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- WHY FRAU FROHMANN RAISED
- HER PRICES
- _AND OTHER STORIES_
-
-
-
-
- WHY FRAU FROHMANN
- RAISED HER PRICES
- And other Stories
-
- BY
- ANTHONY TROLLOPE
-
- AUTHOR OF “FRAMLEY PARSONAGE,” “SMALL HOUSE AT ALLINGTON,” &c., &c.
-
- LONDON
- WM. ISBISTER, LIMITED
- 56, LUDGATE HILL
- 1882
-
- LONDON:
- PRINTED BY J. S. VIRTUE AND CO., LIMITED,
- CITY ROAD.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
-
-WHY FRAU FROHMANN RAISED HER PRICES.
-
-CHAP. PAGE
-
- I. THE BRUNNENTHAL PEACOCK 1
-
- II. THE BEGINNING OF TROUBLES 17
-
- III. THE QUESTION OF THE MITGIFT 29
-
- IV. THE FRAU RETURNS TO THE SIMPLICITY OF THE OLD DAYS 40
-
- V. A ZWANSIGER IS A ZWANSIGER 51
-
- VI. HOFF THE BUTCHER 67
-
- VII. “AND GOLD BECOMES CHEAP” 79
-
-VIII. IT DOESN’T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TO ANY OF THEM 91
-
-
-THE LADY OF LAUNAY.
-
- I. HOW BESSY PRYOR BECAME A YOUNG LADY OF IMPORTANCE 105
-
- II. HOW BESSY PRYOR WOULDN’T MARRY THE PARSON 111
-
- III. HOW BESSY PRYOR CAME TO LOVE THE HEIR OF LAUNAY 120
-
- IV. HOW BESSY PRYOR OWNED THAT SHE WAS ENGAGED 128
-
- V. HOW BESSY PRYOR CEASED TO BE A YOUNG LADY OF IMPORTANCE 136
-
- VI. HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS TO BE BANISHED 144
-
- VII. HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS BANISHED TO NORMANDY 151
-
-VIII. HOW BESSY PRYOR RECEIVED TWO LETTERS FROM LAUNAY 159
-
- IX. HOW BESSY PRYOR ANSWERED THE TWO LETTERS, AND WHAT CAME OF IT 167
-
- X. HOW BESSY PRYOR’S LOVER ARGUED HIS CASE 174
-
- XI. HOW BESSY PRYOR RECEIVED HER LOVER 182
-
- XII. HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS BROUGHT BACK, AND WHAT THEN BECAME OF HER 190
-
-
-CHRISTMAS AT THOMPSON HALL.
-
- I. MRS. BROWN’S SUCCESS 201
-
- II. MRS. BROWN’S FAILURE 214
-
- III. MRS. BROWN ATTEMPTS TO ESCAPE 223
-
- IV. MRS. BROWN DOES ESCAPE 234
-
- V. MRS. BROWN AT THOMPSON HALL 249
-
-
-THE TELEGRAPH GIRL.
-
- I. LUCY GRAHAM AND SOPHY WILSON 263
-
- II. ABRAHAM HALL 275
-
- III. SOPHY WILSON GOES TO HASTINGS 286
-
- IV. MR. BROWN THE HAIRDRESSER 298
-
- V. ABRAHAM HALL MARRIED 310
-
-
-ALICE DUGDALE.
-
- I. THE DOCTOR’S FAMILY 323
-
- II. MAJOR ROSSITER 333
-
- III. LADY WANLESS 342
-
- IV. THE BEETHAMITES 352
-
- V. THE INVITATION 362
-
- VI. THE ARCHERY MEETING 371
-
- VII. AFTER THE PARTY 381
-
-VIII. SIR WALTER UP IN LONDON 391
-
- IX. LADY DEEPBELL 400
-
- X. THE BIRD THAT PECKED AT THE WINDOW 409
-
-
-
-
-WHY FRAU FROHMANN RAISED
-HER PRICES.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-THE BRUNNENTHAL PEACOCK.
-
-
-If ever there was a Tory upon earth, the Frau Frohmann was a Tory; for I
-hold that landed possessions, gentle blood, a gray-haired butler behind
-one’s chair, and adherence to the Church of England, are not necessarily
-the distinguishing marks of Toryism. The Frau Frohmann was a woman who
-loved power, but who loved to use it for the benefit of those around
-her,--or at any rate to think that she so used it. She believed in the
-principles of despotism and paternal government,--but always on the
-understanding that she was to be the despot. In her heart of hearts she
-disliked education, thinking that it unfitted the minds of her humbler
-brethren for the duties of their lives. She hated, indeed, all
-changes,--changes in costume, changes in hours, changes in cookery, and
-changes in furniture; but of all changes she perhaps hated changes in
-prices the most. Gradually there had come over her a melancholy
-conviction that the world cannot go on altogether unaltered. There was,
-she felt, a fate in things,--a necessity which, in some dark way within
-her own mind, she connected with the fall of Adam and the general
-imperfection of humanity,--which demanded changes, but they were always
-changes for the worse; and therefore, though to those around her she was
-mostly silent on this matter, she was afflicted by a general idea that
-the world was going on towards ruin. That all things throve with herself
-was not sufficient for her comfort; for, being a good woman with a large
-heart, she was anxious for the welfare not only of herself and of her
-children, but for that of all who might come after her, at any rate in
-her own locality. Thus, when she found that there was a tendency to dine
-at one instead of twelve, to wear the same clothes on week days as on
-Sundays, to desire easy chairs, and linen that should be bleached
-absolutely white, thoughts as to the failing condition of the world
-would get the better of her and make her melancholy.
-
-These traits are perhaps the evidences of the weakness of Toryism;--but
-then Frau Frohmann also had all its strength. She was thoroughly
-pervaded by a determination that, in as far as in her lay, all that had
-aught to do with herself should be “well-to-do” in the world. It was a
-grand ambition in her mind that every creature connected with her
-establishment, from the oldest and most time-honoured guest down to the
-last stray cat that had taken refuge under her roof, should always have
-enough to eat. Hunger, unsatisfied hunger, disagreeable hunger, on the
-part of any dependent of hers, would have been a reproach to her. Her
-own eating troubled her little or not at all, but the cooking of the
-establishment generally was a great care to her mind. In bargaining she
-was perhaps hard, but hard only in getting what she believed to be her
-own right. Aristides was not more just. Of bonds, written bonds, her
-neighbours knew not much; but her word for twenty miles round was as
-good as any bond. And though she was perhaps a little apt to domineer in
-her bargains,--to expect that she should fix the prices and to resent
-opposition,--it was only to the strong that she was tyrannical. The poor
-sick widow and the little orphan could generally deal with her at their
-own rates; on which occasions she would endeavour to hide her dealings
-from her own people, and would give injunctions to the favoured ones
-that the details of the transaction should not be made public. And then,
-though the Frau was, I regret to say, no better than a Papist, she was a
-thoroughly religious woman, believing in real truth what she professed
-to believe, and complying, as far as she knew how, with the ordinances
-of her creed.
-
-Therefore I say that if ever there was a Tory, the Frau Frohmann was
-one.
-
-And now it will be well that the reader should see the residence of the
-Frau, and learn something of her condition in life. In one of the
-districts of the Tyrol, lying some miles south of Innsbruck, between
-that town and Brixen, there is a valley called the Brunnenthal, a most
-charming spot, in which all the delights of scenery may be found without
-the necessity of climbing up heart-rending mountains, or sitting in oily
-steamboats, or paying for greedy guides, or riding upon ill-conditioned
-ponies. In this valley Frau Frohmann kept an hotel called the Peacock,
-which, however, though it was known as an inn, and was called by that
-name, could hardly be regarded as a house of common public
-entertainment. Its purpose was to afford recreation and comfort to a
-certain class of customers during the summer months,--persons well
-enough to do in the world to escape from their town work and their town
-residences for a short holiday, and desirous during that time of
-enjoying picturesque scenery, good living, moderate comfort, and some
-amount of society. Such institutions have now become so common that
-there is hardly any one who has not visited or at any rate seen such a
-place. They are to be found in every country in Europe, and are very
-common in America. Our own Scotland is full of them. But when the
-Peacock was first opened in Brunnenthal they were not so general.
-
-Of the husband of the Frau there are not many records in the
-neighbourhood. The widow has been a widow for the last twenty years at
-least, and her children,--for she has a son and daughter,--have no vivid
-memories of their father. The house and everything in it, and the
-adjacent farm, and the right of cutting timber in the forests, and the
-neighbouring quarry, are all the undoubted property of the Frau, who
-has a reputation for great wealth. Though her son is perhaps nearly
-thirty, and is very diligent in the affairs of the establishment, he has
-no real authority. He is only, as it were, the out-of-doors right hand
-of his mother, as his sister, who is perhaps five years younger, is an
-in-doors right hand. But they are only hands. The brain, the
-intelligence, the mind, the will by which the Brunnenthal Peacock is
-conducted and managed, come all from the Frau Frohmann herself. To this
-day she can hardly endure a suggestion either from Peter her son or from
-her daughter Amalia, who is known among her friends as Malchen, but is
-called “the fraulein” by the Brunnenthal world at large. A suggestion as
-to the purchase of things new in their nature she will not stand at all,
-though she is liberal enough in maintaining the appurtenances of the
-house generally.
-
-But the Peacock is more than a house. It is almost a village; and yet
-every shed, cottage, or barn at or near the place forms a part of the
-Frau’s establishment. The centre or main building is a large ordinary
-house of three stories,--to the lower of which there is an ascent by
-some half-dozen stone steps,--covered with red tiles, and with gable
-ends crowded with innumerable windows. The ground-floor is devoted to
-kitchens, offices, the Frau’s own uses, and the needs of the servants.
-On the first-story are the two living rooms of the guests, the greater
-and by far the more important being devoted to eating and drinking.
-Here, at certain hours, are collected all the forces of the
-establishment,--and especially at one o’clock, when, with many ringing
-of bells and great struggles in the culinary department, the dinner is
-served. For to the adoption of this hour has the Frau at last been
-driven by the increasing infirmities of the world around her. The
-scenery of the locality is lovely; the air is considered to be
-peculiarly health-compelling; the gossipings during the untrammelled
-idleness of the day are very grateful to those whose lives are generally
-laborious; the love-makings are frequent, and no doubt sweet; skittles
-and bowls and draughts and dominoes have their devotees; and the smoking
-of many pipes fills up the vacant hours of the men.
-
-But, at the Brunnenthal, dinner is the great glory of the day. It would
-be vain for any æsthetical guest, who might conceive himself to be
-superior to the allurements of the table, to make little of the Frau’s
-dinner. Such a one had better seek other quarters for his summer’s
-holiday. At the Brunnenthal Peacock it is necessary that you should
-believe in the paramount importance of dinner. Not to come to it at the
-appointed time would create, first marvel, in the Frau’s mind, then
-pity,--as to the state of your health,--and at last hot anger should it
-be found that such neglect arose from contempt. What muse will assist me
-to describe these dinners in a few words? They were commenced of course
-by soup,--real soup, not barley broth with a strong prevalence of the
-barley. Then would follow the boiled meats, from which the soup was
-supposed to have been made,--but such boiled meat, so good, that the
-supposition must have contained a falsehood. With this there would be
-always potatoes and pickled cabbages and various relishes. Then there
-would be two other kinds of meat, generally with accompaniment of stewed
-fruit; after that fish,--trout from the neighbouring stream, for the
-preservation of which great tanks had been made. Vegetables with unknown
-sauces would follow,--and then would come the roast, which consisted
-always of poultry, and was accompanied of course by salad. But it was
-after this that were made the efforts on which the Frau’s fame most
-depended. The puddings, I think, were the subject of her greatest
-struggles and most complete success. Two puddings daily were, by the
-rules of the house, required to be eaten; not two puddings brought
-together so that you might choose with careless haste either one or the
-other; but two separate courses of puddings, with an interval between
-for appreciation, for thought, and for digestion. Either one or both
-can, no doubt, be declined. No absolute punishment,--such as notice to
-leave the house,--follows such abstention. But the Frau is displeased,
-and when dressed in her best on Sundays does not smile on those who
-abstain. After the puddings there is dessert, and there are little cakes
-to nibble if you will. They are nibbled very freely. But the heat of the
-battle is over with the second pudding.
-
-They have a great fame, these banquets; so that ladies and gentlemen
-from Innsbruck have themselves driven out here to enjoy them. The
-distance each way is from two to three hours, so that a pleasant
-holiday is made by a visit to the Frau’s establishment. There is a
-ramble up to the waterfall and a smoking of pipes among the rocks, and
-pleasant opportunities for secret whispers among young people;--but the
-Frau would not be well pleased if it were presumed that the great
-inducement for the visit were not to be found in the dinner which she
-provides. In this way, though the guests at the house may not exceed
-perhaps thirty in number, it will sometimes be the case that nearly
-twice as many are seated at the board. That the Frau has an eye to
-profit cannot be doubted. Fond of money she is certainly;--fond of
-prosperity generally. But, judging merely from what comes beneath his
-eye, the observer will be led to suppose that her sole ambition on these
-occasions is to see the food which she has provided devoured by her
-guests. A weak stomach, a halting appetite, conscientious scruples as to
-the over-enjoyment of victuals, restraint in reference to subsequent
-excesses or subsequent eatings,--all these things are a scandal to her.
-If you can’t, or won’t, or don’t eat your dinner when you get it, you
-ought not to go to the Brunnenthal Peacock.
-
-This banqueting-hall, or Speise-Saal, occupies a great part of the
-first-floor; but here also is the drawing-room, or reading-room, as it
-is called, having over the door “Lese-Saal” painted, so that its purpose
-may not be doubted. But the reading-room is not much, and the guests
-generally spend their time chiefly out of doors or in their bedrooms
-when they are not banqueting. There are two other banquets, breakfast
-and supper, which need not be specially described;--but of the latter it
-may be said that it is a curtailed dinner, having limited courses of hot
-meat, and only one pudding.
-
-On this floor there is a bedroom or two, and a nest of others above; but
-the accommodation is chiefly afforded in other buildings, of which the
-one opposite is longer, though not so high, as the central house; and
-there is another, a little down the road, near the mill, and another as
-far up the stream, where the baths have been built,--an innovation to
-which Frau Frohmann did not lend herself without much inward suffering.
-And there are huge barns and many stables; for the Frau keeps a posting
-establishment, and a diligence passes the door three times each way in
-the course of the day and night, and the horses are changed at the
-Peacock;--or it was so, at any rate, in the days of which I am speaking,
-not very long ago. And there is the blacksmith’s forge, and the great
-carpenter’s shed, in which not only are the carts and carriages mended,
-but very much of the house furniture is made. And there is the mill, as
-has been said before, in which the corn is ground, and three or four
-cottages for married men, and a pretty little chapel, built by the Frau
-herself, in which mass is performed by her favourite priest once a
-month,--for the parish chapel is nearly three miles distant if you walk
-by the mountain path, but is fully five if you have yourself carried
-round by the coach road. It must, I think, be many years since the Frau
-can have walked there, for she is a dame of portly dimensions.
-
-Whether the buildings are in themselves picturesque I will not pretend
-to say. I doubt whether there has been an attempt that way in regard to
-any one except the chapel. But chance has so grouped them, and nature
-has so surrounded them, that you can hardly find anywhere a prettier
-spot. Behind the house, so as to leave only space for a little meadow
-which is always as green as irrigation can make it, a hill rises, not
-high enough to be called a mountain, which is pine-clad from the foot to
-the summit. In front and around the ground is broken, but immediately
-before the door there is a way up to a lateral valley, down which comes
-a nameless stream which, just below the house, makes its way into the
-Ivil, the little river which runs from the mountain to the inn, taking
-its course through that meadow which lies between the hill and the
-house. It is here, a quarter of a mile perhaps up this little stream, at
-a spot which is hidden by many turnings from the road, that visitors
-come upon the waterfall,--the waterfall which at Innsbruck is so often
-made to be the excuse of these outings which are in truth performed in
-quest of Frau Frohmann’s dinners. Below the Peacock, where the mill is
-placed, the valley is closely confined, as the sombre pine-forests rise
-abruptly on each side; and here, or very little lower, is that gloomy or
-ghost-like pass through the rocks, which is called the Höllenthor; a
-name which I will not translate. But it is a narrow ravine, very dark
-in dark weather, and at night as black as pitch. Among the superstitious
-people of the valley the spot is regarded with the awe which belonged to
-it in past ages. To visitors of the present day it is simply picturesque
-and sublime. Above the house the valley spreads itself, rising, however,
-rapidly; and here modern engineering has carried the road in various
-curves and turns round knolls of hills and spurs of mountains, till the
-traveller as he ascends hardly knows which way he is going. From one or
-two points among these curves the view down upon the Peacock with its
-various appendages, with its dark-red roofs, and many windows glittering
-in the sun, is so charming, that the tourist is almost led to think that
-they must all have been placed as they are with a view to effect.
-
-The Frau herself is what used to be called a personable woman. To say
-that she is handsome would hardly convey a proper idea. Let the reader
-suppose a woman of about fifty, very tall and of large dimensions. It
-would be unjust to call her fat, because though very large she is still
-symmetrical. When she is dressed in her full Tyrolese costume,--which is
-always the case at a certain hour on Sunday, and on other stated and by
-no means unfrequent days as to which I was never quite able to learn the
-exact rule,--when she is so dressed her arms are bare down from her
-shoulders, and such arms I never saw on any human being. Her back is
-very broad and her bust expansive. But her head stands erect upon it as
-the head of some old Juno, and in all her motions,--though I doubt
-whether she could climb by the mountain path to her parish church,--she
-displays a certain stately alertness which forbids one to call her fat.
-Her smile,--when she really means to smile and to show thereby her
-good-will and to be gracious,--is as sweet as Hebe’s. Then it is that
-you see that in her prime she must in truth have been a lovely woman.
-There is at these moments a kindness in her eyes and a playfulness about
-her mouth which is apt to make you think that you can do what you like
-with the Frau. Who has not at times been charmed by the frolic
-playfulness of the tiger? Not that Frau Frohmann has aught of the tiger
-in her nature but its power. But the power is all there, and not
-unfrequently the signs of power. If she be thwarted, contradicted,
-counselled by unauthorised counsellors,--above all if she be
-censured,--then the signs of power are shown. Then the Frau does not
-smile. At such times she is wont to speak her mind very plainly, and to
-make those who hear her understand that, within the precincts and
-purlieus of the Brunnenthal Peacock, she is an irresponsible despot.
-There have been guests there rash enough to find some trifling faults
-with the comforts provided for them,--whose beds perhaps have been too
-hard, or their towels too limited, or perhaps their hours not agreeably
-arranged for them. Few, however, have ever done so twice, and they who
-have so sinned,--and have then been told that the next diligence would
-take them quickly to Innsbruck if they were discontented,--have rarely
-stuck to their complaints and gone. The comforts of the house, and the
-prices charged, and the general charms of the place have generally
-prevailed,--so that the complainants, sometimes with spoken apologies,
-have in most cases sought permission to remain. In late years the Frau’s
-certainty of victory has created a feeling that nothing is to be said
-against the arrangements of the Peacock. A displeased guest can exercise
-his displeasure best by taking himself away in silence.
-
-The Frau of late years has had two counsellors; for though she is but
-ill inclined to admit advice from those who have received no authority
-to give it, she is not therefore so self-confident as to feel that she
-can live and thrive without listening to the wisdom of others. And those
-two counsellors may be regarded as representing--the first or elder her
-conscience, and the second and younger her worldly prudence. And in the
-matter of her conscience very much more is concerned than simple
-honesty. It is not against cheating or extortion that her counsellor is
-sharp to her; but rather in regard to those innovations which he and she
-think to be prejudicial to the manner and life of Brunnenthal, of
-Innsbruck, of the Tyrol, of the Austrian empire generally, and, indeed,
-of the world at large. To be as her father had been before her,--for her
-father, too, had kept the Peacock; to let life be cheap and simple, but
-yet very plentiful as it had been in his days, this was the counsel
-given by Father Conolin the old priest, who always spent two nights in
-each month at the establishment, and was not unfrequently to be seen
-there on other occasions. He had been opposed to many things which had
-been effected,--that alteration of the hour of dinner, the erection of
-the bathhouse, the changing of plates at each course, and especially
-certain, notifications and advertisements by which foreigners may have
-been induced to come to the Brunnenthal. The kaplan, or chaplain, as he
-was called, was particularly averse to strangers, seeming to think that
-the advantages of the place should be reserved, if not altogether for
-the Tyrolese, at any rate for the Germans of Southern Germany, and was
-probably of opinion that no real good could be obtained by harbouring
-Lutherans. But, of late, English also had come, to whom, though he was
-personally very courteous, he was much averse in his heart of hearts.
-Such had ever been the tendency of his advice, and it had always been
-received with willing, nay, with loving ears. But the fate of the kaplan
-had been as is the fate of all such counsellors. Let the toryism of the
-Tory be ever so strong, it is his destiny to carry out the purposes of
-his opponents. So it had been, and was, with the Frau. Though she was
-always in spirit antagonistic to the other counsellor, it was the other
-counsellor who prevailed with her.
-
-At Innsbruck for many years there had lived a lawyer, or rather a family
-of lawyers, men always of good repute and moderate means, named
-Schlessen; and in their hands had been reposed by the Frau that
-confidence as to business matters which almost every one in business
-must have in some lawyer. The first Schlessen whom the Frau had known
-in her youth, and who was then a very old man, had been almost as
-Conservative as the priest. Then had come his son, who had been less so,
-but still lived and died without much either of the light of progress or
-contamination of revolutionary ideas from the outer world. But about
-three years before the date of our tale he also had passed away, and now
-young Fritz Schlessen sat in the chair of his forefathers. It was the
-opinion of Innsbruck generally that the young lawyer was certainly
-equal, probably superior, in attainments and intellect to any of his
-predecessors. He had learned his business both at Munich and Vienna, and
-though he was only twenty-six when he was left to manage his clients
-himself, most of them adhered to him. Among others so did our Frau, and
-this she did knowing the nature of the man and of the counsel she might
-expect to receive from him. For though she loved the priest, and loved
-her old ways, and loved to be told that she could live and thrive on the
-rules by which her father had lived and thriven before her,--still,
-there was always present to her mind the fact that she was engaged in
-trade, and that the first object of a tradesman must be to make money.
-No shoemaker can set himself to work to make shoes having as his first
-intention an ambition to make the feet of his customers comfortable.
-That may come second, and to him, as a conscientious man, may be
-essentially necessary. But he sets himself to work to make shoes in
-order that he may earn a living. That law,--almost of nature we may
-say,--had become so recognised by the Frau that she felt that it must
-be followed, even in spite of the priest if need were, and that, in
-order that it might be followed, it would be well that she should listen
-to the advice of Herr Schlessen. She heard, therefore, all that her
-kaplan would say to her with gracious smiles, and something of what her
-lawyer would say to her, not always very graciously; but in the long-run
-she would take her lawyer’s advice.
-
-It will have to be told in a following chapter how it was that Fritz
-Schlessen had a preponderating influence in the Brunnenthal, arising
-from other causes than his professional soundness and general prudence.
-It may, however, be as well to explain here that Peter Frohmann the son
-sided always with the priest, and attached himself altogether to the
-conservative interest. But he, though he was honest, diligent, and
-dutiful to his mother, was lumpy, uncouth, and slow both of speech and
-action. He understood the cutting of timber and the making of
-hay,--something perhaps of the care of horses and of the nourishment of
-pigs; but in money matters he was not efficient. Amalia, or Malchen, the
-daughter, who was four or five years her brother’s junior, was much
-brighter, and she was strong on the reforming side. British money was to
-her thinking as good as Austrian, or even Tyrolese. To thrive even
-better than her forefathers had thriven seemed to her to be desirable.
-She therefore, though by her brightness and feminine ways she was very
-dear to the priest, was generally opposed to him in the family
-conclaves. It was chiefly in consequence of her persistency that the
-table napkins at the Peacock were now changed twice a week.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-THE BEGINNING OF TROUBLES.
-
-
-Of late days, and up to the time of which we are speaking, the chief
-contest between the Frau, with the kaplan and Peter on one side, and
-Malchen with Fritz Schlessen on the other, was on that most important
-question whether the whole rate of charges should not be raised at the
-establishment. The prices had been raised, no doubt, within the last
-twenty years, or the Frau could not have kept her house open;--but this
-had been done indirectly. That the matter may not be complicated for our
-readers, we will assume that all charges are made at the Peacock in
-zwansigers and kreutzers, and that the zwansiger, containing twenty
-kreutzers, is worth eightpence of English money. Now it must be
-understood that the guests at the Peacock were entertained at the rate
-of six zwansigers, or four shillings, a day, and that this included
-everything necessary,--a bed, breakfast, dinner, a cup of coffee after
-dinner, supper, as much fresh milk as anybody chose to drink when the
-cows were milked, and the use of everything in and about the
-establishment. Guests who required wine or beer, of course, were charged
-for what they had. Those who were rich enough to be taken about in
-carriages paid so much per job,--each separate jaunt having been
-inserted in a tariff. No doubt there were other possible and probable
-extras; but an ordinary guest might live for his six zwansigers a
-day;--and the bulk of them did so live, with the addition of whatever
-allowance of beer each might think appropriate. From time to time a
-little had been added to the cost of luxuries. Wine had become dearer,
-and perhaps the carriages. A bath was an addition to the bill, and
-certain larger and more commodious rooms were supposed to be entitled to
-an extra zwansiger per week;--but the main charge had always remained
-fixed. In the time of the Frau’s father guests had been entertained at,
-let us say, four shillings a head, and guests were so entertained now.
-All the world,--at any rate all the Tyrolese world south of
-Innsbruck,--knew that six zwansigers was the charge in the Brunnenthal.
-It would be like adding a new difficulty to the path of life to make a
-change. The Frau had always held her head high,--had never been ashamed
-of looking her neighbour in the face, but when she was advised to rush
-at once up to seven zwansigers and a half (or five shillings a day), she
-felt that, should she do so, she would be overwhelmed with shame. Would
-not her customers then have cause of complaint? Would not they have such
-cause that they would in truth desert her? Did she not know that Herr
-Weiss, the magistrate from Brixen, with his wife, and his wife’s sister,
-and the children, who came yearly to the Peacock, could not afford to
-bring his family at this increased rate of expenses? And the Fraulein
-Tendel with her sister would never come from Innsbruck if such an
-announcement was made to her. It was the pride of this woman’s heart to
-give all that was necessary for good living, to those who would come and
-submit themselves to her, for four shillings a day. Among the “extras”
-she could endure some alteration. She did not like extras, and if people
-would have luxuries they must be made to pay for them. But the Peacock
-had always been kept open for six zwansigers, and though Fritz Schlessen
-was very eloquent, she would not give way to him.
-
-Fritz Schlessen simply told her that the good things which she provided
-for her guests cost at present more than six zwansigers, and could not
-therefore be sold by her at that price without a loss. She was rich,
-Fritz remarked, shrugging his shoulders, and having amassed property
-could if she pleased dispose of it gradually by entertaining her guests
-at a loss to herself;--only let her know what she was doing. That might
-be charity, might be generosity, might be friendliness; but it was not
-trade. Everything else in the world had become dearer, and therefore
-living at the Peacock should be dearer. As to the Weisses and the
-Tendels, no doubt they might be shocked, and perhaps hindered from
-coming. But their places would surely be filled by others. Was not the
-house always full from the 1st of June till the end of September? Were
-not strangers refused admittance week after week from want of
-accommodation? If the new prices were found to be too high for the
-Tyrolese and Bavarians, they would not offend the Germans from the
-Rhine, or the Belgians, or the English. Was it not plain to every one
-that people now came from greater distances than heretofore?
-
-These were the arguments which Herr Schlessen used; and, though they
-were very disagreeable, they were not easily answered. The Frau
-repudiated altogether the idea of keeping open her house on other than
-true trade principles. When the young lawyer talked to her about
-generosity she waxed angry, and accused him of laughing at her. “Dearest
-Frau Frohmann,” he said, “it is so necessary you should know the truth!
-Of course you intend to make a profit;--but if you cannot do so at your
-present prices, and yet will not raise them, at any rate understand what
-it is that you are doing.” Now the last year had been a bad year, and
-she knew that she had not increased her store. This all took place in
-the month of April, when a proposition was being made as to the prices
-for the coming season. The lawyer had suggested that a circular should
-be issued, giving notice of an altered tariff.
-
-Malchen was clearly in favour of the new idea. She could not see that
-the Weisses and Tendels, and other neighbours, should be entertained at
-a manifest loss; and, indeed, she had prepossessions in favour of
-foreigners, especially of the English, which, when expressed, brought
-down upon her head sundry hard words from her mother, who called her a
-“pert hussey,” and implied that if Fritz Schlessen wanted to pull the
-house down she, Malchen, would be willing that it should be done.
-“Better do that, mother, than keep the roof on at a loss,” said Malchen;
-who upon that was turned at once out of the little inner room in which
-the conference was being held.
-
-Peter, who was present on the occasion, was decidedly opposed to all
-innovations, partly because his conservative nature so prompted him, and
-partly because he did not regard Herr Schlessen with a friendship so
-warm as that entertained by his sister. He was, perhaps, a little
-jealous of the lawyer. And then he had an idea that as things were
-prosperous to the eye, they would certainly come right at last. The
-fortunes of the house had been made at the rate of six zwansigers a day,
-and there was, he thought, no wisdom more clear than that of adhering to
-a line of conduct which had proved itself to be advantageous.
-
-The kaplan was clear against any change of prices; but then he burdened
-his advice on the question with a suggestion which was peculiarly
-disagreeable to the Frau. He acknowledged the truth of much that the
-lawyer had said. It appeared to him that the good things provided could
-not in truth be sold at the terms as they were now fixed. He was quite
-alive to the fact that it behoved the Frau as a wise woman to make a
-profit. Charity is one thing, and business is another. The Frau did her
-charities like a Christian, generally using Father Conolin as her
-almoner in such matters. But, as a keeper of a house of public
-entertainment, it was necessary that she should live. The kaplan was as
-wide awake to this as was the Frau herself, or the lawyer. But he
-thought that the changes should not be in the direction indicated by
-Schlessen. The condition of the Weisses and of the Tendels should be
-considered. How would it be if one of the “meats” and one of the
-puddings were discontinued, and if the cup of coffee after dinner were
-made an extra? Would not that so reduce the expenditure as to leave a
-profit? And in that case the Weisses and the Tendels need not
-necessarily incur any increased charges.
-
-When the kaplan had spoken the lawyer looked closely into the Frau’s
-face. The proposition might no doubt for the present meet the
-difficulty, but he knew that it would be disagreeable. There came a
-cloud upon the old woman’s brow, and she frowned even upon the priest.
-
-“They’d want to be helped twice out of the one pudding, and you’d gain
-nothing,” said Peter.
-
-“According to that,” said the lawyer, “if there were only one course the
-dinner would cost the same. The fewer the dishes, the less the cost, no
-doubt.”
-
-“I don’t believe you know anything about it,” said the Frau.
-
-“Perhaps not,” said the lawyer. “On those little details no doubt you
-are the best judge. But I think I have shown that something should be
-done.”
-
-“You might try the coffee, Frau Frohmann,” said the priest.
-
-“They would not take any. You’d only save the coffee,” said the lawyer.
-
-“And the sugar,” said the priest.
-
-“But then they’d never ask for brandy,” suggested Peter.
-
-The Frau on that occasion said not a word further, but after a little
-while got up from her chair and stood silent among them; which was known
-to be a sign that the conference was dismissed.
-
-All this had taken place immediately after dinner, which at this period
-of the year was eaten at noon. It had simply been a family meal, at
-which the Frau had sat with her two children and her two friends. The
-kaplan on such occasions was always free. Nothing that he had in that
-house ever cost him a kreutzer. But the attorney paid his way like any
-one else. When called on for absolute work done,--not exactly for advice
-given in conference,--he made his charges. It might be that a time was
-coming in which no money would pass on either side, but that time had
-not arrived as yet. As soon as the Frau was left alone, she reseated
-herself in her accustomed arm-chair, and set herself to work in sober
-and almost solemn sadness to think over it all. It was a most perplexing
-question. There could be no doubt that all the wealth which she at
-present owned had been made by a business carried on at the present
-prices and after the existing fashion. Why should there be any change?
-She was told that she must make her customers pay more because she
-herself was made to pay more. But why should she pay more? She could
-understand that in the general prosperity of the Brunnenthal those about
-her should have somewhat higher wages. As she had prospered, why should
-not they also prosper? The servants of the poor must, she thought, be
-poorer than the servants of the rich. But why should poultry be dearer,
-and meat? Some things she knew were cheaper, as tea and sugar and
-coffee. She had bought three horses during the winter, and they
-certainly had been costly. Her father had not given such prices, nor,
-before this, had she. But that probably had been Peter’s fault, who had
-too rashly acceded to the demands made upon him. And now she remembered
-with regret that, on the 1st of January, she had acceded to a petition
-from the carpenter for an addition of six zwansigers to his monthly
-wages. He had made the request on the plea of a sixth child, adding
-also, that journeymen carpenters both at Brixen and at Innsbruck were
-getting what he asked. She had granted to the coming of the additional
-baby that which she would probably have denied to the other argument;
-but it had never occurred to her that she was really paying the
-additional four shillings a month because carpenters were becoming
-dearer throughout the world. Malchen’s clothes were certainly much more
-costly than her own had been, when she was young; but then Malchen was a
-foolish girl, fond of fashion from Munich, and just at this moment was
-in love. It could hardly be right that those poor Tendel females, with
-their small and fixed means, should be made to pay more for their
-necessary summer excursions because Malchen would dress herself in
-so-called French finery, instead of adhering, as she ought, to Tyrolese
-customs.
-
-The Frau on this occasion spent an hour in solitude, thinking over it
-all. She had dismissed the conference, but that could not be regarded as
-an end to the matter. Herr Schlessen had come out from Innsbruck with a
-written document in his pocket, which he was proposing to have printed
-and circulated, and which, if printed and circulated, would intimate to
-the world at large that the Frau Frohmann had raised her prices. Therein
-the new rates, seven zwansigers and a half a head, were inserted
-unblushingly at full length, as though such a disruption of old laws was
-the most natural thing in the world. There was a flippancy about it
-which disgusted the old woman. Malchen seemed to regard an act which
-would banish from the Peacock the old friends and well-known customers
-of the house as though it were an easy trifle; and almost desirable with
-that very object. The Frau’s heart warmed to the well-known faces as she
-thought of this. Would she not have infinitely greater satisfaction in
-cooking good dinners for her simple Tyrolese neighbours, than for rich
-foreigners who, after all, were too often indifferent to what was done
-for them? By those Tendel ladies her puddings were recognised as real
-works of art. They thought of them, talked of them, ate them, and no
-doubt dreamed of them. And Herr Weiss--how he enjoyed her dinners, and
-how proud he always was as he encouraged his children around him to help
-themselves to every dish in succession! And the Frau Weiss--with all
-her cares and her narrow means--was she to be deprived of that cheap
-month’s holiday which was so necessary for her, in order that the
-Peacock and the charms of the Brunnenthal generally might be devoted to
-Jews from Frankfort, or rich shopkeepers from Hamburg, or, worse still,
-to proud and thankless Englishmen? At the end of the hour the Frau had
-determined that she would not raise her prices.
-
-But yet something must be done. Had she resolved, even silently
-resolved, that she would carry on her business at a loss, she would have
-felt that she was worthy of restraint as a lunatic. To keep a house of
-public entertainment and to lose by it was, to her mind, a very sad
-idea! To work and be out of pocket by working! To her who knew little or
-nothing of modern speculation, such a catastrophe was most melancholy.
-But to work with the intention of losing could be the condition only of
-a lunatic. And Schlessen had made good his point as to the last season.
-The money spent had been absolutely more than the money received.
-Something must be done. And yet she would not raise her prices.
-
-Then she considered the priest’s proposition. Peter, she knew, had shown
-himself to be a fool. Though his feelings were good, he always was a
-fool. The expenses of the house no doubt might be much diminished in the
-manner suggested by Herr Conolin. Salt butter could be given instead of
-fresh at breakfast. Cheaper coffee could be procured. The courses at
-dinner might be reduced. The second pudding might be discontinued with
-economical results. But had not her success in these things been the
-pride of her life; and of what good would her life be to her if its
-pride were crushed? The Weisses no doubt would come all the same, but
-how would they whisper and talk of her among themselves when they found
-these parsimonious changes! The Tendel ladies would not complain. It was
-not likely that a breath of complaint would ever pass their humble lips;
-but she herself, she, Frau Frohmann, who was perhaps somewhat unduly
-proud of her character for wealth, would have to explain to them why it
-was that that second pudding had been abolished. She would be forced to
-declare that she could no longer afford to supply it, a declaration
-which to her would have in it something of meanness, something of
-degradation. No! she could not abandon the glory of her dinner. It was
-as though you should ask a Royal Academician to cease to exhibit his
-pictures, or an actor to consent to have his name withdrawn from the
-bills. Thus at last she came to that further resolve. The kaplan’s
-advice must be rejected, as must that of the lawyer.
-
-But something must be done. For a moment there came upon her a sad idea
-that she would leave the whole thing to others, and retire into
-obscurity at Schwatz, the village from whence the Frohmanns had
-originally come. There would be ample means for private comfort. But
-then who would carry on the Peacock, who would look after the farm, and
-the timber, and the posting, and the mill? Peter was certainly not
-efficient for all that. And Malchen’s ambition lay elsewhere. There
-was, too, a cowardice in this idea of running away which was very
-displeasing to her.
-
-Why need there be any raising of prices at all,--either in one direction
-or in the other?--Had she herself never been persuaded into paying more
-to others, then she would not have been driven to demand more from
-others. And those higher payments on her part had, she thought, not been
-obligatory on her. She had been soft and good-natured, and therefore it
-was that she was now called upon to be exorbitant. There was something
-abominable to her in this general greed of the world for more money. At
-the moment she felt almost a hatred for poor Seppel the carpenter, and
-regarded that new baby of his as an impertinent intrusion. She would
-fall back upon the old wages, the old prices for everything. There would
-be a difficulty with that Innsbruck butcher; but unless he would give
-way she would try the man at Brixen. In that matter of fowls she would
-not yield a kreutzer to the entreaties of her poor neighbours who
-brought them to her for sale.
-
-Then she walked forth from the house to a little arbour or summer-house
-which was close to the chapel opposite, in which she found Schlessen
-smoking his pipe with a cup of coffee before him, and Malchen by his
-side. “I have made up my mind. Herr Schlessen,” she said. It was only
-when she was very angry with him that she called him Herr Schlessen.
-
-“And what shall I do?” asked the lawyer.
-
-“Do nothing at all; but just destroy that bit of paper.” So saying, the
-Frau walked back to the house, and Fritz Schlessen, looking round at
-Malchen, did destroy that bit of paper.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-THE QUESTION OF THE MITGIFT.
-
-
-About two months after the events described in the last chapter, Malchen
-and Fritz Schlessen were sitting in the same little arbour, and he was
-again smoking his pipe, and again drinking his coffee. And they were
-again alone. When these two were seated together in the arbour, at this
-early period of the season, they were usually left alone, as they were
-known to be lovers by the guests who would then be assembled at the
-Peacock. When the summer had grown into autumn, and the strangers from a
-distance had come, and the place was crowded, then the ordinary
-coffee-drinkers and smokers would crowd round the arbour, regardless of
-the loves of Amalia and Fritz.
-
-The whole family of the Weisses were now at the Peacock, and the two
-Tendel ladies and three or four others, men with their wives and
-daughters, from Botzen, Brunecken, and places around at no great
-distance. It was now the end of June; but it is not till July that the
-house becomes full, and it is in August that the real crowd is gathered
-at Frau Frohmann’s board. It is then that folk from a distance cannot
-find beds, and the whole culinary resources of the establishment are put
-to their greatest stress. It was now Monday, and the lawyer had been
-making a holiday, having come to the Brunnenthal on the previous
-Saturday. On the Sunday there had been perhaps a dozen visitors from
-Innsbruck who had been driven out after early mass for their dinner and
-Sunday holiday. Everything had been done at the Peacock on the old
-style. There had been no diminution either in the number or in the
-excellence of the dishes, nor had there been any increase in the tariff.
-It had been the first day of the season at which there had been a full
-table, and the Frau had done her best. Everybody had known that the
-sojourners in the house were to be entertained at the old rates; but it
-had been hoped by the lawyer and the priest, and by Malchen,--even by
-Peter himself--that a zwansiger would be added to the charge for dinner
-demanded from the townspeople. But at the last moment word had gone
-forth that there should be no increase. All the morning the old lady had
-been very gloomy. She had heard mass in her own chapel, and had then
-made herself very busy in the kitchen. She had spoken no word to any one
-till, at the moment before dinner, she gave her instructions to Malchen,
-who always made out the bills, and saw that the money was duly received.
-There was to be no increase. Then, when the last pudding had been sent
-in, she went, according to her custom, to her room and decorated herself
-in her grand costume. When the guests had left the dining-room and were
-clustering about in the passages and on the seats in front of the house,
-waiting for their coffee, she had come forth, very fine, with her grand
-cap on her head, with her gold and silver ornaments, with her arms bare,
-and radiant with smiles. She shook Madame Weiss very graciously by the
-hand and stooped down and kissed the youngest child. To one fraulein
-after another she said a civil word. And when, as it happened, Seppel
-the carpenter went by, dressed in his Sunday best, with a child in each
-hand, she stopped him and asked kindly after the baby. She had made up
-her mind that, at any rate for a time, she would not submit to the
-humiliation of acknowledging that she was driven to the necessity of
-asking increased prices.
-
-That had taken place on the Sunday, and it was on the following day that
-the two lovers were in the arbour together. Now it must be understood
-that all the world knew that these lovers were lovers, and that all the
-world presumed that they were to become husband and wife. There was not
-and never had been the least secrecy about it. Malchen was four or five
-and twenty, and he was perhaps thirty. They knew their own minds, and
-were, neither of them, likely to be persuaded by others either to marry
-or not to marry. The Frau had given her consent,--not with that ecstacy
-of joy with which sons-in-law are sometimes welcomed,--but still
-without reserve. The kaplan had given in his adhesion. The young lawyer
-was not quite the man he liked,--entertained some of the new ideas about
-religion, and was given to innovations; but he was respectable and
-well-to-do. He was a lover against whom he, as a friend of the family,
-could not lift up his voice. Peter did not like the man, and Peter, in
-his way, was fond of his sister. But he had not objected. Had he done
-so, it would not have mattered much. Malchen was stronger at the
-Brunnenthal than Peter. Thus it may be said that things generally smiled
-upon the lovers. But yet no one had ever heard that a day was fixed for
-their marriage. Madame Weiss had once asked Malchen, and Malchen had
-told her--not exactly to mind her own business; but that had been very
-nearly the meaning of what she had said.
-
-There was, indeed, a difficulty; and this was the difficulty. The Frau
-had assented--in a gradual fashion, rather by not dissenting as the
-thing had gone on, so that it had come to be understood that the thing
-was to be. But she had never said a word as to the young lady’s
-fortune--as to that “mitgift” which in such a case would certainly be
-necessary. Such a woman as the Frau in giving her daughter would surely
-have to give something with her. But the Frau was a woman who did not
-like parting with her money; and was such a woman that even the lawyer
-did not like asking the question. The fraulein had once inquired, but
-the mother had merely raised her eyebrows and remained silent. Then the
-lawyer had told the priest that in the performance of her moral duties
-the Frau ought to settle something in her own mind. The priest had
-assented, but had seemed to imply that in the performance of such a duty
-an old lady ought not to be hurried. A year or two, he seemed to think,
-would not be too much for consideration. And so the matter stood at the
-present moment.
-
-Perhaps it is that the Germans are a slow people. It may be that the
-Tyrolese are especially so. Be that as it may, Herr Schlessen did not
-seem to be driven into any agony of despair by these delays. He was
-fondly attached to his Malchen; but as to offering to take her without
-any mitgift,--quite empty-handed, just as she stood,--that was out of
-the question. No young man who had anything, ever among his
-acquaintances, did that kind of thing. Scales should be somewhat equally
-balanced. He had a good income, and was entitled to some substantial
-mitgift. He was quite ready to marry her to-morrow, if only this
-important question could get itself settled.
-
-Malchen was quite as well aware as was he that her mother should be
-brought to do her duty in this matter; but, perhaps of the two, she was
-a little the more impatient. If there should at last be a slip between
-the cup and the lip, the effect to her would be so much more disastrous
-than to him! He could very easily get another wife. Young women were as
-plenty as blackberries. So the fraulein told herself. But she might
-find it difficult to suit herself, if at last this affair were to be
-broken off. She knew herself to be a fair, upstanding, good-looking
-lass, with personal attractions sufficient to make such a young man as
-Fritz Schlessen like her society; but she knew also that her good looks,
-such as they were, would not be improved by fretting. It might be
-possible that Fritz should change his mind some day, if he were kept
-waiting till he saw her becoming day by day more commonplace under his
-eyes. Malchen had good sense enough not to overrate her own charms, and
-she knew the world well enough to be aware that she would be wise to
-secure, if possible, a comfortable home while she was at her best. It
-was not that she suspected Fritz; but she did not think that she would
-be justified in supposing him to be more angelic than other young men
-simply because he was her lover. Therefore, Malchen was impatient, and
-for the last month or two had been making up her mind to be very “round”
-with her mother on the subject.
-
-At the present moment, however, the lovers, as they were sitting in the
-arbour, were discussing rather the Frau’s affairs in regard to the
-establishment than their own. Schlessen had, in truth, come to the
-Brunnenthal on this present occasion to see what would be done, thinking
-that if the thin edge of the wedge could have been got in,--if those
-people from the town could have been made to pay an extra zwansiger each
-for their Sunday dinner,--then, even yet, the old lady might be induced
-to raise her prices in regard to the autumn and more fashionable
-visitors. But she had been obstinate, and had gloried in her obstinacy,
-dressing herself up in her grandest ornaments and smiling her best
-smiles, as in triumph at her own victory.
-
-“The fact is, you know, it won’t do,” said the lawyer to his love. “I
-don’t know how I am to say any more, but anybody can see with half an
-eye that she will simply go on losing money year after year. It is all
-very fine for the Weisses and Tendels, and very fine for old
-Trauss,”--old Trauss was a retired linen-draper from Vienna, who lived
-at Innsbruck, and was accustomed to eat many dinners at the Peacock; a
-man who could afford to pay a proper price, but who was well pleased to
-get a good dinner at a cheap rate,--“and very well for old Trauss,”
-continued the lawyer, becoming more energetic as he went on, “to regale
-themselves at your mother’s expense;--but that’s what it comes to.
-Everybody knows that everybody has raised the price of everything. Look
-at the Golden Lion.” The Golden Lion was the grand hotel in the town.
-“Do you think they haven’t raised their prices during the last twenty
-years?”
-
-“Why is it, Fritz?”
-
-“Everything goes up together, of course. If you’ll look into old
-accounts you’ll see that three hundred years ago you could buy a sheep
-at Salzburg for two florins and a half. I saw, it somewhere in a book.
-If a lawyer’s clerk then had eighty florins a year he was well off. That
-would not surprise her. She can understand that there should be an
-enormous change in three hundred years; but she can’t make out why there
-should be a little change in thirty years.”
-
-“But many things have got cheaper, Fritz.”
-
-“Living altogether hasn’t got cheaper. Look at wages!”
-
-“I don’t know why we should pay more. Everybody says that bread is lower
-than it used to be.”
-
-“What sort of bread do the people eat now? Look at that man.” The man
-was Seppel, who was dragging a cart which he had just mended out of the
-shed which was close by,--in which cart were seated his three eldest
-children, so that he might help their mother as assistant nurse even
-while he was at his work. “Don’t you think he gets more wheaten flour
-into his house in a week than his grandfather did in a year? His
-grandfather never saw white bread.”
-
-“Why should he have it?”
-
-“Because he likes it, and because he can get it. Do you think he’d have
-stayed here if his wages had not been raised?”
-
-“I don’t think Seppel ever would have moved out of the Brunnenthal,
-Fritz.”
-
-“Then Seppel would have been more stupid than the cow, which knows very
-well on which side of the field it can find the best grass. Everything
-gets dearer;--and if one wants to live one has to swim with the stream.
-You might as well try to fight with bows and arrows, or with the
-old-fashioned flint rifles, as to live at the same rate as your
-grandfather.” The young lawyer, as he said this, rapped his pipe on the
-table to knock out the ashes, and threw himself back on his seat with a
-full conviction that he had spoken words of wisdom.
-
-“What will it all come to, Fritz?” This Malchen asked with real anxiety
-in her voice. She was not slow to join two things together. It might
-well be that her mother should be induced by her pride to carry on the
-business for a while, so as to lose some of her money, but that she
-should, at last, be induced to see the error of her ways before serious
-damage had been done. Her financial position was too good to be brought
-to ruin by small losses. But during the period of her discomfiture she
-certainly would not be got to open her hand in that matter of the
-mitgift. Malchen’s own little affair would never get itself settled till
-this other question should have arranged itself satisfactorily. There
-could be no mitgift from a failing business. And if the business were to
-continue to fail for the next year or two, where would Malchen be then?
-It was not, therefore, wonderful that she should be in earnest.
-
-“Your mother is a very clever woman,” said the lover.
-
-“It seems to me that she is very foolish about this,” said Malchen,
-whose feeling of filial reverence was not at the moment very strong.
-
-“She is a clever woman, and has done uncommonly well in the world. The
-place is worth double as much as when she married your father. But it is
-that very success which makes her obstinate. She thinks that she can
-see her way. She fancies that she can compel people to work for her and
-deal with her at the old prices. It will take her, perhaps, a couple of
-years to find out that this is wrong. When she has lost three or four
-thousand florins she’ll come round.”
-
-Fritz, as he said this, seemed to be almost contented with this view of
-the case,--as though it made no difference to him. But with the fraulein
-the matter was so essentially personal that she could not allow it to
-rest there. She had made up her mind to be round with her mother; but it
-seemed to her to be necessary, also, that something should be said to
-her lover. “Won’t all that be very bad for you, Fritz?”
-
-“Her business with me will go on just the same.”
-
-This was felt to be unkind and very unloverlike. But she could not
-afford at the present moment to quarrel with him. “I mean about our
-settling,” she said.
-
-“It ought not to make a difference.”
-
-“I don’t know about ought;--but won’t it? You don’t see her as I do,
-but, of course, it puts her into a bad temper.”
-
-“I suppose she means to give you some fixed sum. I don’t doubt but she
-has it all arranged in her own mind.”
-
-“Why doesn’t she name it, then?”
-
-“Ah, my dear,--mein schatz,--there is nobody who likes too well to part
-with his money.”
-
-“But when is there to be an end of it?”
-
-“You should find that out. You are her child, and she has only two. That
-she should hang back is a matter of course. When one has the money of
-his own one can do anything. It is all in her own hand. See what I bear.
-When I tell her this or that she turns upon me as if I were nobody. Do
-you think I should suffer it if she were only just a client? You must
-persuade her, and be gentle with her; but if she would name the sum it
-would be a comfort, of course.”
-
-The fraulein herself did not in the least know what the sum ought to be;
-but she thought she did know that it was a matter which should be
-arranged between her lover and her parent. What she would have liked to
-have told him was this,--that as there were only two children, and as
-her mother was at any rate an honest woman, he might be sure that a
-proper dowry would come at last. But she was well aware that he would
-think that a mitgift should be a mitgift. The bride should come with it
-in her hand, so that she might be a comfort to her husband’s household.
-Schlessen would not be at all willing to wait patiently for the Frau’s
-death, or even for some final settlement of her affairs when she might
-make up her mind to leave the Peacock and betake herself to Schwatz.
-“You would not like to ask her yourself?” she said.
-
-He was silent for a while, and then he answered her by another question.
-“Are you afraid of her?”
-
-“Not afraid. But she would just tell me I was impertinent. I am not a
-bit afraid, but it would do no good. It would be so reasonable for you
-to do it.”
-
-“There is just the difference, Malchen. I am afraid of her.”
-
-“She could not bite you.”
-
-“No;--but she might say something sharp, and then I might answer her
-sharply. And then there might be a quarrel. If she were to tell me that
-she did not want to see me any more in the Brunnenthal, where should we
-be then? Mein schatz, if you will take my advice, you will just say a
-word yourself, in your softest, sweetest way.” Then he got up and made
-his way across to the stable, where was the horse which was to take him
-back to Innsbruck. Malchen was not altogether well pleased with her
-lover, but she perceived that on the present occasion she must,
-perforce, follow his advice.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-THE FRAU RETURNS TO THE SIMPLICITY OF THE OLD DAYS.
-
-
-Two or three weeks went by in the Brunnenthal without any special
-occurrence, and Malchen had not as yet spoken to her mother about her
-fortune. The Frau had during this time been in more than ordinary good
-humour with her own household. July had opened with lovely weather, and
-the house had become full earlier than usual. The Frau liked to have the
-house full, even though there might be no profit, and therefore she was
-in a good humour. But she had been exceptionally busy, and was trying
-experiments in her housekeeping, as to which she was still in hope that
-they would carry her through all her difficulties. She had been both to
-Brixen on one side of the mountain and to Innsbruck on the other, and
-had changed her butcher. Her old friend Hoff, at the latter place, had
-altogether declined to make any reduction in his prices. Of course they
-had been raised within the last five or six years. Who did not know that
-that had been the case with butchers’ meat all the world over? As it
-was, he charged the Frau less than he charged the people at the Golden
-Lion. So at least he swore; and when she told him that unless an
-alteration was made she must take her custom elsewhere--he bade her go
-elsewhere. Therefore she did make a contract with the butcher at Brixen
-on lower terms, and seemed to think that she had got over her
-difficulty. But Brixen was further than Innsbruck, and the carriage was
-more costly. It was whispered also about the house that the meat was not
-equally good. Nobody, however, had as yet dared to say a word on that
-subject to the Frau. And she, though in the midst of her new efforts she
-was good-humoured herself,--as is the case with many people while they
-have faith in the efforts they are making,--had become the cause of much
-unhappiness among others. Butter, eggs, poultry, honey, fruit, and
-vegetables, she was in the habit of buying from her neighbours, and had
-been so excellent a customer that she was as good as a market to the
-valley in general. There had usually been some haggling; but that, I
-think, by such vendors is considered a necessary and almost an agreeable
-part of the operation. The produce had been bought and sold, and the
-Frau had, upon the whole, been regarded as a kind of providence to the
-Brunnenthal. But now there were sad tales told at many a cottage and
-small farmstead around. The Frau had declared that she would give no
-more than three zwansigers a pair for chickens, and had insisted on
-having both butter and eggs at a lower price than she had paid last
-year. And she had succeeded, after infinite clamours. She had been their
-one market, their providence, and they had no other immediate customers
-to whom to betake themselves. The eggs and the butter, the raspberries
-and the currants, must be sold. She had been imperious and had
-succeeded, for a while. But there were deep murmurs, and already a
-feeling was growing up in favour of Innsbruck and a market cart. It was
-very dreadful. How were they to pay their taxes, how were they to pay
-anything, if they were to be crimped and curtailed in this way? One poor
-woman had already walked to Innsbruck with three dozen eggs, and had got
-nearly twice the money which the Frau had offered. The labour of the
-walk had been very hard upon her, and the economy of the proceeding
-generally may have been doubtful; but it had been proved that the thing
-could be done.
-
-Early in July there had come a letter, addressed to Peter, from an
-English gentleman who, with his wife and daughter, had been at the
-Brunnenthal on the preceding year. Mr. Cartwright had now written to
-say, that the same party would be glad to come again early in August,
-and had asked what were the present prices. Now the very question seemed
-to imply a conviction on the gentleman’s mind that the prices would be
-raised. Even Peter, when he took the letter to his mother, thought that
-this would be a good opportunity for taking a step in advance. These
-were English people, and entitled to no loving forbearance. The
-Cartwrights need know nothing as to the demands made on the Weisses and
-Tendels. Peter who had always been on his mother’s side, Peter who hated
-changes, even he suggested that he might write back word that seven
-zwansigers and a half was now the tariff. “Don’t you know I have settled
-all that?” said the old woman, turning upon him fiercely. Then he wrote
-to Mr. Cartwright to say that the charge would be six zwansigers a day,
-as heretofore. It was certainly a throwing away of money. Mr. Cartwright
-was a Briton, and would, therefore, almost have preferred to pay another
-zwansiger or two. So at least Peter thought. And he, even an Englishman,
-with his wife and daughter, was to be taken in and entertained at a
-loss! At a loss!--unless, indeed, the Frau could be successful in her
-new mode of keeping her house. Father Conolin in these days kept away.
-The complaints made by the neighbours around reached his ears,--very sad
-complaints,--and he hardly knew how to speak of them to the Frau. It was
-becoming very serious with him. He had counselled her against any rise
-in her own prices, but had certainly not intended that she should make
-others lower. That had not been his plan; and now he did not know what
-advice to give.
-
-But the Frau, resolute in her attempt, and proud of her success as far
-as it had gone, constantly adducing the conduct of these two rival
-butchers as evidence of her own wisdom, kept her ground like a Trojan.
-All the old courses were served, and the puddings and the fruit were at
-first as copious as ever. If the meat was inferior in quality,--and it
-could not be so without her knowledge, for she had not reigned so long
-in the kitchen of the Peacock without having become a judge in such
-matters,--she was willing to pass the fault over for a time. She tried
-to think that there was not much difference. She almost tried to believe
-that second-rate meat would do as well as first-rate. There should at
-least be no lack of anything in the cookery. And so she toiled and
-struggled, and was hopeful that she might have her own way and prove to
-all her advisers that she knew how to manage the house better than any
-of them.
-
-There was great apparent good humour. Though she had frowned upon Peter
-when he had shown a disposition to spoil those Egyptians the
-Cartwrights, she had only done so in defence of her own resolute
-purpose, and soon returned to her kind looks. She was, too, very civil
-to Malchen, omitting for the time her usual gibes and jeers as to her
-daughter’s taste for French finery and general rejection of Tyrolese
-customs. And she said nothing of the prolonged absence of her two
-counsellors, the priest and the lawyer. A great struggle was going on
-within her own bosom, as to which she in these days said not a word to
-anybody. One counsellor had told her to raise her prices; another had
-advised her to lessen the luxuries supplied. As both the one proposition
-and the other had gone against her spirit, she had looked about her to
-find some third way out of her embarrassments. She had found it, and the
-way was one which recommended itself to her own sense of abstract
-justice. The old prices should prevail in the valley everywhere. She
-would extort nothing from Mr. Cartwright, but then neither should her
-neighbours extort anything from her. Seppel’s wife was ill, and she had
-told him that in consequence of that misfortune the increased wages
-should be continued for three months, but that after that she must
-return to the old rate. In the softness of her heart she would have
-preferred to say six months, but that in doing so she would have seemed
-to herself to have departed from the necessary rigour of her new
-doctrine. But when Seppel stood before her, scratching his head, a
-picture of wretchedness and doubt, she was not comfortable in her mind.
-Seppel had a dim idea of his own rights, and did not like to be told
-that his extra zwansigers came to him from the Frau’s charity. To go
-away from the Brunnenthal at the end of the summer, to go away at all,
-would be terrible to him; but to work for less than fair wages, would
-that not be more terrible? Of all which the Frau, as she looked at him,
-understood much.
-
-And she understood much also of the discontent and almost despair which
-was filling the minds of the poor women all around her. All those poor
-women were dear to her. It was in her nature to love those around her,
-and especially those who were dependent on her. She knew the story of
-every household,--what children each mother had reared and what she had
-lost, when each had been brought to affliction by a husband’s illness or
-a son’s misconduct. She had never been deaf to their troubles; and
-though she might have been heard in violent discussions, now with one
-and now with another, as to the selling value of this or that article,
-she had always been held by them to be a just woman and a constant
-friend. Now they were up in arms against her, to the extreme grief of
-her heart.
-
-Nevertheless it was necessary that she should support herself by an
-outward appearance of tranquillity, so that the world around her might
-know that she was not troubled by doubts as to her own conduct. She had
-heard somewhere that no return can be made from evil to good courses
-without temporary disruptions, and that all lovers of justice are
-subject to unreasonable odium. Things had gone astray because there had
-been unintentional lapses from justice. She herself had been the
-delinquent when she had allowed herself to be talked into higher
-payments than those which had been common in the valley in her young
-days. She had not understood, when she made these lapses gradually, how
-fatal would be their result. Now she understood, and was determined to
-plant her foot firmly down on the old figures. All this evil had come
-from a departure from the old ways. There must be sorrow and trouble,
-and perhaps some ill blood, in this return. That going back to
-simplicity is always so difficult! But it should be done. So she smiled,
-and refused to give more than three zwansigers a pair for her chickens.
-
-One old woman came to her with the express purpose of arguing it all
-out. Suse Krapp was the wife of an old woodman who lived high up above
-the Peacock, among the pines, in a spot which could only be reached by a
-long and very steep ascent, and who being old, and having a daughter and
-granddaughters whom she could send down with her eggs and wild fruit,
-did not very often make her appearance in the valley. But she had known
-the Frau well for many years, having been one of those to welcome her
-when she had arrived there as a bride, and had always been treated with
-exceptional courtesy. Suse Krapp was a woman who had brought up a large
-family, and had known troubles; but she had always been able to speak
-her own mind; and when she arrived at the house, empty-handed, with
-nothing to sell, declaring at once her purpose of remonstrating with the
-Frau, the Frau regarded her as a delegate from the commercial females of
-the valley generally; and she took the coming in good part, asking Suse
-into her own inner room.
-
-After sundry inquiries on each side, respecting the children and the
-guests, and the state of things in the world at large, the real question
-was asked, “Ah, meine liebe Frau Frohmann,--my very dear Mrs. Frohmann,
-as one might say here,--why are you dealing with us all in the
-Brunnenthal after this hard fashion?”
-
-“What do you call a hard fashion, Suse?”
-
-“Only giving half price for everything that you buy. Why should anything
-be cheaper this year than it was last? Ah, alas! does not everybody know
-that everything is dearer?”
-
-“Why should anything be dearer, Suse? The people who come here are not
-charged more than they were twenty years ago.”
-
-“Who can tell? How can an old woman say? It is all very bad. The world,
-I suppose, is getting worse. But it is so. Look at the taxes.”
-
-The taxes, whether imperial or municipal, was a matter on which Frau did
-not want to speak. She felt that they were altogether beyond her reach.
-No doubt there had been a very great increase in such demands during her
-time, and it was an increase against which nobody could make any stand
-at all. But, if that was all, there had been a rise in prices quite
-sufficient to answer that. She was willing to pay three zwansigers a
-pair for chickens, and yet she could remember when they were to be
-bought for a zwansiger each.
-
-“Yes, taxes,” she said; “they are an evil which we must all endure. It
-is no good grumbling at them. But we have had the roads made for us.”
-
-This was an unfortunate admission, for it immediately gave Suse Krapp an
-easy way to her great argument. “Roads, yes! and they are all saying
-that they must make use of them to send the things into market.
-Josephine Bull took her eggs into the city and got two kreutzers apiece
-for them.”
-
-The Frau had already heard of that journey, and had also heard that poor
-Josephine Bull had been very much fatigued by her labours. It had
-afflicted her much, both that the poor woman should have been driven to
-such a task, and that such an innovation should have been attempted. She
-had never loved Innsbruck dearly, and now she was beginning to hate the
-place. “What good did she get by that, Suse? None, I fear. She had
-better have given her eggs away in the valley.”
-
-“But they will have a cart.”
-
-“Do you think a cart won’t cost money? There must be somebody to drive
-the cart, I suppose.” On this point the Frau spoke feelingly, as she was
-beginning to appreciate the inconvenience of sending twice a week all
-the way to Brixen for her meat. There was a diligence, but though the
-horses were kept in her own stables, she had not as yet been able to
-come to terms with the proprietor.
-
-“There is all that to think of certainly,” said Suse. “But----. Wouldn’t
-you come back, meine liebe Frau, to the prices you were paying last
-year? Do you not know that they would sooner sell to you than to any
-other human being in all the world, and they must live by their little
-earnings?”
-
-But the Frau could not be persuaded. Indeed had she allowed herself to
-be persuaded, all her purpose would have been brought to an end. Of
-course there must be trouble, and her refusal of such a prayer as this
-was a part of her trouble. She sent for a glass of kirsch-wasser to
-mitigate the rigour of her denial, and as Suse drank the cordial she
-endeavoured to explain her system. There could be no happiness, no real
-prosperity in the valley, till they had returned to their old ways. “It
-makes me unhappy,” said the Frau, shaking her head, “when I see the
-girls making for themselves long petticoats.” Suse quite agreed with the
-Frau as to the long petticoats; but, as she went, she declared that the
-butter and eggs must be taken into Innsbruck, and another allusion to
-the cart was the last word upon her tongue.
-
-It was on the evening of that same day that Malchen, unaware that her
-mother’s feelings had just then been peculiarly stirred up by an appeal
-from the women of the valley, came at last to the determination of
-asking that something might be settled as to the “mitgift.” “Mother,”
-she said, “Fritz Schlessen thinks that something should be arranged.”
-
-“Arranged as how?”
-
-“I suppose he wants--to be married.”
-
-“If he don’t, I suppose somebody else does,” said the mother smiling.
-
-“Well, mother! Of course it is not pleasant to be as we are now. You
-must feel that yourself. Fritz is a good young man, and there is nothing
-about him that I have a right to complain of. But of course, like all
-the rest of ’em, he expects some money when he takes a wife. Couldn’t
-you tell him what you mean to give?”
-
-“Not at present, Malchen.”
-
-“And why not now? It has been going on two years.”
-
-“Nina Cobard at Schwatz was ten years before her people would let it
-come off. Just at present I am trying a great experiment, and I can say
-nothing about money till the season is over.” With this answer Malchen
-was obliged to be content, and was not slow in perceiving that it almost
-contained a promise that the affairs should be settled when the season
-was over.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-A ZWANSIGER IS A ZWANSIGER.
-
-
-In the beginning of August, the Weisses and the Tendels and Herr Trauss
-had all left the Brunnenthal, and our friend Frau Frohmann was left with
-a house full of guests who were less intimately known to her, but who
-not the less demanded and received all her care. But, as those departed
-whom she had taught herself to regard as neighbours and who were
-therefore entitled to something warmer and more generous than mere
-tavern hospitality, she began to feel the hardness of her case in
-having to provide so sumptuously for all these strangers at a loss.
-There was a party of Americans in the house who had absolutely made no
-inquiry whatsoever as to prices till they had shown themselves at her
-door. Peter had been very urgent with her to mulct the Americans, who
-were likely, he thought, to despise the house merely because it was
-cheap. But she would not give way. If the American gentleman should find
-out the fact and turn upon her, and ask her why he was charged more than
-others, how would she be able to answer him? She had never yet been so
-placed as not to be able to answer any complaints, boldly and even
-indignantly. It was hard upon her; but if the prices were to be raised
-to any, they must be raised to all.
-
-The whole valley now was in a hubbub. In the matter of butter there had
-been so great a commotion that the Frau had absolutely gone back to the
-making of her own, a system which had been abandoned at the Peacock a
-few years since, with the express object of befriending the neighbours.
-There had been a dairy with all its appurtenances; but it had come to
-pass that the women around had got cows, and that the Frau had found
-that without damage to herself she could buy their supplies. And in this
-way her own dairy had gone out of use. She had kept her cows because
-there had grown into use a great drinking of milk at the Peacock, and as
-the establishment had gradually increased, the demand for cream,
-custards, and such luxuries had of course increased also. Now, when,
-remembering this, she conceived that she had a peculiar right to receive
-submission as to the price of butter, and yet found more strong
-rebellion here than on any other point, she at once took the bull by the
-horns, and threw not only her energies, but herself bodily into the
-dairy. It was repaired and whitewashed, and scoured and supplied with
-all necessary furniture in so marvellously short a time, that the owners
-of cows around could hardly believe their ears and their eyes. Of course
-there was a spending of money, but there had never been any slackness as
-to capital at the Peacock when good results might be expected from its
-expenditure. So the dairy was set agoing.
-
-But there was annoyance, even shame, and to the old woman’s feeling
-almost disgrace, arising from this. As you cannot eat your cake and have
-it, so neither can you make your butter and have your cream. The supply
-of new milk to the milk-drinkers was at first curtailed, and then
-altogether stopped. The guests were not entitled to the luxury by any
-contract, and were simply told that as the butter was now made at home,
-the milk was wanted for that purpose. And then there certainly was a
-deterioration in the puddings. There had hitherto been a rich plenty
-which was now wanting. No one complained; but the Frau herself felt the
-falling off. The puddings now were such as might be seen at other
-places,--at the Golden Lion for instance. Hitherto her puddings had been
-unrivalled in the Tyrol.
-
-Then there had suddenly appeared a huckster, a pedlar, an itinerant
-dealer in the valley who absolutely went round to the old women’s houses
-and bought the butter at the prices which she had refused to give. And
-this was a man who had been in her own employment, had been brought to
-the valley by herself, and had once driven her own horses! And it was
-reported to her that this man was simply an agent for a certain
-tradesman in Innsbruck. There was an ingratitude in all this which
-nearly broke her heart. It seemed to her that those to whom in their
-difficulties she had been most kind were now turning upon her in her
-difficulty. And she thought that there was no longer left among the
-people any faith, any feeling of decent economy, any principle.
-Disregarding right or wrong, they would all go where they could get half
-a zwansiger more! They knew what it was she was attempting to do; for
-had she not explained it all to Suse Krapp? And yet they turned against
-her.
-
-The poor Frau knew nothing of that great principle of selling in the
-dearest market, however much the other lesson as to buying in the
-cheapest had been brought home to her. When a fixed price had become
-fixed, that, she thought, should not be altered. She was demanding no
-more than she had been used to demand, though to do so would have been
-so easy! But her neighbours, those to whom she had even been most
-friendly, refused to assist her in her efforts to re-establish the old
-and salutary simplicity. Of course when the butter was taken into
-Innsbruck, the chickens and the eggs went with the butter. When she
-learned how all this was she sent for Suse Krapp, and Suse Krapp again
-came down to her.
-
-“They mean then to quarrel with me utterly?” said the Frau with her
-sternest frown.
-
-“Meine liebe Frau Frohmann!” said the old woman, embracing the arm of
-her ancient friend.
-
-“But they do mean it?”
-
-“What can we do, poor wretches? We must live.”
-
-“You lived well enough before,” said the Frau, raising her fist in the
-unpremeditated eloquence of her indignation. “Will it be better for you
-now to deal with strangers who will rob you at every turn? Will Karl
-Muntz, the blackguard that he is, advance money to any of you at your
-need? Well; let it be so. I too can deal with strangers. But when once I
-have made arrangements in the town, I will not come back to the people
-of the valley. If we are to be severed, we will be severed. It goes
-sadly against the grain with me, as I have a heart in my bosom.”
-
-“You have, you have, my dearest Frau Frohmann.”
-
-“As for the cranberries, we can do without them.” Now it had been the
-case that Suse Krapp with her grandchildren had supplied the Peacock
-with wild fruits in plentiful abundance, which wild fruits, stewed as
-the Frau knew how to stew them, had been in great request among the
-guests at the Brunnenthal. Great bowls of cranberries and bilberries had
-always at this period of the year turned the Frau’s modest suppers into
-luxurious banquets. But there must be an end to that now; not in any way
-because the price paid for the fruit was grudged, but because the
-quarrel, if quarrel there must be, should be internecine at all points.
-She had loved them all; but, if they turned against her, not the less
-because of her love would she punish them. Poor old Suse wiped her eyes
-and took her departure, without any kirsch-wasser on this occasion.
-
-It all went on from bad to worse. Seppel the carpenter gave her notice
-that he would leave her service at the end of August. “Why at the end of
-August?” she asked, remembering that she had promised to give him the
-higher rate of wages up to a later date than that. Then Seppel
-explained, that as he must do something for himself,--that is, find
-another place,--the sooner he did that the better. Now Seppel the
-carpenter was brother to that Anton who had most wickedly undertaken the
-huckstering business, on the part of Karl Muntz the dealer in Innsbruck,
-and it turned out that Seppel was to join him. There was an ingratitude
-in this which almost drove the old woman frantic. If any one in the
-valley was more bound to her by kindly ties than another, it was Seppel,
-with his wife and six children. Wages! There had been no question of
-wages when Babette, Seppel’s wife, had been ill; and Babette had always
-been ill. And when he had chopped his own foot with his own axe, and had
-gone into the hospital for six weeks, they had wanted nothing! That he
-should leave her for a matter of six zwansigers a month, and not only
-leave her, but become her active enemy, was dreadful to her. Nor was her
-anger at all modified when he explained it all to her. As a man, and as
-a carpenter who was bound to keep up his own respect among carpenters,
-he could not allow himself to work for less than the ordinary wages. The
-Frau had been very kind to him, and he and his wife and children were
-all grateful. But she would not therefore wish him,--this was his
-argument,--she would not on that account require him to work for less
-than his due. Seppel put his hand on his heart, and declared that his
-honour was concerned. As for his brother’s cart and his huckstery trade
-and Karl Muntz, he was simply lending a hand to that till he could get a
-settled place as carpenter. He was doing the Frau no harm. If he did not
-look after the cart, somebody else would. He was very submissive and
-most anxious to avoid her anger; but yet would not admit that he was
-doing wrong. But she towered in her wrath, and would listen to no
-reason. It was to her all wrong. It was innovation, a spirit of change
-coming from the source of all evil, bringing with it unkindness, absence
-of charity, ingratitude! It was flat mutiny, and rebellion against their
-betters. For some weeks it seemed to the Frau that all the world was
-going to pieces.
-
-Her position was the more painful because at the time she was without
-counsellors. The kaplan came indeed as usual, and was as attentive and
-flattering to her as of yore; but he said nothing to her about her own
-affairs unless he was asked; and she did not ask him, knowing that he
-would not give her palatable counsel. The kaplan himself was not well
-versed in political economy or questions of money generally; but he had
-a vague idea that the price of a chicken ought to be higher now than it
-was thirty years ago. Then why not also the price of living to the
-guests at the Peacock? On that matter he argued with himself that the
-higher prices for the chickens had prevailed for some time, and that it
-was at any rate impossible to go back. And perhaps the lawyer had been
-right in recommending the Frau to rush at once to seven zwansigers and a
-half. His mind was vacillating and his ideas misty; but he did agree
-with Suse Krapp when she declared that the poor people must live. He
-could not, therefore, do the Frau any good by his advice.
-
-As for Schlessen he had not been at the Brunnenthal for a month, and had
-told Malchen in Innsbruck that unless he were specially wanted, he would
-not go to the Peacock until something had been settled as to the
-mitgift. “Of course she is going to lose a lot of money,” said
-Schlessen. “Anybody can see that with half an eye. Everybody in the town
-is talking about it. But when I tell her so, she is only angry with me.”
-
-Malchen of course could give no advice. Every step which her mother took
-seemed to her to be unwise. Of course the old women would do the best
-they could with their eggs. The idea that any one out of gratitude
-should sell cheaper to a friend than to an enemy was to her monstrous.
-But when she found that her mother was determined to swim against the
-stream, to wound herself by kicking against the pricks, to set at
-defiance all the common laws of trade, and that in this way money was
-to be lost, just at that very epoch of her own life in which it was so
-necessary that money should be forthcoming for her own advantage,--then
-she became moody, unhappy, and silent. What a pity it was that all this
-power should be vested in her mother’s hands.
-
-As for Peter, he had been altogether converted. When he found that a
-cart had to be sent twice a week to Brixen, and that the very poultry
-which had been carried from the valley to the town had to be brought
-back from the town to the valley, then his spirit of conservatism
-deserted him. He went so far as to advise his mother to give way. “I
-don’t see that you do any good by ruining yourself,” he said.
-
-But she turned at him very fiercely. “I suppose I may do as I like with
-my own,” she replied.
-
-Yes; she could do what she liked with her own. But now it was declared
-by all those around her, by her neighbours in the valley, and by those
-in Innsbruck who knew anything about her, that it was a sad thing and a
-bad thing that an old woman should be left with the power of ruining all
-those who belonged to her, and that there should be none to restrain
-her! And yet for the last twenty-five years previous to this it had been
-the general opinion in these parts that nobody had ever managed such a
-house as well as the Frau Frohmann. As for being ruined,--Schlessen, who
-was really acquainted with her affairs, knew better than that. She might
-lose a large sum of money, but there was no fear of ruin. Schlessen was
-inclined to think that all this trouble would end in the Frau retiring
-to Schwatz, and that the settlement of the mitgift might thus be
-accelerated. Perhaps he and the Frau herself were the only two persons
-who really knew how well she had thriven. He was not afraid, and, being
-naturally patient, was quite willing to let things take their course.
-
-The worst of it to the Frau herself was that she knew so well what
-people were saying of her. She had enjoyed for many years all that
-delight which comes from success and domination. It had not been merely,
-nor even chiefly, the feeling that money was being made. It is not that
-which mainly produces the comfortable condition of mind which attends
-success. It is the sense of respect which it engenders. The Frau had
-held her head high, and felt herself inferior to none, because she had
-enjoyed to the full this conviction. Things had gone pleasantly with
-her. Nothing is so enfeebling as failure; but she, hitherto, had never
-failed. Now a new sensation had fallen upon her, by which at certain
-periods she was almost prostrated. The woman was so brave that at her
-worst moments she would betake herself to solitude and shed her tears
-where no one could see her. Then she would come out and so carry herself
-that none should guess how she suffered. To no ears did she utter a word
-of complaint, unless her indignation to Seppel, to Suse, and the others
-might be called complaining. She asked for no sympathy. Even to the
-kaplan she was silent, feeling that the kaplan, too, was against her. It
-was natural that he should take part with the poor. She was now for the
-first time in her life, driven, alas, to feel that the poor were against
-her.
-
-The house was still full, but there had of late been a great falling off
-in the midday visitors. It had, indeed, almost come to pass that that
-custom had died away. She told herself, with bitter regret, that this
-was the natural consequence of her deteriorated dinners. The Brixen meat
-was not good. Sometimes she was absolutely without poultry. And in those
-matters of puddings, cream, and custards, we know what a falling off
-there had been. I doubt, however, whether her old friends had been
-stopped by that cause. It may have been so with Herr Trauss, who in
-going to Brunnenthal, or elsewhere, cared for little else but what he
-might get to eat and drink. But with most of those concerned the feeling
-had been that things were generally going wrong in the valley, and that
-in existing circumstances the Peacock could not be pleasant. She at any
-rate felt herself to be deserted, and this feeling greatly aggravated
-her trouble.
-
-“You are having beautiful weather,” Mr. Cartwright said to her one day
-when in her full costume she came out among the coffee-drinkers in the
-front of the house. Mr. Cartwright spoke German, and was on friendly
-terms with the old lady. She was perhaps a little in awe of him as being
-a rich man, an Englishman, and one with a white beard and a general
-deportment of dignity.
-
-“The weather is well enough, sir,” she said.
-
-“I never saw the place all round look more lovely. I was up at
-Sustermann’s saw-mills this morning, and I and my daughter agreed that
-it is the most lovely spot we know.”
-
-“The saw-mill is a pretty spot, sir, no doubt.”
-
-“It seems to me that the house becomes fuller and fuller every year,
-Frau Frohmann.”
-
-“The house is full enough, sir; perhaps too full.” Then she hesitated as
-though she would say something further. But the words were wanting to
-her in which to explain her difficulties with sufficient clearness for
-the foreigner, and she retreated, therefore, back into her own domains.
-He, of course, had heard something of the Frau’s troubles, and had been
-willing enough to say a word to her about things in general if the
-occasion arose. But he had felt that the subject must be introduced by
-herself. She was too great a potentate to have advice thrust upon her
-uninvited.
-
-A few days after this she asked Malchen whether Schlessen was ever
-coming out to the Brunnenthal again. This was almost tantamount to an
-order for his presence. “He will come directly, mother, if you want to
-see him,” said Malchen. The Frau would do no more than grunt in answer
-to this. It was too much to expect that she should say positively that
-he must come. But Malchen understood her, and sent the necessary word to
-Innsbruck.
-
-On the following day Schlessen was at the Peacock, and took a walk up to
-the waterfall with Malchen before he saw the Frau. “She won’t ruin
-herself,” said Fritz. “It would take a great deal to ruin her. What she
-is losing in the house she is making up in the forests and in the land.”
-
-“Then it won’t matter if it does go on like this?”
-
-“It does matter because it makes her so fierce and unhappy, and because
-the more she is knocked about the more obstinate she will get. She has
-only to say the word, and all would be right to-morrow.”
-
-“What word?” asked Malchen.
-
-“Just to acknowledge that everything has got to be twenty-five per cent.
-dearer than it was twenty-five years ago.”
-
-“But she does not like paying more, Fritz. That’s just the thing.”
-
-“What does it matter what she pays?”
-
-“I should think it mattered a great deal.”
-
-“Not in the least. What does matter is whether she makes a profit out of
-the money she spends. Florins and zwansigers are but names. What you can
-manage to eat, and drink, and wear, and what sort of a house you can
-live in, and whether you can get other people to do for you what you
-don’t like to do yourself,--that is what you have got to look after.”
-
-“But, Fritz;--money is money.”
-
-“Just so; but it is no more than money. If she could find out suddenly
-that what she has been thinking was a zwansiger was in truth only half a
-zwansiger, then she would not mind paying two where she had hitherto
-paid one, and would charge two where she now charges one,--as a matter
-of course. That’s about the truth.”
-
-“But a zwansiger is a zwansiger.”
-
-“No;--not in her sense. A zwansiger now is not much more than half what
-it used to be. If the change had come all at once she could have
-understood it better.”
-
-“But why is it changed?”
-
-Here Schlessen scratched his head. He was not quite sure that he knew,
-and felt himself unable to explain clearly what he himself only
-conjectured dimly. “At any rate it is so. That’s what she has got to be
-made to understand, or else she must give it up and go and live quietly
-in private. It’ll come to that, that she won’t have a servant about the
-place if she goes on like this. Her own grandfather and grandmother were
-very good sort of people, but it is useless to try and live like them.
-You might just as well go back further, and give up knives and forks and
-cups and saucers.”
-
-Such was the wisdom of Herr Schlessen; and when he had spoken it he was
-ready to go back from the waterfall, near which they were seated, to the
-house. But Malchen thought that there was another subject as to which he
-ought to have something to say to her. “It is all very bad for
-us;--isn’t it, Fritz?”
-
-“It will come right in time, my darling.”
-
-“Your darling! I don’t think you care for me a bit.” As she spoke she
-moved herself a little further away from him. “If you did, you would
-not take it all so easily.”
-
-“What can I do, Malchen?” She did not quite know what he could do, but
-she was sure that when her lover, after a month’s absence, got an
-opportunity of sitting with her by a waterfall, he should not confine
-his conversation to a discussion on the value of zwansigers.
-
-“You never seem to think about anything except money now.”
-
-“That is very unfair, Malchen. It was you asked me, and so I endeavoured
-to explain it.”
-
-“If you have said all that you’ve got to say, I suppose we may go back
-again.”
-
-“Of course, Malchen, I wish she’d settle what she means to do about you.
-We have been engaged long enough.”
-
-“Perhaps you’d like to break it off.”
-
-“You never knew me break off anything yet.” That was true. She did know
-him to be a man of a constant, if not of an enthusiastic temperament.
-And now, as he helped her up from off the rock, and contrived to snatch
-a kiss in the process, she was restored to her good humour.
-
-“What’s the good of that?” she said, thumping him, but not with much
-violence. “I did speak to mother a little while ago, and asked her what
-she meant to do.”
-
-“Was she angry?”
-
-“No;--not angry; but she said that everything must remain as it is till
-after the season. Oh, Fritz! I hope it won’t go on for another winter.
-I suppose she has got the money.”
-
-“Oh, yes; she has got it; but, as I’ve told you before, people who have
-got money do not like to part with it.” Then they returned to the house;
-and Malchen, thinking of it all, felt reassured as to her lover’s
-constancy, but was more than ever certain that, though it might be for
-five years, he would never marry her till the mitgift had been arranged.
-
-Shortly afterwards he was summoned into the Frau’s private room, and
-there had an interview with her alone. But it was very short; and, as he
-afterwards explained to Malchen, she gave him no opportunity of
-proffering any advice. She had asked him nothing about prices, and had
-made no allusion whatever to her troubles with her neighbours. She said
-not a word about the butcher, either at Innsbruck or at Brixen, although
-they were both at this moment very much on her mind. Nor did she tell
-him anything of the wickedness of Anton, nor of the ingratitude of
-Seppel. She had simply wanted so many hundred florins,--for a purpose,
-as she said,--and had asked him how she might get them with the least
-inconvenience. Hitherto the money coming in, which had always gone into
-her own hands, had sufficed for her expenditure, unless when some new
-building was required. But now a considerable sum was necessary. She
-simply communicated her desire, and said nothing of the purpose for
-which it was wanted. The lawyer told her that she could have the money
-very easily,--at a day’s notice, and without any peculiar damage to her
-circumstances. With that the interview was over, and Schlessen was
-allowed to return to his lady love,--or to the amusements of the Peacock
-generally.
-
-“What did she want of you?” asked Peter.
-
-“Only a question about business.”
-
-“I suppose it was about business. But what is she going to do?”
-
-“You ought to know that, I should think. At any rate, she told me
-nothing.”
-
-“It is getting very bad here,” said Peter, with a peculiarly gloomy
-countenance. “I don’t know where we are to get anything soon. We have
-not milk enough, and half the time the visitors can’t have eggs if they
-want them. And as for fowls, they have to be bought for double what we
-used to give. I wonder the folk here put up with it without grumbling.”
-
-“It’ll come right after this season.”
-
-“Such a name as the place is getting!” said Peter. “And then I sometimes
-think it will drive her distracted. I told her yesterday we must buy
-more cows,--and, oh, she did look at me!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-HOFF THE BUTCHER.
-
-
-The lawyer returned to town, and on the next day the money was sent out
-to the Brunnenthal. Frau Frohmann had not winced when she demanded the
-sum needed, nor had she shown by any contorted line in her countenance
-that she was suffering when she asked for it; but, in truth, the thing
-had not been done without great pain. Year by year she had always added
-something to her store, either by investing money, or by increasing her
-property in the valley, and it would generally be at this time of the
-year that some deposit was made; but now the stream, which had always
-run so easily and so prosperously in one direction, had begun to flow
-backwards. It was to her as though she were shedding her blood. But, as
-other heroes have shed their blood in causes that have been dear to
-them, so would she shed hers in this. If it were necessary that these
-veins of her heart should be opened, she would give them to the knife.
-She had scowled when Peter had told her that more cows must be bought;
-but before the week was over the cows were there. And she had given a
-large order at Innsbruck for poultry to be sent out to her, almost
-irrespective of price. All idea of profit was gone. It was pride now for
-which she was fighting. She would not give way, at any rate till the end
-of this season. Then--then--then! There had come upon her mind an idea
-that some deluge was about to flow over her; but also an idea that even
-among the roar of the waters she would hold her head high, and carry
-herself with dignity.
-
-But there had come to her now a very trouble of troubles, a crushing
-blow, a misfortune which could not be got over, which could not even be
-endured, without the knowledge of all those around her. It was not only
-that she must suffer, but that her sufferings must be exposed to all the
-valley,--to all Innsbruck. When Schlessen was closeted with her, at that
-very moment, she had in her pocket a letter from that traitorous butcher
-at Brixen, saying that after such and such a date he could not continue
-to supply her with meat at the prices fixed. And this was the answer
-which the man had sent to a remonstrance from her as to the quality of
-the article! After submitting for weeks to inferior meat she had told
-him that there must be some improvement, and he had replied by throwing
-her over altogether!
-
-What was she to do? Of all the blows which had come to her this was the
-worst. She must have meat. She could, when driven to it by necessity,
-make her own butter; but she could not kill her own beef and mutton. She
-could send into the town for ducks and chickens, and feel that in doing
-so she was carrying out her own project,--that, at any rate, she was
-encountering no public disgrace. But now she must own herself beaten,
-and must go back to Innsbruck.
-
-And there came upon her dimly a conviction that she was bound, both by
-prudence and justice, to go back to her old friend Hoff. She had clearly
-been wrong in this matter of meat. Hoff had plainly told her that she
-was wrong, explaining to her that he had to give much more for his
-beasts and sheep than he did twenty years ago, to pay more wages to the
-men who killed them and cut them up, and also to make a greater profit
-himself, so as to satisfy the increased needs of his wife and daughters.
-Hoff had been outspoken, and had never wavered for a moment. But he had
-seemed to the Frau to be almost insolent; she would have said, too
-independent. When she had threatened to take away her custom he had
-shrugged his shoulders, and had simply remarked that he would endeavour
-to live without it. The words had been spoken with, perhaps, something
-of a jeer, and the Frau had left the shop in wrath. She had since
-repented herself of this, because Hoff had been an old friend, and had
-attended to all her wishes with friendly care. But there had been the
-quarrel, and her custom had been transferred to that wretch at Brixen.
-If it had been simply a matter of forgiving and forgetting she could
-have made it up with Hoff, easily enough, an hour after her anger had
-shown itself. But now she must own herself to have been beaten. She must
-confess that she had been wrong. It was in that matter of meat, from
-that fallacious undertaking made by the traitor at Brixen, that she, in
-the first instance, had been led to think that she could triumph. Had
-she not been convinced of the truth of her own theory by that success,
-she would not have been led on to quarrel with all her neighbours, and
-to attempt to reduce Seppel’s wages. But now, when this, her great
-foundation, was taken away from her, she had no ground on which to
-stand. She had the misery of failure all around her, and, added to that,
-the growing feeling that, in some step of her argument, she must have
-been wrong. One should be very sure of all the steps before one allows
-oneself to be guided in important matters by one’s own theories!
-
-But after some ten days’ time the supply of meat from Brixen would
-cease, and something therefore must be done. The Brixen traitor demanded
-now exactly the price which Hoff had heretofore charged. And then there
-was the carriage! That was not to be thought of. She would not conceal
-her failure from the world by submission so disgraceful as that. With
-the Brixen man she certainly would deal no more. She took twenty-four
-hours to think of it, and then she made up her mind that she would
-herself go into the town and acknowledge her mistake to Hoff. As to the
-actual difference of price, she did not now care very much about it.
-When a deluge is coming, one does not fret oneself as to small details
-of cost; but even when a deluge is coming one’s heart and pride, and
-perhaps one’s courage, may remain unchanged.
-
-On a certain morning it was known throughout the Peacock at an early
-hour that the Frau was going into town that day. But breakfast was over
-before any one was told when and how she was to go. Such journeyings,
-which were not made very often, had always about them something of
-ceremony. On such occasions her dress would be, not magnificent as when
-she was arrayed for festive occasions at home, but yet very carefully
-arranged and equally unlike her ordinary habiliments. When she was first
-seen on this day,--after her early visit to the kitchen, which was not
-a full-dress affair,--she was clad in what may be called the beginnings
-or substratum of her travelling gear. She wore a very full,
-rich-looking, dark-coloured merino gown, which came much lower to the
-ground than her usual dress, and which covered her up high round the
-throat. Whenever this was seen it was known as a certainty that the Frau
-was going to travel. Then there was the question of the carriage and the
-horses. It was generally Peter’s duty and high privilege to drive her in
-to town; and as Peter seldom allowed himself a holiday, the occasion was
-to him always a welcome one. It was her custom to let him know what was
-to befall him at any rate the night before; but now not a word had been
-said. After breakfast, however, a message went out that the carriage and
-horses would be needed, and Peter prepared himself accordingly. “I don’t
-think I need take you,” said the Frau.
-
-“Why not me? There is no one else to drive them. The men are all
-employed.” Then she remembered that when last she had dispensed with
-Peter’s services Anton had driven her,--that Anton who was now carrying
-the butter and eggs into market. She shook her head, and was silent for
-a while in her misery. Then she asked whether the boy, Jacob, could not
-take her. “He would not be safe with those horses down the mountains,”
-said Peter. At last it was decided that Peter should go;--but she
-yielded unwillingly, being very anxious that no one in the valley should
-be informed that she was about to visit Hoff. Of course it would be
-known at last. Everybody about the place would learn whence the meat
-came. But she could not bear to think that those around her should talk
-of her as having been beaten in the matter.
-
-About ten they started, and on the whole road to Innsbruck hardly a word
-was spoken between the mother and son. She was quite resolved that she
-would not tell him whither she was going, and resolved also that she
-would pay the visit alone. But, of course, his curiosity would be
-excited. If he chose to follow her about and watch her, there could be
-no help for that. Only he had better not speak to her on the subject, or
-she would pour out upon him all the vials of her wrath! In the town
-there was a little hostel called the Black Eagle, kept by a cousin of
-her late husband, which on these journeys she always frequented: there
-she and Peter ate their dinner. At table they sat, of course, close to
-each other; but still not a word was spoken as to her business. He made
-no inquiry, and when she rose from the table simply asked her whether
-there was anything for him to do. “I am going--alone--to see a friend,”
-she said. No doubt he was curious, probably suspecting that Hoff the
-butcher might be the friend; but he asked no further question. She
-declared that she would be ready to start on the return journey at four,
-and then she went forth alone.
-
-So great was her perturbation of spirit that she did not take the
-directest way to the butcher’s house, which was not, indeed, above two
-hundred yards from the Black Eagle, but walked round slowly by the
-river, studying as she went the words with which she would announce her
-purpose to the man,--studying, also, by what wiles and subtlety she
-might get the man all to herself,--so that no other ears should hear her
-disgrace. When she entered the shop Hoff himself was there, conspicuous
-with the huge sharpening-steel which hung from his capacious girdle, as
-though it were the sword of his knighthood. But with him there was a
-crowd either of loungers or customers, in the midst of whom he stood,
-tall above all the others, laughing and talking. To our poor Frau it was
-terrible to be seen by so many eyes in that shop;--for had not her
-quarrel with Hoff and her dealings at Brixen been so public that all
-would know why she had come? “Ah, my friend, Frau Frohmann,” said the
-butcher, coming up to her with hand extended, “this is good for sore
-eyes. I am delighted to see thee in the old town.” This was all very
-well, and she gave him her hand. As long as no public reference was made
-to that last visit of hers, she would still hold up her head. But she
-said nothing. She did not know how to speak as long as all those eyes
-were looking at her.
-
-The butcher understood it all, being a tender-hearted man, and
-intelligent also. From the first moment of her entrance he knew that
-there was something to be said intended only for his own ears. “Come in,
-come in, Frau Frohmann,” he said; “we will sit down within, out of the
-noise of the street and the smell of the carcases.” With that he led
-the way into an inner room, and the Frau followed him. There were
-congregated three or four of his children, but he sent them away,
-bidding them join their mother in the kitchen. “And now, my friend,” he
-said, again taking her hand, “I am glad to see thee. Thirty years of
-good fellowship is not to be broken by a word.” By this time the Frau
-was endeavouring to hide with her handkerchief the tears which were
-running down her face. “I was thinking I would go out to the valley one
-of these days, because my heart misgave me that there should be anything
-like a quarrel between me and thee. I should have gone, but that, day
-after day, there comes always something to be done. And now thou art
-come thyself. What, shall the price of a side of beef stand betwixt thee
-and me?”
-
-Then she told her tale,--quite otherwise than as she had intended to
-tell it. She had meant to be dignified and very short. She had meant to
-confess that the Brixen arrangement had broken down, and that she would
-resort to the old plan and the old prices. To the saying of this she had
-looked forward with an agony of apprehension, fearing that the man would
-be unable to abstain from some killing expression of triumph,--fearing
-that, perhaps, he might decline her offer. For the butcher was a wealthy
-man, who could afford himself the luxury of nursing his enmity. But his
-manner with her had been so gracious that she was altogether unable to
-be either dignified or reticent. Before half an hour was over she had
-poured out to him, with many tears, all her troubles;--how she had
-refused to raise her rate of charges, first out of consideration for her
-poorer customers, and then because she did not like to demand from one
-class more than from another. And she explained how she had endeavoured
-to reduce her expenditure, and how she had failed. She told him of
-Seppel and Anton, of Suse Krapp and Josephine Bull,--and, above all, of
-that traitor at Brixen. With respect to the valley folk Hoff expressed
-himself with magnanimity and kindness; but in regard to the rival
-tradesman at Brixen his scorn was so great that he could not restrain
-himself from expressing wonder that a woman of such experience should
-have trusted to so poor a reed for support. In all other respects he
-heard her with excellent patience, putting in a little word here and
-there to encourage her, running his great steel all the while through
-his fingers, as he sat opposite to her on a side of the table.
-
-“Thou must pay them for their ducks and chickens as before,” he said.
-
-“And you?”
-
-“I will make all that straight. Do not trouble thyself about me. Thy
-guests at the Peacock shall once again have a joint of meat fit for the
-stomach of a Christian. But, my friend----!”
-
-“My friend!” echoed the Frau, waiting to hear what further the butcher
-would say to her.
-
-“Let a man who has brought up five sons and five daughters, and who has
-never owed a florin which he could not pay, tell thee something that
-shall be useful. Swim with the stream.” She looked up into his face,
-feeling rather than understanding the truth of what he was saying. “Swim
-with the stream. It is the easiest and the most useful.”
-
-“You think I should raise my prices.”
-
-“Is not everybody doing so? The Tendel ladies are very good, but I
-cannot sell them meat at a loss. That is not selling; it is giving. Swim
-with the stream. When other things are dearer, let the Peacock be dearer
-also.”
-
-“But why are other things dearer?”
-
-“Nay;--who shall say that? Young Schlessen is a clear-headed lad, and he
-was right when he told thee of the price of sheep in the old days. But
-why----? There I can say nothing. Nor is there reason why I should
-trouble my head about it. There is a man who has brought me sheep from
-the Achensee these thirty years,--he and his father before him. I have
-to pay him now,--ay, more than a third above his first prices.”
-
-“Do you give always what he asks?”
-
-“Certainly not that, or there would be no end to his asking. But we can
-generally come to terms without hard words. When I pay him more for
-sheep, then I charge more for mutton; and if people will not pay it,
-then they must go without. But I do sell my meat, and I live at any rate
-as well now as I did when the prices were lower.” Then he repeated his
-great advice, “Swim with the stream, my friend; swim with the stream.
-If you turn your head the other way, the chances are you will go
-backwards. At any rate you will make no progress.”
-
-Exactly at four o’clock she started on her return with her son, who,
-with admirable discretion, asked no question as to her employment during
-the day. The journey back took much longer than that coming, as the road
-was up hill all the way, so that she had ample time to think over the
-advice which had been given her as she leaned back in the carriage. She
-certainly was happier in her mind than she had been in the morning. She
-had made no step towards success in her system,--had rather been made to
-feel that no such step was possible. But, nevertheless, she had been
-comforted. The immediate trouble as to the meat had been got over
-without offence to her feelings. Of course she must pay the old
-prices,--but she had come to understand that the world around her was,
-in that matter, too strong for her. She knew now that she must give up
-the business, or else raise her own terms at the end of the season. She
-almost thought that she would retire to Schwatz and devote the remainder
-of her days to tranquillity and religion. But her immediate anxiety had
-reference to the next six weeks, so that when she should have gone to
-Schwatz it might be said of her that the house had not lost its
-reputation for good living up to the very last. At any rate, within a
-very few days, she would again have the pleasure of seeing good meat
-roasting in her oven.
-
-Peter, as was his custom, had walked half the hill, and then, while the
-horses were slowly advancing, climbed up to his seat on the box.
-“Peter,” she said, calling to him from the open carriage behind. Then
-Peter looked back. “Peter, the meat is to come from Hoff again after
-next Thursday.”
-
-He turned round quick on hearing the words. “That’s a good thing,
-mother.”
-
-“It is a good thing. We were nearly poisoned by that scoundrel at
-Brixen.”
-
-“Hoff is a good butcher,” said Peter.
-
-“Hoff is a good man,” said the Frau. Then Peter pricked up, because he
-knew that his mother was happy in her mind, and became eloquent about
-the woods, and the quarry, and the farm.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-AND GOLD BECOMES CHEAP.
-
-
-“But if there is more money, sir, that ought to make us all more
-comfortable.” This was said by the Frau to Mr. Cartwright a few days
-after her return from Innsbruck, and was a reply to a statement made by
-him. She had listened to advice from Hoff the butcher, and now she was
-listening to advice from her guest. He had told her that these troubles
-of hers had come from the fact that gold had become more plentiful in
-the world than heretofore, or rather from that other fact that she had
-refused to accommodate herself to this increased plenty of gold. Then
-had come her very natural suggestion, “If there is more money that ought
-to make us all more comfortable.”
-
-“Not at all, Frau Frohmann.”
-
-“Well, sir!” Then she paused, not wishing to express an unrestrained
-praise of wealth, and so to appear too worldly-minded, but yet feeling
-that he certainly was wrong according to the clearly expressed opinion
-of the world.
-
-“Not at all. Though you had your barn and your stores filled with gold,
-you could not make your guests comfortable with that. They could not eat
-it, nor drink it, nor sleep upon it, nor delight themselves with looking
-at it as we do at the waterfall, or at the mill up yonder.”
-
-“But I could buy all those things for them.”
-
-“Ah, if you could buy them! That’s just the question. But if everybody
-had gold so common, if all the barns were full of it, then people would
-not care to take it for their meat and wine.”
-
-“It never can be like that, surely.”
-
-“There is no knowing; probably not. But it is a question of degree. When
-you have your hay-crop here very plentiful, don’t you find that hay
-becomes cheap?”
-
-“That’s of course.”
-
-“And gold becomes cheap. You just think it over, and you’ll find how it
-is. When hay is plentiful, you can’t get so much for a load because it
-becomes cheap. But you can feed more cows, and altogether you know that
-such plenty is a blessing. So it is with gold. When it is plentiful, you
-can’t get so much meat for it as you used to do; but, as you can get the
-gold much easier, it will come to the same thing,--if you will swim with
-the stream, as your friend in Innsbruck counselled you.”
-
-Then the Frau again considered, and again found that she could not
-accept this doctrine as bearing upon her own case. “I don’t think it can
-be like that here, sir,” she said.
-
-“Why not here as well as elsewhere?”
-
-“Because we never see a bit of gold from one year’s end to the other.
-Barns full of it! Why, it’s so precious that you English people, and the
-French, and the Americans always change it for paper before you come
-here. If you mean that it is because bank-notes are so common----”
-
-Then Mr. Cartwright scratched his head, feeling that there would be a
-difficulty in making the Frau understand the increased use of an article
-which, common as it had become in the great marts of the world, had not
-as yet made its way into her valley. “It is because bank-notes are less
-common.” The Frau gazed at him steadfastly, trying to understand
-something about it. “You still use bank-notes at Innsbruck?”
-
-“Nothing else,” she said. “There is a little silver among the shops, but
-you never see a bit of gold.”
-
-“And at Munich?”
-
-“At Munich they tell me the French pieces have become--well, not common,
-but not so very scarce.”
-
-“And at Dresden?”
-
-“I do not know. Perhaps Dresden is the same.”
-
-“And at Paris?”
-
-“Ah, Paris! Do they have gold there?”
-
-“When I was young it was all silver at Paris. Gold is now as plentiful
-as blackberries. And at Berlin it is nearly the same. Just here in
-Austria, you have not quite got through your difficulties.”
-
-“I think we are doing very well in Austria;--at any rate, in the Tyrol.”
-
-“Very well, Frau Frohmann; very well indeed. Pray do not suppose that I
-mean anything to the contrary. But though you haven’t got into the way
-of using gold money yourself, the world all around you has done so; and,
-of course, if meat is dear at Munich because gold won’t buy so much
-there as it used to do, meat will be dearer also at Innsbruck, even
-though you continue to pay for it with bank-notes.”
-
-“It is dearer, sir, no doubt,” said the Frau, shaking her head. She had
-endeavoured to contest that point gallantly, but had been beaten by the
-conduct of the two butchers. The higher prices of Hoff at Innsbruck had
-become at any rate better than the lower prices of that deceitful enemy
-at Brixen.
-
-“It is dearer. For the world generally that may suffice. Your friend’s
-doctrine is quite enough for the world at large. Swim with the stream.
-In buying and selling,--what we call trade,--things arrange themselves
-so subtly, that we are often driven to accept them without quite knowing
-why they are so. Then we can only swim with the stream. But, in this
-matter, if you want to find out the cause, if you cannot satisfy your
-mind without knowing why it is that you must pay more for everything,
-and must, therefore, charge more to other people, it is because the gold
-which your notes represent has become more common in the world during
-the last thirty years.”
-
-She did want to know. She was not satisfied to swim with the stream as
-Hoff had done, not caring to inquire, but simply feeling sure that as
-things were so, so they must be. That such changes should take place had
-gone much against the grain of her conservative nature. She, in her own
-mind, had attributed these pestilently increased expenses to elongated
-petticoats, French bonnets, swallow-tailed coats, and a taste for sour
-wine. She had imagined that Josephine Bull might have been contented
-with the old price for her eggs if she would also be contented with the
-old raiment and the old food. Grounding her resolutions on that belief,
-she had endeavoured not only to resist further changes, but even to go
-back to the good old times. But she now was quite aware that in doing so
-she had endeavoured to swim against the stream. Whether it ought to be
-so or not, she was not as yet quite sure, but she was becoming sure that
-such was the fact, and that the fact was too strong for her to combat.
-
-She did not at all like swimming with the stream. There was something
-conveyed by the idea which was repugnant to her sense of honour. Did it
-not mean that she was to increase her prices because other people
-increased theirs, whether it was wrong or right? She hated the doing of
-anything because other people did it. Was not that base propensity to
-imitation the cause of the long petticoats which all the girls were
-wearing? Was it not thus that all those vile changes were effected which
-she saw around her on every side? Had it not been her glory, her great
-resolve, to stand as fast as possible on the old ways? And now in her
-great attempt to do so, was she to be foiled thus easily?
-
-It was clear to her that she must be foiled, if not in one way, then in
-another. She must either raise her prices, or else retire to Schwatz.
-She had been thoroughly beaten in her endeavour to make others carry on
-their trade in accordance with her theories. On every side she had been
-beaten. There was not a poor woman in the valley, not one of those who
-had wont to be so submissive and gracious to her, who had not deserted
-her. A proposed reduction of two kreutzers on a dozen of eggs had
-changed the most constant of humble friends into the bitterest foes.
-Seppel would have gone through fire and water for her. Anything that a
-man’s strength or courage could do, he would have done. But a threat of
-going back to the old wages had conquered even Seppel’s gratitude.
-Concurrent testimony had convinced her that she must either yield--or
-go. But, when she came to think of it in her solitude, she did not wish
-to go. Schwatz! oh yes; it would be very well to have a quiet place
-ready chosen for retirement when retirement should be necessary. But
-what did retirement mean? Would it not be to her simply a beginning of
-dying? A man, or a woman, should retire when no longer able to do the
-work of the world. But who in all the world could keep the Brunnenthal
-Peacock as well as she? Was she fatigued with her kitchen, or worn out
-with the charge of her guests, or worried inwardly by the anxieties of
-her position? Not in the least, not at all, but for this later
-misfortune which had come upon her, a misfortune which she knew how to
-remedy at once if only she could bring herself to apply the remedy. The
-kaplan had indiscreetly suggested to her that as Malchen was about to
-marry and be taken away into the town, it would be a good thing that
-Peter should take a wife, so that there might be a future mistress of
-the establishment in readiness. The idea caused her to arm herself
-instantly with renewed self-assertion. So;--they were already preparing
-for her departure to Schwatz! It was thus she communed with herself.
-They had already made up their minds that she must succumb to these
-difficulties and go! The idea had come simply from the kaplan without
-consultation with any one, but to the Frau it seemed as though the whole
-valley were already preparing for her departure. No, she would not go!
-With her strength and her energy, why should she shut herself up as
-ready for death? She would not go to Schwatz yet awhile.
-
-But if not, then she must raise her prices. To waste her substance, to
-expend the success of her life in entertaining folk gratis who, after
-all, would believe that they were paying for their entertainment, would
-be worse even than going to Schwatz. “I have been thinking over what you
-were telling me,” she said to Mr. Cartwright about a week after their
-last interview, on the day before his departure from the valley.
-
-“I hope you do not find I was wrong, Frau Frohmann.”
-
-“As for wrong and right, that is very difficult to get at in this wicked
-world.”
-
-“But one can acknowledge a necessity.”
-
-“That is where it is, sir. One can see what is necessary; but if one
-could only see that it were right also, one would be so much more
-comfortable.”
-
-“There are things so hard to be seen, my friend, that let us do what we
-will we cannot see clearly into the middle of them. Perhaps I could have
-explained to you better all this about the depreciation of money, and
-the nominal rise in the value of everything else, if I had understood it
-better myself.”
-
-“I am sure you understand all about it,--which a poor woman can’t ever
-do.”
-
-“But this at any rate ought to give you confidence, that that which you
-purpose to do is being done by everybody around you. You were talking to
-me about the Weisses. Herr Weiss, I hear, had his salary raised last
-spring.”
-
-“Had he?” asked the Frau with energy and a little start. For this piece
-of news had not reached her before.
-
-“Somebody was saying so the other day. No doubt it was found that he
-must be paid more because he had to pay more for everything he wanted.
-Therefore he ought to expect to have to pay you more.”
-
-This piece of information gave the Frau more comfort than anything she
-had yet heard. That gold should be common, what people call a drug in
-the market, did not come quite within the scope of her comprehension.
-Gold to her was gold, and a zwansiger a zwansiger. But if Herr Weiss got
-more for his services from the community, she ought to get more from him
-for her services. That did seem plain to her. But then her triumph in
-that direction was immediately diminished by a tender feeling as to
-other customers. “But what of those poor Fraulein Tendels?” she said.
-
-“Ah, yes,” said Mr. Cartwright. “There you come to fixed incomes.”
-
-“To what?”
-
-“To people with fixed incomes. They must suffer, Frau Frohmann. There is
-an old saying that in making laws you cannot look after all the little
-things. The people who work and earn their living are the multitude, and
-to them these matters adjust themselves. The few who live upon what they
-have saved or others have saved for them must go to the wall.” Neither
-did the Frau understand this; but she at once made up her mind that,
-however necessary it might be to raise her prices against the Weisses
-and the rest of the world, she would never raise them against those two
-poor desolate frauleins.
-
-So Herr Weiss had had his salary raised, and had said nothing to her
-about it, no doubt prudently wishing to conceal the matter! He had said
-nothing to her about it, although he had talked to her about her own
-affairs, and had applauded her courage and her old conservatism in that
-she would not demand that extra zwansiger and a half! This hardened her
-heart so much that she felt she would have a pleasure in sending a
-circular to him as to the new tariff. He might come or let it alone, as
-he pleased,--certainly he ought to have told her that his own salary had
-been increased!
-
-But there was more to do than sending out the new circular to her
-customers. How was she to send a circular round the valley to the old
-women and the others concerned? How was she to make Seppel, and Anton,
-and Josephine Bull understand that they should be forgiven, and have
-their old prices and their increased wages if they would come back to
-their allegiance, and never say a word again as to the sad affairs of
-the past summer? This circular must be of a nature very different from
-that which would serve for her customers. Thinking over it, she came to
-the opinion that Suse Krapp would be the best circular. A day or two
-after the Cartwrights were gone, she sent for Suse.
-
-Suse was by no means a bad diplomate. When gaining her point she had no
-desire to triumph outwardly. When feeling herself a conqueror, she was
-quite ready to flatter the conquered one. She had never been more
-gracious, more submissive, or more ready to declare that in all matters
-the Frau’s will was the law of the valley than now, when she was given
-to understand that everything should be bought on the same terms as
-heretofore, that the dairy should be discontinued during the next
-season, and that the wild fruits of the woods and mountains should be
-made welcome at the Peacock as had heretofore always been the case.
-
-“To-morrow will be the happiest day that ever was in the valley,” said
-Suse in her enthusiasm. “And as for Seppel, he was telling me only
-yesterday that he would never be a happy man again till he could find
-himself once more at work in the old shed behind the chapel.”
-
-Then Suse was told that Seppel might come as soon as he pleased.
-
-“He’ll be there the morning after next if I’m a living woman,” continued
-Suse energetically; and then she said another word, “Oh, meine liebe
-Frau Frohmann, it broke my heart when they told me you were going away.”
-
-“Going away!” said the Frau, as though she had been stung. “Who said
-that I was going away?”
-
-“I did hear it.”
-
-“Psha! it was that stupid priest.” She had never before been heard to
-say a word against the kaplan; but now she could hardly restrain
-herself. “Why should I go away?”
-
-“No, indeed!”
-
-“I am not thinking of going away. It would be a bad thing if I were to
-be driven out of my house by a little trouble as to the price of eggs
-and butter! No, Suse Krapp, I am not going away.”
-
-“It will be the best word we have all of us heard this many a day, Frau
-Frohmann. When it came to that, we were all as though we would have
-broken our hearts.” Then she was sent away upon her mission, not, upon
-this occasion, without a full glass of kirsch-wasser.
-
-On the very day following Seppel was back. There was nothing said
-between him and his mistress, but he waited about the front of the house
-till he had an opportunity of putting his hand up to his cap and smiling
-at her as she stood upon the doorstep. And then, before the week was
-over, all the old women and all the young girls were crowding round the
-place with little presents which, on this their first return to their
-allegiance, they brought to the Frau as peace-offerings.
-
-The season was nearly over when she signified to Malchen her desire that
-Fritz Schlessen should come out to the valley. This she did with much
-good humour, explaining frankly that Fritz would have to prepare the new
-circulars, and that she must discuss with him the nature of the altered
-propositions which were to be made to the public. Fritz of course came,
-and was closeted with her for a full hour, during which he absolutely
-prepared the document for the Innsbruck printer. It was a simple
-announcement that for the future the charge made at the Brunnenthal
-Peacock would be seven and a half zwansigers per head per day. It then
-went on to declare that, as heretofore, the Frau Frohmann would
-endeavour to give satisfaction to all those who would do her the honour
-of visiting her establishment. And instructions were given to Schlessen
-as to sending the circulars out to the public. “But whatever you do,”
-said the Frau, “don’t send one to those Tendel ladies.”
-
-And something else was settled at this conference. As soon as it was
-over Fritz Schlessen was encountered by Malchen, who on such occasions
-would never be far away. Though the spot on which they met was one which
-might not have been altogether secure from intrusive eyes, he took her
-fondly by the waist and whispered a word in her ear.
-
-“And will that do?” asked Malchen anxiously; to which question his reply
-was made by a kiss. In that whisper he had conveyed to her the amount
-now fixed for the mitgift.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-IT DOESN’T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TO ANY OF THEM.
-
-
-And so Frau Frohmann had raised her prices, and had acknowledged herself
-to all the world to have been beaten in her enterprise. There are,
-however, certain misfortunes which are infinitely worse in their
-anticipation than in their reality; and this, which had been looked
-forward to as a terrible humiliation, was soon found to be one of them.
-No note of triumph was sounded; none at least reached her ear. Indeed,
-it so fell out that those with whom she had quarrelled for awhile seemed
-now to be more friendly with her than ever. Between her and Hoff things
-were so sweet that no mention was ever made of money. The meat was sent
-and the bills were paid with a reticence which almost implied that it
-was not trade, but an amiable giving and taking of the good things of
-the world. There had never been a word of explanation with Seppel; but
-he was late and early about the carts and the furniture, and innumerable
-little acts of kindnesses made their way up to the mother and her many
-children. Suse and Josephine had never been so brisk, and the eggs had
-never been so fresh or the vegetables so good. Except from the working
-of her own mind, she received no wounds.
-
-But the real commencement of the matter did not take place till the
-following summer,--the commencement as regarded the public. The
-circulars were sent out, but to such letters no answers are returned;
-and up to the following June the Frau was ignorant what effect the
-charge would have upon the coming of her customers. There were times at
-which she thought that her house would be left desolate, that the extra
-charge would turn away from her the hearts of her visitors, and that in
-this way she would be compelled to retire to Schwatz.
-
-“Suppose they don’t come at all,” she said to Peter one day.
-
-“That would be very bad,” said Peter, who also had his fears in the same
-direction.
-
-“Fritz Schlessen thinks it won’t make any difference,” said the Frau.
-
-“A zwansiger and a half a day does make a difference to most men,”
-replied Peter uncomfortably.
-
-This was uncomfortable; but when Schlessen came out he raised her
-spirits.
-
-“Perhaps old Weiss won’t come,” he said, “but then there will be plenty
-in his place. There are houses like the Peacock all over the country
-now, in the Engadine, and the Bregenz, and the Salzkammergut; and it
-seems to me the more they charge the fuller they are.”
-
-“But they are for the grand folk.”
-
-“For anybody that chooses. It has come to that, that the more money
-people are charged the better they like it. Money has become so
-plentiful with the rich, that they don’t know what to do with it.”
-
-This was a repetition of Mr. Cartwright’s barn full of gold. There was
-something in the assertion that money could be plentiful, in the idea
-that gold could be a drug, which savoured to her of innovation, and was
-therefore unpleasant. She still felt that the old times were good, and
-that no other times could be so good as the old times. But if the people
-would come and fill her house, and pay her the zwansiger and a half
-extra without grumbling, there would be some consolation in it.
-
-Early in June Malchen made a call at the house of the Frauleins Tendel.
-Malchen at this time was known to all Innsbruck as the handsome Frau
-Schlessen who had been brought home in the winter to her husband’s house
-with so very comfortable a mitgift in her hand. That was now quite an
-old story, and there were people in the town who said that the young
-wife already knew quite as much about her husband’s business as she had
-ever done about her mother’s. But at this moment she was obeying one of
-her mother’s commands.
-
-“Mother hopes you are both coming out to the Brunnenthal this year,”
-said Malchen. The elder fraulein shook her head sadly. “Because----”
-Then Malchen paused, and the younger of the two ladies shook her head.
-“Because you always have been there.”
-
-“Yes, we have.”
-
-“Mother means this. The change in the price won’t have anything to do
-with you if you will come.”
-
-“We couldn’t think of that, Malchen.”
-
-“Then mother will be very unhappy;--that’s all. The new circular was not
-sent to you.”
-
-“Of course we heard of it.”
-
-“If you don’t come mother will take it very bad.” Then of course the
-ladies said they would come, and so that little difficulty was overcome.
-
-This took place in June. But at that time the young wife was staying out
-in the valley with her mother, and had only gone into Innsbruck on a
-visit. She was with her mother preparing for the guests; but perhaps,
-as the Frau too often thought, preparing for guests who would never
-arrive. From day to day, however, there came letters bespeaking rooms as
-usual, and when the 21st of June came there was Herr Weiss with all his
-family.
-
-She had taught herself to regard the coming of the Weisses as a kind of
-touchstone by which she might judge of the success of what she had done.
-If he remained away it would be because, in spite of the increase in his
-salary, he could not encounter the higher cost of this recreation for
-his wife and family. He was himself too fond of the good living of the
-Peacock not to come if he could afford it. But if he could not pay so
-much, then neither could others in his rank of life; and it would be sad
-indeed to the Frau if her house were to be closed to her neighbour
-Germans, even though she might succeed in filling it with foreigners
-from a distance. But now the Weisses had come, not having given their
-usual notice, but having sent a message for rooms only two days before
-their arrival. And at once there was a little sparring match between
-Herr Weiss and the Frau.
-
-“I didn’t suppose that there would be much trouble as to finding rooms,”
-said Herr Weiss.
-
-“Why shouldn’t there be as much trouble as usual?” asked the Frau in
-return. She had felt that there was some slight in this arrival of the
-whole family without the usual preliminary inquiries,--as though there
-would never again be competition for rooms at the Peacock.
-
-“Well, my friend, I suppose that that little letter which was sent about
-the country will make a difference.”
-
-“That’s as people like to take it. It hasn’t made any difference with
-you, it seems.”
-
-“I had to think a good deal about it, Frau Frohmann; and I suppose we
-shall have to make our stay shorter. I own I am a little surprised to
-see the Tendel women here. A zwansiger and a half a day comes to a deal
-of money at the end of a month, when there are two or three.”
-
-“I am happy to think it won’t hurt you, Herr Weiss, as you have had your
-salary raised.”
-
-“That is neither here nor there, Frau Frohmann,” said the magistrate,
-almost with a touch of anger. All the world knew, or ought to know, how
-very insufficient was his stipend when compared with the invaluable
-public services which he rendered. Such at least was the light in which
-he looked at the question.
-
-“At any rate,” said the Frau as he stalked away, “the house is like to
-be as full as ever.”
-
-“I am glad to hear it. I am glad to hear it.” These were his last words
-on the occasion. But before the day was over he told his wife that he
-thought the place was not as comfortable as usual, and that the Frau
-with her high prices was more upsetting than ever.
-
-His wife, who took delight in being called Madame Weiss at Brixen, and
-who considered herself to be in some degree a lady of fashion, had
-nevertheless been very much disturbed in her mind by the increased
-prices, and had suggested that the place should be abandoned. A raising
-of prices was in her eyes extortion;--though a small raising of salary
-was simply justice, and, as she thought, inadequate justice. But the
-living at the Peacock was good. Nobody could deny that. And when a
-middle-aged man is taken away from the comforts of his home, how is he
-to console himself in the midst of his idleness unless he has a good
-dinner? Herr Weiss had therefore determined to endure the injury, and as
-usual to pass his holiday in the Brunnenthal. But when Madame Weiss saw
-those two frauleins from Innsbruck in the house, whose means she knew
-down to the last kreutzer, and who certainly could not afford the
-increased demand, she thought that there must be something not apparent
-to view. Could it be possible that the Frau should be so unjust, so
-dishonest, so extortious as to have different prices for different
-neighbours! That an Englishman, or even a German from Berlin, should be
-charged something extra, might not perhaps be unjust or extortious. But
-among friends of the same district, to put a zwansiger and a half on to
-one and not to another seemed to Madame Weiss to be a sin for which
-there should be no pardon. “I am so glad to see you here,” she said to
-the younger fraulein.
-
-“That is so kind of you. But we always are here, you know.”
-
-“Yes;--yes. But I feared that perhaps----. I know that with us we had to
-think more than once about it before we could make up our minds to pay
-the increased charges. The ‘Magistrat’ felt a little hurt about it.” To
-this the fraulein at first answered nothing, thinking that perhaps she
-ought not to make public the special benevolence shown by the Frau to
-herself and her sister. “A zwansiger and a half each is a great deal of
-money to add on,” said Madame Weiss.
-
-“It is, indeed.”
-
-“We might have got it cheaper elsewhere. And then I thought that perhaps
-you might have done so too.”
-
-“She has made no increase to us,” said the poor lady, who at last was
-forced to tell the truth, as by not doing so she would have been guilty
-of a direct falsehood in allowing it to be supposed that she and her
-sister paid the increased price.
-
-“Soh--oh--oh!” exclaimed Madame Weiss, clasping her hands together and
-bobbing her head up and down. “Soh--oh--oh!” She had found it all out.
-
-Then, shortly after that,--the next day,--there was an uncomfortable
-perturbation of affairs at the Peacock, which was not indeed known to
-all the guests, but which to those who heard it, or heard of it, seemed
-for the time to be very terrible. Madame Weiss and the Frau had,--what
-is commonly called,--a few words together.
-
-“Frau Frohmann,” said Madame Weiss, “I was quite astonished to hear from
-Agatha Tendel that you were only charging them the old prices.”
-
-“Why shouldn’t I charge them just what I please,--or nothing at all, if
-I pleased?” asked the Frau sharply.
-
-“Of course you can. But I do think, among neighbours, there shouldn’t be
-one price to one and one to another.”
-
-“Would it do you any good, Frau Weiss, if I were to charge those ladies
-more than they can pay? Does it do you any harm if they live here at a
-cheap rate?”
-
-“Surely there should be one price--among neighbours!”
-
-“Herr Weiss got my circular, no doubt. He knew. I don’t suppose he wants
-to live here at a rate less than it costs me to keep him. You and he can
-do what you like about coming. And you and he can do what you like about
-staying away. You knew my prices. I have not made any secret about the
-change. But as for interference between me and my other customers, it is
-what I won’t put up with. So now you know all about it.”
-
-By the end of her speech the Frau had worked herself up into a grand
-passion, and spoke aloud, so that all near her heard her. Then there was
-a great commotion in the Peacock, and it was thought that the Weisses
-would go away. But they remained for their allotted time.
-
-This was the only disturbance which took place, and it passed off
-altogether to the credit of the Frau. Something in a vague way came to
-be understood about fixed incomes;--so that Peter and Malchen, with the
-kaplan, even down to Seppel and Suse Krapp, were aware that the two
-frauleins ought not to be made to pay as much as the prosperous
-magistrate who had had his salary raised. And then it was quite
-understood that the difference made in favour of those two poor ladies
-was a kindness shown to them, and could not therefore be an injury to
-any one else.
