The hostler was morose and in a biting mood. Every motion of his seemed to + say, “What is the use of all this? No teamster would go out on a long + drive in this weather, till the snow has settled down; and here a + schoolmaster wants to try it.” + </p> + <p> + At last he pushed the slide doors aside, and we swung out. I held the + horses tight and drove them into that little drift at the bridge to slow + them down right from the start. + </p> + <p> + The dawn was white, but with a strictly localised angry glow where the sun + was still hidden below the horizon. In a very few minutes he would be up, + and I counted on making that first mile just before he appeared. + </p> + <p> + This mile is a wide, well levelled road, but ever so often, at intervals + of maybe fifty to sixty yards, steep and long promontories of snow had + been flung across—some of them five to six feet high. They started + at the edge of the field to the left where a rank growth of shrubby weeds + gave shelter for the snow to pile in. Their base, alongside the fence, was + broad, and they tapered across the road, with a perfectly flat top, and + with concave sides of a most delicate, smooth, and finished looking curve, + till at last they ran out into a sharp point, mostly beyond the road on + the field to the right. + </p> + <p> + The wind plays strange pranks with snow; snow is the most plastic medium + it has to mould into images and symbols of its moods. Here one of these + promontories would slope down, and the very next one would slope upward as + it advanced across the open space. In every case there had been two walls, + as it were, of furious blow, and between the two a lane of comparative + calm, caused by the shelter of a clump of brush or weeds, in which the + snow had taken refuge from the wind’s rough and savage play. Between these + capes of snow there was an occasional bare patch of clean swept ground. + Altogether there was an impression of barren, wild, bitter-cold windiness + about the aspect that did not fail to awe my mind; it looked inhospitable, + merciless, and cruelly playful. + </p> + <p> + As yet the horses seemed to take only delight in dashing through the + drifts, so that the powdery crystals flew aloft and dusted me all over. I + peered across the field to the left, and a curious sight struck me. There + was apparently no steady wind at all, but here and there, and every now + and then a little whirl of snow would rise and fall again. Every one of + them looked for all the world like a rabbit reconnoitring in deep grass. + It jumps up on its hindlegs, while running, peers out, and settles down + again. It was as if the snow meant to have a look at me, the interloper at + such an early morning hour. The snow was so utterly dry that it obeyed the + lightest breath; and whatever there was of motion in the air, could not + amount to more than a cat’s-paw’s sudden reach. + </p> + <p> + At the exact moment when the snow where it stood up highest became + suffused with a rose-red tint from the rising sun, I arrived at the turn + to the correction line. Had I been a novice at the work I was engaged in, + the sight that met my eye might well have daunted me. Such drifts as I saw + here should be broken by drivers who have short hauls to make before the + long distance traveller attempts them. From the fence on the north side of + the road a smoothly curved expanse covered the whole of the road allowance + and gently sloped down into the field at my left. Its north edge stood + like a cliff, the exact height of the fence, four feet I should say. In + the centre it rose to probably six feet and then fell very gradually, + whaleback fashion, to the south. Not one of the fence posts to the left + was visible. The slow emergence of the tops of these fence posts became + during the following week, when I drove out here daily, a measure for me + of the settling down of the drift. I believe I can say from my + observations that if no new snow falls or drifts in, and if no very + considerable evaporation takes place, a newly piled snowdrift, undisturbed + except by wind-pressure, will finally settle down to about from one third + to one half of its original height, according to the pressure of the wind + that was behind the snow when it first was thrown down. After it has, in + this contracting process, reached two thirds of its first height, it can + usually be relied upon to carry horse and man. + </p> + <p> + The surface of this drift, which covered a ditch besides the grade and its + grassy flanks, showed that curious appearance that we also find in the + glaciated surfaces of granite rock and which, in them, geologists call + exfoliation. In the case of rock it is the consequence of extreme changes + in temperature. The surface sheet in expanding under sudden heat detaches + itself in large, leaflike layers. In front of my wife’s cottage up north + there lay an exfoliated rock in which I watched the process for a number + of years. In snow, of course, the origin of this appearance is entirely + different; snow is laid down in layers by the waves in the wind. + “Adfoliation” would be a more nearly correct appellation of the process. + But from the analogy of the appearance I shall retain the more common word + and call it exfoliation. Layers upon layers of paperlike sheets are + superimposed upon each other, their edges often “cropping out” on sloping + surfaces; and since these edges, according to the curvatures of the + surfaces, run in wavy lines, the total aspect is very often that of + “moire” silk. + </p> + <p> + I knew the road as well as I had ever known a road. In summer there was a + grassy expanse some thirty feet wide to the north; then followed the + grade, flanked to the south by a ditch; and the tangle of weeds and small + brush beyond reached right up to the other fence. I had to stay on or + rather above the grade; so I stood up and selected the exact spot where to + tackle it. Later, I knew, this drift would be harmless enough; there was + sufficient local traffic here to establish a well-packed trail. At + present, however, it still seemed a formidable task for a team that was to + pull me over thirty-three miles more. Besides it was a first test for my + horses; I did not know yet how they would behave in snow. + </p> + <p> + But we went at it. For a moment things happened too fast for me to watch + details. The horses plunged wildly and reared on their hind feet in a + panic, straining against each other, pulling apart, going down underneath + the pole, trying to turn and retrace their steps. And meanwhile the cutter + went sharply up at first, as if on the crest of a wave, then toppled over + into a hole made by Dan, and altogether behaved like a boat tossed on a + stormy sea. Then order returned into the chaos. I had the lines short, + wrapped double and treble around my wrists; my feet stood braced in the + corner of the box, knees touching the dashboard; my robes slipped down. I + spoke to the horses in a soft, quiet, purring voice; and at last I pulled + in. Peter hated to stand. I held him. Then I looked back. This first wild + plunge had taken us a matter of two hundred yards into the drift. Peter + pulled and champed at the bit; the horses were sinking nearly out of + sight. But I knew that many and many a time in the future I should have to + go through just this and that from the beginning I must train the horses + to tackle it right. So, in spite of my aching wrists I kept them standing + till I thought that they were fully breathed. Then I relaxed my pull the + slightest bit and clicked my tongue. “Good,” I thought, “they are pulling + together!” And I managed to hold them in line. They reared and plunged + again like drowning things in their last agony, but they no longer clashed + against nor pulled away from each other. I measured the distance with my + eye. Another two hundred yards or thereabout, and I pulled them in again. + Thus we stopped altogether four times. The horses were steaming when we + got through this drift which was exactly half a mile long; my cutter was + packed level full with slabs and clods of snow; and I was pretty well + exhausted myself. + </p> + <p> + “If there is very much of this,” I thought for the moment, “I may not be + able to make it.” But then I knew that a north-south road will drift in + badly only under exceptional circumstances. It is the east-west grades + that are most apt to give trouble. Not that I minded my part of it, but I + did not mean to kill my horses. I had sized them up in their behaviour + towards snow. Peter, as I had expected, was excitable. It was hard to + recognize in him just now, as he walked quietly along, the uproar of + playing muscle and rearing limbs that he had been when we first struck the + snow. That was well and good for a short, supreme effort; but not even for + Peter would it do in the long, endless drifts which I had to expect. Dan + was quieter, but he did not have Peter’s staying power, in fact, he was + not really a horse for the road. Strange, in spite of his usual keenness + on the level road, he seemed to show more snow sense in the drift. This + was to be amply confirmed in the future. Whenever an accident happened, it + was Peter’s fault. As you will see if you read on, Dan once lay quiet when + Peter stood right on top of him. + </p> + <p> + On this road north I found the same “promontories” that had been such a + feature of the first one, flung across from the northwest to the + southeast. Since the clumps of shrubs to the left were larger here, and + more numerous, too, the drifts occasionally also were larger and higher; + but not one of them was such that the horses could not clear it with one + or two leaps. The sun was climbing, the air was winter-clear and still. + None of the farms which I passed showed the slightest sign of life. I had + wrapped up again and sat in comparative comfort and at ease, enjoying the + clear sparkle and glitter of the virgin snow. It was not till considerably + later that the real significance of the landscape dawned upon my + consciousness. Still there was even now in my thoughts a speculative + undertone. Subconsciously I wondered what might be ahead of me. + </p> + <p> + We made Bell’s corner in good time. The mile to the west proved easy. + There were drifts, it is true, and the going was heavy, but at no place + did the snow for any length of time reach higher than the horses’ hocks. + We turned to the north again, and here, for a while, the road was very + good indeed; the underbrush to the left, on those expanses of wild land, + had fettered, as it were, the feet of the wind. The snow was held + everywhere, and very little of it had drifted. Only one spot I remember + where a clump of Russian willow close to the trail had offered shelter + enough to allow the wind to fill in the narrow road-gap to a depth of + maybe eight or nine feet; but here it was easy to go around to the west. + Without any further incident we reached the point where the useless, + supernumerary fence post had caught my eye on my first trip out. I had + made nearly eight miles now. + </p> + <p> + But right here I was to get my first inkling of sights that might shatter + my nerve. You may remember that a grove of tall poplars ran to the east, + skirted along its southern edge by a road and a long line of telephone + posts. Now here, in this shelter of the poplars, the snow from the more or + less level and unsheltered spaces to the northwest had piled in indeed. It + sloped up to the east; and never shall I forget what I beheld. + </p> + <p> + The first of the posts stood a foot in snow; at the second one the drift + reached six or seven feet up; the next one looked only half as long as the + first one, and you might have imagined, standing as it did on a sloping + hillside, that it had intentionally been made so much shorter than the + others; but at the bottom of the visible part the wind, in sweeping around + the pole, had scooped out a funnel-shaped crater which seemed to open into + the very earth like a sinkhole. The next pole stood like a giant buried up + to his chest and looked singularly helpless and footbound; and the last + one I saw showed just its crossbar with three glassy, green insulators + above the mountain of snow. The whole surface of this gigantic drift + showed again that “exfoliated” appearance which I have described. Strange + to say, this very exfoliation gave it something of a quite peculiarly + desolate aspect. It looked so harsh, so millennial-old, so antediluvian + and pre-adamic! I still remember with particular distinctness the slight + dizziness that overcame me, the sinking feeling in my heart, the awe, and + the foreboding that I had challenged a force in Nature which might defy + all tireless effort and the most fearless heart. + </p> + <p> + So the hostler had not been fibbing after all! + </p> + <p> + But not for a moment did I think of turning back. I am fatalistic in + temperament. What is to be, is to be, that is not my outlook. If at last + we should get bound up in a drift, well and good, I should then see what + the next move would have to be. While the wind blows, snow drifts; while + my horses could walk and I was not disabled, my road led north, not south. + Like the snow I obeyed the laws of my nature. So far the road was good, + and we swung along. + </p> + <p> + Somewhere around here a field presented a curious view Its crop had not + been harvested; it still stood in stooks. But from my side I saw nothing + of the sheaves—it seemed to be flax, for here and there a flag of + loose heads showed at the top. The snow had been blown up from all + directions, so it looked, by the counter-currents that set up in the lee + of every obstacle. These mounds presented one and all the appearance of + cones or pyramids of butter patted into shape by upward strokes made with + a spoon. There were the sharp ridges, irregular and erratic, and there + were the hollows running up their flanks—exactly as such a cone of + butter will show them. And the whole field was dotted with them, as if + there were so many fresh graves. + </p> + <p> + I made the twelve-mile bridge—passing through the cottonwood gate—reached + the “hovel,” and dropped into the wilderness again. Here the bigger trees + stood strangely bare. Winter reveals the bark and the “habit” of trees. + All ornaments and unessentials have been dropped. The naked skeletons show + I remember how I was more than ever struck by that dappled appearance of + the bark of the balm: an olive-green, yellowish hue, ridged and spotted + with the black of ancient, overgrown leaf-scars; there was actually + something gay about it; these poplars are certainly beautiful winter + trees. The aspens were different. Although their stems stood white on + white in the snow, that greenish tinge in their white gave them a curious + look. From the picture that I carry about in my memory of this morning I + cannot help the impression that they looked as if their white were not + natural at all; they looked white-washed! I have often since confirmed + this impression when there was snow on the ground. + </p> + <p> + In the copses of saplings the zigzagging of the boles from twig to twig + showed very distinctly, more so, I believe, than to me it had ever done + before. How slender and straight they look in their summer garb—now + they were stripped, and bone and sinew appeared. + </p> + <p> + We came to the “half way farms,” and the marsh lay ahead. I watered the + horses, and I do not know what made me rest them for a little while, but I + did. On the yard of the farm where I had turned in there was not a soul to + be seen. Barns and stables were closed—and I noticed that the back + door of the dwelling was buried tight by the snow. No doubt everybody + preferred the neighbourhood of the fire to the cold outside. While + stopping, I faced for the first time the sun. He was high in the sky by + now—it was half-past ten—and it suddenly came home to me that + there was something relentless, inexorable, cruel, yes, something of a + sneer in the pitiless way in which he looked down on the infertile waste + around. Unaccountably two Greek words formed on my lips: Homer’s Pontos + atrygetos—the barren sea. Half an hour later I was to realize the + significance of it. + </p> + <p> + I turned back to the road and north again. For another half mile the + fields continued on either side; but somehow they seemed to take on a + sinister look. There was more snow on them than I had found on the level + land further south; the snow lay more smoothly, again under those + “exfoliated” surface sheets which here, too, gave it an inhuman, primeval + look; in the higher sun the vast expanse looked, I suppose, more + blindingly white; and nowhere did buildings or thickets seem to emerge. + Yet, so long as the grade continued, the going was fair enough. + </p> + <p> + Then I came to the corner which marked half the distance, and there I + stopped. Right in front, where the trail had been and where a ditch had + divided off the marsh, a fortress of snow lay now: a seemingly impregnable + bulwark, six or seven feet high, with rounded top, fitting descriptions + which I had read of the underground bomb-proofs around Belgian strongholds—those + forts which were hammered to pieces by the Germans in their first, + heart-breaking forward surge in 1914. There was not a wrinkle in this + inverted bowl. There it lay, smooth and slick—curled up in security, + as it were, some twenty, thirty feet across; and behind it others, and + more of them to the right and to the left. This had been a stretch, + covered with brush and bush, willow and poplar thickets; but my eye saw + nothing except a mammiferous waste, cruelly white, glittering in the + heatless, chuckling sun, and scoffing at me, the intruder. I stood up + again and peered out. To the east it seemed as if these buttes of snow + were a trifle lower; but maybe the ground underneath also sloped down. I + wished I had travelled here more often by daytime, so I might know. As it + was, there was nothing to it; I had to tackle the task. And we plunged in. + </p> + <p> + I had learned something from my first experience in the drift one mile + north of town, and I kept my horses well under control. Still, it was a + wild enough dash. Peter lost his footing two or three times and worked + himself into a mild panic. But Dan—I could not help admiring the way + in which, buried over his back in snow, he would slowly and deliberately + rear on his hindfeet and take his bound. For fully five minutes I never + saw anything of the horses except their heads. I inferred their motions + from the dusting snowcloud that rose above their bodies and settled on + myself. And then somehow we emerged. We reached a stretch of ground where + the snow was just high enough to cover the hocks of the horses. It was a + hollow scooped out by some freak of the wind. I pulled in, and the horses + stood panting. Peter no longer showed any desire to fret and to jump. Both + horses apparently felt the wisdom of sparing their strength. They were all + white with the frost of their sweat and the spray of the snow... + </p> + <p> + While I gave them their time, I looked around, and here a lesson came home + to me. In the hollow where we stood, the snow did not lie smoothly. A huge + obstacle to the northwest, probably a buried clump of brush, had made the + wind turn back upon itself, first downward, then, at the bottom of the + pit, in a direction opposite to that of the main current above, and + finally slantways upward again to the summit of the obstacle, where it + rejoined the parent blow. The floor of the hollow was cleanly scooped out + and chiselled in low ridges; and these ridges came from the southeast, + running their points to the northwest. I learned to look out for this + sign, and I verily believe that, had I not learned that lesson right now, + I should never have reached the creek which was still four or five miles + distant. + </p> + <p> + The huge mound in the lee of which I was stopping was a matter of two + hundred yards away; nearer to it the snow was considerably deeper; and + since it presented an appearance very characteristic of Prairie + bush-drifts, I shall describe it in some detail. Apparently the winds had + first bent over all the stems of the clump; for whenever I saw one of them + from the north, it showed a smooth, clean upward sweep. On the south side + the snow first fell in a sheer cliff; then there was a hollow which was + partly filled by a talus-shaped drift thrown in by the counter currents + from the southern pit in which we were stopping; the sides of this talus + again showed the marks that reminded of those left by the spoon when + butter is roughly stroked into the shape of a pyramid. The interesting + parts of the structure consisted in the beetling brow of the cliff and the + roof of the cavity underneath. The brow had a honeycombed appearance; the + snow had been laid down in layers of varying density (I shall discuss this + more fully in the next chapter when we are going to look in on the snow + while it is actually at work); and the counter currents that here swept + upward in a slanting direction had bitten out the softer layers, leaving a + fine network of little ridges which reminded strangely of the delicate + fretwork-tracery in wind-sculptured rock—as I had seen it in the + Black Hills in South Dakota. This piece of work of the wind is exceedingly + short-lived in snow, and it must not be confounded with the honeycombed + appearance of those faces of snow cliffs which are “rotting” by reason of + their exposure to the heat of the noonday sun. These latter are coarse, + often dirty, and nearly always have something bristling about them which + is entirely absent in the sculptures of the wind. The under side of the + roof in the cavity looked very much as a very stiff or viscid treacle + would look when spread over a meshy surface, as, for instance, over a + closely woven netting of wire. The stems and the branches of the brush + took the place of the wire, and in their meshes the snow had been pressed + through by its own weight, but held together by its curious ductility or + tensile strength of which I was to find further evidence soon enough. It + thus formed innumerable, blunted little stalactites, but without the + corresponding stalagmites which you find in limestone caves or on the + north side of buildings when the snow from the roof thaws and forms + icicles and slender cones of ice growing up to meet them from the ground + where the trickling drops fall and freeze again. + </p> + <p> + By the help of these various tokens I had picked my next resting place + before we started up again. It was on this second dash that I understood + why those Homeric words had come to my lips a while ago. This was indeed + like nothing so much as like being out on rough waters and in a troubled + sea, with nothing to brace the storm with but a wind-tossed nutshell of a + one-man sailing craft. I knew that experience for having outridden many a + gale in the mouth of the mighty St. Lawrence River. When the snow reached + its extreme in depth, it gave you the feeling which a drowning man may + have when fighting his desperate fight with the salty waves. But more + impressive than that was the frequent outer resemblance. The waves of the + ocean rise up and reach out and batter against the rocks and battlements + of the shore, retreating again and ever returning to the assault, covering + the obstacles thrown in the way of their progress with thin sheets of + licking tongues at least. And if such a high crest wave had suddenly been + frozen into solidity, its outline would have mimicked to perfection many a + one of the snow shapes that I saw around. + </p> + <p> + Once the horses had really learned to pull exactly together—and they + learned it thoroughly here—our progress was not too bad. Of course, + it was not like going on a grade, be it ever so badly drifted in. Here the + ground underneath, too, was uneven and overgrown with a veritable + entanglement of brush in which often the horses’ feet would get caught. As + for the road, there was none left, nothing that even by the boldest + stretch of imagination could have been considered even as the slightest + indication of one. And worst of all, I knew positively that there would be + no trail at any time during the winter. I was well aware of the fact that, + after it once snowed up, nobody ever crossed this waste between the “half + way farms” and the “White Range Line House.” This morning it took me two + and a half solid hours to make four miles. + </p> + <p> + But the ordeal had its reward. Here where the fact that there was snow on + the ground, and plenty of it, did no longer need to be sunk into my brain—as + soon as it had lost its value as a piece of news and a lesson, I began to + enjoy it just as the hunter in India will enjoy the battle of wits when he + is pitted against a yellow-black tiger. I began to catch on to the ways of + this snow; I began, as it were, to study the mentality of my enemy. Though + I never kill, I am after all something of a sportsman. And still another + thing gave me back that mental equilibrium which you need in order to see + things and to reason calmly about them. Every dash of two hundred yards or + so brought me that much nearer to my goal. Up to the “half way farms” I + had, as it were, been working uphill: there was more ahead than behind. + This was now reversed: there was more behind than ahead, and as yet I did + not worry about the return trip. + </p> + <p> + Now I have already said that snow is the only really plastic element in + which the wind can carve the vagaries of its mood and leave a record of at + least some permanency. The surface of the sea is a wonderful book to be + read with a lightning-quick eye; I do not know anything better to do as a + cure for ragged nerves—provided you are a good sailor. But the forms + are too fleeting, they change too quickly—so quickly, indeed, that I + have never succeeded in so fixing their record upon my memory as to be + able to develop one form from the other in descriptive notes. It is that + very fact, I believe, upon which hinges the curative value of the sight: + you are so completely absorbed by the moment, and all other things fall + away. Many and many a day have I lain in my deck chair on board a liner + and watched the play of the waves; but the pleasure, which was very great + indeed, was momentary; and sometimes, when in an unsympathetic mood, I + have since impatiently wondered in what that fascination may have + consisted. It was different here. Snow is very nearly as yielding as water + and, once it fully responds in its surface to the carving forces of the + wind, it stays—as if frozen into the glittering marble image of its + motion. I know few things that are as truly fascinating as the sculptures + of the wind in snow; for here you have time and opportunity a-plenty to + probe not only into the what, but also into the why. Maybe that one day I + shall write down a fuller account of my observations. In this report I + shall have to restrict myself to a few indications, for this is not the + record of the whims of the wind, but merely the narrative of my drives. + </p> + <p> + In places, for instance, the rounded, “bomb-proof” aspect of the expanses + would be changed into the distinct contour of gigantic waves with a very + fine, very sharp crest-line. The upsweep from the northwest would be ever + so slightly convex, and the downward sweep into the trough was always very + distinctly concave. This was not the ripple which we find in beach sand. + That ripple was there, too, and in places it covered the wide backs of + these huge waves all over; but never was it found on the concave side. + Occasionally, but rarely, one of these great waves would resemble a large + breaker with a curly crest. Here the onward sweep from the northwest had + built the snow out, beyond the supporting base, into a thick overhanging + ledge which here and there had sagged; but by virtue of that tensile + strength and cohesion in snow which I have mentioned already, it still + held together and now looked convoluted and ruffled in the most deceiving + way. I believe I actually listened for the muffled roar which the breaker + makes when its subaqueous part begins to sweep the upward sloping beach. + To make this illusion complete, or to break it by the very absurdity and + exaggeration of a comparison drawn out too far—I do not know which—there + would, every now and then, from the crest of one of these waves, jut out + something which closely resembled the wide back of a large fish diving + down into the concave side towards the trough. This looked very much like + porpoises or dolphins jumping in a heaving sea; only that in my memory + picture the real dolphins always jump in the opposite direction, against + the run of the waves, bridging the trough. + </p> + <p> + In other places a fine, exceedingly delicate crest-line would spring up + from the high point of some buried obstacle and sweep along in the most + graceful curve as far as the eye would carry I particularly remember one + of them, and I could discover no earthly reason for the curvature in it. + </p> + <p> + Again there would be a triangular—or should I say “tetrahedral”?—up-sweep + from the direction of the wind, ending in a sharp, perfectly plane + down-sweep on the south side; and the point of this three-sided but + oblique pyramid would hang over like the flap of a tam. There was + something of the consistency of very thick cloth about this overhanging + flap. + </p> + <p> + Or an up-slope from the north would end in a long, nearly perpendicular + cliff-line facing south. And the talus formation which I have mentioned + would be perfectly smooth; but it did not reach quite to the top of the + cliff, maybe to within a foot of it. The upsloping layer from the north + would hang out again, with an even brow; but between this smooth cornice + and the upper edge of the talus the snow looked as if it had been squeezed + out by tremendous pressure from above, like an exceedingly viscid liquid—cooling + glue, for instance, which is being squeezed out from between the core and + the veneer in a veneering press. + </p> + <p> + Once I passed close to and south of, two thickets which were completely + buried by the snow. Between them a ditch had been scooped out in a very + curious fashion. It resembled exactly a winding river bed with its water + drained off; it was two or three feet deep, and wherever it turned, its + banks were undermined on the “throw” side by the “wash” of the furious + blow. The analogy between the work of the wind and the work of flowing + water constantly obtrudes, especially where this work is one of “erosion.” + </p> + <p> + But as flowing water will swing up and down in the most surprising forms + where the bed of the river is rough with rocks and throws it into choppy + waves which do not seem to move, so the snow was thrown up into the most + curious forms where the frozen swamp ground underneath had bubbled, as it + were, into phantastic shapes. I remember several places where a perfect + circle was formed by a sharp crestline that bounded an hemispherical, + crater-like hollow. When steam bubbles up through thick porridge, in its + leisurely and impeded way, and the bubble bursts with a clucking sound, + then for a moment a crater is formed just like these circular holes; only + here in the snow they were on a much larger scale, of course, some of them + six to ten feet in diameter. + </p> + <p> + And again the snow was thrown up into a bulwark, twenty and more feet + high, with that always repeating cliff face to the south, resembling a + miniature Gibraltar, with many smaller ones of most curiously similar form + on its back: bulwarks upon bulwarks, all lowering to the south. In these + the aggressive nature of storm-flung snow was most apparent. They were + formidable structures; formidable and intimidating, more through the + suggestiveness of their shape than through mere size. + </p> + <p> + I came to places where the wind had had its moments of frolicksome humour, + where it had made grim fun of its own massive and cumbersome and yet so + pliable and elastic majesty. It had turned around and around, running with + breathless speed, with its tongue lolling out, as it were, and probably + yapping and snapping in mocking mimicry of a pup trying to catch its tail; + and it had scooped out a spiral trough with overhanging rim. I felt sorry + that I had not been there to watch it, because after all, what I saw, was + only the dead record of something that had been very much alive and + vociferatingly noisy. And in another place it had reared and raised its + head like a boa constrictor, ready to strike at its prey; up to the + flashing, forked tongue it was there. But one spot I remember, where it + looked exactly as if quite consciously it had attempted the outright + ludicrous: it had thrown up the snow into the semblance of some formidable + animal—more like a gorilla than anything else it looked, a gorilla + that stands on its four hands and raises every hair on its back and snarls + in order to frighten that which it is afraid of itself—a leopard + maybe. + </p> + <p> + And then I reached the “White Range Line House.” Curiously enough, there + it stood, sheltered by its majestic bluff to the north, as peaceful + looking as if there were no such a thing as that record, which I had + crossed, of the uproar and fury of one of the forces of Nature engaged in + an orgy. And it looked so empty, too, and so deserted, with never a wisp + of smoke curling from its flue-pipe, that for a moment I was tempted to + turn in and see whether maybe the lonely dweller was ill. But then I felt + as if I could not be burdened with any stranger’s worries that day. + </p> + <p> + The effective shelter of the poplar forest along the creek made itself + felt. The last mile to the northeast was peaceful driving. I felt quite + cheered, though I walked the horses over the whole of the mile since both + began to show signs of wear. The last four miles had been a test to try + any living creature’s mettle. To me it had been one of the culminating + points in that glorious winter, but the horses had lacked the mental + stimulus, and even I felt rather exhausted. + </p> + <p> + On the bridge I stopped, threw the blankets over the horses, and fed. + Somehow this seemed to be the best place to do it. There was no snow to + speak of, and I did not know yet what might follow. The horses were + drooping, and I gave them an additional ten minutes’ rest. Then I slowly + made ready. I did not really expect any serious trouble. + </p> + <p> + We turned at a walk, and the chasm of the bush road opened up. Instantly I + pulled the horses in. What I saw, baffled me for a moment so completely + that I just sat there and gasped. There was no road. The trees to both + sides were not so overly high, but the snow had piled in level with their + tops; the drift looked like a gigantic barricade. It was that fleeting + sight of the telephone posts over again, though on a slightly smaller + scale; but this time it was in front. Slowly I started to whistle and then + looked around. I remembered now. There was a newly cut-out road running + north past the school which lay embedded in the bush. It had offered a + lane to the wind; and the wind, going there, in cramped space, at a doubly + furious stride, had picked up and carried along all the loose snow from + the grassy glades in its path. The road ended abruptly just north of the + drift, where the east-west grade sprang up. When the wind had reached this + end of the lane, where the bush ran at right angles to its direction, it + had found itself in something like a blind alley, and, sweeping upward, to + clear the obstacle, it had dropped every bit of its load into the shelter + of the brush, gradually, in the course of three long days, building up a + ridge that buried underbrush and trees. I might have known it, of course. + I knew enough about snow; all the conditions for an exceptionally large + drift were provided for here. But it had not occurred to me, especially + after I had found the northern fringe of the marsh so well sheltered. Here + I felt for a moment as if all the snow of the universe had piled in. As I + said, I was so completely baffled that I could have turned the horses then + and there. + </p> + <p> + But after a minute or two my eyes began to cast about. I turned to the + south, right into the dense underbrush and towards the creek which here + swept south in a long, flat curve. Peter was always intolerant of anything + that moved underfoot. He started to bolt when the dry and hard-frozen + stems snapped and broke with reports resembling pistol shots. But since + Dan kept quiet, I held Peter well in hand. I went along the drift for + maybe three to four hundred yards, reconnoitring. Then the trees began to + stand too dense for me to proceed without endangering my cutter. Just + beyond I saw the big trough of the creek bed, and though I could not make + out how conditions were at its bottom, the drift continued on its southern + bank, and in any case it was impossible to cross the hollow. So I turned; + I had made up my mind to try the drift. + </p> + <p> + About a hundred and fifty yards from the point where I had turned off the + road there was something like a fold in the flank of the drift. At its + foot I stopped. For a moment I tried to explain that fold to myself. This + is what I arrived at. North of the drift, just about where the new cut-out + joined the east-west grade, there was a small clearing caused by a bush + fire which a few years ago had penetrated thus far into this otherwise + virgin corner of the forest. Unfortunately it stood so full of charred + stumps that it was impossible to get through there. But the main currents + of the wind would have free play in this opening, and I knew that, when + the blizzard began, it had been blowing from a more northerly quarter than + later on, when it veered to the northwest. And though the snow came + careering along the lane of the cut-out, that is, from due north, its + “throw” and therefore, the direction of the drift would be determined by + the direction of the wind that took charge of it on this clearing. + Probably, then, a first, provisional drift whose long axis lay nearly in a + north-south line, had been piled up by the first, northerly gale. Later a + second, larger drift had been superimposed upon it at an angle, with its + main axis running from the northwest to the southeast. The fold marked the + point where the first, smaller drift still emerged from the second larger + one. This reasoning was confirmed by a study of the clearing itself which + I came to make two or three weeks after. + </p> + <p> + Before I called on the horses to give me their very last ounce of + strength, I got out of my cutter once more and made sure that my lines + were still sound. I trusted my ability to guide the horses even in this + crucial test, but I dreaded nothing so much as that the lines might break; + and I wanted to guard against any accident. I should mention that, of + course, the top of my cutter was down, that the traces of the harness were + new, and that the cutter itself during its previous trials had shown an + exceptional stability. Once more I thus rested my horses for five minutes; + and they seemed to realize what was coming. Their heads were up, their + ears were cocked. When I got back into my cutter, I carefully brushed the + snow from moccasins and trousers, laid the robe around my feet, adjusted + my knees against the dashboard, and tied two big loops into the lines to + hold them by. + </p> + <p> + Then I clicked my tongue. The horses bounded upward in unison. For a + moment it looked as if they intended to work through, instead of over, the + drift. A wild shower of angular snow-slabs swept in upon me. The cutter + reared up and plunged and reared again—and then the view cleared. + The snow proved harder than I had anticipated—which bespoke the fury + of the blow that had piled it. It did not carry the horses, but neither—once + we had reached a height of five or six feet—did they sink beyond + their bellies and out of sight. I had no eye for anything except them. + What lay to right or left, seemed not to concern me. I watched them work. + They went in bounds, working beautifully together. Rhythmically they + reared, and rhythmically they plunged. I had dropped back to the seat, + holding them with a firm hand, feet braced against the dashboard; and + whenever they got ready to rear, I called to them in a low and quiet + voice, “Peter—Dan—now!” And their muscles played with the + effort of desperation. It probably did not take more than five minutes, + maybe considerably less, before we had reached the top, but to me it + seemed like hours of nearly fruitless endeavour. I did not realize at + first that we were high. I shall never forget the weird kind of + astonishment when the fact came home to me that what snapped and crackled + in the snow under the horses’ hoofs, were the tops of trees. Nor shall the + feeling of estrangement, as it were—as if I were not myself, but + looking on from the outside at the adventure of somebody who yet was I—the + feeling of other-worldliness, if you will pardon the word, ever fade from + my memory—a feeling of having been carried beyond my depth where I + could not swim—which came over me when with two quick glances to + right and left I took in the fact that there were no longer any trees to + either side, that I was above that forest world which had so often + engulfed me. + </p> + <p> + Then I drew my lines in. The horses fought against it, did not want to + stand. But I had to find my way, and while they were going, I could not + take my eyes from them. It took a supreme effort on my part to make them + obey. At last they stood, but I had to hold them with all my strength, and + with not a second’s respite. Now that I was on top of the drift, the + problem of how to get down loomed larger than that of getting up had + seemed before. I knew I did not have half a minute in which to decide upon + my course; for it became increasingly difficult to hold the horses back, + and they were fast sinking away. + </p> + <p> + During this short breathing spell I took in the situation. We had come up + in a northeast direction, slanting along the slope. Once on top, I had + instinctively turned to the north. Here the drift was about twenty feet + wide, perfectly level and with an exfoliated surface layer. To the east + the drift fell steeply, with a clean, smooth cliff-line marking off the + beginning of the descent; this line seemed particularly disconcerting, for + it betrayed the concave curvature of the down-sweep. A few yards to the + north I saw below, at the foot of the cliff, the old logging-trail, and I + noticed that the snow on it lay as it had fallen, smooth and sheer, + without a ripple of a drift. It looked like mockery. And yet that was + where I had to get down. + </p> + <p> + The next few minutes are rather a maze in my memory. But two pictures were + photographed with great distinctness. The one is of the moment when we + went over the edge. For a second Peter reared up, pawing the air with his + forefeet; Dan tried to back away from the empty fall. I had at this + excruciating point no purchase whatever on the lines. Then apparently + Peter sat or fell down, I do not know which, on his haunches and began to + slide. The cutter lurched to the left as if it were going to spill all it + held. Dan was knocked off his hind feet by the drawbar—and we + plunged... We came to with a terrific jolt that sent me in a heap against + the dashboard. One jump, and I stood on the ground. The cutter—and + this is the second picture which is etched clearly on the plate of my + memory—stood on its pole, leaning at an angle of forty-five degrees + against the drift. The horses were as if stunned. “Dan, Peter!” I shouted, + and they struggled to their feet. They were badly winded, but otherwise + everything seemed all right. I looked wistfully back and up at the gully + which we had torn into the flank of the drift. + </p> + <p> + I should gladly have breathed the horses again, but they were hot, the air + was at zero or colder, the rays of the sun had begun to slant. I walked + for a while alongside the team. They were drooping sadly. Then I got in + again, driving them slowly till we came to the crossing of the ditch. I + had no eye for the grade ahead. On the bush road the going was good—now + and then a small drift, but nothing alarming anywhere. The anti-climax had + set in. Again the speckled trunks of the balm poplars struck my eye, now + interspersed with the scarlet stems of the red osier dogwood. But they + failed to cheer me—they were mere facts, unable to stir moods... + </p> + <p> + I began to think. A few weeks ago I had met that American settler with the + French sounding name who lived alongside the angling dam further north. We + had talked snow, and he had said, “Oh, up here it never is bad except + along this grade,”—we were stopping on the last east-west grade, the + one I was coming to—“there you cannot get through. You’d kill your + horses. Level with the tree-tops.” Well, I had had just that a little + while ago—I could not afford any more of it. So I made up my mind to + try a new trail, across a section which was fenced. It meant getting out + of my robes twice more, to open the gates, but I preferred that to another + tree-high drift. To spare my horses was now my only consideration. I + should not have liked to take the new trail by night, for fear of missing + the gates; but that objection did not hold just now. Horses and I were + pretty well spent. So, instead of forking off the main trail to the north + we went straight ahead. + </p> + <p> + In due time I came to the bridge which I had to cross in order to get up + on the dam. Here I saw—in an absent-minded, half unconscious, and + uninterested way—one more structure built by architect wind. The + deep master ditch from the north emptied here, to the left of the bridge, + into the grade ditch which ran east and west. And at the corner the snow + had very nearly bridged it—so nearly that you could easily have + stepped across the remaining gap. But below it was hollow—nothing + supported the bridge—it was a mere arch, with a vault underneath + that looked temptingly sheltered and cosy to wearied eyes. + </p> + <p> + The dam was bare, and I had to pull off to the east, on to the swampy + plain. I gave my horses the lines, and slowly, slowly they took me home! + Even had I not always lost interest here, to-day I should have leaned back + and rested. Although the horses had done all the actual work, the strain + of it had been largely on me. It was the after-effect that set in now. + </p> + <p> + I thought of my wife, and of how she would have felt had she been able to + follow the scenes in some magical mirror through every single vicissitude + of my drive. And once more I saw with the eye of recent memory the horses + in that long, endless plunge through the corner of the marsh. Once more I + felt my muscles a-quiver with the strain of that last wild struggle over + that last, inhuman drift. And slowly I made up my mind that the next time, + the very next day, on my return trip, I was going to add another eleven + miles to my already long drive and to take a different road. I knew the + trail over which I had been coming so far was closed for the rest of the + winter—there was no traffic there—no trail would be kept open. + That other road of which I was thinking and which lay further west was the + main cordwood trail to the towns in the south. It was out of my way, to be + sure, but I felt convinced that I could spare my horses and even save time + by making the detour. + </p> + <p> + Being on the east side of the dam, I could not see school or cottage till + I turned up on the correction line. But when at last I saw it, I felt + somewhat as I had felt coming home from my first big trip overseas. It + seemed a lifetime since I had started out. I seemed to be a different man. + </p> + <p> + Here, in the timber land, the snow had not drifted to any extent. There + were signs of the gale, but its record was written in fallen tree trunks, + broken branches, a litter of twigs—not in drifts of snow. My wife + would not surmise what I had gone through. + </p> + <p> + She came out with a smile on her face when I pulled in on the yard. It was + characteristic of her that she did not ask why I came so late; she + accepted the fact as something for which there were no doubt compelling + reasons. “I was giving our girl a bath,” she said; “she cannot come.” And + then she looked wistfully at my face and at the horses. Silently I slipped + the harness off their backs. I used to let them have their freedom for a + while on reaching home. And never yet but Peter at least had had a kick + and a caper and a roll before they sought their mangers. To-day they stood + for a moment knock-kneed, without moving, then shook themselves in a weak, + half-hearted way and went with drooping heads and weary limbs straight to + the stable. + </p> + <p> + “You had a hard trip?” asked my wife; and I replied with as much cheer as + I could muster, “I have seen sights to-day that I did not expect to see + before my dying day.” And taking her arm, I looked at the westering sun + and turned towards the house. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0006" id="link2H_4_0006"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + FIVE. Wind and Waves + </h2> + <p> + When I awoke on the morning after the last described arrival at “home,” I + thought of the angry glow in the east at sunrise of the day before. It had + been cold again over night, so cold that in the small cottage, whatever + was capable of freezing, froze to its very core. The frost had even + penetrated the hole which in this “teacher’s residence” made shift for a + cellar, and, in spite of their being covered with layer upon layer of + empty bags, had sweetened the winter’s supply of potatoes. + </p> + <p> + But towards morning there had been a let-up, a sudden rise in temperature, + as we experience it so often, coincident with a change in the direction of + the wind, which now blew rather briskly from the south, foreboding a + storm. + </p> + <p> + I got the horses ready at an early hour, for I was going to try the + roundabout way at last, forty-five miles of it; and never before had I + gone over the whole of it in winter. Even in summer I had done so only + once, and that in a car, when I had accompanied the school-inspector on + one of his trips. I wanted to make sure that I should be ready in time to + start at ten o’clock in the morning. + </p> + <p> + This new road had chiefly two features which recommended it to me. + Firstly, about thirty-eight miles out of forty-five led through a fairly + well settled district where I could hope to find a chain of short-haul + trails. The widest gap in this series of settlements was one of two miles + where there was wild land. The remaining seven miles, it is true, led + across that wilderness on the east side of which lay Bell’s farm. This + piece, however, I knew so well that I felt sure of finding my way there by + night or day in any reasonable kind of weather. Nor did I expect to find + it badly drifted. And secondly, about twenty-nine miles from “home” I + should pass within one mile of a town which boasted of boarding house and + livery stable, offering thus, in case of an emergency, a convenient + stopping place. + </p> + <p> + I watched the sky rather anxiously, not so much on my own account as + because my wife, seeing me start, would worry a good deal should that + start be made in foul weather. At nine the sky began to get grey in spots. + Shortly after a big cloud came sailing up, and I went out to watch it. And + sure enough, it had that altogether loose appearance, with those + wind-torn, cottony appendages hanging down from its darker upper body + which are sure to bring snow. Lower away in the south—a rare thing + to come from the south in our climate—there lay a black squall-cloud + with a rounded outline, like a big windbag, resembling nothing so much as + a fat boy’s face with its cheeks blown out, when he tries to fill a + football with the pressure from his lungs. That was an infallible sign. + The first cloud, which was travelling fast, might blow over. The second, + larger one was sure to bring wind a-plenty. But still there was hope. So + long as it did not bring outright snow, my wife would not worry so much. + Here where she was, the snow would not drift—there was altogether + too much bush. She—not having been much of an observer of the skies + before—dreaded the snowstorm more than the blizzard. I knew the + latter was what portended danger. + </p> + <p> + When I turned back into the house, a new thought struck me. I spoke to my + wife, who was putting up a lunch for me, and proposed to take her and our + little girl over to a neighbour’s place a mile and a half west of the + school. Those people were among the very few who had been decent to her, + and the visit would beguile the weary Sunday afternoon. She agreed at + once. So we all got ready; I brought the horses out and hooked them up, + alone—no trouble from them this morning: they were quiet enough when + they drank deep at the well. + </p> + <p> + A few whirls of snow had come down meanwhile—not enough, however, as + yet to show as a new layer on the older snow. Again a cloud had torn loose + from that squall-bag on the horizon, and again it showed that cottony, + fringy, whitish under layer which meant snow. I raised the top of the + cutter and fastened the curtains. + </p> + <p> + By the time we three piled in, the thin flakes were dancing all around + again, dusting our furs with their thin, glittering crystals. I bandied + baby-talk with the little girl to make things look cheerful, but there was + anguish in the young woman’s look. I saw she would like to ask me to stay + over till Monday, but she knew that I considered it my duty to get back to + town by night. + </p> + <p> + The short drive to the neighbour’s place was pleasant enough. There was + plenty of snow on this part of the correction line, which farther east was + bare; and it was packed down by abundant traffic. Then came the parting. I + kissed wife and child; and slowly, accompanied by much waving of hands on + the part of the little girl and a rather depressed looking smile on that + of my wife, I turned on the yard and swung back to the road. The cliffs of + black poplar boles engulfed me at once: a sheltered grade. + </p> + <p> + But I had not yet gone very far—a mile perhaps, or a little over—when + the trees began to bend under the impact of that squall. Nearly at the + same moment the sun, which so far had been shining in an intermittent way, + was blotted from the sky, and it turned almost dusky. For a long while—for + more than an hour, indeed—it had seemed as if that black + squall-cloud were lying motionless at the horizon—an anchored ship, + bulging at its wharf. But then, as if its moorings had been cast off, or + its sails unfurled, it travelled up with amazing speed. The wind had an + easterly slant to it—a rare thing with us for a wind from that + quarter to bring a heavy storm. The gale had hardly been blowing for ten + or fifteen minutes, when the snow began to whirl down. It came in the + tiniest possible flakes, consisting this time of short needles that looked + like miniature spindles, strung with the smallest imaginable globules of + ice—no six-armed crystals that I could find so far. Many a snowstorm + begins that way with us. And there was even here, in the chasm of the + road, a swing and dance to the flakes that bespoke the force of the wind + above. + </p> + <p> + My total direction—after I should have turned off the correction + line—lay to the southeast; into the very teeth of the wind. I had to + make it by laps though, first south, then east, then south again, with the + exception of six or seven miles across the wild land west of Bell’s + corner; there, as nearly as I could hold the direction, I should have to + strike a true line southeast. + </p> + <p> + I timed my horses; I could not possibly urge them on to-day. They took + about nine minutes to the mile, and I knew I should have to give them many + a walk. That meant at best a drive of eight hours. It would be dark before + I reached town. I did not mind that, for I knew there would be many a + night drive ahead, and I felt sure that that half-mile on the southern + correction line, one mile from town, would have been gone over on Saturday + by quite a number of teams. The snow settles down considerably, too, in + thirty hours, especially under the pressure of wind. If a trail had been + made over the drift, I was confident my horses would find it without fail. + So I dismissed all anxiety on my own score. + </p> + <p> + But all the more did the thought of my wife worry me. If only I could have + made her see things with my own eyes—but I could not. She regarded + me as an invalid whose health was undermined by a wasting illness and who + needed nursing and coddling on the slightest provocation. Instead of + drawing Nature’s inference that, what cannot live, should die, she clung + to the slender thread of life that sometimes threatened to break—but + never on these drives. I often told her that, if I could make my living by + driving instead of teaching, I should feel the stronger, the healthier, + and the better for it—my main problem would have been solved. But + she, with a woman’s instinct for shelter and home, cowered down before + every one of Nature’s menaces. And yet she bore up with remarkable + courage. + </p> + <p> + A mile or so before I came to the turn in my road the forest withdrew on + both sides, yielding space to the fields and elbow-room for the wind to + unfold its wings. As soon as its full force struck the cutter, the + curtains began to emit that crackling sound which indicates to the sailor + that he has turned his craft as far into the wind as he can safely do + without losing speed. Little ripples ran through the bulging canvas. As + yet I sat snug and sheltered within, my left shoulder turned to the + weather, but soon I sighted dimly a curtain of trees that ran at right + angles to my road. Behind it there stood a school building, and beyond + that I should have to turn south. I gave the horses a walk. I decided to + give them a walk of five minutes for every hour they trotted along. We + reached the corner that way and I started them up again. + </p> + <p> + Instantly things changed. We met the wind at an angle of about thirty + degrees from the southeast. The air looked thick ahead. I moved into the + left-hand corner of the seat, and though the full force of the wind did + not strike me there, the whirling snow did not respect my shelter. It blew + in slantways under the top, then described a curve upward, and downward + again, as if it were going to settle on the right end of the back. But + just before it touched the back, it turned at a sharp angle and piled on + to my right side. A fair proportion of it reached my face which soon + became wet and then caked over with ice. There was a sting to the flakes + which made them rather disagreeable. My right eye kept closing up, and I + had to wipe it ever so often to keep it open. The wind, too, for the first + and only time on my drives, somehow found an entrance into the lower part + of the cutter box, and though my feet were resting on the heater and my + legs were wrapped, first in woollen and then in leather leggings, besides + being covered with a good fur robe, my left side soon began to feel the + cold. It may be that this comparative discomfort, which I had to endure + for the better part of the day, somewhat coloured the kind of experience + this drive became. + </p> + <p> + As far as the road was concerned, I had as yet little to complain of. + About three miles from the turn there stood a Lutheran church frequented + by the Russian Germans that formed a settlement for miles around. They had + made the trail for me on these three miles, and even for a matter of four + or five miles south of the church, as I found out. It is that kind of a + road which you want for long drives: where others who have short drives + and, therefore, do not need to consider their horses break the crust of + the snow and pack it down. I hoped that a goodly part of my day’s trip + would be in the nature of a chain of shorter, much frequented stretches; + and on the whole I was not to be disappointed. + </p> + <p> + Doubtless all my readers know how a country road that is covered with from + two to three feet of snow will look when the trail is broken. There is a + smooth expanse, mostly somewhat hardened at the surface, and there are two + deep-cut tracks in it, each about ten to twelve inches wide, sharply + defined, with the snow at the bottom packed down by the horses’ feet and + the runners of the respective conveyances. So long as you have such a + trail and horses with road sense, you do not need to worry about your + directions, no matter how badly it may blow. Horses that are used to + travelling in the snow will never leave the trail, for they dread nothing + so much as breaking in on the sides. This fact released my attention for + other things. + </p> + <p> + Now I thought again for a while of home, of how my wife would be worrying, + how even the little girl would be infected by her nervousness—how + she would ask, “Mamma, is Daddy in... now?” But I did not care to follow + up these thoughts too far. They made me feel too soft. + </p> + <p> + After that I just sat there for a while and looked ahead. But I saw only + the whirl, whirl, whirl of the snow slanting across my field of vision. + You are closed in by it as by insecure and ever receding walls when you + drive in a snowstorm. If I had met a team, I could not have seen it, and + if my safety had depended on my discerning it in time to turn out of the + road, my safety would not have been very safe indeed. But I could rely on + my horses: they would hear the bells of any encountering conveyance long + enough ahead to betray it to me by their behaviour. And should I not even + notice that, they would turn out in time of their own accord: they had a + great deal of road sense. + </p> + <p> + Weariness overcame me. In the open the howling and whistling of the wind + always acts on me like a soporific. Inside of a house it is just the + reverse; I know nothing that will keep my nerves as much on edge and + prevent me as certainly from sleeping as the voices at night of a gale + around the buildings. I needed something more definite to look at than + that prospect ahead. The snow was by this time piling in on the seat at my + right and in the box, so as to exclude all drafts except from below I felt + that as a distinct advantage. + </p> + <p> + Without any conscious intention I began to peer out below the slanting + edge of the left side-curtain and to watch the sharp crest-wave of + snow-spray thrown by the curve of the runner where it cut into the freshly + accumulating mass. It looked like the wing-wave thrown to either side by + the bow of a power boat that cuts swiftly through quiet water. From it my + eye began to slip over to the snow expanse. The road was wide, lined with + brush along the fence to the left. The fields beyond had no very large + open areas—windbreaks had everywhere been spared out when the + primeval forest had first been broken into by the early settlers. So + whatever the force of the wind might be, no high drift layer could form. + But still the snow drifted. There was enough coming down from above to + supply material even on such a narrow strip as a road allowance. It was + the manner of this drifting that held my eye and my attention at last. + </p> + <p> + All this is, of course, utterly trivial. I had observed it myself a + hundred times before. I observe it again to-day at this very writing, in + the first blizzard of the season. It always has a strange fascination for + me; but maybe I need to apologize for setting it down in writing. + </p> + <p> + The wind would send the snowflakes at a sharp angle downward to the older + surface. There was no impact, as there is with rain. The flakes, of + course, did not rebound. But they did not come to rest either, not for the + most imperceptible fraction of time. As soon as they touched the white, + underlying surface, they would start to scud along horizontally at a most + amazing speed, forming with their previous path an obtuse angle. So long + as I watched the single flake—which is quite a task, especially + while driving—it seemed to be in a tremendous hurry. It rushed along + very nearly at the speed of the wind, and that was considerable, say + between thirty-five and forty miles an hour or even more. But then, when + it hit the trail, the crack made by horses and runners, strange to say, it + did not fall down perpendicularly, as it would have done had it acted + there under the influence of gravity alone; but it started on a curved + path towards the lower edge of the opposite wall of the crack and there, + without touching the wall, it started back, first downward, thus making + the turn, and then upward again, towards the upper edge of the east wall, + and not in a straight line either, but in a wavy curve, rising very nearly + but not quite to the edge; and only then would it settle down against the + eastern wall of the track, helping to fill it in. I watched this with all + the utmost effort of attention of which I was capable. I became intensely + interested in my observations. I even made sure—as sure as anybody + can be of anything—that the whole of this curious path lay in the + same perpendicular plane which ran from the southeast to the northwest, + that is to say in the direction of the main current of the wind. I have + since confirmed these observations many times. + </p> + <p> + I am aware of the fact that nobody—nobody whom I know, at least—takes + the slightest interest in such things. People watch birds because some + “Nature-Study-cranks” (I am one of them) urge it in the schools. Others + will make desultory observations on “Weeds” or “Native Trees.” Our school + work in this respect seems to me to be most ridiculously and palpably + superficial. Worst of all, most of it is dry as dust, and it leads + nowhere. I sometimes fear there is something wrong with my own mentality. + But to me it seems that the Kingdom of Heaven lies all around us, and that + most of us simply prefer the moving-picture-show. I have kept weather + records for whole seasons—brief notes on the everyday observations + of mere nothings. You, for whom above all I am setting these things down, + will find them among my papers one day. They would seem meaningless to + most of my fellow men, I believe; to me they are absorbingly interesting + reading when once in a great while I pick an older record up and glance it + over. But this is digressing. + </p> + <p> + Now slowly, slowly another fact came home to me. This unanimous, + synchronous march of all the flakes coming down over hundreds of square + miles—and I was watching it myself over miles upon miles of road—in + spite of the fact that every single flake seemed to be in the greatest + possible hurry—was, judged as a whole, nevertheless an exceedingly + leisurely process. In one respect it reminded me of bees swarming; watch + the single bee, and it seems to fly at its utmost speed; watch the swarm, + and it seems to be merely floating along. The reason, of course, is + entirely different. The bees wheel and circle around individually, the + whole swarm revolves—if I remember right, Burroughs has well + described it (as what has he not?). [Footnote: Yes; I looked it up. See + the “Pastoral Bees” in “Locusts and Wild Honey.”] But the snow will not + change its direction while drifting in a wind that blows straight ahead. + Its direction is from first to last the resultant of the direction of the + wind and that of the pull of gravity, into which there enters besides only + the ratio of the strengths of these two forces. The single snowflake is to + the indifferent eye something infinitesimal, too small to take individual + notice of, once it reaches the ground. For most of us it hardly has any + separate existence, however it may be to more astute observers. We see the + flakes in the mass, and we judge by results. Now firstly, to talk of + results, the filling up of a hollow, unless the drifting snow is simply + picked up from the ground where it lay ready from previous falls, proceeds + itself rather slowly and in quite a leisurely way. But secondly, and this + is the more important reason, the wind blows in waves of greater and + lesser density; these waves—and I do not know whether this + observation has ever been recorded though doubtless it has been made by + better observers than I am—these waves, I say, are propagated in a + direction opposite to that of the wind. They are like sound-waves sent + into the teeth of the wind, only they travel more slowly. Anybody who has + observed a really splashing rain on smooth ground—on a cement + sidewalk, for instance—must have observed that the rebounding drops, + like those that are falling, form streaks, because they, too, are arranged + in vertical layers—or sheets—of greater and lesser density—or + maybe the term “frequency” would be more appropriate; and these streaks + travel as compared with the wind, and, as compared with its direction, + they travel against it. It is this that causes the curious criss-cross + pattern of falling and rebounding rain-streaks in heavy showers. Quite + likely there are more competent observers who might analyze these + phenomena better than I can do it; but if nobody else does, maybe I shall + one day make public a little volume containing observations on our summer + rains. But again I am digressing. + </p> + <p> + The snow, then, hits the surface of the older layers in waves, no matter + whether the snow is freshly falling or merely drifting; and it is these + waves that you notice most distinctly. Although they travel with the wind + when you compare their position with points on the ground—yet, when + compared with the rushing air above, it becomes clear that they travel + against it. The waves, I say, not the flakes. The single flake never stops + in its career, except as it may be retarded by friction and other + resistances. But the aggregation of the multitudes of flakes, which varies + constantly in its substance, creates the impression as if the snow + travelled very much more slowly than in reality it does. In other words, + every single flake, carried on by inertia, constantly passes from one air + wave to the next one, but the waves themselves remain relatively + stationary. They swing along in undulating, comparatively slow-moving + sheets which may simply be retarded behind the speed of the wind, but more + probably form an actual reaction, set up by a positive force counteracting + the wind, whatever its origin may be. + </p> + <p> + When at last I had fully satisfied my mind as to the somewhat complicated + mechanics of this thing, I settled back in my seat—against a cushion + of snow that had meanwhile piled in behind my spine. If I remember right, + I had by this time well passed the church. But for a while longer I looked + out through the triangular opening between the door of the cutter and the + curtain. I did not watch snowflakes or waves any longer, but I matured an + impression. At last it ripened into words. + </p> + <p> + Yes, the snow, as figured in the waves, CRAWLED over the ground. There was + in the image that engraved itself on my memory something cruel—I + could not help thinking of the “cruel, crawling foam” and the ruminating + pedant Ruskin, and I laughed. “The cruel, crawling snow!” Yes, and in + spite of Ruskin and his “Pathetic Fallacy,” there it was! Of course, the + snow is not cruel. Of course, it merely is propelled by something which, + according to Karl Pearson, I do not even with a good scientific conscience + dare to call a “force” any longer. But nevertheless, it made the + impression of cruelty, and in that lay its fascination and beauty. It even + reminded me of a cat slowly reaching out with armed claw for the + “innocent” bird. But the cat is not cruel either—we merely call it + so! Oh, for the juggling of words!... + </p> + <p> + Suddenly my horses brought up on a farmyard. They had followed the last of + the church-goers’ trails, had not seen any other trail ahead and + faithfully done their horse-duty by staying on what they considered to be + the road. + </p> + <p> + I had reached the northern limit of that two-mile stretch of wild land. In + summer there is a distinct and good road here, but for the present the + snow had engulfed it. When I had turned back to the bend of the trail, I + was for the first time up against a small fraction of what was to come. No + trail, and no possibility of telling the direction in which I was going! + Fortunately I realized the difficulty right from the start. Before setting + out, I looked back to the farm and took my bearings from the fence of the + front yard which ran north-south. Then I tried to hold to the line thus + gained as best I could. It was by no means an easy matter, for I had to + wind my weary way around old and new drifts, brush and trees. The horses + were mostly up to their knees in snow, carefully lifting their hindlegs to + place them in the cavities which their forelegs made. Occasionally, much + as I tried to avoid it, I had to make a short dash through a snow dam + thrown up over brush that seemed to encircle me completely. The going, to + be sure, was not so heavy as it had been the day before on the corner of + the marsh, but on the other hand I could not see as far beyond the horses’ + heads. And had I been able to see, the less conspicuous landmarks would + not have helped me since I did not know them. It took us about an hour to + cross this untilled and unfenced strip. I came out on the next crossroad, + not more than two hundred yards east of where I should have come out. I + considered that excellent; but I soon was to understand that it was owing + only to the fact that so far I had had no flying drifts to go through. Up + to this point the snow was “crawling” only wherever the thicket opened up + a little. What blinded my vision had so far been only the new, falling + snow. + </p> + <p> + I am sure I looked like a snowman. Whenever I shook my big gauntlets bare, + a cloud of exceedingly fine and hard snow crystals would hit my face; and + seeing how much I still had ahead, I cannot say that I liked the + sensation. I was getting thoroughly chilled by this time. The mercury + probably stood at somewhere between minus ten and twenty. The very next + week I made one trip at forty below—a thermometer which I saw and + the accuracy of which I have reason to doubt showed minus forty-eight + degrees. Anyway, it was the coldest night of the winter, but I was not to + suffer then. I remember how about five in the morning, when I neared the + northern correction line, my lips began to stiffen; hard, frozen patches + formed on my cheeks, and I had to allow the horses to rub their noses on + fence posts or trees every now and then, to knock the big icicles off and + to prevent them from freezing up altogether—but. my feet and my + hands and my body kept warm, for there was no wind. On drives like these + your well-being depends largely on the state of your feet and hands. But + on this return trip I surely did suffer. Every now and then my fingers + would turn curd-white, and I had to remove my gauntlets and gloves, and to + thrust my hands under my wraps, next to my body. I also froze two toes + rather badly. And what I remember as particularly disagreeable, was that + somehow my scalp got chilled. Slowly, slowly the wind seemed to burrow its + way under my fur-cap and into my hair. After a while it became impossible + for me to move scalp or brows. One side of my face was now thickly caked + over with ice—which protected, but also on account of its stiffness + caused a minor discomfort. So far, however, I had managed to keep both my + eyes at work. And for a short while I needed them just now. + </p> + <p> + We were crossing a drift which had apparently not been broken into since + it had first been piled up the previous week. Such drifts are dangerous + because they will bear up for a while under the horses’ weight, and then + the hard pressed crust will break and reveal a softer core inside. Just + that happened here, and exactly at a moment, too, when the drifting snow + caught me with its full force and at its full height. It was a + quarter-minute of stumbling, jumping, pulling one against the other—and + then a rally, and we emerged in front of a farmyard from which a fairly + fresh trail led south. This trail was filled in, it is true, for the wind + here pitched the snow by the shovelful, but the difference in colour + between the pure white, new snow that filled it and the older surface to + both sides made it sufficiently distinct for the horses to guide them. + They plodded along. + </p> + <p> + Here miles upon miles of open fields lay to the southeast, and the snow + that fell over all these fields was at once picked up by the wind and + started its irresistible march to the northwest. And no longer did it + crawl. Since it was bound upon a long-distance trip, somewhere in its + career it would be caught in an upward sweep of the wind and thrown aloft, + and then it would hurtle along at the speed of the wind, blotting + everything from sight, hitting hard whatever it encountered, and piling in + wherever it found a sheltered space. The height of this drifting snow + layer varies, of course, directly and jointly (here the teacher makes fun + of his mathematics) as the amount of loose snow available and as the + carrying force of the wind. Many, many years ago I once saved the day by + climbing on to the seat of my cutter and looking around from this + vantage-point. I was lost and had no idea of where I was. There was no + snowstorm going on at the time, but a recent snowfall was being driven + along by a merciless northern gale. As soon as I stood erect on my seat, + my head reached into a less dense drift layer, and I could clearly discern + a farmhouse not more than a few hundred yards away. I had been on the + point of accepting it as a fact that I was lost. Those tactics would not + have done on this particular day, there being the snowstorm to reckon + with. For the moment, not being lost, I was in no need of them, anyway. + But even later the possible but doubtful advantage to be gained by them + seemed more than offset by the great and certain disadvantage of having to + get out of my robes and to expose myself to the chilling wind. + </p> + <p> + This north-south road was in the future invariably to seem endlessly long + to me. There were no very prominent landmarks—a school somewhere—and + there was hardly any change in the monotony of driving. As for landmarks, + I should mention that there was one more at least. About two miles from + the turn into that town which I have mentioned I crossed a bridge, and + beyond this bridge the trail sloped sharply up in an s-shaped curve to a + level about twenty or twenty-five feet higher than that of the road along + which I had been driving. The bridge had a rail on its west side; but the + other rail had been broken down in some accident and had never been + replaced. I mention this trifle because it became important in an incident + during the last drive which I am going to describe. + </p> + <p> + On we went. We passed the school of which I did not see much except the + flagpole. And then we came to the crossroads where the trail bent west + into the town. If I had known the road more thoroughly, I should have + turned there, too. It would have added another two miles to my already + overlong trip, but I invariably did it later on. Firstly, the horses will + rest up much more completely when put into a stable for feeding. And + secondly, there always radiate from a town fairly well beaten trails. It + is a mistake to cut across from one such trail to another. The straight + road, though much shorter, is apt to be entirely untravelled, and to break + trail after a heavy snowstorm is about as hard a task as any that you can + put your team up against. I had the road; there was no mistaking it; it + ran along between trees and fences which were plainly visible; but there + were ditches and brush buried under the snow which covered the grade to a + depth of maybe three feet, and every bit of these drifts was of that + treacherous character that I have described. + </p> + <p> + If you look at some small drift piled up, maybe, against the glass pane of + a storm window, you can plainly see how the snow, even in such a miniature + pile, preserves the stratified appearance which is the consequence of its + being laid down in layers of varying density. Now after it has been lying + for some time, it will form a crust on top which is sometimes the effect + of wind pressure and sometimes—under favourable conditions—of + superficial glaciation. A similar condensation takes place at the bottom + as the result of the work of gravity: a harder core will form. Between the + two there is layer upon layer of comparatively softer snow. In these + softer layers the differences which are due to the stratified + precipitation still remain. And frequently they will make the going + particularly uncertain; for a horse will break through in stages only. He + thinks that he has reached the carrying stratum, gets ready to take his + next step—thereby throwing his whole weight on two or at best three + feet—and just when he is off his balance, there is another caving + in. I believe it is this what makes horses so nervous when crossing + drifts. Later on in the winter there is, of course, the additional + complication of successive snowfalls. The layers from this cause are + usually clearly discernible by differences in colour. + </p> + <p> + I have never figured out just how far I went along this entirely unbroken + road, but I believe it must have been for two miles. I know that my horses + were pretty well spent by the time we hit upon another trail. It goes + without saying that this trail, too, though it came from town, had not + been gone over during the day and therefore consisted of nothing but a + pair of whiter ribbons on the drifts; but underneath these ribbons the + snow was packed. Hardly anybody cares to be out on a day like that, not + even for a short drive. And though in this respect I differ in my tastes + from other people, provided I can keep myself from actually getting + chilled, even I began to feel rather forlorn, and that is saying a good + deal. + </p> + <p> + A few hundred yards beyond the point where we had hit upon this new trail + which was only faintly visible, the horses turned eastward, on to a field. + Between two posts the wire of the fence had been taken down, and since I + could not see any trail leading along the road further south, I let my + horses have their will. I knew the farm on which we were. It was famous + all around for its splendid, pure-bred beef cattle herd. I had not counted + on crossing it, but I knew that after a mile of this field trail I should + emerge on the farmyard, and since I was particularly well acquainted with + the trail from there across the wild land to Bell’s corner, it suited me + to do as my horses suggested. As a matter of fact this trail became—with + the exception of one drive—my regular route for the rest of the + winter. Never again was I to meet with the slightest mishap on this + particular run. But to-day I was to come as near getting lost as I ever + came during the winter, on those drives to and from the north. + </p> + <p> + For the next ten minutes I watched the work of the wind on the open field. + As is always the case with me, I was not content with recording a mere + observation. I had watched the thing a hundred times before. “Observing” + means to me as much finding words to express what I see as it means the + seeing itself. Now, when a housewife takes a thin sheet that is lying on + the bed and shakes it up without changing its horizontal position, the + running waves of air caught under the cloth will throw it into a motion + very similar to that which the wind imparts to the snow-sheets, only that + the snow-sheets will run down instead of up. Under a good head of wind + there is a vehemence in this motion that suggests anger and a violent + disposition. The sheets of snow are “flapped” down. Then suddenly the + direction of the wind changes slightly, and the sheet is no longer flapped + down but blown up. At the line where the two motions join we have that + edge the appearance of which suggested to me the comparison with + “exfoliated” rock in a previous paper. It is for this particular stage in + the process of bringing about that appearance that I tentatively proposed + the term “adfoliation.” “Adfoliated” edges are always to be found on the + lee side of the sheet. + </p> + <p> + Sometimes, however, the opposite process will bring about nearly the same + result. The snow-sheet has been spread, and a downward sweep of violent + wind will hit the surface, denting it, scraping away an edge of the top + layer, and usually gripping through into lower layers; then, rebounding, + it will lift the whole sheet up again, or any part of it; and, shattering + it into its component crystals, will throw these aloft and afar to be laid + down again further on. This is true “exfoliation.” Since it takes a more + violent burst of wind to effect this true exfoliation than it does to + bring about the adfoliation, and since, further, the snow once indented, + will yield to the depth of several layers, the true exfoliation edges are + usually thicker than the others: and, of course, they are always to be + found on the wind side. + </p> + <p> + Both kinds of lines are wavy lines because the sheets of wind are + undulating. In this connection I might repeat once more that the straight + line seems to be quite unknown in Nature, as also is uniformity of motion. + I once watched very carefully a ferry cable strung across the bottom of a + mighty river, and, failing to discover any theoretical reason for its + vibratory motion, I was thrown back upon proving to my own satisfaction + that the motion even of that flowing water in the river was the motion of + a pulse; and I still believe that my experiments were conclusive. + Everybody, of course, is familiar with the vibrations of telephone wires + in a breeze. That humming sound which they emit would indeed be hard to + explain without the assumption of a pulsating blow. Of course, it is easy + to prove this pulsation in air. From certain further observations, which I + do not care to speak about at present, I am inclined to assume a pulsating + arrangement, or an alternation of layers of greater and lesser density in + all organised—that is, crystalline—matter; for instance, in + even such an apparently uniform block as a lump of metallic gold or copper + or iron. This arrangement, of course, may be disturbed by artificial + means; but if it is, the matter seems to be in an unstable condition, as + is proved, for instance, by the sudden, unexpected breaking of apparently + perfectly sound steel rails. There seems to be a condition of matter which + so far we have largely failed to take into account or to utilise in human + affairs... + </p> + <p> + I reached the yard, crossed it, and swung out through the front gate. + Nowhere was anybody to be seen. The yard itself is sheltered by a curtain + of splendid wild trees to the north, the east, and the south. So I had a + breathing spell for a few minutes. I could also clearly see the gap in + this windbreak through which I must reach the open. I think I mentioned + that on the previous drive, going north, I had found the road four or five + miles east of here very good indeed. But the reason had been that just + this windbreak, which angles over to what I have been calling the + twelve-mile bridge, prevented all serious drifting while the wind came + from the north. To-day I was to find things different, for to the south + the land was altogether open. The force of the wind alone was sufficient + to pull the horses back to a walk, before we even had quite reached the + open plain. It was a little after four when I crossed the gap, and I knew + that I should have to make the greater part of what remained in darkness. + I was about twelve miles from town, I should judge. The horses had not + been fed. So, as soon as I saw how things were, I turned back into the + shelter of the bluff to feed. I might have gone to the farm, but I was + afraid it would cost too much time. After this I always went into town and + fed in the stable. While the horses were eating and resting, I cleaned the + cutter of snow looked after my footwarmer, and, by tramping about and + kicking against the tree trunks, tried to get my benumbed circulation + started again. My own lunch on examination proved to be frozen into one + hard, solid lump. So I decided to go without it and to save it for my + supper. + </p> + <p> + At half past four we crossed the gap in the bluffs for the second time. + </p> + <p> + Words fail me to describe or even to suggest the fury of the blast and of + the drift into which we emerged. For a moment I thought the top of the + cutter would be blown off. With the twilight that had set in the wind had + increased to a baffling degree. The horses came as near as they ever came, + in any weather, to turning on me and refusing to face the gale. And what + with my blurred vision, the twisting and dodging about of the horses, and + the gathering dusk, I soon did not know any longer where I was. There was + ample opportunity to go wrong. Copses, single trees, and burnt stumps + which dotted the wilderness had a knack of looming up with startling + suddenness in front or on the side, sometimes dangerously close to the + cutter. It was impossible to look straight ahead, because the ice crystals + which mimicked snow cut right into my eyes and made my lids smart with + soreness. Underfoot the rough ground seemed like a heaving sea. The horses + would stumble, and the cutter would pitch over from one side to the other + in the most alarming way. I saw no remedy. It was useless to try to avoid + the obstacles—only once did I do so, and that time I had to back + away from a high stump against which my drawbar had brought up. The + pitching and rolling of the cutter repeatedly shook me out of my robes, + and if, when starting up again from the bluff, I had felt a trifle more + comfortable, that increment of consolation was soon lost. + </p> + <p> + We wallowed about—there is only this word to suggest the motion. To + all intents and purposes I was lost. But still there was one thing, + provided it had not changed, to tell me the approximate direction—the + wind. It had been coming from the south-southeast. So, by driving along + very nearly into its teeth, I could, so I thought, not help emerging on + the road to town. + </p> + <p> + Repeatedly I wished I had taken the old trail. That fearful drift in the + bush beyond the creek, I thought, surely had settled down somewhat in + twenty-four hours. [Footnote: As a matter of fact I was to see it once + more before the winter was over, and I found it settled down to about one + third its original height. This was partly the result of superficial + thawing. But still even then, shortly before the final thaw-up, it looked + formidable enough.] I had had as much or more of unbroken trail to-day as + on the day before. On the whole, though, I still believed that the four + miles across the corner of the marsh south of the creek had been without a + parallel in their demands on the horses’ endurance. And gradually I came + to see that after all the horses probably would have given out before + this, under the cumulative effect of two days of it, had they not found + things somewhat more endurable to-day. + </p> + <p> + We wallowed along... And then we stopped. I shouted to the horses—nothing + but a shout could have the slightest effect against the wind. They started + to fidget and to dance and to turn this way and that, but they would not + go. I wasted three or four minutes before I shook free of my robes and + jumped out to investigate. Well, we were in the corner formed by two + fences—caught as in a trap. I was dumbfounded. I did not know of any + fence in these parts, of none where I thought I should be. And how had we + got into it? I had not passed through any gate. There was, of course, no + use in conjecturing. If the wind had not veered around completely, one of + the fences must run north-south, the other one east-west, and we were in + the southeast corner of some farm. Where there was a fence, I was likely + to find a farmyard. It could not be to the east, so there remained three + guesses. I turned back to the west. I skirted the fence closely, so + closely that even in the failing light and in spite of the drifting snow I + did not lose sight of it. Soon the going began to be less rough; the + choppy motion of the cutter seemed to indicate that we were on + fall-ploughed land; and not much later Peter gave a snort. We were + apparently nearing a group of buildings. I heard the heavy thump of + galloping horses, and a second later I saw a light which moved. + </p> + <p> + I hailed the man; and he came over and answered my questions. Yes, the + wind had turned somewhat; it came nearly from the east now (so that was + what had misled me); I was only half a mile west of my old trail, but + still, for all that, nearly twelve miles from town. In this there was good + news as well as bad. I remembered the place now; just south of the + twelve-mile bridge I had often caught sight of it to the west. Instead of + crossing the wild land along its diagonal, I had, deceived by the changed + direction of the wind, skirted its northern edge, holding close to the + line of poplars. I thought of the fence: yes, the man who answered my + questions was renting from the owner of that pure-bred Angus herd; he was + hauling wood for him and had taken the fence on the west side down. I had + passed between two posts without noticing them. He showed me the south + gate and gave me the general direction. He even offered my horses water, + which they drank eagerly enough. But he did not offer bed and stable-room + for the night; nor did he open the gate for me, as I had hoped he would. I + should have declined the night’s accommodation, but I should have been + grateful for a helping hand at the gate. I had to get out of my wraps to + open it. And meanwhile I had been getting out and in so often, that I did + no longer even care to clean my feet of snow; I simply pushed the heater + aside so as to prevent it from melting. + </p> + <p> + I “bundled in”—that word, borrowed from an angry lady, describes my + mood perhaps better than anything else I might say. And yet, though what + followed, was not exactly pleasure, my troubles were over for the day. The + horses, of course, still had a weary, weary time of it, but as soon as we + got back to our old trail—which we presently did—they knew the + road at least. I saw that the very moment we reached it by the way they + turned on to it and stepped out more briskly. + </p> + <p> + From this point on we had about eleven miles to make, and every step of it + was made at a walk. I cannot, of course say much about the road. There was + nothing for me to do except as best I could to fight the wind. I got my + tarpaulin out from under the seat and spread it over myself. I verily + believe I nodded repeatedly. It did not matter. I knew that the horses + would take me home, and since it was absolutely dark, I could not have + helped it had they lost their way. A few times, thinking that I noticed an + improvement in the road, I tried to speed the horses up; but when Dan at + last, in an attempt to respond, went down on his knees, I gave it up. + Sometimes we pitched and rolled again for a space, but mostly things went + quietly enough. The wind made a curious sound, something between an + infuriated whistle and the sibilant noise a man makes when he draws his + breath in sharply between his teeth. + </p> + <p> + I do not know how long we may have been going that way. But I remember how + at last suddenly and gradually I realized that there was a change in our + motion. Suddenly, I say—for the realization of the change came as a + surprise; probably I had been nodding, and I started up. Gradually—for + I believe it took me quite an appreciable time before I awoke to the fact + that the horses at last were trotting. It was a weary, slow, jogging trot—but + it electrified me, for I knew at once that we were on our very last mile. + I strained my eye-sight, but I could see no light ahead. In fact, we were + crossing the bridge before I saw the first light of the town. + </p> + <p> + The livery stable was deserted. I had to open the doors, to drive in, to + unhitch, to unharness, and to feed the horses myself. And then I went home + to my cold and lonesome house. + </p> + <p> + It was a cheerless night. