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- COLIN
-
- E. F. BENSON
-
-
-
-
- _By_ E. F. BENSON
-
-
- COLIN
- MISS MAPP
- PETER
- LOVERS AND FRIENDS
- DODO WONDERS--
- “QUEEN LUCIA”
- ROBIN LINNET
- ACROSS THE STREAM
- UP AND DOWN
- AN AUTUMN SOWING
- THE TORTOISE
- DAVID BLAIZE
- DAVID BLAIZE AND THE BLUE DOOR
- MICHAEL
- THE OAKLEYITES
- ARUNDEL
- OUR FAMILY AFFAIRS
-
-
- _New York: George H. Doran Company_
-
-
-
-
- COLIN
-
- BY
- E. F. BENSON
-
- NEW [Illustration: colophon] YORK
-
- GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1923,
-
- BY GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY
-
-
- [Illustration]
-
-
- COLIN. II
-
- PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
-
-
-
-
- COLIN
-
-_Colin_ comprises the first part only of this romance; it will be
-completed in a second volume which will tell of the final fading of the
-Legend with which the story opens.
-
- E. F. B.
-
-
-
-
- COLIN
-
-
-
-
- _Book One_
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-
-Neither superstition nor spiritual aspiration signified anything
-particular to the Staniers, and for many generations now they had been
-accustomed to regard their rather sinister family legend with cynical
-complacency. Age had stolen the strength from it, as from some
-long-cellared wine, and in the Victorian era they would, to take their
-collective voice, have denied that, either drunk or sober, they believed
-it. But it was vaguely pleasant to have so antique a guarantee that they
-would be so sumptuously looked after in this world, while as for the
-next....
-
-The legend dated from the time of Elizabeth, and was closely connected
-with the rise of the family into the pre-eminent splendour which it had
-enjoyed ever since. The Queen, in one of her regal journeys through her
-realm (during which she slept in so incredible a number of beds),
-visited the affiliated Cinque Port of Rye, and, after taking dinner with
-the mayor, was riding down one of the steep, cobbled ways when her horse
-stumbled and came down on its knees.
-
-She would certainly have had a cruel fall if a young man had not sprung
-forward from the crowd and caught her before her Grace’s head was dashed
-against the stones. He set her on her feet, swiftly releasing the
-virgin’s bosom from his rough embrace, and, kneeling, kissed the hem of
-her skirt.
-
-The Queen bade him rise, and, as she looked at him, made some
-Elizabethan ejaculation of appreciative amazement--a “zounds,” or a
-“gadzooks,” or something.
-
-There stood Colin Stanier in the full blossom of his twenty summers,
-ruddy as David and blue-eyed as the sea. His cap had fallen off, and he
-must needs toss back his head to free his face from the tumble of his
-yellow hair. His athletic effort to save her Grace had given him a
-moment’s quickened breath, and his parted lips showed the double circle
-of his white teeth.
-
-But, most of all, did his eyes capture the fancy of his Sovereign; they
-looked at her, so she thought, with the due appreciation of her majesty,
-but in their humility there was mingled something both gay and bold, and
-she loved that any man, young or old, high or humble, should look at her
-thus.
-
-She spoke a word of thanks, and bade him wait on her next day at the
-Manor of Brede, where she was to lie that night. Then, motioning her
-courtiers aside with a testy gesture, she asked him a question or two
-while a fresh horse was being caparisoned and brought for her, and
-allowed none other but Colin to help her to mount....
-
-It was thought to be significant that at supper that night the virgin
-sighed, and made her famous remark to my Lord of Essex that she wished
-sometimes that she was a milk-maid.
-
-Colin Stanier’s father was a man of some small substance, owning a
-little juicy land that was fine grazing for cattle, and the boy worked
-on the farm. He had some strange, magical power over the beasts; a
-savage dog would slaver and fawn on him, a vicious horse sheathed its
-violence at his touch, and, in especial at this season of lambing-time,
-he wrought wonders of midwifery on the ewes and of nursing on the lambs.
-This authoritative deftness sprang from no kindly love of animals;
-cleverness and contempt, with a dash of pity, was all he worked with,
-and this evening, after the Queen had passed on, it was reluctantly
-enough that he went down to the low-lying fields where his father’s
-sheep were in pregnancy. The old man himself, as Colin ascertained, had
-taken the excuse of her Grace’s visit to get more than usually
-intoxicated, and the boy guessed that he himself would be alone half the
-night with his lantern and his ministries among the ewes.
-
-So, indeed, it proved, and the moon had sunk an hour after midnight,
-when he entered the shed in the lambing-field to take his bite of supper
-and get a few hours’ sleep. He crunched his crusty bread and bacon in
-his strong teeth, he had a draught of beer, and, wrapping himself in his
-cloak, lay down. He believed (on the evidence of his memoirs) that he
-then went to sleep.
-
-Up to this point the story is likely enough; a pedant might unsniffingly
-accept it. But then there occurred (or is said to have occurred) the
-event which forms the basis of the Stanier legend, and it will certainly
-be rejected, in spite of a certain scrap of parchment still extant and
-of the three centuries of sequel, by all sensible and twentieth-century
-minds.
-
-For, according to the legend, Colin woke and found himself no longer
-alone in the shed; there was standing by him a finely-dressed fellow who
-smiled on him. It was still as dark as the pit outside--no faintest ray
-of approaching dawn yet streaked the eastern sky, yet for all that Colin
-could see his inexplicable visitor quite plainly.
-
-The stranger briefly introduced himself as his Satanic majesty, and,
-according to his usual pleasant custom, offered the boy all that he
-could wish for in life--health and beauty (and, indeed, these were his
-already) and wealth, honour, and affluence, which at present were sadly
-lacking--on the sole condition that at his death his soul was to belong
-to his benefactor. The bargain--this was the unusual feature in the
-Stanier legend--was to hold good for all his direct descendants who,
-unless they definitely renounced the contract on their own behalf, would
-be partakers in these benefits and debtors in the other small matter.
-
-For his part, Colin had no sort of hesitation in accepting so tempting
-an offer, and Satan thereupon produced for his perusal (he was able to
-read) a slip of parchment on which the conditions were firmly and
-plainly stated. A scratch with his knife on the forearm supplied the ink
-for the signature, and Satan provided him with a pen. He was bidden to
-keep the document as a guarantee of the good faith of his bargainer; the
-red cloak flashed for a moment in front of his eyes, dazzling him, and
-he staggered and fell back on the heap of straw from which he had just
-risen.
-
-The darkness was thick and impenetrable round him, but at the moment a
-distant flash of lightning blinked in through the open door, showing him
-that the shed was empty again. Outside, save for the drowsy answer of
-the thunder, all was quiet, but in his hand certainly was a slip of
-parchment.
-
-The same, so runs the legend, is reproduced in the magnificent Holbein
-of the young man which hangs now above the mantelpiece in the hall of
-Stanier. Colin Stanier, first Earl of Yardley, looking hardly older than
-he did on this momentous night, stands there in Garter robes with this
-little document in his hand. The original parchment, so the loquacious
-housekeeper points out to the visitors who to-day go over the house on
-the afternoons when it is open to the public, is let into the frame of
-the same portrait.
-
-Certainly there is such a piece of parchment there, just below the title
-of the picture, but the ink has so faded that it is impossible to
-decipher more than a word or two of it. The word “diabolus” must be more
-conjectured than seen, and the ingenious profess to decipher the words
-“quodcunque divitiarum, pulchritud” ... so that it would seem that Colin
-the shepherd-boy, if he signed it, must have perused and understood
-Latin.
-
-This in itself is so excessively improbable that the whole business may
-be discredited from first to last. But there is no doubt whatever that
-Colin Stanier did some time sign a Latin document (for his name in ink,
-now brown, is perfectly legible) which has perished in the corroding
-years, whether he understood it or not, and there seems no doubt about
-the date in the bottom left-hand corner....
-
-The constructive reader will by this time have got ready his
-interpretation about the whole cock-and-bull story, and a very sensible
-one it is. The legend is surely what mythologists call ætiological.
-There was--he can see it--an old strip of parchment signed by Colin
-Stanier, and this, in view of the incredible prosperity of the family,
-coupled with the almost incredible history of their dark deeds, would be
-quite sufficient to give rise to the legend. In mediæval times,
-apparently, such Satanic bargains were, if not common, at any rate not
-unknown, and the legend was, no doubt, invented in order to account for
-these phenomena, instead of being responsible for them.
-
-Of legendary significance, too, must be the story of Philip Stanier,
-third Earl, who is said to have renounced his part in the bargain, and
-thereupon fell from one misfortune into another, was branded with an
-incurable and disfiguring disease, and met his death on the dagger of an
-injured woman. Ronald Stanier, a nephew of the above, was another such
-recusant; he married a shrew, lost a fortune in the South Sea bubble,
-and had a singularly inglorious career.
-
-But such instances as these (in all the long history there are no more
-of them, until credence in the legend faded altogether), even if we
-could rely on their authenticity, would only seem to prove that those
-who renounced the devil and all his works necessarily met with
-misfortune in this life, which is happily not the case, and thus they
-tend to disprove rather than confirm the whole affair.
-
-Finally, when we come to more modern times, and examine the records of
-the Stanier family from, let us say, the advent of the Hanoverian
-dynasty, though their splendour and distinction is ever a crescent, not
-a waning moon, there can be no reason to assign a diabolical origin to
-such prosperity. There were black sheep among them, of course, but when
-will you not find, in records so public as theirs, dark shadows thrown
-by the searchlight of history? Bargains with the powers of hell, in any
-case, belong to the romantic dusk of the Middle Ages, and cannot find
-any serious place in modern chronicles.
-
- * * * * *
-
-But to quit these quagmires of superstition for the warranted and
-scarcely less fascinating solidity of fact, Colin Stanier next day
-obediently craved audience with the Queen at the Manor of Brede. By a
-stroke of intuition which does much to account for his prosperous
-fortune, he did not make himself _endimanché_, but, with his shepherd’s
-crook in his hand and a new-born lamb in his bosom, he presented himself
-at the house where the Queen lodged. He would have been contemptuously
-turned back with buffets by the halberdiers and yeomen who guarded the
-entrance, but the mention of his name sufficed to admit him with a
-reluctant alacrity.
-
-He wore but the breeches and jerkin in which he pursued his work among
-the beasts, his shapely legs were bare from knee to ankle, and as he
-entered the porch, he kicked off the shoes in which he had walked from
-Rye. His crook he insisted on retaining, and the lamb which, obedient to
-the spell that he exercised over young living things, lay quiet in his
-arms.
-
-Some fussy Controller of the Queen’s household would have ejected him
-and chanced the consequences, but, said Colin very quietly, “It is by
-her Majesty’s orders that I present myself, and whether you buffet me or
-not, prithee tell the Queen’s Grace that I am here.”
-
-There was something surprising in the dignity of the boy; and in the
-sweet-toned, clear-cut speech, so unlike the utterance of the mumbling
-rustic, and the Controller, bidding him wait where he was, shuffled
-upstairs, and came back with extraordinary expedition.
-
-“The Queen’s Grace awaits you, Mr.----”
-
-“Stanier,” said Colin.
-
-“Mr. Stanier. But your crook, your lamb----”
-
-“Let us do her Majesty’s bidding,” said Colin.
-
-He was ushered into the long hall of Brede Manor, and the Controller,
-having thrown the door open, slipped away with an alertness that
-suggested that his presence was desirable there no more, and left the
-boy, barefooted, clasping his lamb, with a rush-strewn floor to
-traverse. There was a table down the centre of it, littered with papers,
-and hemmed in with chairs that suggested that their occupants had
-hurriedly vacated them. At the end was seated a small, bent figure,
-conspicuous for her ruff and her red hair, and her rope of pearls, and
-her eyes bright and sharp as a bird’s.
-
-Colin, sadly pricked on the soles of his feet by the rushes, advanced
-across that immeasurable distance, looking downwards on his lamb. When
-he had traversed the half of it, he raised his eyes for a moment, and
-saw that the Queen, still quite motionless, was steadily regarding him.
-Again he bent his eyes on his lamb, and when he had come close to that
-formidable figure, he fell on his knees.
-
-“A lamb, madam,” he said, “which is the first-fruits of the spring. My
-crook, which I lay at your Grace’s feet, and myself, who am not worthy
-to lie there.”
-
-Again Colin raised his eyes, and the wretch put into them all the gaiety
-and boldness which he gave to the wenches on the farm. Then he dropped
-them again, and with his whole stake on the table, waited, gambler as he
-was, for the arbitrament.
-
-“Look at me, Colin Stanier,” said the Queen.
-
-Colin looked. There was the tiny wrinkled face, the high eyebrows, the
-thin-lipped mouth disclosing the discoloured teeth.
-
-“Madam!” he said.
-
-“Well, what next?” said Elizabeth impatiently.
-
-“My body and soul, madam,” said Colin, and once more he put into his
-eyes and his eager mouth that semblance of desire which had made
-Mistress Moffat, the wife of the mayor, box his ears with a blow that
-was more of a caress.
-
-The Queen felt precisely the same as Mistress Moffat, and drew her hand
-down over his smooth chin. “And it is your wish to be my shepherd-boy,
-Colin?” she asked. “You desire to be my page?”
-
-“I am sick with desire,” said Colin.
-
-“I appoint you,” she said. “I greet and salute you, Colin Stanier.”
-
-She bent towards him, and neither saint nor devil could have inspired
-Colin better at that moment. He kissed her (after all, he had been
-offered the greeting) fairly and squarely on her withered cheek, and
-then, without pause, kissed the hem of her embroidered gown. He had done
-right, just absolutely right.
-
-“You bold dog!” said the Queen. “Stand up.”
-
-Colin stood up, with his arms close by his side, as if at attention in
-all his shapeliness and beauty, and the Queen clapped her hands.
-
-The side door opened disclosing halberdiers, and through the door by
-which Colin had entered came the Controller.
-
-“Colin Stanier is my page,” she said, “and of my household. Summon my
-lords again; we have not finished with our Spanish business. The lamb--I
-will eat that lamb, and none other, at the feast of Easter.”
-
-Within the week Colin was established in attendance on the Queen, and
-the daring felicity which had marked his first dealings with her never
-failed nor faltered. His radiant youth, the gaiety of his boyish
-spirits, the unfailing tact of his flattery, his roguish innocence, the
-fine innate breeding of the yeoman-stock, which is the best blood in
-England, wove a spell that seemed to defy the usual fickleness of her
-favouritism. Certainly he had wisdom as far beyond his years as it was
-beyond his upbringing, and wisdom coming like pure water from the curves
-of that beautiful young mouth, made him frankly irresistible to the
-fiery and shrewd old woman.
-
-From being her page he was speedily advanced to the post of confidential
-secretary, and queer it was to see the boy seated by her side at some
-state council while she rated and stormed at her lords for giving her
-some diplomatic advice which her flame-like spirit deemed spiritless.
-Then, in mid-tirade, she would stop, tweak her secretary by his rosy
-ear, and say, “Eh, Colin, am I not in the right of it?”
-
-Very often she was not, and then Colin would so deftly insinuate further
-considerations, prefacing them by, “As your Grace and Majesty so wisely
-has told us” (when her Grace and Majesty had told them precisely the
-opposite) that Elizabeth would begin to imagine that she had thought of
-these prudent things herself.
-
-The Court in general followed the example of their royal mistress, and
-had not Colin’s nature, below its gaiety and laughter, been made of some
-very stern stuff, he must surely have degenerated into a spoilt, vain
-child, before ever he came to his full manhood. Men and women alike were
-victims of that sunny charm; to be with him made the heart sing, and
-none could grudge that a boy on whom God had showered every grace of
-mind and body, should find the mere tawdry decorations of riches and
-honour his natural heritage.
-
-Then, too, there was this to consider: the Queen’s fickle and violent
-temper might topple down one whom she had visited but yesterday with her
-highest favours, and none but Colin could induce her to restore the
-light she had withdrawn. If you wanted a boon granted, or even a
-vengeance taken, there was no such sure road to its accomplishment as to
-secure Colin’s advocacy, no path that led so straight to failure as to
-set the boy against you. For such services it was but reasonable that
-some token of gratitude should be conferred on him by the suppliant,
-some graceful acknowledgment which, in our harsh modern way, we should
-now term “commission,” and Colin’s commissions, thus honestly earned,
-soon amounted to a very pretty figure. Whether he augmented them or not
-by less laudable methods, by threats or what we call by that ugly word
-“blackmail,” is a different matter, and need not be gone into.
-
-Yet, surrounded as he was by all that might have been expected to turn a
-boy’s head, Colin remained singularly well-balanced, and whatever tales
-might be told about his virtue, the most censorious could find no fault
-with his prudence. The Queen created him at the age of twenty-five
-Knight of the Garter and Earl of Yardley, a title which his descendants
-hold to this day, and presented him with the Manor of Yardley in
-Buckinghamshire, and the monastic lands of Tillingham on the hills above
-the Romney Marsh. He incorporated the fine dwelling-house of the evicted
-abbot into the great and glorious mansion of Stanier, the monks’
-quarters he demolished altogether, and the abbey church became the
-parish church of Tillingham for worship, and the chapel and
-burying-place of the Staniers for pride.
-
-But, though the Queen told him once and again that it was time her Colin
-took a wife, he protested that while her light was shed on him not Venus
-herself could kindle desire in his heart. This was the only instance in
-which he disobeyed Gloriana’s wishes, but Gloriana willingly pardoned
-his obduracy, and rewarded it with substantial benefits.
-
-On her death, which occurred when he was thirty, he made a very suitable
-match with the heiress of Sir John Reeves, who brought him, in addition
-to a magnificent dowry, the considerable acreage which to-day is part of
-the London estate of the Staniers. He retired from court-life, and
-divided the year between Stanier and London, busy with the embellishment
-of his houses, into which he poured those treasures of art which now
-glorify them.
-
-He was, too, as the glades and terraces of Stanier testify, a gardener
-on a notable scale, and his passion in this direction led him to evict
-his father from the farm where Colin’s own boyhood was passed, which lay
-on the level land below the hill, in order to make there the long,
-ornamental water which is one of the most agreeable features of the
-place.
-
-His father by this time was an old man of uncouth and intemperate
-habits, and it could not perhaps be expected that the young earl should
-cherish his declining years with any very personal tenderness. But he
-established him in a decent dwelling, gave him an adequate maintenance
-with a permission to draw on the brewery for unlimited beer, and made
-only the one stipulation that his father should never attempt to gain
-access to him. The old man put so liberal an interpretation on his
-beer-rights, that he did not enjoy them very long.
-
-This taint of hardness in Colin’s character was no new feature. He had
-left the home of his boyhood without regret or any subsequent affection
-of remembrance: he had made his pleasurable life at Court a profitable
-affair, whereas others had spent their salaries and fortunes in
-maintaining their suitable magnificence, and, like the great Marlborough
-a few generations later, he had allowed infatuated women to pay pretty
-handsomely for the privilege of adoring him, and the inhumanities, such
-as his eviction of his father, with which his married life was
-garlanded, was no more than the reasonable development of earlier
-tendencies. Always a great stickler for the majesty of the law, he
-caused certain sheep-stealers on the edge of his property to be hanged
-for their misdeeds, and why should not the lord of Tillingham have
-bought their little properties from their widows at a more than
-reasonable price?
-
-Though his own infidelities were notorious, the settlements of his
-marriage were secure enough, and when he had already begotten two sons
-of the hapless daughter of Sir John Reeves, he invoked the aid of the
-law to enable him to put her away and renew his vow of love and honour
-to the heiress of my Lord Middlesex. She proved to be a barren crone,
-and perhaps had no opportunity of proving her fruitfulness, but she was
-so infatuated with him that by the settlements she gave him
-unconditionally the Broughton property which so conveniently adjoined
-his own.
-
- * * * * *
-
-To go back again for a moment to that obscure matter of the Stanier
-legend, it appears that on the day on which each of his sons came of
-age, their father made them acquainted with the agreement he had made on
-behalf of himself and the heirs of his body, and shewed them the signed
-parchment. They had, so he pointed out to them, the free choice of
-dissociating themselves from that bargain, and of taking the chance of
-material prosperity here and of salvation hereafter; he enjoined on them
-also the duty of transmitting the legend to their children in the manner
-and at the time that it had been made known to themselves.
-
-Neither Ronald, the elder, nor his brother Philip felt the least qualm
-about the future, but they both had a very considerable appreciation of
-the present, and on each occasion the parchment was restored to its
-strong box with no loss of validity as regards the next generation.
-Ronald soon afterwards made one of those prudent marriages for which for
-generations the Staniers have been famous; Philip, on the other hand,
-who presently made for himself at the Court a position hardly less
-brilliant than his father’s had been, found celibacy, with its
-accompanying consolations, good enough for him.
-
-This is too polite an age to speak of his infamies and his amazing
-debauches, but his father was never tired of hearing about them, and
-used to hang on the boy’s tales when he got leave of absence from the
-Court to spend a week at home. Ronald was but a prude in comparison with
-the other two, protesting at Philip’s more atrocious experiences. His
-notion, so he drunkenly tried to explain himself (for his grandfather’s
-pleasures made strong appeal to him) was that there were things that no
-gentleman would do, whatever backing he had, and with a curious
-superstitious timidity he similarly refused to play dice on the
-Communion table in the old monastic chapel....
-
-For full forty years after the death of the Queen, Colin, Knight of the
-Garter and first Earl of Yardley, revelled at the banquet of life. All
-that material prosperity could offer was his; his princely purchases,
-his extravagances, his sumptuous hospitalities were powerless to check
-the ever-swelling roll of his revenues; he enjoyed a perfect bodily
-health, and up to the day of his death his force was unabated, his eye
-undimmed, and the gold in his hair untouched by a single thread of
-silver.
-
-As the years went on, his attachment to this stately house of Stanier
-grew to a passion, and however little credence we may give to the
-legend, it is certain that his descendants inherit from Colin Stanier
-that devotion to the place where they were born. No Stanier, so it is
-said, is ever completely happy away from the great house that crowns the
-hill above the Romney Marsh; it is to them a shrine, a Mecca, a golden
-Jerusalem, the home of their hearts, and all the fairest of foreign
-lands, the most sunny seas, the most sumptuous palaces are but
-wildernesses or hovels in comparison with their home. To such an extent
-was this true of Colin, first Earl, that for the last ten years of his
-life he scarcely left the place for a night.
-
-But though his bodily health remained ever serene and youthful, and
-youth’s excesses, continued into old age, left him unwrinkled of skin
-and vigorous in desire, there grew on him during the last year of his
-life a malady neither of body nor of mind, but of the very spirit and
-essence of his being. The compact that he believed himself to have made
-had been fully and honestly observed by the other high contracting
-party, and as the time drew near that his own share in the bargain must
-be exacted from him, his spirit, we must suppose, conscious that the
-imprint of the divine was so shortly to be surcharged with the stamp and
-superscription of hell, was filled with some remorseful terror, that in
-itself was a foretaste of damnation.
-
-He ate, he drank, he slept, he rioted, he brought to Stanier yet more
-treasures of exquisite art--Italian pictures, bronzes of Greek
-workmanship, Spanish lace, torn, perhaps, from the edges of
-altar-cloths, intaglios, Persian Pottery, and Ming porcelain from China.
-His passion for beauty, which had all his life been a torch to him, did
-not fail him, nor yet the wit and rapier-play of tongue, nor yet the
-scandalous chronicles of Philip. But in the midst of beauty or
-debauchery, there would come to his mind with such withering of the
-spirit as befel Belshazzar when the writing was traced on the wall, the
-knowledge of his approaching doom.
-
-As if to attempt to turn it aside or soften the inexorable fate, he gave
-himself to deeds of belated pity and charitableness. He endowed an
-almshouse in Rye; he erected a fine tomb over his father’s grave; he
-attended daily service in the church which he had desecrated with his
-dice-throwings. And all the time his spirit told him that it was too
-late, he had made his bed and must lie on it: for he turned to the God
-whom he had renounced neither in love nor in sincerity, nor in fear of
-Him, but in terror of his true master.
-
-But when he tried to pray his mind could invoke no holy images, but was
-decked with pageants of debauchery, and if he formed his lips to pious
-words there dropped from them a stream of obscenities and blasphemy. At
-any moment the terror would lay its hand on his spirit, affecting
-neither body nor mind, but addressing itself solely to the immortal and
-deathless part of him. It was in vain that he attempted to assure
-himself, too, that in the ordering of the world neither God nor devil
-has a share, for even the atheism in which he had lived deserted him as
-the hour of his death drew near.
-
-The day of his seventieth birthday arrived: the house was full of
-guests, and in honour of the occasion there was a feast for the tenants
-of the estate in the great hall, while his own friends, making a
-company of some fifty, sat at the high table on the dais. All day
-distant thunder had muttered obscurely among the hills, and by the time
-that the lights were lit in the hall, and the drinking deep, a heavy
-pall had overspread the sky.
-
-Lord Yardley was in fine spirits that night. For years he had had a
-presentiment that he would do no more than reach the exact span
-appointed for the life of men, and would die on his seventieth birthday,
-and here was the day as good as over, and if that presentiment proved to
-be unfulfilled he felt that he would face with a stouter scepticism the
-other terror. He had just risen from his place to reply to the toast of
-the evening, and stood, tall and comely, the figure of a man still in
-the prime of life, facing his friends and dependents. Then, even while
-he opened his lips to speak, the smile was struck from his face, and
-instead of speech there issued from his mouth one wild cry of terror.
-
-“No, no!” he screamed, and with his arm pushed out in front of him as if
-to defend himself against some invisible presence, he fell forward
-across the table.
-
-At that moment the hall leaped into blinding light, and an appalling
-riot of thunder answered. Some said that he had been struck and, indeed,
-on his forehead there was a small black mark as of burning, but those
-nearest felt no shock, and were confident that the stroke which had
-fallen on him preceded the flash and the thunder: he had crashed forward
-after that cry and that gesture of terror, before even the lightning
-descended.... And Ronald reigned in his stead.
-
- * * * * *
-
-By the patent of nobility granted to Colin Stanier by Elizabeth, the
-estates and title descended not through heirs male only, but through the
-female line. If an Earl of Yardley died leaving only female issue, the
-girl became Countess of Yardley in her own right, to the exclusion of
-sons begotten by her father’s or grandfather’s younger brother. It was
-perhaps characteristic of the Queen to frame the charter thus--she had
-done so of her own invention and devising--for thus she gratified her
-own sense of the capability of her sex, and also felt some phantom of
-posthumous delight in securing, as far as she could, that the honours
-that she had showered on her favourite should descend in direct line.
-But for many generations her foresight and precaution seemed needless,
-since each holder of the title bore sons only, and the line was straight
-as a larch, from father to son. By some strange arbitrament of fate it
-so happened that younger sons (following the unchaste example of Philip)
-died in legal celibacy, or, if they married, were childless, or became
-so in that generation or the next. Thus the family is unique in having
-to this day no collateral branches, and in this the fancifully disposed
-may be prone to see a certain diabolical observance of the original
-bond. No dowries for daughters had to be provided, and such portions as
-were made for younger sons soon rolled back again into the sea of family
-affluence.
-
-The purchase of land formed the main outlet for the flood of
-ever-increasing revenue, and as surely as Lord Yardley entered upon his
-new acreages, mineral wealth would be discovered on the freshly-acquired
-property (as was the case in the Cornish farms, where the Stanier lode
-of tin was found), or if when, at a later date, as in a mere freak, he
-purchased barren fields fit only for grazing, by the sea, it was not
-long before the Prince Regent found that the Sussex coast enjoyed a
-bracing and salubrious air, and lo! all the grazing-lands of Lord
-Stanier became building sites. Whatever they touched turned to gold, and
-that to no anæmic hands incapable of enjoying the lusts and splendours
-of life. Honours fell on them thick as autumn leaves: each holder of the
-title in turn has won the Garter, and never has the Garter been bestowed
-on them without solid merit to carry it. Three have been Prime
-Ministers, further three ambassadors to foreign countries on difficult
-and delicate businesses; in the Napoleonic wars there was a great
-general.... But all these records are public property.
-
-Less known, perhaps, is the fact that no Lord Yardley has ever yet died
-in his bed or received the religious consolation that would fit him to
-go forth undismayed on his last dark, solitary journey, and though each
-in turn (with the sad exception of Philip, third Earl, and his nephew,
-the recusant Ronald) has lived to the comfortable age of seventy, swift
-death, sometimes with violence, has been the manner of his exit. Colin,
-fourth Earl, committed suicide under circumstances which made it
-creditable that he should do so; otherwise strange seizures,
-accompanied, it would appear, by some inexplicable terror, has been the
-manner of the demise.
-
-And what, in this brief history of their annals, can be said of the
-legend, except that from being a terrible truth to Colin, first Earl, it
-has faded even as has faded the ink which records that mythical
-bargaining? It is more than a hundred years ago now that the Lord
-Yardley of the day caused the parchment to be inserted in the frame of
-his infamous ancestor, where it can be seen now every Thursday afternoon
-from three to five, when Stanier is open, without fee, to decently-clad
-visitors, and the very fact that Lord Yardley (_temp._ George III.)
-should have displayed it as a curiosity, is the measure of the
-incredulity with which those most closely concerned regarded it. A man
-would not put up for all the world to see the warrant that he should
-burn eternally in the fires of hell if he viewed it with the slightest
-tremor of misgiving. It was blasphemous even to suppose that worldly
-prosperity (as said the excellent parson at Stanier who always dined at
-the house on Sunday evening and slept it off on Monday morning) was
-anything other than the mark of divine favour, and many texts from the
-Psalmist could be produced in support of his view. Thus fortified by
-port and professional advice, Lord Yardley decreed the insertion of the
-document into the frame that held the picture of that ancestor of his
-whose signature it bore, and gave a remarkably generous subscription to
-the organ-fund. Faded as was the writing then, it has faded into greater
-indecipherability since, and with it any remnant of faith in its
-validity.
-
-Yet hardly less curious to the psychologist is the strange nature of
-these Staniers. Decked as they are with the embellishment of
-distinction, of breeding, and beauty, they have always seemed to their
-contemporaries to be lacking in some quality, hard to define but easy to
-appreciate or, in their case, to miss. A tale of trouble will very
-likely win from them some solid alleviation, but their generosity, you
-would find, gave always the impression of being made not out of love or
-out of sympathy, but out of contempt.
-
-Their charm--and God knows how many have fallen victims to it--has been
-and is that of some cold brilliance, that attracts even as the beam of a
-lighthouse attracts the migrating birds who dash themselves to pieces
-against the glass that shields it; it can scarcely be said to be the
-fault of the light that the silly feathered things broke themselves
-against its transparent, impenetrable armour. It hardly invited: it only
-shone on business which did not concern the birds, so there was no
-definite design of attraction or cruelty in its beams, only of
-brilliance and indifference. That is the habit of light; such, too, are
-the habits of birds; the light even might be supposed by sentimentalists
-faintly to regret the shattered wing and the brightness of the drowned
-plumage.
-
-But, so it is popularly supposed, it is quite easy, though not very
-prudent, to arouse unfavourable emotion in a Stanier; you have but to
-vex him or run counter to his wish, and you will very soon find yourself
-on the target of a remorseless and vindictive hate. No ray of pity, so
-it is said, softens the hardness of that frosty intensity; no
-contrition, when once it has been aroused, will thaw it. Forgiveness is
-a word quite foreign to their vocabulary, and its nearest equivalent is
-a contemptuous indifference. Gratitude, in the same way, figures as an
-obsolete term in the language of their emotions. They neither feel it
-nor expect it: it has no currency. Whatever you may be privileged to do
-for a Stanier, he takes as a mite in the endowment which the world has
-always, since the days of our Elizabethan Colin, poured into their
-treasuries, while if he has done you a good turn, he has done so as he
-would chuck a picked bone to a hungry dog: the proper course for the dog
-is to snatch it up and retire into its corner to mumble it.
-
-It would be strange, then, if, being without ruth or love, a Stanier
-could bestow or aspire to friendship with man or woman, and, indeed,
-such an anomaly has never occurred. But, then, it must be remembered
-that Staniers, as far as we can find out from old letters and diaries
-and mere historical documents, never wanted friendship nor, indeed,
-comprehended it. Their beauty and their charm made easy for them the
-creation of such relationships as they desired, the assuaging of such
-thirst as was theirs, after which the sucked rind could be thrown away;
-and though through all their generations they have practised those
-superb hospitalities which find so apt a setting at Stanier, it is
-rather as gods snuffing up the incense of their worshippers than as
-entertaining their friends that they fill the great house with all who
-are noblest by birth or distinction.
-
-George IV., for instance, when Prince Regent, stayed there, it may be
-remembered, for nearly a fortnight, having been asked for three days,
-during which time the entire House of Lords with their wives spent in
-noble sections two nights at Stanier, as well as many much younger and
-sprightlier little personages just as famous in the proper quarter. The
-entire opera from Drury Lane diverted their evening one night, baccarat
-(or its equivalent) beguiled another, on yet another the Prince could
-not be found....
-
- * * * * *
-
-Not so fortunate, perhaps, save in being the mistresses of all this
-splendour, and invariably the mothers of handsome sons, have been the
-successive wives in this illustrious line. For with whatever natural
-gaiety, with whatever high and independent spirit these ladies married
-the sons of the house, they seemed always to have undergone some gloomy
-and mysterious transformation. It was as if they were ground in a mill,
-and ground exceeding small, and as if the resulting powder of grain was
-mixed and kneaded and baked into the Stanier loaf.
-
-Especially was this the case with her who married the young Lord Stanier
-of the day; long before she succeeded to her full honours she had been
-crushed into the iron mould designed for the Countesses of Yardley. In
-public, dignity and stateliness and fine manner would distinguish her,
-but below these desirable insignia of her station, her character and
-individuality seemed to have been reduced to pulp, to have been frozen
-to death, to have been pounded and brayed in some soul-shattering
-mortar. Perhaps when first as a bride she entered through the glass
-doors which were only opened when the eldest son brought home his wife,
-or when there was welcomed at Stanier some reigning monarch, her heart
-would be all afire with love and virgin longing for him with whom she
-passed through those fatal portals, but before the honeymoon was over
-this process that tamed and stifled and paralysed would have begun its
-deadly work.
-
-For the eldest son and his wife there was reserved a floor in one of the
-wings of the house; they had no other establishment in the country, and
-here, when not in London, the family dwelt in patriarchal fashion. When
-no guests were present, the heir-apparent and his wife breakfasted and
-lunched in the privacy of their wing, if so they chose; they had their
-own horses, their own household of servants, but every evening, when the
-warning bell for dinner sounded, the major-domo came to the door of
-their apartments and preceded them down to the great gallery where, with
-any other sons and daughters-in-law, they awaited the entrance of Lord
-Yardley and his wife. Then came the stately and almost speechless
-dinner, served on gold plate, and after that a rubber of whist,
-decorous and damning, until Lady Yardley retired on the stroke of ten,
-and the sons joined their father in the billiard-room.
-
-Such evenings were rare (for usually throughout the shooting season
-there were guests in the house), but from them we can conjecture some
-sketch of the paralysing process: this was the conduct of a family
-evening in the mere superficial adventure of dining and passing a
-sociable evening, and from it we can estimate something of the effect of
-parallel processes applied to the thoughts and the mind and the
-aspirations and the desires of a young wife. No Stanier wanted love or
-gave it; what he wanted when he took his mate was that in obedience and
-subjection she should give him (as she always did) a legitimate and
-healthy heir. She was not a Stanier, and though she wore the family
-pearls like a halter, she was only there on sufferance and of necessity,
-and though her blood would beat with the true ichor in the arteries of
-the next generation, she was in herself no more than the sucked
-orange-rind.
-
-The Staniers were too proud to reckon an alliance with any family on the
-face of the earth as anything but an honour for the family concerned;
-even when, as happened at the close of the eighteenth century, a
-princess of the Hohenzollern line was married to the heir, she was
-ground in the mill like any other. In her case she shared to the full in
-the brutal arrogance of her own family, and had imagined that it was she
-who, by this alliance, had conferred, not accepted, an honour. She had
-supposed that her husband and his relations would give her the deference
-due to royalty, and it took her some little time to learn her lesson,
-which she appears to have mastered.
-
-A hundred years later the Emperor William II. of Germany had a reminder
-of it which caused him considerable surprise. On one of his visits to
-England he deigned to pass a week-end at Stanier, and though received as
-a reigning monarch with opening of the glass doors, he found that his
-condescension in remembering that he was connected with the family was
-not received with the rapture of humility which he had expected. He had
-asked to be treated by the members of the family as Cousin Willie, and
-they did so with a nonchalance that was truly amazing.
-
-Such, in brief, was the rise of the Staniers, and such the outline of
-their splendour.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-
-By the middle of the nineteenth century the fading of the actual deed
-signed by Colin Stanier had scarcely kept pace with the fading of the
-faith in it: this had become the mildest of effete superstitions. About
-that epoch, also, the continuity of Stanier tradition was broken, for
-there was born in the direct line not only two sons but a daughter,
-Hester, who, a couple of centuries ago, would probably have been
-regarded as a changeling, and met an early fate as such. She was as
-lovely as the dawn, and had to the full, with every feminine grace
-added, a double portion of the Stanier charm, but in her disposition no
-faintest trace of traditional inheritance could be found; instead of
-their inhuman arrogance, their icy self-sufficiency, she was endowed
-with a gaiety and a rollicking gutter-snipe enjoyment of existence,
-which laughed to scorn the dignity of birth.
-
-Being of the inferior sex, her father decreed that she should be brought
-up in the image of the tradition which ground so small the women who had
-married into the family; she must become, like her own mother, aloof and
-calm and infinitely conscious of her position. But neither precept nor
-example had the smallest effect on her: for dignity, she had
-boisterousness; for calm, buoyant, irrepressible spirits; and for
-self-control, a marked tendency to allure and kindle the
-susceptibilities of the other sex, were he peer or ploughboy.
-
-Alone, too, of her race, she had no spark of that passionate affection
-for her home that was one of the most salient characteristics of the
-others.
-
-She gave an instance of this defect when, at the age of fifteen, she ran
-away from Stanier half-way through August, while the family were in
-residence after the season in London, being unable to stand the thought
-of that deadly and awful stateliness which would last without break till
-January, when the assembling of the Houses of Parliament would take them
-all back to the metropolis which she loved with extraordinary fervour.
-Part of the way she went in a train, part of the way she rode, and
-eventually arrived back at the huge house in St. James’s Square, now
-empty and sheeted, and persuaded the caretaker, who had been her nurse
-and adored her with unique devotion, to take her in and send no news to
-Stanier of her arrival.
-
-“Darling Cooper,” she said, with her arms round the old woman’s neck and
-her delicious face bestowing kisses on her, “unless you promise to say
-nothing about my coming here, I shall leave the house and get really
-lost. They say a healthy girl can always get a living.”
-
-“Eh, my dear,” said Cooper, much shocked, “what are you saying?”
-
-Hester’s look of seraphic ignorance that she had said anything unusual
-reassured Cooper.
-
-“What am I saying?” asked Hester. “I’m just saying what I shall do. I
-shall buy a monkey and a barrel-organ and dress like a gipsy and tell
-fortunes. But I won’t go back to that awful Stanier.”
-
-“But it’s your papa’s house,” said Cooper. “Young ladies have to live
-with their families till they are married.”
-
-“This one won’t,” said Hester. “And I believe it’s true, Cooper, that we
-own it through the power of the devil. It’s a dreadful place: there’s a
-blight on it. Grandmamma was turned to stone there, and mamma has been
-turned to stone, and they’re trying to turn me to stone.”
-
-Poor Cooper was in a fair quandary; she knew that Hester was perfectly
-capable of rushing out of the house unless she gave her the desired
-promise, and then with what face would she encounter Lord Yardley, how
-stammer forth the miserable confession that Hester had been here? Not
-less impossible to contemplate was the housing of this entrancing imp,
-and keeping to herself the secret of Hester’s whereabouts. Even more
-impossible was the third count of giving Hester the promise, and then
-breaking it by sending a clandestine communication to her mother, for
-that would imply the loss of Hester’s trust in her, and she could not
-face the idea of those eyes turned reproachfully on her as on some
-treacherous foe.
-
-She hesitated, and the artful Hester noted her advantage.
-
-“Darling Cooper, you wouldn’t like me to be turned to stone,” she said.
-“I know I should make a lovely statue, but it’s better to be alive.”
-
-“Eh, my dear, be a good girl and go back to Stanier,” pleaded Cooper.
-“Think of your mamma and the anxiety she’s in about you.”
-
-Hester made “a face.” “It’s silly to say that,” she said. “Mamma
-anxious, indeed! Mamma couldn’t be anxious: she’s dead inside.”
-
-Cooper felt she could not argue the point with any conviction, for she
-was entirely of Hester’s opinion.
-
-“And I’ve had no tea, Cooper,” said the girl, “and I am so hungry.”
-
-“Bless the child, but I’ll get you your tea,” said Cooper. “And then
-you’ll be a good girl and let me send off a telegram....”
-
-What Hester’s future plans really were she had not yet determined to
-herself; she was still acting under the original impulse which had made
-her run away. Come what might, she had found the idea of Stanier utterly
-impossible that morning; the only thing that mattered was to get away.
-
-But as Cooper bustled about with the preparations of the tea, she began
-to consider what she really expected. She was quite undismayed at what
-she had done, and was on that score willing to confront any stone faces
-that might be-Gorgon her, but her imagination could not picture what she
-was going to do. Would she live here _perdue_ for the next six months
-till the family of stone brought their Pharaoh-presence into London
-again? She could not imagine that. Was it to come, then, to the
-threatened barrel-organ and the monkey and the telling of fortunes? Glib
-and ready as had been her speech on that subject, it lacked reality when
-seriously contemplated in the mirror of the future.
-
-But if she was not proposing to live here with Cooper, or to run away
-definitely--a prospect for which, at the age of fifteen, she felt
-herself, now that it grimly stared her in the face, wholly unripe--there
-was nothing to be done, but to-day or to-morrow, or on one of the
-conceivable to-morrows, to go back again. And yet her whole nature
-revolted against that.
-
-She was sitting in the window-seat of the big hall as this dismal debate
-went on in her head, but all the parties to that conference were agreed
-on one thing--namely, that Cooper should not telegraph to her mother,
-and that, come what might, Cooper should not be imagined to be an
-accomplice. Just then she heard a step on the threshold outside, and
-simultaneously the welcome jingle of a tea-tray from the opposite
-direction. Hester tiptoed towards the latter of these sounds, and found
-Cooper laden with good things on a tray advancing up the corridor.
-
-“Go back to your room, Cooper,” she whispered; “there is some one at the
-door. I will see who it is.”
-
-“Eh, now, let me open the door,” said Cooper, visibly apprehensive.
-
-“No! Go away!” whispered Hester, and remained there during imperative
-peals of the bell till Cooper had vanished.
-
-She tried, by peeping sideways out of the hall window, to arrive at the
-identity of this impatient visitor, but could see nothing of him. Then,
-with cold courage, she went to the front-door and opened it. She
-expected something bad--her mother, perhaps, or her brothers’ tutor, or
-the groom of the chambers--but she had conjectured nothing so bad as
-this, for on the doorstep stood her father.
-
-That formidable figure was not often encountered by her. In London she
-practically never saw him at all; in the country she saw him but once a
-day, when, with the rest of the family, she waited in the drawing-room
-before dinner for his entrance with her mother. Then they all stood up,
-and paired off to go in to dinner. In some remote manner Hester felt
-that she had no existence for him, but that he, at close quarters, had a
-terrible existence for her. Generally, he took no notice whatever of
-her, but to-day she realised that she existed for him in so lively a
-manner that he had come up from Stanier to get into touch with her. Such
-courage as she had completely oozed out of her: she had become just a
-stone out of the family quarry.
-
-“So you’re here,” he said, shutting the door behind him.
-
-“Yes,” said Hester.
-
-“And do you realise what you’ve done?” he asked.
-
-“I’ve run away,” said she.
-
-“I don’t mean that,” said he; “that’s soon remedied. But you’ve made me
-spend half the day travelling in order to find you. Now you’re going to
-suffer for it. Stand up here in front of me.”
-
-As he spoke he drew off his fine white gloves and put the big sapphire
-ring that he wore into his pocket. At that Hester guessed his purpose.
-
-“I shan’t,” she said.
-
-He gave her so ill-omened and ugly a glance that her heart quailed. “You
-will do as I tell you,” he said.
-
-Hester felt her pulses beating small and quick. Fear perhaps accounted
-for that, but more dominant than fear in her mind was the sense of her
-hatred of her father. He was like a devil, one of those contorted
-waterspouts on the church at home. She found herself obeying him.
-
-“Now I am going to punish you,” he said, “for being such a nuisance to
-me. By ill-luck you are my daughter, and as you don’t know how a
-daughter of mine ought to behave, I am going to show you what happens
-when she behaves as you have done. Your mother has often told me that
-you are a wilful and vulgar child, disobedient to your governesses, and,
-in a word, common. But now you have forced your commonness upon my
-notice, and I’m going to make you sorry for having done so. Hold your
-head up.”
-
-He drew back his arm, and with his open hand smacked her across her
-cheek; with his left hand he planted a similar and stinging blow. Four
-times those white thin fingers of his blazoned themselves on her face,
-and then he paused.
-
-“Well, why don’t you cry?” he said.
-
-“Because I don’t choose to,” said Hester.
-
-“Put your head up again,” said he.
-
-She stood there firm as a rock for half a dozen more of those bitter
-blows, and then into his black heart there came a conviction, bitterer
-than any punishment he had inflicted on her, that he was beaten. In
-sheer rage at this he took her by her shoulders and shook her violently.
-And then came the end, for she simply collapsed on the floor, still
-untamed. Her bodily force might fail, but she flew no flag of surrender.
-
-She came to herself again with the sense of Cooper near her. She turned
-weary eyes this way and that, but saw nothing of her father.
-
-“Oh, Cooper, has that devil gone?” she asked.
-
-“Eh, my lady,” said Cooper, “who are you talking of? There’s no one here
-but his lordship.”
-
-Hester raised herself on her elbow and saw that awful figure standing by
-the great chimneypiece. The first thought that came into her mind was
-for Cooper.
-
-“I wish to tell you that ever since I entered the house Cooper has been
-saying that she must telegraph to you that I was here,” she said.
-
-He nodded. “That’s all right then, Cooper,” he said.
-
-Hester watched her father take the sapphire ring from his waistcoat
-pocket. He put this on, and then his gloves.
-
-“Her ladyship will stay here to-night, Cooper,” he said. “And you will
-take her to the station to-morrow morning and bring her down to
-Stanier.”
-
-He did not so much as glance at Hester, and next moment the front door
-had closed behind him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Hester arrived back at Stanier next day after this abortive expedition,
-and it was clear at once that orders had been issued that no word was to
-be said to her on the subject of what she had done. She had mid-day
-dinner with her governess, rode afterwards with her brothers, and as
-usual stood up when her father entered the drawing-room in the evening.
-The awful life had closed like a trap upon her again, rather more
-tightly than before, for she was subject to a closer supervision.
-
-But though the apparent victory was with her father, she knew (and was
-somehow aware that he knew it, too) that her spirit had not yielded one
-inch to him, and that he, for all his grim autocracy, was conscious, as
-regards her, of imperfect mastery. If he had broken her will, so she
-acutely argued, she would not now have been watched; her doings would
-not, as they certainly were, have been reported to him by the governess.
-That was meat and drink to her. But from being a mere grim presence in
-the background he had leaped into reality, and with the whole force of
-her nature, she hated him.
-
-The substance of the Stanier legend, faint though the faith in it had
-become, was, of course, well known to her, and every morning, looking
-like some young sexless angel newly come to earth, she added to her very
-tepid prayers the fervent and heartfelt petition that the devil would
-not long delay in exacting his part of the bargain.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Two years passed, and Hester became aware that there were schemes on
-foot for marrying her off with the utmost possible speed. The idea of
-marriage in the abstract was wholly to her mind, since then she would be
-quit of the terrible life at Stanier, but in the concrete she was not
-so content with her selected deliverer. This was the mild and highborn
-Marquis of Blakeney, a man precisely twice her age, of plain, serious
-mind and irreproachable morals. He adored her in a rapt and tongue-tied
-manner, and no doubt Hester had encouraged him with those little smiles
-and glances which she found it impossible not to bestow on any male
-denizen of this earth, without any distinct ulterior views. But when it
-became evident, by his own express declaration made with the permission
-of her father, that he entertained such views, Hester wondered whether
-it would be really possible to kiss that seal-like whiskered face with
-any semblance of wifely enthusiasm.
-
-Had there been any indication that her pious petition with regard to the
-speedy ratification of the Stanier legend as regards her father would be
-granted, she would probably have recommended the mild Marquis to take
-his vows to other shrines, but her father seemed to be suffering no
-inconvenience from her prayers, and she accepted the rapt and
-tongue-tied devotion. Instantly all the bonds of discipline and
-suppression were relaxed; even in her father’s eyes her engagement made
-her something of a personage, and Hester hated him more than ever.
-
-And then the vengeance of winged, vindictive love, more imperious than
-her father, overtook and punished her, breaking her spirit, which he had
-never done. At a dance given at Blakeney Castle to celebrate the
-engagement, she saw young Ralph Brayton, penniless and debonair, with no
-seal-face and no marquisate, and the glance of each pierced through the
-heart of the other. He was the son of the family solicitor of Lord
-Blakeney, and even while his father was drawing out the schedule of
-munificent settlements for the bride-to-be, the bride gave him something
-more munificent yet, and settled it, her heart, upon him for all
-perpetuity.
-
-She did her best to disown, if not to stifle, what had come upon her,
-and had her marriage but been fixed for a month earlier than the day
-appointed, she would probably have married her affianced bridegroom,
-and let love hang itself in its own silken noose and chance its being
-quite strangled. As it was, even while her room at Stanier was silky and
-shimmering with the appurtenances of a bride, she slipped out one night
-as the moon set, and joined her lover at the park gates. By dawn they
-had come to London, and before evening she was safe in the holding of
-her husband’s arms.
-
-On the news reaching Lord Yardley he had a stroke from which he did not
-recover for many years, though he soon regained sufficient power of
-babbling speech to make it abundantly clear that he would never see
-Hester again. As she was equally determined never to see him, their
-wills were in complete harmony. That brutal punishment she had received
-from those thin white hands two years before, followed by the bondage of
-her life at home, had rendered her perfectly callous as regards him. Had
-he been sorry for it, she might have shrugged her pretty shoulders and
-forgotten it; for that cold pale slab of womanhood, her mother, she felt
-nothing whatever.
-
-This outrageous marriage of Hester’s, followed by her father’s stroke,
-were contrary to all tradition as regards the legend, for these
-calamities, indeed, looked as if one of the high contracting parties was
-not fulfilling his share of the bargain, and the behaviour of Philip,
-Lord Stanier, the stricken man’s eldest son, added weight to the
-presumption that the luck of the Staniers (to put it at that) was on the
-wane--fading, fading like the ink of the original bond. Instead of
-marrying at the age of twenty or twenty-one, as his father and
-forefathers had done, he remained obstinately celibate and ludicrously
-decorous. In appearance he was dark, heavy of feature, jowled even in
-his youth by a fleshiness of neck, and built on massive lines in place
-of the slenderness of his race, though somehow, in spite of these
-aberrations from the type, he yet presented an example, or, rather, a
-parody, of the type. But when you came to mind, and that which lies
-behind body and mind alike, that impenetrable essence of individuality,
-then the professors in heredity would indeed have held up bewildered
-hands of surrender. He was studious and hesitating, his mental processes
-went with a tread as deliberate as his foot, and in place of that swift
-eagerness of the Stanier mind, which, so to speak, threw a lasso over
-the mental quarry with one swing of a lithe arm, and entangled it, poor
-Philip crept on hands and knees towards it and advanced ever so
-imperceptibly nearer. In the matter of mode of life the difference
-between him and the type was most marked of all. Hitherto the eldest son
-had married early and wisely for the sole object of the perpetuation of
-the breed, and having arrived at that, pursued the ways of youth in
-copious indiscretions which his wife, already tamed and paralysed, had
-no will to resent. Philip, on the other hand, living in the gloom of the
-house beneath the stroke and the shadow that had fallen on his father,
-seemed to have missed his youth altogether. Life held for him no
-bubbling draught that frothed on his lips and was forgotten; he
-abstained from all the fruits of vigour and exuberance. One family
-characteristic alone was his--the passionate love of his home, so that
-he preferred even in these conditions to live here than find freedom
-elsewhere. There he dreamed and studied, and neither love nor passion
-nor intrigue came near him. He cared little for his mother; his father
-he hated and feared. And yet some germ of romance, perhaps, lay dormant
-but potential in his soul, for more and more he read of Italy, and of
-the swift flowering of love in the South....
-
- * * * * *
-
-It seemed as if the hellish bargain made three hundred years ago had
-indeed become obsolete, for the weeks and months added themselves
-together into a swiftly mounting total of years, while a nightmare of
-eclipsed existence brooded over the great house at Stanier. Since the
-stroke that had fallen on him after Hester’s runaway match, Lord Yardley
-would have no guests in the house, and with the constancy of the
-original Colin, would never leave the place himself. Grinning and
-snarling in his bath-chair, he would be drawn up and down its long
-galleries by the hour together, with his battered and petrified spouse
-walking by his side, at first unable to speak with any coherence, but as
-the years went on attaining to a grim ejaculatory utterance that left no
-doubt as to his meaning.
-
-Sometimes it was his whim to enter the library, and if Philip was there
-he would give vent to dreadful and stuttering observations as he
-clenched and unclenched the nerveless hands that seemed starving to
-throttle his son’s throat. Then, tired with this outpouring of emotion,
-he would doze in his chair, and wake from his doze into a paroxysm of
-tremulous speechlessness. At dinner-time he would have the riband of the
-Garter pinned across his knitted coat and be wheeled, with his wife
-walking whitely by his side, into the gallery, where the unmarried
-Philip, and his newly-married brother and his wife, stood up at his
-entrance, and without recognition he would pass, jibbering, at the head
-of that small and dismal procession, into the dining-room.
-
-He grew ever thinner and more wasted in body, but such was some
-consuming fire within him that he needed the sustenance of some growing
-and gigantic youth. He was unable to feed himself, and his attendant
-standing by him put into that open chasm of a mouth, still lined with
-milk-white teeth, his monstrous portions. A couple of bites was
-sufficient to prepare for the gulp, and again his mouth was ready to
-receive.
-
-Then, when the solid entertainment was over, and the women gone, there
-remained the business of wine, and, sound trencherman though he was, his
-capacity over this was even more remarkable. He took his port by the
-tumblerful, the first of which he would drink like one thirsty for
-water, and this in some awful manner momentarily restored his powers of
-speech. Like the first drops before a storm, single words began dripping
-from his lips, as this restoration of speech took place, his eye,
-brightening with malevolence, fixed itself on Philip, and night after
-night he would gather force for the same lunatic tirade.
-
-“You sitting there,” he would say, “you, Philip, you aren’t a Stanier!
-Why don’t you get a bitch to your kennel, and rear a mongrel or two? You
-heavy-faced lout, you can’t breed, you can’t drink, you can do nought
-but grow blear-eyed over a pack of printed rubbish. There was Hester:
-she married some sort of sweeper, and barren she is at that. I take
-blame to myself there: if only I had smacked her face a dozen times
-instead of once, I’d have tamed her: she would have come to heel. And
-the third of you, Ronald there, with your soapy-faced slut of a wife,
-you’d be more in your place behind a draper’s counter than here at
-Stanier. And they tell me that there’s no news yet that you’re going to
-give an heir to the place. Heir, good God....”
-
-Ronald had less patience than his brother. He would have drunk pretty
-stiffly by now, and he would bang the table and make the glasses jingle.
-
-“Now you keep a civil tongue in your head, father,” he said, “and I’ll
-do the same for you. A pretty figure you cut with your Garter and your
-costermonger talk. It’s your own nest you’re fouling, and you’ve fouled
-it well. There was never yet a Stanier till you who took to a bath-chair
-and a bib and a man to feed him when he couldn’t find the way to his own
-mouth.”
-
-“Here, steady, Ronald!” Philip would say.
-
-“I’m steadier than that palsy-stricken jelly there,” said Ronald. “If he
-leaves me alone I leave him alone: it isn’t I who begin. But if you or
-he think I’m going to sit here and listen to his gutter-talk, you’re in
-error.”
-
-He left his seat with a final reversal of the decanter and banged out of
-the room.
-
-Then, as likely as not, the old man would begin to whimper. Though,
-apparently, he did all he could to make residence at Stanier impossible
-for his sons, he seemed above all to fear that he would succeed in doing
-so.
-
-“Your brother gets so easily angered with me,” he would say. “I’m sure I
-said nothing to him that a loving father shouldn’t. Go after him, Phil,
-and ask him to come back and drink a friendly glass with his poor
-father.”
-
-“I think you had better let him be, sir,” said Philip. “He didn’t relish
-what you said of his wife and his childlessness.”
-
-“Well, I meant nothing, I meant nothing. Mayn’t a father have a bit of
-chaff over his wine with his sons? As for his wife, I’m sure she’s a
-very decent woman, and if it was that which offended him, there’s that
-diamond collar my lady wears. Bid her take it off and give it to Janet
-as a present from me. Then we shall be all comfortable again.”
-
-“I should leave it alone for to-night,” said Philip. “You can give it
-her to-morrow. Won’t you come and have your rubber of whist?”
-
-His eye would brighten again at that, for in his day he had been a great
-player, and if he went to the cards straight from his wine, which for a
-little made order in the muddle and confusion of his brain, he would
-play a hand or two with the skill that had been an instinct with him.
-His tortoise-shell kitten must first be brought him, for that was his
-mascotte, which reposed on his lap, and for the kitten there was a
-saucerful of chopped fish to keep it quiet. It used to drag fragments
-from the dish on to the riband of the Garter, and eat from there.
-
-He could not hold the cards himself, and they were arranged in a stand
-in front of him, and his attendant pulled out the one to which he
-pointed a quivering finger. If the cards were not in his favour he would
-chuck the kitten off his knee. “Drown it; the devil’s in it,” he would
-mumble. Then, before long, the gleam of lucidity rent in his clouds by
-the wine would close up again, and he would play with lamentable lunatic
-cunning, revoking and winking at his valet, and laughing with pleasure
-as the tricks were gathered. At the end he would calculate his winnings
-and insist on their being paid. They were returned to the loser when his
-valet had abstracted them from his pocket....
-
-Any attempt to move him from Stanier had to be abandoned, for it brought
-on such violent agitation that his life was endangered if it were
-persisted in, and even if it had been possible to certify him as insane,
-neither Philip nor his brother nor his wife would have consented to his
-removal to a private asylum, for some impregnable barrier of family
-pride stood in the way. Nor, perhaps, would it have been easy to obtain
-the necessary certificate. He had shown no sign of homicidal or suicidal
-mania, and it would have been hard to have found any definite delusion
-from which he suffered. He was just a very terrible old man, partly
-paralytic, who got drunk and lucid together of an evening. He certainly
-hated Philip, but Philip’s habits and Philip’s celibacy were the causes
-of that; he cheated at cards, but the sane have been known to do
-likewise.
-
-Indeed, it seemed as if after their long and glorious noon in which, as
-by some Joshua-stroke, the sun had stayed his course in the zenith, that
-the fortunes of the Staniers were dipping swiftly into the cold of an
-eternal night. In mockery of that decline their wealth, mounting to more
-prodigious heights, resembled some Pharaoh’s pyramid into which so soon
-a handful of dust would be laid. In the last decade of the nineteenth
-century the long leases of the acres which a hundred years ago had been
-let for building land at Brighton were tumbling in, and in place of
-ground-rents the houses came into their possession, while, with true
-Stanier luck, this coincided with a revival of Brighton as a
-watering-place. Fresh lodes were discovered in their Cornish properties,
-and the wave of gold rose ever higher, bearing on it those who seemed
-likely to be the last of the name. Philip, now a little over forty years
-old, was still unmarried; Ronald, ten years his junior, was childless;
-and Lady Hester Brayton, now a widow, had neither son nor daughter to
-carry on the family.
-
-Already it looked as if the vultures were coming closer across the
-golden sands of the desert on which these survivors were barrenly
-gathered, for an acute and far-seeing solicitor had unearthed a family
-of labourers living in a cottage in the marsh between Broomhill and
-Appledore, who undoubtedly bore the name of Stanier, and he had secured
-from the father, who could just write his name, a duly-attested document
-to the effect that if Jacob Spurway succeeded in establishing him in the
-family possessions and honours, he would pay him the sum of a hundred
-thousand pounds in ten annual instalments. That being made secure, it
-was worth while secretly to hunt through old wills and leases, and he
-had certainly discovered that Colin Stanier (_æt._ Elizabeth) had a
-younger brother, Ronald, who inhabited a farm not far from Appledore and
-had issue. That issue could, for the most part, be traced, or, at any
-rate, firmly inferred right down to the present. Then came a most
-gratifying search through the chronicles and pedigrees of the line now
-in possession, and, explore as he might, John Spurway could find no
-collateral line still in existence. Straight down, from father to son,
-as we have seen, ran the generations; till the day of Lady Hester
-Brayton, no daughter had been born to an Earl of Yardley, and the line
-of such other sons as the lords of Stanier begot had utterly died out.
-The chance of establishing this illiterate boor seemed to Mr. Jacob
-Spurway a very promising one, and he not only devoted to it his time and
-his undoubted abilities, but even made a few clandestine and judicious
-purchases. There arrived, for instance, one night at the Stanier cottage
-a wholly genuine Elizabethan chair in extremely bad condition, which was
-modestly placed in the kitchen behind the door; a tiger-ware jug found
-its way to the high chimneypiece and got speedily covered with dust, and
-a much-tarnished Elizabethan sealtop spoon made a curious addition to
-the Britannia metal equipage for the drinking of tea.
-
-But if this drab and barren decay of the direct line of Colin Stanier
-roused the interest of Mr. Spurway, it appeared in the year 1892 to
-interest others not less ingenious, and (to adopt the obsolete terms of
-the legend) it really looked as if Satan remembered the bond to which he
-was party, and bestirred himself to make amends for his forgetfulness.
-And first--with a pang of self-reproach--he turned his attention to this
-poor bath-chaired paralytic, now so rapidly approaching his seventieth
-year. Then there was Philip to consider, and Ronald.... Lady Hester he
-felt less self-reproachful about, for, unhampered by children, and
-consoled for the loss of her husband by the very charming attentions of
-others, she was in London queen of the smart Bohemia, which was the only
-court at all to her mind, and was far more amusing than the garden
-parties at Buckingham Palace to which, so pleasant was Bohemia, she was
-no longer invited.
-
-So then, just about the time that Mr. Spurway was sending Elizabethan
-relics to the cottage in the Romney Marsh, there came over Lord Yardley
-a strange and rather embarrassing amelioration of his stricken state.
-From a medical point of view he became inexplicably better, though from
-another point of view it could be as confidently stated that he became
-irretrievably worse. His clouded faculties were pierced by the sun of
-lucidity again, the jerks and quivers of his limbs and his speech gave
-way to a more orderly rhythm, and his doctor congratulated himself on
-the eventual success of a treatment that for twenty years had produced
-no effect whatever. Strictly speaking, that treatment could be more
-accurately described as the absence of treatment: Sir Thomas Logan had
-said all along that the utmost that doctors could do was to assist
-Nature in effecting a cure: a bath-chair and the indulgence of anything
-the patient felt inclined to do was the sum of the curative process. Now
-at last it bore (professionally speaking) the most gratifying fruit.
-Coherence visited his speech, irrespective of the tumblers of port
-(indeed, these tumblers of port produced a normal incoherence), his
-powerless hands began to grasp the cards again, and before long he was
-able to perambulate the galleries through which his bath-chair had so
-long wheeled him, on his own feet with the aid of a couple of sticks.
-Every week that passed saw some new feat of convalescence and the
-strangeness of the physical and mental recovery touched the fringes of
-the miraculous.
-
-But while Sir Thomas Logan, in his constant visits to Stanier during
-this amazing recovery, never failed to find some fresh and surprising
-testimonial to his skill, he had to put away from himself with something
-of an effort certain qualms that insisted on presenting themselves to
-him. It seemed even while his patient’s physical and mental faculties
-improved in a steady and ascending ratio of progress, that some
-spiritual deterioration balanced, or more than balanced, this recovery.
-Hard and cruel Lord Yardley had been before the stroke had fallen on
-him--without compassion, without human affection--now, in the renewal of
-his vital forces, these qualities blazed into a conflagration, and it
-was against Philip, above all others, that their heat and fury were
-directed.
-
-While his father was helpless Philip had staunchly remained with him,
-sharing with his mother and with Ronald and his wife the daily burden of
-companionship. But now there was something intolerable in his father’s
-lucid and concentrated hatred of him. Daily now Lord Yardley would come
-into the library where Philip was at his books, in order to glut his
-passion with proximity. He would take a chair near Philip’s, and, under
-pretence of reading, would look at him in silence with lips that
-trembled and twitching fingers. Once or twice, goaded by Philip’s steady
-ignoring of his presence, he broke out into speeches of hideous abuse,
-the more terrible because it was no longer the drunken raving of a
-paralytic, but the considered utterance of a clear and hellish brain.
-
-Acting on the great doctor’s advice, Philip, without saying a word to
-his father, made arrangements for leaving Stanier. He talked the matter
-over with that marble mother of his, and they settled that he would be
-wise to leave England for the time being. If his father, as might so
-easily happen, got news of him in London or in some place easily
-accessible, the awful law of attraction which his hatred made between
-them might lead to new developments: the more prudent thing was that he
-should efface himself altogether.
-
-Italy, to one of Philip’s temperament, appeared an obvious asylum, but
-beyond that his whereabouts was to be left vague, so that his mother,
-without fear of detection in falsehood, could say that she did not know
-where he was. She would write him news of Stanier to some forwarding
-agency in Rome, with which he would be in communication, and he would
-transmit news of himself through the same channel.
-
-One morning before the house was astir, Philip came down into the great
-hall. Terrible as these last years had been, rising to this climax which
-had driven him out, it was with a bleeding of the heart that he left the
-home that was knitted into his very being, and beat in his arteries. He
-would not allow himself to wonder how long it might be before his
-return: it did not seem possible that in his father’s lifetime he should
-tread these floors again, and in the astounding rejuvenation that there
-had come over Lord Yardley, who could say how long this miracle of
-restored vitality might work its wonders?
-
-As he moved towards the door a ray of early sunlight struck sideways on
-to the portrait of Colin Stanier, waking it to another day of its
-imperishable youth. It illumined, too, the legendary parchment let into
-the frame; by some curious effect of light the writing seemed to Philip
-for one startled moment to be legible and distinct....
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-
-One morning, within a month of his departure from Stanier, Philip was
-coming slowly up from his bathing and basking on the beach, pleasantly
-fatigued, agreeably hungry, and stupefied with content. He had swum and
-floated in the warm crystal of the sea, diving from deep-water rocks
-into the liquid caves, where the sunlight made a shifting net of
-luminous scribbles over the jewelled pebbles; he had lain with half-shut
-eyes watching the quivering of the hot air over the white bank of
-shingle, with the sun warm on his drying shoulders and penetrating, it
-seemed, into the marrow of his bones and illuminating the very hearth
-and shrine of his spirit.
-
-The hours had passed but too quickly, and now he was making his
-leisurely way through vineyards and olive-farms back to the road where a
-little jingling equipage would be waiting to take him up to his villa on
-the hill above the town of Capri. On one side of the path was a
-sun-flecked wall, where, in the pools of brightness, lizards lay as
-immobile as the stones themselves; the edges of these pools of light
-bordered by continents of bluish shadow wavered with the slight stirring
-of the olive trees above them. Through the interlacement of these boughs
-he caught glimpses of the unstained sky and the cliffs that rose to the
-island heights. On the other side the olive groves declined towards the
-edge of the cliff, and through their branches the sea, doubly tinged
-with the sky’s blueness, was not less tranquil than the ether.
-
-Presently, still climbing upwards, he emerged from the olive groves,
-while the vineyards in plots and terraces followed the outline of the
-hill. Mingled with them were orchards of lemon trees bearing the globes
-of the young green fruit together with flower; and leaf and flower and
-fruit alike reeked of an inimitable fragrance. There were pomegranates
-bearing crimson flowers thick and waxlike against the wall of an ingle
-house that bordered the narrow path; a riot of morning-glory was new
-there every day with fresh unfoldings of blown blue trumpets. Out of the
-open door came an inspiriting smell of frying, and on the edge of the
-weather-stained balcony were rusty petroleum tins in which carnations
-bloomed. A space of level plateau, with grass already bleached yellow by
-this spell of hot weather, crowned the hill, and again he descended
-between lizard-tenanted walls through vineyards and lemon groves.
-
-His rickety little carriage was waiting, the horse with a smart
-pheasant’s feather erect on its head, the driver with a carnation stuck
-behind his ear; the harness, for the sake of security, was supplemented
-with string. The whip cracked, the horse tossed its pheasant’s feather
-and jingled its bells, and, followed by a cloud of dust, Philip creaked
-away up the angled road, musing and utterly content.
-
-He could scarcely believe, as the little equipage ambled up the hill,
-that the individual known by his name, and wearing his clothes, who had
-lived darkly like a weevil in that joylessness of stately gloom, was the
-same as this sun-steeped sprawler in the creaking carriage. He had come
-out of a nightmare of tunnel into the wholesome and blessed day, and was
-steeped in the colour of the sun. It was but a few weeks ago that,
-without anticipation of anything but relief from an intolerable
-situation, he had stolen out of Stanier, but swift æons of evolution had
-passed over him since then. There was not more difference between the
-darkness of those English winter days that had brooded in the halls and
-galleries of Stanier and this caressing sun that pervaded sea and sky,
-than there was between his acceptance of life then and his embrace of
-life now. Now it was enough to be alive: the very conditions of
-existence spelled content, and at the close of every day he would have
-welcomed a backward shift of the hours so that he might have that
-identical day again, instead of welcoming the close of each day in the
-assurance of that identical day not coming again. There would be others,
-but from the total sum one unit had been subtracted. It had perished: it
-had dropped into the well of years.
-
-Philip had no need to ask himself what constituted the horror of those
-closed years, for it was part of his consciousness, which called for no
-catechism, that it was his father’s existence; just the fact of him
-distilled the poison, thick as dew on a summer night, which made them
-thus. He had to the full the Stanier passion for the home itself, but as
-long as his father lived, the horror of the man so pervaded the place,
-so overrode all other sentiments with regard to it, that he could not
-think of the one apart from the other, for hatred, acid and corrosive,
-grew like some deadly mildew on the great galleries and the high halls.
-
-It was no mere passive thing, an absence of love or affection, but a
-positive and prosperous growth: a henbane or a deadly nightshade
-sprouted and flowered and flourished there. Dwelling on it even for the
-toss of his horse’s head, as they clattered off the dusty road on to the
-paved way outside the town, Philip felt his hands grow damp.
-
-He had come straight through to Rome and plunged himself, as in a
-cooling bath, in the beauty and magnificence of the antique city. He had
-wandered through galleries, had sat in the incense-fragrant dusk of
-churches, had spent long hours treading the vestiges of the past,
-content for the time to feel the spell of healing which the mere
-severing himself from Stanier had set at work. But soon through that
-spell there sounded a subtler incantation, coming not from the haunts of
-men nor the achievements of the past, but from the lovely heart of the
-lovely land itself which had called forth these manifestations.
-
-He had drifted down to Naples, and across the bay to the enchanted
-island hanging like a cloud on the horizon where the sea and sky melted
-into each other. As yet he wanted neither man nor woman, the exquisite
-physical conditions of the southern summer were in themselves the
-restoration he needed, with a truce from all human entanglements.
-Potent, indeed, was their efficacy; they ran through his heart like
-wine, rejuvenating and narcotic together, and to-day he could scarcely
-credit that a fortnight of eventless existence had flowed over him in
-one timeless moment of magic, of animal, unreflecting happiness.
-
-Curious good fortune in elementary material ways had attended him. On
-the very day of his arrival, as he strolled out from his hotel in the
-dusk up the moon-struck hill above the town, he had paused beneath the
-white garden wall of a villa abutting on the path, and even as in
-imagination he pictured the serenity and aloofness of it, his eye caught
-a placard, easily legible in the moonlight, that it was to let, and with
-that came the certainty that he was to be the lessee.
-
-Next morning he made inquiry and inspection of its cool whitewashed
-rooms, tiled, floored and vaulted. Below it lay its terraced garden,
-smothered with neglected rose-trees and from the house, along a short
-paved walk, there ran a vine-wreathed pergola, and a great stone pine
-stood sentinel. A capable _contadina_ with her daughter were easily
-found who would look after him, and within twenty-four hours he had
-transferred himself from the German-infested hotel. Soon, in answer to
-further inquiries, he learned that at the end of his tenure a purchase
-might be effected, and the negotiations had begun.
-
-To-day for the first time he found English news awaiting him, and the
-perusal of it was like the sudden and vivid recollection of a nightmare.
-Lord Yardley, so his mother wrote, was getting more capable every day;
-he had even gone out riding. He had asked no questions as to where
-Philip had gone, or when he would return, but he had given orders that
-his name should not be mentioned, and once when she had inadvertently
-done so, there had been a great explosion of anger. Otherwise life went
-on as usual: Sir Thomas had paid a visit yesterday, and was very much
-gratified by his examination of his patient, and said he need not come
-again, unless any unfavourable change occurred, for another month. His
-father sat long after dinner, and the games of whist were often
-prolonged till midnight....
-
-Philip skimmed through the frozen sheets ... his mother was glad he was
-well, and that sea-bathing suited him.... It was very hot, was it
-not?--but he always liked the heat.... The hay had been got in, which
-was lucky, because the barometer had gone down.... He crumpled them up
-with a little shudder as at a sudden draught of chilled air....
-
-There was another from his sister Hester.
-
-“So you’ve run away, like me, so the iceberg tells me,” she wrote. “I
-only wonder that you didn’t do it long ago. This is just to congratulate
-you. She says, too, that father is ever so much better, which I think is
-a pity. Why should he be allowed to get better? Mother says it is like a
-miracle, and if it is, I’m sure I know who worked it.
-
-“Really, Phil, I am delighted that you have awoke to the fact that there
-is a world outside Stanier--good Lord, if Stanier was all the world,
-what a hell it would be! You used never to be happy away from the place,
-I remember, but I gather from what mother says that it became absolutely
-impossible for you to stop there.
-
-“There’s a blight on it, Phil: sometimes I almost feel that I believe in
-the legend, for though it’s twenty years since I made my skip, if ever I
-have a nightmare, it is that I dream that I am back there, and that my
-father is pursuing me over those slippery floors in the dusk. But I
-shall come back there, if you’ll allow me, when he’s dead: it’s he who
-makes the horror....”
-
-Once again Philip felt a shiver of goose-flesh, and sending his sister’s
-letter to join the other in the empty grate, strolled out into the hot
-stillness of the summer afternoon, and he hailed the sun like one
-awakening from such a nightmare as Hester had spoken of. All his life he
-had been sluggish in the emotions, looking at life in the mirror of
-other men’s minds, getting book knowledge of it only in a cloistered
-airlessness, not experiencing it for himself--a reader of travels and
-not a voyager. But now with his escape from Stanier had come a
-quickening of his pulses, and that awakening which had brought home to
-him the horror of his father had brought to him also a passionate sense
-of the loveliness of the world.
-
-Regret for the wasted years of drowsy torpor was there, also; here was
-he already on the meridian of life, with so small a store of remembered
-raptures laid up as in a granary for his old age, when his arm would be
-too feeble to ply the sickle in the ripe cornfields. A man, when he
-could no longer reap, must live on what he had gathered: without that he
-would face hungry and empty years. When the fire within began to burn
-low, and he could no longer replenish it, it was ill for him if the
-house of his heart could not warm itself with the glow that experience
-had already given him. He must gather the grapes of life, and tread them
-in his winepress, squeezing out the uttermost drop, so that the ferment
-and sunshine of his vintage would be safe in cellar for the comforting
-of the days when in his vineyard the leaves were rotting under wintry
-skies. Too many days had passed for him unharvested.
-
-That evening, after his dinner, he strolled down in the warm dusk to the
-piazza. The day had been a _festa_ in honour of some local saint, and
-there was a show of fireworks on the hill above the town, and in
-consequence the piazza and the terrace by the funicular railway, which
-commanded a good view of the display, was crowded with the young folk of
-the island. Rockets aspired, and bursting in bouquets of feathered fiery
-spray, dimmed the stars and illumined the upturned faces of handsome
-boys and swift-ripening girlhood. Eager and smiling mouths started out
-of the darkness as the rockets broke into flower, eager and young and
-ready for love and laughter, fading again and vanishing as the
-illumination expired.
-
-It was this garden of young faces that occupied Philip more than the
-fireworks, these shifting groups that formed and reformed, smiling and
-talking to each other in the intervals of darkness. The bubbling ferment
-of intimate companionship frothed round him, and suddenly he seemed to
-himself to be incapsulated, an insoluble fragment floating or sinking in
-this heady liquor of life. There came upon him sharp and unexpected as a
-blow dealt from behind, a sense of complete loneliness.
-
-Every one else had his companion: here was a group of chattering boys,
-there of laughing girls, here the sexes were mingled. Elder men and
-women had a quieter comradeship: they had passed through the fermenting
-stage, it might be, but the wine of companionship with who knew what
-memories were in solution there, was theirs still. All these rapturous
-days he had been alone, and had not noticed it; now his solitariness
-crystallised into loneliness.
-
-With a final sheaf of rockets the display came to an end, and the crowd
-began to disperse homewards. The withdrawal took the acuteness from
-Philip’s ache, for he had no longer in front of his eyes the example of
-what he missed, his hunger was not whetted by the spectacle of food.
-
-The steps of the last loiterers died away, and soon he was left alone
-looking out over the vine-clad slope of the steep hill down to the
-Marina. Warm buffets of air wandered up from the land that had lain all
-day in its bath of sunlight, rippling round him like the edge of some
-spent wave; but already the dew, moistening the drought of day, was
-instilling into the air some nameless fragrance of damp earth and herbs
-refreshed. Beyond lay the bay, conjectured rather than seen, and, twenty
-miles away, a thin necklet of light showed where Naples lay stretched
-and smouldering along the margin of the sea. If a wish could have
-transported Philip there, he would have left the empty terrace to see
-with what errands and adventures the city teemed, even as the brain
-teems with thoughts and imaginings.
-
-Into the impersonal seduction of the summer night some human element of
-longing had entered, born of the upturned faces of boys and girls
-watching the rockets, and sinking back, bright-eyed and eager, into the
-cover of darkness, even as the sword slips into its sheath again. Youth,
-in the matter of years, was already past for him, but in his heart until
-now youth had not yet been born. No individual face among them all had
-flown a signal for him, but collectively they beckoned; it was among
-such that he would find the lights of his heart’s harbour shining across
-the barren water, and kindling desire in his eyes.
-
-It was not intellectual companionship that he sought nor the unity and
-absorption of love, for Philip was true Stanier and had no use for love;
-but he craved for youth, for beauty, for the Southern gaiety and
-friendliness, for the upleap and the assuagement of individual desire.
-Till middle-age he had lived without the instincts of youth; his tree
-was barren of the golden fruits of youth’s delight. Now, sudden as his
-change of life, his belated springtime flooded him.
-
-It was in Naples that he found her, in the studio of an acquaintance he
-had made when he was there first, and before midsummer Rosina Viagi was
-established in the villa. She was half English by birth, and in her gold
-hair, heavy as the metal and her blue eyes, she shewed her mother’s
-origin. But her temperament was of the South--fierce and merry, easily
-moved to laughter, and as easily to squalls of anger that passed as
-swiftly as an April shower, and melted into sunlight again. She so
-enthralled his senses that he scarcely noticed, for those first months,
-the garish commonness of her mind: it scarcely mattered; he scarcely
-heeded what she said so long as it was those full lips which formed the
-silly syllables. She was greedy, and he knew it, in the matter of
-money, but his generosity quite contented her, and he had got just what
-he had desired, one who entirely satisfied his passion and left his mind
-altogether unseduced.
-
-Then with the fulfillment of desire came the leanness that follows, a
-swift inevitable Nemesis on the heels of the accomplishment of an
-unworthy purpose. He had dreamed of the gleam of romance in those
-readings of his at Stanier, and awoke to find but a smouldering wick.
-And before the summer was dead, he knew he was to become a father.
-
-In the autumn the island emptied of its visitors, and Rosina could no
-longer spend her evenings at the café or on the piazza, with her
-countrywomen casting envious glances at her toilettes, and the men
-boldly staring at her beauty. She was genuinely fond of Philip, but her
-native gaiety demanded the distraction of crowds, and she yawned in the
-long evenings when the squalls battered at the shutters and the panes
-streamed with the fretful rain.
-
-“But are we going to stop here all the winter?” she asked one evening as
-she gathered up the piquet cards. “It gets very melancholy. You go for
-your great walks, but I hate walking; you sit there over your book, but
-I hate reading.”
-
-Philip laughed. “Am I to clap my hands at the rain,” he said, “and say,
-‘Stop at once! Rosina wearies for the sun’?”
-
-She perched herself on the arm of his chair, a favourite attitude for
-her supplications. “No, my dear,” she said, “all your money will not do
-that. Besides, even if the rain obeyed you and the sun shone, there
-would still be nobody to look at me. But you can do something.”
-
-“And what’s that?”
-
-“Just a little apartment in Naples,” she said. “It is so gay in Naples
-even if the sirocco blows or if the tramontana bellows. There are the
-theatres; there are crowds; there is movement. I cannot be active, but
-there I can see others being active. There are fresh faces in the
-street, there is gaiety.”
-
-“Oh, I hate towns!” said Philip.
-
-She got up and began to speak more rapidly. “You think only of
-yourself,” she said. “I mope here; I am miserable. I feel like one of
-the snails on the wall, crawling, crawling, and going into a dusty
-crevice. That is not my nature. I hate snails, except when they are
-cooked, and then I gobble them up, and wipe my mouth and think no more
-of them. You can read your book in a town just as well as here, and you
-can take a walk in a town. Ah, do, Philip!”
-
-Suddenly and unexpectedly Philip found himself picturing his days here
-alone, without Rosina. He did not consciously evoke the image; it
-presented itself to him from outside himself. The island had certainly
-cast its spell over him: just to be here, to awake to the sense of its
-lotus-land tranquillity, and to go to sleep knowing that a fresh
-eventless day would welcome him, made him content. He could imagine
-himself now alone in this plain vaulted room, with the storm swirling
-through the stone-pine outside, and the smell of burning wood on the
-hearth without desiring Rosina’s presence.
-
-“Well, it might be done,” he said. “We could have a little nook in
-Naples, if you liked. I don’t say that I should always be there.”
-
-Rosina’s eyes sparkled. “No, no, that would be selfish of me,” she said.
-“You would come over here for a week when you wished, as you are so fond
-of your melancholy island....” She stopped, and her Italian
-suspiciousness came to the surface. “You are not thinking of leaving
-me?” she asked.
-
-“Of course I am not,” he said impatiently. “You imagine absurdities.”
-
-“I have heard of such absurdities. Are you sure?”
-
-“Yes, you silly baby,” said he.
-
-She recovered her smiles. “I trust you,” she said. “Yes, where were we?
-You will come over here when you want your island, and you will be
-there when you want me. Oh, Philip, do you promise me?”
-
-Her delicious gaiety invaded her again, and she sat herself on the floor
-between his knees.
-
-“Oh, you are kind to me!” she said. “I hope your father will live for
-ever, and then you will never leave me. There is no one so kind as you.
-We will have a flat, will we not? I know just such an one, that looks on
-to the Castello d’Ovo, and all day the carriages go by, and we will go
-by, too, and look up at our home, and wonder who are the happy folk who
-live there, and every one who sees me will envy me for having a man who
-loves me. And we will go to the restaurants where there are lights and
-glitter, and the band plays, and I will be happier than the day is long.
-Let us go over to-morrow. I will tell Maria to pack....”
-
-It was just this impetuous prattling childishness which had enthralled
-him at first, and even while he told himself now how charming it was, he
-knew that he found it a weariness and an unreality. The same Rosina ten
-minutes before would be in a gale of temper, then, some ten minutes
-after, under a cloud of suspicious surmise. His own acceptance of her
-proposal that they would be together at times, at times separate, was,
-in reality, a vast relief to him, yet chequering that relief was that
-curious male jealousy that the woman whom he had chosen to share his
-nights and days should contemplate his absences with his own equanimity.
-While he reserved to himself the right of not being utterly devoted to
-her, he claimed her devotion to him.
-
-It had come to that. It was not that his heart beat to another tune, his
-eyes did not look elsewhere; simply the swiftly-consumed flame of
-passion was now consciously dying down, and while he took no
-responsibility for his own cooling, he resented her share in it. He
-treated her, in fact, as Staniers had for many generations treated their
-wives, but she had an independence which none of those unfortunate
-females had enjoyed. He had already made a handsome provision for her;
-and he was quite prepared to take a full financial responsibility for
-his fatherhood. Yet, while he recognised how little she was to him, he
-resented the clear fact of how little he was to her.
-
-He got up. “You shall have it all your own way, darling,” he said.
-“We’ll go across to Naples to-morrow; we’ll find a flat--the one you
-know of--and you shall see the crowds and the lights again....”
-
-“Ah, you are adorable,” said she. “I love you too much, Philip.”
-
-He established her to her heart’s content, and through the winter
-divided the weeks between Naples and the island. She had no hold on his
-heart, and on his mind none; but, at any rate, he desired no one else
-but her, and as the months went by there grew in him a tenderness which
-had not formed part of the original bond. Often her vanity, her childish
-love of ostentation, a certain querulousness also which had lately
-exhibited itself, made him long for the quiet solitude across the bay.
-Sometimes she would be loth to let him go, sometimes in answer to her
-petition he would put off his departure, and then before the evening was
-over she would have magnified some infinitesimal point of dispute into a
-serious disagreement, have watered it with her tears, sobbed out that he
-was cruel to her, that she wished he had gone instead of remaining to
-make himself a tyrant. He shared her sentiments on that topic, and would
-catch the early boat next morning.
-
-And yet, even as with a sigh of relief he settled himself into his chair
-that night by the open fireplace, and congratulated himself on this
-recapture of tranquillity, he would miss something.... She was not there
-to interrupt him, to scold him, to rage at him, but she had other moods
-as well, when she beguiled and enchanted him. That was no deep-seated
-spell, nor had it ever been. Its ingredients were but her physical
-grace, and the charm of her spontaneous gaiety.
-
-Perhaps next morning he would get a long scrawled letter from her,
-saying that he had been a brute to leave her, that she had not been out
-all day, but had sat and cried, and at that he would count himself lucky
-in his solitude. And even while he felt as dry as sand towards her,
-there would come seething up through its aridity this moist hidden
-spring of tenderness.
-
-He had made just such an escape from her whims and wilfulness one day
-towards the end of February, but before the evening was half over he had
-tired of this solitude that he had sought. His book did not interest
-him, and he felt too restless to go to bed. Restlessness, at any rate,
-might be walked off, and he set out to tramp and tranquillise himself.
-
-The moon was near to its full, the night warm and windless, and the air
-alert with the coming of the spring. Over the garden beds hung the
-veiled fragrance of wallflowers and freezias, and their scent in some
-subtle way suggested her presence. Had she been there she would, in the
-mood in which he had left her, have jangled and irritated him, but if a
-wish would have brought her he would have wished it.
-
-He let himself out of the garden gate, and mounted the steep path away
-from the town, thinking by brisk movement to dull and fatigue himself
-and to get rid of the thought of her. But like a wraith, noiseless and
-invisible, she glided along by him, and he could not shake her off. She
-did not scold him or nag at him: she was gay and seductive, with the
-lure of the springtime tingling about her, and beckoning him. Soon he
-found himself actively engaged in some sort of symbolic struggle to
-elude her, and taking a rough and steeper path, thought that he would
-outpace her.
-
-Here the way lay over an uncultivated upland, and as he pounded along he
-drank in the intoxicating ferment of the vernal night. The earth was
-dew-drenched, and the scent of the aromatic plants of the hillside
-served but as a whet to his restless thoughts, and still, hurry as he
-might, he could not escape from her and from a certain decision that
-she seemed to be forcing on him. Finally, regardless of the dew, and
-exhausted with the climb, he sat down and began to think it out.
-
-They had been together now for eight months, and though she often
-wearied and annoyed him, he could not imagine going back to the solitary
-life which, when first he came to Capri, had been so full of
-enchantment. They had rubbed and jarred against each other, but never
-had either of them, loose though the tie had been, considered leaving
-each other. They had been absolutely faithful, and were, indeed, married
-in all but the testimony of a written contract.
-
-It had been understood from the first that, on his father’s death,
-Philip would take up the reins of his government at home, leaving her in
-all material matters independent and well off, and in all probability
-her dowry, cancelling her history, would enable her to make a favourable
-marriage. But though that had been settled between them, Philip found
-now, as he sat with her wraith still silent, still invisible, but
-insistently present, that not till this moment had he substantially
-pictured himself without her, or seen himself looking out for another
-woman to be mother of his children. He could see himself going on
-quarrelling with Rosina and wanting her again, but the realisation of
-his wanting any one else was beyond him.
-
-On the other hand, his father, in this miraculous recovery of his
-powers, might live for years, and who knew whether, long before his
-death, both he and Rosina might not welcome it as a deliverance from
-each other?
-
-But not less impossible also than the picturing of himself without
-Rosina, was the imagining of her installed as mistress at Stanier. Try
-as he might, he could not make visible to himself so unrealisable a
-contingency. Rosina at Stanier ... Rosina.... Yet, so soon, she would be
-the mother of his child.
-
-The moon had sunk, and he must grope his way down the hillside which he
-had mounted so nimbly in the hope of escape from the presence that
-hovered by him. All night it was with him, waiting patiently but
-inexorably for the answer he was bound to give. He could not drive it
-away, he could not elude it.
-
-There arrived for him next morning an iced budget from his mother. All
-went on as usual with that refrigerator. There had been a gale, and four
-elm trees had been blown down.... Easter was early this year; she hoped
-for the sake of the holiday-makers that the weather would be fine.... It
-was odd to hear of the warm suns and the sitting out in the evening....
-Was he not tired of his solitary life?...
-
-Philip skimmed his way rapidly through these frigidities, and then
-suddenly found himself attending.
-
-“I have kept my great news to the end,” his mother wrote, “and it makes
-us all, your father especially, very happy. We hope before March is over
-that Ronald will have an heir. Janet is keeping very well, and your
-father positively dotes on her now. The effect on him is most marked. He
-certainly feels more kindly to you now that this has come, for the other
-day he mentioned your name and wondered where you were. It was not
-having a grandchild that was responsible for a great deal of his
-bitterness towards you, for you are the eldest....”
-
-Philip swept the letter off the table and sat with chin supported in the
-palms of his hands, staring out of the open window, through which came
-the subtle scent of the wallflower. As a traveller traces his journey,
-so, spreading the situation out like a map before him, he saw how his
-road ran direct and uncurving. Last night, for all his groping and
-searching, he could find no such road marked; there was but a track, and
-it was interrupted by precipitous unnegotiable places, by marshes and
-quagmires through which no wayfarer could find a path. But with the
-illumination of this letter it was as if an army of road-makers had been
-busy on it. Over the quagmire there was a buttressed causeway, through
-the precipitous cliffs a cutting had been blasted. There was yet time;
-he would marry Rosina out of hand, and his offspring, not his brother’s,
-should be heir of Stanier.
-
-The marriage making their union valid and legitimatising the child that
-should soon be born, took place on the first of March at the English
-Consulate, and a week later came the news that a daughter had been born
-to his sister-in-law. On the tenth of the same month Rosina gave birth
-to twins, both boys. There was no need for any riband to distinguish
-them, for never had two more dissimilar pilgrims come forth for their
-unconjecturable journey. The elder was dark like Philip, and unlike the
-most of his father’s family; the other blue-eyed, like his mother, had a
-head thick-dowered with bright pale gold. Never since the days of Colin
-Stanier, founder of the race and bargainer in the legend, had gold and
-blue been seen together in a Stanier, and “Colin,” said Philip to
-himself, “he shall be.”
-
-During that month the shuttle of fate flew swiftly backwards and
-forwards in the loom of the future. Thirty-six years had passed since
-Ronald, the latest born of his race, had come into life, ten years more
-had passed over Philip’s head before, within a week of his brother and
-within a fortnight of his marriage, he saw the perpetuation of his
-blood. And the shuttle, so long motionless for the Staniers, did not
-pause there in its swift and sudden weavings.
-
-At Stanier that evening Ronald and his father sat long over their wine.
-The disappointment at Ronald’s first child being a girl was utterly
-eclipsed in Lord Yardley’s mind by the arrival of an heir at all, and he
-had eaten heavily in boisterous spirits, and drunk as in the days when
-wine by the tumblerful was needed to rouse him into coherent speech. But
-now no attendant was needed to hold his glass to his lips: he was as
-free of movement as a normal man.
-
-“We’ll have another bottle yet, Ronnie,” he said. “There’ll be no whist
-to-night, for your mother will have gone upstairs to see after Janet.
-Ring the bell, will you?”
-
-The fresh bottle was brought, and he poured himself out a glassful and
-passed it to his son.
-
-“By God, I haven’t been so happy for years as I’ve been this last week,”
-he said. “You’ve made a beginning now, my boy; you’ll have a son next.
-And to think of Philip, mouldering away all this time. He’s forty-six
-now; he’ll not get in your way. A useless fellow, Philip; sitting like a
-crow all day in the library, like some old barren bird. I should like to
-have seen his face when he got the news. But I’ll write him to-morrow
-myself, and say that if he cares to come home I’ll treat him civilly.”
-
-“Poor old Phil!” said Ronald. “Do write to him, father. I daresay he
-would like to come back. He has been gone a year, come May.”
-
-Lord Yardley helped himself again. His hand was quite steady, but his
-face was violently flushed. Every night now, since the birth of Ronald’s
-baby, he had drunk deeply, and but for this heightened colour, more
-vivid to-night than usual, the wine seemed scarcely to produce any
-effect on him. All day now for a week he had lived in this jovial and
-excited mood, talking of little else than the event which had so
-enraptured him.
-
-“And Janet’s but thirty yet,” he went on, forgetting again about Philip,
-“and she comes of a fruitful stock: the Armitages aren’t like us; they
-run to quantity. Not that I find fault with the quality. But a boy,
-Ronald.”
-
-A servant had come in with a telegram, which he presented to Lord
-Yardley, who threw it over to Ronald.
-
-“Just open it for me,” he said. “See if it requires any answer.”
-
-Ronald drew a candle nearer him; he was conscious of having drunk a good
-deal, and the light seemed dim and veiled. He fumbled over the envelope,
-and drawing out the sheet, unfolded it. He stared at it with mouth
-fallen open.
-
-“It’s a joke,” he said in a loud, unsteady voice. “It’s some silly
-joke.”
-
-“Let’s have it, then,” said his father. “Who’s the joker?”
-
-“It’s from Philip,” said he. “He says that he’s married, and that his
-wife has had twins to-day--boys.”
-
-Lord Yardley rose to his feet, the flush on his face turning to purple.
-Then, without a word, he fell forward across the table, crashing down
-among the glasses and decanters.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A fortnight after the birth of the twins, Rosina, who till then had been
-doing well, developed disquieting symptoms with high temperature. Her
-illness declared itself as scarlet fever, and on the 6th of April she
-died.
-
-Surely in those spring weeks there had been busy superintendence over
-the fortunes of the Staniers. Philip, till lately outcast from his home
-and vagrant bachelor, had succeeded to the great property and the
-honours and titles of his house. Two lusty sons were his, and there was
-no Rosina to vex him with her petulance and common ways. All tenderness
-that he had had for her was diverted into the persons of his sons, and
-in particular of Colin. In England, in this month of April, the beloved
-home awaited the coming of its master with welcome and rejoicing.
-
-
-
-
- _Book Two_
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-
-Colin Stanier had gone straight from the tennis-court to the
-bathing-place in the lake below the terraced garden. His cousin Violet,
-only daughter of his uncle Ronald, had said that she would equip herself
-and follow him, and the boy had swum and dived and dived and swum
-waiting for her, until the dressing-bell booming from the turret had
-made him reluctantly quit the water. He was just half dry and not at all
-dressed when she came.
-
-“Wretched luck!” she said. “Oh, Colin, do put something on!”
-
-“In time,” said Colin; “you needn’t look!”
-
-“I’m not looking. But it was wretched luck. Mother....”
-
-Colin wrapped a long bath-towel round himself, foraged for cigarettes
-and matches in his coat pocket, and sat down by her.
-
-“Mother?” he asked.
-
-“Oh, yes. Mother was querulous, and so she wanted some one to be
-querulous to.”
-
-“Couldn’t she be querulous to herself?” asked Colin.
-
-“No, of course not. You must have a partner or a dummy if you’re being
-querulous. I wasn’t more than a dummy, and so when she had finished the
-rest of it she was querulous about that. She said I was unsympathetic.”
-
-“Dummies usually are,” said Colin. “Cigarette?”
-
-“No, thanks. This one was, because she wanted to come and bathe. Did you
-dive off the top step?”
-
-“Of course not. No audience,” said Colin. “What’s the use of doing
-anything terrifying unless you impress somebody? I would have if you had
-come down.”
-
-“I should have been thrilled. Oh, by the way, Raymond has just
-telephoned from town to say that he’ll be here by dinner-time. He’s
-motoring down.”
-
-Colin considered this. “Raymond’s the only person older than myself whom
-I envy,” he said. “He’s half an hour older than me. Oh, I think I envy
-Aunt Hester, but then I adore Aunt Hester. I only hate Raymond.”
-
-“Just because he’s half an hour older than you?” asked the girl.
-
-“Isn’t that enough? He gets everything just because of that unlucky
-half-hour. He’ll get you, too, if you’re not careful.”
-
-Colin got up and gathered his clothes together.
-
-“He’ll have Stanier,” he observed. “Isn’t that enough to make me detest
-him? Besides, he’s a boor. Happily, father detests him, too; I think
-father must have been like Raymond at his age. That’s the only comfort.
-Father will do the best he can for me. And then there’s Aunt Hester’s
-money. But what I want is Stanier. Come on.”
-
-“Aren’t you going to dress?” asked Violet.
-
-“Certainly not. As soon as I get to the house I shall have to undress
-and dress again.”
-
-“Not shoes?” asked she.
-
-“Not when the dew is falling. Oh, wet grass is lovely to the feet. We’ll
-skirt the terrace and go round by the lawn.”
-
-“And why is it that you envy Aunt Hester?” asked the girl.
-
-“Can’t help it. She’s so old and wicked and young.”
-
-Violet laughed. “That’s a very odd reason for envying anybody,” she
-said. “What’s there to envy?”
-
-“Why, the fact that she’s done it all,” said Colin frowning. “She has
-done all she pleased all her life, and she’s just as young as ever. If I
-wasn’t her nephew, she would put me under her arm, just as she did her
-husband a thousand years ago, and marry me to-morrow. And then you
-would marry Raymond, and--and there we would all be. We would play whist
-together. My dear, those ghastly days before we were born! Grandfather
-with his Garter over his worsted jacket and a kitten on his knee, and
-grandmamma and Aunt Janet and your father and mine! They lived here for
-years like that. How wonderful and awful!”
-
-“They’re just as wonderful now,” said Violet. “And....”
-
-“Not quite so awful; grandfather isn’t here now, and he must have been
-the ghastliest. Besides, there’s Aunt Hester here to tone them up, and
-you and I, if it comes to that. Not to mention Raymond. I love seeing my
-father try to behave nicely to Raymond. Dead failure.”
-
-Colin tucked his towel round him; it kept slipping first from one
-shoulder, then the other.
-
-“I believe Raymond is falling in love with you,” he said. “He’ll propose
-to you before long. Your mother will back him up, so will Uncle Ronald.
-They would love to see you mistress here. And you’d like it yourself.”
-
-“Oh--like it?” said she. She paused a moment. “Colin, you know what I
-feel about Stanier,” she said. “I don’t think anybody knows as well as
-you. You’ve got the passion for it. Wouldn’t you give anything for it to
-be yours? Look at it! There’s nothing like it in the world!”
-
-They had come up the smooth-shaven grass slope from the lake, and stood
-at the entrance through the long yew-hedge that bordered the line of
-terraces. There were no ghastly monstrosities in its clipped bastion; no
-semblance of peacocks and spread tails to crown it: it flowed downwards,
-a steep, uniform embattlement of stiff green, towards the lake,
-enclosing the straight terraces and the deep borders of flower-beds. The
-topmost of these terraces was paved, and straight from it rose the long
-two-storied façade of mellow brick balustraded with the motto, “Nisi
-Dominus ædificavit,” in tall letters of lead, and from floor to roof it
-was the building of that Colin Stanier whose very image and incarnation
-stood and looked at it now.
-
-So honest and secure had been the workmanship that in the three
-centuries which had elapsed since first it nobly rose to crown the hill
-above Rye scarcely a stone of its facings had been repaired, or a
-mouldering brick withdrawn. It possessed, even in the material of its
-fashioning, some inexplicable immortality, even as did the fortunes of
-its owners. Its mellowing had but marked their enrichment and stability;
-their stability rivalled that of the steadfast house. The sun, in these
-long days of June, had not yet quite set, and the red level rays made
-the bricks to glow, and gave a semblance as of internal fire to the
-attested guarantee of the motto. Whoever had builded, he had builded
-well, and the labour of the bricklayers was not lost.
-
-A couple of years ago Colin, still at Eton, had concocted a mad freak
-with Violet. There had been a fancy-dress ball in the house, at which he
-had been got up to represent his ancestral namesake, as shewn in the
-famous Holbein. There the first Colin appeared as a young man of
-twenty-five, but the painter had given him the smooth beauty of boyhood,
-and his descendant, in those rich embroidered clothes, might have passed
-for the very original and model for the portrait.
-
-This, then, had been their mad freak: Violet, appearing originally in
-the costume of old Colin’s bride, had slipped away to her room, when the
-ball was at its height, and changed clothes with her cousin. She had
-tucked up her hair under his broad-brimmed jewelled hat, he had
-be-wigged himself and easily laced his slimness into her stiff brocaded
-gown, and so indistinguishable were they that the boys, Colin’s friends
-and contemporaries, had been almost embarrassingly admiring of him,
-while her friends had found her not less forward. A slip by Colin in the
-matter of hoarse laughter at an encircling arm and an attempt at a kiss
-had betrayed him into forgetting his brilliant falsetto and giving the
-whole thing away.
-
-Not less like to each other now than then, they stood at the entrance of
-the terraces. He had gained, perhaps, a couple of inches on her in
-height, but the piled gold of her hair, and his bare feet equalised
-that. No growth of manhood sheathed the smoothness of his cheeks; they
-looked like replicas of one type, still almost sexless in the glow of
-mere youth. Theirs was the full dower of their race, health and
-prosperity, glee and beauty, and the entire absence of any moral
-standard.
-
-Faun and nymph, they stood there together, she in the thin blouse and
-white skirt of her tennis-clothes, he in the mere towel of his bathing.
-He had but thrown it on anyhow, without thought except to cover himself,
-and yet the folds of it fell from his low square shoulders with a
-plastic perfection. A hand buried in it held it round his waist, tightly
-outlining the springing of his thighs from his body. With her, too, even
-the full tennis-skirt, broad at the hem for purposes of activity, could
-not conceal the exquisite grace of her figure; above, the blouse
-revealed the modelling of her arms and the scarcely perceptible swell of
-her breasts. High-bred and delicate were they in the inimitable grace of
-their youth; what need had such physical perfection for any dower of the
-spirit?
-
-She filled her eyes with the glow of the sunlit front, and then turned
-to him. “Colin, it’s a crime,” she said, “that you aren’t in Raymond’s
-place. I don’t like Raymond, and yet, if you’re right and he means to
-propose to me, I don’t feel sure that I shall refuse him. It won’t be
-him I refuse, if I do, it will be Stanier.”
-
-“Lord, I know that!” said Colin. “If I was the elder, you’d marry me
-to-morrow.”
-
-“Of course I should, and cut out Aunt Hester. And the funny thing,
-darling, is that we’re neither of us in love with the other. We like
-each other enormously, but we don’t dote. If you married Aunt Hester I
-shouldn’t break my heart, nor would you if I married Raymond.”
-
-“Not a bit. But I should think him a devilish lucky fellow!”
-
-She laughed. “So should I,” she said. “In fact, I think him devilish
-lucky already. Colin, if I do refuse him, it will be because of you.”
-
-“Oh, chuck it, Violet!” said he.
-
-She nodded towards the great stately house. “It’s a big chuck,” she
-said.
-
-From the far side of the house there came the sound of motor-wheels on
-the gravel, and after a moment or two the garden door at the centre of
-the terrace opened, and Raymond came out. He was not more than an inch
-or so shorter than his brother, but his broad, heavy, short-legged build
-made him appear short and squat. His eyebrows were thick and black, and
-already a strong growth of hair fringed his upper lip. While Colin might
-have passed for a boy of eighteen still, the other would have been taken
-for a young man of not less than twenty-five. He stood there for a
-minute, looking straight out over the terrace, and the marsh below.
-Then, turning his eyes, he saw the others in the dusky entrance through
-the yew-hedge, and his face lit up. He came towards them.
-
-“I’ve only just come,” he said. “Had a puncture. How are you, Violet?”
-
-“All right. But how late you are! We’re all late, in fact. We must go
-and dress.”
-
-Raymond looked up and down Colin’s bath-towel, and his face darkened
-again. But he made a call on his cordiality.
-
-“Hullo, Colin,” he said. “Been bathing? Jolly in the water, I should
-think.”
-
-“Very jolly,” said Colin. “How long are you down for?”
-
-He had not meant any particular provocation in the question, though he
-was perfectly careless as to whether Raymond found it there or not. He
-did, and his face flushed.
-
-“Well, to be quite candid,” he said, “I’m down here for as long as I
-please. With your permission, of course.”
-
-“How jolly!” said Colin in a perfectly smooth voice, which he knew
-exasperated his brother. “Come on, Vi, it’s time to dress.”
-
-“Oh, there’s twenty minutes yet,” said Raymond. “Come for a few minutes’
-stroll, Vi.”
-
-Colin paused for her answer, slightly smiling, and looking just above
-Raymond’s head. The two always quarrelled whenever they met, though
-perhaps “quarrel” is both too strong and too superficial a word to
-connote the smouldering enmity which existed between them, and which the
-presence of the other was sufficient to wreathe with little flapping
-flames. Envy, as black as hell and as deep as the sea, existed between
-them, and there was no breath too light to blow it into incandescence.
-Raymond envied Colin for absolutely all that Colin was, for his skin and
-his slimness, his eyes and his hair, and to a degree unutterably
-greater, for the winning smile, the light, ingratiating manner that he
-himself so miserably lacked, even for a certain brusque heedlessness on
-Colin’s part which was interpreted, in his case, into the mere
-unselfconsciousness of youth. In the desire to please others, Raymond
-held himself to be at least the equal of his brother, yet, where his
-efforts earned for him but a tepid respect, Colin would weave an
-enchantment. If Raymond made some humorous contribution to the
-conversation, glazed eyes and perfunctory comment would be all his
-wages, whereas if Colin, eager and careless, had made precisely the same
-offering, he would have been awarded attention and laughter.
-
-Colin, on the other hand, envied his brother not for anything he was,
-but for everything he had. Theirs was no superficial antagonism; the
-graces of address and person are no subjects for light envy, nor yet the
-sceptred fist of regal possessions. That fist was Raymond’s; all would
-be his; even Violet, perhaps, Stanier certainly, would be.
-
-At this moment the antagonism flowered over Violet’s reply. Would she go
-for a stroll with Raymond or wouldn’t she? Colin cared not a blade of
-grass which she actually did; it was her choice that would feed his
-hatred of his brother or make him chuckle over his discomfiture. For an
-infinitesimal moment he diverted his gaze from just over Raymond’s head
-to where, a tiny angle away, her eyes were level with his. He shook his
-head ever so slightly; some drop of water perhaps had lodged itself from
-his diving in his ear.
-
-“Oh, we shall all be late,” said she, “and Uncle Philip hates our being
-late. Only twenty minutes, did you say? I must rush. Hair, you know.”
-
-She scudded off along the paved terrace without one glance behind her.
-
-“Want a stroll, Raymond?” said Colin. “I haven’t got to undress, only to
-dress. I needn’t go for five minutes yet.”
-
-Raymond had seen the headshake and Colin’s subsequent application of the
-palm of a hand to his ear was a transparent device. Colin, he made sure,
-meant him to see that just as certainly as he meant Violet to do so. The
-success of it enraged him, and not less the knowledge that it was meant
-to enrage him. Colin’s hand so skilfully, so carelessly, laid these
-traps which silkenly gripped him. He could only snarl when he was
-caught, and even to snarl was to give himself away.
-
-“Oh, thanks very much,” he said, determined not to snarl, “but, after
-all, Vi’s right. Father hates us being late. How is he? I haven’t seen
-him yet.”
-
-“Ever so cheerful,” said Colin. “Does he know you are coming, by the
-way?”
-
-“Not unless Vi has told him. I telephoned to her.”
-
-“Pleasant surprise,” said Colin. “Well, if you don’t want to stroll, I
-think I’ll go in. Vi’s delighted that you’ve come.”
-
-Once again Raymond’s eye lit up. “Is she?” he asked.
-
-“Didn’t you think so?” said Colin, standing first on one foot and then
-on the other, as he slipped on his tennis shoes to walk across the
-paving of the terrace.
-
- * * * * *
-
-There had been no break since the days of Colin’s grandfather in the
-solemnity of the ceremonial that preceded dinner. Now, as then, the
-guests, if there were any, or, if not, the rest of the family, were
-still magnificently warned of the approach of the great hour, and,
-assembling in the long gallery which adjoined the dining-room, waited
-for the advent of Lord Yardley.
-
-That piece of ritual was like the Canon of the Mass, invariable and
-significant. It crystallised the centuries of the past into the present;
-dinner was the function of the day, dull it might be, but central and
-canonical, and the centre of it all was the entrance of the head of the
-family. He would not appear till all were ready; his presence made
-completion, and the Staniers moved forward by order. So when the
-major-domo had respectfully enfolded the flock in the long gallery, he
-took his stand by the door into the dining-room. That was the signal to
-Lord Yardley’s valet who waited by the door at the other end of the
-gallery which led into his master’s rooms. He threw that open, and from
-it, punctual as the cuckoo in the clock, out came Lord Yardley, and
-every one stood up.
-
-But in the present reign there had been a slight alteration in the minor
-ritual of the assembling, for Colin was almost invariably late, and the
-edict had gone forth, while he was but yet fifteen, and newly promoted
-to a seat at dinner, that Master Colin was not to be waited for: the
-major-domo must regard his jewelled flock as complete without him. He,
-with a “Sorry, father,” took his vacant place when he was ready, and his
-father’s grim face would soften into a smile. Raymond’s unpunctuality
-was a different matter, and he had amended this weakness.
-
-To-night there were no guests, and when the major-domo took his stand at
-the dining-room door to fling it open on the remote entry of Lord
-Yardley from the far end of the gallery, all the family but Colin were
-assembled. Lord Yardley’s mother, now over eighty, white and watchful
-and bloodless, had been as usual the first to arrive, and, leaning on
-her stick, had gone to her chair by the fireplace, in which, upright and
-silent, she waited during these canonical moments. She always came to
-dinner, though not appearing at other meals, for she breakfasted and
-lunched in her own rooms, where all day, except for a drive in the
-morning, she remained invisible. Now she held up her white hand to
-shield her face from the fire, for whatever the heat of the evening,
-there was a smouldering log there for incense.
-
-Ronald Stanier sat opposite her, heavy and baggy-eyed, breathing sherry
-into the evening paper. His wife, the querulous Janet, was giving half
-an ear to Raymond’s account of his puncture, and inwardly marvelling at
-Lady Hester’s toilet. Undeterred by the weight of her sixty years, she
-had an early-Victorian frock of pink satin, high in the waist and of
-ample skirt. On her undulated wig of pale golden hair, the colour and
-lustre of which had not suffered any change of dimness since the day
-when she ran away with her handsome young husband, she wore a wreath of
-artificial flowers; a collar of pearls encircled her throat which was
-still smooth and soft. The dark eyebrows, highly arched, gave her an
-expression of whimsical amusement, and bore out the twinkle in her blue
-eyes and the little upward curve at the corner of her mouth. She was
-quite conscious of her sister-in-law’s censorious gaze; poor Janet had
-always looked like a moulting hen....
-
-By her stood Violet, who had but this moment hurried in, and whose
-entrance was the signal for Lord Yardley’s valet to open the door. She
-had heard Colin splashing in his bath as she came along the passage,
-though he had just bathed.
-
-Then, with a simultaneous uprising, everybody stood, old Lady Yardley
-leaned on her stick, Ronald put down the evening paper, and Raymond
-broke off the interesting history of his punctured wheel.
-
-Philip Yardley went straight to his mother’s chair, and gave her his
-arm. In the dusk, Raymond standing between him and the window was but a
-silhouette against the luminous sky. His father did not yet know that he
-had arrived, and mistook him for his brother.
-
-“Colin, what do you mean by being in time for dinner?” he said. “Most
-irregular.”
-
-“It’s I, father,” said Raymond.
-
-“Oh, Raymond, is it?” said Lord Yardley. “I didn’t know you were here.
-Glad to see you.”
-
-The words were sufficiently cordial, but the tone was very unlike that
-in which he had supposed himself to be addressing Colin. That was not
-lost on Raymond; for envy, the most elementary of all human passions, is
-also highly sensitive.
-
-“You came from Cambridge?” asked his father, when they had sat down, in
-the same tone of studious politeness. “The term’s over, I suppose.”
-
-“Yes, a week ago,” said Raymond. As he spoke he made some awkward
-movement in the unfolding of his napkin, and upset a glass which crashed
-on to the floor. Lord Yardley found himself thinking, “Clumsy brute!”
-
-“Of course; Colin’s been here a week now,” he said, and Raymond did not
-miss that. Then Philip Yardley, considering that he had given his son an
-adequate welcome, said no more.
-
-These family dinners were not, especially in Colin’s absence and in
-Raymond’s presence, very talkative affairs. Old Lady Yardley seldom
-spoke at all, but sat watching first one face and then another, as if
-with secret conjectures. Ronald Stanier paid little attention to
-anything except to his plate and his glass, and it was usually left to
-Violet and Lady Hester to carry on such conversation as there was. But
-even they required the stimulus of Colin, and to-night the subdued blink
-of spoons on silver-gilt soup-plates reigned uninterrupted. These had
-just ceased when Colin appeared, like a lamp brought into a dusky room.
-
-“Sorry, father,” he said. “I’m late, you know. Where’s my place? Oh,
-between Aunt Hester and Violet. Ripping.”
-
-“Urgent private affairs, Colin?” asked his father.
-
-“Yes, terribly urgent. And private. Bath.”
-
-The whole table revived a little, as when the gardener waters a drooping
-bed of flowers.
-
-“But you had only just bathed,” said Violet.
-
-“That’s just why I wanted a bath. Nothing makes you so messy and sticky
-as a bathe. And there were bits of grass between my toes, and a small
-fragment of worm.”
-
-“And how did they get there, dear?” asked Aunt Hester, violently
-interested.
-
-“Because I walked up in bare feet over the grass, Aunt Hester,” said
-Colin. “It’s good for the nerves. Come and do it after dinner.”
-
-Lord Yardley supposed that Colin had not previously seen his brother,
-and that seeing him now did not care to notice his presence. So, with
-the same chill desire to be fair in all ways to Raymond, he said:
-
-“Raymond has come, Colin.”
-
-“Yes, father, we’ve already embraced,” said he. “Golly, I don’t call
-that soup. It’s muck. Hullo, granny dear, I haven’t seen you all day.
-Good morning.”
-
-Lady Yardley’s face relaxed; there came on her lips some wraith of a
-smile. Colin’s grace and charm of trivial prattle was the only ray that
-had power at all to thaw the ancient frost that had so long congealed
-her. Ever since her husband’s death, twenty years ago, she had lived
-some half of the year here, and now she seldom stirred from Stanier,
-waiting for the end. Her life had really ceased within a few years of
-her marriage; she had become then the dignified lay-figure, emotionless
-and impersonal, typical of the wives of Staniers, and that was all that
-her children knew of her. For them the frost had never thawed, nor had
-she, even for a moment, lost its cold composure, even when on the night
-that the news of Raymond’s and Colin’s birth had come to Stanier, there
-came with it the summons that caused her husband to crash among the
-glasses on the table. Nothing and nobody except Colin had ever given
-brightness to her orbit, where, like some dead moon, she revolved in the
-cold inter-stellar space.
-
-But at the boy’s salutation across the table, she smiled. “My dear, what
-an odd time to say good morning,” she said. “Have you had a nice day,
-Colin?”
-
-“Oh, ripping, grandmamma!” said he. “Enjoyed every minute of it.”
-
-“That’s good. It’s a great waste of time not to enjoy....” Her glance
-shifted from him to Lady Hester. “Hester, dear, what a strange gown,”
-she said.
-
-“It’s Aunt Hester’s go-away gown after her marriage,” began Colin.
-“She....”
-
-“Colin,” said his father sharply, “you’re letting your tongue run away
-with you.”
-
-Very unusually, Lady Yardley turned to Philip. “You mustn’t speak to
-Colin like that, dear Philip,” she said. “He doesn’t know about those
-things. And I like to hear Colin talk.”
-
-“Very well, mother,” said Philip.
-
-“Colin didn’t have a mother to teach him what to say, and what not to
-say,” continued Lady Yardley; “you must not be harsh to Colin.”
-
-The stimulus was exhausted and she froze into herself again.
-
-Colin had been perfectly well aware during this, that Raymond was
-present, and that nothing of it was lost on him. It would be too much to
-say that he had performed what he and Violet called “the grandmamma
-trick” solely to rouse Raymond’s jealousy, but to know that Raymond
-glowered and envied was like a round of applause to him. It was from no
-sympathy or liking for his grandmother that he thawed her thus and
-brought her back from her remoteness; he did it for the gratification
-of his own power in which Raymond, above all, was deficient.... Like
-some antique bird she had perched for a moment on Colin’s finger; now
-she had gone back into her cage again.
-
-Colin chose that night to take on an air of offended dignity at his
-father’s rebuke, and subsided into silence. He knew that every one would
-feel his withdrawal, and now even Uncle Ronald who, with hardly less
-aloofness than his mother, for he was buried in his glass and platter,
-and was remote from everything except his vivid concern with food and
-drink, tried to entice the boy out of his shell. Colin was pleased at
-this: it was all salutary for Raymond.
-
-“So you’ve been bathing, Colin,” he said.
-
-“Yes, Uncle Ronald,” said he.
-
-“Pleasant in the water?” asked Uncle Ronald.
-
-“Quite,” said Colin.
-
-Aunt Hester made the next attempt. They were all trying to please and
-mollify him. “About that walking in the grass in bare feet,” she said.
-“I should catch cold at my age. And what would my maid think?”
-
-“I don’t know at all, Aunt Hester,” said Colin very sweetly.
-
-Raymond cleared his throat. Colin was being sulky and unpleasant, and
-he, the eldest, would make things agreeable again. No wonder Colin
-subsided after that very ill-chosen remark about Aunt Hester.
-
-“There’s a wonderful stride been made in this wireless telegraphy,
-father,” he said. “There were messages transmitted to Newfoundland
-yesterday, so I saw in the paper. A good joke about it in _Punch_. A
-fellow said, ‘They’ll be inventing noiseless thunder next.’”
-
-There was a dead silence, and then Colin laughed loudly.
-
-“Awfully good, Raymond,” he said. “Very funny. Strawberries, Aunt
-Hester?”
-
-That had hit the mark. Leaning forward to pull the dish towards him, he
-saw the flush on Raymond’s face.
-
-“Really? As far as Newfoundland?” said Lord Yardley.
-
- * * * * *
-
-By now the major-domo was standing by the dining-room door again, and
-Philip rose. His mother got up and stood, immobile and expressionless,
-till the other women had passed out in front of her. Then, as she went
-out, she said exactly what she had said for the last sixty years.
-
-“You will like a game of whist, then, soon?”
-
-Generally when the women had gone, the others moved up towards the host.
-To-night Philip took up his glass and placed himself next Colin. The
-decanters were brought round and placed opposite him, and he pushed them
-towards Raymond.
-
-“Help yourself, Raymond,” he said.
-
-Then he turned round in his armchair to the other boy.
-
-“Still vexed with me, Colin?” he said quietly.
-
-“Of course not, father,” he said. “Sorry I sulked. But you did shut me
-up with such a bang.”
-
-“Well, open yourself at the same place,” said Philip.
-
-“Rather. Aunt Hester’s dress, wasn’t it? Isn’t she too divine? If she
-ever dies, which God forbid, you ought to have her stuffed and dressed
-just like that, and put in a glass case in the hall to shew how young it
-is possible to be when you’re old. But, seriously, do get a portrait
-done of her to hang here. There’s nothing of her in the gallery.”
-
-“Any other orders?” asked Philip.
-
-“I don’t think so at present. Oh, by the way, are you going to Italy
-this year?”
-
-“Yes, I think I shall go out there before long for a few weeks as usual.
-Why?”
-
-“I thought that perhaps you would take me. I’ve got four months’
-vacation, you see, now that I’m at Cambridge, and I’ve never been to
-Italy yet.”
-
-Philip paused; he was always alone in Italy. That was part of the
-spell. “You’d get dreadfully bored, Colin,” he said. “I shall be at the
-villa in Capri: there’s nothing to do except swim.”
-
-Colin divined in his father’s mind some reluctance other than that which
-he expressed. He dropped his eyes for a moment, then raised them again
-to his father’s face, merry and untroubled.
-
-“You don’t want me to come with you, father,” he said. “Quite all right,
-but why not have told me so?”
-
-Philip looked at the boy with that expression in his face that no one
-else ever saw there; the tenderness for another, the heart’s need of
-another, which had shot into fitful flame twenty years ago, had never
-quite been extinguished; it had always smouldered there for Colin.
-
-“I’ll think it over,” he said, and turned round in his chair.
-
-“You were telling me something about wireless, Raymond,” he said. “As
-far as Newfoundland! That is very wonderful. A few years ago scientists
-would have laughed at such an idea as at a fairy-tale or a superstition.
-But the superstitions of one generation become the science of the next.”
-
-Raymond by this time was in a state of thorough ill-temper. He had
-witnessed all the evening Colin’s easy triumphs; he had seen how Colin,
-when annoyed, as he had been at his father’s rebuke, went into his
-shell, and instantly every one tried to tempt him out again. Just now in
-that low-voiced conversation between his brother and his father, he had
-heard his father say, “Still vexed with me?” in a sort of suppliance....
-He determined to try a manœuvre that answered so well.
-
-“I should have said just the opposite,” he remarked, re-filling his
-glass. “I should have thought that the science and beliefs of one
-generation became the superstitions of the next. Our legend, for
-instance; that was soberly believed once.”
-
-Philip Yardley did not respond quite satisfactorily. “Ah!” he said,
-getting up. “Well, shall we be going?”
-
-Raymond had just poured himself out a glass of port, and, very
-unfortunately, he remembered a precisely similar occasion on which his
-father, just when Colin had done the same, proposed an adjournment. He
-repeated the exact words Colin had used then.
-
-“Oh, you might wait till I’ve finished my port,” he said.
-
-That did not produce the right effect. On the previous occasion his
-father had said, “Sorry, old boy,” and had sat down again.
-
-“You’d better follow us, then,” said Philip. “But don’t drink any more,
-Raymond. You’ve had as much as is good for you.”
-
-Raymond’s face blazed. To be spoken to like that, especially in front of
-his uncle and brother, was intolerable. He got up and pushed his
-replenished glass away, spilling half of it. Instantly Colin saw his
-opportunity, and knowing fairly well what would happen, he put his hand
-within Raymond’s arm in brotherly remonstrance.
-
-“Oh, I say, Raymond!” he said.
-
-Raymond shook him off. “Leave me alone, can’t you?” he said angrily.
-
-Then he turned to his father. “I didn’t mean to spill the wine, father,”
-he said. “It was an accident.”
-
-“Accidents are liable to happen, when one loses one’s temper,” said
-Philip. “Ring the bell, please.”
-
-There were two tables for cards laid out in the drawing-room, and
-Raymond, coming in only a few seconds after the others, found that,
-without waiting for him, the bridge-table had already been made up with
-Lady Hester, Violet, his father, and Colin. They had not given him a
-chance to play there, and now for the next hour he was condemned to play
-whist with his grandmother and his uncle and aunt, a dreary pastime.
-
-At ten old Lady Yardley went dumbly to bed, and there was the choice
-between sitting here until the bridge was over, or of following Uncle
-Ronald into the smoking-room. But that he found he could not do; his
-jealousy of Colin, both as regards his father and as regards Violet,
-constrained him as with cords to stop and watch them, and contrast their
-merriment with his own ensconced and sombre broodings.
-
-And then there was Violet herself. Colin’s conjecture had been perfectly
-right, for in the fashion of Staniers, he must be considered as in the
-process of falling in love with her. The desire for possession, rather
-than devotion, was the main ingredient in the bubbling vat, and that was
-very sensibly present. She made a ferment in his blood, and though he
-would not have sacrificed anything which he really valued, such as his
-prospective lordship of Stanier, for her sake, he could not suffer the
-idea that she should not be his. He knew, too, how potent in her was the
-Stanier passion for the home, and that he counted as his chief asset,
-for he had no illusion that Violet was in love with him. Nor was she, so
-he thought, in love with Colin; the two were much more like a couple of
-chums than lovers.
-
-So he sat and watched them round the edge of the newspaper which had
-beguiled Uncle Ronald’s impatience for dinner. The corner where he sat
-was screened from the players by a large vase of flowers on the table
-near them, and Raymond felt that he enjoyed, though without original
-intention, the skulking pleasures of the eavesdropper.
-
-Colin, as usual, was to the fore. Just now he was dummy to his partner,
-Aunt Hester, who, having added a pair of tortoise-shell spectacles to
-complete her early-Victorian costume, was feeling a shade uneasy. She
-had just done what she most emphatically ought not to have done, and was
-afraid that both her adversaries had perceived it. Colin had perceived
-it, too; otherwise the suit of clubs was deficient. Violet had already
-alluded to this.
-
-“Oh, Aunt Hester!” cried Colin. “What’s the use of pretending you’ve not
-revoked? Don’t cling on to that last club; play it, and have done with
-it. If you don’t, you’ll revoke again.”
-
-Aunt Hester still felt cunning; she thought she might be able to bundle
-it up in the last trick. “But I ain’t got a club, Colin,” she said,
-reverting to mid-Victorian speech.
-
-“Darling Aunt Hester, you mean ‘haven’t,’” said Colin. “‘Ain’t’ means
-‘aren’t,’ and it isn’t grammar even then, though you are my aunt.
-‘Ain’t....’”
-
-Lord Yardley, leaning forward, pulled Colin’s hair. It looked so golden
-and attractive, it reminded him.... “Colin, are you dummy, or ain’t
-you?” he asked.
-
-“Certainly, father. Can’t you see Aunt Hester’s playing the hand? I
-shouldn’t call it playing, myself. I should call it playing at playing.
-Club, please, Aunt Hester.”
-
-“Well, if you’re dummy, hold your tongue,” said Lord Yardley. “Dummy
-isn’t allowed to speak, and....”
-
-“Oh, those are the old rules,” said Colin. “The new rules make it
-incumbent on dummy to talk all the time. Hurrah, there’s Aunt Hester’s
-club, aren’t it? One revoke, and a penalty of three tricks....”
-
-“Doubled,” said his father.
-
-“Brute,” said Colin, “and no honours at all! Oh yes, fourteen to us
-above. Well played, Aunt Hester! Wasn’t it a pity? Your deal, Vi.”
-
-Colin, having cut the cards, happened to look up at the big vase of
-flowers which stood close to the table. As he did so, there was a
-trivial glimmer, as of some paper just stirred, behind it. He had
-vaguely thought that Uncle Ronald and Raymond had both gone to the
-smoking-room, but there was certainly some one there, and which of the
-two it was he had really no idea. Every one else, adversaries and
-partner, was behaving as if there was no one else in the room, so why
-not he?
-
-“Raymond’s got the hump this evening,” he said cheerfully. “He won at
-whist--Lord, what a game!--because I saw Aunt Janet pay him half-a-crown
-with an extraordinarily acid expression, and ask for change. So as he’s
-won at cards, he will be blighted in love. I expect he’s had a knock
-from the young thing at the tobacconist’s in King’s Parade. I think she
-likes me best, father. But it’ll be the same daughter-in-law. She
-breathes through her nose, and is marvellously genteel. Otherwise she’s
-just like Violet.”
-
-“Pass,” said Violet.
-
-“Hurrah! I knew it would make you pessimistic to be called like a
-tobacconist’s....”
-
-Philip Yardley laid down his cards and actually laughed. “Colin, you
-low, vulgar brute,” he said, “don’t talk so much!”
-
-Colin imitated Raymond’s voice and manner to perfection. “I should have
-said just the opposite,” he remarked. “I should have thought you wanted
-me to talk more, and make trumps.”
-
-Violet caught on. “Oh, you got him exactly, Colin,” she said. “What did
-he say that about?”
-
-“Go on, Colin,” said his father. “We shall never finish.”
-
-Colin examined his hand. “Three no-trumps,” he said. “Not one, nor two,
-but three. Glorious trinity!”
-
-There was no counter-challenge, and as Lord Yardley considered his lead,
-Colin looked up through the vase of flowers once more. There was some
-one there still, and he got up to fetch a match from a side-table. That
-gave him a clearer view of what lay beyond.
-
-“Hullo, Raymond?” he said. “Thought you’d gone to the smoking-room.”
-
-“No; just looking at the paper,” said Raymond. “I’m going now.”
-
-“Oh, but we’ll have another rubber,” said Colin. “Cut in?”
-
-“No, thanks,” said Raymond.
-
-Colin waited till the door had closed behind him. “Lor!” he said.
-
-“Just shut that door, Colin,” said Lord Yardley.
-
-Lady Hester was thrilled about the tobacconist’s young thing; it really
-would be rather a good joke if one of the boys, following his father’s
-example, married a “baggage” of that sort, and she determined to pursue
-the subject with Colin on some future occasion. She loved such loose
-natural talk as he treated her to; he told her all his escapades. He was
-just such a scamp as Colin the first must have been, and with just such
-gifts and utter absence of moral sense was he endowed.
-
-Indeed, the old legend, so it seemed to her, lived again in Colin,
-though couched in more modern terms. It was the mediæval style to say
-that for the price of the soul, Satan was willing to dower his
-beneficiary with all material bounty and graces; more modernly, you said
-that this boy was an incorrigible young Adonis, who feared neither God
-nor devil. True, the lordship of Stanier was not yet Colin’s, but
-something might happen to that grim, graceless Raymond.
-
-How the two hated each other, and how different were the exhibitions of
-their antagonism! Raymond hated with a glowering, bilious secrecy, that
-watched and brooded; Colin with a gay contempt, a geniality almost. But
-if the shrewd old Lady Hester had been asked to wager which of the two
-was the most dangerous to the other, she would without hesitation have
-put her money on Colin.
-
-The second rubber was short, but as hilarious as the first, and on its
-conclusion Lady Hester hurried to bed, saying that she would be “a
-fright” in the morning if she lost any more sleep. Violet followed her,
-Philip withdrew to his own room, and Colin sauntered along to the
-smoking-room in quest of whisky. His Uncle Ronald was still there,
-rapidly approaching the comatose mood of midnight, which it would have
-been inequitable to call intoxication and silly to call sobriety.
-Raymond sprawled in a chair by the window.
-
-“Hullo, Uncle Ronald, still up?” said Colin. “You’ll get scolded.”
-
-Uncle Ronald lifted a sluggish eyelid. “Hey?” he said. “Oh, Colin, is
-it? What’s the time, my boy?”
-
-“Half-past twelve,” said Colin, adding on another half-hour. He wanted
-to get rid of his uncle and see how he stood with his brother. No doubt
-they would have a row.
-
-“Gobbless me,” said Ronald. “I shall turn in. Just a spot more whisky.
-Good night, boys.”
-
-As soon as he had gone Raymond got out of his chair and placed himself
-where he could get his heels on the edge of the low fender-kerb. He
-hated talking “up” to Colin, and this gave him a couple of inches.
-
-“I want to ask you something,” he said.
-
-“Ask away,” said Colin.
-
-“Did you know I was in the room when you imitated me just now?”
-
-“Hadn’t given a thought to it,” said Colin.
-
-“It’s equally offensive whether you mimic me before my face or behind my
-back,” said Raymond. “It was damned rude.”
-
-“Shall I come to you for lessons in manners?” asked Colin. “What do you
-charge?”
-
-Colin spoke with all the lightness of good-humoured banter, well aware
-that if Raymond replied at all, he would make some sledge-hammer
-rejoinder. He would swing a cudgel against the rapier that pricked him,
-yet never land a blow except on the air, or, maybe, his own foot.
-
-“It’s beastly insolence on your part,” said Raymond.
-
-“And that’s very polite,” said Colin. “You may mimic me how and where
-and when you choose. If it’s like, I shall laugh. If it isn’t, well, I
-shall still laugh.”
-
-“I haven’t got your sense of humour,” said Raymond.
-
-“Clearly, nor Violet’s. She thought I had got you to a ‘t.’ You probably
-heard what she said from your sequestered corner behind your newspaper.”
-
-Raymond advanced a step. “Look here, Colin, do you mean to imply that I
-was listening?”
-
-Colin laughed. “And I want to ask you a question,” he said. “Didn’t you
-know that we all thought you had gone away?”
-
-Raymond disregarded this. “Then there’s another thing. What do you mean
-by telling father about the girl at the tobacconist’s? You know it was
-nothing at all.”
-
-“Rather,” said Colin. “I said so. You seem to forget that I told him
-that I was the favourite. That’s the part you didn’t like.”
-
-Raymond flushed. “It’s all very well for you to say that,” he said. “But
-you know perfectly well that my father doesn’t treat us alike. Things
-which are quite harmless in his eyes when you do them appear very
-different to him when I’m the culprit. I had had a knock from a
-tobacconist’s girl, had I? You’re a cad to have told him that quite
-apart from its being a lie.”
-
-Colin laughed with irritating naturalness. “Is this the first lesson in
-manners?” he said. “I’m beginning to see the hang of it. You call the
-other fellow a cad and a liar. About my father’s not treating us alike,
-that’s his affair. But I should never dream of calling you a liar for
-saying that. We’re not alike: why should he treat us alike? You’ve got a
-foul temper, you see; that doesn’t add to your popularity with anybody.”
-
-He spoke in the same voice in which he might have told Raymond that he
-had a speck of dust on the coat, and yawned rather elaborately.
-
-“Take care you don’t rouse it,” said Raymond.
-
-“Why not? It rather amuses me to see you in a rage.”
-
-“Oh, it does, does it?” said Raymond with his voice quivering.
-
-“I assure you of it. I’m having a most amusing evening, thanks to you.
-And this chat has been the pleasantest part of it. Pity that it’s so
-late.”
-
-Raymond, as usual, had throughout, the worst of these exchanges and was
-quite aware of it. He had been ill-bred and abusive through his loss of
-temper while Colin, insolent though his speech and his manner had been,
-had kept within the bounds of civil retort in his sneers and contempt.
-In all probability he would give an account of it all to Violet
-to-morrow, and there was no need for him to embroider; a strictly
-correct version of what had passed was quite disagreeable enough.
-
-This Raymond wanted to avoid in view of his desire that Violet should
-look on him as favourably as possible. Whether he meant to propose to
-her during his visit here, he hardly knew himself, but certainly he
-wanted to be in her good books. This, and this alone, prompted him now;
-he hated Colin, all the more because he had been absolutely unable to
-ruffle him or pierce the fine armour of his composure, but as regards
-Violet, and perhaps his father, he feared him.
-
-“I’m afraid I’ve lost my temper, Colin,” he said. “And I owe you an
-apology for all I’ve said. You had annoyed me by mimicking me and by
-telling father about that girl at Cambridge.”
-
-Colin felt that he had pulled the wings off a fly that had annoyed him
-by its buzzing; the legs might as well follow....
-
-“Certainly you owe me an apology,” he said. “But, considering
-everything, I don’t quite know whether you are proposing to pay it.”
-
-Raymond turned on him fiercely. “Ah, that’s you all over!” he said.
-
-“Oh, we’re being quite natural,” said Colin. “So much better.”
-
-He paused a moment.
-
-“Now I don’t want to be offensive just now,” he said, “so let’s sit down
-and try to tolerate each other for a minute. There.”
-
-Raymond longed to be at his throat, to feel his short, strong fingers
-throttling the life out of that smooth white neck. But some careless
-superior vitality in Colin made him sit down.
-
-“Let’s face it, Raymond,” he said. “We loathe each other like poison,
-and it is nonsense to pretend we don’t. Unfortunately, you are the
-eldest, so in the end you will score, however much I annoy you. But put
-yourself in my place; imagine yourself the younger with your foul
-temper. You would probably try to kill me. Of course, by accident. But
-I’m not intending to kill you. I am very reasonable; you must be
-reasonable, too. But just put yourself in my place.”