-
-Later in the year, when the establishment was full and everything was
-going on briskly, when the two puddings were at the very height of their
-glory, and the wild fruits were brought up on the supper-table in huge
-bowls, when the Brunnenthal was at its loveliest, and the Frau was
-appearing on holidays in her gayest costume, the Cartwrights returned to
-the valley. Of course they had ordered their rooms much beforehand; and
-the Frau, trusting altogether to the wisdom of those counsels which she
-did not even yet quite understand, had kept her very best apartments for
-them. The greeting between them was most friendly,--the Frau
-condescending to put on something of her holiday costume to add honour
-to their arrival;--a thing which she had never been known to do before
-on behalf of any guests. Of course there was not then time for
-conversation; but a day or two had not passed before she made known to
-Mr. Cartwright her later experience. “The people have come, sir, just
-the same,” she said.
-
-“So I perceive.”
-
-“It don’t seem to make any difference to any of them.”
-
-“I didn’t think it would. And I don’t suppose anybody has complained.”
-
-“Well;--there was a little said by one lady, Mr. Cartwright. But that
-was not because I charged her more, but because another old friend was
-allowed to pay less.”
-
-“She didn’t do you any harm, I dare say.”
-
-“Harm;--oh dear no! She couldn’t do me any harm if she tried. But I
-thought I’d tell you, sir, because you said it would be so. The people
-don’t seem to think any more of seven zwansigers and a half than they do
-of six! It’s very odd,--very odd, indeed. I suppose it’s all right,
-sir?” This she asked, still thinking that there must be something wrong
-in the world when so monstrous a condition of things seemed to prevail.
-
-“They’d think a great deal of it if you charged them more than they
-believed sufficient to give you a fair profit for your outlay and
-trouble.”
-
-“How can they know anything about it, Mr. Cartwright?”
-
-“Ah,--indeed. How do they? But they do. You and I, Frau Frohmann, must
-study these matters very closely before we can find out how they adjust
-themselves. But we may be sure of this, that the world will never
-complain of fair prices, will never long endure unfair prices, and will
-give no thanks at all to those who sell their goods at a loss.”
-
-The Frau curtseyed and retired,--quite satisfied that she had done the
-right thing in raising her prices; but still feeling that she had many a
-struggle to make before she could understand the matter.
-
-
-
-
-
-THE LADY OF LAUNAY.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR BECAME A YOUNG LADY OF IMPORTANCE.
-
-
-How great is the difference between doing our duty and desiring to do
-it; between doing our duty and a conscientious struggle to do it;
-between duty really done and that satisfactory state of mind which comes
-from a conviction that it has been performed. Mrs. Miles was a lady who
-through her whole life had thought of little else than duty. Though she
-was possessed of wealth and social position, though she had been a
-beautiful woman, though all phases of self-indulgent life had been open
-to her, she had always adhered to her own idea of duty. Many delights
-had tempted her. She would fain have travelled, so as to see the
-loveliness of the world; but she had always remained at home. She could
-have enjoyed the society of intelligent sojourners in capitals; but she
-had confined herself to that of her country neighbours. In early youth
-she had felt herself to be influenced by a taste for dress; she had
-consequently compelled herself to use raiment of extreme simplicity.
-She would buy no pictures, no gems, no china, because when young she
-found that she liked such things too well. She would not leave the
-parish church to hear a good sermon elsewhere, because even a sermon
-might be a snare. In the early days of her widowed life it became, she
-thought, her duty to adopt one of two little motherless, fatherless
-girls, who had been left altogether unprovided for in the world; and
-having the choice between the two, she took the plain one, who had weak
-eyes and a downcast, unhappy look, because it was her duty to deny
-herself. It was not her fault that the child, who was so unattractive at
-six, had become beautiful at sixteen, with sweet soft eyes, still
-downcast occasionally, as though ashamed of their own loveliness; nor
-was it her fault that Bessy Pryor had so ministered to her in her
-advancing years as almost to force upon her the delights of
-self-indulgence. Mrs. Miles had struggled manfully against these wiles,
-and, in the performance of her duty, had fought with them, even to an
-attempt to make herself generally disagreeable to the young child. The
-child, however, had conquered, having wound herself into the old woman’s
-heart of hearts. When Bessy at fifteen was like to die, Mrs. Miles for
-awhile broke down altogether. She lingered by the bedside, caressed the
-thin hands, stroked the soft locks, and prayed to the Lord to stay his
-hand, and to alter his purpose. But when Bessy was strong again she
-strove to return to her wonted duties. But Bessy, through it all, was
-quite aware that she was loved.
-
-Looking back at her own past life, and looking also at her days as they
-were passing, Mrs. Miles thought that she did her duty as well as it is
-given to frail man or frail woman to perform it. There had been lapses,
-but still she was conscious of great strength. She did believe of
-herself that should a great temptation come in her way she would stand
-strong against it. A great temptation did come in her way, and it is the
-purport of this little story to tell how far she stood and how far she
-fell.
-
-Something must be communicated to the reader of her condition in life,
-and of Bessy’s; something, but not much. Mrs. Miles had been a Miss
-Launay, and, by the death of four brothers almost in their infancy, had
-become heiress to a large property in Somersetshire. At twenty-five she
-was married to Mr. Miles, who had a property of his own in the next
-county, and who at the time of their marriage represented that county in
-Parliament. When she had been married a dozen years she was left a
-widow, with two sons, the younger of whom was then about three years
-old. Her own property, which was much the larger of the two, was
-absolutely her own; but was intended for Philip, who was her younger
-boy. Frank Miles, who was eight years older, inherited the other.
-Circumstances took him much away from his mother’s wings. There were
-troubles among trustees and executors; and the father’s heir, after he
-came of age, saw but little of his mother. She did her duty, but what
-she suffered in doing it may be imagined.
-
-Philip was brought up by his mother, who, perhaps, had some consolation
-in remembering that the younger boy, who was always good to her, would
-become a man of higher standing in the world than his brother. He was
-called Philip Launay, the family name having passed on through the
-mother to the intended heir of the Launay property. He was thirteen when
-Bessy Pryor was brought home to Launay Park, and, as a school-boy, had
-been good to the poor little creature, who for the first year or two had
-hardly dared to think her life her own amidst the strange huge spaces of
-the great house. He had despised her, of course; but had not been
-boyishly cruel to her, and had given her his old playthings. Everybody
-at Launay had at first despised Bessy Pryor; though the mistress of the
-house had been thoroughly good to her. There was no real link between
-her and Launay. Mrs. Pryor had, as a humble friend, been under great
-obligations to Mrs. Launay, and these obligations, as is their wont, had
-produced deep love in the heart of the person conferring them. Then both
-Mr. and Mrs. Pryor had died, and Mrs. Miles had declared that she would
-take one of the children. She fully intended to bring the girl up
-sternly and well, with hard belongings, such as might suit her
-condition. But there had been lapses, occasioned by those unfortunate
-female prettinesses, and by that equally unfortunate sickness. Bessy
-never rebelled, and gave, therefore, no scope to an exhibition of
-extreme duty; and she had a way of kissing her adopted mamma which Mrs.
-Miles knew to be dangerous. She struggled not to be kissed, but
-ineffectually. She preached to herself, in the solitude of her own room,
-sharp sermons against the sweet softness of the girl’s caresses; but she
-could not put a stop to them. “Yes; I will,” the girl would say, so
-softly, but so persistently! Then there would be a great embrace, which
-Mrs. Miles felt to be as dangerous as a diamond, as bad as a box at the
-opera.
-
-Bessy had been despised at first all around Launay. Unattractive
-children are despised, especially when, as in this case, they are
-nobodies. Bessy Pryor was quite nobody. And certainly there had never
-been a child more powerless to assert herself. She was for a year or two
-inferior to the parson’s children, and was not thought much of by the
-farmers’ wives. The servants called her Miss Bessy, of course; but it
-was not till after that illness that there existed among them any of
-that reverence which is generally felt in the servants’ hall for the
-young ladies of the house. It was then, too, that the parson’s daughters
-found that Bessy was nice to walk with, and that the tenants began to
-make much of her when she called. The old lady’s secret manifestations
-in the sick bedroom had, perhaps, been seen. The respect paid to Mrs.
-Miles in that and the next parish was of the most reverential kind. Had
-she chosen that a dog should be treated as one of the Launays, the dog
-would have received all the family honours. It must be acknowledged of
-her that in the performance of her duty she had become a rural tyrant.
-She gave away many petticoats; but they all had to be stitched according
-to her idea of stitching a petticoat. She administered physic gratis to
-the entire estate; but the estate had to take the doses as she chose to
-have them mixed. It was because she had fallen something short of her
-acknowledged duty in regard to Bessy Pryor that the parson’s daughters
-were soon even proud of an intimacy with the girl, and that the old
-butler, when she once went away for a week in the winter, was so careful
-to wrap her feet up warm in the carriage.
-
-In this way, during the two years subsequent to Bessy’s illness, there
-had gradually come up an altered condition of life at Launay. It could
-not have been said before that Bessy, though she had been Miss Bessy,
-was as a daughter in the house. But now a daughter’s privileges were
-accorded to her. When the old squiress was driven out about the county,
-Bessy was expected, but was asked rather than ordered to accompany her.
-She always went; but went because she decided on going, not because she
-was told. And she had a horse to ride; and she was allowed to arrange
-flowers for the drawing-room; and the gardener did what she told him.
-What daughter could have more extensive privileges? But poor Mrs. Miles
-had her misgivings, often asking herself what would come of it all.
-
-When Bessy had been recovering from her illness, Philip, who was seven
-years her senior, was making a grand tour about the world. He had
-determined to see, not Paris, Vienna, and Rome, which used to make a
-grand tour, but Japan, Patagonia, and the South Sea Islands. He had gone
-in such a way as to ensure the consent of his mother. Two other
-well-minded young men of fortune had accompanied him, and they had been
-intent on botany, the social condition of natives, and the progress of
-the world generally. There had been no harum-scarum rushing about
-without an object. Philip had been away for more than two years, and had
-seen all there was to be seen in Japan, Patagonia, and the South Sea
-Islands. Between them, the young men had written a book, and the critics
-had been unanimous in observing how improved in those days were the
-aspirations of young men. On his return he came to Launay for a week or
-two, and then went up to London. When, after four months, he returned to
-his mother’s house, he was twenty-seven years of age; and Bessy was just
-twenty. Mrs. Miles knew that there was cause for fear; but she had
-already taken steps to prevent the danger which she had foreseen.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR WOULDN’T MARRY THE PARSON.
-
-
-Of course there would be danger. Mrs. Miles had been aware of that from
-the commencement of things. There had been to her a sort of pleasure in
-feeling that she had undertaken a duty which might possibly lead to
-circumstances which would be altogether heart-breaking. The duty of
-mothering Bessy was so much more a duty because, even when the little
-girl was blear-eyed and thin, there was present to her mind all the
-horror of a love affair between her son and the little girl. The Mileses
-had always been much, and the Launays very much in the west of England.
-Bessy had not a single belonging that was anything. Then she had become
-beautiful and attractive, and worse than that, so much of a person about
-the house that Philip himself might be tempted to think that she was fit
-to be his wife!
-
-Among the duties prescribed to herself by Mrs. Miles was none stronger
-than that of maintaining the family position of the Launays. She was one
-of those who not only think that blue blood should remain blue, but that
-blood not blue should be allowed no azure mixture. The proper severance
-of classes was a religion to her. Bessy was a gentlewoman, so much had
-been admitted, and therefore she had been brought into the drawing-room
-instead of being relegated among the servants, and had thus grown up to
-be, oh, so dangerous! She was a gentlewoman, and fit to be a gentleman’s
-wife, but not fit to be the wife of the heir of the Launays. The reader
-will understand, perhaps, that I, the writer of this little history,
-think her to have been fit to become the wife of any man who might have
-been happy enough to win her young heart, however blue his blood. But
-Mrs. Miles had felt that precautions and remedies and arrangements were
-necessary.
-
-Mrs. Miles had altogether approved of the journey to Japan. That had
-been a preventive, and might probably afford time for an arrangement.
-She had even used her influence to prolong the travelling till the
-arrangements should be complete; but in this she had failed. She had
-written to her son, saying that, as his sojourn in strange lands would
-so certainly tend to the amelioration of the human races generally--for
-she had heard of the philanthropic inquiries, of the book, and the
-botany--she would by no means press upon him her own natural longings.
-If another year was required, the necessary remittances should be made
-with a liberal hand. But Philip, who had chosen to go because he liked
-it, came back when he liked it, and there he was at Launay before a
-certain portion of the arrangements had been completed, as to which Mrs.
-Miles had been urgent during the last six months of his absence.
-
-A good-looking young clergyman in the neighbourhood, with a living of
-£400 a year, and a fortune of £6,000 of his own, had during the time
-been proposed to Bessy by Mrs. Miles. Mr. Morrison, the Rev. Alexander
-Morrison, was an excellent young man; but it may be doubted whether the
-patronage by which he was put into the living of Budcombe at an early
-age, over the head of many senior curates, had been exercised with sound
-clerical motives. Mrs. Miles was herself the patroness, and, having for
-the last six years felt the necessity of providing a husband for Bessy,
-had looked about for a young man who should have good gifts and might
-probably make her happy. A couple of thousand pounds added had at first
-suggested itself to Mrs. Miles. Then love had ensnared her, and Bessy
-had become dear to every one, and money was plenty. The thing should be
-made so beautiful to all concerned that there should be no doubt of its
-acceptance. The young parson didn’t doubt. Why should he? The living had
-been a wonderful stroke of luck for him! The portion proposed would put
-him at once among the easy-living gentlemen of the county; and then the
-girl herself! Bessy had loomed upon him as feminine perfection from the
-first moment he had seen her. It was to him as though the heavens were
-raining their choicest blessings on his head.
-
-Nor had Mrs. Miles any reason to find fault with Bessy. Had Bessy jumped
-into the man’s arms directly he had been offered to her as a lover, Mrs.
-Miles would herself have been shocked. She knew enough of Bessy to be
-sure that there would be no such jumping. Bessy had at first been
-startled, and, throwing herself into her old friend’s arms, had pleaded
-her youth. Mrs. Miles had accepted the embrace, had acknowledged the
-plea, and had expressed herself quite satisfied, simply saying that Mr.
-Morrison would be allowed to come about the house, and use his own
-efforts to make himself agreeable. The young parson had come about the
-house, and had shown himself to be good-humoured and pleasant. Bessy
-never said a word against him; did in truth try to persuade herself
-that it would be nice to have him as a lover; but she failed. “I think
-he is very good,” she said one day, when she was pressed by Mrs. Miles.
-
-“And he is a gentleman.”
-
-“Oh, yes,” said Bessy.
-
-“And good-looking.”
-
-“I don’t know that that matters.”
-
-“No, my dear, no; only he is handsome. And then he is very fond of you.”
-But Bessy would not commit herself, and certainly had never given any
-encouragement to the gentleman himself.
-
-This had taken place just before Philip’s return. At that time his stay
-at Launay was to be short; and during his sojourn his hands were to be
-very full. There would not be much danger during that fortnight, as
-Bessy was not prone to put herself forward in any man’s way. She met him
-as his little pet of former days, and treated him quite as though he
-were a superior being. She ran about for him as he arranged his
-botanical treasures, and took in all that he said about the races. Mrs.
-Miles, as she watched them, still trusted that there might be no danger.
-But she went on with her safeguards. “I hope you like Mr. Morrison,” she
-said to her son.
-
-“Very much indeed, mother; but why do you ask?”
-
-“It is a secret; but I’ll tell you. I think he will become the husband
-of our dear Bessy.”
-
-“Marry Bessy!”
-
-“Why not?” Then there was a pause. “You know how dearly I love Bessy. I
-hope you will not think me wrong when I tell you that I propose to give
-what will be for her a large fortune, considering all things.”
-
-“You should treat her just as though she were a daughter and a sister,”
-said Philip.
-
-“Not quite that! But you will not begrudge her six thousand pounds?”
-
-“It is not half enough.”
-
-“Well, well. Six thousand pounds is a large sum of money to give away.
-However, I am sure we shall not differ about Bessy. Don’t you think Mr.
-Morrison would make her a good husband?” Philip looked very serious,
-knitted his brows, and left the room, saying that he would think about
-it.
-
-To make him think that the marriage was all but arranged would be a
-great protection. There was a protection to his mother also in hearing
-him speak of Bessy as being almost a sister. But there was still a
-further protection. Down away in Cornwall there was another Launay
-heiress coming up, some third or fourth cousin, and it had long since
-been settled among certain elders that the Launay properties should be
-combined. To this Philip had given no absolute assent; had even run away
-to Japan just when it had been intended that he should go to Cornwall.
-The Launay heiress had then only been seventeen, and it had been felt to
-be almost as well that there should be delay, so that the time was not
-passed by the young man in dangerous neighbourhoods. The South Sea
-Islands and Patagonia had been safe. And now when the idea of combining
-the properties was again mooted, he at first said nothing against it.
-Surely such precautions as these would suffice, especially as Bessy’s
-retiring nature would not allow her to fall in love with any man within
-the short compass of a fortnight.
-
-Not a word more was said between Mrs. Miles and her son as to the
-prospects of Mr. Morrison; not a word more then. She was intelligent
-enough to perceive that the match was not agreeable to him; but she
-attributed this feeling on his part to an idea that Bessy ought to be
-treated in all respects as though she were a daughter of the house of
-Launay. The idea was absurd, but safe. The match, if it could be
-managed, would of course go on, but should not be mentioned to him again
-till it could be named as a thing absolutely arranged. But there was no
-present danger. Mrs. Miles felt sure that there was no present danger.
-Mrs. Miles had seen Bessy grow out of meagre thinness and early want of
-ruddy health, into gradual proportions of perfect feminine loveliness;
-but, having seen the gradual growth, she did not know how lovely the
-girl was. A woman hardly ever does know how omnipotent may be the
-attraction which some feminine natures, and some feminine forms, diffuse
-unconsciously on the young men around them.
-
-But Philip knew, or rather felt. As he walked about the park he declared
-to himself that Alexander Morrison was an insufferably impudent clerical
-prig; for which assertion there was, in truth, no ground whatsoever.
-Then he accused his mother of a sordid love of money and property, and
-swore to himself that he would never stir a step towards Cornwall. If
-they chose to have that red-haired Launay girl up from the far west, he
-would go away to London, or perhaps back to Japan. But what shocked him
-most was that such a girl as Bessy, a girl whom he treated always just
-like his own sister, should give herself to such a man as that young
-parson at the very first asking! He struck the trees among which he was
-walking with his stick as he thought of the meanness of feminine nature.
-And then such a greasy, ugly brute! But Mr. Morrison was not at all
-greasy, and would have been acknowledged by the world at large to be
-much better looking than Philip Launay.
-
-Then came the day of his departure. He was going up to London in March
-to see his book through the press, make himself intimate at his club,
-and introduce himself generally to the ways of that life which was to be
-his hereafter. It had been understood that he was to pass the season in
-London, and that then the combined-property question should come on in
-earnest. Such was his mother’s understanding; but by this time, by the
-day of his departure, he was quite determined that the combined-property
-question should never receive any consideration at his hands.
-
-Early on that day he met Bessy somewhere about the house. She was very
-sweet to him on this occasion, partly because she loved him dearly,--as
-her adopted brother; partly because he was going; partly because it was
-her nature to be sweet! “There is one question. I want to ask you,” he
-said suddenly, turning round upon her with a frown. He had not meant to
-frown, but it was his nature to do so when his heart frowned within him.
-
-“What is it, Philip?” She turned pale as she spoke, but looked him full
-in the face.
-
-“Are you engaged to that parson?” She went on looking at him, but did
-not answer a word. “Are you going to marry him? I have a right to ask.”
-Then she shook her head. “You certainly are not?” Now as he spoke his
-voice was changed, and the frown had vanished. Again she shook her head.
-Then he got hold of her hand, and she left her hand with him, not
-thinking of him as other than a brother. “I am so glad. I detest that
-man.”
-
-“Oh, Philip; he is very good!”
-
-“I do not care two-pence for his goodness. You are quite sure?” Now she
-nodded her head. “It would have been most awful, and would have made me
-miserable; miserable. Of course, my mother is the best woman in the
-world; but why can’t she let people alone to find husbands and wives for
-themselves?” There was a slight frown, and then with a visible effort he
-completed his speech. “Bessy, you have grown to be the loveliest woman
-that ever I looked upon.”
-
-She withdrew her hand very suddenly. “Philip, you should not say such a
-thing as that.”
-
-“Why not, if I think it?”
-
-“People should never say anything to anybody about themselves.”
-
-“Shouldn’t they?”
-
-“You know what I mean. It is not nice. It’s the sort of stuff which
-people who ain’t ladies and gentlemen put into books.”
-
-“I should have thought I might say anything.”
-
-“So you may; and of course you are different. But there are things that
-are so disagreeable!”
-
-“And I am one of them?”
-
-“No, Philip, you are the truest and best of brothers.”
-
-“At any rate you won’t----” Then he paused.
-
-“No, I won’t.”
-
-“That’s a promise to your best and dearest brother?” She nodded her head
-again, and he was satisfied.
-
-He went away, and when he returned to Launay at the end of four months
-he found that things were not going on pleasantly at the Park. Mr.
-Morrison had been refused, with a positive assurance from the young lady
-that she would never change her mind, and Mrs. Miles had become more
-stern than ever in the performance of her duty to her family.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR CAME TO LOVE THE HEIR OF LAUNAY.
-
-
-Matters became very unpleasant at the Park soon after Philip went away.
-There had been something in his manner as he left, and a silence in
-regard to him on Bessy’s part, which created, not at first surprise, but
-uneasiness in the mind of Mrs. Miles. Bessy hardly mentioned his name,
-and Mrs. Miles knew enough of the world to feel that such restraint must
-have a cause. It would have been natural for a girl so circumstanced to
-have been full of Philip and his botany. Feeling this she instigated the
-parson to renewed attempts; but the parson had to tell her that there
-was no chance for him. “What has she said?” asked Mrs. Miles.
-
-“That it can never be.”
-
-“But it shall be,” said Mrs. Miles, stirred on this occasion to an
-assertion of the obstinacy which was in her nature. Then there was a
-most unpleasant scene between the old lady and her dependent. “What is
-it that you expect?” she asked.
-
-“Expect, aunt!” Bessy had been instructed to call Mrs. Miles her aunt.
-
-“What do you think is to be done for you?”
-
-“Done for me! You have done everything. May I not stay with you?” Then
-Mrs. Miles gave utterance to a very long lecture, in which many things
-were explained to Bessy. Bessy’s position was said to be one very
-peculiar in its nature. Were Mrs. Miles to die there would be no home
-for her. She could not hope to find a home in Philip’s house as a real
-sister might have done. Everybody loved her because she had been good
-and gracious, but it was her duty to marry--especially her duty--so that
-there might be no future difficulty. Mr. Morrison was exactly the man
-that such, a girl as Bessy ought to want as a husband. Bessy through her
-tears declared that she didn’t want any husband, and that she certainly
-did not want Mr. Morrison.
-
-“Has Philip said anything?” asked the imprudent old woman. Then Bessy
-was silent. “What has Philip said to you?”
-
-“I told him, when he asked, that I should never marry Mr. Morrison.”
-Then it was--in that very moment--that Mrs. Miles in truth suspected the
-blow that was to fall upon her; and in that same moment she resolved
-that, let the pain be what it might to any or all of them, she would do
-her duty by her family.
-
-“Yes,” she said to herself, as she sat alone in the unadorned,
-unattractive sanctity of her own bedroom, “I will do my duty at any rate
-now.” With deep remorse she acknowledged to herself that she had been
-remiss. For a moment her anger was very bitter. She had warmed a reptile
-in her bosom. The very words came to her thoughts, though they were not
-pronounced. But the words were at once rejected. The girl had been no
-reptile. The girl had been true. The girl had been as sweet a girl as
-had ever brightened the hearth of an old woman. She acknowledged so much
-to herself even in this moment of her agony. But not the less would she
-do her duty by the family of the Launays. Let the girl do what she
-might, she must be sent away--got rid of--sacrificed in any way rather
-than that Philip should be allowed to make himself a fool.
-
-When for a couple of days she had turned it all in her mind she did not
-believe that there was as yet any understanding between the girl and
-Philip. But still she was sure that the danger existed. Not only had the
-girl refused her destined husband--just such a man as such a girl as
-Bessy ought to have loved--but she had communicated her purpose in that
-respect to Philip. There had been more of confidence between them than
-between her and the girl. How could they two have talked on such a
-subject unless there had been between them something of stricter, closer
-friendship even than that of brother and sister? There had been
-something of a conspiracy between them against her--her who at Launay
-was held to be omnipotent, against her who had in her hands all the
-income, all the power, all the ownership--the mother of one of them, and
-the protectress and only friend of the other! She would do her duty, let
-Bessy be ever so sweet. The girl must be made to marry Mr. Morrison--or
-must be made to go.
-
-But whither should she go, and if that “whither” should be found, how
-should Philip be prevented from following her? Mrs. Miles, in her agony,
-conceived an idea that it would be easier to deal with the girl herself
-than with Philip. A woman, if she thinks it to be a duty, will more
-readily sacrifice herself in the performance of it than will a man. So
-at least thought Mrs. Miles, judging from her own feelings; and Bessy
-was very good, very affectionate, very grateful, had always been
-obedient. If possible she should be driven into the arms of Mr.
-Morrison. Should she stand firm against such efforts as could be made
-in that direction, then an appeal should be made to herself. After all
-that had been done for her, would she ruin the family of the Launays for
-the mere whim of her own heart?
-
-During the process of driving her into Mr. Morrison’s arms--a process
-which from first to last was altogether hopeless--not a word had been
-said about Philip. But Bessy understood the reticence. She had been
-asked as to her promise to Philip, and never forgot that she had been
-asked. Nor did she ever forget those words which at the moment so
-displeased her--“You have grown to be the loveliest woman that I have
-ever looked upon.” She remembered now that he had held her hand tightly
-while he had spoken them, and that an effort had been necessary as she
-withdrew it. She had been perfectly serious in decrying the personal
-compliment; but still, still, there had been a flavour of love in the
-words which now remained among her heartstrings. Of course he was not
-her brother--not even her cousin. There was not a touch of blood between
-them to warrant such a compliment as a joke. He, as a young man, had
-told her that he thought her, as a young woman, to be lovely above all
-others. She was quite sure of this--that no possible amount of driving
-should drive her into the arms of Mr. Morrison.
-
-The old woman became more and more stern. “Dear aunt,” Bessy said to her
-one day, with an air of firmness which had evidently been assumed
-purposely for the occasion, “indeed, indeed, I cannot love Mr.
-Morrison.” Then Mrs. Miles had resolved that she must resort to the
-other alternative. Bessy must go. She did believe that when everything
-should be explained Bessy herself would raise no difficulty as to her
-own going. Bessy had no more right to live at Launay than had any other
-fatherless, motherless, penniless living creature. But how to explain
-it? What reason should be given? And whither should the girl be sent?
-
-Then there came delay, caused by another great trouble. On a sudden Mrs.
-Miles was very ill. This began about the end of May, when Philip was
-still up in London inhaling the incense which came up from the success
-of his book. At first she was very eager that her son should not be
-recalled to Launay. “Why should a young man be brought into the house
-with a sick old woman?” Of course she was eager. What evils might not
-happen if they two were brought together during her illness? At the end
-of three weeks, however, she was worse--so much worse that the people
-around her were afraid; and it became manifest to all of them that the
-truth must be told to Philip in spite of her injunctions. Bessy’s
-position became one of great difficulty, because words fell from Mrs.
-Miles which explained to her almost with accuracy the condition of her
-aunt’s mind. “You should not be here,” she said over and over again.
-Now, it had been the case, as a matter of course, that Bessy, during the
-old lady’s illness, had never left her bedside day or night. Of course
-she had been the nurse, of course she had tended the invalid in
-everything. It had been so much a matter of course that the poor lady
-had been impotent to prevent it, in her ineffectual efforts to put an
-end to Bessy’s influence. The servants, even the doctors, obeyed Bessy
-in regard to the household matters. Mrs. Miles found herself quite
-unable to repel Bessy from her bedside. And then, with her mind always
-intent on the necessity of keeping the young people apart, and when it
-was all but settled that Philip should be summoned, she said again and
-again, “You should not be here, Bessy. You must not be here, Bessy.”
-
-But whither should she go? No place was even suggested to her. And were
-she herself to consult some other friend as to a place--the clergyman of
-their own parish for instance, who out of that house was her most
-intimate friend--she would have to tell the whole story, a story which
-could not be told by her lips. Philip had never said a word to her,
-except that one word: “You have grown to be the loveliest woman that
-ever I looked upon.” The word was very frequent in her thoughts, but she
-could tell no one of that!
-
-If he did think her lovely, if he did love her, why should not things
-run smoothly? She had found it to be quite out of the question that she
-should be driven into the arms of Mr. Morrison, but she soon came to own
-to herself that she might easily be enticed into those other arms. But
-then perhaps he had meant nothing--so probably had meant nothing! But if
-not, why should she be driven away from Launay? As her aunt became
-worse and worse, and when Philip came down from London, and with Philip
-a London physician, nothing was settled about poor Bessy, and nothing
-was done. When Philip and Bessy stood together at the sick woman’s
-bedside she was nearly insensible, wandering in her mind, but still with
-that care heavy at her heart. “No, Philip; no, no, no,” she said. “What
-is it, mother?” asked Philip. Then Bessy escaped from the room and
-resolved that she would always be absent when Philip was by his mother’s
-bedside.
-
-There was a week in which the case was almost hopeless; and then a week
-during which the mistress of Launay crept slowly back to life. It could
-not but be that they two should see much of each other during such
-weeks. At every meal they sat together. Bessy was still constant at the
-bedside of her aunt, but now and again she was alone with Philip. At
-first she struggled to avoid him, but she struggled altogether in vain.
-He would not be avoided. And then of course he spoke. “Bessy, I am sure
-you know that I love you.”
-
-“I am sure I hope you do,” she replied, purposely misinterpreting him.
-
-Then he frowned at her. “I am sure, Bessy, you are above all
-subterfuges.”
-
-“What subterfuges? Why do you say that?”
-
-“You are no sister of mine; no cousin even. You know what I mean when I
-say that I love you. Will you be my wife?”
-
-Oh! if she might only have knelt at his feet and hidden her face among
-her hands, and have gladly answered him with a little “Yes,” extracted
-from amidst her happy blushes! But, in every way, there was no time for
-such joys. “Philip, think how ill your mother is,” she said.
-
-“That cannot change it. I have to ask you whether you can love me. I am
-bound to ask you whether you will love me.” She would not answer him
-then; but during that second week in which Mrs. Miles was creeping back
-to life she swore that she did love him, and would love him, and would
-be true to him for ever and ever.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR OWNED THAT SHE WAS ENGAGED.
-
-
-When these pretty oaths had been sworn, and while Mrs. Miles was too ill
-to keep her eyes upon them or to separate them, of course the two lovers
-were much together. For whispering words of love, for swearing oaths,
-for sweet kisses and looking into each other’s eyes, a few minutes now
-and again will give ample opportunities. The long hours of the day and
-night were passed by Bessy with her aunt; but there were short moments,
-heavenly moments, which sufficed to lift her off the earth into an
-Elysium of joy. His love for her was so perfect, so assured! “In a
-matter such as this,” he said in his fondly serious air, “my mother can
-have no right to interfere with me.”
-
-“But with me she may,” said Bessy, foreseeing in the midst of her
-Paradise the storm which would surely come.
-
-“Why should she wish to do so? Why should she not allow me to make
-myself happy in the only way in which it is possible?” There was such an
-ecstacy of bliss coming from such words as these, such a perfection of
-the feeling of mutual love, that she could not but be exalted to the
-heavens, although she knew that the storm would surely come. If her love
-would make him happy, then, then, surely he should be happy. “Of course
-she has given up her idea about that parson,” he said.
-
-“I fear she has not, Philip.”
-
-“It seems to me too monstrous that any human being should go to work and
-settle whom two other human beings are to marry.”
-
-“There was never a possibility of that.”
-
-“She told me it was to be so.”
-
-“It never could have been,” said Bessy with great emphasis. “Not even
-for her, much as I love her--not even for her to whom I owe
-everything--could I consent to marry a man I did not love. But----”
-
-“But what?”
-
-“I do not know how I shall answer her when she bids me give you up. Oh,
-my love, how shall I answer her?”
-
-Then he told her at considerable length what was the answer which he
-thought should in such circumstances be made to his mother. Bessy was to
-declare that nothing could alter her intentions, that her own happiness
-and that of her lover depended on her firmness, and that they two did,
-in fact, intend to have their own way in this matter sooner or later.
-Bessy, as she heard the lesson, made no direct reply, but she knew too
-well that it could be of no service to her. All that it would be
-possible for her to say, when the resolute old woman should declare her
-purpose, would be that come what might she must always love Philip
-Launay; that she never, never, never could become the wife of any other
-man. So much she thought she would say. But as to asserting her right to
-her lover, that she was sure would be beyond her.
-
-Everyone in the house except Mrs. Miles was aware that Philip and Bessy
-were lovers, and from the dependents of the house the tidings spread
-through the parish. There had been no special secrecy. A lover does not
-usually pronounce his vows in public. Little half-lighted corners and
-twilight hours are chosen, or banks beneath the trees supposed to be
-safe from vulgar eyes, or lonely wanderings. Philip had followed the
-usual way of the world in his love-making, but had sought his secret
-moments with no special secrecy. Before the servants he would whisper to
-Bessy with that look of thorough confidence in his eyes which servants
-completely understand; and thus while the poor old woman was still in
-her bed, while she was unaware both of the danger and of her own
-immediate impotence, the secret--as far as it was a secret--became
-known to all Launay. Mr. Morrison heard it over at Budcombe, and, with
-his heart down in his boots, told himself that now certainly there could
-be no chance for him. At Launay Mr. Gregory was the rector, and it was
-with his daughters that Bessy had become intimate. Knowing much of the
-mind of the first lady of the parish, he took upon himself to say a word
-or two to Philip. “I am so glad to hear that your mother is much better
-this morning.”
-
-“Very much better.”
-
-“It has been a most serious illness.”
-
-“Terribly serious, Mr. Gregory.”
-
-Then there was a pause, and sundry other faltering allusions were made
-to the condition of things up at the house, from which Philip was aware
-that words of counsel or perhaps reproach were coming. “I hope you will
-excuse me, Philip, if I tell you something.”
-
-“I think I shall excuse anything from you.”
-
-“People are saying about the place that during your mother’s illness you
-have engaged yourself to Bessy Pryor.”
-
-“That’s very odd,” said Philip.
-
-“Odd!” repeated the parson.
-
-“Very odd indeed, because what the people about the place say is always
-supposed to be untrue. But this report is true.”
-
-“It is true?”
-
-“Quite true, and I am proud to be in a position to assure you that I
-have been accepted. I am really sorry for Mr. Morrison, you know.”
-
-“But what will your mother say?”
-
-“I do not think that she or anyone can say that Bessy is not fit to be
-the wife of the finest gentleman in the land.” This he said with an air
-of pride which showed plainly enough that he did not intend to be talked
-out of his purpose.
-
-“I should not have spoken, but that your dear mother is so ill,”
-rejoined the parson.
-
-“I understand that. I must fight my own battle and Bessy’s as best I
-may. But you may be quite sure, Mr. Gregory, that I mean to fight it.”
-
-Nor did Bessy deny the fact when her friend Mary Gregory interrogated
-her. The question of Bessy’s marriage with Mr. Morrison had, somewhat
-cruelly in regard to her and more cruelly still in regard to the
-gentleman, become public property in the neighbourhood. Everybody had
-known that Mrs. Miles intended to marry Bessy to the parson of Budcombe,
-and everybody had thought that Bessy would, as a matter of course,
-accept her destiny. Everybody now knew that Bessy had rebelled; and, as
-Mrs. Miles’s autocratic disposition was well understood, everybody was
-waiting to see what would come of it. The neighbourhood generally
-thought that Bessy was unreasonable and ungrateful. Mr. Morrison was a
-very nice man, and nothing could have been more appropriate. Now, when
-the truth came out, everybody was very much interested indeed. That Mrs.
-Miles should assent to a marriage between the heir and Bessy Pryor was
-quite out of the question. She was too well known to leave a doubt on
-the mind of anyone either in Launay or Budcombe on that matter. Men and
-women drew their breath and looked at each other. It was just when the
-parishes thought that she was going to die that the parishioners first
-heard that Bessy would not marry Mr. Morrison because of the young
-squire. And now, when it was known that Mrs. Miles was not going to die,
-it was known that the young squire was absolutely engaged to Bessy
-Pryor. “There’ll be a deal o’ vat in the voir,” said the old head
-ploughman of Launay, talking over the matter with the wife of Mr.
-Gregory’s gardener. There was going to be “a deal of fat in the fire.”
-
-Mrs. Miles was not like other mothers. Everything in respect to present
-income was in her hands. And Bessy was not like other girls. She had
-absolutely no “locus standi” in the world, except what came to her from
-the bounty of the old lady. By favour of the Lady of Launay she held her
-head among the girls of that part of the country as high as any girl
-there. She was only Bessy Pryor; but, from love and kindness, she was
-the recognised daughter of the house of Launay. Everybody knew it all.
-Everybody was aware that she had done much towards reaching her present
-position by her own special sweetness. But should Mrs. Miles once frown,
-Bessy would be nobody. “Oh, Bessy, how is this all to be?” asked Mary
-Gregory.
-
-“As God pleases,” said Bessy, very solemnly.
-
-“What does Mrs. Miles say?”
-
-“I don’t want anybody to ask me about it,” said Bessy. “Of course I love
-him. What is the good of denying it? But I cannot talk about it.” Then
-Mary Gregory looked as though some terrible secret had been revealed to
-her--some secret of which the burden might probably be too much for her
-to bear.
-
-The first storm arose from an interview which took place between the
-mother and son as soon as the mother found herself able to speak on a
-subject which was near her heart. She sent for him and once again
-besought him to take steps towards that combining of the properties
-which was so essential to the Launay interests generally. Then he
-declared his purpose very plainly. He did not intend to combine the
-properties. He did not care for the red-haired Launay cousin. It was his
-intention to marry--Bessy Pryor; yes--he had proposed to her and she had
-accepted him. The poor sick mother was at first almost overwhelmed with
-despair. “What can I do but tell you the truth when you ask me?” he
-said.
-
-“Do!” she screamed. “What could you do? You could have remembered your
-honour! You could have remembered your blood! You could have remembered
-your duty!” Then she bade him leave her, and after an hour passed in
-thought she sent for Bessy. “I have had my son with me,” she said,
-sitting bolt upright in her bed, looking awful in her wanness, speaking
-with low, studied, harsh voice, with her two hands before her on the
-counterpane. “I have had my son with me and he has told me.” Bessy felt
-that she was trembling. She was hardly able to support herself. She had
-not a word to say. The sick old woman was terrible in her severity. “Is
-it true?”
-
-“Yes, it is true,” whispered Bessy.
-
-“And this is to be my return?”
-
-“Oh, my dearest, my darling, oh, my aunt, dear, dearest, dearest aunt!
-Do not speak like that! Do not look at me like that! You know I love
-you. Don’t you know I love you?” Then Bessy prostrated herself on the
-bed, and getting hold of the old woman’s hand covered it with kisses.
-Yes, her aunt did know that the girl loved her, and she knew that she
-loved the girl perhaps better than any other human being in the world.
-The eldest son had become estranged from her. Even Philip had not been
-half so much to her as this girl. Bessy had wound herself round her very
-heartstrings. It made her happy even to sit and look at Bessy. She had
-denied herself all pretty things; but this prettiest of all things had
-grown up beneath her eyes. She did not draw away her hand; but, while
-her hand was being kissed, she made up her mind that she would do her
-duty.
-
-“Of what service will be your love,” she said, “if this is to be my
-return?” Bessy could only lie and sob and hide her face. “Say that you
-will give it up.” Not to say that, not to give him up, was the only
-resolution at which Bessy had arrived. “If you will not say so, you must
-leave me, and I shall send you word what you are to do. If you are my
-enemy you shall not remain here.”
-
-“Pray--pray do not call me an enemy.”
-
-“You had better go.” The woman’s voice as she said this was dreadful in
-its harshness. Then Bessy, slowly creeping down from the bed, slowly
-slunk out of the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR CEASED TO BE A YOUNG LADY OF IMPORTANCE.
-
-
-When the old woman was alone she at once went to work in her own mind
-resolving what should be her course of proceeding. To yield in the
-matter, and to confirm the happiness of the young people, never occurred
-to her. Again and again she repeated to herself that she would do her
-duty; and again and again she repeated to herself that in allowing
-Philip and Bessy to come together she had neglected her duty. That her
-duty required her to separate them, in spite of their love, in spite of
-their engagement, though all the happiness of their lives might depend
-upon it, she did not in the least doubt. Duty is duty. And it was her
-duty to aggrandise the house of Launay, so that the old autocracy of the
-land might, so far as in her lay, be preserved. That it would be a good
-and pious thing to do,--to keep them apart, to force Philip to marry
-the girl in Cornwall, to drive Bessy into Mr. Morrison’s arms, was to
-her so certain that it required no further thought. She had never
-indulged herself. Her life had been so led as to maintain the power of
-her own order, and relieve the wants of those below her. She had done
-nothing for her own pleasure. How should it occur to her that it would
-be well for her to change the whole course of her life in order that she
-might administer to the joys of a young man and a young woman?
-
-It did not occur to her to do so. Lying thus all alone, white, sick, and
-feeble, but very strong of heart, she made her resolutions. As Bessy
-could not well be sent out of the house till a home should be provided
-for her elsewhere, Philip should be made to go. As that was to be the
-first step, she again sent for Philip that day. “No, mother; not while
-you are so ill.” This he said in answer to her first command that he
-should leave Launay at once. It had not occurred to him that the house
-in which he had been born and bred, the house of his ancestors, the
-house which he had always supposed was at some future day to be his own,
-was not free to him. But, feeble as she was, she soon made him
-understand her purpose. He must go,--because she ordered him, because
-the house was hers and not his, because he was no longer welcome there
-as a guest unless he would promise to abandon Bessy. “This is tyranny,
-mother,” he said.
-
-“I do not mean to argue the question,” said Mrs. Miles, leaning back
-among the pillows, gaunt, with hollow cheeks, yellow with her long
-sickness, seeming to be all eyes as she looked at him. “I tell you that
-you must go.”
-
-“Mother!”
-
-Then, at considerable length, she explained her intended arrangements.
-He must go, and live upon the very modest income which she proposed. At
-any rate he must go, and go at once. The house was hers, and she would
-not have him there. She would have no one in the house who disputed her
-will. She had been an over-indulgent mother to him, and this had been
-the return made to her! She had condescended to explain to him her
-intention in regard to Bessy, and he had immediately resolved to thwart
-her. When she was dead and gone it might perhaps be in his power to ruin
-the family if he chose. As to that she would take further thought. But
-she, as long as she lived, would do her duty. “I suppose I may
-understand,” she said, “that you will leave Launay early after breakfast
-to-morrow.”
-
-“Do you mean to turn me out of the house?”
-
-“I do,” she said, looking full at him, all eyes, with her grey hair
-coming dishevelled from under the large frill of her nightcap, with
-cheeks gaunt and yellow. Her extended hands were very thin. She had been
-very near death, and seemed, as he gazed at her, to be very near it now.
-If he went it might be her fate never to see him again.
-
-“I cannot leave you like this,” he said.
-
-“Then obey me.”
-
-“Why should we not be married, mother?”
-
-“I will not argue. You know as well as I do. Will you obey me?”
-
-“Not in this, mother. I could not do so without perjuring myself.”
-
-“Then go you out of this house at once.” She was sitting now bolt
-upright on her bed, supporting herself on her hands behind her. The
-whole thing was so dreadful that he could not endure to prolong the
-interview, and he left the room.
-
-Then there came a message from the old housekeeper to Bessy, forbidding
-her to leave her own room. It was thus that Bessy first understood that
-her great sin was to be made public to all the household. Mrs. Knowl,
-who was the head of the domestics, had been told, and now felt that a
-sort of authority over Bessy had been confided to her. “No, Miss Bessy;
-you are not to go into her room at all. She says that she will not see
-you till you promise to be said by her.”
-
-“But why, Mrs. Knowl?”
-
-“Well, miss; I suppose it’s along of Mr. Philip. But you know that
-better than me. Mr. Philip is to go to-morrow morning and never come
-back any more.”
-
-“Never come back to Launay?”
-
-“Not while things is as they is, miss. But you are to stay here and not
-go out at all. That’s what Madam says.” The servants about the place all
-called Mrs. Miles Madam.
-
-There was a potency about Mrs. Miles which enabled her to have her will
-carried out, although she was lying ill in bed,--to have her will
-carried out as far as the immediate severance of the lovers was
-concerned. When the command had been brought by the mouth of a servant,
-Bessy determined that she would not see Philip again before he went. She
-understood that she was bound by her position, bound by gratitude, bound
-by a sense of propriety, to so much obedience as that. No earthly
-authority could be sufficient to make her abandon her troth. In that she
-could not allow even her aunt to sway her,--her aunt though she were
-sick and suffering, even though she were dying! Both her love and her
-vow were sacred to her. But obedience at the moment she did owe, and she
-kept her room. Philip came to the door, but she sat mute and would not
-speak to him. Mrs. Knowl, when she brought her some food, asked her
-whether she intended to obey the order. “Your aunt wants a promise from
-you, Miss Bessy?”
-
-“I am sure my aunt knows that I shall obey her,” said Bessy.
-
-On the following morning Philip left the house. He sent a message to his
-mother, asking whether she would see him; but she refused. “I think you
-had better not disturb her, Mr. Philip,” said Mrs. Knowl. Then he went,
-and as the waggonette took him away from the door, Bessy sat and
-listened to the sound of the wheels on the gravel.
-
-All that day and all the next passed on and she was not allowed to see
-her aunt. Mrs. Knowl repeated that she could not take upon herself to
-say that Madam was better. No doubt the worry of the last day or two
-had been a great trouble to her. Mrs. Knowl grew much in self-importance
-at the time, and felt that she was overtopping Miss Bessy in the affairs
-of Launay.
-
-It was no less true than singular that all the sympathies of the place
-should be on the side of the old woman. Her illness probably had
-something to do with it. And then she had been so autocratic, all Launay
-and Budcombe had been so accustomed to bow down to her, that rebellion
-on the part of anyone seemed to be shocking. And who was Bessy Pryor
-that she should dare to think of marrying the heir? Who, even, was the
-supposed heir that he should dare to think of marrying anyone in
-opposition to the actual owner of the acres? Heir though he was called,
-he was not necessarily the heir. She might do as she pleased with all
-Launay and all Budcombe, and there were those who thought that if Philip
-was still obstinate she would leave everything to her elder son. She did
-not love her elder son. In these days she never saw him. He was a gay
-man of the world, who had never been dutiful to her. But he might take
-the name of Launay, and the family would be perpetuated as well that way
-as the other. Philip was very foolish. And as for Bessy; Bessy was worse
-than foolish. That was the verdict of the place generally.
-
-I think Launay liked it. The troubles of our neighbours are generally
-endurable, and any subject for conversation is a blessing. Launay liked
-the excitement; but, nevertheless, felt itself to be compressed into
-whispers and a solemn demeanour. The Gregory girls were solemn,
-conscious of the iniquity of their friend, and deeply sensitive of the
-danger to which poor Philip was exposed. When a rumour came to the
-vicarage that a fly had been up at the great house, it was immediately
-conceived that Mr. Jones, the lawyer from Taunton, had been sent for,
-with a view to an alteration of the will. This suddenness, this anger,
-this disruption of all things was dreadful! But when it was discovered
-that the fly contained no one but the doctor there was disappointment.
-
-On the third day there came a message from Mrs. Miles to the rector.
-Would Mr. Gregory step up and see Mrs. Miles? Then it was thought at the
-rectory that the dear old lady was again worse, and that she had sent
-for her clergyman that she might receive the last comforts of religion.
-But this again was wrong. “Mr. Gregory,” she said very suddenly, “I want
-to consult you as to a future home for Bessy Pryor.”
-
-“Must she go from this?”
-
-“Yes; she must go from this. You have heard, perhaps, about her and my
-son.” Mr. Gregory acknowledged that he had heard. “Of course she must
-go. I cannot have Philip banished from the house which is to be his own.
-In this matter he probably has been the most to blame.”
-
-“They have both, perhaps, been foolish.”
-
-“It is wickedness rather than folly. But he has been the wickeder. It
-should have been a duty to him, a great duty, and he should have been
-the stronger. But he is my son, and I cannot banish him.”
-
-“Oh, no!”
-
-“But they must not be brought together. I love Bessy Pryor dearly, Mr.
-Gregory; oh, so dearly! Since she came to me, now so many years ago, she
-has been like a gleam of sunlight in the house. She has always been
-gentle with me. The very touch of her hand is sweet to me. But I must
-not on that account sacrifice the honour of the family. I have a duty to
-do; and I must do it, though I tear my heart in pieces. Where can I send
-her?”
-
-“Permanently?”
-
-“Well, yes; permanently. If Philip were married, of course she might
-come back. But I will still trust that she herself may be married first.
-I do not mean to cast her off;--only she must go. Anything that may be
-wanting in money shall be paid for her. She shall be provided for
-comfortably. You know what I had hoped about Mr. Morrison. Perhaps he
-may even yet be able to persuade her; but it must be away from here.
-Where can I send her?”
-
-This was a question not very easy to answer, and Mr. Gregory said that
-he must take time to think of it. Mrs. Miles, when she asked the
-question, was aware that Mr. Gregory had a maiden sister, living at
-Avranches in Normandy, who was not in opulent circumstances.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS TO BE BANISHED.
-
-
-When a man is asked by his friend if he knows of a horse to be sold he
-does not like immediately to suggest a transfer of the animal which he
-has in his own stable, though he may at the moment be in want of money
-and anxious to sell his steed. So it was with Mr. Gregory. His sister
-would be delighted to take as a boarder a young lady for whom liberal
-payment would be made; but at the first moment he had hesitated to make
-an offer by which his own sister would be benefited. On the next
-morning, however, he wrote as follows:--
-
- “DEAR MRS. MILES,--My sister Amelia is living at Avranches, where
- she has a pleasant little house on the outskirts of the town, with
- a garden. An old friend was living with her, but she died last
- year, and my sister is now alone. If you think that Bessy would
- like to sojourn for awhile in Normandy, I will write to Amelia and
- make the proposition. Bessy will find my sister good-tempered and
- kind-hearted.--Faithfully yours, JOSHUA GREGORY.”
-
-Mrs. Miles did not care much for the good temper and the kind heart. Had
-she asked herself whether she wished Bessy to be happy she would no
-doubt have answered herself in the affirmative. She would probably have
-done so in regard to any human being or animal in the world. Of course,
-she wanted them all to be happy. But happiness was to her thinking of
-much less importance than duty; and at the present moment her duty and
-Bessy’s duty and Philip’s duty were so momentous that no idea of
-happiness ought to be considered in the matter at all. Had Mr. Gregory
-written to say that his sister was a woman of severe morals, of stern
-aspect, prone to repress all youthful ebullitions, and supposed to be
-disagreeable because of her temper, all that would have been no
-obstacle. In the present condition of things suffering would be better
-than happiness; more in accord with the feelings and position of the
-person concerned. It was quite intelligible to Mrs. Miles that Bessy
-should really love Philip almost to the breaking of her heart, quite
-intelligible that Philip should have set his mind upon the untoward
-marriage with all the obstinacy of a proud man. When young men and young
-women neglect their duty, hearts have to be broken. But it is not a soft
-and silken operation, which can be made pleasant by good temper and
-social kindness. It was necessary, for certain quite adequate reasons,
-that Bessy should be put on the wheel, and be racked and tormented. To
-talk to her of the good temper of the old woman who would have to turn
-the wheel would be to lie to her. Mrs. Miles did not want her to think
-that things could be made pleasant for her.
-
-Soon after the receipt of Mr. Gregory’s letter she sent for Bessy, who
-was then brought into the room under the guard, as it were, of Mrs.
-Knowl. Mrs. Knowl accompanied her along the corridor, which was surely
-unnecessary, as Bessy’s door had not been locked upon her. Her
-imprisonment had only come from obedience. But Mrs. Knowl felt that a
-great trust had been confided to her, and was anxious to omit none of
-her duties. She opened the door so that the invalid on the bed could see
-that this duty had been done, and then Bessy crept into the room. She
-crept in, but very quickly, and in a moment had her arms round the old
-woman’s back and her lips pressed to the old woman’s forehead. “Why may
-not I come and be with you?” she said.
-
-“Because you are disobedient.”
-
-“No, no; I do all that you tell me. I have not stirred from my room,
-though it was hard to think you were ill so near me, and that I could do
-nothing. I did not try to say a word to him, or even to look at him; and
-now that he has gone, why should I not be with you?”
-
-“It cannot be.”
-
-“But why not, aunt? Even though you would not speak to me I could be
-with you. Who is there to read to you?”
-
-“There is no one. Of course it is dreary. But there are worse things
-than dreariness.”
-
-“Why should not I come back, now that he has gone?” She still had her
-arm round the old woman’s back, and had now succeeded in dragging
-herself on to the bed and in crouching down by her aunt’s side. It was
-her perseverance in this fashion that had so often forced Mrs. Miles out
-of her own ordained method of life, and compelled her to leave for a
-moment the strictness which was congenial to her. It was this that had
-made her declare to Mr. Gregory, in the midst of her severity, that
-Bessy had been like a gleam of sunshine in the house. Even now she knew
-not how to escape from the softness of an embrace which was in truth so
-grateful to her. It was a consciousness of this,--of the potency of
-Bessy’s charm even over herself,--which had made her hasten to send her
-away from her. Bessy would read to her all the day, would hold her hand
-when she was half dozing, would assist in every movement with all the
-patience and much more than the tenderness of a waiting-maid. There was
-no voice so sweet, no hand so cool, no memory so mindful, no step so
-soft as Bessy’s. And now Bessy was there, lying on her bed, caressing
-her, more closely bound to her than had ever been any other being in the
-world, and yet Bessy was an enemy from whom it was imperatively
-necessary that she should be divided.
-
-“Get down, Bessy,” she said; “go off from me.”
-
-“No, no, no,” said Bessy, still clinging to her and kissing her.
-
-“I have that to say to you which must be said calmly.”
-
-“I am calm,--quite calm. I will do whatever you tell me; only pray,
-pray, do not send me away from you.”
-
-“You say that you will obey me.”
-
-“I will; I have. I always have obeyed you.”
-
-“Will you give up your love for Philip?”
-
-“Could I give up my love for you, if anybody told me? How can I do it?
-Love comes of itself. I did not try to love him. Oh, if you could know
-how I tried not to love him! If somebody came and said I was not to love
-you, would it be possible?”
-
-“I am speaking of another love.”
-
-“Yes; I know. One is a kind of love that is always welcome. The other
-comes first as a shock, and one struggles to avoid it. But when it has
-come, how can it be helped? I do love him, better than all the world.”
-As she said this she raised herself upon the bed, so as to look round
-upon her aunt’s face; but still she kept her arm upon the old woman’s
-shoulder. “Is it not natural? How could I have helped it?”
-
-“You must have known that it was wrong.”
-
-“No!”
-
-“You did not know that it would displease me?”
-
-“I knew that it was unfortunate,--not wrong. What did I do that was
-wrong? When he asked me, could I tell him anything but the truth?”
-
-“You should have told him nothing.” At this reply Bessy shook her head.
-“It cannot be that you should think that in such a matter there should
-be no restraint. Did you expect that I should give my consent to such a
-marriage? I want to hear from yourself what you thought of my feelings.”
-
-“I knew you would be angry.”
-
-“Well?”
-
-“I knew you must think me unfit to be Philip’s wife.”
-
-“Well?”
-
-“I knew that you wanted something else for him, and something else also
-for me.”
-
-“And did such knowledge go for nothing?”
-
-“It made me feel that my love was unfortunate,--but not that it was
-wrong. I could not help it. He had come to me, and I loved him. The
-other man came, and I could not love him. Why should I be shut up for
-this in my own room? Why should I be sent away from you, to be miserable
-because I know that you want things done? He is not here. If he were
-here and you bade me not to go near him, I would not go. Though he were
-in the next room I would not see him. I would obey you altogether, but I
-must love him. And as I love him I cannot love another. You would not
-wish me to marry a man when my heart has been given to another.”
-
-The old woman had not at all intended that there should be such
-arguments as these. It had been her purpose simply to communicate her
-plan, to tell Bessy that she would have to live probably for a few years
-at Avranches, and then to send her back to her prison. But Bessy had
-again got the best of her, and then had come caressing, talking, and
-excuses. Bessy had been nearly an hour in her room before Mrs. Miles had
-disclosed her purpose, and had hovered round her aunt, doing as had been
-her wont when she was recognised as having all the powers of head nurse
-in her hands. Then at last, in a manner very different from that which
-had been planned, Mrs. Miles proposed the Normandy scheme. She had been,
-involuntarily, so much softened that she condescended even to repeat
-what Mr. Gregory had said as to the good temper and general kindness of
-his maiden sister. “But why should I go?” asked Bessy, almost sobbing.
-
-“I wonder that you should ask.”
-
-“He is not here.”
-
-“But he may come.”
-
-“If he came ever so I would not see him if you bade me not. I think you
-hardly understand me, aunt. I will obey you in everything. I am sure you
-will not now ask me to marry Mr. Morrison.”
-
-She could not say that Philip would be more likely to become amenable
-and marry the Cornish heiress if Bessy were away at Avranches than if
-she still remained shut up at Launay. But that was her feeling. Philip,
-she knew, would be less obedient than Bessy. But then, too, Philip might
-be less obstinate of purpose. “You cannot live here, Bessy, unless you
-will say that you will never become the wife of my son.”
-
-“Never?”
-
-“Never!”
-
-“I cannot say that.” There was a long pause before she found the courage
-to pronounce these words, but she did pronounce them at last.
-
-“Then you must go.”
-
-“I may stay and nurse you till you are well. Let me do that. I will go
-whenever you may bid me.”
-
-“No. There shall be no terms between us. We must be friends, Bessy, or
-we must be enemies. We cannot be friends as long as you hold yourself to
-be engaged to Philip Launay. While that is so I will not take a cup of
-water from your hands. No, no,” for the girl was again trying to embrace
-her. “I will not have your love, nor shall you have mine.”
-
-“My heart would break were I to say it.”
-
-“Then let it break! Is my heart not broken? What is it though our hearts
-do break,--what is it though we die,--if we do our duty? You owe this
-for what I have done for you.”
-
-“I owe you everything.”
-
-“Then say that you will give him up.”
-
-“I owe you everything, except this. I will not speak to him, I will not
-write to him, I will not even look at him, but I will not give him up.
-When one loves, one cannot give it up.” Then she was ordered to go back
-to her room, and back to her room she went.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS BANISHED TO NORMANDY.
-
-
-There was nothing for it but to go, after the interview described in the
-last chapter. Mrs. Miles sent a message to the obstinate girl, informing
-her that she need not any longer consider herself as a prisoner, but
-that she had better prepare her clothes so as to be ready to start
-within a week. The necessary correspondence had taken place between
-Launay and Avranches, and within ten days from the time at which Mr.
-Gregory had made the proposition,--in less than a fortnight from the
-departure of her lover,--Bessy came down from her room all equipped, and
-took her place in the same waggonette which so short a time before had
-taken her lover away from her. During the week she had had liberty to go
-where she pleased, except into her aunt’s room. But she had, in truth,
-been almost as much a prisoner as before. She did for a few minutes each
-day go out into the garden, but she would not go beyond the garden into
-the park, nor did she accept an invitation from the Gregory girls to
-spend an evening at the rectory. It would be so necessary, one of them
-wrote, that everything should be told to her as to the disposition and
-ways of life of Aunt Amelia! But Bessy would not see the Gregory girls.
-She was being sent away from home because of the wickedness of her love,
-and all Launay knew it. In such a condition of things she could not go
-out to eat sally-lunn and pound-cake, and to be told of the delights of
-a small Norman town. She would not even see the Gregory girls when they
-came up to the house, but wrote an affectionate note to the elder of
-them explaining that her misery was too great to allow her to see any
-friend.
-
-She was in truth very miserable. It was not only because of her love,
-from which she had from the first been aware that misery must
-come,--undoubted misery, if not misery that would last through her whole
-life. But now there was added to this the sorrow of absolute banishment
-from her aunt. Mrs. Miles would not see her again before she started.
-Bessy was well aware of all that she owed to the mistress of Launay;
-and, being intelligent in the reading of character, was aware also that
-through many years she had succeeded in obtaining from the old woman
-more than the intended performance of an undertaken duty. She had forced
-the old woman to love her, and was aware that by means of that love the
-old woman’s life had been brightened. She had not only received, but had
-conferred kindness,--and it is by conferring kindness that love is
-created. It was an agony to her that she should be compelled to leave
-this dearest friend, who was still sick and infirm, without seeing her.
-But Mrs. Miles was inexorable. These four words written on a scrap of
-paper were brought to her on that morning:--“Pray, pray, see me!” She
-was still inexorable. There had been long pencil-written notes between
-them on the previous day. If Bessy would pledge herself to give up her
-lover all might yet be changed. The old woman at Avranches should be
-compensated for her disappointment. Bessy should be restored to all her
-privileges at Launay. “You shall be my own, own child,” said Mrs. Miles.
-She condescended even to promise that not a word more should be said
-about Mr. Morrison. But Bessy also could be inexorable. “I cannot say
-that I will give him up,” she wrote. Thus it came to pass that she had
-to get into the waggonette without seeing her old friend. Mrs. Knowl
-went with her, having received instructions to wait upon Miss Bessy all
-the way to Avranches. Mrs. Knowl felt that she was sent as a guard
-against the lover. Mrs. Miles had known Bessy too well to have fear of
-that kind, and had sent Mrs. Knowl as general guardian against the wild
-beasts which are supposed to be roaming about the world in quest of
-unprotected young females.
-
-In the distribution of her anger Mrs. Miles had for the moment been very
-severe towards Philip as to pecuniary matters. He had chosen to be
-rebellious, and therefore he was not only turned out of the house, but
-told that he must live on an uncomfortably small income. But to Bessy
-Mrs. Miles was liberal. She had astounded Miss Gregory by the nobility
-of the terms she had proposed, and on the evening before the journey had
-sent ten five-pound notes in a blank envelope to Bessy. Then in a
-subsequent note she had said that a similar sum would be paid to her
-every half-year. In none of these notes was there any expression of
-endearment. To none of them was there even a signature. But they all
-conveyed evidence of the amount of thought which Mrs. Miles was giving
-to Bessy and her affairs.
-
-Bessy’s journey was very comfortless. She had learned to hate Mrs.
-Knowl, who assumed all the airs of a duenna. She would not leave Bessy
-out of sight for a moment, as though Philip might have been hidden
-behind every curtain or under every table. Once or twice the duenna
-made a little attempt at persuasion herself: “It ain’t no good, miss,
-and it had better be give up.” Then Bessy looked at her, and desired
-that she might be left alone. This had been at the hotel at Dover. Then
-again Mrs. Knowl spoke as the carriage was approaching Avranches: “If
-you wish to come back, Miss Bessy, the way is open.” “Never mind my
-wishes, Mrs. Knowl,” said Bessy. When, on her return to Launay, Mrs.
-Knowl once attempted to intimate to her mistress that Miss Bessy was
-very obstinate, she was silenced so sternly, so shortly, that the
-housekeeper began to doubt whether she might not have made a mistake and
-whether Bessy would not at last prevail. It was evident that Mrs. Miles
-would not hear a word against Bessy.
-
-On her arrival at Avranches Miss Gregory was very kind to her. She found
-that she was received not at all as a naughty girl who had been sent
-away from home in order that she might be subjected to severe treatment.
-Miss Gregory fulfilled all the promises which her brother had made on
-her behalf, and was thoroughly kind and good-tempered. For nearly a
-month not a word was said about Philip or the love affairs. It seemed to
-be understood that Bessy had come to Avranches quite at her own desire.
-She was introduced to the genteel society with which that place abounds,
-and was conscious that a much freer life was vouchsafed to her than she
-had ever known before. At Launay she had of course been subject to Mrs.
-Miles. Now she was subject to no one. Miss Gregory exercised no
-authority over her,--was indeed rather subject to Bessy, as being
-recipient of the money paid for Bessy’s board and lodging.
-
-But by the end of the month there had grown up so much of friendship
-between the elder and the younger lady, that something came to be said
-about Philip. It was impossible that Bessy should be silent as to her
-past life. By degrees she told all that Mrs. Miles had done for her; how
-she herself had been a penniless orphan; how Mrs. Miles had taken her in
-from simple charity; how love had grown up between them two,--the
-warmest, truest love; and then how that other love had grown! The
-telling of secrets begets the telling of secrets. Miss Gregory, though
-she was now old, with the marks of little feeble crow’s-feet round her
-gentle eyes, though she wore a false front and was much withered, had
-also had her love affair. She took delight in pouring forth her little
-tale; how she had loved an officer and had been beloved; how there had
-been no money; how the officer’s parents had besought her to set the
-officer free, so that he might marry money; how she had set the officer
-free, and how, in consequence, the officer had married money and was now
-a major-general, with a large family, a comfortable house, and the gout.
-“And I have always thought it was right,” said the excellent spinster.
-“What could I have done for him?”
-
-“It couldn’t be right if he loved you best,” said Bessy.
-
-“Why not, my dear? He has made an excellent husband. Perhaps he didn’t
-love me best when he stood at the altar.”
-
-“I think love should be more holy.”
-
-“Mine has been very holy,--to me, myself. For a time I wept; but now I
-think I am happier than if I had never seen him. It adds something to
-one’s life to have been loved once.”
-
-Bessy, who was of a stronger temperament, told herself that happiness
-such as that would not suffice for her. She wanted not only to be happy
-herself, but also to make him so. In the simplicity of her heart she
-wondered whether Philip would be different from that easy-changing
-major-general; but in the strength of her heart she was sure he would be
-very different. She would certainly not release him at the request of
-any parent;--but he should be free as air at the slightest hint of a
-request from himself. She did not believe for a moment that such a
-request would come; but, if it did,--if it did,--then there should be no
-difficulty. Then would she submit to banishment,--at Avranches or
-elsewhere as it might be decided for her,--till it might please the Lord
-to release her from her troubles.
-
-At the end of six weeks Miss Gregory knew the whole secret of Philip and
-Bessy’s love, and knew also that Bessy was quite resolved to persevere.
-There were many discussions about love, in which Bessy always clung to
-the opinion that when it was once offered and taken, given and received,
-it ought to be held as more sacred than any other bond. She owed much to
-Mrs. Miles;--she acknowledged that;--but she thought that she owed more
-to Philip. Miss Gregory would never quite agree with her;--was strong in
-her own opinion that women are born to yield and suffer and live
-mutilated lives, like herself; but not the less did they become fast
-friends. At the end of six weeks it was determined between them that
-Bessy should write to Mrs. Miles. Mrs. Miles had signified her wish not
-to be written to, and had not herself written. Messages as to the
-improving state of her health had come from the Gregory girls, but no
-letter had as yet passed. Then Bessy wrote as follows, in direct
-disobedience to her aunt’s orders:
-
- “Dearest Aunt,--I cannot help writing a line because I am so
- anxious about you. Mary Gregory says you have been up and out on
- the lawn in the sunshine, but it would make me so happy if I could
- see the words in your own dear handwriting. Do send me one little
- word. And though I know what you told me, still I think you will be
- glad to hear that your poor affectionate loving Bessy is well. I
- will not say that I am quite happy. I cannot be quite happy away
- from Launay and you. But Miss Gregory has been very, very kind to
- me, and there are nice people here. We live almost as quietly as at
- Launay, but sometimes we see the people. I am reading German and
- making lace, and I try not to be idle.
-
- “Good-bye, dear, dearest aunt. Try to think kindly of me. I pray
- for you every morning and night. If you will send me a little note
- from yourself it will fill me with joy.”--Your most affectionate
- and devoted niece,
-
- BESSY PRYOR.”
-
-
-
-This was brought up to Mrs. Miles when she was still in bed, for as yet
-she had not returned to the early hours of her healthy life. When she
-had read it she at first held it apart from her. Then she put it close
-to her bosom, and wept bitterly as she thought how void of sunshine the
-house had been since that gleam had been turned away from it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR RECEIVED TWO LETTERS FROM LAUNAY.
-
-
-The same post brought Bessy two letters from England about the middle of
-August, both of which the reader shall see;--but first shall be given
-that which Bessy read the last. It was from Mrs. Miles, and had been
-sent when she was beginning to think that her aunt was still resolved
-not to write to her. The letter was as follows, and was written on
-square paper, which in these days is only used even by the old-fashioned
-when the letter to be sent is supposed to be one of great importance.
-
- “My dear Bessy,--Though I had told you not to write to me, still I
- am glad to hear that you are well, and that your new home has been
- made as comfortable for you as circumstances will permit. Launay
- has not been comfortable since you went. I miss you very much. You
- have become so dear to me that my life is sad without you. My days
- have never been bright, but now they are less so than ever. I
- should scruple to admit so much as this to you, were it not that I
- intend it as a prelude to that which will follow.
-
- “We have been sent into this world, my child, that we may do our
- duties, independent of that fleeting feeling which we call
- happiness. In the smaller affairs of life I am sure you would never
- seek a pleasure at the cost of your conscience. If not in the
- smaller things, then certainly should you not do so in the greater.
- To deny yourself, to remember the welfare of others, when
- temptation is urging you to do wrong, then do that which you know
- to be right,--that is your duty as a Christian, and especially your
- duty as a woman. To sacrifice herself is the special heroism which
- a woman can achieve. Men who are called upon to work may gratify
- their passions and still be heroes. A woman can soar only by
- suffering.
-
- “You will understand why I tell you this. I and my son have been
- born into a special degree of life which I think it to be my duty
- and his to maintain. It is not that I or that he may enjoy any
- special delights that I hold fast to this opinion, but that I may
- do my part towards maintaining that order of things which has made
- my country more blessed than others. It would take me long to
- explain all this, but I know you will believe me when I say that
- an imperative sense of duty is my guide. You have not been born
- into that degree. That this does not affect my own personal feeling
- to you, you must know. You have had many signs how dear you are to
- me. At this moment my days are heavy to bear because I have not my
- Bessy with me,--my Bessy who has been so good to me, so loving,
- such an infinite blessing that to see the hem of her garments, to
- hear the sound of her foot, has made things bright around me. Now,
- there is nothing to see, nothing to hear, that is not unsightly and
- harsh of sound. Oh, Bessy, if you could come back to me!
-
- “But I have to do that duty of which I have spoken, and I shall do
- it. Though I were never to see you again I shall do it. I am used
- to suffering, and sometimes think it wrong even to wish that you
- were back with me. But I write to you thus that you may understand
- everything. If you will say that you will give him up, you shall
- return to me and be my own, own beloved child. I tell you that you
- are not of the same degree. I am bound to tell you so. But you
- shall be so near my heart that nothing shall separate us.
-
- “You two cannot marry while I am living. I do not think it possible
- that you should be longing to be made happy by my death. And you
- should remember that he cannot be the first to break away from this
- foolish engagement without dishonour. As he is the wealthy one, and
- the higher born, and as he is the man, he ought not to be the first
- to say the word. You may say it without falsehood and without
- disgrace. You may say it, and all the world will know that you have
- been actuated only by a sense of duty. It will be acknowledged that
- you have sacrificed yourself,--as it becomes a woman to do.
-
- “One word from you will be enough to assure me. Since you came to
- me you have never been false. One word, and you shall come back to
- me and to Launay, my friend and my treasure! If it be that there
- must be suffering, we will suffer together. If tears are necessary
- there shall be joint tears. Though I am old still I can understand.
- I will acknowledge the sacrifice. But, Bessy, my Bessy, dearest
- Bessy, the sacrifice must be made.
-
- “Of course he must live away from Launay for awhile. The fault will
- have been his, and what of inconvenience there may be he must
- undergo. He shall not come here till you yourself shall say that
- you can bear his presence without an added sorrow.
-
- “I know you will not let this letter be in vain. I know you will
- think it over deeply, and that you will not keep me too long
- waiting for an answer. I need hardly tell you that I am
-
- “Your most loving friend,
-
- M. MILES.”
-
-
-
-When Bessy was reading this, when the strong words with which her aunt
-had pleaded her cause were harrowing her heart, she had clasped in her
-hand this other letter from her lover. This too was written from
-Launay.
-
- “My own dearest Bessy,--It is absolutely only now that I have found
- out where you are, and have done so simply because the people at
- the rectory could not keep the secret. Can anything be more absurd
- than supposing that my mother can have her way by whisking you
- away, and shutting you up in Normandy? It is too foolish! She has
- sent for me, and I have come like a dutiful son. I have, indeed,
- been rejoiced to see her looking again so much like herself. But I
- have not extended my duty to obeying her in a matter in which my
- own future happiness is altogether bound up; and in which, perhaps,
- the happiness of another person may be slightly concerned. I have
- told her that I would venture to say nothing of the happiness of
- the other person. The other person might be indifferent, though I
- did not believe it was so; but I was quite sure of my own. I have
- assured her that I know what I want myself, and that I do not mean
- to abandon my hope of achieving it. I know that she is writing to
- you. She can of course say what she pleases.
-
- “The idea of separating two people who are as old as you and I, and
- who completely know our own minds,--you see that I do not really
- doubt as to yours,--is about as foolish as anything well can be. It
- is as though we were going back half a dozen centuries into the
- tyrannies of the middle ages. My object shall be to induce her to
- let you come home and be married properly from Launay. If she will
- not consent by the end of this month I shall go over to you, and we
- must contrive to be married at Avranches. When the thing has been
- once done all this rubbish will be swept away. I do not believe for
- a moment that my mother will punish us by any injustice as to
- money.
-
- “Write and tell me that you agree with me, and be sure that I shall
- remain, as I am, always altogether your own,
-
- “Truly and affectionately,
-
- PHILIP MILES.”
-
-
-
-When Bessy Pryor began to consider these two letters together, she felt
-that the task was almost too much for her. Her lover’s letter had been
-the first read. She had known his handwriting, and of course had read
-his the first. And as she had read it everything seemed to be of rose
-colour. Of course she had been filled with joy. Something had been done
-by the warnings of Miss Gregory, something, but not much, to weaken her
-strong faith in her lover. The major-general had been worldly and
-untrue, and it had been possible that her Philip should be as had been
-the major-general. There had been moments of doubt in which her heart
-had fainted a little; but as she read her lover’s words she acknowledged
-to herself how wrong she had been to faint at all. He declared it to be
-“a matter in which his own future happiness was altogether bound up.”
-And then there had been his playful allusion to her happiness, which was
-not the less pleasant to her because he had pretended to think that the
-“other person might be indifferent.” She pouted her lips at him, as
-though he were present while she was reading, with a joyous affectation
-of disdain. No, no; she could not consent to an immediate marriage at
-Avranches. There must be some delay. But she would write to him and
-explain all that. Then she read her aunt’s letter.
-
-It moved her very much. She had read it all twice before there came upon
-her a feeling of doubt, an acknowledgment to herself that she must
-reconsider the matter. But even when she was only reading it, before she
-had begun to consider, her former joy was repressed and almost quenched.
-So much of it was too true, terribly true. Of course her duty should be
-paramount. If she could persuade herself that duty required her to
-abandon Philip, she must abandon him, let the suffering to herself or to
-others be what it might. But then, what was it that duty required of
-her? “To sacrifice herself is the special heroism which a woman can
-achieve.” Yes, she believed that. But then, how about sacrificing
-Philip, who, no doubt, was telling the truth when he said that his own
-happiness was altogether bound up in his love?
-
-She was moved too by all that which Mrs. Miles said as to the grandeur
-of the Launay family. She had learned enough of the manners of Launay to
-be quite alive to the aristocratic idiosyncrasies of the old woman. She,
-Bessy Pryor, was nobody. It would have been well that Philip Launay
-should have founded his happiness on some girl of higher birth. But he
-had not done so. King Cophetua’s marriage had been recognised by the
-world at large. Philip was no more than King Cophetua, nor was she less
-than the beggar-girl. Like to like in marriages was no doubt
-expedient,--but not indispensable. And though she was not Philip’s
-equal, yet she was a lady. She would not disgrace him at his table, or
-among his friends. She was sure that she could be a comfort to him in
-his work.
-
-But the parts of the old woman’s letter which moved her most were those
-in which she gave full play to her own heart, and spoke, without
-reserve, of her own love for her dearest Bessy. “My days are heavy to
-bear because I have not my Bessy with me.” It was impossible to read
-this and not to have some desire to yield. How good this lady had been
-to her! Was it not through her that she had known Philip? But for Mrs.
-Miles, what would her own life have been? She thought that had she been
-sure of Philip’s happiness, could she have satisfied herself that he
-would bear the blow, she would have done as she was asked. She would
-have achieved her heroism, and shown the strength of her gratitude, and
-would have taken her delight in administering to the comforts of her old
-friend,--only that Philip had her promise. All that she could possibly
-owe to all the world beside must be less, so infinitely less, than what
-she owed to him.
-
-She would have consulted Miss Gregory, but she knew so well what Miss
-Gregory would have advised. Miss Gregory would only have mentioned the
-major-general and her own experiences. Bessy determined, therefore, to
-lie awake and think of it, and to take no other counsellor beyond her
-own heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR ANSWERED THE TWO LETTERS, AND WHAT CAME OF IT.
-
-
-The letters were read very often, and that from Mrs. Miles I think the
-oftener. Philip’s love was plainly expressed, and what more is expected
-from a lover’s letter than a strong, manly expression of love? It was
-quite satisfactory, declaring the one important fact that his happiness
-was bound up in hers. But Mrs. Miles’ was the stronger letter, and by
-far the more suggestive. She had so mingled hardness and softness, had
-enveloped her stern lesson of feminine duty in so sweet a frame of
-personal love, that it was hardly possible that such a girl as Bessy
-Pryor should not be shaken by her arguments. There were moments during
-the night in which she had almost resolved to yield. “A woman can soar
-only by suffering.” She was not sure that she wanted to soar, but she
-certainly did want to do her duty, even though suffering should come of
-it. But there was one word in her aunt’s letter which militated against
-the writer’s purpose rather than assisted it. “Since you first came to
-me, you have never been false.” False! no; she hoped she had not been
-false. Whatever might be the duty of a man or a woman, that duty should
-be founded on truth. Was it not her special duty at this moment to be
-true to Philip? I do not know that she was altogether logical. I do not
-know but that in so supporting herself in her love there may have been a
-bias of personal inclination. Bessy perhaps was a little prone to think
-that her delight and her duty went together. But that flattering
-assurance, that she had never yet been false, strengthened her
-resolution to be true, now, to Philip.
-
-She took the whole of the next day to think, abstaining during the whole
-day from a word of confidential conversation with Miss Gregory. Then on
-the following morning she wrote her letters. That to Philip would be
-easily written. Words come readily when one has to give a hearty assent
-to an eager and welcome proposition. But to deny, to make denial to one
-loved and respected, to make denial of that which the loved one has a
-right to ask, must be difficult. Bessy, like a brave girl, went to the
-hard task first, and she rushed instantly at her subject, as a brave
-horseman rides at his fence without craning.
-
- “Dearest Aunt,--I cannot do as you bid me. My word to him is so
- sacred to me that I do not dare to break it. I cannot say that I
- won’t be his when I feel that I have already given myself to him.
-
- “Dear, dearest aunt, my heart is very sad as I write this, because
- I feel that I am separating myself from you almost for ever. You
- know that I love you. You know that I am miserable because you have
- banished me from your side. All the sweet kind words of your love
- to me are like daggers to me, because I cannot show my gratitude by
- doing as you would have me. It seems so hard! I know it is probable
- that I may never see him again, and yet I am to be separated from
- you, and you will be my enemy. In all the world there are but two
- that I really love. Though I cannot and will not give him up, I
- desire to be back at Launay now only that I might be with you. My
- love for him would be contented with a simple permission that it
- should exist. My love for you cannot be satisfied unless I am
- allowed to be close to you once again. You say that a woman’s duty
- consists in suffering. I am striving to do my duty, but I know how
- great is my suffering in doing it. However angry you may be with
- your Bessy, you will not think that she can appear even to be
- ungrateful without a pang.
-
- “Though I will not give him up, you need not fear that I shall do
- anything. Should he come here I could not, I suppose, avoid seeing
- him, but I should ask him to go at once; and I should beg Miss
- Gregory to tell him that she could not make him welcome to her
- house. In all things I will do as though I were your
- daughter--though I know so well how far I am from any right to make
- use of so dear a name!
-
- “But dear, dear aunt, no daughter could love you better, nor strive
- more faithfully to be obedient.
-
- “I shall always be, even when you are most angry with me, your own,
- poor, loving, most affectionate
-
- “BESSY.”
-
-
-
-The other letter need perhaps be not given in its entirety. Even in such
-a chronicle as this there seems to be something of treachery, something
-of a want of that forbearance to which young ladies are entitled, in
-making public the words of love which such a one may write to her lover.
-Bessy’s letter was no doubt full of love, but it was full of prudence
-also. She begged him not to come to Avranches. As to such a marriage as
-that of which he had spoken, it was, she assured him, quite impossible.
-She would never give him up, and so she had told Mrs. Miles. In that
-respect her duty to him was above her duty to her aunt. But she was so
-subject to her aunt that she would not in any other matter disobey her.
-For his sake--for Philip’s sake--only for Philip’s sake, she grieved
-that there should be more delay. Of course she was aware that it might
-possibly be a trouble in life too many for him to bear. In that case he
-might make himself free from it without a word of reproach from her. Of
-that he alone must be the judge. But, for the present, she could be no
-partner to any plans for the future. Her aunt had desired her to stay at
-Avranches, and at Avranches she must remain. There were words of love,
-no doubt; but the letter, taken altogether, was much sterner and less
-demonstrative of affection than that written to her aunt.
-
-There very soon came a rejoinder from Mrs. Miles, but it was so curt and
-harsh as almost to crush Bessy by its laconic severity. “You are
-separated from me, and I am your enemy.” That was all. Beneath that one
-line the old woman had signed her name, M. Miles, in large, plain angry
-letters. Bessy, who knew every turn of the woman’s mind, understood
-exactly how it had been with her when she wrote those few words, and
-when, with care, she had traced that indignant signature. “Then
-everything shall be broken, and though there was but one gleam of
-sunshine left to me, that gleam shall be extinguished. No one shall say
-that I, as Lady of Launay, did not do my duty.” It was thus the Lady of
-Launay had communed with herself when she penned that dreadful line.
-Bessy understood it all, and could almost see the woman as she wrote it.
-
-Then in her desolation she told everything to Miss Gregory--showed the
-two former letters, showed that dreadful denunciation of lasting wrath,
-and described exactly what had been her own letter, both to Mrs. Miles
-and to her lover. Miss Gregory had but one recipe to offer in such a
-malady; that, namely, which she had taken herself in a somewhat similar
-sickness. The gentleman should be allowed to go forth into the world and
-seek a fitter wife, whereas Bessy should content herself, for the
-remainder of her life, with the pleasures of memory. Miss Gregory
-thought that it was much even to have been once loved by the
-major-general. When Bessy almost angrily declared that this would not
-be enough for her, Miss Gregory very meekly suggested that possibly
-affection might change in the lapse of years, and that some other
-suitor--perhaps Mr. Morrison--might in course of time suffice. But at
-the idea Bessy became indignant, and Miss Gregory was glad to confine
-herself to the remedy pure and simple which she acknowledged to have
-been good for herself.
-
-Then there passed a month--a month without a line from Launay or from
-Philip. That Mrs. Miles should not write again was to be expected. She
-had declared her enmity, and there was an end of everything. During the
-month there had come a cheque to Miss Gregory from some man of business,
-and with the cheque there had been no intimation that the present
-arrangement was to be brought to a close. It appeared therefore that
-Mrs. Miles, in spite of her enmity, intended to provide for the mutinous
-girl a continuation of the comforts which she now enjoyed. Certainly
-nothing more than this could have been expected from her. But, in regard
-to Philip, though Bessy had assured herself, and had assured Miss
-Gregory also, that she did not at all desire a correspondence in the
-present condition of affairs, still she felt so total a cessation of all
-tidings to be hard to bear. Mary Gregory, when writing to her aunt, said
-nothing of Philip--merely remarked that Bessy Pryor would be glad to
-know that her aunt had nearly recovered her health, and was again able
-to go out among the poor. Then Bessy began to think--not that Philip was
-like the major-general, for to that idea she would not give way at
-all--but that higher and nobler motives had induced him to yield to his
-mother. If so she would never reproach him. If so she would forgive him
-in her heart of hearts. If so she would accept her destiny and entreat
-her old friend to allow her to return once more to Launay, and
-thenceforth to endure the evil thing which fate would have done to her
-in patient submission. If once the word should have come to her from
-Philip, then would she freely declare that everything should be over,
-then and for always, between her and her lover. After such suffering as
-that, while she was undergoing agony so severe, surely her friend would
-forgive her. That terrible word, “I am your enemy,” would surely then be
-withdrawn.
-
-But if it were to be so, if this was to be the end of her love, Philip,
-at least, would write. He would not leave her in doubt, after such a
-decision on his own part. That thought ought to have sustained her; but
-it was explained to her by Miss Gregory that the major-general had taken
-three months before he had been inspirited to send the fatal letter, and
-to declare his purpose of marrying money. There could be but little
-doubt, according to Miss Gregory, that Philip was undergoing the same
-process. It was, she thought, the natural end to such an affair. This
-was the kind of thing which young ladies without dowry, but with hearts
-to love, are doomed to suffer. There could be no doubt that Miss Gregory
-regarded the termination of the affair with a certain amount of
-sympathetic satisfaction. Could she have given Bessy all Launay, and
-her lover, she would have done so. But sadness and disappointment were
-congenial to her, and a heart broken, but still constant, was, to her
-thinking, a pretty feminine acquisition. She was to herself the heroine
-of her own romance, and she thought it good to be a heroine. But Bessy
-was indignant; not that Philip should be false, but that he should not
-dare to write and say so. “I think he ought to write,” was on her lips,
-when the door was opened, and, lo, all of a sudden, Philip Miles was in
-the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR’S LOVER ARGUED HIS CASE.
-
-
-We must now go back to Launay. It will be remembered that Bessy received
-both her letters on the same day--those namely from Mrs. Miles and from
-Philip--and that they both came from Launay. Philip had been sent away
-from the place when the fact of his declared love was first made known
-to the old lady, as though into a banishment which was to be perpetual
-till he should have repented of his sin. Such certainly had been his
-mother’s intention. He was to be sent one way, and the girl another, and
-everyone concerned was to be made to feel the terrible weight of her
-displeasure, till repentance and retractation should come. He was to be
-starved into obedience by a minimised allowance, and she by the
-weariness of her life at Avranches. But the person most grievously
-punished by these arrangements was herself. She had declared to herself
-that she would endure anything, everything, in the performance of her
-duty. But the desolation of her life was so extreme that it was very
-hard to bear. She did not shrink and tell herself that it was
-unendurable, but after awhile she persuaded herself that now that Bessy
-was gone there could be no reason why Philip also should be exiled.
-Would not her influence be more potent over Philip if he were at Launay?
-She therefore sent for him, and he came. Thus it was that the two
-letters were written from the same house.
-
-Philip obeyed his mother’s behest in coming as he had obeyed it in
-going; but he did not hesitate to show her that he felt himself to be
-aggrieved. Launay of course belonged to her. She could leave it and all
-the property to some hospital if she chose. He was well aware of that.
-But he had been brought up as the heir, and he could not believe that
-there should come such a ruin of heaven and earth as would be produced
-by any change in his mother’s intentions as to the Launay property.
-Touching his marriage, he felt that he had a right to marry whom he
-pleased, as long as she was a lady, and that any dictation from his
-mother in such a matter was a tyranny not to be endured. He had talked
-it all over with the rector before he went. Of course it was possible
-that his mother should commit such an injustice as that at which the
-rector hinted. “There are,” said Philip, “no bounds to possibilities.”
-It was, however, he thought, all but impossible; and whether probable or
-improbable, no fear of such tyranny should drive him from his purpose.
-He was a little magniloquent, perhaps, in what he said, but he was very
-resolved.
-
-It was, therefore, with some feeling of an injury inflicted upon him
-that he first greeted his mother on his return to the house. For a day
-or two not a word passed about Bessy. “Of course, I am delighted to be
-with you, and glad enough to have the shooting,” he said, in answer to
-some word of hers. “I shouldn’t have gone, as you know, unless you had
-driven me away.” This was hard on the old woman; but she bore it, and,
-for some days, was simply affectionate and gentle to her son--more
-gentle than was her wont. Then she wrote to Bessy, and told her son that
-she was writing. “It is so impossible,” she said, “that I cannot
-conceive that Bessy should not obey me when she comes to regard it at a
-distance.”
-
-“I see no impossibility; but Bessy can, of course, do as she pleases,”
-replied Philip, almost jauntily. Then he determined that he also would
-write.
-
-There were no further disputes on the matter till Bessy’s answer came,
-and then Mrs. Miles was very angry indeed. She had done her best so to
-write her letter that Bessy should be conquered both by the weight of
-her arguments and by the warmth of her love. If reason would not
-prevail, surely gratitude would compel her to do as she was bidden. But
-the very first words of Bessy’s letter contained a flat refusal. “I
-cannot do as you bid me.” Who was this girl, that had been picked out of
-a gutter, that she should persist in the right of becoming the mistress
-of Launay? In a moment the old woman’s love was turned into a feeling of
-condemnation, nearly akin to hatred. Then she sent off her short
-rejoinder, declaring herself to be Bessy’s enemy.
-
-On the following morning regret had come, and perhaps remorse. She was a
-woman of strong passion, subject to impulses which were, at the time,
-uncontrollable; but she was one who was always compelled by her
-conscience to quick repentance, and sometimes to an agonising feeling of
-wrong done by herself. To declare that Bessy was her enemy--Bessy, who
-for so many years had prevented all her wishes, who had never been weary
-of well-doing to her, who had been patient in all things, who had been
-her gleam of sunshine, of whom she had sometimes said to herself in her
-closet that the child was certainly nearer to perfection than any other
-human being that she had known! True, it was not fit that the girl
-should become mistress of Launay! A misfortune had happened which must
-be cured--if even by the severance of persons so dear to each other as
-she and her Bessy. But she knew that she had signed in declaring one so
-good, and one so dear, to be her enemy.
-
-But what should she do next? Days went on and she did nothing. She
-simply suffered. There was no pretext on which she could frame an
-affectionate letter to her child. She could not write and ask to be
-forgiven for the harshness of her letter. She could not simply revoke
-the sentence she had pronounced without any reference to Philip and his
-love. In great misery, with a strong feeling of self-degradation because
-she had allowed herself to be violent in her wrath, she went on,
-repentant but still obstinate, till Philip himself forced the subject
-upon her.
-
-“Mother,” he said one day, “is it not time that things should be
-settled?”
-
-“What things, Philip?”
-
-“You know my intention.”
-
-“What intention?”
-
-“As to making Bessy my wife.”
-
-“That can never be.”
-
-“But it will be. It has to be. If as regards my own feelings I could
-bring myself to yield to you, how could I do so with honour in regard to
-her? But, for myself, nothing on earth would induce me to change my
-mind. It is a matter on which a man has to judge for himself, and I have
-not heard a word from you or from anyone to make me think that I have
-judged wrongly.”
-
-“Do birth and rank go for nothing?”
-
-He paused a moment, and then he answered her very seriously, standing up
-and looking down upon her as he did so. “For very much--with me. I do
-not think that I could have brought myself to choose a wife, whatever
-might have been a woman’s charms, except among ladies. I found this one
-to be the chosen companion and dearest friend of the finest lady I
-know.” At this the old woman, old as she was, first blushed, and then,
-finding herself to be sobbing, turned her face away from him. “I came
-across a girl of whose antecedents I could be quite sure, of whose
-bringing up I knew all the particulars, as to whom I could be certain
-that every hour of her life had been passed among the best possible
-associations. I heard testimony as to her worth and her temper which I
-could not but believe. As to her outward belongings, I had eyes of my
-own to judge. Could I be wrong in asking such a one to be my wife? Can I
-be regarded as unhappy in having succeeded with her? Could I be
-acquitted of dishonour if I were to desert her? Shall I be held to be
-contemptible if I am true to her?”
-
-At every word he spoke he grew in her esteem. At this present crisis of
-her life she did not wish to think specially well of him, though he was
-her son, but she could not help herself. He became bigger before her
-than he had ever been before, and more of a man. It was, she felt,
-almost vain for a woman to lay her commands, either this way or that,
-upon a man who could speak to her as Philip had spoken.
-
-But not the less was the power in her hands. She could bid him go and
-marry--and be a beggar. She could tell him that all Launay should go to
-his brother, and she could instantly make a will to that effect. So
-strong was the desire for masterdom upon her that she longed to do it.
-In the very teeth of her honest wish to do what was right, there was
-another wish--a longing to do what she knew to be wrong. There was a
-struggle within, during which she strove to strengthen herself for evil.
-But it was vain. She knew of herself that were she to swear to-day to
-him that he was disinherited, were she to make a will before nightfall
-carrying out her threat, the pangs of conscience would be so heavy
-during the night that she would certainly change it all on the next
-morning. Of what use is a sword in your hand if you have not the heart
-to use it? Why seek to be turbulent with a pistol if your bosom be of
-such a nature that your finger cannot be forced to pull the trigger?
-Power was in her possession--but she could not use it. The power rather
-was in her hands. She could not punish her boy, even though he had
-deserved it. She had punished her girl, and from that moment she had
-been crushed by torments, because of the thing that she had done. Others
-besides Mrs. Miles have felt, with something of regret, that they have
-lacked the hardness necessary for cruelty and the courage necessary for
-its doing.
-
-“How shall it be, mother?” asked Philip. As she knew not what to answer
-she rose slowly from her chair, and leaving the room went to the
-seclusion of her own chamber.
-
-Days again passed before Philip renewed his question, and repeated it in
-the same words: “How shall it be, mother?” Wistfully she looked up at
-him, as though even yet something might be accorded by him to pity; as
-though the son might even yet be induced to accede to his mother’s
-prayers. It was not that she thought so. No. She had thought much, and
-was aware that it could not be so. But as a dog will ask with its eyes
-when it knows that asking is in vain, so did she ask. “One word from
-you, mother, will make us all happy.”
-
-“No; not all of us.”
-
-“Will not my happiness make you happy?” Then he stooped over her and
-kissed her forehead. “Could you be happy if you knew that I were
-wretched?”
-
-“I do not want to be happy. It should be enough that one does one’s
-duty.”
-
-“And what is my duty? Can it be my duty to betray the girl I love in
-order that I may increase an estate which is already large enough?”
-
-“It is for the family.”
-
-“What is a family but you, or I, or whoever for the moment may be its
-representative? Say that it shall be as I would have it, and then I will
-go to her and let her know that she may come back to your arms.”
-
-Not then, or on the next day, or on the next, did she yield; though she
-knew well during all these hours that it was her fate to yield. She had
-indeed yielded. She had confessed to herself that it must be so, and as
-she did so she felt once more the soft pressure of Bessy’s arms as they
-would cling round her neck, and she could see once more the brightness
-of Bessy’s eyes as the girl would hang over her bed early in the
-morning. “I do not want to be happy,” she had said; but she did want,
-sorely want, to see her girl. “You may go and tell her,” she said one
-night as she was preparing to go to her chamber. Then she turned quickly
-away, and was out of the room before he could answer her with a word.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR RECEIVED HER LOVER.
-
-
-Miss Gregory was certainly surprised when, on the entrance of the young
-man, Bessy jumped from her chair and rushed into his arms. She knew that
-Bessy had no brother, and her instinct rather than her experience told
-her that the greeting which she saw was more than fraternal,--more than
-cousinly. She did not doubt but that the young man was Philip Launay,
-and knowing what she knew she was not disposed to make spoken
-complaints. But when Bessy lifted her face to be kissed, Miss Gregory
-became red and very uneasy. It is probable that she herself had never
-progressed as far as this with the young man who afterwards became the
-major-general.
-
-Bessy herself, had a minute been allowed to her for reflection, would
-have been less affectionate. She knew nothing of the cause which had
-brought Philip to Avranches. She only knew that her dear friend at
-Launay had declared her to be an enemy, and that she had determined that
-she could not, for years, become the wife of Philip Launay, without the
-consent of her who had used that cruel word. And at the moment of
-Philip’s entering the room her heart had been sore with reproaches
-against him. “He ought at any rate to write.” The words had been on her
-lips as the door had been opened, and the words had been spoken in the
-soreness of heart coming from a fear that she was to be abandoned.
-
-Then he was there. In the moment that sufficed for the glance of his eye
-to meet hers she knew that she was not abandoned. With whatever tidings
-he had come that was not to be the burden of his news. No man desirous
-of being released from his vows ever looked like that. So up she jumped
-and flew to him, not quite knowing what she intended, but filled with
-delight when she found herself pressed to his bosom. Then she had to
-remember herself, and to escape from his arms. “Philip,” she said, “this
-is Miss Gregory. Miss Gregory, I do not think you ever met Mr. Launay.”
-
-Then Miss Gregory had to endeavour to look as though nothing particular
-had taken place,--which was a trial. But Bessy bore her part, if not
-without a struggle, at least without showing it. “And now, Philip,” she
-said, “how is my aunt?”
-
-“A great deal stronger than when you left her.”
-
-“Quite well?”
-
-“Yes; for her, I think I may say quite well.”
-
-“She goes out every day?”
-
-“Every day,--after the old plan. The carriage toddles round to the door
-at three, and then toddles about the parish at the rate of four miles an
-hour, and toddles home exactly at five. The people at Launay, Miss
-Gregory, don’t want clocks to tell them the hour in the afternoon.”
-
-“I do love punctuality,” said Miss Gregory.
-
-“I wish I were with her,” said Bessy.
-
-“I have come to take you,” said Philip.
-
-“Have you?” Then Bessy blushed,--for the first time. She blushed as a
-hundred various thoughts rushed across her mind. If he had been sent to
-take her back, sent by her aunt, instead of Mrs. Knowl, what a revulsion
-of circumstances must there not have been at Launay! How could it all
-have come to pass? Even to have been sent for at all, to be allowed to
-go back even in disgrace, would have been an inexpressible joy. Had
-Knowl come for her, with a grim look and an assurance that she was to be
-brought back because a prison at Launay was thought to be more secure
-than a prison at Avranches, the prospect of a return would have been
-hailed with joy. But now,--to be taken back by Philip to Launay! There
-was a whole heaven of delight in the thought of the very journey.
-
-Miss Gregory endeavoured to look pleased, but in truth the prospect to
-her was not so pleasant as to Bessy. She was to be left alone again. She
-was to lose her pensioner. After so short a fruition of the double bliss
-of society and pay, she was to be deserted without a thought. But to be
-deserted without many thoughts had been her lot in life, and now she
-bore her misfortune like a heroine. “You will be glad to go back to
-your aunt, Bessy; will you not?”
-
-“Glad!” The ecstacy was almost unkind, but poor Miss Gregory bore it,
-and maintained that pretty smile of gratified serenity as though
-everything were well with all of them.
-
-But Bessy felt that she had as yet heard nothing of the real news, and
-that the real news could not be told in the presence of Miss Gregory. It
-had not even yet occurred to her that Mrs. Miles had actually given her
-sanction to the marriage. “This is a very pretty place,” said Philip.
-
-“What, Avranches?” said Miss Gregory, mindful of future possible
-pensioners. “Oh, delightful. It is the prettiest place in Normandy, and
-I think the most healthy town in all France.”
-
-“It seemed nice as I came up from the hotel. Suppose we go out for a
-walk, Bessy. We have to start back to-morrow.”
-
-“To-morrow!” ejaculated Bessy. She would have been ready to go in half
-an hour had he demanded it.
-
-“If you can manage it. I promised my mother to be as quick as I could;
-and, when I arranged to come, I had ever so many engagements.”
-
-“If she must go to-morrow, she won’t have much time for walking,” said
-Miss Gregory, with almost a touch of anger in her voice. But Bessy was
-determined to have her walk. All her fate in life was to be disclosed to
-her within the next few minutes. She was already exultant, but she was
-beginning to think that there was a heaven, indeed, opening for her. So
-she ran away for her hat and gloves, leaving her lover and Miss Gregory
-together.
-
-“It is very sudden,” said the poor old lady with a gasp.
-
-“My mother felt that, and bade me tell you that, of course, the full
-twelvemonth----”
-
-“I was not thinking about that,” said Miss Gregory. “I did not mean to
-allude to such a thing. Mrs. Miles has always been so kind to my
-brother, and anything I could have done I should have been so happy,
-without thinking of money. But----” Philip sat with the air of an
-attentive listener, so that Miss Gregory could get no answer to her
-question without absolutely asking it. “But there seems to be a change.”
-
-“Yes, there is a change, Miss Gregory.”
-
-“We were afraid that Mrs. Miles had been offended.”
-
-“It is the old story, Miss Gregory. Young people and old people very
-often will not think alike: but it is the young people who generally
-have their way.”
-
-She had not had her way. She remembered that at the moment. But then,
-perhaps, the major-general had had his. When a period of life has come
-too late for success, when all has been failure, the expanding triumphs
-of the glorious young, grate upon the feelings even of those who are
-generous and self-denying. Miss Gregory was generous by nature and
-self-denying by practice, but Philip’s pæan and Bessy’s wondrous
-prosperity were for a moment a little hard upon her. There had been a
-comfort to her in the conviction that Philip was no better than the
-major-general. “I suppose it is so,” she said. “That is, if one of them
-has means.”
-
-“Exactly.”
-
-“But if they are both poor, I don’t see how their being young can enable
-them to live upon nothing.” She intended to imply that Philip probably
-would have been another major-general, but that he was heir to Launay.
-
-Philip, who had never heard of the major-general, was a little puzzled;
-nevertheless, he acceded to the proposition, not caring, however, to say
-anything as to his own circumstances on so very short an acquaintance.
-
-Then Bessy came down with her hat, and they started for their walk. “Now
-tell me all about it,” she said, in a fever of expectation, as soon as
-the front door was closed behind them.
-
-“There is nothing more to tell,” said he.
-
-“Nothing more?”
-
-“Unless you want me to say that I love you.”
-
-“Of course I do.”
-
-“Well, then,--I love you. There!”
-
-“Philip, you are not half nice to me.”
-
-“Not after coming all the way from Launay to say that?”
-
-“There must be so much to tell me? Why has my aunt sent for me?”
-
-“Because she wants you.”
-
-“And why has she sent you?”
-
-“Because I want you too.”
-
-“But does she want me?”
-
-“Certainly she does.”
-
-“For you?” If he could say this, then everything would have been said.
-If he could say this truly, then everything would have been done
-necessary for the perfection of her happiness. “Oh, Philip, do tell me.
-It is so strange that she should send for me! Do you know what she said
-to me in her last letter? It was not a letter. It was only a word. She
-said that I was her enemy.”
-
-“All that is changed.”
-
-“She will be glad to have me again?”
-
-“Very glad. I fancy that she has been miserable without you.”
-
-“I shall be as glad to be with her again, Philip. You do not know how I
-love her. Think of all she has done for me!”
-
-“She has done something now that I hope will beat everything else.”
-
-“What has she done?”
-
-“She has consented that you and I shall be man and wife. Isn’t that more
-than all the rest?”
-
-“But has she? Oh, Philip, has she really done that?”
-
-Then at last he told his whole story. Yes; his mother had yielded. From
-the moment in which she had walked out of the room, having said that he
-might “go and tell her,” she had never endeavoured to renew the fight.
-When he had spoken to her, endeavouring to draw from her some warmth of
-assent, she had generally been very silent. She had never brought
-herself absolutely to wish him joy. She had not as yet so crucified her
-own spirit in the matter as to be able to tell him that he had chosen
-his wife well; but she had shown him in a hundred ways that her anger
-was at an end, and that if any feeling was left opposed to his own
-happiness, it was simply one of sorrow. And there were signs which made
-him think that even that was not deep-seated. She would pat him,
-stroking his hair, and leaning on his shoulder, administering to his
-comforts with a nervous accuracy as to little things which was peculiar
-to her. And then she gave him an infinity of directions as to the way in
-which it would be proper that Bessy should travel, being anxious at
-first to send over a maid for her behoof,--not Mrs. Knowl, but a younger
-woman, who would have been at Bessy’s command. Philip, however, objected
-to the maid. And when Mrs. Miles remarked that if it was Bessy’s fate to
-become mistress of Launay, Bessy ought to have a maid to attend her,
-Philip said that that would be very well a month or two hence, when
-Bessy would have become,--not mistress of Launay, which was a place
-which he trusted might not be vacant for many a long day,--but first
-lieutenant to the mistress, by right of marriage. He refused altogether
-to take the maid with him, as he explained to Bessy with much laughter.
-And so they came to understand each other thoroughly, and Bessy knew
-that the great trouble of her life, which had been as a mountain in her
-way, had disappeared suddenly, as might some visionary mountain. And
-then, when they thoroughly understood each other, they started back to
-England and to Launay together.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS BROUGHT BACK, AND WHAT THEN, BECAME OF HER.
-
-
-Bessy understood the condition of the old woman much better than did her
-son. “I am sad a little,” she said, on her way home, “because of her
-disappointment.”
-
-“Sad, because she is to have you,--you yourself,--for her
-daughter-in-law?”
-
-“Yes, indeed, Philip; because I know that she has not wanted me. She
-will be kind because I shall belong to you, and perhaps partly because
-she loves me; but she will always regret that that young lady down in
-Cornwall has not been allowed to add to the honour and greatness of the
-family. The Launays are everything to her, and what can I do for the
-Launays?” Of course he said many pretty things to her in answer to this,
-but he could not eradicate from her mind the feeling that, in regard to
-the old friend who had been so kind to her, she was returning evil for
-good.
-
-But even Bessy did not quite understand the old woman. When she found
-that she had yielded, there was disappointment in the old woman’s
-heart. Who can have indulged in a certain longing for a lifetime, in a
-special ambition, and seen that ambition and that longing crushed and
-trampled on, without such a feeling? And she had brought this failure on
-herself,--by her own weakness, as she told herself. Why had she given
-way to Bessy and to Bessy’s blandishments? It was because she had not
-been strong to do her duty that this ruin had fallen upon her hopes. The
-power in her own hands had been sufficient. But for her Philip need
-never have seen Bessy Pryor. Might not Bessy Pryor have been sent
-somewhere out of the way when it became evident that she had charms of
-her own with which to be dangerous? And even after the first evil had
-been done her power had been sufficient. She need not have sent for
-Philip back. She need have written no letter to Bessy. She might have
-been calm and steady in her purpose, so that there should have been no
-violent ebullition of anger,--so violent as to induce repentance, and
-with repentance renewed softness and all the pangs of renewed
-repentance.
-
-When Philip had left her on his mission to Normandy her heart was heavy
-with regret, and heavy also with anger. But it was with herself that she
-was angry. She had known her duty and she had not done it. She had known
-her duty, and had neglected it,--because Bessy had been soft to her, and
-dear, and pleasant. It was here that Bessy did not quite understand her
-friend. Bessy reproached herself because she had made to her friend a
-bad return to all the kindness she had received. The old woman would
-not allow herself to entertain any such a thought. Once she had spoken
-to herself of having warmed a serpent in her bosom; but instantly, with
-infinite self-scorn, she had declared to herself that Bessy was no
-serpent. For all that she had done for Bessy, Bessy had made ample
-return, the only possible return that could be full enough. Bessy had
-loved her. She too had loved Bessy, but that should have had no weight.
-Though they two had been linked together by their very heartstrings, it
-had been her duty to make a severance because their joint affection had
-been dangerous. She had allowed her own heart to over-ride her own sense
-of duty, and therefore she was angry,--not with Bessy, but with herself.
-
-But the thing was done. To quarrel with Philip had been impossible to
-her. One feeling coming upon another, her own repentance, her own
-weakness, her acknowledgment of a certain man’s strength on the part of
-her son, had brought her to such a condition that she had yielded. Then
-it was natural that she should endeavour to make the best of it. But
-even the doing of that was a trial to her. When she told herself that as
-far as the woman went, the mere woman, Philip could not have found a
-better wife had he searched the world all round, she found that she was
-being tempted from her proper path even in that. What right could she
-have to look for consolation there? For other reasons, which she still
-felt to be adequate, she had resolved that something else should be
-done. That something else had not been done, because she had failed in
-her duty. And now she was trying to salve the sore by the very poison
-which had created the wound. Bessy’s sweet temper, and Bessy’s soft
-voice, and Bessy’s bright eye, and Bessy’s devotion to the delight of
-others, were all so many temptations. Grovelling as she was in sackcloth
-and ashes because she had yielded to them, how could she console herself
-by a prospect of these future enjoyments either for herself or her son?
-
-But there were various duties to which she could attend, grievously
-afflicted as she was by her want of attention to that great duty. As
-Fate had determined that Bessy Pryor was to become mistress of Launay,
-it was proper that all Launay should know and recognise its future
-mistress. Bessy certainly should not be punished by any want of
-earnestness in this respect. No one should be punished but herself. The
-new mistress should be made as welcome as though she had been the
-red-haired girl from Cornwall. Knowl was a good deal put about because
-Mrs. Miles, remembering a few hard words which Knowl had allowed herself
-to use in the days of the imprisonment, became very stern. “It is
-settled that Miss Pryor is to become Mrs. Philip Launay, and you will
-obey her just as myself.” Mrs. Knowl, who had saved a little money,
-began to consider whether it would not be as well to retire into private
-life.
-
-When the day came on which the two travellers were to reach Launay Mrs.
-Miles was very much disturbed in her mind. In what way should she
-receive the girl? In her last communication,--her very last,--she had
-called Bessy her enemy; and now Bessy was being brought home to be made
-her daughter-in-law under her own roof. How sweet it would be to stand
-at the door and welcome her in the hall, among all the smiling servants,
-to make a tender fuss and hovering over her, as would be so natural with
-a mother-in-law who loved an adopted daughter as tenderly as Mrs. Miles
-loved Bessy! How pleasant to take her by the hand and lead her away into
-some inner sanctum where warm kisses as between mother and child would
-be given and taken; to hear her praises of Philip, and then to answer
-again with other praises; to tell her with words half serious and half
-drollery that she must now buckle on her armour and do her work, and
-take upon herself the task of managing the household! There was quite
-enough of softness in the old woman to make all this delightful. Her
-imagination revelled in thinking of it even at the moment in which she
-was telling herself that it was impossible. But it was impossible. Were
-she to force such a change upon herself Bessy would not believe in the
-sincerity of the change. She had told Bessy that she was her enemy!
-
-At last the carriage which had gone to the station was here; not the
-waggonette on this occasion, but the real carriage itself, the carriage
-which was wont to toddle four miles an hour about the parish. “This is
-an honour meant for the prodigal daughter,” said Philip, as he took his
-seat. “If you had never been naughty, we should only have had the
-waggonette, and we then should have been there in half the time.” Mrs.
-Miles, when she heard the wheels on the gravel, was even yet uncertain
-where she would place herself. She was fluttered, moving about from the
-room into the hall and back, when the old butler spoke a careful word:
-“Go into the library, madam, and Mr. Philip will bring her to you
-there.” Then she obeyed the butler,--as she had probably never done in
-her life before.
-
-Bessy, as soon as her step was off the carriage, ran very quickly into
-the house. “Where is my aunt?” she said. The butler was there showing
-the way, and in a moment she had thrown her arms round the old woman.
-Bessy had a way of making her kisses obligatory, from which Mrs. Miles
-had never been able to escape. Then, when the old woman was seated,
-Bessy was at once upon her knees before her. “Say that you love me,
-aunt. Say that at once! Say that first of all!”
-
-“You know I love you.”
-
-“I know I love you. Oh, I am so glad to have you again. It was so hard
-not to be with you when I thought that you were ill. I did not know how
-sick it would make me to be away from you.” Neither then nor at any time
-afterwards was there a word spoken on the one side or the other as to
-that declaration of enmity.
-
-There was nothing then said in way of explanation. There was nothing
-perhaps necessary. It was clear to Bessy that she was received at Launay
-as Philip’s future wife,--not only by Mrs. Miles herself, but by the
-whole household,--and that all the honours of the place were to be
-awarded to her without stint. For herself that would have sufficed. To
-her any explanation of the circumstances which had led to a change so
-violent was quite unnecessary. But it was not so with Mrs. Miles
-herself. She could not but say some word in justification of
-herself,--in excuse rather than justification. She had Bessy into her
-bedroom that night, and said the word, holding between her two thin
-hands the hand of the girl she addressed. “You have known, Bessy, that I
-did not wish this.” Bessy muttered that she did know it. “And I think
-you knew why.”
-
-“How could I help it, aunt?”
-
-Upon this the old woman patted the hand. “I suppose he could not help
-it. And, if I had been a young man, I could not have helped it. I could
-not help it as I was, though I am an old woman. I think I am as foolish
-as he is.”
-
-“Perhaps he is foolish, but you are not.”
-
-“Well; I do not know. I have my misgivings about that, my dear. I had
-objects which I thought were sacred and holy, to which I had been wedded
-through many years. They have had to be thrust aside.”
-
-“Then you will hate me!”
-
-“No, my child; I will love you with all my heart. You will be my son’s
-wife now, and, as such, you will be dear to me, almost as he is dear.
-And you will still be my own Bessy, my gleam of sunlight, without whom
-the house is so gloomy that it is like a prison to me. For myself, do
-you think I could want any other young woman about the house than my own
-dear Bessy;--that any other wife for Philip could come as near my heart
-as you do?”
-
-“But if I have stood in the way?”
-
-“We will not think of it any more. You, at any rate, need not think of
-it,” added the old woman, as she remembered all the circumstances. “You
-shall be made welcome with all the honours and all the privileges due to
-Philip’s wife; and if there be a regret, it shall never trouble your
-path. It may be a comfort to you to hear me say that you, at least, in
-all things have done your duty.” Then, at last, there were more tears,
-more embracings, and, before either of them went to their rest, a
-perfect ecstacy of love.
-
-Little or nothing more is necessary for the telling of the story of the
-Lady of Launay. Before the autumn had quite gone, and the last tint had
-left the trees, Bessy Pryor became Bessy Launay, under the hand of Mr.
-Gregory, in the Launay parish church. Everyone in the neighbourhood
-around was there, except Mr. Morrison, who had taken this opportunity of
-having a holiday and visiting Switzerland. But even he, when he
-returned, soon became reconciled to the arrangement, and again became a
-guest in the dining-room of the mansion. I hope I shall have no reader
-who will not think that Philip Launay did well in not following the
-example of the major-general.
-
-
-
-
-CHRISTMAS AT THOMPSON HALL.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-MRS. BROWN’S SUCCESS.
-
-
-Everyone remembers the severity of the Christmas of 187--. I will not
-designate the year more closely, lest I should enable those who are too
-curious to investigate the circumstances of this story, and inquire into
-details which I do not intend to make known. That winter, however, was
-especially severe, and the cold of the last ten days of December was
-more felt, I think, in Paris than in any part of England. It may,
-indeed, be doubted whether there is any town in any country in which
-thoroughly bad weather is more afflicting than in the French capital.
-Snow and hail seem to be colder there, and fires certainly are less
-warm, than in London. And then there is a feeling among visitors to
-Paris that Paris ought to be gay; that gaiety, prettiness, and
-liveliness are its aims, as money, commerce, and general business are
-the aims of London,--which with its outside sombre darkness does often
-seem to want an excuse for its ugliness. But on this occasion, at this
-Christmas of 187--, Paris was neither gay nor pretty nor lively. You
-could not walk the streets without being ankle deep, not in snow, but in
-snow that had just become slush; and there was falling throughout the
-day and night of the 23rd of December a succession of damp half-frozen
-abominations from the sky which made it almost impossible for men and
-women to go about their business.
-
-It was at ten o’clock on that evening that an English lady and gentleman
-arrived at the Grand Hotel on the Boulevard des Italiens. As I have
-reasons for concealing the names of this married couple I will call them
-Mr. and Mrs. Brown. Now I wish it to be understood that in all the
-general affairs of life this gentleman and this lady lived happily
-together, with all the amenities which should bind a husband and a wife.
-Mrs. Brown was one of a wealthy family, and Mr. Brown, when he married
-her, had been relieved from the necessity of earning his bread.
-Nevertheless she had at once yielded to him when he expressed a desire
-to spend the winters of their life in the south of France; and he,
-though he was by disposition somewhat idle, and but little prone to the
-energetic occupations of life, would generally allow himself, at other
-periods of the year, to be carried hither and thither by her, whose more
-robust nature delighted in the excitement of travelling. But on this
-occasion there had been a little difference between them.
-
-Early in December an intimation had reached Mrs. Brown at Pau that on
-the coming Christmas there was to be a great gathering of all the
-Thompsons in the Thompson family hall at Stratford-le-Bow, and that she
-who had been a Thompson was desired to join the party with her husband.
-On this occasion her only sister was desirous of introducing to the
-family generally a most excellent young man to whom she had recently
-become engaged. The Thompsons,--the real name, however, is in fact
-concealed,--were a numerous and a thriving people. There were uncles and
-cousins and brothers who had all done well in the world, and who were
-all likely to do better still. One had lately been returned to
-Parliament for the Essex Flats, and was at the time of which I am
-writing a conspicuous member of the gallant Conservative majority. It
-was partly in triumph at this success that the great Christmas gathering
-of the Thompsons was to be held, and an opinion had been expressed by
-the legislator himself that should Mrs. Brown, with her husband, fail to
-join the family on this happy occasion she and he would be regarded as
-being but _fainéant_ Thompsons.
-
-Since her marriage, which was an affair now nearly eight years old, Mrs.
-Brown had never passed a Christmas in England. The desirability of doing
-so had often been mooted by her. Her very soul craved the festivities of
-holly and mince-pies. There had ever been meetings of the Thompsons at
-Thompson Hall, though meetings not so significant, not so important to
-the family, as this one which was now to be collected. More than once
-had she expressed a wish to see old Christmas again in the old house
-among the old faces. But her husband had always pleaded a certain
-weakness about his throat and chest as a reason for remaining among the
-delights of Pau. Year after year she had yielded, and now this loud
-summons had come.
-
-It was not without considerable trouble that she had induced Mr. Brown
-to come as far as Paris. Most unwillingly had he left Pau; and then,
-twice on his journey,--both at Bordeaux and Tours,--he had made an
-attempt to return. From the first moment he had pleaded his throat, and
-when at last he had consented to make the journey he had stipulated for
-sleeping at those two towns and at Paris. Mrs. Brown, who, without the
-slightest feeling of fatigue, could have made the journey from Pau to
-Stratford without stopping, had assented to everything,--so that they
-might be at Thompson Hall on Christmas Eve. When Mr. Brown uttered his
-unavailing complaints at the two first towns at which they stayed, she
-did not perhaps quite believe all that he said of his own condition. We
-know how prone the strong are to suspect the weakness of the weak,--as
-the weak are to be disgusted by the strength of the strong. There were
-perhaps a few words between them on the journey, but the result had
-hitherto been in favour of the lady. She had succeeded in bringing Mr.
-Brown as far as Paris.
-
-Had the occasion been less important, no doubt she would have yielded.
-The weather had been bad even when they left Pau, but as they had made
-their way northwards it had become worse and still worse. As they left
-Tours Mr. Brown, in a hoarse whisper, had declared his conviction that
-the journey would kill him. Mrs. Brown, however, had unfortunately
-noticed half an hour before that he had scolded the waiter on the score
-of an overcharged franc or two with a loud and clear voice. Had she
-really believed that there was danger, or even suffering, she would have
-yielded;--but no woman is satisfied in such a matter to be taken in by
-false pretences. She observed that he ate a good dinner on his way to
-Paris, and that he took a small glass of cognac with complete
-relish,--which a man really suffering from bronchitis surely would not
-do. So she persevered, and brought him into Paris, late in the evening,
-in the midst of all that slush and snow. Then, as they sat down to
-supper, she thought that he did speak hoarsely, and her loving feminine
-heart began to misgive her.
-
-But this now was at any rate clear to her,--that he could not be worse
-off by going on to London than he would be should he remain in Paris. If
-a man is to be ill he had better be ill in the bosom of his family than
-at an hotel. What comfort could he have, what relief, in that huge
-barrack? As for the cruelty of the weather, London could not be worse
-than Paris, and then she thought she had heard that sea air is good for
-a sore throat. In that bedroom which had been allotted to them au
-quatrième, they could not even get a decent fire. It would in every way
-be wrong now to forego the great Christmas gathering when nothing could
-be gained by staying in Paris.
-
-She had perceived that as her husband became really ill he became also
-more tractable and less disputatious. Immediately after that little
-glass of cognac he had declared that he would be---- if he would go
-beyond Paris, and she began to fear that, after all, everything would
-have been done in vain. But as they went down to supper between ten and
-eleven he was more subdued, and merely remarked that this journey would,
-he was sure, be the death of him. It was half-past eleven when they got
-back to their bedroom, and then he seemed to speak with good sense,--and
-also with much real apprehension. “If I can’t get something to relieve
-me I know I shall never make my way on,” he said. It was intended that
-they should leave the hotel at half-past five the next morning, so as to
-arrive at Stratford, travelling by the tidal train, at half-past seven
-on Christmas Eve. The early hour, the long journey, the infamous
-weather, the prospect of that horrid gulf between Boulogne and
-Folkestone, would have been as nothing to Mrs. Brown, had it not been
-for that settled look of anguish which had now pervaded her husband’s
-face. “If you don’t find something to relieve me I shall never live
-through it,” he said again, sinking back into the questionable comfort
-of a Parisian hotel arm-chair.
-
-“But, my dear, what can I do?” she asked, almost in tears, standing
-over him and caressing him. He was a thin, genteel-looking man, with a
-fine long, soft brown beard, a little bald at the top of the head, but
-certainly a genteel-looking man. She loved him dearly, and in her softer
-moods was apt to spoil him with her caresses. “What can I do, my dearie?
-You know I would do anything if I could. Get into bed, my pet, and be
-warm, and then to-morrow morning you will be all right.” At this moment
-he was preparing himself for his bed, and she was assisting him. Then
-she tied a piece of flannel round his throat, and kissed him, and put
-him in beneath the bed-clothes.
-
-“I’ll tell you what you can do,” he said very hoarsely. His voice was so
-bad now that she could hardly hear him. So she crept close to him, and
-bent over him. She would do anything if he would only say what. Then he
-told her what was his plan. Down in the salon he had seen a large jar of
-mustard standing on a sideboard. As he left the room he had observed
-that this had not been withdrawn with the other appurtenances of the
-meal. If she could manage to find her way down there, taking with her a
-handkerchief folded for the purpose, and if she could then appropriate a
-part of the contents of that jar, and, returning with her prize, apply
-it to his throat, he thought that he could get some relief, so that he
-might be able to leave his bed the next morning at five. “But I am
-afraid it will be very disagreeable for you to go down all alone at this
-time of night,” he croaked out in a piteous whisper.
-
-“Of course I’ll go,” said she. “I don’t mind going in the least. Nobody
-will bite me,” and she at once began to fold a clean handkerchief. “I
-won’t be two minutes, my darling, and if there is a grain of mustard in
-the house I’ll have it on your chest immediately.” She was a woman not
-easily cowed, and the journey down into the salon was nothing to her.
-Before she went she tucked the clothes carefully up to his ears, and
-then she started.
-
-To run along the first corridor till she came to a flight of stairs was
-easy enough, and easy enough to descend them. Then there was another
-corridor, and another flight, and a third corridor, and a third flight,
-and she began to think that she was wrong. She found herself in a part
-of the hotel which she had not hitherto visited, and soon discovered by
-looking through an open door or two that she had found her way among a
-set of private sitting-rooms which she had not seen before. Then she
-tried to make her way back, up the same stairs and through the same
-passages, so that she might start again. She was beginning to think that
-she had lost herself altogether, and that she would be able to find
-neither the salon nor her bedroom, when she happily met the
-night-porter. She was dressed in a loose white dressing-gown, with a
-white net over her loose hair, and with white worsted slippers. I ought
-perhaps to have described her personal appearance sooner. She was a
-large woman, with a commanding bust, thought by some to be handsome,
-after the manner of Juno. But with strangers there was a certain
-severity of manner about her,--a fortification, as it were, of her
-virtue against all possible attacks,--a declared determination to
-maintain, at all points, the beautiful character of a British matron,
-which, much as it had been appreciated at Thompson Hall, had met with
-some ill-natured criticism among French men and women. At Pau she had
-been called La Fière Anglaise. The name had reached her own ears and
-those of her husband. He had been much annoyed, but she had taken it in
-good part,--had, indeed, been somewhat proud of the title,--and had
-endeavoured to live up to it. With her husband she could, on occasion,
-be soft, but she was of opinion that with other men a British matron
-should be stern. She was now greatly in want of assistance; but,
-nevertheless, when she met the porter she remembered her character. “I
-have lost my way wandering through these horrid passages,” she said, in
-her severest tone. This was in answer to some question from him,--some
-question to which her reply was given very slowly. Then when he asked
-where Madame wished to go, she paused, again thinking what destination
-she would announce. No doubt the man could take her back to her bedroom,
-but if so, the mustard must be renounced, and with the mustard, as she
-now feared, all hope of reaching Thompson Hall on Christmas Eve. But
-she, though she was in many respects a brave woman, did not dare to tell
-the man that she was prowling about the hotel in order that she might
-make a midnight raid upon the mustard pot. She paused, therefore, for a
-moment, that she might collect her thoughts, erecting her head as she
-did so in her best Juno fashion, till the porter was lost in admiration.