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0007" id="link2H_4_0007"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + SIX. A Call for Speed + </h2> + <p> + I held the horses in at the start. Somehow they realized that a new kind + of test was ahead. They caught the infection of speed from my voice, I + suppose, or from my impatience. They had not been harnessed by the hostler + either. When I came to the stable—it was in the forenoon, too, at an + hour when they had never been taken out before—the hostler had been + away hauling feed. The boys whom I had pressed into service had pulled the + cutter out into the street; it was there we hitched up. Everything, then, + had been different from the way they had been used to. So, when at last I + clicked my tongue, they bounded off as if they were out for a sprint of a + few miles only. + </p> + <p> + I held them in and pulled them down to a trot; for of all days to-day was + it of the utmost importance that neither one of them should play out. At + half past twelve a telephone message had reached me, after having passed + through three different channels, that my little girl was sick; and over + the wire it had a sinister, lugubrious, reticent sound, as if the worst + was held back. Details had not come through, so I was told. My wife was + sending a call for me to come home as quickly as I possibly could; nothing + else. It was Thursday. The Sunday before I had left wife and child in + perfect health. But scarlatina and diphtheria were stalking the plains. + The message had been such a shock to me that I had acted with automatic + precision. I had notified the school-board and asked the inspector to + substitute for me; and twenty minutes after word had reached me I crossed + the bridge on the road to the north. + </p> + <p> + The going was heavy but not too bad. Two nights ago there had been a + rather bad snowstorm and a blow, and during the last night an exceedingly + slight and quiet fall had followed it. Just now I had no eye for its + beauty, though. + </p> + <p> + I was bent on speed, and that meant watching the horses closely; they must + not be allowed to follow their own bent. There was no way of communicating + with my wife; so that, whatever I could do, was left entirely to my + divination. I had picked up a few things at the drug store—things + which had occurred to me on the spur of the moment as likely to be needed; + but now I started a process of analysis and elimination. Pneumonia, + diphtheria, scarlatina and measles—all these were among the more + obvious possibilities. I was enough of a doctor to trust my ability to + diagnose. I knew that my wife would in that respect rather rely on me than + on the average country-town practitioner. All the greater was my + responsibility. + </p> + <p> + Since the horses had not been fed for their midday-meal, I had in any case + to put in at the one-third-way town. It had a drug store; so there was my + last chance of getting what might possibly be needed. I made a list of + remedies and rehearsed it mentally till I felt sure I should not omit + anything of which I had thought. + </p> + <p> + Then I caught myself at driving the horses into a gallop. It was hard to + hold in. I must confess that I thought but little of the little girl’s + side of it; more of my wife’s; most of all of my own. That seems selfish. + But ever since the little girl was born, there had been only one desire + which filled my life. Where I had failed, she was to succeed. Where I had + squandered my energies and opportunities, she was to use them to some + purpose. What I might have done but had not done, she was to do. She was + to redeem me. I was her natural teacher. Teaching her became henceforth my + life-work. When I bought a book, I carefully considered whether it would + help her one day or not before I spent the money. Deprived of her, I + myself came to a definite and peremptory end. With her to continue my + life, there was still some purpose in things, some justification for + existence. + </p> + <p> + Most serious-minded men at my age, I believe, become profoundly impressed + with the futility of “it all.” Unless we throw ourselves into something + outside of our own personality, life is apt to impress us as a great + mockery. I am afraid that at the bottom of it there lies the recognition + of the fact that we ourselves were not worth while, that we did not amount + to what we had thought we should amount to; that we did not measure up to + the exigencies of eternities to come. Children are among the most + effective means devised by Nature to delude us into living on. Modern + civilization has, on the whole, deprived us of the ability for the + enjoyment of the moment. It raises our expectations too high—realization + is bound to fall short, no matter what we do. We live in an artificial + atmosphere. So we submerge ourselves in business, profession, or + superficial amusement. We live for something—do not merely live. The + wage-slave lives for the evening’s liberty, the business man for his + wealth, the preacher for his church. I used to live for my school. Then a + moment like the one I was living through arrives. Nature strips down our + pretences with a relentless finger, and we stand, bare of disguises, as + helpless failures. We have lost the childlike power of living without + conscious aims. Sometimes, when the aims have faded already in the + gathering dusk, we still go on by the momentum acquired. Inertia carries + us over the dead points—till a cog breaks somewhere, and our whole + machinery of life comes to with a jar. If no such awakening supervenes, + since we never live in the present, we are always looking forward to what + never comes; and so life slips by, unlived. + </p> + <p> + If my child was taken from me, it meant that my future was made + meaningless. I felt that I might just as well lie down and die. + </p> + <p> + There was injustice in this, I know I was reasoning, as it were, in a + phantom world. Actualities, outlooks, retrospections—my view of them + had been jarred and distorted by an unexpected, stunning blow. For that it + did not really matter how things actually were up north. I had never yet + faced such possibilities; they opened up like an abyss which I had skirted + in the dark, unknowingly. True, my wife was something like a child to me. + I was old enough to be her father, older even in mind than in actual + years. But she, too, by marrying an aging man, had limited her own + development, as it were, by mine. Nor was she I, after all. My child was. + The outlook without her was night. Such a life was not to be lived. + </p> + <p> + There was the lash of a scourge in these thoughts, so that I became + nervous, impatient, and unjust—even to the horses. Peter stumbled, + and I came near punishing him with my whip. But I caught myself just + before I yielded to the impulse. I was doing exactly what I should not do. + If Peter stumbled, it was more my own fault than his. I should have + watched the road more carefully instead of giving in to the trend of my + thoughts. A stumble every five minutes, and over a drive of forty-five + miles: that might mean a delay of half an hour—it might mean the + difference between “in time” and “too late.” I did not know what waited at + the other end of the road. It was my business to find out, not to indulge + in mere surmises and forebodings. + </p> + <p> + So, with an effort, I forced my attention to revert to the things around. + And Nature, with her utter lack of sentiment, is after all the only real + soother of anguished nerves. With my mind in the state it was in, the + drive would indeed have been nothing less than torture, had I not felt, + sometimes even against my will, mostly without at any rate consciously + yielding to it, the influence of that merriest of all winter sights which + surrounded me. + </p> + <p> + The fresh fall of snow, which had come over night, was exceedingly slight. + It had come down softly, floatingly, with all the winds of the prairies + hushed, every flake consisting of one or two large, flat crystals only, + which, on account of the nearly saturated air, had gone on growing by + condensation till they touched the ground. Such a condition of the + atmosphere never holds out in a prolonged snowfall, may it come down ever + so soft-footedly; the first half hour exhausts the moisture content of the + air. After that the crystals are the ordinary, small, six-armed “stars” + which bunch together into flakes. But if the snowfall is very slight, the + moisture content of the lower air sometimes is not exhausted before it + stops; those large crystals remain at the surface and are not buried out + of sight by the later fall. These large, coarse, slablike crystals reflect + as well as refract the light of the sun. There is not merely the sparkle + and glitter, but also the colour play. Facing north, you see only + glittering points of white light; but, facing the sun, you see every + colour of the rainbow, and you see it with that coquettish, sudden flash + which snow shares only with the most precious of stones. + </p> + <p> + Through such a landscape covered with the thinnest possible sheet of the + white glitter we sped. A few times, in heavier snow, the horses were + inclined to fall into a walk; but a touch of the whip sent them into line + again. I began to view the whole situation more quietly. Considering that + we had forty-five miles to go, we were doing very well indeed. We made + Bell’s corner in forty minutes, and still I was saving the horses’ + strength. + </p> + <p> + On to the wild land we turned, where the snow underfoot was soft and free + from those hard clods that cause the horses’ feet to stumble. I beguiled + the time by watching the distance through the surrounding brush. + Everybody, of course, has noticed how the open landscape seems to turn + when you speed along. The distance seems to stand still, while the + foreground rushes past you. The whole countryside seems to become a + revolving, horizontal wheel with its hub at the horizon. It is different + when you travel fast through half open bush, so that the eye on its way to + the edge of the visible world looks past trees and shrubs. In that case + there are two points which speed along: you yourself, and with you, + engaged, as it were, in a race with you, the distance. You can go many + miles before your horizon changes. But between it and yourself the + foreground is rushed back like a ribbon. There is no impression of + wheeling; there is no depth to that ribbon which moves backward and past. + You are also more distinctly aware that it is not the objects near you + which move, but you yourself. Only a short distance from you trees and + objects seem rather to move with you, though more slowly; and faster and + faster all things seem to be moving in the same direction with you, the + farther away they are, till at last the utmost distance rushes along at an + equal speed, behind all the stems of the shrubs and the trees, and keeps + up with you. + </p> + <p> + So is it truly in life. My childhood seems as near to me now as it was + when I was twenty—nearer, I sometimes think; but the years of my + early manhood have rushed by like that ribbon and are half swallowed by + oblivion. + </p> + <p> + This line of thought threw me back into heavier moods. And yet, since now + I banished the hardest of all thoughts hard to bear, I could not help + succumbing to the influence of Nature’s merry mood. I did so even more + than I liked. I remember that, while driving through the beautiful natural + park that masks the approach to the one-third-way town from the south, I + as much as reproached myself because I allowed Nature to interfere with my + grim purpose of speed. Half intentionally I conjured up the vision of an + infinitely lonesome old age for myself, and again the sudden palpitation + in my veins nearly prompted me to send my horses into a gallop. But + instantly I checked myself. Not yet, I thought. On that long stretch + north, beyond the bridge, there I was going to drive them at their utmost + speed. I was unstrung, I told myself; this was mere sentimentalism; no + emotional impulses were of any value; careful planning only counted. So I + even pulled the horses back to a walk. I wanted to feed them shortly after + reaching the stable. They must not be hot, or I should have trouble. + </p> + <p> + Then we turned into the main street of the town. In front of the stable I + deliberately assumed the air of a man of leisure. The hostler came out and + greeted me. I let him water the horses and waited, watch in hand. They got + some hay, and five minutes after I had stopped, I poured their oats into + the feeding boxes. + </p> + <p> + Then to the drug store—it was locked. I hunted the druggist all over + town for nearly twenty minutes. Everybody had seen him a short while ago; + everybody knew exactly where he had been a minute before; but nobody could + discover him just then. I worked myself into a veritable frenzy of hurry. + The moisture began to break out all over my body. I rushed back to the + livery stable to tell the hostler to hitch up again—and there stood + the druggist, looking my horses over! I shall not repeat what I said. + </p> + <p> + Five minutes later I had what I wanted, and after a few minutes more I + walked my horses out of town. It had taken me an hour and fifty minutes to + make the town, and thirty-five minutes to leave it behind. + </p> + <p> + One piece of good news I received before leaving. While I was getting into + my robes and the hostler hooked up, he told me that no fewer than + twenty-two teams had that very morning come in with cordwood from the + northern correction line. They had made a farm halfways to town by + nightfall of the day before; the rest they had gone that very day. So + there would be an unmistakable trail all the way, and there was no need to + worry over the snow. + </p> + <p> + I walked the horses for a while; then, when we were swinging round the + turn to the north, on that long, twenty-mile grade, I speeded them up. The + trail was good: that just about summarizes what I remember of the road. + All details were submerged in one now, and that one was speed. The horses, + which were in prime condition, gave me their best. Sometimes we went over + long stretches that were sandy under that inch or so of new snow—with + sand blown over the older drifts from the fields—stretches where + under ordinary circumstances I should have walked my horses—at a + gallop. Once or twice we crossed bad drifts with deep holes in them, made + by horses that were being wintered outside and that had broken in before + the snow had hardened down sufficiently to carry them. There, of course, I + had to go slowly. But as soon as the trail was smooth again, the horses + would fall back into their stride without being urged. They had, as I + said, caught the infection. My yearning for speed was satisfied at last. + </p> + <p> + Four sights stand out. + </p> + <p> + The first is of just such bunches of horses that were being brought + through the winter with practically no yard feeding at all; and + consequently their healthy outdoor looks, and their velvety rumps were + very conspicuous as they scattered away from the trail on our approach. + Several times we dashed right in among them, and I had to shout in order + to clear the road. They did not like to leave the firm footing on the + trail, where they fed by pawing away the snow on both sides and baring the + weeds. Sometimes a whole bunch of them would thunder along in a stampede + ahead of us till they came to a cross-trail or to a farmyard; there we + left them behind. Sometimes only one of them would thus try to keep in + front, while the rest jumped off into the drifts; but, being separated + from his mates, he would stop at last and ponder how to get back to them + till we were right on him again. There was, then, no way to rejoin those + left behind except by doing what he hated to do, by getting off the trail + and jumping into the dreaded snow, thus giving us the right of way. And + when, at last, he did so, he felt sadly hampered and stopped close to the + trail, looking at us in a frightened and helpless sort of way while we + dashed by. + </p> + <p> + The next sight, too, impressed me with the degree to which snow handicaps + the animal life of our plains. Not more than ten feet from the heads of my + horses a rabbit started up. The horses were going at a gallop just then. + There it jumped up, unseen by myself until it moved, ears high, eyes + turned back, and giving a tremendous thump with its big hind feet before + setting out on its wild and desperate career. We were pretty close on its + heels and going fast. For maybe a quarter of a mile it stayed in one + track, running straight ahead and at the top of its speed so that it + pulled noticeably away. Every hundred yards or so, however, it would slow + down a little, and its jumps, as it glanced back without turning—by + merely taking a high, flying leap and throwing its head aloft—would + look strangely retarded, as if it were jumping from a sitting posture or + braking with its hind feet while bending its body backward. Then, seeing + us follow at undiminished speed, it would straighten out again and dart + away like an arrow. At the end of its first straight run it apparently + made up its mind that it was time to employ somewhat different tactics in + order to escape. So it jumped slantways across the soft, central cushion + of the trail into the other track. Again it ran straight ahead for a + matter of four or five hundred yards, slowing down three or four times to + reconnoitre in its rear. After that it ran in a zigzag line, taking four + or five jumps in one track, crossing over into the other with a gigantic + leap, at an angle of not more than thirty degrees to its former direction; + then, after another four or five bounds, crossing back again, and so on. + About every tenth jump was now a high leap for scouting purposes, I should + say. It looked breathless, frantic, and desperate. But it kept it up for + several miles. I am firmly convinced that rabbits distinguish between the + man with a gun and the one without it. This little animal probably knew + that I had no gun. But what was it to do? It was caught on the road with + us bearing down upon it. It knew that it did not stand a chance of getting + even beyond reach of a club if it ventured out into the deep, loose snow. + There might be dogs ahead, but it had to keep on and take that risk. I + pitied the poor thing, but I did not stop. I wished for a cross-trail to + appear, so it would be relieved of its panic; and at last there came one, + too, which it promptly took. + </p> + <p> + And as if to prove still more strikingly how helpless many of our wild + creatures are in deep snow, the third sight came. We started a prairie + chicken next. It had probably been resting in the snow to the right side + of the trail. It began to run when the horses came close. And in a sudden + panic as it was, it did the most foolish thing it possibly could do: it + struck a line parallel to the trail. Apparently the soft snow in which it + sank prevented it from taking to its wings. It had them lifted, but it did + not even use them in running as most of the members of its family will do; + it ran in little jumps or spurts, trying its level best to keep ahead. But + the horses were faster. They caught up with it, passed it. And slowly I + pulled abreast. Its efforts certainly were as frantic as those of the + rabbit had looked. I could have picked it up with my hands. Its beak was + open with the exertion—the way you see chickens walking about with + open beaks on a swooningly hot summer day I reached for the whip to lower + it in front of the bird and stop it from this unequal race. It cowered + down, and we left it behind... + </p> + <p> + We had by that time reached the narrow strip of wild land which separated + the English settlements to the south from those of the Russian Germans to + the north. We came to the church, and like everything else it rushed back + to the rear; the school on the correction line appeared. + </p> + <p> + Strangely, school was still on in that yellow building at the corner. I + noticed a cutter outside, with a man in it, who apparently was waiting for + his children. This is the fourth of the pictures that stand out in my + memory. The man looked so forlorn. His horse, a big, hulking farm beast, + wore a blanket under the harness. I looked at my watch. It was twenty-five + minutes past four. Here, in the bush country where the pioneers carve the + farms out of the wilderness, the time kept is often oddly at variance with + the time of the towns. I looked back several times, as long as I could see + the building, which was for at least another twenty minutes; but school + did not close. Still the man sat there, humped over, patiently waiting. It + is this circumstance, I believe, which fixed in my memory the exact hour + at which I reached the correction line. + </p> + <p> + Beyond, on the first mile of the last road east there was no possibility + of going fast. This piece was blown in badly. There was, however, always a + trail over this mile-long drift. The school, of course, had something to + do with that. But when you drive four feet above the ground, with nothing + but uncertain drifts on both sides of the trail, you want to be chary of + speeding your horses along. One wrong step, and a horse might wallow in + snow up to his belly, and you would lose more time than you could make up + for in an hour’s breathless career. A horse is afraid, too, of trotting + there, and it takes a great deal of urging to make him do it. + </p> + <p> + So we lost a little time here; but when a mile or so farther on we reached + the bush, we made up for it. This last run of five or six miles along the + correction line consisted of one single, soft, smooth bed of snow. The + trail was cut in sharply and never drifted. Every successive snowfall was + at once packed down by the tree-fellers, and whoever drove along, could + give his horses the lines. I did so, too, and the horses ran. + </p> + <p> + I relaxed. I had done what I could do. Anxiety there was hardly any now. A + drive over more than forty miles, made at the greatest obtainable speed, + blunts your emotional energies. I thought of home, to be sure, did so all + the time; but it was with expectation now, with nothing else. Within half + an hour I should know... + </p> + <p> + Then the bush opened up. The last mile led along between snow-buried + meadows, school and house in plain view ahead. There lay the cottage, as + peaceful in the evening sun as any house can look. Smoke curled up from + its chimney and rose in a nearly perpendicular column. I became aware of + the colder evening air, and with the chill that crept over me I was again + overwhelmed by the pitifully lonesome looks of the place. + </p> + <p> + Mostly I shouted when I drew near to tell of my coming. To-day I silently + swung up through the shrubby thicket in which the cottage and the stable + behind it lay embedded and turned in to the yard. As soon as the horses + stopped, I dropped the lines, jerked the door of the cutter back, and + jumped to the ground. + </p> + <p> + Then I stood transfixed. That very moment the door of the cottage opened. + There stood my wife, and between her knee and the door-post a curly head + pushed through, and a child’s voice shouted, “Daddy, come to the house! + Daddy, come to the house!” + </p> + <p> + A turn to the better had set in sometime during the morning. The fever had + dropped, and quickly, as children’s illness will come, it had gone. But + the message had sped on its way, irrevocable and, therefore, unrevoked. My + wife, when she told me the tale, thought, well had she reason to smile, + for had I not thus gained an additional holiday? + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0008" id="link2H_4_0008"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + SEVEN. Skies and Scares + </h2> + <p> + We had a “soft spell” over a week end, and on Monday it had been followed + by a fearful storm—snowstorm and blizzard, both coming from the + southeast and lasting their traditional three days before they subsided. + On Thursday, a report came in that the trail across the wild land west of + Bell’s corner was closed completely—in fact, would be impassable for + the rest of the winter. This report came with the air of authority; the + man who brought it knew what he was talking about; of that I had no doubt. + For the time being, he said, no horses could possibly get through. + </p> + <p> + That very day I happened to meet another man who was habitually driving + back and forth between the two towns. “Why don’t you go west?” he said. + “You angle over anyway. Go west first and then straight north.” And he + described in detail the few difficulties of the road which he followed + himself. There was no doubt, he of all men should certainly know which was + the best road for the first seventeen miles. He had come in from that + one-third-way town that morning. I knew the trails which he described as + summer-roads, had gone over them a good many times, though never in + winter; so, the task of finding the trail should not offer any difficulty. + Well and good, then; I made up my mind to follow the advice. + </p> + <p> + On Friday afternoon everything was ready as usual. I rang off at four + o’clock and stepped into the hall. And right there the first thing went + wrong. + </p> + <p> + Never before had I been delayed in my start. But now there stood three men + in the hall, prominent citizens of the town. I had handed my resignation + to the school-board; these men came to ask me that I reconsider. The + board, so I had heard, was going to accept my decision and let it go at + that. According to this committee the board did not represent the majority + of the citizens in town. They argued for some time against my + stubbornness. At last, fretting under the delay, I put it bluntly. “I have + nothing to reconsider, gentlemen. The matter does no longer rest with me. + If, as I hear, the board is going to accept my resignation, that settles + the affair for me. It must of necessity suit me or I should not have + resigned. But you might see the board. Maybe they are making a mistake. In + fact, I think so. That is not my business, however.” And I went. + </p> + <p> + The time was short enough in any case; this cut it shorter. It was five + o’clock before I swung out on the western road. I counted on moonlight, + though, the fickle luminary being in its first quarter. But there were + clouds in the north and the weather was by no means settled. As for my + lights, they were useless for driving so long as the ground was completely + buried under its sheet of snow. On the snow there form no shadows by which + you can recognize the trail in a light that comes from between the two + tracks. So I hurried along. + </p> + <p> + We had not yet made the first three miles, skirting meanwhile the river, + when the first disaster came. I noticed a rather formidable drift on the + road straight ahead. I thought I saw a trail leading up over it—I + found later on that it was a snowshoe trail. I drove briskly up to its + very edge; then the horses fell into a walk. In a gingerly kind of way we + started to climb. And suddenly the world seemed to fall to pieces. The + horses disappeared in the snow, the cutter settled down, there was a sharp + snap, I fell back—the lines had broken. With lightning quickness I + reached over the dashboard down to the whiffletrees and unhooked one each + of the horses’ traces. That would release the others, too, should they + plunge. For the moment I did not know what they were doing. There was a + cloud of dust dry snow which hid them. Then Peter emerged. I saw with + horror that he stood on Dan who was lying on his side. Dan started to roll + over; Peter slipped off to the right. That brought rebellion into Dan, for + now the neck yoke was cruelly twisting his head. I saw Dan’s feet emerging + out of the snow, pawing the air: he was on his back. Everything seemed + convulsed. Then Peter plunged and reared, pulling Dan half-ways up; that + motion of his released the neck yoke from the pole. The next moment both + horses were on their feet, head by head now, but facing each other, + apparently trying to pull apart; but the martingales held. Then both + jumped clear of the cutter and the pole; and they plunged out, to the + rear, past the cutter, to solid ground. + </p> + <p> + I do not remember how I got out; but after a minute or so I stood at their + heads, holding them by the bridles. The knees of both horses shook, their + nostrils trembled; Peter’s eye looked as if he were going to bolt. We were + only a hundred yards or so from a farm. A man and a boy came running with + lanterns. I snapped the halter ropes into the bit rings and handed the + horses over to the boy to be led to and fro at a walk so as to prevent a + chill; and I went with the man to inspect the cutter. Apparently no damage + was done beyond the snapping of the lines. The man, who knew me, offered + to lend me another pair, which I promptly accepted. We pulled the cutter + out backwards, straightened the harness, and hitched the horses up again. + It was clear that, though they did not seem to be injured, their nerves + were on edge. + </p> + <p> + The farmer meanwhile enlightened me. I mentioned the name of the man who + had recommended the road. Yes, the road was good enough from town to town. + This was the only bad drift. Yes, my adviser had passed here the day + before; but he had turned off the road, going down to the river below, + which was full of holes, it is true, made by the ice-harvesters, but + otherwise safe enough. The boy would go along with his lantern to guide me + to the other side of the drift. I am afraid I thought some rather + uncharitable things about my adviser for having omitted to caution me + against this drift. What I minded most, was, of course, the delay. + </p> + <p> + The drift was partly hollow, it appeared; the crust had thawed and frozen + again; the huge mass of snow underneath had settled down. The crust had + formed a vault, amply strong enough to carry a man, but not to carry horse + and cutter. + </p> + <p> + When in the dying light and by the gleam of the lantern we went through + the dense brush, down the steep bank, and on to the river, the horses were + every second ready to bolt. Peter snorted and danced, Dan laid his ears + back on his head. But the boy gave warning at every open hole, and we made + it safely. At last we got back to the road, I kept talking and purring to + the horses for a while, and it seemed they were quieting down. + </p> + <p> + It was not an auspicious beginning for a long night-drive. And though for + a while all things seemed to be going about as well as I could wish, there + remained a nervousness which, slight though it seemed while unprovoked, + yet tinged every motion of the horses and even my own state of mind. + Still, while we were going west, and later, north into the one-third-way + town, the drive was one of the most marvellously beautiful ones that I had + had during that winter of marvellous sights. + </p> + <p> + As I have mentioned, the moon was in its first quarter and, therefore, + during the early part of the night high in the sky. It was not very cold; + the lower air was quiet, of that strange, hushed stillness which in + southern countries is the stillness of the noon hour in midsummer—when + Pan is frightened into a panic by the very quiet. It was not so, however, + in the upper reaches of the atmosphere. It was a night of skies, of + shifting, ever changing skies. Not for five minutes did an aspect last. + When I looked up, after maybe having devoted my attention for a while to a + turn in the road or to a drift, there was no trace left of the picture + which I had seen last. And you could not help it, the sky would draw your + eye. There was commotion up there—operations were proceeding on a + very vast scale, but so silently, with not a whisper of wind, that I felt + hushed myself. + </p> + <p> + A few of the aspects have persisted in my memory, but it seems an + impossible task to sketch them. + </p> + <p> + I was driving along through open fields. The trail led dimly ahead. Huge + masses of snow with sharp, immovable shadows flanked it. The horses were + very wide awake. They cocked their ears at every one of the mounds; and + sometimes they pressed rump against rump, as if to reassure each other by + their mutual touch. + </p> + <p> + About halfway up from the northern horizon there lay a belt of faintest + luminosity in the atmosphere—no play of northern lights—just + an impalpable paling of the dark blue sky. There were stars, too, but they + were not very brilliant. Way down in the north, at the edge of the world, + there lay a long, low-flung line of cloud, black, scarcely discernible in + the light of the moon. And from its centre, true north, there grew out a + monstrous human arm, reaching higher and higher, up to the zenith, + blotting the stars behind it. It looked at first—in texture and + rigid outline—as the stream of straw looks that flows from the + blower of a threshing machine when you stand straight in its line and + behind it. But, of course, it did not curve down. It seemed to stretch and + to rise, growing more and more like an arm with a clumsy fist at its end, + held unconceivably straight and unbending. This cloud, I have no doubt, + was forming right then by condensation. And it stretched and lengthened + till it obscured the moon. + </p> + <p> + Just then I reached the end of my run to the west. I was nearing a block + of dense poplar bush in which somewhere two farmsteads lay embedded. The + road turned to the north. I was now exactly south of and in line with that + long, twenty-mile trail where I had startled horses, rabbit, and partridge + on the last described drive. I believe I was just twenty-five miles from + the northern correction line. At this corner where I turned I had to + devote all my attention to the negotiating of a few bad drifts. + </p> + <p> + When I looked up again, I was driving along the bottom of a wide road gap + formed by tall and stately poplars on both sides—trees which stood + uncannily still. The light of the moon became less dim, and I raised my + eyes. That band of cloud—for it had turned into a band now, thus + losing its threatening aspect—had widened out and loosened up. It + was a strip of flocculent, sheepy-looking, little cloudlets that suggested + curliness and innocence. And the moon stood in between like a goodnatured + shepherd in the stories of old. + </p> + <p> + For a while I kept my eyes on the sky. The going was good indeed on this + closed-in road. And so I watched that insensible, silent, and yet swift + shifting of things in the heavens that seemed so orderly, pre-ordained, + and as if regulated by silent signals. The clouds lost their sheeplike + look again; they became more massive; they took on more substance and + spine, more manliness, as it were; and they arranged themselves in + distinct lines. Soldiers suggested themselves, not soldiers engaged in + war, but soldiers drilling in times of peace, to be reviewed, maybe, by + some great general. That central point from which the arm had sprung and + which had been due north had sidled over to the northwest; the low-flung + line along the horizon had taken on the shape of a long wedge pointing + east; farther west it, too, looked more massive now—more like a + rather solid wall. And all those soldier-clouds fell into a fan-shaped + formation—into lines radiating from that common central point in the + northwest. This arrangement I have for many years been calling “the tree.” + It is quite common, of course, and I read it with great confidence as + meaning “no amount of rain or snow worth mentioning.” “The tree” covered + half the heavens or more, and nowhere did I see any large reaches of clear + sky. Here and there a star would peep through, and the moon seemed to be + quickly and quietly moving through the lines. Apparently he was the + general who reviewed the army. + </p> + <p> + Again there came a shifting in the scenes. It looked as if some unseen + hands were spreading a sheet above these flocculent clouds—a thin + and vapoury sheet that came from the north and gradually covered the whole + roof of the sky. Stars and moon disappeared; but not, so far, the light of + the moon; it merely became diffused—the way the light from an + electric bulb becomes diffused when you enclose it in a frosted globe. And + then, as the sheet of vapour above began to thicken, the light on the snow + became dim and dimmer, till the whole of the landscape lay in gloom. The + sheet still seemed to be coming, coming from the north. But no longer did + it travel away to the south. It was as if it had brought up against an + obstacle there, as if it were being held in place. And since there was + more and more of it pressing up—it seemed rather to be pushed now—it + telescoped together and threw itself into folds, till at last the whole + sky looked like an enormous system of parallel clothes-lines over all of + which one great, soft, and loose cloth were flung, so that fold after fold + would hang down between all the neighbouring pairs of lines; and between + two folds there would be a sharply converging, upward crease. It being + night, this arrangement, common in grey daylight, would not have shown at + all, had it not been for the moon above. As it was, every one of the + infolds showed an increasingly lighter grey the higher it folded up, and + like huge, black udders the outfolds were hanging down. This sky, when it + persists, I have often found to be followed within a few days by heavy + storms. To-night, however, it did not last. Shifting skies are never + certain signs, though they normally indicate an unsettled condition of the + atmosphere. I have observed them after a blizzard, too. + </p> + <p> + I looked back over my shoulder, just when I emerged from the bush into the + open fields. And there I became aware of a new element again. A quiet and + yet very distinct commotion arose from the south. These cloth-clouds + lifted, and a nearly impalpable change crept over the whole of the sky. A + few minutes later it crystallised into a distinct impression. A dark grey, + faintly luminous, inverted bowl stood overhead. Not a star was to be seen + above, nor yet the moon. But all around the horizon there was a nearly + clear ring, suffused with the light of the moon. There, where the sky is + most apt to be dark and hazy, stars peeped out—singly and dimly only—I + did not recognize any constellation. + </p> + <p> + And then the grey bowl seemed to contract into patches. Again the change + seemed to proceed from the south. The clouds seemed to lift still higher, + and to shrink into small, light, feathery cirrus clouds, silvery on the + dark blue sky—resembling white pencil shadings. The light of the + moon asserted itself anew. And this metamorphosis also spread upward, till + the moon herself looked out again, and it went on spreading northward till + it covered the whole of the sky. + </p> + <p> + This last change came just before I had to turn west again for a mile or + so in order to hit a trail into town. I did not mean to go on straight + ahead and to cut across those radiating road lines of which I have spoken + in a former paper. I knew that my wife would be sitting up and waiting + till midnight or two o’clock, and I wanted to make it. So I avoided all + risks and gave my attention to the road for a while. I had to drive + through a ditch and through a fence beyond, and to cross a field in order + to strike that road which led from the south through the park into town. A + certain farmstead was my landmark. Beyond it I had to watch out sharply if + I wanted to find the exact spot where according to my informant the wire + of the fence had been taken down. I found it. + </p> + <p> + To cross the field proved to be the hardest task the horses had had so far + during the night. The trail had been cut in deep through knee-high drifts, + and it was filled with firmly packed, freshly blown-in snow. That makes a + particularly bad road for fast driving. I simply had to take my time and + to give all my attention to the guiding of the horses. And here I was also + to become aware once more of the fact that my horses had not yet forgotten + their panic in that river drift of two hours ago. There was a strawstack + in the centre of the field; at least the shape of the big, white mound + suggested a strawstack; and the trail led closely by it. Sharp shadows + showed, and the horses, pricking their ears, began to dance and to sidle + away from it as we passed along its southern edge. + </p> + <p> + But we made it. By the time we reached the park that forms the approach to + the town from the south, the skies had changed completely. There was now, + as far as my eye would reach, just one vast, dark-blue, star-spangled + expanse. And the skies twinkled and blazed down upon the earth with a + veritable fervour. There was not one of the more familiar stars that did + not stand out brightly, even the minor ones which you do not ordinarily + see oftener than, maybe, once or twice a year—as, for instance, + Vega’s smaller companions in the constellation of the Lyre, or the minor + points in the cluster of the Pleiades. + </p> + <p> + I sometimes think that the mere fact of your being on a narrow bush-road, + with the trees looming darkly to both sides, makes the stars seem brighter + than they appear from the open fields. I have heard that you can see a + star even in daytime from the bottom of a deep mine-pit if it happens to + pass overhead. That would seem to make my impression less improbable, + perhaps. I know that not often have the stars seemed so much alive to me + as they did that night in the park. + </p> + <p> + And then I came into the town. I stayed about forty-five minutes, fed the + horses, had supper myself, and hitched up again. + </p> + <p> + On leaving town I went for another mile east in the shelter of a fringe of + bush; and this bush kept rustling as if a breeze had sprung up. But it was + not till I turned north again, on the twenty-mile stretch, that I became + conscious of a great change in the atmosphere. There was indeed a slight + breeze, coming from the north, and it felt very moist. Somehow it felt + homely and human, this breeze. There was a promise in it, as of a time, + not too far distant, when the sap would rise again in the trees and when + tender leaflets would begin to stir in delicate buds. So far, however, its + more immediate promise probably was snow. + </p> + <p> + But it did not last, either. A colder breeze sprang up. Between the two + there was a distinct lull. And again there arose in the north, far away, + at the very end of my seemingly endless road, a cloud-bank. The colder + wind that sprang up was gusty; it came in fits and starts, with short + lulls in between; it still had that water-laden feeling, but it was now + what you would call “damp” rather than “moist”—the way you often + feel winter-winds along the shores of great lakes or along sea-coasts. + There was a cutting edge to it—it was “raw” And it had not been + blowing very long before low-hanging, dark, and formless cloud-masses + began to scud up from the north to the zenith. The northern lights, too, + made their appearance again about that time. They formed an arc very far + to the south, vaulting up behind my back, beyond the zenith. No streamers + in them, no filtered rays and streaks—nothing but a blurred + luminosity high above the clouds and—so it seemed—above the + atmosphere. The northern lights have moods, like the clouds—moods as + varied as theirs—though they do not display them so often nor quite + so ostentatiously. + </p> + <p> + We were nearing the bridge across the infant river. The road from the + south slopes down to this bridge in a rather sudden, s-shaped curve, as + perhaps the reader remembers. I still had the moonlight from time to time, + and whenever one of the clouds floated in front of the crescent, I drove + more slowly and more carefully. Now there is a peculiar thing about + moonlight on snow. With a fairly well-marked trail on bare ground, in + summertime, a very little of it will suffice to indicate the road, for + there are enough rough spots on the best of trails to cast little shadows, + and grass and weeds on both sides usually mark the beaten track off still + more clearly, even though the road lead north. But the snow forms such an + even expanse, and the trail on it is so featureless that these signs are + no longer available. The light itself also is too characterless and too + white and too nearly of the same quality as the light reflected by the + snow to allow of judging distances delicately and accurately. You seem to + see nothing but one vast whiteness all around. When you drive east or + west, the smooth edges of the tracks will cast sharply defined shadows to + the north, but when you drive north or south, even these shadows are + absent, and so you must entirely rely on your horses to stay on the trail. + I have often observed how easily my own judgment was deluded. + </p> + <p> + But still I felt so absolutely sure that I should know when I approached + the bridge that, perhaps through overconfidence, I was caught napping. + There was another fact which I did not take sufficiently into account at + the time. I have mentioned that we had had a “soft spell.” In fact, it had + been so warm for a day or two that the older snow had completely iced + over. Now, much as I thought I was watching out, we were suddenly and + quite unexpectedly right on the downward slope before I even realized that + we were near it. + </p> + <p> + As I said, on this slope the trail described a double curve, and it hit + the bridge at an angle from the west. The first turn and the behaviour of + the horses were what convinced me that I had inadvertently gone too far. + If I had stopped the horses at the point where the slope began and then + started them downward at a slow walk, we should still have reached the + bridge at too great a speed; for the slope had offered the last big wind + from the north a sheer brow, and it was swept clean of new snow, thus + exposing the smooth ice underneath; the snow that had drifted from the + south, on the other hand, had been thrown beyond the river, on to the + lower northern bank; the horses skidded, and the weight of the cutter + would have pushed them forward. As it was, they realized the danger + themselves; for when we turned the second curve, both of them stiffened + their legs and spread their feet in order to break the momentum of the + cutter; but in spite of the heavy calks under their shoes they slipped on + all fours, hardly able to make the bend on to the bridge. + </p> + <p> + They had to turn nearly at right angles to their last direction, and the + bridge seemed to be one smooth sheet of ice. The moon shone brightly just + then; so I saw exactly what happened. As soon as the runners hit the + iced-over planks, the cutter swung out sideways; the horses, however, + slipping and recovering, managed to make the turn. It was a worth-while + sight to see them strike their calks into the ice and brace themselves + against the shock which they clearly expected when the cutter started to + skid. The latter swung clear of the bridge—you will remember that + the railing on the east-side was broken away—out into space, and + came down with a fearful crash, but right side up, on the steep north bank + of the river—just at the very moment when the horses reached the + deep, loose snow beyond which at least gave them a secure footing. They + had gone along the diagonal of the bridge, from the southwest corner, + barely clearing the rail, to the northwest corner where the snow had piled + in to a depth of from two to five feet on the sloping bank. If the ground + where I hit the bank had been bare, the cutter would have splintered to + pieces; as it was, the shock of it seemed to jar every bone in my body. + </p> + <p> + It seemed rather a piece of good luck that the horses bolted; the lines + held; they pulled me free of the drift on the bank and plunged out on the + road. For a mile or two we had a pretty wild run; and this time there was + no doubt about it, either, the horses were thoroughly frightened. They ran + till they were exhausted, and there was no holding them; but since I was + on a clear road, I did not worry very much. Nevertheless, I was rather + badly shaken up myself; and if I had followed the good advice that + suggested itself, I should have put in for some time at the very next farm + which I passed. The way I see things now, it was anything rather than safe + to go on. With horses in the nervous condition in which mine were I could + not hope any longer to keep them under control should a further accident + happen. But I had never yet given in when I had made up my mind to make + the trip, and it was hard to do so for the first time. + </p> + <p> + As soon as I had the horses sufficiently in hand again, I lighted my + lantern, got out on the road, and carefully looked my cutter over. I found + that the hardwood lining of both runners was broken at the curve, but the + steel shoes were, though slightly bent, still sound. Fortunately the top + had been down, otherwise further damage would have been sure to result. I + saw no reason to discontinue the drive. + </p> + <p> + Now after a while—when the nervousness incident upon the shock which + I had received subsided—my interest in the shifting skies revived + once more, and again I began to watch the clouds. The wind was squally, + and the low, black vapour-masses overhead had coalesced into a vast array + of very similar but yet distinct groups. There was still a certain amount + of light from the moon, but only just enough to show the texture and the + grouping of the clouds. Hardly ever had I seen, or at least consciously + taken note of a sky that with its blackness and its massed multitudes of + clouds looked so threatening, so sinister, so much like a battle-array. + But way up in the northeast there were two large areas quite suffused with + light from the north. They must have been thin cloud-layers in whose upper + reaches the northern lights were playing. And these patches of light were + like a promise, like a word of peace arresting the battle. Had it not been + for these islands of light, I should have felt depressed when I looked + back to the road. + </p> + <p> + We were swinging along as before. I had rested the horses by a walk, and + to a casual observer they would have seemed to be none the worse for their + fling at running away. But on closer scrutiny they would again have + revealed the unmistakable signs of nervous tension. Their ears moved + jerkily on the slightest provocation. Still, the road was good and clear, + and I had no apprehensions. + </p> + <p> + Then came the sudden end of the trail. It was right in front of a farm + yard. Clearly, the farmer had broken the last part of the road over which + I had come. The trail widened out to a large, circus-shaped flat in the + drifts. The snow had the ruffled appearance of being thoroughly tramped + down by a herd of cattle. On both sides there were trees—wild trees—a-plenty. + Brush lined the narrow road gap ahead; but the snow had piled in level + with its tops. This had always been rather a bad spot, though the last + time I had seen it the snow had settled down to about half the height of + the shrubs. I stopped and hesitated for a moment. I knew just where the + trail had been. It was about twenty-five feet from the fence of the field + to the east. It was now covered under three to four feet of freshly + drifted-in snow. The drift seemed to be higher towards the west, where the + brush stood higher, too. So I decided to stay as nearly as I could above + the old trail. There, even though we might break through the new snow the + older drifts underneath were likely to be firm enough. + </p> + <p> + We went ahead. The drift held, and slowly we climbed to its summit. It is + a strange coincidence that just then I should have glanced up at the sky. + I saw a huge, black cloud-mass elbowing its way, as it were, in front of + those islands of light, the promise of peace. And so much was I by this + time imbued with the moods of the skies that the disappearance of this + mild glimmer sent a regret through my very body. And simultaneously with + this thrill of regret there came—I remember this as distinctly as if + it had been an hour ago—the certainty of impending disaster. The + very next moment chaos reigned. The horses broke in, not badly at all; but + as a consequence of their nervous condition they flew into a panic. I held + them tight as they started to plunge. But there was no guiding them; they + were bound to have things their own way altogether. It seemed as if they + had lost their road-sense, too, for instead of plunging at least straight + ahead, out on the level trail, they made, with irresistible bounds and + without paying the slightest attention to the pull of the lines, towards + the east. There the drift, not being packed by any previous traffic, went + entirely to pieces under their feet. I had meanwhile thrown off my robes, + determined at all costs to bring them to a stop, for I knew, if I allowed + them to get away with me this time, they would be spoiled for any further + drives of mine. + </p> + <p> + Now just the very fraction of a second when I got my feet up against the + dashboard so as to throw my whole weight into my pull, they reared up as + if for one tremendous and supreme bound, and simultaneously I saw a fence + post straight under the cutter pole. Before I quite realized it, the + horses had already cleared the fence. I expected the collision, the + breaking of the drawbar and the bolting of the horses; but just then my + desperate effort in holding them told, and dancing and fretting they + stood. Then, in a flash, I mentally saw and understood the whole + situation. The runners of the cutter, still held up by the snow of the + drift which sloped down into the field and which the horses had churned + into slabs and clods, had struck the fence wire and, lifting the whole of + the conveyance, had placed me; cutter and all, balanced for a moment to a + nicety, on top of the post. But already we began to settle back. + </p> + <p> + I felt that I could not delay, for a moment later the runners would slip + off the wire and the cutter fall backward; that was the certain signal for + the horses to bolt. The very paradoxicality of the situation seemed to + give me a clue. I clicked my tongue and, holding the horses back with my + last ounce of strength, made them slowly dance forward and pull me over + the fence. In a moment I realized that I had made a mistake. A quick pull + would have jerked me clear of the post. As it was, it slowly grated along + the bottom of the box; then the cutter tilted forward, and when the + runners slipped off the wire, the cutter with myself pitched back with a + frightful knock against the post. The back panel of the box still shows + the splintered tear that fence post made. The shock of it threw me + forward, for a second I lost all purchase on the lines, and again the + horses went off in a panic. It was quite dark now, for the clouds were + thickening in the sky. While I attended to the horses, I reflected that + probably something had broken back there in the cutter, but worst of all, + I realized that this incident, for the time being at least, had completely + broken my nerve. As soon as I had brought the horses to a stop, I turned + in the knee-deep snow of the field and made for the fence. + </p> + <p> + Half a mile ahead there gleamed a light. I had, of course, to stay on the + field, and I drove along, slowly and carefully, skirting the fence and + watching it as closely as what light there was permitted. + </p> + <p> + I do not know why this incident affected me the way it did; but I presume + that the cumulative effect of three mishaps, one following the other, had + something to do with it; the same as it affected the horses. But more than + that, I believe, it was the effect of the skies. I am rather subject to + the influence of atmospheric conditions. There are not many things that I + would rather watch. No matter what the aspect of the skies may be, they + fascinate me. I have heard people say, “What a dull day!”—or, “What + a sleepy day!”—and that when I was enjoying my own little paradise + in yielding to the moods of cloud and sky. To this very hour I am + convinced that the skies broke my nerve that night, that those incidents + merely furnished them with an opportunity to get their work in more + tellingly. + </p> + <p> + Of the remainder of the drive little needs to be said. I found a way out + of the field, back to the road, drove into the yard of the farm where I + had seen the light, knocked at the house, and asked for and obtained the + night’s accommodation for myself and for my horses. + </p> + <p> + At six o’clock next morning I was on the road again. Both I and the horses + had shaken off the nightmare, and through a sprinkling, dusting fall of + snow we made the correction line and finally home in the best of moods and + conditions. + </p> + <p> + END <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg’s Over Prairie Trails, by Frederick Philip Grove + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS *** + +***** This file should be named 6111-h.htm or 6111-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/6/1/1/6111/ + +Produced by Gardner Buchanan, and David Widger + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Over Prairie Trails + +Author: Frederick Philip Grove + +Release Date: July, 2004 [EBook #6111] +Posting Date: June 13, 2009 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS *** + + + + +Produced by Gardner Buchanan + + + + + + + + + +OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS + +By Frederick Philip Grove + + + + +Contents + + Introductory + 1 Farms and Roads + 2 Fog + 3 Dawn and Diamonds + 4 Snow + 5 Wind and Waves + 6 A Call for Speed + 7 Skies and Scares + + + + +Introductory + +A few years ago it so happened that my work--teaching school--kept me +during the week in a small country town in the centre of one of the +prairie provinces while my family--wife and little daughter--lived in +the southern fringe of the great northern timber expanse, not very far +from the western shore of a great lake. My wife--like the plucky little +woman she is--in order to round off my far-from-imperial income had made +up her mind to look after a rural school that boasted of something like +a residence. I procured a buggy and horse and went "home" on Fridays, +after school was over, to return to my town on Sunday evening--covering +thus, while the season was clement and allowed straight cross-country +driving, coming and going, a distance of sixty-eight miles. Beginning +with the second week of January this distance was raised to ninety miles +because, as my more patient readers will see, the straight cross-country +roads became impassable through snow. + +These drives, the fastest of which was made in somewhat over four +hours and the longest of which took me nearly eleven--the rest of them +averaging pretty well up between the two extremes--soon became what made +my life worth living. I am naturally an outdoor creature--I have lived +for several years "on the tramp"--I love Nature more than Man--I take to +horses--horses take to me--so how could it have been otherwise? Add +to this that for various reasons my work just then was not of the most +pleasant kind--I disliked the town, the town disliked me, the school +board was sluggish and unprogressive, there was friction in the +staff--and who can wonder that on Fridays, at four o'clock, a real +holiday started for me: two days ahead with wife and child, and going +and coming--the drive. + +I made thirty-six of these trips: seventy-two drives in all. I think +I could still rehearse every smallest incident of every single one +of them. With all their weirdness, with all their sometimes dangerous +adventure--most of them were made at night, and with hardly ever any +regard being paid to the weather or to the state of the roads--they +stand out in the vast array of memorable trifles that constitute the +story of my life as among the most memorable ones. Seven drives seem, +as it were, lifted above the mass of others as worthy to be described +in some detail--as not too trivial to detain for an hour or so a patient +reader's kind attention. Not that the others lack in interest for +myself; but there is little in them of that mildly dramatic, stirring +quality which might perhaps make their recital deserving of being heard +beyond my own frugal fireside. Strange to say, only one of the seven +is a return trip. I am afraid that the prospect of going back to rather +uncongenial work must have dulled my senses. Or maybe, since I was +returning over the same road after an interval of only two days, I had +exhausted on the way north whatever there was of noticeable impressions +to be garnered. Or again, since I was coming from "home," from the +company of those for whom I lived and breathed, it might just be that +all my thoughts flew back with such an intensity that there was no +vitality left for the perception of the things immediately around me. + + + + +ONE. Farms and Roads + +At ten minutes past four, of an evening late in September, I sat in the +buggy and swung out of the livery stable that boarded my horse. Peter, +the horse, was a chunky bay, not too large, nor too small; and I had +stumbled on to him through none of my sagacity. To tell the plain truth, +I wanted to get home, I had to have a horse that could stand the trip, +no other likely looking horse was offered, this one was--on a trial +drive he looked as if he might do, and so I bought him--no, not quite--I +arranged with the owner that I should make one complete trip with +him and pay a fee of five dollars in case I did not keep him. As the +sequence showed, I could not have found a better horse for the work in +hand. + +I turned on to the road leading north, crossed the bridge, and was +between the fields. I looked at my watch and began to time myself. The +moon was new and stood high in the western sky; the sun was sinking on +the downward stretch. It was a pleasant, warm fall day, and it promised +an evening such as I had wished for on my first drive out. Not a cloud +showed anywhere. I did not urge the horse; he made the first mile in +seven, and a half minutes, and I counted that good enough. + +Then came the turn to the west; this new road was a correction line, and +I had to follow it for half a mile. There was no farmhouse on this short +bend. Then north for five miles. The road was as level as a table top--a +good, smooth, hard-beaten, age-mellowed prairie-grade. The land to east +and west was also level; binders were going and whirring their harvest +song. Nobody could have felt more contented than I did. There were two +clusters of buildings--substantial buildings--set far back from the +road, one east, the other one west, both clusters huddled homelike +and sheltered in bluffs of planted cottonwoods, straight rows of them, +three, four trees deep. My horse kept trotting leisurely along, the +wheels kept turning, a meadow lark called in a desultory way from a +nearby fence post. I was "on the go." I had torn up my roots, as it +were, I felt detached and free; and if both these prosperous looking +farms had been my property--I believe, that moment a "Thank-you" would +have bought them from me if parting from them had been the price of the +liberty to proceed. But, of course, neither one of them ever could have +been my property, for neither by temperament nor by profession had I +ever been given to the accumulation of the wealth of this world. + +A mile or so farther on there stood another group of farm +buildings--this one close to the road. An unpainted barn, a long and +low, rather ramshackle structure with sagging slidedoors that could no +longer be closed, stood in the rear of the farm yard. The dwelling +in front of it was a tall, boxlike two-story house, well painted in a +rather loud green with white door and window frames. The door in front, +one window beside it, two windows above, geometrically correct, and +stiff and cold. The house was the only green thing around, however. +Not a tree, not a shrub, not even a kitchen garden that I could see. +I looked the place over critically, while I drove by. Somehow I was +convinced that a bachelor owned it--a man who made this house--which +was much too large for him--his "bunk." There it stood, slick and cold, +unhospitable as ever a house was. A house has its physiognomy as well +as a man, for him who can read it; and this one, notwithstanding its new +and shining paint, was sullen, morose, and nearly vicious and spiteful. +I turned away. I should not have cared to work for its owner. + +Peter was trotting along. I do not know why on this first trip he never +showed the one of his two most prominent traits--his laziness. As I +found out later on, so long as I drove him single (he changed entirely +in this respect when he had a mate), he would have preferred to be +hitched behind, with me between the shafts pulling buggy and him. That +was his weakness, but in it there also lay his strength. As soon as I +started to dream or to be absorbed in the things around, he was sure +to fall into the slowest of walks. When then he heard the swish of +the whip, he would start with the worst of consciences, gallop away at +breakneck speed, and slow down only when he was sure the whip was safe +in its socket. When we met a team and pulled out on the side of the +road, he would take it for granted that I desired to make conversation. +He stopped instantly, drew one hindleg up, stood on three legs, and +drooped his head as if he had come from the ends of the world. Oh yes, +he knew how to spare himself. But on the other hand, when it came to a +tight place, where only an extraordinary effort would do, I had never +driven a horse on which I could more confidently rely. What any horse +could do, he did. + +About two miles beyond I came again to a cluster of buildings, close to +the corner of the crossroads, sheltered, homelike, inviting in a large +natural bluff of tall, dark-green poplars. Those first two houses had +had an aristocratic aloofness--I should not have liked to turn in +there for shelter or for help. But this was prosperous, open-handed, +well-to-do middle class; not that conspicuous "moneyedness" that we so +often find in our new west when people have made their success; but the +solid, friendly, everyday liberality that for generations has not had to +pinch itself and therefore has mellowed down to taking the necessities +and a certain amount of give and take for granted. I was glad when on +closer approach I noticed a school embedded in the shady green of the +corner. I thought with pleasure of children being so close to people +with whom I should freely have exchanged a friendly greeting and +considered it a privilege. In my mental vision I saw beeches and elms +and walnut trees around a squire's place in the old country. + +The road began to be lined with thickets of shrubs here: choke cherry +bushes, with some ripe, dried-up black berries left on the branches, +with iron-black bark, and with wiry stems, in the background; in +front of them, closer to the driveway, hawthorn, rich with red fruit; +rosebushes with scarlet leaves reaching down to nearly underfoot. It +is one of the most pleasing characteristics of our native thickets +that they never rise abruptly Always they shade off through cushionlike +copses of smaller growth into the level ground around. + +The sun was sinking. I knew a mile or less further north I should have +to turn west in order to avoid rough roads straight ahead. That meant +doubling up, because some fifteen miles or so north I should have to +turn east again, my goal being east of my starting place. These fifteen +or sixteen miles of the northward road I did not know; so I was anxious +to make them while I could see. I looked at the moon--I could count on +some light from her for an hour or so after sundown. But although I knew +the last ten or twelve miles of my drive fairly well, I was also aware +of the fact that there were in it tricky spots--forkings of mere trails +in muskeg bush--where leaving the beaten log-track might mean as much +as being lost. So I looked at my watch again and shook the lines over +Peter's back. The first six miles had taken me nearly fifty minutes. +I looked at the sun again, rather anxiously I could count on him for +another hour and a quarter--well and good then! + +There was the turn. Just north of it, far back from both roads, another +farmyard. Behind it--to the north, stretched out, a long windbreak of +poplars, with a gap or a vista in its centre. Barn and outbuildings +were unpainted, the house white; a not unpleasing group, but something +slovenly about it. I saw with my mind's eye numerous children, rather +neglected, uncared for, an overworked, sickly woman, a man who was bossy +and harsh. + +The road angles here. Bell's farm consists of three quartersections; the +southwest quarter lends its diagonal for the trail. I had hardly +made the turn, however, when a car came to meet me. It stopped. The +school-inspector of the district looked out. I drew in and returned his +greeting, half annoyed at being thus delayed. But his very next word +made me sit up. He had that morning inspected my wife's school and seen +her and my little girl; they were both as well as they could be. I felt +so glad that I got out of my buggy to hand him my pouch of tobacco, the +which he took readily enough. He praised my wife's work, as no doubt +he had reason to do, and I should have given him a friendly slap on the +shoulder, had not just then my horse taken it into his head to walk away +without me. + +I believe I was whistling when I got back to the buggy seat. I know I +slapped the horse's rump with my lines and sang out, "Get up, Peter, we +still have a matter of nearly thirty miles to make." + +The road becomes pretty much a mere trail here, a rut-track, smooth +enough in the rut, where the wheels ran, but rough for the horse's feet +in between. + +To the left I found the first untilled land. It stretched far away to +the west, overgrown with shrub-willow, wolf-willow and symphoricarpus--a +combination that is hard to break with the plow. I am fond of the silver +grey, leathery foliage of the wolf-willow which is so characteristic of +our native woods. Cinquefoil, too, the shrubby variety, I saw in great +numbers--another one of our native dwarf shrubs which, though decried as +a weed, should figure as a border plant in my millionaire's park. + +And as if to make my enjoyment of the evening's drive supreme, I saw +the first flocks of my favourite bird, the goldfinch. All over this vast +expanse, which many would have called a waste, there were strings +of them, chasing each other in their wavy flight, twittering on the +downward stretch, darting in among the bushes, turning with incredible +swiftness and sureness of wing the shortest of curves about a branch, +and undulating away again to where they came from. + +To the east I had, while pondering over the beautiful wilderness, +passed a fine bluff of stately poplars that stood like green gold in +the evening sun. They sheltered apparently, though at a considerable +distance, another farmhouse; for a road led along their southern edge, +lined with telephone posts. A large flock of sheep was grazing between +the bluff and the trail, the most appropriate kind of stock for this +particular landscape. + +While looking back at them, I noticed a curious trifle. The fence along +my road had good cedar posts, placed about fifteen feet apart. But at +one point there were two posts where one would have done. The wire, in +fact, was not fastened at all to the supernumerary one, and yet this +useless post was strongly braced by two stout, slanting poles. A mere +nothing, which I mention only because it was destined to be an important +landmark for me on future drives. + +We drove on. At the next mile-corner all signs of human habitation +ceased. I had now on both sides that same virgin ground which I have +described above. Only here it was interspersed with occasional thickets +of young aspen-boles. It was somewhere in this wilderness that I saw a +wolf, a common prairie-wolf with whom I became quite familiar later on. +I made it my custom during the following weeks, on my return trips, to +start at a given point a few miles north of here eating the lunch which +my wife used to put up for me: sandwiches with crisply fried bacon for a +filling. And when I saw that wolf for the second time, I threw a little +piece of bacon overboard. He seemed interested in the performance and +stood and watched me in an averted kind of way from a distance. I have +often noticed that you can never see a wolf from the front, unless it +so happens that he does not see you. If he is aware of your presence, he +will instantly swing around, even though he may stop and watch you. If +he watches, he does so with his head turned back. That is one of the +many precautions the wily fellow has learned, very likely through +generations of bitter experience. After a while I threw out a second +piece, and he started to trot alongside, still half turned away; he +kept at a distance of about two hundred yards to the west running in a +furtive, half guilty-looking way, with his tail down and his eye on me. +After that he became my regular companion, an expected feature of my +return trips, running with me every time for a while and coming a little +bit closer till about the middle of November he disappeared, never to be +seen again. This time I saw him in the underbrush, about a hundred yards +ahead and as many more to the west. I took him by surprise, as he took +me. I was sorry I had not seen him a few seconds sooner. For, when I +focused my eyes on him, he stood in a curious attitude: as if he was +righting himself after having slipped on his hindfeet in running a sharp +curve. At the same moment a rabbit shot across that part of my field +of vision to the east which I saw in a blurred way only, from the very +utmost corner of my right eye. I did not turn but kept my eyes glued to +the wolf. Nor can I tell whether I had stirred the rabbit up, or whether +the wolf had been chasing or stalking it. I should have liked to know, +for I have never seen a wolf stalking a rabbit, though I have often seen +him stalk fowl. Had he pulled up when he saw me? As I said, I cannot +tell, for now he was standing in the characteristic wolf-way, half +turned, head bent back, tail stretched out nearly horizontally. The tail +sank, the whole beast seemed to shrink, and suddenly he slunk away with +amazing agility. Poor fellow--he did not know that many a time I had fed +some of his brothers in cruel winters. But he came to know me, as I +knew him; for whenever he left me on later drives, very close to Bell's +corner, after I had finished my lunch, he would start right back on my +trail, nose low, and I have no doubt that he picked up the bits of bacon +which I had dropped as tidbits for him. + +I drove and drove. The sun neared the horizon now It was about six +o'clock. The poplar thickets on both sides of the road began to be +larger. In front the trail led towards a gate in a long, long line of +towering cottonwoods. What was beyond? + +It proved to be a gate indeed. Beyond the cottonwoods there ran an +eastward grade lined on the north side by a ditch which I had to cross +on a culvert. It will henceforth be known as the "twelve-mile bridge." +Beyond the culvert the road which I followed had likewise been worked up +into a grade. I did not like it, for it was new and rough. But less did +I like the habitation at the end of its short, one-mile career. It stood +to the right, close to the road, and was a veritable hovel. [Footnote: +It might be well to state expressly here that, whatever has been said +in these pages concerning farms and their inhabitants, has intentionally +been so arranged as not to apply to the exact localities at which they +are described. Anybody at all familiar with the district through which +these drives were made will readily identify every natural landmark. But +although I have not consciously introduced any changes in the landscape +as God made it, I have in fairness to the settlers entirely redrawn the +superimposed man-made landscape.] It was built of logs, but it looked +more like a dugout, for stable as well as dwelling were covered by way +of a roof with blower-thrown straw In the door of the hovel there stood +two brats--poor things! + +The road was a trail again for a mile or two. It led once more through +the underbrush-wilderness interspersed with poplar bluffs. Then +it became by degrees a real "high-class" Southern Prairie grade. I +wondered, but not for long. Tall cottonwood bluffs, unmistakably planted +trees, betrayed more farms. There were three of them, and, strange to +say, here on the very fringe of civilization I found that "moneyed" +type--a house, so new and up-to-date, that it verily seemed to turn up +its nose to the traveller. I am sure it had a bathroom without a +bathtub and various similar modern inconveniences. The barn was of the +Agricultural-College type--it may be good, scientific, and all that, but +it seems to crush everything else around out of existence; and it surely +is not picturesque--unless it has wings and silos to relieve its rigid +contours. Here it had not. + +The other two farms to which I presently came--buildings set back from +the road, but not so far as to give them the air of aloofness--had again +that friendly, old-country expression that I have already mentioned: +here it was somewhat marred, though, by an over-rigidity of the lines. +It is unfortunate that our farmers, when they plant at all, will nearly +always plant in straight lines. The straight line is a flaw where we try +to blend the work of our hands with Nature. They also as a rule neglect +shrubs that would help to furnish a foreground for their trees; and, +worst of all, they are given to importing, instead of utilising our +native forest growth. Not often have I seen, for instance, our high-bush +cranberry planted, although it certainly is one of the most beautiful +shrubs to grow in copses. + +These two farms proved to be pretty much the last sign of comfort that I +was to meet on my drives to the north. Though later I learned the names +of their owners and even made their acquaintance, for me they remained +the "halfway farms," for, after I had passed them, at the very next +corner, I was seventeen miles from my starting point, seventeen miles +from "home." + +Beyond, stretches of the real wilderness began, the pioneer country, +where farms, except along occasional highroads, were still three, +four miles apart, where the breaking on few homesteads had reached the +thirty-acre mark, and where a real, "honest-to-goodness" cash dollar +bill was often as scarce as a well-to-do teacher in the