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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**eBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These eBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers!***** + + +Title: Bimbi + +Author: Louise de la Ramee + +Release Date: June, 2004 [EBook #5834] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on September 10, 2002] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, BIMBI *** + + + + +Juliet Sutherland, Charles Franks and the Online Distributed Proofreading +Team. + + + +Bimbi + +Stories for Children + +By Louise De La Ramee + + + + + + +CONTENTS + +THE NURNBERG STOVE +THE AMBITIOUS ROSE TREE +LAMPBLACK +THE CHILD OF URBINO +FINDELKIND + + + + +THE NURNBERG STOVE + + + + +August lived in a little town called Hall. Hall is a favorite name +for several towns in Austria and in Germany; but this one especial +little Hall, in the Upper Innthal, is one of the most charming +Old-World places that I know, and August, for his part, did not +know any other. It has the green meadows and the great mountains +all about it, and the gray-green glacier-fed water rushes by it. +It has paved streets and enchanting little shops that have all +latticed panes and iron gratings to them; it has a very grand old +Gothic church, that has the noblest blendings of light and shadow, +and marble tombs of dead knights, and a look of infinite strength +and repose as a church should have. Then there is the Muntze +Tower, black and white, rising out of greenery, and looking down +on a long wooden bridge and the broad rapid river; and there is an +old schloss which has been made into a guardhouse, with +battlements and frescos and heraldic devices in gold and colors, +and a man-at-arms carved in stone standing life-size in his niche +and bearing his date 1530. A little farther on, but close at hand, +is a cloister with beautiful marble columns and tombs, and a +colossal wood-carved Calvary, and beside that a small and very +rich chapel; indeed, so full is the little town of the undisturbed +past, that to walk in it is like opening a missal of the Middle +Ages, all emblazoned and illuminated with saints and warriors, and +it is so clean, and so still, and so noble, by reason of its +monuments and its historic color, that I marvel much no one has +ever cared to sing its praises. The old pious, heroic life of an +age at once more restful and more brave than ours still leaves its +spirit there, and then there is the girdle of the mountains all +around, and that alone means strength, peace, majesty. + +In this little town a few years ago August Strehla lived with his +people in the stone-paved, irregular square where the grand church +stands. + +He was a small boy of nine years at that time,--a chubby-faced +little man with rosy cheeks, big hazel eyes, and clusters of curls +the brown of ripe nuts. His mother was dead, his father was poor, +and there were many mouths at home to feed. In this country the +winters are long and very cold; the whole land lies wrapped in +snow for many months; and this night that he was trotting home, +with a jug of beer in his numb red hands, was terribly cold and +dreary. The good burghers of Hall had shut their double shutters, +and the few lamps there were flickered dully behind their quaint, +old-fashioned iron casings. The mountains indeed were beautiful, +all snow-white under the stars that are so big in frost. Hardly +any one was astir; a few good souls wending home from vespers, a +tired post-boy, who blew a shrill blast from his tasseled horn as +he pulled up his sledge before a hostelry, and little August +hugging his jug of beer to his ragged sheepskin coat, were all who +were abroad, for the snow fell heavily and the good folks of Hall +go early to their beds. He could not run, or he would have spilled +the beer; he was half frozen and a little frightened, but he kept +up his courage by saying over and over again to himself, "I shall +soon be at home with dear Hirschvogel." + +He went on through the streets, past the stone man-at-arms of the +guardhouse, and so into the place where the great church was, and +where near it stood his father Karl Strehla's house, with a +sculptured Bethlehem over the doorway, and the Pilgrimage of the +Three Kings painted on its wall. He had been sent on a long errand +outside the gates in the afternoon, over the frozen fields and the +broad white snow, and had been belated, and had thought he had +heard the wolves behind him at every step, and had reached the +town in a great state of terror, thankful with all his little +panting heart to see the oil lamp burning under the first house +shrine. But he had not forgotten to call for the beer, and he +carried it carefully now, though his hands were so numb that he +was afraid they would let the jug down every moment. + +The snow outlined with white every gable and cornice of the +beautiful old wooden houses; the moonlight shone on the gilded +signs, the lambs, the grapes, the eagles, and all the quaint +devices that hung before the doors; covered lamps burned before +the Nativities and Crucifixions painted on the walls or let into +the woodwork; here and there, where a shutter had not been closed, +a ruddy fire-light lit up a homely interior, with a noisy band of +children clustering round the house-mother and a big brown loaf, +or some gossips spinning and listening to the cobbler's or the +barber's story of a neighbor, while the oil wicks glimmered, and +the hearth logs blazed, and the chestnuts sputtered in their iron +roasting pot. Little August saw all these things, as he saw +everything with his two big bright eyes, that had such curious +lights and shadows in them; but he went needfully on his way for +the sake of the beer which a single slip of the foot would make +him spill. At his knock and call the solid oak door, four +centuries old if one, flew open, and the boy darted in with his +beer and shouted with all the force of mirthful lungs: "Oh, dear +Hirschvogel, but for the thought of you I should have died!" + +It was a large barren room into which he rushed with so much +pleasure, and the bricks were bare and uneven. It had a walnut- +wood press, handsome and very old, a broad deal table, and several +wooden stools, for all its furniture; but at the top of the +chamber, sending out warmth and color together as the lamp shed +its rays upon it, was a tower of porcelain, burnished with all the +hues of a king's peacock and a queen's jewels, and surmounted with +armed figures, and shields, and flowers of heraldry, and a great +golden crown upon the highest summit of all. + +It was a stove of 1532, and on it were the letters H. R. H., for +it was in every portion the handwork of the great potter of +Nurnberg, Augustin Hirschvogel, who put his mark thus, as all the +world knows. + +The stove, no doubt, had stood in palaces and been made for +princes, had warmed the crimson stockings of cardinals and the +gold-broidered shoes of archduchesses, had glowed in presence- +chambers and lent its carbon to help kindle sharp brains in +anxious councils of state; no one knew what it had seen or done or +been fashioned for; but it was a right royal thing. Yet perhaps it +had never been more useful than it was now in this poor, desolate +room, sending down heat and comfort into the troop of children +tumbled together on a wolfskin at its feet, who received frozen +August among them with loud shouts of joy. + +"Oh, dear Hirschvogel, I am so cold, so cold!" said August, +kissing its gilded lion's claws. "Is father not in, Dorothea?" + +"No, dear. He is late." + +Dorothea was a girl of seventeen, dark-haired and serious, and +with a sweet sad face, for she had had many cares laid on her +shoulders, even whilst still a mere baby. She was the eldest of +the Strehla family; and there were ten of them in all. Next to her +there came Jan and Karl and Otho, big lads, gaining a little for +their own living; and then came August, who went up in the summer +to the high alps with the farmers' cattle, but in winter could do +nothing to fill his own little platter and pot; and then all the +little ones, who could only open their mouths to be fed like young +birds,--Albrecht and Hilda, and Waldo and Christof, and last of +all little three-year-old Ermengilda, with eyes like forget-me- +nots, whose birth had cost them the life of their mother. + +They were of that mixed race, half Austrian, half Italian, so +common in the Tyrol; some of the children were white and golden as +lilies, others were brown and brilliant as fresh fallen chestnuts. +The father was a good man, but weak and weary with so many to find +for and so little to do it with. He worked at the salt furnaces, +and by that gained a few florins; people said he would have worked +better and kept his family more easily if he had not loved his +pipe and a draught of ale too well; but this had only been said of +him after his wife's death, when trouble and perplexity had begun +to dull a brain never too vigorous, and to enfeeble further a +character already too yielding. As it was, the wolf often bayed at +the door of the Strehla household, without a wolf from the +mountains coming down. + +Dorothea was one of those maidens who almost work miracles, so far +can their industry and care and intelligence make a home sweet and +wholesome and a single loaf seem to swell into twenty. The +children were always clean and happy, and the table was seldom +without its big pot of soup once a day. Still, very poor they +were, and Dorothea's heart ached with shame, for she knew that +their father's debts were many for flour and meat and clothing. Of +fuel to feed the big stove they had always enough without cost, +for their mother's father was alive, and sold wood and fir cones +and coke, and never grudged them to his grandchildren, though he +grumbled at Strehla's improvidence and hapless, dreamy ways. + +"Father says we are never to wait for him; we will have supper, +now you have come home, dear," said Dorothea, who, however she +might fret her soul in secret as she knitted their hose and mended +their shirts, never let her anxieties cast a gloom on the +children; only to August she did speak a little sometimes, because +he was so thoughtful and so tender of her always, and knew as well +as she did that there were troubles about money,--though these +troubles were vague to them both, and the debtors were patient and +kindly, being neighbors all in the old twisting streets between +the guardhouse and the river. + +Supper was a huge bowl of soup, with big slices of brown bread +swimming in it and some onions bobbing up and down; the bowl was +soon emptied by ten wooden spoons, and then the three eldest boys +slipped off to bed, being tired with their rough bodily labor in +the snow all day, and Dorothea drew her spinning-wheel by the +stove and set it whirring, and the little ones got August down +upon the old worn wolfskin and clamored to him for a picture or a +story. For August was the artist of the family. + +He had a piece of planed deal that his father had given him, and +some sticks of charcoal, and he would draw a hundred things he had +seen in the day, sweeping each out with his elbow when the +children had seen enough of it, and sketching another in its +stead,--faces and dogs' heads, and men in sledges, and old women +in their furs, and pine trees, and cocks and hens, and all sorts +of animals, and now and then--very reverently--a Madonna and +Child. It was all very rough, for there was no one to teach him +anything. But it was all lifelike, and kept the whole troop of +children shrieking with laughter, or watching breathless, with +wide open, wondering, awed eyes. + +They were all so happy; what did they care for the snow outside? +Their little bodies were warm, and their hearts merry; even +Dorothea, troubled about the bread for the morrow, laughed as she +spun; and August, with all his soul in his work, and little rosy +Ermengilda's cheek on his shoulder, glowing after his frozen +afternoon, cried out loud, smiling, as he looked up at the stove +that was shedding its heat down on them all:-- + +"Oh, dear Hirschvogel! you are almost as great and good as the +sun! No; you are greater and better, I think, because he goes away +nobody knows where all these long, dark, cold hours, and does not +care how people die for want of him; but you--you are always +ready; just a little bit of wood to feed you, and you will make a +summer for us all the winter through!" + +The grand old stove seemed to smile through all its iridescent +surface at the praises of the child. No doubt the stove, though it +had known three centuries and more, had known but very little +gratitude. + +It was one of those magnificent stoves in enameled faience which +so excited the jealousy of the other potters of Nurnberg that in a +body they demanded of the magistracy that Augustin Hirschvogel +should be forbidden to make any more of them,--the magistracy, +happily, proving of a broader mind, and having no sympathy with +the wish of the artisans to cripple their greater fellow. + +It was of great height and breadth, with all the majolica luster +which Hirschvogel learned to give to his enamels when he was +making love to the young Venetian girl whom he afterwards married. +There was the statue of a king at each corner, modeled with as +much force and splendor as his friend Albrecht Durer could have +given unto them on copperplate or canvas. The body of the stove +itself was divided into panels, which had the Ages of Man painted +on them in polychrome; the borders of the panels had roses and +holly and laurel and other foliage, and German mottoes in black +letter of odd Old World moralizing, such as the old Teutons, and +the Dutch after them, love to have on their chimney-places and +their drinking cups, their dishes and flagons. The whole was +burnished with gilding in many parts, and was radiant everywhere +with that brilliant coloring of which the Hirschvogel family, +painters on glass and great in chemistry, as they were, were all +masters. + +The stove was a very grand thing, as I say; possibly Hirschvogel +had made it for some mighty lord of the Tyrol at that time when he +was an imperial guest at Innspruck, and fashioned so many things +for the Schloss Amras and beautiful Philippine Welser, the +burgher's daughter, who gained an archduke's heart by her beauty +and the right to wear his honors by her wit. Nothing was known of +the stove at this latter day in Hall. The grandfather Strehla, who +had been a master-mason, had dug it up out of some ruins where he +was building, and, finding it without a flaw, had taken it home, +and only thought it worth finding because it was such a good one +to burn. That was now sixty years past, and ever since then the +stove had stood in the big, desolate, empty room, warming three +generations of the Strehla family, and having seen nothing +prettier, perhaps, in all its many years than the children tumbled +now in a cluster like gathered flowers at its feet. For the +Strehla children, born to nothing else, were all born with beauty; +white or brown, they were equally lovely to look upon, and when +they went into the church to Mass, with their curling locks and +their clasped hands, they stood under the grim statues like +cherubs flown down off some fresco. + +"Tell us a story, August," they cried in chorus, when they had +seen charcoal pictures till they were tired; and August did as he +did every night pretty nearly--looked up at the stove and told +them what he imagined of the many adventures and joys and sorrows +of the human being who figured on the panels from his cradle to +his grave. + +To the children the stove was a household god. In summer they laid +a mat of fresh moss all round it, and dressed it up with green +boughs and the numberless beautiful wild flowers of the Tyrol +country. In winter all their joys centered in it, and scampering +home from school over the ice and snow they were happy, knowing +that they would soon be cracking nuts or roasting chestnuts in the +broad ardent glow of its noble tower, which rose eight feet high +above them with all its spires and pinnacles and crowns. + +Once a traveling peddler had told them that the letters on it +meant Augustin Hirschvogel, and that Hirschvogel had been a great +German potter and painter, like his father before him, in the art- +sanctified city of Nurnberg, and had made many such stoves, that +were all miracles of beauty and of workmanship, putting all his +heart and his soul and his faith into his labors, as the men of +those earlier ages did, and thinking but little of gold or praise. + +An old trader, too, who sold curiosities not far from the church, +had told August a little more about the brave family of +Hirschvogel, whose houses can be seen in Nuremberg to this day; of +old Veit, the first of them, who painted the Gothic windows of St. +Sebald with the marriage of the margravine; of his sons and of his +grand-sons, potters, painters, engravers all, and chief of them +great Augustin, the Luca della Robbia of the North. And August's +imagination, always quick, had made a living personage out of +these few records, and saw Hirschvogel as though he were in the +flesh walking up and down the Maximilian-Strass in his visit to +Innspruck, and maturing beautiful things in his brain as he stood +on the bridge and gazed on the emerald green flood of the Inn. + +So the stove had got to be called Hirschvogel in the family, as if +it were a living creature, and little August was very proud +because he had been named after that famous old dead German who +had had the genius to make so glorious a thing. All the children +loved the stove, but with August the love of it was a passion; +and in his secret heart he used to say to himself, "When I am a +man, I will make just such things too, and then I will set +Hirschvogel in a beautiful room in a house that I will build +myself in Innspruck just outside the gates, where the chestnuts +are, by the river; that is what I will do when I am a man." + +For August, a salt baker's son and a little cow-keeper when he was +anything, was a dreamer of dreams, and when he was upon the high +alps with his cattle, with the stillness and the sky around him, +was quite certain that he would live for greater things than +driving the herds up when the springtide came among the blue sea +of gentians, or toiling down in the town with wood and with timber +as his father and grandfather did every day of their lives. He was +a strong and healthy little fellow, fed on the free mountain air, +and he was very happy, and loved his family devotedly, and was as +active as a squirrel and as playful as a hare; but he kept his +thoughts to himself, and some of them went a very long way for a +little boy who was only one among many, and to whom nobody had +ever paid any attention except to teach him his letters and tell +him to fear God. August in winter was only a little, hungry +schoolboy, trotting to be catechised by the priest, or to bring +the loaves from the bakehouse, or to carry his father's boots to +the cobbler; and in summer he was only one of hundreds of cowboys, +who drove the poor, half-blind, blinking, stumbling cattle, +ringing their throat bells, out into the sweet intoxication of the +sudden sunlight, and lived up with them in the heights among the +Alpine roses, with only the clouds and the snow summits near. But +he was always thinking, thinking, thinking, for all that; and +under his little sheepskin winter coat and his rough hempen summer +shirt his heart had as much courage in it as Hofer's ever had,-- +great Hofer, who is a household word in all the Innthal, and whom +August always reverently remembered when he went to the city of +Innspruck and ran out by the foaming water mill and under the +wooded height of Berg Isel. + +August lay now in the warmth of the stove and told the children +stories, his own little brown face growing red with excitement as +his imagination glowed to fever heat. That human being on the +panels, who was drawn there as a baby in a cradle, as a boy +playing among flowers, as a lover sighing under a casement, as a +soldier in the midst of strife, as a father with children round +him, as a weary, old, blind man on crutches, and, lastly, as a +ransomed soul raised up by angels, had always had the most intense +interest for August, and he had made, not one history for him, but +a thousand; he seldom told them the same tale twice. He had never +seen a storybook in his life; his primer and his Mass book were +all the volumes he had. But nature had given him Fancy, and she is +a good fairy that makes up for the want of very many things! +only, alas! her wings are so very soon broken, poor thing! and +then she is of no use at all. + +"It is time for you all to go to bed, children," said Dorothea, +looking up from her spinning. "Father is very late to-night; you +must not sit up for him." + +"Oh, five minutes more, dear Dorothea!" they pleaded; and little +rosy and golden Ermengilda climbed up into her lap. "Hirschvogel +is so warm, the beds are never so warm as he. Cannot you tell us +another tale, August?" + +"No," cried August, whose face had lost its light, now that his +story had come to an end, and who sat serious, with his hands +clasped on his knees, gazing on to the luminous arabesques of the +stove. + +"It is only a week to Christmas," he said suddenly. + +"Grandmother's big cakes!" chuckled little Christof, who was five +years old, and thought Christmas meant a big cake and nothing +else. + +"What will Santa Claus find for 'Gilda if she be good?" murmured +Dorothea over the child's sunny head; for, however hard poverty +might pinch, it could never pinch so tightly that Dorothea would +not find some wooden toy and some rosy apples to put in her little +sister's socks. + +"Father Max has promised me a big goose, because I saved the +calf's life in June," said August; it was the twentieth time he +had told them so that month, he was so proud of it. + +"And Aunt Maila will be sure to send us wine and honey and a +barrel of flour; she always does," said Albrecht. Their Aunt Maila +had a chalet and a little farm over on the green slopes towards +Dorp Ampas. + +"I shall go up into the woods and get Hirschvogel's crown," said +August; they always crowned Hirschvogel for Christmas with pine +boughs and ivy and mountain berries. The heat soon withered the +crown; but it was part of the religion of the day to them, as much +so as it was to cross themselves in church and raise their voices +in the "O Salutaris Hostia." + +And they fell chatting of all they would do on the Christ-night, +and one little voice piped loud against another's, and they were +as happy as though their stockings would be full of golden purses +and jeweled toys, and the big goose in the soup pot seemed to them +such a meal as kings would envy. + +In the midst of their chatter and laughter a blast of frozen air +and a spray of driven snow struck like ice through the room, and +reached them even in the warmth of the old wolfskins and the great +stove. It was the door which had opened and let in the cold; it +was their father who had come home. + +The younger children ran joyous to meet him. Dorothea pushed the +one wooden armchair of the room to the stove, and August flew to +set the jug of beer on a little round table, and fill a long clay +pipe; for their father was good to them all, and seldom raised his +voice in anger, and they had been trained by the mother they had +loved to dutifulness and obedience and a watchful affection. + +To-night Karl Strehla responded very wearily to the young ones' +welcome, and came to the wooden chair with a tired step and sat +down heavily, not noticing either pipe or beer. + +"Are you not well, dear father?" his daughter asked him. + +"I am well enough," he answered dully, and sat there with his head +bent, letting the lighted pipe grow cold. + +He was a fair, tall man, gray before his time, and bowed with +labor. + +"Take the children to bed," he said suddenly, at last, and +Dorothea obeyed. August stayed behind, curled before the stove; at +nine years old, and when one earns money in the summer from the +farmers, one is not altogether a child any more, at least in one's +own estimation. + +August did not heed his father's silence; he was used to it. Karl +Strehla was a man of few words, and, being of weakly health, was +usually too tired at the end of the day to do more than drink his +beer and sleep. August lay on the wolfskin, dreamy and comfortable, +looking up through his drooping eyelids at the golden coronets on +the crest of the great stove, and wondering for the millionth time +whom it had been made for, and what grand places and scenes it had +known. + +Dorothea came down from putting the little ones in their beds; the +cuckoo clock in the corner struck eight; she looked to her father +and the untouched pipe, then sat down to her spinning, saying +nothing. She thought he had been drinking in some tavern; it had +been often so with him of late. + +There was a long silence; the cuckoo called the quarter twice; +August dropped to sleep, his curls falling over his face; +Dorothea's wheel hummed like a cat. + +Suddenly Karl Strehla struck his hand on the table, sending the +pipe on the ground. + +"I have sold Hirschvogel," he said; and his voice was husky and +ashamed in his throat. The spinning wheel stopped. August sprang +erect out of his sleep. + +"Sold Hirschvogel!" If their father had dashed the holy crucifix +on the floor at their feet and spat on it, they could not have +shuddered under the horror of a greater blasphemy. + +"I have sold Hirschvogel!" said Karl Strehla in the same husky, +dogged voice. "I have sold it to a traveling trader in such things +for two hundred florins. What would you?--I owe double that. He +saw it this morning when you were all out. He will pack it and +take it to Munich to-morrow." + +Dorothea gave a low, shrill cry:-- + +"Oh, father!--the children--in midwinter!" + +She turned white as the snow without; her words died away in her +throat. + +August stood, half blind with sleep, staring with dazed eyes as +his cattle stared at the sun when they came out from their +winter's prison. + +"It is not true! It is not true!" he muttered. "You are jesting, +father?" + +Strehla broke into a dreary laugh. + +"It is true. Would you like to know what is true too?--that the +bread you eat, and the meat you put in this pot, and the roof you +have over your heads, are none of them paid for, have been none of +them paid for for months and months; if it had not been for your +grandfather, I should have been in prison all summer and autumn; +and he is out of patience and will do no more now. There is no +work to be had; the masters go to younger men; they say I work +ill; it may be so. Who can keep his head above water with ten +hungry children dragging him down? When your mother lived it was +different. Boy, you stare at me as if I were a mad dog! You have +made a god of yon china thing. Well--it goes; goes to-morrow. Two +hundred florins, that is something. It will keep me out of prison +for a little, and with the spring things may turn--" + +August stood like a creature paralyzed. His eyes were wide open, +fastened on his father's with terror and incredulous horror; his +face had grown as white as his sister's; his chest heaved with +tearless sobs. + +"It is not true! It is not true!" he echoed stupidly. It seemed to +him that the very skies must fall, and the earth perish, if they +could take away Hirschvogel. They might as soon talk of tearing +down God's sun out of the heavens. + +"You will find it true," said his father doggedly, and angered +because he was in his own soul bitterly ashamed to have bartered +away the heirloom and treasure of his race and the comfort and +health-giver of his young children." You will find it true. The +dealer has paid me half the money to-night, and will pay me the +other half to-morrow, when he packs it up and takes it away to +Munich. No doubt it is worth a great deal more,--at least I +suppose so, as he gives that,--but beggars cannot be choosers. The +little black stove in the kitchen will warm you all just as well. +Who would keep a gilded, painted thing in a poor house like this, +when one can make two hundred florins by it? Dorothea, you never +sobbed more when your mother died. What is it, when all is said?-- +a bit of hardware much too grand-looking for such a room as this. +If all the Strehlas had not been born fools, it would have been +sold a century ago, when it was dug up out of the ground. It is a +stove for a museum, the trader said when he saw it. To a museum +let it go." + +August gave a shrill shriek like a hare's when it is caught for +its death, and threw himself on his knees at his father's feet. + +"Oh, father, father!" he cried convulsively, his hands closing on +Strehla's knees, and his uplifted face blanched and distorted with +terror. "Oh, father, dear father, you cannot mean what you say? +Send IT away--our life, our sun, our joy, our comfort? We shall +all die in the dark and the cold. Sell ME rather. Sell me to any +trade or any pain you like; I will not mind. But Hirschvogel!--it +is like selling the very cross off the altar! You must be in jest. +You could not do such a thing--you could not!--you who have always +been gentle and good, and who have sat in the warmth here year +after year with our mother. It is not a piece of hardware, as you +say; it is a living thing, for a great man's thoughts and fancies +have put life into it, and it loves us though we are only poor +little children, and we love it with all our hearts and souls, and +up in heaven I am sure the dead Hirschvogel knows! Oh, listen; I +will go and try and get work to-morrow! I will ask them to let me +cut ice or make the paths through the snow. There must be +something I could do, and I will beg the people we owe money to to +wait; they are all neighbors, they will be patient. But sell +Hirschvogel!