-Thus she gained time to fabricate a tale. She had, she said, dropped her
-handkerchief under the supper-table; would he show her the way to the
-salon, in order that she might pick it up? But the porter did more than
-that, and accompanied her to the room in which she had supped.
-
-Here, of course, there was a prolonged, and, it need hardly be said, a
-vain search. The good-natured man insisted on emptying an enormous
-receptacle of soiled table-napkins, and on turning them over one by one,
-in order that the lady’s property might be found. The lady stood by
-unhappy, but still patient, and, as the man was stooping to his work,
-her eye was on the mustard pot. There it was, capable of containing
-enough to blister the throats of a score of sufferers. She edged off a
-little towards it while the man was busy, trying to persuade herself
-that he would surely forgive her if she took the mustard, and told him
-her whole story. But the descent from her Juno bearing would have been
-so great! She must have owned, not only to the quest for mustard, but
-also to a fib,--and she could not do it. The porter was at last of
-opinion that Madame must have made a mistake, and Madame acknowledged
-that she was afraid it was so.
-
-With a longing, lingering eye, with an eye turned back, oh! so sadly, to
-the great jar, she left the room, the porter leading the way. She
-assured him that she could find it by herself, but he would not leave
-her till he had put her on to the proper passage. The journey seemed to
-be longer now even than before, but as she ascended the many stairs she
-swore to herself that she would not even yet be baulked of her object.
-Should her husband want comfort for his poor throat, and the comfort be
-there within her reach, and he not have it? She counted every stair as
-she went up, and marked every turn well. She was sure now that she would
-know the way, and that she could return to the room without fault. She
-would go back to the salon. Even though the man should encounter her
-again, she would go boldly forward and seize the remedy which her poor
-husband so grievously required.
-
-“Ah, yes,” she said, when the porter told her that her room, No. 333,
-was in the corridor which they had then reached, “I know it all now. I
-am so much obliged. Do not come a step further.” He was anxious to
-accompany her up to the very door, but she stood in the passage and
-prevailed. He lingered awhile--naturally. Unluckily she had brought no
-money with her, and could not give him the two-franc piece which he had
-earned. Nor could she fetch it from her room, feeling that were she to
-return to her husband without the mustard no second attempt would be
-possible. The disappointed man turned on his heel at last, and made his
-way down the stairs and along the passage. It seemed to her to be almost
-an eternity while she listened to his still audible footsteps. She had
-gone on, creeping noiselessly up to the very door of her room, and there
-she stood, shading the candle in her hand, till she thought that the
-man must have wandered away into some furthest corner of that endless
-building. Then she turned once more and retraced her steps.
-
-There was no difficulty now as to the way. She knew it, every stair. At
-the head of each flight she stood and listened, but not a sound was to
-be heard, and then she went on again. Her heart beat high with anxious
-desire to achieve her object, and at the same time with fear. What might
-have been explained so easily at first would now be as difficult of
-explanation. At last she was in the great public vestibule, which she
-was now visiting for the third time, and of which, at her last visit,
-she had taken the bearings accurately. The door was there--closed,
-indeed, but it opened easily to the hand. In the hall, and on the
-stairs, and along the passages, there had been gas, but here there was
-no light beyond that given by the little taper which she carried. When
-accompanied by the porter she had not feared the darkness, but now there
-was something in the obscurity which made her dread to walk the length
-of the room up to the mustard jar. She paused, and listened, and
-trembled. Then she thought of the glories of Thompson Hall, of the
-genial warmth of a British Christmas, of that proud legislator who was
-her first cousin, and with a rush she made good the distance, and laid
-her hand upon the copious delf. She looked round, but there was no one
-there; no sound was heard; not the distant creak of a shoe, not a rattle
-from one of those thousand doors. As she paused with her fair hand upon
-the top of the jar, while the other held the white cloth on which the
-medicinal compound was to be placed, she looked like Lady Macbeth as she
-listened at Duncan’s chamber door.
-
-There was no doubt as to the sufficiency of the contents. The jar was
-full nearly up to the lips. The mixture was, no doubt, very different
-from that good wholesome English mustard which your cook makes fresh for
-you, with a little water, in two minutes. It was impregnated with a sour
-odour, and was, to English eyes, unwholesome of colour. But still it was
-mustard. She seized the horn spoon, and without further delay spread an
-ample sufficiency on the folded square of the handkerchief. Then she
-commenced to hurry her return.
-
-But still there was a difficulty, no thought of which had occurred to
-her before. The candle occupied one hand, so that she had but the other
-for the sustenance of her treasure. Had she brought a plate or saucer
-from the salon, it would have been all well. As it was she was obliged
-to keep her eye intent on her right hand, and to proceed very slowly on
-her return journey. She was surprised to find what an aptitude the thing
-had to slip from her grasp. But still she progressed slowly, and was
-careful not to miss a turning. At last she was safe at her chamber door.
-There it was, No. 333.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-MRS. BROWN’S FAILURE.
-
-
-With her eye still fixed upon her burden, she glanced up at the number
-of the door--333. She had been determined all through not to forget
-that. Then she turned the latch and crept in. The chamber also was dark
-after the gaslight on the stairs, but that was so much the better. She
-herself had put out the two candles on the dressing-table before she had
-left her husband. As she was closing the door behind her she paused, and
-could hear that he was sleeping. She was well aware that she had been
-long absent,--quite long enough for a man to fall into slumber who was
-given that way. She must have been gone, she thought, fully an hour.
-There had been no end to that turning over of napkins which she had so
-well known to be altogether vain. She paused at the centre table of the
-room, still looking at the mustard, which she now delicately dried from
-off her hand. She had had no idea that it would have been so difficult
-to carry so light and so small an affair. But there it was, and nothing
-had been lost. She took some small instrument from the washing-stand,
-and with the handle collected the flowing fragments into the centre.
-Then the question occurred to her whether, as her husband was sleeping
-so sweetly, it would be well to disturb him. She listened again, and
-felt that the slight murmur of a snore with which her ears were regaled
-was altogether free from any real malady in the throat. Then it occurred
-to her, that after all, fatigue perhaps had only made him cross. She
-bethought herself how, during the whole journey, she had failed to
-believe in his illness. What meals he had eaten! How thoroughly he had
-been able to enjoy his full complement of cigars! And then that glass of
-brandy, against which she had raised her voice slightly in feminine
-opposition. And now he was sleeping there like an infant, with full,
-round, perfected, almost sonorous workings of the throat. Who does not
-know that sound, almost of two rusty bits of iron scratching against
-each other, which comes from a suffering windpipe? There was no
-semblance of that here. Why disturb him when he was so thoroughly
-enjoying that rest which, more certainly than anything else, would fit
-him for the fatigue of the morrow’s journey?
-
-I think that, after all her labour, she would have left the pungent
-cataplasm on the table, and have crept gently into bed beside him, had
-not a thought suddenly struck her of the great injury he had been doing
-her if he were not really ill. To send her down there, in a strange
-hotel, wandering among the passages, in the middle of the night, subject
-to the contumely of anyone who might meet her, on a commission which, if
-it were not sanctified by absolute necessity, would be so thoroughly
-objectionable! At this moment she hardly did believe that he had ever
-really been ill. Let him have the cataplasm; if not as a remedy, then
-as a punishment. It could, at any rate, do him no harm. It was with an
-idea of avenging rather than of justifying the past labours of the night
-that she proceeded at once to quick action.
-
-Leaving the candle on the table so that she might steady her right hand
-with the left, she hurried stealthily to the bedside. Even though he was
-behaving badly to her, she would not cause him discomfort by waking him
-roughly. She would do a wife’s duty to him as a British matron should.
-She would not only put the warm mixture on his neck, but would sit
-carefully by him for twenty minutes, so that she might relieve him from
-it when the proper period should have come for removing the counter
-irritation from his throat. There would doubtless be some little
-difficulty in this,--in collecting the mustard after it had served her
-purpose. Had she been at home, surrounded by her own comforts, the
-application would have been made with some delicate linen bag, through
-which the pungency of the spice would have penetrated with strength
-sufficient for the purpose. But the circumstance of the occasion had not
-admitted this. She had, she felt, done wonders in achieving so much
-success as this which she had obtained. If there should be anything
-disagreeable in the operation he must submit to it. He had asked for
-mustard for his throat, and mustard he should have.
-
-As these thoughts passed quickly through her mind, leaning over him in
-the dark, with her eye fixed on the mixture lest it should slip, she
-gently raised his flowing beard with her left hand, and with her other
-inverted rapidly, steadily but very softly fixed the handkerchief on his
-throat. From the bottom of his chin to the spot at which the collar
-bones meeting together form the orifice of the chest it covered the
-whole noble expanse. There was barely time for a glance, but never had
-she been more conscious of the grand proportions of that manly throat. A
-sweet feeling of pity came upon her, causing her to determine to relieve
-his sufferings in the shorter space of fifteen minutes. He had been
-lying on his back, with his lips apart, and, as she held back his beard,
-that and her hand nearly covered the features of his face. But he made
-no violent effort to free himself from the encounter. He did not even
-move an arm or a leg. He simply emitted a snore louder than any that had
-come before. She was aware that it was not his wont to be so loud--that
-there was generally something more delicate and perhaps more querulous
-in his nocturnal voice, but then the present circumstances were
-exceptional. She dropped the beard very softly--and there on the pillow
-before her lay the face of a stranger. She had put the mustard plaster
-on the wrong man.
-
-Not Priam wakened in the dead of night, not Dido when first she learned
-that Æneas had fled, not Othello when he learned that Desdemona had been
-chaste, not Medea when she became conscious of her slaughtered children,
-could have been more struck with horror than was this British matron as
-she stood for a moment gazing with awe on that stranger’s bed. One
-vain, half-completed, snatching grasp she made at the handkerchief, and
-then drew back her hand. If she were to touch him would he not wake at
-once, and find her standing there in his bedroom? And then how could she
-explain it? By what words could she so quickly make him know the
-circumstances of that strange occurrence that he should accept it all
-before he had said a word that might offend her? For a moment she stood
-all but paralyzed after that faint ineffectual movement of her arm. Then
-he stirred his head uneasily on the pillow, opened wider his lips, and
-twice in rapid succession snored louder than before. She started back a
-couple of paces, and with her body placed between him and the candle,
-with her face averted, but with her hand still resting on the foot of
-the bed, she endeavoured to think what duty required of her.
-
-She had injured the man. Though she had done it most unwittingly, there
-could be no doubt but that she had injured him. If for a moment she
-could be brave, the injury might in truth be little; but how disastrous
-might be the consequences if she were now in her cowardice to leave him,
-who could tell? Applied for fifteen to twenty minutes a mustard plaster
-may be the salvation of a throat ill at ease, but if left there
-throughout the night upon the neck of a strong man, ailing nothing, only
-too prone in his strength to slumber soundly, how sad, how painful, for
-aught she knew how dangerous might be the effects! And surely it was an
-error which any man with a heart in his bosom would pardon! Judging from
-what little she had seen of him she thought that he must have a heart
-in his bosom. Was it not her duty to wake him, and then quietly to
-extricate him from the embarrassment which she had brought upon him?
-
-But in doing this what words should she use? How should she wake him?
-How should she make him understand her goodness, her beneficence, her
-sense of duty, before he should have jumped from the bed and rushed to
-the bell, and have summoned all above and all below to the rescue? “Sir,
-sir, do not move, do not stir, do not scream. I have put a mustard
-plaster on your throat, thinking that you were my husband. As yet no
-harm has been done. Let me take it off, and then hold your peace for
-ever.” Where is the man of such native constancy and grace of spirit
-that, at the first moment of waking with a shock, he could hear these
-words from the mouth of an unknown woman by his bedside, and at once
-obey them to the letter? Would he not surely jump from his bed, with
-that horrid compound falling about him,--from which there could be no
-complete relief unless he would keep his present attitude without a
-motion? The picture which presented itself to her mind as to his
-probable conduct was so terrible that she found herself unable to incur
-the risk.
-
-Then an idea presented itself to her mind. We all know how in a moment
-quick thoughts will course through the subtle brain. She would find that
-porter and send him to explain it all. There should be no concealment
-now. She would tell the story and would bid him to find the necessary
-aid. Alas! as she told herself that she would do so, she knew well that
-she was only running from the danger which it was her duty to encounter.
-Once again she put out her hand as though to return along the bed. Then
-thrice he snorted louder than before, and moved up his knee uneasily
-beneath the clothes as though the sharpness of the mustard were already
-working upon his skin. She watched him for a moment longer, and then,
-with the candle in her hand, she fled.
-
-Poor human nature! Had he been an old man, even a middle-aged man, she
-would not have left him to his unmerited sufferings. As it was, though
-she completely recognised her duty, and knew what justice and goodness
-demanded of her, she could not do it. But there was still left to her
-that plan of sending the night-porter to him. It was not till she was
-out of the room and had gently closed the door behind her, that she
-began to bethink herself how she had made the mistake. With a glance of
-her eye she looked up, and then saw the number on the door: 353.
-Remarking to herself, with a Briton’s natural criticism on things
-French, that those horrid foreigners do not know how to make their
-figures, she scudded rather than ran along the corridor, and then down
-some stairs and along another passage,--so that she might not be found
-in the neighbourhood should the poor man in his agony rush rapidly from
-his bed.
-
-In the confusion of her first escape she hardly ventured to look for her
-own passage,--nor did she in the least know how she had lost her way
-when she came upstairs with the mustard in her hand. But at the present
-moment her chief object was the night-porter. She went on descending
-till she came again to that vestibule, and looking up at the clock saw
-that it was now past one. It was not yet midnight when she left her
-husband, but she was not at all astonished at the lapse of time. It
-seemed to her as though she had passed a night among these miseries.
-And, oh, what a night! But there was yet much to be done. She must find
-that porter, and then return to her own suffering husband. Ah,--what now
-should she say to him? If he should really be ill, how should she
-assuage him? And yet how more than ever necessary was it that they
-should leave that hotel early in the morning,--that they should leave
-Paris by the very earliest and quickest train that would take them as
-fugitives from their present dangers! The door of the salon was open,
-but she had no courage to go in search of a second supply. She would
-have lacked strength to carry it up the stairs. Where now, oh, where,
-was that man? From the vestibule she made her way into the hall, but
-everything seemed to be deserted. Through the glass she could see a
-light in the court beyond, but she could not bring herself to endeavour
-even to open the hall doors.
-
-And now she was very cold,--chilled to her very bones. All this had been
-done at Christmas, and during such severity of weather as had never
-before been experienced by living Parisians. A feeling of great pity for
-herself gradually came upon her. What wrong had she done that she
-should be so grievously punished? Why should she be driven to wander
-about in this way till her limbs were failing her? And then, so
-absolutely important as it was that her strength should support her in
-the morning! The man would not die even though he were left there
-without aid, to rid himself of the cataplasm as best he might. Was it
-absolutely necessary that she should disgrace herself?
-
-But she could not even procure the means of disgracing herself, if that
-telling her story to the night-porter would have been a disgrace. She
-did not find him, and at last resolved to make her way back to her own
-room without further quest. She began to think that she had done all
-that she could do. No man was ever killed by a mustard plaster on his
-throat. His discomfort at the worst would not be worse than hers had
-been--or too probably than that of her poor husband. So she went back up
-the stairs and along the passages, and made her way on this occasion to
-the door of her room without any difficulty. The way was so well known
-to her that she could not but wonder that she had failed before. But now
-her hands had been empty, and her eyes had been at her full command. She
-looked up, and there was the number, very manifest on this
-occasion,--333. She opened the door most gently, thinking that her
-husband might be sleeping as soundly as that other man had slept, and
-she crept into the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-MRS. BROWN ATTEMPTS TO ESCAPE.
-
-
-But her husband was not sleeping. He was not even in bed, as she had
-left him. She found him sitting there before the fire-place, on which
-one half-burned log still retained a spark of what had once pretended to
-be a fire. Nothing more wretched than his appearance could be imagined.
-There was a single lighted candle on the table, on which he was leaning
-with his two elbows, while his head rested between his hands. He had on
-a dressing-gown over his night-shirt, but otherwise was not clothed. He
-shivered audibly, or rather shook himself with the cold, and made the
-table to chatter as she entered the room. Then he groaned, and let his
-head fall from his hands on to the table. It occurred to her at the
-moment as she recognised the tone of his querulous voice, and as she saw
-the form of his neck, that she must have been deaf and blind when she
-had mistaken that stalwart stranger for her husband. “Oh, my dear,” she
-said, “why are you not in bed?” He answered nothing in words, but only
-groaned again. “Why did you get up? I left you warm and comfortable.”
-
-“Where have you been all night?” he half whispered, half croaked, with
-an agonising effort.
-
-“I have been looking for the mustard.”
-
-“Have been looking all night and haven’t found it? Where have you
-been?”
-
-She refused to speak a word to him till she had got him into bed, and
-then she told her story! But, alas, that which she told was not the true
-story! As she was persuading him to go back to his rest, and while she
-arranged the clothes again around him, she with difficulty made up her
-mind as to what she would do and what she would say. Living or dying he
-must be made to start for Thompson Hall at half-past five on the next
-morning. It was no longer a question of the amenities of Christmas, no
-longer a mere desire to satisfy the family ambition of her own people,
-no longer an anxiety to see her new brother-in-law. She was conscious
-that there was in that house one whom she had deeply injured, and from
-whose vengeance, even from whose aspect, she must fly. How could she
-endure to see that face which she was so well sure that she would
-recognise, or to hear the slightest sound of that voice which would be
-quite familiar to her ears, though it had never spoken a word in her
-hearing? She must certainly fly on the wings of the earliest train which
-would carry her towards the old house; but in order that she might do so
-she must propitiate her husband.
-
-So she told her story. She had gone forth, as he had bade her, in search
-of the mustard, and then had suddenly lost her way. Up and down the
-house she had wandered, perhaps nearly a dozen times. “Had she met no
-one?” he asked in that raspy, husky whisper. “Surely there must have
-been some one about the hotel! Nor was it possible that she could have
-been roaming about all those hours.” “Only one hour, my dear,” she
-said. Then there was a question about the duration of time, in which
-both of them waxed angry, and as she became angry her husband waxed
-stronger, and as he became violent beneath the clothes the comfortable
-idea returned to her that he was not perhaps so ill as he would seem to
-be. She found herself driven to tell him something about the porter,
-having to account for that lapse of time by explaining how she had
-driven the poor man to search for the handkerchief which she had never
-lost.
-
-“Why did you not tell him you wanted the mustard?”
-
-“My dear!”
-
-“Why not? There is nothing to be ashamed of in wanting mustard.”
-
-“At one o’clock in the morning! I couldn’t do it. To tell you the truth,
-he wasn’t very civil, and I thought that he was,--perhaps a little
-tipsy. Now, my dear, do go to sleep.”
-
-“Why didn’t you get the mustard?”
-
-“There was none there,--nowhere at all about the room. I went down again
-and searched everywhere. That’s what took me so long. They always lock
-up those kind of things at these French hotels. They are too
-close-fisted to leave anything out. When you first spoke of it I knew
-that it would be gone when I got there. Now, my dear, do go to sleep,
-because we positively must start in the morning.”
-
-“That is impossible,” said he, jumping up in bed.
-
-“We must go, my dear. I say that we must go. After all that has passed
-I wouldn’t not be with Uncle John and my cousin Robert to-morrow evening
-for more,--more,--more than I would venture to say.”
-
-“Bother!” he exclaimed.
-
-“It’s all very well for you to say that, Charles, but you don’t know. I
-say that we must go to-morrow, and we will.”
-
-“I do believe you want to kill me, Mary.”
-
-“That is very cruel, Charles, and most false, and most unjust. As for
-making you ill, nothing could be so bad for you as this wretched place,
-where nobody can get warm either day or night. If anything will cure
-your throat for you at once it will be the sea air. And only think how
-much more comfortable they can make you at Thompson Hall than anywhere
-in this country. I have so set my heart upon it, Charles, that I will do
-it. If we are not there to-morrow night Uncle John won’t consider us as
-belonging to the family.”
-
-“I don’t believe a word of it.”
-
-“Jane told me so in her letter. I wouldn’t let you know before because I
-thought it so unjust. But that has been the reason why I’ve been so
-earnest about it all through.”
-
-It was a thousand pities that so good a woman should have been driven by
-the sad stress of circumstances to tell so many fibs. One after another
-she was compelled to invent them, that there might be a way open to her
-of escaping the horrors of a prolonged sojourn in that hotel. At length,
-after much grumbling, he became silent, and she trusted that he was
-sleeping. He had not as yet said that he would start at the required
-hour in the morning, but she was perfectly determined in her own mind
-that he should be made to do so. As he lay there motionless, and as she
-wandered about the room pretending to pack her things, she more than
-once almost resolved that she would tell him everything. Surely then he
-would be ready to make any effort. But there came upon her an idea that
-he might perhaps fail to see all the circumstances, and that, so
-failing, he would insist on remaining that he might tender some apology
-to the injured gentleman. An apology might have been very well had she
-not left him there in his misery--but what apology would be possible
-now? She would have to see him and speak to him, and everyone in the
-hotel would know every detail of the story. Everyone in France would
-know that it was she who had gone to the strange man’s bedside, and put
-the mustard plaster on the strange man’s throat in the dead of night!
-She could not tell the story even to her husband, lest even her husband
-should betray her.
-
-Her own sufferings at the present moment were not light. In her
-perturbation of mind she had foolishly resolved that she would not
-herself go to bed. The tragedy of the night had seemed to her too deep
-for personal comfort. And then how would it be were she to sleep, and
-have no one to call her? It was imperative that she should have all her
-powers ready for thoroughly arousing him. It occurred to her that the
-servant of the hotel would certainly run her too short of time. She had
-to work for herself and for him too, and therefore she would not sleep.
-But she was very cold, and she put on first a shawl over her
-dressing-gown and then a cloak. She could not consume all the remaining
-hours of the night in packing one bag and one portmanteau, so that at
-last she sat down on the narrow red cotton velvet sofa, and, looking at
-her watch, perceived that as yet it was not much past two o’clock. How
-was she to get through those other three long, tedious, chilly hours?
-
-Then there came a voice from the bed--“Ain’t you coming?”
-
-“I hoped you were asleep, my dear.”
-
-“I haven’t been asleep at all. You’d better come, if you don’t mean to
-make yourself as ill as I am.”
-
-“You are not so very bad, are you, darling?”
-
-“I don’t know what you call bad. I never felt my throat so choked in my
-life before!” Still as she listened she thought that she remembered his
-throat to have been more choked. If the husband of her bosom could play
-with her feelings and deceive her on such an occasion as this,--then,
-then,--then she thought that she would rather not have any husband of
-her bosom at all. But she did creep into bed, and lay down beside him
-without saying another word.
-
-Of course she slept, but her sleep was not the sleep of the blest. At
-every striking of the clock in the quadrangle she would start up in
-alarm, fearing that she had let the time go by. Though the night was so
-short it was very long to her. But he slept like an infant. She could
-hear from his breathing that he was not quite so well as she could wish
-him to be, but still he was resting in beautiful tranquillity. Not once
-did he move when she started up, as she did so frequently. Orders had
-been given and repeated over and over again that they should be called
-at five. The man in the office had almost been angry as he assured Mrs.
-Brown for the fourth time that Monsieur and Madame would most assuredly
-be wakened at the appointed time. But still she would trust to no one,
-and was up and about the room before the clock had struck half-past
-four.
-
-In her heart of hearts she was very tender towards her husband. Now, in
-order that he might feel a gleam of warmth while he was dressing
-himself, she collected together the fragments of half-burned wood, and
-endeavoured to make a little fire. Then she took out from her bag a
-small pot, and a patent lamp, and some chocolate, and prepared for him a
-warm drink, so that he might have it instantly as he was awakened. She
-would do anything for him in the way of ministering to his
-comfort,--only he must go! Yes, he certainly must go!
-
-And then she wondered how that strange man was bearing himself at the
-present moment. She would fain have ministered to him too had it been
-possible; but ah!--it was so impossible! Probably before this he would
-have been aroused from his troubled slumbers. But then--how aroused? At
-what time in the night would the burning heat upon his chest have
-awakened him to a sense of torture which must have been so altogether
-incomprehensible to him? Her strong imagination showed to her a clear
-picture of the scene,--clear, though it must have been done in the dark.
-How he must have tossed and hurled himself under the clothes; how those
-strong knees must have worked themselves up and down before the potent
-god of sleep would allow him to return to perfect consciousness; how his
-fingers, restrained by no reason, would have trampled over his feverish
-throat, scattering everywhere that unhappy poultice! Then when he should
-have sat up wide awake, but still in the dark--with her mind’s eye she
-saw it all--feeling that some fire as from the infernal regions had
-fallen upon him, but whence he would know not, how fiercely wild would
-be the working of his spirit! Ah, now she knew, now she felt, now she
-acknowledged how bound she had been to awaken him at the moment,
-whatever might have been the personal inconvenience to herself! In such
-a position what would he do--or rather what had he done? She could
-follow much of it in her own thoughts;--how he would scramble madly from
-his bed, and, with one hand still on his throat, would snatch hurriedly
-at the matches with the other. How the light would come, and how then he
-would rush to the mirror. Ah, what a sight he would behold! She could
-see it all to the last widespread daub.
-
-But she could not see, she could not tell herself, what in such a
-position a man would do;--at any rate, not what that man would do. Her
-husband, she thought, would tell his wife, and then the two of them,
-between them, would--put up with it. There are misfortunes which, if
-they be published, are simply aggravated by ridicule. But she remembered
-the features of the stranger as she had seen them at that instant in
-which she had dropped his beard, and she thought that there was a
-ferocity in them, a certain tenacity of self-importance, which would not
-permit their owner to endure such treatment in silence. Would he not
-storm and rage, and ring the bell, and call all Paris to witness his
-revenge?
-
-But the storming and the raging had not reached her yet, and now it
-wanted but a quarter to five. In three-quarters of an hour they would be
-in that demi-omnibus which they had ordered for themselves, and in half
-an hour after that they would be flying towards Thompson Hall. Then she
-allowed herself to think of the coming comforts,--of those comforts so
-sweet, if only they would come! That very day now present to her was the
-24th December, and on that very evening she would be sitting in
-Christmas joy among all her uncles and cousins, holding her new
-brother-in-law affectionately by the hand. Oh, what a change from
-Pandemonium to Paradise;--from that wretched room, from that miserable
-house in which there was such ample cause for fear, to all the domestic
-Christmas bliss of the home of the Thompsons! She resolved that she
-would not, at any rate, be deterred by any light opposition on the part
-of her husband. “It wants just a quarter to five,” she said, putting
-her hand steadily upon his shoulder, “and I’ll get a cup of chocolate
-for you, so that you may get up comfortably.”
-
-“I’ve been thinking about it,” he said, rubbing his eyes with the back
-of his hands. “It will be so much better to go over by the mail train
-to-night. We should be in time for Christmas just the same.”
-
-“That will not do at all,” she answered, energetically. “Come, Charles,
-after all the trouble do not disappoint me.”
-
-“It is such a horrid grind.”
-
-“Think what I have gone through,--what I have done for you! In twelve
-hours we shall be there, among them all. You won’t be so little like a
-man as not to go on now.” He threw himself back upon the bed, and tried
-to readjust the clothes round his neck. “No, Charles, no,” she
-continued; “not if I know it. Take your chocolate and get up. There is
-not a moment to be lost.” With that she laid her hand upon his shoulder,
-and made him clearly understand that he would not be allowed to take
-further rest in that bed.
-
-Grumbling, sulky, coughing continually, and declaring that life under
-such circumstances was not worth having, he did at last get up and dress
-himself. When once she knew that he was obeying her she became again
-tender to him, and certainly took much more than her own share of the
-trouble of the proceedings. Long before the time was up she was ready,
-and the porter had been summoned to take the luggage downstairs. When
-the man came she was rejoiced to see that it was not he whom she had
-met among the passages during her nocturnal rambles. He shouldered the
-box, and told them that they would find coffee and bread and butter in
-the small salle-à-manger below.
-
-“I told you that it would be so, when you would boil that stuff,” said
-the ungrateful man, who had nevertheless swallowed the hot chocolate
-when it was given to him.
-
-They followed their luggage down into the hall; but as she went, at
-every step, the lady looked around her. She dreaded the sight of that
-porter of the night; she feared lest some potential authority of the
-hotel should come to her and ask her some horrid question; but of all
-her fears her greatest fear was that there should arise before her an
-apparition of that face which she had seen recumbent on its pillow.
-
-As they passed the door of the great salon, Mr. Brown looked in. “Why,
-there it is still!” said he.
-
-“What?” said she, trembling in every limb.
-
-“The mustard-pot!”
-
-“They have put it in there since,” she exclaimed energetically, in her
-despair. “But never mind. The omnibus is here. Come away.” And she
-absolutely took him by the arm.
-
-But at that moment a door behind them opened, and Mrs. Brown heard
-herself called by her name. And there was the night-porter,--with a
-handkerchief in his hand. But the further doings of that morning must be
-told in a further chapter.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-MRS. BROWN DOES ESCAPE.
-
-
-It had been visible to Mrs. Brown from the first moment of her arrival
-on the ground floor that “something was the matter,” if we may be
-allowed to use such a phrase; and she felt all but convinced that this
-something had reference to her. She fancied that the people of the hotel
-were looking at her as she swallowed, or tried to swallow, her coffee.
-When her husband was paying the bill there was something disagreeable in
-the eye of the man who was taking the money. Her sufferings were very
-great, and no one sympathised with her. Her husband was quite at his
-ease, except that he was complaining of the cold. When she was anxious
-to get him out into the carriage, he still stood there leisurely,
-arranging shawl after shawl around his throat. “You can do that quite as
-well in an omnibus,” she had just said to him very crossly, when there
-appeared upon the scene through a side door that very night-porter whom
-she dreaded, with a soiled pocket-handkerchief in his hand.
-
-Even before the sound of her own name met her ears Mrs. Brown knew it
-all. She understood the full horror of her position from that man’s
-hostile face, and from the little article which he held in his hand. If
-during the watches of the night she had had money in her pocket, if she
-had made a friend of this greedy fellow by well-timed liberality, all
-might have been so different! But she reflected that she had allowed him
-to go unfee’d after all his trouble, and she knew that he was her enemy.
-It was the handkerchief that she feared. She thought that she might have
-brazened out anything but that. No one had seen her enter or leave that
-strange man’s room. No one had seen her dip her hands in that jar. She
-had, no doubt, been found wandering about the house while the slumberer
-had been made to suffer so strangely, and there might have been
-suspicion, and perhaps accusation. But she would have been ready with
-frequent protestations to deny all charges made against her, and, though
-no one might have believed her, no one could have convicted her. Here,
-however, was evidence against which she would be unable to stand for a
-moment. At the first glance she acknowledged the potency of that damning
-morsel of linen.
-
-During all the horrors of the night she had never given a thought to the
-handkerchief, and yet she ought to have known that the evidence it would
-bring against her was palpable and certain. Her name, “M. Brown,” was
-plainly written on the corner. What a fool she had been not to have
-thought of this! Had she but remembered the plain marking which she, as
-a careful, well-conducted British matron, had put upon all her clothes,
-she would at any hazard have recovered the article. Oh that she had
-waked the man, or bribed the porter, or even told her husband! But now
-she was, as it were, friendless, without support, without a word that
-she could say in her own defence, convicted of having committed this
-assault upon a strange man in his own bedroom, and then of having left
-him! The thing must be explained by the truth; but how to explain such
-truth, how to tell such story in a way to satisfy injured folk, and she
-with only barely time sufficient to catch the train! Then it occurred to
-her that they could have no legal right to stop her because the
-pocket-handkerchief had been found in a strange gentleman’s bedroom.
-“Yes, it is mine,” she said, turning to her husband, as the porter, with
-a loud voice, asked if she were not Madame Brown. “Take it, Charles, and
-come on.” Mr. Brown naturally stood still in astonishment. He did put
-out his hand, but the porter would not allow the evidence to pass so
-readily out of his custody.
-
-“What does it all mean?” asked Mr. Brown.
-
-“A gentleman has been--eh--eh--. Something has been done to a gentleman
-in his bedroom,” said the clerk.
-
-“Something done to a gentleman!” repeated Mr. Brown.
-
-“Something very bad indeed,” said the porter. “Look here,” and he showed
-the condition of the handkerchief.
-
-“Charles, we shall lose the train,” said the affrighted wife.
-
-“What the mischief does it all mean?” demanded the husband.
-
-“Did Madame go into the gentleman’s room?” asked the clerk. Then there
-was an awful silence, and all eyes were fixed upon the lady.
-
-“What does it all mean?” demanded the husband. “Did you go into
-anybody’s room?”
-
-“I did,” said Mrs. Brown with much dignity, looking round upon her
-enemies as a stag at bay will look upon the hounds which are attacking
-him. “Give me the handkerchief.” But the night-porter quickly put it
-behind his back. “Charles, we cannot allow ourselves to be delayed. You
-shall write a letter to the keeper of the hotel, explaining it all.”
-Then she essayed to swim out, through the front door, into the courtyard
-in which the vehicle was waiting for them. But three or four men and
-women interposed themselves, and even her husband did not seem quite
-ready to continue his journey. “To-night is Christmas Eve,” said Mrs.
-Brown, “and we shall not be at Thompson Hall! Think of my sister!”
-
-“Why did you go into the man’s bedroom, my dear?” whispered Mr. Brown in
-English.
-
-But the porter heard the whisper, and understood the language;--the
-porter who had not been “tipped.” “Ye’es;--vy?” asked the porter.
-
-“It was a mistake, Charles; there is not a moment to lose. I can explain
-it all to you in the carriage.” Then the clerk suggested that Madame had
-better postpone her journey a little. The gentleman upstairs had
-certainly been very badly treated, and had demanded to know why so great
-an outrage had been perpetrated. The clerk said that he did not wish to
-send for the police--here Mrs. Brown gasped terribly and threw herself
-on her husband’s shoulder,--but he did not think he could allow the
-party to go till the gentleman upstairs had received some satisfaction.
-It had now become clearly impossible that the journey could be made by
-the early train. Even Mrs. Brown gave it up herself, and demanded of her
-husband that she should be taken back to her own bedroom.
-
-“But what is to be said to the gentleman?” asked the porter.
-
-Of course it was impossible that Mrs. Brown should be made to tell her
-story there in the presence of them all. The clerk, when he found he had
-succeeded in preventing her from leaving the house, was satisfied with a
-promise from Mr. Brown that he would inquire from his wife what were
-these mysterious circumstances, and would then come down to the office
-and give some explanation. If it were necessary, he would see the
-strange gentleman,--whom he now ascertained to be a certain Mr. Jones
-returning from the east of Europe. He learned also that this Mr. Jones
-had been most anxious to travel by that very morning train which he and
-his wife had intended to use,--that Mr. Jones had been most particular
-in giving his orders accordingly, but that at the last moment he had
-declared himself to be unable even to dress himself, because of the
-injury which had been done him during the night. When Mr. Brown heard
-this from the clerk just before he was allowed to take his wife
-upstairs, while she was sitting on a sofa in a corner with her face
-hidden, a look of awful gloom came over his own countenance. What could
-it be that his wife had done to the man of so terrible a nature? “You
-had better come up with me,” he said to her with marital severity, and
-the poor cowed woman went with him tamely as might have done some
-patient Grizel. Not a word was spoken till they were in the room and the
-door was locked. “Now,” said he, “what does it all mean?”
-
-It was not till nearly two hours had passed that Mr. Brown came down the
-stairs very slowly,--turning it all over in his mind. He had now
-gradually heard the absolute and exact truth, and had very gradually
-learned to believe it. It was first necessary that he should understand
-that his wife had told him many fibs during the night; but as she
-constantly alleged to him when he complained of her conduct in this
-respect, they had all been told on his behalf. Had she not struggled to
-get the mustard for his comfort, and when she had secured the prize had
-she not hurried to put it on,--as she had fondly thought,--his throat?
-And though she had fibbed to him afterwards, had she not done so in
-order that he might not be troubled? “You are not angry with me because
-I was in that man’s room?” she asked, looking full into his eyes, but
-not quite without a sob. He paused a moment and then declared, with
-something of a true husband’s confidence in his tone, that he was not in
-the least angry with her on that account. Then she kissed him, and bade
-him remember that after all no one could really injure them. “What harm
-has been done, Charles? The gentleman won’t die because he has had a
-mustard plaster on his throat. The worst is about Uncle John and dear
-Jane. They do think so much of Christmas Eve at Thompson Hall!”
-
-Mr. Brown, when he again found himself in the clerk’s office, requested
-that his card might be taken up to Mr. Jones. Mr. Jones had sent down
-his own card, which was handed to Mr. Brown: “Mr. Barnaby Jones.” “And
-how was it all, sir?” asked the clerk, in a whisper--a whisper which had
-at the same time something of authoritative demand and something also of
-submissive respect. The clerk of course was anxious to know the mystery.
-It is hardly too much to say that everyone in that vast hotel was by
-this time anxious to have the mystery unravelled. But Mr. Brown would
-tell nothing to anyone. “It is merely a matter to be explained between
-me and Mr. Jones,” he said. The card was taken upstairs, and after
-awhile he was ushered into Mr. Jones’ room. It was, of course, that very
-353 with which the reader is already acquainted. There was a fire
-burning, and the remains of Mr. Jones’ breakfast were on the table. He
-was sitting in his dressing-gown and slippers, with his shirt open in
-the front, and a silk handkerchief very loosely covering his throat. Mr.
-Brown, as he entered the room, of course looked with considerable
-anxiety at the gentleman of whose condition he had heard so sad an
-account; but he could only observe some considerable stiffness of
-movement and demeanour as Mr. Jones turned his head round to greet him.
-
-“This has been a very disagreeable accident, Mr. Jones,” said the
-husband of the lady.
-
-“Accident! I don’t know how it could have been an accident. It has been
-a most--most--most--a most monstrous,--er,--er,--I must say,
-interference with a gentleman’s privacy, and personal comfort.”
-
-“Quite so, Mr. Jones, but,--on the part of the lady, who is my wife--”
-
-“So I understand. I myself am about to become a married man, and I can
-understand what your feelings must be. I wish to say as little as
-possible to harrow them.” Here Mr. Brown bowed. “But,--there’s the fact.
-She did do it.”
-
-“She thought it was--me!”
-
-“What!”
-
-“I give you my word as a gentleman, Mr. Jones. When she was putting that
-mess upon you she thought it was me! She did, indeed.”
-
-Mr. Jones looked at his new acquaintance and shook his head. He did not
-think it possible that any woman would make such a mistake as that.
-
-“I had a very bad sore throat,” continued Mr. Brown, “and indeed you may
-perceive it still,”--in saying this, he perhaps aggravated a little the
-sign of his distemper, “and I asked Mrs. Brown to go down and get
-one,--just what she put on you.”
-
-“I wish you’d had it,” said Mr. Jones, putting his hand up to his neck.
-
-“I wish I had,--for your sake as well as mine,--and for hers, poor
-woman. I don’t know when she will get over the shock.”
-
-“I don’t know when I shall. And it has stopped me on my journey. I was
-to have been to-night, this very night, this Christmas Eve, with the
-young lady I am engaged to marry. Of course I couldn’t travel. The
-extent of the injury done nobody can imagine at present.”
-
-“It has been just as bad to me, sir. We were to have been with our
-family this Christmas Eve. There were particular reasons,--most
-particular. We were only hindered from going by hearing of your
-condition.”
-
-“Why did she come into my room at all? I can’t understand that. A lady
-always knows her own room at an hotel.”
-
-“353--that’s yours; 333--that’s ours. Don’t you see how easy it was? She
-had lost her way, and she was a little afraid lest the thing should fall
-down.”
-
-“I wish it had, with all my heart.”
-
-“That’s how it was. Now I’m sure, Mr. Jones, you’ll take a lady’s
-apology. It was a most unfortunate mistake,--most unfortunate; but what
-more can be said?”
-
-Mr. Jones gave himself up to reflection for a few moments before he
-replied to this. He supposed that he was bound to believe the story as
-far as it went. At any rate, he did not know how he could say that he
-did not believe it. It seemed to him to be almost
-incredible,--especially incredible in regard to that personal mistake,
-for, except that they both had long beards and brown beards, Mr. Jones
-thought that there was no point of resemblance between himself and Mr.
-Brown. But still, even that, he felt, must be accepted. But then why had
-he been left, deserted, to undergo all those torments? “She found out
-her mistake at last, I suppose?”
-
-“Oh, yes.”
-
-“Why didn’t she wake a fellow and take it off again?”
-
-“Ah!”
-
-“She can’t have cared very much for a man’s comfort when she went away
-and left him like that.”
-
-“Ah! there was the difficulty, Mr. Jones.”
-
-“Difficulty! Who was it that had done it? To come to me, in my bedroom,
-in the middle of the night, and put that thing on me, and then leave it
-there and say nothing about it! It seems to me deuced like a practical
-joke.”
-
-“No, Mr. Jones!”
-
-“That’s the way I look at it,” said Mr. Jones, plucking up his courage.
-
-“There isn’t a woman in all England, or in all France, less likely to do
-such a thing than my wife. She’s as steady as a rock, Mr. Jones, and
-would no more go into another gentleman’s bedroom in joke than---- Oh
-dear no! You’re going to be a married man yourself.”
-
-“Unless all this makes a difference,” said Mr. Jones, almost in tears.
-“I had sworn that I would be with her this Christmas Eve.”
-
-“Oh, Mr. Jones, I cannot believe that will interfere with your
-happiness. How could you think that your wife, as is to be, would do
-such a thing as that in joke?”
-
-“She wouldn’t do it at all;--joke or anyway.”
-
-“How can you tell what accident might happen to anyone?”
-
-“She’d have wakened the man then afterwards. I’m sure she would. She
-would never have left him to suffer in that way. Her heart is too soft.
-Why didn’t she send you to wake me, and explain it all? That’s what my
-Jane would have done; and I should have gone and wakened him. But the
-whole thing is impossible,” he said, shaking his head as he remembered
-that he and his Jane were not in a condition as yet to undergo any such
-mutual trouble. At last Mr. Jones was brought to acknowledge that
-nothing more could be done. The lady had sent her apology, and told her
-story, and he must bear the trouble and inconvenience to which she had
-subjected him. He still, however, had his own opinion about her conduct
-generally, and could not be brought to give any sign of amity. He simply
-bowed when Mr. Brown was hoping to induce him to shake hands, and sent
-no word of pardon to the great offender.
-
-The matter, however, was so far concluded that there was no further
-question of police interference, nor any doubt but that the lady with
-her husband was to be allowed to leave Paris by the night train. The
-nature of the accident probably became known to all. Mr. Brown was
-interrogated by many, and though he professed to declare that he would
-answer no question, nevertheless he found it better to tell the clerk
-something of the truth than to allow the matter to be shrouded in
-mystery. It is to be feared that Mr. Jones, who did not once show
-himself through the day, but who employed the hours in endeavouring to
-assuage the injury done him, still lived in the convicsion that the lady
-had played a practical joke on him. But the subject of such a joke never
-talks about it, and Mr. Jones could not be induced to speak even by the
-friendly adherence of the night-porter.
-
-Mrs. Brown also clung to the seclusion of her own bedroom, never once
-stirring from it till the time came in which she was to be taken down to
-the omnibus. Upstairs she ate her meals, and upstairs she passed her
-time in packing and unpacking, and in requesting that telegrams might be
-sent repeatedly to Thompson Hall. In the course of the day two such
-telegrams were sent, in the latter of which the Thompson family were
-assured that the Browns would arrive, probably in time for breakfast on
-Christmas Day, certainly in time for church. She asked more than once
-tenderly after Mr. Jones’ welfare, but could obtain no information. “He
-was very cross, and that’s all I know about it,” said Mr. Brown. Then
-she made a remark as to the gentleman’s Christian name, which appeared
-on the card as “Barnaby.” “My sister’s husband’s name will be Burnaby,”
-she said. “And this man’s Christian name is Barnaby; that’s all the
-difference,” said her husband, with ill-timed jocularity.
-
-We all know how people under a cloud are apt to fail in asserting their
-personal dignity. On the former day a separate vehicle had been ordered
-by Mr. Brown to take himself and his wife to the station, but now, after
-his misfortunes, he contented himself with such provision as the people
-at the hotel might make for him. At the appointed hour he brought his
-wife down, thickly veiled. There were many strangers as she passed
-through the hall, ready to look at the lady who had done that wonderful
-thing in the dead of night, but none could see a feature of her face as
-she stepped across the hall, and was hurried into the omnibus. And there
-were many eyes also on Mr. Jones, who followed very quickly, for he
-also, in spite of his sufferings, was leaving Paris on the evening in
-order that he might be with his English friends on Christmas Day. He, as
-he went through the crowd, assumed an air of great dignity, to which,
-perhaps, something was added by his endeavours, as he walked, to save
-his poor throat from irritation. He, too, got into the same omnibus,
-stumbling over the feet of his enemy in the dark. At the station they
-got their tickets, one close after the other, and then were brought into
-each other’s presence in the waiting-room. I think it must be
-acknowledged that here Mr. Jones was conscious, not only of her
-presence, but of her consciousness of his presence, and that he assumed
-an attitude, as though he should have said, “Now do you think it
-possible for me to believe that you mistook me for your husband?” She
-was perfectly quiet, but sat through that quarter of an hour with her
-face continually veiled. Mr. Brown made some little overture of
-conversation to Mr. Jones, but Mr. Jones, though he did mutter some
-reply, showed plainly enough that he had no desire for further
-intercourse. Then came the accustomed stampede, the awful rush, the
-internecine struggle in which seats had to be found. Seats, I fancy, are
-regularly found, even by the most tardy, but it always appears that
-every British father and every British husband is actuated at these
-stormy moments by a conviction that unless he proves himself a very
-Hercules he and his daughters and his wife will be left desolate in
-Paris. Mr. Brown was quite Herculean, carrying two bags and a hat-box in
-his own hands, besides the cloaks, the coats, the rugs, the sticks, and
-the umbrellas. But when he had got himself and his wife well seated,
-with their faces to the engine, with a corner seat for her,--there was
-Mr. Jones immediately opposite to her. Mr. Jones, as soon as he
-perceived the inconvenience of his position, made a scramble for another
-place, but he was too late. In that contiguity the journey as far as
-Calais had to be made. She, poor woman, never once took up her veil.
-There he sat, without closing an eye, stiff as a ramrod, sometimes
-showing by little uneasy gestures that the trouble at his neck was still
-there, but never speaking a word, and hardly moving a limb.
-
-Crossing from Calais to Dover the lady was, of course, separated from
-her victim. The passage was very bad, and she more than once reminded
-her husband how well it would have been with them now had they pursued
-their journey as she had intended,--as though they had been detained in
-Paris by his fault! Mr. Jones, as he laid himself down on his back, gave
-himself up to wondering whether any man before him had ever been made
-subject to such absolute injustice. Now and again he put his hand up to
-his own beard, and began to doubt whether it could have been moved, as
-it must have been moved, without waking him. What if chloroform had been
-used? Many such suspicions crossed his mind during the misery of that
-passage.
-
-They were again together in the same railway carriage from Dover to
-London. They had now got used to the close neighbourhood, and knew how
-to endure each the presence of the other. But as yet Mr. Jones had never
-seen the lady’s face. He longed to know what were the features of the
-woman who had been so blind--if indeed that story were true. Or if it
-were not true, of what like was the woman who would dare in the middle
-of the night to play such a trick as that? But still she kept her veil
-close over her face.
-
-From Cannon Street the Browns took their departure in a cab for the
-Liverpool Street Station, whence they would be conveyed by the Eastern
-Counties Railway to Stratford. Now at any rate their troubles were over.
-They would be in ample time, not only for Christmas Day church, but for
-Christmas Day breakfast. “It will be just the same as getting in there
-last night,” said Mr. Brown, as he walked across the platform to place
-his wife in the carriage for Stratford. She entered it the first, and as
-she did so there she saw Mr. Jones seated in the corner! Hitherto she
-had borne his presence well, but now she could not restrain herself
-from a little start and a little scream. He bowed his head very
-slightly, as though acknowledging the compliment, and then down she
-dropped her veil. When they arrived at Stratford, the journey being over
-in a quarter of an hour, Jones was out of the carriage even before the
-Browns.
-
-“There is Uncle John’s carriage,” said Mrs. Brown, thinking that now, at
-any rate, she would be able to free herself from the presence of this
-terrible stranger. No doubt he was a handsome man to look at, but on no
-face so sternly hostile had she ever before fixed her eyes. She did not,
-perhaps, reflect that the owner of no other face had ever been so deeply
-injured by herself.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-MRS. BROWN AT THOMPSON HALL.
-
-
-“Please, sir, we were to ask for Mr. Jones,” said the servant, putting
-his head into the carriage after both Mr. and Mrs. Brown had seated
-themselves.
-
-“Mr. Jones!” exclaimed the husband.
-
-“Why ask for Mr. Jones?” demanded the wife. The servant was about to
-tender some explanation when Mr. Jones stepped up and said that he was
-Mr. Jones. “We are going to Thompson Hall,” said the lady with great
-vigour.
-
-“So am I,” said Mr. Jones, with much dignity. It was, however, arranged
-that he should sit with the coachman, as there was a rumble behind for
-the other servant. The luggage was put into a cart, and away all went
-for Thompson Hall.
-
-“What do you think about it, Mary?” whispered Mr. Brown, after a pause.
-He was evidently awe-struck by the horror of the occasion.
-
-“I cannot make it out at all. What do you think?”
-
-“I don’t know what to think. Jones going to Thompson Hall?”
-
-“He’s a very good-looking young man,” said Mrs. Brown.
-
-“Well;--that’s as people think. A stiff, stuck-up fellow, I should say.
-Up to this moment he has never forgiven you for what you did to him.”
-
-“Would you have forgiven his wife, Charles, if she’d done it to you?”
-
-“He hasn’t got a wife,--yet.”
-
-“How do you know?”
-
-“He is coming home now to be married,” said Mr. Brown. “He expects to
-meet the young lady this very Christmas Day. He told me so. That was one
-of the reasons why he was so angry at being stopped by what you did last
-night.”
-
-“I suppose he knows Uncle John, or he wouldn’t be going to the Hall,”
-said Mrs. Brown.
-
-“I can’t make it out,” said Mr. Brown, shaking his head.
-
-“He looks quite like a gentleman,” said Mrs. Brown, “though he has been
-so stiff. Jones! Barnaby Jones! You’re sure it was Barnaby?”
-
-“That was the name on the card.”
-
-“Not Burnaby?” asked Mrs. Brown.
-
-“It was Barnaby Jones on the card,--just the same as ‘Barnaby Rudge,’
-and as for looking like a gentleman, I’m by no means quite so sure. A
-gentleman takes an apology when it’s offered.”
-
-“Perhaps, my dear, that depends on the condition of his throat. If you
-had had a mustard plaster on all night, you might not have liked it. But
-here we are at Thompson Hall at last.”
-
-Thompson Hall was an old brick mansion, standing within a huge iron
-gate, with a gravel sweep before it. It had stood there before Stratford
-was a town, or even a suburb, and had then been known by the name of Bow
-Place. But it had been in the hands of the present family for the last
-thirty years, and was now known far and wide as Thompson Hall,--a
-comfortable, roomy, old-fashioned place, perhaps a little dark and dull
-to look at, but much more substantially built than most of our modern
-villas. Mrs. Brown jumped with alacrity from the carriage, and with a
-quick step entered the home of her forefathers. Her husband followed her
-more leisurely, but he, too, felt that he was at home at Thompson Hall.
-Then Mr. Jones walked in also;--but he looked as though he were not at
-all at home. It was still very early, and no one of the family was as
-yet down. In these circumstances it was almost necessary that something
-should be said to Mr. Jones.
-
-“Do you know Mr. Thompson?” asked Mr. Brown.
-
-“I never had the pleasure of seeing him,--as yet,” answered Mr. Jones,
-very stiffly.
-
-“Oh,--I didn’t know;--because you said you were coming here.”
-
-“And I have come here. Are you friends of Mr. Thompson?”
-
-“Oh, dear, yes,” said Mrs. Brown. “I was a Thompson myself before I
-married.”
-
-“Oh,--indeed!” said Mr. Jones. “How very odd,--very odd, indeed.”
-
-During this time the luggage was being brought into the house, and two
-old family servants were offering them assistance. Would the new comers
-like to go up to their bedrooms? Then the housekeeper, Mrs. Green,
-intimated with a wink that Miss Jane would, she was sure, be down quite
-immediately. The present moment, however, was still very unpleasant. The
-lady probably had made her guess as to the mystery; but the two
-gentlemen were still altogether in the dark. Mrs. Brown had no doubt
-declared her parentage, but Mr. Jones, with such a multitude of strange
-facts crowding on his mind, had been slow to understand her. Being
-somewhat suspicious by nature, he was beginning to think whether
-possibly the mustard had been put by this lady on his throat with some
-reference to his connexion with Thompson Hall. Could it be that she, for
-some reason of her own, had wished to prevent his coming, and had
-contrived this untoward stratagem out of her brain? or had she wished to
-make him ridiculous to the Thompson family,--to whom, as a family, he
-was at present unknown? It was becoming more and more improbable to him
-that the whole thing should have been an accident. When, after the first
-horrid torments of that morning in which he had in his agony invoked the
-assistance of the night-porter, he had begun to reflect on his
-situation, he had determined that it would be better that nothing
-further should be said about it. What would life be worth to him if he
-were to be known wherever he went as the man who had been
-mustard-plastered in the middle of the night by a strange lady? The
-worst of a practical joke is that the remembrance of the absurd
-condition sticks so long to the sufferer! At the hotel that
-night-porter, who had possessed himself of the handkerchief and had read
-the name, and had connected that name with the occupant of 333 whom he
-had found wandering about the house with some strange purpose, had not
-permitted the thing to sleep. The porter had pressed the matter home
-against the Browns, and had produced the interview which has been
-recorded. But during the whole of that day Mr. Jones had been resolving
-that he would never again either think of the Browns or speak of them. A
-great injury had been done to him,--a most outrageous injustice;--but it
-was a thing which had to be endured. A horrid woman had come across him
-like a nightmare. All he could do was to endeavour to forget the
-terrible visitation. Such had been his resolve,--in making which he had
-passed that long day in Paris. And now the Browns had stuck to him from
-the moment of his leaving his room! he had been forced to travel with
-them, but had travelled with them as a stranger. He had tried to comfort
-himself with the reflection that at every fresh stage he would shake
-them off. In one railway after another the vicinity had been bad,--but
-still they were strangers. Now he found himself in the same house with
-them,--where of course the story would be told. Had not the thing been
-done on purpose that the story might be told there at Thompson Hall?
-
-Mrs. Brown had acceded to the proposition of the housekeeper, and was
-about to be taken to her room when there was heard a sound of footsteps
-along the passage above and on the stairs, and a young lady came
-bounding on to the scene. “You have all of you come a quarter of an hour
-earlier than we thought possible,” said the young lady. “I did so mean
-to be up to receive you!” With that she passed her sister on the
-stairs,--for the young lady was Miss Jane Thompson, sister to our Mrs.
-Brown,--and hurried down into the hall. Here Mr. Brown, who had ever
-been on affectionate terms with his sister-in-law, put himself forward
-to receive her embraces; but she, apparently not noticing him in her
-ardour, rushed on and threw herself on to the breast of the other
-gentleman. “This is my Charles,” she said. “Oh, Charles, I thought you
-never would be here.”
-
-Mr. Charles Burnaby Jones, for such was his name since he had inherited
-the Jones property in Pembrokeshire, received into his arms the ardent
-girl of his heart with all that love and devotion to which she was
-entitled, but could not do so without some external shrinking from her
-embrace. “Oh, Charles, what is it?” she said.
-
-“Nothing, dearest--only--only--.” Then he looked piteously up into Mrs.
-Brown’s face, as though imploring her not to tell the story.
-
-“Perhaps, Jane, you had better introduce us,” said Mrs. Brown.
-
-“Introduce you! I thought you had been travelling together, and staying
-at the same hotel--and all that.”
-
-“So we have; but people may be in the same hotel without knowing each
-other. And we have travelled all the way home with Mr. Jones without in
-the least knowing who he was.”
-
-“How very odd! Do you mean you have never spoken?”
-
-“Not a word,” said Mrs. Brown.
-
-“I do so hope you’ll love each other,” said Jane.
-
-“It shan’t be my fault if we don’t,” said Mrs. Brown.
-
-“I’m sure it shan’t be mine,” said Mr. Brown, tendering his hand to the
-other gentleman. The various feelings of the moment were too much for
-Mr. Jones, and he could not respond quite as he should have done. But as
-he was taken upstairs to his room he determined that he would make the
-best of it.
-
-The owner of the house was old Uncle John. He was a bachelor, and with
-him lived various members of the family. There was the great Thompson of
-them all, Cousin Robert, who was now member of Parliament for the Essex
-Flats, and young John, as a certain enterprising Thompson of the age of
-forty was usually called, and then there was old Aunt Bess, and among
-other young branches there was Miss Jane Thompson, who was now engaged
-to marry Mr. Charles Burnaby Jones. As it happened, no other member of
-the family had as yet seen Mr. Burnaby Jones, and he, being by nature of
-a retiring disposition, felt himself to be ill at ease when he came into
-the breakfast parlour among all the Thompsons. He was known to be a
-gentleman of good family and ample means, and all the Thompsons had
-approved of the match, but during the first Christmas breakfast he did
-not seem to accept his condition jovially. His own Jane sat beside him,
-but then on the other side sat Mrs. Brown. She assumed an immediate
-intimacy,--as women know how to do on such occasions,--being determined
-from the very first to regard her sister’s husband as a brother; but he
-still feared her. She was still to him the woman who had come to him in
-the dead of night with that horrid mixture,--and had then left him.
-
-“It was so odd that both of you should have been detained on the very
-same day,” said Jane.
-
-“Yes, it was odd,” said Mrs. Brown, with a smile looking round upon her
-neighbour.
-
-“It was abominably bad weather you know,” said Brown.
-
-“But you were both so determined to come,” said the old gentleman. “When
-we got the two telegrams at the same moment, we were sure that there
-had been some agreement between you.”
-
-“Not exactly an agreement,” said Mrs. Brown; whereupon Mr. Jones looked
-as grim as death.
-
-“I’m sure there is something more than we understand yet,” said the
-Member of Parliament.
-
-Then they all went to church, as a united family ought to do on
-Christmas Day, and came home to a fine old English early dinner at three
-o’clock,--a sirloin of beef a foot-and-a-half broad, a turkey as big as
-an ostrich, a plum-pudding bigger than the turkey, and two or three
-dozen mince-pies. “That’s a very large bit of beef,” said Mr. Jones, who
-had not lived much in England latterly. “It won’t look so large,” said
-the old gentleman, “when all our friends downstairs have had their say
-to it.” “A plum-pudding on Christmas Day can’t be too big,” he said
-again, “if the cook will but take time enough over it. I never knew a
-bit go to waste yet.”
-
-By this time there had been some explanation as to past events between
-the two sisters. Mrs. Brown had indeed told Jane all about it, how ill
-her husband had been, how she had been forced to go down and look for
-the mustard, and then what she had done with the mustard. “I don’t think
-they are a bit alike you know, Mary, if you mean that,” said Jane.
-
-“Well, no; perhaps not quite alike. I only saw his beard, you know. No
-doubt it was stupid, but I did it.”
-
-“Why didn’t you take it off again?” asked the sister.
-
-“Oh, Jane, if you’d only think of it! Could you?” Then of course all
-that occurred was explained, how they had been stopped on their journey,
-how Brown had made the best apology in his power, and how Jones had
-travelled with them and had never spoken a word. The gentleman had only
-taken his new name a week since, but of course had had his new card
-printed immediately. “I’m sure I should have thought of it if they
-hadn’t made a mistake with the first name. Charles said it was like
-Barnaby Rudge.”
-
-“Not at all like Barnaby Rudge,” said Jane; “Charles Burnaby Jones is a
-very good name.”
-
-“Very good indeed,--and I’m sure that after a little bit he won’t be at
-all the worse for the accident.”
-
-Before dinner the secret had been told no further, but still there had
-crept about among the Thompsons, and, indeed, downstairs also, among the
-retainers, a feeling that there was a secret. The old housekeeper was
-sure that Miss Mary, as she still called Mrs. Brown, had something to
-tell if she could only be induced to tell it, and that this something
-had reference to Mr. Jones’ personal comfort. The head of the family,
-who was a sharp old gentleman, felt this also, and the member of
-Parliament, who had an idea that he specially should never be kept in
-the dark, was almost angry. Mr. Jones, suffering from some kindred
-feeling throughout the dinner, remained silent and unhappy. When two or
-three toasts had been drunk,--the Queen’s health, the old gentleman’s
-health, the young couple’s health, Brown’s health, and the general
-health of all the Thompsons, then tongues were loosened and a question
-was asked, “I know that there has been something doing in Paris between
-these young people that we haven’t heard as yet,” said the uncle. Then
-Mrs. Brown laughed, and Jane, laughing too, gave Mr. Jones to understand
-that she at any rate knew all about it.
-
-“If there is a mystery I hope it will be told at once,” said the member
-of Parliament, angrily.
-
-“Come, Brown, what is it?” asked another male cousin.
-
-“Well, there was an accident. I’d rather Jones should tell,” said he.
-
-Jones’ brow became blacker than thunder, but he did not say a word. “You
-mustn’t be angry with Mary,” Jane whispered into her lover’s ear.
-
-“Come, Mary, you never were slow at talking,” said the uncle.
-
-“I do hate this kind of thing,” said the member of Parliament.
-
-“I will tell it all,” said Mrs. Brown, very nearly in tears, or else
-pretending to be very nearly in tears. “I know I was very wrong, and I
-do beg his pardon, and if he won’t say that he forgives me I never shall
-be happy again.” Then she clasped her hands, and turning round, looked
-him piteously in the face.
-
-“Oh yes; I do forgive you,” said Mr. Jones.
-
-“My brother,” said she, throwing her arms round him and kissing him. He
-recoiled from the embrace, but I think that he attempted to return the
-kiss. “And now I will tell the whole story,” said Mrs. Brown. And she
-told it, acknowledging her fault with true contrition, and swearing
-that she would atone for it by life-long sisterly devotion.
-
-“And you mustard-plastered the wrong man!” said the old gentleman,
-almost rolling off his chair with delight.
-
-“I did,” said Mrs. Brown, sobbing, “and I think that no woman ever
-suffered as I suffered.”
-
-“And Jones wouldn’t let you leave the hotel?”
-
-“It was the handkerchief stopped us,” said Brown.
-
-“If it had turned out to be anybody else,” said the member of
-Parliament, “the results might have been most serious,--not to say
-discreditable.”
-
-“That’s nonsense, Robert,” said Mrs. Brown, who was disposed to resent
-the use of so severe a word, even from the legislator cousin.
-
-“In a strange gentleman’s bedroom!” he continued. “It only shows that
-what I have always said is quite true. You should never go to bed in a
-strange house without locking your door.”
-
-Nevertheless it was a very jovial meeting, and before the evening was
-over Mr. Jones was happy, and had been brought to acknowledge that the
-mustard-plaster would probably not do him any permanent injury.
-
-
-
-
-THE TELEGRAPH GIRL.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-LUCY GRAHAM AND SOPHY WILSON.
-
-
-Three shillings a day to cover all expenses of life, food, raiment,
-shelter, a room in which to eat and sleep, and fire and light,--and
-recreation if recreation there might be,--is not much; but when Lucy
-Graham, the heroine of this tale, found herself alone in the world, she
-was glad to think that she was able to earn so much by her work, and
-that thus she possessed the means of independence if she chose to be
-independent. Her story up to the date with which we are dealing shall be
-very shortly told. She had lived for many years with a married brother,
-who was a bookseller in Holborn,--in a small way of business, and
-burdened with a large family, but still living in decent comfort. In
-order, however, that she might earn her own bread she had gone into the
-service of the Crown as a “Telegraph Girl” in the Telegraph Office.[A]
-And there she had remained till the present time, and there she was
-earning eighteen shillings a week by eight hours’ continual work daily.
-Her life had been full of occupation, as in her spare hours she had been
-her brother’s assistant in his shop, and had made herself familiar with
-the details of his trade. But the brother had suddenly died, and it had
-been quickly decided that the widow and the children should take
-themselves off to some provincial refuge.
-
-Then it was that Lucy Graham had to think of her independence and her
-eighteen shillings a week on the one side, and of her desolation and
-feminine necessities on the other. To run backwards and forwards from
-High Holborn to St. Martin’s-le-Grand had been very well as long as she
-could comfort herself with the companionship of her sister-in-law and
-defend herself with her brother’s arm;--but how would it be with her if
-she were called upon to live all alone in London? She was driven to
-consider what else she could do to earn her bread. She might become a
-nursemaid, or perhaps a nursery governess. Though she had been well and
-in some respects carefully educated, she knew that she could not soar
-above that. Of music she did not know a note. She could draw a little
-and understood enough French,--not to read it, but to teach herself to
-read it. With English literature she was better acquainted than is usual
-with young women of her age and class; and, as her only personal
-treasures, she had managed to save a few books which had become hers
-through her brother’s kindness. To be a servant was distasteful to her,
-not through any idea that service was disreputable, but from a dislike
-to be subject at all hours to the will of others. To work and work hard
-she was quite willing, so that there might be some hours of her life in
-which she might not be called upon to obey.
-
-When, therefore, it was suggested to her that she had better abandon the
-Telegraph Office and seek the security of some household, her spirit
-rebelled against the counsel. Why should she not be independent, and
-respectable, and safe? But then the solitude! Solitude would certainly
-be hard, but absolute solitude might not perhaps be necessary. She was
-fond too of the idea of being a government servant, with a sure and
-fixed salary,--bound of course to her work at certain hours, but so
-bound only for certain hours. During a third of the day she was, as she
-proudly told herself, a servant of the Crown. During the other
-two-thirds she was lord,--or lady,--of herself.
-
-But there was a quaintness, a mystery, even an awe, about her
-independence which almost terrified her. During her labours she had
-eight hundred female companions, all congregated together in one vast
-room, but as soon as she left the Post Office she was to be all alone!
-For a few months after her brother’s death she continued to live with
-her sister-in-law, during which time this great question was being
-discussed. But then the sister-in-law and the children disappeared, and
-it was incumbent on Lucy to fix herself somewhere. She must begin life
-after what seemed to her to be a most unfeminine fashion,--“just as
-though she were a young man,”--for it was thus that she described to
-herself her own position over and over again.
-
-At this time Lucy Graham was twenty-six years old. She had hitherto
-regarded herself as being stronger and more steadfast than are women
-generally of that age. She had taught herself to despise feminine
-weaknesses, and had learned to be almost her brother’s equal in managing
-the affairs of his shop in his absence. She had declared to herself,
-looking forward then to some future necessity which had become present
-to her with terrible quickness, that she would not be feckless,
-helpless, and insufficient for herself as are so many females. She had
-girded herself up for a work-a-day life,--looking forward to a time when
-she might leave the telegraphs and become a partner with her brother. A
-sudden disruption had broken up all that.
-
-She was twenty-six, well made, cheery, healthy, and to some eyes
-singularly good-looking, though no one probably would have called her
-either pretty or handsome. In the first place her complexion was--brown.
-It was impossible to deny that her whole face was brown, as also was her
-hair, and generally her dress. There was a pervading brownness about her
-which left upon those who met her a lasting connection between Lucy
-Graham and that serviceable, long-enduring colour. But there was nobody
-so convinced that she was brown from head to foot as was she herself. A
-good lasting colour she would call it,--one that did not require to be
-washed every half-hour in order that it might be decent, but could bear
-real washing when it was wanted; for it was a point of her inner creed,
-of her very faith of faith, that she was not to depend upon feminine
-good looks, or any of the adventitious charms of dress for her advance
-in the world. “A good strong binding,” she would say of certain
-dark-visaged books, “that will stand the gas, and not look disfigured
-even though a blot of ink should come in its way.” And so it was that
-she regarded her own personal binding.
-
-But for all that she was to some observers very attractive. There was
-not a mean feature in her face. Her forehead was spacious and well
-formed. Her eyes, which were brown also, were very bright, and could
-sparkle with anger or solicitude, or perhaps with love. Her nose was
-well formed, and delicately shaped enough. Her mouth was large, but full
-of expression, and seemed to declare without speech that she could be
-eloquent. The form of her face was oval, and complete, not as though it
-had been moulded by an inartistic thumb, a bit added on here and a bit
-there. She was somewhat above the average height of women, and stood
-upon her legs,--or walked upon them,--as though she understood that they
-had been given to her for real use.
-
-Two years before her brother’s death there had been a suitor for her
-hand,--as to whose suit she had in truth doubted much. He also had been
-a bookseller, a man in a larger way of business than her brother, some
-fifteen years older than herself,--a widower, with a family. She knew
-him to be a good man, with a comfortable house, an adequate income, and
-a kind heart. Had she gone to him she would not have been required then
-to live among the bookshelves or the telegraphs. She had doubted much
-whether she would not go to him. She knew she could love the children.
-She thought that she could buckle herself to that new work with a will.
-But she feared,--she feared that she could not love him.
-
-Perhaps there had come across her heart some idea of what might be the
-joy of real, downright, hearty love. If so it was only an idea. No
-personage had come across her path thus to disturb her. But the idea, or
-the fear, had been so strong with her that she had never been able to
-induce herself to become the wife of this man; and when he had come to
-her after her brother’s death, in her worst desolation,--when the
-prospect of service in some other nursery had been strongest before her
-eyes,--she had still refused him. Perhaps there had been a pride in
-this,--a feeling that as she had rejected him in her comparative
-prosperity, she should not take him now when the renewal of his offer
-might probably be the effect of generosity. But she did refuse him; and
-the widowed bookseller had to look elsewhere for a second mother for his
-children.
-
-Then there arose the question, how and where she should live? When it
-came to the point of settling herself, that idea of starting in life
-like a young man became very awful indeed. How was she to do it? Would
-any respectable keeper of lodgings take her in upon that principle? And
-if so, in what way should she plan out her life? Sixteen hours a day
-were to be her own. What should she do with them? Was she or was she not
-to contemplate the enjoyment of any social pleasures; and if so, how
-were they to be found of such a nature as not to be discreditable? On
-rare occasions she had gone to the play with her brother, and had then
-enjoyed the treat thoroughly. Whether it had been _Hamlet_ at the
-Lyceum, or _Lord Dundreary_ at the Haymarket, she had found herself
-equally able to be happy. But there could not be for her now even such
-rare occasions as these. She thought that she knew that a young woman
-all alone could not go to the theatre with propriety, let her be ever so
-brave. And then those three shillings a day, though sufficient for life,
-would hardly be more than sufficient.
-
-But how should she begin? At last chance assisted her. Another girl,
-also employed in the Telegraph Office, with whom there had been some
-family acquaintance over and beyond that formed in the office, happened
-at this time to be thrown upon the world in some such fashion as
-herself, and the two agreed to join their forces.
-
-She was one Sophy Wilson by name,--and it was agreed between them that
-they should club their means together and hire a room for their joint
-use. Here would be a companionship,--and possibly, after awhile, sweet
-friendship. Sophy was younger than herself, and might probably need,
-perhaps be willing to accept, assistance. To be able to do something
-that should be of use to somebody would, she felt, go far towards giving
-her life that interest which it would otherwise lack.
-
-When Lucy examined her friend, thinking of the closeness of their future
-connection, she was startled by the girl’s prettiness and youth, and
-thorough unlikeness to herself. Sophy had long, black, glossy curls,
-large eyes, a pink complexion, and was very short. She seemed to have no
-inclination for that strong, serviceable brown binding which was so
-valuable in Lucy’s eyes; but rather to be wedded to bright colours and
-soft materials. And it soon became evident to the elder young woman that
-the younger looked upon her employment simply as a stepping-stone to a
-husband. To get herself married as soon as possible was unblushingly
-declared by Sophy Wilson to be the one object of her ambition,--and as
-she supposed that of every other girl in the telegraph department. But
-she seemed to be friendly and at first docile, to have been brought up
-with aptitudes for decent life, and to be imbued with the necessity of
-not spending more than her three shillings a day. And she was quick
-enough at her work in the office,--quicker even than Lucy
-herself,--which was taken by Lucy as evidence that her new friend was
-clever, and would therefore probably be an agreeable companion.
-
-They took together a bedroom in a very quiet street in Clerkenwell,--a
-street which might be described as genteel because it contained no
-shops; and here they began to keep house, as they called it. Now the
-nature of their work was such that they were not called upon to be in
-their office till noon, but that then they were required to remain there
-till eight in the evening. At two a short space was allowed them for
-dinner, which was furnished to them at a cheap rate in a room adjacent
-to that in which they worked. Here for eightpence each they could get a
-good meal, or if they preferred it they could bring their food with
-them, and even have it cooked upon the premises. In the evening tea and
-bread and butter were provided for them by the officials; and then at
-eight or a few minutes after they left the building and walked home. The
-keeping of house was restricted in fact to providing tea and bread and
-butter for the morning meal, and perhaps when they could afford it for
-the repetition of such comfort later in the evening. There was the
-Sunday to be considered,--as to which day they made a contract with the
-keeper of the lodging-house to sit at her table and partake of her
-dishes. And so they were established.
-
-From the first Lucy Graham made up her mind that it was her duty to be a
-very friend of friends to this new companion. It was as though she had
-consented to marry that widowed bookseller. She would then have
-considered herself bound to devote herself to his welfare. It was not
-that she could as yet say that she loved Sophy Wilson. Love with her
-could not be so immediate as that. But the nature of the bond between
-them was such, that each might possibly do so much either for the
-happiness, or the unhappiness of the other! And then, though Sophy was
-clever,--for as to this Lucy did not doubt,--still she was too evidently
-in many things inferior to herself, and much in want of such assistance
-as a stronger nature could give her. Lucy in acknowledging this put down
-her own greater strength to the score of her years and the nature of the
-life which she had been called upon to lead. She had early in her days
-been required to help herself, to hold her own, and to be as it were a
-woman of business. But the weakness of the other was very apparent to
-her. That doctrine as to the necessity of a husband, which had been very
-soon declared, had,--well,--almost disgusted Lucy. And then she found
-cause to lament the peculiar arrangement which the requirements of the
-office had made as to their hours. At first it had seemed to her to be
-very pleasant that they should have their morning hours for needlework,
-and perhaps for a little reading; but when she found that Sophy would
-lie in bed till ten because early rising was not obligatory, then she
-wished that they had been classed among those whose presence was
-demanded at eight.
-
-After awhile, there was a little difference between them as to what
-might or what might not be done with propriety after their office hours
-were over. It must be explained that in that huge room in which eight
-hundred girls were at work together, there was also a sprinkling of boys
-and young men. As no girls were employed there after eight there would
-always be on duty in the afternoon an increasing number of the other
-sex, some of whom remained there till late at night,--some indeed all
-night. Now, whether by chance,--or as Lucy feared by management,--Sophy
-Wilson had her usual seat next to a young lad with whom she soon
-contracted a certain amount of intimacy. And from this intimacy arose a
-proposition that they two should go with Mr. Murray,--he was at first
-called Mister, but the formal appellation soon degenerated into a
-familiar Alec,--to a Music Hall! Lucy Graham at once set her face
-against the Music Hall.
-
-“But why?” asked the other girl. “You don’t mean to say that decent
-people don’t go to Music Halls?”
-
-“I don’t mean to say anything of the kind, but then they go decently
-attended.”
-
-“How decently? We should be decent.”
-
-“With their brothers,” said Lucy;--“or something of that kind.”
-
-“Brothers!” ejaculated the other girl with a tone of thorough contempt.
-A visit to a Music Hall with her brother was not at all the sort of
-pleasure to which Sophy was looking forward. She did her best to get
-over objections which to her seemed to be fastidious and absurd,
-observing, “that if people were to feel like that there would be no
-coming together of people at all.” But when she found that Lucy could
-not be instigated to go to the Music Hall, and that the idea of Alec
-Murray and herself going to such a place unattended by others was
-regarded as a proposition too monstrous to be discussed, Sophy for
-awhile gave way. But she returned again and again to the subject,
-thinking to prevail by asserting that Alec had a friend, a most
-excellent young man, who would go with them,--and bring his sister. Alec
-was almost sure that the sister would come. Lucy, however, would have
-nothing to do with it. Lucy thought that there should be very great
-intimacy indeed before anything of that kind should be permitted.
-
-And so there was something of a quarrel. Sophy declared that such a life
-as theirs was too hard for her, and that some kind of amusement was
-necessary. Unless she were allowed some delight she must go mad, she
-must die, she must throw herself off Waterloo Bridge. Lucy, remembering
-her duty, remembering how imperative it was that she should endeavour to
-do good to the one human being with whom she was closely concerned,
-forgave her, and tried to comfort her;--forgave her even though at last
-she refused to be guided by her monitress. For Sophy did go to the Music
-Hall with Alec Murray,--reporting, but reporting falsely, that they were
-accompanied by the friend and the friend’s sister. Lucy, poor Lucy, was
-constrained by certain circumstances to disbelieve this false assertion.
-She feared that Sophy had gone with Alec alone,--as was the fact. But
-yet she forgave her friend. How are we to live together at all if we
-cannot forgive each other’s offences?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-ABRAHAM HALL.
-
-
-As there was no immediate repetition of the offence the forgiveness soon
-became complete, and Lucy found the interest of her life in her
-endeavours to be good to this weak child whom chance had thrown in her
-way. For Sophy Wilson was but a weak child. She was full of Alec Murray
-for awhile, and induced Lucy to make the young man’s acquaintance. The
-lad was earning twelve shillings a week, and if these two poor young
-creatures chose to love each other and get themselves married, it would
-be respectable, though it might be unfortunate. It would at any rate be
-the way of the world, and was a natural combination with which she would
-have no right to interfere. But she found that Alec was a mere boy, and
-with no idea beyond the enjoyment of a bright scarf and a penny cigar,
-with a girl by his side at a Music Hall. “I don’t think it can be worth
-your while to go much out of your way for his sake,” said Lucy.
-
-“Who is going out of her way? Not I. He’s as good as anybody else, I
-suppose. And one must have somebody to talk to sometimes.” These last
-words she uttered so plaintively, showing so plainly that she was unable
-to endure the simple unchanging dulness of a life of labour, that Lucy’s
-heart was thoroughly softened towards her. She had the great gift of
-being not the less able to sympathize with the weakness of the weak
-because of her own abnormal strength. And so it came to pass that she
-worked for her friend,--stitching and mending when the girl ought to
-have stitched and mended for herself,--reading to her, even though but
-little of what was read might be understood,--yielding to her and
-assisting her in all things, till at last it came to pass that in truth
-she loved her. And such love and care were much wanted, for the elder
-girl soon found that the younger was weak in health as well as weak in
-spirit. There were days on which she could not,--or at any rate did not
-go to her office. When six months had passed by Lucy had not once been
-absent since she had begun her new life.
-
-“Have you seen that man who has come to look at our house?” asked Sophy
-one day as they were walking down to the office. Lucy had seen a strange
-man, having met him on the stairs. “Isn’t he a fine fellow?”
-
-“For anything that I know. Let us hope that he is very fine,” said Lucy
-laughing.
-
-“He’s about as handsome a chap as I think I ever saw.”
-
-“As for being a chap the man I saw must be near forty.”
-
-“He is a little old I should say, but not near that. I don’t think he
-can have a wife or he wouldn’t come here. He’s an engineer, and he has
-the care of a steam-engine in the City Road,--that great printing place.
-His name is Abraham Hall, and he’s earning three or four pounds a week.
-A man like that ought to have a wife.”
-
-“How did you learn all about him?”
-
-“It’s all true. Sally heard it from Mrs. Green.” Mrs. Green was the
-keeper of the lodging-house and Sally was the maid. “I couldn’t help
-speaking to him yesterday because we were both at the door together. He
-talked just like a gentleman although he was all smutty and greasy.”
-
-“I am glad he talked like a gentleman.”
-
-“I told him we lodged here and that we were telegraph girls, and that we
-never got home till half-past eight. He would be just the beau for you
-because he is such a big steady-looking fellow.”
-
-“I don’t want a beau,” said Lucy angrily.
-
-“Then I shall take him myself,” said Sophy as she entered the office.
-
-Soon after that it came to pass that there did arise a slight
-acquaintance between both the girls and Abraham Hall, partly from the
-fact of their near neighbourhood, partly perhaps from some little tricks
-on Sophy’s part. But the man seemed to be so steady, so solid, so little
-given to lightnesses of flirtation or to dangerous delights, that Lucy
-was inclined to welcome the accident. When she saw him on a Sunday
-morning free from the soil of his work, she could perceive that he was
-still a young man, probably not much over thirty;--but there was a look
-about him as though he were well inured to the cares of the world, such
-as is often produced by the possession of a wife and family,--not a look
-of depression by any means, but seeming to betoken an appreciation of
-the seriousness of life. From all this Lucy unconsciously accepted an
-idea of security in the man, feeling that it might be pleasant to have
-some strong one near her, from whom in case of need assistance might be
-asked without fear. For this man was tall and broad and powerful, and
-seemed to Lucy’s eyes to be a very pillar of strength when he would
-stand still for a moment to greet her in the streets.
-
-But poor Sophy, who had so graciously offered the man to her friend at
-the beginning of their intercourse, seemed soon to change her mind and
-to desire his attention for herself. He was certainly much more worthy
-than Alec Murray. But to Lucy, to whom it was a rule of life as strong
-as any in the commandments that a girl should not throw herself at a
-man, but should be sought by him, it was a painful thing to see how many
-of poor Sophy’s much-needed sixpences were now spent in little articles
-of finery by which it was hoped that Mr. Hall’s eyes might be gratified,
-and how those glossy ringlets were brushed and made to shine with
-pomatum, and how the little collars were washed and re-washed and
-starched and re-starched, in order that she might be smart for him.
-Lucy, who was always neat, endeavoured to become browner and browner.
-This she did by way of reproach and condemnation, not at all surmising
-that Mr. Hall might possibly prefer a good solid wearing colour to
-glittering blue and pink gewgaws.
-
-At this time Sophy was always full of what Mr. Hall had last said to
-her; and after awhile broached an idea that he was some gentleman in
-disguise. “Why in disguise? Why not a gentleman not in disguise?” asked
-Lucy, who had her own ideas, perhaps a little exaggerated, as to
-Nature’s gentlemen. Then Sophy explained herself. A gentleman, a real
-gentleman, in disguise would be very interesting;--one who had
-quarrelled with his father, perhaps, because he would not endure
-paternal tyranny, and had then determined to earn his own bread till he
-might happily come into the family honours and property in a year or
-two. Perhaps instead of being Abraham Hall he was in reality the Right
-Honourable Russell Howard Cavendish; and if, during his temporary
-abeyance, he should prove his thorough emancipation from the thraldom of
-his aristocracy by falling in love with a telegraph girl, how fine it
-would be! When Lucy expressed an opinion that Mr. Hall might be a very
-fine fellow though he were fulfilling no more than the normal condition
-of his life at the present moment, Sophy would not be contented,
-declaring that her friend, with all her reading, knew nothing of poetry.
-In this way they talked very frequently about Abraham Hall, till Lucy
-would often feel that such talking was indecorous. Then she would be
-silent for awhile herself, and rebuke the other girl for her constant
-mention of the man’s name. Then again she would be brought back to the
-subject;--for in all the little intercourse which took place between
-them and the man, his conduct was so simple and yet so civil, that she
-could not really feel him to be unworthy of a place in her thoughts.
-But Sophy soon declared frankly to her friend that she was absolutely in
-love with the man. “You wouldn’t have him, you know,” she said when Lucy
-scolded her for the avowal.
-
-“Have him! How can you bring yourself to talk in such a way about a man?
-What does he want of either of us?”
-
-“Men do marry you know,--sometimes,” said Sophy; “and I don’t know how a
-young man is to get a wife unless some girl will show that she is fond
-of him.”
-
-“He should show first that he is fond of her.”
-
-“That’s all very well for talkee-talkee,” said Sophy; “but it doesn’t do
-for practice. Men are awfully shy. And then though they do marry
-sometimes, they don’t want to get married particularly,--not as we do.
-It comes like an accident. But how is a man to fall into a pit if
-there’s no pit open?”
-
-In answer to this Lucy used many arguments and much scolding. But to
-very little effect. That the other girl should have thought so much
-about it and be so ready with her arguments was horrid to her. “A pit
-open!” ejaculated Lucy; “I would rather never speak to a man again than
-regard myself in such a light.” Sophy said that all that might be very
-well, but declared that it “would not wash.”
-
-The elder girl was so much shocked by all this that there came upon her
-gradually a feeling of doubt whether their joint life could be
-continued. Sophy declared her purpose openly of entrapping Abraham Hall
-into a marriage, and had absolutely induced him to take her to the
-theatre. He had asked Lucy to join them; but she had sternly refused,
-basing her refusal on her inability to bear the expense. When he offered
-to give her the treat, she told him with simple gravity that nothing
-would induce her to accept such a favour from any man who was not either
-a very old friend or a near relation. When she said this he so looked at
-her that she was sure that he approved of her resolve. He did not say a
-word to press her;--but he took Sophy Wilson, and, as Lucy knew, paid
-for Sophy’s ticket.
-
-All this displeased Lucy so much that she began to think whether there
-must not be a separation. She could not continue to live on terms of
-affectionate friendship with a girl whose conduct she so strongly
-disapproved. But then again, though she could not restrain the poor
-light thing altogether, she did restrain her in some degree. She was
-doing some good by her companionship. And then, if it really was in the
-man’s mind to marry the girl, that certainly would be a good thing,--for
-the girl. With such a husband she would be steady enough. She was quite
-sure that the idea of preparing a pit for such a one as Abraham Hall
-must be absurd. But Sophy was pretty and clever, and if married would at
-any rate love her husband. Lucy thought she had heard that steady,
-severe, thoughtful men were apt to attach themselves to women of the
-butterfly order. She did not like the way in which Sophy was doing this;
-but then, who was she that she should be a judge? If Abraham Hall liked
-it, would not that be much more to the purpose? Therefore she resolved
-that there should be no separation at present;--and, if possible, no
-quarrelling.
-
-But soon it came to pass that there was another very solid reason
-against separation. Sophy, who was often unwell, and would sometimes
-stay away from the office for a day or two on the score of ill-health,
-though by doing so she lost one of her three shillings on each such day,
-gradually became worse. The superintendent at her department had
-declared that in case of further absence a medical certificate must be
-sent, and the doctor attached to the office had called upon her. He had
-looked grave, had declared that she wanted considerable care, had then
-gone so far as to recommend rest,--which meant absence from work,--for
-at least a fortnight, and ordered her medicine. This of course meant the
-loss of a third of her wages. In such circumstances and at such a time
-it was not likely that Lucy should think of separation.
-
-While Sophy was ill Abraham Hall often came to the door to inquire after
-her health;--so often that Lucy almost thought that her friend had
-succeeded. The man seemed to be sympathetic and anxious, and would
-hardly have inquired with so much solicitude had he not really been
-anxious as to poor Sophy’s health. Then, when Sophy was better, he would
-come in to see her, and the girl would deck herself out with some little
-ribbon and would have her collar always starched and ironed, ready for
-his reception. It certainly did seem to Lucy that the man was becoming
-fond of her foolish little friend.
-
-During this period Lucy of course had to go to the office alone, leaving
-Sophy to the care of the lodging-house keeper. And, in her solitude,
-troubles were heavy on her. In the first place Sophy’s illness had
-created certain necessarily increased expenses; and at the same time
-their joint incomes had been diminished by one shilling a week out of
-six. Lucy was in general matters allowed to be the dispenser of the
-money; but on occasions the other girl would assert her rights,--which
-always meant her right to some indulgence out of their joint incomes
-which would be an indulgence to her and her alone. Even those bright
-ribbons could not be had for nothing. Lucy wanted no bright ribbons.
-When they were fairly prosperous she had not grudged some little
-expenditure in this direction. She had told herself that young girls
-like to be bright in the eyes of men, and that she had no right even to
-endeavour to make her friend look at all these things with her eyes. She
-even confessed to herself some deficiency on her own part, some want of
-womanliness in that she did not aspire to be attractive,--still owning
-to herself, vehemently declaring to herself, that to be attractive in
-the eyes of a man whom she could love would of all delights be the most
-delightful. Thinking of all this she had endeavoured not to be angry
-with poor Sophy; but when she became pinched for shillings and sixpences
-and to feel doubtful whether at the end of each fortnight there would
-be money to pay Mrs. Green for lodgings and coal, then her heart became
-sad within her, and she told herself that Sophy, though she was ill,
-ought to be more careful.
-
-And there was another trouble which for awhile was very grievous.
-Telegraphy is an art not yet perfected among us and is still subject to
-many changes. Now it was the case at this time that the pundits of the
-office were in favour of a system of communicating messages by ear
-instead of by eye. The little dots and pricks which even in Lucy’s time
-had been changed more than once, had quickly become familiar to her. No
-one could read and use her telegraphic literature more rapidly or
-correctly than Lucy Graham. But now that this system of little tinkling
-sounds was coming up,--a system which seemed to be very pleasant to
-those females who were gifted with musical aptitudes,--she found herself
-to be less quick, less expert, less useful than her neighbours. This was
-very sad, for she had always been buoyed up by an unconscious conviction
-of her own superior intelligence. And then, though there had been
-neither promises nor threats, she had become aware,--at any rate had
-thought that she was aware,--that those girls who could catch and use
-the tinkling sounds would rise more quickly to higher pay than the less
-gifted ones. She had struggled therefore to overcome the difficulty. She
-had endeavoured to force her ears to do that which her ears were not
-capable of accomplishing. She had failed, and to-day had owned to
-herself that she must fail. But Sophy had been one of the first to
-catch the tinkling sounds. Lucy came back to her room sad and down at
-heart and full of troubles. She had a long task of needlework before
-her, which had been put by for awhile through causes consequent on
-Sophy’s illness. “Now she is better perhaps he will marry her and take
-her away, and I shall be alone again,” she said to herself, as though
-declaring that such a state of things would be a relief to her, and
-almost a happiness.
-
-“He has just been here,” said Sophy to her as soon as she entered the
-room. Sophy was painfully, cruelly smart, clean and starched, and
-shining about her locks,--so prepared that, as Lucy thought, she must
-have evidently expected him.
-
-“Well;--and what did he say?”
-
-“He has not said much yet, but it was very good of him to come and see
-me,--and he was looking so handsome. He is going out somewhere this
-evening to some political meeting with two or three other men, and he
-was got up quite like a gentleman. I do like to see him look like that.”
-
-“I always think a working man looks best in his working clothes,” said
-Lucy. “There’s some truth about him then. When he gets into a black coat
-he is pretending to be something else, but everybody can see the
-difference.”
-
-There was a severity, almost a savageness in this, which surprised Sophy
-so much that at first she hardly knew how to answer it. “He is going to
-speak at the meeting,” she said after a pause. “And of course he had to
-make himself tidy. He told me all that he is going to say. Should you
-not like to hear him speak?”
-
-“No,” said Lucy very sharply, setting to work instantly upon her
-labours, not giving herself a moment for preparation or a moment for
-rest. Why should she like to hear a man speak who could condescend to
-love so empty and so vain a thing as that? Then she became gradually
-ashamed of her own feelings. “Yes,” she said; “I think I should like to
-hear him speak;--only if I were not quite so tired. Mr. Hall is a man of
-good sense, and well educated, and I think I should like to hear him
-speak.”
-
-“I should like to hear him say one thing I know,” said Sophy. Then Lucy
-in her rage tore asunder some fragment of a garment on which she was
-working.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-SOPHY WILSON GOES TO HASTINGS.
-
-
-Sophy went back to her work, and in a very few days was permanently
-moved from the seat which she had hitherto occupied next to Alec Murray
-and near to Lucy, to a distant part of the chamber in which the tinkling
-instruments were used. And as a part of the arrangement consequent on
-this she was called on to attend from ten till six instead of from noon
-till eight. And her hour for dining was changed also. In this way a
-great separation between the girls was made, for neither could they walk
-to the office together, nor walk from it. To Lucy, though she was
-sometimes inclined to be angry with her friend, this was very painful.
-But Sophy triumphed in it greatly. “I think we are to have a step up to
-21_s._ in the musical box,” she said laughing. For it was so that she
-called the part of the room in which the little bells were always
-ringing. “Won’t it be nice to have 3_s._ 6_d._ instead of 3_s._?” Lucy
-said solemnly that any increase of income was always nice, and that when
-such income was earned by superiority of acquirement it was a matter of
-just pride. This she enunciated with something of a dogmatic air; having
-schooled herself to give all due praise to Sophy, although it had to be
-given at the expense of her own feelings. But when Sophy said in reply
-that that was just what she had been thinking herself, and that as she
-could do her work by ear she was of course worth more than those who
-could not, then the other could only with difficulty repress the
-soreness of her heart.
-
-But to Sophy I think the new arrangements were most pleasant because it
-enabled her to reach the street in which she lived just when Abraham
-Hall was accustomed to return from his work. He would generally come
-home,--to clean himself as she called it,--and would then again go out
-for his employment or amusement for the evening; and now, by a proper
-system of lying in wait, by creeping slow or walking quick, and by
-watching well, she was generally able to have a word or two with him.
-But he was so very bashful! He would always call her Miss Wilson; and
-she of course was obliged to call him Mr. Hall. “How is Miss Graham?” he
-asked one evening.
-
-“She is very well. I think Lucy is always well. I never knew anybody so
-strong as she is.”
-
-“It is a great blessing. And how are you yourself?”
-
-“I do get so tired at that nasty office. Though of course I like what I
-am doing now better than the other. It was that rolling up the bands
-that used to kill me. But I don’t think I shall ever really be strong
-till I get away from the telegraphs. I suppose you have no young ladies
-where you are?”
-
-“There are I believe a lot of them in the building, stitching bindings;
-but I never see them.”
-
-“I don’t think you care much for young ladies, Mr. Hall.”
-
-“Not much--now.”
-
-“Why not now? What does that mean?”
-
-“I dare say I never told you or Miss Graham before. But I had a wife of
-my own for a time.”
-
-“A wife! You!”
-
-“Yes indeed. But she did not stay with me long. She left me before we
-had been a year married.”
-
-“Left you!”
-
-“She died,” he said, correcting very quickly the false impression which
-his words had been calculated to make.
-
-“Dear me! Died before a year was out. How sad!”
-
-“It was very sad.”
-
-“And you had no,--no,--no baby, Mr. Hall?”
-
-“I wish she had had none, because then she would have been still living.
-Yes, I have a boy. Poor little mortal! It is two years old I think
-to-day.”
-
-“I should so like to see him. A little boy! Do bring him some day, Mr.
-Hall.” Then the father explained that the child was in the country, down
-in Hertfordshire; but nevertheless he promised that he would some day
-bring him up to town and show him to his new friends.
-
-Surely having once been married and having a child he must want another
-wife! And yet how little apt he was to say or do any of those things by
-saying and doing which men are supposed to express their desire in that
-direction! He was very slow at making love;--so slow that Sophy hardly
-found herself able to make use of her own little experiences with him.
-Alec Murray, who, however, in the way of a husband was not worth
-thinking of, had a great deal more to say for himself. She could put on
-her ribbons for Mr. Hall, and wait for him in the street, and look up
-into his face, and call him Mr. Hall;--but she could not tell him how
-dearly she would love that little boy and what an excellent mother she
-would be to him, unless he gave her some encouragement.
-
-When Lucy heard that he had been a married man and that he had a child
-she was gratified, though she knew not why. “Yes, I should like to see
-him of course,” she said, speaking of the boy. “A child, if you have not
-the responsibility of taking care of it, is always nice.”
-
-“I should so like to take care of it.”
-
-“I should not like to ask him to bring the boy up out of the country.”
-She paused a moment, and then added, “He is just the man whom I should
-have thought would have married, and just the man to be made very
-serious by the grief of such a loss. I am coming to think it does a
-person good to have to bear troubles.”
-
-“You would not say that if you always felt as sick as I do after your
-day’s work.”
-
-About a week after that Sophy was so weak in the middle of the day that
-she was obliged to leave the office and go home. “I know it will kill
-me,” she said that evening, “if I go on with it. The place is so stuffy
-and nasty, and then those terrible stairs. If I could get out of it and
-settle down, then I should be quite well. I am not made for that kind of
-work;--not like you are.”
-
-“I think I was made for it certainly.”
-
-“It is such a blessing to be strong,” said poor Sophy.
-
-“Yes; it is a blessing. And I do bless God that he has made me so. It is
-the one good thing that has been given to me, and it is better, I think,
-than all the others.” As she said this she looked at Sophy and thought
-that she was very pretty; but she thought also that prettiness had its
-dangers and its temptations; and that good strong serviceable health
-might perhaps be better for one who had to earn her bread.
-
-But through all these thoughts there was a great struggle going on
-within her. To be able to earn one’s bread without personal suffering is
-very good. To be tempted by prettiness to ribbons, pomatum, and vanities
-which one cannot afford is very bad. To do as Sophy was doing in regard
-to this young man, setting her cap at him and resolving to make prey of
-him as a fowler does of a bird, was, to her way of thinking, most
-unseemly. But to be loved by such a man as Abraham Hall, to be chosen by
-him as his companion, to be removed from the hard, outside, unwomanly
-work of the world to the indoor occupations which a husband would
-require from her; how much better a life according to her real tastes
-would that be, than anything which she now saw before her! It was all
-very well to be brown and strong while the exigencies of her position
-were those which now surrounded her; but she could not keep herself from
-dreaming of something which would have been much better than that.
-
-A month or two passed away during which the child had on one occasion
-been brought up to town on a Saturday evening, and had been petted and
-washed and fed and generally cared for by the two girls during the
-Sunday,--all which greatly increased their intimacy with the father. And
-now, as Lucy quickly observed, Abraham Hall called Sophy by her
-Christian name. When the word was first pronounced in Lucy’s presence
-Sophy blushed and looked round at her friend. But she never said that
-the change had been made at her own request. “I do so hate to be called
-Miss Wilson,” she had said. “It seems among friends as though I were a
-hundred years old.” Then he had called her Sophy. But she did not
-dare,--not as yet,--to call him Abraham. All which the other girl
-watched very closely, saying nothing.
-
-But during these two months Sophy had been away from her office more
-than half the time. Then the doctor said she had better leave town for
-awhile. It was September, and it was desired that she should pass that
-month at Hastings. Now it should be explained that in such emergencies
-as this the department has provided a most kindly aid for young women.
-Some five or six at a time are sent out for a month to Hastings or to
-Brighton, and are employed in the telegraph offices in those towns.
-Their railway fares are paid for them, and a small extra allowance is
-made to them to enable them to live away from their homes. The privilege
-is too generally sought to be always at the command of her who wants it;
-nor is it accorded except on the doctor’s certificate. But in the
-September Sophy Wilson was sent down to Hastings.
-
-In spite, however, of the official benevolence which greatly lightened
-the special burden which illness must always bring on those who have to
-earn their bread, and which in Sophy Wilson’s case had done so much for
-her, nevertheless the weight of the misfortune fell heavily on poor
-Lucy. Some little struggle had to be made as to clothes before the girl
-could be sent away from her home; and, though the sick one was enabled
-to support herself at Hastings, the cost of the London lodgings which
-should have been divided fell entirely upon Lucy. Then at the end of the
-month there came worse tidings. The doctor at Hastings declared that the
-girl was unfit to go back to her work,--was, indeed, altogether unfit
-for such effort as eight hours’ continued attendance required from her.
-She wanted at any rate some period of perfect rest, and therefore she
-remained down at the seaside without the extra allowance which was so
-much needed for her maintenance.
-
-Then the struggle became very severe with Lucy,--so severe that she
-began to doubt whether she could long endure it. Sophy had her two
-shillings a day, the two-thirds of her wages, but she could not subsist
-on that. Something had to be sent to her in addition, and this something
-could only come from Lucy’s wages. So at least it was at first. In order
-to avoid debt she gave up her more comfortable room and went upstairs
-into a little garret. And she denied herself her accustomed dinner at
-the office, contenting herself with bread and cheese,--or often simply
-with bread,--which she could take in her pocket. And she washed her own
-clothes and mended even her own boots, so that still she might send a
-part of her earnings to the sick one.
-
-“Is she better?” Abraham asked her one day.
-
-“It is hard to know, Mr. Hall. She writes just as she feels at the
-moment. I am afraid she fears to return to the office.”
-
-“Perhaps it does not suit her.”
-
-“I suppose not. She thinks some other kind of life would be better for
-her. I dare say it would.”
-
-“Could I do anything?” asked the man very slowly.
-
-Could he do anything? well; yes. Lucy at least thought that he could do
-a great deal. There was one thing which, if he would do it, would make
-Sophy at any rate believe herself to be well. And this sickness was not
-organic,--was not, as it appeared, due to any cause which could be
-specified. It had not as yet been called by any name,--such as
-consumption. General debility had been spoken of both by the office
-doctor and by him at Hastings. Now Lucy certainly thought that a few
-words from Mr. Hall would do more than all the doctors in the way of
-effecting a cure. Sophy hated the telegraph office, and she lacked the
-strength of mind necessary for doing that which was distasteful to her.
-And that idea of a husband had taken such hold of her, that nothing else
-seemed to her to give a prospect of contentment. “Why don’t you go down
-and see her, Mr. Hall?” she said.
-
-Then he was silent for awhile before he answered,--silent and very
-thoughtful. And Lucy as the sound of her own words rested on her ears
-felt she had done wrong in asking such a question. Why should he go
-down, unless indeed he were in love with the girl and prepared to ask
-her to be his wife? If he were to go down expressly to visit her at
-Hastings unless he were so prepared, what false hopes he would raise;
-what damage he would do instead of good! How indeed could he possibly go
-down on such a mission without declaring to all the world that he
-intended to make the girl his wife? But it was necessary that the
-question should be answered. “I could do no good by that,” he said.
-
-“No; perhaps not. Only I thought----”
-
-“What did you think?” Now he asked a question and showed plainly by his
-manner that he expected an answer.
-
-“I don’t know,” said Lucy blushing. “I suppose I ought not to have
-thought anything. But you seemed to be so fond of her.”
-
-“Fond of her! Well; one does get fond of kind neighbours. I suppose you
-would think me impertinent, Miss Lucy,”--he had never made even this
-approach to familiarity before,--“if I were to say that I am fond of
-both of you.”
-
-“No indeed,” she replied, thinking that as a fondness declared by a
-young man for two girls at one and the same moment could not be
-interesting, so neither could it be impertinent.
-
-“I don’t think I should do any good by going down. All that kind of
-thing costs so much money.”
-
-“Of course it does, and I was very wrong.”
-
-“But I should like to do something, Miss Lucy.” And then he put his hand
-into his trousers pocket, and Lucy knew that he was going to bring forth
-money.
-
-She was very poor; but the idea of taking money from him was shocking to
-her. According to her theory of life, even though Sophy had been engaged
-to the man as his promised wife, she should not consent to accept
-maintenance from him or pecuniary aid till she had been made, in very
-truth, flesh of his flesh, and bone of his bone. Presents an engaged
-girl might take of course, but hardly even presents of simple utility. A
-shawl might be given, so that it was a pretty thing and not a shawl
-merely for warmth. An engaged girl should rather live on bread and water
-up to her marriage, than take the means of living from the man she
-loved, till she could take it by right of having become his wife. Such
-were her feelings, and now she knew that this man was about to offer her
-money. “We shall do very well,” she said, “Sophy and I together.”
-
-“You are very hard pinched,” he replied. “You have given up your room.”
-
-“Yes, I have done that. When I was alone I did not want so big a place.”
-
-“I suppose I understand all about it,” he said somewhat roughly, or,
-perhaps, gruffly would be the better word. “I think there is one thing
-poor people ought never to do. They ought never to be ashamed of being
-poor among themselves.”
-
-Then she looked up into his face, and as she did so a tear formed itself
-in each of her eyes. “Am I ashamed of anything before you?” she asked.
-
-“You are afraid of telling the truth lest I should offer to help you. I
-know you don’t have your dinner regular as you used.”
-
-“Who has dared to tell you that, Mr. Hall? What is my dinner to
-anybody?”
-
-“Well. It is something to me. If we are to be friends of course I don’t
-like seeing you go without your meals. You’ll be ill next yourself.”
-
-“I am very strong.”
-
-“It isn’t the way to keep so, to work without the victuals you’re used
-to.” He was talking to her now in such a tone as to make her almost feel
-that he was scolding her. “No good can come of that. You are sending
-your money down to Hastings to her.”
-
-“Of course we share everything.”
-
-“You wouldn’t take anything from me for yourself I dare say. Anybody can
-see how proud you are. But if I leave it for her I don’t think you have
-a right to refuse it. Of course she wants it if you don’t.” With that he
-brought out a sovereign and put it down on the table.
-
-“Indeed I couldn’t, Mr. Hall,” she said.
-
-“I may give it to her if I please.”
-
-“You can send it her yourself,” said Lucy, not knowing how else to
-answer him.
-
-“No, I couldn’t. I don’t know her address.” Then without waiting for
-another word he walked out of the room, leaving the sovereign on the
-table. This occurred in a small back parlour on the ground floor, which
-was in the occupation of the landlady, but was used sometimes by the
-lodgers for such occasional meetings.
-
-What was she to do with the sovereign? She would be very angry if any
-man were to send her a sovereign; but it was not right that she should
-measure Sophy’s feelings by her own. And then it might still be that the
-man was sending the present to the girl whom he intended to make his
-wife. But why--why--why, had he asked about her dinner? What were her
-affairs to him? Would she not have gone without her dinner for ever
-rather than have taken it at his hands? And yet, who was there in all
-the world of whom she thought so well as of him? And so she took the
-sovereign upstairs with her into her garret.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-MR. BROWN THE HAIRDRESSER.
-
-
-Lucy, when she got up to her own little room with the sovereign, sat for
-awhile on the bed, crying. But she could not in the least explain to
-herself why it was that she was shedding tears at this moment. It was
-not because Sophy was ill, though that was cause to her of great grief;
-nor because she herself was so hard put to it for money to meet her
-wants. It may be doubted whether grief or pain ever does of itself
-produce tears, which are rather the outcome of some emotional feeling.
-She was not thinking much of Sophy as she cried, nor certainly were her
-own wants present to her mind. The sovereign was between her fingers,
-but she did not at first even turn her mind to that, or consider what
-had best be done with it. But what right had he to make inquiry as to
-her poverty? It was that, she told herself, which now provoked her to
-anger so that she wept from sheer vexation. Why should he have searched
-into her wants and spoken to her of her need of victuals? What had there
-been between them to justify him in tearing away that veil of custom
-which is always supposed to hide our private necessities from our
-acquaintances till we ourselves feel called upon to declare them? He had
-talked to her about her meals. He ought to know that she would starve
-rather than accept one from him. Yes;--she was very angry with him, and
-would henceforth keep herself aloof from him.
-
-But still, as she sat, there were present to her eyes and ears the form
-and words of an heroic man. He had seemed to scold her; but there are
-female hearts which can be better reached and more surely touched by the
-truth of anger than by the patent falseness of flattery. Had he paid her
-compliments she would not now have been crying, nor would she have
-complained to herself of his usage; but she certainly would not have sat
-thinking of him, wondering what sort of woman had been that young wife
-to whom he had first given himself, wondering whether it was possible
-that Sophy should be good enough for him.
-
-Then she got up, and looking down upon her own hand gazed at the
-sovereign till she had made up her mind what she would do with it. She
-at once sat down and wrote to Sophy. She had made up her mind. There
-should be no diminution in the contribution made from her own wages. In
-no way should any portion of that sovereign administer to her own
-comfort. Though she might want her accustomed victuals ever so badly,
-they should not come to her from his earnings. So she told Sophy in the
-letter that Mr. Hall had expressed great anxiety for her welfare, and
-had begged that she would accept a present from him. She was to get
-anything with the sovereign that might best tend to her happiness. But
-the shilling a day which Lucy contributed out of her own wages was sent
-with the sovereign.
-
-For an entire month she did not see Abraham Hall again so as to do more
-than just speak to him on the stairs. She was almost inclined to think
-that he was cold and unkind in not seeking her;--and yet she wilfully
-kept out of his way. On each Sunday it would at any rate have been easy
-for her to meet him; but with a stubborn purpose which she did not
-herself understand she kept herself apart, and when she met him on the
-stairs, which she would do occasionally when she returned from her work,
-she would hardly stand till she had answered his inquiries after Sophy.
-But at the end of the month one evening he came up and knocked at her
-door. “I am sorry to intrude, Miss Lucy.”
-
-“It is no intrusion, Mr. Hall. I wish I had a place to ask you to sit
-down in.”
-
-“I have come to bring another trifle for Miss Sophy.”
-
-“Pray do not do it. I cannot send it her. She ought not to take it. I am
-sure you know that she ought not to take it.”
-
-“I know nothing of the kind. If I know anything, it is that the strong
-should help the weak, and the healthy the sick. Why should she not take
-it from me as well as from you?”
-
-It was necessary that Lucy should think a little before she could answer
-this;--but, when she had thought, her answer was ready. “We are both
-girls.”
-
-“Is there anything which ought to confine kindness to this or the other
-sex? If you were knocked down in the street would you let no one but a
-woman pick you up?”
-
-“It is not the same. I know you understand it, Mr. Hall. I am sure you
-do.”
-
-Then he also paused to think what he would say, for he was conscious
-that he did “understand it.” For a young woman to accept money from a
-man seemed to imply that some return of favours would be due. But,--he
-said to himself,--that feeling came from what was dirty and not from
-what was noble in the world. “You ought to lift yourself above all
-that,” he said at last. “Yes; you ought. You are very good, but you
-would be better if you would do so. You say that I understand, and I
-think that you, too, understand.” This again was said in that voice
-which seemed to scold, and again her eyes became full of tears. Then he
-was softer on a sudden. “Good night, Miss Lucy. You will shake hands
-with me;--will you not?” She put her hand in his, being perfectly
-conscious at the moment that it was the first time that she had ever
-done so. What a mighty hand it seemed to be as it held hers for a
-moment! “I will put the sovereign on the table,” he said, again leaving
-the room and giving her no option as to its acceptance.
-
-But she made up her mind at once that she would not be the means of
-sending his money to Sophy Wilson. She was sure that she would take
-nothing from him for her own relief, and therefore sure that neither
-ought Sophy to do so,--at any rate unless there had been more between
-them than either of them had told to her. But Sophy must judge for
-herself. She sent, therefore, the sovereign back to Hall with a little
-note as follows:--
-
-“DEAR MR. HALL,--Sophy’s address is at
-
- “Mrs. Pike’s,
-
- “19, Paradise Row,
-
- “Fairlight, near Hastings.
-
- “You can do as you like as to writing to her. I am obliged to send
- back the money which you have so _very generously_ left for her,
- because I do not think she ought to accept it. If she were quite in
- want it might be different, but we have still five shillings a day
- between us. If a young woman were starving perhaps it ought to be
- the same as though she were being run over in the street, but it is
- not like that. In my next letter I shall tell Sophy all about it.
-
-“Yours truly,
-
-“LUCY GRAHAM.”
-
-
-
-The following evening, when she came home, he was standing at the house
-door evidently waiting for her. She had never seen him loitering in that
-way before, and she was sure that he was there in order that he might
-speak to her.
-
-“I thought I would let you know that I got the sovereign safely,” he
-said. “I am so sorry that you should have returned it.”
-
-“I am sure that I was right, Mr. Hall.”
-
-“There are cases in which it is very hard to say what is right and what
-is wrong. Some things seem right because people have been wrong so long.
-To give and take among friends ought to be right.”
-
-“We can only do what we think right,” she said, as she passed in through
-the passage upstairs.
-
-She felt sure from what had passed that he had not sent the money to
-Sophy. But why not? Sophy had said that he was bashful. Was he so far
-bashful that he did not dare himself to send the money to the girl he
-loved, though he had no scruple as to giving it to her through another
-person? And, as for bashfulness, it seemed to her that the man spoke out
-his mind clearly enough. He could scold her, she thought, without any
-difficulty, for it still seemed that his voice and manner were rough to
-her. He was never rough to Sophy; but then she had heard so often that
-love will alter a man amazingly!
-
-Then she wrote her letter to Sophy, and explained as well as she could
-the whole affair. She was quite sure that Sophy would regret the loss of
-the money. Sophy, she knew, would have accepted it without scruple.
-People, she said to herself, will be different. But she endeavoured to
-make her friend understand that she, with her feelings, could not be the
-medium of sending on presents of which she disapproved. “I have given
-him your address,” she said, “and he can suit himself as to writing to
-you.” In this letter she enclosed a money order for the contribution
-made to Sophy’s comfort out of her own wages.
-
-Sophy’s answer, which came in a day or two, surprised her very much. “As
-to Mr. Hall’s money,” she began, “as things stand at present perhaps it
-is as well that you didn’t take it.” As Lucy had expected that grievous
-fault would be found with her, this was comfortable. But it was after
-that, that the real news came. Sophy was a great deal better; that was
-also good tidings;--but she did not want to leave Hastings just at
-present. Indeed she thought that she did not want to leave it at all. A
-very gentlemanlike young man, who was just going to be taken into
-partnership in a hairdressing establishment, had proposed to her;--and
-she had accepted him. Then there were two wishes expressed;--the first
-was that Lucy would go on a little longer with her kind generosity, and
-the second,--that Mr. Hall would not feel it very much.
-
-As regarded the first wish, Lucy resolved that she would go on at least
-for the present. Sophy was still on sick leave from the office, and,
-even though she might be engaged to a hairdresser, was still to be
-regarded as an invalid. But as to Mr. Hall, she thought that she could
-do nothing. She could not even tell him,--at any rate till that marriage
-at Hastings was quite a settled thing. But she thought that Mr. Hall’s
-future happiness would not be lessened by the event. Though she had
-taught herself to love Sophy, she had been unable not to think that her
-friend was not a fitting wife for such a man. But in telling herself
-that he would have an escape, she put it to herself as though the fault
-lay chiefly in him. “He is so stern and so hard that he would have
-crushed her, and she never would have understood his justness and
-honesty.” In her letter of congratulation, which was very kind, she said
-not a word of Abraham Hall, but she promised to go on with her own
-contribution till things were a little more settled.
-
-In the meantime she was very poor. Even brown dresses won’t wear for
-ever, let them be ever so brown, and in the first flurry of sending
-Sophy off to Hastings,--with that decent apparel which had perhaps been
-the means of winning the hairdresser’s heart,--she had got somewhat into
-debt with her landlady. This she was gradually paying off, even on her
-reduced wages, but the effort pinched her closely. Day by day, in spite
-of all her efforts with her needle, she became sensible of a
-deterioration in her outward appearance which was painful to her at the
-office, and which made her most careful to avoid any meeting with
-Abraham Hall. Her boots were very bad, and she had now for some time
-given up even the pretence of gloves as she went backwards and forwards
-to the office. But perhaps it was her hat that was most vexatious. The
-brown straw hat which had lasted her all the summer and autumn could
-hardly be induced to keep its shape now when November was come.
-
-One day, about three o’clock in the afternoon, Abraham Hall went to the
-Post Office, and, having inquired among the messengers, made his way up
-to the telegraph department at the top of the building. There he asked
-for Miss Graham, and was told by the doorkeeper that the young ladies
-were not allowed to receive visitors during office hours. He persisted,
-however, explaining that he had no wish to go into the room, but that it
-was a matter of importance, and that he was very anxious that Miss
-Graham should be asked to come out to him. Now it is a rule that the
-staff of the department who are engaged in sending and receiving
-messages, the privacy of which may be of vital importance, should be
-kept during the hours of work as free as possible from communication
-with the public. It is not that either the girls or the young men would
-be prone to tell the words which they had been the means of passing on
-to their destination, but that it might be worth the while of some
-sinner to offer great temptation, and that the power of offering it
-should be lessened as much as possible. Therefore, when Abraham Hall
-pressed his request the doorkeeper told him that it was quite
-impossible.
-
-“Do you mean to say that if it were an affair of life and death she
-could not be called out?” Abraham asked in that voice which had
-sometimes seemed to Lucy to be so impressive. “She is not a prisoner!”
-
-“I don’t know as to that,” replied the man; “you would have to see the
-superintendent, I suppose.”
-
-“Then let me see the superintendent.” And at last he did succeed in
-seeing some one whom he so convinced of the importance of his message as
-to bring Lucy to the door.
-
-“Miss Graham,” he said, when they were at the top of the stairs, and so
-far alone that no one else could hear him, “I want you to come out with
-me for half an hour.”
-
-“I don’t think I can. They won’t let me.”
-
-“Yes they will. I have to say something which I must say now.”
-
-“Will not the evening do, Mr. Hall?”
-
-“No; I must go out of town by the mail train from Paddington, and it
-will be too late. Get your hat and come with me for half an hour.”
-
-Then she remembered her hat, and she snatched a glance at her poor
-stained dress, and she looked up at him. He was not dressed in his
-working clothes, and his face and hands were clean, and altogether there
-was a look about him of well-to-do manly tidiness which added to her
-feeling of shame.
-
-“If you will go on to the house I will follow you,” she said.
-
-“Are you ashamed to walk with me?”
-
-“I am, because----”
-
-He had not understood her at first, but now he understood it all. “Get
-your hat,” he said, “and come with a friend who is really a friend. You
-must come; you must, indeed.” Then she felt herself compelled to obey,
-and went back and got her old hat and followed him down the stairs into
-the street. “And so Miss Wilson is going to be married,” were the first
-words he said in the street.
-
-“Has she written to you?”
-
-“Yes; she has told me all about it. I am so glad that she should be
-settled to her liking, out of town. She says that she is nearly well
-now. I hope that Mr. Brown is a good sort of man, and that he will be
-kind to her.”
-
-It could hardly be possible, Lucy thought, that he should have taken her
-away from the office merely to talk to her of Sophy’s prospects. It was
-evident that he was strong enough to conceal any chagrin which might
-have been caused by Sophy’s apostacy. Could it, however, be the case
-that he was going to leave London because his feelings had been too much
-disturbed to allow of his remaining quiet? “And so you are going away?
-Is it for long?” “Well, yes; I suppose it is for always.” Then there
-came upon her a sense of increased desolation. Was he not her only
-friend? And then, though she had refused all pecuniary assistance, there
-had been present to her a feeling that there was near to her a strong
-human being whom she could trust, and who in any last extremity could be
-kind to her.
-
-“For always! And you go to-night!” Then she thought that he had been
-right to insist on seeing her. It would certainly have been a great blow
-to her if he had gone without a word of farewell.
-
-“There is a man wanted immediately to look after the engines at a great
-establishment on the Wye, in the Forest of Dean. They have offered me
-four pounds a week.”
-
-“Four pounds a week!”
-
-“But I must go at once. It has been talked about for some time, and now
-it has come all in a clap. I have to be off without a day’s notice,
-almost before I know where I am. As for leaving London, it is just what
-I like. I love the country.”
-
-“Oh, yes,” said Lucy, “that will be nice;--and about your little boy?”
-Could it be that she was to be asked to do something for the child?
-
-They were now at the door of their house.
-
-“Here we are,” he said, “and perhaps I can say better inside what I have
-got to say.” Then she followed him into the back sitting-room on the
-ground floor.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-ABRAHAM HALL MARRIED.
-
-
-“Yes;” he said;--“about my little boy. I could not say what I had to say
-in the street, though I had thought to do so.” Then he paused, and she
-sat herself down, feeling, she did not know why, as though she would
-lack strength to hear him if she stood. It was then the case that some
-particular service was to be demanded from her,--something that would
-show his confidence in her. The very idea of this seemed at once to add
-a grace to her life. She would have the child to love. There would be
-something for her to do. And there must be letters between her and him.
-It would certainly add a grace to her life. But how odd that he should
-not take his child with him! He had paused a moment while she thought of
-all this, and she was aware that he was looking at her. But she did not
-dare to return his gaze, or even to glance up at his face. And then
-gradually she felt that she was shivering and trembling. What was it
-that ailed her,--just now when it would be so necessary that she should
-speak out with some strength? She had eaten nothing since her breakfast
-when he had come to her, and she was afraid that she would show herself
-to be weak. “Will you be his mother?” he said.
-
-What did it mean? How was she to answer him? She knew that his eyes were
-on her, but hers were more than ever firmly fixed upon the floor. And
-she was aware that she ought briskly to have acceded to his
-request,--so as to have shown by her ready alacrity that she had
-attributed no other meaning to the words than they had been intended to
-convey,--that she had not for a moment been guilty of rash folly. But
-though it was so imperative upon her to say a word, yet she could not
-speak. Everything was swimming round her. She was not even sure that she
-could sit upon her chair. “Lucy,” he said;--then she thought she would
-have fallen;--“Lucy, will you be my wife?”
-
-There was no doubt about the word. Her sense of hearing was at any rate
-not deficient. And there came upon her at once a thorough conviction
-that all her troubles had been changed for ever and a day into joys and
-blessings. The word had been spoken from which he certainly would never
-go back, and which of course,--of course,--must be a commandment to her.
-But yet there was an unfitness about it which disturbed her, and she was
-still powerless to speak. The remembrance of the meanness of her clothes
-and poorness of her position came upon her,--so that it would be her
-duty to tell him that she was not fit for him; and yet she could not
-speak.
-
-“If you will say that you want time to think about it, I shall be
-contented,” he said. But she did not want a moment to think about it.
-She could not have confessed to herself that she had learned to love
-him,--oh, so much too dearly,--if it were not for this most unexpected,
-most unthought of, almost impossible revelation. But she did not want a
-moment to make herself sure that she did love him. Yet she could not
-speak. “Will you say that you will think of it for a month?”
-
-Then there came upon her an idea that he was not asking this because he
-loved her, but in order that he might have a mother whom he could trust
-for his child. Even that would have been flattering, but that would not
-have sufficed. Then when she told herself what she was, or rather what
-she thought herself to be, she felt sure that he could not really love
-her. Why should such a man as he love such a woman? Then her mouth was
-opened. “You cannot want me for myself,” she said.
-
-“Not for yourself! Then why? I am not the man to seek any girl for her
-fortune, and you have none.” Then again she was dumfounded. She could
-not explain what she meant. She could not say,--because I am brown, and
-because I am plain, and because I have become thin and worn from want,
-and because my clothes are old and shabby. “I ask you,” he said,
-“because with all my heart I love you.”
-
-It was as though the heavens had been opened to her. That he should
-speak a word that was not true was to her impossible. And, as it was so,
-she would not coy her love to him for a moment. If only she could have
-found words with which to speak to him! She could not even look up at
-him, but she put out her hand so as to touch him. “Lucy,” he said,
-“stand up and come to me.” Then she stood up and with one little step
-crept close to his side. “Lucy, can you love me?” And as he asked the
-question his arm was pressed round her waist, and as she put up her hand
-to welcome rather than to restrain his embrace, she again felt the
-strength, the support, and the warmth of his grasp. “Will you not say
-that you love me?”
-
-“I am such a poor thing,” she replied.
-
-“A poor thing, are you? Well, yes; there are different ways of being
-poor. I have been poor enough in my time, but I never thought myself a
-poor thing. And you must not say it ever of yourself again.”
-
-“No?”
-
-“My girl must not think herself a poor thing. May I not say, my girl?”
-Then there was just a little murmur, a sound which would have been “yes”
-but for the inability of her lips to open themselves. “And if my girl,
-then my wife. And shall my wife be called a poor thing? No, Lucy. I have
-seen it all. I don’t think I like poor things;--but I like you.”
-
-“Do you?”
-
-“I do. And now I must go back to the City Road and give up charge and
-take my money. And I must leave this at seven--after a cup of tea. Shall
-I see you again?”
-
-“See me again! Oh, to-day, you mean. Indeed you shall. Not see you off?
-My own, own, own man?”
-
-“What will they say at the office?”
-
-“I don’t care what they say. Let them say what they like. I have never
-been absent a day yet without leave. What time shall I be here?” Then
-he named an hour. “Of course I will have your last words. Perhaps you
-will tell me something that I must do.”
-
-“I must leave some money with you.”
-
-“No; no; no; not yet. That shall come after.” This she said smiling up
-at him, with a sparkle of a tear in each eye, but with such a smile!
-Then he caught her in his arms and kissed her. “That may come at present
-at any rate,” he said. To this, though it was repeated once and again,
-there was no opposition. Then in his own masterful manner he put on his
-hat and stalked out of the room without any more words.