prairie country. + +The sun went down, a ball of molten gold--two hours from "town," as I +called it. It was past six o'clock. There were no rosy-fingered clouds; +just a paling of the blue into white; then a greying of the western +sky; and lastly the blue again, only this time dark. A friendly crescent +still showed trail and landmarks after even the dusk had died away. Four +miles, or a little more, and I should be in familiar land again. Four +miles, that I longed to make, before the last light failed... + +The road angled to the northeast. I was by no means very sure of it. I +knew which general direction to hold, but trails that often became mere +cattle-paths crossed and criss-crossed repeatedly. It was too dark by +this time to see very far. I did not know the smaller landmarks. But I +knew, if I drove my horse pretty briskly, I must within little more than +half an hour strike a black wall of the densest primeval forest fringing +a creek--and, skirting this creek, I must find an old, weather-beaten +lumber bridge. When I had crossed that bridge, I should know the +landmarks again. + +Underbrush everywhere, mostly symphoricarpus, I thought. Large trunks +loomed up, charred with forest fires; here and there a round, white +or light-grey stone, ghostly in the waning light, knee-high, I should +judge. Once I passed the skeleton of a stable--the remnant of the +buildings put up by a pioneer settler who had to give in after having +wasted effort and substance and worn his knuckles to the bones. The +wilderness uses human material up... + +A breeze from the north sprang up, and it turned strangely chilly I +started to talk to Peter, the loneliness seemed so oppressive. I told +him that he should have a walk, a real walk, as soon as we had crossed +the creek. I told him we were on the homeward half--that I had a bag of +oats in the box, and that my wife would have a pail of water ready... +And Peter trotted along. + +Something loomed up in front. Dark and sinister it looked. Still there +was enough light to recognize even that which I did not know. A large +bluff of poplars rustled, the wind soughing through the stems with a +wailing note. The brush grew higher to the right. I suddenly noticed +that I was driving along a broken-down fence between the brush and +myself. The brush became a grove of boles which next seemed to shoot +up to the full height of the bluff. Then, unexpectedly, startlingly, +a vista opened. Between the silent grove to the south and the large; +whispering, wailing bluff to the north there stood in a little clearing +a snow white log house, uncannily white in the paling moonlight. I +could still distinctly see that its upper windows were nailed shut with +boards--and yes, its lower ones, too. And yet, the moment I passed it, +I saw through one unclosed window on the northside light. Unreasonably I +shuddered. + +This house, too, became a much-looked-for landmark to me on my future +drives. I learned that it stood on the range line and called it the +"White Range Line House." There hangs a story by this house. Maybe I +shall one day tell it... + +Beyond the great and awe-inspiring poplar-bluff the trail took a sharp +turn eastward. From the southwest another rut-road joined it at the +bend. I could only just make it out in the dark, for even moonlight was +fading fast now. The sudden, reverberating tramp of the horse's feet +betrayed that I was crossing a culvert. I had been absorbed in getting +my bearings, and so it came as a surprise. It had not been mentioned in +the elaborate directions which I had received with regard to the road to +follow. For a moment, therefore, I thought I must be on the wrong trail. +But just then the dim view, which had been obstructed by copses and +thickets, cleared ahead in the last glimmer of the moon, and I made +out the back cliff of forest darkly looming in the north--that forest I +knew. Behind a narrow ribbon of bush the ground sloped down to the bed +of the creek--a creek that filled in spring and became a torrent, but +now was sluggish and slow where it ran at all. In places it consisted of +nothing but a line of muddy pools strung along the bottom +of its bed. In summer these were a favourite haunting place for +mosquito-and-fly-plagued cows. There the great beasts would lie down in +the mud and placidly cool their punctured skins. A few miles southwest +the creek petered out entirely in a bed of shaly gravel bordering on the +Big Marsh which I had skirted in my drive and a corner of which I was +crossing just now. + +The road was better here and spoke of more traffic. It was used to haul +cordwood in late winter and early spring to a town some ten or fifteen +miles to the southwest. So I felt sure again I was not lost but would +presently emerge on familiar territory. The horse seemed to know it, +too, for he raised his head and went at a better gait. + +A few minutes passed. There was hardly a sound from my vehicle. The +buggy was rubber-tired, and the horse selected a smooth ribbon of grass +to run on. But from the black forest wall there came the soughing of the +wind and the nocturnal rustle of things unknown. And suddenly there came +from close at hand a startling sound: a clarion call that tore the +veil lying over my mental vision: the sharp, repeated whistle of the +whip-poor-will. And with my mind's eye I saw the dusky bird: shooting +slantways upward in its low flight which ends in a nearly perpendicular +slide down to within ten or twelve feet from the ground, the bird being +closely followed by a second one pursuing. In reality I did not see the +birds, but I heard the fast whir of their wings. + +Another bird I saw but did not hear. It was a small owl. The owl's +flight is too silent, its wing is down-padded. You may hear its +beautiful call, but you will not hear its flight, even though it circle +right around your head in the dusk. This owl crossed my path not more +than an inch or two in front. It nearly grazed my forehead, so that I +blinked. Oh, how I felt reassured! I believe, tears welled in my eyes. +When I come to the home of frog and toad, of gartersnake and owl and +whip-poor-will, a great tenderness takes possession of me, and I should +like to shield and help them all and tell them not to be afraid of me; +but I rather think they know it anyway. + +The road swung north, and then east again; we skirted the woods; we came +to the bridge; it turned straight north; the horse fell into a walk. I +felt that henceforth I could rely on my sense of orientation to find +the road. It was pitch dark in the bush--the thin slice of the moon +had reached the horizon and followed the sun; no light struck into the +hollow which I had to thread after turning to the southeast for a while. +But as if to reassure me once more and still further of the absolute +friendliness of all creation for myself--at this very moment I saw high +overhead, on a dead branch of poplar, a snow white owl, a large one, +eighteen inches tall, sitting there in state, lord as he is of the realm +of night... + +Peter walked--though I did not see the road, the horse could not mistake +it. It lay at the bottom of a chasm of trees and bushes. I drew my cloak +somewhat closer around and settled back. This cordwood trail took us on +for half a mile, and then we came to a grade leading east. The grade +was rough; it was the first one of a network of grades which were being +built by the province, not primarily for the roads they afforded, but +for the sake of the ditches of a bold and much needed drainage-system. +To this very day these yellow grades of the pioneer country along the +lake lie like naked scars on Nature's body: ugly raw, as if the bowels +were torn out of a beautiful bird and left to dry and rot on its +plumage. Age will mellow them down into harmony. + +Peter had walked for nearly half an hour. The ditch was north of the +grade. I had passed, without seeing it, a newly cut-out road to the +north which led to a lonesome schoolhouse in the bush. As always when +I passed or thought of it, I had wondered where through this +wilderness-tangle of bush and brush the children came from to fill +it--walking through winter-snows, through summer-muds, for two, +three, four miles or more to get their meagre share of the accumulated +knowledge of the world. And the teacher! Was it the money? Could it +be when there were plenty of schools in the thickly settled districts +waiting for them? I knew of one who had come to this very school in a +car and turned right back when she saw that she was expected to live as +a boarder on a comfortless homestead and walk quite a distance and +teach mostly foreign-born children. It had been the money with her! +Unfortunately it is not the woman--nor the man either, for that +matter--who drives around in a car, that will buckle down and do this +nation's work! I also knew there were others like myself who think this +backwoods bushland God's own earth and second only to Paradise--but few! +And these young girls that quake at their loneliness and yet go for a +pittance and fill a mission! But was not my wife of their very number? + +I started up. Peter was walking along. But here, somewhere, there led a +trail off the grade, down through the ditch, and to the northeast into +the bush which swallows it up and closes behind it. This trail needs +to be looked for even in daytime, and I was to find it at night! But by +this time starlight began to aid. Vega stood nearly straight overhead, +and Deneb and Altair, the great autumnal triangle in our skies. The +Bear, too, stood out boldly, and Cassiopeia opposite. + +I drew in and got out of the buggy; and walking up to the horse's head, +got ahold of the bridle and led him, meanwhile scrutinizing the ground +over which I stepped. At that I came near missing the trail. It was just +a darkening of the ground, a suggestion of black on the brown of the +grade, at the point where poles and logs had been pulled across with the +logging chain. I sprang down into the ditch and climbed up beyond and +felt with my foot for the dent worn into the edge of the slope, to make +sure that I was where I should be. It was right, so I led the horse +across. At once he stood on three legs again, left hindleg drawn up, and +rested. + +"Well, Peter," I said, "I suppose I have made it easy enough for you: +We have another twelve miles to make. You'll have to get up." But Peter +this time did not stir till I touched him a flick with my whip. + +The trail winds around, for it is a logging trail, leading up to the +best bluffs, which are ruthlessly cut down by the fuel-hunters. Only +dead and half decayed trees are spared. But still young boles spring up +in astonishing numbers. Aspen and Balm predominate, though there is some +ash and oak left here and there, with a conifer as the rarest treat for +the lover of trees. It is a pitiful thing to see a Nation's heritage +go into the discard. In France or in England it would be tended as +something infinitely precious. The face of our country as yet shows the +youth of infancy, but we make it prematurely old. The settler who should +regard the trees as his greatest pride, to be cut into as sparingly as +is compatible with the exigencies of his struggle for life--he regards +them as a nuisance to be burned down by setting wholesale fires to them. +Already there is a scarcity of fuel-wood in these parts. + +Where the fires as yet have not penetrated too badly, the cutting, which +leaves only what is worthless, determines the impression the forest +makes. At night this impression is distinctly uncanny. Like gigantic +brooms, with their handles stuck into the ground, the dead wood stands +up; the underbrush crowds against it, so dense that it lies like huge +black cushions under the stars. The inner recesses form an almost +impenetrable mass of young boles of shivering aspen and scented balm. +This mass slopes down to thickets of alder, red dogwood, haw, highbush +cranberry, and honeysuckle, with wide beds of goldenrod or purple asters +shading off into the spangled meadows wherever the copses open up into +grassy glades. + +Through this bush, and skirting its meadows, I drove for an hour. There +was another fork in the trail, and again I had to get out and walk on +the side, to feel with my foot for the rut where it branched to the +north. And then, after a while, the landscape opened up, the brush +receded. At last I became conscious of a succession of posts to the +right, and a few minutes later I emerged on the second east-west grade. +Another mile to the east along this grade, and I should come to the +last, homeward stretch. + +Again I began to talk to the horse. "Only five miles now, Peter, and +then the night's rest. A good drink, a good feed of oats and wild hay, +and the birds will waken you in the morning." + +The northern lights leaped into the sky just as I turned from this +east-west grade, north again, across a high bridge, to the last road +that led home. To the right I saw a friendly light, and a dog's barking +voice rang over from the still, distant farmstead. I knew the place. An +American settler with a French sounding name had squatted down there a +few years ago. + +The road I followed was, properly speaking, not a road at all, though +used for one. A deep master ditch had been cut from ten or twelve miles +north of here; it angled, for engineering reasons, so that I was going +northwest again. The ground removed from the ditch had been dumped along +its east side, and though it formed only a narrow, high, and steep dam, +rough with stones and overgrown with weeds, it was used by whoever had +to go north or south here. The next east-west grade which I was aiming +to reach, four miles north, was the second correction line that I had +to use, twenty-four miles distant from the first; and only a few hundred +yards from its corner I should be at home! + +At home! All my thoughts were bent on getting home now. Five or six +hours of driving will make the strongest back tired, I am told. Mine is +not of the strongest. This road lifted me above the things that I liked +to watch. Invariably, on all these drives, I was to lose interest here +unless the stars were particularly bright and brilliant. This night I +watched the lights, it is true: how they streamed across the sky, like +driving rain that is blown into wavy streaks by impetuous wind. And they +leaped and receded, and leaped and receded again. But while I watched, I +stretched my limbs and was bent on speed. There were a few particularly +bad spots in the road, where I could not do anything but walk the +horse. So, where the going was fair, I urged him to redoubled effort. I +remember how I reflected that the horse as yet did not know we were so +near home, this being his first trip out; and I also remember, that +my wife afterwards told me that she had heard me a long while before I +came--had heard me talking to the horse, urging him on and encouraging +him. + +Now I came to a slight bend in the road. Only half a mile! And sure +enough: there was the signal put out for me. A lamp in one of the +windows of the school--placed so that after I turned in on the yard, I +could not see it--it might have blinded my eye, and the going is rough +there with stumps and stones. I could not see the cottage, it stood +behind the school. But the school I saw clearly outlined against the +dark blue, star-spangled sky, for it stands on a high gravel ridge. And +in the most friendly and welcoming way it looked with its single eye +across at the nocturnal guest. + +I could not see the cottage, but I knew that my little girl lay sleeping +in her cosy bed, and that a young woman was sitting there in the dark, +her face glued to the windowpane, to be ready with a lantern which +burned in the kitchen whenever I might pull up between school and house. +And there, no doubt, she had been sitting for a long while already; and +there she was destined to sit during the winter that came, on +Friday nights--full often for many and many an hour--full often till +midnight--and sometimes longer... + + + + +TWO. Fog + +Peter took me north, alone, on six successive trips. We had rain, we had +snow, we had mud, and hard-frozen ground. It took us four, it took us +six, it took us on one occasion--after a heavy October snowfall--nearly +eleven hours to make the trip. That last adventure decided me. It was +unavoidable that I should buy a second horse. The roads were getting +too heavy for single driving over such a distance. This time I wanted a +horse that I could sell in the spring to a farmer for any kind of work +on the land. I looked around for a while. Then I found Dan. He was a +sorrel, with some Clyde blood in him. He looked a veritable skate of a +horse. You could lay your fingers between his ribs, and he played out +on the first trip I ever made with this newly-assembled, strange-looking +team. But when I look back at that winter, I cannot but say that again +I chose well. After I had fed him up, he did the work in a thoroughly +satisfactory manner, and he learnt to know the road far better than +Peter. Several times I should have been lost without his unerring road +sense. In the spring I sold him for exactly what I had paid; the farmer +who bought him has him to this very day [Footnote: Spring, 1919.] and +says he never had a better horse. + +I also had found that on moonless nights it was indispensable for me to +have lights along. Now maybe the reader has already noticed that I am +rather a thorough-going person. For a week I worked every day after four +at my buggy and finally had a blacksmith put on the finishing touches. +What I rigged up, was as follows: On the front springs I fastened with +clamps two upright iron supports; between them with thumbscrews the +searchlight of a wrecked steam tractor which I got for a "Thank-you" +from a junk-pile. Into the buggy box I laid a borrowed acetylene +gas tank, strapped down with two bands of galvanized tin. I made the +connection by a stout rubber tube, "guaranteed not to harden in the +severest weather." To the side of the box I attached a short piece of +bandiron, bent at an angle, so that a bicycle lamp could be slipped over +it. Against the case that I should need a handlight, I carried besides +a so-called dashboard coal-oil lantern with me. With all lamps going, it +must have been a strange outfit to look at from a distance in the dark. + +I travelled by this time in fur coat and cap, and I carried a robe for +myself and blankets for the horses, for I now fed them on the road soon +after crossing the creek. + +Now on the second Friday of November there had been a smell of smoke in +the air from the early morning. The marsh up north was afire--as it had +been off and on for a matter of twenty-odd years. The fire consumes +on the surface everything that will burn; the ground cools down, a new +vegetation springs up, and nobody would suspect--as there is nothing to +indicate--that only a few feet below the heat lingers, ready to leap up +again if given the opportunity In this case I was told that a man had +started to dig a well on a newly filed claim, and that suddenly he found +himself wrapped about in smoke and flames. I cannot vouch for the truth +of this, but I can vouch for the fact that the smoke of the fire was +smelt for forty miles north and that in the afternoon a combination +of this smoke (probably furnishing "condensation nuclei") and of the +moisture in the air, somewhere along or above the lake brought about +the densest fog I had ever seen on the prairies. How it spread, I shall +discuss later on. To give an idea of its density I will mention right +here that on the well travelled road between two important towns a man +abandoned his car during the early part of the night because he lost his +nerve when his lights could no longer penetrate the fog sufficiently to +reach the road. + +I was warned at noon. "You surely do not intend to go out to-night?" +remarked a lawyer-acquaintance to me at the dinner table in the hotel; +for by telephone from lake-points reports of the fog had already reached +the town. "I intend to leave word at the stable right now," I replied, +"to have team and buggy in front of the school at four o'clock." "Well," +said the lawyer in getting up, "I would not; you'll run into fog." + +And into fog I did run. At this time of the year I had at best only a +little over an hour's start in my race against darkness. I always drove +my horses hard now while daylight lasted; I demanded from them their +very best strength at the start. Then, till we reached the last clear +road over the dam, I spared them as much as I could. I had met up with a +few things in the dark by now, and I had learned, if a difficulty arose, +how much easier it is to cope with it even in failing twilight than by +the gleam of lantern or headlight; for the latter never illumine more +than a limited spot. + +So I had turned Bell's corner by the time I hit the fog. I saw it in +front and to the right. It drew a slanting line across the road. There +it stood like a wall. Not a breath seemed to be stirring. The fog, +from a distance, appeared to rise like a cliff, quite smoothly, and it +blotted out the world beyond. When I approached it, I saw that its face +was not so smooth as it had appeared from half a mile back; nor was it +motionless. In fact, it was rolling south and west like a wave of great +viscosity. Though my senses failed to perceive the slightest breath of a +breeze, the fog was brewing and whirling, and huge spheres seemed to be +forming in it, and to roll forward, slowly, and sometimes to recede, as +if they had encountered an obstacle and rebounded clumsily. I had seen +a tidal wave, fifty or more feet high, sweep up the "bore" of a river +at the head of the Bay of Fundy. I was reminded of the sight; but here +everything seemed to proceed in a strangely, weirdly leisurely +way. There was none of that rush, of that hurry about this fog that +characterizes water. Besides there seemed to be no end to the wave +above; it reached up as far as your eye could see--now bulging in, now +out, but always advancing. It was not so slow however, as for the moment +I judged it to be; for I was later on told that it reached the town at +about six o'clock. And here I was, at five, six and a half miles from +its limits as the crow flies. + +I had hardly time to take in the details that I have described before I +was enveloped in the folds of the fog. I mean this quite literally, for +I am firmly convinced that an onlooker from behind would have seen the +grey masses fold in like a sheet when I drove against them. It must have +looked as if a driver were driving against a canvas moving in a slight +breeze--canvas light and loose enough to be held in place by the +resistance of the air so as to enclose him. Or maybe I should say +"veiling" instead of canvas--or something still lighter and airier. +Have you ever seen milk poured carefully down the side of a glass vessel +filled with water? Well, clear air and fog seemed to behave towards +each other pretty much the same way as milk in that case behaves towards +water. + +I am rather emphatic about this because I have made a study of just such +mists on a very much smaller scale. In that northern country where my +wife taught her school and where I was to live for nearly two years as +a convalescent, the hollows of the ground on clear cold summer nights, +when the mercury dipped down close to the freezing point, would +sometimes fill with a white mist of extraordinary density. Occasionally +this mist would go on forming in higher and higher layers by +condensation; mostly however, it seemed rather to come from below. +But always, when it was really dense, there was a definite plane of +demarcation. In fact, that was the criterion by which I recognised this +peculiar mist. Mostly there is, even in the north, a layer of lesser +density over the pools, gradually shading off into the clear air above. +Nothing of what I am going to describe can be observed in that case. + +One summer, when I was living not over two miles from the lakeshore, I +used to go down to these pools whenever they formed in the right way; +and when I approached them slowly and carefully, I could dip my hand +into the mist as into water, and I could feel the coolness of the +misty layers. It was not because my hand got moist, for it did not. No +evaporation was going on there, nor any condensation either. Nor did +noticeable bubbles form because there was no motion in the mass which +might have caused the infinitesimal droplets to collide and to coalesce +into something perceivable to my senses. + +Once, of a full-moon night, I spent an hour getting into a pool like +that, and when I looked down at my feet, I could not see them. But after +I had been standing in it for a while, ten minutes maybe, a clear space +had formed around my body, and I could see the ground. The heat of my +body helped the air to redissolve the mist into steam. And as I watched, +I noticed that a current was set up. The mist was continually flowing +in towards my feet and legs where the body-heat was least. And where +evaporation proceeded fastest, that is at the height of my waist, little +wisps of mist would detach themselves from the side of the funnel of +clear air in which I stood, and they would, in a slow, graceful motion, +accelerated somewhat towards the last, describe a downward and inward +curve towards the lower part of my body before they dissolved. I thought +of that elusive and yet clearly defined layer of mist that forms in +the plane of contact between the cold air flowing from Mammoth Cave +in Kentucky and the ambient air of a sultry summer day. [Footnote: See +Burroughs' wonderful description of this phenomenon in "Riverby."] + +On another of the rare occasions when the mists had formed in the +necessary density I went out again, put a stone in my pocket and took a +dog along. I approached a shallow mist pool with the greatest caution. +The dog crouched low, apparently thinking that I was stalking some game. +Then, when I had arrived within about ten or fifteen yards from the edge +of the pool, I took the stone from my pocket, showed it to the dog, and +threw it across the pool as fast and as far as I could. The dog dashed +in and tore through the sheet. Where the impact of his body came, the +mist bulged in, then broke. For a while there were two sheets, separated +by a more or less clearly defined, vertical layer of transparency +or maybe blackness rather. The two sheets were in violent commotion, +approaching, impinging upon each other, swinging back again to complete +separation, and so on. But the violence of the motion consisted by +no means in speed: it suggested a very much retarded rolling off of a +motion picture reel. There was at first an element of disillusion in the +impression. I felt tempted to shout and to spur the mist into greater +activity. On the surface, to both sides of the tear, waves ran out, and +at the edges of the pool they rose in that same leisurely, stately +way which struck me as one of the most characteristic features of that +November mist; and at last it seemed as if they reared and reached up, +very slowly as a dying man may stand up once more before he falls. And +only after an interval that seemed unconscionably long to me the whole +pool settled back to comparative smoothness, though without its definite +plane of demarcation now. Strange to say, the dog had actually started +something, a rabbit maybe or a jumping deer, and did not return. + +When fogs spread, as a rule they do so in air already saturated with +moisture. What really spreads, is the cold air which by mixing with, +and thereby cooling, the warmer, moisture-laden atmosphere causes +the condensation. That is why our fall mists mostly are formed in an +exceedingly slight but still noticeable breeze. But in the case of these +northern mist pools, whenever the conditions are favourable for their +formation, the moisture of the upper air seems to be pretty well +condensed as dew It is only in the hollows of the ground that it remains +suspended in this curious way. I cannot, so far, say whether it is due +to the fact that where radiation is largely thrown back upon the walls +of the hollow, the fall in temperature at first is very much slower +than in the open, thus enabling the moisture to remain in suspension; or +whether the hollows serve as collecting reservoirs for the cold air +from the surrounding territory--the air carrying the already condensed +moisture with it; or whether, lastly, it is simply due to a greater +saturation of the atmosphere in these cavities, consequent upon the +greater approach of their bottom to the level of the ground water. I +have seen a "waterfall" of this mist overflow from a dent in the edge of +ground that contained a pool. That seems to argue for an origin similar +to that of a spring; as if strongly moisture-laden air welled up from +underground, condensing its steam as it got chilled. It is these strange +phenomena that are familiar, too, in the northern plains of Europe which +must have given rise to the belief in elves and other weird creations of +the brain--"the earth has bubbles as the water has"--not half as weird, +though, as some realities are in the land which I love. + +Now this great, memorable fog of that November Friday shared the nature +of the mist pools of the north in as much as to a certain extent it +refused to mingle with the drier and slightly warmer air into which it +travelled. It was different from them in as much as it fairly dripped +and oozed with a very palpable wetness. Just how it displaced the air in +its path, is something which I cannot with certainty say. Was it formed +as a low layer somewhere over the lake and slowly pushed along by a +gentle, imperceptible, fan-shaped current of air? Fan-shaped, I say; +for, as we shall see, it travelled simultaneously south and north; and +I must infer that in exactly the same way it travelled west. Or was it +formed originally like a tremendous column which flattened out by and +by, through its own greater gravity slowly displacing the lighter air in +the lower strata? I do not know, but I am inclined to accept the latter +explanation. I do know that it travelled at the rate of about six miles +an hour; and its coming was observed somewhat in detail by two other +observers besides myself--two people who lived twenty-five miles apart, +one to the north, one to the south of where I hit it. Neither one was as +much interested in things meteorological as I am, but both were struck +by the unusual density of the fog, and while one saw it coming from the +north, the other one saw it approaching from the south. + +I have no doubt that at last it began to mingle with the clearer air and +to thin out; in fact, I have good testimony to that effect. And early +next morning it was blown by a wind like an ordinary fog-cloud all over +Portage Plains. + +I also know that further north, at my home, for instance, it had the +smell of the smoke which could not have proceeded from anywhere but the +marsh; and the marsh lay to the south of it. That seemed to prove that +actually the mist was spreading from a common centre in at least two +directions. These points, which I gathered later, strongly confirmed my +own observations, which will be set down further on. It must, then, +have been formed as a layer of a very considerable height, to be able to +spread over so many square miles. + +As I said, I was reminded of those mist pools in the north when I +approached the cliff of the fog, especially of that "waterfall" of mist +of which I spoke. But besides the difference in composition--the fog, +as we shall see, was not homogeneous, this being the cause of its +wetness--there was another important point of distinction. For, while +the mist of the pools is of the whitest white, this fog showed from the +outside and in the mass--the single wreaths seemed white enough--rather +the colour of that "wet, unbleached linen" of which Burroughs speaks in +connection with rain-clouds. + +Now, as soon as I was well engulfed in the fog, I had a few surprises. +I could no longer see the road ahead; I could not see the fence along +which I had been driving; I saw the horses' rumps, but I did not see +their heads. I bent forward over the dashboard: I could not even see +the ground below It was a series of negatives. I stopped the horses. I +listened--then looked at my watch. The stillness of the grave enveloped +me. It was a little past five o'clock. The silence was oppressive--the +misty impenetrability of the atmosphere was appalling. I do not say +"darkness," for as yet it was not really dark. I could still see the +dial of my watch clearly enough to read the time. But darkness was +falling fast--"falling," for it seemed to come from above: mostly it +rises--from out of the shadows under the trees--advancing, fighting back +the powers of light above. + +One of the horses, I think it was Peter, coughed. It was plain they felt +chilly. I thought of my lights and started with stiffening fingers +to fumble at the valves of my gas tank. When reaching into my trouser +pockets for matches, I was struck with the astonishing degree to which +my furs had been soaked in these few minutes. As for wetness, the fog +was like a sponge. At last, kneeling in the buggy box, I got things +ready. I smelt the gas escaping from the burner of my bicycle lantern +and heard it hissing in the headlight. The problem arose of how to light +a match. I tried various places--without success. Even the seat of my +trousers proved disappointing. I got a sizzling and sputtering flame, it +is true, but it went out before I could apply it to the gas. The water +began to drip from the backs of my hands. It was no rain because it did +not fall. It merely floated along; but the droplets, though smaller, +were infinitely more numerous than in a rain--there were more of them +in a given space. At last I lifted the seat cushion under which I had a +tool box filled with ropes, leather straps and all manner of things that +I might ever be in need of during my nights in the open. There I found +a dry spot where to strike the needed match. I got the bicycle lantern +started. It burned quite well, and I rather admired it: unreasoningly +I seemed to have expected that it would not burn in so strange an +atmosphere. So I carefully rolled a sheet of letter paper into a fairly +tight roll, working with my back to the fog and under the shelter of my +big raccoon coat. I took a flame from the bicycle light and sheltered +and nursed it along till I thought it would stand the drizzle. Then I +turned and thrust the improvised torch into the bulky reflector case of +the searchlight. The result was startling. A flame eighteen inches high +leaped up with a crackling and hissing sound. + +The horses bolted, and the buggy jumped. I was lucky, for inertia +carried me right back on the seat, and as soon as I had the lines in +my hands again, I felt that the horses did not really mean it. I do not +think we had gone more than two or three hundred yards before the team +was under control. I stopped and adjusted the overturned valves. When +I succeeded, I found to my disappointment that the heat of that first +flame had partly spoiled the reflector. Still, my range of vision now +extended to the belly-band in the horses' harness. The light that used +to show me the road for about fifty feet in front of the horses' heads +gave a short truncated cone of great luminosity, which was interesting +and looked reassuring; but it failed to reach the ground, for it was so +adjusted that the focus of the converging light rays lay ahead and not +below. Before, therefore, the point of greatest luminosity was reached, +the light was completely absorbed by the fog. + +I got out of the buggy, went to the horses' heads and patted their noses +which were dripping with wetness. But now that I faced the headlight, +I could see it though I had failed to see the horses' heads when seated +behind it. This, too, was quite reassuring, for it meant that the horses +probably could see the ground even though I did not. + +But where was I? I soon found out that we had shot off the trail. And to +which side? I looked at my watch again. Already the incident had cost me +half an hour. It was really dark by now, even outside the fog, for there +was no moon. I tried out how far I could get away from the buggy without +losing sight of the light. It was only a very few steps, not more than a +dozen. I tried to visualize where I had been when I struck the fog. And +fortunately my habit of observing the smallest details, even, if only +subconsciously, helped me out. I concluded that the horses had bolted +straight ahead, thus missing an s-shaped curve to the right. + +At this moment I heard Peter paw the ground impatiently; so I quickly +returned to the horses, for I did not relish the idea of being left +alone. There was an air of impatience and nervousness about both of +them. + +I took my bicycle lantern and reached for the lines. Then, standing +clear of the buggy, I turned the horses at right angles, to the north, +as I imagined it to be. When we started, I walked alongside the team +through dripping underbrush and held the lantern with my free hand close +down to the ground. + +Two or three times I stopped during the next half hour, trying, since we +still did not strike the trail, to reason out a different course. I was +now wet through and through up to my knees; and I had repeatedly run +into willow-clumps, which did not tend to make me any drier either. At +last I became convinced that in bolting the horses must have swerved +a little to the south, so that in starting up again we had struck a +tangent to the big bend north, just beyond Bell's farm. If that was +the case, we should have to make another turn to the right in order to +strike the road again, for at best we were then simply going parallel +to it. The trouble was that I had nothing to tell me the directions, not +even a tree the bark or moss of which might have vouchsafed information. +Suddenly I had an inspiration. Yes, the fog was coming from the +northeast! So, by observing the drift of the droplets I could find at +least an approximate meridian line. I went to the headlight, and an +observation immediately confirmed my conjecture. I was now convinced +that I was on that wild land where two months ago I had watched the +goldfinches disporting themselves in the evening sun. But so as not to +turn back to the south, I struck out at an angle of only about sixty +degrees to my former direction. I tried not to swerve, which involved +rough going, and I had many a stumble. Thus I walked for another half +hour or thereabout. + +Then, certainly! This was the road! The horses turned into it of their +own accord. That was the most reassuring thing of all. There was one +strange doubt left. Somehow I was not absolutely clear about it whether +north might not after all be behind. I stopped. Even a new observation +of the fog did not remove the last vestige of a doubt. I had to take a +chance, some landmark might help after a while. + +I believe in getting ready before I start. So I took my coal-oil +lantern, lighted and suspended it under the rear springs of the buggy +in such a way that it would throw its light back on the road. Having the +light away down, I expected to be able to see at least whether I was +on a road or not. In this I was only partly successful; for on the +rut-trails nothing showed except the blades of grass and the tops of +weeds; while on the grades where indeed I could make out the ground, I +did not need a light, for, as I found out, I could more confidently rely +on my ear. + +I got back to my seat and proceeded to make myself as comfortable as +I could. I took off my shoes and socks keeping well under the +robe--extracted a pair of heavy woollens from my suitcase under the +seat, rubbed my feet dry and then wrapped up, without putting my shoes +on again, as carefully and scientifically as only a man who has had +pneumonia and is a chronic sufferer from pleuritis knows how to do. + +At last I proceeded. After listening again with great care for any sound +I touched the horses with my whip, and they fell into a quiet trot. It +was nearly seven now, and I had probably not yet made eight miles. We +swung along. If I was right in my calculations and the horses kept +to the road, I should strike the "twelve-mile bridge" in about +three-quarters of an hour. That was the bridge leading through the +cottonwood gate to the grade past the "hovel." I kept the watch in the +mitt of my left hand. + +Not for a moment did it occur to me to turn back. Way up north there was +a young woman preparing supper for me. The fog might not be there--she +would expect me--I could not disappoint her. And then there was the +little girl, who usually would wake up and in her "nightie" come out of +bed and sleepily smile at me and climb on to my knee and nod off again. +I thought of them, to be sure, of the hours and hours in wait for them, +and a great tenderness came over me, and gratitude for the belated home +they gave an aging man... + +And slowly my mind reverted to the things at hand. And this is what was +the most striking feature about them: I was shut in, closed off from +the world around. Apart from that cone of visibility in front of the +headlight, and another much smaller one from the bicycle lamp, there was +not a thing I could see. If the road was the right one, I was passing +now through some square miles of wild land. Right and left there were +poplar thickets, and ahead there was that line of stately cottonwoods. +But no suggestion of a landmark--nothing except a cone of light which +was filled with fog and cut into on both sides by two steaming and +rhythmically moving horseflanks. It was like a very small room, this +space of light--the buggy itself, in darkness, forming an alcove to it, +in which my hand knew every well-appointed detail. Gradually, while +I was warming up, a sense of infinite comfort came, and with it the +enjoyment of the elvish aspect. + +I began to watch the fog. By bending over towards the dashboard and +looking into the soon arrested glare I could make out the component +parts of the fog. It was like the mixture of two immiscible +liquids--oil, for instance, shaken up with water. A fine, impalpable, +yet very dense mist formed the ground mass. But in it there floated +myriads of droplets, like the droplets of oil in water. These droplets +would sometimes sparkle in a mild, unobtrusive way as they were nearing +the light; and then they would dash against the pane and keep it +dripping, dripping down. + +I leaned back again; and I watched the whole of the light-cone. Snow +white wisps would float and whirl through it in graceful curves, stirred +into motion by the horses' trot. Or a wreath of it would start to dance, +as if gently pulled or plucked at from above; and it would revolve, +faster towards the end, and fade again into the shadows behind. I +thought of a summer in Norrland, in Sweden, in the stone-and-birch waste +which forms the timberline, where I had also encountered the mist pools. +And a trip down a stream in the borderland of the Finns came back with +great vividness into my mind. That trip had been made in a fog like +this; only it had been begun in the early morning, and the whole mass +of the mist had been suffused with the whitest of lights. But strange +to say, what stood out most strikingly in the fleeting memory of the +voyage, was the weird and mocking laughter of the magpies all along the +banks. The Finnish woods seemed alive with that mocking laughter, and +it truly belongs to the land of the mists. For a moment I thought +that something after all was missing here on the prairies. But then I +reflected again that this silence of the grave was still more perfect, +still more uncanny and ghostly, because it left the imagination entirely +free, without limiting it by even as much as a suggestion. + +No wonder, I thought, that the Northerners in their land of heath and +bog were the poets of elves and goblins and of the fear of ghosts. +Shrouds were these fogs, hanging and waving and floating shrouds! +Mocking spirits were plucking at them and setting them into their gentle +motions. Gleams of light, that dance over the bog, lured you in, and +once caught in these veils after veils of mystery, madness would seize +you, and you would wildly dash here and there in a vain attempt at +regaining your freedom; and when, exhausted at last, you broke down and +huddled together on the ground, the werwolf would come, ghostly himself, +and huge and airy and weird, his body woven of mist, and in the fog's +stately and leisurely way he would kneel down on your chest, +slowly crushing you beneath his exceeding weight; and bending and +straightening, bending and stretching, slowly--slowly down came his head +to your throat; and then he would lie and not stir until morning and +suck; and after few or many days people would find you, dead in the +woods--a victim of fog and mist... + +A rumbling sound made me sit up at last. We were crossing over the +"twelve-mile bridge." In spite of my dreaming I was keeping my eyes on +the look-out for any sign of a landmark, but this was the only one I +had known so far, and it came through the ear, not the eye. I promptly +looked back and up, to where the cottonwoods must be; but no sign of +high, weeping trees, no rustling of fall-dry leaves, not even a deeper +black in the black betrayed their presence. Well, never before had I +failed to see some light, to hear some sound around the house of the +"moneyed" type or those of the "half way farms." Surely, somehow I +should be aware of their presence when I got there! Some sign, some +landmark would tell me how far I had gone!... The horses were trotting +along, steaming, through the brewing fog. I had become all ear. Even +though my buggy was silent and though the road was coated with a thin +film of soft clay-mud, I could distinctly hear by the muffled thud of +the horses' hoofs on the ground that they were running over a grade. +That confirmed my bearings. I had no longer a moment's doubt or anxiety +over my drive. + +The grade was left behind, the rut-road started again, was passed +and outrun. So now I was close to the three-farm cluster. I listened +intently for the horses' thump. Yes, there was that muffled hoof-beat +again--I was on the last grade that led to the angling road across the +corner of the marsh. + +Truly, this was very much like lying down in the sleeping-car of an +overland train. You recline and act as if nothing unusual were going on; +and meanwhile a force that has something irresistible about it and is +indeed largely beyond your control, wafts you over mile after mile of +fabled distance; now and then the rumble of car on rail will stop, the +quiet awakens you, lights flash their piercing darts, a voice calls out; +it is a well known stop on your journey and then the rumbling resumes, +you doze again, to be awakened again, and so on. And when you get up +in the morning--there she lies, the goal of your dreams-the resplendent +city... + +My goal was my "home," and mildly startling, at least one such +mid-nightly awakening came. I had kept peering about for a landmark, +a light. Somewhere here in those farmhouses which I saw with my mind's +eye, people were sitting around their fireside, chatting or reading. +Lamps shed their homely light; roof and wall kept the fog-spook securely +out: nothing as comfortable then as to listen to stories of being lost +on the marsh, or to tell them... But between those people and myself +the curtain had fallen--no sign of their presence, no faintest gleam +of their light and warmth! They did not know of the stranger passing +outside, his whole being a-yearn with the desire for wife and child. +I listened intently--no sound of man or beast, no soughing of wind in +stems or rustling of the very last leaves that were now fast falling... +And then the startling neighing of Dan, my horse! This was the third +trip he made with me, and I might have known and expected it, but it +always came as a surprise. Whenever we passed that second farm, he +stopped and raising his head, with a sideways motion, neighed a loud and +piercing call. And now he had stopped and done it again. He knew where +we were. I lowered my whip and patted his rump. How did he know? And why +did he do it? Was there a horse on this farmstead which he had known in +former life? Or was it a man? Or did he merely feel that it was about +time to put in for the night? I enquired later on, but failed to +discover any reason for his behaviour. + +Now came that angling road past the "White Range Line House." I relied +on the horses entirely. This "Range Line House" was inhabited now--a +settler was putting in winter-residence so he might not lose his claim. +He had taken down the clapboards that closed the windows, and always had +I so far seen a light in the house. + +It seemed to me that in this corner of the marsh the fog was less dense +than it had been farther south, and the horses, once started, were +swinging along though in a leisurely way, yet without hesitation. +Another half hour passed. Once, at a bend in the trail, the rays from +the powerful tractor searchlight, sweeping sideways past the horses, +struck a wetly glistening, greyish stone to the right of the road. I +knew that stone. Yes, surely the fog must be thinning, or I could not +have seen it. I could now also dimly make out the horses' heads, as they +nodded up and down... + +And then, like a phantom, way up in the mist, I made out a blacker black +in the black--the majestic poplars north of the "Range Line House." Not +that I could really see them or pick out the slightest detail--no! But +it seemed to my searching eyes as if there was a quiet pool in the slow +flow of the fog--as the water in a slow flowing stream will come to rest +when it strikes the stems of a willow submerged at its margin. I was +trying even at the time to decide how much of what I seemed to divine +rather than to perceive was imagination and how much reality. And I was +just about ready to contend that I also saw to the north something like +the faintest possible suggestion of an eddy, such as would form in the +flowing water below a pillar or a rock--when I was rudely shaken up and +jolted. + +Trap, trap, I heard the horses' feet on the culvert. Crash! And Peter +went stumbling down. Then a violent lurch of the buggy, I holding +on--Peter rallied, and then, before I had time to get a firmer grasp +on the lines, both horses bolted again. It took me some time to realize +what had happened. It was the culvert, of course; it had broken down, +and lucky I was that the ditch underneath was shallow. Only much later, +when reflecting upon the incident, did I see that this accident was +really the best verification of what I was nearly inclined to regard as +the product of my imagination. The trees must indeed have stood where I +had seemed to see that quiet reach in the fog and that eddy... + +We tore along. I spoke to the horses and quietly and evenly pulled at +the lines. I think it must have been several minutes before I had +them under control again. And then--in this night of weird things--the +weirdest sight of them all showed ahead. + +I was just beginning to wonder, whether after all we had not lost the +road again, when the faintest of all faint glimmers began to define +itself somewhere in front. And... was I right? Yes, a small, thin voice +came out of the fog that incessantly floated into my cone of light and +was left behind in eddies. What did it mean?... + +The glimmer was now defining itself more clearly. Somewhere, not very +far ahead and slightly to the left, a globe of the faintest iridescent +luminosity seemed suspended in the brewing and waving mist. The horses +turned at right angles on to the bridge, the glimmer swinging round to +the other side of the buggy. Their hoofs struck wood, and both beasts +snorted and stopped. + +In a flash a thought came. I had just broken through a culvert--the +bridge, too, must have broken down, and somebody had put a light there +to warn the chance traveller who might stray along on a night like this! +I was on the point of getting out of my wraps, when a thinner wave in +the mist permitted me to see the flames of three lanterns hung to the +side-rails of the bridge. And that very moment a thin, piping voice came +out of the darkness beyond. "Daddy, is that you?" I did not know the +child's voice, but I sang out as cheerily as I could. "I am a daddy all +right, but I am afraid, not yours. Is the bridge broken down, sonny? +Anything wrong?" "No, Sir," the answer came, "nothing wrong." So I +pulled up to the lanterns, and there I saw, dimly enough, God wot, a +small, ten-year old boy standing and shivering by the signal which +he had rigged up. He was barefooted and bareheaded, in shirt and torn +knee-trousers. I pointed to the lanterns with my whip. "What's the +meaning of this, my boy?" I asked in as friendly a voice as I could +muster. "Daddy went to town this morning," he said rather haltingly, +"and he must have got caught in the fog. We were afraid he might not +find the bridge." "Well, cheer up, son," I said, "he is not the only +one as you see; his horses will know the road. Where did he go?" The boy +named the town--it was to the west, not half the distance away that I +had come. "Don't worry," I said; "I don't think he has started out at +all. The fog caught me about sixteen miles south of here. It's nine +o'clock now If he had started before the fog got there, he would be here +by now." I sat and thought for a moment. Should I say anything about +the broken culvert? "Which way would your daddy come, along the creek or +across the marsh?" "Along the creek." All right then, no use in saying +anything further. "Well, as I said," I sang out and clicked my tongue +to the horses, "don't worry; better go home; he will come to-morrow" +"I guess so," replied the boy the moment I lost sight of him and the +lanterns. + +I made the turn to the southeast and walked my horses. Here, where the +trail wound along through the chasm of the bush, the light from my cone +would, over the horses' backs, strike twigs and leaves now and then. +Everything seemed to drip and to weep. All nature was weeping I walked +the horses for ten minutes more. Then I stopped. It must have been just +at the point where the grade began; but I do not know for sure. + +I fumbled a long while for my shoes; but at last I found them and put +them on over my dry woollens. When I had shaken myself out of my robes, +I jumped to the ground. There was, here, too, a film of mud on top, but +otherwise the road was firm enough. I quickly threw the blankets over +the horses' backs, dropped the traces, took the bits out of their +mouths, and slipped the feed-bags over their heads. I looked at my +watch, for it was my custom to let them eat for just ten minutes, then +to hook them up again and walk them for another ten before trotting. I +had found that that refreshed them enough to make the remainder of the +trip in excellent shape. + +While I was waiting, I stood between the wheels of the buggy, leaning +against the box and staring into the light. It was with something akin +to a start that I realized the direction from which the fog rolled by: +it came from the south! I had, of course, seen that already, but it had +so far not entered my consciousness as a definite observation. It was +this fact that later set me to thinking about the origin of the fog +along the lines which I have indicated above. Again I marvelled at the +density of the mist which somehow seemed greater while we were standing +than while we were driving. I had repeatedly been in the clouds, on +mountainsides, but they seemed light and thin as compared with this. +Finland, Northern Sweden, Canada--no other country which I knew had +anything resembling it. The famous London fogs are different altogether. +These mists, like the mist pools, need the swamp as their mother, I +suppose, and the ice-cool summer night for their nurse... + +The time was up. I quickly did what had to be done, and five minutes +later we were on the road again. I watched the horses for a while, and +suddenly I thought once more of that fleeting impression of an eddy in +the lee of the poplar bluff at the "White Range Line House." It was on +the north side of the trees, if it was there at all! The significance of +the fact had escaped me at the time. It again confirmed my observation +of the flow of the fog in both directions. It came from a common centre. +And still there was no breath of air. I had no doubt any longer; it +was not the air that pushed the fog; the floating bubbles, the +infinitesimally small ones as well as those that were quite perceptible, +simply displaced the lighter atmosphere. I wondered what kept these +bubbles apart. Some repellent force with which they were charged? +Something, at any rate, must be preventing them from coalescing into +rain. Maybe it was merely the perfect evenness of their flow, for they +gathered thickly enough on the twigs and the few dried leaves, on any +obstacles in their way. And again I thought of the fact that the mist +had seemed thinner when I came out on the marsh. This double flow +explained it, of course. There were denser and less dense waves in +it: like veils hung up one behind the other. So long as I went in a +direction opposite to its flow, I had to look through sheet after sheet +of the denser waves. Later I could every now and then look along a plane +of lesser density... + +It was Dan who found the turn off the grade into the bushy glades. I +could see distinctly how he pushed Peter over. Here, where again the +road was winding, and where the light, therefore, once more frequently +struck the twigs and boughs, as they floated into my cone of luminosity, +to disappear again behind, a new impression thrust itself upon me. I +call it an impression, not an observation. It is very hard to say, what +was reality, what fancy on a night like that. In spite of its air of +unreality, of improbability even, it has stayed with me as one of my +strongest visions. I nearly hesitate to put it in writing. + +These boughs and twigs were like fingers held into a stream that carried +loose algae, arresting them in their gliding motion. Or again, those +wisps of mist were like gossamers as they floated along, and they would +bend and fold over on the boughs before they tore; and where they broke, +they seemed like comets to trail a thinner tail of themselves behind. +There was tenacity in them, a certain consistency which made them appear +as if woven of different things from air and mere moisture. I have +often doubted my memory here, and yet I have my very definite notes, and +besides there is the picture in my mind. In spite of my own uncertainty +I can assure you, that this is only one quarter a poem woven of +impressions; the other three quarters are reality. But, while I am +trying to set down facts, I am also trying to render moods and images +begot by them... + +We went on for an hour, and it lengthened out into two. No twigs and +boughs any longer, at last. But where I was, I knew not. Much as I +listened, I could not make out any difference in the tramp of the horses +now I looked down over the back of my buggy seat, and I seemed to see +the yellow or brownish clay of a grade. I went on rather thoughtlessly. +Then, about eleven o'clock, I noticed that the road was rough. I had +long since, as I said, given myself over to the horses. But now I grew +nervous. No doubt, unless we had entirely strayed from our road, we were +by this time riding the last dam; for no other trail over which we +went was quite so rough. But then I should have heard the rumble on the +bridge, and I felt convinced that I had not. It shows to what an extent +a man may be hypnotised into insensibility by a constant sameness of +view, that I was mistaken. If we were on the dam and missed the turn at +the end of it, on to the correction line, we should infallibly go down +from the grade, on to muskeg ground, for there was a gap in the dam. At +that place I had seen a horse disappear, and many a cow had ended there +in the deadly struggle against the downward suck of the swamp... + +I pulled the horses back to a walk, and we went on for another half +hour. I was by this time sitting on the left hand side of the side, +bicycle lantern in my left hand, and bending over as far as I could to +the left, trying, with arm outstretched, to reach the ground with my +light. The lantern at the back of the buggy was useless for this. Here +and there the drop-laden, glistening tops of the taller grasses and +weeds would float into this auxiliary cone of light--but that was all. + +Then no weeds appeared any longer, so I must be on the last half-mile of +the dam, the only piece of it that was bare and caution extreme was the +word. I made up my mind to go on riding for another five minutes and +timed myself, for there was hardly enough room for a team and a walking +man besides. When the time was up, I pulled in and got out. I took +the lines short, laid my right hand on Peter's back and proceeded. The +bicycle lantern was hanging down from my left and showed plainly the +clayey gravel of the dam. And so I walked on for maybe ten minutes. + +Suddenly I became again aware of a glimmer to the left, and the very +next moment a lantern shot out of the mist, held high by an arm wrapped +in white. A shivering woman, tall, young, with gleaming eyes, dressed +in a linen house dress, an apron flung over breast and shoulders, gasped +out two words, "You came!" "Have you been standing here and waiting?" I +asked. "No, no! I just could not bear it any longer. Something told me. +He's at the culvert now, and if I do not run, he will go down into the +swamp!" There was something of a catch in the voice. I did not reply I +swung the horses around and crossed the culvert that bridges the master +ditch. + +And while we were walking up to the yard--had my drive been anything +brave--anything at all deserving of the slightest reward--had it not in +itself been a thing of beauty, not to be missed by selfish me--surely, +the touch of that arm, as we went, would have been more than enough to +reward even the most chivalrous deeds of yore. + + + + +THREE. Dawn and Diamonds + +Two days before Christmas the ground was still bare. I had a splendid +new cutter with a top and side curtains; a heavy outfit, but one that +would stand up, I believed, under any road conditions. I was anxious to +use it, too, for I intended to spend a two weeks' holiday up north with +my family. I was afraid, if I used the buggy, I might find it impossible +to get back to town, seeing that the first heavy winter storms usually +set in about the turn of the year. + +School had closed at noon. I intended to set out next morning at as +early an hour as I could. I do not know what gave me my confidence, but +I firmly expected to find snow on the ground by that time. I am rather +a student of the weather. I worked till late at night getting my cutter +ready. I had to adjust my buggy pole and to stow away a great number of +parcels. The latter contained the first real doll for my little girl, +two or three picture books, a hand sleigh, Pip--a little stuffed dog of +the silkiest fluffiness--and as many more trifles for wife and child as +my Christmas allowance permitted me to buy. It was the first time in the +five years of my married life that, thanks to my wife's co-operation in +earning money, there was any Christmas allowance to spend; and since I +am writing this chiefly for her and the little girl's future reading, +I want to set it down here, too, that it was thanks to this very same +co-operation that I had been able to buy the horses and the driving +outfit which I needed badly, for the poor state of my health forbade +more rigorous exercise. I have already said, I think, that I am +essentially an outdoor creature; and for several years the fact that I +had been forced to look at the out-of-doors from the window of a town +house only, had been eating away at my vitality. Those drives took +decades off my age, and in spite of incurable illness my few friends say +that I look once more like a young man. + +Besides my Christmas parcels I had to take oats along, enough to feed +the horses for two weeks. And I was, as I said, engaged that evening in +stowing everything away, when about nine o'clock one of the physicians +of the town came into the stable. He had had a call into the country, I +believe, and came to order a team. When he saw me working in the shed, +he stepped up and said, "You'll kill your horses." "Meaning?" I queried. +"I see you are getting your cutter ready," he replied. "If I were you, I +should stick to the wheels." I laughed. "I might not be able to get back +to work." "Oh yes," he scoffed, "it won't snow up before the end of +next month. We figure on keeping the cars going for a little while yet." +Again I laughed. "I hope not," I said, which may not have sounded very +gracious. + +At ten o'clock every bolt had been tightened, the horses' harness and +their feed were ready against the morning, and everything looked good to +me. + +I was going to have the first real Christmas again in twenty-five years, +with a real Christmas tree, and with wife and child, and even though +it was a poor man's Christmas, I refused to let anything darken my +Christmas spirit or dull the keen edge of my enjoyment. Before going +out, I stepped into the office of the stable, slipped a half-dollar into +the hostler's palm and asked him once more to be sure to have the horses +fed at half-past five in the morning. + +Then I left. A slight haze filled the air, not heavy enough to blot out +the stars; but sufficient to promise hoarfrost at least. Somehow there +was no reason to despair as yet of Christmas weather. + +I went home and to bed and slept about as soundly as I could wish. When +the alarm of my clock went off at five in the morning, I jumped out of +bed and hurried down to shake the fire into activity. As soon as I had +started something of a blaze, I went to the window and looked out. It +was pitch dark, of course, the moon being down by this time, but it +seemed to me that there was snow on the ground. I lighted a lamp and +held it to the window; and sure enough, its rays fell on white upon +white on shrubs and fence posts and window ledge. I laughed and +instantly was in a glow of impatience to be off. + +At half past five, when the coffee water was in the kettle and on the +stove, I hurried over to the stable across the bridge. The snow was +three inches deep, enough to make the going easy for the horses. The +slight haze persisted, and I saw no stars. At the stable I found, of +course, that the horses had not been fed; so I gave them oats and +hay and went to call the hostler. When after much knocking at last +he responded to my impatience, he wore a guilty look on his face but +assured me that he was just getting up to feed my team. "Never mind +about feeding," I said "I've done that. But have them harnessed and +hitched up by a quarter past six. I'll water them on the road." They +never drank their fill before nine o'clock. And I hurried home to get my +breakfast... + +"Merry Christmas!" the hostler called after me; and I shouted back over +my shoulder, "The same to you." The horses were going under the merry +jingle of the bells which they carried for the first time this winter. + +I rarely could hold them down to a walk or a trot now, since the +cold weather had set in; and mostly, before they even had cleared the +slide-doors, they were in a gallop. Peter had changed his nature since +he had a mate. By feeding and breeding he was so much Dan's superior in +vitality that, into whatever mischief the two got themselves, he was +the leader. For all times the picture, seen by the light of a lantern, +stands out in my mind how he bit at Dan, wilfully, urging him playfully +on, when we swung out into the crisp, dark, hazy morning air. Dan being +nothing loth and always keen at the start, we shot across the bridge. + +It was hard now, mostly, to hitch them up. They would leap and rear +with impatience when taken into the open before they were hooked to the +vehicle. They were being very well fed, and though once a week they had +the hardest of work, for the rest of the time they had never more than +enough to limber them up, for on schooldays I used to take them out for +a spin of three or four miles only, after four. At home, when I left, my +wife and I would get them ready in the stable; then I took them out and +lined them up in front of the buggy. My wife quickly took the lines: I +hooked the traces up, jumped in, grabbed for the lines and waved my last +farewell from the road afar off. Even at that they got away from us +once or twice and came very near upsetting and wrecking the buggy; but +nothing serious ever happened during the winter. I had to have horses +like that, for I needed their speed and their staying power, as the +reader will see if he cares to follow me very much farther. + +We flew along--the road seemed ideal--the air was wonderfully crisp and +cold--my cutter fulfilled the highest expectations--the horses revelled +in speed. But soon I pulled them down to a trot, for I followed the +horsemen's rules whenever I could, and Dan, as I mentioned, was anyway +rather too keen at the start for steady work later on. I settled back. +The top of my cutter was down, for not a breath stirred; and I was +always anxious to see as much of the country as I could... + +Do you know which is the stillest hour of the night? The hour before +dawn. It is at that time, too, that in our winter nights the mercury +dips down to its lowest level. Perhaps the two things have a causal +relation--whatever there is of wild life in nature, withdraws more +deeply within itself; it curls up and dreams. On calm summer mornings +you hear no sound except the chirping and twittering of the sleeping +birds. The birds are great dreamers--like dogs; like dogs they will +twitch and stir in their sleep, as if they were running and flying and +playing and chasing each other. Just stalk a bird's nest of which you +know at half past two in the morning, some time during the month of +July; and before you see them, you will hear them. If there are young +birds in the nest, all the better; take the mother bird off and the +little ones will open their beaks, all mouth as they are, and go to +sleep again; and they will stretch their featherless little wings; and +if they are a little bit older, they will even try to move their tiny +legs, as if longing to use them. As with dogs, it is the young ones +that dream most. I suppose their impressions are so much more vivid, the +whole world is so new to them that it rushes in upon them charged +with emotion. Emotions penetrate even us to a greater depth than mere +apperceptions; so they break through that crust that seems to envelop +the seat of our memory, and once inside, they will work out again into +some form of consciousness--that of sleep or of the wakeful dream which +we call memory. + +The stillest hour! In starlit winter nights the heavenly bodies seem to +take on an additional splendour, something next to blazing, overweening +boastfulness. "Now sleeps the world," they seem to say, "but we are +awake and weaving destiny" And on they swing on their immutable paths. + +The stillest hour! If you step out of a sleeping house and are alone, +you are apt to hold your breath; and if you are not, you are apt to +whisper. There is an expectancy in the air, a fatefulness--a loud word +would be blasphemy that offends the ear and the feeling of decency It +is the hour of all still things, the silent things that pass like dreams +through the night. You seem to stand hushed. Stark and bare, stripped of +all accidentals, the universe swings on its way. + +The stillest hour! But how much stiller than still, when the earth has +drawn over its shoulders that morning mist that allows of no slightest +breath--when under the haze the very air seems to lie curled and to have +gone to sleep. And yet how portentous! The haze seems to brood. It seems +somehow to suggest that there is all of life asleep on earth. You +seem to feel rather than to hear the whole creation breathing in +its sleep--as if it was soundlessly stirring in dreams--presently to +stretch, to awake. There is also the delicacy, the tenderness of all +young things about it. Even in winter it reminds me of the very first +unfolding of young leaves on trees; of the few hours while they are +still hanging down, unable to raise themselves up as yet; they look so +worldlywise sometimes, so precocious, and before them there still lie +all hopes and all disappointments... In clear nights you forget the +earth--under the hazy cover your eye is thrown back upon it. It is the +contrast of the universe and of creation. + +We drove along--and slowly, slowly came the dawn. You could not define +how it came. The whole world seemed to pale and to whiten, and that was +all. There was no sunrise. It merely seemed as if all of Nature--very +gradually--was soaking itself full of some light; it was dim at first, +but never grey; and then it became the whitest, the clearest, the most +undefinable light. There were no shadows. Under the brush of the wild +land which I was skirting by now there seemed to be quite as much of +luminosity as overhead. The mist was the thinnest haze, and it seemed to +derive its whiteness as much from the virgin snow on the ground as from +above. I could not cease to marvel at this light which seemed to be +without a source--like the halo around the Saviour's face. The eye as +yet did not reach very far, and wherever I looked, I found but one word +to describe it: impalpable--and that is saying what it was not rather +than what it was. As I said, there was no sunshine, but the light was +there, omnipresent, diffused, coming mildly, softly, but from all sides, +and out of all things as well as into them. + +Shakespeare has this word in Macbeth, and I had often pondered on it: + + So fair and foul a day I have not seen. + +This was it, I thought. We have such days about four or five times +a year--and none but the northern countries have them. There are +clouds--or rather, there is a uniform layer of cloud, very high, and +just the slightest suggestion of curdiness in it; and the light is very +white. These days seem to waken in me every wander instinct that +lay asleep. There is nothing definite, nothing that seems to be +emphasized--something seems to beckon to me and to invite me to take to +my wings and just glide along--without beating of wings--as if I could +glide without sinking, glide and still keep my height... If you see the +sun at all--as I did not on this day of days--he stands away up, very +distant and quite aloof. He looks more like the moon than like his own +self, white and heatless and lightless, as if it were not he at all from +whom all this transparency and visibility proceeded. + +I have lived in southern countries, and I have travelled rather far for +a single lifetime. Like an epic stretch my memories into dim and ever +receding pasts. I have drunk full and deep from the cup of creation. +The Southern Cross is no strange sight to my eyes. I have slept in the +desert close to my horse, and I have walked on Lebanon. I have cruised +in the seven seas and seen the white marvels of ancient cities reflected +in the wave of incredible blueness. But then I was young. When the years +began to pile up, I longed to stake off my horizons, to flatten out my +views. I wanted the simpler, the more elemental things, things cosmic +in their associations, nearer to the beginning or end of creation. The +parrot that flashed through "nutmeg groves" did not hold out so much +allurement as the simple gray-and-slaty junco. The things that are +unobtrusive and differentiated by shadings only--grey in grey above +all--like our northern woods, like our sparrows, our wolves--they held +a more compelling attraction than orgies of colour and screams of sound. +So I came home to the north. On days like this, however, I should like +once more to fly out and see the tireless wave and the unconquerable +rock. But I should like to see them from afar and dimly only--as Moses +saw the promised land. Or I should like to point them out to a younger +soul and remark upon the futility and innate vanity of things. + +And because these days take me out of myself, because they change my +whole being into a very indefinite longing and dreaming, I wilfully blot +from my vision whatever enters. If I meet a tree, I see it not. If +I meet a man, I pass him by without speaking. I do not care to be +disturbed. I do not care to follow even a definite thought. There is +sadness in the mood, such sadness as enters--strange to say--into a +great and very definitely expected disappointment. It is an exceedingly +delicate sadness--haughty, aloof like the sun, and like him cool to the +outer world. It does not even want sympathy; it merely wants to be left +alone. + +It strangely chimed in with my mood on this particular and very perfect +morning that no jolt shook me up, that we glided along over virgin snow +which had come soft-footedly over night, in a motion, so smooth and +silent as to suggest that wingless flight... + +We spurned the miles, and I saw them not. As if in a dream we turned in +at one of the "half way farms," and the horses drank. And we went on +and wound our way across that corner of the marsh. We came to the "White +Range Line House," and though there were many things to see, I still +closed the eye of conscious vision and saw them not. We neared the +bridge, and we crossed it; and then--when I had turned southeast--on to +the winding log-road through the bush--at last the spell that was cast +over me gave way and broke. My horses fell into their accustomed walk, +and at last I saw. + +Now, what I saw, may not be worth the describing, I do not know. It +surely is hardly capable of being described. But if I had been led +through fairylands or enchanted gardens, I could not have been awakened +to a truer day of joy, to a greater realization of the good will towards +all things than I was here. + +Oh, the surpassing beauty of it! There stood the trees, motionless under +that veil of mist, and not their slenderest finger but was clothed in +white. And the white it was! A translucent white, receding into itself, +with strange backgrounds of white behind it--a modest white, and yet +full of pride. An elusive white, and yet firm and substantial. The +white of a diamond lying on snow white velvet, the white of a diamond +in diffused light. None of the sparkle and colour play that the most +precious of stones assumes under a definite, limited light which +proceeds from a definite, limited source. Its colour play was suggested, +it is true, but so subdued that you hardly thought of naming or even +recognising its component parts. There was no red or yellow or blue or +violet, but merely that which might flash into red and yellow and blue +and violet, should perchance the sun break forth and monopolize +the luminosity of the atmosphere. There was, as it were, a latent +opalescence. + +And every twig and every bough, every branch and every limb, every trunk +and every crack even in the bark was furred with it. It seemed as if +the hoarfrost still continued to form. It looked heavy, and yet it was +nearly without weight. Not a twig was bent down under its load, yet with +its halo of frost it measured fully two inches across. The crystals were +large, formed like spearheads, flat, slablike, yet of infinite thinness +and delicacy, so thin and light that, when by misadventure my whip +touched the boughs, the flakes seemed to float down rather than to fall. +And every one of these flat and angular slabs was fringed with hairlike +needles, or with featherlike needles, and longer needles stood in +between. There was such an air of fragility about it all that you hated +to touch it--and I, for one, took my whip down lest it shook bare too +many boughs. + +Whoever has seen the trees like that--and who has not?--will see with +his mind's eye what I am trying to suggest rather than to describe. It +was never the single sight nor the isolated thing that made my drives +the things of beauty which they were. There was nothing remarkable in +them either. They were commonplace enough. I really do not know why I +should feel urged to describe our western winters. Whatever I may be +able to tell you about them, is yours to see and yours to interpret. The +gifts of Nature are free to all for the asking. And yet, so it seems to +me, there is in the agglomerations of scenes and impressions, as they +followed each other in my experience, something of the quality of a +great symphony; and I consider this quality as a free and undeserved +present which Chance or Nature shook out of her cornucopia so it +happened to fall at my feet. I am trying to render this quality here for +you. + +On that short mile along the first of the east-west grades, before again +I turned into the bush, I was for the thousandth time in my life struck +with the fact how winter blots out the sins of utility. What is useful, +is often ugly because in our fight for existence we do not always +have time or effort to spare to consider the looks of things. But the +slightest cover of snow will bury the eyesores. Snow is the greatest +equalizer in Nature. No longer are there fields and wild lands, +beautiful trails and ugly grades--all are hidden away under that which +comes from Nature's purest hands and fertile thoughts alone. Now there +was no longer the raw, offending scar on Nature's body; just a smooth +expanse of snow white ribbon that led afar. + +That led afar! And here is a curious fact. On this early December +morning--it was only a little after nine when I started the horses into +their trot again--I noticed for the first time that this grade which +sprang here out of the bush opened up to the east a vista into a +seemingly endless distance. Twenty-six times I had gone along this piece +of it, but thirteen times it had been at night, and thirteen times I +had been facing west, when I went back to the scene of my work. So I +had never looked east very far. This morning, however, in this strange +light, which was at this very hour undergoing a subtle change that I +could not define as yet, mile after mile of road seemed to lift itself +up in the far away distance, as if you might drive on for ever through +fairyland. The very fact of its straightness, flanked as it was by the +rows of frosted trees, seemed like a call. And a feeling that is very +familiar to me--that of an eternity in the perpetuation of whatever may +be the state I happen to be in, came over me, and a desire to go on and +on, for ever, and to see what might be beyond... + +But then the turn into the bushy trail was reached. I did not see the +slightest sign of it on the road. But Dan seemed infallible--he made +the turn. And again I was in Winter's enchanted palace, again the slight +whirl in the air that our motion set up made the fairy tracery of +the boughs shower down upon me like snow white petals of flowers, so +delicate that to disturb the virginity of it all seemed like profaning +the temple of the All-Highest. + +But then I noticed that I had not been the first one to visit the +woods. All over their soft-napped carpet floor there were the restless, +fleeting tracks of the snowflake, lacing and interlacing in lines and +loops, as if they had been assembled in countless numbers, as no doubt +they had. And every track looked like nothing so much as like that kind +of embroidery, done white upon white, which ladies, I think; call the +feather stitch. In places I could clearly see how they had chased and +pursued each other, running, and there was a merriness about their +spoors, a suggestion of swiftness which made me look up and about to +see whether they were not wheeling their restless curves and circles +overhead. But in this I was disappointed for the moment, though only a +little later I was to see them in numbers galore. It was on that last +stretch of my road, when I drove along the dam of the angling ditch. +There they came like a whirlwind and wheeled and curved and circled +about as if they knew no enemy, feeding meanwhile with infallible skill +from the tops of seed-bearing weeds while skimming along. But I am +anticipating just now In the bush I saw only their trails. Yet they +suggested their twittering and whistling even there; and since on the +gloomiest day their sound and their sight will cheer you, you surely +cannot help feeling glad and overflowing with joy when you see any sign +of them on a day like this! + +Meanwhile we were winging along ourselves, so it seemed. For there was +the second east-west grade ahead. And that made me think of wife and +child to whom I was coming like Santa Claus, and so I stopped under +a bush that overhung the trail; and though I hated to destroy even a +trifling part of the beauty around, I reached high up with my whip and +let go at the branches, so that the moment before the horses bolted, the +flakes showered down upon me and my robes and the cutter and changed me +into a veritable snowman in snow white garb. + +And then up on the grade. One mile to the east, and the bridge appeared. + +It did not look like the work of man. Apart from its straight lines it +resembled more the architecture of a forest brook as it will build after +heavy fall rains followed by a late drought when all the waters of +the wild are receding so that the icy cover stands above them like the +arches of a bridge. It is strange how rarely the work of man will really +harmonize with Nature. The beaver builds, and his work will blend. Man +builds, and it jars--very likely because he mostly builds with silly +pretensions. But in winter Nature breathes upon his handiwork and +transforms it. Bridges may be imposing and of great artificial beauty in +cities--as for instance the ancient structure that spans the Tiber +just below the tomb of Hadrian, or among modern works the spider web +engineering feat of Brooklyn bridge--but if in the wilderness we +run across them, there is something incongruous about them, and +they disturb. Strange to say, there is the exception of high-flung +trellis-viaducts bridging the chasm of mountain canyons. Maybe it is +exactly on account of their unpretentious, plain utility; or is it +that they reconcile by their overweening boldness, by their very +paradoxality--as there is beauty even in the hawk's bloodthirsty +savagery. To-day this bridge was, like the grades, like the trees and +the meadows furred over with opalescent, feathery frost. + +And the dam over which I am driving now! This dam that erstwhile was +a very blasphemy, an obscenity flung on the marshy meadows with their +reeds, their cat-tails, and their wide-leaved swamp-dock clusters! It +had been used by the winds as a veritable dumping ground for obnoxious +weeds which grew and thrived on the marly clay while every other plant +despised it! Not that I mean to decry weeds--far be it from me. When the +goldenrod flings its velvet cushions along the edge of the copses, or +when the dandelion spangles the meadows, they are things of beauty +as well as any tulip or tiger-lily. But when they or their rivals, +silverweed, burdock, false ragweed, thistles, gumweed, and others usurp +the landscape and seem to choke up the very earth and the very air with +ceaseless monotony and repetition, then they become an offence to the +eye and a reproach to those who tolerate them. To-day, however, they all +lent their stalks to support the hoarfrost, to double and quadruple its +total mass. They were powdered over with countless diamonds. + +It was here that I met with the flocks of snowflakes; and if my joyous +mood had admitted of any enhancement, they would have given it. + +And never before had I seen the school and the cottage from quite so +far! The haze was still there, but somehow it seemed to be further +overhead now, with a stratum of winterclear air underneath. Once before, +when driving along the first east-west grade, where I discovered the +vista, I had wondered at the distance to which the eye could pierce. +Here, on the dam, of course, my vision was further aided by the fact +that whatever of trees and shrubs there was in the way--and a ridge of +poplars ran at right angles to the ditch, throwing up a leafy curtain in +summer--stood bare of its foliage. I was still nearly four miles from my +"home" when I first beheld it. And how pitiably lonesome it looked! Not +another house was to be seen in its neighbourhood. I touched the horses +up with my whip. I felt as if I should fly across the distance and bring +my presence to those in the cottage as their dearest gift. They knew I +was coming. They were at this very moment flying to meet me with their +thoughts. Was I well? Was I finding everything as I had wished to find +it? And though I often told them how I loved and enjoyed my drives, +they could not view them but with much anxiety, for they were waiting, +waiting, waiting... Waiting on Thursday for Friday to come, waiting on +Wednesday and Tuesday and Monday--waiting on Sunday even, as soon as I +had left; counting the days, and the hours, and the minutes, till I was +out, fighting storm and night to my heart's content! And then--worry, +worry, worry--what might not happen! Whatever my drives were to me, to +them they were horrors. There never were watchers of weather and sky so +anxiously eager as they! And when, as it often, too often happened, the +winter storms came, when care rose, hope fell, then eye was clouded, +thought dulled, heart aflutter... Sometimes the soul sought comfort from +nearest neighbours, and not always was it vouchsafed. "Well," they +would say, "if he starts out to-day, he will kill his horses!"