--oh, never! never! never! Give the florins back to +the vile man. Tell him it would be like selling the shroud out of +mother's coffin, or the golden curls off Ermengilda's head! Oh, +father, dear father! do hear me, for pity's sake!" + +Strehla was moved by the boy's anguish. He loved his children, +though he was often weary of them, and their pain was pain to him. +But besides emotion, and stronger than emotion, was the anger that +August roused in him; he hated and despised himself for the barter +of the heirloom of his race, and every word of the child stung him +with a stinging sense of shame. + +And he spoke in his wrath rather than in his sorrow. + +"You are a little fool," he said harshly, as they had never heard +him speak. "You rave like a play-actor. Get up and go to bed. The +stove is sold. There is no more to be said. Children like you have +nothing to do with such matters. The stove is sold, and goes to +Munich to-morrow. What is it to you? Be thankful I can get bread +for you. Get on your legs I say, and go to bed." + +Strehla took up the jug of ale as he paused, and drained it slowly +as a man who had no cares. + +August sprang to his feet and threw his hair back off his face; +the blood rushed into his cheeks, making them scarlet; his great +soft eyes flamed alight with furious passion. + +"You DARE not!" he cried aloud, "you dare not sell it, I say! It +is not yours alone; it is ours--" + +Strehla flung the emptied jug on the bricks with a force that +shivered it to atoms, and, rising to his feet, struck his son a +blow that felled him to the floor. It was the first time in all +his life that he had ever raised his hand against any one of his +children. + +Then he took the oil lamp that stood at his elbow and stumbled off +to his own chamber with a cloud before his eyes. + +"What has happened?" said August a little while later, as he +opened his eyes and saw Dorothea weeping above him on the wolfskin +before the stove. He had been struck backward, and his head had +fallen on the hard bricks where the wolfskin did not reach. He sat +up a moment, with his face bent upon his hands. + +"I remember now," he said, very low, under his breath. + +Dorothea showered kisses on him, while her tears fell like rain. + +"But, oh, dear, how could you speak so to father?" she murmured. +"It was very wrong." + +"No, I was right," said August; and his little mouth, that +hitherto had only curled in laughter, curved downward with a fixed +and bitter seriousness. "How dare he? How dare he?" he muttered, +with his head sunk in his hands. "It is not his alone. It belongs +to us all. It is as much yours and mine as it is his." + +Dorothea could only sob in answer. She was too frightened to +speak. The authority of their parents in the house had never in +her remembrance been questioned. + +"Are you hurt by the fall, dear August?" she murmured at length, +for he looked to her so pale and strange. + +"Yes--no. I do not know. What does it matter?" + +He sat up upon the wolfskin with passionate pain upon his face; +all his soul was in rebellion, and he was only a child and was +powerless. + +"It is a sin; it is a theft; it is an infamy," he said slowly, his +eyes fastened on the gilded feet of Hirschvogel. + +"Oh, August, do not say such things of father!" sobbed his sister. +"Whatever he does, WE ought to think it right." + +August laughed aloud. + +"Is it right that he should spend his money in drink?--that he +should let orders lie unexecuted?--that he should do his work so +ill that no one cares to employ him?--that he should live on +grandfather's charity, and then dare sell a thing that is ours +every whit as much as it is his? To sell Hirschvogel! Oh, dear +God! I would sooner sell my soul!" + +"August!" cried Dorothea with piteous entreaty. He terrified her; +she could not recognize her little, gay, gentle brother in those +fierce and blasphemous words. + +August laughed aloud again; then all at once his laughter broke +down into bitterest weeping. He threw himself forward on the +stove, covering it with kisses, and sobbing as though his heart +would burst from his bosom. + +What could he do? Nothing, nothing, nothing! + +"August, dear August," whispered Dorothea piteously, and trembling +all over,--for she was a very gentle girl, and fierce feeling +terrified her,--"August, do not lie there. Come to bed; it is +quite late. In the morning you will be calmer. It is horrible +indeed, and we shall die of cold, at least the little ones; but if +it be father's will--" + +"Let me alone," said August through his teeth, striving to still +the storm of sobs that shook him from head to foot. "Let me alone. +In the morning!--how can you speak of the morning" + +"Come to bed, dear," sighed his sister. "Oh, August, do not lie +and look like that! you frighten me. Do come to bed." + +"I shall stay here." + +"Here! all night!" + +"They might take it in the night. Besides, to leave it NOW!" + +"But it is cold! the fire is out." + +"It will never be warm any more, nor shall we." + +All his childhood had gone out of him, all his gleeful, careless, +sunny temper had gone with it; he spoke sullenly and wearily, +choking down the great sobs in his chest. To him it was as if the +end of the world had come. + +His sister lingered by him while striving to persuade him to go to +his place in the little crowded bedchamber with Albrecht and Waldo +and Christof. But it was in vain. "I shall stay here," was all he +answered her. And he stayed--all the night long. + +The lamps went out; the rats came and ran across the floor; as the +hours crept on through midnight and past, the cold intensified and +the air of the room grew like ice. August did not move; he lay +with his face downward on the golden and rainbow-hued pedestal of +the household treasure, which henceforth was to be cold +forevermore, an exiled thing in a foreign city, in a far-off land. + +Whilst yet it was dark his three elder brothers came down the +stairs and let themselves out, each bearing his lantern and going +to his work in stone yard and timber yard and at the salt works. +They did not notice him; they did not know what had happened. + +A little later his sister came down with a light in her hand to +make ready the house ere morning should break. + +She stole up to him and laid her hand on his shoulder timidly. + +"Dear August, you must be frozen. August, do look up! do speak!" + +August raised his eyes with a wild, feverish, sullen look in them +that she had never seen there. His face was ashen white; his lips +were like fire. He had not slept all night; but his passionate +sobs had given way to delirious waking dreams and numb senseless +trances, which had alternated one on another all through the +freezing, lonely, horrible hours. + +"It will never be warm again," he muttered, "never again!" + +Dorothea clasped him with trembling hands. "August! do you not +know me?" she cried in an agony. "I am Dorothea. Wake up, dear-- +wake up! It is morning, only so dark!" + +August shuddered all over. + +"The morning!" he echoed. + +He slowly rose up on to his feet. + +"I will go to grandfather," he said very low. "He is always good; +perhaps he could save it." + +Loud blows with the heavy iron knocker of the house-door drowned +his words. A strange voice called aloud through the keyhole:-- + +"Let me in! Quick!--there is no time to lose! More snow like +this, and the roads will all be blocked. Let me in! Do you hear? I +am come to take the great stove." + +August sprang erect, his fists doubled, his eyes blazing. + +"You shall never touch it!" he screamed; "you shall never touch +it!" + +"Who shall prevent us?" laughed a big man who was a Bavarian, +amused at the fierce little figure fronting him. + +"I!" said August. "You shall never have it! you shall kill me +first!" + +"Strehla," said the big man as August's father entered the room, +"you have got a little mad dog here; muzzle him." + +One way and another they did muzzle him. He fought like a little +demon, and hit out right and left, and one of his blows gave the +Bavarian a black eye. But he was soon mastered by four grown men, +and his father flung him with no light hand out from the door of +the back entrance, and the buyers of the stately and beautiful +stove set to work to pack it heedfully and carry it away. + +When Dorothea stole out to look for August, he was nowhere in +sight. She went back to little 'Gilda, who was ailing, and sobbed +over the child, whilst the others stood looking on, dimly +understanding that with Hirschvogel was going all the warmth of +their bodies, all the light of their hearth. + +Even their father now was sorry and ashamed; but two hundred +florins seemed a big sum to him, and, after all, he thought the +children could warm themselves quite as well at the black iron +stove in the kitchen. Besides, whether he regretted it now or not, +the work of the Nurnberg potter was sold irrevocably, and he had +to stand still and see the men from Munich wrap it in manifold +wrappings and bear it out into the snowy air to where an ox cart +stood in waiting for it. + +In another moment Hirschvogel was gone--gone forever and aye. + +August had stood still for a time, leaning, sick and faint from +the violence that had been used to him, against the back wall of +the house. The wall looked on a court where a well was, and the +backs of other houses, and beyond them the spire of the Muntze +Tower and the peaks of the mountains. + +Into the court an old neighbor hobbled for water, and, seeing the +boy, said to him:-- + +"Child, is it true your father is selling the big painted stove?" + +August nodded his head, then burst into a passion of tears. + +"Well, for sure he is a fool," said the neighbor. "Heaven forgive +me for calling him so before his own child! but the stove was +worth a mint of money. I do remember in my young days, in old +Anton's time (that was your great-grand-father, my lad), a +stranger from Vienna saw it, and said that it was worth its weight +in gold." + +August's sobs went on their broken, impetuous course. + +"I loved it! I loved it!" he moaned. "I do not care what its value +was. I loved it! I LOVED IT!" + +"You little simpleton!" said the old man, kindly. "But you are +wiser than your father, when all's said. If sell it he must, he +should have taken it to good Herr Steiner over at Spritz, who +would have given him honest value. But no doubt they took him over +his beer--ay, ay! but if I were you I would do better than cry. I +would go after it." + +August raised his head, the tears raining down his cheeks. + +"Go after it when you are bigger," said the neighbor, with a good- +natured wish to cheer him up a little. "The world is a small thing +after all: I was a traveling clockmaker once upon a time, and I +know that your stove will be safe enough whoever gets it; anything +that can be sold for a round sum is always wrapped up in cotton +wool by everybody. Ay, ay, don't cry so much; you will see your +stove again some day." + +Then the old man hobbled away to draw his brazen pail full of +water at the well. + +August remained leaning against the wall; his head was buzzing, +and his heart fluttering with the new idea which had presented +itself to his mind. "Go after it," had said the old man. He +thought, "Why not go with it?" He loved it better than any one, +even better than Dorothea; and he shrank from the thought of +meeting his father again, his father who had sold Hirschvogel. + +He was by this time in that state of exaltation in which the +impossible looks quite natural and commonplace. His tears were +still wet on his pale cheeks, but they had ceased to fall. He ran +out of the courtyard by a little gate, and across to the huge +Gothic porch of the church. From there he could watch unseen his +father's house door, at which were always hanging some blue-and- +gray pitchers, such as are common and so picturesque in Austria, +for a part of the house was let to a man who dealt in pottery. + +He hid himself in the grand portico, which he had so often passed +through to go to mass or complin within, and presently his heart +gave a great leap, for he saw the straw-enwrapped stove brought +out and laid with infinite care on the bullock dray. Two of the +Bavarian men mounted beside it, and the sleigh-wagon slowly crept +over the snow of the place--snow crisp and hard as stone. The +noble old minister looked its grandest and most solemn, with its +dark gray stone and its vast archways, and its porch that was +itself as big as many a church, and its strange gargoyles and +lamp-irons black against the snow on its roof and on the pavement; +but for once August had no eyes for it: he only watched for his +old friend. Then he, a little unnoticeable figure enough, like a +score of other boys in Hall, crept, unseen by any of his brothers +or sisters, out of the porch and over the shelving uneven square, +and followed in the wake of the dray. + +Its course lay towards the station of the railway, which is close +to the salt works, whose smoke at times sullies this part of clean +little Hall, though it does not do very much damage. From Hall the +iron road runs northward through glorious country to Salzburg, +Vienna, Prague, Buda, and southward over the Brenner into Italy. +Was Hirschvogel going north or south? This at least he would soon +know. + +August had often hung about the little station, watching the +trains come and go and dive into the heart of the hills and +vanish. No one said anything to him for idling about; people are +kind-hearted and easy of temper in this pleasant land, and +children and dogs are both happy there. He heard the Bavarians +arguing and vociferating a great deal, and learned that they meant +to go too and wanted to go with the great stove itself. But this +they could not do, for neither could the stove go by a passenger +train nor they themselves go in a goods train. So at length they +insured their precious burden for a large sum, and consented to +send it by a luggage train which was to pass through Hall in half +an hour. The swift trains seldom deign to notice the existence of +Hall at all. + +August heard, and a desperate resolve made itself up in his little +mind. Where Hirschvogel went would he go. He gave one terrible +thought to Dorothea--poor, gentle Dorothea!--sitting in the cold +at home, then set to work to execute his project. How he managed +it he never knew very clearly himself; but certain it is that when +the goods train from the north, that had come all the way from +Linz on the Danube, moved out of Hall, August was hidden behind +the stove in the great covered truck, and wedged, unseen and +undreamt of by any human creature, amidst the cases of wood- +carving, of clocks and clock-work, of Vienna toys, of Turkish +carpets, of Russian skins, of Hungarian wines, which shared the +same abode as did his swathed and bound Hirschvogel. No doubt he +was very naughty, but it never occurred to him that he was so: his +whole mind and soul were absorbed in the one entrancing idea, to +follow his beloved friend and fire-king. + +It was very dark in the closed truck, which had only a little +window above the door; and it was crowded, and had a strong smell +in it from the Russian hides and the hams that were in it. But +August was not frightened; he was close to Hirschvogel, and +presently he meant to be closer still; for he meant to do nothing +less than get inside Hirschvogel itself. Being a shrewd little +boy, and having had, by great luck, two silver groschen in his +breeches pocket, which he had earned the day before by chopping +wood, he had bought some bread and sausage at the station of a +woman there who knew him, and who thought he was going out to his +Uncle Joachim's chalet above Jenbach. This he had with him, and +this he ate in the darkness and the lumbering, pounding, +thundering noise which made him giddy, as never had he been in a +train of any kind before. Still he ate, having had no breakfast, +and being a child, and half a German, and not knowing at all how +or when he ever would eat again. + +When he had eaten, not as much as he wanted, but as much as he +thought was prudent (for who could say when he would be able to +buy anything more?), he set to work like a little mouse to make a +hole in the withes of straw and hay which enveloped the stove. If +it had been put in a packing-case, he would have been defeated at +the onset. As it was, he gnawed, and nibbled, and pulled, and +pushed, just as a mouse would have done, making his hole where he +guessed that the opening of the stove was--the opening through +which he had so often thrust the big oak logs to feed it. No one +disturbed him; the heavy train went lumbering on and on, and he +saw nothing at all of the beautiful mountains, and shining waters, +and great forests through which he was being carried. He was hard +at work getting through the straw and hay and twisted ropes; and +get through them at last he did, and found the door of the stove, +which he knew so well, and which was quite large enough for a +child of his age to slip through, and it was this which he had +counted upon doing. Slip through he did, as he had often done at +home for fun, and curled himself up there to see if he could +anyhow remain during many hours. He found that he could; air came +in through the brass fretwork of the stove; and with admirable +caution in such a little fellow he leaned out, drew the hay and +straw together, and rearranged the ropes, so that no one could +ever have dreamed a little mouse had been at them. Then he curled +himself up again, this time more like a dormouse than anything +else; and, being safe inside his dear Hirschvogel and intensely +cold, he went fast asleep, as if he were in his own bed at home +with Albrecht and Christof on either side of him. The train +lumbered on, stopping often and long, as the habit of goods trains +is, sweeping the snow away with its cow-switcher, and rumbling +through the deep heart of the mountains, with its lamps aglow like +the eyes of a dog in a night of frost. + +The train rolled on in its heavy, slow fashion, and the child +slept soundly for a long while. When he did awake, it was quite +dark outside in the land; he could not see, and of course he was +in absolute darkness; and for a while he was sorely frightened, +and trembled terribly, and sobbed in a quiet, heartbroken fashion, +thinking of them all at home. Poor Dorothea! how anxious she would +be! How she would run over the town and walk up to grandfather's +at Dorf Ampas, and perhaps even send over to Jenbach, thinking he +had taken refuge with Uncle Joachim! His conscience smote him for +the sorrow he must be even then causing to his gentle sister; but +it never occurred to him to try and go back. If he once were to +lose sight of Hirschvogel, how could he ever hope to find it +again? how could he ever know whither it had gone--north, south, +east, or west? The old neighbor had said that the world was small; +but August knew at least that it must have a great many places in +it: that he had seen himself on the maps on his schoolhouse walls. +Almost any other little boy would, I think, have been frightened +out of his wits at the position in which he found himself; but +August was brave, and he had a firm belief that God and +Hirschvogel would take care of him. The master-potter of Nurnberg +was always present to his mind, a kindly, benign, and gracious +spirit, dwelling manifestly in that porcelain tower whereof he had +been the maker. + +A droll fancy, you say? But every child with a soul in him has +quite as quaint fancies as this one was of August's. + +So he got over his terror and his sobbing both, though he was so +utterly in the dark. He did not feel cramped at all, because the +stove was so large, and air he had in plenty, as it came through +the fretwork running round the top. He was hungry again, and again +nibbled with prudence at his loaf and his sausage. He could not at +all tell the hour. Every time the train stopped and he heard the +banging, stamping, shouting, and jangling of chains that went on, +his heart seemed to jump up into his mouth. If they should find +him out! Sometimes porters came and took away this case and the +other, a sack here, a bale there, now a big bag, now a dead +chamois. Every time the men trampled near him, and swore at each +other, and banged this and that to and fro, he was so frightened +that his very breath seemed to stop. When they came to lift the +stove out, would they find him? and if they did find him, would +they kill him? That was what he kept thinking of all the way, all +through the dark hours, which seemed without end. The goods trains +are usually very slow, and are many days doing what a quick train +does in a few hours. This one was quicker than most, because it +was bearing goods to the King of Bavaria; still, it took all the +short winter's day and the long winter's night and half another +day to go over ground that the mail trains cover in a forenoon. It +passed great armored Kufstein standing across the beautiful and +solemn gorge, denying the right of way to all the foes of Austria. +It passed twelve hours later, after lying by in out-of-the-way +stations, pretty Rosenheim, that marks the border of Bavaria. And +here the Nurnberg stove, with August inside it, was lifted out +heedfully and set under a covered way. When it was lifted out, the +boy had hard work to keep in his screams; he was tossed to and fro +as the men lifted the huge thing, and the earthenware walls of his +beloved fire-king were not cushions of down. However, though they +swore and grumbled at the weight of it, they never suspected that +a living child was inside it, and they carried it out on to the +platform and set it down under the roof of the goods shed. There +it passed the rest of the night and all the next morning, and +August was all the while within it. + +The winds of early winter sweep bitterly over Rosenheim, and all +the vast Bavarian plain was one white sheet of snow. If there had +not been whole armies of men at work always clearing the iron +rails of the snow, no trains could ever have run at all. Happily +for August, the thick wrappings in which the stove was enveloped +and the stoutness of its own make screened him from the cold, of +which, else, he must have died--frozen. He had still some of his +loaf, and a little--a very little--of his sausage. What he did +begin to suffer from was thirst; and this frightened him almost +more than anything else, for Dorothea had read aloud to them one +night a story of the tortures some wrecked men had endured because +they could not find any water but the salt sea. It was many hours +since he had last taken a drink from the wooden spout of their old +pump, which brought them the sparkling, ice-cold water of the +hills. + +But, fortunately for him, the stove, having been marked and +registered as "fragile and valuable," was not treated quite like a +mere bale of goods, and the Rosenheim station-master, who knew its +consignees, resolved to send it on by a passenger train that would +leave there at daybreak. And when this train went out, in it, +among piles of luggage belonging to other travelers, to Vienna, +Prague, Buda-Pest, Salzburg, was August, still undiscovered, still +doubled up like a mole in the winter under the grass. Those words, +"fragile and valuable," had made the men lift Hirschvogel gently +and with care. He had begun to get used to his prison, and a +little used to the incessant pounding and jumbling and rattling +and shaking with which modern travel is always accompanied, though +modern invention does deem itself so mightily clever. All in the +dark he was, and he was terribly thirsty; but he kept feeling the +earthenware sides of the Nurnberg giant and saying, softly, "Take +care of me; oh, take care of me, dear Hirschvogel!" + +He did not say, "Take me back;" for, now that he was fairly out in +the world, he wished to see a little of it. He began to think that +they must have been all over the world in all this time that the +rolling and roaring and hissing and jangling had been about his +ears; shut up in the dark, he began to remember all the tales that +had been told in Yule round the fire at his grandfather's good +house at Dorf, of gnomes and elves and subterranean terrors, and +the Erl King riding on the black horse of night, and--and--and he +began to sob and to tremble again, and this time did scream +outright. But the steam was screaming itself so loudly that no +one, had there been any one nigh, would have heard him; and in +another minute or so the train stopped with a jar and a jerk, and +he in his cage could hear men crying aloud, "Munchen! Munchen!" + +Then he knew enough of geography to know that he was in the heart +of Bavaria. He had had an uncle killed in the Bayerischenwald by +the Bavarian forest guards, when in the excitement of hunting a +black bear he had overpassed the limits of the Tyrol frontier. + +That fate of his kinsman, a gallant young chamois hunter who had +taught him to handle a trigger and load a muzzle, made the very +name of Bavaria a terror to August. + +"It is Bavaria! It is Bavaria!" he sobbed to the stove; but the +stove said nothing to him; it had no fire in it. A stove can no +more speak without fire than a man can see without light. Give it +fire, and it will sing to you, tell tales to you, offer you in +return all the sympathy you ask. + +"It is Bavaria!" sobbed August; for it is always a name of dread +augury to the Tyroleans, by reason of those bitter struggles and +midnight shots and untimely deaths which come from those meetings +of jager and hunter in the Bayerischenwald. But the train stopped; +Munich was reached, and August, hot and cold by turns, and shaking +like a little aspen leaf, felt himself once more carried out on +the shoulders of men, rolled along on a truck, and finally set +down, where he knew not, only he knew he was thirsty--so thirsty! +If only he could have reached his hand out and scooped up a little +snow! + +He thought he had been moved on this truck many miles, but in +truth the stove had been only taken from the railway station to a +shop in the Marienplatz. Fortunately, the stove was always set +upright on its four gilded feet, an injunction to that effect +having been affixed to its written label, and on its gilded feet +it stood now in the small dark curiosity shop of one Hans Rhilfer. + +"I shall not unpack it till Anton comes," he heard a man's voice +say; and then he heard a key grate in a lock, and by the unbroken +stillness that ensued he concluded he was alone, and ventured to +peep through the straw and hay. What he saw was a small square +room filled with pots and pans, pictures, carvings, old blue jugs, +old steel armor, shields, daggers, Chinese idols, Vienna china, +Turkish rugs, and all the art lumber and fabricated rubbish of a +bric-a-brac dealer's. It seemed a wonderful place to him; but, oh! +was there one drop of water in it all? That was his single +thought; for his tongue was parching, and his throat felt on fire, +and his chest began to be dry and choked as with dust. + +There was not a drop of water, but there was a lattice window +grated, and beyond the window was a wide stone ledge covered with +snow. August cast one look at the locked door, darted out of his +hiding-place, ran and opened the window, crammed the snow into his +mouth again and again, and then flew back into the stove, drew the +hay and straw over the place he entered by, tied the cords, and +shut the brass door down on himself. He had brought some big +icicles in with him, and by them his thirst was finally, if only +temporarily, quenched. Then he sat still in the bottom of the +stove, listening intently, wide awake, and once more recovering +his natural boldness. + +The thought of Dorothea kept nipping his heart and his conscience +with a hard squeeze now and then; but he thought to himself, "If I +can take her back Hirschvogel, then how pleased she will be, and +how little 'Gilda will clap her hands!" He was not at all selfish +in his love for Hirschvogel: he wanted it for them all at home +quite as much as for himself. There was at the bottom of his mind +a kind of ache of shame that his father--his own father--should +have stripped their hearth and sold their honor thus. + +A robin had been perched upon a stone griffin sculptured on a +house eave near. August had felt for the crumbs of his loaf in his +pocket, and had thrown them to the little bird sitting so easily +on the frozen snow. + +In the darkness where he was he now heard a little song, made +faint by the stove-wall and the window glass that was between him +and it, but still distinct and exquisitely sweet. It was the +robin, singing after feeding on the crumbs. August, as he heard, +burst into tears. He thought of Dorothea, who every morning threw +out some grain or some bread on the snow before the church. "What +use is it going THERE," she said, "if we forget the sweetest +creatures God has made?" Poor Dorothea! Poor, good, tender, much- +burdened little soul! He thought of her till his tears ran like +rain. + +Yet it never once occurred to him to dream of going home. +Hirschvogel was here. + +Presently the key turned in the lock of the door, he heard heavy +footsteps and the voice of the man who had said to his father, +"You have a little mad dog; muzzle him!" The voice said, "Ay, ay, +you have called me a fool many times. Now you shall see what I +have gotten for two hundred dirty florins. Potztausend! never did +YOU do such a stroke of work." + +Then the other voice grumbled and swore, and the steps of the two +men approached more closely, and the heart of the child went pit- +a-pat, pit-a-pat, as a mouse's does when it is on the top of a +cheese and hears a housemaid's broom sweeping near. They began to +strip the stove of its wrappings: that he could tell by the noise +they made with the hay and the straw. Soon they had stripped it +wholly: that, too, he knew by the oaths and exclamations of wonder +and surprise and rapture which broke from the man who had not seen +it before. + +"A right royal thing! A wonderful and never-to-be-rivaled thing! +Grander than the great stove of Hohen-Salzburg! Sublime! +magnificent! matchless!" + +So the epithets ran on in thick guttural voices, diffusing a smell +of lager beer so strong as they spoke that it reached August +crouching in his stronghold. If they should open the door of the +stove! That was his frantic fear. If they should open it, it would +be all over with him. They would drag him out; most likely they +would