-
-She must return to the office that afternoon, of course, if only for the
-sake of explaining her wish to absent herself the rest of the day. But
-she could not go forth into the streets just yet. Though she had been
-able to smile at him and to return his caress, and for a moment so to
-stand by him that she might have something of the delight of his love,
-still she was too much flurried, too weak from the excitement of the
-last half-hour, to walk back to the Post Office without allowing herself
-some minutes to recruit her strength and collect her thoughts. She went
-at once up to her own room and cut for herself a bit of bread which she
-began to eat,--just as one would trim one’s lamp carefully for some
-night work, even though oppressed by heaviest sorrow, or put fuel on the
-fire that would be needed. Then having fed herself, she leaned back in
-her chair, throwing her handkerchief over her face, in order that she
-might think of it.
-
-Oh,--how much there was to fill her mind with many thoughts! Looking
-back to what she had been even an hour ago, and then assuring herself
-with infinite delight of the certain happiness of her present position,
-she told herself that all the world had been altered to her within that
-short space. As for loving him;--there was no doubt about that! Now she
-could own to herself that she had long since loved him, even when she
-thought that he might probably take that other girl as his wife. That
-she should love him,--was it not a matter of course, he being what he
-was? But that he should love her,--that, that was the marvel! But he
-did. She need not doubt that. She could remember distinctly each word of
-assurance that he had spoken to her. “I ask you, because with all my
-heart I love you.” “May I not say my girl;--and, if my girl, then my
-wife?” “I do not think that I like poor things; but I like you.” No. If
-she were regarded by him as good enough to be his wife then she would
-certainly never call herself a poor thing again.
-
-In her troubles and her poverty,--especially in her solitude, she had
-often thought of that other older man who had wanted to make her his
-wife,--sometimes almost with regret. There would have been duties for
-her and a home, and a mode of life more fitting to her feminine nature
-than this solitary tedious existence. And there would have been
-something for her to love, some human being on whom to spend her human
-solicitude and sympathies. She had leagued herself with Sophy Wilson,
-and she had been true to the bond; but it had had in it but little
-satisfaction. The other life, she had sometimes thought, would have been
-better. But she had never loved the man, and could not have loved him as
-a husband should, she thought, be loved by his wife. She had done what
-was right in refusing the good things which he had offered her,--and now
-she was rewarded! Now had come to her the bliss of which she had
-dreamed, that of belonging to a man to whom she felt that she was bound
-by all the chords of her heart. Then she repeated his name to
-herself,--Abraham Hall, and tried in a lowest whisper the sound of that
-other name,--Lucy Hall. And she opened her arms wide as she sat upon the
-chair as though in that way she could take his child to her bosom.
-
-She had been sitting so nearly an hour when she started up suddenly and
-again put on her old hat and hurried off towards her office. She felt
-now that as regarded her clothes she did not care about herself. There
-was a paradise prepared for her so dear and so near that the present was
-made quite bright by merely being the short path to such a future. But
-for his sake she cared. As belonging to him she would fain, had it been
-possible, not have shown herself in a garb unfitting for his wife.
-Everything about him had always been decent, fitting, and serviceable!
-Well! It was his own doing. He had chosen her as she was. She would not
-run in debt to make herself fit for his notice, because such debts would
-have been debts to be paid by him. But if she could squeeze from her
-food what should supply her with garments fit at any rate to stand with
-him at the altar it should be done.
-
-Then, as she hurried on to the office, she remembered what he had said
-about money. No! She would not have his money till it was hers of right.
-Then with what perfect satisfaction would she take from him whatever he
-pleased to give her, and how hard would she work for him in order that
-he might never feel that he had given her his good things for nothing!
-
-It was five o’clock before she was at the office, and she had promised
-to be back in the lodgings at six, to get for him his tea. It was quite
-out of the question that she should work to-day. “The truth is, ma’am,”
-she said to the female superintendent, “I have received and accepted an
-offer of marriage this afternoon. He is going out of town to-night, and
-I want to be with him before he goes.” This is a plea against which
-official rigour cannot prevail. I remember once when a young man applied
-to a saturnine pundit who ruled matters in a certain office for leave of
-absence for a month to get married. “To get married!” said the saturnine
-pundit. “Poor fellow! But you must have the leave.” The lady at the
-telegraph office was no doubt less caustic, and dismissed our Lucy for
-the day with congratulations rather than pity.
-
-She was back at the lodging before her lover, and had borrowed the
-little back parlour from Mrs. Green, and had spread the tea-things, and
-herself made the toast in the kitchen before he came. “There’s something
-I suppose more nor friendship betwixt you and Mr. Hall, and better,”
-said the landlady smiling. “A great deal better, Mrs. Green,” Lucy had
-replied, with her face intent upon the toast. “I thought it never could
-have been that other young lady,” said Mrs. Green.
-
-“And now, my dear, about money,” said Abraham as he rose to prepare
-himself for the journey. Many things had been settled over that
-meal,--how he was to get a house ready, and was then to say when she
-should come to him, and how she should bring the boy with her, and how
-he would have the banns called in the church, and how they would be
-married as soon as possible after her arrival in the new country. “And
-now, my dear, about money?”
-
-She had to take it at last. “Yes,” she said, “it is right that I should
-have things fit to come to you in. It is right that you shouldn’t be
-disgraced.”
-
-“I’d marry you in a sack from the poor-house, if it were necessary,” he
-said with vehemence.
-
-“As it is not necessary, it shall not be so. I will get things;--but
-they shall belong to you always; and I will not wear them till the day
-that I also shall belong to you.”
-
-She went with him that night to the station, and kissed him openly as
-she parted from him on the platform. There was nothing in her love now
-of which she was ashamed. How, after some necessary interval, she
-followed him down into Gloucestershire, and how she became his wife
-standing opposite to him in the bright raiment which his liberality had
-supplied, and how she became as good a wife as ever blessed a man’s
-household, need hardly here be told.
-
-That Miss Wilson recovered her health and married the hairdresser may be
-accepted by all anxious readers as an undoubted fact.
-
-
-
-
-ALICE DUGDALE.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-THE DOCTOR’S FAMILY.
-
-
-It used to be said in the village of Beetham that nothing ever went
-wrong with Alice Dugdale,--the meaning of which, perhaps, lay in the
-fact that she was determined that things should be made to go right.
-Things as they came were received by her with a gracious welcome, and
-“things,” whatever they were, seemed to be so well pleased with the
-treatment afforded to them, that they too for most part made themselves
-gracious in return.
-
-Nevertheless she had had sorrows, as who has not? But she had kept her
-tears for herself, and had shown her smiles for the comfort, of those
-around her. In this little story it shall be told how in a certain
-period of her life she had suffered much;--how she still smiled, and how
-at last she got the better of her sorrow.
-
-Her father was the country doctor in the populous and straggling parish
-of Beetham. Beetham is one of those places so often found in the south
-of England, half village, half town, for the existence of which there
-seems to be no special reason. It had no mayor, no municipality, no
-market, no pavements, and no gas. It was therefore no more than a
-village;--but it had a doctor, and Alice’s father, Dr. Dugdale, was the
-man. He had been established at Beetham for more than thirty years, and
-knew every pulse and every tongue for ten miles round. I do not know
-that he was very great as a doctor;--but he was a kind-hearted, liberal
-man, and he enjoyed the confidence of the Beethamites, which is
-everything. For thirty years he had worked hard and had brought up a
-large family without want. He was still working hard, though turned
-sixty, at the time of which we are speaking. He had even in his old age
-many children dependent on him, and though he had fairly prospered, he
-had not become a rich man.
-
-He had been married twice, and Alice was the only child left at home by
-his first wife. Two elder sisters were married, and an elder brother was
-away in the world. Alice had been much younger than they, and had been
-the only child living with him when he had brought to his house a second
-mother for her. She was then fifteen. Eight or nine years had since
-gone, and almost every year had brought an increase to the doctor’s
-family. There were now seven little Dugdales in and about the nursery;
-and what the seven would do when Alice should go away the folk of
-Beetham always declared that they were quite at a loss even to guess.
-For Mrs. Dugdale was one of those women who succumb to
-difficulties,--who seem originally to have been made of soft material
-and to have become warped, out of joint, tattered, and almost useless
-under the wear of the world. But Alice had been constructed of
-thoroughly seasoned timber, so that, let her be knocked about as she
-might, she was never out of repair. Now the doctor, excellent as he was
-at doctoring, was not very good at household matters,--so that the folk
-at Beetham had reason to be at a loss when they bethought themselves as
-to what would happen when Alice should “go away.”
-
-Of course there is always that prospect of a girl’s “going away.” Girls
-not unfrequently intend to go away. Sometimes they “go away” very
-suddenly, without any previous intention. At any rate such a girl as
-Alice cannot be regarded as a fixture in a house. Binding as may be her
-duties at home, it is quite understood that should any adequate
-provocation to “go away” be brought within her reach, she will go, let
-the duties be what they may. Alice was a thoroughly good girl,--good to
-her father, good to her little brothers and sisters, unutterably good to
-that poor foolish stepmother;--but, no doubt she would “go away” if duly
-asked.
-
-When that vista of future discomfort in the doctor’s house first made
-itself clearly apparent to the Beethamites, an idea that Alice might
-perhaps go very soon had begun to prevail in the village. The eldest son
-of the vicar, Parson Rossiter, had come back from India as Major
-Rossiter, with an appointment, as some said, of £2,000 a year;--let us
-put it down as £1,500;--and had renewed his acquaintance with his old
-playfellow. Others, more than one or two, had endeavoured before this to
-entice Alice to “go away,” but it was said that the dark-visaged
-warrior, with his swarthy face and black beard, and bright
-eyes,--probably, too, something in him nobler than those outward
-bearings,--had whispered words which had prevailed. It was supposed that
-Alice now had a fitting lover, and that therefore she would “go away.”
-
-There was no doubt in the mind of any single inhabitant of Beetham as to
-the quality of the lover. It was considered on all sides that he was
-fitting,--so fitting that Alice would of course go when asked. John
-Rossiter was such a man that every Beethamite looked upon him as a
-hero,--so that Beetham was proud to have produced him. In small
-communities a man will come up now and then as to whom it is surmised
-that any young lady would of course accept him. This man, who was now
-about ten years older than Alice, had everything to recommend him. He
-was made up of all good gifts of beauty, conduct, dignity, good
-heart,--and fifteen hundred a year at the very least. His official
-duties required him to live in London, from which Beetham was seventy
-miles distant; but those duties allowed him ample time for visiting the
-parsonage. So very fitting he was to take any girl away upon whom he
-might fix an eye of approbation, that there were others, higher than
-Alice in the world’s standing, who were said to grudge the young lady
-of the village so great a prize. For Alice Dugdale was a young lady of
-the village and no more; whereas there were county families around, with
-daughters, among whom the Rossiters had been in the habit of mixing. Now
-that such a Rossiter had come to the fore, the parsonage family was held
-to be almost equal to county people.
-
-To whatever extent Alice’s love affairs had gone, she herself had been
-very silent about them; nor had her lover as yet taken the final step of
-being closeted for ten minutes with her father. Nevertheless everybody
-had been convinced in Beetham that it would be so,--unless it might be
-Mrs. Rossiter. Mrs. Rossiter was ambitious for her son, and in this
-matter sympathised with the county people. The county people certainly
-were of opinion that John Rossiter might do better, and did not
-altogether see what there was in Alice Dugdale to make such a fuss
-about. Of course she had a sweet countenance, rather brown, with good
-eyes. She had not, they said, another feature in her face which could be
-called handsome. Her nose was broad. Her mouth was large. They did not
-like that perpetual dimpling of the cheek which, if natural, looked as
-if it were practised. She was stout, almost stumpy, they thought. No
-doubt she danced well, having a good ear and being active and healthy;
-but with such a waist no girl could really be graceful. They
-acknowledged her to be the best nursemaid that ever a mother had in her
-family; but they thought it a pity that she should be taken away from
-duties for which her presence was so much desired, at any rate by such
-a one as John Rossiter. I, who knew Beetham well, and who though turned
-the hill of middle life had still an eye for female charms, used to
-declare to myself that Alice, though she was decidedly village and not
-county, was far, far away the prettiest girl in that part of the world.
-
-The old parson loved her, and so did Miss Rossiter,--Miss Janet
-Rossiter,--who was four or five years older than her brother, and
-therefore quite an old maid. But John was so great a man that neither of
-them dared to say much to encourage him,--as neither did Mrs. Rossiter
-to use her eloquence on the other side. It was felt by all of them that
-any persuasion might have on John anything but the intended effect. When
-a man at the age of thirty-three is Deputy Assistant Inspector General
-of Cavalry, it is not easy to talk him this way or that in a matter of
-love. And John Rossiter, though the best fellow in the world, was apt to
-be taciturn on such a subject. Men frequently marry almost without
-thinking about it at all. “Well; perhaps I might as well. At any rate I
-cannot very well help it.” That too often is the frame of mind.
-Rossiter’s discussion to himself was of a higher nature than that, but
-perhaps not quite what it should have been. “This is a thing of such
-moment that it requires to be pondered again and again. A man has to
-think of himself, and of her, and of the children which have to come
-after him;--of the total good or total bad which may come of such a
-decision.” As in the one manner there is too much of negligence, so in
-the other there may be too much of care. The “perhaps I might as
-wells,”--so good is Providence,--are sometimes more successful than
-those careful, long-pondering heroes. The old parson was very sweet to
-Alice, believing that she would be his daughter-in-law, and so was Miss
-Rossiter, thoroughly approving of such a sister. But Mrs. Rossiter was a
-little cold;--all of which Alice could read plainly and digest, without
-saying a word. If it was to be, she would welcome her happy lot with
-heartfelt acknowledgment of the happiness provided for her; but if it
-was not to be, no human being should know that she had sorrowed. There
-should be nothing lack-a-daisical in her life or conduct. She had her
-work to do, and she knew that as long as she did that, grief would not
-overpower her.
-
-In her own house it was taken for granted that she was to “go,” in a
-manner that distressed her. “You’ll never be here to lengthen ’em,” said
-her stepmother to her, almost whining, when there was a question as to
-flounces in certain juvenile petticoats which might require to be longer
-than they were first made before they should be finally abandoned.
-
-“That I certainly shall if Tiny grows as she does now.”
-
-“I suppose he’ll pop regularly when he next comes down,” said Mrs.
-Dugdale.
-
-There was ever so much in this which annoyed Alice. In the first place,
-the word “pop” was to her abominable. Then she was almost called upon to
-deny that he would “pop,” when in her heart she thought it very
-probable that he might. And the word, she knew, had become intelligible
-to the eldest of her little sisters who was present. Moreover, she was
-most unwilling to discuss the subject at all, and could hardly leave it
-undiscussed when such direct questions were asked. “Mamma,” she said,
-“don’t let us think about anything of the kind.” This did not at all
-satisfy herself. She ought to have repudiated the lover altogether; and
-yet she could not bring herself to tell the necessary lie.
-
-“I suppose he will come--some day,” said Minnie, the child old enough to
-understand the meaning of such coming.
-
- “For men may come and men may go,
- But I go on for ever,--for ever,”
-
-said or sang Alice, with a pretence of drollery, as she turned herself
-to her little sister. But even in her little song there was a purpose.
-Let any man come or let any man go, she would go on, at any rate
-apparently untroubled, in her walk of life.
-
-“Of course he’ll take you away, and then what am I to do?” said Mrs.
-Dugdale moaning. It is sad enough for a girl thus to have her lover
-thrown in her face when she is by no means sure of her lover.
-
-A day or two afterwards another word, much more painful, was said to her
-up at the parsonage. Into the parsonage she went frequently to show that
-there was nothing in her heart to prevent her visiting her old friends
-as had been her wont.
-
-“John will be down here next week,” said the parson, whom she met on
-the gravel drive just at the hall door.
-
-“How often he comes! What do they do at the Horse Guards, or wherever it
-is that he goes to?”
-
-“He’ll be more steady when he has taken a wife,” said the old man.
-
-“In the meantime what becomes of the cavalry?”
-
-“I dare say you’ll know all about that before long,” said the parson
-laughing.
-
-“Now, my dear, how can you be so foolish as to fill the girl’s head with
-nonsense of that kind?” said Mrs. Rossiter, who at that moment came out
-from the front door. “And you’re doing John an injustice. You are making
-people believe that he has said that which he has not said.”
-
-Alice at the moment was very angry,--as angry as she well could be. It
-was certain that Mrs. Rossiter did not know what her son had said or had
-not said. But it was cruel that she who had put forward no claim, who
-had never been forward in seeking her lover, should be thus almost
-publicly rebuked. Quiet as she wished to be, it was necessary that she
-should say one word in her own defence. “I don’t think Mr. Rossiter’s
-little joke will do John any injustice or me any harm,” she said. “But,
-as it may be taken seriously, I hope he will not repeat it.”
-
-“He could not do better for himself. That’s my opinion,” said the old
-man, turning back into the house. There had been words before on the
-subject between him and his wife, and he was not well pleased with her
-at this moment.
-
-“My dear Alice, I am sure you know that I mean everything the best for
-you,” said Mrs. Rossiter.
-
-“If nobody would mean anything, but just let me alone, that would be
-best. And as for nonsense, Mrs. Rossiter, don’t you know of me that I’m
-not likely to be carried away by foolish ideas of that kind?”
-
-“I do know that you are very good.”
-
-“Then why should you talk at me as though I were very bad?” Mrs.
-Rossiter felt that she had been reprimanded, and was less inclined than
-ever to accept Alice as a daughter-in-law.
-
-Alice, as she walked home, was low in spirits, and angry with herself
-because it was so. People would be fools. Of course that was to be
-expected. She had known all along that Mrs. Rossiter wanted a grander
-wife for her son, whereas the parson was anxious to have her for his
-daughter-in-law. Of course she loved the parson better than his wife.
-But why was it that she felt at this moment that Mrs. Rossiter would
-prevail?
-
-“Of course it will be so,” she said to herself. “I see it now. And I
-suppose he is right. But then certainly he ought not to have come here.
-But perhaps he comes because he wishes to--see Miss Wanless.” She went a
-little out of her road home, not only to dry a tear, but to rid herself
-of the effect of it, and then spent the remainder of the afternoon
-swinging her brothers and sisters in the garden.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-MAJOR ROSSITER.
-
-
-“Perhaps he is coming here to see Miss Wanless,” Alice had said to
-herself. And in the course of that week she found that her surmise was
-correct. John Rossiter stayed only one night at the parsonage, and then
-went over to Brook Park where lived Sir Walter Wanless and all the
-Wanlesses. The parson had not so declared when he told Alice that his
-son was coming, but John himself said on his arrival that this was a
-special visit made to Brook Park, and not to Beetham. It had been
-promised for the last three months, though only fixed lately. He took
-the trouble to come across to the doctor’s house with the express
-purpose of explaining the fact. “I suppose you have always been intimate
-with them,” said Mrs. Dugdale, who was sitting with Alice and a little
-crowd of the children round them. There was a tone of sarcasm in the
-words not at all hidden. “We all know that you are a great deal finer
-than we mere village folk. We don’t know the Wanlesses, but of course
-you do. You’ll find yourself much more at home at Brook Park than you
-can in such a place as this.” All that, though not spoken, was contained
-in the tone of the lady’s speech.
-
-“We have always been neighbours,” said John Rossiter.
-
-“Neighbours ten miles off!” said Mrs Dugdale.
-
-“I dare say the Good Samaritan lived thirty miles off,” said Alice.
-
-“I don’t think distance has much to do with it,” said the Major.
-
-“I like my neighbours to be neighbourly. I like Beetham neighbours,”
-said Mrs. Dugdale. There was a reproach in every word of it. Mrs.
-Dugdale had heard of Miss Georgiana Wanless, and Major Rossiter knew
-that she had done so. After her fashion the lady was accusing him for
-deserting Alice.
-
-Alice understood it also, and yet it behoved her to hold herself well up
-and be cheerful. “I like Beetham people best myself,” she said, “but
-then it is because I don’t know any other. I remember going to Brook
-Park once, when there was a party of children, a hundred years ago, and
-I thought it quite a paradise. There was a profusion of strawberries by
-which my imagination has been troubled ever since. You’ll just be in
-time for the strawberries, Major Rossiter.” He had always been John till
-quite lately,--John with the memories of childhood; but now he had
-become Major Rossiter.
-
-She went out into the garden with him for a moment as he took his
-leave,--not quite alone, as a little boy of two years old was clinging
-to her hand. “If I had my way,” she said, “I’d have my neighbours
-everywhere,--at any distance. I envy a man chiefly for that.”
-
-“Those one loves best should be very near, I think.”
-
-“Those one loves best of all? Oh yes, so that one may do something. It
-wouldn’t do not to have you every day, would it, Bobby?” Then she
-allowed the willing little urchin to struggle up into her arms and to
-kiss her, all smeared as was his face with bread-and-butter.
-
-“Your mother meant to say that I was running away from my old friends.”
-
-“Of course she did. You see, you loom so very large to us here. You
-are--such a swell, as Dick says, that we are a little sore when you pass
-us by. Everybody likes to be bowed to by royalty. Don’t you know that?
-Brook Park is, of course, the proper place for you; but you don’t expect
-but what we are going to express our little disgusts and little prides
-when we find ourselves left behind!” No words could have less declared
-her own feelings on the matter than those she was uttering; but she
-found herself compelled to laugh at him, lest, in the other direction,
-something of tenderness might escape her, whereby he might be injured
-worse than by her raillery. In nothing that she might say could there be
-less of real reproach to him than in this.
-
-“I hate that word ‘swell,’” he said.
-
-“So do I.”
-
-“Then why do you use it?”
-
-“To show you how much better Brook Park is than Beetham. I am sure they
-don’t talk about swells at Brook Park.”
-
-“Why do you throw Brook Park in my teeth?”
-
-“I feel an inclination to make myself disagreeable to-day. Are you never
-like that?”
-
-“I hope not.”
-
-“And then I am bound to follow up what poor dear mamma began. But I
-won’t throw Brook Park in your teeth. The ladies I know are very nice.
-Sir Walter Wanless is a little grand;--isn’t he?”
-
-“You know,” said he, “that I should be much happier here than there.”
-
-“Because Sir Walter is so grand?”
-
-“Because my friends here are dearer friends. But still it is right that
-I should go. One cannot always be where one would be happiest.”
-
-“I am happiest with Bobby,” said she; “and I can always have Bobby.”
-Then she gave him her hand at the gate, and he went down to the
-parsonage.
-
-That night Mrs. Rossiter was closeted for awhile with her son before
-they both went to bed. She was supposed, in Beetham, to be of a higher
-order of intellect,--of a higher stamp generally,--than her husband or
-daughter, and to be in that respect nearly on a par with her son. She
-had not travelled as he had done, but she was of an ambitious mind and
-had thoughts beyond Beetham. The poor dear parson cared for little
-outside the bounds of his parish. “I am so glad you are going to stay
-for awhile over at Brook Park,” she said.
-
-“Only for three days.”
-
-“In the intimacy of a house three days is a lifetime. Of course I do not
-like to interfere.” When this was said the Major frowned, knowing well
-that his mother was going to interfere. “But I cannot help thinking how
-much a connection with the Wanlesses would do for you.”
-
-“I don’t want anything from any connection.”
-
-“That is all very well, John, for a man to say; but in truth we all
-depend on connections one with another. You are beginning the world.”
-
-“I don’t know about that, mother.”
-
-“To my eyes you are. Of course, you look upwards.”
-
-“I take all that as it comes.”
-
-“No doubt; but still you must have it in your mind to rise. A man is
-assisted very much by the kind of wife he marries. Much would be done
-for a son-in-law of Sir Walter Wanless.”
-
-“Nothing, I hope, ever for me on that score. To succeed by favour is
-odious.”
-
-“But even to rise by merit, so much outside assistance is often
-necessary! Though you will assuredly deserve all that you will ever get,
-yet you may be more likely to get it as a son-in-law to Sir Walter
-Wanless than if you were married to some obscure girl. Men who make the
-most of themselves in the world do think of these things. I am the last
-woman in the world to recommend my boy to look after money in marriage.”
-
-“The Miss Wanlesses will have none.”
-
-“And therefore I can speak the more freely. They will have very
-little,--as coming from such a family. But he has great influence. He
-has contested the county five times. And then--where is there a
-handsomer girl than Georgiana Wanless?” The Major thought that he knew
-one, but did not answer the question. “And she is all that such a girl
-ought to be. Her manners are perfect,--and her conduct. A constant
-performance of domestic duties is of course admirable. If it comes to
-one to have to wash linen, she who washes her linen well is a good
-woman. But among mean things high spirits are not to be found.”
-
-“I am not so sure of that.”
-
-“It must be so. How can the employment of every hour in the day on
-menial work leave time for the mind to fill itself? Making children’s
-frocks may be a duty, but it must also be an impediment.”
-
-“You are speaking of Alice.”
-
-“Of course I am speaking of Alice.”
-
-“I would wager my head that she has read twice more in the last two
-years than Georgiana Wanless. But, mother, I am not disposed to discuss
-either the one young lady or the other. I am not going to Brook Park to
-look for a wife; and if ever I take one, it will be simply because I
-like her best, and not because I wish to use her as a rung of a ladder
-by which to climb upwards into the world.” That all this and just this
-would be said to her Mrs. Rossiter had been aware; but still she had
-thought that a word in season might have its effect.
-
-And it did have its effect. John Rossiter, as he was driven over to
-Brook Park on the following morning, was unconsciously mindful of that
-allusion to the washerwoman. He had seen that Alice’s cheek had been
-smirched by the greasy crumbs from her little brother’s mouth, he had
-seen that the tips of her fingers showed the mark of the needle; he had
-seen fragments of thread about her dress, and the mud even from the
-children’s boots on her skirts. He had seen this, and had been aware
-that Georgiana Wanless was free from all such soil on her outward
-raiment. He liked the perfect grace of unspotted feminine apparel, and
-he had, too, thought of the hours in which Alice might probably be
-employed amidst the multifarious needs of a nursery, and had argued to
-himself much as his mother had argued. It was good and homely,--worthy
-of a thousand praises; but was it exactly that which he wanted in a
-wife? He had repudiated with scorn his mother’s cold, worldly doctrine;
-but yet he had felt that it would be a pleasant thing to have it known
-in London that his wife was the daughter of Sir Walter Wanless. It was
-true that she was wonderfully handsome,--a complexion perfectly clear, a
-nose cut as out of marble, a mouth delicate as of a goddess, with a
-waist quite to match it. Her shoulders were white as alabaster. Her
-dress was at all times perfect. Her fingers were without mark or stain.
-There might perhaps be a want of expression; but faces so symmetrical
-are seldom expressive. And then, to crown all this, he was justified in
-believing that she was attached to himself. Almost as much had been said
-to him by Lady Wanless herself,--a word which would amount to as much,
-coupled as it was with an immediate invitation to Brook Park. Of this
-he had given no hint to any human being; but he had been at Brook Park
-once before, and some rumour of something between him and Miss Georgiana
-Wanless had reached the people at Beetham,--had reached, as we have
-seen, not only Mrs. Rossiter, but also Alice Dugdale.
-
-There had been moments up in London when his mind had veered round
-towards Miss Wanless. But there was one little trifle which opposed the
-action of his mind, and that was his heart. He had begun to think that
-it might be his duty to marry Georgiana;--but the more he thought so the
-more clearly would the figure of Alice stand before him, so that no veil
-could be thrown over it. When he tried to summon to his imagination the
-statuesque beauty of the one girl, the bright eyes of the other would
-look at him, and the words from her speaking mouth would be in his ears.
-He had once kissed Alice, immediately on his return, in the presence of
-her father, and the memory of the halcyon moment was always present to
-him. When he thought most of Miss Wanless he did not think much of her
-kisses. How grand she would be at his dining-table, how glorious in his
-drawing-room! But with Alice how sweet would it be to sit by some brook
-side and listen to the waters!
-
-And now since he had been at Beetham, from the nature of things which
-sometimes make events to come from exactly contrary causes, a new charm
-had been added to Alice, simply by the little effort she had made to
-annoy him. She had talked to him of “swells,” and had pretended to be
-jealous of the Wanlesses, just because she had known that he would hate
-to hear such a word from her lips, and that he would be vexed by
-exhibition of such a feeling on her part! He was quite sure that she had
-not committed these sins because they belonged to her as a matter of
-course. Nothing could be more simple than her natural language or her
-natural feelings. But she had chosen to show him that she was ready to
-run into little faults which might offend him. The reverse of her ideas
-came upon him. She had said, as it were,--“See how little anxious I must
-be to dress myself in your mirror when I put myself in the same category
-with my poor stepmother.” Then he said to himself that he could see her
-as he was fain to see her, in her own mirror, and he loved her the
-better because she had dared to run the risk of offending him.
-
-As he was driven up to the house at Brook Park he knew that it was his
-destiny to marry either the one girl or the other; and he was afraid of
-himself,--that before he left the house he might be engaged to the one
-he did not love. There was a moment in which he thought he would turn
-round and go back. “Major Rossiter,” Lady Wanless had said, “you know
-how glad we are to see you here. There is no young man of the day of
-whom Sir Walter thinks so much.” Then he had thanked her. “But--may I
-say a word in warning?”
-
-“Certainly.”
-
-“And I may trust to your honour?”
-
-“I think so, Lady Wanless.”
-
-“Do not be much with that sweet darling of mine,--unless indeed--” And
-then she had stopped. Major Rossiter, though he was a major and had
-served some years in India, blushed up to his eyebrows and was unable to
-answer a word. But he knew that Georgiana Wanless had been offered to
-him, and was entitled to believe that the young lady was prone to fall
-in love with him. Lady Wanless, had she been asked for an excuse for
-such conduct, would have said that the young men of the present day were
-slow in managing their own affairs, unless a little help were given to
-them.
-
-When the Major was almost immediately invited to return to Brook Park,
-he could not but feel that, if he were so to make his choice, he would
-be received there as a son-in-law. It may be that unless he intended so
-to be received, he should not have gone. This he felt as he was driven
-across the park, and was almost minded to return to Beetham.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-LADY WANLESS.
-
-
-Sir Walter Wanless was one of those great men who never do anything
-great, but achieve their greatness partly by their tailors, partly by a
-breadth of eyebrow and carriage of the body,--what we may call
-deportment,--and partly by the outside gifts of fortune. Taking his
-career altogether we must say that he had been unfortunate. He was a
-baronet with a fine house and park,--and with an income hardly
-sufficient for the place. He had contested the county four times on old
-Whig principles, and had once been in Parliament for two years. There he
-had never opened his mouth; but in his struggle to get there had greatly
-embarrassed his finances. His tailor had been well chosen, and had
-always turned him out as the best dressed old baronet in England. His
-eyebrow was all his own, and certainly commanded respect from those with
-whom eyebrows are efficacious. He never read; he eschewed farming, by
-which he had lost money in early life; and had, so to say, no visible
-occupation at all. But he was Sir Walter Wanless, and what with his
-tailor and what with his eyebrow he did command a great deal of respect
-in the country round Beetham. He had, too, certain good gifts for which
-people were thankful as coming from so great a man. He paid his bills,
-he went to church, he was well behaved, and still maintained certain
-old-fashioned family charities, though money was not plentiful with him.
-
-He had two sons and five daughters. The sons were in the army, and were
-beyond his control. The daughters were all at home, and were altogether
-under the control of their mother. Indeed everything at Brook Park was
-under the control of Lady Wanless,--though no man alive gave himself
-airs more autocratic than Sir Walter. It was on her shoulders that fell
-the burden of the five daughters, and of maintaining with straitened
-means the hospitality of Brook Park on their behoof. A hard-worked
-woman was Lady Wanless, in doing her duty,--with imperfect lights no
-doubt, but to the best of her abilities with such lights as she
-possessed. She was somewhat fine in her dress, not for any comfort that
-might accrue to herself, but from a feeling that an alliance with the
-Wanlesses would not be valued by the proper sort of young men unless she
-were grand herself. The girls were beautifully dressed; but oh, with
-such care and economy and daily labour among them, herself, and the two
-lady’s-maids upstairs! The father, what with his election and his
-farming, and a period of costly living early in his life, had not done
-well for the family. That she knew, and never rebuked him. But it was
-for her to set matters right, which she could only do by getting
-husbands for the daughters. That this might be achieved the Wanless
-prestige must be maintained; and with crippled means it is so hard to
-maintain a family prestige! A poor duke may do it, or perhaps an earl;
-but a baronet is not high enough to give bad wines to his guests without
-serious detriment to his unmarried daughters.
-
-A beginning to what might be hoped to be a long line of successes had
-already been made. The eldest girl, Sophia, was engaged. Lady Wanless
-did not look very high, knowing that failure in such operations will
-bring with it such unutterable misfortune. Sophia was engaged to the
-eldest son of a neighbouring Squire,--whose property indeed was not
-large, nor was the squire likely to die very soon; but there were the
-means of present living and a future rental of £4,000 a year. Young Mr.
-Cobble was now staying at the house, and had been duly accepted by Sir
-Walter himself. The youngest girl, who was only nineteen, had fallen in
-love with a young clergyman in the neighbourhood. That would not do at
-all, and the young clergyman was not allowed within the Park. Georgiana
-was the beauty; and for her, if for any, some great destiny might have
-been hoped. But it was her turn, a matter of which Lady Wanless thought
-a great deal, and the Major was too good to be allowed to escape.
-Georgiana, in her cold, impassive way, seemed to like the Major, and
-therefore Lady Wanless paired them off instantly with that decision
-which was necessary amidst the labours of her life. She had no scruples
-in what she did, feeling sure that her daughters would make honest, good
-wives, and that the blood of the Wanlesses was a dowry in itself.
-
-The Major had been told to come early, because a party was made to visit
-certain ruins about eight miles off,--Castle Owless, as it was
-called,--to which Lady Wanless was accustomed to take her guests,
-because the family history declared that the Wanlesses had lived there
-at some very remote period. It still belonged to Sir Walter, though
-unfortunately the intervening lands had for the most part fallen into
-other hands. Owless and Wanless were supposed to be the same, and thus
-there was room for a good deal of family tattle.
-
-“I am delighted to see you at Brook Park,” said Sir Walter as they met
-at the luncheon table. “When I was at Christchurch your father was at
-Wadham, and I remember him well.” Exactly the same words had been spoken
-when the Major, on a former occasion, had been made welcome at the
-house, and clearly implied a feeling that Christchurch, though much
-superior, may condescend to know Wadham--under certain circumstances. Of
-the Baronet nothing further was heard or seen till dinner.
-
-Lady Wanless went in the open carriage with three daughters, Sophie
-being one of them. As her affair was settled it was not necessary that
-one of the two side-saddles should be allotted to her use. Young Cobble,
-who had been asked to send two horses over from Cobble Hall so that
-Rossiter might ride one, felt this very hard. But there was no appeal
-from Lady Wanless. “You’ll have plenty enough of her all the evening,”
-said the mother, patting him affectionately, “and it is so necessary
-just at present that Georgiana and Edith should have horse exercise.” In
-this way it was arranged that Georgiana should ride with the Major, and
-Edith, the third daughter, with young Burmeston, the son of Cox and
-Burmeston, brewers at the neighbouring town of Slowbridge. A country
-brewer is not quite what Lady Wanless would have liked; but with
-difficulties such as hers a rich young brewer might be worth having. All
-this was hard upon Mr. Cobble, who would not have sent his horses over
-had he known it.
-
-Our Major saw at a glance that Georgiana rode well. He liked ladies to
-ride, and doubted whether Alice had ever been on horseback in her life.
-After all, how many advantages does a girl lose by having to pass her
-days in a nursery! For a moment some such idea crossed his mind. Then he
-asked Georgiana some question as to the scenery through which they were
-passing. “Very fine, indeed,” said Georgiana. She looked square before
-her, and sat with her back square to the horse’s tail. There was no
-hanging in the saddle, no shifting about in uneasiness. She could rise
-and fall easily, even gracefully, when the horse trotted. “You are fond
-of riding I can see,” said the Major. “I do like riding,” answered
-Georgiana. The tone in which she spoke of her present occupation was
-much more lively than that in which she had expressed her approbation of
-scenery.
-
-At the ruin they all got down, and Lady Wanless told them the entire
-story of the Owlesses and the Wanlesses, and filled the brewer’s mind
-with wonder as to the antiquity and dignity of the family. But the Major
-was the fish just at this moment in hand. “The Rossiters are very old,
-too,” she said smiling; “but perhaps that is a kind of thing you don’t
-care for.”
-
-“Very much indeed,” said he. Which was true,--for he was proud of
-knowing that he had come from the Rossiters who had been over four
-hundred years in Herefordshire. “A remembrance of old merit will always
-be an incitement to new.”
-
-“It is just that, Major Rossiter. It is strange how very nearly in the
-same words Georgiana said the same thing to me yesterday.” Georgiana
-happened to overhear this, but did not contradict her mother, though she
-made a grimace to her sister which was seen by no one else. Then Lady
-Wanless slipped aside to assist the brewer and Edith, leaving the Major
-and her second daughter together. The two younger girls, of whom the
-youngest was the wicked one with the penchant for the curate, were
-wandering among the ruins by themselves.
-
-“I wonder whether there ever were any people called Owless,” said
-Rossiter, not quite knowing what subject of conversation to choose.
-
-“Of course there were. Mamma always says so.”
-
-“That settles the question;--does it not?”
-
-“I don’t see why there shouldn’t be Owlesses. No; I won’t sit on the
-wall, thank you, because I should stain my habit.”
-
-“But you’ll be tired.”
-
-“Not particularly tired. It is not so very far. I’d go back in the
-carriage, only of course we can’t because of the habits. Oh, yes; I’m
-very fond of dancing,--very fond indeed. We always have two balls every
-year at Slowbridge. And there are some others about the county. I don’t
-think you ever have balls at Beetham.”
-
-“There is no one to give them.”
-
-“Does Miss Dugdale ever dance?”
-
-The Major had to think for a moment before he could answer the question.
-Why should Miss Wanless ask as to Alice’s dancing? “I am sure she does.
-Now I think of it I have heard her talk of dancing. You don’t know
-Alice Dugdale?” Miss Wanless shook her head. “She is worth knowing.”
-
-“I am quite sure she is. I have always heard that you thought so. She is
-very good to all those children; isn’t she?”
-
-“Very good indeed.”
-
-“She would be almost pretty if she wasn’t so,--so, so dumpy I should
-say.” Then they got on their horses again and rode back to Brook Park.
-Let Georgiana be ever so tired she did not show it, but rode in under
-the portico with perfect equestrian grace.
-
-“I’m afraid you took too much out of her,” said Lady Wanless to the
-Major that evening. Georgiana had gone to bed a little earlier than the
-others.
-
-This was in some degree hard upon him, as he had not proposed the
-ride,--and he excused himself. “It was you arranged it all, Lady
-Wanless.”
-
-“Yes indeed,” said she, smiling. “I did arrange the little excursion,
-but it was not I who kept her talking the whole day.” Now this again was
-felt to be unfair, as nearly every word of conversation between the
-young people has been given in this little chronicle.
-
-On the following day the young people were again thrust together, and
-before they parted for the night another little word was spoken by Lady
-Wanless which indicated very clearly that there was some special bond of
-friendship between the Major and her second daughter. “You are quite
-right,” she had said in answer to some extracted compliment; “she does
-ride very well. When I was up in town in May I thought I saw no one
-with such a seat in the row. Miss Green, who taught the Duchess of
-Ditchwater’s daughters, declared that she knew nothing like it.”
-
-On the third morning he returned to Beetham early, as he intended to go
-up to town the same afternoon. Then there was prepared for him a little
-valedictory opportunity in which he could not but press the young lady’s
-fingers for a moment. As he did so no one was looking at him, but then
-he knew that it was so much the more dangerous because no one was
-looking. Nothing could be more knowing than the conduct of the young
-lady, who was not in any way too forward. If she admitted that slight
-pressure, it was done with a retiring rather than obtrusive favour. It
-was not by her own doing that she was alone with him for a moment. There
-was no casting down or casting up of her eyes. And yet it seemed to him
-as he left her and went out into the hall that there had been so much
-between them that he was almost bound to propose to her. In the hall
-there was the Baronet to bid him farewell,--an honour which he did to
-his guests only when he was minded to treat them with great distinction.
-“Lady Wanless and I are delighted to have had you here,” he said.
-“Remember me to your father, and tell him that I remember him very well
-when I was at Christchurch and he was at Wadham.” It was something to
-have had one’s hand taken in so paternal a manner by a baronet with such
-an eyebrow, and such a coat.
-
-And yet when he returned to Beetham he was not in a good-humour with
-himself. It seemed to him that he had been almost absorbed among the
-Wanlesses without any action or will of his own. He tried to comfort
-himself by declaring that Georgiana was, without doubt, a remarkably
-handsome young woman, and that she was a perfect horsewoman,--as though
-all that were a matter to him of any moment! Then he went across to the
-doctor’s house to say a word of farewell to Alice.
-
-“Have you had a pleasant visit?” she asked.
-
-“Oh, yes; all very well.”
-
-“That second Miss Wanless is quite beautiful; is she not?”
-
-“She is handsome certainly.”
-
-“I call her lovely,” said Alice. “You rode with her the other day over
-to that old castle.”
-
-Who could have told this of him already? “Yes; there was a party of us
-went over.”
-
-“When are you going there again?” Now something had been said of a
-further visit, and Rossiter had almost promised that he would return. It
-is impossible not to promise when undefined invitations are given. A man
-cannot declare that he is engaged for ever and ever. But how was it that
-Alice knew all that had been said and done? “I cannot say that I have
-fixed any exact day,” he replied almost angrily.
-
-“I’ve heard all about you, you know. That young Mr. Burmeston was at
-Mrs. Tweed’s and told them what a favourite you are. If it be true I
-will congratulate you, because I do really think that the young lady is
-the most beautiful that I ever saw in my life.” This she said with a
-smile and a good-humoured little shake of the head. If it was to be that
-her heart must be broken he at least should not know it. And she still
-hoped, she still thought, that by being very constant at her work she
-might get over it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-THE BEETHAMITES.
-
-
-IT was told all through Beetham before a week was over that Major
-Rossiter was to marry the second Miss Wanless, and Beetham liked the
-news. Beetham was proud that one of her sons should be introduced into
-the great neighbouring family, and especially that he should be honoured
-by the hand of the acknowledged beauty. Beetham, a month ago, had
-declared that Alice Dugdale, a Beethamite herself from her
-babyhood,--who had been born and bred at Beetham and had ever lived
-there,--was to be honoured by the hand of the young hero. But it may be
-doubted whether Beetham had been altogether satisfied with the
-arrangement. We are apt to envy the good luck of those who have always
-been familiar with us. Why should it have been Alice Dugdale any more
-than one of the Tweed girls, or Miss Simkins, the daughter of the
-attorney, who would certainly have a snug little fortune of her
-own,--which unfortunately would not be the case with Alice Dugdale? It
-had been felt that Alice was hardly good enough for their hero,--Alice
-who had been seen about with all the Dugdale children, pushing them in
-perambulators almost every day since the eldest was born! We prefer the
-authority of a stranger to that of one chosen from among ourselves. As
-the two Miss Tweeds, and Miss Simkins, with Alice and three or four
-others, could not divide the hero among them, it was better then that
-the hero should go from among them, and choose a fitting mate in a
-higher realm. They all felt the greatness of the Wanlesses, and argued
-with Mrs. Rossiter that the rising star of the village should obtain
-such assistance in rising as would come to him from an almost noble
-marriage.
-
-There had been certainly a decided opinion that Alice was to be the
-happy woman. Mrs. Dugdale, the stepmother, had boasted of the promotion;
-and old Mr. Rossiter had whispered his secret conviction into the ear of
-every favoured parishioner. The doctor himself had allowed his patients
-to ask questions about it. This had become so common that Alice herself
-had been inwardly indignant,--would have been outwardly indignant but
-that she could not allow herself to discuss the matter. That having been
-so, Beetham ought to have been scandalised by the fickleness of her
-hero. Beetham ought to have felt that her hero was most unheroic. But,
-at any rate among the ladies, there was no shadow of such a feeling. Of
-course such a man as the Major was bound to do the best for himself.
-The giving away of his hand in marriage was a very serious thing, and
-was not to be obligatory on a young hero because he had been carried
-away by the fervour of old friendship to kiss a young lady immediately
-on his return home. The history of the kiss was known all over Beetham,
-and was declared by competent authorities to have amounted to nothing.
-It was a last lingering touch of childhood’s happy embracings, and if
-Alice was such a fool as to take it for more, she must pay the penalty
-of her folly. “It was in her father’s presence,” said Mrs. Rossiter,
-defending her son to Mrs. Tweed, and Mrs. Tweed had expressed her
-opinion that the kiss ought to go for nothing. The Major was to be
-acquitted,--and the fact of the acquittal made its way even to the
-doctor’s nursery; so that Alice knew that the man might marry that girl
-at Brook Park with clean hands. That, as she declared to herself, did
-not increase her sorrow. If the man were minded to marry the girl he was
-welcome for her. And she apologised for him to her own heart. What a man
-generally wants, she said, is a beautiful wife; and of the beauty of
-Miss Georgiana Wanless there could be no doubt. Only,--only--only, there
-had been a dozen words which he should have left unspoken!
-
-That which riveted the news on the minds of the Beethamites was the
-stopping of the Brook Park carriage at the door of the parsonage one day
-about a week after the Major’s visit. It was not altogether an
-unprecedented occurrence. Had there been no precedent it could hardly
-have been justified on the present occasion. Perhaps once in two years
-Lady Wanless would call at the parsonage, and then there would be a
-return visit during which a reference would always be made to Wadham and
-Christchurch. The visit was now out of its order, only nine months
-having elapsed,--of which irregularity Beetham took due notice. On this
-occasion Miss Wanless and the third young lady accompanied their mother,
-leaving Georgiana at home. What was whispered between the two old ladies
-Beetham did not quite know,--but made its surmises. It was in this wise.
-“We were so glad to have the Major over with us,” said her ladyship.
-
-“It was so good of you,” said Mrs. Rossiter.
-
-“He is a great favourite with Sir Walter.”
-
-“That is so good of Sir Walter.”
-
-“And we are quite pleased to have him among our young people.” That was
-all, but it was quite sufficient to tell Mrs. Rossiter that John might
-have Georgiana Wanless for the asking, and that Lady Wanless expected
-him to ask. Then the parting was much more affectionate than it had ever
-been before, and there was a squeezing of the hand and a nodding of the
-head which meant a great deal.
-
-Alice held her tongue, and did her work and attempted to be cheery
-through it all. Again and again she asked herself,--what did it matter?
-Even though she were unhappy, even though she felt a keen, palpable,
-perpetual aching at her heart, what would it matter so long as she
-could go about and do her business? Some people in this world had to be
-unhappy;--perhaps most people. And this was a sorrow which, though it
-might not wear off, would by wearing become dull enough to be bearable.
-She distressed herself in that there was any sorrow. Providence had
-given to her a certain condition of life to which many charms were
-attached. She thoroughly loved the people about her,--her father, her
-little brothers and sisters, even her overworn and somewhat idle
-stepmother. She was a queen in the house, a queen among her busy toils;
-and she liked being a queen, and liked being busy. No one ever scolded
-her or crossed her or contradicted her. She had the essential
-satisfaction of the consciousness of usefulness. Why should not that
-suffice to her? She despised herself because there was a hole in her
-heart,--because she felt herself to shrink all over when the name of
-Georgiana Wanless was mentioned in her hearing. Yet she would mention
-the name herself, and speak with something akin to admiration of the
-Wanless family. And she would say how well it was that men should strive
-to rise in the world, and how that the world progressed through such
-individual efforts. But she would not mention the name of John Rossiter,
-nor would she endure that it should be mentioned in her hearing with any
-special reference to herself.
-
-Mrs. Dugdale, though she was overworn and idle,--a warped and almost
-useless piece of furniture, made, as was said before, of bad
-timber,--yet saw more of this than anyone else, and was indignant. To
-lose Alice, to have no one to let down those tucks and take up those
-stitches, would be to her the loss of all her comforts. But, though she
-was feckless, she was true-hearted, and she knew that Alice was being
-wronged. It was Alice that had a right to the hero, and not that
-stuck-up young woman at Brook Park. It was thus she spoke of the affair
-to the doctor, and after awhile found herself unable to be silent on the
-subject to Alice herself. “If what they say does take place I shall
-think worse of John Rossiter than I ever did of any man I ever knew.”
-This she said in the presence both of her husband and her step-daughter.
-
-“John Rossiter will not be very much the worse for that,” said Alice
-without relaxing a moment from her work. There was a sound of drolling
-in her voice, as though she were quizzing her stepmother for her folly.
-
-“It seems to me that men may do anything now,” continued Mrs. Dugdale.
-
-“I suppose they are the same now as they always were,” said the doctor.
-“If a man chose to be false he could always be false.”
-
-“I call it unmanly,” said Mrs. Dugdale. “If I were a man I would beat
-him.”
-
-“What would you beat him for?” said Alice, getting up, and as she did so
-throwing down on the table before her the little frock she was making.
-“If you had the power of beating him, why would you beat him?”
-
-“Because he is ill-using you.”
-
-“How do you know that? Did I ever tell you so? Have you ever heard a
-word that he has said to me, either direct from himself, or second-hand,
-that justifies you in saying that he has ill-used me? You ill-use me
-when you speak like that.”
-
-“Alice, do not be so violent,” said the doctor.
-
-“Father, I will speak of this once, and once for all;--and then pray,
-pray, let there be no further mention of it. I have no right to complain
-of anything in Major Rossiter. He has done me no wrong. Those who love
-me should not mention his name in reference to me.”
-
-“He is a villain,” said Mrs. Dugdale.
-
-“He is no villain. He is a gentleman, as far as I know, from the crown
-of his head to the sole of his foot. Does it ever occur to you how
-little you make of me when you talk of him in this way? Dismiss it all
-from your mind, father, and let things be as they were. Do you think
-that I am pining for any man’s love? I say that Major Rossiter is a true
-man and a gentleman;--but I would not give my Bobby’s little finger for
-all his whole body.” Then there was silence, and afterwards the doctor
-told his wife that the Major’s name had better not be mentioned again
-among them. Alice on this occasion was, or appeared to be, very angry
-with Mrs. Dugdale; but on that evening and the next morning there was an
-accession of tenderness in her usually sweet manner to her stepmother.
-The expression of her mother’s anger against the Major had been
-wrong;--but the feeling of anger was not the less endearing.
-
-Some time after that, one evening, the parson came upon Alice as she
-was picking flowers in one of the Beetham lanes. She had all the
-children with her, and was filling Minnie’s apron with roses from the
-hedge. Old Mr. Rossiter stopped and talked to them, and after awhile
-succeeded in getting Alice to walk on with him. “You haven’t heard from
-John?” he said.
-
-“Oh, no,” replied Alice, almost with a start. And then she added
-quickly, “There is no one at our house likely to hear from him. He does
-not write to anyone there.”
-
-“I did not know whether any message might have reached you.”
-
-“I think not.”
-
-“He is to be here again before long,” said the parson.
-
-“Oh, indeed.” She had but a moment to think of it all; but, after
-thinking, she continued, “I suppose he will be going over to Brook
-Park.”
-
-“I fear he will.”
-
-“Fear;--why should you fear, Mr. Rossiter? If that is true, it is the
-place where he ought to be.”
-
-“But I doubt its truth, my dear.”
-
-“Ah! I know nothing about that. If so he had better stay up in London, I
-suppose.”
-
-“I don’t think John can care much for Miss Wanless.”
-
-“Why not? She is the most thoroughly beautiful young woman I ever saw.”
-
-“I don’t think he does, because I believe his heart is elsewhere. Alice,
-you have his heart.”
-
-“No.”
-
-“I think so, Alice.”
-
-“No, Mr. Rossiter. I have not. It is not so. I know nothing of Miss
-Wanless, but I can speak of myself.”
-
-“It seems to me that you are speaking of him now.”
-
-“Then why does he go there?”
-
-“That is just what I cannot answer. Why does he go there? Why do we do
-the worst thing so often, when we see the better?”
-
-“But we don’t leave undone the thing which we wish to do, Mr. Rossiter.”
-
-“That is just what we do do,--under constraint. Alice, I hope, I hope
-that you may become his wife.” She endeavoured to deny that it could
-ever be so;--she strove to declare that she herself was much too
-heart-free for that; but the words would not come to her lips, and she
-could only sob while she struggled to retain her tears. “If he does come
-to you give him a chance again, even though he may have been untrue to
-you for a moment.”
-
-Then she was left alone among the children. She could dry her tears and
-suppress her sobs, because Minnie was old enough to know the meaning of
-them if she saw them; but she could not for awhile go back into the
-house. She left them in the passage and then went out again, and walked
-up and down a little pathway that ran through the shrubs at the bottom
-of the garden. “I believe his heart is elsewhere.” Could it be that it
-was so? And if so, of what nature can be a man’s love, if when it be
-given in one direction, he can go in another with his hand? She could
-understand that there had not been much heart in it;--that he, being a
-man and not a woman, could have made this turning point of his life an
-affair of calculation, and had taken himself here or there without much
-love at all; that as he would seek a commodious house, so would he also
-a convenient wife. Resting on that suggestion to herself, she had dared
-to declare to her father and mother that Major Rossiter was, not a
-villain, but a perfect gentleman. But all that was not compatible with
-his father’s story. “Alice, you have his heart,” the old man had said.
-How had it come to pass that the old man had known it? And yet the
-assurance was so sweet, so heavenly, so laden to her ears with divine
-music, that at this moment she would not even ask herself to disbelieve
-it. “If he does come to you, give him a chance again.” Why;--yes! Though
-she never spoke a word of Miss Wanless without praise, though she had
-tutored herself to swear that Miss Wanless was the very wife for him,
-yet she knew herself too well not to know that she was better than Miss
-Wanless. For his sake, she could with a clear conscience--give him a
-chance again. The dear old parson! He had seen it all. He had known. He
-had appreciated. If it should ever come to pass that she was to be his
-daughter-in-law, he should have his reward. She would not tell herself
-that she expected him to come again; but, if he did come, she would
-give the parson his chance. Such was her idea at that moment. But she
-was forced to change it before long.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-THE INVITATION.
-
-
-WHEN Major Rossiter discussed his own conduct with himself as men are so
-often compelled to do by their own conscience, in opposition to their
-own wishes, he was not well pleased with himself. On his return home
-from India he had found himself possessed of a liberal income, and had
-begun to enjoy himself without thinking much about marrying. It is not
-often that a man looks for a wife because he has made up his mind that
-he wants the article. He roams about unshackled, till something, which
-at the time seems to be altogether desirable, presents itself to him;
-and then he meditates marriage. So it had been with our Major. Alice had
-presented herself to him as something altogether desirable,--a something
-which, when it was touched and looked at, seemed to be so full of
-sweetnesses, that to him it was for the moment of all things the most
-charming. He was not a forward man,--one of those who can see a girl for
-the first time on a Monday, and propose to her on the Tuesday. When the
-idea first suggested itself to him of making Alice his wife he became
-reticent and undemonstrative. The kiss had in truth meant no more than
-Mrs. Tweed had said. When he began to feel that he loved her, then he
-hardly dared to dream of kissing her.
-
-But though he felt that he loved her,--liked perhaps it would be fairer
-to say in that early stage of his feelings,--better than any other
-woman, yet when he came to think of marriage, the importance of it all
-made him hesitate; and he was reminded, by little hints from others, and
-by words plain enough from one person, that Alice Dugdale was after all
-a common thing. There is a fitness in such matters,--so said Mrs.
-Rossiter,--and a propriety in like being married to like. Had it been
-his lot to be a village doctor, Alice would have suited him well.
-Destiny, however, had carried him,--the Major,--higher up, and would
-require him to live in London, among ornate people, with polished
-habits, and peculiar manners of their own. Would not Alice be out of her
-element in London? See the things among which she passed her life! Not a
-morsel of soap or a pound of sugar was used in the house, but what she
-gave it out. Her hours were passed in washing, teaching, and sewing for
-the children. In her very walks she was always pushing a perambulator.
-She was, no doubt, the doctor’s daughter; but, in fact, she was the
-second Mrs. Dugdale’s nursemaid. Nothing could be more praiseworthy. But
-there is a fitness in things; and he, the hero of Beetham, the Assistant
-Deputy Inspector-General of the British Cavalry, might surely do better
-than marry a praiseworthy nursery girl. It was thus that Mrs. Rossiter
-argued with her son, and her arguments were not without avail.
-
-Then Georgiana Wanless had been, as it were, thrown at his head. When
-one is pelted with sugar-plums one can hardly resent the attack. He was
-clever enough to feel that he was pelted, but at first he liked the
-sweetmeats. A girl riding on horseback, with her back square to the
-horse’s tail, with her reins well held, and a chimney-pot hat on her
-head, is an object, unfortunately, more attractive to the eyes of
-ordinary men, than a young woman pushing a perambulator with two babies.
-Unfortunately, I say, because in either case the young woman should be
-judged by her personal merits and not by externals. But the Major
-declared to himself that the personal merits would be affected by the
-externals. A girl who had pushed a perambulator for many years, would
-hardly have a soul above perambulators. There would be wanting the
-flavour of the aroma of romance, that something of poetic vagueness
-without which a girl can hardly be altogether charming to the senses of
-an appreciative lover. Then, a little later on, he asked himself whether
-Georgiana Wanless was romantic and poetic,--whether there was much of
-true aroma there.
-
-But yet he thought that fate would require him to marry Georgiana
-Wanless, whom he certainly did not love, and to leave Alice to her
-perambulator,--Alice, whom he certainly did love. And as he thought of
-this, he was ill at ease with himself. It might be well that he should
-give up his Assistant Deputy Inspector-Generalship, go back to India,
-and so get rid of his two troubles together. Fate, as he personified
-fate to himself in this matter,--took the form of Lady Wanless. It made
-him sad to think that he was but a weak creature in the hands of an old
-woman, who wanted to use him for a certain purpose;--but he did not see
-his way of escaping. When he began to console himself by reflecting that
-he would have one of the handsomest women in London at his dinner-table
-he knew that he would be unable to escape.
-
-About the middle of July he received the following letter from Lady
-Wanless:--
-
- “DEAR MAJOR ROSSITER,--The girls have been at their father for the
- last ten days to have an archery meeting on the lawn, and have at
- last prevailed, though Sir Walter has all a father’s abhorrence to
- have the lawn knocked about. Now it is settled. ‘I’ll see about
- it,’ Sir Walter said at last, and when so much as that had been
- obtained, they all knew that the archery meeting was to be. Sir
- Walter likes his own way, and is not always to be persuaded. But
- when he has made the slightest show of concession, he never goes
- back from it. Then comes the question as to the day, which is now
- in course of discussion in full committee. In that matter Sir
- Walter is supposed to be excluded from any voice. ‘It cannot matter
- to him what day of the week or what day of the month,’ said
- Georgiana very irreverently. It will not, however, much matter to
- him so long as it is all over before St. Partridge comes round.
-
- “The girls one and all declared that you must be here,--as one of
- the guests in the house. Our rooms will be mostly full of young
- ladies, but there will be one at any rate for you. Now, what day
- will suit you,--or rather what day will suit the Cavalry generally?
- Everything must of course depend on the Cavalry. The girls say that
- the Cavalry is sure to go out of town after the tenth of August.
- But they would put it off for a week longer rather than not have
- the Inspector-General. Would Wednesday 14th suit the Cavalry? They
- are all reading every word of my letter as it is written, and bid
- me say that if Thursday or Friday in that week, or Wednesday or
- Thursday in the next, will do better, the accommodation of the
- Cavalry shall be consulted. It cannot be on a Monday or Saturday
- because there would be some Sunday encroachment. On Tuesday we
- cannot get the band from Slowbridge.
-
- “Now you know our great purpose and our little difficulties. One
- thing you cannot know,--how determined we are to accommodate
- ourselves to the Cavalry. _The meeting is not to take place without
- the Inspector-General._ So let us have an early answer from that
- august functionary. The girls think that the Inspector had better
- come down before the day, so as to make himself useful in
- preparing.
-
- “Pray believe me, with Sir Walter’s kind regards, yours most
- sincerely,
-
- “MARGARET WANLESS.”
-
-
-
-The Major felt that the letter was very flattering, but that it was
-false and written for a certain purpose. He could read between the lines
-at every sentence of it. The festival was to be got up, not at the
-instance of the girls but of Lady Wanless herself, as a final trap for
-the catching of himself,--and perhaps for Mr. Burmeston. Those
-irreverent words had never come from Georgiana, who was too placid to
-have said them. He did not believe a word of the girls looking over the
-writing of the letter. In all such matters Lady Wanless had more life,
-more energy than her daughters. All that little fun about the Cavalry
-came from Lady Wanless herself. The girls were too like their father for
-such ebullitions. The little sparks of joke with which the names of the
-girls were connected,--with which in his hearing the name of Georgiana
-had been specially connected,--had, he was aware, their origin always
-with Lady Wanless. Georgiana had said this funny thing and that,--but
-Georgiana never spoke after that fashion in his hearing. The traps were
-plain to his eyes, and yet he knew that he would sooner or later be
-caught in the traps.
-
-He took a day to think of it before he answered the letter, and
-meditated a military tour to Berlin just about the time. If so, he must
-be absent during the whole of August, so as to make his presence at the
-toxopholite meeting an impossibility. And yet at last he wrote and said
-that he would be there. There would be something mean in flight. After
-all, he need not ask the girl to be his wife unless he chose to do so.
-He wrote a very pretty note to Lady Wanless saying that he would be at
-Brook Park on the 14th, as she had suggested.
-
-Then he made a great resolution and swore an oath to himself,--that he
-would not be caught on that occasion, and that after this meeting he
-would go no more either to Brook Park or to Beetham for awhile. He would
-not marry the girl to whom he was quite indifferent, nor her who from
-her position was hardly qualified to be his wife. Then he went about his
-duties with a quieted conscience, and wedded himself for once and for
-always to the Cavalry.
-
-Some tidings of the doings proposed by the Wanlesses had reached the
-parson’s ears when he told Alice in the lane that his son was soon
-coming down to Beetham again, and that he was again going to Brook Park.
-Before July was over the tidings of the coming festivity had been spread
-over all that side of the county. Such a thing had not been done for
-many years,--not since Lady Wanless had been herself a young wife, with
-two sisters for whom husbands had to be,--and were provided. There were
-those who could still remember how well Lady Wanless had behaved on that
-occasion. Since those days hospitality on a large scale had not been
-rife at Brook Park--and the reason why it was so was well known. Sir
-Walter was determined not to embarrass himself further, and would do
-nothing that was expensive. It could not be but that there was great
-cause for such a deviation as this. Then the ladies of the neighbourhood
-put their heads together,--and some of the gentlemen,--and declared
-that a double stroke of business was to be done in regard to Major
-Rossiter and Mr. Burmeston. How great a relief that would be to the
-mother’s anxiety if the three eldest girls could be married and got rid
-of all on the same day!
-
-Beetham, which was ten miles from Brook Park, had a station of its own,
-whereas Slowbridge with its own station was only six miles from the
-house. The Major would fain have reached his destination by Slowbridge,
-so as to have avoided the chance of seeing Alice, were it not that his
-father and mother would have felt themselves aggrieved by such
-desertion. On this occasion his mother begged him to give them one
-night. She had much that she wished to say to him, and then of course he
-could have the parsonage horse and the parsonage phaeton to take him
-over to Brook Park free of expense. He did go down to Beetham, did spend
-an evening there, and did go on to the Park without having spoken to
-Alice Dugdale.
-
-“Everybody says you are to marry Georgiana Wanless,” said Mrs. Rossiter.
-
-“If there were no other reason why I should not, the saying of everybody
-would be sufficient against it.”
-
-“That is unreasonable, John. The thing should be looked at itself,
-whether it is good or bad. It may be the case that Lady Wanless talks
-more than she ought to do. It may be the case that, as people say, she
-is looking out for husbands for her daughters. I don’t know but that I
-should do the same if I had five of them on my hands and very little
-means for them. And if I did, how could I get a better husband for one
-of them than--such a one as Major John Rossiter?” Then she kissed his
-forehead.
-
-“I hate the kind of thing altogether,” said he. He pretended to be
-stern, but yet he showed that he was flattered by his mother’s softness.
-
-“It may well be, John, that such a match shall be desirable to them and
-to you too. If so, why should there not be a fair bargain between the
-two of you? You know that you admire the girl.” He would not deny this,
-lest it should come to pass hereafter that she should become his wife.
-“And everybody knows that as far as birth goes there is not a family in
-the county stands higher. I am so proud of my boy that I wish to see him
-mated with the best.”
-
-He reached the parsonage that evening only just before dinner, and on
-the next morning he did not go out of the house till the phaeton came
-round to take him to Brook Park. “Are you not going up to see the old
-doctor?” said the parson after breakfast.
-
-“No;--I think not. He is never at home, and the ladies are always
-surrounded by the children.”
-
-“She will take it amiss,” said the father almost in a whisper.
-
-“I will go as I come back,” said he, blushing as he spoke at his own
-falsehood. For, if he held to his present purpose, he would return by
-Slowbridge. If Fate intended that there should be nothing further
-between him and Alice, it would certainly be much better that they
-should not be brought together any more. He knew too what his father
-meant, and was more unwilling to take counsel from his father even than
-his mother. Yet he blushed because he knew that he was false.
-
-“Do not seem to slight her,” said the old man. “She is too good for
-that.”
-
-Then he drove himself over to Brook Park, and, as he made his way by one
-of the innumerable turnings out of Beetham, he saw at one of the corners
-Alice, still with the children and still with the perambulator. He
-merely lifted his hat as he passed, but did not stop to speak to her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-THE ARCHERY MEETING.
-
-
-THE Assistant Deputy Inspector-General, when he reached Brook Park,
-found that things were to be done on a great scale. The two
-drawing-rooms were filled with flowers, and the big dining-room was laid
-out for to-morrow’s lunch, in preparation for those who would prefer the
-dining-room to the tent. Rossiter was first taken into the Baronet’s own
-room, where Sir Walter kept his guns and administered justice. “This is
-a terrible bore, Rossiter,” he said.
-
-“It must disturb you a great deal, Sir Walter.”
-
-“Oh, dear--dreadfully! What would my old friend, your father, think of
-having to do this kind of thing? Though, when I was at Christchurch and
-he at Wadham, we used to be gay enough. I’m not quite sure that I don’t
-owe it to you.”
-
-“To me, Sir Walter!”
-
-“I rather think you put the girls up to it.” Then he laughed as though
-it were a very good joke and told the Major where he would find the
-ladies. He had been expressly desired by his wife to be genial to the
-Major, and had been as genial as he knew how.
-
-Rossiter, as he went out on to the lawn, saw Mr. Burmeston, the brewer,
-walking with Edith, the third daughter. He could not but admire the
-strategy of Lady Wanless when he acknowledged to himself how well she
-managed all these things. The brewer would not have been allowed to walk
-with Gertrude, the fourth daughter, nor even with Maria, the naughty
-girl who liked the curate,--because it was Edith’s turn. Edith was
-certainly the plainest of the family, and yet she had her turn. Lady
-Wanless was by far too good a mother to have favourites among her own
-children.
-
-He then found the mother, the eldest daughter, and Gertrude overseeing
-the decoration of a tent, which had been put up as an addition to the
-dining-room. He expected to find Mr. Cobble, to whom he had taken a
-liking, a nice, pleasant, frank young country gentleman; but Mr. Cobble
-was not wanted for any express purpose, and might have been in the way.
-Mr. Cobble was landed and safe. Before long he found himself walking
-round the garden with Lady Wanless herself. The other girls, though they
-were to be his sisters, were never thrown into any special intimacy with
-him. “She will be down before long now that she knows you are here,”
-said Lady Wanless. “She was fatigued a little, and I thought it better
-that she should lie down. She is so impressionable, you know.” “She” was
-Georgiana. He knew that very well. But why should Georgiana be called
-“She” to him, by her mother? Had “She” been in truth engaged to him it
-would have been intelligible enough. But there had been nothing of the
-kind. As “She” was thus dinned into his ears, he thought of the very
-small amount of conversation which had ever taken place between himself
-and the young lady.
-
-Then there occurred to him an idea that he would tell Lady Wanless in so
-many words that there was a mistake. The doing so would require some
-courage, but he thought that he could summon up manliness for the
-purpose,--if only he could find the words and occasion. But though “She”
-were so frequently spoken of, still nothing was said which seemed to
-give him the opportunity required. It is hard for a man to have to
-reject a girl when she has been offered,--but harder to do so before the
-offer has in truth been made. “I am afraid there is a little mistake in
-your ideas as to me and your daughter.” It was thus that he would have
-had to speak, and then to have endured the outpouring of her wrath, when
-she would have declared that the ideas were only in his own arrogant
-brain. He let it pass by and said nothing, and before long he was
-playing lawn-tennis with Georgiana, who did not seem to have been in the
-least fatigued.
-
-“My dear, I will not have it,” said Lady Wanless about an hour
-afterwards, coming up and disturbing the game. “Major Rossiter, you
-ought to know better.” Whereupon she playfully took the racket out of
-the Major’s hand. “Mamma is such an old bother,” said Georgiana as she
-walked back to the house with her Major. The Major had on a previous
-occasion perceived that the second Miss Wanless rode very well, and now
-he saw that she was very stout at lawn-tennis; but he observed none of
-that peculiarity of mental or physical development which her mother had
-described as “impressionable.” Nevertheless she was a handsome girl, and
-if to play at lawn-tennis would help to make a husband happy, so much at
-any rate she could do.
-
-This took place on the day before the meeting,--before the great day.
-When the morning came the girls did not come down early to breakfast,
-and our hero found himself left alone with Mr. Burmeston. “You have
-known the family a long time,” said the Major as they were sauntering
-about the gravel paths together, smoking their cigars.
-
-“No, indeed,” said Mr. Burmeston. “They only took me up about three
-months ago,--just before we went over to Owless. Very nice
-people;--don’t you think so?”
-
-“Very nice,” said the Major.
-
-“They stand so high in the county, and all that sort of thing. Birth
-does go a long way, you know.”
-
-“So it ought,” said the Major.
-
-“And though the Baronet does not do much in the world, he has been in
-the House, you know. All those things help.” Then the Major understood
-that Mr. Burmeston had looked the thing in the face, and had determined
-that for certain considerations it was worth his while to lead one of
-the Miss Wanlesses to the hymeneal altar. In this Mr. Burmeston was
-behaving with more manliness than he,--who had almost made up his mind
-half-a-dozen times, and had never been satisfied with the way he had
-done it.
-
-About twelve the visitors had begun to come, and Sophia with Mr. Cobble
-were very soon trying their arrows together. Sophia had not been allowed
-to have her lover on the previous day, but was now making up for it.
-That was all very well, but Lady Wanless was a little angry with her
-eldest daughter. Her success was insured for her. Her business was done.
-Seeing how many sacrifices had been made to her during the last
-twelvemonths, surely now she might have been active in aiding her
-sisters, instead of merely amusing herself.
-
-The Major was not good at archery. He was no doubt an excellent Deputy
-Inspector-General of Cavalry; but if bows and arrows had still been the
-weapons used in any part of the British army, he would not, without
-further instruction, have been qualified to inspect that branch.
-Georgiana Wanless, on the other hand, was a proficient. Such shooting as
-she made was marvellous to look at. And she was a very image of Diana,
-as with her beautiful figure and regular features, dressed up to the
-work, she stood with her bow raised in her hand and let twang the
-arrows. The circle immediately outside the bull’s-eye was the farthest
-from the mark she ever touched. But good as she was and bad as was the
-Major, nevertheless they were appointed always to shoot together. After
-a world of failures the Major would shoot no more,--but not the less did
-he go backwards and forwards with Georgiana when she changed from one
-end to the other, and found himself absolutely appointed to that task.
-It grew upon him during the whole day that this second Miss Wanless was
-supposed to be his own,--almost as much as was the elder the property of
-Mr. Cobble. Other young men would do no more than speak to her. And when
-once, after the great lunch in the tent, Lady Wanless came and put her
-hand affectionately upon his arm, and whispered some word into his ear
-in the presence of all the assembled guests, he knew that the entire
-county had recognised him as caught.
-
-There was old Lady Deepbell there. How it was that towards the end of
-the day’s delights Lady Deepbell got hold of him he never knew. Lady
-Deepbell had not been introduced to him, and yet she got hold of him.
-“Major Rossiter, you are the luckiest man of the day,” she said to him.
-
-“Pretty well,” said he, affecting to laugh; “but why so?”
-
-“She is the handsomest young woman out. There hasn’t been one in London
-this season with such a figure.”
-
-“You are altogether wrong in your surmise, Lady Deepbell.”
-
-“No, no; I am right enough. I see it all. Of course the poor girl won’t
-have any money; but then how nice it is when a gentleman like you is
-able to dispense with that. Perhaps they do take after their father a
-little, and he certainly is not bright; but upon my word, I think a girl
-is all the better for that. What’s the good of having such a lot of
-talkee-talkee?”
-
-“Lady Deepbell, you are alluding to a young lady without the slightest
-warrant,” said the Major.
-
-“Warrant enough;--warrant enough,” said the old woman, toddling off.
-
-Then young Cobble came to him, and talked to him as though he were a
-brother of the house. Young Cobble was an honest fellow, and quite in
-earnest in his matrimonial intentions. “We shall be delighted if you’ll
-come to us on the first,” said Cobble. The first of course meant the
-first of September. “We ain’t so badly off just for a week’s shooting.
-Sophia is to be there, and we’ll get Georgiana too.”
-
-The Major was fond of shooting, and would have been glad to accept the
-offer; but it was out of the question that he should allow himself to be
-taken in at Cobble Hall under a false pretext. And was it not incumbent
-on him to make this young man understand that he had no pretensions
-whatever to the hand of the second Miss Wanless? “You are very good,”
-said he.
-
-“We should be delighted,” said young Cobble.
-
-“But I fear there is a mistake. I can’t say anything more about it now
-because it doesn’t do to name people;--but there is a mistake. Only for
-that I should have been delighted. Good-bye.” Then he took his
-departure, leaving young Cobble in a state of mystified suspense.
-
-The day lingered on to a great length. The archery and the lawn-tennis
-were continued till late after the so-called lunch, and towards the
-evening a few couples stood up to dance. It was evident to the Major
-that Burmeston and Edith were thoroughly comfortable together. Gertrude
-amused herself well, and even Maria was contented, though the curate as
-a matter of course was not there. Sophia with her legitimate lover was
-as happy as the day and evening were long. But there came a frown upon
-Georgiana’s brow, and when at last the Major, as though forced by
-destiny, asked her to dance, she refused. It had seemed to her a matter
-of course that he should ask her, and at last he did;--but she refused.
-The evening with him was very long, and just as he thought that he would
-escape to bed, and was meditating how early he would be off on the
-morrow, Lady Wanless took possession of him and carried him off alone
-into one of the desolate chambers. “Is she very tired?” asked the
-anxious mother.
-
-“Is who tired?” The Major at that moment would have given twenty guineas
-to have been in his lodgings near St. James’s Street.
-
-“My poor girl,” said Lady Wanless, assuming a look of great solicitude.
-
-It was vain for him to pretend not to know who was the “she” intended.
-“Oh, ah, yes; Miss Wanless.”
-
-“Georgiana.”
-
-“I think she is tired. She was shooting a great deal. Then there was a
-quadrille;--but she didn’t dance. There has been a great deal to tire
-young ladies.”
-
-“You shouldn’t have let her do so much.”
-
-How was he to get out of it? What was he to say? If a man is clearly
-asked his intentions he can say that he has not got any. That used to be
-the old fashion when a gentleman was supposed to be dilatory in
-declaring his purpose. But it gave the oscillating lover so easy an
-escape! It was like the sudden jerk of the hand of the unpractised
-fisherman: if the fish does not succumb at once it goes away down the
-stream and is no more heard of. But from this new process there is no
-mode of immediate escape. “I couldn’t prevent her because she is nothing
-to me.” That would have been the straightforward answer;--but one most
-difficult to make. “I hope she will be none the worse to-morrow
-morning,” said the Major.
-
-“I hope not, indeed. Oh, Major Rossiter!” The mother’s position was
-also difficult, as it is of no use to play with a fish too long without
-making an attempt to stick the hook into his gills.
-
-“Lady Wanless!”
-
-“What am I to say to you? I am sure you know my feelings. You know how
-sincere is Sir Walter’s regard.”
-
-“I am very much flattered, Lady Wanless.”
-
-“That means nothing.” This was true, but the Major did not mean to
-intend anything. “Of all my flock she is the fairest.” That was true
-also. The Major would have been delighted to accede to the assertion of
-the young lady’s beauty, if this might have been the end of it. “I had
-thought----”
-
-“Had thought what, Lady Wanless?”
-
-“If I am deceived in you, Major Rossiter, I never will believe in a man
-again. I have looked upon you as the very soul of honour.”
-
-“I trust that I have done nothing to lessen your good opinion.”
-
-“I do not know. I cannot say. Why do you answer me in this way about my
-child?” Then she held her hands together and looked up into his face
-imploringly. He owned to himself that she was a good actress. He was
-almost inclined to submit and to declare his passion for Georgiana. For
-the present that way out of the difficulty would have been so easy!
-
-“You shall hear from me to-morrow morning,” he said, almost solemnly.
-
-“Shall I?” she asked, grasping his hand. “Oh, my friend, let it be as I
-desire. My whole life shall be devoted to making you happy,--you and
-her.” Then he was allowed to escape.
-
-Lady Wanless, before she went to bed, was closeted for awhile with the
-eldest daughter. As Sophia was now almost as good as a married woman,
-she was received into closer counsel than the others. “Burmeston will
-do,” she said; “but, as for that Cavalry man, he means it no more than
-the chair.” The pity was that Burmeston might have been secured without
-the archery meeting, and that all the money, spent on behalf of the
-Major, should have been thrown away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-AFTER THE PARTY.
-
-
-WHEN the Major left Brook Park on the morning after the archery
-amusements he was quite sure of this,--that under no circumstances
-whatever would he be induced to ask Miss Georgiana Wanless to be his
-wife. He had promised to write a letter,--and he would write one
-instantly. He did not conceive it possible but that Lady Wanless should
-understand what would be the purport of that letter, although as she
-left him on the previous night she had pretended to hope otherwise. That
-her hopes had not been very high we know from the words which she spoke
-to Sophia in the privacy of her own room.
-
-He had intended to return by Slowbridge, but when the morning came he
-changed his mind and went to Beetham. His reason for doing so was hardly
-plain, even to himself. He tried to make himself believe that the letter
-had better be written from Beetham,--hot, as it were, from the immediate
-neighbourhood,--than from London; but, as he thought of this, his mind
-was crowded with ideas of Alice Dugdale. He would not propose to Alice.
-At this moment, indeed, he was averse to matrimony, having been
-altogether disgusted with female society at Brook Park; but he had to
-acknowledge a sterling worth about Alice, and the existence of a genuine
-friendship between her and himself, which made it painful to him to
-leave the country without other recognition than that raising of his hat
-when he saw her at the corner of the lane. He had behaved badly in this
-Brook Park affair,--in having been tempted thither in opposition to
-those better instincts which had made Alice so pleasant a companion to
-him,--and was ashamed of himself. He did not think that he could go back
-to his former ideas. He was aware that Alice must think ill of
-him,--would not believe him to be now such as she had once thought him.
-England and London were distasteful to him. He would go abroad on that
-foreign service which he had proposed to himself. There was an opening
-for him to do so if he liked, and he could return to his present duties
-after a year or two. But he would see Alice again before he went.
-Thinking of all this, he drove himself back to Beetham.
-
-On that morning tidings of the successful festivities at Brook Park
-reached the doctor’s house. Tidings of the coming festivities, then of
-the preparations, and at last of the festal day itself, had reached
-Alice, so that it seemed to her that all Beetham talked of nothing else.
-Old Lady Deepbell had caught a cold, walking about on the lawn with
-hardly anything on her old shoulders,--stupid old woman,--and had sent
-for the doctor the first thing in the morning. “Positively settled,” she
-had said to the doctor, “absolutely arranged, Dr. Dugdale. Lady Wanless
-told me so herself, and I congratulated the gentleman.” She did not go
-on to say that the gentleman had denied the accusation,--but then she
-had not believed the denial. The doctor, coming home, had thought it his
-duty to tell Alice, and Alice had received the news with a smile. “I
-knew it would be so, father.”
-
-“And you?” This he said, holding her hand and looking tenderly into her
-eyes.
-
-“Me! It will not hurt me. Not that I mean to tell a lie to you, father,”
-she added after a moment. “A woman isn’t hurt because she doesn’t get a
-prize in the lottery. Had it ever come about, I dare say I should have
-liked him well enough.”
-
-“No more than that?”
-
-“And why should it have come about?” she went on saying, avoiding her
-father’s last question, determined not to lie if she could help it, but
-determined, also, to show no wound. “I think my position in life very
-happy, but it isn’t one from which he would choose a wife.”
-
-“Why not, my dear?”
-
-“A thousand reasons; I am always busy, and he would naturally like a
-young lady who had nothing to do.” She understood the effect of the
-perambulator and the constant needle and thread. “Besides, though he
-might be all very well, he could never, I think, be as dear to me as the
-bairns. I should feel that I lost more than I got by going.” This she
-knew to be a lie, but it was so important that her father should believe
-her to be contented with her home duties! And she was contented, though
-very unhappy. When her father kissed her, she smiled into his face,--oh,
-so sweetly, so pleasantly! And the old man thought that she could not
-have loved very deeply. Then she took herself to her own room, and sat
-awhile alone with a countenance much changed. The lines of sorrow about
-her brow were terrible. There was not a tear; but her mouth was close
-pressed, and her hand was working constantly by her side. She gazed at
-nothing, but sat with her eyes wide open, staring straight before her.
-Then she jumped up quickly, and striking her hand upon her heart, she
-spoke aloud to herself. “I will cure it,” she said. “He is not worthy,
-and it should therefore be easier. Though he were worthy, I would cure
-it. Yes, Bobby, I am coming.” Then she went about her work.
-
-That might have been about noon. It was after their early dinner with
-the children that the Major came up to the doctor’s house. He had
-reached the parsonage in time for a late breakfast, and had then written
-his letter. After that he had sat idling about on the lawn,--not on the
-best terms with his mother, to whom he had sworn that, under no
-circumstances, would he make Georgiana Wanless his wife. “I would sooner
-marry a girl from a troop of tight-rope dancers,” he had said in his
-anger. Mrs. Rossiter knew that he intended to go up to the doctor’s
-house, and therefore the immediate feeling between the mother and son
-was not pleasant. My readers, if they please, shall see the letter to
-Lady Wanless.
-
- “MY DEAR LADY WANLESS,--It is a great grief to me to say that there
- has been, I fear, a misconception between you and me on a certain
- matter. This is the more a trouble to me because you and Sir Walter
- have been so very kind to me. From a word or two which fell from
- you last night I was led to fear that you suspected feelings on my
- part which I have never entertained, and aspirations to which I
- have never pretended. No man can be more alive than I am to the
- honour which has been suggested, but I feel bound to say that I am
- not in a condition to accept it.
-
- “Pray believe me to be,
-
- “Dear Lady Wanless,
-
- “Yours always very faithfully,
-
- “JOHN ROSSITER.”
-
-
-
-The letter, when it was written, was, to himself, very unsatisfactory.
-It was full of ambiguous words and namby-pamby phraseology which
-disgusted him. But he did not know how to alter it for the better. It is
-hard to say an uncivil thing civilly without ambiguous namby-pamby
-language. He could not bring it out in straightforward stout English:
-“You want me to marry your daughter, but I won’t do anything of the
-kind.” So the letter was sent. The conduct of which he was really
-ashamed did not regard Miss Wanless, but Alice Dugdale.
-
-At last, very slowly, he took himself up to the doctor’s house. He
-hardly knew what it was that he meant to say when he found himself
-there, but he was sure that he did not mean to make an offer. Even had
-other things suited, there would have been something distasteful to him
-in doing this so quickly after the affair of Miss Wanless. He was in no
-frame now for making love; but yet it would be ungracious in him, he
-thought, to leave Beetham without seeing his old friend. He found the
-two ladies together, with the children still around them, sitting near a
-window which opened down to the ground. Mrs. Dugdale had a novel in
-hand, and, as usual, was leaning back in a rocking-chair. Alice had also
-a book open on the table before her, but she was bending over a
-sewing-machine. They had latterly divided the cares of the family
-between them. Mrs. Dugdale had brought the children into the world, and
-Alice had washed, clothed, and fed them when they were there. When the
-Major entered the room, Alice’s mind was, of course, full of the
-tidings she had heard from her father,--which tidings, however, had not
-been communicated to Mrs. Dugdale.
-
-Alice at first was very silent while Mrs. Dugdale asked as to the
-festivities. “It has been the grandest thing anywhere about here for a
-long time.”
-
-“And, like other grand things, a great bore,” said the Major.
-
-“I don’t suppose you found it so, Major Rossiter,” said the lady.
-
-Then the conversation ran away into a description of what had been done
-during the day. He wished to make it understood that there was no
-permanent link binding him to Brook Park, but he hardly knew how to say
-it without going beyond the lines of ordinary conversation. At last
-there seemed to be an opening,--not exactly what he wished, but still an
-opening. “Brook Park is not exactly the place,” said he, “at which I
-should ever feel myself quite at home.” This was in answer to some
-chance word which had fallen from Mrs. Dugdale.
-
-“I am sorry for that,” said Alice. She would have given a guinea to
-bring the word back after it had been spoken. But spoken words cannot be
-brought back.
-
-“Why sorry?” he asked, smiling.
-
-“Because--Oh, because it is so likely that you may be there often.”
-
-“I don’t know that at all.”
-
-“You have become so intimate with them!” said Alice. “We are told in
-Beetham that the party was got up all for your honour.”
-
-So Sir Walter had told him, and so Maria, the naughty girl, had said
-also--“Only for your beaux yeux, Major Rossiter, we shouldn’t have had
-any party at all.” This had been said by Maria when she was laughing at
-him about her sister Georgiana. “I don’t know how that may be,” said the
-Major; “but all the same I shall never be at home at Brook Park.”
-
-“Don’t you like the young ladies?” asked Mrs. Dugdale.
-
-“Oh, yes; very much; and Lady Wanless; and Sir Walter. I like them all,
-in a way. But yet I shall never find myself at home at Brook Park.”
-
-Alice was very angry with him. He ought not to have gone there at all.
-He must have known that he could not be there without paining her. She
-thoroughly believed that he was engaged to marry the girl of whose
-family he spoke in this way. He had thought,--so it seemed to her,--that
-he might lessen the blow to her by making little of the great folk among
-whom his future lot was to be cast. But what could be more mean? He was
-not the John Rossiter to whom she had given her heart. There had been no
-such man. She had been mistaken. “I am afraid you are one of those,” she
-said, “who, wherever they find themselves, at once begin to wish for
-something better.”
-
-“That is meant to be severe.”
-
-“My severity won’t go for much.”
-
-“I am sure you have deserved it,” said Mrs. Dugdale, most indiscreetly.
-
-“Is this intended for an attack?” he asked, looking from one to the
-other.
-
-“Not at all,” said Alice, affecting to laugh. “I should have said
-nothing if I thought mamma would take it up so seriously. I was only
-sorry to hear you speak of your new friends so slightingly.”
-
-After that the conversation between them was very difficult, and he soon
-got up to go away. As he did so, he asked Alice to say a word to him out
-in the garden, having already explained to them both that it might be
-some time before he would be again down at Beetham. Alice rose slowly
-from her sewing-machine, and, putting on her hat, led the way with a
-composed and almost dignified step out through the window. Her heart was
-beating within her, but she looked as though she were mistress of every
-pulse. “Why did you say that to me?” he asked.
-
-“Say what?”
-
-“That I always wished for better things and better people than I found.”
-
-“Because I think you ambitious,--and discontented. There is nothing
-disgraceful in that, though it is not the character which I myself like
-the best.”
-
-“You meant to allude specially to the Wanlesses?”
-
-“Because you have just come from there, and were speaking of them.”
-
-“And to one of that family specially?”
-
-“No, Major Rossiter. There you are wrong. I alluded to no one in
-particular. They are nothing to me. I do not know them; but I hear that
-they are kind and friendly people, with good manners and very handsome.
-Of course I know, as we all know everything of each other in this little
-place, that you have of late become very intimate with them. Then when I
-hear you aver that you are already discontented with them, I cannot help
-thinking that you are hard to please. I am sorry that mamma spoke of
-deserving. I did not intend to say anything so seriously.”
-
-“Alice!”
-
-“Well, Major Rossiter.”
-
-“I wish I could make you understand me.”
-
-“I do not know that that would do any good. We have been old friends,
-and of course I hope that you may be happy. I must say good-bye now. I
-cannot go beyond the gate, because I am wanted to take the children
-out.”
-
-“Good-bye then. I hope you will not think ill of me.”
-
-“Why should I think ill of you? I think very well,--only that you are
-ambitious.” As she said this, she laughed again, and then she left him.
-
-He had been most anxious to tell her that he was not going to marry that
-girl, but he had not known how to do it. He could not bring himself to
-declare that he would not marry a girl when by such declaration he would
-have been forced to assume that he might marry her if he pleased. So he
-left Alice at the gate, and she went back to the house still convinced
-that he was betrothed to Georgiana Wanless.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-SIR WALTER UP IN LONDON.
-
-
-The Major, when he left the doctor’s house, was more thoroughly in love
-with Alice than ever. There had been something in her gait as she led
-the way out through the window, and again, as with determined purpose
-she bade him speedily farewell at the gate, which forced him to
-acknowledge that the dragging of perambulators and the making of
-petticoats had not detracted from her feminine charm or from her
-feminine dignity. She had been dressed in her ordinary morning
-frock,--the very frock on which he had more than once seen the marks of
-Bobby’s dirty heels; but she had pleased his eye better than Georgiana,
-clad in all the glory of her toxopholite array. The toxopholite feather
-had been very knowing, the tight leathern belt round her waist had been
-bright in colour and pretty in design. The looped-up dress, fit for the
-work in hand, had been gratifying. But with it all there had been the
-show of a thing got up for ornament and not for use. She was like a box
-of painted sugar-plums, very pretty to the eye, but of which no one
-wants to extract any for the purpose of eating them. Alice was like a
-housewife’s store, kept beautifully in order, but intended chiefly for
-comfortable use. As he went up to London he began to doubt whether he
-would go abroad. Were he to let a few months pass by would not Alice be
-still there, and willing perhaps to receive him with more kindness when
-she should have heard that his follies at Brook Park were at an end?
-
-Three days after his return, when he was sitting in his offices thinking
-perhaps more of Alice Dugdale than of the whole British Cavalry, a
-soldier who was in waiting brought a card to him. Sir Walter Wanless had
-come to call upon him. If he were disengaged Sir Walter would be glad to
-see him. He was not at all anxious to see Sir Walter; but there was no
-alternative, and Sir Walter was shown into the room.
-
-In explaining the purport of Sir Walter’s visit we must go back for a
-few minutes to Brook Park. When Sir Walter came down to breakfast on the
-morning after the festivities he was surprised to hear that Major
-Rossiter had taken his departure. There sat young Burmeston. He at any
-rate was safe. And there sat young Cobble, who by Sophia’s aid had
-managed to get himself accommodated for the night, and all the other
-young people, including the five Wanless girls. The father, though not
-observant, could see that Georgiana was very glum. Lady Wanless herself
-affected a good-humour which hardly deceived him, and certainly did not
-deceive anyone else. “He was obliged to be off this morning, because of
-his duties,” said Lady Wanless. “He told me that it was to be so, but I
-did not like to say anything about it yesterday.” Georgiana turned up
-her nose, as much as to say that the going and coming of Major Rossiter
-was not a matter of much importance to any one there, and, least of all,
-to her. Except the father, there was not a person in the room who was
-not aware that Lady Wanless had missed her fish.
-
-But she herself was not quite sure even yet that she had failed
-altogether. She was a woman who hated failure, and who seldom failed.
-She was brave of heart too, and able to fight a losing battle to the
-last. She was very angry with the Major, who she well knew was
-endeavouring to escape from her toils. But he would not on that account
-be the less useful as a son-in-law;--nor on that account was she the
-more willing to allow him to escape. With five daughters without
-fortunes it behoved her as a mother to be persistent. She would not give
-it up, but must turn the matter well in her mind before she took further
-steps. She feared that a simple invitation could hardly bring the Major
-back to Brook Park. Then there came the letter from the Major which did
-not make the matter easier.
-
-“My dear,” she said to her husband, sitting down opposite to him in his
-room, “that Major Rossiter isn’t behaving quite as he ought to do.”
-
-“I’m not a bit surprised,” said the Baronet angrily. “I never knew
-anybody from Wadham behave well.”
-
-“He’s quite a gentleman, if you mean that,” said Lady Wanless; “and
-he’s sure to do very well in the world; and poor Georgiana is really
-fond of him,--which doesn’t surprise me in the least.”
-
-“Has he said anything to make her fond of him? I suppose she has gone
-and made a fool of herself,--like Maria.”
-
-“Not at all. He has said a great deal to her;--much more than he ought
-to have done, if he meant nothing. But the truth is, young men nowadays
-never know their own minds unless there is somebody to keep them up to
-the mark. You must go and see him.”
-
-“I!” said the afflicted father.
-
-“Of course, my dear. A few judicious words in such a case may do so
-much. I would not ask Walter to go,”--Walter was the eldest son, who was
-with his regiment,--“because it might lead to quarrelling. I would not
-have anything of that kind, if only for the dear girl’s sake. But what
-you would say would be known to nobody; and it might have the desired
-effect. Of course you will be very quiet,--and very serious also. Nobody
-could do it better than you will. There can be no doubt that he has
-trifled with the dear girl’s affections. Why else has he been with her
-whenever he has been here? It was so visible on Wednesday that everybody
-was congratulating me. Old Lady Deepbell asked whether the day was
-fixed. I treated him quite as though it were settled. Young men do so
-often get these sudden starts of doubt. Then, sometimes, just a word
-afterwards will put it all right.” In this way the Baronet was made to
-understand that he must go and see the Major.
-
-He postponed the unwelcome task till his wife at last drove him out of
-the house. “My dear,” she said, “will you let your child die
-broken-hearted for want of a word?” When it was put to him in that way
-he found himself obliged to go, though, to tell the truth, he could not
-find any sign of heart-breaking sorrow about his child. He was not
-allowed to speak to Georgiana herself, his wife telling him that the
-poor child would be unable to bear it.
-
-Sir Walter, when he was shown into the Major’s room, felt himself to be
-very ill able to conduct the business in hand, and to the Major himself
-the moment was one of considerable trouble. He had thought it possible
-that he might receive an answer to his letter, a reply that might be
-indignant, or piteous, admonitory, or simply abusive, as the case might
-be,--one which might too probably require a further correspondence; but
-it had never occurred to him that Sir Walter would come in person. But
-here he was,--in the room,--by no means with that pretended air of
-geniality with which he had last received the Major down at Brook Park.
-The greeting, however, between the gentlemen was courteous if not
-cordial, and then Sir Walter began his task. “We were quite surprised
-you should have left us so early that morning.”
-
-“I had told Lady Wanless.”
-
-“Yes; I know. Nevertheless we were surprised. Now, Major Rossiter, what
-do you mean to do about,--about,--about this young lady?” The Major sat
-silent. He could not pretend to be ignorant what young lady was intended
-after the letter which he had himself written to Lady Wanless. “This,
-you know, is a very painful kind of thing, Major Rossiter.”
-
-“Very painful indeed, Sir Walter.”
-
-“When I remembered that I had been at Christchurch and your excellent
-father at Wadham both at the same time, I thought that I might trust you
-in my house without the slightest fear.”
-
-“I make bold to say, Sir Walter, that you were quite justified in that
-expectation, whether it was founded on your having been at Christchurch
-or on my position and character in the world.” He knew that the scene
-would be easier to him if he could work himself up to a little
-indignation on his own part.
-
-“And yet I am told,--I am told----”
-
-“What are you told, Sir Walter?”
-
-“There can, I think, be no doubt that you have--in point of fact, paid
-attention to my daughter.” Sir Walter was a gentleman, and felt that the
-task imposed upon him grated against his better feelings.
-
-“If you mean that I have taken steps to win her affections, you have
-been wrongly informed.”
-
-“That’s what I do mean. Were you not received just now at Brook Park
-as,--as paying attention to her?”
-
-“I hope not.”
-
-“You hope not, Major Rossiter?”
-
-“I hope no such mistake was made. It certainly was not made by me. I
-felt myself much flattered by being received at your house. I wrote the
-other day a line or two to Lady Wanless and thought I had explained all
-this.”
-
-Sir Walter opened his eyes when he heard, for the first time, of the
-letter, but was sharp enough not to exhibit his ignorance at the moment.
-“I don’t know about explaining,” he said. “There are some things which
-can’t be so very well explained. My wife assures me that that poor girl
-has been deceived,--cruelly deceived. Now I put it to you, Major
-Rossiter, what ought you as a gentleman to do?”
-
-“Really, Sir Walter, you are not entitled to ask me any such question.”
-
-“Not on behalf of my own child?”
-
-“I cannot go into the matter from that view of the case. I can only
-declare that I have said nothing and done nothing for which I can blame
-myself. I cannot understand how there should have been such a mistake;
-but it did not, at any rate, arise with me.”
-
-Then the Baronet sat dumb. He had been specially instructed not to give
-up the interview till he had obtained some sign of weakness from the
-enemy. If he could only induce the enemy to promise another visit to
-Brook Park that would be much. If he could obtain some expression of
-liking or admiration for the young lady that would be something. If he
-could induce the Major to allude to delay as being necessary, farther
-operations would be founded on that base. But nothing had been obtained.
-“It’s the most,--the most,--the most astonishing thing I ever heard,” he
-said at last.
-
-“I do not know that I can say anything further.”
-
-“I’ll tell you what,” said the Baronet. “Come down and see Lady Wanless.
-The women understand these things much better than we do. Come down and
-talk it over with Lady Wanless. She won’t propose anything that isn’t
-proper.” In answer to this the Major shook his head. “You won’t?”
-
-“It would do no good, Sir Walter. It would be painful to me, and must, I
-should say, be distressing to the young lady.”
-
-“Then you won’t do anything!”
-
-“There is nothing to be done.”
-
-“Upon my word, I never heard such a thing in all my life, Major
-Rossiter. You come down to my house; and then,--then,--then you
-won’t,--you won’t come again! To be sure he was at Wadham; but I did
-think your father’s son would have behaved better.” Then he picked up
-his hat from the floor and shuffled out of the room without another
-word.
-
-Tidings that Sir Walter had been up to London and had called upon Major
-Rossiter made their way into Beetham and reached the ears of the
-Dugdales,--but not correct tidings as to the nature of the conversation.
-“I wonder when it will be,” said Mrs. Dugdale to Alice. “As he has been
-up to town I suppose it’ll be settled soon.”
-
-“The sooner the better for all parties,” said Alice cheerily. “When a
-man and a woman have agreed together, I can’t see why they shouldn’t at
-once walk off to the church arm in arm.”
-
-“The lawyers have so much to do.”
-
-“Bother the lawyers! The parson ought to do all that is necessary, and
-the sooner the better. Then there would not be such paraphernalia of
-presents and gowns and eatings and drinkings, all of which is got up for
-the good of the tradesmen. If I were to be married, I should like to
-slip out round the corner, just as though I were going to get an extra
-loaf of bread from Mrs. Bakewell.”
-
-“That wouldn’t do for my lady at Brook Park.”
-
-“I suppose not.”
-
-“Nor yet for the Major.”
-
-Then Alice shook her head and sighed, and took herself out to walk alone
-for a few minutes among the lanes. How could it be that he should be so
-different from that which she had taken him to be! It was now September,
-and she could remember an early evening in May, when the leaves were
-beginning to be full, and they were walking together with the spring air
-fresh around them, just where she was now creeping alone with the more
-perfect and less fresh beauty of the autumn around her. How different a
-person he seemed to her to be now from that which he had seemed to be
-then;--not different because he did not love her, but different because
-he was not fit to be loved! “Alice,” he had then said, “you and I are
-alike in this, that simple, serviceable things are dear to both of us.”
-The words had meant so much to her that she had never forgotten them.
-Was she simple and serviceable, so that she might be dear to him? She
-had been sure then that he was simple, and that he was serviceable, so
-that she could love him. It was thus that she had spoken of him to
-herself, thinking herself to be sure of his character. And now, before
-the summer was over, he was engaged to marry such a one as Georgiana
-Wanless and to become the hero of a fashionable wedding!
-
-But she took pride to herself as she walked alone that she had already
-overcome the bitterness of the malady which, for a day or two, had been
-so heavy that she had feared for herself that it would oppress her. For
-a day or two after that farewell at the gate she had with a rigid
-purpose tied herself to every duty,--even to the duty of looking
-pleasant in her father’s eyes, of joining in the children’s games, of
-sharing the gossip of her stepmother. But this she had done with an
-agony that nearly crushed her. Now she had won her way through it, and
-could see her path before her. She had not cured altogether that wound
-in her heart; but she had assured herself that she could live on without
-further interference from the wound.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-LADY DEEPBELL.
-
-
-Then by degrees it began to be rumoured about the country, and at last
-through the lanes of Beetham itself, that the alliance between Major
-Rossiter and Miss Georgiana Wanless was not quite a settled thing. Mr.
-Burmeston had whispered in Slowbridge that there was a screw loose,
-perhaps thinking that if another could escape, why not he also? Cobble,
-who had no idea of escaping, declared his conviction that Major Rossiter
-ought to be horsewhipped; but Lady Deepbell was the real town-crier who
-carried the news far and wide. But all of them heard it before Alice,
-and when others believed it Alice did not believe it,--or, indeed, care
-to believe or not to believe.
-
-Lady Deepbell filled a middle situation, half way between the
-established superiority of Brook Park and the recognised humility of
-Beetham. Her title went for something; but her husband had been only a
-Civil Service Knight, who had deserved well of his country by a
-meritorious longevity. She lived in a pretty little cottage half way
-between Brook Park and Beetham, which was just large enough to enable
-her to talk of her grounds. She loved Brook Park dearly, and all the
-county people; but in her love for social intercourse generally she was
-unable to eschew the more frequent gatherings of the village. She was
-intimate not only with Mrs. Rossiter, but with the Tweeds and Dugdales
-and Simkinses, and, while she could enjoy greatly the grandeur of the
-Wanless aristocracy, so could she accommodate herself comfortably to the
-cosy gossip of the Beethamites. It was she who first spread the report
-in Beetham that Major Rossiter was,--as she called it,--“off.”
-
-She first mentioned the matter to Mrs. Rossiter herself; but this she
-did in a manner more subdued than usual. The “alliance” had been high,
-and she was inclined to think that Mrs. Rossiter would be disappointed.
-“We did think, Mrs. Rossiter, that these young people at Brook Park had
-meant something the other day.”
-
-Mrs. Rossiter did not stand in awe of Lady Deepbell, and was not pleased
-at the allusion. “It would be much better if young people could be
-allowed to arrange their own affairs without so much tattling about it,”
-she said angrily.
-
-“That’s all very well, but tongues will talk, you know, Mrs. Rossiter. I
-am sorry for both their sakes, because I thought that it would do very
-well.”
-
-“Very well indeed, if the young people, as you call them, liked each
-other.”
-
-“But I suppose it’s over now, Mrs. Rossiter?”
-
-“I really know nothing about it, Lady Deepbell.” Then the old woman,
-quite satisfied after this that the “alliance” had fallen to the ground,
-went on to the Tweeds.
-
-“I never thought it would come to much,” said Mrs. Tweed.
-
-“I don’t see why it shouldn’t,” said Matilda Tweed. “Georgiana Wanless
-is good-looking in a certain way; but they none of them have a penny,
-and Major Rossiter is quite a fashionable man.” The Tweeds were quite
-outside the Wanless pale; and it was the feeling of this that made
-Matilda love to talk about the second Miss Wanless by her Christian
-name.
-
-“I suppose he will go back to Alice now,” said Clara, the younger Tweed
-girl.
-
-“I don’t see that at all,” said Mrs. Tweed.
-
-“I never believed much in that story,” said Lady Deepbell.
-
-“Nor I either,” said Matilda. “He used to walk about with her, but what
-does that come to? The children were always with them. I never would
-believe that he was going to make so little of himself.”
-
-“But is it quite sure that all the affair at Brook Park will come to
-nothing, after the party and everything?” asked Mrs. Tweed.
-
-“Quite positive,” said Lady Deepbell authoritatively. “I am able to say
-certainly that that is all over.” Then she toddled off and went to the
-Simkinses.
-
-The rumour did not reach the doctor’s house on that day. The conviction
-that Major Rossiter had behaved badly to Alice,--that Alice had been
-utterly thrown over by the Wanless “alliance,” had been so strong, that
-even Lady Deepbell had not dared to go and probe wilfully that wound.
-The feeling in this respect had been so general that no one in Beetham
-had been hard-hearted enough to speak to Alice either of the triumph of
-Miss Wanless, or of the misconduct of the Major; and now Lady Deepbell
-was afraid to carry her story thither.
-
-It was the doctor himself who first brought the tidings to the house,
-and did not do this till some days after Lady Deepbell had been in the
-village. “You had better not say anything to Alice about it.” Such at
-first had been the doctor’s injunction to his wife. “One way or the
-other, it will only be a trouble to her.” Mrs. Dugdale, full of her
-secret, anxious to be obedient, thinking that the gentleman relieved
-from his second love, would be ready at once to be on again with his
-first, was so fluttered and fussy that Alice knew that there was
-something to be told. “You have got some great secret, mamma,” she said.
-
-“What secret, Alice?”
-
-“I know you have. Don’t wait for me to ask you to tell it. If it is to
-come, let it come.”
-
-“I’m not going to say anything.”
-
-“Very well, mamma. Then nothing shall be said.”
-
-“Alice, you are the most provoking young woman I ever had to deal with
-in my life. If I had twenty secrets I would not tell you one of them.”
-
-On the next morning Alice heard it all from her father. “I knew there
-was something by mamma’s manner,” she said.
-
-“I told her not to say anything.”
-
-“So I suppose. But what does it matter to me, papa, whether Major
-Rossiter does or does not marry Miss Wanless? If he has given her his
-word, I am sure I hope that he will keep it.”
-
-“I don’t suppose he ever did.”
-
-“Even then it doesn’t matter. Papa, do not trouble yourself about him.”
-
-“But you?”
-
-“I have gone through the fire, and have come out without being much
-scorched. Dear papa, I do so wish that you should understand it all. It
-is so nice to have some one to whom everything can be told. I did like
-him.”
-
-“And he?”
-
-“I have nothing to say about that;--not a word. Girls, I suppose, are
-often foolish, and take things for more than they are intended to mean.
-I have no accusation to make against him. But I did,--I did allow myself
-to be weak. Then came this about Miss Wanless, and I was unhappy. I woke
-from a dream, and the waking was painful. But I have got over it. I do
-not think that you will ever know from your girl’s manner that anything
-has been the matter with her.”
-
-“My brave girl!”
-
-“But don’t let mamma talk to me as though he could come back because the
-other girl has not suited him. He is welcome to the other girl,--welcome
-to do without her,--welcome to do with himself as it may best please
-him; but he shall not trouble me again.” There was a stern strength in
-her voice as she said this, which forced her father to look at her
-almost with amazement. “Do not think that I am fierce, papa.”
-
-“Fierce, my darling!”
-
-“But that I am in earnest. Of course, if he comes to Beetham we shall
-see him. But let him be like anybody else. Don’t let it be supposed that
-because he flitted here once, and was made welcome, like a bird that
-comes in at the window, and then flitted away again, that he can be
-received in at the window just as before, should he fly this way any
-more. That’s all, papa.” Then, as before, she went off by herself,--to
-give herself renewed strength by her solitary thinkings. She had so
-healed the flesh round that wound that there was no longer danger of
-mortification. She must now take care that there should be no further
-wound. The people around her would be sure to tell her of this breach
-between her late lover and the Wanless young lady. The Tweeds and the
-Simkinses, and old Lady Deepbell would be full of it. She must take care
-so to answer them at the first word that they should not dare to talk to
-her of Major Rossiter. She had cured herself so that she no longer
-staggered under the effects of the blow. Having done that, she would not
-allow herself to be subject to the little stings of the little creatures
-around her. She had had enough of love,--of a man’s love, and would make
-herself happy now with Bobby and the other bairns.
-
-“He’ll be sure to come back,” said Mrs Dugdale to her husband.
-
-“We shall do no good by talking about it,” said the doctor. “If you will
-take my advice, you will not mention his name to her. I fear that he is
-worthless and unworthy of mention.” That might be very well, thought
-Mrs. Dugdale; but no one in the village doubted that he had at the very
-least £1,500 a year, and that he was a handsome man, and such a one as
-is not to be picked up under every hedge. The very men who go about the
-world most like butterflies before marriage “steady down the best”
-afterwards. These were her words as she discussed the matter with Mrs.
-Tweed, and they both agreed that if the hero showed himself again at the
-doctor’s house “bygones ought to be bygones.”
-
-Lady Wanless, even after her husband’s return from London, declared to
-herself that even yet the game had not been altogether played out. Sir
-Walter, who had been her only possible direct messenger to the man
-himself, had been, she was aware, as bad a messenger as could have been
-selected. He could be neither authoritative nor persuasive. Therefore
-when he told her, on coming home, that it was easy to perceive that
-Major Rossiter’s father could not have been educated at Christchurch,
-she did not feel very much disappointed. As her next step she determined
-to call on Mrs. Rossiter. If that should fail she must beard the lion in
-his den, and go herself to Major Rossiter at the Horse Guards. She did
-not doubt but that she would at least be able to say more than Sir
-Walter. Mrs. Rossiter, she was aware, was herself favourable to the
-match.
-
-“My dear Mrs. Rossiter,” she said in her most confidential manner,
-“there is a little something wrong among these young people, which I
-think you and I can put right if we put our heads together.”
-
-“If I know one of the young people,” said Mrs. Rossiter, “it will be
-very hard to make him change his mind.”
-
-“He has been very attentive to the young lady.”
-
-“Of course I know nothing about it, Lady Wanless. I never saw them
-together.”
-
-“Dear Georgiana is so very quiet that she said nothing even to me, but I
-really thought that he had proposed to her. She won’t say a word against
-him, but I believe he did. Now, Mrs. Rossiter, what has been the meaning
-of it?”
-
-“How is a mother to answer for her son, Lady Wanless?”
-
-“No;--of course not. I know that. Girls, of course, are different. But I
-thought that perhaps you might know something about it, for I did
-imagine you would like the connection.”
-
-“So I should. Why not? Nobody thinks more of birth than I do, and
-nothing in my opinion could have been nicer for John. But he does not
-see with my eyes. If I were to talk to him for a week it would have no
-effect.”
-
-“Is it that girl of the doctor’s, Mrs. Rossiter?”
-
-“I think not. My idea is that when he has turned it all over in his mind
-he has come to the conclusion that he will be better without a wife than
-with one.”
-
-“We might cure him of that, Mrs. Rossiter. If I could only have him down
-there at Brook Park for another week, I am sure he would come to.” Mrs.
-Rossiter, however, could not say that she thought it probable that her
-son would be induced soon to pay another visit to Brook Park.
-
-A week after this Lady Wanless absolutely did find her way into the
-Major’s presence at the Horse Guards,--but without much success. The
-last words at that interview only shall be given to the reader,--the
-last words as they were spoken both by the lady and by the gentleman.
-“Then I am to see my girl die of a broken heart?” said Lady Wanless,
-with her handkerchief up to her eyes.
-
-“I hope not, Lady Wanless; but in whatever way she might die, the fault
-would not be mine.” There was a frown on the gentleman’s brow as he said
-this which cowed even the lady.
-
-As she went back to Slowbridge that afternoon, and then home to Brook
-Park, she determined at last that the game must be looked upon as played
-out. There was no longer any ground on which to stand and fight. Before
-she went to bed that night she sent for Georgiana. “My darling child,”
-she said, “that man is unworthy of you.”
-
-“I always thought he was,” said Georgiana. And so there was an end to
-that little episode in the family of the Wanlesses.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-THE BIRD THAT PECKED AT THE WINDOW.
-
-
-THE bird that had flown in at the window and had been made welcome, had
-flown away ungratefully. Let him come again pecking as he might at the
-window, no more crumbs of love should be thrown to him. Alice, with a
-steady purpose, had resolved on that. With all her humble ways, her
-continual darning of stockings, her cutting of bread and butter for the
-children, her pushing of the perambulator in the lanes, there was a
-pride about her, a knowledge of her own dignity as a woman, which could
-have been stronger in the bosom of no woman of title, of wealth, or of
-fashion. She claimed nothing. She had expected no admiration. She had
-been contented to take the world as it came to her, without thinking
-much of love or romance. When John Rossiter had first shown himself at
-Beetham, after his return from India, and when he had welcomed her so
-warmly,--too warmly,--as his old playfellow, no idea had occurred to her
-that he would ever be more to her than her old playfellow. Her own heart
-was too precious to herself to be given away idly to the first comer.
-Then the bird had flown in at the window, and it had been that the
-coming of the stranger had been very sweet to her. But, even for the
-stranger, she would not change her ways,--unless, perchance, some day
-she might appertain to the stranger. Then it would be her duty to fit
-herself entirely to him. In the meantime, when he gave her little hints
-that something of her domestic slavery might be discontinued, she would
-not abate a jot from her duties. If he liked to come with her when she
-pushed the children, let him come. If he cared to see her when she was
-darning a stocking or cutting bread and butter, let him pay his visits.
-If he thought those things derogatory, certainty let him stay away. So
-the thing had grown till she had found herself surprised, and taken, as
-it were, into a net,--caught in a pitfall of love. But she held her
-peace, stuck manfully to the perambulator, and was a little colder in
-her demeanour than heretofore. Whereupon Major Rossiter, as the reader
-is aware, made two visits to Brook Park. The bird might peck at the
-window, but he should never again be taken into the room.
-
-But the bird, from the moment in which he had packed up his portmanteau
-at Brook Park, had determined that he would be taken in at the window
-again,--that he would at any rate return to the window, and peck at the
-glass with constancy, soliciting that it might be opened. As he now
-thought of the two girls, the womanliness of the one, as compared with
-the worldliness of the other, conquered him completely. There had never
-been a moment in which his heart had in truth inclined itself towards
-the young athlete of Brook Park,--never a moment, hardly a moment, in
-which his heart had been untrue to Alice. But glitter had for awhile
-prevailed with him, and he had, just for a moment, allowed himself to be
-discontented with the homely colour of unalloyed gold. He was thoroughly
-ashamed of himself, knowing well that he had given pain. He had learned,
-clearly enough, from what her father, mother, and others had said to
-him, that there were those who expected him to marry Alice Dugdale, and
-others who hoped that he would marry Georgiana Wanless. Now, at last, he
-could declare that no other love than that which was warm within his
-heart at present could ever have been possible to him. But he was aware
-that he had much to do to recover his footing. Alice’s face and her
-manner as she bade him good-bye at the gate were very clear before his
-eyes.
-
-Two months passed by before he was again seen at Beetham. It had
-happened that he was, in truth, required elsewhere, on duty, during the
-period, and he took care to let it be known at Beetham that such was the
-case. Information to this effect was in some shape sent to Alice.
-Openly, she took no notice of it; but, inwardly, she said to herself
-that they who troubled themselves by sending her such tidings, troubled
-themselves in vain. “Men may come and men may go,” she sang to herself,
-in a low voice. How little they knew her, to come to her with news as to
-Major Rossiter’s coming and going!
-
-Then one day he came. One morning early in December the absolute fact
-was told at the dinner table. “The Major is at the parsonage,” said the
-maid-servant. Mrs. Dugdale looked at Alice, who continued, however, to
-distribute hashed mutton with an equanimity which betrayed no flaw.
-
-After that not a word was said about him. The doctor had warned his wife
-to be silent; and though she would fain have spoken, she restrained
-herself. After dinner the usual work went on, and then the usual playing
-in the garden. The weather was dry and mild for the time of year, so
-that Alice was swinging two of the children when Major Rossiter came up
-through the gate. Minnie, who had been a favourite, ran to him, and he
-came slowly across the lawn to the tree on which the swing was hung. For
-a moment Alice stopped her work that she might shake hands with him,
-and then at once went back to her place. “If I were to stop a moment
-before Bobby has had his turn,” she said, “he would feel the injustice.”
-
-“No, I isn’t,” said Bobby. “Oo may go ’is time.”
-
-“But I don’t want to go, Bobby, and Major Rossiter will find mamma in
-the drawing-room;” and Alice for a moment thought of getting her hat and
-going off from the place. Then she reflected that to run away would be
-cowardly. She did not mean to run away always because the man came. Had
-she not settled it with herself that the man should be nothing to her?
-Then she went on swinging the children,--very deliberately, in order
-that she might be sure of herself, that the man’s coming had not even
-flurried her.
-
-In ten minutes the Major was there again. It had been natural to suppose
-that he should not be detained long in conversation by Mrs. Dugdale.
-“May I swing one of them for a time?” he asked.
-
-“Well, no; I think not. It is my allotted exercise, and I never give it
-up.” But Minnie, who knew what a strong arm could do, was imperious, and
-the Major got possession of the swing.
-
-Then of a sudden he stopped. “Alice,” he said, “I want you to take a
-turn with me up the road.”
-
-“I am not going out at all to-day,” she said. Her voice was steady and
-well preserved; but there was a slight rising of colour on her cheeks.
-
-“But I wish it expressly. You must come to-day.”
-
-She could consider only for a moment,--but for a moment she did think
-the matter over. If the man chose to speak to her seriously, she must
-listen to him,--once, and once only. So much he had a right to demand.
-When a bird of that kind pecks in that manner some attention must be
-paid to him. So she got her hat, and leading the way down the road,
-opened the gate and turned up the lane away from the street of the
-village. For some yards he did not speak. She, indeed, was the first to
-do so. “I cannot stay out very long, Major Rossiter; so, if there is
-anything----?”
-
-“There is a something, Alice.” Of course she knew, but she was quite
-resolved. Resolved! Had not every moment of her life since last she had
-parted with him been given up to the strengthening this resolution? Not
-a stitch had gone through the calico which had not been pulled the
-tighter by the tightening of her purpose! And now he was there. Oh, how
-more than earthly sweet it had been to have him there, when her
-resolutions had been of another kind! But she had been punished for
-that, and was strong against such future ills. “Alice, it had better
-come out simply. I love you, and have ever loved you with all my heart.”
-Then there was a frown and a little trampling of the ground beneath her
-feet, but she said not a word. Oh, if it only could have come sooner,--a
-few weeks sooner! “I know what you would say to me, but I would have you
-listen to me, if possible, before you say it. I have given you cause to
-be angry with me.”
-
-“Oh no!” she cried, interrupting him.
-
-“But I have never been untrue to you for a moment. You seemed to slight
-me.”
-
-“And if I did?”
-
-“That may pass. If you should slight me now, I must bear it. Even though
-you should deliberately tell me that you cannot love me, I must bear
-that. But with such a load of love as I have at my heart, it must be
-told to you. Day and night it covers me from head to foot. I can think
-of nothing else. I dream that I have your hand in mine, but when I wake
-I think it can never be so.”
-
-There was an instinct with her at the moment to let her fingers glide
-into his; but it was shown only by the gathering together of her two
-hands, so that no rebellious fingers straying from her in that direction
-might betray her. “If you have never loved me, never can love me, say
-so, and I will go away.” She should have spoken now, upon the instant;
-but she simply moved her foot upon the gravel and was silent. “That I
-should be punished might be right. If it could be possible that the
-punishment should extend to two, that could not be right.”
-
-She did not want to punish him,--only to be brave herself. If to be
-obdurate would in truth make him unhappy, then would it be right that
-she should still be firm? It would be bad enough, after so many
-self-assurances, to succumb at the first word; but for his sake,--for
-his sake,--would it not be possible to bear even that? “If you never
-have loved me, and never can love me, say so, and I will go.” Even to
-herself, she had not pledged herself to lie. If he asked her to be his
-wife in the plain way, she could say that she would not. Then the way
-would be plain before her. But what reply was she to make in answer to
-such a question as this? Could she say that she had not loved him,--or
-did not love him? “Alice,” he said, putting his hand up to her arm.
-
-“No!”
-
-“Alice, can you not forgive me?”
-
-“I have forgiven.”
-
-“And will you not love me?”
-
-She turned her face upon him with a purpose to frown, but the fulness of
-his eyes upon her was too much, and the frown gave way, and a tear came
-into her eye, and her lips trembled; and then she acknowledged to
-herself that her resolution had not been worth a straw to her.
-
-It should be added that considerably before Alice’s wedding, both Sophia
-and Georgiana Wanless were married,--Sophia, in due order, as of course,
-to young Cobble, and Georgiana to Mr. Burmeston, the brewer. This, as
-the reader will remember, was altogether unexpected; but it was a great
-and guiding principle with Lady Wanless that the girls should not be
-taken out of their turns.
-
- THE END.
-
-
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-FOOTNOTES:
-
- [A] I presume my readers to be generally aware that the headquarters
- of the National Telegraph Department are held at the top of one of
- the great buildings belonging to the General Post Office, in St.
- Martin’s-le-Grand.