--or, +"In weather like this I should not care to drive five miles!"--Surely, +surely, I owe it to them, staunch, faithful hearts that they were, to +set down this record so it may gladden the lonesome twilight hours that +are sure to come... + +And at last I swung west again, up the ridge and on to the yard. And +there on the porch stood the tall, young, smiling woman, and at her +knee the fairest-haired girl in all the world. And quite unconscious of +Nature's wonder-garb, though doubtlessly gladdened by it the little girl +shrilled out, "Oh, Daddy, Daddy, did du see Santa Claus?" And I replied +lustily, "Of course, my girl, I am coming straight from his palace." + + + + +FOUR. Snow + +The blizzard started on Wednesday morning. It was that rather common, +truly western combination of a heavy snowstorm with a blinding northern +gale--such as piles the snow in hills and mountains and makes walking +next to impossible. + +I cannot exactly say that I viewed it with unmingled joy. There were +special reasons for that. It was the second week in January; when I had +left "home" the Sunday before, I had been feeling rather bad; so my wife +would worry a good deal, especially if I did not come at all. I knew +there was such a thing as its becoming quite impossible to make +the drive. I had been lost in a blizzard once or twice before in +my lifetime. And yet, so long as there was the least chance that +horse-power and human will-power combined might pull me through at all, +I was determined to make or anyway to try it. + +At noon I heard the first dismal warning. For some reason or other I +had to go down into the basement of the school. The janitor, a highly +efficient but exceedingly bad-humoured cockney, who was dissatisfied +with all things Canadian because "in the old country we do things +differently"--whose sharp tongue was feared by many, and who once +remarked to a lady teacher in the most casual way, "If you was a lidy, +I'd wipe my boots on you!"--this selfsame janitor, standing by the +furnace, turned slowly around, showed his pale and hollow-eyed face, +and smiled a withering and commiserating smile. "Ye won't go north this +week," he remarked--not without sympathy, for somehow he had taken +a liking to me, which even prompted him off and on to favor me with +caustic expressions of what he thought of the school board and the +leading citizens of the town. I, of course, never encouraged him in his +communicativeness which seemed to be just what he would expect, and no +rebuff ever goaded him into the slightest show of resentment. "We'll +see," I said briefly "Well, Sir," he repeated apodeictically, "ye +won't." I smiled and went out. + +But in my classroom I looked from the window across the street. Not even +in broad daylight could you see the opposite houses or trees. And I knew +that, once a storm like that sets in, it is apt to continue for days at +a stretch. It was one of those orgies in which Titan Wind indulges +ever so often on our western prairies. I certainly needed something to +encourage me, and so, before leaving the building, I went upstairs to +the third story and looked through a window which faced north. But, +though I was now above the drifting layer, I could not see very far +here either; the snowflakes were small and like little round granules, +hitting the panes of the windows with little sounds of "ping-ping"; +and they came, driven by a relentless gale, in such numbers that they +blotted out whatever was more than two or three hundred yards away. + +The inhabitant of the middle latitudes of this continent has no data to +picture to himself what a snowstorm in the north may be. To him snow is +something benign that comes soft-footedly over night, and on the most +silent wings like an owl, something that suggests the sleep of Nature +rather than its battles. The further south you go, the more, of course, +snow loses of its aggressive character. + +At the dinner table in the hotel I heard a few more disheartening words. +But after four I defiantly got my tarpaulin out and carried it to the +stable. If I had to run the risk of getting lost, at least I was going +to prepare for it. I had once stayed out, snow-bound, for a day and a +half, nearly without food and altogether without shelter; and I was not +going to get thus caught again. I also carefully overhauled my cutter. +Not a bolt but I tested it with a wrench; and before the stores were +closed, I bought myself enough canned goods to feed me for a week should +through any untoward accident the need arise. I always carried a little +alcohol stove, and with my tarpaulin I could convert my cutter within +three minutes into a windproof tent. Cramped quarters, to be sure, but +better than being given over to the wind at thirty below! + +More than any remark on the part of friends or acquaintances one fact +depressed me when I went home. There was not a team in town which had +come in from the country. The streets were deserted: the stores were +empty. The north wind and the snow had the town to themselves. + +On Thursday the weather was unchanged. On the way to the school I had to +scale a snowdrift thrown up to a height of nearly six feet, and, though +it was beginning to harden, from its own weight and the pressure of the +wind, I still broke in at every step and found the task tiring in the +extreme. I did my work, of course, as if nothing oppressed me, but in my +heart I was beginning to face the possibility that, even if I tried, +I might fail to reach my goal. The day passed by. At noon the +school-children, the teachers, and a few people hurrying to the +post-office for their mail lent a fleeting appearance of life to the +streets. It nearly cheered me; but soon after four the whole town again +took on that deserted look which reminded me of an abandoned mining +camp. The lights in the store windows had something artificial +about them, as if they were merely painted on the canvas-wings of a +stage-setting. Not a team came in all day. + +On Friday morning the same. Burroughs would have said that the weather +had gone into a rut. Still the wind whistled and howled through the +bleak, dark, hollow dawn; the snow kept coming down and piling up, as +if it could not be any otherwise. And as if to give notice of its +intentions, the drift had completely closed up my front door. I fought +my way to the school and thought things over. My wife and I had agreed, +if ever the weather should be so bad that there was danger in going at +night, I was to wait till Saturday morning and go by daylight. Neither +one of us ever mentioned the possibility of giving the attempt up +altogether. My wife probably understood that I would not bind myself by +any such promise. Now even on this Friday I should have liked to go by +night, if for no other reason, than for the experience's sake; but I +reflected that I might get lost and not reach home at all. The horses +knew the road--so long as there was any road; but there was none now. +I felt it would not be fair to wife and child. So, reluctantly and with +much hesitation, but definitely at last, I made up my mind that I was +going to wait till morning. My cutter was ready--I had seen to that on +Wednesday. As soon as the storm had set in, I had instinctively started +to work in order to frustrate its designs. + +At noon I met in front of the post-office a charming lady who with her +husband and a young Anglican curate constituted about the only circle of +real friends I had in town. "Why!" I exclaimed, "what takes you out into +this storm, Mrs. ----?" "The desire," she gasped against the wind and +yet in her inimitable way, as if she were asking a favour, "to have +you come to our house for tea, my friend. You surely are not going this +week?" "I am going to go to-morrow morning at seven," I said. "But I +shall be delighted to have tea with you and Mr. ----." I read her at +a glance. She knew that in not going out at night I should suffer--she +wished to help me over the evening, so I should not feel too much +thwarted, too helpless, and too lonesome. She smiled. "You really want +to go? But I must not keep you. At six, if you please." And we went our +ways without a salute, for none was possible at this gale-swept corner. + +After four o'clock I took word to the stable to have my horses fed and +harnessed by seven in the morning. The hostler had a tale to tell. "You +going out north?" he enquired although he knew perfectly well I was. "Of +course," I replied. "Well," he went on, "a man came in from ten miles +out; he was half dead; come, look at his horses! He says, in places the +snow is over the telephone posts." "I'll try it anyway," I said. "Just +have the team ready I know what I can ask my horses to do. If it cannot +be done, I shall turn back, that is all." + +When I stepped outside again, the wind seemed bent upon shaking the +strongest faith. I went home to my house across the bridge and dressed. +As soon as I was ready, I allowed myself to be swept past stable, past +hotel and post-office till I reached the side street which led to the +house where I was to be the guest. + +How sheltered, homelike and protected everything looked inside. The +hostess, as usual, was radiantly amiable. The host settled back after +supper to talk old country. The Channel Islands, the French Coast, +Kent and London--those were from common knowledge our most frequently +recurring topics. Both host and hostess, that was easy to see, were bent +upon beguiling the hours of their rather dark-humored guest. But the +howling gale outside was stronger than their good intentions. It was not +very long before the conversation got around--reverted, so it seemed--to +stories of storms, of being lost, of nearly freezing. The boys were +sitting with wide and eager eyes, afraid they might be sent to bed +before the feast of yarns was over. I told one or two of my most +thrilling escapes, the host contributed a few more, and even the hostess +had had an experience, driving on top of a railroad track for several +miles, I believe, with a train, snowbound, behind her. I leaned over. +"Mrs. ----," I said, "do not try to dissuade me. I am sorry to say it, +but it is useless. I am bound to go." "Well," she said, "I wish you +would not." "Thanks," I replied and looked at my watch. It was two +o'clock. "There is only one thing wrong with coming to have tea in this +home," I continued and smiled; "it is so hard to say good-bye." + +I carefully lighted my lantern and got into my wraps. The wind was +howling dismally outside. For a moment we stood in the hall, shaking +hands and paying the usual compliments; then one of the boys opened the +door for me; and in stepping out I had one of the greatest surprises. +Not far from the western edge of the world there stood the setting +half-moon in a cloudless sky; myriads of stars were dusted over the +vast, dark blue expanse, twinkling and blazing at their liveliest. And +though the wind still whistled and shrieked and rattled, no snow came +down, and not much seemed to drift. I pointed to the sky, smiled, nodded +and closed the door. As far as the drifting of the snow went, I was +mistaken, as I found out when I turned to the north, into the less +sheltered street, past the post-office, hotel and stable. In front of +a store I stopped to read a thermometer which I had found halfways +reliable the year before. It read minus thirty-two degrees... + +It was still dark, of course, when I left the house on Saturday morning +to be on my way. Also, it was cold, bitterly cold, but there was very +little wind. In crossing the bridge which was swept nearly clean of snow +I noticed a small, but somehow ominous-looking drift at the southern +end. It had such a disturbed, lashed-up appearance. The snow was +still loose, yet packed just hard enough to have a certain degree of +toughness. You could no longer swing your foot through it: had you run +into it at any great speed, you would have fallen; but as yet it was +not hard enough to carry you. I knew that kind of a drift; it is +treacherous. On a later drive one just like it, only built on a vastly +larger scale, was to lead to the first of a series of little accidents +which finally shattered my nerve. That was the only time that my +temerity failed me. I shall tell you about that drive later on. + +At the stable I went about my preparations in a leisurely way. I knew +that a supreme test was ahead of myself and the horses, and I meant to +have daylight for tackling it. Once more I went over the most important +bolts; once more I felt and pulled at every strap in the harness. I had +a Clark footwarmer and made sure that it functioned properly I pulled +the flaps of my military fur cap down over neck, ears and cheeks. I +tucked a pillow under the sweater over my chest and made sure that my +leggings clasped my furlined moccasins well. Then, to prevent my coat +from opening even under the stress of motion, just before I got into the +cutter, I tied a rope around my waist. + +The hostler brought the horses into the shed. They pawed the floor and +snorted with impatience. While I rolled my robes about my legs and drew +the canvas curtain over the front part of the box, I weighed Dan with my +eyes. I had no fear for Peter, but Dan would have to show to-day that he +deserved the way I had fed and nursed him. Like a chain, the strength +of which is measured by the strength of its weakest link, my team was +measured by Dan's pulling power and endurance. But he looked good to me +as he danced across the pole and threw his head, biting back at Peter +who was teasing him. + +The hostler was morose and in a biting mood. Every motion of his seemed +to say, "What is the use of all this? No teamster would go out on a +long drive in this weather, till the snow has settled down; and here a +schoolmaster wants to try it." + +At last he pushed the slide doors aside, and we swung out. I held the +horses tight and drove them into that little drift at the bridge to slow +them down right from the start. + +The dawn was white, but with a strictly localised angry glow where the +sun was still hidden below the horizon. In a very few minutes he would +be up, and I counted on making that first mile just before he appeared. + +This mile is a wide, well levelled road, but ever so often, at intervals +of maybe fifty to sixty yards, steep and long promontories of snow had +been flung across--some of them five to six feet high. They started at +the edge of the field to the left where a rank growth of shrubby weeds +gave shelter for the snow to pile in. Their base, alongside the fence, +was broad, and they tapered across the road, with a perfectly flat top, +and with concave sides of a most delicate, smooth, and finished looking +curve, till at last they ran out into a sharp point, mostly beyond the +road on the field to the right. + +The wind plays strange pranks with snow; snow is the most plastic medium +it has to mould into images and symbols of its moods. Here one of these +promontories would slope down, and the very next one would slope upward +as it advanced across the open space. In every case there had been +two walls, as it were, of furious blow, and between the two a lane of +comparative calm, caused by the shelter of a clump of brush or weeds, in +which the snow had taken refuge from the wind's rough and savage play. +Between these capes of snow there was an occasional bare patch of +clean swept ground. Altogether there was an impression of barren, wild, +bitter-cold windiness about the aspect that did not fail to awe my mind; +it looked inhospitable, merciless, and cruelly playful. + +As yet the horses seemed to take only delight in dashing through the +drifts, so that the powdery crystals flew aloft and dusted me all over. +I peered across the field to the left, and a curious sight struck me. +There was apparently no steady wind at all, but here and there, and +every now and then a little whirl of snow would rise and fall again. +Every one of them looked for all the world like a rabbit reconnoitring +in deep grass. It jumps up on its hindlegs, while running, peers out, +and settles down again. It was as if the snow meant to have a look +at me, the interloper at such an early morning hour. The snow was so +utterly dry that it obeyed the lightest breath; and whatever there was +of motion in the air, could not amount to more than a cat's-paw's sudden +reach. + +At the exact moment when the snow where it stood up highest became +suffused with a rose-red tint from the rising sun, I arrived at the turn +to the correction line. Had I been a novice at the work I was engaged +in, the sight that met my eye might well have daunted me. Such drifts +as I saw here should be broken by drivers who have short hauls to make +before the long distance traveller attempts them. From the fence on the +north side of the road a smoothly curved expanse covered the whole of +the road allowance and gently sloped down into the field at my left. Its +north edge stood like a cliff, the exact height of the fence, four feet +I should say. In the centre it rose to probably six feet and then fell +very gradually, whaleback fashion, to the south. Not one of the fence +posts to the left was visible. The slow emergence of the tops of these +fence posts became during the following week, when I drove out here +daily, a measure for me of the settling down of the drift. I believe I +can say from my observations that if no new snow falls or drifts in, +and if no very considerable evaporation takes place, a newly piled +snowdrift, undisturbed except by wind-pressure, will finally settle down +to about from one third to one half of its original height, according +to the pressure of the wind that was behind the snow when it first was +thrown down. After it has, in this contracting process, reached two +thirds of its first height, it can usually be relied upon to carry horse +and man. + +The surface of this drift, which covered a ditch besides the grade and +its grassy flanks, showed that curious appearance that we also find in +the glaciated surfaces of granite rock and which, in them, geologists +call exfoliation. In the case of rock it is the consequence of extreme +changes in temperature. The surface sheet in expanding under sudden heat +detaches itself in large, leaflike layers. In front of my wife's cottage +up north there lay an exfoliated rock in which I watched the process for +a number of years. In snow, of course, the origin of this appearance +is entirely different; snow is laid down in layers by the waves in the +wind. "Adfoliation" would be a more nearly correct appellation of the +process. But from the analogy of the appearance I shall retain the more +common word and call it exfoliation. Layers upon layers of paperlike +sheets are superimposed upon each other, their edges often "cropping +out" on sloping surfaces; and since these edges, according to the +curvatures of the surfaces, run in wavy lines, the total aspect is very +often that of "moire" silk. + +I knew the road as well as I had ever known a road. In summer there was +a grassy expanse some thirty feet wide to the north; then followed the +grade, flanked to the south by a ditch; and the tangle of weeds and +small brush beyond reached right up to the other fence. I had to stay +on or rather above the grade; so I stood up and selected the exact spot +where to tackle it. Later, I knew, this drift would be harmless enough; +there was sufficient local traffic here to establish a well-packed +trail. At present, however, it still seemed a formidable task for a team +that was to pull me over thirty-three miles more. Besides it was a first +test for my horses; I did not know yet how they would behave in snow. + +But we went at it. For a moment things happened too fast for me to watch +details. The horses plunged wildly and reared on their hind feet in +a panic, straining against each other, pulling apart, going down +underneath the pole, trying to turn and retrace their steps. And +meanwhile the cutter went sharply up at first, as if on the crest of a +wave, then toppled over into a hole made by Dan, and altogether behaved +like a boat tossed on a stormy sea. Then order returned into the chaos. +I had the lines short, wrapped double and treble around my wrists; +my feet stood braced in the corner of the box, knees touching the +dashboard; my robes slipped down. I spoke to the horses in a soft, +quiet, purring voice; and at last I pulled in. Peter hated to stand. +I held him. Then I looked back. This first wild plunge had taken us a +matter of two hundred yards into the drift. Peter pulled and champed at +the bit; the horses were sinking nearly out of sight. But I knew that +many and many a time in the future I should have to go through just this +and that from the beginning I must train the horses to tackle it right. +So, in spite of my aching wrists I kept them standing till I thought +that they were fully breathed. Then I relaxed my pull the slightest bit +and clicked my tongue. "Good," I thought, "they are pulling together!" +And I managed to hold them in line. They reared and plunged again like +drowning things in their last agony, but they no longer clashed against +nor pulled away from each other. I measured the distance with my eye. +Another two hundred yards or thereabout, and I pulled them in again. +Thus we stopped altogether four times. The horses were steaming when we +got through this drift which was exactly half a mile long; my cutter was +packed level full with slabs and clods of snow; and I was pretty well +exhausted myself. + +"If there is very much of this," I thought for the moment, "I may not be +able to make it." But then I knew that a north-south road will drift in +badly only under exceptional circumstances. It is the east-west grades +that are most apt to give trouble. Not that I minded my part of it, but +I did not mean to kill my horses. I had sized them up in their behaviour +towards snow. Peter, as I had expected, was excitable. It was hard to +recognize in him just now, as he walked quietly along, the uproar of +playing muscle and rearing limbs that he had been when we first struck +the snow. That was well and good for a short, supreme effort; but not +even for Peter would it do in the long, endless drifts which I had to +expect. Dan was quieter, but he did not have Peter's staying power, in +fact, he was not really a horse for the road. Strange, in spite of his +usual keenness on the level road, he seemed to show more snow sense in +the drift. This was to be amply confirmed in the future. Whenever an +accident happened, it was Peter's fault. As you will see if you read on, +Dan once lay quiet when Peter stood right on top of him. + +On this road north I found the same "promontories" that had been such +a feature of the first one, flung across from the northwest to the +southeast. Since the clumps of shrubs to the left were larger here, and +more numerous, too, the drifts occasionally also were larger and higher; +but not one of them was such that the horses could not clear it with one +or two leaps. The sun was climbing, the air was winter-clear and still. +None of the farms which I passed showed the slightest sign of life. +I had wrapped up again and sat in comparative comfort and at ease, +enjoying the clear sparkle and glitter of the virgin snow. It was not +till considerably later that the real significance of the landscape +dawned upon my consciousness. Still there was even now in my thoughts a +speculative undertone. Subconsciously I wondered what might be ahead of +me. + +We made Bell's corner in good time. The mile to the west proved easy. +There were drifts, it is true, and the going was heavy, but at no place +did the snow for any length of time reach higher than the horses' hocks. +We turned to the north again, and here, for a while, the road was very +good indeed; the underbrush to the left, on those expanses of wild +land, had fettered, as it were, the feet of the wind. The snow was held +everywhere, and very little of it had drifted. Only one spot I remember +where a clump of Russian willow close to the trail had offered shelter +enough to allow the wind to fill in the narrow road-gap to a depth of +maybe eight or nine feet; but here it was easy to go around to the west. +Without any further incident we reached the point where the useless, +supernumerary fence post had caught my eye on my first trip out. I had +made nearly eight miles now. + +But right here I was to get my first inkling of sights that might +shatter my nerve. You may remember that a grove of tall poplars ran to +the east, skirted along its southern edge by a road and a long line of +telephone posts. Now here, in this shelter of the poplars, the snow from +the more or less level and unsheltered spaces to the northwest had piled +in indeed. It sloped up to the east; and never shall I forget what I +beheld. + +The first of the posts stood a foot in snow; at the second one the drift +reached six or seven feet up; the next one looked only half as long +as the first one, and you might have imagined, standing as it did on a +sloping hillside, that it had intentionally been made so much shorter +than the others; but at the bottom of the visible part the wind, in +sweeping around the pole, had scooped out a funnel-shaped crater which +seemed to open into the very earth like a sinkhole. The next pole stood +like a giant buried up to his chest and looked singularly helpless and +footbound; and the last one I saw showed just its crossbar with three +glassy, green insulators above the mountain of snow. The whole surface +of this gigantic drift showed again that "exfoliated" appearance which I +have described. Strange to say, this very exfoliation gave it +something of a quite peculiarly desolate aspect. It looked so harsh, so +millennial-old, so antediluvian and pre-adamic! I still remember with +particular distinctness the slight dizziness that overcame me, the +sinking feeling in my heart, the awe, and the foreboding that I had +challenged a force in Nature which might defy all tireless effort and +the most fearless heart. + +So the hostler had not been fibbing after all! + +But not for a moment did I think of turning back. I am fatalistic in +temperament. What is to be, is to be, that is not my outlook. If at last +we should get bound up in a drift, well and good, I should then see what +the next move would have to be. While the wind blows, snow drifts; while +my horses could walk and I was not disabled, my road led north, not +south. Like the snow I obeyed the laws of my nature. So far the road was +good, and we swung along. + +Somewhere around here a field presented a curious view Its crop had not +been harvested; it still stood in stooks. But from my side I saw nothing +of the sheaves--it seemed to be flax, for here and there a flag of loose +heads showed at the top. The snow had been blown up from all directions, +so it looked, by the counter-currents that set up in the lee of every +obstacle. These mounds presented one and all the appearance of cones +or pyramids of butter patted into shape by upward strokes made with a +spoon. There were the sharp ridges, irregular and erratic, and there +were the hollows running up their flanks--exactly as such a cone of +butter will show them. And the whole field was dotted with them, as if +there were so many fresh graves. + +I made the twelve-mile bridge--passing through the cottonwood +gate--reached the "hovel," and dropped into the wilderness again. Here +the bigger trees stood strangely bare. Winter reveals the bark and the +"habit" of trees. All ornaments and unessentials have been dropped. The +naked skeletons show I remember how I was more than ever struck by that +dappled appearance of the bark of the balm: an olive-green, yellowish +hue, ridged and spotted with the black of ancient, overgrown leaf-scars; +there was actually something gay about it; these poplars are certainly +beautiful winter trees. The aspens were different. Although their stems +stood white on white in the snow, that greenish tinge in their white +gave them a curious look. From the picture that I carry about in my +memory of this morning I cannot help the impression that they looked as +if their white were not natural at all; they looked white-washed! I have +often since confirmed this impression when there was snow on the ground. + +In the copses of saplings the zigzagging of the boles from twig to twig +showed very distinctly, more so, I believe, than to me it had ever done +before. How slender and straight they look in their summer garb--now +they were stripped, and bone and sinew appeared. + +We came to the "half way farms," and the marsh lay ahead. I watered the +horses, and I do not know what made me rest them for a little while, +but I did. On the yard of the farm where I had turned in there was not +a soul to be seen. Barns and stables were closed--and I noticed that +the back door of the dwelling was buried tight by the snow. No doubt +everybody preferred the neighbourhood of the fire to the cold outside. +While stopping, I faced for the first time the sun. He was high in the +sky by now--it was half-past ten--and it suddenly came home to me that +there was something relentless, inexorable, cruel, yes, something of a +sneer in the pitiless way in which he looked down on the infertile waste +around. Unaccountably two Greek words formed on my lips: Homer's Pontos +atrygetos--the barren sea. Half an hour later I was to realize the +significance of it. + +I turned back to the road and north again. For another half mile the +fields continued on either side; but somehow they seemed to take on a +sinister look. There was more snow on them than I had found on the +level land further south; the snow lay more smoothly, again under +those "exfoliated" surface sheets which here, too, gave it an inhuman, +primeval look; in the higher sun the vast expanse looked, I suppose, +more blindingly white; and nowhere did buildings or thickets seem to +emerge. Yet, so long as the grade continued, the going was fair enough. + +Then I came to the corner which marked half the distance, and there I +stopped. Right in front, where the trail had been and where a ditch +had divided off the marsh, a fortress of snow lay now: a seemingly +impregnable bulwark, six or seven feet high, with rounded top, fitting +descriptions which I had read of the underground bomb-proofs around +Belgian strongholds--those forts which were hammered to pieces by the +Germans in their first, heart-breaking forward surge in 1914. There +was not a wrinkle in this inverted bowl. There it lay, smooth and +slick--curled up in security, as it were, some twenty, thirty feet +across; and behind it others, and more of them to the right and to the +left. This had been a stretch, covered with brush and bush, willow and +poplar thickets; but my eye saw nothing except a mammiferous waste, +cruelly white, glittering in the heatless, chuckling sun, and scoffing +at me, the intruder. I stood up again and peered out. To the east it +seemed as if these buttes of snow were a trifle lower; but maybe the +ground underneath also sloped down. I wished I had travelled here more +often by daytime, so I might know. As it was, there was nothing to it; I +had to tackle the task. And we plunged in. + +I had learned something from my first experience in the drift one mile +north of town, and I kept my horses well under control. Still, it was a +wild enough dash. Peter lost his footing two or three times and worked +himself into a mild panic. But Dan--I could not help admiring the way +in which, buried over his back in snow, he would slowly and deliberately +rear on his hindfeet and take his bound. For fully five minutes I never +saw anything of the horses except their heads. I inferred their motions +from the dusting snowcloud that rose above their bodies and settled +on myself. And then somehow we emerged. We reached a stretch of ground +where the snow was just high enough to cover the hocks of the horses. It +was a hollow scooped out by some freak of the wind. I pulled in, and the +horses stood panting. Peter no longer showed any desire to fret and to +jump. Both horses apparently felt the wisdom of sparing their strength. +They were all white with the frost of their sweat and the spray of the +snow... + +While I gave them their time, I looked around, and here a lesson came +home to me. In the hollow where we stood, the snow did not lie smoothly. +A huge obstacle to the northwest, probably a buried clump of brush, had +made the wind turn back upon itself, first downward, then, at the bottom +of the pit, in a direction opposite to that of the main current above, +and finally slantways upward again to the summit of the obstacle, where +it rejoined the parent blow. The floor of the hollow was cleanly +scooped out and chiselled in low ridges; and these ridges came from the +southeast, running their points to the northwest. I learned to look out +for this sign, and I verily believe that, had I not learned that lesson +right now, I should never have reached the creek which was still four or +five miles distant. + +The huge mound in the lee of which I was stopping was a matter of two +hundred yards away; nearer to it the snow was considerably deeper; +and since it presented an appearance very characteristic of Prairie +bush-drifts, I shall describe it in some detail. Apparently the winds +had first bent over all the stems of the clump; for whenever I saw one +of them from the north, it showed a smooth, clean upward sweep. On the +south side the snow first fell in a sheer cliff; then there was a hollow +which was partly filled by a talus-shaped drift thrown in by the counter +currents from the southern pit in which we were stopping; the sides of +this talus again showed the marks that reminded of those left by the +spoon when butter is roughly stroked into the shape of a pyramid. The +interesting parts of the structure consisted in the beetling brow of the +cliff and the roof of the cavity underneath. The brow had a honeycombed +appearance; the snow had been laid down in layers of varying density (I +shall discuss this more fully in the next chapter when we are going +to look in on the snow while it is actually at work); and the counter +currents that here swept upward in a slanting direction had bitten +out the softer layers, leaving a fine network of little ridges which +reminded strangely of the delicate fretwork-tracery in wind-sculptured +rock--as I had seen it in the Black Hills in South Dakota. This piece of +work of the wind is exceedingly short-lived in snow, and it must not be +confounded with the honeycombed appearance of those faces of snow cliffs +which are "rotting" by reason of their exposure to the heat of the +noonday sun. These latter are coarse, often dirty, and nearly always +have something bristling about them which is entirely absent in the +sculptures of the wind. The under side of the roof in the cavity looked +very much as a very stiff or viscid treacle would look when spread over +a meshy surface, as, for instance, over a closely woven netting of wire. +The stems and the branches of the brush took the place of the wire, and +in their meshes the snow had been pressed through by its own weight, but +held together by its curious ductility or tensile strength of which I +was to find further evidence soon enough. It thus formed innumerable, +blunted little stalactites, but without the corresponding stalagmites +which you find in limestone caves or on the north side of buildings when +the snow from the roof thaws and forms icicles and slender cones of ice +growing up to meet them from the ground where the trickling drops fall +and freeze again. + +By the help of these various tokens I had picked my next resting place +before we started up again. It was on this second dash that I understood +why those Homeric words had come to my lips a while ago. This was indeed +like nothing so much as like being out on rough waters and in a troubled +sea, with nothing to brace the storm with but a wind-tossed nutshell +of a one-man sailing craft. I knew that experience for having outridden +many a gale in the mouth of the mighty St. Lawrence River. When the snow +reached its extreme in depth, it gave you the feeling which a drowning +man may have when fighting his desperate fight with the salty waves. But +more impressive than that was the frequent outer resemblance. The waves +of the ocean rise up and reach out and batter against the rocks and +battlements of the shore, retreating again and ever returning to the +assault, covering the obstacles thrown in the way of their progress with +thin sheets of licking tongues at least. And if such a high crest wave +had suddenly been frozen into solidity, its outline would have mimicked +to perfection many a one of the snow shapes that I saw around. + +Once the horses had really learned to pull exactly together--and they +learned it thoroughly here--our progress was not too bad. Of course, it +was not like going on a grade, be it ever so badly drifted in. Here +the ground underneath, too, was uneven and overgrown with a veritable +entanglement of brush in which often the horses' feet would get caught. +As for the road, there was none left, nothing that even by the boldest +stretch of imagination could have been considered even as the slightest +indication of one. And worst of all, I knew positively that there would +be no trail at any time during the winter. I was well aware of the fact +that, after it once snowed up, nobody ever crossed this waste between +the "half way farms" and the "White Range Line House." This morning it +took me two and a half solid hours to make four miles. + +But the ordeal had its reward. Here where the fact that there was snow +on the ground, and plenty of it, did no longer need to be sunk into my +brain--as soon as it had lost its value as a piece of news and a lesson, +I began to enjoy it just as the hunter in India will enjoy the battle of +wits when he is pitted against a yellow-black tiger. I began to catch on +to the ways of this snow; I began, as it were, to study the mentality of +my enemy. Though I never kill, I am after all something of a sportsman. +And still another thing gave me back that mental equilibrium which you +need in order to see things and to reason calmly about them. Every dash +of two hundred yards or so brought me that much nearer to my goal. Up to +the "half way farms" I had, as it were, been working uphill: there was +more ahead than behind. This was now reversed: there was more behind +than ahead, and as yet I did not worry about the return trip. + +Now I have already said that snow is the only really plastic element in +which the wind can carve the vagaries of its mood and leave a record of +at least some permanency. The surface of the sea is a wonderful book to +be read with a lightning-quick eye; I do not know anything better to +do as a cure for ragged nerves--provided you are a good sailor. But the +forms are too fleeting, they change too quickly--so quickly, indeed, +that I have never succeeded in so fixing their record upon my memory as +to be able to develop one form from the other in descriptive notes. It +is that very fact, I believe, upon which hinges the curative value of +the sight: you are so completely absorbed by the moment, and all other +things fall away. Many and many a day have I lain in my deck chair on +board a liner and watched the play of the waves; but the pleasure, +which was very great indeed, was momentary; and sometimes, when in +an unsympathetic mood, I have since impatiently wondered in what that +fascination may have consisted. It was different here. Snow is very +nearly as yielding as water and, once it fully responds in its surface +to the carving forces of the wind, it stays--as if frozen into the +glittering marble image of its motion. I know few things that are as +truly fascinating as the sculptures of the wind in snow; for here you +have time and opportunity a-plenty to probe not only into the what, +but also into the why. Maybe that one day I shall write down a fuller +account of my observations. In this report I shall have to restrict +myself to a few indications, for this is not the record of the whims of +the wind, but merely the narrative of my drives. + +In places, for instance, the rounded, "bomb-proof" aspect of the +expanses would be changed into the distinct contour of gigantic waves +with a very fine, very sharp crest-line. The upsweep from the northwest +would be ever so slightly convex, and the downward sweep into the trough +was always very distinctly concave. This was not the ripple which we +find in beach sand. That ripple was there, too, and in places it covered +the wide backs of these huge waves all over; but never was it found on +the concave side. Occasionally, but rarely, one of these great waves +would resemble a large breaker with a curly crest. Here the onward sweep +from the northwest had built the snow out, beyond the supporting base, +into a thick overhanging ledge which here and there had sagged; but +by virtue of that tensile strength and cohesion in snow which I have +mentioned already, it still held together and now looked convoluted and +ruffled in the most deceiving way. I believe I actually listened for the +muffled roar which the breaker makes when its subaqueous part begins to +sweep the upward sloping beach. To make this illusion complete, or to +break it by the very absurdity and exaggeration of a comparison drawn +out too far--I do not know which--there would, every now and then, +from the crest of one of these waves, jut out something which closely +resembled the wide back of a large fish diving down into the concave +side towards the trough. This looked very much like porpoises or +dolphins jumping in a heaving sea; only that in my memory picture the +real dolphins always jump in the opposite direction, against the run of +the waves, bridging the trough. + +In other places a fine, exceedingly delicate crest-line would spring up +from the high point of some buried obstacle and sweep along in the most +graceful curve as far as the eye would carry I particularly remember one +of them, and I could discover no earthly reason for the curvature in it. + +Again there would be a triangular--or should I say +"tetrahedral"?--up-sweep from the direction of the wind, ending in a +sharp, perfectly plane down-sweep on the south side; and the point of +this three-sided but oblique pyramid would hang over like the flap of +a tam. There was something of the consistency of very thick cloth about +this overhanging flap. + +Or an up-slope from the north would end in a long, nearly perpendicular +cliff-line facing south. And the talus formation which I have mentioned +would be perfectly smooth; but it did not reach quite to the top of the +cliff, maybe to within a foot of it. The upsloping layer from the north +would hang out again, with an even brow; but between this smooth cornice +and the upper edge of the talus the snow looked as if it had been +squeezed out by tremendous pressure from above, like an exceedingly +viscid liquid--cooling glue, for instance, which is being squeezed out +from between the core and the veneer in a veneering press. + +Once I passed close to and south of, two thickets which were completely +buried by the snow. Between them a ditch had been scooped out in a very +curious fashion. It resembled exactly a winding river bed with its water +drained off; it was two or three feet deep, and wherever it turned, its +banks were undermined on the "throw" side by the "wash" of the furious +blow. The analogy between the work of the wind and the work of flowing +water constantly obtrudes, especially where this work is one of +"erosion." + +But as flowing water will swing up and down in the most surprising forms +where the bed of the river is rough with rocks and throws it into choppy +waves which do not seem to move, so the snow was thrown up into the most +curious forms where the frozen swamp ground underneath had bubbled, +as it were, into phantastic shapes. I remember several places where +a perfect circle was formed by a sharp crestline that bounded an +hemispherical, crater-like hollow. When steam bubbles up through thick +porridge, in its leisurely and impeded way, and the bubble bursts with +a clucking sound, then for a moment a crater is formed just like these +circular holes; only here in the snow they were on a much larger scale, +of course, some of them six to ten feet in diameter. + +And again the snow was thrown up into a bulwark, twenty and more feet +high, with that always repeating cliff face to the south, resembling a +miniature Gibraltar, with many smaller ones of most curiously similar +form on its back: bulwarks upon bulwarks, all lowering to the south. In +these the aggressive nature of storm-flung snow was most apparent. They +were formidable structures; formidable and intimidating, more through +the suggestiveness of their shape than through mere size. + +I came to places where the wind had had its moments of frolicksome +humour, where it had made grim fun of its own massive and cumbersome +and yet so pliable and elastic majesty. It had turned around and around, +running with breathless speed, with its tongue lolling out, as it were, +and probably yapping and snapping in mocking mimicry of a pup trying to +catch its tail; and it had scooped out a spiral trough with overhanging +rim. I felt sorry that I had not been there to watch it, because after +all, what I saw, was only the dead record of something that had been +very much alive and vociferatingly noisy. And in another place it had +reared and raised its head like a boa constrictor, ready to strike at +its prey; up to the flashing, forked tongue it was there. But one spot +I remember, where it looked exactly as if quite consciously it had +attempted the outright ludicrous: it had thrown up the snow into the +semblance of some formidable animal--more like a gorilla than anything +else it looked, a gorilla that stands on its four hands and raises every +hair on its back and snarls in order to frighten that which it is afraid +of itself--a leopard maybe. + +And then I reached the "White Range Line House." Curiously enough, there +it stood, sheltered by its majestic bluff to the north, as peaceful +looking as if there were no such a thing as that record, which I had +crossed, of the uproar and fury of one of the forces of Nature engaged +in an orgy. And it looked so empty, too, and so deserted, with never +a wisp of smoke curling from its flue-pipe, that for a moment I was +tempted to turn in and see whether maybe the lonely dweller was ill. But +then I felt as if I could not be burdened with any stranger's worries +that day. + +The effective shelter of the poplar forest along the creek made itself +felt. The last mile to the northeast was peaceful driving. I felt quite +cheered, though I walked the horses over the whole of the mile since +both began to show signs of wear. The last four miles had been a test +to try any living creature's mettle. To me it had been one of the +culminating points in that glorious winter, but the horses had lacked +the mental stimulus, and even I felt rather exhausted. + +On the bridge I stopped, threw the blankets over the horses, and fed. +Somehow this seemed to be the best place to do it. There was no snow +to speak of, and I did not know yet what might follow. The horses were +drooping, and I gave them an additional ten minutes' rest. Then I slowly +made ready. I did not really expect any serious trouble. + +We turned at a walk, and the chasm of the bush road opened up. +Instantly I pulled the horses in. What I saw, baffled me for a moment +so completely that I just sat there and gasped. There was no road. The +trees to both sides were not so overly high, but the snow had piled in +level with their tops; the drift looked like a gigantic barricade. It +was that fleeting sight of the telephone posts over again, though on a +slightly smaller scale; but this time it was in front. Slowly I started +to whistle and then looked around. I remembered now. There was a newly +cut-out road running north past the school which lay embedded in the +bush. It had offered a lane to the wind; and the wind, going there, in +cramped space, at a doubly furious stride, had picked up and carried +along all the loose snow from the grassy glades in its path. The road +ended abruptly just north of the drift, where the east-west grade sprang +up. When the wind had reached this end of the lane, where the bush ran +at right angles to its direction, it had found itself in something +like a blind alley, and, sweeping upward, to clear the obstacle, it had +dropped every bit of its load into the shelter of the brush, gradually, +in the course of three long days, building up a ridge that buried +underbrush and trees. I might have known it, of course. I knew enough +about snow; all the conditions for an exceptionally large drift were +provided for here. But it had not occurred to me, especially after I had +found the northern fringe of the marsh so well sheltered. Here I felt +for a moment as if all the snow of the universe had piled in. As I said, +I was so completely baffled that I could have turned the horses then and +there. + +But after a minute or two my eyes began to cast about. I turned to the +south, right into the dense underbrush and towards the creek which +here swept south in a long, flat curve. Peter was always intolerant +of anything that moved underfoot. He started to bolt when the dry and +hard-frozen stems snapped and broke with reports resembling pistol +shots. But since Dan kept quiet, I held Peter well in hand. I went along +the drift for maybe three to four hundred yards, reconnoitring. Then the +trees began to stand too dense for me to proceed without endangering my +cutter. Just beyond I saw the big trough of the creek bed, and though +I could not make out how conditions were at its bottom, the drift +continued on its southern bank, and in any case it was impossible to +cross the hollow. So I turned; I had made up my mind to try the drift. + +About a hundred and fifty yards from the point where I had turned off +the road there was something like a fold in the flank of the drift. At +its foot I stopped. For a moment I tried to explain that fold to myself. +This is what I arrived at. North of the drift, just about where the new +cut-out joined the east-west grade, there was a small clearing caused +by a bush fire which a few years ago had penetrated thus far into this +otherwise virgin corner of the forest. Unfortunately it stood so full of +charred stumps that it was impossible to get through there. But the main +currents of the wind would have free play in this opening, and I knew +that, when the blizzard began, it had been blowing from a more northerly +quarter than later on, when it veered to the northwest. And though the +snow came careering along the lane of the cut-out, that is, from due +north, its "throw" and therefore, the direction of the drift would be +determined by the direction of the wind that took charge of it on this +clearing. Probably, then, a first, provisional drift whose long axis lay +nearly in a north-south line, had been piled up by the first, northerly +gale. Later a second, larger drift had been superimposed upon it at an +angle, with its main axis running from the northwest to the southeast. +The fold marked the point where the first, smaller drift still emerged +from the second larger one. This reasoning was confirmed by a study of +the clearing itself which I came to make two or three weeks after. + +Before I called on the horses to give me their very last ounce of +strength, I got out of my cutter once more and made sure that my lines +were still sound. I trusted my ability to guide the horses even in this +crucial test, but I dreaded nothing so much as that the lines might +break; and I wanted to guard against any accident. I should mention +that, of course, the top of my cutter was down, that the traces of the +harness were new, and that the cutter itself during its previous trials +had shown an exceptional stability. Once more I thus rested my horses +for five minutes; and they seemed to realize what was coming. Their +heads were up, their ears were cocked. When I got back into my cutter, +I carefully brushed the snow from moccasins and trousers, laid the robe +around my feet, adjusted my knees against the dashboard, and tied two +big loops into the lines to hold them by. + +Then I clicked my tongue. The horses bounded upward in unison. For a +moment it looked as if they intended to work through, instead of over, +the drift. A wild shower of angular snow-slabs swept in upon me. +The cutter reared up and plunged and reared again--and then the view +cleared. The snow proved harder than I had anticipated--which bespoke +the fury of the blow that had piled it. It did not carry the horses, but +neither--once we had reached a height of five or six feet--did they sink +beyond their bellies and out of sight. I had no eye for anything except +them. What lay to right or left, seemed not to concern me. I watched +them work. They went in bounds, working beautifully together. +Rhythmically they reared, and rhythmically they plunged. I had dropped +back to the seat, holding them with a firm hand, feet braced against the +dashboard; and whenever they got ready to rear, I called to them in a +low and quiet voice, "Peter--Dan--now!" And their muscles played with +the effort of desperation. It probably did not take more than five +minutes, maybe considerably less, before we had reached the top, but to +me it seemed like hours of nearly fruitless endeavour. I did not realize +at first that we were high. I shall never forget the weird kind of +astonishment when the fact came home to me that what snapped and +crackled in the snow under the horses' hoofs, were the tops of trees. +Nor shall the feeling of estrangement, as it were--as if I were not +myself, but looking on from the outside at the adventure of somebody +who yet was I--the feeling of other-worldliness, if you will pardon the +word, ever fade from my memory--a feeling of having been carried beyond +my depth where I could not swim--which came over me when with two quick +glances to right and left I took in the fact that there were no longer +any trees to either side, that I was above that forest world which had +so often engulfed me. + +Then I drew my lines in. The horses fought against it, did not want to +stand. But I had to find my way, and while they were going, I could not +take my eyes from them. It took a supreme effort on my part to make them +obey. At last they stood, but I had to hold them with all my strength, +and with not a second's respite. Now that I was on top of the drift, +the problem of how to get down loomed larger than that of getting up had +seemed before. I knew I did not have half a minute in which to decide +upon my course; for it became increasingly difficult to hold the horses +back, and they were fast sinking away. + +During this short breathing spell I took in the situation. We had come +up in a northeast direction, slanting along the slope. Once on top, I +had instinctively turned to the north. Here the drift was about twenty +feet wide, perfectly level and with an exfoliated surface layer. To the +east the drift fell steeply, with a clean, smooth cliff-line marking +off the beginning of the descent; this line seemed particularly +disconcerting, for it betrayed the concave curvature of the down-sweep. +A few yards to the north I saw below, at the foot of the cliff, the old +logging-trail, and I noticed that the snow on it lay as it had fallen, +smooth and sheer, without a ripple of a drift. It looked like mockery. +And yet that was where I had to get down. + +The next few minutes are rather a maze in my memory. But two pictures +were photographed with great distinctness. The one is of the moment when +we went over the edge. For a second Peter reared up, pawing the air with +his forefeet; Dan tried to back away from the empty fall. I had at this +excruciating point no purchase whatever on the lines. Then apparently +Peter sat or fell down, I do not know which, on his haunches and began +to slide. The cutter lurched to the left as if it were going to spill +all it held. Dan was knocked off his hind feet by the drawbar--and +we plunged... We came to with a terrific jolt that sent me in a +heap against the dashboard. One jump, and I stood on the ground. The +cutter--and this is the second picture which is etched clearly on the +plate of my memory--stood on its pole, leaning at an angle of forty-five +degrees against the drift. The horses were as if stunned. "Dan, Peter!" +I shouted, and they struggled to their feet. They were badly winded, but +otherwise everything seemed all right. I looked wistfully back and up at +the gully which we had torn into the flank of the drift. + +I should gladly have breathed the horses again, but they were hot, the +air was at zero or colder, the rays of the sun had begun to slant. I +walked for a while alongside the team. They were drooping sadly. Then +I got in again, driving them slowly till we came to the crossing of the +ditch. I had no eye for the grade ahead. On the bush road the going was +good--now and then a small drift, but nothing alarming anywhere. The +anti-climax had set in. Again the speckled trunks of the balm poplars +struck my eye, now interspersed with the scarlet stems of the red osier +dogwood. But they failed to cheer me--they were mere facts, unable to +stir moods... + +I began to think. A few weeks ago I had met that American settler with +the French sounding name who lived alongside the angling dam further +north. We had talked snow, and he had said, "Oh, up here it never is bad +except along this grade,"--we were stopping on the last east-west grade, +the one I was coming to--"there you cannot get through. You'd kill your +horses. Level with the tree-tops." Well, I had had just that a little +while ago--I could not afford any more of it. So I made up my mind to +try a new trail, across a section which was fenced. It meant getting +out of my robes twice more, to open the gates, but I preferred that +to another tree-high drift. To spare my horses was now my only +consideration. I should not have liked to take the new trail by night, +for fear of missing the gates; but that objection did not hold just now. +Horses and I were pretty well spent. So, instead of forking off the main +trail to the north we went straight ahead. + +In due time I came to the bridge which I had to cross in order to get +up on the dam. Here I saw--in an absent-minded, half unconscious, and +uninterested way--one more structure built by architect wind. The deep +master ditch from the north emptied here, to the left of the bridge, +into the grade ditch which ran east and west. And at the corner the snow +had very nearly bridged it--so nearly that you could easily have stepped +across the remaining gap. But below it was hollow--nothing supported +the bridge--it was a mere arch, with a vault underneath that looked +temptingly sheltered and cosy to wearied eyes. + +The dam was bare, and I had to pull off to the east, on to the swampy +plain. I gave my horses the lines, and slowly, slowly they took me home! +Even had I not always lost interest here, to-day I should have leaned +back and rested. Although the horses had done all the actual work, the +strain of it had been largely on me. It was the after-effect that set in +now. + +I thought of my wife, and of how she would have felt had she been +able to follow the scenes in some magical mirror through every single +vicissitude of my drive. And once more I saw with the eye of recent +memory the horses in that long, endless plunge through the corner of the +marsh. Once more I felt my muscles a-quiver with the strain of that last +wild struggle over that last, inhuman drift. And slowly I made up my +mind that the next time, the very next day, on my return trip, I was +going to add another eleven miles to my already long drive and to take a +different road. I knew the trail over which I had been coming so far was +closed for the rest of the winter--there was no traffic there--no trail +would be kept open. That other road of which I was thinking and which +lay further west was the main cordwood trail to the towns in the south. +It was out of my way, to be sure, but I felt convinced that I could +spare my horses and even save time by making the detour. + +Being on the east side of the dam, I could not see school or cottage +till I turned up on the correction line. But when at last I saw it, I +felt somewhat as I had felt coming home from my first big trip overseas. +It seemed a lifetime since I had started out. I seemed to be a different +man. + +Here, in the timber land, the snow had not drifted to any extent. +There were signs of the gale, but its record was written in fallen tree +trunks, broken branches, a litter of twigs--not in drifts of snow. My +wife would not surmise what I had gone through. + +She came out with a smile on her face when I pulled in on the yard. It +was characteristic of her that she did not ask why I came so late; she +accepted the fact as something for which there were no doubt compelling +reasons. "I was giving our girl a bath," she said; "she cannot come." +And then she looked wistfully at my face and at the horses. Silently +I slipped the harness off their backs. I used to let them have their +freedom for a while on reaching home. And never yet but Peter at least +had had a kick and a caper and a roll before they sought their mangers. +To-day they stood for a moment knock-kneed, without moving, then shook +themselves in a weak, half-hearted way and went with drooping heads and +weary limbs straight to the stable. + +"You had a hard trip?" asked my wife; and I replied with as much cheer +as I could muster, "I have seen sights to-day that I did not expect to +see before my dying day." And taking her arm, I looked at the westering +sun and turned towards the house. + + + + +FIVE. Wind and Waves + +When I awoke on the morning after the last described arrival at "home," +I thought of the angry glow in the east at sunrise of the day before. +It had been cold again over night, so cold that in the small cottage, +whatever was capable of freezing, froze to its very core. The frost had +even penetrated the hole which in this "teacher's residence" made shift +for a cellar, and, in spite of their being covered with layer upon layer +of empty bags, had sweetened the winter's supply of potatoes. + +But towards morning there had been a let-up, a sudden rise in +temperature, as we experience it so often, coincident with a change in +the direction of the wind, which now blew rather briskly from the south, +foreboding a storm. + +I got the horses ready at an early hour, for I was going to try the +roundabout way at last, forty-five miles of it; and never before had I +gone over the whole of it in winter. Even in summer I had done so only +once, and that in a car, when I had accompanied the school-inspector on +one of his trips. I wanted to make sure that I should be ready in time +to start at ten o'clock in the morning. + +This new road had chiefly two features which recommended it to me. +Firstly, about thirty-eight miles out of forty-five led through a fairly +well settled district where I could hope to find a chain of short-haul +trails. The widest gap in this series of settlements was one of two +miles where there was wild land. The remaining seven miles, it is true, +led across that wilderness on the east side of which lay Bell's farm. +This piece, however, I knew so well that I felt sure of finding my +way there by night or day in any reasonable kind of weather. Nor did I +expect to find it badly drifted. And secondly, about twenty-nine miles +from "home" I should pass within one mile of a town which boasted +of boarding house and livery stable, offering thus, in case of an +emergency, a convenient stopping place. + +I watched the sky rather anxiously, not so much on my own account as +because my wife, seeing me start, would worry a good deal should that +start be made in foul weather. At nine the sky began to get grey in +spots. Shortly after a big cloud came sailing up, and I went out to +watch it. And sure enough, it had that altogether loose appearance, with +those wind-torn, cottony appendages hanging down from its darker upper +body which are sure to bring snow. Lower away in the south--a rare thing +to come from the south in our climate--there lay a black squall-cloud +with a rounded outline, like a big windbag, resembling nothing so much +as a fat boy's face with its cheeks blown out, when he tries to fill a +football with the pressure from his lungs. That was an infallible sign. +The first cloud, which was travelling fast, might blow over. The second, +larger one was sure to bring wind a-plenty. But still there was hope. So +long as it did not bring outright snow, my wife would not worry so much. +Here where she was, the snow would not drift--there was altogether +too much bush. She--not having been much of an observer of the skies +before--dreaded the snowstorm more than the blizzard. I knew the latter +was what portended danger. + +When I turned back into the house, a new thought struck me. I spoke to +my wife, who was putting up a lunch for me, and proposed to take her and +our little girl over to a neighbour's place a mile and a half west of +the school. Those people were among the very few who had been decent to +her, and the visit would beguile the weary Sunday afternoon. She agreed +at once. So we all got ready; I brought the horses out and hooked them +up, alone--no trouble from them this morning: they were quiet enough +when they drank deep at the well. + +A few whirls of snow had come down meanwhile--not enough, however, as +yet to show as a new layer on the older snow. Again a cloud had torn +loose from that squall-bag on the horizon, and again it showed that +cottony, fringy, whitish under layer which meant snow. I raised the top +of the cutter and fastened the curtains. + +By the time we three piled in, the thin flakes were dancing all around +again, dusting our furs with their thin, glittering crystals. I bandied +baby-talk with the little girl to make things look cheerful, but there +was anguish in the young woman's look. I saw she would like to ask me to +stay over till Monday, but she knew that I considered it my duty to get +back to town by night. + +The short drive to the neighbour's place was pleasant enough. There was +plenty of snow on this part of the correction line, which farther east +was bare; and it was packed down by abundant traffic. Then came the +parting. I kissed wife and child; and slowly, accompanied by much waving +of hands on the part of the little girl and a rather depressed looking +smile on that of my wife, I turned on the yard and swung back to the +road. The cliffs of black poplar boles engulfed me at once: a sheltered +grade. + +But I had not yet gone very far--a mile perhaps, or a little over--when +the trees began to bend under the impact of that squall. Nearly at the +same moment the sun, which so far had been shining in an intermittent +way, was blotted from the sky, and it turned almost dusky. For a long +while--for more than an hour, indeed--it had seemed as if that black +squall-cloud were lying motionless at the horizon--an anchored ship, +bulging at its wharf. But then, as if its moorings had been cast off, or +its sails unfurled, it travelled up with amazing speed. The wind had an +easterly slant to it--a rare thing with us for a wind from that quarter +to bring a heavy storm. The gale had hardly been blowing for ten or +fifteen minutes, when the snow began to whirl down. It came in the +tiniest possible flakes, consisting this time of short needles that +looked like miniature spindles, strung with the smallest imaginable +globules of ice--no six-armed crystals that I could find so far. Many a +snowstorm begins that way with us. And there was even here, in the chasm +of the road, a swing and dance to the flakes that bespoke the force of +the wind above. + +My total direction--after I should have turned off the correction +line--lay to the southeast; into the very teeth of the wind. I had to +make it by laps though, first south, then east, then south again, with +the exception of six or seven miles across the wild land west of Bell's +corner; there, as nearly as I could hold the direction, I should have to +strike a true line southeast. + +I timed my horses; I could not possibly urge them on to-day. They took +about nine minutes to the mile, and I knew I should have to give them +many a walk. That meant at best a drive of eight hours. It would be dark +before I reached town. I did not mind that, for I knew there would be +many a night drive ahead, and I felt sure that that half-mile on the +southern correction line, one mile from town, would have been gone +over on Saturday by quite a number of teams. The snow settles down +considerably, too, in thirty hours, especially under the pressure of +wind. If a trail had been made over the drift, I was confident my horses +would find it without fail. So I dismissed all anxiety on my own score. + +But all the more did the thought of my wife worry me. If only I could +have made her see things with my own eyes--but I could not. She regarded +me as an invalid whose health was undermined by a wasting illness and +who needed nursing and coddling on the slightest provocation. Instead of +drawing Nature's inference that, what cannot live, should die, she clung +to the slender thread of life that sometimes threatened to break--but +never on these drives. I often told her that, if I could make my +living by driving instead of teaching, I should feel the stronger, +the healthier, and the better for it--my main problem would have been +solved. But she, with a woman's instinct for shelter and home, cowered +down before every one of Nature's menaces. And yet she bore up with +remarkable courage. + +A mile or so before I came to the turn in my road the forest withdrew on +both sides, yielding space to the fields and elbow-room for the wind +to unfold its wings. As soon as its full force struck the cutter, the +curtains began to emit that crackling sound which indicates to the +sailor that he has turned his craft as far into the wind as he can +safely do without losing speed. Little ripples ran through the bulging +canvas. As yet I sat snug and sheltered within, my left shoulder turned +to the weather, but soon I sighted dimly a curtain of trees that ran at +right angles to my road. Behind it there stood a school building, and +beyond that I should have to turn south. I gave the horses a walk. I +decided to give them a walk of five minutes for every hour they trotted +along. We reached the corner that way and I started them up again. + +Instantly things changed. We met the wind at an angle of about thirty +degrees from the southeast. The air looked thick ahead. I moved into the +left-hand corner of the seat, and though the full force of the wind did +not strike me there, the whirling snow did not respect my shelter. It +blew in slantways under the top, then described a curve upward, and +downward again, as if it were going to settle on the right end of the +back. But just before it touched the back, it turned at a sharp angle +and piled on to my right side. A fair proportion of it reached my face +which soon became wet and then caked over with ice. There was a sting +to the flakes which made them rather disagreeable. My right eye kept +closing up, and I had to wipe it ever so often to keep it open. The +wind, too, for the first and only time on my drives, somehow found an +entrance into the lower part of the cutter box, and though my feet were +resting on the heater and my legs were wrapped, first in woollen and +then in leather leggings, besides being covered with a good fur robe, my +left side soon began to feel the cold. It may be that this comparative +discomfort, which I had to endure for the better part of the day, +somewhat coloured the kind of experience this drive became. + +As far as the road was concerned, I had as yet little to complain of. +About three miles from the turn there stood a Lutheran church frequented +by the Russian Germans that formed a settlement for miles around. They +had made the trail for me on these three miles, and even for a matter of +four or five miles south of the church, as I found out. It is that kind +of a road which you want for long drives: where others who have short +drives and, therefore, do not need to consider their horses break the +crust of the snow and pack it down. I hoped that a goodly part of my +day's trip would be in the nature of a chain of shorter, much frequented +stretches; and on the whole I was not to be disappointed. + +Doubtless all my readers know how a country road that is covered with +from two to three feet of snow will look when the trail is broken. There +is a smooth expanse, mostly somewhat hardened at the surface, and there +are two deep-cut tracks in it, each about ten to twelve inches wide, +sharply defined, with the snow at the bottom packed down by the horses' +feet and the runners of the respective conveyances. So long as you have +such a trail and horses with road sense, you do not need to worry about +your directions, no matter how badly it may blow. Horses that are used +to travelling in the snow will never leave the trail, for they dread +nothing so much as breaking in on the sides. This fact released my +attention for other things. + +Now I thought again for a while of home, of how my wife would +be worrying, how even the little girl would be infected by her +nervousness--how she would ask, "Mamma, is Daddy in... now?" But I did +not care to follow up these thoughts too far. They made me feel too +soft. + +After that I just sat there for a while and looked ahead. But I saw only +the whirl, whirl, whirl of the snow slanting across my field of vision. +You are closed in by it as by insecure and ever receding walls when you +drive in a snowstorm. If I had met a team, I could not have seen it, and +if my safety had depended on my discerning it in time to turn out of the +road, my safety would not have been very safe indeed. But I could rely +on my horses: they would hear the bells of any encountering conveyance +long enough ahead to betray it to me by their behaviour. And should I +not even notice that, they would turn out in time of their own accord: +they had a great deal of road sense. + +Weariness overcame me. In the open the howling and whistling of the wind +always acts on me like a soporific. Inside of a house it is just the +reverse; I know nothing that will keep my nerves as much on edge and +prevent me as certainly from sleeping as the voices at night of a gale +around the buildings. I needed something more definite to look at than +that prospect ahead. The snow was by this time piling in on the seat at +my right and in the box, so as to exclude all drafts except from below I +felt that as a distinct advantage. + +Without any conscious intention I began to peer out below the slanting +edge of the left side-curtain and to watch the sharp crest-wave of +snow-spray thrown by the curve of the runner where it cut into the +freshly accumulating mass. It looked like the wing-wave thrown to either +side by the bow of a power boat that cuts swiftly through quiet water. +From it my eye began to slip over to the snow expanse. The road was +wide, lined with brush along the fence to the left. The fields beyond +had no very large open areas--windbreaks had everywhere been spared +out when the primeval forest had first been broken into by the early +settlers. So whatever the force of the wind might be, no high drift +layer could form. But still the snow drifted. There was enough coming +down from above to supply material even on such a narrow strip as a road +allowance. It was the manner of this drifting that held my eye and my +attention at last. + +All this is, of course, utterly trivial. I had observed it myself a +hundred times before. I observe it again to-day at this very writing, +in the first blizzard of the season. It always has a strange fascination +for me; but maybe I need to apologize for setting it down in writing. + +The wind would send the snowflakes at a sharp angle downward to the +older surface. There was no impact, as there is with rain. The flakes, +of course, did not rebound. But they did not come to rest either, not +for the most imperceptible fraction of time. As soon as they touched the +white, underlying surface, they would start to scud along horizontally +at a most amazing speed, forming with their previous path an obtuse +angle. So long as I watched the single flake--which is quite a task, +especially while driving--it seemed to be in a tremendous hurry. +It rushed along very nearly at the speed of the wind, and that was +considerable, say between thirty-five and forty miles an hour or even +more. But then, when it hit the trail, the crack made by horses and +runners, strange to say, it did not fall down perpendicularly, as it +would have done had it acted there under the influence of gravity alone; +but it started on a curved path towards the lower edge of the opposite +wall of the crack and there, without touching the wall, it started back, +first downward, thus making the turn, and then upward again, towards the +upper edge of the east wall, and not in a straight line either, but in a +wavy curve, rising very nearly but not quite to the edge; and only then +would it settle down against the eastern wall of the track, helping to +fill it in. I watched this with all the utmost effort of attention of +which I was capable. I became intensely interested in my observations. I +even made sure--as sure as anybody can be of anything--that the whole of +this curious path lay in the same perpendicular plane which ran from the +southeast to the northwest, that is to say in the direction of the main +current of the wind. I have since confirmed these observations many +times. + +I am aware of the fact that nobody--nobody whom I know, at least--takes +the slightest interest in such things. People watch birds because some +"Nature-Study-cranks" (I am one of them) urge it in the schools. Others +will make desultory observations on "Weeds" or "Native Trees." Our +school work in this respect seems to me to be most ridiculously and +palpably superficial. Worst of all, most of it is dry as dust, and it +leads nowhere. I sometimes fear there is something wrong with my own +mentality. But to me it seems that the Kingdom of Heaven lies all around +us, and that most of us simply prefer the moving-picture-show. I have +kept weather records for whole seasons--brief notes on the everyday +observations of mere nothings. You, for whom above all I am setting +these things down, will find them among my papers one day. They would +seem meaningless to most of my fellow men, I believe; to me they are +absorbingly interesting reading when once in a great while I pick an +older record up and glance it over. But this is digressing. + +Now slowly, slowly another fact came home to me. This unanimous, +synchronous march of all the flakes coming down over hundreds of square +miles--and I was watching it myself over miles upon miles of road--in +spite of the fact that every single flake seemed to be in the greatest +possible hurry--was, judged as a whole, nevertheless an exceedingly +leisurely process. In one respect it reminded me of bees swarming; +watch the single bee, and it seems to fly at its utmost speed; watch the +swarm, and it seems to be merely floating along. The reason, of course, +is entirely different. The bees wheel and circle around individually, +the whole swarm revolves--if I remember right, Burroughs has well +described it (as what has he not?). [Footnote: Yes; I looked it up. See +the "Pastoral Bees" in "Locusts and Wild Honey."] But the snow will not +change its direction while drifting in a wind that blows straight ahead. +Its direction is from first to last the resultant of the direction +of the wind and that of the pull of gravity, into which there enters +besides only the ratio of the strengths of these two forces. The single +snowflake is to the indifferent eye something infinitesimal, too small +to take individual notice of, once it reaches the ground. For most of us +it hardly has any separate existence, however it may be to more astute +observers. We see the flakes in the mass, and we judge by results. Now +firstly, to talk of results, the filling up of a hollow, unless the +drifting snow is simply picked up from the ground where it lay ready +from previous falls, proceeds itself rather slowly and in quite a +leisurely way. But secondly, and this is the more important reason, the +wind blows in waves of greater and lesser density; these waves--and I +do not know whether this observation has ever been recorded though +doubtless it has been made by better observers than I am--these waves, +I say, are propagated in a direction opposite to that of the wind. They +are like sound-waves sent into the teeth of the wind, only they travel +more slowly. Anybody who has observed a really splashing rain on smooth +ground--on a cement sidewalk, for instance--must have observed that the +rebounding drops, like those that are falling, form streaks, because +they, too, are arranged in vertical layers--or sheets--of greater and +lesser density--or maybe the term "frequency" would be more appropriate; +and these streaks travel as compared with the wind, and, as compared +with its direction, they travel against it. It is this that causes the +curious criss-cross pattern of falling and rebounding rain-streaks in +heavy showers. Quite likely there are more competent observers who might +analyze these phenomena better than I can do it; but if nobody else +does, maybe I shall one day make public a little volume containing +observations on our summer rains. But again I am digressing. + +The snow, then, hits the surface of the older layers in waves, no matter +whether the snow is freshly falling or merely drifting; and it is these +waves that you notice most distinctly. Although they travel with the +wind when you compare their position with points on the ground--yet, +when compared with the rushing air above, it becomes clear that they +travel against it. The waves, I say, not the flakes. The single flake +never stops in its career, except as it may be retarded by friction +and other resistances. But the aggregation of the multitudes of flakes, +which varies constantly in its substance, creates the impression as if +the snow travelled very much more slowly than in reality it does. In +other words, every single flake, carried on by inertia, constantly +passes from one air wave to the next one, but the waves themselves +remain relatively stationary. They swing along in undulating, +comparatively slow-moving sheets which may simply be retarded behind the +speed of the wind, but more probably form an actual reaction, set up by +a positive force counteracting the wind, whatever its origin may be. + +When at last I had fully satisfied my mind as to the somewhat +complicated mechanics of this thing, I settled back in my seat--against +a cushion of snow that had meanwhile piled in behind my spine. If I +remember right, I had by this time well passed the church. But for a +while longer I looked out through the triangular opening between the +door of the cutter and the curtain. I did not watch snowflakes or waves +any longer, but I matured an impression. At last it ripened into words. + +Yes, the snow, as figured in the waves, CRAWLED over the ground. There +was in the image that engraved itself on my memory something cruel--I +could not help thinking of the "cruel, crawling foam" and the ruminating +pedant Ruskin, and I laughed. "The cruel, crawling snow!" Yes, and in +spite of Ruskin and his "Pathetic Fallacy," there it was! Of course, the +snow is not cruel. Of course, it merely is propelled by something +which, according to Karl Pearson, I do not even with a good scientific +conscience dare to call a "force" any longer. But nevertheless, it made +the impression of cruelty, and in that lay its fascination and beauty. +It even reminded me of a cat slowly reaching out with armed claw for the +"innocent" bird. But the cat is not cruel either--we merely call it so! +Oh, for the juggling of words!... + +Suddenly my horses brought up on a farmyard. They had followed the last +of the church-goers' trails, had not seen any other trail ahead and +faithfully done their horse-duty by staying on what they considered to +be the road. + +I had reached the northern limit of that two-mile stretch of wild land. +In summer there is a distinct and good road here, but for the present +the snow had engulfed it. When I had turned back to the bend of the +trail, I was for the first time up against a small fraction of what was +to come. No trail, and no possibility of telling the direction in which +I was going! Fortunately I realized the difficulty right from the start. +Before setting out, I looked back to the farm and took my bearings from +the fence of the front yard which ran north-south. Then I tried to hold +to the line thus gained as best I could. It was by no means an easy +matter, for I had to wind my weary way around old and new drifts, brush +and trees. The horses were mostly up to their knees in snow, carefully +lifting their hindlegs to place them in the cavities which their +forelegs made. Occasionally, much as I tried to avoid it, I had to make +a short dash through a snow dam thrown up over brush that seemed to +encircle me completely. The going, to be sure, was not so heavy as it +had been the day before on the corner of the marsh, but on the other +hand I could not see as far beyond the horses' heads. And had I been +able to see, the less conspicuous landmarks would not have helped +me since I did not know them. It took us about an hour to cross this +untilled and unfenced strip. I came out on the next crossroad, not +more than two hundred yards east of where I should have come out. I +considered that excellent; but I soon was to understand that it was +owing only to the fact that so far I had had no flying drifts to go +through. Up to this point the snow was "crawling" only wherever the +thicket opened up a little. What blinded my vision had so far been only +the new, falling snow. + +I am sure I looked like a snowman. Whenever I shook my big gauntlets +bare, a cloud of exceedingly fine and hard snow crystals would hit my +face; and seeing how much I still had ahead, I cannot say that I liked +the sensation. I was getting thoroughly chilled by this time. The +mercury probably stood at somewhere between minus ten and twenty. The +very next week I made one trip at forty below--a thermometer which I +saw and the accuracy of which I have reason to doubt showed minus +forty-eight degrees. Anyway, it was the coldest night of the winter, but +I was not to suffer then. I remember how about five in the morning, when +I neared the northern correction line, my lips began to stiffen; hard, +frozen patches formed on my cheeks, and I had to allow the horses to rub +their noses on fence posts or trees every now and then, to knock the +big icicles off and to prevent them