-
-Raymond shifted in the chair in which Colin, with a mere gesture of a
-finger, had made him sit. “Can’t we possibly get on better together,
-Colin?” he said. “After all, as you say, I come into everything on my
-father’s death. I have Stanier, I have the millions where you have the
-thousands. I can be very useful to you. You adore the place, and I can
-let you come here as often and as long as you like, and I can also
-prevent your setting foot in it. If you’ll try to be decent to me, I
-promise you that you shan’t regret it.”
-
-Colin put his head on one side and looked at his brother with an air of
-pondering wonder. “Oh, that cock won’t fight,” he said. “You know as
-well as I do that when you are master here, I would sooner go to hell
-than come here, and you would sooner go to hell than let me come.
-Perhaps I’ve got a dull imagination, but it’s no use my trying to
-imagine that. Do be sensible. If you could do anything to injure me at
-this moment when you are proposing a truce, you know that you would do
-it. But you can’t. You can’t hurt me in any way whatever. But what you
-do know is that I can hurt you in all sorts of ways. I can poison my
-father’s mind about you--it’s pretty sick already. I can poison Violet’s
-mind, and that’s none too healthy. You see, they both like me most
-tremendously, and they don’t very much like you. It’s just the same at
-Cambridge. I’ve got fifty friends: you haven’t got one. I dare say it’s
-not your fault: anyhow, we’ll call it your misfortune. But you want me
-to do something for you in return for nothing you can do for me, or,
-perhaps, nothing that you will do for me.”
-
-Raymond frowned; when he was thinking he usually frowned. When Colin was
-thinking he usually smiled.
-
-“If in the future there is anything I can do for you, Colin,” he said,
-“I will do it. I want to be friends with you. Good Lord, isn’t that
-reasonable? We’re brothers.”
-
-Colin leaned forward in his chair. He was aware of the prodigious nature
-of what he was meaning to say. “Give me Stanier, Raymond,” he said.
-“With what father is leaving me, and with what Aunt Hester is leaving
-me, I can easily afford to keep it up. I don’t ask you for any money. I
-just want Stanier. Of course, it needn’t actually be mine. But I want to
-live here, while you live somewhere else. There’s the Derbyshire house,
-for instance. I’ve got Stanier in my blood. If, on father’s death,
-you’ll do that, there’s nothing I won’t do for you.”
-
-He paused.
-
-“I can do a good deal, you know,” he said. “And I can refrain from doing
-a good deal.”
-
-The proposal was so preposterous that Raymond fairly laughed. Instantly
-Colin got up.
-
-“That sounds pleasant,” he said. “Good night, Raymond. I wouldn’t have
-any more whisky, if I were you. Father seemed to think you’d had enough
-drink before the end of dinner.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-
-Breakfast at Stanier was a shade less stately than dinner. The table was
-invariably laid for the complete tale of its possible consumers, and a
-vicarious urn bubbled at the end of the board with an empty teapot in
-front of it, in case of old Lady Yardley coming down to breakfast and
-dispensing tea. She had not come down for over twenty years, but the urn
-still awaited her ministrations.
-
-On the arrival of tidings that she was having breakfast in her room, the
-urn was taken away, and if news filtered through the butler to the
-footman that some one else was breakfasting upstairs, a place at the
-table was removed. Hot dishes above spirit-lamps stood in a row on the
-sideboard, and there remained till somebody had come down or till, from
-the removal of knives and forks, it was clear that nobody was coming.
-
-But when Lady Hester was in the house, these dishes were always sure of
-a partaker, for, after her cold bath, she breakfasted downstairs, as she
-considered her bedroom a place to sleep and dress in, not to eat in. The
-urn would have been removed by this time, for Lady Yardley’s maid would
-have taken her tray upstairs, and for Lady Hester and for any one else
-who appeared there was brought in a separate equipage of tea or coffee,
-hot and fresh, and deposited in front of the occupied chair.
-
-This morning she was the first to arrive, dressed in a white coat and
-blouse and a jaunty little straw hat turned up at the back and decorated
-with pheasants’ feathers. Provision of fish and bacon was brought her,
-and an ironed copy of a daily paper. There were still four places left
-at the table unremoved, and she promised herself a chatty breakfast.
-
-Raymond was the next comer, but he did not much conduce to chattiness.
-He looked heavy-eyed and sulky, only grunted in response to her
-salutation, and immured himself behind the _Daily Mail_. Lady Hester
-made one further attempt at sociability, and asked him if he had slept
-well, but as he had nothing to add to his “No, not very,” she considered
-herself free from any further obligation.
-
-Then there came a very welcome addition to his grievous company, for
-Colin entered through the door that opened on to the terrace. Flannel
-trousers, coat and shirt open at the neck was all his costume, and there
-was a bathing towel over his shoulder.
-
-“Morning, Aunt Hester,” he said. “Morning, Raymond.”
-
-He paused in order to make quite sure that Raymond made no response, and
-sat down next his aunt.
-
-“Been bathing,” he said. “Hottest morning that ever was. Why didn’t you
-come, too, Aunt Hester? You’d look like a water-nymph. I say, what a
-nice hat! Whom are you going to reduce to despair? Hullo, three
-letters!”
-
-“How many of them are love-letters?” asked Aunt Hester archly.
-
-“All, of course,” said Colin. “There’s one from Cambridge.”
-
-“That’ll be the young woman in the tobacconist’s shop whom you told us
-about,” began Aunt Hester.
-
-“Sh!” said Colin, nodding towards Raymond. “Sore subject.”
-
-Raymond, pushing back his chair, could not control himself from casting
-one furious glance at Colin, and went out.
-
-“Well, that’s one bad-tempered young man gone,” said Lady Hester
-severely. She could understand people being thieves and liars, but to
-fail in pleasantness and geniality was frankly unintelligible to her.
-
-“Why does he behave like that, my dear?” she continued. “He hadn’t a
-word to chuck at me like a bone to a dog, when I wished him good
-morning. What makes him like that? He ain’t got a belly-ache, has he?”
-
-Colin, as he swam in the sunshine this morning, had devoted some amount
-of smiling reflection as to his policy with regard to Raymond. Raymond
-had rejected his amazing proposal with a derisive laugh; he did not
-think that an alliance with his brother was worth that price, and he
-must take the consequences of his refusal.
-
-Violet entered at this moment; that was convenient, for she, too, could
-hear about the quarrel last night at one telling.
-
-“Oh, we had a row last night,” he said. “It was pitched a little higher
-than usual, and I suppose Raymond’s suffering from after-effects. He was
-perfectly furious with me for having mimicked him, and wasn’t the least
-soothed by my saying he might mimic me as often as he pleased. Then I
-was told I was a cad and a liar for that nonsense I talked about the
-tobacconist’s. After I had stood as much as I could manage, I left him
-to his whisky, and I don’t imagine there’ll be much left of it. Oh, I
-say, Violet, did you shut the door when you came in? I believe it’s
-open; I’ll do it.”
-
-Colin got up, went to the door which was indeed ajar, and looked out
-into the long gallery. Raymond, it so happened, was sitting in the
-nearest window-seat lighting his pipe.
-
-Colin nodded to him. “Just shutting the door,” he said, and drew back
-into the dining-room, rattling and pushing the door to make sure that
-the latch had gone home. He felt sure that what he had just said to
-Raymond (that very innocent piece of information!) would go home, too.
-
-“He was just outside,” said Colin softly, returning to the
-breakfast-table. “Wasn’t it lucky I thought of shutting the door?”
-
-“Go on; what else?” asked Violet.
-
-“Nothing more. Of course, it was very awkward his having overheard what
-we all said at our bridge. That had riled him. It was best to be sure
-that there wouldn’t be a repetition of it this morning. But if people
-will sit behind a newspaper and a vase of flowers, it’s difficult to be
-aware of their presence. People ought to betray their presence in the
-usual manner by coughing or sneezing. I shall have a thorough search of
-the room first before I say anything about anybody. If I want to say you
-are an old darling, Aunt Hester, I shall look behind the coal-scuttle
-first.”
-
-Colin, whatever his private sentiments were, had an infinite lightness
-of touch in the expression of them. He had declared, not to Violet
-alone, but to Raymond himself, that he frankly detested him, and yet
-there was a grace about the manner of the presentment that rendered his
-hatred, if not laudable, at any rate, venial. And his account of the
-quarrel last night was touched with the same graceful brush. Without
-overstepping the confines of truth, he left the impression that he had
-been reasonable and gentle, Raymond headstrong and abusive.
-
-This, too, was part of his policy; when others were present, he would
-make himself winningly agreeable to Raymond, and shew a control and an
-indulgence highly creditable in view of his brother’s brusque ways, and
-take no provocation at his hands. That would accentuate the partisanship
-of the others, which already was his, and would deprive Raymond of any
-lingering grain of sympathy. When he and Raymond were alone, he would
-exercise none of this self-restraint; he would goad and sting him with a
-thousand biting darts.
-
-The three strolled out presently into the gallery; Lady Hester and
-Violet passed Raymond without speech, but Colin sauntered up to him.
-
-“Coming out to play tennis presently?” he asked.
-
-Colin’s careful closing of the dining-room door had not been lost on his
-brother. Raymond had interpreted it just as Colin wished him to, and he
-was boiling with rage.
-
-“No, I’m not,” said he.
-
-Colin turned to where Violet was standing, just shrugged his shoulders
-with a lift of the eyebrows, and went on towards her without spoken
-comment.
-
-“Tennis soon, Vi?” he asked. “We’ll have to play a single.”
-
-“Right. That will be jolly,” said Violet. “In half an hour?”
-
-Colin nodded, and passed on to Lady Hester. “Come out, Aunt Hester, and
-let’s sit in the shade somewhere till Vi’s ready. It’s lovely outside.”
-
-“I must have me sunshade,” said she, “or I shall spoil me complexion.”
-
-“That’ll never do,” said Colin. “None of your young men will fall in
-love with you, if you do that. I’ll get it for you. Which will you have,
-the blue one with pink ribands, or the pink one with blue ribands?”
-
-“Neither, you wretch,” said Aunt Hester. “The yaller one.”
-
-They found an encampment of basket-chairs under the elms beyond the
-terrace, and Colin went straight to the business on which he wanted
-certain information. This, too, was an outcome of his meditations in the
-swimming-pool.
-
-“I asked father to take me out to Italy this summer,” he said, “and it
-was quite clear that he had some objection to it. Have you any idea what
-it was?”
-
-“My dear, it’s no use asking me,” said Aunt Hester. “Your father’s never
-spoken to me about anything of the sort, and he ain’t the sort of man to
-ask questions of. But for all these years he has gone off alone for a
-month every summer. Perhaps he only just wants to get rid of us all for
-a while.”
-
-Colin extended himself on the grass, shading his eyes against the glare
-with his hand. His ultimate goal was still too far off to be
-distinguished even in general outline, far less in any detailed aspect.
-He was but exploring, not knowing what he should find, not really
-knowing what he looked for.
-
-“Perhaps that’s it,” he said. “In any case, it doesn’t matter much. But
-I did wonder why father seemed not to welcome the idea of my going with
-him. He usually likes to have me with him. He’s devoted to Italy, isn’t
-he, and yet he never talks about it.”
-
-Colin spoke with lazy indifference, knowing very well that the surest
-way of getting information was to avoid any appearance of anxiety to
-obtain it, and, above all, not to press for it. Suggestions had to be
-made subconsciously to the subject.
-
-“Never a word,” said Lady Hester, “and never has to my knowledge, since
-he brought you and Raymond back twenty years ago.”
-
-“Were you here then?” asked Colin.
-
-“Yes, and that was the first time I saw Stanier since I was seventeen.
-Your grandfather never spoke to me after my marriage, and for that
-matter, I wouldn’t have spoken to him. He was an old brute, my dear, was
-your grandfather, and Raymond’ll be as like him as two peas.”
-
-“Not as two peas, darling,” said Colin, “as one pea to another pea.”
-
-“Oh, bother your grammar,” said Lady Hester. “Speech is given us to show
-what we mean. You know what I mean well enough. But as soon as your
-grandfather died, Philip made me welcome here, and has made me welcome
-ever since. Yes, my dear, the first I saw of you, you were laughing, and
-you ain’t stopped since.”
-
-“Did you know my mother?” asked Colin quietly.
-
-He was getting on to his subject again, though Lady Hester was not aware
-of it.
-
-“No. Never set eyes on her. Nobody of the family knew she existed until
-you were born, and less than a month after that she was dead. Your
-father had left home, one May or June it must have been, for he couldn’t
-stand your grandfather any more than I could, and not a word did any one
-but your grandmother hear of him, and that only to say it was a fine
-day, and he was well, till there came that telegram to say that he was
-married and had a pair of twins. Your grandfather was at dinner,
-sitting over his wine with your Uncle Ronald--he used to drink enough to
-make two men tipsy every night of his life--and up he got when your
-uncle read the telegram to him, and crash he went among the decanters,
-and that was the end of him. Then your mother died, and back came your
-father with you and Raymond, within a twelvemonth of the time he’d gone
-away. And not a word about that twelvemonth ever passes his lips.”
-
-Colin let a suitable pause speak for the mildness of his interest in all
-this. “He must have been married, then, very soon after he went to
-Italy,” he said.
-
-“Must have, my dear,” said Lady Hester.
-
-It was exactly then that Colin began to see a faint outline, shrouded
-though it was by the mists of twenty years, that might prove to be the
-object of his exploration. Very likely it was only a mirage, some
-atmospheric phantom, but he intended to keep his eye on it, and, if
-possible, get nearer to it. A certain _nuance_ of haste and promptitude
-with which Lady Hester had agreed to his comment perhaps brought it in
-sight.
-
-He sat up, clasping his knees with his hands, and appeared to slide off
-into generalities. “How exceedingly little we all know of each other,”
-he said. “What do I know of my father, for instance? Hardly anything.
-And I know even less of my mother. Just her name, Rosina Viagi, and I
-shouldn’t know that if it wasn’t for the picture of her in the gallery.
-Who are the Viagis, Aunt Hester? Anybody?”
-
-“Don’t know at all, my dear,” said she. “I know as little about them as
-you. Quite respectable folk, I daresay, though what does it matter if
-they weren’t?”
-
-“Not an atom. Queen Elizabeth wished she was a milk-maid, didn’t she?”
-
-“Lord, she’d have upset the milk-pails and stampeded the cows!” observed
-Lady Hester. “Better for her to be a queen. Why, here’s your father.”
-
-This was rather an unusual appearance, for Lord Yardley did not
-generally shew himself till lunch-time. Colin instantly jumped up.
-
-“Hurrah, father!” he said. “Come and talk. Cigarette? Chair?”
-
-Lord Yardley shook his head. “No, dear boy,” he said. “I sent for you
-and heard you were out, so I came to look for you. Have five minutes’
-stroll with me.”
-
-Colin took his father’s arm. “Rather,” he said. “Tell Vi that I’ll be
-back in a few minutes if she comes out, will you, Aunt Hester?”
-
-Philip stopped. “Another time will do, Colin,” he said, “if you’ve made
-any arrangement with Violet.”
-
-“Only vague tennis.”
-
-They walked off up the shady alley of grass to where, at the end, an
-opening cut in the trees gave a wide view over the plain. The ground in
-front fell sharply away in slopes of steep turf, dotted with hawthorns a
-little past the fulness of their flowering. A couple of miles away the
-red roofs of Rye smouldered in the blaze of the day, outlined against
-the tidal water of the joined rivers, that went seawards in expanse of
-dyke-contained estuary. On each side of it stretched the green levels of
-the marsh, with Winchelsea floating there a greener island on the green
-of that grassy ocean, and along its margin to the south the sea like a
-silver wire was extended between sky and land. To the right for
-foreground lay the yew-encompassed terraces, built and planted by Colin
-the first, the lowest of which fringed the broad water of the lake, and
-along them burned the glory of the June flower-beds. Behind, framed in
-the trees between which they had passed, the south-east front of the
-house rose red and yellow between the lines of green.
-
-The two stood silent awhile.
-
-“Ah, Colin,” said his father, “we’re at one about Stanier. It beats in
-your blood as it does in mine. I wish to God that when I was dead....”
-
-He broke off.
-
-“I want to talk to you about two things,” he said. “Raymond’s one of
-them, but we’ll take the other first. About Italy. I’ll take you with me
-if you want to come. I was reluctant, but I am reluctant no longer.
-Apart from my inclination which, as I tell you, is for it now not
-against it, you’ve got a certain right to come. You and I will live in
-the villa where I lived with your mother. I’ve left it you, by the way.
-My romance, my marriage with her, and our life together, was so short
-and was so utterly cut off from everybody else that, as you know, I’ve
-always kept it like that, severed from all of you. But you’re her son,
-my dear, and in some ways you are so like her that it’s only right you
-should share my memories and my ghosts. They’re twenty-one years old
-now, and they’ve faded, but they are there. There’s only one thing I
-want of you; that is, not to ask me any questions about her. Certain
-things I’ll tell you, but anything I don’t tell you....”
-
-He broke off for a moment.
-
-“Anything I don’t tell you is my private affair,” he said.
-
-“I understand, father,” said Colin.
-
-“You’ll probably see your Uncle Salvatore,” continued Philip. “So be
-prepared for a shock. He usually comes over when he hears I am at the
-villa ... but never mind that. He takes himself off when he’s got his
-tip. So that’s settled. If you get bored you can go away.”
-
-“That is good of you, father,” said the boy.
-
-“Now about the second point,” said Philip; “and that’s Raymond. He’s a
-sulky, dark fellow, that brother of yours, Colin.”
-
-Colin laughed. “Oh, put all the responsibility on me,” he said.
-
-“Well, what’s to be done with him? He was in the long gallery just now
-as I came out, and I spoke to him and was civil. But there he lounged,
-didn’t even take his feet off the window-seat, and wouldn’t give me more
-than a grunted ‘yes’ or ‘no.’ So I told him what I thought of his
-manners.”
-
-“Oh, did you? How good for him.”
-
-“Well, I didn’t see why he should sulk at me,” said Philip. “After all,
-it’s my house for the present, and if he is to quarter himself there,
-without either invitation or warning, the least he can do is to treat me
-like his host. I try to treat him like a guest, and like a son, for that
-matter. Don’t I?”
-
-“Yes, dear father,” said Colin. “You always try.”
-
-“What do you mean, you impertinent boy?”
-
-Colin laughed again. “Well, you don’t always succeed, you know. You
-cover up your dislike of him....”
-
-“Dislike?”
-
-“Rather. You hate him, you know.”
-
-Philip pondered over this. “God forgive me, I believe I do,” he said.
-“But, anyhow, I try not to, and that’s the most I can do. And I will be
-treated civilly in my own house. How long is he going to stop, do you
-know?”
-
-“I asked him that yesterday,” said Colin. “He said that, with my
-permission--sarcastic, you know--he was going to stop as long as he
-pleased.”
-
-Philip frowned. “Oh, did he?” he said. “Perhaps my permission will have
-something to do with it.”
-
-“Oh, do tell him to pack off!” said Colin. “It was so ripping here
-before he came. I had a row with him last night, by the way.”
-
-“What about?”
-
-“Oh, he chose to swear at me for mimicking him. That is how it began.
-But Raymond will quarrel over anything. He’s not particular about the
-pretext. Then there was what I said about the tobacconist’s wench.”
-
-They had passed through the box-hedge on to the terrace just below the
-windows of the long gallery. Colin raised his eyes for one half-second
-as they came opposite the window-seat which Raymond had been occupying,
-and saw the top of his black head just above the sill. He raised his
-voice a little.
-
-“Poor old Raymond,” he said. “We’ve got to make the best of him,
-father. I suppose he can’t help being so beastly disagreeable.”
-
-“He seems to think he’s got a monopoly of it,” said Philip. “But I’ll
-show him I can be disagreeable, too. And if he can’t mend his ways, I’ll
-just send him packing.”
-
-“Oh, it would be ripping without him,” said Colin. “He might come back
-after you and I have gone to Italy.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-In pursuance of his general policy, Colin made the most persevering
-attempts at lunch to render himself agreeable to his brother, for the
-impression he wished to give was that he was all amiability and thereby
-throw into blackest shadow against his own sunlight, Raymond’s
-churlishness. A single glance at that glowering face was sufficient to
-convince Colin that he had amply overheard the words which had passed
-between his father and himself below the open window of the gallery, and
-that he writhed under these courtesies which were so clearly of the
-routine of “making the best of him.” All the rest of them would see how
-manfully Colin persevered, and this geniality was a goad to Raymond’s
-fury; he simply could not bring himself to answer with any appearance of
-good-fellowship.
-
-“What have you been at all morning, Raymond?” Colin asked him as he
-entered. “I looked for you everywhere.”
-
-“Been indoors,” said Raymond.
-
-Colin just shook his head and gave a little sigh of despair, then began
-again, determined not to be beaten. He saw his father watching and
-listening, and Raymond knew that Lord Yardley was applauding Colin’s
-resolve to “make the best of him.”
-
-“You ought to have come down to the tennis-court and taken on Vi and me
-together,” he said. “We shouldn’t have had a chance against you, but
-we’d have done our best. Father, you must come and look at Raymond the
-next time he plays; he’s become a tremendous crack.”
-
-Raymond knew perfectly well that either Colin or Violet could beat him
-single-handed. Yet how answer this treacherous graciousness?
-
-“Oh, don’t talk such rot, Colin!” he said.
-
-He looked up angrily just in time to see Colin and his father exchange a
-glance.
-
-“Well, what shall we do this afternoon?” said Colin, doggedly pleasant.
-“Shall we go and play golf? It would be awfully nice of you if you’d
-drive me down in your car.”
-
-“You know perfectly well that I loathe golf,” said Raymond.
-
-“Sorry,” said Colin.
-
-Colin laughed, and without the smallest touch of ill-humour, gave it up
-and turned to Violet.
-
-“We’ll have our game in that case, shall we, Vi?” he asked. “Father, may
-we have a car to take us down?”
-
-“By all means,” said Philip. “Hester and I will come down with you, go
-for a drive, and pick you up again. You’d like that, Hester?”
-
-“Oh, but that will leave Raymond alone....” began Colin.
-
-Raymond broke in: “That’s just what I want you to do with me,” he
-snapped.
-
-Colin got up. “I’ll just go and see granny for a minute,” he said. “I
-told her I would look in on her after lunch....”
-
-Philip had listened to Colin’s advances and Raymond’s rebuffs with a
-growing resentment at his elder son’s behaviour, and as the others went
-out he beckoned him to stop behind.
-
-“Look here, Raymond,” he said when the door had closed. “I had to speak
-to you after breakfast for your rudeness to me, and all lunch-time
-you’ve been as disagreeable as you knew how to be to your brother. And
-if you think I’m going to stand these sulks and ill-temper, you’ll very
-speedily find yourself mistaken. Colin did all that a good-natured boy
-could to give you a chance of making yourself decently agreeable, and
-every time he tried you snapped and growled at him.”
-
-“Do you wish me to answer you or not, sir?” asked Raymond.
-
-“Certainly. I have every desire to be scrupulously fair to you,” said
-Philip. “I will hear anything you wish to say.”
-
-“Then, father, I wish to say that you’re not fair to me. If I’m late for
-dinner, do you chaff me in the way you do Colin? Last night you asked
-him with a chuckle, ‘Urgent private affairs?’ That was all the rebuke he
-got. If he says he hasn’t finished his wine, you sit down again, and say
-‘Sorry.’ If I haven’t, you tell me I’ve had enough already. Colin’s your
-favourite, and you show it every minute of the day. You dislike me, you
-know.”
-
-There was quite enough truth in this to make the hearing of it
-disagreeable to his father. “I didn’t ask you to discuss my conduct, but
-to consider your own,” he said. “But you shall have it your own way. My
-conduct to you is the result of yours to me, and yours to everybody
-else. Look at yourself and Colin dispassionately, and tell me whether I
-could be as fond of you as of him. I acknowledge I’m not. Are you fond
-of me, if it comes to that? But I’m polite to you, until you annoy me
-beyond endurance, as you are continually doing. If Colin had behaved at
-lunch as you’ve behaved, I should have thought he was ill.”
-
-“And I’m only sulky,” said Raymond.
-
-“You’re proving it every moment,” said his father. “That’s quite a good
-instance.”
-
-Raymond paused, biting his lip. “You judge Colin’s behaviour to me,
-father,” he said, “by what you see of it. You think he’s like that to me
-when we’re alone. He’s not: he’s fiendish to me. Don’t you understand
-that when you’re there, or anybody else is there, he acts a part, to
-make you think that he’s ever so amiable?”
-
-“And how do you behave to him when you’re alone together?” asked
-Philip. “If I take your word about Colin, I must take Colin’s about
-you.”
-
-“You’ve done that already, I expect,” said Raymond.
-
-His father got up. “I see I haven’t made myself clear,” he said. “Try to
-grasp that that’s the sort of remark I don’t intend to stand from you
-for a moment. If I have any further complaint to make of you, you leave
-the house. You’ve got to be civil and decently behaved. Otherwise you
-go. I do not choose to have my general enjoyment of life, or Colin’s, or
-your uncle’s, or your aunt’s, spoiled by your impertinences and
-snarlings. You’ll have to go away; you can go to St. James’s Square if
-you like, but I won’t have you here unless you make a definite effort to
-be a pleasanter companion. As I told Colin this morning, you seem to
-think that being disagreeable is a monopoly of your own, but you’ll find
-that I can be disagreeable, too, and far more effectively than lies in
-your power.”
-
-Philip was quite aware that he was speaking with extreme harshness, with
-greater harshness, in fact, than he really intended. But the sight of
-that heavy brooding face, the knowledge that this was his elder son, who
-would reign at Stanier when he was dead to the exclusion of Colin, made
-his tongue bitter beyond control.
-
-“Well, that’s all I’ve got to say to you,” he said. “I won’t have you
-insolent and uncivil to me or any one in this house. I’m master here for
-the present, and, rightly or wrongly, I shall do as I choose. And I
-won’t have you quarrelling with Colin. You tell me that when I’m not
-here and when you’re alone with him, he’s fiendish to you; that was the
-word you used. Now don’t repeat that, because I don’t believe it. You’re
-jealous of Colin, that’s why you say things like that; you want to
-injure him in my eyes. But you only injure yourself.”
-
-At that moment there came into Philip’s mind some memory, now more than
-twenty years old, of himself in Raymond’s position, stung by the lash of
-his father’s vituperations, reduced to the dumb impotence of hatred.
-Though he felt quite justified in all he had said to the boy, he knew
-that his dislike of him had plumed and barbed his arrows, and he
-experienced some sort of reluctant sympathy with him.
-
-“I’ve spoken strongly,” he said, “because I felt strongly, but I’ve
-done. If you’ve got anything more to say to me, say it.”
-
-“No,” said Raymond.
-
-“Very good. I shan’t refer to it all again, and it’s up to you to do
-better in the future. Put a check on yourself. Believe me, that if you
-do you will have a better time with me and every one else.... Think it
-over, Raymond; be a sensible fellow.”
-
-The departure of the others gave Raymond abundance of leisure for
-solitary reflection, and his father’s remarks plenty of material for the
-same. Stinging as those hot-minted sentences had been, he felt no
-resentment towards the orator; from his own point of view--a perfectly
-reasonable one--his father was justified in what he said. What he did
-not know, and what he refused to know, was the truth about Colin, who
-neglected no opportunity which quickness of speech and an unrivalled
-instinct gave him as to what rankled and festered, of planting his darts
-when they were alone together. Raymond accepted Colin’s hatred of him,
-just as he accepted his own of Colin, as part of the established order
-of things, but what made him rage was this new policy of his brother’s
-to win sympathy for himself and odium for him, by public politeness and
-affectionate consideration. No one observing that, as his father had
-done, could doubt who was the aggressor in their quarrels--the genial,
-sweet-tempered boy, or he, the morose and surly. And yet, far more often
-than not, it was Colin who intentionally and carefully exasperated him.
-It amused Colin, as he had said, to see his brother in a rage, and he
-was ingenious at providing himself with causes of entertainment.
-
-And what, above all, prompted his father’s slating of him just now?
-Again it was Colin; it was his championship of his favourite which had
-given the sting to his tongue. Here, too, Raymond acquitted his father
-of any motive beyond the inevitable one. Nobody could possibly help
-liking Colin better than himself, and it was the recognition of that
-which made his mind brush aside all thought of his father, and attach
-itself with claws and teeth to the root of all this trouble. He was slow
-in his mental processes whereas Colin was quick, and Colin could land a
-hundred stinging darts, could wave a hundred maddening flags at him,
-before he himself got in a charge that went home. That image of the
-arena entirely filled his thought. Colin, the light, applauded matador,
-himself the savage, dangerous animal.
-
-But one day--and Raymond clenched his hands till the nails bit the skin,
-as he pictured it--that light, lissome figure, with its smiling face and
-its graceful air, would side-step and wheel a moment too late, and it
-would lie stretched on the sand, while he gored and kneaded it into a
-hash of carrion. “Ah!” he said to himself, “that’ll be good; that’ll be
-good.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-The intensity and vividness of the image surprised him; he came to
-himself, sitting on the terrace, with the hum of bees drowsy in the
-flower-beds, as if from some doze and dream. He had not arrived at it
-from any consecutive interpretation of his hate for Colin; it had not
-been evolved out of his mind, but had been flashed on to it as by some
-vision outside his own control. But there it was, and now his business
-lay in realising it.
-
-He saw at once that he must be in no hurry. Whether that goring and
-kneading of Colin was to be some act of physical violence or the
-denouement of a plot which should lead to some disgraceful exposure,
-Raymond knew he must plan nothing rashly, must test the strength of
-every bolt and rivet in his construction. Above all, he must appear, and
-continue to appear, to have taken his father’s strictures to heart, and
-for the sake, to put it at its lowest, of being allowed to stay on at
-Stanier, to observe the general amenities of sociability, and in
-particular to force himself into cordial responses to Colin’s public
-attentions.
-
-Temporarily, that would look bitterly like a victory for Colin; with his
-father to back him, it would seem as if Colin had reduced his brother to
-decent behaviour. But that could not be helped; he must for many weeks
-yet cultivate an assiduous civility and appear to have seen the error of
-his sulky ways in order to lull suspicion fast asleep. At present Colin
-was always watchful for hostile manœuvres; it would be a work of time
-and patience before he would credit that Raymond had plucked his
-hostility from him.
-
-Then there was Violet. Not only had his intemperate churlishness damaged
-him with his father, but not less with her. That had to be repaired, for
-though to know that Stanier was to her, even as to Colin, an
-enchantment, an obsession, she might find that the involved condition of
-marrying him in order to become its mistress was one that she could not
-face. She did not love him, she did not even like him, but he divined
-that her obsession about Stanier, coupled with the aloofness and
-independence that characterised her, might make her accept a
-companionship that was not positively distasteful to her.
-
-It was not the Stanier habit to love; love did not form part of the
-beauty with which nature had dowered them. The men of the family sought
-a healthy mate; for the women of the family, so few had there ever been,
-no rule could be deduced. But Violet, so far as he could tell, followed
-the men in this, and for witness to her inability to love, in the sense
-of poets and romanticists, was her attitude to Colin.
-
-Had he been the younger, Raymond would have laughed at himself for
-entertaining any notion of successful rivalry. Colin, with the lordship
-of Stanier, would have been no more vulnerable than was the moon to a
-yokel with a pocket-pistol. But he felt very sure that love, as a
-relentless and compelling factor in this matter, had no part in her
-strong liking for Colin. Neither her feeling for him nor his for her
-was ever so slightly dipped in any infinite quality; it was ponderable,
-and he himself had in his pocket for weight in the other scale, her
-passion for Stanier.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin strolled gracefully into the smoking-room that evening when the
-whist and bridge were over, marvelling at the changed Raymond who had
-been so courteous at dinner and so obligingly ready to play whist at
-poor granny’s table. He himself had kept up that policy of solicitous
-attention to his brother, which had made Raymond grind his teeth at
-lunch that day, but the effect this evening was precisely the opposite.
-Raymond had replied with, it must be supposed, the utmost cordiality of
-which he was capable. It was a grim, heavy demeanour at the best, but
-such as it was....
-
-No doubt, however, Raymond was saving up for such time as they should be
-alone, the full power of his antagonism, and Colin, pausing outside the
-smoking-room, considered whether he should not go to bed at once and
-deprive his brother of the relief of unloading himself. But the desire
-to bait him was too strong, and he turned the door-handle and entered.
-
-“So you got a wigging after lunch to-day,” he remarked. “It seems to
-have brought you to heel a bit. But you can let go now, Raymond. You
-haven’t amused me all evening with your tantrums.”
-
-Raymond looked up from his illustrated paper. He knew as precisely what
-“seeing red” meant as did the bull in the arena. He had to wait a moment
-till that cleared.
-
-“Hullo, Colin,” he said. “Have you come for a drink?”
-
-“Incidentally. My real object was to see you and to have one of our
-jolly chats. Did father pitch it in pretty hot? I stuck up for you this
-morning when we talked you over.”
-
-Raymond was off his guard, forgetting that certain knowledge he
-possessed was derived from overhearing. “Yes, you said you must make
-the best of me ...” he began.
-
-Colin was on to that like a flash. “Now, how on earth could you have
-known that?” he asked. “Father didn’t tell you.... I know! I said that
-just as I was passing under the window in the gallery where you were
-sitting after breakfast. My word, Raymond, you’ve a perfect genius for
-eavesdropping. It was only last night that you hid behind the
-flower-vase and heard me mimic you, and if I hadn’t shut the door of the
-dining-room this morning, you’d have listened to what Aunt Hester and
-Violet and I were saying, and then you overhear my conversation with
-father. You’re a perfect wonder.”
-
-Raymond got up, his eyes blazing. “Take care, Colin,” he said. “Don’t go
-too far.”
-
-Colin laughed. “Ah, that’s better,” he said. “Now you’re more yourself.
-I thought I should get at you soon.”
-
-Raymond felt his mouth go dry, but below the violence of his anger there
-was something that made itself heard. “You’ll spoil your chance if you
-break out,” it said. “Keep steady....” He drained his glass and turned
-to his brother.
-
-“Sorry, Colin,” he said, “but I’m not going to amuse you to-night.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know about that,” said Colin. “I’ve hardly begun yet. Your
-manner at dinner, now, and your amiability. It was not really a success.
-No naturalness about it. It sat on you worse than your sulkiest moods.
-You reminded me of some cad in dress-clothes trying to catch the note of
-the ordinary well-bred man. Better be natural. I’ll go on sticking up
-for you; I’ll persuade father not to pack you off. I’ve a good deal of
-influence with him. I shall say you’re injuring yourself by not behaving
-like a sulky boor. Besides, you can’t do it; if your geniality at dinner
-was an attempt to mimic me, I must tell you that nobody could guess who
-it was meant for. Vi was very funny about it.”
-
-“Really? What did she say?” asked Raymond.
-
-“Oh, naturally I can’t give her away,” said Colin. “But perhaps you’ll
-hear her say it again if you’re conveniently placed.”
-
-“You know quite well Vi didn’t say anything about it,” said Raymond at a
-venture.
-
-“Naturally, you know best. And, talking of Vi, are you going to propose
-to her? I wouldn’t if I were you; take my hint and save yourself being
-laughed at.”
-
-“Most friendly of you,” said Raymond. “But there are some things that
-are my business.”
-
-“And not an affectionate brother’s?” asked Colin. “You don’t know how I
-feel for you. It makes me wince when I see you blundering and making the
-most terrible _gaffes_. It’s odd that I should have had a brother like
-you, and that you should be a Stanier at all.”
-
-Colin threw a leg over the arm of his chair. It was most astonishing
-that not only in public but now, when there was no reason that Raymond
-should keep up a semblance of control, that he should be so impervious
-to the shafts that in ordinary stung him so intolerably.
-
-“You’re so awkward, Raymond,” he said. “However much you try, you can’t
-charm anybody or make any one like you. You’ve neither manners, nor
-looks, nor breeding. You’ve got the curse of the legend without its
-benefits. You’re a coward, too; you’d like nothing better than to slit
-my throat, and yet you’re so afraid of me that you daren’t even throw
-that glass of whisky and soda in my face.”
-
-For a moment it looked as if Raymond was about to do precisely that; the
-suggestion was almost irresistible. But he loosed his hand on it again.
-
-“That would only give you the opportunity to go to my father and tell
-him,” he said. “You would say I had lost my temper with you. I don’t
-intend to give you any such opportunity.”
-
-Even as he spoke he marvelled at his own self-control. But the plain
-fact was that the temptation to lose it had no force with him to-night.
-For the sake of his ultimate revenge, whatever that might be, that
-goring and kneading of Colin, it was no less than necessary that he
-should seem to have put away from him all his hostility. Colin and the
-rest of them--Violet above all--must grow to be convinced in the change
-that had come over him.
-
-He rose. “Better give it up, Colin,” he said. “You’re not going to rile
-me. You’ve had a good try at it, for I never knew you so studiedly
-insolent. But it’s no use. Good night.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-During the fortnight which intervened before the departure of Lord
-Yardley and Colin to Italy, Raymond never once faltered in the task he
-had set himself. There was no act of patience too costly for the due
-attainment of it, no steadfastness of self-control in the face of
-Colin’s gibes that was not worth the reward which it would ultimately
-bring. He avoided as far as possible being alone with his brother, but
-that, in the mere trivial round of the day, happened often enough to
-give Colin the opportunity of planting a dart or two. But now they
-seemed to have lost all penetrative force; so far from goading him into
-some ill-aimed response, they were but drops of showers on something
-waterproof.
-
-Colin was disposed at first to attribute this incredible meekness to the
-effect of his father’s strictures. Raymond had been given to understand
-without any possible mistake, that, unless he mended his ways, he would
-have to leave Stanier, and that, no doubt, accounted for his assumption
-of public amiability. But his imperviousness in private to any
-provocation was puzzling. He neither answered Colin’s challenges nor
-conducted any offensive of his own. At the most a gleam or a flush told
-that some jibe had gone home, but no angry blundering reply would give
-opportunity for another. For some reason Raymond banked up his
-smouldering fires, not letting them blaze.
-
-His impotence to make his brother wince and rage profoundly irritated
-Colin. He had scarcely known before how deep-rooted was his pleasure in
-so doing; how integral a part of his consciousness was his hatred of
-him, which now seemed to have been deprived of its daily bread.
-
-Not less irritating was the effect that Raymond’s changed behaviour
-produced on his father and on Violet. His father’s civilities to him
-began to lose the edge of their chilliness; a certain cordiality warmed
-them. If the boy was really taking himself in hand, Lord Yardley must,
-in common duty and justice, encourage and welcome his efforts, and the
-day before the departure for Italy, he made an opportunity for
-acknowledging this. Once more after lunch, he nodded to Raymond to stay
-behind the others.
-
-“I want to tell you, Raymond,” he said, “that I’m very much pleased with
-you. You’ve been making a strong effort with yourself, and you’re
-winning all down the line. And how goes it with you and Colin in
-private?”
-
-Raymond took rapid counsel with himself. “Very well indeed, sir,” he
-said. “We’ve had no rows at all.”
-
-“That’s good. Now what are your plans while Colin and I are away? Your
-Uncle Ronald and Violet are going to stop on here. I think your aunt’s
-going up to London. You can establish yourself at St. James’s Square, if
-you like, or remain here.”
-
-“I’ll stop here if I may,” said Raymond. “I don’t care about London.”
-
-Philip smiled. “Very good,” he said. “You’ll have to take care of Violet
-and keep her amused.”
-
-Raymond answered with a smile. “I’ll do my best, father,” he said.
-
-“Well, all good wishes,” said his father. “Let me know how all goes.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin had seen throughout this fortnight Raymond’s improvement of his
-position with regard to Lord Yardley, and he had felt himself jealously
-powerless to stop it. Once he had tried, with some sunnily-told tale of
-Raymond’s ill-temper, to put the brake on it, but his father had stopped
-him before he was half through with it. “Raymond’s doing very well,” he
-said. “I don’t want to hear anything against him.” A further light was
-shed for Colin that evening.
-
-He and Violet, when the rubber of whist was over and Lady Yardley had
-gone upstairs, strolled out into the hot dusk of the terrace with linked
-arms, but with no more stir of emotion in their hearts than two
-schoolboy friends, whose intimacy was to be severed by a month of
-holiday, would have experienced. The shadow cast by the long yew hedge
-from the moon near to its setting had enveloped them in its clear
-darkness, the starlight glimmered on the lake below, and in the elms
-beyond the nightingales chanted.
-
-“Listen at them, look at it all,” said Colin impatiently. “Starlight and
-shadow and nightingales and you and me as cool as cucumbers. You look
-frightfully attractive, too, to-night, Vi: why on earth don’t I fall
-madly in love with you?”
-
-“Oh, my dear, don’t!” said Violet. “You might make me fall in love with
-you. But I suppose I needn’t be afraid. You can’t fall in love with
-anybody, Colin, and I daresay I can’t either. But I shall try.”
-
-“And what do you mean by that?” asked Colin.
-
-“It’s pretty obvious,” she said.
-
-“Raymond, do you mean?” asked Colin.
-
-“Of course. What’s come over him? There’s something attractive about
-him, after all; he’s got charm. Who would have thought it?”
-
-Though Colin had just now truthfully declared that he was in no way in
-love with his cousin, he felt a pang of jealousy just as authentic as
-that which the notion of Raymond’s possession of Stanier caused in him.
-
-“But you can’t, Violet!” he said. “That boor....”
-
-“I’m not so sure that he is a boor. He’s keeping the boor in a box,
-anyhow, and has turned the key on him. He’s quite changed. You can’t
-deny it.”
-
-Colin slipped his arm out of Violet’s. “Raymond’s cleverer than I
-thought,” he said. “All this fortnight it has puzzled me to know what
-he’s been at, but now I see. He’s been improving his position with
-father and with you.”
-
-“He has certainly done that,” said Violet.
-
-“So, if he asks you, you intend to marry him?” asked Colin.
-
-“I think so.”
-
-“I shall hate you if you do,” said he.
-
-“Why? How can it matter to you? If you were in love with me it would be
-different, or if I were in love with you. Oh, we’ve talked it all over
-before; there’s nothing new.”
-
-They had passed through the cut entrance in the yew hedge into the
-moonlight, and Violet, turning, looked at her companion. Colin’s face
-was brilliantly illuminated. By some optical illusion that came and went
-in a flash, he looked at that moment as if his face was lit from within,
-so strangely it shone against the dark serge of the hedge for
-background. There was an unearthly beauty about it that somehow appalled
-her. He seemed like some incarnation, ageless and youthful, of the
-fortunes of the house. But the impression was infinitesimal in duration,
-and she laughed.
-
-“Colin, you looked so wonderful just now,” she said. “You looked like
-all the Staniers rolled into one.”
-
-Somehow this annoyed him. “Raymond included, I suppose?” he asked. “But
-you’re wrong; there is something new. Hitherto you’ve only considered
-Raymond as a necessary adjunct to being mistress here; now you’re
-considering him as a man you can imagine loving. Hasn’t he got enough
-already? Good God, how I hate him!”
-
-He had hardly spoken when there emerged from the entrance in the hedge
-through which they had just passed, Raymond himself. Colin, white with
-fury, turned on him.
-
-“Hullo, at it again?” he said. “You’ve overheard something nice this
-time!”
-
-Raymond’s mouth twitched, but he gave no other sign. “Father has just
-sent me out to tell you that he wants to speak to you before you go to
-bed,” he said, and, turning, went straight back to the house.
-
-Violet waited till the sound of his step had vanished. “Colin, you’re a
-brute,” she said. “You’re fiendish!”
-
-“I know that,” said Colin. “Who ever supposed I was an angel?”
-
-“And it’s acting like a fool to treat Raymond like that,” she went on.
-“Can you afford to make him hate you?”
-
-He laughed. “I’ve afforded it as long as I can remember,” he said. “It
-amuses me.”
-
-“Well, it doesn’t amuse me to see you behave like a fiend,” said Violet.
-“And do you know that you lost your temper? I’ve never seen you do that
-yet.”
-
-Colin licked his lips; his mouth felt dry. “That was an odd thing,” he
-observed. “Now I know what I make Raymond feel like when we chat
-together. But it’s amazing that Raymond should have done the same to me.
-I must go in to father.”
-
-They moved back into the shadow of the hedge and Colin stopped.
-
-“I say, Vi, give me a kiss,” he said.
-
-She drew back a moment, wondering why she did so. “But, my dear, why?”
-she asked.
-
-“We’re cousins,” he said. “Why shouldn’t you? I should awfully like to
-kiss you.”
-
-She had got over her momentary surprise, which was, no doubt, what made
-her hesitate. There was no conceivable reason, though they did not kiss
-each other, why they should not.
-
-“And if I won’t?” she said.
-
-“I shall think it unkind of you.”
-
-She came close to him. “Oh, Colin, I’m not unkind,” she said, and kissed
-him.
-
-He stood with his hands on her shoulders, not letting her go, though
-making no attempt to kiss her again. “That was delicious of you,” he
-said.
-
-Suddenly and quite unexpectedly to herself, Violet found her heart
-beating soft and fast, and she was glad of the darkness, for she knew
-that a heightened colour had sprung to her face. Was Colin, too, she
-wondered, affected in any such way?
-
-His light laugh, the release of her shoulders from his cool hands,
-answered her.
-
-“Good Lord! To think that perhaps Raymond will be kissing you next,” he
-said. “How maddening!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-
-From the first some call of his Italian blood had made itself audible to
-Colin; even as their train emerged out of the drip and roaring darkness
-of the Mont Cenis tunnel, there had been a whisper in his ears that this
-was the land of his birth to which he had come, and that whisper had
-grown into full-voiced welcome when, at the hot close of day, he and his
-father had strolled out after dinner along the sea-front of Naples.
-Though he had never been here yet, sight, scent, and sound alike told
-him that he was not so much experiencing what was new as recognising
-what, though dormant, had always been part of him, bred into the very
-fibre and instinct of him. It was not that he hailed or loved this lure
-of the South; it would be more apt to say that he nodded to it, as to an
-old acquaintance--taken for granted rather than embraced.
-
-This claiming and appropriation by Colin of his native place unfroze in
-his father the reticence that he had always observed with regard to that
-year he had spent in Italy into which had entered birth and death, and
-all that his life held of romance. That, till now, had been incapsulated
-within him, or at the most, like the ichor in some ductless gland, was
-performing some mysterious function in his psychology. Now this claim of
-Colin’s on the South, his easy stepping into possession by right of his
-parentage, unsealed in Philip the silence he had so long preserved.
-
-Colin, as he regarded his surroundings with friendly and familiar eyes,
-was visibly part of his old romance; the boy’s mother lived again in
-that sunny hair, those eyes, and the clear olive skin, just as surely as
-did old Colin of the Holbein portrait. But now Stanier was far away, and
-the spell of the South as potent as when Philip, flying from the glooms
-and jibes of that awful old man, his father, first came under its
-enchantment. And Colin, of all that dead time, alone was a vital and
-living part of its manifestation. Through the medium of memory he
-stirred his father’s blood; Philip felt romance bubble in him again as
-he walked along the familiar ways with the flower that had blossomed
-from it. He felt, too, that Colin silently (for he asked no question)
-seemed to claim the right to certain knowledge; he seemed to present
-himself, to be ready, and, indeed, it would be singular if, having
-brought him here, his father did not speak of that which, every year,
-had taken him on his solitary pilgrimage to the South.
-
-They were to spend the greater part of the next day in Naples, leaving
-by the afternoon boat for Capri, and as they finished their breakfast on
-a shady veranda, Philip spoke:
-
-“Well, we’ve got all the morning,” he said, “to trundle about in. The
-museum is very fine; would you like to see it?”
-
-“No, I should hate it,” said Colin.
-
-“But it’s a marvellous collection,” said Philip.
-
-“I daresay; but to see a museum would make me feel like a tourist. At
-present I don’t, and it’s lovely.”
-
-He looked at his father as he spoke, and once again, this time
-compellingly, Philip saw confident expectancy in his eyes. Colin was
-certainly waiting for something.
-
-“Then will you come with me on a sentimental journey?” he asked.
-
-“Ah, father, won’t I just!” he said. “After all, you and I are on a
-sentimental journey.”
-
-There seemed to Philip in his devotion to Colin, something exquisitely
-delicate about this. He had wanted but, instinctively had not asked,
-waiting for his rights to be offered him.
-
-“Come, then,” he said. “I’ll show you where we lived, your mother and I.
-I’ll show you our old haunts, such as survive. You belong to that life,
-Colin.”
-
-Colin paused a moment, sitting quite still, for a span of clear,
-concentrated thought. He desired to say precisely the right thing, the
-thing that his father would most value. It was not in the smallest
-degree affection for his father which prompted that; it was the wish
-that the door should be thrown open as wide as possible--that all the
-keys should be put into his hand.
-
-“I know I do,” he said. “I’ve known that for years, but I had to wait
-for you to want me to share it. It had to be you who took me into it.”
-
-He saw approval gleam in his father’s eyes. This was clearly the right
-tack.
-
-“And you must remember I know nothing whatever about your life with my
-mother,” he said. “You’ve got to begin at the beginning. And ... and make
-it long, father.”
-
-It was not surprising that Colin’s presence gave to this sentimental
-journey a glow which it had lacked during all those years when Philip
-made his annual solitary visit here. Already the mere flight of years,
-and the fact that he had never married again, had tinged that long-past
-time with something of the opalescence which sunlit mist confers on
-objects which in themselves hardly rise above the level of the mean and
-the prosaic; and what now survived for him in memory was Rosina’s
-gaiety, her beauty, her girlish charm, with forgetfulness for her vapid
-vanity, her commonness, and the speed with which his senses even had
-been sated with her. But it was an unsubstantial memory of blurred and
-far-off days, girt with regrets and the emptiness of desires dead and
-unrecoverable.
-
-Now Colin’s presence gave solidity to it all; it was as if the sunlit
-mist had been withdrawn from the dim slopes which it covered, and lo!
-the reality was not mean or prosaic, but had absorbed the very tints and
-opalescences which had cloaked it. There was Colin, eager and
-sympathetic, yet checking any question of his own, and but thirsty for
-what his father might give him, and in the person of the boy who was the
-only creature in the world whom Philip loved, and in whom Rosina lived,
-that tawdry romance of his was glorified. To tell Colin, about his
-mother here, in the places where they had lived together, was to make a
-shrine of them.
-
-The flat which he and Rosina had occupied in Naples, when the autumnal
-departure of visitors from Capri rendered the island so desolating to
-her urban nature, happened to be untenanted, and a couple of lire
-secured their admittance. It still held pieces of furniture which had
-been there twenty years ago, and Colin, moving quietly to and fro, his
-eyes alight with interest in little random memories which his father
-recalled, was like a ray of sunlight shining into a place that had long
-slept in dust and shadows. Mother and son reacted on each other in
-Philip’s mind; a new tenderness blossomed for Rosina out of his love for
-Colin, and he wondered at himself for not having brought them together
-like this before.
-
-Here were the chairs which they used to pull out on to the veranda when
-the winter sun was warm; here was the Venetian looking-glass which
-Rosina could never pass without a glance at her image, and now, as Colin
-turned towards it, there were Rosina’s eyes and golden hair that flashed
-back at Philip out of the past and made a bridge to the present.
-
-And there, above all, was the bedroom, with the glitter of sun on the
-ceiling cast there from the reflecting sea, where, at the close of a
-warm, windy day of March, the first cry of a new-born baby was heard.
-And by that same bedside, at the dawn of an April morning, Philip had
-seen the flame of Rosina’s life flicker and waver and expire. He
-regretted her more to-day than at the hour when she had left him. Some
-unconscious magic vested in Colin cast that spell.
-
-For all these recollections Colin had the same eager, listening face and
-the grave smile. Never even in his baiting of Raymond had he shewn a
-subtler ingenuity in adapting his means to his end. He used his father’s
-affection for him to prize open the locks of a hundred caskets, and
-enable him to see what was therein. He wanted to know all that his
-father would tell him about that year which preceded his birth, and not
-asking questions was the surest way of hearing what he wanted.
-
-Already he had found that his Aunt Hester knew very little about that
-year, or, if she knew, she had not chosen to tell him certain things.
-His curiosity, when he had talked to her under the elms, had been but
-vague and exploratory, but, it will be remembered, it had become
-slightly more definite when, in answer to his comment that his father
-and mother must have been married very soon after his arrival in Italy,
-Aunt Hester had given a very dry assent.
-
-Now his curiosity was sharply aroused about that point, for with all his
-father’s communicativeness this morning, he had as yet said no word
-whatever that bore on the date of their marriage. Colin felt by an
-instinct which defied reason, that there was something to be known here;
-the marriage, the scene, the date of it, must have passed through his
-father’s mind, and yet he did not choose, in all this sudden breakdown
-of long reticence, to allude to it. That was undeniably so; a question,
-therefore, would certainly be useless, for believing as he did, that his
-father had something to conceal, he would not arrive at it in that way.
-
-They were standing now in the window looking over the bay, and Philip
-pointed to the heat-veiled outline of Capri, floating, lyre-shaped, on
-the fusing-line of sea and sky.
-
-“We were there all the summer,” he said, “in the villa you will see this
-evening. Then your mother found it melancholy in the autumn and we came
-here--I used to go backwards and forwards, for I couldn’t quite tear
-myself away from the island altogether.”
-
-That struck Colin as bearing on his point; it was odd, wasn’t it, that a
-newly-married couple should do that? You would have expected them to
-live here or there, but together.... Then, afraid that his father would
-think he was pondering on that, he changed the topic altogether.
-
-“I have loved hearing about it all,” he said. “But somehow--don’t be
-shocked, father--I can’t feel that Raymond comes into it one atom. We’ve
-been realising you and my mother and the squalling thing that I was. But
-I can’t feel Raymond with us then any more than he’s with us now. Let’s
-keep Italy to ourselves, father. Poor old Raymond!”
-
-That shifting of the topic was skilfully designed and subtly executed.
-Colin confessed to alienation from Raymond and yet with a touch of
-affectionate regret. His father was less guarded.
-
-“Raymond’s got nothing to do with Italy,” he said. “There’s not a single
-touch of your mother in him. We’ve got this to ourselves, Colin. Raymond
-will have Stanier.”
-
-“Lucky dog!” said Colin.
-
-There was one item connected with the marriage that he might safely ask,
-and as they went downstairs he put it to his father, watching him very
-narrowly.
-
-“I feel I know all about my mother now,” he said, “except just one
-thing.”
-
-Lord Yardley turned quickly to him. “I’ve told you all I can tell you,”
-he said sharply.
-
-That was precisely what Colin had been waiting for. There was something
-more, then. But the question which he was ready with was harmless
-enough.
-
-“I only wanted to know where you were married,” he said. “That’s the one
-thing you haven’t told me.”
-
-There was no doubt that this was a relief to his father; he had clearly
-expected something else, not the “where” of the boy’s question, but the
-“when,” which by now had definitely crystallised in Colin’s mind.
-
-“Oh, that!” he said. “Stupid of me not to have told you. We were married
-at the British Consulate.”
-
-They passed out into the noonday.
-
-“Mind you remember that, Colin,” said his father. “On my death the
-marriage will have to be proved; it will save a search. Your birth was
-registered there, too. And Raymond’s.”
-
-Such was the sum of information that Colin took on board with him that
-afternoon when they embarked on the steamer for Capri, and though in one
-sense it took him back a step, in another it confirmed the idea that had
-grown up in his mind. He felt certain (here was the confirmation) that
-if he had asked his father when the marriage took place, he would have
-been told a date which he would not have believed. Lord Yardley would
-have said that they had been married very soon after his arrival
-twenty-one years ago. He had waited with obvious anxiety for Colin’s one
-question, and he had hailed that question with relief, for he had no
-objection to the boy’s knowing where the contract was made.
-
-And the retrograde step was this: that whereas he had been ready to
-think that his father’s marriage was an event subsequent to his own
-birth and Raymond’s, he was now forced to conclude (owing to the fact
-that his father told and impressed on him to remember, that it had been
-performed at the British Consulate) that he and Raymond were
-legitimately born in wedlock. That seemed for the present to be a
-_cul-de-sac_ in his researches.
-
-The warm, soft air streamed by, and the wind made by the movement of the
-boat enticed Colin out from under the awning into the breeze-tempered
-blaze of the sun. He went forward and found in the bows a place where he
-could be alone and study, like a map, whatever could be charted of his
-discoveries.
-
-That willingness of his father to tell him where the marriage had taken
-place was somehow disconcerting; it implied that the ceremony made valid
-whatever had preceded it. He had himself been born in mid-March, and he
-did not attempt to believe that his father had been married in the
-previous June, the month when he had first come to Italy. But he could
-not help believing that his father had married before his own birth.
-
-Colin was one of those rather rare people who can sit down and think.
-Everybody can sit down and let his mind pleasantly wander over a hundred
-topics, but comparatively few can tether it, so to speak, so that it
-grazes on a small circle only. This accomplishment Colin signally
-possessed, and though now there could be no practical issue to his
-meditations, he set himself to carve out in clear, cutting strokes what
-he would have done in case he had discovered that he and Raymond alike
-were born out of wedlock. He imagined that situation to himself; he
-cropped at it, he grazed on it....
-
-The disclosure, clearly, if the fact had been there, would not have come
-out till his father’s death, and he could see himself looking on the
-face of the dead without the slightest feeling of reproach. He knew that
-his father was leaving him all that could be left away from Raymond; he
-was heir also to Aunt Hester’s money.
-
-But in that case Stanier, and all that went with the title, would not be
-Raymond’s at all; Raymond would be nameless and penniless. And Colin’s
-beautiful mouth twitched and smiled. “That would have been great fun,”
-he said to himself. “Raymond would have been nobody and have had
-nothing. Ha! Raymond would not have had Stanier, and I should have
-ceased to hate him. I should have made him some small allowance.”
-
-Yes, Stanier would have passed from Raymond, and it and all that it
-meant would have gone to Violet ... and at that the whole picture
-started into life and colour. If only now, at this moment, he was
-possessed of the knowledge that he and Raymond alike were illegitimate,
-with what ardour, with what endless subtlety, would he have impelled
-Violet to marry him! How would he have called upon the legendary
-benefactor who for so long had prospered and befriended the Staniers, to
-lend him all the arts and attractions of the lover! With such wiles to
-aid him, he would somehow have forced Violet to give up the idea of
-marrying Raymond in order to get Stanier, and instead, renouncing
-Stanier, take him, and by her renunciation for love’s sake, find in the
-end that she had gained (bread upon the waters) all that she had
-imagined was lost.
-
-And he, Colin, in that case, would be her husband, master of Stanier to
-all intents and purposes. Willingly would he have accepted, eagerly
-would he have welcomed that. He wanted what he would never get unless
-Raymond died, except at some such price as that. But it was no use
-thinking about it; his father’s insistence on the place where he and
-Rosina were married made it certain that no such fortunate catastrophe
-could be revealed at his death.
-
-Presently Lord Yardley joined him as they passed along the headland on
-which Sorrento stands, and there were stories of the visit that he and
-Rosina made here during the summer. Colin listened to these with
-suppressed irritation; what did he care whether they had spent a week at
-Sorrento or not? Of all that his father had to tell him, he had mastered
-everything that mattered, and he began to find in these recollections a
-rather ridiculous sentimentality. He knew, of course, that he himself
-was responsible for this; it was he, Rosina’s son, and his father’s love
-for him, that conjured up these tendernesses. He was responsible, too,
-in that all the morning he had listened with so apt a sympathy to
-similar reminiscences. But then he hoped that he was about to learn
-something really worth knowing, whereas now he was convinced that there
-was nothing of that sort to know. Fond as his father had always been of
-him, he easily detected something new in his voice, his gestures, the
-soft eagerness of his eyes; it was as if in him his father was falling
-in love with Rosina.
-
-Sunset burned behind Capri as their steamer drew near to it, and the
-eastern side lay in clear shadow though the sea flared with the
-reflected fires of the sky, and that, too, seemed to produce more
-memories.
-
-“You are so like her, Colin,” said his father, laying his arm round the
-boy’s neck, “and I can imagine that twenty-one years have rolled back,
-and that I am bringing her across to Capri for the first time. It was
-just such an evening as this, sunset and a crescent moon. I had already
-bought the villa; we were going back to it together.”
-
-“Straight from the Consulate?” asked Colin quietly.
-
-“What?” asked Philip.
-
-“From the Consulate, father,” he repeated.
-
-“Yes, yes, of course,” said Philip quickly, and his voice seemed to ring
-utterly untrue. “Straight from the Consulate. Ha! there’s Giacomo, my
-boatman. He sees us.”
-
-“Does he remember my mother?” asked Colin.
-
-“Surely. But don’t ask him about her. These fellows chatter on for ever,
-and it’s half lies.”
-
-Colin laughed. “As I shouldn’t understand one word of it,” he said, “it
-would make little difference whether it was all lies.”
-
-Once again, and more markedly than ever, as they drove up the angled
-dusty road set in stone walls and bordered by the sea of vineyards, the
-sense of homecoming seized Colin. It was not that his father was by him
-or that he was going to his father’s house; the spell worked through the
-other side of his parentage, and he felt himself strangely more akin to
-the boys who, trudging homewards, shouted a salutation to their driver,
-to the girls who clustered on the doorsteps busy with their needle, than
-to the grave man who sat beside him and watched with something of a
-lover’s tenderness his smiles and glances and gestures. Philip read
-Rosina into them all, and she who had so soon sated him till he wearied
-of her, woke in him, through Colin, a love that had never before been
-given her.
-
-“I cannot imagine why I never thought of bringing you out to Italy
-before,” said Philip, “or why, when you asked me to take you, I
-hesitated.”
-
-Colin tucked his arm into his father’s. He was wonderfully skilful in
-displaying such little signs of affection, which cost him nothing and
-meant nothing, but were so well worth while.
-
-“Do I seem to fit into it all, father?” he said. “I am so glad if I do.”
-
-“You more than fit into it, my dear,” said Philip. “You’re part of it.
-Why on earth did I never see that?”
-
-“Part of it, am I? That’s exactly what I’ve been feeling all day. I’m at
-home here. Not but what I’m very much at home at Stanier.”
-
-Lord Yardley clicked his tongue against his teeth. “I wish to God you
-were my eldest son,” he said. “I would give anything if that were
-possible. I would close my eyes ever so contentedly when my time comes
-if I knew that you were going to take my place.”
-
-“Poor old Raymond!” said Colin softly. “He’s doing his best, father.”
-
-“I suppose he is. But you’re a generous fellow to say that; I shan’t
-forget it. Here we are; bundle out.”
-
-Their carriage had stopped in the piazza, and Colin getting out, felt
-his lips curl into a smile of peculiar satisfaction. That his father
-should believe him to be a generous fellow was pleasant in itself, and
-the entire falsity of his belief added spice to the morsel. He seemed to
-like it better just because it was untrue.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin stepped into the drifting summer existence of visitors to the
-island with the same aptness as that which had graced his entry to his
-mother’s native land. He went down to the bathing-beach after breakfast
-with a book and a packet of cigarettes, and spent a basking amphibious
-morning. Sometimes his father accompanied him, and after a
-constitutional swim, sat in the shade while Colin played the fish in the
-sea or the salamander on the beach. On other mornings Lord Yardley
-remained up at the villa, which suited Colin quite well, for this
-uninterrupted companionship of his father was very tedious. But he
-always managed to leave the impression that he wanted Lord Yardley to
-come with him.
-
-And so much this morning did Colin want to be alone that, had Philip
-said that he was coming with him, he would probably have pleaded a
-laziness or indisposition, for he had that morning received a letter
-from Violet which called for solitary and uninterrupted reflection.
-To-day, however, Philip’s brother-in-law, Salvatore Viagi, had announced
-his advent, “to pay his fraternal respects and give his heart’s
-welcome,” so ran his florid phrase--and Philip remained at the villa to
-receive these tributes.
-
-“It’s a nuisance,” he said, “for I should have liked a dip. But I should
-have to hurry back to get here before him.”
-
-Colin laughed. “You speak as if he might steal the silver,” he said.
-
-“Perfectly capable of it,” said his father. “No, I shouldn’t have said
-that. But he’s perfectly capable of asking for it.”
-
-Colin perceived that there was no danger of his father’s coming down to
-bathe with him. “Surely he can wait till we get back,” he said. “Come
-down and bathe, father!”
-
-Philip shook his head. “No, I can’t,” he said. “Salvatore would think it
-very odd and rude if I were not here. He wouldn’t understand: he would
-think I was intentionally unceremonious.”
-
-“He sounds rather a bounder,” observed Colin.
-
-“He does,” said Philip drily.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin took Violet’s letter down to the beach with him, and after a short
-dip of refreshment from his dusty walk, came out cool and shining from
-the sea to dispose himself on the beach that quivered in the hot sun,
-and ponder over it. He read it again twice through, stirring it into his
-brains and his emotions, till it seemed to form part of him....
-
-So Raymond had proposed to her, and, having asked for a week’s delay in
-her answer, she, while the matter was still private, had to tell Colin
-that, as far as she knew her own intentions, she was meaning to accept
-him. And yet this letter in which she said that she was going to marry
-his brother, seemed hardly less than a love-letter to himself.
-
-She appeared to remember that last evening at Stanier when, under the
-moon-cast shadow of the yews, she had given him the kiss he asked for,
-just as vividly as did Colin. It was vivid to him because he had asked
-for that with a definite calculated end in view, and with the same end
-in view he had exclaimed how maddening it was to think that Raymond
-would kiss her next. No doubt Raymond had done so, and Violet, though
-she said she meant to marry him, had, perhaps, begun to know something
-more of her own heart. That was why the evening was vivid to her,
-exactly as he had intended it should be. She had learned that there was
-a difference between him and Raymond, which being mistress at Stanier
-might counterbalance, but did not cancel.
-
-The wetness had dried from Colin’s sun-tanned shoulders, and, lying down
-at length on the beach, he drew from his pocket Violet’s letter in order
-to study one passage again which had puzzled him. Here it was:
-
- “You were perfectly brutal to Raymond that evening,” she wrote,
- “and he was admirable in his answer to your rudeness. If we are to
- remain friends you must not behave to him like that. You don’t like
- each other, but he, at any rate now, has control over himself, and
- you must copy his example.”
-
- (“Lord! me copying Raymond’s example,” thought Colin to himself, in
- an ecstatic parenthesis.)
-
- “I shall always do my best to make peace between you, for I am very
- fond of you, but Raymond’s side will in the future be mine. You
- were nice to me afterwards, but, dear Colin, you mustn’t ask me to
- kiss you again. Raymond wouldn’t like it....”
-
-With this perusal all that was puzzling vanished. “That’s not genuine;
-none of that’s genuine,” thought Colin. “She says what she’s trying to
-feel, what she thinks she ought to feel, and doesn’t feel.” He turned
-the page.
-
- “I hope my news won’t hurt you,” she went on. “After all, we’ve
- settled often enough that we weren’t in love with each other, and
- so when that night you said it was maddening to think of Raymond
- kissing me next, it couldn’t make any difference to you as you
- aren’t in love with me....”
-
-No, the news did not hurt Colin, so he told himself, in the way that
-Violet meant, and she was quite right about the reason of that: he was
-not in love with her. But it struck him that the news must undeniably
-hurt Violet herself; she was trying to wriggle away from it, while at
-the same time she tried to justify herself and that unfortunate (or
-should he call it fortunate?) kiss she had given him.
-
-He glanced hastily over the rest; there were more allusions to that last
-evening, more scolding and exhortations about his conduct to Raymond,
-and, as a postscript, the request that he should send her just one line,
-to say he wasn’t hurt. This letter of hers was absolutely private, but
-she had to tell him what was about to happen. In a week’s time both she
-and Raymond would write to his father, who, so Raymond thought, was not
-unprepared.
-
-Colin tore off the final half-sheet of Violet’s letter, and with his
-stylograph scribbled his answer on it. He had long ago made up his mind
-what he should say:
-
-“VIOLET, MY DEAR” (he wrote),
-
- “It was delightful of you to tell me, and I send you a million
- congratulations. I am so pleased, for now you will be mistress of
- Stanier, and you seem quite to have fallen in love with Raymond. I
- must be very nice to him, or he’ll never let me come to Stanier in
- days to come, and you will take his side, as you say. But how could
- I be hurt at your news? It is simply charming.
-
- “Father and I are having a splendid time out here. I shall try to
- persuade him to stop on after this month. Of course we shall come
- back before your marriage. When is it to be, do you think?
-
- “Best love from
-
- “COLIN.”
-
-
-
-The ink in this hot sun dried almost as quickly as he wrote, and he had
-scarcely signed his own name when it wore the appearance not of a
-tentative sketch but of a finished communication ready for the post,
-and, reading it over, he found that this was so: he could not better it.
-So slipping it back into his pocket, he went across the beach again for
-a longer swim, smiling to himself at the ease with which he had divined
-Violet’s real mind, and at the fitness of his reply. As he swam he
-analysed his own purpose in writing exactly like that.
-
-He had expressed himself with all the cordial geniality of which he was
-capable: he had welcomed Violet’s choice. He had endorsed, as regards
-his own part of the situation, her proposition that he ought not to be
-hurt, since they were not in love with each other, and the eagerness of
-his endorsement (that swift enthusiastic scrawl) would quite certainly
-pique her. He had adopted her attitude, and knew that she would wish he
-had another; the same, in fact, which he had expressed when he had said
-that it was maddening to think that she would be kissing Raymond next.
-Colin knew well how fond she was of him, and his letter would be like
-this plunge into the clear crystal of the sea which, while it cooled
-you, was glowingly invigorating.
-
-He was quite prepared to find that in a week’s time she and Raymond
-would write to his father saying that they were engaged, but not for a
-moment did he believe that they would ever be married. He had but to
-keep up his cordial indifference till Violet found it intolerable. To
-have remonstrated with her, to have allowed that her news hurt him, was
-to give Violet just what she wanted. A loveless marriage faced her,
-while all the time she was not heart-whole, and however much she wanted
-Stanier, she would be daily more conscious that the conditions on which
-she got it were a diet of starvation.
-
-“She _is_ rather in love with me,” thought Colin, “and very likely my
-letter will drive her into accepting him. But if only I can keep cool
-and pleasant, she’ll never marry him. Devilish ingenious! And then
-there’s Raymond!”
-
-Colin laughed aloud as he thought of Raymond, who really lay at the
-bottom of all these plans. Even if it had been possible now, before
-Violet accepted him, to intervene in some way and cause her to refuse
-instead of to take him, he would not have stirred a finger, for thus he
-would baulk himself of the completeness of Raymond’s discomfiture, since
-Raymond would feel the breaking off of his engagement more bitterly than
-an original refusal. Let Violet accept him first and then throw him
-over. That would be a real counter-irritant to the sting of Raymond’s
-primogeniture, an appreciable counterweight to his future possession of
-Stanier.
-
-It had been a check in that fraternal feud that Raymond’s birth and his
-own were certainly legitimate, and that nothing now could stand in the
-way of his brother’s succession, but if the check in that direction had
-not occurred, there would never have been any chance of Violet’s
-marrying him, and Raymond would have been spared the wounding
-humiliation which instinctively, Colin felt sure, was to be dealt him.
-Raymond was genuinely desirous of her; he would feel her loss very
-shrewdly. If only, by some diabolical good fortune, Raymond could lose
-them both! Colin saw himself, Violet by his side, smilingly observing
-Raymond’s final departure from Stanier, and hoping that he would have a
-pleasant journey.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Alas! it was time to swim shorewards again, for the morning boat from
-Naples which was carrying Salvatore Viagi had already gone by on its
-tourist route to the Blue Grotto, and Salvatore would have disembarked
-at the Marina. He felt curious to see Uncle Salvatore, and was
-determined to make himself uncommonly pleasant, for there might be
-things which Salvatore knew which his father had not told him. The date
-of the marriage, for instance; though he despaired of any practical use
-arising from that, Colin would like to know when it took place.
-
-He dressed and strolled up through the vineyards through which,
-twenty-one years ago, his father had gone, tasting for the first time
-the liberty and gaiety of the South, and found his little jingling
-conveyance awaiting him. His quiet concentrated hate of Raymond sat
-smiling beside him up the dusty road, and he rejoiced in its
-companionship.
-
-Colin found that Salvatore had arrived, and his father was waiting lunch
-for him, and so without decoration of himself in the way of brushings or
-putting on tie or socks, he went straight to the salon. There was
-sitting there a very gorgeously-dressed gentleman, and his heart fell as
-he saw him, for it would be difficult to cultivate cordial relationships
-with so exquisite a bounder, whatever information might be the reward of
-his efforts.
-
-Salvatore was clad in ill-fitting broadcloth, florid with braid; he wore
-patent leather shoes, a tie of pink billows in which nestled a
-preposterous emerald, cuffs and collar clearly detachable, and a gold
-watch-chain from which a large, cheap locket depended. Luxuriant hair,
-suspiciously golden and carefully curled, crowned his face; fierce
-moustaches, brushed and waxed, were trained away to show a mouth full of
-dazzling teeth, and his features were just those of a wax bust,
-representing the acme of masculine beauty, that may be seen in the
-window of a hairdresser.
-
-With this troubadour was sitting his father, stiff and starched and
-iced. Colin guessed that this period of waiting had been embarrassing,
-for both seemed highly relieved at his entry, and the troubadour bounded
-to his feet with a tenor cry of welcome.
-
-“_Collino mio!_” he exclaimed, kissing him, to Colin’s great surprise,
-on both cheeks. “Ah, the joy of the day when I behold my own nephew! And
-you are so like her, so like her. Look on the image of her which I ever
-carry about with me! I do not forget her, no, no!”
-
-He opened the locket, and showed Colin a photograph faded into
-illegibility.
-
-“Her eyes, her nose, her mouth,” he said. “I see again the features of
-my adored Rosina!”
-
-This was so much worse than could possibly have been expected, that the
-only thing to be done was to treat it all as some game, some monstrous
-charade. This was the stock of which he had come; his mother was sister
-to this marvellous mountebank. At that moment Colin hated his father;
-how could he have joined himself to any of such a family? It was clearer
-than ever that, whatever the history of that year preceding his birth
-had been, it had not begun with marriage. His father had been prey to a
-pretty face.
-
-Then he set himself to play the game.
-
-“Dear Uncle Salvatore!” he said. “I can’t tell you how I’ve been looking
-forward to seeing you. I hurried in, as you see, when I heard you were
-here, without dressing or tidying myself. I could not wait. And you
-think I am like my mother?”
-
-“But you are a true Viagi! You are the very image of her. And if I place
-myself beside you, my noble brother-in-law will not, I think, fail to
-mark a certain family resemblance.”
-
-He put his hand on Colin’s shoulder as if for a Bank Holiday photograph,
-and rose on his toes to make himself the taller.
-
-At that his noble brother-in-law, catching Colin’s merry glance, which
-shouted to him, “Play up, father, play up!” seemed to determine to make
-the best of it, too.
-
-“Amazing resemblance,” he said, rising. “Two brothers. Shall we go in to
-lunch? Please go on, Salvatore.”
-
-“With the escort of my brother Colin,” said Salvatore, in tremendous
-good spirits. He had clearly, so he thought, found a friendly heart in
-Colin, who would no doubt in time warm the heart of his brother-in-law,
-which at present seemed inclined to be chilly. It was desirable that a
-more generous warmth should be diffused there, before they came to speak
-of financial matters.
-
-Philip’s efforts in answer to Colin’s unspoken bidding, to see the
-humorous side of their visitor, were put to a sad strain before that
-portentous meal was over. Salvatore was bent on making a fine and
-dashing impression, and adopted for that end a manner compounded of brag
-and rich adulation.
-
-“Your cousins, Collino, my own beloved children!” he exclaimed. “Never
-will Vittoria and Cecilia forgive me, if I do not on my return prove to
-have got your promise to pay them a visit before you quit Italy. We must
-persuade your father to spare you for a day; you must dine and sleep,
-and, ho, ho! who knows but that when our ladies have gone to bed, you
-and I will not play the bachelor in our gay Naples? It would, I am
-afraid, be useless to urge you, my dear Philip, to be of the party, but
-ah! the happiness, ah! the honour that there would be in the Palazzo
-Viagi, if Lord Yardley would make himself of the family! But I know, I
-know: you come here to enjoy your quiet and blessed memories.”
-
-“Very good of you, Salvatore,” said Philip. “But, as you say, I come
-here for quiet. I am afraid I shall hardly be able to get across to
-Naples.”
-
-“Ah! _Il eremito_, as we say! The hermit, is it not?”
-
-“You speak excellent English, Uncle Salvatore,” said Colin.
-
-“And should I not? Was not English the language of my adored mother? It
-is Vittoria’s dream to go to England. Some day, perhaps, I will take
-Vittoria to see the home of her English ancestors, of her grandmother
-and of yours, my Colin. But the expense! _Dio!_ the expense of travel.
-Once it was not so with the Viagi; they did not need to count their
-soldi, and now there are no soldi to count! They were rich once; their
-wealth was colossal, and had it not been for nefarious enemies,
-slanderers, and swindlers, they would be rich still, and a line of
-princes. As it is, they have nothing left them but their pride, and from
-that, whatever their poverty, they will never part. I, the head of the
-family, proclaim that to the world.”
-
-“Very proper,” said Philip.
-
-Salvatore had hit himself quite a severe blow on the chest as he
-proclaimed his pride, which had set him coughing. This was curable by a
-considerable draught of hock, which started him again on the adulatory
-tack.
-
-“A nectar! Nectar of the gods,” he exclaimed. “There is no such wine to
-be obtained in my beggarly country. But you must be a millionaire to
-drink it. I would die happy drowned in wine like that.”
-
-“You must take a bottle or two away with you,” said Philip, rising. “If
-you will excuse me for ten minutes, there are a couple of letters I want
-to finish for this afternoon’s post. And then, perhaps, you will spare
-me a quarter of an hour, Salvatore, for a talk. There will be plenty of
-time before your boat goes.”
-
-“Dear friend, my time is yours,” said Salvatore, “and the boat may go to
-Naples without me if we have not finished. I brought a small toilet bag
-in case I stopped the night. I can no doubt find a room at some modest
-hotel.”
-
-“I don’t think that will be necessary,” said Philip, leaving him and
-Colin together.
-
-Salvatore poured himself out some more of the nectar when the door had
-closed (he was making sure of taking a bottle at least with him), and
-pointed dramatically to his heart.
-
-“My noble and venerated brother-in-law has never rallied from the shock
-of your mother’s death,” he said. “His heart broke. He lives only for
-the day when he will rejoin her. Till then it is a solace to him to
-minister to those who were nearest and dearest to Rosina. So generous a
-heart! Do you think I made a good impression on him to-day?”
-
-“Admirable! Excellent!” said Colin. “Now talk to me about the old days,
-Uncle Salvatore. A glass of brandy? Did you see my father that year he
-spent in Italy, when he married my mother, and when I was born?”
-
-Salvatore paused in the sipping of his brandy and made a splendid scowl
-with gesture of fist and rolling eyes. Quick as a lizard, Colin saw that
-he must appear to know facts which hitherto were only conjecture to him,
-if he was to learn the cause of these grimaces.
-
-“I know all, of course, Uncle Salvatore,” he said. “You can speak to me
-quite freely.”
-
-“And yet you ask if I was there!” said Salvatore. “Should I have
-permitted it? I was but a boy of eighteen, and in a bank at Rome, but,
-had I known, boy as I was, I should have gone to your father and have
-said, ‘Marry my sister out of hand or face the vengeance of Salvatore
-Viagi.’”
-
-Colin held out his hand. “You would have done well, Uncle Salvatore,” he
-said. “I thank you for my mother’s sake.”
-
-This was so deeply affecting to Salvatore that he had to take a little
-more brandy. This made him take a kindlier view of his noble
-brother-in-law.
-
-“Yet I wrong him,” he said. “There was no need for Salvatore Viagi to
-intervene for his sister’s honour. She died Countess of Yardley, an
-alliance honourable to both of our families.”
-
-“Indeed, yes,” said Colin. “I am proud of my Viagi blood. The marriage
-was at the British Consulate, of course. What day of the month was it,
-do you remember?”
-
-Salvatore made a negative gesture. “The exact date escapes me,” he said.
-“But it was spring: March, it would have been March, I think. Two
-letters I got from my beloved Rosina at that time; in one she told of
-the marriage, in the next of the birth of her sons. I have those letters
-still. Treasured possessions, for the next news of my Rosina was that
-her sweet soul had departed! My God, what lamentations were mine! What
-floods of never-ceasing tears!”
-
-Colin thought rapidly and intently as he replenished his uncle’s glass
-with brandy. No definite scheme formed itself in his mind, but, whatever
-possibilities future reflection might reveal to him, it would clearly be
-a good thing to get hold of those letters. He might conceivably want to
-destroy them.
-
-He leaned forward towards Salvatore. “Dear Uncle Salvatore,” he said, “I
-am going to ask a tremendous favour of you. I have nothing of my
-mother’s, and I never saw her, as you know. But I am learning to love
-her, and those letters would be so treasured by me. You have the memory
-of her, all those delightful days you must have spent together. Will you
-give me those letters? I hope before long to come across to Naples and
-see you and my cousins, and it would good of you if you would give me
-them. Then I shall have something of hers.”
-
-A sob sounded in Salvatore’s voice. “You shall have them, my Colin,” he
-said, “and in turn perhaps you can do something for me. Intercede, I
-pray you, with your father. He is a generous, a noble soul, but he does
-not know my needs, and I am too proud to speak of them. Tell him, then,
-that you wrung out of me that I am in abject poverty. Vittoria is
-growing up, and dowerless maidens are not sought after.”
-
-“Of course I will do all I can,” said Colin warmly. “I will talk to my
-father as soon as you have gone. And I may say that he listens to me.”
-
-“I will send off the letters to you to-night,” he said. “And what joy
-will there be in Casa Viagi, when my girls know that their cousin Colin
-is to visit us! When will that happy day be?”
-
-“Ah, I must write to you about that,” said Colin, noticing that the
-Palazzo had become a Casa. “Leave me your card. And now it is time for
-you to talk to my father; I will see if he is ready. But not a word of
-all we have been saying, to him.”
-
-“Trust me, my nephew,” said Salvatore gaily.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-
-Colin used his good offices with his father to such effect that he
-succeeded in procuring for Salvatore a further substantial cheque, in
-addition to that which he had carried off with the two bottles of wine
-that afternoon. His uncle apparently thought better of his reckless
-generosity in sending the letters of which Colin was desirous quite
-unconditionally, but the receipt of the second cheque was sufficient,
-and the morning’s post two days later brought them.
-
-They were written in ill-spelled English, and contained precisely what
-his uncle had told him. The first, dated March 1, gave the information
-that she had been married that morning to Philip Lord Stanier; the
-second, dated March 17, stated that a week ago she had given birth to
-twins. They were quite brief, conveyed no other news, and had evidently
-been preserved with care, for the purple ink in which they were written
-was quite unfaded. But apart from the fact now definitely known to Colin
-that his father had legalised his life with Rosina but ten days before
-he himself and Raymond were born, they did not help in any way towards
-the attainment of the double object which now was putting out firm,
-fibrous roots in his mind as the ideal project, namely to prove by some
-means yet utterly unconjecturable the illegitimacy of Raymond and
-himself, and, by marrying Violet, who in that case would succeed to the
-title and the estates, to become master of Stanier. Indeed these letters
-were but a proof the more of what was no doubt sufficiently attested in
-the register of the British Consulate, namely, that the marriage had
-taken place previously to his own birth.
-
-It seemed a hopeless business. Even if, by some rare and lucky
-mischance, there was any irregularity in the record at the Consulate,
-these letters, so long as they were in existence, constituted, if not a
-proof, at any rate a strong presumption in favour of the marriage having
-taken place on the first of the month, and it might be better to destroy
-them out of hand so that such testimony as they afforded could not by
-any possibility be produced. And yet he hesitated; somehow, in his
-subconscious mind, perhaps, there was a stir and a ferment which bubbled
-with a suggestion that had not yet reached his consciousness. Might not
-something conceivably be done with them?... It was maddening that just
-ten days out of all those uneventful hundreds of days which had elapsed
-since, should suffice to wreck any project that he might make.
-
-And then a bubble of that ferment broke into his conscious mind. There
-was the letter, announcing the marriage which had taken place that day
-dated March 1. There was the letter dated March 17 announcing the birth
-of himself and Raymond a week previously. What if by the insertion of a
-single numeral in front of the “1” of the first date, he converted it
-into March 31st? As far as these two letters went, they would in that
-case show precisely what he desired.
-
-Psychologically, too, there would be a reasonable interpretation. In his
-father, it would be argued, there had sprung up after the birth of his
-sons, a tenderness and an affection for the mother of them, and he had
-married her so that she, in the future, might bear him legitimate
-offspring. Already she had borne two lusty and healthy sons; the union
-was vigorous and fruitful.
-
-Colin got up from the long chair in his bedroom where he had taken these
-letters, and began softly pacing up and down the floor, lithe and alert,
-and smiling. His father was coming down with him to bathe that morning,
-but there was a quarter of an hour yet before he need join him
-downstairs, and a great deal of thinking might be put into a quarter of
-an hour if you could only concentrate.
-
-He knew he was very far yet from the attainment of his ambition, for
-that register at the Consulate, which somehow he must manage to see,
-might contain insuperable obstacles to success. There might, for
-instance, be other entries between March 1 of that year and March 31, so
-that even if he could contrive to alter the first date into the second
-it would throw those other entries, if such existed, out of their
-chronological order; the marriage contracted on March 31 would precede
-those that lay in between the two dates. In that case he might have to
-tear out the page in which this entry occurred, and that might be quite
-impossible of accomplishment.
-
-It would not be wise, at any rate, to tamper with the date on this first
-letter of his mother’s, till he knew how the ground lay at the
-Consulate. But given that it proved possible to make some alteration in
-the register or tear out a page, how conclusively would his case be
-established, if, in support of that, there were produced those letters
-of his mother?
-
-Salvatore the troubadour.... Colin frowned and bit his lip at the
-thought of Salvatore, who would be ready to swear that, when he parted
-with those letters to Colin, the one that conveyed the news of his
-sister’s marriage was dated March 1, not March 31. There were experts on
-such subjects, too; prying, meticulous men who made a profession of
-detecting little things like altered dates, and produced evidence about
-a difference of hand or a difference in the analysis of two inks.
-
-Yet if the register at the Consulate was found to endorse the evidence
-of the letters? The same detective-minded folk would examine the record
-at the Consulate, and might arrive at the damnable conclusion that it,
-too, had been tampered with. And if the letters which bore signs of
-being tampered with were in Colin’s possession, and he was known to have
-visited the register at the Consulate, there would be an unwelcome
-conclusion as to who had committed a forgery. Penal servitude was not
-an agreeable substitute for Stanier.
-
-Colin focused his clear brain, as if it had been a lens, on Salvatore.
-He had been very decorative and melodramatic on the subject of his
-sister’s honour, but there had been much of cheap strutting, of tinsel,
-of footlights about that. And Salvatore, so Colin reasoned with a
-melting and a smoothing out of his frown, was not all strutting and
-swagger. There was a very real side to that impecunious uncle with his
-undowered Vittoria. His concern for his sister’s honour was not surely
-so dominant in him as his desire for coin. A suitable cheque would no
-doubt induce him to recollect that the first of Rosina’s letters
-announced the births of the twins, the second, that of March 31, her
-marriage.
-
-Salvatore, for love of Vittoria (to put it at that), would probably see
-the sense of allowing his memory of the dates at the head of this letter
-to be faulty. He would not be obliged to perjure himself in any way; all
-he had got to do (given that a page had been torn out of the register at
-the Consulate, or that the date of the marriage as recorded there was
-March 31) was to swear that his sister’s letters had always been in his
-possession until he had given them to his attractive nephew.... Yes,
-Salvatore would surely not prove an insuperable obstacle; he would rate
-the living, himself and Vittoria, higher than the dead.
-
-For one moment, brief as that in which, according to the legend, the
-ancestral Colin had considered whether he should close with that strange
-offer made him in the sheep-fold, his descendant, his living
-incarnation, hesitated when he thought of his father. His father had
-always been devoted to him, and such affection as Colin was capable of
-was his. But, after all, Philip would necessarily be dead when (and if)
-the discovery was made that Rosina’s letter to her brother gave the date
-of the marriage as March 31, and when, on search being made in the
-register of the British Consulate, it was discovered that, owing to a
-page being missing, there was no record of the marriage at all, or that
-the date given there corresponded with that of Rosina’s letter.
-
-Colin had no intention of producing this evidence in his father’s
-lifetime; there might be counter-proofs which his father could produce.
-If he could only make some dealing with the register and with the date
-on the letter, he would let the whole matter sleep till his father was
-dead. Then nothing could hurt him; you cannot hurt the dead. Even
-if--Colin gave little thought to this--the spirit of the dead survived
-in consciousness of the living, would not his father’s spirit gladly
-make this posthumous sacrifice of his earthly honour and rejoice to see
-Colin, his beloved, master of Stanier? So his hesitation was fleeting as
-breath on a frosty morning, it appeared but mistily, and dispersed.
-
-His father, out in the garden, was calling him, and with a cheerful
-response he picked up his towels and went downstairs. For the present
-there was but one necessary step to be taken; he had to get a day in
-Naples before he left, and pay a visit to the British Consulate. It was
-no use making any further plans beyond that, in his ignorance of what he
-should find there. A visit to his uncle, and a night spent there, might
-possibly serve as an excuse.
-
-Philip had also heard from his brother-in-law this morning: the
-communication was not so satisfactory to him, as Colin’s post had been.
-
-“I’ve heard from Salvatore,” he said. “He’s a nauseating fellow, Colin.”
-
-“Oh, no; only a comic, father,” said Colin gaily. “You take him too
-heavily.”
-
-“Read that,” said Philip.
-
-The letter was certainly characteristic, and as Colin read his smile
-broadened into a laugh. The writer spoke of the deep humiliation it was
-for a Viagi to take gifts from any; it had not been so with them once,
-for the family had been the dispensers of a royal bounty. Indeed, two
-considerations only made it possible for him to do so, the first his
-paternal devotion to his two sweet maids, Vittoria and Cecilia, the
-second his fraternal devotion to his noble and generous relative. That
-sentiment did honour to them both, and with happy tears of gratitude he
-acknowledged the safe receipt of the cheque. He wrote with some
-distraction, for his sweet maids kept interrupting him to know if he had
-sent their most respectful love to their uncle, and had reminded their
-dearest Colin that they looked for his advent with prodigious excitement
-and pleasure. They demanded to know when that hour would dawn for them.
-One bottle of the nectar of France would be preserved for that day to
-drink the health of his friend, his relative, his noblest of
-benefactors. He signed himself “Viagi,” as if the princely honours had
-been restored.
-
-“Oh, but priceless,” said Colin. “Haven’t you got a sense of humour,
-father?”
-
-“Not where Salvatore is concerned. As for your going over to dine and
-sleep, I shan’t let you. Do you know we’ve only got a fortnight more
-here, Colin?”
-
-“I know; isn’t it awful?” said Colin with a sigh. “But about my going
-over for a night. I wonder if I hadn’t better do that. It would be kind,
-you know. He would like it.”
-
-Philip passed his hand over the boy’s shoulders.
-
-“Colin, are you growing wings?” he said.
-
-“Yes, and they don’t go well with my cloven hoofs. In other words, I
-should loathe spending the night there, and yet Uncle Salvatore would
-like it. Then I don’t want to leave you.”
-
-“Don’t then. Salvatore, thanks to you, has got double his usual
-allowance. You’ve done enough for him.”
-
-“Yes, but that didn’t cost me anything,” said Colin. “It only cost you.
-I’ve still my debt to pay for the wonderful entertainment he gave me
-here. Besides he is actually my uncle: I’m a Viagi. Princely line,
-father!”
-
-“Don’t marry one of the young princesses,” said his father.
-
-Colin had one moment’s acute thought before he answered. It struck him
-that his father could hardly have said that if in his very self he had
-loved his mother. But what he had said just came from his very self....
-He laughed.
-
-“I’ll promise not to, however entrancing Vittoria is,” he said. “Ah, how
-divine the sea looks this morning. I long to be in it.”
-
-A sudden idea occurred to him.
-
-“Do let us stop on another fortnight, father,” he said. “Can’t we?”
-
-“I can’t,” said he. “I must get back by the end of the month. But--” he
-paused a moment and Colin knew that he had caught his own idea, which
-his suggestion was designed to prompt. “There’s no reason why you
-shouldn’t have another fortnight here if you want,” he said.
-
-Colin had fallen behind his father on the narrow path to the
-bathing-place, and gave a huge grin of satisfaction at his own subtlety.
-
-“Oh, I should love that!” he said, “though it won’t be half as much fun
-as if you would stop too. And then I can go over to Naples with you when
-you start homewards, and make my wings sprout by staying with Uncle
-Salvatore.”
-
-Nothing could have fallen out more conveniently, and Colin, as for the
-next two hours he floated in the warm sea and basked on the hot pebbles,
-had a very busy mind in his lazy, drifting body. His father’s absence
-would certainly make his investigations easier. He could, for instance,
-present Lord Yardley’s card at the Consulate with his own, and get leave
-to inspect the register with a view to making a copy of it, in
-accordance with his father’s wishes. Better yet, he could spend a few
-days in Naples, make the acquaintance of the Consul in some casual
-manner, and produce his request on the heels of an agreeable impression.
-He would not, in any case, be limited to a single visit, or tied by the
-necessity of acting at once. He would not have to fire his bribe, with
-regard to the letters like a pistol in Salvatore’s face, he would be
-careful and deliberate, not risking a false step owing to the need of
-taking an immediate one. And all the time the suggestion of stopping on
-here alone had not come from himself at all. His father had made it.
-
-On the way up to the villa again after the morning’s bathe, they often
-called at the post-office in the piazza for letters that had arrived by
-the midday post. To-day these were handed under the grille to Colin,
-and, sorting them out between his father and himself, he observed that
-there were two for Lord Yardley in the handwritings of Raymond and
-Violet. Possibly these were only the dutiful and trivial communications
-of those at home, but possibly Violet’s week of postponement had been
-shortened.
-
-“Two from Stanier for you, father,” he said. “Violet and Raymond. The
-rest for me.”
-
-His father looked at the envelopes.
-
-“Yes, Raymond’s spider scrawl is evident enough,” he said. “I never saw
-such a handwriting except yours; his and yours I can never tell apart.
-One wants leisure to decipher you and Raymond.”
-
-Colin simmered with impatience to see his father put both of these
-letters into his pocket, and simmered even more ebulliently when, having
-put them on the table at lunch, his father appeared to forget completely
-about them, and left them there when lunch was over. But Colin could
-remind him of that, and presently the one from Violet lay open.
-
-His father gave an exclamation of surprise, and then was absorbed in it.
-It appeared to be short, for presently he had finished, and, still
-without a word to Colin, opened the letter from Raymond. Here
-exclamations of impatience at the ugly, illegible handwriting took the
-place of surprise, and it was ten minutes more before he spoke to Colin.
-He, meantime, had settled with himself, in case these letters contained
-what he guessed for certain that they must contain, that since Violet’s
-previous warning to him was private, he would let the news that his
-father would presently tell him be a big emotional surprise to him. This
-would entail dissimulation, but that was no difficulty. Colin knew
-himself to be most convincing when his brain, not his sincerity,
-dictated his behaviour.
-
-“Have Violet and Raymond written to you to-day?” asked his father.
-
-Colin yawned. He generally took a siesta after the long morning in the
-sea and sun, and it was already past his usual hour. There was a
-pleasant fiction that he retired to write letters.
-
-“No,” he said, getting up. “Well, I’m off, father. Lots of letters....”
-
-“Wait a moment. Violet and Raymond send me news which pleases me very
-much. They’re engaged to be married.”
-
-Colin stared, then laughed.
-
-“I’d forgotten it was the first of April,” he said. “I thought we were
-in June.”
-
-“We are,” said his father. “But it’s no joke, Colin. I’m quite serious.”
-
-Colin looked fixedly at his father for a moment.
-
-“Ah!” he said, and getting up walked to the window. He stood there with
-his back to the room twirling the blind-string, and seeming to
-assimilate the news. Then, as if making a strong effort with himself, he
-turned himself again, all sunshine.
-
-“By Jove, Raymond will be happy!” he said. “How--how perfectly splendid!
-He’s head over ears in love with her, has been for the last six months.
-Lucky dog! He’s got everything now!”
-
-He could play on his father like some skilled musician, making the chord
-he wanted to sound with never a mistake. Those words “he’s got
-everything now,” conveyed exactly the impression he intended, namely,
-that Violet was, to him, an important part in Raymond’s possessions.
-That was the right chord.
-
-It sounded.
-
-“But it was a great surprise to you, Colin,” he said.
-
-“Yes, father,” said Colin.
-
-“The surprise, then, was that Violet has accepted him,” said Lord
-Yardley gently. He felt himself to be probing Colin’s mind ever so
-tenderly, while Colin looked at him wide-eyed like a child who trusts
-his surgeon.
-
-“Yes, father,” he said again. “It surprised me very much.”
-
-This was magnificent; he knew just what was passing in his father’s
-mind; unstinted admiration of himself for having so warm-heartedly
-welcomed the news of Raymond’s good fortune, and unstinted sympathy
-because his father had guessed a reason why Violet’s engagement was a
-shock to him. This was immensely to the good, for when, as he felt no
-doubt would happen, Violet threw over Raymond for himself, Lord Yardley
-would certainly remember with what magnanimous generosity he had
-congratulated Raymond on his success. Whether anything came of his
-project about the register or not, he was determined to marry Violet,
-for so the thirst of his hatred of his brother would be assuaged. But
-how long and how sweet would the drink be, if in the cup was mingled the
-other also.
-
-His father came across the room to where he still stood by the window,
-and laid loving hands on his shoulders.
-
-“Colin, old boy,” he said. “Are you fond of Violet--like that?”
-
-Colin nodded without speech.
-
-“I had no idea of it,” said Lord Yardley. “I often watched you and her
-together, and I thought you were only as brother and sister. Upon my
-word, Raymond seems to have got everything.”
-
-Colin’s smile was inimitable. It seemed to fight its way to his
-beautiful mouth.
-
-“I’ve got you, father,” he said, out of sheer exuberance of wickedness.
-
-The subject was renewed that night when they sat under the
-vine-wreathed pergola where they had dined. The sun, bowling down the
-steep cliff away westward, had just plunged into the sea, and darkness
-came swiftly over the sky, without that long-drawn period of fading
-English twilight in which day is slowly transformed into night. Here
-night leaped from its lair in the East and with a gulp absorbed the
-flames of sunset and swiftly the stars sprang from the hiding-places
-where all day they had lain concealed, and burning large and low made a
-diffused and penetrating greyness of illumination that dripped like
-glowing rain from the whole heavens.
-
-Dim and veiled though that luminance was, compared to the faintest of
-the lights of day, it gave a curious macabre distinctness to everything,
-and Colin’s face, in a pool of star-shine that filtered between the
-trailing garlands of the vines, wore to his father some strange,
-wraith-like aspect. So often had he sat here in such light as this with
-Rosina opposite him, and all that he loved in Rosina seemed now to have
-been reincarnated, spectre-like, in the boy he cared more for than he
-cared for all the rest of the world. All that he had missed in the woman
-who had satisfied and so soon sated his physical senses, flowered in
-Colin with his quick intelligence, his sunny affection.... And his
-father, for all his longing, could do nothing to help him in this
-darkness which had overshadowed the dawn of love for him.
-
-Instead of Colin, Raymond had got all, that son of his whom he had never
-liked even, and had always, in some naturally-unnatural manner, been
-jealous of, in that he would inherit all that his own fingers would one
-day relax their hold on. Had it been Colin who would grasp the sceptre
-of the Staniers, Philip would, as he had said, close his eyes for his
-last sleep in unenvious content. And now Raymond had got the desire of
-his heart as well, which, too, was the desire of Colin’s heart.
-
-All day, since the arrival of those letters, Colin had been very quiet,
-yet without any bitterness; grave and sweet, but only a shadow, a ghost
-of himself for gaiety. Now his face, pale in the starlight, was
-ghostlike also, and his father divined in it an uncomplaining suffering,
-infinitely pathetic.
-
-“Colin, I wish I could do anything for you,” he said, with unusual
-emotion. “You are such a dear fellow, and you bear it all with such
-wonderful patience. Wouldn’t it do you good now to curse Raymond a
-little?”
-
-Colin felt that he must not overdo the angelic rôle.
-
-“Oh, I’ve been doing so,” he said, “but I think I shall stop. It’s no
-use. It wouldn’t hurt Raymond, even if he knew about it, and it doesn’t
-help me. And it’s certainly time I stopped sulking. Have I been very
-sulky all evening, father? Apologies.”
-
-“You’ve been a brick. But about stopping out here alone. Are you sure
-you won’t mope and be miserable? Perhaps I might manage to stay out with
-you an extra week.”
-
-That would not do at all. Colin hastened to put that out of the
-question.
-
-“Oh, but you must do nothing of the kind,” he said quickly. “I know
-you’ve got to get back. I shan’t mope at all. And I think one gets used
-to things quicker alone. There’s only just one thing I wonder about.
-Have we both been quite blind about Violet? Has she been in love with
-Raymond without our knowing it? I, at any rate, had no idea of it. She’s
-in love with him now, I suppose. Did her letter give you that
-impression?”
-
-Philip hesitated. Violet’s letter, short and unemotional, had not given
-him any such impression. But so triumphantly successful had been Colin’s
-assumption of the unembittered, though disappointed, lover, that he
-paused, positively afraid that Colin would regret that Violet’s heart
-was not so blissfully engaged as his brother’s. Before he answered Colin
-spoke again:
-
-“Ah, I see,” he said. “She’s in love with him, and you are afraid it
-will hurt me to know it. Ripping of you.... After all, she’s lucky, too,
-isn’t she? She’s got the fellow she loves, and she’ll be mistress of
-Stanier. I think she adores Stanier almost as much as you and I,
-father.”
-
-Colin felt he could not better this as a conclusion. He rose and
-stretched himself.
-
-“There!” he said. “That expresses what I feel in my mind. It has been
-cramped all day, and now I’ve stretched it, and am not going to have
-cramp any more. What shall we do? Stroll down to the piazza, or sit here
-and play piquet? I vote for the piazza. Diversion, you know.”
-
-Colin pleaded sleepiness on their return from the piazza as an excuse
-for early retirement, but the sleepiness was not of the sort that led to
-sleep, and he lay long awake, blissfully content and wondering at
-himself with an intense and conscious interest. Never before had it so
-forcibly struck him that deception was a thing that was dear to him
-through some inherent attraction of its own, irrespective of what
-material advantages it might bring him; it was lovely in itself,
-irrespective of the fruit it bore. Never yet, too, had it struck him at
-all that he disliked love, and this was a discovery worth thinking over.
-
-Often, especially during these last weeks, he had known that his
-father’s love for him bored him, as considered as an abstract quality,
-though he welcomed it as a means to an end. That end invariably had been
-not only the material advantages it brought him, but the gratification
-of his own hatred of Raymond. For, so he unerringly observed, his own
-endearing of himself to his father served to displace Raymond more and
-more, and to-day’s manœuvres were a brilliant counter-attack to the
-improved position Raymond had made for himself in those last weeks at
-Stanier. But, apart from these ends, he had no use for any love that was
-given him, nor any desire to give in return. To hate and to get, he
-found, when he looked into himself, was the mainspring which moved
-thought, word, and action.
-
-Outside, the evening breeze had quite died down, but the silent
-tranquillity of the summer night was broken by the sound of a footfall
-on the garden terrace below the window, which he knew must be that of
-his father strolling up and down there. For a moment that rather vexed
-him; it seemed to disturb his own isolation, for he wanted to be
-entirely encompassed in himself. It was inconsiderate of his father to
-go quarter-decking out there, intruding into his own consciousness;
-besides, Colin had told him that he was sleepy, and he should have kept
-quiet.
-
-But then the explanation of his ramble up and down occurred to Colin.
-There could be no doubt that his father was troubled for him, and was
-made restless by thinking of him and his disappointment. That made Colin
-smile, not for pleasure in his father’s love, but for pleasure in his
-trouble. He was worrying himself over Colin’s aching heart, and the boy
-had a smile for that pleasing thought; it had an incense for him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He began to wonder, idly at first, but with growing concentration,
-whether he hated his father. He did not wish him ill, but ... but
-supposing this business of the register was satisfactorily accomplished,
-and supposing he succeeded, as he felt no doubt he would, in causing
-Violet to throw over Raymond and marry himself, he did not see that
-there would be much gained by his father’s continued existence. He would
-be in the way then, he would stand between him and his mastership,
-through Violet, of Stanier. That, both from his passion for the place,
-and from the joyous triumph of ejecting Raymond, was the true object of
-his life: possession and hatred, to get and to hate. His father, when
-these preliminary feats had been carried through, would be an obstacle
-to his getting, and he supposed that he would hate him then.
-
-Lying cool and naked under his sheet, Colin suddenly felt himself flush
-with the exuberance of desire and vitality. Hate seemed as infinite as
-love; you could not plumb the depths of the former any more than you
-could scale the heights of the other, while acquisition, the clutching
-and the holding, stretched as far as renunciation; he who lived for
-himself would not be satisfied until he had grasped all, any more than
-he who lived for others would not be satisfied until he had given all,
-retaining nothing out of self-love.
-
-With Violet as his wife, legal owner of Stanier, and Raymond outcast and
-disinherited, it seemed to Colin that he would have all he wanted, and
-yet in this flush of desire that combed through him now, as the tide
-combs through the weeds of the sea, he realised that desire was infinite
-and could never be satisfied when once it had become the master passion.
-No one who is not content will ever be content, and none so burned with
-unsatisfied longing as he. If he could not love he could hate, and if he
-could not give he could get.
-
-The steps on the terrace below had long ceased, though, absorbed in this
-fever of himself, he had not noticed their cessation. His activity of
-thought communicated itself to his body, and it was impossible in this
-galvanic restlessness to lie quiet in bed. Movement was necessary, and,
-wrapping his sheet round him, he went to his open window and leaned out.
-
-The night was starlit and utterly tranquil; no whisper of movement
-sounded from the stone-pine that stood in the garden and challenged by
-its stirring the most imperceptible of breezes. Yet to his sense the
-quiet tingled with some internal and tremendous vibration; a force was
-abroad which held it gripped and charged to the uttermost, and it was
-this force, whatever it was, that thrilled and possessed him. The warm,
-tingling current of it bathed and intoxicated him; it raced through his
-veins, bracing his muscles and tightening up the nerves and vigour of
-him, and, stretching out his arms, he let the sheet drop from him so as
-to drink it in through every thirsting pore of his body. Like the
-foaming water in a loch, it rose and rose in him, until the limit of his
-capacity was reached, and his level was that of the river that poured it
-into him. And at that, so it seemed, when now he had opened himself out
-to the utmost to receive it, the pressure which had made him restless
-was relieved, and, unutterably tired and content, he went back to bed,
-and instantly sank into the profound gulfs of healthy and dreamless
-slumber.
-
-His father had usually finished breakfast when Colin appeared, but next
-morning it was the boy who was in advance.
-
-“Hurrah, I’ve beaten you for once, father,” he said when Lord Yardley
-appeared. “The tea’s half cold; shall I get you some more?”
-
-“No, this will do. Slept well, Colin?”
-
-“Like a top, like a pig, like a hog, like a dog.”
-
-“Good.”
-
-Lord Yardley busied himself with breakfast for a while.
-
-“Curious things dreams are,” he said. “I dreamed about things I hadn’t
-thought of for years. You were so vividly mixed up in them, too, that I
-nearly came into your room to see if you were all right.”
-
-“I was,” said Colin. “I was wonderfully all right. What was the dream?”
-
-“Oh, one of those preposterous hashes. I began dreaming about Queen
-Elizabeth and old Colin. She was paying him a visit at Stanier and asked
-to see the parchment on which he signed the bond of the legend. He
-shewed it her, but the blood in which he had signed his own name was so
-faded that she told him he must sign it again if he wanted it to be
-valid. I was present and saw it all, but I had the feeling that I was
-invisible. Then came the nightmare part. He pricked his arm to get the
-ink, and dipped a pen in it. And then, looking closely at him, I saw
-that it wasn’t old Colin at all, but you, and that it wasn’t Queen
-Elizabeth but Violet. I told you not to sign, and you didn’t seem
-conscious of me, and then I shouted at you, in some nightmare of fear,
-and awoke, hearing some strangled scream of my own, I suppose.”
-
-Colin had been regarding his father as he spoke with wide, eager eyes.
-But at the conclusion he laughed and lit a cigarette.
-
-“Well, if you had come in, you certainly wouldn’t have found me signing
-anything,” he said. “But I cut myself shaving this morning. I call that
-a prophetic dream. And I must write to Vi and Raymond this morning, so
-that will be the signing.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-
-Lord Yardley’s residence at his villa at Capri had, as usual, leaked
-into the diplomatic consciousness, and the English Ambassador at Rome,
-an old acquaintance of his, had, as usual, reminded him of a friendly
-presence in Rome, which would be delighted to welcome him if the welcome
-afforded any convenience. To leave by the very early boat from Capri,
-and thus catch the Paris express that evening was a fatiguing
-performance, would he not, therefore, when the regretted day for his
-departure came, take the more reasonable midday boat, dine and spend the
-night at the Embassy, and be sent off from there next day in comfort,
-for the morning express from Rome entailed only one night in the train
-instead of two? The British Consul at Naples would see to his seclusion
-in the transit from Naples to Rome, where he would be met and wafted to
-the Embassy. Otherwise an early start from Capri, and a hurried train
-connection in Rome, would deprive His Excellency of the great pleasure
-of a renewal of cordiality.
-
-His Excellency, it may be remarked, liked an invitation to Stanier, and
-there was method in his thoughtfulness. This proposal arrived a week
-before Lord Yardley’s departure; a heat wave had drowned the country,
-and already he looked with prospective horror on the notion of two
-nights in the train.... It entailed a night in Paris, and, if he was to
-arrive in England for a debate in the House, a departure from Capri by
-the midday boat on Tuesday, instead of the early boat on Wednesday. It
-entailed, in fact, a few hours less of Colin.
-
-Colin saw the shining of his star. Never had anything, for his purpose,
-been so excellently opportune. The British Consul would be at the
-station to see his father off, and so, beyond doubt, would he himself,
-on a visit to Uncle Salvatore. An acquaintanceship would be made under
-the most auspicious and authentic circumstances.
-
-“It all fits in divinely, father,” he said. “I shall come across with
-you, see you off from Naples, and then do my duty at Uncle Salvatore’s.
-Probably, if there was nothing to take me to Naples, I should never have
-gone, but now I shall have to go. Do let me kill two birds with one
-stone. I shall see the last of you--one bird--without having to get up
-at five in the morning, and I shall have made my visit to Uncle
-Salvatore inevitable--two birds. Say ‘yes’ and I’ll write to him at
-once.”
-
-It was in the belief that this arrangement had been made, that Lord
-Yardley left Naples a week afterwards. Mr. Cecil, the British Consul,
-had come to the station to secure for him the reserved compartment to
-Rome, and, that being done, had lingered on the platform till the train
-started. At the last moment, as he and Colin stood together there, and
-while the train was already in motion, Colin sprang on to the footboard
-for a final good-bye, and with a kiss leaped off again. There came a
-sharp curve and the swaying carriages behind hid the platform from his
-father.
-
-Colin turned to Mr. Cecil. Salvatore was in the background for the
-present.
-
-“It was delightful of you to come to see my father off,” he said. “He
-appreciated it immensely.”
-
-Colin paused a moment, just the pause that a bather takes before he gets
-up speed for a running header into the sea.
-
-“He left me a small matter to talk to you about,” he said. “I wonder if
-I might refer to it now.”
-
-Mr. Cecil gave a plump, polite little bow.
-
-“Pray do, Mr. Stanier,” he said.
-
-“My father wants a copy of the register of his marriage,” he said, “and
-he asked me to copy it out for him. The marriage was performed at the
-British Consulate, and if you would be so good as to let me copy it and
-witness it for me, I should be so grateful. May I call on you in the
-morning about it? It will save trouble, he thinks, on his death, if
-among his papers there is an attested copy.”
-
-“A pleasure,” said Mr. Cecil.
-
-“You are too kind. And you will do me one further kindness? I am going
-back to Capri to-morrow for another fortnight, and it would be so good
-of you if you would tell me of a decent hotel where I can pass the
-night. I shall not be able, I am afraid, to catch the early boat, with
-this business of the copying to do, for it leaves, does it not, at nine,
-and the Consulate will not be open by then.”
-
-Colin was at full speed now; his running feet had indeed left the
-ground, and he was in the air. But he was already stiffened and taut, so
-to speak, for the plunge; he had made all preparation, and fully
-anticipated a successful dividing of the waters. For he had already made
-himself quite charming to Mr. Cecil, and attributed his lingering on the
-platform as much to the pleasure of a sociable ten minutes with him as
-to the honour done to his father.
-
-“But I will not hear of you staying at a hotel,” said Mr. Cecil, “if I
-can persuade you to pass the night at my flat. It adjoins the Consulate
-offices, and is close to where the Capri boat lies. Indeed, if you wish
-to catch the early boat, we can no doubt manage that little business of
-yours to-night. It will take only a few minutes.”
-
-Colin suffered himself to be persuaded, and they drove back to the
-Consulate. Office hours were already over, and presently Mr. Cecil led
-the way into the archive-room, where, no doubt, Colin’s search would be
-rewarded. But there had come in for him a couple of telegrams delivered
-after the clerks had gone, and he went to his desk in the adjoining room
-to answer these, leaving the boy with the volume containing the year of
-his father’s marriage. The month, so said Colin, was not known to him.
-His father had told him, but he had forgotten--a few minutes’ search,
-however, would doubtless remedy that.
-
-So Mr. Cecil, leaving an official form with him on which to copy the
-entry, fussed away into the next room, and Colin instantly opened the
-volume. The year was 1893, and the month, as he very well knew, was
-March.... There it was on March the first, and he ran his eye down to
-the next entry. Marriages at the Naples Consulate apparently were not
-frequent, and the next was dated April the fourth.
-
-Colin had already his pen in hand to make the copy, and it remained
-poised there a moment. There was nothing more necessary than to insert
-one figure before the single numeral, and the thing would be done. It
-remained after that only to insert a similar “three” in the letter which
-his mother had written to Salvatore announcing her marriage. On this hot
-evening the ink would dry as soon as it touched the page. And yet he
-paused, his brain beginning to bubble with some notion better yet, more
-inspired, more magically apt....
-
-Colin gave a little sigh and the smile dawned on his face. He wrote in a
-“three,” making the date of March 1 into March 31, and then once again
-he paused, watching with eager eyes for the ink to dry on the page.
-Then, taking up a penknife which lay on the table beside him, he erased,
-but not quite erased, the “three” he had just written there. He left
-unerased, as if a hurried hand had been employed on the erasure, the
-cusp of the figure, and a minute segment of a curve both above and below
-it.
-
-Looking at the entry as he looked at it now, when his work was done,
-with but casual carefulness, any inspector of it would say that it
-recorded the marriage of Philip Lord Stanier to Rosina Viagi on the
-first of March. But had the inspector’s attention been brought to bear
-more minutely on it, he must, if directed to hold the page sideways to
-the light, have agreed that there had been some erasure made in front of
-the figure denoting the day of the month; for there was visible the
-scratching of a penknife or some similar instrument. Then, examining it
-more closely, he would certainly see the cusp of a “three,” the segment
-of the upper curve, and a dot of ink in the place where the lower
-segment would have been.
-
-These remnants would scarcely have struck his eye at all, had not he
-noticed that there were the signs of an erasure there. With them, it was
-impossible for the veriest tyro in conjecture not to guess what the
-erasure had been.
-
-The whole thing took but a half-minute, and at the expiration of that,
-Colin was employed on the transcription of the record of the marriage.
-He knew that he had to curb a certain trembling of his hand, to reduce
-to a more regular and slower movement the taking of his breath, which
-came in pants, as if he had been running.
-
-Half a minute ago, no notion of what he had already accomplished had
-entered his head; his imagination had not travelled further than the
-possibility of changing the date which he knew he should find here into
-one thirty days later. Out of the void, out of the abyss, this
-refinement in forgery had come to him, and he already recognised without
-detailed examination how much more astute, how infinitely more cunning,
-was this emended tampering. Just now he could spare but a side glance at
-that, for he must copy this entry (unaware that pen and pen-knife had
-been busy there) and take it to plump Mr. Cecil for his signature, but
-the sharp, crisp tap of conviction in his mind told him that he had done
-more magnificently well than his conscious brain had ever suggested to
-him.
-
-No longer time than was reasonable for this act of copying alone had
-elapsed before Colin laid down his pen and went into the next room.
-
-“Well, Mr. Stanier, have you done your copying?” asked Cecil.
-
-“Yes. Shall I bring it here for your signature?” said Colin.
-
-Mr. Cecil climbed down from the high stool where he was perched like
-some fat, cheerful little bird.
-
-“No, no,” he said. “We must be more business-like than that. I must
-compare your copy with the original entry before I give you my
-signature.”
-
-Colin knew that the skill with which he had effected the alteration
-which yet left the entry unaltered, would now be put to the test, but he
-felt no qualm whatever as to detection. The idea had been inspired, and
-he had no doubt that the execution of it was on the same level of
-felicitous audacity. They passed back into the archive-room together,
-and the Consul sat himself before the volume and the copy.
-
-“Yes, March the first, March the first,” he said, comparing the two,
-“Philip Lord Stanier, Philip Lord Stanier, quite correct. Ha! you have
-left out a full stop after his name, Mr. Stanier. Yes, Rosina Viagi, of
-93 Via Emmanuele....”
-
-He wrote underneath his certificate that this was a true and faithful
-copy of the entry in the Consular archives, signed his name, stamped it
-with the official seal and date, and handed it to Colin.
-
-“That will serve your father’s purpose,” he said, and replacing the
-volume on its shelf, locked the wire door of its bookcase.
-
-“If you will be so good as to wait five minutes,” he said, “I will just
-finish answering a telegram that demands my attention, and then I shall
-be at your service for the evening.”
-
-He gave a discreet little chuckle.
-
-“We will dine _en garçon_,” he said, “at a restaurant which I find more
-than tolerable, and shall no doubt contrive some pleasant way of passing
-the evening. Naples keeps late hours, Mr. Stanier, and I should not be
-surprised if you found the first boat to Capri inconveniently early. We
-shall see.”
-
-Mr. Cecil appeared to put off the cares and dignity of officialdom with
-singular completeness when the day’s work was over, and Colin found he
-had an agreeably juvenile companion, ready to throw himself with zest
-into the diversions, whatever they might be, of the evening. He ate
-with the appetite of a lion-cub, consumed a very special wine in
-magnificent quantities, and had a perfect battery of smiles and winks
-for the Neapolitans who frequented the restaurant.
-
-“_Dulce est desipere in loco_,” he remarked gaily, “and that’s about the
-sum of the Latin that remains to me, and, after all, it can be expressed
-equally well in English by saying ‘All work, no play, makes Jack a dull
-boy.’ And when we have finished our wine, all the amusements of this
-amusing city are at your disposal. There is an admirable cinematograph
-just across the road, there is a music-hall a few doors away, but if you
-choose that, you must not hold me responsible for what you hear there.
-Or if you think it too hot a night for indoor entertainment, there is
-the Galleria Umberto, which is cool and airy, but again, if you choose
-that, you must not hold me responsible for what you see there. Children
-of nature: that is what we Neapolitans are. We, did I say? Well, I feel
-myself one of them, when the Consulate is shut, not when I am on duty,
-mark that, Mr. Stanier. But my private life is my own, and then I shed
-my English skin.”
-
-In spite of the diversions of the city, Colin was brisk enough in the
-morning to catch the early boat, and once more, as he had done a month
-ago on his initial visit to the island, he sequestered himself from the
-crowd under the awning, and sought solitude in the dipping bows of the
-little steamer. To-day, however, there was no chance of his meditations
-being interrupted by his father with tedious talk of days spent at
-Sorrento; no irksome demonstrations of love were there to be responded
-to, but he could without hindrance explore not only his future path,
-but, no less, estimate the significance of what he had done already.
-
-Once more, then, the register of his father’s marriage was secure in the
-keeping of the Consulate, Mr. Cecil had looked at it, compared Colin’s
-copy, which now lay safe in the breast-pocket of his coat, with the
-original, and had certified it to be correct. Colin had run no risk by
-inserting and then erasing a figure which might prove on scrutiny to be
-a subsequent addition; Mr. Cecil himself had been unaware that any
-change had been wrought on the page. But when the register on Lord
-Yardley’s death should be produced in accordance with the plan that was
-already ripening and maturing in Colin’s mind, a close scrutiny would
-reveal that it had been tampered with. Some hand unknown had clearly
-erased a figure there, altering the date from March 31 to March 1. The
-object of that would be clear enough, for it legalised the birth of the
-twins Rosina had borne. It was in the interest of any of four people to
-commit that forgery--of his father, of his mother, of Raymond, and of
-himself. Rosina was dead now these many years; his father, when the
-register was next produced, would be dead also, and from dead lips could
-come neither denial nor defence. Raymond might be left out of the
-question altogether, for never yet had he visited his mother’s native
-city, and of those alive when the register was produced, suspicion could
-only possibly attach to himself. It would have been in his interest to
-make that alteration, which should establish his legitimacy as well as
-that of his brother.
-
-Colin, as he sat alone in the bows, fairly burst out laughing, before he
-proceeded to consider the wonderful sequel. He would be suspected, would
-he?... Then how would it come about that it was he, who in the nobility
-of stainless honour would produce his own mother’s letter, given him by
-his uncle, in which she announced to her brother that she was married at
-the British Consulate on the 31st of March? Had he been responsible for
-that erasure in the Consulate register, to legitimatise his own birth,
-how, conceivably, could he not only not conceal, but bring forward the
-very evidence that proved his illegitimacy? Had he tampered with the
-Consular book, he must have destroyed the letter which invalidated his
-forgery. But, instead of destroying it, he would produce it.
-
-There was work ahead of him here and intrigue in which Salvatore must
-play a part. The work, of course, was in itself nothing; the insertion
-at the top of one of the two letters he owned of just that one figure
-which he had inserted and erased again in the register was all the
-manual and material business; a bottle of purple ink and five minutes’
-practice would do that. But the intrigue was more difficult. Salvatore
-must be induced to acquiesce in the fact that the date of the letter
-announcing Rosina’s marriage was subsequent to that announcing the birth
-of the twins. That would require thought and circumspection; there must
-be no false step there.
-
-And all this was but a preliminary manœuvring for the great action
-whereby, though at the cost of his own legitimacy, he should topple
-Raymond down from his place, and send him away outcast and penniless,
-and himself, with Violet for wife, now legal owner of all the wealth and
-honours of the family, become master of Stanier. She might for the love
-of him, which he believed was budding in her heart, throw Raymond over
-and marry him without cognisance of what he had done for her. But he
-knew, from knowledge of himself, how overmastering the passion for
-Stanier could be, and it might happen that she would choose Raymond with
-all that marriage to him meant, and stifle the cry of her love.
-
-In that case (perhaps, indeed, in any case), Colin might find it better
-to make known to her the whole, namely that on his father’s death she
-would find herself in a position to contest the succession and claim
-everything for her own. Which of them, Raymond or himself, would she
-choose to have for husband in these changed circumstances? She disliked
-and proposed to tolerate the one for the sake of the great prize of
-possession; she was devoted to the other, who, so she would learn, had
-become possessed of the fact on which her ownership was established.
-
-Or should he tell her all? Reveal his part in it? On this point he
-allowed his decision to remain in abeyance; what he should do, whether
-he should tell Violet nothing, or part, or all, must depend on
-circumstances, and for the present he would waste no more time over
-that. For the present, too, he would keep the signed and certified copy
-of his father’s marriage.
-
-The point which demanded immediate consideration was that concerning
-Salvatore. Colin puzzled this out, sometimes baffled and frowning,
-sometimes with a clear course lying serene in front of his smiling eyes,
-as the steamer, leaving the promontory of the mainland behind,
-approached the island. He must see Salvatore, whom he had quite omitted
-to see in Naples, as soon as possible, and it would be much better to
-see him here, in the privacy of the villa, than seek him, thought Colin,
-in the publicity of the Palazzo Viagi, surrounded by those siren dames,
-Vittoria and Cecilia.
-
-He would write at once, a pensive and yet hopeful little epistle to
-Uncle Salvatore wondering if he would come across to Capri yet once
-again, not for the mere inside of a day only, but for a more hospitable
-period. His father had left for England, Colin was alone, and there were
-matters to be talked over that weighed on his conscience.... That was a
-good phrase; Uncle Salvatore would remember what Colin had already done
-in the matter of the reduplicated cheque, and it would seem that the
-generous fellow had a debt of conscience yet unliquidated; this conveyed
-precisely the right impression.
-
-In a postscript he would hint at the French nectar which, still dozing
-in the cellar.... He hesitated a moment, and then decided not to mention
-the subject of his mother’s letters, for it was better that since they
-were the sole concern of his visit, Uncle Salvatore should have the
-matter sprung upon him.... A bottle of purple ink ... no, that would not
-be necessary yet, for the later that you definitely committed yourself
-to a course of action the better.
-
-Colin’s letter produced just the effect that he had calculated on;
-Salvatore read into the conscience-clause a generous impulse and
-congratulated himself on the departure of that grim, dry brother-in-law
-to whom (for he had tried that before) tears and frayed cuffs made no
-appeal. He had accordingly given that up, and for his last visit here
-made himself nobly resplendent. But to Colin, in the guilelessness of
-his blue-eyed boyhood, a tale of pinching and penury might be a suitable
-revelation, and it was a proud but shabby figure which presented itself
-at the villa a few evenings later, without more luggage than could be
-conveniently conveyed in a paper parcel. Colin, who had been observing
-the approach from the balcony of his bedroom, ran down, choking with
-laughter that must be choked, to let his uncle in.
-
-“Ah, this is nice,” he said. “You have no idea how welcome you are. It
-was good of you to take pity on my loneliness. What a jolly evening we
-shall have. And Vittoria and Cecilia? How are they?”
-
-A gleam brightened Uncle Salvatore’s gloom, and he fervently pressed
-Colin’s hand.
-
-“They are well, thank God,” he said. “And while that is so, what matters
-anything?”
-
-He appeared with a gesture of his hand to pluck some intruding creature
-from the region of his heart, and throw it into the garden-beds. Then he
-gave a little skip in the air.
-
-“Collino _mio_!” he said. “You charm away my sad thoughts. Whatever
-happens to-morrow, I will be gay to-night. I will not drag your
-brightness down into my gloom and darknesses. Away with them, then!”
-
-Colin fathomed the mountebank mind with an undeviating plummet. The
-depth (or shallowness) of it answered his fairest expectations. He found
-nothing inconsistent in this aspect of Salvatore with that which he had
-last presented here; the two, in fact, tallied with the utmost
-exactitude as the expression of one mind. They both chimed true to the
-inspiring personality. He waited, completely confident, for the advent
-of the opportunity.
-
-That came towards the end of dinner: without even having been
-hilarious, Salvatore had at least been cheerful, and now, as suddenly as
-if a tap had been turned off, the flow of his enjoyment ceased. He
-sighed, he cleared his throat, he supported his head on his hands, and
-stared at the tablecloth. To Colin these signals were unmistakable.
-
-“You’re in trouble, Uncle Salvatore,” he said softly, “and now for the
-first time I am glad that my father has gone back to England. If he were
-here, I should not be able to say what I mean to say, for, after all, he
-is my father, and he has always been most generous to me. But he is not
-equally generous to others who have claims on him. I have tried to make
-him see that, and, as you and I know, I have succeeded to some small
-extent. But the extent to which I have succeeded does not satisfy me.
-Considering all that I know, I am determined to do better for you than I
-have been able to make him do. If I am his son, I am equally my mother’s
-son. And you are her brother.”
-
-Colin paused a moment, and, sudden as a highland spate, inspiration
-flooded his mind. He had not thought out with any precision what he
-meant to say, for that must depend on Salvatore, who might, equally
-well, have adopted the attitude of a proud and flashy independence. But
-he had declared for frayed cuffs and a fit of gloom, and Colin shaped
-his course accordingly.
-
-“And I can’t forget,” he said, “that it was you who put me in possession
-of certain facts when you sent me those two letters of my mother. I
-learned from them what I had never dreamed of before. I never in the
-wildest nightmare thought that my father had not married your sister
-till after my birth. I should have had to know that sometime: on my
-father’s death it must have come out. And you have shown a wonderful
-delicacy in breaking the fact to me like that. I thank you for that,
-Uncle Salvatore; I owe you a deep debt of gratitude which I hope to
-repay!”
-
-Colin listened to his own voice, which seemed to make itself articulate
-without any directing will of his own. The summer night was charged with
-the force of obedience to which his tongue moved against his teeth, and
-his lips formed letters, and his throat gave the gutturals. Literally,
-he did not know what he was going to say till he heard himself saying
-it. The breeze whispered in the stone-pine, and he spoke....
-
-The breeze was still now and the stone-pine was silent. But he had said
-enough to make it necessary that Salvatore should reply. Presently a bat
-would flit through the arches of the pergola where they dined, or the
-wind would stir in the pine, and then he would speak again. There was
-just that same stir abroad on the night when he had listened from his
-bedroom to his father’s footfalls on the terrace.
-
-“What do you mean, Collino?” said his uncle excitedly. “I cannot
-understand what you say. My sainted Rosina married your father on the
-first of March, for I glanced at the letters again before I sent them to
-you. Your birth....”
-
-Colin interrupted.
-
-“Ah, a bat,” he said. “I love bats. If you hold a handkerchief up does
-not a bat come to it? Let us interrupt our conversation for a moment.”
-
-He spread his handkerchief over his head, and next moment Salvatore
-leaped to his feet, for there, beady-eyed and diabolical, with hooked
-wings as of parchment, spread out on either side of its furry body, one
-of the great southern bats alighted, making a cap for Colin’s golden
-head. Only for a moment it stopped there, and then flitted off into the
-dusk again.
-
-“Soft, furry thing,” said Colin. “But you hate them, do you, Uncle
-Salvatore? It was stupid of me. Let us talk again!”
-
-He hitched his chair a little closer to the table, and looked Salvatore
-straight in the eyes.
-
-“But you have forgotten the dates on those letters you gave me,” he
-said. “My mother was married to my father not on the first of March,
-but on the thirty-first. The second letter recording Raymond’s birth and
-mine was written on the seventeenth.”
-
-Again he paused.
-
-“Raymond and I were born,” he said slowly and distinctly, “before my
-father’s marriage. The letters which you gave me prove it. If further
-proof was wanted, you would find it at the Consulate where the marriage
-took place. Some one has tampered with the register, and the date has
-been made to look as if it recorded the first of March. But it does not:
-it records the thirty-first of March, and the ‘three’ has been erased.
-But it is still visible. I saw it myself, for I went across to Naples to
-see my father off, and subsequently at the Consulate made a copy of the
-entry. I should have proposed myself to stay with you that night, Uncle
-Salvatore, but I had no spirit left in me to see anybody. When you sent
-me those two letters of my mother, I hoped against hope perhaps, that
-there was some ghastly mistake. I nearly destroyed them, indeed, in
-order that from them, at any rate, there should be no conceivable
-evidence. But when I saw the entry in the book at the Consulate, with
-the mark of the erasure visible to any careful scrutiny, I knew that it
-was no use to fight against facts. On my father’s death, the evidence of
-the date of his marriage must be produced, and it will be clear what
-happened. My mother bore him two boys--I was one. Subsequently he
-married her, hoping, I have no doubt, to beget from her an heir to the
-name and the property.”
-
-The wind sighed heavily in the pine, and little stirs of it rustled the
-vine-leaves.
-
-“Is it at no cost to me,” said Colin, “that I keep my mother’s letter
-which proves Raymond and me to be bastards? Oh, it is an ugly word, and
-if you were me, you would know that it is an ugly thing. Without my
-mother’s letter which you sent me, it would be hard indeed to prove,
-indeed, any one might copy out the entry at the Consulate and fail to
-see the erasure altogether. Raymond, at my father’s death would
-succeed, and I, his twin, beloved of him, would take an honourable place
-in the eyes of the world, for it is not nothing to be born a Stanier.”
-
-Colin’s voice was soft and steadfast.
-
-“But my mother’s letter to you makes it impossible for me to have honour
-in the eyes of the world, and to preserve my own,” he said. “Ah, why did
-you send me those two letters, Uncle Salvatore? It was in all innocence
-and kindness that you sent them, and you need not remind me that I asked
-for them. Having seen them, what could any one with a shred of honour do
-but to admit the truth of the whole ghastly business? The only wish that
-I have is that my father shall not know that I know. All I want is that
-he, when the hour of his death comes, should hope that the terrible
-fraud which has been practised, will never be detected. But for that
-letter of my mother’s, that would undoubtedly have happened. The
-register at the Consulate would have been copied at his death by some
-clerk, and the Consul would have certificated its accuracy. Look at me,
-then, now, and look at yourself in the same light, you of unblemished
-descent, and me and Raymond!”
-
-Salvatore had certainly woke out of his dejection.
-
-“But it’s impossible,” he cried, beating the table. “I sent you two
-letters; the first, dated March the first, announced my sainted Rosina’s
-marriage to your father. Where is it? Produce it!”
-
-Colin was quite prepared for that. He put his sun-browned fingers into
-his breast-pocket, and drew out a paper.
-
-“I can’t show you the original letters,” he said, “because it was
-clearly my duty to put them into inviolable custody as soon as possible.
-I sent them, in fact, as soon as I had seen the register at the
-Consulate, to my bank, with orders that they were to be kept there until
-I gave further instructions, or until the news of my death reached them.
-In that case, Uncle Salvatore, I gave instructions that they were to be
-sent to my father. But before I despatched them to the bank, I made a
-copy of them, and here that copy is.”
-
-He passed over to his uncle the copy he had made of the letter that
-afternoon, before (instead of sending it to the bank) he locked the
-original safely away upstairs. It was an accurate copy, except that it
-was dated March 31. Salvatore took it and read it; it tallied, but for
-the date, with his recollection of it.
-
-“But it is impossible!” he said. “For years I have known that letter.
-When I gave it you it was dated March the first.”
-
-“Do you imply that I altered it?” asked Colin. “Not a living eye has
-seen that letter but mine. Give me any reason for altering it. Why
-should I make myself nameless and illegitimate?”
-
-Salvatore looked that in the face. The validity of it stared at him
-unflinchingly.
-
-“But I can’t believe it; there is some huge mistake,” said Salvatore.
-“Often have I read that letter of Rosina’s. March the first was the date
-of her marriage. I will swear to that; nothing shall shake my belief in
-that.”
-
-Colin shook his head in answer.
-
-“What good will that do?” he said. “You gave the letter to me, and no
-hand but mine has ever touched it. The letter must be produced some day,
-not for many years, I hope and trust, but on my father’s death it must
-come to light. How will your recollections stand in the face of that
-evidence which all can see?”
-
-Salvatore glanced round. They were alone with the fitful wind in the
-pine.
-
-“Destroy the letter, Collino,” he said. “Save your mother’s honour and
-your own.”
-
-Colin gave him one glance, soft and pitiful.
-
-“Ah, you must not suggest that to me,” he said. “You must not add force
-to the temptation I can only just resist. But where would my honour be
-if I did that? What shred of it would be left me? How could I live a
-lie like that?”
-
-Colin leaned forward and put his hand on Salvatore’s arm.
-
-“I have got to accept my illegitimacy,” he said. “And if you are sorry
-for me, as I think you are, you can shew it best by accepting it too. It
-would be infinitely painful to me when this revelation is made, as it
-will have to be made on my father’s death, to have you attempting to
-save my mother’s honour and my own, as you put it just now, by insisting
-that this letter bore another date. I should never have a moment’s peace
-if I thought a scene like that was ahead of me. In fact, I want to be
-assured against that, and the only way I can think of to make that safe
-is that when you get back to Naples to-morrow you should write me a
-couple of lines, saying how you feel for me in this discovery that is
-new to me. And then I want you to name the discovery, which is the date
-of my mother’s marriage. I want you to accept that date, and give me
-proof that you accept it.”
-
-Colin made a gesture with his hand, as if cutting off that topic, and
-instantly spoke again.
-
-“With my cousin Vittoria growing up,” he said, “you must be put to
-expenses which it is impossible for you to meet out of the pittance my
-father gives you. He wronged you and your family most terribly, and I
-must repair that wrong. When I get that letter of yours, Uncle
-Salvatore, I will send you a cheque for £500.”
-
-Colin gave a glance at his uncle, to make sure that there was no
-faintest sign of dissent. There was none, and he went on:
-
-“I see you understand me,” he said, “so let us go a step further. If my
-brother Raymond dies before my father, I will make that five hundred
-pounds an annuity to you, and I will destroy both the letter I ask you
-to write now, and the letter of my mother’s about which we have been
-talking. You will never be asked to say anything about either of them.
-If on the other hand my father dies first, and if I make the marriage
-which I expect to make, I shall have to use your letter and that letter
-of my mother’s. You may be asked to swear to the genuineness of the
-letter which I hope you will write me to-morrow, and to the recollection
-of my mother’s letter which will tally with it. Have another glass of
-this delicious French wine.”