kill him, he thought, as his mother's young brother had been +killed in the Wald. + +The perspiration rolled off his forehead in his agony; but he had +control enough over himself to keep quiet, and after standing by +the Nurnberg master's work for nigh an hour, praising, marveling, +expatiating in the lengthy German tongue, the men moved to a +little distance and began talking of sums of money and divided +profits, of which discourse he could make out no meaning. All he +could make out was that the name of the king--the king--the king +came over very often in their arguments. He fancied at times they +quarreled, for they swore lustily and their voices rose hoarse and +high; but after a while they seemed to pacify each other and agree +to something, and were in great glee, and so in these merry +spirits came and slapped the luminous sides of stately Hirschvogel, +and shouted to it:-- + +"Old Mumchance, you have brought us rare good luck! To think you +were smoking in a silly fool of a salt baker's kitchen all these +years!" + +Then inside the stove August jumped up, with flaming cheeks and +clinching hands, and was almost on the point of shouting out to +them that they were the thieves and should say no evil of his +father, when he remembered, just in time, that to breathe a word +or make a sound was to bring ruin on himself and sever him forever +from Hirschvogel. So he kept quite still, and the men barred the +shutters of the little lattice and went out by the door, double- +locking it after them. He had made out from their talk that they +were going to show Hirschvogel to some great person: therefore he +kept quite still and dared not move. + +Muffled sounds came to him through the shutters from the streets +below--the rolling of wheels, the clanging of church bells, and +bursts of that military music which is so seldom silent in the +streets of Munich. An hour perhaps passed by; sounds of steps on +the stairs kept him in perpetual apprehension. In the intensity of +his anxiety, he forgot that he was hungry and many miles away from +cheerful, Old World little Hall, lying by the clear gray river- +water, with the ramparts of the mountains all around. + +Presently the door opened again sharply. He could hear the two +dealers' voices murmuring unctuous words, in which "honor," +"gratitude," and many fine long noble titles played the chief +parts. The voice of another person, more clear and refined than +theirs, answered them curtly, and then, close by the Nurnberg +stove and the boy's ear, ejaculated a single "Wunderschon!" August +almost lost his terror for himself in his thrill of pride at his +beloved Hirschvogel being thus admired in the great city. He +thought the master-potter must be glad too. + +"Wunderschon!" ejaculated the stranger a second time, and then +examined the stove in all its parts, read all its mottoes, gazed +long on all its devices. + +"It must have been made for the Emperor Maximilian," he said at +last; and the poor little boy, meanwhile, within, was "hugged up +into nothing," as you children say, dreading that every moment he +would open the stove. And open it truly he did, and examined the +brass-work of the door; but inside it was so dark that crouching +August passed unnoticed, screwed up into a ball like a hedgehog as +he was. The gentleman shut to the door at length, without having +seen anything strange inside it; and then he talked long and low +with the tradesmen, and, as his accent was different from that +which August was used to, the child could distinguish little that +he said, except the name of the king and the word "gulden" again +and again. After a while he went away, one of the dealers +accompanying him, one of them lingering behind to bar up the +shutters. Then this one also withdrew again, double-locking the +door. + +The poor little hedgehog uncurled itself and dared to breathe +aloud. + +What time was it? + +Late in the day, he thought, for to accompany the stranger they +had lighted a lamp; he had heard the scratch of the match, and +through the brass fretwork had seen the lines of light. + +He would have to pass the night here, that was certain. He and +Hirschvogel were locked in, but at least they were together. If +only he could have had something to eat! He thought with a pang of +how at this hour at home they ate the sweet soup, sometimes with +apples in it from Aunt Maila's farm orchard, and sang together, +and listened to Dorothea's reading of little tales, and basked in +the glow and delight that had beamed on them from the great +Nurnberg fire-king. + +"Oh, poor, poor little 'Gilda! What is she doing without the dear +Hirschvogel?" he thought. Poor little 'Gilda! she had only now the +black iron stove of the ugly little kitchen. Oh, how cruel of +father! + +August could not bear to hear the dealers blame or laugh at his +father, but he did feel that it had been so, so cruel to sell +Hirschvogel. The mere memory of all those long winter evenings, +when they had all closed round it, and roasted chestnuts or crab +apples in it, and listened to the howling of the wind and the deep +sound of the church bells, and tried very much to make each other +believe that the wolves still came down from the mountains into +the streets of Hall, and were that very minute growling at the +house door--all this memory coming on him with the sound of the +city bells, and the knowledge that night drew near upon him so +completely, being added to his hunger and his fear, so overcame +him that he burst out crying for the fiftieth time since he had +been inside the stove, and felt that he would starve to death, and +wondered dreamily if Hirschvogel would care. Yes, he was sure +Hirschvogel would care. Had he not decked it all summer long with +alpine roses and edelweiss and heaths and made it sweet with thyme +and honeysuckle and great garden lilies? Had he ever forgotten +when Santa Claus came to make it its crown of holly and ivy and +wreathe it all around? + +"Oh, shelter me; save me; take care of me!" he prayed to the old +fire-king, and forgot, poor little man, that he had come on this +wild-goose chase northward to save and take care of Hirschvogel! + +After a time he dropped asleep, as children can do when they weep, +and little robust hill-born boys most surely do, be they where +they may. It was not very cold in this lumber-room; it was tightly +shut up, and very full of things, and at the back of it were the +hot pipes of an adjacent house, where a great deal of fuel was +burnt. Moreover, August's clothes were warm ones, and his blood +was young. So he was not cold, though Munich is terribly cold in +the nights of December; and he slept on and on--which was a +comfort to him, for he forgot his woes, and his perils, and his +hunger, for a time. + +Midnight was once more chiming from all the brazen tongues of the +city when he awoke, and, all being still around him, ventured to +put his head out of the brass door of the stove to see why such a +strange bright light was round him. + +It was a very strange and brilliant light indeed; and yet, what is +perhaps still stranger, it did not frighten or amaze him, nor did +what he saw alarm him either, and yet I think it would have done +you or me. For what he saw was nothing less than all the bric-a- +brac in motion. + +A big jug, an Apostel-Krug, of Kruessen, was solemnly dancing a +minuet with a plump Faenza jar; a tall Dutch clock was going +through a gavotte with a spindle-legged ancient chair; a very +droll porcelain figure of Littenhausen was bowing to a very stiff +soldier in terre cuite of Ulm; an old violin of Cremona was +playing itself, and a queer little shrill plaintive music that +thought itself merry came from a painted spinnet covered with +faded roses; some gilt Spanish leather had got up on the wall and +laughed; a Dresden mirror was tripping about, crowned with +flowers, and a Japanese bonze was riding along on a griffin; a +slim Venetian rapier had come to blows with a stout Ferrara sabre, +all about a little pale-faced chit of a damsel in white +Nymphenburg china; and a portly Franconian pitcher in gres gris +was calling aloud, "Oh, these Italians! always at feud!" But +nobody listened to him at all. A great number of little Dresden +cups and saucers were all skipping and waltzing; the teapots, with +their broad round faces, were spinning their own lids like +teetotums; the high-backed gilded chairs were having a game of +cards together; and a little Saxe poodle, with a blue ribbon at +its throat, was running from one to another, whilst a yellow cat +of Cornelis Lachtleven's rode about on a Delft horse in blue +pottery of 1489. Meanwhile the brilliant light shed on the scene +came from three silver candelabra, though they had no candles set +up in them; and, what is the greatest miracle of all, August +looked on at these mad freaks and felt no sensation of wonder! He +only, as he heard the violin and the spinnet playing, felt an +irresistible desire to dance too. No doubt his face said what he +wished; for a lovely little lady, all in pink and gold and white, +with powdered hair, and high-heeled shoes, and all made of the +very finest and fairest Meissen china, tripped up to him, and +smiled, and gave him her hand, and led him out to a minuet. And he +danced it perfectly--poor little August in his thick, clumsy +shoes, and his thick, clumsy sheepskin jacket, and his rough +homespun linen, and his broad Tyrolean hat! He must have danced it +perfectly, this dance of kings and queens in days when crowns were +duly honored, for the lovely lady always smiled benignly and never +scolded him at all, and danced so divinely herself to the stately +measures the spinnet was playing that August could not take his +eyes off her till, their minuet ended, she sat down on her own +white-and-gold bracket. + +"I am the Princess of Saxe-Royale," she said to him, with a +benignant smile; "and you have got through that minuet very +fairly." + +Then he ventured to say to her:-- + +"Madame my princess, could you tell me kindly why some of the +figures and furniture dance and speak, and some lie up in a corner +like lumber? It does make me curious. Is it rude to ask?" + +For it greatly puzzled him why, when some of the bric-a-brac was +all full of life and motion, some was quite still and had not a +single thrill in it. + +"My dear child," said the powdered lady, "is it possible that you +do not know the reason? Why, those silent, dull things are +IMITATION!" + +This she said with so much decision that she evidently considered +it a condensed but complete answer. + +"Imitation?" repeated August, timidly, not understanding. + +"Of course! Lies, falsehoods, fabrications!" said the princess in +pink shoes, very vivaciously. "They only PRETEND to be what we +ARE! They never wake up: how can they? No imitation ever had any +soul in it yet." + +"Oh!" said August, humbly, not even sure that he understood +entirely yet. He looked at Hirschvogel: surely it had a royal soul +within it: would it not wake up and speak? Oh, dear! how he longed +to hear the voice of his fire-king! And he began to forget that he +stood by a lady who sat upon a pedestal of gold-and-white china, +with the year 1746 cut on it, and the Meissen mark. + +"What will you be when you are a man?" said the little lady, +sharply, for her black eyes were quick though her red lips were +smiling. "Will you work for the Konigliche Porcellan-Manufactur, +like my great dead Kandler?" + +"I have never thought," said August, stammering; "at least--that +is--I do wish--I do hope to be a painter, as was Master Augustin +Hirschvogel at Nurnberg." + +"Bravo!" said all the real bric-a-brac in one breath, and the two +Italian rapiers left off fighting to cry, "Begone!" For there is +not a bit of true bric-a-brac in all Europe that does not know the +names of the mighty masters. + +August felt quite pleased to have won so much applause, and grew +as red as the lady's shoes with bashful contentment. + +"I knew all the Hirschvogels, from old Veit downwards," said a fat +gres de Flandre beer jug; "I myself was made at Nurnberg." And he +bowed to the great stove very politely, taking off his own silver +hat--I mean lid--with a courtly sweep that he could scarcely have +learned from burgomasters. The stove, however, was silent, and a +sickening suspicion (for what is such heartbreak as a suspicion of +what we love?) came through the mind of August: WAS HIRSCHVOGEL +ONLY IMITATION? + +"No, no, no, no!" he said to himself stoutly; though Hirschvogel +never stirred, never spoke, yet would he keep all faith in it! +After all their happy years together, after all the nights of +warmth and joy he owed it, should he doubt his own friend and +hero, whose gilt lion's feet he had kissed in his babyhood? "No, +no, no, no!" he said again, with so much emphasis that the Lady of +Meissen looked sharply again at him. + +"No," she said, with pretty disdain; "no, believe me, they may +'pretend' forever. They can never look like us! They imitate even +our marks, but never can they look like the real thing, never can +they chassent de race." + +"How should they?" said a bronze statuette of Vischer's. "They +daub themselves green with verdigris, or sit out in the rain to +get rusted; but green and rust are not patina; only the ages can +give that!" + +"And MY imitations are all in primary colors, staring colors, hot +as the colors of a hostelry's signboard!" said the Lady of +Meissen, with a shiver. + +"Well, there is a gres de Flandre over there, who pretends to be a +Hans Kraut, as I am," said the jug with the silver hat, pointing +with his handle to a jug that lay prone on its side in a corner. +"He has copied me as exactly as it is given to moderns to copy us. +Almost he might be mistaken for me. But yet what a difference +there is! How crude are his blues! how evidently done over the +glaze are his black letters! He has tried to give himself my very +twist; but what a lamentable exaggeration of that playful +deviation in my lines which in his becomes actual deformity!" + +"And look at that," said the gilt Cordovan leather, with a +contemptuous glance at a broad piece of gilded leather spread out +on a table. "They will sell him cheek by jowl with me, and give +him my name; but look! _I_ am overlaid with pure gold beaten thin +as a film and laid on me in absolute honesty by worthy Diego de +las Gorgias, worker in leather of lovely Cordova in the blessed +reign of Ferdinand the Most Christian. HIS gilding is one part +gold to eleven other parts of brass and rubbish, and it has been +laid on him with a brush--A BRUSH!--pah! of course he will be as +black as a crock in a few years' time, whilst I am as bright as +when I first was made, and, unless I am burnt as my Cordova burnt +its heretics, I shall shine on forever." + +"They carve pear wood because it is so soft, and dye it brown, and +call it ME!" said an old oak cabinet, with a chuckle. + +"That is not so painful; it does not vulgarize you so much as the +cups they paint to-day and christen after ME!" said a Carl Theodor +cup subdued in hue, yet gorgeous as a jewel. + +"Nothing can be so annoying as to see common gimcracks aping ME!" +interposed the princess in the pink shoes. + +"They even steal my motto, though it is Scripture," said a +Trauerkrug of Regensburg in black-and-white. + +"And my own dots they put on plain English china creatures!" +sighed the little white maid of Nymphenburg. + +"And they sell hundreds and thousands of common china plates, +calling them after me, and baking my saints and my legends in a +muffle of to-day; it is blasphemy!" said a stout plate of Gubbio, +which in its year of birth had seen the face of Maestro Giorgio. + +"That is what is so terrible in these bric-a-brac places," said +the princess of Meissen. "It brings one in contact with such low, +imitative creatures; one really is safe nowhere nowadays unless +under glass at the Louvre or South Kensington." + +"And they get even there," sighed the gres de Flandre. "A terrible +thing happened to a dear friend of mine, a terre cuite of Blasius +(you know the terres cuites of Blasius date from 1560). Well, he +was put under glass in a museum that shall be nameless, and he +found himself set next to his own imitation born and baked +yesterday at Frankfort, and what think you the miserable creature +said to him, with a grin? 'Old Pipeclay,'--that is what he called +my friend,--'the fellow that bought ME got just as much commission +on me as the fellow that bought YOU, and that was all that HE +thought about. You know it is only the public money that goes!' +And the horrid creature grinned again till he actually cracked +himself. There is a Providence above all things, even museums." + +"Providence might have interfered before, and saved the public +money," said the little Meissen lady with the pink shoes. + +"After all, does it matter?" said a Dutch jar of Haarlem. "All the +shamming in the world will not MAKE them us!" + +"One does not like to be vulgarized," said the Lady of Meissen, +angrily. + +"My maker, the Krabbetje,[Footnote: Jan Asselyn. called Krabbetje, +the Little Crab, born 1610, master-potter of Delft and Haarlem] +did not trouble his head about that," said the Haarlem jar, +proudly. "The Krabbetje made me for the kitchen, the bright, +clean, snow-white Dutch kitchen, well-nigh three centuries ago, +and now I am thought worthy the palace; yet I wish I were at home; +yes, I wish I could see the good Dutch vrouw, and the shining +canals, and the great green meadows dotted with the kine." + +"Ah! if we could all go back to our makers!" sighed the Gubbio +plate, thinking of Giorgio Andreoli and the glad and gracious days +of the Renaissance: and somehow the words touched the frolicsome +souls of the dancing jars, the spinning teapots, the chairs that +were playing cards; and the violin stopped its merry music with a +sob, and the spinnet sighed, thinking of dead hands. + +Even the little Saxe poodle howled for a master forever lost; and +only the swords went on quarreling, and made such a clattering +noise that the Japanese bonze rode at them on his monster and +knocked them both right over, and they lay straight and still, +looking foolish, and the little Nymphenburg maid, though she was +crying, smiled and almost laughed. + +Then from where the great stove stood there came a solemn voice. + +All eyes turned upon Hirschvogel, and the heart of its little +human comrade gave a great jump of joy. + +"My friends," said that clear voice from the turret of Nurnberg +faience, "I have listened to all you have said. There is too much +talking among the Mortalities whom one of themselves has called +the Windbags. Let not us be like them. I hear among men so much +vain speech, so much precious breath and precious time wasted in +empty boasts, foolish anger, useless reiteration, blatant +argument, ignoble mouthings, that I have learned to deem speech a +curse, laid on man to weaken and envenom all his under-takings. +For over two hundred years I have never spoken myself: you, I +hear, are not so reticent. I only speak now because one of you +said a beautiful thing that touched me. If we all might but go +back to our makers! Ah, yes! if we might! We were made in days +when even men were true creatures, and so we, the work of their +hands, were true too. We, the begotten of ancient days, derive all +the value in us from the fact that our makers wrought at us with +zeal, with piety, with integrity, with faith,--not to win fortunes +or to glut a market, but to do nobly an honest thing and create +for the honor of the Arts and God. I see amidst you a little human +thing who loves me, and in his own ignorant childish way loves +Art. Now, I want him forever to remember this night and these +words; to remember that we are what we are, and precious in the +eyes of the world, because centuries ago those who were of single +mind and of pure hand so created us, scorning sham and haste and +counterfeit. Well do I recollect my master, Augustin Hirschvogel. +He led a wise and blameless life, and wrought in loyalty and love, +and made his time beautiful thereby, like one of his own rich, +many-colored church casements, that told holy tales as the sun +streamed through them. Ah, yes, my friends, to go back to our +masters!--that would be the best that could befall us. But they +are gone, and even the perishable labors of their lives outlive +them. For many, many years I, once honored of emperors, dwelt in a +humble house and warmed in successive winters three generations of +little, cold, hungry children. When I warmed them they forgot that +they were hungry; they laughed and told tales, and slept at last +about my feet. Then I knew that humble as had become my lot it was +one that my master would have wished for me, and I was content. +Sometimes a tired woman would creep up to me, and smile because +she was near me, and point out my golden crown or my ruddy fruit +to a baby in her arms. That was better than to stand in a great +hall of a great city, cold and empty, even though wise men came to +gaze and throngs of fools gaped, passing with flattering words. +Where I go now I know not; but since I go from that humble house +where they loved me, I shall be sad and alone. They pass so soon-- +those fleeting mortal lives! Only we endure--we, the things that +the human brain creates. We can but bless them a little as they +glide by: if we have done that, we have done what our masters +wished. So in us our masters, being dead, yet may speak and live." + +Then the voice sank away in silence, and a strange golden light +that had shone on the great stove faded away; so also the light +died down in the silver candelabra. A soft, pathetic melody stole +gently through the room. It came from the old, old spinnet that +was covered with the faded roses. + +Then that sad, sighing music of a bygone day died too; the clocks +of the city struck six of the morning; day was rising over the +Bayerischenwald. August awoke with a great start, and found +himself lying on the bare bricks of the floor of the chamber, and +all the bric-a-brac was lying quite still all around. The pretty +Lady of Meissen was motionless on her porcelain bracket, and the +little Saxe poodle was quiet at her side. + +He rose slowly to his feet. He was very cold, but he was not +sensible of it or of the hunger that was gnawing his little empty +entrails. He was absorbed in the wondrous sight, in the wondrous +sounds, that he had seen and heard. + +All was dark around him. Was it still midnight or had morning +come? Morning, surely; for against the barred shutters he heard +the tiny song of the robin. + +Tramp, tramp, too, came a heavy step up the stair. He had but a +moment in which to scramble back into the interior of the great +stove, when the door opened and the two dealers entered, bringing +burning candles with them to see their way. + +August was scarcely conscious of danger more than he was of cold +or hunger. A marvelous sense of courage, of security, of +happiness, was about him, like strong and gentle arms enfolding +him and lifting him upwards--upwards--upwards! Hirschvogel would +defend him. + +The dealers undid the shutters, scaring the redbreast away, and +then tramped about in their heavy boots and chattered in contented +voices, and began to wrap up the stove once more in all its straw +and hay and cordage. + +It never once occurred to them to glance inside. Why should they +look inside a stove that they had bought and were about to sell +again for all its glorious beauty of exterior? + +The child still did not feel afraid. A great exaltation had come +to him: he was like one lifted up by his angels. + +Presently the two traders called up their porters, and the stove, +heedfully swathed and wrapped and tended as though it were some +sick prince going on a journey, was borne on the shoulders of six +stout Bavarians down the stairs and out of the door into the +Marienplatz. Even behind all those wrappings August felt the icy +bite of the intense cold of the outer air at dawn of a winter's +day in Munich. The men moved the stove with exceeding gentleness +and care, so that he had often been far more roughly shaken in his +big brothers' arms than he was in his journey now; and though both +hunger and thirst made themselves felt, being foes that will take +no denial, he was still in that state of nervous exaltation which +deadens all physical suffering and is at once a cordial and an +opiate. He had heard Hirschvogel speak; that was enough. + +The stout carriers tramped through the city, six of them, with the +Nurnberg fire-castle on their brawny shoulders, and went right +across Munich to the railway station, and August in the dark +recognized all the ugly, jangling, pounding, roaring, hissing +railway noises, and thought, despite his courage and excitement, +"Will it be a VERY long journey?" for his stomach had at times an +odd sinking sensation, and his head sadly often felt light and +swimming. If it was a very, very long journey, he felt half afraid +that he would be dead or something bad before the end, and +Hirschvogel would be so lonely: that was what he thought most +about; not much about himself, and not much about Dorothea and the +house at home. He was "high strung to high emprise," and could not +look behind him. + +Whether for a long or a short journey, whether for weal or woe, +the stove with August still within it was once more hoisted up +into a great van; but this time it was not all alone, and the two +dealers as well as the six porters were all with it. + +He in his darkness knew that; for he heard their voices. The train +glided away over the Bavarian plain southward; and he heard the +men say something of Berg and the Wurm-See, but their German was +strange to him, and he could not make out what these names meant. + +The train rolled on, with all its fume and fuss, and roar of +steam, and stench of oil and burning coal. It had to go quietly +and slowly on account of the snow which was falling, and which had +fallen all night. + +"He might have waited till he came to the city," grumbled one man +to another. "What weather to stay on at Berg!" + +But who he was that stayed on at Berg, August could not make out +at all. + +Though the men grumbled about the state of the roads and the +season, they were hilarious and well content, for they laughed +often, and, when they swore, did so good-humoredly, and promised +their porters fine presents at New Year; and August, like a shrewd +little boy as he was, who even in the secluded Innthal had learned +that money is the chief mover of men's mirth, thought to himself +with a terrible pang:-- + +"They have sold Hirschvogel for some great sum! They have sold him +already!" + +Then his heart grew faint and sick within him, for he knew very +well that he must soon die, shut up without food and water thus; +and what new owner of the great fire-palace would ever permit him +to dwell in it? + +"Never mind; I WILL die," thought he; "and Hirschvogel will know +it." + +Perhaps you think him a very foolish little fellow; but I do not. + +It is always good to be loyal and ready to endure to the end. +It is but an hour and a quarter that the train usually takes to +pass from Munich to the Wurm-See or Lake of Starnberg; but this +morning the journey was much slower, because the way was +encumbered by snow. When it did reach Possenhofen and stop, and +the Nurnberg stove was lifted out once more, August could see +through the fretwork of the brass door, as the stove stood upright +facing the lake, that this Wurm-See was a calm and noble piece of +water, of great width, with low wooded banks and distant +mountains, a peaceful, serene place, full of rest. + +It was now near ten o'clock. The sun had come forth; there was a +clear gray sky hereabouts; the snow was not falling, though it lay +white and smooth everywhere, down to the edge of the water, which +before long would itself be ice. + +Before he had time to get more than a glimpse of the green gliding +surface, the stove was again lifted up and placed on a large boat +that was in waiting--one of those very long and huge boats which +the women in these parts use as laundries, and the men as timber +rafts. The stove, with much labor and much expenditure of time and +care, was hoisted into this, and August would have grown sick and +giddy with the heaving and falling if his big brothers had not +long used him to such tossing about, so that he was as much at +ease head, as feet, downward. The stove once in it safely with its +guardians, the big boat moved across the lake to Leoni. How a +little hamlet on a Bavarian lake got that Tuscan-sounding name I +cannot tell; but Leoni it is. The big boat was a long time +crossing; the lake here is about three miles broad, and these +heavy barges are unwieldy and heavy to move, even though they are +towed and tugged at from the shore. + +"If we should be too late!" the two dealers muttered to each +other, in agitation and alarm. "He said eleven o'clock." + +"Who was he?" thought August; "the buyer, of course, of +Hirschvogel." The slow passage across the Wurm-See was +accomplished at length; the lake was placid; there was a sweet +calm in the air and on the water; there was a great deal of snow +in the sky, though the sun was shining and gave a solemn hush to +the atmosphere. Boats and one little steamer were going up and +down; in the clear frosty light the distant mountains of +Zillerthal and the Algau Alps were visible; market people, cloaked +and furred, went by on the water or on the banks; the deep woods +of the shores were black and gray and brown. Poor August could see +nothing of a scene that would have delighted him; as the stove was +now set, he could only see the old worm-eaten wood of the huge +barge. + +Presently they touched the pier at Leoni. + +"Now, men, for a stout mile and half! You shall drink your reward +at Christmas-time," said one of the dealers to his porters, who, +stout, strong men as they were, showed a disposition to grumble at +their task. Encouraged by large promises, they shouldered sullenly +the Nurnberg stove, grumbling again at its preposterous weight, +but little dreaming that they carried within it a small, panting, +trembling boy; for August began to tremble now that he was about +to see the future owner of