from freezing up altogether--but. +my feet and my hands and my body kept warm, for there was no wind. On +drives like these your well-being depends largely on the state of your +feet and hands. But on this return trip I surely did suffer. Every +now and then my fingers would turn curd-white, and I had to remove my +gauntlets and gloves, and to thrust my hands under my wraps, next to +my body. I also froze two toes rather badly. And what I remember as +particularly disagreeable, was that somehow my scalp got chilled. +Slowly, slowly the wind seemed to burrow its way under my fur-cap and +into my hair. After a while it became impossible for me to move scalp +or brows. One side of my face was now thickly caked over with ice--which +protected, but also on account of its stiffness caused a minor +discomfort. So far, however, I had managed to keep both my eyes at work. +And for a short while I needed them just now. + +We were crossing a drift which had apparently not been broken into since +it had first been piled up the previous week. Such drifts are dangerous +because they will bear up for a while under the horses' weight, and then +the hard pressed crust will break and reveal a softer core inside. Just +that happened here, and exactly at a moment, too, when the drifting +snow caught me with its full force and at its full height. It was a +quarter-minute of stumbling, jumping, pulling one against the other--and +then a rally, and we emerged in front of a farmyard from which a fairly +fresh trail led south. This trail was filled in, it is true, for the +wind here pitched the snow by the shovelful, but the difference in +colour between the pure white, new snow that filled it and the older +surface to both sides made it sufficiently distinct for the horses to +guide them. They plodded along. + +Here miles upon miles of open fields lay to the southeast, and the snow +that fell over all these fields was at once picked up by the wind and +started its irresistible march to the northwest. And no longer did it +crawl. Since it was bound upon a long-distance trip, somewhere in its +career it would be caught in an upward sweep of the wind and thrown +aloft, and then it would hurtle along at the speed of the wind, blotting +everything from sight, hitting hard whatever it encountered, and piling +in wherever it found a sheltered space. The height of this drifting snow +layer varies, of course, directly and jointly (here the teacher makes +fun of his mathematics) as the amount of loose snow available and as the +carrying force of the wind. Many, many years ago I once saved the day +by climbing on to the seat of my cutter and looking around from this +vantage-point. I was lost and had no idea of where I was. There was no +snowstorm going on at the time, but a recent snowfall was being driven +along by a merciless northern gale. As soon as I stood erect on my +seat, my head reached into a less dense drift layer, and I could clearly +discern a farmhouse not more than a few hundred yards away. I had been +on the point of accepting it as a fact that I was lost. Those tactics +would not have done on this particular day, there being the snowstorm to +reckon with. For the moment, not being lost, I was in no need of them, +anyway. But even later the possible but doubtful advantage to be gained +by them seemed more than offset by the great and certain disadvantage of +having to get out of my robes and to expose myself to the chilling wind. + +This north-south road was in the future invariably to seem endlessly +long to me. There were no very prominent landmarks--a school +somewhere--and there was hardly any change in the monotony of driving. +As for landmarks, I should mention that there was one more at least. +About two miles from the turn into that town which I have mentioned I +crossed a bridge, and beyond this bridge the trail sloped sharply up +in an s-shaped curve to a level about twenty or twenty-five feet higher +than that of the road along which I had been driving. The bridge had a +rail on its west side; but the other rail had been broken down in some +accident and had never been replaced. I mention this trifle because it +became important in an incident during the last drive which I am going +to describe. + +On we went. We passed the school of which I did not see much except the +flagpole. And then we came to the crossroads where the trail bent west +into the town. If I had known the road more thoroughly, I should have +turned there, too. It would have added another two miles to my already +overlong trip, but I invariably did it later on. Firstly, the horses +will rest up much more completely when put into a stable for feeding. +And secondly, there always radiate from a town fairly well beaten +trails. It is a mistake to cut across from one such trail to another. +The straight road, though much shorter, is apt to be entirely +untravelled, and to break trail after a heavy snowstorm is about as hard +a task as any that you can put your team up against. I had the road; +there was no mistaking it; it ran along between trees and fences which +were plainly visible; but there were ditches and brush buried under the +snow which covered the grade to a depth of maybe three feet, and every +bit of these drifts was of that treacherous character that I have +described. + +If you look at some small drift piled up, maybe, against the glass pane +of a storm window, you can plainly see how the snow, even in such +a miniature pile, preserves the stratified appearance which is the +consequence of its being laid down in layers of varying density. Now +after it has been lying for some time, it will form a crust on top which +is sometimes the effect of wind pressure and sometimes--under favourable +conditions--of superficial glaciation. A similar condensation takes +place at the bottom as the result of the work of gravity: a harder core +will form. Between the two there is layer upon layer of comparatively +softer snow. In these softer layers the differences which are due to the +stratified precipitation still remain. And frequently they will make the +going particularly uncertain; for a horse will break through in stages +only. He thinks that he has reached the carrying stratum, gets ready to +take his next step--thereby throwing his whole weight on two or at best +three feet--and just when he is off his balance, there is another caving +in. I believe it is this what makes horses so nervous when crossing +drifts. Later on in the winter there is, of course, the additional +complication of successive snowfalls. The layers from this cause are +usually clearly discernible by differences in colour. + +I have never figured out just how far I went along this entirely +unbroken road, but I believe it must have been for two miles. I know +that my horses were pretty well spent by the time we hit upon another +trail. It goes without saying that this trail, too, though it came from +town, had not been gone over during the day and therefore consisted of +nothing but a pair of whiter ribbons on the drifts; but underneath these +ribbons the snow was packed. Hardly anybody cares to be out on a day +like that, not even for a short drive. And though in this respect I +differ in my tastes from other people, provided I can keep myself from +actually getting chilled, even I began to feel rather forlorn, and that +is saying a good deal. + +A few hundred yards beyond the point where we had hit upon this new +trail which was only faintly visible, the horses turned eastward, on to +a field. Between two posts the wire of the fence had been taken down, +and since I could not see any trail leading along the road further +south, I let my horses have their will. I knew the farm on which we +were. It was famous all around for its splendid, pure-bred beef cattle +herd. I had not counted on crossing it, but I knew that after a mile +of this field trail I should emerge on the farmyard, and since I was +particularly well acquainted with the trail from there across the wild +land to Bell's corner, it suited me to do as my horses suggested. As a +matter of fact this trail became--with the exception of one drive--my +regular route for the rest of the winter. Never again was I to meet with +the slightest mishap on this particular run. But to-day I was to come as +near getting lost as I ever came during the winter, on those drives to +and from the north. + +For the next ten minutes I watched the work of the wind on the open +field. As is always the case with me, I was not content with recording +a mere observation. I had watched the thing a hundred times before. +"Observing" means to me as much finding words to express what I see as +it means the seeing itself. Now, when a housewife takes a thin +sheet that is lying on the bed and shakes it up without changing its +horizontal position, the running waves of air caught under the cloth +will throw it into a motion very similar to that which the wind imparts +to the snow-sheets, only that the snow-sheets will run down instead of +up. Under a good head of wind there is a vehemence in this motion +that suggests anger and a violent disposition. The sheets of snow +are "flapped" down. Then suddenly the direction of the wind changes +slightly, and the sheet is no longer flapped down but blown up. At the +line where the two motions join we have that edge the appearance +of which suggested to me the comparison with "exfoliated" rock in +a previous paper. It is for this particular stage in the process of +bringing about that appearance that I tentatively proposed the term +"adfoliation." "Adfoliated" edges are always to be found on the lee side +of the sheet. + +Sometimes, however, the opposite process will bring about nearly the +same result. The snow-sheet has been spread, and a downward sweep of +violent wind will hit the surface, denting it, scraping away an edge +of the top layer, and usually gripping through into lower layers; then, +rebounding, it will lift the whole sheet up again, or any part of it; +and, shattering it into its component crystals, will throw these aloft +and afar to be laid down again further on. This is true "exfoliation." +Since it takes a more violent burst of wind to effect this true +exfoliation than it does to bring about the adfoliation, and since, +further, the snow once indented, will yield to the depth of several +layers, the true exfoliation edges are usually thicker than the others: +and, of course, they are always to be found on the wind side. + +Both kinds of lines are wavy lines because the sheets of wind are +undulating. In this connection I might repeat once more that the +straight line seems to be quite unknown in Nature, as also is uniformity +of motion. I once watched very carefully a ferry cable strung across +the bottom of a mighty river, and, failing to discover any theoretical +reason for its vibratory motion, I was thrown back upon proving to my +own satisfaction that the motion even of that flowing water in the river +was the motion of a pulse; and I still believe that my experiments were +conclusive. Everybody, of course, is familiar with the vibrations of +telephone wires in a breeze. That humming sound which they emit would +indeed be hard to explain without the assumption of a pulsating blow. Of +course, it is easy to prove this pulsation in air. From certain further +observations, which I do not care to speak about at present, I am +inclined to assume a pulsating arrangement, or an alternation of +layers of greater and lesser density in all organised--that is, +crystalline--matter; for instance, in even such an apparently uniform +block as a lump of metallic gold or copper or iron. This arrangement, of +course, may be disturbed by artificial means; but if it is, the matter +seems to be in an unstable condition, as is proved, for instance, by the +sudden, unexpected breaking of apparently perfectly sound steel rails. +There seems to be a condition of matter which so far we have largely +failed to take into account or to utilise in human affairs... + +I reached the yard, crossed it, and swung out through the front gate. +Nowhere was anybody to be seen. The yard itself is sheltered by a +curtain of splendid wild trees to the north, the east, and the south. So +I had a breathing spell for a few minutes. I could also clearly see the +gap in this windbreak through which I must reach the open. I think I +mentioned that on the previous drive, going north, I had found the road +four or five miles east of here very good indeed. But the reason had +been that just this windbreak, which angles over to what I have been +calling the twelve-mile bridge, prevented all serious drifting while the +wind came from the north. To-day I was to find things different, for to +the south the land was altogether open. The force of the wind alone was +sufficient to pull the horses back to a walk, before we even had quite +reached the open plain. It was a little after four when I crossed the +gap, and I knew that I should have to make the greater part of what +remained in darkness. I was about twelve miles from town, I should +judge. The horses had not been fed. So, as soon as I saw how things +were, I turned back into the shelter of the bluff to feed. I might have +gone to the farm, but I was afraid it would cost too much time. After +this I always went into town and fed in the stable. While the horses +were eating and resting, I cleaned the cutter of snow looked after my +footwarmer, and, by tramping about and kicking against the tree trunks, +tried to get my benumbed circulation started again. My own lunch on +examination proved to be frozen into one hard, solid lump. So I decided +to go without it and to save it for my supper. + +At half past four we crossed the gap in the bluffs for the second time. + +Words fail me to describe or even to suggest the fury of the blast and +of the drift into which we emerged. For a moment I thought the top of +the cutter would be blown off. With the twilight that had set in the +wind had increased to a baffling degree. The horses came as near as they +ever came, in any weather, to turning on me and refusing to face the +gale. And what with my blurred vision, the twisting and dodging about of +the horses, and the gathering dusk, I soon did not know any longer where +I was. There was ample opportunity to go wrong. Copses, single trees, +and burnt stumps which dotted the wilderness had a knack of looming up +with startling suddenness in front or on the side, sometimes dangerously +close to the cutter. It was impossible to look straight ahead, because +the ice crystals which mimicked snow cut right into my eyes and made +my lids smart with soreness. Underfoot the rough ground seemed like a +heaving sea. The horses would stumble, and the cutter would pitch over +from one side to the other in the most alarming way. I saw no remedy. +It was useless to try to avoid the obstacles--only once did I do so, and +that time I had to back away from a high stump against which my drawbar +had brought up. The pitching and rolling of the cutter repeatedly shook +me out of my robes, and if, when starting up again from the bluff, I had +felt a trifle more comfortable, that increment of consolation was soon +lost. + +We wallowed about--there is only this word to suggest the motion. To all +intents and purposes I was lost. But still there was one thing, provided +it had not changed, to tell me the approximate direction--the wind. +It had been coming from the south-southeast. So, by driving along very +nearly into its teeth, I could, so I thought, not help emerging on the +road to town. + +Repeatedly I wished I had taken the old trail. That fearful drift in the +bush beyond the creek, I thought, surely had settled down somewhat in +twenty-four hours. [Footnote: As a matter of fact I was to see it once +more before the winter was over, and I found it settled down to about +one third its original height. This was partly the result of superficial +thawing. But still even then, shortly before the final thaw-up, it +looked formidable enough.] I had had as much or more of unbroken trail +to-day as on the day before. On the whole, though, I still believed that +the four miles across the corner of the marsh south of the creek had +been without a parallel in their demands on the horses' endurance. And +gradually I came to see that after all the horses probably would have +given out before this, under the cumulative effect of two days of it, +had they not found things somewhat more endurable to-day. + +We wallowed along... And then we stopped. I shouted to the +horses--nothing but a shout could have the slightest effect against the +wind. They started to fidget and to dance and to turn this way and that, +but they would not go. I wasted three or four minutes before I shook +free of my robes and jumped out to investigate. Well, we were in the +corner formed by two fences--caught as in a trap. I was dumbfounded. +I did not know of any fence in these parts, of none where I thought +I should be. And how had we got into it? I had not passed through any +gate. There was, of course, no use in conjecturing. If the wind had not +veered around completely, one of the fences must run north-south, the +other one east-west, and we were in the southeast corner of some farm. +Where there was a fence, I was likely to find a farmyard. It could not +be to the east, so there remained three guesses. I turned back to the +west. I skirted the fence closely, so closely that even in the failing +light and in spite of the drifting snow I did not lose sight of it. Soon +the going began to be less rough; the choppy motion of the cutter seemed +to indicate that we were on fall-ploughed land; and not much later Peter +gave a snort. We were apparently nearing a group of buildings. I heard +the heavy thump of galloping horses, and a second later I saw a light +which moved. + +I hailed the man; and he came over and answered my questions. Yes, the +wind had turned somewhat; it came nearly from the east now (so that was +what had misled me); I was only half a mile west of my old trail, but +still, for all that, nearly twelve miles from town. In this there was +good news as well as bad. I remembered the place now; just south of the +twelve-mile bridge I had often caught sight of it to the west. Instead +of crossing the wild land along its diagonal, I had, deceived by the +changed direction of the wind, skirted its northern edge, holding +close to the line of poplars. I thought of the fence: yes, the man who +answered my questions was renting from the owner of that pure-bred Angus +herd; he was hauling wood for him and had taken the fence on the west +side down. I had passed between two posts without noticing them. He +showed me the south gate and gave me the general direction. He even +offered my horses water, which they drank eagerly enough. But he did not +offer bed and stable-room for the night; nor did he open the gate +for me, as I had hoped he would. I should have declined the night's +accommodation, but I should have been grateful for a helping hand at the +gate. I had to get out of my wraps to open it. And meanwhile I had been +getting out and in so often, that I did no longer even care to clean my +feet of snow; I simply pushed the heater aside so as to prevent it from +melting. + +I "bundled in"--that word, borrowed from an angry lady, describes my +mood perhaps better than anything else I might say. And yet, though what +followed, was not exactly pleasure, my troubles were over for the day. +The horses, of course, still had a weary, weary time of it, but as soon +as we got back to our old trail--which we presently did--they knew the +road at least. I saw that the very moment we reached it by the way they +turned on to it and stepped out more briskly. + +From this point on we had about eleven miles to make, and every step +of it was made at a walk. I cannot, of course say much about the road. +There was nothing for me to do except as best I could to fight the wind. +I got my tarpaulin out from under the seat and spread it over myself. I +verily believe I nodded repeatedly. It did not matter. I knew that the +horses would take me home, and since it was absolutely dark, I could +not have helped it had they lost their way. A few times, thinking that I +noticed an improvement in the road, I tried to speed the horses up; but +when Dan at last, in an attempt to respond, went down on his knees, +I gave it up. Sometimes we pitched and rolled again for a space, but +mostly things went quietly enough. The wind made a curious sound, +something between an infuriated whistle and the sibilant noise a man +makes when he draws his breath in sharply between his teeth. + +I do not know how long we may have been going that way. But I remember +how at last suddenly and gradually I realized that there was a change in +our motion. Suddenly, I say--for the realization of the change came as a +surprise; probably I had been nodding, and I started up. Gradually--for +I believe it took me quite an appreciable time before I awoke to the +fact that the horses at last were trotting. It was a weary, slow, +jogging trot--but it electrified me, for I knew at once that we were on +our very last mile. I strained my eye-sight, but I could see no light +ahead. In fact, we were crossing the bridge before I saw the first light +of the town. + +The livery stable was deserted. I had to open the doors, to drive in, +to unhitch, to unharness, and to feed the horses myself. And then I went +home to my cold and lonesome house. + +It was a cheerless night. + + + + +SIX. A Call for Speed + +I held the horses in at the start. Somehow they realized that a new kind +of test was ahead. They caught the infection of speed from my voice, +I suppose, or from my impatience. They had not been harnessed by the +hostler either. When I came to the stable--it was in the forenoon, too, +at an hour when they had never been taken out before--the hostler had +been away hauling feed. The boys whom I had pressed into service had +pulled the cutter out into the street; it was there we hitched up. +Everything, then, had been different from the way they had been used to. +So, when at last I clicked my tongue, they bounded off as if they were +out for a sprint of a few miles only. + +I held them in and pulled them down to a trot; for of all days to-day +was it of the utmost importance that neither one of them should play +out. At half past twelve a telephone message had reached me, after +having passed through three different channels, that my little girl was +sick; and over the wire it had a sinister, lugubrious, reticent sound, +as if the worst was held back. Details had not come through, so I was +told. My wife was sending a call for me to come home as quickly as I +possibly could; nothing else. It was Thursday. The Sunday before I had +left wife and child in perfect health. But scarlatina and diphtheria +were stalking the plains. The message had been such a shock to me that I +had acted with automatic precision. I had notified the school-board and +asked the inspector to substitute for me; and twenty minutes after word +had reached me I crossed the bridge on the road to the north. + +The going was heavy but not too bad. Two nights ago there had been +a rather bad snowstorm and a blow, and during the last night an +exceedingly slight and quiet fall had followed it. Just now I had no eye +for its beauty, though. + +I was bent on speed, and that meant watching the horses closely; they +must not be allowed to follow their own bent. There was no way of +communicating with my wife; so that, whatever I could do, was left +entirely to my divination. I had picked up a few things at the drug +store--things which had occurred to me on the spur of the moment +as likely to be needed; but now I started a process of analysis and +elimination. Pneumonia, diphtheria, scarlatina and measles--all these +were among the more obvious possibilities. I was enough of a doctor to +trust my ability to diagnose. I knew that my wife would in that respect +rather rely on me than on the average country-town practitioner. All the +greater was my responsibility. + +Since the horses had not been fed for their midday-meal, I had in any +case to put in at the one-third-way town. It had a drug store; so there +was my last chance of getting what might possibly be needed. I made a +list of remedies and rehearsed it mentally till I felt sure I should not +omit anything of which I had thought. + +Then I caught myself at driving the horses into a gallop. It was hard to +hold in. I must confess that I thought but little of the little girl's +side of it; more of my wife's; most of all of my own. That seems +selfish. But ever since the little girl was born, there had been only +one desire which filled my life. Where I had failed, she was to succeed. +Where I had squandered my energies and opportunities, she was to use +them to some purpose. What I might have done but had not done, she was +to do. She was to redeem me. I was her natural teacher. Teaching her +became henceforth my life-work. When I bought a book, I carefully +considered whether it would help her one day or not before I spent the +money. Deprived of her, I myself came to a definite and peremptory end. +With her to continue my life, there was still some purpose in things, +some justification for existence. + +Most serious-minded men at my age, I believe, become profoundly +impressed with the futility of "it all." Unless we throw ourselves into +something outside of our own personality, life is apt to impress us as +a great mockery. I am afraid that at the bottom of it there lies the +recognition of the fact that we ourselves were not worth while, that we +did not amount to what we had thought we should amount to; that we did +not measure up to the exigencies of eternities to come. Children are +among the most effective means devised by Nature to delude us into +living on. Modern civilization has, on the whole, deprived us of the +ability for the enjoyment of the moment. It raises our expectations too +high--realization is bound to fall short, no matter what we do. We +live in an artificial atmosphere. So we submerge ourselves in business, +profession, or superficial amusement. We live for something--do not +merely live. The wage-slave lives for the evening's liberty, the +business man for his wealth, the preacher for his church. I used to live +for my school. Then a moment like the one I was living through arrives. +Nature strips down our pretences with a relentless finger, and we stand, +bare of disguises, as helpless failures. We have lost the childlike +power of living without conscious aims. Sometimes, when the aims have +faded already in the gathering dusk, we still go on by the momentum +acquired. Inertia carries us over the dead points--till a cog breaks +somewhere, and our whole machinery of life comes to with a jar. If no +such awakening supervenes, since we never live in the present, we +are always looking forward to what never comes; and so life slips by, +unlived. + +If my child was taken from me, it meant that my future was made +meaningless. I felt that I might just as well lie down and die. + +There was injustice in this, I know I was reasoning, as it were, in a +phantom world. Actualities, outlooks, retrospections--my view of them +had been jarred and distorted by an unexpected, stunning blow. For that +it did not really matter how things actually were up north. I had never +yet faced such possibilities; they opened up like an abyss which I had +skirted in the dark, unknowingly. True, my wife was something like a +child to me. I was old enough to be her father, older even in mind than +in actual years. But she, too, by marrying an aging man, had limited her +own development, as it were, by mine. Nor was she I, after all. My child +was. The outlook without her was night. Such a life was not to be lived. + +There was the lash of a scourge in these thoughts, so that I became +nervous, impatient, and unjust--even to the horses. Peter stumbled, and +I came near punishing him with my whip. But I caught myself just before +I yielded to the impulse. I was doing exactly what I should not do. If +Peter stumbled, it was more my own fault than his. I should have +watched the road more carefully instead of giving in to the trend of my +thoughts. A stumble every five minutes, and over a drive of forty-five +miles: that might mean a delay of half an hour--it might mean the +difference between "in time" and "too late." I did not know what waited +at the other end of the road. It was my business to find out, not to +indulge in mere surmises and forebodings. + +So, with an effort, I forced my attention to revert to the things +around. And Nature, with her utter lack of sentiment, is after all the +only real soother of anguished nerves. With my mind in the state it was +in, the drive would indeed have been nothing less than torture, had I +not felt, sometimes even against my will, mostly without at any rate +consciously yielding to it, the influence of that merriest of all winter +sights which surrounded me. + +The fresh fall of snow, which had come over night, was exceedingly +slight. It had come down softly, floatingly, with all the winds of +the prairies hushed, every flake consisting of one or two large, flat +crystals only, which, on account of the nearly saturated air, had +gone on growing by condensation till they touched the ground. Such a +condition of the atmosphere never holds out in a prolonged snowfall, +may it come down ever so soft-footedly; the first half hour exhausts the +moisture content of the air. After that the crystals are the ordinary, +small, six-armed "stars" which bunch together into flakes. But if the +snowfall is very slight, the moisture content of the lower air sometimes +is not exhausted before it stops; those large crystals remain at the +surface and are not buried out of sight by the later fall. These large, +coarse, slablike crystals reflect as well as refract the light of the +sun. There is not merely the sparkle and glitter, but also the colour +play. Facing north, you see only glittering points of white light; but, +facing the sun, you see every colour of the rainbow, and you see it +with that coquettish, sudden flash which snow shares only with the most +precious of stones. + +Through such a landscape covered with the thinnest possible sheet of +the white glitter we sped. A few times, in heavier snow, the horses were +inclined to fall into a walk; but a touch of the whip sent them +into line again. I began to view the whole situation more quietly. +Considering that we had forty-five miles to go, we were doing very well +indeed. We made Bell's corner in forty minutes, and still I was saving +the horses' strength. + +On to the wild land we turned, where the snow underfoot was soft and +free from those hard clods that cause the horses' feet to stumble. +I beguiled the time by watching the distance through the surrounding +brush. Everybody, of course, has noticed how the open landscape seems to +turn when you speed along. The distance seems to stand still, while +the foreground rushes past you. The whole countryside seems to become a +revolving, horizontal wheel with its hub at the horizon. It is different +when you travel fast through half open bush, so that the eye on its way +to the edge of the visible world looks past trees and shrubs. In that +case there are two points which speed along: you yourself, and with you, +engaged, as it were, in a race with you, the distance. You can go many +miles before your horizon changes. But between it and yourself the +foreground is rushed back like a ribbon. There is no impression of +wheeling; there is no depth to that ribbon which moves backward and +past. You are also more distinctly aware that it is not the objects near +you which move, but you yourself. Only a short distance from you trees +and objects seem rather to move with you, though more slowly; and faster +and faster all things seem to be moving in the same direction with you, +the farther away they are, till at last the utmost distance rushes along +at an equal speed, behind all the stems of the shrubs and the trees, and +keeps up with you. + +So is it truly in life. My childhood seems as near to me now as it was +when I was twenty--nearer, I sometimes think; but the years of my +early manhood have rushed by like that ribbon and are half swallowed by +oblivion. + +This line of thought threw me back into heavier moods. And yet, since +now I banished the hardest of all thoughts hard to bear, I could not +help succumbing to the influence of Nature's merry mood. I did so even +more than I liked. I remember that, while driving through the beautiful +natural park that masks the approach to the one-third-way town from +the south, I as much as reproached myself because I allowed Nature to +interfere with my grim purpose of speed. Half intentionally I conjured +up the vision of an infinitely lonesome old age for myself, and again +the sudden palpitation in my veins nearly prompted me to send my horses +into a gallop. But instantly I checked myself. Not yet, I thought. On +that long stretch north, beyond the bridge, there I was going to drive +them at their utmost speed. I was unstrung, I told myself; this was +mere sentimentalism; no emotional impulses were of any value; careful +planning only counted. So I even pulled the horses back to a walk. I +wanted to feed them shortly after reaching the stable. They must not be +hot, or I should have trouble. + +Then we turned into the main street of the town. In front of the stable +I deliberately assumed the air of a man of leisure. The hostler came out +and greeted me. I let him water the horses and waited, watch in hand. +They got some hay, and five minutes after I had stopped, I poured their +oats into the feeding boxes. + +Then to the drug store--it was locked. I hunted the druggist all over +town for nearly twenty minutes. Everybody had seen him a short while +ago; everybody knew exactly where he had been a minute before; but +nobody could discover him just then. I worked myself into a veritable +frenzy of hurry. The moisture began to break out all over my body. +I rushed back to the livery stable to tell the hostler to hitch up +again--and there stood the druggist, looking my horses over! I shall not +repeat what I said. + +Five minutes later I had what I wanted, and after a few minutes more I +walked my horses out of town. It had taken me an hour and fifty minutes +to make the town, and thirty-five minutes to leave it behind. + +One piece of good news I received before leaving. While I was getting +into my robes and the hostler hooked up, he told me that no fewer than +twenty-two teams had that very morning come in with cordwood from the +northern correction line. They had made a farm halfways to town by +nightfall of the day before; the rest they had gone that very day. So +there would be an unmistakable trail all the way, and there was no need +to worry over the snow. + +I walked the horses for a while; then, when we were swinging round the +turn to the north, on that long, twenty-mile grade, I speeded them up. +The trail was good: that just about summarizes what I remember of the +road. All details were submerged in one now, and that one was speed. The +horses, which were in prime condition, gave me their best. Sometimes we +went over long stretches that were sandy under that inch or so of new +snow--with sand blown over the older drifts from the fields--stretches +where under ordinary circumstances I should have walked my horses--at +a gallop. Once or twice we crossed bad drifts with deep holes in them, +made by horses that were being wintered outside and that had broken in +before the snow had hardened down sufficiently to carry them. There, of +course, I had to go slowly. But as soon as the trail was smooth again, +the horses would fall back into their stride without being urged. +They had, as I said, caught the infection. My yearning for speed was +satisfied at last. + +Four sights stand out. + +The first is of just such bunches of horses that were being brought +through the winter with practically no yard feeding at all; and +consequently their healthy outdoor looks, and their velvety rumps were +very conspicuous as they scattered away from the trail on our approach. +Several times we dashed right in among them, and I had to shout in order +to clear the road. They did not like to leave the firm footing on the +trail, where they fed by pawing away the snow on both sides and baring +the weeds. Sometimes a whole bunch of them would thunder along in a +stampede ahead of us till they came to a cross-trail or to a farmyard; +there we left them behind. Sometimes only one of them would thus try +to keep in front, while the rest jumped off into the drifts; but, being +separated from his mates, he would stop at last and ponder how to get +back to them till we were right on him again. There was, then, no way to +rejoin those left behind except by doing what he hated to do, by getting +off the trail and jumping into the dreaded snow, thus giving us the +right of way. And when, at last, he did so, he felt sadly hampered and +stopped close to the trail, looking at us in a frightened and helpless +sort of way while we dashed by. + +The next sight, too, impressed me with the degree to which snow +handicaps the animal life of our plains. Not more than ten feet from +the heads of my horses a rabbit started up. The horses were going at a +gallop just then. There it jumped up, unseen by myself until it moved, +ears high, eyes turned back, and giving a tremendous thump with its big +hind feet before setting out on its wild and desperate career. We were +pretty close on its heels and going fast. For maybe a quarter of a mile +it stayed in one track, running straight ahead and at the top of its +speed so that it pulled noticeably away. Every hundred yards or so, +however, it would slow down a little, and its jumps, as it glanced back +without turning--by merely taking a high, flying leap and throwing its +head aloft--would look strangely retarded, as if it were jumping from +a sitting posture or braking with its hind feet while bending its +body backward. Then, seeing us follow at undiminished speed, it would +straighten out again and dart away like an arrow. At the end of its +first straight run it apparently made up its mind that it was time +to employ somewhat different tactics in order to escape. So it jumped +slantways across the soft, central cushion of the trail into the other +track. Again it ran straight ahead for a matter of four or five hundred +yards, slowing down three or four times to reconnoitre in its rear. +After that it ran in a zigzag line, taking four or five jumps in one +track, crossing over into the other with a gigantic leap, at an angle +of not more than thirty degrees to its former direction; then, after +another four or five bounds, crossing back again, and so on. About every +tenth jump was now a high leap for scouting purposes, I should say. It +looked breathless, frantic, and desperate. But it kept it up for several +miles. I am firmly convinced that rabbits distinguish between the man +with a gun and the one without it. This little animal probably knew that +I had no gun. But what was it to do? It was caught on the road with us +bearing down upon it. It knew that it did not stand a chance of getting +even beyond reach of a club if it ventured out into the deep, loose +snow. There might be dogs ahead, but it had to keep on and take that +risk. I pitied the poor thing, but I did not stop. I wished for a +cross-trail to appear, so it would be relieved of its panic; and at last +there came one, too, which it promptly took. + +And as if to prove still more strikingly how helpless many of our wild +creatures are in deep snow, the third sight came. We started a prairie +chicken next. It had probably been resting in the snow to the right +side of the trail. It began to run when the horses came close. And in a +sudden panic as it was, it did the most foolish thing it possibly could +do: it struck a line parallel to the trail. Apparently the soft snow in +which it sank prevented it from taking to its wings. It had them lifted, +but it did not even use them in running as most of the members of its +family will do; it ran in little jumps or spurts, trying its level +best to keep ahead. But the horses were faster. They caught up with it, +passed it. And slowly I pulled abreast. Its efforts certainly were as +frantic as those of the rabbit had looked. I could have picked it up +with my hands. Its beak was open with the exertion--the way you see +chickens walking about with open beaks on a swooningly hot summer day I +reached for the whip to lower it in front of the bird and stop it from +this unequal race. It cowered down, and we left it behind... + +We had by that time reached the narrow strip of wild land which +separated the English settlements to the south from those of the Russian +Germans to the north. We came to the church, and like everything else it +rushed back to the rear; the school on the correction line appeared. + +Strangely, school was still on in that yellow building at the corner. I +noticed a cutter outside, with a man in it, who apparently was waiting +for his children. This is the fourth of the pictures that stand out in +my memory. The man looked so forlorn. His horse, a big, hulking farm +beast, wore a blanket under the harness. I looked at my watch. It was +twenty-five minutes past four. Here, in the bush country where the +pioneers carve the farms out of the wilderness, the time kept is often +oddly at variance with the time of the towns. I looked back several +times, as long as I could see the building, which was for at least +another twenty minutes; but school did not close. Still the man sat +there, humped over, patiently waiting. It is this circumstance, I +believe, which fixed in my memory the exact hour at which I reached the +correction line. + +Beyond, on the first mile of the last road east there was no possibility +of going fast. This piece was blown in badly. There was, however, always +a trail over this mile-long drift. The school, of course, had something +to do with that. But when you drive four feet above the ground, with +nothing but uncertain drifts on both sides of the trail, you want to be +chary of speeding your horses along. One wrong step, and a horse might +wallow in snow up to his belly, and you would lose more time than you +could make up for in an hour's breathless career. A horse is afraid, +too, of trotting there, and it takes a great deal of urging to make him +do it. + +So we lost a little time here; but when a mile or so farther on we +reached the bush, we made up for it. This last run of five or six miles +along the correction line consisted of one single, soft, smooth bed of +snow. The trail was cut in sharply and never drifted. Every successive +snowfall was at once packed down by the tree-fellers, and whoever drove +along, could give his horses the lines. I did so, too, and the horses +ran. + +I relaxed. I had done what I could do. Anxiety there was hardly any +now. A drive over more than forty miles, made at the greatest obtainable +speed, blunts your emotional energies. I thought of home, to be sure, +did so all the time; but it was with expectation now, with nothing else. +Within half an hour I should know... + +Then the bush opened up. The last mile led along between snow-buried +meadows, school and house in plain view ahead. There lay the cottage, as +peaceful in the evening sun as any house can look. Smoke curled up from +its chimney and rose in a nearly perpendicular column. I became aware +of the colder evening air, and with the chill that crept over me I was +again overwhelmed by the pitifully lonesome looks of the place. + +Mostly I shouted when I drew near to tell of my coming. To-day I +silently swung up through the shrubby thicket in which the cottage and +the stable behind it lay embedded and turned in to the yard. As soon as +the horses stopped, I dropped the lines, jerked the door of the cutter +back, and jumped to the ground. + +Then I stood transfixed. That very moment the door of the cottage +opened. There stood my wife, and between her knee and the door-post a +curly head pushed through, and a child's voice shouted, "Daddy, come to +the house! Daddy, come to the house!" + +A turn to the better had set in sometime during the morning. The fever +had dropped, and quickly, as children's illness will come, it had +gone. But the message had sped on its way, irrevocable and, therefore, +unrevoked. My wife, when she told me the tale, thought, well had she +reason to smile, for had I not thus gained an additional holiday? + + + + +SEVEN. Skies and Scares + +We had a "soft spell" over a week end, and on Monday it had been +followed by a fearful storm--snowstorm and blizzard, both coming from +the southeast and lasting their traditional three days before they +subsided. On Thursday, a report came in that the trail across the wild +land west of Bell's corner was closed completely--in fact, would be +impassable for the rest of the winter. This report came with the air +of authority; the man who brought it knew what he was talking about; +of that I had no doubt. For the time being, he said, no horses could +possibly get through. + +That very day I happened to meet another man who was habitually driving +back and forth between the two towns. "Why don't you go west?" he said. +"You angle over anyway. Go west first and then straight north." And he +described in detail the few difficulties of the road which he followed +himself. There was no doubt, he of all men should certainly know which +was the best road for the first seventeen miles. He had come in from +that one-third-way town that morning. I knew the trails which he +described as summer-roads, had gone over them a good many times, though +never in winter; so, the task of finding the trail should not offer any +difficulty. Well and good, then; I made up my mind to follow the advice. + +On Friday afternoon everything was ready as usual. I rang off at four +o'clock and stepped into the hall. And right there the first thing went +wrong. + +Never before had I been delayed in my start. But now there stood +three men in the hall, prominent citizens of the town. I had handed +my resignation to the school-board; these men came to ask me that I +reconsider. The board, so I had heard, was going to accept my decision +and let it go at that. According to this committee the board did not +represent the majority of the citizens in town. They argued for some +time against my stubbornness. At last, fretting under the delay, I put +it bluntly. "I have nothing to reconsider, gentlemen. The matter does +no longer rest with me. If, as I hear, the board is going to accept my +resignation, that settles the affair for me. It must of necessity suit +me or I should not have resigned. But you might see the board. Maybe +they are making a mistake. In fact, I think so. That is not my business, +however." And I went. + +The time was short enough in any case; this cut it shorter. It was five +o'clock before I swung out on the western road. I counted on moonlight, +though, the fickle luminary being in its first quarter. But there were +clouds in the north and the weather was by no means settled. As for +my lights, they were useless for driving so long as the ground was +completely buried under its sheet of snow. On the snow there form no +shadows by which you can recognize the trail in a light that comes from +between the two tracks. So I hurried along. + +We had not yet made the first three miles, skirting meanwhile the river, +when the first disaster came. I noticed a rather formidable drift on the +road straight ahead. I thought I saw a trail leading up over it--I found +later on that it was a snowshoe trail. I drove briskly up to its very +edge; then the horses fell into a walk. In a gingerly kind of way we +started to climb. And suddenly the world seemed to fall to pieces. The +horses disappeared in the snow, the cutter settled down, there was a +sharp snap, I fell back--the lines had broken. With lightning quickness +I reached over the dashboard down to the whiffletrees and unhooked one +each of the horses' traces. That would release the others, too, should +they plunge. For the moment I did not know what they were doing. There +was a cloud of dust dry snow which hid them. Then Peter emerged. I saw +with horror that he stood on Dan who was lying on his side. Dan started +to roll over; Peter slipped off to the right. That brought rebellion +into Dan, for now the neck yoke was cruelly twisting his head. I saw +Dan's feet emerging out of the snow, pawing the air: he was on his back. +Everything seemed convulsed. Then Peter plunged and reared, pulling Dan +half-ways up; that motion of his released the neck yoke from the pole. +The next moment both horses were on their feet, head by head now, but +facing each other, apparently trying to pull apart; but the martingales +held. Then both jumped clear of the cutter and the pole; and they +plunged out, to the rear, past the cutter, to solid ground. + +I do not remember how I got out; but after a minute or so I stood at +their heads, holding them by the bridles. The knees of both horses +shook, their nostrils trembled; Peter's eye looked as if he were going +to bolt. We were only a hundred yards or so from a farm. A man and a +boy came running with lanterns. I snapped the halter ropes into the bit +rings and handed the horses over to the boy to be led to and fro at a +walk so as to prevent a chill; and I went with the man to inspect the +cutter. Apparently no damage was done beyond the snapping of the lines. +The man, who knew me, offered to lend me another pair, which I promptly +accepted. We pulled the cutter out backwards, straightened the harness, +and hitched the horses up again. It was clear that, though they did not +seem to be injured, their nerves were on edge. + +The farmer meanwhile enlightened me. I mentioned the name of the man +who had recommended the road. Yes, the road was good enough from town to +town. This was the only bad drift. Yes, my adviser had passed here the +day before; but he had turned off the road, going down to the river +below, which was full of holes, it is true, made by the ice-harvesters, +but otherwise safe enough. The boy would go along with his lantern to +guide me to the other side of the drift. I am afraid I thought some +rather uncharitable things about my adviser for having omitted to +caution me against this drift. What I minded most, was, of course, the +delay. + +The drift was partly hollow, it appeared; the crust had thawed and +frozen again; the huge mass of snow underneath had settled down. The +crust had formed a vault, amply strong enough to carry a man, but not to +carry horse and cutter. + +When in the dying light and by the gleam of the lantern we went through +the dense brush, down the steep bank, and on to the river, the horses +were every second ready to bolt. Peter snorted and danced, Dan laid his +ears back on his head. But the boy gave warning at every open hole, and +we made it safely. At last we got back to the road, I kept talking and +purring to the horses for a while, and it seemed they were quieting +down. + +It was not an auspicious beginning for a long night-drive. And though +for a while all things seemed to be going about as well as I could +wish, there remained a nervousness which, slight though it seemed while +unprovoked, yet tinged every motion of the horses and even my own state +of mind. Still, while we were going west, and later, north into the +one-third-way town, the drive was one of the most marvellously beautiful +ones that I had had during that winter of marvellous sights. + +As I have mentioned, the moon was in its first quarter and, therefore, +during the early part of the night high in the sky. It was not very +cold; the lower air was quiet, of that strange, hushed stillness +which in southern countries is the stillness of the noon hour in +midsummer--when Pan is frightened into a panic by the very quiet. It was +not so, however, in the upper reaches of the atmosphere. It was a night +of skies, of shifting, ever changing skies. Not for five minutes did an +aspect last. When I looked up, after maybe having devoted my attention +for a while to a turn in the road or to a drift, there was no trace left +of the picture which I had seen last. And you could not help it, the +sky would draw your eye. There was commotion up there--operations were +proceeding on a very vast scale, but so silently, with not a whisper of +wind, that I felt hushed myself. + +A few of the aspects have persisted in my memory, but it seems an +impossible task to sketch them. + +I was driving along through open fields. The trail led dimly ahead. Huge +masses of snow with sharp, immovable shadows flanked it. The horses were +very wide awake. They cocked their ears at every one of the mounds; and +sometimes they pressed rump against rump, as if to reassure each other +by their mutual touch. + +About halfway up from the northern horizon there lay a belt of faintest +luminosity in the atmosphere--no play of northern lights--just an +impalpable paling of the dark blue sky. There were stars, too, but +they were not very brilliant. Way down in the north, at the edge of +the world, there lay a long, low-flung line of cloud, black, scarcely +discernible in the light of the moon. And from its centre, true north, +there grew out a monstrous human arm, reaching higher and higher, up to +the zenith, blotting the stars behind it. It looked at first--in texture +and rigid outline--as the stream of straw looks that flows from the +blower of a threshing machine when you stand straight in its line and +behind it. But, of course, it did not curve down. It seemed to stretch +and to rise, growing more and more like an arm with a clumsy fist at its +end, held unconceivably straight and unbending. This cloud, I have no +doubt, was forming right then by condensation. And it stretched and +lengthened till it obscured the moon. + +Just then I reached the end of my run to the west. I was nearing a block +of dense poplar bush in which somewhere two farmsteads lay embedded. The +road turned to the north. I was now exactly south of and in line with +that long, twenty-mile trail where I had startled horses, rabbit, and +partridge on the last described drive. I believe I was just twenty-five +miles from the northern correction line. At this corner where I turned I +had to devote all my attention to the negotiating of a few bad drifts. + +When I looked up again, I was driving along the bottom of a wide road +gap formed by tall and stately poplars on both sides--trees which stood +uncannily still. The light of the moon became less dim, and I raised my +eyes. That band of cloud--for it had turned into a band now, thus losing +its threatening aspect--had widened out and loosened up. It was a strip +of flocculent, sheepy-looking, little cloudlets that suggested curliness +and innocence. And the moon stood in between like a goodnatured shepherd +in the stories of old. + +For a while I kept my eyes on the sky. The going was good indeed on this +closed-in road. And so I watched that insensible, silent, and yet swift +shifting of things in the heavens that seemed so orderly, pre-ordained, +and as if regulated by silent signals. The clouds lost their sheeplike +look again; they became more massive; they took on more substance and +spine, more manliness, as it were; and they arranged themselves in +distinct lines. Soldiers suggested themselves, not soldiers engaged in +war, but soldiers drilling in times of peace, to be reviewed, maybe, by +some great general. That central point from which the arm had sprung and +which had been due north had sidled over to the northwest; the low-flung +line along the horizon had taken on the shape of a long wedge pointing +east; farther west it, too, looked more massive now--more like a +rather solid wall. And all those soldier-clouds fell into a fan-shaped +formation--into lines radiating from that common central point in the +northwest. This arrangement I have for many years been calling +"the tree." It is quite common, of course, and I read it with great +confidence as meaning "no amount of rain or snow worth mentioning." "The +tree" covered half the heavens or more, and nowhere did I see any large +reaches of clear sky. Here and there a star would peep through, and +the moon seemed to be quickly and quietly moving through the lines. +Apparently he was the general who reviewed the army. + +Again there came a shifting in the scenes. It looked as if some unseen +hands were spreading a sheet above these flocculent clouds--a thin and +vapoury sheet that came from the north and gradually covered the whole +roof of the sky. Stars and moon disappeared; but not, so far, the +light of the moon; it merely became diffused--the way the light from an +electric bulb becomes diffused when you enclose it in a frosted globe. +And then, as the sheet of vapour above began to thicken, the light on +the snow became dim and dimmer, till the whole of the landscape lay in +gloom. The sheet still seemed to be coming, coming from the north. But +no longer did it travel away to the south. It was as if it had brought +up against an obstacle there, as if it were being held in place. And +since there was more and more of it pressing up--it seemed rather to be +pushed now--it telescoped together and threw itself into folds, till +at last the whole sky looked like an enormous system of parallel +clothes-lines over all of which one great, soft, and loose cloth +were flung, so that fold after fold would hang down between all the +neighbouring pairs of lines; and between two folds there would be a +sharply converging, upward crease. It being night, this arrangement, +common in grey daylight, would not have shown at all, had it not been +for the moon above. As it was, every one of the infolds showed an +increasingly lighter grey the higher it folded up, and like huge, black +udders the outfolds were hanging down. This sky, when it persists, +I have often found to be followed within a few days by heavy storms. +To-night, however, it did not last. Shifting skies are never certain +signs, though they normally indicate an unsettled condition of the +atmosphere. I have observed them after a blizzard, too. + +I looked back over my shoulder, just when I emerged from the bush into +the open fields. And there I became aware of a new element again. +A quiet and yet very distinct commotion arose from the south. These +cloth-clouds lifted, and a nearly impalpable change crept over the +whole of the sky. A few minutes later it crystallised into a distinct +impression. A dark grey, faintly luminous, inverted bowl stood overhead. +Not a star was to be seen above, nor yet the moon. But all around the +horizon there was a nearly clear ring, suffused with the light of the +moon. There, where the sky is most apt to be dark and hazy, stars peeped +out--singly and dimly only--I did not recognize any constellation. + +And then the grey bowl seemed to contract into patches. Again the +change seemed to proceed from the south. The clouds seemed to lift still +higher, and to shrink into small, light, feathery cirrus clouds, silvery +on the dark blue sky--resembling white pencil shadings. The light of the +moon asserted itself anew. And this metamorphosis also spread upward, +till the moon herself looked out again, and it went on spreading +northward till it covered the whole of the sky. + +This last change came just before I had to turn west again for a mile or +so in order to hit a trail into town. I did not mean to go on straight +ahead and to cut across those radiating road lines of which I have +spoken in a former paper. I knew that my wife would be sitting up and +waiting till midnight or two o'clock, and I wanted to make it. So I +avoided all risks and gave my attention to the road for a while. I had +to drive through a ditch and through a fence beyond, and to cross a +field in order to strike that road which led from the south through the +park into town. A certain farmstead was my landmark. Beyond it I had to +watch out sharply if I wanted to find the exact spot where according to +my informant the wire of the fence had been taken down. I found it. + +To cross the field proved to be the hardest task the horses had had so +far during the night. The trail had been cut in deep through knee-high +drifts, and it was filled with firmly packed, freshly blown-in snow. +That makes a particularly bad road for fast driving. I simply had to +take my time and to give all my attention to the guiding of the horses. +And here I was also to become aware once more of the fact that my horses +had not yet forgotten their panic in that river drift of two hours ago. +There was a strawstack in the centre of the field; at least the shape of +the big, white mound suggested a strawstack; and the trail led closely +by it. Sharp shadows showed, and the horses, pricking their ears, began +to dance and to sidle away from it as we passed along its southern edge. + +But we made it. By the time we reached the park that forms the approach +to the town from the south, the skies had changed completely. There +was now, as far as my eye would reach, just one vast, dark-blue, +star-spangled expanse. And the skies twinkled and blazed down upon the +earth with a veritable fervour. There was not one of the more familiar +stars that did not stand out brightly, even the minor ones which you do +not ordinarily see oftener than, maybe, once or twice a year--as, for +instance, Vega's smaller companions in the constellation of the Lyre, or +the minor points in the cluster of the Pleiades. + +I sometimes think that the mere fact of your being on a narrow +bush-road, with the trees looming darkly to both sides, makes the stars +seem brighter than they appear from the open fields. I have heard that +you can see a star even in daytime from the bottom of a deep mine-pit if +it happens to pass overhead. That would seem to make my impression less +improbable, perhaps. I know that not often have the stars seemed so much +alive to me as they did that night in the park. + +And then I came into the town. I stayed about forty-five minutes, fed +the horses, had supper myself, and hitched up again. + +On leaving town I went for another mile east in the shelter of a fringe +of bush; and this bush kept rustling as if a breeze had sprung up. But +it was not till I turned north again, on the twenty-mile stretch, that I +became conscious of a great change in the atmosphere. There was indeed a +slight breeze, coming from the north, and it felt very moist. Somehow it +felt homely and human, this breeze. There was a promise in it, as of a +time, not too far distant, when the sap would rise again in the trees +and when tender leaflets would begin to stir in delicate buds. So far, +however, its more immediate promise probably was snow. + +But it did not last, either. A colder breeze sprang up. Between the two +there was a distinct lull. And again there arose in the north, far away, +at the very end of my seemingly endless road, a cloud-bank. The colder +wind that sprang up was gusty; it came in fits and starts, with short +lulls in between; it still had that water-laden feeling, but it was now +what you would call "damp" rather than "moist"--the way you often feel +winter-winds along the shores of great lakes or along sea-coasts. There +was a cutting edge to it--it was "raw" And it had not been blowing very +long before low-hanging, dark, and formless cloud-masses began to scud +up from the north to the zenith. The northern lights, too, made their +appearance again about that time. They formed an arc very far to the +south, vaulting up behind my back, beyond the zenith. No streamers in +them, no filtered rays and streaks--nothing but a blurred luminosity +high above the clouds and--so it seemed--above the atmosphere. The +northern lights have moods, like the clouds--moods as varied as +theirs--though they do not display them so often nor quite so +ostentatiously. + +We were nearing the bridge across the infant river. The road from the +south slopes down to this bridge in a rather sudden, s-shaped curve, +as perhaps the reader remembers. I still had the moonlight from time to +time, and whenever one of the clouds floated in front of the crescent, +I drove more slowly and more carefully. Now there is a peculiar thing +about moonlight on snow. With a fairly well-marked trail on bare ground, +in summertime, a very little of it will suffice to indicate the road, +for there are enough rough spots on the best of trails to cast little +shadows, and grass and weeds on both sides usually mark the beaten track +off still more clearly, even though the road lead north. But the snow +forms such an even expanse, and the trail on it is so featureless +that these signs are no longer available. The light itself also is too +characterless and too white and too nearly of the same quality as the +light reflected by the snow to allow of judging distances delicately and +accurately. You seem to see nothing but one vast whiteness all around. +When you drive east or west, the smooth edges of the tracks will cast +sharply defined shadows to the north, but when you drive north or south, +even these shadows are absent, and so you must entirely rely on your +horses to stay on the trail. I have often observed how easily my own +judgment was deluded. + +But still I felt so absolutely sure that I should know when I approached +the bridge that, perhaps through overconfidence, I was caught napping. +There was another fact which I did not take sufficiently into account at +the time. I have mentioned that we had had a "soft spell." In fact, it +had been so warm for a day or two that the older snow had completely +iced over. Now, much as I thought I was watching out, we were suddenly +and quite unexpectedly right on the downward slope before I even +realized that we were near it. + +As I said, on this slope the trail described a double curve, and it hit +the bridge at an angle from the west. The first turn and the behaviour +of the horses were what convinced me that I had inadvertently gone too +far. If I had stopped the horses at the point where the slope began and +then started them downward at a slow walk, we should still have reached +the bridge at too great a speed; for the slope had offered the last big +wind from the north a sheer brow, and it was swept clean of new snow, +thus exposing the smooth ice underneath; the snow that had drifted from +the south, on the other hand, had been thrown beyond the river, on +to the lower northern bank; the horses skidded, and the weight of the +cutter would have pushed them forward. As it was, they realized the +danger themselves; for when we turned the second curve, both of them +stiffened their legs and spread their feet in order to break the +momentum of the cutter; but in spite of the heavy calks under their +shoes they slipped on all fours, hardly able to make the bend on to the +bridge. + +They had to turn nearly at right angles to their last direction, and +the bridge seemed to be one smooth sheet of ice. The moon shone brightly +just then; so I saw exactly what happened. As soon as the runners +hit the iced-over planks, the cutter swung out sideways; the horses, +however, slipping and recovering, managed to make the turn. It was a +worth-while sight to see them strike their calks into the ice and brace +themselves against the shock which they clearly expected when the cutter +started to skid. The latter swung clear of the bridge--you will remember +that the railing on the east-side was broken away--out into space, and +came down with a fearful crash, but right side up, on the steep north +bank of the river--just at the very moment when the horses reached the +deep, loose snow beyond which at least gave them a secure footing. They +had gone along the diagonal of the bridge, from the southwest corner, +barely clearing the rail, to the northwest corner where the snow had +piled in to a depth of from two to five feet on the sloping bank. If +the ground where I hit the bank had been bare, the cutter would have +splintered to pieces; as it was, the shock of it seemed to jar every +bone in my body. + +It seemed rather a piece of good luck that the horses bolted; the lines +held; they pulled me free of the drift on the bank and plunged out on +the road. For a mile or two we had a pretty wild run; and this time +there was no doubt about it, either, the horses were thoroughly +frightened. They ran till they were exhausted, and there was no holding +them; but since I was on a clear road, I did not worry very much. +Nevertheless, I was rather badly shaken up myself; and if I had followed +the good advice that suggested itself, I should have put in for some +time at the very next farm which I passed. The way I see things now, +it was anything rather than safe to go on. With horses in the nervous +condition in which mine were I could not hope any longer to keep them +under control should a further accident happen. But I had never yet +given in when I had made up my mind to make the trip, and it was hard to +do so for the first time. + +As soon as I had the horses sufficiently in hand again, I lighted my +lantern, got out on the road, and carefully looked my cutter over. I +found that the hardwood lining of both runners was broken at the curve, +but the steel shoes were, though slightly bent, still sound. Fortunately +the top had been down, otherwise further damage would have been sure to +result. I saw no reason to discontinue the drive. + +Now after a while--when the nervousness incident upon the shock which +I had received subsided--my interest in the shifting skies revived once +more, and again I began to watch the clouds. The wind was squally, and +the low, black vapour-masses overhead had coalesced into a vast array of +very similar but yet distinct groups. There was still a certain amount +of light from the moon, but only just enough to show the texture and the +grouping of the clouds. Hardly ever had I seen, or at least consciously +taken note of a sky that with its blackness and its massed multitudes of +clouds looked so threatening, so sinister, so much like a battle-array. +But way up in the northeast there were two large areas quite suffused +with light from the north. They must have been thin cloud-layers in +whose upper reaches the northern lights were playing. And these patches +of light were like a promise, like a word of peace arresting the battle. +Had it not been for these islands of light, I should have felt depressed +when I looked back to the road. + +We were swinging along as before. I had rested the horses by a walk, +and to a casual observer they would have seemed to be none the worse +for their fling at running away. But on closer scrutiny they would again +have revealed the unmistakable signs of nervous tension. Their ears +moved jerkily on the slightest provocation. Still, the road was good and +clear, and I had no apprehensions. + +Then came the sudden end of the trail. It was right in front of a farm +yard. Clearly, the farmer had broken the last part of the road over +which I had come. The trail widened out to a large, circus-shaped flat +in the drifts. The snow had the ruffled appearance of being thoroughly +tramped down by a herd of cattle. On both sides there were trees--wild +trees--a-plenty. Brush lined the narrow road gap ahead; but the snow had +piled in level with its tops. This had always been rather a bad spot, +though the last time I had seen it the snow had settled down to about +half the height of the shrubs. I stopped and hesitated for a moment. I +knew just where the trail had been. It was about twenty-five feet from +the fence of the field to the east. It was now covered under three to +four feet of freshly drifted-in snow. The drift seemed to be higher +towards the west, where the brush stood higher, too. So I decided to +stay as nearly as I could above the old trail. There, even though we +might break through the new snow the older drifts underneath were likely +to be firm enough. + +We went ahead. The drift held, and slowly we climbed to its summit. It +is a strange coincidence that just then I should have glanced up at the +sky. I saw a huge, black cloud-mass elbowing its way, as it were, in +front of those islands of light, the promise of peace. And so much was +I by this time imbued with the moods of the skies that the disappearance +of this mild glimmer sent a regret through my very body. And +simultaneously with this thrill of regret there came--I remember this +as distinctly as if it had been an hour ago--the certainty of impending +disaster. The very next moment chaos reigned. The horses broke in, not +badly at all; but as a consequence of their nervous condition they flew +into a panic. I held them tight as they started to plunge. But there +was no guiding them; they were bound to have things their own way +altogether. It seemed as if they had lost their road-sense, too, for +instead of plunging at least straight ahead, out on the level trail, +they made, with irresistible bounds and without paying the slightest +attention to the pull of the lines, towards the east. There the drift, +not being packed by any previous traffic, went entirely to pieces under +their feet. I had meanwhile thrown off my robes, determined at all costs +to bring them to a stop, for I knew, if I allowed them to get away with +me this time, they would be spoiled for any further drives of mine. + +Now just the very fraction of a second when I got my feet up against the +dashboard so as to throw my whole weight into my pull, they reared up +as if for one tremendous and supreme bound, and simultaneously I saw a +fence post straight under the cutter pole. Before I quite realized it, +the horses had already cleared the fence. I expected the collision, the +breaking of the drawbar and the bolting of the horses; but just then +my desperate effort in holding them told, and dancing and fretting +they stood. Then, in a flash, I mentally saw and understood the whole +situation. The runners of the cutter, still held up by the snow of the +drift which sloped down into the field and which the horses had churned +into slabs and clods, had struck the fence wire and, lifting the whole +of the conveyance, had placed me; cutter and all, balanced for a moment +to a nicety, on top of the post. But already we began to settle back. + +I felt that I could not delay, for a moment later the runners would slip +off the wire and the cutter fall backward; that was the certain signal +for the horses to bolt. The very paradoxicality of the situation seemed +to give me a clue. I clicked my tongue and, holding the horses back with +my last ounce of strength, made them slowly dance forward and pull me +over the fence. In a moment I realized that I had made a mistake. A +quick pull would have jerked me clear of the post. As it was, it slowly +grated along the bottom of the box; then the cutter tilted forward, and +when the runners slipped off the wire, the cutter with myself pitched +back with a frightful knock against the post. The back panel of the box +still shows the splintered tear that fence post made. The shock of it +threw me forward, for a second I lost all purchase on the lines, and +again the horses went off in a panic. It was quite dark now, for the +clouds were thickening in the sky. While I attended to the horses, I +reflected that probably something had broken back there in the cutter, +but worst of all, I realized that this incident, for the time being +at least, had completely broken my nerve. As soon as I had brought the +horses to a stop, I turned in the knee-deep snow of the field and made +for the fence. + +Half a mile ahead there gleamed a light. I had, of course, to stay on +the field, and I drove along, slowly and carefully, skirting the fence +and watching it as closely as what light there was permitted. + +I do not know why this incident affected me the way it did; but I +presume that the cumulative effect of three mishaps, one following the +other, had something to do with it; the same as it affected the horses. +But more than that, I believe, it was the effect of the skies. I am +rather subject to the influence of atmospheric conditions. There are not +many things that I would rather watch. No matter what the aspect of the +skies may be, they fascinate me. I have heard people say, "What a dull +day!"--or, "What a sleepy day!"--and that when I was enjoying my own +little paradise in yielding to the moods of cloud and sky. To this very +hour I am convinced that the skies broke my nerve that night, that those +incidents merely furnished them with an opportunity to get their work in +more tellingly. + +Of the remainder of the drive little needs to be said. I found a way out +of the field, back to the road, drove into the yard of the farm where I +had seen the light, knocked at the house, and asked for and obtained the +night's accommodation for myself and for my horses. + +At six o'clock next morning I was on the road again. Both I and the +horses had shaken off the nightmare, and through a sprinkling, dusting +fall of snow we made the correction line and finally home in the best of +moods and conditions. + + +END + + + + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Over Prairie Trails, by Frederick Philip Grove + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS *** + +***** This file should be named 6111.txt or 6111.