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-WHY FRAU FROHMANN RAISED<br />
-HER PRICES<br /><br />
-<i>AND OTHER STORIES</i></p>
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-<h1>
-WHY FRAU FROHMANN<br />
-RAISED HER PRICES</h1>
-<p class="cb"><span class="eng">And other Stories</span><br />
-<br /><br />
-BY<br />
-ANTHONY TROLLOPE<br />
-<small>AUTHOR OF “FRAMLEY PARSONAGE,” “SMALL HOUSE AT ALLINGTON,” &amp;c., &amp;c.</small><br />
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-<h2><a name="CONTENTS" id="CONTENTS"></a>CONTENTS.</h2>
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-<tr><td class="rt"><span class="smcap">Chap.</span></td>
-<td>&nbsp;</td>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-1">I.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-1">THE BRUNNENTHAL PEACOCK</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_001">1</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-1">II.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-1">THE BEGINNING OF TROUBLES</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_017">17</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-1">III.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-1">THE QUESTION OF THE MITGIFT</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_029">29</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-1">IV.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-1">THE FRAU RETURNS TO THE SIMPLICITY OF THE OLD
-DAYS</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_040">40</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-1">V.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-1">A ZWANSIGER IS A ZWANSIGER</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_051">51</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI-1">VI.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI-1">HOFF THE BUTCHER</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_067">67</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII-1">VII.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII-1">“AND GOLD BECOMES CHEAP”</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_079">79</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII-1">VIII.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII-1">IT DOESN’T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TO ANY OF THEM</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_091">91</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><th colspan="3"><a href="#THE_LADY_OF_LAUNAY">THE LADY OF LAUNAY.</a></th></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-2">I.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR BECAME A YOUNG LADY OF IMPORTANCE</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_105">105</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-2">II.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR WOULDN’T MARRY THE PARSON</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_111">111</a></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-2">III.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR CAME TO LOVE THE HEIR OF LAUNAY</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_120">120</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-2">IV.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR OWNED THAT SHE WAS ENGAGED</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_128">128</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-2">V.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR CEASED TO BE A YOUNG LADY OF
-IMPORTANCE</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_136">136</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI-2">VI.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS TO BE BANISHED</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_144">144</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII-2">VII.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS BANISHED TO NORMANDY</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_151">151</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII-2">VIII.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR RECEIVED TWO LETTERS FROM LAUNAY</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_159">159</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX-2">IX.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR ANSWERED THE TWO LETTERS, AND
-WHAT CAME OF IT </a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_167">167</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_X-2">X.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_X-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR’S LOVER ARGUED HIS CASE</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_174">174</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI-2">XI.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR RECEIVED HER LOVER</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_182">182</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII-2">XII.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII-2">HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS BROUGHT BACK, AND WHAT THEN
-BECAME OF HER </a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_190">190</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><th colspan="3"><a href="#CHRISTMAS_AT_THOMPSON_HALL">CHRISTMAS AT THOMPSON HALL.</a></th></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-3">I.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-3">MRS. BROWN’S SUCCESS</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_201">201</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-3">II.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-3">MRS. BROWN’S FAILURE</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_214">214</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-3">III.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-3">MRS. BROWN ATTEMPTS TO ESCAPE</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_223">223</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-3">IV.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-3">MRS. BROWN DOES ESCAPE</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_234">234</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-3">V.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-3">MRS. BROWN AT THOMPSON HALL</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_249">249</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><th colspan="3"><a href="#THE_TELEGRAPH_GIRL">THE TELEGRAPH GIRL.</a></th></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-4">I.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-4">LUCY GRAHAM AND SOPHY WILSON</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_263">263</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-4">II.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-4">ABRAHAM HALL</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_275">275</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-4">III.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-4">SOPHY WILSON GOES TO HASTINGS</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_286">286</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-4">IV.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-4">MR. BROWN THE HAIRDRESSER</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_298">298</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-4">V.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-4">ABRAHAM HALL MARRIED</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_310">310</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><th colspan="3"><a href="#ALICE_DUGDALE">ALICE DUGDALE.</a></th></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-5">I.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_I-5">THE DOCTOR’S FAMILY</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_323">323</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-5">II.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_II-5">MAJOR ROSSITER</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_333">333</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-5">III.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_III-5">LADY WANLESS</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_342">342</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-5">IV.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV-5">THE BEETHAMITES</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_352">352</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-5">V.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_V-5">THE INVITATION</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_362">362</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI-5">VI.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI-5">THE ARCHERY MEETING</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_371">371</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII-5">VII.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII-5">AFTER THE PARTY</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_381">381</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII-5">VIII.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII-5">SIR WALTER UP IN LONDON</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_391">391</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX-5">IX.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX-5">LADY DEEPBELL</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_400">400</a></td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="rt" valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_X-5">X.</a></td><td valign="top"><a href="#CHAPTER_X-5">THE BIRD THAT PECKED AT THE WINDOW</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_409">409</a></td></tr>
-</table>
-
-<h2><a name="WHY_FRAU_FROHMANN_RAISED_HER_PRICES" id="WHY_FRAU_FROHMANN_RAISED_HER_PRICES"></a>WHY FRAU FROHMANN RAISED<br />
-HER PRICES.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_001" id="page_001"></a>{1}</span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_I-1" id="CHAPTER_I-1"></a>CHAPTER I.<br /><br />
-<small>THE BRUNNENTHAL PEACOCK.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">I</span>F ever there was a Tory upon earth, the Frau Frohmann was a Tory; for I
-hold that landed possessions, gentle blood, a gray-haired butler behind
-one’s chair, and adherence to the Church of England, are not necessarily
-the distinguishing marks of Toryism. The Frau Frohmann was a woman who
-loved power, but who loved to use it for the benefit of those around
-her,&mdash;or at any rate to think that she so used it. She believed in the
-principles of despotism and paternal government,&mdash;but always on the
-understanding that she was to be the despot. In her heart of hearts she
-disliked education, thinking that it unfitted the minds of her humbler
-brethren for the duties of their lives. She hated, indeed, all
-changes,&mdash;changes in costume, changes in hours, changes in cookery, and
-changes in furniture; but of all changes she perhaps hated changes in
-prices the most. Gradually there had come over her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_002" id="page_002"></a>{2}</span> a melancholy
-conviction that the world cannot go on altogether unaltered. There was,
-she felt, a fate in things,&mdash;a necessity which, in some dark way within
-her own mind, she connected with the fall of Adam and the general
-imperfection of humanity,&mdash;which demanded changes, but they were always
-changes for the worse; and therefore, though to those around her she was
-mostly silent on this matter, she was afflicted by a general idea that
-the world was going on towards ruin. That all things throve with herself
-was not sufficient for her comfort; for, being a good woman with a large
-heart, she was anxious for the welfare not only of herself and of her
-children, but for that of all who might come after her, at any rate in
-her own locality. Thus, when she found that there was a tendency to dine
-at one instead of twelve, to wear the same clothes on week days as on
-Sundays, to desire easy chairs, and linen that should be bleached
-absolutely white, thoughts as to the failing condition of the world
-would get the better of her and make her melancholy.</p>
-
-<p>These traits are perhaps the evidences of the weakness of Toryism;&mdash;but
-then Frau Frohmann also had all its strength. She was thoroughly
-pervaded by a determination that, in as far as in her lay, all that had
-aught to do with herself should be “well-to-do” in the world. It was a
-grand ambition in her mind that every creature connected with her
-establishment, from the oldest and most time-honoured guest down to the
-last stray cat that had taken refuge under her roof, should always have
-enough to eat. Hunger, unsatisfied<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_003" id="page_003"></a>{3}</span> hunger, disagreeable hunger, on the
-part of any dependent of hers, would have been a reproach to her. Her
-own eating troubled her little or not at all, but the cooking of the
-establishment generally was a great care to her mind. In bargaining she
-was perhaps hard, but hard only in getting what she believed to be her
-own right. Aristides was not more just. Of bonds, written bonds, her
-neighbours knew not much; but her word for twenty miles round was as
-good as any bond. And though she was perhaps a little apt to domineer in
-her bargains,&mdash;to expect that she should fix the prices and to resent
-opposition,&mdash;it was only to the strong that she was tyrannical. The poor
-sick widow and the little orphan could generally deal with her at their
-own rates; on which occasions she would endeavour to hide her dealings
-from her own people, and would give injunctions to the favoured ones
-that the details of the transaction should not be made public. And then,
-though the Frau was, I regret to say, no better than a Papist, she was a
-thoroughly religious woman, believing in real truth what she professed
-to believe, and complying, as far as she knew how, with the ordinances
-of her creed.</p>
-
-<p>Therefore I say that if ever there was a Tory, the Frau Frohmann was
-one.</p>
-
-<p>And now it will be well that the reader should see the residence of the
-Frau, and learn something of her condition in life. In one of the
-districts of the Tyrol, lying some miles south of Innsbruck, between
-that town and Brixen, there is a valley called the Brunnenthal,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_004" id="page_004"></a>{4}</span> a most
-charming spot, in which all the delights of scenery may be found without
-the necessity of climbing up heart-rending mountains, or sitting in oily
-steamboats, or paying for greedy guides, or riding upon ill-conditioned
-ponies. In this valley Frau Frohmann kept an hotel called the Peacock,
-which, however, though it was known as an inn, and was called by that
-name, could hardly be regarded as a house of common public
-entertainment. Its purpose was to afford recreation and comfort to a
-certain class of customers during the summer months,&mdash;persons well
-enough to do in the world to escape from their town work and their town
-residences for a short holiday, and desirous during that time of
-enjoying picturesque scenery, good living, moderate comfort, and some
-amount of society. Such institutions have now become so common that
-there is hardly any one who has not visited or at any rate seen such a
-place. They are to be found in every country in Europe, and are very
-common in America. Our own Scotland is full of them. But when the
-Peacock was first opened in Brunnenthal they were not so general.</p>
-
-<p>Of the husband of the Frau there are not many records in the
-neighbourhood. The widow has been a widow for the last twenty years at
-least, and her children,&mdash;for she has a son and daughter,&mdash;have no vivid
-memories of their father. The house and everything in it, and the
-adjacent farm, and the right of cutting timber in the forests, and the
-neighbouring quarry, are all the undoubted property of the Frau,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_005" id="page_005"></a>{5}</span> who
-has a reputation for great wealth. Though her son is perhaps nearly
-thirty, and is very diligent in the affairs of the establishment, he has
-no real authority. He is only, as it were, the out-of-doors right hand
-of his mother, as his sister, who is perhaps five years younger, is an
-in-doors right hand. But they are only hands. The brain, the
-intelligence, the mind, the will by which the Brunnenthal Peacock is
-conducted and managed, come all from the Frau Frohmann herself. To this
-day she can hardly endure a suggestion either from Peter her son or from
-her daughter Amalia, who is known among her friends as Malchen, but is
-called “the fraulein” by the Brunnenthal world at large. A suggestion as
-to the purchase of things new in their nature she will not stand at all,
-though she is liberal enough in maintaining the appurtenances of the
-house generally.</p>
-
-<p>But the Peacock is more than a house. It is almost a village; and yet
-every shed, cottage, or barn at or near the place forms a part of the
-Frau’s establishment. The centre or main building is a large ordinary
-house of three stories,&mdash;to the lower of which there is an ascent by
-some half-dozen stone steps,&mdash;covered with red tiles, and with gable
-ends crowded with innumerable windows. The ground-floor is devoted to
-kitchens, offices, the Frau’s own uses, and the needs of the servants.
-On the first-story are the two living rooms of the guests, the greater
-and by far the more important being devoted to eating and drinking.
-Here, at certain hours, are collected all the forces of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_006" id="page_006"></a>{6}</span>
-establishment,&mdash;and especially at one o’clock, when, with many ringing
-of bells and great struggles in the culinary department, the dinner is
-served. For to the adoption of this hour has the Frau at last been
-driven by the increasing infirmities of the world around her. The
-scenery of the locality is lovely; the air is considered to be
-peculiarly health-compelling; the gossipings during the untrammelled
-idleness of the day are very grateful to those whose lives are generally
-laborious; the love-makings are frequent, and no doubt sweet; skittles
-and bowls and draughts and dominoes have their devotees; and the smoking
-of many pipes fills up the vacant hours of the men.</p>
-
-<p>But, at the Brunnenthal, dinner is the great glory of the day. It would
-be vain for any æsthetical guest, who might conceive himself to be
-superior to the allurements of the table, to make little of the Frau’s
-dinner. Such a one had better seek other quarters for his summer’s
-holiday. At the Brunnenthal Peacock it is necessary that you should
-believe in the paramount importance of dinner. Not to come to it at the
-appointed time would create, first marvel, in the Frau’s mind, then
-pity,&mdash;as to the state of your health,&mdash;and at last hot anger should it
-be found that such neglect arose from contempt. What muse will assist me
-to describe these dinners in a few words? They were commenced of course
-by soup,&mdash;real soup, not barley broth with a strong prevalence of the
-barley. Then would follow the boiled meats, from which the soup was
-supposed to have been made,&mdash;but such boiled<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_007" id="page_007"></a>{7}</span> meat, so good, that the
-supposition must have contained a falsehood. With this there would be
-always potatoes and pickled cabbages and various relishes. Then there
-would be two other kinds of meat, generally with accompaniment of stewed
-fruit; after that fish,&mdash;trout from the neighbouring stream, for the
-preservation of which great tanks had been made. Vegetables with unknown
-sauces would follow,&mdash;and then would come the roast, which consisted
-always of poultry, and was accompanied of course by salad. But it was
-after this that were made the efforts on which the Frau’s fame most
-depended. The puddings, I think, were the subject of her greatest
-struggles and most complete success. Two puddings daily were, by the
-rules of the house, required to be eaten; not two puddings brought
-together so that you might choose with careless haste either one or the
-other; but two separate courses of puddings, with an interval between
-for appreciation, for thought, and for digestion. Either one or both
-can, no doubt, be declined. No absolute punishment,&mdash;such as notice to
-leave the house,&mdash;follows such abstention. But the Frau is displeased,
-and when dressed in her best on Sundays does not smile on those who
-abstain. After the puddings there is dessert, and there are little cakes
-to nibble if you will. They are nibbled very freely. But the heat of the
-battle is over with the second pudding.</p>
-
-<p>They have a great fame, these banquets; so that ladies and gentlemen
-from Innsbruck have themselves driven out here to enjoy them. The
-distance each way<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_008" id="page_008"></a>{8}</span> is from two to three hours, so that a pleasant
-holiday is made by a visit to the Frau’s establishment. There is a
-ramble up to the waterfall and a smoking of pipes among the rocks, and
-pleasant opportunities for secret whispers among young people;&mdash;but the
-Frau would not be well pleased if it were presumed that the great
-inducement for the visit were not to be found in the dinner which she
-provides. In this way, though the guests at the house may not exceed
-perhaps thirty in number, it will sometimes be the case that nearly
-twice as many are seated at the board. That the Frau has an eye to
-profit cannot be doubted. Fond of money she is certainly;&mdash;fond of
-prosperity generally. But, judging merely from what comes beneath his
-eye, the observer will be led to suppose that her sole ambition on these
-occasions is to see the food which she has provided devoured by her
-guests. A weak stomach, a halting appetite, conscientious scruples as to
-the over-enjoyment of victuals, restraint in reference to subsequent
-excesses or subsequent eatings,&mdash;all these things are a scandal to her.
-If you can’t, or won’t, or don’t eat your dinner when you get it, you
-ought not to go to the Brunnenthal Peacock.</p>
-
-<p>This banqueting-hall, or Speise-Saal, occupies a great part of the
-first-floor; but here also is the drawing-room, or reading-room, as it
-is called, having over the door “Lese-Saal” painted, so that its purpose
-may not be doubted. But the reading-room is not much, and the guests
-generally spend their time chiefly out of doors or in their bedrooms
-when they are not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_009" id="page_009"></a>{9}</span> banqueting. There are two other banquets, breakfast
-and supper, which need not be specially described;&mdash;but of the latter it
-may be said that it is a curtailed dinner, having limited courses of hot
-meat, and only one pudding.</p>
-
-<p>On this floor there is a bedroom or two, and a nest of others above; but
-the accommodation is chiefly afforded in other buildings, of which the
-one opposite is longer, though not so high, as the central house; and
-there is another, a little down the road, near the mill, and another as
-far up the stream, where the baths have been built,&mdash;an innovation to
-which Frau Frohmann did not lend herself without much inward suffering.
-And there are huge barns and many stables; for the Frau keeps a posting
-establishment, and a diligence passes the door three times each way in
-the course of the day and night, and the horses are changed at the
-Peacock;&mdash;or it was so, at any rate, in the days of which I am speaking,
-not very long ago. And there is the blacksmith’s forge, and the great
-carpenter’s shed, in which not only are the carts and carriages mended,
-but very much of the house furniture is made. And there is the mill, as
-has been said before, in which the corn is ground, and three or four
-cottages for married men, and a pretty little chapel, built by the Frau
-herself, in which mass is performed by her favourite priest once a
-month,&mdash;for the parish chapel is nearly three miles distant if you walk
-by the mountain path, but is fully five if you have yourself carried
-round by the coach road. It must, I think, be many years since the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_010" id="page_010"></a>{10}</span> Frau
-can have walked there, for she is a dame of portly dimensions.</p>
-
-<p>Whether the buildings are in themselves picturesque I will not pretend
-to say. I doubt whether there has been an attempt that way in regard to
-any one except the chapel. But chance has so grouped them, and nature
-has so surrounded them, that you can hardly find anywhere a prettier
-spot. Behind the house, so as to leave only space for a little meadow
-which is always as green as irrigation can make it, a hill rises, not
-high enough to be called a mountain, which is pine-clad from the foot to
-the summit. In front and around the ground is broken, but immediately
-before the door there is a way up to a lateral valley, down which comes
-a nameless stream which, just below the house, makes its way into the
-Ivil, the little river which runs from the mountain to the inn, taking
-its course through that meadow which lies between the hill and the
-house. It is here, a quarter of a mile perhaps up this little stream, at
-a spot which is hidden by many turnings from the road, that visitors
-come upon the waterfall,&mdash;the waterfall which at Innsbruck is so often
-made to be the excuse of these outings which are in truth performed in
-quest of Frau Frohmann’s dinners. Below the Peacock, where the mill is
-placed, the valley is closely confined, as the sombre pine-forests rise
-abruptly on each side; and here, or very little lower, is that gloomy or
-ghost-like pass through the rocks, which is called the Höllenthor; a
-name which I will not translate. But it is a narrow ravine, very dark<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_011" id="page_011"></a>{11}</span>
-in dark weather, and at night as black as pitch. Among the superstitious
-people of the valley the spot is regarded with the awe which belonged to
-it in past ages. To visitors of the present day it is simply picturesque
-and sublime. Above the house the valley spreads itself, rising, however,
-rapidly; and here modern engineering has carried the road in various
-curves and turns round knolls of hills and spurs of mountains, till the
-traveller as he ascends hardly knows which way he is going. From one or
-two points among these curves the view down upon the Peacock with its
-various appendages, with its dark-red roofs, and many windows glittering
-in the sun, is so charming, that the tourist is almost led to think that
-they must all have been placed as they are with a view to effect.</p>
-
-<p>The Frau herself is what used to be called a personable woman. To say
-that she is handsome would hardly convey a proper idea. Let the reader
-suppose a woman of about fifty, very tall and of large dimensions. It
-would be unjust to call her fat, because though very large she is still
-symmetrical. When she is dressed in her full Tyrolese costume,&mdash;which is
-always the case at a certain hour on Sunday, and on other stated and by
-no means unfrequent days as to which I was never quite able to learn the
-exact rule,&mdash;when she is so dressed her arms are bare down from her
-shoulders, and such arms I never saw on any human being. Her back is
-very broad and her bust expansive. But her head stands erect upon it as
-the head of some old Juno, and in all her motions,&mdash;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_012" id="page_012"></a>{12}</span>though I doubt
-whether she could climb by the mountain path to her parish church,&mdash;she
-displays a certain stately alertness which forbids one to call her fat.
-Her smile,&mdash;when she really means to smile and to show thereby her
-good-will and to be gracious,&mdash;is as sweet as Hebe’s. Then it is that
-you see that in her prime she must in truth have been a lovely woman.
-There is at these moments a kindness in her eyes and a playfulness about
-her mouth which is apt to make you think that you can do what you like
-with the Frau. Who has not at times been charmed by the frolic
-playfulness of the tiger? Not that Frau Frohmann has aught of the tiger
-in her nature but its power. But the power is all there, and not
-unfrequently the signs of power. If she be thwarted, contradicted,
-counselled by unauthorised counsellors,&mdash;above all if she be
-censured,&mdash;then the signs of power are shown. Then the Frau does not
-smile. At such times she is wont to speak her mind very plainly, and to
-make those who hear her understand that, within the precincts and
-purlieus of the Brunnenthal Peacock, she is an irresponsible despot.
-There have been guests there rash enough to find some trifling faults
-with the comforts provided for them,&mdash;whose beds perhaps have been too
-hard, or their towels too limited, or perhaps their hours not agreeably
-arranged for them. Few, however, have ever done so twice, and they who
-have so sinned,&mdash;and have then been told that the next diligence would
-take them quickly to Innsbruck if they were discontented,&mdash;have rarely
-stuck to their complaints<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_013" id="page_013"></a>{13}</span> and gone. The comforts of the house, and the
-prices charged, and the general charms of the place have generally
-prevailed,&mdash;so that the complainants, sometimes with spoken apologies,
-have in most cases sought permission to remain. In late years the Frau’s
-certainty of victory has created a feeling that nothing is to be said
-against the arrangements of the Peacock. A displeased guest can exercise
-his displeasure best by taking himself away in silence.</p>
-
-<p>The Frau of late years has had two counsellors; for though she is but
-ill inclined to admit advice from those who have received no authority
-to give it, she is not therefore so self-confident as to feel that she
-can live and thrive without listening to the wisdom of others. And those
-two counsellors may be regarded as representing&mdash;the first or elder her
-conscience, and the second and younger her worldly prudence. And in the
-matter of her conscience very much more is concerned than simple
-honesty. It is not against cheating or extortion that her counsellor is
-sharp to her; but rather in regard to those innovations which he and she
-think to be prejudicial to the manner and life of Brunnenthal, of
-Innsbruck, of the Tyrol, of the Austrian empire generally, and, indeed,
-of the world at large. To be as her father had been before her,&mdash;for her
-father, too, had kept the Peacock; to let life be cheap and simple, but
-yet very plentiful as it had been in his days, this was the counsel
-given by Father Conolin the old priest, who always spent two nights in
-each month at the establishment, and was not unfrequently to be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_014" id="page_014"></a>{14}</span> seen
-there on other occasions. He had been opposed to many things which had
-been effected,&mdash;that alteration of the hour of dinner, the erection of
-the bathhouse, the changing of plates at each course, and especially
-certain, notifications and advertisements by which foreigners may have
-been induced to come to the Brunnenthal. The kaplan, or chaplain, as he
-was called, was particularly averse to strangers, seeming to think that
-the advantages of the place should be reserved, if not altogether for
-the Tyrolese, at any rate for the Germans of Southern Germany, and was
-probably of opinion that no real good could be obtained by harbouring
-Lutherans. But, of late, English also had come, to whom, though he was
-personally very courteous, he was much averse in his heart of hearts.
-Such had ever been the tendency of his advice, and it had always been
-received with willing, nay, with loving ears. But the fate of the kaplan
-had been as is the fate of all such counsellors. Let the toryism of the
-Tory be ever so strong, it is his destiny to carry out the purposes of
-his opponents. So it had been, and was, with the Frau. Though she was
-always in spirit antagonistic to the other counsellor, it was the other
-counsellor who prevailed with her.</p>
-
-<p>At Innsbruck for many years there had lived a lawyer, or rather a family
-of lawyers, men always of good repute and moderate means, named
-Schlessen; and in their hands had been reposed by the Frau that
-confidence as to business matters which almost every one in business
-must have in some lawyer. The first<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_015" id="page_015"></a>{15}</span> Schlessen whom the Frau had known
-in her youth, and who was then a very old man, had been almost as
-Conservative as the priest. Then had come his son, who had been less so,
-but still lived and died without much either of the light of progress or
-contamination of revolutionary ideas from the outer world. But about
-three years before the date of our tale he also had passed away, and now
-young Fritz Schlessen sat in the chair of his forefathers. It was the
-opinion of Innsbruck generally that the young lawyer was certainly
-equal, probably superior, in attainments and intellect to any of his
-predecessors. He had learned his business both at Munich and Vienna, and
-though he was only twenty-six when he was left to manage his clients
-himself, most of them adhered to him. Among others so did our Frau, and
-this she did knowing the nature of the man and of the counsel she might
-expect to receive from him. For though she loved the priest, and loved
-her old ways, and loved to be told that she could live and thrive on the
-rules by which her father had lived and thriven before her,&mdash;still,
-there was always present to her mind the fact that she was engaged in
-trade, and that the first object of a tradesman must be to make money.
-No shoemaker can set himself to work to make shoes having as his first
-intention an ambition to make the feet of his customers comfortable.
-That may come second, and to him, as a conscientious man, may be
-essentially necessary. But he sets himself to work to make shoes in
-order that he may earn a living. That law,&mdash;almost of nature we may
-say,&mdash;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_016" id="page_016"></a>{16}</span>had become so recognised by the Frau that she felt that it must
-be followed, even in spite of the priest if need were, and that, in
-order that it might be followed, it would be well that she should listen
-to the advice of Herr Schlessen. She heard, therefore, all that her
-kaplan would say to her with gracious smiles, and something of what her
-lawyer would say to her, not always very graciously; but in the long-run
-she would take her lawyer’s advice.</p>
-
-<p>It will have to be told in a following chapter how it was that Fritz
-Schlessen had a preponderating influence in the Brunnenthal, arising
-from other causes than his professional soundness and general prudence.
-It may, however, be as well to explain here that Peter Frohmann the son
-sided always with the priest, and attached himself altogether to the
-conservative interest. But he, though he was honest, diligent, and
-dutiful to his mother, was lumpy, uncouth, and slow both of speech and
-action. He understood the cutting of timber and the making of
-hay,&mdash;something perhaps of the care of horses and of the nourishment of
-pigs; but in money matters he was not efficient. Amalia, or Malchen, the
-daughter, who was four or five years her brother’s junior, was much
-brighter, and she was strong on the reforming side. British money was to
-her thinking as good as Austrian, or even Tyrolese. To thrive even
-better than her forefathers had thriven seemed to her to be desirable.
-She therefore, though by her brightness and feminine ways she was very
-dear to the priest, was generally opposed to him in the family
-conclaves.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_017" id="page_017"></a>{17}</span> It was chiefly in consequence of her persistency that the
-table napkins at the Peacock were now changed twice a week.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_II-1" id="CHAPTER_II-1"></a>CHAPTER II.<br /><br />
-<small>THE BEGINNING OF TROUBLES.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Of</span> late days, and up to the time of which we are speaking, the chief
-contest between the Frau, with the kaplan and Peter on one side, and
-Malchen with Fritz Schlessen on the other, was on that most important
-question whether the whole rate of charges should not be raised at the
-establishment. The prices had been raised, no doubt, within the last
-twenty years, or the Frau could not have kept her house open;&mdash;but this
-had been done indirectly. That the matter may not be complicated for our
-readers, we will assume that all charges are made at the Peacock in
-zwansigers and kreutzers, and that the zwansiger, containing twenty
-kreutzers, is worth eightpence of English money. Now it must be
-understood that the guests at the Peacock were entertained at the rate
-of six zwansigers, or four shillings, a day, and that this included
-everything necessary,&mdash;a bed, breakfast, dinner, a cup of coffee after
-dinner, supper, as much fresh milk as anybody chose to drink when the
-cows were milked, and the use of everything in and about the
-establishment. Guests who required wine or beer, of course, were charged
-for what they had. Those who were rich enough to be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_018" id="page_018"></a>{18}</span> taken about in
-carriages paid so much per job,&mdash;each separate jaunt having been
-inserted in a tariff. No doubt there were other possible and probable
-extras; but an ordinary guest might live for his six zwansigers a
-day;&mdash;and the bulk of them did so live, with the addition of whatever
-allowance of beer each might think appropriate. From time to time a
-little had been added to the cost of luxuries. Wine had become dearer,
-and perhaps the carriages. A bath was an addition to the bill, and
-certain larger and more commodious rooms were supposed to be entitled to
-an extra zwansiger per week;&mdash;but the main charge had always remained
-fixed. In the time of the Frau’s father guests had been entertained at,
-let us say, four shillings a head, and guests were so entertained now.
-All the world,&mdash;at any rate all the Tyrolese world south of
-Innsbruck,&mdash;knew that six zwansigers was the charge in the Brunnenthal.
-It would be like adding a new difficulty to the path of life to make a
-change. The Frau had always held her head high,&mdash;had never been ashamed
-of looking her neighbour in the face, but when she was advised to rush
-at once up to seven zwansigers and a half (or five shillings a day), she
-felt that, should she do so, she would be overwhelmed with shame. Would
-not her customers then have cause of complaint? Would not they have such
-cause that they would in truth desert her? Did she not know that Herr
-Weiss, the magistrate from Brixen, with his wife, and his wife’s sister,
-and the children, who came yearly to the Peacock, could not afford to
-bring his family at this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_019" id="page_019"></a>{19}</span> increased rate of expenses? And the Fraulein
-Tendel with her sister would never come from Innsbruck if such an
-announcement was made to her. It was the pride of this woman’s heart to
-give all that was necessary for good living, to those who would come and
-submit themselves to her, for four shillings a day. Among the “extras”
-she could endure some alteration. She did not like extras, and if people
-would have luxuries they must be made to pay for them. But the Peacock
-had always been kept open for six zwansigers, and though Fritz Schlessen
-was very eloquent, she would not give way to him.</p>
-
-<p>Fritz Schlessen simply told her that the good things which she provided
-for her guests cost at present more than six zwansigers, and could not
-therefore be sold by her at that price without a loss. She was rich,
-Fritz remarked, shrugging his shoulders, and having amassed property
-could if she pleased dispose of it gradually by entertaining her guests
-at a loss to herself;&mdash;only let her know what she was doing. That might
-be charity, might be generosity, might be friendliness; but it was not
-trade. Everything else in the world had become dearer, and therefore
-living at the Peacock should be dearer. As to the Weisses and the
-Tendels, no doubt they might be shocked, and perhaps hindered from
-coming. But their places would surely be filled by others. Was not the
-house always full from the 1st of June till the end of September? Were
-not strangers refused admittance week after week from want of
-accommodation? If the new prices were found to be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_020" id="page_020"></a>{20}</span> too high for the
-Tyrolese and Bavarians, they would not offend the Germans from the
-Rhine, or the Belgians, or the English. Was it not plain to every one
-that people now came from greater distances than heretofore?</p>
-
-<p>These were the arguments which Herr Schlessen used; and, though they
-were very disagreeable, they were not easily answered. The Frau
-repudiated altogether the idea of keeping open her house on other than
-true trade principles. When the young lawyer talked to her about
-generosity she waxed angry, and accused him of laughing at her. “Dearest
-Frau Frohmann,” he said, “it is so necessary you should know the truth!
-Of course you intend to make a profit;&mdash;but if you cannot do so at your
-present prices, and yet will not raise them, at any rate understand what
-it is that you are doing.” Now the last year had been a bad year, and
-she knew that she had not increased her store. This all took place in
-the month of April, when a proposition was being made as to the prices
-for the coming season. The lawyer had suggested that a circular should
-be issued, giving notice of an altered tariff.</p>
-
-<p>Malchen was clearly in favour of the new idea. She could not see that
-the Weisses and Tendels, and other neighbours, should be entertained at
-a manifest loss; and, indeed, she had prepossessions in favour of
-foreigners, especially of the English, which, when expressed, brought
-down upon her head sundry hard words from her mother, who called her a
-“pert hussey,” and implied that if Fritz Schlessen wanted to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_021" id="page_021"></a>{21}</span> pull the
-house down she, Malchen, would be willing that it should be done.
-“Better do that, mother, than keep the roof on at a loss,” said Malchen;
-who upon that was turned at once out of the little inner room in which
-the conference was being held.</p>
-
-<p>Peter, who was present on the occasion, was decidedly opposed to all
-innovations, partly because his conservative nature so prompted him, and
-partly because he did not regard Herr Schlessen with a friendship so
-warm as that entertained by his sister. He was, perhaps, a little
-jealous of the lawyer. And then he had an idea that as things were
-prosperous to the eye, they would certainly come right at last. The
-fortunes of the house had been made at the rate of six zwansigers a day,
-and there was, he thought, no wisdom more clear than that of adhering to
-a line of conduct which had proved itself to be advantageous.</p>
-
-<p>The kaplan was clear against any change of prices; but then he burdened
-his advice on the question with a suggestion which was peculiarly
-disagreeable to the Frau. He acknowledged the truth of much that the
-lawyer had said. It appeared to him that the good things provided could
-not in truth be sold at the terms as they were now fixed. He was quite
-alive to the fact that it behoved the Frau as a wise woman to make a
-profit. Charity is one thing, and business is another. The Frau did her
-charities like a Christian, generally using Father Conolin as her
-almoner in such matters. But, as a keeper of a house of public
-entertainment, it was necessary that she should live. The kaplan was as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_022" id="page_022"></a>{22}</span>
-wide awake to this as was the Frau herself, or the lawyer. But he
-thought that the changes should not be in the direction indicated by
-Schlessen. The condition of the Weisses and of the Tendels should be
-considered. How would it be if one of the “meats” and one of the
-puddings were discontinued, and if the cup of coffee after dinner were
-made an extra? Would not that so reduce the expenditure as to leave a
-profit? And in that case the Weisses and the Tendels need not
-necessarily incur any increased charges.</p>
-
-<p>When the kaplan had spoken the lawyer looked closely into the Frau’s
-face. The proposition might no doubt for the present meet the
-difficulty, but he knew that it would be disagreeable. There came a
-cloud upon the old woman’s brow, and she frowned even upon the priest.</p>
-
-<p>“They’d want to be helped twice out of the one pudding, and you’d gain
-nothing,” said Peter.</p>
-
-<p>“According to that,” said the lawyer, “if there were only one course the
-dinner would cost the same. The fewer the dishes, the less the cost, no
-doubt.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe you know anything about it,” said the Frau.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps not,” said the lawyer. “On those little details no doubt you
-are the best judge. But I think I have shown that something should be
-done.”</p>
-
-<p>“You might try the coffee, Frau Frohmann,” said the priest.</p>
-
-<p>“They would not take any. You’d only save the coffee,” said the lawyer.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_023" id="page_023"></a>{23}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And the sugar,” said the priest.</p>
-
-<p>“But then they’d never ask for brandy,” suggested Peter.</p>
-
-<p>The Frau on that occasion said not a word further, but after a little
-while got up from her chair and stood silent among them; which was known
-to be a sign that the conference was dismissed.</p>
-
-<p>All this had taken place immediately after dinner, which at this period
-of the year was eaten at noon. It had simply been a family meal, at
-which the Frau had sat with her two children and her two friends. The
-kaplan on such occasions was always free. Nothing that he had in that
-house ever cost him a kreutzer. But the attorney paid his way like any
-one else. When called on for absolute work done,&mdash;not exactly for advice
-given in conference,&mdash;he made his charges. It might be that a time was
-coming in which no money would pass on either side, but that time had
-not arrived as yet. As soon as the Frau was left alone, she reseated
-herself in her accustomed arm-chair, and set herself to work in sober
-and almost solemn sadness to think over it all. It was a most perplexing
-question. There could be no doubt that all the wealth which she at
-present owned had been made by a business carried on at the present
-prices and after the existing fashion. Why should there be any change?
-She was told that she must make her customers pay more because she
-herself was made to pay more. But why should she pay more? She could
-understand that in the general prosperity of the Brunnenthal those about
-her should<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_024" id="page_024"></a>{24}</span> have somewhat higher wages. As she had prospered, why should
-not they also prosper? The servants of the poor must, she thought, be
-poorer than the servants of the rich. But why should poultry be dearer,
-and meat? Some things she knew were cheaper, as tea and sugar and
-coffee. She had bought three horses during the winter, and they
-certainly had been costly. Her father had not given such prices, nor,
-before this, had she. But that probably had been Peter’s fault, who had
-too rashly acceded to the demands made upon him. And now she remembered
-with regret that, on the 1st of January, she had acceded to a petition
-from the carpenter for an addition of six zwansigers to his monthly
-wages. He had made the request on the plea of a sixth child, adding
-also, that journeymen carpenters both at Brixen and at Innsbruck were
-getting what he asked. She had granted to the coming of the additional
-baby that which she would probably have denied to the other argument;
-but it had never occurred to her that she was really paying the
-additional four shillings a month because carpenters were becoming
-dearer throughout the world. Malchen’s clothes were certainly much more
-costly than her own had been, when she was young; but then Malchen was a
-foolish girl, fond of fashion from Munich, and just at this moment was
-in love. It could hardly be right that those poor Tendel females, with
-their small and fixed means, should be made to pay more for their
-necessary summer excursions because Malchen would dress herself in
-so-called French<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_025" id="page_025"></a>{25}</span> finery, instead of adhering, as she ought, to Tyrolese
-customs.</p>
-
-<p>The Frau on this occasion spent an hour in solitude, thinking over it
-all. She had dismissed the conference, but that could not be regarded as
-an end to the matter. Herr Schlessen had come out from Innsbruck with a
-written document in his pocket, which he was proposing to have printed
-and circulated, and which, if printed and circulated, would intimate to
-the world at large that the Frau Frohmann had raised her prices. Therein
-the new rates, seven zwansigers and a half a head, were inserted
-unblushingly at full length, as though such a disruption of old laws was
-the most natural thing in the world. There was a flippancy about it
-which disgusted the old woman. Malchen seemed to regard an act which
-would banish from the Peacock the old friends and well-known customers
-of the house as though it were an easy trifle; and almost desirable with
-that very object. The Frau’s heart warmed to the well-known faces as she
-thought of this. Would she not have infinitely greater satisfaction in
-cooking good dinners for her simple Tyrolese neighbours, than for rich
-foreigners who, after all, were too often indifferent to what was done
-for them? By those Tendel ladies her puddings were recognised as real
-works of art. They thought of them, talked of them, ate them, and no
-doubt dreamed of them. And Herr Weiss&mdash;how he enjoyed her dinners, and
-how proud he always was as he encouraged his children around him to help
-themselves to every dish in succession! And the Frau<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_026" id="page_026"></a>{26}</span> Weiss&mdash;with all
-her cares and her narrow means&mdash;was she to be deprived of that cheap
-month’s holiday which was so necessary for her, in order that the
-Peacock and the charms of the Brunnenthal generally might be devoted to
-Jews from Frankfort, or rich shopkeepers from Hamburg, or, worse still,
-to proud and thankless Englishmen? At the end of the hour the Frau had
-determined that she would not raise her prices.</p>
-
-<p>But yet something must be done. Had she resolved, even silently
-resolved, that she would carry on her business at a loss, she would have
-felt that she was worthy of restraint as a lunatic. To keep a house of
-public entertainment and to lose by it was, to her mind, a very sad
-idea! To work and be out of pocket by working! To her who knew little or
-nothing of modern speculation, such a catastrophe was most melancholy.
-But to work with the intention of losing could be the condition only of
-a lunatic. And Schlessen had made good his point as to the last season.
-The money spent had been absolutely more than the money received.
-Something must be done. And yet she would not raise her prices.</p>
-
-<p>Then she considered the priest’s proposition. Peter, she knew, had shown
-himself to be a fool. Though his feelings were good, he always was a
-fool. The expenses of the house no doubt might be much diminished in the
-manner suggested by Herr Conolin. Salt butter could be given instead of
-fresh at breakfast. Cheaper coffee could be procured. The courses at
-dinner might be reduced. The second pudding might be discontinued<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_027" id="page_027"></a>{27}</span> with
-economical results. But had not her success in these things been the
-pride of her life; and of what good would her life be to her if its
-pride were crushed? The Weisses no doubt would come all the same, but
-how would they whisper and talk of her among themselves when they found
-these parsimonious changes! The Tendel ladies would not complain. It was
-not likely that a breath of complaint would ever pass their humble lips;
-but she herself, she, Frau Frohmann, who was perhaps somewhat unduly
-proud of her character for wealth, would have to explain to them why it
-was that that second pudding had been abolished. She would be forced to
-declare that she could no longer afford to supply it, a declaration
-which to her would have in it something of meanness, something of
-degradation. No! she could not abandon the glory of her dinner. It was
-as though you should ask a Royal Academician to cease to exhibit his
-pictures, or an actor to consent to have his name withdrawn from the
-bills. Thus at last she came to that further resolve. The kaplan’s
-advice must be rejected, as must that of the lawyer.</p>
-
-<p>But something must be done. For a moment there came upon her a sad idea
-that she would leave the whole thing to others, and retire into
-obscurity at Schwatz, the village from whence the Frohmanns had
-originally come. There would be ample means for private comfort. But
-then who would carry on the Peacock, who would look after the farm, and
-the timber, and the posting, and the mill? Peter was certainly not
-efficient for all that. And Malchen<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_028" id="page_028"></a>{28}</span>’s ambition lay elsewhere. There
-was, too, a cowardice in this idea of running away which was very
-displeasing to her.</p>
-
-<p>Why need there be any raising of prices at all,&mdash;either in one direction
-or in the other?&mdash;Had she herself never been persuaded into paying more
-to others, then she would not have been driven to demand more from
-others. And those higher payments on her part had, she thought, not been
-obligatory on her. She had been soft and good-natured, and therefore it
-was that she was now called upon to be exorbitant. There was something
-abominable to her in this general greed of the world for more money. At
-the moment she felt almost a hatred for poor Seppel the carpenter, and
-regarded that new baby of his as an impertinent intrusion. She would
-fall back upon the old wages, the old prices for everything. There would
-be a difficulty with that Innsbruck butcher; but unless he would give
-way she would try the man at Brixen. In that matter of fowls she would
-not yield a kreutzer to the entreaties of her poor neighbours who
-brought them to her for sale.</p>
-
-<p>Then she walked forth from the house to a little arbour or summer-house
-which was close to the chapel opposite, in which she found Schlessen
-smoking his pipe with a cup of coffee before him, and Malchen by his
-side. “I have made up my mind. Herr Schlessen,” she said. It was only
-when she was very angry with him that she called him Herr Schlessen.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_029" id="page_029"></a>{29}</span></p>
-
-<p>“And what shall I do?” asked the lawyer.</p>
-
-<p>“Do nothing at all; but just destroy that bit of paper.” So saying, the
-Frau walked back to the house, and Fritz Schlessen, looking round at
-Malchen, did destroy that bit of paper.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_III-1" id="CHAPTER_III-1"></a>CHAPTER III.<br /><br />
-<small>THE QUESTION OF THE MITGIFT.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">About</span> two months after the events described in the last chapter, Malchen
-and Fritz Schlessen were sitting in the same little arbour, and he was
-again smoking his pipe, and again drinking his coffee. And they were
-again alone. When these two were seated together in the arbour, at this
-early period of the season, they were usually left alone, as they were
-known to be lovers by the guests who would then be assembled at the
-Peacock. When the summer had grown into autumn, and the strangers from a
-distance had come, and the place was crowded, then the ordinary
-coffee-drinkers and smokers would crowd round the arbour, regardless of
-the loves of Amalia and Fritz.</p>
-
-<p>The whole family of the Weisses were now at the Peacock, and the two
-Tendel ladies and three or four others, men with their wives and
-daughters, from Botzen, Brunecken, and places around at no great
-distance. It was now the end of June; but it is not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_030" id="page_030"></a>{30}</span> till July that the
-house becomes full, and it is in August that the real crowd is gathered
-at Frau Frohmann’s board. It is then that folk from a distance cannot
-find beds, and the whole culinary resources of the establishment are put
-to their greatest stress. It was now Monday, and the lawyer had been
-making a holiday, having come to the Brunnenthal on the previous
-Saturday. On the Sunday there had been perhaps a dozen visitors from
-Innsbruck who had been driven out after early mass for their dinner and
-Sunday holiday. Everything had been done at the Peacock on the old
-style. There had been no diminution either in the number or in the
-excellence of the dishes, nor had there been any increase in the tariff.
-It had been the first day of the season at which there had been a full
-table, and the Frau had done her best. Everybody had known that the
-sojourners in the house were to be entertained at the old rates; but it
-had been hoped by the lawyer and the priest, and by Malchen,&mdash;even by
-Peter himself&mdash;that a zwansiger would be added to the charge for dinner
-demanded from the townspeople. But at the last moment word had gone
-forth that there should be no increase. All the morning the old lady had
-been very gloomy. She had heard mass in her own chapel, and had then
-made herself very busy in the kitchen. She had spoken no word to any one
-till, at the moment before dinner, she gave her instructions to Malchen,
-who always made out the bills, and saw that the money was duly received.
-There was to be no increase. Then, when<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_031" id="page_031"></a>{31}</span> the last pudding had been sent
-in, she went, according to her custom, to her room and decorated herself
-in her grand costume. When the guests had left the dining-room and were
-clustering about in the passages and on the seats in front of the house,
-waiting for their coffee, she had come forth, very fine, with her grand
-cap on her head, with her gold and silver ornaments, with her arms bare,
-and radiant with smiles. She shook Madame Weiss very graciously by the
-hand and stooped down and kissed the youngest child. To one fraulein
-after another she said a civil word. And when, as it happened, Seppel
-the carpenter went by, dressed in his Sunday best, with a child in each
-hand, she stopped him and asked kindly after the baby. She had made up
-her mind that, at any rate for a time, she would not submit to the
-humiliation of acknowledging that she was driven to the necessity of
-asking increased prices.</p>
-
-<p>That had taken place on the Sunday, and it was on the following day that
-the two lovers were in the arbour together. Now it must be understood
-that all the world knew that these lovers were lovers, and that all the
-world presumed that they were to become husband and wife. There was not
-and never had been the least secrecy about it. Malchen was four or five
-and twenty, and he was perhaps thirty. They knew their own minds, and
-were, neither of them, likely to be persuaded by others either to marry
-or not to marry. The Frau had given her consent,&mdash;not with that ecstacy
-of joy with which sons-in-law are sometimes<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_032" id="page_032"></a>{32}</span> welcomed,&mdash;but still
-without reserve. The kaplan had given in his adhesion. The young lawyer
-was not quite the man he liked,&mdash;entertained some of the new ideas about
-religion, and was given to innovations; but he was respectable and
-well-to-do. He was a lover against whom he, as a friend of the family,
-could not lift up his voice. Peter did not like the man, and Peter, in
-his way, was fond of his sister. But he had not objected. Had he done
-so, it would not have mattered much. Malchen was stronger at the
-Brunnenthal than Peter. Thus it may be said that things generally smiled
-upon the lovers. But yet no one had ever heard that a day was fixed for
-their marriage. Madame Weiss had once asked Malchen, and Malchen had
-told her&mdash;not exactly to mind her own business; but that had been very
-nearly the meaning of what she had said.</p>
-
-<p>There was, indeed, a difficulty; and this was the difficulty. The Frau
-had assented&mdash;in a gradual fashion, rather by not dissenting as the
-thing had gone on, so that it had come to be understood that the thing
-was to be. But she had never said a word as to the young lady’s
-fortune&mdash;as to that “mitgift” which in such a case would certainly be
-necessary. Such a woman as the Frau in giving her daughter would surely
-have to give something with her. But the Frau was a woman who did not
-like parting with her money; and was such a woman that even the lawyer
-did not like asking the question. The fraulein had once inquired, but
-the mother had merely raised her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_033" id="page_033"></a>{33}</span> eyebrows and remained silent. Then the
-lawyer had told the priest that in the performance of her moral duties
-the Frau ought to settle something in her own mind. The priest had
-assented, but had seemed to imply that in the performance of such a duty
-an old lady ought not to be hurried. A year or two, he seemed to think,
-would not be too much for consideration. And so the matter stood at the
-present moment.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps it is that the Germans are a slow people. It may be that the
-Tyrolese are especially so. Be that as it may, Herr Schlessen did not
-seem to be driven into any agony of despair by these delays. He was
-fondly attached to his Malchen; but as to offering to take her without
-any mitgift,&mdash;quite empty-handed, just as she stood,&mdash;that was out of
-the question. No young man who had anything, ever among his
-acquaintances, did that kind of thing. Scales should be somewhat equally
-balanced. He had a good income, and was entitled to some substantial
-mitgift. He was quite ready to marry her to-morrow, if only this
-important question could get itself settled.</p>
-
-<p>Malchen was quite as well aware as was he that her mother should be
-brought to do her duty in this matter; but, perhaps of the two, she was
-a little the more impatient. If there should at last be a slip between
-the cup and the lip, the effect to her would be so much more disastrous
-than to him! He could very easily get another wife. Young women were as
-plenty<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_034" id="page_034"></a>{34}</span> as blackberries. So the fraulein told herself. But she might
-find it difficult to suit herself, if at last this affair were to be
-broken off. She knew herself to be a fair, upstanding, good-looking
-lass, with personal attractions sufficient to make such a young man as
-Fritz Schlessen like her society; but she knew also that her good looks,
-such as they were, would not be improved by fretting. It might be
-possible that Fritz should change his mind some day, if he were kept
-waiting till he saw her becoming day by day more commonplace under his
-eyes. Malchen had good sense enough not to overrate her own charms, and
-she knew the world well enough to be aware that she would be wise to
-secure, if possible, a comfortable home while she was at her best. It
-was not that she suspected Fritz; but she did not think that she would
-be justified in supposing him to be more angelic than other young men
-simply because he was her lover. Therefore, Malchen was impatient, and
-for the last month or two had been making up her mind to be very “round”
-with her mother on the subject.</p>
-
-<p>At the present moment, however, the lovers, as they were sitting in the
-arbour, were discussing rather the Frau’s affairs in regard to the
-establishment than their own. Schlessen had, in truth, come to the
-Brunnenthal on this present occasion to see what would be done, thinking
-that if the thin edge of the wedge could have been got in,&mdash;if those
-people from the town could have been made to pay an extra zwansiger each
-for their Sunday dinner,&mdash;then, even yet, the old lady might<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_035" id="page_035"></a>{35}</span> be induced
-to raise her prices in regard to the autumn and more fashionable
-visitors. But she had been obstinate, and had gloried in her obstinacy,
-dressing herself up in her grandest ornaments and smiling her best
-smiles, as in triumph at her own victory.</p>
-
-<p>“The fact is, you know, it won’t do,” said the lawyer to his love. “I
-don’t know how I am to say any more, but anybody can see with half an
-eye that she will simply go on losing money year after year. It is all
-very fine for the Weisses and Tendels, and very fine for old
-Trauss,”&mdash;old Trauss was a retired linen-draper from Vienna, who lived
-at Innsbruck, and was accustomed to eat many dinners at the Peacock; a
-man who could afford to pay a proper price, but who was well pleased to
-get a good dinner at a cheap rate,&mdash;“and very well for old Trauss,”
-continued the lawyer, becoming more energetic as he went on, “to regale
-themselves at your mother’s expense;&mdash;but that’s what it comes to.
-Everybody knows that everybody has raised the price of everything. Look
-at the Golden Lion.” The Golden Lion was the grand hotel in the town.
-“Do you think they haven’t raised their prices during the last twenty
-years?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why is it, Fritz?”</p>
-
-<p>“Everything goes up together, of course. If you’ll look into old
-accounts you’ll see that three hundred years ago you could buy a sheep
-at Salzburg for two florins and a half. I saw, it somewhere in a book.
-If a lawyer’s clerk then had eighty florins a year he was well off. That
-would not surprise her. She can understand<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_036" id="page_036"></a>{36}</span> that there should be an
-enormous change in three hundred years; but she can’t make out why there
-should be a little change in thirty years.”</p>
-
-<p>“But many things have got cheaper, Fritz.”</p>
-
-<p>“Living altogether hasn’t got cheaper. Look at wages!”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know why we should pay more. Everybody says that bread is lower
-than it used to be.”</p>
-
-<p>“What sort of bread do the people eat now? Look at that man.” The man
-was Seppel, who was dragging a cart which he had just mended out of the
-shed which was close by,&mdash;in which cart were seated his three eldest
-children, so that he might help their mother as assistant nurse even
-while he was at his work. “Don’t you think he gets more wheaten flour
-into his house in a week than his grandfather did in a year? His
-grandfather never saw white bread.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should he have it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because he likes it, and because he can get it. Do you think he’d have
-stayed here if his wages had not been raised?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think Seppel ever would have moved out of the Brunnenthal,
-Fritz.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then Seppel would have been more stupid than the cow, which knows very
-well on which side of the field it can find the best grass. Everything
-gets dearer;&mdash;and if one wants to live one has to swim with the stream.
-You might as well try to fight with bows and arrows, or with the
-old-fashioned flint rifles, as to live at the same rate as your
-grandfather.” The young<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_037" id="page_037"></a>{37}</span> lawyer, as he said this, rapped his pipe on the
-table to knock out the ashes, and threw himself back on his seat with a
-full conviction that he had spoken words of wisdom.</p>
-
-<p>“What will it all come to, Fritz?” This Malchen asked with real anxiety
-in her voice. She was not slow to join two things together. It might
-well be that her mother should be induced by her pride to carry on the
-business for a while, so as to lose some of her money, but that she
-should, at last, be induced to see the error of her ways before serious
-damage had been done. Her financial position was too good to be brought
-to ruin by small losses. But during the period of her discomfiture she
-certainly would not be got to open her hand in that matter of the
-mitgift. Malchen’s own little affair would never get itself settled till
-this other question should have arranged itself satisfactorily. There
-could be no mitgift from a failing business. And if the business were to
-continue to fail for the next year or two, where would Malchen be then?
-It was not, therefore, wonderful that she should be in earnest.</p>
-
-<p>“Your mother is a very clever woman,” said the lover.</p>
-
-<p>“It seems to me that she is very foolish about this,” said Malchen,
-whose feeling of filial reverence was not at the moment very strong.</p>
-
-<p>“She is a clever woman, and has done uncommonly well in the world. The
-place is worth double as much as when she married your father. But it is
-that very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_038" id="page_038"></a>{38}</span> success which makes her obstinate. She thinks that she can
-see her way. She fancies that she can compel people to work for her and
-deal with her at the old prices. It will take her, perhaps, a couple of
-years to find out that this is wrong. When she has lost three or four
-thousand florins she’ll come round.”</p>
-
-<p>Fritz, as he said this, seemed to be almost contented with this view of
-the case,&mdash;as though it made no difference to him. But with the fraulein
-the matter was so essentially personal that she could not allow it to
-rest there. She had made up her mind to be round with her mother; but it
-seemed to her to be necessary, also, that something should be said to
-her lover. “Won’t all that be very bad for you, Fritz?”</p>
-
-<p>“Her business with me will go on just the same.”</p>
-
-<p>This was felt to be unkind and very unloverlike. But she could not
-afford at the present moment to quarrel with him. “I mean about our
-settling,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“It ought not to make a difference.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know about ought;&mdash;but won’t it? You don’t see her as I do,
-but, of course, it puts her into a bad temper.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose she means to give you some fixed sum. I don’t doubt but she
-has it all arranged in her own mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why doesn’t she name it, then?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, my dear,&mdash;mein schatz,&mdash;there is nobody who likes too well to part
-with his money.”</p>
-
-<p>“But when is there to be an end of it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_039" id="page_039"></a>{39}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You should find that out. You are her child, and she has only two. That
-she should hang back is a matter of course. When one has the money of
-his own one can do anything. It is all in her own hand. See what I bear.
-When I tell her this or that she turns upon me as if I were nobody. Do
-you think I should suffer it if she were only just a client? You must
-persuade her, and be gentle with her; but if she would name the sum it
-would be a comfort, of course.”</p>
-
-<p>The fraulein herself did not in the least know what the sum ought to be;
-but she thought she did know that it was a matter which should be
-arranged between her lover and her parent. What she would have liked to
-have told him was this,&mdash;that as there were only two children, and as
-her mother was at any rate an honest woman, he might be sure that a
-proper dowry would come at last. But she was well aware that he would
-think that a mitgift should be a mitgift. The bride should come with it
-in her hand, so that she might be a comfort to her husband’s household.
-Schlessen would not be at all willing to wait patiently for the Frau’s
-death, or even for some final settlement of her affairs when she might
-make up her mind to leave the Peacock and betake herself to Schwatz.
-“You would not like to ask her yourself?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>He was silent for a while, and then he answered her by another question.
-“Are you afraid of her?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not afraid. But she would just tell me I was impertinent. I am not a
-bit afraid, but it would do no good. It would be so reasonable for you
-to do it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_040" id="page_040"></a>{40}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“There is just the difference, Malchen. I am afraid of her.”</p>
-
-<p>“She could not bite you.”</p>
-
-<p>“No;&mdash;but she might say something sharp, and then I might answer her
-sharply. And then there might be a quarrel. If she were to tell me that
-she did not want to see me any more in the Brunnenthal, where should we
-be then? Mein schatz, if you will take my advice, you will just say a
-word yourself, in your softest, sweetest way.” Then he got up and made
-his way across to the stable, where was the horse which was to take him
-back to Innsbruck. Malchen was not altogether well pleased with her
-lover, but she perceived that on the present occasion she must,
-perforce, follow his advice.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IV-1" id="CHAPTER_IV-1"></a>CHAPTER IV.<br /><br />
-<small>THE FRAU RETURNS TO THE SIMPLICITY OF THE OLD DAYS.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Two</span> or three weeks went by in the Brunnenthal without any special
-occurrence, and Malchen had not as yet spoken to her mother about her
-fortune. The Frau had during this time been in more than ordinary good
-humour with her own household. July had opened with lovely weather, and
-the house had become full earlier than usual. The Frau liked to have the
-house full, even though there might be no profit, and therefore<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_041" id="page_041"></a>{41}</span> she was
-in a good humour. But she had been exceptionally busy, and was trying
-experiments in her housekeeping, as to which she was still in hope that
-they would carry her through all her difficulties. She had been both to
-Brixen on one side of the mountain and to Innsbruck on the other, and
-had changed her butcher. Her old friend Hoff, at the latter place, had
-altogether declined to make any reduction in his prices. Of course they
-had been raised within the last five or six years. Who did not know that
-that had been the case with butchers’ meat all the world over? As it
-was, he charged the Frau less than he charged the people at the Golden
-Lion. So at least he swore; and when she told him that unless an
-alteration was made she must take her custom elsewhere&mdash;he bade her go
-elsewhere. Therefore she did make a contract with the butcher at Brixen
-on lower terms, and seemed to think that she had got over her
-difficulty. But Brixen was further than Innsbruck, and the carriage was
-more costly. It was whispered also about the house that the meat was not
-equally good. Nobody, however, had as yet dared to say a word on that
-subject to the Frau. And she, though in the midst of her new efforts she
-was good-humoured herself,&mdash;as is the case with many people while they
-have faith in the efforts they are making,&mdash;had become the cause of much
-unhappiness among others. Butter, eggs, poultry, honey, fruit, and
-vegetables, she was in the habit of buying from her neighbours, and had
-been so excellent a customer that she was as good as a market to the
-valley in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_042" id="page_042"></a>{42}</span> general. There had usually been some haggling; but that, I
-think, by such vendors is considered a necessary and almost an agreeable
-part of the operation. The produce had been bought and sold, and the
-Frau had, upon the whole, been regarded as a kind of providence to the
-Brunnenthal. But now there were sad tales told at many a cottage and
-small farmstead around. The Frau had declared that she would give no
-more than three zwansigers a pair for chickens, and had insisted on
-having both butter and eggs at a lower price than she had paid last
-year. And she had succeeded, after infinite clamours. She had been their
-one market, their providence, and they had no other immediate customers
-to whom to betake themselves. The eggs and the butter, the raspberries
-and the currants, must be sold. She had been imperious and had
-succeeded, for a while. But there were deep murmurs, and already a
-feeling was growing up in favour of Innsbruck and a market cart. It was
-very dreadful. How were they to pay their taxes, how were they to pay
-anything, if they were to be crimped and curtailed in this way? One poor
-woman had already walked to Innsbruck with three dozen eggs, and had got
-nearly twice the money which the Frau had offered. The labour of the
-walk had been very hard upon her, and the economy of the proceeding
-generally may have been doubtful; but it had been proved that the thing
-could be done.</p>
-
-<p>Early in July there had come a letter, addressed to Peter, from an
-English gentleman who, with his wife<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_043" id="page_043"></a>{43}</span> and daughter, had been at the
-Brunnenthal on the preceding year. Mr. Cartwright had now written to
-say, that the same party would be glad to come again early in August,
-and had asked what were the present prices. Now the very question seemed
-to imply a conviction on the gentleman’s mind that the prices would be
-raised. Even Peter, when he took the letter to his mother, thought that
-this would be a good opportunity for taking a step in advance. These
-were English people, and entitled to no loving forbearance. The
-Cartwrights need know nothing as to the demands made on the Weisses and
-Tendels. Peter who had always been on his mother’s side, Peter who hated
-changes, even he suggested that he might write back word that seven
-zwansigers and a half was now the tariff. “Don’t you know I have settled
-all that?” said the old woman, turning upon him fiercely. Then he wrote
-to Mr. Cartwright to say that the charge would be six zwansigers a day,
-as heretofore. It was certainly a throwing away of money. Mr. Cartwright
-was a Briton, and would, therefore, almost have preferred to pay another
-zwansiger or two. So at least Peter thought. And he, even an Englishman,
-with his wife and daughter, was to be taken in and entertained at a
-loss! At a loss!&mdash;unless, indeed, the Frau could be successful in her
-new mode of keeping her house. Father Conolin in these days kept away.
-The complaints made by the neighbours around reached his ears,&mdash;very sad
-complaints,&mdash;and he hardly knew how to speak of them to the Frau. It was
-becoming very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_044" id="page_044"></a>{44}</span> serious with him. He had counselled her against any rise
-in her own prices, but had certainly not intended that she should make
-others lower. That had not been his plan; and now he did not know what
-advice to give.</p>
-
-<p>But the Frau, resolute in her attempt, and proud of her success as far
-as it had gone, constantly adducing the conduct of these two rival
-butchers as evidence of her own wisdom, kept her ground like a Trojan.
-All the old courses were served, and the puddings and the fruit were at
-first as copious as ever. If the meat was inferior in quality,&mdash;and it
-could not be so without her knowledge, for she had not reigned so long
-in the kitchen of the Peacock without having become a judge in such
-matters,&mdash;she was willing to pass the fault over for a time. She tried
-to think that there was not much difference. She almost tried to believe
-that second-rate meat would do as well as first-rate. There should at
-least be no lack of anything in the cookery. And so she toiled and
-struggled, and was hopeful that she might have her own way and prove to
-all her advisers that she knew how to manage the house better than any
-of them.</p>
-
-<p>There was great apparent good humour. Though she had frowned upon Peter
-when he had shown a disposition to spoil those Egyptians the
-Cartwrights, she had only done so in defence of her own resolute
-purpose, and soon returned to her kind looks. She was, too, very civil
-to Malchen, omitting for the time her usual gibes and jeers as to her
-daughter’s taste for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_045" id="page_045"></a>{45}</span> French finery and general rejection of Tyrolese
-customs. And she said nothing of the prolonged absence of her two
-counsellors, the priest and the lawyer. A great struggle was going on
-within her own bosom, as to which she in these days said not a word to
-anybody. One counsellor had told her to raise her prices; another had
-advised her to lessen the luxuries supplied. As both the one proposition
-and the other had gone against her spirit, she had looked about her to
-find some third way out of her embarrassments. She had found it, and the
-way was one which recommended itself to her own sense of abstract
-justice. The old prices should prevail in the valley everywhere. She
-would extort nothing from Mr. Cartwright, but then neither should her
-neighbours extort anything from her. Seppel’s wife was ill, and she had
-told him that in consequence of that misfortune the increased wages
-should be continued for three months, but that after that she must
-return to the old rate. In the softness of her heart she would have
-preferred to say six months, but that in doing so she would have seemed
-to herself to have departed from the necessary rigour of her new
-doctrine. But when Seppel stood before her, scratching his head, a
-picture of wretchedness and doubt, she was not comfortable in her mind.
-Seppel had a dim idea of his own rights, and did not like to be told
-that his extra zwansigers came to him from the Frau’s charity. To go
-away from the Brunnenthal at the end of the summer, to go away at all,
-would be terrible to him; but to work for less than fair wages, would
-that not be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_046" id="page_046"></a>{46}</span> more terrible? Of all which the Frau, as she looked at him,
-understood much.</p>
-
-<p>And she understood much also of the discontent and almost despair which
-was filling the minds of the poor women all around her. All those poor
-women were dear to her. It was in her nature to love those around her,
-and especially those who were dependent on her. She knew the story of
-every household,&mdash;what children each mother had reared and what she had
-lost, when each had been brought to affliction by a husband’s illness or
-a son’s misconduct. She had never been deaf to their troubles; and
-though she might have been heard in violent discussions, now with one
-and now with another, as to the selling value of this or that article,
-she had always been held by them to be a just woman and a constant
-friend. Now they were up in arms against her, to the extreme grief of
-her heart.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless it was necessary that she should support herself by an
-outward appearance of tranquillity, so that the world around her might
-know that she was not troubled by doubts as to her own conduct. She had
-heard somewhere that no return can be made from evil to good courses
-without temporary disruptions, and that all lovers of justice are
-subject to unreasonable odium. Things had gone astray because there had
-been unintentional lapses from justice. She herself had been the
-delinquent when she had allowed herself to be talked into higher
-payments than those which had been common in the valley in her young<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_047" id="page_047"></a>{47}</span>
-days. She had not understood, when she made these lapses gradually, how
-fatal would be their result. Now she understood, and was determined to
-plant her foot firmly down on the old figures. All this evil had come
-from a departure from the old ways. There must be sorrow and trouble,
-and perhaps some ill blood, in this return. That going back to
-simplicity is always so difficult! But it should be done. So she smiled,
-and refused to give more than three zwansigers a pair for her chickens.</p>
-
-<p>One old woman came to her with the express purpose of arguing it all
-out. Suse Krapp was the wife of an old woodman who lived high up above
-the Peacock, among the pines, in a spot which could only be reached by a
-long and very steep ascent, and who being old, and having a daughter and
-granddaughters whom she could send down with her eggs and wild fruit,
-did not very often make her appearance in the valley. But she had known
-the Frau well for many years, having been one of those to welcome her
-when she had arrived there as a bride, and had always been treated with
-exceptional courtesy. Suse Krapp was a woman who had brought up a large
-family, and had known troubles; but she had always been able to speak
-her own mind; and when she arrived at the house, empty-handed, with
-nothing to sell, declaring at once her purpose of remonstrating with the
-Frau, the Frau regarded her as a delegate from the commercial females of
-the valley generally; and she took the coming in good part, asking Suse
-into her own inner room.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_048" id="page_048"></a>{48}</span></p>
-
-<p>After sundry inquiries on each side, respecting the children and the
-guests, and the state of things in the world at large, the real question
-was asked, “Ah, meine liebe Frau Frohmann,&mdash;my very dear Mrs. Frohmann,
-as one might say here,&mdash;why are you dealing with us all in the
-Brunnenthal after this hard fashion?”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you call a hard fashion, Suse?”</p>
-
-<p>“Only giving half price for everything that you buy. Why should anything
-be cheaper this year than it was last? Ah, alas! does not everybody know
-that everything is dearer?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should anything be dearer, Suse? The people who come here are not
-charged more than they were twenty years ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who can tell? How can an old woman say? It is all very bad. The world,
-I suppose, is getting worse. But it is so. Look at the taxes.”</p>
-
-<p>The taxes, whether imperial or municipal, was a matter on which Frau did
-not want to speak. She felt that they were altogether beyond her reach.
-No doubt there had been a very great increase in such demands during her
-time, and it was an increase against which nobody could make any stand
-at all. But, if that was all, there had been a rise in prices quite
-sufficient to answer that. She was willing to pay three zwansigers a
-pair for chickens, and yet she could remember when they were to be
-bought for a zwansiger each.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, taxes,” she said; “they are an evil which we<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_049" id="page_049"></a>{49}</span> must all endure. It
-is no good grumbling at them. But we have had the roads made for us.”</p>
-
-<p>This was an unfortunate admission, for it immediately gave Suse Krapp an
-easy way to her great argument. “Roads, yes! and they are all saying
-that they must make use of them to send the things into market.
-Josephine Bull took her eggs into the city and got two kreutzers apiece
-for them.”</p>
-
-<p>The Frau had already heard of that journey, and had also heard that poor
-Josephine Bull had been very much fatigued by her labours. It had
-afflicted her much, both that the poor woman should have been driven to
-such a task, and that such an innovation should have been attempted. She
-had never loved Innsbruck dearly, and now she was beginning to hate the
-place. “What good did she get by that, Suse? None, I fear. She had
-better have given her eggs away in the valley.”</p>
-
-<p>“But they will have a cart.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think a cart won’t cost money? There must be somebody to drive
-the cart, I suppose.” On this point the Frau spoke feelingly, as she was
-beginning to appreciate the inconvenience of sending twice a week all
-the way to Brixen for her meat. There was a diligence, but though the
-horses were kept in her own stables, she had not as yet been able to
-come to terms with the proprietor.</p>
-
-<p>“There is all that to think of certainly,” said Suse. “But&mdash;&mdash;. Wouldn’t
-you come back, meine liebe Frau, to the prices you were paying last
-year? Do<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_050" id="page_050"></a>{50}</span> you not know that they would sooner sell to you than to any
-other human being in all the world, and they must live by their little
-earnings?”</p>
-
-<p>But the Frau could not be persuaded. Indeed had she allowed herself to
-be persuaded, all her purpose would have been brought to an end. Of
-course there must be trouble, and her refusal of such a prayer as this
-was a part of her trouble. She sent for a glass of kirsch-wasser to
-mitigate the rigour of her denial, and as Suse drank the cordial she
-endeavoured to explain her system. There could be no happiness, no real
-prosperity in the valley, till they had returned to their old ways. “It
-makes me unhappy,” said the Frau, shaking her head, “when I see the
-girls making for themselves long petticoats.” Suse quite agreed with the
-Frau as to the long petticoats; but, as she went, she declared that the
-butter and eggs must be taken into Innsbruck, and another allusion to
-the cart was the last word upon her tongue.</p>
-
-<p>It was on the evening of that same day that Malchen, unaware that her
-mother’s feelings had just then been peculiarly stirred up by an appeal
-from the women of the valley, came at last to the determination of
-asking that something might be settled as to the “mitgift.” “Mother,”
-she said, “Fritz Schlessen thinks that something should be arranged.”</p>
-
-<p>“Arranged as how?”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose he wants&mdash;to be married.”</p>
-
-<p>“If he don’t, I suppose somebody else does,” said the mother smiling.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_051" id="page_051"></a>{51}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, mother! Of course it is not pleasant to be as we are now. You
-must feel that yourself. Fritz is a good young man, and there is nothing
-about him that I have a right to complain of. But of course, like all
-the rest of ’em, he expects some money when he takes a wife. Couldn’t
-you tell him what you mean to give?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at present, Malchen.”</p>
-
-<p>“And why not now? It has been going on two years.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nina Cobard at Schwatz was ten years before her people would let it
-come off. Just at present I am trying a great experiment, and I can say
-nothing about money till the season is over.” With this answer Malchen
-was obliged to be content, and was not slow in perceiving that it almost
-contained a promise that the affairs should be settled when the season
-was over.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_V-1" id="CHAPTER_V-1"></a>CHAPTER V.<br /><br />
-<small>A ZWANSIGER IS A ZWANSIGER.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">In</span> the beginning of August, the Weisses and the Tendels and Herr Trauss
-had all left the Brunnenthal, and our friend Frau Frohmann was left with
-a house full of guests who were less intimately known to her, but who
-not the less demanded and received all her care. But, as those departed
-whom she had taught herself to regard as neighbours and who were
-therefore entitled to something warmer and more generous than mere
-tavern<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_052" id="page_052"></a>{52}</span> hospitality, she began to feel the hardness of her case in
-having to provide so sumptuously for all these strangers at a loss.
-There was a party of Americans in the house who had absolutely made no
-inquiry whatsoever as to prices till they had shown themselves at her
-door. Peter had been very urgent with her to mulct the Americans, who
-were likely, he thought, to despise the house merely because it was
-cheap. But she would not give way. If the American gentleman should find
-out the fact and turn upon her, and ask her why he was charged more than
-others, how would she be able to answer him? She had never yet been so
-placed as not to be able to answer any complaints, boldly and even
-indignantly. It was hard upon her; but if the prices were to be raised
-to any, they must be raised to all.</p>
-
-<p>The whole valley now was in a hubbub. In the matter of butter there had
-been so great a commotion that the Frau had absolutely gone back to the
-making of her own, a system which had been abandoned at the Peacock a
-few years since, with the express object of befriending the neighbours.
-There had been a dairy with all its appurtenances; but it had come to
-pass that the women around had got cows, and that the Frau had found
-that without damage to herself she could buy their supplies. And in this
-way her own dairy had gone out of use. She had kept her cows because
-there had grown into use a great drinking of milk at the Peacock, and as
-the establishment had gradually increased, the demand for cream,
-custards, and such luxuries had of course increased also. Now, when,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_053" id="page_053"></a>{53}</span>
-remembering this, she conceived that she had a peculiar right to receive
-submission as to the price of butter, and yet found more strong
-rebellion here than on any other point, she at once took the bull by the
-horns, and threw not only her energies, but herself bodily into the
-dairy. It was repaired and whitewashed, and scoured and supplied with
-all necessary furniture in so marvellously short a time, that the owners
-of cows around could hardly believe their ears and their eyes. Of course
-there was a spending of money, but there had never been any slackness as
-to capital at the Peacock when good results might be expected from its
-expenditure. So the dairy was set agoing.</p>
-
-<p>But there was annoyance, even shame, and to the old woman’s feeling
-almost disgrace, arising from this. As you cannot eat your cake and have
-it, so neither can you make your butter and have your cream. The supply
-of new milk to the milk-drinkers was at first curtailed, and then
-altogether stopped. The guests were not entitled to the luxury by any
-contract, and were simply told that as the butter was now made at home,
-the milk was wanted for that purpose. And then there certainly was a
-deterioration in the puddings. There had hitherto been a rich plenty
-which was now wanting. No one complained; but the Frau herself felt the
-falling off. The puddings now were such as might be seen at other
-places,&mdash;at the Golden Lion for instance. Hitherto her puddings had been
-unrivalled in the Tyrol.</p>
-
-<p>Then there had suddenly appeared a huckster, a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_054" id="page_054"></a>{54}</span> pedlar, an itinerant
-dealer in the valley who absolutely went round to the old women’s houses
-and bought the butter at the prices which she had refused to give. And
-this was a man who had been in her own employment, had been brought to
-the valley by herself, and had once driven her own horses! And it was
-reported to her that this man was simply an agent for a certain
-tradesman in Innsbruck. There was an ingratitude in all this which
-nearly broke her heart. It seemed to her that those to whom in their
-difficulties she had been most kind were now turning upon her in her
-difficulty. And she thought that there was no longer left among the
-people any faith, any feeling of decent economy, any principle.
-Disregarding right or wrong, they would all go where they could get half
-a zwansiger more! They knew what it was she was attempting to do; for
-had she not explained it all to Suse Krapp? And yet they turned against
-her.</p>
-
-<p>The poor Frau knew nothing of that great principle of selling in the
-dearest market, however much the other lesson as to buying in the
-cheapest had been brought home to her. When a fixed price had become
-fixed, that, she thought, should not be altered. She was demanding no
-more than she had been used to demand, though to do so would have been
-so easy! But her neighbours, those to whom she had even been most
-friendly, refused to assist her in her efforts to re-establish the old
-and salutary simplicity. Of course when the butter was taken into
-Innsbruck, the chickens and the eggs went with the butter. When she
-learned<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_055" id="page_055"></a>{55}</span> how all this was she sent for Suse Krapp, and Suse Krapp again
-came down to her.</p>
-
-<p>“They mean then to quarrel with me utterly?” said the Frau with her
-sternest frown.</p>
-
-<p>“Meine liebe Frau Frohmann!” said the old woman, embracing the arm of
-her ancient friend.</p>
-
-<p>“But they do mean it?”</p>
-
-<p>“What can we do, poor wretches? We must live.”</p>
-
-<p>“You lived well enough before,” said the Frau, raising her fist in the
-unpremeditated eloquence of her indignation. “Will it be better for you
-now to deal with strangers who will rob you at every turn? Will Karl
-Muntz, the blackguard that he is, advance money to any of you at your
-need? Well; let it be so. I too can deal with strangers. But when once I
-have made arrangements in the town, I will not come back to the people
-of the valley. If we are to be severed, we will be severed. It goes
-sadly against the grain with me, as I have a heart in my bosom.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have, you have, my dearest Frau Frohmann.”</p>
-
-<p>“As for the cranberries, we can do without them.” Now it had been the
-case that Suse Krapp with her grandchildren had supplied the Peacock
-with wild fruits in plentiful abundance, which wild fruits, stewed as
-the Frau knew how to stew them, had been in great request among the
-guests at the Brunnenthal. Great bowls of cranberries and bilberries had
-always at this period of the year turned the Frau’s modest suppers into
-luxurious banquets. But there must be an end to that now; not in any way
-because the price paid for the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_056" id="page_056"></a>{56}</span> fruit was grudged, but because the
-quarrel, if quarrel there must be, should be internecine at all points.
-She had loved them all; but, if they turned against her, not the less
-because of her love would she punish them. Poor old Suse wiped her eyes
-and took her departure, without any kirsch-wasser on this occasion.</p>
-
-<p>It all went on from bad to worse. Seppel the carpenter gave her notice
-that he would leave her service at the end of August. “Why at the end of
-August?” she asked, remembering that she had promised to give him the
-higher rate of wages up to a later date than that. Then Seppel
-explained, that as he must do something for himself,&mdash;that is, find
-another place,&mdash;the sooner he did that the better. Now Seppel the
-carpenter was brother to that Anton who had most wickedly undertaken the
-huckstering business, on the part of Karl Muntz the dealer in Innsbruck,
-and it turned out that Seppel was to join him. There was an ingratitude
-in this which almost drove the old woman frantic. If any one in the
-valley was more bound to her by kindly ties than another, it was Seppel,
-with his wife and six children. Wages! There had been no question of
-wages when Babette, Seppel’s wife, had been ill; and Babette had always
-been ill. And when he had chopped his own foot with his own axe, and had
-gone into the hospital for six weeks, they had wanted nothing! That he
-should leave her for a matter of six zwansigers a month, and not only
-leave her, but become her active enemy, was dreadful to her. Nor was her
-anger at all modified when he explained it all<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_057" id="page_057"></a>{57}</span> to her. As a man, and as
-a carpenter who was bound to keep up his own respect among carpenters,
-he could not allow himself to work for less than the ordinary wages. The
-Frau had been very kind to him, and he and his wife and children were
-all grateful. But she would not therefore wish him,&mdash;this was his
-argument,&mdash;she would not on that account require him to work for less
-than his due. Seppel put his hand on his heart, and declared that his
-honour was concerned. As for his brother’s cart and his huckstery trade
-and Karl Muntz, he was simply lending a hand to that till he could get a
-settled place as carpenter. He was doing the Frau no harm. If he did not
-look after the cart, somebody else would. He was very submissive and
-most anxious to avoid her anger; but yet would not admit that he was
-doing wrong. But she towered in her wrath, and would listen to no
-reason. It was to her all wrong. It was innovation, a spirit of change
-coming from the source of all evil, bringing with it unkindness, absence
-of charity, ingratitude! It was flat mutiny, and rebellion against their
-betters. For some weeks it seemed to the Frau that all the world was
-going to pieces.</p>
-
-<p>Her position was the more painful because at the time she was without
-counsellors. The kaplan came indeed as usual, and was as attentive and
-flattering to her as of yore; but he said nothing to her about her own
-affairs unless he was asked; and she did not ask him, knowing that he
-would not give her palatable counsel. The kaplan himself was not well
-versed in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_058" id="page_058"></a>{58}</span> political economy or questions of money generally; but he had
-a vague idea that the price of a chicken ought to be higher now than it
-was thirty years ago. Then why not also the price of living to the
-guests at the Peacock? On that matter he argued with himself that the
-higher prices for the chickens had prevailed for some time, and that it
-was at any rate impossible to go back. And perhaps the lawyer had been
-right in recommending the Frau to rush at once to seven zwansigers and a
-half. His mind was vacillating and his ideas misty; but he did agree
-with Suse Krapp when she declared that the poor people must live. He
-could not, therefore, do the Frau any good by his advice.</p>
-
-<p>As for Schlessen he had not been at the Brunnenthal for a month, and had
-told Malchen in Innsbruck that unless he were specially wanted, he would
-not go to the Peacock until something had been settled as to the
-mitgift. “Of course she is going to lose a lot of money,” said
-Schlessen. “Anybody can see that with half an eye. Everybody in the town
-is talking about it. But when I tell her so, she is only angry with me.”</p>
-
-<p>Malchen of course could give no advice. Every step which her mother took
-seemed to her to be unwise. Of course the old women would do the best
-they could with their eggs. The idea that any one out of gratitude
-should sell cheaper to a friend than to an enemy was to her monstrous.
-But when she found that her mother was determined to swim against the
-stream, to wound herself by kicking against the pricks, to set at
-defiance all the common laws of trade, and that in this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_059" id="page_059"></a>{59}</span> way money was
-to be lost, just at that very epoch of her own life in which it was so
-necessary that money should be forthcoming for her own advantage,&mdash;then
-she became moody, unhappy, and silent. What a pity it was that all this
-power should be vested in her mother’s hands.</p>
-
-<p>As for Peter, he had been altogether converted. When he found that a
-cart had to be sent twice a week to Brixen, and that the very poultry
-which had been carried from the valley to the town had to be brought
-back from the town to the valley, then his spirit of conservatism
-deserted him. He went so far as to advise his mother to give way. “I
-don’t see that you do any good by ruining yourself,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>But she turned at him very fiercely. “I suppose I may do as I like with
-my own,” she replied.</p>
-
-<p>Yes; she could do what she liked with her own. But now it was declared
-by all those around her, by her neighbours in the valley, and by those
-in Innsbruck who knew anything about her, that it was a sad thing and a
-bad thing that an old woman should be left with the power of ruining all
-those who belonged to her, and that there should be none to restrain
-her! And yet for the last twenty-five years previous to this it had been
-the general opinion in these parts that nobody had ever managed such a
-house as well as the Frau Frohmann. As for being ruined,&mdash;Schlessen, who
-was really acquainted with her affairs, knew better than that. She might
-lose a large sum of money, but there was no fear of ruin. Schlessen was
-inclined to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_060" id="page_060"></a>{60}</span> think that all this trouble would end in the Frau retiring
-to Schwatz, and that the settlement of the mitgift might thus be
-accelerated. Perhaps he and the Frau herself were the only two persons
-who really knew how well she had thriven. He was not afraid, and, being
-naturally patient, was quite willing to let things take their course.</p>
-
-<p>The worst of it to the Frau herself was that she knew so well what
-people were saying of her. She had enjoyed for many years all that
-delight which comes from success and domination. It had not been merely,
-nor even chiefly, the feeling that money was being made. It is not that
-which mainly produces the comfortable condition of mind which attends
-success. It is the sense of respect which it engenders. The Frau had
-held her head high, and felt herself inferior to none, because she had
-enjoyed to the full this conviction. Things had gone pleasantly with
-her. Nothing is so enfeebling as failure; but she, hitherto, had never
-failed. Now a new sensation had fallen upon her, by which at certain
-periods she was almost prostrated. The woman was so brave that at her
-worst moments she would betake herself to solitude and shed her tears
-where no one could see her. Then she would come out and so carry herself
-that none should guess how she suffered. To no ears did she utter a word
-of complaint, unless her indignation to Seppel, to Suse, and the others
-might be called complaining. She asked for no sympathy. Even to the
-kaplan she was silent, feeling that the kaplan, too, was against her. It
-was natural<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_061" id="page_061"></a>{61}</span> that he should take part with the poor. She was now for the
-first time in her life, driven, alas, to feel that the poor were against
-her.</p>
-
-<p>The house was still full, but there had of late been a great falling off
-in the midday visitors. It had, indeed, almost come to pass that that
-custom had died away. She told herself, with bitter regret, that this
-was the natural consequence of her deteriorated dinners. The Brixen meat
-was not good. Sometimes she was absolutely without poultry. And in those
-matters of puddings, cream, and custards, we know what a falling off
-there had been. I doubt, however, whether her old friends had been
-stopped by that cause. It may have been so with Herr Trauss, who in
-going to Brunnenthal, or elsewhere, cared for little else but what he
-might get to eat and drink. But with most of those concerned the feeling
-had been that things were generally going wrong in the valley, and that
-in existing circumstances the Peacock could not be pleasant. She at any
-rate felt herself to be deserted, and this feeling greatly aggravated
-her trouble.</p>
-
-<p>“You are having beautiful weather,” Mr. Cartwright said to her one day
-when in her full costume she came out among the coffee-drinkers in the
-front of the house. Mr. Cartwright spoke German, and was on friendly
-terms with the old lady. She was perhaps a little in awe of him as being
-a rich man, an Englishman, and one with a white beard and a general
-deportment of dignity.</p>
-
-<p>“The weather is well enough, sir,” she said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_062" id="page_062"></a>{62}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I never saw the place all round look more lovely. I was up at
-Sustermann’s saw-mills this morning, and I and my daughter agreed that
-it is the most lovely spot we know.”</p>
-
-<p>“The saw-mill is a pretty spot, sir, no doubt.”</p>
-
-<p>“It seems to me that the house becomes fuller and fuller every year,
-Frau Frohmann.”</p>
-
-<p>“The house is full enough, sir; perhaps too full.” Then she hesitated as
-though she would say something further. But the words were wanting to
-her in which to explain her difficulties with sufficient clearness for
-the foreigner, and she retreated, therefore, back into her own domains.
-He, of course, had heard something of the Frau’s troubles, and had been
-willing enough to say a word to her about things in general if the
-occasion arose. But he had felt that the subject must be introduced by
-herself. She was too great a potentate to have advice thrust upon her
-uninvited.</p>
-
-<p>A few days after this she asked Malchen whether Schlessen was ever
-coming out to the Brunnenthal again. This was almost tantamount to an
-order for his presence. “He will come directly, mother, if you want to
-see him,” said Malchen. The Frau would do no more than grunt in answer
-to this. It was too much to expect that she should say positively that
-he must come. But Malchen understood her, and sent the necessary word to
-Innsbruck.</p>
-
-<p>On the following day Schlessen was at the Peacock, and took a walk up to
-the waterfall with Malchen before he saw the Frau. “She won’t ruin
-herself,” said<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_063" id="page_063"></a>{63}</span> Fritz. “It would take a great deal to ruin her. What she
-is losing in the house she is making up in the forests and in the land.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then it won’t matter if it does go on like this?”</p>
-
-<p>“It does matter because it makes her so fierce and unhappy, and because
-the more she is knocked about the more obstinate she will get. She has
-only to say the word, and all would be right to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“What word?” asked Malchen.</p>
-
-<p>“Just to acknowledge that everything has got to be twenty-five per cent.
-dearer than it was twenty-five years ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“But she does not like paying more, Fritz. That’s just the thing.”</p>
-
-<p>“What does it matter what she pays?”</p>
-
-<p>“I should think it mattered a great deal.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not in the least. What does matter is whether she makes a profit out of
-the money she spends. Florins and zwansigers are but names. What you can
-manage to eat, and drink, and wear, and what sort of a house you can
-live in, and whether you can get other people to do for you what you
-don’t like to do yourself,&mdash;that is what you have got to look after.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Fritz;&mdash;money is money.”</p>
-
-<p>“Just so; but it is no more than money. If she could find out suddenly
-that what she has been thinking was a zwansiger was in truth only half a
-zwansiger, then she would not mind paying two where she had hitherto
-paid one, and would charge two where she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_064" id="page_064"></a>{64}</span> now charges one,&mdash;as a matter
-of course. That’s about the truth.”</p>
-
-<p>“But a zwansiger is a zwansiger.”</p>
-
-<p>“No;&mdash;not in her sense. A zwansiger now is not much more than half what
-it used to be. If the change had come all at once she could have
-understood it better.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why is it changed?”</p>
-
-<p>Here Schlessen scratched his head. He was not quite sure that he knew,
-and felt himself unable to explain clearly what he himself only
-conjectured dimly. “At any rate it is so. That’s what she has got to be
-made to understand, or else she must give it up and go and live quietly
-in private. It’ll come to that, that she won’t have a servant about the
-place if she goes on like this. Her own grandfather and grandmother were
-very good sort of people, but it is useless to try and live like them.
-You might just as well go back further, and give up knives and forks and
-cups and saucers.”</p>
-
-<p>Such was the wisdom of Herr Schlessen; and when he had spoken it he was
-ready to go back from the waterfall, near which they were seated, to the
-house. But Malchen thought that there was another subject as to which he
-ought to have something to say to her. “It is all very bad for
-us;&mdash;isn’t it, Fritz?”</p>
-
-<p>“It will come right in time, my darling.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your darling! I don’t think you care for me a bit.” As she spoke she
-moved herself a little further<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_065" id="page_065"></a>{65}</span> away from him. “If you did, you would
-not take it all so easily.”</p>
-
-<p>“What can I do, Malchen?” She did not quite know what he could do, but
-she was sure that when her lover, after a month’s absence, got an
-opportunity of sitting with her by a waterfall, he should not confine
-his conversation to a discussion on the value of zwansigers.</p>
-
-<p>“You never seem to think about anything except money now.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is very unfair, Malchen. It was you asked me, and so I endeavoured
-to explain it.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you have said all that you’ve got to say, I suppose we may go back
-again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, Malchen, I wish she’d settle what she means to do about you.
-We have been engaged long enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps you’d like to break it off.”</p>
-
-<p>“You never knew me break off anything yet.” That was true. She did know
-him to be a man of a constant, if not of an enthusiastic temperament.
-And now, as he helped her up from off the rock, and contrived to snatch
-a kiss in the process, she was restored to her good humour.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the good of that?” she said, thumping him, but not with much
-violence. “I did speak to mother a little while ago, and asked her what
-she meant to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Was she angry?”</p>
-
-<p>“No;&mdash;not angry; but she said that everything must remain as it is till
-after the season. Oh, Fritz!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_066" id="page_066"></a>{66}</span> I hope it won’t go on for another winter.
-I suppose she has got the money.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; she has got it; but, as I’ve told you before, people who have
-got money do not like to part with it.” Then they returned to the house;
-and Malchen, thinking of it all, felt reassured as to her lover’s
-constancy, but was more than ever certain that, though it might be for
-five years, he would never marry her till the mitgift had been arranged.</p>
-
-<p>Shortly afterwards he was summoned into the Frau’s private room, and
-there had an interview with her alone. But it was very short; and, as he
-afterwards explained to Malchen, she gave him no opportunity of
-proffering any advice. She had asked him nothing about prices, and had
-made no allusion whatever to her troubles with her neighbours. She said
-not a word about the butcher, either at Innsbruck or at Brixen, although
-they were both at this moment very much on her mind. Nor did she tell
-him anything of the wickedness of Anton, nor of the ingratitude of
-Seppel. She had simply wanted so many hundred florins,&mdash;for a purpose,
-as she said,&mdash;and had asked him how she might get them with the least
-inconvenience. Hitherto the money coming in, which had always gone into
-her own hands, had sufficed for her expenditure, unless when some new
-building was required. But now a considerable sum was necessary. She
-simply communicated her desire, and said nothing of the purpose for
-which it was wanted. The lawyer told her that she could have the money
-very easily,&mdash;at a day<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_067" id="page_067"></a>{67}</span>’s notice, and without any peculiar damage to her
-circumstances. With that the interview was over, and Schlessen was
-allowed to return to his lady love,&mdash;or to the amusements of the Peacock
-generally.</p>
-
-<p>“What did she want of you?” asked Peter.</p>
-
-<p>“Only a question about business.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it was about business. But what is she going to do?”</p>
-
-<p>“You ought to know that, I should think. At any rate, she told me
-nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is getting very bad here,” said Peter, with a peculiarly gloomy
-countenance. “I don’t know where we are to get anything soon. We have
-not milk enough, and half the time the visitors can’t have eggs if they
-want them. And as for fowls, they have to be bought for double what we
-used to give. I wonder the folk here put up with it without grumbling.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’ll come right after this season.”</p>
-
-<p>“Such a name as the place is getting!” said Peter. “And then I sometimes
-think it will drive her distracted. I told her yesterday we must buy
-more cows,&mdash;and, oh, she did look at me!”</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VI-1" id="CHAPTER_VI-1"></a>CHAPTER VI.<br /><br />
-<small>HOFF THE BUTCHER.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> lawyer returned to town, and on the next day the money was sent out
-to the Brunnenthal. Frau<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_068" id="page_068"></a>{68}</span> Frohmann had not winced when she demanded the
-sum needed, nor had she shown by any contorted line in her countenance
-that she was suffering when she asked for it; but, in truth, the thing
-had not been done without great pain. Year by year she had always added
-something to her store, either by investing money, or by increasing her
-property in the valley, and it would generally be at this time of the
-year that some deposit was made; but now the stream, which had always
-run so easily and so prosperously in one direction, had begun to flow
-backwards. It was to her as though she were shedding her blood. But, as
-other heroes have shed their blood in causes that have been dear to
-them, so would she shed hers in this. If it were necessary that these
-veins of her heart should be opened, she would give them to the knife.
-She had scowled when Peter had told her that more cows must be bought;
-but before the week was over the cows were there. And she had given a
-large order at Innsbruck for poultry to be sent out to her, almost
-irrespective of price. All idea of profit was gone. It was pride now for
-which she was fighting. She would not give way, at any rate till the end
-of this season. Then&mdash;then&mdash;then! There had come upon her mind an idea
-that some deluge was about to flow over her; but also an idea that even
-among the roar of the waters she would hold her head high, and carry
-herself with dignity.</p>
-
-<p>But there had come to her now a very trouble of troubles, a crushing
-blow, a misfortune which could<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_069" id="page_069"></a>{69}</span> not be got over, which could not even be
-endured, without the knowledge of all those around her. It was not only
-that she must suffer, but that her sufferings must be exposed to all the
-valley,&mdash;to all Innsbruck. When Schlessen was closeted with her, at that
-very moment, she had in her pocket a letter from that traitorous butcher
-at Brixen, saying that after such and such a date he could not continue
-to supply her with meat at the prices fixed. And this was the answer
-which the man had sent to a remonstrance from her as to the quality of
-the article! After submitting for weeks to inferior meat she had told
-him that there must be some improvement, and he had replied by throwing
-her over altogether!</p>
-
-<p>What was she to do? Of all the blows which had come to her this was the
-worst. She must have meat. She could, when driven to it by necessity,
-make her own butter; but she could not kill her own beef and mutton. She
-could send into the town for ducks and chickens, and feel that in doing
-so she was carrying out her own project,&mdash;that, at any rate, she was
-encountering no public disgrace. But now she must own herself beaten,
-and must go back to Innsbruck.</p>
-
-<p>And there came upon her dimly a conviction that she was bound, both by
-prudence and justice, to go back to her old friend Hoff. She had clearly
-been wrong in this matter of meat. Hoff had plainly told her that she
-was wrong, explaining to her that he had to give much more for his
-beasts and sheep than he did twenty years ago, to pay more wages to the
-men<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_070" id="page_070"></a>{70}</span> who killed them and cut them up, and also to make a greater profit
-himself, so as to satisfy the increased needs of his wife and daughters.
-Hoff had been outspoken, and had never wavered for a moment. But he had
-seemed to the Frau to be almost insolent; she would have said, too
-independent. When she had threatened to take away her custom he had
-shrugged his shoulders, and had simply remarked that he would endeavour
-to live without it. The words had been spoken with, perhaps, something
-of a jeer, and the Frau had left the shop in wrath. She had since
-repented herself of this, because Hoff had been an old friend, and had
-attended to all her wishes with friendly care. But there had been the
-quarrel, and her custom had been transferred to that wretch at Brixen.
-If it had been simply a matter of forgiving and forgetting she could
-have made it up with Hoff, easily enough, an hour after her anger had
-shown itself. But now she must own herself to have been beaten. She must
-confess that she had been wrong. It was in that matter of meat, from
-that fallacious undertaking made by the traitor at Brixen, that she, in
-the first instance, had been led to think that she could triumph. Had
-she not been convinced of the truth of her own theory by that success,
-she would not have been led on to quarrel with all her neighbours, and
-to attempt to reduce Seppel’s wages. But now, when this, her great
-foundation, was taken away from her, she had no ground on which to
-stand. She had the misery of failure all around her, and, added to that,
-the growing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_071" id="page_071"></a>{71}</span> feeling that, in some step of her argument, she must have
-been wrong. One should be very sure of all the steps before one allows
-oneself to be guided in important matters by one’s own theories!</p>
-
-<p>But after some ten days’ time the supply of meat from Brixen would
-cease, and something therefore must be done. The Brixen traitor demanded
-now exactly the price which Hoff had heretofore charged. And then there
-was the carriage! That was not to be thought of. She would not conceal
-her failure from the world by submission so disgraceful as that. With
-the Brixen man she certainly would deal no more. She took twenty-four
-hours to think of it, and then she made up her mind that she would
-herself go into the town and acknowledge her mistake to Hoff. As to the
-actual difference of price, she did not now care very much about it.
-When a deluge is coming, one does not fret oneself as to small details
-of cost; but even when a deluge is coming one’s heart and pride, and
-perhaps one’s courage, may remain unchanged.</p>
-
-<p>On a certain morning it was known throughout the Peacock at an early
-hour that the Frau was going into town that day. But breakfast was over
-before any one was told when and how she was to go. Such journeyings,
-which were not made very often, had always about them something of
-ceremony. On such occasions her dress would be, not magnificent as when
-she was arrayed for festive occasions at home, but yet very carefully
-arranged and equally unlike her ordinary habiliments. When she was first
-seen on this day,&mdash;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_072" id="page_072"></a>{72}</span>after her early visit to the kitchen, which was not
-a full-dress affair,&mdash;she was clad in what may be called the beginnings
-or substratum of her travelling gear. She wore a very full,
-rich-looking, dark-coloured merino gown, which came much lower to the
-ground than her usual dress, and which covered her up high round the
-throat. Whenever this was seen it was known as a certainty that the Frau
-was going to travel. Then there was the question of the carriage and the
-horses. It was generally Peter’s duty and high privilege to drive her in
-to town; and as Peter seldom allowed himself a holiday, the occasion was
-to him always a welcome one. It was her custom to let him know what was
-to befall him at any rate the night before; but now not a word had been
-said. After breakfast, however, a message went out that the carriage and
-horses would be needed, and Peter prepared himself accordingly. “I don’t
-think I need take you,” said the Frau.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not me? There is no one else to drive them. The men are all
-employed.” Then she remembered that when last she had dispensed with
-Peter’s services Anton had driven her,&mdash;that Anton who was now carrying
-the butter and eggs into market. She shook her head, and was silent for
-a while in her misery. Then she asked whether the boy, Jacob, could not
-take her. “He would not be safe with those horses down the mountains,”
-said Peter. At last it was decided that Peter should go;&mdash;but she
-yielded unwillingly, being very anxious that no one in the valley should
-be informed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_073" id="page_073"></a>{73}</span> that she was about to visit Hoff. Of course it would be
-known at last. Everybody about the place would learn whence the meat
-came. But she could not bear to think that those around her should talk
-of her as having been beaten in the matter.</p>
-
-<p>About ten they started, and on the whole road to Innsbruck hardly a word
-was spoken between the mother and son. She was quite resolved that she
-would not tell him whither she was going, and resolved also that she
-would pay the visit alone. But, of course, his curiosity would be
-excited. If he chose to follow her about and watch her, there could be
-no help for that. Only he had better not speak to her on the subject, or
-she would pour out upon him all the vials of her wrath! In the town
-there was a little hostel called the Black Eagle, kept by a cousin of
-her late husband, which on these journeys she always frequented: there
-she and Peter ate their dinner. At table they sat, of course, close to
-each other; but still not a word was spoken as to her business. He made
-no inquiry, and when she rose from the table simply asked her whether
-there was anything for him to do. “I am going&mdash;alone&mdash;to see a friend,”
-she said. No doubt he was curious, probably suspecting that Hoff the
-butcher might be the friend; but he asked no further question. She
-declared that she would be ready to start on the return journey at four,
-and then she went forth alone.</p>
-
-<p>So great was her perturbation of spirit that she did not take the
-directest way to the butcher’s house, which was not, indeed, above two
-hundred yards from<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_074" id="page_074"></a>{74}</span> the Black Eagle, but walked round slowly by the
-river, studying as she went the words with which she would announce her
-purpose to the man,&mdash;studying, also, by what wiles and subtlety she
-might get the man all to herself,&mdash;so that no other ears should hear her
-disgrace. When she entered the shop Hoff himself was there, conspicuous
-with the huge sharpening-steel which hung from his capacious girdle, as
-though it were the sword of his knighthood. But with him there was a
-crowd either of loungers or customers, in the midst of whom he stood,
-tall above all the others, laughing and talking. To our poor Frau it was
-terrible to be seen by so many eyes in that shop;&mdash;for had not her
-quarrel with Hoff and her dealings at Brixen been so public that all
-would know why she had come? “Ah, my friend, Frau Frohmann,” said the
-butcher, coming up to her with hand extended, “this is good for sore
-eyes. I am delighted to see thee in the old town.” This was all very
-well, and she gave him her hand. As long as no public reference was made
-to that last visit of hers, she would still hold up her head. But she
-said nothing. She did not know how to speak as long as all those eyes
-were looking at her.</p>
-
-<p>The butcher understood it all, being a tender-hearted man, and
-intelligent also. From the first moment of her entrance he knew that
-there was something to be said intended only for his own ears. “Come in,
-come in, Frau Frohmann,” he said; “we will sit down within, out of the
-noise of the street and the smell of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_075" id="page_075"></a>{75}</span> the carcases.” With that he led
-the way into an inner room, and the Frau followed him. There were
-congregated three or four of his children, but he sent them away,
-bidding them join their mother in the kitchen. “And now, my friend,” he
-said, again taking her hand, “I am glad to see thee. Thirty years of
-good fellowship is not to be broken by a word.” By this time the Frau
-was endeavouring to hide with her handkerchief the tears which were
-running down her face. “I was thinking I would go out to the valley one
-of these days, because my heart misgave me that there should be anything
-like a quarrel between me and thee. I should have gone, but that, day
-after day, there comes always something to be done. And now thou art
-come thyself. What, shall the price of a side of beef stand betwixt thee
-and me?”</p>
-
-<p>Then she told her tale,&mdash;quite otherwise than as she had intended to
-tell it. She had meant to be dignified and very short. She had meant to
-confess that the Brixen arrangement had broken down, and that she would
-resort to the old plan and the old prices. To the saying of this she had
-looked forward with an agony of apprehension, fearing that the man would
-be unable to abstain from some killing expression of triumph,&mdash;fearing
-that, perhaps, he might decline her offer. For the butcher was a wealthy
-man, who could afford himself the luxury of nursing his enmity. But his
-manner with her had been so gracious that she was altogether unable to
-be either dignified or reticent. Before half an hour was over<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_076" id="page_076"></a>{76}</span> she had
-poured out to him, with many tears, all her troubles;&mdash;how she had
-refused to raise her rate of charges, first out of consideration for her
-poorer customers, and then because she did not like to demand from one
-class more than from another. And she explained how she had endeavoured
-to reduce her expenditure, and how she had failed. She told him of
-Seppel and Anton, of Suse Krapp and Josephine Bull,&mdash;and, above all, of
-that traitor at Brixen. With respect to the valley folk Hoff expressed
-himself with magnanimity and kindness; but in regard to the rival
-tradesman at Brixen his scorn was so great that he could not restrain
-himself from expressing wonder that a woman of such experience should
-have trusted to so poor a reed for support. In all other respects he
-heard her with excellent patience, putting in a little word here and
-there to encourage her, running his great steel all the while through
-his fingers, as he sat opposite to her on a side of the table.</p>
-
-<p>“Thou must pay them for their ducks and chickens as before,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“And you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I will make all that straight. Do not trouble thyself about me. Thy
-guests at the Peacock shall once again have a joint of meat fit for the
-stomach of a Christian. But, my friend&mdash;&mdash;!”</p>
-
-<p>“My friend!” echoed the Frau, waiting to hear what further the butcher
-would say to her.</p>
-
-<p>“Let a man who has brought up five sons and five daughters, and who has
-never owed a florin which he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_077" id="page_077"></a>{77}</span> could not pay, tell thee something that
-shall be useful. Swim with the stream.” She looked up into his face,
-feeling rather than understanding the truth of what he was saying. “Swim
-with the stream. It is the easiest and the most useful.”</p>
-
-<p>“You think I should raise my prices.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is not everybody doing so? The Tendel ladies are very good, but I
-cannot sell them meat at a loss. That is not selling; it is giving. Swim
-with the stream. When other things are dearer, let the Peacock be dearer
-also.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why are other things dearer?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nay;&mdash;who shall say that? Young Schlessen is a clear-headed lad, and he
-was right when he told thee of the price of sheep in the old days. But
-why&mdash;&mdash;? There I can say nothing. Nor is there reason why I should
-trouble my head about it. There is a man who has brought me sheep from
-the Achensee these thirty years,&mdash;he and his father before him. I have
-to pay him now,&mdash;ay, more than a third above his first prices.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you give always what he asks?”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly not that, or there would be no end to his asking. But we can
-generally come to terms without hard words. When I pay him more for
-sheep, then I charge more for mutton; and if people will not pay it,
-then they must go without. But I do sell my meat, and I live at any rate
-as well now as I did when the prices were lower.” Then he repeated his
-great advice, “Swim with the stream, my friend; swim with the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_078" id="page_078"></a>{78}</span> stream.
-If you turn your head the other way, the chances are you will go
-backwards. At any rate you will make no progress.”</p>
-
-<p>Exactly at four o’clock she started on her return with her son, who,
-with admirable discretion, asked no question as to her employment during
-the day. The journey back took much longer than that coming, as the road
-was up hill all the way, so that she had ample time to think over the
-advice which had been given her as she leaned back in the carriage. She
-certainly was happier in her mind than she had been in the morning. She
-had made no step towards success in her system,&mdash;had rather been made to
-feel that no such step was possible. But, nevertheless, she had been
-comforted. The immediate trouble as to the meat had been got over
-without offence to her feelings. Of course she must pay the old
-prices,&mdash;but she had come to understand that the world around her was,
-in that matter, too strong for her. She knew now that she must give up
-the business, or else raise her own terms at the end of the season. She
-almost thought that she would retire to Schwatz and devote the remainder
-of her days to tranquillity and religion. But her immediate anxiety had
-reference to the next six weeks, so that when she should have gone to
-Schwatz it might be said of her that the house had not lost its
-reputation for good living up to the very last. At any rate, within a
-very few days, she would again have the pleasure of seeing good meat
-roasting in her oven.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_079" id="page_079"></a>{79}</span></p>
-
-<p>Peter, as was his custom, had walked half the hill, and then, while the
-horses were slowly advancing, climbed up to his seat on the box.
-“Peter,” she said, calling to him from the open carriage behind. Then
-Peter looked back. “Peter, the meat is to come from Hoff again after
-next Thursday.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned round quick on hearing the words. “That’s a good thing,
-mother.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is a good thing. We were nearly poisoned by that scoundrel at
-Brixen.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hoff is a good butcher,” said Peter.</p>
-
-<p>“Hoff is a good man,” said the Frau. Then Peter pricked up, because he
-knew that his mother was happy in her mind, and became eloquent about
-the woods, and the quarry, and the farm.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VII-1" id="CHAPTER_VII-1"></a>CHAPTER VII.<br /><br />
-<small>AND GOLD BECOMES CHEAP.</small></h3>
-
-<p>“But if there is more money, sir, that ought to make us all more
-comfortable.” This was said by the Frau to Mr. Cartwright a few days
-after her return from Innsbruck, and was a reply to a statement made by
-him. She had listened to advice from Hoff the butcher, and now she was
-listening to advice from her guest. He had told her that these troubles
-of hers had come from the fact that gold had become more<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_080" id="page_080"></a>{80}</span> plentiful in
-the world than heretofore, or rather from that other fact that she had
-refused to accommodate herself to this increased plenty of gold. Then
-had come her very natural suggestion, “If there is more money that ought
-to make us all more comfortable.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all, Frau Frohmann.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, sir!” Then she paused, not wishing to express an unrestrained
-praise of wealth, and so to appear too worldly-minded, but yet feeling
-that he certainly was wrong according to the clearly expressed opinion
-of the world.</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all. Though you had your barn and your stores filled with gold,
-you could not make your guests comfortable with that. They could not eat
-it, nor drink it, nor sleep upon it, nor delight themselves with looking
-at it as we do at the waterfall, or at the mill up yonder.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I could buy all those things for them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, if you could buy them! That’s just the question. But if everybody
-had gold so common, if all the barns were full of it, then people would
-not care to take it for their meat and wine.”</p>
-
-<p>“It never can be like that, surely.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no knowing; probably not. But it is a question of degree. When
-you have your hay-crop here very plentiful, don’t you find that hay
-becomes cheap?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s of course.”</p>
-
-<p>“And gold becomes cheap. You just think it over, and you’ll find how it
-is. When hay is plentiful, you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_081" id="page_081"></a>{81}</span> can’t get so much for a load because it
-becomes cheap. But you can feed more cows, and altogether you know that
-such plenty is a blessing. So it is with gold. When it is plentiful, you
-can’t get so much meat for it as you used to do; but, as you can get the
-gold much easier, it will come to the same thing,&mdash;if you will swim with
-the stream, as your friend in Innsbruck counselled you.”</p>
-
-<p>Then the Frau again considered, and again found that she could not
-accept this doctrine as bearing upon her own case. “I don’t think it can
-be like that here, sir,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not here as well as elsewhere?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because we never see a bit of gold from one year’s end to the other.
-Barns full of it! Why, it’s so precious that you English people, and the
-French, and the Americans always change it for paper before you come
-here. If you mean that it is because bank-notes are so common&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Then Mr. Cartwright scratched his head, feeling that there would be a
-difficulty in making the Frau understand the increased use of an article
-which, common as it had become in the great marts of the world, had not
-as yet made its way into her valley. “It is because bank-notes are less
-common.” The Frau gazed at him steadfastly, trying to understand
-something about it. “You still use bank-notes at Innsbruck?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing else,” she said. “There is a little silver among the shops, but
-you never see a bit of gold.”</p>
-
-<p>“And at Munich?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_082" id="page_082"></a>{82}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“At Munich they tell me the French pieces have become&mdash;well, not common,
-but not so very scarce.”</p>
-
-<p>“And at Dresden?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know. Perhaps Dresden is the same.”</p>
-
-<p>“And at Paris?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Paris! Do they have gold there?”</p>
-
-<p>“When I was young it was all silver at Paris. Gold is now as plentiful
-as blackberries. And at Berlin it is nearly the same. Just here in
-Austria, you have not quite got through your difficulties.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think we are doing very well in Austria;&mdash;at any rate, in the Tyrol.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, Frau Frohmann; very well indeed. Pray do not suppose that I
-mean anything to the contrary. But though you haven’t got into the way
-of using gold money yourself, the world all around you has done so; and,
-of course, if meat is dear at Munich because gold won’t buy so much
-there as it used to do, meat will be dearer also at Innsbruck, even
-though you continue to pay for it with bank-notes.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is dearer, sir, no doubt,” said the Frau, shaking her head. She had
-endeavoured to contest that point gallantly, but had been beaten by the
-conduct of the two butchers. The higher prices of Hoff at Innsbruck had
-become at any rate better than the lower prices of that deceitful enemy
-at Brixen.</p>
-
-<p>“It is dearer. For the world generally that may suffice. Your friend’s
-doctrine is quite enough for the world at large. Swim with the stream.
-In buying and selling,&mdash;what we call trade,&mdash;things arrange themselves<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_083" id="page_083"></a>{83}</span>
-so subtly, that we are often driven to accept them without quite knowing
-why they are so. Then we can only swim with the stream. But, in this
-matter, if you want to find out the cause, if you cannot satisfy your
-mind without knowing why it is that you must pay more for everything,
-and must, therefore, charge more to other people, it is because the gold
-which your notes represent has become more common in the world during
-the last thirty years.”</p>
-
-<p>She did want to know. She was not satisfied to swim with the stream as
-Hoff had done, not caring to inquire, but simply feeling sure that as
-things were so, so they must be. That such changes should take place had
-gone much against the grain of her conservative nature. She, in her own
-mind, had attributed these pestilently increased expenses to elongated
-petticoats, French bonnets, swallow-tailed coats, and a taste for sour
-wine. She had imagined that Josephine Bull might have been contented
-with the old price for her eggs if she would also be contented with the
-old raiment and the old food. Grounding her resolutions on that belief,
-she had endeavoured not only to resist further changes, but even to go
-back to the good old times. But she now was quite aware that in doing so
-she had endeavoured to swim against the stream. Whether it ought to be
-so or not, she was not as yet quite sure, but she was becoming sure that
-such was the fact, and that the fact was too strong for her to combat.</p>
-
-<p>She did not at all like swimming with the stream.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_084" id="page_084"></a>{84}</span> There was something
-conveyed by the idea which was repugnant to her sense of honour. Did it
-not mean that she was to increase her prices because other people
-increased theirs, whether it was wrong or right? She hated the doing of
-anything because other people did it. Was not that base propensity to
-imitation the cause of the long petticoats which all the girls were
-wearing? Was it not thus that all those vile changes were effected which
-she saw around her on every side? Had it not been her glory, her great
-resolve, to stand as fast as possible on the old ways? And now in her
-great attempt to do so, was she to be foiled thus easily?</p>
-
-<p>It was clear to her that she must be foiled, if not in one way, then in
-another. She must either raise her prices, or else retire to Schwatz.
-She had been thoroughly beaten in her endeavour to make others carry on
-their trade in accordance with her theories. On every side she had been
-beaten. There was not a poor woman in the valley, not one of those who
-had wont to be so submissive and gracious to her, who had not deserted
-her. A proposed reduction of two kreutzers on a dozen of eggs had
-changed the most constant of humble friends into the bitterest foes.
-Seppel would have gone through fire and water for her. Anything that a
-man’s strength or courage could do, he would have done. But a threat of
-going back to the old wages had conquered even Seppel’s gratitude.
-Concurrent testimony had convinced her that she must either yield&mdash;or
-go. But, when she came to think of it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_085" id="page_085"></a>{85}</span> in her solitude, she did not wish
-to go. Schwatz! oh yes; it would be very well to have a quiet place
-ready chosen for retirement when retirement should be necessary. But
-what did retirement mean? Would it not be to her simply a beginning of
-dying? A man, or a woman, should retire when no longer able to do the
-work of the world. But who in all the world could keep the Brunnenthal
-Peacock as well as she? Was she fatigued with her kitchen, or worn out
-with the charge of her guests, or worried inwardly by the anxieties of
-her position? Not in the least, not at all, but for this later
-misfortune which had come upon her, a misfortune which she knew how to
-remedy at once if only she could bring herself to apply the remedy. The
-kaplan had indiscreetly suggested to her that as Malchen was about to
-marry and be taken away into the town, it would be a good thing that
-Peter should take a wife, so that there might be a future mistress of
-the establishment in readiness. The idea caused her to arm herself
-instantly with renewed self-assertion. So;&mdash;they were already preparing
-for her departure to Schwatz! It was thus she communed with herself.
-They had already made up their minds that she must succumb to these
-difficulties and go! The idea had come simply from the kaplan without
-consultation with any one, but to the Frau it seemed as though the whole
-valley were already preparing for her departure. No, she would not go!
-With her strength and her energy, why should she shut herself up as
-ready for death? She would not go to Schwatz yet awhile.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_086" id="page_086"></a>{86}</span></p>
-
-<p>But if not, then she must raise her prices. To waste her substance, to
-expend the success of her life in entertaining folk gratis who, after
-all, would believe that they were paying for their entertainment, would
-be worse even than going to Schwatz. “I have been thinking over what you
-were telling me,” she said to Mr. Cartwright about a week after their
-last interview, on the day before his departure from the valley.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you do not find I was wrong, Frau Frohmann.”</p>
-
-<p>“As for wrong and right, that is very difficult to get at in this wicked
-world.”</p>
-
-<p>“But one can acknowledge a necessity.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is where it is, sir. One can see what is necessary; but if one
-could only see that it were right also, one would be so much more
-comfortable.”</p>
-
-<p>“There are things so hard to be seen, my friend, that let us do what we
-will we cannot see clearly into the middle of them. Perhaps I could have
-explained to you better all this about the depreciation of money, and
-the nominal rise in the value of everything else, if I had understood it
-better myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure you understand all about it,&mdash;which a poor woman can’t ever
-do.”</p>
-
-<p>“But this at any rate ought to give you confidence, that that which you
-purpose to do is being done by everybody around you. You were talking to
-me about the Weisses. Herr Weiss, I hear, had his salary raised last
-spring.”</p>
-
-<p>“Had he?” asked the Frau with energy and a little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_087" id="page_087"></a>{87}</span> start. For this piece
-of news had not reached her before.</p>
-
-<p>“Somebody was saying so the other day. No doubt it was found that he
-must be paid more because he had to pay more for everything he wanted.
-Therefore he ought to expect to have to pay you more.”</p>
-
-<p>This piece of information gave the Frau more comfort than anything she
-had yet heard. That gold should be common, what people call a drug in
-the market, did not come quite within the scope of her comprehension.
-Gold to her was gold, and a zwansiger a zwansiger. But if Herr Weiss got
-more for his services from the community, she ought to get more from him
-for her services. That did seem plain to her. But then her triumph in
-that direction was immediately diminished by a tender feeling as to
-other customers. “But what of those poor Fraulein Tendels?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yes,” said Mr. Cartwright. “There you come to fixed incomes.”</p>
-
-<p>“To what?”</p>
-
-<p>“To people with fixed incomes. They must suffer, Frau Frohmann. There is
-an old saying that in making laws you cannot look after all the little
-things. The people who work and earn their living are the multitude, and
-to them these matters adjust themselves. The few who live upon what they
-have saved or others have saved for them must go to the wall.” Neither
-did the Frau understand this; but she at once made up her mind that,
-however necessary it might be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_088" id="page_088"></a>{88}</span> to raise her prices against the Weisses
-and the rest of the world, she would never raise them against those two
-poor desolate frauleins.</p>
-
-<p>So Herr Weiss had had his salary raised, and had said nothing to her
-about it, no doubt prudently wishing to conceal the matter! He had said
-nothing to her about it, although he had talked to her about her own
-affairs, and had applauded her courage and her old conservatism in that
-she would not demand that extra zwansiger and a half! This hardened her
-heart so much that she felt she would have a pleasure in sending a
-circular to him as to the new tariff. He might come or let it alone, as
-he pleased,&mdash;certainly he ought to have told her that his own salary had
-been increased!</p>
-
-<p>But there was more to do than sending out the new circular to her
-customers. How was she to send a circular round the valley to the old
-women and the others concerned? How was she to make Seppel, and Anton,
-and Josephine Bull understand that they should be forgiven, and have
-their old prices and their increased wages if they would come back to
-their allegiance, and never say a word again as to the sad affairs of
-the past summer? This circular must be of a nature very different from
-that which would serve for her customers. Thinking over it, she came to
-the opinion that Suse Krapp would be the best circular. A day or two
-after the Cartwrights were gone, she sent for Suse.</p>
-
-<p>Suse was by no means a bad diplomate. When gaining her point she had no
-desire to triumph outwardly. When feeling herself a conqueror, she was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_089" id="page_089"></a>{89}</span>
-quite ready to flatter the conquered one. She had never been more
-gracious, more submissive, or more ready to declare that in all matters
-the Frau’s will was the law of the valley than now, when she was given
-to understand that everything should be bought on the same terms as
-heretofore, that the dairy should be discontinued during the next
-season, and that the wild fruits of the woods and mountains should be
-made welcome at the Peacock as had heretofore always been the case.</p>
-
-<p>“To-morrow will be the happiest day that ever was in the valley,” said
-Suse in her enthusiasm. “And as for Seppel, he was telling me only
-yesterday that he would never be a happy man again till he could find
-himself once more at work in the old shed behind the chapel.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Suse was told that Seppel might come as soon as he pleased.</p>
-
-<p>“He’ll be there the morning after next if I’m a living woman,” continued
-Suse energetically; and then she said another word, “Oh, meine liebe
-Frau Frohmann, it broke my heart when they told me you were going away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Going away!” said the Frau, as though she had been stung. “Who said
-that I was going away?”</p>
-
-<p>“I did hear it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Psha! it was that stupid priest.” She had never before been heard to
-say a word against the kaplan; but now she could hardly restrain
-herself. “Why should I go away?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_090" id="page_090"></a>{90}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“No, indeed!”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not thinking of going away. It would be a bad thing if I were to
-be driven out of my house by a little trouble as to the price of eggs
-and butter! No, Suse Krapp, I am not going away.”</p>
-
-<p>“It will be the best word we have all of us heard this many a day, Frau
-Frohmann. When it came to that, we were all as though we would have
-broken our hearts.” Then she was sent away upon her mission, not, upon
-this occasion, without a full glass of kirsch-wasser.</p>
-
-<p>On the very day following Seppel was back. There was nothing said
-between him and his mistress, but he waited about the front of the house
-till he had an opportunity of putting his hand up to his cap and smiling
-at her as she stood upon the doorstep. And then, before the week was
-over, all the old women and all the young girls were crowding round the
-place with little presents which, on this their first return to their
-allegiance, they brought to the Frau as peace-offerings.</p>
-
-<p>The season was nearly over when she signified to Malchen her desire that
-Fritz Schlessen should come out to the valley. This she did with much
-good humour, explaining frankly that Fritz would have to prepare the new
-circulars, and that she must discuss with him the nature of the altered
-propositions which were to be made to the public. Fritz of course came,
-and was closeted with her for a full hour, during which he absolutely
-prepared the document for the Innsbruck printer. It was a simple
-announcement that for the future the charge made at the Brunnenthal
-Peacock<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_091" id="page_091"></a>{91}</span> would be seven and a half zwansigers per head per day. It then
-went on to declare that, as heretofore, the Frau Frohmann would
-endeavour to give satisfaction to all those who would do her the honour
-of visiting her establishment. And instructions were given to Schlessen
-as to sending the circulars out to the public. “But whatever you do,”
-said the Frau, “don’t send one to those Tendel ladies.”</p>
-
-<p>And something else was settled at this conference. As soon as it was
-over Fritz Schlessen was encountered by Malchen, who on such occasions
-would never be far away. Though the spot on which they met was one which
-might not have been altogether secure from intrusive eyes, he took her
-fondly by the waist and whispered a word in her ear.</p>
-
-<p>“And will that do?” asked Malchen anxiously; to which question his reply
-was made by a kiss. In that whisper he had conveyed to her the amount
-now fixed for the mitgift.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VIII-1" id="CHAPTER_VIII-1"></a>CHAPTER VIII.<br /><br />
-<small>IT DOESN’T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TO ANY OF THEM.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">And</span> so Frau Frohmann had raised her prices, and had acknowledged herself
-to all the world to have been beaten in her enterprise. There are,
-however, certain misfortunes which are infinitely worse in their
-anticipation<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_092" id="page_092"></a>{92}</span> than in their reality; and this, which had been looked
-forward to as a terrible humiliation, was soon found to be one of them.
-No note of triumph was sounded; none at least reached her ear. Indeed,
-it so fell out that those with whom she had quarrelled for awhile seemed
-now to be more friendly with her than ever. Between her and Hoff things
-were so sweet that no mention was ever made of money. The meat was sent
-and the bills were paid with a reticence which almost implied that it
-was not trade, but an amiable giving and taking of the good things of
-the world. There had never been a word of explanation with Seppel; but
-he was late and early about the carts and the furniture, and innumerable
-little acts of kindnesses made their way up to the mother and her many
-children. Suse and Josephine had never been so brisk, and the eggs had
-never been so fresh or the vegetables so good. Except from the working
-of her own mind, she received no wounds.</p>
-
-<p>But the real commencement of the matter did not take place till the
-following summer,&mdash;the commencement as regarded the public. The
-circulars were sent out, but to such letters no answers are returned;
-and up to the following June the Frau was ignorant what effect the
-charge would have upon the coming of her customers. There were times at
-which she thought that her house would be left desolate, that the extra
-charge would turn away from her the hearts of her visitors, and that in
-this way she would be compelled to retire to Schwatz.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_093" id="page_093"></a>{93}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Suppose they don’t come at all,” she said to Peter one day.</p>
-
-<p>“That would be very bad,” said Peter, who also had his fears in the same
-direction.</p>
-
-<p>“Fritz Schlessen thinks it won’t make any difference,” said the Frau.</p>
-
-<p>“A zwansiger and a half a day does make a difference to most men,”
-replied Peter uncomfortably.</p>
-
-<p>This was uncomfortable; but when Schlessen came out he raised her
-spirits.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps old Weiss won’t come,” he said, “but then there will be plenty
-in his place. There are houses like the Peacock all over the country
-now, in the Engadine, and the Bregenz, and the Salzkammergut; and it
-seems to me the more they charge the fuller they are.”</p>
-
-<p>“But they are for the grand folk.”</p>
-
-<p>“For anybody that chooses. It has come to that, that the more money
-people are charged the better they like it. Money has become so
-plentiful with the rich, that they don’t know what to do with it.”</p>
-
-<p>This was a repetition of Mr. Cartwright’s barn full of gold. There was
-something in the assertion that money could be plentiful, in the idea
-that gold could be a drug, which savoured to her of innovation, and was
-therefore unpleasant. She still felt that the old times were good, and
-that no other times could be so good as the old times. But if the people
-would come and fill her house, and pay her the zwansiger and a half
-extra without grumbling, there would be some consolation in it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_094" id="page_094"></a>{94}</span></p>
-
-<p>Early in June Malchen made a call at the house of the Frauleins Tendel.
-Malchen at this time was known to all Innsbruck as the handsome Frau
-Schlessen who had been brought home in the winter to her husband’s house
-with so very comfortable a mitgift in her hand. That was now quite an
-old story, and there were people in the town who said that the young
-wife already knew quite as much about her husband’s business as she had
-ever done about her mother’s. But at this moment she was obeying one of
-her mother’s commands.</p>
-
-<p>“Mother hopes you are both coming out to the Brunnenthal this year,”
-said Malchen. The elder fraulein shook her head sadly. “Because&mdash;&mdash;”
-Then Malchen paused, and the younger of the two ladies shook her head.
-“Because you always have been there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, we have.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mother means this. The change in the price won’t have anything to do
-with you if you will come.”</p>
-
-<p>“We couldn’t think of that, Malchen.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then mother will be very unhappy;&mdash;that’s all. The new circular was not
-sent to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course we heard of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you don’t come mother will take it very bad.” Then of course the
-ladies said they would come, and so that little difficulty was overcome.</p>
-
-<p>This took place in June. But at that time the young wife was staying out
-in the valley with her mother, and had only gone into Innsbruck on a
-visit. She was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_095" id="page_095"></a>{95}</span> with her mother preparing for the guests; but perhaps,
-as the Frau too often thought, preparing for guests who would never
-arrive. From day to day, however, there came letters bespeaking rooms as
-usual, and when the 21st of June came there was Herr Weiss with all his
-family.</p>
-
-<p>She had taught herself to regard the coming of the Weisses as a kind of
-touchstone by which she might judge of the success of what she had done.