Hirschvogel. + +"If he look a good, kind man," he thought, "I will beg him to let +me stay with it." + +The porters began their toilsome journey, and moved off from the +village pier. He could see nothing, for the brass door was over +his head, and all that gleamed through it was the clear gray sky. +He had been tilted on to his back, and if he had not been a little +mountaineer, used to hanging head downwards over crevasses, and, +moreover, seasoned to rough treatment by the hunters and guides of +the hills and the salt-workers in the town, he would have been +made ill and sick by the bruising and shaking and many changes of +position to which he had been subjected. + +The way the men took was a mile and a half in length, but the road +was heavy with snow, and the burden they bore was heavier still. +The dealers cheered them on, swore at them and praised them in one +breath; besought them and reiterated their splendid promises, for +a clock was striking eleven, and they had been ordered to reach +their destination at that hour, and, though the air was so cold, +the heat-drops rolled off their foreheads as they walked, they +were so frightened at being late. But the porters would not budge +a foot quicker than they chose, and as they were not poor +fourfooted carriers their employers dared not thrash them, though +most willingly would they have done so. + +The road seemed terribly long to the anxious tradesmen, to the +plodding porters, to the poor little man inside the stove, as he +kept sinking and rising, sinking and rising, with each of their +steps. + +Where they were going he had no idea, only after a very long time +he lost the sense of the fresh icy wind blowing on his face +through the brasswork above, and felt by their movements beneath +him that they were mounting steps or stairs. Then he heard a great +many different voices, but he could not understand what was being +said. He felt that his bearers paused some time, then moved on and +on again. Their feet went so softly he thought they must be moving +on carpet, and as he felt a warm air come to him he concluded that +he was in some heated chambers, for he was a clever little fellow, +and could put two and two together, though he was so hungry and so +thirsty and his empty stomach felt so strangely. They must have +gone, he thought, through some very great number of rooms, for +they walked so long on and on, on and on. At last the stove was +set down again, and, happily for him, set so that his feet were +downward. + +What he fancied was that he was in some museum, like that which he +had seen in the city of Innspruck. + +The voices he heard were very hushed, and the steps seemed to go +away, far away, leaving him alone with Hirschvogel. He dared not +look out, but he peeped through the brasswork, and all he could +see was a big carved lion's head in ivory, with a gold crown atop. +It belonged to a velvet fauteuil, but he could not see the chair, +only the ivory lion. + +There was a delicious fragrance in the air--a fragrance as of +flowers. "Only how can it be flowers?" thought August. "It is +November!" + +From afar off, as it seemed, there came a dreamy, exquisite music, +as sweet as the spinnet's had been, but so much fuller, so much +richer, seeming as though a chorus of angels were singing all +together. August ceased to think of the museum: he thought of +heaven. "Are we gone to the Master?" he thought, remembering the +words of Hirschvogel. + +All was so still around him; there was no sound anywhere except +the sound of the far-off choral music. + +He did not know it, but he was in the royal castle of Berg, and +the music he heard was the music of Wagner, who was playing in a +distant room some of the motives of "Parsival." + +Presently he heard a fresh step near him, and he heard a low voice +say, close behind him, "So!" An exclamation no doubt, he thought, +of admiration and wonder at the beauty of Hirschvogel. + +Then the same voice said, after a long pause, during which no +doubt, as August thought, this newcomer was examining all the +details of the wondrous fire-tower, "It was well bought; it is +exceedingly beautiful! It is most undoubtedly the work of Augustin +Hirschvogel." + +Then the hand of the speaker turned the round handle of the brass +door, and the fainting soul of the poor little prisoner within +grew sick with fear. + +The handle turned, the door was slowly drawn open, some one bent +down and looked in, and the same voice that he had heard in praise +of its beauty called aloud, in surprise: "What is this in it? A +live child!" + +Then August, terrified beyond all self-control, and dominated by +one master-passion, sprang out of the body of the stove and fell +at the feet of the speaker. + +"Oh, let me stay! Pray, meinherr, let me stay!" he sobbed. "I have +come all the way with Hirschvogel!" + +Some gentlemen's hands seized him, not gently by any means, and +their lips angrily muttered in his ear, "Little knave, peace! be +quiet! hold your tongue! It is the king!" + +They were about to drag him out of the august atmosphere as if he +had been some venomous, dangerous beast come there to slay, but +the voice he had heard speak of the stove said, in kind accents, +"Poor little child! he is very young. Let him go: let him speak to +me." + +The word of a king is law to his courtiers: so, sorely against +their wish, the angry and astonished chamberlains let August slide +out of their grasp, and he stood there in his little rough +sheepskin coat and his thick, mud-covered boots, with his curling +hair all in a tangle, in the midst of the most beautiful chamber +he had ever dreamed of, and in the presence of a young man with a +beautiful dark face, and eyes full of dreams and fire; and the +young man said to him:-- + +"My child, how came you here, hidden in this stove? Be not afraid: +tell me the truth. I am the king." + +August, in an instinct of homage, cast his great battered black +hat with the tarnished gold tassels down on the floor of the room, +and folded his little brown hands in supplication. He was too +intensely in earnest to be in any way abashed; he was too lifted +out of himself by his love for Hirschvogel to be conscious of any +awe before any earthly majesty. He was only so glad--so glad it +was the king. Kings were always kind; so the Tyrolese think, who +love their lords. + +"Oh, dear king!" he said, with trembling entreaty in his faint +little voice, "Hirschvogel was ours, and we have loved it all our +lives; and father sold it. And when I saw that it did really go +from us, then I said to myself I would go with it; and I have come +all the way inside it. And last night it spoke and said beautiful +things. + +"And I do pray you to let me live with it, and I will go out every +morning and cut wood for it and you, if only you will let me stay +beside it. No one ever has fed it with fuel but me since I grew +big enough, and it loves me,--it does indeed; it said so last +night; and it said that it had been happier with us than if it +were in any palace--" + +And then his breath failed him, and, as he lifted his little, +eager, pale face to the young king's, great tears were falling +down his cheeks. + +Now, the king liked all poetic and uncommon things, and there was +that in the child's face which pleased and touched him. He +motioned to his gentlemen to leave the little boy alone. + +"What is your name?" he asked him. + +"I am August Strehla. My father is Hans Strehla. We live in Hall, +in the Innthal; and Hirschvogel has been ours so long--so long!" + +His lips quivered with a broken sob. + +"And have you truly traveled inside this stove all the way from +Tyrol?" + +"Yes," said August; "no one thought to look inside till you did." + +The king laughed; then another view of the matter occurred to him. + +"Who bought the stove of your father?" he inquired. + +"Traders of Munich," said August, who did not know that he ought +not to have spoken to the king as to a simple citizen, and whose +little brain was whirling and spinning dizzily round its one +central idea. + +"What sum did they pay your father, do you know?" asked the +sovereign. + +"Two hundred florins," said August, with a great sigh of shame. +"It was so much money, and he is so poor, and there are so many of +us." + +The king turned to his gentlemen-in-waiting. "Did these dealers of +Munich come with the stove?" + +He was answered in the affirmative. He desired them to be sought +for and brought before him. As one of his chamberlains hastened on +the errand, the monarch looked at August with compassion. + +"You are very pale, little fellow; when did you eat last?" + +"I had some bread and sausage with me; yesterday afternoon I +finished it." + +"You would like to eat now?" + +"If I might have a little water I would be glad; my throat is very +dry." + +The king had water and wine brought for him, and cake also; but +August, though he drank eagerly, could not swallow anything. His +mind was in too great a tumult. + +"May I stay with Hirschvogel?--may I stay?" he said, with feverish +agitation. + +"Wait a little," said the king, and asked abruptly, "What do you +wish to be when you are a man?" + +"A painter. I wish to be what Hirschvogel was--I mean the master +that made MY Hirschvogel." + +"I understand," said the king. + +Then the two dealers were brought into their sovereign's presence. +They were so terribly alarmed, not being either so innocent or so +ignorant as August was, that they were trembling as though they +were being led to the slaughter, and they were so utterly +astonished too at a child having come all the way from Tyrol in +the stove, as a gentleman of the court had just told them this +child had done, that they could not tell what to say or where to +look, and presented a very foolish aspect indeed. + +"Did you buy this Nurnberg stove of this boy's father for two +hundred florins?" the king asked them; and his voice was no longer +soft and kind as it had been when addressing the child, but very +stern. + +"Yes, your majesty," murmured the trembling traders. + +"And how much did the gentleman who purchased it for me give to +you?" + +"Two thousand ducats, your majesty," muttered the dealers, +frightened out of their wits, and telling the truth in their +fright. + +The gentleman was not present: he was a trusted counselor in art +matters of the king's, and often made purchases for him. + +The king smiled a little, and said nothing. The gentleman had made +out the price to him as eleven thousand ducats. + +"You will give at once to this boy's father the two thousand gold +ducats that you received, less the two hundred Austrian florins +that you paid him," said the king to his humiliated and abject +subjects. "You are great rogues. Be thankful you are not more +greatly punished." + +He dismissed them by a sign to his courtiers, and to one of these +gave the mission of making the dealers of the Marienplatz disgorge +their ill-gotten gains. + +August heard, and felt dazzled yet miserable. Two thousand gold +Bavarian ducats for his father! Why, his father would never need +to go any more to the salt-baking! And yet whether for ducats or +for florins, Hirschvogel was sold just the same, and would the +king let him stay with it?--would he? + +"Oh, do! oh, please do!" he murmured, joining his little brown +weather-stained hands, and kneeling down before the young monarch, +who himself stood absorbed in painful thought, for the deception +so basely practised for the greedy sake of gain on him by a +trusted counselor was bitter to him. + +He looked down on the child, and as he did so smiled once more. + +"Rise up, my little man," he said, in a kind voice; "kneel only to +your God. Will I let you stay with your Hirschvogel? Yes, I will; +you shall stay at my court, and you shall be taught to be a +painter,--in oils or on porcelain as you will,--and you must grow +up worthily, and win all the laurels at our Schools of Art, and if +when you are twenty-one years old you have done well and bravely, +then I will give you your Nurnberg stove, or, if I am no more +living, then those who reign after me shall do so. And now go away +with this gentleman, and be not afraid, and you shall light a fire +every morning in Hirschvogel, but you will not need to go out and +cut the wood." + +Then he smiled and stretched out his hand; the courtiers tried to +make August understand that he ought to bow and touch it with his +lips, but August could not understand that anyhow; he was too +happy. He threw his two arms about the king's knees, and kissed +his feet passionately; then he lost all sense of where he was, and +fainted away from hunger, and tire, and emotion, and wondrous joy. + +As the darkness of his swoon closed in on him, he heard in his +fancy the voice from Hirschvogel saying:-- + +"Let us be worthy our maker!" + +He is only a scholar yet, but he is a happy scholar, and promises +to be a great man. Sometimes he goes back for a few days to Hall, +where the gold ducats have made his father prosperous. In the old +house room there is a large white porcelain stove of Munich, the +king's gift to Dorothea and 'Gilda. + +And August never goes home without going into the great church and +saying his thanks to God, who blessed his strange winter's journey +in the Nurnberg stove. As for his dream in the dealers' room that +night, he will never admit that he did dream it; he still declares +that he saw it all, and heard the voice of Hirschvogel. And who +shall say that he did not? for what is the gift of the poet and +the artist except to see the sights which others cannot see and to +hear the sounds that others cannot hear? + + + + +THE AMBITIOUS ROSE TREE + + + + +She was a Quatre Saison Rose Tree. + +She lived in a beautiful old garden with some charming magnolias +for neighbors: they rather overshadowed her, certainly, because +they were so very great and grand; but then such shadow as that is +preferable, as every one knows, to a mere vulgar enjoyment of +common daylight, and then the beetles went most to the magnolia- +blossoms, for being so great and grand of course they got very +much preyed upon, and this was a vast gain for the rose that was +near them. She herself leaned against the wall of an orange-house, +in company with a Banksia, a buoyant, active, simple-minded thing, +for whom Rosa Damascena, who thought herself much better born than +these climbers, had a natural contempt. Banksiae will flourish and +be content anywhere, they are such easily pleased creatures; and +when you cut them they thrive on it, which shows a very plebeian +and pachydermatous temper; and they laugh all over in the face of +an April day, shaking their little golden clusters of blossom in +such a merry way that the Rose Tree, who was herself very reserved +and thorny, had really scruples about speaking to them. + +For she was by nature extremely proud,--much prouder than her +lineage warranted,--and a hard fate had fixed her to the wall of +an orangery, where hardly anybody ever came, except the gardener +and his men to carry the oranges in in winter and out in spring, +or water and tend them while they were housed there. + +She was a handsome rose, and she knew it. But the garden was so +crowded--like the world--that she could not get herself noticed in +it. In vain was she radiant and red close on to Christmas-time as +in the fullest heats of midsummer. Nobody thought about her or +praised her. She pined and was very unhappy. + +The Banksiae, who are little, frank, honest-hearted creatures, and +say out what they think, as such plebeian people will, used to +tell her roundly she was thankless for the supreme excellence of +her lot. + +"You have everything the soul of a rose can wish for: a splendid +old wall with no nasty chinks in it; a careful gardener, who nips +all the larvae in the bud before they can do you any damage; sun, +water, care; above all, nobody ever cuts a single blossom off you! +What more can you wish for? This orangery is paradise!" + +She did not answer. + +What wounded her pride so deeply was just this fact, that they +never DID cut off any of her blossoms. When day after day, year +after year, she crowned herself with her rich crimson glory and no +one ever came nigh to behold or to gather it, she could have died +with vexation and humiliation. + +Would nobody see she was worth anything? + +The truth was that in this garden there was such an abundance of +very rare roses that a common though beautiful one like Rosa +Damascena remained unthought of; she was lovely, but then there +were so many lovelier still, or, at least, much more a la mode. + +In the secluded garden corner she suffered all the agonies of a +pretty woman in the great world, who is only a pretty woman, and +no more. It needs so VERY much more to be "somebody." To be +somebody was what Rosa Damascena sighed for, from rosy dawn to +rosier sunset. + +From her wall she could see across the green lawns, the great +parterre which spread before the house terrace, and all the great +roses that bloomed there,--Her Majesty Gloire de Dijon, who was a +reigning sovereign born, the royally born Niphetos, the Princesse +Adelaide, the Comtesse Ouvaroff, the Vicomtesse de Cazes all in +gold, Madame de Sombreuil in snowy white, the beautiful Louise de +Savoie, the exquisite Duchess of Devoniensis,--all the roses that +were great ladies in their own right, and as far off her as were +the stars that hung in heaven. Rosa Damascena would have given all +her brilliant carnation hues to be pale and yellow like the +Princesse Adelaide, or delicately colorless like Her Grace of +Devoniensis. + +She tried all she could to lose her own warm blushes, and prayed +that bees might sting her and so change her hues; but the bees +were of low taste, and kept their pearl-powder and rouge and other +pigments for the use of common flowers, like the evening primrose +or the butter-cup and borage, and never came near to do her any +good in arts of toilet. + +One day the gardener approached and stood and looked at her: then +all at once she felt a sharp stab in her from his knife, and a +vivid pain ran downward through her stem. + +She did not know it, but gardeners and gods "this way grant +prayer." + +"Has not something happened to me?" she asked of the little +Banksiae; for she felt very odd all over her; and when you are +unwell you cannot be very haughty. + +The saucy Banksiae laughed, running over their wires that they +cling to like little children. + +"You have got your wish," they said. "You are going to be a great +lady; they have made you into a Rosa Indica!" + +A tea rose! Was it possible? + +Was she going to belong at last to that grand and graceful order, +which she had envied so long and vainly from afar? + +Was she, indeed, no more mere simple Rosa Damascena? She felt so +happy she could hardly breathe. She thought it was her happiness +that stifled her; in real matter of fact it was the tight bands in +which the gardener had bound her. + +"Oh, what joy!" she thought, though she still felt very +uncomfortable, but not for the world would she ever have admitted +it to the Banksiae. + +The gardener had tied a tin tube on to her, and it was heavy and +cumbersome; but no doubt, she said to herself, the thing was +fashionable, so she bore the burden of it very cheerfully. + +The Banksiae asked her how she felt, but she would not deign even +to reply; and when a friendly blackbird, who had often picked +grubs off her leaves, came and sang to her, she kept silent: a +Rosa Indica was far above a blackbird. + +"Next time you want a caterpillar taken away, he may eat you for +ME!" said the blackbird, and flew off in a huff. + +She was very ungrateful to hate the black-bird so, for he had been +most useful to her in doing to death all the larvae of worms and +beetles and caterpillars and other destroyers which were laid +treacherously within her leaves. The good blackbird, with many +another feathered friend, was forever at work in some good deed of +the kind, and all the good, grateful flowers loved him and his +race. But to this terribly proud and discontented Rosa Damascena +he had been a bore, a common creature, a nuisance, a monster--any +one of these things by turns, and sometimes all of them +altogether. She used to long for the cat to get him. + +"You ought to be such a happy rose!" the merle had said to her, +one day. "There is no rose so strong and healthy as you are, +except the briers." + +And from that day she had hated him. The idea of naming those +hedgerow brier roses in the same breath with her! + +You would have seen in that moment of her rage a very funny sight +had you been there; nothing less funny than a rose tree trying to +box a blackbird's ears! + +But, to be sure, you would only have thought the wind was blowing +about the rose, so you would have seen nothing really of the +drollery of it all, which was not droll at all to Rosa Damascena, +for a wound in one's vanity is as long healing as a wound from a +conical bullet in one's body. The blackbird had not gone near her +after that, nor any of his relations and friends, and she had had +a great many shooting and flying pains for months together, in +consequence of aphides' eggs having been laid inside her stem-- +eggs of which the birds would have eased her long before if they +had not been driven away by her haughty rage. + +However, she had been almost glad to have some ailment. She had +called it aneurism, and believed it made her look refined and +interesting. If it would only have made her pale! But it had not +done that: she had remained of the richest rose color. + +When the winter had passed and the summer had come round again, +the grafting had done its work: she was really a Rosa Indica, and +timidly put forth the first blossom in her new estate. It was a +small, rather puny yellowish thing, not to be compared to her own +natural red clusters, but she thought it far finer. + +Scarcely had it been put forth by her than the gardener whipped it +off with his knife, and bore it away in proof of his success in +such transmogrifications. + +She had never felt the knife before, when she had been only Rosa +Damascena: it hurt her very much, and her heart bled. + +"Il faut souffrir pour etre belle," said the Banksiae in a good- +natured effort at consolation. She was not going to answer them, +and she made believe that her tears were only dew, though it was +high noon and all the dewdrops had been drunk by the sun, who by +noontime gets tired of climbing and grows thirsty. + +Her next essay was much finer, and the knife whipped that off +also. That summer she bore more and more blossoms, and always the +knife cut them away, for she had been made one of the great race +of Rosa Indica. + +Now, a rose tree, when a blossom is chopped or broken off, suffers +precisely as we human mortals do if we lose a finger; but the rose +tree, being a much more perfect and delicate handiwork of nature +than any human being, has a faculty we have not: it lives and has +a sentient soul in every one of its roses, and whatever one of +these endures the tree entire endures also by sympathy. You think +this very wonderful? Not at all. It is no whit more wonderful than +that a lizard's tail chopped off runs about by itself, or that a +dog can scent a foe or a thief whilst the foe or the thief is yet +miles away. All these things are most wonderful, or not at all so- +-just as you like. + +In a little while she bore another child: this time it was a fine +fair creature, quite perfect in its hues and shapes. "I never saw +a prettier!" said an emperor butterfly, pausing near for a moment; +at that moment the knife of the gardener severed the rosebud's +stalk. + +"The lady wants one for her bouquet de corsage: she goes to the +opera to-night," the man said to another man, as he took the young +tea rose. + +"What is the opera?" asked the mother rose wearily of the +butterfly. He did not know; but his cousin the death's-head moth, +asleep under a magnolia leaf, looked down with a grim smile on his +quaint face. + +"It is where everything dies in ten seconds," he answered. "It is +a circle of fire; many friends of mine have flown in, none ever +returned: your daughter will shrivel up and perish miserably. One +pays for glory." + +The rose tree shivered through all her stalks; but she was still +proud, and tried to think that all this was said only out of envy. +What should an old death's-head moth know, whose eyes were so weak +that a farthing rushlight blinded them? + +So she lifted herself a little higher, and would not even see that +the Banksiae were nodding to her; and as for her old friend the +blackbird, how vulgar he looked, bobbing up and down hunting worms +and woodlice! could anything be more outrageously vulgar than +that staring yellow beak of his? She twisted herself round not to +see him, and felt quite annoyed that he went on and sang just the +same, unconscious of, or indifferent to, her coldness. + +With each successive summer Rosa Damascena became more integrally +and absolutely a Rosa Indica, and suffered in proportion to her +fashion and fame. + +True, people came continually to look at her, and especially in +Maytime would cry aloud, "What a beautiful Niphetos!" But then she +was bereaved of all her offspring, for, being of the race of +Niphetos, they were precious, and one would go to die in an hour +in a hot ballroom, and another to perish in a Sevres vase, where +the china indeed was exquisite but the water was foul, and others +went to be suffocated in the vicious gases of what the mortals +call an opera box, and others were pressed to death behind hard +diamonds in a woman's bosom; in one way or another they each and +all perished miserably. She herself also lost many of her once +luxuriant leaves, and had a little scanty foliage, red-brown in +summer, instead of the thick, dark-green clothing that she had +worn when a rustic maiden. Not a day passed but the knife stabbed +her; when the knife had nothing to take she was barren and chilly, +for she had lost the happy power of looking beautiful all the year +round, which once she had possessed. + +One day came when she was taken up out of the ground and borne +into a glass house, placed in a large pot, and lifted up on to a +pedestal, and left in a delicious atmosphere, with patrician +plants all around her with long Latin names, and strange, rare +beauties of their own. She bore bud after bud in this crystal +temple, and became a very crown of blossom; and her spirit grew so +elated, and her vanity so supreme, that she ceased to remember she +had ever been a simple Rosa Damascena, except that she was always +saying to herself, "How great I am! how great I am!" which she +might have noticed that those born ladies, the Devoniensis and the +Louise de Savoie, never did. But she noticed nothing except her +own beauty, which she could see in a mirror that was let into the +opposite wall of the greenhouse. Her blossoms were many and all +quite perfect, and no knife touched them; and though to be sure +she was still very scantily clothed so far as foliage went, yet +she was all the more fashionable for that, so what did it matter? + +One day, when her beauty was at its fullest perfection, she heard +all the flowers about her bending and whispering with rustling and +murmuring, saying, "Who will be chosen? who will be chosen?" + +Chosen for what? They did not talk much to her, because she was +but a newcomer and a parvenue, but she gathered from them in a +little time that there was to be a ball for a marriage festivity +at the house to which the greenhouse was attached. Each flower +wondered if it would be chosen to go to it. The azaleas knew they +would go, because they were in their pink or rose ball-dresses all +ready; but no one else was sure. The rose tree grew quite sick and +faint with hope and fear. Unless she went, she felt that life was +not worth the living. She had no idea what a ball might be, but +she knew that it was another form of greatness, when she was all +ready, too, and so beautiful! + +The gardener came and sauntered down the glass house, glancing +from one to another. The hearts of all beat high. The azaleas only +never changed color: they were quite sure of themselves. Who could +do without them in February? + +"Oh, take me! take me! take me!" prayed the rose tree, in her +foolish, longing, arrogant heart. + +Her wish was given her. The lord of their fates smiled when he +came to where she stood. + +"This shall be for the place of honor," he murmured, as he lifted +her out of the large vase she lived in on to a trestle and +summoned his boys to bear her away. The very azaleas themselves +grew pale with envy. + +As for the rose tree herself, she would not look at any one; she +was carried through the old garden straight past the Banksise, but +she would make them no sign; and as for the blackbird, she hoped a +cat had eaten him! Had he not known her as Rosa Damascena? + +She was borne bodily, roots and all, carefully wrapped up in soft +matting, and taken into the great house. + +It was a very great house, a very grand house, and there was to be +a marvelous feast in it, and a prince and princess from over the +seas were that night to honor the mistress of it by their +presence. All this Rosa Indica had gathered from the chatter of +the flowers, and when she came into the big palace she saw many +signs of excitement and confusion: servants out of livery were +running up against one another in their hurry-scurry; miles and +miles, it seemed, of crimson carpeting were being unrolled all +along the terrace and down the terrace steps, since by some +peculiar but general impression royal personages are supposed not +to like to walk upon anything else, though myself I think they +must get quite sick of red carpet, seeing so very much of it +spread for them wherever they go. To Rosa Indica, however, the +bright scarlet carpeting looked very handsome, and seemed, indeed, +a foretaste of heaven. + +Soon she was carried quite inside the house, into an immense room +with a beautiful dome-shaped ceiling, painted in fresco three +centuries before, and fresh as though it had been painted +yesterday. At the end of the room was a great chair, gilded and +painted, too, three centuries before, and covered with velvet, +gold-fringed, and powdered