-
-He had no need to think what he was saying, or frame a specious case. He
-spoke quite simply and directly as if by some inspiration, as if he was
-an Æolian harp hung in the wind which whispered through the stone-pine.
-
-“I don’t think there is need for any discussion,” he said, “though, of
-course, if you like to ask me any question, I will consider whether I
-shall answer it. But I don’t think there is need for any question, is
-there? You might tell me, I fancy, straight off, whether you accept or
-reject my proposal. If you reject it, perhaps I had better tell you that
-it is exceedingly unlikely that my father will give you any further
-assistance financially, for, as you know, I have a good deal of
-influence with him.
-
-“It would not pay you to refuse, would it? And as to threatening me with
-making this conversation of ours public, with a view to getting money
-out of me, I know your gentlemanly feelings would revolt against such an
-idea. Besides it would be singularly unremunerative, for no one would
-possibly believe you. Our conversation and my proposal would strike
-anybody as incredible. And you are not perjuring yourself in any way;
-you did send me a letter of my mother’s, and you will, I hope, write me
-another letter to-morrow, saying that the story of my mother’s marriage
-is very shocking, which is indeed true. So shall it be ‘yes’ or ‘no,’
-Uncle Salvatore?”
-
-Salvatore, superstitious, like most Southern Italians, to the core,
-found himself making the sign of the cross below the table. Apart from
-the obvious material advantage of accepting Colin’s offer, he felt that
-some fierce compelling agency was backing Colin up. That dreadful little
-incident of the bat had already upset him, and now in Colin’s blue gay
-glance so earnestly fixed on him, he divined some manifestation of the
-evil eye, which assuredly it were not wise to provoke into action. And
-as if, in turn, Colin divined his thought, he spoke again:
-
-“Better say ‘yes,’ Uncle Salvatore,” he said. “My friends lead more
-enjoyable lives than my enemies. But whatever you answer, I want your
-answer now.”
-
-Perhaps through some strange trick of light played by the guttering
-candles, it suddenly seemed to Salvatore that Colin’s eyes undeviatingly
-fixed on his face, seemed in themselves luminous, as if a smouldering
-light actually burned behind them.
-
-“I accept,” he said quickly, “for Vittoria’s sake.”
-
-Colin took up his glass.
-
-“I thought I should move your paternal heart, dear Uncle Salvatore,” he
-said. “I drink to our pleasant bargain.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-
-Though Colin had taken the news of his brother’s engagement with so
-touching and unselfish a gentleness, his father, in spite of the joy of
-seeing the boy again, looked forward to his arrival at Stanier with
-considerable uneasiness. The trouble and the trial for him would be when
-he saw Raymond and Violet together, though, to be sure, Violet did not
-seem to him to embody any ideal of maidenly rapture with her affianced.
-She seemed indeed to tolerate, rather than adore her lover, to permit
-rather than to provoke, and to answer with an effort the innumerable
-little signals of devotion which Raymond displayed for her. About the
-quality of his devotion there could be no question. It was clear that in
-his own fashion, and with all his heaviness and awkwardness in
-expression, he was utterly in love with her. He had no eyes for any one
-but her, but for her his eyes were dog-like in fidelity; when she was
-absent his senses dozed.
-
-They were, just for the present, this party of three. Lady Hester had
-gone back to town after the departure of Colin and his father to the
-South, and Ronald and his wife had betaken themselves for the month of
-July to Marienbad, in order to enable him to continue eating too much
-for the next eleven months without ill effects. Every evening old Lady
-Yardley appeared for dinner and made the fourth, but she was not so much
-a presence as a shadow. In Colin’s absence, she hardly ever spoke,
-though each night she monotonously asked when he was expected back.
-Then, after the rubber of whist, mutely conducted, she retired again,
-and remained invisible till the approach of the next dinner-hour. So
-long had she been whitely impassive that Philip scarcely noticed the
-mist that was thickening about her mind.
-
-Raymond, then, was comprehensible enough, he was head over ears in love
-with Violet, and nothing and nobody but her had any significance for
-him. But dog-like though his devotion was, it struck his father that
-there was, in the absence of Violet’s response, something rather animal
-about it. Had she met with more than mere toleration his glances, his
-little secret caresses, his thirst for contact even of finger-tips or a
-leaning shoulder, there would have been the spark, the leap of fire
-which gives warmth and life to such things. But without it there was a
-certain impalpable grossness: Raymond did not seem to care that his
-touch should be responded to, it contented him to touch.
-
-But though he, to his father’s mind, was comprehensible enough, Violet
-puzzled him, for she seemed even before her marriage to have adopted the
-traditional impassivity of Stanier brides; she had professed, in the one
-interview she had had with him, a quiet acceptance of her position, and
-a devotion to Raymond of which the expression seemed to be a mute
-passivity. Towards the question of the date of her marriage she had no
-contribution to give. Lord Yardley and Raymond must have the settling of
-that, and with the same passivity she accepted a date in the first week
-of October. Then the great glass doors would be opened, and the
-bridegroom’s wing, long shuttered, for Philip’s bride had never come
-here, would see the light again. She asked no question whatever about
-Colin’s return; his name never presented itself on her lips unless mere
-conventional usage caused it to be spoken. It was as if the boy with
-whom she had been so intimately a friend, had ceased to exist for her.
-But when Philip once consciously noted that omission, he began to wonder
-if Violet was not comprehensible after all.... These days, in any case,
-after Philip’s return, while Colin still lingered in Italy, were worthy
-of the stateliest and deadliest Stanier traditions.
-
-Colin had been expected all one long July afternoon. His announcement of
-his arrival had been ambiguous, for he might catch the early train from
-Paris, and thus the earlier boat, but the connection was uncertain, and
-if he missed it he would not get to Dover till six in the evening. In
-that case he would sleep in London, and come down to Stanier next day.
-
-Philip had read this out at breakfast that morning, and for once Violet
-shewed some interest in Colin.
-
-“Why not send a motor to Dover, Uncle Philip?” she said. “It can get
-there in time for the first boat, and if he is not on it, it can wait
-for the second. He will arrive here then by dinner time.”
-
-Raymond looked up from his paper at the sound of her voice.
-
-“Vi, darling, what an absurd plan,” he said. “There are a hundred
-chances to one on Colin’s not finding the motor. He’ll get straight into
-the train from the boat.”
-
-Violet instantly retreated into that strange shell of hers again.
-
-“Ah, yes,” she said.
-
-Philip’s curiosity put forth a horn at this. There was some new element
-here, for Raymond seemed to resent the idea of special arrangements
-being made for Colin.
-
-“That’s not a bad idea of yours, Violet,” he said. “It will save Colin
-going up to London.”
-
-As he spoke he kept a sideways eye on Raymond.
-
-“But, father, think of the crush getting off the boat,” he said. “The
-chances are that Colin won’t see your chauffeur.”
-
-He spoke with an impatient anger which he could not cloak, and which
-rang out unmistakably in his voice.
-
-“We’ll take the off chance then,” said his father.
-
-Raymond got up. “Just as you like,” he said.
-
-Philip paused a moment. The relations between himself and Raymond had
-been excellent up till to-day. Raymond without charm (which was not his
-fault), had been pleasant and agreeable, but now this matter of meeting
-Colin had produced a spirit of jealous temper.
-
-“Naturally I shall do just as I like,” he observed. “Ring the bell,
-please, Raymond. The motor will have to start at once.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Though none of the three communicated the news of Colin’s arrival to old
-Lady Yardley, it somehow got round to her, _via_ perhaps, some servant’s
-gossip about a motor going to Dover, and most unusually she came
-downstairs at tea-time with inquiries whether Colin had arrived. It was
-soon clear that he could not have caught the early boat, or he would
-have been here by now, and thus three hours at least must elapse before
-his arrival could be looked for, but in spite of this, old Lady Yardley
-did not go back to her room again, but remained upright and vigilant in
-her chair on the terrace, where they had had tea, looking out over the
-plain where, across the gardens and lake, appeared glimpses of the road
-along which the motor must come.
-
-Philip had intended to go for a ride, but he, too, when his servant told
-him that his horse was round, lingered on and shewed no sign of moving.
-Neither he nor his mother gave any reason for their remaining so
-unusually here, but somehow the cause of it was common property. Colin
-was coming. Raymond, similarly, had announced his intention of going to
-bathe, but had not gone; instead he fidgeted in his chair, smoked, took
-up and dropped the evening paper, and made aimless little excursions up
-and down the terrace. His restlessness got on his father’s nerves.
-
-“Well, go and bathe, if you mean to, Raymond,” he said, “or if you like
-take my horse and go for a ride. But, for goodness’ sake, don’t keep
-jumping about like that.”
-
-“Thanks, I think I won’t ride, father,” he said. “I shall be having a
-bathe presently. Or would you feel inclined for a game of tennis, Vi?”
-
-“I think it’s rather too hot,” said she.
-
-He sat down on the arm of her chair, but she gave no welcome to him, nor
-appeared in any way conscious of his proximity. In that rather gross
-fashion of his, he gently stroked a tendril of loose hair just behind
-her ear. For a moment she suffered that without moving. Then she put up
-her hand with a jerky, uncontrolled movement, and brushed his away.
-
-“Oh, please, Raymond,” she said in a low voice.
-
-He had a sullen look for that, and, shrugging his shoulders, got up and
-went into the house. His father gave a sigh of relief, the reason for
-which needed no comment.
-
-“Colin will be here for dinner, won’t he?” asked old Lady Yardley.
-
-“Yes, mother,” said Philip. “But won’t you go and rest before that?”
-
-“I think I will sit here,” said she, “and wait for Colin.”
-
-Presently Raymond was back again, with a copy of some illustrated paper.
-Violet and Philip alike felt the interruption of his presence. They were
-both thinking of Colin, and Raymond, even if he sat quiet, was a
-disturbance, a distraction.... Soon he was by Violet’s side again,
-shewing her some picture which he appeared to think might interest her,
-and Philip, watching the girl, felt by some sympathetic vibration how
-great an effort it was for her to maintain that passivity which, all
-those days, had so encompassed her. The imminence of Colin’s arrival, he
-could not but conjecture, was what troubled her tranquillity, and below
-it there was some stir, some subaqueous tumult not yet risen to the
-surface, and only faintly declaring itself in these rising bubbles....
-
-Raymond had placed the paper on her knee, and, turning the page, let his
-hand rest on her arm, bare to the elbow. Instantly she let it slip to
-her side, and, raising her eyes at the moment, caught Philip’s gaze. The
-recognition of something never mentioned between them took place, and
-she turned to Raymond’s paper again.
-
-“Quite excellent,” she said. “Such a good snapshot of Aunt Hester. Show
-it to Uncle Philip.”
-
-Raymond could not refuse to do that, and the moment he had stepped over
-to Philip’s side, she got up.
-
-That passivity was quite out of her reach just now in this tension of
-waiting. Soon Colin would be here, and she would have to face and accept
-the situation, but the waiting for it.... If only even something could
-happen to Colin which would prevent his arrival. Why had she suggested
-that sending of the motor to Dover? Had she not done that, he could not
-have got here till to-morrow morning, and she would have had time to
-harden, to crystallise herself, to render herself impervious to any
-touch from outside.
-
-She was soon to be a Stanier bride, and there in the tall chair with the
-ivory cane was the pattern and example for her. It was on old Lady
-Yardley that she must frame herself, quenching any fire of her own, and
-content to smoulder her life away as mistress of the family home which
-she so adored, and of all the countless decorations and riches of her
-position. Never had the wonder and glory of the place seemed to her so
-compelling as when now, driven from the terrace by Raymond’s
-importunity, she walked along its southern front and through the archway
-in the yew-hedge where she and Colin had stood on his last night here.
-It dozed in the tranquillity of the July evening, yellow and
-magnificent, the empress of human habitations. Round it for pillow were
-spread its woodlands, on its breast for jewel lay the necklace of deep
-flower-beds; tranquil and stable through its three centuries, it seemed
-the very symbol and incarnation of the pride of its owners; to be its
-mistress and the mother of its lords yet unborn was a fate for which she
-would not have exchanged a queen’s diadem.
-
-Whatever conditions might be attached to it, she would accept them--as
-indeed she had already pledged herself to do--with the alacrity with
-which its founder had, in the legend, signed his soul away in that
-bargain which had so faithfully been kept by the contracting parties....
-And it was not as if she disliked Raymond; she was merely utterly
-indifferent to him, and longing for the time when, in the natural course
-of things, he would surely grow indifferent to her. How wise and
-indulgent to his male frailties would she then show herself; how
-studiously and how prudently blind, with the blindness of those who
-refuse to see, to any infidelities.
-
-Had there not been in the world a twin-brother of his, or, even if that
-must be, if she had not stood with him under this serge-arch of yews
-beneath the midsummer moon and given him that cousinly kiss, she would
-not now be feeling that his return, or, at any rate, the waiting for it,
-caused a tension that could scarcely be borne. She had made her choice
-and had no notion--so her conscious mind told her--of going back on it;
-it was just this experience of seeing Colin again for the first time
-after her choice had been made that set her nerves twanging at Raymond’s
-touch. Could she, by a wish or the wave of a wand, put off Colin’s
-advent until she had actually become Raymond’s wife, how passionately
-would she have wished, how eagerly have waved. Or if by some magic,
-black or white, she could have put Colin out of her life, so that never
-would she set eyes on him again or hear his voice, his banishment from
-her would at that moment have been accomplished. She would not admit
-that she loved him; she doggedly told herself that she did not, and her
-will was undeviatingly set on the marriage which would give her Stanier.
-
-Surely she did not love Colin; they had passed all their lives in the
-tranquillity of intimate friendship, unruffled by the faintest breath of
-desire. And then, in spite of her dogged assertion, she found that she
-asked herself, incredulously enough, whether on that last evening of
-Colin’s the seed of fire had not sprouted in her? She disowned the
-notion, but still it had reached her consciousness, and then fiercely
-she reversed and denied it, for she abhorred the possibility. It would
-be better that she should hate Colin than love him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The evening was stiflingly hot, and in the park, where her straying feet
-had led her, there was no breath of wind stirring to disperse the
-heaviness. The air seemed thick with fecundity and decay; there was the
-smell of rotting wood, of crumbling fungi overripe that mingled with the
-sharp scent of the bracken and the faint aroma of the oaks, and buzzing
-swarms of flies gave token of their carrion banquets. The open ground to
-the north of the house was no better; to her sense of overwrought
-expectancy, it seemed as if some siege and beleaguerment held her. She
-wanted to escape, but an impalpable host beset her, not of these buzzing
-flies only and of the impenetrable oppression of the sultry air, through
-which she could make no _sortie_, but, internally and spiritually, of
-encompassing foes and hostile lines through which her spirit had no
-power to break.
-
-There on the terrace, from which, as from under some fire she could not
-face, she had lately escaped, there would be the physical refreshment of
-the current of sea-wind moving up, as was its wont towards sunset,
-across the levels of the marsh; but there, to this same overwrought
-consciousness, would be Raymond, assiduous and loverlike, with odious
-little touches of his affectionate fingers. But, so she told herself, it
-was enforced on her to get used to them; he had a right to them, and it
-was Colin, after all, who was responsible for her shrinking from them,
-even as she shrank from the evil buzzings of the flies. If only she had
-not kissed Colin, or if, having done that, he had felt a tithe of what
-it had come to signify to her.
-
-But no hint of heart-ache, no wish that fate had decreed otherwise, had
-troubled him. He had asked for a cousinly kiss, and in that light
-geniality of his he had said, out of mere politeness, and out of hatred
-for Raymond (no less light and genial) that it was “maddening” to think
-that his brother would be the next visitor there.
-
-She had waited for his reply to her letter announcing that Raymond had
-proposed to her and that she was meaning to accept him, with a quivering
-anxiety which gave way when she received his answer to a sense of revolt
-which attempted to call itself relief. He seemed, so far from finding
-the news “maddening,” to welcome and rejoice in it. He congratulated her
-on achieving her ambition of being mistress of Stanier, and on having
-fallen in love with Raymond. He could not be “hurt”--as she had
-feared--at her news; it was altogether charming.
-
-She had expressed the charitable hope that he would not be hurt, and
-with claws and teeth her charity had come home to roost. It had dreadful
-habits in its siesta; it roosted with fixed talons and sleepless lids;
-it cried to the horses of the night to go slowly, and delay the dawn,
-for so it would prolong the pleasures of its refreshment. And each day
-it rose with her, strengthened and more vigorous. Had Colin only
-rebelled at her choice, that would have comforted her; she would have
-gathered will-power from his very opposition. But with his acquiescing
-and welcoming, she had to bear the burden of her choice alone. If he had
-only cared he would have stormed at her, and like the Elizabethan flirt,
-she would have answered his upbraidings with a smile. As it was, the
-smile was his, not hers. Almost, to win his upbraidings, she would have
-sacrificed the goodly heritage--all the honour and the secular glory of
-it.
-
-Perhaps by now, for she had wandered far, the rest of them might have
-dispersed, her grandmother to the seclusion of her own rooms, Uncle
-Philip to the library, and Raymond to the lake, and she let herself into
-the house by the front door and passed into the hall. The great Holbein
-above the chimney piece smiled at her with Colin’s indifferent lips; the
-faded parchment was but a blur in the dark frame, and she went through
-into the long gallery which faced the garden front. All seemed still
-outside, and after waiting a moment in the entrance, she stepped on to
-the terrace, and there they were still; her grandmother alert and
-vigilant, Philip beside her, and Raymond dozing in his chair, with his
-illustrated paper fallen from his knee. What ailed them all that they
-waited like this; above all, what ailed her, that she cared whether they
-waited or not?
-
-Soundless though she hoped her first footfalls on the terrace had been,
-they were sufficient to rouse Raymond. He sat up, his sleepiness all
-dispersed.
-
-“Hullo, Vi!” he said. “Where have you been?”
-
-“Just for a stroll,” said she.
-
-“Why didn’t you tell me? I would have come with you.”
-
-Suddenly old Lady Yardley rose, and pointed down on to the road across
-the marsh.
-
-“Colin is coming,” she said. “There’s his motor.”
-
-Certainly a mile away there was, to Violet’s young eyes, an
-infinitesimal speck on the white riband, but to the dimness of the old,
-that must surely have been invisible. Lord Yardley, following the
-direction of her hand, could see nothing.
-
-“No, mother, there’s nothing to be seen yet,” he said, proving that he,
-too, was absorbed in this unaccountable business of waiting for Colin.
-
-“But I am right,” she said. “You will see that I am right. I must go to
-the front door to welcome him.”
-
-She let the stick, without which she never moved, slide from her hand,
-and with firm step and upright carriage, walked superbly down the
-terrace to the door of the gallery.
-
-“He is coming home,” she cried. “He is coming for his bride, and there
-will be another marriage at Stanier. Let the great glass doors be
-opened; they have not been opened for the family since I came here sixty
-years ago. They were never opened for my poor son Philip. I will open
-them, if no one else will. I am strong to-night.”
-
-Philip moved to her side.
-
-“No; it’s Raymond you are thinking of, mother,” he said. “They will be
-opened in October. You shall see them opened then.”
-
-She paused, some shade of doubt and anxiety dimming this sudden
-brightness, and laid her hand on her son’s shoulder.
-
-“Raymond?” she said. “Yes, of course, I was thinking of Raymond.
-Raymond and Violet. But to please me, my dear, will you not open them
-now for Colin? Colin has been so long away, it is as if a bridegroom
-came when Colin comes. We are only ourselves here; the Staniers may do
-what they like in their own house, may they not? I should love to have
-the glass doors open for Colin’s return.”
-
-The speck she had seen or divined on the road had come very swiftly
-nearer, and now it could be seen that some white waving came from it.
-
-“I believe it is Colin, after all,” said Raymond. “How could she have
-seen?”
-
-Old Lady Yardley turned a grave glance of displeasure on him.
-
-“Do not interrupt me when I am talking to your father,” she said. “The
-glass doors, Philip.”
-
-Raymond with a smile, half-indulgent of senile whims, half-protesting,
-turned to the girl.
-
-“Glass doors, indeed,” he said. “The next glass doors are for us, eh,
-Violet?”
-
-Surely some spell had seized them all. Violet found herself waiting as
-tensely as her grandmother for Philip’s reply. She was hardly conscious
-of Raymond’s hand stealing into hers; all hung on her uncle’s answer.
-And he, as if he, too, were under the spell, turned furiously on
-Raymond.
-
-“The glass doors are opened when I please,” he said. “Your turn will
-come to give orders here, Raymond, but while I am at Stanier I am
-master. Once for all understand that.”
-
-He turned to his mother again.
-
-“Yes, dear mother,” he said, “you and I will go and open them.”
-
-Inside the house no less than among the watchers on the terrace the
-intelligence that Colin was at hand had curiously spread. Footmen were
-in the hall already, and the major-domo was standing at the entrance
-door, which he had thrown open, and through which poured a tide of hot
-air from the baking gravel of the courtyard. Exactly opposite were the
-double glass doors, Venetian in workmanship, and heavily decorated with
-wreaths and garlands of coloured glass. The bolts and handles and hinges
-were of silver, and old Lady Yardley, crippled and limping no longer,
-moved quickly across to them, and unloosing them, threw them open.
-Inside was the staircase of cedar wood, carved by Gibbons, which led up
-to the main corridor, opposite the door that gave entrance to the suite
-of rooms occupied by the eldest son and his wife.
-
-What strange fancy possessed her brain none knew, and why Philip allowed
-and even helped her in the accomplishment of her desire was as obscure
-to him as to the others, but with her he pushed the doors back and the
-sweet odour of the cedar wood, confined there for the last sixty years,
-flowed out like the scent of some ancient vintage. Then, even as the
-crunching of the motor on the gravel outside was heard, stopping
-abruptly as the car drew up at the door, she swept across to the
-entrance.
-
-Already Colin stood in the doorway. For coolness he had travelled
-bareheaded and the gold of his hair, tossed this way and that, made a
-shining aureole round his head. His face, tanned by the southern suns,
-was dark as bronze below it, and from that ruddy-brown his eyes,
-turquoise blue, gleamed like stars. He was more like some lordly
-incarnation of life and sunlight and spring-splendour than a handsome
-boy, complete and individual; a presence of wonder and enchantment stood
-there.... Then, swift as a sword-stroke, the spell which had held them
-all was broken; it was but Colin, dusty and hot from his journey, and
-jubilant with his return.
-
-“Granny darling!” he said, kissing her. “How lovely of you to come and
-meet me like this. Father! Ever so many thanks for sending the motor for
-me. Ah, and there are Violet and Raymond. Raymond, be nice to me; let me
-kiss you, for, though we’re grown up, we’re brothers. And Violet; I want
-a kiss from Violet, too. She mustn’t grudge me that.... What! The glass
-doors open. Ah! of course, in honour of the betrothal. Raymond, you
-lucky fellow, how I hate you. But I thought that was only done when the
-bridegroom brought his bride home.”
-
-“A whim of your grandmother’s,” said Philip hastily, disowning
-apparently his share in it.
-
-Instantly Colin was by the old lady’s side again.
-
-“Granny, how nice of you!” he said. “But you’ve got to find me a bride
-first before I go up those stairs. And even then, it’s only the eldest
-son who may, isn’t it? But it was nice of you to open the doors because
-I was coming home.”
-
-He had kissed Raymond lightly on the cheek, and Violet no less lightly,
-and both in their separate and sundered fashions were burning at it,
-Raymond in some smouldering fury at what he knew was Colin’s falseness,
-Violet with the hot searing iron of his utter indifference; and then
-light as foam and iridescent as a sunlit bubble of the same, he was back
-with his father again, leaving them as in some hot desert place. And
-dinner must now be put off, growled Raymond to himself, because Colin
-wanted to have a bathe first and wash off the dust and dryness of his
-journey, and his father would stroll down after him and bring his towel,
-so that he might run down at once without going upstairs.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin had come home, it appeared, with the tactics that were to compass
-his strategy rehearsed and ready. Never had his charm been of so sunny
-and magical a quality, and, by contrast, never had Raymond appeared more
-uncouth and bucolic. But Raymond now, so ran his father’s unspoken
-comment on the situation, had an ugly weapon in his hand, under the
-blows of which Colin winced and started, for more than ever he was
-prodigal of those little touches and caresses which he showered on
-Violet. Philip could not blame him for it; it was no more than natural
-that a young man, engaged and enamoured, should use the light license
-of a lover; indeed, it would have been unnatural if he had not done so.
-
-Often and often, ten times in the evening, Philip would see Colin take
-himself in hand and steadfastly avert his eyes from the corner where
-Raymond and Violet sat. But ever and again that curious habit of
-self-torture in lovers whom fate has not favoured would assert itself,
-and his eyes would creep back to them, and seeing Raymond in some
-loverlike posture, recall themselves. And as often the sweetness of his
-temper, and his natural gaiety, would reassert its ray, and the usual
-light nonsense, the frequent laugh, flowed from him. Exquisite, too, was
-his tact with Violet; he recognised, it was clear, that their old
-boy-and-girl intimacy must, in these changed conditions, be banished. He
-could no longer go away with her alone to spend the morning between
-tennis-court and bathing pool, or with his arm round her neck, stroll
-off with a joint book to read reclined in the shade. Not only would that
-put Raymond into a false position (he, the enamoured, the betrothed)
-but, so argued the most pitiless logic of which his father was capable,
-that resumption of physical intimacy, as between boy and boy, would be a
-tearing of Colin’s very heart-strings not only for himself but for her
-also. In such sort of intimacy Colin, with his brisk blood and ardent
-lust of living, could scarcely help betraying himself, and surely then,
-Violet, little though she might care for Raymond, would see her pool of
-tranquil acceptance shattered by this plunge of a stone into the centre
-of it. Her liking for Colin was deep, and she would not fail to see that
-for her he had even profounder depths. A light would shine in those
-drowned caves, and Colin, as wise as he was tender, seemed to shew his
-wisdom by keeping on the surface with Violet, and only shining on her
-tranquillity, never breaking it.
-
-Sometimes--so thought his father--he shewed her a face which, in virtue
-of their past intimacy, was almost too gaily indifferent; she would
-attempt some perfectly trivial exhibition of their old relations, perch
-herself on the arm of his chair, and with the contrast of his bronzed
-face and golden hair, tell him that he must gild his face like the
-grooms in “Macbeth” or dye his hair. But on the instant he would be
-alert and spring up, leaving her there, for the need of a cigarette or a
-match. He allowed her not the most outside chance of resuming ordinary
-cousinly relations with him. His motive was sound enough; loving her he
-mistrusted himself. She was sealed to be his brother’s wife, and he must
-not trust himself within sight of the notice to trespassers. It was
-better to make himself a stranger to her than to run the risk of
-betraying himself. So, at least, it struck an outsider to Colin’s
-consciousness.
-
-He avoided, then, all privacy with Violet, and no less carefully he
-avoided privacy with Raymond. If the three men were together and his
-father left them, Colin would be sure to follow him, and if they all
-three sat up together in the smoking-room, Colin would anticipate the
-signal of a silence or of his father’s yawning or observation of the
-clock, to go to bed himself. Here, again, he almost overdid the part,
-for as the first week after his return went by, Philip, firmly
-determined to be just to Raymond, thought he saw in him some kind of
-brotherly affection for Colin, which the latter either missed or
-intentionally failed to respond to. There could be no harm in a
-seasonable word, and when, one morning Raymond, after half a dozen chill
-responses from his brother, had left him and Colin together, Philip
-thought that the seasonable word was no less than Raymond’s due. But the
-seasonable word had to be preceded by sympathy.
-
-He sat down in the window seat by Colin.
-
-“Well?” he said.
-
-Those blue eyes, gay but veiled by suffering, answered him.
-
-“It’s damned hard on you, Colin,” he said. “Are you getting used to it,
-old boy?”
-
-Colin, with one of those inimitable instinctive movements, laid his hand
-on his father’s shoulder.
-
-“No, not a bit,” he said. “But I’ve got to. I can’t go on like this. I
-must feel friendly to Raymond and Violet. I must manage to rejoice in
-their happiness. Got any prescription for me, father? I’ll take it,
-whatever it is. Lord! How happy I used to be.”
-
-All that Philip had missed in Rosina was here now; the tender, subtle
-mind, which should have been the complement of her beauty. His sympathy
-was up in arms for this beloved child of hers, and his sense of fairness
-elsewhere.
-
-“Raymond’s doing his best, Colin,” he said. “I wonder....” and he
-paused.
-
-“You can say nothing that will hurt me, father,” said Colin. “Go on.”
-
-“Well, I wonder if you’re responding to that. To put it frankly,
-whenever he makes any approach to you, you snub him.”
-
-Colin lifted his head.
-
-“Snub him?” he said. “How on earth can I snub Raymond? He’s got
-everything. I might as well snub God.”
-
-This was a new aspect.
-
-“I can’t do otherwise, father,” said the boy. “I can only just behave
-decently to Raymond in public and avoid him in private. Don’t bother
-about Raymond. Raymond hates me, and if I gave him any opportunity, he
-would merely gloat over me. I can’t behave differently to him; I’m doing
-the best I can. If you aren’t satisfied with me, I’ll go away again till
-it’s all over and irrevocable. Perhaps you would allow me to go back to
-Capri.”
-
-Philip’s heart yearned to him. “I wish I could help you,” he said.
-
-“You do help me. But let’s leave Raymond out of the question. There’s a
-matter that bothers me much more, and that’s Violet. If I let myself go
-at all, I don’t know where I should be. What am I to do about her? Am I
-right, do you think, in the way I’m behaving? We were chums--then she
-became to me, as I told you, so much more than a chum. I can’t get back
-on to the old footing with her; it would hurt too much. And she’s hurt
-that I don’t. I can see that. I think I was wrong to come back here at
-all, and yet how lovely it was! You all seemed pleased to see me--all
-but Raymond--and I didn’t guess the bitterness of it.”
-
-It was inevitable that Philip should recall his surprise at Violet’s
-passivity. Colin, whose heart he knew, had been, in all outward
-appearance, just as passive, and he could not help wondering whether
-that passivity of Violet’s cloaked a tumult as profound as Colin’s. The
-suspicion had blinked at him before, like some flash of distant
-lightning; now it was a little more vivid. If that were true, if from
-that quarter a storm were coming up, better a thousand times that it
-should come now than later. Tragic, indeed, would it be if, after she
-had married Raymond, it burst upon them all.... But he had nothing
-approaching evidence on the subject; it might well be that his wish that
-Violet could have loved Colin set his imagination to work on what had
-really no existence outside his own brain.
-
-“I hate seeing you suffer, Colin,” he said, “and if you want to go back
-to Capri, of course you may. But you’ve got to get used to it some time,
-unless you mean to banish yourself from Stanier altogether. Don’t do
-that.”
-
-Colin pressed his father’s arm.
-
-“I’ll do better, father,” he said. “I’ll begin at once. Where’s Violet?”
-
-It was in pursuance of this resolve, it must be supposed, that when Lady
-Yardley’s rubber of whist was over that night, Colin moved across to the
-open door on to the terrace where Violet was standing. In some spasm of
-impatience at Raymond’s touch she had just got up from the sofa where he
-had planted himself close to her, leaving him with an expression, half
-offended, half merely hungry....
-
-“Five minutes stroll outside, Vi?” he asked.
-
-“It’s rather late,” she said.
-
-“Right,” said Colin cheerfully, and went forth alone, whistling into the
-darkness.
-
-The moment he had gone Violet regretted not having gone too. Since
-Colin’s return she had not had a half-hour all told alone with him, and
-the tension of his entire indifference to her was becoming intolerable.
-She had not dreamed that he would cut himself off from her with this
-hideous completeness, nor yet how much she longed for the renewal of the
-old intimacy. Bitterest of all was the fact that she meant nothing to
-him, for he had never been more light-heartedly gay. Where Philip,
-knowing what he did, saw strained and heroic effort, she saw only the
-contemptuous ignoring of herself and Raymond.... And now, with that same
-craving for self-torture that is an obsession to the luckless in love,
-when Colin made his first advance to her again, she must needs reject
-it. There was Raymond watching her, and revolt against that hungry look
-of his decided her. She stepped out on to the terrace.
-
-Colin had come to the far end of it; his whistling directed her; and now
-in the strong starlight, she could see the glimmer of his shirt-front.
-She felt her knees trembling and hid the reason out of sight as she
-strolled, as unconcernedly as she could, towards him. Soon he perceived
-her and his whistling stopped.
-
-“Hullo, Vi,” he said, “so you’ve come out after all. That’s ripping.”
-
-They were close to each other now, and bright was the stream of
-starlight on him.
-
-“Managed to tear yourself away from Raymond for five minutes?” he asked.
-“I was beginning to think I should never have a word with you again.”
-
-“That’s your fault,” said she. “You have been a brute all this last
-week.”
-
-“I? A brute?” said Colin. “What do you mean? I thought I had been
-conducting myself superbly....”
-
-He looked up quickly at the oblong of light that flowed from the open
-door into the gallery, and saw that it framed a shadow.
-
-“Hullo, there’s Raymond,” he said, “looking after us. Here we are,
-Raymond. Come and join us.”
-
-He heard Violet’s clicked tongue of impatience.
-
-“I had to say that,” he whispered. “He won’t come.”
-
-Colin’s psychology was correct enough; Raymond had not meant to be seen,
-he only meant to see. Besides he had a grievance against Violet for her
-impatience just now; he was annoyed with her.
-
-“No, thanks,” he said, “I’m going to the smoking-room.”
-
-“That’s to punish you, Vi,” said Colin with a tremble of laughter in his
-voice. “But perhaps we had better go in. You mustn’t vex him.”
-
-Nothing could have been better calculated.
-
-“Is one of the conditions of my engagement that I mustn’t speak to you?”
-she asked. “Certainly it seems like it.”
-
-Colin tucked his arm into Violet’s.
-
-“Well, we’ll break it for once,” he said. “Now you’re vexed with me.
-That’s very unreasonable of you. You made your choice with your eyes
-open. You’ve chosen Raymond and Stanier. It stands to reason we can’t
-always be together. You can’t have Raymond and Stanier and me. It was
-your own doing. And I thought everything was going so well. Whenever I
-look up I see you and him holding hands, or else he’s kissing the back
-of your neck.”
-
-“Ah!” said Violet with a little shiver.
-
-“You’ve got to get used to it, Vi,” said he. “You’ve got to pay for
-having Stanier. Isn’t it worth it?”
-
-He heard her take a quick breath; her control was swaying like a curtain
-in the wind.
-
-“Oh, don’t be such a brute to me, Colin,” she said. “I hadn’t realised
-that--that you would desert me like this.”
-
-Colin just passed his tongue over his lips.
-
-“Oh, that doesn’t mean anything to you,” he said.
-
-“But it does, it does,” said she.
-
-They were back now in the shadow of the yew-hedge, where one night she
-had kissed him. As he thought of that he knew that she was thinking of
-it too.
-
-“Give Raymond up,” he said. “Let him and Stanier go. It will be the
-wisest thing you can do.”
-
-He paused a moment, and all the witchery of the night came to the
-reinforcement of his charm.
-
-“I want you, Vi,” he said. “Promise me. Give me a kiss and seal it.”
-
-For one second she wavered, and then drew back from him.
-
-“No, I can’t do that,” she said. “I’ll give you a kiss, but it seals no
-promise.”
-
-“Kiss me then,” said he, now confident.
-
-There was no mistaking the way in which she surrendered to him. She
-stood enfolded by him, lambent and burning. She knew herself to be
-bitterly unwise, but for the moment the sweetness was worth all the
-waters of Marah that should inundate her.
-
-“Ah, you darling, never mind your promise,” said he. “I shall have that
-later. Just now it’s enough that you should hate Raymond and love me.”
-
-She buried her face on his shoulder.
-
-“Colin, Colin, what am I to do?” she whispered.
-
-He could see well that, though her heart was his, the idea of giving up
-Stanier still strove with her. To-night she might consent to marry him;
-to-morrow that passion for possession might lay hands on her again. She
-was bruised but not broken, and instantly he made up his mind to tell
-her the secret of his mother’s letter and of the entry at the Consulate.
-That would clinch it for ever. When she knew that by giving up Raymond
-and Stanier together, she retained just all she wanted out of her
-contract and gained her heart’s desire as well----
-
-“What are you to do?” he said. “You are to do exactly what you are
-doing. You’re to cling to me, and trust me. Ah, you’re entrancing! But
-I’ve got something to tell you, Vi, something stupendous. We must go in;
-I can’t tell you here, for not even the trees nor the terrace must know,
-though it concerns them.”
-
-“But, Colin, about Raymond. I can’t be sure....”
-
-He pressed her to him, thrilled all through at this ebb and flow of her
-emotional struggle.
-
-“You’ve finished with Raymond, I tell you,” he said. “You’ve given him
-up and you’ve given up Stanier, haven’t you; you’ve given up
-everything?”
-
-Some diabolical love of cruelty for its own sake; of torturing her by
-prolonging the decision which pulled at her this way and that, possessed
-him.
-
-“It’s a proud hour for me, Vi,” he said. “I love Stanier as madly as you
-do, and you’ve given it up for me. I adore you for doing that; you’ll
-never repent it. I just hug these moments, though there must come an end
-to them. Let us go in, or Raymond will be looking for us again. Go
-straight to your room. I shall come there in five minutes, for there’s
-something I must tell you to-night. I must just have one look at Raymond
-first. That’s for my own satisfaction.”
-
-Colin could not forego that look at Raymond. He knew how he should find
-him, prospering with a glass of whisky, disposed, as his father had
-said, to be brotherly, having all the winning cards in his hand. Stanier
-would be his, and, before that, Violet would be his, and Colin might be
-allowed, if he were very amiable, to spend a week here occasionally when
-Raymond came to his throne, just as now he had been allowed a starlit
-stroll with Violet. These were indulgences that would not be noticed by
-his plenitude, morsels let fall from the abundant feast. The life only
-of one man, already old, lay between him and the full consummation;
-already his foot was on the steps where the throne was set. Just one
-glance then at victorious Raymond....
-
-Raymond fulfilled the highest expectations. Whisky had made him
-magnanimous; he was pleased to have granted Colin that little starlit
-stroll with Violet, it was a crumb from the master’s table. His heavy
-face wore a look of great complacency as his brother entered.
-
-“Hullo, Colin,” he said. “Finished making love to Violet?”
-
-Colin grinned. “You old brute!” he said. “Not content with having
-everything yourself, you must mock me for my beggary. You lucky fellow.”
-
-He poured himself out a drink and sat down.
-
-“Raymond, I had no idea how devoted Violet was to you till to-night,” he
-said. “I think she’s afraid to let herself go, to shew it too much.”
-
-The grossness of Raymond, his animal proprietorship, was never more
-apparent. It was enough for him to desire her.
-
-“Oh, Vi’s all right,” he said.
-
-Colin felt his ribs a-quiver with the spasm of his suppressed laughter.
-He distrusted his power of control if he subjected himself to further
-temptation.
-
-“I’m off to bed,” he said. “I just looked in to envy you.”
-
-“Where’s Vi?” asked Raymond.
-
-Colin bethought himself that he did not want Raymond knocking at
-Violet’s door for a good-night kiss.
-
-“Oh, she went upstairs half an hour ago,” he said. “She told me she was
-awfully sleepy. In fact, she soon got tired of me.”
-
-He drank in a final impression of Raymond’s satisfied face and went
-upstairs, going first to his room, where from his locked despatch-case
-he took the two letters which Salvatore had given him, and which now
-bore the dates of March 17 and March 31. Then, passing down the long
-corridor, he came to her room; the door was ajar, and he rapped softly
-and then entered.
-
-Violet, in anticipation of his coming, had sent her maid away, and was
-brushing her hair, golden as Colin’s own, before her glass. Often and
-often in the days of their intimacy had he come in for a talk during
-this ritual; on dry, frosty nights Violet would put out her light, and
-pale flashes of electricity and cracklings and sparks would follow the
-progress of her brush. Her hair would float up from her head and cling
-to Colin’s fingers as sea-weed that had lain unexpanded on the shore
-spreads out, floating and undulating, in the return of the tide.
-To-night it lay thick and unstirred, rippling for a moment under her
-brush, and then subsiding again into a tranquil sheet of gold.
-
-She saw him enter in the field of her mirror and heard the click of the
-key as he turned it.
-
-“Just in case Raymond takes it into his head to say good-night to you,”
-he said.
-
-She had risen from her chair and stood opposite to him.
-
-“What have you got to tell me, Colin?” she said.
-
-He looked at her a moment with parted lips and sparkling eyes. Each
-seemed the perfect complement of the other; together they formed one
-peerless embodiment of the glory of mankind. Through them both there
-passed some quiver of irresistible attraction, and, as two globules of
-quick-silver roll into one, so that each is merged and coalesced in the
-other, so with arms interlaced and faces joined, they stood there, two
-no longer. Even Colin’s hatred for Raymond flickered for that moment and
-was nearly extinguished since for Violet he existed no more. Then the
-evil flame burned up again, and he loosed Violet’s arms from round his
-neck.
-
-“Now you’re to sit and listen to me,” he said. “What I have got to tell
-you will take no time at all.”
-
-He opened the envelope which he had brought with him, and drew out the
-two letters. He had decided not to tell Violet any more than what, when
-his father was dead, all the world would know.
-
-“Salvatore Viagi gave me these,” he said. “He is my mother’s brother,
-you know, and I saw him at Capri. They were written by my mother to him,
-and announce the birth of Raymond and me and her marriage to my father.
-Take them, Vi, look at the dates and read them in order.”
-
-She gave him one quick glance, took them from him, read them through and
-gave them back to him. Then in dead silence she got up and stood close
-to him.
-
-“I see,” she said. “On Uncle Philip’s death, Stanier, everything will be
-mine. According to those letters, that is.”
-
-He nodded. “Yes, on the one condition, of course, that you and I are
-wife and husband.”
-
-She looked at him again with a smile breaking through her gravity.
-
-“I promised that before I knew,” she said. “And now that I know that
-Stanier will be mine, instead of believing that my choice forfeited it,
-it isn’t very likely that I shall change my mind.”
-
-“There’s something else, you know, too,” he said. “You’re marrying....”
-
-She interrupted. “I’m marrying Colin,” she said. “But as regard you. Is
-it horrible for you? Ah ... I’ve been thinking of myself only. Stanier
-and myself.”
-
-She moved away from him and walked to the end of the room, where,
-pushing the blind aside, she looked out on to the terrace where they had
-stood this evening. As clearly as if she spoke her thoughts aloud, Colin
-knew what was the debate within her. It lasted but a moment.
-
-“Colin, if--if you hate it,” she said, “tear that letter up. I’ve got
-you, and I would sooner lose Stanier than let you be hurt. Tear it up!
-Let Raymond have Stanier so long as I don’t go with it.... Oh, my dear,
-is it the same me, who so few weeks ago chose Raymond, and who so few
-hours ago wondered if I could give up Stanier, even though to get it
-implied marrying him? And now, nothing whatever matters but you.”
-
-Instantly Colin felt within himself that irritation which love
-invariably produced in him. Just so had his father’s affection, except
-in so far as it was fruitful of material benefits, fatigued and annoyed
-him, and this proposal of Violet’s, under the same monstrous impulsion,
-promised, in so far from being fruitful, to prove itself some scorching
-or freezing wind which would wither and blast all that he most desired.
-But, bridling his irritation, he laughed.
-
-“That wouldn’t suit me at all,” he said, “and besides, Vi, how about
-honour? Stanier will be legally and rightfully yours. How on earth could
-I consent to the suppression of this? But lest you should think me too
-much of an angel--father asked me one day how my wings were getting
-on--I tell you quite frankly that it will be sweet as honey to send
-Raymond packing. My adoring you doesn’t prevent my hating him. And as
-for what is called irregularity in birth, who on earth cares? I don’t.
-I’m a Stanier all right. Look at half the dukes in England, where do
-they spring from? Actresses, flower-girls, the light loves of
-disreputable kings. Who cares? And, besides, my case is different: my
-father married my mother.”
-
-Up and down his face her eyes travelled, seeing if she could detect
-anywhere a trace of reluctance, and searched in vain.
-
-“Are you quite sure, Colin?” she asked.
-
-“Absolutely. There’s no question about it.”
-
-Once more she held him close to her.
-
-“Oh, it’s too much,” she whispered. “You and Stanier both mine. My heart
-won’t hold it all.”
-
-“Hearts are wonderfully elastic,” said he. “One’s heart holds everything
-it desires, if only it can get it. Now there’s a little more to tell
-you.”
-
-“Yes? Come and sit here. Tell me.”
-
-She drew him down on to the sofa beside her.
-
-“Well, my uncle sent me these letters,” said he, “but, naturally, they
-won’t be enough by themselves. It was necessary to find out what was the
-entry in the register of their marriage. My father had told me where it
-took place, at the British Consulate in Naples, and I got the Consul to
-let me see the register. I told him I wanted to make a copy of it. I saw
-it. The marriage apparently took place not on the 31st of March, but on
-the 1st. But then I looked more closely, and saw that there had been an
-erasure. In front of the ‘1’ there had been another figure. But whoever
-had made that erasure had not done it quite carefully enough. It was
-possible to see that a ‘3’ had been scratched out. The date as
-originally written was ‘31’ not ‘1.’ That tallies with the date on my
-mother’s letter.”
-
-Colin’s voice took on an expression of tenderness, incredibly sweet.
-
-“Vi, darling,” he said, “you must try to forgive my father, if it was he
-who made or caused to be made that erasure which might so easily have
-passed unnoticed, as indeed it did, for when the Consul prepared my copy
-with the original he saw nothing of it; word by word he went over the
-two together. You must forgive him, though it was a wicked and a
-terrible fraud that my father--I suppose--practised, for unless he had
-other children, he was robbing you of all that was rightfully yours.
-
-“I think the reconstruction of it is easy enough. My mother died, and he
-was determined that his son, one of them, should succeed. I imagine he
-made, or procured the making, of that erasure after my mother’s death.
-He had meant to marry her, indeed he did marry her, and I think he must
-have desired to repair the wrong, the bitter wrong, he did her in the
-person of her children. I’ve got something to forgive him, too, and
-willingly I do that. We must both forgive him, Vi. I the bastard, and
-you the heiress of Stanier.”
-
-Violet would have forgiven Satan himself for all the evil wrought on the
-face of the earth from the day when first he set foot in Paradise.
-
-“Oh, Colin, yes,” she said. “Freely, freely!”
-
-“That’s sweet of you. That is a great weight off my mind. And you’ll
-make your forgiveness effective, Vi?”
-
-She did not grasp this.
-
-“In what way?” she asked.
-
-“I mean that you won’t want to make an exposure of this now,” said he.
-“I should like my father never to know that I have found out what he
-did. I should like him to die thinking that Raymond will succeed him,
-and that his fraud is undiscovered. Of course, you would be within your
-rights if you insisted on being established as the heiress to Stanier
-now. There are certain revenues, certain properties always made over to
-the heir on coming of age, and Raymond and I come of age in a few
-months. Can you let Raymond enjoy them for my father’s sake? He has
-always been amazingly good to me.”
-
-“Oh, Colin, what a question!” she said. “What do you take me for? Would
-that be forgiveness?”
-
-“That’s settled then; bless you for that. The only objection is that
-Raymond scores for the present, but that can’t be helped. And there’s
-just one thing more. About--about what has happened between us. Shall I
-tell my father to-morrow? Then we can settle how Raymond is to be told.”
-
-“Oh, Colin, to-morrow?” said she. “So soon?”
-
-He laughed. “To-night if you like,” he said, “though it’s rather late.
-Of course, if you want to put it off, and have Raymond nosing about you
-still like a ferret....”
-
-“Don’t!”
-
-“He shan’t then. Now I must go. One kiss, Vi.”
-
-She clung to him. “I’m frightened of Raymond,” she said. “What will he
-do?”
-
-“Howl like a wounded bear, I suppose. Hullo!”
-
-There was the sound of knocking at the door, and Raymond’s voice:
-
-“Violet,” he said. “May I come in; just to say good-night?”
-
-Colin frowned. “Been listening, probably,” he whispered, “and heard
-voices.”
-
-Without pause he went to the door, and turned the key and handle
-together.
-
-“Come in, Raymond,” he said as he opened it. “Violet’s been talking of
-nothing but you. So here we all are, bride and bridegroom and best man.
-Let’s have one cigarette before we all go to bed.”
-
-Raymond wore his most savage look. “I thought you had gone to bed,” he
-said, “and I thought you said Violet had gone to bed half an hour before
-that?”
-
-“Oh, Raymond, don’t be vexed,” said Colin. “Haven’t you got everything?”
-
-In just such a voice, dexterously convincing, had he pleaded with Violet
-that she should forgive his father....
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-
-Philip was waiting in his library for Raymond’s entry, wanting to feel
-sorry for him, but as often as he could darken his mind behind that
-cloud, the edges of it grew dazzlingly bright with the thought of Colin,
-and the sun re-emerging warmed and delighted him....
-
-Yet he was sorry for Raymond, and presently he would express his
-sympathy, coldly and correctly, he was afraid, with regret and truism
-and paternal platitudes; but duty would dictate his sentiments. At the
-most he could not hope for more than to give the boy the impression he
-was sorry, and conceal from him his immensurable pleasure in the news
-Colin had made known to him. All these weeks, ever since, on that
-morning in Capri, he had learned of Raymond’s engagement and Colin’s
-desire, he had never been free from heartache, and his favourite’s
-manliness, his refusal to be embittered, his efforts with himself, gaily
-heroic, had but rendered those pangs the more poignant. And in the hour
-of his joy Colin had shewn just the same marvellous quickness of
-sympathy for Raymond’s sorrow, as, when Philip had first told him of the
-engagement, he had shewn for Raymond’s happiness.
-
-“I would have given anything to spare Raymond this, father,” he had
-said. “As you know, I kept all I felt to myself. I didn’t let Violet see
-how miserable I was, and how I wanted her. And then last night--it was
-like some earthquake within. Everything toppled and fell; Vi and I were
-left clinging to each other.”
-
-After Colin, Philip had seen Violet, and she, too, had spoken to him
-with a simplicity and candour.... She had already begun to love Colin,
-she thought, before she accepted Raymond, but how she loved Stanier.
-She had been worldly, ambitious, stifling the first faint calls of her
-heart, thinking, as many a girl thought, whose nature is not yet wholly
-awake, that Raymond would “do,” as regards herself, and “do”
-magnificently as regards her longing for all that being mistress of
-Stanier meant to her. Then came Colin’s return from Italy, and the
-whisper of her heart grew louder. She could not help contrasting her
-lover with her friend, and in that new light Raymond’s attentions to
-her, his caresses, his air--she must confess--of proprietorship grew
-odious and insufferable. And then, just as Colin had said, came the
-earthquake. In that disruption, all that from the worldly point of view
-seemed so precious, turned to dross.
-
-At that point she hesitated a moment, and Philip had found himself
-recording how like she was to Colin. With just that triumphant glow of
-happiness with which he had said: “Raymond has got Stanier, father,
-Violet and I have got each other,” so Violet now, after her momentary
-hesitation, spoke to him.
-
-“Stanier, for which I longed, Uncle Philip, doesn’t exist for me any
-more. How could I weigh it against Colin?”
-
-Colin’s happiness ... nothing could dim that sunshine for his father,
-and the sunshine was not only of to-day, it was the sunshine that had
-shone on him and Rosina more than twenty years ago. His heart melted
-with the love that through Colin reacted on her. Surely she must rejoice
-at the boy’s happiness to-day! Raymond, to be sure, was the fruit of her
-body also, but it was through Colin that she lived, he was the memory
-and the gracious image of her beauty.
-
-Raymond entered, snapping the golden thread.
-
-“You wanted to see me, father,” he said.
-
-Philip had been attempting to drill himself into a sympathetic bearing
-towards his son, but Raymond’s actual presence here in succession to
-Colin and Violet, brought sheer helplessness. For the brightness and
-beam of the others there was this solid self-sufficiency. It seemed as
-if a crime had been averted in the transference of the girl to another
-bridegroom. What unnatural union would have been made by this mating of
-her! His heart sang; it were vain to try to throttle it into silence.
-
-“Yes, Raymond; sit down,” said he, indicating a place on the sofa where
-he sat.
-
-“Oh, thanks, it doesn’t matter. I’ll stand,” said Raymond.
-
-“I’ve got bad news for you,” said Philip. “You must brace yourself to
-it.”
-
-“Let’s have it,” said Raymond.
-
-Philip felt his sympathy slipping from him. He wanted chiefly to get it
-over; there was no use in attempting to lead up to it.
-
-“It concerns you and Violet,” he said.
-
-A savage look as of a hungry dog from whom his dinner is being snatched,
-came across Raymond’s face.
-
-“Well?” he said.
-
-“She wished me to tell you that she can’t marry you,” said his father.
-“She asks you to set her free from her engagement.”
-
-The savagery of that sullen face grew blacker. “I don’t accept that from
-you,” he said. “If it’s true, Violet will have to tell me herself.”
-
-Philip made a great effort with himself. “It is true,” he said, “and I
-want at once to tell you that I’m very sorry for you. But it would have
-been very painful for her to tell you, and it was I who suggested that I
-should break her decision to you. I hope you won’t insist on having it
-from her.”
-
-“She has got to tell me,” said Raymond. “And is that all, father? If so,
-I’ll go to her at once.”
-
-“No, there’s more,” said he.
-
-Raymond’s face went suddenly white; his mouth twitched, he presented a
-mask of hatred.
-
-“And so it’s Colin who has got to tell me the rest,” he said. “Is that
-it?”
-
-“She is going to marry Colin.”
-
-For a moment Raymond stood perfectly still; just his hands were moving;
-knitted together they made the action of squeezing something. Once it
-seemed that he tried to speak, but no word came; only the teeth shewed
-in his mouth.
-
-“Colin has got to tell me then,” he said. “I will see Colin first.”
-
-Philip got up and laid a hand of authority on Raymond’s shoulder. The
-boy, for all his quietness, seemed beside himself with some pent-up fury
-all the more dangerous for its suppression.
-
-“You must not see either of them in the state you are in now,” he said.
-
-“That’s my affair,” said Raymond.
-
-“It’s mine, too. You’re my son and so is Colin. You must wait till
-you’ve got more used to what has happened. And you must remember this,
-that a few weeks ago Colin was in the same case as you are now. He loved
-Violet, and it was I then, out in Capri, who told him that Violet was
-going to marry you. And he took it like a man, like the generous fellow
-he is. His first words were: ‘By Jove, Raymond will be happy!’ I shall
-never forget that, and you mustn’t either, Raymond.”
-
-Raymond gave a dry snap of a laugh.
-
-“I won’t,” he said. “That’s just what Colin would say. Perfect
-character, isn’t he? Only last night I found him talking to Violet in
-her bedroom. I wasn’t pleased, and he begged me not to be vexed, as I
-had got everything. He had taken Violet from me when he said that, or if
-not, he came back when Violet was in bed, and got engaged to her then.
-Engaged!”
-
-“Now stop that, Raymond,” said his father.
-
-“Very good. He was already engaged to her when he told me I had got
-everything. You don’t understand Colin. He hates more than he loves. He
-has hated me all my life. ‘By Jove, Raymond will be happy!’ I’ll be even
-with Colin some day. Now I’m going to see him. Or shall I say: ‘By
-Jove, Colin will be happy?’ Then you’ll consider me a generous fellow.”
-
-Once again Philip tried to put himself in Raymond’s place, and made
-allowance for his bitter blackness. His hand went on to the boy’s
-shoulder again, with less of authority and more of attempted affection.
-
-“Raymond, you must do better than this,” he said. “You would be very
-unwise to see Colin and Violet just now, but if you insist on doing so,
-you shall see them in my presence. I can’t trust you, in the mood you’re
-in, not to be violent, not to say or do something which you would
-bitterly repent, and which they would find it hard to forgive. And if,
-which I deny, Colin has always hated you, what about yourself?”
-
-Both of them now were on bed-rock. By implication, by admission, by
-denial even, they had got down to the hatred that, like a vein of
-murderous gold, ran through the very foundation of the brothers’
-existence. Who knew what struggle might have taken place, what prenatal
-wrestling in the very womb of life, of which the present antagonism was
-but a sequel, logical and inevitable!
-
-Even as Philip spoke, he half-realised the futility of bringing argument
-to bear on Raymond’s nature, for this hatred sprang from some
-ineradicable instinct, an iron law on which intelligence and reason
-could but perch like a settling fly. He could deny that Colin hated his
-brother, he could urge Raymond to show himself as generous as he
-believed Colin to have been, but nothing that he could say, no
-persuasion, no authority could mitigate this fraternal hostility. And
-even while he denied Colin’s animosity, with the evidence he had already
-brought forward to back it, he found himself wondering if at heart Colin
-could feel the generosity he had expressed, or whether it was not a mere
-superficial good-nature, mingled with contempt perhaps, that had given
-voice to it.
-
-Raymond had ceased from the clutching and squeezing of his hands.
-
-“You don’t know what Colin is,” he said, “and I know it is no use trying
-to convince you. I shan’t try. You judge by what you see of him and me,
-and you put me down for a black-hearted, sullen fellow, and he’s your
-heart’s darling.”
-
-“You’ve got no right to say that,” said Philip.
-
-“But can I help knowing it, father?” asked he.
-
-Philip felt that his very will-power was in abeyance; he could not even
-want to readjust the places which his two sons held in his heart, or,
-rather, to find place in his heart for the son who had never been
-installed there yet. And there would be no use in “wanting,” even if he
-could accomplish that. Colin held every door of his heart, and with a
-grudging sense of justice towards Raymond, he was aware that Colin would
-grant no admittance to his brother. Or was that conviction only the echo
-of his own instinct that he wanted no one but Colin there? He had no
-love to spare for Raymond. Such spring of it as bubbled in him must fall
-into Colin’s cup, the cup that never could be filled.
-
-How could he but contrast the two? Here was Raymond, sullen in his
-defeat, attempting (and with unwelcome success) to put his father in the
-wrong, jealous of the joy that had come to Colin, insisting,
-Shylock-like, on such revenge as was in his power, the pound of flesh
-which would be his, in making a scene with the girl who had chosen as
-her heart bade her, and the boy who was her choice. On the other side
-was Colin, who, when faced with an identical situation, had accepted his
-ill-luck with a wave of welcome for the more fortunate. And Raymond
-would have it that that splendid banner was but a false flag, under
-cover of whose whiteness a treacherous attack might be made.
-
-“I don’t know that we need pursue that,” said Philip. “Your feelings are
-outside my control, but what is in my control is to be just to you in
-spite of them. I have tried to tell you with all possible sympathy
-of----”
-
-“Of Violet’s jilting me,” interrupted Raymond. “And you have clearly
-shewn me, father, your sympathy with Colin’s happiness.”
-
-Philip felt every nerve jarring. “I am not responsible for your
-interpretations of myself,” he said, “nor do I accept them. If your
-design is to be intolerably offensive to me, you must work out your
-design somewhere else. I am not going to have you stop here in order to
-amuse yourself with being rude to me, and spoiling the happiness of
-others----”
-
-“Ah! Just so!” said Raymond. “Colin.”
-
-Philip was exasperated beyond endurance.
-
-“Quite right,” he said. “I am not going to have you spoiling Colin’s
-happiness. And Violet’s. I should have suggested you leaving Stanier for
-the present for your own sake, if you had allowed me to show sympathy
-for you. As you do not, I suggest that you should do so for Colin’s
-sake. You may go to St. James’s Square if you like, and if you can
-manage to behave decently, you may stop on there when we come up next
-week. But that depends on yourself. Now if you want to see Violet and
-your brother you may, but you will see them here in my presence. I will
-send for them now, if that is your wish. When you have seen them you
-shall go. Well?”
-
-Suddenly the idea of leaving Colin and Violet here became insupportable
-to Raymond. He _had_ to see them as lovers, and hate them for it: his
-hate must be fed with the sight of them.
-
-“Must I go, father?” he said.
-
-“Yes; you have forced me to be harsh with you. It was not my intention.
-Now do you want to see them?”
-
-Raymond hesitated: if Colin could be cunning, he could be cunning too.
-“I should like to see them both,” he said.
-
-Philip rang the bell, and in the pause before they came, Raymond went
-across to the window-seat, and sat there with face averted, making no
-sign, and in the silence Philip reviewed what he had done. He had no
-wish, as he had said, to be harsh to Raymond, but what possible gain to
-any one was his remaining here? He would be a misery to himself, and no
-entertainment to others; and yet the boy wanted to stop, thinking
-perhaps that thus he would be sooner able to accept the position. It was
-impossible to grudge him any feasible alleviation of the blow that, so
-far from stunning him, had awakened all that was worst in him. Much must
-depend on his behaviour now to Colin and Violet.
-
-They entered together. Colin looked first at his father; then, without
-pause, seeing the huddled figure in the window-seat, went straight to
-Raymond. All else, Violet even, was forgotten.
-
-He laid his hand on Raymond’s shoulder. “Oh, Raymond,” he said, “we’re
-brutes. I know that.”
-
-Philip thought he had never seen anything so exquisite as that instinct
-of Colin’s to go straight to his brother. Could Raymond recognise the
-beauty of that?... And was it indeed Raymond who now drew Colin on to
-the window-seat beside him?
-
-“That’s all right, Colin,” he said. “You couldn’t help it. No one can
-help it when it comes. I couldn’t.”
-
-He stood up. “Father’s told me about it all,” he said, “and I just
-wanted to see you and Violet for a moment in order to realise it. I’ve
-got it now. Good-bye, Colin; good-bye, Violet.”
-
-He went across to his father with hand outstretched. “Thanks ever so
-much for letting me go to St. James’s Square,” he said. “And I’m sorry,
-father, for behaving as I did. I know it’s no use just saying that; I’ve
-got to prove it. But that’s all I can do for the present.”
-
-He went straight out of the room without once looking back.
-
-“Is Raymond going away?” asked Colin.
-
-“Yes. It’s better so.”
-
-Colin heard this with a chill of disappointment, for among his
-pleasurable anticipations had been that of seeing Raymond wince and
-writhe at the recasting of their parts. Raymond would have hourly before
-his eyes his own rôle played by another, and with what infinitely
-greater grace. The part of heroine would be filled by its “creator,”
-but, in this remodelled piece, what sparkle and life she would put into
-her scenes. Where she had been wooden and impassive, she would be eager
-and responsive, that icy toleration would melt into a bubbling liquor of
-joy. Then there would be the part now to be filled by Raymond; would he
-fill that with Colin’s tact and sweetness? Of minor characters there
-would be his father and grandmother, and with what convincing sincerity
-now would they fill their places.... But Raymond’s absence would take
-all the sting and fire out of the play.
-
-“Oh, father, does he feel like that?” asked Colin. “Did he feel he
-couldn’t bear to stop? I’m sorry.”
-
-“No, it was I who told him to go,” said Philip. “He behaved outrageously
-just now with me.”
-
-“But he’s sorry,” said Colin. “He wants to do better. Mayn’t he stop?
-He’ll be wretched all alone up in London.”
-
-A sudden thought struck him, a touch of genius. “But it concerns Vi
-most,” he said. “What do you vote, darling?”
-
-“By all means let him stop,” said she. Nothing but Colin’s wish, here
-clearly indicated, could have any weight with her.
-
-“Then may he, father?” he asked. “That is good of you. Come and tell
-him, Vi.”
-
-Raymond was in the hall. He had just ordered his car, and was now about
-to telephone to the housekeeper in town to say he was coming, when Colin
-and Violet came out of the library. Philip followed them to complete the
-welcome, and saw Colin go up to his brother.
-
-“Raymond, don’t go,” he said. “We all want you to stop. Vi does, father
-does, I do.”
-
-Raymond saw his father in the doorway. “May I stop, then, father?” he
-said.
-
-“By all means. We all wish it,” said he.
-
-Raymond looked back again at his brother. Colin was standing just below
-the portrait of his ancestor, the very image and incarnation of him.
-
-“I’ve got you to thank, I expect, Colin,” he said.
-
-Their eyes met; Colin’s glittered like a sword unsheathed in the
-sunlight of his hatred and triumph; Raymond’s smouldered in the
-blackness of his hatred and defeat.
-
-“I wish there was anything I could do for you, Ray,” said Colin gently.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The entertainment which Colin had anticipated from these alterations in
-the cast of this domestic drama did not fall short of his expectations.
-He held Raymond in the hollow of his hand, for Raymond’s devotion to
-Violet, gross and animal though it had been, gave Colin a thousand
-opportunities of making him writhe with the shrewd stings of jealousy,
-and with gay deliberation he planted those darts. The _coup de grâce_
-for Raymond would not come yet, his father’s death would give the signal
-for that; but at present there was some very pretty baiting to be done.
-Not one of those darts, so becomingly beribboned, failed to hit its
-mark: a whispered word to Violet which made the colour spring bright and
-eager to her face, a saunter with her along the terrace in the evening,
-and, even more than these, Colin’s semblance of sparing Raymond’s
-feelings, his suggestion that he should join them in any trivial
-pursuit--all these were missiles that maddingly pierced and stung.
-
-No less adequately did Philip and old Lady Yardley fill their minor
-parts; he, with the sun of Colin’s content warming him, was genial and
-thoughtful towards Raymond in a way that betrayed without possibility of
-mistake the sentiment from which it sprang; while Lady Yardley, braced
-and invigorated by the same emotion, was strangely rejuvenated, and her
-eyes, dim with age, seemed to pierce the mists of the encompassing years
-and grew bright with Colin’s youth.
-
-As regards his own relations with Violet, Colin found he could, for the
-present anyhow, manage very well; the old habits of familiarity and
-intimacy appeared to supply response sufficient; for she, shuddering
-now, as at some nightmare, at her abandoned engagement to Raymond and
-blinded with the splendour of the dawn of her love, saw him as a god
-just alighted on the gilded and rosy hills.... Colin shrugged his
-shoulders at her illusion; she presented to him no such phantasmal
-apparition, but he could give her liking and friendship, just what she
-had always had from him. Soon, so he hoped, this vision of himself would
-fade from her eyes, for even as he had found his father’s paternal
-devotion to him in Capri a fatiguing and boring business, so he foresaw
-a much acuter _gêne_ that would spring from a persistence of Violet’s
-love. No doubt, however, she would presently become more reasonable.
-
-What above all fed Colin’s soul was to stroll into the smoking-room when
-Violet had gone upstairs, and his father had retired to his library, and
-to make Raymond drink a cup more highly spiced with gall than that which
-had refreshed him in public. Raymond had usually got there first, while
-Colin lingered a moment longer with Violet, and had beside him a
-liberally mixed drink, and this would serve for Colin’s text:
-
-“Hullo, Raymond! Drowning dull care?” he asked. “That’s right. I can’t
-bear seeing you so down. By Jove, didn’t Violet look lovely to-night
-with her hair brought low over her forehead?”
-
-“Did she?” said Raymond. He tried to entrench himself in self-control;
-he tried to force himself to get up and go, but hatred of Colin easily
-stormed those defences. “Stop and listen,” said that compelling voice.
-“Glut yourself with it: Love is not for you; hate is as splendid and as
-absorbing....”
-
-“Did she?” echoed Colin. “As if you hadn’t been devouring her all the
-evening! But we all have our turn, don’t we? Every dog has its day. Last
-week I used to see you and Violet; now you see Violet and me. Tell me,
-Raymond, does Violet look happy? We can talk so confidentially, can’t
-we, as we have both been in the same position? What a ticklish thing it
-is to be a girl’s lover. How it ages one! I feel sixty. But does she
-seem happy? She used to wear a sort of haunted look last week. I suppose
-that was her wonder and her misgiving at a man’s brutal adoration. It
-frightened her. As if we weren’t frightened too! Did the idea of
-marriage terrify you as it terrifies me? A girl’s adoration is just as
-brutal.”
-
-Colin moved about the room as he spoke, dropping the sentences out like
-measured doses from some phial of a potent drug. After each he paused,
-waiting for a reply, and drinking glee from the silence. In that same
-silence Raymond was stoking his fires which were already blazing.
-
-“Yes, every dog has its day,” he said, replenishing his glass.
-
-“And every dog has his drink,” said Colin. “Lord, how you’ll get your
-revenge when your day comes! What sweetness in your cup that Vi and I
-will never be allowed to come to Stanier again. You’ll like that,
-Raymond. You’ll have married by that time. I wonder if it will be the
-tobacconist’s girl who’ll have hooked you. You’ll be happier with her
-than Vi, you know, and I shouldn’t wonder if Vi will be happier with me
-than with you....”
-
-Still there was silence on Raymond’s part.
-
-“You must be more cheerful, Raymond,” said Colin. “Whatever you may do
-to me hereafter, you had better remember that I’m top-dog just now. I
-shall have to ask father to send you away after all, if you don’t make
-yourself more agreeable. It was I who made him allow you to stop here,
-and I will certainly have you sent away if you’re not kinder to me. You
-must be genial and jolly, though it’s a violence to your nature. You
-must buck up and be pleasant. So easy, and so profitable. Nothing to
-say?”
-
-There was a step outside, and their father entered. He carried an opened
-letter in his hand.
-
-“I’ve just had a note from the governor of the asylum at Repstow,” he
-said. “One of their patients has escaped, a homicidal lunatic.”
-
-“Gosh, I’ll lock my door,” said Colin. “No use for him. What else,
-father?”
-
-“It’s no joke, Colin. The keeper at the Repstow Lodge was out attending
-to the pheasants’ coops this afternoon, and while he was gone a man
-vaulted over the fence, frightened his wife into hysterics, and decamped
-with his gun and a bag of cartridges. Then he bolted into the woods.
-It’s almost certain that he is the escaped lunatic.”
-
-Raymond, who had been listening intently, yawned.
-
-“But they’re out after him, I suppose,” he said. “They’ll be sure to
-catch him.”
-
-Colin wondered what that yawn meant.... To any boy of twenty--to himself
-anyhow--there was a spice of excitement about the news. It was
-impossible not to be interested. But Raymond did not seem to be
-interested.... Or did he wish it to appear that he was not interested?
-
-Colin, with an eye on Raymond, turned to his father. Two or three more
-little darts were ready for his brother, at which he would not yawn....
-
-“Oh, father,” said he, “come and sleep in my room and we’ll take
-watches. What glorious fun. You shall take the watch from midnight till,
-till half-past eight in the morning, and then you’ll wake me up, and
-I’ll take the watch till five in the afternoon without a wink of sleep.
-Then Raymond and Vi can slumber in safety. Now I shall go upstairs and
-say good-night to Vi----”
-
-“Better not tell her about it to-night,” said Lord Yardley.
-
-“Rather not: we shall have other things to talk about, thanks. But not a
-minute before half-past eight, father. Good-night; good-night, Raymond.
-Sleep well.”
-
-Raymond, in spite of these good wishes, passed an almost sleepless
-night. If he shut his eyes it was to see Colin’s mocking face floating
-on the darkness of his closed lids, and to have echoing in his ears the
-mockery of Colin’s jibes. As he passed Violet’s door on his way up to
-bed he had heard the sound of speech and laughter from within, and his
-jealousy seemed to arrest his tip-toeing steps, so that what he might
-overhear should give it the bitter provender it loved. But some new-born
-fear of Colin made him go on instead of lingering: Colin seemed
-prospered in all he did by some hellish protection; a mysterious
-instinct might warn him that there was a listener, and he would throw
-open the door and with a laugh call Violet to see who was eavesdropping
-on the threshold.... Then after they had laughed and pointed at him,
-Colin would shut the door again, locking it for fear of--of a homicidal
-maniac--and the talking would go on again till it was quenched in
-kisses....
-
-He had tossed and turned as on a gridiron, with the thought of Colin and
-Violet together to feed and to keep the fire alive. He did not believe
-that Colin loved her; if she had not promised to marry himself, he would
-not have sought her. It was from hatred of himself that he had given her
-a glance and a smile and whistled her to him, so that she threw away
-like a scrap of waste-paper the contract that would have installed her
-as mistress of the house she adored. Colin had idly beckoned, just to
-gratify his hate, and she had flamed into love for him.
-
-What subtle arts of contrivance and intrigue were his also! He had
-wanted to feast that same hatred on the sight of his brother’s defeat
-and discomfiture, and a word from him had been sufficient to make his
-father revoke his edict and let him remain at Stanier. Thus Colin earned
-fresh laurels in the eyes of the others for his compassionate
-forbearance, and by so doing accomplished his own desire of having
-Raymond there, like a moth on a pin.
-
-As the hours went on strange red fancies crossed his brain. He imagined
-himself going to his father’s room and smothering him, so that next day
-he would be master of Stanier, and free to turn Colin out. Not another
-hour should he stay in the place. Out he should go, and Violet with him.
-Better still would it be to come behind Colin with a noose in his hand,
-which he would draw tight round his neck and laugh to see his face go
-black and his eyes start from his head with the strangling.... That
-would satisfy him; he could forgive Colin when he lay limp and lifeless
-at his feet, but till then he would never know a moment’s peace or a
-tranquil hour.
-
-All this week his fever of hatred had been mounting in his blood,
-to-night the heat of it made to flower in his brain this garden of
-murderous images. And all the time he was afraid of Colin, afraid of his
-barbed tongue, his contemptuous hate, above all, of the luck that caused
-him to prosper and be beloved wherever he went. Just at birth one stroke
-of ill-luck had befallen him, but that was all....
-
-Earlier in the evening, he remembered, an idea had flitted vaguely
-through his head, which had suggested to him some lucky accident.... He
-had purposely yawned when that notion presented itself, so that Colin
-should not see that he took any interest in what was being talked about.
-
-For the moment he could not recollect what it had been; then he
-remembered how his father had come into the smoking-room and told them
-that a homicidal lunatic had got hold of a gun and was at large,
-probably in the park.... That was it; he had yawned then, for he had
-pictured to himself Colin strolling through the leafy ways and suddenly
-finding himself face to face with the man. There would be a report and
-Colin would lie very still among the bracken till his body was found.
-Ants and insects would be creeping about him.
-
-That had been the faint outline of the picture; now in the dark it
-started into colour. What if once again Colin’s luck failed him, and in
-some remote glade he found himself alone with Raymond? He himself would
-have a gun with him, and he would fire it point-blank at Colin’s face
-and leave him there. It would be supposed that the escaped mad-man had
-encountered him....
-
-It was but a wild imagining, born of a sleepless night, but as he
-thought of it, Raymond’s eyelids flickered and closed, and just before
-dawn he fell asleep. When he was called a few hours later, that was the
-first image that came into his mind, and by the light of day it wore a
-soberer, a more solid aspect. What if it was no wild vision of the
-night, but a thing that might actually happen?
-
- * * * * *
-
-No fresh news when they met at breakfast was to hand about the escaped
-man; indeed, in answer to an inquiry sent by Lord Yardley to the asylum,
-there came the reply that, though search-parties were out after him,
-nothing had as yet been seen of him. Colin was engaged to play a round
-of golf on the Rye links, and the chance of falling in with him seemed
-so remote that soon after breakfast he went off on his motor-bicycle,
-promising, in order to soothe Violet’s apprehensions, to travel at the
-rate of not less than forty miles an hour. That did not please her
-either; in fact, there was no pleasing her about his expedition, whether
-he went fast or slow; so he kissed her, and told her to order her
-mourning. At the last moment, however, at his father’s wish, he slipped
-a revolver into his pocket.
-
-Raymond, as usual, refused to play golf, and preferred a wander in the
-park with a gun as a defensive measure for himself, and as an offensive
-measure against the plague of wood-pigeons. They were most numerous in
-the woods that lay on the steep slope through which the road to Repstow
-passed. That had been Colin’s road, too, and when Raymond set out a
-quarter of an hour later, the dust raised by his motor-bicycle still
-hung in the windless air.
-
-Ten minutes walking brought him to the point where the road which
-hitherto had lain across the open grass of the park descended into the
-big belt of wood which stretched as far as the lodge-gates. On each side
-of it the ground rose sharply, covered on the one side by firs and
-birches with groundwork of heather, on the other by the oaks of what was
-known as the Old Park. According to tradition they were of the plantings
-of Elizabeth’s Colin, and for age and grandeur they might well be so,
-for stately and venerable they rose from the short deer-nibbled turf,
-well-spaced with full freedom for roots and branch alike. No other trees
-were on that slope, but these great, leafy sentinels stood each with his
-ring of shade round him, like well-tried veterans who have earned their
-leisure and the dignified livery of repose. A low wall of grey stone,
-some four feet high, mossy and creviced and feathered with small ferns,
-separated this Old Park from the road.
-
-It was among these great oaks that the pigeons congregated, and Raymond
-was soon busy with them. This way and that, startled by his firing, they
-flew, often wary and slipping out of the far side of a tree and
-interposing its branches between him and them so that he could get no
-sight of them, but at other times coming out into the open and giving
-him a fair shot. Before long the whole battalion of them were in
-commotion, wheeling and flying off and returning again, and in an hour’s
-time he had shot some forty of them, not reckoning half a dozen more,
-which, winged or otherwise wounded, trailed off on his approach,
-fluttering on in front of him. Raymond was quite willing to put any such
-out of their misery, if they would only stop still and be killed like
-sensible birds, but on a hot morning it was too much to expect him to go
-trotting after the silly things, especially when he had killed so many.
-He took no pleasure in the cruelty of leaving them to die; he was simply
-indifferent.
-
-He had come almost to the end of his cartridges, and if he was to
-continue his shooting, he would have to go back to the house for more
-ammunition or borrow some from the keeper at the Repstow lodge. That was
-nearer than the house, but before going he sat down in the shade of one
-of old Colin’s oaks to cool down and have a cigarette.
-
-For the last hour he had been completely absorbed in his sport; now with
-a snap like that of a released spring his mind leaped back to that which
-had occupied it as he walked here and saw the dust of his brother’s
-motor-bicycle hanging in the air. He had locked up in his mind, when he
-began his shooting, all connection with that, his hate, the sleepless
-night with its visions that seemed so wild at the time, but which, on
-his waking, had taken on so much quieter and more likely an aspect, and
-now, when he unlocked his mind again, he found that they had grown like
-fungi in the darkness of a congenial atmosphere. They were solid and
-mature: where before there had been but a fairy-ring of imagination,
-where nightly elves had danced, there were now those red, firm-fleshed,
-poisoned growths, glistening and corrupt.
-
-His subconscious mind poured out its storage: it had been busy while he
-was shooting, and wonderfully acute. It reminded him now that a quarter
-of a mile further on, the Old Park came to an end, and one clump of
-rhododendrons stood behind the wall which ran along the road. Just here
-the road took a sharp turn to the right: a man walking along it (or, for
-that matter, bicycling along it) would only come into sight of any one
-who might happen to be by that rhododendron bush half-a-dozen yards
-before he came to it himself, and anything else he might see there (a
-gun, for instance) would be at point-blank range. Such a gun-barrel
-would rest conveniently on the top of the wall; any one who happened to
-be holding the weapon would be concealed between the wall and the
-bush....
-
-These pictures seemed to be shewn Raymond rather than to be imagined by
-him; it was as if some external agency held open the book which
-contained them and turned over the leaves. It might prove to be himself
-who would presently lie _perdu_ there, but he had no sense of any
-personal volition or share in the matter. His hatred of Colin had
-somehow taken counsel (even as doctors consult over a bad case) with the
-necessity that Colin should die, and this was their advice; Raymond was
-but the patient who in the apathy of sickness was going to do as they
-told him, not caring much what happened, only conscious that if this
-advice was successful in all its aspects, he would be restored to
-complete health.
-
-He hardly knew if he hated Colin any more; all that he was certain of
-was that there existed--somewhere--this black dynamic enmity. He hardly
-knew whether it was he who was about to shoot Colin, as presently on his
-motor-bicycle he would come round that sharp bend by the rhododendron
-bush. All that he was certain of was that Colin would presently lie dead
-on the road with his face all shattered by the shot. The homicidal
-maniac, of course, escaped from the asylum, must have been his murderer.
-
-There was no use for more cartridges than the two which he now slipped
-into his gun. If the fellow hidden behind the rhododendron bush could
-not kill Colin with two shots, he could not kill him with twenty, and
-Raymond, looking carefully round, began moving quietly down the slope to
-the corner, keeping in the shadow of the leafage of the splendid trees.
-His foot was noiseless on the cropped plush of the turf, and he passed
-quickly over the patches of sun between the shadows of the oaks, pausing
-every now and then to make sure there was no one passing along the road
-or the hillside, who was within sight of him. But there was no one to be
-seen; after the cessation of his shooting, the deer had come back to
-their favourite grazing-ground, and were now cropping at the short,
-sweet grass, or lying with twinkling ears alert in the shade. No one was
-moving up there at the top of the Old Park, where a foot-path made a
-short cut to the house from the Repstow Lodge, or the deer would not be
-so tranquil, while his own sharp eye assured him that within the circle
-of his vision there was none astir.
-
-His remembrance of the rhododendron bush close to the angle in the road,
-was astonishingly accurate. The top of the grey wall was a most
-convenient rest for his gun, and a man coming round the corner from the
-direction of Repstow would suddenly find himself within six yards of the
-barrels. Probably he would never see them at all; there would be just a
-flash of flames close to his startled eyes, perhaps even the report of
-the explosion would never reach him.
-
-That was the only imperfect touch in these schemes which had been thus
-presented to Raymond; he would like Colin to know, one-half second
-before he died, whose hand had pulled the trigger and put a muzzle on
-his mocking mouth and a darkness over his laughing eyes, and he
-determined that when the beat of Colin’s approaching motor-bicycle
-sounded loud round the corner he would stand up and show himself. It
-would be all too late for Colin to swerve or duck then, and he should
-just see who had the last laugh. Raymond felt that he would laugh as he
-fired.... Till that moment it was best to conceal himself from the road,
-and he leaned against the wall, crouching a little, with the muzzle of
-his gun resting on it.... It was already after one o’clock. Colin would
-be here any minute now.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A quarter of an hour before, Colin had arrived at the Repstow lodge with
-a puncture in his hind tyre. Luck was kind to him as usual; the puncture
-had occurred only a few yards down the road, and he could leave his
-machine with the lodge-keeper, and send a mechanic from the garage to
-repair it and bring it back to the house. For himself, he would take the
-short cut through the top of the Old Park back home; that reduced the
-distance by at least a half, and on this hot morning the soft-turfed
-shade would be pleasant.
-
-Then a sudden thought struck him, and he asked whether the escaped
-madman had been captured; the walk home would be less exciting but
-perhaps pleasanter if they had caught him. And again it appeared that
-Colin’s affairs were being well looked after; the man had been found on
-the other side of the park half an hour ago; cleverly taken, so the
-keeper said. He must have been in the woods all night, and they came
-upon him as he dozed, seizing the gun he had possessed himself of before
-he woke and getting a noose round his arms.
-
-So that was all right, and Colin, with a smile for the keeper’s wife and
-a sixpenny piece for the small child who regarded him with wide,
-wondering eyes, set off for the mile walk to the house. He took his
-revolver out of his pocket with the intention of giving it to the
-keeper, and having it brought up to the house with the bicycle; but then
-thought better of it, and, emptying the cartridges out, replaced it. It
-made a rather weighty bulge in his coat, but on general principles it
-was wise not to leave fire-arms about.
-
-The thought of Raymond at his pigeon-shooting occurred to him as he
-walked, but no sound of firing came from the direction of the Old Park,
-which now lay close in front of him, and he supposed that his brother
-would have gone home by this time. What a sullen, awkward fellow he was;
-how he winced under Colin’s light artillery; how impotently Raymond
-hated him.... Colin could not imagine hating any one like that and not
-devising something deadly. But Raymond devised nothing; he just
-continued hating and doing nothing.
-
-Colin had come to the beginning of the Old Park; the path lying along
-the top of it wound in and out of the great oaks; below to the right lay
-the road with the low stone wall running beside it. The road had been
-out of sight hitherto, forming a wider circuit, but just below him now
-there was a sharp corner and it came into view.
-
-But what was that bright line of light on the top of the wall just at
-that point? Something caught the sun, vividly gleaming. For some reason
-he was imperatively curious to know what gleamed there, just as if it
-intimately concerned him, and half-closing his eyes to focus it and
-detach it from that baffling background of dappled light and shadow, he
-saw. Simultaneously and unbidden the idea of Raymond out shooting
-pigeons occurred to him. But what was he doing--if it were
-Raymond--hidden behind that dark-leaved rhododendron-bush with his gun
-resting on the wall and pointing at the road? That was a singular way of
-shooting pigeons, very singular.
-
-Colin’s face broke into one great smile, and he slipped behind one of
-the oaks. Looking out he saw that another tree lower down the slope hid
-the rhododendron bush from him, and keeping behind the broad trunk he
-advanced down the hill in its direction. Twice again, in similar cover,
-he approached, and, peering round the tree, he could now see Raymond
-close at hand. Raymond’s back was towards him; he held his gun, with the
-end of the barrels resting on the top of the wall, looking at the angle
-of the road round which, but for that puncture in his bicycle, he
-himself would already have come.
-
-There was now but one big tree between him and his brother, and on
-tiptoe, as noiselessly as a hunting tiger, he crept up to it, and,
-drawing his revolver from his pocket, he came within ten paces of him.
-Then some faint sound of his advance--a twig, perhaps, snapping beneath
-his step--or some sense of another’s presence reached Raymond, and he
-turned his head quickly in Colin’s direction. He found himself looking
-straight down the barrel of his revolver.
-
-“Raymond, if you stir except to do precisely what I tell you, I shall
-shoot,” said Colin quietly. “If you take your eyes off me I shall
-shoot.”
-
-Colin’s finger was on the trigger, his revolver as steady as if a man of
-stone held it.
-
-“Open the breech of your gun,” he said, “and let the barrels drop....
-Now hold it in one hand, with your arm stretched out.... That’s right.
-Good dog!... Now lay the gun down and turn round with your back to
-me.... Stop like that without moving.... Remember that I am covering
-you, and I could hardly miss at this distance.”
-
-Colin picked up the gun and took the two cartridges out and put them in
-his pocket. Not till they clinked against the revolver cartridges that
-lay there did he remember that all the time his pistol had been
-unloaded. He stifled a laugh.
-
-“Take off your cartridge-bag, Raymond,” he said, “and put it on the
-ground.”
-
-“There are no more in it,” said Raymond, speaking for the first time.
-
-“You ill-conditioned swine, do as I tell you,” said Colin. “I shan’t
-give you an order twice again.... Well, what you said seems to be true,
-but that’s not the point. The point is that you’re to do as I tell you.
-Now have you got any more cartridges in your pockets?”
-
-“No.”
-
-Colin thought he had better make sure of this for himself, and passed
-his hand over Raymond’s coat-pockets.
-
-“Now you stand just where you are,” he said, “because we’ve got to talk.
-But first I’ll put some cartridges in my own revolver. It has been
-perfectly empty all this time. Isn’t that damned funny, Raymond, dear?
-There were you expecting every moment would be your last, and obeying me
-like the sweet, obedient boy you are. Laugh, can’t you? It’s one of the
-funniest things that ever happened.”
-
-Colin lit a cigarette with shouts of laughter.
-
-“Well, to business,” he said. “Turn round and let’s see your face. Do
-you know a parlour-trick called thought-reading? I’m going to tell you
-what you’ve been thinking about. You expected me to come round that
-corner on my bike; and from behind the wall you were going to fire
-point-blank at me. Not at all a bad idea. There was the homicidal
-lunatic, you thought, loose in the woods, and my death would have been
-put down to him.... But you would have been hanged for it all the same,
-because he was taken nearly an hour ago without firing a shot. So I’ve
-saved you from the gallows. Good idea of yours, but it had a flaw in
-it.”
-
-Colin came a step nearer his brother, his eyes dancing.
-
-“Raymond, I can’t resist it,” he said. “You’ve got to stand quite still,
-while I smack your filthy face just once, hard. It’ll hurt you, I’m
-afraid, but you’ve just got to bear it. If you resist in any way, I
-shall tell my father exactly what has happened this morning as soon as I
-get in. I shall tell him at lunch before Violet and the servants. I may
-settle to tell him in any case; that depends on how our talk goes off.
-But if you don’t stand still like a good boy, I shall certainly tell
-him. Now! Shut your eyes and see what I’ll give you.... There! It quite
-stung my fingers, so I’m sure it stung your face. Sit down; no, I think
-you look nicer standing. Let me think a moment.”
-
-Colin lit another cigarette, and stared at his brother as he smoked it.
-
-“You’ve been wise about one thing,” he said, “in not attempting to deny
-the truth of my pretty thought-reading. You’re beaten, you see; you
-daren’t deny it. You’re a whipped cur, who daren’t even growl. Lucky for
-you that you’re such a coward.... Now, I’ve settled what to do with you.
-As soon as we get in, you shall write out for me a confession. You shall
-say that you intended to shoot me, and put down quite shortly and
-clearly what your plan was. You shall sign, and my father and I will
-sign it as witnesses. He shan’t read it; I will tell him that it is a
-private friendly little matter between you and me, and we just want his
-signature.
-
-“I’m devilish good to you, you know; it’s lucky that that affair about
-my revolver-cartridges amused me; that, and smacking your face. Then I
-shall send your confession to my bank, to be kept unopened there, except
-in case of my death, in which case it is to be sent to my father.
-That’ll keep you in order, you see. You won’t dare to make any other
-attempt on my life, because if it were successful, it would be known
-that you had tried to kill me before, and that would be a suspicious
-circumstance. How’s your face?... Answer, can’t you?”
-
-“It’s all right,” said Raymond.
-
-“Good Lord, I don’t want to know about your face. What do you say to my
-proposal? The alternative is that I tell my father and Violet all about
-it. I rather fancy--correct me if I am wrong--that he will believe me.
-Shocking affair, but true. Answer.”
-
-“I accept it,” said Raymond.
-
-“Of course you do. Now pick up your gun. Did you have good sport with
-the pigeons? Answer pleasantly.”
-
-“I got about forty,” said Raymond.
-
-“And you hoped to get one more at that corner, didn’t you?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Damned rude of you to call me a pigeon. I’ll pay you out for that.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Philip was out on the terrace when the two boys came in. Colin took
-Raymond’s arm affectionately when he saw him.
-
-“Hullo, father,” he said. “We’ve had such a ripping morning. I won my
-match, and Raymond downed forty pigeons, and they’ve caught the madman.
-Oh, my bicycle punctured, by the way, but that was a blessing in
-disguise, for I had a jolly walk through the Old Park, and found
-Raymond. We’ve had a nice talk, too, and we want you to witness
-something for us after lunch.”
-
-“What’s that?” said Philip.
-
-“Oh, just a private little arrangement that only concerns us.... Shan’t
-we show it father, Ray?”
-
-“Oh, I think not,” said he.
-
-Colin raised his eyebrows as he met his father’s glance. “All right,” he
-said. “Just as you like.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-
-Colin was lying on the beach of the men’s bathing-place at Capri after
-an hour’s swim. A great wave of heat had swept over Europe, and now,
-though it was late in October, the conditions of summer still prevailed.
-It might have been June still, and he here with his father, quietly
-making the plans that had turned out so well. On this beach it was that
-he lay, pondering his reply to Violet’s letter which told him she was
-engaged to Raymond. He had thought out his reply here, that
-congratulatory reply, saying how delightful her news was, and as for
-feeling hurt.... That had been a thorn to Violet, which had pricked and
-stung her, as she had confessed. She had confessed it to him between
-dusk and dawn on their marriage-night.
-
-He knew all about it; that casual kiss in the dusk of the yew-hedge the
-night before he and his father left for Italy had begun it; his
-indifference to her had made her ache, and his arrival back in England
-had made the ache intolerable. To be mistress at Stanier had become
-worthless to her, and to reward her sense of its worthlessness, had come
-the news that she would not be that only....
-
-Colin stirred his sun-stained body to get a fresh bed of hot sand and
-pebbles for his back. He had absorbed the heat of those on which he had
-been lying, but a little kneading movement of his elbow brought him on
-to another baked patch. That was gloriously hot; it made him pant with
-pleasure, as he anticipated one more cool rush into the sea. He purred
-and thought of the lovely days that had passed, of the lovely day that
-was here, of the lovely days that awaited him. Quite methodically, he
-began at the beginning.
-
-Violet and he had been married in the first week of October, on the
-very day indeed that had been arranged for her marriage with Raymond.
-There was a suave brutality about that; he had made Raymond, under some
-slight hint of pressure, advocate it. Raymond (under that same hint) had
-become marvellously agreeable; he had been almost sentimental and had
-urged Violet to be married on that day. He himself would be best man, if
-Colin would allow him, instead of being bridegroom. Her happiness, it
-appeared, was of greater import to him than his own.
-
-Little conversations with Colin in the smoking-room, before Colin went
-up to say good-night to Violet, were responsible for this Scotch
-sentimentality. Raymond had been quite like a noble character in a
-sloshy play. He had understood and entered into the situation; he had
-given up without bitterness; he had rejoiced at his brother’s happiness
-and had been best man. The happy pair had left that afternoon for Italy.
-
-The attitude which he had forced on Raymond gave Colin the most intense
-satisfaction. He had been made to appear to be affectionate and loving,
-high-minded and altruistic, and Colin knew what wormwood that must be to
-him. It was tiresome enough, as he knew from his experience of the last
-fortnight, to be supposed to love when you only liked, but how
-infinitely more galling it must be to be supposed to love when you
-hated. But he did Raymond justice; a mere hint at publicity for that
-paper which lay at his bankers together with his mother’s letters and
-that confirmatory line from Uncle Salvatore, produced wonderful results.
-Raymond could be bridled now with a single silken thread.
-
-Colin’s thought turned over that leaf of the past, and pored over the
-present--this delightful, actual present. There was the sun baking his
-chest and legs, and the hot sand and pebbles warm to his back, while the
-cool, clear sea awaited him when the rapture of heat became no longer
-bearable. Violet had not come down with him to-day. She had taken to the
-rather more sophisticated bathing establishment at the Marina, where
-more complete bathing-dresses were worn, and men did not dress and
-undress in the full eye of day. Colin quite agreed with her that the
-Marina was more suitable for her; this bay was really the men’s
-bathing-place and though women could come here if they chose, they were
-rather apt to be embarrassing and embarrassed. She would find the huts
-at the Marina more satisfactory and still more satisfactory to him was
-to be rid of her for a few hours.
-
-There was a stern, pitiless insistency about love which bored him. He
-could not be quite tranquil when, from moment to moment, he had to make
-some kind of response. A glance or a smile served the purpose, but when
-Violet was there he had, unless he betrayed himself, always to be on the
-look out. This love was a foreign language to him, and he must attend,
-if he were to reply intelligently. He liked her, liked her quite
-immensely, but that which was a tireless instinct to her was to him a
-mental effort. It was no effort, on the other hand, to be with Raymond,
-for there his instinct of hatred functioned flawlessly and
-automatically.
-
-Colin turned over that page of the present, and cast his eyes over the
-future. At the first glance all seemed prosperous there. His father had
-aged considerably during the last few months, and just before their
-marriage had had a rather alarming attack of vertigo, when, after a hot
-game of tennis, he had gone down with Colin to the bathing-pool to swim
-himself cool. The boy had not been the least frightened; he had brought
-his father to land without difficulty, and on his own responsibility had
-telephoned for his father’s doctor to come down to Stanier. The report
-had been quite reassuring, but a man who had left his sixtieth birthday
-behind him must not over-exert himself at tennis and then bathe. Nature,
-the wise old nurse, protested.
-
-This suggested eventualities for the future; no doubt his father would
-now be more prudent and enjoy a long ripe old age. Colin quite
-acquiesced; his father had been so consistently good to him that he
-scarcely felt any impatience about that. But what this morning occupied
-him with regard to the future was the idea, not of his father’s death,
-but of Raymond’s. In this uncertain world accidents or illness might
-carry off even the strongest and sulkiest, and he himself would then be
-in a very odd position. Supposing (as was natural) his father died
-first, Raymond (on the strong case that could be built on the evidence
-of his mother’s letter to Salvatore and the erasure in the Consulate
-archives), would, no doubt, be incontinently “hoofed out” of his
-promised land, and Violet be in possession, with him as husband to the
-owner. But if Raymond died first, Colin by his juggling would merely
-have robbed himself of the birthright which would be rightfully his. It
-had been a great stroke to provide at his father’s death for Raymond’s
-penniless illegitimacy, and, by himself marrying Violet, to submerge his
-own. Not possibly could he have provided for the eventuality of
-Raymond’s pre-deceasing his father as well, but now that he had married
-Violet it was worth while brooding and meditating over the other.
-Something might conceivably be done, if Raymond died first, though he
-could not as yet fashion the manner of it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The morning had sped by all too quickly, and by now the other bathers
-had gone and the beach was empty, and Colin plunged once more into that
-beloved sea. The cool, brisk welcome of it encompassed him, its vigour
-seemed to penetrate his very marrow and brain with its incomparable
-refreshment, and he began to think of this problem with a magical
-lucidity....
-
-Colin regretfully left the water and put his clothes into the boat in
-which he had been rowed round from the Marina, meaning to dress on the
-way there. Young Antonio, the son of Giacomo, Philip’s old boatman, had
-brought him round here, and was now asleep in a strip of shadow at the
-top of the beach, waiting till Colin was ready to return. There he lay,
-with his shirt open at the neck and a carnation perched behind his ear,
-lithe and relaxed like some splendid young Faun. The boy’s mouth smiled
-as he slept.
-
-Was he dreaming, thought Colin, of some amorous adventure proper to his
-age and beauty? His black hair grew low on his forehead, the black
-lashes swept his smooth, brown cheek; it seemed a pity to awake him, and
-for a minute or two Colin studied his face. Violet before now had
-remarked on his extraordinary resemblance, except in point of colouring,
-to Colin, and he wondered if, through his noble Viagi blood, they were
-related. He liked to think he resembled this merry Nino; he would almost
-have been willing to give him his blueness of eye and golden hair, and
-take in exchange that glossy black, which caught the tints of the sky
-among its curls.
-
-Then Nino stirred, stretched a lazy arm and found his hand resting on
-Colin’s shoulder. At that he sprang up.
-
-“Ah, pardon, signor,” he said. “I slept. You have not been waiting?”
-
-Colin had picked up Italian with great ease and quickness; it came
-naturally to his tongue.
-
-“I’ve been watching you smiling as you slept, Nino,” he said. “What have
-you been dreaming about?”
-
-Nino laughed. “And if I was not dreaming of the signorino himself,” he
-cried.
-
-“What about me?” demanded Colin.
-
-“Oh, just a pack of nonsense,” he said. “We were in the boat, and it
-moved of itself without my rowing, and together we sat in the stern, and
-I was telling you the stories of the island. You have heard the most of
-them, I think, by now.... Are you not going to dress?”
-
-“I’ll dress in the boat,” said Colin. “But there’s that story of Tiberio
-which you wouldn’t tell me when the signora was with us.”
-
-“Indeed a story of Tiberio is not fit for the signora. A fat, bald old
-man was Tiberio; and as ugly as a German. Seven palaces he had on Capri;
-there was one here, and so shameful were the things done in it that, so
-the priests say, the sea rose and swallowed it. But I do not know that
-the priests are right. They say that, do you think, signor, to frighten
-us from the wickedness of Tiberio? And one day Tiberio saw--_scusi,
-signor_....”
-
-How attractive was the pagan gaiety of these young islanders! They
-believed in sunshine and wine and amusement, and a very good creed it
-was. They took all things lightly, except the scirocco. Love was a
-pleasant pastime, an affair of eager eyes and a kiss and a smile at
-parting, for had he not seen Nino himself in a corner of the piazza
-yesterday making signals to his girl (or one of them), and then
-strolling off in the warm dark? They were quite without any moral sense,
-but it was ludicrous to call that wicked. Pleasure sanctified all they
-did; they gave it and took it, and slept it off, and sought it again.
-How different from the bleak and solemn Northerners!
-
-Imagine, mused Colin, as this really unspeakable history of Tiberio
-gaily unfolded itself, encouraging a gardener’s boy to regale you with
-bawdy tales. How he would snigger over the indecency, thus making it
-indecent; how heavy and dreary it would all be! But here was Nino with
-his dancing eyes and his laughing mouth and his “_scusi, signor,_” and
-all was well. These fellows had charm and breeding for their birthright,
-and, somehow, minds which vice did not sully.
-
-The end of the story was rapidly told, with gestures to help out the
-meanings of recondite words, for they were approaching the Marina, and
-Colin’s signora was waiting for him there, as Nino had already seen with
-a backward glance.... An amazing moral was tacked on the conclusion of
-those dreadful doings of Tiberio, for when Tiberio died, God permitted
-the devil to torture him from morning to night as the anniversary of
-that orgy came round.
-
-“But that’s not likely, Nino,” said Colin, deeply interested. “If
-Tiberio were so wicked, the devil would not want to torture him. He
-would be the devil’s dear friend.”
-
-Nino took both oars in one hand for a second and crossed himself.
-
-“What do you do that for, Nino?” asked Colin.
-
-“It is safer,” said Nino. “Who knows where the devil is?”
-
-Colin made an admirably apposite remark: a thing that Neapolitans said,
-so Mr. Cecil had told him, when they found themselves talking about the
-devil, and Nino was duly appreciative.
-
-“That is good!” said he. “That muddles him up.... Yes, signor, it is as
-you say. If Tiberio were very wicked, he and the devil would be very
-good friends. Do you believe in the devil, signor, in England?”
-
-“We’re not quite sure. And in Capri, Nino?”
-
-“Not when the sky is blue, like ... like the signor’s eyes,” said Nino.
-“But when there is scirocco, we are not so certain.”
-
-The prow of the boat hissed and was quenched against the sandy beach.
-There, under the awning of the stabilimento, was Violet, rather fussed
-at the leisurely progress of Colin’s boat, for in two minutes more the
-funicular would start, and if they missed that there was the dusty drive
-up to the town.
-
-“Quick, darling, quick,” she called out. “We have only a couple of
-minutes.”
-
-“Oh, don’t fuss,” said he. “Run on, if you want to. Nino and I are
-talking folk-lore.”
-
-He felt in his pockets and spoke in Italian again.
-
-“Nino, I haven’t got a single penny,” he said, “to pay you for your
-boat. If you are in the town to-night, come to the villa and I will pay
-you. If not, to-morrow. I shall want your boat again at ten.”
-
-“_Sicuro!_” said the boy. “_Buon appetit._”
-
-He stepped into the water and held out his bare arm like a rail for
-Colin to lean on as he jumped on to the beach.
-
-“Thanks,” he said. “Same to you, Nino. Villa Stanier; you know.”
-
-Violet was waiting at the edge of the beach. The midday steamer had just
-come in from Naples, and now there was no need to hurry, for the
-funicular would certainly wait for the passengers who were landing in
-small boats at the quay.
-
-“Nice bathe, darling?” she said as Colin joined her.
-
-Colin found himself mildly irritated by her always saying “darling.” She
-could not speak to him without that adjunct, which might surely be taken
-for granted.
-
-“Yes, darling,” he said. “Lovely bathe, darling. And you, darling?”
-
-There was certainly an obtuseness about Violet which had not been hers
-in the old days. She seemed to perceive no impression of banter, however
-good-natured, in this repetition. Instead, that slight flush, which
-Colin now knew so well, spread over her face.
-
-“Yes, darling, the water was lovely,” she said. “Like warm silk.”
-
-“Ugh!” said Colin. “Fancy swimming about in silk. What horrible ideas
-you have.”
-
-“Don’t be so literal,” said she. “Just a silky feeling. Look at these
-boat-loads of people. Aren’t they queer? That little round red one, like
-a tomato, just getting out.”
-
-Colin followed her glance; there was no doubt whom she meant, for the
-description was exactly apt. But even as he grinned at the vividness of
-her vegetable simile, a sense of recognition twanged at his memory. The
-past, which he had thought over this morning, was sharply recalled, and
-somehow, somehow, the future entered into it.
-
-“Why, that’s Mr. Cecil,” he said, “the Consul at Naples. You must know
-him, Vi.”
-
-Mr. Cecil greeted Colin with welcome and deference. Consular business
-had brought him to Capri; he had no idea that Mr. Stanier was here. Was
-Lord Yardley here also?
-
-“No, but somebody much more important,” laughed Colin. “My wife--we’re
-on our honeymoon. Violet, this is Mr. Cecil, who was so kind to me when
-I was here last. Mr. Cecil’s our Consul at Naples.”
-
-It was natural that Mr. Cecil should have his lunch with them, though he
-pleaded shortness of time. He was going back by the afternoon boat.
-
-“But you clearly must have lunch somewhere,” said Colin, “and we’ll give
-you a very bad one probably, but a quick one if you are in a hurry. Ah,
-that’s delightful of you.”
-
-Colin was hugely cordial, exerting the utmost of his charm. He even
-curtailed his siesta in order to walk down with his visitor to the
-Consular office in the town, and gratefully promised, on behalf of
-Violet and himself, to spend the night at his house on their way back to
-England. He wanted that; he had made up his mind to get that invitation,
-for it formed part of the plan which had come to him in his final swim
-that morning, before he got into Nino’s boat and heard that horrible
-scandal concerning Tiberio. He wanted Violet to pass the night at the
-Consulate. There might arise emergencies which would render that
-convenient.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was like her to have waited for his return instead of going to her
-room for the afternoon sleep, and there she was under the pergola where
-they had lunched at the far end of the garden. She was sitting with her
-back to the garden-door and did not see him enter, and, quick as a
-lizard and as silent-footed, Colin tip-toed into the house. If she saw
-him, she would discuss Mr. Cecil, she would linger in the garden, and,
-as likely as not, linger in his room, and he wanted his nap. If she
-chose to sit out under the pergola, it was no business of his; there was
-no proof after all that she was waiting for his return. Another day he
-would take a sandwich down to the bathing place, and, like Nino, have
-his siesta in some strip of shade down there, where no one would disturb
-him or wait for him or want to talk with him. Violet was a dear; it was
-hardly possible to have too much of her, but just now and then it was
-nice to have no one watching you and loving you.
-
-A couple of hours later he strolled, still coatless, into the great cool
-sitting-room; she was already there, waiting to make tea for him.
-
-“I never heard you come in, darling,” she said. “I was waiting for your
-return in the pergola, and then eventually I came in and peeped into
-your room, and there you were fast asleep.”
-
-“Funny I shouldn’t have seen you,” said Colin. “I just went down with
-Mr. Cecil to the piazza, and was back in less than half-an-hour. I adore
-Mr. Cecil, he enjoys himself so much, and drinks such a lot of wine. A
-gay dog!”
-
-“Oh, I thought he was a dreadful little man,” said Violet.
-
-“You’re too refined,” said Colin. “You don’t like little red bounders.
-By the way, I’ve solemnly promised him that you and I will spend the
-night at his house in Naples on our way home.”
-
-“Darling, how could you?” asked Violet.
-
-“To please him. He thinks you’re marvellous, by the way. Don’t elope
-with him, Vi. Besides it’s a good thing to be friends with a Consul. He
-reserves carriages and oils the wheels of travel.”
-
-“Colin, you’re full of surprises,” said she. “I should have thought Mr.
-Cecil was the very type of man you would have found intolerable.”
-
-Colin laughed. “You don’t allow for my Viagi blood,” he said. “The
-bounding Viagi blood. Shouldn’t I love to see you and Uncle Salvatore
-together! Now what shall we do? Let’s go for an enormous walk till
-dinner-time.”
-
-She came behind him and stroked the short hair at the back of his neck.
-
-“Darling, would you mind if I didn’t come all the way?” she asked. “I’m
-rather tired; I had a long swim this morning. I’ll start with you, and
-make myself comfortable and wait for you to come back.”
-
-“Don’t come at all, Vi, if you’re tired,” he said. “I can’t have you
-tired. And then if you sit down and wait for me, I shall feel you’re
-waiting, and hurry in consequence. Besides, I shall have to come back
-the same way.”
-
-“Then I’ll certainly come with you all the way,” said she. “It’s more
-laziness with me than tiredness.”
-
-Colin moved his head out of reach of the caressing fingers as if by
-accident.
-
-“You tickle me,” he said. “And if you’re obstinate, I shan’t go for a
-walk at all, and I shall get fat like Mr. Cecil. Stop at home and be
-lazy for once, Vi.”
-
-Colin, as usual, had his own way, and managed in his inimitable manner
-to convey the impression that he was very unselfish in foregoing her
-companionship. He established her with a book and a long chair, and,
-greatly to his own content, went off alone up the steep hillside of
-Monte Solaro. It was but a parody of a path that lay through the dense
-bush of aspen and arbutus that clothed the slopes, and he would have had
-to keep holding the stiff elastic shoots back for Violet to pass, to
-have tarried and dawdled for her less vigorous ascent, had she come with
-him. But now, having only his own pace to suit, he soon emerged above
-this belt of woodland that buzzed with flies in a hot, stagnant air, and
-came to the open uplands that stretched to the summit.
-
-The September rains and the thick dews of October had refreshed the
-drought of the summer, and, as if spring were here already, the dried
-and yellow grasses, tall and seeding, stood grounded in a new velvet of
-young growth, and tawny autumn lilies reared their powdered stamens
-laden with pollen. Still upwards he passed, and the air was cooler, and
-a wind spiced with long travel over the sea, blew lightly but steadily
-from the north-west. Presently he had reached the top; all the island
-lay at his feet, and the peaks of the nearer mainland were below him,
-too, floating, promontory after promontory, on the molten rim of the
-sea. Far away to the west, like the shadow of a cloud, he could just
-descry the coast of Corsica; all the world and the glory of the sea lay
-at his feet, and how he lusted for it! What worship and fealty was he
-not ready to give for the possession and enjoyment of it?
-
-There was no crime, thought Colin, that he would not commit if by that
-the flame of life burned brighter; he would do a child to death or rob a
-sacristy of its holy vessels, or emulate the deeds of Tiberius to feed
-that flame ... and he laughed to himself thinking of the amazing history
-told by Nino with the black eyes and laughing mouth. Surely Tiberius
-must have made an alliance and a love-match with evil itself, such gusto
-did he put into his misdeeds. In this connection the thought of the
-family legend occurred to him. Dead as the story was, belonging to the
-mists of mediævalism, you could not be a Stanier without some feeling of
-proprietorship in it.
-
-Naturally, it was up to anybody to make a bargain for his soul with the
-devil if he believed in the existence of such things as devils or souls,
-and certainly for generations, when sons of his house came of age, they
-had either abjured their original benefactor or made alliance with him.
-Of course, they had really made their choice already, but it was quaint
-and picturesque to ratify it like that.... But for generations now that
-pleasant piece of ritual had dropped into misuse: it would be rather
-jolly, mused Colin, when he came of age next March, to renew it.
-
-The edges of his thoughts lost their sharpness, even as the far-off
-capes and headlands below melted into the blue field of sea and sky, and
-as he lay in the little sheltered hollow which he had found at the very
-summit of the peak, they merged into a blurred panorama of sensation.
-His life hitherto, with its schemings and acquirings, became of one
-plane with the future and all that he meant the future to bring him; he
-saw it as a whole, and found it exquisitely good. Soon now he must
-return to the love that awaited him in the villa, and before many days
-now he must go back to England; a night at the Consulate first with
-Violet, and then just a waiting on events till his father’s death or
-Raymond’s.... His eyelids dropped, the wind rustled drowsily in his
-ears....
-
-Colin sat up with a start; he had not been conscious of having gone to
-sleep, but now, wide-awake again, it certainly seemed as if his brain
-recorded other impressions than those of this empty eminence. Had there
-been some one standing by him, or was it only the black shadow of that
-solitary pine which his drowsiness had construed into the figure of a
-man? And had there been talking going on, or was it only the whisper of
-the wind in the dried grasses which sounded in his ears? In any case, it
-was time to go, for the sun had declined westwards, and, losing the
-flames and rays of its heat, was already become but a glowing molten
-ball close above the sea. How strangely the various states of
-consciousness melted into each other, though the sense of identity
-persisted. Whatever happened that remained....
-
- * * * * *
-
-At the corner of the garden, perched on the wall which ran alongside the
-steep footpath up from the town, was a little paved platform, where they
-often sat after dinner. There had been a letter for Colin from his
-father which had arrived during his walk, and now, holding it close to
-his eyes to catch the last of the swiftly-fading light, he communicated
-pieces of its contents to Violet.
-
-“Raymond’s gone back to Cambridge,” he said. “Father seems reconciled to
-his absence. That’s funny now; there’s my elder brother an undergraduate
-and me a married man and not of age yet. It was touch and go whether it
-wasn’t the other way about, Vi.”
-
-“Oh, don’t, Colin!” said she. “I can’t bear to think of it.”
-
-“But you did think of it. Wasn’t that a nice surprise for you when I
-told you that to marry me didn’t mean giving up Stanier? That made all
-the difference.”
-
-She came close to him. “Colin, don’t be such a brute,” she said.
-“There’s just one thing you mustn’t jest about and that’s my love for
-you. I wish almost I wasn’t going to get Stanier in order to show you.
-Don’t jest about it.”
-
-“I won’t then. Serious matter! But don’t you jest about getting Stanier.
-Vi, if you would move your head an inch I should get more light.”
-
-“What else does he say?” she asked.
-
-Colin ran his eyes down the page. “Lots of affection,” he said. “He
-wants us back. Uncle Ronald’s down at Stanier, and Aunt Hester. Then
-some more affection. Oh, he has had another little attack of giddiness,
-nothing to worry about. So we won’t worry. And Aunt Hester’s going off a
-bit, apparently, getting to repeat herself, father says. And then some
-more affection.”
-
-Colin lit a match for his cigarette, disclosing a merry face that swam
-before Violet’s eyes after the darkness had closed on it again.
-
-“That’s so like old people,” he said. “Aunt Hester wrote to me the other
-day saying she was quite shocked to see how slowly my father walked.
-She’s quite fond of him, but somehow it gives old people a little secret
-satisfaction to look for signs of breaking up in each other.”
-
-“Colin, you’ve got a cruel eye sometimes,” said Violet.
-
-“Not in the least; only a clear one. And then there’s father saying that
-Aunt Hester is beginning to repeat herself, and in the same dip of the
-pen he repeats himself for the third time, sending us his love.”
-
-Violet gave a quick little sigh. “At the risk of repeating myself, you
-really are cruel,” she said. “When you love, you have to say it again
-and again. You might as well say that if you’re hungry you mustn’t ask
-for something to eat, because you ate something yesterday.... It’s a
-permanent need of life. I hope you don’t think I’m breaking up because I
-have told you more than once that I rather like you.”
-
-“Poor Vi! Sadly changed!” said Colin, teasing her.
-
-“I have changed,” she said, “but not sadly. We’re both changed, you
-know, Colin. A year ago we no more thought of falling in love with each
-other than of killing each other. But I don’t call the change sad.”
-
-Colin felt extremely amiable this evening, pleasantly fatigued by his
-walk, and pleasantly exhilarated by his dinner, but he had to stir up
-his brains to find a suitable reply. There was the unfair part of it;
-Violet talked on this topic without effort; indeed, it was an effort for
-her not to, whereas he had to think....
-
-“But you call it serious,” he said. “I mustn’t laugh about it, and I
-mustn’t weep. What am I to do?”
-
-“Nothing, darling. I want you just to be.”
-
-He determined not to let his amiability be ruffled.
-
-“I certainly intend to ‘be’ as long as ever I can,” he said. “I love
-being. It’s wonderfully agreeable to be. And I would much sooner be here
-than at Cambridge with Raymond.”
-
-“Ah, poor Raymond!” said Violet.
-
-That exasperated Colin; to pity or to like Raymond appeared to him a sin
-against hate.
-
-“My dear, how can you talk such nonsense?” he said. “That’s pure
-sentimentality, Vi, born of the dark and the stars. You don’t really
-pity Raymond any more than I do, and I’m sure I don’t. I hate him; I
-always have, and I don’t pretend otherwise. Why, just now you were
-telling me not to mention him, and two minutes afterwards you are
-saying, ‘Poor Raymond.’”
-
-“You were reminding me of what might have happened,” she said. “It was
-that I could not bear to think of. But I can be sorry for Raymond. After
-all, he took it very well when Uncle Philip told him what we were going
-to do. I believe he wanted me to be happy in spite of himself.”
-
-This was too much for Colin; the temptation to stop Violet indulging in
-any further sympathy with Raymond was irresistible. She should know
-about Raymond, and hate him as he himself did. He had promised Raymond
-not to tell his father of a certain morning in the Old Park, but he had
-never promised not to tell Violet. Why he had not already done so he
-hardly knew; perhaps he was keeping it for some specially suitable
-occasion, such as the present moment.
-
-“He wanted you to be happy, did he?” he exclaimed. “Do you really think
-that? If so, you won’t think it much longer. Now, do you remember the
-morning when there was an escaped lunatic in the park?”
-
-“Yes,” said she.
-
-“Raymond went out shooting pigeons, and I played golf. My bicycle
-punctured, and I walked home through the Old Park. There I found Raymond
-crouching behind the wall meaning to shoot me as I came round that sharp
-corner of the road. I came close up behind him while he watched for me
-by the rhododendrons, and, oh Lord! we had a scene! Absolutely
-scrumptious! There was I covering him with my revolver, which, all the
-time, hadn’t got a cartridge in it, and I made him confess what he was
-up to....”
-
-“Stop, Colin; it’s not true!” cried she.
-
-“It is true. He confessed it, and wrote it all down, and father and I
-witnessed it; and he signed it, and it’s at my bank now. Perhaps he
-thought you would be happier with him than me, and so from unselfish
-notions he had better fire a barrel of Number Five full in my face. All
-for your sake, Violet! My word, what unutterable bunkum!”
-
-His hate had submerged him now; that final bitter ejaculation showed it
-clearly enough, and it pierced Violet like some metallic stab. He had no
-vestige of consideration for her, no faintest appreciation of the horror
-of his stinging narrative, which pealed out with some hellish sort of
-gaiety. She could not speak; she could only crouch and shudder.
-
-Colin got up, scintillating with satisfaction. “I promised him not to
-tell father,” he said, “which was an act of great clemency. Perhaps it
-will be too great some day and I shall. And I didn’t distinctly mean to
-tell you, but you really forced me to when your heart began bleeding
-for that swine, and saying he wanted to make you happy. Come, Vi, buck
-up! Raymond didn’t get me. It was clever of him, by the way, to see his
-opportunity when the looney was loose. I rather respected that. Let’s go
-indoors and have our piquet.”
-
-She got up in silence, just pressed his arm, and went up the gravelled
-path towards the house. Colin was about to follow when, looking over the
-garden-wall, he saw Nino’s figure coming up the path, and remembered he
-had told him that, if he were in the town, he might come up to the
-villa, and receive the liras he was owed for his boat this morning.
-
-Instantly the picture of sitting with Nino out here in the dusk, with a
-bottle of wine between them, presented itself. Gay and garrulous would
-Nino be, that bright-eyed, laughing Faun, more Faun-like than ever at
-night, with Tiberian or more modern tales and wonderful gesticulations.
-That would be a welcome relaxation after this tragic, irritating talk
-with Violet; he was much more attuned to Nino’s philosophy. Indoors
-there would be a game of piquet with those foolish pasteboard
-counterfeits of kings and queens and knaves, and five liras as the
-result of all that dealing and meditation and exchange of cards. That
-knave Nino would be far more amusing.... And even piquet was not the
-worst of the tedium he would find indoors. There was Violet, clearly
-very much upset by his tale; she would be full of yearnings and
-squeezings and emotional spasms. To-morrow she would be more herself
-again, and would bring a lighter touch to life than she would be
-disposed to give it to-night. He really could not spend the evening with
-Violet if it could possibly be avoided.
-
-He called in a low voice to Nino:
-
-“Signor!” said Nino, with gay, upturned face.
-
-“Wait ten minutes, Nino,” he whispered. “If I don’t come out again, you
-must go. I shall want your boat to-morrow morning. But wait ten
-minutes, and then, perhaps, I shall be able to give you a glass of wine
-and hear more stories, if you have half an hour to spare.”
-
-“_Si_, signor,” whispered Nino, pleased at this mystification and
-intrigue.
-
-Colin followed quickly after Violet. She was in the big studio, where a
-cardtable was laid, walking up and down still horrified and agitated.
-She placed her hands on Colin’s shoulders and dropped her head there. It
-required all his self-control not to jerk himself free.
-
-“Oh, Colin!” she said. “The horror of it. How can I ever speak to
-Raymond again? I wish you hadn’t told me.”
-
-There was blame in this, but he waived his resentment at that for the
-present.
-
-“I wish I hadn’t indeed, darling,” he said, “if it’s disturbed you so
-much, and I’m afraid it has. Go to bed now; you look awfully tired; we
-won’t have our piquet to-night. We shall neither of us attend.”
-
-“It’s all so terrible,” she said. “Supposing your bicycle hadn’t
-punctured?”
-
-He laughed. “I remember I was annoyed when it happened, but it was a
-blessing after all,” he said. “The point that concerns us is that it
-did, and another point is that you’re not to sit up any longer.”
-
-“But you’d like a game,” she said. “What will you do with yourself?”
-
-Colin knew his power very well. He turned, drawing one of her hands that
-rested on his shoulder round his neck.
-
-“The first thing I shall do with myself is to take you to your room,” he
-said, “and say good-night to you. The second is to sit up for another
-half-hour and think about you. The third to look in on tiptoe and see
-that you’re asleep. The fourth, which I hope won’t happen, is to be very
-cross with you if you’re not. Now, I’m not going to argue, darling.”
-
-The ten minutes were passing, and without another word he marched her
-to her room, she leaning on him with that soft, feminine, clinging
-touch, and closed her Venetian shutters for her, leaving the windows
-wide.
-
-“Now promise me you’ll go to sleep,” he said. “Put it all out of your
-mind. Raymond’s at Cambridge. You’ve got not to think about him; I
-don’t. Good-night, Vi!”
-
-At the door he paused a moment, wondering if she had heard him speak to
-Nino over the wall. In case she had, it were better to conceal nothing.
-
-“I’m just going downstairs to give Nino what I owe him for his boat this
-morning,” he said. “I told him to come up for it. I shall just peep in
-on you, Vi, when I go to bed. If you aren’t asleep, I shall be vexed.
-Good-night, darling!”
-
-Colin went downstairs again and opened the garden door into the road.
-There was Nino sitting on the step outside. He beckoned him in and shut
-the door behind him.
-
-“Come and have a glass of wine, Nino,” he said. “Come quietly, the
-signora has gone to bed.”
-
-He led the way into the dining-room, and brought out a bottle of wine.
-
-“There, sit down,” he said softly. “Cigarettes? Wine? Now for another of
-your histories only fit for boys to hear, not women. So Tiberius had
-supper with a gilded girl to wait on him, and a gilded boy to give him
-wine. And what then?”
-
-The atrocious tale shocked nobody; this bright-eyed Nino was just a Faun
-with the candour of the woodland and the southern night for conscience.
-In face and limb and speech he was human, but not of the humanity which
-wrestles with evil and distrusts joy. And just as Colin knew himself to
-be, except in his northern colouring, another Nino in bodily form, so,
-in a resemblance more remarkable yet, he recognised his spiritual
-kinship with this incandescent young pagan. Violet, he thought, had once
-been like that, but this love had come which in some way had altered
-her, giving her a mysterious fatiguing depth, a dim, tiresome profundity
-into which she seemed to want to drag him too. All her charm, her
-beauty, were hers still, but they had got tinged and stained with this
-tedious gravity. She had lost the adorable soullessness, which knew no
-instinct beyond its own desire, and on which no frost of chill morality
-had ever fallen....
-
-Colin had been hospitable towards Nino’s glass; the boy was becoming
-Faun and Bacchant in one; he ought to have had a wreath of vine-leaves
-in his hair. It amused Colin to see how gracefully intoxication gained
-on him; there would be no sort of _vin triste_ about Nino, only a
-livelier gesticulation to help out the difficulties of pronunciation.
-
-“And then the melancholy seized Tiberius,” said Nino with a great
-hiccup, “for all that he had done, and it must be a foolish fellow,
-signor, who is melancholy for what he has done. I would be more likely
-to get the melancholy when I was old for the things I might have done
-and had not. And the signor is like me, I think. Ah, thank you, no more
-wine. I am already half tipsy. But it is very good wine.”
-
-“Talk yourself sober, then, Nino,” said Colin, filling his glass.
-
-“What, then, shall I tell you? All Capri is in love with the signora and
-you, some with one and some with the other. It was thought at first that
-you must be brother and sister, so like you are, and both golden. You
-were too young, they thought, to be married; it was playtime still with
-you.”
-
-“Are you going to marry, Nino?” asked Colin.
-
-“There is time yet. Presently perhaps. I do not reap in spring.”
-
-There spoke the Faun, the woodland, the drinker of sweet beverages, who
-drank with filled cup till the drink was done, and wiped his mouth and
-smiled and was off again. By a luxury in contrast, Colin envisaged
-Violet lying cool and white in the room above, sleeping, perhaps,
-already in answer to the suggestive influence of his wish, while he
-below breathed so much more freely in this atmosphere of Fauns, where
-nothing was wicked and nothing was holy, and love was not an affair of
-swimming eyes and solemn mouth. Love was a laugh.... Nino, the handsome
-boy, no longer existed for him in any personal manner. Nino was just
-part of the environment, a product and piece of the joyous paganism with
-which the night was thick. The pale-blue flower of the plumbago that
-clothed the southern wall of the house nodded in the open window-frame;
-the stir of the wind whispered; the star-light, with a moon lately
-risen, all strove to be realised, and, Nino seemed some kind of
-bilingual interpreter of them, no more than that, who, being boy, spoke
-with human voice, and, being Faun, spoke the language of Nature, cruel
-and kindly Nature, who loved joy and was utterly indifferent to sorrow.
-She went on her course with largesse for lovers and bankruptcy for the
-bilious and the puritan. She turned her face away from pain, and, with a
-thumb reversed, condemned it. She had no use for suffering or for the
-ugly. The bright-eyed and the joyful were her ministers, on whatever
-errand they came. Thought and tenderness and any aspiration after the
-spiritual were her foes, for in such ascetic fashion of living there was
-sorrow, there was fatigue and striving.
-
-Colin was at home here. Like a fish put back into water, after a panting
-excursion into a rarefied air, his gills expanded again, and drank in
-the tide.
-
-“And have you chosen your girl yet, Nino?” he asked.
-
-“_Dio!_ No. I am but twenty. Presently I will look about and find who is
-fat and has a good dowry. There is Seraphina Costi; she has an elder
-brother, but the inheritance will be hers. He passes for the son of
-Costi, but we all know he is no son of Costi. It was like this, Signor
-Colin....”
-
-“_Si_, Signor Nino,” said Colin.
-
-“_Scusi!_ But to me you are Signor Colin. No, with loving thanks, no
-more wine. My father says it is a waste to drink good wine when one is
-drunk. My father was boatman to your father before you and I were born.
-That is strange to think on; how the old oaks flourish and bear leaf
-still. Two stepmothers already have I had, and there may be a third yet.
-Have you stepmothers, signor? I would put all old women out of the way,
-and all old men. The world is for the young. Sometimes I think to
-myself, would it not be very easy to put my hands round my father’s
-neck, and squeeze and squeeze again, and wait till he was still, and
-then leave him thus and go to bed. They would find him there in the
-morning; perhaps I should be the first to find him, and it would be said
-that he had died in his chair, all cool and comfortable.”
-
-Colin was conscious of some rapturous surprise at himself in his
-appreciation of the evening as it was, compared with the evening as it
-might have been. Normally, he would have played a couple of games of
-piquet with Violet, and thereafter have drowsily rejoined her. There
-would have been whispers of love and then sleep, all that was already
-routine to him. Instead, he, through the medium of this wonderful Faun,
-was finding himself, and that was so much better than finding Violet.
-Nino, with those swift gesticulations, was shewing him not Nino, but
-himself. But by now the boy was getting extremely drunk--the vision was
-clouding over. There was time for just another question or two.
-
-“But aren’t you afraid of Satana?” asked Colin, “if you kill your
-father?”
-
-“Why should I be afraid? Satana is a good friend to me and I to him. Why
-should we fall out, he and I?”
-
-Those full eyelids drooped, and as, on this morning, the lashes swept
-the brown cheek.
-
-“Nino, you must go to bed,” said Colin.
-
-“_Si_, signor! But I doubt if I could carry myself down to the Marina
-to-night. I have the legs of the old woman, as I shall know when I come
-to stand up. May I sleep myself sober in your garden beside the cistern?
-It is the signor’s fault--_scusi_--that I am thus; my fault for taking,
-but his for giving.”
-
-Colin rapidly pondered this.... Should Violet be wakeful and open her
-Venetian blinds, she would surely see him there. He pointed to the sofa
-against the wall.
-
-“Lie down there, Nino,” he said, “and I will bring you a rug. You will
-be more comfortable than on the gravel. You must be off before dawn.
-Just wait a minute.”
-
-Colin kicked off his shoes, so as not to disturb Violet, ran upstairs
-and peeped into her room. There was silence and stillness there, and
-going into his dressing-room next door, he picked up a folded rug off
-his bed, and went downstairs with it. Nino was bowed over the table,
-helpless and inert, and Colin choked down a spasm of laughter within
-him.
-
-“Nino, wake up for one minute,” he said. “Put your arm round my neck and
-let me lay you down. Oh, do as I tell you, Nino!”
-
-Nino leaned his whole weight on Colin’s encircled neck, and was laid
-down on the sofa. Colin loosed the smart tie with which he had adorned
-himself for this visit to the villa, and unbuckled his leather belt, and
-taking out a ten lira note from his purse, he thrust it into Nino’s
-breast-pocket.
-
-“I’ve put ten liras in your pocket, Nino; don’t forget.”
-
-“But that is too much, signor,” murmured Nino with a guarding hand on
-his pocket.
-
-“Not for such an agreeable evening. Good-night; I shall want you and
-your boat again to-morrow morning.”
-
-“_Sicuro!_ _Felice notte_, signor.”
-
-Colin went up to bed with no desire for sleep, for his blood tingled and
-bubbled in his veins. He wished now, amusing though it had been, that he
-had not made Nino tipsy so soon, for he longed to continue holding up
-the mirror to himself. In that reflecting surface he could see much that
-he had only suspected in himself, and this Nino unwaveringly confirmed.
-Never, till Nino had so gaily asserted that he did not fear the devil,
-for the devil was his very good friend, had Colin so definitely realised
-that, whatever the truth about his Elizabethan ancestor might be, he had
-accepted the legend as his own experience.
-
-Twice before had some inkling of this come into his mind, once when
-lying here and listening to his father’s footfall on the terrace below
-he had realised that hate was as infinite as love, and once again this
-afternoon, when betwixt sleeping and waking on the top of Monte Solaro,
-he had received the impression of taking part in some dream-like
-colloquy. But on both these occasions he had but dealt in abstractions
-and imaginings, to-night Nino had shown him himself in the concrete. Ah,
-how good it was to be so well looked after, to have this superb youthful
-vitality, this rage for enjoyment; above all, never to be worried and
-perplexed by any conflict of motives; never to feel the faintest
-striving towards a catalogue of tedious aspirations. To take and never
-to give, to warm your hands at the glowing fires of hate and stoke those
-fires with the dry rubbish called love.... It was worth any price to
-secure immunity from these aches and pains of consciousness.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin announced to Violet his intention of taking his lunch down to the
-bathing-place next morning, and having his siesta there, and he saw with
-impatient amusement that she instantly put out of sight the fact that
-she would spend a solitary day and thought only of him.
-
-“That will be lovely for you,” she said. “You’ll get a long enough bathe
-for once, and not have to break it off to get back to lunch.”
-
-“And what will you do?” he asked.
-
-“Think of you enjoying yourself,” said she.
-
-Colin marvelled in silence. That was a good instance of the change in
-Violet; in the old days she would at the most have acquiesced, if
-argument were useless. Now the only argument that seemed to have any
-weight with her was his enjoyment. Anyhow they were at one about that.
-
-Colin spent a most satisfactory day. There was Nino waiting for him at
-the Marina rather heavy-eyed, but looking precisely as a Bacchant should
-after a characteristic night.
-
-“You were wonderfully drunk last night, Nino,” said Colin, as they
-pushed off over the waveless bay.
-
-Nino grinned. “_Molto, molto!_” he said cheerfully. “But I slept well,
-and I shall bathe, and then it will be as if I had drunk no more than a
-glass of water.”
-
-“And will you confess that to the priest?” asked Colin.
-
-“It may have gone from my mind,” said Nino. “God only remembers
-everything. And indeed I do not know much about last night, but that I
-enjoyed myself.”
-
-“That’s all that is worth remembering about anything,” remarked Colin.
-
-A long bathe followed, and a bask on the beach and again a bathe. Then
-came lunch, lying in a strip of shadow and stories from Nino, and sleep,
-and it was not till late in the afternoon that Colin found himself
-reluctantly loitering back to the villa where Violet awaited him. He
-beguiled himself with wondering what he would do if she were not there;
-if, as in some fairy-tale, she had disappeared leaving no trace behind.
-But hardly had he come within sight of the white garden wall when he saw
-her out on the balcony of his room. She waved at him, as if she had gone
-there to catch the first sight of him, and then disappeared. Next moment
-she was at the garden-gate, walking down to meet him. Was there news,
-perhaps from England. Raymond? His father?
-
-“What is it?” he asked, as he came within speaking distance. “Nothing
-wrong?” (“Nothing right?” would have expressed his thought more
-accurately.)
-
-“Nothing,” said she, “I only came to meet you. Nice day?”
-
-“Delicious. Long bathe, good lunch, long sleep. Stories from Nino.”
-
-Colin hesitated a moment. He was rather curious to see what Violet would
-think of last night.
-
-“Nino’s an amusing youth,” he said. “He came up here as I told you, for
-the money I owed him, and so I gave him a glass of wine, two in fact. He
-told me the most horrible tales about Tiberius and others, and then got
-frightfully drunk. He simply couldn’t walk, and slept on the sofa in the
-dining-room.”
-
-“Oh, Colin, how disgusting!” said she. “I hope you’ve said you don’t
-want his boat any more.”
-
-“I’ve said nothing of the kind. I want it every day.”
-
-Violet had nothing to say to this, and Colin felt his irritation at her
-rising.
-
-“Well, what is it?” he said. “Why shouldn’t Nino get drunk?”
-
-“But you shouldn’t have let him, Colin,” said she. “It’s coarse.”
-
-“But I come of a low family,” said he. “Viagi one side and Stanier on
-the other. How many generations of Staniers have got drunk most nights
-of their lives?”
-
-Violet stopped at the gate. “What would you think of me, Colin, if I
-took that little girl who helps in the kitchen and made her drunk?” she
-asked.
-
-“I should think you were a very odd young woman,” said Colin. “But I
-should be all for your doing what you wanted to.”
-
-“Whatever it is?”
-
-“Don’t you think so? Most people don’t want to do anything at all; it’s
-certainly better to do anything than nothing. You may make Maria drunk
-as often as you please provided you assure me that you really like it.”
-
-“I infer that you liked making Nino drunk.”
-
-Colin clapped his hands. “Bravo!” he said. “You’ve guessed right. I
-wanted to find out when Nino was most himself, tipsy or sober, and now I
-know that it is sober. I shan’t make him drunk again. I longed to see
-pure Faunishness, but Nino sober is Faunier than Nino drunk.”
-
-“Faunishness?” asked she.
-
-“Yes, joyful, immoral, wicked, lovely nature. Without a rag to cover,
-not its shame, but its glory. Nino is naked sober. He was too heavenly
-last night, before--er--the coarseness. He thought of killing his father
-because he keeps giving him stepmothers, and is generally rather in the
-way. And when I asked him if he weren’t afraid of the devil, he said:
-‘Why should I be? The devil is a very good friend to me.’ Wasn’t that
-queer? Just as if he were a Stanier. I felt as if Nino were my brother;
-though, of course, he could never supplant Raymond in my heart. But then
-Raymond’s my twin: that is why we are so wrapped up in each other.”
-
-Violet felt as if some light-winged creature was settling on her now
-here, now there, and stinging her. Just so did Colin make her wince.
-
-“And as for the wickedness--or coarseness, was it not?--of making any
-one drunk,” he added, “I don’t agree with you. If people are most really
-themselves when they are rather tipsy, they should be rather tipsy as
-often as possible. When is Uncle Ronald at his best? Why when his dear
-nephew has been sitting by him after dinner, and filling up his glass
-for him. Let’s have tea.... Oh, dear, I can’t do right. I did wrong to
-tell you about Raymond yesterday, and I did wrong to tell you about Nino
-to-day. I shall lead a double life, darling, and tell you nothing.”
-
-Dimly, as he spoke, Violet was aware of some reverberation of dismay
-that his words and his manner stirred in her. Was Colin really like
-that? Were those light words just gibes and jokes--not very pleasant
-ones--or were they authentic glimpses of himself? It seemed that her
-very faith was at stake; at all costs she must refuse to acknowledge so
-unthinkable a possibility.... That could not be Colin; he was just
-teasing her. She must reply with the same outrageousness.
-
-“Darling, lead more than a double life,” she said. “Such lots of people
-do that. Lead three or four. I’ll do the same. We’ll have as many lives
-as a cat between us.... Now tell me some of Nino’s stories, or I shall
-be afraid that they weren’t what mother might call quite nice.”