-If he remained away it would be because, in spite of the increase in his
-salary, he could not encounter the higher cost of this recreation for
-his wife and family. He was himself too fond of the good living of the
-Peacock not to come if he could afford it. But if he could not pay so
-much, then neither could others in his rank of life; and it would be sad
-indeed to the Frau if her house were to be closed to her neighbour
-Germans, even though she might succeed in filling it with foreigners
-from a distance. But now the Weisses had come, not having given their
-usual notice, but having sent a message for rooms only two days before
-their arrival. And at once there was a little sparring match between
-Herr Weiss and the Frau.</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t suppose that there would be much trouble as to finding rooms,”
-said Herr Weiss.</p>
-
-<p>“Why shouldn’t there be as much trouble as usual?” asked the Frau in
-return. She had felt that there was some slight in this arrival of the
-whole family without the usual preliminary inquiries,&mdash;as though there
-would never again be competition for rooms at the Peacock.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_096" id="page_096"></a>{96}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, my friend, I suppose that that little letter which was sent about
-the country will make a difference.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s as people like to take it. It hasn’t made any difference with
-you, it seems.”</p>
-
-<p>“I had to think a good deal about it, Frau Frohmann; and I suppose we
-shall have to make our stay shorter. I own I am a little surprised to
-see the Tendel women here. A zwansiger and a half a day comes to a deal
-of money at the end of a month, when there are two or three.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am happy to think it won’t hurt you, Herr Weiss, as you have had your
-salary raised.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is neither here nor there, Frau Frohmann,” said the magistrate,
-almost with a touch of anger. All the world knew, or ought to know, how
-very insufficient was his stipend when compared with the invaluable
-public services which he rendered. Such at least was the light in which
-he looked at the question.</p>
-
-<p>“At any rate,” said the Frau as he stalked away, “the house is like to
-be as full as ever.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad to hear it. I am glad to hear it.” These were his last words
-on the occasion. But before the day was over he told his wife that he
-thought the place was not as comfortable as usual, and that the Frau
-with her high prices was more upsetting than ever.</p>
-
-<p>His wife, who took delight in being called Madame Weiss at Brixen, and
-who considered herself to be in some degree a lady of fashion, had
-nevertheless been<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_097" id="page_097"></a>{97}</span> very much disturbed in her mind by the increased
-prices, and had suggested that the place should be abandoned. A raising
-of prices was in her eyes extortion;&mdash;though a small raising of salary
-was simply justice, and, as she thought, inadequate justice. But the
-living at the Peacock was good. Nobody could deny that. And when a
-middle-aged man is taken away from the comforts of his home, how is he
-to console himself in the midst of his idleness unless he has a good
-dinner? Herr Weiss had therefore determined to endure the injury, and as
-usual to pass his holiday in the Brunnenthal. But when Madame Weiss saw
-those two frauleins from Innsbruck in the house, whose means she knew
-down to the last kreutzer, and who certainly could not afford the
-increased demand, she thought that there must be something not apparent
-to view. Could it be possible that the Frau should be so unjust, so
-dishonest, so extortious as to have different prices for different
-neighbours! That an Englishman, or even a German from Berlin, should be
-charged something extra, might not perhaps be unjust or extortious. But
-among friends of the same district, to put a zwansiger and a half on to
-one and not to another seemed to Madame Weiss to be a sin for which
-there should be no pardon. “I am so glad to see you here,” she said to
-the younger fraulein.</p>
-
-<p>“That is so kind of you. But we always are here, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes;&mdash;yes. But I feared that perhaps&mdash;&mdash;. I know that with us we had to
-think more than once<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_098" id="page_098"></a>{98}</span> about it before we could make up our minds to pay
-the increased charges. The ‘Magistrat’ felt a little hurt about it.” To
-this the fraulein at first answered nothing, thinking that perhaps she
-ought not to make public the special benevolence shown by the Frau to
-herself and her sister. “A zwansiger and a half each is a great deal of
-money to add on,” said Madame Weiss.</p>
-
-<p>“It is, indeed.”</p>
-
-<p>“We might have got it cheaper elsewhere. And then I thought that perhaps
-you might have done so too.”</p>
-
-<p>“She has made no increase to us,” said the poor lady, who at last was
-forced to tell the truth, as by not doing so she would have been guilty
-of a direct falsehood in allowing it to be supposed that she and her
-sister paid the increased price.</p>
-
-<p>“Soh&mdash;oh&mdash;oh!” exclaimed Madame Weiss, clasping her hands together and
-bobbing her head up and down. “Soh&mdash;oh&mdash;oh!” She had found it all out.</p>
-
-<p>Then, shortly after that,&mdash;the next day,&mdash;there was an uncomfortable
-perturbation of affairs at the Peacock, which was not indeed known to
-all the guests, but which to those who heard it, or heard of it, seemed
-for the time to be very terrible. Madame Weiss and the Frau had,&mdash;what
-is commonly called,&mdash;a few words together.</p>
-
-<p>“Frau Frohmann,” said Madame Weiss, “I was quite astonished to hear from
-Agatha Tendel that you were only charging them the old prices.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_099" id="page_099"></a>{99}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Why shouldn’t I charge them just what I please,&mdash;or nothing at all, if
-I pleased?” asked the Frau sharply.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you can. But I do think, among neighbours, there shouldn’t be
-one price to one and one to another.”</p>
-
-<p>“Would it do you any good, Frau Weiss, if I were to charge those ladies
-more than they can pay? Does it do you any harm if they live here at a
-cheap rate?”</p>
-
-<p>“Surely there should be one price&mdash;among neighbours!”</p>
-
-<p>“Herr Weiss got my circular, no doubt. He knew. I don’t suppose he wants
-to live here at a rate less than it costs me to keep him. You and he can
-do what you like about coming. And you and he can do what you like about
-staying away. You knew my prices. I have not made any secret about the
-change. But as for interference between me and my other customers, it is
-what I won’t put up with. So now you know all about it.”</p>
-
-<p>By the end of her speech the Frau had worked herself up into a grand
-passion, and spoke aloud, so that all near her heard her. Then there was
-a great commotion in the Peacock, and it was thought that the Weisses
-would go away. But they remained for their allotted time.</p>
-
-<p>This was the only disturbance which took place, and it passed off
-altogether to the credit of the Frau. Something in a vague way came to
-be understood about fixed incomes;&mdash;so that Peter and Malchen, with the
-kaplan, even down to Seppel and Suse Krapp, were<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100"></a>{100}</span> aware that the two
-frauleins ought not to be made to pay as much as the prosperous
-magistrate who had had his salary raised. And then it was quite
-understood that the difference made in favour of those two poor ladies
-was a kindness shown to them, and could not therefore be an injury to
-any one else.</p>
-
-<p>Later in the year, when the establishment was full and everything was
-going on briskly, when the two puddings were at the very height of their
-glory, and the wild fruits were brought up on the supper-table in huge
-bowls, when the Brunnenthal was at its loveliest, and the Frau was
-appearing on holidays in her gayest costume, the Cartwrights returned to
-the valley. Of course they had ordered their rooms much beforehand; and
-the Frau, trusting altogether to the wisdom of those counsels which she
-did not even yet quite understand, had kept her very best apartments for
-them. The greeting between them was most friendly,&mdash;the Frau
-condescending to put on something of her holiday costume to add honour
-to their arrival;&mdash;a thing which she had never been known to do before
-on behalf of any guests. Of course there was not then time for
-conversation; but a day or two had not passed before she made known to
-Mr. Cartwright her later experience. “The people have come, sir, just
-the same,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“So I perceive.”</p>
-
-<p>“It don’t seem to make any difference to any of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t think it would. And I don’t suppose anybody has complained.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101"></a>{101}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Well;&mdash;there was a little said by one lady, Mr. Cartwright. But that
-was not because I charged her more, but because another old friend was
-allowed to pay less.”</p>
-
-<p>“She didn’t do you any harm, I dare say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Harm;&mdash;oh dear no! She couldn’t do me any harm if she tried. But I
-thought I’d tell you, sir, because you said it would be so. The people
-don’t seem to think any more of seven zwansigers and a half than they do
-of six! It’s very odd,&mdash;very odd, indeed. I suppose it’s all right,
-sir?” This she asked, still thinking that there must be something wrong
-in the world when so monstrous a condition of things seemed to prevail.</p>
-
-<p>“They’d think a great deal of it if you charged them more than they
-believed sufficient to give you a fair profit for your outlay and
-trouble.”</p>
-
-<p>“How can they know anything about it, Mr. Cartwright?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah,&mdash;indeed. How do they? But they do. You and I, Frau Frohmann, must
-study these matters very closely before we can find out how they adjust
-themselves. But we may be sure of this, that the world will never
-complain of fair prices, will never long endure unfair prices, and will
-give no thanks at all to those who sell their goods at a loss.”</p>
-
-<p>The Frau curtseyed and retired,&mdash;quite satisfied that she had done the
-right thing in raising her prices; but still feeling that she had many a
-struggle to make before she could understand the matter.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102"></a>{102}</span>&nbsp; </p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103"></a>{103}</span>&nbsp; <br />
-
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104"></a>{104}</span>&nbsp; </p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105"></a>{105}</span>&nbsp; </p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_LADY_OF_LAUNAY" id="THE_LADY_OF_LAUNAY"></a>THE LADY OF LAUNAY.</h2>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_I-2" id="CHAPTER_I-2"></a>CHAPTER I.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR BECAME A YOUNG LADY OF IMPORTANCE.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">H</span>OW great is the difference between doing our duty and desiring to do
-it; between doing our duty and a conscientious struggle to do it;
-between duty really done and that satisfactory state of mind which comes
-from a conviction that it has been performed. Mrs. Miles was a lady who
-through her whole life had thought of little else than duty. Though she
-was possessed of wealth and social position, though she had been a
-beautiful woman, though all phases of self-indulgent life had been open
-to her, she had always adhered to her own idea of duty. Many delights
-had tempted her. She would fain have travelled, so as to see the
-loveliness of the world; but she had always remained at home. She could
-have enjoyed the society of intelligent sojourners in capitals; but she
-had confined herself to that of her country neighbours. In early youth
-she had felt herself to be influenced by a taste for dress; she had
-consequently compelled herself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106"></a>{106}</span> to use raiment of extreme simplicity.
-She would buy no pictures, no gems, no china, because when young she
-found that she liked such things too well. She would not leave the
-parish church to hear a good sermon elsewhere, because even a sermon
-might be a snare. In the early days of her widowed life it became, she
-thought, her duty to adopt one of two little motherless, fatherless
-girls, who had been left altogether unprovided for in the world; and
-having the choice between the two, she took the plain one, who had weak
-eyes and a downcast, unhappy look, because it was her duty to deny
-herself. It was not her fault that the child, who was so unattractive at
-six, had become beautiful at sixteen, with sweet soft eyes, still
-downcast occasionally, as though ashamed of their own loveliness; nor
-was it her fault that Bessy Pryor had so ministered to her in her
-advancing years as almost to force upon her the delights of
-self-indulgence. Mrs. Miles had struggled manfully against these wiles,
-and, in the performance of her duty, had fought with them, even to an
-attempt to make herself generally disagreeable to the young child. The
-child, however, had conquered, having wound herself into the old woman’s
-heart of hearts. When Bessy at fifteen was like to die, Mrs. Miles for
-awhile broke down altogether. She lingered by the bedside, caressed the
-thin hands, stroked the soft locks, and prayed to the Lord to stay his
-hand, and to alter his purpose. But when Bessy was strong again she
-strove to return to her wonted duties. But<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107"></a>{107}</span> Bessy, through it all, was
-quite aware that she was loved.</p>
-
-<p>Looking back at her own past life, and looking also at her days as they
-were passing, Mrs. Miles thought that she did her duty as well as it is
-given to frail man or frail woman to perform it. There had been lapses,
-but still she was conscious of great strength. She did believe of
-herself that should a great temptation come in her way she would stand
-strong against it. A great temptation did come in her way, and it is the
-purport of this little story to tell how far she stood and how far she
-fell.</p>
-
-<p>Something must be communicated to the reader of her condition in life,
-and of Bessy’s; something, but not much. Mrs. Miles had been a Miss
-Launay, and, by the death of four brothers almost in their infancy, had
-become heiress to a large property in Somersetshire. At twenty-five she
-was married to Mr. Miles, who had a property of his own in the next
-county, and who at the time of their marriage represented that county in
-Parliament. When she had been married a dozen years she was left a
-widow, with two sons, the younger of whom was then about three years
-old. Her own property, which was much the larger of the two, was
-absolutely her own; but was intended for Philip, who was her younger
-boy. Frank Miles, who was eight years older, inherited the other.
-Circumstances took him much away from his mother’s wings. There were
-troubles among trustees and executors; and the father’s heir, after he
-came of age, saw but little of his mother.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108"></a>{108}</span> She did her duty, but what
-she suffered in doing it may be imagined.</p>
-
-<p>Philip was brought up by his mother, who, perhaps, had some consolation
-in remembering that the younger boy, who was always good to her, would
-become a man of higher standing in the world than his brother. He was
-called Philip Launay, the family name having passed on through the
-mother to the intended heir of the Launay property. He was thirteen when
-Bessy Pryor was brought home to Launay Park, and, as a school-boy, had
-been good to the poor little creature, who for the first year or two had
-hardly dared to think her life her own amidst the strange huge spaces of
-the great house. He had despised her, of course; but had not been
-boyishly cruel to her, and had given her his old playthings. Everybody
-at Launay had at first despised Bessy Pryor; though the mistress of the
-house had been thoroughly good to her. There was no real link between
-her and Launay. Mrs. Pryor had, as a humble friend, been under great
-obligations to Mrs. Launay, and these obligations, as is their wont, had
-produced deep love in the heart of the person conferring them. Then both
-Mr. and Mrs. Pryor had died, and Mrs. Miles had declared that she would
-take one of the children. She fully intended to bring the girl up
-sternly and well, with hard belongings, such as might suit her
-condition. But there had been lapses, occasioned by those unfortunate
-female prettinesses, and by that equally unfortunate sickness. Bessy
-never rebelled, and gave, therefore, no scope to an exhibition of
-extreme<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109"></a>{109}</span> duty; and she had a way of kissing her adopted mamma which Mrs.
-Miles knew to be dangerous. She struggled not to be kissed, but
-ineffectually. She preached to herself, in the solitude of her own room,
-sharp sermons against the sweet softness of the girl’s caresses; but she
-could not put a stop to them. “Yes; I will,” the girl would say, so
-softly, but so persistently! Then there would be a great embrace, which
-Mrs. Miles felt to be as dangerous as a diamond, as bad as a box at the
-opera.</p>
-
-<p>Bessy had been despised at first all around Launay. Unattractive
-children are despised, especially when, as in this case, they are
-nobodies. Bessy Pryor was quite nobody. And certainly there had never
-been a child more powerless to assert herself. She was for a year or two
-inferior to the parson’s children, and was not thought much of by the
-farmers’ wives. The servants called her Miss Bessy, of course; but it
-was not till after that illness that there existed among them any of
-that reverence which is generally felt in the servants’ hall for the
-young ladies of the house. It was then, too, that the parson’s daughters
-found that Bessy was nice to walk with, and that the tenants began to
-make much of her when she called. The old lady’s secret manifestations
-in the sick bedroom had, perhaps, been seen. The respect paid to Mrs.
-Miles in that and the next parish was of the most reverential kind. Had
-she chosen that a dog should be treated as one of the Launays, the dog
-would have received all the family honours. It must be acknowledged of
-her that in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110"></a>{110}</span> performance of her duty she had become a rural tyrant.
-She gave away many petticoats; but they all had to be stitched according
-to her idea of stitching a petticoat. She administered physic gratis to
-the entire estate; but the estate had to take the doses as she chose to
-have them mixed. It was because she had fallen something short of her
-acknowledged duty in regard to Bessy Pryor that the parson’s daughters
-were soon even proud of an intimacy with the girl, and that the old
-butler, when she once went away for a week in the winter, was so careful
-to wrap her feet up warm in the carriage.</p>
-
-<p>In this way, during the two years subsequent to Bessy’s illness, there
-had gradually come up an altered condition of life at Launay. It could
-not have been said before that Bessy, though she had been Miss Bessy,
-was as a daughter in the house. But now a daughter’s privileges were
-accorded to her. When the old squiress was driven out about the county,
-Bessy was expected, but was asked rather than ordered to accompany her.
-She always went; but went because she decided on going, not because she
-was told. And she had a horse to ride; and she was allowed to arrange
-flowers for the drawing-room; and the gardener did what she told him.
-What daughter could have more extensive privileges? But poor Mrs. Miles
-had her misgivings, often asking herself what would come of it all.</p>
-
-<p>When Bessy had been recovering from her illness, Philip, who was seven
-years her senior, was making a grand tour about the world. He had
-determined to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111"></a>{111}</span> see, not Paris, Vienna, and Rome, which used to make a
-grand tour, but Japan, Patagonia, and the South Sea Islands. He had gone
-in such a way as to ensure the consent of his mother. Two other
-well-minded young men of fortune had accompanied him, and they had been
-intent on botany, the social condition of natives, and the progress of
-the world generally. There had been no harum-scarum rushing about
-without an object. Philip had been away for more than two years, and had
-seen all there was to be seen in Japan, Patagonia, and the South Sea
-Islands. Between them, the young men had written a book, and the critics
-had been unanimous in observing how improved in those days were the
-aspirations of young men. On his return he came to Launay for a week or
-two, and then went up to London. When, after four months, he returned to
-his mother’s house, he was twenty-seven years of age; and Bessy was just
-twenty. Mrs. Miles knew that there was cause for fear; but she had
-already taken steps to prevent the danger which she had foreseen.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_II-2" id="CHAPTER_II-2"></a>CHAPTER II.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR WOULDN’T MARRY THE PARSON.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Of</span> course there would be danger. Mrs. Miles had been aware of that from
-the commencement of things. There had been to her a sort of pleasure in
-feeling that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112"></a>{112}</span> she had undertaken a duty which might possibly lead to
-circumstances which would be altogether heart-breaking. The duty of
-mothering Bessy was so much more a duty because, even when the little
-girl was blear-eyed and thin, there was present to her mind all the
-horror of a love affair between her son and the little girl. The Mileses
-had always been much, and the Launays very much in the west of England.
-Bessy had not a single belonging that was anything. Then she had become
-beautiful and attractive, and worse than that, so much of a person about
-the house that Philip himself might be tempted to think that she was fit
-to be his wife!</p>
-
-<p>Among the duties prescribed to herself by Mrs. Miles was none stronger
-than that of maintaining the family position of the Launays. She was one
-of those who not only think that blue blood should remain blue, but that
-blood not blue should be allowed no azure mixture. The proper severance
-of classes was a religion to her. Bessy was a gentlewoman, so much had
-been admitted, and therefore she had been brought into the drawing-room
-instead of being relegated among the servants, and had thus grown up to
-be, oh, so dangerous! She was a gentlewoman, and fit to be a gentleman’s
-wife, but not fit to be the wife of the heir of the Launays. The reader
-will understand, perhaps, that I, the writer of this little history,
-think her to have been fit to become the wife of any man who might have
-been happy enough to win her young heart, however blue his blood. But
-Mrs. Miles had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113"></a>{113}</span> felt that precautions and remedies and arrangements were
-necessary.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Miles had altogether approved of the journey to Japan. That had
-been a preventive, and might probably afford time for an arrangement.
-She had even used her influence to prolong the travelling till the
-arrangements should be complete; but in this she had failed. She had
-written to her son, saying that, as his sojourn in strange lands would
-so certainly tend to the amelioration of the human races generally&mdash;for
-she had heard of the philanthropic inquiries, of the book, and the
-botany&mdash;she would by no means press upon him her own natural longings.
-If another year was required, the necessary remittances should be made
-with a liberal hand. But Philip, who had chosen to go because he liked
-it, came back when he liked it, and there he was at Launay before a
-certain portion of the arrangements had been completed, as to which Mrs.
-Miles had been urgent during the last six months of his absence.</p>
-
-<p>A good-looking young clergyman in the neighbourhood, with a living of
-£400 a year, and a fortune of £6,000 of his own, had during the time
-been proposed to Bessy by Mrs. Miles. Mr. Morrison, the Rev. Alexander
-Morrison, was an excellent young man; but it may be doubted whether the
-patronage by which he was put into the living of Budcombe at an early
-age, over the head of many senior curates, had been exercised with sound
-clerical motives. Mrs. Miles was herself the patroness, and, having for
-the last six years<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114"></a>{114}</span> felt the necessity of providing a husband for Bessy,
-had looked about for a young man who should have good gifts and might
-probably make her happy. A couple of thousand pounds added had at first
-suggested itself to Mrs. Miles. Then love had ensnared her, and Bessy
-had become dear to every one, and money was plenty. The thing should be
-made so beautiful to all concerned that there should be no doubt of its
-acceptance. The young parson didn’t doubt. Why should he? The living had
-been a wonderful stroke of luck for him! The portion proposed would put
-him at once among the easy-living gentlemen of the county; and then the
-girl herself! Bessy had loomed upon him as feminine perfection from the
-first moment he had seen her. It was to him as though the heavens were
-raining their choicest blessings on his head.</p>
-
-<p>Nor had Mrs. Miles any reason to find fault with Bessy. Had Bessy jumped
-into the man’s arms directly he had been offered to her as a lover, Mrs.
-Miles would herself have been shocked. She knew enough of Bessy to be
-sure that there would be no such jumping. Bessy had at first been
-startled, and, throwing herself into her old friend’s arms, had pleaded
-her youth. Mrs. Miles had accepted the embrace, had acknowledged the
-plea, and had expressed herself quite satisfied, simply saying that Mr.
-Morrison would be allowed to come about the house, and use his own
-efforts to make himself agreeable. The young parson had come about the
-house, and had shown himself to be good-humoured and pleasant. Bessy
-never said a word against him;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115"></a>{115}</span> did in truth try to persuade herself
-that it would be nice to have him as a lover; but she failed. “I think
-he is very good,” she said one day, when she was pressed by Mrs. Miles.</p>
-
-<p>“And he is a gentleman.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes,” said Bessy.</p>
-
-<p>“And good-looking.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know that that matters.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, my dear, no; only he is handsome. And then he is very fond of you.”
-But Bessy would not commit herself, and certainly had never given any
-encouragement to the gentleman himself.</p>
-
-<p>This had taken place just before Philip’s return. At that time his stay
-at Launay was to be short; and during his sojourn his hands were to be
-very full. There would not be much danger during that fortnight, as
-Bessy was not prone to put herself forward in any man’s way. She met him
-as his little pet of former days, and treated him quite as though he
-were a superior being. She ran about for him as he arranged his
-botanical treasures, and took in all that he said about the races. Mrs.
-Miles, as she watched them, still trusted that there might be no danger.
-But she went on with her safeguards. “I hope you like Mr. Morrison,” she
-said to her son.</p>
-
-<p>“Very much indeed, mother; but why do you ask?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is a secret; but I’ll tell you. I think he will become the husband
-of our dear Bessy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Marry Bessy!”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not?” Then there was a pause. “You<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116"></a>{116}</span> know how dearly I love Bessy. I
-hope you will not think me wrong when I tell you that I propose to give
-what will be for her a large fortune, considering all things.”</p>
-
-<p>“You should treat her just as though she were a daughter and a sister,”
-said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“Not quite that! But you will not begrudge her six thousand pounds?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not half enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, well. Six thousand pounds is a large sum of money to give away.
-However, I am sure we shall not differ about Bessy. Don’t you think Mr.
-Morrison would make her a good husband?” Philip looked very serious,
-knitted his brows, and left the room, saying that he would think about
-it.</p>
-
-<p>To make him think that the marriage was all but arranged would be a
-great protection. There was a protection to his mother also in hearing
-him speak of Bessy as being almost a sister. But there was still a
-further protection. Down away in Cornwall there was another Launay
-heiress coming up, some third or fourth cousin, and it had long since
-been settled among certain elders that the Launay properties should be
-combined. To this Philip had given no absolute assent; had even run away
-to Japan just when it had been intended that he should go to Cornwall.
-The Launay heiress had then only been seventeen, and it had been felt to
-be almost as well that there should be delay, so that the time was not
-passed by the young man in dangerous neighbourhoods. The South Sea
-Islands and Patagonia<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117"></a>{117}</span> had been safe. And now when the idea of combining
-the properties was again mooted, he at first said nothing against it.
-Surely such precautions as these would suffice, especially as Bessy’s
-retiring nature would not allow her to fall in love with any man within
-the short compass of a fortnight.</p>
-
-<p>Not a word more was said between Mrs. Miles and her son as to the
-prospects of Mr. Morrison; not a word more then. She was intelligent
-enough to perceive that the match was not agreeable to him; but she
-attributed this feeling on his part to an idea that Bessy ought to be
-treated in all respects as though she were a daughter of the house of
-Launay. The idea was absurd, but safe. The match, if it could be
-managed, would of course go on, but should not be mentioned to him again
-till it could be named as a thing absolutely arranged. But there was no
-present danger. Mrs. Miles felt sure that there was no present danger.
-Mrs. Miles had seen Bessy grow out of meagre thinness and early want of
-ruddy health, into gradual proportions of perfect feminine loveliness;
-but, having seen the gradual growth, she did not know how lovely the
-girl was. A woman hardly ever does know how omnipotent may be the
-attraction which some feminine natures, and some feminine forms, diffuse
-unconsciously on the young men around them.</p>
-
-<p>But Philip knew, or rather felt. As he walked about the park he declared
-to himself that Alexander Morrison was an insufferably impudent clerical
-prig; for which assertion there was, in truth, no ground whatsoever.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118"></a>{118}</span>
-Then he accused his mother of a sordid love of money and property, and
-swore to himself that he would never stir a step towards Cornwall. If
-they chose to have that red-haired Launay girl up from the far west, he
-would go away to London, or perhaps back to Japan. But what shocked him
-most was that such a girl as Bessy, a girl whom he treated always just
-like his own sister, should give herself to such a man as that young
-parson at the very first asking! He struck the trees among which he was
-walking with his stick as he thought of the meanness of feminine nature.
-And then such a greasy, ugly brute! But Mr. Morrison was not at all
-greasy, and would have been acknowledged by the world at large to be
-much better looking than Philip Launay.</p>
-
-<p>Then came the day of his departure. He was going up to London in March
-to see his book through the press, make himself intimate at his club,
-and introduce himself generally to the ways of that life which was to be
-his hereafter. It had been understood that he was to pass the season in
-London, and that then the combined-property question should come on in
-earnest. Such was his mother’s understanding; but by this time, by the
-day of his departure, he was quite determined that the combined-property
-question should never receive any consideration at his hands.</p>
-
-<p>Early on that day he met Bessy somewhere about the house. She was very
-sweet to him on this occasion, partly because she loved him dearly,&mdash;as
-her adopted<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119"></a>{119}</span> brother; partly because he was going; partly because it was
-her nature to be sweet! “There is one question. I want to ask you,” he
-said suddenly, turning round upon her with a frown. He had not meant to
-frown, but it was his nature to do so when his heart frowned within him.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it, Philip?” She turned pale as she spoke, but looked him full
-in the face.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you engaged to that parson?” She went on looking at him, but did
-not answer a word. “Are you going to marry him? I have a right to ask.”
-Then she shook her head. “You certainly are not?” Now as he spoke his
-voice was changed, and the frown had vanished. Again she shook her head.
-Then he got hold of her hand, and she left her hand with him, not
-thinking of him as other than a brother. “I am so glad. I detest that
-man.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Philip; he is very good!”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not care two-pence for his goodness. You are quite sure?” Now she
-nodded her head. “It would have been most awful, and would have made me
-miserable; miserable. Of course, my mother is the best woman in the
-world; but why can’t she let people alone to find husbands and wives for
-themselves?” There was a slight frown, and then with a visible effort he
-completed his speech. “Bessy, you have grown to be the loveliest woman
-that ever I looked upon.”</p>
-
-<p>She withdrew her hand very suddenly. “Philip, you should not say such a
-thing as that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not, if I think it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120"></a>{120}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“People should never say anything to anybody about themselves.”</p>
-
-<p>“Shouldn’t they?”</p>
-
-<p>“You know what I mean. It is not nice. It’s the sort of stuff which
-people who ain’t ladies and gentlemen put into books.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should have thought I might say anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“So you may; and of course you are different. But there are things that
-are so disagreeable!”</p>
-
-<p>“And I am one of them?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Philip, you are the truest and best of brothers.”</p>
-
-<p>“At any rate you won’t&mdash;&mdash;” Then he paused.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I won’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a promise to your best and dearest brother?” She nodded her head
-again, and he was satisfied.</p>
-
-<p>He went away, and when he returned to Launay at the end of four months
-he found that things were not going on pleasantly at the Park. Mr.
-Morrison had been refused, with a positive assurance from the young lady
-that she would never change her mind, and Mrs. Miles had become more
-stern than ever in the performance of her duty to her family.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_III-2" id="CHAPTER_III-2"></a>CHAPTER III.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR CAME TO LOVE THE HEIR OF LAUNAY.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Matters</span> became very unpleasant at the Park soon after Philip went away.
-There had been something in his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121"></a>{121}</span> manner as he left, and a silence in
-regard to him on Bessy’s part, which created, not at first surprise, but
-uneasiness in the mind of Mrs. Miles. Bessy hardly mentioned his name,
-and Mrs. Miles knew enough of the world to feel that such restraint must
-have a cause. It would have been natural for a girl so circumstanced to
-have been full of Philip and his botany. Feeling this she instigated the
-parson to renewed attempts; but the parson had to tell her that there
-was no chance for him. “What has she said?” asked Mrs. Miles.</p>
-
-<p>“That it can never be.”</p>
-
-<p>“But it shall be,” said Mrs. Miles, stirred on this occasion to an
-assertion of the obstinacy which was in her nature. Then there was a
-most unpleasant scene between the old lady and her dependent. “What is
-it that you expect?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Expect, aunt!” Bessy had been instructed to call Mrs. Miles her aunt.</p>
-
-<p>“What do you think is to be done for you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Done for me! You have done everything. May I not stay with you?” Then
-Mrs. Miles gave utterance to a very long lecture, in which many things
-were explained to Bessy. Bessy’s position was said to be one very
-peculiar in its nature. Were Mrs. Miles to die there would be no home
-for her. She could not hope to find a home in Philip’s house as a real
-sister might have done. Everybody loved her because she had been good
-and gracious, but it was her duty to marry&mdash;especially her duty&mdash;so that
-there might be no future difficulty. Mr. Morrison was exactly the man<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122"></a>{122}</span>
-that such, a girl as Bessy ought to want as a husband. Bessy through her
-tears declared that she didn’t want any husband, and that she certainly
-did not want Mr. Morrison.</p>
-
-<p>“Has Philip said anything?” asked the imprudent old woman. Then Bessy
-was silent. “What has Philip said to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I told him, when he asked, that I should never marry Mr. Morrison.”
-Then it was&mdash;in that very moment&mdash;that Mrs. Miles in truth suspected the
-blow that was to fall upon her; and in that same moment she resolved
-that, let the pain be what it might to any or all of them, she would do
-her duty by her family.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she said to herself, as she sat alone in the unadorned,
-unattractive sanctity of her own bedroom, “I will do my duty at any rate
-now.” With deep remorse she acknowledged to herself that she had been
-remiss. For a moment her anger was very bitter. She had warmed a reptile
-in her bosom. The very words came to her thoughts, though they were not
-pronounced. But the words were at once rejected. The girl had been no
-reptile. The girl had been true. The girl had been as sweet a girl as
-had ever brightened the hearth of an old woman. She acknowledged so much
-to herself even in this moment of her agony. But not the less would she
-do her duty by the family of the Launays. Let the girl do what she
-might, she must be sent away&mdash;got rid of&mdash;sacrificed in any way rather
-than that Philip should be allowed to make himself a fool.</p>
-
-<p>When for a couple of days she had turned it all in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123"></a>{123}</span> her mind she did not
-believe that there was as yet any understanding between the girl and
-Philip. But still she was sure that the danger existed. Not only had the
-girl refused her destined husband&mdash;just such a man as such a girl as
-Bessy ought to have loved&mdash;but she had communicated her purpose in that
-respect to Philip. There had been more of confidence between them than
-between her and the girl. How could they two have talked on such a
-subject unless there had been between them something of stricter, closer
-friendship even than that of brother and sister? There had been
-something of a conspiracy between them against her&mdash;her who at Launay
-was held to be omnipotent, against her who had in her hands all the
-income, all the power, all the ownership&mdash;the mother of one of them, and
-the protectress and only friend of the other! She would do her duty, let
-Bessy be ever so sweet. The girl must be made to marry Mr. Morrison&mdash;or
-must be made to go.</p>
-
-<p>But whither should she go, and if that “whither” should be found, how
-should Philip be prevented from following her? Mrs. Miles, in her agony,
-conceived an idea that it would be easier to deal with the girl herself
-than with Philip. A woman, if she thinks it to be a duty, will more
-readily sacrifice herself in the performance of it than will a man. So
-at least thought Mrs. Miles, judging from her own feelings; and Bessy
-was very good, very affectionate, very grateful, had always been
-obedient. If possible she should be driven into the arms of Mr.
-Morrison. Should she stand firm<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124"></a>{124}</span> against such efforts as could be made
-in that direction, then an appeal should be made to herself. After all
-that had been done for her, would she ruin the family of the Launays for
-the mere whim of her own heart?</p>
-
-<p>During the process of driving her into Mr. Morrison’s arms&mdash;a process
-which from first to last was altogether hopeless&mdash;not a word had been
-said about Philip. But Bessy understood the reticence. She had been
-asked as to her promise to Philip, and never forgot that she had been
-asked. Nor did she ever forget those words which at the moment so
-displeased her&mdash;“You have grown to be the loveliest woman that I have
-ever looked upon.” She remembered now that he had held her hand tightly
-while he had spoken them, and that an effort had been necessary as she
-withdrew it. She had been perfectly serious in decrying the personal
-compliment; but still, still, there had been a flavour of love in the
-words which now remained among her heartstrings. Of course he was not
-her brother&mdash;not even her cousin. There was not a touch of blood between
-them to warrant such a compliment as a joke. He, as a young man, had
-told her that he thought her, as a young woman, to be lovely above all
-others. She was quite sure of this&mdash;that no possible amount of driving
-should drive her into the arms of Mr. Morrison.</p>
-
-<p>The old woman became more and more stern. “Dear aunt,” Bessy said to her
-one day, with an air of firmness which had evidently been assumed
-purposely for the occasion, “indeed, indeed, I cannot love<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125"></a>{125}</span> Mr.
-Morrison.” Then Mrs. Miles had resolved that she must resort to the
-other alternative. Bessy must go. She did believe that when everything
-should be explained Bessy herself would raise no difficulty as to her
-own going. Bessy had no more right to live at Launay than had any other
-fatherless, motherless, penniless living creature. But how to explain
-it? What reason should be given? And whither should the girl be sent?</p>
-
-<p>Then there came delay, caused by another great trouble. On a sudden Mrs.
-Miles was very ill. This began about the end of May, when Philip was
-still up in London inhaling the incense which came up from the success
-of his book. At first she was very eager that her son should not be
-recalled to Launay. “Why should a young man be brought into the house
-with a sick old woman?” Of course she was eager. What evils might not
-happen if they two were brought together during her illness? At the end
-of three weeks, however, she was worse&mdash;so much worse that the people
-around her were afraid; and it became manifest to all of them that the
-truth must be told to Philip in spite of her injunctions. Bessy’s
-position became one of great difficulty, because words fell from Mrs.
-Miles which explained to her almost with accuracy the condition of her
-aunt’s mind. “You should not be here,” she said over and over again.
-Now, it had been the case, as a matter of course, that Bessy, during the
-old lady’s illness, had never left her bedside day or night. Of course
-she had been the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126"></a>{126}</span> nurse, of course she had tended the invalid in
-everything. It had been so much a matter of course that the poor lady
-had been impotent to prevent it, in her ineffectual efforts to put an
-end to Bessy’s influence. The servants, even the doctors, obeyed Bessy
-in regard to the household matters. Mrs. Miles found herself quite
-unable to repel Bessy from her bedside. And then, with her mind always
-intent on the necessity of keeping the young people apart, and when it
-was all but settled that Philip should be summoned, she said again and
-again, “You should not be here, Bessy. You must not be here, Bessy.”</p>
-
-<p>But whither should she go? No place was even suggested to her. And were
-she herself to consult some other friend as to a place&mdash;the clergyman of
-their own parish for instance, who out of that house was her most
-intimate friend&mdash;she would have to tell the whole story, a story which
-could not be told by her lips. Philip had never said a word to her,
-except that one word: “You have grown to be the loveliest woman that
-ever I looked upon.” The word was very frequent in her thoughts, but she
-could tell no one of that!</p>
-
-<p>If he did think her lovely, if he did love her, why should not things
-run smoothly? She had found it to be quite out of the question that she
-should be driven into the arms of Mr. Morrison, but she soon came to own
-to herself that she might easily be enticed into those other arms. But
-then perhaps he had meant nothing&mdash;so probably had meant nothing! But if
-not,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127"></a>{127}</span> why should she be driven away from Launay? As her aunt became
-worse and worse, and when Philip came down from London, and with Philip
-a London physician, nothing was settled about poor Bessy, and nothing
-was done. When Philip and Bessy stood together at the sick woman’s
-bedside she was nearly insensible, wandering in her mind, but still with
-that care heavy at her heart. “No, Philip; no, no, no,” she said. “What
-is it, mother?” asked Philip. Then Bessy escaped from the room and
-resolved that she would always be absent when Philip was by his mother’s
-bedside.</p>
-
-<p>There was a week in which the case was almost hopeless; and then a week
-during which the mistress of Launay crept slowly back to life. It could
-not but be that they two should see much of each other during such
-weeks. At every meal they sat together. Bessy was still constant at the
-bedside of her aunt, but now and again she was alone with Philip. At
-first she struggled to avoid him, but she struggled altogether in vain.
-He would not be avoided. And then of course he spoke. “Bessy, I am sure
-you know that I love you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure I hope you do,” she replied, purposely misinterpreting him.</p>
-
-<p>Then he frowned at her. “I am sure, Bessy, you are above all
-subterfuges.”</p>
-
-<p>“What subterfuges? Why do you say that?”</p>
-
-<p>“You are no sister of mine; no cousin even. You know what I mean when I
-say that I love you. Will you be my wife?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128"></a>{128}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>Oh! if she might only have knelt at his feet and hidden her face among
-her hands, and have gladly answered him with a little “Yes,” extracted
-from amidst her happy blushes! But, in every way, there was no time for
-such joys. “Philip, think how ill your mother is,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“That cannot change it. I have to ask you whether you can love me. I am
-bound to ask you whether you will love me.” She would not answer him
-then; but during that second week in which Mrs. Miles was creeping back
-to life she swore that she did love him, and would love him, and would
-be true to him for ever and ever.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IV-2" id="CHAPTER_IV-2"></a>CHAPTER IV.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR OWNED THAT SHE WAS ENGAGED.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">When</span> these pretty oaths had been sworn, and while Mrs. Miles was too ill
-to keep her eyes upon them or to separate them, of course the two lovers
-were much together. For whispering words of love, for swearing oaths,
-for sweet kisses and looking into each other’s eyes, a few minutes now
-and again will give ample opportunities. The long hours of the day and
-night were passed by Bessy with her aunt; but there were short moments,
-heavenly moments, which sufficed to lift her off the earth into an
-Elysium of joy. His love for her was so perfect, so assured! “In a
-matter such<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129"></a>{129}</span> as this,” he said in his fondly serious air, “my mother can
-have no right to interfere with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But with me she may,” said Bessy, foreseeing in the midst of her
-Paradise the storm which would surely come.</p>
-
-<p>“Why should she wish to do so? Why should she not allow me to make
-myself happy in the only way in which it is possible?” There was such an
-ecstacy of bliss coming from such words as these, such a perfection of
-the feeling of mutual love, that she could not but be exalted to the
-heavens, although she knew that the storm would surely come. If her love
-would make him happy, then, then, surely he should be happy. “Of course
-she has given up her idea about that parson,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I fear she has not, Philip.”</p>
-
-<p>“It seems to me too monstrous that any human being should go to work and
-settle whom two other human beings are to marry.”</p>
-
-<p>“There was never a possibility of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“She told me it was to be so.”</p>
-
-<p>“It never could have been,” said Bessy with great emphasis. “Not even
-for her, much as I love her&mdash;not even for her to whom I owe
-everything&mdash;could I consent to marry a man I did not love. But&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But what?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know how I shall answer her when she bids me give you up. Oh,
-my love, how shall I answer her?”</p>
-
-<p>Then he told her at considerable length what was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130"></a>{130}</span> the answer which he
-thought should in such circumstances be made to his mother. Bessy was to
-declare that nothing could alter her intentions, that her own happiness
-and that of her lover depended on her firmness, and that they two did,
-in fact, intend to have their own way in this matter sooner or later.
-Bessy, as she heard the lesson, made no direct reply, but she knew too
-well that it could be of no service to her. All that it would be
-possible for her to say, when the resolute old woman should declare her
-purpose, would be that come what might she must always love Philip
-Launay; that she never, never, never could become the wife of any other
-man. So much she thought she would say. But as to asserting her right to
-her lover, that she was sure would be beyond her.</p>
-
-<p>Everyone in the house except Mrs. Miles was aware that Philip and Bessy
-were lovers, and from the dependents of the house the tidings spread
-through the parish. There had been no special secrecy. A lover does not
-usually pronounce his vows in public. Little half-lighted corners and
-twilight hours are chosen, or banks beneath the trees supposed to be
-safe from vulgar eyes, or lonely wanderings. Philip had followed the
-usual way of the world in his love-making, but had sought his secret
-moments with no special secrecy. Before the servants he would whisper to
-Bessy with that look of thorough confidence in his eyes which servants
-completely understand; and thus while the poor old woman was still in
-her bed, while she was unaware both of the danger and of her own
-immediate<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131"></a>{131}</span> impotence, the secret&mdash;as far as it was a secret&mdash;became
-known to all Launay. Mr. Morrison heard it over at Budcombe, and, with
-his heart down in his boots, told himself that now certainly there could
-be no chance for him. At Launay Mr. Gregory was the rector, and it was
-with his daughters that Bessy had become intimate. Knowing much of the
-mind of the first lady of the parish, he took upon himself to say a word
-or two to Philip. “I am so glad to hear that your mother is much better
-this morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very much better.”</p>
-
-<p>“It has been a most serious illness.”</p>
-
-<p>“Terribly serious, Mr. Gregory.”</p>
-
-<p>Then there was a pause, and sundry other faltering allusions were made
-to the condition of things up at the house, from which Philip was aware
-that words of counsel or perhaps reproach were coming. “I hope you will
-excuse me, Philip, if I tell you something.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I shall excuse anything from you.”</p>
-
-<p>“People are saying about the place that during your mother’s illness you
-have engaged yourself to Bessy Pryor.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s very odd,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“Odd!” repeated the parson.</p>
-
-<p>“Very odd indeed, because what the people about the place say is always
-supposed to be untrue. But this report is true.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is true?”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite true, and I am proud to be in a position to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132"></a>{132}</span> assure you that I
-have been accepted. I am really sorry for Mr. Morrison, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what will your mother say?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not think that she or anyone can say that Bessy is not fit to be
-the wife of the finest gentleman in the land.” This he said with an air
-of pride which showed plainly enough that he did not intend to be talked
-out of his purpose.</p>
-
-<p>“I should not have spoken, but that your dear mother is so ill,”
-rejoined the parson.</p>
-
-<p>“I understand that. I must fight my own battle and Bessy’s as best I
-may. But you may be quite sure, Mr. Gregory, that I mean to fight it.”</p>
-
-<p>Nor did Bessy deny the fact when her friend Mary Gregory interrogated
-her. The question of Bessy’s marriage with Mr. Morrison had, somewhat
-cruelly in regard to her and more cruelly still in regard to the
-gentleman, become public property in the neighbourhood. Everybody had
-known that Mrs. Miles intended to marry Bessy to the parson of Budcombe,
-and everybody had thought that Bessy would, as a matter of course,
-accept her destiny. Everybody now knew that Bessy had rebelled; and, as
-Mrs. Miles’s autocratic disposition was well understood, everybody was
-waiting to see what would come of it. The neighbourhood generally
-thought that Bessy was unreasonable and ungrateful. Mr. Morrison was a
-very nice man, and nothing could have been more appropriate. Now, when
-the truth came out, everybody was very much interested indeed. That Mrs.
-Miles should assent to a marriage<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133"></a>{133}</span> between the heir and Bessy Pryor was
-quite out of the question. She was too well known to leave a doubt on
-the mind of anyone either in Launay or Budcombe on that matter. Men and
-women drew their breath and looked at each other. It was just when the
-parishes thought that she was going to die that the parishioners first
-heard that Bessy would not marry Mr. Morrison because of the young
-squire. And now, when it was known that Mrs. Miles was not going to die,
-it was known that the young squire was absolutely engaged to Bessy
-Pryor. “There’ll be a deal o’ vat in the voir,” said the old head
-ploughman of Launay, talking over the matter with the wife of Mr.
-Gregory’s gardener. There was going to be “a deal of fat in the fire.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Miles was not like other mothers. Everything in respect to present
-income was in her hands. And Bessy was not like other girls. She had
-absolutely no “locus standi” in the world, except what came to her from
-the bounty of the old lady. By favour of the Lady of Launay she held her
-head among the girls of that part of the country as high as any girl
-there. She was only Bessy Pryor; but, from love and kindness, she was
-the recognised daughter of the house of Launay. Everybody knew it all.
-Everybody was aware that she had done much towards reaching her present
-position by her own special sweetness. But should Mrs. Miles once frown,
-Bessy would be nobody. “Oh, Bessy, how is this all to be?” asked Mary
-Gregory.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134"></a>{134}</span></p>
-
-<p>“As God pleases,” said Bessy, very solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>“What does Mrs. Miles say?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want anybody to ask me about it,” said Bessy. “Of course I love
-him. What is the good of denying it? But I cannot talk about it.” Then
-Mary Gregory looked as though some terrible secret had been revealed to
-her&mdash;some secret of which the burden might probably be too much for her
-to bear.</p>
-
-<p>The first storm arose from an interview which took place between the
-mother and son as soon as the mother found herself able to speak on a
-subject which was near her heart. She sent for him and once again
-besought him to take steps towards that combining of the properties
-which was so essential to the Launay interests generally. Then he
-declared his purpose very plainly. He did not intend to combine the
-properties. He did not care for the red-haired Launay cousin. It was his
-intention to marry&mdash;Bessy Pryor; yes&mdash;he had proposed to her and she had
-accepted him. The poor sick mother was at first almost overwhelmed with
-despair. “What can I do but tell you the truth when you ask me?” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“Do!” she screamed. “What could you do? You could have remembered your
-honour! You could have remembered your blood! You could have remembered
-your duty!” Then she bade him leave her, and after an hour passed in
-thought she sent for Bessy. “I have had my son with me,” she said,
-sitting bolt upright in her bed, looking awful in her wanness, speaking
-with low, studied, harsh voice, with her two<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135"></a>{135}</span> hands before her on the
-counterpane. “I have had my son with me and he has told me.” Bessy felt
-that she was trembling. She was hardly able to support herself. She had
-not a word to say. The sick old woman was terrible in her severity. “Is
-it true?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it is true,” whispered Bessy.</p>
-
-<p>“And this is to be my return?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my dearest, my darling, oh, my aunt, dear, dearest, dearest aunt!
-Do not speak like that! Do not look at me like that! You know I love
-you. Don’t you know I love you?” Then Bessy prostrated herself on the
-bed, and getting hold of the old woman’s hand covered it with kisses.
-Yes, her aunt did know that the girl loved her, and she knew that she
-loved the girl perhaps better than any other human being in the world.
-The eldest son had become estranged from her. Even Philip had not been
-half so much to her as this girl. Bessy had wound herself round her very
-heartstrings. It made her happy even to sit and look at Bessy. She had
-denied herself all pretty things; but this prettiest of all things had
-grown up beneath her eyes. She did not draw away her hand; but, while
-her hand was being kissed, she made up her mind that she would do her
-duty.</p>
-
-<p>“Of what service will be your love,” she said, “if this is to be my
-return?” Bessy could only lie and sob and hide her face. “Say that you
-will give it up.” Not to say that, not to give him up, was the only
-resolution at which Bessy had arrived. “If you will not say so, you must
-leave me, and I shall send you word<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136"></a>{136}</span> what you are to do. If you are my
-enemy you shall not remain here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pray&mdash;pray do not call me an enemy.”</p>
-
-<p>“You had better go.” The woman’s voice as she said this was dreadful in
-its harshness. Then Bessy, slowly creeping down from the bed, slowly
-slunk out of the room.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_V-2" id="CHAPTER_V-2"></a>CHAPTER V.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR CEASED TO BE A YOUNG LADY OF IMPORTANCE.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">When</span> the old woman was alone she at once went to work in her own mind
-resolving what should be her course of proceeding. To yield in the
-matter, and to confirm the happiness of the young people, never occurred
-to her. Again and again she repeated to herself that she would do her
-duty; and again and again she repeated to herself that in allowing
-Philip and Bessy to come together she had neglected her duty. That her
-duty required her to separate them, in spite of their love, in spite of
-their engagement, though all the happiness of their lives might depend
-upon it, she did not in the least doubt. Duty is duty. And it was her
-duty to aggrandise the house of Launay, so that the old autocracy of the
-land might, so far as in her lay, be preserved. That it would be a good
-and pious thing to do,&mdash;to keep them apart, to force Philip<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137"></a>{137}</span> to marry
-the girl in Cornwall, to drive Bessy into Mr. Morrison’s arms, was to
-her so certain that it required no further thought. She had never
-indulged herself. Her life had been so led as to maintain the power of
-her own order, and relieve the wants of those below her. She had done
-nothing for her own pleasure. How should it occur to her that it would
-be well for her to change the whole course of her life in order that she
-might administer to the joys of a young man and a young woman?</p>
-
-<p>It did not occur to her to do so. Lying thus all alone, white, sick, and
-feeble, but very strong of heart, she made her resolutions. As Bessy
-could not well be sent out of the house till a home should be provided
-for her elsewhere, Philip should be made to go. As that was to be the
-first step, she again sent for Philip that day. “No, mother; not while
-you are so ill.” This he said in answer to her first command that he
-should leave Launay at once. It had not occurred to him that the house
-in which he had been born and bred, the house of his ancestors, the
-house which he had always supposed was at some future day to be his own,
-was not free to him. But, feeble as she was, she soon made him
-understand her purpose. He must go,&mdash;because she ordered him, because
-the house was hers and not his, because he was no longer welcome there
-as a guest unless he would promise to abandon Bessy. “This is tyranny,
-mother,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I do not mean to argue the question,” said Mrs. Miles, leaning back
-among the pillows, gaunt, with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138"></a>{138}</span> hollow cheeks, yellow with her long
-sickness, seeming to be all eyes as she looked at him. “I tell you that
-you must go.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mother!”</p>
-
-<p>Then, at considerable length, she explained her intended arrangements.
-He must go, and live upon the very modest income which she proposed. At
-any rate he must go, and go at once. The house was hers, and she would
-not have him there. She would have no one in the house who disputed her
-will. She had been an over-indulgent mother to him, and this had been
-the return made to her! She had condescended to explain to him her
-intention in regard to Bessy, and he had immediately resolved to thwart
-her. When she was dead and gone it might perhaps be in his power to ruin
-the family if he chose. As to that she would take further thought. But
-she, as long as she lived, would do her duty. “I suppose I may
-understand,” she said, “that you will leave Launay early after breakfast
-to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean to turn me out of the house?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do,” she said, looking full at him, all eyes, with her grey hair
-coming dishevelled from under the large frill of her nightcap, with
-cheeks gaunt and yellow. Her extended hands were very thin. She had been
-very near death, and seemed, as he gazed at her, to be very near it now.
-If he went it might be her fate never to see him again.</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot leave you like this,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Then obey me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139"></a>{139}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should we not be married, mother?”</p>
-
-<p>“I will not argue. You know as well as I do. Will you obey me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not in this, mother. I could not do so without perjuring myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then go you out of this house at once.” She was sitting now bolt
-upright on her bed, supporting herself on her hands behind her. The
-whole thing was so dreadful that he could not endure to prolong the
-interview, and he left the room.</p>
-
-<p>Then there came a message from the old housekeeper to Bessy, forbidding
-her to leave her own room. It was thus that Bessy first understood that
-her great sin was to be made public to all the household. Mrs. Knowl,
-who was the head of the domestics, had been told, and now felt that a
-sort of authority over Bessy had been confided to her. “No, Miss Bessy;
-you are not to go into her room at all. She says that she will not see
-you till you promise to be said by her.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why, Mrs. Knowl?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, miss; I suppose it’s along of Mr. Philip. But you know that
-better than me. Mr. Philip is to go to-morrow morning and never come
-back any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never come back to Launay?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not while things is as they is, miss. But you are to stay here and not
-go out at all. That’s what Madam says.” The servants about the place all
-called Mrs. Miles Madam.</p>
-
-<p>There was a potency about Mrs. Miles which enabled her to have her will
-carried out, although she was lying<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140"></a>{140}</span> ill in bed,&mdash;to have her will
-carried out as far as the immediate severance of the lovers was
-concerned. When the command had been brought by the mouth of a servant,
-Bessy determined that she would not see Philip again before he went. She
-understood that she was bound by her position, bound by gratitude, bound
-by a sense of propriety, to so much obedience as that. No earthly
-authority could be sufficient to make her abandon her troth. In that she
-could not allow even her aunt to sway her,&mdash;her aunt though she were
-sick and suffering, even though she were dying! Both her love and her
-vow were sacred to her. But obedience at the moment she did owe, and she
-kept her room. Philip came to the door, but she sat mute and would not
-speak to him. Mrs. Knowl, when she brought her some food, asked her
-whether she intended to obey the order. “Your aunt wants a promise from
-you, Miss Bessy?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure my aunt knows that I shall obey her,” said Bessy.</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning Philip left the house. He sent a message to his
-mother, asking whether she would see him; but she refused. “I think you
-had better not disturb her, Mr. Philip,” said Mrs. Knowl. Then he went,
-and as the waggonette took him away from the door, Bessy sat and
-listened to the sound of the wheels on the gravel.</p>
-
-<p>All that day and all the next passed on and she was not allowed to see
-her aunt. Mrs. Knowl repeated that she could not take upon herself to
-say that Madam<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141"></a>{141}</span> was better. No doubt the worry of the last day or two
-had been a great trouble to her. Mrs. Knowl grew much in self-importance
-at the time, and felt that she was overtopping Miss Bessy in the affairs
-of Launay.</p>
-
-<p>It was no less true than singular that all the sympathies of the place
-should be on the side of the old woman. Her illness probably had
-something to do with it. And then she had been so autocratic, all Launay
-and Budcombe had been so accustomed to bow down to her, that rebellion
-on the part of anyone seemed to be shocking. And who was Bessy Pryor
-that she should dare to think of marrying the heir? Who, even, was the
-supposed heir that he should dare to think of marrying anyone in
-opposition to the actual owner of the acres? Heir though he was called,
-he was not necessarily the heir. She might do as she pleased with all
-Launay and all Budcombe, and there were those who thought that if Philip
-was still obstinate she would leave everything to her elder son. She did
-not love her elder son. In these days she never saw him. He was a gay
-man of the world, who had never been dutiful to her. But he might take
-the name of Launay, and the family would be perpetuated as well that way
-as the other. Philip was very foolish. And as for Bessy; Bessy was worse
-than foolish. That was the verdict of the place generally.</p>
-
-<p>I think Launay liked it. The troubles of our neighbours are generally
-endurable, and any subject for conversation is a blessing. Launay liked
-the <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142"></a>{142}</span>excitement; but, nevertheless, felt itself to be compressed into
-whispers and a solemn demeanour. The Gregory girls were solemn,
-conscious of the iniquity of their friend, and deeply sensitive of the
-danger to which poor Philip was exposed. When a rumour came to the
-vicarage that a fly had been up at the great house, it was immediately
-conceived that Mr. Jones, the lawyer from Taunton, had been sent for,
-with a view to an alteration of the will. This suddenness, this anger,
-this disruption of all things was dreadful! But when it was discovered
-that the fly contained no one but the doctor there was disappointment.</p>
-
-<p>On the third day there came a message from Mrs. Miles to the rector.
-Would Mr. Gregory step up and see Mrs. Miles? Then it was thought at the
-rectory that the dear old lady was again worse, and that she had sent
-for her clergyman that she might receive the last comforts of religion.
-But this again was wrong. “Mr. Gregory,” she said very suddenly, “I want
-to consult you as to a future home for Bessy Pryor.”</p>
-
-<p>“Must she go from this?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; she must go from this. You have heard, perhaps, about her and my
-son.” Mr. Gregory acknowledged that he had heard. “Of course she must
-go. I cannot have Philip banished from the house which is to be his own.
-In this matter he probably has been the most to blame.”</p>
-
-<p>“They have both, perhaps, been foolish.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is wickedness rather than folly. But he has been the wickeder. It
-should have been a duty to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143"></a>{143}</span> him, a great duty, and he should have been
-the stronger. But he is my son, and I cannot banish him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no!”</p>
-
-<p>“But they must not be brought together. I love Bessy Pryor dearly, Mr.
-Gregory; oh, so dearly! Since she came to me, now so many years ago, she
-has been like a gleam of sunlight in the house. She has always been
-gentle with me. The very touch of her hand is sweet to me. But I must
-not on that account sacrifice the honour of the family. I have a duty to
-do; and I must do it, though I tear my heart in pieces. Where can I send
-her?”</p>
-
-<p>“Permanently?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yes; permanently. If Philip were married, of course she might
-come back. But I will still trust that she herself may be married first.
-I do not mean to cast her off;&mdash;only she must go. Anything that may be
-wanting in money shall be paid for her. She shall be provided for
-comfortably. You know what I had hoped about Mr. Morrison. Perhaps he
-may even yet be able to persuade her; but it must be away from here.
-Where can I send her?”</p>
-
-<p>This was a question not very easy to answer, and Mr. Gregory said that
-he must take time to think of it. Mrs. Miles, when she asked the
-question, was aware that Mr. Gregory had a maiden sister, living at
-Avranches in Normandy, who was not in opulent circumstances.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144"></a>{144}</span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VI-2" id="CHAPTER_VI-2"></a>CHAPTER VI.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS TO BE BANISHED.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">When</span> a man is asked by his friend if he knows of a horse to be sold he
-does not like immediately to suggest a transfer of the animal which he
-has in his own stable, though he may at the moment be in want of money
-and anxious to sell his steed. So it was with Mr. Gregory. His sister
-would be delighted to take as a boarder a young lady for whom liberal
-payment would be made; but at the first moment he had hesitated to make
-an offer by which his own sister would be benefited. On the next
-morning, however, he wrote as follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“<span class="smcap">Dear Mrs. Miles</span>,&mdash;My sister Amelia is living at Avranches, where
-she has a pleasant little house on the outskirts of the town, with
-a garden. An old friend was living with her, but she died last
-year, and my sister is now alone. If you think that Bessy would
-like to sojourn for awhile in Normandy, I will write to Amelia and
-make the proposition. Bessy will find my sister good-tempered and
-kind-hearted.&mdash;Faithfully yours, <span class="smcap">Joshua Gregory</span>.”</p></div>
-
-<p>Mrs. Miles did not care much for the good temper and the kind heart. Had
-she asked herself whether she wished Bessy to be happy she would no
-doubt have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145"></a>{145}</span> answered herself in the affirmative. She would probably have
-done so in regard to any human being or animal in the world. Of course,
-she wanted them all to be happy. But happiness was to her thinking of
-much less importance than duty; and at the present moment her duty and
-Bessy’s duty and Philip’s duty were so momentous that no idea of
-happiness ought to be considered in the matter at all. Had Mr. Gregory
-written to say that his sister was a woman of severe morals, of stern
-aspect, prone to repress all youthful ebullitions, and supposed to be
-disagreeable because of her temper, all that would have been no
-obstacle. In the present condition of things suffering would be better
-than happiness; more in accord with the feelings and position of the
-person concerned. It was quite intelligible to Mrs. Miles that Bessy
-should really love Philip almost to the breaking of her heart, quite
-intelligible that Philip should have set his mind upon the untoward
-marriage with all the obstinacy of a proud man. When young men and young
-women neglect their duty, hearts have to be broken. But it is not a soft
-and silken operation, which can be made pleasant by good temper and
-social kindness. It was necessary, for certain quite adequate reasons,
-that Bessy should be put on the wheel, and be racked and tormented. To
-talk to her of the good temper of the old woman who would have to turn
-the wheel would be to lie to her. Mrs. Miles did not want her to think
-that things could be made pleasant for her.</p>
-
-<p>Soon after the receipt of Mr. Gregory’s letter she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146"></a>{146}</span> sent for Bessy, who
-was then brought into the room under the guard, as it were, of Mrs.
-Knowl. Mrs. Knowl accompanied her along the corridor, which was surely
-unnecessary, as Bessy’s door had not been locked upon her. Her
-imprisonment had only come from obedience. But Mrs. Knowl felt that a
-great trust had been confided to her, and was anxious to omit none of
-her duties. She opened the door so that the invalid on the bed could see
-that this duty had been done, and then Bessy crept into the room. She
-crept in, but very quickly, and in a moment had her arms round the old
-woman’s back and her lips pressed to the old woman’s forehead. “Why may
-not I come and be with you?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Because you are disobedient.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no; I do all that you tell me. I have not stirred from my room,
-though it was hard to think you were ill so near me, and that I could do
-nothing. I did not try to say a word to him, or even to look at him; and
-now that he has gone, why should I not be with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“It cannot be.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why not, aunt? Even though you would not speak to me I could be
-with you. Who is there to read to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no one. Of course it is dreary. But there are worse things
-than dreariness.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should not I come back, now that he has gone?” She still had her
-arm round the old woman’s back, and had now succeeded in dragging
-herself on to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147"></a>{147}</span> the bed and in crouching down by her aunt’s side. It was
-her perseverance in this fashion that had so often forced Mrs. Miles out
-of her own ordained method of life, and compelled her to leave for a
-moment the strictness which was congenial to her. It was this that had
-made her declare to Mr. Gregory, in the midst of her severity, that
-Bessy had been like a gleam of sunshine in the house. Even now she knew
-not how to escape from the softness of an embrace which was in truth so
-grateful to her. It was a consciousness of this,&mdash;of the potency of
-Bessy’s charm even over herself,&mdash;which had made her hasten to send her
-away from her. Bessy would read to her all the day, would hold her hand
-when she was half dozing, would assist in every movement with all the
-patience and much more than the tenderness of a waiting-maid. There was
-no voice so sweet, no hand so cool, no memory so mindful, no step so
-soft as Bessy’s. And now Bessy was there, lying on her bed, caressing
-her, more closely bound to her than had ever been any other being in the
-world, and yet Bessy was an enemy from whom it was imperatively
-necessary that she should be divided.</p>
-
-<p>“Get down, Bessy,” she said; “go off from me.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, no,” said Bessy, still clinging to her and kissing her.</p>
-
-<p>“I have that to say to you which must be said calmly.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am calm,&mdash;quite calm. I will do whatever you tell me; only pray,
-pray, do not send me away from you.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148"></a>{148}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You say that you will obey me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will; I have. I always have obeyed you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will you give up your love for Philip?”</p>
-
-<p>“Could I give up my love for you, if anybody told me? How can I do it?
-Love comes of itself. I did not try to love him. Oh, if you could know
-how I tried not to love him! If somebody came and said I was not to love
-you, would it be possible?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am speaking of another love.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I know. One is a kind of love that is always welcome. The other
-comes first as a shock, and one struggles to avoid it. But when it has
-come, how can it be helped? I do love him, better than all the world.”
-As she said this she raised herself upon the bed, so as to look round
-upon her aunt’s face; but still she kept her arm upon the old woman’s
-shoulder. “Is it not natural? How could I have helped it?”</p>
-
-<p>“You must have known that it was wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>“No!”</p>
-
-<p>“You did not know that it would displease me?”</p>
-
-<p>“I knew that it was unfortunate,&mdash;not wrong. What did I do that was
-wrong? When he asked me, could I tell him anything but the truth?”</p>
-
-<p>“You should have told him nothing.” At this reply Bessy shook her head.
-“It cannot be that you should think that in such a matter there should
-be no restraint. Did you expect that I should give my consent to such a
-marriage? I want to hear from yourself what you thought of my feelings.”</p>
-
-<p>“I knew you would be angry.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149"></a>{149}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Well?”</p>
-
-<p>“I knew you must think me unfit to be Philip’s wife.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well?”</p>
-
-<p>“I knew that you wanted something else for him, and something else also
-for me.”</p>
-
-<p>“And did such knowledge go for nothing?”</p>
-
-<p>“It made me feel that my love was unfortunate,&mdash;but not that it was
-wrong. I could not help it. He had come to me, and I loved him. The
-other man came, and I could not love him. Why should I be shut up for
-this in my own room? Why should I be sent away from you, to be miserable
-because I know that you want things done? He is not here. If he were
-here and you bade me not to go near him, I would not go. Though he were
-in the next room I would not see him. I would obey you altogether, but I
-must love him. And as I love him I cannot love another. You would not
-wish me to marry a man when my heart has been given to another.”</p>
-
-<p>The old woman had not at all intended that there should be such
-arguments as these. It had been her purpose simply to communicate her
-plan, to tell Bessy that she would have to live probably for a few years
-at Avranches, and then to send her back to her prison. But Bessy had
-again got the best of her, and then had come caressing, talking, and
-excuses. Bessy had been nearly an hour in her room before Mrs. Miles had
-disclosed her purpose, and had hovered round her aunt, doing as had been
-her wont when she was recognised as having all the powers of head nurse
-in her hands.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150"></a>{150}</span> Then at last, in a manner very different from that which
-had been planned, Mrs. Miles proposed the Normandy scheme. She had been,
-involuntarily, so much softened that she condescended even to repeat
-what Mr. Gregory had said as to the good temper and general kindness of
-his maiden sister. “But why should I go?” asked Bessy, almost sobbing.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder that you should ask.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is not here.”</p>
-
-<p>“But he may come.”</p>
-
-<p>“If he came ever so I would not see him if you bade me not. I think you
-hardly understand me, aunt. I will obey you in everything. I am sure you
-will not now ask me to marry Mr. Morrison.”</p>
-
-<p>She could not say that Philip would be more likely to become amenable
-and marry the Cornish heiress if Bessy were away at Avranches than if
-she still remained shut up at Launay. But that was her feeling. Philip,
-she knew, would be less obedient than Bessy. But then, too, Philip might
-be less obstinate of purpose. “You cannot live here, Bessy, unless you
-will say that you will never become the wife of my son.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never?”</p>
-
-<p>“Never!”</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot say that.” There was a long pause before she found the courage
-to pronounce these words, but she did pronounce them at last.</p>
-
-<p>“Then you must go.”</p>
-
-<p>“I may stay and nurse you till you are well. Let me do that. I will go
-whenever you may bid me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151"></a>{151}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“No. There shall be no terms between us. We must be friends, Bessy, or
-we must be enemies. We cannot be friends as long as you hold yourself to
-be engaged to Philip Launay. While that is so I will not take a cup of
-water from your hands. No, no,” for the girl was again trying to embrace
-her. “I will not have your love, nor shall you have mine.”</p>
-
-<p>“My heart would break were I to say it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then let it break! Is my heart not broken? What is it though our hearts
-do break,&mdash;what is it though we die,&mdash;if we do our duty? You owe this
-for what I have done for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I owe you everything.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then say that you will give him up.”</p>
-
-<p>“I owe you everything, except this. I will not speak to him, I will not
-write to him, I will not even look at him, but I will not give him up.
-When one loves, one cannot give it up.” Then she was ordered to go back
-to her room, and back to her room she went.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VII-2" id="CHAPTER_VII-2"></a>CHAPTER VII.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS BANISHED TO NORMANDY.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">There</span> was nothing for it but to go, after the interview described in the
-last chapter. Mrs. Miles sent a message to the obstinate girl, informing
-her that she need not any longer consider herself as a prisoner, but<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152"></a>{152}</span>
-that she had better prepare her clothes so as to be ready to start
-within a week. The necessary correspondence had taken place between
-Launay and Avranches, and within ten days from the time at which Mr.
-Gregory had made the proposition,&mdash;in less than a fortnight from the
-departure of her lover,&mdash;Bessy came down from her room all equipped, and
-took her place in the same waggonette which so short a time before had
-taken her lover away from her. During the week she had had liberty to go
-where she pleased, except into her aunt’s room. But she had, in truth,
-been almost as much a prisoner as before. She did for a few minutes each
-day go out into the garden, but she would not go beyond the garden into
-the park, nor did she accept an invitation from the Gregory girls to
-spend an evening at the rectory. It would be so necessary, one of them
-wrote, that everything should be told to her as to the disposition and
-ways of life of Aunt Amelia! But Bessy would not see the Gregory girls.
-She was being sent away from home because of the wickedness of her love,
-and all Launay knew it. In such a condition of things she could not go
-out to eat sally-lunn and pound-cake, and to be told of the delights of
-a small Norman town. She would not even see the Gregory girls when they
-came up to the house, but wrote an affectionate note to the elder of
-them explaining that her misery was too great to allow her to see any
-friend.</p>
-
-<p>She was in truth very miserable. It was not only because of her love,
-from which she had from the first<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153"></a>{153}</span> been aware that misery must
-come,&mdash;undoubted misery, if not misery that would last through her whole
-life. But now there was added to this the sorrow of absolute banishment
-from her aunt. Mrs. Miles would not see her again before she started.
-Bessy was well aware of all that she owed to the mistress of Launay;
-and, being intelligent in the reading of character, was aware also that
-through many years she had succeeded in obtaining from the old woman
-more than the intended performance of an undertaken duty. She had forced
-the old woman to love her, and was aware that by means of that love the
-old woman’s life had been brightened. She had not only received, but had
-conferred kindness,&mdash;and it is by conferring kindness that love is
-created. It was an agony to her that she should be compelled to leave
-this dearest friend, who was still sick and infirm, without seeing her.
-But Mrs. Miles was inexorable. These four words written on a scrap of
-paper were brought to her on that morning:&mdash;“Pray, pray, see me!” She
-was still inexorable. There had been long pencil-written notes between
-them on the previous day. If Bessy would pledge herself to give up her
-lover all might yet be changed. The old woman at Avranches should be
-compensated for her disappointment. Bessy should be restored to all her
-privileges at Launay. “You shall be my own, own child,” said Mrs. Miles.
-She condescended even to promise that not a word more should be said
-about Mr. Morrison. But Bessy also could be inexorable. “I cannot say
-that I will give him up,” she wrote. Thus it came to pass that she had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154"></a>{154}</span>
-to get into the waggonette without seeing her old friend. Mrs. Knowl
-went with her, having received instructions to wait upon Miss Bessy all
-the way to Avranches. Mrs. Knowl felt that she was sent as a guard
-against the lover. Mrs. Miles had known Bessy too well to have fear of
-that kind, and had sent Mrs. Knowl as general guardian against the wild
-beasts which are supposed to be roaming about the world in quest of
-unprotected young females.</p>
-
-<p>In the distribution of her anger Mrs. Miles had for the moment been very
-severe towards Philip as to pecuniary matters. He had chosen to be
-rebellious, and therefore he was not only turned out of the house, but
-told that he must live on an uncomfortably small income. But to Bessy
-Mrs. Miles was liberal. She had astounded Miss Gregory by the nobility
-of the terms she had proposed, and on the evening before the journey had
-sent ten five-pound notes in a blank envelope to Bessy. Then in a
-subsequent note she had said that a similar sum would be paid to her
-every half-year. In none of these notes was there any expression of
-endearment. To none of them was there even a signature. But they all
-conveyed evidence of the amount of thought which Mrs. Miles was giving
-to Bessy and her affairs.</p>
-
-<p>Bessy’s journey was very comfortless. She had learned to hate Mrs.
-Knowl, who assumed all the airs of a duenna. She would not leave Bessy
-out of sight for a moment, as though Philip might have been hidden
-behind every curtain or under every table. Once or<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155"></a>{155}</span> twice the duenna
-made a little attempt at persuasion herself: “It ain’t no good, miss,
-and it had better be give up.” Then Bessy looked at her, and desired
-that she might be left alone. This had been at the hotel at Dover. Then
-again Mrs. Knowl spoke as the carriage was approaching Avranches: “If
-you wish to come back, Miss Bessy, the way is open.” “Never mind my
-wishes, Mrs. Knowl,” said Bessy. When, on her return to Launay, Mrs.
-Knowl once attempted to intimate to her mistress that Miss Bessy was
-very obstinate, she was silenced so sternly, so shortly, that the
-housekeeper began to doubt whether she might not have made a mistake and
-whether Bessy would not at last prevail. It was evident that Mrs. Miles
-would not hear a word against Bessy.</p>
-
-<p>On her arrival at Avranches Miss Gregory was very kind to her. She found
-that she was received not at all as a naughty girl who had been sent
-away from home in order that she might be subjected to severe treatment.
-Miss Gregory fulfilled all the promises which her brother had made on
-her behalf, and was thoroughly kind and good-tempered. For nearly a
-month not a word was said about Philip or the love affairs. It seemed to
-be understood that Bessy had come to Avranches quite at her own desire.
-She was introduced to the genteel society with which that place abounds,
-and was conscious that a much freer life was vouchsafed to her than she
-had ever known before. At Launay she had of course been subject to Mrs.
-Miles. Now she was subject to no one. Miss Gregory exercised<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156"></a>{156}</span> no
-authority over her,&mdash;was indeed rather subject to Bessy, as being
-recipient of the money paid for Bessy’s board and lodging.</p>
-
-<p>But by the end of the month there had grown up so much of friendship
-between the elder and the younger lady, that something came to be said
-about Philip. It was impossible that Bessy should be silent as to her
-past life. By degrees she told all that Mrs. Miles had done for her; how
-she herself had been a penniless orphan; how Mrs. Miles had taken her in
-from simple charity; how love had grown up between them two,&mdash;the
-warmest, truest love; and then how that other love had grown! The
-telling of secrets begets the telling of secrets. Miss Gregory, though
-she was now old, with the marks of little feeble crow’s-feet round her
-gentle eyes, though she wore a false front and was much withered, had
-also had her love affair. She took delight in pouring forth her little
-tale; how she had loved an officer and had been beloved; how there had
-been no money; how the officer’s parents had besought her to set the
-officer free, so that he might marry money; how she had set the officer
-free, and how, in consequence, the officer had married money and was now
-a major-general, with a large family, a comfortable house, and the gout.
-“And I have always thought it was right,” said the excellent spinster.
-“What could I have done for him?”</p>
-
-<p>“It couldn’t be right if he loved you best,” said Bessy.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not, my dear? He has made an excellent<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157"></a>{157}</span> husband. Perhaps he didn’t
-love me best when he stood at the altar.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think love should be more holy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mine has been very holy,&mdash;to me, myself. For a time I wept; but now I
-think I am happier than if I had never seen him. It adds something to
-one’s life to have been loved once.”</p>
-
-<p>Bessy, who was of a stronger temperament, told herself that happiness
-such as that would not suffice for her. She wanted not only to be happy
-herself, but also to make him so. In the simplicity of her heart she
-wondered whether Philip would be different from that easy-changing
-major-general; but in the strength of her heart she was sure he would be
-very different. She would certainly not release him at the request of
-any parent;&mdash;but he should be free as air at the slightest hint of a
-request from himself. She did not believe for a moment that such a
-request would come; but, if it did,&mdash;if it did,&mdash;then there should be no
-difficulty. Then would she submit to banishment,&mdash;at Avranches or
-elsewhere as it might be decided for her,&mdash;till it might please the Lord
-to release her from her troubles.</p>
-
-<p>At the end of six weeks Miss Gregory knew the whole secret of Philip and
-Bessy’s love, and knew also that Bessy was quite resolved to persevere.
-There were many discussions about love, in which Bessy always clung to
-the opinion that when it was once offered and taken, given and received,
-it ought to be held as more sacred than any other bond. She owed much to
-Mrs. Miles;&mdash;she acknowledged that;&mdash;but she thought<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158"></a>{158}</span> that she owed more
-to Philip. Miss Gregory would never quite agree with her;&mdash;was strong in
-her own opinion that women are born to yield and suffer and live
-mutilated lives, like herself; but not the less did they become fast
-friends. At the end of six weeks it was determined between them that
-Bessy should write to Mrs. Miles. Mrs. Miles had signified her wish not
-to be written to, and had not herself written. Messages as to the
-improving state of her health had come from the Gregory girls, but no
-letter had as yet passed. Then Bessy wrote as follows, in direct
-disobedience to her aunt’s orders:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“Dearest Aunt,&mdash;I cannot help writing a line because I am so
-anxious about you. Mary Gregory says you have been up and out on
-the lawn in the sunshine, but it would make me so happy if I could
-see the words in your own dear handwriting. Do send me one little
-word. And though I know what you told me, still I think you will be
-glad to hear that your poor affectionate loving Bessy is well. I
-will not say that I am quite happy. I cannot be quite happy away
-from Launay and you. But Miss Gregory has been very, very kind to
-me, and there are nice people here. We live almost as quietly as at
-Launay, but sometimes we see the people. I am reading German and
-making lace, and I try not to be idle.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-bye, dear, dearest aunt. Try to think kindly of me. I pray
-for you every morning and night. If you will send me a little note
-from yourself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159"></a>{159}</span> it will fill me with joy.”&mdash;Your most affectionate
-and devoted niece,</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-<span class="smcap">Bessy Pryor</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>This was brought up to Mrs. Miles when she was still in bed, for as yet
-she had not returned to the early hours of her healthy life. When she
-had read it she at first held it apart from her. Then she put it close
-to her bosom, and wept bitterly as she thought how void of sunshine the
-house had been since that gleam had been turned away from it.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VIII-2" id="CHAPTER_VIII-2"></a>CHAPTER VIII.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR RECEIVED TWO LETTERS FROM LAUNAY.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> same post brought Bessy two letters from England about the middle of
-August, both of which the reader shall see;&mdash;but first shall be given
-that which Bessy read the last. It was from Mrs. Miles, and had been
-sent when she was beginning to think that her aunt was still resolved
-not to write to her. The letter was as follows, and was written on
-square paper, which in these days is only used even by the old-fashioned
-when the letter to be sent is supposed to be one of great importance.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“My dear Bessy,&mdash;Though I had told you not to write to me, still I
-am glad to hear that you are well, and that your new home has been
-made as comfortable<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160"></a>{160}</span> for you as circumstances will permit. Launay
-has not been comfortable since you went. I miss you very much. You
-have become so dear to me that my life is sad without you. My days
-have never been bright, but now they are less so than ever. I
-should scruple to admit so much as this to you, were it not that I
-intend it as a prelude to that which will follow.</p>
-
-<p>“We have been sent into this world, my child, that we may do our
-duties, independent of that fleeting feeling which we call
-happiness. In the smaller affairs of life I am sure you would never
-seek a pleasure at the cost of your conscience. If not in the
-smaller things, then certainly should you not do so in the greater.
-To deny yourself, to remember the welfare of others, when
-temptation is urging you to do wrong, then do that which you know
-to be right,&mdash;that is your duty as a Christian, and especially your
-duty as a woman. To sacrifice herself is the special heroism which
-a woman can achieve. Men who are called upon to work may gratify
-their passions and still be heroes. A woman can soar only by
-suffering.</p>
-
-<p>“You will understand why I tell you this. I and my son have been
-born into a special degree of life which I think it to be my duty
-and his to maintain. It is not that I or that he may enjoy any
-special delights that I hold fast to this opinion, but that I may
-do my part towards maintaining that order of things which has made
-my country more blessed than others. It would take me long to
-explain all this, but I know you will believe me when I say that
-an<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161"></a>{161}</span> imperative sense of duty is my guide. You have not been born
-into that degree. That this does not affect my own personal feeling
-to you, you must know. You have had many signs how dear you are to
-me. At this moment my days are heavy to bear because I have not my
-Bessy with me,&mdash;my Bessy who has been so good to me, so loving,
-such an infinite blessing that to see the hem of her garments, to
-hear the sound of her foot, has made things bright around me. Now,
-there is nothing to see, nothing to hear, that is not unsightly and
-harsh of sound. Oh, Bessy, if you could come back to me!</p>
-
-<p>“But I have to do that duty of which I have spoken, and I shall do
-it. Though I were never to see you again I shall do it. I am used
-to suffering, and sometimes think it wrong even to wish that you
-were back with me. But I write to you thus that you may understand
-everything. If you will say that you will give him up, you shall
-return to me and be my own, own beloved child. I tell you that you
-are not of the same degree. I am bound to tell you so. But you
-shall be so near my heart that nothing shall separate us.</p>
-
-<p>“You two cannot marry while I am living. I do not think it possible
-that you should be longing to be made happy by my death. And you
-should remember that he cannot be the first to break away from this
-foolish engagement without dishonour. As he is the wealthy one, and
-the higher born, and as he is the man, he ought not to be the first
-to say the word.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162"></a>{162}</span> You may say it without falsehood and without
-disgrace. You may say it, and all the world will know that you have
-been actuated only by a sense of duty. It will be acknowledged that
-you have sacrificed yourself,&mdash;as it becomes a woman to do.</p>
-
-<p>“One word from you will be enough to assure me. Since you came to
-me you have never been false. One word, and you shall come back to
-me and to Launay, my friend and my treasure! If it be that there
-must be suffering, we will suffer together. If tears are necessary
-there shall be joint tears. Though I am old still I can understand.
-I will acknowledge the sacrifice. But, Bessy, my Bessy, dearest
-Bessy, the sacrifice must be made.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course he must live away from Launay for awhile. The fault will
-have been his, and what of inconvenience there may be he must
-undergo. He shall not come here till you yourself shall say that
-you can bear his presence without an added sorrow.</p>
-
-<p>“I know you will not let this letter be in vain. I know you will
-think it over deeply, and that you will not keep me too long
-waiting for an answer. I need hardly tell you that I am</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-<span style="margin-right: 4em;">“Your most loving friend,</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">M. Miles.</span>”<br />
-</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>When Bessy was reading this, when the strong words with which her aunt
-had pleaded her cause were harrowing her heart, she had clasped in her
-hand this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163"></a>{163}</span> other letter from her lover. This too was written from
-Launay.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“My own dearest Bessy,&mdash;It is absolutely only now that I have found
-out where you are, and have done so simply because the people at
-the rectory could not keep the secret. Can anything be more absurd
-than supposing that my mother can have her way by whisking you
-away, and shutting you up in Normandy? It is too foolish! She has
-sent for me, and I have come like a dutiful son. I have, indeed,
-been rejoiced to see her looking again so much like herself. But I
-have not extended my duty to obeying her in a matter in which my
-own future happiness is altogether bound up; and in which, perhaps,
-the happiness of another person may be slightly concerned. I have
-told her that I would venture to say nothing of the happiness of
-the other person. The other person might be indifferent, though I
-did not believe it was so; but I was quite sure of my own. I have
-assured her that I know what I want myself, and that I do not mean
-to abandon my hope of achieving it. I know that she is writing to
-you. She can of course say what she pleases.</p>
-
-<p>“The idea of separating two people who are as old as you and I, and
-who completely know our own minds,&mdash;you see that I do not really
-doubt as to yours,&mdash;is about as foolish as anything well can be. It
-is as though we were going back half a dozen centuries into the
-tyrannies of the middle ages. My object shall be to induce her to
-let you come home and be married<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164"></a>{164}</span> properly from Launay. If she will
-not consent by the end of this month I shall go over to you, and we
-must contrive to be married at Avranches. When the thing has been
-once done all this rubbish will be swept away. I do not believe for
-a moment that my mother will punish us by any injustice as to
-money.</p>
-
-<p>“Write and tell me that you agree with me, and be sure that I shall
-remain, as I am, always altogether your own,</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-<span style="margin-right: 4em;">“Truly and affectionately,</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Philip Miles</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>When Bessy Pryor began to consider these two letters together, she felt
-that the task was almost too much for her. Her lover’s letter had been
-the first read. She had known his handwriting, and of course had read
-his the first. And as she had read it everything seemed to be of rose
-colour. Of course she had been filled with joy. Something had been done
-by the warnings of Miss Gregory, something, but not much, to weaken her
-strong faith in her lover. The major-general had been worldly and
-untrue, and it had been possible that her Philip should be as had been
-the major-general. There had been moments of doubt in which her heart
-had fainted a little; but as she read her lover’s words she acknowledged
-to herself how wrong she had been to faint at all. He declared it to be
-“a matter in which his own future happiness was altogether bound up.”
-And then there had been his playful allusion to her happiness, which was
-not the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165"></a>{165}</span> less pleasant to her because he had pretended to think that the
-“other person might be indifferent.” She pouted her lips at him, as
-though he were present while she was reading, with a joyous affectation
-of disdain. No, no; she could not consent to an immediate marriage at
-Avranches. There must be some delay. But she would write to him and
-explain all that. Then she read her aunt’s letter.</p>
-
-<p>It moved her very much. She had read it all twice before there came upon
-her a feeling of doubt, an acknowledgment to herself that she must
-reconsider the matter. But even when she was only reading it, before she
-had begun to consider, her former joy was repressed and almost quenched.
-So much of it was too true, terribly true. Of course her duty should be
-paramount. If she could persuade herself that duty required her to
-abandon Philip, she must abandon him, let the suffering to herself or to
-others be what it might. But then, what was it that duty required of
-her? “To sacrifice herself is the special heroism which a woman can
-achieve.” Yes, she believed that. But then, how about sacrificing
-Philip, who, no doubt, was telling the truth when he said that his own
-happiness was altogether bound up in his love?</p>
-
-<p>She was moved too by all that which Mrs. Miles said as to the grandeur
-of the Launay family. She had learned enough of the manners of Launay to
-be quite alive to the aristocratic idiosyncrasies of the old woman. She,
-Bessy Pryor, was nobody. It would have been well that Philip Launay
-should have founded his happiness<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166"></a>{166}</span> on some girl of higher birth. But he
-had not done so. King Cophetua’s marriage had been recognised by the
-world at large. Philip was no more than King Cophetua, nor was she less
-than the beggar-girl. Like to like in marriages was no doubt
-expedient,&mdash;but not indispensable. And though she was not Philip’s
-equal, yet she was a lady. She would not disgrace him at his table, or
-among his friends. She was sure that she could be a comfort to him in
-his work.</p>
-
-<p>But the parts of the old woman’s letter which moved her most were those
-in which she gave full play to her own heart, and spoke, without
-reserve, of her own love for her dearest Bessy. “My days are heavy to
-bear because I have not my Bessy with me.” It was impossible to read
-this and not to have some desire to yield. How good this lady had been
-to her! Was it not through her that she had known Philip? But for Mrs.
-Miles, what would her own life have been? She thought that had she been
-sure of Philip’s happiness, could she have satisfied herself that he
-would bear the blow, she would have done as she was asked. She would
-have achieved her heroism, and shown the strength of her gratitude, and
-would have taken her delight in administering to the comforts of her old
-friend,&mdash;only that Philip had her promise. All that she could possibly
-owe to all the world beside must be less, so infinitely less, than what
-she owed to him.</p>
-
-<p>She would have consulted Miss Gregory, but she knew so well what Miss
-Gregory would have advised. Miss Gregory would only have mentioned the
-major-general<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167"></a>{167}</span> and her own experiences. Bessy determined, therefore, to
-lie awake and think of it, and to take no other counsellor beyond her
-own heart.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IX-2" id="CHAPTER_IX-2"></a>CHAPTER IX.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR ANSWERED THE TWO LETTERS, AND WHAT CAME OF IT.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> letters were read very often, and that from Mrs. Miles I think the
-oftener. Philip’s love was plainly expressed, and what more is expected
-from a lover’s letter than a strong, manly expression of love? It was
-quite satisfactory, declaring the one important fact that his happiness
-was bound up in hers. But Mrs. Miles’ was the stronger letter, and by
-far the more suggestive. She had so mingled hardness and softness, had
-enveloped her stern lesson of feminine duty in so sweet a frame of
-personal love, that it was hardly possible that such a girl as Bessy
-Pryor should not be shaken by her arguments. There were moments during
-the night in which she had almost resolved to yield. “A woman can soar
-only by suffering.” She was not sure that she wanted to soar, but she
-certainly did want to do her duty, even though suffering should come of
-it. But there was one word in her aunt’s letter which militated against
-the writer’s purpose rather than assisted it. “Since you first came to
-me, you have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168"></a>{168}</span> never been false.” False! no; she hoped she had not been
-false. Whatever might be the duty of a man or a woman, that duty should
-be founded on truth. Was it not her special duty at this moment to be
-true to Philip? I do not know that she was altogether logical. I do not
-know but that in so supporting herself in her love there may have been a
-bias of personal inclination. Bessy perhaps was a little prone to think
-that her delight and her duty went together. But that flattering
-assurance, that she had never yet been false, strengthened her
-resolution to be true, now, to Philip.</p>
-
-<p>She took the whole of the next day to think, abstaining during the whole
-day from a word of confidential conversation with Miss Gregory. Then on
-the following morning she wrote her letters. That to Philip would be
-easily written. Words come readily when one has to give a hearty assent
-to an eager and welcome proposition. But to deny, to make denial to one
-loved and respected, to make denial of that which the loved one has a
-right to ask, must be difficult. Bessy, like a brave girl, went to the
-hard task first, and she rushed instantly at her subject, as a brave
-horseman rides at his fence without craning.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“Dearest Aunt,&mdash;I cannot do as you bid me. My word to him is so
-sacred to me that I do not dare to break it. I cannot say that I
-won’t be his when I feel that I have already given myself to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear, dearest aunt, my heart is very sad as I write<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169"></a>{169}</span> this, because
-I feel that I am separating myself from you almost for ever. You
-know that I love you. You know that I am miserable because you have
-banished me from your side. All the sweet kind words of your love
-to me are like daggers to me, because I cannot show my gratitude by
-doing as you would have me. It seems so hard! I know it is probable
-that I may never see him again, and yet I am to be separated from
-you, and you will be my enemy. In all the world there are but two
-that I really love. Though I cannot and will not give him up, I
-desire to be back at Launay now only that I might be with you. My
-love for him would be contented with a simple permission that it
-should exist. My love for you cannot be satisfied unless I am
-allowed to be close to you once again. You say that a woman’s duty
-consists in suffering. I am striving to do my duty, but I know how
-great is my suffering in doing it. However angry you may be with
-your Bessy, you will not think that she can appear even to be
-ungrateful without a pang.</p>
-
-<p>“Though I will not give him up, you need not fear that I shall do
-anything. Should he come here I could not, I suppose, avoid seeing
-him, but I should ask him to go at once; and I should beg Miss
-Gregory to tell him that she could not make him welcome to her
-house. In all things I will do as though I were your
-daughter&mdash;though I know so well how far I am from any right to make
-use of so dear a name!</p>
-
-<p>“But dear, dear aunt, no daughter could love you better, nor strive
-more faithfully to be obedient.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170"></a>{170}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I shall always be, even when you are most angry with me, your own,
-poor, loving, most affectionate</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-“<span class="smcap">Bessy</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>The other letter need perhaps be not given in its entirety. Even in such
-a chronicle as this there seems to be something of treachery, something
-of a want of that forbearance to which young ladies are entitled, in
-making public the words of love which such a one may write to her lover.
-Bessy’s letter was no doubt full of love, but it was full of prudence
-also. She begged him not to come to Avranches. As to such a marriage as
-that of which he had spoken, it was, she assured him, quite impossible.
-She would never give him up, and so she had told Mrs. Miles. In that
-respect her duty to him was above her duty to her aunt. But she was so
-subject to her aunt that she would not in any other matter disobey her.
-For his sake&mdash;for Philip’s sake&mdash;only for Philip’s sake, she grieved
-that there should be more delay. Of course she was aware that it might
-possibly be a trouble in life too many for him to bear. In that case he
-might make himself free from it without a word of reproach from her. Of
-that he alone must be the judge. But, for the present, she could be no
-partner to any plans for the future. Her aunt had desired her to stay at
-Avranches, and at Avranches she must remain. There were words of love,
-no doubt; but the letter, taken altogether, was much sterner and less
-demonstrative of affection than that written to her aunt.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171"></a>{171}</span></p>
-
-<p>There very soon came a rejoinder from Mrs. Miles, but it was so curt and
-harsh as almost to crush Bessy by its laconic severity. “You are
-separated from me, and I am your enemy.” That was all. Beneath that one
-line the old woman had signed her name, M. Miles, in large, plain angry
-letters. Bessy, who knew every turn of the woman’s mind, understood
-exactly how it had been with her when she wrote those few words, and
-when, with care, she had traced that indignant signature. “Then
-everything shall be broken, and though there was but one gleam of
-sunshine left to me, that gleam shall be extinguished. No one shall say
-that I, as Lady of Launay, did not do my duty.” It was thus the Lady of
-Launay had communed with herself when she penned that dreadful line.
-Bessy understood it all, and could almost see the woman as she wrote it.</p>
-
-<p>Then in her desolation she told everything to Miss Gregory&mdash;showed the
-two former letters, showed that dreadful denunciation of lasting wrath,
-and described exactly what had been her own letter, both to Mrs. Miles
-and to her lover. Miss Gregory had but one recipe to offer in such a
-malady; that, namely, which she had taken herself in a somewhat similar
-sickness. The gentleman should be allowed to go forth into the world and
-seek a fitter wife, whereas Bessy should content herself, for the
-remainder of her life, with the pleasures of memory. Miss Gregory
-thought that it was much even to have been once loved by the
-major-general. When Bessy almost angrily declared<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172"></a>{172}</span> that this would not
-be enough for her, Miss Gregory very meekly suggested that possibly
-affection might change in the lapse of years, and that some other
-suitor&mdash;perhaps Mr. Morrison&mdash;might in course of time suffice. But at
-the idea Bessy became indignant, and Miss Gregory was glad to confine
-herself to the remedy pure and simple which she acknowledged to have
-been good for herself.</p>
-
-<p>Then there passed a month&mdash;a month without a line from Launay or from
-Philip. That Mrs. Miles should not write again was to be expected. She
-had declared her enmity, and there was an end of everything. During the
-month there had come a cheque to Miss Gregory from some man of business,
-and with the cheque there had been no intimation that the present
-arrangement was to be brought to a close. It appeared therefore that
-Mrs. Miles, in spite of her enmity, intended to provide for the mutinous
-girl a continuation of the comforts which she now enjoyed. Certainly
-nothing more than this could have been expected from her. But, in regard
-to Philip, though Bessy had assured herself, and had assured Miss
-Gregory also, that she did not at all desire a correspondence in the
-present condition of affairs, still she felt so total a cessation of all
-tidings to be hard to bear. Mary Gregory, when writing to her aunt, said
-nothing of Philip&mdash;merely remarked that Bessy Pryor would be glad to
-know that her aunt had nearly recovered her health, and was again able
-to go out among the poor. Then Bessy began to think&mdash;not that Philip was
-like the major-general,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173"></a>{173}</span> for to that idea she would not give way at
-all&mdash;but that higher and nobler motives had induced him to yield to his
-mother. If so she would never reproach him. If so she would forgive him
-in her heart of hearts. If so she would accept her destiny and entreat
-her old friend to allow her to return once more to Launay, and
-thenceforth to endure the evil thing which fate would have done to her
-in patient submission. If once the word should have come to her from
-Philip, then would she freely declare that everything should be over,
-then and for always, between her and her lover. After such suffering as
-that, while she was undergoing agony so severe, surely her friend would
-forgive her. That terrible word, “I am your enemy,” would surely then be
-withdrawn.</p>
-
-<p>But if it were to be so, if this was to be the end of her love, Philip,
-at least, would write. He would not leave her in doubt, after such a
-decision on his own part. That thought ought to have sustained her; but
-it was explained to her by Miss Gregory that the major-general had taken
-three months before he had been inspirited to send the fatal letter, and
-to declare his purpose of marrying money. There could be but little
-doubt, according to Miss Gregory, that Philip was undergoing the same
-process. It was, she thought, the natural end to such an affair. This
-was the kind of thing which young ladies without dowry, but with hearts
-to love, are doomed to suffer. There could be no doubt that Miss Gregory
-regarded the termination of the affair with a certain amount of
-sympathetic<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174"></a>{174}</span> satisfaction. Could she have given Bessy all Launay, and
-her lover, she would have done so. But sadness and disappointment were
-congenial to her, and a heart broken, but still constant, was, to her
-thinking, a pretty feminine acquisition. She was to herself the heroine
-of her own romance, and she thought it good to be a heroine. But Bessy
-was indignant; not that Philip should be false, but that he should not
-dare to write and say so. “I think he ought to write,” was on her lips,
-when the door was opened, and, lo, all of a sudden, Philip Miles was in
-the room.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_X-2" id="CHAPTER_X-2"></a>CHAPTER X.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR’S LOVER ARGUED HIS CASE.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">We</span> must now go back to Launay. It will be remembered that Bessy received
-both her letters on the same day&mdash;those namely from Mrs. Miles and from
-Philip&mdash;and that they both came from Launay. Philip had been sent away
-from the place when the fact of his declared love was first made known
-to the old lady, as though into a banishment which was to be perpetual
-till he should have repented of his sin. Such certainly had been his
-mother’s intention. He was to be sent one way, and the girl another, and
-everyone concerned was to be made to feel the terrible weight of her
-displeasure, till repentance and retractation should come.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175"></a>{175}</span> He was to be
-starved into obedience by a minimised allowance, and she by the
-weariness of her life at Avranches. But the person most grievously
-punished by these arrangements was herself. She had declared to herself
-that she would endure anything, everything, in the performance of her
-duty. But the desolation of her life was so extreme that it was very
-hard to bear. She did not shrink and tell herself that it was
-unendurable, but after awhile she persuaded herself that now that Bessy
-was gone there could be no reason why Philip also should be exiled.
-Would not her influence be more potent over Philip if he were at Launay?
-She therefore sent for him, and he came. Thus it was that the two
-letters were written from the same house.</p>
-
-<p>Philip obeyed his mother’s behest in coming as he had obeyed it in
-going; but he did not hesitate to show her that he felt himself to be
-aggrieved. Launay of course belonged to her. She could leave it and all
-the property to some hospital if she chose. He was well aware of that.
-But he had been brought up as the heir, and he could not believe that
-there should come such a ruin of heaven and earth as would be produced
-by any change in his mother’s intentions as to the Launay property.
-Touching his marriage, he felt that he had a right to marry whom he
-pleased, as long as she was a lady, and that any dictation from his
-mother in such a matter was a tyranny not to be endured. He had talked
-it all over with the rector before he went. Of course it was possible
-that his mother should commit such an injustice as that at which the
-rector<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176"></a>{176}</span> hinted. “There are,” said Philip, “no bounds to possibilities.”
-It was, however, he thought, all but impossible; and whether probable or
-improbable, no fear of such tyranny should drive him from his purpose.
-He was a little magniloquent, perhaps, in what he said, but he was very
-resolved.</p>
-
-<p>It was, therefore, with some feeling of an injury inflicted upon him
-that he first greeted his mother on his return to the house. For a day
-or two not a word passed about Bessy. “Of course, I am delighted to be
-with you, and glad enough to have the shooting,” he said, in answer to
-some word of hers. “I shouldn’t have gone, as you know, unless you had
-driven me away.” This was hard on the old woman; but she bore it, and,
-for some days, was simply affectionate and gentle to her son&mdash;more
-gentle than was her wont. Then she wrote to Bessy, and told her son that
-she was writing. “It is so impossible,” she said, “that I cannot
-conceive that Bessy should not obey me when she comes to regard it at a
-distance.”</p>
-
-<p>“I see no impossibility; but Bessy can, of course, do as she pleases,”
-replied Philip, almost jauntily. Then he determined that he also would
-write.</p>
-
-<p>There were no further disputes on the matter till Bessy’s answer came,
-and then Mrs. Miles was very angry indeed. She had done her best so to
-write her letter that Bessy should be conquered both by the weight of
-her arguments and by the warmth of her love. If reason would not
-prevail, surely gratitude would compel her to do as she was bidden. But
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177"></a>{177}</span> very first words of Bessy’s letter contained a flat refusal. “I
-cannot do as you bid me.” Who was this girl, that had been picked out of
-a gutter, that she should persist in the right of becoming the mistress
-of Launay? In a moment the old woman’s love was turned into a feeling of
-condemnation, nearly akin to hatred. Then she sent off her short
-rejoinder, declaring herself to be Bessy’s enemy.</p>
-
-<p>On the following morning regret had come, and perhaps remorse. She was a
-woman of strong passion, subject to impulses which were, at the time,
-uncontrollable; but she was one who was always compelled by her
-conscience to quick repentance, and sometimes to an agonising feeling of
-wrong done by herself. To declare that Bessy was her enemy&mdash;Bessy, who
-for so many years had prevented all her wishes, who had never been weary
-of well-doing to her, who had been patient in all things, who had been
-her gleam of sunshine, of whom she had sometimes said to herself in her
-closet that the child was certainly nearer to perfection than any other
-human being that she had known! True, it was not fit that the girl
-should become mistress of Launay! A misfortune had happened which must
-be cured&mdash;if even by the severance of persons so dear to each other as
-she and her Bessy. But she knew that she had signed in declaring one so
-good, and one so dear, to be her enemy.</p>
-
-<p>But what should she do next? Days went on and she did nothing. She
-simply suffered. There was no pretext on which she could frame an
-affectionate letter<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178"></a>{178}</span> to her child. She could not write and ask to be
-forgiven for the harshness of her letter. She could not simply revoke
-the sentence she had pronounced without any reference to Philip and his
-love. In great misery, with a strong feeling of self-degradation because
-she had allowed herself to be violent in her wrath, she went on,
-repentant but still obstinate, till Philip himself forced the subject
-upon her.</p>
-
-<p>“Mother,” he said one day, “is it not time that things should be
-settled?”</p>
-
-<p>“What things, Philip?”</p>
-
-<p>“You know my intention.”</p>
-
-<p>“What intention?”</p>
-
-<p>“As to making Bessy my wife.”</p>
-
-<p>“That can never be.”</p>
-
-<p>“But it will be. It has to be. If as regards my own feelings I could
-bring myself to yield to you, how could I do so with honour in regard to
-her? But, for myself, nothing on earth would induce me to change my
-mind. It is a matter on which a man has to judge for himself, and I have
-not heard a word from you or from anyone to make me think that I have
-judged wrongly.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do birth and rank go for nothing?”</p>
-
-<p>He paused a moment, and then he answered her very seriously, standing up
-and looking down upon her as he did so. “For very much&mdash;with me. I do
-not think that I could have brought myself to choose a wife, whatever
-might have been a woman’s charms, except among ladies. I found this one
-to be the chosen companion<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179"></a>{179}</span> and dearest friend of the finest lady I
-know.” At this the old woman, old as she was, first blushed, and then,
-finding herself to be sobbing, turned her face away from him. “I came
-across a girl of whose antecedents I could be quite sure, of whose
-bringing up I knew all the particulars, as to whom I could be certain
-that every hour of her life had been passed among the best possible
-associations. I heard testimony as to her worth and her temper which I
-could not but believe. As to her outward belongings, I had eyes of my
-own to judge. Could I be wrong in asking such a one to be my wife? Can I
-be regarded as unhappy in having succeeded with her? Could I be
-acquitted of dishonour if I were to desert her? Shall I be held to be
-contemptible if I am true to her?”</p>
-
-<p>At every word he spoke he grew in her esteem. At this present crisis of
-her life she did not wish to think specially well of him, though he was
-her son, but she could not help herself. He became bigger before her
-than he had ever been before, and more of a man. It was, she felt,
-almost vain for a woman to lay her commands, either this way or that,
-upon a man who could speak to her as Philip had spoken.</p>
-
-<p>But not the less was the power in her hands. She could bid him go and
-marry&mdash;and be a beggar. She could tell him that all Launay should go to
-his brother, and she could instantly make a will to that effect. So
-strong was the desire for masterdom upon her that she longed to do it.
-In the very teeth of her honest wish to do what was right, there was
-another wish&mdash;a longing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180"></a>{180}</span> to do what she knew to be wrong. There was a
-struggle within, during which she strove to strengthen herself for evil.
-But it was vain. She knew of herself that were she to swear to-day to
-him that he was disinherited, were she to make a will before nightfall
-carrying out her threat, the pangs of conscience would be so heavy
-during the night that she would certainly change it all on the next
-morning. Of what use is a sword in your hand if you have not the heart
-to use it? Why seek to be turbulent with a pistol if your bosom be of
-such a nature that your finger cannot be forced to pull the trigger?
-Power was in her possession&mdash;but she could not use it. The power rather
-was in her hands. She could not punish her boy, even though he had
-deserved it. She had punished her girl, and from that moment she had
-been crushed by torments, because of the thing that she had done. Others
-besides Mrs. Miles have felt, with something of regret, that they have
-lacked the hardness necessary for cruelty and the courage necessary for
-its doing.</p>
-
-<p>“How shall it be, mother?” asked Philip. As she knew not what to answer
-she rose slowly from her chair, and leaving the room went to the
-seclusion of her own chamber.</p>
-
-<p>Days again passed before Philip renewed his question, and repeated it in
-the same words: “How shall it be, mother?” Wistfully she looked up at
-him, as though even yet something might be accorded by him to pity; as
-though the son might even yet be induced<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181"></a>{181}</span> to accede to his mother’s
-prayers. It was not that she thought so. No. She had thought much, and
-was aware that it could not be so. But as a dog will ask with its eyes
-when it knows that asking is in vain, so did she ask. “One word from
-you, mother, will make us all happy.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; not all of us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will not my happiness make you happy?” Then he stooped over her and
-kissed her forehead. “Could you be happy if you knew that I were
-wretched?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not want to be happy. It should be enough that one does one’s
-duty.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what is my duty? Can it be my duty to betray the girl I love in
-order that I may increase an estate which is already large enough?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is for the family.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is a family but you, or I, or whoever for the moment may be its
-representative? Say that it shall be as I would have it, and then I will
-go to her and let her know that she may come back to your arms.”</p>
-
-<p>Not then, or on the next day, or on the next, did she yield; though she
-knew well during all these hours that it was her fate to yield. She had
-indeed yielded. She had confessed to herself that it must be so, and as
-she did so she felt once more the soft pressure of Bessy’s arms as they
-would cling round her neck, and she could see once more the brightness
-of Bessy’s eyes as the girl would hang over her bed early in the
-morning. “I do not want to be happy,” she had said; but she did want,
-sorely want, to see her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182"></a>{182}</span> girl. “You may go and tell her,” she said one
-night as she was preparing to go to her chamber. Then she turned quickly
-away, and was out of the room before he could answer her with a word.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XI-2" id="CHAPTER_XI-2"></a>CHAPTER XI.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR RECEIVED HER LOVER.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Miss Gregory</span> was certainly surprised when, on the entrance of the young
-man, Bessy jumped from her chair and rushed into his arms. She knew that
-Bessy had no brother, and her instinct rather than her experience told
-her that the greeting which she saw was more than fraternal,&mdash;more than
-cousinly. She did not doubt but that the young man was Philip Launay,
-and knowing what she knew she was not disposed to make spoken
-complaints. But when Bessy lifted her face to be kissed, Miss Gregory
-became red and very uneasy. It is probable that she herself had never
-progressed as far as this with the young man who afterwards became the
-major-general.</p>
-
-<p>Bessy herself, had a minute been allowed to her for reflection, would
-have been less affectionate. She knew nothing of the cause which had
-brought Philip to Avranches. She only knew that her dear friend at
-Launay had declared her to be an enemy, and that she had determined that
-she could not, for years, become<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183"></a>{183}</span> the wife of Philip Launay, without the
-consent of her who had used that cruel word. And at the moment of
-Philip’s entering the room her heart had been sore with reproaches
-against him. “He ought at any rate to write.” The words had been on her
-lips as the door had been opened, and the words had been spoken in the
-soreness of heart coming from a fear that she was to be abandoned.</p>
-
-<p>Then he was there. In the moment that sufficed for the glance of his eye
-to meet hers she knew that she was not abandoned. With whatever tidings
-he had come that was not to be the burden of his news. No man desirous
-of being released from his vows ever looked like that. So up she jumped
-and flew to him, not quite knowing what she intended, but filled with
-delight when she found herself pressed to his bosom. Then she had to
-remember herself, and to escape from his arms. “Philip,” she said, “this
-is Miss Gregory. Miss Gregory, I do not think you ever met Mr. Launay.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Miss Gregory had to endeavour to look as though nothing particular
-had taken place,&mdash;which was a trial. But Bessy bore her part, if not
-without a struggle, at least without showing it. “And now, Philip,” she
-said, “how is my aunt?”</p>
-
-<p>“A great deal stronger than when you left her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite well?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; for her, I think I may say quite well.”</p>
-
-<p>“She goes out every day?”</p>
-
-<p>“Every day,&mdash;after the old plan. The carriage<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184"></a>{184}</span> toddles round to the door
-at three, and then toddles about the parish at the rate of four miles an
-hour, and toddles home exactly at five. The people at Launay, Miss
-Gregory, don’t want clocks to tell them the hour in the afternoon.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do love punctuality,” said Miss Gregory.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I were with her,” said Bessy.</p>
-
-<p>“I have come to take you,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you?” Then Bessy blushed,&mdash;for the first time. She blushed as a
-hundred various thoughts rushed across her mind. If he had been sent to
-take her back, sent by her aunt, instead of Mrs. Knowl, what a revulsion
-of circumstances must there not have been at Launay! How could it all
-have come to pass? Even to have been sent for at all, to be allowed to
-go back even in disgrace, would have been an inexpressible joy. Had
-Knowl come for her, with a grim look and an assurance that she was to be
-brought back because a prison at Launay was thought to be more secure
-than a prison at Avranches, the prospect of a return would have been
-hailed with joy. But now,&mdash;to be taken back by Philip to Launay! There
-was a whole heaven of delight in the thought of the very journey.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Gregory endeavoured to look pleased, but in truth the prospect to
-her was not so pleasant as to Bessy. She was to be left alone again. She
-was to lose her pensioner. After so short a fruition of the double bliss
-of society and pay, she was to be deserted without a thought. But to be
-deserted without many thoughts had been her lot in life, and now she
-bore<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185"></a>{185}</span> her misfortune like a heroine. “You will be glad to go back to
-your aunt, Bessy; will you not?”</p>
-
-<p>“Glad!” The ecstacy was almost unkind, but poor Miss Gregory bore it,
-and maintained that pretty smile of gratified serenity as though
-everything were well with all of them.</p>
-
-<p>But Bessy felt that she had as yet heard nothing of the real news, and
-that the real news could not be told in the presence of Miss Gregory. It
-had not even yet occurred to her that Mrs. Miles had actually given her
-sanction to the marriage. “This is a very pretty place,” said Philip.</p>
-
-<p>“What, Avranches?” said Miss Gregory, mindful of future possible
-pensioners. “Oh, delightful. It is the prettiest place in Normandy, and
-I think the most healthy town in all France.”</p>
-
-<p>“It seemed nice as I came up from the hotel. Suppose we go out for a
-walk, Bessy. We have to start back to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“To-morrow!” ejaculated Bessy. She would have been ready to go in half
-an hour had he demanded it.</p>
-
-<p>“If you can manage it. I promised my mother to be as quick as I could;
-and, when I arranged to come, I had ever so many engagements.”</p>
-
-<p>“If she must go to-morrow, she won’t have much time for walking,” said
-Miss Gregory, with almost a touch of anger in her voice. But Bessy was
-determined to have her walk. All her fate in life was to be disclosed to
-her within the next few minutes. She was already exultant, but she was
-beginning to think that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186"></a>{186}</span> there was a heaven, indeed, opening for her. So
-she ran away for her hat and gloves, leaving her lover and Miss Gregory
-together.</p>
-
-<p>“It is very sudden,” said the poor old lady with a gasp.</p>
-
-<p>“My mother felt that, and bade me tell you that, of course, the full
-twelvemonth&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I was not thinking about that,” said Miss Gregory. “I did not mean to
-allude to such a thing. Mrs. Miles has always been so kind to my
-brother, and anything I could have done I should have been so happy,
-without thinking of money. But&mdash;&mdash;” Philip sat with the air of an
-attentive listener, so that Miss Gregory could get no answer to her
-question without absolutely asking it. “But there seems to be a change.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, there is a change, Miss Gregory.”</p>
-
-<p>“We were afraid that Mrs. Miles had been offended.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is the old story, Miss Gregory. Young people and old people very
-often will not think alike: but it is the young people who generally
-have their way.”</p>
-
-<p>She had not had her way. She remembered that at the moment. But then,
-perhaps, the major-general had had his. When a period of life has come
-too late for success, when all has been failure, the expanding triumphs
-of the glorious young, grate upon the feelings even of those who are
-generous and self-denying. Miss Gregory was generous by nature and
-self-denying by practice, but Philip’s pæan and Bessy’s wondrous
-prosperity were for a moment a little hard upon her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187"></a>{187}</span> There had been a
-comfort to her in the conviction that Philip was no better than the
-major-general. “I suppose it is so,” she said. “That is, if one of them
-has means.”</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly.”</p>
-
-<p>“But if they are both poor, I don’t see how their being young can enable
-them to live upon nothing.” She intended to imply that Philip probably
-would have been another major-general, but that he was heir to Launay.</p>
-
-<p>Philip, who had never heard of the major-general, was a little puzzled;
-nevertheless, he acceded to the proposition, not caring, however, to say
-anything as to his own circumstances on so very short an acquaintance.</p>
-
-<p>Then Bessy came down with her hat, and they started for their walk. “Now
-tell me all about it,” she said, in a fever of expectation, as soon as
-the front door was closed behind them.</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing more to tell,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing more?”</p>
-
-<p>“Unless you want me to say that I love you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, then,&mdash;I love you. There!”</p>
-
-<p>“Philip, you are not half nice to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not after coming all the way from Launay to say that?”</p>
-
-<p>“There must be so much to tell me? Why has my aunt sent for me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because she wants you.”</p>
-
-<p>“And why has she sent you?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188"></a>{188}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Because I want you too.”</p>
-
-<p>“But does she want me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly she does.”</p>
-
-<p>“For you?” If he could say this, then everything would have been said.
-If he could say this truly, then everything would have been done
-necessary for the perfection of her happiness. “Oh, Philip, do tell me.
-It is so strange that she should send for me! Do you know what she said
-to me in her last letter? It was not a letter. It was only a word. She
-said that I was her enemy.”</p>
-
-<p>“All that is changed.”</p>
-
-<p>“She will be glad to have me again?”</p>
-
-<p>“Very glad. I fancy that she has been miserable without you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall be as glad to be with her again, Philip. You do not know how I
-love her. Think of all she has done for me!”</p>
-
-<p>“She has done something now that I hope will beat everything else.”</p>
-
-<p>“What has she done?”</p>
-
-<p>“She has consented that you and I shall be man and wife. Isn’t that more
-than all the rest?”</p>
-
-<p>“But has she? Oh, Philip, has she really done that?”</p>
-
-<p>Then at last he told his whole story. Yes; his mother had yielded. From
-the moment in which she had walked out of the room, having said that he
-might “go and tell her,” she had never endeavoured to renew the fight.
-When he had spoken to her, endeavouring<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189"></a>{189}</span> to draw from her some warmth of
-assent, she had generally been very silent. She had never brought
-herself absolutely to wish him joy. She had not as yet so crucified her
-own spirit in the matter as to be able to tell him that he had chosen
-his wife well; but she had shown him in a hundred ways that her anger
-was at an end, and that if any feeling was left opposed to his own
-happiness, it was simply one of sorrow. And there were signs which made
-him think that even that was not deep-seated. She would pat him,
-stroking his hair, and leaning on his shoulder, administering to his
-comforts with a nervous accuracy as to little things which was peculiar
-to her. And then she gave him an infinity of directions as to the way in
-which it would be proper that Bessy should travel, being anxious at
-first to send over a maid for her behoof,&mdash;not Mrs. Knowl, but a younger
-woman, who would have been at Bessy’s command. Philip, however, objected
-to the maid. And when Mrs. Miles remarked that if it was Bessy’s fate to
-become mistress of Launay, Bessy ought to have a maid to attend her,
-Philip said that that would be very well a month or two hence, when
-Bessy would have become,&mdash;not mistress of Launay, which was a place
-which he trusted might not be vacant for many a long day,&mdash;but first
-lieutenant to the mistress, by right of marriage. He refused altogether
-to take the maid with him, as he explained to Bessy with much laughter.
-And so they came to understand each other thoroughly, and Bessy knew
-that the great trouble of her life, which had been as a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190"></a>{190}</span> mountain in her
-way, had disappeared suddenly, as might some visionary mountain. And
-then, when they thoroughly understood each other, they started back to
-England and to Launay together.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XII-2" id="CHAPTER_XII-2"></a>CHAPTER XII.<br /><br />
-<small>HOW BESSY PRYOR WAS BROUGHT BACK, AND WHAT THEN, BECAME OF HER.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Bessy</span> understood the condition of the old woman much better than did her
-son. “I am sad a little,” she said, on her way home, “because of her
-disappointment.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sad, because she is to have you,&mdash;you yourself,&mdash;for her
-daughter-in-law?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, indeed, Philip; because I know that she has not wanted me. She
-will be kind because I shall belong to you, and perhaps partly because
-she loves me; but she will always regret that that young lady down in
-Cornwall has not been allowed to add to the honour and greatness of the
-family. The Launays are everything to her, and what can I do for the
-Launays?” Of course he said many pretty things to her in answer to this,
-but he could not eradicate from her mind the feeling that, in regard to
-the old friend who had been so kind to her, she was returning evil for
-good.</p>
-
-<p>But even Bessy did not quite understand the old woman. When she found
-that she had yielded, there<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191"></a>{191}</span> was disappointment in the old woman’s
-heart. Who can have indulged in a certain longing for a lifetime, in a
-special ambition, and seen that ambition and that longing crushed and
-trampled on, without such a feeling? And she had brought this failure on
-herself,&mdash;by her own weakness, as she told herself. Why had she given
-way to Bessy and to Bessy’s blandishments? It was because she had not
-been strong to do her duty that this ruin had fallen upon her hopes. The
-power in her own hands had been sufficient. But for her Philip need
-never have seen Bessy Pryor. Might not Bessy Pryor have been sent
-somewhere out of the way when it became evident that she had charms of
-her own with which to be dangerous? And even after the first evil had
-been done her power had been sufficient. She need not have sent for
-Philip back. She need have written no letter to Bessy. She might have
-been calm and steady in her purpose, so that there should have been no
-violent ebullition of anger,&mdash;so violent as to induce repentance, and
-with repentance renewed softness and all the pangs of renewed
-repentance.</p>
-
-<p>When Philip had left her on his mission to Normandy her heart was heavy
-with regret, and heavy also with anger. But it was with herself that she
-was angry. She had known her duty and she had not done it. She had known
-her duty, and had neglected it,&mdash;because Bessy had been soft to her, and
-dear, and pleasant. It was here that Bessy did not quite understand her
-friend. Bessy reproached herself because she had made to her friend a
-bad return to all the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192"></a>{192}</span> kindness she had received. The old woman would
-not allow herself to entertain any such a thought. Once she had spoken
-to herself of having warmed a serpent in her bosom; but instantly, with
-infinite self-scorn, she had declared to herself that Bessy was no
-serpent. For all that she had done for Bessy, Bessy had made ample
-return, the only possible return that could be full enough. Bessy had
-loved her. She too had loved Bessy, but that should have had no weight.
-Though they two had been linked together by their very heartstrings, it
-had been her duty to make a severance because their joint affection had
-been dangerous. She had allowed her own heart to over-ride her own sense
-of duty, and therefore she was angry,&mdash;not with Bessy, but with herself.</p>
-
-<p>But the thing was done. To quarrel with Philip had been impossible to
-her. One feeling coming upon another, her own repentance, her own
-weakness, her acknowledgment of a certain man’s strength on the part of
-her son, had brought her to such a condition that she had yielded. Then
-it was natural that she should endeavour to make the best of it. But
-even the doing of that was a trial to her. When she told herself that as
-far as the woman went, the mere woman, Philip could not have found a
-better wife had he searched the world all round, she found that she was
-being tempted from her proper path even in that. What right could she
-have to look for consolation there? For other reasons, which she still
-felt to be adequate, she had resolved that something else should<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193"></a>{193}</span> be
-done. That something else had not been done, because she had failed in
-her duty. And now she was trying to salve the sore by the very poison
-which had created the wound. Bessy’s sweet temper, and Bessy’s soft
-voice, and Bessy’s bright eye, and Bessy’s devotion to the delight of
-others, were all so many temptations. Grovelling as she was in sackcloth
-and ashes because she had yielded to them, how could she console herself
-by a prospect of these future enjoyments either for herself or her son?</p>
-
-<p>But there were various duties to which she could attend, grievously
-afflicted as she was by her want of attention to that great duty. As
-Fate had determined that Bessy Pryor was to become mistress of Launay,
-it was proper that all Launay should know and recognise its future
-mistress. Bessy certainly should not be punished by any want of
-earnestness in this respect. No one should be punished but herself. The
-new mistress should be made as welcome as though she had been the
-red-haired girl from Cornwall. Knowl was a good deal put about because
-Mrs. Miles, remembering a few hard words which Knowl had allowed herself
-to use in the days of the imprisonment, became very stern. “It is
-settled that Miss Pryor is to become Mrs. Philip Launay, and you will
-obey her just as myself.” Mrs. Knowl, who had saved a little money,
-began to consider whether it would not be as well to retire into private
-life.</p>
-
-<p>When the day came on which the two travellers were to reach Launay Mrs.
-Miles was very much disturbed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194"></a>{194}</span> in her mind. In what way should she
-receive the girl? In her last communication,&mdash;her very last,&mdash;she had
-called Bessy her enemy; and now Bessy was being brought home to be made
-her daughter-in-law under her own roof. How sweet it would be to stand
-at the door and welcome her in the hall, among all the smiling servants,
-to make a tender fuss and hovering over her, as would be so natural with
-a mother-in-law who loved an adopted daughter as tenderly as Mrs. Miles
-loved Bessy! How pleasant to take her by the hand and lead her away into
-some inner sanctum where warm kisses as between mother and child would
-be given and taken; to hear her praises of Philip, and then to answer
-again with other praises; to tell her with words half serious and half
-drollery that she must now buckle on her armour and do her work, and
-take upon herself the task of managing the household! There was quite
-enough of softness in the old woman to make all this delightful. Her
-imagination revelled in thinking of it even at the moment in which she
-was telling herself that it was impossible. But it was impossible. Were
-she to force such a change upon herself Bessy would not believe in the
-sincerity of the change. She had told Bessy that she was her enemy!</p>
-
-<p>At last the carriage which had gone to the station was here; not the
-waggonette on this occasion, but the real carriage itself, the carriage
-which was wont to toddle four miles an hour about the parish. “This is
-an honour meant for the prodigal daughter,” said<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195"></a>{195}</span> Philip, as he took his
-seat. “If you had never been naughty, we should only have had the
-waggonette, and we then should have been there in half the time.” Mrs.
-Miles, when she heard the wheels on the gravel, was even yet uncertain
-where she would place herself. She was fluttered, moving about from the
-room into the hall and back, when the old butler spoke a careful word:
-“Go into the library, madam, and Mr. Philip will bring her to you
-there.” Then she obeyed the butler,&mdash;as she had probably never done in
-her life before.</p>
-
-<p>Bessy, as soon as her step was off the carriage, ran very quickly into
-the house. “Where is my aunt?” she said. The butler was there showing
-the way, and in a moment she had thrown her arms round the old woman.
-Bessy had a way of making her kisses obligatory, from which Mrs. Miles
-had never been able to escape. Then, when the old woman was seated,
-Bessy was at once upon her knees before her. “Say that you love me,
-aunt. Say that at once! Say that first of all!”</p>
-
-<p>“You know I love you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know I love you. Oh, I am so glad to have you again. It was so hard
-not to be with you when I thought that you were ill. I did not know how
-sick it would make me to be away from you.” Neither then nor at any time
-afterwards was there a word spoken on the one side or the other as to
-that declaration of enmity.</p>
-
-<p>There was nothing then said in way of explanation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196"></a>{196}</span> There was nothing
-perhaps necessary. It was clear to Bessy that she was received at Launay
-as Philip’s future wife,&mdash;not only by Mrs. Miles herself, but by the
-whole household,&mdash;and that all the honours of the place were to be
-awarded to her without stint. For herself that would have sufficed. To
-her any explanation of the circumstances which had led to a change so
-violent was quite unnecessary. But it was not so with Mrs. Miles
-herself. She could not but say some word in justification of
-herself,&mdash;in excuse rather than justification. She had Bessy into her
-bedroom that night, and said the word, holding between her two thin
-hands the hand of the girl she addressed. “You have known, Bessy, that I
-did not wish this.” Bessy muttered that she did know it. “And I think
-you knew why.”</p>
-
-<p>“How could I help it, aunt?”</p>
-
-<p>Upon this the old woman patted the hand. “I suppose he could not help
-it. And, if I had been a young man, I could not have helped it. I could
-not help it as I was, though I am an old woman. I think I am as foolish
-as he is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps he is foolish, but you are not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well; I do not know. I have my misgivings about that, my dear. I had
-objects which I thought were sacred and holy, to which I had been wedded
-through many years. They have had to be thrust aside.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you will hate me!”</p>
-
-<p>“No, my child; I will love you with all my heart. You will be my son’s
-wife now, and, as such, you will be dear to me, almost as he is dear.