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/6/1/1/6111/ + +Produced by Gardner Buchanan + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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My wife--like +the plucky little woman she is--in order to round off my +far-from-imperial income had made up her mind to look +after a rural school that boasted of something like a +residence. I procured a buggy and horse and went "home" +on Fridays, after school was over, to return to my town +on Sunday evening--covering thus, while the season was +clement and allowed straight cross-country driving, coming +and going, a distance of sixty-eight miles. Beginning +with the second week of January this distance was raised +to ninety miles because, as my more patient readers will +see, the straight cross-country roads became impassable +through snow. + +These drives. the fastest of which was made in somewhat +over four hours and the longest of which took me nearly +eleven--the rest of them averaging pretty well up between +the two extremes--soon became what made my life worth +living. I am naturally an outdoor creature--I have lived +for several years "on the tramp"--I love Nature more than +Man--I take to horses--horses take to me--so how could +it have been otherwise? Add to this that for various +reasons my work just then was not of the most pleasant +kind--I disliked the town, the town disliked me, the +school board was sluggish and unprogressive, there was +friction in the staff--and who can wonder that on Fridays, +at four o'clock, a real holiday started for me: two days +ahead with wife and child, and going and coming--the drive. + +I made thirty-six of these trips: seventy-two drives in +all. I think I could still rehearse every smallest incident +of every single one of them. With all their weirdness, +with all their sometimes dangerous adventure--most of +them were made at night, and with hardly ever any regard +being paid to the weather or to the state of the roads-- +they stand out in the vast array of memorable trifles +that constitute the story of my life as among the most +memorable ones. Seven drives seem, as it were, lifted +above the mass of others as worthy to be described in +some detail--as not too trivial to detain for an hour or +so a patient reader's kind attention. Not that the others +lack in interest for myself; but there is little in them +of that mildly dramatic, stirring quality which might +perhaps make their recital deserving of being heard beyond +my own frugal fireside. Strange to say, only one of the +seven is a return trip. I am afraid that the prospect of +going back to rather uncongenial work must have dulled +my senses. Or maybe, since I was returning over the same +road after an interval of only two days, I had exhausted +on the way north whatever there was of noticeable +impressions to be garnered. Or again, since I was coming +from "home," from the company of those for whom I lived +and breathed, it might just be that all my thoughts flew +back with such an intensity that there was no vitality +left for the perception of the things immediately around me. + + + + +ONE +Farms and Roads + +At ten minutes past four, of an evening late in September, +I sat in the buggy and swung out of the livery stable +that boarded my horse. Peter, the horse, was a chunky +bay, not too large, nor too small; and I had stumbled on +to him through none of my sagacity. To tell the plain +truth, I wanted to get home, I had to have a horse that +could stand the trip, no other likely looking horse was +offered, this one was--on a trial drive he looked as if +he might do, and so I bought him--no, not quite--I arranged +with the owner that I should make one complete trip with +him and pay a fee of five dollars in case I did not keep +him. As the sequence showed, I could not have found a +better horse for the work in hand. + +I turned on to the road leading north, crossed the bridge, +and was between the fields. I looked at my watch and +began to time myself. The moon was new and stood high in +the western sky; the sun was sinking on the downward +stretch. It was a pleasant, warm fall day, and it promised +an evening such as I had wished for on my first drive +out. Not a cloud showed anywhere. I did not urge the +horse; he made the first mile in seven, and a half minutes, +and I counted that good enough. + +Then came the turn to the west; this new road was a +correction line, and I had to follow it for half a mile. +There was no farmhouse on this short bend. Then north +for five miles. The road was as level as a table top--a +good, smooth, hard-beaten, age-mellowed prairie-grade. +The land to east and west was also level; binders were +going and whirring their harvest song. Nobody could have +felt more contented than I did. There were two clusters +of buildings--substantial buildings--set far back from +the road, one east, the other one west, both clusters +huddled homelike and sheltered in bluffs of planted +cottonwoods, straight rows of them, three, four trees +deep. My horse kept trotting leisurely along, the wheels +kept turning, a meadow lark called in a desultory way +from a nearby fence post. I was "on the go." I had torn +up my roots, as it were, I felt detached and free; and +if both these prosperous looking farms had been my +property--I believe, that moment a "Thank-you" would have +bought them from me if parting from them had been the +price of the liberty to proceed. But, of course, neither +one of them ever could have been my property, for neither +by temperament nor by profession had I ever been given +to the accumulation of the wealth of this world. + +A mile or so farther on there stood another group of farm +buildings--this one close to the road. An unpainted barn, +a long and low, rather ramshackle structure with sagging +slidedoors that could no longer be closed, stood in the +rear of the farm yard. The dwelling in front of it was +a tall, boxlike two-story house, well painted in a rather +loud green with white door and window frames. The door +in front, one window beside it, two windows above, +geometrically correct, and stiff and cold. The house was +the only green thing around, however. Not a tree, not a +shrub, not even a kitchen garden that I could see. I +looked the place over critically, while I drove by. +Somehow I was convinced that a bachelor owned it--a man +who made this house--which was much too large for him +--his "bunk." There it stood, slick and cold, unhospitable +as ever a house was. A house has its physiognomy as well +as a man, for him who can read it; and this one, +notwithstanding its new and shining paint, was sullen, +morose, and nearly vicious and spiteful. I turned away. +I should not have cared to work for its owner. + +Peter was trotting along. I do not know why on this first +trip he never showed the one of his two most prominent +traits--his laziness. As I found out later on, so long +as I drove him single (he changed entirely in this respect +when he had a mate), he would have preferred to be hitched +behind, with me between the shafts pulling buggy and him. +That was his weakness, but in it there also lay his +strength. As soon as I started to dream or to be absorbed +in the things around, he was sure to fall into the slowest +of walks. When then he heard the swish of the whip, he +would start with the worst of consciences, gallop away +at breakneck speed, and slow down only when he was sure +the whip was safe in its socket. When we met a team and +pulled out on the side of the road, he would take it for +granted that I desired to make conversation. He stopped +instantly, drew one hindleg up, stood on three legs, and +drooped his head as if he had come from the ends of the +world. Oh yes, he knew how to spare himself. But on the +other hand, when it came to a tight place, where only an +extraordinary effort would do, I had never driven a horse +on which I could more confidently rely. What any horse +could do, he did. + +About two miles beyond I came again to a cluster of +buildings, close to the corner of the crossroads, sheltered, +homelike, inviting in a large natural bluff of tall, +dark-green poplars. Those first two houses had had an +aristocratic aloofness--I should not have liked to turn +in there for shelter or for help. But this was prosperous, +open-handed, well-to-do middle class; not that conspicuous +"moneyedness" that we so often find in our new west when +people have made their success; but the solid, friendly, +everyday liberality that for generations has not had to +pinch itself and therefore has mellowed down to taking +the necessities and a certain amount of give and take +for granted. I was glad when on closer approach I noticed +a school embedded in the shady green of the corner. I +thought with pleasure of children being so close to people +with whom I should freely have exchanged a friendly +greeting and considered it a privilege. In my mental +vision I saw beeches and elms and walnut trees around a +squire's place in the old country. + +The road began to be lined with thickets of shrubs here: +choke cherry bushes, with some ripe, dried-up black +berries left on the branches, with iron-black bark, and +with wiry stems, in the background; in front of them, +closer to the driveway, hawthorn, rich with red fruit; +rosebushes with scarlet leaves reaching down to nearly +underfoot. It is one of the most pleasing characteristics +of our native thickets that they never rise abruptly +Always they shade off through cushionlike copses of +smaller growth into the level ground around. + +The sun was sinking. I knew a mile or less further north +I should have to turn west in order to avoid rough roads +straight ahead. That meant doubling up, because some +fifteen miles or so north I should have to turn east +again, my goal being east of my starting place. These +fifteen or sixteen miles of the northward road I did not +know; so I was anxious to make them while I could see. +I looked at the moon--I could count on some light from +her for an hour or so after sundown. But although I knew +the last ten or twelve miles of my drive fairly well, I +was also aware of the fact that there were in it tricky +spots--forkings of mere trails in muskeg bush--where +leaving the beaten log-track might mean as much as being +lost. So I looked at my watch again and shook the lines +over Peter's back. The first six miles had taken me nearly +fifty minutes. I looked at the sun again, rather anxiously +I could count on him for another hour and a quarter--well +and good then! + +There was the turn. Just north of it, far back from both +roads, another farmyard. Behind it--to the north, stretched +out, a long windbreak of poplars, with a gap or a vista +in its centre. Barn and outbuildings were unpainted, the +house white; a not unpleasing group, but something slovenly +about it. I saw with my mind's eye numerous children, +rather neglected, uncared for, an overworked, sickly +woman, a man who was bossy and harsh. + +The road angles here. Bell's farm consists of three +quartersections; the southwest quarter lends its diagonal +for the trail. I had hardly made the turn, however, when +a car came to meet me. It stopped. The school-inspector +of the district looked out. I drew in and returned his +greeting, half annoyed at being thus delayed. But his +very next word made me sit up. He had that morning +inspected my wife's school and seen her and my little +girl; they were both as well as they could be. I felt so +glad that I got out of my buggy to hand him my pouch of +tobacco, the which he took readily enough. He praised my +wife's work, as no doubt he had reason to do, and I should +have given him a friendly slap on the shoulder, had not +just then my horse taken it into his head to walk away +without me. + +I believe I was whistling when I got back to the buggy +seat. I know I slapped the horse's rump with my lines +and sang out, "Get up, Peter, we still have a matter of +nearly thirty miles to make." + +The road becomes pretty much a mere trail here, a rut-track, +smooth enough in the rut, where the wheels ran, but rough +for the horse's feet in between. + +To the left I found the first untilled land. It stretched +far away to the west, overgrown with shrub-willow, +wolf-willow and symphoricarpus--a combination that is +hard to break with the plow. I am fond of the silver +grey, leathery foliage of the wolf-willow which is so +characteristic of our native woods. Cinquefoil, too, the +shrubby variety, I saw in great numbers--another one of +our native dwarf shrubs which, though decried as a weed, +should figure as a border plant in my millionaire's park. + +And as if to make my enjoyment of the evening's drive +supreme, I saw the first flocks of my favourite bird, +the goldfinch. All over this vast expanse, which many +would have called a waste, there were strings of them, +chasing each other in their wavy flight, twittering on +the downward stretch, darting in among the bushes, turning +with incredible swiftness and sureness of wing the shortest +of curves about a branch, and undulating away again to +where they came from. + +To the east I had, while pondering over the beautiful +wilderness, passed a fine bluff of stately poplars that +stood like green gold in the evening sun. They sheltered +apparently, though at a considerable distance, another +farmhouse; for a road led along their southern edge, +lined with telephone posts. A large flock of sheep was +grazing between the bluff and the trail, the most +appropriate kind of stock for this particular landscape. + +While looking back at them, I noticed a curious trifle. +The fence along my road had good cedar posts, placed +about fifteen feet apart. But at one point there were +two posts where one would have done. The wire, in fact, +was not fastened at all to the supernumerary one, and +yet this useless post was strongly braced by two stout, +slanting poles. A mere nothing, which I mention only +because it was destined to be an important landmark for +me on future drives. + +We drove on. At the next mile-corner all signs of human +habitation ceased. I had now on both sides that same +virgin ground which I have described above. Only here it +was interspersed with occasional thickets of young +aspen-boles. It was somewhere in this wilderness that I +saw a wolf, a common prairie-wolf with whom I became +quite familiar later on. I made it my custom during the +following weeks, on my return trips, to start at a given +point a few miles north of here eating the lunch which +my wife used to put up for me: sandwiches with crisply +fried bacon for a filling. And when I saw that wolf for +the second time, I threw a little piece of bacon overboard. +He seemed interested in the performance and stood and +watched me in an averted kind of way from a distance. I +have often noticed that you can never see a wolf from +the front, unless it so happens that he does not see you. +If he is aware of your presence, he will instantly swing +around, even though he may stop and watch you. If he +watches, he does so with his head turned back. That is +one of the many precautions the wily fellow has learned, +very likely through generations of bitter experience. +After a while I threw out a second piece, and he started +to trot alongside, still half turned away; he kept at a +distance of about two hundred yards to the west running +in a furtive, half guilty-looking way, with his tail down +and his eye on me. After that he became my regular +companion, an expected feature of my return trips, running +with me every time for a while and coming a little bit +closer till about the middle of November he disappeared, +never to be seen again. This time I saw him in the +underbrush, about a hundred yards ahead and as many more +to the west. I took him by surprise, as he took me. I +was sorry I had not seen him a few seconds sooner. For, +when I focused my eyes on him, he stood in a curious +attitude: as if he was righting himself after having +slipped on his hindfeet in running a sharp curve. At the +same moment a rabbit shot across that part of my field +of vision to the east which I saw in a blurred way only, +from the very utmost corner of my right eye. I did not +turn but kept my eyes glued to the wolf. Nor can I tell +whether I had stirred the rabbit up, or whether the wolf +had been chasing or stalking it. I should have liked to +know, for I have never seen a wolf stalking a rabbit, +though I have often seen him stalk fowl. Had he pulled +up when he saw me? As I said, I cannot tell, for now he +was standing in the characteristic wolf-way, half turned, +head bent back, tail stretched out nearly horizontally. +The tail sank, the whole beast seemed to shrink, and +suddenly he slunk away with amazing agility. Poor fellow +--he did not know that many a time I had fed some of his +brothers in cruel winters. But he came to know me, as I +knew him; for whenever he left me on later drives, very +close to Bell's corner, after I had finished my lunch, +he would start right back on my trail, nose low, and I +have no doubt that he picked up the bits of bacon which +I had dropped as tidbits for him. + +I drove and drove. The sun neared the horizon now It was +about six o'clock. The poplar thickets on both sides of +the road began to be larger. In front the trail led +towards a gate in a long, long line of towering cottonwoods. +What was beyond? + +It proved to be a gate indeed. Beyond the cottonwoods +there ran an eastward grade lined on the north side by +a ditch which I had to cross on a culvert. It will +henceforth be known as the "twelve-mile bridge." Beyond +the culvert the road which I followed had likewise been +worked up into a grade. I did not like it, for it was +new and rough. But less did I like the habitation at the +end of its short, one-mile career. It stood to the right, +close to the road, and was a veritable hovel. [Footnote: +It might be well to state expressly here that, whatever +has been said in these pages concerning farms and their +inhabitants, has intentionally been so arranged as not +to apply to the exact localities at which they are +described. Anybody at all familiar with the district +through which these drives were made will readily identify +every natural landmark. But although I have not consciously +introduced any changes in the landscape as God made it, +I have in fairness to the settlers entirely redrawn the +superimposed man-made landscape.] It was built of logs, +but it looked more like a dugout, for stable as well as +dwelling were covered by way of a roof with blower-thrown +straw In the door of the hovel there stood two brats--poor +things! + +The road was a trail again for a mile or two. It led once +more through the underbrush-wilderness interspersed with +poplar bluffs. Then it became by degrees a real "high-class" +Southern Prairie grade. I wondered, but not for long. +Tall cottonwood bluffs, unmistakably planted trees, +betrayed more farms. There were three of them, and, +strange to say, here on the very fringe of civilization +I found that "moneyed" type--a house, so new and up-to-date, +that it verily seemed to turn up its nose to the traveller. +I am sure it had a bathroom without a bathtub and various +similar modern inconveniences. The barn was of the +Agricultural-College type--it may be good, scientific, +and all that, but it seems to crush everything else around +out of existence; and it surely is not picturesque--unless +it has wings and silos to relieve its rigid contours. +Here it had not. + +The other two farms to which I presently came--buildings +set back from the road, but not so far as to give them +the air of aloofness--had again that friendly, old-country +expression that I have already mentioned: here it was +somewhat marred, though, by an over-rigidity of the lines. +It is unfortunate that our farmers, when they plant at +all, will nearly always plant in straight lines. The +straight line is a flaw where we try to blend the work +of our hands with Nature. They also as a rule neglect +shrubs that would help to furnish a foreground for their +trees; and, worst of all, they are given to importing, +instead of utilising our native forest growth. Not often +have I seen, for instance, our high-bush cranberry planted, +although it certainly is one of the most beautiful shrubs +to grow in copses. + +These two farms proved to be pretty much the last sign +of comfort that I was to meet on my drives to the north. +Though later I learned the names of their owners and even +made their acquaintance, for me they remained the "halfway +farms," for, after I had passed them, at the very next +corner, I was seventeen miles from my starting point, +seventeen miles from "home." + +Beyond, stretches of the real wilderness began, the +pioneer country, where farms, except along occasional +highroads, were still three, four miles apart, where the +breaking on few homesteads had reached the thirty-acre +mark, and where a real, "honest-to-goodness" cash dollar +bill was often as scarce as a well-to-do teacher in the +prairie country. + +The sun went down, a ball of molten gold--two hours from +"town," as I called it. It was past six o'clock. There +were no rosy-fingered clouds; just a paling of the blue +into white; then a greying of the western sky; and lastly +the blue again, only this time dark. A friendly crescent +still showed trail and landmarks after even the dusk had +died away. Four miles, or a little more, and I should be +in familiar land again. Four miles, that I longed to +make, before the last light failed... + +The road angled to the northeast. I was by no means very +sure of it. I knew which general direction to hold, but +trails that often became mere cattle-paths crossed and +criss-crossed repeatedly. It was too dark by this time +to see very far. I did not know the smaller landmarks. +But I knew, if I drove my horse pretty briskly, I must +within little more than half an hour strike a black wall +of the densest primeval forest fringing a creek--and, +skirting this creek, I must find an old, weather-beaten +lumber bridge. When I had crossed that bridge, I should +know the landmarks again. + +Underbrush everywhere, mostly symphoricarpus, I thought. +Large trunks loomed up, charred with forest fires; here +and there a round, white or light-grey stone, ghostly in +the waning light, knee-high, I should judge. Once I passed +the skeleton of a stable--the remnant of the buildings +put up by a pioneer settler who had to give in after +having wasted effort and substance and worn his knuckles +to the bones. The wilderness uses human material up... + +A breeze from the north sprang up, and it turned strangely +chilly I started to talk to Peter, the loneliness seemed +so oppressive. I told him that he should have a walk, a +real walk, as soon as we had crossed the creek. I told +him we were on the homeward half--that I had a bag of +oats in the box, and that my wife would have a pail of +water ready... And Peter trotted along. + +Something loomed up in front. Dark and sinister it looked. +Still there was enough light to recognize even that which +I did not know. A large bluff of poplars rustled, the wind +soughing through the stems with a wailing note. The brush +grew higher to the right. I suddenly noticed that I was +driving along a broken-down fence between the brush and +myself. The brush became a grove of boles which next +seemed to shoot up to the full height of the bluff. Then, +unexpectedly, startlingly, a vista opened. Between the +silent grove to the south and the large; whispering, +wailing bluff to the north there stood in a little clearing +a snow white log house, uncannily white in the paling +moonlight. I could still distinctly see that its upper +windows were nailed shut with boards--and yes, its lower +ones, too. And yet, the moment I passed it, I saw through +one unclosed window on the northside light. Unreasonably +I shuddered. + +This house, too, became a much-looked-for landmark to me on +my future drives. I learned that it stood on the range line +and called it the "White Range Line House." There hangs +a story by this house. Maybe I shall one day tell it... + +Beyond the great and awe-inspiring poplar-bluff the trail +took a sharp turn eastward. From the southwest another +rut-road joined it at the bend. I could only just make +it out in the dark, for even moonlight was fading fast +now. The sudden, reverberating tramp of the horse's feet +betrayed that I was crossing a culvert. I had been absorbed +in getting my bearings, and so it came as a surprise. It +had not been mentioned in the elaborate directions which +I had received with regard to the road to follow. For a +moment, therefore, I thought I must be on the wrong trail. +But just then the dim view, which had been obstructed by +copses and thickets, cleared ahead in the last glimmer +of the moon, and I made out the back cliff of forest +darkly looming in the north--that forest I knew. Behind +a narrow ribbon of bush the ground sloped down to the +bed of the creek--a creek that filled in spring and became +a torrent, but now was sluggish and slow where it ran at +all. In places it consisted of nothing but a line of +muddy pools strung along the bottom of its bed. In summer +these were a favourite haunting place for mosquito-and- +fly-plagued cows. There the great beasts would lie down +in the mud and placidly cool their punctured skins. A +few miles southwest the creek petered out entirely in a +bed of shaly gravel bordering on the Big Marsh which I +had skirted in my drive and a corner of which I was +crossing just now. + +The road was better here and spoke of more traffic. It +was used to haul cordwood in late winter and early spring +to a town some ten or fifteen miles to the southwest. So +I felt sure again I was not lost but would presently +emerge on familiar territory. The horse seemed to know it, +too, for he raised his head and went at a better gait. + +A few minutes passed. There was hardly a sound from my +vehicle. The buggy was rubber-tired, and the horse selected +a smooth ribbon of grass to run on. But from the black +forest wall there came the soughing of the wind and the +nocturnal rustle of things unknown. And suddenly there +came from close at hand a startling sound: a clarion call +that tore the veil lying over my mental vision: the sharp, +repeated whistle of the whip-poor-will. And with my mind's +eye I saw the dusky bird: shooting slantways upward in +its low flight which ends in a nearly perpendicular slide +down to within ten or twelve feet from the ground, the +bird being closely followed by a second one pursuing. In +reality I did not see the birds, but I heard the fast +whir of their wings. + +Another bird I saw but did not hear. It was a small owl. +The owl's flight is too silent, its wing is down-padded. +You may hear its beautiful call, but you will not hear +its flight, even though it circle right around your head +in the dusk. This owl crossed my path not more than an +inch or two in front. It nearly grazed my forehead, so +that I blinked. Oh, how I felt reassured! I believe, +tears welled in my eyes. When I come to the home of frog +and toad, of gartersnake and owl and whip-poor-will, a +great tenderness takes possession of me, and I should +like to shield and help them all and tell them not to be +afraid of me; but I rather think they know it anyway. + +The road swung north, and then east again; we skirted +the woods; we came to the bridge; it turned straight +north; the horse fell into a walk. I felt that henceforth +I could rely on my sense of orientation to find the road. +It was pitch dark in the bush--the thin slice of the moon +had reached the horizon and followed the sun; no light +struck into the hollow which I had to thread after turning +to the southeast for a while. But as if to reassure me +once more and still further of the absolute friendliness +of all creation for myself--at this very moment I saw +high overhead, on a dead branch of poplar, a snow white +owl, a large one, eighteen inches tall, sitting there in +state, lord as he is of the realm of night... + +Peter walked--though I did not see the road, the horse +could not mistake it. It lay at the bottom of a chasm of +trees and bushes. I drew my cloak somewhat closer around +and settled back. This cordwood trail took us on for half +a mile, and then we came to a grade leading east. The +grade was rough; it was the first one of a network of +grades which were being built by the province, not +primarily for the roads they afforded, but for the sake +of the ditches of a bold and much needed drainage-system. +To this very day these yellow grades of the pioneer +country along the lake lie like naked scars on Nature's +body: ugly raw, as if the bowels were torn out of a +beautiful bird and left to dry and rot on its plumage. +Age will mellow them down into harmony. + +Peter had walked for nearly half an hour. The ditch was +north of the grade. I had passed, without seeing it, a +newly cut-out road to the north which led to a lonesome +schoolhouse in the bush. As always when I passed or +thought of it, I had wondered where through this +wilderness-tangle of bush and brush the children came +from to fill it--walking through winter-snows, through +summer-muds, for two, three, four miles or more to get +their meagre share of the accumulated knowledge of the +world. And the teacher! Was it the money? Could it be +when there were plenty of schools in the thickly settled +districts waiting for them? I knew of one who had come +to this very school in a car and turned right back when +she saw that she was expected to live as a boarder on a +comfortless homestead and walk quite a distance and teach +mostly foreign-born children. It had been the money with +her! Unfortunately it is not the woman--nor the man +either, for that matter--who drives around in a car, that +will buckle down and do this nation's work! I also knew +there were others like myself who think this backwoods +bushland God's own earth and second only to Paradise--but +few! And these young girls that quake at their loneliness +and yet go for a pittance and fill a mission! But was +not my wife of their very number? + +I started up. Peter was walking along. But here, somewhere, +there led a trail off the grade, down through the ditch, +and to the northeast into the bush which swallows it up +and closes behind it. This trail needs to be looked for +even in daytime, and I was to find it at night! But by +this time starlight began to aid. Vega stood nearly +straight overhead, and Deneb and Altair, the great autumnal +triangle in our skies. The Bear, too, stood out boldly, +and Cassiopeia opposite. + +I drew in and got out of the buggy; and walking up to +the horse's head, got ahold of the bridle and led him, +meanwhile scrutinizing the ground over which I stepped. +At that I came near missing the trail. It was just a +darkening of the ground, a suggestion of black on the +brown of the grade, at the point where poles and logs +had been pulled across with the logging chain. I sprang +down into the ditch and climbed up beyond and felt with +my foot for the dent worn into the edge of the slope, to +make sure that I was where I should be. It was right, so +I led the horse across. At once he stood on three legs +again, left hindleg drawn up, and rested. + +"Well, Peter," I said, "I suppose I have made it easy +enough for you: We have another twelve miles to make. +You'll have to get up." But Peter this time did not stir +till I touched him a flick with my whip. + +The trail winds around, for it is a logging trail, leading +up to the best bluffs, which are ruthlessly cut down by +the fuel-hunters. Only dead and half decayed trees are +spared. But still young boles spring up in astonishing +numbers. Aspen and Balm predominate, though there is some +ash and oak left here and there, with a conifer as the +rarest treat for the lover of trees. It is a pitiful +thing to see a Nation's heritage go into the discard. In +France or in England it would be tended as something +infinitely precious. The face of our country as yet shows +the youth of infancy, but we make it prematurely old. +The settler who should regard the trees as his greatest +pride, to be cut into as sparingly as is compatible with +the exigencies of his struggle for life--he regards them +as a nuisance to be burned down by setting wholesale +fires to them. Already there is a scarcity of fuel-wood +in these parts. + +Where the fires as yet have not penetrated too badly, +the cutting, which leaves only what is worthless, determines +the impression the forest makes. At night this impression +is distinctly uncanny. Like gigantic brooms, with their +handles stuck into the ground, the dead wood stands up; +the underbrush crowds against it, so dense that it lies +like huge black cushions under the stars. The inner +recesses form an almost impenetrable mass of young boles +of shivering aspen and scented balm. This mass slopes +down to thickets of alder, red dogwood, haw, highbush +cranberry, and honeysuckle, with wide beds of goldenrod +or purple asters shading off into the spangled meadows +wherever the copses open up into grassy glades. + +Through this bush, and skirting its meadows, I drove for +an hour. There was another fork in the trail, and again +I had to get out and walk on the side, to feel with my +foot for the rut where it branched to the north. And +then, after a while, the landscape opened up, the brush +receded. At last I became conscious of a succession of +posts to the right, and a few minutes later I emerged on +the second east-west grade. Another mile to the east +along this grade, and I should come to the last, homeward +stretch. + +Again I began to talk to the horse. "Only five miles now, +Peter, and then the night's rest. A good drink, a good +feed of oats and wild hay, and the birds will waken you +in the morning." + +The northern lights leaped into the sky just as I turned +from this east-west grade, north again, across a high +bridge, to the last road that led home. To the right I +saw a friendly light, and a dog's barking voice rang over +from the still, distant farmstead. I knew the place. An +American settler with a French sounding name had squatted +down there a few years ago. + +The road I followed was, properly speaking, not a road +at all, though used for one. A deep master ditch had been +cut from ten or twelve miles north of here; it angled, +for engineering reasons, so that I was going northwest +again. The ground removed from the ditch had been dumped +along its east side, and though it formed only a narrow, +high, and steep dam, rough with stones and overgrown with +weeds, it was used by whoever had to go north or south +here. The next east-west grade which I was aiming to +reach, four miles north, was the second correction line +that I had to use, twenty-four miles distant from the +first; and only a few hundred yards from its corner I +should be at home! + +At home! All my thoughts were bent on getting home now. +Five or six hours of driving will make the strongest back +tired, I am told. Mine is not of the strongest. This road +lifted me above the things that I liked to watch. +Invariably, on all these drives, I was to lose interest +here unless the stars were particularly bright and +brilliant. This night I watched the lights, it is true: +how they streamed across the sky, like driving rain that +is blown into wavy streaks by impetuous wind. And they +leaped and receded, and leaped and receded again. But +while I watched, I stretched my limbs and was bent on +speed. There were a few particularly bad spots in the +road, where I could not do anything but walk the horse. +So, where the going was fair, I urged him to redoubled +effort. I remember how I reflected that the horse as yet +did not know we were so near home, this being his first +trip out; and I also remember, that my wife afterwards +told me that she had heard me a long while before I +came--had heard me talking to the horse, urging him on +and encouraging him. + +Now I came to a slight bend in the road. Only half a +mile! And sure enough: there was the signal put out for +me. A lamp in one of the windows of the school--placed +so that after I turned in on the yard, I could not see +it--it might have blinded my eye, and the going is rough +there with stumps and stones. I could not see the cottage, +it stood behind the school. But the school I saw clearly +outlined against the dark blue, star-spangled sky, for +it stands on a high gravel ridge. And in the most friendly +and welcoming way it looked with its single eye across +at the nocturnal guest. + +I could not see the cottage, but I knew that my little +girl lay sleeping in her cosy bed, and that a young woman +was sitting there in the dark, her face glued to the +windowpane, to be ready with a lantern which burned in +the kitchen whenever I might pull up between school and +house. And there, no doubt, she had been sitting for a +long while already; and there she was destined to sit +during the winter that came, on Friday nights--full often +for many and many an hour--full often till midnight--and +sometimes longer... + + + + +TWO +Fog + +Peter took me north, alone, on six successive trips. We +had rain, we had snow, we had mud, and hard-frozen ground. +It took us four, it took us six, it took us on one +occasion--after a heavy October snowfall--nearly eleven +hours to make the trip. That last adventure decided me. +It was unavoidable that I should buy a second horse. The +roads were getting too heavy for single driving over such +a distance. This time I wanted a horse that I could sell +in the spring to a farmer for any kind of work on the +land. I looked around for a while. Then I found Dan. He +was a sorrel, with some Clyde blood in him. He looked a +veritable skate of a horse. You could lay your fingers +between his ribs, and he played out on the first trip I +ever made with this newly-assembled, strange-looking +team. But when I look back at that winter, I cannot but +say that again I chose well. After I had fed him up, he +did the work in a thoroughly satisfactory manner, and he +learnt to know the road far better than Peter. Several +times I should have been lost without his unerring road +sense. In the spring I sold him for exactly what I had +paid; the farmer who bought him has him to this very day +[Footnote: Spring, 1919.] and says he never had a better +horse. + +I also had found that on moonless nights it was +indispensable for me to have lights along. Now maybe the +reader has already noticed that I am rather a thorough-going +person. For a week I worked every day after four at my +buggy and finally had a blacksmith put on the finishing +touches. What I rigged up, was as follows: On the front +springs I fastened with clamps two upright iron supports; +between them with thumbscrews the searchlight of a wrecked +steam tractor which I got for a "Thank-you" from a +junk-pile. Into the buggy box I laid a borrowed acetylene +gas tank, strapped down with two bands of galvanized tin. +I made the connection by a stout rubber tube, "guaranteed +not to harden in the severest weather." To the side of +the box I attached a short piece of bandiron, bent at an +angle, so that a bicycle lamp could be slipped over it. +Against the case that I should need a handlight, I carried +besides a so-called dashboard coal-oil lantern with me. +With all lamps going, it must have been a strange outfit +to look at from a distance in the dark. + +I travelled by this time in fur coat and cap, and I +carried a robe for myself and blankets for the horses, +for I now fed them on the road soon after crossing the +creek. + +Now on the second Friday of November there had been a +smell of smoke in the air from the early morning. The +marsh up north was afire--as it had been off and on for +a matter of twenty-odd years. The fire consumes on the +surface everything that will burn; the ground cools down, +a new vegetation springs up, and nobody would suspect +--as there is nothing to indicate--that only a few feet +below the heat lingers, ready to leap up again if given +the opportunity In this case I was told that a man had +started to dig a well on a newly filed claim, and that +suddenly he found himself wrapped about in smoke and +flames. I cannot vouch for the truth of this, but I can +vouch for the fact that the smoke of the fire was smelt +for forty miles north and that in the afternoon a +combination of this smoke (probably furnishing "condensation +nuclei") and of the moisture in the air, somewhere along +or above the lake brought about the densest fog I had +ever seen on the prairies. How it spread, I shall discuss +later on. To give an idea of its density I will mention +right here that on the well travelled road between two +important towns a man abandoned his car during the early +part of the night because he lost his nerve when his +lights could no longer penetrate the fog sufficiently +to reach the road. + +I was warned at noon. "You surely do not intend to go +out to-night?" remarked a lawyer-acquaintance to me at +the dinner table in the hotel; for by telephone from +lake-points reports of the fog had already reached the +town. "I intend to leave word at the stable right now," +I replied, "to have team and buggy in front of the school +at four o'clock." "Well," said the lawyer in getting up, +"I would not; you'll run into fog." + +And into fog I did run. At this time of the year I had +at best only a little over an hour's start in my race +against darkness. I always drove my horses hard now while +daylight lasted; I demanded from them their very best +strength at the start. Then, till we reached the last +clear road over the dam, I spared them as much as I could. +I had met up with a few things in the dark by now, and +I had learned, if a difficulty arose, how much easier it +is to cope with it even in failing twilight than by the +gleam of lantern or headlight; for the latter never +illumine more than a limited spot. + +So I had turned Bell's corner by the time I hit the fog. +I saw it in front and to the right. It drew a slanting +line across the road. There it stood like a wall. Not a +breath seemed to be stirring. The fog, from a distance, +appeared to rise like a cliff, quite smoothly, and it +blotted out the world beyond. When I approached it, I +saw that its face was not so smooth as it had appeared +from half a mile back; nor was it motionless. In fact, +it was rolling south and west like a wave of great +viscosity. Though my senses failed to perceive the +slightest breath of a breeze, the fog was brewing and +whirling, and huge spheres seemed to be forming in it, +and to roll forward, slowly, and sometimes to recede, as +if they had encountered an obstacle and rebounded clumsily. +I had seen a tidal wave, fifty or more feet high, sweep +up the "bore" of a river at the head of the Bay of Fundy. +I was reminded of the sight; but here everything seemed +to proceed in a strangely, weirdly leisurely way. There +was none of that rush, of that hurry about this fog that +characterizes water. Besides there seemed to be no end +to the wave above; it reached up as far as your eye could +see--now bulging in, now out, but always advancing. It +was not so slow however, as for the moment I judged it +to be; for I was later on told that it reached the town +at about six o'clock. And here I was, at five, six and +a half miles from its limits as the crow flies. + +I had hardly time to take in the details that I have +described before I was enveloped in the folds of the fog. +I mean this quite literally, for I am firmly convinced +that an onlooker from behind would have seen the grey +masses fold in like a sheet when I drove against them. +It must have looked as if a driver were driving against +a canvas moving in a slight breeze--canvas light and +loose enough to be held in place by the resistance of the +air so as to enclose him. Or maybe I should say "veiling" +instead of canvas--or something still lighter and airier. +Have you ever seen milk poured carefully down the side +of a glass vessel filled with water? Well, clear air and +fog seemed to behave towards each other pretty much the +same way as milk in that case behaves towards water. + +I am rather emphatic about this because I have made a +study of just such mists on a very much smaller scale. +In that northern country where my wife taught her school +and where I was to live for nearly two years as a +convalescent, the hollows of the ground on clear cold +summer nights, when the mercury dipped down close to the +freezing point, would sometimes fill with a white mist +of extraordinary density. Occasionally this mist would +go on forming in higher and higher layers by condensation; +mostly however, it seemed rather to come from below. But +always, when it was really dense, there was a definite +plane of demarcation. In fact, that was the criterion by +which I recognised this peculiar mist. Mostly there is, +even in the north, a layer of lesser density over the +pools, gradually shading off into the clear air above. +Nothing of what I am going to describe can be observed +in that case. + +One summer, when I was living not over two miles from +the lakeshore, I used to go down to these pools whenever +they formed in the right way; and when I approached them +slowly and carefully, I could dip my hand into the mist +as into water, and I could feel the coolness of the misty +layers. It was not because my hand got moist, for it did +not. No evaporation was going on there, nor any condensation +either. Nor did noticeable bubbles form because there +was no motion in the mass which might have caused the +infinitesimal droplets to collide and to coalesce into +something perceivable to my senses. + +Once, of a full-moon night, I spent an hour getting into +a pool like that, and when I looked down at my feet, I +could not see them. But after I had been standing in it +for a while, ten minutes maybe, a clear space had formed +around my body, and I could see the ground. The heat of +my body helped the air to redissolve the mist into steam. +And as I watched, I noticed that a current was set up. +The mist was continually flowing in towards my feet and +legs where the body-heat was least. And where evaporation +proceeded fastest, that is at the height of my waist, +little wisps of mist would detach themselves from the +side of the funnel of clear air in which I stood, and +they would, in a slow, graceful motion, accelerated +somewhat towards the last, describe a downward and inward +curve towards the lower part of my body before they +dissolved. I thought of that elusive and yet clearly +defined layer of mist that forms in the plane of contact +between the cold air flowing from Mammoth Cave in Kentucky +and the ambient air of a sultry summer day. [Footnote: +See Burroughs' wonderful description of this phenomenon +in "Riverby."] + +On another of the rare occasions when the mists had formed +in the necessary density I went out again, put a stone +in my pocket and took a dog along. I approached a shallow +mist pool with the greatest caution. The dog crouched +low, apparently thinking that I was stalking some game. +Then, when I had arrived within about ten or fifteen +yards from the edge of the pool, I took the stone from +my pocket, showed it to the dog, and threw it across the +pool as fast and as far as I could. The dog dashed in +and tore through the sheet. Where the impact of his body +came, the mist bulged in, then broke. For a while there +were two sheets, separated by a more or less clearly +defined, vertical layer of transparency or maybe blackness +rather. The two sheets were in violent commotion, +approaching, impinging upon each other, swinging back +again to complete separation, and so on. But the violence +of the motion consisted by no means in speed: it suggested +a very much retarded rolling off of a motion picture +reel. There was at first an element of disillusion in +the impression. I felt tempted to shout and to spur the +mist into greater activity. On the surface, to both sides +of the tear, waves ran out, and at the edges of the pool +they rose in that same leisurely, stately way which struck +me as one of the most characteristic features of that +November mist; and at last it seemed as if they reared +and reached up, very slowly as a dying man may stand up +once more before he falls. And only after an interval +that seemed unconscionably long to me the whole pool +settled back to comparative smoothness, though without +its definite plane of demarcation now. Strange to say, +the dog had actually started something, a rabbit maybe +or a jumping deer, and did not return. + +When fogs spread, as a rule they do so in air already +saturated with moisture. What really spreads, is the cold +air which by mixing with, and thereby cooling, the warmer, +moisture-laden atmosphere causes the condensation. That +is why our fall mists mostly are formed in an exceedingly +slight but still noticeable breeze. But in the case of +these northern mist pools, whenever the conditions are +favourable for their formation, the moisture of the upper +air seems to be pretty well condensed as dew It is only +in the hollows of the ground that it remains suspended +in this curious way. I cannot, so far, say whether it is +due to the fact that where radiation is largely thrown +back upon the walls of the hollow, the fall in temperature +at first is very much slower than in the open, thus +enabling the moisture to remain in suspension; or whether +the hollows serve as collecting reservoirs for the cold +air from the surrounding territory--the air carrying the +already condensed moisture with it; or whether, lastly, +it is simply due to a greater saturation of the atmosphere +in these cavities, consequent upon the greater approach +of their bottom to the level of the ground water. I have +seen a "waterfall" of this mist overflow from a dent in +the edge of ground that contained a pool. That seems to +argue for an origin similar to that of a spring; as if +strongly moisture-laden air welled up from underground, +condensing its steam as it got chilled. It is these +strange phenomena that are familiar, too, in the northern +plains of Europe which must have given rise to the belief +in elves and other weird creations of the brain--"the +earth has bubbles as the water has"--not half as weird, +though, as some realities are in the land which I love. + +Now this great, memorable fog of that November Friday +shared the nature of the mist pools of the north in as +much as to a certain extent it refused to mingle with +the drier and slightly warmer air into which it travelled. +It was different from them in as much as it fairly dripped +and oozed with a very palpable wetness. Just how it +displaced the air in its path, is something which I cannot +with certainty say. Was it formed as a low layer somewhere +over the lake and slowly pushed along by a gentle, +imperceptible, fan-shaped current of air? Fan-shaped, I +say; for, as we shall see, it travelled simultaneously +south and north; and I must infer that in exactly the +same way it travelled west. Or was it formed originally +like a tremendous column which flattened out by and by, +through its own greater gravity slowly displacing the +lighter air in the lower strata? I do not know, but I am +inclined to accept the latter explanation. I do know that +it travelled at the rate of about six miles an hour; and +its coming was observed somewhat in detail by two other +observers besides myself--two people who lived twenty-five +miles apart, one to the north, one to the south of where +I hit it. Neither one was as much interested in things +meteorological as I am, but both were struck by the +unusual density of the fog, and while one saw it coming +from the north, the other one saw it approaching from +the south. + +I have no doubt that at last it began to mingle with the +clearer air and to thin out; in fact, I have good testimony +to that effect. And early next morning it was blown by +a wind like an ordinary fog-cloud all over Portage Plains. + +I also know that further north, at my home, for instance, +it had the smell of the smoke which could not have +proceeded from anywhere but the marsh; and the marsh lay +to the south of it. That seemed to prove that actually +the mist was spreading from a common centre in at least +two directions. These points, which I gathered later, +strongly confirmed my own observations, which will be +set down further on. It must, then, have been formed as +a layer of a very considerable height, to be able to +spread over so many square miles. + +As I said, I was reminded of those mist pools in the +north when I approached the cliff of the fog, especially +of that "waterfall" of mist of which I spoke. But besides +the difference in composition--the fog, as we shall see, +was not homogeneous, this being the cause of its +wetness--there was another important point of distinction. +For, while the mist of the pools is of the whitest white, +this fog showed from the outside and in the mass--the +single wreaths seemed white enough--rather the colour of +that "wet, unbleached linen" of which Burroughs speaks +in connection with rain-clouds. + +Now, as soon as I was well engulfed in the fog, I had a +few surprises. I could no longer see the road ahead; I +could not see the fence along which I had been driving; +I saw the horses' rumps, but I did not see their heads. +I bent forward over the dashboard: I could not even see +the ground below It was a series of negatives. I stopped +the horses. I listened--then looked at my watch. The +stillness of the grave enveloped me. It was a little past +five o'clock. The silence was oppressive--the misty +impenetrability of the atmosphere was appalling. I do +not say "darkness," for as yet it was not really dark. +I could still see the dial of my watch clearly enough to +read the time. But darkness was falling fast--"falling," +for it seemed to come from above: mostly it rises--from +out of the shadows under the trees--advancing, fighting +back the powers of light above. + +One of the horses, I think it was Peter, coughed. It was +plain they felt chilly. I thought of my lights and started +with stiffening fingers to fumble at the valves of my +gas tank. When reaching into my trouser pockets for +matches, I was struck with the astonishing degree to +which my furs had been soaked in these few minutes. As +for wetness, the fog was like a sponge. At last, kneeling +in the buggy box, I got things ready. I smelt the gas +escaping from the burner of my bicycle lantern and heard +it hissing in the headlight. The problem arose of how to +light a match. I tried various places--without success. +Even the seat of my trousers proved disappointing. I got +a sizzling and sputtering flame, it is true, but it went +out before I could apply it to the gas. The water began +to drip from the backs of my hands. It was no rain because +it did not fall. It merely floated along; but the droplets, +though smaller, were infinitely more numerous than in a +rain--there were more of them in a given space. At last +I lifted the seat cushion under which I had a tool box +filled with ropes, leather straps and all manner of things +that I might ever be in need of during my nights in the +open. There I found a dry spot where to strike the needed +match. I got the bicycle lantern started. It burned quite +well, and I rather admired it: unreasoningly I seemed to +have expected that it would not burn in so strange an +atmosphere. So I carefully rolled a sheet of letter paper +into a fairly tight roll, working with my back to the +fog and under the shelter of my big raccoon coat. I took +a flame from the bicycle light and sheltered and nursed +it along till I thought it would stand the drizzle. Then +I turned and thrust the improvised torch into the bulky +reflector case of the searchlight. The result was startling. +A flame eighteen inches high leaped up with a crackling +and hissing sound. + +The horses bolted, and the buggy jumped. I was lucky, +for inertia carried me right back on the seat, and as +soon as I had the lines in my hands again, I felt that +the horses did not really mean it. I do not think we had +gone more than two or three hundred yards before the team +was under control. I stopped and adjusted the overturned +valves. When I succeeded, I found to my disappointment +that the heat of that first flame had partly spoiled the +reflector. Still, my range of vision now extended to the +belly-band in the horses' harness. The light that used +to show me the road for about fifty feet in front of the +horses' heads gave a short truncated cone of great +luminosity, which was interesting and looked reassuring; +but it failed to reach the ground, for it was so adjusted +that the focus of the converging light rays lay ahead +and not below. Before, therefore, the point of greatest +luminosity was reached, the light was completely absorbed +by the fog. + +I got out of the buggy, went to the horses' heads and +patted their noses which were dripping with wetness. But +now that I faced the headlight, I could see it though I +had failed to see the horses' heads when seated behind +it. This, too, was quite reassuring, for it meant that +the horses probably could see the ground even though I +did not. + +But where was I? I soon found out that we had shot off +the trail. And to which side? I looked at my watch again. +Already the incident had cost me half an hour. It was +really dark by now, even outside the fog, for there was +no moon. I tried out how far I could get away from the +buggy without losing sight of the light. It was only a +very few steps, not more than a dozen. I tried to visualize +where I had been when I struck the fog. And fortunately +my habit of observing the smallest details, even, if only +subconsciously, helped me out. I concluded that the horses +had bolted straight ahead, thus missing an s-shaped curve +to the right. + +At this moment I heard Peter paw the ground impatiently; +so I quickly returned to the horses, for I did not relish +the idea of being left alone. There was an air of impatience +and nervousness about both of them. + +I took my bicycle lantern and reached for the lines. +Then, standing clear of the buggy, I turned the horses +at right angles, to the north, as I imagined it to be. +When we started, I walked alongside the team through +dripping underbrush and held the lantern with my free +hand close down to the ground. + +Two or three times I stopped during the next half hour, +trying, since we still did not strike the trail, to reason +out a different course. I was now wet through and through +up to my knees; and I had repeatedly run into willow-clumps, +which did not tend to make me any drier either. At last +I became convinced that in bolting the horses must have +swerved a little to the south, so that in starting up +again we had struck a tangent to the big bend north, just +beyond Bell's farm. If that was the case, we should have +to make another turn to the right in order to strike the +road again, for at best we were then simply going parallel +to it. The trouble was that I had nothing to tell me the +directions, not even a tree the bark or moss of which +might have vouchsafed information. Suddenly I had an +inspiration. Yes, the fog was coming from the northeast! +So, by observing the drift of the droplets I could find +at least an approximate meridian line. I went to the +headlight, and an observation immediately confirmed my +conjecture. I was now convinced that I was on that wild +land where two months ago I had watched the goldfinches +disporting themselves in the evening sun. But so as not +to turn back to the south, I struck out at an angle of +only about sixty degrees to my former direction. I tried +not to swerve, which involved rough going, and I had many +a stumble. Thus I walked for another half hour or +thereabout. + +Then, certainly! This was the road! The horses turned +into it of their own accord. That was the most reassuring +thing of all. There was one strange doubt left. Somehow +I was not absolutely clear about it whether north might +not after all be behind. I stopped. Even a new observation +of the fog did not remove the last vestige of a doubt. +I had to take a chance, some landmark might help after +a while. + +I believe in getting ready before I start. So I took my +coal-oil lantern, lighted and suspended it under the rear +springs of the buggy in such a way that it would throw +its light back on the road. Having the light away down, +I expected to be able to see at least whether I was on +a road or not. In this I was only partly successful; for +on the rut-trails nothing showed except the blades of +grass and the tops of weeds; while on the grades where +indeed I could make out the ground, I did not need a +light, for, as I found out, I could more confidently rely +on my ear. + +I got back to my seat and proceeded to make myself as +comfortable as I could. I took off my shoes and socks +keeping well under the robe--extracted a pair of heavy +woollens from my suitcase under the seat, rubbed my feet +dry and then wrapped up, without putting my shoes on +again, as carefully and scientifically as only a man who +has had pneumonia and is a chronic sufferer from pleuritis +knows how to do. + +At last I proceeded. After listening again with great +care for any sound I touched the horses with my whip, +and they fell into a quiet trot. It was nearly seven now, +and I had probably not yet made eight miles. We swung +along. If I was right in my calculations and the horses +kept to the road, I should strike the "twelve-mile bridge" +in about three-quarters of an hour. That was the bridge +leading through the cottonwood gate to the grade past +the "hovel." I kept the watch in the mitt of my left hand. + +Not for a moment did it occur to me to turn back. Way up +north there was a young woman preparing supper for me. +The fog might not be there--she would expect me--I could +not disappoint her. And then there was the little girl, +who usually would wake up and in her "nightie" come out +of bed and sleepily smile at me and climb on to my knee +and nod off again. I thought of them, to be sure, of the +hours and hours in wait for them, and a great tenderness +came over me, and gratitude for the belated home they +gave an aging man... + +And slowly my mind reverted to the things at hand. And +this is what was the most striking feature about them: +I was shut in, closed off from the world around. Apart +from that cone of visibility in front of the headlight, +and another much smaller one from the bicycle lamp, there +was not a thing I could see. If the road was the right +one, I was passing now through some square miles of wild +land. Right and left there were poplar thickets, and +ahead there was that line of stately cottonwoods. But no +suggestion of a landmark--nothing except a cone of light +which was filled with fog and cut into on both sides by +two steaming and rhythmically moving horseflanks. It was +like a very small room, this space of light--the buggy +itself, in darkness, forming an alcove to it, in which +my hand knew every well-appointed detail. Gradually, +while I was warming up, a sense of infinite comfort came, +and with it the enjoyment of the elvish aspect. + +I began to watch the fog. By bending over towards the +dashboard and looking into the soon arrested glare I +could make out the component parts of the fog. It was +like the mixture of two immiscible liquids--oil, for +instance, shaken up with water. A fine, impalpable, yet +very dense mist formed the ground mass. But in it there +floated myriads of droplets, like the droplets of oil in +water. These droplets would sometimes sparkle in a mild, +unobtrusive way as they were nearing the light; and then +they would dash against the pane and keep it dripping, +dripping down. + +I leaned back again; and I watched the whole of the +light-cone. Snow white wisps would float and whirl through +it in graceful curves, stirred into motion by the horses' +trot. Or a wreath of it would start to dance, as if gently +pulled or plucked at from above; and it would revolve, +faster towards the end, and fade again into the shadows +behind. I thought of a summer in Norrland, in Sweden, in +the stone-and-birch waste which forms the timberline, +where I had also encountered the mist pools. And a trip +down a stream in the borderland of the Finns came back +with great vividness into my mind. That trip had been +made in a fog like this; only it had been begun in the +early morning, and the whole mass of the mist had been +suffused with the whitest of lights. But strange to say, +what stood out most strikingly in the fleeting memory of +the voyage, was the weird and mocking laughter of the +magpies all along the banks. The Finnish woods seemed +alive with that mocking laughter, and it truly belongs +to the land of the mists. For a moment I thought that +something after all was missing here on the prairies. +But then I reflected again that this silence of the grave +was still more perfect, still more uncanny and ghostly, +because it left the imagination entirely free, without +limiting it by even as much as a suggestion. + +No wonder, I thought, that the Northerners in their land +of heath and bog were the poets of elves and goblins and +of the fear of ghosts. Shrouds were these fogs, hanging +and waving and floating shrouds! Mocking spirits were +plucking at them and setting them into their gentle +motions. Gleams of light, that dance over the bog, lured +you in, and once caught in these veils after veils of +mystery, madness would seize you, and you would wildly +dash here and there in a vain attempt at regaining your +freedom; and when, exhausted at last, you broke down and +huddled together on the ground, the werwolf would come, +ghostly himself, and huge and airy and weird, his body +woven of mist, and in the fog's stately and leisurely +way he would kneel down on your chest, slowly crushing +you beneath his exceeding weight; and bending and +straightening, bending and stretching, slowly--slowly +down came his head to your throat; and then he would lie +and not stir until morning and suck; and after few or +many days people would find you, dead in the woods--a +victim of fog and mist... + +A rumbling sound made me sit up at last. We were crossing +over the "twelve-mile bridge." In spite of my dreaming +I was keeping my eyes on the look-out for any sign of a +landmark, but this was the only one I had known so far, +and it came through the ear, not the eye. I promptly +looked back and up, to where the cottonwoods must be; +but no sign of high, weeping trees, no rustling of fall-dry +leaves, not even a deeper black in the black betrayed +their presence. Well, never before had I failed to see +some light, to hear some sound around the house of the +"moneyed" type or those of the "half way farms." Surely, +somehow I should be aware of their presence when I got +there! Some sign, some landmark would tell me how far I +had gone! . . . The horses were trotting along, steaming, +through the brewing fog. I had become all ear. Even though +my buggy was silent and though the road was coated with +a thin film of soft clay-mud, I could distinctly hear by +the muffled thud of the horses' hoofs on the ground that +they were running over a grade. That confirmed my bearings. +I had no longer a moment's doubt or anxiety over my drive. + +The grade was left behind, the rut-road started again, +was passed and outrun. So now I was close to the three-farm +cluster. I listened intently for the horses' thump. Yes, +there was that muffled hoof-beat again--I was on the last +grade that led to the angling road across the corner of +the marsh. + +Truly, this was very much like lying down in the +sleeping-car of an overland train. You recline and act +as if nothing unusual were going on; and meanwhile a +force that has something irresistible about it and is +indeed largely beyond your control, wafts you over mile +after mile of fabled distance; now and then the rumble +of car on rail will stop, the quiet awakens you, lights +flash their piercing darts, a voice calls out; it is a +well known stop on your journey and then the rumbling +resumes, you doze again, to be awakened again, and so +on. And when you get up in the morning--there she lies, +the goal of your dreams-the resplendent city... + +My goal was my "home," and mildly startling, at least +one such mid-nightly awakening came. I had kept peering +about for a landmark, a light. Somewhere here in those +farmhouses which I saw with my mind's eye, people were +sitting around their fireside, chatting or reading. Lamps +shed their homely light; roof and wall kept the fog-spook +securely out: nothing as comfortable then as to listen +to stories of being lost on the marsh, or to tell them... +But between those people and myself the curtain had +fallen--no sign of their presence, no faintest gleam of +their light and warmth! They did not know of the stranger +passing outside, his whole being a-yearn with the desire +for wife and child. I listened intently--no sound of man +or beast, no soughing of wind in stems or rustling of +the very last leaves that were now fast falling... And +then the startling neighing of Dan, my horse! This was +the third trip he made with me, and I might have known +and expected it, but it always came as a surprise. Whenever +we passed that second farm, he stopped and raising his +head, with a sideways motion, neighed a loud and piercing +call. And now he had stopped and done it again. He knew +where we were. I lowered my whip and patted his rump. +How did he know? And why did he do it? Was there a horse +on this farmstead which he had known in former life? Or +was it a man? Or did he merely feel that it was about +time to put in for the night? I enquired later on, but +failed to discover any reason for his behaviour. + +Now came that angling road past the "White Range Line +House." I relied on the horses entirely. This "Range Line +House" was inhabited now--a settler was putting in +winter-residence so he might not lose his claim. He had +taken down the clapboards that closed the windows, and +always had I so far seen a light in the house. + +It seemed to me that in this corner of the marsh the fog +was less dense than it had been farther south, and the +horses, once started, were swinging along though in a +leisurely way, yet without hesitation. Another half hour +passed. Once, at a bend in the trail, the rays from the +powerful tractor searchlight, sweeping sideways past the +horses, struck a wetly glistening, greyish stone to the +right of the road. I knew that stone. Yes, surely the +fog must be thinning, or I could not have seen it. I +could now also dimly make out the horses' heads, as they +nodded up and down... + +And then, like a phantom, way up in the mist, I made out +a blacker black in the black--the majestic poplars north +of the "Range Line House." Not that I could really see +them or pick out the slightest detail--no! But it seemed +to my searching eyes as if there was a quiet pool in the +slow flow of the fog--as the water in a slow flowing +stream will come to rest when it strikes the stems of a +willow submerged at its margin. I was trying even at the +time to decide how much of what I seemed to divine rather +than to perceive was imagination and how much reality. +And I was just about ready to contend that I also saw to +the north something like the faintest possible suggestion +of an eddy, such as would form in the flowing water below +a pillar or a rock--when I was rudely shaken up and jolted. + +Trap, trap, I heard the horses' feet on the culvert. +Crash! And Peter went stumbling down. Then a violent +lurch of the buggy, I holding on--Peter rallied, and +then, before I had time to get a firmer grasp on the +lines, both horses bolted again. It took me some time to +realize what had happened. It was the culvert, of course; +it had broken down, and lucky I was that the ditch +underneath was shallow. Only much later, when reflecting +upon the incident, did I see that this accident was really +the best verification of what I was nearly inclined to +regard as the product of my imagination. The trees must +indeed have stood where I had seemed to see that quiet +reach in the fog and that eddy... + +We tore along. I spoke to the horses and quietly and +evenly pulled at the lines. I think it must have been +several minutes before I had them under control again. +And then--in this night of weird things--the weirdest +sight of them all showed ahead. + +I was just beginning to wonder, whether after all we had +not lost the road again, when the faintest of all faint +glimmers began to define itself somewhere in front. +And ... was I right? Yes, a small, thin voice came out of +the fog that incessantly floated into my cone of light +and was left behind in eddies. What did it mean?... + +The glimmer was now defining itself more clearly. Somewhere, +not very far ahead and slightly to the left, a globe of +the faintest iridescent luminosity seemed suspended in +the brewing and waving mist. The horses turned at right +angles on to the bridge, the glimmer swinging round to +the other side of the buggy. Their hoofs struck wood, +and both beasts snorted and stopped. + +In a flash a thought came. I had just broken through a +culvert--the bridge, too, must have broken down, and +somebody had put a light there to warn the chance traveller +who might stray along on a night like this! I was on the +point of getting out of my wraps, when a thinner wave in +the mist permitted me to see the flames of three lanterns +hung to the side-rails of the bridge. And that very moment +a thin, piping voice came out of the darkness beyond. +"Daddy, is that you?" I did not know the child's voice, +but I sang out as cheerily as I could. "I am a daddy all +right, but I am afraid, not yours. Is the bridge broken +down, sonny? Anything wrong?" "No, Sir," the answer came, +"nothing wrong." So I pulled up to the lanterns, and +there I saw, dimly enough, God wot, a small, ten-year +old boy standing and shivering by the signal which he +had rigged up. He was barefooted and bareheaded, in shirt +and torn knee-trousers. I pointed to the lanterns with +my whip. "What's the meaning of this, my boy?" I asked +in as friendly a voice as I could muster. "Daddy went to +town this morning," he said rather haltingly, "and he +must have got caught in the fog. We were afraid he might +not find the bridge." "Well, cheer up, son," I said, "he +is not the only one as you see; his horses will know the +road. Where did he go?" The boy named the town--it was +to the west, not half the distance away that I had come. +"Don't worry," I said; "I don't think he has started out +at all. The fog caught me about sixteen miles south of +here. It's nine o'clock now If he had started before the +fog got there, he would be here by now." I sat and thought +for a moment. Should I say anything about the broken +culvert? "Which way would your daddy come, along the +creek or across the marsh?" "Along the creek." All right +then, no use in saying anything further. "Well, as I +said," I sang out and clicked my tongue to the horses, +"don't worry; better go home; he will come to-morrow" "I +guess so," replied the boy the moment I lost sight of +him and the lanterns. + +I made the turn to the southeast and walked my horses. +Here, where the trail wound along through the chasm of +the bush, the light from my cone would, over the horses' +backs, strike twigs and leaves now and then. Everything +seemed to drip and to weep. All nature was weeping I +walked the horses for ten minutes more. Then I stopped. +It must have been just at the point where the grade began; +but I do not know for sure. + +I fumbled a long while for my shoes; but at last I found +them and put them on over my dry woollens. When I had +shaken myself out of my robes, I jumped to the ground. +There was, here, too, a film of mud on top, but otherwise +the road was firm enough. I quickly threw the blankets +over the horses' backs, dropped the traces, took the bits +out of their mouths, and slipped the feed-bags over their +heads. I looked at my watch, for it was my custom to let +them eat for just ten minutes, then to hook them up again +and walk them for another ten before trotting. I had +found that that refreshed them enough to make the remainder +of the trip in excellent shape. + +While I was waiting, I stood between the wheels of the +buggy, leaning against the box and staring into the light. +It was with something akin to a start that I realized +the direction from which the fog rolled by: it came from +the south! I had, of course, seen that already, but it +had so far not entered my consciousness as a definite +observation. It was this fact that later set me to thinking +about the origin of the fog along the lines which I have +indicated above. Again I marvelled at the density of the +mist which somehow seemed greater while we were standing +than while we were driving. I had repeatedly been in the +clouds, on mountainsides, but they seemed light and thin +as compared with this. Finland, Northern Sweden, Canada +--no other country which I knew had anything resembling +it. The famous London fogs are different altogether. +These mists, like the mist pools, need the swamp as their +mother, I suppose, and the ice-cool summer night for +their nurse... + +The time was up. I quickly did what had to be done, and +five minutes later we were on the road again. I watched +the horses for a while, and suddenly I thought once more +of that fleeting impression of an eddy in the lee of the +poplar bluff at the "White Range Line House." It was on +the north side of the trees, if it was there at all! The +significance of the fact had escaped me at the time. It +again confirmed my observation of the flow of the fog in +both directions. It came from a common centre. And still +there was no breath of air. I had no doubt any longer; +it was not the air that pushed the fog; the floating +bubbles, the infinitesimally small ones as well as those +that were quite perceptible, simply displaced the lighter +atmosphere. I wondered what kept these bubbles apart. +Some repellent force with which they were charged? +Something, at any rate, must be preventing them from +coalescing into rain. Maybe it was merely the perfect +evenness of their flow, for they gathered thickly enough +on the twigs and the few dried leaves, on any obstacles +in their way. And again I thought of the fact that the +mist had seemed thinner when I came out on the marsh. +This double flow explained it, of course. There were +denser and less dense waves in it: like veils hung up +one behind the other. So long as I went in a direction +opposite to its flow, I had to look through sheet after +sheet of the denser waves. Later I could every now and +then look along a plane of lesser density... + +It was Dan who found the turn off the grade into the +bushy glades. I could see distinctly how he pushed Peter +over. Here, where again the road was winding, and where +the light, therefore, once more frequently struck the +twigs and boughs, as they floated into my cone of +luminosity, to disappear again behind, a new impression +thrust itself upon me. I call it an impression, not an +observation. It is very hard to say, what was reality, +what fancy on a night like that. In spite of its air of +unreality, of improbability even, it has stayed with me +as one of my strongest visions. I nearly hesitate to put +it in writing. + +These boughs and twigs were like fingers held into a +stream that carried loose algae, arresting them in their +gliding motion. Or again, those wisps of mist were like +gossamers as they floated along, and they would bend and +fold over on the boughs before they tore; and where they +broke, they seemed like comets to trail a thinner tail +of themselves behind. There was tenacity in them, a +certain consistency which made them appear as if woven +of different things from air and mere moisture. I have +often doubted my memory here, and yet I have my very +definite notes, and besides there is the picture in my +mind. In spite of my own uncertainty I can assure you, +that this is only one quarter a poem woven of impressions; +the other three quarters are reality. But, while I am +trying to set down facts, I am also trying to render +moods and images begot by them... + +We went on for an hour, and it lengthened out into two. +No twigs and boughs any longer, at last. But where I was, +I knew not. Much as I listened, I could not make out any +difference in the tramp of the horses now I looked down +over the back of my buggy seat, and I seemed to see the +yellow or brownish clay of a grade. I went on rather +thoughtlessly. Then, about eleven o'clock, I noticed that +the road was rough. I had long since, as I said, given +myself over to the horses. But now I grew nervous. No +doubt, unless we had entirely strayed from our road, we +were by this time riding the last dam; for no other trail +over which we went was quite so rough. But then I should +have heard the rumble on the bridge, and I felt convinced +that I had not. It shows to what an extent a man may be +hypnotised into insensibility by a constant sameness of +view, that I was mistaken. If we were on the dam and +missed the turn at the end of it, on to the correction +line, we should infallibly go down from the grade, on to +muskeg ground, for there was a gap in the dam. At that +place I had seen a horse disappear, and many a cow had +ended there in the deadly struggle against the downward +suck of the swamp... + +I pulled the horses back to a walk, and we went on for +another half hour. I was by this time sitting on the left +hand side of the side, bicycle lantern in my left hand, +and bending over as far as I could to the left, trying, +with arm outstretched, to reach the ground with my light. +The lantern at the back of the buggy was useless for +this. Here and there the drop-laden, glistening tops of +the taller grasses and weeds would float into this +auxiliary cone of light--but that was all. + +Then no weeds appeared any longer, so I must be on the +last half-mile of the dam, the only piece of it that was +bare and caution extreme was the word. I made up my mind +to go on riding for another five minutes and timed myself, +for there was hardly enough room for a team and a walking +man besides. When the time was up, I pulled in and got +out. I took the lines short, laid my right hand on Peter's +back and proceeded. The bicycle lantern was hanging down +from my left and showed plainly the clayey gravel of the +dam. And so I walked on for maybe ten minutes. + +Suddenly I became again aware of a glimmer to the left, +and the very next moment a lantern shot out of the mist, +held high by an arm wrapped in white. A shivering woman, +tall, young, with gleaming eyes, dressed in a linen house +dress, an apron flung over breast and shoulders, gasped +out two words, "You came!" "Have you been standing here +and waiting?" I asked. "No, no! I just could not bear it +any longer. Something told me. He's at the culvert now, +and if I do not run, he will go down into the swamp!" +There was something of a catch in the voice. I did not +reply I swung the horses around and crossed the culvert +that bridges the master ditch. + +And while we were walking up to the yard--had my drive +been anything brave--anything at all deserving of the +slightest reward--had it not in itself been a thing of +beauty, not to be missed by selfish me--surely, the touch +of that arm, as we went, would have been more than enough +to reward even the most chivalrous deeds of yore. + + + + +THREE +Dawn and Diamonds + +Two days before Christmas the ground was still bare. I +had a splendid new cutter with a top and side curtains; +a heavy outfit, but one that would stand up, I believed, +under any road conditions. I was anxious to use it, too, +for I intended to spend a two weeks' holiday up north +with my family. I was afraid, if I used the buggy, I +might find it impossible to get back to town, seeing that +the first heavy winter storms usually set in about the +turn of the year. + +School had closed at noon. I intended to set out next +morning at as early an hour as I could. I do not know +what gave me my confidence, but I firmly expected to find +snow on the ground by that time. I am rather a student +of the weather. I worked till late at night getting my +cutter ready. I had to adjust my buggy pole and to stow +away a great number of parcels. The latter contained the +first real doll for my little girl, two or three picture +books, a hand sleigh, Pip--a little stuffed dog of the +silkiest fluffiness--and as many more trifles for wife +and child as my Christmas allowance permitted me to buy. +It was the first time in the five years of my married +life that, thanks to my wife's co-operation in earning +money, there was any Christmas allowance to spend; and +since I am writing this chiefly for her and the little +girl's future reading, I want to set it down here, too, +that it was thanks to this very same co-operation that +I had been able to buy the horses and the driving outfit +which I needed badly, for the poor state of my health +forbade more rigorous exercise. I have already said, I +think, that I am essentially an outdoor creature; and +for several years the fact that I had been forced to look +at the out-of-doors from the window of a town house only, +had been eating away at my vitality. Those drives took +decades off my age, and in spite of incurable illness my +few friends say that I look once more like a young man. + +Besides my Christmas parcels I had to take oats along, +enough to feed the horses for two weeks. And I was, as +I said, engaged that evening in stowing everything away, +when about nine o'clock one of the physicians of the town +came into the stable. He had had a call into the country, +I believe, and came to order a team. When he saw me +working in the shed, he stepped up and said, "You'll kill +your horses." "Meaning?" I queried. "I see you are getting +your cutter ready," he replied. "If I were you, I should +stick to the wheels." I laughed. "I might not be able to +get back to work." "Oh yes," he scoffed, "it won't snow +up before the end of next month. We figure on keeping +the cars going for a little while yet." Again I laughed. +"I hope not," I said, which may not have sounded very +gracious. + +At ten o'clock every bolt had been tightened, the horses' +harness and their feed were ready against the morning, +and everything looked good to me. + +I was going to have the first real Christmas again in +twenty-five years, with a real Christmas tree, and with +wife and child, and even though it was a poor man's +Christmas, I refused to let anything darken my Christmas +spirit or dull the keen edge of my enjoyment. Before +going out, I stepped into the office of the stable, +slipped a half-dollar into the hostler's palm and asked +him once more to be sure to have the horses fed at +half-past five in the morning. + +Then I left. A slight haze filled the air, not heavy +enough to blot out the stars; but sufficient to promise +hoarfrost at least. Somehow there was no reason to despair +as yet of Christmas weather. + +I went home and to bed and slept about as soundly as I +could wish. When the alarm of my clock went off at five +in the morning, I jumped out of bed and hurried down to +shake the fire into activity. As soon as I had started +something of a blaze, I went to the window and looked +out. It was pitch dark, of course, the moon being down +by this time, but it seemed to me that there was snow on +the ground. I lighted a lamp and held it to the window; +and sure enough, its rays fell on white upon white on +shrubs and fence posts and window ledge. I laughed and +instantly was in a glow of impatience to be off. + +At half past five, when the coffee water was in the kettle +and on the stove, I hurried over to the stable across +the bridge. The snow was three inches deep, enough to +make the going easy for the horses. The slight haze +persisted, and I saw no stars. At the stable I found, of +course, that the horses had not been fed; so I gave them +oats and hay and went to call the hostler. When after +much knocking at last he responded to my impatience, he +wore a guilty look on his face but assured me that he +was just getting up to feed my team. "Never mind about +feeding," I said "I've done that. But have them harnessed +and hitched up by a quarter past six. I'll water them on +the road." They never drank their fill before nine o'clock. +And I hurried home to get my breakfast... + +"Merry Christmas!" the hostler called after me; and I +shouted back over my shoulder, "The same to you." The +horses were going under the merry jingle of the bells +which they carried for the first time this winter. + +I rarely could hold them down to a walk or a trot now, +since the cold weather had set in; and mostly, before +they even had cleared the slide-doors, they were in a +gallop. Peter had changed his nature since he had a mate. +By feeding and breeding he was so much Dan's superior in +vitality that, into whatever mischief the two got +themselves, he was the leader. For all times the picture, +seen by the light of a lantern, stands out in my mind +how he bit at Dan, wilfully, urging him playfully on, +when we swung out into the crisp, dark, hazy morning air. +Dan being nothing loth and always keen at the start, we +shot across the bridge. + +It was hard now, mostly, to hitch them up. They would +leap and rear with impatience when taken into the open +before they were hooked to the vehicle. They were being +very well fed, and though once a week they had the hardest +of work, for the rest of the time they had never more +than enough to limber them up, for on schooldays I used +to take them out for a spin of three or four miles only, +after four. At home, when I left, my wife and I would +get them ready in the stable; then I took them out and +lined them up in front of the buggy. My wife quickly took +the lines: I hooked the traces up, jumped in, grabbed +for the lines and waved my last farewell from the road +afar off. Even at that they got away from us once or +twice and came very near upsetting and wrecking the buggy; +but nothing serious ever happened during the winter. I +had to have horses like that, for I needed their speed +and their staying power, as the reader will see if he +cares to follow me very much farther. + +We flew along--the road seemed ideal--the air was +wonderfully crisp and cold--my cutter fulfilled the +highest expectations--the horses revelled in speed. But +soon I pulled them down to a trot, for I followed the +horsemen's rules whenever I could, and Dan, as I mentioned, +was anyway rather too keen at the start for steady work +later on. I settled back. The top of my cutter was down, +for not a breath stirred; and I was always anxious to +see as much of the country as I could... + +Do you know which is the stillest hour of the night? The +hour before dawn. It is at that time, too, that in our +winter nights the mercury dips down to its lowest level. +Perhaps the two things have a causal relation--whatever +there is of wild life in nature, withdraws more deeply +within itself; it curls up and dreams. On calm summer +mornings you hear no sound except the chirping and +twittering of the sleeping birds. The birds are great +dreamers--like dogs; like dogs they will twitch and stir +in their sleep, as if they were running and flying and +playing and chasing each other. Just stalk a bird's nest +of which you know at half past two in the morning, some +time during the month of July; and before you see them, +you will hear them. If there are young birds in the nest, +all the better; take the mother bird off and the little +ones will open their beaks, all mouth as they are, and +go to sleep again; and they will stretch their featherless +little wings; and if they are a little bit older, they +will even try to move their tiny legs, as if longing to +use them. As with dogs, it is the young ones that dream +most. I suppose their impressions are so much more vivid, +the whole world is so new to them that it rushes in upon +them charged with emotion. Emotions penetrate even us to +a greater depth than mere apperceptions; so they break +through that crust that seems to envelop the seat of our +memory, and once inside, they will work out again into +some form of consciousness--that of sleep or of the +wakeful dream which we call memory. + +The stillest hour! In starlit winter nights the heavenly +bodies seem to take on an additional splendour, something +next to blazing, overweening boastfulness. "Now sleeps +the world," they seem to say, "but we are awake and +weaving destiny" And on they swing on their immutable paths. + +The stillest hour! If you step out of a sleeping house +and are alone, you are apt to hold your breath; and if +you are not, you are apt to whisper. There is an expectancy +in the air, a fatefulness--a loud word would be blasphemy +that offends the ear and the feeling of decency It is +the hour of all still things, the silent things that pass +like dreams through the night. You seem to stand hushed. +Stark and bare, stripped of all accidentals, the universe +swings on its way. + +The stillest hour! But how much stiller than still, when +the earth has drawn over its shoulders that morning mist +that allows of no slightest breath--when under the haze +the very air seems to lie curled and to have gone to +sleep. And yet how portentous! The haze seems to brood. +It seems somehow to suggest that there is all of life +asleep on earth. You seem to feel rather than to hear +the whole creation breathing in its sleep--as if it was +soundlessly stirring in dreams--presently to stretch, to +awake. There is also the delicacy, the tenderness of all +young things about it. Even in winter it reminds me of +the very first unfolding of young leaves on trees; of +the few hours while they are still hanging down, unable +to raise themselves up as yet; they look so worldlywise +sometimes, so precocious, and before them there still +lie all hopes and all disappointments... In clear nights +you forget the earth--under the hazy cover your eye is +thrown back upon it. It is the contrast of the universe +and of creation. + +We drove along--and slowly, slowly came the dawn. You +could not define how it came. The whole world seemed to +pale and to whiten, and that was all. There was no sunrise. +It merely seemed as if all of Nature--very gradually--was +soaking itself full of some light; it was dim at first, +but never grey; and then it became the whitest, the +clearest, the most undefinable light. There were no +shadows. Under the brush of the wild land which I was +skirting by now there seemed to be quite as much of +luminosity as overhead. The mist was the thinnest haze, +and it seemed to derive its whiteness as much from the +virgin snow on the ground as from above. I could not +cease to marvel at this light which seemed to be without +a source--like the halo around the Saviour's face. The +eye as yet did not reach very far, and wherever I looked, +I found but one word to describe it: impalpable--and that +is saying what it was not rather than what it was. As I +said, there was no sunshine, but the light was there, +omnipresent, diffused, coming mildly, softly, but from +all sides, and out of all things as well as into them. + +Shakespeare has this word in Macbeth, and I had often +pondered on it: + + So fair and foul a day I have not seen. + +This was it, I thought. We have such days about four or +five times a year--and none but the northern countries +have them. There are clouds--or rather, there is a uniform +layer of cloud, very high, and just the slightest suggestion +of curdiness in it; and the light is very white. These +days seem to waken in me every wander instinct that lay +asleep. There is nothing definite, nothing that seems to +be emphasized--something seems to beckon to me and to +invite me to take to my wings and just glide along--without +beating of wings--as if I could glide without sinking, +glide and still keep my height... If you see the sun at +all--as I did not on this day of days--he stands away +up, very distant and quite aloof. He looks more like the +moon than like his own self, white and heatless and +lightless, as if it were not he at all from whom all this +transparency and visibility proceeded. + +I have lived in southern countries, and I have travelled +rather far for a single lifetime. Like an epic stretch +my memories into dim and ever receding pasts. I have +drunk full and deep from the cup of creation. The Southern +Cross is no strange sight to my eyes. I have slept in +the desert close to my horse, and I have walked on Lebanon. +I have cruised in the seven seas and seen the white +marvels of ancient cities reflected in the wave of +incredible blueness. But then I was young. When the years +began to pile up, I longed to stake off my horizons, to +flatten out my views. I wanted the simpler, the more +elemental things, things cosmic in their associations, +nearer to the beginning or end of creation. The parrot +that flashed through "nutmeg groves" did not hold out so +much allurement as the simple gray-and-slaty junco. The +things that are unobtrusive and differentiated by shadings +only--grey in grey above all--like our northern woods, +like our sparrows, our wolves--they held a more compelling +attraction than orgies of colour and screams of sound. +So I came home to the north. On days like this, however, +I should like once more to fly out and see the tireless +wave and the unconquerable rock. But I should like to +see them from afar and dimly only--as Moses saw the +promised land. Or I should like to point them out to a +younger soul and remark upon the futility and innate +vanity of things. + +And because these days take me out of myself, because +they change my whole being into a very indefinite longing +and dreaming, I wilfully blot from my vision whatever +enters. If I meet a tree, I see it not. If I meet a man, +I pass him by without speaking. I do not care to be +disturbed. I do not care to follow even a definite thought. +There is sadness in the mood, such sadness as +enters--strange to say--into a great and very definitely +expected disappointment. It is an exceedingly delicate +sadness--haughty, aloof like the sun, and like him cool +to the outer world. It does not even want sympathy; it +merely wants to be left alone. + +It strangely chimed in with my mood on this particular +and very perfect morning that no jolt shook me up, that +we glided along over virgin snow which had come +soft-footedly over night, in a motion, so smooth and +silent as to suggest that wingless flight... + +We spurned the miles, and I saw them not. As if in a +dream we turned in at one of the "half way farms," and +the horses drank. And we went on and wound our way across +that corner of the marsh. We came to the "White Range +Line House," and though there were many things to see, +I still closed the eye of conscious vision and saw them +not. We neared the bridge, and we crossed it; and then--when +I had turned southeast--on to the winding log-road through +the bush--at last the spell that was cast over me gave +way and broke. My horses fell into their accustomed walk, +and at last I saw. + +Now, what I saw, may not be worth the describing, I do +not know. It surely is hardly capable of being described. +But if I had been led through fairylands or enchanted +gardens, I could not have been awakened to a truer day +of joy, to a greater realization of the good will towards +all things than I was here. + +Oh, the surpassing beauty of it! There stood the trees, +motionless under that veil of mist, and not their slenderest +finger but was clothed in white. And the white it was! +A translucent white, receding into itself, with strange +backgrounds of white behind it--a modest white, and yet +full of pride. An elusive white, and yet firm and +substantial. The white of a diamond lying on snow white +velvet, the white of a diamond in diffused light. None +of the sparkle and colour play that the most precious of +stones assumes under a definite, limited light which +proceeds from a definite, limited source. Its colour play +was suggested, it is true, but so subdued that you hardly +thought of naming or even recognising its component parts. +There was no red or yellow or blue or violet, but merely +that which might flash into red and yellow and blue and +violet, should perchance the sun break forth and monopolize +the luminosity of the atmosphere. There was, as it were, +a latent opalescence. + +And every twig and every bough, every branch and every +limb, every trunk and every crack even in the bark was +furred with it. It seemed as if the hoarfrost still +continued to form. It looked heavy, and yet it was nearly +without weight. Not a twig was bent down under its load, +yet with its halo of frost it measured fully two inches +across. The crystals were large, formed like spearheads, +flat, slablike, yet of infinite thinness and delicacy, +so thin and light that, when by misadventure my whip +touched the boughs, the flakes seemed to float down rather +than to fall. And every one of these flat and angular +slabs was fringed with hairlike needles, or with featherlike +needles, and longer needles stood in between. There was +such an air of fragility about it all that you hated to +touch it--and I, for one, took my whip down lest it shook +bare too many boughs. + +Whoever has seen the trees like that--and who has not? +--will see with his mind's eye what I am trying to suggest +rather than to describe. It was never the single sight +nor the isolated thing that made my drives the things of +beauty which they were. There was nothing remarkable in +them either. They were commonplace enough. I really do +not know why I should feel urged to describe our western +winters. Whatever I may be able to tell you about them, +is yours to see and yours to interpret. The gifts of +Nature are free to all for the asking. And yet, so it +seems to me, there is in the agglomerations of scenes +and impressions, as they followed each other in my +experience, something of the quality of a great symphony; +and I consider this quality as a free and undeserved +present which Chance or Nature shook out of her cornucopia +so it happened to fall at my feet. I am trying to render +this quality here for you. + +On that short mile along the first of the east-west +grades, before again I turned into the bush, I was for +the thousandth time in my life struck with the fact how +winter blots out the sins of utility. What is useful, is +often ugly because in our fight for existence we do not +always have time or effort to spare to consider the looks +of things. But the slightest cover of snow will bury the +eyesores. Snow is the greatest equalizer in Nature. No +longer are there fields and wild lands, beautiful trails +and ugly grades--all are hidden away under that which +comes from Nature's purest hands and fertile thoughts +alone. Now there was no longer the raw, offending scar +on Nature's body; just a smooth expanse of snow white +ribbon that led afar. + +That led afar! And here is a curious fact. On this early +December morning--it was only a little after nine when +I started the horses into their trot again--I noticed +for the first time that this grade which sprang here out +of the bush opened up to the east a vista into a seemingly +endless distance. Twenty-six times I had gone along this +piece of it, but thirteen times it had been at night, +and thirteen times I had been facing west, when I went +back to the scene of my work. So I had never looked east +very far. This morning, however, in this strange light, +which was at this very hour undergoing a subtle change +that I could not define as yet, mile after mile of road +seemed to lift itself up in the far away distance, as if +you might drive on for ever through fairyland. The very +fact of its straightness, flanked as it was by the rows +of frosted trees, seemed like a call. And a feeling that +is very familiar to me--that of an eternity in the +perpetuation of whatever may be the state I happen to be +in, came over me, and a desire to go on and on, for ever, +and to see what might be beyond... + +But then the turn into the bushy trail was reached. I +did not see the slightest sign of it on the road. But +Dan seemed infallible--he made the turn. And again I was +in Winter's enchanted palace, again the slight whirl in +the air that our motion set up made the fairy tracery of +the boughs shower down upon me like snow white petals of +flowers, so delicate that to disturb the virginity of it +all seemed like profaning the temple of the All-Highest. + +But then I noticed that I had not been the first one to +visit the woods. All over their soft-napped carpet floor +there were the restless, fleeting tracks of the snowflake, +lacing and interlacing in lines and loops, as if they +had been assembled in countless numbers, as no doubt they +had. And every track looked like nothing so much as like +that kind of embroidery, done white upon white, which +ladies, I think; call the feather stitch. In places I +could clearly see how they had chased and pursued each +other, running, and there was a merriness about their +spoors, a suggestion of swiftness which made me look up +and about to see whether they were not wheeling their +restless curves and circles overhead. But in this I was +disappointed for the moment, though only a little later +I was to see them in numbers galore. It was on that last +stretch of my road, when I drove along the dam of the +angling ditch. There they came like a whirlwind and +wheeled and curved and circled about as if they knew no +enemy, feeding meanwhile with infallible skill from the +tops of seed-bearing weeds while skimming along. But I +am anticipating just now In the bush I saw only their +trails. Yet they suggested their twittering and whistling +even there; and since on the gloomiest day their sound +and their sight will cheer you, you surely cannot help +feeling glad and overflowing with joy when you see any +sign of them on a day like this! + +Meanwhile we were winging along ourselves, so it seemed. +For there was the second east-west grade ahead. And that +made me think of wife and child to whom I was coming like +Santa Claus, and so I stopped under a bush that overhung +the trail; and though I hated to destroy even a trifling +part of the beauty around, I reached high up with my whip +and let go at the branches, so that the moment before +the horses bolted, the flakes showered down upon me and +my robes and the cutter and changed me into a veritable +snowman in snow white garb. + +And then up on the grade. One mile to the east, and the +bridge appeared. + +It did not look like the work of man. Apart from its +straight lines it resembled more the architecture of a +forest brook as it will build after heavy fall rains +followed by a late drought when all the waters of the +wild are receding so that the icy cover stands above them +like the arches of a bridge. It is strange how rarely +the work of man will really harmonize with Nature. The +beaver builds, and his work will blend. Man builds, and +it jars--very likely because he mostly builds with silly +pretensions. But in winter Nature breathes upon his +handiwork and transforms it. Bridges may be imposing and +of great artificial beauty in cities--as for instance +the ancient structure that spans the Tiber just below +the tomb of Hadrian, or among modern works the spider +web engineering feat of Brooklyn bridge--but if in the +wilderness we run across them, there is something +incongruous about them, and they disturb. Strange to say, +there is the exception of high-flung trellis-viaducts +bridging the chasm of mountain canyons. Maybe it is +exactly on account of their unpretentious, plain utility; +or is it that they reconcile by their overweening boldness, +by their very paradoxality--as there is beauty even in +the hawk's bloodthirsty savagery. To-day this bridge was, +like the grades, like the trees and the meadows furred +over with opalescent, feathery frost. + +And the dam over which I am driving now! This dam that +erstwhile was a very blasphemy, an obscenity flung on +the marshy meadows with their reeds, their cat-tails, +and their wide-leaved swamp-dock clusters! It had been +used by the winds as a veritable dumping ground for +obnoxious weeds which grew and thrived on the marly clay +while every other plant despised it! Not that I mean to +decry weeds--far be it from me. When the goldenrod flings +its velvet cushions along the edge of the copses, or when +the dandelion spangles the meadows, they are things of +beauty as well as any tulip or tiger-lily. But when they +or their rivals, silverweed, burdock, false ragweed, +thistles, gumweed, and others usurp the landscape and +seem to choke up the very earth and the very air with +ceaseless monotony and repetition, then they become an +offence to the eye and a reproach to those who tolerate +them. To-day, however, they all lent their stalks to +support the hoarfrost, to double and quadruple its total +mass. They were powdered over with countless diamonds. + +It was here that I met with the flocks of snowflakes; +and if my joyous mood had admitted of any enhancement, +they would have given it. + +And never before had I seen the school and the cottage +from quite so far! The haze was still there, but somehow +it seemed to be further overhead now, with a stratum of +winterclear air underneath. Once before, when driving +along the first east-west grade, where I discovered the +vista, I had wondered at the distance to which the eye +could pierce. Here, on the dam, of course, my vision was +further aided by the fact that whatever of trees and +shrubs there was in the way--and a ridge of poplars ran +at right angles to the ditch, throwing up a leafy curtain +in summer--stood bare of its foliage. I was still nearly +four miles from my "home" when I first beheld it. And +how pitiably lonesome it looked! Not another house was +to be seen in its neighbourhood. I touched the horses up +with my whip. I felt as if I should fly across the distance +and bring my presence to those in the cottage as their +dearest gift. They knew I was coming. They were at this +very moment flying to meet me with their thoughts. Was +I well? Was I finding everything as I had wished to find +it? And though I often told them how I loved and enjoyed +my drives, they could not view them but with much anxiety, +for they were waiting, waiting, waiting... Waiting on +Thursday for Friday to come, waiting on Wednesday and +Tuesday and Monday--waiting on Sunday even, as soon as +I had left; counting the days, and the hours, and the +minutes, till I was out, fighting storm and night to my +heart's content! And then--worry, worry, worry--what +might not happen! Whatever my drives were to me, to them +they were horrors. There never were watchers of weather +and sky so anxiously eager as they! And when, as it often, +too often happened, the winter storms came, when care +rose, hope fell, then eye was clouded, thought dulled, +heart aflutter... Sometimes the soul sought comfort from +nearest neighbours, and not always was it vouchsafed. +"Well," they would say, "if he starts out to-day, he will +kill his horses!"