-
-“I don’t think for a moment she would call them quite nice,” said he.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The month of Indian summer, with warm days and windless nights, passed
-by in golden procession, but now with the deepening of autumn the
-_ponente_ from the west, veering sometimes to a chillier quarter sucked
-the basking out of the bathing, and the evenings grew long with the
-passage into November. The sunshine lost its force, rain was scribbled
-across it, the grey sea-clouds expunged it, the wind roared in it. It
-was like passing out of daylight into some dank and dripping tunnel,
-where windows are closed and voices silent, and the magic of the day is
-quenched. More tunnel-like even was a certain darkness that fell between
-the two yet on their honeymoon, and in that darkness they grew apart
-like strangers; they were just passengers who chanced to be together in
-the same compartment.
-
-To Violet that darkness consisted of her own ignorance, or so she felt
-it, of what Colin really was, and in proportion as she began to guess at
-him, it grew of more nightmare-like impenetrability. He had his moods of
-entrancing charm, of eager affection, but now these seemed more like
-some will-o’-the-wisp dancing above a marsh, than a flame that while it
-consumed, yet fed her and warmed her. His light was not meant for her,
-it only happened to fall on her; she was in the circle of its
-brightness.
-
-She could not avoid pursuing the thought and seeing where it led her.
-She could see no change in him, she perceived that he had always been
-like this, and that it was her own light, so to speak, the illumination
-of her love which had revealed him to her.
-
-She began to question who or what it was that shed that charm and evoked
-that enchantment, and shuddered at her own conjecture. Hints as to that
-came from other quarters: there was his complete indifference as to his
-father’s health; true, Lord Yardley had told him not to worry, for there
-was no cause for that, but how could the son of so devoted a father be
-so immune to any sort of anxiety? Not less significant was his attitude
-towards Raymond, that, namely, of contemptuous hate. He despised Raymond
-(that was clear) for his failure to kill him, he hated him, not for
-having made his attempt so much as for being Raymond.
-
-And there was a puzzle for Violet. Raymond, from what Colin had told
-her, could now never stand in his way; and at Lord Yardley’s death he
-would simply cease to exist as an obstacle to all that Colin desired.
-But Colin still hated; it was just the fact of Raymond, not the fact of
-Raymond having planned to kill him. And there, indeed, was a true flame
-burning. Colin’s feeling about Raymond had an authentic heat of its own.
-Hate, in fact, was real to him in a way that love was not.
-
-There was yet one more puzzle. Colin was determined to spend the night
-at the house of the British Consul in Naples. Not once or twice only,
-but constantly, he alluded to this. If he wanted it, Violet knew that he
-would get it, and for herself it made no great matter. She considered
-Mr. Cecil a “little red bounder,” as Colin had phrased it, and could not
-understand his insistence on the point. He got impatient now when, he
-having alluded to their night in Naples, she asked why he wanted it, and
-his answer, the same as ever, that it would please Mr. Cecil, who was a
-useful little red bounder, carried no conviction. There was something
-behind and she could not conceive what it was.
-
-The day of their departure was still uncertain, when a second morning of
-driving rain caused Colin to come down to breakfast with his mind made
-up.
-
-“It’s quite intolerable,” he said. “Capri without the heat and sun is
-like a pantomime without the fairies. What a cursed place; it only
-exists in the summer. Let’s go to-day, Vi. We’ll catch the midday
-boat.”
-
-“But it goes in two hours,” said she.
-
-“The sooner the better.”
-
-“But, darling....” she said.
-
-“Oh, Lord, throw your things into your boxes, and sit on them, darling!”
-said Colin. “If they’re spoiled you shall have new ones. But I can’t
-endure this island any more. We ought to have left before the weather
-broke, instead of stopping on.”
-
-“But I really don’t think I can be ready,” she said. “Besides, you
-wanted to stay the night with Mr. Cecil. You can’t pounce on him.”
-
-“As a matter of fact, I’ve just sent Giuseppe down to the telephone
-office to say that we shall arrive to-night,” said Colin.
-
-Violet felt a justifiable rebellion at this; she choked it down with a
-not very convincing lightness.
-
-“But, darling, you’re being too autocratic,” she said. “How would it be
-if you went and I caught you up to-morrow? Then you could have your
-adorable Mr. Cecil all to yourself.”
-
-Colin turned on her with a blaze of white fury in his eyes. Of that she
-caught one glimpse, authentic and terrifying. Then, as if by some
-magical and instantaneous solvent, it melted before he spoke into his
-most charming mood.
-
-“I know I oughtn’t to have telephoned, darling, until I had consulted
-you,” he said. “But it’s your fault; you’ve spoiled me. You’ve made me
-think that if I want to do a thing very much, you’ll agree to it. I
-apologise. It was stupid of me. Now if you really don’t want to come,
-just say so, and I’ll run down to the town and reverse my first message
-if it has gone. It shall be exactly as you like.”
-
-Violet had to take one moment to steady herself. That glimpse of Colin,
-the most complete she had had yet of something that lay below, had
-gripped her very soul with terror. That stabbed at her and passed, and
-from whence it had come she knew not, nor whither it had gone. Only
-Colin remained.
-
-“My dear, of course I’ll come,” she said.
-
-“Ah, that’s delicious of you,” said he.
-
-She went upstairs to tell her maid to pack everything at once, as they
-were off this morning. She found her knees trembling with the effect of
-that moment of abject terror, but already, in its vanishing, it had
-taken away with it any impression that could be analysed. Just that
-stroke, stunning as a blow, and then Colin again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-
-For many years now with Philip Yardley a widower and his mother old,
-Stanier had withdrawn itself from the splendour of its traditional
-hospitalities, but now with the installation of Violet and Colin there,
-on their return from Italy, it blossomed out again into lavish and
-magnificent flower. Throughout November a succession of parties
-assembled there for the pheasant shooting, and in the early frosts of
-that December the wild fowl, snipe and duck and teal in the marshes, and
-the unprecedented abundance of woodcock in the park, gave an added
-lustre to the battues. In the evening, after an hour’s concert, or some
-theatrical entertainment for which the artists had come from London or
-Paris, the band reassembled in the long gallery, and dancing kept the
-windows bright almost till the rising of the late dawn.
-
-There were many foreign royalties in England that year, and none left
-without a visit to Stanier, accompanied by cousins of the English house.
-Stanier, in fact, opened its doors, as in the days before the stroke
-fell on Philip’s father, and fairly outshone its own records for
-magnificence. Colossal in extravagance, there was yet nothing insensate
-in its splendour; it shone, not for purposes of dazzling, but only as
-reasserting its inherent and historical gorgeousness.
-
-Violet seemed born to the position which she now occupied. While Colin’s
-father lived, it was his pleasure that she should be hostess here, and
-she picked up the reins, and drove the great gold coach along, as if she
-had been born and trained all her life for that superb rôle. She and
-Colin, at Philip’s wish, occupied the wing which was only tenanted by
-the heir and his wife, and though at his death, so he supposed, they
-would not step from porch to possession, he loved to give them this
-vicarious regency.
-
-Out of the silver safe there had come for her the toilet set by Paul
-Lamerie, boxes and brushes, candle-stick and spirit lamp, and, above
-all, the great square mirror mounted on a high base. Amarini of
-chiselled metal supported it on each side; there was no such piece known
-in museum or royal closet. A double cable-band encircled the base, and
-the man who was in charge of the plate showed Colin how, by pressing a
-stud in the cable just above the maker’s mark, the side of the base
-sprang open disclosing a secret drawer. For some reason not even known
-to himself, Colin had not passed on that curious contrivance to Violet.
-
-Then Philip had brought out for her, as Colin’s wife, those incredible
-jewels, which his mother, tenant for life, had long suffered to repose
-in their chests, and one night she gleamed with the Stanier pearls,
-another she smouldered among the burning pools of the rubies, another
-she flashed with the living fire of those cascades of diamonds, and more
-than once she wore the sapphire to which so strange a story was
-attached. Some said that it had once belonged to the regalia, and that
-Elizabeth had no more right to give it to her favourite who founded the
-splendour of to-day, than she had to bequeath to him the sceptre of her
-realm, but though twice an attempt had been made on the part of the
-Crown to recover it, once at Elizabeth’s death, and once with the coming
-of the German Dynasty, the Crown had not proved successful on either of
-these inauspicious occasions, and had to content itself with what it
-had.
-
-This great stone was of 412 carats in weight, soft cornflower blue in
-colour, and matchless in aqueous purity. How it had got among the Crown
-jewels none knew, but its possession was even then considered a presage
-and a fulfilment of prosperity, for, beyond doubt, Elizabeth had worn it
-on her withered breast every day while her fleet was sailing to
-encounter the Armada. By tradition the wearer was decked with no other
-jewels when it blazed forth, and indeed its blue flame would have
-withered any lesser decoration. It figured in the Holbein portrait of
-its original possessor in the Stanier line, as a brooch to Colin’s
-doublet, and there once more, impersonating his ancestor, Colin wore it
-at the fancy dress ball which concluded the last of these December
-parties. This took place the night before Raymond came back from
-Cambridge.
-
-Strange undercurrents, swirling and eddying, moved so far below the
-surface of the splendour that no faintest disturbance reached it.
-Admirable as was the manner in which Violet filled her part, it was not
-of her that Philip thought, or at her that he looked, when he waited
-with her and Colin for the entrance of royal visitors before dinner in
-the great hall. Day after day the glass doors were opened, but to his
-way of thinking it was neither for Violet nor for them that they swung
-wide, but for Colin. His own life he believed to be nearly consumed, but
-about the ash of it there crept red sparks, and these, too, were
-Colin’s. All his emotions centred there. It was for him and his
-matchless charm, that these great gatherings were arranged. Philip
-obliterated himself, and feasted his soul on the sight of Colin as lord
-of Stanier. While Raymond lived that could never come to pass, but he
-beguiled himself with the fantasy that when his own eyes grew dim in
-death, Colin’s splendour would light the halls from which he himself had
-faded. That of all the material magnificence of which he still was
-master, had power to stimulate him; sceptical of any further future for
-himself, and incurious as to what that might be, if it existed at all,
-the only future that he desired was for the son on whom all his love was
-centred. He knew that he was cheating himself, that this sight of Colin
-playing host at Stanier was one that, in all human probability, would
-never after his death be realised, but it was in his power now to give
-Colin a taste of it, and himself share its sweetness. For this reason he
-had arranged that these gorgeous weeks of entertainment should take
-place before Raymond got back from Cambridge, for with Raymond here,
-Raymond, the heavy and the unbeloved, must necessarily exclude Colin
-from the place which his father so rapturously resigned to him. At
-Christmas there would be just the family party, and he would be very
-civil to his eldest son.
-
-Such was the course pursued by one of these undercurrents; two others
-sprang from Violet, one in direct opposition to that of her
-father-in-law. For she knew that, so far from his death dethroning her
-and giving the sovereignty to Raymond, it but passed on to her with
-complete and personal possession. Could his spirit revisit these earthly
-scenes, it would behold her in ownership on her own account of all the
-titles and splendours that had been his. Raymond--there alone her
-knowledge marched with his desire--would be without status here, while
-for Colin there would be just such position as his marriage with her
-gave him. She, exalted now by Philip’s desire, to play hostess in virtue
-of her marriage, would be hostess indeed hereafter, and Colin host
-through his relationship to her.
-
-These weeks had given her a hint, a foretaste, of what would be hers,
-and once more, as in her maidenhood, she felt that she would have made
-any marriage in order to robe herself thus. The splendour of what she
-was lent had set light to her old ambitions again, and this was all to
-be hers, not lent, but her own. She would enter into the fabled
-inheritance of the legend, that legend to which, for its very
-remoteness, she had never given two serious thoughts. But now, though it
-still wore, like a cloak over its head, its unconvincing mediævalism,
-the shape of it vaguely outlined and indifferently regarded, had
-something sinister about it. It did not matter; it was only an ugly
-shadow in the background, but now she averted her eyes from it, instead
-of merely not noticing it.
-
-Here, then, was the second undercurrent, which, sluggish and veiled, yet
-steadily moved within her. For though with the passing of the
-inheritance to her, it would be she who came within the scope and focus
-of the legend, which, frankly, when looked in the face, presented that
-meaningless, age-worn countenance, she felt that she was in the grip of
-it not directly but, somehow, through Colin. She told herself that by no
-combination of diabolical circumstance could that be; for, with the
-knowledge that was hers about the date of Colin’s birth and his mother’s
-marriage, it was he, he and Raymond, who had passed out of reach of the
-parchment with its promises and its penalty. Yet instinct, unconvinced
-by reason, told her that it was through Colin that she and the children
-she would bear him, would be swept into the mysterious incredible eddy.
-Was it the persistent luck that attended him which induced so wildly
-superstitious a presage? Like some supernaturally protected being, he
-passed along his way. Raymond’s attempt to kill him had, by the merest
-most fortuitous circumstance of a punctured tyre, led to Raymond’s utter
-helplessness in his hands.... Colin moved on a charmed pilgrimage,
-idolised and adored by herself, by his father, by all who came in
-contact with him and, she was beginning to see, he had no spark of love
-in him that was kindled by these fires. Analyse him and you would find
-no faintest trace of it. Perhaps, in spite of his twenty-one years now
-so nearly complete, he had remained a child still in respect of the
-heart’s emotions. Yet who could hate like Colin? Who, so she shuddered
-to think, could have shewn, though but for a second, so white-hot a mask
-of fury as he had once turned on herself?
-
-She could not succeed in forgetting that, and all Colin’s warmth and
-eagerness of affection to her ever since, could not wash that out. All
-day, perhaps, in the hospitable discharge of their duties, they would
-scarcely have a word together, but when at length for a few hours of
-rest the house grew silent, he sought her side, relaxed and sleepy, yet
-tingling, so she felt, with some quality of vitality that no one else
-had a spark of. Youth and high spirits, the zest of life and the endless
-power of enjoyment filled the house, but Colin alone, unwearied and
-eminent as the sun, lit up all others. It was not the exuberance of his
-health and energy that was the source of his burning; something inspired
-them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The last night had come. To-morrow morning their guests would depart,
-and during the day Raymond would arrive. That night there had been the
-fancy dress ball, and she, wearing the crown and necklace and girdle
-made by Cellini, had impersonated the ill-fated Duchess of Milan for
-whom they were made, and who, while wearing them, had drunk the poisoned
-draught which she had herself prepared for her lover. Colin adored that
-story; the lover, a mere groom of the chambers, he averred, was a sort
-of old Colin Stanier--all prospered with him, even to the removal of his
-mistress in this manner, for she was growing old and wearied him with
-her insatiable desire. Colin himself had appeared as his ancestor
-wearing the great sapphire.
-
-Violet had undressed and got into bed, while he remained downstairs with
-two or three men who still lingered. The Cellini jewels lay on her
-dressing-table, and feeling too sleepy to plait her hair, she had just
-let it down, and it lay in a spread web of gold over her pillow. Then
-the door from his dressing-room softly opened, and he looked in.
-
-“Not asleep?” he asked.
-
-“No, but nearly. Oh, Colin, stand under the light a moment. There! The
-sapphire is alive to-night. It’s like a blue furnace of flame. Now
-shield it from the light.”
-
-Violet sat up in bed. “But it’s the most extraordinary thing!” she said.
-“Not a ray from the lamp touches it, yet it’s burning as brightly as
-ever. Where does the light come from? It comes from below it. I believe
-it comes from you. I’m frightened of you. Are you a fire?”
-
-It seemed to him no less than her that some conflagration not lit from
-without burnt in the heart of the stone. Blue rays, generated within,
-shot from it; it shone with some underlying brilliance, as if, as she
-had said, it was he who kindled it.
-
-“Watch it, then,” he said, unbuckling his cloak. Even as he detached it
-from him, the fire in it grew dim; only the reflection from outside fed
-it. Incredulous at what she thought she saw, willing to attribute it to
-some queer effect of faceted surfaces, she laughed.
-
-“You’ve killed it,” she said. “I think I shall have to give it you, when
-it’s mine, so that you may keep it alive.”
-
-“Ah, do,” he said. “When you come into your own--may that day be far
-distant.”
-
-“Indeed, yes,” she said.
-
-He sat down on the edge of his bed, and began unloosing the jewelled
-buttons of his doublet.
-
-“I believe my father would almost give it me now,” he said, “though I
-suppose he has no right to, just as Elizabeth gave it to the other
-Colin. I simply adore it. I’ve been saying my prayers to it, standing in
-front of the picture.”
-
-“Is that what has kept you?” she asked.
-
-“No, they didn’t take me long. The Prince kept me; he wanted to hear the
-whole of the legend. He was frightfully impressed; he said he felt as if
-the original Colin had been telling it him, and expects nightmare. He
-also besought me to swear allegiance when I come of age and see what
-happens. I really think I shall, though, after all, I haven’t got much
-to complain of in the way of what the world can give.”
-
-“But it will be I, really, to choose whether I do that or not,” said
-Violet.
-
-“Well, I couldn’t tell him that,” said Colin, “though as a matter of
-fact, I forgot it. In any case it isn’t I to do that. Raymond’s the
-apparent heir-apparent, and dear Raymond has shewn his allegiance pretty
-well already, though one doesn’t quite see why Satan made my
-bicycle-tyre to puncture. If he had been on Raymond’s side, my face
-would have been nearly blown to bits. No, Raymond’s not his favourite.
-Fancy Raymond being anybody’s favourite. Oh, Vi, a thousand pardons; he
-was yours just for a little.”
-
-Colin was slowly undressing as he gave utterance to these reflections.
-He had taken off his shirt, and his arms, still brown from the tanning
-of the sun and sea, were bare to the shoulder.
-
-“You brute, Colin,” she said, “you brown, bare brute.”
-
-“Shall I dress again,” said he, “if a bare arm shocks you?”
-
-“No, I don’t mind that. It’s the brute I object to. By the way, Raymond
-comes to-morrow--to-day rather. How on earth can I behave to him with
-decency? Don’t you wish he wasn’t coming?”
-
-Colin picked up a long tress of her hair and wound it round his arm.
-
-“No, I’m looking forward to his coming,” he said, smiling. “I’m going to
-make Raymond wish that he had never been born. I’m going to be
-wonderfully agreeable to him, and everything I say shall have a double
-meaning. Raymond wanted to kill me; well, I shall shew him that there
-are other ways of scoring off people. My father isn’t very fond of
-Raymond as it is, but when he sees how pleasant I am to him, and how
-black and sulky Raymond is to me, he won’t become any fonder of him. I
-must think it all out.... And then all the time Raymond will be
-consoling himself with the thought that when father dies his day will
-come, and he’ll reign in his stead. There’s the cream of it, Vi! He’ll
-be longing for my father to die, you know, and when he does Raymond will
-be worse off than ever. And you, you once said, ‘Poor Raymond!’ to me.
-Raymond’s got to pay for that. I won’t have Raymond pitied.”
-
-Never had Colin worn a more radiant face than when, walking in and out
-of his dressing-room, brown and lithe, as he divested himself of his
-gorgeous dress and put on his night clothes, his beautiful mouth framed
-itself to this rhapsody of hatred. There was nothing passionate about
-it, except its sincerity; he did not rage and foam on the surface of his
-nature, he but gleamed with the fire that seemed so strangely to have
-lit up those wonderful rays in the sapphire that he had been wearing. He
-still held it in his hand when, after having turned out the lights in
-his dressing-room, he closed the door and sprang to her side.
-
-“I don’t like to leave it alone,” he said. “I must pin it to the
-pillows. It will watch over us. With you and it by me, I shall lie in
-enchantment between waking and sleeping, floating on the golden sea of
-your hair. Raymond, let’s make plans for Raymond....”
-
-She lay in the warm tide of his tingling vitality, and soon fell asleep.
-But presently she tore herself out of the clutch of some hideous vision,
-which faded from vagueness into non-existence as she woke and heard his
-breathing, and felt his cheek resting on her shoulder.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The next night, instead of the long cloth which, evening after evening,
-had stretched from the window of the great dining-room to the
-Elizabethan sideboard at the other end, there was spread near the fire,
-for the night was cold, a small round table that just held the five of
-them--Philip and his mother, Violet, Raymond, and Colin--and instead of
-the rows of silver sconces in the dark panels, four red-shaded
-candlesticks, sufficient for purposes of knife and fork, left the rest
-of the room in a velvety dimness. Raymond had arrived only just in time
-to dress for dinner, coming into the gallery but half a minute before
-his father, while Colin, who all this week had been a model of
-punctuality, had not appeared yet. Philip gave his arm to his mother,
-and behind, unlinked, came Violet and Raymond. He had advanced to her
-with elbow formally crooked, but she, busy with a sleeve-lace that had
-caught in her bracelet, moved on apart from him. She had shaken hands
-with him, and given him a cool cordial word, but she felt incapable of
-more than that.
-
-Philip sat down with a sigh of relief.
-
-“A reasonable evening at last,” he said, “though I wouldn’t say that if
-Colin were here. I believe he got fresher and livelier every day. Ah,
-Raymond, you must know we’ve had some parties here. Colin took your
-place, as you had to be at Cambridge.”
-
-Raymond tried to put into his answer the geniality he did not feel.
-
-“I know,” he said. “The daily picture papers have been full of Colin.
-Are you having more people at Christmas, father?”
-
-“No, just ourselves as usual.”
-
-Raymond turned to Violet. “You had a fancy-dress ball last night, hadn’t
-you?” he said. “I could have got down yesterday if I had known.”
-
-Philip conjectured a reproach in this and resented it. The last few
-weeks had been planned by him as “Colin’s show.” If Colin could not step
-into his shoes when he was dead, he could wear them for a week or two
-while he lived.
-
-“I thought your term was not over till to-day,” he said.
-
-“I could have got leave,” replied Raymond. “But I understand, father.”
-
-Philip felt rising in him that ceaseless regret that Colin was not his
-first-born. And that jealousy of Colin, implied in Raymond’s “I
-understand” irritated his father. He wanted Colin to come and relieve
-the situation, as he always did.
-
-“What exactly do you mean by that?” he asked.
-
-Suddenly old Lady Yardley joined in. “I know what he means, Philip,” she
-said. “He means that he should have been host here, if you were going to
-depute one of your sons to do the honours for you, and that you
-preferred that Colin should do them instead. That is what he means.”
-
-“There, mother, that’s enough,” said Philip.
-
-An embarrassed silence ensued, broken by the sound of running steps in
-the gallery. Just as they arrived at the door, which one of the footmen
-opened, there was a loud crash and Colin slid in on his back, and had
-begun to laugh before he picked himself up.
-
-“Gosh, what a bang!” he said. “I believe somebody greased the boards in
-the hope that I should be in a hurry and fall down. Sorry, father;
-sorry, granny; sorry, Violet, for upsetting all your nerves.
-Why--Raymond!”
-
-Colin laid his hand affectionately on his brother’s shoulder.
-
-“I never knew you had come,” he said. “How are you, dear Raymond? How’s
-Cambridge? We have missed you in all this hullabaloo. Every one asked
-after you and wanted to know why you weren’t here.”
-
-Colin took the vacant place between Violet and his grandmother.
-
-“How far have you all got?” he said. “Oh, very well, I won’t have any
-soup. Now this is jolly! Just ourselves, Granny, and short coats and
-black ties. Vi, darling, why didn’t you come and pull me out of my bath?
-I was just lying soaking there; I had no idea it was so late.”
-
-Colin spared one fleeting glance at his brother, and began to put into
-words some of the things he had thought about in his bath.
-
-“Raymond, it is time that you came home,” he said. “The pigeons are
-worse than ever in the Old Park, and I’m no earthly use at that
-snap-shooting between the oaks. Give me a rabbit coming towards me along
-a road, not too fast, and a rest for my gun, I can hit it in the face as
-well as anybody. But those pigeons among the oaks beat me.”
-
-“Yes, we might have a morning in the Old Park to-morrow,” said his
-father.
-
-Colin looked at Violet as if she had called his attention to something.
-
-“Yes, Vi, what?” he asked.
-
-“Nothing.”
-
-“Oh, I thought you jogged my elbow. To-morrow, father? Oh, what a bore!
-I promised to play golf. But I shall be back by one if I go on my
-motor-bicycle. May I join you at that sharp corner in the road; that’s
-about half-way to the keeper’s lodge, and I could come on with you from
-there.”
-
-“But that corner is at the far end of the Old Park,” said his father.
-
-“Is it? The one I mean has a big rhododendron bush close to it. You know
-where I mean, Raymond. Is it at the far end?”
-
-“Yes, that’s the far end,” said Raymond.
-
-“I believe you’re right. Oh, of course you’re right, and I’m idiotic.
-It’s where I picked you up one day in the autumn when you had been after
-the pigeons.”
-
-Colin applied himself to his dinner, and caught the others up.
-
-“There’s something in my mind connected with that day,” he said, “and I
-can’t remember what it is. I had been playing golf, and I punctured, and
-walked back along the ridge instead of wheeling my bicycle along the
-road. Something funny: I remember laughing. Vi, darling, can’t you
-remember? Or didn’t I tell you?”
-
-Violet saw that even in the red glow of the candle-shades Raymond’s face
-had turned white. There was red light upon it, but not of it.
-
-“You certainly did not tell me,” she said in sheer pity. “I remember the
-day, too. There was a man who had escaped from the asylum and stolen a
-gun from the keeper’s....”
-
-“Yes, that’s right,” said Colin. “I believe that’s on the track. A man
-with a gun.”
-
-Philip laughed.
-
-“One of the most amusing things I ever heard, Colin,” he said. “I am
-surprised at Violet’s forgetting it. Is that all?”
-
-Colin turned to his grandmother. “Granny, they’re all laughing at me
-because I can’t remember. Father’s laughing at me, so is Violet. You and
-Raymond are the only kind ones. Man with a gun, Raymond shooting
-pigeons. That makes two men with a gun. Then there was me.”
-
-“The very best story, Colin. Most humorous,” said his father.
-
-Colin sighed. “Sometimes I think of things just as I’m going to sleep,”
-he said. “If I think of it to-night, I shall wake Violet and tell her,
-and then she’ll remember it if I can’t. Man with a gun....”
-
-“Oh, Colin, stop it,” said Violet.
-
-“Well, let’s put it to the vote,” said Colin. “Father and Violet want me
-to stop trying to remember it; little do they know how it would amuse
-them if I did. Granny and I want me to go on--don’t you, dear--it all
-depends on Raymond. What shall I do, Ray?”
-
-Raymond turned to his father, appearing not to hear Colin’s question.
-
-“Did you have good sport last week?” he asked.
-
-“Ah, Raymond votes against us, Granny,” said Colin. “He’s too polite to
-tell me directly. We’re squashed, Granny; we’ll squash them at whist
-afterwards; you and I shall be partners, and we’ll play Raymond and
-father for their immortal souls. It will be like the legend, won’t it?
-Violet shall look on and wonder whether her poor husband is going to
-heaven or hell. I keep my immortal soul in a drawer close to Violet’s
-bedside, Granny. So if we lose, she will have to go up to her bedroom
-and bring it down. Oh, I say, I’m talking too much. Nobody else can get
-a word in edgeways.”
-
-It was a fact that the other four were silent, but Raymond had the
-faculty of producing silence in his neighbours. Cigarettes had come now
-with coffee, and this was the usual signal for old Lady Yardley to rise.
-To-night, however, she took no notice of the gold-mounted stick which
-was put into her hand by Philip.
-
-“Never mind them, my dear,” she said, “they are amusing themselves.
-Listen to me, Colin.”
-
-There was no other voice in the room but hers, the servants had gone
-out, and again she spoke. No one moved; no one spoke; but Raymond
-opposite her leaned forward; Violet leaned left-wise; Philip, with her
-stick in his hand leaned to the right. She dropped her voice to a
-whisper, but in the tense stillness a shout would not have been more
-audible.
-
-“There are strange things in this house, darling,” said she to Colin. “I
-have been here sixty years, and I know better than anybody. Green leaf I
-have been, and flower and fruit, and now I am withered. Sixty years ago,
-my dear, I sold my soul to the master of it, and from that moment I have
-been a ghost, oh, such a happy ghost, looking on at the glory of the
-house. And then my son Philip married, and he brought you here, and the
-moment I set eyes on you I loved you, for I knew that you were born of
-the blood and the bargain....”
-
-Philip drew back his chair and got up.
-
-“There’s your stick, mother,” he said. “We’ll follow you quite soon, or
-it will be too late for your game of whist.”
-
-She fumbled for the crook of the handle, and rose; her eyes were bright,
-and as blue as the sapphire Colin had worn last night.
-
-“Yes, but I must talk to Colin again,” she said. “No one understands me
-except Colin. There used to be other games than whist, Philip, at
-Stanier. There was dice-throwing, you know, on the altar of God. We are
-not so wicked now to all appearance. Whist in the gallery; far more
-seemly.”
-
-Raymond held the door open for her, and she hobbled through, Violet
-following. As she passed out, Violet looked first at Raymond, and then
-swiftly away, with a shudder, at Colin.
-
-“Don’t be long, Uncle Philip,” she said in a low voice. “Grandmamma is
-so queer to-night.”
-
-Colin moved up next his father.
-
-“Give me a glass of port, father,” he said. “Here’s Raymond back, and
-I’m so glad to see him. Your health, Ray!”
-
-He drank off his glass. “Father, isn’t it lovely to have Raymond back
-again?” he said. “But--this is an aside--he’s putting on flesh. May your
-shadow never grow more, Raymond. Tell us all about Cambridge; has it
-been delightful? I’m sure it has; for otherwise you wouldn’t look so
-prosperous. Speech! Mustn’t we have a speech from him, father?”
-
-There, on one side of Philip, was Colin, brimming with good humour and
-welcome, brimming, too, as he had shewn during dinner with the mere
-nonsense born of happiness. On the other side was Raymond, serious and
-unresponsive, without a spark to answer this crackling fire. There he
-sat, and what sort of host would he have made during these last weeks?
-He made no attempt to reply to Colin, and but fingered the stem of his
-glass.
-
-“You might tell us what has been going on, Raymond,” said his father.
-
-“Nothing particular. Just the ordinary term. I’ve been playing for the
-University at soccer. I shall probably be in the team.”
-
-“And you never told us?” said Colin. “Lord! What a swell he is, father!
-We’re not worthy to hear about it; that’s what is the matter with us.”
-
-Philip turned to Raymond. “That’s good,” he said. “That’s pleasant news.
-There’s Colin here, who won’t do anything more violent than golf.”
-
-“Oh, father! What about shooting pigeons?” said Colin. “Oh, no, Raymond
-did that. Bother! There was a man with a gun....”
-
-Philip got up. “Now don’t get on to that again,” he said. “You’ve amused
-us enough for one night....”
-
-“But I may amuse Vi, mayn’t I, if I think of the rest of it?” asked
-Colin.
-
-Philip turned his back on him and took Raymond’s arm. He had the sense
-of behaving with great fairness, but the impartiality demanded effort.
-
-“Ring the bell, Colin, will you?” he said over his shoulder. “I’m
-delighted to hear about your success in the--the football field,
-Raymond. Games are taking the place of sport in this generation. Your
-Uncle Ronald and I never played games; there was shooting, there was
-riding....”
-
-“Oh, but there’s lots of sport still,” said Colin. “Big game, father;
-large animals. Not footballs, things that feel.... And then my bicycle
-punctured. Oh, you wanted me to ring.”
-
-At this rite of whist for the sake of old Lady Yardley, it was necessary
-that one of the five should cut out. She herself and Philip took no part
-in this chance; the rite was that both should play if there was not
-another table to be formed. Raymond turned the highest card, and with a
-paper to beguile him, sat just where he had sat when one night the
-whist-table had broken up, and he heard Colin’s mimicry. As the four
-others cut for deal, some memory of that must have come into Colin’s
-mind.
-
-“What an awful night that was, Vi,” he said, “when we were playing
-bridge with Aunt Hester. She revoked, do you remember, and swore she
-hadn’t. How we laughed. And then I thought everybody else had gone to
-bed, and I--good Lord.... Yes!”
-
-“Another of Colin’s amusing stories,” said his father.
-
-“Sh-sh,” said Colin. “Granny, you always turn up the ace for your trump
-card. Will you give me lessons?”
-
-The rubber was very quickly over, and Raymond took Colin’s place. Colin
-drew a chair up close to his brother, and instead of reading a paper in
-the corner, watched his hand and the play of it with breathless
-attention.
-
-“Raymond; you’re a wizard,” he said at the end of it. “Every plan of
-yours was right. You finessed and caught the king, you didn’t finesse
-and caught the queen. Why don’t I have luck like yours? It’s enough to
-make any fellow jealous; I shan’t look at your hand any more. I shall
-look at Violet’s. My poor wife! Raymond’s got all the winning cards
-again. Or, if he hasn’t, he’ll turn them into winning cards. He’ll down
-you.”
-
-“Colin, if you would talk just a little less,” said his father, “we
-should be able to attend a little more.”
-
-Raymond, if no one else, fully appreciated the utter absence of reproof
-in his father’s voice. If it had been he who had been talking, there
-would have been, at the best, a chill politeness there; at the worst, a
-withering snub. But this was the candour of friend to friend.... About
-that signed paper now, which Colin had deposited at his bank. He himself
-had signed some sort of mad confession that he had planned to shoot
-Colin. His will had bent to Colin’s like hot wax to strong fingers, but
-could he not somehow get possession of it again? While it was in Colin’s
-hands, it was like a toasting-fork in which that devil-twin of his
-impaled and held him before the fire. All dinner-time Colin had scorched
-him, and not less burning was this mocking kindliness which made the one
-appear so warmly genial, the other awkward and ungracious. How long
-would he be able to stand it? Presently, at the end of the rubber, Colin
-would join him in the smoking-room and reveal another aspect, no doubt.
-But he could rob him of that further indulgence, he would go to bed as
-soon as the rubber was over.
-
-The next hand finished it and Lady Yardley got up. She had won to-night
-from Colin, and clinked a couple of half-sovereigns in her hand.
-
-“But it will come back to you, darling,” she said. “Everything there is
-will come to you if you are wise and careful. My eyes grow dim as I get
-older, but there is another sort of sight that gets brighter. Oh, I see
-very well.”
-
-Philip went with her to the door.
-
-“Your eyes are wonderful yet, mother,” he said. “There are years of
-vision in them yet.”
-
-As if Colin had read Raymond’s thought of going to bed, he turned to
-Violet.
-
-“I may be a little late to-night, darling,” he said. “Raymond and I are
-going to have a long talk in the smoking-room.”
-
-“Oh, I think not,” said Raymond. “I’m tired; I shall go to bed.”
-
-Colin whisked round to him. “Not just yet, Ray,” he said. “I haven’t
-seen you for so long. It would be nice of you to come and have a chat. I
-know you will. Persuade him to do as I ask, Vi. Who knows what important
-things I may have to tell about?”
-
-Philip rejoined them. “I shall just come in and have a cigarette with
-you boys,” he said. “Good-night, Violet.”
-
-“Ah, that’s jolly,” said Colin.
-
-They preceded him to the smoking-room, for he turned into his own room a
-moment, and as soon as they were there Colin shut the door.
-
-“Father will be with us in a minute,” he said, “and I can only just
-begin my talk. But if you attempt to go to bed when he does, Raymond, I
-shall tell him about the morning when you shot pigeons. Oddly enough, I
-have remembered all about it. And to-morrow I’ll telephone for the
-envelope I left at my bank. So it’s up to you.”
-
-Colin came a step closer; with such an eagerness must some Borgia Pope
-have looked on the white skin of the victim he had ordered to be flayed.
-
-“It’s jolly seeing you again, you sulky blackguard,” he said. “Has
-anybody smacked your face since I did it for you? You’re going to spend
-the whole of the vacation here, unless I get tired of you and send you
-away before. Ah, there’s father. Isn’t it jolly, father; Raymond hopes
-to spend the whole of the vacation here.”
-
-Philip did not seem as enthusiastic as Colin about this, but he was
-adequately cordial, and, having smoked his cigarette in silence, got up
-to go.
-
-“Are you coming?” he said to his sons.
-
-Colin nodded to Raymond to answer this.
-
-“We were just going to have a talk first, father,” he said.
-
-“Very good. Don’t sit up too late. Colin hasn’t been to bed till three
-for the last fortnight.”
-
-Colin waited till the door was shut.
-
-“Now for our talk,” he said. “Isn’t Violet looking divine? Aren’t I a
-lucky fellow? Even the thought of being mistress of Stanier wasn’t
-enough to make her tolerate you. We had a lovely honeymoon, Raymond. We
-often talked of you. Lord! How she loathes you! I should think even you
-could see that. Now an interesting question. I ask for information. Do
-you think she knows about that morning we were speaking of at dinner?”
-
-“I have no means of telling,” said Raymond.
-
-“Well, we’ll assume she doesn’t. Now I want you to observe her closely
-again to-morrow, and see if you think she knows then. I’ve remembered
-all about it, and, as you heard me say, I was thinking of telling her,
-just drowsily and quietly to-night. And then to-morrow you’ll guess
-whether I have done so or not. Take coffee for breakfast if you think I
-have, tea, if you think I haven’t. What a jolly Christmas game!”
-
-Colin poured himself out a glass of whisky and soda.
-
-“Fancy father saying that I didn’t care for sport,” he said. “I adore
-the thought of the sport I’m going to have with you. You used to be rude
-to me when we were alone, now you have got to be polite. I can always
-send for that paper which you signed and father witnessed. Now don’t be
-tedious and say that the condition on which you signed was that I would
-not tell him. What does that matter to me? You wanted to kill me; all
-that I do now is in self-defence. Otherwise you might plan to kill me
-again.”
-
-He yawned. “I’m rather sleepy to-night, Raymond,” he said. “I thought
-the satisfaction of seeing you again would make me wakeful. I shall go
-upstairs. Violet will be pleased that I have not sat up late after all.
-I shall sit on her bed and talk to her. Last night her hair made a
-golden mat on the pillow. There is a marvellous fragrance in her hair.
-Do you remember that from the days--not many of them--when you used to
-kiss her? How she winced! Now it’s your turn to wince. We shall talk
-about you, no doubt. And remember about the tea and the coffee
-to-morrow.”
-
-Day after day Colin amused himself thus; morning after morning Raymond
-had to guess whether Violet had been told, until one evening, wearying
-of this particular game, Colin casually mentioned that all his guessings
-had been superfluous, for Violet had known ever since one day on their
-honeymoon, when she had provoked him by saying, “Poor Raymond.” Even as
-a cat with a mouse, so Colin played with him, taking no notice of him
-except in ordinary intercourse, for nearly a whole day, and letting him
-seem forgotten; then, with quivering shoulders, he would spring on him
-again, tap him with sheathed claws and a velvet paw, or with more
-forcible reminder, nip him with needle-like teeth. It was useless and
-worse than useless for Violet to plead for him; her advocacy, her appeal
-to the most elementary feeling of compassion only exasperated Colin.
-
-“Darling, as if my brain wasn’t busy enough with Raymond, you must go
-and add to my work like that!” he said. “I’ve got to cure you of being
-sorry for Raymond as well. I thought you were cured when I told you he
-tried to murder me. Just let your mind dwell on that. He planned to
-shoot me from behind that wall. I’ll take you there to-morrow and show
-you the place, to make it more vivid to you. One’s brother must not make
-such plans and fail without suffering for it afterwards. Perhaps you
-would prefer that he had succeeded? Ah! I made you shudder then. You
-trembled deliciously.... I’ve got such a delightful Christmas present
-for him, a little green jade pigeon with ruby eyes. It cost a lot of
-money. The green--I shall explain to him--is his jealousy of me, for
-he’s devoted to you still, and the red eyes are the colour of my blood,
-and the whole will remind him of that amusing morning.”
-
-The new year came in with three nights of sharp frost, and the ice on
-the bathing lake grew thick enough to bear. The lake was artificial,
-lying in a small natural valley through which a stream ran. A dam some
-twelve feet high had been built across the lower end of it, in which was
-the sluice gate; thus the stream, confined by the rising ground at the
-sides, and the dam at the end, had spread itself into a considerable
-sheet of water, shallow where the stream entered it, but some nine feet
-deep at the lower end, where was the bathing-place and the header boards
-and pavilions for bathers. The dam was planted with rhododendron bushes,
-whose roots strengthened the barrier, and in summer the great bank of
-blossom overhung the deep water. A path ran behind them crossing the
-sluice by a stone bridge with balustrade.
-
-Raymond had gone down there directly after breakfast, and came back with
-the news that he had walked this way and that across the ice, and that
-it seemed safe enough. For some reason which Colin failed to fathom, he
-seemed in very cheerful spirits to-day; it might be that the end of the
-Christmas vacation was approaching, when he would return to Cambridge;
-it might be that he, like Colin, himself had seen the rapidity with
-which old age was gaining on his father. There was humour in that.
-Raymond looked forward, and little wonder, to his own succession here,
-not knowing, poor shorn lamb, that he would be worse off than ever when
-that unpropitious event occurred. As for the remission of subtle torture
-which his return to Cambridge would give him, there were several days
-yet, thought Colin; opportunity for much pleasant pigeon-conversation.
-
-So Raymond got his skates, while Colin and Violet, sitting cosy in the
-long gallery, wondered whether it was worth while going out, and he went
-down by the long yew hedge to the lake, with brisk foot and brightened
-eye. After all, other people besides Colin could make plans, and one of
-his had matured this morning into a luscious ripeness. Sleepless nights
-had been his, with hands squeezing for Colin’s throat and dawn breaking
-in on the fierce disorder of his thoughts, before he had distilled his
-brain down to the clear broth. Wild and vagrant fancies got hold of him,
-goaded as he was to the verge of desperation by this inhuman
-persecution; red madnesses had flashed before him, like the cloaks that
-the matadors wave before the bull, and, whether he charged or not,
-another ribanded dart pierced him. He had bitten his lip till the blood
-flowed in order to recall himself to self-control, and to use those
-hours of the night, when Colin was with Violet, to hew out some defence
-to the fluttered red and the ribanded dart. There had been his handicap:
-hate of Colin had made him violent, whereas Colin’s hate of him had made
-Colin calm and self-possessed; he must cease to rage if he hoped to
-arrive at any plan. So night after night he had curbed himself, making
-his wits reduce their mad galloping to an orderly pace, and pull
-steadily in harness.
-
-The grass was encrusted with the jewels of frost; every step crunched a
-miracle of design into powder, and now for the first time since he had
-come to Stanier, Raymond fed with the braced joy of a frosty morning on
-the banquet which the season spread. He was hungry for it, all these
-days he had been starved and tortured, sick with apprehension, and
-shuddering at the appearance of Colin with rack and pincers. But now he
-was hungry again for the good things of life, and the long draught of
-cold air was one of them, and the treading of the earth with muscles
-alternately strong and relaxed was another, and the sense of the great
-woodlands that would in no distant future be his, was a third, for how
-old, how rapidly ageing, was his father; and the _congé_ he would soon
-give to Colin and Violet was a fourth, sweeter than any. How sour had
-turned his love of Violet, if indeed there had ever been any sweetness
-in it. He lusted after her: that he knew, but just because she knew the
-events of that morning, when all had gone so awry, he thought of her as
-no more than a desirable mistress. Ha! there was a woodcock. In the
-frost of the morning it had lain so close that he approached within
-twenty yards of it before it got up. He was near enough to see how it
-pulled itself forward, grasping a blade of grass in its reed-like bill,
-before it could get those long wings free of the ground where it
-squatted. With a flip flap, it skidded and swerved through the
-rhododendron bushes; even if he had had a gun with him he could scarcely
-have got a shot.
-
-“Flip--flap”; it was just so that he had escaped from Colin’s barrels.
-Those nights of thought, when he had bandaged the eyes of rage, had
-given him simplicity at last, such simplicity as Colin had so carelessly
-arrived at when he came through the oaks of the Old Park. He had trusted
-to the extraordinary similarity of his own handwriting to that of Colin,
-and had written a letter in Colin’s name to Colin’s bankers, requesting
-them to send the letter which he had deposited there last August, with
-the note on the outside of it about its eventual delivery in case of his
-death, to his brother, Lord Stanier, whose receipt would be
-forwarded.... Raymond knew it to be a desperate measure, but, after all,
-nothing could be more desperate than his position here, bound hand and
-foot to Colin, as long as that sealed envelope remained at Messrs.
-Bertram’s. The bank might possibly make a further inquiry; telegraph to
-Colin for confirmation, but even if that happened, Colin was doing his
-worst already. No such disaster had followed. This morning Raymond had
-received from the bank a registered letter, containing the unopened
-envelope, forwarded to him by direction of Hon. Colin Stanier.
-
-So now, as he went briskly towards the frozen lake, the confession which
-he had signed was safe in the letter-case he carried in the inside
-pocket of his coat, and for very luxury of living over again a mad
-moment which now was neutralised, he drew it out and read it. There it
-was ... in that crisis of guilt, covered by Colin’s pistol, he had
-consented to any terms. But now, let Colin see what would be his
-response when next he talked in flashes of that veiled lightning
-concerning a shooting of pigeons, concerning a morning when there was a
-lunatic at large....
-
-Indeed Raymond determined that this very day he would fling the
-challenge himself. Instead of sitting dumb under Colin’s blistering
-jibes, he would defy him; he would insult and provoke him, till he was
-stung into sending to the bank for the famous confession, vowing an
-instant disclosure of the whole matter to his father. How Raymond would
-snap a finger in his face for that threat, and how, when Colin received
-the answer from the bank that the packet in question had been sent by
-his own orders to his brother, would he choke with the derisive laughter
-of hate! Who without solid proof would credit such a tale? Besides
-(Raymond had it all ready now) no doubt Lord Yardley would remember
-witnessing with Colin the paper about which he now impotently jabbered.
-Had not the brothers come in together, ever so pleasantly, on that
-morning of the pigeon-shooting, and asked for his witnessing signature?
-That paper (so Raymond now framed it) had set forth how he had
-determined to make a better job of brotherhood than he had hitherto
-done, and to realise that Violet and Colin were mated in love. And
-already the pact had fulfilled itself, for never had the two spent days
-of such public fraternal amity. “Write to the bank for it in my name,”
-Colin would be supposed to have said, “and tear it up, dear Ray! It’ll
-be fun, too, to see if they can distinguish your handwriting from
-mine”.... That was what Colin would find waiting for him if he sent to
-the bank for the document on which this insane accusation was based.
-
-His skates, fitted on to boots, clanked in his hand, his foot trod
-briskly on the frozen soil that would soon be his own. Those eye-teeth
-of Colin’s were drawn; his father aged rapidly, and, without doubt,
-before many months, the park-gates would have clapped on to the final
-exit of Colin and his wife. Perhaps he would let Stanier to some
-dollar-gorged American; he had no feeling for it himself, and the other
-two would abhor that. Never yet had Stanier been tenanted by aliens; it
-was enough to make the dead turn in their graves. What was more
-important, it would make the living writhe. Perhaps Colin--he would be
-very rich, alas--would try to take it. The would-be lessees must be
-closely scrutinised.
-
-So here was the lake with its stiff frozen margin; a stamp on it and a
-short slide over the black ice produced no cluck of remonstrance. The
-pavilion of the bathing-place was on the other side, but a felled
-tree-trunk made a comfortable seat for the exchange of his walking shoes
-into the boots with skates on them. He had spent a winter month in
-Switzerland two years before, and hungered for the bite of the blade on
-the sweet fodder of that black field.... Instantly, as in swimming, the
-instinct of that balance came back to him, and with long strokes he
-curved out on to the delightful playground. Outside edge, and a dropped
-turn, an outside back, and a taking up of the direction with the other
-foot....
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin, at this moment, had made up his mind not to skate till after
-lunch.
-
-“I’m lazy,” he said to Violet. “I’m tired of baiting Raymond. He was
-more cheerful than I like this morning, Vi. I shall smoke a cigarette
-and think of something new. Lord! I’ve got no matches.”
-
-There was a paper basket handy, and he drew a crumpled envelope from it,
-meaning to get a light with it from the log fire. Uncrumpling it he saw
-it was addressed to Lord Stanier, and idly turning it over, as he made
-his spill, he saw the seal of his own bank. The envelope was registered.
-
-He tore a narrow strip off the edge of it, and used it for his purpose.
-
-“I should like to sit here talking to you all morning,” he said, “but
-that beastly motor-bicycle of mine has gone wrong again. I think I’ll go
-up to the stables to see about it. Skating this afternoon, isn’t it? I
-hate seeing Raymond skate because he’s so good at it. But as I want to
-skate myself, what’s to be done?”
-
-Colin floated off in his crisp, graceful manner, and never was he so
-alert as when he appeared to be loitering. Why had Raymond received a
-registered envelope from Bertram’s? Bertram’s was not Raymond’s bank.
-What had that envelope contained?
-
-He strolled out of the front door; the stables lay to the right, but
-Raymond, hugely cheerful that morning, had gone to the lake, which was
-in the opposite direction. So deferring the matter of the bicycle he
-went down by the yew hedge and along the path on the top of the dam
-behind the rhododendrons. He could hear the ring of Raymond’s skates on
-the frozen surface. Raymond would have to cease his sport and explain
-the matter of the envelope.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Hidden by the bushes, he had nearly come to the bridge over the sluice
-when from close at hand there came a noise of loud crackings and
-splintering across the lake and a great splash. For one moment Colin
-stood quite still, his heart beating high and fast; then, with quickened
-pace, he walked on to the bridge over the sluice. Some ten yards out was
-a large hole in the surface with jagged edges; a cap and fragments of
-broken ice floated on it, and bubbles rose from below.
-
-“He has been carried under the ice,” thought Colin. “How cold it must
-be! The water is deep there.”
-
-What was to be done? Nothing it seemed. He could run up to the house and
-get help, a rope, a plank, something to put out across that gaping hole
-on which the sunlight glittered, but before he could return all hope
-(all chance rather) of saving Raymond must have passed. Was there no
-other plan? His mind, usually so ingenious and resourceful, seemed
-utterly blank, save for an overwhelming curiosity as to whether Raymond
-would come to the surface again, just once, just for a second.... As he
-looked, leaning on the balustrade of the bridge, Raymond’s head
-appeared; his face was white and wide-eyed, the lips of his open mouth
-blue with the cold. Across those ten yards which separated them their
-eyes met, Colin’s bright and sparkling with exuberant life, the other’s
-stricken with the ultimate and desperate terror.
-
-Colin waved his hand.
-
-“So you’ve fallen in,” he said. “I’ll go and see what can be done. If
-I’m too late, well, good-bye! Rather cold, isn’t it?”
-
-The last words were spoken to emptiness. There was the cap still
-floating and the stream of bubbles breaking on the surface of the
-sparkling water.
-
-Colin gave one leap in the air like some young colt whose limbs tingle
-with the joy of life, and rubbed his hands which were chilled with
-leaning on the bridge. Of course it was no use going to the house; the
-shock and cold and the soft, smothering water would have done their work
-long before he could bring help, and the resources of Stanier, so
-powerful for the living had no succour or consolation for the dead.
-Indeed, it would be better not to go to the house at all, for he could
-not imagine himself, in this ecstatic moment, simulating haste and
-horror and all that would be appropriate to the occasion. So making a
-circuit through the woods, he strolled ten minutes later into the stable
-yard to see about his bicycle. He had a pleasant word for the groom and
-a joke for the motor-mechanic. Just then his brain could only be
-occupied with trivial things; a great glittering curtain seemed to be
-let down across it, behind which were stored treasures and splendours.
-Presently, when he came to himself, he would inspect these.
-
-He showed himself to Violet and his father, who were in the long
-gallery, when he got back to the house, said a word about his
-motor-bicycle, hoped that Raymond was having a good time, and went into
-the smoking-room. Now was the time to pull up that glittering curtain.
-
-Till then the fact of Raymond’s death, just the removal, the extinction
-of him had hidden all that might lie behind it; now Colin saw with an
-amazed gasp of interest how all the activity of his brain was needed to
-cope with the situation. Raymond was finished with, while his father
-still lived. The remote, the unexpected, the unlooked-for had occurred.
-Yet not quite unlooked-for ... one morning dreaming on the Capri beach,
-Colin had taken this possibility into account, had let it simmer and
-mature in his brain, and as outcome had made Violet spend a night at the
-house of the British Consul in Naples. How wise that had proved; he
-would have been grinding his teeth if he had not done that.
-
-Swiftly he ran over the whole process from the beginning, and though
-there were problems ahead of him, so far his course had been flawless.
-First had come the erasure in the Consulate register and the insertion
-of that single numeral in his mother’s letter to Salvatore.... He would
-have to see dear Uncle Salvatore again.... That had smoothed the way for
-his marriage with Violet; that had ensured, even if Raymond lived to be
-a hundred, his own mastership and that of his children after him at
-Stanier. It was not mastership in name, for he would but be husband to
-its mistress, but he knew that name alone would be lacking to the
-completeness of possession. He could not have provided better for the
-eventuality of his father’s death, which, according to all human
-probability, would occur before Raymond’s. But fate, that blind
-incalculable chance, had decreed otherwise, and Colin gave a frown and a
-muttered exclamation to the recognition of the fact that had he left the
-register alone, and torn up, instead of emending his mother’s letter, he
-would now be heir to Stanier as he indeed truly was, in his own right.
-
-It was a pity to have devoted all that ingenuity, to have saddled
-himself with considerable expense as regards that troublesome Salvatore,
-when fate all the time was busier and wiser than he.... Yet it had been
-necessary, and it was no use wasting regret over it.
-
-What stood in his way now was the letter and the register. With regard
-to the former it was easy to destroy it, and to indicate to Salvatore
-that all required of him was to hold his tongue, or, if necessary, to
-tell a mere simple truth that he had given Colin two letters, one--he
-seemed to recollect--dated March 1, in which his sister announced her
-marriage, the other a fortnight later, giving news of the birth of the
-twins. Uncle Salvatore, with his Viagi pride, so Colin smilingly
-reflected, would be glad that the stain on the family honour could be
-expunged; Rosina was married when she brought forth. For him, too, it
-was pleasant to have the bar sinister lifted from him. It would not, he
-allowed, have weighed heavily on him; in any case it would have been
-amply compensated for by the enjoyment of Stanier and the expulsion of
-Raymond, but now there was no need for that ounce of bitter.... So much,
-then, for the letters; they could be destroyed. Violet would ask in vain
-for their production to prove her possession.
-
-“What letters do you mean, darling?” he would answer. Yes, those letters
-should perish at once.
-
-He turned his thoughts to the register. There at this moment it reposed
-in that archive-room, bearing the erasure so easily overlooked, so
-convincing when pointed out. You had but to look carefully, and, so to
-speak, you could see nothing but the erased numeral: it stared at you.
-He had, it was true, in his keeping a copy of that entry, certified to
-be correct by Mr. Cecil, which bore the earlier date, but, now that
-Violet had been informed of that erasure, she would, when Stanier
-changed hands, insist on the production of the register, and, knowing
-where to look and what to see, her lawyer would draw the conclusion,
-which even in the absence of confirming letters, might easily satisfy a
-jury. The register had been tampered with, and in whose interests but
-Colin’s? And by what hand? Without doubt by his father’s (not that that
-would hurt him then) or his own. There was danger, remote perhaps but
-alive and smouldering, on that page; it must be quenched.
-
-Colin recalled his meditations on the Capri beach which foresaw this
-contingency with a vividness as clear as was the October air on that
-morning. All the circumstances of it were equally sharp-edged in his
-memory, the sense of the hot pebbles of the beach on which he lay, the
-sea and its crystal embrace awaiting him when he got baked and pining
-for its coolness, Nino, the joyous pagan boy asleep in the shade,
-Vesuvius across the bay with the thin streamer of smoke. That was the
-_milieu_ where thought came clean and clear to you, and clear and clean
-that morning had his thoughts been, providing for this very situation.
-The pieces of it lay in his brain like the last few fragments of a
-puzzle; he had no need even to fit them together, for he could see how
-curve corresponded with curve and angle with angle. All was in order,
-ready to be joined up, now that Raymond no longer blocked his way, and
-the key-piece round which the others fitted was undoubtedly that visit
-of Violet to Mr. Cecil.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Then came quick steps up the passage, and Violet burst in.
-
-“Oh, Colin,” she said, “a terrible thing has happened! Uncle Philip and
-I walked down to the lake. Raymond was not there; his boots were on the
-bank, there was a hole where the ice had given way at the deep end.
-Uncle Philip is getting men and ropes....”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-
-It was not till well on in the afternoon that the body was recovered.
-All day the cold had been intense, and the ropes with the tackle for
-this terrible fishing got stiff and frozen. But at sunset they found it;
-the stream had carried it along below the ice towards the sluice.
-
-Philip sat up with Colin in the long gallery when Violet and Lady
-Yardley had gone to bed. He felt no sorrow, for he had not liked
-Raymond, he had not even loved him with his fatherhood, for all that had
-been given to Colin.... Often and often he had longed that Colin had
-been the eldest, now there was none other than Colin; he would have all
-that his father coveted for him. But though he felt no sorrow, he felt
-remorse and pity; remorse that he had not liked this dead son of his,
-pity that he had died young.
-
-“I reproach myself, Colin, most bitterly,” he had been saying. “It was
-hard to be kind to poor Raymond, he kept kindness at arm’s length. But I
-ought to have tried more. I ought to have taken example from you: you
-never wearied of kindness.”
-
-Colin laid his hand on his father’s arm. All the evening he had been
-keeping things together by a tact so supreme that it appeared pure
-naturalness. He had talked quite freely about Raymond; recalled a
-hundred little incidents in which Raymond was a mild hero; his shooting,
-his prospect of playing football for Cambridge.... It was clear, too,
-that the tragedy had made very little impression on his grandmother, and
-so he had taken it for granted that they would play their rubber of
-whist. Why not?
-
-“You mustn’t think of it like that, father,” he said. “You did what you
-could. You made it very jolly for him here. He liked coming home; he
-was going to stop here the whole of the Christmas vacation, you know. If
-he had not been enjoying it, he would not have done that.”
-
-Colin revelled in the underlying meaning of his words ... how Raymond
-had been enjoying it, hadn’t he?
-
-Philip’s servant came into the room; he carried on a tray Raymond’s
-watch and chain, and a pocket-book.
-
-“They found these on his lordship’s body, my lord,” he said. “I thought
-it best to bring them you.”
-
-Philip took them, and looked absently at the watch which had stopped at
-a few minutes to eleven.
-
-“He must have fallen in almost immediately,” he said. “I had better look
-at what is in his pocket-book. It may contain papers that must be
-attended to.”
-
-Not until that moment had Colin given another thought to what Raymond
-had received that morning in the envelope from Bertram’s bank. Now in a
-flash he conjectured that whatever it was (and he felt no doubt of what
-it was) it would be found in that pocket-book which his father even then
-was opening. How lucky it was that he had not told his father about that
-attempt of Raymond’s! How splendid would appear his own magnanimity, his
-own unfailing kindness to him! He could emphasise them even more by a
-reluctance that his father should examine these remains. The water, it
-is true, might have got in and soaked the paper, if it was there, into
-illegibility, but the leather of the pocket-book seemed to have resisted
-well: it might easily prove to contain a legible document.
-
-He got up in an excitement which his father did not understand.
-
-“Are you wise to do that, do you think?” he asked in a quick, anxious
-voice. “There may be something there which will pain you.”
-
-“All his papers must be gone through,” said his father. “Have you any
-reason, Colin?”
-
-“I can’t explain,” said Colin.
-
-Papers were coming out of the pocket-book now, in no way perished by
-the long immersion; they were damp but they held together, and Colin
-glanced with a lynx’s eye at them as his father unfolded them. There
-were a couple of bills, he could see, which Philip laid on one side, and
-then he came to a half-sheet of foolscap.... He read a line or two,
-looked at the bottom of it and saw his own name....
-
-“What is this?” he said. “It’s signed by Raymond and witnessed by you
-and me.”
-
-“Don’t look at it, father,” said Colin, knowing that it was inevitable
-that his father must read anything that was witnessed by himself. “Let
-me take it and burn it.”
-
-“No, I can’t do that,” said Philip. “What does this mean? What....”
-
-“Ah! don’t read it, don’t read it!” said Colin in a voice of piteous
-pleading.
-
-“I must.”
-
-“Then listen to me instead. I will tell you.”
-
-Never had his father looked so old and haggard as then. He had seen
-enough of what was written there to light horror in his eyes and blanch
-his face to a deadly whiteness.
-
-“Tell me then,” he said.
-
-Colin sat down on the edge of his father’s chair.
-
-“It’s a terrible story,” he said, “and I hoped you should never know it.
-But it seems inevitable. And remember, father, as I tell you, that
-Raymond is dead....”
-
-His voice failed for a moment.
-
-“That means forgiveness, doesn’t it?” he said. “Death is forgiveness;
-you see what I mean. It’s--it’s you who have to teach me that; you will
-see.”
-
-He collected himself again.
-
-“It was after I came back from Capri in the summer, and after Vi was
-engaged to me,” he said, “that what is referred to there took place.
-He--poor Raymond--always hated me. He thought I had your love, which
-should have been his as well. And then I had Violet’s love, after she
-had accepted him for her husband. There was a thought in that which
-made it so bitter that--that it poisoned him. He got poisoned; you must
-think of it like that. And the thought, Raymond’s poisoned thought, was
-this: He knew that Violet had the passion for Stanier which you and I
-have. Yet when she was face to face with the marriage to him, she gave
-up Stanier. Father dear, it wasn’t my fault that I loved her, you didn’t
-think it was when I told you out in Capri? And it wasn’t her fault when
-she fell in love with me.”
-
-“No, Colin,” he said. “Love is like that. Go on, my dear.”
-
-Colin spoke with difficulty now.
-
-“Then came a day,” he said, “when a lunatic escaped from that asylum at
-Repstow. You had news of it one night, and told Raymond and me. He was a
-homicidal fellow, and he got hold of one of your keeper’s guns. Next
-morning Raymond went to shoot pigeons, and I bicycled on my motor to
-play golf. And then--then, father, we must suppose that the devil
-himself came to Raymond. It wasn’t Raymond who planned what Raymond
-did.... He expected me to come back along the road from the lodge, and
-he--he hid in the bushes at that sharp corner with his gun resting on
-the wall, and his plan was to shoot me. It would have been at the
-distance of a few yards only.”
-
-Lord Yardley interrupted; his voice was hoarse and nearly inaudible.
-
-“Wait a minute, Colin,” he said. “All this reminds me of something I
-have heard, and yet only half heard.”
-
-Colin nodded. “I know,” he said. “I’ll tell that presently.... There was
-poor Raymond waiting for me to come round the corner. There was this
-madman loose in the park somewhere, and if the--the plan had succeeded,
-it would have been supposed that it was the madman who had killed me.
-But an accident happened: my bicycle punctured, and I walked back for
-the trudge along the ridge of the Old Park.”
-
-Colin choked for a moment.
-
-“I caught the glint of sun on a gun-barrel by the wall at that sharp
-corner,” he said, “and I wondered who or what that could be. It could
-not be the escaped madman, for they had told me at the lodge that he had
-been caught; and then I remembered that Raymond was out shooting
-pigeons, and I remembered that Raymond hated me. It occurred to me
-definitely then, and I felt sick at the thought, that he was waiting for
-me. And then, father, the mere instinct of self-preservation awoke. If
-it was Raymond, if I was terribly right, I could not go on like that in
-constant fear of my life.... I had to make myself safe.
-
-“I stole down, taking cover behind the oaks, till I got close and then I
-saw it was Raymond. I was white with rage, and I was sick at heart. I
-had a revolver with me, for you or Vi--you, I think--had persuaded me to
-take it out in case I met the wretched madman, and, father, I _had_ met
-a wretched madman. I covered him with it, and then I spoke to him. I
-told him that if he moved except as I ordered him, I would kill him. He
-collapsed; every atom of fight was out of him, and he emptied his gun of
-its cartridges and laid it down. And all the time there wasn’t a
-cartridge at all in my revolver: I had taken them out and forgotten to
-put them back. It was after he had collapsed that I found that out.”
-
-A wan smile, as unlike to Colin’s genial heat of mirth as the moonlight
-is to the noonday sun, shivered and trembled on his mouth and vanished
-again, leaving it so serious, so tender.
-
-“He confessed,” he said. “But I had to make myself safe. I told him he
-must put that confession into writing and sign it, and you and I would
-witness it. That was done. I told you--do you remember?--that Raymond
-and I had a secret pact, and we wanted your witness to his signature.
-That was it; and it is that you hold in your hand now. I sent it to my
-bank, Bertram’s, again in self-defence, for I knew that he would not
-dare to make any attempt on me, since, if it were successful, however
-far from suspicion he seemed to stand, there would come into your hands
-the confession that he had attempted to kill me. Look at the envelope,
-father. In case of my death, you will read there, it was to be delivered
-to you.”
-
-Philip did not need to look.
-
-“Go on, Colin,” he said. “How did it come into Raymond’s possession?”
-
-“I can only conjecture that. But this morning, after poor Ray had gone
-out to skate, I wanted a light for my cigarette, and I had no matches. I
-drew out something from the waste-paper basket. It was an envelope
-directed to Raymond, and on the back was the seal of the bank. His
-handwriting, as you know, was exactly like mine, a spider scrawl you
-used to call it. I think he must have written to the bank in my name,
-asking that what I had deposited there was to be sent to him. He would
-never be safe till he had got that. And--and, oh, father, I should never
-have been safe when he had got it.”
-
-There was a long silence; Colin’s head was bent on his father’s
-shoulder; he lay there quivering, while in Philip’s face the grimness
-grew. Presently Colin spoke again:
-
-“You said you had heard, or half heard, some of this,” he said. “I will
-remind you. One night at dinner, the night Ray got back from Cambridge,
-I made the usual nonsensical fool of myself. I seemed to try to
-recollect something funny that had happened on the morning when Ray went
-out to shoot pigeons. ‘A man with a gun,’ I said, and you and Vi voted
-that I was a bore. But I think Raymond knew why I said it, and went on
-with it till you were all sick and tired of me. I made a joke of it, you
-see; I could not talk of it to him. I could not be heavy and say, ‘I
-forgive you; I wipe it out.’ That would have been horrible for him. The
-only plan I could think of was to make a joke of it, hoping he would
-understand. I think he did; I think he saw what I meant. But yet he
-wanted to be safe. Oh, Lord, how I understand that! How anxious I was to
-be safe and not to have to tell you. But I have had to. If you had
-listened to me, father, you would have burned that paper. Then no one
-would ever have known.” (Of course Colin remembered that Violet knew,
-but he went on without a pause:)
-
-“I’m all to pieces to-night,” he said. “I have horrible fears and all
-sorts of dreadful things occur to me. That paper is safe nowhere,
-father. It wasn’t even safe--poor Ray--at my bank. Supposing Vi, by some
-appalling mischance, got to see it. It would poison Raymond’s memory for
-her. He did love her, I am sure of that, and though she didn’t love him,
-she thinks tenderly and compassionately of him. She is not safe while it
-exists. Burn it, father. Just look at it once first, if you want to know
-that I have spoken quiet, sober truth, which I did not want to speak, as
-you know, and then burn it.”
-
-Philip’s first instinct was to throw it straight into the smouldering
-logs. He believed every word Colin had said, but there was justice to be
-done to one who could not plead for himself. He was bound to see that
-Raymond had acted the story that Colin had told him. Dry-eyed and grim,
-he read it from first word to last, and then stood up.
-
-“Here it is,” he said. “You have been scrupulously accurate. I should
-like you to see me burn it.”
-
-The paper was damp, and for a little while it steamed above the logs.
-Then, with a flap, a flame broke from it. A little black ash clung to
-the embers and grew red, then a faint, grey ash ascended and
-pirouetted.... Philip’s stern eyes melted, and he turned to his only
-son.
-
-“And now I have got to forget,” he said.
-
-That seemed the very word Colin was waiting for.
-
-“That’s easy,” he said. “It’s easy for me, dear father, so it can’t be
-difficult, for I’m an awful brute. We shall have to make a pact, you and
-I. We must burn what we know out of our hearts, just as you have burned
-the evidence of it. It doesn’t exist any more. It was some wretched
-dream.”
-
-“Oh, Colin!” said his father, and in those words was all the wonder of
-love which cannot credit the beauty, the splendour, that it
-contemplates.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin saw his father to his room, and then walked back down the great
-corridor, quenching the lights as he went, for he had told the butler
-that no one need sit up. He drew back the curtains of the window at the
-head of the stairs as he passed and looked out on to the clearness of
-the frosty midnight. Moonlight lay over the whiteness of the gardens and
-terraces, but the yew hedge, black and unfrosted, seemed like some
-funeral route to be followed to where the ice gleamed with a strange
-vividness as if it were the skylight to some illuminated place below.
-Then, letting the curtain fall again, he went softly past the head of
-the lit passage where his room and Violet’s lay, to put out the light at
-the far end of this corridor. In the last room to the left he knew
-Raymond was lying, and he went in.
-
-The last toilet had been finished and the body lay on its bed below a
-sheet. Candles were burning, as if that which lay there dreaded the
-darkness, and on the table by the bed was a great bowl of white hothouse
-flowers. Colin had not seen Raymond since that white face looked at him
-across the rim of broken ice; there had been disfigurement, he imagined,
-and, full of curiosity, he turned back the sheet. There were little
-scars on the nose and ears particularly, but nothing appalling, and he
-looked long at Raymond’s face. The heavy eyelids were closed, the mouth
-pouted sullenly; death had not changed him at all; he hardly looked
-asleep, drowsy at the most. Not a ray of pity softened Colin’s smiling
-face of triumph.
-
- * * * * *
-
-For a month after Raymond’s death, the four of them, representing three
-generations of Staniers, remained quietly there. His name was mentioned
-less and less among them, for, after Colin’s disclosure to his father,
-Philip avoided all speech about him, and, as far as he could, all
-thought. Horror came with the thought of him. The most his father could
-do was to try to forget him. But for an accident in that matter of a
-punctured tyre, Colin would now be lying where Raymond lay, and all
-sunshine would have passed from his declining years. He was no more than
-sixty-six, but he was old; Colin used to wonder at the swift advance of
-old age, like some evening shadow, which lengthened so rapidly. But
-beyond the shadow Philip’s sky was full of light. His desire had been
-realised, though by tragic ways, and his death, neither dreaded nor
-wished-for, would realise it.
-
-There were, however, events in the future which he anticipated with
-eagerness; the first was Colin’s coming of age next March. For
-generations that festival had been one of high prestige in the family,
-and in spite of the recency of Raymond’s death, he meant to celebrate it
-with due splendour.
-
-The other was even more intimately longed-for; early in July, Violet
-would, if all were well, become a mother; and to see Colin’s son, to
-know that the succession would continue, was the dearest hope of his
-life. And these two expectations brought back some St. Martin’s summer
-of the spirit to him; he began to look forward, as is the way of youth,
-instead of dwelling in the past. The lengthening shadow stayed, it even
-retreated.... But Colin had an important piece of business to effect
-before his father’s death, and he was waiting, without impatience but
-watchfully, for an opportunity to set out on it. As usual, he wanted the
-suggestion which would give him this opportunity to come, not from
-himself, but from others; he would seem then to do what he desired
-because it was urged on him.
-
-A week of dark, foggy weather towards the end of February favoured his
-plans. Influenza was about, and he had a touch of it, in no way serious,
-indeed possibly useful. After a couple of days in his room he reappeared
-again, but with all the fire gone out of him. He was silent and
-depressed, and saw that his father’s eyes watched him with anxiety.
-
-“Still feeling rather down?” asked Philip one morning, when Colin pushed
-an untasted plate away from him at breakfast.
-
-Colin made a tragic face at the window. Nothing could be seen outside,
-the fog was opaque and impenetrable.
-
-“That’s not very encouraging, father,” he said. “Not convalescing
-weather.”
-
-He appeared to pull himself together. “But there’s nothing to worry
-about,” he said. “I should feel depressed in this damp darkness whether
-I had had the flue or not.”
-
-“You want the sun,” said Philip.
-
-“Ah, the sun! Is there one? Do show it me.”
-
-Philip walked to the window; thin rain was leaking through the fog. It
-certainly was not inspiriting.
-
-“Well, why not go and see it for yourself?” he said. “There’s sun
-somewhere. Go off to the Riviera for a fortnight with Violet.”
-
-“Oh, that would be divine if we only could,” said Colin. “But--I daresay
-it’s funny of me--I don’t want Vi to go through the sort of journey you
-have at this time of year. The trains are crammed; a fellow I know had
-to stand all the way from Paris to Marseilles. I shouldn’t like her to
-do that. Besides we can’t both leave you.”
-
-“Go alone then. Violet will understand.”
-
-Colin sighed.
-
-“I don’t think I feel much like travelling either,” he said. “I’ll stick
-it out, father. I can go to bed again. I think that’s the most
-comfortable place. Besides the Riviera is like a monkey-house just now.”
-
-“Go to the villa at Capri then.”
-
-“Ah, don’t talk of it,” said Colin, getting up. “Can’t I see the
-stone-pine frying in the sunshine. And the freesias will be out, and the
-wall-flowers. Nino, your old boatman’s son, wrote to me the other day.
-He said the spring had come, and the vines were budding, and it was
-already hot! Hot! I could have cried for envy. Don’t let’s talk of it.”
-
-“But I will talk about it,” said Philip. “I’m master here yet....”
-
-“Father, I don’t like that joke,” said Colin.
-
-“Very well. We’ll leave it out and be serious. I shall talk to Violet,
-too.”
-
-“No, no, no!” said Colin without conviction. “Hullo, here is Vi. Please
-don’t mention the name of that beloved island again or I shall cry.
-Morning, Vi. You’re enough sunshine for anyone.”
-
-Colin strolled out of the room so as to leave the others together, and
-presently Philip passed through the long gallery, and was certainly
-engaged in telephoning for a while. It was a trunk-call, apparently, for
-there was an interval between the ringing up and the subsequent
-conversation. All that day neither Philip nor Violet made the least
-allusion to Capri, but there was certainly something in the air.... The
-last post that night, arriving while they were at cards, brought a
-packet for Lord Yardley, which he opened.
-
-“There, that’s the way to treat obstinate fellows like you, Colin,” he
-observed, and tossed over to him the book of tickets to Naples and back.
-
-“Father and Violet, you’re brutes,” he said. “I give up.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colin was ever so easily persuaded by Mr. Cecil to spend a couple of
-nights, if not more, in Naples, before he went across to the island, and
-he had a youthful, pathetic tale to tell. They had had a terrible time
-in England. No doubt Mr. Cecil had seen the notice of his brother’s
-death--Mr. Cecil could imagine his father’s grief, and indeed his own
-and Violet’s. Kind messages, by the way, from them both: they would none
-of them forgive him, if he came to England this year and did not reserve
-at least a week for them, either in London or at Stanier.... Then Colin
-himself had caught influenza, and his father and wife had insisted on
-his going south for a week or two and letting the sun soak into him. But
-after that month of secluded mourning at Stanier, it was rather
-heavenly--Colin looked like a seraph who had strayed into a sad world,
-as he said this--to pass a couple of days in some sort of city where
-there were many people, and all gay, some stir of life and distraction
-from his own sorrowful thoughts.
-
-“One has to buck up again some time,” said Colin, “and often I longed to
-escape from Stanier and just go up to town and dine with some jolly
-people, and go to a music-hall, and have supper somewhere, and forget it
-all for a time. Shocking of me, I suppose.”
-
-“No, no, I understand. I quite comprehend that, Colin,” said Cecil. “I
-beg your pardon: I should say Lord Stanier.”
-
-“Oh, don’t,” said Colin. “I hate the title. It was dear Raymond’s. You
-never saw him, I think?”
-
-Mr. Cecil had begun to feel like a family friend. He felt himself a sort
-of uncle to this brilliant boy, so shadowed by woe, so eager to escape
-out of the shadow. It was his mission, clearly, to aid in this cure,
-physical and mental, of sunlight.
-
-“No, never,” said he, “only you and your wife and your father. A
-privilege!”
-
-Colin drank the hospitable cocktail that stood at his elbow. His
-definite plans were yet in the making, but he began to suspect that
-alcohol in various forms would be connected with them. He had the
-Stanier head as regards drink; it only seemed to collect and clarify his
-wits, and he remembered that Mr. Cecil, on that night which he had spent
-alone here, had quickly passed through joviality and perhaps want of
-dignity, to bland somnolence.... He got up with an air of briskness and
-mutual understanding.
-
-“I’m not going to be a wet-blanket, Mr. Cecil,” he said. “I’ve told you
-enough to make you see that I pine for enjoyment again. That little
-restaurant where you and I went before--may we dine there again? I want
-to see other people enjoying themselves, and I want the sun. Those are
-my medicines; be a kind, good doctor to me.”
-
-Mr. Cecil’s treatment, so he congratulated himself, seemed wonderfully
-efficacious that evening. Colin cast all sad thoughts behind him, and
-between one thing and another, and specially between one drink and
-another, it was after twelve o’clock before they returned from their
-dinner to Mr. Cecil’s flat again. Even then, a story was but half-told,
-and Mr. Cecil drew his keys from his pocket to unlock a very private
-drawer where there were photographs about which he now felt sure Colin
-would be sympathetic.
-
-“You’ll like them,” he giggled, as he produced these prints. “Help
-yourself, Colin. I see they have put out some whisky for us.”
-
-“Oh, Lord, how funny,” said Colin looking at what Mr. Cecil shewed him.
-“But I can’t drink unless you do. Say when, Mr. Cecil.”
-
-Mr. Cecil was looking at the next photograph, and Colin took advantage
-of his preoccupation. The big bunch of keys by which this private, this
-very private, drawer was opened still dangled from the lock.
-
-“And this one,” said Mr. Cecil, applying himself to the liberal dose.
-
-“But what a glorious creature,” said Colin. “May I help myself?”
-
-Mr. Cecil had a confused idea that Colin had finished his first drink
-and wanted another. So he finished his own and wanted another.
-
-“Of course, my dear boy,” he said. “Just a night-cap, eh? A drop of
-whisky at bed-time, I’ve noticed, makes one sleep all the sounder.”
-
-Colin was on the apex of watchfulness. Photograph after photograph was
-handed to him, but long before they came to the end of them the effects
-of the night-cap were apparent in Mr. Cecil. The keys still hung from
-the lock, and Colin, as he replaced the last of this unblushing series,
-got up and stood between this table-drawer and his host.
-
-“And that statuette there?” he said, pointing to the other side of the
-room. “Surely we’ve seen a photograph of that?”
-
-Mr. Cecil chuckled again; but the chuckle could hardly emerge from his
-sleep-slack mouth.
-
-“Ah, I’ll tell you about that to-morrow,” he said, looking round at it.
-
-Colin, with one of his caressing, boyish movements, put his hand on Mr.
-Cecil’s shoulder, and ever so imperceptibly drew him towards the door.
-
-“I feel a different fellow altogether,” he said. “I shall sleep like a
-top, and I have enjoyed myself. You ought to give up your consular work
-and start a cure for depressed young men. You’d make a fortune.”
-
-They were out in the passage by this time, and it was clear that the
-night-cap had banished all thought of his keys from Mr. Cecil’s head. He
-saw Colin to his room, lingered a moment to see that he had all he
-wanted, and then went to his own.
-
-“A charming young fellow,” he thought; performed a somnambulistic feat
-of undressing, and fell into his bed.
-
-Colin heard his door shut, and then in a moment turned off his light,
-and, stealthily opening his own door, stood in the entry listening for
-any sound. For a minute or two there were faint, muffled noises from his
-host’s room, but soon all was still, except for the creaking of his own
-shirt-front as he breathed. Then, re-entering his room, he stripped and
-put on his pyjamas and soft felt slippers which would be noiseless on
-the boards outside. Once more he stood there and waited, and now from
-inside Mr. Cecil’s room came sounds rhythmical and reassuring. Enough
-light dribbled in through the uncurtained windows to guide his steps
-without fear of collision, and he glided into the room they had just
-left and felt his way to the table where the keys still dangled. He
-unloosed them, grasping them in the flap of his jacket, so that they
-should not jingle as he moved, and went down the passage to the door of
-the consular offices. The big key for the door was in the lock, and
-turned noiselessly.
-
-The archive-room lay to the right, and with the door into the house shut
-behind him, he permitted himself the illumination of a match, and passed
-through. The shutters were closed, and he lit a candle that stood on the
-table for official sealing. There, in the wall, was the locked press
-that he so well remembered, and the trial of half-a-dozen of the keys on
-the bunch he carried gave him the one he looked for. The date labels
-were on the back of the volumes, and he drew out that which comprised
-the year he wanted. Quietly he turned over the leaves and found the page
-which contained the contract between Rosina Viagi and Philip Lord
-Stanier. Even in this one-candle-power light the erasure was visible to
-the eye that looked for it. A paper-knife lay among the tools of writing
-on the table, and folding the leaf back to its innermost margin he
-severed it from the book and thrust it inside the cord of his trousers.
-
-Bright-eyed and breathing quickly with excitement and success, he
-replaced the volume and locked the press. He grasped the keys as before,
-blew out the candle, quenching the smouldering wick in his fingers, and
-went back, locking the door of the office behind him, into the room from
-which he had fetched the keys. He replaced them in the drawer of
-unblushing photographs and, pausing for a moment at his own door,
-listened for the noise that had reassured him before. There it was,
-resonant and rhythmical. He closed his door, turned up his light, and
-drew the severed page from his trousers. He had been gone, so his watch
-told him, not more than five minutes.
-
-“Rosina Viagi to Philip Lord Stanier....” March 1, or March 31, mattered
-no more. “I have but cancelled a forgery,” he thought to himself as he
-pored over it. It was a pity to be obliged to destroy so ingenious a
-work, which at one time gave him the mastership of Stanier, but
-Raymond’s death had given it him more completely, and it no longer
-served his end, but was only a danger. Yet should he destroy it, or....
-
-His mind went back to the night that he and Violet had passed together
-here. How supreme had been his wisdom over that! For supposing, on his
-father’s death, that Violet threatened to contest his succession on the
-information he had given her to induce her for certain to marry him,
-what now would the register show but an excised leaf? In whose interest
-had it been to remove that, except Violet’s, for with its disappearance
-there vanished, as far as she knew, all record of the marriage. Had she
-had an opportunity of doing so? Certainly, for had she not spent a night
-here on the return from their honeymoon? Should she be so unwise as to
-send her lawyer here to examine the register on the ground that it had
-been tampered with, she would be faced with a tampering of an unexpected
-kind. The leaf had gone; but how lucky that before its suspicious
-disappearance, Colin had copied out the entry of the marriage and had it
-certified as correct by the Consul himself. He had it safe, with its
-date, March 1. That would be a surprise to poor Violet when she knew it,
-and the finger of suspicion, wavering hitherto, would surely point in
-one very definite direction.... As for the letter from Rosina to
-Salvatore Viagi, of which she would profess knowledge on Colin’s
-authority, what did she mean and where was the letter? Uncle Salvatore,
-whom Colin would see to-morrow, would be found to know nothing about it.
-
-About the destruction of this page.... Colin fingered his own smooth
-throat as he considered that. Supposing Violet seriously and obstinately
-threatened to contest the succession? And what if, when the page was
-found to be missing, it was discovered in some locked and secret
-receptacle of her own? That would be devilish funny.... Colin hoped, he
-thought, that it would not come to that. He liked Violet, but she must
-be good, she must be wise.
-
-The click of an electric switch and the noise of a step outside sent his
-heart thumping in his throat, and next moment he had thrust the page
-into his despatch-box and turned the key on it. The step passed his
-room, and was no longer audible, and with infinite precaution he turned
-the handle, and holding the door just ajar, he listened. It had not gone
-the whole length of the passage down to the entry to the consular
-offices, and even while he stood there he heard the chink of keys. Then
-the step was audible again, and the chink accompanied it. At that
-comprehension came to him, confirmed next moment by the repeated click
-of the electric switch and the soft closing of his host’s door.
-
-“My luck holds,” thought Colin, and blessed the powers that so
-wonderfully protected him. In another minute he was in bed, but even as
-sleep rose softly about him, he woke himself with a laugh.
-
-“That’s where I’ll put the leaf from the register,” he thought.
-“Priceless! Absolutely priceless!”
-
-It was no news to him when at breakfast next morning Mr. Cecil certified
-the accuracy of his interpretation of the step.
-
-“Amazingly careless I was last night,” he said. “I went straight to bed
-after we had looked at those photographs, and fell asleep at once.”
-
-“Night-cap,” said Colin. “I did exactly the same.”
-
-“Well, my night-cap fell off,” said Mr. Cecil. “It fell off with a bang.
-I hadn’t been to sleep more than a quarter of an hour when I woke with a
-start.”
-
-“Some noise?” asked Colin carelessly.
-
-“No. I hadn’t heard anything, but my conscience awoke me, and I
-remembered I had left my keys in the lock of that private drawer of
-mine. I got out of bed in a fine hurry, for not only was that drawer
-unlocked--that would never do, eh?--but on the bunch were keys of
-cupboards and locked cases in the Consulate. But there the keys were
-just where I had left them. I can’t think how I came to forget them when
-I went to bed.”
-
-Colin looked up with an irresistible gaiety of eye and mouth:
-
-“I know,” he said. “You were so busy looking after your patient.... And
-you gave me a lot of medicine, Dr. Cecil, wine, liqueurs, cocktails,
-whiskies and sodas. I was as sleepy as an owl when I tumbled into bed.
-How thirsty it makes one in the morning to be sleepy at night.”
-
-Mr. Cecil broke into a chuckle of laughter.
-
-“Precisely my experience,” he said. “Odd. Now can you amuse yourself
-to-day till I’m free again?”
-
-“Not so much as if you were with me,” said Colin. “But I must pay a duty
-call on my uncle. I don’t say it will be amusing. Do you know him?
-Salvatore Viagi.”
-
-Mr. Cecil had not that happiness, and presently Colin went in search of
-the mansion which Salvatore had once alluded to as the Palazzo Viagi.
-
-Leaving nothing to chance that could be covered by design, he had
-telegraphed from Rome yesterday to say he would make this visit, and
-wanted a private interview with Salvatore. The Palazzo Viagi proved to
-be a rather shabby flat in an inconspicuous street, but Salvatore
-skipped from his chair with open arms to receive him, and assumed an
-expression that was suitable to the late family bereavement and his joy
-at seeing Colin.
-
-“_Collino mio!_” he cried. “What a happy morning is this for your poor
-uncle, yet, oh, what a terrible blow has fallen on us since last I saw
-you! Dear friend, dear nephew, my heart bled for you when I saw the
-news! So young, and with such brilliant prospects. Lamentable indeed.
-Enough.”
-
-He squeezed Colin’s hand and turned away for a moment to hide his
-emotion at the death of one on whom he had never set eyes. He wore an
-enormous black tie in token of his grief, but was otherwise as
-troubadourial as ever.
-
-“But we must put away sad thoughts,” he continued. “I am all on
-tenter-hooks to know what brings you to my humble doors. Not further bad
-news: no, not that? Your beloved father is well, I hope. Your beloved
-wife also, and your revered grandmother. Yes? Put me out of my
-suspense.”
-
-The health of these was not so much an anxiety at this moment to
-Salvatore as the desire to know that all was well with the very pleasant
-financial assistance which Colin provided. It was easy, in fact, to
-guess the real nature of his suspense, and consequently Colin found a
-delicate pleasure in prolonging it a little.
-
-“Yes, they’re all well,” he said. “My father bore the blow wonderfully
-considering how devoted he was to Raymond. Violet, too, and my
-grandmother. You can make your affectionate heart at ease about them
-all.”
-
-“Thank God! thank God!” said Salvatore. “I--I got your telegram. I have
-made arrangements so that our privacy shall be uninterrupted. I have, in
-fact, sent Vittoria and Cecilia to visit friends at Posilippo. Such
-reproaches, such entreaties, when they heard their cousin Colin was
-expected, but I was adamant.”
-
-“And how are Vittoria and Cecilia?” asked Colin. The troubadour was
-almost dancing with impatience.
-
-“They are well, I am glad to say; they have the constitution of
-ostriches, or whatever is healthiest in the animal kingdom. But time
-presses, no doubt, with you, dear fellow; you will be in a hurry; duties
-and pleasure no doubt claim you.”
-
-“No, no,” said Colin. “I am quite at leisure for the day. I am staying
-with Mr. Cecil our Consul. He is officially engaged all day, and all the
-hours are at our disposal.... So at last I see the home of my mother’s
-family. Was it here she lived, Uncle Salvatore?”
-
-“No, in quite another street. My wretched penury drove me here. Even
-with your bounty, dear Collino, I can scarcely make the two ends meet.”
-
-Colin looked very grave.
-
-“Indeed, I am very sorry to hear that,” he said.
-
-“Ah! You have come to me with bad news,” exclaimed Salvatore, unable to
-check himself any more. “Break it to me quickly. Vittoria....”
-
-At last Colin had pity.
-
-“Let’s come to business, Uncle Salvatore,” he said. “There’s no bad
-news, at least if there is you will be making it for yourself. Now, do
-you remember two letters of my mother which you once sent me? We had a
-talk about them, and I want you to give me your account of them. Can you
-describe them to me?”
-
-Salvatore made a tragic gesture and covered his eyes with his hand. The
-ludicrous creature made a farce of all he touched.
-
-“They are graven on my heart,” he said. “Deep and bitterly are they
-graven there. The first that I received, dated on the seventeenth of
-March, told me of the birth of her twins, one named Raymond and
-yourself. The second, dated March the thirty-first, announced her
-marriage which had taken place that day with your father ...” and he
-ground his teeth slightly.
-
-Colin leaned forward to him.
-
-“Uncle Salvatore you are a marvellous actor!” he said. “Why did you
-never go on the stage? I can tell you why. You have no memory at all.”
-
-Salvatore gave him a hunted kind of look. Was not his very existence
-(and that of Vittoria and Cecilia) dependent on the accuracy of this
-recollection?... Was Colin putting him to some sort of test to see if he
-would stick to his impression of those letters.
-
-“Dear fellow, those letters and those dates are engraved, as I have
-previously assured you, on my heart. Alas! that it should be so....”
-
-A sudden light dawned on him.
-
-“You have come to tell me that I am wrong,” he said. “Is it indeed true
-that my memory is at fault?”
-
-“Absolutely with regard to the date of one of those letters,” said
-Colin. “The date on that which announced my mother’s marriage was surely
-March the first, Uncle Salvatore. You are right about the date of the
-other.”
-
-Colin suddenly broke into a shout of laughter. His uncle’s puckered brow
-and his effort to recollect what he knew and what he had been told were
-marvellous to behold. Presently he recovered himself.
-
-“Seriously, Uncle Salvatore,” he said. “I want you to see if you cannot
-recollect that the marriage letter was dated March the first. It is very
-important that you should do that; it will be disastrous for you if you
-don’t. I just want you to recollect clearly that I am right about it.
-The letters will never be produced, for I have destroyed them both....
-But surely when you sent me them you thought that it was as I say.
-Probably you will never be called upon to swear to your belief, but just
-possibly you may. It would be nice if you could recollect that; it would
-remove the stain from the honour of your illustrious house, and, also,
-parenthetically, from my poor shield.”
-
-Colin paused a moment with legs crossed in an attitude of lazy ease; he
-lay back in his low chair and scratched one ankle with the heel of his
-shoe.
-
-“Mosquitoes already!” he said, “what troublesome things there are in the
-world! Mosquitoes you know, Uncle Salvatore, or want of money for
-instance. If I were a scheming, inventive fellow, I should try to
-arrange to give a pleasant annuity to mosquitoes on the condition of
-their not biting me. If one bit me after that, I should withdraw my
-annuity. What nonsense I am talking! It is getting into the sun and the
-warmth and your delightful society that makes me foolish and cheerful.
-Let us get back to what I was saying. I am sure you thought when you
-gave me those dear letters that the date of your adored sister’s
-marriage was the first of March. In all seriousness I advise you to
-remember that it was so. That’s all; I believe we understand each other.
-Vittoria’s future, you know, and all the rest of it. And on my father’s
-death, I shall be a very rich man. But memory, what a priceless
-possession is that! If you only had a good memory, Uncle Salvatore!...
-Persuade me that you have a good memory. Reinstate, as far as you can,
-the unblemished honour of the Viagis. Yes, that’s all.”
-
-Colin got up and examined the odious objects that hung on the walls.
-There was a picture framed in shells; there was a piece of needlework
-framed in sea-weed; there was a chromo-lithograph of something sacred.
-All was shabby and awful. A stench of vegetables and the miscellany
-called _frutta di mare_ stole in through the windows from the barrows
-outside this splendid Palazzo Viagi.
-
-“But the record at the Consulate,” said Salvatore, with Italian
-cautiousness. “You told me that though the date there appeared to be the
-same as that which I certainly seem to recollect on the letter....”
-
-Colin snapped himself round from an absent inspection of, no doubt,
-Vittoria’s needlework.
-
-“But what the deuce has that got to do with you, Uncle Salvatore?” he
-said. “I want your recollection of the dates on the letters which we
-have been speaking of and of nothing else at all. Do I not see
-Vittoria’s handiwork in this beautiful frame of shells? How lucky she
-has a set of clever fingers if her father has a bad memory! She will
-have herself to support and him as well, will she not? And what do you
-know of any register at the Consulate? The noble Viagis would not mix
-themselves up with low folk like poor Mr. Cecil. In fact, he told me
-that he had not the honour of your acquaintance. Do not give it him. Why
-should you know Mr. Cecil? About that letter now....”
-
-“It was certainly my impression,” began Salvatore.
-
-Colin interrupted. “I don’t deal with your impressions,” he said. “Was
-not the letter concerning my mother’s marriage dated the first of March?
-That’s all; yes or no.”
-
-Salvatore became the complete troubadour again, and his malachite studs
-made him forget his black tie. Again he skipped from his chair with open
-arms.
-
-“I swear to it,” he said. “The restoration of my adored idol! It has
-been a nightmare to me to think.... Ah, it was just that, a bad
-dream.... Were not those letters imprinted on my heart?”
-
-Colin evaded his embrace; he was like some monstrous goat in broadcloth.
-
-“That’s all settled then,” he said. “You were only teasing me when you
-pretended not to remember. You will be sure not to forget again, won’t
-you? Forgetfulness is such a natural failing, but what dreadful
-consequences may come of it. Let the thought of them be your nightmare
-in the future, Uncle Salvatore. There’ll be pleasant realities instead
-if you will only remember, and a pleasant reality is nicer than a bad
-dream which comes true.... I’ll be going now, I think....”
-
-“I cannot permit it,” exclaimed Salvatore. “Some wine, some biscuits!”
-
-“Neither, thanks,” said Colin. “I had wine last night, though I can’t
-remember the biscuits. Probably there were some. Vittoria and Cecilia!
-What an anxiety removed with regard to their future!”
-
-“And your movements, dear Collino?” exclaimed Salvatore. “You go to
-Capri?”
-
-Colin thought of the tawdry, bibulous evening that probably awaited him,
-and his uncle’s question put a new idea into his head. His innate love
-of wickedness made it desirable to him to hurt those who were fond of
-him, if their affection could bring him no advantage. Uncle Salvatore,
-at any rate, could do nothing more for him, and he was not sure that Mr.
-Cecil could. Mr. Cecil had been a wonderful host last night; he had
-fulfilled the utmost requirements of his guest in getting sleepy and
-drunk, and was there any more use for Mr. Cecil? Drink and photographs
-and leerings at the attractive maidens of Naples was a very stupid sort
-of indulgence....
-
-“Yes, to-morrow,” he said. “Perhaps even by the afternoon boat to-day.”
-
-“But alone?” said Salvatore. “How gladly would I relieve your solitude.
-I would bring Vittoria and Cecilia; how charming a family party.”
-
-Colin felt some flamelike quiver of hatred spread through him. His
-nerves vibrated with it; it reached to his toes and fingertips.
-
-“A delightful suggestion,” he said, “for you and Vittoria and whatever
-the other one’s name is. But I don’t want any of you, thank you. I
-haven’t seen either of them, but I guess what they are like from you.
-You’re like--you’re like a mixture of a troubadour and a mountebank, and
-the man who cracks the whip at the horses in a circus, Uncle Salvatore.
-You’re no good to me any more, but I can be awfully bad for you if you
-lose your memory again. You know exactly what I want you to remember,
-and you do remember it. You forgot it because I told you to forget it.
-Now it has all come back to you, and how nice that is. But if you think
-I am going to bore myself with you and Vittoria and the other, you make
-a stupendous error. I’m very kind to you, you know; I’m your benefactor
-to a considerable extent, so you mustn’t think me unkind when I utterly
-refuse to saddle myself with your company. I butter your bread for you,
-be content with that. Good-bye. Love to Vittoria!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-So that was done, and he strolled back along the sea-front towards the
-Consulate. Capri, a little more solid only than a cloud, floated on the
-horizon, and with that delightful goal so near, it was miserable to
-picture another tiresome crapulous evening with the little red bounder.
-Last night, stupid and wearisome though the hours had been, they had
-yielded him the prize he sought for, whereas to-night there would be no
-prize of any sort in view. Those interminable drinks, those stupid
-photographs, why waste time and energy in this second-hand sort of
-debauchery? He had been prepared, when he started from England, to spend
-with Mr. Cecil as much time as was necessary in order to achieve what
-was the main object of his expedition, but that was accomplished now. He
-would be so much happier at the villa, where he was, after all, expected
-to-day, than in seeing Mr. Cecil get excited and familiar and
-photographic and intoxicated.
-
-The whispering stone-pine, the vine-wreathed pergola, the piazza full of
-dusk and youth, the steps of belated passengers on the pathway outside
-the garden made sweeter music than the voice of an inebriated Consul
-with its hints and giggles. Stout, middle-aged people, if there had to
-be such in the world, should keep quiet and read their books, and leave
-the mysteries and joys of youth to the young.... It was there, in that
-cloud that floated on the horizon, that he had first realised himself
-and the hand that led him, in the scent-haunted darkness and the
-whispering of the night wind; that fed his soul with a nourishment that
-Mr. Cecil’s cocktails and photographs were starvingly lacking in. He
-would feast there to-night.
-
-A promise to spend another night at the Consulate on his return from
-Capri made good his desertion to-day, for, in point of fact, Mr. Cecil
-felt considerably off-colour this morning, and rather misdoubted his
-capacity for carrying off with any semblance of enjoyment a repetition
-of last night. His reproaches and disappointment were clearly
-complimentary rather than sincere, and the afternoon boat carried Colin
-on it. Once he had made that journey with his father, once with Violet,
-but could a wish have brought either of them to his side he would no
-more have breathed it than have thrown himself off the boat. He did not
-want to be jostled and encumbered by love, or hear its gibberish, and
-with eager eyes, revelling in the sense of being alone with his errand
-already marvellously accomplished, he watched the mainland recede and
-the island draw nearer through the fading twilight.
-
-Lights were springing up along the Marina, and presently there was Nino
-alongside in his boat, ready to ferry him ashore. He, with his joyous
-paganism, his serene indifference to good or evil, was far closer to
-what Colin hungered for than either his father or Violet, but closer
-yet, so Colin realised, was the hatred between himself and his own dead
-brother....
-
-And then presently there was the garden dusky and fragrant with the
-odour of wallflowers and freesias, and the whispering of the warm breeze
-from the sea, and the oblong of light from the open door to welcome him.
-
-On the table just within there lay a telegram for him, and with some
-vivid presentiment of what it contained, he opened it. His father had
-died quite suddenly a few hours ago.
-
-The whisper of the pine grew louder, and the breeze suddenly freshening,
-swept in at the door thick with garden scents, with greeting, with
-felicitations.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-
-Just a fortnight later Colin was lying in one of the window seats of the
-long gallery at Stanier reading through some papers which required his
-signature. They had come by the post which Nino had just given him, for
-he had brought the boy with him from Capri, with a view to making him
-his valet. His own, he said, always looked as if he were listening to a
-reading of the ten commandments, and Colin had no use for such a person.
-Nino, at any rate, would bring cheerfulness and some touch of southern
-gaiety with his shaving-water; besides, no servant approached the
-Italian in dexterity and willingness.
-
-And now that the pause of death was over, adjustments, businesses, the
-taking up of life again had to begin, and his lawyer was getting things
-in shape for his supervision. These particular papers were tedious and
-hard to follow and were expressed in that curious legal shibboleth which
-makes the unprofessional mind to wander. He tried to attend, but the
-effort was like clinging to some slippery edge of ice; he could get no
-firm hold of it, and the deep waters kept closing over him. There, below
-the terrace, lay the lake where he had seen one such incident happen.
-
-By that he had become heir to all that this fair, shining spring day
-shewed him; his father’s death put him in possession, and now this
-morning, wherever he turned his eyes, whether on lake or woodland, or
-within on picture and carved ceiling, all were his. This stately home,
-the light and desire of his eye, with all that it meant in wealth and
-position, had passed again into the hands of Colin Stanier, handed down
-from generation to generation, ever more prosperous, from his namesake
-who had built its enduring walls and founded its splendours.
-
-Of his father’s death there was but little to tell him, when, coming
-straight back again from Capri, he had arrived here at the set of a
-stormy day. Philip had reeled as he crossed the hall one morning, and
-fallen on the hearthrug in front of the Holbein. For half an hour he had
-lived, quite unconscious and suffering nothing, then his breathing had
-ceased. Until the moment of his stroke, that bursting of some large
-blood-vessel on the brain, he had been quite well and cheerful,
-rejoicing in the fact that Colin by now had found the sun again, and
-already longing for his return.
-
-Violet had been Colin’s informant, and she told him these things with
-that air of detachment from him which had characterised her intercourse
-with him since Raymond had come home for that last Christmas vacation.
-She had watched then with some secret horror dawning in her eyes,
-Colin’s incessant torture of his brother. That dismay and darkness which
-had spread its shadow on her in the month of their honeymoon, when first
-she really began to know Colin, interrupted for a time by their return
-home and the high festivals of the autumn, had returned to her then with
-a fresh infusion of blackness. Never once had she spoken to him about
-his treatment of Raymond, but he was conscious that she watched and
-shuddered. It did not seem that her love for him was extinguished; that
-horror of hers existed side by side with it; she yearned for his love
-even while she shrank from his pitilessness. She feared him, too, not
-only for the ruthless iron of him, but for the very charm which had a
-power over her more potent yet.
-
-Then came the weeks after Raymond’s death, and Colin thought he saw in
-her a waning of her fear of him; that, he reflected, was natural. Some
-time, so he read her mind, she knew she would be mistress here in her
-own right; it seemed very reasonable that she should gain confidence.
-
-For the last few days, when the wheels of life were now beginning to
-turn again, he saw with a comprehending sense of entertainment that
-there was something in Violet’s mind: she was trying to bring herself
-up to a certain point, and it was not hard to guess what that was. She
-was silent and preoccupied, and a dozen times a day she seemed on the
-verge of speaking of that which he knew was the subject of her thought.
-Till to-day her father and mother and Aunt Hester in becoming mourning
-had been with them, now they had gone, and Violet’s restlessness had
-become quite ludicrous. She had been in and out of the room half a dozen
-times; she had sat down to read the paper, and next moment it had
-dropped from her lap and she was staring at the fire again lost in
-frowning thought.
-
-Knowing what her communication when it came must be, Colin, from the
-very nature of the case could not help her out with it, but he wished
-that she would wrestle with and vanquish her hesitation. If it had been
-he who in this present juncture had had to speak to Raymond on this
-identical subject, how blithely would he have undertaken it. Then,
-finally, Violet seemed to make up her mind to take the plunge, and sat
-down on the edge of the seat where he lounged. He extended his arm and
-put it round her.
-
-“Well, Vi,” he said, “are you finding it hard to settle down? I am, too,
-but we’ve got to do it. My dear, Aunt Hester’s little black bonnet! Did
-you ever see anything so chic? Roguish; she gets sprightlier every day!”
-
-Violet looked at him gravely.
-
-“There’s something we have to talk about, Colin,” she said, “and we both
-know what it is. Will you let me speak for a minute or two without
-interrupting me?”
-
-He put his finger on the line to which he had come in this tiresome
-document, which his solicitor assured him required his immediate
-attention.
-
-“An hour or two, darling; the longer the better,” he said. “What is it?
-Are you sure I know? Something nice I hope. Ah, is it about my birthday
-perhaps? The last affair that dear father was busy over were plans for
-my birthday. Of course I have counter-ordered everything and we must
-keep it next year. Well, what is it? I won’t interrupt any more.”
-
-Colin leaned back with his hand still under Violet’s arm, as if to draw
-her with him. She bent with him a little way and then disengaged
-herself.
-
-“I hate what lies before me,” she said, “and I ask you to believe that I
-have struggled with myself. I have tried, Colin, to give the whole thing
-up, to let it be yours. But I can’t. I long to be Lady Yardley in my own
-right, as you told me I should be on Uncle Philip’s death. All that it
-means! I fancy you understand that. But I think I might have given that
-up, if it was only myself of whom I had to think. I don’t know; I can’t
-be sure.”
-
-She paused, not looking at him. She did not want to know till all was
-done how he was taking it. Of course he anticipated it: he knew it must
-be, and here was the plain point of it....
-
-“But I haven’t got only myself to think about,” she said. “Before many
-months I shall bear you a child; I shall bear you other children after
-that, perhaps. I am thinking of them and of you. Since we married I have
-learned things about you. You are hard in a way that I did not know was
-possible. You have neither love nor compassion. I must defend my
-children against you; the only way I can do it is to be supreme myself.
-I must hold the reins, not you. I will be good to you, and shall never
-cease loving you, I think, but I can’t put myself in your hands, which I
-should do, if I did not now use the knowledge which you yourself
-conveyed to me. You did that with your eyes open; you asked for and
-accepted what your position here will be, and you did it chiefly out of
-hatred to Raymond. That was your motive, and it tells on my decision.
-You hate more than you love, and I am frightened for my children.
-
-“It is true that when I accepted Raymond, I did it because I should get
-Stanier--be mistress here anyhow. But I think--I was wavering--that I
-should have thrown him over before I married him and have accepted you,
-though I knew that marriage with you forfeited the other. Then you told
-me it was otherwise, that in forfeiting Stanier, I found it even more
-completely.”
-
-Colin--he had promised not to interrupt--gave no sign of any sort. His
-finger still marked the place in this legal document.
-
-“I have sent for my father’s solicitor,” she said, “and they have told
-me he is here. But before I see him I wanted to tell you that I shall
-instruct him to contest your succession. I shall tell him about the
-register in the Consulate at Naples and about your mother’s letters to
-your uncle. You said you would let me have them on your father’s death.
-Would you mind giving me them now, therefore? He may wish to see them.”
-
-Colin moved ever so slightly, and she for the first time looked at him.
-There he lay, with those wide, child-like eyes, and the mouth that
-sometimes seemed to her to have kissed her very soul away. He had a
-smile for her grave glance; just so had he smiled when torturingly he
-tried to remember exactly what had happened in the Old Park on the day
-that Raymond shot pigeons. But even while she thought of his relentless,
-pursuing glee, the charm of him, the sweet supple youth of him, all fire
-and softness, smote on her heart.
-
-“Won’t you go away, till it is all over?” she said. “It will be horrible
-for you, Colin, and I don’t want you to suffer. The letters are all I
-want of you; I will tell Mr. Markham about the register and he will do
-whatever is necessary. Go back to your beloved island; you were robbed
-of your stay there. Wait there until all this business, which will be
-horrible for you, is done. You can see your dear Mr. Cecil again....”
-she added, trying to smile back at him.
-
-“Yes, I might do that,” said Colin thoughtfully. “In fact, I probably
-shall. But I must try to take in what you have been saying. I can’t
-understand it: you must explain. You referred, for instance, to my
-mother’s letters. What letters? I don’t know of any letters of my
-mother as being in existence. Still less have I got any. How could I
-have? She died when I was but a few weeks old. Do mothers write letters
-to the babies at their breasts?”
-
-“The two letters to your uncle,” said she.
-
-Colin planted a levering elbow by his side, and sat up.
-
-“I suppose it is I who am mad,” he said, “because you talk quite quietly
-and coherently, and yet I don’t understand a single word of what you
-say. Letters from my mother to my uncle? Ah....”
-
-He took her hand again, amending his plan in accordance with his talk
-with Salvatore.
-
-“You’re right,” he said. “Uncle Salvatore did once give me two letters
-from my mother to him. Little faint things. I destroyed them not so long
-ago: one should never keep letters. But you’re right, Vi. Uncle
-Salvatore did give me a couple of letters once, but when on earth did I
-mention them to you? What a memory you have got! It’s quite true; one
-announced my mother’s marriage, the other spoke of the birth of poor
-Raymond and me. But what of them? And what--oh, I must be mad--what in
-heaven’s name do you mean, when you talk, if I understand you correctly,
-about sending somebody out to Naples? The register in the Consulate
-there? And my succession? Are they connected? Isn’t it usual for a son
-to succeed his father? I’m all at sea--or am I asleep and dreaming?
-Pinch me, darling. I want to wake up. What register?”
-
-Some nightmare sense of slipping, slipping, slipping took hold of
-Violet.
-
-“The erasure in the register,” she said. “All that you told me.”
-
-Colin swung his legs off the window-seat and got up. There was an
-electric bell close at hand and he rang it.
-
-“There’s some plot,” he said, “and I have no idea what it is. I want a
-witness with regard to anything further that you wish to say to me.
-What’s his name? Your father’s solicitor, I mean. Oh, yes, Markham.
-Don’t speak another word to me.”
-
-He turned his back on her and waited till a servant came in.
-
-“Her ladyship wishes to see Mr. Markham,” he said. “Ask Mr. Markham to
-come here at once.”
-
-“Colin....” she began.
-
-It was just such a face that he turned on her now as he had given to her
-one evening at Capri.
-
-“Not a word,” he said. “Hold your tongue, Violet. You’ll speak
-presently.”
-
-Mr. Markham appeared, precise and florid. Colin shook hands with him.
-
-“My wife has a statement to make to you,” he said. “I don’t know what it
-is: she has not yet made it. But it concerns me and the succession to my
-father’s title and estates. It had therefore better be made to you in my
-presence. Please tell Mr. Markham what you were about to tell me,
-Violet.”
-
-In dead silence, briefly and clearly, Violet repeated what Colin had
-told her on the night that they were engaged. All the time he looked at
-her, Mr. Markham would have said, with tenderness and anxiety, and when
-she had finished he spoke:
-
-“I hope you will go into this matter without any delay, Mr. Markham,” he
-said. “My wife, as I have already told her, is perfectly right in saying
-that my uncle--you will need his address--gave me two letters from my
-mother to him. She is right also about the subject of those letters. But
-she is under a complete delusion about the dates of them. I destroyed
-them not so long ago, I am afraid, so the only person who can possibly
-settle this is my uncle, to whom I hope you will apply without delay. No
-doubt he will have some recollection of them; indeed, he cherished them
-for years, and if the dates were as my wife says that I told her they
-were, he must have known that my brother and I were illegitimate. So
-much for the letters.”
-
-Colin found Violet’s eyes fixed on him; her face, deadly pale, wore the
-stillness of stone.
-
-“With regard to my wife’s allegation about the register,” he said. “I
-deny that I ever told her any such story. I have this to add: when my
-father and I were in Naples last summer, I made, at his request, a copy
-of the record of his marriage from the consular register. He thought, I
-fancy, that in the event of his death, a certified copy of it, here in
-England, might be convenient for the purpose of proving the marriage. I
-made that copy myself, and Mr. Cecil, our Consul in Naples, certified it
-to be correct. I gave it my lawyer a few days ago, when he was down
-here, and it is, of course, open to your inspection.”
-
-Colin paused and let his eyes rest wistfully on Violet.
-
-“My wife, of course, Mr. Markham,” he said, “is under a delusion. But
-she has made the allegation, and in justice to me, I think you will
-agree that it must be investigated. She supposes--don’t you,
-darling?--that there is an erasure in the register at the Consulate
-showing that it has been tampered with, and that erasure points to an
-attempt on some one’s part, presumably my father’s or my own, to
-legitimatise his children. In answer to that I am content for the
-present to say that when I made the copy I saw no such erasure, nor did
-Mr. Cecil who certified the correctness of it. Mr. Cecil, to whom I will
-give you an introduction, no doubt will remember the incident. I am glad
-I have got that copy, for if the register proves to have been tampered
-with, it may be valuable. My belief is that no such erasure exists. May
-I suggest, Mr. Markham, that you or some trustworthy person should start
-for Naples at once? You will take the affidavits--is it not--of my uncle
-with regard to the letters, and of Mr. Cecil with regard to the
-genuineness of the copy of my father’s marriage. You will also inspect
-the register. The matter is of the utmost and immediate importance.”
-
-He turned to Violet. “Vi, darling,” he said, “let us agree not to speak
-of this again until Mr. Markham has obtained full information about it
-all. Now, perhaps, you would like to consult him in private. I will
-leave you.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mr. Markham shared Colin’s view as to the urgency and importance of
-setting this matter at rest, and left for Naples that evening with due
-introductions to Salvatore and the Consul. Colin had a word with him
-before he left, and with tenderness and infinite delicacy, spoke of
-Violet’s condition. Women had these strange delusions, he believed, at
-such times, and the best way of settling them was to prove that they had
-no foundation. Mr. Markham, he was afraid, would find that he had made a
-fruitless journey, as far as the ostensible reason for it went, but he
-had seen for himself how strongly the delusion had taken hold on his
-wife, and in that regard he hoped for the best results. In any case the
-thing must be settled....
-
- * * * * *
-
-Never had the sparkle and sunlight of Colin’s nature been so gay as
-during these two days when they waited for the news that Mr. Markham
-would send from Naples. It had been agreed that the issues of his errand
-should not be spoken of until they declared themselves, and here, to all
-appearance, was a young couple, adorably adorned with all the gifts of
-Nature and inheritance, with the expectation of the splendour of half a
-century’s unclouded days spread in front of them. They had lately passed
-through the dark valley of intimate bereavement, but swiftly they were
-emerging into the unshadowed light, where, in a few months now, the
-glory of motherhood, the pride of fatherhood, awaited them. In two days
-from now, as both knew, a disclosure would reach them which must be, one
-way or the other, of tremendous import, but for the present, pending
-that revelation, presage and conjecture, memory even of that interview
-with Mr. Markham, which had sent him across the breadth of Europe, were
-banished; they were as children in the last hour of holidays, as lovers
-between whom must soon a sword be unsheathed.
-
-They wandered in the woods where in the hot, early spring the daffodils
-were punctual, and, “coming before the swallow dares,” took the winds of
-March with beauty, and Colin picked her the pale cuckoo-pint which,
-intoxicated with nonsense, he told her comes before the cuckoo dares....
-They spoke of the friendship of their childhood which had so swiftly
-blossomed into love, and of the blossom of their love that was budding
-now.
-
-All day the enchantment of their home and their companionship waved its
-wand over them, and at night, tired with play, they slept the light
-sleep of lovers. Certainly, for one or other of them, there must soon
-come a savage awakening, or, more justly, the strangle-hold of
-nightmare, but there were a few hours yet before the dreams of
-spring-time and youth were murdered.
-
-The third day after Mr. Markham’s departure for Naples was Colin’s
-birthday, when he would come of age, and Violet, waking early that
-morning, while it was still dark, found herself prey to some crushing
-load and presage of disaster, most unpropitious, most unbirthday-like.
-For the last two days, these days of waiting for news, they had made for
-themselves a little artificial oasis of sunshine and laughter; now some
-secret instinct told her that she could linger there no more. To-day,
-she felt sure, would come some decisive disclosure, and she dreaded it
-with a horror too deep for the plummet of imagination. In that dark hour
-before dawn, when the vital forces are at their lowest, she lay hopeless
-and helpless.
-
-Colin had denied all knowledge of what he had himself told her; he had
-been eager for Mr. Markham to disprove it.... He knew something which
-she did not. What that could be she could form no idea at all. At the
-worst, Salvatore would confirm his account of those letters, and no such
-erasure as Colin had spoken of would be found in the register. Had he,
-then, invented this merely to ensure her marrying him; and now that
-Raymond’s death had given him mastership at Stanier, was he simply
-denying what never existed at all? From what she knew of him now, he was
-capable of having done that in order to make her throw over Raymond, but
-it was not that which she dreaded. There was something more; a black
-curtain seemed to hang before her, and presently some hot blast would
-blow it high in the air, and she would see what lay behind it.
-
-It was rapidly growing light, and outside the birds were busy with their
-early chirrupings. By the window which last night Colin had opened,
-pulling back the curtains, the silver of her Paul Lamerie toilet-set
-glimmered with the increasing brightness. Colin lay close to her, with
-face turned towards her, fast asleep. His cheek was on his hand, the
-other arm, languid and slack, was stretched outside the bedclothes, his
-mouth was a little parted, and it seemed to be smiling. And then he
-stirred and, leaning his head a little back, his smile broadened and he
-laughed in his sleep with open mouth. At that some nameless panic seized
-her, and, stopping her ears, she buried her face in the clothes. A child
-might laugh so, but was the merriment of his dream that of a child? Or
-had some sense that did not sleep reminded him that his twenty-first
-birthday was now dawning?
-
-She feigned to be asleep when Nino’s tap came to the door of his
-dressing-room, and she heard Colin get up. He spoke to her quietly, but
-she did not answer or open her eyes. Then his room door opened and
-closed and she was alone.
-
-Colin was already at breakfast when she came down, and apparently his
-mood of the last two days had suffered no ungenial change.
-
-“Good morning, darling,” he said. “I tried to say that to you before,
-but you were busy sleeping. What shall I give you? There’s some nasty
-fish and some tepid bacon.”
-
-He looked at her with some sort of wistful expectancy, as if wondering
-if she would remember something, and the thoughts, the wild imaginings
-which had made the dawn a plunge into some dark menace, dropped from her
-mind like drugged creatures.
-
-“Colin dear, your birthday. What can I give you?” she said, kissing him.
-“It was the first thing I thought of when I woke. We’re the same age
-again. I was a year ahead of you till this morning.”
-
-“Delicious of you to remember it, Vi,” said he. “Yes, we’re forty-two
-years old between us. A great age! Hullo, Nino.”
-
-“_Pella signora_,” said Nino, and gave Violet a telegram.
-
-Colin watched her fingers fumbling at the gummed flap of the envelope,
-as if numb and nerveless. Then with a jerk she tore it across and opened
-it. Only once before had he seen a living face as white as that, when
-fingers were slipping from the ice.
-
-“Read it for me,” she said at length. “I don’t seem to see what it
-means.”
-
-Colin took it; it had been sent from Naples late last night, and came
-from Mr. Markham. He read:
-
- “Salvatore Viagi’s account of letters agrees with your husband’s.
- Page containing marriages of year and month in question has been
- cut out of register at Consulate.”
-
-Colin passed the sheet back to Violet. She did not take it from his hand
-and he let it drop on to the tablecloth. He leaned a little towards her.
-
-“Vi, you’re magnificent,” he said. “That was a glorious stroke of yours!
-That night when you and I stayed at the Consulate. No, darling, don’t
-interrupt, let me speak for two or three minutes just as you did a few
-mornings ago. Eat your bacon and listen.... I see now the reason of your
-pretended reluctance to stay with Mr. Cecil. It put me off the scent
-completely at the time.”
-
-“What scent?” she asked. “What do you mean?”
-
-“I asked you not to interrupt. There we were on our honeymoon and so
-casually, so unthinkingly, I told Mr. Cecil that we would stay with him
-on our way home. You objected, but eventually you agreed. Your
-reluctance to stay with him, as I say, put me quite off the scent.
-Having done that you yielded. Little did I dream then of your superb
-project....”
-
-She gazed at him like some bird hypnotised by the snake that coil after
-coil draws nearer. Colin, too, drew nearer; he pushed his chair sideways
-and leaned towards her, elbows on the table.
-
-“I remember that night so well,” he said. “I was sleeping in the
-dressing-room next door to you, and the door was wide, for it was hot. I
-heard you get out of bed. I heard your latch creak. Oh, yes, you called
-to me first, and I did not answer. I called to you this morning, you
-remember, and you did not answer. Sometimes one pretends to be asleep.
-Till this minute I knew nothing for certain more of what you did. Now I
-know. You were playing for a great stake: I applaud you. You got hold of
-Mr. Cecil’s keys (he is careless about them) and tore that leaf out of
-the register. You knew that on my father’s death his marriage to my
-mother must be proved before Raymond or I (poor Raymond) could succeed,
-for, of course, it was common property that he lived with her before
-they were married. Giuseppe, his boatman, Uncle Salvatore, half-a-dozen
-people, could have told you that. And then, oh! a crowning piece of
-genius, you make up a cock-and-bull story about erasure and letters
-which force us to have the register examined, and lo! there is no record
-of the marriage at all. What is the presumption? That Raymond and I
-were, well, an ugly word. But just there fate was unkind to you through
-no fault of yours, except that failure is a fault and the most fatal
-one. You did not know that I had made a copy of the entry and got it
-signed and certified by our charming Mr. Cecil, before the curious
-disappearance of that page. And then you made just one terrible mistake.
-How could you have done it?”
-
-She turned to him a face of marble, faultlessly chiselled, but wholly
-lifeless.
-
-“What mistake did I make?” she said.
-
-“You kept that leaf,” said Colin pityingly. “A record of your triumph, I
-suppose, like a cotillon-toy, to dream over when you were mistress
-here.”
-
-“Go on,” said she.
-
-Colin came closer yet. “Darling, will you be awfully nice to me,” he
-said, “and give me that leaf as a birthday present? It would be a
-delightful souvenir. You know where it is.”
-
-She paused. She remembered the tradition of the icy self-repression of
-the Lady Yardleys who had preceded her, the frost that fell on them.
-From personal knowledge there was her grandmother. That Arctic night was
-darkening on her now, and she shivered.
-
-“I don’t know where it is,” she said. “Make up another lie.”
-
-He rose. “You must learn politeness, Violet,” he said. “You must learn
-many useful things. I am being very kind to you. You don’t appreciate
-that.”
-
-Night had not quite fallen yet.
-
-“Just as you were kind to Raymond,” she said.
-
-He smiled at her. “Yes, the same sort of kindness,” he said.
-
-He spoke to her as to a troublesome child with soft persuasion.
-
-“Now you know where it is quite well, but you want to give me the
-trouble of reminding you. You won’t say you’re sorry, or anything of
-that sort. Not wise.”
-
-“Spring the trap on me,” she said.
-
-“Very well; you put it in the secret drawer in the stand of your lovely
-Lamerie looking-glass, the evening we came back from our honeymoon. You
-had left me talking to father, but as soon as you had gone, I followed
-you. It was pure chance: I suspected nothing then. But I looked in from
-my dressing-room and saw you with the secret drawer open, putting
-something into it. I went downstairs again. But I am bound to say that
-my curiosity was aroused; perhaps you might have been having a
-billet-doux from Nino. So I took a suitable opportunity--I think it was
-when you were at church--and satisfied myself about it.”
-
-Colin reviewed this speech, which seemed to come to him impromptu,
-except for the one fact that underlay it, which in a few minutes now
-would be made manifest to Violet.
-
-“So poor Nino was not my rival,” he said. “That was such a relief, Vi
-darling, for I should have had to send him away. But I never really gave
-a serious thought to that, for I believed you liked your poor Colin. But
-what I found did surprise me. I could not believe that any one so clever
-could have been so stupid as to keep the evidence of her cleverness.
-When you have been clever, it is wise to destroy the evidence of your
-cleverness. Shall we come?”
-
-“But my looking-glass? A secret drawer?” said Violet. “There’s no secret
-drawer that I know of.”
-
-“No, no, of course not,” said Colin. “I shall be obliged to show it you.
-But wait a minute. I had better have a witness of what I find in the
-secret drawer of which you are ignorant. My solicitor is here, but with
-this other disclosure, he might urge me to proceed against you for
-conspiracy, which I don’t at present intend to do. Your maid, now; no,
-you would not like her to know such things about you. She might
-blackmail you. How about Nino? He will do no more than understand that a
-paper has been found, and that he witnesses to the finding of it. One
-has to protect oneself. I had to protect myself against Raymond. May I
-ring for Nino?”
-
-At that the Arctic night fell on Violet, and presently the three of them
-were in her bedroom. Round the base of the looking-glass ran a repoussé
-cable band, and Colin was explaining to her how, if she pressed the stud
-at the corner of it, just where the silversmith’s name--L. A. for
-Lamerie--was punched in the metal, the side of the base would fly open.
-And so it was; she pressed it herself while he stood aside, and within
-was the drawer and the folded paper.
-
-Colin took a swift step and plucked the paper out, holding it at arm’s
-length.
-
-“There, darling, all your responsibility is over,” he said. “I will keep
-it for you now. I will just open it and show you what it is, but do not
-come too close or try to snatch it. There! Names of happy couples one
-below the other, and in the space next the name the date of their
-marriage. Half-way down the page you see the names we are looking for,
-Rosina Viagi and Philip Lord Stanier and the date, March the first,
-1893.”
-
-He turned to Nino and spoke in Italian.
-
-“And you, Nino,” he said, “you saw me take this paper out of the drawer
-of the signora’s looking-glass. And now you see me--give me a big
-envelope from the table--you see me put it in this envelope and close
-it--it is as if I did a conjuring trick--and I sit down and write on the
-envelope for the signora to read. I say that in your presence and in
-mine the enclosed was taken from the secret drawer in the looking-glass
-where it had been placed for safe custody by Violet Stanier, Countess of
-Yardley, and given into the care of her husband, Colin Stanier, Earl of
-Yardley. Sign it, Nino, and observe that I sign. I date it also. That’s
-all, Nino; you may go.”
-
-Colin laid his hand on Violet’s neck.
-
-“It has been trying for you, dear,” he said. “Rest a little. But your
-mind may be at ease now; the anxiety of having that in your possession
-is removed, and it will be in safe keeping. I will give it at once to my
-lawyer, with instructions that it is to be delivered to no one except to
-me in person, and that at my death it is to be destroyed unopened. It
-entirely depends on yourself as to whether it ever sees the light
-again.... And then, when you are rested, shall we go for one of our
-delicious rambles in the park. What’s that line of Wordsworth? ‘This
-one day we’ll give to idleness.’ Thank you, darling, for your lovely
-birthday present.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Never on Walpurgis Night nor at Black Mass had there ever been so
-fervent an adorer to his god as Colin, so satanic a rite as that which
-he had performed on this birthday morning. No need was there for him to
-make any vow of lip-service, or by any acceptation of the parchment that
-was set in the frame of the Holbein, to confirm his allegiance. The
-spirit was more than the letter, and in no wanton ecstasy of evil could
-he have made a more sacramental dedication of himself. It was not enough
-for him to have forged, ever so cunningly, the evidence which, while
-Raymond lived, proved his illegitimacy, nor, more cunningly yet, to have
-got rid of that evidence when Raymond’s death cleared for him the steps
-to the throne. He must in the very flower and felicity of wickedness
-preserve that evidence in order to produce it as the handiwork of his
-wife. The edifice would have been incomplete otherwise; it would have
-lacked that soaring spire of infamy. But now all was done, and on his
-birthday came the consecration of the abominable temple of himself to
-the spirit he adored.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He came to her room that night and sat as he so often did on the edge of
-her bed.
-
-“You have been perfect to me to-day, darling,” he said. “You have given
-me the happiest birthday. You have been so quiet and serene and
-controlled. And have you been happy?”
-
-“Yes, Colin,” said she.
-
-He pulled off his tie and flapped her fingers with the end of it.
-
-“I think I shall go south again,” he said. “I was defrauded of my stay
-in Capri owing to my father’s death. What about you? Had you not better
-stay quietly at home? Get your father and mother to come down.”
-
-“Just as you please,” said she.
-
-“Let us settle it like that, then. And look at me a minute, Violet.”
-
-She raised her eyes to his.
-
-“Ah, that’s right,” he said. “You’ve had a lesson to-day, darling. It
-has tired you, and I will leave you to sleep in one moment. We can’t
-have you tired; you must take great care of yourself; eat well, sleep
-well, be out a great deal. About that lesson. Take it to heart, Vi.
-Never again try to cross my path: it’s much too dangerous. And you’ve no
-delusions left about letters and registers, have you? Answer me, dear.”
-
-“No,” said she.
-
-“That’s good. Now I’ll leave you.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-The March night was warm and moonlit, and Colin stood by the open window
-letting the breeze stream in against his skin, and looked out over
-terrace and lake and woodland. All that he had so passionately desired
-since first he toddled about this stately home of his race was his, and
-nothing now could upset his rights. And how wonderful the process of
-arriving at it had been: every step of that way was memorable; fraud,
-intrigue, trickery, matchless cruelty, had paved the road, and to-day
-the road was finished.
-
-He put out his light, and curled himself up in bed.... Violet’s
-first-born must surely be a son, who should learn early and well from
-lips that knew what they were saying the sober truth of that which in
-the legend wore the habiliment of mediæval superstition. He should learn
-how poor Uncle Raymond had allowed himself to love--yes, there was a
-time when he had loved mother, and--was not that tiresome for
-him--mother happened to prefer father. Well, poor Uncle Raymond had
-loved, and that, perhaps, was his undoing, for he had fallen into the
-lake, under the ice, and the icy water had smothered him, and the fishes
-had nibbled him.... Colin chuckled to himself at the thought of
-recounting that.
-
-For a moment, as he looked out on to the night, he had experienced a
-dulness and dimness of spirit as of a cloud passing over the bright
-circle of the moon at the thought that he had accomplished all that had
-so thrillingly occupied him. But at the thought of his fatherhood, the
-brightness shone forth again. How fascinating it would be to till and to
-sow in that soft soil, to rear the seedlings that he would water and
-tend so carefully, to watch them putting forth the buds of poisonous
-flowers that swelled and prospered till they burst the sheaths of
-childhood and opened wide-petalled to night and day.
-
-His thoughts, drowsy and content, turned towards Violet. Certainly there
-had been noticeable in her all day a freezing, a congealment. She was
-becoming like those impassive portraits of her predecessors, marble
-women out of whose eyes looked some half-hidden horror....
-
-A flash of lightning, very remote, blinked in through the uncurtained
-oblong of the window opposite his bed, and a mutter of thunder, as
-drowsy as himself, answered it. He slid his hand underneath his cheek,
-and fell asleep.
-
-
-THE END
-
-
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-<a href="#Book_One">Book One, </a><br />
-<a href="#CHAPTER_I-a">Chapter I, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_II-a"> II, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_III-a"> III. </a><br />
-<a href="#Book_Two">Book Two, </a><br />
-<a href="#CHAPTER_I-b">Chapter I, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_II-b"> II, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_III-b"> III, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_IV-b"> IV, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_V-b"> V, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VI-b"> VI, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VII-b"> VII, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII-b"> VIII, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_IX-b"> IX, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_X-b"> X, </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XI-b"> XI. </a>
-</td></tr>
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-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_1" id="page_1">{1}</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="cb"><span class="un">&nbsp; &nbsp; COLIN &nbsp; &nbsp; </span><br />
-
-E. F. BENSON</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_2" id="page_2">{2}</a></span></p>
-
-<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary=""
-style="font-weight:bold;">
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-<tr><td><span class="un"><i>By</i> E. F. BENSON&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;</span> </td></tr>
-
-<tr><td>
-<span class="smcap">Colin</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Miss Mapp</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Peter</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Lovers and Friends</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Dodo Wonders</span>&mdash;<br />
-“<span class="smcap">Queen Lucia</span>”<br />
-<span class="smcap">Robin Linnet</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Across the Stream</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Up and Down</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">An Autumn Sowing</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">The Tortoise</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">David Blaize</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">David Blaize and the Blue Door</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Michael</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">The Oakleyites</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Arundel</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Our Family Affairs</span><br /></td></tr>
-<tr><td
-style="text-decoration:overline;"><i>New York: George H. Doran Company</i></td></tr>
-</table>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_3" id="page_3">{3}</a></span>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<hr />
-<h1>COLIN</h1>
-<hr />
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p class="cb">BY<br />
-<big>E. F. BENSON</big><br />
-<br /><br />
-NEW <img src="images/colophon.png"
-style="vertical-align:middle;"
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-alt=""
-/> YORK<br />
-<br />
-GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY<br />
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_4" id="page_4">{4}</a></span><br />
-<br /><small>
-COPYRIGHT, 1923,<br />
-<br />
-BY GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY<br />
-<br />
-<br />
-<img src="images/colophon2.png"
-style="vertical-align:middle;"
-width="50"
-alt=""
-/> <br />
-<br />
-<br />
-COLIN. II<br />
-<br />
-PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA<br /></small>
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_5" id="page_5">{5}</a></span></p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_6" id="page_6">{6}</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="cb">COLIN</p>
-
-<p><i>Colin</i> comprises the first part only of this romance; it will be
-completed in a second volume which will tell of the final fading of the
-Legend with which the story opens.</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-E. F. B.<br />
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_7" id="page_7">{7}</a></span></p>
-
-<h1>COLIN</h1>
-
-<h2><a name="Book_One" id="Book_One"></a><i>Book One</i></h2>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_I-a" id="CHAPTER_I-a"></a>CHAPTER I</h3>
-
-<p>Neither superstition nor spiritual aspiration signified anything
-particular to the Staniers, and for many generations now they had been
-accustomed to regard their rather sinister family legend with cynical
-complacency. Age had stolen the strength from it, as from some
-long-cellared wine, and in the Victorian era they would, to take their
-collective voice, have denied that, either drunk or sober, they believed
-it. But it was vaguely pleasant to have so antique a guarantee that they
-would be so sumptuously looked after in this world, while as for the
-next....</p>
-
-<p>The legend dated from the time of Elizabeth, and was closely connected
-with the rise of the family into the pre-eminent splendour which it had
-enjoyed ever since. The Queen, in one of her regal journeys through her
-realm (during which she slept in so incredible a number of beds),
-visited the affiliated Cinque Port of Rye, and, after taking dinner with
-the mayor, was riding down one of the steep, cobbled ways when her horse
-stumbled and came down on its knees.</p>
-
-<p>She would certainly have had a cruel fall if a young man had not sprung
-forward from the crowd and caught her before her Grace’s head was dashed
-against the stones. He set her on her feet, swiftly releasing the
-virgin’s bosom from his rough embrace, and, kneeling, kissed the hem of
-her skirt.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_8" id="page_8">{8}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The Queen bade him rise, and, as she looked at him, made some
-Elizabethan ejaculation of appreciative amazement&mdash;a “zounds,” or a
-“gadzooks,” or something.</p>
-
-<p>There stood Colin Stanier in the full blossom of his twenty summers,
-ruddy as David and blue-eyed as the sea. His cap had fallen off, and he
-must needs toss back his head to free his face from the tumble of his
-yellow hair. His athletic effort to save her Grace had given him a
-moment’s quickened breath, and his parted lips showed the double circle
-of his white teeth.</p>
-
-<p>But, most of all, did his eyes capture the fancy of his Sovereign; they
-looked at her, so she thought, with the due appreciation of her majesty,
-but in their humility there was mingled something both gay and bold, and
-she loved that any man, young or old, high or humble, should look at her
-thus.</p>
-
-<p>She spoke a word of thanks, and bade him wait on her next day at the
-Manor of Brede, where she was to lie that night. Then, motioning her
-courtiers aside with a testy gesture, she asked him a question or two
-while a fresh horse was being caparisoned and brought for her, and
-allowed none other but Colin to help her to mount....</p>
-
-<p>It was thought to be significant that at supper that night the virgin
-sighed, and made her famous remark to my Lord of Essex that she wished
-sometimes that she was a milk-maid.</p>
-
-<p>Colin Stanier’s father was a man of some small substance, owning a
-little juicy land that was fine grazing for cattle, and the boy worked
-on the farm. He had some strange, magical power over the beasts; a
-savage dog would slaver and fawn on him, a vicious horse sheathed its
-violence at his touch, and, in especial at this season of lambing-time,
-he wrought wonders of midwifery on the ewes and of nursing on the lambs.