with golden grasshoppers. "That common +insect here!" thought Rosa, in surprise, for she did not know that +the chief of the house, long, long, long ago, when sleeping in the +heat of noon in Palestine in the first crusade, had been awakened +by a grasshopper lighting on his eyelids, and so had been aroused +in time to put on his armor and do battle with a troop attacking +Saracen cavalry, and beat them; wherefore, in gratitude, he had +taken the humble field-creature as his badge for evermore. + +They set the roots of Rosa Indica now into a vase--such a vase! +the royal blue of Sevres, if you please, and with border and +scroll work and all kinds of wonders and glories painted on it and +gilded on it, and standing four feet high if it stood one inch! I +could never tell you the feelings of Rosa if I wrote a thousand +pages. Her heart thrilled so with ecstasy that she almost dropped +all her petals, only her vanity came to her aid, and helped her to +control in a measure her emotions. The gardeners broke off a good +deal of mould about her roots, and they muttered one to another +something about her dying of it. But Rosa thought no more of that +than a pretty lady does when her physician tells her she will die +of tight lacing; not she! She was going to be put into that Sevres +vase. + +This was enough for her, as it is enough for the lady that she is +going to be put into a hundred-guinea ball gown. + +In she went. It was certainly a tight fit, as the gown often is, +and Rosa felt nipped, strained, bruised, suffocated. But an old +proverb has settled long ago that pride feels no pain, and perhaps +the more foolish the pride the less is the pain that is felt--for +the moment. + +They set her well into the vase, putting green moss over her +roots, and then they stretched her branches out over a gilded +trelliswork at the back of the vase. And very beautiful she +looked; and she was at the head of the room, and a huge mirror +down at the farther end opposite to her showed her own reflection. +She was in paradise! + +"At last," she thought to herself, "at last they have done me +justice!" + +The azaleas were all crowded round underneath her, like so many +kneeling courtiers, but they were not taken out of their pots; +they were only shrouded in moss. They had no Sevres vases. And +they had always thought so much of themselves and given themselves +such airs, for there is nothing so vain as an azalea,--except, +indeed, a camellia, which is the most conceited flower in the +world, though, to do it justice, it is also the most industrious, +for it is busy getting ready its next winter buds whilst the +summer is still hot and broad on the land, which is very wise and +prudent in it and much to be commended. + +Well, there was Rosa Indica at the head of the room in the Sevres +vase, and very proud and triumphant she felt throned there, and +the azaleas, of course, were whispering enviously underneath her, +"Well, after all, she was only Rosa Damascena not so VERY long +ago." + +Yes, THEY KNEW! What a pity it was! They knew she had once been +Rosa Damascena and never would wash it out of their minds--the +tiresome, spiteful, malignant creatures! + +Even aloft in the vase, in all her glory, the rose could have shed +tears of mortification, and was ready to cry like Themistocles, +"Can nobody give us oblivion?" + +Nobody could give that, for the azaleas, who were so irritated at +being below her, were not at all likely to hold their tongues. But +she had great consolations and triumphs, and began to believe +that, let them say what they chose, she had never been a common +garden wall rose. The ladies of the house came in and praised her +to the skies; the children ran up to her and clapped their hands +and shouted for joy at her beauty; a wonderful big green bird came +in and hopped before her, cocked his head on one side, and said to +her, "Pretty Poll! oh, SUCH a pretty Poll!" + +"Even the birds adore me here!" she thought, not dreaming he was +only talking of himself; for when you are as vain as was this poor +dear Rosa, creation is pervaded with your own perfections, and +even when other people say only "Poll!" you feel sure they are +saying "You!" or they ought to be if they are not. + +So there she stood in her grand Sevres pot, and she was ready to +cry with the poet, "The world may end tonight!" Alas! it was not +the world which was to end. Let me hasten to close this true +heart-rending history. + +There was a great dinner as the sun began to set, and the mistress +of the house came in on the arm of the great foreign prince; and +what did the foreign prince do but look up at Rosa, straight up at +her, and over the heads of the azaleas, and say to his hostess: +"What a beautiful rose you have there! A Niphetos, is it not?" + +And her mistress, who had known her long as simple Rosa Damascena, +answered, "Yes, sir; it is a Niphetos." + +Oh, to have lived for that hour! The silly thing thought it worth +all her suffering from the gardener's knife, all the loss of her +robust health and delightful power of flowering in all four +seasons. She was a Niphetos, really and truly a Niphetos! and not +one syllable hinted as to her origin! She began to believe she had +been BORN a tea rose! + +The dinner was long and gorgeous; the guests were dazzling in +jewels and in decorations; the table was loaded with old plate and +rare china; the prince made a speech and used her as a simile of +love and joy and purity and peace. The rose felt giddy with +triumph and with the fumes of the wines around her. Her vase was +of purple and gold, and all the voices round her said, "Oh, the +beautiful rose!" No one noticed the azaleas. How she wished that +the blackbird could see for a minute, if the cat would gobble him +up the next! + +The day sped on; the chatelaine and her guests went away; the +table was rearranged; the rose tree was left in its place of +honor; the lights were lit; there was the sound of music near at +hand; they were dancing in other chambers. + +Above her hung a chandelier--a circle of innumerable little flames +and drops that looked like dew or diamonds. She thought it was the +sun come very close. After it had been there a little while it +grew very hot, and its rays hurt her. + +"Can you not go a little farther away, O Sun?" she said to it. It +was flattered at being taken for the sun, but answered her: "I am +fixed in my place. Do you not understand astronomy?" + +She did not know what astronomy was, so was silent, and the heat +hurt her. Still, she was in the place of honor: so she was happy. + +People came and went; but nobody noticed her. They ate and drank, +they laughed and made love, and then went away to dance again, and +the music went on all night long, and all night long the heat of +the chandelier poured down on her. + +"I am in the place of honor," she said to herself a thousand times +in each hour. + +But the heat scorched her, and the fumes of the wines made her +faint. She thought of the sweet fresh air of the old garden where +the Banksiae were. The garden was quite near, but the windows were +closed, and there were the walls now between her and it. She was +in the place of honor. But she grew sick and waxed faint as the +burning rays of the artificial light shining above her seemed to +pierce through and through her like lances of steel. The night +seemed very long. She was tired. + +She was erect there on her Sevres throne, with the light thrilling +and throbbing upon her in every point. But she thought of the +sweet, dark, fresh nights in the old home where the blackbird had +slept, and she longed for them. + +The dancers came and went, the music thrummed and screamed, the +laughter was both near and far; the rose tree was amidst it all. +Yet she felt alone--all alone! as travelers may feel in a desert. +Hour succeeded hour; the night wore on apace; the dancers ceased +to come; the music ceased, too; the light still burned down upon +her, and the scorching fever of it consumed her like fire. + +Then there came silence--entire silence. Servants came round and +put out all the lights--hundreds and hundreds of lights--quickly, +one by one. Other servants went to the windows and threw them wide +open to let out the fumes of wine. Without, the night was changing +into the gray that tells of earliest dawn. But it was a bitter +frost; the grass was white with it; the air was ice. In the great +darkness that had now fallen on all the scene this deadly cold +came around the rose tree and wrapped her in it as in a shroud. + +She shivered from head to foot. + +The cruel glacial coldness crept into the hot banqueting chamber, +and moved round it in white, misty circles, like steam, like +ghosts of the gay guests that had gone. All was dark and chill-- +dark and chill as any grave! + +What worth was the place of honor now? + +Was this the place of honor? + +The rose tree swooned and drooped! A servant's rough hand shook +down its worn beauty into a heap of fallen leaves. When they +carried her out dead in the morning, the little Banksia-buds, safe +hidden from the frost within their stems, waiting to come forth +when the summer should come, murmured to one another:-- + +"She had her wish; she was great. This way the gods grant foolish +prayers, and punish discontent!" + + + + +LAMPBLACK + + + + +A poor black paint lay very unhappy in its tube one day alone, +having tumbled out of an artist's color box and lying quite +unnoticed for a year. "I am only Lampblack," he said to himself. +"The master never looks at me: he says I am heavy, dull, +lustreless, useless. I wish I could cake and dry up and die, as +poor Flake-white did when he thought she turned yellow and +deserted her." + +But Lampblack could not die; he could only lie in his tin tube and +pine, like a silly, sorrowful thing as he was, in company with +some broken bits of charcoal and a rusty palette knife. The master +never touched him; month after month passed by, and he was never +thought of; the other paints had all their turn of fair fortune, +and went out into the world to great academies and mighty palaces, +transfigured and rejoicing in a thousand beautiful shapes and +services. But Lampblack was always passed over as dull and coarse, +which indeed he was, and knew himself to be so, poor fellow, which +made it all the worse. "You are only a deposit!" said the other +colors to him; and he felt that it was disgraceful to be a +deposit, though he was not quite sure what it meant. + +"If only I were happy like the others!" thought poor, sooty +Lampblack, sorrowful in his corner. "There is Bistre, now, he is +not so very much better-looking than I am, and yet they can do +nothing without him, whether it is a girl's face or a wimple in a +river!" + +The others were all so happy in this beautiful bright studio, +whose open casements were hung with myrtle and passion-flower, and +whose silence was filled with the singing of nightingales. Cobalt, +with a touch or two, became the loveliness of summer skies at +morning; the Lakes and Carmines bloomed in a thousand exquisite +flowers and fancies; the Chromes and Ochres (mere dull earths) +were allowed to spread themselves in sheets of gold that took the +shine of the sun into the darkest places; Umber, a sombre and +gloomy thing, could lurk yet in a child's curls and laugh in a +child's smiles; whilst all the families of the Vermilions, the +Blues, the Greens, lived in a perpetual glory of sunset or +sunrise, of ocean waves or autumn woods, of kingly pageant or of +martial pomp. + +It was very hard. Poor Lampblack felt as if his very heart would +break, above all when he thought of pretty little Rose Madder, +whom he loved dearly, and who never would even look at him, +because she was so very proud, being herself always placed in +nothing less than rosy clouds, or the hearts of roses, or +something as fair and spiritual. + +"I am only a wretched deposit!" sighed Lampblack, and the rusty +palette knife grumbled back, "My own life has been ruined in +cleaning dirty brushes, and see what the gratitude of men and +brushes is!" + +"But at least you have been of use once; but I never am--never!" +said Lampblack, wearily; and indeed he had been there so long that +the spiders had spun their silver fleeces all about him, and he +was growing as gray as an old bottle does in a dark cellar. + +At that moment the door of the studio opened, and there came a +flood of light, and the step of a man was heard: the hearts of all +the colors jumped for joy, because the step was that of their +magician, who out of mere common clays and ground ores could raise +them at a touch into splendors of the gods and divinities +immortal. + +Only the heart of poor dusty Lampblack could not beat a throb the +more, because he was always left alone and never was thought +worthy even of a glance. He could not believe his senses when this +afternoon--oh, miracle and ecstasy!--the step of the master +crossed the floor to the obscured corner where he lay under his +spiders' webs, and the hand of the master touched him. Lampblack +felt sick and faint with rapture. Had recognition come at last? + +The master took him up, "You will do for this work," he said; and +Lampblack was borne trembling to an easel. The colors, for once in +their turn neglected, crowded together to watch, looking in their +bright tin tubes like rows of little soldiers in armor. + +"It is the old dull Deposit," they murmured to one another, and +felt contemptuous, yet were curious, as scornful people often will +be. + +"But I am going to be glorious and great," thought Lampblack, and +his heart swelled high; for never more would they be able to hurl +the name of Deposit at him, a name which hurt him none the less, +but all the more indeed, because it was unintelligible. + +"You will do for this work," said the master, and let Lampblack +out of his metal prison house into the light and touched him with +the brush that was the wand of magic. + +"What am I going to be?" wondered Lampblack, as he felt himself +taken on to a large piece of deal board, so large that he felt he +must be going to make the outline of an athlete or the shadows of +a tempest at the least. + +Himself he could not tell what he was becoming: he was happy +enough and grand enough only to be employed, and, as he was being +used, began to dream a thousand things of all the scenes he would +be in, and all the hues that he would wear, and all the praise +that he would hear when he went out into that wonderful great +world of which his master was an idol. From his secret dreams he +was harshly roused; all the colors were laughing and tittering +round him till the little tin helmets they wore shook with their +merriment. + +"Old Deposit is going to be a signpost," they cried to one another +so merrily that the spiders, who are not companionable creatures, +felt themselves compelled to come to the doors of their dens and +chuckle too. A signpost! Lampblack, stretched out in an ecstasy +upon the board, roused himself shivering from his dreams, and +gazed at his own metamorphosis. He had been made into seven +letters, thus:-- + + BANDITA + +This word in the Italian country, where the English painter's +studio was, means, Do not trespass, do not shoot, do not show +yourself here: anything, indeed, that is peremptory and uncivil to +all trespassers. In these seven letters, outspread upon the board, +was Lampblack crucified! + +Farewell, ambitious hopes and happy dreams! He had been employed +to paint a signboard, a thing stoned by the boys, blown on by the +winds, gnawed by the rats, and drenched with the winter's rains. +Better the dust and the cobwebs of his old corner than such shame +as this! + +But help was there none. His fate was fixed. He was dried with a +drench of turpentine, hastily clothed in a coat of copal, and here +he yet was fully aware of all his misery, was being borne away +upon the great board out of doors and handed to the gardener. For +the master was a hasty and ardent man, and had been stung into +impatience by the slaughter of some favorite blue thrushes in his +ilex trees that day, and so in his haste had chosen to do +journeyman's work himself. Lampblack was carried out of the studio +for the last time, and as the door closed on him he heard all the +colors laughing, and the laugh of little Rose Madder was highest +of all as she cried to Naples Yellow, who was a dandy and made +court to her: "Poor old ugly Deposit! He will grumble to the owls +and the bats now!" + +The door shut, shutting him out forever from all that joyous +company and palace of fair visions, and the rough hands of the +gardener grasped him and carried him to the edge of the great +garden, where the wall overlooked the public road, and there +fastened him on high with a band of iron round the trunk of a +tree. + +That night it rained heavily, and the north wind blew, and there +was thunder also. Lampblack, out in the storm without his tin +house to shelter him, felt that of all creatures wretched on the +face of the earth there was not one so miserable as he. + +A signboard! Nothing but a signboard! + +The degradation of a color, created for art and artists, could not +be deeper or more grievous anywhere. Oh, how he sighed for his tin +tube and the quiet nook with the charcoal and the palette knife! + +He had been unhappy there indeed, but still had had always some +sort of hope to solace him--some chance still remaining that one +day fortune might smile and he be allowed to be at least the +lowest stratum of some immortal work. + +But now hope was there none. His doom, his end, were fixed and +changeless. Never more could he be anything but what he was; and +change there could be none till weather and time should have done +their work on him, and he be rotting on the wet earth, a shattered +and worm-eaten wreck. + +Day broke--a gloomy, misty morning. + +From where he was crucified upon the tree-trunk he could no longer +even see his beloved home, the studio; he could only see a dusky, +intricate tangle of branches all about him, and below the wall of +flint, with the Banksia that grew on it, and the hard muddy +highway, drenched from the storm of the night. + +A man passed in a miller's cart, and stood up and swore at him, +because the people had liked to come and shoot and trap the birds +of the master's wooded gardens, and knew that they must not do it +now. + +A slug crawled over him, and a snail also. A woodpecker hammered +at him with its strong beak. A boy went by under the wall and +threw stones at him, and called him names. The rain poured down +again heavily. He thought of the happy painting room, where it had +seemed always summer and always sunshine, and where now in the +forenoon all the colors were marshaling in the pageantry of the +Arts, as he had seen them do hundreds of times from his lone +corner. All the misery of the past looked happiness now. + +"If I were only dead, like Flakewhite," he thought; but the stones +only bruised, they did not kill him; and the iron band only hurt, +it did not stifle him. For whatever suffers very much has always +so much strength to continue to exist. And almost his loyal heart +blasphemed and cursed the master who had brought him to such a +fate as this. + +The day grew apace, and noon went by, and with it the rain passed. +The sun shone out once more, and Lampblack, even imprisoned and +wretched as he was, could not but see how beautiful the wet leaves +looked, and the gossamers all hung with raindrops, and the blue +sky that shone through the boughs; for he had not lived with a +great artist all his days to be blind, even in pain, to the +loveliness of nature. The sun came out, and with it some little +brown birds tripped out too--very simple and plain in their +costumes and ways, but which Lampblack knew were the loves of the +poets, for he had heard the master call them so many times in +summer nights. The little brown birds came tripping and pecking +about on the grass underneath his tree-trunk, and then flew on the +top of the wall, which was covered with Banksia and many other +creepers. The brown birds sang a little song, for though they sing +most in the moonlight, they do sing by day too, and sometimes all +day long. And what they sung was this:-- + +"Oh, how happy we are, how happy! No nets dare now be spread for +us, no cruel boys dare climb, and no cruel shooters fire. We are +safe, quite safe, and the sweet summer has begun!" + +Lampblack listened, and even in his misery was touched and soothed +by the tender liquid sounds that these little throats poured out +among the light yellow bloom of the Banksia flowers. And when one +of the brown birds came and sat on a branch by him, swaying itself +and drinking the raindrops off a leaf, he ventured to ask, as well +as he could for the iron that strangled him, why they were so +safe, and what made them so happy. + +The bird looked at him in surprise. + +"Do you not know?" he said. "It is YOU!" + +"I!" echoed Lampblack, and could say no more, for he feared that +the bird was mocking him, a poor, silly, rusty black paint, only +spread out to rot in fair weather and foul. What good could he do +to any creature? + +"You," repeated the nightingale. "Did you not see that man under +the wall? He had a gun; we should have been dead but for you. We +will come and sing to you all night long, since you like it; and +when we go to bed at dawn, I will tell my cousins, the thrushes +and merles, to take our places, so that you shall hear somebody +singing near you all the day long." + +Lampblack was silent. + +His heart was too full to speak. + +Was it possible that he was of use, after all? + +"Can it be true?" he said timidly. + +"Quite true," said the nightingale. + +"Then the master knew best," thought Lampblack. + +Never would he adorn a palace or be adored upon an altar. His high +hopes were all dead, like last year's leaves. The colors in the +studio had all the glories of the world, but he was of use in it, +after all: he could save these little lives. He was poor and +despised, bruised by stones and drenched by storms; yet was he +content, nailed there upon his tree, for he had not been made +quite in vain. + +The sunset poured its red and golden splendors through the +darkness of the boughs, and the birds sang all together, shouting +for joy and praising God. + + + + +THE CHILD OF URBINO + + + + +It was in the year of grace 1490, in the reign of Guidobaldo, Lord +of Montefeltro, Duke of Urbino,--the year, by the way, of the +birth of that most illustrious and gracious lady, Vittoria +Colonna. + +It was in the spring of the year, in that mountain eyrie beloved +of the Muses and coveted of the Borgia, that a little boy stood +looking out of a grated casement into the calm, sunshiny day. He +was a pretty boy, with hazel eyes, and fair hair cut straight +above his brows; he wore a little blue tunic with some embroidery +about the throat of it, and had in his hand a little round flat +cap of the same color. He was sad of heart this merry morning, for +a dear friend of his, a friend ten years older than himself, had +gone the night before on a journey over the mountains to Maestro +Francesco at Bologna, there to be bound apprentice to that gentle +artist. This friend, Timoteo della Vita, had been very dear to the +child, had played with him and jested with him, made him toys and +told him stories, and he was very full of pain at Timoteo's loss. +Yet he told himself not to mind, for had not Timoteo said to him, +"I go as goldsmith's 'prentice to the best of men; but I mean to +become a painter"? And the child understood that to be a painter +was to be the greatest and wisest the world held; he quite +understood that, for he was Raffaelle, the seven-year-old son of +Signor Giovanni Sanzio. + +He was a very happy little boy here in this stately, yet homely +and kindly Urbino, where his people had come for refuge when the +lances of Malatesta had ravaged and ruined their homestead. He had +the dearest old grandfather in all the world; he had a loving +mother, and he had a father who was very tender to him, and +painted him among the angels of heaven, and was always full of +pleasant conceits and admirable learning, and such true love of +art that the child breathed it with every breath, as he could +breathe the sweetness of a cowslip-bell when he held one in his +hands up to his nostrils. It was good in those days to live in old +Urbino. It was not, indeed, so brilliant a place as it became in a +later day, when Ariosto came there, and Bembo and Castiglione and +many another witty and learned gentleman, and the Courts of Love +were held with ingenious rhyme and pretty sentiment, sad only for +wantonness. But, if not so brilliant, it was homelier, simpler, +full of virtue, with a wise peace and tranquillity that joined +hands with a stout courage. The burgher was good friends with his +prince, and knew that in any trouble or perplexity he could go up +to the palace, or stop the duke in the market place, and be sure +of sympathy and good counsel. There were a genuine love of +beautiful things, a sense of public duty and of public spirit, a +loyal temper and a sage contentment, among the good people of that +time, which made them happy and prosperous. + +All work was solidly and thoroughly done, living was cheap, and +food good and plentiful, much better and more plentiful than it is +now; in the fine old houses every stone was sound, every bit of +ornament well wrought; men made their nests to live in and to pass +to their children and children's children after them, and had +their own fancies and their own traditions recorded in the +ironwork of their casements and in the woodwork of their doors. +They had their happy day of honest toil from matins bell to +evensong, and then walked out or sat about in the calm evening air +and looked down on the plains below that were rich with grain and +fruit and woodland, and talked and laughed among each other, and +were content with their own pleasant, useful lives, not burnt up +with envy of desire to be some one else, as in our sickly, +hurrying time most people are. + +Yes, life must have been very good in those old days in old +Urbino, better than it is anywhere in ours. + +Can you not picture to yourself good, shrewd, wise Giovanni +Sanzio, with his old father by his side, and his little son +running before him, in the holy evening time of a feast day, with +the deep church bells swaying above-head, and the last sun-rays +smiting the frescoed walls, the stone bastions, the blazoned +standard on the castle roof, the steep city rocks shelving down +into the greenery of cherry orchard and of pear tree? I can, +whenever I shut my eyes and recall Urbino as it was; and would it +had been mine to live then in that mountain home, and meet that +divine child going along his happy smiling way, garnering +unconsciously in his infant soul all the beautiful sights and +sounds around him, to give them in his manhood to the world. + +"Let him alone: he will paint all this some day," said his wise +father, who loved to think that his brushes and his colors would +pass in time to Raffaelle, whose hands would be stronger to hold +them than his own had been. And, whether he would ever paint it or +not, the child never tired of thus looking from his eyrie on the +rocks and counting all that passed below through the blowing corn +under the leafy orchard boughs. + +There were so many things to see in Urbino in that time, looking +so over the vast green valley below: a clump of spears, most +likely, as men-at-arms rode through the trees; a string of market +folk bringing in the produce of the orchards or the fields; +perchance a red-robed cardinal on a white mule with glittering +housings, behind him a sumpter train rich with baggage, furniture, +gold and silver plate; maybe the duke's hunting party going out or +coming homeward with caracoling steeds, beautiful hounds straining +at their leash, hunting horns sounding merrily over the green +country; maybe a band of free lances, with plumes tossing, steel +glancing, bannerets fluttering against the sky; or maybe a quiet +gray-robed string of monks or pilgrims singing the hymn sung +before Jerusalem, treading the long lush grass with sandaled feet, +coming towards the city, to crowd slowly and gladly up its rocky +height. Do you not wish with me you could stand in the window with +Raffaelle to see the earth as it was then? + +No doubt the good folks of Urbino laughed at him often for a +little moonstruck dreamer, so many hours did he stand looking, +looking,--only looking,--as eyes have a right to do that see well +and not altogether as others see. Happily for him, the days of his +childhood were times of peace, and he did not behold, as his +father had done, the torches light up the street and the flames +devour the homesteads. + +At this time Urbino was growing into fame for its pottery work: +those big dishes and bowls, those marriage plates and pharmacy +jars which it made, were beginning to rival the products of its +neighbor Gubbio, and when its duke wished to send a bridal gift, +or a present on other festal occasions, he oftenest chose some +service or some rare platter of his own Urbino ware. Now, pottery +had not then taken the high place among the arts of Italy that it +was destined very soon to do. As you will learn when you are +older, after the Greeks and the Christians had exhausted all that +was beautiful in shape and substance of clay vases, the art seemed +to die out, and the potters and the pottery painters died with it, +or at any rate went to sleep for a great many centuries, whilst +soldiers and prelates, nobles and mercenaries, were trampling to +and fro all over the land and disputing it, and carrying fire and +torch, steel and desolation, with them in their quarrels and +covetousness. But now, the reign of the late good duke, great +Federigo, having been favorable to the Marches (as we call his +province now), the potters and pottery painters, with other gentle +craftsmen, had begun to look up again, and the beneficent fires of +their humble ovens had begun to burn in Castel Durante, in Pesaro, +in Faenza, in Gubbio, and in Urbino itself. The great days had not +yet come: Maestro Giorgio was but a youngster, and Orazio Fontane +not born, nor the clever baker Prestino