-And you will still<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197"></a>{197}</span> be my own Bessy, my gleam of sunlight, without whom
-the house is so gloomy that it is like a prison to me. For myself, do
-you think I could want any other young woman about the house than my own
-dear Bessy;&mdash;that any other wife for Philip could come as near my heart
-as you do?”</p>
-
-<p>“But if I have stood in the way?”</p>
-
-<p>“We will not think of it any more. You, at any rate, need not think of
-it,” added the old woman, as she remembered all the circumstances. “You
-shall be made welcome with all the honours and all the privileges due to
-Philip’s wife; and if there be a regret, it shall never trouble your
-path. It may be a comfort to you to hear me say that you, at least, in
-all things have done your duty.” Then, at last, there were more tears,
-more embracings, and, before either of them went to their rest, a
-perfect ecstacy of love.</p>
-
-<p>Little or nothing more is necessary for the telling of the story of the
-Lady of Launay. Before the autumn had quite gone, and the last tint had
-left the trees, Bessy Pryor became Bessy Launay, under the hand of Mr.
-Gregory, in the Launay parish church. Everyone in the neighbourhood
-around was there, except Mr. Morrison, who had taken this opportunity of
-having a holiday and visiting Switzerland. But even he, when he
-returned, soon became reconciled to the arrangement, and again became a
-guest in the dining-room of the mansion. I hope I shall have no reader
-who will not think that Philip Launay did well in not following the
-example of the major-general.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198"></a>{198}</span></p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199"></a>{199}</span></p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200"></a>{200}</span>&nbsp; <br />
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201"></a>{201}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHRISTMAS_AT_THOMPSON_HALL" id="CHRISTMAS_AT_THOMPSON_HALL"></a>CHRISTMAS AT THOMPSON HALL.</h2>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_I-3" id="CHAPTER_I-3"></a>CHAPTER I.<br /><br />
-<small>MRS. BROWN’S SUCCESS.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">E</span>VERYONE remembers the severity of the Christmas of 187&mdash;. I will not
-designate the year more closely, lest I should enable those who are too
-curious to investigate the circumstances of this story, and inquire into
-details which I do not intend to make known. That winter, however, was
-especially severe, and the cold of the last ten days of December was
-more felt, I think, in Paris than in any part of England. It may,
-indeed, be doubted whether there is any town in any country in which
-thoroughly bad weather is more afflicting than in the French capital.
-Snow and hail seem to be colder there, and fires certainly are less
-warm, than in London. And then there is a feeling among visitors to
-Paris that Paris ought to be gay; that gaiety, prettiness, and
-liveliness are its aims, as money, commerce, and general business are
-the aims of London,&mdash;which with its outside sombre darkness does often
-seem to want an excuse for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202"></a>{202}</span> its ugliness. But on this occasion, at this
-Christmas of 187&mdash;, Paris was neither gay nor pretty nor lively. You
-could not walk the streets without being ankle deep, not in snow, but in
-snow that had just become slush; and there was falling throughout the
-day and night of the 23rd of December a succession of damp half-frozen
-abominations from the sky which made it almost impossible for men and
-women to go about their business.</p>
-
-<p>It was at ten o’clock on that evening that an English lady and gentleman
-arrived at the Grand Hotel on the Boulevard des Italiens. As I have
-reasons for concealing the names of this married couple I will call them
-Mr. and Mrs. Brown. Now I wish it to be understood that in all the
-general affairs of life this gentleman and this lady lived happily
-together, with all the amenities which should bind a husband and a wife.
-Mrs. Brown was one of a wealthy family, and Mr. Brown, when he married
-her, had been relieved from the necessity of earning his bread.
-Nevertheless she had at once yielded to him when he expressed a desire
-to spend the winters of their life in the south of France; and he,
-though he was by disposition somewhat idle, and but little prone to the
-energetic occupations of life, would generally allow himself, at other
-periods of the year, to be carried hither and thither by her, whose more
-robust nature delighted in the excitement of travelling. But on this
-occasion there had been a little difference between them.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203"></a>{203}</span></p>
-
-<p>Early in December an intimation had reached Mrs. Brown at Pau that on
-the coming Christmas there was to be a great gathering of all the
-Thompsons in the Thompson family hall at Stratford-le-Bow, and that she
-who had been a Thompson was desired to join the party with her husband.
-On this occasion her only sister was desirous of introducing to the
-family generally a most excellent young man to whom she had recently
-become engaged. The Thompsons,&mdash;the real name, however, is in fact
-concealed,&mdash;were a numerous and a thriving people. There were uncles and
-cousins and brothers who had all done well in the world, and who were
-all likely to do better still. One had lately been returned to
-Parliament for the Essex Flats, and was at the time of which I am
-writing a conspicuous member of the gallant Conservative majority. It
-was partly in triumph at this success that the great Christmas gathering
-of the Thompsons was to be held, and an opinion had been expressed by
-the legislator himself that should Mrs. Brown, with her husband, fail to
-join the family on this happy occasion she and he would be regarded as
-being but <i>fainéant</i> Thompsons.</p>
-
-<p>Since her marriage, which was an affair now nearly eight years old, Mrs.
-Brown had never passed a Christmas in England. The desirability of doing
-so had often been mooted by her. Her very soul craved the festivities of
-holly and mince-pies. There had ever been meetings of the Thompsons at
-Thompson Hall, though meetings not so significant, not so important<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204"></a>{204}</span> to
-the family, as this one which was now to be collected. More than once
-had she expressed a wish to see old Christmas again in the old house
-among the old faces. But her husband had always pleaded a certain
-weakness about his throat and chest as a reason for remaining among the
-delights of Pau. Year after year she had yielded, and now this loud
-summons had come.</p>
-
-<p>It was not without considerable trouble that she had induced Mr. Brown
-to come as far as Paris. Most unwillingly had he left Pau; and then,
-twice on his journey,&mdash;both at Bordeaux and Tours,&mdash;he had made an
-attempt to return. From the first moment he had pleaded his throat, and
-when at last he had consented to make the journey he had stipulated for
-sleeping at those two towns and at Paris. Mrs. Brown, who, without the
-slightest feeling of fatigue, could have made the journey from Pau to
-Stratford without stopping, had assented to everything,&mdash;so that they
-might be at Thompson Hall on Christmas Eve. When Mr. Brown uttered his
-unavailing complaints at the two first towns at which they stayed, she
-did not perhaps quite believe all that he said of his own condition. We
-know how prone the strong are to suspect the weakness of the weak,&mdash;as
-the weak are to be disgusted by the strength of the strong. There were
-perhaps a few words between them on the journey, but the result had
-hitherto been in favour of the lady. She had succeeded in bringing Mr.
-Brown as far as Paris.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205"></a>{205}</span></p>
-
-<p>Had the occasion been less important, no doubt she would have yielded.
-The weather had been bad even when they left Pau, but as they had made
-their way northwards it had become worse and still worse. As they left
-Tours Mr. Brown, in a hoarse whisper, had declared his conviction that
-the journey would kill him. Mrs. Brown, however, had unfortunately
-noticed half an hour before that he had scolded the waiter on the score
-of an overcharged franc or two with a loud and clear voice. Had she
-really believed that there was danger, or even suffering, she would have
-yielded;&mdash;but no woman is satisfied in such a matter to be taken in by
-false pretences. She observed that he ate a good dinner on his way to
-Paris, and that he took a small glass of cognac with complete
-relish,&mdash;which a man really suffering from bronchitis surely would not
-do. So she persevered, and brought him into Paris, late in the evening,
-in the midst of all that slush and snow. Then, as they sat down to
-supper, she thought that he did speak hoarsely, and her loving feminine
-heart began to misgive her.</p>
-
-<p>But this now was at any rate clear to her,&mdash;that he could not be worse
-off by going on to London than he would be should he remain in Paris. If
-a man is to be ill he had better be ill in the bosom of his family than
-at an hotel. What comfort could he have, what relief, in that huge
-barrack? As for the cruelty of the weather, London could not be worse
-than Paris, and then she thought she had heard that sea air is good for
-a sore throat. In that bedroom which had been<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206"></a>{206}</span> allotted to them au
-quatrième, they could not even get a decent fire. It would in every way
-be wrong now to forego the great Christmas gathering when nothing could
-be gained by staying in Paris.</p>
-
-<p>She had perceived that as her husband became really ill he became also
-more tractable and less disputatious. Immediately after that little
-glass of cognac he had declared that he would be&mdash;&mdash; if he would go
-beyond Paris, and she began to fear that, after all, everything would
-have been done in vain. But as they went down to supper between ten and
-eleven he was more subdued, and merely remarked that this journey would,
-he was sure, be the death of him. It was half-past eleven when they got
-back to their bedroom, and then he seemed to speak with good sense,&mdash;and
-also with much real apprehension. “If I can’t get something to relieve
-me I know I shall never make my way on,” he said. It was intended that
-they should leave the hotel at half-past five the next morning, so as to
-arrive at Stratford, travelling by the tidal train, at half-past seven
-on Christmas Eve. The early hour, the long journey, the infamous
-weather, the prospect of that horrid gulf between Boulogne and
-Folkestone, would have been as nothing to Mrs. Brown, had it not been
-for that settled look of anguish which had now pervaded her husband’s
-face. “If you don’t find something to relieve me I shall never live
-through it,” he said again, sinking back into the questionable comfort
-of a Parisian hotel arm-chair.</p>
-
-<p>“But, my dear, what can I do?” she asked, almost<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207"></a>{207}</span> in tears, standing
-over him and caressing him. He was a thin, genteel-looking man, with a
-fine long, soft brown beard, a little bald at the top of the head, but
-certainly a genteel-looking man. She loved him dearly, and in her softer
-moods was apt to spoil him with her caresses. “What can I do, my dearie?
-You know I would do anything if I could. Get into bed, my pet, and be
-warm, and then to-morrow morning you will be all right.” At this moment
-he was preparing himself for his bed, and she was assisting him. Then
-she tied a piece of flannel round his throat, and kissed him, and put
-him in beneath the bed-clothes.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you what you can do,” he said very hoarsely. His voice was so
-bad now that she could hardly hear him. So she crept close to him, and
-bent over him. She would do anything if he would only say what. Then he
-told her what was his plan. Down in the salon he had seen a large jar of
-mustard standing on a sideboard. As he left the room he had observed
-that this had not been withdrawn with the other appurtenances of the
-meal. If she could manage to find her way down there, taking with her a
-handkerchief folded for the purpose, and if she could then appropriate a
-part of the contents of that jar, and, returning with her prize, apply
-it to his throat, he thought that he could get some relief, so that he
-might be able to leave his bed the next morning at five. “But I am
-afraid it will be very disagreeable for you to go down all alone at this
-time of night,” he croaked out in a piteous whisper.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208"></a>{208}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Of course I’ll go,” said she. “I don’t mind going in the least. Nobody
-will bite me,” and she at once began to fold a clean handkerchief. “I
-won’t be two minutes, my darling, and if there is a grain of mustard in
-the house I’ll have it on your chest immediately.” She was a woman not
-easily cowed, and the journey down into the salon was nothing to her.
-Before she went she tucked the clothes carefully up to his ears, and
-then she started.</p>
-
-<p>To run along the first corridor till she came to a flight of stairs was
-easy enough, and easy enough to descend them. Then there was another
-corridor, and another flight, and a third corridor, and a third flight,
-and she began to think that she was wrong. She found herself in a part
-of the hotel which she had not hitherto visited, and soon discovered by
-looking through an open door or two that she had found her way among a
-set of private sitting-rooms which she had not seen before. Then she
-tried to make her way back, up the same stairs and through the same
-passages, so that she might start again. She was beginning to think that
-she had lost herself altogether, and that she would be able to find
-neither the salon nor her bedroom, when she happily met the
-night-porter. She was dressed in a loose white dressing-gown, with a
-white net over her loose hair, and with white worsted slippers. I ought
-perhaps to have described her personal appearance sooner. She was a
-large woman, with a commanding bust, thought by some to be handsome,
-after the manner of Juno. But with strangers there was a certain<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209"></a>{209}</span>
-severity of manner about her,&mdash;a fortification, as it were, of her
-virtue against all possible attacks,&mdash;a declared determination to
-maintain, at all points, the beautiful character of a British matron,
-which, much as it had been appreciated at Thompson Hall, had met with
-some ill-natured criticism among French men and women. At Pau she had
-been called La Fière Anglaise. The name had reached her own ears and
-those of her husband. He had been much annoyed, but she had taken it in
-good part,&mdash;had, indeed, been somewhat proud of the title,&mdash;and had
-endeavoured to live up to it. With her husband she could, on occasion,
-be soft, but she was of opinion that with other men a British matron
-should be stern. She was now greatly in want of assistance; but,
-nevertheless, when she met the porter she remembered her character. “I
-have lost my way wandering through these horrid passages,” she said, in
-her severest tone. This was in answer to some question from him,&mdash;some
-question to which her reply was given very slowly. Then when he asked
-where Madame wished to go, she paused, again thinking what destination
-she would announce. No doubt the man could take her back to her bedroom,
-but if so, the mustard must be renounced, and with the mustard, as she
-now feared, all hope of reaching Thompson Hall on Christmas Eve. But
-she, though she was in many respects a brave woman, did not dare to tell
-the man that she was prowling about the hotel in order that she might
-make a midnight raid upon the mustard pot. She paused, therefore, for a
-moment,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210"></a>{210}</span> that she might collect her thoughts, erecting her head as she
-did so in her best Juno fashion, till the porter was lost in admiration.
-Thus she gained time to fabricate a tale. She had, she said, dropped her
-handkerchief under the supper-table; would he show her the way to the
-salon, in order that she might pick it up? But the porter did more than
-that, and accompanied her to the room in which she had supped.</p>
-
-<p>Here, of course, there was a prolonged, and, it need hardly be said, a
-vain search. The good-natured man insisted on emptying an enormous
-receptacle of soiled table-napkins, and on turning them over one by one,
-in order that the lady’s property might be found. The lady stood by
-unhappy, but still patient, and, as the man was stooping to his work,
-her eye was on the mustard pot. There it was, capable of containing
-enough to blister the throats of a score of sufferers. She edged off a
-little towards it while the man was busy, trying to persuade herself
-that he would surely forgive her if she took the mustard, and told him
-her whole story. But the descent from her Juno bearing would have been
-so great! She must have owned, not only to the quest for mustard, but
-also to a fib,&mdash;and she could not do it. The porter was at last of
-opinion that Madame must have made a mistake, and Madame acknowledged
-that she was afraid it was so.</p>
-
-<p>With a longing, lingering eye, with an eye turned back, oh! so sadly, to
-the great jar, she left the room, the porter leading the way. She
-assured him that she could find it by herself, but he would not leave
-her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211"></a>{211}</span> till he had put her on to the proper passage. The journey seemed to
-be longer now even than before, but as she ascended the many stairs she
-swore to herself that she would not even yet be baulked of her object.
-Should her husband want comfort for his poor throat, and the comfort be
-there within her reach, and he not have it? She counted every stair as
-she went up, and marked every turn well. She was sure now that she would
-know the way, and that she could return to the room without fault. She
-would go back to the salon. Even though the man should encounter her
-again, she would go boldly forward and seize the remedy which her poor
-husband so grievously required.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yes,” she said, when the porter told her that her room, No. 333,
-was in the corridor which they had then reached, “I know it all now. I
-am so much obliged. Do not come a step further.” He was anxious to
-accompany her up to the very door, but she stood in the passage and
-prevailed. He lingered awhile&mdash;naturally. Unluckily she had brought no
-money with her, and could not give him the two-franc piece which he had
-earned. Nor could she fetch it from her room, feeling that were she to
-return to her husband without the mustard no second attempt would be
-possible. The disappointed man turned on his heel at last, and made his
-way down the stairs and along the passage. It seemed to her to be almost
-an eternity while she listened to his still audible footsteps. She had
-gone on, creeping noiselessly up to the very door of her room, and there
-she stood, shading the candle in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212"></a>{212}</span> her hand, till she thought that the
-man must have wandered away into some furthest corner of that endless
-building. Then she turned once more and retraced her steps.</p>
-
-<p>There was no difficulty now as to the way. She knew it, every stair. At
-the head of each flight she stood and listened, but not a sound was to
-be heard, and then she went on again. Her heart beat high with anxious
-desire to achieve her object, and at the same time with fear. What might
-have been explained so easily at first would now be as difficult of
-explanation. At last she was in the great public vestibule, which she
-was now visiting for the third time, and of which, at her last visit,
-she had taken the bearings accurately. The door was there&mdash;closed,
-indeed, but it opened easily to the hand. In the hall, and on the
-stairs, and along the passages, there had been gas, but here there was
-no light beyond that given by the little taper which she carried. When
-accompanied by the porter she had not feared the darkness, but now there
-was something in the obscurity which made her dread to walk the length
-of the room up to the mustard jar. She paused, and listened, and
-trembled. Then she thought of the glories of Thompson Hall, of the
-genial warmth of a British Christmas, of that proud legislator who was
-her first cousin, and with a rush she made good the distance, and laid
-her hand upon the copious delf. She looked round, but there was no one
-there; no sound was heard; not the distant creak of a shoe, not a rattle
-from one of those thousand doors. As she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213"></a>{213}</span> paused with her fair hand upon
-the top of the jar, while the other held the white cloth on which the
-medicinal compound was to be placed, she looked like Lady Macbeth as she
-listened at Duncan’s chamber door.</p>
-
-<p>There was no doubt as to the sufficiency of the contents. The jar was
-full nearly up to the lips. The mixture was, no doubt, very different
-from that good wholesome English mustard which your cook makes fresh for
-you, with a little water, in two minutes. It was impregnated with a sour
-odour, and was, to English eyes, unwholesome of colour. But still it was
-mustard. She seized the horn spoon, and without further delay spread an
-ample sufficiency on the folded square of the handkerchief. Then she
-commenced to hurry her return.</p>
-
-<p>But still there was a difficulty, no thought of which had occurred to
-her before. The candle occupied one hand, so that she had but the other
-for the sustenance of her treasure. Had she brought a plate or saucer
-from the salon, it would have been all well. As it was she was obliged
-to keep her eye intent on her right hand, and to proceed very slowly on
-her return journey. She was surprised to find what an aptitude the thing
-had to slip from her grasp. But still she progressed slowly, and was
-careful not to miss a turning. At last she was safe at her chamber door.
-There it was, No. 333.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214"></a>{214}</span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_II-3" id="CHAPTER_II-3"></a>CHAPTER II.<br /><br />
-<small>MRS. BROWN’S FAILURE.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">With</span> her eye still fixed upon her burden, she glanced up at the number
-of the door&mdash;333. She had been determined all through not to forget
-that. Then she turned the latch and crept in. The chamber also was dark
-after the gaslight on the stairs, but that was so much the better. She
-herself had put out the two candles on the dressing-table before she had
-left her husband. As she was closing the door behind her she paused, and
-could hear that he was sleeping. She was well aware that she had been
-long absent,&mdash;quite long enough for a man to fall into slumber who was
-given that way. She must have been gone, she thought, fully an hour.
-There had been no end to that turning over of napkins which she had so
-well known to be altogether vain. She paused at the centre table of the
-room, still looking at the mustard, which she now delicately dried from
-off her hand. She had had no idea that it would have been so difficult
-to carry so light and so small an affair. But there it was, and nothing
-had been lost. She took some small instrument from the washing-stand,
-and with the handle collected the flowing fragments into the centre.
-Then the question occurred to her whether, as her husband was sleeping
-so sweetly, it would be well to disturb him. She listened again, and
-felt that the slight murmur of a snore<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215"></a>{215}</span> with which her ears were regaled
-was altogether free from any real malady in the throat. Then it occurred
-to her, that after all, fatigue perhaps had only made him cross. She
-bethought herself how, during the whole journey, she had failed to
-believe in his illness. What meals he had eaten! How thoroughly he had
-been able to enjoy his full complement of cigars! And then that glass of
-brandy, against which she had raised her voice slightly in feminine
-opposition. And now he was sleeping there like an infant, with full,
-round, perfected, almost sonorous workings of the throat. Who does not
-know that sound, almost of two rusty bits of iron scratching against
-each other, which comes from a suffering windpipe? There was no
-semblance of that here. Why disturb him when he was so thoroughly
-enjoying that rest which, more certainly than anything else, would fit
-him for the fatigue of the morrow’s journey?</p>
-
-<p>I think that, after all her labour, she would have left the pungent
-cataplasm on the table, and have crept gently into bed beside him, had
-not a thought suddenly struck her of the great injury he had been doing
-her if he were not really ill. To send her down there, in a strange
-hotel, wandering among the passages, in the middle of the night, subject
-to the contumely of anyone who might meet her, on a commission which, if
-it were not sanctified by absolute necessity, would be so thoroughly
-objectionable! At this moment she hardly did believe that he had ever
-really been ill. Let him have the cataplasm; if not as a remedy, then<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216"></a>{216}</span>
-as a punishment. It could, at any rate, do him no harm. It was with an
-idea of avenging rather than of justifying the past labours of the night
-that she proceeded at once to quick action.</p>
-
-<p>Leaving the candle on the table so that she might steady her right hand
-with the left, she hurried stealthily to the bedside. Even though he was
-behaving badly to her, she would not cause him discomfort by waking him
-roughly. She would do a wife’s duty to him as a British matron should.
-She would not only put the warm mixture on his neck, but would sit
-carefully by him for twenty minutes, so that she might relieve him from
-it when the proper period should have come for removing the counter
-irritation from his throat. There would doubtless be some little
-difficulty in this,&mdash;in collecting the mustard after it had served her
-purpose. Had she been at home, surrounded by her own comforts, the
-application would have been made with some delicate linen bag, through
-which the pungency of the spice would have penetrated with strength
-sufficient for the purpose. But the circumstance of the occasion had not
-admitted this. She had, she felt, done wonders in achieving so much
-success as this which she had obtained. If there should be anything
-disagreeable in the operation he must submit to it. He had asked for
-mustard for his throat, and mustard he should have.</p>
-
-<p>As these thoughts passed quickly through her mind, leaning over him in
-the dark, with her eye fixed on the mixture lest it should slip, she
-gently raised his flowing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217"></a>{217}</span> beard with her left hand, and with her other
-inverted rapidly, steadily but very softly fixed the handkerchief on his
-throat. From the bottom of his chin to the spot at which the collar
-bones meeting together form the orifice of the chest it covered the
-whole noble expanse. There was barely time for a glance, but never had
-she been more conscious of the grand proportions of that manly throat. A
-sweet feeling of pity came upon her, causing her to determine to relieve
-his sufferings in the shorter space of fifteen minutes. He had been
-lying on his back, with his lips apart, and, as she held back his beard,
-that and her hand nearly covered the features of his face. But he made
-no violent effort to free himself from the encounter. He did not even
-move an arm or a leg. He simply emitted a snore louder than any that had
-come before. She was aware that it was not his wont to be so loud&mdash;that
-there was generally something more delicate and perhaps more querulous
-in his nocturnal voice, but then the present circumstances were
-exceptional. She dropped the beard very softly&mdash;and there on the pillow
-before her lay the face of a stranger. She had put the mustard plaster
-on the wrong man.</p>
-
-<p>Not Priam wakened in the dead of night, not Dido when first she learned
-that Æneas had fled, not Othello when he learned that Desdemona had been
-chaste, not Medea when she became conscious of her slaughtered children,
-could have been more struck with horror than was this British matron as
-she stood for a moment gazing with awe on that stranger’s bed. One
-vain,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_218" id="page_218"></a>{218}</span> half-completed, snatching grasp she made at the handkerchief, and
-then drew back her hand. If she were to touch him would he not wake at
-once, and find her standing there in his bedroom? And then how could she
-explain it? By what words could she so quickly make him know the
-circumstances of that strange occurrence that he should accept it all
-before he had said a word that might offend her? For a moment she stood
-all but paralyzed after that faint ineffectual movement of her arm. Then
-he stirred his head uneasily on the pillow, opened wider his lips, and
-twice in rapid succession snored louder than before. She started back a
-couple of paces, and with her body placed between him and the candle,
-with her face averted, but with her hand still resting on the foot of
-the bed, she endeavoured to think what duty required of her.</p>
-
-<p>She had injured the man. Though she had done it most unwittingly, there
-could be no doubt but that she had injured him. If for a moment she
-could be brave, the injury might in truth be little; but how disastrous
-might be the consequences if she were now in her cowardice to leave him,
-who could tell? Applied for fifteen to twenty minutes a mustard plaster
-may be the salvation of a throat ill at ease, but if left there
-throughout the night upon the neck of a strong man, ailing nothing, only
-too prone in his strength to slumber soundly, how sad, how painful, for
-aught she knew how dangerous might be the effects! And surely it was an
-error which any man with a heart in his bosom would pardon! Judging from
-what little she had seen of him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_219" id="page_219"></a>{219}</span> she thought that he must have a heart
-in his bosom. Was it not her duty to wake him, and then quietly to
-extricate him from the embarrassment which she had brought upon him?</p>
-
-<p>But in doing this what words should she use? How should she wake him?
-How should she make him understand her goodness, her beneficence, her
-sense of duty, before he should have jumped from the bed and rushed to
-the bell, and have summoned all above and all below to the rescue? “Sir,
-sir, do not move, do not stir, do not scream. I have put a mustard
-plaster on your throat, thinking that you were my husband. As yet no
-harm has been done. Let me take it off, and then hold your peace for
-ever.” Where is the man of such native constancy and grace of spirit
-that, at the first moment of waking with a shock, he could hear these
-words from the mouth of an unknown woman by his bedside, and at once
-obey them to the letter? Would he not surely jump from his bed, with
-that horrid compound falling about him,&mdash;from which there could be no
-complete relief unless he would keep his present attitude without a
-motion? The picture which presented itself to her mind as to his
-probable conduct was so terrible that she found herself unable to incur
-the risk.</p>
-
-<p>Then an idea presented itself to her mind. We all know how in a moment
-quick thoughts will course through the subtle brain. She would find that
-porter and send him to explain it all. There should be no concealment
-now. She would tell the story and would bid him to find the necessary
-aid. Alas! as she told<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_220" id="page_220"></a>{220}</span> herself that she would do so, she knew well that
-she was only running from the danger which it was her duty to encounter.
-Once again she put out her hand as though to return along the bed. Then
-thrice he snorted louder than before, and moved up his knee uneasily
-beneath the clothes as though the sharpness of the mustard were already
-working upon his skin. She watched him for a moment longer, and then,
-with the candle in her hand, she fled.</p>
-
-<p>Poor human nature! Had he been an old man, even a middle-aged man, she
-would not have left him to his unmerited sufferings. As it was, though
-she completely recognised her duty, and knew what justice and goodness
-demanded of her, she could not do it. But there was still left to her
-that plan of sending the night-porter to him. It was not till she was
-out of the room and had gently closed the door behind her, that she
-began to bethink herself how she had made the mistake. With a glance of
-her eye she looked up, and then saw the number on the door: 353.
-Remarking to herself, with a Briton’s natural criticism on things
-French, that those horrid foreigners do not know how to make their
-figures, she scudded rather than ran along the corridor, and then down
-some stairs and along another passage,&mdash;so that she might not be found
-in the neighbourhood should the poor man in his agony rush rapidly from
-his bed.</p>
-
-<p>In the confusion of her first escape she hardly ventured to look for her
-own passage,&mdash;nor did she in the least know how she had lost her way
-when she came<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_221" id="page_221"></a>{221}</span> upstairs with the mustard in her hand. But at the present
-moment her chief object was the night-porter. She went on descending
-till she came again to that vestibule, and looking up at the clock saw
-that it was now past one. It was not yet midnight when she left her
-husband, but she was not at all astonished at the lapse of time. It
-seemed to her as though she had passed a night among these miseries.
-And, oh, what a night! But there was yet much to be done. She must find
-that porter, and then return to her own suffering husband. Ah,&mdash;what now
-should she say to him? If he should really be ill, how should she
-assuage him? And yet how more than ever necessary was it that they
-should leave that hotel early in the morning,&mdash;that they should leave
-Paris by the very earliest and quickest train that would take them as
-fugitives from their present dangers! The door of the salon was open,
-but she had no courage to go in search of a second supply. She would
-have lacked strength to carry it up the stairs. Where now, oh, where,
-was that man? From the vestibule she made her way into the hall, but
-everything seemed to be deserted. Through the glass she could see a
-light in the court beyond, but she could not bring herself to endeavour
-even to open the hall doors.</p>
-
-<p>And now she was very cold,&mdash;chilled to her very bones. All this had been
-done at Christmas, and during such severity of weather as had never
-before been experienced by living Parisians. A feeling of great pity for
-herself gradually came upon her. What<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_222" id="page_222"></a>{222}</span> wrong had she done that she
-should be so grievously punished? Why should she be driven to wander
-about in this way till her limbs were failing her? And then, so
-absolutely important as it was that her strength should support her in
-the morning! The man would not die even though he were left there
-without aid, to rid himself of the cataplasm as best he might. Was it
-absolutely necessary that she should disgrace herself?</p>
-
-<p>But she could not even procure the means of disgracing herself, if that
-telling her story to the night-porter would have been a disgrace. She
-did not find him, and at last resolved to make her way back to her own
-room without further quest. She began to think that she had done all
-that she could do. No man was ever killed by a mustard plaster on his
-throat. His discomfort at the worst would not be worse than hers had
-been&mdash;or too probably than that of her poor husband. So she went back up
-the stairs and along the passages, and made her way on this occasion to
-the door of her room without any difficulty. The way was so well known
-to her that she could not but wonder that she had failed before. But now
-her hands had been empty, and her eyes had been at her full command. She
-looked up, and there was the number, very manifest on this
-occasion,&mdash;333. She opened the door most gently, thinking that her
-husband might be sleeping as soundly as that other man had slept, and
-she crept into the room.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_223" id="page_223"></a>{223}</span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_III-3" id="CHAPTER_III-3"></a>CHAPTER III.<br /><br />
-<small>MRS. BROWN ATTEMPTS TO ESCAPE.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">But</span> her husband was not sleeping. He was not even in bed, as she had
-left him. She found him sitting there before the fire-place, on which
-one half-burned log still retained a spark of what had once pretended to
-be a fire. Nothing more wretched than his appearance could be imagined.
-There was a single lighted candle on the table, on which he was leaning
-with his two elbows, while his head rested between his hands. He had on
-a dressing-gown over his night-shirt, but otherwise was not clothed. He
-shivered audibly, or rather shook himself with the cold, and made the
-table to chatter as she entered the room. Then he groaned, and let his
-head fall from his hands on to the table. It occurred to her at the
-moment as she recognised the tone of his querulous voice, and as she saw
-the form of his neck, that she must have been deaf and blind when she
-had mistaken that stalwart stranger for her husband. “Oh, my dear,” she
-said, “why are you not in bed?” He answered nothing in words, but only
-groaned again. “Why did you get up? I left you warm and comfortable.”</p>
-
-<p>“Where have you been all night?” he half whispered, half croaked, with
-an agonising effort.</p>
-
-<p>“I have been looking for the mustard.”</p>
-
-<p>“Have been looking all night and haven’t found it? Where have you
-been?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_224" id="page_224"></a>{224}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>She refused to speak a word to him till she had got him into bed, and
-then she told her story! But, alas, that which she told was not the true
-story! As she was persuading him to go back to his rest, and while she
-arranged the clothes again around him, she with difficulty made up her
-mind as to what she would do and what she would say. Living or dying he
-must be made to start for Thompson Hall at half-past five on the next
-morning. It was no longer a question of the amenities of Christmas, no
-longer a mere desire to satisfy the family ambition of her own people,
-no longer an anxiety to see her new brother-in-law. She was conscious
-that there was in that house one whom she had deeply injured, and from
-whose vengeance, even from whose aspect, she must fly. How could she
-endure to see that face which she was so well sure that she would
-recognise, or to hear the slightest sound of that voice which would be
-quite familiar to her ears, though it had never spoken a word in her
-hearing? She must certainly fly on the wings of the earliest train which
-would carry her towards the old house; but in order that she might do so
-she must propitiate her husband.</p>
-
-<p>So she told her story. She had gone forth, as he had bade her, in search
-of the mustard, and then had suddenly lost her way. Up and down the
-house she had wandered, perhaps nearly a dozen times. “Had she met no
-one?” he asked in that raspy, husky whisper. “Surely there must have
-been some one about the hotel! Nor was it possible that she could have
-been roaming about all those hours.” “Only<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_225" id="page_225"></a>{225}</span> one hour, my dear,” she
-said. Then there was a question about the duration of time, in which
-both of them waxed angry, and as she became angry her husband waxed
-stronger, and as he became violent beneath the clothes the comfortable
-idea returned to her that he was not perhaps so ill as he would seem to
-be. She found herself driven to tell him something about the porter,
-having to account for that lapse of time by explaining how she had
-driven the poor man to search for the handkerchief which she had never
-lost.</p>
-
-<p>“Why did you not tell him you wanted the mustard?”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear!”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not? There is nothing to be ashamed of in wanting mustard.”</p>
-
-<p>“At one o’clock in the morning! I couldn’t do it. To tell you the truth,
-he wasn’t very civil, and I thought that he was,&mdash;perhaps a little
-tipsy. Now, my dear, do go to sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why didn’t you get the mustard?”</p>
-
-<p>“There was none there,&mdash;nowhere at all about the room. I went down again
-and searched everywhere. That’s what took me so long. They always lock
-up those kind of things at these French hotels. They are too
-close-fisted to leave anything out. When you first spoke of it I knew
-that it would be gone when I got there. Now, my dear, do go to sleep,
-because we positively must start in the morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is impossible,” said he, jumping up in bed.</p>
-
-<p>“We must go, my dear. I say that we must go.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_226" id="page_226"></a>{226}</span> After all that has passed
-I wouldn’t not be with Uncle John and my cousin Robert to-morrow evening
-for more,&mdash;more,&mdash;more than I would venture to say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bother!” he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all very well for you to say that, Charles, but you don’t know. I
-say that we must go to-morrow, and we will.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do believe you want to kill me, Mary.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is very cruel, Charles, and most false, and most unjust. As for
-making you ill, nothing could be so bad for you as this wretched place,
-where nobody can get warm either day or night. If anything will cure
-your throat for you at once it will be the sea air. And only think how
-much more comfortable they can make you at Thompson Hall than anywhere
-in this country. I have so set my heart upon it, Charles, that I will do
-it. If we are not there to-morrow night Uncle John won’t consider us as
-belonging to the family.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe a word of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Jane told me so in her letter. I wouldn’t let you know before because I
-thought it so unjust. But that has been the reason why I’ve been so
-earnest about it all through.”</p>
-
-<p>It was a thousand pities that so good a woman should have been driven by
-the sad stress of circumstances to tell so many fibs. One after another
-she was compelled to invent them, that there might be a way open to her
-of escaping the horrors of a prolonged sojourn in that hotel. At length,
-after much grumbling, he became silent, and she trusted that he was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_227" id="page_227"></a>{227}</span>
-sleeping. He had not as yet said that he would start at the required
-hour in the morning, but she was perfectly determined in her own mind
-that he should be made to do so. As he lay there motionless, and as she
-wandered about the room pretending to pack her things, she more than
-once almost resolved that she would tell him everything. Surely then he
-would be ready to make any effort. But there came upon her an idea that
-he might perhaps fail to see all the circumstances, and that, so
-failing, he would insist on remaining that he might tender some apology
-to the injured gentleman. An apology might have been very well had she
-not left him there in his misery&mdash;but what apology would be possible
-now? She would have to see him and speak to him, and everyone in the
-hotel would know every detail of the story. Everyone in France would
-know that it was she who had gone to the strange man’s bedside, and put
-the mustard plaster on the strange man’s throat in the dead of night!
-She could not tell the story even to her husband, lest even her husband
-should betray her.</p>
-
-<p>Her own sufferings at the present moment were not light. In her
-perturbation of mind she had foolishly resolved that she would not
-herself go to bed. The tragedy of the night had seemed to her too deep
-for personal comfort. And then how would it be were she to sleep, and
-have no one to call her? It was imperative that she should have all her
-powers ready for thoroughly arousing him. It occurred to her that the
-servant of the hotel would certainly run her too short<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_228" id="page_228"></a>{228}</span> of time. She had
-to work for herself and for him too, and therefore she would not sleep.
-But she was very cold, and she put on first a shawl over her
-dressing-gown and then a cloak. She could not consume all the remaining
-hours of the night in packing one bag and one portmanteau, so that at
-last she sat down on the narrow red cotton velvet sofa, and, looking at
-her watch, perceived that as yet it was not much past two o’clock. How
-was she to get through those other three long, tedious, chilly hours?</p>
-
-<p>Then there came a voice from the bed&mdash;“Ain’t you coming?”</p>
-
-<p>“I hoped you were asleep, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t been asleep at all. You’d better come, if you don’t mean to
-make yourself as ill as I am.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are not so very bad, are you, darling?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know what you call bad. I never felt my throat so choked in my
-life before!” Still as she listened she thought that she remembered his
-throat to have been more choked. If the husband of her bosom could play
-with her feelings and deceive her on such an occasion as this,&mdash;then,
-then,&mdash;then she thought that she would rather not have any husband of
-her bosom at all. But she did creep into bed, and lay down beside him
-without saying another word.</p>
-
-<p>Of course she slept, but her sleep was not the sleep of the blest. At
-every striking of the clock in the quadrangle she would start up in
-alarm, fearing that she had let the time go by. Though the night was so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_229" id="page_229"></a>{229}</span>
-short it was very long to her. But he slept like an infant. She could
-hear from his breathing that he was not quite so well as she could wish
-him to be, but still he was resting in beautiful tranquillity. Not once
-did he move when she started up, as she did so frequently. Orders had
-been given and repeated over and over again that they should be called
-at five. The man in the office had almost been angry as he assured Mrs.
-Brown for the fourth time that Monsieur and Madame would most assuredly
-be wakened at the appointed time. But still she would trust to no one,
-and was up and about the room before the clock had struck half-past
-four.</p>
-
-<p>In her heart of hearts she was very tender towards her husband. Now, in
-order that he might feel a gleam of warmth while he was dressing
-himself, she collected together the fragments of half-burned wood, and
-endeavoured to make a little fire. Then she took out from her bag a
-small pot, and a patent lamp, and some chocolate, and prepared for him a
-warm drink, so that he might have it instantly as he was awakened. She
-would do anything for him in the way of ministering to his
-comfort,&mdash;only he must go! Yes, he certainly must go!</p>
-
-<p>And then she wondered how that strange man was bearing himself at the
-present moment. She would fain have ministered to him too had it been
-possible; but ah!&mdash;it was so impossible! Probably before this he would
-have been aroused from his troubled slumbers. But then&mdash;how aroused? At
-what time in the night<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_230" id="page_230"></a>{230}</span> would the burning heat upon his chest have
-awakened him to a sense of torture which must have been so altogether
-incomprehensible to him? Her strong imagination showed to her a clear
-picture of the scene,&mdash;clear, though it must have been done in the dark.
-How he must have tossed and hurled himself under the clothes; how those
-strong knees must have worked themselves up and down before the potent
-god of sleep would allow him to return to perfect consciousness; how his
-fingers, restrained by no reason, would have trampled over his feverish
-throat, scattering everywhere that unhappy poultice! Then when he should
-have sat up wide awake, but still in the dark&mdash;with her mind’s eye she
-saw it all&mdash;feeling that some fire as from the infernal regions had
-fallen upon him, but whence he would know not, how fiercely wild would
-be the working of his spirit! Ah, now she knew, now she felt, now she
-acknowledged how bound she had been to awaken him at the moment,
-whatever might have been the personal inconvenience to herself! In such
-a position what would he do&mdash;or rather what had he done? She could
-follow much of it in her own thoughts;&mdash;how he would scramble madly from
-his bed, and, with one hand still on his throat, would snatch hurriedly
-at the matches with the other. How the light would come, and how then he
-would rush to the mirror. Ah, what a sight he would behold! She could
-see it all to the last widespread daub.</p>
-
-<p>But she could not see, she could not tell herself, what in such a
-position a man would do;&mdash;at any<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_231" id="page_231"></a>{231}</span> rate, not what that man would do. Her
-husband, she thought, would tell his wife, and then the two of them,
-between them, would&mdash;put up with it. There are misfortunes which, if
-they be published, are simply aggravated by ridicule. But she remembered
-the features of the stranger as she had seen them at that instant in
-which she had dropped his beard, and she thought that there was a
-ferocity in them, a certain tenacity of self-importance, which would not
-permit their owner to endure such treatment in silence. Would he not
-storm and rage, and ring the bell, and call all Paris to witness his
-revenge?</p>
-
-<p>But the storming and the raging had not reached her yet, and now it
-wanted but a quarter to five. In three-quarters of an hour they would be
-in that demi-omnibus which they had ordered for themselves, and in half
-an hour after that they would be flying towards Thompson Hall. Then she
-allowed herself to think of the coming comforts,&mdash;of those comforts so
-sweet, if only they would come! That very day now present to her was the
-24th December, and on that very evening she would be sitting in
-Christmas joy among all her uncles and cousins, holding her new
-brother-in-law affectionately by the hand. Oh, what a change from
-Pandemonium to Paradise;&mdash;from that wretched room, from that miserable
-house in which there was such ample cause for fear, to all the domestic
-Christmas bliss of the home of the Thompsons! She resolved that she
-would not, at any rate, be deterred by any light opposition on the part
-of her husband. “It wants just a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_232" id="page_232"></a>{232}</span> quarter to five,” she said, putting
-her hand steadily upon his shoulder, “and I’ll get a cup of chocolate
-for you, so that you may get up comfortably.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve been thinking about it,” he said, rubbing his eyes with the back
-of his hands. “It will be so much better to go over by the mail train
-to-night. We should be in time for Christmas just the same.”</p>
-
-<p>“That will not do at all,” she answered, energetically. “Come, Charles,
-after all the trouble do not disappoint me.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is such a horrid grind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Think what I have gone through,&mdash;what I have done for you! In twelve
-hours we shall be there, among them all. You won’t be so little like a
-man as not to go on now.” He threw himself back upon the bed, and tried
-to readjust the clothes round his neck. “No, Charles, no,” she
-continued; “not if I know it. Take your chocolate and get up. There is
-not a moment to be lost.” With that she laid her hand upon his shoulder,
-and made him clearly understand that he would not be allowed to take
-further rest in that bed.</p>
-
-<p>Grumbling, sulky, coughing continually, and declaring that life under
-such circumstances was not worth having, he did at last get up and dress
-himself. When once she knew that he was obeying her she became again
-tender to him, and certainly took much more than her own share of the
-trouble of the proceedings. Long before the time was up she was ready,
-and the porter had been summoned to take the luggage downstairs. When
-the man came she was rejoiced to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_233" id="page_233"></a>{233}</span> see that it was not he whom she had
-met among the passages during her nocturnal rambles. He shouldered the
-box, and told them that they would find coffee and bread and butter in
-the small salle-à-manger below.</p>
-
-<p>“I told you that it would be so, when you would boil that stuff,” said
-the ungrateful man, who had nevertheless swallowed the hot chocolate
-when it was given to him.</p>
-
-<p>They followed their luggage down into the hall; but as she went, at
-every step, the lady looked around her. She dreaded the sight of that
-porter of the night; she feared lest some potential authority of the
-hotel should come to her and ask her some horrid question; but of all
-her fears her greatest fear was that there should arise before her an
-apparition of that face which she had seen recumbent on its pillow.</p>
-
-<p>As they passed the door of the great salon, Mr. Brown looked in. “Why,
-there it is still!” said he.</p>
-
-<p>“What?” said she, trembling in every limb.</p>
-
-<p>“The mustard-pot!”</p>
-
-<p>“They have put it in there since,” she exclaimed energetically, in her
-despair. “But never mind. The omnibus is here. Come away.” And she
-absolutely took him by the arm.</p>
-
-<p>But at that moment a door behind them opened, and Mrs. Brown heard
-herself called by her name. And there was the night-porter,&mdash;with a
-handkerchief in his hand. But the further doings of that morning must be
-told in a further chapter.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_234" id="page_234"></a>{234}</span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IV-3" id="CHAPTER_IV-3"></a>CHAPTER IV.<br /><br />
-<small>MRS. BROWN DOES ESCAPE.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">It</span> had been visible to Mrs. Brown from the first moment of her arrival
-on the ground floor that “something was the matter,” if we may be
-allowed to use such a phrase; and she felt all but convinced that this
-something had reference to her. She fancied that the people of the hotel
-were looking at her as she swallowed, or tried to swallow, her coffee.
-When her husband was paying the bill there was something disagreeable in
-the eye of the man who was taking the money. Her sufferings were very
-great, and no one sympathised with her. Her husband was quite at his
-ease, except that he was complaining of the cold. When she was anxious
-to get him out into the carriage, he still stood there leisurely,
-arranging shawl after shawl around his throat. “You can do that quite as
-well in an omnibus,” she had just said to him very crossly, when there
-appeared upon the scene through a side door that very night-porter whom
-she dreaded, with a soiled pocket-handkerchief in his hand.</p>
-
-<p>Even before the sound of her own name met her ears Mrs. Brown knew it
-all. She understood the full horror of her position from that man’s
-hostile face, and from the little article which he held in his hand. If
-during the watches of the night she had had money in her pocket, if she
-had made a friend of this greedy<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_235" id="page_235"></a>{235}</span> fellow by well-timed liberality, all
-might have been so different! But she reflected that she had allowed him
-to go unfee’d after all his trouble, and she knew that he was her enemy.
-It was the handkerchief that she feared. She thought that she might have
-brazened out anything but that. No one had seen her enter or leave that
-strange man’s room. No one had seen her dip her hands in that jar. She
-had, no doubt, been found wandering about the house while the slumberer
-had been made to suffer so strangely, and there might have been
-suspicion, and perhaps accusation. But she would have been ready with
-frequent protestations to deny all charges made against her, and, though
-no one might have believed her, no one could have convicted her. Here,
-however, was evidence against which she would be unable to stand for a
-moment. At the first glance she acknowledged the potency of that damning
-morsel of linen.</p>
-
-<p>During all the horrors of the night she had never given a thought to the
-handkerchief, and yet she ought to have known that the evidence it would
-bring against her was palpable and certain. Her name, “M. Brown,” was
-plainly written on the corner. What a fool she had been not to have
-thought of this! Had she but remembered the plain marking which she, as
-a careful, well-conducted British matron, had put upon all her clothes,
-she would at any hazard have recovered the article. Oh that she had
-waked the man, or bribed the porter, or even told her husband! But now
-she was, as it were, friendless, without support, without a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_236" id="page_236"></a>{236}</span> word that
-she could say in her own defence, convicted of having committed this
-assault upon a strange man in his own bedroom, and then of having left
-him! The thing must be explained by the truth; but how to explain such
-truth, how to tell such story in a way to satisfy injured folk, and she
-with only barely time sufficient to catch the train! Then it occurred to
-her that they could have no legal right to stop her because the
-pocket-handkerchief had been found in a strange gentleman’s bedroom.
-“Yes, it is mine,” she said, turning to her husband, as the porter, with
-a loud voice, asked if she were not Madame Brown. “Take it, Charles, and
-come on.” Mr. Brown naturally stood still in astonishment. He did put
-out his hand, but the porter would not allow the evidence to pass so
-readily out of his custody.</p>
-
-<p>“What does it all mean?” asked Mr. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“A gentleman has been&mdash;eh&mdash;eh&mdash;. Something has been done to a gentleman
-in his bedroom,” said the clerk.</p>
-
-<p>“Something done to a gentleman!” repeated Mr. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“Something very bad indeed,” said the porter. “Look here,” and he showed
-the condition of the handkerchief.</p>
-
-<p>“Charles, we shall lose the train,” said the affrighted wife.</p>
-
-<p>“What the mischief does it all mean?” demanded the husband.</p>
-
-<p>“Did Madame go into the gentleman’s room?” asked<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_237" id="page_237"></a>{237}</span> the clerk. Then there
-was an awful silence, and all eyes were fixed upon the lady.</p>
-
-<p>“What does it all mean?” demanded the husband. “Did you go into
-anybody’s room?”</p>
-
-<p>“I did,” said Mrs. Brown with much dignity, looking round upon her
-enemies as a stag at bay will look upon the hounds which are attacking
-him. “Give me the handkerchief.” But the night-porter quickly put it
-behind his back. “Charles, we cannot allow ourselves to be delayed. You
-shall write a letter to the keeper of the hotel, explaining it all.”
-Then she essayed to swim out, through the front door, into the courtyard
-in which the vehicle was waiting for them. But three or four men and
-women interposed themselves, and even her husband did not seem quite
-ready to continue his journey. “To-night is Christmas Eve,” said Mrs.
-Brown, “and we shall not be at Thompson Hall! Think of my sister!”</p>
-
-<p>“Why did you go into the man’s bedroom, my dear?” whispered Mr. Brown in
-English.</p>
-
-<p>But the porter heard the whisper, and understood the language;&mdash;the
-porter who had not been “tipped.” “Ye’es;&mdash;vy?” asked the porter.</p>
-
-<p>“It was a mistake, Charles; there is not a moment to lose. I can explain
-it all to you in the carriage.” Then the clerk suggested that Madame had
-better postpone her journey a little. The gentleman upstairs had
-certainly been very badly treated, and had demanded to know why so great
-an outrage had been perpetrated. The clerk said that he did not wish to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_238" id="page_238"></a>{238}</span>
-send for the police&mdash;here Mrs. Brown gasped terribly and threw herself
-on her husband’s shoulder,&mdash;but he did not think he could allow the
-party to go till the gentleman upstairs had received some satisfaction.
-It had now become clearly impossible that the journey could be made by
-the early train. Even Mrs. Brown gave it up herself, and demanded of her
-husband that she should be taken back to her own bedroom.</p>
-
-<p>“But what is to be said to the gentleman?” asked the porter.</p>
-
-<p>Of course it was impossible that Mrs. Brown should be made to tell her
-story there in the presence of them all. The clerk, when he found he had
-succeeded in preventing her from leaving the house, was satisfied with a
-promise from Mr. Brown that he would inquire from his wife what were
-these mysterious circumstances, and would then come down to the office
-and give some explanation. If it were necessary, he would see the
-strange gentleman,&mdash;whom he now ascertained to be a certain Mr. Jones
-returning from the east of Europe. He learned also that this Mr. Jones
-had been most anxious to travel by that very morning train which he and
-his wife had intended to use,&mdash;that Mr. Jones had been most particular
-in giving his orders accordingly, but that at the last moment he had
-declared himself to be unable even to dress himself, because of the
-injury which had been done him during the night. When Mr. Brown heard
-this from the clerk just before he was allowed to take his wife
-upstairs, while she was sitting on a sofa in a corner with her face
-hidden, a look of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_239" id="page_239"></a>{239}</span> awful gloom came over his own countenance. What could
-it be that his wife had done to the man of so terrible a nature? “You
-had better come up with me,” he said to her with marital severity, and
-the poor cowed woman went with him tamely as might have done some
-patient Grizel. Not a word was spoken till they were in the room and the
-door was locked. “Now,” said he, “what does it all mean?”</p>
-
-<p>It was not till nearly two hours had passed that Mr. Brown came down the
-stairs very slowly,&mdash;turning it all over in his mind. He had now
-gradually heard the absolute and exact truth, and had very gradually
-learned to believe it. It was first necessary that he should understand
-that his wife had told him many fibs during the night; but as she
-constantly alleged to him when he complained of her conduct in this
-respect, they had all been told on his behalf. Had she not struggled to
-get the mustard for his comfort, and when she had secured the prize had
-she not hurried to put it on,&mdash;as she had fondly thought,&mdash;his throat?
-And though she had fibbed to him afterwards, had she not done so in
-order that he might not be troubled? “You are not angry with me because
-I was in that man’s room?” she asked, looking full into his eyes, but
-not quite without a sob. He paused a moment and then declared, with
-something of a true husband’s confidence in his tone, that he was not in
-the least angry with her on that account. Then she kissed him, and bade
-him remember that after all no one could really injure them. “What harm
-has been done, Charles? The gentleman<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_240" id="page_240"></a>{240}</span> won’t die because he has had a
-mustard plaster on his throat. The worst is about Uncle John and dear
-Jane. They do think so much of Christmas Eve at Thompson Hall!”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brown, when he again found himself in the clerk’s office, requested
-that his card might be taken up to Mr. Jones. Mr. Jones had sent down
-his own card, which was handed to Mr. Brown: “Mr. Barnaby Jones.” “And
-how was it all, sir?” asked the clerk, in a whisper&mdash;a whisper which had
-at the same time something of authoritative demand and something also of
-submissive respect. The clerk of course was anxious to know the mystery.
-It is hardly too much to say that everyone in that vast hotel was by
-this time anxious to have the mystery unravelled. But Mr. Brown would
-tell nothing to anyone. “It is merely a matter to be explained between
-me and Mr. Jones,” he said. The card was taken upstairs, and after
-awhile he was ushered into Mr. Jones’ room. It was, of course, that very
-353 with which the reader is already acquainted. There was a fire
-burning, and the remains of Mr. Jones’ breakfast were on the table. He
-was sitting in his dressing-gown and slippers, with his shirt open in
-the front, and a silk handkerchief very loosely covering his throat. Mr.
-Brown, as he entered the room, of course looked with considerable
-anxiety at the gentleman of whose condition he had heard so sad an
-account; but he could only observe some considerable stiffness of
-movement and demeanour as Mr. Jones turned his head round to greet him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_241" id="page_241"></a>{241}</span></p>
-
-<p>“This has been a very disagreeable accident, Mr. Jones,” said the
-husband of the lady.</p>
-
-<p>“Accident! I don’t know how it could have been an accident. It has been
-a most&mdash;most&mdash;most&mdash;a most monstrous,&mdash;er,&mdash;er,&mdash;I must say,
-interference with a gentleman’s privacy, and personal comfort.”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite so, Mr. Jones, but,&mdash;on the part of the lady, who is my wife&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“So I understand. I myself am about to become a married man, and I can
-understand what your feelings must be. I wish to say as little as
-possible to harrow them.” Here Mr. Brown bowed. “But,&mdash;there’s the fact.
-She did do it.”</p>
-
-<p>“She thought it was&mdash;me!”</p>
-
-<p>“What!”</p>
-
-<p>“I give you my word as a gentleman, Mr. Jones. When she was putting that
-mess upon you she thought it was me! She did, indeed.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Jones looked at his new acquaintance and shook his head. He did not
-think it possible that any woman would make such a mistake as that.</p>
-
-<p>“I had a very bad sore throat,” continued Mr. Brown, “and indeed you may
-perceive it still,”&mdash;in saying this, he perhaps aggravated a little the
-sign of his distemper, “and I asked Mrs. Brown to go down and get
-one,&mdash;just what she put on you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you’d had it,” said Mr. Jones, putting his hand up to his neck.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I had,&mdash;for your sake as well as mine,&mdash;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_242" id="page_242"></a>{242}</span>and for hers, poor
-woman. I don’t know when she will get over the shock.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know when I shall. And it has stopped me on my journey. I was
-to have been to-night, this very night, this Christmas Eve, with the
-young lady I am engaged to marry. Of course I couldn’t travel. The
-extent of the injury done nobody can imagine at present.”</p>
-
-<p>“It has been just as bad to me, sir. We were to have been with our
-family this Christmas Eve. There were particular reasons,&mdash;most
-particular. We were only hindered from going by hearing of your
-condition.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why did she come into my room at all? I can’t understand that. A lady
-always knows her own room at an hotel.”</p>
-
-<p>“353&mdash;that’s yours; 333&mdash;that’s ours. Don’t you see how easy it was? She
-had lost her way, and she was a little afraid lest the thing should fall
-down.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish it had, with all my heart.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s how it was. Now I’m sure, Mr. Jones, you’ll take a lady’s
-apology. It was a most unfortunate mistake,&mdash;most unfortunate; but what
-more can be said?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Jones gave himself up to reflection for a few moments before he
-replied to this. He supposed that he was bound to believe the story as
-far as it went. At any rate, he did not know how he could say that he
-did not believe it. It seemed to him to be almost
-incredible,&mdash;especially incredible in regard to that personal mistake,
-for, except that they both had long beards and brown beards, Mr. Jones
-thought that there<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_243" id="page_243"></a>{243}</span> was no point of resemblance between himself and Mr.
-Brown. But still, even that, he felt, must be accepted. But then why had
-he been left, deserted, to undergo all those torments? “She found out
-her mistake at last, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why didn’t she wake a fellow and take it off again?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!”</p>
-
-<p>“She can’t have cared very much for a man’s comfort when she went away
-and left him like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! there was the difficulty, Mr. Jones.”</p>
-
-<p>“Difficulty! Who was it that had done it? To come to me, in my bedroom,
-in the middle of the night, and put that thing on me, and then leave it
-there and say nothing about it! It seems to me deuced like a practical
-joke.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Mr. Jones!”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the way I look at it,” said Mr. Jones, plucking up his courage.</p>
-
-<p>“There isn’t a woman in all England, or in all France, less likely to do
-such a thing than my wife. She’s as steady as a rock, Mr. Jones, and
-would no more go into another gentleman’s bedroom in joke than&mdash;&mdash; Oh
-dear no! You’re going to be a married man yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Unless all this makes a difference,” said Mr. Jones, almost in tears.
-“I had sworn that I would be with her this Christmas Eve.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Jones, I cannot believe that will interfere<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_244" id="page_244"></a>{244}</span> with your
-happiness. How could you think that your wife, as is to be, would do
-such a thing as that in joke?”</p>
-
-<p>“She wouldn’t do it at all;&mdash;joke or anyway.”</p>
-
-<p>“How can you tell what accident might happen to anyone?”</p>
-
-<p>“She’d have wakened the man then afterwards. I’m sure she would. She
-would never have left him to suffer in that way. Her heart is too soft.
-Why didn’t she send you to wake me, and explain it all? That’s what my
-Jane would have done; and I should have gone and wakened him. But the
-whole thing is impossible,” he said, shaking his head as he remembered
-that he and his Jane were not in a condition as yet to undergo any such
-mutual trouble. At last Mr. Jones was brought to acknowledge that
-nothing more could be done. The lady had sent her apology, and told her
-story, and he must bear the trouble and inconvenience to which she had
-subjected him. He still, however, had his own opinion about her conduct
-generally, and could not be brought to give any sign of amity. He simply
-bowed when Mr. Brown was hoping to induce him to shake hands, and sent
-no word of pardon to the great offender.</p>
-
-<p>The matter, however, was so far concluded that there was no further
-question of police interference, nor any doubt but that the lady with
-her husband was to be allowed to leave Paris by the night train. The
-nature of the accident probably became known to all. Mr. Brown was
-interrogated by many, and though he professed to declare that he would
-answer no question,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_245" id="page_245"></a>{245}</span> nevertheless he found it better to tell the clerk
-something of the truth than to allow the matter to be shrouded in
-mystery. It is to be feared that Mr. Jones, who did not once show
-himself through the day, but who employed the hours in endeavouring to
-assuage the injury done him, still lived in the convicsion that the lady
-had played a practical joke on him. But the subject of such a joke never
-talks about it, and Mr. Jones could not be induced to speak even by the
-friendly adherence of the night-porter.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brown also clung to the seclusion of her own bedroom, never once
-stirring from it till the time came in which she was to be taken down to
-the omnibus. Upstairs she ate her meals, and upstairs she passed her
-time in packing and unpacking, and in requesting that telegrams might be
-sent repeatedly to Thompson Hall. In the course of the day two such
-telegrams were sent, in the latter of which the Thompson family were
-assured that the Browns would arrive, probably in time for breakfast on
-Christmas Day, certainly in time for church. She asked more than once
-tenderly after Mr. Jones’ welfare, but could obtain no information. “He
-was very cross, and that’s all I know about it,” said Mr. Brown. Then
-she made a remark as to the gentleman’s Christian name, which appeared
-on the card as “Barnaby.” “My sister’s husband’s name will be Burnaby,”
-she said. “And this man’s Christian name is Barnaby; that’s all the
-difference,” said her husband, with ill-timed jocularity.</p>
-
-<p>We all know how people under a cloud are apt to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_246" id="page_246"></a>{246}</span> fail in asserting their
-personal dignity. On the former day a separate vehicle had been ordered
-by Mr. Brown to take himself and his wife to the station, but now, after
-his misfortunes, he contented himself with such provision as the people
-at the hotel might make for him. At the appointed hour he brought his
-wife down, thickly veiled. There were many strangers as she passed
-through the hall, ready to look at the lady who had done that wonderful
-thing in the dead of night, but none could see a feature of her face as
-she stepped across the hall, and was hurried into the omnibus. And there
-were many eyes also on Mr. Jones, who followed very quickly, for he
-also, in spite of his sufferings, was leaving Paris on the evening in
-order that he might be with his English friends on Christmas Day. He, as
-he went through the crowd, assumed an air of great dignity, to which,
-perhaps, something was added by his endeavours, as he walked, to save
-his poor throat from irritation. He, too, got into the same omnibus,
-stumbling over the feet of his enemy in the dark. At the station they
-got their tickets, one close after the other, and then were brought into
-each other’s presence in the waiting-room. I think it must be
-acknowledged that here Mr. Jones was conscious, not only of her
-presence, but of her consciousness of his presence, and that he assumed
-an attitude, as though he should have said, “Now do you think it
-possible for me to believe that you mistook me for your husband?” She
-was perfectly quiet, but sat through that quarter of an hour with her
-face continually veiled. Mr.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_247" id="page_247"></a>{247}</span> Brown made some little overture of
-conversation to Mr. Jones, but Mr. Jones, though he did mutter some
-reply, showed plainly enough that he had no desire for further
-intercourse. Then came the accustomed stampede, the awful rush, the
-internecine struggle in which seats had to be found. Seats, I fancy, are
-regularly found, even by the most tardy, but it always appears that
-every British father and every British husband is actuated at these
-stormy moments by a conviction that unless he proves himself a very
-Hercules he and his daughters and his wife will be left desolate in
-Paris. Mr. Brown was quite Herculean, carrying two bags and a hat-box in
-his own hands, besides the cloaks, the coats, the rugs, the sticks, and
-the umbrellas. But when he had got himself and his wife well seated,
-with their faces to the engine, with a corner seat for her,&mdash;there was
-Mr. Jones immediately opposite to her. Mr. Jones, as soon as he
-perceived the inconvenience of his position, made a scramble for another
-place, but he was too late. In that contiguity the journey as far as
-Calais had to be made. She, poor woman, never once took up her veil.
-There he sat, without closing an eye, stiff as a ramrod, sometimes
-showing by little uneasy gestures that the trouble at his neck was still
-there, but never speaking a word, and hardly moving a limb.</p>
-
-<p>Crossing from Calais to Dover the lady was, of course, separated from
-her victim. The passage was very bad, and she more than once reminded
-her husband how well it would have been with them now had they pursued
-their journey as she had intended,&mdash;as though<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_248" id="page_248"></a>{248}</span> they had been detained in
-Paris by his fault! Mr. Jones, as he laid himself down on his back, gave
-himself up to wondering whether any man before him had ever been made
-subject to such absolute injustice. Now and again he put his hand up to
-his own beard, and began to doubt whether it could have been moved, as
-it must have been moved, without waking him. What if chloroform had been
-used? Many such suspicions crossed his mind during the misery of that
-passage.</p>
-
-<p>They were again together in the same railway carriage from Dover to
-London. They had now got used to the close neighbourhood, and knew how
-to endure each the presence of the other. But as yet Mr. Jones had never
-seen the lady’s face. He longed to know what were the features of the
-woman who had been so blind&mdash;if indeed that story were true. Or if it
-were not true, of what like was the woman who would dare in the middle
-of the night to play such a trick as that? But still she kept her veil
-close over her face.</p>
-
-<p>From Cannon Street the Browns took their departure in a cab for the
-Liverpool Street Station, whence they would be conveyed by the Eastern
-Counties Railway to Stratford. Now at any rate their troubles were over.
-They would be in ample time, not only for Christmas Day church, but for
-Christmas Day breakfast. “It will be just the same as getting in there
-last night,” said Mr. Brown, as he walked across the platform to place
-his wife in the carriage for Stratford. She entered it the first, and as
-she did so there she saw Mr. Jones seated in the corner! Hitherto she
-had borne his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_249" id="page_249"></a>{249}</span> presence well, but now she could not restrain herself
-from a little start and a little scream. He bowed his head very
-slightly, as though acknowledging the compliment, and then down she
-dropped her veil. When they arrived at Stratford, the journey being over
-in a quarter of an hour, Jones was out of the carriage even before the
-Browns.</p>
-
-<p>“There is Uncle John’s carriage,” said Mrs. Brown, thinking that now, at
-any rate, she would be able to free herself from the presence of this
-terrible stranger. No doubt he was a handsome man to look at, but on no
-face so sternly hostile had she ever before fixed her eyes. She did not,
-perhaps, reflect that the owner of no other face had ever been so deeply
-injured by herself.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_V-3" id="CHAPTER_V-3"></a>CHAPTER V.<br /><br />
-<small>MRS. BROWN AT THOMPSON HALL.</small></h3>
-
-<p>“Please, sir, we were to ask for Mr. Jones,” said the servant, putting
-his head into the carriage after both Mr. and Mrs. Brown had seated
-themselves.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Jones!” exclaimed the husband.</p>
-
-<p>“Why ask for Mr. Jones?” demanded the wife. The servant was about to
-tender some explanation when Mr. Jones stepped up and said that he was
-Mr. Jones. “We are going to Thompson Hall,” said the lady with great
-vigour.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_250" id="page_250"></a>{250}</span></p>
-
-<p>“So am I,” said Mr. Jones, with much dignity. It was, however, arranged
-that he should sit with the coachman, as there was a rumble behind for
-the other servant. The luggage was put into a cart, and away all went
-for Thompson Hall.</p>
-
-<p>“What do you think about it, Mary?” whispered Mr. Brown, after a pause.
-He was evidently awe-struck by the horror of the occasion.</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot make it out at all. What do you think?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know what to think. Jones going to Thompson Hall?”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s a very good-looking young man,” said Mrs. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“Well;&mdash;that’s as people think. A stiff, stuck-up fellow, I should say.
-Up to this moment he has never forgiven you for what you did to him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Would you have forgiven his wife, Charles, if she’d done it to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“He hasn’t got a wife,&mdash;yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“How do you know?”</p>
-
-<p>“He is coming home now to be married,” said Mr. Brown. “He expects to
-meet the young lady this very Christmas Day. He told me so. That was one
-of the reasons why he was so angry at being stopped by what you did last
-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose he knows Uncle John, or he wouldn’t be going to the Hall,”
-said Mrs. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t make it out,” said Mr. Brown, shaking his head.</p>
-
-<p>“He looks quite like a gentleman,” said Mrs. Brown,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_251" id="page_251"></a>{251}</span> “though he has been
-so stiff. Jones! Barnaby Jones! You’re sure it was Barnaby?”</p>
-
-<p>“That was the name on the card.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not Burnaby?” asked Mrs. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“It was Barnaby Jones on the card,&mdash;just the same as ‘Barnaby Rudge,’
-and as for looking like a gentleman, I’m by no means quite so sure. A
-gentleman takes an apology when it’s offered.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps, my dear, that depends on the condition of his throat. If you
-had had a mustard plaster on all night, you might not have liked it. But
-here we are at Thompson Hall at last.”</p>
-
-<p>Thompson Hall was an old brick mansion, standing within a huge iron
-gate, with a gravel sweep before it. It had stood there before Stratford
-was a town, or even a suburb, and had then been known by the name of Bow
-Place. But it had been in the hands of the present family for the last
-thirty years, and was now known far and wide as Thompson Hall,&mdash;a
-comfortable, roomy, old-fashioned place, perhaps a little dark and dull
-to look at, but much more substantially built than most of our modern
-villas. Mrs. Brown jumped with alacrity from the carriage, and with a
-quick step entered the home of her forefathers. Her husband followed her
-more leisurely, but he, too, felt that he was at home at Thompson Hall.
-Then Mr. Jones walked in also;&mdash;but he looked as though he were not at
-all at home. It was still very early, and no one of the family was as
-yet down. In these circumstances it was almost necessary that something
-should be said to Mr. Jones.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_252" id="page_252"></a>{252}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Do you know Mr. Thompson?” asked Mr. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“I never had the pleasure of seeing him,&mdash;as yet,” answered Mr. Jones,
-very stiffly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,&mdash;I didn’t know;&mdash;because you said you were coming here.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I have come here. Are you friends of Mr. Thompson?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dear, yes,” said Mrs. Brown. “I was a Thompson myself before I
-married.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,&mdash;indeed!” said Mr. Jones. “How very odd,&mdash;very odd, indeed.”</p>
-
-<p>During this time the luggage was being brought into the house, and two
-old family servants were offering them assistance. Would the new comers
-like to go up to their bedrooms? Then the housekeeper, Mrs. Green,
-intimated with a wink that Miss Jane would, she was sure, be down quite
-immediately. The present moment, however, was still very unpleasant. The
-lady probably had made her guess as to the mystery; but the two
-gentlemen were still altogether in the dark. Mrs. Brown had no doubt
-declared her parentage, but Mr. Jones, with such a multitude of strange
-facts crowding on his mind, had been slow to understand her. Being
-somewhat suspicious by nature, he was beginning to think whether
-possibly the mustard had been put by this lady on his throat with some
-reference to his connexion with Thompson Hall. Could it be that she, for
-some reason of her own, had wished to prevent his coming, and had
-contrived this untoward stratagem out of her brain? or had she wished to
-make him ridiculous to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_253" id="page_253"></a>{253}</span> the Thompson family,&mdash;to whom, as a family, he
-was at present unknown? It was becoming more and more improbable to him
-that the whole thing should have been an accident. When, after the first
-horrid torments of that morning in which he had in his agony invoked the
-assistance of the night-porter, he had begun to reflect on his
-situation, he had determined that it would be better that nothing
-further should be said about it. What would life be worth to him if he
-were to be known wherever he went as the man who had been
-mustard-plastered in the middle of the night by a strange lady? The
-worst of a practical joke is that the remembrance of the absurd
-condition sticks so long to the sufferer! At the hotel that
-night-porter, who had possessed himself of the handkerchief and had read
-the name, and had connected that name with the occupant of 333 whom he
-had found wandering about the house with some strange purpose, had not
-permitted the thing to sleep. The porter had pressed the matter home
-against the Browns, and had produced the interview which has been
-recorded. But during the whole of that day Mr. Jones had been resolving
-that he would never again either think of the Browns or speak of them. A
-great injury had been done to him,&mdash;a most outrageous injustice;&mdash;but it
-was a thing which had to be endured. A horrid woman had come across him
-like a nightmare. All he could do was to endeavour to forget the
-terrible visitation. Such had been his resolve,&mdash;in making which he had
-passed that long day in Paris. And<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_254" id="page_254"></a>{254}</span> now the Browns had stuck to him from
-the moment of his leaving his room! he had been forced to travel with
-them, but had travelled with them as a stranger. He had tried to comfort
-himself with the reflection that at every fresh stage he would shake
-them off. In one railway after another the vicinity had been bad,&mdash;but
-still they were strangers. Now he found himself in the same house with
-them,&mdash;where of course the story would be told. Had not the thing been
-done on purpose that the story might be told there at Thompson Hall?</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brown had acceded to the proposition of the housekeeper, and was
-about to be taken to her room when there was heard a sound of footsteps
-along the passage above and on the stairs, and a young lady came
-bounding on to the scene. “You have all of you come a quarter of an hour
-earlier than we thought possible,” said the young lady. “I did so mean
-to be up to receive you!” With that she passed her sister on the
-stairs,&mdash;for the young lady was Miss Jane Thompson, sister to our Mrs.
-Brown,&mdash;and hurried down into the hall. Here Mr. Brown, who had ever
-been on affectionate terms with his sister-in-law, put himself forward
-to receive her embraces; but she, apparently not noticing him in her
-ardour, rushed on and threw herself on to the breast of the other
-gentleman. “This is my Charles,” she said. “Oh, Charles, I thought you
-never would be here.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Charles Burnaby Jones, for such was his name since he had inherited
-the Jones property in Pembrokeshire,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_255" id="page_255"></a>{255}</span> received into his arms the ardent
-girl of his heart with all that love and devotion to which she was
-entitled, but could not do so without some external shrinking from her
-embrace. “Oh, Charles, what is it?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing, dearest&mdash;only&mdash;only&mdash;.” Then he looked piteously up into Mrs.
-Brown’s face, as though imploring her not to tell the story.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps, Jane, you had better introduce us,” said Mrs. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“Introduce you! I thought you had been travelling together, and staying
-at the same hotel&mdash;and all that.”</p>
-
-<p>“So we have; but people may be in the same hotel without knowing each
-other. And we have travelled all the way home with Mr. Jones without in
-the least knowing who he was.”</p>
-
-<p>“How very odd! Do you mean you have never spoken?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not a word,” said Mrs. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“I do so hope you’ll love each other,” said Jane.</p>
-
-<p>“It shan’t be my fault if we don’t,” said Mrs. Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure it shan’t be mine,” said Mr. Brown, tendering his hand to the
-other gentleman. The various feelings of the moment were too much for
-Mr. Jones, and he could not respond quite as he should have done. But as
-he was taken upstairs to his room he determined that he would make the
-best of it.</p>
-
-<p>The owner of the house was old Uncle John. He was a bachelor, and with
-him lived various members of the family. There was the great Thompson of
-them all,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_256" id="page_256"></a>{256}</span> Cousin Robert, who was now member of Parliament for the Essex
-Flats, and young John, as a certain enterprising Thompson of the age of
-forty was usually called, and then there was old Aunt Bess, and among
-other young branches there was Miss Jane Thompson, who was now engaged
-to marry Mr. Charles Burnaby Jones. As it happened, no other member of
-the family had as yet seen Mr. Burnaby Jones, and he, being by nature of
-a retiring disposition, felt himself to be ill at ease when he came into
-the breakfast parlour among all the Thompsons. He was known to be a
-gentleman of good family and ample means, and all the Thompsons had
-approved of the match, but during the first Christmas breakfast he did
-not seem to accept his condition jovially. His own Jane sat beside him,
-but then on the other side sat Mrs. Brown. She assumed an immediate
-intimacy,&mdash;as women know how to do on such occasions,&mdash;being determined
-from the very first to regard her sister’s husband as a brother; but he
-still feared her. She was still to him the woman who had come to him in
-the dead of night with that horrid mixture,&mdash;and had then left him.</p>
-
-<p>“It was so odd that both of you should have been detained on the very
-same day,” said Jane.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it was odd,” said Mrs. Brown, with a smile looking round upon her
-neighbour.</p>
-
-<p>“It was abominably bad weather you know,” said Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“But you were both so determined to come,” said the old gentleman. “When
-we got the two telegrams<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_257" id="page_257"></a>{257}</span> at the same moment, we were sure that there
-had been some agreement between you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not exactly an agreement,” said Mrs. Brown; whereupon Mr. Jones looked
-as grim as death.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure there is something more than we understand yet,” said the
-Member of Parliament.</p>
-
-<p>Then they all went to church, as a united family ought to do on
-Christmas Day, and came home to a fine old English early dinner at three
-o’clock,&mdash;a sirloin of beef a foot-and-a-half broad, a turkey as big as
-an ostrich, a plum-pudding bigger than the turkey, and two or three
-dozen mince-pies. “That’s a very large bit of beef,” said Mr. Jones, who
-had not lived much in England latterly. “It won’t look so large,” said
-the old gentleman, “when all our friends downstairs have had their say
-to it.” “A plum-pudding on Christmas Day can’t be too big,” he said
-again, “if the cook will but take time enough over it. I never knew a
-bit go to waste yet.”</p>
-
-<p>By this time there had been some explanation as to past events between
-the two sisters. Mrs. Brown had indeed told Jane all about it, how ill
-her husband had been, how she had been forced to go down and look for
-the mustard, and then what she had done with the mustard. “I don’t think
-they are a bit alike you know, Mary, if you mean that,” said Jane.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, no; perhaps not quite alike. I only saw his beard, you know. No
-doubt it was stupid, but I did it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why didn’t you take it off again?” asked the sister.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Jane, if you’d only think of it! Could you?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_258" id="page_258"></a>{258}</span>” Then of course all
-that occurred was explained, how they had been stopped on their journey,
-how Brown had made the best apology in his power, and how Jones had
-travelled with them and had never spoken a word. The gentleman had only
-taken his new name a week since, but of course had had his new card
-printed immediately. “I’m sure I should have thought of it if they
-hadn’t made a mistake with the first name. Charles said it was like
-Barnaby Rudge.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all like Barnaby Rudge,” said Jane; “Charles Burnaby Jones is a
-very good name.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very good indeed,&mdash;and I’m sure that after a little bit he won’t be at
-all the worse for the accident.”</p>
-
-<p>Before dinner the secret had been told no further, but still there had
-crept about among the Thompsons, and, indeed, downstairs also, among the
-retainers, a feeling that there was a secret. The old housekeeper was
-sure that Miss Mary, as she still called Mrs. Brown, had something to
-tell if she could only be induced to tell it, and that this something
-had reference to Mr. Jones’ personal comfort. The head of the family,
-who was a sharp old gentleman, felt this also, and the member of
-Parliament, who had an idea that he specially should never be kept in
-the dark, was almost angry. Mr. Jones, suffering from some kindred
-feeling throughout the dinner, remained silent and unhappy. When two or
-three toasts had been drunk,&mdash;the Queen’s health, the old gentleman’s
-health, the young couple’s health, Brown’s health, and the general
-health of all the Thompsons, then tongues were loosened and a question<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_259" id="page_259"></a>{259}</span>
-was asked, “I know that there has been something doing in Paris between
-these young people that we haven’t heard as yet,” said the uncle. Then
-Mrs. Brown laughed, and Jane, laughing too, gave Mr. Jones to understand
-that she at any rate knew all about it.</p>
-
-<p>“If there is a mystery I hope it will be told at once,” said the member
-of Parliament, angrily.</p>
-
-<p>“Come, Brown, what is it?” asked another male cousin.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, there was an accident. I’d rather Jones should tell,” said he.</p>
-
-<p>Jones’ brow became blacker than thunder, but he did not say a word. “You
-mustn’t be angry with Mary,” Jane whispered into her lover’s ear.</p>
-
-<p>“Come, Mary, you never were slow at talking,” said the uncle.</p>
-
-<p>“I do hate this kind of thing,” said the member of Parliament.</p>
-
-<p>“I will tell it all,” said Mrs. Brown, very nearly in tears, or else
-pretending to be very nearly in tears. “I know I was very wrong, and I
-do beg his pardon, and if he won’t say that he forgives me I never shall
-be happy again.” Then she clasped her hands, and turning round, looked
-him piteously in the face.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes; I do forgive you,” said Mr. Jones.</p>
-
-<p>“My brother,” said she, throwing her arms round him and kissing him. He
-recoiled from the embrace, but I think that he attempted to return the
-kiss. “And now I will tell the whole story,” said Mrs. Brown. And she
-told it, acknowledging her fault with true contrition,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_260" id="page_260"></a>{260}</span> and swearing
-that she would atone for it by life-long sisterly devotion.</p>
-
-<p>“And you mustard-plastered the wrong man!” said the old gentleman,
-almost rolling off his chair with delight.</p>
-
-<p>“I did,” said Mrs. Brown, sobbing, “and I think that no woman ever
-suffered as I suffered.”</p>
-
-<p>“And Jones wouldn’t let you leave the hotel?”</p>
-
-<p>“It was the handkerchief stopped us,” said Brown.</p>
-
-<p>“If it had turned out to be anybody else,” said the member of
-Parliament, “the results might have been most serious,&mdash;not to say
-discreditable.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s nonsense, Robert,” said Mrs. Brown, who was disposed to resent
-the use of so severe a word, even from the legislator cousin.</p>
-
-<p>“In a strange gentleman’s bedroom!” he continued. “It only shows that
-what I have always said is quite true. You should never go to bed in a
-strange house without locking your door.”</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless it was a very jovial meeting, and before the evening was
-over Mr. Jones was happy, and had been brought to acknowledge that the
-mustard-plaster would probably not do him any permanent injury.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_261" id="page_261"></a>{261}</span></p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_262" id="page_262"></a>{262}</span><br />nbsp;
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_263" id="page_263"></a>{263}</span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="THE_TELEGRAPH_GIRL" id="THE_TELEGRAPH_GIRL"></a>THE TELEGRAPH GIRL.</h2>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_I-4" id="CHAPTER_I-4"></a>CHAPTER I.<br /><br />
-<small>LUCY GRAHAM AND SOPHY WILSON.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HREE shillings a day to cover all expenses of life, food, raiment,
-shelter, a room in which to eat and sleep, and fire and light,&mdash;and
-recreation if recreation there might be,&mdash;is not much; but when Lucy
-Graham, the heroine of this tale, found herself alone in the world, she
-was glad to think that she was able to earn so much by her work, and
-that thus she possessed the means of independence if she chose to be
-independent. Her story up to the date with which we are dealing shall be
-very shortly told. She had lived for many years with a married brother,
-who was a bookseller in Holborn,&mdash;in a small way of business, and
-burdened with a large family, but still living in decent comfort. In
-order, however, that she might earn her own bread she had gone into the
-service of the Crown as a “Telegraph Girl” in the Telegraph Office.<a name="FNanchor_A_1" id="FNanchor_A_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_A_1" class="fnanchor">[A]</a>
-And<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_264" id="page_264"></a>{264}</span> there she had remained till the present time, and there she was
-earning eighteen shillings a week by eight hours’ continual work daily.
-Her life had been full of occupation, as in her spare hours she had been
-her brother’s assistant in his shop, and had made herself familiar with
-the details of his trade. But the brother had suddenly died, and it had
-been quickly decided that the widow and the children should take
-themselves off to some provincial refuge.</p>
-
-<p>Then it was that Lucy Graham had to think of her independence and her
-eighteen shillings a week on the one side, and of her desolation and
-feminine necessities on the other. To run backwards and forwards from
-High Holborn to St. Martin’s-le-Grand had been very well as long as she
-could comfort herself with the companionship of her sister-in-law and
-defend herself with her brother’s arm;&mdash;but how would it be with her if
-she were called upon to live all alone in London? She was driven to
-consider what else she could do to earn her bread. She might become a
-nursemaid, or perhaps a nursery governess. Though she had been well and
-in some respects carefully educated, she knew that she could not soar
-above that. Of music she did not know a note. She could draw a little
-and understood enough French,&mdash;not to read it, but to teach herself to
-read it. With English literature she was better acquainted than is usual
-with young women of her age and class; and, as her only personal
-treasures, she had managed to save a few books which had become hers
-through her brother’s kindness. To be a servant was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_265" id="page_265"></a>{265}</span> distasteful to her,
-not through any idea that service was disreputable, but from a dislike
-to be subject at all hours to the will of others. To work and work hard
-she was quite willing, so that there might be some hours of her life in
-which she might not be called upon to obey.</p>
-
-<p>When, therefore, it was suggested to her that she had better abandon the
-Telegraph Office and seek the security of some household, her spirit
-rebelled against the counsel. Why should she not be independent, and
-respectable, and safe? But then the solitude! Solitude would certainly
-be hard, but absolute solitude might not perhaps be necessary. She was
-fond too of the idea of being a government servant, with a sure and
-fixed salary,&mdash;bound of course to her work at certain hours, but so
-bound only for certain hours. During a third of the day she was, as she
-proudly told herself, a servant of the Crown. During the other
-two-thirds she was lord,&mdash;or lady,&mdash;of herself.</p>
-
-<p>But there was a quaintness, a mystery, even an awe, about her
-independence which almost terrified her. During her labours she had
-eight hundred female companions, all congregated together in one vast
-room, but as soon as she left the Post Office she was to be all alone!
-For a few months after her brother’s death she continued to live with
-her sister-in-law, during which time this great question was being
-discussed. But then the sister-in-law and the children disappeared, and
-it was incumbent on Lucy to fix herself somewhere. She must begin life
-after what seemed to her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_266" id="page_266"></a>{266}</span> to be a most unfeminine fashion,&mdash;“just as
-though she were a young man,”&mdash;for it was thus that she described to
-herself her own position over and over again.</p>
-
-<p>At this time Lucy Graham was twenty-six years old. She had hitherto
-regarded herself as being stronger and more steadfast than are women
-generally of that age. She had taught herself to despise feminine
-weaknesses, and had learned to be almost her brother’s equal in managing
-the affairs of his shop in his absence. She had declared to herself,
-looking forward then to some future necessity which had become present
-to her with terrible quickness, that she would not be feckless,
-helpless, and insufficient for herself as are so many females. She had
-girded herself up for a work-a-day life,&mdash;looking forward to a time when
-she might leave the telegraphs and become a partner with her brother. A
-sudden disruption had broken up all that.</p>
-
-<p>She was twenty-six, well made, cheery, healthy, and to some eyes
-singularly good-looking, though no one probably would have called her
-either pretty or handsome. In the first place her complexion was&mdash;brown.
-It was impossible to deny that her whole face was brown, as also was her
-hair, and generally her dress. There was a pervading brownness about her
-which left upon those who met her a lasting connection between Lucy
-Graham and that serviceable, long-enduring colour. But there was nobody
-so convinced that she was brown from head to foot as was she herself. A
-good lasting colour she would call it,&mdash;one that did not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_267" id="page_267"></a>{267}</span> require to be
-washed every half-hour in order that it might be decent, but could bear
-real washing when it was wanted; for it was a point of her inner creed,
-of her very faith of faith, that she was not to depend upon feminine
-good looks, or any of the adventitious charms of dress for her advance
-in the world. “A good strong binding,” she would say of certain
-dark-visaged books, “that will stand the gas, and not look disfigured
-even though a blot of ink should come in its way.” And so it was that
-she regarded her own personal binding.</p>
-
-<p>But for all that she was to some observers very attractive. There was
-not a mean feature in her face. Her forehead was spacious and well
-formed. Her eyes, which were brown also, were very bright, and could
-sparkle with anger or solicitude, or perhaps with love. Her nose was
-well formed, and delicately shaped enough. Her mouth was large, but full
-of expression, and seemed to declare without speech that she could be
-eloquent. The form of her face was oval, and complete, not as though it
-had been moulded by an inartistic thumb, a bit added on here and a bit
-there. She was somewhat above the average height of women, and stood
-upon her legs,&mdash;or walked upon them,&mdash;as though she understood that they
-had been given to her for real use.</p>
-
-<p>Two years before her brother’s death there had been a suitor for her
-hand,&mdash;as to whose suit she had in truth doubted much. He also had been
-a bookseller, a man in a larger way of business than her brother,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_268" id="page_268"></a>{268}</span> some
-fifteen years older than herself,&mdash;a widower, with a family. She knew
-him to be a good man, with a comfortable house, an adequate income, and
-a kind heart. Had she gone to him she would not have been required then
-to live among the bookshelves or the telegraphs. She had doubted much
-whether she would not go to him. She knew she could love the children.
-She thought that she could buckle herself to that new work with a will.
-But she feared,&mdash;she feared that she could not love him.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps there had come across her heart some idea of what might be the
-joy of real, downright, hearty love. If so it was only an idea. No
-personage had come across her path thus to disturb her. But the idea, or
-the fear, had been so strong with her that she had never been able to
-induce herself to become the wife of this man; and when he had come to
-her after her brother’s death, in her worst desolation,&mdash;when the
-prospect of service in some other nursery had been strongest before her
-eyes,&mdash;she had still refused him. Perhaps there had been a pride in
-this,&mdash;a feeling that as she had rejected him in her comparative
-prosperity, she should not take him now when the renewal of his offer
-might probably be the effect of generosity. But she did refuse him; and
-the widowed bookseller had to look elsewhere for a second mother for his
-children.</p>
-
-<p>Then there arose the question, how and where she should live? When it
-came to the point of settling herself, that idea of starting in life
-like a young man<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_269" id="page_269"></a>{269}</span> became very awful indeed. How was she to do it? Would
-any respectable keeper of lodgings take her in upon that principle? And
-if so, in what way should she plan out her life? Sixteen hours a day
-were to be her own. What should she do with them? Was she or was she not
-to contemplate the enjoyment of any social pleasures; and if so, how
-were they to be found of such a nature as not to be discreditable? On
-rare occasions she had gone to the play with her brother, and had then
-enjoyed the treat thoroughly. Whether it had been <i>Hamlet</i> at the
-Lyceum, or <i>Lord Dundreary</i> at the Haymarket, she had found herself
-equally able to be happy. But there could not be for her now even such
-rare occasions as these. She thought that she knew that a young woman
-all alone could not go to the theatre with propriety, let her be ever so
-brave. And then those three shillings a day, though sufficient for life,
-would hardly be more than sufficient.</p>
-
-<p>But how should she begin? At last chance assisted her. Another girl,
-also employed in the Telegraph Office, with whom there had been some
-family acquaintance over and beyond that formed in the office, happened
-at this time to be thrown upon the world in some such fashion as
-herself, and the two agreed to join their forces.</p>
-
-<p>She was one Sophy Wilson by name,&mdash;and it was agreed between them that
-they should club their means together and hire a room for their joint
-use. Here would be a companionship,&mdash;and possibly, after awhile, sweet
-friendship. Sophy was younger than herself, and might<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_270" id="page_270"></a>{270}</span> probably need,
-perhaps be willing to accept, assistance. To be able to do something
-that should be of use to somebody would, she felt, go far towards giving
-her life that interest which it would otherwise lack.</p>
-
-<p>When Lucy examined her friend, thinking of the closeness of their future
-connection, she was startled by the girl’s prettiness and youth, and
-thorough unlikeness to herself. Sophy had long, black, glossy curls,
-large eyes, a pink complexion, and was very short. She seemed to have no
-inclination for that strong, serviceable brown binding which was so
-valuable in Lucy’s eyes; but rather to be wedded to bright colours and
-soft materials. And it soon became evident to the elder young woman that
-the younger looked upon her employment simply as a stepping-stone to a
-husband. To get herself married as soon as possible was unblushingly
-declared by Sophy Wilson to be the one object of her ambition,&mdash;and as
-she supposed that of every other girl in the telegraph department. But
-she seemed to be friendly and at first docile, to have been brought up
-with aptitudes for decent life, and to be imbued with the necessity of
-not spending more than her three shillings a day. And she was quick
-enough at her work in the office,&mdash;quicker even than Lucy
-herself,&mdash;which was taken by Lucy as evidence that her new friend was
-clever, and would therefore probably be an agreeable companion.</p>
-
-<p>They took together a bedroom in a very quiet street in Clerkenwell,&mdash;a
-street which might be described as genteel because it contained no
-shops; and here they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_271" id="page_271"></a>{271}</span> began to keep house, as they called it. Now the
-nature of their work was such that they were not called upon to be in
-their office till noon, but that then they were required to remain there
-till eight in the evening. At two a short space was allowed them for
-dinner, which was furnished to them at a cheap rate in a room adjacent
-to that in which they worked. Here for eightpence each they could get a
-good meal, or if they preferred it they could bring their food with
-them, and even have it cooked upon the premises. In the evening tea and
-bread and butter were provided for them by the officials; and then at
-eight or a few minutes after they left the building and walked home. The
-keeping of house was restricted in fact to providing tea and bread and
-butter for the morning meal, and perhaps when they could afford it for
-the repetition of such comfort later in the evening. There was the
-Sunday to be considered,&mdash;as to which day they made a contract with the
-keeper of the lodging-house to sit at her table and partake of her
-dishes. And so they were established.</p>
-
-<p>From the first Lucy Graham made up her mind that it was her duty to be a
-very friend of friends to this new companion. It was as though she had
-consented to marry that widowed bookseller. She would then have
-considered herself bound to devote herself to his welfare. It was not
-that she could as yet say that she loved Sophy Wilson. Love with her
-could not be so immediate as that. But the nature of the bond between
-them was such, that each might possibly do so much either for the
-happiness, or the unhappiness of the other!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_272" id="page_272"></a>{272}</span> And then, though Sophy was
-clever,&mdash;for as to this Lucy did not doubt,&mdash;still she was too evidently
-in many things inferior to herself, and much in want of such assistance
-as a stronger nature could give her. Lucy in acknowledging this put down
-her own greater strength to the score of her years and the nature of the
-life which she had been called upon to lead. She had early in her days
-been required to help herself, to hold her own, and to be as it were a
-woman of business. But the weakness of the other was very apparent to
-her. That doctrine as to the necessity of a husband, which had been very
-soon declared, had,&mdash;well,&mdash;almost disgusted Lucy. And then she found
-cause to lament the peculiar arrangement which the requirements of the
-office had made as to their hours. At first it had seemed to her to be
-very pleasant that they should have their morning hours for needlework,
-and perhaps for a little reading; but when she found that Sophy would
-lie in bed till ten because early rising was not obligatory, then she
-wished that they had been classed among those whose presence was
-demanded at eight.</p>
-
-<p>After awhile, there was a little difference between them as to what
-might or what might not be done with propriety after their office hours
-were over. It must be explained that in that huge room in which eight
-hundred girls were at work together, there was also a sprinkling of boys
-and young men. As no girls were employed there after eight there would
-always be on duty in the afternoon an increasing number of the other<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_273" id="page_273"></a>{273}</span>
-sex, some of whom remained there till late at night,&mdash;some indeed all
-night. Now, whether by chance,&mdash;or as Lucy feared by management,&mdash;Sophy
-Wilson had her usual seat next to a young lad with whom she soon
-contracted a certain amount of intimacy. And from this intimacy arose a
-proposition that they two should go with Mr. Murray,&mdash;he was at first
-called Mister, but the formal appellation soon degenerated into a
-familiar Alec,&mdash;to a Music Hall! Lucy Graham at once set her face
-against the Music Hall.</p>
-
-<p>“But why?” asked the other girl. “You don’t mean to say that decent
-people don’t go to Music Halls?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t mean to say anything of the kind, but then they go decently
-attended.”</p>
-
-<p>“How decently? We should be decent.”</p>
-
-<p>“With their brothers,” said Lucy;&mdash;“or something of that kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Brothers!” ejaculated the other girl with a tone of thorough contempt.
-A visit to a Music Hall with her brother was not at all the sort of
-pleasure to which Sophy was looking forward. She did her best to get
-over objections which to her seemed to be fastidious and absurd,
-observing, “that if people were to feel like that there would be no
-coming together of people at all.” But when she found that Lucy could
-not be instigated to go to the Music Hall, and that the idea of Alec
-Murray and herself going to such a place unattended by others was
-regarded as a proposition too monstrous to be discussed, Sophy for
-awhile gave way.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_274" id="page_274"></a>{274}</span> But she returned again and again to the subject,
-thinking to prevail by asserting that Alec had a friend, a most
-excellent young man, who would go with them,&mdash;and bring his sister. Alec
-was almost sure that the sister would come. Lucy, however, would have
-nothing to do with it. Lucy thought that there should be very great
-intimacy indeed before anything of that kind should be permitted.</p>
-
-<p>And so there was something of a quarrel. Sophy declared that such a life
-as theirs was too hard for her, and that some kind of amusement was
-necessary. Unless she were allowed some delight she must go mad, she
-must die, she must throw herself off Waterloo Bridge. Lucy, remembering
-her duty, remembering how imperative it was that she should endeavour to
-do good to the one human being with whom she was closely concerned,
-forgave her, and tried to comfort her;&mdash;forgave her even though at last
-she refused to be guided by her monitress. For Sophy did go to the Music
-Hall with Alec Murray,&mdash;reporting, but reporting falsely, that they were
-accompanied by the friend and the friend’s sister. Lucy, poor Lucy, was
-constrained by certain circumstances to disbelieve this false assertion.
-She feared that Sophy had gone with Alec alone,&mdash;as was the fact. But
-yet she forgave her friend. How are we to live together at all if we
-cannot forgive each other’s offences?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_275" id="page_275"></a>{275}</span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_II-4" id="CHAPTER_II-4"></a>CHAPTER II.<br /><br />
-<small>ABRAHAM HALL.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">As</span> there was no immediate repetition of the offence the forgiveness soon
-became complete, and Lucy found the interest of her life in her
-endeavours to be good to this weak child whom chance had thrown in her
-way. For Sophy Wilson was but a weak child. She was full of Alec Murray
-for awhile, and induced Lucy to make the young man’s acquaintance. The
-lad was earning twelve shillings a week, and if these two poor young
-creatures chose to love each other and get themselves married, it would
-be respectable, though it might be unfortunate. It would at any rate be
-the way of the world, and was a natural combination with which she would
-have no right to interfere. But she found that Alec was a mere boy, and
-with no idea beyond the enjoyment of a bright scarf and a penny cigar,
-with a girl by his side at a Music Hall. “I don’t think it can be worth
-your while to go much out of your way for his sake,” said Lucy.</p>
-
-<p>“Who is going out of her way? Not I. He’s as good as anybody else, I
-suppose. And one must have somebody to talk to sometimes.” These last
-words she uttered so plaintively, showing so plainly that she was unable
-to endure the simple unchanging dulness of a life of labour, that Lucy’s
-heart was thoroughly softened towards her. She had the great gift of
-being not the less able to sympathize with the weakness of the weak<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_276" id="page_276"></a>{276}</span>
-because of her own abnormal strength. And so it came to pass that she
-worked for her friend,&mdash;stitching and mending when the girl ought to
-have stitched and mended for herself,&mdash;reading to her, even though but
-little of what was read might be understood,&mdash;yielding to her and
-assisting her in all things, till at last it came to pass that in truth
-she loved her. And such love and care were much wanted, for the elder
-girl soon found that the younger was weak in health as well as weak in
-spirit. There were days on which she could not,&mdash;or at any rate did not
-go to her office. When six months had passed by Lucy had not once been
-absent since she had begun her new life.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you seen that man who has come to look at our house?” asked Sophy
-one day as they were walking down to the office. Lucy had seen a strange
-man, having met him on the stairs. “Isn’t he a fine fellow?”</p>
-
-<p>“For anything that I know. Let us hope that he is very fine,” said Lucy
-laughing.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s about as handsome a chap as I think I ever saw.”</p>
-
-<p>“As for being a chap the man I saw must be near forty.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is a little old I should say, but not near that. I don’t think he
-can have a wife or he wouldn’t come here. He’s an engineer, and he has
-the care of a steam-engine in the City Road,&mdash;that great printing place.
-His name is Abraham Hall, and he’s earning three or four pounds a week.
-A man like that ought to have a wife.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_277" id="page_277"></a>{277}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“How did you learn all about him?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all true. Sally heard it from Mrs. Green.” Mrs. Green was the
-keeper of the lodging-house and Sally was the maid. “I couldn’t help
-speaking to him yesterday because we were both at the door together. He
-talked just like a gentleman although he was all smutty and greasy.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad he talked like a gentleman.”</p>
-
-<p>“I told him we lodged here and that we were telegraph girls, and that we
-never got home till half-past eight. He would be just the beau for you
-because he is such a big steady-looking fellow.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want a beau,” said Lucy angrily.</p>
-
-<p>“Then I shall take him myself,” said Sophy as she entered the office.</p>
-
-<p>Soon after that it came to pass that there did arise a slight
-acquaintance between both the girls and Abraham Hall, partly from the
-fact of their near neighbourhood, partly perhaps from some little tricks
-on Sophy’s part. But the man seemed to be so steady, so solid, so little
-given to lightnesses of flirtation or to dangerous delights, that Lucy
-was inclined to welcome the accident. When she saw him on a Sunday
-morning free from the soil of his work, she could perceive that he was
-still a young man, probably not much over thirty;&mdash;but there was a look
-about him as though he were well inured to the cares of the world, such
-as is often produced by the possession of a wife and family,&mdash;not a look
-of depression by any means, but seeming to betoken an appreciation of
-the seriousness of life.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_278" id="page_278"></a>{278}</span> From all this Lucy unconsciously accepted an
-idea of security in the man, feeling that it might be pleasant to have
-some strong one near her, from whom in case of need assistance might be
-asked without fear. For this man was tall and broad and powerful, and
-seemed to Lucy’s eyes to be a very pillar of strength when he would
-stand still for a moment to greet her in the streets.</p>
-
-<p>But poor Sophy, who had so graciously offered the man to her friend at
-the beginning of their intercourse, seemed soon to change her mind and
-to desire his attention for herself. He was certainly much more worthy
-than Alec Murray. But to Lucy, to whom it was a rule of life as strong
-as any in the commandments that a girl should not throw herself at a
-man, but should be sought by him, it was a painful thing to see how many
-of poor Sophy’s much-needed sixpences were now spent in little articles
-of finery by which it was hoped that Mr. Hall’s eyes might be gratified,
-and how those glossy ringlets were brushed and made to shine with
-pomatum, and how the little collars were washed and re-washed and
-starched and re-starched, in order that she might be smart for him.
-Lucy, who was always neat, endeavoured to become browner and browner.
-This she did by way of reproach and condemnation, not at all surmising
-that Mr. Hall might possibly prefer a good solid wearing colour to
-glittering blue and pink gewgaws.</p>
-
-<p>At this time Sophy was always full of what Mr. Hall had last said to
-her; and after awhile broached<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_279" id="page_279"></a>{279}</span> an idea that he was some gentleman in
-disguise. “Why in disguise? Why not a gentleman not in disguise?” asked
-Lucy, who had her own ideas, perhaps a little exaggerated, as to
-Nature’s gentlemen. Then Sophy explained herself. A gentleman, a real
-gentleman, in disguise would be very interesting;&mdash;one who had
-quarrelled with his father, perhaps, because he would not endure
-paternal tyranny, and had then determined to earn his own bread till he
-might happily come into the family honours and property in a year or
-two. Perhaps instead of being Abraham Hall he was in reality the Right
-Honourable Russell Howard Cavendish; and if, during his temporary
-abeyance, he should prove his thorough emancipation from the thraldom of
-his aristocracy by falling in love with a telegraph girl, how fine it
-would be! When Lucy expressed an opinion that Mr. Hall might be a very
-fine fellow though he were fulfilling no more than the normal condition
-of his life at the present moment, Sophy would not be contented,
-declaring that her friend, with all her reading, knew nothing of poetry.
-In this way they talked very frequently about Abraham Hall, till Lucy
-would often feel that such talking was indecorous. Then she would be
-silent for awhile herself, and rebuke the other girl for her constant
-mention of the man’s name. Then again she would be brought back to the
-subject;&mdash;for in all the little intercourse which took place between
-them and the man, his conduct was so simple and yet so civil, that she
-could not really feel him to be unworthy<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_280" id="page_280"></a>{280}</span> of a place in her thoughts.
-But Sophy soon declared frankly to her friend that she was absolutely in
-love with the man. “You wouldn’t have him, you know,” she said when Lucy
-scolded her for the avowal.</p>
-
-<p>“Have him! How can you bring yourself to talk in such a way about a man?
-What does he want of either of us?”</p>
-
-<p>“Men do marry you know,&mdash;sometimes,” said Sophy; “and I don’t know how a
-young man is to get a wife unless some girl will show that she is fond
-of him.”</p>
-
-<p>“He should show first that he is fond of her.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all very well for talkee-talkee,” said Sophy; “but it doesn’t do
-for practice. Men are awfully shy. And then though they do marry
-sometimes, they don’t want to get married particularly,&mdash;not as we do.
-It comes like an accident. But how is a man to fall into a pit if
-there’s no pit open?”</p>
-
-<p>In answer to this Lucy used many arguments and much scolding. But to
-very little effect. That the other girl should have thought so much
-about it and be so ready with her arguments was horrid to her. “A pit
-open!” ejaculated Lucy; “I would rather never speak to a man again than
-regard myself in such a light.” Sophy said that all that might be very
-well, but declared that it “would not wash.”</p>
-
-<p>The elder girl was so much shocked by all this that there came upon her
-gradually a feeling of doubt whether their joint life could be
-continued. Sophy declared her purpose openly of entrapping Abraham<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_281" id="page_281"></a>{281}</span> Hall
-into a marriage, and had absolutely induced him to take her to the
-theatre. He had asked Lucy to join them; but she had sternly refused,
-basing her refusal on her inability to bear the expense. When he offered
-to give her the treat, she told him with simple gravity that nothing
-would induce her to accept such a favour from any man who was not either
-a very old friend or a near relation. When she said this he so looked at
-her that she was sure that he approved of her resolve. He did not say a
-word to press her;&mdash;but he took Sophy Wilson, and, as Lucy knew, paid
-for Sophy’s ticket.</p>
-
-<p>All this displeased Lucy so much that she began to think whether there
-must not be a separation. She could not continue to live on terms of
-affectionate friendship with a girl whose conduct she so strongly
-disapproved. But then again, though she could not restrain the poor
-light thing altogether, she did restrain her in some degree. She was
-doing some good by her companionship. And then, if it really was in the
-man’s mind to marry the girl, that certainly would be a good thing,&mdash;for
-the girl. With such a husband she would be steady enough. She was quite
-sure that the idea of preparing a pit for such a one as Abraham Hall
-must be absurd. But Sophy was pretty and clever, and if married would at
-any rate love her husband. Lucy thought she had heard that steady,
-severe, thoughtful men were apt to attach themselves to women of the
-butterfly order. She did not like the way in which Sophy was doing this;
-but then, who<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_282" id="page_282"></a>{282}</span> was she that she should be a judge? If Abraham Hall liked
-it, would not that be much more to the purpose? Therefore she resolved
-that there should be no separation at present;&mdash;and, if possible, no
-quarrelling.</p>
-
-<p>But soon it came to pass that there was another very solid reason
-against separation. Sophy, who was often unwell, and would sometimes
-stay away from the office for a day or two on the score of ill-health,
-though by doing so she lost one of her three shillings on each such day,
-gradually became worse. The superintendent at her department had
-declared that in case of further absence a medical certificate must be
-sent, and the doctor attached to the office had called upon her. He had
-looked grave, had declared that she wanted considerable care, had then
-gone so far as to recommend rest,&mdash;which meant absence from work,&mdash;for
-at least a fortnight, and ordered her medicine. This of course meant the
-loss of a third of her wages. In such circumstances and at such a time
-it was not likely that Lucy should think of separation.</p>
-
-<p>While Sophy was ill Abraham Hall often came to the door to inquire after
-her health;&mdash;so often that Lucy almost thought that her friend had
-succeeded. The man seemed to be sympathetic and anxious, and would
-hardly have inquired with so much solicitude had he not really been
-anxious as to poor Sophy’s health. Then, when Sophy was better, he would
-come in to see her, and the girl would deck herself out with some little
-ribbon and would have her collar always starched<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_283" id="page_283"></a>{283}</span> and ironed, ready for
-his reception. It certainly did seem to Lucy that the man was becoming
-fond of her foolish little friend.</p>
-
-<p>During this period Lucy of course had to go to the office alone, leaving
-Sophy to the care of the lodging-house keeper. And, in her solitude,
-troubles were heavy on her. In the first place Sophy’s illness had
-created certain necessarily increased expenses; and at the same time
-their joint incomes had been diminished by one shilling a week out of
-six. Lucy was in general matters allowed to be the dispenser of the
-money; but on occasions the other girl would assert her rights,&mdash;which
-always meant her right to some indulgence out of their joint incomes
-which would be an indulgence to her and her alone. Even those bright
-ribbons could not be had for nothing. Lucy wanted no bright ribbons.
-When they were fairly prosperous she had not grudged some little
-expenditure in this direction. She had told herself that young girls
-like to be bright in the eyes of men, and that she had no right even to
-endeavour to make her friend look at all these things with her eyes. She
-even confessed to herself some deficiency on her own part, some want of
-womanliness in that she did not aspire to be attractive,&mdash;still owning
-to herself, vehemently declaring to herself, that to be attractive in
-the eyes of a man whom she could love would of all delights be the most
-delightful. Thinking of all this she had endeavoured not to be angry
-with poor Sophy; but when she became pinched for shillings and sixpences
-and to feel doubtful whether<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_284" id="page_284"></a>{284}</span> at the end of each fortnight there would
-be money to pay Mrs. Green for lodgings and coal, then her heart became
-sad within her, and she told herself that Sophy, though she was ill,
-ought to be more careful.</p>
-
-<p>And there was another trouble which for awhile was very grievous.
-Telegraphy is an art not yet perfected among us and is still subject to
-many changes. Now it was the case at this time that the pundits of the
-office were in favour of a system of communicating messages by ear
-instead of by eye. The little dots and pricks which even in Lucy’s time
-had been changed more than once, had quickly become familiar to her. No
-one could read and use her telegraphic literature more rapidly or
-correctly than Lucy Graham. But now that this system of little tinkling
-sounds was coming up,&mdash;a system which seemed to be very pleasant to
-those females who were gifted with musical aptitudes,&mdash;she found herself
-to be less quick, less expert, less useful than her neighbours. This was
-very sad, for she had always been buoyed up by an unconscious conviction
-of her own superior intelligence. And then, though there had been
-neither promises nor threats, she had become aware,&mdash;at any rate had
-thought that she was aware,&mdash;that those girls who could catch and use
-the tinkling sounds would rise more quickly to higher pay than the less
-gifted ones. She had struggled therefore to overcome the difficulty. She
-had endeavoured to force her ears to do that which her ears were not
-capable of accomplishing. She had failed, and to-day had owned to
-herself that she must fail. But Sophy<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_285" id="page_285"></a>{285}</span> had been one of the first to
-catch the tinkling sounds. Lucy came back to her room sad and down at
-heart and full of troubles. She had a long task of needlework before
-her, which had been put by for awhile through causes consequent on
-Sophy’s illness. “Now she is better perhaps he will marry her and take
-her away, and I shall be alone again,” she said to herself, as though
-declaring that such a state of things would be a relief to her, and
-almost a happiness.</p>
-
-<p>“He has just been here,” said Sophy to her as soon as she entered the
-room. Sophy was painfully, cruelly smart, clean and starched, and
-shining about her locks,&mdash;so prepared that, as Lucy thought, she must
-have evidently expected him.</p>
-
-<p>“Well;&mdash;and what did he say?”</p>
-
-<p>“He has not said much yet, but it was very good of him to come and see
-me,&mdash;and he was looking so handsome. He is going out somewhere this
-evening to some political meeting with two or three other men, and he
-was got up quite like a gentleman. I do like to see him look like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I always think a working man looks best in his working clothes,” said
-Lucy. “There’s some truth about him then. When he gets into a black coat
-he is pretending to be something else, but everybody can see the
-difference.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a severity, almost a savageness in this, which surprised Sophy
-so much that at first she hardly knew how to answer it. “He is going to
-speak at the meeting,” she said after a pause. “And of course he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_286" id="page_286"></a>{286}</span> had to
-make himself tidy. He told me all that he is going to say. Should you
-not like to hear him speak?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Lucy very sharply, setting to work instantly upon her
-labours, not giving herself a moment for preparation or a moment for
-rest. Why should she like to hear a man speak who could condescend to
-love so empty and so vain a thing as that? Then she became gradually
-ashamed of her own feelings. “Yes,” she said; “I think I should like to
-hear him speak;&mdash;only if I were not quite so tired. Mr. Hall is a man of
-good sense, and well educated, and I think I should like to hear him
-speak.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should like to hear him say one thing I know,” said Sophy. Then Lucy
-in her rage tore asunder some fragment of a garment on which she was
-working.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_III-4" id="CHAPTER_III-4"></a>CHAPTER III.<br /><br />
-<small>SOPHY WILSON GOES TO HASTINGS.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Sophy</span> went back to her work, and in a very few days was permanently
-moved from the seat which she had hitherto occupied next to Alec Murray
-and near to Lucy, to a distant part of the chamber in which the tinkling
-instruments were used. And as a part of the arrangement consequent on
-this she was called on to attend from ten till six instead of from noon
-till eight.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_287" id="page_287"></a>{287}</span> And her hour for dining was changed also. In this way a
-great separation between the girls was made, for neither could they walk
-to the office together, nor walk from it. To Lucy, though she was
-sometimes inclined to be angry with her friend, this was very painful.
-But Sophy triumphed in it greatly. “I think we are to have a step up to
-21<i>s.</i> in the musical box,” she said laughing. For it was so that she
-called the part of the room in which the little bells were always
-ringing. “Won’t it be nice to have 3<i>s.</i> 6<i>d.</i> instead of 3<i>s.</i>?” Lucy
-said solemnly that any increase of income was always nice, and that when
-such income was earned by superiority of acquirement it was a matter of
-just pride. This she enunciated with something of a dogmatic air; having
-schooled herself to give all due praise to Sophy, although it had to be
-given at the expense of her own feelings. But when Sophy said in reply
-that that was just what she had been thinking herself, and that as she
-could do her work by ear she was of course worth more than those who
-could not, then the other could only with difficulty repress the
-soreness of her heart.</p>
-
-<p>But to Sophy I think the new arrangements were most pleasant because it
-enabled her to reach the street in which she lived just when Abraham
-Hall was accustomed to return from his work. He would generally come
-home,&mdash;to clean himself as she called it,&mdash;and would then again go out
-for his employment or amusement for the evening; and now, by a proper
-system of lying in wait, by creeping slow or walking quick, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_288" id="page_288"></a>{288}</span> by
-watching well, she was generally able to have a word or two with him.
-But he was so very bashful! He would always call her Miss Wilson; and
-she of course was obliged to call him Mr. Hall. “How is Miss Graham?” he
-asked one evening.</p>
-
-<p>“She is very well. I think Lucy is always well. I never knew anybody so
-strong as she is.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is a great blessing. And how are you yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do get so tired at that nasty office. Though of course I like what I
-am doing now better than the other. It was that rolling up the bands
-that used to kill me. But I don’t think I shall ever really be strong
-till I get away from the telegraphs. I suppose you have no young ladies
-where you are?”</p>
-
-<p>“There are I believe a lot of them in the building, stitching bindings;
-but I never see them.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think you care much for young ladies, Mr. Hall.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not much&mdash;now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not now? What does that mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“I dare say I never told you or Miss Graham before. But I had a wife of
-my own for a time.”</p>
-
-<p>“A wife! You!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes indeed. But she did not stay with me long. She left me before we
-had been a year married.”</p>
-
-<p>“Left you!”</p>
-
-<p>“She died,” he said, correcting very quickly the false impression which
-his words had been calculated to make.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_289" id="page_289"></a>{289}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Dear me! Died before a year was out. How sad!”</p>
-
-<p>“It was very sad.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you had no,&mdash;no,&mdash;no baby, Mr. Hall?”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish she had had none, because then she would have been still living.
-Yes, I have a boy. Poor little mortal! It is two years old I think
-to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should so like to see him. A little boy! Do bring him some day, Mr.
-Hall.” Then the father explained that the child was in the country, down
-in Hertfordshire; but nevertheless he promised that he would some day
-bring him up to town and show him to his new friends.</p>
-
-<p>Surely having once been married and having a child he must want another
-wife! And yet how little apt he was to say or do any of those things by
-saying and doing which men are supposed to express their desire in that
-direction! He was very slow at making love;&mdash;so slow that Sophy hardly
-found herself able to make use of her own little experiences with him.
-Alec Murray, who, however, in the way of a husband was not worth
-thinking of, had a great deal more to say for himself. She could put on
-her ribbons for Mr. Hall, and wait for him in the street, and look up
-into his face, and call him Mr. Hall;&mdash;but she could not tell him how
-dearly she would love that little boy and what an excellent mother she
-would be to him, unless he gave her some encouragement.</p>
-
-<p>When Lucy heard that he had been a married man and that he had a child
-she was gratified, though she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_290" id="page_290"></a>{290}</span> knew not why. “Yes, I should like to see
-him of course,” she said, speaking of the boy. “A child, if you have not
-the responsibility of taking care of it, is always nice.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should so like to take care of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should not like to ask him to bring the boy up out of the country.”
-She paused a moment, and then added, “He is just the man whom I should
-have thought would have married, and just the man to be made very
-serious by the grief of such a loss. I am coming to think it does a
-person good to have to bear troubles.”</p>
-
-<p>“You would not say that if you always felt as sick as I do after your
-day’s work.”</p>
-
-<p>About a week after that Sophy was so weak in the middle of the day that
-she was obliged to leave the office and go home. “I know it will kill
-me,” she said that evening, “if I go on with it. The place is so stuffy
-and nasty, and then those terrible stairs. If I could get out of it and
-settle down, then I should be quite well. I am not made for that kind of
-work;&mdash;not like you are.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I was made for it certainly.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is such a blessing to be strong,” said poor Sophy.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; it is a blessing. And I do bless God that he has made me so. It is
-the one good thing that has been given to me, and it is better, I think,
-than all the others.” As she said this she looked at Sophy and thought
-that she was very pretty; but she thought<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_291" id="page_291"></a>{291}</span> also that prettiness had its
-dangers and its temptations; and that good strong serviceable health
-might perhaps be better for one who had to earn her bread.</p>
-
-<p>But through all these thoughts there was a great struggle going on
-within her. To be able to earn one’s bread without personal suffering is
-very good. To be tempted by prettiness to ribbons, pomatum, and vanities
-which one cannot afford is very bad. To do as Sophy was doing in regard
-to this young man, setting her cap at him and resolving to make prey of
-him as a fowler does of a bird, was, to her way of thinking, most
-unseemly. But to be loved by such a man as Abraham Hall, to be chosen by
-him as his companion, to be removed from the hard, outside, unwomanly
-work of the world to the indoor occupations which a husband would
-require from her; how much better a life according to her real tastes
-would that be, than anything which she now saw before her! It was all
-very well to be brown and strong while the exigencies of her position
-were those which now surrounded her; but she could not keep herself from
-dreaming of something which would have been much better than that.</p>
-
-<p>A month or two passed away during which the child had on one occasion
-been brought up to town on a Saturday evening, and had been petted and
-washed and fed and generally cared for by the two girls during the
-Sunday,&mdash;all which greatly increased their intimacy with the father. And
-now, as Lucy quickly observed, Abraham Hall called Sophy by her
-Christian name. When the word was first pronounced in Lucy<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_292" id="page_292"></a>{292}</span>’s presence
-Sophy blushed and looked round at her friend. But she never said that
-the change had been made at her own request. “I do so hate to be called
-Miss Wilson,” she had said. “It seems among friends as though I were a
-hundred years old.” Then he had called her Sophy. But she did not
-dare,&mdash;not as yet,&mdash;to call him Abraham. All which the other girl
-watched very closely, saying nothing.</p>
-
-<p>But during these two months Sophy had been away from her office more
-than half the time. Then the doctor said she had better leave town for
-awhile. It was September, and it was desired that she should pass that
-month at Hastings. Now it should be explained that in such emergencies
-as this the department has provided a most kindly aid for young women.
-Some five or six at a time are sent out for a month to Hastings or to
-Brighton, and are employed in the telegraph offices in those towns.
-Their railway fares are paid for them, and a small extra allowance is
-made to them to enable them to live away from their homes. The privilege
-is too generally sought to be always at the command of her who wants it;
-nor is it accorded except on the doctor’s certificate. But in the
-September Sophy Wilson was sent down to Hastings.</p>
-
-<p>In spite, however, of the official benevolence which greatly lightened
-the special burden which illness must always bring on those who have to
-earn their bread, and which in Sophy Wilson’s case had done so much for
-her, nevertheless the weight of the misfortune fell heavily on poor
-Lucy. Some little struggle had to be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_293" id="page_293"></a>{293}</span> made as to clothes before the girl
-could be sent away from her home; and, though the sick one was enabled
-to support herself at Hastings, the cost of the London lodgings which
-should have been divided fell entirely upon Lucy. Then at the end of the
-month there came worse tidings. The doctor at Hastings declared that the
-girl was unfit to go back to her work,&mdash;was, indeed, altogether unfit
-for such effort as eight hours’ continued attendance required from her.
-She wanted at any rate some period of perfect rest, and therefore she
-remained down at the seaside without the extra allowance which was so
-much needed for her maintenance.</p>
-
-<p>Then the struggle became very severe with Lucy,&mdash;so severe that she
-began to doubt whether she could long endure it. Sophy had her two
-shillings a day, the two-thirds of her wages, but she could not subsist
-on that. Something had to be sent to her in addition, and this something
-could only come from Lucy’s wages. So at least it was at first. In order
-to avoid debt she gave up her more comfortable room and went upstairs
-into a little garret. And she denied herself her accustomed dinner at
-the office, contenting herself with bread and cheese,&mdash;or often simply
-with bread,&mdash;which she could take in her pocket. And she washed her own
-clothes and mended even her own boots, so that still she might send a
-part of her earnings to the sick one.</p>
-
-<p>“Is she better?” Abraham asked her one day.</p>
-
-<p>“It is hard to know, Mr. Hall. She writes just as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_294" id="page_294"></a>{294}</span> she feels at the
-moment. I am afraid she fears to return to the office.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps it does not suit her.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose not. She thinks some other kind of life would be better for
-her. I dare say it would.”</p>
-
-<p>“Could I do anything?” asked the man very slowly.</p>
-
-<p>Could he do anything? well; yes. Lucy at least thought that he could do
-a great deal. There was one thing which, if he would do it, would make
-Sophy at any rate believe herself to be well. And this sickness was not
-organic,&mdash;was not, as it appeared, due to any cause which could be
-specified. It had not as yet been called by any name,&mdash;such as
-consumption. General debility had been spoken of both by the office
-doctor and by him at Hastings. Now Lucy certainly thought that a few
-words from Mr. Hall would do more than all the doctors in the way of
-effecting a cure. Sophy hated the telegraph office, and she lacked the
-strength of mind necessary for doing that which was distasteful to her.
-And that idea of a husband had taken such hold of her, that nothing else
-seemed to her to give a prospect of contentment. “Why don’t you go down
-and see her, Mr. Hall?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Then he was silent for awhile before he answered,&mdash;silent and very
-thoughtful. And Lucy as the sound of her own words rested on her ears
-felt she had done wrong in asking such a question. Why should he go
-down, unless indeed he were in love with the girl and prepared to ask
-her to be his wife? If he were to go down expressly to visit her at
-Hastings<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_295" id="page_295"></a>{295}</span> unless he were so prepared, what false hopes he would raise;
-what damage he would do instead of good! How indeed could he possibly go
-down on such a mission without declaring to all the world that he
-intended to make the girl his wife? But it was necessary that the
-question should be answered. “I could do no good by that,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“No; perhaps not. Only I thought&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“What did you think?” Now he asked a question and showed plainly by his
-manner that he expected an answer.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know,” said Lucy blushing. “I suppose I ought not to have
-thought anything. But you seemed to be so fond of her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fond of her! Well; one does get fond of kind neighbours. I suppose you
-would think me impertinent, Miss Lucy,”&mdash;he had never made even this
-approach to familiarity before,&mdash;“if I were to say that I am fond of
-both of you.”</p>
-
-<p>“No indeed,” she replied, thinking that as a fondness declared by a
-young man for two girls at one and the same moment could not be
-interesting, so neither could it be impertinent.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think I should do any good by going down. All that kind of
-thing costs so much money.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course it does, and I was very wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I should like to do something, Miss Lucy.” And then he put his hand
-into his trousers pocket, and Lucy knew that he was going to bring forth
-money.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_296" id="page_296"></a>{296}</span></p>
-
-<p>She was very poor; but the idea of taking money from him was shocking to
-her. According to her theory of life, even though Sophy had been engaged
-to the man as his promised wife, she should not consent to accept
-maintenance from him or pecuniary aid till she had been made, in very
-truth, flesh of his flesh, and bone of his bone. Presents an engaged
-girl might take of course, but hardly even presents of simple utility. A
-shawl might be given, so that it was a pretty thing and not a shawl
-merely for warmth. An engaged girl should rather live on bread and water
-up to her marriage, than take the means of living from the man she
-loved, till she could take it by right of having become his wife. Such
-were her feelings, and now she knew that this man was about to offer her
-money. “We shall do very well,” she said, “Sophy and I together.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are very hard pinched,” he replied. “You have given up your room.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I have done that. When I was alone I did not want so big a place.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose I understand all about it,” he said somewhat roughly, or,
-perhaps, gruffly would be the better word. “I think there is one thing
-poor people ought never to do. They ought never to be ashamed of being
-poor among themselves.”</p>
-
-<p>Then she looked up into his face, and as she did so a tear formed itself
-in each of her eyes. “Am I ashamed of anything before you?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“You are afraid of telling the truth lest I should<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_297" id="page_297"></a>{297}</span> offer to help you. I
-know you don’t have your dinner regular as you used.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who has dared to tell you that, Mr. Hall? What is my dinner to
-anybody?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well. It is something to me. If we are to be friends of course I don’t
-like seeing you go without your meals. You’ll be ill next yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am very strong.”</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t the way to keep so, to work without the victuals you’re used
-to.” He was talking to her now in such a tone as to make her almost feel
-that he was scolding her. “No good can come of that. You are sending
-your money down to Hastings to her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course we share everything.”</p>
-
-<p>“You wouldn’t take anything from me for yourself I dare say. Anybody can
-see how proud you are. But if I leave it for her I don’t think you have
-a right to refuse it. Of course she wants it if you don’t.” With that he
-brought out a sovereign and put it down on the table.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed I couldn’t, Mr. Hall,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“I may give it to her if I please.”</p>
-
-<p>“You can send it her yourself,” said Lucy, not knowing how else to
-answer him.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I couldn’t. I don’t know her address.” Then without waiting for
-another word he walked out of the room, leaving the sovereign on the
-table. This occurred in a small back parlour on the ground floor, which
-was in the occupation of the landlady, but was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_298" id="page_298"></a>{298}</span> used sometimes by the
-lodgers for such occasional meetings.</p>
-
-<p>What was she to do with the sovereign? She would be very angry if any
-man were to send her a sovereign; but it was not right that she should
-measure Sophy’s feelings by her own. And then it might still be that the
-man was sending the present to the girl whom he intended to make his
-wife. But why&mdash;why&mdash;why, had he asked about her dinner? What were her
-affairs to him? Would she not have gone without her dinner for ever
-rather than have taken it at his hands? And yet, who was there in all
-the world of whom she thought so well as of him? And so she took the
-sovereign upstairs with her into her garret.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IV-4" id="CHAPTER_IV-4"></a>CHAPTER IV.<br /><br />
-<small>MR. BROWN THE HAIRDRESSER.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Lucy</span>, when she got up to her own little room with the sovereign, sat for
-awhile on the bed, crying. But she could not in the least explain to
-herself why it was that she was shedding tears at this moment. It was
-not because Sophy was ill, though that was cause to her of great grief;
-nor because she herself was so hard put to it for money to meet her
-wants. It may be doubted whether grief or pain ever does of itself
-produce tears, which are rather the outcome of some<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_299" id="page_299"></a>{299}</span> emotional feeling.