--or, "In weather like this I should +not care to drive five miles!"--Surely, surely, I owe it +to them, staunch, faithful hearts that they were, to set +down this record so it may gladden the lonesome twilight +hours that are sure to come... + +And at last I swung west again, up the ridge and on to +the yard. And there on the porch stood the tall, young, +smiling woman, and at her knee the fairest-haired girl +in all the world. And quite unconscious of Nature's +wonder-garb, though doubtlessly gladdened by it the little +girl shrilled out, "Oh, Daddy, Daddy, did du see Santa +Claus?" And I replied lustily, "Of course, my girl, I am +coming straight from his palace." + + + + +FOUR +Snow + +The blizzard started on Wednesday morning. It was that +rather common, truly western combination of a heavy +snowstorm with a blinding northern gale--such as piles +the snow in hills and mountains and makes walking next +to impossible. + +I cannot exactly say that I viewed it with unmingled joy. +There were special reasons for that. It was the second +week in January; when I had left "home" the Sunday before, +I had been feeling rather bad; so my wife would worry a +good deal, especially if I did not come at all. I knew +there was such a thing as its becoming quite impossible +to make the drive. I had been lost in a blizzard once or +twice before in my lifetime. And yet, so long as there +was the least chance that horse-power and human will-power +combined might pull me through at all, I was determined +to make or anyway to try it. + +At noon I heard the first dismal warning. For some reason +or other I had to go down into the basement of the school. +The janitor, a highly efficient but exceedingly bad-humoured +cockney, who was dissatisfied with all things Canadian +because "in the old country we do things differently" +--whose sharp tongue was feared by many, and who once +remarked to a lady teacher in the most casual way, "If +you was a lidy, I'd wipe my boots on you!"--this selfsame +janitor, standing by the furnace, turned slowly around, +showed his pale and hollow-eyed face, and smiled a +withering and commiserating smile. "Ye won't go north +this week," he remarked--not without sympathy, for somehow +he had taken a liking to me, which even prompted him off +and on to favor me with caustic expressions of what he +thought of the school board and the leading citizens of +the town. I, of course, never encouraged him in his +communicativeness which seemed to be just what he would +expect, and no rebuff ever goaded him into the slightest +show of resentment. "We'll see," I said briefly "Well, +Sir," he repeated apodeictically, "ye won't." I smiled +and went out. + +But in my classroom I looked from the window across the +street. Not even in broad daylight could you see the +opposite houses or trees. And I knew that, once a storm +like that sets in, it is apt to continue for days at a +stretch. It was one of those orgies in which Titan Wind +indulges ever so often on our western prairies. I certainly +needed something. to encourage me, and so, before leaving +the building, I went upstairs to the third story and +looked through a window which faced north. But, though +I was now above the drifting layer, I could not see very +far here either; the snowflakes were small and like little +round granules, hitting the panes of the windows with +little sounds of "ping-ping"; and they came, driven by +a relentless gale, in such numbers that they blotted out +whatever was more than two or three hundred yards away. + +The inhabitant of the middle latitudes of this continent +has no data to picture to himself what a snowstorm in +the north may be. To him snow is something benign that +comes soft-footedly over night, and on the most silent +wings like an owl, something that suggests the sleep of +Nature rather than its battles. The further south you +go, the more, of course, snow loses of its aggressive +character. + +At the dinner table in the hotel I heard a few more +disheartening words. But after four I defiantly got my +tarpaulin out and carried it to the stable. If I had to +run the risk of getting lost, at least I was going to +prepare for it. I had once stayed out, snow-bound, for +a day and a half, nearly without food and altogether +without shelter; and I was not going to get thus caught +again. I also carefully overhauled my cutter. Not a bolt +but I tested it with a wrench; and before the stores were +closed, I bought myself enough canned goods to feed me +for a week should through any untoward accident the need +arise. I always carried a little alcohol stove, and with +my tarpaulin I could convert my cutter within three +minutes into a windproof tent. Cramped quarters, to be +sure, but better than being given over to the wind at +thirty below! + +More than any remark on the part of friends or acquaintances +one fact depressed me when I went home. There was not a +team in town which had come in from the country. The +streets were deserted: the stores were empty. The north +wind and the snow had the town to themselves. + +On Thursday the weather was unchanged. On the way to the +school I had to scale a snowdrift thrown up to a height +of nearly six feet, and, though it was beginning to +harden, from its own weight and the pressure of the wind, +I still broke in at every step and found the task tiring +in the extreme. I did my work, of course, as if nothing +oppressed me, but in my heart I was beginning to face +the possibility that, even if I tried, I might fail to +reach my goal. The day passed by. At noon the +school-children, the teachers, and a few people hurrying +to the post-office for their mail lent a fleeting appearance +of life to the streets. It nearly cheered me; but soon +after four the whole town again took on that deserted +look which reminded me of an abandoned mining camp. The +lights in the store windows had something artificial +about them, as if they were merely painted on the +canvas-wings of a stage-setting. Not a team came in all +day. + +On Friday morning the same. Burroughs would have said +that the weather had gone into a rut. Still the wind +whistled and howled through the bleak, dark, hollow dawn; +the snow kept coming down and piling up, as if it could +not be any otherwise. And as if to give notice of its +intentions, the drift had completely closed up my front +door. I fought my way to the school and thought things +over. My wife and I had agreed, if ever the weather should +be so bad that there was danger in going at night, I was +to wait till Saturday morning and go by daylight. Neither +one of us ever mentioned the possibility of giving the +attempt up altogether. My wife probably understood that +I would not bind myself by any such promise. Now even on +this Friday I should have liked to go by night, if for +no other reason, than for the experience's sake; but I +reflected that I might get lost and not reach home at +all. The horses knew the road--so long as there was any +road; but there was none now. I felt it would not be fair +to wife and child. So, reluctantly and with much hesitation, +but definitely at last, I made up my mind that I was +going to wait till morning. My cutter was ready--I had +seen to that on Wednesday. As soon as the storm had set +in, I had instinctively started to work in order to +frustrate its designs. + +At noon I met in front of the post-office a charming lady +who with her husband and a young Anglican curate constituted +about the only circle of real friends I had in town. +"Why!" I exclaimed, "what takes you out into this storm, +Mrs. ---?" "The desire," she gasped against the wind and +yet in her inimitable way, as if she were asking a favour, +"to have you come to our house for tea, my friend. You +surely are not going this week?" "I am going to go +to-morrow morning at seven," I said. "But I shall be +delighted to have tea with you and Mr. ---." I read her +at a glance. She knew that in not going out at night I +should suffer--she wished to help me over the evening, +so I should not feel too much thwarted, too helpless, +and too lonesome. She smiled. "You really want to go? +But I must not keep you. At six, if you please." And we +went our ways without a salute, for none was possible at +this gale-swept corner. + +After four o'clock I took word to the stable to have my +horses fed and harnessed by seven in the morning. The +hostler had a tale to tell. "You going out north?" he +enquired although he knew perfectly well I was. "Of +course," I replied. "Well," he went on, "a man came in +from ten miles out; he was half dead; come, look at his +horses! He says, in places the snow is over the telephone +posts." "I'll try it anyway," I said. "Just have the team +ready I know what I can ask my horses to do. If it cannot +be done, I shall turn back, that is all." + +When I stepped outside again, the wind seemed bent upon +shaking the strongest faith. I went home to my house +across the bridge and dressed. As soon as I was ready, +I allowed myself to be swept past stable, past hotel and +post-office till I reached the side street which led to +the house where I was to be the guest. + +How sheltered, homelike and protected everything looked +inside. The hostess, as usual, was radiantly amiable. +The host settled back after supper to talk old country. +The Channel Islands, the French Coast, Kent and London +--those were from common knowledge our most frequently +recurring topics. Both host and hostess, that was easy +to see, were bent upon beguiling the hours of their rather +dark-humored guest. But the howling gale outside was +stronger than their good intentions. It was not very long +before the conversation got around--reverted, so it +seemed--to stories of storms, of being lost, of nearly +freezing. The boys were sitting with wide and eager eyes, +afraid they might be sent to bed before the feast of +yarns was over. I told one or two of my most thrilling +escapes, the host contributed a few more, and even the +hostess had had an experience, driving on top of a railroad +track for several miles, I believe, with a train, snowbound, +behind her. I leaned over. "Mrs. ---," I said, "do not +try to dissuade me. I am sorry to say it, but it is +useless. I am bound to go." "Well," she said, "I wish +you would not." "Thanks," I replied and looked at my +watch. It was two o'clock. "There is only one thing wrong +with coming to have tea in this home," I continued and +smiled; "it is so hard to say good-bye." + +I carefully lighted my lantern and got into my wraps. +The wind was howling dismally outside. For a moment we +stood in the hall, shaking hands and paying the usual +compliments; then one of the boys opened the door for +me; and in stepping out I had one of the greatest surprises. +Not far from the western edge of the world there stood +the setting half-moon in a cloudless sky; myriads of +stars were dusted over the vast, dark blue expanse, +twinkling and blazing at their liveliest. And though the +wind still whistled and shrieked and rattled, no snow +came down, and not much seemed to drift. I pointed to +the sky, smiled, nodded and closed the door. As far as +the drifting of the snow went, I was mistaken, as I found +out when I turned to the north, into the less sheltered +street, past the post-office, hotel and stable. In front +of a store I stopped to read a thermometer which I had +found halfways reliable the year before. It read minus +thirty-two degrees... + +It was still dark, of course, when I left the house on +Saturday morning to be on my way. Also, it was cold, +bitterly cold, but there was very little wind. In crossing +the bridge which was swept nearly clean of snow I noticed +a small, but somehow ominous-looking drift at the southern +end. It had such a disturbed, lashed-up appearance. The +snow was still loose, yet packed just hard enough to have +a certain degree of toughness. You could no longer swing +your foot through it: had you run into it at any great +speed, you would have fallen; but as yet it was not hard +enough to carry you. I knew that kind of a drift; it is +treacherous. On a later drive one just like it, only +built on a vastly larger scale, was to lead to the first +of a series of little accidents which finally shattered +my nerve. That was the only time that my temerity failed +me. I shall tell you about that drive later on. + +At the stable I went about my preparations in a leisurely +way. I knew that a supreme test was ahead of myself and +the horses, and I meant to have daylight for tackling +it. Once more I went over the most important bolts; once +more I felt and pulled at every strap in the harness. I +had a Clark footwarmer and made sure that it functioned +properly I pulled the flaps of my military fur cap down +over neck, ears and cheeks. I tucked a pillow under the +sweater over my chest and made sure that my leggings +clasped my furlined moccasins well. Then, to prevent my +coat from opening even under the stress of motion, just +before I got into the cutter, I tied a rope around my +waist. + +The hostler brought the horses into the shed. They pawed +the floor and snorted with impatience. While I rolled my +robes about my legs and drew the canvas curtain over the +front part of the box, I weighed Dan with my eyes. I had +no fear for Peter, but Dan would have to show to-day that +he deserved the way I had fed and nursed him. Like a +chain, the strength of which is measured by the strength +of its weakest link, my team was measured by Dan's pulling +power and endurance. But he looked good to me as he danced +across the pole and threw his head, biting back at Peter +who was teasing him. + +The hostler was morose and in a biting mood. Every motion +of his seemed to say, "What is the use of all this? No +teamster would go out on a long drive in this weather, +till the snow has settled down; and here a schoolmaster +wants to try it." + +At last he pushed the slide doors aside, and we swung +out. I held the horses tight and drove them into that +little drift at the bridge to slow them down right from +the start. + +The dawn was white, but with a strictly localised angry +glow where the sun was still hidden below the horizon. +In a very few minutes he would be up, and I counted on +making that first mile just before he appeared. + +This mile is a wide, well levelled road, but ever so +often, at intervals of maybe fifty to sixty yards, steep +and long promontories of snow had been flung across--some +of them five to six feet high. They started at the edge +of the field to the left where a rank growth of shrubby +weeds gave shelter for the snow to pile in. Their base, +alongside the fence, was broad, and they tapered across +the road, with a perfectly flat top, and with concave +sides of a most delicate, smooth, and finished looking +curve, till at last they ran out into a sharp point, +mostly beyond the road on the field to the right. + +The wind plays strange pranks with snow; snow is the most +plastic medium it has to mould into images and symbols +of its moods. Here one of these promontories would slope +down, and the very next one would slope upward as it +advanced across the open space. In every case there had +been two walls, as it were, of furious blow, and between +the two a lane of comparative calm, caused by the shelter +of a clump of brush or weeds, in which the snow had taken +refuge from the wind's rough and savage play. Between +these capes of snow there was an occasional bare patch +of clean swept ground. Altogether there was an impression +of barren, wild, bitter-cold windiness about the aspect +that did not fail to awe my mind; it looked inhospitable, +merciless, and cruelly playful. + +As yet the horses seemed to take only delight in dashing +through the drifts, so that the powdery crystals flew +aloft and dusted me all over. I peered across the field +to the left, and a curious sight struck me. There was +apparently no steady wind at all, but here and there, +and every now and then a little whirl of snow would rise +and fall again. Every one of them looked for all the +world like a rabbit reconnoitring in deep grass. It jumps +up on its hindlegs, while running, peers out, and settles +down again. It was as if the snow meant to have a look +at me, the interloper at such an early morning hour. The +snow was so utterly dry that it obeyed the lightest +breath; and whatever there was of motion in the air, +could not amount to more than a cat's-paw's sudden reach. + +At the exact moment when the snow where it stood up +highest became suffused with a rose-red tint from the +rising sun, I arrived at the turn to the correction line. +Had I been a novice at the work I was engaged in, the +sight that met my eye might well have daunted me. Such +drifts as I saw here should be broken by drivers who have +short hauls to make before the long distance traveller +attempts them. From the fence on the north side of the +road a smoothly curved expanse covered the whole of the +road allowance and gently sloped down into the field at +my left. Its north edge stood like a cliff, the exact +height of the fence, four feet I should say. In the centre +it rose to probably six feet and then fell very gradually, +whaleback fashion, to the south. Not one of the fence +posts to the left was visible. The slow emergence of the +tops of these fence posts became during the following +week, when I drove out here daily, a measure for me of +the settling down of the drift. I believe I can say from +my observations that if no new snow falls or drifts in, +and if no very considerable evaporation takes place, a +newly piled snowdrift, undisturbed except by wind-pressure, +will finally settle down to about from one third to one +half of its original height, according to the pressure +of the wind that was behind the snow when it first was +thrown down. After it has, in this contracting process, +reached two thirds of its first height, it can usually +be relied upon to carry horse and man. + +The surface of this drift, which covered a ditch besides +the grade and its grassy flanks, showed that curious +appearance that we also find in the glaciated surfaces +of granite rock and which, in them, geologists call +exfoliation. In the case of rock it is the consequence +of extreme changes in temperature. The surface sheet in +expanding under sudden heat detaches itself in large, +leaflike layers. In front of my wife's cottage up north +there lay an exfoliated rock in which I watched the +process for a number of years. In snow, of course, the +origin of this appearance is entirely different; snow is +laid down in layers by the waves in the wind. "Adfoliation" +would be a more nearly correct appellation of the process. +But from the analogy of the appearance I shall retain +the more common word and call it exfoliation. Layers upon +layers of paperlike sheets are superimposed upon each +other, their edges often "cropping out" on sloping +surfaces; and since these edges, according to the +curvatures of the surfaces, run in wavy lines, the total +aspect is very often that of "moire" silk. + +I knew the road as well as I had ever known a road. In +summer there was a grassy expanse some thirty feet wide +to the north; then followed the grade, flanked to the +south by a ditch; and the tangle of weeds and small brush +beyond reached right up to the other fence. I had to stay +on or rather above the grade; so I stood up and selected +the exact spot where to tackle it. Later, I knew, this +drift would be harmless enough; there was sufficient +local traffic here to establish a well-packed trail. At +present, however, it still seemed a formidable task for +a team that was to pull me over thirty-three miles more. +Besides it was a first test for my horses; I did not know +yet how they would behave in snow. + +But we went at it. For a moment things happened too fast +for me to watch details. The horses plunged wildly and +reared on their hind feet in a panic, straining against +each other, pulling apart, going down underneath the +pole, trying to turn and retrace their steps. And meanwhile +the cutter went sharply up at first, as if on the crest +of a wave, then toppled over into a hole made by Dan, +and altogether behaved like a boat tossed on a stormy +sea. Then order returned into the chaos. I had the lines +short, wrapped double and treble around my wrists; my +feet stood braced in the corner of the box, knees touching +the dashboard; my robes slipped down. I spoke to the +horses in a soft, quiet, purring voice; and at last I +pulled in. Peter hated to stand. I held him. Then I looked +back. This first wild plunge had taken us a matter of +two hundred yards into the drift. Peter pulled and champed +at the bit; the horses were sinking nearly out of sight. +But I knew that many and many a time in the future I +should have to go through just this and that from the +beginning I must train the horses to tackle it right. +So, in spite of my aching wrists I kept them standing +till I thought that they were fully breathed. Then I +relaxed my pull the slightest bit and clicked my tongue. +"Good," I thought, "they are pulling together!" And I +managed to hold them in line. They reared and plunged +again like drowning things in their last agony, but they +no longer clashed against nor pulled away from each other. +I measured the distance with my eye. Another two hundred +yards or thereabout, and I pulled them in again. Thus we +stopped altogether four times. The horses were steaming +when we got through this drift which was exactly half a +mile long; my cutter was packed level full with slabs +and clods of snow; and I was pretty well exhausted myself. + +"If there is very much of this," I thought for the moment, +"I may not be able to make it." But then I knew that a +north-south road will drift in badly only under exceptional +circumstances. It is the east-west grades that are most +apt to give trouble. Not that I minded my part of it, +but I did not mean to kill my horses. I had sized them +up in their behaviour towards snow. Peter, as I had +expected, was excitable. It was hard to recognize in him +just now, as he walked quietly along, the uproar of +playing muscle and rearing limbs that he had been when +we first struck the snow. That was well and good for a +short, supreme effort; but not even for Peter would it +do in the long, endless drifts which I had to expect. +Dan was quieter, but he did not have Peter's staying +power, in fact, he was not really a horse for the road. +Strange, in spite of his usual keenness on the level +road, he seemed to show more snow sense in the drift. +This was to be amply confirmed in the future. Whenever +an accident happened, it was Peter's fault. As you will +see if you read on, Dan once lay quiet when Peter stood +right on top of him. + +On this road north I found the same "promontories" that +had been such a feature of the first one, flung across +from the northwest to the southeast. Since the clumps of +shrubs to the left were larger here, and more numerous, +too, the drifts occasionally also were larger and higher; +but not one of them was such that the horses could not +clear it with one or two leaps. The sun was climbing, +the air was winter-clear and still. None of the farms +which I passed showed the slightest sign of life. I had +wrapped up again and sat in comparative comfort and at +ease, enjoying the clear sparkle and glitter of the virgin +snow. It was not till considerably later that the real +significance of the landscape dawned upon my consciousness. +Still there was even now in my thoughts a speculative +undertone. Subconsciously I wondered what might be ahead +of me. + +We made Bell's corner in good time. The mile to the west +proved easy. There were drifts, it is true, and the going +was heavy, but at no place did the snow for any length +of time reach higher than the horses' hocks. We turned +to the north again, and here, for a while, the road was +very good indeed; the underbrush to the left, on those +expanses of wild land, had fettered, as it were, the feet +of the wind. The snow was held everywhere, and very little +of it had drifted. Only one spot I remember where a clump +of Russian willow close to the trail had offered shelter +enough to allow the wind to fill in the narrow road-gap +to a depth of maybe eight or nine feet; but here it was +easy to go around to the west. Without any further incident +we reached the point where the useless, supernumerary +fence post had caught my eye on my first trip out. I had +made nearly eight miles now. + +But right here I was to get my first inkling of sights +that might shatter my nerve. You may remember that a +grove of tall poplars ran to the east, skirted along its +southern edge by a road and a long line of telephone +posts. Now here, in this shelter of the poplars, the snow +from the more or less level and unsheltered spaces to +the northwest had piled in indeed. It sloped up to the +east; and never shall I forget what I beheld. + +The first of the posts stood a foot in snow; at the second +one the drift reached six or seven feet up; the next one +looked only half as long as the first one, and you might +have imagined, standing as it did on a sloping hillside, +that it had intentionally been made so much shorter than +the others; but at the bottom of the visible part the +wind, in sweeping around the pole, had scooped out a +funnel-shaped crater which seemed to open into the very +earth like a sinkhole. The next pole stood like a giant +buried up to his chest and looked singularly helpless +and footbound; and the last one I saw showed just its +crossbar with three glassy, green insulators above the +mountain of snow. The whole surface of this gigantic +drift showed again that "exfoliated" appearance which I +have described. Strange to say, this very exfoliation +gave it something of a quite peculiarly desolate aspect. +It looked so harsh, so millennial-old, so antediluvian +and pre-adamic! I still remember with particular +distinctness the slight dizziness that overcame me, the +sinking feeling in my heart, the awe, and the foreboding +that I had challenged a force in Nature which might defy +all tireless effort and the most fearless heart. + +So the hostler had not been fibbing after all! + +But not for a moment did I think of turning back. I am +fatalistic in temperament. What is to be, is to be, that +is not my outlook. If at last we should get bound up in +a drift, well and good, I should then see what the next +move would have to be. While the wind blows, snow drifts; +while my horses could walk and I was not disabled, my +road led north, not south. Like the snow I obeyed the +laws of my nature. So far the road was good, and we swung +along. + +Somewhere around here a field presented a curious view +Its crop had not been harvested; it still stood in stooks. +But from my side I saw nothing of the sheaves--it seemed +to be flax, for here and there a flag of loose heads +showed at the top. The snow had been blown up from all +directions, so it looked, by the counter-currents that +set up in the lee of every obstacle. These mounds presented +one and all the appearance of cones or pyramids of butter +patted into shape by upward strokes made with a spoon. +There were the sharp ridges, irregular and erratic, and +there were the hollows running up their flanks--exactly +as such a cone of butter will show them. And the whole +field was dotted with them, as if there were so many +fresh graves. + +I made the twelve-mile bridge--passing through the +cottonwood gate--reached the "hovel," and dropped into +the wilderness again. Here the bigger trees stood strangely +bare. Winter reveals the bark and the "habit" of trees. +All ornaments and unessentials have been dropped. The +naked skeletons show I remember how I was more than ever +struck by that dappled appearance of the bark of the +balm: an olive-green, yellowish hue, ridged and spotted +with the black of ancient, overgrown leaf-scars; there +was actually something gay about it; these poplars are +certainly beautiful winter trees. The aspens were different. +Although their stems stood white on white in the snow, +that greenish tinge in their white gave them a curious +look. From the picture that I carry about in my memory +of this morning I cannot help the impression that they +looked as if their white were not natural at all; they +looked white-washed! I have often since confirmed this +impression when there was snow on the ground. + +In the copses of saplings the zigzagging of the boles +from twig to twig showed very distinctly, more so, I +believe, than to me it had ever done before. How slender +and straight they look in their summer garb--now they +were stripped, and bone and sinew appeared. + +We came to the "half way farms," and the marsh lay ahead. +I watered the horses, and I do not know what made me rest +them for a little while, but I did. On the yard of the +farm where I had turned in there was not a soul to be +seen. Barns and stables were closed--and I noticed that +the back door of the dwelling was buried tight by the +snow. No doubt everybody preferred the neighbourhood of +the fire to the cold outside. While stopping, I faced +for the first time the sun. He was high in the sky by +now--it was half-past ten--and it suddenly came home to +me that there was something relentless, inexorable, cruel, +yes, something of a sneer in the pitiless way in which +he looked down on the infertile waste around. Unaccountably +two Greek words formed on my lips: Homer's Pontos +atrygetos--the barren sea. Half an hour later I was to +realize the significance of it. + +I turned back to the road and north again. For another +half mile the fields continued on either side; but somehow +they seemed to take on a sinister look. There was more +snow on them than I had found on the level land further +south; the snow lay more smoothly, again under those +"exfoliated" surface sheets which here, too, gave it an +inhuman, primeval look; in the higher sun the vast expanse +looked, I suppose, more blindingly white; and nowhere +did buildings or thickets seem to emerge. Yet, so long +as the grade continued, the going was fair enough. + +Then I came to the corner which marked half the distance, +and there I stopped. Right in front, where the trail had +been and where a ditch had divided off the marsh, a +fortress of snow lay now: a seemingly impregnable bulwark, +six or seven feet high, with rounded top, fitting +descriptions which I had read of the underground bomb-proofs +around Belgian strongholds--those forts which were hammered +to pieces by the Germans in their first, heart-breaking +forward surge in 1914. There was not a wrinkle in this +inverted bowl. There it lay, smooth and slick--curled up +in security, as it were, some twenty, thirty feet across; +and behind it others, and more of them to the right and +to the left. This had been a stretch, covered with brush +and bush, willow and poplar thickets; but my eye saw +nothing except a mammiferous waste, cruelly white, +glittering in the heatless, chuckling sun, and scoffing +at me, the intruder. I stood up again and peered out. To +the east it seemed as if these buttes of snow were a +trifle lower; but maybe the ground underneath also sloped +down. I wished I had travelled here more often by daytime, +so I might know. As it was, there was nothing to it; I +had to tackle the task. And we plunged in. + +I had learned something from my first experience in the +drift one mile north of town, and I kept my horses well +under control. Still, it was a wild enough dash. Peter +lost his footing two or three times and worked himself +into a mild panic. But Dan--I could not help admiring +the way in which, buried over his back in snow, he would +slowly and deliberately rear on his hindfeet and take +his bound. For fully five minutes I never saw anything +of the horses except their heads. I inferred their motions +from the dusting snowcloud that rose above their bodies +and settled on myself. And then somehow we emerged. We +reached a stretch of ground where the snow was just high +enough to cover the hocks of the horses. It was a hollow +scooped out by some freak of the wind. I pulled in, and +the horses stood panting. Peter no longer showed any +desire to fret and to jump. Both horses apparently felt +the wisdom of sparing their strength. They were all white +with the frost of their sweat and the spray of the snow... + +While I gave them their time, I looked around, and here +a lesson came home to me. In the hollow where we stood, +the snow did not lie smoothly. A huge obstacle to the +northwest, probably a buried clump of brush, had made +the wind turn back upon itself, first downward, then, at +the bottom of the pit, in a direction opposite to that +of the main current above, and finally slantways upward +again to the summit of the obstacle, where it rejoined +the parent blow. The floor of the hollow was cleanly +scooped out and chiselled in low ridges; and these ridges +came from the southeast, running their points to the +northwest. I learned to look out for this sign, and I +verily believe that, had I not learned that lesson right +now, I should never have reached the creek which was +still four or five miles distant. + +The huge mound in the lee of which I was stopping was a +matter of two hundred yards away; nearer to it the snow +was considerably deeper; and since it presented an +appearance very characteristic of Prairie bush-drifts, +I shall describe it in some detail. Apparently the winds +had first bent over all the stems of the clump; for +whenever I saw one of them from the north, it showed a +smooth, clean upward sweep. On the south side the snow +first fell in a sheer cliff; then there was a hollow +which was partly filled by a talus-shaped drift thrown +in by the counter currents from the southern pit in which +we were stopping; the sides of this talus again showed +the marks that reminded of those left by the spoon when +butter is roughly stroked into the shape of a pyramid. +The interesting parts of the structure consisted in the +beetling brow of the cliff and the roof of the cavity +underneath. The brow had a honeycombed appearance; the +snow had been laid down in layers of varying density (I +shall discuss this more fully in the next chapter when +we are going to look in on the snow while it is actually +at work); and the counter currents that here swept upward +in a slanting direction had bitten out the softer layers, +leaving a fine network of little ridges which reminded +strangely of the delicate fretwork-tracery in +wind-sculptured rock--as I had seen it in the Black Hills +in South Dakota. This piece of work of the wind is +exceedingly short-lived in snow, and it must not be +confounded with the honeycombed appearance of those faces +of snow cliffs which are "rotting" by reason of their +exposure to the heat of the noonday sun. These latter +are coarse, often dirty, and nearly always have something +bristling about them which is entirely absent in the +sculptures of the wind. The under side of the roof in +the cavity looked very much as a very stiff or viscid +treacle would look when spread over a meshy surface, as, +for instance, over a closely woven netting of wire. The +stems and the branches of the brush took the place of +the wire, and in their meshes the snow had been pressed +through by its own weight, but held together by its +curious ductility or tensile strength of which I was to +find further evidence soon enough. It thus formed +innumerable, blunted little stalactites, but without the +corresponding stalagmites which you find in limestone +caves or on the north side of buildings when the snow +from the roof thaws and forms icicles and slender cones +of ice growing up to meet them from the ground where the +trickling drops fall and freeze again. + +By the help of these various tokens I had picked my next +resting place before we started up again. It was on this +second dash that I understood why those Homeric words +had come to my lips a while ago. This was indeed like +nothing so much as like being out on rough waters and in +a troubled sea, with nothing to brace the storm with but +a wind-tossed nutshell of a one-man sailing craft. I knew +that experience for having outridden many a gale in the +mouth of the mighty St. Lawrence River. When the snow +reached its extreme in depth, it gave you the feeling +which a drowning man may have when fighting his desperate +fight with the salty waves. But more impressive than that +was the frequent outer resemblance. The waves of the +ocean rise up and reach out and batter against the rocks +and battlements of the shore, retreating again and ever +returning to the assault, covering the obstacles thrown +in the way of their progress with thin sheets of licking +tongues at least. And if such a high crest wave had +suddenly been frozen into solidity, its outline would +have mimicked to perfection many a one of the snow shapes +that I saw around. + +Once the horses had really learned to pull exactly +together--and they learned it thoroughly here--our progress +was not too bad. Of course, it was not like going on a +grade, be it ever so badly drifted in. Here the ground +underneath, too, was uneven and overgrown with a veritable +entanglement of brush in which often the horses' feet +would get caught. As for the road, there was none left, +nothing that even by the boldest stretch of imagination +could have been considered even as the slightest indication +of one. And worst of all, I knew positively that there +would be no trail at any time during the winter. I was +well aware of the fact that, after it once snowed up, +nobody ever crossed this waste between the "half way +farms" and the "White Range Line House." This morning it +took me two and a half solid hours to make four miles. + +But the ordeal had its reward. Here where the fact that +there was snow on the ground, and plenty of it, did no +longer need to be sunk into my brain--as soon as it had +lost its value as a piece of news and a lesson, I began +to enjoy it just as the hunter in India will enjoy the +battle of wits when he is pitted against a yellow-black +tiger. I began to catch on to the ways of this snow; I +began, as it were, to study the mentality of my enemy. +Though I never kill, I am after all something of a +sportsman. And still another thing gave me back that +mental equilibrium which you need in order to see things +and to reason calmly about them. Every dash of two hundred +yards or so brought me that much nearer to my goal. Up +to the "half way farms" I had, as it were, been working +uphill: there was more ahead than behind. This was now +reversed: there was more behind than ahead, and as yet +I did not worry about the return trip. + +Now I have already said that snow is the only really +plastic element in which the wind can carve the vagaries +of its mood and leave a record of at least some permanency. +The surface of the sea is a wonderful book to be read +with a lightning-quick eye; I do not know anything better +to do as a cure for ragged nerves--provided you are a +good sailor. But the forms are too fleeting, they change +too quickly--so quickly, indeed, that I have never +succeeded in so fixing their record upon my memory as to +be able to develop one form from the other in descriptive +notes. It is that very fact, I believe, upon which hinges +the curative value of the sight: you are so completely +absorbed by the moment, and all other things fall away. +Many and many a day have I lain in my deck chair on board +a liner and watched the play of the waves; but the +pleasure, which was very great indeed, was momentary; +and sometimes, when in an unsympathetic mood, I have +since impatiently wondered in what that fascination may +have consisted. It was different here. Snow is very nearly +as yielding as water and, once it fully responds in its +surface to the carving forces of the wind, it stays--as +if frozen into the glittering marble image of its motion. +I know few things that are as truly fascinating as the +sculptures of the wind in snow; for here you have time +and opportunity a-plenty to probe not only into the what, +but also into the why. Maybe that one day I shall write +down a fuller account of my observations. In this report +I shall have to restrict myself to a few indications, +for this is not the record of the whims of the wind, but +merely the narrative of my drives. + +In places, for instance, the rounded, "bomb-proof" aspect +of the expanses would be changed into the distinct contour +of gigantic waves with a very fine, very sharp crest-line. +The upsweep from the northwest would be ever so slightly +convex, and the downward sweep into the trough was always +very distinctly concave. This was not the ripple which +we find in beach sand. That ripple was there, too, and +in places it covered the wide backs of these huge waves +all over; but never was it found on the concave side. +Occasionally, but rarely, one of these great waves would +resemble a large breaker with a curly crest. Here the +onward sweep from the northwest had built the snow out, +beyond the supporting base, into a thick overhanging +ledge which here and there had sagged; but by virtue of +that tensile strength and cohesion in snow which I have +mentioned already, it still held together and now looked +convoluted and ruffled in the most deceiving way. I +believe I actually listened for the muffled roar which +the breaker makes when its subaqueous part begins to +sweep the upward sloping beach. To make this illusion +complete, or to break it by the very absurdity and +exaggeration of a comparison drawn out too far--I do not +know which--there would, every now and then, from the +crest of one of these waves, jut out something which +closely resembled the wide back of a large fish diving +down into the concave side towards the trough. This looked +very much like porpoises or dolphins jumping in a heaving +sea; only that in my memory picture the real dolphins +always jump in the opposite direction, against the run +of the waves, bridging the trough. + +In other places a fine, exceedingly delicate crest-line +would spring up from the high point of some buried obstacle +and sweep along in the most graceful curve as far as the +eye would carry I particularly remember one of them, and +I could discover no earthly reason for the curvature in it. + +Again there would be a triangular--or should I say +"tetrahedral"?--up-sweep from the direction of the wind, +ending in a sharp, perfectly plane down-sweep on the +south side; and the point of this three-sided but oblique +pyramid would hang over like the flap of a tam. There +was something of the consistency of very thick cloth +about this overhanging flap. + +Or an up-slope from the north would end in a long, nearly +perpendicular cliff-line facing south. And the talus +formation which I have mentioned would be perfectly +smooth; but it did not reach quite to the top of the +cliff, maybe to within a foot of it. The upsloping layer +from the north would hang out again, with an even brow; +but between this smooth cornice and the upper edge of +the talus the snow looked as if it had been squeezed out +by tremendous pressure from above, like an exceedingly +viscid liquid--cooling glue, for instance, which is being +squeezed out from between the core and the veneer in a +veneering press. + +Once I passed close to and south of, two thickets which +were completely buried by the snow. Between them a ditch +had been scooped out in a very curious fashion. It +resembled exactly a winding river bed with its water +drained off; it was two or three feet deep, and wherever +it turned, its banks were undermined on the "throw" side +by the "wash" of the furious blow. The analogy between +the work of the wind and the work of flowing water +constantly obtrudes, especially where this work is one +of "erosion." + +But as flowing water will swing up and down in the most +surprising forms where the bed of the river is rough with +rocks and throws it into choppy waves which do not seem +to move, so the snow was thrown up into the most curious +forms where the frozen swamp ground underneath had bubbled, +as it were, into phantastic shapes. I remember several +places where a perfect circle was formed by a sharp +crestline that bounded an hemispherical, crater-like +hollow. When steam bubbles up through thick porridge, in +its leisurely and impeded way, and the bubble bursts with +a clucking sound, then for a moment a crater is formed +just like these circular holes; only here in the snow +they were on a much larger scale, of course, some of them +six to ten feet in diameter. + +And again the snow was thrown up into a bulwark, twenty +and more feet high, with that always repeating cliff face +to the south, resembling a miniature Gibraltar, with many +smaller ones of most curiously similar form on its back: +bulwarks upon bulwarks, all lowering to the south. In +these the aggressive nature of storm-flung. snow was most +apparent. They were formidable structures; formidable +and intimidating, more through the suggestiveness of +their shape than through mere size. + +I came to places where the wind had had its moments of +frolicksome humour, where it had made grim fun of its +own massive and cumbersome and yet so pliable and elastic +majesty. It had turned around and around, running with +breathless speed, with its tongue lolling out, as it +were, and probably yapping and snapping in mocking mimicry +of a pup trying to catch its tail; and it had scooped +out a spiral trough with overhanging rim. I felt sorry +that I had not been there to watch it, because after all, +what I saw, was only the dead record of something that +had been very much alive and vociferatingly noisy. And +in another place it had reared and raised its head like +a boa constrictor, ready to strike at its prey; up to +the flashing, forked tongue it was there. But one spot +I remember, where it looked exactly as if quite consciously +it had attempted the outright ludicrous: it had thrown +up the snow into the semblance of some formidable animal +--more like a gorilla than anything else it looked, a +gorilla that stands on its four hands and raises every +hair on its back and snarls in order to frighten that +which it is afraid of itself--a leopard maybe. + +And then I reached the "White Range Line House." Curiously +enough, there it stood, sheltered by its majestic bluff +to the north, as peaceful looking as if there were no +such a thing as that record, which I had crossed, of the +uproar and fury of one of the forces of Nature engaged +in an orgy. And it looked so empty, too, and so deserted, +with never a wisp of smoke curling from its flue-pipe, +that for a moment I was tempted to turn in and see whether +maybe the lonely dweller was ill. But then I felt as if I +could not be burdened with any stranger's worries that day. + +The effective shelter of the poplar forest along the +creek made itself felt. The last mile to the northeast +was peaceful driving. I felt quite cheered, though I +walked the horses over the whole of the mile since both +began to show signs of wear. The last four miles had been +a test to try any living creature's mettle. To me it had +been one of the culminating points in that glorious +winter, but the horses had lacked the mental stimulus, +and even I felt rather exhausted. + +On the bridge I stopped, threw the blankets over the +horses, and fed. Somehow this seemed to be the best place +to do it. There was no snow to speak of. and I did not +know yet what might follow. The horses were drooping, +and I gave them an additional ten minutes' rest. Then I +slowly made ready. I did not really expect any serious +trouble. + +We turned at a walk, and the chasm of the bush road opened +up. Instantly I pulled the horses in. What I saw, baffled +me for a moment so completely that I just sat there and +gasped. There was no road. The trees to both sides were +not so overly high, but the snow had piled in level with +their tops; the drift looked like a gigantic barricade. +It was that fleeting sight of the telephone posts over +again, though on a slightly smaller scale; but this time +it was in front. Slowly I started to whistle and then +looked around. I remembered now. There was a newly cut-out +road running north past the school which lay embedded in +the bush. It had offered a lane to the wind; and the +wind, going there, in cramped space, at a doubly furious +stride, had picked up and carried along all the loose +snow from the grassy glades in its path. The road ended +abruptly just north of the drift, where the east-west +grade sprang up. When the wind had reached this end of +the lane, where the bush ran at right angles to its +direction, it had found itself in something like a blind +alley, and, sweeping upward, to clear the obstacle, it +had dropped every bit of its load into the shelter of +the brush, gradually, in the course of three long days, +building up a ridge that buried underbrush and trees. I +might have known it, of course. I knew enough about snow; +all the conditions for an exceptionally large drift were +provided for here. But it had not occurred to me, especially +after I had found the northern fringe of the marsh so +well sheltered. Here I felt for a moment as if all the +snow of the universe had piled in. As I said, I was so +completely baffled that I could have turned the horses +then and there. + +But after a minute or two my eyes began to cast about. +I turned to the south, right into the dense underbrush +and towards the creek which here swept south in a long, +flat curve. Peter was always intolerant of anything that +moved underfoot. He started to bolt when the dry and +hard-frozen stems snapped and broke with reports resembling +pistol shots. But since Dan kept quiet, I held Peter well +in hand. I went along the drift for maybe three to four +hundred yards, reconnoitring. Then the trees began to +stand too dense for me to proceed without endangering my +cutter. Just beyond I saw the big trough of the creek +bed, and though I could not make out how conditions were +at its bottom, the drift continued on its southern bank, +and in any case it was impossible to cross the hollow. +So I turned; I had made up my mind to try the drift. + +About a hundred and fifty yards from the point where I +had turned off the road there was something like a fold +in the flank of the drift. At its foot I stopped. For a +moment I tried to explain that fold to myself. This is +what I arrived at. North of the drift, just about where +the new cut-out joined the east-west grade, there was a +small clearing caused by a bush fire which a few years +ago had penetrated thus far into this otherwise virgin +corner of the forest. Unfortunately it stood so full of +charred stumps that it was impossible to get through +there. But the main currents of the wind would have free +play in this opening, and I knew that, when the blizzard +began, it had been blowing from a more northerly quarter +than later on, when it veered to the northwest. And though +the snow came careering along the lane of the cut-out, +that is, from due north, its "throw" and therefore, the +direction of the drift would be determined by the direction +of the wind that took charge of it on this clearing. +Probably, then, a first, provisional drift whose long +axis lay nearly in a north-south line, had been piled up +by the first, northerly gale. Later a second, larger +drift had been superimposed upon it at an angle, with +its main axis running from the northwest to the southeast. +The fold marked the point where the first, smaller drift +still emerged from the second larger one. This reasoning +was confirmed by a study of the clearing itself which I +came to make two or three weeks after. + +Before I called on the horses to give me their very last +ounce of strength, I got out of my cutter once more and +made sure that my lines were still sound. I trusted my +ability to guide the horses even in this crucial test, +but I dreaded nothing so much as that the lines might +break; and I wanted to guard against any accident. I +should mention that, of course, the top of my cutter was +down, that the traces of the harness were new, and that +the cutter itself during its previous trials had shown +an exceptional stability. Once more I thus rested my +horses for five minutes; and they seemed to realize what +was coming. Their heads were up, their ears were cocked. +When I got back into my cutter, I carefully brushed the +snow from moccasins and trousers, laid the robe around +my feet, adjusted my knees against the dashboard, and +tied two big loops into the lines to hold them by. + +Then I clicked my tongue. The horses bounded upward in +unison. For a moment it looked as if they intended to +work through, instead of over, the drift. A wild shower +of angular snow-slabs swept in upon me. The cutter reared +up and plunged and reared again--and then the view cleared. +The snow proved harder than I had anticipated--which +bespoke the fury of the blow that had piled it. It did +not carry the horses, but neither--once we had reached +a height of five or six feet--did they sink beyond their +bellies and out of sight. I had no eye for anything except +them. What lay to right or left, seemed not to concern +me. I watched them work. They went in bounds, working +beautifully together. Rhythmically they reared, and +rhythmically they plunged. I had dropped back to the +seat, holding them with a firm hand, feet braced against +the dashboard; and whenever they got ready to rear, I +called to them in a low and quiet voice, "Peter--Dan--now!" +And their muscles played with the effort of desperation. +It probably did not take more than five minutes, maybe +considerably less, before we had reached the top, but to +me it seemed like hours of nearly fruitless endeavour. +I did not realize at first that we were high. I shall +never forget the weird kind of astonishment when the fact +came home to me that what snapped and crackled in the +snow under the horses' hoofs, were the tops of trees. +Nor shall the feeling of estrangement, as it were--as if +I were not myself, but looking on from the outside at +the adventure of somebody who yet was I--the feeling of +other-worldliness, if you will pardon the word, ever fade +from my memory--a feeling of having been carried beyond +my depth where I could not swim--which came over me when +with two quick glances to right and left I took in the +fact that there were no longer any trees to either side, +that I was above that forest world which had so often +engulfed me. + +Then I drew my lines in. The horses fought against it, +did not want to stand. But I had to find my way, and +while they were going, I could not take my eyes from +them. It took a supreme effort on my part to make them +obey. At last they stood, but I had to hold them with +all my strength, and with not a second's respite. Now +that I was on top of the drift, the problem of how to +get down loomed larger than that of getting up had seemed +before. I knew I did not have half a minute in which to +decide upon my course; for it became increasingly difficult +to hold the horses back, and they were fast sinking away. + +During this short breathing spell I took in the situation. +We had come up in a northeast direction, slanting along +the slope. Once on top, I had instinctively turned to +the north. Here the drift was about twenty feet wide, +perfectly level and with an exfoliated surface layer. To +the east the drift fell steeply, with a clean, smooth +cliff-line marking off the beginning of the descent; this +line seemed particularly disconcerting, for it betrayed +the concave curvature of the down-sweep. A few yards to +the north I saw below, at the foot of the cliff, the old +logging-trail, and I noticed that the snow on it lay as +it had fallen, smooth and sheer, without a ripple of a +drift. It looked like mockery. And yet that was where I +had to get down. + +The next few minutes are rather a maze in my memory. But +two pictures were photographed with great distinctness. +The one is of the moment when we went over the edge. For +a second Peter reared up, pawing the air with his forefeet; +Dan tried to back away from the empty fall. I had at this +excruciating point no purchase whatever on the lines. +Then apparently Peter sat or fell down, I do not know +which, on his haunches and began to slide. The cutter +lurched to the left as if it were going to spill all it +held. Dan was knocked off his hind feet by the drawbar--and +we plunged... We came to with a terrific jolt that sent +me in a heap against the dashboard. One jump, and I stood +on the ground. The cutter--and this is the second picture +which is etched clearly on the plate of my memory--stood +on its pole, leaning at an angle of forty-five degrees +against the drift. The horses were as if stunned. "Dan, +Peter!" I shouted, and they struggled to their feet. They +were badly winded, but otherwise everything seemed all +right. I looked wistfully back and up at the gully which +we had torn into the flank of the drift. + +I should gladly have breathed the horses again, but they +were hot, the air was at zero or colder, the rays of the +sun had begun to slant. I walked for a while alongside +the team. They were drooping sadly. Then I got in again, +driving them slowly till we came to the crossing of the +ditch. I had no eye for the grade ahead. On the bush road +the going was good--now and then a small drift, but +nothing alarming anywhere. The anti-climax had set in. +Again the speckled trunks of the balm poplars struck my +eye, now interspersed with the scarlet stems of the red +osier dogwood. But they failed to cheer me--they were +mere facts, unable to stir moods... + +I began to think. A few weeks ago I had met that American +settler with the French sounding name who lived alongside +the angling dam further north. We had talked snow, and +he had said, "Oh, up here it never is bad except along +this grade,"--we were stopping on the last east-west +grade, the one I was coming to--"there you cannot get +through. You'd kill your horses. Level with the tree-tops." +Well, I had had just that a little while ago--I could +not afford any more of it. So I made up my mind to try +a new trail, across a section which was fenced. It meant +getting out of my robes twice more, to open the gates, +but I preferred that to another tree-high drift. To spare +my horses was now my only consideration. I should not +have liked to take the new trail by night, for fear of +missing the gates; but that objection did not hold just +now. Horses and I were pretty well spent. So, instead of +forking off the main trail to the north we went straight +ahead. + +In due time I came to the bridge which I had to cross in +order to get up on the dam. Here I saw--in an absent-minded, +half unconscious, and uninterested way--one more structure +built by architect wind. The deep master ditch from the +north emptied here, to the left of the bridge, into the +grade ditch which ran east and west. And at the corner +the snow had very nearly bridged it--so nearly that you +could easily have stepped across the remaining gap. But +below it was hollow--nothing supported the bridge--it +was a mere arch, with a vault underneath that looked +temptingly sheltered and cosy to wearied eyes. + +The dam was bare, and I had to pull off to the east, on +to the swampy plain. I gave my horses the lines, and +slowly, slowly they took me home! Even had I not always +lost interest here, to-day I should have leaned back and +rested. Although the horses had done all the actual work, +the strain of it had been largely on me. It was the +after-effect that set in now. + +I thought of my wife, and of how she would have felt had +she been able to follow the scenes in some magical mirror +through every single vicissitude of my drive. And once +more I saw with the eye of recent memory the horses in +that long, endless plunge through the corner of the marsh. +Once more I felt my muscles a-quiver with the strain of +that last wild struggle over that last, inhuman drift. +And slowly I made up my mind that the next time, the very +next day, on my return trip, I was going to add another +eleven miles to my already long drive and to take a +different road. I knew the trail over which I had been +coming so far was closed for the rest of the winter--there +was no traffic there--no trail would be kept open. That +other road of which I was thinking and which lay further +west was the main cordwood trail to the towns in the +south. It was out of my way, to be sure, but I felt +convinced that I could spare my horses and even save time +by making the detour. + +Being on the east side of the dam, I could not see school +or cottage till I turned up on the correction line. But +when at last I saw it, I felt somewhat as I had felt +coming home from my first big trip overseas. It seemed +a lifetime since I had started out. I seemed to be a +different man. + +Here, in the timber land, the snow had not drifted to +any extent. There were signs of the gale, but its record +was written in fallen tree trunks, broken branches, a +litter of twigs--not in drifts of snow. My wife would +not surmise what I had gone through. + +She came out with a smile on her face when I pulled in +on the yard. It was characteristic of her that she did +not ask why I came so late; she accepted the fact as +something for which there were no doubt compelling reasons. +"I was giving our girl a bath," she said; "she cannot +come." And then she looked wistfully at my face and at +the horses. Silently I slipped the harness off their +backs. I used to let them have their freedom for a while +on reaching home. And never yet but Peter at least had +had a kick and a caper and a roll before they sought +their mangers. To-day they stood for a moment knock-kneed, +without moving, then shook themselves in a weak, +half-hearted way and went with drooping heads and weary +limbs straight to the stable. + +"You had a hard trip?" asked my wife; and I replied with +as much cheer as I could muster, "I have seen sights +to-day that I did not expect to see before my dying day." +And taking her arm, I looked at the westering sun and +turned towards the house. + + + + +FIVE +Wind and Waves + +When I awoke on the morning after the last described +arrival at "home," I thought of the angry glow in the +east at sunrise of the day before. It had been cold again +over night, so cold that in the small cottage, whatever +was capable of freezing, froze to its very core. The +frost had even penetrated the hole which in this "teacher's +residence" made shift for a cellar, and, in spite of +their being covered with layer upon layer of empty bags, +had sweetened the winter's supply of potatoes. + +But towards morning there had been a let-up, a sudden +rise in temperature, as we experience it so often, +coincident with a change in the direction of the wind, +which now blew rather briskly from the south, foreboding +a storm. + +I got the horses ready at an early hour, for I was going +to try the roundabout way at last, forty-five miles of +it; and never before had I gone over the whole of it in +winter. Even in summer I had done so only once, and that +in a car, when I had accompanied the school-inspector on +one of his trips. I wanted to make sure that I should be +ready in time to start at ten o'clock in the morning. + +This new road had chiefly two features which recommended +it to me. Firstly, about thirty-eight miles out of +forty-five led through a fairly well settled district +where I could hope to find a chain of short-haul trails. +The widest gap in this series of settlements was one of +two miles where there was wild land. The remaining seven +miles, it is true, led across that wilderness on the east +side of which lay Bell's farm. This piece, however, I +knew so well that I felt sure of finding my way there by +night or day in any reasonable kind of weather. Nor did +I expect to find it badly drifted. And secondly, about +twenty-nine miles from "home" I should pass within one +mile of a town which boasted of boarding house and livery +stable, offering thus, in case of an emergency, a convenient +stopping place. + +I watched the sky rather anxiously, not so much on my +own account as because my wife, seeing me start, would +worry a good deal should that start be made in foul +weather. At nine the sky began to get grey in spots. +Shortly after a big cloud came sailing up, and I went +out to watch it. And sure enough, it had that altogether +loose appearance, with those wind-torn, cottony appendages +hanging down from its darker upper body which are sure +to bring snow. Lower away in the south--a rare thing to +come from the south in our climate--there lay a black +squall-cloud with a rounded outline, like a big windbag, +resembling nothing so much as a fat boy's face with its +cheeks blown out, when he tries to fill a football with +the pressure from his lungs. That was an infallible sign. +The first cloud, which was travelling fast, might blow +over. The second, larger one was sure to bring wind +a-plenty. But still there was hope. So long as it did +not bring outright snow, my wife would not worry so much. +Here where she was, the snow would not drift--there was +altogether too much bush. She--not having been much of +an observer of the skies before--dreaded the snowstorm +more than the blizzard. I knew the latter was what +portended danger. + +When I turned back into the house, a new thought struck +me. I spoke to my wife, who was putting up a lunch for +me, and proposed to take her and our little girl over to +a neighbour's place a mile and a half west of the school. +Those people were among the very few who had been decent +to her, and the visit would beguile the weary Sunday +afternoon. She agreed at once. So we all got ready; I +brought the horses out and hooked them up, alone--no +trouble from them this morning: they were quiet enough +when they drank deep at the well. + +A few whirls of snow had come down meanwhile--not enough, +however, as yet to show as a new layer on the older snow. +Again a cloud had torn loose from that squall-bag on the +horizon, and again it showed that cottony, fringy, whitish +under layer which meant snow. I raised the top of the +cutter and fastened the curtains. + +By the time we three piled in, the thin flakes were +dancing all around again, dusting our furs with their +thin, glittering crystals. I bandied baby-talk with the +little girl to make things look cheerful, but there was +anguish in the young woman's look. I saw she would like +to ask me to stay over till Monday, but she knew that I +considered it my duty to get back to town by night. + +The short drive to the neighbour's place was pleasant +enough. There was plenty of snow on this part of the +correction line, which farther east was bare; and it was +packed down by abundant traffic. Then came the parting. +I kissed wife and child; and slowly, accompanied by much +waving of hands on the part of the little girl and a +rather depressed looking smile on that of my wife, I +turned on the yard and swung back to the road. The cliffs +of black poplar boles engulfed me at once: a sheltered +grade. + +But I had not yet gone very far--a mile perhaps, or a +little over--when the trees began to bend under the impact +of that squall. Nearly at the same moment the sun, which +so far had been shining in an intermittent way, was +blotted from the sky, and it turned almost dusky. For a +long while--for more than an hour, indeed--it had seemed +as if that black squall-cloud were lying motionless at +the horizon--an anchored ship, bulging at its wharf. But +then, as if its moorings had been cast off, or its sails +unfurled, it travelled up with amazing speed. The wind +had an easterly slant to it--a rare thing with us for a +wind from that quarter to bring a heavy storm. The gale +had hardly been blowing for ten or fifteen minutes, when +the snow began to whirl down. It came in the tiniest +possible flakes, consisting this time of short needles +that looked like miniature spindles, strung with the +smallest imaginable globules of ice--no six-armed crystals +that I could find so far. Many a snowstorm begins that +way with us. And there was even here, in the chasm of +the road, a swing and dance to the flakes that bespoke +the force of the wind above. + +My total direction--after I should have turned off the +correction line--lay to the southeast; into the very +teeth of the wind. I had to make it by laps though, first +south, then east, then south again, with the exception +of six or seven miles across the wild land west of Bell's +corner; there, as nearly as I could hold the direction, +I should have to strike a true line southeast. + +I timed my horses; I could not possibly urge them on +to-day. They took about nine minutes to the mile, and I +knew I should have to give them many a walk. That meant +at best a drive of eight hours. It would be dark before +I reached town. I did not mind that, for I knew there +would be many a night drive ahead, and I felt sure that +that half-mile on the southern correction line, one mile +from town, would have been gone over on Saturday by quite +a number of teams. The snow settles down considerably, +too, in thirty hours, especially under the pressure of +wind. If a trail had been made over the drift, I was +confident my horses would find it without fail. So I +dismissed all anxiety on my own score. + +But all the more did the thought of my wife worry me. If +only I could have made her see things with my own eyes +--but I could not. She regarded me as an invalid whose +health was undermined by a wasting illness and who needed +nursing and coddling on the slightest provocation. Instead +of drawing Nature's inference that, what cannot live, +should die, she clung to the slender thread of life that +sometimes threatened to break--but never on these drives. +I often told her that, if I could make my living by +driving instead of teaching, I should feel the stronger, +the healthier, and the better for it--my main problem +would have been solved. But she, with a woman's instinct +for shelter and home, cowered down before every one of +Nature's menaces. And yet she bore up with remarkable +courage. + +A mile or so before I came to the turn in my road the +forest withdrew on both sides, yielding space to the +fields and elbow-room for the wind to unfold its wings. +As soon as its full force struck the cutter, the curtains +began to emit that crackling sound which indicates to +the sailor that he has turned his craft as far into the +wind as he can safely do without losing speed. Little +ripples ran through the bulging canvas. As yet I sat snug +and sheltered within, my left shoulder turned to the +weather, but soon I sighted dimly a curtain of trees that +ran at right angles to my road. Behind it there stood a +school building, and beyond that I should have to turn +south. I gave the horses a walk. I decided to give them +a walk of five minutes for every hour they trotted along. +We reached the corner that way and I started them up +again. + +Instantly things changed. We met the wind at an angle of +about thirty degrees from the southeast. The air looked +thick ahead. I moved into the left-hand corner of the +seat, and though the full force of the wind did not strike +me there, the whirling snow did not respect my shelter. +It blew in slantways under the top, then described a +curve upward, and downward again, as if it were going to +settle on the right end of the back. But just before it +touched the back, it turned at a sharp angle and piled +on to my right side. A fair proportion of it reached my +face which soon became wet and then caked over with ice. +There was a sting to the flakes which made them rather +disagreeable. My right eye kept closing up, and I had to +wipe it ever so often to keep it open. The wind, too, +for the first and only time on my drives, somehow found +an entrance into the lower part of the cutter box, and +though my feet were resting on the heater and my legs +were wrapped, first in woollen and then in leather +leggings, besides being covered with a good fur robe, my +left side soon began to feel the cold. It may be that +this comparative discomfort, which I had to endure for +the better part of the day, somewhat coloured the kind +of experience this drive became. + +As far as the road was concerned, I had as yet little to +complain of. About three miles from the turn there stood +a Lutheran church frequented by the Russian Germans that +formed a settlement for miles around. They had made the +trail for me on these three miles, and even for a matter +of four or five miles south of the church, as I found +out. It is that kind of a road which you want for long +drives: where others who have short drives and, therefore, +do not need to consider their horses break the crust of +the snow and pack it down. I hoped that a goodly part of +my day's trip would be in the nature of a chain of shorter, +much frequented stretches; and on the whole I was not to +be disappointed. + +Doubtless all my readers know how a country road that is +covered with from two to three feet of snow will look +when the trail is broken. There is a smooth expanse, +mostly somewhat hardened at the surface, and there are +two deep-cut tracks in it, each about ten to twelve inches +wide, sharply defined, with the snow at the bottom packed +down by the horses' feet and the runners of the respective +conveyances. So long as you have such a trail and horses +with road sense, you do not need to worry about your +directions, no matter how badly it may blow. Horses that +are used to travelling in the snow will never leave the +trail, for they dread nothing so much as breaking in on +the sides. This fact released my attention for other +things. + +Now I thought again for a while of home, of how my wife +would be worrying, how even the little girl would be +infected by her nervousness--how she would ask, "Mamma, +is Daddy in ... now?" But I did not care to follow up +these thoughts too far. They made me feel too soft. + +After that I just sat there for a while and looked ahead. +But I saw only the whirl, whirl, whirl of the snow slanting +across my field of vision. You are closed in by it as by +insecure and ever receding walls when you drive in a +snowstorm. If I had met a team, I could not have seen +it, and if my safety had depended on my discerning it in +time to turn out of the road, my safety would not have +been very safe indeed. But I could rely on my horses: +they would hear the bells of any encountering conveyance +long enough ahead to betray it to me by their behaviour. +And should I not even notice that, they would turn out +in time of their own accord: they had a great deal of +road sense. + +Weariness overcame me. In the open the howling and +whistling of the wind always acts on me like a soporific. +Inside of a house it is just the reverse; I know nothing +that will keep my nerves as much on edge and prevent me +as certainly from sleeping as the voices at night of a +gale around the buildings. I needed something more definite +to look at than that prospect ahead. The snow was by this +time piling in on the seat at my right and in the box, +so as to exclude all drafts except from below I felt that +as a distinct advantage. + +Without any conscious intention I began to peer out below +the slanting edge of the left side-curtain and to watch +the sharp crest-wave of snow-spray thrown by the curve +of the runner where it cut into the freshly accumulating +mass. It looked like the wing-wave thrown to either side +by the bow of a power boat that cuts swiftly through +quiet water. From it my eye began to slip over to the +snow expanse. The road was wide, lined with brush along +the fence to the left. The fields beyond had no very +large open areas--windbreaks had everywhere been spared +out when the primeval forest had first been broken into +by the early settlers. So whatever the force of the wind +might be, no high drift layer could form. But still the +snow drifted. There was enough coming down from above to +supply material even on such a narrow strip as a road +allowance. It was the manner of this drifting that held +my eye and my attention at last. + +All this is, of course, utterly trivial. I had observed +it myself a hundred times before. I observe it again +to-day at this very writing, in the first blizzard of +the season. It always has a strange fascination for me; +but maybe I need to apologize for setting it down in +writing. + +The wind would send the snowflakes at a sharp angle +downward to the older surface. There was no impact, as +there is with rain. The flakes, of course, did not rebound. +But they did not come to rest either, not for the most +imperceptible fraction of time. As soon as they touched +the white, underlying surface, they would start to scud +along horizontally at a most amazing speed, forming with +their previous path an obtuse angle. So long as I watched +the single flake--which is quite a task, especially