either, nor the famous Fra +Xanto; but there was a Don Giorgio even then in Gubbio, of whose +work, alas! one plate now at the Louvre is all we have; and here +in the ducal city on the hill rich and noble things were already +being made in the stout and lustrous majolica that was destined to +acquire later on so wide a ceramic fame. Jars and bowls and +platters, oval dishes and ewers and basins, and big-bodied, metal- +welded pharmacy vases were all made and painted at Urbino whilst +Raffaelle Sanzio was running about on rosy infantine feet. There +was a master-potter of the Montefeltro at that time, one Maestro +Benedetto Ronconi, whose name had not become world-renowned as +Orazio Fontane's and Maestro Giorgio's did in the following +century, yet who in that day enjoyed the honor of all the duchy, +and did things very rare and fine in the Urbino ware. He lived +within a stone's throw of Giovanni Sanzio, and was a gray-haired, +handsome, somewhat stern and pompous man, now more than middle- +aged, who had one beauteous daughter, by name Pacifica. He +cherished Pacifica well, but not so well as he cherished the +things he wrought--the deep round nuptial plates and oval massive +dishes that he painted with Scriptural stories and strange +devices, and landscapes such as those he saw around, and flowing +scrolls with Latin mottoes in black letters, and which, when thus +painted, he consigned with an anxiously beating heart to the trial +of the ovens, and which sometimes came forth from the trial all +cracked and blurred and marred, and sometimes emerged in triumph +and came into his trembling hands iridescent and lovely with those +lustrous and opaline hues which we admire in them to this day as +the especial glory of majolica. + +Maestro Benedetto was an ambitious and vain man, and had had a +hard, laborious manhood, working at his potter's wheel and +painter's brush before Urbino ware was prized in Italy or even in +the duchy. Now, indeed, he was esteemed at his due worth, and his +work was so also, and he was passably rich, and known as a good +artist beyond the Marches; but there was a younger man over at +Gubbio, the Don Giorgio who was precursor of unequaled Maestro +Giorgio Andreoli, who surpassed him, and made him sleep o' nights +on thorns, as envy makes all those to do who take her as their +bedfellow. + +The house of Maestro Benedetto was a long stone building, with a +loggia at the back all overclimbed by hardy rose trees, and +looking on a garden that was more than half an orchard, and in +which grew abundantly pear trees, plum trees, and wood strawberries. +The lancet windows of his workshop looked on all this quiet greenery. +There were so many such pleasant workshops then in the land--calm, +godly, homelike places, filled from without with song of birds and +scent of herbs and blossoms. Nowadays men work in crowded, stinking +cities, in close factory chambers; and their work is barren as their +lives are. + +The little son of neighbor Sanzio ran in and out this bigger, +wider house and garden of Maestro Benedetto at his pleasure, for +the maiden Pacifica was always glad to see him, and even the +sombre master-potter would unbend to him, and show him how to lay +the color on to the tremulous, fugitive, unbaked biscuit. + +Pacifica was a lovely young woman of some seventeen or eighteen +summers; and perhaps Raffaelle was but remembering her when he +painted in his after-years the face of his Madonna di San Sisto. +He loved her as he loved everything that was beautiful and every +one who was kind; and almost better than his own beloved father's +studio, almost better than his dear old grandsire's cheerful +little shop, did he love this grave, silent, sweet-smelling, sun- +pierced, shadowy old house of Maestro Benedetto. + +Maestro Benedetto had four apprentices or pupils in that time +learning to become figuli, but the one whom Raffaelle liked the +most (and Pacifica too) was one Luca Torelli, of a village above +in the mountains,--a youth with a noble, dark, pensive beauty of +his own, and a fearless gait, and a supple, tall, slender figure +that would have looked well in the light coat of mail and silken +doublet of a man-at-arms. In sooth, the spirit of Messer Luca was +more made for war and its risks and glories than for the wheel and +the brush of the bottega; but he had loved Pacifica ever since he +had come down one careless holy-day into Urbino, and had bound +himself to her father's service in a heedless moment of eagerness +to breathe the same air and dwell under the same roof as she did. +He had gained little for his pains: to see her at mass and at +mealtimes, now and then to be allowed to bring water from the well +for her or feed her pigeons, to see her gray gown go down between +the orchard trees and catch the sunlight, to hear the hum of her +spinning wheel, the thrum of her viol--this was the uttermost he +got of joy in two long years; and how he envied Raffaelle running +along the stone floor of the loggia to leap into her arms, to hang +upon her skirts, to pick the summer fruit with her, and sort with +her the autumn herbs for drying! + +"I love Pacifica!" he would say, with a groan, to Raffaelle; and +Raffaelle would say, with a smile, "Ah, Luca, so do I!" + +"It is not the same thing, my dear," sighed Luca; "I want her for +my wife." + +"I shall have no wife; I shall marry myself to painting," said +Raffaelle, with a little grave, wise face looking out from under +the golden roof of his fair hair. For he was never tired of +watching his father painting the saints with their branch of palm +on their ground of blue or of gold, or Maestro Benedetto making +the dull clay glow with angels' wings and prophets' robes and holy +legends told in color. + +Now, one day, as Raffaelle was standing and looking thus at his +favorite window in the potter's house, his friend, the handsome, +black-browed Luca, who was also standing there, did sigh so deeply +and so deplorably that the child was startled from his dreams. + +"Good Luca, what ails you?" he murmured, winding his arms about +the young man's knees. + +"Oh, 'Faello!" mourned the apprentice, woefully. "Here is such a +chance to win the hand of Pacifica if only I had talent--such +talent as that Giorgio of Gubbio has! If the good Lord had only +gifted me with a master's skill, instead of all this bodily +strength and sinew, like a wild hog of the woods, which avails me +nothing here!" + +"What chance is it?" asked Raffaelle, "and what is there new about +Pacifica? She told me nothing, and I was with her an hour." + +"Dear simple one, she knows nothing of it," said Luca, heaving +another tremendous sigh from his heart's deepest depths. "You must +know that a new order has come in this very forenoon from the +duke; he wishes a dish and a jar of the very finest and firmest +majolica to be painted with the story of Esther, and made ready in +three months from this date, to then go as his gifts to his +cousins of Gonzaga. He has ordered that no cost be spared in the +work, but that the painting thereof be of the best that can be +produced, and the prize he will give is fifty scudi. Now, Maestro +Benedetto, having known some time, it seems, of this order, has +had made in readiness several large oval dishes and beautiful big- +bellied jars: he gives one of each to each of his pupils,--to +myself, to Berengario, to Tito, and Zenone. The master is sorely +distraught that his eyesight permits him not himself to execute +the duke's commands; but it is no secret that should one of us be +so fortunate as to win the duke's approbation, the painter who +does so shall become his partner here and shall have the hand of +Pacifica. Some say that he has only put forth this promise as a +stimulus to get the best work done of which his bottega is +capable; but I know Maestro Benedetto too well to deem him guilty +of any such evasion. What he has said, he will carry out; if the +vase and the dish win the duke's praise, they will also win +Pacifica. Now you see, 'Faello mine, why I am so bitterly sad of +heart, for I am a good craftsman enough at the wheel and the +furnace, and I like not ill the handling and the moulding of the +clay, but at the painting of the clay I am but a tyro, and +Berengario or even the little Zenone will beat me; of that I am +sure." + +Raffaelle heard all this in silence, leaning his elbows on his +friend's knee, and his chin on the palms of his own hands. He knew +that the other pupils were better painters by far than his Luca, +though not one of them was such a good-hearted or noble-looking +youth, and for none of them did the maiden Pacifica care. + +"How long a time is given for the jar and the dish to be ready?" +he asked, at length. + +"Three months, my dear," said Luca, with a sigh sadder than ever. +"But if it were three years, what difference would it make? You +cannot cudgel the divine grace of art into a man with blows as you +cudgel speed into a mule, and I shall be a dolt at the end of the time +as I am now. What said your good father to me but yesternight?--and +he IS good to me and does not despise me. He said: 'Luca, my son, +it is of no more avail for you to sigh for Pacifica than for the +moon. Were she mine I would give her to you, for you have a heart +of gold, but Signor Benedetto will not; for never, I fear me, will +you be able to decorate anything more than an apothecary's mortar +or a barber's basin. If I hurt you, take it not ill; I mean kindness, +and were I a stalwart youth like you I would go try my fortunes in +the Free Companies in France or Spain, or down in Rome, for you are +made for a soldier.' That was the best even your father could say +for me, 'Faello." + +"But Pacifica," said the child,--"Pacifica would not wish you to +join the Free Companies." + +"God knows," said Luca, hopelessly. "Perhaps she would not care." + +"I am sure she would," said Raffaelle, "for she does love you, +Luca, though she cannot say so, being but a girl, and Signor +Benedetto against you. But that redcap you tamed for her, how she +loves it, how she caresses it, and half is for you, Luca, half for +the bird!" + +Luca kissed him. + +But the tears rolled down the poor youth's face, for he was much +in earnest and filled with despair. + +"Even if she did, if she do," he murmured hopelessly, "she never +will let me know it, since her father forbids a thought of me; and +now here is this trial of skill at the duke's order come to make +things worse, and if that swaggering Berengario of Fano win her, +then truly will I join the free lances and pray heaven send me +swift shrive and shroud." + +Raffaelle was very pensive for a while; then he raised his head, +and said:-- + +"I have thought of something, Luca. But I do not know whether you +will let me try it." + +"You angel child! What would your old Luca deny to you? But as for +helping me, my dear, put that thought out of your little mind +forever, for no one can help me, 'Faello, not the saints +themselves, since I was born a dolt!" + +Raffaelle kissed him, and said, "Now listen!" + +A few days later Signer Benedetto informed his pupils in +ceremonious audience of the duke's command and of his own +intentions; he did not pronounce his daughter's name to the +youths, but he spoke in terms that were clear enough to assure +them that whoever had the good fortune and high merit to gain the +duke's choice of his pottery should have the honor of becoming +associate in his own famous bottega. Now, it had been known in +Urbino ever since Pacifica had gone to her first communion that +whoever pleased her father well enough to become his partner would +have also to please her as her husband. Not much attention was +given to maidens' wishes in those times, and no one thought the +master-potter either unjust or cruel in thus suiting himself +before he suited his daughter. And what made the hearts of all the +young men quake and sink the lowest was the fact that Signer +Benedetto offered the competition, not only to his own apprentices, +but to any native of the duchy of Urbino. For who could tell what +hero might not step forth from obscurity and gain the great prize +of this fair hand of Pacifica's? And with her hand would go many +a broad gold ducat, and heritage of the wide old gray stone house, +and many an old jewel and old brocade that were kept there in dusky +sweet-smelling cabinets, and also more than one good piece of land, +smiling with corn and fruit trees, outside the gates in the lower +pastures to the westward. + +Luca, indeed, never thought of these things, but the other three +pupils did, and other youths as well. Had it not been for the +limitation as to birth within the duchy, many a gallant young +painter from the other side of the Apennines, many a lusty +vasalino or boccalino from the workshops of fair Florence herself, +or from the Lombard cities, might have traveled there in hot haste +as fast as horses could carry them, and come to paint the clay for +the sake of so precious a recompense. But Urbino men they had to +be; and poor Luca, who was so full of despair that he could almost +have thrown himself headlong from the rocks, was thankful to +destiny for even so much slender mercy as this,--that the number +of his rivals was limited. + +"Had I been you," Giovanni Sanzio ventured once to say +respectfully to Signor Benedetto, "I think I should have picked +out for my son-in-law the best youth that I knew, not the best +painter; for be it said in all reverence, my friend, the greatest +artist is not always the truest man, and by the hearthstone humble +virtues have sometimes high claim." + +Then Signor Benedetto had set his stern face like a flint, knowing +very well what youth Messer Giovanni would have liked to name to +him. + +"I have need of a good artist in my bottega to keep up its fame," +he had said stiffly. "My vision is not what it was, and I should +be loath to see Urbino ware fall back, whilst Pesaro and Gubbio +and Castel Durante gain ground every day. Pacifica must pay the +penalty, if penalty there be, for being the daughter of a great +artist." + +Mirthful, keen-witted Sanzio smiled to himself, and went his way +in silence; for he who loved Andrea Mantegna did not bow down in +homage before the old master-potter's estimation of himself, which +was in truth somewhat overweening in its vanity. + +"Poor Pacifica!" he thought; "if only my 'Faello were but some +decade older!" + +He, who could not foresee the future, the splendid, wondrous, +unequaled future that awaited his young son, wished nothing better +for him than a peaceful painter's life here in old Urbino, under +the friendly shadow of the Montefeltro's palace walls. + +Meanwhile, where think you was Raffaelle? Half the day, or all the +day, and every day whenever he could? Where think you was he? +Well, in the attic of Luca, before a bowl and a dish almost as big +as himself. The attic was a breezy, naked place, underneath the +arches supporting the roof of Maestro Benedetto's dwelling. Each +pupil had one of these garrets to himself,--a rare boon, for which +Luca came to be very thankful, for without it he could not have +sheltered his angel; and the secret that Raffaelle had whispered +to him that day of the first conference had been, "Let ME try and +paint it!" + +For a long time Luca had been afraid to comply, had only forborne +indeed from utter laughter at the idea from his love and reverence +for the little speaker. Baby Sanzio, who was only just seven years +old as the April tulips reddened the corn, painting a majolica +dish and vase to go to the Gonzaga of Mantua! The good fellow +could scarcely restrain his shouts of mirth at the audacious +fancy; and nothing had kept him grave but the sight of that most +serious face of Raffaelle, looking up to his with serene, sublime +self-confidence, nay, perhaps, rather, confidence in heaven and in +heaven's gifts. + +"Let me try!" said the child a hundred times. He would tell no +one, only Luca would know; and if he failed--well, there would +only be the spoiled pottery to pay for, and had he not two whole +ducats that the duke had given him when the court had come to +behold his father's designs for the altar frescos at San Dominico +di Cagli? + +So utterly in earnest was he, and so intense and blank was Luca's +absolute despair, that the young man had in turn given way to his +entreaties. "Never can I do aught," he thought, bitterly, looking +at his own clumsy designs, "And sometimes by the help of cherubs +the saints work miracles," + +"It will be no miracle," said Raffaelle, hearing him murmur this; +"it will be myself, and that which the dear God has put into me." + +From that hour Luca let him do what he would, and through all +these lovely early summer days the child came and shut himself up +in the garret, and studied, and thought, and worked, and knitted +his pretty fair brows, and smiled in tranquil satisfaction, +according to the mood he was in and the progress of his labors. + +Giovanni Sanzio went away at that time to paint an altar-piece +over at Citta di Castello, and his little son for once was glad he +was absent. Messer Giovanni would surely have remarked the long +and frequent visits of Raffaelle to the attic, and would, in all +likelihood, have obliged him to pore over his Latin or to take +exercise in the open fields; but his mother said nothing, content +that he should be amused and safe, and knowing well that Pacifica +loved him and would let him come to no harm under her roof. +Pacifica herself did wonder that he deserted her so perpetually +for the garret. But one day when she questioned him the sweet- +faced rogue clung to her and murmured, "Oh, Pacifica, I do want +Luca to win you, because he loves you so; and I do love you both!" +And she grew pale, and answered him, "Ah, dear, if he could!" and +then said never a word more, but went to her distaff; and +Raffaelle saw great tears fall off her lashes down among the flax. + +She thought he went to the attic to watch how Luca painted, and +loved him more than ever for that, but knew in the hopelessness of +her heart--as Luca also knew it in his--that the good and gallant +youth would never be able to create anything that would go as the +duke's gifts to the Gonzaga of Mantua. And she did care for Luca! +She had spoken to him but rarely indeed, yet passing in and out of +the same doors, and going to the same church offices, and dwelling +always beneath the same roof, he had found means of late for a +word, a flower, a serenade. And he was so handsome and so brave, +and so gentle, too, and so full of deference. Poor Pacifica cared +not in the least whether he could paint or not. He could have made +her happy. + +In the attic Raffaelle passed the most anxious hours of all his +sunny little life. He would not allow Luca even to look at what he +did. He barred the door and worked; when he went away he locked +his work up in a wardrobe. The swallows came in and out of the +unglazed window, and fluttered all around him; the morning +sunbeams came in, too, and made a nimbus round his golden head, +like that which his father gilded above the heads of saints. +Raffaelle worked on, not looking off, though clang of trumpet, or +fanfare of cymbal, often told him there was much going on worth +looking at down below. He was only seven years old, but he labored +as earnestly as if he were a man grown, his little rosy ringers +gripping that pencil which was to make him in life and death +famous as kings are not famous, and let his tender body lie in its +last sleep in the Pantheon of Rome. + +He had covered hundreds of sheets with designs before he had +succeeded in getting embodied the ideas that haunted him. When he +had pleased himself at last, he set to work to transfer his +imaginations to the clay in color in the subtile luminous metallic +enamel that characterizes Urbino majolica. + +Ah, how glad he was now that his father had let him draw from the +time he was two years old, and that of late Messer Benedetto had +shown him something of the mysteries of painting on biscuit and +producing the metallic lustre which was the especial glory of the +pottery of the duchy! + +How glad he was, and how his little heart bounded and seemed to +sing in this his first enjoyment of the joyous liberties and +powers of creative work! + +A well-known writer has said that genius is the power of taking +pains; he should have said rather that genius HAS this power also, +but that first and foremost it possesses the power of spontaneous +and exquisite production without effort and with delight. + +Luca looked at him (not at his work, for the child had made him +promise not to do so) and began to marvel at his absorption, his +intentness, the evident facility with which he worked: the little +figure leaning over the great dish on the bare board of the table, +with the oval opening of the window and the blue sky beyond it, +began to grow sacred to him with more than the sanctity of +childhood. Raffaelle's face grew very serious, too, and lost its +color, and his large hazel eyes looked very big and grave and +dark. + +"Perhaps Signer Giovanni will be angry with me if ever he knows," +thought poor Luca; but it was too late to alter anything now. The +child Sanzio had become his master. + +So Raffaelle, unknown to any one else, worked on and on there in +the attic while the tulips bloomed and withered, and the +honeysuckle was in flower in the hedges, and the wheat and barley +were being cut in the quiet fields lying far down below in the +sunshine. For midsummer was come; the three months all but a week +had passed by. It was known that every one was ready to compete +for the duke's choice. + +One afternoon Raffaelle took Luca by the hand and said to him, +"Come." + +He led the young man up to the table, beneath the unglazed window, +where he had passed so many of these ninety days of the spring and +summer. + +Luca gave a great cry, and stood gazing, gazing, gazing. Then he +fell on his knees and embraced the little feet of the child: it +was the first homage that he, whose life became one beautiful song +of praise, received from man. + +"Dear Luca," he said softly, "do not do that. If it be indeed +good, let us thank God." + +What his friend saw were the great oval dish and the great jar or +vase standing with the sunbeams full upon them, and the brushes +and the tools and the colors all strewn around. And they shone +with lustrous opaline hues and wondrous flame-like glories and +gleaming iridescence, like melted jewels, and there were all +manner of graceful symbols and classic designs wrought upon them; +and their borders were garlanded with cherubs and flowers, bearing +the arms of Montefeltro, and the landscapes were the tender, +homely landscapes round about Urbino; and the mountains had the +solemn radiance that the Apennines wore at eveningtime; and amidst +the figures there was one supreme, white-robed, golden-crowned +Esther, to whom the child painter had given the face of Pacifica. +And this wondrous creation, wrought by a baby's hand, had safely +and secretly passed the ordeal of the furnace, and had come forth +without spot or flaw. + +Luca ceased not from kneeling at the feet of Raffaelle, as ever +since has kneeled the world. + +"Oh, wondrous boy! Oh, angel sent unto men!" sighed the poor +'prentice, as he gazed; and his heart was so full that he burst +into tears. + +"Let us thank God," said little Raffaelle again; and he joined his +small hands that had wrought this miracle, and said his Laus +Domini. + +When the precious jar and the great platter were removed to the +wardrobe and shut up in safety behind the steel wards of the +locker, Luca said timidly, feeling twenty years in age behind the +wisdom of this divine child: "But, dearest boy, I do not see how +your marvelous and most exquisite accomplishment can advantage me. +Even if you would allow it to pass as mine, I could not accept +such a thing; it would be a fraud, a shame: not even to win +Pacifica could I consent." + +"Be not so hasty, good friend," said Raffaelle. "Wait just a +little longer yet and see. I have my own idea. Do trust in me." + +"Heaven speaks in you, that I believe," said Luca, humbly. + +Raffaelle answered not, but ran downstairs, and, passing Pacifica, +threw his arms about her in more than his usual affectionate +caresses. + +"Pacifica, be of good heart," he murmured, and would not be +questioned, but ran homeward to his mother. + +"Can it be that Luca has done well," thought Pacifica; but she +feared the child's wishes had outrun his wisdom. He could not be +any judge, a child of seven years, even though he were the son of +that good and honest painter and poet, Giovanni Sanzio. + +The next morning was midsummer day. Now, the pottery was all to be +placed on this forenoon in the bottega of Signor Benedetto; and +the Duke Guidobaldo was then to come and make his choice from +amidst them; and the master-potter, a little because he was a +courtier, and more because he liked to affect a mighty indifference +and to show he had no favoritism, had declared that he would not +himself see the competing works of art until the eyes of the Lord +of Montefeltro also fell upon them. + +As for Pacifica, she had locked herself in her chamber, alone with +her intense agitation. The young men were swaggering about, and +taunting each other, and boasting. Luca alone sat apart, thrumming +an old lute. Giovanni Sanzio, who had ridden home at evening from +Citta di Castello, came in from his own house and put his hand on +the youth's shoulder. + +"I hear the Pesaro men have brought fine things. Take courage, my +lad. Maybe we can entreat the duke to dissuade Pacifica's father +from this tyrannous disposal of her hand." + +Luca shook his head wearily. + +There would be one beautiful thing there, indeed, he knew; but +what use would that be to him? + +"The child--the child--" he stammered, and then remembered that he +must not disclose Raffaelle's secret. + +"My child?" said Signor Giovanni. "Oh, he will be here; he will be +sure to be here: wherever there is a painted thing to be seen, +there always, be sure, is Raffaelle." + +Then the good man sauntered within from the loggia, to exchange +salutations with Ser Benedetto, who, in a suit of fine crimson +with doublet of sad-colored velvet, was standing ready to advance +bareheaded into the street as soon as the hoofs of the duke's +charger should strike on the stones. + +"You must be anxious in your thoughts," said Signor Giovanni to +him. "They say a youth from Pesaro brings something fine: if you +should find yourself bound to take a stranger into your workroom +and your home--" + +"If he be a man of genius, he will be welcome," answered Messer +Ronconi, pompously. "Be he of Pesaro, or of Fano, or of Castel +Durante, I go not back from my word: I keep my word, to my own +hindrance even, ever." + +"Let us hope it will bring you only joy and triumph here," said +his neighbor, who knew him to be an honest man and a true, if +over-obstinate and too vain of his own place in Urbino. + +"Our lord the duke!" shouted the people standing in the street; +and Ser Benedetto walked out with stately tread to receive the +honor of his master's visit to his bottega. + +Raffaelle slipped noiselessly up to his father's side, and slid +his little hand into Sanzio's. + +"You are not surely afraid of our good Guidobaldo!" said his +father, with a laugh and some little surprise, for Raffaelle was +very pale, and his lower lip trembled a little. + +"No," said the child, simply. + +The young duke and his court came riding down the street, and +paused before the old stone house of the master-potter,--splendid +gentlemen, though only in their morning apparel, with noble +Barbary steeds fretting under them, and little pages and liveried +varlets about their steps. Usually, unless he went hunting or on a +visit to some noble, Guidobaldo, like his father, walked about +Urbino like any one of his citizens; but he knew the pompous and +somewhat vainglorious temper of Messer Benedetto, and good- +naturedly was willing to humor its harmless vanities. Bowing to +the ground, the master-potter led the way, walking backward into +his bottega; the courtiers followed their prince; Giovanni Sanzio +with his little son and a few other privileged persons went in +also at due distance. At the farther end of the workshop stood the +pupils and the artists from Pesaro and other places in the duchy +whose works were there in competition. In all there were some ten +competitors: poor Luca, who had set his own work on the table with +the rest as he was obliged to do, stood hindmost of all, shrinking +back, to hide his misery, into the deepest shadow of the deep- +bayed latticed window. + +On the narrow deal benches that served as tables on working days +to the pottery painters were ranged the dishes and the jars, with +a number attached to each--no name to any, because Signor +Benedetto was resolute to prove his own absolute disinterestedness +in the matter of choice: he wished for the best artist. Prince +Guidobaldo, doffing his plumed cap courteously, walked down the +long room and examined each production in its turn. On the whole, +the collection made a brave display of majolica, though he was +perhaps a little disappointed at the result in each individual +case, for he had wanted something out of the common run and +absolutely perfect. Still, with fair words he complimented Signor +Benedetto on the brave show, and only before the work of poor Luca +was he entirely silent, since indeed silence was the greatest +kindness he could show to it: the drawing was bold and regular, +but the coloring was hopelessly crude, glaring, and ill-disposed. + +At last, before a vase and a dish that stood modestly at the very +farthest end of the deal bench, the duke gave a sudden exclamation +of delight, and Signor Benedetto grew crimson with pleasure and +surprise, and Giovanni Sanzio pressed a little nearer and tried to +see over the shoulders of the gentlemen of the court, feeling sure +that something rare and beautiful must have called forth that cry +of wonder from the Lord of Montefeltro, and having seen at a +glance that for his poor friend Luca there was no sort of hope. + +"This is beyond all comparison," said Guidobaldo, taking the great +oval dish up reverently in his