-This authoritative deftness sprang from no kindly love of animals;
-cleverness and contempt, with a dash of pity, was all he worked with,
-and this evening, after the Queen had passed on, it was reluctantly
-enough that he went down to the low-lying<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_9" id="page_9">{9}</a></span> fields where his father’s
-sheep were in pregnancy. The old man himself, as Colin ascertained, had
-taken the excuse of her Grace’s visit to get more than usually
-intoxicated, and the boy guessed that he himself would be alone half the
-night with his lantern and his ministries among the ewes.</p>
-
-<p>So, indeed, it proved, and the moon had sunk an hour after midnight,
-when he entered the shed in the lambing-field to take his bite of supper
-and get a few hours’ sleep. He crunched his crusty bread and bacon in
-his strong teeth, he had a draught of beer, and, wrapping himself in his
-cloak, lay down. He believed (on the evidence of his memoirs) that he
-then went to sleep.</p>
-
-<p>Up to this point the story is likely enough; a pedant might unsniffingly
-accept it. But then there occurred (or is said to have occurred) the
-event which forms the basis of the Stanier legend, and it will certainly
-be rejected, in spite of a certain scrap of parchment still extant and
-of the three centuries of sequel, by all sensible and twentieth-century
-minds.</p>
-
-<p>For, according to the legend, Colin woke and found himself no longer
-alone in the shed; there was standing by him a finely-dressed fellow who
-smiled on him. It was still as dark as the pit outside&mdash;no faintest ray
-of approaching dawn yet streaked the eastern sky, yet for all that Colin
-could see his inexplicable visitor quite plainly.</p>
-
-<p>The stranger briefly introduced himself as his Satanic majesty, and,
-according to his usual pleasant custom, offered the boy all that he
-could wish for in life&mdash;health and beauty (and, indeed, these were his
-already) and wealth, honour, and affluence, which at present were sadly
-lacking&mdash;on the sole condition that at his death his soul was to belong
-to his benefactor. The bargain&mdash;this was the unusual feature in the
-Stanier legend&mdash;was to hold good for all his direct descendants who,
-unless they definitely renounced the contract on their own behalf, would
-be partakers in these benefits and debtors in the other small matter.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_10" id="page_10">{10}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>For his part, Colin had no sort of hesitation in accepting so tempting
-an offer, and Satan thereupon produced for his perusal (he was able to
-read) a slip of parchment on which the conditions were firmly and
-plainly stated. A scratch with his knife on the forearm supplied the ink
-for the signature, and Satan provided him with a pen. He was bidden to
-keep the document as a guarantee of the good faith of his bargainer; the
-red cloak flashed for a moment in front of his eyes, dazzling him, and
-he staggered and fell back on the heap of straw from which he had just
-risen.</p>
-
-<p>The darkness was thick and impenetrable round him, but at the moment a
-distant flash of lightning blinked in through the open door, showing him
-that the shed was empty again. Outside, save for the drowsy answer of
-the thunder, all was quiet, but in his hand certainly was a slip of
-parchment.</p>
-
-<p>The same, so runs the legend, is reproduced in the magnificent Holbein
-of the young man which hangs now above the mantelpiece in the hall of
-Stanier. Colin Stanier, first Earl of Yardley, looking hardly older than
-he did on this momentous night, stands there in Garter robes with this
-little document in his hand. The original parchment, so the loquacious
-housekeeper points out to the visitors who to-day go over the house on
-the afternoons when it is open to the public, is let into the frame of
-the same portrait.</p>
-
-<p>Certainly there is such a piece of parchment there, just below the title
-of the picture, but the ink has so faded that it is impossible to
-decipher more than a word or two of it. The word “diabolus” must be more
-conjectured than seen, and the ingenious profess to decipher the words
-“quodcunque divitiarum, pulchritud” ... so that it would seem that Colin
-the shepherd-boy, if he signed it, must have perused and understood
-Latin.</p>
-
-<p>This in itself is so excessively improbable that the whole business may
-be discredited from first to last. But there is no doubt whatever that
-Colin Stanier did some time<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_11" id="page_11">{11}</a></span> sign a Latin document (for his name in ink,
-now brown, is perfectly legible) which has perished in the corroding
-years, whether he understood it or not, and there seems no doubt about
-the date in the bottom left-hand corner....</p>
-
-<p>The constructive reader will by this time have got ready his
-interpretation about the whole cock-and-bull story, and a very sensible
-one it is. The legend is surely what mythologists call ætiological.
-There was&mdash;he can see it&mdash;an old strip of parchment signed by Colin
-Stanier, and this, in view of the incredible prosperity of the family,
-coupled with the almost incredible history of their dark deeds, would be
-quite sufficient to give rise to the legend. In mediæval times,
-apparently, such Satanic bargains were, if not common, at any rate not
-unknown, and the legend was, no doubt, invented in order to account for
-these phenomena, instead of being responsible for them.</p>
-
-<p>Of legendary significance, too, must be the story of Philip Stanier,
-third Earl, who is said to have renounced his part in the bargain, and
-thereupon fell from one misfortune into another, was branded with an
-incurable and disfiguring disease, and met his death on the dagger of an
-injured woman. Ronald Stanier, a nephew of the above, was another such
-recusant; he married a shrew, lost a fortune in the South Sea bubble,
-and had a singularly inglorious career.</p>
-
-<p>But such instances as these (in all the long history there are no more
-of them, until credence in the legend faded altogether), even if we
-could rely on their authenticity, would only seem to prove that those
-who renounced the devil and all his works necessarily met with
-misfortune in this life, which is happily not the case, and thus they
-tend to disprove rather than confirm the whole affair.</p>
-
-<p>Finally, when we come to more modern times, and examine the records of
-the Stanier family from, let us say, the advent of the Hanoverian
-dynasty, though their splendour and distinction is ever a crescent, not
-a waning moon, there can be no reason to assign a diabolical origin to
-such<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_12" id="page_12">{12}</a></span> prosperity. There were black sheep among them, of course, but when
-will you not find, in records so public as theirs, dark shadows thrown
-by the searchlight of history? Bargains with the powers of hell, in any
-case, belong to the romantic dusk of the Middle Ages, and cannot find
-any serious place in modern chronicles.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>But to quit these quagmires of superstition for the warranted and
-scarcely less fascinating solidity of fact, Colin Stanier next day
-obediently craved audience with the Queen at the Manor of Brede. By a
-stroke of intuition which does much to account for his prosperous
-fortune, he did not make himself <i>endimanché</i>, but, with his shepherd’s
-crook in his hand and a new-born lamb in his bosom, he presented himself
-at the house where the Queen lodged. He would have been contemptuously
-turned back with buffets by the halberdiers and yeomen who guarded the
-entrance, but the mention of his name sufficed to admit him with a
-reluctant alacrity.</p>
-
-<p>He wore but the breeches and jerkin in which he pursued his work among
-the beasts, his shapely legs were bare from knee to ankle, and as he
-entered the porch, he kicked off the shoes in which he had walked from
-Rye. His crook he insisted on retaining, and the lamb which, obedient to
-the spell that he exercised over young living things, lay quiet in his
-arms.</p>
-
-<p>Some fussy Controller of the Queen’s household would have ejected him
-and chanced the consequences, but, said Colin very quietly, “It is by
-her Majesty’s orders that I present myself, and whether you buffet me or
-not, prithee tell the Queen’s Grace that I am here.”</p>
-
-<p>There was something surprising in the dignity of the boy; and in the
-sweet-toned, clear-cut speech, so unlike the utterance of the mumbling
-rustic, and the Controller, bidding him wait where he was, shuffled
-upstairs, and came back with extraordinary expedition.</p>
-
-<p>“The Queen’s Grace awaits you, Mr.&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Stanier,” said Colin.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_13" id="page_13">{13}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Stanier. But your crook, your lamb&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Let us do her Majesty’s bidding,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>He was ushered into the long hall of Brede Manor, and the Controller,
-having thrown the door open, slipped away with an alertness that
-suggested that his presence was desirable there no more, and left the
-boy, barefooted, clasping his lamb, with a rush-strewn floor to
-traverse. There was a table down the centre of it, littered with papers,
-and hemmed in with chairs that suggested that their occupants had
-hurriedly vacated them. At the end was seated a small, bent figure,
-conspicuous for her ruff and her red hair, and her rope of pearls, and
-her eyes bright and sharp as a bird’s.</p>
-
-<p>Colin, sadly pricked on the soles of his feet by the rushes, advanced
-across that immeasurable distance, looking downwards on his lamb. When
-he had traversed the half of it, he raised his eyes for a moment, and
-saw that the Queen, still quite motionless, was steadily regarding him.
-Again he bent his eyes on his lamb, and when he had come close to that
-formidable figure, he fell on his knees.</p>
-
-<p>“A lamb, madam,” he said, “which is the first-fruits of the spring. My
-crook, which I lay at your Grace’s feet, and myself, who am not worthy
-to lie there.”</p>
-
-<p>Again Colin raised his eyes, and the wretch put into them all the gaiety
-and boldness which he gave to the wenches on the farm. Then he dropped
-them again, and with his whole stake on the table, waited, gambler as he
-was, for the arbitrament.</p>
-
-<p>“Look at me, Colin Stanier,” said the Queen.</p>
-
-<p>Colin looked. There was the tiny wrinkled face, the high eyebrows, the
-thin-lipped mouth disclosing the discoloured teeth.</p>
-
-<p>“Madam!” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what next?” said Elizabeth impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>“My body and soul, madam,” said Colin, and once more he put into his
-eyes and his eager mouth that semblance of desire which had made
-Mistress Moffat, the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_14" id="page_14">{14}</a></span> wife of the mayor, box his ears with a blow that
-was more of a caress.</p>
-
-<p>The Queen felt precisely the same as Mistress Moffat, and drew her hand
-down over his smooth chin. “And it is your wish to be my shepherd-boy,
-Colin?” she asked. “You desire to be my page?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sick with desire,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“I appoint you,” she said. “I greet and salute you, Colin Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>She bent towards him, and neither saint nor devil could have inspired
-Colin better at that moment. He kissed her (after all, he had been
-offered the greeting) fairly and squarely on her withered cheek, and
-then, without pause, kissed the hem of her embroidered gown. He had done
-right, just absolutely right.</p>
-
-<p>“You bold dog!” said the Queen. “Stand up.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin stood up, with his arms close by his side, as if at attention in
-all his shapeliness and beauty, and the Queen clapped her hands.</p>
-
-<p>The side door opened disclosing halberdiers, and through the door by
-which Colin had entered came the Controller.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin Stanier is my page,” she said, “and of my household. Summon my
-lords again; we have not finished with our Spanish business. The lamb&mdash;I
-will eat that lamb, and none other, at the feast of Easter.”</p>
-
-<p>Within the week Colin was established in attendance on the Queen, and
-the daring felicity which had marked his first dealings with her never
-failed nor faltered. His radiant youth, the gaiety of his boyish
-spirits, the unfailing tact of his flattery, his roguish innocence, the
-fine innate breeding of the yeoman-stock, which is the best blood in
-England, wove a spell that seemed to defy the usual fickleness of her
-favouritism. Certainly he had wisdom as far beyond his years as it was
-beyond his upbringing, and wisdom coming like pure water from the curves
-of that beautiful young mouth, made him frankly irresistible to the
-fiery and shrewd old woman.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_15" id="page_15">{15}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>From being her page he was speedily advanced to the post of confidential
-secretary, and queer it was to see the boy seated by her side at some
-state council while she rated and stormed at her lords for giving her
-some diplomatic advice which her flame-like spirit deemed spiritless.
-Then, in mid-tirade, she would stop, tweak her secretary by his rosy
-ear, and say, “Eh, Colin, am I not in the right of it?”</p>
-
-<p>Very often she was not, and then Colin would so deftly insinuate further
-considerations, prefacing them by, “As your Grace and Majesty so wisely
-has told us” (when her Grace and Majesty had told them precisely the
-opposite) that Elizabeth would begin to imagine that she had thought of
-these prudent things herself.</p>
-
-<p>The Court in general followed the example of their royal mistress, and
-had not Colin’s nature, below its gaiety and laughter, been made of some
-very stern stuff, he must surely have degenerated into a spoilt, vain
-child, before ever he came to his full manhood. Men and women alike were
-victims of that sunny charm; to be with him made the heart sing, and
-none could grudge that a boy on whom God had showered every grace of
-mind and body, should find the mere tawdry decorations of riches and
-honour his natural heritage.</p>
-
-<p>Then, too, there was this to consider: the Queen’s fickle and violent
-temper might topple down one whom she had visited but yesterday with her
-highest favours, and none but Colin could induce her to restore the
-light she had withdrawn. If you wanted a boon granted, or even a
-vengeance taken, there was no such sure road to its accomplishment as to
-secure Colin’s advocacy, no path that led so straight to failure as to
-set the boy against you. For such services it was but reasonable that
-some token of gratitude should be conferred on him by the suppliant,
-some graceful acknowledgment which, in our harsh modern way, we should
-now term “commission,” and Colin’s commissions, thus honestly earned,
-soon amounted to a very pretty figure. Whether he augmented them or not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_16" id="page_16">{16}</a></span>
-by less laudable methods, by threats or what we call by that ugly word
-“blackmail,” is a different matter, and need not be gone into.</p>
-
-<p>Yet, surrounded as he was by all that might have been expected to turn a
-boy’s head, Colin remained singularly well-balanced, and whatever tales
-might be told about his virtue, the most censorious could find no fault
-with his prudence. The Queen created him at the age of twenty-five
-Knight of the Garter and Earl of Yardley, a title which his descendants
-hold to this day, and presented him with the Manor of Yardley in
-Buckinghamshire, and the monastic lands of Tillingham on the hills above
-the Romney Marsh. He incorporated the fine dwelling-house of the evicted
-abbot into the great and glorious mansion of Stanier, the monks’
-quarters he demolished altogether, and the abbey church became the
-parish church of Tillingham for worship, and the chapel and
-burying-place of the Staniers for pride.</p>
-
-<p>But, though the Queen told him once and again that it was time her Colin
-took a wife, he protested that while her light was shed on him not Venus
-herself could kindle desire in his heart. This was the only instance in
-which he disobeyed Gloriana’s wishes, but Gloriana willingly pardoned
-his obduracy, and rewarded it with substantial benefits.</p>
-
-<p>On her death, which occurred when he was thirty, he made a very suitable
-match with the heiress of Sir John Reeves, who brought him, in addition
-to a magnificent dowry, the considerable acreage which to-day is part of
-the London estate of the Staniers. He retired from court-life, and
-divided the year between Stanier and London, busy with the embellishment
-of his houses, into which he poured those treasures of art which now
-glorify them.</p>
-
-<p>He was, too, as the glades and terraces of Stanier testify, a gardener
-on a notable scale, and his passion in this direction led him to evict
-his father from the farm where Colin’s own boyhood was passed, which lay
-on the level land below the hill, in order to make there the long,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_17" id="page_17">{17}</a></span>
-ornamental water which is one of the most agreeable features of the
-place.</p>
-
-<p>His father by this time was an old man of uncouth and intemperate
-habits, and it could not perhaps be expected that the young earl should
-cherish his declining years with any very personal tenderness. But he
-established him in a decent dwelling, gave him an adequate maintenance
-with a permission to draw on the brewery for unlimited beer, and made
-only the one stipulation that his father should never attempt to gain
-access to him. The old man put so liberal an interpretation on his
-beer-rights, that he did not enjoy them very long.</p>
-
-<p>This taint of hardness in Colin’s character was no new feature. He had
-left the home of his boyhood without regret or any subsequent affection
-of remembrance: he had made his pleasurable life at Court a profitable
-affair, whereas others had spent their salaries and fortunes in
-maintaining their suitable magnificence, and, like the great Marlborough
-a few generations later, he had allowed infatuated women to pay pretty
-handsomely for the privilege of adoring him, and the inhumanities, such
-as his eviction of his father, with which his married life was
-garlanded, was no more than the reasonable development of earlier
-tendencies. Always a great stickler for the majesty of the law, he
-caused certain sheep-stealers on the edge of his property to be hanged
-for their misdeeds, and why should not the lord of Tillingham have
-bought their little properties from their widows at a more than
-reasonable price?</p>
-
-<p>Though his own infidelities were notorious, the settlements of his
-marriage were secure enough, and when he had already begotten two sons
-of the hapless daughter of Sir John Reeves, he invoked the aid of the
-law to enable him to put her away and renew his vow of love and honour
-to the heiress of my Lord Middlesex. She proved to be a barren crone,
-and perhaps had no opportunity of proving her fruitfulness, but she was
-so infatuated with him that by the settlements she gave him
-unconditionally the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_18" id="page_18">{18}</a></span> Broughton property which so conveniently adjoined
-his own.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>To go back again for a moment to that obscure matter of the Stanier
-legend, it appears that on the day on which each of his sons came of
-age, their father made them acquainted with the agreement he had made on
-behalf of himself and the heirs of his body, and shewed them the signed
-parchment. They had, so he pointed out to them, the free choice of
-dissociating themselves from that bargain, and of taking the chance of
-material prosperity here and of salvation hereafter; he enjoined on them
-also the duty of transmitting the legend to their children in the manner
-and at the time that it had been made known to themselves.</p>
-
-<p>Neither Ronald, the elder, nor his brother Philip felt the least qualm
-about the future, but they both had a very considerable appreciation of
-the present, and on each occasion the parchment was restored to its
-strong box with no loss of validity as regards the next generation.
-Ronald soon afterwards made one of those prudent marriages for which for
-generations the Staniers have been famous; Philip, on the other hand,
-who presently made for himself at the Court a position hardly less
-brilliant than his father’s had been, found celibacy, with its
-accompanying consolations, good enough for him.</p>
-
-<p>This is too polite an age to speak of his infamies and his amazing
-debauches, but his father was never tired of hearing about them, and
-used to hang on the boy’s tales when he got leave of absence from the
-Court to spend a week at home. Ronald was but a prude in comparison with
-the other two, protesting at Philip’s more atrocious experiences. His
-notion, so he drunkenly tried to explain himself (for his grandfather’s
-pleasures made strong appeal to him) was that there were things that no
-gentleman would do, whatever backing he had, and with a curious
-superstitious timidity he similarly refused to play<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_19" id="page_19">{19}</a></span> dice on the
-Communion table in the old monastic chapel....</p>
-
-<p>For full forty years after the death of the Queen, Colin, Knight of the
-Garter and first Earl of Yardley, revelled at the banquet of life. All
-that material prosperity could offer was his; his princely purchases,
-his extravagances, his sumptuous hospitalities were powerless to check
-the ever-swelling roll of his revenues; he enjoyed a perfect bodily
-health, and up to the day of his death his force was unabated, his eye
-undimmed, and the gold in his hair untouched by a single thread of
-silver.</p>
-
-<p>As the years went on, his attachment to this stately house of Stanier
-grew to a passion, and however little credence we may give to the
-legend, it is certain that his descendants inherit from Colin Stanier
-that devotion to the place where they were born. No Stanier, so it is
-said, is ever completely happy away from the great house that crowns the
-hill above the Romney Marsh; it is to them a shrine, a Mecca, a golden
-Jerusalem, the home of their hearts, and all the fairest of foreign
-lands, the most sunny seas, the most sumptuous palaces are but
-wildernesses or hovels in comparison with their home. To such an extent
-was this true of Colin, first Earl, that for the last ten years of his
-life he scarcely left the place for a night.</p>
-
-<p>But though his bodily health remained ever serene and youthful, and
-youth’s excesses, continued into old age, left him unwrinkled of skin
-and vigorous in desire, there grew on him during the last year of his
-life a malady neither of body nor of mind, but of the very spirit and
-essence of his being. The compact that he believed himself to have made
-had been fully and honestly observed by the other high contracting
-party, and as the time drew near that his own share in the bargain must
-be exacted from him, his spirit, we must suppose, conscious that the
-imprint of the divine was so shortly to be surcharged with the stamp and
-superscription of hell, was filled with some<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_20" id="page_20">{20}</a></span> remorseful terror, that in
-itself was a foretaste of damnation.</p>
-
-<p>He ate, he drank, he slept, he rioted, he brought to Stanier yet more
-treasures of exquisite art&mdash;Italian pictures, bronzes of Greek
-workmanship, Spanish lace, torn, perhaps, from the edges of
-altar-cloths, intaglios, Persian Pottery, and Ming porcelain from China.
-His passion for beauty, which had all his life been a torch to him, did
-not fail him, nor yet the wit and rapier-play of tongue, nor yet the
-scandalous chronicles of Philip. But in the midst of beauty or
-debauchery, there would come to his mind with such withering of the
-spirit as befel Belshazzar when the writing was traced on the wall, the
-knowledge of his approaching doom.</p>
-
-<p>As if to attempt to turn it aside or soften the inexorable fate, he gave
-himself to deeds of belated pity and charitableness. He endowed an
-almshouse in Rye; he erected a fine tomb over his father’s grave; he
-attended daily service in the church which he had desecrated with his
-dice-throwings. And all the time his spirit told him that it was too
-late, he had made his bed and must lie on it: for he turned to the God
-whom he had renounced neither in love nor in sincerity, nor in fear of
-Him, but in terror of his true master.</p>
-
-<p>But when he tried to pray his mind could invoke no holy images, but was
-decked with pageants of debauchery, and if he formed his lips to pious
-words there dropped from them a stream of obscenities and blasphemy. At
-any moment the terror would lay its hand on his spirit, affecting
-neither body nor mind, but addressing itself solely to the immortal and
-deathless part of him. It was in vain that he attempted to assure
-himself, too, that in the ordering of the world neither God nor devil
-has a share, for even the atheism in which he had lived deserted him as
-the hour of his death drew near.</p>
-
-<p>The day of his seventieth birthday arrived: the house was full of
-guests, and in honour of the occasion there was a feast for the tenants
-of the estate in the great hall,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_21" id="page_21">{21}</a></span> while his own friends, making a
-company of some fifty, sat at the high table on the dais. All day
-distant thunder had muttered obscurely among the hills, and by the time
-that the lights were lit in the hall, and the drinking deep, a heavy
-pall had overspread the sky.</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley was in fine spirits that night. For years he had had a
-presentiment that he would do no more than reach the exact span
-appointed for the life of men, and would die on his seventieth birthday,
-and here was the day as good as over, and if that presentiment proved to
-be unfulfilled he felt that he would face with a stouter scepticism the
-other terror. He had just risen from his place to reply to the toast of
-the evening, and stood, tall and comely, the figure of a man still in
-the prime of life, facing his friends and dependents. Then, even while
-he opened his lips to speak, the smile was struck from his face, and
-instead of speech there issued from his mouth one wild cry of terror.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no!” he screamed, and with his arm pushed out in front of him as if
-to defend himself against some invisible presence, he fell forward
-across the table.</p>
-
-<p>At that moment the hall leaped into blinding light, and an appalling
-riot of thunder answered. Some said that he had been struck and, indeed,
-on his forehead there was a small black mark as of burning, but those
-nearest felt no shock, and were confident that the stroke which had
-fallen on him preceded the flash and the thunder: he had crashed forward
-after that cry and that gesture of terror, before even the lightning
-descended.... And Ronald reigned in his stead.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>By the patent of nobility granted to Colin Stanier by Elizabeth, the
-estates and title descended not through heirs male only, but through the
-female line. If an Earl of Yardley died leaving only female issue, the
-girl became Countess of Yardley in her own right, to the exclusion of
-sons begotten by her father’s or grandfather’s younger<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_22" id="page_22">{22}</a></span> brother. It was
-perhaps characteristic of the Queen to frame the charter thus&mdash;she had
-done so of her own invention and devising&mdash;for thus she gratified her
-own sense of the capability of her sex, and also felt some phantom of
-posthumous delight in securing, as far as she could, that the honours
-that she had showered on her favourite should descend in direct line.
-But for many generations her foresight and precaution seemed needless,
-since each holder of the title bore sons only, and the line was straight
-as a larch, from father to son. By some strange arbitrament of fate it
-so happened that younger sons (following the unchaste example of Philip)
-died in legal celibacy, or, if they married, were childless, or became
-so in that generation or the next. Thus the family is unique in having
-to this day no collateral branches, and in this the fancifully disposed
-may be prone to see a certain diabolical observance of the original
-bond. No dowries for daughters had to be provided, and such portions as
-were made for younger sons soon rolled back again into the sea of family
-affluence.</p>
-
-<p>The purchase of land formed the main outlet for the flood of
-ever-increasing revenue, and as surely as Lord Yardley entered upon his
-new acreages, mineral wealth would be discovered on the freshly-acquired
-property (as was the case in the Cornish farms, where the Stanier lode
-of tin was found), or if when, at a later date, as in a mere freak, he
-purchased barren fields fit only for grazing, by the sea, it was not
-long before the Prince Regent found that the Sussex coast enjoyed a
-bracing and salubrious air, and lo! all the grazing-lands of Lord
-Stanier became building sites. Whatever they touched turned to gold, and
-that to no anæmic hands incapable of enjoying the lusts and splendours
-of life. Honours fell on them thick as autumn leaves: each holder of the
-title in turn has won the Garter, and never has the Garter been bestowed
-on them without solid merit to carry it. Three have been Prime
-Ministers, further three ambassadors to foreign countries on difficult
-and delicate businesses; in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_23" id="page_23">{23}</a></span> the Napoleonic wars there was a great
-general.... But all these records are public property.</p>
-
-<p>Less known, perhaps, is the fact that no Lord Yardley has ever yet died
-in his bed or received the religious consolation that would fit him to
-go forth undismayed on his last dark, solitary journey, and though each
-in turn (with the sad exception of Philip, third Earl, and his nephew,
-the recusant Ronald) has lived to the comfortable age of seventy, swift
-death, sometimes with violence, has been the manner of his exit. Colin,
-fourth Earl, committed suicide under circumstances which made it
-creditable that he should do so; otherwise strange seizures,
-accompanied, it would appear, by some inexplicable terror, has been the
-manner of the demise.</p>
-
-<p>And what, in this brief history of their annals, can be said of the
-legend, except that from being a terrible truth to Colin, first Earl, it
-has faded even as has faded the ink which records that mythical
-bargaining? It is more than a hundred years ago now that the Lord
-Yardley of the day caused the parchment to be inserted in the frame of
-his infamous ancestor, where it can be seen now every Thursday afternoon
-from three to five, when Stanier is open, without fee, to decently-clad
-visitors, and the very fact that Lord Yardley (<i>temp.</i> George III.)
-should have displayed it as a curiosity, is the measure of the
-incredulity with which those most closely concerned regarded it. A man
-would not put up for all the world to see the warrant that he should
-burn eternally in the fires of hell if he viewed it with the slightest
-tremor of misgiving. It was blasphemous even to suppose that worldly
-prosperity (as said the excellent parson at Stanier who always dined at
-the house on Sunday evening and slept it off on Monday morning) was
-anything other than the mark of divine favour, and many texts from the
-Psalmist could be produced in support of his view. Thus fortified by
-port and professional advice, Lord Yardley decreed the insertion of the
-document into the frame that held the picture of that ancestor of his
-whose signature it bore, and gave a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_24" id="page_24">{24}</a></span> remarkably generous subscription to
-the organ-fund. Faded as was the writing then, it has faded into greater
-indecipherability since, and with it any remnant of faith in its
-validity.</p>
-
-<p>Yet hardly less curious to the psychologist is the strange nature of
-these Staniers. Decked as they are with the embellishment of
-distinction, of breeding, and beauty, they have always seemed to their
-contemporaries to be lacking in some quality, hard to define but easy to
-appreciate or, in their case, to miss. A tale of trouble will very
-likely win from them some solid alleviation, but their generosity, you
-would find, gave always the impression of being made not out of love or
-out of sympathy, but out of contempt.</p>
-
-<p>Their charm&mdash;and God knows how many have fallen victims to it&mdash;has been
-and is that of some cold brilliance, that attracts even as the beam of a
-lighthouse attracts the migrating birds who dash themselves to pieces
-against the glass that shields it; it can scarcely be said to be the
-fault of the light that the silly feathered things broke themselves
-against its transparent, impenetrable armour. It hardly invited: it only
-shone on business which did not concern the birds, so there was no
-definite design of attraction or cruelty in its beams, only of
-brilliance and indifference. That is the habit of light; such, too, are
-the habits of birds; the light even might be supposed by sentimentalists
-faintly to regret the shattered wing and the brightness of the drowned
-plumage.</p>
-
-<p>But, so it is popularly supposed, it is quite easy, though not very
-prudent, to arouse unfavourable emotion in a Stanier; you have but to
-vex him or run counter to his wish, and you will very soon find yourself
-on the target of a remorseless and vindictive hate. No ray of pity, so
-it is said, softens the hardness of that frosty intensity; no
-contrition, when once it has been aroused, will thaw it. Forgiveness is
-a word quite foreign to their vocabulary, and its nearest equivalent is
-a contemptuous indifference. Gratitude, in the same way, figures as an<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_25" id="page_25">{25}</a></span>
-obsolete term in the language of their emotions. They neither feel it
-nor expect it: it has no currency. Whatever you may be privileged to do
-for a Stanier, he takes as a mite in the endowment which the world has
-always, since the days of our Elizabethan Colin, poured into their
-treasuries, while if he has done you a good turn, he has done so as he
-would chuck a picked bone to a hungry dog: the proper course for the dog
-is to snatch it up and retire into its corner to mumble it.</p>
-
-<p>It would be strange, then, if, being without ruth or love, a Stanier
-could bestow or aspire to friendship with man or woman, and, indeed,
-such an anomaly has never occurred. But, then, it must be remembered
-that Staniers, as far as we can find out from old letters and diaries
-and mere historical documents, never wanted friendship nor, indeed,
-comprehended it. Their beauty and their charm made easy for them the
-creation of such relationships as they desired, the assuaging of such
-thirst as was theirs, after which the sucked rind could be thrown away;
-and though through all their generations they have practised those
-superb hospitalities which find so apt a setting at Stanier, it is
-rather as gods snuffing up the incense of their worshippers than as
-entertaining their friends that they fill the great house with all who
-are noblest by birth or distinction.</p>
-
-<p>George IV., for instance, when Prince Regent, stayed there, it may be
-remembered, for nearly a fortnight, having been asked for three days,
-during which time the entire House of Lords with their wives spent in
-noble sections two nights at Stanier, as well as many much younger and
-sprightlier little personages just as famous in the proper quarter. The
-entire opera from Drury Lane diverted their evening one night, baccarat
-(or its equivalent) beguiled another, on yet another the Prince could
-not be found....</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Not so fortunate, perhaps, save in being the mistresses of all this
-splendour, and invariably the mothers of hand<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_26" id="page_26">{26}</a></span>some sons, have been the
-successive wives in this illustrious line. For with whatever natural
-gaiety, with whatever high and independent spirit these ladies married
-the sons of the house, they seemed always to have undergone some gloomy
-and mysterious transformation. It was as if they were ground in a mill,
-and ground exceeding small, and as if the resulting powder of grain was
-mixed and kneaded and baked into the Stanier loaf.</p>
-
-<p>Especially was this the case with her who married the young Lord Stanier
-of the day; long before she succeeded to her full honours she had been
-crushed into the iron mould designed for the Countesses of Yardley. In
-public, dignity and stateliness and fine manner would distinguish her,
-but below these desirable insignia of her station, her character and
-individuality seemed to have been reduced to pulp, to have been frozen
-to death, to have been pounded and brayed in some soul-shattering
-mortar. Perhaps when first as a bride she entered through the glass
-doors which were only opened when the eldest son brought home his wife,
-or when there was welcomed at Stanier some reigning monarch, her heart
-would be all afire with love and virgin longing for him with whom she
-passed through those fatal portals, but before the honeymoon was over
-this process that tamed and stifled and paralysed would have begun its
-deadly work.</p>
-
-<p>For the eldest son and his wife there was reserved a floor in one of the
-wings of the house; they had no other establishment in the country, and
-here, when not in London, the family dwelt in patriarchal fashion. When
-no guests were present, the heir-apparent and his wife breakfasted and
-lunched in the privacy of their wing, if so they chose; they had their
-own horses, their own household of servants, but every evening, when the
-warning bell for dinner sounded, the major-domo came to the door of
-their apartments and preceded them down to the great gallery where, with
-any other sons and daughters-in-law, they awaited the entrance of Lord
-Yardley and his wife. Then came the stately and almost speechless
-dinner,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_27" id="page_27">{27}</a></span> served on gold plate, and after that a rubber of whist,
-decorous and damning, until Lady Yardley retired on the stroke of ten,
-and the sons joined their father in the billiard-room.</p>
-
-<p>Such evenings were rare (for usually throughout the shooting season
-there were guests in the house), but from them we can conjecture some
-sketch of the paralysing process: this was the conduct of a family
-evening in the mere superficial adventure of dining and passing a
-sociable evening, and from it we can estimate something of the effect of
-parallel processes applied to the thoughts and the mind and the
-aspirations and the desires of a young wife. No Stanier wanted love or
-gave it; what he wanted when he took his mate was that in obedience and
-subjection she should give him (as she always did) a legitimate and
-healthy heir. She was not a Stanier, and though she wore the family
-pearls like a halter, she was only there on sufferance and of necessity,
-and though her blood would beat with the true ichor in the arteries of
-the next generation, she was in herself no more than the sucked
-orange-rind.</p>
-
-<p>The Staniers were too proud to reckon an alliance with any family on the
-face of the earth as anything but an honour for the family concerned;
-even when, as happened at the close of the eighteenth century, a
-princess of the Hohenzollern line was married to the heir, she was
-ground in the mill like any other. In her case she shared to the full in
-the brutal arrogance of her own family, and had imagined that it was she
-who, by this alliance, had conferred, not accepted, an honour. She had
-supposed that her husband and his relations would give her the deference
-due to royalty, and it took her some little time to learn her lesson,
-which she appears to have mastered.</p>
-
-<p>A hundred years later the Emperor William II. of Germany had a reminder
-of it which caused him considerable surprise. On one of his visits to
-England he deigned to pass a week-end at Stanier, and though received as
-a reigning monarch with opening of the glass<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_28" id="page_28">{28}</a></span> doors, he found that his
-condescension in remembering that he was connected with the family was
-not received with the rapture of humility which he had expected. He had
-asked to be treated by the members of the family as Cousin Willie, and
-they did so with a nonchalance that was truly amazing.</p>
-
-<p>Such, in brief, was the rise of the Staniers, and such the outline of
-their splendour.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_29" id="page_29">{29}</a></span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_II-a" id="CHAPTER_II-a"></a>CHAPTER II</h3>
-
-<p>By the middle of the nineteenth century the fading of the actual deed
-signed by Colin Stanier had scarcely kept pace with the fading of the
-faith in it: this had become the mildest of effete superstitions. About
-that epoch, also, the continuity of Stanier tradition was broken, for
-there was born in the direct line not only two sons but a daughter,
-Hester, who, a couple of centuries ago, would probably have been
-regarded as a changeling, and met an early fate as such. She was as
-lovely as the dawn, and had to the full, with every feminine grace
-added, a double portion of the Stanier charm, but in her disposition no
-faintest trace of traditional inheritance could be found; instead of
-their inhuman arrogance, their icy self-sufficiency, she was endowed
-with a gaiety and a rollicking gutter-snipe enjoyment of existence,
-which laughed to scorn the dignity of birth.</p>
-
-<p>Being of the inferior sex, her father decreed that she should be brought
-up in the image of the tradition which ground so small the women who had
-married into the family; she must become, like her own mother, aloof and
-calm and infinitely conscious of her position. But neither precept nor
-example had the smallest effect on her: for dignity, she had
-boisterousness; for calm, buoyant, irrepressible spirits; and for
-self-control, a marked tendency to allure and kindle the
-susceptibilities of the other sex, were he peer or ploughboy.</p>
-
-<p>Alone, too, of her race, she had no spark of that passionate affection
-for her home that was one of the most salient characteristics of the
-others.</p>
-
-<p>She gave an instance of this defect when, at the age of fifteen, she ran
-away from Stanier half-way through August, while the family were in
-residence after the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_30" id="page_30">{30}</a></span> season in London, being unable to stand the thought
-of that deadly and awful stateliness which would last without break till
-January, when the assembling of the Houses of Parliament would take them
-all back to the metropolis which she loved with extraordinary fervour.
-Part of the way she went in a train, part of the way she rode, and
-eventually arrived back at the huge house in St. James’s Square, now
-empty and sheeted, and persuaded the caretaker, who had been her nurse
-and adored her with unique devotion, to take her in and send no news to
-Stanier of her arrival.</p>
-
-<p>“Darling Cooper,” she said, with her arms round the old woman’s neck and
-her delicious face bestowing kisses on her, “unless you promise to say
-nothing about my coming here, I shall leave the house and get really
-lost. They say a healthy girl can always get a living.”</p>
-
-<p>“Eh, my dear,” said Cooper, much shocked, “what are you saying?”</p>
-
-<p>Hester’s look of seraphic ignorance that she had said anything unusual
-reassured Cooper.</p>
-
-<p>“What am I saying?” asked Hester. “I’m just saying what I shall do. I
-shall buy a monkey and a barrel-organ and dress like a gipsy and tell
-fortunes. But I won’t go back to that awful Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>“But it’s your papa’s house,” said Cooper. “Young ladies have to live
-with their families till they are married.”</p>
-
-<p>“This one won’t,” said Hester. “And I believe it’s true, Cooper, that we
-own it through the power of the devil. It’s a dreadful place: there’s a
-blight on it. Grandmamma was turned to stone there, and mamma has been
-turned to stone, and they’re trying to turn me to stone.”</p>
-
-<p>Poor Cooper was in a fair quandary; she knew that Hester was perfectly
-capable of rushing out of the house unless she gave her the desired
-promise, and then with what face would she encounter Lord Yardley, how
-stammer forth the miserable confession that Hester had been<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_31" id="page_31">{31}</a></span> here? Not
-less impossible to contemplate was the housing of this entrancing imp,
-and keeping to herself the secret of Hester’s whereabouts. Even more
-impossible was the third count of giving Hester the promise, and then
-breaking it by sending a clandestine communication to her mother, for
-that would imply the loss of Hester’s trust in her, and she could not
-face the idea of those eyes turned reproachfully on her as on some
-treacherous foe.</p>
-
-<p>She hesitated, and the artful Hester noted her advantage.</p>
-
-<p>“Darling Cooper, you wouldn’t like me to be turned to stone,” she said.
-“I know I should make a lovely statue, but it’s better to be alive.”</p>
-
-<p>“Eh, my dear, be a good girl and go back to Stanier,” pleaded Cooper.
-“Think of your mamma and the anxiety she’s in about you.”</p>
-
-<p>Hester made “a face.” “It’s silly to say that,” she said. “Mamma
-anxious, indeed! Mamma couldn’t be anxious: she’s dead inside.”</p>
-
-<p>Cooper felt she could not argue the point with any conviction, for she
-was entirely of Hester’s opinion.</p>
-
-<p>“And I’ve had no tea, Cooper,” said the girl, “and I am so hungry.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless the child, but I’ll get you your tea,” said Cooper. “And then
-you’ll be a good girl and let me send off a telegram....”</p>
-
-<p>What Hester’s future plans really were she had not yet determined to
-herself; she was still acting under the original impulse which had made
-her run away. Come what might, she had found the idea of Stanier utterly
-impossible that morning; the only thing that mattered was to get away.</p>
-
-<p>But as Cooper bustled about with the preparations of the tea, she began
-to consider what she really expected. She was quite undismayed at what
-she had done, and was on that score willing to confront any stone faces
-that might be-Gorgon her, but her imagination could not picture what she
-was going to do. Would she live here<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_32" id="page_32">{32}</a></span> <i>perdue</i> for the next six months
-till the family of stone brought their Pharaoh-presence into London
-again? She could not imagine that. Was it to come, then, to the
-threatened barrel-organ and the monkey and the telling of fortunes? Glib
-and ready as had been her speech on that subject, it lacked reality when
-seriously contemplated in the mirror of the future.</p>
-
-<p>But if she was not proposing to live here with Cooper, or to run away
-definitely&mdash;a prospect for which, at the age of fifteen, she felt
-herself, now that it grimly stared her in the face, wholly unripe&mdash;there
-was nothing to be done, but to-day or to-morrow, or on one of the
-conceivable to-morrows, to go back again. And yet her whole nature
-revolted against that.</p>
-
-<p>She was sitting in the window-seat of the big hall as this dismal debate
-went on in her head, but all the parties to that conference were agreed
-on one thing&mdash;namely, that Cooper should not telegraph to her mother,
-and that, come what might, Cooper should not be imagined to be an
-accomplice. Just then she heard a step on the threshold outside, and
-simultaneously the welcome jingle of a tea-tray from the opposite
-direction. Hester tiptoed towards the latter of these sounds, and found
-Cooper laden with good things on a tray advancing up the corridor.</p>
-
-<p>“Go back to your room, Cooper,” she whispered; “there is some one at the
-door. I will see who it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Eh, now, let me open the door,” said Cooper, visibly apprehensive.</p>
-
-<p>“No! Go away!” whispered Hester, and remained there during imperative
-peals of the bell till Cooper had vanished.</p>
-
-<p>She tried, by peeping sideways out of the hall window, to arrive at the
-identity of this impatient visitor, but could see nothing of him. Then,
-with cold courage, she went to the front-door and opened it. She
-expected something bad&mdash;her mother, perhaps, or her brothers’ tutor, or
-the groom of the chambers&mdash;but she had conjectured nothing so bad as
-this, for on the doorstep stood her father.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_33" id="page_33">{33}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>That formidable figure was not often encountered by her. In London she
-practically never saw him at all; in the country she saw him but once a
-day, when, with the rest of the family, she waited in the drawing-room
-before dinner for his entrance with her mother. Then they all stood up,
-and paired off to go in to dinner. In some remote manner Hester felt
-that she had no existence for him, but that he, at close quarters, had a
-terrible existence for her. Generally, he took no notice whatever of
-her, but to-day she realised that she existed for him in so lively a
-manner that he had come up from Stanier to get into touch with her. Such
-courage as she had completely oozed out of her: she had become just a
-stone out of the family quarry.</p>
-
-<p>“So you’re here,” he said, shutting the door behind him.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Hester.</p>
-
-<p>“And do you realise what you’ve done?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve run away,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t mean that,” said he; “that’s soon remedied. But you’ve made me
-spend half the day travelling in order to find you. Now you’re going to
-suffer for it. Stand up here in front of me.”</p>
-
-<p>As he spoke he drew off his fine white gloves and put the big sapphire
-ring that he wore into his pocket. At that Hester guessed his purpose.</p>
-
-<p>“I shan’t,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>He gave her so ill-omened and ugly a glance that her heart quailed. “You
-will do as I tell you,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Hester felt her pulses beating small and quick. Fear perhaps accounted
-for that, but more dominant than fear in her mind was the sense of her
-hatred of her father. He was like a devil, one of those contorted
-waterspouts on the church at home. She found herself obeying him.</p>
-
-<p>“Now I am going to punish you,” he said, “for being such a nuisance to
-me. By ill-luck you are my daughter, and as you don’t know how a
-daughter of mine ought to behave, I am going to show you what happens
-when<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_34" id="page_34">{34}</a></span> she behaves as you have done. Your mother has often told me that
-you are a wilful and vulgar child, disobedient to your governesses, and,
-in a word, common. But now you have forced your commonness upon my
-notice, and I’m going to make you sorry for having done so. Hold your
-head up.”</p>
-
-<p>He drew back his arm, and with his open hand smacked her across her
-cheek; with his left hand he planted a similar and stinging blow. Four
-times those white thin fingers of his blazoned themselves on her face,
-and then he paused.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, why don’t you cry?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Because I don’t choose to,” said Hester.</p>
-
-<p>“Put your head up again,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>She stood there firm as a rock for half a dozen more of those bitter
-blows, and then into his black heart there came a conviction, bitterer
-than any punishment he had inflicted on her, that he was beaten. In
-sheer rage at this he took her by her shoulders and shook her violently.
-And then came the end, for she simply collapsed on the floor, still
-untamed. Her bodily force might fail, but she flew no flag of surrender.</p>
-
-<p>She came to herself again with the sense of Cooper near her. She turned
-weary eyes this way and that, but saw nothing of her father.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Cooper, has that devil gone?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Eh, my lady,” said Cooper, “who are you talking of? There’s no one here
-but his lordship.”</p>
-
-<p>Hester raised herself on her elbow and saw that awful figure standing by
-the great chimneypiece. The first thought that came into her mind was
-for Cooper.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish to tell you that ever since I entered the house Cooper has been
-saying that she must telegraph to you that I was here,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>He nodded. “That’s all right then, Cooper,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Hester watched her father take the sapphire ring from his waistcoat
-pocket. He put this on, and then his gloves.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_35" id="page_35">{35}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Her ladyship will stay here to-night, Cooper,” he said. “And you will
-take her to the station to-morrow morning and bring her down to
-Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>He did not so much as glance at Hester, and next moment the front door
-had closed behind him.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Hester arrived back at Stanier next day after this abortive expedition,
-and it was clear at once that orders had been issued that no word was to
-be said to her on the subject of what she had done. She had mid-day
-dinner with her governess, rode afterwards with her brothers, and as
-usual stood up when her father entered the drawing-room in the evening.
-The awful life had closed like a trap upon her again, rather more
-tightly than before, for she was subject to a closer supervision.</p>
-
-<p>But though the apparent victory was with her father, she knew (and was
-somehow aware that he knew it, too) that her spirit had not yielded one
-inch to him, and that he, for all his grim autocracy, was conscious, as
-regards her, of imperfect mastery. If he had broken her will, so she
-acutely argued, she would not now have been watched; her doings would
-not, as they certainly were, have been reported to him by the governess.
-That was meat and drink to her. But from being a mere grim presence in
-the background he had leaped into reality, and with the whole force of
-her nature, she hated him.</p>
-
-<p>The substance of the Stanier legend, faint though the faith in it had
-become, was, of course, well known to her, and every morning, looking
-like some young sexless angel newly come to earth, she added to her very
-tepid prayers the fervent and heartfelt petition that the devil would
-not long delay in exacting his part of the bargain.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Two years passed, and Hester became aware that there were schemes on
-foot for marrying her off with the utmost possible speed. The idea of
-marriage in the abstract was wholly to her mind, since then she would be
-quit of the terrible life at Stanier, but in the concrete she was not
-so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_36" id="page_36">{36}</a></span> content with her selected deliverer. This was the mild and highborn
-Marquis of Blakeney, a man precisely twice her age, of plain, serious
-mind and irreproachable morals. He adored her in a rapt and tongue-tied
-manner, and no doubt Hester had encouraged him with those little smiles
-and glances which she found it impossible not to bestow on any male
-denizen of this earth, without any distinct ulterior views. But when it
-became evident, by his own express declaration made with the permission
-of her father, that he entertained such views, Hester wondered whether
-it would be really possible to kiss that seal-like whiskered face with
-any semblance of wifely enthusiasm.</p>
-
-<p>Had there been any indication that her pious petition with regard to the
-speedy ratification of the Stanier legend as regards her father would be
-granted, she would probably have recommended the mild Marquis to take
-his vows to other shrines, but her father seemed to be suffering no
-inconvenience from her prayers, and she accepted the rapt and
-tongue-tied devotion. Instantly all the bonds of discipline and
-suppression were relaxed; even in her father’s eyes her engagement made
-her something of a personage, and Hester hated him more than ever.</p>
-
-<p>And then the vengeance of winged, vindictive love, more imperious than
-her father, overtook and punished her, breaking her spirit, which he had
-never done. At a dance given at Blakeney Castle to celebrate the
-engagement, she saw young Ralph Brayton, penniless and debonair, with no
-seal-face and no marquisate, and the glance of each pierced through the
-heart of the other. He was the son of the family solicitor of Lord
-Blakeney, and even while his father was drawing out the schedule of
-munificent settlements for the bride-to-be, the bride gave him something
-more munificent yet, and settled it, her heart, upon him for all
-perpetuity.</p>
-
-<p>She did her best to disown, if not to stifle, what had come upon her,
-and had her marriage but been fixed for a month earlier than the day
-appointed, she would prob<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_37" id="page_37">{37}</a></span>ably have married her affianced bridegroom,
-and let love hang itself in its own silken noose and chance its being
-quite strangled. As it was, even while her room at Stanier was silky and
-shimmering with the appurtenances of a bride, she slipped out one night
-as the moon set, and joined her lover at the park gates. By dawn they
-had come to London, and before evening she was safe in the holding of
-her husband’s arms.</p>
-
-<p>On the news reaching Lord Yardley he had a stroke from which he did not
-recover for many years, though he soon regained sufficient power of
-babbling speech to make it abundantly clear that he would never see
-Hester again. As she was equally determined never to see him, their
-wills were in complete harmony. That brutal punishment she had received
-from those thin white hands two years before, followed by the bondage of
-her life at home, had rendered her perfectly callous as regards him. Had
-he been sorry for it, she might have shrugged her pretty shoulders and
-forgotten it; for that cold pale slab of womanhood, her mother, she felt
-nothing whatever.</p>
-
-<p>This outrageous marriage of Hester’s, followed by her father’s stroke,
-were contrary to all tradition as regards the legend, for these
-calamities, indeed, looked as if one of the high contracting parties was
-not fulfilling his share of the bargain, and the behaviour of Philip,
-Lord Stanier, the stricken man’s eldest son, added weight to the
-presumption that the luck of the Staniers (to put it at that) was on the
-wane&mdash;fading, fading like the ink of the original bond. Instead of
-marrying at the age of twenty or twenty-one, as his father and
-forefathers had done, he remained obstinately celibate and ludicrously
-decorous. In appearance he was dark, heavy of feature, jowled even in
-his youth by a fleshiness of neck, and built on massive lines in place
-of the slenderness of his race, though somehow, in spite of these
-aberrations from the type, he yet presented an example, or, rather, a
-parody, of the type. But when you came to mind, and that which lies
-behind<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_38" id="page_38">{38}</a></span> body and mind alike, that impenetrable essence of individuality,
-then the professors in heredity would indeed have held up bewildered
-hands of surrender. He was studious and hesitating, his mental processes
-went with a tread as deliberate as his foot, and in place of that swift
-eagerness of the Stanier mind, which, so to speak, threw a lasso over
-the mental quarry with one swing of a lithe arm, and entangled it, poor
-Philip crept on hands and knees towards it and advanced ever so
-imperceptibly nearer. In the matter of mode of life the difference
-between him and the type was most marked of all. Hitherto the eldest son
-had married early and wisely for the sole object of the perpetuation of
-the breed, and having arrived at that, pursued the ways of youth in
-copious indiscretions which his wife, already tamed and paralysed, had
-no will to resent. Philip, on the other hand, living in the gloom of the
-house beneath the stroke and the shadow that had fallen on his father,
-seemed to have missed his youth altogether. Life held for him no
-bubbling draught that frothed on his lips and was forgotten; he
-abstained from all the fruits of vigour and exuberance. One family
-characteristic alone was his&mdash;the passionate love of his home, so that
-he preferred even in these conditions to live here than find freedom
-elsewhere. There he dreamed and studied, and neither love nor passion
-nor intrigue came near him. He cared little for his mother; his father
-he hated and feared. And yet some germ of romance, perhaps, lay dormant
-but potential in his soul, for more and more he read of Italy, and of
-the swift flowering of love in the South....</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>It seemed as if the hellish bargain made three hundred years ago had
-indeed become obsolete, for the weeks and months added themselves
-together into a swiftly mounting total of years, while a nightmare of
-eclipsed existence brooded over the great house at Stanier. Since the
-stroke that had fallen on him after Hester’s runaway match, Lord Yardley
-would have no guests in the house,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_39" id="page_39">{39}</a></span> and with the constancy of the
-original Colin, would never leave the place himself. Grinning and
-snarling in his bath-chair, he would be drawn up and down its long
-galleries by the hour together, with his battered and petrified spouse
-walking by his side, at first unable to speak with any coherence, but as
-the years went on attaining to a grim ejaculatory utterance that left no
-doubt as to his meaning.</p>
-
-<p>Sometimes it was his whim to enter the library, and if Philip was there
-he would give vent to dreadful and stuttering observations as he
-clenched and unclenched the nerveless hands that seemed starving to
-throttle his son’s throat. Then, tired with this outpouring of emotion,
-he would doze in his chair, and wake from his doze into a paroxysm of
-tremulous speechlessness. At dinner-time he would have the riband of the
-Garter pinned across his knitted coat and be wheeled, with his wife
-walking whitely by his side, into the gallery, where the unmarried
-Philip, and his newly-married brother and his wife, stood up at his
-entrance, and without recognition he would pass, jibbering, at the head
-of that small and dismal procession, into the dining-room.</p>
-
-<p>He grew ever thinner and more wasted in body, but such was some
-consuming fire within him that he needed the sustenance of some growing
-and gigantic youth. He was unable to feed himself, and his attendant
-standing by him put into that open chasm of a mouth, still lined with
-milk-white teeth, his monstrous portions. A couple of bites was
-sufficient to prepare for the gulp, and again his mouth was ready to
-receive.</p>
-
-<p>Then, when the solid entertainment was over, and the women gone, there
-remained the business of wine, and, sound trencherman though he was, his
-capacity over this was even more remarkable. He took his port by the
-tumblerful, the first of which he would drink like one thirsty for
-water, and this in some awful manner momentarily restored his powers of
-speech. Like the first drops before a storm, single words began dripping
-from his lips, as this restoration of speech took place, his eye,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_40" id="page_40">{40}</a></span>
-brightening with malevolence, fixed itself on Philip, and night after
-night he would gather force for the same lunatic tirade.</p>
-
-<p>“You sitting there,” he would say, “you, Philip, you aren’t a Stanier!
-Why don’t you get a bitch to your kennel, and rear a mongrel or two? You
-heavy-faced lout, you can’t breed, you can’t drink, you can do nought
-but grow blear-eyed over a pack of printed rubbish. There was Hester:
-she married some sort of sweeper, and barren she is at that. I take
-blame to myself there: if only I had smacked her face a dozen times
-instead of once, I’d have tamed her: she would have come to heel. And
-the third of you, Ronald there, with your soapy-faced slut of a wife,
-you’d be more in your place behind a draper’s counter than here at
-Stanier. And they tell me that there’s no news yet that you’re going to
-give an heir to the place. Heir, good God....”</p>
-
-<p>Ronald had less patience than his brother. He would have drunk pretty
-stiffly by now, and he would bang the table and make the glasses jingle.</p>
-
-<p>“Now you keep a civil tongue in your head, father,” he said, “and I’ll
-do the same for you. A pretty figure you cut with your Garter and your
-costermonger talk. It’s your own nest you’re fouling, and you’ve fouled
-it well. There was never yet a Stanier till you who took to a bath-chair
-and a bib and a man to feed him when he couldn’t find the way to his own
-mouth.”</p>
-
-<p>“Here, steady, Ronald!” Philip would say.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m steadier than that palsy-stricken jelly there,” said Ronald. “If he
-leaves me alone I leave him alone: it isn’t I who begin. But if you or
-he think I’m going to sit here and listen to his gutter-talk, you’re in
-error.”</p>
-
-<p>He left his seat with a final reversal of the decanter and banged out of
-the room.</p>
-
-<p>Then, as likely as not, the old man would begin to whimper. Though,
-apparently, he did all he could to make residence at Stanier impossible
-for his sons, he seemed above all to fear that he would succeed in doing
-so.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_41" id="page_41">{41}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Your brother gets so easily angered with me,” he would say. “I’m sure I
-said nothing to him that a loving father shouldn’t. Go after him, Phil,
-and ask him to come back and drink a friendly glass with his poor
-father.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think you had better let him be, sir,” said Philip. “He didn’t relish
-what you said of his wife and his childlessness.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I meant nothing, I meant nothing. Mayn’t a father have a bit of
-chaff over his wine with his sons? As for his wife, I’m sure she’s a
-very decent woman, and if it was that which offended him, there’s that
-diamond collar my lady wears. Bid her take it off and give it to Janet
-as a present from me. Then we shall be all comfortable again.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should leave it alone for to-night,” said Philip. “You can give it
-her to-morrow. Won’t you come and have your rubber of whist?”</p>
-
-<p>His eye would brighten again at that, for in his day he had been a great
-player, and if he went to the cards straight from his wine, which for a
-little made order in the muddle and confusion of his brain, he would
-play a hand or two with the skill that had been an instinct with him.
-His tortoise-shell kitten must first be brought him, for that was his
-mascotte, which reposed on his lap, and for the kitten there was a
-saucerful of chopped fish to keep it quiet. It used to drag fragments
-from the dish on to the riband of the Garter, and eat from there.</p>
-
-<p>He could not hold the cards himself, and they were arranged in a stand
-in front of him, and his attendant pulled out the one to which he
-pointed a quivering finger. If the cards were not in his favour he would
-chuck the kitten off his knee. “Drown it; the devil’s in it,” he would
-mumble. Then, before long, the gleam of lucidity rent in his clouds by
-the wine would close up again, and he would play with lamentable lunatic
-cunning, revoking and winking at his valet, and laughing with pleasure
-as the tricks were gathered. At the end<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_42" id="page_42">{42}</a></span> he would calculate his winnings
-and insist on their being paid. They were returned to the loser when his
-valet had abstracted them from his pocket....</p>
-
-<p>Any attempt to move him from Stanier had to be abandoned, for it brought
-on such violent agitation that his life was endangered if it were
-persisted in, and even if it had been possible to certify him as insane,
-neither Philip nor his brother nor his wife would have consented to his
-removal to a private asylum, for some impregnable barrier of family
-pride stood in the way. Nor, perhaps, would it have been easy to obtain
-the necessary certificate. He had shown no sign of homicidal or suicidal
-mania, and it would have been hard to have found any definite delusion
-from which he suffered. He was just a very terrible old man, partly
-paralytic, who got drunk and lucid together of an evening. He certainly
-hated Philip, but Philip’s habits and Philip’s celibacy were the causes
-of that; he cheated at cards, but the sane have been known to do
-likewise.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, it seemed as if after their long and glorious noon in which, as
-by some Joshua-stroke, the sun had stayed his course in the zenith, that
-the fortunes of the Staniers were dipping swiftly into the cold of an
-eternal night. In mockery of that decline their wealth, mounting to more
-prodigious heights, resembled some Pharaoh’s pyramid into which so soon
-a handful of dust would be laid. In the last decade of the nineteenth
-century the long leases of the acres which a hundred years ago had been
-let for building land at Brighton were tumbling in, and in place of
-ground-rents the houses came into their possession, while, with true
-Stanier luck, this coincided with a revival of Brighton as a
-watering-place. Fresh lodes were discovered in their Cornish properties,
-and the wave of gold rose ever higher, bearing on it those who seemed
-likely to be the last of the name. Philip, now a little over forty years
-old, was still unmarried; Ronald, ten years his junior, was childless;
-and Lady<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_43" id="page_43">{43}</a></span> Hester Brayton, now a widow, had neither son nor daughter to
-carry on the family.</p>
-
-<p>Already it looked as if the vultures were coming closer across the
-golden sands of the desert on which these survivors were barrenly
-gathered, for an acute and far-seeing solicitor had unearthed a family
-of labourers living in a cottage in the marsh between Broomhill and
-Appledore, who undoubtedly bore the name of Stanier, and he had secured
-from the father, who could just write his name, a duly-attested document
-to the effect that if Jacob Spurway succeeded in establishing him in the
-family possessions and honours, he would pay him the sum of a hundred
-thousand pounds in ten annual instalments. That being made secure, it
-was worth while secretly to hunt through old wills and leases, and he
-had certainly discovered that Colin Stanier (<i>æt.</i> Elizabeth) had a
-younger brother, Ronald, who inhabited a farm not far from Appledore and
-had issue. That issue could, for the most part, be traced, or, at any
-rate, firmly inferred right down to the present. Then came a most
-gratifying search through the chronicles and pedigrees of the line now
-in possession, and, explore as he might, John Spurway could find no
-collateral line still in existence. Straight down, from father to son,
-as we have seen, ran the generations; till the day of Lady Hester
-Brayton, no daughter had been born to an Earl of Yardley, and the line
-of such other sons as the lords of Stanier begot had utterly died out.
-The chance of establishing this illiterate boor seemed to Mr. Jacob
-Spurway a very promising one, and he not only devoted to it his time and
-his undoubted abilities, but even made a few clandestine and judicious
-purchases. There arrived, for instance, one night at the Stanier cottage
-a wholly genuine Elizabethan chair in extremely bad condition, which was
-modestly placed in the kitchen behind the door; a tiger-ware jug found
-its way to the high chimneypiece and got speedily covered with dust, and
-a much-tarnished Elizabethan seal<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_44" id="page_44">{44}</a></span>top spoon made a curious addition to
-the Britannia metal equipage for the drinking of tea.</p>
-
-<p>But if this drab and barren decay of the direct line of Colin Stanier
-roused the interest of Mr. Spurway, it appeared in the year 1892 to
-interest others not less ingenious, and (to adopt the obsolete terms of
-the legend) it really looked as if Satan remembered the bond to which he
-was party, and bestirred himself to make amends for his forgetfulness.
-And first&mdash;with a pang of self-reproach&mdash;he turned his attention to this
-poor bath-chaired paralytic, now so rapidly approaching his seventieth
-year. Then there was Philip to consider, and Ronald.... Lady Hester he
-felt less self-reproachful about, for, unhampered by children, and
-consoled for the loss of her husband by the very charming attentions of
-others, she was in London queen of the smart Bohemia, which was the only
-court at all to her mind, and was far more amusing than the garden
-parties at Buckingham Palace to which, so pleasant was Bohemia, she was
-no longer invited.</p>
-
-<p>So then, just about the time that Mr. Spurway was sending Elizabethan
-relics to the cottage in the Romney Marsh, there came over Lord Yardley
-a strange and rather embarrassing amelioration of his stricken state.
-From a medical point of view he became inexplicably better, though from
-another point of view it could be as confidently stated that he became
-irretrievably worse. His clouded faculties were pierced by the sun of
-lucidity again, the jerks and quivers of his limbs and his speech gave
-way to a more orderly rhythm, and his doctor congratulated himself on
-the eventual success of a treatment that for twenty years had produced
-no effect whatever. Strictly speaking, that treatment could be more
-accurately described as the absence of treatment: Sir Thomas Logan had
-said all along that the utmost that doctors could do was to assist
-Nature in effecting a cure: a bath-chair and the indulgence of anything
-the patient felt inclined to do was the sum of the curative process. Now
-at last it bore (professionally speaking) the most gratifying fruit.
-Co<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_45" id="page_45">{45}</a></span>herence visited his speech, irrespective of the tumblers of port
-(indeed, these tumblers of port produced a normal incoherence), his
-powerless hands began to grasp the cards again, and before long he was
-able to perambulate the galleries through which his bath-chair had so
-long wheeled him, on his own feet with the aid of a couple of sticks.
-Every week that passed saw some new feat of convalescence and the
-strangeness of the physical and mental recovery touched the fringes of
-the miraculous.</p>
-
-<p>But while Sir Thomas Logan, in his constant visits to Stanier during
-this amazing recovery, never failed to find some fresh and surprising
-testimonial to his skill, he had to put away from himself with something
-of an effort certain qualms that insisted on presenting themselves to
-him. It seemed even while his patient’s physical and mental faculties
-improved in a steady and ascending ratio of progress, that some
-spiritual deterioration balanced, or more than balanced, this recovery.
-Hard and cruel Lord Yardley had been before the stroke had fallen on
-him&mdash;without compassion, without human affection&mdash;now, in the renewal of
-his vital forces, these qualities blazed into a conflagration, and it
-was against Philip, above all others, that their heat and fury were
-directed.</p>
-
-<p>While his father was helpless Philip had staunchly remained with him,
-sharing with his mother and with Ronald and his wife the daily burden of
-companionship. But now there was something intolerable in his father’s
-lucid and concentrated hatred of him. Daily now Lord Yardley would come
-into the library where Philip was at his books, in order to glut his
-passion with proximity. He would take a chair near Philip’s, and, under
-pretence of reading, would look at him in silence with lips that
-trembled and twitching fingers. Once or twice, goaded by Philip’s steady
-ignoring of his presence, he broke out into speeches of hideous abuse,
-the more terrible because it was no longer the drunken raving of a
-paralytic, but the considered utterance of a clear and hellish brain.</p>
-
-<p>Acting on the great doctor’s advice, Philip, without<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_46" id="page_46">{46}</a></span> saying a word to
-his father, made arrangements for leaving Stanier. He talked the matter
-over with that marble mother of his, and they settled that he would be
-wise to leave England for the time being. If his father, as might so
-easily happen, got news of him in London or in some place easily
-accessible, the awful law of attraction which his hatred made between
-them might lead to new developments: the more prudent thing was that he
-should efface himself altogether.</p>
-
-<p>Italy, to one of Philip’s temperament, appeared an obvious asylum, but
-beyond that his whereabouts was to be left vague, so that his mother,
-without fear of detection in falsehood, could say that she did not know
-where he was. She would write him news of Stanier to some forwarding
-agency in Rome, with which he would be in communication, and he would
-transmit news of himself through the same channel.</p>
-
-<p>One morning before the house was astir, Philip came down into the great
-hall. Terrible as these last years had been, rising to this climax which
-had driven him out, it was with a bleeding of the heart that he left the
-home that was knitted into his very being, and beat in his arteries. He
-would not allow himself to wonder how long it might be before his
-return: it did not seem possible that in his father’s lifetime he should
-tread these floors again, and in the astounding rejuvenation that there
-had come over Lord Yardley, who could say how long this miracle of
-restored vitality might work its wonders?</p>
-
-<p>As he moved towards the door a ray of early sunlight struck sideways on
-to the portrait of Colin Stanier, waking it to another day of its
-imperishable youth. It illumined, too, the legendary parchment let into
-the frame; by some curious effect of light the writing seemed to Philip
-for one startled moment to be legible and distinct....<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_47" id="page_47">{47}</a></span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_III-a" id="CHAPTER_III-a"></a>CHAPTER III</h3>
-
-<p>One morning, within a month of his departure from Stanier, Philip was
-coming slowly up from his bathing and basking on the beach, pleasantly
-fatigued, agreeably hungry, and stupefied with content. He had swum and
-floated in the warm crystal of the sea, diving from deep-water rocks
-into the liquid caves, where the sunlight made a shifting net of
-luminous scribbles over the jewelled pebbles; he had lain with half-shut
-eyes watching the quivering of the hot air over the white bank of
-shingle, with the sun warm on his drying shoulders and penetrating, it
-seemed, into the marrow of his bones and illuminating the very hearth
-and shrine of his spirit.</p>
-
-<p>The hours had passed but too quickly, and now he was making his
-leisurely way through vineyards and olive-farms back to the road where a
-little jingling equipage would be waiting to take him up to his villa on
-the hill above the town of Capri. On one side of the path was a
-sun-flecked wall, where, in the pools of brightness, lizards lay as
-immobile as the stones themselves; the edges of these pools of light
-bordered by continents of bluish shadow wavered with the slight stirring
-of the olive trees above them. Through the interlacement of these boughs
-he caught glimpses of the unstained sky and the cliffs that rose to the
-island heights. On the other side the olive groves declined towards the
-edge of the cliff, and through their branches the sea, doubly tinged
-with the sky’s blueness, was not less tranquil than the ether.</p>
-
-<p>Presently, still climbing upwards, he emerged from the olive groves,
-while the vineyards in plots and terraces followed the outline of the
-hill. Mingled with them were orchards of lemon trees bearing the globes
-of the young green fruit together with flower; and leaf and flower and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_48" id="page_48">{48}</a></span>
-fruit alike reeked of an inimitable fragrance. There were pomegranates
-bearing crimson flowers thick and waxlike against the wall of an ingle
-house that bordered the narrow path; a riot of morning-glory was new
-there every day with fresh unfoldings of blown blue trumpets. Out of the
-open door came an inspiriting smell of frying, and on the edge of the
-weather-stained balcony were rusty petroleum tins in which carnations
-bloomed. A space of level plateau, with grass already bleached yellow by
-this spell of hot weather, crowned the hill, and again he descended
-between lizard-tenanted walls through vineyards and lemon groves.</p>
-
-<p>His rickety little carriage was waiting, the horse with a smart
-pheasant’s feather erect on its head, the driver with a carnation stuck
-behind his ear; the harness, for the sake of security, was supplemented
-with string. The whip cracked, the horse tossed its pheasant’s feather
-and jingled its bells, and, followed by a cloud of dust, Philip creaked
-away up the angled road, musing and utterly content.</p>
-
-<p>He could scarcely believe, as the little equipage ambled up the hill,
-that the individual known by his name, and wearing his clothes, who had
-lived darkly like a weevil in that joylessness of stately gloom, was the
-same as this sun-steeped sprawler in the creaking carriage. He had come
-out of a nightmare of tunnel into the wholesome and blessed day, and was
-steeped in the colour of the sun. It was but a few weeks ago that,
-without anticipation of anything but relief from an intolerable
-situation, he had stolen out of Stanier, but swift æons of evolution had
-passed over him since then. There was not more difference between the
-darkness of those English winter days that had brooded in the halls and
-galleries of Stanier and this caressing sun that pervaded sea and sky,
-than there was between his acceptance of life then and his embrace of
-life now. Now it was enough to be alive: the very conditions of
-existence spelled content, and at the close of every day he would have
-welcomed a backward shift of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_49" id="page_49">{49}</a></span> the hours so that he might have that
-identical day again, instead of welcoming the close of each day in the
-assurance of that identical day not coming again. There would be others,
-but from the total sum one unit had been subtracted. It had perished: it
-had dropped into the well of years.</p>
-
-<p>Philip had no need to ask himself what constituted the horror of those
-closed years, for it was part of his consciousness, which called for no
-catechism, that it was his father’s existence; just the fact of him
-distilled the poison, thick as dew on a summer night, which made them
-thus. He had to the full the Stanier passion for the home itself, but as
-long as his father lived, the horror of the man so pervaded the place,
-so overrode all other sentiments with regard to it, that he could not
-think of the one apart from the other, for hatred, acid and corrosive,
-grew like some deadly mildew on the great galleries and the high halls.</p>
-
-<p>It was no mere passive thing, an absence of love or affection, but a
-positive and prosperous growth: a henbane or a deadly nightshade
-sprouted and flowered and flourished there. Dwelling on it even for the
-toss of his horse’s head, as they clattered off the dusty road on to the
-paved way outside the town, Philip felt his hands grow damp.</p>
-
-<p>He had come straight through to Rome and plunged himself, as in a
-cooling bath, in the beauty and magnificence of the antique city. He had
-wandered through galleries, had sat in the incense-fragrant dusk of
-churches, had spent long hours treading the vestiges of the past,
-content for the time to feel the spell of healing which the mere
-severing himself from Stanier had set at work. But soon through that
-spell there sounded a subtler incantation, coming not from the haunts of
-men nor the achievements of the past, but from the lovely heart of the
-lovely land itself which had called forth these manifestations.</p>
-
-<p>He had drifted down to Naples, and across the bay to the enchanted
-island hanging like a cloud on the horizon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_50" id="page_50">{50}</a></span> where the sea and sky melted
-into each other. As yet he wanted neither man nor woman, the exquisite
-physical conditions of the southern summer were in themselves the
-restoration he needed, with a truce from all human entanglements.
-Potent, indeed, was their efficacy; they ran through his heart like
-wine, rejuvenating and narcotic together, and to-day he could scarcely
-credit that a fortnight of eventless existence had flowed over him in
-one timeless moment of magic, of animal, unreflecting happiness.</p>
-
-<p>Curious good fortune in elementary material ways had attended him. On
-the very day of his arrival, as he strolled out from his hotel in the
-dusk up the moon-struck hill above the town, he had paused beneath the
-white garden wall of a villa abutting on the path, and even as in
-imagination he pictured the serenity and aloofness of it, his eye caught
-a placard, easily legible in the moonlight, that it was to let, and with
-that came the certainty that he was to be the lessee.</p>
-
-<p>Next morning he made inquiry and inspection of its cool whitewashed
-rooms, tiled, floored and vaulted. Below it lay its terraced garden,
-smothered with neglected rose-trees and from the house, along a short
-paved walk, there ran a vine-wreathed pergola, and a great stone pine
-stood sentinel. A capable <i>contadina</i> with her daughter were easily
-found who would look after him, and within twenty-four hours he had
-transferred himself from the German-infested hotel. Soon, in answer to
-further inquiries, he learned that at the end of his tenure a purchase
-might be effected, and the negotiations had begun.</p>
-
-<p>To-day for the first time he found English news awaiting him, and the
-perusal of it was like the sudden and vivid recollection of a nightmare.
-Lord Yardley, so his mother wrote, was getting more capable every day;
-he had even gone out riding. He had asked no questions as to where
-Philip had gone, or when he would return, but he had given orders that
-his name should not be mentioned, and once when she had inadvertently
-done so,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_51" id="page_51">{51}</a></span> there had been a great explosion of anger. Otherwise life went
-on as usual: Sir Thomas had paid a visit yesterday, and was very much
-gratified by his examination of his patient, and said he need not come
-again, unless any unfavourable change occurred, for another month. His
-father sat long after dinner, and the games of whist were often
-prolonged till midnight....</p>
-
-<p>Philip skimmed through the frozen sheets ... his mother was glad he was
-well, and that sea-bathing suited him.... It was very hot, was it
-not?&mdash;but he always liked the heat.... The hay had been got in, which
-was lucky, because the barometer had gone down.... He crumpled them up
-with a little shudder as at a sudden draught of chilled air....</p>
-
-<p>There was another from his sister Hester.</p>
-
-<p>“So you’ve run away, like me, so the iceberg tells me,” she wrote. “I
-only wonder that you didn’t do it long ago. This is just to congratulate
-you. She says, too, that father is ever so much better, which I think is
-a pity. Why should he be allowed to get better? Mother says it is like a
-miracle, and if it is, I’m sure I know who worked it.</p>
-
-<p>“Really, Phil, I am delighted that you have awoke to the fact that there
-is a world outside Stanier&mdash;good Lord, if Stanier was all the world,
-what a hell it would be! You used never to be happy away from the place,
-I remember, but I gather from what mother says that it became absolutely
-impossible for you to stop there.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s a blight on it, Phil: sometimes I almost feel that I believe in
-the legend, for though it’s twenty years since I made my skip, if ever I
-have a nightmare, it is that I dream that I am back there, and that my
-father is pursuing me over those slippery floors in the dusk. But I
-shall come back there, if you’ll allow me, when he’s dead: it’s he who
-makes the horror....”</p>
-
-<p>Once again Philip felt a shiver of goose-flesh, and sending his sister’s
-letter to join the other in the empty grate, strolled out into the hot
-stillness of the summer afternoon,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_52" id="page_52">{52}</a></span> and he hailed the sun like one
-awakening from such a nightmare as Hester had spoken of. All his life he
-had been sluggish in the emotions, looking at life in the mirror of
-other men’s minds, getting book knowledge of it only in a cloistered
-airlessness, not experiencing it for himself&mdash;a reader of travels and
-not a voyager. But now with his escape from Stanier had come a
-quickening of his pulses, and that awakening which had brought home to
-him the horror of his father had brought to him also a passionate sense
-of the loveliness of the world.</p>
-
-<p>Regret for the wasted years of drowsy torpor was there, also; here was
-he already on the meridian of life, with so small a store of remembered
-raptures laid up as in a granary for his old age, when his arm would be
-too feeble to ply the sickle in the ripe cornfields. A man, when he
-could no longer reap, must live on what he had gathered: without that he
-would face hungry and empty years. When the fire within began to burn
-low, and he could no longer replenish it, it was ill for him if the
-house of his heart could not warm itself with the glow that experience
-had already given him. He must gather the grapes of life, and tread them
-in his winepress, squeezing out the uttermost drop, so that the ferment
-and sunshine of his vintage would be safe in cellar for the comforting
-of the days when in his vineyard the leaves were rotting under wintry
-skies. Too many days had passed for him unharvested.</p>
-
-<p>That evening, after his dinner, he strolled down in the warm dusk to the
-piazza. The day had been a <i>festa</i> in honour of some local saint, and
-there was a show of fireworks on the hill above the town, and in
-consequence the piazza and the terrace by the funicular railway, which
-commanded a good view of the display, was crowded with the young folk of
-the island. Rockets aspired, and bursting in bouquets of feathered fiery
-spray, dimmed the stars and illumined the upturned faces of handsome
-boys and swift-ripening girlhood. Eager and smiling mouths started out
-of the darkness as the rockets broke into<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_53" id="page_53">{53}</a></span> flower, eager and young and
-ready for love and laughter, fading again and vanishing as the
-illumination expired.</p>
-
-<p>It was this garden of young faces that occupied Philip more than the
-fireworks, these shifting groups that formed and reformed, smiling and
-talking to each other in the intervals of darkness. The bubbling ferment
-of intimate companionship frothed round him, and suddenly he seemed to
-himself to be incapsulated, an insoluble fragment floating or sinking in
-this heady liquor of life. There came upon him sharp and unexpected as a
-blow dealt from behind, a sense of complete loneliness.</p>
-
-<p>Every one else had his companion: here was a group of chattering boys,
-there of laughing girls, here the sexes were mingled. Elder men and
-women had a quieter comradeship: they had passed through the fermenting
-stage, it might be, but the wine of companionship with who knew what
-memories were in solution there, was theirs still. All these rapturous
-days he had been alone, and had not noticed it; now his solitariness
-crystallised into loneliness.</p>
-
-<p>With a final sheaf of rockets the display came to an end, and the crowd
-began to disperse homewards. The withdrawal took the acuteness from
-Philip’s ache, for he had no longer in front of his eyes the example of
-what he missed, his hunger was not whetted by the spectacle of food.</p>
-
-<p>The steps of the last loiterers died away, and soon he was left alone
-looking out over the vine-clad slope of the steep hill down to the
-Marina. Warm buffets of air wandered up from the land that had lain all
-day in its bath of sunlight, rippling round him like the edge of some
-spent wave; but already the dew, moistening the drought of day, was
-instilling into the air some nameless fragrance of damp earth and herbs
-refreshed. Beyond lay the bay, conjectured rather than seen, and, twenty
-miles away, a thin necklet of light showed where Naples lay stretched
-and smouldering along the margin of the sea. If a wish could have
-transported Philip there, he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_54" id="page_54">{54}</a></span> would have left the empty terrace to see
-with what errands and adventures the city teemed, even as the brain
-teems with thoughts and imaginings.</p>
-
-<p>Into the impersonal seduction of the summer night some human element of
-longing had entered, born of the upturned faces of boys and girls
-watching the rockets, and sinking back, bright-eyed and eager, into the
-cover of darkness, even as the sword slips into its sheath again. Youth,
-in the matter of years, was already past for him, but in his heart until
-now youth had not yet been born. No individual face among them all had
-flown a signal for him, but collectively they beckoned; it was among
-such that he would find the lights of his heart’s harbour shining across
-the barren water, and kindling desire in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>It was not intellectual companionship that he sought nor the unity and
-absorption of love, for Philip was true Stanier and had no use for love;
-but he craved for youth, for beauty, for the Southern gaiety and
-friendliness, for the upleap and the assuagement of individual desire.
-Till middle-age he had lived without the instincts of youth; his tree
-was barren of the golden fruits of youth’s delight. Now, sudden as his
-change of life, his belated springtime flooded him.</p>
-
-<p>It was in Naples that he found her, in the studio of an acquaintance he
-had made when he was there first, and before midsummer Rosina Viagi was
-established in the villa. She was half English by birth, and in her gold
-hair, heavy as the metal and her blue eyes, she shewed her mother’s
-origin. But her temperament was of the South&mdash;fierce and merry, easily
-moved to laughter, and as easily to squalls of anger that passed as
-swiftly as an April shower, and melted into sunlight again. She so
-enthralled his senses that he scarcely noticed, for those first months,
-the garish commonness of her mind: it scarcely mattered; he scarcely
-heeded what she said so long as it was those full lips which formed the
-silly syllables. She was greedy, and he knew it, in the matter of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_55" id="page_55">{55}</a></span>
-money, but his generosity quite contented her, and he had got just what
-he had desired, one who entirely satisfied his passion and left his mind
-altogether unseduced.</p>
-
-<p>Then with the fulfillment of desire came the leanness that follows, a
-swift inevitable Nemesis on the heels of the accomplishment of an
-unworthy purpose. He had dreamed of the gleam of romance in those
-readings of his at Stanier, and awoke to find but a smouldering wick.
-And before the summer was dead, he knew he was to become a father.</p>
-
-<p>In the autumn the island emptied of its visitors, and Rosina could no
-longer spend her evenings at the café or on the piazza, with her
-countrywomen casting envious glances at her toilettes, and the men
-boldly staring at her beauty. She was genuinely fond of Philip, but her
-native gaiety demanded the distraction of crowds, and she yawned in the
-long evenings when the squalls battered at the shutters and the panes
-streamed with the fretful rain.</p>
-
-<p>“But are we going to stop here all the winter?” she asked one evening as
-she gathered up the piquet cards. “It gets very melancholy. You go for
-your great walks, but I hate walking; you sit there over your book, but
-I hate reading.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip laughed. “Am I to clap my hands at the rain,” he said, “and say,
-‘Stop at once! Rosina wearies for the sun’?”</p>
-
-<p>She perched herself on the arm of his chair, a favourite attitude for
-her supplications. “No, my dear,” she said, “all your money will not do
-that. Besides, even if the rain obeyed you and the sun shone, there
-would still be nobody to look at me. But you can do something.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what’s that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Just a little apartment in Naples,” she said. “It is so gay in Naples
-even if the sirocco blows or if the tramontana bellows. There are the
-theatres; there are crowds; there is movement. I cannot be active, but
-there<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_56" id="page_56">{56}</a></span> I can see others being active. There are fresh faces in the
-street, there is gaiety.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I hate towns!” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>She got up and began to speak more rapidly. “You think only of
-yourself,” she said. “I mope here; I am miserable. I feel like one of
-the snails on the wall, crawling, crawling, and going into a dusty
-crevice. That is not my nature. I hate snails, except when they are
-cooked, and then I gobble them up, and wipe my mouth and think no more
-of them. You can read your book in a town just as well as here, and you
-can take a walk in a town. Ah, do, Philip!”</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly and unexpectedly Philip found himself picturing his days here
-alone, without Rosina. He did not consciously evoke the image; it
-presented itself to him from outside himself. The island had certainly
-cast its spell over him: just to be here, to awake to the sense of its
-lotus-land tranquillity, and to go to sleep knowing that a fresh
-eventless day would welcome him, made him content. He could imagine
-himself now alone in this plain vaulted room, with the storm swirling
-through the stone-pine outside, and the smell of burning wood on the
-hearth without desiring Rosina’s presence.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it might be done,” he said. “We could have a little nook in
-Naples, if you liked. I don’t say that I should always be there.”</p>
-
-<p>Rosina’s eyes sparkled. “No, no, that would be selfish of me,” she said.
-“You would come over here for a week when you wished, as you are so fond
-of your melancholy island....” She stopped, and her Italian
-suspiciousness came to the surface. “You are not thinking of leaving
-me?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I am not,” he said impatiently. “You imagine absurdities.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have heard of such absurdities. Are you sure?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, you silly baby,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>She recovered her smiles. “I trust you,” she said. “Yes, where were we?
-You will come over here when<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_57" id="page_57">{57}</a></span> you want your island, and you will be
-there when you want me. Oh, Philip, do you promise me?”</p>
-
-<p>Her delicious gaiety invaded her again, and she sat herself on the floor
-between his knees.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you are kind to me!” she said. “I hope your father will live for
-ever, and then you will never leave me. There is no one so kind as you.
-We will have a flat, will we not? I know just such an one, that looks on
-to the Castello d’Ovo, and all day the carriages go by, and we will go
-by, too, and look up at our home, and wonder who are the happy folk who
-live there, and every one who sees me will envy me for having a man who
-loves me. And we will go to the restaurants where there are lights and
-glitter, and the band plays, and I will be happier than the day is long.
-Let us go over to-morrow. I will tell Maria to pack....”</p>
-
-<p>It was just this impetuous prattling childishness which had enthralled
-him at first, and even while he told himself now how charming it was, he
-knew that he found it a weariness and an unreality. The same Rosina ten
-minutes before would be in a gale of temper, then, some ten minutes
-after, under a cloud of suspicious surmise. His own acceptance of her
-proposal that they would be together at times, at times separate, was,
-in reality, a vast relief to him, yet chequering that relief was that
-curious male jealousy that the woman whom he had chosen to share his
-nights and days should contemplate his absences with his own equanimity.
-While he reserved to himself the right of not being utterly devoted to
-her, he claimed her devotion to him.</p>
-
-<p>It had come to that. It was not that his heart beat to another tune, his
-eyes did not look elsewhere; simply the swiftly-consumed flame of
-passion was now consciously dying down, and while he took no
-responsibility for his own cooling, he resented her share in it. He
-treated her, in fact, as Staniers had for many generations treated their
-wives, but she had an independence which none of those unfortunate
-females had enjoyed. He had already made<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_58" id="page_58">{58}</a></span> a handsome provision for her;
-and he was quite prepared to take a full financial responsibility for
-his fatherhood. Yet, while he recognised how little she was to him, he
-resented the clear fact of how little he was to her.</p>
-
-<p>He got up. “You shall have it all your own way, darling,” he said.
-“We’ll go across to Naples to-morrow; we’ll find a flat&mdash;the one you
-know of&mdash;and you shall see the crowds and the lights again....”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you are adorable,” said she. “I love you too much, Philip.”</p>
-
-<p>He established her to her heart’s content, and through the winter
-divided the weeks between Naples and the island. She had no hold on his
-heart, and on his mind none; but, at any rate, he desired no one else
-but her, and as the months went by there grew in him a tenderness which
-had not formed part of the original bond. Often her vanity, her childish
-love of ostentation, a certain querulousness also which had lately
-exhibited itself, made him long for the quiet solitude across the bay.
-Sometimes she would be loth to let him go, sometimes in answer to her
-petition he would put off his departure, and then before the evening was
-over she would have magnified some infinitesimal point of dispute into a
-serious disagreement, have watered it with her tears, sobbed out that he
-was cruel to her, that she wished he had gone instead of remaining to
-make himself a tyrant. He shared her sentiments on that topic, and would
-catch the early boat next morning.</p>
-
-<p>And yet, even as with a sigh of relief he settled himself into his chair
-that night by the open fireplace, and congratulated himself on this
-recapture of tranquillity, he would miss something.... She was not there
-to interrupt him, to scold him, to rage at him, but she had other moods
-as well, when she beguiled and enchanted him. That was no deep-seated
-spell, nor had it ever been. Its ingredients were but her physical
-grace, and the charm of her spontaneous gaiety.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps next morning he would get a long scrawled<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_59" id="page_59">{59}</a></span> letter from her,
-saying that he had been a brute to leave her, that she had not been out
-all day, but had sat and cried, and at that he would count himself lucky
-in his solitude. And even while he felt as dry as sand towards her,
-there would come seething up through its aridity this moist hidden
-spring of tenderness.</p>
-
-<p>He had made just such an escape from her whims and wilfulness one day
-towards the end of February, but before the evening was half over he had
-tired of this solitude that he had sought. His book did not interest
-him, and he felt too restless to go to bed. Restlessness, at any rate,
-might be walked off, and he set out to tramp and tranquillise himself.</p>
-
-<p>The moon was near to its full, the night warm and windless, and the air
-alert with the coming of the spring. Over the garden beds hung the
-veiled fragrance of wallflowers and freezias, and their scent in some
-subtle way suggested her presence. Had she been there she would, in the
-mood in which he had left her, have jangled and irritated him, but if a
-wish would have brought her he would have wished it.</p>
-
-<p>He let himself out of the garden gate, and mounted the steep path away
-from the town, thinking by brisk movement to dull and fatigue himself
-and to get rid of the thought of her. But like a wraith, noiseless and
-invisible, she glided along by him, and he could not shake her off. She
-did not scold him or nag at him: she was gay and seductive, with the
-lure of the springtime tingling about her, and beckoning him. Soon he
-found himself actively engaged in some sort of symbolic struggle to
-elude her, and taking a rough and steeper path, thought that he would
-outpace her.</p>
-
-<p>Here the way lay over an uncultivated upland, and as he pounded along he
-drank in the intoxicating ferment of the vernal night. The earth was
-dew-drenched, and the scent of the aromatic plants of the hillside
-served but as a whet to his restless thoughts, and still, hurry as he
-might, he could not escape from her and from a certain<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_60" id="page_60">{60}</a></span> decision that
-she seemed to be forcing on him. Finally, regardless of the dew, and
-exhausted with the climb, he sat down and began to think it out.</p>
-
-<p>They had been together now for eight months, and though she often
-wearied and annoyed him, he could not imagine going back to the solitary
-life which, when first he came to Capri, had been so full of
-enchantment. They had rubbed and jarred against each other, but never
-had either of them, loose though the tie had been, considered leaving
-each other. They had been absolutely faithful, and were, indeed, married
-in all but the testimony of a written contract.</p>
-
-<p>It had been understood from the first that, on his father’s death,
-Philip would take up the reins of his government at home, leaving her in
-all material matters independent and well off, and in all probability
-her dowry, cancelling her history, would enable her to make a favourable
-marriage. But though that had been settled between them, Philip found
-now, as he sat with her wraith still silent, still invisible, but
-insistently present, that not till this moment had he substantially
-pictured himself without her, or seen himself looking out for another
-woman to be mother of his children. He could see himself going on
-quarrelling with Rosina and wanting her again, but the realisation of
-his wanting any one else was beyond him.</p>
-
-<p>On the other hand, his father, in this miraculous recovery of his
-powers, might live for years, and who knew whether, long before his
-death, both he and Rosina might not welcome it as a deliverance from
-each other?</p>
-
-<p>But not less impossible also than the picturing of himself without
-Rosina, was the imagining of her installed as mistress at Stanier. Try
-as he might, he could not make visible to himself so unrealisable a
-contingency. Rosina at Stanier ... Rosina.... Yet, so soon, she would be
-the mother of his child.</p>
-
-<p>The moon had sunk, and he must grope his way down the hillside which he
-had mounted so nimbly in the hope<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_61" id="page_61">{61}</a></span> of escape from the presence that
-hovered by him. All night it was with him, waiting patiently but
-inexorably for the answer he was bound to give. He could not drive it
-away, he could not elude it.</p>
-
-<p>There arrived for him next morning an iced budget from his mother. All
-went on as usual with that refrigerator. There had been a gale, and four
-elm trees had been blown down.... Easter was early this year; she hoped
-for the sake of the holiday-makers that the weather would be fine.... It
-was odd to hear of the warm suns and the sitting out in the evening....
-Was he not tired of his solitary life?...</p>
-
-<p>Philip skimmed his way rapidly through these frigidities, and then
-suddenly found himself attending.</p>
-
-<p>“I have kept my great news to the end,” his mother wrote, “and it makes
-us all, your father especially, very happy. We hope before March is over
-that Ronald will have an heir. Janet is keeping very well, and your
-father positively dotes on her now. The effect on him is most marked. He
-certainly feels more kindly to you now that this has come, for the other
-day he mentioned your name and wondered where you were. It was not
-having a grandchild that was responsible for a great deal of his
-bitterness towards you, for you are the eldest....”</p>
-
-<p>Philip swept the letter off the table and sat with chin supported in the
-palms of his hands, staring out of the open window, through which came
-the subtle scent of the wallflower. As a traveller traces his journey,
-so, spreading the situation out like a map before him, he saw how his
-road ran direct and uncurving. Last night, for all his groping and
-searching, he could find no such road marked; there was but a track, and
-it was interrupted by precipitous unnegotiable places, by marshes and
-quagmires through which no wayfarer could find a path. But with the
-illumination of this letter it was as if an army of road-makers had been
-busy on it. Over the quagmire there was a buttressed causeway, through
-the precipitous cliffs a cutting had been blasted. There was yet time;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_62" id="page_62">{62}</a></span>
-he would marry Rosina out of hand, and his offspring, not his brother’s,
-should be heir of Stanier.</p>
-
-<p>The marriage making their union valid and legitimatising the child that
-should soon be born, took place on the first of March at the English
-Consulate, and a week later came the news that a daughter had been born
-to his sister-in-law. On the tenth of the same month Rosina gave birth
-to twins, both boys. There was no need for any riband to distinguish
-them, for never had two more dissimilar pilgrims come forth for their
-unconjecturable journey. The elder was dark like Philip, and unlike the
-most of his father’s family; the other blue-eyed, like his mother, had a
-head thick-dowered with bright pale gold. Never since the days of Colin
-Stanier, founder of the race and bargainer in the legend, had gold and
-blue been seen together in a Stanier, and “Colin,” said Philip to
-himself, “he shall be.”</p>
-
-<p>During that month the shuttle of fate flew swiftly backwards and
-forwards in the loom of the future. Thirty-six years had passed since
-Ronald, the latest born of his race, had come into life, ten years more
-had passed over Philip’s head before, within a week of his brother and
-within a fortnight of his marriage, he saw the perpetuation of his
-blood. And the shuttle, so long motionless for the Staniers, did not
-pause there in its swift and sudden weavings.</p>
-
-<p>At Stanier that evening Ronald and his father sat long over their wine.
-The disappointment at Ronald’s first child being a girl was utterly
-eclipsed in Lord Yardley’s mind by the arrival of an heir at all, and he
-had eaten heavily in boisterous spirits, and drunk as in the days when
-wine by the tumblerful was needed to rouse him into coherent speech. But
-now no attendant was needed to hold his glass to his lips: he was as
-free of movement as a normal man.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll have another bottle yet, Ronnie,” he said. “There’ll be no whist
-to-night, for your mother will have gone upstairs to see after Janet.
-Ring the bell, will you?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_63" id="page_63">{63}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>The fresh bottle was brought, and he poured himself out a glassful and
-passed it to his son.</p>
-
-<p>“By God, I haven’t been so happy for years as I’ve been this last week,”
-he said. “You’ve made a beginning now, my boy; you’ll have a son next.
-And to think of Philip, mouldering away all this time. He’s forty-six
-now; he’ll not get in your way. A useless fellow, Philip; sitting like a
-crow all day in the library, like some old barren bird. I should like to
-have seen his face when he got the news. But I’ll write him to-morrow
-myself, and say that if he cares to come home I’ll treat him civilly.”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor old Phil!” said Ronald. “Do write to him, father. I daresay he
-would like to come back. He has been gone a year, come May.”</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley helped himself again. His hand was quite steady, but his
-face was violently flushed. Every night now, since the birth of Ronald’s
-baby, he had drunk deeply, and but for this heightened colour, more
-vivid to-night than usual, the wine seemed scarcely to produce any
-effect on him. All day now for a week he had lived in this jovial and
-excited mood, talking of little else than the event which had so
-enraptured him.</p>
-
-<p>“And Janet’s but thirty yet,” he went on, forgetting again about Philip,
-“and she comes of a fruitful stock: the Armitages aren’t like us; they
-run to quantity. Not that I find fault with the quality. But a boy,
-Ronald.”</p>
-
-<p>A servant had come in with a telegram, which he presented to Lord
-Yardley, who threw it over to Ronald.</p>
-
-<p>“Just open it for me,” he said. “See if it requires any answer.”</p>
-
-<p>Ronald drew a candle nearer him; he was conscious of having drunk a good
-deal, and the light seemed dim and veiled. He fumbled over the envelope,
-and drawing out the sheet, unfolded it. He stared at it with mouth
-fallen open.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a joke,” he said in a loud, unsteady voice. “It’s some silly
-joke.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_64" id="page_64">{64}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s have it, then,” said his father. “Who’s the joker?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s from Philip,” said he. “He says that he’s married, and that his
-wife has had twins to-day&mdash;boys.”</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley rose to his feet, the flush on his face turning to purple.
-Then, without a word, he fell forward across the table, crashing down
-among the glasses and decanters.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>A fortnight after the birth of the twins, Rosina, who till then had been
-doing well, developed disquieting symptoms with high temperature. Her
-illness declared itself as scarlet fever, and on the 6th of April she
-died.</p>
-
-<p>Surely in those spring weeks there had been busy superintendence over
-the fortunes of the Staniers. Philip, till lately outcast from his home
-and vagrant bachelor, had succeeded to the great property and the
-honours and titles of his house. Two lusty sons were his, and there was
-no Rosina to vex him with her petulance and common ways. All tenderness
-that he had had for her was diverted into the persons of his sons, and
-in particular of Colin. In England, in this month of April, the beloved
-home awaited the coming of its master with welcome and rejoicing.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_65" id="page_65">{65}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="Book_Two" id="Book_Two"></a><i>Book Two</i></h2>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_I-b" id="CHAPTER_I-b"></a>CHAPTER I</h3>
-
-<p>Colin Stanier had gone straight from the tennis-court to the
-bathing-place in the lake below the terraced garden. His cousin Violet,
-only daughter of his uncle Ronald, had said that she would equip herself
-and follow him, and the boy had swum and dived and dived and swum
-waiting for her, until the dressing-bell booming from the turret had
-made him reluctantly quit the water. He was just half dry and not at all
-dressed when she came.</p>
-
-<p>“Wretched luck!” she said. “Oh, Colin, do put something on!”</p>
-
-<p>“In time,” said Colin; “you needn’t look!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not looking. But it was wretched luck. Mother....”</p>
-
-<p>Colin wrapped a long bath-towel round himself, foraged for cigarettes
-and matches in his coat pocket, and sat down by her.</p>
-
-<p>“Mother?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes. Mother was querulous, and so she wanted some one to be
-querulous to.”</p>
-
-<p>“Couldn’t she be querulous to herself?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“No, of course not. You must have a partner or a dummy if you’re being
-querulous. I wasn’t more than a dummy, and so when she had finished the
-rest of it she was querulous about that. She said I was unsympathetic.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dummies usually are,” said Colin. “Cigarette?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, thanks. This one was, because she wanted to come and bathe. Did you
-dive off the top step?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course not. No audience,” said Colin. “Wha<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_66" id="page_66">{66}</a></span>t’s the use of doing
-anything terrifying unless you impress somebody? I would have if you had
-come down.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should have been thrilled. Oh, by the way, Raymond has just
-telephoned from town to say that he’ll be here by dinner-time. He’s
-motoring down.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin considered this. “Raymond’s the only person older than myself whom
-I envy,” he said. “He’s half an hour older than me. Oh, I think I envy
-Aunt Hester, but then I adore Aunt Hester. I only hate Raymond.”</p>
-
-<p>“Just because he’s half an hour older than you?” asked the girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t that enough? He gets everything just because of that unlucky
-half-hour. He’ll get you, too, if you’re not careful.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin got up and gathered his clothes together.</p>
-
-<p>“He’ll have Stanier,” he observed. “Isn’t that enough to make me detest
-him? Besides, he’s a boor. Happily, father detests him, too; I think
-father must have been like Raymond at his age. That’s the only comfort.
-Father will do the best he can for me. And then there’s Aunt Hester’s
-money. But what I want is Stanier. Come on.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aren’t you going to dress?” asked Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly not. As soon as I get to the house I shall have to undress
-and dress again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not shoes?” asked she.</p>
-
-<p>“Not when the dew is falling. Oh, wet grass is lovely to the feet. We’ll
-skirt the terrace and go round by the lawn.”</p>
-
-<p>“And why is it that you envy Aunt Hester?” asked the girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Can’t help it. She’s so old and wicked and young.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet laughed. “That’s a very odd reason for envying anybody,” she
-said. “What’s there to envy?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, the fact that she’s done it all,” said Colin frowning. “She has
-done all she pleased all her life, and she’s just as young as ever. If I
-wasn’t her nephew, she would put me under her arm, just as she did her
-husband a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_67" id="page_67">{67}</a></span> thousand years ago, and marry me to-morrow. And then you
-would marry Raymond, and&mdash;and there we would all be. We would play whist
-together. My dear, those ghastly days before we were born! Grandfather
-with his Garter over his worsted jacket and a kitten on his knee, and
-grandmamma and Aunt Janet and your father and mine! They lived here for
-years like that. How wonderful and awful!”</p>
-
-<p>“They’re just as wonderful now,” said Violet. “And....”</p>
-
-<p>“Not quite so awful; grandfather isn’t here now, and he must have been
-the ghastliest. Besides, there’s Aunt Hester here to tone them up, and
-you and I, if it comes to that. Not to mention Raymond. I love seeing my
-father try to behave nicely to Raymond. Dead failure.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin tucked his towel round him; it kept slipping first from one
-shoulder, then the other.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe Raymond is falling in love with you,” he said. “He’ll propose
-to you before long. Your mother will back him up, so will Uncle Ronald.
-They would love to see you mistress here. And you’d like it yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh&mdash;like it?” said she. She paused a moment. “Colin, you know what I
-feel about Stanier,” she said. “I don’t think anybody knows as well as
-you. You’ve got the passion for it. Wouldn’t you give anything for it to
-be yours? Look at it! There’s nothing like it in the world!”</p>
-
-<p>They had come up the smooth-shaven grass slope from the lake, and stood
-at the entrance through the long yew-hedge that bordered the line of
-terraces. There were no ghastly monstrosities in its clipped bastion; no
-semblance of peacocks and spread tails to crown it: it flowed downwards,
-a steep, uniform embattlement of stiff green, towards the lake,
-enclosing the straight terraces and the deep borders of flower-beds. The
-topmost of these terraces was paved, and straight from it rose the long
-two-storied façade of mellow brick balustraded with the motto, “Nisi<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_68" id="page_68">{68}</a></span>
-Dominus ædificavit,” in tall letters of lead, and from floor to roof it
-was the building of that Colin Stanier whose very image and incarnation
-stood and looked at it now.</p>
-
-<p>So honest and secure had been the workmanship that in the three
-centuries which had elapsed since first it nobly rose to crown the hill
-above Rye scarcely a stone of its facings had been repaired, or a
-mouldering brick withdrawn. It possessed, even in the material of its
-fashioning, some inexplicable immortality, even as did the fortunes of
-its owners. Its mellowing had but marked their enrichment and stability;
-their stability rivalled that of the steadfast house. The sun, in these
-long days of June, had not yet quite set, and the red level rays made
-the bricks to glow, and gave a semblance as of internal fire to the
-attested guarantee of the motto. Whoever had builded, he had builded
-well, and the labour of the bricklayers was not lost.</p>
-
-<p>A couple of years ago Colin, still at Eton, had concocted a mad freak
-with Violet. There had been a fancy-dress ball in the house, at which he
-had been got up to represent his ancestral namesake, as shewn in the
-famous Holbein. There the first Colin appeared as a young man of
-twenty-five, but the painter had given him the smooth beauty of boyhood,
-and his descendant, in those rich embroidered clothes, might have passed
-for the very original and model for the portrait.</p>
-
-<p>This, then, had been their mad freak: Violet, appearing originally in
-the costume of old Colin’s bride, had slipped away to her room, when the
-ball was at its height, and changed clothes with her cousin. She had
-tucked up her hair under his broad-brimmed jewelled hat, he had
-be-wigged himself and easily laced his slimness into her stiff brocaded
-gown, and so indistinguishable were they that the boys, Colin’s friends
-and contemporaries, had been almost embarrassingly admiring of him,
-while her friends had found her not less forward. A slip by Colin in the
-matter of hoarse laughter at an encircling arm and an<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_69" id="page_69">{69}</a></span> attempt at a kiss
-had betrayed him into forgetting his brilliant falsetto and giving the
-whole thing away.</p>
-
-<p>Not less like to each other now than then, they stood at the entrance of
-the terraces. He had gained, perhaps, a couple of inches on her in
-height, but the piled gold of her hair, and his bare feet equalised
-that. No growth of manhood sheathed the smoothness of his cheeks; they
-looked like replicas of one type, still almost sexless in the glow of
-mere youth. Theirs was the full dower of their race, health and
-prosperity, glee and beauty, and the entire absence of any moral
-standard.</p>
-
-<p>Faun and nymph, they stood there together, she in the thin blouse and
-white skirt of her tennis-clothes, he in the mere towel of his bathing.
-He had but thrown it on anyhow, without thought except to cover himself,
-and yet the folds of it fell from his low square shoulders with a
-plastic perfection. A hand buried in it held it round his waist, tightly
-outlining the springing of his thighs from his body. With her, too, even
-the full tennis-skirt, broad at the hem for purposes of activity, could
-not conceal the exquisite grace of her figure; above, the blouse
-revealed the modelling of her arms and the scarcely perceptible swell of
-her breasts. High-bred and delicate were they in the inimitable grace of
-their youth; what need had such physical perfection for any dower of the
-spirit?</p>
-
-<p>She filled her eyes with the glow of the sunlit front, and then turned
-to him. “Colin, it’s a crime,” she said, “that you aren’t in Raymond’s
-place. I don’t like Raymond, and yet, if you’re right and he means to
-propose to me, I don’t feel sure that I shall refuse him. It won’t be
-him I refuse, if I do, it will be Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>“Lord, I know that!” said Colin. “If I was the elder, you’d marry me
-to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I should, and cut out Aunt Hester. And the funny thing,
-darling, is that we’re neither of us in love with the other. We like
-each other enormously, but we don’t dote. If you married Aunt Hester I
-should<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_70" id="page_70">{70}</a></span>n’t break my heart, nor would you if I married Raymond.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not a bit. But I should think him a devilish lucky fellow!”</p>
-
-<p>She laughed. “So should I,” she said. “In fact, I think him devilish
-lucky already. Colin, if I do refuse him, it will be because of you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, chuck it, Violet!” said he.</p>
-
-<p>She nodded towards the great stately house. “It’s a big chuck,” she
-said.</p>
-
-<p>From the far side of the house there came the sound of motor-wheels on
-the gravel, and after a moment or two the garden door at the centre of
-the terrace opened, and Raymond came out. He was not more than an inch
-or so shorter than his brother, but his broad, heavy, short-legged build
-made him appear short and squat. His eyebrows were thick and black, and
-already a strong growth of hair fringed his upper lip. While Colin might
-have passed for a boy of eighteen still, the other would have been taken
-for a young man of not less than twenty-five. He stood there for a
-minute, looking straight out over the terrace, and the marsh below.
-Then, turning his eyes, he saw the others in the dusky entrance through
-the yew-hedge, and his face lit up. He came towards them.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve only just come,” he said. “Had a puncture. How are you, Violet?”</p>
-
-<p>“All right. But how late you are! We’re all late, in fact. We must go
-and dress.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond looked up and down Colin’s bath-towel, and his face darkened
-again. But he made a call on his cordiality.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Colin,” he said. “Been bathing? Jolly in the water, I should
-think.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very jolly,” said Colin. “How long are you down for?”</p>
-
-<p>He had not meant any particular provocation in the question, though he
-was perfectly careless as to whether Raymond found it there or not. He
-did, and his face flushed.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_71" id="page_71">{71}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, to be quite candid,” he said, “I’m down here for as long as I
-please. With your permission, of course.”</p>
-
-<p>“How jolly!” said Colin in a perfectly smooth voice, which he knew
-exasperated his brother. “Come on, Vi, it’s time to dress.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, there’s twenty minutes yet,” said Raymond. “Come for a few minutes’
-stroll, Vi.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin paused for her answer, slightly smiling, and looking just above
-Raymond’s head. The two always quarrelled whenever they met, though
-perhaps “quarrel” is both too strong and too superficial a word to
-connote the smouldering enmity which existed between them, and which the
-presence of the other was sufficient to wreathe with little flapping
-flames. Envy, as black as hell and as deep as the sea, existed between
-them, and there was no breath too light to blow it into incandescence.
-Raymond envied Colin for absolutely all that Colin was, for his skin and
-his slimness, his eyes and his hair, and to a degree unutterably
-greater, for the winning smile, the light, ingratiating manner that he
-himself so miserably lacked, even for a certain brusque heedlessness on
-Colin’s part which was interpreted, in his case, into the mere
-unselfconsciousness of youth. In the desire to please others, Raymond
-held himself to be at least the equal of his brother, yet, where his
-efforts earned for him but a tepid respect, Colin would weave an
-enchantment. If Raymond made some humorous contribution to the
-conversation, glazed eyes and perfunctory comment would be all his
-wages, whereas if Colin, eager and careless, had made precisely the same
-offering, he would have been awarded attention and laughter.</p>
-
-<p>Colin, on the other hand, envied his brother not for anything he was,
-but for everything he had. Theirs was no superficial antagonism; the
-graces of address and person are no subjects for light envy, nor yet the
-sceptred fist of regal possessions. That fist was Raymond’s; all would
-be his; even Violet, perhaps, Stanier certainly, would be.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_72" id="page_72">{72}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>At this moment the antagonism flowered over Violet’s reply. Would she go
-for a stroll with Raymond or wouldn’t she? Colin cared not a blade of
-grass which she actually did; it was her choice that would feed his
-hatred of his brother or make him chuckle over his discomfiture. For an
-infinitesimal moment he diverted his gaze from just over Raymond’s head
-to where, a tiny angle away, her eyes were level with his. He shook his
-head ever so slightly; some drop of water perhaps had lodged itself from
-his diving in his ear.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we shall all be late,” said she, “and Uncle Philip hates our being
-late. Only twenty minutes, did you say? I must rush. Hair, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>She scudded off along the paved terrace without one glance behind her.</p>
-
-<p>“Want a stroll, Raymond?” said Colin. “I haven’t got to undress, only to
-dress. I needn’t go for five minutes yet.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond had seen the headshake and Colin’s subsequent application of the
-palm of a hand to his ear was a transparent device. Colin, he made sure,
-meant him to see that just as certainly as he meant Violet to do so. The
-success of it enraged him, and not less the knowledge that it was meant
-to enrage him. Colin’s hand so skilfully, so carelessly, laid these
-traps which silkenly gripped him. He could only snarl when he was
-caught, and even to snarl was to give himself away.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, thanks very much,” he said, determined not to snarl, “but, after
-all, Vi’s right. Father hates us being late. How is he? I haven’t seen
-him yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ever so cheerful,” said Colin. “Does he know you are coming, by the
-way?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not unless Vi has told him. I telephoned to her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pleasant surprise,” said Colin. “Well, if you don’t want to stroll, I
-think I’ll go in. Vi’s delighted that you’ve come.”</p>
-
-<p>Once again Raymond’s eye lit up. “Is she?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Didn’t you think so?” said Colin, standing first on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_73" id="page_73">{73}</a></span> one foot and then
-on the other, as he slipped on his tennis shoes to walk across the
-paving of the terrace.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>There had been no break since the days of Colin’s grandfather in the
-solemnity of the ceremonial that preceded dinner. Now, as then, the
-guests, if there were any, or, if not, the rest of the family, were
-still magnificently warned of the approach of the great hour, and,
-assembling in the long gallery which adjoined the dining-room, waited
-for the advent of Lord Yardley.</p>
-
-<p>That piece of ritual was like the Canon of the Mass, invariable and
-significant. It crystallised the centuries of the past into the present;
-dinner was the function of the day, dull it might be, but central and
-canonical, and the centre of it all was the entrance of the head of the
-family. He would not appear till all were ready; his presence made
-completion, and the Staniers moved forward by order. So when the
-major-domo had respectfully enfolded the flock in the long gallery, he
-took his stand by the door into the dining-room. That was the signal to
-Lord Yardley’s valet who waited by the door at the other end of the
-gallery which led into his master’s rooms. He threw that open, and from
-it, punctual as the cuckoo in the clock, out came Lord Yardley, and
-every one stood up.</p>
-
-<p>But in the present reign there had been a slight alteration in the minor
-ritual of the assembling, for Colin was almost invariably late, and the
-edict had gone forth, while he was but yet fifteen, and newly promoted
-to a seat at dinner, that Master Colin was not to be waited for: the
-major-domo must regard his jewelled flock as complete without him. He,
-with a “Sorry, father,” took his vacant place when he was ready, and his
-father’s grim face would soften into a smile. Raymond’s unpunctuality
-was a different matter, and he had amended this weakness.</p>
-
-<p>To-night there were no guests, and when the major-domo took his stand at
-the dining-room door to fling it open on the remote entry of Lord
-Yardley from the far<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_74" id="page_74">{74}</a></span> end of the gallery, all the family but Colin were
-assembled. Lord Yardley’s mother, now over eighty, white and watchful
-and bloodless, had been as usual the first to arrive, and, leaning on
-her stick, had gone to her chair by the fireplace, in which, upright and
-silent, she waited during these canonical moments. She always came to
-dinner, though not appearing at other meals, for she breakfasted and
-lunched in her own rooms, where all day, except for a drive in the
-morning, she remained invisible. Now she held up her white hand to
-shield her face from the fire, for whatever the heat of the evening,
-there was a smouldering log there for incense.</p>
-
-<p>Ronald Stanier sat opposite her, heavy and baggy-eyed, breathing sherry
-into the evening paper. His wife, the querulous Janet, was giving half
-an ear to Raymond’s account of his puncture, and inwardly marvelling at
-Lady Hester’s toilet. Undeterred by the weight of her sixty years, she
-had an early-Victorian frock of pink satin, high in the waist and of
-ample skirt. On her undulated wig of pale golden hair, the colour and
-lustre of which had not suffered any change of dimness since the day
-when she ran away with her handsome young husband, she wore a wreath of
-artificial flowers; a collar of pearls encircled her throat which was
-still smooth and soft. The dark eyebrows, highly arched, gave her an
-expression of whimsical amusement, and bore out the twinkle in her blue
-eyes and the little upward curve at the corner of her mouth. She was
-quite conscious of her sister-in-law’s censorious gaze; poor Janet had
-always looked like a moulting hen....</p>
-
-<p>By her stood Violet, who had but this moment hurried in, and whose
-entrance was the signal for Lord Yardley’s valet to open the door. She
-had heard Colin splashing in his bath as she came along the passage,
-though he had just bathed.</p>
-
-<p>Then, with a simultaneous uprising, everybody stood, old Lady Yardley
-leaned on her stick, Ronald put down<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_75" id="page_75">{75}</a></span> the evening paper, and Raymond
-broke off the interesting history of his punctured wheel.</p>
-
-<p>Philip Yardley went straight to his mother’s chair, and gave her his
-arm. In the dusk, Raymond standing between him and the window was but a
-silhouette against the luminous sky. His father did not yet know that he
-had arrived, and mistook him for his brother.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, what do you mean by being in time for dinner?” he said. “Most
-irregular.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s I, father,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Raymond, is it?” said Lord Yardley. “I didn’t know you were here.
-Glad to see you.”</p>
-
-<p>The words were sufficiently cordial, but the tone was very unlike that
-in which he had supposed himself to be addressing Colin. That was not
-lost on Raymond; for envy, the most elementary of all human passions, is
-also highly sensitive.</p>
-
-<p>“You came from Cambridge?” asked his father, when they had sat down, in
-the same tone of studious politeness. “The term’s over, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, a week ago,” said Raymond. As he spoke he made some awkward
-movement in the unfolding of his napkin, and upset a glass which crashed
-on to the floor. Lord Yardley found himself thinking, “Clumsy brute!”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course; Colin’s been here a week now,” he said, and Raymond did not
-miss that. Then Philip Yardley, considering that he had given his son an
-adequate welcome, said no more.</p>
-
-<p>These family dinners were not, especially in Colin’s absence and in
-Raymond’s presence, very talkative affairs. Old Lady Yardley seldom
-spoke at all, but sat watching first one face and then another, as if
-with secret conjectures. Ronald Stanier paid little attention to
-anything except to his plate and his glass, and it was usually left to
-Violet and Lady Hester to carry on such conversation as there was. But
-even they required the stimulus of Colin, and to-night the subdued blink
-of spoons on silver-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_76" id="page_76">{76}</a></span>gilt soup-plates reigned uninterrupted. These had
-just ceased when Colin appeared, like a lamp brought into a dusky room.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry, father,” he said. “I’m late, you know. Where’s my place? Oh,
-between Aunt Hester and Violet. Ripping.”</p>
-
-<p>“Urgent private affairs, Colin?” asked his father.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, terribly urgent. And private. Bath.”</p>
-
-<p>The whole table revived a little, as when the gardener waters a drooping
-bed of flowers.</p>
-
-<p>“But you had only just bathed,” said Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s just why I wanted a bath. Nothing makes you so messy and sticky
-as a bathe. And there were bits of grass between my toes, and a small
-fragment of worm.”</p>
-
-<p>“And how did they get there, dear?” asked Aunt Hester, violently
-interested.</p>
-
-<p>“Because I walked up in bare feet over the grass, Aunt Hester,” said
-Colin. “It’s good for the nerves. Come and do it after dinner.”</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley supposed that Colin had not previously seen his brother,
-and that seeing him now did not care to notice his presence. So, with
-the same chill desire to be fair in all ways to Raymond, he said:</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond has come, Colin.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, father, we’ve already embraced,” said he. “Golly, I don’t call
-that soup. It’s muck. Hullo, granny dear, I haven’t seen you all day.
-Good morning.”</p>
-
-<p>Lady Yardley’s face relaxed; there came on her lips some wraith of a
-smile. Colin’s grace and charm of trivial prattle was the only ray that
-had power at all to thaw the ancient frost that had so long congealed
-her. Ever since her husband’s death, twenty years ago, she had lived
-some half of the year here, and now she seldom stirred from Stanier,
-waiting for the end. Her life had really ceased within a few years of
-her marriage; she had become then the dignified lay-figure, emotionless
-and impersonal, typical of the wives of Staniers, and that was all that
-her children knew of her. For them the frost<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_77" id="page_77">{77}</a></span> had never thawed, nor had
-she, even for a moment, lost its cold composure, even when on the night
-that the news of Raymond’s and Colin’s birth had come to Stanier, there
-came with it the summons that caused her husband to crash among the
-glasses on the table. Nothing and nobody except Colin had ever given
-brightness to her orbit, where, like some dead moon, she revolved in the
-cold inter-stellar space.</p>
-
-<p>But at the boy’s salutation across the table, she smiled. “My dear, what
-an odd time to say good morning,” she said. “Have you had a nice day,
-Colin?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, ripping, grandmamma!” said he. “Enjoyed every minute of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s good. It’s a great waste of time not to enjoy....” Her glance
-shifted from him to Lady Hester. “Hester, dear, what a strange gown,”
-she said.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s Aunt Hester’s go-away gown after her marriage,” began Colin.
-“She....”</p>
-
-<p>“Colin,” said his father sharply, “you’re letting your tongue run away
-with you.”</p>
-
-<p>Very unusually, Lady Yardley turned to Philip. “You mustn’t speak to
-Colin like that, dear Philip,” she said. “He doesn’t know about those
-things. And I like to hear Colin talk.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, mother,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin didn’t have a mother to teach him what to say, and what not to
-say,” continued Lady Yardley; “you must not be harsh to Colin.”</p>
-
-<p>The stimulus was exhausted and she froze into herself again.</p>
-
-<p>Colin had been perfectly well aware during this, that Raymond was
-present, and that nothing of it was lost on him. It would be too much to
-say that he had performed what he and Violet called “the grandmamma
-trick” solely to rouse Raymond’s jealousy, but to know that Raymond
-glowered and envied was like a round of applause to him. It was from no
-sympathy or liking for his grandmother that he thawed her thus and
-brought her back from her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_78" id="page_78">{78}</a></span> remoteness; he did it for the gratification
-of his own power in which Raymond, above all, was deficient.... Like
-some antique bird she had perched for a moment on Colin’s finger; now
-she had gone back into her cage again.</p>
-
-<p>Colin chose that night to take on an air of offended dignity at his
-father’s rebuke, and subsided into silence. He knew that every one would
-feel his withdrawal, and now even Uncle Ronald who, with hardly less
-aloofness than his mother, for he was buried in his glass and platter,
-and was remote from everything except his vivid concern with food and
-drink, tried to entice the boy out of his shell. Colin was pleased at
-this: it was all salutary for Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“So you’ve been bathing, Colin,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Uncle Ronald,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Pleasant in the water?” asked Uncle Ronald.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Aunt Hester made the next attempt. They were all trying to please and
-mollify him. “About that walking in the grass in bare feet,” she said.
-“I should catch cold at my age. And what would my maid think?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know at all, Aunt Hester,” said Colin very sweetly.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond cleared his throat. Colin was being sulky and unpleasant, and
-he, the eldest, would make things agreeable again. No wonder Colin
-subsided after that very ill-chosen remark about Aunt Hester.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s a wonderful stride been made in this wireless telegraphy,
-father,” he said. “There were messages transmitted to Newfoundland
-yesterday, so I saw in the paper. A good joke about it in <i>Punch</i>. A
-fellow said, ‘They’ll be inventing noiseless thunder next.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>There was a dead silence, and then Colin laughed loudly.</p>
-
-<p>“Awfully good, Raymond,” he said. “Very funny. Strawberries, Aunt
-Hester?”</p>
-
-<p>That had hit the mark. Leaning forward to pull the dish towards him, he
-saw the flush on Raymond’s face.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_79" id="page_79">{79}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Really? As far as Newfoundland?” said Lord Yardley.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>By now the major-domo was standing by the dining-room door again, and
-Philip rose. His mother got up and stood, immobile and expressionless,
-till the other women had passed out in front of her. Then, as she went
-out, she said exactly what she had said for the last sixty years.</p>
-
-<p>“You will like a game of whist, then, soon?”</p>
-
-<p>Generally when the women had gone, the others moved up towards the host.
-To-night Philip took up his glass and placed himself next Colin. The
-decanters were brought round and placed opposite him, and he pushed them
-towards Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Help yourself, Raymond,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Then he turned round in his armchair to the other boy.</p>
-
-<p>“Still vexed with me, Colin?” he said quietly.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course not, father,” he said. “Sorry I sulked. But you did shut me
-up with such a bang.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, open yourself at the same place,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“Rather. Aunt Hester’s dress, wasn’t it? Isn’t she too divine? If she
-ever dies, which God forbid, you ought to have her stuffed and dressed
-just like that, and put in a glass case in the hall to shew how young it
-is possible to be when you’re old. But, seriously, do get a portrait
-done of her to hang here. There’s nothing of her in the gallery.”</p>
-
-<p>“Any other orders?” asked Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think so at present. Oh, by the way, are you going to Italy
-this year?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I think I shall go out there before long for a few weeks as usual.
-Why?”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought that perhaps you would take me. I’ve got four months’
-vacation, you see, now that I’m at Cambridge, and I’ve never been to
-Italy yet.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip paused; he was always alone in Italy. That<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_80" id="page_80">{80}</a></span> was part of the
-spell. “You’d get dreadfully bored, Colin,” he said. “I shall be at the
-villa in Capri: there’s nothing to do except swim.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin divined in his father’s mind some reluctance other than that which
-he expressed. He dropped his eyes for a moment, then raised them again
-to his father’s face, merry and untroubled.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t want me to come with you, father,” he said. “Quite all right,
-but why not have told me so?”</p>
-
-<p>Philip looked at the boy with that expression in his face that no one
-else ever saw there; the tenderness for another, the heart’s need of
-another, which had shot into fitful flame twenty years ago, had never
-quite been extinguished; it had always smouldered there for Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll think it over,” he said, and turned round in his chair.</p>
-
-<p>“You were telling me something about wireless, Raymond,” he said. “As
-far as Newfoundland! That is very wonderful. A few years ago scientists
-would have laughed at such an idea as at a fairy-tale or a superstition.
-But the superstitions of one generation become the science of the next.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond by this time was in a state of thorough ill-temper. He had
-witnessed all the evening Colin’s easy triumphs; he had seen how Colin,
-when annoyed, as he had been at his father’s rebuke, went into his
-shell, and instantly every one tried to tempt him out again. Just now in
-that low-voiced conversation between his brother and his father, he had
-heard his father say, “Still vexed with me?” in a sort of suppliance....
-He determined to try a manœuvre that answered so well.</p>
-
-<p>“I should have said just the opposite,” he remarked, re-filling his
-glass. “I should have thought that the science and beliefs of one
-generation became the superstitions of the next. Our legend, for
-instance; that was soberly believed once.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip Yardley did not respond quite satisfactorily. “Ah!” he said,
-getting up. “Well, shall we be going?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_81" id="page_81">{81}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond had just poured himself out a glass of port, and, very
-unfortunately, he remembered a precisely similar occasion on which his
-father, just when Colin had done the same, proposed an adjournment. He
-repeated the exact words Colin had used then.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you might wait till I’ve finished my port,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>That did not produce the right effect. On the previous occasion his
-father had said, “Sorry, old boy,” and had sat down again.</p>
-
-<p>“You’d better follow us, then,” said Philip. “But don’t drink any more,
-Raymond. You’ve had as much as is good for you.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond’s face blazed. To be spoken to like that, especially in front of
-his uncle and brother, was intolerable. He got up and pushed his
-replenished glass away, spilling half of it. Instantly Colin saw his
-opportunity, and knowing fairly well what would happen, he put his hand
-within Raymond’s arm in brotherly remonstrance.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I say, Raymond!” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond shook him off. “Leave me alone, can’t you?” he said angrily.</p>
-
-<p>Then he turned to his father. “I didn’t mean to spill the wine, father,”
-he said. “It was an accident.”</p>
-
-<p>“Accidents are liable to happen, when one loses one’s temper,” said
-Philip. “Ring the bell, please.”</p>
-
-<p>There were two tables for cards laid out in the drawing-room, and
-Raymond, coming in only a few seconds after the others, found that,
-without waiting for him, the bridge-table had already been made up with
-Lady Hester, Violet, his father, and Colin. They had not given him a
-chance to play there, and now for the next hour he was condemned to play
-whist with his grandmother and his uncle and aunt, a dreary pastime.</p>
-
-<p>At ten old Lady Yardley went dumbly to bed, and there was the choice
-between sitting here until the bridge was over, or of following Uncle
-Ronald into the smoking-room. But that he found he could not do; his
-jealousy of Colin, both as regards his father and as regards Violet,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_82" id="page_82">{82}</a></span>
-constrained him as with cords to stop and watch them, and contrast their
-merriment with his own ensconced and sombre broodings.</p>
-
-<p>And then there was Violet herself. Colin’s conjecture had been perfectly
-right, for in the fashion of Staniers, he must be considered as in the
-process of falling in love with her. The desire for possession, rather
-than devotion, was the main ingredient in the bubbling vat, and that was
-very sensibly present. She made a ferment in his blood, and though he
-would not have sacrificed anything which he really valued, such as his
-prospective lordship of Stanier, for her sake, he could not suffer the
-idea that she should not be his. He knew, too, how potent in her was the
-Stanier passion for the home, and that he counted as his chief asset,
-for he had no illusion that Violet was in love with him. Nor was she, so
-he thought, in love with Colin; the two were much more like a couple of
-chums than lovers.</p>
-
-<p>So he sat and watched them round the edge of the newspaper which had
-beguiled Uncle Ronald’s impatience for dinner. The corner where he sat
-was screened from the players by a large vase of flowers on the table
-near them, and Raymond felt that he enjoyed, though without original
-intention, the skulking pleasures of the eavesdropper.</p>
-
-<p>Colin, as usual, was to the fore. Just now he was dummy to his partner,
-Aunt Hester, who, having added a pair of tortoise-shell spectacles to
-complete her early-Victorian costume, was feeling a shade uneasy. She
-had just done what she most emphatically ought not to have done, and was
-afraid that both her adversaries had perceived it. Colin had perceived
-it, too; otherwise the suit of clubs was deficient. Violet had already
-alluded to this.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Aunt Hester!” cried Colin. “What’s the use of pretending you’ve not
-revoked? Don’t cling on to that last club; play it, and have done with
-it. If you don’t, you’ll revoke again.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_83" id="page_83">{83}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Aunt Hester still felt cunning; she thought she might be able to bundle
-it up in the last trick. “But I ain’t got a club, Colin,” she said,
-reverting to mid-Victorian speech.</p>
-
-<p>“Darling Aunt Hester, you mean ‘haven’t,’<span class="lftspc">”</span> said Colin. “<span class="lftspc">‘</span>Ain’t’ means
-‘aren’t,’ and it isn’t grammar even then, though you are my aunt.
-‘Ain’t....’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley, leaning forward, pulled Colin’s hair. It looked so golden
-and attractive, it reminded him.... “Colin, are you dummy, or ain’t
-you?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly, father. Can’t you see Aunt Hester’s playing the hand? I
-shouldn’t call it playing, myself. I should call it playing at playing.
-Club, please, Aunt Hester.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, if you’re dummy, hold your tongue,” said Lord Yardley. “Dummy
-isn’t allowed to speak, and....”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, those are the old rules,” said Colin. “The new rules make it
-incumbent on dummy to talk all the time. Hurrah, there’s Aunt Hester’s
-club, aren’t it? One revoke, and a penalty of three tricks....”</p>
-
-<p>“Doubled,” said his father.</p>
-
-<p>“Brute,” said Colin, “and no honours at all! Oh yes, fourteen to us
-above. Well played, Aunt Hester! Wasn’t it a pity? Your deal, Vi.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin, having cut the cards, happened to look up at the big vase of
-flowers which stood close to the table. As he did so, there was a
-trivial glimmer, as of some paper just stirred, behind it. He had
-vaguely thought that Uncle Ronald and Raymond had both gone to the
-smoking-room, but there was certainly some one there, and which of the
-two it was he had really no idea. Every one else, adversaries and
-partner, was behaving as if there was no one else in the room, so why
-not he?</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond’s got the hump this evening,” he said cheerfully. “He won at
-whist&mdash;Lord, what a game!&mdash;because I saw Aunt Janet pay him half-a-crown
-with an extraordinarily acid expression, and ask for change. So as he’s
-won at cards, he will be blighted in love. I expect h<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_84" id="page_84">{84}</a></span>e’s had a knock
-from the young thing at the tobacconist’s in King’s Parade. I think she
-likes me best, father. But it’ll be the same daughter-in-law. She
-breathes through her nose, and is marvellously genteel. Otherwise she’s
-just like Violet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pass,” said Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“Hurrah! I knew it would make you pessimistic to be called like a
-tobacconist’s....”</p>
-
-<p>Philip Yardley laid down his cards and actually laughed. “Colin, you
-low, vulgar brute,” he said, “don’t talk so much!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin imitated Raymond’s voice and manner to perfection. “I should have
-said just the opposite,” he remarked. “I should have thought you wanted
-me to talk more, and make trumps.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet caught on. “Oh, you got him exactly, Colin,” she said. “What did
-he say that about?”</p>
-
-<p>“Go on, Colin,” said his father. “We shall never finish.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin examined his hand. “Three no-trumps,” he said. “Not one, nor two,
-but three. Glorious trinity!”</p>
-
-<p>There was no counter-challenge, and as Lord Yardley considered his lead,
-Colin looked up through the vase of flowers once more. There was some
-one there still, and he got up to fetch a match from a side-table. That
-gave him a clearer view of what lay beyond.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Raymond?” he said. “Thought you’d gone to the smoking-room.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; just looking at the paper,” said Raymond. “I’m going now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but we’ll have another rubber,” said Colin. “Cut in?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, thanks,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>Colin waited till the door had closed behind him. “Lor!” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Just shut that door, Colin,” said Lord Yardley.</p>
-
-<p>Lady Hester was thrilled about the tobacconist’s young thing; it really
-would be rather a good joke if one of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_85" id="page_85">{85}</a></span> boys, following his father’s
-example, married a “baggage” of that sort, and she determined to pursue
-the subject with Colin on some future occasion. She loved such loose
-natural talk as he treated her to; he told her all his escapades. He was
-just such a scamp as Colin the first must have been, and with just such
-gifts and utter absence of moral sense was he endowed.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, the old legend, so it seemed to her, lived again in Colin,
-though couched in more modern terms. It was the mediæval style to say
-that for the price of the soul, Satan was willing to dower his
-beneficiary with all material bounty and graces; more modernly, you said
-that this boy was an incorrigible young Adonis, who feared neither God
-nor devil. True, the lordship of Stanier was not yet Colin’s, but
-something might happen to that grim, graceless Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>How the two hated each other, and how different were the exhibitions of
-their antagonism! Raymond hated with a glowering, bilious secrecy, that
-watched and brooded; Colin with a gay contempt, a geniality almost. But
-if the shrewd old Lady Hester had been asked to wager which of the two
-was the most dangerous to the other, she would without hesitation have
-put her money on Colin.</p>
-
-<p>The second rubber was short, but as hilarious as the first, and on its
-conclusion Lady Hester hurried to bed, saying that she would be “a
-fright” in the morning if she lost any more sleep. Violet followed her,
-Philip withdrew to his own room, and Colin sauntered along to the
-smoking-room in quest of whisky. His Uncle Ronald was still there,
-rapidly approaching the comatose mood of midnight, which it would have
-been inequitable to call intoxication and silly to call sobriety.
-Raymond sprawled in a chair by the window.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Uncle Ronald, still up?” said Colin. “You’ll get scolded.”</p>
-
-<p>Uncle Ronald lifted a sluggish eyelid. “Hey?” he said. “Oh, Colin, is
-it? What’s the time, my boy?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_86" id="page_86">{86}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Half-past twelve,” said Colin, adding on another half-hour. He wanted
-to get rid of his uncle and see how he stood with his brother. No doubt
-they would have a row.</p>
-
-<p>“Gobbless me,” said Ronald. “I shall turn in. Just a spot more whisky.
-Good night, boys.”</p>
-
-<p>As soon as he had gone Raymond got out of his chair and placed himself
-where he could get his heels on the edge of the low fender-kerb. He
-hated talking “up” to Colin, and this gave him a couple of inches.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to ask you something,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Ask away,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you know I was in the room when you imitated me just now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hadn’t given a thought to it,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s equally offensive whether you mimic me before my face or behind my
-back,” said Raymond. “It was damned rude.”</p>
-
-<p>“Shall I come to you for lessons in manners?” asked Colin. “What do you
-charge?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin spoke with all the lightness of good-humoured banter, well aware
-that if Raymond replied at all, he would make some sledge-hammer
-rejoinder. He would swing a cudgel against the rapier that pricked him,
-yet never land a blow except on the air, or, maybe, his own foot.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s beastly insolence on your part,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“And that’s very polite,” said Colin. “You may mimic me how and where
-and when you choose. If it’s like, I shall laugh. If it isn’t, well, I
-shall still laugh.”</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t got your sense of humour,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Clearly, nor Violet’s. She thought I had got you to a ‘t.’ You probably
-heard what she said from your sequestered corner behind your newspaper.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond advanced a step. “Look here, Colin, do you mean to imply that I
-was listening?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed. “And I want to ask you a question,” he said. “Didn’t you
-know that we all thought you had gone away?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_87" id="page_87">{87}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond disregarded this. “Then there’s another thing. What do you mean
-by telling father about the girl at the tobacconist’s? You know it was
-nothing at all.”</p>
-
-<p>“Rather,” said Colin. “I said so. You seem to forget that I told him
-that I was the favourite. That’s the part you didn’t like.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond flushed. “It’s all very well for you to say that,” he said. “But
-you know perfectly well that my father doesn’t treat us alike. Things
-which are quite harmless in his eyes when you do them appear very
-different to him when I’m the culprit. I had had a knock from a
-tobacconist’s girl, had I? You’re a cad to have told him that quite
-apart from its being a lie.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed with irritating naturalness. “Is this the first lesson in
-manners?” he said. “I’m beginning to see the hang of it. You call the
-other fellow a cad and a liar. About my father’s not treating us alike,
-that’s his affair. But I should never dream of calling you a liar for
-saying that. We’re not alike: why should he treat us alike? You’ve got a
-foul temper, you see; that doesn’t add to your popularity with anybody.”</p>
-
-<p>He spoke in the same voice in which he might have told Raymond that he
-had a speck of dust on the coat, and yawned rather elaborately.</p>
-
-<p>“Take care you don’t rouse it,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not? It rather amuses me to see you in a rage.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it does, does it?” said Raymond with his voice quivering.</p>
-
-<p>“I assure you of it. I’m having a most amusing evening, thanks to you.
-And this chat has been the pleasantest part of it. Pity that it’s so
-late.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond, as usual, had throughout, the worst of these exchanges and was
-quite aware of it. He had been ill-bred and abusive through his loss of
-temper while Colin, insolent though his speech and his manner had been,
-had kept within the bounds of civil retort in his sneers and contempt.
-In all probability he would give an account<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_88" id="page_88">{88}</a></span> of it all to Violet
-to-morrow, and there was no need for him to embroider; a strictly
-correct version of what had passed was quite disagreeable enough.</p>
-
-<p>This Raymond wanted to avoid in view of his desire that Violet should
-look on him as favourably as possible. Whether he meant to propose to
-her during his visit here, he hardly knew himself, but certainly he
-wanted to be in her good books. This, and this alone, prompted him now;
-he hated Colin, all the more because he had been absolutely unable to
-ruffle him or pierce the fine armour of his composure, but as regards
-Violet, and perhaps his father, he feared him.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid I’ve lost my temper, Colin,” he said. “And I owe you an
-apology for all I’ve said. You had annoyed me by mimicking me and by
-telling father about that girl at Cambridge.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin felt that he had pulled the wings off a fly that had annoyed him
-by its buzzing; the legs might as well follow....</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly you owe me an apology,” he said. “But, considering
-everything, I don’t quite know whether you are proposing to pay it.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond turned on him fiercely. “Ah, that’s you all over!” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we’re being quite natural,” said Colin. “So much better.”</p>
-
-<p>He paused a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Now I don’t want to be offensive just now,” he said, “so let’s sit down
-and try to tolerate each other for a minute. There.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond longed to be at his throat, to feel his short, strong fingers
-throttling the life out of that smooth white neck. But some careless
-superior vitality in Colin made him sit down.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s face it, Raymond,” he said. “We loathe each other like poison,
-and it is nonsense to pretend we don’t. Unfortunately, you are the
-eldest, so in the end you will score, however much I annoy you. But put
-yourself in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_89" id="page_89">{89}</a></span> my place; imagine yourself the younger with your foul
-temper. You would probably try to kill me. Of course, by accident. But
-I’m not intending to kill you. I am very reasonable; you must be
-reasonable, too. But just put yourself in my place.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond shifted in the chair in which Colin, with a mere gesture of a
-finger, had made him sit. “Can’t we possibly get on better together,
-Colin?” he said. “After all, as you say, I come into everything on my
-father’s death. I have Stanier, I have the millions where you have the
-thousands. I can be very useful to you. You adore the place, and I can
-let you come here as often and as long as you like, and I can also
-prevent your setting foot in it. If you’ll try to be decent to me, I
-promise you that you shan’t regret it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin put his head on one side and looked at his brother with an air of
-pondering wonder. “Oh, that cock won’t fight,” he said. “You know as
-well as I do that when you are master here, I would sooner go to hell
-than come here, and you would sooner go to hell than let me come.
-Perhaps I’ve got a dull imagination, but it’s no use my trying to
-imagine that. Do be sensible. If you could do anything to injure me at
-this moment when you are proposing a truce, you know that you would do
-it. But you can’t. You can’t hurt me in any way whatever. But what you
-do know is that I can hurt you in all sorts of ways. I can poison my
-father’s mind about you&mdash;it’s pretty sick already. I can poison Violet’s
-mind, and that’s none too healthy. You see, they both like me most
-tremendously, and they don’t very much like you. It’s just the same at
-Cambridge. I’ve got fifty friends: you haven’t got one. I dare say it’s
-not your fault: anyhow, we’ll call it your misfortune. But you want me
-to do something for you in return for nothing you can do for me, or,
-perhaps, nothing that you will do for me.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond frowned; when he was thinking he usually frowned. When Colin was
-thinking he usually smiled.</p>
-
-<p>“If in the future there is anything I can do for you,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_90" id="page_90">{90}</a></span> Colin,” he said,
-“I will do it. I want to be friends with you. Good Lord, isn’t that
-reasonable? We’re brothers.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin leaned forward in his chair. He was aware of the prodigious nature
-of what he was meaning to say. “Give me Stanier, Raymond,” he said.