while +driving--it seemed to be in a tremendous hurry. It rushed +along very nearly at the speed of the wind, and that was +considerable, say between thirty-five and forty miles an +hour or even more. But then, when it hit the trail, the +crack made by horses and runners, strange to say, it did +not fall down perpendicularly, as it would have done had +it acted there under the influence of gravity alone; but +it started on a curved path towards the lower edge of +the opposite wall of the crack and there, without touching +the wall, it started back, first downward, thus making +the turn, and then upward again, towards the upper edge +of the east wall, and not in a straight line either, but +in a wavy curve, rising very nearly but not quite to the +edge; and only then would it settle down against the +eastern wall of the track, helping to fill it in. I +watched this with all the utmost effort of attention of +which I was capable. I became intensely interested in my +observations. I even made sure--as sure as anybody can +be of anything--that the whole of this curious path lay +in the same perpendicular plane which ran from the +southeast to the northwest, that is to say in the direction +of the main current of the wind. I have since confirmed +these observations many times. + +I am aware of the fact that nobody--nobody whom I know, +at least--takes the slightest interest in such things. +People watch birds because some "Nature-Study-cranks" (I +am one of them) urge it in the schools. Others will make +desultory observations on "Weeds" or "Native Trees." Our +school work in this respect seems to me to be most +ridiculously and palpably superficial. Worst of all, most +of it is dry as dust, and it leads nowhere. I sometimes +fear there is something wrong with my own mentality. But +to me it seems that the Kingdom of Heaven lies all around +us, and that most of us simply prefer the moving-picture- +show. I have kept weather records for whole seasons--brief +notes on the everyday observations of mere nothings. You, +for whom above all I am setting these things down, will +find them among my papers one day. They would seem +meaningless to most of my fellow men, I believe; to me +they are absorbingly interesting reading when once in a +great while I pick an older record up and glance it over. +But this is digressing. + +Now slowly, slowly another fact came home to me. This +unanimous, synchronous march of all the flakes coming +down over hundreds of square miles--and I was watching +it myself over miles upon miles of road--in spite of the +fact that every single flake seemed to be in the greatest +possible hurry--was, judged as a whole, nevertheless an +exceedingly leisurely process. In one respect it reminded +me of bees swarming; watch the single bee, and it seems +to fly at its utmost speed; watch the swarm, and it seems +to be merely floating along. The reason, of course, is +entirely different. The bees wheel and circle around +individually, the whole swarm revolves--if I remember +right, Burroughs has well described it (as what has he +not?). [Footnote: Yes; I looked it up. See the "Pastoral +Bees" in "Locusts and Wild Honey."] But the snow will +not change its direction while drifting in a wind that +blows straight ahead. Its direction is from first to last +the resultant of the direction of the wind and that of +the pull of gravity, into which there enters besides only +the ratio of the strengths of these two forces. The single +snowflake is to the indifferent eye something infinitesimal, +too small to take individual notice of, once it reaches +the ground. For most of us it hardly has any separate +existence, however it may be to more astute observers. +We see the flakes in the mass, and we judge by results. +Now firstly, to talk of results, the filling up of a +hollow, unless the drifting snow is simply picked up from +the ground where it lay ready from previous falls, proceeds +itself rather slowly and in quite a leisurely way. But +secondly, and this is the more important reason, the wind +blows in waves of greater and lesser density; these +waves--and I do not know whether this observation has +ever been recorded though doubtless it has been made by +better observers than I am--these waves, I say, are +propagated in a direction opposite to that of the wind. +They are like sound-waves sent into the teeth of the +wind, only they travel more slowly. Anybody who has +observed a really splashing rain on smooth ground--on a +cement sidewalk, for instance--must have observed that +the rebounding drops, like those that are falling, form +streaks, because they, too, are arranged in vertical +layers--or sheets--of greater and lesser density--or +maybe the term "frequency" would be more appropriate; +and these streaks travel as compared with the wind, and, +as compared with its direction, they travel against it. +It is this that causes the curious criss-cross pattern +of falling and rebounding rain-streaks in heavy showers. +Quite likely there are more competent observers who might +analyze these phenomena better than I can do it; but if +nobody else does, maybe I shall one day make public a +little volume containing observations on our summer rains. +But again I am digressing. + +The snow, then, hits the surface of the older layers in +waves, no matter whether the snow is freshly falling or +merely drifting; and it is these waves that you notice +most distinctly. Although they travel with the wind when +you compare their position with points on the ground--yet, +when compared with the rushing air above, it becomes +clear that they travel against it. The waves, I say, not +the flakes. The single flake never stops in its career, +except as it may be retarded by friction and other +resistances. But the aggregation of the multitudes of +flakes, which varies constantly in its substance, creates +the impression as if the snow travelled very much more +slowly than in reality it does. In other words, every +single flake, carried on by inertia, constantly passes +from one air wave to the next one, but the waves themselves +remain relatively stationary. They swing along in +undulating, comparatively slow-moving sheets which may +simply be retarded behind the speed of the wind, but more +probably form an actual reaction, set up by a positive +force counteracting the wind, whatever its origin may be. + +When at last I had fully satisfied my mind as to the +somewhat complicated mechanics of this thing, I settled +back in my seat--against a cushion of snow that had +meanwhile piled in behind my spine. If I remember right, +I had by this time well passed the church. But for a +while longer I looked out through the triangular opening +between the door of the cutter and the curtain. I did +not watch snowflakes or waves any longer, but I matured +an impression. At last it ripened into words. + +Yes, the snow, as figured in the waves, CRAWLED over the +ground. There was in the image that engraved itself on +my memory something cruel--I could not help thinking of +the "cruel, crawling foam" and the ruminating pedant +Ruskin, and I laughed. "The cruel, crawling snow!" Yes, +and in spite of Ruskin and his "Pathetic Fallacy," there +it was! Of course, the snow is not cruel. Of course, it +merely is propelled by something which, according to Karl +Pearson, I do not even with a good scientific conscience +dare to call a "force" any longer. But nevertheless, it +made the impression of cruelty, and in that lay its +fascination and beauty. It even reminded me of a cat +slowly reaching out with armed claw for the "innocent" +bird. But the cat is not cruel either--we merely call it +so! Oh, for the juggling of words!... + +Suddenly my horses brought up on a farmyard. They had +followed the last of the church-goers' trails, had not +seen any other trail ahead and faithfully done their +horse-duty by staying on what they considered to be the +road. + +I had reached the northern limit of that two-mile stretch +of wild land. In summer there is a distinct and good road +here, but for the present the snow had engulfed it. When +I had turned back to the bend of the trail, I was for +the first time up against a small fraction of what was +to come. No trail, and no possibility of telling the +direction in which I was going! Fortunately I realized +the difficulty right from the start. Before setting out, +I looked back to the farm and took my bearings from the +fence of the front yard which ran north-south. Then I +tried to hold to the line thus gained as best I could. +It was by no means an easy matter, for I had to wind my +weary way around old and new drifts, brush and trees. +The horses were mostly up to their knees in snow, carefully +lifting their hindlegs to place them in the cavities +which their forelegs made. Occasionally, much as I tried +to avoid it, I had to make a short dash through a snow +dam thrown up over brush that seemed to encircle me +completely. The going, to be sure, was not so heavy as +it had been the day before on the corner of the marsh, +but on the other hand I could not see as far beyond the +horses' heads. And had I been able to see, the less +conspicuous landmarks would not have helped me since I +did not know them. It took us about an hour to cross this +untilled and unfenced strip. I came out on the next +crossroad, not more than two hundred yards east of where +I should have come out. I considered that excellent; but +I soon was to understand that it was owing only to the +fact that so far I had had no flying drifts to go through. +Up to this point the snow was "crawling" only wherever +the thicket opened up a little. What blinded my vision +had so far been only the new, falling snow. + +I am sure I looked like a snowman. Whenever I shook my +big gauntlets bare, a cloud of exceedingly fine and hard +snow crystals would hit my face; and seeing how much I +still had ahead, I cannot say that I liked the sensation. +I was getting thoroughly chilled by this time. The mercury +probably stood at somewhere between minus ten and twenty. +The very next week I made one trip at forty below--a +thermometer which I saw and the accuracy of which I have +reason to doubt showed minus forty-eight degrees. Anyway, +it was the coldest night of the winter, but I was not to +suffer then. I remember how about five in the morning, +when I neared the northern correction line, my lips began +to stiffen; hard, frozen patches formed on my cheeks, +and I had to allow the horses to rub their noses on fence +posts or trees every now and then, to knock the big +icicles off and to prevent them from freezing up +altogether--but. my feet and my hands and my body kept +warm, for there was no wind. On drives like these your +well-being depends largely on the state of your feet and +hands. But on this return trip I surely did suffer. Every +now and then my fingers would turn curd-white, and I had +to remove my gauntlets and gloves, and to thrust my hands +under my wraps, next to my body. I also froze two toes +rather badly. And what I remember as particularly +disagreeable, was that somehow my scalp got chilled. +Slowly, slowly the wind seemed to burrow its way under +my fur-cap and into my hair. After a while it became +impossible for me to move scalp or brows. One side of my +face was now thickly caked over with ice--which protected, +but also on account of its stiffness caused a minor +discomfort. So far, however, I had managed to keep both my +eyes at work. And for a short while I needed them just now. + +We were crossing a drift which had apparently not been +broken into since it had first been piled up the previous +week. Such drifts are dangerous because they will bear +up for a while under the horses' weight, and then the +hard pressed crust will break and reveal a softer core +inside. Just that happened here, and exactly at a moment, +too, when the drifting snow caught me with its full force +and at its full height. It was a quarter-minute of +stumbling, jumping, pulling one against the other--and +then a rally, and we emerged in front of a farmyard from +which a fairly fresh trail led south. This trail was +filled in, it is true, for the wind here pitched the snow +by the shovelful, but the difference in colour between +the pure white, new snow that filled it and the older +surface to both sides made it sufficiently distinct for +the horses to guide them. They plodded along. + +Here miles upon miles of open fields lay to the southeast, +and the snow that fell over all these fields was at once +picked up by the wind and started its irresistible march +to the northwest. And no longer did it crawl. Since it +was bound upon a long-distance trip, somewhere in its +career it would be caught in an upward sweep of the wind +and thrown aloft, and then it would hurtle along at the +speed of the wind, blotting everything from sight, hitting +hard whatever it encountered, and piling in wherever it +found a sheltered space. The height of this drifting snow +layer varies, of course, directly and jointly (here the +teacher makes fun of his mathematics) as the amount of +loose snow available and as the carrying force of the +wind. Many, many years ago I once saved the day by climbing +on to the seat of my cutter and looking around from this +vantage-point. I was lost and had no idea of where I was. +There was no snowstorm going on at the time, but a recent +snowfall was being driven along by a merciless northern +gale. As soon as I stood erect on my seat, my head reached +into a less dense drift layer, and I could clearly discern +a farmhouse not more than a few hundred yards away. I +had been on the point of accepting it as a fact that I +was lost. Those tactics would not have done on this +particular day, there being the snowstorm to reckon with. +For the moment, not being lost, I was in no need of them, +anyway. But even later the possible but doubtful advantage +to be gained by them seemed more than offset by the great +and certain disadvantage of having to get out of my robes +and to expose myself to the chilling wind. + +This north-south road was in the future invariably to +seem endlessly long to me. There were no very prominent +landmarks--a school somewhere--and there was hardly any +change in the monotony of driving. As for landmarks, I +should mention that there was one more at least. About +two miles from the turn into that town which I have +mentioned I crossed a bridge, and beyond this bridge the +trail sloped sharply up in an s-shaped curve to a level +about twenty or twenty-five feet higher than that of the +road along which I had been driving. The bridge had a +rail on its west side; but the other rail had been broken +down in some accident and had never been replaced. I +mention this trifle because it became important in an +incident during the last drive which I am going to +describe. + +On we went. We passed the school of which I did not see +much except the flagpole. And then we came to the crossroads +where the trail bent west into the town. If I had known +the road more thoroughly, I should have turned there, +too. It would have added another two miles to my already +overlong trip, but I invariably did it later on. Firstly, +the horses will rest up much more completely when put +into a stable for feeding. And secondly, there always +radiate from a town fairly well beaten trails. It is a +mistake to cut across from one such trail to another. +The straight road, though much shorter, is apt to be +entirely untravelled, and to break trail after a heavy +snowstorm is about as hard a task as any that you can +put your team up against. I had the road; there was no +mistaking it; it ran along between trees and fences which +were plainly visible; but there were ditches and brush +buried under the snow which covered the grade to a depth +of maybe three feet, and every bit of these drifts was +of that treacherous character that I have described. + +If you look at some small drift piled up, maybe, against +the glass pane of a storm window, you can plainly see +how the snow, even in such a miniature pile, preserves +the stratified appearance which is the consequence of +its being laid down in layers of varying density. Now +after it has been lying for some time, it will form a +crust on top which is sometimes the effect of wind pressure +and sometimes--under favourable conditions--of superficial +glaciation. A similar condensation takes place at the +bottom as the result of the work of gravity: a harder +core will form. Between the two there is layer upon layer +of comparatively softer snow. In these softer layers the +differences which are due to the stratified precipitation +still remain. And frequently they will make the going +particularly uncertain; for a horse will break through +in stages only. He thinks that he has reached the carrying +stratum, gets ready to take his next step--thereby throwing +his whole weight on two or at best three feet--and just +when he is off his balance, there is another caving in. +I believe it is this what makes horses so nervous when +crossing drifts. Later on in the winter there is, of +course, the additional complication of successive snowfalls. +The layers from this cause are usually clearly discernible +by differences in colour. + +I have never figured out just how far I went along this +entirely unbroken road, but I believe it must have been +for two miles. I know that my horses were pretty well +spent by the time we hit upon another trail. It goes +without saying that this trail, too, though it came from +town, had not been gone over during the day and therefore +consisted of nothing but a pair of whiter ribbons on the +drifts; but underneath these ribbons the snow was packed. +Hardly anybody cares to be out on a day like that, not +even for a short drive. And though in this respect I +differ in my tastes from other people, provided I can +keep myself from actually getting chilled, even I began +to feel rather forlorn, and that is saying a good deal. + +A few hundred yards beyond the point where we had hit +upon this new trail which was only faintly visible, the +horses turned eastward, on to a field. Between two posts +the wire of the fence had been taken down, and since I +could not see any trail leading along the road further +south, I let my horses have their will. I knew the farm +on which we were. It was famous all around for its +splendid, pure-bred beef cattle herd. I had not counted +on crossing it, but I knew that after a mile of this +field trail I should emerge on the farmyard, and since +I was particularly well acquainted with the trail from +there across the wild land to Bell's corner, it suited +me to do as my horses suggested. As a matter of fact this +trail became--with the exception of one drive--my regular +route for the rest of the winter. Never again was I to +meet with the slightest mishap on this particular run. +But to-day I was to come as near getting lost as I ever +came during the winter, on those drives to and from the +north. + +For the next ten minutes I watched the work of the wind +on the open field. As is always the case with me, I was +not content with recording a mere observation. I had +watched the thing a hundred times before. "Observing" +means to me as much finding words to express what I see +as it means the seeing itself. Now, when a housewife +takes a thin sheet that is lying on the bed and shakes +it up without changing its horizontal position, the +running waves of air caught under the cloth will throw +it into a motion very similar to that which the wind +imparts to the snow-sheets, only that the snow-sheets +will run down instead of up. Under a good head of wind +there is a vehemence in this motion that suggests anger +and a violent disposition. The sheets of snow are "flapped" +down. Then suddenly the direction of the wind changes +slightly, and the sheet is no longer flapped down but +blown up. At the line where the two motions join we have +that edge the appearance of which suggested to me the +comparison with "exfoliated" rock in a previous paper. +It is for this particular stage in the process of bringing +about that appearance that I tentatively proposed the +term "adfoliation." "Adfoliated" edges are always to be +found on the lee side of the sheet. + +Sometimes, however, the opposite process will bring about +nearly the same result. The snow-sheet has been spread, +and a downward sweep of violent wind will hit the surface, +denting it, scraping away an edge of the top layer, and +usually gripping through into lower layers; then, +rebounding, it will lift the whole sheet up again, or +any part of it; and, shattering it into its component +crystals, will throw these aloft and afar to be laid down +again further on. This is true "exfoliation." Since it +takes a more violent burst of wind to effect this true +exfoliation than it does to bring about the adfoliation, +and since, further, the snow once indented, will yield +to the depth of several layers, the true exfoliation +edges are usually thicker than the others: and, of course, +they are always to be found on the wind side. + +Both kinds of lines are wavy lines because the sheets of +wind are undulating. In this connection I might repeat +once more that the straight line seems to be quite unknown +in Nature, as also is uniformity of motion. I once watched +very carefully a ferry cable strung across the bottom of +a mighty river, and, failing to discover any theoretical +reason for its vibratory motion, I was thrown back upon +proving to my own satisfaction that the motion even of +that flowing water in the river was the motion of a pulse; +and I still believe that my experiments were conclusive. +Everybody, of course, is familiar with the vibrations of +telephone wires in a breeze. That humming sound which +they emit would indeed be hard to explain without the +assumption of a pulsating blow. Of course, it is easy to +prove this pulsation in air. From certain further +observations, which I do not care to speak about at +present, I am inclined to assume a pulsating arrangement, +or an alternation of layers of greater and lesser density +in all organised--that is, crystalline--matter; for +instance, in even such an apparently uniform block as a +lump of metallic gold or copper or iron. This arrangement, +of course, may be disturbed by artificial means; but if +it is, the matter seems to be in an unstable condition, +as is proved, for instance, by the sudden, unexpected +breaking of apparently perfectly sound steel rails. There +seems to be a condition of matter which so far we have +largely failed to take into account or to utilise in +human affairs... + +I reached the yard, crossed it, and swung out through +the front gate. Nowhere was anybody to be seen. The yard +itself is sheltered by a curtain of splendid wild trees +to the north, the east, and the south. So I had a breathing +spell for a few minutes. I could also clearly see the +gap in this windbreak through which I must reach the +open. I think I mentioned that on the previous drive, +going north, I had found the road four or five miles east +of here very good indeed. But the reason had been that +just this windbreak, which angles over to what I have +been calling the twelve-mile bridge, prevented all serious +drifting while the wind came from the north. To-day I +was to find things different, for to the south the land +was altogether open. The force of the wind alone was +sufficient to pull the horses back to a walk, before we +even had quite reached the open plain. It was a little +after four when I crossed the gap, and I knew that I +should have to make the greater part of what remained in +darkness. I was about twelve miles from town, I should +judge. The horses had not been fed. So, as soon as I saw +how things were, I turned back into the shelter of the +bluff to feed. I might have gone to the farm, but I was +afraid it would cost too much time. After this I always +went into town and fed in the stable. While the horses +were eating and resting, I cleaned the cutter of snow +looked after my footwarmer, and, by tramping about and +kicking against the tree trunks, tried to get my benumbed +circulation started again. My own lunch on examination +proved to be frozen into one hard, solid lump. So I +decided to go without it and to save it for my supper. + +At half past four we crossed the gap in the bluffs for +the second time. + +Words fail me to describe or even to suggest the fury of +the blast and of the drift into which we emerged. For a +moment I thought the top of the cutter would be blown +off. With the twilight that had set in the wind had +increased to a baffling degree. The horses came as near +as they ever came, in any weather, to turning on me and +refusing to face the gale. And what with my blurred +vision, the twisting and dodging about of the horses, +and the gathering dusk, I soon did not know any longer +where I was. There was ample opportunity to go wrong. +Copses, single trees, and burnt stumps which dotted the +wilderness had a knack of looming up with startling +suddenness in front or on the side, sometimes dangerously +close to the cutter. It was impossible to look straight +ahead, because the ice crystals which mimicked snow cut +right into my eyes and made my lids smart with soreness. +Underfoot the rough ground seemed like a heaving sea. +The horses would stumble, and the cutter would pitch over +from one side to the other in the most alarming way. I +saw no remedy. It was useless to try to avoid the +obstacles--only once did I do so, and that time I had to +back away from a high stump against which my drawbar had +brought up. The pitching and rolling of the cutter +repeatedly shook me out of my robes, and if, when starting +up again from the bluff, I had felt a trifle more +comfortable, that increment of consolation was soon lost. + +We wallowed about--there is only this word to suggest +the motion. To all intents and purposes I was lost. But +still there was one thing, provided it had not changed, +to tell me the approximate direction--the wind. It had +been coming from the south-southeast. So, by driving +along very nearly into its teeth, I could, so I thought, +not help emerging on the road to town. + +Repeatedly I wished I had taken the old trail. That +fearful drift in the bush beyond the creek, I thought, +surely had settled down somewhat in twenty-four hours. +[Footnote: As a matter of fact I was to see it once more +before the winter was over, and I found it settled down +to about one third its original height. This was partly +the result of superficial thawing. But still even then, +shortly before the final thaw-up, it looked formidable +enough.] I had had as much or more of unbroken trail +to-day as on the day before. On the whole, though, I +still believed that the four miles across the corner of +the marsh south of the creek had been without a parallel +in their demands on the horses' endurance. And gradually +I came to see that after all the horses probably would +have given out before this, under the cumulative effect +of two days of it, had they not found things somewhat +more endurable to-day. + +We wallowed along... And then we stopped. I shouted to +the horses--nothing but a shout could have the slightest +effect against the wind. They started to fidget and to +dance and to turn this way and that, but they would not +go. I wasted three or four minutes before I shook free +of my robes and jumped out to investigate. Well, we were +in the corner formed by two fences--caught as in a trap. +I was dumbfounded. I did not know of any fence in these +parts, of none where I thought I should be. And how had +we got into it? I had not passed through any gate. There +was, of course, no use in conjecturing. If the wind had +not veered around completely, one of the fences must run +north-south, the other one east-west, and we were in the +southeast corner of some farm. Where there was a fence, +I was likely to find a farmyard. It could not be to the +east, so there remained three guesses. I turned back to +the west. I skirted the fence closely, so closely that +even in the failing light and in spite of the drifting +snow I did not lose sight of it. Soon the going began to +be less rough; the choppy motion of the cutter seemed to +indicate that we were on fall-ploughed land; and not much +later Peter gave a snort. We were apparently nearing a +group of buildings. I heard the heavy thump of galloping +horses, and a second later I saw a light which moved. + +I hailed the man; and he came over and answered my +questions. Yes, the wind had turned somewhat; it came +nearly from the east now (so that was what had misled +me); I was only half a mile west of my old trail, but +still, for all that, nearly twelve miles from town. In +this there was good news as well as bad. I remembered +the place now; just south of the twelve-mile bridge I +had often caught sight of it to the west. Instead of +crossing the wild land along its diagonal, I had, deceived +by the changed direction of the wind, skirted its northern +edge, holding close to the line of poplars. I thought of +the fence: yes, the man who answered my questions was +renting from the owner of that pure-bred Angus herd; he +was hauling wood for him and had taken the fence on the +west side down. I had passed between two posts without +noticing them. He showed me the south gate and gave me +the general direction. He even offered my horses water, +which they drank eagerly enough. But he did not offer +bed and stable-room for the night; nor did he open the +gate for me, as I had hoped he would. I should have +declined the night's accommodation, but I should have +been grateful for a helping hand at the gate. I had to +get out of my wraps to open it. And meanwhile I had been +getting out and in so often, that I did no longer even +care to clean my feet of snow; I simply pushed the heater +aside so as to prevent it from melting. + +I "bundled in"--that word, borrowed from an angry lady, +describes my mood perhaps better than anything else I +might say. And yet, though what followed, was not exactly +pleasure, my troubles were over for the day. The horses, +of course, still had a weary, weary time of it, but as +soon as we got back to our old trail--which we presently +did--they knew the road at least. I saw that the very +moment we reached it by the way they turned on to it and +stepped out more briskly. + +From this point on we had about eleven miles to make, +and every step of it was made at a walk. I cannot, of +course say much about the road. There was nothing for me +to do except as best I could to fight the wind. I got my +tarpaulin out from under the seat and spread it over +myself. I verily believe I nodded repeatedly. It did not +matter. I knew that the horses would take me home, and +since it was absolutely dark, I could not have helped it +had they lost their way. A few times, thinking that I +noticed an improvement in the road, I tried to speed the +horses up; but when Dan at last, in an attempt to respond, +went down on his knees, I gave it up. Sometimes we pitched +and rolled again for a space, but mostly things went +quietly enough. The wind made a curious sound, something +between an infuriated whistle and the sibilant noise a +man makes when he draws his breath in sharply between +his teeth. + +I do not know how long we may have been going that way. +But I remember how at last suddenly and gradually I +realized that there was a change in our motion. Suddenly, +I say--for the realization of the change came as a +surprise; probably I had been nodding, and I started up. +Gradually--for I believe it took me quite an appreciable +time before I awoke to the fact that the horses at last +were trotting. It was a weary, slow, jogging trot--but +it electrified me, for I knew at once that we were on +our very last mile. I strained my eye-sight, but I could +see no light ahead. In fact, we were crossing the bridge +before I saw the first light of the town. + +The livery stable was deserted. I had to open the doors, +to drive in, to unhitch, to unharness, and to feed the +horses myself. And then I went home to my cold and lonesome +house. + +It was a cheerless night. + + + + +SIX +A Call for Speed + +I held the horses in at the start. Somehow they realized +that a new kind of test was ahead. They caught the +infection of speed from my voice, I suppose, or from my +impatience. They had not been harnessed by the hostler +either. When I came to the stable--it was in the forenoon, +too, at an hour when they had never been taken out +before--the hostler had been away hauling feed. The boys +whom I had pressed into service had pulled the cutter +out into the street; it was there we hitched up. Everything, +then, had been different from the way they had been used +to. So, when at last I clicked my tongue, they bounded +off as if they were out for a sprint of a few miles only. + +I held them in and pulled them down to a trot; for of +all days to-day was it of the utmost importance that +neither one of them should play out. At half past twelve +a telephone message had reached me, after having passed +through three different channels, that my little girl +was sick; and over the wire it had a sinister, lugubrious, +reticent sound, as if the worst was held back. Details +had not come through, so I was told. My wife was sending +a call for me to come home as quickly as I possibly could; +nothing else. It was Thursday. The Sunday before I had +left wife and child in perfect health. But scarlatina +and diphtheria were stalking the plains. The message had +been such a shock to me that I had acted with automatic +precision. I had notified the school-board and asked the +inspector to substitute for me; and twenty minutes after +word had reached me I crossed the bridge on the road to +the north. + +The going was heavy but not too bad. Two nights ago there +had been a rather bad snowstorm and a blow, and during +the last night an exceedingly slight and quiet fall had +followed it. Just now I had no eye for its beauty, though. + +I was bent on speed, and that meant watching the horses +closely; they must not be allowed to follow their own +bent. There was no way of communicating with my wife; so +that, whatever I could do, was left entirely to my +divination. I had picked up a few things at the drug +store--things which had occurred to me on the spur of +the moment as likely to be needed; but now I started a +process of analysis and elimination. Pneumonia, diphtheria, +scarlatina and measles--all these were among the more +obvious possibilities. I was enough of a doctor to trust +my ability to diagnose. I knew that my wife would in that +respect rather rely on me than on the average country-town +practitioner. All the greater was my responsibility. + +Since the horses had not been fed for their midday-meal, +I had in any case to put in at the one-third-way town. +It had a drug store; so there was my last chance of +getting what might possibly be needed. I made a list of +remedies and rehearsed it mentally till I felt sure I +should not omit anything of which I had thought. + +Then I caught myself at driving the horses into a gallop. +It was hard to hold in. I must confess that I thought +but little of the little girl's side of it; more of my +wife's; most of all of my own. That seems selfish. But +ever since the little girl was born, there had been only +one desire which filled my life. Where I had failed, she +was to succeed. Where I had squandered my energies and +opportunities, she was to use them to some purpose. What +I might have done but had not done, she was to do. She +was to redeem me. I was her natural teacher. Teaching +her became henceforth my life-work. When I bought a book, +I carefully considered whether it would help her one day +or not before I spent the money. Deprived of her, I myself +came to a definite and peremptory end. With her to continue +my life, there was still some purpose in things, some +justification for existence. + +Most serious-minded men at my age, I believe, become +profoundly impressed with the futility of "it all." Unless +we throw ourselves into something outside of our own +personality, life is apt to impress us as a great mockery. +I am afraid that at the bottom of it there lies the +recognition of the fact that we ourselves were not worth +while, that we did not amount to what we had thought we +should amount to; that we did not measure up to the +exigencies of eternities to come. Children are among the +most effective means devised by Nature to delude us into +living on. Modern civilization has, on the whole, deprived +us of the ability for the enjoyment of the moment. It +raises our expectations too high--realization is bound +to fall short, no matter what we do. We live in an +artificial atmosphere. So we submerge ourselves in +business, profession, or superficial amusement. We live +for something--do not merely live. The wage-slave lives +for the evening's liberty, the business man for his +wealth, the preacher for his church. I used to live for +my school. Then a moment like the one I was living through +arrives. Nature strips down our pretences with a relentless +finger, and we stand, bare of disguises, as helpless +failures. We have lost the childlike power of living +without conscious aims. Sometimes, when the aims have +faded already in the gathering dusk, we still go on by +the momentum acquired. Inertia carries us over the dead +points--till a cog breaks somewhere, and our whole +machinery of life comes to with a jar. If no such awakening +supervenes, since we never live in the present, we are +always looking forward to what never comes; and so life +slips by, unlived. + +If my child was taken from me, it meant that my future +was made meaningless. I felt that I might just as well +lie down and die. + +There was injustice in this, I know I was reasoning, as +it were, in a phantom world. Actualities, outlooks, +retrospections--my view of them had been jarred and +distorted by an unexpected, stunning blow. For that it +did not really matter how things actually were up north. +I had never yet faced such possibilities; they opened up +like an abyss which I had skirted in the dark, unknowingly. +True, my wife was something like a child to me. I was +old enough to be her father, older even in mind than in +actual years. But she, too, by marrying an aging man, +had limited her own development, as it were, by mine. +Nor was she I, after all. My child was. The outlook +without her was night. Such a life was not to be lived. + +There was the lash of a scourge in these thoughts, so +that I became nervous, impatient, and unjust--even to +the horses. Peter stumbled, and I came near punishing +him with my whip. But I caught myself just before I +yielded to the impulse. I was doing exactly what I should +not do. If Peter stumbled, it was more my own fault than +his. I should have watched the road more carefully instead +of giving in to the trend of my thoughts. A stumble every +five minutes, and over a drive of forty-five miles: that +might mean a delay of half an hour--it might mean the +difference between "in time" and "too late." I did not +know what waited at the other end of the road. It was my +business to find out, not to indulge in mere surmises +and forebodings. + +So, with an effort, I forced my attention to revert to +the things around. And Nature, with her utter lack of +sentiment, is after all the only real soother of anguished +nerves. With my mind in the state it was in, the drive +would indeed have been nothing less than torture, had I +not felt, sometimes even against my will, mostly without +at any rate consciously yielding to it, the influence of +that merriest of all winter sights which surrounded me. + +The fresh fall of snow, which had come over night, was +exceedingly slight. It had come down softly, floatingly, +with all the winds of the prairies hushed, every flake +consisting of one or two large, flat crystals only, which, +on account of the nearly saturated air, had gone on +growing by condensation till they touched the ground. +Such a condition of the atmosphere never holds out in a +prolonged snowfall, may it come down ever so soft-footedly; +the first half hour exhausts the moisture content of the +air. After that the crystals are the ordinary, small, +six-armed "stars" which bunch together into flakes. But +if the snowfall is very slight, the moisture content of +the lower air sometimes is not exhausted before it stops; +those large crystals remain at the surface and are not +buried out of sight by the later fall. These large, +coarse, slablike crystals reflect as well as refract the +light of the sun. There is not merely the sparkle and +glitter, but also the colour play. Facing north, you see +only glittering points of white light; but, facing the +sun, you see every colour of the rainbow, and you see it +with that coquettish, sudden flash which snow shares only +with the most precious of stones. + +Through such a landscape covered with the thinnest possible +sheet of the white glitter we sped. A few times, in +heavier snow, the horses were inclined to fall into a +walk; but a touch of the whip sent them into line again. +I began to view the whole situation more quietly. +Considering that we had forty-five miles to go, we were +doing very well indeed. We made Bell's corner in forty +minutes, and still I was saving the horses' strength. + +On to the wild land we turned, where the snow underfoot +was soft and free from those hard clods that cause the +horses' feet to stumble. I beguiled the time by watching +the distance through the surrounding brush. Everybody, +of course, has noticed how the open landscape seems to +turn when you speed along. The distance seems to stand +still, while the foreground rushes past you. The whole +countryside seems to become a revolving, horizontal wheel +with its hub at the horizon. It is different when you +travel fast through half open bush, so that the eye on +its way to the edge of the visible world looks past trees +and shrubs. In that case there are two points which speed +along: you yourself, and with you, engaged, as it were, +in a race with you, the distance. You can go many miles +before your horizon changes. But between it and yourself +the foreground is rushed back like a ribbon. There is no +impression of wheeling; there is no depth to that ribbon +which moves backward and past. You are also more distinctly +aware that it is not the objects near you which move, +but you yourself. Only a short distance from you trees +and objects seem rather to move with you, though more +slowly; and faster and faster all things seem to be moving +in the same direction with you, the farther away they +are, till at last the utmost distance rushes along at an +equal speed, behind all the stems of the shrubs and the +trees, and keeps up with you. + +So is it truly in life. My childhood seems as near to me +now as it was when I was twenty--nearer, I sometimes +think; but the years of my early manhood have rushed by +like that ribbon and are half swallowed by oblivion. + +This line of thought threw me back into heavier moods. +And yet, since now I banished the hardest of all thoughts +hard to bear, I could not help succumbing to the influence +of Nature's merry mood. I did so even more than I liked. +I remember that, while driving through the beautiful +natural park that masks the approach to the one-third-way +town from the south, I as much as reproached myself +because I allowed Nature to interfere with my grim purpose +of speed. Half intentionally I conjured up the vision of +an infinitely lonesome old age for myself, and again the +sudden palpitation in my veins nearly prompted me to send +my horses into a gallop. But instantly I checked myself. +Not yet, I thought. On that long stretch north, beyond +the bridge, there I was going to drive them at their +utmost speed. I was unstrung, I told myself; this was +mere sentimentalism; no emotional impulses were of any +value; careful planning only counted. So I even pulled +the horses back to a walk. I wanted to feed them shortly +after reaching the stable. They must not be hot, or I +should have trouble. + +Then we turned into the main street of the town. In front +of the stable I deliberately assumed the air of a man of +leisure. The hostler came out and greeted me. I let him +water the horses and waited, watch in hand. They got some +hay, and five minutes after I had stopped, I poured their +oats into the feeding boxes. + +Then to the drug store--it was locked. I hunted the +druggist all over town for nearly twenty minutes. Everybody +had seen him a short while ago; everybody knew exactly +where he had been a minute before; but nobody could +discover him just then. I worked myself into a veritable +frenzy of hurry. The moisture began to break out all over +my body. I rushed back to the livery stable to tell the +hostler to hitch up again--and there stood the druggist, +looking my horses over! I shall not repeat what I said. + +Five minutes later I had what I wanted, and after a few +minutes more I walked my horses out of town. It had taken +me an hour and fifty minutes to make the town, and +thirty-five minutes to leave it behind. + +One piece of good news I received before leaving. While +I was getting into my robes and the hostler hooked up, +he told me that no fewer than twenty-two teams had that +very morning come in with cordwood from the northern +correction line. They had made a farm halfways to town +by nightfall of the day before; the rest they had gone +that very day. So there would be an unmistakable trail +all the way, and there was no need to worry over the +snow. + +I walked the horses for a while; then, when we were +swinging round the turn to the north, on that long, +twenty-mile grade, I speeded them up. The trail was good: +that just about summarizes what I remember of the road. +All details were submerged in one now, and that one was +speed. The horses, which were in prime condition, gave +me their best. Sometimes we went over long stretches that +were sandy under that inch or so of new snow--with sand +blown over the older drifts from the fields--stretches +where under ordinary circumstances I should have walked +my horses--at a gallop. Once or twice we crossed bad +drifts with deep holes in them, made by horses that were +being wintered outside and that had broken in before the +snow had hardened down sufficiently to carry them. There, +of course, I had to go slowly. But as soon as the trail +was smooth again, the horses would fall back into their +stride without being urged. They had, as I said, caught +the infection. My yearning for speed was satisfied at last. + +Four sights stand out. + +The first is of just such bunches of horses that were +being brought through the winter with practically no yard +feeding at all; and consequently their healthy outdoor +looks, and their velvety rumps were very conspicuous as +they scattered away from the trail on our approach. +Several times we dashed right in among them, and I had +to shout in order to clear the road. They did not like +to leave the firm footing on the trail, where they fed +by pawing away the snow on both sides and baring the +weeds. Sometimes a whole bunch of them would thunder +along in a stampede ahead of us till they came to a +cross-trail or to a farmyard; there we left them behind. +Sometimes only one of them would thus try to keep in +front, while the rest jumped off into the drifts; but, +being separated from his mates, he would stop at last +and ponder how to get back to them till we were right on +him again. There was, then, no way to rejoin those left +behind except by doing what he hated to do, by getting +off the trail and jumping into the dreaded snow, thus +giving us the right of way. And when, at last, he did +so, he felt sadly hampered and stopped close to the trail, +looking at us in a frightened and helpless sort of way +while we dashed by. + +The next sight, too, impressed me with the degree to +which snow handicaps the animal life of our plains. Not +more than ten feet from the heads of my horses a rabbit +started up. The horses were going at a gallop just then. +There it jumped up, unseen by myself until it moved, ears +high, eyes turned back, and giving a tremendous thump +with its big hind feet before setting out on its wild +and desperate career. We were pretty close on its heels +and going fast. For maybe a quarter of a mile it stayed +in one track, running straight ahead and at the top of +its speed so that it pulled noticeably away. Every hundred +yards or so, however, it would slow down a little, and +its jumps, as it glanced back without turning--by merely +taking a high, flying leap and throwing its head +aloft--would look strangely retarded, as if it were +jumping from a sitting posture or braking with its hind +feet while bending its body backward. Then, seeing us +follow at undiminished speed, it would straighten out +again and dart away like an arrow. At the end of its +first straight run it apparently made up its mind that +it was time to employ somewhat different tactics in order +to escape. So it jumped slantways across the soft, central +cushion of the trail into the other track. Again it ran +straight ahead for a matter of four or five hundred yards, +slowing down three or four times to reconnoitre in its +rear. After that it ran in a zigzag line, taking four or +five jumps in one track, crossing over into the other +with a gigantic leap, at an angle of not more than thirty +degrees to its former direction; then, after another four +or five bounds, crossing back again, and so on. About +every tenth jump was now a high leap for scouting purposes, +I should say. It looked breathless, frantic, and desperate. +But it kept it up for several miles. I am firmly convinced +that rabbits distinguish between the man with a gun and +the one without it. This little animal probably knew that +I had no gun. But what was it to do? It was caught on +the road with us bearing down upon it. It knew that it +did not stand a chance of getting even beyond reach of +a club if it ventured out into the deep, loose snow. +There might be dogs ahead, but it had to keep on and take +that risk. I pitied the poor thing, but I did not stop. +I wished for a cross-trail to appear, so it would be +relieved of its panic; and at last there came one, too, +which it promptly took. + +And as if to prove still more strikingly how helpless +many of our wild creatures are in deep snow, the third +sight came. We started a prairie chicken next. It had +probably been resting in the snow to the right side of +the trail. It began to run when the horses came close. +And in a sudden panic as it was, it did the most foolish +thing it possibly could do: it struck a line parallel to +the trail. Apparently the soft snow in which it sank +prevented it from taking to its wings. It had them lifted, +but it did not even use them in running as most of the +members of its family will do; it ran in little jumps or +spurts, trying its level best to keep ahead. But the +horses were faster. They caught up with it, passed it. +And slowly I pulled abreast. Its efforts certainly were +as frantic as those of the rabbit had looked. I could +have picked it up with my hands. Its beak was open with +the exertion--the way you see chickens walking about with +open beaks on a swooningly hot summer day I reached for +the whip to lower it in front of the bird and stop it +from this unequal race. It cowered down, and we left it +behind... + +We had by that time reached the narrow strip of wild land +which separated the English settlements to the south from +those of the Russian Germans to the north. We came to +the church, and like everything else it rushed back to +the rear; the school on the correction line appeared. + +Strangely, school was still on in that yellow building +at the corner. I noticed a cutter outside, with a man in +it, who apparently was waiting for his children. This is +the fourth of the pictures that stand out in my memory. +The man looked so forlorn. His horse, a big, hulking farm +beast, wore a blanket under the harness. I looked at my +watch. It was twenty-five minutes past four. Here, in +the bush country where the pioneers carve the farms out +of the wilderness, the time kept is often oddly at variance +with the time of the towns. I looked back several times, +as long as I could see the building, which was for at +least another twenty minutes; but school did not close. +Still the man sat there, humped over, patiently waiting. +It is this circumstance, I believe, which fixed in my +memory the exact hour at which I reached the correction +line. + +Beyond, on the first mile of the last road east there +was no possibility of going fast. This piece was blown +in badly. There was, however, always a trail over this +mile-long drift. The school, of course, had something to +do with that. But when you drive four feet above the +ground, with nothing but uncertain drifts on both sides +of the trail, you want to be chary of speeding your horses +along. One wrong step, and a horse might wallow in snow +up to his belly, and you would lose more time than you +could make up for in an hour's breathless career. A horse +is afraid, too, of trotting there, and it takes a great +deal of urging to make him do it. + +So we lost a little time here; but when a mile or so +farther on we reached the bush, we made up for it. This +last run of five or six miles along the correction line +consisted of one single, soft, smooth bed of snow. The +trail was cut in sharply and never drifted. Every successive +snowfall was at once packed down by the tree-fellers, +and whoever drove along, could give his horses the lines. +I did so, too, and the horses ran. + +I relaxed. I had done what I could do. Anxiety there was +hardly any now. A drive over more than forty miles, made +at the greatest obtainable speed, blunts your emotional +energies. I thought of home, to be sure, did so all the +time; but it was with expectation now, with nothing else. +Within half an hour I should know... + +Then the bush opened up. The last mile led along between +snow-buried meadows, school and house in plain view ahead. +There lay the cottage, as peaceful in the evening sun as +any house can look. Smoke curled up from its chimney and +rose in a nearly perpendicular column. I became aware of +the colder evening air, and with the chill that crept +over me I was again overwhelmed by the pitifully lonesome +looks of the place. + +Mostly I shouted when I drew near to tell of my coming. +To-day I silently swung up through the shrubby thicket +in which the cottage and the stable behind it lay embedded +and turned in to the yard. As soon as the horses stopped, +I dropped the lines, jerked the door of the cutter back, +and jumped to the ground. + +Then I stood transfixed. That very moment the door of +the cottage opened. There stood my wife, and between her +knee and the door-post a curly head pushed through, and +a child's voice shouted, "Daddy, come to the house! Daddy, +come to the house!" + +A turn to the better had set in sometime during the +morning. The fever had dropped, and quickly, as children's +illness will come, it had gone. But the message had sped +on its way, irrevocable and, therefore, unrevoked. My +wife, when she told me the tale, thought, well had she +reason to smile, for had I not thus gained an additional +holiday? + + + + +SEVEN +Skies and Scares + +We had a "soft spell" over a week end, and on Monday it +had been followed by a fearful storm--snowstorm and +blizzard, both coming from the southeast and lasting +their traditional three days before they subsided. On +Thursday, a report came in that the trail across the wild +land west of Bell's corner was closed completely--in +fact, would be impassable for the rest of the winter. +This report came with the air of authority; the man who +brought it knew what he was talking about; of that I had +no doubt. For the time being, he said, no horses could +possibly get through. + +That very day I happened to meet another man who was +habitually driving back and forth between the two towns. +"Why don't you go west?" he said. "You angle over anyway. +Go west first and then straight north." And he described +in detail the few difficulties of the road which he +followed himself. There was no doubt, he of all men should +certainly know which was the best road for the first +seventeen miles. He had come in from that one-third-way +town that morning. I knew the trails which he described +as summer-roads, had gone over them a good many times, +though never in winter; so, the task of finding the trail +should not offer any difficulty. Well and good, then; I +made up my mind to follow the advice. + +On Friday afternoon everything was ready as usual. I rang +off at four o'clock and stepped into the hall. And right +there the first thing went wrong. + +Never before had I been delayed in my start. But now +there stood three men in the hall, prominent citizens of +the town. I had handed my resignation to the school-board; +these men came to ask me that I reconsider. The board, +so I had heard, was going to accept my decision and let +it go at that. According to this committee the board did +not represent the majority of the citizens in town. They +argued for some time against my stubbornness. At last, +fretting under the delay, I put it bluntly. "I have +nothing to reconsider, gentlemen. The matter does no +longer rest with me. If, as I hear, the board is going +to accept my resignation, that settles the affair for +me. It must of necessity suit me or I should not have +resigned. But you might see the board. Maybe they are +making a mistake. In fact, I think so. That is not my +business, however." And I went. + +The time was short enough in any case; this cut it shorter. +It was five o'clock before I swung out on the western +road. I counted on moonlight, though, the fickle luminary +being in its first quarter. But there were clouds in the +north and the weather was by no means settled. As for my +lights, they were useless for driving so long as the +ground was completely buried under its sheet of snow. On +the snow there form no shadows by which you can recognize +the trail in a light that comes from between the two +tracks. So I hurried along. + +We had not yet made the first three miles, skirting +meanwhile the river, when the first disaster came. I +noticed a rather formidable drift on the road straight +ahead. I thought I saw a trail leading up over it--I +found later on that it was a snowshoe trail. I drove +briskly up to its very edge; then the horses fell into +a walk. In a gingerly kind of way we started to climb. +And suddenly the world seemed to fall to pieces. The +horses disappeared in the snow, the cutter settled down, +there was a sharp snap, I fell back--the lines had broken. +With lightning quickness I reached over the dashboard +down to the whiffletrees and unhooked one each of the +horses' traces. That would release the others, too, should +they plunge. For the moment I did not know what they were +doing. There was a cloud of dust dry snow which hid them. +Then Peter emerged. I saw with horror that he stood on +Dan who was lying on his side. Dan started to roll over; +Peter slipped off to the right. That brought rebellion +into Dan, for now the neck yoke was cruelly twisting his +head. I saw Dan's feet emerging out of the snow, pawing +the air: he was on his back. Everything seemed convulsed. +Then Peter plunged and reared, pulling Dan half-ways up; +that motion of his released the neck yoke from the pole. +The next moment both horses were on their feet, head by +head now, but facing each other, apparently trying to +pull apart; but the martingales held. Then both jumped +clear of the cutter and the pole; and they plunged out, +to the rear, past the cutter, to solid ground. + +I do not remember how I got out; but after a minute or +so I stood at their heads, holding them by the bridles. +The knees of both horses shook, their nostrils trembled; +Peter's eye looked as if he were going to bolt. We were +only a hundred yards or so from a farm. A man and a boy +came running with lanterns. I snapped the halter ropes +into the bit rings and handed the horses over to the boy +to be led to and fro at a walk so as to prevent a chill; +and I went with the man to inspect the cutter. Apparently +no damage was done beyond the snapping of the lines. The +man, who knew me, offered to lend me another pair, which +I promptly accepted. We pulled the cutter out backwards, +straightened the harness, and hitched the horses up again. +It was clear that, though they did not seem to be injured, +their nerves were on edge. + +The farmer meanwhile enlightened me. I mentioned the name +of the man who had recommended the road. Yes, the road +was good enough from town to town. This was the only bad +drift. Yes, my adviser had passed here the day before; +but he had turned off the road, going down to the river +below, which was full of holes, it is true, made by the +ice-harvesters, but otherwise safe enough. The boy would +go along with his lantern to guide me to the other side +of the drift. I am afraid I thought some rather uncharitable +things about my adviser for having omitted to caution me +against this drift. What I minded most, was, of course, +the delay. + +The drift was partly hollow, it appeared; the crust had +thawed and frozen again; the huge mass of snow underneath +had settled down. The crust had formed a vault, amply +strong enough to carry a man, but not to carry horse and +cutter. + +When in the dying light and by the gleam of the lantern +we went through the dense brush, down the steep bank, +and on to the river, the horses were every second ready +to bolt. Peter snorted and danced, Dan laid his ears back +on his head. But the boy gave warning at every open hole, +and we made it safely. At last we got back to the road, +I kept talking and purring to the horses for a while, +and it seemed they were quieting down. + +It was not an auspicious beginning for a long night-drive. +And though for a while all things seemed to be going +about as well as I could wish, there remained a nervousness +which, slight though it seemed while unprovoked, yet +tinged every motion of the horses and even my own state +of mind. Still, while we were going west, and later, +north into the one-third-way town, the drive was one of +the most marvellously beautiful ones that I had had during +that winter of marvellous sights. + +As I have mentioned, the moon was in its first quarter +and, therefore, during the early part of the night high +in the sky. It was not very cold; the lower air was quiet, +of that strange, hushed stillness which in southern +countries is the stillness of the noon hour in +midsummer--when Pan is frightened into a panic by the +very quiet. It was not so, however, in the upper reaches +of the atmosphere. It was a night of skies, of shifting, +ever changing skies. Not for five minutes did an aspect +last. When I looked up, after maybe having devoted my +attention for a while to a turn in the road or to a drift, +there was no trace left of the picture which I had seen +last. And you could not help it, the sky would draw your +eye. There was commotion up there--operations were +proceeding on a very vast scale, but so silently, with +not a whisper of wind, that I felt hushed myself. + +A few of the aspects have persisted in my memory, but it +seems an impossible task to sketch them. + +I was driving along through open fields. The trail led +dimly ahead. Huge masses of snow with sharp, immovable +shadows flanked it. The horses were very wide awake. They +cocked their ears at every one of the mounds; and sometimes +they pressed rump against rump, as if to reassure each +other by their mutual touch. + +About halfway up from the northern horizon there lay a +belt of faintest luminosity in the atmosphere--no play +of northern lights--just an impalpable paling of the dark +blue sky. There were stars, too, but they were not very +brilliant. Way down in the north, at the edge of the +world, there lay a long, low-flung line of cloud, black, +scarcely discernible in the light of the moon. And from +its centre, true north, there grew out a monstrous human +arm, reaching higher and higher, up to the zenith, blotting +the stars behind it. It looked at first--in texture and +rigid outline--as the stream of straw looks that flows +from the blower of a threshing machine when you stand +straight in its line and behind it. But, of course, it +did not curve down. It seemed to stretch and to rise, +growing more and more like an arm with a clumsy fist at +its end, held unconceivably straight and unbending. This +cloud, I have no doubt, was forming right then by +condensation. And it stretched and lengthened till it +obscured the moon. + +Just then I reached the end of my run to the west. I was +nearing a block of dense poplar bush in which somewhere +two farmsteads lay embedded. The road turned to the north. +I was now exactly south of and in line with that long, +twenty-mile trail where I had startled horses, rabbit, +and partridge on the last described drive. I believe I +was just twenty-five miles from the northern correction +line. At this corner where I turned I had to devote all +my attention to the negotiating of a few bad drifts. + +When I looked up again, I was driving along the bottom +of a wide road gap formed by tall and stately poplars on +both sides--trees which stood uncannily still. The light +of the moon became less dim, and I raised my eyes. That +band of cloud--for it had turned into a band now, thus +losing its threatening aspect--had widened out and loosened +up. It was a strip of flocculent, sheepy-looking, little +cloudlets that suggested curliness and innocence. And +the moon stood in between like a goodnatured shepherd in +the stories of old. + +For a while I kept my eyes on the sky. The going was good +indeed on this closed-in road. And so I watched that +insensible, silent, and yet swift shifting of things in +the heavens that seemed so orderly, pre-ordained, and as +if regulated by silent signals. The clouds lost their +sheeplike look again; they became more massive; they took +on more substance and spine, more manliness, as it were; +and they arranged themselves in distinct lines. Soldiers +suggested themselves, not soldiers engaged in war, but +soldiers drilling in times of peace, to be reviewed, +maybe, by some great general. That central point from +which the arm had sprung and which had been due north +had sidled over to the northwest; the low-flung line +along the horizon had taken on the shape of a long wedge +pointing east; farther west it, too, looked more massive +now--more like a rather solid wall. And all those +soldier-clouds fell into a fan-shaped formation--into +lines radiating from that common central point in the +northwest. This arrangement I have for many years been +calling "the tree." It is quite common, of course, and +I read it with great confidence as meaning "no amount of +rain or snow worth mentioning." "The tree" covered half +the heavens or more, and nowhere did I see any large +reaches of clear sky. Here and there a star would peep +through, and the moon seemed to be quickly and quietly +moving through the lines. Apparently he was the general +who reviewed the army. + +Again there came a shifting in the scenes. It looked as +if some unseen hands were spreading a sheet above these +flocculent clouds--a thin and vapoury sheet that came +from the north and gradually covered the whole roof of +the sky. Stars and moon disappeared; but not, so far, +the light of the moon; it merely became diffused--the +way the light from an electric bulb becomes diffused when +you enclose it in a frosted globe. And then, as the sheet +of vapour above began to thicken, the light on the snow +became dim and dimmer, till the whole of the landscape +lay in gloom. The sheet still seemed to be coming, coming +from the north. But no longer did it travel away to the +south. It was as if it had brought up against an obstacle +there, as if it were being held in place. And since there +was more and more of it pressing up--it seemed rather to +be pushed now--it telescoped together and threw itself +into folds, till at last the whole sky looked like an +enormous system of parallel clothes-lines over all of +which one great, soft, and loose cloth were flung, so +that fold after fold would hang down between all the +neighbouring pairs of lines; and between two folds there +would be a sharply converging, upward crease. It being +night, this arrangement, common in grey daylight, would +not have shown at all, had it not been for the moon above. +As it was, every one of the infolds showed an increasingly +lighter grey the higher it folded up, and like huge, +black udders the outfolds were hanging down. This sky, +when it persists, I have often found to be followed within +a few days by heavy storms. To-night, however, it did +not last. Shifting skies are never certain signs, though +they normally indicate an unsettled condition of the +atmosphere. I have observed them after a blizzard, too. + +I looked back over my shoulder, just when I emerged from +the bush into the open fields. And there I became aware +of a new element again. A quiet and yet very distinct +commotion arose from the south. These cloth-clouds lifted, +and a nearly impalpable change crept over the whole of +the sky. A few minutes later it crystallised into a +distinct impression. A dark grey, faintly luminous, +inverted bowl stood overhead. Not a star was to be seen +above, nor yet the moon. But all around the horizon there +was a nearly clear ring, suffused with the light of the +moon. There, where the sky is most apt to be dark and +hazy, stars peeped out--singly and dimly only--I did not +recognize any constellation. + +And then the grey bowl seemed to contract into patches. +Again the change seemed to proceed from the south. The +clouds seemed to lift still higher, and to shrink into +small, light, feathery cirrus clouds, silvery on the dark +blue sky--resembling white pencil shadings. The light of +the moon asserted itself anew. And this metamorphosis +also spread upward, till the moon herself looked out +again, and it went on spreading northward till it covered +the whole of the sky. + +This last change came just before I had to turn west +again for a mile or so in order to hit a trail into town. +I did not mean to go on straight ahead and to cut across +those radiating road lines of which I have spoken in a +former paper. I knew that my wife would be sitting up +and waiting till midnight or two o'clock, and I wanted +to make it. So I avoided all risks and gave my attention +to the road for a while. I had to drive through a ditch +and through a fence beyond, and to cross a field in order +to strike that road which led from the south through the +park into town. A certain farmstead was my landmark. +Beyond it I had to watch out sharply if I wanted to find +the exact spot where according to my informant the wire +of the fence had been taken down. I found it. + +To cross the field proved to be the hardest task the +horses had had so far during the night. The trail had +been cut in deep through knee-high drifts, and it was +filled with firmly packed, freshly blown-in snow. That +makes a particularly bad road for fast driving. I simply +had to take my time and to give all my attention to the +guiding of the horses. And here I was also to become +aware once more of the fact that my horses had not yet +forgotten their panic in that river drift of two hours +ago. There was a strawstack in the centre of the field; +at least the shape of the big, white mound suggested a +strawstack; and the trail led closely by it. Sharp shadows +showed, and the horses, pricking their ears, began to +dance and to sidle away from it as we passed along its +southern edge. + +But we made it. By the time we reached the park that +forms the approach to the town from the south, the skies +had changed completely. There was now, as far as my eye +would reach, just one vast, dark-blue, star-spangled +expanse. And the skies twinkled and blazed down upon the +earth with a veritable fervour. There was not one of the +more familiar stars that did not stand out brightly, even +the minor ones which you do not ordinarily see oftener +than, maybe, once or twice a year--as, for instance, +Vega's smaller companions in the constellation of the +Lyre, or the minor points in the cluster of the Pleiades. + +I sometimes think that the mere fact of your being on a +narrow bush-road, with the trees looming darkly to both +sides, makes the stars seem brighter than they appear +from the open fields. I have heard that you can see a +star even in daytime from the bottom of a deep mine-pit +if it happens to pass overhead. That would seem to make +my impression less improbable, perhaps. I know that not +often have the stars seemed so much alive to me as they +did that night in the park. + +And then I came into the town. I stayed about forty-five +minutes, fed the horses, had supper myself, and hitched +up again. + +On leaving town I went for another mile east in the +shelter of a fringe of bush; and this bush kept rustling +as if a breeze had sprung up. But it was not till I turned +north again, on the twenty-mile stretch, that I became +conscious of a great change in the atmosphere. There was +indeed a slight breeze, coming from the north, and it +felt very moist. Somehow it felt homely and human, this +breeze. There was a promise in it, as of a time, not +too far distant, when the sap would rise again in the +trees and when tender leaflets would begin to stir in +delicate buds. So far, however, its more immediate promise +probably was snow. + +But it did not last, either. A colder breeze sprang up. +Between the two there was a distinct lull. And again +there arose in the north, far away, at the very end of +my seemingly endless road, a cloud-bank. The colder wind +that sprang up was gusty; it came in fits and starts, +with short lulls in between; it still had that water-laden +feeling, but it was now what you would call "damp" rather +than "moist"--the way you often feel winter-winds along +the shores of great lakes or along sea-coasts. There was +a cutting edge to it--it was "raw" And it had not been +blowing very long before low-hanging, dark, and formless +cloud-masses began to scud up from the north to the +zenith. The northern lights, too, made their appearance +again about that time. They formed an arc very far to +the south, vaulting up behind my back, beyond the zenith. +No streamers in them, no filtered rays and streaks--nothing +but a blurred luminosity high above the clouds and--so +it seemed--above the atmosphere. The northern lights have +moods, like the clouds--moods as varied as theirs--though +they do not display them so often nor quite so +ostentatiously. + +We were nearing the bridge across the infant river. The +road from the south slopes down to this bridge in a rather +sudden, s-shaped curve, as perhaps the reader remembers. +I still had the moonlight from time to time, and whenever +one of the clouds floated in front of the crescent, I +drove more slowly and more carefully. Now there is a +peculiar thing about moonlight on snow. With a fairly +well-marked trail on bare ground, in summertime, a very +little of it will suffice to indicate the road, for there +are enough rough spots on the best of trails to cast +little shadows, and grass and weeds on both sides usually +mark the beaten track off still more clearly, even though +the road lead north. But the snow forms such an even +expanse, and the trail on it is so featureless that these +signs are no longer available. The light itself also is +too characterless and too white and too nearly of the +same quality as the light reflected by the snow to allow +of judging distances delicately and accurately. You seem +to see nothing but one vast whiteness all around. When +you drive east or west, the smooth edges of the tracks +will cast sharply defined shadows to the north, but when +you drive north or south, even these shadows are absent, +and so you must entirely rely on your horses to stay on +the trail. I have often observed how easily my own judgment +was deluded. + +But still I felt so absolutely sure that I should know +when I approached the bridge that, perhaps through +overconfidence, I was caught napping. There was another +fact which I did not take sufficiently into account at +the time. I have mentioned that we had had a "soft spell." +In fact, it had been so warm for a day or two that the +older snow had completely iced over. Now, much as I +thought I was watching out, we were suddenly and quite +unexpectedly right on the downward slope before I even +realized that we were near it. + +As I said, on this slope the trail described a double +curve, and it hit the bridge at an angle from the west. +The first turn and the behaviour of the horses were what +convinced me that I had inadvertently gone too far. If +I had stopped the horses at the point where the slope +began and then started them downward at a slow walk, we +should still have reached the bridge at too great a speed; +for the slope had offered the last big wind from the +north a sheer brow, and it was swept clean of new snow, +thus exposing the smooth ice underneath; the snow that +had drifted from the south, on the other hand, had been +thrown beyond the river, on to the lower northern bank; +the horses skidded, and the weight of the cutter would +have pushed them forward. As it was, they realized the +danger themselves; for when we turned the second curve, +both of them stiffened their legs and spread their feet +in order to break the momentum of the cutter; but in +spite of the heavy calks under their shoes they slipped +on all fours, hardly able to make the bend on to the +bridge. + +They had to turn nearly at right angles to their last +direction, and the bridge seemed to be one smooth sheet +of ice. The moon shone brightly just then; so I saw +exactly what happened. As soon as the runners hit the +iced-over planks, the cutter swung out sideways; the +horses, however, slipping and recovering, managed to make +the turn. It was a worth-while sight to see them strike +their calks into the ice and brace themselves against +the shock which they clearly expected when the cutter +started to skid. The latter swung clear of the bridge--you +will remember that the railing on the east-side was broken +away--out into space, and came down with a fearful crash, +but right side up, on the steep north bank of the +river--just at the very moment when the horses reached +the deep, loose snow beyond which at least gave them a +secure footing. They had gone along the diagonal of the +bridge, from the southwest corner, barely clearing the +rail, to the northwest corner where the snow had piled +in to a depth of from two to five feet on the sloping +bank. If the ground where I hit the bank had been bare, +the cutter would have splintered to pieces; as it was, +the shock of it seemed to jar every bone in my body. + +It seemed rather a piece of good luck that the horses +bolted; the lines held; they pulled me free of the drift +on the bank and plunged out on the road. For a mile or +two we had a pretty wild run; and this time there was no +doubt about it, either, the horses were thoroughly +frightened. They ran till they were exhausted, and there +was no holding them; but since I was on a clear road, I +did not worry very much. Nevertheless, I was rather badly +shaken up myself; and if I had followed the good advice +that suggested itself, I should have put in for some time +at the very next farm which I passed. The way I see things +now, it was anything rather than safe to go on. With +horses in the nervous condition in which mine were I +could not hope any longer to keep them under control +should a further accident happen. But I had never yet +given in when I had made up my mind to make the trip, +and it was hard to do so for the first time. + +As soon as I had the horses sufficiently in hand again, +I lighted my lantern, got out on the road, and carefully +looked my cutter over. I found that the hardwood lining +of both runners was broken at the curve, but the steel +shoes were, though slightly bent, still sound. Fortunately +the top had been down, otherwise further damage would +have been sure to result. I saw no reason to discontinue +the drive. + +Now after a while--when the nervousness incident upon +the shock which I had received subsided--my interest in +the shifting skies revived once more, and again I began +to watch the clouds. The wind was squally, and the low, +black vapour-masses overhead had coalesced into a vast +array of very similar but yet distinct groups. There was +still a certain amount of light from the moon, but only +just enough to show the texture and the grouping of the +clouds. Hardly ever had I seen, or at least consciously +taken note of a sky that with its blackness and its massed +multitudes of clouds looked so threatening, so sinister, +so much like a battle-array. But way up in the northeast +there were two large areas quite suffused with light from +the north. They must have been thin cloud-layers in whose +upper reaches the northern lights were playing. And these +patches of light were like a promise, like a word of +peace arresting the battle. Had it not been for these +islands of light, I should have felt depressed when I +looked back to the road. + +We were swinging along as before. I had rested the horses +by a walk, and to a casual observer they would have seemed +to be none the worse for their fling at running away. +But on closer scrutiny they would again have revealed +the unmistakable signs of nervous tension. Their ears +moved jerkily on the slightest provocation. Still, the +road was good and clear, and I had no apprehensions. + +Then came the sudden end of the trail. It was right in +front of a farm yard. Clearly, the farmer had broken the +last part of the road over which I had come. The trail +widened out to a large, circus-shaped flat in the drifts. +The snow had the ruffled appearance of being thoroughly +tramped down by a herd of cattle. On both sides there +were trees--wild trees--a-plenty. Brush lined the narrow +road gap ahead; but the snow had piled in level with its +tops. This had always been rather a bad spot, though the +last time I had seen it the snow had settled down to +about half the height of the shrubs. I stopped and +hesitated for a moment. I knew just where the trail had +been. It was about twenty-five feet from the fence of +the field to the east. It was now covered under three to +four feet of freshly drifted-in snow. The drift seemed +to be higher towards the west, where the brush stood +higher, too. So I decided to stay as nearly as I could +above the old trail. There, even though we might break +through the new snow the older drifts underneath were +likely to be firm enough. + +We went ahead. The drift held, and slowly we climbed to +its summit. It is a strange coincidence that just then +I should have glanced up at the sky. I saw a huge, black +cloud-mass elbowing its way, as it were, in front of +those islands of light, the promise of peace. And so much +was I by this time imbued with the moods of the skies +that the disappearance of this mild glimmer sent a regret +through my very body. And simultaneously with this thrill +of regret there came--I remember this as distinctly as +if it had been an hour ago--the certainty of impending +disaster. The very next moment chaos reigned. The horses +broke in, not badly at all; but as a consequence of their +nervous condition they flew into a panic. I held them +tight as they started to plunge. But there was no guiding +them; they were bound to have things their own way +altogether. It seemed as if they had lost their road-sense, +too, for instead of plunging at least straight ahead, +out on the level trail, they made, with irresistible +bounds and without paying the slightest attention to the +pull of the lines, towards the east. There the drift, +not being packed by any previous traffic, went entirely +to pieces under their feet. I had meanwhile thrown off +my robes, determined at all costs to bring them to a +stop, for I knew, if I allowed them to get away with me +this time, they would be spoiled for any further drives +of mine. + +Now just the very fraction of a second when I got my feet +up against the dashboard so as to throw my whole weight +into my pull, they reared up as if for one tremendous +and supreme bound, and simultaneously I saw a fence post +straight under the cutter pole. Before I quite realized +it, the horses had already cleared the fence. I expected +the collision, the breaking of the drawbar and the bolting +of the horses; but just then my desperate effort in +holding them told, and dancing and fretting they stood. +Then, in a flash, I mentally saw and understood the whole +situation. The runners of the cutter, still held up by +the snow of the drift which sloped down into the field +and which the horses had churned into slabs and clods, +had struck the fence wire and, lifting the whole of the +conveyance, had placed me; cutter and all, balanced for +a moment to a nicety, on top of the post. But already we +began to settle back. + +I felt that I could not delay, for a moment later the +runners would slip off the wire and the cutter fall +backward; that was the certain signal for the horses to +bolt. The very paradoxicality of the situation seemed to +give me a clue. I clicked my tongue and, holding the +horses back with my last ounce of strength, made them +slowly dance forward and pull me over the fence. In a +moment I realized that I had made a mistake. A quick pull +would have jerked me clear of the post. As it was, it +slowly grated along the bottom of the box; then the cutter +tilted forward, and when the runners slipped off the +wire, the cutter with myself pitched back with a frightful +knock against the post. The back panel of the box still +shows the splintered tear that fence post made. The shock +of it threw me forward, for a second I lost all purchase +on the lines, and again the horses went off in a panic. +It was quite dark now, for the clouds were thickening in +the sky. While I attended to the horses, I reflected that +probably something had broken back there in the cutter, +but worst of all, I realized that this incident, for the +time being at least, had completely broken my nerve. As +soon as I had brought the horses to a stop, I turned in +the knee-deep snow of the field and made for the fence. + +Half a mile ahead there gleamed a light. I had, of course, +to stay on the field, and I drove along, slowly and +carefully, skirting the fence and watching it as closely +as what light there was permitted. + +I do not know why this incident affected me the way it +did; but I presume that the cumulative effect of three +mishaps, one following the other, had something to do +with it; the same as it affected the horses. But more +than that, I believe, it was the effect of the skies. I +am rather subject to the influence of atmospheric +conditions. There are not many things that I would rather +watch. No matter what the aspect of the skies may be, +they fascinate me. I have heard people say, "What a dull +day!"--or, "What a sleepy day!"--and that when I was +enjoying my own little paradise in yielding to the moods +of cloud and sky. To this very hour I am convinced that +the skies broke my nerve that night, that those incidents +merely furnished them with an opportunity to get their +work in more tellingly. + +Of the remainder of the drive little needs to be said. +I found a way out of the field, back to the road, drove +into the yard of the farm where I had seen the light, +knocked at the house, and asked for and obtained the +night's accommodation for myself and for my horses. + +At six o'clock next morning I was on the road again. Both +I and the horses had shaken off the nightmare, and through +a sprinkling, dusting fall of snow we made the correction +line and finally home in the best of moods and conditions. + + + +END + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Over Prairie Trails, by Frederick Philip Grove + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OVER PRAIRIE TRAILS *** + +This file should be named vrprt10.txt or vrprt10.zip +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, vrprt11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, vrprt10a.txt + +This etext was produced by Gardner Buchanan. + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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