hands. "Maestro Benedetto, I do +felicitate you indeed that you should possess such a pupil. He +will be a glory to our beloved Urbino." + +"It is indeed most excellent work, my lord duke," said the master- +potter, who was trembling with surprise and dared not show all the +astonishment and emotion that he felt at the discovery of so +exquisite a creation in his bottega. "It must be," he added, for +he was a very honest man, "the work of one of the lads of Pesaro +or Castel Durante. I have no such craftsman in my workshop. It is +beautiful exceedingly!" + +"It is worth its weight in gold!" said the prince, sharing his +emotion. "Look, gentlemen--look! Will not the fame of Urbino be +borne beyond the Apennines and Alps?" + +Thus summoned, the court and the citizens came to look, and +averred that truly never in Urbino had they seen such painting on +majolica. "But whose is it?" said Guidobaldo, impatiently, casting +his eyes over the gathered group in the background of apprentices +and artists. "Maestro Benedetto, I pray you, the name of the +artist; I pray you, quick!" + +"It is marked number eleven, my lord," answered the master-potter. +"Ho, you who reply to that number, stand out and give your name. +My lord duke has chosen your work. Ho, there! do you hear me?" + +But not one of the group moved. The young men looked from one to +another. Who was this nameless rival? There were but ten of +themselves. + +"Ho, there!" repeated Signor Benedetto, getting angry. "Cannot you +find a tongue, I say? Who has wrought this work? Silence is but +insolence to his highness and to me!" + +Then the child Sanzio loosened his little hand from his father's +hold, and went forward, and stood before the master-potter. + +"I painted it," he said, with a pleased smile; "I, Raffaelle." + +Can you not fancy, without telling, the confusion, the wonder, the +rapture, the incredulity, the questions, the wild ecstasy of +praise, that followed on the discovery of the child artist? Only +the presence of Guidobaldo kept it in anything like decent +quietude, and even he, all duke though he was, felt his eyes wet +and felt his heart swell; for he himself was childless, and for +the joy that Giovanni Sanzio felt that day he would have given his +patrimony and duchy. + +He took a jewel hung on a gold chain from his own breast and threw +it over Raffaelle's shoulders. + +"There is your first guerdon," he said; "you will have many, O +wondrous child, who shall live when we are dust!" + +Raffaelle, who himself was all the while quite tranquil and +unmoved, kissed the duke's hand with sweetest grace, then turned +to his own father. + +"It is true I have won my lord duke's prize?" + +"Quite true, my angel!" said Giovanni Sanzio, with tremulous +voice. + +Raffaelle looked up at Maestro Benedetto. + +"Then I claim the hand of Pacifica!" + +There was a smile on all the faces round, even on the darker +countenances of the vanquished painters. + +"Oh, would indeed you were of age to be my son by marriage, as you +are the son of my heart!" murmured Signor Benedetto. "Dear and +marvelous child, you are but jesting, I know. Tell me what it is +indeed that you would have. I could deny you nothing; and truly it +is you who are my master." + +"I am your pupil," said Raffaelle, with that pretty serious smile +of his, his little fingers playing with the ducal jewel. "I could +never have painted that majolica yonder had you not taught me the +secrets and management of your colors. Now, dear maestro mine, and +you, O my lord duke, do hear me! I by the terms of the contest +have won the hand of Pacifica and the right of association with +Messer Ronconi. I take these rights and I give them over to my +dear friend Luca of Fano, because he is the honestest man in all +the world, and does honor Signor Benedetto and love Pacifica as no +other can do so well, and Pacifica loves him, and my lord duke +will say that thus all will be well." + +So with the grave, innocent audacity of a child he spoke--this +seven-year-old painter who was greater than any there. + +Signor Benedetto stood mute, sombre, agitated. Luca had sprung +forward and dropped on one knee; he was as pale as ashes. +Raffaelle looked at him with a smile. + +"My lord duke," he said, with his little gentle smile, "you have +chosen my work; defend me in my rights." + +"Listen to the voice of an angel, my good Benedetto; heaven speaks +by him," said Guidobaldo, gravely, laying his hand on the arm of +his master-potter. + +Harsh Signor Benedetto burst into tears. + +"I can refuse him nothing," he said, with a sob. "He will give +such glory unto Urbino as never the world hath seen!" + +"And call down this fair Pacifica whom Raffaelle has won," said +the sovereign of the duchy, "and I will give her myself as her +dower as many gold pieces as we can cram into this famous vase. An +honest youth who loves her and whom she loves--what better can you +do, Benedetto? Young man, rise up and be happy. An angel has +descended on earth this day for you." + +But Luca heard not; he was still kneeling at the feet of +Raffaelle, where the world has knelt ever since. + + + + +FINDELKIND + + + + +There was a little boy, a year or two ago, who lived under the +shadow of Martinswand. Most people know, I should suppose, that +the Martinswand is that mountain in the Oberinnthal where, several +centuries past, brave Kaiser Max lost his footing as he stalked +the chamois, and fell upon a ledge of rock, and stayed there, in +mortal peril, for thirty hours, till he was rescued by the +strength and agility of a Tyrol hunter--an angel in the guise of a +hunter, as the chronicles of the time prefer to say. + +The Martinswand is a grand mountain, being one of the spurs of the +greater Sonnstein, and rises precipitously, looming, massive and +lofty, like a very fortress for giants, where it stands right +across that road which, if you follow it long enough, takes you +through Zell to Landeck,--old, picturesque, poetic Landeck, where +Frederick of the Empty Pockets rhymed his sorrows in ballads to +his people,--and so on by Bludenz into Switzerland itself, by as +noble a highway as any traveler can ever desire to traverse on a +summer's day. It is within a mile of the little burg of Zell, +where the people, in the time of their emperor's peril, came out +with torches and bells, and the Host lifted up by their priest, +and all prayed on their knees underneath the steep gaunt pile of +limestone, that is the same to-day as it was then, whilst Kaiser +Max is dust; it soars up on one side of this road, very steep and +very majestic, having bare stone at its base, and being all along +its summit crowned with pine woods; and on the other side of the +road are a little stone church, quaint and low, and gray with age, +and a stone farmhouse, and cattle sheds, and timber sheds, all of +wood that is darkly brown from time; and beyond these are some of +the most beautiful meadows in the world, full of tall grass and +countless flowers, with pools and little estuaries made by the +brimming Inn River that flows by them; and beyond the river are +the glaciers of the Sonnstein and the Selrain and the wild Arlberg +region, and the golden glow of sunset in the west, most often seen +from here through the veil of falling rain. + +At this farmhouse, with Martinswand towering above it, and Zell a +mile beyond, there lived, and lives still, a little boy who bears +the old historical name of Findelkind, whose father, Otto Korner, +is the last of a sturdy race of yeomen, who had fought with Hofer +and Haspinger, and had been free men always. + +Findelkind came in the middle of seven other children, and was a +pretty boy of nine years, with slenderer limbs and paler cheeks +than his rosy brethren, and tender dreamy eyes that had the look, +his mother told him, of seeking stars in midday: de chercher midi +a quatorze heures, as the French have it. He was a good little +lad, and seldom gave any trouble from disobedience, though he +often gave it from forgetfulness. His father angrily complained +that he was always in the clouds,--that is, he was always +dreaming, and so very often would spill the milk out of the pails, +chop his own fingers instead of the wood, and stay watching the +swallows when he was sent to draw water. His brothers and sisters +were always making fun of him: they were sturdier, ruddier, and +merrier children than he was, loved romping and climbing and +nutting, thrashing the walnut trees and sliding down snowdrifts, +and got into mischief of a more common and childish sort than +Findelkind's freaks of fancy. For indeed he was a very fanciful +little boy: everything around had tongues for him; and he would +sit for hours among the long rushes on the river's edge, trying to +imagine what the wild green-gray water had found in its +wanderings, and asking the water rats and the ducks to tell him +about it; but both rats and ducks were too busy to attend to an +idle little boy, and never spoke, which vexed him. + +Findelkind, however, was very fond of his books; he would study +day and night, in his little ignorant, primitive fashion. He loved +his missal and his primer, and could spell them both out very +fairly, and was learning to write of a good priest in Zirl, where +he trotted three times a week with his two little brothers. When +not at school, he was chiefly set to guard the sheep and the cows, +which occupation left him very much to himself; so that he had +many hours in the summertime to stare up to the skies and wonder-- +wonder--wonder about all sorts of things; while in the winter--the +long, white, silent winter, when the post-wagons ceased to run, +and the road into Switzerland was blocked, and the whole world +seemed asleep, except for the roaring of the winds--Findelkind, +who still trotted over the snow to school in Zirl, would dream +still, sitting on the wooden settle by the fire, when he came home +again under Martinswand. For the worst--or the best--of it all was +that he WAS Findelkind. + +This is what was always haunting him. He was Findelkind; and to +bear this name seemed to him to mark him out from all other +children and to dedicate him to heaven. One day three years +before, when he had been only six years old, the priest in Zirl, +who was a very kindly and cheerful man, and amused the children as +much as he taught them, had not allowed Findelkind to leave school +to go home, because the storm of snow and wind was so violent, but +had kept him until the worst should pass, with one or two other +little lads who lived some way off, and had let the boys roast a +meal of apples and chestnuts by the stove in his little room, and, +while the wind howled and the blinding snow fell without, had told +the children the story of another Findelkind--an earlier +Findelkind, who had lived in the flesh on Arlberg as far back as +1381, and had been a little shepherd lad, "just like you," said +the good man, looking at the little boys munching their roast +crabs, and whose country had been over there, above Stuben, where +Danube and Rhine meet and part. + +The pass of Arlberg is even still so bleak and bitter that few +care to climb there; the mountains around are drear and barren, +and snow lies till midsummer, and even longer sometimes. "But in +the early ages," said the priest (and this is quite a true tale +that the children heard with open eyes, and mouths only not open +because they were full of crabs and chestnuts), "in the early +ages," said the priest to them, "the Arlberg was far more dreary +than it is now. There was only a mule track over it, and no refuge +for man or beast; so that wanderers and peddlers, and those whose +need for work or desire for battle brought them over that +frightful pass, perished in great numbers, and were eaten by the +bears and the wolves. The little shepherd-boy Findelkind--who was +a little boy five hundred years ago, remember," the priest +repeated--"was sorely disturbed and distressed to see these poor +dead souls in the snow winter after winter, and seeing the +blanched bones lie on the bare earth, unburied, when summer melted +the snow. It made him unhappy, very unhappy; and what could he do, +he a little boy keeping sheep? He had as his wages two florins a +year; that was all; but his heart rose high, and he had faith in +God. Little as he was, he said to himself, he would try and do +something, so that year after year those poor lost travelers and +beasts should not perish so. He said nothing to anybody, but he +took the few florins he had saved up, bade his master farewell, +and went on his way begging--a little fourteenth-century boy, with +long, straight hair, and a girdled tunic, as you see them," +continued the priest, "in the miniatures in the black-letter +missal that lies upon my desk. No doubt heaven favored him very +strongly, and the saints watched over him; still, without the +boldness of his own courage and the faith in his own heart, they +would not have done so. I suppose, too, that when knights in their +armor, and soldiers in their camps, saw such a little fellow all +alone, they helped him, and perhaps struck some blows for him, and +so sped him on his way, and protected him from robbers and from +wild beasts. Still, be sure that the real shield and the real +reward that served Findelkind of Arlberg was the pure and noble +purpose that armed him night and day. Now, history does not tell +us where Findelkind went, nor how he fared, nor how long he was +about it; but history does tell us that the little barefooted, +long-haired boy, knocking so loudly at castle gates and city walls +in the name of Christ and Christ's poor brethren, did so well +succeed in his quest that before long he had returned to his +mountain home with means to have a church and a rude dwelling +built, where he lived with six other brave and charitable souls, +dedicating themselves to St. Christopher, and going out night and +day to the sound of the Angelus, seeking the lost and weary. This +is really what Findelkind of Arlberg did five centuries ago, and +did so quickly that his fraternity of St. Christopher twenty years +after numbered among its members archdukes, and prelates, and +knights without number, and lasted as a great order down to the +days of Joseph II. This is what Findelkind in the fourteenth +century did, I tell you. Bear like faith in your hearts, my +children; and though your generation is a harder one than this, +because it is without faith, yet you shall move mountains, because +Christ and St. Christopher will be with you." + +Then the good man, having said that, blessed them, and left them +alone to their chestnuts and crabs, and went into his own oratory +to prayer. The other boys laughed and chattered; but Findelkind +sat very quietly, thinking of his namesake, all the day after, and +for many days and weeks and months this story haunted him. A +little boy had done all that; and this little boy had been called +Findelkind; Findelkind, just like himself. + +It was beautiful, and yet it tortured him. If the good man had +known how the history would root itself in the child's mind, +perhaps he would never have told it; for night and day it vexed +Findelkind, and yet seemed beckoning to him and crying, "Go thou +and do likewise!" + +But what could he do? + +There was the snow, indeed, and there were the mountains, as in +the fourteenth century, but there were no travelers lost. The +diligence did not go into Switzerland after autumn, and the +country people who went by on their mules and in their sledges to +Innspruck knew their way very well, and were never likely to be +adrift on a winter's night, or eaten by a wolf or a bear. + +When spring came, Findelkind sat by the edge of the bright pure +water among the flowering grasses, and felt his heart heavy. +Findelkind of Arlberg who was in heaven now must look down, he +fancied, and think him so stupid and so selfish, sitting there. +The first Findelkind, a few centuries before, had trotted down on +his bare feet from his mountain pass, and taken his little crook, +and gone out boldly over all the land on his pilgrimage, and +knocked at castle gates and city walls in Christ's name and for +love of the poor! That was to do something indeed! + +This poor little living Findelkind would look at the miniatures in +the priest's missal, in one of which there was the little +fourteenth-century boy with long hanging hair and a wallet and +bare feet, and he never doubted that it was the portrait of the +blessed Findelkind who was in heaven; and he wondered if he looked +like a little boy there, or if he were changed to the likeness of +an angel. + +"He was a boy just like me," thought the poor little fellow, and +he felt so ashamed of himself--so very ashamed; and the priest had +told him to try and do the same. He brooded over it so much, and +it made him so anxious and so vexed, that his brothers ate his +porridge and he did not notice it, his sisters pulled his curls +and he did not feel it, his father brought a stick down on his +back and he only started and stared, and his mother cried because +he was losing his mind and would grow daft, and even his mother's +tears he scarcely saw. He was always thinking of Findelkind in +heaven. + +When he went for water, he spilt one-half; when he did his +lessons, he forgot the chief part; when he drove out the cow, he +let her munch the cabbages; and when he was set to watch the oven, +he let the loaves burn, like great Alfred. He was always busied +thinking: "Little Findelkind that is in heaven did so great a +thing: why may not I? I ought! I ought!" What was the use of being +named after Findelkind that was in heaven, unless one did +something great, too? + +Next to the church there is a little stone lodge, or shed, with +two arched openings, and from it you look into the tiny church +with its crucifixes and relics, or out to the great, bold, sombre +Martinswand, as you like best; and in this spot Findelkind would +sit hour after hour, while his brothers and sisters were playing, +and look up at the mountains or on to the altar, and wish and pray +and vex his little soul most woefully; and his ewes and his lambs +would crop the grass about the entrance, and bleat to make him +notice them and lead them farther afield, but all in vain. Even +his dear sheep he hardly heeded, and his pet ewes, Katte and +Greta, and the big ram Zips, rubbed their soft noses in his hand +unnoticed. So the summer droned away--the summer that is so short +in the mountains, and yet so green and so radiant, with the +torrents tumbling through the flowers, and the hay tossing in the +meadows, and the lads and lasses climbing to cut the rich sweet +grass of the alps. The short summer passed as fast as a dragonfly +flashes by, all green and gold, in the sun; and it was near winter +once more, and still Findelkind was always dreaming and wondering +what he could do for the good of St. Christopher; and the longing +to do it all came more and more into his little heart, and he +puzzled his brain till his head ached. One autumn morning, whilst +yet it was dark, Findelkind made his mind up, and rose before his +brothers, and stole downstairs and out into the air, as it was +easy to do, because the house door never was bolted. He had +nothing with him; he was barefooted, and his school satchel was +slung behind him, as Findelkind of Arlberg's wallet had been five +centuries before. + +He took a little staff from the piles of wood lying about, and +went out on to the highroad, on his way to do heaven's will. He +was not very sure what that divine will wished, but that was +because he was only nine years old, and not very wise; but +Findelkind that was in heaven had begged for the poor; so would +he. + +His parents were very poor, but he did not think of them as in any +want at any time, because he always had his bowlful of porridge +and as much bread as he wanted to eat. This morning he had nothing +to eat; he wished to be away before any one could question him. + +It was quite dusk in the fresh autumn morning: the sun had not +risen behind the glaciers of the Stubaithal, and the road was +scarcely seen; but he knew it very well, and he set out bravely, +saying his prayers to Christ, and to St. Christopher, and to +Findelkind that was in heaven. + +He was not in any way clear as to what he would do, but he thought +he would find some great thing to do somewhere, lying like a jewel +in the dust; and he went on his way in faith, as Findelkind of +Arlberg had done before him. + +His heart beat high, and his head lost its aching pains, and his +feet felt light; so light as if there were wings to his ankles. He +would not go to Zirl, because Zirl he knew so well, and there +could be nothing very wonderful waiting there; and he ran fast the +other way. When he was fairly out from under the shadow of +Martinswand, he slackened his pace, and saw the sun come on his +path, and the red day redden the gray-green water, and the early +Stellwagen from Landeck, that had been lumbering along all the +night, overtook him. + +He would have run after it, and called out to the travelers for +alms, but he felt ashamed; his father had never let him beg, and +he did not know how to begin. + +The Stellwagen rolled on through the autumn mud, and that was one +chance lost. He was sure that the first Findelkind had not felt +ashamed when he had knocked at the first castle gates. + +By and by, when he could not see Martinswand by turning his head +back ever so, he came to an inn that used to be a posthouse in the +old days when men traveled only by road. A woman was feeding +chickens in the bright clear red of the cold daybreak. + +Findelkind timidly held out his hand. "For the poor!" he murmured, +and doffed his cap. + +The old woman looked at him sharply. "Oh, is it you, little +Findelkind? Have you run off from school? Be off with you home! I +have mouths enough to feed here." + +Findelkind went away, and began to learn that it is not easy to be +a prophet or a hero in one's own country. + +He trotted a mile farther, and met nothing. At last he came to +some cows by the wayside, and a man tending them. + +"Would you give me something to help make a monastery?" he said +timidly, and once more took off his cap. The man gave a great +laugh. "A fine monk, you! And who wants more of these lazy drones? +Not I." + +Findelkind never answered; he remembered the priest had said that +the years he lived in were very hard ones, and men in them had no +faith. + +Ere long he came to a big walled house, with turrets and grated +casements,--very big it looked to him,--like one of the first +Findelkind's own castles. His heart beat loud against his side, +but he plucked up his courage, and knocked as loud as his heart +was beating. + +He knocked and knocked, but no answer came. The house was empty. +But he did not know that; he thought it was that the people within +were cruel, and he went sadly onward with the road winding before +him, and on his right the beautiful impetuous gray river, and on +his left the green Mittelgebirge and the mountains that rose +behind it. By this time the day was up; the sun was glowing on the +red of the cranberry shrubs and the blue of the bilberry-boughs; +he was hungry and thirsty and tired. But he did not give in for +that; he held on steadily; he knew that there was near, somewhere +near, a great city that the people called Sprugg, and thither he +had resolved to go. By noontide he had walked eight miles, and +came to a green place where men were shooting at targets, the tall +thick grass all around them; and a little way farther off was a +train of people chanting and bearing crosses and dressed in long +flowing robes. + +The place was the Hottinger Au, and the day was Saturday, and the +village was making ready to perform a miracle play on the morrow. + +Findelkind ran to the robed singing-folk, quite sure that he saw +the people of God. "Oh, take me, take me!" he cried to them; "do +take me with you to do heaven's work." + +But they pushed him aside for a crazy little boy that spoiled +their rehearsing. + +"It is only for Hotting folk," said a lad older than himself. "Get +out of the way with you, Liebchen." And the man who earned the +cross knocked him with force on the head, by mere accident; but +Findelkind thought he had meant it. + +Were people so much kinder five centuries before, he wondered, and +felt sad as the many-colored robes swept on through the grass, and +the crack of the rifles sounded sharply through the music of the +chanting voices. He went on footsore and sorrowful, thinking of +the castle doors that had opened, and the city gates that had +unclosed, at the summons of the little long-haired boy whose +figure was painted on the missal. + +He had come now to where the houses were much more numerous, +though under the shade of great trees,--lovely old gray houses, +some of wood, some of stone, some with frescos on them and gold +and color and mottoes, some with deep barred casements, and carved +portals, and sculptured figures; houses of the poorer people now, +but still memorials of a grand and gracious time. For he had +wandered into the quarter of St. Nicholas in this fair mountain +city, which he, like his country-folk, called Sprugg, though the +government calls it Innspruck. + +He got out upon a long gray wooden bridge, and looked up and down +the reaches of the river, and thought to himself, maybe this was +not Sprugg but Jerusalem, so beautiful it looked with its domes +shining golden in the sun, and the snow of the Soldstein and +Branjoch behind them. For little Findelkind had never come so far +as this before. As he stood on the bridge so dreaming, a hand +clutched him, and a voice said:-- + +"A whole kreutzer, or you do not pass!" + +Findelkind started and trembled. + +A kreutzer! he had never owned such a treasure in all his life. + +"I have no money," he murmured timidly; "I came to see if I could +get money for the poor." + +The keeper of the bridge laughed. + +"You are a little beggar, you mean? Oh, very well! Then over my +bridge you do not go." + +"But it is the city on the other side?" + +"To be sure it is the city; but over nobody goes without a +kreutzer." + +"I never have such a thing of my own! never! never!" said +Findelkind, ready to cry. + +"Then you were a little fool to come away from your home, wherever +that may be," said the man at the bridge-head. "Well, I will let +you go, for you look a baby. But do not beg; that is bad." + +"Findelkind did it!" + +"Then Findelkind was a rogue and a vagabond," said the taker of +tolls. + +"Oh, no--no--no!" + +"Oh, yes--yes--yes, little sauce-box; and take that," said the +man, giving him a box on the ear, being angry at contradiction. + +Findelkind's head drooped, and he went slowly over the bridge, +forgetting that he ought to have thanked the toll taker for a free +passage. The world seemed to him very difficult. How had +Findelkind done when he had come to bridges?--and, oh, how had +Findelkind done when he had been hungry? + +For this poor little Findelkind was getting very hungry, and his +stomach was as empty as was his wallet. + +A few steps brought him to the Goldenes Dachl. + +He forgot his hunger and his pain, seeing the sun shine on all +that gold, and the curious painted galleries under it. He thought +it was real solid gold. Real gold laid out on a house roof--and +the people all so poor! Findelkind began to muse, and wonder why +everybody did not climb up there and take a tile off and be rich? +But perhaps it would be wicked. Perhaps God put the roof there +with all that gold to prove people. Findelkind got bewildered. + +If God did such a thing, was it kind? + +His head seemed to swim, and the sunshine went round and round +with him. There went by him, just then, a very venerable-looking +old man with silver hair; he was wrapped in a long cloak. +Findelkind pulled at the coat gently, and the old man looked down. + +"What is it, my boy?" he asked. + +Findelkind answered, "I came out to get gold; may I take it off +that roof?" + +"It is not gold, child, it is gilding." + +"What is gilding?" + +"It is a thing made to look like gold: that is all." + +"It is a lie, then!" + +The old man smiled. "Well, nobody thinks so. If you like to put it +so, perhaps it is. What do you want gold for, you wee thing?" + +"To build a monastery and house the poor." + +The old man's face scowled and grew dark, for he was a Lutheran +pastor from Bavaria. + +"Who taught you such trash?" he said crossly. + +"It is not trash. It is faith." + +And Findelkind's face began to burn and his blue eyes to darken +and moisten. There was a little crowd beginning to gather, and the +crowd was beginning to laugh. There were many soldiers and rifle- +shooters in the throng, and they jeered and joked, and made fun of +the old man in the long cloak, who grew angry then with the child. +"You are a little idolater and a little impudent sinner!" he said +wrathfully, and shook the boy by the shoulder, and went away, and +the throng that had gathered round had only poor Findelkind left +to tease. + +He was a very poor little boy indeed to look at, with his +sheepskin tunic, and his bare feet and legs, and his wallet that +never was to get filled. + +"Where do you come from, and what do you want?" they asked; and he +answered, with a sob in his voice:-- + +"I want to do like Findelkind of Arlberg." + +And then the crowd laughed, not knowing at all what he meant, but +laughing just because they did not know: as crowds always will do. +And only the big dogs that are so very big in this country, and +are all loose, and free, and good-natured citizens, came up to him +kindly, and rubbed against him, and made friends; and at that +tears came into his eyes, and his courage rose, and he lifted his +head. + +"You are cruel people to laugh," he said indignantly; "the dogs +are kinder. People did not laugh at Findelkind. He was a little +boy just like me, no better and no bigger, and as poor; and yet he +had so much faith, and the world then was so good, that he left +his sheep and got money enough to build a church and a hospice to +Christ and St. Christopher. And I want to do the same for the +poor. Not for myself, no; for the poor! I am Findelkind, too, and +Findelkind of Arlberg that is in heaven speaks to me." + +Then he stopped, and a sob rose again in his throat. + +"He is crazy!" said the people, laughing, yet a little scared; for +the priest at Zirl had said rightly, this is not an age of faith. +At that moment there sounded, coming from the barracks, that used +to be the Schloss in the old days of Kaiser Max and Mary of +Burgundy, the sound of drums and trumpets and the tramp of +marching feet. It was one of the corps of Jagers of Tyrol, going +down from the avenue to the Rudolfplatz, with their band before +them and their pennons streaming. It was a familiar sight, but it +drew the street throngs to it like magic: the age is not fond of +dreamers, but it is very fond of drums. In almost a moment the old +dark arcades and the riverside and the passages near were all +empty, except for the women sitting at their stalls of fruit or +cakes, or toys, They are wonderful old arched arcades, like the +cloisters of a cathedral more than anything else, and the shops +under them are all homely and simple--shops of leather, of furs, +of clothes, of wooden playthings, of sweet and wholesome bread. +They are very quaint, and kept by poor folks for poor folks; but +to the dazed eyes of Findelkind they looked like a forbidden +paradise, for he was so hungry and so heartbroken, and he had +never seen any bigger place than little Zirl. + +He stood and looked wistfully, but no one offered him anything. +Close by was a stall of splendid purple grapes, but the old woman +that kept it was busy knitting. She only called to him to stand +out of her light. + +"You look a poor brat; have you a home?" said another woman, who +sold bridles and whips and horses' bells and the like. + +"Oh, yes, I have a home--by Martinswand," said Findelkind, with a +sigh. + +The woman looked at him sharply. "Your parents have sent you on an +errand here?" + +"No; I have run away." + +"Run away? Oh, you bad boy!