-“With what father is leaving me, and with what Aunt Hester is leaving
-me, I can easily afford to keep it up. I don’t ask you for any money. I
-just want Stanier. Of course, it needn’t actually be mine. But I want to
-live here, while you live somewhere else. There’s the Derbyshire house,
-for instance. I’ve got Stanier in my blood. If, on father’s death,
-you’ll do that, there’s nothing I won’t do for you.”</p>
-
-<p>He paused.</p>
-
-<p>“I can do a good deal, you know,” he said. “And I can refrain from doing
-a good deal.”</p>
-
-<p>The proposal was so preposterous that Raymond fairly laughed. Instantly
-Colin got up.</p>
-
-<p>“That sounds pleasant,” he said. “Good night, Raymond. I wouldn’t have
-any more whisky, if I were you. Father seemed to think you’d had enough
-drink before the end of dinner.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_91" id="page_91">{91}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_II-b" id="CHAPTER_II-b"></a>CHAPTER II</h3>
-
-<p>Breakfast at Stanier was a shade less stately than dinner. The table was
-invariably laid for the complete tale of its possible consumers, and a
-vicarious urn bubbled at the end of the board with an empty teapot in
-front of it, in case of old Lady Yardley coming down to breakfast and
-dispensing tea. She had not come down for over twenty years, but the urn
-still awaited her ministrations.</p>
-
-<p>On the arrival of tidings that she was having breakfast in her room, the
-urn was taken away, and if news filtered through the butler to the
-footman that some one else was breakfasting upstairs, a place at the
-table was removed. Hot dishes above spirit-lamps stood in a row on the
-sideboard, and there remained till somebody had come down or till, from
-the removal of knives and forks, it was clear that nobody was coming.</p>
-
-<p>But when Lady Hester was in the house, these dishes were always sure of
-a partaker, for, after her cold bath, she breakfasted downstairs, as she
-considered her bedroom a place to sleep and dress in, not to eat in. The
-urn would have been removed by this time, for Lady Yardley’s maid would
-have taken her tray upstairs, and for Lady Hester and for any one else
-who appeared there was brought in a separate equipage of tea or coffee,
-hot and fresh, and deposited in front of the occupied chair.</p>
-
-<p>This morning she was the first to arrive, dressed in a white coat and
-blouse and a jaunty little straw hat turned up at the back and decorated
-with pheasants’ feathers. Provision of fish and bacon was brought her,
-and an ironed copy of a daily paper. There were still four places left
-at the table unremoved, and she promised herself a chatty breakfast.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_92" id="page_92">{92}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Raymond was the next comer, but he did not much conduce to chattiness.
-He looked heavy-eyed and sulky, only grunted in response to her
-salutation, and immured himself behind the <i>Daily Mail</i>. Lady Hester
-made one further attempt at sociability, and asked him if he had slept
-well, but as he had nothing to add to his “No, not very,” she considered
-herself free from any further obligation.</p>
-
-<p>Then there came a very welcome addition to his grievous company, for
-Colin entered through the door that opened on to the terrace. Flannel
-trousers, coat and shirt open at the neck was all his costume, and there
-was a bathing towel over his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Morning, Aunt Hester,” he said. “Morning, Raymond.”</p>
-
-<p>He paused in order to make quite sure that Raymond made no response, and
-sat down next his aunt.</p>
-
-<p>“Been bathing,” he said. “Hottest morning that ever was. Why didn’t you
-come, too, Aunt Hester? You’d look like a water-nymph. I say, what a
-nice hat! Whom are you going to reduce to despair? Hullo, three
-letters!”</p>
-
-<p>“How many of them are love-letters?” asked Aunt Hester archly.</p>
-
-<p>“All, of course,” said Colin. “There’s one from Cambridge.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’ll be the young woman in the tobacconist’s shop whom you told us
-about,” began Aunt Hester.</p>
-
-<p>“Sh!” said Colin, nodding towards Raymond. “Sore subject.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond, pushing back his chair, could not control himself from casting
-one furious glance at Colin, and went out.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that’s one bad-tempered young man gone,” said Lady Hester
-severely. She could understand people being thieves and liars, but to
-fail in pleasantness and geniality was frankly unintelligible to her.</p>
-
-<p>“Why does he behave like that, my dear?” she continued. “He hadn’t a
-word to chuck at me like a bone<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_93" id="page_93">{93}</a></span> to a dog, when I wished him good
-morning. What makes him like that? He ain’t got a belly-ache, has he?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin, as he swam in the sunshine this morning, had devoted some amount
-of smiling reflection as to his policy with regard to Raymond. Raymond
-had rejected his amazing proposal with a derisive laugh; he did not
-think that an alliance with his brother was worth that price, and he
-must take the consequences of his refusal.</p>
-
-<p>Violet entered at this moment; that was convenient, for she, too, could
-hear about the quarrel last night at one telling.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we had a row last night,” he said. “It was pitched a little higher
-than usual, and I suppose Raymond’s suffering from after-effects. He was
-perfectly furious with me for having mimicked him, and wasn’t the least
-soothed by my saying he might mimic me as often as he pleased. Then I
-was told I was a cad and a liar for that nonsense I talked about the
-tobacconist’s. After I had stood as much as I could manage, I left him
-to his whisky, and I don’t imagine there’ll be much left of it. Oh, I
-say, Violet, did you shut the door when you came in? I believe it’s
-open; I’ll do it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin got up, went to the door which was indeed ajar, and looked out
-into the long gallery. Raymond, it so happened, was sitting in the
-nearest window-seat lighting his pipe.</p>
-
-<p>Colin nodded to him. “Just shutting the door,” he said, and drew back
-into the dining-room, rattling and pushing the door to make sure that
-the latch had gone home. He felt sure that what he had just said to
-Raymond (that very innocent piece of information!) would go home, too.</p>
-
-<p>“He was just outside,” said Colin softly, returning to the
-breakfast-table. “Wasn’t it lucky I thought of shutting the door?”</p>
-
-<p>“Go on; what else?” asked Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing more. Of course, it was very awkward his having overheard what
-we all said at our bridge. That<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_94" id="page_94">{94}</a></span> had riled him. It was best to be sure
-that there wouldn’t be a repetition of it this morning. But if people
-will sit behind a newspaper and a vase of flowers, it’s difficult to be
-aware of their presence. People ought to betray their presence in the
-usual manner by coughing or sneezing. I shall have a thorough search of
-the room first before I say anything about anybody. If I want to say you
-are an old darling, Aunt Hester, I shall look behind the coal-scuttle
-first.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin, whatever his private sentiments were, had an infinite lightness
-of touch in the expression of them. He had declared, not to Violet
-alone, but to Raymond himself, that he frankly detested him, and yet
-there was a grace about the manner of the presentment that rendered his
-hatred, if not laudable, at any rate, venial. And his account of the
-quarrel last night was touched with the same graceful brush. Without
-overstepping the confines of truth, he left the impression that he had
-been reasonable and gentle, Raymond headstrong and abusive.</p>
-
-<p>This, too, was part of his policy; when others were present, he would
-make himself winningly agreeable to Raymond, and shew a control and an
-indulgence highly creditable in view of his brother’s brusque ways, and
-take no provocation at his hands. That would accentuate the partisanship
-of the others, which already was his, and would deprive Raymond of any
-lingering grain of sympathy. When he and Raymond were alone, he would
-exercise none of this self-restraint; he would goad and sting him with a
-thousand biting darts.</p>
-
-<p>The three strolled out presently into the gallery; Lady Hester and
-Violet passed Raymond without speech, but Colin sauntered up to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Coming out to play tennis presently?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s careful closing of the dining-room door had not been lost on his
-brother. Raymond had interpreted it just as Colin wished him to, and he
-was boiling with rage.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I’m not,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>Colin turned to where Violet was standing, just<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_95" id="page_95">{95}</a></span> shrugged his shoulders
-with a lift of the eyebrows, and went on towards her without spoken
-comment.</p>
-
-<p>“Tennis soon, Vi?” he asked. “We’ll have to play a single.”</p>
-
-<p>“Right. That will be jolly,” said Violet. “In half an hour?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin nodded, and passed on to Lady Hester. “Come out, Aunt Hester, and
-let’s sit in the shade somewhere till Vi’s ready. It’s lovely outside.”</p>
-
-<p>“I must have me sunshade,” said she, “or I shall spoil me complexion.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’ll never do,” said Colin. “None of your young men will fall in
-love with you, if you do that. I’ll get it for you. Which will you have,
-the blue one with pink ribands, or the pink one with blue ribands?”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither, you wretch,” said Aunt Hester. “The yaller one.”</p>
-
-<p>They found an encampment of basket-chairs under the elms beyond the
-terrace, and Colin went straight to the business on which he wanted
-certain information. This, too, was an outcome of his meditations in the
-swimming-pool.</p>
-
-<p>“I asked father to take me out to Italy this summer,” he said, “and it
-was quite clear that he had some objection to it. Have you any idea what
-it was?”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear, it’s no use asking me,” said Aunt Hester. “Your father’s never
-spoken to me about anything of the sort, and he ain’t the sort of man to
-ask questions of. But for all these years he has gone off alone for a
-month every summer. Perhaps he only just wants to get rid of us all for
-a while.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin extended himself on the grass, shading his eyes against the glare
-with his hand. His ultimate goal was still too far off to be
-distinguished even in general outline, far less in any detailed aspect.
-He was but exploring, not knowing what he should find, not really
-knowing what he looked for.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps that’s it,” he said. “In any case, it does<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_96" id="page_96">{96}</a></span>n’t matter much. But
-I did wonder why father seemed not to welcome the idea of my going with
-him. He usually likes to have me with him. He’s devoted to Italy, isn’t
-he, and yet he never talks about it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin spoke with lazy indifference, knowing very well that the surest
-way of getting information was to avoid any appearance of anxiety to
-obtain it, and, above all, not to press for it. Suggestions had to be
-made subconsciously to the subject.</p>
-
-<p>“Never a word,” said Lady Hester, “and never has to my knowledge, since
-he brought you and Raymond back twenty years ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“Were you here then?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, and that was the first time I saw Stanier since I was seventeen.
-Your grandfather never spoke to me after my marriage, and for that
-matter, I wouldn’t have spoken to him. He was an old brute, my dear, was
-your grandfather, and Raymond’ll be as like him as two peas.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not as two peas, darling,” said Colin, “as one pea to another pea.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, bother your grammar,” said Lady Hester. “Speech is given us to show
-what we mean. You know what I mean well enough. But as soon as your
-grandfather died, Philip made me welcome here, and has made me welcome
-ever since. Yes, my dear, the first I saw of you, you were laughing, and
-you ain’t stopped since.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you know my mother?” asked Colin quietly.</p>
-
-<p>He was getting on to his subject again, though Lady Hester was not aware
-of it.</p>
-
-<p>“No. Never set eyes on her. Nobody of the family knew she existed until
-you were born, and less than a month after that she was dead. Your
-father had left home, one May or June it must have been, for he couldn’t
-stand your grandfather any more than I could, and not a word did any one
-but your grandmother hear of him, and that only to say it was a fine
-day, and he was well, till there came that telegram to say that he was
-married and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_97" id="page_97">{97}</a></span> had a pair of twins. Your grandfather was at dinner,
-sitting over his wine with your Uncle Ronald&mdash;he used to drink enough to
-make two men tipsy every night of his life&mdash;and up he got when your
-uncle read the telegram to him, and crash he went among the decanters,
-and that was the end of him. Then your mother died, and back came your
-father with you and Raymond, within a twelvemonth of the time he’d gone
-away. And not a word about that twelvemonth ever passes his lips.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin let a suitable pause speak for the mildness of his interest in all
-this. “He must have been married, then, very soon after he went to
-Italy,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Must have, my dear,” said Lady Hester.</p>
-
-<p>It was exactly then that Colin began to see a faint outline, shrouded
-though it was by the mists of twenty years, that might prove to be the
-object of his exploration. Very likely it was only a mirage, some
-atmospheric phantom, but he intended to keep his eye on it, and, if
-possible, get nearer to it. A certain <i>nuance</i> of haste and promptitude
-with which Lady Hester had agreed to his comment perhaps brought it in
-sight.</p>
-
-<p>He sat up, clasping his knees with his hands, and appeared to slide off
-into generalities. “How exceedingly little we all know of each other,”
-he said. “What do I know of my father, for instance? Hardly anything.
-And I know even less of my mother. Just her name, Rosina Viagi, and I
-shouldn’t know that if it wasn’t for the picture of her in the gallery.
-Who are the Viagis, Aunt Hester? Anybody?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t know at all, my dear,” said she. “I know as little about them as
-you. Quite respectable folk, I daresay, though what does it matter if
-they weren’t?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not an atom. Queen Elizabeth wished she was a milk-maid, didn’t she?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lord, she’d have upset the milk-pails and stampeded the cows!” observed
-Lady Hester. “Better for her to be a queen. Why, here’s your father.”</p>
-
-<p>This was rather an unusual appearance, for Lord Yard<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_98" id="page_98">{98}</a></span>ley did not
-generally shew himself till lunch-time. Colin instantly jumped up.</p>
-
-<p>“Hurrah, father!” he said. “Come and talk. Cigarette? Chair?”</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley shook his head. “No, dear boy,” he said. “I sent for you
-and heard you were out, so I came to look for you. Have five minutes’
-stroll with me.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin took his father’s arm. “Rather,” he said. “Tell Vi that I’ll be
-back in a few minutes if she comes out, will you, Aunt Hester?”</p>
-
-<p>Philip stopped. “Another time will do, Colin,” he said, “if you’ve made
-any arrangement with Violet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Only vague tennis.”</p>
-
-<p>They walked off up the shady alley of grass to where, at the end, an
-opening cut in the trees gave a wide view over the plain. The ground in
-front fell sharply away in slopes of steep turf, dotted with hawthorns a
-little past the fulness of their flowering. A couple of miles away the
-red roofs of Rye smouldered in the blaze of the day, outlined against
-the tidal water of the joined rivers, that went seawards in expanse of
-dyke-contained estuary. On each side of it stretched the green levels of
-the marsh, with Winchelsea floating there a greener island on the green
-of that grassy ocean, and along its margin to the south the sea like a
-silver wire was extended between sky and land. To the right for
-foreground lay the yew-encompassed terraces, built and planted by Colin
-the first, the lowest of which fringed the broad water of the lake, and
-along them burned the glory of the June flower-beds. Behind, framed in
-the trees between which they had passed, the south-east front of the
-house rose red and yellow between the lines of green.</p>
-
-<p>The two stood silent awhile.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Colin,” said his father, “we’re at one about Stanier. It beats in
-your blood as it does in mine. I wish to God that when I was dead....”</p>
-
-<p>He broke off.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to talk to you about two things,” he said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_99" id="page_99">{99}</a></span> “Raymond’s one of
-them, but we’ll take the other first. About Italy. I’ll take you with me
-if you want to come. I was reluctant, but I am reluctant no longer.
-Apart from my inclination which, as I tell you, is for it now not
-against it, you’ve got a certain right to come. You and I will live in
-the villa where I lived with your mother. I’ve left it you, by the way.
-My romance, my marriage with her, and our life together, was so short
-and was so utterly cut off from everybody else that, as you know, I’ve
-always kept it like that, severed from all of you. But you’re her son,
-my dear, and in some ways you are so like her that it’s only right you
-should share my memories and my ghosts. They’re twenty-one years old
-now, and they’ve faded, but they are there. There’s only one thing I
-want of you; that is, not to ask me any questions about her. Certain
-things I’ll tell you, but anything I don’t tell you....”</p>
-
-<p>He broke off for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Anything I don’t tell you is my private affair,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I understand, father,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll probably see your Uncle Salvatore,” continued Philip. “So be
-prepared for a shock. He usually comes over when he hears I am at the
-villa ... but never mind that. He takes himself off when he’s got his
-tip. So that’s settled. If you get bored you can go away.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is good of you, father,” said the boy.</p>
-
-<p>“Now about the second point,” said Philip; “and that’s Raymond. He’s a
-sulky, dark fellow, that brother of yours, Colin.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed. “Oh, put all the responsibility on me,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what’s to be done with him? He was in the long gallery just now
-as I came out, and I spoke to him and was civil. But there he lounged,
-didn’t even take his feet off the window-seat, and wouldn’t give me more
-than a grunted ‘yes’ or ‘no.’ So I told him what I thought of his
-manners.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100">{100}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, did you? How good for him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I didn’t see why he should sulk at me,” said Philip. “After all,
-it’s my house for the present, and if he is to quarter himself there,
-without either invitation or warning, the least he can do is to treat me
-like his host. I try to treat him like a guest, and like a son, for that
-matter. Don’t I?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, dear father,” said Colin. “You always try.”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean, you impertinent boy?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed again. “Well, you don’t always succeed, you know. You
-cover up your dislike of him....”</p>
-
-<p>“Dislike?”</p>
-
-<p>“Rather. You hate him, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip pondered over this. “God forgive me, I believe I do,” he said.
-“But, anyhow, I try not to, and that’s the most I can do. And I will be
-treated civilly in my own house. How long is he going to stop, do you
-know?”</p>
-
-<p>“I asked him that yesterday,” said Colin. “He said that, with my
-permission&mdash;sarcastic, you know&mdash;he was going to stop as long as he
-pleased.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip frowned. “Oh, did he?” he said. “Perhaps my permission will have
-something to do with it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, do tell him to pack off!” said Colin. “It was so ripping here
-before he came. I had a row with him last night, by the way.”</p>
-
-<p>“What about?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, he chose to swear at me for mimicking him. That is how it began.
-But Raymond will quarrel over anything. He’s not particular about the
-pretext. Then there was what I said about the tobacconist’s wench.”</p>
-
-<p>They had passed through the box-hedge on to the terrace just below the
-windows of the long gallery. Colin raised his eyes for one half-second
-as they came opposite the window-seat which Raymond had been occupying,
-and saw the top of his black head just above the sill. He raised his
-voice a little.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor old Raymond,” he said. “We’ve got to make<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101">{101}</a></span> the best of him,
-father. I suppose he can’t help being so beastly disagreeable.”</p>
-
-<p>“He seems to think he’s got a monopoly of it,” said Philip. “But I’ll
-show him I can be disagreeable, too. And if he can’t mend his ways, I’ll
-just send him packing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it would be ripping without him,” said Colin. “He might come back
-after you and I have gone to Italy.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>In pursuance of his general policy, Colin made the most persevering
-attempts at lunch to render himself agreeable to his brother, for the
-impression he wished to give was that he was all amiability and thereby
-throw into blackest shadow against his own sunlight, Raymond’s
-churlishness. A single glance at that glowering face was sufficient to
-convince Colin that he had amply overheard the words which had passed
-between his father and himself below the open window of the gallery, and
-that he writhed under these courtesies which were so clearly of the
-routine of “making the best of him.” All the rest of them would see how
-manfully Colin persevered, and this geniality was a goad to Raymond’s
-fury; he simply could not bring himself to answer with any appearance of
-good-fellowship.</p>
-
-<p>“What have you been at all morning, Raymond?” Colin asked him as he
-entered. “I looked for you everywhere.”</p>
-
-<p>“Been indoors,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>Colin just shook his head and gave a little sigh of despair, then began
-again, determined not to be beaten. He saw his father watching and
-listening, and Raymond knew that Lord Yardley was applauding Colin’s
-resolve to “make the best of him.”</p>
-
-<p>“You ought to have come down to the tennis-court and taken on Vi and me
-together,” he said. “We shouldn’t have had a chance against you, but
-we’d have done our best. Father, you must come and look at Raymond the
-next time he plays; he’s become a tremendous crack.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102">{102}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond knew perfectly well that either Colin or Violet could beat him
-single-handed. Yet how answer this treacherous graciousness?</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t talk such rot, Colin!” he said.</p>
-
-<p>He looked up angrily just in time to see Colin and his father exchange a
-glance.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what shall we do this afternoon?” said Colin, doggedly pleasant.
-“Shall we go and play golf? It would be awfully nice of you if you’d
-drive me down in your car.”</p>
-
-<p>“You know perfectly well that I loathe golf,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed, and without the smallest touch of ill-humour, gave it up
-and turned to Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll have our game in that case, shall we, Vi?” he asked. “Father, may
-we have a car to take us down?”</p>
-
-<p>“By all means,” said Philip. “Hester and I will come down with you, go
-for a drive, and pick you up again. You’d like that, Hester?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but that will leave Raymond alone....” began Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond broke in: “That’s just what I want you to do with me,” he
-snapped.</p>
-
-<p>Colin got up. “I’ll just go and see granny for a minute,” he said. “I
-told her I would look in on her after lunch....”</p>
-
-<p>Philip had listened to Colin’s advances and Raymond’s rebuffs with a
-growing resentment at his elder son’s behaviour, and as the others went
-out he beckoned him to stop behind.</p>
-
-<p>“Look here, Raymond,” he said when the door had closed. “I had to speak
-to you after breakfast for your rudeness to me, and all lunch-time
-you’ve been as disagreeable as you knew how to be to your brother. And
-if you think I’m going to stand these sulks and ill-temper, you’ll very
-speedily find yourself mistaken. Colin did all that a good-natured boy
-could to give you a chance of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103">{103}</a></span> making yourself decently agreeable, and
-every time he tried you snapped and growled at him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you wish me to answer you or not, sir?” asked Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly. I have every desire to be scrupulously fair to you,” said
-Philip. “I will hear anything you wish to say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then, father, I wish to say that you’re not fair to me. If I’m late for
-dinner, do you chaff me in the way you do Colin? Last night you asked
-him with a chuckle, ‘Urgent private affairs?’ That was all the rebuke he
-got. If he says he hasn’t finished his wine, you sit down again, and say
-‘Sorry.’ If I haven’t, you tell me I’ve had enough already. Colin’s your
-favourite, and you show it every minute of the day. You dislike me, you
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>There was quite enough truth in this to make the hearing of it
-disagreeable to his father. “I didn’t ask you to discuss my conduct, but
-to consider your own,” he said. “But you shall have it your own way. My
-conduct to you is the result of yours to me, and yours to everybody
-else. Look at yourself and Colin dispassionately, and tell me whether I
-could be as fond of you as of him. I acknowledge I’m not. Are you fond
-of me, if it comes to that? But I’m polite to you, until you annoy me
-beyond endurance, as you are continually doing. If Colin had behaved at
-lunch as you’ve behaved, I should have thought he was ill.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I’m only sulky,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re proving it every moment,” said his father. “That’s quite a good
-instance.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond paused, biting his lip. “You judge Colin’s behaviour to me,
-father,” he said, “by what you see of it. You think he’s like that to me
-when we’re alone. He’s not: he’s fiendish to me. Don’t you understand
-that when you’re there, or anybody else is there, he acts a part, to
-make you think that he’s ever so amiable?”</p>
-
-<p>“And how do you behave to him when you’re alone to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104">{104}</a></span>gether?” asked
-Philip. “If I take your word about Colin, I must take Colin’s about
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve done that already, I expect,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>His father got up. “I see I haven’t made myself clear,” he said. “Try to
-grasp that that’s the sort of remark I don’t intend to stand from you
-for a moment. If I have any further complaint to make of you, you leave
-the house. You’ve got to be civil and decently behaved. Otherwise you
-go. I do not choose to have my general enjoyment of life, or Colin’s, or
-your uncle’s, or your aunt’s, spoiled by your impertinences and
-snarlings. You’ll have to go away; you can go to St. James’s Square if
-you like, but I won’t have you here unless you make a definite effort to
-be a pleasanter companion. As I told Colin this morning, you seem to
-think that being disagreeable is a monopoly of your own, but you’ll find
-that I can be disagreeable, too, and far more effectively than lies in
-your power.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip was quite aware that he was speaking with extreme harshness, with
-greater harshness, in fact, than he really intended. But the sight of
-that heavy brooding face, the knowledge that this was his elder son, who
-would reign at Stanier when he was dead to the exclusion of Colin, made
-his tongue bitter beyond control.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that’s all I’ve got to say to you,” he said. “I won’t have you
-insolent and uncivil to me or any one in this house. I’m master here for
-the present, and, rightly or wrongly, I shall do as I choose. And I
-won’t have you quarrelling with Colin. You tell me that when I’m not
-here and when you’re alone with him, he’s fiendish to you; that was the
-word you used. Now don’t repeat that, because I don’t believe it. You’re
-jealous of Colin, that’s why you say things like that; you want to
-injure him in my eyes. But you only injure yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>At that moment there came into Philip’s mind some memory, now more than
-twenty years old, of himself in Raymond’s position, stung by the lash of
-his father’s vituperations, reduced to the dumb impotence of hatred.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105">{105}</a></span>
-Though he felt quite justified in all he had said to the boy, he knew
-that his dislike of him had plumed and barbed his arrows, and he
-experienced some sort of reluctant sympathy with him.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve spoken strongly,” he said, “because I felt strongly, but I’ve
-done. If you’ve got anything more to say to me, say it.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Very good. I shan’t refer to it all again, and it’s up to you to do
-better in the future. Put a check on yourself. Believe me, that if you
-do you will have a better time with me and every one else.... Think it
-over, Raymond; be a sensible fellow.”</p>
-
-<p>The departure of the others gave Raymond abundance of leisure for
-solitary reflection, and his father’s remarks plenty of material for the
-same. Stinging as those hot-minted sentences had been, he felt no
-resentment towards the orator; from his own point of view&mdash;a perfectly
-reasonable one&mdash;his father was justified in what he said. What he did
-not know, and what he refused to know, was the truth about Colin, who
-neglected no opportunity which quickness of speech and an unrivalled
-instinct gave him as to what rankled and festered, of planting his darts
-when they were alone together. Raymond accepted Colin’s hatred of him,
-just as he accepted his own of Colin, as part of the established order
-of things, but what made him rage was this new policy of his brother’s
-to win sympathy for himself and odium for him, by public politeness and
-affectionate consideration. No one observing that, as his father had
-done, could doubt who was the aggressor in their quarrels&mdash;the genial,
-sweet-tempered boy, or he, the morose and surly. And yet, far more often
-than not, it was Colin who intentionally and carefully exasperated him.
-It amused Colin, as he had said, to see his brother in a rage, and he
-was ingenious at providing himself with causes of entertainment.</p>
-
-<p>And what, above all, prompted his father’s slating of him just now?
-Again it was Colin; it was his champion<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106">{106}</a></span>ship of his favourite which had
-given the sting to his tongue. Here, too, Raymond acquitted his father
-of any motive beyond the inevitable one. Nobody could possibly help
-liking Colin better than himself, and it was the recognition of that
-which made his mind brush aside all thought of his father, and attach
-itself with claws and teeth to the root of all this trouble. He was slow
-in his mental processes whereas Colin was quick, and Colin could land a
-hundred stinging darts, could wave a hundred maddening flags at him,
-before he himself got in a charge that went home. That image of the
-arena entirely filled his thought. Colin, the light, applauded matador,
-himself the savage, dangerous animal.</p>
-
-<p>But one day&mdash;and Raymond clenched his hands till the nails bit the skin,
-as he pictured it&mdash;that light, lissome figure, with its smiling face and
-its graceful air, would side-step and wheel a moment too late, and it
-would lie stretched on the sand, while he gored and kneaded it into a
-hash of carrion. “Ah!” he said to himself, “that’ll be good; that’ll be
-good.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>The intensity and vividness of the image surprised him; he came to
-himself, sitting on the terrace, with the hum of bees drowsy in the
-flower-beds, as if from some doze and dream. He had not arrived at it
-from any consecutive interpretation of his hate for Colin; it had not
-been evolved out of his mind, but had been flashed on to it as by some
-vision outside his own control. But there it was, and now his business
-lay in realising it.</p>
-
-<p>He saw at once that he must be in no hurry. Whether that goring and
-kneading of Colin was to be some act of physical violence or the
-denouement of a plot which should lead to some disgraceful exposure,
-Raymond knew he must plan nothing rashly, must test the strength of
-every bolt and rivet in his construction. Above all, he must appear, and
-continue to appear, to have taken his father’s strictures to heart, and
-for the sake, to put it at its lowest, of being allowed to stay on at
-Stanier, to observe the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107">{107}</a></span> general amenities of sociability, and in
-particular to force himself into cordial responses to Colin’s public
-attentions.</p>
-
-<p>Temporarily, that would look bitterly like a victory for Colin; with his
-father to back him, it would seem as if Colin had reduced his brother to
-decent behaviour. But that could not be helped; he must for many weeks
-yet cultivate an assiduous civility and appear to have seen the error of
-his sulky ways in order to lull suspicion fast asleep. At present Colin
-was always watchful for hostile manœuvres; it would be a work of time
-and patience before he would credit that Raymond had plucked his
-hostility from him.</p>
-
-<p>Then there was Violet. Not only had his intemperate churlishness damaged
-him with his father, but not less with her. That had to be repaired, for
-though to know that Stanier was to her, even as to Colin, an
-enchantment, an obsession, she might find that the involved condition of
-marrying him in order to become its mistress was one that she could not
-face. She did not love him, she did not even like him, but he divined
-that her obsession about Stanier, coupled with the aloofness and
-independence that characterised her, might make her accept a
-companionship that was not positively distasteful to her.</p>
-
-<p>It was not the Stanier habit to love; love did not form part of the
-beauty with which nature had dowered them. The men of the family sought
-a healthy mate; for the women of the family, so few had there ever been,
-no rule could be deduced. But Violet, so far as he could tell, followed
-the men in this, and for witness to her inability to love, in the sense
-of poets and romanticists, was her attitude to Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Had he been the younger, Raymond would have laughed at himself for
-entertaining any notion of successful rivalry. Colin, with the lordship
-of Stanier, would have been no more vulnerable than was the moon to a
-yokel with a pocket-pistol. But he felt very sure that love, as a
-relentless and compelling factor in this matter, had no part in her
-strong liking for Colin. Neither her feeling<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108">{108}</a></span> for him nor his for her
-was ever so slightly dipped in any infinite quality; it was ponderable,
-and he himself had in his pocket for weight in the other scale, her
-passion for Stanier.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin strolled gracefully into the smoking-room that evening when the
-whist and bridge were over, marvelling at the changed Raymond who had
-been so courteous at dinner and so obligingly ready to play whist at
-poor granny’s table. He himself had kept up that policy of solicitous
-attention to his brother, which had made Raymond grind his teeth at
-lunch that day, but the effect this evening was precisely the opposite.
-Raymond had replied with, it must be supposed, the utmost cordiality of
-which he was capable. It was a grim, heavy demeanour at the best, but
-such as it was....</p>
-
-<p>No doubt, however, Raymond was saving up for such time as they should be
-alone, the full power of his antagonism, and Colin, pausing outside the
-smoking-room, considered whether he should not go to bed at once and
-deprive his brother of the relief of unloading himself. But the desire
-to bait him was too strong, and he turned the door-handle and entered.</p>
-
-<p>“So you got a wigging after lunch to-day,” he remarked. “It seems to
-have brought you to heel a bit. But you can let go now, Raymond. You
-haven’t amused me all evening with your tantrums.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond looked up from his illustrated paper. He knew as precisely what
-“seeing red” meant as did the bull in the arena. He had to wait a moment
-till that cleared.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Colin,” he said. “Have you come for a drink?”</p>
-
-<p>“Incidentally. My real object was to see you and to have one of our
-jolly chats. Did father pitch it in pretty hot? I stuck up for you this
-morning when we talked you over.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond was off his guard, forgetting that certain knowledge he
-possessed was derived from overhearing.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109">{109}</a></span> “Yes, you said you must make
-the best of me ...” he began.</p>
-
-<p>Colin was on to that like a flash. “Now, how on earth could you have
-known that?” he asked. “Father didn’t tell you.... I know! I said that
-just as I was passing under the window in the gallery where you were
-sitting after breakfast. My word, Raymond, you’ve a perfect genius for
-eavesdropping. It was only last night that you hid behind the
-flower-vase and heard me mimic you, and if I hadn’t shut the door of the
-dining-room this morning, you’d have listened to what Aunt Hester and
-Violet and I were saying, and then you overhear my conversation with
-father. You’re a perfect wonder.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond got up, his eyes blazing. “Take care, Colin,” he said. “Don’t go
-too far.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed. “Ah, that’s better,” he said. “Now you’re more yourself.
-I thought I should get at you soon.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond felt his mouth go dry, but below the violence of his anger there
-was something that made itself heard. “You’ll spoil your chance if you
-break out,” it said. “Keep steady....” He drained his glass and turned
-to his brother.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry, Colin,” he said, “but I’m not going to amuse you to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t know about that,” said Colin. “I’ve hardly begun yet. Your
-manner at dinner, now, and your amiability. It was not really a success.
-No naturalness about it. It sat on you worse than your sulkiest moods.
-You reminded me of some cad in dress-clothes trying to catch the note of
-the ordinary well-bred man. Better be natural. I’ll go on sticking up
-for you; I’ll persuade father not to pack you off. I’ve a good deal of
-influence with him. I shall say you’re injuring yourself by not behaving
-like a sulky boor. Besides, you can’t do it; if your geniality at dinner
-was an attempt to mimic me, I must tell you that nobody could guess who
-it was meant for. Vi was very funny about it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110">{110}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Really? What did she say?” asked Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, naturally I can’t give her away,” said Colin. “But perhaps you’ll
-hear her say it again if you’re conveniently placed.”</p>
-
-<p>“You know quite well Vi didn’t say anything about it,” said Raymond at a
-venture.</p>
-
-<p>“Naturally, you know best. And, talking of Vi, are you going to propose
-to her? I wouldn’t if I were you; take my hint and save yourself being
-laughed at.”</p>
-
-<p>“Most friendly of you,” said Raymond. “But there are some things that
-are my business.”</p>
-
-<p>“And not an affectionate brother’s?” asked Colin. “You don’t know how I
-feel for you. It makes me wince when I see you blundering and making the
-most terrible <i>gaffes</i>. It’s odd that I should have had a brother like
-you, and that you should be a Stanier at all.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin threw a leg over the arm of his chair. It was most astonishing
-that not only in public but now, when there was no reason that Raymond
-should keep up a semblance of control, that he should be so impervious
-to the shafts that in ordinary stung him so intolerably.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re so awkward, Raymond,” he said. “However much you try, you can’t
-charm anybody or make any one like you. You’ve neither manners, nor
-looks, nor breeding. You’ve got the curse of the legend without its
-benefits. You’re a coward, too; you’d like nothing better than to slit
-my throat, and yet you’re so afraid of me that you daren’t even throw
-that glass of whisky and soda in my face.”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment it looked as if Raymond was about to do precisely that; the
-suggestion was almost irresistible. But he loosed his hand on it again.</p>
-
-<p>“That would only give you the opportunity to go to my father and tell
-him,” he said. “You would say I had lost my temper with you. I don’t
-intend to give you any such opportunity.”</p>
-
-<p>Even as he spoke he marvelled at his own self-control. But the plain
-fact was that the temptation to lose it had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111">{111}</a></span> no force with him to-night.
-For the sake of his ultimate revenge, whatever that might be, that
-goring and kneading of Colin, it was no less than necessary that he
-should seem to have put away from him all his hostility. Colin and the
-rest of them&mdash;Violet above all&mdash;must grow to be convinced in the change
-that had come over him.</p>
-
-<p>He rose. “Better give it up, Colin,” he said. “You’re not going to rile
-me. You’ve had a good try at it, for I never knew you so studiedly
-insolent. But it’s no use. Good night.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>During the fortnight which intervened before the departure of Lord
-Yardley and Colin to Italy, Raymond never once faltered in the task he
-had set himself. There was no act of patience too costly for the due
-attainment of it, no steadfastness of self-control in the face of
-Colin’s gibes that was not worth the reward which it would ultimately
-bring. He avoided as far as possible being alone with his brother, but
-that, in the mere trivial round of the day, happened often enough to
-give Colin the opportunity of planting a dart or two. But now they
-seemed to have lost all penetrative force; so far from goading him into
-some ill-aimed response, they were but drops of showers on something
-waterproof.</p>
-
-<p>Colin was disposed at first to attribute this incredible meekness to the
-effect of his father’s strictures. Raymond had been given to understand
-without any possible mistake, that, unless he mended his ways, he would
-have to leave Stanier, and that, no doubt, accounted for his assumption
-of public amiability. But his imperviousness in private to any
-provocation was puzzling. He neither answered Colin’s challenges nor
-conducted any offensive of his own. At the most a gleam or a flush told
-that some jibe had gone home, but no angry blundering reply would give
-opportunity for another. For some reason Raymond banked up his
-smouldering fires, not letting them blaze.</p>
-
-<p>His impotence to make his brother wince and rage pro<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112">{112}</a></span>foundly irritated
-Colin. He had scarcely known before how deep-rooted was his pleasure in
-so doing; how integral a part of his consciousness was his hatred of
-him, which now seemed to have been deprived of its daily bread.</p>
-
-<p>Not less irritating was the effect that Raymond’s changed behaviour
-produced on his father and on Violet. His father’s civilities to him
-began to lose the edge of their chilliness; a certain cordiality warmed
-them. If the boy was really taking himself in hand, Lord Yardley must,
-in common duty and justice, encourage and welcome his efforts, and the
-day before the departure for Italy, he made an opportunity for
-acknowledging this. Once more after lunch, he nodded to Raymond to stay
-behind the others.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to tell you, Raymond,” he said, “that I’m very much pleased with
-you. You’ve been making a strong effort with yourself, and you’re
-winning all down the line. And how goes it with you and Colin in
-private?”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond took rapid counsel with himself. “Very well indeed, sir,” he
-said. “We’ve had no rows at all.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s good. Now what are your plans while Colin and I are away? Your
-Uncle Ronald and Violet are going to stop on here. I think your aunt’s
-going up to London. You can establish yourself at St. James’s Square, if
-you like, or remain here.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll stop here if I may,” said Raymond. “I don’t care about London.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip smiled. “Very good,” he said. “You’ll have to take care of Violet
-and keep her amused.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond answered with a smile. “I’ll do my best, father,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, all good wishes,” said his father. “Let me know how all goes.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin had seen throughout this fortnight Raymond’s improvement of his
-position with regard to Lord Yard<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113">{113}</a></span>ley, and he had felt himself jealously
-powerless to stop it. Once he had tried, with some sunnily-told tale of
-Raymond’s ill-temper, to put the brake on it, but his father had stopped
-him before he was half through with it. “Raymond’s doing very well,” he
-said. “I don’t want to hear anything against him.” A further light was
-shed for Colin that evening.</p>
-
-<p>He and Violet, when the rubber of whist was over and Lady Yardley had
-gone upstairs, strolled out into the hot dusk of the terrace with linked
-arms, but with no more stir of emotion in their hearts than two
-schoolboy friends, whose intimacy was to be severed by a month of
-holiday, would have experienced. The shadow cast by the long yew hedge
-from the moon near to its setting had enveloped them in its clear
-darkness, the starlight glimmered on the lake below, and in the elms
-beyond the nightingales chanted.</p>
-
-<p>“Listen at them, look at it all,” said Colin impatiently. “Starlight and
-shadow and nightingales and you and me as cool as cucumbers. You look
-frightfully attractive, too, to-night, Vi: why on earth don’t I fall
-madly in love with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my dear, don’t!” said Violet. “You might make me fall in love with
-you. But I suppose I needn’t be afraid. You can’t fall in love with
-anybody, Colin, and I daresay I can’t either. But I shall try.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what do you mean by that?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s pretty obvious,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond, do you mean?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course. What’s come over him? There’s something attractive about
-him, after all; he’s got charm. Who would have thought it?”</p>
-
-<p>Though Colin had just now truthfully declared that he was in no way in
-love with his cousin, he felt a pang of jealousy just as authentic as
-that which the notion of Raymond’s possession of Stanier caused in him.</p>
-
-<p>“But you can’t, Violet!” he said. “That boor....<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114">{114}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not so sure that he is a boor. He’s keeping the boor in a box,
-anyhow, and has turned the key on him. He’s quite changed. You can’t
-deny it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin slipped his arm out of Violet’s. “Raymond’s cleverer than I
-thought,” he said. “All this fortnight it has puzzled me to know what
-he’s been at, but now I see. He’s been improving his position with
-father and with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“He has certainly done that,” said Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“So, if he asks you, you intend to marry him?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“I think so.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall hate you if you do,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Why? How can it matter to you? If you were in love with me it would be
-different, or if I were in love with you. Oh, we’ve talked it all over
-before; there’s nothing new.”</p>
-
-<p>They had passed through the cut entrance in the yew hedge into the
-moonlight, and Violet, turning, looked at her companion. Colin’s face
-was brilliantly illuminated. By some optical illusion that came and went
-in a flash, he looked at that moment as if his face was lit from within,
-so strangely it shone against the dark serge of the hedge for
-background. There was an unearthly beauty about it that somehow appalled
-her. He seemed like some incarnation, ageless and youthful, of the
-fortunes of the house. But the impression was infinitesimal in duration,
-and she laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, you looked so wonderful just now,” she said. “You looked like
-all the Staniers rolled into one.”</p>
-
-<p>Somehow this annoyed him. “Raymond included, I suppose?” he asked. “But
-you’re wrong; there is something new. Hitherto you’ve only considered
-Raymond as a necessary adjunct to being mistress here; now you’re
-considering him as a man you can imagine loving. Hasn’t he got enough
-already? Good God, how I hate him!”</p>
-
-<p>He had hardly spoken when there emerged from the entrance in the hedge
-through which they had just passed,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115">{115}</a></span> Raymond himself. Colin, white with
-fury, turned on him.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, at it again?” he said. “You’ve overheard something nice this
-time!”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond’s mouth twitched, but he gave no other sign. “Father has just
-sent me out to tell you that he wants to speak to you before you go to
-bed,” he said, and, turning, went straight back to the house.</p>
-
-<p>Violet waited till the sound of his step had vanished. “Colin, you’re a
-brute,” she said. “You’re fiendish!”</p>
-
-<p>“I know that,” said Colin. “Who ever supposed I was an angel?”</p>
-
-<p>“And it’s acting like a fool to treat Raymond like that,” she went on.
-“Can you afford to make him hate you?”</p>
-
-<p>He laughed. “I’ve afforded it as long as I can remember,” he said. “It
-amuses me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it doesn’t amuse me to see you behave like a fiend,” said Violet.
-“And do you know that you lost your temper? I’ve never seen you do that
-yet.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin licked his lips; his mouth felt dry. “That was an odd thing,” he
-observed. “Now I know what I make Raymond feel like when we chat
-together. But it’s amazing that Raymond should have done the same to me.
-I must go in to father.”</p>
-
-<p>They moved back into the shadow of the hedge and Colin stopped.</p>
-
-<p>“I say, Vi, give me a kiss,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>She drew back a moment, wondering why she did so. “But, my dear, why?”
-she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“We’re cousins,” he said. “Why shouldn’t you? I should awfully like to
-kiss you.”</p>
-
-<p>She had got over her momentary surprise, which was, no doubt, what made
-her hesitate. There was no conceivable reason, though they did not kiss
-each other, why they should not.</p>
-
-<p>“And if I won’t?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall think it unkind of you.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116">{116}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>She came close to him. “Oh, Colin, I’m not unkind,” she said, and kissed
-him.</p>
-
-<p>He stood with his hands on her shoulders, not letting her go, though
-making no attempt to kiss her again. “That was delicious of you,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly and quite unexpectedly to herself, Violet found her heart
-beating soft and fast, and she was glad of the darkness, for she knew
-that a heightened colour had sprung to her face. Was Colin, too, she
-wondered, affected in any such way?</p>
-
-<p>His light laugh, the release of her shoulders from his cool hands,
-answered her.</p>
-
-<p>“Good Lord! To think that perhaps Raymond will be kissing you next,” he
-said. “How maddening!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117">{117}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_III-b" id="CHAPTER_III-b"></a>CHAPTER III</h3>
-
-<p>From the first some call of his Italian blood had made itself audible to
-Colin; even as their train emerged out of the drip and roaring darkness
-of the Mont Cenis tunnel, there had been a whisper in his ears that this
-was the land of his birth to which he had come, and that whisper had
-grown into full-voiced welcome when, at the hot close of day, he and his
-father had strolled out after dinner along the sea-front of Naples.
-Though he had never been here yet, sight, scent, and sound alike told
-him that he was not so much experiencing what was new as recognising
-what, though dormant, had always been part of him, bred into the very
-fibre and instinct of him. It was not that he hailed or loved this lure
-of the South; it would be more apt to say that he nodded to it, as to an
-old acquaintance&mdash;taken for granted rather than embraced.</p>
-
-<p>This claiming and appropriation by Colin of his native place unfroze in
-his father the reticence that he had always observed with regard to that
-year he had spent in Italy into which had entered birth and death, and
-all that his life held of romance. That, till now, had been incapsulated
-within him, or at the most, like the ichor in some ductless gland, was
-performing some mysterious function in his psychology. Now this claim of
-Colin’s on the South, his easy stepping into possession by right of his
-parentage, unsealed in Philip the silence he had so long preserved.</p>
-
-<p>Colin, as he regarded his surroundings with friendly and familiar eyes,
-was visibly part of his old romance; the boy’s mother lived again in
-that sunny hair, those eyes, and the clear olive skin, just as surely as
-did old Colin of the Holbein portrait. But now Stanier was far away, and
-the spell of the South as potent as when Philip, flying<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118">{118}</a></span> from the glooms
-and jibes of that awful old man, his father, first came under its
-enchantment. And Colin, of all that dead time, alone was a vital and
-living part of its manifestation. Through the medium of memory he
-stirred his father’s blood; Philip felt romance bubble in him again as
-he walked along the familiar ways with the flower that had blossomed
-from it. He felt, too, that Colin silently (for he asked no question)
-seemed to claim the right to certain knowledge; he seemed to present
-himself, to be ready, and, indeed, it would be singular if, having
-brought him here, his father did not speak of that which, every year,
-had taken him on his solitary pilgrimage to the South.</p>
-
-<p>They were to spend the greater part of the next day in Naples, leaving
-by the afternoon boat for Capri, and as they finished their breakfast on
-a shady veranda, Philip spoke:</p>
-
-<p>“Well, we’ve got all the morning,” he said, “to trundle about in. The
-museum is very fine; would you like to see it?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I should hate it,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“But it’s a marvellous collection,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“I daresay; but to see a museum would make me feel like a tourist. At
-present I don’t, and it’s lovely.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at his father as he spoke, and once again, this time
-compellingly, Philip saw confident expectancy in his eyes. Colin was
-certainly waiting for something.</p>
-
-<p>“Then will you come with me on a sentimental journey?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, father, won’t I just!” he said. “After all, you and I are on a
-sentimental journey.”</p>
-
-<p>There seemed to Philip in his devotion to Colin, something exquisitely
-delicate about this. He had wanted but, instinctively had not asked,
-waiting for his rights to be offered him.</p>
-
-<p>“Come, then,” he said. “I’ll show you where we lived, your mother and I.
-I’ll show you our old haunts, such as survive. You belong to that life,
-Colin.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119">{119}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Colin paused a moment, sitting quite still, for a span of clear,
-concentrated thought. He desired to say precisely the right thing, the
-thing that his father would most value. It was not in the smallest
-degree affection for his father which prompted that; it was the wish
-that the door should be thrown open as wide as possible&mdash;that all the
-keys should be put into his hand.</p>
-
-<p>“I know I do,” he said. “I’ve known that for years, but I had to wait
-for you to want me to share it. It had to be you who took me into it.”</p>
-
-<p>He saw approval gleam in his father’s eyes. This was clearly the right
-tack.</p>
-
-<p>“And you must remember I know nothing whatever about your life with my
-mother,” he said. “You’ve got to begin at the beginning. And ... and make
-it long, father.”</p>
-
-<p>It was not surprising that Colin’s presence gave to this sentimental
-journey a glow which it had lacked during all those years when Philip
-made his annual solitary visit here. Already the mere flight of years,
-and the fact that he had never married again, had tinged that long-past
-time with something of the opalescence which sunlit mist confers on
-objects which in themselves hardly rise above the level of the mean and
-the prosaic; and what now survived for him in memory was Rosina’s
-gaiety, her beauty, her girlish charm, with forgetfulness for her vapid
-vanity, her commonness, and the speed with which his senses even had
-been sated with her. But it was an unsubstantial memory of blurred and
-far-off days, girt with regrets and the emptiness of desires dead and
-unrecoverable.</p>
-
-<p>Now Colin’s presence gave solidity to it all; it was as if the sunlit
-mist had been withdrawn from the dim slopes which it covered, and lo!
-the reality was not mean or prosaic, but had absorbed the very tints and
-opalescences which had cloaked it. There was Colin, eager and
-sympathetic, yet checking any question of his own, and but thirsty for
-what his father might give him, and in the person of the boy who was the
-only creature in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120">{120}</a></span> world whom Philip loved, and in whom Rosina lived,
-that tawdry romance of his was glorified. To tell Colin, about his
-mother here, in the places where they had lived together, was to make a
-shrine of them.</p>
-
-<p>The flat which he and Rosina had occupied in Naples, when the autumnal
-departure of visitors from Capri rendered the island so desolating to
-her urban nature, happened to be untenanted, and a couple of lire
-secured their admittance. It still held pieces of furniture which had
-been there twenty years ago, and Colin, moving quietly to and fro, his
-eyes alight with interest in little random memories which his father
-recalled, was like a ray of sunlight shining into a place that had long
-slept in dust and shadows. Mother and son reacted on each other in
-Philip’s mind; a new tenderness blossomed for Rosina out of his love for
-Colin, and he wondered at himself for not having brought them together
-like this before.</p>
-
-<p>Here were the chairs which they used to pull out on to the veranda when
-the winter sun was warm; here was the Venetian looking-glass which
-Rosina could never pass without a glance at her image, and now, as Colin
-turned towards it, there were Rosina’s eyes and golden hair that flashed
-back at Philip out of the past and made a bridge to the present.</p>
-
-<p>And there, above all, was the bedroom, with the glitter of sun on the
-ceiling cast there from the reflecting sea, where, at the close of a
-warm, windy day of March, the first cry of a new-born baby was heard.
-And by that same bedside, at the dawn of an April morning, Philip had
-seen the flame of Rosina’s life flicker and waver and expire. He
-regretted her more to-day than at the hour when she had left him. Some
-unconscious magic vested in Colin cast that spell.</p>
-
-<p>For all these recollections Colin had the same eager, listening face and
-the grave smile. Never even in his baiting of Raymond had he shewn a
-subtler ingenuity in adapting his means to his end. He used his father’s
-affection for him to prize open the locks of a hundred cas<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121">{121}</a></span>kets, and
-enable him to see what was therein. He wanted to know all that his
-father would tell him about that year which preceded his birth, and not
-asking questions was the surest way of hearing what he wanted.</p>
-
-<p>Already he had found that his Aunt Hester knew very little about that
-year, or, if she knew, she had not chosen to tell him certain things.
-His curiosity, when he had talked to her under the elms, had been but
-vague and exploratory, but, it will be remembered, it had become
-slightly more definite when, in answer to his comment that his father
-and mother must have been married very soon after his arrival in Italy,
-Aunt Hester had given a very dry assent.</p>
-
-<p>Now his curiosity was sharply aroused about that point, for with all his
-father’s communicativeness this morning, he had as yet said no word
-whatever that bore on the date of their marriage. Colin felt by an
-instinct which defied reason, that there was something to be known here;
-the marriage, the scene, the date of it, must have passed through his
-father’s mind, and yet he did not choose, in all this sudden breakdown
-of long reticence, to allude to it. That was undeniably so; a question,
-therefore, would certainly be useless, for believing as he did, that his
-father had something to conceal, he would not arrive at it in that way.</p>
-
-<p>They were standing now in the window looking over the bay, and Philip
-pointed to the heat-veiled outline of Capri, floating, lyre-shaped, on
-the fusing-line of sea and sky.</p>
-
-<p>“We were there all the summer,” he said, “in the villa you will see this
-evening. Then your mother found it melancholy in the autumn and we came
-here&mdash;I used to go backwards and forwards, for I couldn’t quite tear
-myself away from the island altogether.”</p>
-
-<p>That struck Colin as bearing on his point; it was odd, wasn’t it, that a
-newly-married couple should do that? You would have expected them to
-live here or there, but together.... Then, afraid that his father would
-think<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122">{122}</a></span> he was pondering on that, he changed the topic altogether.</p>
-
-<p>“I have loved hearing about it all,” he said. “But somehow&mdash;don’t be
-shocked, father&mdash;I can’t feel that Raymond comes into it one atom. We’ve
-been realising you and my mother and the squalling thing that I was. But
-I can’t feel Raymond with us then any more than he’s with us now. Let’s
-keep Italy to ourselves, father. Poor old Raymond!”</p>
-
-<p>That shifting of the topic was skilfully designed and subtly executed.
-Colin confessed to alienation from Raymond and yet with a touch of
-affectionate regret. His father was less guarded.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond’s got nothing to do with Italy,” he said. “There’s not a single
-touch of your mother in him. We’ve got this to ourselves, Colin. Raymond
-will have Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>“Lucky dog!” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>There was one item connected with the marriage that he might safely ask,
-and as they went downstairs he put it to his father, watching him very
-narrowly.</p>
-
-<p>“I feel I know all about my mother now,” he said, “except just one
-thing.”</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley turned quickly to him. “I’ve told you all I can tell you,”
-he said sharply.</p>
-
-<p>That was precisely what Colin had been waiting for. There was something
-more, then. But the question which he was ready with was harmless
-enough.</p>
-
-<p>“I only wanted to know where you were married,” he said. “That’s the one
-thing you haven’t told me.”</p>
-
-<p>There was no doubt that this was a relief to his father; he had clearly
-expected something else, not the “where” of the boy’s question, but the
-“when,” which by now had definitely crystallised in Colin’s mind.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, that!” he said. “Stupid of me not to have told you. We were married
-at the British Consulate.”</p>
-
-<p>They passed out into the noonday.</p>
-
-<p>“Mind you remember that, Colin,” said his father. “On my death the
-marriage will have to be proved; it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123">{123}</a></span> will save a search. Your birth was
-registered there, too. And Raymond’s.”</p>
-
-<p>Such was the sum of information that Colin took on board with him that
-afternoon when they embarked on the steamer for Capri, and though in one
-sense it took him back a step, in another it confirmed the idea that had
-grown up in his mind. He felt certain (here was the confirmation) that
-if he had asked his father when the marriage took place, he would have
-been told a date which he would not have believed. Lord Yardley would
-have said that they had been married very soon after his arrival
-twenty-one years ago. He had waited with obvious anxiety for Colin’s one
-question, and he had hailed that question with relief, for he had no
-objection to the boy’s knowing where the contract was made.</p>
-
-<p>And the retrograde step was this: that whereas he had been ready to
-think that his father’s marriage was an event subsequent to his own
-birth and Raymond’s, he was now forced to conclude (owing to the fact
-that his father told and impressed on him to remember, that it had been
-performed at the British Consulate) that he and Raymond were
-legitimately born in wedlock. That seemed for the present to be a
-<i>cul-de-sac</i> in his researches.</p>
-
-<p>The warm, soft air streamed by, and the wind made by the movement of the
-boat enticed Colin out from under the awning into the breeze-tempered
-blaze of the sun. He went forward and found in the bows a place where he
-could be alone and study, like a map, whatever could be charted of his
-discoveries.</p>
-
-<p>That willingness of his father to tell him where the marriage had taken
-place was somehow disconcerting; it implied that the ceremony made valid
-whatever had preceded it. He had himself been born in mid-March, and he
-did not attempt to believe that his father had been married in the
-previous June, the month when he had first come to Italy. But he could
-not help believing that his father had married before his own birth.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124">{124}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Colin was one of those rather rare people who can sit down and think.
-Everybody can sit down and let his mind pleasantly wander over a hundred
-topics, but comparatively few can tether it, so to speak, so that it
-grazes on a small circle only. This accomplishment Colin signally
-possessed, and though now there could be no practical issue to his
-meditations, he set himself to carve out in clear, cutting strokes what
-he would have done in case he had discovered that he and Raymond alike
-were born out of wedlock. He imagined that situation to himself; he
-cropped at it, he grazed on it....</p>
-
-<p>The disclosure, clearly, if the fact had been there, would not have come
-out till his father’s death, and he could see himself looking on the
-face of the dead without the slightest feeling of reproach. He knew that
-his father was leaving him all that could be left away from Raymond; he
-was heir also to Aunt Hester’s money.</p>
-
-<p>But in that case Stanier, and all that went with the title, would not be
-Raymond’s at all; Raymond would be nameless and penniless. And Colin’s
-beautiful mouth twitched and smiled. “That would have been great fun,”
-he said to himself. “Raymond would have been nobody and have had
-nothing. Ha! Raymond would not have had Stanier, and I should have
-ceased to hate him. I should have made him some small allowance.”</p>
-
-<p>Yes, Stanier would have passed from Raymond, and it and all that it
-meant would have gone to Violet ... and at that the whole picture
-started into life and colour. If only now, at this moment, he was
-possessed of the knowledge that he and Raymond alike were illegitimate,
-with what ardour, with what endless subtlety, would he have impelled
-Violet to marry him! How would he have called upon the legendary
-benefactor who for so long had prospered and befriended the Staniers, to
-lend him all the arts and attractions of the lover! With such wiles to
-aid him, he would somehow have forced Violet to give up the idea of
-marrying Raymond in order to get Stanier, and instead, renouncing
-Stanier, take him, and by her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125">{125}</a></span> renunciation for love’s sake, find in the
-end that she had gained (bread upon the waters) all that she had
-imagined was lost.</p>
-
-<p>And he, Colin, in that case, would be her husband, master of Stanier to
-all intents and purposes. Willingly would he have accepted, eagerly
-would he have welcomed that. He wanted what he would never get unless
-Raymond died, except at some such price as that. But it was no use
-thinking about it; his father’s insistence on the place where he and
-Rosina were married made it certain that no such fortunate catastrophe
-could be revealed at his death.</p>
-
-<p>Presently Lord Yardley joined him as they passed along the headland on
-which Sorrento stands, and there were stories of the visit that he and
-Rosina made here during the summer. Colin listened to these with
-suppressed irritation; what did he care whether they had spent a week at
-Sorrento or not? Of all that his father had to tell him, he had mastered
-everything that mattered, and he began to find in these recollections a
-rather ridiculous sentimentality. He knew, of course, that he himself
-was responsible for this; it was he, Rosina’s son, and his father’s love
-for him, that conjured up these tendernesses. He was responsible, too,
-in that all the morning he had listened with so apt a sympathy to
-similar reminiscences. But then he hoped that he was about to learn
-something really worth knowing, whereas now he was convinced that there
-was nothing of that sort to know. Fond as his father had always been of
-him, he easily detected something new in his voice, his gestures, the
-soft eagerness of his eyes; it was as if in him his father was falling
-in love with Rosina.</p>
-
-<p>Sunset burned behind Capri as their steamer drew near to it, and the
-eastern side lay in clear shadow though the sea flared with the
-reflected fires of the sky, and that, too, seemed to produce more
-memories.</p>
-
-<p>“You are so like her, Colin,” said his father, laying his arm round the
-boy’s neck, “and I can imagine that twenty-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126">{126}</a></span>one years have rolled back,
-and that I am bringing her across to Capri for the first time. It was
-just such an evening as this, sunset and a crescent moon. I had already
-bought the villa; we were going back to it together.”</p>
-
-<p>“Straight from the Consulate?” asked Colin quietly.</p>
-
-<p>“What?” asked Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“From the Consulate, father,” he repeated.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes, of course,” said Philip quickly, and his voice seemed to ring
-utterly untrue. “Straight from the Consulate. Ha! there’s Giacomo, my
-boatman. He sees us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Does he remember my mother?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Surely. But don’t ask him about her. These fellows chatter on for ever,
-and it’s half lies.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed. “As I shouldn’t understand one word of it,” he said, “it
-would make little difference whether it was all lies.”</p>
-
-<p>Once again, and more markedly than ever, as they drove up the angled
-dusty road set in stone walls and bordered by the sea of vineyards, the
-sense of homecoming seized Colin. It was not that his father was by him
-or that he was going to his father’s house; the spell worked through the
-other side of his parentage, and he felt himself strangely more akin to
-the boys who, trudging homewards, shouted a salutation to their driver,
-to the girls who clustered on the doorsteps busy with their needle, than
-to the grave man who sat beside him and watched with something of a
-lover’s tenderness his smiles and glances and gestures. Philip read
-Rosina into them all, and she who had so soon sated him till he wearied
-of her, woke in him, through Colin, a love that had never before been
-given her.</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot imagine why I never thought of bringing you out to Italy
-before,” said Philip, “or why, when you asked me to take you, I
-hesitated.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin tucked his arm into his father’s. He was wonderfully skilful in
-displaying such little signs of affection, which cost him nothing and
-meant nothing, but were so well worth while.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127">{127}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Do I seem to fit into it all, father?” he said. “I am so glad if I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“You more than fit into it, my dear,” said Philip. “You’re part of it.
-Why on earth did I never see that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Part of it, am I? That’s exactly what I’ve been feeling all day. I’m at
-home here. Not but what I’m very much at home at Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley clicked his tongue against his teeth. “I wish to God you
-were my eldest son,” he said. “I would give anything if that were
-possible. I would close my eyes ever so contentedly when my time comes
-if I knew that you were going to take my place.”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor old Raymond!” said Colin softly. “He’s doing his best, father.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose he is. But you’re a generous fellow to say that; I shan’t
-forget it. Here we are; bundle out.”</p>
-
-<p>Their carriage had stopped in the piazza, and Colin getting out, felt
-his lips curl into a smile of peculiar satisfaction. That his father
-should believe him to be a generous fellow was pleasant in itself, and
-the entire falsity of his belief added spice to the morsel. He seemed to
-like it better just because it was untrue.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin stepped into the drifting summer existence of visitors to the
-island with the same aptness as that which had graced his entry to his
-mother’s native land. He went down to the bathing-beach after breakfast
-with a book and a packet of cigarettes, and spent a basking amphibious
-morning. Sometimes his father accompanied him, and after a
-constitutional swim, sat in the shade while Colin played the fish in the
-sea or the salamander on the beach. On other mornings Lord Yardley
-remained up at the villa, which suited Colin quite well, for this
-uninterrupted companionship of his father was very tedious. But he
-always managed to leave the impression that he wanted Lord Yardley to
-come with him.</p>
-
-<p>And so much this morning did Colin want to be alone that, had Philip
-said that he was coming with him, he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128">{128}</a></span> would probably have pleaded a
-laziness or indisposition, for he had that morning received a letter
-from Violet which called for solitary and uninterrupted reflection.
-To-day, however, Philip’s brother-in-law, Salvatore Viagi, had announced
-his advent, “to pay his fraternal respects and give his heart’s
-welcome,” so ran his florid phrase&mdash;and Philip remained at the villa to
-receive these tributes.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a nuisance,” he said, “for I should have liked a dip. But I should
-have to hurry back to get here before him.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed. “You speak as if he might steal the silver,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Perfectly capable of it,” said his father. “No, I shouldn’t have said
-that. But he’s perfectly capable of asking for it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin perceived that there was no danger of his father’s coming down to
-bathe with him. “Surely he can wait till we get back,” he said. “Come
-down and bathe, father!”</p>
-
-<p>Philip shook his head. “No, I can’t,” he said. “Salvatore would think it
-very odd and rude if I were not here. He wouldn’t understand: he would
-think I was intentionally unceremonious.”</p>
-
-<p>“He sounds rather a bounder,” observed Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“He does,” said Philip drily.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin took Violet’s letter down to the beach with him, and after a short
-dip of refreshment from his dusty walk, came out cool and shining from
-the sea to dispose himself on the beach that quivered in the hot sun,
-and ponder over it. He read it again twice through, stirring it into his
-brains and his emotions, till it seemed to form part of him....</p>
-
-<p>So Raymond had proposed to her, and, having asked for a week’s delay in
-her answer, she, while the matter was still private, had to tell Colin
-that, as far as she knew her own intentions, she was meaning to accept
-him. And yet this letter in which she said that she was going to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129">{129}</a></span> marry
-his brother, seemed hardly less than a love-letter to himself.</p>
-
-<p>She appeared to remember that last evening at Stanier when, under the
-moon-cast shadow of the yews, she had given him the kiss he asked for,
-just as vividly as did Colin. It was vivid to him because he had asked
-for that with a definite calculated end in view, and with the same end
-in view he had exclaimed how maddening it was to think that Raymond
-would kiss her next. No doubt Raymond had done so, and Violet, though
-she said she meant to marry him, had, perhaps, begun to know something
-more of her own heart. That was why the evening was vivid to her,
-exactly as he had intended it should be. She had learned that there was
-a difference between him and Raymond, which being mistress at Stanier
-might counterbalance, but did not cancel.</p>
-
-<p>The wetness had dried from Colin’s sun-tanned shoulders, and, lying down
-at length on the beach, he drew from his pocket Violet’s letter in order
-to study one passage again which had puzzled him. Here it was:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“You were perfectly brutal to Raymond that evening,” she wrote,
-“and he was admirable in his answer to your rudeness. If we are to
-remain friends you must not behave to him like that. You don’t like
-each other, but he, at any rate now, has control over himself, and
-you must copy his example.”</p>
-
-<p>(“Lord! me copying Raymond’s example,” thought Colin to himself, in
-an ecstatic parenthesis.)</p>
-
-<p>“I shall always do my best to make peace between you, for I am very
-fond of you, but Raymond’s side will in the future be mine. You
-were nice to me afterwards, but, dear Colin, you mustn’t ask me to
-kiss you again. Raymond wouldn’t like it....”</p></div>
-
-<p>With this perusal all that was puzzling vanished. “That’s not genuine;
-none of that’s genuine,” thought Colin. “She says what she’s trying to
-feel, what she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130">{130}</a></span> thinks she ought to feel, and doesn’t feel.” He turned
-the page.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“I hope my news won’t hurt you,” she went on. “After all, we’ve
-settled often enough that we weren’t in love with each other, and
-so when that night you said it was maddening to think of Raymond
-kissing me next, it couldn’t make any difference to you as you
-aren’t in love with me....”</p></div>
-
-<p>No, the news did not hurt Colin, so he told himself, in the way that
-Violet meant, and she was quite right about the reason of that: he was
-not in love with her. But it struck him that the news must undeniably
-hurt Violet herself; she was trying to wriggle away from it, while at
-the same time she tried to justify herself and that unfortunate (or
-should he call it fortunate?) kiss she had given him.</p>
-
-<p>He glanced hastily over the rest; there were more allusions to that last
-evening, more scolding and exhortations about his conduct to Raymond,
-and, as a postscript, the request that he should send her just one line,
-to say he wasn’t hurt. This letter of hers was absolutely private, but
-she had to tell him what was about to happen. In a week’s time both she
-and Raymond would write to his father, who, so Raymond thought, was not
-unprepared.</p>
-
-<p>Colin tore off the final half-sheet of Violet’s letter, and with his
-stylograph scribbled his answer on it. He had long ago made up his mind
-what he should say:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p class="nind">“<span class="smcap">Violet, my dear</span>” (he wrote),<br />
-</p>
-
-<p>“It was delightful of you to tell me, and I send you a million
-congratulations. I am so pleased, for now you will be mistress of
-Stanier, and you seem quite to have fallen in love with Raymond. I
-must be very nice to him, or he’ll never let me come to Stanier in
-days to come, and you will take his side, as you say. But how could
-I be hurt at your news? It is simply charming.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131">{131}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Father and I are having a splendid time out here. I shall try to
-persuade him to stop on after this month. Of course we shall come
-back before your marriage. When is it to be, do you think?</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-“Best love from&nbsp; &nbsp; <br />
-“<span class="smcap">Colin</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>The ink in this hot sun dried almost as quickly as he wrote, and he had
-scarcely signed his own name when it wore the appearance not of a
-tentative sketch but of a finished communication ready for the post,
-and, reading it over, he found that this was so: he could not better it.
-So slipping it back into his pocket, he went across the beach again for
-a longer swim, smiling to himself at the ease with which he had divined
-Violet’s real mind, and at the fitness of his reply. As he swam he
-analysed his own purpose in writing exactly like that.</p>
-
-<p>He had expressed himself with all the cordial geniality of which he was
-capable: he had welcomed Violet’s choice. He had endorsed, as regards
-his own part of the situation, her proposition that he ought not to be
-hurt, since they were not in love with each other, and the eagerness of
-his endorsement (that swift enthusiastic scrawl) would quite certainly
-pique her. He had adopted her attitude, and knew that she would wish he
-had another; the same, in fact, which he had expressed when he had said
-that it was maddening to think that she would be kissing Raymond next.
-Colin knew well how fond she was of him, and his letter would be like
-this plunge into the clear crystal of the sea which, while it cooled
-you, was glowingly invigorating.</p>
-
-<p>He was quite prepared to find that in a week’s time she and Raymond
-would write to his father saying that they were engaged, but not for a
-moment did he believe that they would ever be married. He had but to
-keep up his cordial indifference till Violet found it intolerable. To
-have remonstrated with her, to have allowed that her news hurt him, was
-to give Violet just what she wanted.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132">{132}</a></span> A loveless marriage faced her,
-while all the time she was not heart-whole, and however much she wanted
-Stanier, she would be daily more conscious that the conditions on which
-she got it were a diet of starvation.</p>
-
-<p>“She <i>is</i> rather in love with me,” thought Colin, “and very likely my
-letter will drive her into accepting him. But if only I can keep cool
-and pleasant, she’ll never marry him. Devilish ingenious! And then
-there’s Raymond!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed aloud as he thought of Raymond, who really lay at the
-bottom of all these plans. Even if it had been possible now, before
-Violet accepted him, to intervene in some way and cause her to refuse
-instead of to take him, he would not have stirred a finger, for thus he
-would baulk himself of the completeness of Raymond’s discomfiture, since
-Raymond would feel the breaking off of his engagement more bitterly than
-an original refusal. Let Violet accept him first and then throw him
-over. That would be a real counter-irritant to the sting of Raymond’s
-primogeniture, an appreciable counterweight to his future possession of
-Stanier.</p>
-
-<p>It had been a check in that fraternal feud that Raymond’s birth and his
-own were certainly legitimate, and that nothing now could stand in the
-way of his brother’s succession, but if the check in that direction had
-not occurred, there would never have been any chance of Violet’s
-marrying him, and Raymond would have been spared the wounding
-humiliation which instinctively, Colin felt sure, was to be dealt him.
-Raymond was genuinely desirous of her; he would feel her loss very
-shrewdly. If only, by some diabolical good fortune, Raymond could lose
-them both! Colin saw himself, Violet by his side, smilingly observing
-Raymond’s final departure from Stanier, and hoping that he would have a
-pleasant journey.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Alas! it was time to swim shorewards again, for the morning boat from
-Naples which was carrying Salvatore Viagi had already gone by on its
-tourist route to the Blue<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133">{133}</a></span> Grotto, and Salvatore would have disembarked
-at the Marina. He felt curious to see Uncle Salvatore, and was
-determined to make himself uncommonly pleasant, for there might be
-things which Salvatore knew which his father had not told him. The date
-of the marriage, for instance; though he despaired of any practical use
-arising from that, Colin would like to know when it took place.</p>
-
-<p>He dressed and strolled up through the vineyards through which,
-twenty-one years ago, his father had gone, tasting for the first time
-the liberty and gaiety of the South, and found his little jingling
-conveyance awaiting him. His quiet concentrated hate of Raymond sat
-smiling beside him up the dusty road, and he rejoiced in its
-companionship.</p>
-
-<p>Colin found that Salvatore had arrived, and his father was waiting lunch
-for him, and so without decoration of himself in the way of brushings or
-putting on tie or socks, he went straight to the salon. There was
-sitting there a very gorgeously-dressed gentleman, and his heart fell as
-he saw him, for it would be difficult to cultivate cordial relationships
-with so exquisite a bounder, whatever information might be the reward of
-his efforts.</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore was clad in ill-fitting broadcloth, florid with braid; he wore
-patent leather shoes, a tie of pink billows in which nestled a
-preposterous emerald, cuffs and collar clearly detachable, and a gold
-watch-chain from which a large, cheap locket depended. Luxuriant hair,
-suspiciously golden and carefully curled, crowned his face; fierce
-moustaches, brushed and waxed, were trained away to show a mouth full of
-dazzling teeth, and his features were just those of a wax bust,
-representing the acme of masculine beauty, that may be seen in the
-window of a hairdresser.</p>
-
-<p>With this troubadour was sitting his father, stiff and starched and
-iced. Colin guessed that this period of waiting had been embarrassing,
-for both seemed highly relieved at his entry, and the troubadour bounded
-to his feet with a tenor cry of welcome.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134">{134}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“<i>Collino mio!</i>” he exclaimed, kissing him, to Colin’s great surprise,
-on both cheeks. “Ah, the joy of the day when I behold my own nephew! And
-you are so like her, so like her. Look on the image of her which I ever
-carry about with me! I do not forget her, no, no!”</p>
-
-<p>He opened the locket, and showed Colin a photograph faded into
-illegibility.</p>
-
-<p>“Her eyes, her nose, her mouth,” he said. “I see again the features of
-my adored Rosina!”</p>
-
-<p>This was so much worse than could possibly have been expected, that the
-only thing to be done was to treat it all as some game, some monstrous
-charade. This was the stock of which he had come; his mother was sister
-to this marvellous mountebank. At that moment Colin hated his father;
-how could he have joined himself to any of such a family? It was clearer
-than ever that, whatever the history of that year preceding his birth
-had been, it had not begun with marriage. His father had been prey to a
-pretty face.</p>
-
-<p>Then he set himself to play the game.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear Uncle Salvatore!” he said. “I can’t tell you how I’ve been looking
-forward to seeing you. I hurried in, as you see, when I heard you were
-here, without dressing or tidying myself. I could not wait. And you
-think I am like my mother?”</p>
-
-<p>“But you are a true Viagi! You are the very image of her. And if I place
-myself beside you, my noble brother-in-law will not, I think, fail to
-mark a certain family resemblance.”</p>
-
-<p>He put his hand on Colin’s shoulder as if for a Bank Holiday photograph,
-and rose on his toes to make himself the taller.</p>
-
-<p>At that his noble brother-in-law, catching Colin’s merry glance, which
-shouted to him, “Play up, father, play up!” seemed to determine to make
-the best of it, too.</p>
-
-<p>“Amazing resemblance,” he said, rising. “Two brothers. Shall we go in to
-lunch? Please go on, Salvatore.”</p>
-
-<p>“With the escort of my brother Colin,” said Salvatore,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135">{135}</a></span> in tremendous
-good spirits. He had clearly, so he thought, found a friendly heart in
-Colin, who would no doubt in time warm the heart of his brother-in-law,
-which at present seemed inclined to be chilly. It was desirable that a
-more generous warmth should be diffused there, before they came to speak
-of financial matters.</p>
-
-<p>Philip’s efforts in answer to Colin’s unspoken bidding, to see the
-humorous side of their visitor, were put to a sad strain before that
-portentous meal was over. Salvatore was bent on making a fine and
-dashing impression, and adopted for that end a manner compounded of brag
-and rich adulation.</p>
-
-<p>“Your cousins, Collino, my own beloved children!” he exclaimed. “Never
-will Vittoria and Cecilia forgive me, if I do not on my return prove to
-have got your promise to pay them a visit before you quit Italy. We must
-persuade your father to spare you for a day; you must dine and sleep,
-and, ho, ho! who knows but that when our ladies have gone to bed, you
-and I will not play the bachelor in our gay Naples? It would, I am
-afraid, be useless to urge you, my dear Philip, to be of the party, but
-ah! the happiness, ah! the honour that there would be in the Palazzo
-Viagi, if Lord Yardley would make himself of the family! But I know, I
-know: you come here to enjoy your quiet and blessed memories.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very good of you, Salvatore,” said Philip. “But, as you say, I come
-here for quiet. I am afraid I shall hardly be able to get across to
-Naples.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! <i>Il eremito</i>, as we say! The hermit, is it not?”</p>
-
-<p>“You speak excellent English, Uncle Salvatore,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“And should I not? Was not English the language of my adored mother? It
-is Vittoria’s dream to go to England. Some day, perhaps, I will take
-Vittoria to see the home of her English ancestors, of her grandmother
-and of yours, my Colin. But the expense! <i>Dio!</i> the expense of travel.
-Once it was not so with the Viagi; they did not need to count their
-soldi, and now there are no soldi<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136">{136}</a></span> to count! They were rich once; their
-wealth was colossal, and had it not been for nefarious enemies,
-slanderers, and swindlers, they would be rich still, and a line of
-princes. As it is, they have nothing left them but their pride, and from
-that, whatever their poverty, they will never part. I, the head of the
-family, proclaim that to the world.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very proper,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore had hit himself quite a severe blow on the chest as he
-proclaimed his pride, which had set him coughing. This was curable by a
-considerable draught of hock, which started him again on the adulatory
-tack.</p>
-
-<p>“A nectar! Nectar of the gods,” he exclaimed. “There is no such wine to
-be obtained in my beggarly country. But you must be a millionaire to
-drink it. I would die happy drowned in wine like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“You must take a bottle or two away with you,” said Philip, rising. “If
-you will excuse me for ten minutes, there are a couple of letters I want
-to finish for this afternoon’s post. And then, perhaps, you will spare
-me a quarter of an hour, Salvatore, for a talk. There will be plenty of
-time before your boat goes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear friend, my time is yours,” said Salvatore, “and the boat may go to
-Naples without me if we have not finished. I brought a small toilet bag
-in case I stopped the night. I can no doubt find a room at some modest
-hotel.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think that will be necessary,” said Philip, leaving him and
-Colin together.</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore poured himself out some more of the nectar when the door had
-closed (he was making sure of taking a bottle at least with him), and
-pointed dramatically to his heart.</p>
-
-<p>“My noble and venerated brother-in-law has never rallied from the shock
-of your mother’s death,” he said. “His heart broke. He lives only for
-the day when he will rejoin her. Till then it is a solace to him to
-minister to those who were nearest and dearest to Rosina. So gener<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137">{137}</a></span>ous a
-heart! Do you think I made a good impression on him to-day?”</p>
-
-<p>“Admirable! Excellent!” said Colin. “Now talk to me about the old days,
-Uncle Salvatore. A glass of brandy? Did you see my father that year he
-spent in Italy, when he married my mother, and when I was born?”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore paused in the sipping of his brandy and made a splendid scowl
-with gesture of fist and rolling eyes. Quick as a lizard, Colin saw that
-he must appear to know facts which hitherto were only conjecture to him,
-if he was to learn the cause of these grimaces.</p>
-
-<p>“I know all, of course, Uncle Salvatore,” he said. “You can speak to me
-quite freely.”</p>
-
-<p>“And yet you ask if I was there!” said Salvatore. “Should I have
-permitted it? I was but a boy of eighteen, and in a bank at Rome, but,
-had I known, boy as I was, I should have gone to your father and have
-said, ‘Marry my sister out of hand or face the vengeance of Salvatore
-Viagi.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>Colin held out his hand. “You would have done well, Uncle Salvatore,” he
-said. “I thank you for my mother’s sake.”</p>
-
-<p>This was so deeply affecting to Salvatore that he had to take a little
-more brandy. This made him take a kindlier view of his noble
-brother-in-law.</p>
-
-<p>“Yet I wrong him,” he said. “There was no need for Salvatore Viagi to
-intervene for his sister’s honour. She died Countess of Yardley, an
-alliance honourable to both of our families.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, yes,” said Colin. “I am proud of my Viagi blood. The marriage
-was at the British Consulate, of course. What day of the month was it,
-do you remember?”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore made a negative gesture. “The exact date escapes me,” he said.
-“But it was spring: March, it would have been March, I think. Two
-letters I got from<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138">{138}</a></span> my beloved Rosina at that time; in one she told of
-the marriage, in the next of the birth of her sons. I have those letters
-still. Treasured possessions, for the next news of my Rosina was that
-her sweet soul had departed! My God, what lamentations were mine! What
-floods of never-ceasing tears!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin thought rapidly and intently as he replenished his uncle’s glass
-with brandy. No definite scheme formed itself in his mind, but, whatever
-possibilities future reflection might reveal to him, it would clearly be
-a good thing to get hold of those letters. He might conceivably want to
-destroy them.</p>
-
-<p>He leaned forward towards Salvatore. “Dear Uncle Salvatore,” he said, “I
-am going to ask a tremendous favour of you. I have nothing of my
-mother’s, and I never saw her, as you know. But I am learning to love
-her, and those letters would be so treasured by me. You have the memory
-of her, all those delightful days you must have spent together. Will you
-give me those letters? I hope before long to come across to Naples and
-see you and my cousins, and it would good of you if you would give me
-them. Then I shall have something of hers.”</p>
-
-<p>A sob sounded in Salvatore’s voice. “You shall have them, my Colin,” he
-said, “and in turn perhaps you can do something for me. Intercede, I
-pray you, with your father. He is a generous, a noble soul, but he does
-not know my needs, and I am too proud to speak of them. Tell him, then,
-that you wrung out of me that I am in abject poverty. Vittoria is
-growing up, and dowerless maidens are not sought after.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I will do all I can,” said Colin warmly. “I will talk to my
-father as soon as you have gone. And I may say that he listens to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will send off the letters to you to-night,” he said. “And what joy
-will there be in Casa Viagi, when my girls know that their cousin Colin
-is to visit us! When will that happy day be?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, I must write to you about that,” said Colin,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139">{139}</a></span> noticing that the
-Palazzo had become a Casa. “Leave me your card. And now it is time for
-you to talk to my father; I will see if he is ready. But not a word of
-all we have been saying, to him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Trust me, my nephew,” said Salvatore gaily.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140">{140}</a></span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IV-b" id="CHAPTER_IV-b"></a>CHAPTER IV</h3>
-
-<p>Colin used his good offices with his father to such effect that he
-succeeded in procuring for Salvatore a further substantial cheque, in
-addition to that which he had carried off with the two bottles of wine
-that afternoon. His uncle apparently thought better of his reckless
-generosity in sending the letters of which Colin was desirous quite
-unconditionally, but the receipt of the second cheque was sufficient,
-and the morning’s post two days later brought them.</p>
-
-<p>They were written in ill-spelled English, and contained precisely what
-his uncle had told him. The first, dated March 1, gave the information
-that she had been married that morning to Philip Lord Stanier; the
-second, dated March 17, stated that a week ago she had given birth to
-twins. They were quite brief, conveyed no other news, and had evidently
-been preserved with care, for the purple ink in which they were written
-was quite unfaded. But apart from the fact now definitely known to Colin
-that his father had legalised his life with Rosina but ten days before
-he himself and Raymond were born, they did not help in any way towards
-the attainment of the double object which now was putting out firm,
-fibrous roots in his mind as the ideal project, namely to prove by some
-means yet utterly unconjecturable the illegitimacy of Raymond and
-himself, and, by marrying Violet, who in that case would succeed to the
-title and the estates, to become master of Stanier. Indeed these letters
-were but a proof the more of what was no doubt sufficiently attested in
-the register of the British Consulate, namely, that the marriage had
-taken place previously to his own birth.</p>
-
-<p>It seemed a hopeless business. Even if, by some rare and lucky
-mischance, there was any irregularity in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141">{141}</a></span> record at the Consulate,
-these letters, so long as they were in existence, constituted, if not a
-proof, at any rate a strong presumption in favour of the marriage having
-taken place on the first of the month, and it might be better to destroy
-them out of hand so that such testimony as they afforded could not by
-any possibility be produced. And yet he hesitated; somehow, in his
-subconscious mind, perhaps, there was a stir and a ferment which bubbled
-with a suggestion that had not yet reached his consciousness. Might not
-something conceivably be done with them?... It was maddening that just
-ten days out of all those uneventful hundreds of days which had elapsed
-since, should suffice to wreck any project that he might make.</p>
-
-<p>And then a bubble of that ferment broke into his conscious mind. There
-was the letter, announcing the marriage which had taken place that day
-dated March 1. There was the letter dated March 17 announcing the birth
-of himself and Raymond a week previously. What if by the insertion of a
-single numeral in front of the “1” of the first date, he converted it
-into March 31st? As far as these two letters went, they would in that
-case show precisely what he desired.</p>
-
-<p>Psychologically, too, there would be a reasonable interpretation. In his
-father, it would be argued, there had sprung up after the birth of his
-sons, a tenderness and an affection for the mother of them, and he had
-married her so that she, in the future, might bear him legitimate
-offspring. Already she had borne two lusty and healthy sons; the union
-was vigorous and fruitful.</p>
-
-<p>Colin got up from the long chair in his bedroom where he had taken these
-letters, and began softly pacing up and down the floor, lithe and alert,
-and smiling. His father was coming down with him to bathe that morning,
-but there was a quarter of an hour yet before he need join him
-downstairs, and a great deal of thinking might be put into a quarter of
-an hour if you could only concentrate.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142">{142}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He knew he was very far yet from the attainment of his ambition, for
-that register at the Consulate, which somehow he must manage to see,
-might contain insuperable obstacles to success. There might, for
-instance, be other entries between March 1 of that year and March 31, so
-that even if he could contrive to alter the first date into the second
-it would throw those other entries, if such existed, out of their
-chronological order; the marriage contracted on March 31 would precede
-those that lay in between the two dates. In that case he might have to
-tear out the page in which this entry occurred, and that might be quite
-impossible of accomplishment.</p>
-
-<p>It would not be wise, at any rate, to tamper with the date on this first
-letter of his mother’s, till he knew how the ground lay at the
-Consulate. But given that it proved possible to make some alteration in
-the register or tear out a page, how conclusively would his case be
-established, if, in support of that, there were produced those letters
-of his mother?</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore the troubadour.... Colin frowned and bit his lip at the
-thought of Salvatore, who would be ready to swear that, when he parted
-with those letters to Colin, the one that conveyed the news of his
-sister’s marriage was dated March 1, not March 31. There were experts on
-such subjects, too; prying, meticulous men who made a profession of
-detecting little things like altered dates, and produced evidence about
-a difference of hand or a difference in the analysis of two inks.</p>
-
-<p>Yet if the register at the Consulate was found to endorse the evidence
-of the letters? The same detective-minded folk would examine the record
-at the Consulate, and might arrive at the damnable conclusion that it,
-too, had been tampered with. And if the letters which bore signs of
-being tampered with were in Colin’s possession, and he was known to have
-visited the register at the Consulate, there would be an unwelcome
-conclusion as to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143">{143}</a></span> who had committed a forgery. Penal servitude was not
-an agreeable substitute for Stanier.</p>
-
-<p>Colin focused his clear brain, as if it had been a lens, on Salvatore.
-He had been very decorative and melodramatic on the subject of his
-sister’s honour, but there had been much of cheap strutting, of tinsel,
-of footlights about that. And Salvatore, so Colin reasoned with a
-melting and a smoothing out of his frown, was not all strutting and
-swagger. There was a very real side to that impecunious uncle with his
-undowered Vittoria. His concern for his sister’s honour was not surely
-so dominant in him as his desire for coin. A suitable cheque would no
-doubt induce him to recollect that the first of Rosina’s letters
-announced the births of the twins, the second, that of March 31, her
-marriage.</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore, for love of Vittoria (to put it at that), would probably see
-the sense of allowing his memory of the dates at the head of this letter
-to be faulty. He would not be obliged to perjure himself in any way; all
-he had got to do (given that a page had been torn out of the register at
-the Consulate, or that the date of the marriage as recorded there was
-March 31) was to swear that his sister’s letters had always been in his
-possession until he had given them to his attractive nephew.... Yes,
-Salvatore would surely not prove an insuperable obstacle; he would rate
-the living, himself and Vittoria, higher than the dead.</p>
-
-<p>For one moment, brief as that in which, according to the legend, the
-ancestral Colin had considered whether he should close with that strange
-offer made him in the sheep-fold, his descendant, his living
-incarnation, hesitated when he thought of his father. His father had
-always been devoted to him, and such affection as Colin was capable of
-was his. But, after all, Philip would necessarily be dead when (and if)
-the discovery was made that Rosina’s letter to her brother gave the date
-of the marriage as March 31, and when, on search being<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144">{144}</a></span> made in the
-register of the British Consulate, it was discovered that, owing to a
-page being missing, there was no record of the marriage at all, or that
-the date given there corresponded with that of Rosina’s letter.</p>
-
-<p>Colin had no intention of producing this evidence in his father’s
-lifetime; there might be counter-proofs which his father could produce.
-If he could only make some dealing with the register and with the date
-on the letter, he would let the whole matter sleep till his father was
-dead. Then nothing could hurt him; you cannot hurt the dead. Even
-if&mdash;Colin gave little thought to this&mdash;the spirit of the dead survived
-in consciousness of the living, would not his father’s spirit gladly
-make this posthumous sacrifice of his earthly honour and rejoice to see
-Colin, his beloved, master of Stanier? So his hesitation was fleeting as
-breath on a frosty morning, it appeared but mistily, and dispersed.</p>
-
-<p>His father, out in the garden, was calling him, and with a cheerful
-response he picked up his towels and went downstairs. For the present
-there was but one necessary step to be taken; he had to get a day in
-Naples before he left, and pay a visit to the British Consulate. It was
-no use making any further plans beyond that, in his ignorance of what he
-should find there. A visit to his uncle, and a night spent there, might
-possibly serve as an excuse.</p>
-
-<p>Philip had also heard from his brother-in-law this morning: the
-communication was not so satisfactory to him, as Colin’s post had been.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve heard from Salvatore,” he said. “He’s a nauseating fellow, Colin.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no; only a comic, father,” said Colin gaily. “You take him too
-heavily.”</p>
-
-<p>“Read that,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>The letter was certainly characteristic, and as Colin read his smile
-broadened into a laugh. The writer spoke of the deep humiliation it was
-for a Viagi to take gifts from any; it had not been so with them once,
-for the family had been the dispensers of a royal bounty. Indeed,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145">{145}</a></span> two
-considerations only made it possible for him to do so, the first his
-paternal devotion to his two sweet maids, Vittoria and Cecilia, the
-second his fraternal devotion to his noble and generous relative. That
-sentiment did honour to them both, and with happy tears of gratitude he
-acknowledged the safe receipt of the cheque. He wrote with some
-distraction, for his sweet maids kept interrupting him to know if he had
-sent their most respectful love to their uncle, and had reminded their
-dearest Colin that they looked for his advent with prodigious excitement
-and pleasure. They demanded to know when that hour would dawn for them.
-One bottle of the nectar of France would be preserved for that day to
-drink the health of his friend, his relative, his noblest of
-benefactors. He signed himself “Viagi,” as if the princely honours had
-been restored.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but priceless,” said Colin. “Haven’t you got a sense of humour,
-father?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not where Salvatore is concerned. As for your going over to dine and
-sleep, I shan’t let you. Do you know we’ve only got a fortnight more
-here, Colin?”</p>
-
-<p>“I know; isn’t it awful?” said Colin with a sigh. “But about my going
-over for a night. I wonder if I hadn’t better do that. It would be kind,
-you know. He would like it.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip passed his hand over the boy’s shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, are you growing wings?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, and they don’t go well with my cloven hoofs. In other words, I
-should loathe spending the night there, and yet Uncle Salvatore would
-like it. Then I don’t want to leave you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t then. Salvatore, thanks to you, has got double his usual
-allowance. You’ve done enough for him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, but that didn’t cost me anything,” said Colin. “It only cost you.
-I’ve still my debt to pay for the wonderful entertainment he gave me
-here. Besides he is actually my uncle: I’m a Viagi. Princely line,
-father!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t marry one of the young princesses,” said his father.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146">{146}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Colin had one moment’s acute thought before he answered. It struck him
-that his father could hardly have said that if in his very self he had
-loved his mother. But what he had said just came from his very self....
-He laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll promise not to, however entrancing Vittoria is,” he said. “Ah, how
-divine the sea looks this morning. I long to be in it.”</p>
-
-<p>A sudden idea occurred to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Do let us stop on another fortnight, father,” he said. “Can’t we?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t,” said he. “I must get back by the end of the month. But&mdash;” he
-paused a moment and Colin knew that he had caught his own idea, which
-his suggestion was designed to prompt. “There’s no reason why you
-shouldn’t have another fortnight here if you want,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Colin had fallen behind his father on the narrow path to the
-bathing-place, and gave a huge grin of satisfaction at his own subtlety.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I should love that!” he said, “though it won’t be half as much fun
-as if you would stop too. And then I can go over to Naples with you when
-you start homewards, and make my wings sprout by staying with Uncle
-Salvatore.”</p>
-
-<p>Nothing could have fallen out more conveniently, and Colin, as for the
-next two hours he floated in the warm sea and basked on the hot pebbles,
-had a very busy mind in his lazy, drifting body. His father’s absence
-would certainly make his investigations easier. He could, for instance,
-present Lord Yardley’s card at the Consulate with his own, and get leave
-to inspect the register with a view to making a copy of it, in
-accordance with his father’s wishes. Better yet, he could spend a few
-days in Naples, make the acquaintance of the Consul in some casual
-manner, and produce his request on the heels of an agreeable impression.
-He would not, in any case, be limited to a single visit, or tied by the
-necessity of acting at once.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147">{147}</a></span> He would not have to fire his bribe, with
-regard to the letters like a pistol in Salvatore’s face, he would be
-careful and deliberate, not risking a false step owing to the need of
-taking an immediate one. And all the time the suggestion of stopping on
-here alone had not come from himself at all. His father had made it.</p>
-
-<p>On the way up to the villa again after the morning’s bathe, they often
-called at the post-office in the piazza for letters that had arrived by
-the midday post. To-day these were handed under the grille to Colin,
-and, sorting them out between his father and himself, he observed that
-there were two for Lord Yardley in the handwritings of Raymond and
-Violet. Possibly these were only the dutiful and trivial communications
-of those at home, but possibly Violet’s week of postponement had been
-shortened.</p>
-
-<p>“Two from Stanier for you, father,” he said. “Violet and Raymond. The
-rest for me.”</p>
-
-<p>His father looked at the envelopes.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Raymond’s spider scrawl is evident enough,” he said. “I never saw
-such a handwriting except yours; his and yours I can never tell apart.
-One wants leisure to decipher you and Raymond.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin simmered with impatience to see his father put both of these
-letters into his pocket, and simmered even more ebulliently when, having
-put them on the table at lunch, his father appeared to forget completely
-about them, and left them there when lunch was over. But Colin could
-remind him of that, and presently the one from Violet lay open.</p>
-
-<p>His father gave an exclamation of surprise, and then was absorbed in it.
-It appeared to be short, for presently he had finished, and, still
-without a word to Colin, opened the letter from Raymond. Here
-exclamations of impatience at the ugly, illegible handwriting took the
-place of surprise, and it was ten minutes more before he spoke to Colin.
-He, meantime, had settled with himself, in case these letters contained
-what he guessed for certain that they must contain, that since Violet’s
-previous<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148">{148}</a></span> warning to him was private, he would let the news that his
-father would presently tell him be a big emotional surprise to him. This
-would entail dissimulation, but that was no difficulty. Colin knew
-himself to be most convincing when his brain, not his sincerity,
-dictated his behaviour.</p>
-
-<p>“Have Violet and Raymond written to you to-day?” asked his father.</p>
-
-<p>Colin yawned. He generally took a siesta after the long morning in the
-sea and sun, and it was already past his usual hour. There was a
-pleasant fiction that he retired to write letters.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” he said, getting up. “Well, I’m off, father. Lots of letters....”</p>
-
-<p>“Wait a moment. Violet and Raymond send me news which pleases me very
-much. They’re engaged to be married.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin stared, then laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“I’d forgotten it was the first of April,” he said. “I thought we were
-in June.”</p>
-
-<p>“We are,” said his father. “But it’s no joke, Colin. I’m quite serious.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin looked fixedly at his father for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” he said, and getting up walked to the window. He stood there with
-his back to the room twirling the blind-string, and seeming to
-assimilate the news. Then, as if making a strong effort with himself, he
-turned himself again, all sunshine.</p>
-
-<p>“By Jove, Raymond will be happy!” he said. “How&mdash;how perfectly splendid!
-He’s head over ears in love with her, has been for the last six months.
-Lucky dog! He’s got everything now!”</p>
-
-<p>He could play on his father like some skilled musician, making the chord
-he wanted to sound with never a mistake. Those words “he’s got
-everything now,” conveyed exactly the impression he intended, namely,
-that Violet was, to him, an important part in Raymond’s possessions.
-That was the right chord.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149">{149}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>It sounded.</p>
-
-<p>“But it was a great surprise to you, Colin,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, father,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“The surprise, then, was that Violet has accepted him,” said Lord
-Yardley gently. He felt himself to be probing Colin’s mind ever so
-tenderly, while Colin looked at him wide-eyed like a child who trusts
-his surgeon.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, father,” he said again. “It surprised me very much.”</p>
-
-<p>This was magnificent; he knew just what was passing in his father’s
-mind; unstinted admiration of himself for having so warm-heartedly
-welcomed the news of Raymond’s good fortune, and unstinted sympathy
-because his father had guessed a reason why Violet’s engagement was a
-shock to him. This was immensely to the good, for when, as he felt no
-doubt would happen, Violet threw over Raymond for himself, Lord Yardley
-would certainly remember with what magnanimous generosity he had
-congratulated Raymond on his success. Whether anything came of his
-project about the register or not, he was determined to marry Violet,
-for so the thirst of his hatred of his brother would be assuaged. But
-how long and how sweet would the drink be, if in the cup was mingled the
-other also.</p>
-
-<p>His father came across the room to where he still stood by the window,
-and laid loving hands on his shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, old boy,” he said. “Are you fond of Violet&mdash;like that?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin nodded without speech.</p>
-
-<p>“I had no idea of it,” said Lord Yardley. “I often watched you and her
-together, and I thought you were only as brother and sister. Upon my
-word, Raymond seems to have got everything.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s smile was inimitable. It seemed to fight its way to his
-beautiful mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got you, father,” he said, out of sheer exuberance of wickedness.</p>
-
-<p>The subject was renewed that night when they sat under<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150">{150}</a></span> the
-vine-wreathed pergola where they had dined. The sun, bowling down the
-steep cliff away westward, had just plunged into the sea, and darkness
-came swiftly over the sky, without that long-drawn period of fading
-English twilight in which day is slowly transformed into night. Here
-night leaped from its lair in the East and with a gulp absorbed the
-flames of sunset and swiftly the stars sprang from the hiding-places
-where all day they had lain concealed, and burning large and low made a
-diffused and penetrating greyness of illumination that dripped like
-glowing rain from the whole heavens.</p>
-
-<p>Dim and veiled though that luminance was, compared to the faintest of
-the lights of day, it gave a curious macabre distinctness to everything,
-and Colin’s face, in a pool of star-shine that filtered between the
-trailing garlands of the vines, wore to his father some strange,
-wraith-like aspect. So often had he sat here in such light as this with
-Rosina opposite him, and all that he loved in Rosina seemed now to have
-been reincarnated, spectre-like, in the boy he cared more for than he
-cared for all the rest of the world. All that he had missed in the woman
-who had satisfied and so soon sated his physical senses, flowered in
-Colin with his quick intelligence, his sunny affection.... And his
-father, for all his longing, could do nothing to help him in this
-darkness which had overshadowed the dawn of love for him.</p>
-
-<p>Instead of Colin, Raymond had got all, that son of his whom he had never
-liked even, and had always, in some naturally-unnatural manner, been
-jealous of, in that he would inherit all that his own fingers would one
-day relax their hold on. Had it been Colin who would grasp the sceptre
-of the Staniers, Philip would, as he had said, close his eyes for his
-last sleep in unenvious content. And now Raymond had got the desire of
-his heart as well, which, too, was the desire of Colin’s heart.</p>
-
-<p>All day, since the arrival of those letters, Colin had been very quiet,
-yet without any bitterness; grave and sweet, but only a shadow, a ghost
-of himself for gaiety.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151">{151}</a></span> Now his face, pale in the starlight, was
-ghostlike also, and his father divined in it an uncomplaining suffering,
-infinitely pathetic.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, I wish I could do anything for you,” he said, with unusual
-emotion. “You are such a dear fellow, and you bear it all with such
-wonderful patience. Wouldn’t it do you good now to curse Raymond a
-little?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin felt that he must not overdo the angelic rôle.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’ve been doing so,” he said, “but I think I shall stop. It’s no
-use. It wouldn’t hurt Raymond, even if he knew about it, and it doesn’t
-help me. And it’s certainly time I stopped sulking. Have I been very
-sulky all evening, father? Apologies.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve been a brick. But about stopping out here alone. Are you sure
-you won’t mope and be miserable? Perhaps I might manage to stay out with
-you an extra week.”</p>
-
-<p>That would not do at all. Colin hastened to put that out of the
-question.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but you must do nothing of the kind,” he said quickly. “I know
-you’ve got to get back. I shan’t mope at all. And I think one gets used
-to things quicker alone. There’s only just one thing I wonder about.
-Have we both been quite blind about Violet? Has she been in love with
-Raymond without our knowing it? I, at any rate, had no idea of it. She’s
-in love with him now, I suppose. Did her letter give you that
-impression?”</p>
-
-<p>Philip hesitated. Violet’s letter, short and unemotional, had not given
-him any such impression. But so triumphantly successful had been Colin’s
-assumption of the unembittered, though disappointed, lover, that he
-paused, positively afraid that Colin would regret that Violet’s heart
-was not so blissfully engaged as his brother’s. Before he answered Colin
-spoke again:</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, I see,” he said. “She’s in love with him, and you are afraid it
-will hurt me to know it. Ripping of you.... After all, she’s lucky, too,
-isn’t she? She’s got the fellow she loves, and she’ll be mistress of
-Stanier.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152">{152}</a></span> I think she adores Stanier almost as much as you and I,
-father.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin felt he could not better this as a conclusion. He rose and
-stretched himself.</p>
-
-<p>“There!” he said. “That expresses what I feel in my mind. It has been
-cramped all day, and now I’ve stretched it, and am not going to have
-cramp any more. What shall we do? Stroll down to the piazza, or sit here
-and play piquet? I vote for the piazza. Diversion, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin pleaded sleepiness on their return from the piazza as an excuse
-for early retirement, but the sleepiness was not of the sort that led to
-sleep, and he lay long awake, blissfully content and wondering at
-himself with an intense and conscious interest. Never before had it so
-forcibly struck him that deception was a thing that was dear to him
-through some inherent attraction of its own, irrespective of what
-material advantages it might bring him; it was lovely in itself,
-irrespective of the fruit it bore. Never yet, too, had it struck him at
-all that he disliked love, and this was a discovery worth thinking over.</p>
-
-<p>Often, especially during these last weeks, he had known that his
-father’s love for him bored him, as considered as an abstract quality,
-though he welcomed it as a means to an end. That end invariably had been
-not only the material advantages it brought him, but the gratification
-of his own hatred of Raymond. For, so he unerringly observed, his own
-endearing of himself to his father served to displace Raymond more and
-more, and to-day’s manœuvres were a brilliant counter-attack to the
-improved position Raymond had made for himself in those last weeks at
-Stanier. But, apart from these ends, he had no use for any love that was
-given him, nor any desire to give in return. To hate and to get, he
-found, when he looked into himself, was the mainspring which moved
-thought, word, and action.</p>
-
-<p>Outside, the evening breeze had quite died down, but the silent
-tranquillity of the summer night was broken<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153">{153}</a></span> by the sound of a footfall
-on the garden terrace below the window, which he knew must be that of
-his father strolling up and down there. For a moment that rather vexed
-him; it seemed to disturb his own isolation, for he wanted to be
-entirely encompassed in himself. It was inconsiderate of his father to
-go quarter-decking out there, intruding into his own consciousness;
-besides, Colin had told him that he was sleepy, and he should have kept
-quiet.</p>
-
-<p>But then the explanation of his ramble up and down occurred to Colin.
-There could be no doubt that his father was troubled for him, and was
-made restless by thinking of him and his disappointment. That made Colin
-smile, not for pleasure in his father’s love, but for pleasure in his
-trouble. He was worrying himself over Colin’s aching heart, and the boy
-had a smile for that pleasing thought; it had an incense for him.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>He began to wonder, idly at first, but with growing concentration,
-whether he hated his father. He did not wish him ill, but ... but
-supposing this business of the register was satisfactorily accomplished,
-and supposing he succeeded, as he felt no doubt he would, in causing
-Violet to throw over Raymond and marry himself, he did not see that
-there would be much gained by his father’s continued existence. He would
-be in the way then, he would stand between him and his mastership,
-through Violet, of Stanier. That, both from his passion for the place,
-and from the joyous triumph of ejecting Raymond, was the true object of
-his life: possession and hatred, to get and to hate. His father, when
-these preliminary feats had been carried through, would be an obstacle
-to his getting, and he supposed that he would hate him then.</p>
-
-<p>Lying cool and naked under his sheet, Colin suddenly felt himself flush
-with the exuberance of desire and vitality. Hate seemed as infinite as
-love; you could not plumb the depths of the former any more than you
-could scale the heights of the other, while acquisition, the clutching
-and the holding, stretched as far as renunciation; he who<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154">{154}</a></span> lived for
-himself would not be satisfied until he had grasped all, any more than
-he who lived for others would not be satisfied until he had given all,
-retaining nothing out of self-love.</p>
-
-<p>With Violet as his wife, legal owner of Stanier, and Raymond outcast and
-disinherited, it seemed to Colin that he would have all he wanted, and
-yet in this flush of desire that combed through him now, as the tide
-combs through the weeds of the sea, he realised that desire was infinite
-and could never be satisfied when once it had become the master passion.
-No one who is not content will ever be content, and none so burned with
-unsatisfied longing as he. If he could not love he could hate, and if he
-could not give he could get.</p>
-
-<p>The steps on the terrace below had long ceased, though, absorbed in this
-fever of himself, he had not noticed their cessation. His activity of
-thought communicated itself to his body, and it was impossible in this
-galvanic restlessness to lie quiet in bed. Movement was necessary, and,
-wrapping his sheet round him, he went to his open window and leaned out.</p>
-
-<p>The night was starlit and utterly tranquil; no whisper of movement
-sounded from the stone-pine that stood in the garden and challenged by
-its stirring the most imperceptible of breezes. Yet to his sense the
-quiet tingled with some internal and tremendous vibration; a force was
-abroad which held it gripped and charged to the uttermost, and it was
-this force, whatever it was, that thrilled and possessed him. The warm,
-tingling current of it bathed and intoxicated him; it raced through his
-veins, bracing his muscles and tightening up the nerves and vigour of
-him, and, stretching out his arms, he let the sheet drop from him so as
-to drink it in through every thirsting pore of his body. Like the
-foaming water in a loch, it rose and rose in him, until the limit of his
-capacity was reached, and his level was that of the river that poured it
-into him. And at that, so it seemed, when now he had opened himself out
-to the utmost to receive it, the pres<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155">{155}</a></span>sure which had made him restless
-was relieved, and, unutterably tired and content, he went back to bed,
-and instantly sank into the profound gulfs of healthy and dreamless
-slumber.</p>
-
-<p>His father had usually finished breakfast when Colin appeared, but next
-morning it was the boy who was in advance.</p>
-
-<p>“Hurrah, I’ve beaten you for once, father,” he said when Lord Yardley
-appeared. “The tea’s half cold; shall I get you some more?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, this will do. Slept well, Colin?”</p>
-
-<p>“Like a top, like a pig, like a hog, like a dog.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good.”</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley busied himself with breakfast for a while.</p>
-
-<p>“Curious things dreams are,” he said. “I dreamed about things I hadn’t
-thought of for years. You were so vividly mixed up in them, too, that I
-nearly came into your room to see if you were all right.”</p>
-
-<p>“I was,” said Colin. “I was wonderfully all right. What was the dream?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, one of those preposterous hashes. I began dreaming about Queen
-Elizabeth and old Colin. She was paying him a visit at Stanier and asked
-to see the parchment on which he signed the bond of the legend. He
-shewed it her, but the blood in which he had signed his own name was so
-faded that she told him he must sign it again if he wanted it to be
-valid. I was present and saw it all, but I had the feeling that I was
-invisible. Then came the nightmare part. He pricked his arm to get the
-ink, and dipped a pen in it. And then, looking closely at him, I saw
-that it wasn’t old Colin at all, but you, and that it wasn’t Queen
-Elizabeth but Violet. I told you not to sign, and you didn’t seem
-conscious of me, and then I shouted at you, in some nightmare of fear,
-and awoke, hearing some strangled scream of my own, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin had been regarding his father as he spoke with wide, eager eyes.
-But at the conclusion he laughed and lit a cigarette.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156">{156}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, if you had come in, you certainly wouldn’t have found me signing
-anything,” he said. “But I cut myself shaving this morning. I call that
-a prophetic dream. And I must write to Vi and Raymond this morning, so
-that will be the signing.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157">{157}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_V-b" id="CHAPTER_V-b"></a>CHAPTER V</h3>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley’s residence at his villa at Capri had, as usual, leaked
-into the diplomatic consciousness, and the English Ambassador at Rome,
-an old acquaintance of his, had, as usual, reminded him of a friendly
-presence in Rome, which would be delighted to welcome him if the welcome
-afforded any convenience. To leave by the very early boat from Capri,
-and thus catch the Paris express that evening was a fatiguing
-performance, would he not, therefore, when the regretted day for his
-departure came, take the more reasonable midday boat, dine and spend the
-night at the Embassy, and be sent off from there next day in comfort,
-for the morning express from Rome entailed only one night in the train
-instead of two? The British Consul at Naples would see to his seclusion
-in the transit from Naples to Rome, where he would be met and wafted to
-the Embassy. Otherwise an early start from Capri, and a hurried train
-connection in Rome, would deprive His Excellency of the great pleasure
-of a renewal of cordiality.</p>
-
-<p>His Excellency, it may be remarked, liked an invitation to Stanier, and
-there was method in his thoughtfulness. This proposal arrived a week
-before Lord Yardley’s departure; a heat wave had drowned the country,
-and already he looked with prospective horror on the notion of two
-nights in the train.... It entailed a night in Paris, and, if he was to
-arrive in England for a debate in the House, a departure from Capri by
-the midday boat on Tuesday, instead of the early boat on Wednesday. It
-entailed, in fact, a few hours less of Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Colin saw the shining of his star. Never had anything, for his purpose,
-been so excellently opportune. The Brit<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158">{158}</a></span>ish Consul would be at the
-station to see his father off, and so, beyond doubt, would he himself,
-on a visit to Uncle Salvatore. An acquaintanceship would be made under
-the most auspicious and authentic circumstances.</p>
-
-<p>“It all fits in divinely, father,” he said. “I shall come across with
-you, see you off from Naples, and then do my duty at Uncle Salvatore’s.
-Probably, if there was nothing to take me to Naples, I should never have
-gone, but now I shall have to go. Do let me kill two birds with one
-stone. I shall see the last of you&mdash;one bird&mdash;without having to get up
-at five in the morning, and I shall have made my visit to Uncle
-Salvatore inevitable&mdash;two birds. Say ‘yes’ and I’ll write to him at
-once.”</p>
-
-<p>It was in the belief that this arrangement had been made, that Lord
-Yardley left Naples a week afterwards. Mr. Cecil, the British Consul,
-had come to the station to secure for him the reserved compartment to
-Rome, and, that being done, had lingered on the platform till the train
-started. At the last moment, as he and Colin stood together there, and
-while the train was already in motion, Colin sprang on to the footboard
-for a final good-bye, and with a kiss leaped off again. There came a
-sharp curve and the swaying carriages behind hid the platform from his
-father.</p>
-
-<p>Colin turned to Mr. Cecil. Salvatore was in the background for the
-present.</p>
-
-<p>“It was delightful of you to come to see my father off,” he said. “He
-appreciated it immensely.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin paused a moment, just the pause that a bather takes before he gets
-up speed for a running header into the sea.</p>
-
-<p>“He left me a small matter to talk to you about,” he said. “I wonder if
-I might refer to it now.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil gave a plump, polite little bow.</p>
-
-<p>“Pray do, Mr. Stanier,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“My father wants a copy of the register of his marriage,” he said, “and
-he asked me to copy it out for him. The marriage was performed at the
-British Consulate,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159">{159}</a></span> and if you would be so good as to let me copy it and
-witness it for me, I should be so grateful. May I call on you in the
-morning about it? It will save trouble, he thinks, on his death, if
-among his papers there is an attested copy.”</p>
-
-<p>“A pleasure,” said Mr. Cecil.</p>
-
-<p>“You are too kind. And you will do me one further kindness? I am going
-back to Capri to-morrow for another fortnight, and it would be so good
-of you if you would tell me of a decent hotel where I can pass the
-night. I shall not be able, I am afraid, to catch the early boat, with
-this business of the copying to do, for it leaves, does it not, at nine,
-and the Consulate will not be open by then.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin was at full speed now; his running feet had indeed left the
-ground, and he was in the air. But he was already stiffened and taut, so
-to speak, for the plunge; he had made all preparation, and fully
-anticipated a successful dividing of the waters. For he had already made
-himself quite charming to Mr. Cecil, and attributed his lingering on the
-platform as much to the pleasure of a sociable ten minutes with him as
-to the honour done to his father.</p>
-
-<p>“But I will not hear of you staying at a hotel,” said Mr. Cecil, “if I
-can persuade you to pass the night at my flat. It adjoins the Consulate
-offices, and is close to where the Capri boat lies. Indeed, if you wish
-to catch the early boat, we can no doubt manage that little business of
-yours to-night. It will take only a few minutes.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin suffered himself to be persuaded, and they drove back to the
-Consulate. Office hours were already over, and presently Mr. Cecil led
-the way into the archive-room, where, no doubt, Colin’s search would be
-rewarded. But there had come in for him a couple of telegrams delivered
-after the clerks had gone, and he went to his desk in the adjoining room
-to answer these, leaving the boy with the volume containing the year of
-his father’s marriage. The month, so said Colin, was not known to him.
-His father<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160">{160}</a></span> had told him, but he had forgotten&mdash;a few minutes’ search,
-however, would doubtless remedy that.</p>
-
-<p>So Mr. Cecil, leaving an official form with him on which to copy the
-entry, fussed away into the next room, and Colin instantly opened the
-volume. The year was 1893, and the month, as he very well knew, was
-March.... There it was on March the first, and he ran his eye down to
-the next entry. Marriages at the Naples Consulate apparently were not
-frequent, and the next was dated April the fourth.</p>
-
-<p>Colin had already his pen in hand to make the copy, and it remained
-poised there a moment. There was nothing more necessary than to insert
-one figure before the single numeral, and the thing would be done. It
-remained after that only to insert a similar “three” in the letter which
-his mother had written to Salvatore announcing her marriage. On this hot
-evening the ink would dry as soon as it touched the page. And yet he
-paused, his brain beginning to bubble with some notion better yet, more
-inspired, more magically apt....</p>
-
-<p>Colin gave a little sigh and the smile dawned on his face. He wrote in a
-“three,” making the date of March 1 into March 31, and then once again
-he paused, watching with eager eyes for the ink to dry on the page.
-Then, taking up a penknife which lay on the table beside him, he erased,
-but not quite erased, the “three” he had just written there. He left
-unerased, as if a hurried hand had been employed on the erasure, the
-cusp of the figure, and a minute segment of a curve both above and below
-it.</p>
-
-<p>Looking at the entry as he looked at it now, when his work was done,
-with but casual carefulness, any inspector of it would say that it
-recorded the marriage of Philip Lord Stanier to Rosina Viagi on the
-first of March. But had the inspector’s attention been brought to bear
-more minutely on it, he must, if directed to hold the page sideways to
-the light, have agreed that there had been some erasure made in front of
-the figure denoting the day of the month; for there was visible the
-scratching of a pen<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161">{161}</a></span>knife or some similar instrument. Then, examining it
-more closely, he would certainly see the cusp of a “three,” the segment
-of the upper curve, and a dot of ink in the place where the lower
-segment would have been.</p>
-
-<p>These remnants would scarcely have struck his eye at all, had not he
-noticed that there were the signs of an erasure there. With them, it was
-impossible for the veriest tyro in conjecture not to guess what the
-erasure had been.</p>
-
-<p>The whole thing took but a half-minute, and at the expiration of that,
-Colin was employed on the transcription of the record of the marriage.
-He knew that he had to curb a certain trembling of his hand, to reduce
-to a more regular and slower movement the taking of his breath, which
-came in pants, as if he had been running.</p>
-
-<p>Half a minute ago, no notion of what he had already accomplished had
-entered his head; his imagination had not travelled further than the
-possibility of changing the date which he knew he should find here into
-one thirty days later. Out of the void, out of the abyss, this
-refinement in forgery had come to him, and he already recognised without
-detailed examination how much more astute, how infinitely more cunning,
-was this emended tampering. Just now he could spare but a side glance at
-that, for he must copy this entry (unaware that pen and pen-knife had
-been busy there) and take it to plump Mr. Cecil for his signature, but
-the sharp, crisp tap of conviction in his mind told him that he had done
-more magnificently well than his conscious brain had ever suggested to
-him.</p>
-
-<p>No longer time than was reasonable for this act of copying alone had
-elapsed before Colin laid down his pen and went into the next room.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Mr. Stanier, have you done your copying?” asked Cecil.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. Shall I bring it here for your signature?” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil climbed down from the high stool where he was perched like
-some fat, cheerful little bird.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162">{162}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” he said. “We must be more business-like than that. I must
-compare your copy with the original entry before I give you my
-signature.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin knew that the skill with which he had effected the alteration
-which yet left the entry unaltered, would now be put to the test, but he
-felt no qualm whatever as to detection. The idea had been inspired, and
-he had no doubt that the execution of it was on the same level of
-felicitous audacity. They passed back into the archive-room together,
-and the Consul sat himself before the volume and the copy.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, March the first, March the first,” he said, comparing the two,
-“Philip Lord Stanier, Philip Lord Stanier, quite correct. Ha! you have
-left out a full stop after his name, Mr. Stanier. Yes, Rosina Viagi, of
-93 Via Emmanuele....”</p>
-
-<p>He wrote underneath his certificate that this was a true and faithful
-copy of the entry in the Consular archives, signed his name, stamped it
-with the official seal and date, and handed it to Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“That will serve your father’s purpose,” he said, and replacing the
-volume on its shelf, locked the wire door of its bookcase.</p>
-
-<p>“If you will be so good as to wait five minutes,” he said, “I will just
-finish answering a telegram that demands my attention, and then I shall
-be at your service for the evening.”</p>
-
-<p>He gave a discreet little chuckle.</p>
-
-<p>“We will dine <i>en garçon</i>,” he said, “at a restaurant which I find more
-than tolerable, and shall no doubt contrive some pleasant way of passing
-the evening. Naples keeps late hours, Mr. Stanier, and I should not be
-surprised if you found the first boat to Capri inconveniently early. We
-shall see.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil appeared to put off the cares and dignity of officialdom with
-singular completeness when the day’s work was over, and Colin found he
-had an agreeably juvenile companion, ready to throw himself with zest
-into<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163">{163}</a></span> the diversions, whatever they might be, of the evening. He ate
-with the appetite of a lion-cub, consumed a very special wine in
-magnificent quantities, and had a perfect battery of smiles and winks
-for the Neapolitans who frequented the restaurant.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Dulce est desipere in loco</i>,” he remarked gaily, “and that’s about the
-sum of the Latin that remains to me, and, after all, it can be expressed
-equally well in English by saying ‘All work, no play, makes Jack a dull
-boy.’ And when we have finished our wine, all the amusements of this
-amusing city are at your disposal. There is an admirable cinematograph
-just across the road, there is a music-hall a few doors away, but if you
-choose that, you must not hold me responsible for what you hear there.
-Or if you think it too hot a night for indoor entertainment, there is
-the Galleria Umberto, which is cool and airy, but again, if you choose
-that, you must not hold me responsible for what you see there. Children
-of nature: that is what we Neapolitans are. We, did I say? Well, I feel
-myself one of them, when the Consulate is shut, not when I am on duty,
-mark that, Mr. Stanier. But my private life is my own, and then I shed
-my English skin.”</p>
-
-<p>In spite of the diversions of the city, Colin was brisk enough in the
-morning to catch the early boat, and once more, as he had done a month
-ago on his initial visit to the island, he sequestered himself from the
-crowd under the awning, and sought solitude in the dipping bows of the
-little steamer. To-day, however, there was no chance of his meditations
-being interrupted by his father with tedious talk of days spent at
-Sorrento; no irksome demonstrations of love were there to be responded
-to, but he could without hindrance explore not only his future path,
-but, no less, estimate the significance of what he had done already.</p>
-
-<p>Once more, then, the register of his father’s marriage was secure in the
-keeping of the Consulate, Mr. Cecil had looked at it, compared Colin’s
-copy, which now lay safe in the breast-pocket of his coat, with the
-original, and had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164">{164}</a></span> certified it to be correct. Colin had run no risk by
-inserting and then erasing a figure which might prove on scrutiny to be
-a subsequent addition; Mr. Cecil himself had been unaware that any
-change had been wrought on the page. But when the register on Lord
-Yardley’s death should be produced in accordance with the plan that was
-already ripening and maturing in Colin’s mind, a close scrutiny would
-reveal that it had been tampered with. Some hand unknown had clearly
-erased a figure there, altering the date from March 31 to March 1. The
-object of that would be clear enough, for it legalised the birth of the
-twins Rosina had borne. It was in the interest of any of four people to
-commit that forgery&mdash;of his father, of his mother, of Raymond, and of
-himself. Rosina was dead now these many years; his father, when the
-register was next produced, would be dead also, and from dead lips could
-come neither denial nor defence. Raymond might be left out of the
-question altogether, for never yet had he visited his mother’s native
-city, and of those alive when the register was produced, suspicion could
-only possibly attach to himself. It would have been in his interest to
-make that alteration, which should establish his legitimacy as well as
-that of his brother.</p>
-
-<p>Colin, as he sat alone in the bows, fairly burst out laughing, before he
-proceeded to consider the wonderful sequel. He would be suspected, would
-he?... Then how would it come about that it was he, who in the nobility
-of stainless honour would produce his own mother’s letter, given him by
-his uncle, in which she announced to her brother that she was married at
-the British Consulate on the 31st of March? Had he been responsible for
-that erasure in the Consulate register, to legitimatise his own birth,
-how, conceivably, could he not only not conceal, but bring forward the
-very evidence that proved his illegitimacy? Had he tampered with the
-Consular book, he must have destroyed the letter which invalidated his
-forgery. But, instead of destroying it, he would produce it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165">{165}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>There was work ahead of him here and intrigue in which Salvatore must
-play a part. The work, of course, was in itself nothing; the insertion
-at the top of one of the two letters he owned of just that one figure
-which he had inserted and erased again in the register was all the
-manual and material business; a bottle of purple ink and five minutes’
-practice would do that. But the intrigue was more difficult. Salvatore
-must be induced to acquiesce in the fact that the date of the letter
-announcing Rosina’s marriage was subsequent to that announcing the birth
-of the twins. That would require thought and circumspection; there must
-be no false step there.</p>
-
-<p>And all this was but a preliminary manœuvring for the great action
-whereby, though at the cost of his own legitimacy, he should topple
-Raymond down from his place, and send him away outcast and penniless,
-and himself, with Violet for wife, now legal owner of all the wealth and
-honours of the family, become master of Stanier. She might for the love
-of him, which he believed was budding in her heart, throw Raymond over
-and marry him without cognisance of what he had done for her. But he
-knew, from knowledge of himself, how overmastering the passion for
-Stanier could be, and it might happen that she would choose Raymond with
-all that marriage to him meant, and stifle the cry of her love.</p>
-
-<p>In that case (perhaps, indeed, in any case), Colin might find it better
-to make known to her the whole, namely that on his father’s death she
-would find herself in a position to contest the succession and claim
-everything for her own. Which of them, Raymond or himself, would she
-choose to have for husband in these changed circumstances? She disliked
-and proposed to tolerate the one for the sake of the great prize of
-possession; she was devoted to the other, who, so she would learn, had
-become possessed of the fact on which her ownership was established.</p>
-
-<p>Or should he tell her all? Reveal his part in it? On this point he
-allowed his decision to remain in abeyance; what he should do, whether
-he should tell Violet nothing,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166">{166}</a></span> or part, or all, must depend on
-circumstances, and for the present he would waste no more time over
-that. For the present, too, he would keep the signed and certified copy
-of his father’s marriage.</p>
-
-<p>The point which demanded immediate consideration was that concerning
-Salvatore. Colin puzzled this out, sometimes baffled and frowning,
-sometimes with a clear course lying serene in front of his smiling eyes,
-as the steamer, leaving the promontory of the mainland behind,
-approached the island. He must see Salvatore, whom he had quite omitted
-to see in Naples, as soon as possible, and it would be much better to
-see him here, in the privacy of the villa, than seek him, thought Colin,
-in the publicity of the Palazzo Viagi, surrounded by those siren dames,
-Vittoria and Cecilia.</p>
-
-<p>He would write at once, a pensive and yet hopeful little epistle to
-Uncle Salvatore wondering if he would come across to Capri yet once
-again, not for the mere inside of a day only, but for a more hospitable
-period. His father had left for England, Colin was alone, and there were
-matters to be talked over that weighed on his conscience.... That was a
-good phrase; Uncle Salvatore would remember what Colin had already done
-in the matter of the reduplicated cheque, and it would seem that the
-generous fellow had a debt of conscience yet unliquidated; this conveyed
-precisely the right impression.</p>
-
-<p>In a postscript he would hint at the French nectar which, still dozing
-in the cellar.... He hesitated a moment, and then decided not to mention
-the subject of his mother’s letters, for it was better that since they
-were the sole concern of his visit, Uncle Salvatore should have the
-matter sprung upon him.... A bottle of purple ink ... no, that would not
-be necessary yet, for the later that you definitely committed yourself
-to a course of action the better.</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s letter produced just the effect that he had calculated on;
-Salvatore read into the conscience-clause a generous impulse and
-congratulated himself on the de<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167">{167}</a></span>parture of that grim, dry brother-in-law
-to whom (for he had tried that before) tears and frayed cuffs made no
-appeal. He had accordingly given that up, and for his last visit here
-made himself nobly resplendent. But to Colin, in the guilelessness of
-his blue-eyed boyhood, a tale of pinching and penury might be a suitable
-revelation, and it was a proud but shabby figure which presented itself
-at the villa a few evenings later, without more luggage than could be
-conveniently conveyed in a paper parcel. Colin, who had been observing
-the approach from the balcony of his bedroom, ran down, choking with
-laughter that must be choked, to let his uncle in.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, this is nice,” he said. “You have no idea how welcome you are. It
-was good of you to take pity on my loneliness. What a jolly evening we
-shall have. And Vittoria and Cecilia? How are they?”</p>
-
-<p>A gleam brightened Uncle Salvatore’s gloom, and he fervently pressed
-Colin’s hand.</p>
-
-<p>“They are well, thank God,” he said. “And while that is so, what matters
-anything?”</p>
-
-<p>He appeared with a gesture of his hand to pluck some intruding creature
-from the region of his heart, and throw it into the garden-beds. Then he
-gave a little skip in the air.</p>
-
-<p>“Collino <i>mio</i>!” he said. “You charm away my sad thoughts. Whatever
-happens to-morrow, I will be gay to-night. I will not drag your
-brightness down into my gloom and darknesses. Away with them, then!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin fathomed the mountebank mind with an undeviating plummet. The
-depth (or shallowness) of it answered his fairest expectations. He found
-nothing inconsistent in this aspect of Salvatore with that which he had
-last presented here; the two, in fact, tallied with the utmost
-exactitude as the expression of one mind. They both chimed true to the
-inspiring personality. He waited, completely confident, for the advent
-of the opportunity.</p>
-
-<p>That came towards the end of dinner: without even<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168">{168}</a></span> having been
-hilarious, Salvatore had at least been cheerful, and now, as suddenly as
-if a tap had been turned off, the flow of his enjoyment ceased. He
-sighed, he cleared his throat, he supported his head on his hands, and
-stared at the tablecloth. To Colin these signals were unmistakable.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re in trouble, Uncle Salvatore,” he said softly, “and now for the
-first time I am glad that my father has gone back to England. If he were
-here, I should not be able to say what I mean to say, for, after all, he
-is my father, and he has always been most generous to me. But he is not
-equally generous to others who have claims on him. I have tried to make
-him see that, and, as you and I know, I have succeeded to some small
-extent. But the extent to which I have succeeded does not satisfy me.
-Considering all that I know, I am determined to do better for you than I
-have been able to make him do. If I am his son, I am equally my mother’s
-son. And you are her brother.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin paused a moment, and, sudden as a highland spate, inspiration
-flooded his mind. He had not thought out with any precision what he
-meant to say, for that must depend on Salvatore, who might, equally
-well, have adopted the attitude of a proud and flashy independence. But
-he had declared for frayed cuffs and a fit of gloom, and Colin shaped
-his course accordingly.</p>
-
-<p>“And I can’t forget,” he said, “that it was you who put me in possession
-of certain facts when you sent me those two letters of my mother. I
-learned from them what I had never dreamed of before. I never in the
-wildest nightmare thought that my father had not married your sister
-till after my birth. I should have had to know that sometime: on my
-father’s death it must have come out. And you have shown a wonderful
-delicacy in breaking the fact to me like that. I thank you for that,
-Uncle Salvatore; I owe you a deep debt of gratitude which I hope to
-repay!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin listened to his own voice, which seemed to make<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169">{169}</a></span> itself articulate
-without any directing will of his own. The summer night was charged with
-the force of obedience to which his tongue moved against his teeth, and
-his lips formed letters, and his throat gave the gutturals. Literally,
-he did not know what he was going to say till he heard himself saying
-it. The breeze whispered in the stone-pine, and he spoke....</p>
-
-<p>The breeze was still now and the stone-pine was silent. But he had said
-enough to make it necessary that Salvatore should reply. Presently a bat
-would flit through the arches of the pergola where they dined, or the
-wind would stir in the pine, and then he would speak again. There was
-just that same stir abroad on the night when he had listened from his
-bedroom to his father’s footfalls on the terrace.</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean, Collino?” said his uncle excitedly. “I cannot
-understand what you say. My sainted Rosina married your father on the
-first of March, for I glanced at the letters again before I sent them to
-you. Your birth....”</p>
-
-<p>Colin interrupted.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, a bat,” he said. “I love bats. If you hold a handkerchief up does
-not a bat come to it? Let us interrupt our conversation for a moment.”</p>
-
-<p>He spread his handkerchief over his head, and next moment Salvatore
-leaped to his feet, for there, beady-eyed and diabolical, with hooked
-wings as of parchment, spread out on either side of its furry body, one
-of the great southern bats alighted, making a cap for Colin’s golden
-head. Only for a moment it stopped there, and then flitted off into the
-dusk again.</p>
-
-<p>“Soft, furry thing,” said Colin. “But you hate them, do you, Uncle
-Salvatore? It was stupid of me. Let us talk again!”</p>
-
-<p>He hitched his chair a little closer to the table, and looked Salvatore
-straight in the eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“But you have forgotten the dates on those letters you gave me,” he
-said. “My mother was married to my father<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170">{170}</a></span> not on the first of March,
-but on the thirty-first. The second letter recording Raymond’s birth and
-mine was written on the seventeenth.”</p>
-
-<p>Again he paused.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond and I were born,” he said slowly and distinctly, “before my
-father’s marriage. The letters which you gave me prove it. If further
-proof was wanted, you would find it at the Consulate where the marriage
-took place. Some one has tampered with the register, and the date has
-been made to look as if it recorded the first of March. But it does not:
-it records the thirty-first of March, and the ‘three’ has been erased.
-But it is still visible. I saw it myself, for I went across to Naples to
-see my father off, and subsequently at the Consulate made a copy of the
-entry. I should have proposed myself to stay with you that night, Uncle
-Salvatore, but I had no spirit left in me to see anybody. When you sent
-me those two letters of my mother, I hoped against hope perhaps, that
-there was some ghastly mistake. I nearly destroyed them, indeed, in
-order that from them, at any rate, there should be no conceivable
-evidence. But when I saw the entry in the book at the Consulate, with
-the mark of the erasure visible to any careful scrutiny, I knew that it
-was no use to fight against facts. On my father’s death, the evidence of
-the date of his marriage must be produced, and it will be clear what
-happened. My mother bore him two boys&mdash;I was one. Subsequently he
-married her, hoping, I have no doubt, to beget from her an heir to the
-name and the property.”</p>
-
-<p>The wind sighed heavily in the pine, and little stirs of it rustled the
-vine-leaves.</p>
-
-<p>“Is it at no cost to me,” said Colin, “that I keep my mother’s letter
-which proves Raymond and me to be bastards? Oh, it is an ugly word, and
-if you were me, you would know that it is an ugly thing. Without my
-mother’s letter which you sent me, it would be hard indeed to prove,
-indeed, any one might copy out the entry at the Consulate and fail to
-see the erasure altogether. Ray<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171">{171}</a></span>mond, at my father’s death would
-succeed, and I, his twin, beloved of him, would take an honourable place
-in the eyes of the world, for it is not nothing to be born a Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s voice was soft and steadfast.</p>
-
-<p>“But my mother’s letter to you makes it impossible for me to have honour
-in the eyes of the world, and to preserve my own,” he said. “Ah, why did
-you send me those two letters, Uncle Salvatore? It was in all innocence
-and kindness that you sent them, and you need not remind me that I asked
-for them. Having seen them, what could any one with a shred of honour do
-but to admit the truth of the whole ghastly business? The only wish that
-I have is that my father shall not know that I know. All I want is that
-he, when the hour of his death comes, should hope that the terrible
-fraud which has been practised, will never be detected. But for that
-letter of my mother’s, that would undoubtedly have happened. The
-register at the Consulate would have been copied at his death by some
-clerk, and the Consul would have certificated its accuracy. Look at me,
-then, now, and look at yourself in the same light, you of unblemished
-descent, and me and Raymond!”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore had certainly woke out of his dejection.</p>
-
-<p>“But it’s impossible,” he cried, beating the table. “I sent you two
-letters; the first, dated March the first, announced my sainted Rosina’s
-marriage to your father. Where is it? Produce it!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin was quite prepared for that. He put his sun-browned fingers into
-his breast-pocket, and drew out a paper.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t show you the original letters,” he said, “because it was
-clearly my duty to put them into inviolable custody as soon as possible.
-I sent them, in fact, as soon as I had seen the register at the
-Consulate, to my bank, with orders that they were to be kept there until
-I gave further instructions, or until the news of my death reached them.
-In that case, Uncle Salvatore, I gave instructions<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172">{172}</a></span> that they were to be
-sent to my father. But before I despatched them to the bank, I made a
-copy of them, and here that copy is.”</p>
-
-<p>He passed over to his uncle the copy he had made of the letter that
-afternoon, before (instead of sending it to the bank) he locked the
-original safely away upstairs. It was an accurate copy, except that it
-was dated March 31. Salvatore took it and read it; it tallied, but for
-the date, with his recollection of it.</p>
-
-<p>“But it is impossible!” he said. “For years I have known that letter.
-When I gave it you it was dated March the first.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you imply that I altered it?” asked Colin. “Not a living eye has
-seen that letter but mine. Give me any reason for altering it. Why
-should I make myself nameless and illegitimate?”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore looked that in the face. The validity of it stared at him
-unflinchingly.</p>
-
-<p>“But I can’t believe it; there is some huge mistake,” said Salvatore.
-“Often have I read that letter of Rosina’s. March the first was the date
-of her marriage. I will swear to that; nothing shall shake my belief in
-that.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin shook his head in answer.</p>
-
-<p>“What good will that do?” he said. “You gave the letter to me, and no
-hand but mine has ever touched it. The letter must be produced some day,
-not for many years, I hope and trust, but on my father’s death it must
-come to light. How will your recollections stand in the face of that
-evidence which all can see?”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore glanced round. They were alone with the fitful wind in the
-pine.</p>
-
-<p>“Destroy the letter, Collino,” he said. “Save your mother’s honour and
-your own.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin gave him one glance, soft and pitiful.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you must not suggest that to me,” he said. “You must not add force
-to the temptation I can only just resist. But where would my honour be
-if I did that?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173">{173}</a></span> What shred of it would be left me? How could I live a
-lie like that?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin leaned forward and put his hand on Salvatore’s arm.</p>
-
-<p>“I have got to accept my illegitimacy,” he said. “And if you are sorry
-for me, as I think you are, you can shew it best by accepting it too. It
-would be infinitely painful to me when this revelation is made, as it
-will have to be made on my father’s death, to have you attempting to
-save my mother’s honour and my own, as you put it just now, by insisting
-that this letter bore another date. I should never have a moment’s peace
-if I thought a scene like that was ahead of me. In fact, I want to be
-assured against that, and the only way I can think of to make that safe
-is that when you get back to Naples to-morrow you should write me a
-couple of lines, saying how you feel for me in this discovery that is
-new to me. And then I want you to name the discovery, which is the date
-of my mother’s marriage. I want you to accept that date, and give me
-proof that you accept it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin made a gesture with his hand, as if cutting off that topic, and
-instantly spoke again.</p>
-
-<p>“With my cousin Vittoria growing up,” he said, “you must be put to
-expenses which it is impossible for you to meet out of the pittance my
-father gives you. He wronged you and your family most terribly, and I
-must repair that wrong. When I get that letter of yours, Uncle
-Salvatore, I will send you a cheque for £500.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin gave a glance at his uncle, to make sure that there was no
-faintest sign of dissent. There was none, and he went on:</p>
-
-<p>“I see you understand me,” he said, “so let us go a step further. If my
-brother Raymond dies before my father, I will make that five hundred
-pounds an annuity to you, and I will destroy both the letter I ask you
-to write now, and the letter of my mother’s about which we have been
-talking. You will never be asked to say anything about either of them.
-If on the other hand my<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174">{174}</a></span> father dies first, and if I make the marriage
-which I expect to make, I shall have to use your letter and that letter
-of my mother’s. You may be asked to swear to the genuineness of the
-letter which I hope you will write me to-morrow, and to the recollection
-of my mother’s letter which will tally with it. Have another glass of
-this delicious French wine.”</p>
-
-<p>He had no need to think what he was saying, or frame a specious case. He
-spoke quite simply and directly as if by some inspiration, as if he was
-an Æolian harp hung in the wind which whispered through the stone-pine.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think there is need for any discussion,” he said, “though, of
-course, if you like to ask me any question, I will consider whether I
-shall answer it. But I don’t think there is need for any question, is
-there? You might tell me, I fancy, straight off, whether you accept or
-reject my proposal. If you reject it, perhaps I had better tell you that
-it is exceedingly unlikely that my father will give you any further
-assistance financially, for, as you know, I have a good deal of
-influence with him.</p>
-
-<p>“It would not pay you to refuse, would it? And as to threatening me with
-making this conversation of ours public, with a view to getting money
-out of me, I know your gentlemanly feelings would revolt against such an
-idea. Besides it would be singularly unremunerative, for no one would
-possibly believe you. Our conversation and my proposal would strike
-anybody as incredible. And you are not perjuring yourself in any way;
-you did send me a letter of my mother’s, and you will, I hope, write me
-another letter to-morrow, saying that the story of my mother’s marriage
-is very shocking, which is indeed true. So shall it be ‘yes’ or ‘no,’
-Uncle Salvatore?”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore, superstitious, like most Southern Italians, to the core,
-found himself making the sign of the cross below the table. Apart from
-the obvious material advantage of accepting Colin’s offer, he felt that
-some fierce compelling agency was backing Colin up. That dreadful little
-in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175">{175}</a></span>cident of the bat had already upset him, and now in Colin’s blue gay
-glance so earnestly fixed on him, he divined some manifestation of the
-evil eye, which assuredly it were not wise to provoke into action. And
-as if, in turn, Colin divined his thought, he spoke again:</p>
-
-<p>“Better say ‘yes,’ Uncle Salvatore,” he said. “My friends lead more
-enjoyable lives than my enemies. But whatever you answer, I want your
-answer now.”</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps through some strange trick of light played by the guttering
-candles, it suddenly seemed to Salvatore that Colin’s eyes undeviatingly
-fixed on his face, seemed in themselves luminous, as if a smouldering
-light actually burned behind them.</p>
-
-<p>“I accept,” he said quickly, “for Vittoria’s sake.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin took up his glass.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought I should move your paternal heart, dear Uncle Salvatore,” he
-said. “I drink to our pleasant bargain.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176">{176}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VI-b" id="CHAPTER_VI-b"></a>CHAPTER VI</h3>
-
-<p>Though Colin had taken the news of his brother’s engagement with so
-touching and unselfish a gentleness, his father, in spite of the joy of
-seeing the boy again, looked forward to his arrival at Stanier with
-considerable uneasiness. The trouble and the trial for him would be when
-he saw Raymond and Violet together, though, to be sure, Violet did not
-seem to him to embody any ideal of maidenly rapture with her affianced.
-She seemed indeed to tolerate, rather than adore her lover, to permit
-rather than to provoke, and to answer with an effort the innumerable
-little signals of devotion which Raymond displayed for her. About the
-quality of his devotion there could be no question. It was clear that in
-his own fashion, and with all his heaviness and awkwardness in
-expression, he was utterly in love with her. He had no eyes for any one
-but her, but for her his eyes were dog-like in fidelity; when she was
-absent his senses dozed.</p>
-
-<p>They were, just for the present, this party of three. Lady Hester had
-gone back to town after the departure of Colin and his father to the
-South, and Ronald and his wife had betaken themselves for the month of
-July to Marienbad, in order to enable him to continue eating too much
-for the next eleven months without ill effects. Every evening old Lady
-Yardley appeared for dinner and made the fourth, but she was not so much
-a presence as a shadow. In Colin’s absence, she hardly ever spoke,
-though each night she monotonously asked when he was expected back.
-Then, after the rubber of whist, mutely conducted, she retired again,
-and remained invisible till the approach of the next dinner-hour. So
-long had she been whitely impassive that Philip scarcely noticed the
-mist that was thickening about her mind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177">{177}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Raymond, then, was comprehensible enough, he was head over ears in love
-with Violet, and nothing and nobody but her had any significance for
-him. But dog-like though his devotion was, it struck his father that
-there was, in the absence of Violet’s response, something rather animal
-about it. Had she met with more than mere toleration his glances, his
-little secret caresses, his thirst for contact even of finger-tips or a
-leaning shoulder, there would have been the spark, the leap of fire
-which gives warmth and life to such things. But without it there was a
-certain impalpable grossness: Raymond did not seem to care that his
-touch should be responded to, it contented him to touch.</p>
-
-<p>But though he, to his father’s mind, was comprehensible enough, Violet
-puzzled him, for she seemed even before her marriage to have adopted the
-traditional impassivity of Stanier brides; she had professed, in the one
-interview she had had with him, a quiet acceptance of her position, and
-a devotion to Raymond of which the expression seemed to be a mute
-passivity. Towards the question of the date of her marriage she had no
-contribution to give. Lord Yardley and Raymond must have the settling of
-that, and with the same passivity she accepted a date in the first week
-of October. Then the great glass doors would be opened, and the
-bridegroom’s wing, long shuttered, for Philip’s bride had never come
-here, would see the light again. She asked no question whatever about
-Colin’s return; his name never presented itself on her lips unless mere
-conventional usage caused it to be spoken. It was as if the boy with
-whom she had been so intimately a friend, had ceased to exist for her.
-But when Philip once consciously noted that omission, he began to wonder
-if Violet was not comprehensible after all.... These days, in any case,
-after Philip’s return, while Colin still lingered in Italy, were worthy
-of the stateliest and deadliest Stanier traditions.</p>
-
-<p>Colin had been expected all one long July afternoon. His announcement of
-his arrival had been ambiguous, for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178">{178}</a></span> he might catch the early train from
-Paris, and thus the earlier boat, but the connection was uncertain, and
-if he missed it he would not get to Dover till six in the evening. In
-that case he would sleep in London, and come down to Stanier next day.</p>
-
-<p>Philip had read this out at breakfast that morning, and for once Violet
-shewed some interest in Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not send a motor to Dover, Uncle Philip?” she said. “It can get
-there in time for the first boat, and if he is not on it, it can wait
-for the second. He will arrive here then by dinner time.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond looked up from his paper at the sound of her voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Vi, darling, what an absurd plan,” he said. “There are a hundred
-chances to one on Colin’s not finding the motor. He’ll get straight into
-the train from the boat.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet instantly retreated into that strange shell of hers again.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yes,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Philip’s curiosity put forth a horn at this. There was some new element
-here, for Raymond seemed to resent the idea of special arrangements
-being made for Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s not a bad idea of yours, Violet,” he said. “It will save Colin
-going up to London.”</p>
-
-<p>As he spoke he kept a sideways eye on Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“But, father, think of the crush getting off the boat,” he said. “The
-chances are that Colin won’t see your chauffeur.”</p>
-
-<p>He spoke with an impatient anger which he could not cloak, and which
-rang out unmistakably in his voice.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll take the off chance then,” said his father.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond got up. “Just as you like,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Philip paused a moment. The relations between himself and Raymond had
-been excellent up till to-day. Raymond without charm (which was not his
-fault), had been pleasant and agreeable, but now this matter of meeting
-Colin had produced a spirit of jealous temper.</p>
-
-<p>“Naturally I shall do just as I like,” he observed.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179">{179}</a></span> “Ring the bell,
-please, Raymond. The motor will have to start at once.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Though none of the three communicated the news of Colin’s arrival to old
-Lady Yardley, it somehow got round to her, <i>via</i> perhaps, some servant’s
-gossip about a motor going to Dover, and most unusually she came
-downstairs at tea-time with inquiries whether Colin had arrived. It was
-soon clear that he could not have caught the early boat, or he would
-have been here by now, and thus three hours at least must elapse before
-his arrival could be looked for, but in spite of this, old Lady Yardley
-did not go back to her room again, but remained upright and vigilant in
-her chair on the terrace, where they had had tea, looking out over the
-plain where, across the gardens and lake, appeared glimpses of the road
-along which the motor must come.</p>
-
-<p>Philip had intended to go for a ride, but he, too, when his servant told
-him that his horse was round, lingered on and shewed no sign of moving.
-Neither he nor his mother gave any reason for their remaining so
-unusually here, but somehow the cause of it was common property. Colin
-was coming. Raymond, similarly, had announced his intention of going to
-bathe, but had not gone; instead he fidgeted in his chair, smoked, took
-up and dropped the evening paper, and made aimless little excursions up
-and down the terrace. His restlessness got on his father’s nerves.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, go and bathe, if you mean to, Raymond,” he said, “or if you like
-take my horse and go for a ride. But, for goodness’ sake, don’t keep
-jumping about like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks, I think I won’t ride, father,” he said. “I shall be having a
-bathe presently. Or would you feel inclined for a game of tennis, Vi?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think it’s rather too hot,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>He sat down on the arm of her chair, but she gave no welcome to him, nor
-appeared in any way conscious of his proximity. In that rather gross
-fashion of his, he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180">{180}</a></span> gently stroked a tendril of loose hair just behind
-her ear. For a moment she suffered that without moving. Then she put up
-her hand with a jerky, uncontrolled movement, and brushed his away.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, please, Raymond,” she said in a low voice.</p>
-
-<p>He had a sullen look for that, and, shrugging his shoulders, got up and
-went into the house. His father gave a sigh of relief, the reason for
-which needed no comment.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin will be here for dinner, won’t he?” asked old Lady Yardley.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, mother,” said Philip. “But won’t you go and rest before that?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I will sit here,” said she, “and wait for Colin.”</p>
-
-<p>Presently Raymond was back again, with a copy of some illustrated paper.
-Violet and Philip alike felt the interruption of his presence. They were
-both thinking of Colin, and Raymond, even if he sat quiet, was a
-disturbance, a distraction.... Soon he was by Violet’s side again,
-shewing her some picture which he appeared to think might interest her,
-and Philip, watching the girl, felt by some sympathetic vibration how
-great an effort it was for her to maintain that passivity which, all
-those days, had so encompassed her. The imminence of Colin’s arrival, he
-could not but conjecture, was what troubled her tranquillity, and below
-it there was some stir, some subaqueous tumult not yet risen to the
-surface, and only faintly declaring itself in these rising bubbles....</p>
-
-<p>Raymond had placed the paper on her knee, and, turning the page, let his
-hand rest on her arm, bare to the elbow. Instantly she let it slip to
-her side, and, raising her eyes at the moment, caught Philip’s gaze. The
-recognition of something never mentioned between them took place, and
-she turned to Raymond’s paper again.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite excellent,” she said. “Such a good snapshot of Aunt Hester. Show
-it to Uncle Philip.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond could not refuse to do that, and the moment he had stepped over
-to Philip’s side, she got up.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181">{181}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>That passivity was quite out of her reach just now in this tension of
-waiting. Soon Colin would be here, and she would have to face and accept
-the situation, but the waiting for it.... If only even something could
-happen to Colin which would prevent his arrival. Why had she suggested
-that sending of the motor to Dover? Had she not done that, he could not
-have got here till to-morrow morning, and she would have had time to
-harden, to crystallise herself, to render herself impervious to any
-touch from outside.</p>
-
-<p>She was soon to be a Stanier bride, and there in the tall chair with the
-ivory cane was the pattern and example for her. It was on old Lady
-Yardley that she must frame herself, quenching any fire of her own, and
-content to smoulder her life away as mistress of the family home which
-she so adored, and of all the countless decorations and riches of her
-position. Never had the wonder and glory of the place seemed to her so
-compelling as when now, driven from the terrace by Raymond’s
-importunity, she walked along its southern front and through the archway
-in the yew-hedge where she and Colin had stood on his last night here.
-It dozed in the tranquillity of the July evening, yellow and
-magnificent, the empress of human habitations. Round it for pillow were
-spread its woodlands, on its breast for jewel lay the necklace of deep
-flower-beds; tranquil and stable through its three centuries, it seemed
-the very symbol and incarnation of the pride of its owners; to be its
-mistress and the mother of its lords yet unborn was a fate for which she
-would not have exchanged a queen’s diadem.</p>
-
-<p>Whatever conditions might be attached to it, she would accept them&mdash;as
-indeed she had already pledged herself to do&mdash;with the alacrity with
-which its founder had, in the legend, signed his soul away in that
-bargain which had so faithfully been kept by the contracting parties....
-And it was not as if she disliked Raymond; she was merely utterly
-indifferent to him, and longing for the time when, in the natural course
-of things, he would<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182">{182}</a></span> surely grow indifferent to her. How wise and
-indulgent to his male frailties would she then show herself; how
-studiously and how prudently blind, with the blindness of those who
-refuse to see, to any infidelities.</p>
-
-<p>Had there not been in the world a twin-brother of his, or, even if that
-must be, if she had not stood with him under this serge-arch of yews
-beneath the midsummer moon and given him that cousinly kiss, she would
-not now be feeling that his return, or, at any rate, the waiting for it,
-caused a tension that could scarcely be borne. She had made her choice
-and had no notion&mdash;so her conscious mind told her&mdash;of going back on it;
-it was just this experience of seeing Colin again for the first time
-after her choice had been made that set her nerves twanging at Raymond’s
-touch. Could she, by a wish or the wave of a wand, put off Colin’s
-advent until she had actually become Raymond’s wife, how passionately
-would she have wished, how eagerly have waved. Or if by some magic,
-black or white, she could have put Colin out of her life, so that never
-would she set eyes on him again or hear his voice, his banishment from
-her would at that moment have been accomplished. She would not admit
-that she loved him; she doggedly told herself that she did not, and her
-will was undeviatingly set on the marriage which would give her Stanier.</p>
-
-<p>Surely she did not love Colin; they had passed all their lives in the
-tranquillity of intimate friendship, unruffled by the faintest breath of
-desire. And then, in spite of her dogged assertion, she found that she
-asked herself, incredulously enough, whether on that last evening of
-Colin’s the seed of fire had not sprouted in her? She disowned the
-notion, but still it had reached her consciousness, and then fiercely
-she reversed and denied it, for she abhorred the possibility. It would
-be better that she should hate Colin than love him.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>The evening was stiflingly hot, and in the park, where her straying feet
-had led her, there was no breath of wind<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183">{183}</a></span> stirring to disperse the
-heaviness. The air seemed thick with fecundity and decay; there was the
-smell of rotting wood, of crumbling fungi overripe that mingled with the
-sharp scent of the bracken and the faint aroma of the oaks, and buzzing
-swarms of flies gave token of their carrion banquets. The open ground to
-the north of the house was no better; to her sense of overwrought
-expectancy, it seemed as if some siege and beleaguerment held her. She
-wanted to escape, but an impalpable host beset her, not of these buzzing
-flies only and of the impenetrable oppression of the sultry air, through
-which she could make no <i>sortie</i>, but, internally and spiritually, of
-encompassing foes and hostile lines through which her spirit had no
-power to break.</p>
-
-<p>There on the terrace, from which, as from under some fire she could not
-face, she had lately escaped, there would be the physical refreshment of
-the current of sea-wind moving up, as was its wont towards sunset,
-across the levels of the marsh; but there, to this same overwrought
-consciousness, would be Raymond, assiduous and loverlike, with odious
-little touches of his affectionate fingers. But, so she told herself, it
-was enforced on her to get used to them; he had a right to them, and it
-was Colin, after all, who was responsible for her shrinking from them,
-even as she shrank from the evil buzzings of the flies. If only she had
-not kissed Colin, or if, having done that, he had felt a tithe of what
-it had come to signify to her.</p>
-
-<p>But no hint of heart-ache, no wish that fate had decreed otherwise, had
-troubled him. He had asked for a cousinly kiss, and in that light
-geniality of his he had said, out of mere politeness, and out of hatred
-for Raymond (no less light and genial) that it was “maddening” to think
-that his brother would be the next visitor there.</p>
-
-<p>She had waited for his reply to her letter announcing that Raymond had
-proposed to her and that she was meaning to accept him, with a quivering
-anxiety which gave way when she received his answer to a sense of revolt
-which attempted to call itself relief. He seemed, so far<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184">{184}</a></span> from finding
-the news “maddening,” to welcome and rejoice in it. He congratulated her
-on achieving her ambition of being mistress of Stanier, and on having
-fallen in love with Raymond. He could not be “hurt”&mdash;as she had
-feared&mdash;at her news; it was altogether charming.</p>
-
-<p>She had expressed the charitable hope that he would not be hurt, and
-with claws and teeth her charity had come home to roost. It had dreadful
-habits in its siesta; it roosted with fixed talons and sleepless lids;
-it cried to the horses of the night to go slowly, and delay the dawn,
-for so it would prolong the pleasures of its refreshment. And each day
-it rose with her, strengthened and more vigorous. Had Colin only
-rebelled at her choice, that would have comforted her; she would have
-gathered will-power from his very opposition. But with his acquiescing
-and welcoming, she had to bear the burden of her choice alone. If he had
-only cared he would have stormed at her, and like the Elizabethan flirt,
-she would have answered his upbraidings with a smile. As it was, the
-smile was his, not hers. Almost, to win his upbraidings, she would have
-sacrificed the goodly heritage&mdash;all the honour and the secular glory of
-it.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps by now, for she had wandered far, the rest of them might have
-dispersed, her grandmother to the seclusion of her own rooms, Uncle
-Philip to the library, and Raymond to the lake, and she let herself into
-the house by the front door and passed into the hall. The great Holbein
-above the chimney piece smiled at her with Colin’s indifferent lips; the
-faded parchment was but a blur in the dark frame, and she went through
-into the long gallery which faced the garden front. All seemed still
-outside, and after waiting a moment in the entrance, she stepped on to
-the terrace, and there they were still; her grandmother alert and
-vigilant, Philip beside her, and Raymond dozing in his chair, with his
-illustrated paper fallen from his knee. What ailed them all that they
-waited like this; above all, what ailed her, that she cared whether they
-waited or not?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185">{185}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Soundless though she hoped her first footfalls on the terrace had been,
-they were sufficient to rouse Raymond. He sat up, his sleepiness all
-dispersed.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Vi!” he said. “Where have you been?”</p>
-
-<p>“Just for a stroll,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“Why didn’t you tell me? I would have come with you.”</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly old Lady Yardley rose, and pointed down on to the road across
-the marsh.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin is coming,” she said. “There’s his motor.”</p>
-
-<p>Certainly a mile away there was, to Violet’s young eyes, an
-infinitesimal speck on the white riband, but to the dimness of the old,
-that must surely have been invisible. Lord Yardley, following the
-direction of her hand, could see nothing.</p>
-
-<p>“No, mother, there’s nothing to be seen yet,” he said, proving that he,
-too, was absorbed in this unaccountable business of waiting for Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“But I am right,” she said. “You will see that I am right. I must go to
-the front door to welcome him.”</p>
-
-<p>She let the stick, without which she never moved, slide from her hand,
-and with firm step and upright carriage, walked superbly down the
-terrace to the door of the gallery.</p>
-
-<p>“He is coming home,” she cried. “He is coming for his bride, and there
-will be another marriage at Stanier. Let the great glass doors be
-opened; they have not been opened for the family since I came here sixty
-years ago. They were never opened for my poor son Philip. I will open
-them, if no one else will. I am strong to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip moved to her side.</p>
-
-<p>“No; it’s Raymond you are thinking of, mother,” he said. “They will be
-opened in October. You shall see them opened then.”</p>
-
-<p>She paused, some shade of doubt and anxiety dimming this sudden
-brightness, and laid her hand on her son’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond?” she said. “Yes, of course, I was think<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186">{186}</a></span>ing of Raymond.
-Raymond and Violet. But to please me, my dear, will you not open them
-now for Colin? Colin has been so long away, it is as if a bridegroom
-came when Colin comes. We are only ourselves here; the Staniers may do
-what they like in their own house, may they not? I should love to have
-the glass doors open for Colin’s return.”</p>
-
-<p>The speck she had seen or divined on the road had come very swiftly
-nearer, and now it could be seen that some white waving came from it.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe it is Colin, after all,” said Raymond. “How could she have
-seen?”</p>
-
-<p>Old Lady Yardley turned a grave glance of displeasure on him.</p>
-
-<p>“Do not interrupt me when I am talking to your father,” she said. “The
-glass doors, Philip.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond with a smile, half-indulgent of senile whims, half-protesting,
-turned to the girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Glass doors, indeed,” he said. “The next glass doors are for us, eh,
-Violet?”</p>
-
-<p>Surely some spell had seized them all. Violet found herself waiting as
-tensely as her grandmother for Philip’s reply. She was hardly conscious
-of Raymond’s hand stealing into hers; all hung on her uncle’s answer.
-And he, as if he, too, were under the spell, turned furiously on
-Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“The glass doors are opened when I please,” he said. “Your turn will
-come to give orders here, Raymond, but while I am at Stanier I am
-master. Once for all understand that.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned to his mother again.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, dear mother,” he said, “you and I will go and open them.”</p>
-
-<p>Inside the house no less than among the watchers on the terrace the
-intelligence that Colin was at hand had curiously spread. Footmen were
-in the hall already, and the major-domo was standing at the entrance
-door, which he had thrown open, and through which poured a tide<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187">{187}</a></span> of hot
-air from the baking gravel of the courtyard. Exactly opposite were the
-double glass doors, Venetian in workmanship, and heavily decorated with
-wreaths and garlands of coloured glass. The bolts and handles and hinges
-were of silver, and old Lady Yardley, crippled and limping no longer,
-moved quickly across to them, and unloosing them, threw them open.
-Inside was the staircase of cedar wood, carved by Gibbons, which led up
-to the main corridor, opposite the door that gave entrance to the suite
-of rooms occupied by the eldest son and his wife.</p>
-
-<p>What strange fancy possessed her brain none knew, and why Philip allowed
-and even helped her in the accomplishment of her desire was as obscure
-to him as to the others, but with her he pushed the doors back and the
-sweet odour of the cedar wood, confined there for the last sixty years,
-flowed out like the scent of some ancient vintage. Then, even as the
-crunching of the motor on the gravel outside was heard, stopping
-abruptly as the car drew up at the door, she swept across to the
-entrance.</p>
-
-<p>Already Colin stood in the doorway. For coolness he had travelled
-bareheaded and the gold of his hair, tossed this way and that, made a
-shining aureole round his head. His face, tanned by the southern suns,
-was dark as bronze below it, and from that ruddy-brown his eyes,
-turquoise blue, gleamed like stars. He was more like some lordly
-incarnation of life and sunlight and spring-splendour than a handsome
-boy, complete and individual; a presence of wonder and enchantment stood
-there.... Then, swift as a sword-stroke, the spell which had held them
-all was broken; it was but Colin, dusty and hot from his journey, and
-jubilant with his return.</p>
-
-<p>“Granny darling!” he said, kissing her. “How lovely of you to come and
-meet me like this. Father! Ever so many thanks for sending the motor for
-me. Ah, and there are Violet and Raymond. Raymond, be nice to me; let me
-kiss you, for, though we’re grown up, we’re brothers. And Violet; I want
-a kiss from Violet, too.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188">{188}</a></span> She mustn’t grudge me that.... What! The glass
-doors open. Ah! of course, in honour of the betrothal. Raymond, you
-lucky fellow, how I hate you. But I thought that was only done when the
-bridegroom brought his bride home.”</p>
-
-<p>“A whim of your grandmother’s,” said Philip hastily, disowning
-apparently his share in it.</p>
-
-<p>Instantly Colin was by the old lady’s side again.</p>
-
-<p>“Granny, how nice of you!” he said. “But you’ve got to find me a bride
-first before I go up those stairs. And even then, it’s only the eldest
-son who may, isn’t it? But it was nice of you to open the doors because
-I was coming home.”</p>
-
-<p>He had kissed Raymond lightly on the cheek, and Violet no less lightly,
-and both in their separate and sundered fashions were burning at it,
-Raymond in some smouldering fury at what he knew was Colin’s falseness,
-Violet with the hot searing iron of his utter indifference; and then
-light as foam and iridescent as a sunlit bubble of the same, he was back
-with his father again, leaving them as in some hot desert place. And
-dinner must now be put off, growled Raymond to himself, because Colin
-wanted to have a bathe first and wash off the dust and dryness of his
-journey, and his father would stroll down after him and bring his towel,
-so that he might run down at once without going upstairs.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin had come home, it appeared, with the tactics that were to compass
-his strategy rehearsed and ready. Never had his charm been of so sunny
-and magical a quality, and, by contrast, never had Raymond appeared more
-uncouth and bucolic. But Raymond now, so ran his father’s unspoken
-comment on the situation, had an ugly weapon in his hand, under the
-blows of which Colin winced and started, for more than ever he was
-prodigal of those little touches and caresses which he showered on
-Violet. Philip could not blame him for it; it was no more than natural
-that a young man, engaged and enamoured, should use<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189">{189}</a></span> the light license
-of a lover; indeed, it would have been unnatural if he had not done so.</p>
-
-<p>Often and often, ten times in the evening, Philip would see Colin take
-himself in hand and steadfastly avert his eyes from the corner where
-Raymond and Violet sat. But ever and again that curious habit of
-self-torture in lovers whom fate has not favoured would assert itself,
-and his eyes would creep back to them, and seeing Raymond in some
-loverlike posture, recall themselves. And as often the sweetness of his
-temper, and his natural gaiety, would reassert its ray, and the usual
-light nonsense, the frequent laugh, flowed from him. Exquisite, too, was
-his tact with Violet; he recognised, it was clear, that their old
-boy-and-girl intimacy must, in these changed conditions, be banished. He
-could no longer go away with her alone to spend the morning between
-tennis-court and bathing pool, or with his arm round her neck, stroll
-off with a joint book to read reclined in the shade. Not only would that
-put Raymond into a false position (he, the enamoured, the betrothed)
-but, so argued the most pitiless logic of which his father was capable,
-that resumption of physical intimacy, as between boy and boy, would be a
-tearing of Colin’s very heart-strings not only for himself but for her
-also. In such sort of intimacy Colin, with his brisk blood and ardent
-lust of living, could scarcely help betraying himself, and surely then,
-Violet, little though she might care for Raymond, would see her pool of
-tranquil acceptance shattered by this plunge of a stone into the centre
-of it. Her liking for Colin was deep, and she would not fail to see that
-for her he had even profounder depths. A light would shine in those
-drowned caves, and Colin, as wise as he was tender, seemed to shew his
-wisdom by keeping on the surface with Violet, and only shining on her
-tranquillity, never breaking it.</p>
-
-<p>Sometimes&mdash;so thought his father&mdash;he shewed her a face which, in virtue
-of their past intimacy, was almost too gaily indifferent; she would
-attempt some perfectly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190">{190}</a></span> trivial exhibition of their old relations, perch
-herself on the arm of his chair, and with the contrast of his bronzed
-face and golden hair, tell him that he must gild his face like the
-grooms in “Macbeth” or dye his hair. But on the instant he would be
-alert and spring up, leaving her there, for the need of a cigarette or a
-match. He allowed her not the most outside chance of resuming ordinary
-cousinly relations with him. His motive was sound enough; loving her he
-mistrusted himself. She was sealed to be his brother’s wife, and he must
-not trust himself within sight of the notice to trespassers. It was
-better to make himself a stranger to her than to run the risk of
-betraying himself. So, at least, it struck an outsider to Colin’s
-consciousness.</p>
-
-<p>He avoided, then, all privacy with Violet, and no less carefully he
-avoided privacy with Raymond. If the three men were together and his
-father left them, Colin would be sure to follow him, and if they all
-three sat up together in the smoking-room, Colin would anticipate the
-signal of a silence or of his father’s yawning or observation of the
-clock, to go to bed himself. Here, again, he almost overdid the part,
-for as the first week after his return went by, Philip, firmly
-determined to be just to Raymond, thought he saw in him some kind of
-brotherly affection for Colin, which the latter either missed or
-intentionally failed to respond to. There could be no harm in a
-seasonable word, and when, one morning Raymond, after half a dozen chill
-responses from his brother, had left him and Colin together, Philip
-thought that the seasonable word was no less than Raymond’s due. But the
-seasonable word had to be preceded by sympathy.</p>
-
-<p>He sat down in the window seat by Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Well?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Those blue eyes, gay but veiled by suffering, answered him.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s damned hard on you, Colin,” he said. “Are you getting used to it,
-old boy?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191">{191}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Colin, with one of those inimitable instinctive movements, laid his hand
-on his father’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“No, not a bit,” he said. “But I’ve got to. I can’t go on like this. I
-must feel friendly to Raymond and Violet. I must manage to rejoice in
-their happiness. Got any prescription for me, father? I’ll take it,
-whatever it is. Lord! How happy I used to be.”</p>
-
-<p>All that Philip had missed in Rosina was here now; the tender, subtle
-mind, which should have been the complement of her beauty. His sympathy
-was up in arms for this beloved child of hers, and his sense of fairness
-elsewhere.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond’s doing his best, Colin,” he said. “I wonder....” and he
-paused.</p>
-
-<p>“You can say nothing that will hurt me, father,” said Colin. “Go on.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I wonder if you’re responding to that. To put it frankly,
-whenever he makes any approach to you, you snub him.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin lifted his head.</p>
-
-<p>“Snub him?” he said. “How on earth can I snub Raymond? He’s got
-everything. I might as well snub God.”</p>
-
-<p>This was a new aspect.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t do otherwise, father,” said the boy. “I can only just behave
-decently to Raymond in public and avoid him in private. Don’t bother
-about Raymond. Raymond hates me, and if I gave him any opportunity, he
-would merely gloat over me. I can’t behave differently to him; I’m doing
-the best I can. If you aren’t satisfied with me, I’ll go away again till
-it’s all over and irrevocable. Perhaps you would allow me to go back to
-Capri.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip’s heart yearned to him. “I wish I could help you,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“You do help me. But let’s leave Raymond out of the question. There’s a
-matter that bothers me much more, and that’s Violet. If I let myself go
-at all, I don’t know where I should be. What am I to do about her? Am I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192">{192}</a></span>
-right, do you think, in the way I’m behaving? We were chums&mdash;then she
-became to me, as I told you, so much more than a chum. I can’t get back
-on to the old footing with her; it would hurt too much. And she’s hurt
-that I don’t. I can see that. I think I was wrong to come back here at
-all, and yet how lovely it was! You all seemed pleased to see me&mdash;all
-but Raymond&mdash;and I didn’t guess the bitterness of it.”</p>
-
-<p>It was inevitable that Philip should recall his surprise at Violet’s
-passivity. Colin, whose heart he knew, had been, in all outward
-appearance, just as passive, and he could not help wondering whether
-that passivity of Violet’s cloaked a tumult as profound as Colin’s. The
-suspicion had blinked at him before, like some flash of distant
-lightning; now it was a little more vivid. If that were true, if from
-that quarter a storm were coming up, better a thousand times that it
-should come now than later. Tragic, indeed, would it be if, after she
-had married Raymond, it burst upon them all.... But he had nothing
-approaching evidence on the subject; it might well be that his wish that
-Violet could have loved Colin set his imagination to work on what had
-really no existence outside his own brain.</p>
-
-<p>“I hate seeing you suffer, Colin,” he said, “and if you want to go back
-to Capri, of course you may. But you’ve got to get used to it some time,
-unless you mean to banish yourself from Stanier altogether. Don’t do
-that.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin pressed his father’s arm.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll do better, father,” he said. “I’ll begin at once. Where’s Violet?”</p>
-
-<p>It was in pursuance of this resolve, it must be supposed, that when Lady
-Yardley’s rubber of whist was over that night, Colin moved across to the
-open door on to the terrace where Violet was standing. In some spasm of
-impatience at Raymond’s touch she had just got up from the sofa where he
-had planted himself close to her, leaving him with an expression, half
-offended, half merely hungry....<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193">{193}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Five minutes stroll outside, Vi?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s rather late,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Right,” said Colin cheerfully, and went forth alone, whistling into the
-darkness.</p>
-
-<p>The moment he had gone Violet regretted not having gone too. Since
-Colin’s return she had not had a half-hour all told alone with him, and
-the tension of his entire indifference to her was becoming intolerable.
-She had not dreamed that he would cut himself off from her with this
-hideous completeness, nor yet how much she longed for the renewal of the
-old intimacy. Bitterest of all was the fact that she meant nothing to
-him, for he had never been more light-heartedly gay. Where Philip,
-knowing what he did, saw strained and heroic effort, she saw only the
-contemptuous ignoring of herself and Raymond.... And now, with that same
-craving for self-torture that is an obsession to the luckless in love,
-when Colin made his first advance to her again, she must needs reject
-it. There was Raymond watching her, and revolt against that hungry look
-of his decided her. She stepped out on to the terrace.</p>
-
-<p>Colin had come to the far end of it; his whistling directed her; and now
-in the strong starlight, she could see the glimmer of his shirt-front.
-She felt her knees trembling and hid the reason out of sight as she
-strolled, as unconcernedly as she could, towards him. Soon he perceived
-her and his whistling stopped.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Vi,” he said, “so you’ve come out after all. That’s ripping.”</p>
-
-<p>They were close to each other now, and bright was the stream of
-starlight on him.</p>
-
-<p>“Managed to tear yourself away from Raymond for five minutes?” he asked.
-“I was beginning to think I should never have a word with you again.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s your fault,” said she. “You have been a brute all this last
-week.”</p>
-
-<p>“I? A brute?” said Colin. “What do you mean? I thought I had been
-conducting myself superbly....<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194">{194}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>He looked up quickly at the oblong of light that flowed from the open
-door into the gallery, and saw that it framed a shadow.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, there’s Raymond,” he said, “looking after us. Here we are,
-Raymond. Come and join us.”</p>
-
-<p>He heard Violet’s clicked tongue of impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“I had to say that,” he whispered. “He won’t come.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s psychology was correct enough; Raymond had not meant to be seen,
-he only meant to see. Besides he had a grievance against Violet for her
-impatience just now; he was annoyed with her.</p>
-
-<p>“No, thanks,” he said, “I’m going to the smoking-room.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s to punish you, Vi,” said Colin with a tremble of laughter in his
-voice. “But perhaps we had better go in. You mustn’t vex him.”</p>
-
-<p>Nothing could have been better calculated.</p>
-
-<p>“Is one of the conditions of my engagement that I mustn’t speak to you?”
-she asked. “Certainly it seems like it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin tucked his arm into Violet’s.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, we’ll break it for once,” he said. “Now you’re vexed with me.
-That’s very unreasonable of you. You made your choice with your eyes
-open. You’ve chosen Raymond and Stanier. It stands to reason we can’t
-always be together. You can’t have Raymond and Stanier and me. It was
-your own doing. And I thought everything was going so well. Whenever I
-look up I see you and him holding hands, or else he’s kissing the back
-of your neck.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” said Violet with a little shiver.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve got to get used to it, Vi,” said he. “You’ve got to pay for
-having Stanier. Isn’t it worth it?”</p>
-
-<p>He heard her take a quick breath; her control was swaying like a curtain
-in the wind.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t be such a brute to me, Colin,” she said. “I hadn’t realised
-that&mdash;that you would desert me like this.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin just passed his tongue over his lips.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195">{195}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, that doesn’t mean anything to you,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“But it does, it does,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>They were back now in the shadow of the yew-hedge, where one night she
-had kissed him. As he thought of that he knew that she was thinking of
-it too.</p>
-
-<p>“Give Raymond up,” he said. “Let him and Stanier go. It will be the
-wisest thing you can do.”</p>
-
-<p>He paused a moment, and all the witchery of the night came to the
-reinforcement of his charm.</p>
-
-<p>“I want you, Vi,” he said. “Promise me. Give me a kiss and seal it.”</p>
-
-<p>For one second she wavered, and then drew back from him.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I can’t do that,” she said. “I’ll give you a kiss, but it seals no
-promise.”</p>
-
-<p>“Kiss me then,” said he, now confident.</p>
-
-<p>There was no mistaking the way in which she surrendered to him. She
-stood enfolded by him, lambent and burning. She knew herself to be
-bitterly unwise, but for the moment the sweetness was worth all the
-waters of Marah that should inundate her.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you darling, never mind your promise,” said he. “I shall have that
-later. Just now it’s enough that you should hate Raymond and love me.”</p>
-
-<p>She buried her face on his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, Colin, what am I to do?” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p>He could see well that, though her heart was his, the idea of giving up
-Stanier still strove with her. To-night she might consent to marry him;
-to-morrow that passion for possession might lay hands on her again. She
-was bruised but not broken, and instantly he made up his mind to tell
-her the secret of his mother’s letter and of the entry at the Consulate.
-That would clinch it for ever. When she knew that by giving up Raymond
-and Stanier together, she retained just all she wanted out of her
-contract and gained her heart’s desire as well&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“What are you to do?” he said. “You are to do exactly what you are
-doing. You’re to cling to me, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196">{196}</a></span> trust me. Ah, you’re entrancing! But
-I’ve got something to tell you, Vi, something stupendous. We must go in;
-I can’t tell you here, for not even the trees nor the terrace must know,
-though it concerns them.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Colin, about Raymond. I can’t be sure....”</p>
-
-<p>He pressed her to him, thrilled all through at this ebb and flow of her
-emotional struggle.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve finished with Raymond, I tell you,” he said. “You’ve given him
-up and you’ve given up Stanier, haven’t you; you’ve given up
-everything?”</p>
-
-<p>Some diabolical love of cruelty for its own sake; of torturing her by
-prolonging the decision which pulled at her this way and that, possessed
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a proud hour for me, Vi,” he said. “I love Stanier as madly as you
-do, and you’ve given it up for me. I adore you for doing that; you’ll
-never repent it. I just hug these moments, though there must come an end
-to them. Let us go in, or Raymond will be looking for us again. Go
-straight to your room. I shall come there in five minutes, for there’s
-something I must tell you to-night. I must just have one look at Raymond
-first. That’s for my own satisfaction.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin could not forego that look at Raymond. He knew how he should find
-him, prospering with a glass of whisky, disposed, as his father had
-said, to be brotherly, having all the winning cards in his hand. Stanier
-would be his, and, before that, Violet would be his, and Colin might be
-allowed, if he were very amiable, to spend a week here occasionally when
-Raymond came to his throne, just as now he had been allowed a starlit
-stroll with Violet. These were indulgences that would not be noticed by
-his plenitude, morsels let fall from the abundant feast. The life only
-of one man, already old, lay between him and the full consummation;
-already his foot was on the steps where the throne was set. Just one
-glance then at victorious Raymond....</p>
-
-<p>Raymond fulfilled the highest expectations. Whisky had made him
-magnanimous; he was pleased to have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197">{197}</a></span> granted Colin that little starlit
-stroll with Violet, it was a crumb from the master’s table. His heavy
-face wore a look of great complacency as his brother entered.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Colin,” he said. “Finished making love to Violet?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin grinned. “You old brute!” he said. “Not content with having
-everything yourself, you must mock me for my beggary. You lucky fellow.”</p>
-
-<p>He poured himself out a drink and sat down.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond, I had no idea how devoted Violet was to you till to-night,” he
-said. “I think she’s afraid to let herself go, to shew it too much.”</p>
-
-<p>The grossness of Raymond, his animal proprietorship, was never more
-apparent. It was enough for him to desire her.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Vi’s all right,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Colin felt his ribs a-quiver with the spasm of his suppressed laughter.
-He distrusted his power of control if he subjected himself to further
-temptation.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m off to bed,” he said. “I just looked in to envy you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Where’s Vi?” asked Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>Colin bethought himself that he did not want Raymond knocking at
-Violet’s door for a good-night kiss.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, she went upstairs half an hour ago,” he said. “She told me she was
-awfully sleepy. In fact, she soon got tired of me.”</p>
-
-<p>He drank in a final impression of Raymond’s satisfied face and went
-upstairs, going first to his room, where from his locked despatch-case
-he took the two letters which Salvatore had given him, and which now
-bore the dates of March 17 and March 31. Then, passing down the long
-corridor, he came to her room; the door was ajar, and he rapped softly
-and then entered.</p>
-
-<p>Violet, in anticipation of his coming, had sent her maid away, and was
-brushing her hair, golden as Colin’s own, before her glass. Often and
-often in the days of their intimacy had he come in for a talk during
-this ritual; on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198">{198}</a></span> dry, frosty nights Violet would put out her light, and
-pale flashes of electricity and cracklings and sparks would follow the
-progress of her brush. Her hair would float up from her head and cling
-to Colin’s fingers as sea-weed that had lain unexpanded on the shore
-spreads out, floating and undulating, in the return of the tide.
-To-night it lay thick and unstirred, rippling for a moment under her
-brush, and then subsiding again into a tranquil sheet of gold.</p>
-
-<p>She saw him enter in the field of her mirror and heard the click of the
-key as he turned it.</p>
-
-<p>“Just in case Raymond takes it into his head to say good-night to you,”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>She had risen from her chair and stood opposite to him.</p>
-
-<p>“What have you got to tell me, Colin?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her a moment with parted lips and sparkling eyes. Each
-seemed the perfect complement of the other; together they formed one
-peerless embodiment of the glory of mankind. Through them both there
-passed some quiver of irresistible attraction, and, as two globules of
-quick-silver roll into one, so that each is merged and coalesced in the
-other, so with arms interlaced and faces joined, they stood there, two
-no longer. Even Colin’s hatred for Raymond flickered for that moment and
-was nearly extinguished since for Violet he existed no more. Then the
-evil flame burned up again, and he loosed Violet’s arms from round his
-neck.</p>
-
-<p>“Now you’re to sit and listen to me,” he said. “What I have got to tell
-you will take no time at all.”</p>
-
-<p>He opened the envelope which he had brought with him, and drew out the
-two letters. He had decided not to tell Violet any more than what, when
-his father was dead, all the world would know.</p>
-
-<p>“Salvatore Viagi gave me these,” he said. “He is my mother’s brother,
-you know, and I saw him at Capri. They were written by my mother to him,
-and announce the birth of Raymond and me and her marriage to my<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199">{199}</a></span> father.
-Take them, Vi, look at the dates and read them in order.”</p>
-
-<p>She gave him one quick glance, took them from him, read them through and
-gave them back to him. Then in dead silence she got up and stood close
-to him.</p>
-
-<p>“I see,” she said. “On Uncle Philip’s death, Stanier, everything will be
-mine. According to those letters, that is.”</p>
-
-<p>He nodded. “Yes, on the one condition, of course, that you and I are
-wife and husband.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him again with a smile breaking through her gravity.</p>
-
-<p>“I promised that before I knew,” she said. “And now that I know that
-Stanier will be mine, instead of believing that my choice forfeited it,
-it isn’t very likely that I shall change my mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s something else, you know, too,” he said. “You’re marrying....”</p>
-
-<p>She interrupted. “I’m marrying Colin,” she said. “But as regard you. Is
-it horrible for you? Ah ... I’ve been thinking of myself only. Stanier
-and myself.”</p>
-
-<p>She moved away from him and walked to the end of the room, where,
-pushing the blind aside, she looked out on to the terrace where they had
-stood this evening. As clearly as if she spoke her thoughts aloud, Colin
-knew what was the debate within her. It lasted but a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, if&mdash;if you hate it,” she said, “tear that letter up. I’ve got
-you, and I would sooner lose Stanier than let you be hurt. Tear it up!
-Let Raymond have Stanier so long as I don’t go with it.... Oh, my dear,
-is it the same me, who so few weeks ago chose Raymond, and who so few
-hours ago wondered if I could give up Stanier, even though to get it
-implied marrying him? And now, nothing whatever matters but you.”</p>
-
-<p>Instantly Colin felt within himself that irritation which love
-invariably produced in him. Just so had his father’s affection, except
-in so far as it was fruitful of material<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200">{200}</a></span> benefits, fatigued and annoyed
-him, and this proposal of Violet’s, under the same monstrous impulsion,
-promised, in so far from being fruitful, to prove itself some scorching
-or freezing wind which would wither and blast all that he most desired.
-But, bridling his irritation, he laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“That wouldn’t suit me at all,” he said, “and besides, Vi, how about
-honour? Stanier will be legally and rightfully yours. How on earth could
-I consent to the suppression of this? But lest you should think me too
-much of an angel&mdash;father asked me one day how my wings were getting
-on&mdash;I tell you quite frankly that it will be sweet as honey to send
-Raymond packing. My adoring you doesn’t prevent my hating him. And as
-for what is called irregularity in birth, who on earth cares? I don’t.
-I’m a Stanier all right. Look at half the dukes in England, where do
-they spring from? Actresses, flower-girls, the light loves of
-disreputable kings. Who cares? And, besides, my case is different: my
-father married my mother.”</p>
-
-<p>Up and down his face her eyes travelled, seeing if she could detect
-anywhere a trace of reluctance, and searched in vain.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you quite sure, Colin?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Absolutely. There’s no question about it.”</p>
-
-<p>Once more she held him close to her.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s too much,” she whispered. “You and Stanier both mine. My heart
-won’t hold it all.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hearts are wonderfully elastic,” said he. “One’s heart holds everything
-it desires, if only it can get it. Now there’s a little more to tell
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes? Come and sit here. Tell me.”</p>
-
-<p>She drew him down on to the sofa beside her.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, my uncle sent me these letters,” said he, “but, naturally, they
-won’t be enough by themselves. It was necessary to find out what was the
-entry in the register of their marriage. My father had told me where it
-took place, at the British Consulate in Naples, and I got the Consul to
-let me see the register. I told him I wanted to make a copy of it. I saw
-it. The marriage apparently<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201">{201}</a></span> took place not on the 31st of March, but on
-the 1st. But then I looked more closely, and saw that there had been an
-erasure. In front of the ‘1’ there had been another figure. But whoever
-had made that erasure had not done it quite carefully enough. It was
-possible to see that a ‘3’ had been scratched out. The date as
-originally written was ‘31’ not ‘1.’ That tallies with the date on my
-mother’s letter.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s voice took on an expression of tenderness, incredibly sweet.</p>
-
-<p>“Vi, darling,” he said, “you must try to forgive my father, if it was he
-who made or caused to be made that erasure which might so easily have
-passed unnoticed, as indeed it did, for when the Consul prepared my copy
-with the original he saw nothing of it; word by word he went over the
-two together. You must forgive him, though it was a wicked and a
-terrible fraud that my father&mdash;I suppose&mdash;practised, for unless he had
-other children, he was robbing you of all that was rightfully yours.</p>
-
-<p>“I think the reconstruction of it is easy enough. My mother died, and he
-was determined that his son, one of them, should succeed. I imagine he
-made, or procured the making, of that erasure after my mother’s death.
-He had meant to marry her, indeed he did marry her, and I think he must
-have desired to repair the wrong, the bitter wrong, he did her in the
-person of her children. I’ve got something to forgive him, too, and
-willingly I do that. We must both forgive him, Vi. I the bastard, and
-you the heiress of Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet would have forgiven Satan himself for all the evil wrought on the
-face of the earth from the day when first he set foot in Paradise.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Colin, yes,” she said. “Freely, freely!”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s sweet of you. That is a great weight off my mind. And you’ll
-make your forgiveness effective, Vi?”</p>
-
-<p>She did not grasp this.</p>
-
-<p>“In what way?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I mean that you won’t want to make an exposure of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202">{202}</a></span> this now,” said he.
-“I should like my father never to know that I have found out what he
-did. I should like him to die thinking that Raymond will succeed him,
-and that his fraud is undiscovered. Of course, you would be within your
-rights if you insisted on being established as the heiress to Stanier
-now. There are certain revenues, certain properties always made over to
-the heir on coming of age, and Raymond and I come of age in a few
-months. Can you let Raymond enjoy them for my father’s sake? He has
-always been amazingly good to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Colin, what a question!” she said. “What do you take me for? Would
-that be forgiveness?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s settled then; bless you for that. The only objection is that
-Raymond scores for the present, but that can’t be helped. And there’s
-just one thing more. About&mdash;about what has happened between us. Shall I
-tell my father to-morrow? Then we can settle how Raymond is to be told.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Colin, to-morrow?” said she. “So soon?”</p>
-
-<p>He laughed. “To-night if you like,” he said, “though it’s rather late.
-Of course, if you want to put it off, and have Raymond nosing about you
-still like a ferret....”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t!”</p>
-
-<p>“He shan’t then. Now I must go. One kiss, Vi.”</p>
-
-<p>She clung to him. “I’m frightened of Raymond,” she said. “What will he
-do?”</p>
-
-<p>“Howl like a wounded bear, I suppose. Hullo!”</p>
-
-<p>There was the sound of knocking at the door, and Raymond’s voice:</p>
-
-<p>“Violet,” he said. “May I come in; just to say good-night?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin frowned. “Been listening, probably,” he whispered, “and heard
-voices.”</p>
-
-<p>Without pause he went to the door, and turned the key and handle
-together.</p>
-
-<p>“Come in, Raymond,” he said as he opened it. “Violet’s been talking of
-nothing but you. So here we all<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203">{203}</a></span> are, bride and bridegroom and best man.
-Let’s have one cigarette before we all go to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond wore his most savage look. “I thought you had gone to bed,” he
-said, “and I thought you said Violet had gone to bed half an hour before
-that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Raymond, don’t be vexed,” said Colin. “Haven’t you got everything?”</p>
-
-<p>In just such a voice, dexterously convincing, had he pleaded with Violet
-that she should forgive his father....<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204">{204}</a></span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VII-b" id="CHAPTER_VII-b"></a>CHAPTER VII</h3>
-
-<p>Philip was waiting in his library for Raymond’s entry, wanting to feel
-sorry for him, but as often as he could darken his mind behind that
-cloud, the edges of it grew dazzlingly bright with the thought of Colin,
-and the sun re-emerging warmed and delighted him....</p>
-
-<p>Yet he was sorry for Raymond, and presently he would express his
-sympathy, coldly and correctly, he was afraid, with regret and truism
-and paternal platitudes; but duty would dictate his sentiments. At the
-most he could not hope for more than to give the boy the impression he
-was sorry, and conceal from him his immensurable pleasure in the news
-Colin had made known to him. All these weeks, ever since, on that
-morning in Capri, he had learned of Raymond’s engagement and Colin’s
-desire, he had never been free from heartache, and his favourite’s
-manliness, his refusal to be embittered, his efforts with himself, gaily
-heroic, had but rendered those pangs the more poignant. And in the hour
-of his joy Colin had shewn just the same marvellous quickness of
-sympathy for Raymond’s sorrow, as, when Philip had first told him of the
-engagement, he had shewn for Raymond’s happiness.</p>
-
-<p>“I would have given anything to spare Raymond this, father,” he had
-said. “As you know, I kept all I felt to myself. I didn’t let Violet see
-how miserable I was, and how I wanted her. And then last night&mdash;it was
-like some earthquake within. Everything toppled and fell; Vi and I were
-left clinging to each other.”</p>
-
-<p>After Colin, Philip had seen Violet, and she, too, had spoken to him
-with a simplicity and candour.... She had already begun to love Colin,
-she thought, before she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205">{205}</a></span> accepted Raymond, but how she loved Stanier.
-She had been worldly, ambitious, stifling the first faint calls of her
-heart, thinking, as many a girl thought, whose nature is not yet wholly
-awake, that Raymond would “do,” as regards herself, and “do”
-magnificently as regards her longing for all that being mistress of
-Stanier meant to her. Then came Colin’s return from Italy, and the
-whisper of her heart grew louder. She could not help contrasting her
-lover with her friend, and in that new light Raymond’s attentions to
-her, his caresses, his air&mdash;she must confess&mdash;of proprietorship grew
-odious and insufferable. And then, just as Colin had said, came the
-earthquake. In that disruption, all that from the worldly point of view
-seemed so precious, turned to dross.</p>
-
-<p>At that point she hesitated a moment, and Philip had found himself
-recording how like she was to Colin. With just that triumphant glow of
-happiness with which he had said: “Raymond has got Stanier, father,
-Violet and I have got each other,” so Violet now, after her momentary
-hesitation, spoke to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Stanier, for which I longed, Uncle Philip, doesn’t exist for me any
-more. How could I weigh it against Colin?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s happiness ... nothing could dim that sunshine for his father,
-and the sunshine was not only of to-day, it was the sunshine that had
-shone on him and Rosina more than twenty years ago. His heart melted
-with the love that through Colin reacted on her. Surely she must rejoice
-at the boy’s happiness to-day! Raymond, to be sure, was the fruit of her
-body also, but it was through Colin that she lived, he was the memory
-and the gracious image of her beauty.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond entered, snapping the golden thread.</p>
-
-<p>“You wanted to see me, father,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Philip had been attempting to drill himself into a sympathetic bearing
-towards his son, but Raymond’s actual presence here in succession to
-Colin and Violet, brought sheer helplessness. For the brightness and
-beam of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206">{206}</a></span> others there was this solid self-sufficiency. It seemed as
-if a crime had been averted in the transference of the girl to another
-bridegroom. What unnatural union would have been made by this mating of
-her! His heart sang; it were vain to try to throttle it into silence.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Raymond; sit down,” said he, indicating a place on the sofa where
-he sat.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, thanks, it doesn’t matter. I’ll stand,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got bad news for you,” said Philip. “You must brace yourself to
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s have it,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>Philip felt his sympathy slipping from him. He wanted chiefly to get it
-over; there was no use in attempting to lead up to it.</p>
-
-<p>“It concerns you and Violet,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>A savage look as of a hungry dog from whom his dinner is being snatched,
-came across Raymond’s face.</p>
-
-<p>“Well?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“She wished me to tell you that she can’t marry you,” said his father.
-“She asks you to set her free from her engagement.”</p>
-
-<p>The savagery of that sullen face grew blacker. “I don’t accept that from
-you,” he said. “If it’s true, Violet will have to tell me herself.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip made a great effort with himself. “It is true,” he said, “and I
-want at once to tell you that I’m very sorry for you. But it would have
-been very painful for her to tell you, and it was I who suggested that I
-should break her decision to you. I hope you won’t insist on having it
-from her.”</p>
-
-<p>“She has got to tell me,” said Raymond. “And is that all, father? If so,
-I’ll go to her at once.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, there’s more,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond’s face went suddenly white; his mouth twitched, he presented a
-mask of hatred.</p>
-
-<p>“And so it’s Colin who has got to tell me the rest,” he said. “Is that
-it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207">{207}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“She is going to marry Colin.”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment Raymond stood perfectly still; just his hands were moving;
-knitted together they made the action of squeezing something. Once it
-seemed that he tried to speak, but no word came; only the teeth shewed
-in his mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin has got to tell me then,” he said. “I will see Colin first.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip got up and laid a hand of authority on Raymond’s shoulder. The
-boy, for all his quietness, seemed beside himself with some pent-up fury
-all the more dangerous for its suppression.</p>
-
-<p>“You must not see either of them in the state you are in now,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s my affair,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s mine, too. You’re my son and so is Colin. You must wait till
-you’ve got more used to what has happened. And you must remember this,
-that a few weeks ago Colin was in the same case as you are now. He loved
-Violet, and it was I then, out in Capri, who told him that Violet was
-going to marry you. And he took it like a man, like the generous fellow
-he is. His first words were: ‘By Jove, Raymond will be happy!’ I shall
-never forget that, and you mustn’t either, Raymond.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond gave a dry snap of a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t,” he said. “That’s just what Colin would say. Perfect
-character, isn’t he? Only last night I found him talking to Violet in
-her bedroom. I wasn’t pleased, and he begged me not to be vexed, as I
-had got everything. He had taken Violet from me when he said that, or if
-not, he came back when Violet was in bed, and got engaged to her then.
-Engaged!”</p>
-
-<p>“Now stop that, Raymond,” said his father.</p>
-
-<p>“Very good. He was already engaged to her when he told me I had got
-everything. You don’t understand Colin. He hates more than he loves. He
-has hated me all my life. ‘By Jove, Raymond will be happy!’ I’ll be even
-with Colin some day. Now I’m going to see<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208">{208}</a></span> him. Or shall I say: ‘By
-Jove, Colin will be happy?’ Then you’ll consider me a generous fellow.”</p>
-
-<p>Once again Philip tried to put himself in Raymond’s place, and made
-allowance for his bitter blackness. His hand went on to the boy’s
-shoulder again, with less of authority and more of attempted affection.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond, you must do better than this,” he said. “You would be very
-unwise to see Colin and Violet just now, but if you insist on doing so,
-you shall see them in my presence. I can’t trust you, in the mood you’re
-in, not to be violent, not to say or do something which you would
-bitterly repent, and which they would find it hard to forgive. And if,
-which I deny, Colin has always hated you, what about yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>Both of them now were on bed-rock. By implication, by admission, by
-denial even, they had got down to the hatred that, like a vein of
-murderous gold, ran through the very foundation of the brothers’
-existence. Who knew what struggle might have taken place, what prenatal
-wrestling in the very womb of life, of which the present antagonism was
-but a sequel, logical and inevitable!</p>
-
-<p>Even as Philip spoke, he half-realised the futility of bringing argument
-to bear on Raymond’s nature, for this hatred sprang from some
-ineradicable instinct, an iron law on which intelligence and reason
-could but perch like a settling fly. He could deny that Colin hated his
-brother, he could urge Raymond to show himself as generous as he
-believed Colin to have been, but nothing that he could say, no
-persuasion, no authority could mitigate this fraternal hostility. And
-even while he denied Colin’s animosity, with the evidence he had already
-brought forward to back it, he found himself wondering if at heart Colin
-could feel the generosity he had expressed, or whether it was not a mere
-superficial good-nature, mingled with contempt perhaps, that had given
-voice to it.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond had ceased from the clutching and squeezing of his hands.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209">{209}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“You don’t know what Colin is,” he said, “and I know it is no use trying
-to convince you. I shan’t try. You judge by what you see of him and me,
-and you put me down for a black-hearted, sullen fellow, and he’s your
-heart’s darling.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve got no right to say that,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“But can I help knowing it, father?” asked he.</p>
-
-<p>Philip felt that his very will-power was in abeyance; he could not even
-want to readjust the places which his two sons held in his heart, or,
-rather, to find place in his heart for the son who had never been
-installed there yet. And there would be no use in “wanting,” even if he
-could accomplish that. Colin held every door of his heart, and with a
-grudging sense of justice towards Raymond, he was aware that Colin would
-grant no admittance to his brother. Or was that conviction only the echo
-of his own instinct that he wanted no one but Colin there? He had no
-love to spare for Raymond. Such spring of it as bubbled in him must fall
-into Colin’s cup, the cup that never could be filled.</p>
-
-<p>How could he but contrast the two? Here was Raymond, sullen in his
-defeat, attempting (and with unwelcome success) to put his father in the
-wrong, jealous of the joy that had come to Colin, insisting,
-Shylock-like, on such revenge as was in his power, the pound of flesh
-which would be his, in making a scene with the girl who had chosen as
-her heart bade her, and the boy who was her choice. On the other side
-was Colin, who, when faced with an identical situation, had accepted his
-ill-luck with a wave of welcome for the more fortunate. And Raymond
-would have it that that splendid banner was but a false flag, under
-cover of whose whiteness a treacherous attack might be made.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know that we need pursue that,” said Philip. “Your feelings are
-outside my control, but what is in my control is to be just to you in
-spite of them. I have tried to tell you with all possible sympathy
-of&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Of Violet’s jilting me,” interrupted Raymond. “And<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210">{210}</a></span> you have clearly
-shewn me, father, your sympathy with Colin’s happiness.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip felt every nerve jarring. “I am not responsible for your
-interpretations of myself,” he said, “nor do I accept them. If your
-design is to be intolerably offensive to me, you must work out your
-design somewhere else. I am not going to have you stop here in order to
-amuse yourself with being rude to me, and spoiling the happiness of
-others&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! Just so!” said Raymond. “Colin.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip was exasperated beyond endurance.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite right,” he said. “I am not going to have you spoiling Colin’s
-happiness. And Violet’s. I should have suggested you leaving Stanier for
-the present for your own sake, if you had allowed me to show sympathy
-for you. As you do not, I suggest that you should do so for Colin’s
-sake. You may go to St. James’s Square if you like, and if you can
-manage to behave decently, you may stop on there when we come up next
-week. But that depends on yourself. Now if you want to see Violet and
-your brother you may, but you will see them here in my presence. I will
-send for them now, if that is your wish. When you have seen them you
-shall go. Well?”</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly the idea of leaving Colin and Violet here became insupportable
-to Raymond. He <i>had</i> to see them as lovers, and hate them for it: his
-hate must be fed with the sight of them.</p>
-
-<p>“Must I go, father?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; you have forced me to be harsh with you. It was not my intention.
-Now do you want to see them?”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond hesitated: if Colin could be cunning, he could be cunning too.
-“I should like to see them both,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Philip rang the bell, and in the pause before they came, Raymond went
-across to the window-seat, and sat there with face averted, making no
-sign, and in the silence Philip reviewed what he had done. He had no
-wish, as he had said, to be harsh to Raymond, but what possible gain to
-any one was his remaining here? He would be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211">{211}</a></span> a misery to himself, and no
-entertainment to others; and yet the boy wanted to stop, thinking
-perhaps that thus he would be sooner able to accept the position. It was
-impossible to grudge him any feasible alleviation of the blow that, so
-far from stunning him, had awakened all that was worst in him. Much must
-depend on his behaviour now to Colin and Violet.</p>
-
-<p>They entered together. Colin looked first at his father; then, without
-pause, seeing the huddled figure in the window-seat, went straight to
-Raymond. All else, Violet even, was forgotten.</p>
-
-<p>He laid his hand on Raymond’s shoulder. “Oh, Raymond,” he said, “we’re
-brutes. I know that.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip thought he had never seen anything so exquisite as that instinct
-of Colin’s to go straight to his brother. Could Raymond recognise the
-beauty of that?... And was it indeed Raymond who now drew Colin on to
-the window-seat beside him?</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all right, Colin,” he said. “You couldn’t help it. No one can
-help it when it comes. I couldn’t.”</p>
-
-<p>He stood up. “Father’s told me about it all,” he said, “and I just
-wanted to see you and Violet for a moment in order to realise it. I’ve
-got it now. Good-bye, Colin; good-bye, Violet.”</p>
-
-<p>He went across to his father with hand outstretched. “Thanks ever so
-much for letting me go to St. James’s Square,” he said. “And I’m sorry,
-father, for behaving as I did. I know it’s no use just saying that; I’ve
-got to prove it. But that’s all I can do for the present.”</p>
-
-<p>He went straight out of the room without once looking back.</p>
-
-<p>“Is Raymond going away?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. It’s better so.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin heard this with a chill of disappointment, for among his
-pleasurable anticipations had been that of seeing Raymond wince and
-writhe at the recasting of their parts. Raymond would have hourly before
-his eyes his own rôle played by another, and with what infinitely<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212">{212}</a></span>
-greater grace. The part of heroine would be filled by its “creator,”
-but, in this remodelled piece, what sparkle and life she would put into
-her scenes. Where she had been wooden and impassive, she would be eager
-and responsive, that icy toleration would melt into a bubbling liquor of
-joy. Then there would be the part now to be filled by Raymond; would he
-fill that with Colin’s tact and sweetness? Of minor characters there
-would be his father and grandmother, and with what convincing sincerity
-now would they fill their places.... But Raymond’s absence would take
-all the sting and fire out of the play.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, father, does he feel like that?” asked Colin. “Did he feel he
-couldn’t bear to stop? I’m sorry.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, it was I who told him to go,” said Philip. “He behaved outrageously
-just now with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But he’s sorry,” said Colin. “He wants to do better. Mayn’t he stop?
-He’ll be wretched all alone up in London.”</p>
-
-<p>A sudden thought struck him, a touch of genius. “But it concerns Vi
-most,” he said. “What do you vote, darling?”</p>
-
-<p>“By all means let him stop,” said she. Nothing but Colin’s wish, here
-clearly indicated, could have any weight with her.</p>
-
-<p>“Then may he, father?” he asked. “That is good of you. Come and tell
-him, Vi.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond was in the hall. He had just ordered his car, and was now about
-to telephone to the housekeeper in town to say he was coming, when Colin
-and Violet came out of the library. Philip followed them to complete the
-welcome, and saw Colin go up to his brother.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond, don’t go,” he said. “We all want you to stop. Vi does, father
-does, I do.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond saw his father in the doorway. “May I stop, then, father?” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“By all means. We all wish it,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond looked back again at his brother. Colin was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213">{213}</a></span> standing just below
-the portrait of his ancestor, the very image and incarnation of him.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got you to thank, I expect, Colin,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Their eyes met; Colin’s glittered like a sword unsheathed in the
-sunlight of his hatred and triumph; Raymond’s smouldered in the
-blackness of his hatred and defeat.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish there was anything I could do for you, Ray,” said Colin gently.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>The entertainment which Colin had anticipated from these alterations in
-the cast of this domestic drama did not fall short of his expectations.
-He held Raymond in the hollow of his hand, for Raymond’s devotion to
-Violet, gross and animal though it had been, gave Colin a thousand
-opportunities of making him writhe with the shrewd stings of jealousy,
-and with gay deliberation he planted those darts. The <i>coup de grâce</i>
-for Raymond would not come yet, his father’s death would give the signal
-for that; but at present there was some very pretty baiting to be done.
-Not one of those darts, so becomingly beribboned, failed to hit its
-mark: a whispered word to Violet which made the colour spring bright and
-eager to her face, a saunter with her along the terrace in the evening,
-and, even more than these, Colin’s semblance of sparing Raymond’s
-feelings, his suggestion that he should join them in any trivial
-pursuit&mdash;all these were missiles that maddingly pierced and stung.</p>
-
-<p>No less adequately did Philip and old Lady Yardley fill their minor
-parts; he, with the sun of Colin’s content warming him, was genial and
-thoughtful towards Raymond in a way that betrayed without possibility of
-mistake the sentiment from which it sprang; while Lady Yardley, braced
-and invigorated by the same emotion, was strangely rejuvenated, and her
-eyes, dim with age, seemed to pierce the mists of the encompassing years
-and grew bright with Colin’s youth.</p>
-
-<p>As regards his own relations with Violet, Colin found<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214">{214}</a></span> he could, for the
-present anyhow, manage very well; the old habits of familiarity and
-intimacy appeared to supply response sufficient; for she, shuddering
-now, as at some nightmare, at her abandoned engagement to Raymond and
-blinded with the splendour of the dawn of her love, saw him as a god
-just alighted on the gilded and rosy hills.... Colin shrugged his
-shoulders at her illusion; she presented to him no such phantasmal
-apparition, but he could give her liking and friendship, just what she
-had always had from him. Soon, so he hoped, this vision of himself would
-fade from her eyes, for even as he had found his father’s paternal
-devotion to him in Capri a fatiguing and boring business, so he foresaw
-a much acuter <i>gêne</i> that would spring from a persistence of Violet’s
-love. No doubt, however, she would presently become more reasonable.</p>
-
-<p>What above all fed Colin’s soul was to stroll into the smoking-room when
-Violet had gone upstairs, and his father had retired to his library, and
-to make Raymond drink a cup more highly spiced with gall than that which
-had refreshed him in public. Raymond had usually got there first, while
-Colin lingered a moment longer with Violet, and had beside him a
-liberally mixed drink, and this would serve for Colin’s text:</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, Raymond! Drowning dull care?” he asked. “That’s right. I can’t
-bear seeing you so down. By Jove, didn’t Violet look lovely to-night
-with her hair brought low over her forehead?”</p>
-
-<p>“Did she?” said Raymond. He tried to entrench himself in self-control;
-he tried to force himself to get up and go, but hatred of Colin easily
-stormed those defences. “Stop and listen,” said that compelling voice.
-“Glut yourself with it: Love is not for you; hate is as splendid and as
-absorbing....”</p>
-
-<p>“Did she?” echoed Colin. “As if you hadn’t been devouring her all the
-evening! But we all have our turn, don’t we? Every dog has its day. Last
-week I used to see you and Violet; now you see Violet and me. Tell<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215">{215}</a></span> me,
-Raymond, does Violet look happy? We can talk so confidentially, can’t
-we, as we have both been in the same position? What a ticklish thing it
-is to be a girl’s lover. How it ages one! I feel sixty. But does she
-seem happy? She used to wear a sort of haunted look last week. I suppose
-that was her wonder and her misgiving at a man’s brutal adoration. It
-frightened her. As if we weren’t frightened too! Did the idea of
-marriage terrify you as it terrifies me? A girl’s adoration is just as
-brutal.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin moved about the room as he spoke, dropping the sentences out like
-measured doses from some phial of a potent drug. After each he paused,
-waiting for a reply, and drinking glee from the silence. In that same
-silence Raymond was stoking his fires which were already blazing.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, every dog has its day,” he said, replenishing his glass.</p>
-
-<p>“And every dog has his drink,” said Colin. “Lord, how you’ll get your
-revenge when your day comes! What sweetness in your cup that Vi and I
-will never be allowed to come to Stanier again. You’ll like that,
-Raymond. You’ll have married by that time. I wonder if it will be the
-tobacconist’s girl who’ll have hooked you. You’ll be happier with her
-than Vi, you know, and I shouldn’t wonder if Vi will be happier with me
-than with you....”</p>
-
-<p>Still there was silence on Raymond’s part.</p>
-
-<p>“You must be more cheerful, Raymond,” said Colin. “Whatever you may do
-to me hereafter, you had better remember that I’m top-dog just now. I
-shall have to ask father to send you away after all, if you don’t make
-yourself more agreeable. It was I who made him allow you to stop here,
-and I will certainly have you sent away if you’re not kinder to me. You
-must be genial and jolly, though it’s a violence to your nature. You
-must buck up and be pleasant. So easy, and so profitable. Nothing to
-say?”</p>
-
-<p>There was a step outside, and their father entered. He carried an opened
-letter in his hand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216">{216}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I’ve just had a note from the governor of the asylum at Repstow,” he
-said. “One of their patients has escaped, a homicidal lunatic.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gosh, I’ll lock my door,” said Colin. “No use for him. What else,
-father?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s no joke, Colin. The keeper at the Repstow Lodge was out attending
-to the pheasants’ coops this afternoon, and while he was gone a man
-vaulted over the fence, frightened his wife into hysterics, and decamped
-with his gun and a bag of cartridges. Then he bolted into the woods.
-It’s almost certain that he is the escaped lunatic.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond, who had been listening intently, yawned.</p>
-
-<p>“But they’re out after him, I suppose,” he said. “They’ll be sure to
-catch him.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin wondered what that yawn meant.... To any boy of twenty&mdash;to himself
-anyhow&mdash;there was a spice of excitement about the news. It was
-impossible not to be interested. But Raymond did not seem to be
-interested.... Or did he wish it to appear that he was not interested?</p>
-
-<p>Colin, with an eye on Raymond, turned to his father. Two or three more
-little darts were ready for his brother, at which he would not yawn....</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, father,” said he, “come and sleep in my room and we’ll take
-watches. What glorious fun. You shall take the watch from midnight till,
-till half-past eight in the morning, and then you’ll wake me up, and
-I’ll take the watch till five in the afternoon without a wink of sleep.
-Then Raymond and Vi can slumber in safety. Now I shall go upstairs and
-say good-night to Vi&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Better not tell her about it to-night,” said Lord Yardley.</p>
-
-<p>“Rather not: we shall have other things to talk about, thanks. But not a
-minute before half-past eight, father. Good-night; good-night, Raymond.
-Sleep well.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond, in spite of these good wishes, passed an almost sleepless
-night. If he shut his eyes it was to see<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217">{217}</a></span> Colin’s mocking face floating
-on the darkness of his closed lids, and to have echoing in his ears the
-mockery of Colin’s jibes. As he passed Violet’s door on his way up to
-bed he had heard the sound of speech and laughter from within, and his
-jealousy seemed to arrest his tip-toeing steps, so that what he might
-overhear should give it the bitter provender it loved. But some new-born
-fear of Colin made him go on instead of lingering: Colin seemed
-prospered in all he did by some hellish protection; a mysterious
-instinct might warn him that there was a listener, and he would throw
-open the door and with a laugh call Violet to see who was eavesdropping
-on the threshold.... Then after they had laughed and pointed at him,
-Colin would shut the door again, locking it for fear of&mdash;of a homicidal
-maniac&mdash;and the talking would go on again till it was quenched in
-kisses....</p>
-
-<p>He had tossed and turned as on a gridiron, with the thought of Colin and
-Violet together to feed and to keep the fire alive. He did not believe
-that Colin loved her; if she had not promised to marry himself, he would
-not have sought her. It was from hatred of himself that he had given her
-a glance and a smile and whistled her to him, so that she threw away
-like a scrap of waste-paper the contract that would have installed her
-as mistress of the house she adored. Colin had idly beckoned, just to
-gratify his hate, and she had flamed into love for him.</p>
-
-<p>What subtle arts of contrivance and intrigue were his also! He had
-wanted to feast that same hatred on the sight of his brother’s defeat
-and discomfiture, and a word from him had been sufficient to make his
-father revoke his edict and let him remain at Stanier. Thus Colin earned
-fresh laurels in the eyes of the others for his compassionate
-forbearance, and by so doing accomplished his own desire of having
-Raymond there, like a moth on a pin.</p>
-
-<p>As the hours went on strange red fancies crossed his brain. He imagined
-himself going to his father’s room and smothering him, so that next day
-he would be master<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_218" id="page_218">{218}</a></span> of Stanier, and free to turn Colin out. Not another
-hour should he stay in the place. Out he should go, and Violet with him.
-Better still would it be to come behind Colin with a noose in his hand,
-which he would draw tight round his neck and laugh to see his face go
-black and his eyes start from his head with the strangling.... That
-would satisfy him; he could forgive Colin when he lay limp and lifeless
-at his feet, but till then he would never know a moment’s peace or a
-tranquil hour.</p>
-
-<p>All this week his fever of hatred had been mounting in his blood,
-to-night the heat of it made to flower in his brain this garden of
-murderous images. And all the time he was afraid of Colin, afraid of his
-barbed tongue, his contemptuous hate, above all, of the luck that caused
-him to prosper and be beloved wherever he went. Just at birth one stroke
-of ill-luck had befallen him, but that was all....</p>
-
-<p>Earlier in the evening, he remembered, an idea had flitted vaguely
-through his head, which had suggested to him some lucky accident.... He
-had purposely yawned when that notion presented itself, so that Colin
-should not see that he took any interest in what was being talked about.</p>
-
-<p>For the moment he could not recollect what it had been; then he
-remembered how his father had come into the smoking-room and told them
-that a homicidal lunatic had got hold of a gun and was at large,
-probably in the park.... That was it; he had yawned then, for he had
-pictured to himself Colin strolling through the leafy ways and suddenly
-finding himself face to face with the man. There would be a report and
-Colin would lie very still among the bracken till his body was found.
-Ants and insects would be creeping about him.</p>
-
-<p>That had been the faint outline of the picture; now in the dark it
-started into colour. What if once again Colin’s luck failed him, and in
-some remote glade he found himself alone with Raymond? He himself would
-have a gun with him, and he would fire it point-blank at Coli<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_219" id="page_219">{219}</a></span>n’s face
-and leave him there. It would be supposed that the escaped mad-man had
-encountered him....</p>
-
-<p>It was but a wild imagining, born of a sleepless night, but as he
-thought of it, Raymond’s eyelids flickered and closed, and just before
-dawn he fell asleep. When he was called a few hours later, that was the
-first image that came into his mind, and by the light of day it wore a
-soberer, a more solid aspect. What if it was no wild vision of the
-night, but a thing that might actually happen?</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>No fresh news when they met at breakfast was to hand about the escaped
-man; indeed, in answer to an inquiry sent by Lord Yardley to the asylum,
-there came the reply that, though search-parties were out after him,
-nothing had as yet been seen of him. Colin was engaged to play a round
-of golf on the Rye links, and the chance of falling in with him seemed
-so remote that soon after breakfast he went off on his motor-bicycle,
-promising, in order to soothe Violet’s apprehensions, to travel at the
-rate of not less than forty miles an hour. That did not please her
-either; in fact, there was no pleasing her about his expedition, whether
-he went fast or slow; so he kissed her, and told her to order her
-mourning. At the last moment, however, at his father’s wish, he slipped
-a revolver into his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond, as usual, refused to play golf, and preferred a wander in the
-park with a gun as a defensive measure for himself, and as an offensive
-measure against the plague of wood-pigeons. They were most numerous in
-the woods that lay on the steep slope through which the road to Repstow
-passed. That had been Colin’s road, too, and when Raymond set out a
-quarter of an hour later, the dust raised by his motor-bicycle still
-hung in the windless air.</p>
-
-<p>Ten minutes walking brought him to the point where the road which
-hitherto had lain across the open grass of the park descended into the
-big belt of wood which stretched as far as the lodge-gates. On each side
-of it the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_220" id="page_220">{220}</a></span> ground rose sharply, covered on the one side by firs and
-birches with groundwork of heather, on the other by the oaks of what was
-known as the Old Park. According to tradition they were of the plantings
-of Elizabeth’s Colin, and for age and grandeur they might well be so,
-for stately and venerable they rose from the short deer-nibbled turf,
-well-spaced with full freedom for roots and branch alike. No other trees
-were on that slope, but these great, leafy sentinels stood each with his
-ring of shade round him, like well-tried veterans who have earned their
-leisure and the dignified livery of repose. A low wall of grey stone,
-some four feet high, mossy and creviced and feathered with small ferns,
-separated this Old Park from the road.</p>
-
-<p>It was among these great oaks that the pigeons congregated, and Raymond
-was soon busy with them. This way and that, startled by his firing, they
-flew, often wary and slipping out of the far side of a tree and
-interposing its branches between him and them so that he could get no
-sight of them, but at other times coming out into the open and giving
-him a fair shot. Before long the whole battalion of them were in
-commotion, wheeling and flying off and returning again, and in an hour’s
-time he had shot some forty of them, not reckoning half a dozen more,
-which, winged or otherwise wounded, trailed off on his approach,
-fluttering on in front of him. Raymond was quite willing to put any such
-out of their misery, if they would only stop still and be killed like
-sensible birds, but on a hot morning it was too much to expect him to go
-trotting after the silly things, especially when he had killed so many.
-He took no pleasure in the cruelty of leaving them to die; he was simply
-indifferent.</p>
-
-<p>He had come almost to the end of his cartridges, and if he was to
-continue his shooting, he would have to go back to the house for more
-ammunition or borrow some from the keeper at the Repstow lodge. That was
-nearer than the house, but before going he sat down in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_221" id="page_221">{221}</a></span> shade of one
-of old Colin’s oaks to cool down and have a cigarette.</p>
-
-<p>For the last hour he had been completely absorbed in his sport; now with
-a snap like that of a released spring his mind leaped back to that which
-had occupied it as he walked here and saw the dust of his brother’s
-motor-bicycle hanging in the air. He had locked up in his mind, when he
-began his shooting, all connection with that, his hate, the sleepless
-night with its visions that seemed so wild at the time, but which, on
-his waking, had taken on so much quieter and more likely an aspect, and
-now, when he unlocked his mind again, he found that they had grown like
-fungi in the darkness of a congenial atmosphere. They were solid and
-mature: where before there had been but a fairy-ring of imagination,
-where nightly elves had danced, there were now those red, firm-fleshed,
-poisoned growths, glistening and corrupt.</p>
-
-<p>His subconscious mind poured out its storage: it had been busy while he
-was shooting, and wonderfully acute. It reminded him now that a quarter
-of a mile further on, the Old Park came to an end, and one clump of
-rhododendrons stood behind the wall which ran along the road. Just here
-the road took a sharp turn to the right: a man walking along it (or, for
-that matter, bicycling along it) would only come into sight of any one
-who might happen to be by that rhododendron bush half-a-dozen yards
-before he came to it himself, and anything else he might see there (a
-gun, for instance) would be at point-blank range. Such a gun-barrel
-would rest conveniently on the top of the wall; any one who happened to
-be holding the weapon would be concealed between the wall and the
-bush....</p>
-
-<p>These pictures seemed to be shewn Raymond rather than to be imagined by
-him; it was as if some external agency held open the book which
-contained them and turned over the leaves. It might prove to be himself
-who would presently lie <i>perdu</i> there, but he had no sense of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_222" id="page_222">{222}</a></span> any
-personal volition or share in the matter. His hatred of Colin had
-somehow taken counsel (even as doctors consult over a bad case) with the
-necessity that Colin should die, and this was their advice; Raymond was
-but the patient who in the apathy of sickness was going to do as they
-told him, not caring much what happened, only conscious that if this
-advice was successful in all its aspects, he would be restored to
-complete health.</p>
-
-<p>He hardly knew if he hated Colin any more; all that he was certain of
-was that there existed&mdash;somewhere&mdash;this black dynamic enmity. He hardly
-knew whether it was he who was about to shoot Colin, as presently on his
-motor-bicycle he would come round that sharp bend by the rhododendron
-bush. All that he was certain of was that Colin would presently lie dead
-on the road with his face all shattered by the shot. The homicidal
-maniac, of course, escaped from the asylum, must have been his murderer.</p>
-
-<p>There was no use for more cartridges than the two which he now slipped
-into his gun. If the fellow hidden behind the rhododendron bush could
-not kill Colin with two shots, he could not kill him with twenty, and
-Raymond, looking carefully round, began moving quietly down the slope to
-the corner, keeping in the shadow of the leafage of the splendid trees.
-His foot was noiseless on the cropped plush of the turf, and he passed
-quickly over the patches of sun between the shadows of the oaks, pausing
-every now and then to make sure there was no one passing along the road
-or the hillside, who was within sight of him. But there was no one to be
-seen; after the cessation of his shooting, the deer had come back to
-their favourite grazing-ground, and were now cropping at the short,
-sweet grass, or lying with twinkling ears alert in the shade. No one was
-moving up there at the top of the Old Park, where a foot-path made a
-short cut to the house from the Repstow Lodge, or the deer would not be
-so tranquil, while his own sharp eye assured him that within the circle
-of his vision there was none astir.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_223" id="page_223">{223}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>His remembrance of the rhododendron bush close to the angle in the road,
-was astonishingly accurate. The top of the grey wall was a most
-convenient rest for his gun, and a man coming round the corner from the
-direction of Repstow would suddenly find himself within six yards of the
-barrels. Probably he would never see them at all; there would be just a
-flash of flames close to his startled eyes, perhaps even the report of
-the explosion would never reach him.</p>
-
-<p>That was the only imperfect touch in these schemes which had been thus
-presented to Raymond; he would like Colin to know, one-half second
-before he died, whose hand had pulled the trigger and put a muzzle on
-his mocking mouth and a darkness over his laughing eyes, and he
-determined that when the beat of Colin’s approaching motor-bicycle
-sounded loud round the corner he would stand up and show himself. It
-would be all too late for Colin to swerve or duck then, and he should
-just see who had the last laugh. Raymond felt that he would laugh as he
-fired.... Till that moment it was best to conceal himself from the road,
-and he leaned against the wall, crouching a little, with the muzzle of
-his gun resting on it.... It was already after one o’clock. Colin would
-be here any minute now.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>A quarter of an hour before, Colin had arrived at the Repstow lodge with
-a puncture in his hind tyre. Luck was kind to him as usual; the puncture
-had occurred only a few yards down the road, and he could leave his
-machine with the lodge-keeper, and send a mechanic from the garage to
-repair it and bring it back to the house. For himself, he would take the
-short cut through the top of the Old Park back home; that reduced the
-distance by at least a half, and on this hot morning the soft-turfed
-shade would be pleasant.</p>
-
-<p>Then a sudden thought struck him, and he asked whether the escaped
-madman had been captured; the walk home would be less exciting but
-perhaps pleasanter if<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_224" id="page_224">{224}</a></span> they had caught him. And again it appeared that
-Colin’s affairs were being well looked after; the man had been found on
-the other side of the park half an hour ago; cleverly taken, so the
-keeper said. He must have been in the woods all night, and they came
-upon him as he dozed, seizing the gun he had possessed himself of before
-he woke and getting a noose round his arms.</p>
-
-<p>So that was all right, and Colin, with a smile for the keeper’s wife and
-a sixpenny piece for the small child who regarded him with wide,
-wondering eyes, set off for the mile walk to the house. He took his
-revolver out of his pocket with the intention of giving it to the
-keeper, and having it brought up to the house with the bicycle; but then
-thought better of it, and, emptying the cartridges out, replaced it. It
-made a rather weighty bulge in his coat, but on general principles it
-was wise not to leave fire-arms about.</p>
-
-<p>The thought of Raymond at his pigeon-shooting occurred to him as he
-walked, but no sound of firing came from the direction of the Old Park,
-which now lay close in front of him, and he supposed that his brother
-would have gone home by this time. What a sullen, awkward fellow he was;
-how he winced under Colin’s light artillery; how impotently Raymond
-hated him.... Colin could not imagine hating any one like that and not
-devising something deadly. But Raymond devised nothing; he just
-continued hating and doing nothing.</p>
-
-<p>Colin had come to the beginning of the Old Park; the path lying along
-the top of it wound in and out of the great oaks; below to the right lay
-the road with the low stone wall running beside it. The road had been
-out of sight hitherto, forming a wider circuit, but just below him now
-there was a sharp corner and it came into view.</p>
-
-<p>But what was that bright line of light on the top of the wall just at
-that point? Something caught the sun, vividly gleaming. For some reason
-he was imperatively curious to know what gleamed there, just as if it
-intimately concerned him, and half-closing his eyes to focus<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_225" id="page_225">{225}</a></span> it and
-detach it from that baffling background of dappled light and shadow, he
-saw. Simultaneously and unbidden the idea of Raymond out shooting
-pigeons occurred to him. But what was he doing&mdash;if it were
-Raymond&mdash;hidden behind that dark-leaved rhododendron-bush with his gun
-resting on the wall and pointing at the road? That was a singular way of
-shooting pigeons, very singular.</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s face broke into one great smile, and he slipped behind one of
-the oaks. Looking out he saw that another tree lower down the slope hid
-the rhododendron bush from him, and keeping behind the broad trunk he
-advanced down the hill in its direction. Twice again, in similar cover,
-he approached, and, peering round the tree, he could now see Raymond
-close at hand. Raymond’s back was towards him; he held his gun, with the
-end of the barrels resting on the top of the wall, looking at the angle
-of the road round which, but for that puncture in his bicycle, he
-himself would already have come.</p>
-
-<p>There was now but one big tree between him and his brother, and on
-tiptoe, as noiselessly as a hunting tiger, he crept up to it, and,
-drawing his revolver from his pocket, he came within ten paces of him.
-Then some faint sound of his advance&mdash;a twig, perhaps, snapping beneath
-his step&mdash;or some sense of another’s presence reached Raymond, and he
-turned his head quickly in Colin’s direction. He found himself looking
-straight down the barrel of his revolver.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond, if you stir except to do precisely what I tell you, I shall
-shoot,” said Colin quietly. “If you take your eyes off me I shall
-shoot.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s finger was on the trigger, his revolver as steady as if a man of
-stone held it.</p>
-
-<p>“Open the breech of your gun,” he said, “and let the barrels drop....
-Now hold it in one hand, with your arm stretched out.... That’s right.
-Good dog!... Now lay the gun down and turn round with your back to
-me.... Stop like that without moving.... Remem<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_226" id="page_226">{226}</a></span>ber that I am covering
-you, and I could hardly miss at this distance.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin picked up the gun and took the two cartridges out and put them in
-his pocket. Not till they clinked against the revolver cartridges that
-lay there did he remember that all the time his pistol had been
-unloaded. He stifled a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Take off your cartridge-bag, Raymond,” he said, “and put it on the
-ground.”</p>
-
-<p>“There are no more in it,” said Raymond, speaking for the first time.</p>
-
-<p>“You ill-conditioned swine, do as I tell you,” said Colin. “I shan’t
-give you an order twice again.... Well, what you said seems to be true,
-but that’s not the point. The point is that you’re to do as I tell you.
-Now have you got any more cartridges in your pockets?”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin thought he had better make sure of this for himself, and passed
-his hand over Raymond’s coat-pockets.</p>
-
-<p>“Now you stand just where you are,” he said, “because we’ve got to talk.
-But first I’ll put some cartridges in my own revolver. It has been
-perfectly empty all this time. Isn’t that damned funny, Raymond, dear?
-There were you expecting every moment would be your last, and obeying me
-like the sweet, obedient boy you are. Laugh, can’t you? It’s one of the
-funniest things that ever happened.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin lit a cigarette with shouts of laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, to business,” he said. “Turn round and let’s see your face. Do
-you know a parlour-trick called thought-reading? I’m going to tell you
-what you’ve been thinking about. You expected me to come round that
-corner on my bike; and from behind the wall you were going to fire
-point-blank at me. Not at all a bad idea. There was the homicidal
-lunatic, you thought, loose in the woods, and my death would have been
-put down to him.... But you would have been hanged for it all the same,
-because he was taken nearly an hour ago without firing a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_227" id="page_227">{227}</a></span> shot. So I’ve
-saved you from the gallows. Good idea of yours, but it had a flaw in
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin came a step nearer his brother, his eyes dancing.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond, I can’t resist it,” he said. “You’ve got to stand quite still,
-while I smack your filthy face just once, hard. It’ll hurt you, I’m
-afraid, but you’ve just got to bear it. If you resist in any way, I
-shall tell my father exactly what has happened this morning as soon as I
-get in. I shall tell him at lunch before Violet and the servants. I may
-settle to tell him in any case; that depends on how our talk goes off.
-But if you don’t stand still like a good boy, I shall certainly tell
-him. Now! Shut your eyes and see what I’ll give you.... There! It quite
-stung my fingers, so I’m sure it stung your face. Sit down; no, I think
-you look nicer standing. Let me think a moment.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin lit another cigarette, and stared at his brother as he smoked it.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve been wise about one thing,” he said, “in not attempting to deny
-the truth of my pretty thought-reading. You’re beaten, you see; you
-daren’t deny it. You’re a whipped cur, who daren’t even growl. Lucky for
-you that you’re such a coward.... Now, I’ve settled what to do with you.
-As soon as we get in, you shall write out for me a confession. You shall
-say that you intended to shoot me, and put down quite shortly and
-clearly what your plan was. You shall sign, and my father and I will
-sign it as witnesses. He shan’t read it; I will tell him that it is a
-private friendly little matter between you and me, and we just want his
-signature.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m devilish good to you, you know; it’s lucky that that affair about
-my revolver-cartridges amused me; that, and smacking your face. Then I
-shall send your confession to my bank, to be kept unopened there, except
-in case of my death, in which case it is to be sent to my father.
-That’ll keep you in order, you see. You won’t dare to make any other
-attempt on my life, because if it were successful, it would be known
-that you had tried to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_228" id="page_228">{228}</a></span> kill me before, and that would be a suspicious
-circumstance. How’s your face?... Answer, can’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all right,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Good Lord, I don’t want to know about your face. What do you say to my
-proposal? The alternative is that I tell my father and Violet all about
-it. I rather fancy&mdash;correct me if I am wrong&mdash;that he will believe me.
-Shocking affair, but true. Answer.”</p>
-
-<p>“I accept it,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you do. Now pick up your gun. Did you have good sport with
-the pigeons? Answer pleasantly.”</p>
-
-<p>“I got about forty,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“And you hoped to get one more at that corner, didn’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Damned rude of you to call me a pigeon. I’ll pay you out for that.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Philip was out on the terrace when the two boys came in. Colin took
-Raymond’s arm affectionately when he saw him.</p>
-
-<p>“Hullo, father,” he said. “We’ve had such a ripping morning. I won my
-match, and Raymond downed forty pigeons, and they’ve caught the madman.
-Oh, my bicycle punctured, by the way, but that was a blessing in
-disguise, for I had a jolly walk through the Old Park, and found
-Raymond. We’ve had a nice talk, too, and we want you to witness
-something for us after lunch.”</p>
-
-<p>“What’s that?” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, just a private little arrangement that only concerns us.... Shan’t
-we show it father, Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I think not,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>Colin raised his eyebrows as he met his father’s glance. “All right,” he
-said. “Just as you like.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_229" id="page_229">{229}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VIII-b" id="CHAPTER_VIII-b"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h3>
-
-<p>Colin was lying on the beach of the men’s bathing-place at Capri after
-an hour’s swim. A great wave of heat had swept over Europe, and now,
-though it was late in October, the conditions of summer still prevailed.
-It might have been June still, and he here with his father, quietly
-making the plans that had turned out so well. On this beach it was that
-he lay, pondering his reply to Violet’s letter which told him she was
-engaged to Raymond. He had thought out his reply here, that
-congratulatory reply, saying how delightful her news was, and as for
-feeling hurt.... That had been a thorn to Violet, which had pricked and
-stung her, as she had confessed. She had confessed it to him between
-dusk and dawn on their marriage-night.</p>
-
-<p>He knew all about it; that casual kiss in the dusk of the yew-hedge the
-night before he and his father left for Italy had begun it; his
-indifference to her had made her ache, and his arrival back in England
-had made the ache intolerable. To be mistress at Stanier had become
-worthless to her, and to reward her sense of its worthlessness, had come
-the news that she would not be that only....</p>
-
-<p>Colin stirred his sun-stained body to get a fresh bed of hot sand and
-pebbles for his back. He had absorbed the heat of those on which he had
-been lying, but a little kneading movement of his elbow brought him on
-to another baked patch. That was gloriously hot; it made him pant with
-pleasure, as he anticipated one more cool rush into the sea. He purred
-and thought of the lovely days that had passed, of the lovely day that
-was here, of the lovely days that awaited him. Quite methodically, he
-began at the beginning.</p>
-
-<p>Violet and he had been married in the first week of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_230" id="page_230">{230}</a></span> October, on the
-very day indeed that had been arranged for her marriage with Raymond.
-There was a suave brutality about that; he had made Raymond, under some
-slight hint of pressure, advocate it. Raymond (under that same hint) had
-become marvellously agreeable; he had been almost sentimental and had
-urged Violet to be married on that day. He himself would be best man, if
-Colin would allow him, instead of being bridegroom. Her happiness, it
-appeared, was of greater import to him than his own.</p>
-
-<p>Little conversations with Colin in the smoking-room, before Colin went
-up to say good-night to Violet, were responsible for this Scotch
-sentimentality. Raymond had been quite like a noble character in a
-sloshy play. He had understood and entered into the situation; he had
-given up without bitterness; he had rejoiced at his brother’s happiness
-and had been best man. The happy pair had left that afternoon for Italy.</p>
-
-<p>The attitude which he had forced on Raymond gave Colin the most intense
-satisfaction. He had been made to appear to be affectionate and loving,
-high-minded and altruistic, and Colin knew what wormwood that must be to
-him. It was tiresome enough, as he knew from his experience of the last
-fortnight, to be supposed to love when you only liked, but how
-infinitely more galling it must be to be supposed to love when you
-hated. But he did Raymond justice; a mere hint at publicity for that
-paper which lay at his bankers together with his mother’s letters and
-that confirmatory line from Uncle Salvatore, produced wonderful results.
-Raymond could be bridled now with a single silken thread.</p>
-
-<p>Colin’s thought turned over that leaf of the past, and pored over the
-present&mdash;this delightful, actual present. There was the sun baking his
-chest and legs, and the hot sand and pebbles warm to his back, while the
-cool, clear sea awaited him when the rapture of heat became no longer
-bearable. Violet had not come down with him to-day. She had taken to the
-rather more sophisticated<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_231" id="page_231">{231}</a></span> bathing establishment at the Marina, where
-more complete bathing-dresses were worn, and men did not dress and
-undress in the full eye of day. Colin quite agreed with her that the
-Marina was more suitable for her; this bay was really the men’s
-bathing-place and though women could come here if they chose, they were
-rather apt to be embarrassing and embarrassed. She would find the huts
-at the Marina more satisfactory and still more satisfactory to him was
-to be rid of her for a few hours.</p>
-
-<p>There was a stern, pitiless insistency about love which bored him. He
-could not be quite tranquil when, from moment to moment, he had to make
-some kind of response. A glance or a smile served the purpose, but when
-Violet was there he had, unless he betrayed himself, always to be on the
-look out. This love was a foreign language to him, and he must attend,
-if he were to reply intelligently. He liked her, liked her quite
-immensely, but that which was a tireless instinct to her was to him a
-mental effort. It was no effort, on the other hand, to be with Raymond,
-for there his instinct of hatred functioned flawlessly and
-automatically.</p>
-
-<p>Colin turned over that page of the present, and cast his eyes over the
-future. At the first glance all seemed prosperous there. His father had
-aged considerably during the last few months, and just before their
-marriage had had a rather alarming attack of vertigo, when, after a hot
-game of tennis, he had gone down with Colin to the bathing-pool to swim
-himself cool. The boy had not been the least frightened; he had brought
-his father to land without difficulty, and on his own responsibility had
-telephoned for his father’s doctor to come down to Stanier. The report
-had been quite reassuring, but a man who had left his sixtieth birthday
-behind him must not over-exert himself at tennis and then bathe. Nature,
-the wise old nurse, protested.</p>
-
-<p>This suggested eventualities for the future; no doubt his father would
-now be more prudent and enjoy a long ripe old age. Colin quite
-acquiesced; his father had been<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_232" id="page_232">{232}</a></span> so consistently good to him that he
-scarcely felt any impatience about that. But what this morning occupied
-him with regard to the future was the idea, not of his father’s death,
-but of Raymond’s. In this uncertain world accidents or illness might
-carry off even the strongest and sulkiest, and he himself would then be
-in a very odd position. Supposing (as was natural) his father died
-first, Raymond (on the strong case that could be built on the evidence
-of his mother’s letter to Salvatore and the erasure in the Consulate
-archives), would, no doubt, be incontinently “hoofed out” of his
-promised land, and Violet be in possession, with him as husband to the
-owner. But if Raymond died first, Colin by his juggling would merely
-have robbed himself of the birthright which would be rightfully his. It
-had been a great stroke to provide at his father’s death for Raymond’s
-penniless illegitimacy, and, by himself marrying Violet, to submerge his
-own. Not possibly could he have provided for the eventuality of
-Raymond’s pre-deceasing his father as well, but now that he had married
-Violet it was worth while brooding and meditating over the other.
-Something might conceivably be done, if Raymond died first, though he
-could not as yet fashion the manner of it.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>The morning had sped by all too quickly, and by now the other bathers
-had gone and the beach was empty, and Colin plunged once more into that
-beloved sea. The cool, brisk welcome of it encompassed him, its vigour
-seemed to penetrate his very marrow and brain with its incomparable
-refreshment, and he began to think of this problem with a magical
-lucidity....</p>
-
-<p>Colin regretfully left the water and put his clothes into the boat in
-which he had been rowed round from the Marina, meaning to dress on the
-way there. Young Antonio, the son of Giacomo, Philip’s old boatman, had
-brought him round here, and was now asleep in a strip of shadow at the
-top of the beach, waiting till Colin was ready to return. There he lay,
-with his shirt open at<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_233" id="page_233">{233}</a></span> the neck and a carnation perched behind his ear,
-lithe and relaxed like some splendid young Faun. The boy’s mouth smiled
-as he slept.</p>
-
-<p>Was he dreaming, thought Colin, of some amorous adventure proper to his
-age and beauty? His black hair grew low on his forehead, the black
-lashes swept his smooth, brown cheek; it seemed a pity to awake him, and
-for a minute or two Colin studied his face. Violet before now had
-remarked on his extraordinary resemblance, except in point of colouring,
-to Colin, and he wondered if, through his noble Viagi blood, they were
-related. He liked to think he resembled this merry Nino; he would almost
-have been willing to give him his blueness of eye and golden hair, and
-take in exchange that glossy black, which caught the tints of the sky
-among its curls.</p>
-
-<p>Then Nino stirred, stretched a lazy arm and found his hand resting on
-Colin’s shoulder. At that he sprang up.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, pardon, signor,” he said. “I slept. You have not been waiting?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin had picked up Italian with great ease and quickness; it came
-naturally to his tongue.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve been watching you smiling as you slept, Nino,” he said. “What have
-you been dreaming about?”</p>
-
-<p>Nino laughed. “And if I was not dreaming of the signorino himself,” he
-cried.</p>
-
-<p>“What about me?” demanded Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, just a pack of nonsense,” he said. “We were in the boat, and it
-moved of itself without my rowing, and together we sat in the stern, and
-I was telling you the stories of the island. You have heard the most of
-them, I think, by now.... Are you not going to dress?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll dress in the boat,” said Colin. “But there’s that story of Tiberio
-which you wouldn’t tell me when the signora was with us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed a story of Tiberio is not fit for the signora. A fat, bald old
-man was Tiberio; and as ugly as a German. Seven palaces he had on Capri;
-there was one<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_234" id="page_234">{234}</a></span> here, and so shameful were the things done in it that, so
-the priests say, the sea rose and swallowed it. But I do not know that
-the priests are right. They say that, do you think, signor, to frighten
-us from the wickedness of Tiberio? And one day Tiberio saw&mdash;<i>scusi,
-signor</i>....”</p>
-
-<p>How attractive was the pagan gaiety of these young islanders! They
-believed in sunshine and wine and amusement, and a very good creed it
-was. They took all things lightly, except the scirocco. Love was a
-pleasant pastime, an affair of eager eyes and a kiss and a smile at
-parting, for had he not seen Nino himself in a corner of the piazza
-yesterday making signals to his girl (or one of them), and then
-strolling off in the warm dark? They were quite without any moral sense,
-but it was ludicrous to call that wicked. Pleasure sanctified all they
-did; they gave it and took it, and slept it off, and sought it again.
-How different from the bleak and solemn Northerners!</p>
-
-<p>Imagine, mused Colin, as this really unspeakable history of Tiberio
-gaily unfolded itself, encouraging a gardener’s boy to regale you with
-bawdy tales. How he would snigger over the indecency, thus making it
-indecent; how heavy and dreary it would all be! But here was Nino with
-his dancing eyes and his laughing mouth and his “<i>scusi, signor,</i>” and
-all was well. These fellows had charm and breeding for their birthright,
-and, somehow, minds which vice did not sully.</p>
-
-<p>The end of the story was rapidly told, with gestures to help out the
-meanings of recondite words, for they were approaching the Marina, and
-Colin’s signora was waiting for him there, as Nino had already seen with
-a backward glance.... An amazing moral was tacked on the conclusion of
-those dreadful doings of Tiberio, for when Tiberio died, God permitted
-the devil to torture him from morning to night as the anniversary of
-that orgy came round.</p>
-
-<p>“But that’s not likely, Nino,” said Colin, deeply interested. “If
-Tiberio were so wicked, the devil would not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_235" id="page_235">{235}</a></span> want to torture him. He
-would be the devil’s dear friend.”</p>
-
-<p>Nino took both oars in one hand for a second and crossed himself.</p>
-
-<p>“What do you do that for, Nino?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“It is safer,” said Nino. “Who knows where the devil is?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin made an admirably apposite remark: a thing that Neapolitans said,
-so Mr. Cecil had told him, when they found themselves talking about the
-devil, and Nino was duly appreciative.</p>
-
-<p>“That is good!” said he. “That muddles him up.... Yes, signor, it is as
-you say. If Tiberio were very wicked, he and the devil would be very
-good friends. Do you believe in the devil, signor, in England?”</p>
-
-<p>“We’re not quite sure. And in Capri, Nino?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not when the sky is blue, like ... like the signor’s eyes,” said Nino.
-“But when there is scirocco, we are not so certain.”</p>
-
-<p>The prow of the boat hissed and was quenched against the sandy beach.
-There, under the awning of the stabilimento, was Violet, rather fussed
-at the leisurely progress of Colin’s boat, for in two minutes more the
-funicular would start, and if they missed that there was the dusty drive
-up to the town.</p>
-
-<p>“Quick, darling, quick,” she called out. “We have only a couple of
-minutes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t fuss,” said he. “Run on, if you want to. Nino and I are
-talking folk-lore.”</p>
-
-<p>He felt in his pockets and spoke in Italian again.</p>
-
-<p>“Nino, I haven’t got a single penny,” he said, “to pay you for your
-boat. If you are in the town to-night, come to the villa and I will pay
-you. If not, to-morrow. I shall want your boat again at ten.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Sicuro!</i>” said the boy. “<i>Buon appetit.</i>”</p>
-
-<p>He stepped into the water and held out his bare arm like a rail for
-Colin to lean on as he jumped on to the beach.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_236" id="page_236">{236}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Thanks,” he said. “Same to you, Nino. Villa Stanier; you know.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet was waiting at the edge of the beach. The midday steamer had just
-come in from Naples, and now there was no need to hurry, for the
-funicular would certainly wait for the passengers who were landing in
-small boats at the quay.</p>
-
-<p>“Nice bathe, darling?” she said as Colin joined her.</p>
-
-<p>Colin found himself mildly irritated by her always saying “darling.” She
-could not speak to him without that adjunct, which might surely be taken
-for granted.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, darling,” he said. “Lovely bathe, darling. And you, darling?”</p>
-
-<p>There was certainly an obtuseness about Violet which had not been hers
-in the old days. She seemed to perceive no impression of banter, however
-good-natured, in this repetition. Instead, that slight flush, which
-Colin now knew so well, spread over her face.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, darling, the water was lovely,” she said. “Like warm silk.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ugh!” said Colin. “Fancy swimming about in silk. What horrible ideas
-you have.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be so literal,” said she. “Just a silky feeling. Look at these
-boat-loads of people. Aren’t they queer? That little round red one, like
-a tomato, just getting out.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin followed her glance; there was no doubt whom she meant, for the
-description was exactly apt. But even as he grinned at the vividness of
-her vegetable simile, a sense of recognition twanged at his memory. The
-past, which he had thought over this morning, was sharply recalled, and
-somehow, somehow, the future entered into it.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, that’s Mr. Cecil,” he said, “the Consul at Naples. You must know
-him, Vi.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil greeted Colin with welcome and deference. Consular business
-had brought him to Capri; he had no idea that Mr. Stanier was here. Was
-Lord Yardley here also?</p>
-
-<p>“No, but somebody much more important,” laughed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_237" id="page_237">{237}</a></span> Colin. “My wife&mdash;we’re
-on our honeymoon. Violet, this is Mr. Cecil, who was so kind to me when
-I was here last. Mr. Cecil’s our Consul at Naples.”</p>
-
-<p>It was natural that Mr. Cecil should have his lunch with them, though he
-pleaded shortness of time. He was going back by the afternoon boat.</p>
-
-<p>“But you clearly must have lunch somewhere,” said Colin, “and we’ll give
-you a very bad one probably, but a quick one if you are in a hurry. Ah,
-that’s delightful of you.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin was hugely cordial, exerting the utmost of his charm. He even
-curtailed his siesta in order to walk down with his visitor to the
-Consular office in the town, and gratefully promised, on behalf of
-Violet and himself, to spend the night at his house on their way back to
-England. He wanted that; he had made up his mind to get that invitation,
-for it formed part of the plan which had come to him in his final swim
-that morning, before he got into Nino’s boat and heard that horrible
-scandal concerning Tiberio. He wanted Violet to pass the night at the
-Consulate. There might arise emergencies which would render that
-convenient.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>It was like her to have waited for his return instead of going to her
-room for the afternoon sleep, and there she was under the pergola where
-they had lunched at the far end of the garden. She was sitting with her
-back to the garden-door and did not see him enter, and, quick as a
-lizard and as silent-footed, Colin tip-toed into the house. If she saw
-him, she would discuss Mr. Cecil, she would linger in the garden, and,
-as likely as not, linger in his room, and he wanted his nap. If she
-chose to sit out under the pergola, it was no business of his; there was
-no proof after all that she was waiting for his return. Another day he
-would take a sandwich down to the bathing place, and, like Nino, have
-his siesta in some strip of shade down there, where no one would disturb
-him or wait for him or want to talk with him. Violet was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_238" id="page_238">{238}</a></span> dear; it was
-hardly possible to have too much of her, but just now and then it was
-nice to have no one watching you and loving you.</p>
-
-<p>A couple of hours later he strolled, still coatless, into the great cool
-sitting-room; she was already there, waiting to make tea for him.</p>
-
-<p>“I never heard you come in, darling,” she said. “I was waiting for your
-return in the pergola, and then eventually I came in and peeped into
-your room, and there you were fast asleep.”</p>
-
-<p>“Funny I shouldn’t have seen you,” said Colin. “I just went down with
-Mr. Cecil to the piazza, and was back in less than half-an-hour. I adore
-Mr. Cecil, he enjoys himself so much, and drinks such a lot of wine. A
-gay dog!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I thought he was a dreadful little man,” said Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re too refined,” said Colin. “You don’t like little red bounders.
-By the way, I’ve solemnly promised him that you and I will spend the
-night at his house in Naples on our way home.”</p>
-
-<p>“Darling, how could you?” asked Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“To please him. He thinks you’re marvellous, by the way. Don’t elope
-with him, Vi. Besides it’s a good thing to be friends with a Consul. He
-reserves carriages and oils the wheels of travel.”</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, you’re full of surprises,” said she. “I should have thought Mr.
-Cecil was the very type of man you would have found intolerable.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laughed. “You don’t allow for my Viagi blood,” he said. “The
-bounding Viagi blood. Shouldn’t I love to see you and Uncle Salvatore
-together! Now what shall we do? Let’s go for an enormous walk till
-dinner-time.”</p>
-
-<p>She came behind him and stroked the short hair at the back of his neck.</p>
-
-<p>“Darling, would you mind if I didn’t come all the way?” she asked. “I’m
-rather tired; I had a long swim<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_239" id="page_239">{239}</a></span> this morning. I’ll start with you, and
-make myself comfortable and wait for you to come back.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t come at all, Vi, if you’re tired,” he said. “I can’t have you
-tired. And then if you sit down and wait for me, I shall feel you’re
-waiting, and hurry in consequence. Besides, I shall have to come back
-the same way.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I’ll certainly come with you all the way,” said she. “It’s more
-laziness with me than tiredness.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin moved his head out of reach of the caressing fingers as if by
-accident.</p>
-
-<p>“You tickle me,” he said. “And if you’re obstinate, I shan’t go for a
-walk at all, and I shall get fat like Mr. Cecil. Stop at home and be
-lazy for once, Vi.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin, as usual, had his own way, and managed in his inimitable manner
-to convey the impression that he was very unselfish in foregoing her
-companionship. He established her with a book and a long chair, and,
-greatly to his own content, went off alone up the steep hillside of
-Monte Solaro. It was but a parody of a path that lay through the dense
-bush of aspen and arbutus that clothed the slopes, and he would have had
-to keep holding the stiff elastic shoots back for Violet to pass, to
-have tarried and dawdled for her less vigorous ascent, had she come with
-him. But now, having only his own pace to suit, he soon emerged above
-this belt of woodland that buzzed with flies in a hot, stagnant air, and
-came to the open uplands that stretched to the summit.</p>
-
-<p>The September rains and the thick dews of October had refreshed the
-drought of the summer, and, as if spring were here already, the dried
-and yellow grasses, tall and seeding, stood grounded in a new velvet of
-young growth, and tawny autumn lilies reared their powdered stamens
-laden with pollen. Still upwards he passed, and the air was cooler, and
-a wind spiced with long travel over the sea, blew lightly but steadily
-from the north-west. Presently he had reached the top; all the island
-lay at his feet, and the peaks of the nearer mainland were below him,
-too, floating, promontory after promontory, on the molten<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_240" id="page_240">{240}</a></span> rim of the
-sea. Far away to the west, like the shadow of a cloud, he could just
-descry the coast of Corsica; all the world and the glory of the sea lay
-at his feet, and how he lusted for it! What worship and fealty was he
-not ready to give for the possession and enjoyment of it?</p>
-
-<p>There was no crime, thought Colin, that he would not commit if by that
-the flame of life burned brighter; he would do a child to death or rob a
-sacristy of its holy vessels, or emulate the deeds of Tiberius to feed
-that flame ... and he laughed to himself thinking of the amazing history
-told by Nino with the black eyes and laughing mouth. Surely Tiberius
-must have made an alliance and a love-match with evil itself, such gusto
-did he put into his misdeeds. In this connection the thought of the
-family legend occurred to him. Dead as the story was, belonging to the
-mists of mediævalism, you could not be a Stanier without some feeling of
-proprietorship in it.</p>
-
-<p>Naturally, it was up to anybody to make a bargain for his soul with the
-devil if he believed in the existence of such things as devils or souls,
-and certainly for generations, when sons of his house came of age, they
-had either abjured their original benefactor or made alliance with him.
-Of course, they had really made their choice already, but it was quaint
-and picturesque to ratify it like that.... But for generations now that
-pleasant piece of ritual had dropped into misuse: it would be rather
-jolly, mused Colin, when he came of age next March, to renew it.</p>
-
-<p>The edges of his thoughts lost their sharpness, even as the far-off
-capes and headlands below melted into the blue field of sea and sky, and
-as he lay in the little sheltered hollow which he had found at the very
-summit of the peak, they merged into a blurred panorama of sensation.
-His life hitherto, with its schemings and acquirings, became of one
-plane with the future and all that he meant the future to bring him; he
-saw it as a whole, and found it exquisitely good. Soon now he must
-return to the love that awaited him in the villa, and before many days
-now he must go back to England; a night at the Consulate<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_241" id="page_241">{241}</a></span> first with
-Violet, and then just a waiting on events till his father’s death or
-Raymond’s.... His eyelids dropped, the wind rustled drowsily in his
-ears....</p>
-
-<p>Colin sat up with a start; he had not been conscious of having gone to
-sleep, but now, wide-awake again, it certainly seemed as if his brain
-recorded other impressions than those of this empty eminence. Had there
-been some one standing by him, or was it only the black shadow of that
-solitary pine which his drowsiness had construed into the figure of a
-man? And had there been talking going on, or was it only the whisper of
-the wind in the dried grasses which sounded in his ears? In any case, it
-was time to go, for the sun had declined westwards, and, losing the
-flames and rays of its heat, was already become but a glowing molten
-ball close above the sea. How strangely the various states of
-consciousness melted into each other, though the sense of identity
-persisted. Whatever happened that remained....</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>At the corner of the garden, perched on the wall which ran alongside the
-steep footpath up from the town, was a little paved platform, where they
-often sat after dinner. There had been a letter for Colin from his
-father which had arrived during his walk, and now, holding it close to
-his eyes to catch the last of the swiftly-fading light, he communicated
-pieces of its contents to Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond’s gone back to Cambridge,” he said. “Father seems reconciled to
-his absence. That’s funny now; there’s my elder brother an undergraduate
-and me a married man and not of age yet. It was touch and go whether it
-wasn’t the other way about, Vi.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t, Colin!” said she. “I can’t bear to think of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you did think of it. Wasn’t that a nice surprise for you when I
-told you that to marry me didn’t mean giving up Stanier? That made all
-the difference.”</p>
-
-<p>She came close to him. “Colin, don’t be such a brute,” she said.
-“There’s just one thing you mustn’t jest about<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_242" id="page_242">{242}</a></span> and that’s my love for
-you. I wish almost I wasn’t going to get Stanier in order to show you.
-Don’t jest about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t then. Serious matter! But don’t you jest about getting Stanier.
-Vi, if you would move your head an inch I should get more light.”</p>
-
-<p>“What else does he say?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>Colin ran his eyes down the page. “Lots of affection,” he said. “He
-wants us back. Uncle Ronald’s down at Stanier, and Aunt Hester. Then
-some more affection. Oh, he has had another little attack of giddiness,
-nothing to worry about. So we won’t worry. And Aunt Hester’s going off a
-bit, apparently, getting to repeat herself, father says. And then some
-more affection.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin lit a match for his cigarette, disclosing a merry face that swam
-before Violet’s eyes after the darkness had closed on it again.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s so like old people,” he said. “Aunt Hester wrote to me the other
-day saying she was quite shocked to see how slowly my father walked.
-She’s quite fond of him, but somehow it gives old people a little secret
-satisfaction to look for signs of breaking up in each other.”</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, you’ve got a cruel eye sometimes,” said Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“Not in the least; only a clear one. And then there’s father saying that
-Aunt Hester is beginning to repeat herself, and in the same dip of the
-pen he repeats himself for the third time, sending us his love.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet gave a quick little sigh. “At the risk of repeating myself, you
-really are cruel,” she said. “When you love, you have to say it again
-and again. You might as well say that if you’re hungry you mustn’t ask
-for something to eat, because you ate something yesterday.... It’s a
-permanent need of life. I hope you don’t think I’m breaking up because I
-have told you more than once that I rather like you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Vi! Sadly changed!” said Colin, teasing her.</p>
-
-<p>“I have changed,” she said, “but not sadly. We’re both changed, you
-know, Colin. A year ago we no more<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_243" id="page_243">{243}</a></span> thought of falling in love with each
-other than of killing each other. But I don’t call the change sad.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin felt extremely amiable this evening, pleasantly fatigued by his
-walk, and pleasantly exhilarated by his dinner, but he had to stir up
-his brains to find a suitable reply. There was the unfair part of it;
-Violet talked on this topic without effort; indeed, it was an effort for
-her not to, whereas he had to think....</p>
-
-<p>“But you call it serious,” he said. “I mustn’t laugh about it, and I
-mustn’t weep. What am I to do?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing, darling. I want you just to be.”</p>
-
-<p>He determined not to let his amiability be ruffled.</p>
-
-<p>“I certainly intend to ‘be’ as long as ever I can,” he said. “I love
-being. It’s wonderfully agreeable to be. And I would much sooner be here
-than at Cambridge with Raymond.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, poor Raymond!” said Violet.</p>
-
-<p>That exasperated Colin; to pity or to like Raymond appeared to him a sin
-against hate.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear, how can you talk such nonsense?” he said. “That’s pure
-sentimentality, Vi, born of the dark and the stars. You don’t really
-pity Raymond any more than I do, and I’m sure I don’t. I hate him; I
-always have, and I don’t pretend otherwise. Why, just now you were
-telling me not to mention him, and two minutes afterwards you are
-saying, ‘Poor Raymond.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>“You were reminding me of what might have happened,” she said. “It was
-that I could not bear to think of. But I can be sorry for Raymond. After
-all, he took it very well when Uncle Philip told him what we were going
-to do. I believe he wanted me to be happy in spite of himself.”</p>
-
-<p>This was too much for Colin; the temptation to stop Violet indulging in
-any further sympathy with Raymond was irresistible. She should know
-about Raymond, and hate him as he himself did. He had promised Raymond
-not to tell his father of a certain morning in the Old Park, but he had
-never promised not to tell Violet. Why<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_244" id="page_244">{244}</a></span> he had not already done so he
-hardly knew; perhaps he was keeping it for some specially suitable
-occasion, such as the present moment.</p>
-
-<p>“He wanted you to be happy, did he?” he exclaimed. “Do you really think
-that? If so, you won’t think it much longer. Now, do you remember the
-morning when there was an escaped lunatic in the park?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond went out shooting pigeons, and I played golf. My bicycle
-punctured, and I walked home through the Old Park. There I found Raymond
-crouching behind the wall meaning to shoot me as I came round that sharp
-corner of the road. I came close up behind him while he watched for me
-by the rhododendrons, and, oh Lord! we had a scene! Absolutely
-scrumptious! There was I covering him with my revolver, which, all the
-time, hadn’t got a cartridge in it, and I made him confess what he was
-up to....”</p>
-
-<p>“Stop, Colin; it’s not true!” cried she.</p>
-
-<p>“It is true. He confessed it, and wrote it all down, and father and I
-witnessed it; and he signed it, and it’s at my bank now. Perhaps he
-thought you would be happier with him than me, and so from unselfish
-notions he had better fire a barrel of Number Five full in my face. All
-for your sake, Violet! My word, what unutterable bunkum!”</p>
-
-<p>His hate had submerged him now; that final bitter ejaculation showed it
-clearly enough, and it pierced Violet like some metallic stab. He had no
-vestige of consideration for her, no faintest appreciation of the horror
-of his stinging narrative, which pealed out with some hellish sort of
-gaiety. She could not speak; she could only crouch and shudder.</p>
-
-<p>Colin got up, scintillating with satisfaction. “I promised him not to
-tell father,” he said, “which was an act of great clemency. Perhaps it
-will be too great some day and I shall. And I didn’t distinctly mean to
-tell you,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_245" id="page_245">{245}</a></span> but you really forced me to when your heart began bleeding
-for that swine, and saying he wanted to make you happy. Come, Vi, buck
-up! Raymond didn’t get me. It was clever of him, by the way, to see his
-opportunity when the looney was loose. I rather respected that. Let’s go
-indoors and have our piquet.”</p>
-
-<p>She got up in silence, just pressed his arm, and went up the gravelled
-path towards the house. Colin was about to follow when, looking over the
-garden-wall, he saw Nino’s figure coming up the path, and remembered he
-had told him that, if he were in the town, he might come up to the
-villa, and receive the liras he was owed for his boat this morning.</p>
-
-<p>Instantly the picture of sitting with Nino out here in the dusk, with a
-bottle of wine between them, presented itself. Gay and garrulous would
-Nino be, that bright-eyed, laughing Faun, more Faun-like than ever at
-night, with Tiberian or more modern tales and wonderful gesticulations.
-That would be a welcome relaxation after this tragic, irritating talk
-with Violet; he was much more attuned to Nino’s philosophy. Indoors
-there would be a game of piquet with those foolish pasteboard
-counterfeits of kings and queens and knaves, and five liras as the
-result of all that dealing and meditation and exchange of cards. That
-knave Nino would be far more amusing.... And even piquet was not the
-worst of the tedium he would find indoors. There was Violet, clearly
-very much upset by his tale; she would be full of yearnings and
-squeezings and emotional spasms. To-morrow she would be more herself
-again, and would bring a lighter touch to life than she would be
-disposed to give it to-night. He really could not spend the evening with
-Violet if it could possibly be avoided.</p>
-
-<p>He called in a low voice to Nino:</p>
-
-<p>“Signor!” said Nino, with gay, upturned face.</p>
-
-<p>“Wait ten minutes, Nino,” he whispered. “If I don’t come out again, you
-must go. I shall want your boat to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_246" id="page_246">{246}</a></span>-morrow morning. But wait ten
-minutes, and then, perhaps, I shall be able to give you a glass of wine
-and hear more stories, if you have half an hour to spare.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Si</i>, signor,” whispered Nino, pleased at this mystification and
-intrigue.</p>
-
-<p>Colin followed quickly after Violet. She was in the big studio, where a
-cardtable was laid, walking up and down still horrified and agitated.
-She placed her hands on Colin’s shoulders and dropped her head there. It
-required all his self-control not to jerk himself free.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Colin!” she said. “The horror of it. How can I ever speak to
-Raymond again? I wish you hadn’t told me.”</p>
-
-<p>There was blame in this, but he waived his resentment at that for the
-present.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I hadn’t indeed, darling,” he said, “if it’s disturbed you so
-much, and I’m afraid it has. Go to bed now; you look awfully tired; we
-won’t have our piquet to-night. We shall neither of us attend.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all so terrible,” she said. “Supposing your bicycle hadn’t
-punctured?”</p>
-
-<p>He laughed. “I remember I was annoyed when it happened, but it was a
-blessing after all,” he said. “The point that concerns us is that it
-did, and another point is that you’re not to sit up any longer.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you’d like a game,” she said. “What will you do with yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin knew his power very well. He turned, drawing one of her hands that
-rested on his shoulder round his neck.</p>
-
-<p>“The first thing I shall do with myself is to take you to your room,” he
-said, “and say good-night to you. The second is to sit up for another
-half-hour and think about you. The third to look in on tiptoe and see
-that you’re asleep. The fourth, which I hope won’t happen, is to be very
-cross with you if you’re not. Now, I’m not going to argue, darling.”</p>
-
-<p>The ten minutes were passing, and without another<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_247" id="page_247">{247}</a></span> word he marched her
-to her room, she leaning on him with that soft, feminine, clinging
-touch, and closed her Venetian shutters for her, leaving the windows
-wide.</p>
-
-<p>“Now promise me you’ll go to sleep,” he said. “Put it all out of your
-mind. Raymond’s at Cambridge. You’ve got not to think about him; I
-don’t. Good-night, Vi!”</p>
-
-<p>At the door he paused a moment, wondering if she had heard him speak to
-Nino over the wall. In case she had, it were better to conceal nothing.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m just going downstairs to give Nino what I owe him for his boat this
-morning,” he said. “I told him to come up for it. I shall just peep in
-on you, Vi, when I go to bed. If you aren’t asleep, I shall be vexed.
-Good-night, darling!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin went downstairs again and opened the garden door into the road.
-There was Nino sitting on the step outside. He beckoned him in and shut
-the door behind him.</p>
-
-<p>“Come and have a glass of wine, Nino,” he said. “Come quietly, the
-signora has gone to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>He led the way into the dining-room, and brought out a bottle of wine.</p>
-
-<p>“There, sit down,” he said softly. “Cigarettes? Wine? Now for another of
-your histories only fit for boys to hear, not women. So Tiberius had
-supper with a gilded girl to wait on him, and a gilded boy to give him
-wine. And what then?”</p>
-
-<p>The atrocious tale shocked nobody; this bright-eyed Nino was just a Faun
-with the candour of the woodland and the southern night for conscience.
-In face and limb and speech he was human, but not of the humanity which
-wrestles with evil and distrusts joy. And just as Colin knew himself to
-be, except in his northern colouring, another Nino in bodily form, so,
-in a resemblance more remarkable yet, he recognised his spiritual
-kinship with this incandescent young pagan. Violet, he thought, had once
-been like that, but this love had come which in some way<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_248" id="page_248">{248}</a></span> had altered
-her, giving her a mysterious fatiguing depth, a dim, tiresome profundity
-into which she seemed to want to drag him too. All her charm, her
-beauty, were hers still, but they had got tinged and stained with this
-tedious gravity. She had lost the adorable soullessness, which knew no
-instinct beyond its own desire, and on which no frost of chill morality
-had ever fallen....</p>
-
-<p>Colin had been hospitable towards Nino’s glass; the boy was becoming
-Faun and Bacchant in one; he ought to have had a wreath of vine-leaves
-in his hair. It amused Colin to see how gracefully intoxication gained
-on him; there would be no sort of <i>vin triste</i> about Nino, only a
-livelier gesticulation to help out the difficulties of pronunciation.</p>
-
-<p>“And then the melancholy seized Tiberius,” said Nino with a great
-hiccup, “for all that he had done, and it must be a foolish fellow,
-signor, who is melancholy for what he has done. I would be more likely
-to get the melancholy when I was old for the things I might have done
-and had not. And the signor is like me, I think. Ah, thank you, no more
-wine. I am already half tipsy. But it is very good wine.”</p>
-
-<p>“Talk yourself sober, then, Nino,” said Colin, filling his glass.</p>
-
-<p>“What, then, shall I tell you? All Capri is in love with the signora and
-you, some with one and some with the other. It was thought at first that
-you must be brother and sister, so like you are, and both golden. You
-were too young, they thought, to be married; it was playtime still with
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you going to marry, Nino?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“There is time yet. Presently perhaps. I do not reap in spring.”</p>
-
-<p>There spoke the Faun, the woodland, the drinker of sweet beverages, who
-drank with filled cup till the drink was done, and wiped his mouth and
-smiled and was off again. By a luxury in contrast, Colin envisaged
-Violet lying cool and white in the room above, sleeping, per<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_249" id="page_249">{249}</a></span>haps,
-already in answer to the suggestive influence of his wish, while he
-below breathed so much more freely in this atmosphere of Fauns, where
-nothing was wicked and nothing was holy, and love was not an affair of
-swimming eyes and solemn mouth. Love was a laugh.... Nino, the handsome
-boy, no longer existed for him in any personal manner. Nino was just
-part of the environment, a product and piece of the joyous paganism with
-which the night was thick. The pale-blue flower of the plumbago that
-clothed the southern wall of the house nodded in the open window-frame;
-the stir of the wind whispered; the star-light, with a moon lately
-risen, all strove to be realised, and, Nino seemed some kind of
-bilingual interpreter of them, no more than that, who, being boy, spoke
-with human voice, and, being Faun, spoke the language of Nature, cruel
-and kindly Nature, who loved joy and was utterly indifferent to sorrow.
-She went on her course with largesse for lovers and bankruptcy for the
-bilious and the puritan. She turned her face away from pain, and, with a
-thumb reversed, condemned it. She had no use for suffering or for the
-ugly. The bright-eyed and the joyful were her ministers, on whatever
-errand they came. Thought and tenderness and any aspiration after the
-spiritual were her foes, for in such ascetic fashion of living there was
-sorrow, there was fatigue and striving.</p>
-
-<p>Colin was at home here. Like a fish put back into water, after a panting
-excursion into a rarefied air, his gills expanded again, and drank in
-the tide.</p>
-
-<p>“And have you chosen your girl yet, Nino?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Dio!</i> No. I am but twenty. Presently I will look about and find who is
-fat and has a good dowry. There is Seraphina Costi; she has an elder
-brother, but the inheritance will be hers. He passes for the son of
-Costi, but we all know he is no son of Costi. It was like this, Signor
-Colin....”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Si</i>, Signor Nino,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Scusi!</i> But to me you are Signor Colin. No, with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_250" id="page_250">{250}</a></span> loving thanks, no
-more wine. My father says it is a waste to drink good wine when one is
-drunk. My father was boatman to your father before you and I were born.
-That is strange to think on; how the old oaks flourish and bear leaf
-still. Two stepmothers already have I had, and there may be a third yet.
-Have you stepmothers, signor? I would put all old women out of the way,
-and all old men. The world is for the young. Sometimes I think to
-myself, would it not be very easy to put my hands round my father’s
-neck, and squeeze and squeeze again, and wait till he was still, and
-then leave him thus and go to bed. They would find him there in the
-morning; perhaps I should be the first to find him, and it would be said
-that he had died in his chair, all cool and comfortable.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin was conscious of some rapturous surprise at himself in his
-appreciation of the evening as it was, compared with the evening as it
-might have been. Normally, he would have played a couple of games of
-piquet with Violet, and thereafter have drowsily rejoined her. There
-would have been whispers of love and then sleep, all that was already
-routine to him. Instead, he, through the medium of this wonderful Faun,
-was finding himself, and that was so much better than finding Violet.
-Nino, with those swift gesticulations, was shewing him not Nino, but
-himself. But by now the boy was getting extremely drunk&mdash;the vision was
-clouding over. There was time for just another question or two.</p>
-
-<p>“But aren’t you afraid of Satana?” asked Colin, “if you kill your
-father?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I be afraid? Satana is a good friend to me and I to him. Why
-should we fall out, he and I?”</p>
-
-<p>Those full eyelids drooped, and as, on this morning, the lashes swept
-the brown cheek.</p>
-
-<p>“Nino, you must go to bed,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Si</i>, signor! But I doubt if I could carry myself down to the Marina
-to-night. I have the legs of the old woman, as I shall know when I come
-to stand up. May I sleep myself sober in your garden beside the cistern?
-It is<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_251" id="page_251">{251}</a></span> the signor’s fault&mdash;<i>scusi</i>&mdash;that I am thus; my fault for taking,
-but his for giving.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin rapidly pondered this.... Should Violet be wakeful and open her
-Venetian blinds, she would surely see him there. He pointed to the sofa
-against the wall.</p>
-
-<p>“Lie down there, Nino,” he said, “and I will bring you a rug. You will
-be more comfortable than on the gravel. You must be off before dawn.
-Just wait a minute.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin kicked off his shoes, so as not to disturb Violet, ran upstairs
-and peeped into her room. There was silence and stillness there, and
-going into his dressing-room next door, he picked up a folded rug off
-his bed, and went downstairs with it. Nino was bowed over the table,
-helpless and inert, and Colin choked down a spasm of laughter within
-him.</p>
-
-<p>“Nino, wake up for one minute,” he said. “Put your arm round my neck and
-let me lay you down. Oh, do as I tell you, Nino!”</p>
-
-<p>Nino leaned his whole weight on Colin’s encircled neck, and was laid
-down on the sofa. Colin loosed the smart tie with which he had adorned
-himself for this visit to the villa, and unbuckled his leather belt, and
-taking out a ten lira note from his purse, he thrust it into Nino’s
-breast-pocket.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve put ten liras in your pocket, Nino; don’t forget.”</p>
-
-<p>“But that is too much, signor,” murmured Nino with a guarding hand on
-his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>“Not for such an agreeable evening. Good-night; I shall want you and
-your boat again to-morrow morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Sicuro!</i> <i>Felice notte</i>, signor.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin went up to bed with no desire for sleep, for his blood tingled and
-bubbled in his veins. He wished now, amusing though it had been, that he
-had not made Nino tipsy so soon, for he longed to continue holding up
-the mirror to himself. In that reflecting surface he could see much that
-he had only suspected in himself, and this Nino unwaveringly confirmed.
-Never, till Nino had so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_252" id="page_252">{252}</a></span> gaily asserted that he did not fear the devil,
-for the devil was his very good friend, had Colin so definitely realised
-that, whatever the truth about his Elizabethan ancestor might be, he had
-accepted the legend as his own experience.</p>
-
-<p>Twice before had some inkling of this come into his mind, once when
-lying here and listening to his father’s footfall on the terrace below
-he had realised that hate was as infinite as love, and once again this
-afternoon, when betwixt sleeping and waking on the top of Monte Solaro,
-he had received the impression of taking part in some dream-like
-colloquy. But on both these occasions he had but dealt in abstractions
-and imaginings, to-night Nino had shown him himself in the concrete. Ah,
-how good it was to be so well looked after, to have this superb youthful
-vitality, this rage for enjoyment; above all, never to be worried and
-perplexed by any conflict of motives; never to feel the faintest
-striving towards a catalogue of tedious aspirations. To take and never
-to give, to warm your hands at the glowing fires of hate and stoke those
-fires with the dry rubbish called love.... It was worth any price to
-secure immunity from these aches and pains of consciousness.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin announced to Violet his intention of taking his lunch down to the
-bathing-place next morning, and having his siesta there, and he saw with
-impatient amusement that she instantly put out of sight the fact that
-she would spend a solitary day and thought only of him.</p>
-
-<p>“That will be lovely for you,” she said. “You’ll get a long enough bathe
-for once, and not have to break it off to get back to lunch.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what will you do?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Think of you enjoying yourself,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>Colin marvelled in silence. That was a good instance of the change in
-Violet; in the old days she would at the most have acquiesced, if
-argument were useless. Now the only argument that seemed to have any
-weight with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_253" id="page_253">{253}</a></span> her was his enjoyment. Anyhow they were at one about that.</p>
-
-<p>Colin spent a most satisfactory day. There was Nino waiting for him at
-the Marina rather heavy-eyed, but looking precisely as a Bacchant should
-after a characteristic night.</p>
-
-<p>“You were wonderfully drunk last night, Nino,” said Colin, as they
-pushed off over the waveless bay.</p>
-
-<p>Nino grinned. “<i>Molto, molto!</i>” he said cheerfully. “But I slept well,
-and I shall bathe, and then it will be as if I had drunk no more than a
-glass of water.”</p>
-
-<p>“And will you confess that to the priest?” asked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“It may have gone from my mind,” said Nino. “God only remembers
-everything. And indeed I do not know much about last night, but that I
-enjoyed myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all that is worth remembering about anything,” remarked Colin.</p>
-
-<p>A long bathe followed, and a bask on the beach and again a bathe. Then
-came lunch, lying in a strip of shadow and stories from Nino, and sleep,
-and it was not till late in the afternoon that Colin found himself
-reluctantly loitering back to the villa where Violet awaited him. He
-beguiled himself with wondering what he would do if she were not there;
-if, as in some fairy-tale, she had disappeared leaving no trace behind.