--unless, indeed--are they cruel to +you?" + +"No; very good." + +"Are you a little rogue, then, or a thief?" + +"You are a bad woman to think such things," said Findelkind, +hotly, knowing himself on how innocent and sacred a quest he was. + +"Bad? I? Oh ho!" said the old dame, cracking one of her new whips +in the air, "I should like to make you jump about with this, you +thankless little vagabond. Be off!" + +Findelkind sighed again, his momentary anger passing; for he had +been born with a gentle temper, and thought himself to blame much +more readily than he thought other people were,--as, indeed, every +wise child does, only there are so few children--or men--that are +wise. + +He turned his head away from the temptation of the bread and fruit +stalls, for in truth hunger gnawed him terribly, and wandered a +little to the left. From where he stood he could see the long, +beautiful street of Teresa, with its oriels and arches, painted +windows and gilded signs, and the steep, gray, dark mountains +closing it in at the distance; but the street frightened him, it +looked so grand, and he knew it would tempt him; so he went where +he saw the green tops of some high elms and beeches. The trees, +like the dogs, seemed like friends. It was the human creatures +that were cruel. + +At that moment there came out of the barrack gates, with great +noise of trumpets and trampling of horses, a group of riders in +gorgeous uniforms, with sabres and chains glancing and plumes +tossing. It looked to Findelkind like a group of knights--those +knights who had helped and defended his namesake with their steel +and their gold in the old days of the Arlberg quest. His heart +gave a great leap, and he jumped on the dust for joy, and he ran +forward and fell on his knees and waved his cap like a little mad +thing, and cried out:-- + +"Oh, dear knights! oh, great soldiers! help me! Fight for me, for +the love of the saints! I have come all the way from Martinswand, +and I am Findelkind, and I am trying to serve St. Christopher like +Findelkind of Arlberg." + +But his little swaying body and pleading hands and shouting voice +and blowing curls frightened the horses; one of them swerved and +very nearly settled the woes of Findelkind forever and aye by a +kick. The soldier who rode the horse reined him in with +difficulty; he was at the head of the little staff, being indeed +no less or more than the general commanding the garrison, which in +this city is some fifteen thousand strong. An orderly sprang from +his saddle and seized the child, and shook him, and swore at him. +Findelkind was frightened; but he shut his eyes and set his teeth, +and said to himself that the martyrs must have had very much worse +than these things to suffer in their pilgrimage. He had fancied +these riders were knights--such knights as the priest had shown +him the likeness of in old picture books, whose mission it had +been to ride through the world succoring the weak and weary, and +always defending the right. + +"What are your swords for, if you are not knights?" he cried, +desperately struggling in his captor's grip, and seeing through +his half-closed lids the sunshine shining on steel scabbards. + +"What does he want?" asked the officer in command of the garrison, +whose staff all this bright and martial array was. He was riding +out from the barracks to an inspection on the Rudolfplatz. He was +a young man, and had little children himself, and was half amused, +half touched, to see the tiny figure of the little dusty boy. + +"I want to build a monastery, like Findelkind of Arlberg, and to +help the poor," said our Findelkind, valorously, though his heart +was beating like that of a little mouse caught in a trap; for the +horses were trampling up the dust around him, and the orderly's +grip was hard. + +The officers laughed aloud; and indeed he looked a poor little +scrap of a figure, very ill able to help even himself. + +"Why do you laugh?" cried Findelkind, losing his terror in his +indignation, and inspired with the courage which a great +earnestness always gives. "You should not laugh. If you were true +knights, you would not laugh; you would fight for me. I am little, +I know,--I am very little,--but he was no bigger than I; and see +what great things he did. But the soldiers were good in those +days; they did not laugh and use bad words--" + +And Findelkind, on whose shoulder the orderly's hold was still +fast, faced the horses, which looked to him as huge as Martinswand, +and the swords, which he little doubted were to be sheathed in his +heart. + +The officers stared, laughed again, then whispered together, and +Findelkind heard them say the word "crazed." Findelkind, whose +quick little ears were both strained like a mountain leveret's, +understood that the great men were saying among themselves that it +was not safe for him to be about alone, and that it would be +kinder to him to catch and cage him--the general view with which +the world regards enthusiasts. + +He heard, he understood; he knew that they did not mean to help +him, these men with the steel weapons and the huge steeds, but +that they meant to shut him up in a prison; he, little free-born, +forest-fed Findelkind. He wrenched himself out of the soldier's +grip, as the rabbit wrenches itself out of the jaws of the trap +even at the cost of leaving a limb behind, shot between the +horses' legs, doubled like a hunted thing, and spied a refuge. +Opposite the avenue of gigantic poplars and pleasant stretches of +grass shaded by other bigger trees, there stands a very famous +church, famous alike in the annals of history and of art,--the +church of the Franciscans, that holds the tomb of Kaiser Max, +though, alas! it holds not his ashes, as his dying desire was that +it should. The church stands here, a noble, sombre place, with the +Silver Chapel of Philippina Wessler adjoining it, and in front the +fresh cool avenues that lead to the river and the broad water- +meadows and the grand Hall road bordered with the painted stations +of the Cross. + +There were some peasants coming in from the country driving cows, +and some burghers in their carts, with fat, slow horses; some +little children were at play under the poplars and the elms; great +dogs were lying about on the grass; everything was happy and at +peace, except the poor, throbbing heart of little Findelkind, who +thought the soldiers were coming after him to lock him up as mad, +and ran and ran as fast as his trembling legs would carry him, +making for sanctuary, as, in the old bygone days that he loved, +many a soul less innocent than his had done. The wide doors of the +Hofkirche stood open, and on the steps lay a black-and-tan hound, +watching no doubt for its master or mistress, who had gone within +to pray. Findelkind, in his terror, vaulted over the dog, and into +the church tumbled headlong. + +It seemed quite dark, after the brilliant sunshine on the river +and the grass; his forehead touched the stone floor as he fell, +and as he raised himself and stumbled forward, reverent and +bareheaded, looking for the altar to cling to when the soldiers +should enter to seize him, his uplifted eyes fell on the great +tomb. + +The tomb seems entirely to fill the church, as, with its twenty- +four guardian figures round it, it towers up in the twilight that +reigns here even at midday. There are a stern majesty and grandeur +in it which dwarf every other monument and mausoleum. It is grim, +it is rude, it is savage, with the spirit of the rough ages that +created it; but it is great with their greatness, it is heroic +with their heroism, it is simple with their simplicity. + +As the awe-stricken eyes of the terrified child fell on the mass +of stone and bronze, the sight smote him breathless. The mailed +warriors standing around it, so motionless, so solemn, rilled him +with a frozen, nameless fear. He had never a doubt that they were +the dead arisen. The foremost that met his eyes were Theodoric and +Arthur; the next, grim Rudolf, father of a dynasty of emperors. +There, leaning on their swords, the three gazed down on him, +armored, armed, majestic, serious, guarding the empty grave, which +to the child, who knew nothing of its history, seemed a bier; and +at the feet of Theodoric, who alone of them all looked young and +merciful, poor little desperate Findelkind fell with a piteous +sob, and cried: "I am not mad! Indeed, indeed, I am not mad!" + +He did not know that these grand figures were but statues of +bronze. He was quite sure they were the dead, arisen, and meeting +there, around that tomb on which the solitary kneeling knight +watched and prayed, encircled, as by a wall of steel, by these his +comrades. He was not frightened, he was rather comforted and +stilled, as with a sudden sense of some deep calm and certain +help. + +Findelkind, without knowing that he was like so many dissatisfied +poets and artists much bigger than himself, dimly felt in his +little tired mind how beautiful and how gorgeous and how grand the +world must have been when heroes and knights like these had gone +by in its daily sunshine and its twilight storms. No wonder +Findelkind of Arlberg had found his pilgrimage so fair, when if he +had needed any help he had only had to kneel and clasp these firm, +mailed limbs, these strong cross-hiked swords, in the name of +Christ and of the poor. + +Theodoric seemed to look down on him with benignant eyes from +under the raised visor; and our poor Findelkind, weeping, threw +his small arms closer and closer round the bronze knees of the +heroic figure, and sobbed aloud, "Help me, help me! Oh, turn the +hearts of the people to me, and help me to do good!" + +But Theodoric answered nothing. + +There was no sound in the dark, hushed church; the gloom grew +darker over Findelkind's eyes; the mighty forms of monarchs and of +heroes grew dim before his sight. He lost consciousness, and fell +prone upon the stones at Theodoric's feet; for he had fainted from +hunger and emotion. + +When he awoke it was quite evening; there was a lantern held over +his head; voices were muttering curiously and angrily; bending +over him were two priests, a sacristan of the church, and his own +father. His little wallet lay by him on the stones, always empty. + +"Boy of mine! were you mad?" cried his father, half in rage, half +in tenderness. "The chase you have led me!--and your mother +thinking you were drowned!--and all the working day lost, running +after old women's tales of where they had seen you! Oh, little +fool, little fool! what was amiss with Martinswand, that you must +leave it?" + +Findelkind slowly and feebly rose, and sat up on the pavement, and +looked up, not at his father, but at the knight Theodoric. + +"I thought they would help me to keep the poor," he muttered +feebly, as he glanced at his own wallet." And it is empty-- +empty." + +"Are we not poor enough?" cried his father, with natural +impatience, ready to tear his hair with vexation at having such a +little idiot for a son. "Must you rove afield to find poverty to +help, when it sits cold enough, the Lord knows, at our own hearth? +Oh, little ass, little dolt, little maniac, fit only for a +madhouse, talking to iron figures and taking them for real men! +What have I done, O heaven, that I should be afflicted thus?" + +And the poor man wept, being a good affectionate soul, but not +very wise, and believing that his boy was mad. Then, seized with +sudden rage once more, at thought of his day all wasted, and its +hours harassed and miserable through searching for the lost child, +he plucked up the light, slight figure of Findelkind in his own +arms, and, with muttered thanks and excuses to the sacristan of +the church, bore the boy out with him into the evening air, and +lifted him into a cart which stood there with a horse harnessed to +one side of the pole, as the country people love to do, to the +risk of their own lives and their neighbors'. Findelkind said +never a word; he was as dumb as Theodoric had been to him; he felt +stupid, heavy, half blind; his father pushed him some bread, and +he ate it by sheer instinct, as a lost animal will do; the cart +jogged on, the stars shone, the great church vanished in the gloom +of night. + +As they went through the city towards the riverside along the +homeward way, never a word did his father, who was a silent man at +all times, address to him. Only once, as they jogged over the +bridge, he spoke. + +"Son," he asked, "did you run away truly thinking to please God +and help the poor?" + +"Truly I did!" answered Findelkind, with a sob in his throat. + +"Then thou wert an ass!" said his father. "Didst never think of +thy mother's love and of my toil? Look at home." + +Findelkind was mute. The drive was very long, backward by the same +way, with the river shining in the moonlight and the mountains +half covered with the clouds. It was ten by the bells of Zirl when +they came once more under the solemn shadow of grave Martinswand. +There were lights moving about his house, his brothers and sisters +were still up; his mother ran out into the road, weeping and +laughing with fear and joy. + +Findelkind himself said nothing. + +He hung his head. + +They were too fond of him to scold him or to jeer at him; they +made him go quickly to his bed, and his mother made him a warm +milk posset and kissed him. + +"We will punish thee to-morrow, naughty and cruel one," said his +parent. "But thou art punished enough already, for in thy place +little Stefan had the sheep, and he has lost Katte's lambs--the +beautiful twin lambs! I dare not tell thy father to-night. Dost +hear the poor thing mourn? Do not go afield for thy duty again." + +A pang went through the heart of Findelkind, as if a knife had +pierced it. He loved Katte better than almost any other living +thing, and she was bleating under his window childless and alone. +They were such beautiful lambs, too!--lambs that his father had +promised should never be killed, but be reared to swell the flock. + +Findelkind cowered down in his bed, and felt wretched beyond all +wretchedness. He had been brought back; his wallet was empty; and +Katte's lambs were lost. He could not sleep. + +His pulses were beating like so many steam hammers; he felt as if +his body were all one great throbbing heart. His brothers, who lay +in, the same chamber with him, were sound asleep; very soon his +father and mother snored also, on the other side of the wall. +Findelkind was alone wide awake, watching the big white moon sail +past his little casement, and hearing Katte bleat. + +Where were her poor twin lambs? + +The night was bitterly cold, for it was already far on in autumn; +the rivers had swollen and flooded many fields, the snow for the +last week had fallen quite low down on the mountainsides. + +Even if still living, the little lambs would die, out on such a +night without the mother or food and shelter of any sort. +Findelkind, whose vivid brain always saw everything that he +imagined as if it were being acted before his eyes, in fancy saw +his two dear lambs floating dead down the swollen tide, entangled +in rushes on the flooded shore, or fallen with broken limbs upon a +crest of rocks. He saw them so plainly that scarcely could he hold +back his breath from screaming aloud in the still night and +answering the mourning wail of the desolate mother. + +At last he could bear it no longer: his head burned, and his brain +seemed whirling round; at a bound he leaped out of bed quite +noiselessly, slid into his sheepskins, and stole out as he had +done the night before, hardly knowing what he did. Poor Katte was +mourning in the wooden shed with the other sheep, and the wail of +her sorrow sounded sadly across the loud roar of the rushing +river. + +The moon was still high. + +Above, against the sky, black and awful with clouds floating over +its summit, was the great Martinswand. + +Findelkind this time called the big dog Waldmar to him, and with +the dog beside him went once more out into the cold and the gloom, +whilst his father and mother, his brothers and sisters, were +sleeping, and poor childless Katte alone was awake. + +He looked up at the mountain and then across the water-swept +meadows to the river. He was in doubt which way to take. Then he +thought that in all likelihood the lambs would have been seen if +they had wandered the river way, and even little Stefan would have +had too much sense to let them go there. So he crossed the road +and began to climb Martinswand. + +With the instinct of the born mountaineer, he had brought out his +crampons with him, and had now fastened them on his feet; he knew +every part and ridge of the mountains, and had more than once +climbed over to that very spot where Kaiser Max had hung in peril +of his life. + +On second thoughts he bade Waldmar go back to the house. The dog +was a clever mountaineer, too, but Findelkind did not wish to lead +him into danger. "I have done the wrong, and I will bear the +brunt," he said to himself; for he felt as if he had killed +Katte's children, and the weight of the sin was like lead on his +heart, and he would not kill good Waldmar too. + +His little lantern did not show much light, and as he went higher +upwards he lost sight of the moon. The cold was nothing to him, +because the clear still air was that in which he had been reared; +and the darkness he did not mind, because he was used to that +also; but the weight of sorrow upon him he scarcely knew how to +bear, and how to find two tiny lambs in this vast waste of silence +and shadow would have puzzled and wearied older minds than his. +Garibaldi and all his household, old soldiers tried and true, +sought all night once upon Caprera in such a quest, in vain. + +If he could only have awakened his brother Stefan to ask him which +way they had gone! but then, to be sure, he remembered, Stefan +must have told that to all those who had been looking for the +lambs from sunset to nightfall. All alone he began the ascent. + +Time and again, in the glad springtime and the fresh summer +weather, he had driven his flock upwards to eat the grass that +grew in the clefts of the rocks and on the broad green alps. The +sheep could not climb to the highest points; but the goats did, +and he with them. Time and again he had lain on his back in these +uppermost heights, with the lower clouds behind him and the black +wings of the birds and the crows almost touching his forehead, as +he lay gazing up into the blue depth of the sky, and dreaming, +dreaming, dreaming. + +He would never dream any more now, he thought to himself. His +dreams had cost Katte her lambs, and the world of the dead +Findelkind was gone forever; gone were all the heroes and knights; +gone all the faith and the force; gone every one who cared for the +dear Christ and the poor in pain. + +The bells of Zirl were ringing midnight. Findelkind heard, and +wondered that only two hours had gone by since his mother had +kissed him in his bed. It seemed to him as if long, long nights +had rolled away, and he had lived a hundred years. + +He did not feel any fear of the dark calm night, lit now and then +by silvery gleams of moon and stars. The mountain was his old +familiar friend, and the ways of it had no more terror for him +than these hills here used to have for the bold heart of Kaiser +Max. Indeed, all he thought of was Katte--Katte and the lambs. He +knew the way that the sheep tracks ran; the sheep could not climb +so high as the goats; and he knew, too, that little Stefan could +not climb so high as he. So he began his search low down upon +Martinswand. + +After midnight the cold increased; there were snow clouds hanging +near, and they opened over his head, and the soft snow came flying +along. For himself he did not mind it, but alas for the lambs!-- +if it covered them, how would he find them? And if they slept in +it, they were dead. + +It was bleak and bare on the mountainside, though there were still +patches of grass such as the flocks liked, that had grown since +the hay was cut. The frost of the night made the stone slippery, +and even the irons gripped it with difficulty; and there was a +strong wind rising like a giant's breath, and blowing his small +horn lantern to and fro. + +Now and then he quaked a little with fear--not fear of the night +or the mountains, but of strange spirits and dwarfs and goblins of +ill repute, said to haunt Martinswand after nightfall. Old women +had told him of such things, though the priest always said that +they were only foolish tales, there being nothing on God's earth +wicked save men and women who had not clean hearts and hands. +Findelkind believed the priest; still, all alone on the side of +the mountain, with the snowflakes flying round him, he felt a +nervous thrill that made him tremble and almost turn backward. +Almost, but not quite; for he thought of Katte and the poor little +lambs lost--and perhaps dead--through his fault. The path went +zigzag and was very steep; the Arolla pines swayed their boughs in +his face; stones that lay in his path unseen in the gloom made him +stumble. Now and then a large bird of the night flew by with a +rushing sound; the air grew so cold that all Martinswand might +have been turning to one huge glacier. All at once he heard +through the stillness--for there is nothing so still as a +mountainside in snow--a little pitiful bleat. All his terrors +vanished; all his memories of ghost tales passed away; his heart +gave a leap of joy; he was sure it was the cry of the lambs. He +stopped to listen more surely. He was now many score of feet above +the level of his home and of Zirl; he was, as nearly as he could +judge, halfway as high as where the cross in the cavern marks the +spot of the Kaiser's peril. The little bleat sounded above him, +and it was very feeble and faint. + +Findelkind set his lantern down, braced himself up by drawing +tighter his old leathern girdle, set his sheepskin cap firm on his +forehead, and went towards the sound as far as he could judge that +it might be. He was out of the woods now; there were only a few +straggling pines rooted here and there in a mass of loose lying +rock and slate; so much he could tell by the light of the lantern, +and the lambs, by the bleating, seemed still above him. + +It does not, perhaps, seem very hard labor to hunt about by a +dusky light upon a desolate mountainside; but when the snow is +falling fast,--when the light is only a small circle, wavering, +yellowish on the white,--when around is a wilderness of loose +stones and yawning clefts,--when the air is ice and the hour is +past midnight,--the task is not a light one for a man; and +Findelkind was a child, like that Findelkind that was in heaven. + +Long, very long, was his search; he grew hot and forgot all fear, +except a spasm of terror lest his light should burn low and die +out. The bleating had quite ceased now, and there was not even a +sigh to guide him; but he knew that near him the lambs must be, +and he did not waver or despair. + +He did not pray; praying in the morning had been no use; but he +trusted in God, and he labored hard, toiling to and fro, seeking +in every nook and behind each stone, and straining every muscle +and nerve, till the sweat rolled in a briny dew off his forehead, +and his curls dripped with wet. At last, with a scream of joy, he +touched some soft close wool that gleamed white as the white snow. +He knelt down on the ground, and peered behind the stone by the +full light of his lantern; there lay the little lambs--two little +brothers, twin brothers, huddled close together, asleep. Asleep? +He was sure they were asleep, for they were so silent and still. + +He bowed over them, and kissed them, and laughed, and cried, and +kissed them again. Then a sudden horror smote him; they were so +very still. There they lay, cuddled close, one on another, one +little white head on each little white body--drawn closer than +ever together, to try and get warm. + +He called to them; he touched them; then he caught them up in his +arms, and kissed them again, and again, and again. Alas! they were +frozen and dead. Never again would they leap in the long green +grass, and frisk with each other, and lie happy by Katte's side; +they had died calling for their mother, and in the long, cold, +cruel night only death had answered. + +Findelkind did not weep, or scream, or tremble; his heart seemed +frozen, like the dead lambs, + +It was he who had killed them. + +He rose up and gathered them in his arms,--and cuddled them in the +skirts of his skeepskin tunic, and cast his staff away that he +might carry them, and so, thus burdened with their weight, set his +face to the snow and the wind once more, and began his downward +way. + +Once a great sob shook him; that was all. Now he had no fear. + +The night might have been noonday, the snow storm might have been +summer, for aught he knew or cared. + +Long and weary was the way, and often he stumbled and had to rest; +often the terrible sleep of the snow lay heavy on his eyelids, and +he longed to lie down and be at rest, as the little brothers were; +often it seemed to him that he would never reach home again. But +he shook the lethargy off him and resisted the longing, and held +on his way: he knew that his mother would mourn for him as Katte +mourned for the lambs. At length, through all difficulty and +danger, when his light had spent itself and his strength had well +nigh spent itself too, his feet touched the old highroad. There +were flickering torches and many people, and loud cries around the +church, as there had been four hundred years before, when the last +sacrament had been said in the valley for the hunter-king in peril +above. + +His mother, being sleepless and anxious, had risen long before it +was dawn, and had gone to the children's chamber, and had found +the bed of Findelkind empty once more. + +He came into the midst of the people with the two little lambs in +his arms, and he heeded neither the outcries of neighbors nor the +frenzied joy of his mother: his eyes looked straight before him, +and his face was white like the snow. + +"I killed them," he said, and then two great tears rolled down his +cheeks and fell on the little cold bodies of the two little dead +brothers. + +Findelkind was very ill for many nights and many days after that. + +Whenever he spoke in his fever he always said, "I killed them!" + +Never anything else. + +So the dreary winter months went by, while the deep snow filled up +lands and meadows, and covered the great mountains from summit to +base, and all around Martinswand was quite still, and now and then +the post went by to Zirl, and on the holy-days the bells tolled; +that was all. His mother sat between the stove and his bed with a +sore heart; and his father, as he went to and fro between the +walls of beaten snow, from the wood shed to the cattle byre, was +sorrowful, thinking to himself the child would die, and join that +earlier Findelkind whose home was with the saints, + +But the child did not die. + +He lay weak and wasted and almost motionless a long time; but +slowly, as the springtime drew near, and the snows on the lower +hills loosened, and the abounding waters coursed green and crystal +clear clown all the sides of the hills, Findelkind revived as the +earth did, and by the time the new grass was springing and the +first blue of the gentian gleamed on the Alps, he was well. + +But to this day he seldom plays and scarcely ever laughs. His face +is sad, and his eyes have a look of trouble. + +Sometimes the priest of Zirl says of him to others, "He will be a +great poet or a great hero some day." Who knows? + +Meanwhile, in the heart of the child there remains always a weary +pain, that lies on his childish life as a stone may lie on a +flower. + +"I killed them!" he says often to himself, thinking of the two +little white brothers frozen to death on Martinswand that cruel +night; and he does the things that are told him, and is obedient, +and tries to be content with the humble daily duties that are his +lot, and when he says his prayers at bedtime always ends them so: +-- + +"Dear God, do let the little lambs play with the other Findelkind +that is in heaven." + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, BIMBI *** + +This file should be named 5834.txt or 5834.zip + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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