-But hardly had he come within sight of the white garden wall when he saw
-her out on the balcony of his room. She waved at him, as if she had gone
-there to catch the first sight of him, and then disappeared. Next moment
-she was at the garden-gate, walking down to meet him. Was there news,
-perhaps from England. Raymond? His father?</p>
-
-<p>“What is it?” he asked, as he came within speaking distance. “Nothing
-wrong?” (“Nothing right?” would have expressed his thought more
-accurately.)</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing,” said she, “I only came to meet you. Nice day?”</p>
-
-<p>“Delicious. Long bathe, good lunch, long sleep. Stories from Nino.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_254" id="page_254">{254}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Colin hesitated a moment. He was rather curious to see what Violet would
-think of last night.</p>
-
-<p>“Nino’s an amusing youth,” he said. “He came up here as I told you, for
-the money I owed him, and so I gave him a glass of wine, two in fact. He
-told me the most horrible tales about Tiberius and others, and then got
-frightfully drunk. He simply couldn’t walk, and slept on the sofa in the
-dining-room.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Colin, how disgusting!” said she. “I hope you’ve said you don’t
-want his boat any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve said nothing of the kind. I want it every day.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet had nothing to say to this, and Colin felt his irritation at her
-rising.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what is it?” he said. “Why shouldn’t Nino get drunk?”</p>
-
-<p>“But you shouldn’t have let him, Colin,” said she. “It’s coarse.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I come of a low family,” said he. “Viagi one side and Stanier on
-the other. How many generations of Staniers have got drunk most nights
-of their lives?”</p>
-
-<p>Violet stopped at the gate. “What would you think of me, Colin, if I
-took that little girl who helps in the kitchen and made her drunk?” she
-asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I should think you were a very odd young woman,” said Colin. “But I
-should be all for your doing what you wanted to.”</p>
-
-<p>“Whatever it is?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you think so? Most people don’t want to do anything at all; it’s
-certainly better to do anything than nothing. You may make Maria drunk
-as often as you please provided you assure me that you really like it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I infer that you liked making Nino drunk.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin clapped his hands. “Bravo!” he said. “You’ve guessed right. I
-wanted to find out when Nino was most himself, tipsy or sober, and now I
-know that it is sober. I shan’t make him drunk again. I longed to see
-pure Faunishness, but Nino sober is Faunier than Nino drunk.”</p>
-
-<p>“Faunishness?” asked she.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_255" id="page_255">{255}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Yes, joyful, immoral, wicked, lovely nature. Without a rag to cover,
-not its shame, but its glory. Nino is naked sober. He was too heavenly
-last night, before&mdash;er&mdash;the coarseness. He thought of killing his father
-because he keeps giving him stepmothers, and is generally rather in the
-way. And when I asked him if he weren’t afraid of the devil, he said:
-‘Why should I be? The devil is a very good friend to me.’ Wasn’t that
-queer? Just as if he were a Stanier. I felt as if Nino were my brother;
-though, of course, he could never supplant Raymond in my heart. But then
-Raymond’s my twin: that is why we are so wrapped up in each other.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet felt as if some light-winged creature was settling on her now
-here, now there, and stinging her. Just so did Colin make her wince.</p>
-
-<p>“And as for the wickedness&mdash;or coarseness, was it not?&mdash;of making any
-one drunk,” he added, “I don’t agree with you. If people are most really
-themselves when they are rather tipsy, they should be rather tipsy as
-often as possible. When is Uncle Ronald at his best? Why when his dear
-nephew has been sitting by him after dinner, and filling up his glass
-for him. Let’s have tea.... Oh, dear, I can’t do right. I did wrong to
-tell you about Raymond yesterday, and I did wrong to tell you about Nino
-to-day. I shall lead a double life, darling, and tell you nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>Dimly, as he spoke, Violet was aware of some reverberation of dismay
-that his words and his manner stirred in her. Was Colin really like
-that? Were those light words just gibes and jokes&mdash;not very pleasant
-ones&mdash;or were they authentic glimpses of himself? It seemed that her
-very faith was at stake; at all costs she must refuse to acknowledge so
-unthinkable a possibility.... That could not be Colin; he was just
-teasing her. She must reply with the same outrageousness.</p>
-
-<p>“Darling, lead more than a double life,” she said. “Such lots of people
-do that. Lead three or four. I’ll do the same. We’ll have as many lives
-as a cat between<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_256" id="page_256">{256}</a></span> us.... Now tell me some of Nino’s stories, or I shall
-be afraid that they weren’t what mother might call quite nice.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think for a moment she would call them quite nice,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>The month of Indian summer, with warm days and windless nights, passed
-by in golden procession, but now with the deepening of autumn the
-<i>ponente</i> from the west, veering sometimes to a chillier quarter sucked
-the basking out of the bathing, and the evenings grew long with the
-passage into November. The sunshine lost its force, rain was scribbled
-across it, the grey sea-clouds expunged it, the wind roared in it. It
-was like passing out of daylight into some dank and dripping tunnel,
-where windows are closed and voices silent, and the magic of the day is
-quenched. More tunnel-like even was a certain darkness that fell between
-the two yet on their honeymoon, and in that darkness they grew apart
-like strangers; they were just passengers who chanced to be together in
-the same compartment.</p>
-
-<p>To Violet that darkness consisted of her own ignorance, or so she felt
-it, of what Colin really was, and in proportion as she began to guess at
-him, it grew of more nightmare-like impenetrability. He had his moods of
-entrancing charm, of eager affection, but now these seemed more like
-some will-o’-the-wisp dancing above a marsh, than a flame that while it
-consumed, yet fed her and warmed her. His light was not meant for her,
-it only happened to fall on her; she was in the circle of its
-brightness.</p>
-
-<p>She could not avoid pursuing the thought and seeing where it led her.
-She could see no change in him, she perceived that he had always been
-like this, and that it was her own light, so to speak, the illumination
-of her love which had revealed him to her.</p>
-
-<p>She began to question who or what it was that shed that charm and evoked
-that enchantment, and shuddered at her own conjecture. Hints as to that
-came from other<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_257" id="page_257">{257}</a></span> quarters: there was his complete indifference as to his
-father’s health; true, Lord Yardley had told him not to worry, for there
-was no cause for that, but how could the son of so devoted a father be
-so immune to any sort of anxiety? Not less significant was his attitude
-towards Raymond, that, namely, of contemptuous hate. He despised Raymond
-(that was clear) for his failure to kill him, he hated him, not for
-having made his attempt so much as for being Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>And there was a puzzle for Violet. Raymond, from what Colin had told
-her, could now never stand in his way; and at Lord Yardley’s death he
-would simply cease to exist as an obstacle to all that Colin desired.
-But Colin still hated; it was just the fact of Raymond, not the fact of
-Raymond having planned to kill him. And there, indeed, was a true flame
-burning. Colin’s feeling about Raymond had an authentic heat of its own.
-Hate, in fact, was real to him in a way that love was not.</p>
-
-<p>There was yet one more puzzle. Colin was determined to spend the night
-at the house of the British Consul in Naples. Not once or twice only,
-but constantly, he alluded to this. If he wanted it, Violet knew that he
-would get it, and for herself it made no great matter. She considered
-Mr. Cecil a “little red bounder,” as Colin had phrased it, and could not
-understand his insistence on the point. He got impatient now when, he
-having alluded to their night in Naples, she asked why he wanted it, and
-his answer, the same as ever, that it would please Mr. Cecil, who was a
-useful little red bounder, carried no conviction. There was something
-behind and she could not conceive what it was.</p>
-
-<p>The day of their departure was still uncertain, when a second morning of
-driving rain caused Colin to come down to breakfast with his mind made
-up.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s quite intolerable,” he said. “Capri without the heat and sun is
-like a pantomime without the fairies. What a cursed place; it only
-exists in the summer. Let’s go to-day, Vi. We’ll catch the midday
-boat.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_258" id="page_258">{258}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“But it goes in two hours,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“The sooner the better.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, darling....” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Lord, throw your things into your boxes, and sit on them, darling!”
-said Colin. “If they’re spoiled you shall have new ones. But I can’t
-endure this island any more. We ought to have left before the weather
-broke, instead of stopping on.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I really don’t think I can be ready,” she said. “Besides, you
-wanted to stay the night with Mr. Cecil. You can’t pounce on him.”</p>
-
-<p>“As a matter of fact, I’ve just sent Giuseppe down to the telephone
-office to say that we shall arrive to-night,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Violet felt a justifiable rebellion at this; she choked it down with a
-not very convincing lightness.</p>
-
-<p>“But, darling, you’re being too autocratic,” she said. “How would it be
-if you went and I caught you up to-morrow? Then you could have your
-adorable Mr. Cecil all to yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin turned on her with a blaze of white fury in his eyes. Of that she
-caught one glimpse, authentic and terrifying. Then, as if by some
-magical and instantaneous solvent, it melted before he spoke into his
-most charming mood.</p>
-
-<p>“I know I oughtn’t to have telephoned, darling, until I had consulted
-you,” he said. “But it’s your fault; you’ve spoiled me. You’ve made me
-think that if I want to do a thing very much, you’ll agree to it. I
-apologise. It was stupid of me. Now if you really don’t want to come,
-just say so, and I’ll run down to the town and reverse my first message
-if it has gone. It shall be exactly as you like.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet had to take one moment to steady herself. That glimpse of Colin,
-the most complete she had had yet of something that lay below, had
-gripped her very soul with terror. That stabbed at her and passed, and
-from whence<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_259" id="page_259">{259}</a></span> it had come she knew not, nor whither it had gone. Only
-Colin remained.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear, of course I’ll come,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, that’s delicious of you,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>She went upstairs to tell her maid to pack everything at once, as they
-were off this morning. She found her knees trembling with the effect of
-that moment of abject terror, but already, in its vanishing, it had
-taken away with it any impression that could be analysed. Just that
-stroke, stunning as a blow, and then Colin again.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_260" id="page_260">{260}</a></span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IX-b" id="CHAPTER_IX-b"></a>CHAPTER IX</h3>
-
-<p>For many years now with Philip Yardley a widower and his mother old,
-Stanier had withdrawn itself from the splendour of its traditional
-hospitalities, but now with the installation of Violet and Colin there,
-on their return from Italy, it blossomed out again into lavish and
-magnificent flower. Throughout November a succession of parties
-assembled there for the pheasant shooting, and in the early frosts of
-that December the wild fowl, snipe and duck and teal in the marshes, and
-the unprecedented abundance of woodcock in the park, gave an added
-lustre to the battues. In the evening, after an hour’s concert, or some
-theatrical entertainment for which the artists had come from London or
-Paris, the band reassembled in the long gallery, and dancing kept the
-windows bright almost till the rising of the late dawn.</p>
-
-<p>There were many foreign royalties in England that year, and none left
-without a visit to Stanier, accompanied by cousins of the English house.
-Stanier, in fact, opened its doors, as in the days before the stroke
-fell on Philip’s father, and fairly outshone its own records for
-magnificence. Colossal in extravagance, there was yet nothing insensate
-in its splendour; it shone, not for purposes of dazzling, but only as
-reasserting its inherent and historical gorgeousness.</p>
-
-<p>Violet seemed born to the position which she now occupied. While Colin’s
-father lived, it was his pleasure that she should be hostess here, and
-she picked up the reins, and drove the great gold coach along, as if she
-had been born and trained all her life for that superb rôle. She and
-Colin, at Philip’s wish, occupied the wing which was only tenanted by
-the heir and his wife, and though at his death, so he supposed, they
-would not step from porch<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_261" id="page_261">{261}</a></span> to possession, he loved to give them this
-vicarious regency.</p>
-
-<p>Out of the silver safe there had come for her the toilet set by Paul
-Lamerie, boxes and brushes, candle-stick and spirit lamp, and, above
-all, the great square mirror mounted on a high base. Amarini of
-chiselled metal supported it on each side; there was no such piece known
-in museum or royal closet. A double cable-band encircled the base, and
-the man who was in charge of the plate showed Colin how, by pressing a
-stud in the cable just above the maker’s mark, the side of the base
-sprang open disclosing a secret drawer. For some reason not even known
-to himself, Colin had not passed on that curious contrivance to Violet.</p>
-
-<p>Then Philip had brought out for her, as Colin’s wife, those incredible
-jewels, which his mother, tenant for life, had long suffered to repose
-in their chests, and one night she gleamed with the Stanier pearls,
-another she smouldered among the burning pools of the rubies, another
-she flashed with the living fire of those cascades of diamonds, and more
-than once she wore the sapphire to which so strange a story was
-attached. Some said that it had once belonged to the regalia, and that
-Elizabeth had no more right to give it to her favourite who founded the
-splendour of to-day, than she had to bequeath to him the sceptre of her
-realm, but though twice an attempt had been made on the part of the
-Crown to recover it, once at Elizabeth’s death, and once with the coming
-of the German Dynasty, the Crown had not proved successful on either of
-these inauspicious occasions, and had to content itself with what it
-had.</p>
-
-<p>This great stone was of 412 carats in weight, soft cornflower blue in
-colour, and matchless in aqueous purity. How it had got among the Crown
-jewels none knew, but its possession was even then considered a presage
-and a fulfilment of prosperity, for, beyond doubt, Elizabeth had worn it
-on her withered breast every day while her fleet was sailing to
-encounter the Armada. By tradition the wearer was decked with no other
-jewels when it blazed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_262" id="page_262">{262}</a></span> forth, and indeed its blue flame would have
-withered any lesser decoration. It figured in the Holbein portrait of
-its original possessor in the Stanier line, as a brooch to Colin’s
-doublet, and there once more, impersonating his ancestor, Colin wore it
-at the fancy dress ball which concluded the last of these December
-parties. This took place the night before Raymond came back from
-Cambridge.</p>
-
-<p>Strange undercurrents, swirling and eddying, moved so far below the
-surface of the splendour that no faintest disturbance reached it.
-Admirable as was the manner in which Violet filled her part, it was not
-of her that Philip thought, or at her that he looked, when he waited
-with her and Colin for the entrance of royal visitors before dinner in
-the great hall. Day after day the glass doors were opened, but to his
-way of thinking it was neither for Violet nor for them that they swung
-wide, but for Colin. His own life he believed to be nearly consumed, but
-about the ash of it there crept red sparks, and these, too, were
-Colin’s. All his emotions centred there. It was for him and his
-matchless charm, that these great gatherings were arranged. Philip
-obliterated himself, and feasted his soul on the sight of Colin as lord
-of Stanier. While Raymond lived that could never come to pass, but he
-beguiled himself with the fantasy that when his own eyes grew dim in
-death, Colin’s splendour would light the halls from which he himself had
-faded. That of all the material magnificence of which he still was
-master, had power to stimulate him; sceptical of any further future for
-himself, and incurious as to what that might be, if it existed at all,
-the only future that he desired was for the son on whom all his love was
-centred. He knew that he was cheating himself, that this sight of Colin
-playing host at Stanier was one that, in all human probability, would
-never after his death be realised, but it was in his power now to give
-Colin a taste of it, and himself share its sweetness. For this reason he
-had arranged that these gorgeous weeks of entertainment should<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_263" id="page_263">{263}</a></span> take
-place before Raymond got back from Cambridge, for with Raymond here,
-Raymond, the heavy and the unbeloved, must necessarily exclude Colin
-from the place which his father so rapturously resigned to him. At
-Christmas there would be just the family party, and he would be very
-civil to his eldest son.</p>
-
-<p>Such was the course pursued by one of these undercurrents; two others
-sprang from Violet, one in direct opposition to that of her
-father-in-law. For she knew that, so far from his death dethroning her
-and giving the sovereignty to Raymond, it but passed on to her with
-complete and personal possession. Could his spirit revisit these earthly
-scenes, it would behold her in ownership on her own account of all the
-titles and splendours that had been his. Raymond&mdash;there alone her
-knowledge marched with his desire&mdash;would be without status here, while
-for Colin there would be just such position as his marriage with her
-gave him. She, exalted now by Philip’s desire, to play hostess in virtue
-of her marriage, would be hostess indeed hereafter, and Colin host
-through his relationship to her.</p>
-
-<p>These weeks had given her a hint, a foretaste, of what would be hers,
-and once more, as in her maidenhood, she felt that she would have made
-any marriage in order to robe herself thus. The splendour of what she
-was lent had set light to her old ambitions again, and this was all to
-be hers, not lent, but her own. She would enter into the fabled
-inheritance of the legend, that legend to which, for its very
-remoteness, she had never given two serious thoughts. But now, though it
-still wore, like a cloak over its head, its unconvincing mediævalism,
-the shape of it vaguely outlined and indifferently regarded, had
-something sinister about it. It did not matter; it was only an ugly
-shadow in the background, but now she averted her eyes from it, instead
-of merely not noticing it.</p>
-
-<p>Here, then, was the second undercurrent, which, sluggish and veiled, yet
-steadily moved within her. For though with the passing of the
-inheritance to her, it would<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_264" id="page_264">{264}</a></span> be she who came within the scope and focus
-of the legend, which, frankly, when looked in the face, presented that
-meaningless, age-worn countenance, she felt that she was in the grip of
-it not directly but, somehow, through Colin. She told herself that by no
-combination of diabolical circumstance could that be; for, with the
-knowledge that was hers about the date of Colin’s birth and his mother’s
-marriage, it was he, he and Raymond, who had passed out of reach of the
-parchment with its promises and its penalty. Yet instinct, unconvinced
-by reason, told her that it was through Colin that she and the children
-she would bear him, would be swept into the mysterious incredible eddy.
-Was it the persistent luck that attended him which induced so wildly
-superstitious a presage? Like some supernaturally protected being, he
-passed along his way. Raymond’s attempt to kill him had, by the merest
-most fortuitous circumstance of a punctured tyre, led to Raymond’s utter
-helplessness in his hands.... Colin moved on a charmed pilgrimage,
-idolised and adored by herself, by his father, by all who came in
-contact with him and, she was beginning to see, he had no spark of love
-in him that was kindled by these fires. Analyse him and you would find
-no faintest trace of it. Perhaps, in spite of his twenty-one years now
-so nearly complete, he had remained a child still in respect of the
-heart’s emotions. Yet who could hate like Colin? Who, so she shuddered
-to think, could have shewn, though but for a second, so white-hot a mask
-of fury as he had once turned on herself?</p>
-
-<p>She could not succeed in forgetting that, and all Colin’s warmth and
-eagerness of affection to her ever since, could not wash that out. All
-day, perhaps, in the hospitable discharge of their duties, they would
-scarcely have a word together, but when at length for a few hours of
-rest the house grew silent, he sought her side, relaxed and sleepy, yet
-tingling, so she felt, with some quality of vitality that no one else
-had a spark of. Youth and high spirits, the zest of life and the endless
-power of enjoyment filled the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_265" id="page_265">{265}</a></span> house, but Colin alone, unwearied and
-eminent as the sun, lit up all others. It was not the exuberance of his
-health and energy that was the source of his burning; something inspired
-them.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>The last night had come. To-morrow morning their guests would depart,
-and during the day Raymond would arrive. That night there had been the
-fancy dress ball, and she, wearing the crown and necklace and girdle
-made by Cellini, had impersonated the ill-fated Duchess of Milan for
-whom they were made, and who, while wearing them, had drunk the poisoned
-draught which she had herself prepared for her lover. Colin adored that
-story; the lover, a mere groom of the chambers, he averred, was a sort
-of old Colin Stanier&mdash;all prospered with him, even to the removal of his
-mistress in this manner, for she was growing old and wearied him with
-her insatiable desire. Colin himself had appeared as his ancestor
-wearing the great sapphire.</p>
-
-<p>Violet had undressed and got into bed, while he remained downstairs with
-two or three men who still lingered. The Cellini jewels lay on her
-dressing-table, and feeling too sleepy to plait her hair, she had just
-let it down, and it lay in a spread web of gold over her pillow. Then
-the door from his dressing-room softly opened, and he looked in.</p>
-
-<p>“Not asleep?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“No, but nearly. Oh, Colin, stand under the light a moment. There! The
-sapphire is alive to-night. It’s like a blue furnace of flame. Now
-shield it from the light.”</p>
-
-<p>Violet sat up in bed. “But it’s the most extraordinary thing!” she said.
-“Not a ray from the lamp touches it, yet it’s burning as brightly as
-ever. Where does the light come from? It comes from below it. I believe
-it comes from you. I’m frightened of you. Are you a fire?”</p>
-
-<p>It seemed to him no less than her that some conflagration not lit from
-without burnt in the heart of the stone.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_266" id="page_266">{266}</a></span> Blue rays, generated within,
-shot from it; it shone with some underlying brilliance, as if, as she
-had said, it was he who kindled it.</p>
-
-<p>“Watch it, then,” he said, unbuckling his cloak. Even as he detached it
-from him, the fire in it grew dim; only the reflection from outside fed
-it. Incredulous at what she thought she saw, willing to attribute it to
-some queer effect of faceted surfaces, she laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve killed it,” she said. “I think I shall have to give it you, when
-it’s mine, so that you may keep it alive.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, do,” he said. “When you come into your own&mdash;may that day be far
-distant.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, yes,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>He sat down on the edge of his bed, and began unloosing the jewelled
-buttons of his doublet.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe my father would almost give it me now,” he said, “though I
-suppose he has no right to, just as Elizabeth gave it to the other
-Colin. I simply adore it. I’ve been saying my prayers to it, standing in
-front of the picture.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that what has kept you?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“No, they didn’t take me long. The Prince kept me; he wanted to hear the
-whole of the legend. He was frightfully impressed; he said he felt as if
-the original Colin had been telling it him, and expects nightmare. He
-also besought me to swear allegiance when I come of age and see what
-happens. I really think I shall, though, after all, I haven’t got much
-to complain of in the way of what the world can give.”</p>
-
-<p>“But it will be I, really, to choose whether I do that or not,” said
-Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I couldn’t tell him that,” said Colin, “though as a matter of
-fact, I forgot it. In any case it isn’t I to do that. Raymond’s the
-apparent heir-apparent, and dear Raymond has shewn his allegiance pretty
-well already, though one doesn’t quite see why Satan made my
-bicycle-tyre to puncture. If he had been on Raymond’s side, my face
-would have been nearly blown to bits. No,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_267" id="page_267">{267}</a></span> Raymond’s not his favourite.
-Fancy Raymond being anybody’s favourite. Oh, Vi, a thousand pardons; he
-was yours just for a little.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin was slowly undressing as he gave utterance to these reflections.
-He had taken off his shirt, and his arms, still brown from the tanning
-of the sun and sea, were bare to the shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“You brute, Colin,” she said, “you brown, bare brute.”</p>
-
-<p>“Shall I dress again,” said he, “if a bare arm shocks you?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I don’t mind that. It’s the brute I object to. By the way, Raymond
-comes to-morrow&mdash;to-day rather. How on earth can I behave to him with
-decency? Don’t you wish he wasn’t coming?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin picked up a long tress of her hair and wound it round his arm.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I’m looking forward to his coming,” he said, smiling. “I’m going to
-make Raymond wish that he had never been born. I’m going to be
-wonderfully agreeable to him, and everything I say shall have a double
-meaning. Raymond wanted to kill me; well, I shall shew him that there
-are other ways of scoring off people. My father isn’t very fond of
-Raymond as it is, but when he sees how pleasant I am to him, and how
-black and sulky Raymond is to me, he won’t become any fonder of him. I
-must think it all out.... And then all the time Raymond will be
-consoling himself with the thought that when father dies his day will
-come, and he’ll reign in his stead. There’s the cream of it, Vi! He’ll
-be longing for my father to die, you know, and when he does Raymond will
-be worse off than ever. And you, you once said, ‘Poor Raymond!’ to me.
-Raymond’s got to pay for that. I won’t have Raymond pitied.”</p>
-
-<p>Never had Colin worn a more radiant face than when, walking in and out
-of his dressing-room, brown and lithe, as he divested himself of his
-gorgeous dress and put on his night clothes, his beautiful mouth framed
-itself to this rhapsody of hatred. There was nothing passionate about<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_268" id="page_268">{268}</a></span>
-it, except its sincerity; he did not rage and foam on the surface of his
-nature, he but gleamed with the fire that seemed so strangely to have
-lit up those wonderful rays in the sapphire that he had been wearing. He
-still held it in his hand when, after having turned out the lights in
-his dressing-room, he closed the door and sprang to her side.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t like to leave it alone,” he said. “I must pin it to the
-pillows. It will watch over us. With you and it by me, I shall lie in
-enchantment between waking and sleeping, floating on the golden sea of
-your hair. Raymond, let’s make plans for Raymond....”</p>
-
-<p>She lay in the warm tide of his tingling vitality, and soon fell asleep.
-But presently she tore herself out of the clutch of some hideous vision,
-which faded from vagueness into non-existence as she woke and heard his
-breathing, and felt his cheek resting on her shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>The next night, instead of the long cloth which, evening after evening,
-had stretched from the window of the great dining-room to the
-Elizabethan sideboard at the other end, there was spread near the fire,
-for the night was cold, a small round table that just held the five of
-them&mdash;Philip and his mother, Violet, Raymond, and Colin&mdash;and instead of
-the rows of silver sconces in the dark panels, four red-shaded
-candlesticks, sufficient for purposes of knife and fork, left the rest
-of the room in a velvety dimness. Raymond had arrived only just in time
-to dress for dinner, coming into the gallery but half a minute before
-his father, while Colin, who all this week had been a model of
-punctuality, had not appeared yet. Philip gave his arm to his mother,
-and behind, unlinked, came Violet and Raymond. He had advanced to her
-with elbow formally crooked, but she, busy with a sleeve-lace that had
-caught in her bracelet, moved on apart from him. She had shaken hands
-with him, and given him a cool cordial word, but she felt incapable of
-more than that.</p>
-
-<p>Philip sat down with a sigh of relief.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_269" id="page_269">{269}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“A reasonable evening at last,” he said, “though I wouldn’t say that if
-Colin were here. I believe he got fresher and livelier every day. Ah,
-Raymond, you must know we’ve had some parties here. Colin took your
-place, as you had to be at Cambridge.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond tried to put into his answer the geniality he did not feel.</p>
-
-<p>“I know,” he said. “The daily picture papers have been full of Colin.
-Are you having more people at Christmas, father?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, just ourselves as usual.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond turned to Violet. “You had a fancy-dress ball last night, hadn’t
-you?” he said. “I could have got down yesterday if I had known.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip conjectured a reproach in this and resented it. The last few
-weeks had been planned by him as “Colin’s show.” If Colin could not step
-into his shoes when he was dead, he could wear them for a week or two
-while he lived.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought your term was not over till to-day,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I could have got leave,” replied Raymond. “But I understand, father.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip felt rising in him that ceaseless regret that Colin was not his
-first-born. And that jealousy of Colin, implied in Raymond’s “I
-understand” irritated his father. He wanted Colin to come and relieve
-the situation, as he always did.</p>
-
-<p>“What exactly do you mean by that?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly old Lady Yardley joined in. “I know what he means, Philip,” she
-said. “He means that he should have been host here, if you were going to
-depute one of your sons to do the honours for you, and that you
-preferred that Colin should do them instead. That is what he means.”</p>
-
-<p>“There, mother, that’s enough,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>An embarrassed silence ensued, broken by the sound of running steps in
-the gallery. Just as they arrived at the door, which one of the footmen
-opened, there was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_270" id="page_270">{270}</a></span> loud crash and Colin slid in on his back, and had
-begun to laugh before he picked himself up.</p>
-
-<p>“Gosh, what a bang!” he said. “I believe somebody greased the boards in
-the hope that I should be in a hurry and fall down. Sorry, father;
-sorry, granny; sorry, Violet, for upsetting all your nerves.
-Why&mdash;Raymond!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laid his hand affectionately on his brother’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“I never knew you had come,” he said. “How are you, dear Raymond? How’s
-Cambridge? We have missed you in all this hullabaloo. Every one asked
-after you and wanted to know why you weren’t here.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin took the vacant place between Violet and his grandmother.</p>
-
-<p>“How far have you all got?” he said. “Oh, very well, I won’t have any
-soup. Now this is jolly! Just ourselves, Granny, and short coats and
-black ties. Vi, darling, why didn’t you come and pull me out of my bath?
-I was just lying soaking there; I had no idea it was so late.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin spared one fleeting glance at his brother, and began to put into
-words some of the things he had thought about in his bath.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond, it is time that you came home,” he said. “The pigeons are
-worse than ever in the Old Park, and I’m no earthly use at that
-snap-shooting between the oaks. Give me a rabbit coming towards me along
-a road, not too fast, and a rest for my gun, I can hit it in the face as
-well as anybody. But those pigeons among the oaks beat me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, we might have a morning in the Old Park to-morrow,” said his
-father.</p>
-
-<p>Colin looked at Violet as if she had called his attention to something.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Vi, what?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I thought you jogged my elbow. To-morrow, father? Oh, what a bore!
-I promised to play golf. But<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_271" id="page_271">{271}</a></span> I shall be back by one if I go on my
-motor-bicycle. May I join you at that sharp corner in the road; that’s
-about half-way to the keeper’s lodge, and I could come on with you from
-there.”</p>
-
-<p>“But that corner is at the far end of the Old Park,” said his father.</p>
-
-<p>“Is it? The one I mean has a big rhododendron bush close to it. You know
-where I mean, Raymond. Is it at the far end?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, that’s the far end,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe you’re right. Oh, of course you’re right, and I’m idiotic.
-It’s where I picked you up one day in the autumn when you had been after
-the pigeons.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin applied himself to his dinner, and caught the others up.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s something in my mind connected with that day,” he said, “and I
-can’t remember what it is. I had been playing golf, and I punctured, and
-walked back along the ridge instead of wheeling my bicycle along the
-road. Something funny: I remember laughing. Vi, darling, can’t you
-remember? Or didn’t I tell you?”</p>
-
-<p>Violet saw that even in the red glow of the candle-shades Raymond’s face
-had turned white. There was red light upon it, but not of it.</p>
-
-<p>“You certainly did not tell me,” she said in sheer pity. “I remember the
-day, too. There was a man who had escaped from the asylum and stolen a
-gun from the keeper’s....”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, that’s right,” said Colin. “I believe that’s on the track. A man
-with a gun.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“One of the most amusing things I ever heard, Colin,” he said. “I am
-surprised at Violet’s forgetting it. Is that all?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin turned to his grandmother. “Granny, they’re all laughing at me
-because I can’t remember. Father’s laughing at me, so is Violet. You and
-Raymond are the only kind ones. Man with a gun, Raymond shooting<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_272" id="page_272">{272}</a></span>
-pigeons. That makes two men with a gun. Then there was me.”</p>
-
-<p>“The very best story, Colin. Most humorous,” said his father.</p>
-
-<p>Colin sighed. “Sometimes I think of things just as I’m going to sleep,”
-he said. “If I think of it to-night, I shall wake Violet and tell her,
-and then she’ll remember it if I can’t. Man with a gun....”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Colin, stop it,” said Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, let’s put it to the vote,” said Colin. “Father and Violet want me
-to stop trying to remember it; little do they know how it would amuse
-them if I did. Granny and I want me to go on&mdash;don’t you, dear&mdash;it all
-depends on Raymond. What shall I do, Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond turned to his father, appearing not to hear Colin’s question.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you have good sport last week?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Raymond votes against us, Granny,” said Colin. “He’s too polite to
-tell me directly. We’re squashed, Granny; we’ll squash them at whist
-afterwards; you and I shall be partners, and we’ll play Raymond and
-father for their immortal souls. It will be like the legend, won’t it?
-Violet shall look on and wonder whether her poor husband is going to
-heaven or hell. I keep my immortal soul in a drawer close to Violet’s
-bedside, Granny. So if we lose, she will have to go up to her bedroom
-and bring it down. Oh, I say, I’m talking too much. Nobody else can get
-a word in edgeways.”</p>
-
-<p>It was a fact that the other four were silent, but Raymond had the
-faculty of producing silence in his neighbours. Cigarettes had come now
-with coffee, and this was the usual signal for old Lady Yardley to rise.
-To-night, however, she took no notice of the gold-mounted stick which
-was put into her hand by Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind them, my dear,” she said, “they are amusing themselves.
-Listen to me, Colin.”</p>
-
-<p>There was no other voice in the room but hers, the servants had gone
-out, and again she spoke. No one moved;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_273" id="page_273">{273}</a></span> no one spoke; but Raymond
-opposite her leaned forward; Violet leaned left-wise; Philip, with her
-stick in his hand leaned to the right. She dropped her voice to a
-whisper, but in the tense stillness a shout would not have been more
-audible.</p>
-
-<p>“There are strange things in this house, darling,” said she to Colin. “I
-have been here sixty years, and I know better than anybody. Green leaf I
-have been, and flower and fruit, and now I am withered. Sixty years ago,
-my dear, I sold my soul to the master of it, and from that moment I have
-been a ghost, oh, such a happy ghost, looking on at the glory of the
-house. And then my son Philip married, and he brought you here, and the
-moment I set eyes on you I loved you, for I knew that you were born of
-the blood and the bargain....”</p>
-
-<p>Philip drew back his chair and got up.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s your stick, mother,” he said. “We’ll follow you quite soon, or
-it will be too late for your game of whist.”</p>
-
-<p>She fumbled for the crook of the handle, and rose; her eyes were bright,
-and as blue as the sapphire Colin had worn last night.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, but I must talk to Colin again,” she said. “No one understands me
-except Colin. There used to be other games than whist, Philip, at
-Stanier. There was dice-throwing, you know, on the altar of God. We are
-not so wicked now to all appearance. Whist in the gallery; far more
-seemly.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond held the door open for her, and she hobbled through, Violet
-following. As she passed out, Violet looked first at Raymond, and then
-swiftly away, with a shudder, at Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be long, Uncle Philip,” she said in a low voice. “Grandmamma is
-so queer to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin moved up next his father.</p>
-
-<p>“Give me a glass of port, father,” he said. “Here’s Raymond back, and
-I’m so glad to see him. Your health, Ray!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_274" id="page_274">{274}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>He drank off his glass. “Father, isn’t it lovely to have Raymond back
-again?” he said. “But&mdash;this is an aside&mdash;he’s putting on flesh. May your
-shadow never grow more, Raymond. Tell us all about Cambridge; has it
-been delightful? I’m sure it has; for otherwise you wouldn’t look so
-prosperous. Speech! Mustn’t we have a speech from him, father?”</p>
-
-<p>There, on one side of Philip, was Colin, brimming with good humour and
-welcome, brimming, too, as he had shewn during dinner with the mere
-nonsense born of happiness. On the other side was Raymond, serious and
-unresponsive, without a spark to answer this crackling fire. There he
-sat, and what sort of host would he have made during these last weeks?
-He made no attempt to reply to Colin, and but fingered the stem of his
-glass.</p>
-
-<p>“You might tell us what has been going on, Raymond,” said his father.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing particular. Just the ordinary term. I’ve been playing for the
-University at soccer. I shall probably be in the team.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you never told us?” said Colin. “Lord! What a swell he is, father!
-We’re not worthy to hear about it; that’s what is the matter with us.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip turned to Raymond. “That’s good,” he said. “That’s pleasant news.
-There’s Colin here, who won’t do anything more violent than golf.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, father! What about shooting pigeons?” said Colin. “Oh, no, Raymond
-did that. Bother! There was a man with a gun....”</p>
-
-<p>Philip got up. “Now don’t get on to that again,” he said. “You’ve amused
-us enough for one night....”</p>
-
-<p>“But I may amuse Vi, mayn’t I, if I think of the rest of it?” asked
-Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Philip turned his back on him and took Raymond’s arm. He had the sense
-of behaving with great fairness, but the impartiality demanded effort.</p>
-
-<p>“Ring the bell, Colin, will you?” he said over his shoulder. “I’m
-delighted to hear about your success in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_275" id="page_275">{275}</a></span>&mdash;the football field,
-Raymond. Games are taking the place of sport in this generation. Your
-Uncle Ronald and I never played games; there was shooting, there was
-riding....”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but there’s lots of sport still,” said Colin. “Big game, father;
-large animals. Not footballs, things that feel.... And then my bicycle
-punctured. Oh, you wanted me to ring.”</p>
-
-<p>At this rite of whist for the sake of old Lady Yardley, it was necessary
-that one of the five should cut out. She herself and Philip took no part
-in this chance; the rite was that both should play if there was not
-another table to be formed. Raymond turned the highest card, and with a
-paper to beguile him, sat just where he had sat when one night the
-whist-table had broken up, and he heard Colin’s mimicry. As the four
-others cut for deal, some memory of that must have come into Colin’s
-mind.</p>
-
-<p>“What an awful night that was, Vi,” he said, “when we were playing
-bridge with Aunt Hester. She revoked, do you remember, and swore she
-hadn’t. How we laughed. And then I thought everybody else had gone to
-bed, and I&mdash;good Lord.... Yes!”</p>
-
-<p>“Another of Colin’s amusing stories,” said his father.</p>
-
-<p>“Sh-sh,” said Colin. “Granny, you always turn up the ace for your trump
-card. Will you give me lessons?”</p>
-
-<p>The rubber was very quickly over, and Raymond took Colin’s place. Colin
-drew a chair up close to his brother, and instead of reading a paper in
-the corner, watched his hand and the play of it with breathless
-attention.</p>
-
-<p>“Raymond; you’re a wizard,” he said at the end of it. “Every plan of
-yours was right. You finessed and caught the king, you didn’t finesse
-and caught the queen. Why don’t I have luck like yours? It’s enough to
-make any fellow jealous; I shan’t look at your hand any more. I shall
-look at Violet’s. My poor wife! Raymond’s got all the winning cards
-again. Or, if he hasn’t, he’ll turn them into winning cards. He’ll down
-you.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_276" id="page_276">{276}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Colin, if you would talk just a little less,” said his father, “we
-should be able to attend a little more.”</p>
-
-<p>Raymond, if no one else, fully appreciated the utter absence of reproof
-in his father’s voice. If it had been he who had been talking, there
-would have been, at the best, a chill politeness there; at the worst, a
-withering snub. But this was the candour of friend to friend.... About
-that signed paper now, which Colin had deposited at his bank. He himself
-had signed some sort of mad confession that he had planned to shoot
-Colin. His will had bent to Colin’s like hot wax to strong fingers, but
-could he not somehow get possession of it again? While it was in Colin’s
-hands, it was like a toasting-fork in which that devil-twin of his
-impaled and held him before the fire. All dinner-time Colin had scorched
-him, and not less burning was this mocking kindliness which made the one
-appear so warmly genial, the other awkward and ungracious. How long
-would he be able to stand it? Presently, at the end of the rubber, Colin
-would join him in the smoking-room and reveal another aspect, no doubt.
-But he could rob him of that further indulgence, he would go to bed as
-soon as the rubber was over.</p>
-
-<p>The next hand finished it and Lady Yardley got up. She had won to-night
-from Colin, and clinked a couple of half-sovereigns in her hand.</p>
-
-<p>“But it will come back to you, darling,” she said. “Everything there is
-will come to you if you are wise and careful. My eyes grow dim as I get
-older, but there is another sort of sight that gets brighter. Oh, I see
-very well.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip went with her to the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Your eyes are wonderful yet, mother,” he said. “There are years of
-vision in them yet.”</p>
-
-<p>As if Colin had read Raymond’s thought of going to bed, he turned to
-Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“I may be a little late to-night, darling,” he said. “Raymond and I are
-going to have a long talk in the smoking-room.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_277" id="page_277">{277}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I think not,” said Raymond. “I’m tired; I shall go to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin whisked round to him. “Not just yet, Ray,” he said. “I haven’t
-seen you for so long. It would be nice of you to come and have a chat. I
-know you will. Persuade him to do as I ask, Vi. Who knows what important
-things I may have to tell about?”</p>
-
-<p>Philip rejoined them. “I shall just come in and have a cigarette with
-you boys,” he said. “Good-night, Violet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, that’s jolly,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>They preceded him to the smoking-room, for he turned into his own room a
-moment, and as soon as they were there Colin shut the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Father will be with us in a minute,” he said, “and I can only just
-begin my talk. But if you attempt to go to bed when he does, Raymond, I
-shall tell him about the morning when you shot pigeons. Oddly enough, I
-have remembered all about it. And to-morrow I’ll telephone for the
-envelope I left at my bank. So it’s up to you.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin came a step closer; with such an eagerness must some Borgia Pope
-have looked on the white skin of the victim he had ordered to be flayed.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s jolly seeing you again, you sulky blackguard,” he said. “Has
-anybody smacked your face since I did it for you? You’re going to spend
-the whole of the vacation here, unless I get tired of you and send you
-away before. Ah, there’s father. Isn’t it jolly, father; Raymond hopes
-to spend the whole of the vacation here.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip did not seem as enthusiastic as Colin about this, but he was
-adequately cordial, and, having smoked his cigarette in silence, got up
-to go.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you coming?” he said to his sons.</p>
-
-<p>Colin nodded to Raymond to answer this.</p>
-
-<p>“We were just going to have a talk first, father,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Very good. Don’t sit up too late. Colin hasn’t been to bed till three
-for the last fortnight.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_278" id="page_278">{278}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Colin waited till the door was shut.</p>
-
-<p>“Now for our talk,” he said. “Isn’t Violet looking divine? Aren’t I a
-lucky fellow? Even the thought of being mistress of Stanier wasn’t
-enough to make her tolerate you. We had a lovely honeymoon, Raymond. We
-often talked of you. Lord! How she loathes you! I should think even you
-could see that. Now an interesting question. I ask for information. Do
-you think she knows about that morning we were speaking of at dinner?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have no means of telling,” said Raymond.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, we’ll assume she doesn’t. Now I want you to observe her closely
-again to-morrow, and see if you think she knows then. I’ve remembered
-all about it, and, as you heard me say, I was thinking of telling her,
-just drowsily and quietly to-night. And then to-morrow you’ll guess
-whether I have done so or not. Take coffee for breakfast if you think I
-have, tea, if you think I haven’t. What a jolly Christmas game!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin poured himself out a glass of whisky and soda.</p>
-
-<p>“Fancy father saying that I didn’t care for sport,” he said. “I adore
-the thought of the sport I’m going to have with you. You used to be rude
-to me when we were alone, now you have got to be polite. I can always
-send for that paper which you signed and father witnessed. Now don’t be
-tedious and say that the condition on which you signed was that I would
-not tell him. What does that matter to me? You wanted to kill me; all
-that I do now is in self-defence. Otherwise you might plan to kill me
-again.”</p>
-
-<p>He yawned. “I’m rather sleepy to-night, Raymond,” he said. “I thought
-the satisfaction of seeing you again would make me wakeful. I shall go
-upstairs. Violet will be pleased that I have not sat up late after all.
-I shall sit on her bed and talk to her. Last night her hair made a
-golden mat on the pillow. There is a marvellous fragrance in her hair.
-Do you remember that from the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_279" id="page_279">{279}</a></span> days&mdash;not many of them&mdash;when you used to
-kiss her? How she winced! Now it’s your turn to wince. We shall talk
-about you, no doubt. And remember about the tea and the coffee
-to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>Day after day Colin amused himself thus; morning after morning Raymond
-had to guess whether Violet had been told, until one evening, wearying
-of this particular game, Colin casually mentioned that all his guessings
-had been superfluous, for Violet had known ever since one day on their
-honeymoon, when she had provoked him by saying, “Poor Raymond.” Even as
-a cat with a mouse, so Colin played with him, taking no notice of him
-except in ordinary intercourse, for nearly a whole day, and letting him
-seem forgotten; then, with quivering shoulders, he would spring on him
-again, tap him with sheathed claws and a velvet paw, or with more
-forcible reminder, nip him with needle-like teeth. It was useless and
-worse than useless for Violet to plead for him; her advocacy, her appeal
-to the most elementary feeling of compassion only exasperated Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Darling, as if my brain wasn’t busy enough with Raymond, you must go
-and add to my work like that!” he said. “I’ve got to cure you of being
-sorry for Raymond as well. I thought you were cured when I told you he
-tried to murder me. Just let your mind dwell on that. He planned to
-shoot me from behind that wall. I’ll take you there to-morrow and show
-you the place, to make it more vivid to you. One’s brother must not make
-such plans and fail without suffering for it afterwards. Perhaps you
-would prefer that he had succeeded? Ah! I made you shudder then. You
-trembled deliciously.... I’ve got such a delightful Christmas present
-for him, a little green jade pigeon with ruby eyes. It cost a lot of
-money. The green&mdash;I shall explain to him&mdash;is his jealousy of me, for
-he’s devoted to you still, and the red eyes are the colour of my blood,
-and the whole will remind him of that amusing morning.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_280" id="page_280">{280}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>The new year came in with three nights of sharp frost, and the ice on
-the bathing lake grew thick enough to bear. The lake was artificial,
-lying in a small natural valley through which a stream ran. A dam some
-twelve feet high had been built across the lower end of it, in which was
-the sluice gate; thus the stream, confined by the rising ground at the
-sides, and the dam at the end, had spread itself into a considerable
-sheet of water, shallow where the stream entered it, but some nine feet
-deep at the lower end, where was the bathing-place and the header boards
-and pavilions for bathers. The dam was planted with rhododendron bushes,
-whose roots strengthened the barrier, and in summer the great bank of
-blossom overhung the deep water. A path ran behind them crossing the
-sluice by a stone bridge with balustrade.</p>
-
-<p>Raymond had gone down there directly after breakfast, and came back with
-the news that he had walked this way and that across the ice, and that
-it seemed safe enough. For some reason which Colin failed to fathom, he
-seemed in very cheerful spirits to-day; it might be that the end of the
-Christmas vacation was approaching, when he would return to Cambridge;
-it might be that he, like Colin, himself had seen the rapidity with
-which old age was gaining on his father. There was humour in that.
-Raymond looked forward, and little wonder, to his own succession here,
-not knowing, poor shorn lamb, that he would be worse off than ever when
-that unpropitious event occurred. As for the remission of subtle torture
-which his return to Cambridge would give him, there were several days
-yet, thought Colin; opportunity for much pleasant pigeon-conversation.</p>
-
-<p>So Raymond got his skates, while Colin and Violet, sitting cosy in the
-long gallery, wondered whether it was worth while going out, and he went
-down by the long yew hedge to the lake, with brisk foot and brightened
-eye. After all, other people besides Colin could make plans, and one of
-his had matured this morning into a luscious ripeness. Sleepless nights
-had been his, with hands<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_281" id="page_281">{281}</a></span> squeezing for Colin’s throat and dawn breaking
-in on the fierce disorder of his thoughts, before he had distilled his
-brain down to the clear broth. Wild and vagrant fancies got hold of him,
-goaded as he was to the verge of desperation by this inhuman
-persecution; red madnesses had flashed before him, like the cloaks that
-the matadors wave before the bull, and, whether he charged or not,
-another ribanded dart pierced him. He had bitten his lip till the blood
-flowed in order to recall himself to self-control, and to use those
-hours of the night, when Colin was with Violet, to hew out some defence
-to the fluttered red and the ribanded dart. There had been his handicap:
-hate of Colin had made him violent, whereas Colin’s hate of him had made
-Colin calm and self-possessed; he must cease to rage if he hoped to
-arrive at any plan. So night after night he had curbed himself, making
-his wits reduce their mad galloping to an orderly pace, and pull
-steadily in harness.</p>
-
-<p>The grass was encrusted with the jewels of frost; every step crunched a
-miracle of design into powder, and now for the first time since he had
-come to Stanier, Raymond fed with the braced joy of a frosty morning on
-the banquet which the season spread. He was hungry for it, all these
-days he had been starved and tortured, sick with apprehension, and
-shuddering at the appearance of Colin with rack and pincers. But now he
-was hungry again for the good things of life, and the long draught of
-cold air was one of them, and the treading of the earth with muscles
-alternately strong and relaxed was another, and the sense of the great
-woodlands that would in no distant future be his, was a third, for how
-old, how rapidly ageing, was his father; and the <i>congé</i> he would soon
-give to Colin and Violet was a fourth, sweeter than any. How sour had
-turned his love of Violet, if indeed there had ever been any sweetness
-in it. He lusted after her: that he knew, but just because she knew the
-events of that morning, when all had gone so awry, he thought of her as
-no more than a desirable mistress. Ha! there was a woodcock.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_282" id="page_282">{282}</a></span> In the
-frost of the morning it had lain so close that he approached within
-twenty yards of it before it got up. He was near enough to see how it
-pulled itself forward, grasping a blade of grass in its reed-like bill,
-before it could get those long wings free of the ground where it
-squatted. With a flip flap, it skidded and swerved through the
-rhododendron bushes; even if he had had a gun with him he could scarcely
-have got a shot.</p>
-
-<p>“Flip&mdash;flap”; it was just so that he had escaped from Colin’s barrels.
-Those nights of thought, when he had bandaged the eyes of rage, had
-given him simplicity at last, such simplicity as Colin had so carelessly
-arrived at when he came through the oaks of the Old Park. He had trusted
-to the extraordinary similarity of his own handwriting to that of Colin,
-and had written a letter in Colin’s name to Colin’s bankers, requesting
-them to send the letter which he had deposited there last August, with
-the note on the outside of it about its eventual delivery in case of his
-death, to his brother, Lord Stanier, whose receipt would be
-forwarded.... Raymond knew it to be a desperate measure, but, after all,
-nothing could be more desperate than his position here, bound hand and
-foot to Colin, as long as that sealed envelope remained at Messrs.
-Bertram’s. The bank might possibly make a further inquiry; telegraph to
-Colin for confirmation, but even if that happened, Colin was doing his
-worst already. No such disaster had followed. This morning Raymond had
-received from the bank a registered letter, containing the unopened
-envelope, forwarded to him by direction of Hon. Colin Stanier.</p>
-
-<p>So now, as he went briskly towards the frozen lake, the confession which
-he had signed was safe in the letter-case he carried in the inside
-pocket of his coat, and for very luxury of living over again a mad
-moment which now was neutralised, he drew it out and read it. There it
-was ... in that crisis of guilt, covered by Colin’s pistol, he had
-consented to any terms. But now, let Colin see what would be his
-response when next he talked in flashes of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_283" id="page_283">{283}</a></span> that veiled lightning
-concerning a shooting of pigeons, concerning a morning when there was a
-lunatic at large....</p>
-
-<p>Indeed Raymond determined that this very day he would fling the
-challenge himself. Instead of sitting dumb under Colin’s blistering
-jibes, he would defy him; he would insult and provoke him, till he was
-stung into sending to the bank for the famous confession, vowing an
-instant disclosure of the whole matter to his father. How Raymond would
-snap a finger in his face for that threat, and how, when Colin received
-the answer from the bank that the packet in question had been sent by
-his own orders to his brother, would he choke with the derisive laughter
-of hate! Who without solid proof would credit such a tale? Besides
-(Raymond had it all ready now) no doubt Lord Yardley would remember
-witnessing with Colin the paper about which he now impotently jabbered.
-Had not the brothers come in together, ever so pleasantly, on that
-morning of the pigeon-shooting, and asked for his witnessing signature?
-That paper (so Raymond now framed it) had set forth how he had
-determined to make a better job of brotherhood than he had hitherto
-done, and to realise that Violet and Colin were mated in love. And
-already the pact had fulfilled itself, for never had the two spent days
-of such public fraternal amity. “Write to the bank for it in my name,”
-Colin would be supposed to have said, “and tear it up, dear Ray! It’ll
-be fun, too, to see if they can distinguish your handwriting from
-mine”.... That was what Colin would find waiting for him if he sent to
-the bank for the document on which this insane accusation was based.</p>
-
-<p>His skates, fitted on to boots, clanked in his hand, his foot trod
-briskly on the frozen soil that would soon be his own. Those eye-teeth
-of Colin’s were drawn; his father aged rapidly, and, without doubt,
-before many months, the park-gates would have clapped on to the final
-exit of Colin and his wife. Perhaps he would let Stanier to some
-dollar-gorged American; he had no feeling for it himself,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_284" id="page_284">{284}</a></span> and the other
-two would abhor that. Never yet had Stanier been tenanted by aliens; it
-was enough to make the dead turn in their graves. What was more
-important, it would make the living writhe. Perhaps Colin&mdash;he would be
-very rich, alas&mdash;would try to take it. The would-be lessees must be
-closely scrutinised.</p>
-
-<p>So here was the lake with its stiff frozen margin; a stamp on it and a
-short slide over the black ice produced no cluck of remonstrance. The
-pavilion of the bathing-place was on the other side, but a felled
-tree-trunk made a comfortable seat for the exchange of his walking shoes
-into the boots with skates on them. He had spent a winter month in
-Switzerland two years before, and hungered for the bite of the blade on
-the sweet fodder of that black field.... Instantly, as in swimming, the
-instinct of that balance came back to him, and with long strokes he
-curved out on to the delightful playground. Outside edge, and a dropped
-turn, an outside back, and a taking up of the direction with the other
-foot....</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin, at this moment, had made up his mind not to skate till after
-lunch.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m lazy,” he said to Violet. “I’m tired of baiting Raymond. He was
-more cheerful than I like this morning, Vi. I shall smoke a cigarette
-and think of something new. Lord! I’ve got no matches.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a paper basket handy, and he drew a crumpled envelope from it,
-meaning to get a light with it from the log fire. Uncrumpling it he saw
-it was addressed to Lord Stanier, and idly turning it over, as he made
-his spill, he saw the seal of his own bank. The envelope was registered.</p>
-
-<p>He tore a narrow strip off the edge of it, and used it for his purpose.</p>
-
-<p>“I should like to sit here talking to you all morning,” he said, “but
-that beastly motor-bicycle of mine has gone wrong again. I think I’ll go
-up to the stables to see about it. Skating this afternoon, isn’t it? I
-hate seeing Ray<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_285" id="page_285">{285}</a></span>mond skate because he’s so good at it. But as I want to
-skate myself, what’s to be done?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin floated off in his crisp, graceful manner, and never was he so
-alert as when he appeared to be loitering. Why had Raymond received a
-registered envelope from Bertram’s? Bertram’s was not Raymond’s bank.
-What had that envelope contained?</p>
-
-<p>He strolled out of the front door; the stables lay to the right, but
-Raymond, hugely cheerful that morning, had gone to the lake, which was
-in the opposite direction. So deferring the matter of the bicycle he
-went down by the yew hedge and along the path on the top of the dam
-behind the rhododendrons. He could hear the ring of Raymond’s skates on
-the frozen surface. Raymond would have to cease his sport and explain
-the matter of the envelope.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Hidden by the bushes, he had nearly come to the bridge over the sluice
-when from close at hand there came a noise of loud crackings and
-splintering across the lake and a great splash. For one moment Colin
-stood quite still, his heart beating high and fast; then, with quickened
-pace, he walked on to the bridge over the sluice. Some ten yards out was
-a large hole in the surface with jagged edges; a cap and fragments of
-broken ice floated on it, and bubbles rose from below.</p>
-
-<p>“He has been carried under the ice,” thought Colin. “How cold it must
-be! The water is deep there.”</p>
-
-<p>What was to be done? Nothing it seemed. He could run up to the house and
-get help, a rope, a plank, something to put out across that gaping hole
-on which the sunlight glittered, but before he could return all hope
-(all chance rather) of saving Raymond must have passed. Was there no
-other plan? His mind, usually so ingenious and resourceful, seemed
-utterly blank, save for an overwhelming curiosity as to whether Raymond
-would come to the surface again, just once, just for a second.... As he
-looked, leaning on the balustrade of the bridge, Raymond’s head
-appeared; his face was white and wide-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_286" id="page_286">{286}</a></span>eyed, the lips of his open mouth
-blue with the cold. Across those ten yards which separated them their
-eyes met, Colin’s bright and sparkling with exuberant life, the other’s
-stricken with the ultimate and desperate terror.</p>
-
-<p>Colin waved his hand.</p>
-
-<p>“So you’ve fallen in,” he said. “I’ll go and see what can be done. If
-I’m too late, well, good-bye! Rather cold, isn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>The last words were spoken to emptiness. There was the cap still
-floating and the stream of bubbles breaking on the surface of the
-sparkling water.</p>
-
-<p>Colin gave one leap in the air like some young colt whose limbs tingle
-with the joy of life, and rubbed his hands which were chilled with
-leaning on the bridge. Of course it was no use going to the house; the
-shock and cold and the soft, smothering water would have done their work
-long before he could bring help, and the resources of Stanier, so
-powerful for the living had no succour or consolation for the dead.
-Indeed, it would be better not to go to the house at all, for he could
-not imagine himself, in this ecstatic moment, simulating haste and
-horror and all that would be appropriate to the occasion. So making a
-circuit through the woods, he strolled ten minutes later into the stable
-yard to see about his bicycle. He had a pleasant word for the groom and
-a joke for the motor-mechanic. Just then his brain could only be
-occupied with trivial things; a great glittering curtain seemed to be
-let down across it, behind which were stored treasures and splendours.
-Presently, when he came to himself, he would inspect these.</p>
-
-<p>He showed himself to Violet and his father, who were in the long
-gallery, when he got back to the house, said a word about his
-motor-bicycle, hoped that Raymond was having a good time, and went into
-the smoking-room. Now was the time to pull up that glittering curtain.</p>
-
-<p>Till then the fact of Raymond’s death, just the removal, the extinction
-of him had hidden all that might lie behind it; now Colin saw with an
-amazed gasp of interest<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_287" id="page_287">{287}</a></span> how all the activity of his brain was needed to
-cope with the situation. Raymond was finished with, while his father
-still lived. The remote, the unexpected, the unlooked-for had occurred.
-Yet not quite unlooked-for ... one morning dreaming on the Capri beach,
-Colin had taken this possibility into account, had let it simmer and
-mature in his brain, and as outcome had made Violet spend a night at the
-house of the British Consul in Naples. How wise that had proved; he
-would have been grinding his teeth if he had not done that.</p>
-
-<p>Swiftly he ran over the whole process from the beginning, and though
-there were problems ahead of him, so far his course had been flawless.
-First had come the erasure in the Consulate register and the insertion
-of that single numeral in his mother’s letter to Salvatore.... He would
-have to see dear Uncle Salvatore again.... That had smoothed the way for
-his marriage with Violet; that had ensured, even if Raymond lived to be
-a hundred, his own mastership and that of his children after him at
-Stanier. It was not mastership in name, for he would but be husband to
-its mistress, but he knew that name alone would be lacking to the
-completeness of possession. He could not have provided better for the
-eventuality of his father’s death, which, according to all human
-probability, would occur before Raymond’s. But fate, that blind
-incalculable chance, had decreed otherwise, and Colin gave a frown and a
-muttered exclamation to the recognition of the fact that had he left the
-register alone, and torn up, instead of emending his mother’s letter, he
-would now be heir to Stanier as he indeed truly was, in his own right.</p>
-
-<p>It was a pity to have devoted all that ingenuity, to have saddled
-himself with considerable expense as regards that troublesome Salvatore,
-when fate all the time was busier and wiser than he.... Yet it had been
-necessary, and it was no use wasting regret over it.</p>
-
-<p>What stood in his way now was the letter and the register. With regard
-to the former it was easy to destroy<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_288" id="page_288">{288}</a></span> it, and to indicate to Salvatore
-that all required of him was to hold his tongue, or, if necessary, to
-tell a mere simple truth that he had given Colin two letters, one&mdash;he
-seemed to recollect&mdash;dated March 1, in which his sister announced her
-marriage, the other a fortnight later, giving news of the birth of the
-twins. Uncle Salvatore, with his Viagi pride, so Colin smilingly
-reflected, would be glad that the stain on the family honour could be
-expunged; Rosina was married when she brought forth. For him, too, it
-was pleasant to have the bar sinister lifted from him. It would not, he
-allowed, have weighed heavily on him; in any case it would have been
-amply compensated for by the enjoyment of Stanier and the expulsion of
-Raymond, but now there was no need for that ounce of bitter.... So much,
-then, for the letters; they could be destroyed. Violet would ask in vain
-for their production to prove her possession.</p>
-
-<p>“What letters do you mean, darling?” he would answer. Yes, those letters
-should perish at once.</p>
-
-<p>He turned his thoughts to the register. There at this moment it reposed
-in that archive-room, bearing the erasure so easily overlooked, so
-convincing when pointed out. You had but to look carefully, and, so to
-speak, you could see nothing but the erased numeral: it stared at you.
-He had, it was true, in his keeping a copy of that entry, certified to
-be correct by Mr. Cecil, which bore the earlier date, but, now that
-Violet had been informed of that erasure, she would, when Stanier
-changed hands, insist on the production of the register, and, knowing
-where to look and what to see, her lawyer would draw the conclusion,
-which even in the absence of confirming letters, might easily satisfy a
-jury. The register had been tampered with, and in whose interests but
-Colin’s? And by what hand? Without doubt by his father’s (not that that
-would hurt him then) or his own. There was danger, remote perhaps but
-alive and smouldering, on that page; it must be quenched.</p>
-
-<p>Colin recalled his meditations on the Capri beach which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_289" id="page_289">{289}</a></span> foresaw this
-contingency with a vividness as clear as was the October air on that
-morning. All the circumstances of it were equally sharp-edged in his
-memory, the sense of the hot pebbles of the beach on which he lay, the
-sea and its crystal embrace awaiting him when he got baked and pining
-for its coolness, Nino, the joyous pagan boy asleep in the shade,
-Vesuvius across the bay with the thin streamer of smoke. That was the
-<i>milieu</i> where thought came clean and clear to you, and clear and clean
-that morning had his thoughts been, providing for this very situation.
-The pieces of it lay in his brain like the last few fragments of a
-puzzle; he had no need even to fit them together, for he could see how
-curve corresponded with curve and angle with angle. All was in order,
-ready to be joined up, now that Raymond no longer blocked his way, and
-the key-piece round which the others fitted was undoubtedly that visit
-of Violet to Mr. Cecil.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Then came quick steps up the passage, and Violet burst in.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Colin,” she said, “a terrible thing has happened! Uncle Philip and
-I walked down to the lake. Raymond was not there; his boots were on the
-bank, there was a hole where the ice had given way at the deep end.
-Uncle Philip is getting men and ropes....<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_290" id="page_290">{290}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_X-b" id="CHAPTER_X-b"></a>CHAPTER X</h3>
-
-<p>It was not till well on in the afternoon that the body was recovered.
-All day the cold had been intense, and the ropes with the tackle for
-this terrible fishing got stiff and frozen. But at sunset they found it;
-the stream had carried it along below the ice towards the sluice.</p>
-
-<p>Philip sat up with Colin in the long gallery when Violet and Lady
-Yardley had gone to bed. He felt no sorrow, for he had not liked
-Raymond, he had not even loved him with his fatherhood, for all that had
-been given to Colin.... Often and often he had longed that Colin had
-been the eldest, now there was none other than Colin; he would have all
-that his father coveted for him. But though he felt no sorrow, he felt
-remorse and pity; remorse that he had not liked this dead son of his,
-pity that he had died young.</p>
-
-<p>“I reproach myself, Colin, most bitterly,” he had been saying. “It was
-hard to be kind to poor Raymond, he kept kindness at arm’s length. But I
-ought to have tried more. I ought to have taken example from you: you
-never wearied of kindness.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laid his hand on his father’s arm. All the evening he had been
-keeping things together by a tact so supreme that it appeared pure
-naturalness. He had talked quite freely about Raymond; recalled a
-hundred little incidents in which Raymond was a mild hero; his shooting,
-his prospect of playing football for Cambridge.... It was clear, too,
-that the tragedy had made very little impression on his grandmother, and
-so he had taken it for granted that they would play their rubber of
-whist. Why not?</p>
-
-<p>“You mustn’t think of it like that, father,” he said. “You did what you
-could. You made it very jolly for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_291" id="page_291">{291}</a></span> him here. He liked coming home; he
-was going to stop here the whole of the Christmas vacation, you know. If
-he had not been enjoying it, he would not have done that.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin revelled in the underlying meaning of his words ... how Raymond
-had been enjoying it, hadn’t he?</p>
-
-<p>Philip’s servant came into the room; he carried on a tray Raymond’s
-watch and chain, and a pocket-book.</p>
-
-<p>“They found these on his lordship’s body, my lord,” he said. “I thought
-it best to bring them you.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip took them, and looked absently at the watch which had stopped at
-a few minutes to eleven.</p>
-
-<p>“He must have fallen in almost immediately,” he said. “I had better look
-at what is in his pocket-book. It may contain papers that must be
-attended to.”</p>
-
-<p>Not until that moment had Colin given another thought to what Raymond
-had received that morning in the envelope from Bertram’s bank. Now in a
-flash he conjectured that whatever it was (and he felt no doubt of what
-it was) it would be found in that pocket-book which his father even then
-was opening. How lucky it was that he had not told his father about that
-attempt of Raymond’s! How splendid would appear his own magnanimity, his
-own unfailing kindness to him! He could emphasise them even more by a
-reluctance that his father should examine these remains. The water, it
-is true, might have got in and soaked the paper, if it was there, into
-illegibility, but the leather of the pocket-book seemed to have resisted
-well: it might easily prove to contain a legible document.</p>
-
-<p>He got up in an excitement which his father did not understand.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you wise to do that, do you think?” he asked in a quick, anxious
-voice. “There may be something there which will pain you.”</p>
-
-<p>“All his papers must be gone through,” said his father. “Have you any
-reason, Colin?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t explain,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>Papers were coming out of the pocket-book now, in no<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_292" id="page_292">{292}</a></span> way perished by
-the long immersion; they were damp but they held together, and Colin
-glanced with a lynx’s eye at them as his father unfolded them. There
-were a couple of bills, he could see, which Philip laid on one side, and
-then he came to a half-sheet of foolscap.... He read a line or two,
-looked at the bottom of it and saw his own name....</p>
-
-<p>“What is this?” he said. “It’s signed by Raymond and witnessed by you
-and me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t look at it, father,” said Colin, knowing that it was inevitable
-that his father must read anything that was witnessed by himself. “Let
-me take it and burn it.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I can’t do that,” said Philip. “What does this mean? What....”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! don’t read it, don’t read it!” said Colin in a voice of piteous
-pleading.</p>
-
-<p>“I must.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then listen to me instead. I will tell you.”</p>
-
-<p>Never had his father looked so old and haggard as then. He had seen
-enough of what was written there to light horror in his eyes and blanch
-his face to a deadly whiteness.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell me then,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>Colin sat down on the edge of his father’s chair.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a terrible story,” he said, “and I hoped you should never know it.
-But it seems inevitable. And remember, father, as I tell you, that
-Raymond is dead....”</p>
-
-<p>His voice failed for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“That means forgiveness, doesn’t it?” he said. “Death is forgiveness;
-you see what I mean. It’s&mdash;it’s you who have to teach me that; you will
-see.”</p>
-
-<p>He collected himself again.</p>
-
-<p>“It was after I came back from Capri in the summer, and after Vi was
-engaged to me,” he said, “that what is referred to there took place.
-He&mdash;poor Raymond&mdash;always hated me. He thought I had your love, which
-should have been his as well. And then I had Violet’s love, after she
-had accepted him for her husband. There was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_293" id="page_293">{293}</a></span> thought in that which
-made it so bitter that&mdash;that it poisoned him. He got poisoned; you must
-think of it like that. And the thought, Raymond’s poisoned thought, was
-this: He knew that Violet had the passion for Stanier which you and I
-have. Yet when she was face to face with the marriage to him, she gave
-up Stanier. Father dear, it wasn’t my fault that I loved her, you didn’t
-think it was when I told you out in Capri? And it wasn’t her fault when
-she fell in love with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Colin,” he said. “Love is like that. Go on, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin spoke with difficulty now.</p>
-
-<p>“Then came a day,” he said, “when a lunatic escaped from that asylum at
-Repstow. You had news of it one night, and told Raymond and me. He was a
-homicidal fellow, and he got hold of one of your keeper’s guns. Next
-morning Raymond went to shoot pigeons, and I bicycled on my motor to
-play golf. And then&mdash;then, father, we must suppose that the devil
-himself came to Raymond. It wasn’t Raymond who planned what Raymond
-did.... He expected me to come back along the road from the lodge, and
-he&mdash;he hid in the bushes at that sharp corner with his gun resting on
-the wall, and his plan was to shoot me. It would have been at the
-distance of a few yards only.”</p>
-
-<p>Lord Yardley interrupted; his voice was hoarse and nearly inaudible.</p>
-
-<p>“Wait a minute, Colin,” he said. “All this reminds me of something I
-have heard, and yet only half heard.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin nodded. “I know,” he said. “I’ll tell that presently.... There was
-poor Raymond waiting for me to come round the corner. There was this
-madman loose in the park somewhere, and if the&mdash;the plan had succeeded,
-it would have been supposed that it was the madman who had killed me.
-But an accident happened: my bicycle punctured, and I walked back for
-the trudge along the ridge of the Old Park.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin choked for a moment.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_294" id="page_294">{294}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I caught the glint of sun on a gun-barrel by the wall at that sharp
-corner,” he said, “and I wondered who or what that could be. It could
-not be the escaped madman, for they had told me at the lodge that he had
-been caught; and then I remembered that Raymond was out shooting
-pigeons, and I remembered that Raymond hated me. It occurred to me
-definitely then, and I felt sick at the thought, that he was waiting for
-me. And then, father, the mere instinct of self-preservation awoke. If
-it was Raymond, if I was terribly right, I could not go on like that in
-constant fear of my life.... I had to make myself safe.</p>
-
-<p>“I stole down, taking cover behind the oaks, till I got close and then I
-saw it was Raymond. I was white with rage, and I was sick at heart. I
-had a revolver with me, for you or Vi&mdash;you, I think&mdash;had persuaded me to
-take it out in case I met the wretched madman, and, father, I <i>had</i> met
-a wretched madman. I covered him with it, and then I spoke to him. I
-told him that if he moved except as I ordered him, I would kill him. He
-collapsed; every atom of fight was out of him, and he emptied his gun of
-its cartridges and laid it down. And all the time there wasn’t a
-cartridge at all in my revolver: I had taken them out and forgotten to
-put them back. It was after he had collapsed that I found that out.”</p>
-
-<p>A wan smile, as unlike to Colin’s genial heat of mirth as the moonlight
-is to the noonday sun, shivered and trembled on his mouth and vanished
-again, leaving it so serious, so tender.</p>
-
-<p>“He confessed,” he said. “But I had to make myself safe. I told him he
-must put that confession into writing and sign it, and you and I would
-witness it. That was done. I told you&mdash;do you remember?&mdash;that Raymond
-and I had a secret pact, and we wanted your witness to his signature.
-That was it; and it is that you hold in your hand now. I sent it to my
-bank, Bertram’s, again in self-defence, for I knew that he would not
-dare to make any attempt on me, since, if it were successful, however
-far<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_295" id="page_295">{295}</a></span> from suspicion he seemed to stand, there would come into your hands
-the confession that he had attempted to kill me. Look at the envelope,
-father. In case of my death, you will read there, it was to be delivered
-to you.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip did not need to look.</p>
-
-<p>“Go on, Colin,” he said. “How did it come into Raymond’s possession?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can only conjecture that. But this morning, after poor Ray had gone
-out to skate, I wanted a light for my cigarette, and I had no matches. I
-drew out something from the waste-paper basket. It was an envelope
-directed to Raymond, and on the back was the seal of the bank. His
-handwriting, as you know, was exactly like mine, a spider scrawl you
-used to call it. I think he must have written to the bank in my name,
-asking that what I had deposited there was to be sent to him. He would
-never be safe till he had got that. And&mdash;and, oh, father, I should never
-have been safe when he had got it.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a long silence; Colin’s head was bent on his father’s
-shoulder; he lay there quivering, while in Philip’s face the grimness
-grew. Presently Colin spoke again:</p>
-
-<p>“You said you had heard, or half heard, some of this,” he said. “I will
-remind you. One night at dinner, the night Ray got back from Cambridge,
-I made the usual nonsensical fool of myself. I seemed to try to
-recollect something funny that had happened on the morning when Ray went
-out to shoot pigeons. ‘A man with a gun,’ I said, and you and Vi voted
-that I was a bore. But I think Raymond knew why I said it, and went on
-with it till you were all sick and tired of me. I made a joke of it, you
-see; I could not talk of it to him. I could not be heavy and say, ‘I
-forgive you; I wipe it out.’ That would have been horrible for him. The
-only plan I could think of was to make a joke of it, hoping he would
-understand. I think he did; I think he saw what I meant. But yet he
-wanted to be safe. Oh, Lord, how I understand that! How anxious I was to
-be safe and not to have to tell you. But I have had to. If you had
-listened<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_296" id="page_296">{296}</a></span> to me, father, you would have burned that paper. Then no one
-would ever have known.” (Of course Colin remembered that Violet knew,
-but he went on without a pause:)</p>
-
-<p>“I’m all to pieces to-night,” he said. “I have horrible fears and all
-sorts of dreadful things occur to me. That paper is safe nowhere,
-father. It wasn’t even safe&mdash;poor Ray&mdash;at my bank. Supposing Vi, by some
-appalling mischance, got to see it. It would poison Raymond’s memory for
-her. He did love her, I am sure of that, and though she didn’t love him,
-she thinks tenderly and compassionately of him. She is not safe while it
-exists. Burn it, father. Just look at it once first, if you want to know
-that I have spoken quiet, sober truth, which I did not want to speak, as
-you know, and then burn it.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip’s first instinct was to throw it straight into the smouldering
-logs. He believed every word Colin had said, but there was justice to be
-done to one who could not plead for himself. He was bound to see that
-Raymond had acted the story that Colin had told him. Dry-eyed and grim,
-he read it from first word to last, and then stood up.</p>
-
-<p>“Here it is,” he said. “You have been scrupulously accurate. I should
-like you to see me burn it.”</p>
-
-<p>The paper was damp, and for a little while it steamed above the logs.
-Then, with a flap, a flame broke from it. A little black ash clung to
-the embers and grew red, then a faint, grey ash ascended and
-pirouetted.... Philip’s stern eyes melted, and he turned to his only
-son.</p>
-
-<p>“And now I have got to forget,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>That seemed the very word Colin was waiting for.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s easy,” he said. “It’s easy for me, dear father, so it can’t be
-difficult, for I’m an awful brute. We shall have to make a pact, you and
-I. We must burn what we know out of our hearts, just as you have burned
-the evidence of it. It doesn’t exist any more. It was some wretched
-dream.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Colin!” said his father, and in those words was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_297" id="page_297">{297}</a></span> all the wonder of
-love which cannot credit the beauty, the splendour, that it
-contemplates.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin saw his father to his room, and then walked back down the great
-corridor, quenching the lights as he went, for he had told the butler
-that no one need sit up. He drew back the curtains of the window at the
-head of the stairs as he passed and looked out on to the clearness of
-the frosty midnight. Moonlight lay over the whiteness of the gardens and
-terraces, but the yew hedge, black and unfrosted, seemed like some
-funeral route to be followed to where the ice gleamed with a strange
-vividness as if it were the skylight to some illuminated place below.
-Then, letting the curtain fall again, he went softly past the head of
-the lit passage where his room and Violet’s lay, to put out the light at
-the far end of this corridor. In the last room to the left he knew
-Raymond was lying, and he went in.</p>
-
-<p>The last toilet had been finished and the body lay on its bed below a
-sheet. Candles were burning, as if that which lay there dreaded the
-darkness, and on the table by the bed was a great bowl of white hothouse
-flowers. Colin had not seen Raymond since that white face looked at him
-across the rim of broken ice; there had been disfigurement, he imagined,
-and, full of curiosity, he turned back the sheet. There were little
-scars on the nose and ears particularly, but nothing appalling, and he
-looked long at Raymond’s face. The heavy eyelids were closed, the mouth
-pouted sullenly; death had not changed him at all; he hardly looked
-asleep, drowsy at the most. Not a ray of pity softened Colin’s smiling
-face of triumph.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>For a month after Raymond’s death, the four of them, representing three
-generations of Staniers, remained quietly there. His name was mentioned
-less and less among them, for, after Colin’s disclosure to his father,
-Philip avoided all speech about him, and, as far as he could, all
-thought. Horror came with the thought of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_298" id="page_298">{298}</a></span> him. The most his father could
-do was to try to forget him. But for an accident in that matter of a
-punctured tyre, Colin would now be lying where Raymond lay, and all
-sunshine would have passed from his declining years. He was no more than
-sixty-six, but he was old; Colin used to wonder at the swift advance of
-old age, like some evening shadow, which lengthened so rapidly. But
-beyond the shadow Philip’s sky was full of light. His desire had been
-realised, though by tragic ways, and his death, neither dreaded nor
-wished-for, would realise it.</p>
-
-<p>There were, however, events in the future which he anticipated with
-eagerness; the first was Colin’s coming of age next March. For
-generations that festival had been one of high prestige in the family,
-and in spite of the recency of Raymond’s death, he meant to celebrate it
-with due splendour.</p>
-
-<p>The other was even more intimately longed-for; early in July, Violet
-would, if all were well, become a mother; and to see Colin’s son, to
-know that the succession would continue, was the dearest hope of his
-life. And these two expectations brought back some St. Martin’s summer
-of the spirit to him; he began to look forward, as is the way of youth,
-instead of dwelling in the past. The lengthening shadow stayed, it even
-retreated.... But Colin had an important piece of business to effect
-before his father’s death, and he was waiting, without impatience but
-watchfully, for an opportunity to set out on it. As usual, he wanted the
-suggestion which would give him this opportunity to come, not from
-himself, but from others; he would seem then to do what he desired
-because it was urged on him.</p>
-
-<p>A week of dark, foggy weather towards the end of February favoured his
-plans. Influenza was about, and he had a touch of it, in no way serious,
-indeed possibly useful. After a couple of days in his room he reappeared
-again, but with all the fire gone out of him. He was silent and
-depressed, and saw that his father’s eyes watched him with anxiety.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_299" id="page_299">{299}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Still feeling rather down?” asked Philip one morning, when Colin pushed
-an untasted plate away from him at breakfast.</p>
-
-<p>Colin made a tragic face at the window. Nothing could be seen outside,
-the fog was opaque and impenetrable.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s not very encouraging, father,” he said. “Not convalescing
-weather.”</p>
-
-<p>He appeared to pull himself together. “But there’s nothing to worry
-about,” he said. “I should feel depressed in this damp darkness whether
-I had had the flue or not.”</p>
-
-<p>“You want the sun,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, the sun! Is there one? Do show it me.”</p>
-
-<p>Philip walked to the window; thin rain was leaking through the fog. It
-certainly was not inspiriting.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, why not go and see it for yourself?” he said. “There’s sun
-somewhere. Go off to the Riviera for a fortnight with Violet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, that would be divine if we only could,” said Colin. “But&mdash;I daresay
-it’s funny of me&mdash;I don’t want Vi to go through the sort of journey you
-have at this time of year. The trains are crammed; a fellow I know had
-to stand all the way from Paris to Marseilles. I shouldn’t like her to
-do that. Besides we can’t both leave you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go alone then. Violet will understand.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin sighed.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think I feel much like travelling either,” he said. “I’ll stick
-it out, father. I can go to bed again. I think that’s the most
-comfortable place. Besides the Riviera is like a monkey-house just now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go to the villa at Capri then.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, don’t talk of it,” said Colin, getting up. “Can’t I see the
-stone-pine frying in the sunshine. And the freesias will be out, and the
-wall-flowers. Nino, your old boatman’s son, wrote to me the other day.
-He said the spring had come, and the vines were budding, and it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_300" id="page_300">{300}</a></span> was
-already hot! Hot! I could have cried for envy. Don’t let’s talk of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I will talk about it,” said Philip. “I’m master here yet....”</p>
-
-<p>“Father, I don’t like that joke,” said Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“Very well. We’ll leave it out and be serious. I shall talk to Violet,
-too.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, no!” said Colin without conviction. “Hullo, here is Vi. Please
-don’t mention the name of that beloved island again or I shall cry.
-Morning, Vi. You’re enough sunshine for anyone.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin strolled out of the room so as to leave the others together, and
-presently Philip passed through the long gallery, and was certainly
-engaged in telephoning for a while. It was a trunk-call, apparently, for
-there was an interval between the ringing up and the subsequent
-conversation. All that day neither Philip nor Violet made the least
-allusion to Capri, but there was certainly something in the air.... The
-last post that night, arriving while they were at cards, brought a
-packet for Lord Yardley, which he opened.</p>
-
-<p>“There, that’s the way to treat obstinate fellows like you, Colin,” he
-observed, and tossed over to him the book of tickets to Naples and back.</p>
-
-<p>“Father and Violet, you’re brutes,” he said. “I give up.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Colin was ever so easily persuaded by Mr. Cecil to spend a couple of
-nights, if not more, in Naples, before he went across to the island, and
-he had a youthful, pathetic tale to tell. They had had a terrible time
-in England. No doubt Mr. Cecil had seen the notice of his brother’s
-death&mdash;Mr. Cecil could imagine his father’s grief, and indeed his own
-and Violet’s. Kind messages, by the way, from them both: they would none
-of them forgive him, if he came to England this year and did not reserve
-at least a week for them, either in London or at Stanier.... Then Colin
-himself had caught influenza,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_301" id="page_301">{301}</a></span> and his father and wife had insisted on
-his going south for a week or two and letting the sun soak into him. But
-after that month of secluded mourning at Stanier, it was rather
-heavenly&mdash;Colin looked like a seraph who had strayed into a sad world,
-as he said this&mdash;to pass a couple of days in some sort of city where
-there were many people, and all gay, some stir of life and distraction
-from his own sorrowful thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>“One has to buck up again some time,” said Colin, “and often I longed to
-escape from Stanier and just go up to town and dine with some jolly
-people, and go to a music-hall, and have supper somewhere, and forget it
-all for a time. Shocking of me, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, I understand. I quite comprehend that, Colin,” said Cecil. “I
-beg your pardon: I should say Lord Stanier.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t,” said Colin. “I hate the title. It was dear Raymond’s. You
-never saw him, I think?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil had begun to feel like a family friend. He felt himself a sort
-of uncle to this brilliant boy, so shadowed by woe, so eager to escape
-out of the shadow. It was his mission, clearly, to aid in this cure,
-physical and mental, of sunlight.</p>
-
-<p>“No, never,” said he, “only you and your wife and your father. A
-privilege!”</p>
-
-<p>Colin drank the hospitable cocktail that stood at his elbow. His
-definite plans were yet in the making, but he began to suspect that
-alcohol in various forms would be connected with them. He had the
-Stanier head as regards drink; it only seemed to collect and clarify his
-wits, and he remembered that Mr. Cecil, on that night which he had spent
-alone here, had quickly passed through joviality and perhaps want of
-dignity, to bland somnolence.... He got up with an air of briskness and
-mutual understanding.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not going to be a wet-blanket, Mr. Cecil,” he said. “I’ve told you
-enough to make you see that I pine for enjoyment again. That little
-restaurant where you and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_302" id="page_302">{302}</a></span> I went before&mdash;may we dine there again? I want
-to see other people enjoying themselves, and I want the sun. Those are
-my medicines; be a kind, good doctor to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil’s treatment, so he congratulated himself, seemed wonderfully
-efficacious that evening. Colin cast all sad thoughts behind him, and
-between one thing and another, and specially between one drink and
-another, it was after twelve o’clock before they returned from their
-dinner to Mr. Cecil’s flat again. Even then, a story was but half-told,
-and Mr. Cecil drew his keys from his pocket to unlock a very private
-drawer where there were photographs about which he now felt sure Colin
-would be sympathetic.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll like them,” he giggled, as he produced these prints. “Help
-yourself, Colin. I see they have put out some whisky for us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Lord, how funny,” said Colin looking at what Mr. Cecil shewed him.
-“But I can’t drink unless you do. Say when, Mr. Cecil.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil was looking at the next photograph, and Colin took advantage
-of his preoccupation. The big bunch of keys by which this private, this
-very private, drawer was opened still dangled from the lock.</p>
-
-<p>“And this one,” said Mr. Cecil, applying himself to the liberal dose.</p>
-
-<p>“But what a glorious creature,” said Colin. “May I help myself?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil had a confused idea that Colin had finished his first drink
-and wanted another. So he finished his own and wanted another.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, my dear boy,” he said. “Just a night-cap, eh? A drop of
-whisky at bed-time, I’ve noticed, makes one sleep all the sounder.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin was on the apex of watchfulness. Photograph after photograph was
-handed to him, but long before they came to the end of them the effects
-of the night-cap were apparent in Mr. Cecil. The keys still hung from
-the lock, and Colin, as he replaced the last of this unblushing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_303" id="page_303">{303}</a></span> series,
-got up and stood between this table-drawer and his host.</p>
-
-<p>“And that statuette there?” he said, pointing to the other side of the
-room. “Surely we’ve seen a photograph of that?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil chuckled again; but the chuckle could hardly emerge from his
-sleep-slack mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, I’ll tell you about that to-morrow,” he said, looking round at it.</p>
-
-<p>Colin, with one of his caressing, boyish movements, put his hand on Mr.
-Cecil’s shoulder, and ever so imperceptibly drew him towards the door.</p>
-
-<p>“I feel a different fellow altogether,” he said. “I shall sleep like a
-top, and I have enjoyed myself. You ought to give up your consular work
-and start a cure for depressed young men. You’d make a fortune.”</p>
-
-<p>They were out in the passage by this time, and it was clear that the
-night-cap had banished all thought of his keys from Mr. Cecil’s head. He
-saw Colin to his room, lingered a moment to see that he had all he
-wanted, and then went to his own.</p>
-
-<p>“A charming young fellow,” he thought; performed a somnambulistic feat
-of undressing, and fell into his bed.</p>
-
-<p>Colin heard his door shut, and then in a moment turned off his light,
-and, stealthily opening his own door, stood in the entry listening for
-any sound. For a minute or two there were faint, muffled noises from his
-host’s room, but soon all was still, except for the creaking of his own
-shirt-front as he breathed. Then, re-entering his room, he stripped and
-put on his pyjamas and soft felt slippers which would be noiseless on
-the boards outside. Once more he stood there and waited, and now from
-inside Mr. Cecil’s room came sounds rhythmical and reassuring. Enough
-light dribbled in through the uncurtained windows to guide his steps
-without fear of collision, and he glided into the room they had just
-left and felt his way to the table where the keys still dangled. He
-unloosed them, grasping them in the flap of his jacket, so that they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_304" id="page_304">{304}</a></span>
-should not jingle as he moved, and went down the passage to the door of
-the consular offices. The big key for the door was in the lock, and
-turned noiselessly.</p>
-
-<p>The archive-room lay to the right, and with the door into the house shut
-behind him, he permitted himself the illumination of a match, and passed
-through. The shutters were closed, and he lit a candle that stood on the
-table for official sealing. There, in the wall, was the locked press
-that he so well remembered, and the trial of half-a-dozen of the keys on
-the bunch he carried gave him the one he looked for. The date labels
-were on the back of the volumes, and he drew out that which comprised
-the year he wanted. Quietly he turned over the leaves and found the page
-which contained the contract between Rosina Viagi and Philip Lord
-Stanier. Even in this one-candle-power light the erasure was visible to
-the eye that looked for it. A paper-knife lay among the tools of writing
-on the table, and folding the leaf back to its innermost margin he
-severed it from the book and thrust it inside the cord of his trousers.</p>
-
-<p>Bright-eyed and breathing quickly with excitement and success, he
-replaced the volume and locked the press. He grasped the keys as before,
-blew out the candle, quenching the smouldering wick in his fingers, and
-went back, locking the door of the office behind him, into the room from
-which he had fetched the keys. He replaced them in the drawer of
-unblushing photographs and, pausing for a moment at his own door,
-listened for the noise that had reassured him before. There it was,
-resonant and rhythmical. He closed his door, turned up his light, and
-drew the severed page from his trousers. He had been gone, so his watch
-told him, not more than five minutes.</p>
-
-<p>“Rosina Viagi to Philip Lord Stanier....” March 1, or March 31, mattered
-no more. “I have but cancelled a forgery,” he thought to himself as he
-pored over it. It was a pity to be obliged to destroy so ingenious a
-work, which at one time gave him the mastership of Stanier, but
-Raymond’s death had given it him more completely,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_305" id="page_305">{305}</a></span> and it no longer
-served his end, but was only a danger. Yet should he destroy it, or....</p>
-
-<p>His mind went back to the night that he and Violet had passed together
-here. How supreme had been his wisdom over that! For supposing, on his
-father’s death, that Violet threatened to contest his succession on the
-information he had given her to induce her for certain to marry him,
-what now would the register show but an excised leaf? In whose interest
-had it been to remove that, except Violet’s, for with its disappearance
-there vanished, as far as she knew, all record of the marriage. Had she
-had an opportunity of doing so? Certainly, for had she not spent a night
-here on the return from their honeymoon? Should she be so unwise as to
-send her lawyer here to examine the register on the ground that it had
-been tampered with, she would be faced with a tampering of an unexpected
-kind. The leaf had gone; but how lucky that before its suspicious
-disappearance, Colin had copied out the entry of the marriage and had it
-certified as correct by the Consul himself. He had it safe, with its
-date, March 1. That would be a surprise to poor Violet when she knew it,
-and the finger of suspicion, wavering hitherto, would surely point in
-one very definite direction.... As for the letter from Rosina to
-Salvatore Viagi, of which she would profess knowledge on Colin’s
-authority, what did she mean and where was the letter? Uncle Salvatore,
-whom Colin would see to-morrow, would be found to know nothing about it.</p>
-
-<p>About the destruction of this page.... Colin fingered his own smooth
-throat as he considered that. Supposing Violet seriously and obstinately
-threatened to contest the succession? And what if, when the page was
-found to be missing, it was discovered in some locked and secret
-receptacle of her own? That would be devilish funny.... Colin hoped, he
-thought, that it would not come to that. He liked Violet, but she must
-be good, she must be wise.</p>
-
-<p>The click of an electric switch and the noise of a step outside sent his
-heart thumping in his throat, and next<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_306" id="page_306">{306}</a></span> moment he had thrust the page
-into his despatch-box and turned the key on it. The step passed his
-room, and was no longer audible, and with infinite precaution he turned
-the handle, and holding the door just ajar, he listened. It had not gone
-the whole length of the passage down to the entry to the consular
-offices, and even while he stood there he heard the chink of keys. Then
-the step was audible again, and the chink accompanied it. At that
-comprehension came to him, confirmed next moment by the repeated click
-of the electric switch and the soft closing of his host’s door.</p>
-
-<p>“My luck holds,” thought Colin, and blessed the powers that so
-wonderfully protected him. In another minute he was in bed, but even as
-sleep rose softly about him, he woke himself with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s where I’ll put the leaf from the register,” he thought.
-“Priceless! Absolutely priceless!”</p>
-
-<p>It was no news to him when at breakfast next morning Mr. Cecil certified
-the accuracy of his interpretation of the step.</p>
-
-<p>“Amazingly careless I was last night,” he said. “I went straight to bed
-after we had looked at those photographs, and fell asleep at once.”</p>
-
-<p>“Night-cap,” said Colin. “I did exactly the same.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, my night-cap fell off,” said Mr. Cecil. “It fell off with a bang.
-I hadn’t been to sleep more than a quarter of an hour when I woke with a
-start.”</p>
-
-<p>“Some noise?” asked Colin carelessly.</p>
-
-<p>“No. I hadn’t heard anything, but my conscience awoke me, and I
-remembered I had left my keys in the lock of that private drawer of
-mine. I got out of bed in a fine hurry, for not only was that drawer
-unlocked&mdash;that would never do, eh?&mdash;but on the bunch were keys of
-cupboards and locked cases in the Consulate. But there the keys were
-just where I had left them. I can’t think how I came to forget them when
-I went to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin looked up with an irresistible gaiety of eye and mouth:<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_307" id="page_307">{307}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I know,” he said. “You were so busy looking after your patient.... And
-you gave me a lot of medicine, Dr. Cecil, wine, liqueurs, cocktails,
-whiskies and sodas. I was as sleepy as an owl when I tumbled into bed.
-How thirsty it makes one in the morning to be sleepy at night.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil broke into a chuckle of laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“Precisely my experience,” he said. “Odd. Now can you amuse yourself
-to-day till I’m free again?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so much as if you were with me,” said Colin. “But I must pay a duty
-call on my uncle. I don’t say it will be amusing. Do you know him?
-Salvatore Viagi.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Cecil had not that happiness, and presently Colin went in search of
-the mansion which Salvatore had once alluded to as the Palazzo Viagi.</p>
-
-<p>Leaving nothing to chance that could be covered by design, he had
-telegraphed from Rome yesterday to say he would make this visit, and
-wanted a private interview with Salvatore. The Palazzo Viagi proved to
-be a rather shabby flat in an inconspicuous street, but Salvatore
-skipped from his chair with open arms to receive him, and assumed an
-expression that was suitable to the late family bereavement and his joy
-at seeing Colin.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Collino mio!</i>” he cried. “What a happy morning is this for your poor
-uncle, yet, oh, what a terrible blow has fallen on us since last I saw
-you! Dear friend, dear nephew, my heart bled for you when I saw the
-news! So young, and with such brilliant prospects. Lamentable indeed.
-Enough.”</p>
-
-<p>He squeezed Colin’s hand and turned away for a moment to hide his
-emotion at the death of one on whom he had never set eyes. He wore an
-enormous black tie in token of his grief, but was otherwise as
-troubadourial as ever.</p>
-
-<p>“But we must put away sad thoughts,” he continued. “I am all on
-tenter-hooks to know what brings you to my humble doors. Not further bad
-news: no, not that? Your beloved father is well, I hope. Your beloved
-wife also,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_308" id="page_308">{308}</a></span> and your revered grandmother. Yes? Put me out of my
-suspense.”</p>
-
-<p>The health of these was not so much an anxiety at this moment to
-Salvatore as the desire to know that all was well with the very pleasant
-financial assistance which Colin provided. It was easy, in fact, to
-guess the real nature of his suspense, and consequently Colin found a
-delicate pleasure in prolonging it a little.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, they’re all well,” he said. “My father bore the blow wonderfully
-considering how devoted he was to Raymond. Violet, too, and my
-grandmother. You can make your affectionate heart at ease about them
-all.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank God! thank God!” said Salvatore. “I&mdash;I got your telegram. I have
-made arrangements so that our privacy shall be uninterrupted. I have, in
-fact, sent Vittoria and Cecilia to visit friends at Posilippo. Such
-reproaches, such entreaties, when they heard their cousin Colin was
-expected, but I was adamant.”</p>
-
-<p>“And how are Vittoria and Cecilia?” asked Colin. The troubadour was
-almost dancing with impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“They are well, I am glad to say; they have the constitution of
-ostriches, or whatever is healthiest in the animal kingdom. But time
-presses, no doubt, with you, dear fellow; you will be in a hurry; duties
-and pleasure no doubt claim you.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” said Colin. “I am quite at leisure for the day. I am staying
-with Mr. Cecil our Consul. He is officially engaged all day, and all the
-hours are at our disposal.... So at last I see the home of my mother’s
-family. Was it here she lived, Uncle Salvatore?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, in quite another street. My wretched penury drove me here. Even
-with your bounty, dear Collino, I can scarcely make the two ends meet.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin looked very grave.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, I am very sorry to hear that,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! You have come to me with bad news,” exclaimed Salvatore, unable to
-check himself any more. “Break it to me quickly. Vittoria....<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_309" id="page_309">{309}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>At last Colin had pity.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s come to business, Uncle Salvatore,” he said. “There’s no bad
-news, at least if there is you will be making it for yourself. Now, do
-you remember two letters of my mother which you once sent me? We had a
-talk about them, and I want you to give me your account of them. Can you
-describe them to me?”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore made a tragic gesture and covered his eyes with his hand. The
-ludicrous creature made a farce of all he touched.</p>
-
-<p>“They are graven on my heart,” he said. “Deep and bitterly are they
-graven there. The first that I received, dated on the seventeenth of
-March, told me of the birth of her twins, one named Raymond and
-yourself. The second, dated March the thirty-first, announced her
-marriage which had taken place that day with your father ...” and he
-ground his teeth slightly.</p>
-
-<p>Colin leaned forward to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Uncle Salvatore you are a marvellous actor!” he said. “Why did you
-never go on the stage? I can tell you why. You have no memory at all.”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore gave him a hunted kind of look. Was not his very existence
-(and that of Vittoria and Cecilia) dependent on the accuracy of this
-recollection?... Was Colin putting him to some sort of test to see if he
-would stick to his impression of those letters.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear fellow, those letters and those dates are engraved, as I have
-previously assured you, on my heart. Alas! that it should be so....”</p>
-
-<p>A sudden light dawned on him.</p>
-
-<p>“You have come to tell me that I am wrong,” he said. “Is it indeed true
-that my memory is at fault?”</p>
-
-<p>“Absolutely with regard to the date of one of those letters,” said
-Colin. “The date on that which announced my mother’s marriage was surely
-March the first, Uncle Salvatore. You are right about the date of the
-other.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin suddenly broke into a shout of laughter. His uncle’s puckered brow
-and his effort to recollect what<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_310" id="page_310">{310}</a></span> he knew and what he had been told were
-marvellous to behold. Presently he recovered himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Seriously, Uncle Salvatore,” he said. “I want you to see if you cannot
-recollect that the marriage letter was dated March the first. It is very
-important that you should do that; it will be disastrous for you if you
-don’t. I just want you to recollect clearly that I am right about it.
-The letters will never be produced, for I have destroyed them both....
-But surely when you sent me them you thought that it was as I say.
-Probably you will never be called upon to swear to your belief, but just
-possibly you may. It would be nice if you could recollect that; it would
-remove the stain from the honour of your illustrious house, and, also,
-parenthetically, from my poor shield.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin paused a moment with legs crossed in an attitude of lazy ease; he
-lay back in his low chair and scratched one ankle with the heel of his
-shoe.</p>
-
-<p>“Mosquitoes already!” he said, “what troublesome things there are in the
-world! Mosquitoes you know, Uncle Salvatore, or want of money for
-instance. If I were a scheming, inventive fellow, I should try to
-arrange to give a pleasant annuity to mosquitoes on the condition of
-their not biting me. If one bit me after that, I should withdraw my
-annuity. What nonsense I am talking! It is getting into the sun and the
-warmth and your delightful society that makes me foolish and cheerful.
-Let us get back to what I was saying. I am sure you thought when you
-gave me those dear letters that the date of your adored sister’s
-marriage was the first of March. In all seriousness I advise you to
-remember that it was so. That’s all; I believe we understand each other.
-Vittoria’s future, you know, and all the rest of it. And on my father’s
-death, I shall be a very rich man. But memory, what a priceless
-possession is that! If you only had a good memory, Uncle Salvatore!...
-Persuade me that you have a good memory. Reinstate, as far as you can,
-the unblemished honour of the Viagis. Yes, that’s all.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_311" id="page_311">{311}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Colin got up and examined the odious objects that hung on the walls.
-There was a picture framed in shells; there was a piece of needlework
-framed in sea-weed; there was a chromo-lithograph of something sacred.
-All was shabby and awful. A stench of vegetables and the miscellany
-called <i>frutta di mare</i> stole in through the windows from the barrows
-outside this splendid Palazzo Viagi.</p>
-
-<p>“But the record at the Consulate,” said Salvatore, with Italian
-cautiousness. “You told me that though the date there appeared to be the
-same as that which I certainly seem to recollect on the letter....”</p>
-
-<p>Colin snapped himself round from an absent inspection of, no doubt,
-Vittoria’s needlework.</p>
-
-<p>“But what the deuce has that got to do with you, Uncle Salvatore?” he
-said. “I want your recollection of the dates on the letters which we
-have been speaking of and of nothing else at all. Do I not see
-Vittoria’s handiwork in this beautiful frame of shells? How lucky she
-has a set of clever fingers if her father has a bad memory! She will
-have herself to support and him as well, will she not? And what do you
-know of any register at the Consulate? The noble Viagis would not mix
-themselves up with low folk like poor Mr. Cecil. In fact, he told me
-that he had not the honour of your acquaintance. Do not give it him. Why
-should you know Mr. Cecil? About that letter now....”</p>
-
-<p>“It was certainly my impression,” began Salvatore.</p>
-
-<p>Colin interrupted. “I don’t deal with your impressions,” he said. “Was
-not the letter concerning my mother’s marriage dated the first of March?
-That’s all; yes or no.”</p>
-
-<p>Salvatore became the complete troubadour again, and his malachite studs
-made him forget his black tie. Again he skipped from his chair with open
-arms.</p>
-
-<p>“I swear to it,” he said. “The restoration of my adored idol! It has
-been a nightmare to me to think.... Ah, it was just that, a bad
-dream.... Were not those letters imprinted on my heart?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_312" id="page_312">{312}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Colin evaded his embrace; he was like some monstrous goat in broadcloth.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all settled then,” he said. “You were only teasing me when you
-pretended not to remember. You will be sure not to forget again, won’t
-you? Forgetfulness is such a natural failing, but what dreadful
-consequences may come of it. Let the thought of them be your nightmare
-in the future, Uncle Salvatore. There’ll be pleasant realities instead
-if you will only remember, and a pleasant reality is nicer than a bad
-dream which comes true.... I’ll be going now, I think....”</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot permit it,” exclaimed Salvatore. “Some wine, some biscuits!”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither, thanks,” said Colin. “I had wine last night, though I can’t
-remember the biscuits. Probably there were some. Vittoria and Cecilia!
-What an anxiety removed with regard to their future!”</p>
-
-<p>“And your movements, dear Collino?” exclaimed Salvatore. “You go to
-Capri?”</p>
-
-<p>Colin thought of the tawdry, bibulous evening that probably awaited him,
-and his uncle’s question put a new idea into his head. His innate love
-of wickedness made it desirable to him to hurt those who were fond of
-him, if their affection could bring him no advantage. Uncle Salvatore,
-at any rate, could do nothing more for him, and he was not sure that Mr.
-Cecil could. Mr. Cecil had been a wonderful host last night; he had
-fulfilled the utmost requirements of his guest in getting sleepy and
-drunk, and was there any more use for Mr. Cecil? Drink and photographs
-and leerings at the attractive maidens of Naples was a very stupid sort
-of indulgence....</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, to-morrow,” he said. “Perhaps even by the afternoon boat to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“But alone?” said Salvatore. “How gladly would I relieve your solitude.
-I would bring Vittoria and Cecilia; how charming a family party.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin felt some flamelike quiver of hatred spread<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_313" id="page_313">{313}</a></span> through him. His
-nerves vibrated with it; it reached to his toes and fingertips.</p>
-
-<p>“A delightful suggestion,” he said, “for you and Vittoria and whatever
-the other one’s name is. But I don’t want any of you, thank you. I
-haven’t seen either of them, but I guess what they are like from you.
-You’re like&mdash;you’re like a mixture of a troubadour and a mountebank, and
-the man who cracks the whip at the horses in a circus, Uncle Salvatore.
-You’re no good to me any more, but I can be awfully bad for you if you
-lose your memory again. You know exactly what I want you to remember,
-and you do remember it. You forgot it because I told you to forget it.
-Now it has all come back to you, and how nice that is. But if you think
-I am going to bore myself with you and Vittoria and the other, you make
-a stupendous error. I’m very kind to you, you know; I’m your benefactor
-to a considerable extent, so you mustn’t think me unkind when I utterly
-refuse to saddle myself with your company. I butter your bread for you,
-be content with that. Good-bye. Love to Vittoria!”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>So that was done, and he strolled back along the sea-front towards the
-Consulate. Capri, a little more solid only than a cloud, floated on the
-horizon, and with that delightful goal so near, it was miserable to
-picture another tiresome crapulous evening with the little red bounder.
-Last night, stupid and wearisome though the hours had been, they had
-yielded him the prize he sought for, whereas to-night there would be no
-prize of any sort in view. Those interminable drinks, those stupid
-photographs, why waste time and energy in this second-hand sort of
-debauchery? He had been prepared, when he started from England, to spend
-with Mr. Cecil as much time as was necessary in order to achieve what
-was the main object of his expedition, but that was accomplished now. He
-would be so much happier at the villa, where he was, after all, expected
-to-day, than in seeing Mr. Cecil<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_314" id="page_314">{314}</a></span> get excited and familiar and
-photographic and intoxicated.</p>
-
-<p>The whispering stone-pine, the vine-wreathed pergola, the piazza full of
-dusk and youth, the steps of belated passengers on the pathway outside
-the garden made sweeter music than the voice of an inebriated Consul
-with its hints and giggles. Stout, middle-aged people, if there had to
-be such in the world, should keep quiet and read their books, and leave
-the mysteries and joys of youth to the young.... It was there, in that
-cloud that floated on the horizon, that he had first realised himself
-and the hand that led him, in the scent-haunted darkness and the
-whispering of the night wind; that fed his soul with a nourishment that
-Mr. Cecil’s cocktails and photographs were starvingly lacking in. He
-would feast there to-night.</p>
-
-<p>A promise to spend another night at the Consulate on his return from
-Capri made good his desertion to-day, for, in point of fact, Mr. Cecil
-felt considerably off-colour this morning, and rather misdoubted his
-capacity for carrying off with any semblance of enjoyment a repetition
-of last night. His reproaches and disappointment were clearly
-complimentary rather than sincere, and the afternoon boat carried Colin
-on it. Once he had made that journey with his father, once with Violet,
-but could a wish have brought either of them to his side he would no
-more have breathed it than have thrown himself off the boat. He did not
-want to be jostled and encumbered by love, or hear its gibberish, and
-with eager eyes, revelling in the sense of being alone with his errand
-already marvellously accomplished, he watched the mainland recede and
-the island draw nearer through the fading twilight.</p>
-
-<p>Lights were springing up along the Marina, and presently there was Nino
-alongside in his boat, ready to ferry him ashore. He, with his joyous
-paganism, his serene indifference to good or evil, was far closer to
-what Colin hungered for than either his father or Violet, but closer
-yet, so Colin realised, was the hatred between himself and his own dead
-brother....</p>
-
-<p>And then presently there was the garden dusky and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_315" id="page_315">{315}</a></span> fragrant with the
-odour of wallflowers and freesias, and the whispering of the warm breeze
-from the sea, and the oblong of light from the open door to welcome him.</p>
-
-<p>On the table just within there lay a telegram for him, and with some
-vivid presentiment of what it contained, he opened it. His father had
-died quite suddenly a few hours ago.</p>
-
-<p>The whisper of the pine grew louder, and the breeze suddenly freshening,
-swept in at the door thick with garden scents, with greeting, with
-felicitations.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_316" id="page_316">{316}</a></span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XI-b" id="CHAPTER_XI-b"></a>CHAPTER XI</h3>
-
-<p>Just a fortnight later Colin was lying in one of the window seats of the
-long gallery at Stanier reading through some papers which required his
-signature. They had come by the post which Nino had just given him, for
-he had brought the boy with him from Capri, with a view to making him
-his valet. His own, he said, always looked as if he were listening to a
-reading of the ten commandments, and Colin had no use for such a person.
-Nino, at any rate, would bring cheerfulness and some touch of southern
-gaiety with his shaving-water; besides, no servant approached the
-Italian in dexterity and willingness.</p>
-
-<p>And now that the pause of death was over, adjustments, businesses, the
-taking up of life again had to begin, and his lawyer was getting things
-in shape for his supervision. These particular papers were tedious and
-hard to follow and were expressed in that curious legal shibboleth which
-makes the unprofessional mind to wander. He tried to attend, but the
-effort was like clinging to some slippery edge of ice; he could get no
-firm hold of it, and the deep waters kept closing over him. There, below
-the terrace, lay the lake where he had seen one such incident happen.</p>
-
-<p>By that he had become heir to all that this fair, shining spring day
-shewed him; his father’s death put him in possession, and now this
-morning, wherever he turned his eyes, whether on lake or woodland, or
-within on picture and carved ceiling, all were his. This stately home,
-the light and desire of his eye, with all that it meant in wealth and
-position, had passed again into the hands of Colin Stanier, handed down
-from generation to generation, ever more prosperous, from his namesake
-who had built its enduring walls and founded its splendours.</p>
-
-<p>Of his father’s death there was but little to tell him,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_317" id="page_317">{317}</a></span> when, coming
-straight back again from Capri, he had arrived here at the set of a
-stormy day. Philip had reeled as he crossed the hall one morning, and
-fallen on the hearthrug in front of the Holbein. For half an hour he had
-lived, quite unconscious and suffering nothing, then his breathing had
-ceased. Until the moment of his stroke, that bursting of some large
-blood-vessel on the brain, he had been quite well and cheerful,
-rejoicing in the fact that Colin by now had found the sun again, and
-already longing for his return.</p>
-
-<p>Violet had been Colin’s informant, and she told him these things with
-that air of detachment from him which had characterised her intercourse
-with him since Raymond had come home for that last Christmas vacation.
-She had watched then with some secret horror dawning in her eyes,
-Colin’s incessant torture of his brother. That dismay and darkness which
-had spread its shadow on her in the month of their honeymoon, when first
-she really began to know Colin, interrupted for a time by their return
-home and the high festivals of the autumn, had returned to her then with
-a fresh infusion of blackness. Never once had she spoken to him about
-his treatment of Raymond, but he was conscious that she watched and
-shuddered. It did not seem that her love for him was extinguished; that
-horror of hers existed side by side with it; she yearned for his love
-even while she shrank from his pitilessness. She feared him, too, not
-only for the ruthless iron of him, but for the very charm which had a
-power over her more potent yet.</p>
-
-<p>Then came the weeks after Raymond’s death, and Colin thought he saw in
-her a waning of her fear of him; that, he reflected, was natural. Some
-time, so he read her mind, she knew she would be mistress here in her
-own right; it seemed very reasonable that she should gain confidence.</p>
-
-<p>For the last few days, when the wheels of life were now beginning to
-turn again, he saw with a comprehending sense of entertainment that
-there was something in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_318" id="page_318">{318}</a></span> Violet’s mind: she was trying to bring herself
-up to a certain point, and it was not hard to guess what that was. She
-was silent and preoccupied, and a dozen times a day she seemed on the
-verge of speaking of that which he knew was the subject of her thought.
-Till to-day her father and mother and Aunt Hester in becoming mourning
-had been with them, now they had gone, and Violet’s restlessness had
-become quite ludicrous. She had been in and out of the room half a dozen
-times; she had sat down to read the paper, and next moment it had
-dropped from her lap and she was staring at the fire again lost in
-frowning thought.</p>
-
-<p>Knowing what her communication when it came must be, Colin, from the
-very nature of the case could not help her out with it, but he wished
-that she would wrestle with and vanquish her hesitation. If it had been
-he who in this present juncture had had to speak to Raymond on this
-identical subject, how blithely would he have undertaken it. Then,
-finally, Violet seemed to make up her mind to take the plunge, and sat
-down on the edge of the seat where he lounged. He extended his arm and
-put it round her.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Vi,” he said, “are you finding it hard to settle down? I am, too,
-but we’ve got to do it. My dear, Aunt Hester’s little black bonnet! Did
-you ever see anything so chic? Roguish; she gets sprightlier every day!”</p>
-
-<p>Violet looked at him gravely.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s something we have to talk about, Colin,” she said, “and we both
-know what it is. Will you let me speak for a minute or two without
-interrupting me?”</p>
-
-<p>He put his finger on the line to which he had come in this tiresome
-document, which his solicitor assured him required his immediate
-attention.</p>
-
-<p>“An hour or two, darling; the longer the better,” he said. “What is it?
-Are you sure I know? Something nice I hope. Ah, is it about my birthday
-perhaps? The last affair that dear father was busy over were plans for
-my birthday. Of course I have counter-ordered every<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_319" id="page_319">{319}</a></span>thing and we must
-keep it next year. Well, what is it? I won’t interrupt any more.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin leaned back with his hand still under Violet’s arm, as if to draw
-her with him. She bent with him a little way and then disengaged
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>“I hate what lies before me,” she said, “and I ask you to believe that I
-have struggled with myself. I have tried, Colin, to give the whole thing
-up, to let it be yours. But I can’t. I long to be Lady Yardley in my own
-right, as you told me I should be on Uncle Philip’s death. All that it
-means! I fancy you understand that. But I think I might have given that
-up, if it was only myself of whom I had to think. I don’t know; I can’t
-be sure.”</p>
-
-<p>She paused, not looking at him. She did not want to know till all was
-done how he was taking it. Of course he anticipated it: he knew it must
-be, and here was the plain point of it....</p>
-
-<p>“But I haven’t got only myself to think about,” she said. “Before many
-months I shall bear you a child; I shall bear you other children after
-that, perhaps. I am thinking of them and of you. Since we married I have
-learned things about you. You are hard in a way that I did not know was
-possible. You have neither love nor compassion. I must defend my
-children against you; the only way I can do it is to be supreme myself.
-I must hold the reins, not you. I will be good to you, and shall never
-cease loving you, I think, but I can’t put myself in your hands, which I
-should do, if I did not now use the knowledge which you yourself
-conveyed to me. You did that with your eyes open; you asked for and
-accepted what your position here will be, and you did it chiefly out of
-hatred to Raymond. That was your motive, and it tells on my decision.
-You hate more than you love, and I am frightened for my children.</p>
-
-<p>“It is true that when I accepted Raymond, I did it because I should get
-Stanier&mdash;be mistress here anyhow. But I think&mdash;I was wavering&mdash;that I
-should have thrown him over before I married him and have accepted you,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_320" id="page_320">{320}</a></span>
-though I knew that marriage with you forfeited the other. Then you told
-me it was otherwise, that in forfeiting Stanier, I found it even more
-completely.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin&mdash;he had promised not to interrupt&mdash;gave no sign of any sort. His
-finger still marked the place in this legal document.</p>
-
-<p>“I have sent for my father’s solicitor,” she said, “and they have told
-me he is here. But before I see him I wanted to tell you that I shall
-instruct him to contest your succession. I shall tell him about the
-register in the Consulate at Naples and about your mother’s letters to
-your uncle. You said you would let me have them on your father’s death.
-Would you mind giving me them now, therefore? He may wish to see them.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin moved ever so slightly, and she for the first time looked at him.
-There he lay, with those wide, child-like eyes, and the mouth that
-sometimes seemed to her to have kissed her very soul away. He had a
-smile for her grave glance; just so had he smiled when torturingly he
-tried to remember exactly what had happened in the Old Park on the day
-that Raymond shot pigeons. But even while she thought of his relentless,
-pursuing glee, the charm of him, the sweet supple youth of him, all fire
-and softness, smote on her heart.</p>
-
-<p>“Won’t you go away, till it is all over?” she said. “It will be horrible
-for you, Colin, and I don’t want you to suffer. The letters are all I
-want of you; I will tell Mr. Markham about the register and he will do
-whatever is necessary. Go back to your beloved island; you were robbed
-of your stay there. Wait there until all this business, which will be
-horrible for you, is done. You can see your dear Mr. Cecil again....”
-she added, trying to smile back at him.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I might do that,” said Colin thoughtfully. “In fact, I probably
-shall. But I must try to take in what you have been saying. I can’t
-understand it: you must explain. You referred, for instance, to my
-mother’s letters. What letters? I don’t know of any letters of my<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_321" id="page_321">{321}</a></span>
-mother as being in existence. Still less have I got any. How could I
-have? She died when I was but a few weeks old. Do mothers write letters
-to the babies at their breasts?”</p>
-
-<p>“The two letters to your uncle,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>Colin planted a levering elbow by his side, and sat up.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it is I who am mad,” he said, “because you talk quite quietly
-and coherently, and yet I don’t understand a single word of what you
-say. Letters from my mother to my uncle? Ah....”</p>
-
-<p>He took her hand again, amending his plan in accordance with his talk
-with Salvatore.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re right,” he said. “Uncle Salvatore did once give me two letters
-from my mother to him. Little faint things. I destroyed them not so long
-ago: one should never keep letters. But you’re right, Vi. Uncle
-Salvatore did give me a couple of letters once, but when on earth did I
-mention them to you? What a memory you have got! It’s quite true; one
-announced my mother’s marriage, the other spoke of the birth of poor
-Raymond and me. But what of them? And what&mdash;oh, I must be mad&mdash;what in
-heaven’s name do you mean, when you talk, if I understand you correctly,
-about sending somebody out to Naples? The register in the Consulate
-there? And my succession? Are they connected? Isn’t it usual for a son
-to succeed his father? I’m all at sea&mdash;or am I asleep and dreaming?
-Pinch me, darling. I want to wake up. What register?”</p>
-
-<p>Some nightmare sense of slipping, slipping, slipping took hold of
-Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“The erasure in the register,” she said. “All that you told me.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin swung his legs off the window-seat and got up. There was an
-electric bell close at hand and he rang it.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s some plot,” he said, “and I have no idea what it is. I want a
-witness with regard to anything further that you wish to say to me.
-What’s his name? Your<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_322" id="page_322">{322}</a></span> father’s solicitor, I mean. Oh, yes, Markham.
-Don’t speak another word to me.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned his back on her and waited till a servant came in.</p>
-
-<p>“Her ladyship wishes to see Mr. Markham,” he said. “Ask Mr. Markham to
-come here at once.”</p>
-
-<p>“Colin....” she began.</p>
-
-<p>It was just such a face that he turned on her now as he had given to her
-one evening at Capri.</p>
-
-<p>“Not a word,” he said. “Hold your tongue, Violet. You’ll speak
-presently.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Markham appeared, precise and florid. Colin shook hands with him.</p>
-
-<p>“My wife has a statement to make to you,” he said. “I don’t know what it
-is: she has not yet made it. But it concerns me and the succession to my
-father’s title and estates. It had therefore better be made to you in my
-presence. Please tell Mr. Markham what you were about to tell me,
-Violet.”</p>
-
-<p>In dead silence, briefly and clearly, Violet repeated what Colin had
-told her on the night that they were engaged. All the time he looked at
-her, Mr. Markham would have said, with tenderness and anxiety, and when
-she had finished he spoke:</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you will go into this matter without any delay, Mr. Markham,” he
-said. “My wife, as I have already told her, is perfectly right in saying
-that my uncle&mdash;you will need his address&mdash;gave me two letters from my
-mother to him. She is right also about the subject of those letters. But
-she is under a complete delusion about the dates of them. I destroyed
-them not so long ago, I am afraid, so the only person who can possibly
-settle this is my uncle, to whom I hope you will apply without delay. No
-doubt he will have some recollection of them; indeed, he cherished them
-for years, and if the dates were as my wife says that I told her they
-were, he must have known that my brother and I were illegitimate. So
-much for the letters.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_323" id="page_323">{323}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Colin found Violet’s eyes fixed on him; her face, deadly pale, wore the
-stillness of stone.</p>
-
-<p>“With regard to my wife’s allegation about the register,” he said. “I
-deny that I ever told her any such story. I have this to add: when my
-father and I were in Naples last summer, I made, at his request, a copy
-of the record of his marriage from the consular register. He thought, I
-fancy, that in the event of his death, a certified copy of it, here in
-England, might be convenient for the purpose of proving the marriage. I
-made that copy myself, and Mr. Cecil, our Consul in Naples, certified it
-to be correct. I gave it my lawyer a few days ago, when he was down
-here, and it is, of course, open to your inspection.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin paused and let his eyes rest wistfully on Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“My wife, of course, Mr. Markham,” he said, “is under a delusion. But
-she has made the allegation, and in justice to me, I think you will
-agree that it must be investigated. She supposes&mdash;don’t you,
-darling?&mdash;that there is an erasure in the register at the Consulate
-showing that it has been tampered with, and that erasure points to an
-attempt on some one’s part, presumably my father’s or my own, to
-legitimatise his children. In answer to that I am content for the
-present to say that when I made the copy I saw no such erasure, nor did
-Mr. Cecil who certified the correctness of it. Mr. Cecil, to whom I will
-give you an introduction, no doubt will remember the incident. I am glad
-I have got that copy, for if the register proves to have been tampered
-with, it may be valuable. My belief is that no such erasure exists. May
-I suggest, Mr. Markham, that you or some trustworthy person should start
-for Naples at once? You will take the affidavits&mdash;is it not&mdash;of my uncle
-with regard to the letters, and of Mr. Cecil with regard to the
-genuineness of the copy of my father’s marriage. You will also inspect
-the register. The matter is of the utmost and immediate importance.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned to Violet. “Vi, darling,” he said, “let us agree not to speak
-of this again until Mr. Markham has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_324" id="page_324">{324}</a></span> obtained full information about it
-all. Now, perhaps, you would like to consult him in private. I will
-leave you.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Markham shared Colin’s view as to the urgency and importance of
-setting this matter at rest, and left for Naples that evening with due
-introductions to Salvatore and the Consul. Colin had a word with him
-before he left, and with tenderness and infinite delicacy, spoke of
-Violet’s condition. Women had these strange delusions, he believed, at
-such times, and the best way of settling them was to prove that they had
-no foundation. Mr. Markham, he was afraid, would find that he had made a
-fruitless journey, as far as the ostensible reason for it went, but he
-had seen for himself how strongly the delusion had taken hold on his
-wife, and in that regard he hoped for the best results. In any case the
-thing must be settled....</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Never had the sparkle and sunlight of Colin’s nature been so gay as
-during these two days when they waited for the news that Mr. Markham
-would send from Naples. It had been agreed that the issues of his errand
-should not be spoken of until they declared themselves, and here, to all
-appearance, was a young couple, adorably adorned with all the gifts of
-Nature and inheritance, with the expectation of the splendour of half a
-century’s unclouded days spread in front of them. They had lately passed
-through the dark valley of intimate bereavement, but swiftly they were
-emerging into the unshadowed light, where, in a few months now, the
-glory of motherhood, the pride of fatherhood, awaited them. In two days
-from now, as both knew, a disclosure would reach them which must be, one
-way or the other, of tremendous import, but for the present, pending
-that revelation, presage and conjecture, memory even of that interview
-with Mr. Markham, which had sent him across the breadth of Europe, were
-banished; they were as children in the last hour of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_325" id="page_325">{325}</a></span> holidays, as lovers
-between whom must soon a sword be unsheathed.</p>
-
-<p>They wandered in the woods where in the hot, early spring the daffodils
-were punctual, and, “coming before the swallow dares,” took the winds of
-March with beauty, and Colin picked her the pale cuckoo-pint which,
-intoxicated with nonsense, he told her comes before the cuckoo dares....
-They spoke of the friendship of their childhood which had so swiftly
-blossomed into love, and of the blossom of their love that was budding
-now.</p>
-
-<p>All day the enchantment of their home and their companionship waved its
-wand over them, and at night, tired with play, they slept the light
-sleep of lovers. Certainly, for one or other of them, there must soon
-come a savage awakening, or, more justly, the strangle-hold of
-nightmare, but there were a few hours yet before the dreams of
-spring-time and youth were murdered.</p>
-
-<p>The third day after Mr. Markham’s departure for Naples was Colin’s
-birthday, when he would come of age, and Violet, waking early that
-morning, while it was still dark, found herself prey to some crushing
-load and presage of disaster, most unpropitious, most unbirthday-like.
-For the last two days, these days of waiting for news, they had made for
-themselves a little artificial oasis of sunshine and laughter; now some
-secret instinct told her that she could linger there no more. To-day,
-she felt sure, would come some decisive disclosure, and she dreaded it
-with a horror too deep for the plummet of imagination. In that dark hour
-before dawn, when the vital forces are at their lowest, she lay hopeless
-and helpless.</p>
-
-<p>Colin had denied all knowledge of what he had himself told her; he had
-been eager for Mr. Markham to disprove it.... He knew something which
-she did not. What that could be she could form no idea at all. At the
-worst, Salvatore would confirm his account of those letters, and no such
-erasure as Colin had spoken of would be found in the register. Had he,
-then, invented this merely to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_326" id="page_326">{326}</a></span> ensure her marrying him; and now that
-Raymond’s death had given him mastership at Stanier, was he simply
-denying what never existed at all? From what she knew of him now, he was
-capable of having done that in order to make her throw over Raymond, but
-it was not that which she dreaded. There was something more; a black
-curtain seemed to hang before her, and presently some hot blast would
-blow it high in the air, and she would see what lay behind it.</p>
-
-<p>It was rapidly growing light, and outside the birds were busy with their
-early chirrupings. By the window which last night Colin had opened,
-pulling back the curtains, the silver of her Paul Lamerie toilet-set
-glimmered with the increasing brightness. Colin lay close to her, with
-face turned towards her, fast asleep. His cheek was on his hand, the
-other arm, languid and slack, was stretched outside the bedclothes, his
-mouth was a little parted, and it seemed to be smiling. And then he
-stirred and, leaning his head a little back, his smile broadened and he
-laughed in his sleep with open mouth. At that some nameless panic seized
-her, and, stopping her ears, she buried her face in the clothes. A child
-might laugh so, but was the merriment of his dream that of a child? Or
-had some sense that did not sleep reminded him that his twenty-first
-birthday was now dawning?</p>
-
-<p>She feigned to be asleep when Nino’s tap came to the door of his
-dressing-room, and she heard Colin get up. He spoke to her quietly, but
-she did not answer or open her eyes. Then his room door opened and
-closed and she was alone.</p>
-
-<p>Colin was already at breakfast when she came down, and apparently his
-mood of the last two days had suffered no ungenial change.</p>
-
-<p>“Good morning, darling,” he said. “I tried to say that to you before,
-but you were busy sleeping. What shall I give you? There’s some nasty
-fish and some tepid bacon.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her with some sort of wistful expectancy,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_327" id="page_327">{327}</a></span> as if wondering
-if she would remember something, and the thoughts, the wild imaginings
-which had made the dawn a plunge into some dark menace, dropped from her
-mind like drugged creatures.</p>
-
-<p>“Colin dear, your birthday. What can I give you?” she said, kissing him.
-“It was the first thing I thought of when I woke. We’re the same age
-again. I was a year ahead of you till this morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“Delicious of you to remember it, Vi,” said he. “Yes, we’re forty-two
-years old between us. A great age! Hullo, Nino.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Pella signora</i>,” said Nino, and gave Violet a telegram.</p>
-
-<p>Colin watched her fingers fumbling at the gummed flap of the envelope,
-as if numb and nerveless. Then with a jerk she tore it across and opened
-it. Only once before had he seen a living face as white as that, when
-fingers were slipping from the ice.</p>
-
-<p>“Read it for me,” she said at length. “I don’t seem to see what it
-means.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin took it; it had been sent from Naples late last night, and came
-from Mr. Markham. He read:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“Salvatore Viagi’s account of letters agrees with your husband’s.
-Page containing marriages of year and month in question has been
-cut out of register at Consulate.”</p></div>
-
-<p>Colin passed the sheet back to Violet. She did not take it from his hand
-and he let it drop on to the tablecloth. He leaned a little towards her.</p>
-
-<p>“Vi, you’re magnificent,” he said. “That was a glorious stroke of yours!
-That night when you and I stayed at the Consulate. No, darling, don’t
-interrupt, let me speak for two or three minutes just as you did a few
-mornings ago. Eat your bacon and listen.... I see now the reason of your
-pretended reluctance to stay with Mr. Cecil. It put me off the scent
-completely at the time.”</p>
-
-<p>“What scent?” she asked. “What do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“I asked you not to interrupt. There we were on our<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_328" id="page_328">{328}</a></span> honeymoon and so
-casually, so unthinkingly, I told Mr. Cecil that we would stay with him
-on our way home. You objected, but eventually you agreed. Your
-reluctance to stay with him, as I say, put me quite off the scent.
-Having done that you yielded. Little did I dream then of your superb
-project....”</p>
-
-<p>She gazed at him like some bird hypnotised by the snake that coil after
-coil draws nearer. Colin, too, drew nearer; he pushed his chair sideways
-and leaned towards her, elbows on the table.</p>
-
-<p>“I remember that night so well,” he said. “I was sleeping in the
-dressing-room next door to you, and the door was wide, for it was hot. I
-heard you get out of bed. I heard your latch creak. Oh, yes, you called
-to me first, and I did not answer. I called to you this morning, you
-remember, and you did not answer. Sometimes one pretends to be asleep.
-Till this minute I knew nothing for certain more of what you did. Now I
-know. You were playing for a great stake: I applaud you. You got hold of
-Mr. Cecil’s keys (he is careless about them) and tore that leaf out of
-the register. You knew that on my father’s death his marriage to my
-mother must be proved before Raymond or I (poor Raymond) could succeed,
-for, of course, it was common property that he lived with her before
-they were married. Giuseppe, his boatman, Uncle Salvatore, half-a-dozen
-people, could have told you that. And then, oh! a crowning piece of
-genius, you make up a cock-and-bull story about erasure and letters
-which force us to have the register examined, and lo! there is no record
-of the marriage at all. What is the presumption? That Raymond and I
-were, well, an ugly word. But just there fate was unkind to you through
-no fault of yours, except that failure is a fault and the most fatal
-one. You did not know that I had made a copy of the entry and got it
-signed and certified by our charming Mr. Cecil, before the curious
-disappearance of that page. And then you made just one terrible mistake.
-How could you have done it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_329" id="page_329">{329}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>She turned to him a face of marble, faultlessly chiselled, but wholly
-lifeless.</p>
-
-<p>“What mistake did I make?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“You kept that leaf,” said Colin pityingly. “A record of your triumph, I
-suppose, like a cotillon-toy, to dream over when you were mistress
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go on,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>Colin came closer yet. “Darling, will you be awfully nice to me,” he
-said, “and give me that leaf as a birthday present? It would be a
-delightful souvenir. You know where it is.”</p>
-
-<p>She paused. She remembered the tradition of the icy self-repression of
-the Lady Yardleys who had preceded her, the frost that fell on them.
-From personal knowledge there was her grandmother. That Arctic night was
-darkening on her now, and she shivered.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know where it is,” she said. “Make up another lie.”</p>
-
-<p>He rose. “You must learn politeness, Violet,” he said. “You must learn
-many useful things. I am being very kind to you. You don’t appreciate
-that.”</p>
-
-<p>Night had not quite fallen yet.</p>
-
-<p>“Just as you were kind to Raymond,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>He smiled at her. “Yes, the same sort of kindness,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>He spoke to her as to a troublesome child with soft persuasion.</p>
-
-<p>“Now you know where it is quite well, but you want to give me the
-trouble of reminding you. You won’t say you’re sorry, or anything of
-that sort. Not wise.”</p>
-
-<p>“Spring the trap on me,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Very well; you put it in the secret drawer in the stand of your lovely
-Lamerie looking-glass, the evening we came back from our honeymoon. You
-had left me talking to father, but as soon as you had gone, I followed
-you. It was pure chance: I suspected nothing then. But I looked in from
-my dressing-room and saw you with the secret drawer open, putting
-something into it. I went<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_330" id="page_330">{330}</a></span> downstairs again. But I am bound to say that
-my curiosity was aroused; perhaps you might have been having a
-billet-doux from Nino. So I took a suitable opportunity&mdash;I think it was
-when you were at church&mdash;and satisfied myself about it.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin reviewed this speech, which seemed to come to him impromptu,
-except for the one fact that underlay it, which in a few minutes now
-would be made manifest to Violet.</p>
-
-<p>“So poor Nino was not my rival,” he said. “That was such a relief, Vi
-darling, for I should have had to send him away. But I never really gave
-a serious thought to that, for I believed you liked your poor Colin. But
-what I found did surprise me. I could not believe that any one so clever
-could have been so stupid as to keep the evidence of her cleverness.
-When you have been clever, it is wise to destroy the evidence of your
-cleverness. Shall we come?”</p>
-
-<p>“But my looking-glass? A secret drawer?” said Violet. “There’s no secret
-drawer that I know of.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, of course not,” said Colin. “I shall be obliged to show it you.
-But wait a minute. I had better have a witness of what I find in the
-secret drawer of which you are ignorant. My solicitor is here, but with
-this other disclosure, he might urge me to proceed against you for
-conspiracy, which I don’t at present intend to do. Your maid, now; no,
-you would not like her to know such things about you. She might
-blackmail you. How about Nino? He will do no more than understand that a
-paper has been found, and that he witnesses to the finding of it. One
-has to protect oneself. I had to protect myself against Raymond. May I
-ring for Nino?”</p>
-
-<p>At that the Arctic night fell on Violet, and presently the three of them
-were in her bedroom. Round the base of the looking-glass ran a repoussé
-cable band, and Colin was explaining to her how, if she pressed the stud
-at the corner of it, just where the silversmith’s name&mdash;L. A. for
-Lamerie&mdash;was punched in the metal, the side of the base<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_331" id="page_331">{331}</a></span> would fly open.
-And so it was; she pressed it herself while he stood aside, and within
-was the drawer and the folded paper.</p>
-
-<p>Colin took a swift step and plucked the paper out, holding it at arm’s
-length.</p>
-
-<p>“There, darling, all your responsibility is over,” he said. “I will keep
-it for you now. I will just open it and show you what it is, but do not
-come too close or try to snatch it. There! Names of happy couples one
-below the other, and in the space next the name the date of their
-marriage. Half-way down the page you see the names we are looking for,
-Rosina Viagi and Philip Lord Stanier and the date, March the first,
-1893.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned to Nino and spoke in Italian.</p>
-
-<p>“And you, Nino,” he said, “you saw me take this paper out of the drawer
-of the signora’s looking-glass. And now you see me&mdash;give me a big
-envelope from the table&mdash;you see me put it in this envelope and close
-it&mdash;it is as if I did a conjuring trick&mdash;and I sit down and write on the
-envelope for the signora to read. I say that in your presence and in
-mine the enclosed was taken from the secret drawer in the looking-glass
-where it had been placed for safe custody by Violet Stanier, Countess of
-Yardley, and given into the care of her husband, Colin Stanier, Earl of
-Yardley. Sign it, Nino, and observe that I sign. I date it also. That’s
-all, Nino; you may go.”</p>
-
-<p>Colin laid his hand on Violet’s neck.</p>
-
-<p>“It has been trying for you, dear,” he said. “Rest a little. But your
-mind may be at ease now; the anxiety of having that in your possession
-is removed, and it will be in safe keeping. I will give it at once to my
-lawyer, with instructions that it is to be delivered to no one except to
-me in person, and that at my death it is to be destroyed unopened. It
-entirely depends on yourself as to whether it ever sees the light
-again.... And then, when you are rested, shall we go for one of our
-delicious rambles in the park. What’s that line of Wordsworth? ‘This<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_332" id="page_332">{332}</a></span>
-one day we’ll give to idleness.’ Thank you, darling, for your lovely
-birthday present.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>Never on Walpurgis Night nor at Black Mass had there ever been so
-fervent an adorer to his god as Colin, so satanic a rite as that which
-he had performed on this birthday morning. No need was there for him to
-make any vow of lip-service, or by any acceptation of the parchment that
-was set in the frame of the Holbein, to confirm his allegiance. The
-spirit was more than the letter, and in no wanton ecstasy of evil could
-he have made a more sacramental dedication of himself. It was not enough
-for him to have forged, ever so cunningly, the evidence which, while
-Raymond lived, proved his illegitimacy, nor, more cunningly yet, to have
-got rid of that evidence when Raymond’s death cleared for him the steps
-to the throne. He must in the very flower and felicity of wickedness
-preserve that evidence in order to produce it as the handiwork of his
-wife. The edifice would have been incomplete otherwise; it would have
-lacked that soaring spire of infamy. But now all was done, and on his
-birthday came the consecration of the abominable temple of himself to
-the spirit he adored.</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>He came to her room that night and sat as he so often did on the edge of
-her bed.</p>
-
-<p>“You have been perfect to me to-day, darling,” he said. “You have given
-me the happiest birthday. You have been so quiet and serene and
-controlled. And have you been happy?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Colin,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>He pulled off his tie and flapped her fingers with the end of it.</p>
-
-<p>“I think I shall go south again,” he said. “I was defrauded of my stay
-in Capri owing to my father’s death. What about you? Had you not better
-stay quietly at home? Get your father and mother to come down.”</p>
-
-<p>“Just as you please,” said she.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_333" id="page_333">{333}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Let us settle it like that, then. And look at me a minute, Violet.”</p>
-
-<p>She raised her eyes to his.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, that’s right,” he said. “You’ve had a lesson to-day, darling. It
-has tired you, and I will leave you to sleep in one moment. We can’t
-have you tired; you must take great care of yourself; eat well, sleep
-well, be out a great deal. About that lesson. Take it to heart, Vi.
-Never again try to cross my path: it’s much too dangerous. And you’ve no
-delusions left about letters and registers, have you? Answer me, dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s good. Now I’ll leave you.”</p>
-
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p>The March night was warm and moonlit, and Colin stood by the open window
-letting the breeze stream in against his skin, and looked out over
-terrace and lake and woodland. All that he had so passionately desired
-since first he toddled about this stately home of his race was his, and
-nothing now could upset his rights. And how wonderful the process of
-arriving at it had been: every step of that way was memorable; fraud,
-intrigue, trickery, matchless cruelty, had paved the road, and to-day
-the road was finished.</p>
-
-<p>He put out his light, and curled himself up in bed.... Violet’s
-first-born must surely be a son, who should learn early and well from
-lips that knew what they were saying the sober truth of that which in
-the legend wore the habiliment of mediæval superstition. He should learn
-how poor Uncle Raymond had allowed himself to love&mdash;yes, there was a
-time when he had loved mother, and&mdash;was not that tiresome for
-him&mdash;mother happened to prefer father. Well, poor Uncle Raymond had
-loved, and that, perhaps, was his undoing, for he had fallen into the
-lake, under the ice, and the icy water had smothered him, and the fishes
-had nibbled him.... Colin chuckled to himself at the thought of
-recounting that.</p>
-
-<p>For a moment, as he looked out on to the night, he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_334" id="page_334">{334}</a></span> experienced a
-dulness and dimness of spirit as of a cloud passing over the bright
-circle of the moon at the thought that he had accomplished all that had
-so thrillingly occupied him. But at the thought of his fatherhood, the
-brightness shone forth again. How fascinating it would be to till and to
-sow in that soft soil, to rear the seedlings that he would water and
-tend so carefully, to watch them putting forth the buds of poisonous
-flowers that swelled and prospered till they burst the sheaths of
-childhood and opened wide-petalled to night and day.</p>
-
-<p>His thoughts, drowsy and content, turned towards Violet. Certainly there
-had been noticeable in her all day a freezing, a congealment. She was
-becoming like those impassive portraits of her predecessors, marble
-women out of whose eyes looked some half-hidden horror....</p>
-
-<p>A flash of lightning, very remote, blinked in through the uncurtained
-oblong of the window opposite his bed, and a mutter of thunder, as
-drowsy as himself, answered it. He slid his hand underneath his cheek,
-and fell asleep.</p>
-
-<p class="fint">THE END</p>
-
-<hr class="full" />
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