-She was not thinking much of Sophy as she cried, nor certainly were her
-own wants present to her mind. The sovereign was between her fingers,
-but she did not at first even turn her mind to that, or consider what
-had best be done with it. But what right had he to make inquiry as to
-her poverty? It was that, she told herself, which now provoked her to
-anger so that she wept from sheer vexation. Why should he have searched
-into her wants and spoken to her of her need of victuals? What had there
-been between them to justify him in tearing away that veil of custom
-which is always supposed to hide our private necessities from our
-acquaintances till we ourselves feel called upon to declare them? He had
-talked to her about her meals. He ought to know that she would starve
-rather than accept one from him. Yes;&mdash;she was very angry with him, and
-would henceforth keep herself aloof from him.</p>
-
-<p>But still, as she sat, there were present to her eyes and ears the form
-and words of an heroic man. He had seemed to scold her; but there are
-female hearts which can be better reached and more surely touched by the
-truth of anger than by the patent falseness of flattery. Had he paid her
-compliments she would not now have been crying, nor would she have
-complained to herself of his usage; but she certainly would not have sat
-thinking of him, wondering what sort of woman had been that young wife
-to whom he had first given himself, wondering whether it was possible
-that Sophy should be good enough for him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_300" id="page_300"></a>{300}</span></p>
-
-<p>Then she got up, and looking down upon her own hand gazed at the
-sovereign till she had made up her mind what she would do with it. She
-at once sat down and wrote to Sophy. She had made up her mind. There
-should be no diminution in the contribution made from her own wages. In
-no way should any portion of that sovereign administer to her own
-comfort. Though she might want her accustomed victuals ever so badly,
-they should not come to her from his earnings. So she told Sophy in the
-letter that Mr. Hall had expressed great anxiety for her welfare, and
-had begged that she would accept a present from him. She was to get
-anything with the sovereign that might best tend to her happiness. But
-the shilling a day which Lucy contributed out of her own wages was sent
-with the sovereign.</p>
-
-<p>For an entire month she did not see Abraham Hall again so as to do more
-than just speak to him on the stairs. She was almost inclined to think
-that he was cold and unkind in not seeking her;&mdash;and yet she wilfully
-kept out of his way. On each Sunday it would at any rate have been easy
-for her to meet him; but with a stubborn purpose which she did not
-herself understand she kept herself apart, and when she met him on the
-stairs, which she would do occasionally when she returned from her work,
-she would hardly stand till she had answered his inquiries after Sophy.
-But at the end of the month one evening he came up and knocked at her
-door. “I am sorry to intrude, Miss Lucy.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_301" id="page_301"></a>{301}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“It is no intrusion, Mr. Hall. I wish I had a place to ask you to sit
-down in.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have come to bring another trifle for Miss Sophy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pray do not do it. I cannot send it her. She ought not to take it. I am
-sure you know that she ought not to take it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know nothing of the kind. If I know anything, it is that the strong
-should help the weak, and the healthy the sick. Why should she not take
-it from me as well as from you?”</p>
-
-<p>It was necessary that Lucy should think a little before she could answer
-this;&mdash;but, when she had thought, her answer was ready. “We are both
-girls.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is there anything which ought to confine kindness to this or the other
-sex? If you were knocked down in the street would you let no one but a
-woman pick you up?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not the same. I know you understand it, Mr. Hall. I am sure you
-do.”</p>
-
-<p>Then he also paused to think what he would say, for he was conscious
-that he did “understand it.” For a young woman to accept money from a
-man seemed to imply that some return of favours would be due. But,&mdash;he
-said to himself,&mdash;that feeling came from what was dirty and not from
-what was noble in the world. “You ought to lift yourself above all
-that,” he said at last. “Yes; you ought. You are very good, but you
-would be better if you would do so. You say that I understand, and I
-think that you, too, understand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_302" id="page_302"></a>{302}</span>” This again was said in that voice
-which seemed to scold, and again her eyes became full of tears. Then he
-was softer on a sudden. “Good night, Miss Lucy. You will shake hands
-with me;&mdash;will you not?” She put her hand in his, being perfectly
-conscious at the moment that it was the first time that she had ever
-done so. What a mighty hand it seemed to be as it held hers for a
-moment! “I will put the sovereign on the table,” he said, again leaving
-the room and giving her no option as to its acceptance.</p>
-
-<p>But she made up her mind at once that she would not be the means of
-sending his money to Sophy Wilson. She was sure that she would take
-nothing from him for her own relief, and therefore sure that neither
-ought Sophy to do so,&mdash;at any rate unless there had been more between
-them than either of them had told to her. But Sophy must judge for
-herself. She sent, therefore, the sovereign back to Hall with a little
-note as follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p class="c">
-“<span class="smcap">Dear Mr. Hall</span>,&mdash;Sophy’s address is at<br />
-
-<span style="margin-right: 8em;">“Mrs. Pike’s,</span><br />
-
-<span style="margin-right: 2em;">“19, Paradise Row,</span><br />
-
-<span style="margin-left: 2em;">“Fairlight, near Hastings.</span><br />
-</p>
-
-<p>“You can do as you like as to writing to her. I am obliged to send
-back the money which you have so <i>very generously</i> left for her,
-because I do not think she ought to accept it. If she were quite in
-want it might be different, but we have still five shillings a day
-between us. If a young woman were starving perhaps<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_303" id="page_303"></a>{303}</span> it ought to be
-the same as though she were being run over in the street, but it is
-not like that. In my next letter I shall tell Sophy all about it.</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-<span style="margin-right: 4em;">“Yours truly,</span><br />
-“<span class="smcap">Lucy Graham</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>The following evening, when she came home, he was standing at the house
-door evidently waiting for her. She had never seen him loitering in that
-way before, and she was sure that he was there in order that he might
-speak to her.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought I would let you know that I got the sovereign safely,” he
-said. “I am so sorry that you should have returned it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure that I was right, Mr. Hall.”</p>
-
-<p>“There are cases in which it is very hard to say what is right and what
-is wrong. Some things seem right because people have been wrong so long.
-To give and take among friends ought to be right.”</p>
-
-<p>“We can only do what we think right,” she said, as she passed in through
-the passage upstairs.</p>
-
-<p>She felt sure from what had passed that he had not sent the money to
-Sophy. But why not? Sophy had said that he was bashful. Was he so far
-bashful that he did not dare himself to send the money to the girl he
-loved, though he had no scruple as to giving it to her through another
-person? And, as for bashfulness, it seemed to her that the man spoke out
-his mind clearly enough. He could scold her, she thought, without any
-difficulty, for it still seemed that his voice<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_304" id="page_304"></a>{304}</span> and manner were rough to
-her. He was never rough to Sophy; but then she had heard so often that
-love will alter a man amazingly!</p>
-
-<p>Then she wrote her letter to Sophy, and explained as well as she could
-the whole affair. She was quite sure that Sophy would regret the loss of
-the money. Sophy, she knew, would have accepted it without scruple.
-People, she said to herself, will be different. But she endeavoured to
-make her friend understand that she, with her feelings, could not be the
-medium of sending on presents of which she disapproved. “I have given
-him your address,” she said, “and he can suit himself as to writing to
-you.” In this letter she enclosed a money order for the contribution
-made to Sophy’s comfort out of her own wages.</p>
-
-<p>Sophy’s answer, which came in a day or two, surprised her very much. “As
-to Mr. Hall’s money,” she began, “as things stand at present perhaps it
-is as well that you didn’t take it.” As Lucy had expected that grievous
-fault would be found with her, this was comfortable. But it was after
-that, that the real news came. Sophy was a great deal better; that was
-also good tidings;&mdash;but she did not want to leave Hastings just at
-present. Indeed she thought that she did not want to leave it at all. A
-very gentlemanlike young man, who was just going to be taken into
-partnership in a hairdressing establishment, had proposed to her;&mdash;and
-she had accepted him. Then there were two wishes expressed;&mdash;the first
-was that Lucy would go on a little longer with her kind generosity, and
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_305" id="page_305"></a>{305}</span> second,&mdash;that Mr. Hall would not feel it very much.</p>
-
-<p>As regarded the first wish, Lucy resolved that she would go on at least
-for the present. Sophy was still on sick leave from the office, and,
-even though she might be engaged to a hairdresser, was still to be
-regarded as an invalid. But as to Mr. Hall, she thought that she could
-do nothing. She could not even tell him,&mdash;at any rate till that marriage
-at Hastings was quite a settled thing. But she thought that Mr. Hall’s
-future happiness would not be lessened by the event. Though she had
-taught herself to love Sophy, she had been unable not to think that her
-friend was not a fitting wife for such a man. But in telling herself
-that he would have an escape, she put it to herself as though the fault
-lay chiefly in him. “He is so stern and so hard that he would have
-crushed her, and she never would have understood his justness and
-honesty.” In her letter of congratulation, which was very kind, she said
-not a word of Abraham Hall, but she promised to go on with her own
-contribution till things were a little more settled.</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime she was very poor. Even brown dresses won’t wear for
-ever, let them be ever so brown, and in the first flurry of sending
-Sophy off to Hastings,&mdash;with that decent apparel which had perhaps been
-the means of winning the hairdresser’s heart,&mdash;she had got somewhat into
-debt with her landlady. This she was gradually paying off, even on her
-reduced wages, but the effort pinched her closely. Day by<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_306" id="page_306"></a>{306}</span> day, in spite
-of all her efforts with her needle, she became sensible of a
-deterioration in her outward appearance which was painful to her at the
-office, and which made her most careful to avoid any meeting with
-Abraham Hall. Her boots were very bad, and she had now for some time
-given up even the pretence of gloves as she went backwards and forwards
-to the office. But perhaps it was her hat that was most vexatious. The
-brown straw hat which had lasted her all the summer and autumn could
-hardly be induced to keep its shape now when November was come.</p>
-
-<p>One day, about three o’clock in the afternoon, Abraham Hall went to the
-Post Office, and, having inquired among the messengers, made his way up
-to the telegraph department at the top of the building. There he asked
-for Miss Graham, and was told by the doorkeeper that the young ladies
-were not allowed to receive visitors during office hours. He persisted,
-however, explaining that he had no wish to go into the room, but that it
-was a matter of importance, and that he was very anxious that Miss
-Graham should be asked to come out to him. Now it is a rule that the
-staff of the department who are engaged in sending and receiving
-messages, the privacy of which may be of vital importance, should be
-kept during the hours of work as free as possible from communication
-with the public. It is not that either the girls or the young men would
-be prone to tell the words which they had been the means of passing on
-to their destination, but that it might be worth the while of some
-sinner to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_307" id="page_307"></a>{307}</span> offer great temptation, and that the power of offering it
-should be lessened as much as possible. Therefore, when Abraham Hall
-pressed his request the doorkeeper told him that it was quite
-impossible.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean to say that if it were an affair of life and death she
-could not be called out?” Abraham asked in that voice which had
-sometimes seemed to Lucy to be so impressive. “She is not a prisoner!”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know as to that,” replied the man; “you would have to see the
-superintendent, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then let me see the superintendent.” And at last he did succeed in
-seeing some one whom he so convinced of the importance of his message as
-to bring Lucy to the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Graham,” he said, when they were at the top of the stairs, and so
-far alone that no one else could hear him, “I want you to come out with
-me for half an hour.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think I can. They won’t let me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes they will. I have to say something which I must say now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will not the evening do, Mr. Hall?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I must go out of town by the mail train from Paddington, and it
-will be too late. Get your hat and come with me for half an hour.”</p>
-
-<p>Then she remembered her hat, and she snatched a glance at her poor
-stained dress, and she looked up at him. He was not dressed in his
-working clothes, and his face and hands were clean, and altogether there
-was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_308" id="page_308"></a>{308}</span> a look about him of well-to-do manly tidiness which added to her
-feeling of shame.</p>
-
-<p>“If you will go on to the house I will follow you,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you ashamed to walk with me?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am, because&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He had not understood her at first, but now he understood it all. “Get
-your hat,” he said, “and come with a friend who is really a friend. You
-must come; you must, indeed.” Then she felt herself compelled to obey,
-and went back and got her old hat and followed him down the stairs into
-the street. “And so Miss Wilson is going to be married,” were the first
-words he said in the street.</p>
-
-<p>“Has she written to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; she has told me all about it. I am so glad that she should be
-settled to her liking, out of town. She says that she is nearly well
-now. I hope that Mr. Brown is a good sort of man, and that he will be
-kind to her.”</p>
-
-<p>It could hardly be possible, Lucy thought, that he should have taken her
-away from the office merely to talk to her of Sophy’s prospects. It was
-evident that he was strong enough to conceal any chagrin which might
-have been caused by Sophy’s apostacy. Could it, however, be the case
-that he was going to leave London because his feelings had been too much
-disturbed to allow of his remaining quiet? “And so you are going away?
-Is it for long?” “Well, yes; I suppose it is for always.” Then there
-came upon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_309" id="page_309"></a>{309}</span> her a sense of increased desolation. Was he not her only
-friend? And then, though she had refused all pecuniary assistance, there
-had been present to her a feeling that there was near to her a strong
-human being whom she could trust, and who in any last extremity could be
-kind to her.</p>
-
-<p>“For always! And you go to-night!” Then she thought that he had been
-right to insist on seeing her. It would certainly have been a great blow
-to her if he had gone without a word of farewell.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a man wanted immediately to look after the engines at a great
-establishment on the Wye, in the Forest of Dean. They have offered me
-four pounds a week.”</p>
-
-<p>“Four pounds a week!”</p>
-
-<p>“But I must go at once. It has been talked about for some time, and now
-it has come all in a clap. I have to be off without a day’s notice,
-almost before I know where I am. As for leaving London, it is just what
-I like. I love the country.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes,” said Lucy, “that will be nice;&mdash;and about your little boy?”
-Could it be that she was to be asked to do something for the child?</p>
-
-<p>They were now at the door of their house.</p>
-
-<p>“Here we are,” he said, “and perhaps I can say better inside what I have
-got to say.” Then she followed him into the back sitting-room on the
-ground floor.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_310" id="page_310"></a>{310}</span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_V-4" id="CHAPTER_V-4"></a>CHAPTER V.<br /><br />
-<small>ABRAHAM HALL MARRIED.</small></h3>
-
-<p>“Yes;” he said;&mdash;“about my little boy. I could not say what I had to say
-in the street, though I had thought to do so.” Then he paused, and she
-sat herself down, feeling, she did not know why, as though she would
-lack strength to hear him if she stood. It was then the case that some
-particular service was to be demanded from her,&mdash;something that would
-show his confidence in her. The very idea of this seemed at once to add
-a grace to her life. She would have the child to love. There would be
-something for her to do. And there must be letters between her and him.
-It would certainly add a grace to her life. But how odd that he should
-not take his child with him! He had paused a moment while she thought of
-all this, and she was aware that he was looking at her. But she did not
-dare to return his gaze, or even to glance up at his face. And then
-gradually she felt that she was shivering and trembling. What was it
-that ailed her,&mdash;just now when it would be so necessary that she should
-speak out with some strength? She had eaten nothing since her breakfast
-when he had come to her, and she was afraid that she would show herself
-to be weak. “Will you be his mother?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>What did it mean? How was she to answer him? She knew that his eyes were
-on her, but hers were more than ever firmly fixed upon the floor. And
-she was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_311" id="page_311"></a>{311}</span> aware that she ought briskly to have acceded to his
-request,&mdash;so as to have shown by her ready alacrity that she had
-attributed no other meaning to the words than they had been intended to
-convey,&mdash;that she had not for a moment been guilty of rash folly. But
-though it was so imperative upon her to say a word, yet she could not
-speak. Everything was swimming round her. She was not even sure that she
-could sit upon her chair. “Lucy,” he said;&mdash;then she thought she would
-have fallen;&mdash;“Lucy, will you be my wife?”</p>
-
-<p>There was no doubt about the word. Her sense of hearing was at any rate
-not deficient. And there came upon her at once a thorough conviction
-that all her troubles had been changed for ever and a day into joys and
-blessings. The word had been spoken from which he certainly would never
-go back, and which of course,&mdash;of course,&mdash;must be a commandment to her.
-But yet there was an unfitness about it which disturbed her, and she was
-still powerless to speak. The remembrance of the meanness of her clothes
-and poorness of her position came upon her,&mdash;so that it would be her
-duty to tell him that she was not fit for him; and yet she could not
-speak.</p>
-
-<p>“If you will say that you want time to think about it, I shall be
-contented,” he said. But she did not want a moment to think about it.
-She could not have confessed to herself that she had learned to love
-him,&mdash;oh, so much too dearly,&mdash;if it were not for this most unexpected,
-most unthought of, almost impossible revelation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_312" id="page_312"></a>{312}</span> But she did not want a
-moment to make herself sure that she did love him. Yet she could not
-speak. “Will you say that you will think of it for a month?”</p>
-
-<p>Then there came upon her an idea that he was not asking this because he
-loved her, but in order that he might have a mother whom he could trust
-for his child. Even that would have been flattering, but that would not
-have sufficed. Then when she told herself what she was, or rather what
-she thought herself to be, she felt sure that he could not really love
-her. Why should such a man as he love such a woman? Then her mouth was
-opened. “You cannot want me for myself,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Not for yourself! Then why? I am not the man to seek any girl for her
-fortune, and you have none.” Then again she was dumfounded. She could
-not explain what she meant. She could not say,&mdash;because I am brown, and
-because I am plain, and because I have become thin and worn from want,
-and because my clothes are old and shabby. “I ask you,” he said,
-“because with all my heart I love you.”</p>
-
-<p>It was as though the heavens had been opened to her. That he should
-speak a word that was not true was to her impossible. And, as it was so,
-she would not coy her love to him for a moment. If only she could have
-found words with which to speak to him! She could not even look up at
-him, but she put out her hand so as to touch him. “Lucy,” he said,
-“stand up and come to me.” Then she stood up and with one<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_313" id="page_313"></a>{313}</span> little step
-crept close to his side. “Lucy, can you love me?” And as he asked the
-question his arm was pressed round her waist, and as she put up her hand
-to welcome rather than to restrain his embrace, she again felt the
-strength, the support, and the warmth of his grasp. “Will you not say
-that you love me?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am such a poor thing,” she replied.</p>
-
-<p>“A poor thing, are you? Well, yes; there are different ways of being
-poor. I have been poor enough in my time, but I never thought myself a
-poor thing. And you must not say it ever of yourself again.”</p>
-
-<p>“No?”</p>
-
-<p>“My girl must not think herself a poor thing. May I not say, my girl?”
-Then there was just a little murmur, a sound which would have been “yes”
-but for the inability of her lips to open themselves. “And if my girl,
-then my wife. And shall my wife be called a poor thing? No, Lucy. I have
-seen it all. I don’t think I like poor things;&mdash;but I like you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do. And now I must go back to the City Road and give up charge and
-take my money. And I must leave this at seven&mdash;after a cup of tea. Shall
-I see you again?”</p>
-
-<p>“See me again! Oh, to-day, you mean. Indeed you shall. Not see you off?
-My own, own, own man?”</p>
-
-<p>“What will they say at the office?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care what they say. Let them say what they like. I have never
-been absent a day yet without<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_314" id="page_314"></a>{314}</span> leave. What time shall I be here?” Then
-he named an hour. “Of course I will have your last words. Perhaps you
-will tell me something that I must do.”</p>
-
-<p>“I must leave some money with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; no; no; not yet. That shall come after.” This she said smiling up
-at him, with a sparkle of a tear in each eye, but with such a smile!
-Then he caught her in his arms and kissed her. “That may come at present
-at any rate,” he said. To this, though it was repeated once and again,
-there was no opposition. Then in his own masterful manner he put on his
-hat and stalked out of the room without any more words.</p>
-
-<p>She must return to the office that afternoon, of course, if only for the
-sake of explaining her wish to absent herself the rest of the day. But
-she could not go forth into the streets just yet. Though she had been
-able to smile at him and to return his caress, and for a moment so to
-stand by him that she might have something of the delight of his love,
-still she was too much flurried, too weak from the excitement of the
-last half-hour, to walk back to the Post Office without allowing herself
-some minutes to recruit her strength and collect her thoughts. She went
-at once up to her own room and cut for herself a bit of bread which she
-began to eat,&mdash;just as one would trim one’s lamp carefully for some
-night work, even though oppressed by heaviest sorrow, or put fuel on the
-fire that would be needed. Then having fed herself, she leaned back in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_315" id="page_315"></a>{315}</span>
-her chair, throwing her handkerchief over her face, in order that she
-might think of it.</p>
-
-<p>Oh,&mdash;how much there was to fill her mind with many thoughts! Looking
-back to what she had been even an hour ago, and then assuring herself
-with infinite delight of the certain happiness of her present position,
-she told herself that all the world had been altered to her within that
-short space. As for loving him;&mdash;there was no doubt about that! Now she
-could own to herself that she had long since loved him, even when she
-thought that he might probably take that other girl as his wife. That
-she should love him,&mdash;was it not a matter of course, he being what he
-was? But that he should love her,&mdash;that, that was the marvel! But he
-did. She need not doubt that. She could remember distinctly each word of
-assurance that he had spoken to her. “I ask you, because with all my
-heart I love you.” “May I not say my girl;&mdash;and, if my girl, then my
-wife?” “I do not think that I like poor things; but I like you.” No. If
-she were regarded by him as good enough to be his wife then she would
-certainly never call herself a poor thing again.</p>
-
-<p>In her troubles and her poverty,&mdash;especially in her solitude, she had
-often thought of that other older man who had wanted to make her his
-wife,&mdash;sometimes almost with regret. There would have been duties for
-her and a home, and a mode of life more fitting to her feminine nature
-than this solitary tedious existence. And there would have been
-something for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_316" id="page_316"></a>{316}</span> her to love, some human being on whom to spend her human
-solicitude and sympathies. She had leagued herself with Sophy Wilson,
-and she had been true to the bond; but it had had in it but little
-satisfaction. The other life, she had sometimes thought, would have been
-better. But she had never loved the man, and could not have loved him as
-a husband should, she thought, be loved by his wife. She had done what
-was right in refusing the good things which he had offered her,&mdash;and now
-she was rewarded! Now had come to her the bliss of which she had
-dreamed, that of belonging to a man to whom she felt that she was bound
-by all the chords of her heart. Then she repeated his name to
-herself,&mdash;Abraham Hall, and tried in a lowest whisper the sound of that
-other name,&mdash;Lucy Hall. And she opened her arms wide as she sat upon the
-chair as though in that way she could take his child to her bosom.</p>
-
-<p>She had been sitting so nearly an hour when she started up suddenly and
-again put on her old hat and hurried off towards her office. She felt
-now that as regarded her clothes she did not care about herself. There
-was a paradise prepared for her so dear and so near that the present was
-made quite bright by merely being the short path to such a future. But
-for his sake she cared. As belonging to him she would fain, had it been
-possible, not have shown herself in a garb unfitting for his wife.
-Everything about him had always been decent, fitting, and serviceable!
-Well! It was his own doing. He had chosen her as she was.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_317" id="page_317"></a>{317}</span> She would not
-run in debt to make herself fit for his notice, because such debts would
-have been debts to be paid by him. But if she could squeeze from her
-food what should supply her with garments fit at any rate to stand with
-him at the altar it should be done.</p>
-
-<p>Then, as she hurried on to the office, she remembered what he had said
-about money. No! She would not have his money till it was hers of right.
-Then with what perfect satisfaction would she take from him whatever he
-pleased to give her, and how hard would she work for him in order that
-he might never feel that he had given her his good things for nothing!</p>
-
-<p>It was five o’clock before she was at the office, and she had promised
-to be back in the lodgings at six, to get for him his tea. It was quite
-out of the question that she should work to-day. “The truth is, ma’am,”
-she said to the female superintendent, “I have received and accepted an
-offer of marriage this afternoon. He is going out of town to-night, and
-I want to be with him before he goes.” This is a plea against which
-official rigour cannot prevail. I remember once when a young man applied
-to a saturnine pundit who ruled matters in a certain office for leave of
-absence for a month to get married. “To get married!” said the saturnine
-pundit. “Poor fellow! But you must have the leave.” The lady at the
-telegraph office was no doubt less caustic, and dismissed our Lucy for
-the day with congratulations rather than pity.</p>
-
-<p>She was back at the lodging before her lover, and had borrowed the
-little back parlour from Mrs. Green,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_318" id="page_318"></a>{318}</span> and had spread the tea-things, and
-herself made the toast in the kitchen before he came. “There’s something
-I suppose more nor friendship betwixt you and Mr. Hall, and better,”
-said the landlady smiling. “A great deal better, Mrs. Green,” Lucy had
-replied, with her face intent upon the toast. “I thought it never could
-have been that other young lady,” said Mrs. Green.</p>
-
-<p>“And now, my dear, about money,” said Abraham as he rose to prepare
-himself for the journey. Many things had been settled over that
-meal,&mdash;how he was to get a house ready, and was then to say when she
-should come to him, and how she should bring the boy with her, and how
-he would have the banns called in the church, and how they would be
-married as soon as possible after her arrival in the new country. “And
-now, my dear, about money?”</p>
-
-<p>She had to take it at last. “Yes,” she said, “it is right that I should
-have things fit to come to you in. It is right that you shouldn’t be
-disgraced.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d marry you in a sack from the poor-house, if it were necessary,” he
-said with vehemence.</p>
-
-<p>“As it is not necessary, it shall not be so. I will get things;&mdash;but
-they shall belong to you always; and I will not wear them till the day
-that I also shall belong to you.”</p>
-
-<p>She went with him that night to the station, and kissed him openly as
-she parted from him on the platform. There was nothing in her love now
-of which she was ashamed. How, after some necessary interval,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_319" id="page_319"></a>{319}</span> she
-followed him down into Gloucestershire, and how she became his wife
-standing opposite to him in the bright raiment which his liberality had
-supplied, and how she became as good a wife as ever blessed a man’s
-household, need hardly here be told.</p>
-
-<p>That Miss Wilson recovered her health and married the hairdresser may be
-accepted by all anxious readers as an undoubted fact.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_320" id="page_320"></a>{320}</span>&nbsp; </p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_321" id="page_321"></a>{321}</span>&nbsp; </p>
-
-<h2><a name="ALICE_DUGDALE" id="ALICE_DUGDALE"></a>ALICE DUGDALE.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_322" id="page_322"></a>{322}</span>&nbsp; </p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_323" id="page_323"></a>{323}</span>&nbsp; </p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_I-5" id="CHAPTER_I-5"></a>CHAPTER I.<br /><br />
-<small>THE DOCTOR’S FAMILY.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">I</span>T used to be said in the village of Beetham that nothing ever went
-wrong with Alice Dugdale,&mdash;the meaning of which, perhaps, lay in the
-fact that she was determined that things should be made to go right.
-Things as they came were received by her with a gracious welcome, and
-“things,” whatever they were, seemed to be so well pleased with the
-treatment afforded to them, that they too for most part made themselves
-gracious in return.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless she had had sorrows, as who has not? But she had kept her
-tears for herself, and had shown her smiles for the comfort, of those
-around her. In this little story it shall be told how in a certain
-period of her life she had suffered much;&mdash;how she still smiled, and how
-at last she got the better of her sorrow.</p>
-
-<p>Her father was the country doctor in the populous and straggling parish
-of Beetham. Beetham is one of those places so often found in the south
-of England,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_324" id="page_324"></a>{324}</span> half village, half town, for the existence of which there
-seems to be no special reason. It had no mayor, no municipality, no
-market, no pavements, and no gas. It was therefore no more than a
-village;&mdash;but it had a doctor, and Alice’s father, Dr. Dugdale, was the
-man. He had been established at Beetham for more than thirty years, and
-knew every pulse and every tongue for ten miles round. I do not know
-that he was very great as a doctor;&mdash;but he was a kind-hearted, liberal
-man, and he enjoyed the confidence of the Beethamites, which is
-everything. For thirty years he had worked hard and had brought up a
-large family without want. He was still working hard, though turned
-sixty, at the time of which we are speaking. He had even in his old age
-many children dependent on him, and though he had fairly prospered, he
-had not become a rich man.</p>
-
-<p>He had been married twice, and Alice was the only child left at home by
-his first wife. Two elder sisters were married, and an elder brother was
-away in the world. Alice had been much younger than they, and had been
-the only child living with him when he had brought to his house a second
-mother for her. She was then fifteen. Eight or nine years had since
-gone, and almost every year had brought an increase to the doctor’s
-family. There were now seven little Dugdales in and about the nursery;
-and what the seven would do when Alice should go away the folk of
-Beetham always declared that they were quite at a loss even to guess.
-For Mrs. Dugdale was one of those women who<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_325" id="page_325"></a>{325}</span> succumb to
-difficulties,&mdash;who seem originally to have been made of soft material
-and to have become warped, out of joint, tattered, and almost useless
-under the wear of the world. But Alice had been constructed of
-thoroughly seasoned timber, so that, let her be knocked about as she
-might, she was never out of repair. Now the doctor, excellent as he was
-at doctoring, was not very good at household matters,&mdash;so that the folk
-at Beetham had reason to be at a loss when they bethought themselves as
-to what would happen when Alice should “go away.”</p>
-
-<p>Of course there is always that prospect of a girl’s “going away.” Girls
-not unfrequently intend to go away. Sometimes they “go away” very
-suddenly, without any previous intention. At any rate such a girl as
-Alice cannot be regarded as a fixture in a house. Binding as may be her
-duties at home, it is quite understood that should any adequate
-provocation to “go away” be brought within her reach, she will go, let
-the duties be what they may. Alice was a thoroughly good girl,&mdash;good to
-her father, good to her little brothers and sisters, unutterably good to
-that poor foolish stepmother;&mdash;but, no doubt she would “go away” if duly
-asked.</p>
-
-<p>When that vista of future discomfort in the doctor’s house first made
-itself clearly apparent to the Beethamites, an idea that Alice might
-perhaps go very soon had begun to prevail in the village. The eldest son
-of the vicar, Parson Rossiter, had come back from India as Major
-Rossiter, with an appointment, as some<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_326" id="page_326"></a>{326}</span> said, of £2,000 a year;&mdash;let us
-put it down as £1,500;&mdash;and had renewed his acquaintance with his old
-playfellow. Others, more than one or two, had endeavoured before this to
-entice Alice to “go away,” but it was said that the dark-visaged
-warrior, with his swarthy face and black beard, and bright
-eyes,&mdash;probably, too, something in him nobler than those outward
-bearings,&mdash;had whispered words which had prevailed. It was supposed that
-Alice now had a fitting lover, and that therefore she would “go away.”</p>
-
-<p>There was no doubt in the mind of any single inhabitant of Beetham as to
-the quality of the lover. It was considered on all sides that he was
-fitting,&mdash;so fitting that Alice would of course go when asked. John
-Rossiter was such a man that every Beethamite looked upon him as a
-hero,&mdash;so that Beetham was proud to have produced him. In small
-communities a man will come up now and then as to whom it is surmised
-that any young lady would of course accept him. This man, who was now
-about ten years older than Alice, had everything to recommend him. He
-was made up of all good gifts of beauty, conduct, dignity, good
-heart,&mdash;and fifteen hundred a year at the very least. His official
-duties required him to live in London, from which Beetham was seventy
-miles distant; but those duties allowed him ample time for visiting the
-parsonage. So very fitting he was to take any girl away upon whom he
-might fix an eye of approbation, that there were others, higher than
-Alice in the world’s standing, who were said to grudge the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_327" id="page_327"></a>{327}</span> young lady
-of the village so great a prize. For Alice Dugdale was a young lady of
-the village and no more; whereas there were county families around, with
-daughters, among whom the Rossiters had been in the habit of mixing. Now
-that such a Rossiter had come to the fore, the parsonage family was held
-to be almost equal to county people.</p>
-
-<p>To whatever extent Alice’s love affairs had gone, she herself had been
-very silent about them; nor had her lover as yet taken the final step of
-being closeted for ten minutes with her father. Nevertheless everybody
-had been convinced in Beetham that it would be so,&mdash;unless it might be
-Mrs. Rossiter. Mrs. Rossiter was ambitious for her son, and in this
-matter sympathised with the county people. The county people certainly
-were of opinion that John Rossiter might do better, and did not
-altogether see what there was in Alice Dugdale to make such a fuss
-about. Of course she had a sweet countenance, rather brown, with good
-eyes. She had not, they said, another feature in her face which could be
-called handsome. Her nose was broad. Her mouth was large. They did not
-like that perpetual dimpling of the cheek which, if natural, looked as
-if it were practised. She was stout, almost stumpy, they thought. No
-doubt she danced well, having a good ear and being active and healthy;
-but with such a waist no girl could really be graceful. They
-acknowledged her to be the best nursemaid that ever a mother had in her
-family; but they thought it a pity that she should be taken away from
-duties for which her presence was so much<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_328" id="page_328"></a>{328}</span> desired, at any rate by such
-a one as John Rossiter. I, who knew Beetham well, and who though turned
-the hill of middle life had still an eye for female charms, used to
-declare to myself that Alice, though she was decidedly village and not
-county, was far, far away the prettiest girl in that part of the world.</p>
-
-<p>The old parson loved her, and so did Miss Rossiter,&mdash;Miss Janet
-Rossiter,&mdash;who was four or five years older than her brother, and
-therefore quite an old maid. But John was so great a man that neither of
-them dared to say much to encourage him,&mdash;as neither did Mrs. Rossiter
-to use her eloquence on the other side. It was felt by all of them that
-any persuasion might have on John anything but the intended effect. When
-a man at the age of thirty-three is Deputy Assistant Inspector General
-of Cavalry, it is not easy to talk him this way or that in a matter of
-love. And John Rossiter, though the best fellow in the world, was apt to
-be taciturn on such a subject. Men frequently marry almost without
-thinking about it at all. “Well; perhaps I might as well. At any rate I
-cannot very well help it.” That too often is the frame of mind.
-Rossiter’s discussion to himself was of a higher nature than that, but
-perhaps not quite what it should have been. “This is a thing of such
-moment that it requires to be pondered again and again. A man has to
-think of himself, and of her, and of the children which have to come
-after him;&mdash;of the total good or total bad which may come of such a
-decision.” As in the one manner there is too much of negligence, so in
-the other there may be too<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_329" id="page_329"></a>{329}</span> much of care. The “perhaps I might as
-wells,”&mdash;so good is Providence,&mdash;are sometimes more successful than
-those careful, long-pondering heroes. The old parson was very sweet to
-Alice, believing that she would be his daughter-in-law, and so was Miss
-Rossiter, thoroughly approving of such a sister. But Mrs. Rossiter was a
-little cold;&mdash;all of which Alice could read plainly and digest, without
-saying a word. If it was to be, she would welcome her happy lot with
-heartfelt acknowledgment of the happiness provided for her; but if it
-was not to be, no human being should know that she had sorrowed. There
-should be nothing lack-a-daisical in her life or conduct. She had her
-work to do, and she knew that as long as she did that, grief would not
-overpower her.</p>
-
-<p>In her own house it was taken for granted that she was to “go,” in a
-manner that distressed her. “You’ll never be here to lengthen ’em,” said
-her stepmother to her, almost whining, when there was a question as to
-flounces in certain juvenile petticoats which might require to be longer
-than they were first made before they should be finally abandoned.</p>
-
-<p>“That I certainly shall if Tiny grows as she does now.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose he’ll pop regularly when he next comes down,” said Mrs.
-Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>There was ever so much in this which annoyed Alice. In the first place,
-the word “pop” was to her abominable. Then she was almost called upon to
-deny that he would “pop,” when in her heart she thought it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_330" id="page_330"></a>{330}</span> very
-probable that he might. And the word, she knew, had become intelligible
-to the eldest of her little sisters who was present. Moreover, she was
-most unwilling to discuss the subject at all, and could hardly leave it
-undiscussed when such direct questions were asked. “Mamma,” she said,
-“don’t let us think about anything of the kind.” This did not at all
-satisfy herself. She ought to have repudiated the lover altogether; and
-yet she could not bring herself to tell the necessary lie.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose he will come&mdash;some day,” said Minnie, the child old enough to
-understand the meaning of such coming.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<span class="i0">“For men may come and men may go,<br /></span>
-<span class="i2">But I go on for ever,&mdash;for ever,”<br /></span>
-</div></div>
-</div>
-
-<p class="nind">said or sang Alice, with a pretence of drollery, as she turned herself
-to her little sister. But even in her little song there was a purpose.
-Let any man come or let any man go, she would go on, at any rate
-apparently untroubled, in her walk of life.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course he’ll take you away, and then what am I to do?” said Mrs.
-Dugdale moaning. It is sad enough for a girl thus to have her lover
-thrown in her face when she is by no means sure of her lover.</p>
-
-<p>A day or two afterwards another word, much more painful, was said to her
-up at the parsonage. Into the parsonage she went frequently to show that
-there was nothing in her heart to prevent her visiting her old friends
-as had been her wont.</p>
-
-<p>“John will be down here next week,” said the parson,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_331" id="page_331"></a>{331}</span> whom she met on
-the gravel drive just at the hall door.</p>
-
-<p>“How often he comes! What do they do at the Horse Guards, or wherever it
-is that he goes to?”</p>
-
-<p>“He’ll be more steady when he has taken a wife,” said the old man.</p>
-
-<p>“In the meantime what becomes of the cavalry?”</p>
-
-<p>“I dare say you’ll know all about that before long,” said the parson
-laughing.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, my dear, how can you be so foolish as to fill the girl’s head with
-nonsense of that kind?” said Mrs. Rossiter, who at that moment came out
-from the front door. “And you’re doing John an injustice. You are making
-people believe that he has said that which he has not said.”</p>
-
-<p>Alice at the moment was very angry,&mdash;as angry as she well could be. It
-was certain that Mrs. Rossiter did not know what her son had said or had
-not said. But it was cruel that she who had put forward no claim, who
-had never been forward in seeking her lover, should be thus almost
-publicly rebuked. Quiet as she wished to be, it was necessary that she
-should say one word in her own defence. “I don’t think Mr. Rossiter’s
-little joke will do John any injustice or me any harm,” she said. “But,
-as it may be taken seriously, I hope he will not repeat it.”</p>
-
-<p>“He could not do better for himself. That’s my opinion,” said the old
-man, turning back into the house. There had been words before on the
-subject between him and his wife, and he was not well pleased with her
-at this moment.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_332" id="page_332"></a>{332}</span></p>
-
-<p>“My dear Alice, I am sure you know that I mean everything the best for
-you,” said Mrs. Rossiter.</p>
-
-<p>“If nobody would mean anything, but just let me alone, that would be
-best. And as for nonsense, Mrs. Rossiter, don’t you know of me that I’m
-not likely to be carried away by foolish ideas of that kind?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do know that you are very good.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why should you talk at me as though I were very bad?” Mrs.
-Rossiter felt that she had been reprimanded, and was less inclined than
-ever to accept Alice as a daughter-in-law.</p>
-
-<p>Alice, as she walked home, was low in spirits, and angry with herself
-because it was so. People would be fools. Of course that was to be
-expected. She had known all along that Mrs. Rossiter wanted a grander
-wife for her son, whereas the parson was anxious to have her for his
-daughter-in-law. Of course she loved the parson better than his wife.
-But why was it that she felt at this moment that Mrs. Rossiter would
-prevail?</p>
-
-<p>“Of course it will be so,” she said to herself. “I see it now. And I
-suppose he is right. But then certainly he ought not to have come here.
-But perhaps he comes because he wishes to&mdash;see Miss Wanless.” She went a
-little out of her road home, not only to dry a tear, but to rid herself
-of the effect of it, and then spent the remainder of the afternoon
-swinging her brothers and sisters in the garden.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_333" id="page_333"></a>{333}</span></p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_II-5" id="CHAPTER_II-5"></a>CHAPTER II.<br /><br />
-<small>MAJOR ROSSITER.</small></h3>
-
-<p>“Perhaps he is coming here to see Miss Wanless,” Alice had said to
-herself. And in the course of that week she found that her surmise was
-correct. John Rossiter stayed only one night at the parsonage, and then
-went over to Brook Park where lived Sir Walter Wanless and all the
-Wanlesses. The parson had not so declared when he told Alice that his
-son was coming, but John himself said on his arrival that this was a
-special visit made to Brook Park, and not to Beetham. It had been
-promised for the last three months, though only fixed lately. He took
-the trouble to come across to the doctor’s house with the express
-purpose of explaining the fact. “I suppose you have always been intimate
-with them,” said Mrs. Dugdale, who was sitting with Alice and a little
-crowd of the children round them. There was a tone of sarcasm in the
-words not at all hidden. “We all know that you are a great deal finer
-than we mere village folk. We don’t know the Wanlesses, but of course
-you do. You’ll find yourself much more at home at Brook Park than you
-can in such a place as this.” All that, though not spoken, was contained
-in the tone of the lady’s speech.</p>
-
-<p>“We have always been neighbours,” said John Rossiter.</p>
-
-<p>“Neighbours ten miles off!” said Mrs Dugdale.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_334" id="page_334"></a>{334}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I dare say the Good Samaritan lived thirty miles off,” said Alice.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think distance has much to do with it,” said the Major.</p>
-
-<p>“I like my neighbours to be neighbourly. I like Beetham neighbours,”
-said Mrs. Dugdale. There was a reproach in every word of it. Mrs.
-Dugdale had heard of Miss Georgiana Wanless, and Major Rossiter knew
-that she had done so. After her fashion the lady was accusing him for
-deserting Alice.</p>
-
-<p>Alice understood it also, and yet it behoved her to hold herself well up
-and be cheerful. “I like Beetham people best myself,” she said, “but
-then it is because I don’t know any other. I remember going to Brook
-Park once, when there was a party of children, a hundred years ago, and
-I thought it quite a paradise. There was a profusion of strawberries by
-which my imagination has been troubled ever since. You’ll just be in
-time for the strawberries, Major Rossiter.” He had always been John till
-quite lately,&mdash;John with the memories of childhood; but now he had
-become Major Rossiter.</p>
-
-<p>She went out into the garden with him for a moment as he took his
-leave,&mdash;not quite alone, as a little boy of two years old was clinging
-to her hand. “If I had my way,” she said, “I’d have my neighbours
-everywhere,&mdash;at any distance. I envy a man chiefly for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Those one loves best should be very near, I think.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_335" id="page_335"></a>{335}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Those one loves best of all? Oh yes, so that one may do something. It
-wouldn’t do not to have you every day, would it, Bobby?” Then she
-allowed the willing little urchin to struggle up into her arms and to
-kiss her, all smeared as was his face with bread-and-butter.</p>
-
-<p>“Your mother meant to say that I was running away from my old friends.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course she did. You see, you loom so very large to us here. You
-are&mdash;such a swell, as Dick says, that we are a little sore when you pass
-us by. Everybody likes to be bowed to by royalty. Don’t you know that?
-Brook Park is, of course, the proper place for you; but you don’t expect
-but what we are going to express our little disgusts and little prides
-when we find ourselves left behind!” No words could have less declared
-her own feelings on the matter than those she was uttering; but she
-found herself compelled to laugh at him, lest, in the other direction,
-something of tenderness might escape her, whereby he might be injured
-worse than by her raillery. In nothing that she might say could there be
-less of real reproach to him than in this.</p>
-
-<p>“I hate that word ‘swell,’<span class="lftspc">”</span> he said.</p>
-
-<p>“So do I.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why do you use it?”</p>
-
-<p>“To show you how much better Brook Park is than Beetham. I am sure they
-don’t talk about swells at Brook Park.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why do you throw Brook Park in my teeth?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_336" id="page_336"></a>{336}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I feel an inclination to make myself disagreeable to-day. Are you never
-like that?”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope not.”</p>
-
-<p>“And then I am bound to follow up what poor dear mamma began. But I
-won’t throw Brook Park in your teeth. The ladies I know are very nice.
-Sir Walter Wanless is a little grand;&mdash;isn’t he?”</p>
-
-<p>“You know,” said he, “that I should be much happier here than there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Because Sir Walter is so grand?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because my friends here are dearer friends. But still it is right that
-I should go. One cannot always be where one would be happiest.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am happiest with Bobby,” said she; “and I can always have Bobby.”
-Then she gave him her hand at the gate, and he went down to the
-parsonage.</p>
-
-<p>That night Mrs. Rossiter was closeted for awhile with her son before
-they both went to bed. She was supposed, in Beetham, to be of a higher
-order of intellect,&mdash;of a higher stamp generally,&mdash;than her husband or
-daughter, and to be in that respect nearly on a par with her son. She
-had not travelled as he had done, but she was of an ambitious mind and
-had thoughts beyond Beetham. The poor dear parson cared for little
-outside the bounds of his parish. “I am so glad you are going to stay
-for awhile over at Brook Park,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Only for three days.”</p>
-
-<p>“In the intimacy of a house three days is a lifetime. Of course I do not
-like to interfere.” When this was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_337" id="page_337"></a>{337}</span> said the Major frowned, knowing well
-that his mother was going to interfere. “But I cannot help thinking how
-much a connection with the Wanlesses would do for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want anything from any connection.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is all very well, John, for a man to say; but in truth we all
-depend on connections one with another. You are beginning the world.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know about that, mother.”</p>
-
-<p>“To my eyes you are. Of course, you look upwards.”</p>
-
-<p>“I take all that as it comes.”</p>
-
-<p>“No doubt; but still you must have it in your mind to rise. A man is
-assisted very much by the kind of wife he marries. Much would be done
-for a son-in-law of Sir Walter Wanless.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing, I hope, ever for me on that score. To succeed by favour is
-odious.”</p>
-
-<p>“But even to rise by merit, so much outside assistance is often
-necessary! Though you will assuredly deserve all that you will ever get,
-yet you may be more likely to get it as a son-in-law to Sir Walter
-Wanless than if you were married to some obscure girl. Men who make the
-most of themselves in the world do think of these things. I am the last
-woman in the world to recommend my boy to look after money in marriage.”</p>
-
-<p>“The Miss Wanlesses will have none.”</p>
-
-<p>“And therefore I can speak the more freely. They will have very
-little,&mdash;as coming from such a family. But he has great influence. He
-has contested the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_338" id="page_338"></a>{338}</span> county five times. And then&mdash;where is there a
-handsomer girl than Georgiana Wanless?” The Major thought that he knew
-one, but did not answer the question. “And she is all that such a girl
-ought to be. Her manners are perfect,&mdash;and her conduct. A constant
-performance of domestic duties is of course admirable. If it comes to
-one to have to wash linen, she who washes her linen well is a good
-woman. But among mean things high spirits are not to be found.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not so sure of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“It must be so. How can the employment of every hour in the day on
-menial work leave time for the mind to fill itself? Making children’s
-frocks may be a duty, but it must also be an impediment.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are speaking of Alice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I am speaking of Alice.”</p>
-
-<p>“I would wager my head that she has read twice more in the last two
-years than Georgiana Wanless. But, mother, I am not disposed to discuss
-either the one young lady or the other. I am not going to Brook Park to
-look for a wife; and if ever I take one, it will be simply because I
-like her best, and not because I wish to use her as a rung of a ladder
-by which to climb upwards into the world.” That all this and just this
-would be said to her Mrs. Rossiter had been aware; but still she had
-thought that a word in season might have its effect.</p>
-
-<p>And it did have its effect. John Rossiter, as he was driven over to
-Brook Park on the following morning, was unconsciously mindful of that
-allusion to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_339" id="page_339"></a>{339}</span> washerwoman. He had seen that Alice’s cheek had been
-smirched by the greasy crumbs from her little brother’s mouth, he had
-seen that the tips of her fingers showed the mark of the needle; he had
-seen fragments of thread about her dress, and the mud even from the
-children’s boots on her skirts. He had seen this, and had been aware
-that Georgiana Wanless was free from all such soil on her outward
-raiment. He liked the perfect grace of unspotted feminine apparel, and
-he had, too, thought of the hours in which Alice might probably be
-employed amidst the multifarious needs of a nursery, and had argued to
-himself much as his mother had argued. It was good and homely,&mdash;worthy
-of a thousand praises; but was it exactly that which he wanted in a
-wife? He had repudiated with scorn his mother’s cold, worldly doctrine;
-but yet he had felt that it would be a pleasant thing to have it known
-in London that his wife was the daughter of Sir Walter Wanless. It was
-true that she was wonderfully handsome,&mdash;a complexion perfectly clear, a
-nose cut as out of marble, a mouth delicate as of a goddess, with a
-waist quite to match it. Her shoulders were white as alabaster. Her
-dress was at all times perfect. Her fingers were without mark or stain.
-There might perhaps be a want of expression; but faces so symmetrical
-are seldom expressive. And then, to crown all this, he was justified in
-believing that she was attached to himself. Almost as much had been said
-to him by Lady Wanless herself,&mdash;a word which would amount to as much,
-coupled as it was with an immediate invitation to Brook<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_340" id="page_340"></a>{340}</span> Park. Of this
-he had given no hint to any human being; but he had been at Brook Park
-once before, and some rumour of something between him and Miss Georgiana
-Wanless had reached the people at Beetham,&mdash;had reached, as we have
-seen, not only Mrs. Rossiter, but also Alice Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>There had been moments up in London when his mind had veered round
-towards Miss Wanless. But there was one little trifle which opposed the
-action of his mind, and that was his heart. He had begun to think that
-it might be his duty to marry Georgiana;&mdash;but the more he thought so the
-more clearly would the figure of Alice stand before him, so that no veil
-could be thrown over it. When he tried to summon to his imagination the
-statuesque beauty of the one girl, the bright eyes of the other would
-look at him, and the words from her speaking mouth would be in his ears.
-He had once kissed Alice, immediately on his return, in the presence of
-her father, and the memory of the halcyon moment was always present to
-him. When he thought most of Miss Wanless he did not think much of her
-kisses. How grand she would be at his dining-table, how glorious in his
-drawing-room! But with Alice how sweet would it be to sit by some brook
-side and listen to the waters!</p>
-
-<p>And now since he had been at Beetham, from the nature of things which
-sometimes make events to come from exactly contrary causes, a new charm
-had been added to Alice, simply by the little effort she had made to
-annoy him. She had talked to him of “swells,” and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_341" id="page_341"></a>{341}</span> had pretended to be
-jealous of the Wanlesses, just because she had known that he would hate
-to hear such a word from her lips, and that he would be vexed by
-exhibition of such a feeling on her part! He was quite sure that she had
-not committed these sins because they belonged to her as a matter of
-course. Nothing could be more simple than her natural language or her
-natural feelings. But she had chosen to show him that she was ready to
-run into little faults which might offend him. The reverse of her ideas
-came upon him. She had said, as it were,&mdash;“See how little anxious I must
-be to dress myself in your mirror when I put myself in the same category
-with my poor stepmother.” Then he said to himself that he could see her
-as he was fain to see her, in her own mirror, and he loved her the
-better because she had dared to run the risk of offending him.</p>
-
-<p>As he was driven up to the house at Brook Park he knew that it was his
-destiny to marry either the one girl or the other; and he was afraid of
-himself,&mdash;that before he left the house he might be engaged to the one
-he did not love. There was a moment in which he thought he would turn
-round and go back. “Major Rossiter,” Lady Wanless had said, “you know
-how glad we are to see you here. There is no young man of the day of
-whom Sir Walter thinks so much.” Then he had thanked her. “But&mdash;may I
-say a word in warning?”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I may trust to your honour?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think so, Lady Wanless.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_342" id="page_342"></a>{342}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Do not be much with that sweet darling of mine,&mdash;unless indeed&mdash;” And
-then she had stopped. Major Rossiter, though he was a major and had
-served some years in India, blushed up to his eyebrows and was unable to
-answer a word. But he knew that Georgiana Wanless had been offered to
-him, and was entitled to believe that the young lady was prone to fall
-in love with him. Lady Wanless, had she been asked for an excuse for
-such conduct, would have said that the young men of the present day were
-slow in managing their own affairs, unless a little help were given to
-them.</p>
-
-<p>When the Major was almost immediately invited to return to Brook Park,
-he could not but feel that, if he were so to make his choice, he would
-be received there as a son-in-law. It may be that unless he intended so
-to be received, he should not have gone. This he felt as he was driven
-across the park, and was almost minded to return to Beetham.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_III-5" id="CHAPTER_III-5"></a>CHAPTER III.<br /><br />
-<small>LADY WANLESS.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Sir Walter Wanless</span> was one of those great men who never do anything
-great, but achieve their greatness partly by their tailors, partly by a
-breadth of eyebrow and carriage of the body,&mdash;what we may call
-deportment,&mdash;and partly by the outside gifts of fortune. Taking his
-career altogether we must say that he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_343" id="page_343"></a>{343}</span> been unfortunate. He was a
-baronet with a fine house and park,&mdash;and with an income hardly
-sufficient for the place. He had contested the county four times on old
-Whig principles, and had once been in Parliament for two years. There he
-had never opened his mouth; but in his struggle to get there had greatly
-embarrassed his finances. His tailor had been well chosen, and had
-always turned him out as the best dressed old baronet in England. His
-eyebrow was all his own, and certainly commanded respect from those with
-whom eyebrows are efficacious. He never read; he eschewed farming, by
-which he had lost money in early life; and had, so to say, no visible
-occupation at all. But he was Sir Walter Wanless, and what with his
-tailor and what with his eyebrow he did command a great deal of respect
-in the country round Beetham. He had, too, certain good gifts for which
-people were thankful as coming from so great a man. He paid his bills,
-he went to church, he was well behaved, and still maintained certain
-old-fashioned family charities, though money was not plentiful with him.</p>
-
-<p>He had two sons and five daughters. The sons were in the army, and were
-beyond his control. The daughters were all at home, and were altogether
-under the control of their mother. Indeed everything at Brook Park was
-under the control of Lady Wanless,&mdash;though no man alive gave himself
-airs more autocratic than Sir Walter. It was on her shoulders that fell
-the burden of the five daughters, and of maintaining with straitened
-means the hospitality of Brook Park on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_344" id="page_344"></a>{344}</span> their behoof. A hard-worked
-woman was Lady Wanless, in doing her duty,&mdash;with imperfect lights no
-doubt, but to the best of her abilities with such lights as she
-possessed. She was somewhat fine in her dress, not for any comfort that
-might accrue to herself, but from a feeling that an alliance with the
-Wanlesses would not be valued by the proper sort of young men unless she
-were grand herself. The girls were beautifully dressed; but oh, with
-such care and economy and daily labour among them, herself, and the two
-lady’s-maids upstairs! The father, what with his election and his
-farming, and a period of costly living early in his life, had not done
-well for the family. That she knew, and never rebuked him. But it was
-for her to set matters right, which she could only do by getting
-husbands for the daughters. That this might be achieved the Wanless
-prestige must be maintained; and with crippled means it is so hard to
-maintain a family prestige! A poor duke may do it, or perhaps an earl;
-but a baronet is not high enough to give bad wines to his guests without
-serious detriment to his unmarried daughters.</p>
-
-<p>A beginning to what might be hoped to be a long line of successes had
-already been made. The eldest girl, Sophia, was engaged. Lady Wanless
-did not look very high, knowing that failure in such operations will
-bring with it such unutterable misfortune. Sophia was engaged to the
-eldest son of a neighbouring Squire,&mdash;whose property indeed was not
-large, nor was the squire likely to die very soon; but there were the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_345" id="page_345"></a>{345}</span>
-means of present living and a future rental of £4,000 a year. Young Mr.
-Cobble was now staying at the house, and had been duly accepted by Sir
-Walter himself. The youngest girl, who was only nineteen, had fallen in
-love with a young clergyman in the neighbourhood. That would not do at
-all, and the young clergyman was not allowed within the Park. Georgiana
-was the beauty; and for her, if for any, some great destiny might have
-been hoped. But it was her turn, a matter of which Lady Wanless thought
-a great deal, and the Major was too good to be allowed to escape.
-Georgiana, in her cold, impassive way, seemed to like the Major, and
-therefore Lady Wanless paired them off instantly with that decision
-which was necessary amidst the labours of her life. She had no scruples
-in what she did, feeling sure that her daughters would make honest, good
-wives, and that the blood of the Wanlesses was a dowry in itself.</p>
-
-<p>The Major had been told to come early, because a party was made to visit
-certain ruins about eight miles off,&mdash;Castle Owless, as it was
-called,&mdash;to which Lady Wanless was accustomed to take her guests,
-because the family history declared that the Wanlesses had lived there
-at some very remote period. It still belonged to Sir Walter, though
-unfortunately the intervening lands had for the most part fallen into
-other hands. Owless and Wanless were supposed to be the same, and thus
-there was room for a good deal of family tattle.</p>
-
-<p>“I am delighted to see you at Brook Park,” said Sir<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_346" id="page_346"></a>{346}</span> Walter as they met
-at the luncheon table. “When I was at Christchurch your father was at
-Wadham, and I remember him well.” Exactly the same words had been spoken
-when the Major, on a former occasion, had been made welcome at the
-house, and clearly implied a feeling that Christchurch, though much
-superior, may condescend to know Wadham&mdash;under certain circumstances. Of
-the Baronet nothing further was heard or seen till dinner.</p>
-
-<p>Lady Wanless went in the open carriage with three daughters, Sophie
-being one of them. As her affair was settled it was not necessary that
-one of the two side-saddles should be allotted to her use. Young Cobble,
-who had been asked to send two horses over from Cobble Hall so that
-Rossiter might ride one, felt this very hard. But there was no appeal
-from Lady Wanless. “You’ll have plenty enough of her all the evening,”
-said the mother, patting him affectionately, “and it is so necessary
-just at present that Georgiana and Edith should have horse exercise.” In
-this way it was arranged that Georgiana should ride with the Major, and
-Edith, the third daughter, with young Burmeston, the son of Cox and
-Burmeston, brewers at the neighbouring town of Slowbridge. A country
-brewer is not quite what Lady Wanless would have liked; but with
-difficulties such as hers a rich young brewer might be worth having. All
-this was hard upon Mr. Cobble, who would not have sent his horses over
-had he known it.</p>
-
-<p>Our Major saw at a glance that Georgiana rode well.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_347" id="page_347"></a>{347}</span> He liked ladies to
-ride, and doubted whether Alice had ever been on horseback in her life.
-After all, how many advantages does a girl lose by having to pass her
-days in a nursery! For a moment some such idea crossed his mind. Then he
-asked Georgiana some question as to the scenery through which they were
-passing. “Very fine, indeed,” said Georgiana. She looked square before
-her, and sat with her back square to the horse’s tail. There was no
-hanging in the saddle, no shifting about in uneasiness. She could rise
-and fall easily, even gracefully, when the horse trotted. “You are fond
-of riding I can see,” said the Major. “I do like riding,” answered
-Georgiana. The tone in which she spoke of her present occupation was
-much more lively than that in which she had expressed her approbation of
-scenery.</p>
-
-<p>At the ruin they all got down, and Lady Wanless told them the entire
-story of the Owlesses and the Wanlesses, and filled the brewer’s mind
-with wonder as to the antiquity and dignity of the family. But the Major
-was the fish just at this moment in hand. “The Rossiters are very old,
-too,” she said smiling; “but perhaps that is a kind of thing you don’t
-care for.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very much indeed,” said he. Which was true,&mdash;for he was proud of
-knowing that he had come from the Rossiters who had been over four
-hundred years in Herefordshire. “A remembrance of old merit will always
-be an incitement to new.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is just that, Major Rossiter. It is strange how very nearly in the
-same words Georgiana said the same<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_348" id="page_348"></a>{348}</span> thing to me yesterday.” Georgiana
-happened to overhear this, but did not contradict her mother, though she
-made a grimace to her sister which was seen by no one else. Then Lady
-Wanless slipped aside to assist the brewer and Edith, leaving the Major
-and her second daughter together. The two younger girls, of whom the
-youngest was the wicked one with the penchant for the curate, were
-wandering among the ruins by themselves.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder whether there ever were any people called Owless,” said
-Rossiter, not quite knowing what subject of conversation to choose.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course there were. Mamma always says so.”</p>
-
-<p>“That settles the question;&mdash;does it not?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see why there shouldn’t be Owlesses. No; I won’t sit on the
-wall, thank you, because I should stain my habit.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you’ll be tired.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not particularly tired. It is not so very far. I’d go back in the
-carriage, only of course we can’t because of the habits. Oh, yes; I’m
-very fond of dancing,&mdash;very fond indeed. We always have two balls every
-year at Slowbridge. And there are some others about the county. I don’t
-think you ever have balls at Beetham.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no one to give them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Does Miss Dugdale ever dance?”</p>
-
-<p>The Major had to think for a moment before he could answer the question.
-Why should Miss Wanless ask as to Alice’s dancing? “I am sure she does.
-Now<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_349" id="page_349"></a>{349}</span> I think of it I have heard her talk of dancing. You don’t know
-Alice Dugdale?” Miss Wanless shook her head. “She is worth knowing.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am quite sure she is. I have always heard that you thought so. She is
-very good to all those children; isn’t she?”</p>
-
-<p>“Very good indeed.”</p>
-
-<p>“She would be almost pretty if she wasn’t so,&mdash;so, so dumpy I should
-say.” Then they got on their horses again and rode back to Brook Park.
-Let Georgiana be ever so tired she did not show it, but rode in under
-the portico with perfect equestrian grace.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid you took too much out of her,” said Lady Wanless to the
-Major that evening. Georgiana had gone to bed a little earlier than the
-others.</p>
-
-<p>This was in some degree hard upon him, as he had not proposed the
-ride,&mdash;and he excused himself. “It was you arranged it all, Lady
-Wanless.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes indeed,” said she, smiling. “I did arrange the little excursion,
-but it was not I who kept her talking the whole day.” Now this again was
-felt to be unfair, as nearly every word of conversation between the
-young people has been given in this little chronicle.</p>
-
-<p>On the following day the young people were again thrust together, and
-before they parted for the night another little word was spoken by Lady
-Wanless which indicated very clearly that there was some special bond of
-friendship between the Major and her second daughter. “You are quite
-right,” she had said in answer to some extracted compliment; “she does
-ride<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_350" id="page_350"></a>{350}</span> very well. When I was up in town in May I thought I saw no one
-with such a seat in the row. Miss Green, who taught the Duchess of
-Ditchwater’s daughters, declared that she knew nothing like it.”</p>
-
-<p>On the third morning he returned to Beetham early, as he intended to go
-up to town the same afternoon. Then there was prepared for him a little
-valedictory opportunity in which he could not but press the young lady’s
-fingers for a moment. As he did so no one was looking at him, but then
-he knew that it was so much the more dangerous because no one was
-looking. Nothing could be more knowing than the conduct of the young
-lady, who was not in any way too forward. If she admitted that slight
-pressure, it was done with a retiring rather than obtrusive favour. It
-was not by her own doing that she was alone with him for a moment. There
-was no casting down or casting up of her eyes. And yet it seemed to him
-as he left her and went out into the hall that there had been so much
-between them that he was almost bound to propose to her. In the hall
-there was the Baronet to bid him farewell,&mdash;an honour which he did to
-his guests only when he was minded to treat them with great distinction.
-“Lady Wanless and I are delighted to have had you here,” he said.
-“Remember me to your father, and tell him that I remember him very well
-when I was at Christchurch and he was at Wadham.” It was something to
-have had one’s hand taken in so paternal a manner by a baronet with such
-an eyebrow, and such a coat.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_351" id="page_351"></a>{351}</span></p>
-
-<p>And yet when he returned to Beetham he was not in a good-humour with
-himself. It seemed to him that he had been almost absorbed among the
-Wanlesses without any action or will of his own. He tried to comfort
-himself by declaring that Georgiana was, without doubt, a remarkably
-handsome young woman, and that she was a perfect horsewoman,&mdash;as though
-all that were a matter to him of any moment! Then he went across to the
-doctor’s house to say a word of farewell to Alice.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you had a pleasant visit?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; all very well.”</p>
-
-<p>“That second Miss Wanless is quite beautiful; is she not?”</p>
-
-<p>“She is handsome certainly.”</p>
-
-<p>“I call her lovely,” said Alice. “You rode with her the other day over
-to that old castle.”</p>
-
-<p>Who could have told this of him already? “Yes; there was a party of us
-went over.”</p>
-
-<p>“When are you going there again?” Now something had been said of a
-further visit, and Rossiter had almost promised that he would return. It
-is impossible not to promise when undefined invitations are given. A man
-cannot declare that he is engaged for ever and ever. But how was it that
-Alice knew all that had been said and done? “I cannot say that I have
-fixed any exact day,” he replied almost angrily.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve heard all about you, you know. That young Mr. Burmeston was at
-Mrs. Tweed’s and told them what a favourite you are. If it be true I
-will congratulate<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_352" id="page_352"></a>{352}</span> you, because I do really think that the young lady is
-the most beautiful that I ever saw in my life.” This she said with a
-smile and a good-humoured little shake of the head. If it was to be that
-her heart must be broken he at least should not know it. And she still
-hoped, she still thought, that by being very constant at her work she
-might get over it.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IV-5" id="CHAPTER_IV-5"></a>CHAPTER IV.<br /><br />
-<small>THE BEETHAMITES.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">It</span> was told all through Beetham before a week was over that Major
-Rossiter was to marry the second Miss Wanless, and Beetham liked the
-news. Beetham was proud that one of her sons should be introduced into
-the great neighbouring family, and especially that he should be honoured
-by the hand of the acknowledged beauty. Beetham, a month ago, had
-declared that Alice Dugdale, a Beethamite herself from her
-babyhood,&mdash;who had been born and bred at Beetham and had ever lived
-there,&mdash;was to be honoured by the hand of the young hero. But it may be
-doubted whether Beetham had been altogether satisfied with the
-arrangement. We are apt to envy the good luck of those who have always
-been familiar with us. Why should it have been Alice Dugdale any more
-than one of the Tweed girls, or Miss Simkins, the daughter of the
-attorney, who would certainly have a snug little fortune<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_353" id="page_353"></a>{353}</span> of her
-own,&mdash;which unfortunately would not be the case with Alice Dugdale? It
-had been felt that Alice was hardly good enough for their hero,&mdash;Alice
-who had been seen about with all the Dugdale children, pushing them in
-perambulators almost every day since the eldest was born! We prefer the
-authority of a stranger to that of one chosen from among ourselves. As
-the two Miss Tweeds, and Miss Simkins, with Alice and three or four
-others, could not divide the hero among them, it was better then that
-the hero should go from among them, and choose a fitting mate in a
-higher realm. They all felt the greatness of the Wanlesses, and argued
-with Mrs. Rossiter that the rising star of the village should obtain
-such assistance in rising as would come to him from an almost noble
-marriage.</p>
-
-<p>There had been certainly a decided opinion that Alice was to be the
-happy woman. Mrs. Dugdale, the stepmother, had boasted of the promotion;
-and old Mr. Rossiter had whispered his secret conviction into the ear of
-every favoured parishioner. The doctor himself had allowed his patients
-to ask questions about it. This had become so common that Alice herself
-had been inwardly indignant,&mdash;would have been outwardly indignant but
-that she could not allow herself to discuss the matter. That having been
-so, Beetham ought to have been scandalised by the fickleness of her
-hero. Beetham ought to have felt that her hero was most unheroic. But,
-at any rate among the ladies, there was no shadow of such a feeling. Of
-course such a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_354" id="page_354"></a>{354}</span> man as the Major was bound to do the best for himself.
-The giving away of his hand in marriage was a very serious thing, and
-was not to be obligatory on a young hero because he had been carried
-away by the fervour of old friendship to kiss a young lady immediately
-on his return home. The history of the kiss was known all over Beetham,
-and was declared by competent authorities to have amounted to nothing.
-It was a last lingering touch of childhood’s happy embracings, and if
-Alice was such a fool as to take it for more, she must pay the penalty
-of her folly. “It was in her father’s presence,” said Mrs. Rossiter,
-defending her son to Mrs. Tweed, and Mrs. Tweed had expressed her
-opinion that the kiss ought to go for nothing. The Major was to be
-acquitted,&mdash;and the fact of the acquittal made its way even to the
-doctor’s nursery; so that Alice knew that the man might marry that girl
-at Brook Park with clean hands. That, as she declared to herself, did
-not increase her sorrow. If the man were minded to marry the girl he was
-welcome for her. And she apologised for him to her own heart. What a man
-generally wants, she said, is a beautiful wife; and of the beauty of
-Miss Georgiana Wanless there could be no doubt. Only,&mdash;only&mdash;only, there
-had been a dozen words which he should have left unspoken!</p>
-
-<p>That which riveted the news on the minds of the Beethamites was the
-stopping of the Brook Park carriage at the door of the parsonage one day
-about a week after the Major’s visit. It was not altogether an
-unprecedented<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_355" id="page_355"></a>{355}</span> occurrence. Had there been no precedent it could hardly
-have been justified on the present occasion. Perhaps once in two years
-Lady Wanless would call at the parsonage, and then there would be a
-return visit during which a reference would always be made to Wadham and
-Christchurch. The visit was now out of its order, only nine months
-having elapsed,&mdash;of which irregularity Beetham took due notice. On this
-occasion Miss Wanless and the third young lady accompanied their mother,
-leaving Georgiana at home. What was whispered between the two old ladies
-Beetham did not quite know,&mdash;but made its surmises. It was in this wise.
-“We were so glad to have the Major over with us,” said her ladyship.</p>
-
-<p>“It was so good of you,” said Mrs. Rossiter.</p>
-
-<p>“He is a great favourite with Sir Walter.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is so good of Sir Walter.”</p>
-
-<p>“And we are quite pleased to have him among our young people.” That was
-all, but it was quite sufficient to tell Mrs. Rossiter that John might
-have Georgiana Wanless for the asking, and that Lady Wanless expected
-him to ask. Then the parting was much more affectionate than it had ever
-been before, and there was a squeezing of the hand and a nodding of the
-head which meant a great deal.</p>
-
-<p>Alice held her tongue, and did her work and attempted to be cheery
-through it all. Again and again she asked herself,&mdash;what did it matter?
-Even though she were unhappy, even though she felt a keen, palpable,
-perpetual aching at her heart, what would it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_356" id="page_356"></a>{356}</span> matter so long as she
-could go about and do her business? Some people in this world had to be
-unhappy;&mdash;perhaps most people. And this was a sorrow which, though it
-might not wear off, would by wearing become dull enough to be bearable.
-She distressed herself in that there was any sorrow. Providence had
-given to her a certain condition of life to which many charms were
-attached. She thoroughly loved the people about her,&mdash;her father, her
-little brothers and sisters, even her overworn and somewhat idle
-stepmother. She was a queen in the house, a queen among her busy toils;
-and she liked being a queen, and liked being busy. No one ever scolded
-her or crossed her or contradicted her. She had the essential
-satisfaction of the consciousness of usefulness. Why should not that
-suffice to her? She despised herself because there was a hole in her
-heart,&mdash;because she felt herself to shrink all over when the name of
-Georgiana Wanless was mentioned in her hearing. Yet she would mention
-the name herself, and speak with something akin to admiration of the
-Wanless family. And she would say how well it was that men should strive
-to rise in the world, and how that the world progressed through such
-individual efforts. But she would not mention the name of John Rossiter,
-nor would she endure that it should be mentioned in her hearing with any
-special reference to herself.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Dugdale, though she was overworn and idle,&mdash;a warped and almost
-useless piece of furniture, made, as was said before, of bad
-timber,&mdash;yet saw more of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_357" id="page_357"></a>{357}</span> this than anyone else, and was indignant. To
-lose Alice, to have no one to let down those tucks and take up those
-stitches, would be to her the loss of all her comforts. But, though she
-was feckless, she was true-hearted, and she knew that Alice was being
-wronged. It was Alice that had a right to the hero, and not that
-stuck-up young woman at Brook Park. It was thus she spoke of the affair
-to the doctor, and after awhile found herself unable to be silent on the
-subject to Alice herself. “If what they say does take place I shall
-think worse of John Rossiter than I ever did of any man I ever knew.”
-This she said in the presence both of her husband and her step-daughter.</p>
-
-<p>“John Rossiter will not be very much the worse for that,” said Alice
-without relaxing a moment from her work. There was a sound of drolling
-in her voice, as though she were quizzing her stepmother for her folly.</p>
-
-<p>“It seems to me that men may do anything now,” continued Mrs. Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose they are the same now as they always were,” said the doctor.
-“If a man chose to be false he could always be false.”</p>
-
-<p>“I call it unmanly,” said Mrs. Dugdale. “If I were a man I would beat
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>“What would you beat him for?” said Alice, getting up, and as she did so
-throwing down on the table before her the little frock she was making.
-“If you had the power of beating him, why would you beat him?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because he is ill-using you.”</p>
-
-<p>“How do you know that? Did I ever tell you so?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_358" id="page_358"></a>{358}</span> Have you ever heard a
-word that he has said to me, either direct from himself, or second-hand,
-that justifies you in saying that he has ill-used me? You ill-use me
-when you speak like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Alice, do not be so violent,” said the doctor.</p>
-
-<p>“Father, I will speak of this once, and once for all;&mdash;and then pray,
-pray, let there be no further mention of it. I have no right to complain
-of anything in Major Rossiter. He has done me no wrong. Those who love
-me should not mention his name in reference to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is a villain,” said Mrs. Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>“He is no villain. He is a gentleman, as far as I know, from the crown
-of his head to the sole of his foot. Does it ever occur to you how
-little you make of me when you talk of him in this way? Dismiss it all
-from your mind, father, and let things be as they were. Do you think
-that I am pining for any man’s love? I say that Major Rossiter is a true
-man and a gentleman;&mdash;but I would not give my Bobby’s little finger for
-all his whole body.” Then there was silence, and afterwards the doctor
-told his wife that the Major’s name had better not be mentioned again
-among them. Alice on this occasion was, or appeared to be, very angry
-with Mrs. Dugdale; but on that evening and the next morning there was an
-accession of tenderness in her usually sweet manner to her stepmother.
-The expression of her mother’s anger against the Major had been
-wrong;&mdash;but the feeling of anger was not the less endearing.</p>
-
-<p>Some time after that, one evening, the parson came<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_359" id="page_359"></a>{359}</span> upon Alice as she
-was picking flowers in one of the Beetham lanes. She had all the
-children with her, and was filling Minnie’s apron with roses from the
-hedge. Old Mr. Rossiter stopped and talked to them, and after awhile
-succeeded in getting Alice to walk on with him. “You haven’t heard from
-John?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no,” replied Alice, almost with a start. And then she added
-quickly, “There is no one at our house likely to hear from him. He does
-not write to anyone there.”</p>
-
-<p>“I did not know whether any message might have reached you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think not.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is to be here again before long,” said the parson.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, indeed.” She had but a moment to think of it all; but, after
-thinking, she continued, “I suppose he will be going over to Brook
-Park.”</p>
-
-<p>“I fear he will.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fear;&mdash;why should you fear, Mr. Rossiter? If that is true, it is the
-place where he ought to be.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I doubt its truth, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! I know nothing about that. If so he had better stay up in London, I
-suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think John can care much for Miss Wanless.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not? She is the most thoroughly beautiful young woman I ever saw.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think he does, because I believe his heart is elsewhere. Alice,
-you have his heart.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_360" id="page_360"></a>{360}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think so, Alice.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Mr. Rossiter. I have not. It is not so. I know nothing of Miss
-Wanless, but I can speak of myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“It seems to me that you are speaking of him now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why does he go there?”</p>
-
-<p>“That is just what I cannot answer. Why does he go there? Why do we do
-the worst thing so often, when we see the better?”</p>
-
-<p>“But we don’t leave undone the thing which we wish to do, Mr. Rossiter.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is just what we do do,&mdash;under constraint. Alice, I hope, I hope
-that you may become his wife.” She endeavoured to deny that it could
-ever be so;&mdash;she strove to declare that she herself was much too
-heart-free for that; but the words would not come to her lips, and she
-could only sob while she struggled to retain her tears. “If he does come
-to you give him a chance again, even though he may have been untrue to
-you for a moment.”</p>
-
-<p>Then she was left alone among the children. She could dry her tears and
-suppress her sobs, because Minnie was old enough to know the meaning of
-them if she saw them; but she could not for awhile go back into the
-house. She left them in the passage and then went out again, and walked
-up and down a little pathway that ran through the shrubs at the bottom
-of the garden. “I believe his heart is elsewhere.” Could<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_361" id="page_361"></a>{361}</span> it be that it
-was so? And if so, of what nature can be a man’s love, if when it be
-given in one direction, he can go in another with his hand? She could
-understand that there had not been much heart in it;&mdash;that he, being a
-man and not a woman, could have made this turning point of his life an
-affair of calculation, and had taken himself here or there without much
-love at all; that as he would seek a commodious house, so would he also
-a convenient wife. Resting on that suggestion to herself, she had dared
-to declare to her father and mother that Major Rossiter was, not a
-villain, but a perfect gentleman. But all that was not compatible with
-his father’s story. “Alice, you have his heart,” the old man had said.
-How had it come to pass that the old man had known it? And yet the
-assurance was so sweet, so heavenly, so laden to her ears with divine
-music, that at this moment she would not even ask herself to disbelieve
-it. “If he does come to you, give him a chance again.” Why;&mdash;yes! Though
-she never spoke a word of Miss Wanless without praise, though she had
-tutored herself to swear that Miss Wanless was the very wife for him,
-yet she knew herself too well not to know that she was better than Miss
-Wanless. For his sake, she could with a clear conscience&mdash;give him a
-chance again. The dear old parson! He had seen it all. He had known. He
-had appreciated. If it should ever come to pass that she was to be his
-daughter-in-law, he should have his reward. She would not tell herself
-that she expected him to come again; but, if he did come, she would<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_362" id="page_362"></a>{362}</span>
-give the parson his chance. Such was her idea at that moment. But she
-was forced to change it before long.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_V-5" id="CHAPTER_V-5"></a>CHAPTER V.<br /><br />
-<small>THE INVITATION.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">When</span> Major Rossiter discussed his own conduct with himself as men are so
-often compelled to do by their own conscience, in opposition to their
-own wishes, he was not well pleased with himself. On his return home
-from India he had found himself possessed of a liberal income, and had
-begun to enjoy himself without thinking much about marrying. It is not
-often that a man looks for a wife because he has made up his mind that
-he wants the article. He roams about unshackled, till something, which
-at the time seems to be altogether desirable, presents itself to him;
-and then he meditates marriage. So it had been with our Major. Alice had
-presented herself to him as something altogether desirable,&mdash;a something
-which, when it was touched and looked at, seemed to be so full of
-sweetnesses, that to him it was for the moment of all things the most
-charming. He was not a forward man,&mdash;one of those who can see a girl for
-the first time on a Monday, and propose to her on the Tuesday. When the
-idea first suggested itself to him of making Alice his wife he became
-reticent and undemonstrative. The kiss had in truth meant no more than
-Mrs. Tweed had said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_363" id="page_363"></a>{363}</span> When he began to feel that he loved her, then he
-hardly dared to dream of kissing her.</p>
-
-<p>But though he felt that he loved her,&mdash;liked perhaps it would be fairer
-to say in that early stage of his feelings,&mdash;better than any other
-woman, yet when he came to think of marriage, the importance of it all
-made him hesitate; and he was reminded, by little hints from others, and
-by words plain enough from one person, that Alice Dugdale was after all
-a common thing. There is a fitness in such matters,&mdash;so said Mrs.
-Rossiter,&mdash;and a propriety in like being married to like. Had it been
-his lot to be a village doctor, Alice would have suited him well.
-Destiny, however, had carried him,&mdash;the Major,&mdash;higher up, and would
-require him to live in London, among ornate people, with polished
-habits, and peculiar manners of their own. Would not Alice be out of her
-element in London? See the things among which she passed her life! Not a
-morsel of soap or a pound of sugar was used in the house, but what she
-gave it out. Her hours were passed in washing, teaching, and sewing for
-the children. In her very walks she was always pushing a perambulator.
-She was, no doubt, the doctor’s daughter; but, in fact, she was the
-second Mrs. Dugdale’s nursemaid. Nothing could be more praiseworthy. But
-there is a fitness in things; and he, the hero of Beetham, the Assistant
-Deputy Inspector-General of the British Cavalry, might surely do better
-than marry a praiseworthy nursery girl. It was thus that Mrs. Rossiter
-argued<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_364" id="page_364"></a>{364}</span> with her son, and her arguments were not without avail.</p>
-
-<p>Then Georgiana Wanless had been, as it were, thrown at his head. When
-one is pelted with sugar-plums one can hardly resent the attack. He was
-clever enough to feel that he was pelted, but at first he liked the
-sweetmeats. A girl riding on horseback, with her back square to the
-horse’s tail, with her reins well held, and a chimney-pot hat on her
-head, is an object, unfortunately, more attractive to the eyes of
-ordinary men, than a young woman pushing a perambulator with two babies.
-Unfortunately, I say, because in either case the young woman should be
-judged by her personal merits and not by externals. But the Major
-declared to himself that the personal merits would be affected by the
-externals. A girl who had pushed a perambulator for many years, would
-hardly have a soul above perambulators. There would be wanting the
-flavour of the aroma of romance, that something of poetic vagueness
-without which a girl can hardly be altogether charming to the senses of
-an appreciative lover. Then, a little later on, he asked himself whether
-Georgiana Wanless was romantic and poetic,&mdash;whether there was much of
-true aroma there.</p>
-
-<p>But yet he thought that fate would require him to marry Georgiana
-Wanless, whom he certainly did not love, and to leave Alice to her
-perambulator,&mdash;Alice, whom he certainly did love. And as he thought of
-this, he was ill at ease with himself. It might be well<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_365" id="page_365"></a>{365}</span> that he should
-give up his Assistant Deputy Inspector-Generalship, go back to India,
-and so get rid of his two troubles together. Fate, as he personified
-fate to himself in this matter,&mdash;took the form of Lady Wanless. It made
-him sad to think that he was but a weak creature in the hands of an old
-woman, who wanted to use him for a certain purpose;&mdash;but he did not see
-his way of escaping. When he began to console himself by reflecting that
-he would have one of the handsomest women in London at his dinner-table
-he knew that he would be unable to escape.</p>
-
-<p>About the middle of July he received the following letter from Lady
-Wanless:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“<span class="smcap">Dear Major Rossiter</span>,&mdash;The girls have been at their father for the
-last ten days to have an archery meeting on the lawn, and have at
-last prevailed, though Sir Walter has all a father’s abhorrence to
-have the lawn knocked about. Now it is settled. ‘I’ll see about
-it,’ Sir Walter said at last, and when so much as that had been
-obtained, they all knew that the archery meeting was to be. Sir
-Walter likes his own way, and is not always to be persuaded. But
-when he has made the slightest show of concession, he never goes
-back from it. Then comes the question as to the day, which is now
-in course of discussion in full committee. In that matter Sir
-Walter is supposed to be excluded from any voice. ‘It cannot matter
-to him what day of the week or what day of the month,’ said
-Georgiana very irreverently. It will not, however, much matter to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_366" id="page_366"></a>{366}</span>
-him so long as it is all over before St. Partridge comes round.</p>
-
-<p>“The girls one and all declared that you must be here,&mdash;as one of
-the guests in the house. Our rooms will be mostly full of young
-ladies, but there will be one at any rate for you. Now, what day
-will suit you,&mdash;or rather what day will suit the Cavalry generally?
-Everything must of course depend on the Cavalry. The girls say that
-the Cavalry is sure to go out of town after the tenth of August.
-But they would put it off for a week longer rather than not have
-the Inspector-General. Would Wednesday 14th suit the Cavalry? They
-are all reading every word of my letter as it is written, and bid
-me say that if Thursday or Friday in that week, or Wednesday or
-Thursday in the next, will do better, the accommodation of the
-Cavalry shall be consulted. It cannot be on a Monday or Saturday
-because there would be some Sunday encroachment. On Tuesday we
-cannot get the band from Slowbridge.</p>
-
-<p>“Now you know our great purpose and our little difficulties. One
-thing you cannot know,&mdash;how determined we are to accommodate
-ourselves to the Cavalry. <i>The meeting is not to take place without
-the Inspector-General.</i> So let us have an early answer from that
-august functionary. The girls think that the Inspector had better
-come down before the day, so as to make himself useful in
-preparing.</p>
-
-<p>“Pray believe me, with Sir Walter’s kind regards, yours most
-sincerely,</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-“<span class="smcap">Margaret Wanless</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_367" id="page_367"></a>{367}</span></p>
-
-<p>The Major felt that the letter was very flattering, but that it was
-false and written for a certain purpose. He could read between the lines
-at every sentence of it. The festival was to be got up, not at the
-instance of the girls but of Lady Wanless herself, as a final trap for
-the catching of himself,&mdash;and perhaps for Mr. Burmeston. Those
-irreverent words had never come from Georgiana, who was too placid to
-have said them. He did not believe a word of the girls looking over the
-writing of the letter. In all such matters Lady Wanless had more life,
-more energy than her daughters. All that little fun about the Cavalry
-came from Lady Wanless herself. The girls were too like their father for
-such ebullitions. The little sparks of joke with which the names of the
-girls were connected,&mdash;with which in his hearing the name of Georgiana
-had been specially connected,&mdash;had, he was aware, their origin always
-with Lady Wanless. Georgiana had said this funny thing and that,&mdash;but
-Georgiana never spoke after that fashion in his hearing. The traps were
-plain to his eyes, and yet he knew that he would sooner or later be
-caught in the traps.</p>
-
-<p>He took a day to think of it before he answered the letter, and
-meditated a military tour to Berlin just about the time. If so, he must
-be absent during the whole of August, so as to make his presence at the
-toxopholite meeting an impossibility. And yet at last he wrote and said
-that he would be there. There would be something mean in flight. After
-all, he need not ask the girl to be his wife unless he chose to do so.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_368" id="page_368"></a>{368}</span>
-He wrote a very pretty note to Lady Wanless saying that he would be at
-Brook Park on the 14th, as she had suggested.</p>
-
-<p>Then he made a great resolution and swore an oath to himself,&mdash;that he
-would not be caught on that occasion, and that after this meeting he
-would go no more either to Brook Park or to Beetham for awhile. He would
-not marry the girl to whom he was quite indifferent, nor her who from
-her position was hardly qualified to be his wife. Then he went about his
-duties with a quieted conscience, and wedded himself for once and for
-always to the Cavalry.</p>
-
-<p>Some tidings of the doings proposed by the Wanlesses had reached the
-parson’s ears when he told Alice in the lane that his son was soon
-coming down to Beetham again, and that he was again going to Brook Park.
-Before July was over the tidings of the coming festivity had been spread
-over all that side of the county. Such a thing had not been done for
-many years,&mdash;not since Lady Wanless had been herself a young wife, with
-two sisters for whom husbands had to be,&mdash;and were provided. There were
-those who could still remember how well Lady Wanless had behaved on that
-occasion. Since those days hospitality on a large scale had not been
-rife at Brook Park&mdash;and the reason why it was so was well known. Sir
-Walter was determined not to embarrass himself further, and would do
-nothing that was expensive. It could not be but that there was great
-cause for such a deviation as this. Then the ladies of the neighbourhood
-put their<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_369" id="page_369"></a>{369}</span> heads together,&mdash;and some of the gentlemen,&mdash;and declared
-that a double stroke of business was to be done in regard to Major
-Rossiter and Mr. Burmeston. How great a relief that would be to the
-mother’s anxiety if the three eldest girls could be married and got rid
-of all on the same day!</p>
-
-<p>Beetham, which was ten miles from Brook Park, had a station of its own,
-whereas Slowbridge with its own station was only six miles from the
-house. The Major would fain have reached his destination by Slowbridge,
-so as to have avoided the chance of seeing Alice, were it not that his
-father and mother would have felt themselves aggrieved by such
-desertion. On this occasion his mother begged him to give them one
-night. She had much that she wished to say to him, and then of course he
-could have the parsonage horse and the parsonage phaeton to take him
-over to Brook Park free of expense. He did go down to Beetham, did spend
-an evening there, and did go on to the Park without having spoken to
-Alice Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>“Everybody says you are to marry Georgiana Wanless,” said Mrs. Rossiter.</p>
-
-<p>“If there were no other reason why I should not, the saying of everybody
-would be sufficient against it.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is unreasonable, John. The thing should be looked at itself,
-whether it is good or bad. It may be the case that Lady Wanless talks
-more than she ought to do. It may be the case that, as people say, she
-is looking out for husbands for her daughters. I don’t know but that I
-should do the same if I had five of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_370" id="page_370"></a>{370}</span> them on my hands and very little
-means for them. And if I did, how could I get a better husband for one
-of them than&mdash;such a one as Major John Rossiter?” Then she kissed his
-forehead.</p>
-
-<p>“I hate the kind of thing altogether,” said he. He pretended to be
-stern, but yet he showed that he was flattered by his mother’s softness.</p>
-
-<p>“It may well be, John, that such a match shall be desirable to them and
-to you too. If so, why should there not be a fair bargain between the
-two of you? You know that you admire the girl.” He would not deny this,
-lest it should come to pass hereafter that she should become his wife.
-“And everybody knows that as far as birth goes there is not a family in
-the county stands higher. I am so proud of my boy that I wish to see him
-mated with the best.”</p>
-
-<p>He reached the parsonage that evening only just before dinner, and on
-the next morning he did not go out of the house till the phaeton came
-round to take him to Brook Park. “Are you not going up to see the old
-doctor?” said the parson after breakfast.</p>
-
-<p>“No;&mdash;I think not. He is never at home, and the ladies are always
-surrounded by the children.”</p>
-
-<p>“She will take it amiss,” said the father almost in a whisper.</p>
-
-<p>“I will go as I come back,” said he, blushing as he spoke at his own
-falsehood. For, if he held to his present purpose, he would return by
-Slowbridge. If Fate intended that there should be nothing further
-between him and Alice, it would certainly be much better<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_371" id="page_371"></a>{371}</span> that they
-should not be brought together any more. He knew too what his father
-meant, and was more unwilling to take counsel from his father even than
-his mother. Yet he blushed because he knew that he was false.</p>
-
-<p>“Do not seem to slight her,” said the old man. “She is too good for
-that.”</p>
-
-<p>Then he drove himself over to Brook Park, and, as he made his way by one
-of the innumerable turnings out of Beetham, he saw at one of the corners
-Alice, still with the children and still with the perambulator. He
-merely lifted his hat as he passed, but did not stop to speak to her.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VI-5" id="CHAPTER_VI-5"></a>CHAPTER VI.<br /><br />
-<small>THE ARCHERY MEETING.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> Assistant Deputy Inspector-General, when he reached Brook Park,
-found that things were to be done on a great scale. The two
-drawing-rooms were filled with flowers, and the big dining-room was laid
-out for to-morrow’s lunch, in preparation for those who would prefer the
-dining-room to the tent. Rossiter was first taken into the Baronet’s own
-room, where Sir Walter kept his guns and administered justice. “This is
-a terrible bore, Rossiter,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“It must disturb you a great deal, Sir Walter.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_372" id="page_372"></a>{372}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dear&mdash;dreadfully! What would my old friend, your father, think of
-having to do this kind of thing? Though, when I was at Christchurch and
-he at Wadham, we used to be gay enough. I’m not quite sure that I don’t
-owe it to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“To me, Sir Walter!”</p>
-
-<p>“I rather think you put the girls up to it.” Then he laughed as though
-it were a very good joke and told the Major where he would find the
-ladies. He had been expressly desired by his wife to be genial to the
-Major, and had been as genial as he knew how.</p>
-
-<p>Rossiter, as he went out on to the lawn, saw Mr. Burmeston, the brewer,
-walking with Edith, the third daughter. He could not but admire the
-strategy of Lady Wanless when he acknowledged to himself how well she
-managed all these things. The brewer would not have been allowed to walk
-with Gertrude, the fourth daughter, nor even with Maria, the naughty
-girl who liked the curate,&mdash;because it was Edith’s turn. Edith was
-certainly the plainest of the family, and yet she had her turn. Lady
-Wanless was by far too good a mother to have favourites among her own
-children.</p>
-
-<p>He then found the mother, the eldest daughter, and Gertrude overseeing
-the decoration of a tent, which had been put up as an addition to the
-dining-room. He expected to find Mr. Cobble, to whom he had taken a
-liking, a nice, pleasant, frank young country gentleman; but Mr. Cobble
-was not wanted for any express purpose, and might have been in the way.
-Mr. Cobble was landed and safe. Before long he found himself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_373" id="page_373"></a>{373}</span> walking
-round the garden with Lady Wanless herself. The other girls, though they
-were to be his sisters, were never thrown into any special intimacy with
-him. “She will be down before long now that she knows you are here,”
-said Lady Wanless. “She was fatigued a little, and I thought it better
-that she should lie down. She is so impressionable, you know.” “She” was
-Georgiana. He knew that very well. But why should Georgiana be called
-“She” to him, by her mother? Had “She” been in truth engaged to him it
-would have been intelligible enough. But there had been nothing of the
-kind. As “She” was thus dinned into his ears, he thought of the very
-small amount of conversation which had ever taken place between himself
-and the young lady.</p>
-
-<p>Then there occurred to him an idea that he would tell Lady Wanless in so
-many words that there was a mistake. The doing so would require some
-courage, but he thought that he could summon up manliness for the
-purpose,&mdash;if only he could find the words and occasion. But though “She”
-were so frequently spoken of, still nothing was said which seemed to
-give him the opportunity required. It is hard for a man to have to
-reject a girl when she has been offered,&mdash;but harder to do so before the
-offer has in truth been made. “I am afraid there is a little mistake in
-your ideas as to me and your daughter.” It was thus that he would have
-had to speak, and then to have endured the outpouring of her wrath, when
-she would have declared that the ideas were only in his own arrogant<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_374" id="page_374"></a>{374}</span>
-brain. He let it pass by and said nothing, and before long he was
-playing lawn-tennis with Georgiana, who did not seem to have been in the
-least fatigued.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear, I will not have it,” said Lady Wanless about an hour
-afterwards, coming up and disturbing the game. “Major Rossiter, you
-ought to know better.” Whereupon she playfully took the racket out of
-the Major’s hand. “Mamma is such an old bother,” said Georgiana as she
-walked back to the house with her Major. The Major had on a previous
-occasion perceived that the second Miss Wanless rode very well, and now
-he saw that she was very stout at lawn-tennis; but he observed none of
-that peculiarity of mental or physical development which her mother had
-described as “impressionable.” Nevertheless she was a handsome girl, and
-if to play at lawn-tennis would help to make a husband happy, so much at
-any rate she could do.</p>
-
-<p>This took place on the day before the meeting,&mdash;before the great day.
-When the morning came the girls did not come down early to breakfast,
-and our hero found himself left alone with Mr. Burmeston. “You have
-known the family a long time,” said the Major as they were sauntering
-about the gravel paths together, smoking their cigars.</p>
-
-<p>“No, indeed,” said Mr. Burmeston. “They only took me up about three
-months ago,&mdash;just before we went over to Owless. Very nice
-people;&mdash;don’t you think so?”</p>
-
-<p>“Very nice,” said the Major.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_375" id="page_375"></a>{375}</span></p>
-
-<p>“They stand so high in the county, and all that sort of thing. Birth
-does go a long way, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“So it ought,” said the Major.</p>
-
-<p>“And though the Baronet does not do much in the world, he has been in
-the House, you know. All those things help.” Then the Major understood
-that Mr. Burmeston had looked the thing in the face, and had determined
-that for certain considerations it was worth his while to lead one of
-the Miss Wanlesses to the hymeneal altar. In this Mr. Burmeston was
-behaving with more manliness than he,&mdash;who had almost made up his mind
-half-a-dozen times, and had never been satisfied with the way he had
-done it.</p>
-
-<p>About twelve the visitors had begun to come, and Sophia with Mr. Cobble
-were very soon trying their arrows together. Sophia had not been allowed
-to have her lover on the previous day, but was now making up for it.
-That was all very well, but Lady Wanless was a little angry with her
-eldest daughter. Her success was insured for her. Her business was done.
-Seeing how many sacrifices had been made to her during the last
-twelvemonths, surely now she might have been active in aiding her
-sisters, instead of merely amusing herself.</p>
-
-<p>The Major was not good at archery. He was no doubt an excellent Deputy
-Inspector-General of Cavalry; but if bows and arrows had still been the
-weapons used in any part of the British army, he would not, without
-further instruction, have been qualified<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_376" id="page_376"></a>{376}</span> to inspect that branch.
-Georgiana Wanless, on the other hand, was a proficient. Such shooting as
-she made was marvellous to look at. And she was a very image of Diana,
-as with her beautiful figure and regular features, dressed up to the
-work, she stood with her bow raised in her hand and let twang the
-arrows. The circle immediately outside the bull’s-eye was the farthest
-from the mark she ever touched. But good as she was and bad as was the
-Major, nevertheless they were appointed always to shoot together. After
-a world of failures the Major would shoot no more,&mdash;but not the less did
-he go backwards and forwards with Georgiana when she changed from one
-end to the other, and found himself absolutely appointed to that task.
-It grew upon him during the whole day that this second Miss Wanless was
-supposed to be his own,&mdash;almost as much as was the elder the property of
-Mr. Cobble. Other young men would do no more than speak to her. And when
-once, after the great lunch in the tent, Lady Wanless came and put her
-hand affectionately upon his arm, and whispered some word into his ear
-in the presence of all the assembled guests, he knew that the entire
-county had recognised him as caught.</p>
-
-<p>There was old Lady Deepbell there. How it was that towards the end of
-the day’s delights Lady Deepbell got hold of him he never knew. Lady
-Deepbell had not been introduced to him, and yet she got hold of him.
-“Major Rossiter, you are the luckiest man of the day,” she said to him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_377" id="page_377"></a>{377}</span></p>
-
-<p>“Pretty well,” said he, affecting to laugh; “but why so?”</p>
-
-<p>“She is the handsomest young woman out. There hasn’t been one in London
-this season with such a figure.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are altogether wrong in your surmise, Lady Deepbell.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no; I am right enough. I see it all. Of course the poor girl won’t
-have any money; but then how nice it is when a gentleman like you is
-able to dispense with that. Perhaps they do take after their father a
-little, and he certainly is not bright; but upon my word, I think a girl
-is all the better for that. What’s the good of having such a lot of
-talkee-talkee?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lady Deepbell, you are alluding to a young lady without the slightest
-warrant,” said the Major.</p>
-
-<p>“Warrant enough;&mdash;warrant enough,” said the old woman, toddling off.</p>
-
-<p>Then young Cobble came to him, and talked to him as though he were a
-brother of the house. Young Cobble was an honest fellow, and quite in
-earnest in his matrimonial intentions. “We shall be delighted if you’ll
-come to us on the first,” said Cobble. The first of course meant the
-first of September. “We ain’t so badly off just for a week’s shooting.
-Sophia is to be there, and we’ll get Georgiana too.”</p>
-
-<p>The Major was fond of shooting, and would have been glad to accept the
-offer; but it was out of the question that he should allow himself to be
-taken in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_378" id="page_378"></a>{378}</span> at Cobble Hall under a false pretext. And was it not incumbent
-on him to make this young man understand that he had no pretensions
-whatever to the hand of the second Miss Wanless? “You are very good,”
-said he.</p>
-
-<p>“We should be delighted,” said young Cobble.</p>
-
-<p>“But I fear there is a mistake. I can’t say anything more about it now
-because it doesn’t do to name people;&mdash;but there is a mistake. Only for
-that I should have been delighted. Good-bye.” Then he took his
-departure, leaving young Cobble in a state of mystified suspense.</p>
-
-<p>The day lingered on to a great length. The archery and the lawn-tennis
-were continued till late after the so-called lunch, and towards the
-evening a few couples stood up to dance. It was evident to the Major
-that Burmeston and Edith were thoroughly comfortable together. Gertrude
-amused herself well, and even Maria was contented, though the curate as
-a matter of course was not there. Sophia with her legitimate lover was
-as happy as the day and evening were long. But there came a frown upon
-Georgiana’s brow, and when at last the Major, as though forced by
-destiny, asked her to dance, she refused. It had seemed to her a matter
-of course that he should ask her, and at last he did;&mdash;but she refused.
-The evening with him was very long, and just as he thought that he would
-escape to bed, and was meditating how early he would be off on the
-morrow, Lady Wanless took possession of him and carried him off alone
-into one of the desolate<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_379" id="page_379"></a>{379}</span> chambers. “Is she very tired?” asked the
-anxious mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Is who tired?” The Major at that moment would have given twenty guineas
-to have been in his lodgings near St. James’s Street.</p>
-
-<p>“My poor girl,” said Lady Wanless, assuming a look of great solicitude.</p>
-
-<p>It was vain for him to pretend not to know who was the “she” intended.
-“Oh, ah, yes; Miss Wanless.”</p>
-
-<p>“Georgiana.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think she is tired. She was shooting a great deal. Then there was a
-quadrille;&mdash;but she didn’t dance. There has been a great deal to tire
-young ladies.”</p>
-
-<p>“You shouldn’t have let her do so much.”</p>
-
-<p>How was he to get out of it? What was he to say? If a man is clearly
-asked his intentions he can say that he has not got any. That used to be
-the old fashion when a gentleman was supposed to be dilatory in
-declaring his purpose. But it gave the oscillating lover so easy an
-escape! It was like the sudden jerk of the hand of the unpractised
-fisherman: if the fish does not succumb at once it goes away down the
-stream and is no more heard of. But from this new process there is no
-mode of immediate escape. “I couldn’t prevent her because she is nothing
-to me.” That would have been the straightforward answer;&mdash;but one most
-difficult to make. “I hope she will be none the worse to-morrow
-morning,” said the Major.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope not, indeed. Oh, Major Rossiter!” The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_380" id="page_380"></a>{380}</span> mother’s position was
-also difficult, as it is of no use to play with a fish too long without
-making an attempt to stick the hook into his gills.</p>
-
-<p>“Lady Wanless!”</p>
-
-<p>“What am I to say to you? I am sure you know my feelings. You know how
-sincere is Sir Walter’s regard.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am very much flattered, Lady Wanless.”</p>
-
-<p>“That means nothing.” This was true, but the Major did not mean to
-intend anything. “Of all my flock she is the fairest.” That was true
-also. The Major would have been delighted to accede to the assertion of
-the young lady’s beauty, if this might have been the end of it. “I had
-thought&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Had thought what, Lady Wanless?”</p>
-
-<p>“If I am deceived in you, Major Rossiter, I never will believe in a man
-again. I have looked upon you as the very soul of honour.”</p>
-
-<p>“I trust that I have done nothing to lessen your good opinion.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know. I cannot say. Why do you answer me in this way about my
-child?” Then she held her hands together and looked up into his face
-imploringly. He owned to himself that she was a good actress. He was
-almost inclined to submit and to declare his passion for Georgiana. For
-the present that way out of the difficulty would have been so easy!</p>
-
-<p>“You shall hear from me to-morrow morning,” he said, almost solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>“Shall I?” she asked, grasping his hand. “Oh,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_381" id="page_381"></a>{381}</span> my friend, let it be as I
-desire. My whole life shall be devoted to making you happy,&mdash;you and
-her.” Then he was allowed to escape.</p>
-
-<p>Lady Wanless, before she went to bed, was closeted for awhile with the
-eldest daughter. As Sophia was now almost as good as a married woman,
-she was received into closer counsel than the others. “Burmeston will
-do,” she said; “but, as for that Cavalry man, he means it no more than
-the chair.” The pity was that Burmeston might have been secured without
-the archery meeting, and that all the money, spent on behalf of the
-Major, should have been thrown away.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VII-5" id="CHAPTER_VII-5"></a>CHAPTER VII.<br /><br />
-<small>AFTER THE PARTY.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">When</span> the Major left Brook Park on the morning after the archery
-amusements he was quite sure of this,&mdash;that under no circumstances
-whatever would he be induced to ask Miss Georgiana Wanless to be his
-wife. He had promised to write a letter,&mdash;and he would write one
-instantly. He did not conceive it possible but that Lady Wanless should
-understand what would be the purport of that letter, although as she
-left him on the previous night she had pretended to hope otherwise. That
-her hopes had not been very high we know from the words which she spoke
-to Sophia in the privacy of her own room.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_382" id="page_382"></a>{382}</span></p>
-
-<p>He had intended to return by Slowbridge, but when the morning came he
-changed his mind and went to Beetham. His reason for doing so was hardly
-plain, even to himself. He tried to make himself believe that the letter
-had better be written from Beetham,&mdash;hot, as it were, from the immediate
-neighbourhood,&mdash;than from London; but, as he thought of this, his mind
-was crowded with ideas of Alice Dugdale. He would not propose to Alice.
-At this moment, indeed, he was averse to matrimony, having been
-altogether disgusted with female society at Brook Park; but he had to
-acknowledge a sterling worth about Alice, and the existence of a genuine
-friendship between her and himself, which made it painful to him to
-leave the country without other recognition than that raising of his hat
-when he saw her at the corner of the lane. He had behaved badly in this
-Brook Park affair,&mdash;in having been tempted thither in opposition to
-those better instincts which had made Alice so pleasant a companion to
-him,&mdash;and was ashamed of himself. He did not think that he could go back
-to his former ideas. He was aware that Alice must think ill of
-him,&mdash;would not believe him to be now such as she had once thought him.
-England and London were distasteful to him. He would go abroad on that
-foreign service which he had proposed to himself. There was an opening
-for him to do so if he liked, and he could return to his present duties
-after a year or two. But he would see Alice again before he went.
-Thinking of all this, he drove himself back to Beetham.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_383" id="page_383"></a>{383}</span></p>
-
-<p>On that morning tidings of the successful festivities at Brook Park
-reached the doctor’s house. Tidings of the coming festivities, then of
-the preparations, and at last of the festal day itself, had reached
-Alice, so that it seemed to her that all Beetham talked of nothing else.
-Old Lady Deepbell had caught a cold, walking about on the lawn with
-hardly anything on her old shoulders,&mdash;stupid old woman,&mdash;and had sent
-for the doctor the first thing in the morning. “Positively settled,” she
-had said to the doctor, “absolutely arranged, Dr. Dugdale. Lady Wanless
-told me so herself, and I congratulated the gentleman.” She did not go
-on to say that the gentleman had denied the accusation,&mdash;but then she
-had not believed the denial. The doctor, coming home, had thought it his
-duty to tell Alice, and Alice had received the news with a smile. “I
-knew it would be so, father.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you?” This he said, holding her hand and looking tenderly into her
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Me! It will not hurt me. Not that I mean to tell a lie to you, father,”
-she added after a moment. “A woman isn’t hurt because she doesn’t get a
-prize in the lottery. Had it ever come about, I dare say I should have
-liked him well enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“No more than that?”</p>
-
-<p>“And why should it have come about?” she went on saying, avoiding her
-father’s last question, determined not to lie if she could help it, but
-determined, also, to show no wound. “I think my position in life<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_384" id="page_384"></a>{384}</span> very
-happy, but it isn’t one from which he would choose a wife.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not, my dear?”</p>
-
-<p>“A thousand reasons; I am always busy, and he would naturally like a
-young lady who had nothing to do.” She understood the effect of the
-perambulator and the constant needle and thread. “Besides, though he
-might be all very well, he could never, I think, be as dear to me as the
-bairns. I should feel that I lost more than I got by going.” This she
-knew to be a lie, but it was so important that her father should believe
-her to be contented with her home duties! And she was contented, though
-very unhappy. When her father kissed her, she smiled into his face,&mdash;oh,
-so sweetly, so pleasantly! And the old man thought that she could not
-have loved very deeply. Then she took herself to her own room, and sat
-awhile alone with a countenance much changed. The lines of sorrow about
-her brow were terrible. There was not a tear; but her mouth was close
-pressed, and her hand was working constantly by her side. She gazed at
-nothing, but sat with her eyes wide open, staring straight before her.
-Then she jumped up quickly, and striking her hand upon her heart, she
-spoke aloud to herself. “I will cure it,” she said. “He is not worthy,
-and it should therefore be easier. Though he were worthy, I would cure
-it. Yes, Bobby, I am coming.” Then she went about her work.</p>
-
-<p>That might have been about noon. It was after their early dinner with
-the children that the Major came up<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_385" id="page_385"></a>{385}</span> to the doctor’s house. He had
-reached the parsonage in time for a late breakfast, and had then written
-his letter. After that he had sat idling about on the lawn,&mdash;not on the
-best terms with his mother, to whom he had sworn that, under no
-circumstances, would he make Georgiana Wanless his wife. “I would sooner
-marry a girl from a troop of tight-rope dancers,” he had said in his
-anger. Mrs. Rossiter knew that he intended to go up to the doctor’s
-house, and therefore the immediate feeling between the mother and son
-was not pleasant. My readers, if they please, shall see the letter to
-Lady Wanless.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“<span class="smcap">My Dear Lady Wanless</span>,&mdash;It is a great grief to me to say that there
-has been, I fear, a misconception between you and me on a certain
-matter. This is the more a trouble to me because you and Sir Walter
-have been so very kind to me. From a word or two which fell from
-you last night I was led to fear that you suspected feelings on my
-part which I have never entertained, and aspirations to which I
-have never pretended. No man can be more alive than I am to the
-honour which has been suggested, but I feel bound to say that I am
-not in a condition to accept it.</p>
-
-<p class="c">
-“Pray believe me to be,<br />
-
-<span style="margin-left: 2em;">“Dear Lady Wanless,</span><br />
-
-<span style="margin-left: 2em;">“Yours always very faithfully,</span><br />
-
-<span style="margin-left: 8em;">“<span class="smcap">John Rossiter</span>.”</span><br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>The letter, when it was written, was, to himself, very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_386" id="page_386"></a>{386}</span> unsatisfactory.
-It was full of ambiguous words and namby-pamby phraseology which
-disgusted him. But he did not know how to alter it for the better. It is
-hard to say an uncivil thing civilly without ambiguous namby-pamby
-language. He could not bring it out in straightforward stout English:
-“You want me to marry your daughter, but I won’t do anything of the
-kind.” So the letter was sent. The conduct of which he was really
-ashamed did not regard Miss Wanless, but Alice Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>At last, very slowly, he took himself up to the doctor’s house. He
-hardly knew what it was that he meant to say when he found himself
-there, but he was sure that he did not mean to make an offer. Even had
-other things suited, there would have been something distasteful to him
-in doing this so quickly after the affair of Miss Wanless. He was in no
-frame now for making love; but yet it would be ungracious in him, he
-thought, to leave Beetham without seeing his old friend. He found the
-two ladies together, with the children still around them, sitting near a
-window which opened down to the ground. Mrs. Dugdale had a novel in
-hand, and, as usual, was leaning back in a rocking-chair. Alice had also
-a book open on the table before her, but she was bending over a
-sewing-machine. They had latterly divided the cares of the family
-between them. Mrs. Dugdale had brought the children into the world, and
-Alice had washed, clothed, and fed them when they were there. When the
-Major entered the room, Alice’s mind was, of course, full of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_387" id="page_387"></a>{387}</span> the
-tidings she had heard from her father,&mdash;which tidings, however, had not
-been communicated to Mrs. Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>Alice at first was very silent while Mrs. Dugdale asked as to the
-festivities. “It has been the grandest thing anywhere about here for a
-long time.”</p>
-
-<p>“And, like other grand things, a great bore,” said the Major.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t suppose you found it so, Major Rossiter,” said the lady.</p>
-
-<p>Then the conversation ran away into a description of what had been done
-during the day. He wished to make it understood that there was no
-permanent link binding him to Brook Park, but he hardly knew how to say
-it without going beyond the lines of ordinary conversation. At last
-there seemed to be an opening,&mdash;not exactly what he wished, but still an
-opening. “Brook Park is not exactly the place,” said he, “at which I
-should ever feel myself quite at home.” This was in answer to some
-chance word which had fallen from Mrs. Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sorry for that,” said Alice. She would have given a guinea to
-bring the word back after it had been spoken. But spoken words cannot be
-brought back.</p>
-
-<p>“Why sorry?” he asked, smiling.</p>
-
-<p>“Because&mdash;Oh, because it is so likely that you may be there often.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know that at all.”</p>
-
-<p>“You have become so intimate with them!” said<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_388" id="page_388"></a>{388}</span> Alice. “We are told in
-Beetham that the party was got up all for your honour.”</p>
-
-<p>So Sir Walter had told him, and so Maria, the naughty girl, had said
-also&mdash;“Only for your beaux yeux, Major Rossiter, we shouldn’t have had
-any party at all.” This had been said by Maria when she was laughing at
-him about her sister Georgiana. “I don’t know how that may be,” said the
-Major; “but all the same I shall never be at home at Brook Park.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you like the young ladies?” asked Mrs. Dugdale.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; very much; and Lady Wanless; and Sir Walter. I like them all,
-in a way. But yet I shall never find myself at home at Brook Park.”</p>
-
-<p>Alice was very angry with him. He ought not to have gone there at all.
-He must have known that he could not be there without paining her. She
-thoroughly believed that he was engaged to marry the girl of whose
-family he spoke in this way. He had thought,&mdash;so it seemed to her,&mdash;that
-he might lessen the blow to her by making little of the great folk among
-whom his future lot was to be cast. But what could be more mean? He was
-not the John Rossiter to whom she had given her heart. There had been no
-such man. She had been mistaken. “I am afraid you are one of those,” she
-said, “who, wherever they find themselves, at once begin to wish for
-something better.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is meant to be severe.”</p>
-
-<p>“My severity won’t go for much.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_389" id="page_389"></a>{389}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure you have deserved it,” said Mrs. Dugdale, most indiscreetly.</p>
-
-<p>“Is this intended for an attack?” he asked, looking from one to the
-other.</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all,” said Alice, affecting to laugh. “I should have said
-nothing if I thought mamma would take it up so seriously. I was only
-sorry to hear you speak of your new friends so slightingly.”</p>
-
-<p>After that the conversation between them was very difficult, and he soon
-got up to go away. As he did so, he asked Alice to say a word to him out
-in the garden, having already explained to them both that it might be
-some time before he would be again down at Beetham. Alice rose slowly
-from her sewing-machine, and, putting on her hat, led the way with a
-composed and almost dignified step out through the window. Her heart was
-beating within her, but she looked as though she were mistress of every
-pulse. “Why did you say that to me?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Say what?”</p>
-
-<p>“That I always wished for better things and better people than I found.”</p>
-
-<p>“Because I think you ambitious,&mdash;and discontented. There is nothing
-disgraceful in that, though it is not the character which I myself like
-the best.”</p>
-
-<p>“You meant to allude specially to the Wanlesses?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because you have just come from there, and were speaking of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“And to one of that family specially?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Major Rossiter. There you are wrong. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_390" id="page_390"></a>{390}</span> alluded to no one in
-particular. They are nothing to me. I do not know them; but I hear that
-they are kind and friendly people, with good manners and very handsome.
-Of course I know, as we all know everything of each other in this little
-place, that you have of late become very intimate with them. Then when I
-hear you aver that you are already discontented with them, I cannot help
-thinking that you are hard to please. I am sorry that mamma spoke of
-deserving. I did not intend to say anything so seriously.”</p>
-
-<p>“Alice!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Major Rossiter.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I could make you understand me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know that that would do any good. We have been old friends,
-and of course I hope that you may be happy. I must say good-bye now. I
-cannot go beyond the gate, because I am wanted to take the children
-out.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good-bye then. I hope you will not think ill of me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I think ill of you? I think very well,&mdash;only that you are
-ambitious.” As she said this, she laughed again, and then she left him.</p>
-
-<p>He had been most anxious to tell her that he was not going to marry that
-girl, but he had not known how to do it. He could not bring himself to
-declare that he would not marry a girl when by such declaration he would
-have been forced to assume that he might marry her if he pleased. So he
-left Alice at the gate, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_391" id="page_391"></a>{391}</span> she went back to the house still convinced
-that he was betrothed to Georgiana Wanless.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VIII-5" id="CHAPTER_VIII-5"></a>CHAPTER VIII.<br /><br />
-<small>SIR WALTER UP IN LONDON.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> Major, when he left the doctor’s house, was more thoroughly in love
-with Alice than ever. There had been something in her gait as she led
-the way out through the window, and again, as with determined purpose
-she bade him speedily farewell at the gate, which forced him to
-acknowledge that the dragging of perambulators and the making of
-petticoats had not detracted from her feminine charm or from her
-feminine dignity. She had been dressed in her ordinary morning
-frock,&mdash;the very frock on which he had more than once seen the marks of
-Bobby’s dirty heels; but she had pleased his eye better than Georgiana,
-clad in all the glory of her toxopholite array. The toxopholite feather
-had been very knowing, the tight leathern belt round her waist had been
-bright in colour and pretty in design. The looped-up dress, fit for the
-work in hand, had been gratifying. But with it all there had been the
-show of a thing got up for ornament and not for use. She was like a box
-of painted sugar-plums, very pretty to the eye, but of which no one
-wants to extract any for the purpose of eating them. Alice was like a
-housewife<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_392" id="page_392"></a>{392}</span>’s store, kept beautifully in order, but intended chiefly for
-comfortable use. As he went up to London he began to doubt whether he
-would go abroad. Were he to let a few months pass by would not Alice be
-still there, and willing perhaps to receive him with more kindness when
-she should have heard that his follies at Brook Park were at an end?</p>
-
-<p>Three days after his return, when he was sitting in his offices thinking
-perhaps more of Alice Dugdale than of the whole British Cavalry, a
-soldier who was in waiting brought a card to him. Sir Walter Wanless had
-come to call upon him. If he were disengaged Sir Walter would be glad to
-see him. He was not at all anxious to see Sir Walter; but there was no
-alternative, and Sir Walter was shown into the room.</p>
-
-<p>In explaining the purport of Sir Walter’s visit we must go back for a
-few minutes to Brook Park. When Sir Walter came down to breakfast on the
-morning after the festivities he was surprised to hear that Major
-Rossiter had taken his departure. There sat young Burmeston. He at any
-rate was safe. And there sat young Cobble, who by Sophia’s aid had
-managed to get himself accommodated for the night, and all the other
-young people, including the five Wanless girls. The father, though not
-observant, could see that Georgiana was very glum. Lady Wanless herself
-affected a good-humour which hardly deceived him, and certainly did not
-deceive anyone else. “He was obliged to be off this morning, because<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_393" id="page_393"></a>{393}</span> of
-his duties,” said Lady Wanless. “He told me that it was to be so, but I
-did not like to say anything about it yesterday.” Georgiana turned up
-her nose, as much as to say that the going and coming of Major Rossiter
-was not a matter of much importance to any one there, and, least of all,
-to her. Except the father, there was not a person in the room who was
-not aware that Lady Wanless had missed her fish.</p>
-
-<p>But she herself was not quite sure even yet that she had failed
-altogether. She was a woman who hated failure, and who seldom failed.
-She was brave of heart too, and able to fight a losing battle to the
-last. She was very angry with the Major, who she well knew was
-endeavouring to escape from her toils. But he would not on that account
-be the less useful as a son-in-law;&mdash;nor on that account was she the
-more willing to allow him to escape. With five daughters without
-fortunes it behoved her as a mother to be persistent. She would not give
-it up, but must turn the matter well in her mind before she took further
-steps. She feared that a simple invitation could hardly bring the Major
-back to Brook Park. Then there came the letter from the Major which did
-not make the matter easier.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear,” she said to her husband, sitting down opposite to him in his
-room, “that Major Rossiter isn’t behaving quite as he ought to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not a bit surprised,” said the Baronet angrily. “I never knew
-anybody from Wadham behave well.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s quite a gentleman, if you mean that,” said<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_394" id="page_394"></a>{394}</span> Lady Wanless; “and
-he’s sure to do very well in the world; and poor Georgiana is really
-fond of him,&mdash;which doesn’t surprise me in the least.”</p>
-
-<p>“Has he said anything to make her fond of him? I suppose she has gone
-and made a fool of herself,&mdash;like Maria.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all. He has said a great deal to her;&mdash;much more than he ought
-to have done, if he meant nothing. But the truth is, young men nowadays
-never know their own minds unless there is somebody to keep them up to
-the mark. You must go and see him.”</p>
-
-<p>“I!” said the afflicted father.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, my dear. A few judicious words in such a case may do so
-much. I would not ask Walter to go,”&mdash;Walter was the eldest son, who was
-with his regiment,&mdash;“because it might lead to quarrelling. I would not
-have anything of that kind, if only for the dear girl’s sake. But what
-you would say would be known to nobody; and it might have the desired
-effect. Of course you will be very quiet,&mdash;and very serious also. Nobody
-could do it better than you will. There can be no doubt that he has
-trifled with the dear girl’s affections. Why else has he been with her
-whenever he has been here? It was so visible on Wednesday that everybody
-was congratulating me. Old Lady Deepbell asked whether the day was
-fixed. I treated him quite as though it were settled. Young men do so
-often get these sudden starts of doubt. Then, sometimes, just a word
-afterwards will put it all right.” In<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_395" id="page_395"></a>{395}</span> this way the Baronet was made to
-understand that he must go and see the Major.</p>
-
-<p>He postponed the unwelcome task till his wife at last drove him out of
-the house. “My dear,” she said, “will you let your child die
-broken-hearted for want of a word?” When it was put to him in that way
-he found himself obliged to go, though, to tell the truth, he could not
-find any sign of heart-breaking sorrow about his child. He was not
-allowed to speak to Georgiana herself, his wife telling him that the
-poor child would be unable to bear it.</p>
-
-<p>Sir Walter, when he was shown into the Major’s room, felt himself to be
-very ill able to conduct the business in hand, and to the Major himself
-the moment was one of considerable trouble. He had thought it possible
-that he might receive an answer to his letter, a reply that might be
-indignant, or piteous, admonitory, or simply abusive, as the case might
-be,&mdash;one which might too probably require a further correspondence; but
-it had never occurred to him that Sir Walter would come in person. But
-here he was,&mdash;in the room,&mdash;by no means with that pretended air of
-geniality with which he had last received the Major down at Brook Park.
-The greeting, however, between the gentlemen was courteous if not
-cordial, and then Sir Walter began his task. “We were quite surprised
-you should have left us so early that morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“I had told Lady Wanless.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I know. Nevertheless we were surprised. Now, Major Rossiter, what
-do you mean to do about,&mdash;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_396" id="page_396"></a>{396}</span>about,&mdash;about this young lady?” The Major sat
-silent. He could not pretend to be ignorant what young lady was intended
-after the letter which he had himself written to Lady Wanless. “This,
-you know, is a very painful kind of thing, Major Rossiter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very painful indeed, Sir Walter.”</p>
-
-<p>“When I remembered that I had been at Christchurch and your excellent
-father at Wadham both at the same time, I thought that I might trust you
-in my house without the slightest fear.”</p>
-
-<p>“I make bold to say, Sir Walter, that you were quite justified in that
-expectation, whether it was founded on your having been at Christchurch
-or on my position and character in the world.” He knew that the scene
-would be easier to him if he could work himself up to a little
-indignation on his own part.</p>
-
-<p>“And yet I am told,&mdash;I am told&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“What are you told, Sir Walter?”</p>
-
-<p>“There can, I think, be no doubt that you have&mdash;in point of fact, paid
-attention to my daughter.” Sir Walter was a gentleman, and felt that the
-task imposed upon him grated against his better feelings.</p>
-
-<p>“If you mean that I have taken steps to win her affections, you have
-been wrongly informed.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s what I do mean. Were you not received just now at Brook Park
-as,&mdash;as paying attention to her?”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope not.”</p>
-
-<p>“You hope not, Major Rossiter?”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope no such mistake was made. It certainly was not made by me. I
-felt myself much flattered by<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_397" id="page_397"></a>{397}</span> being received at your house. I wrote the
-other day a line or two to Lady Wanless and thought I had explained all
-this.”</p>
-
-<p>Sir Walter opened his eyes when he heard, for the first time, of the
-letter, but was sharp enough not to exhibit his ignorance at the moment.
-“I don’t know about explaining,” he said. “There are some things which
-can’t be so very well explained. My wife assures me that that poor girl
-has been deceived,&mdash;cruelly deceived. Now I put it to you, Major
-Rossiter, what ought you as a gentleman to do?”</p>
-
-<p>“Really, Sir Walter, you are not entitled to ask me any such question.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not on behalf of my own child?”</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot go into the matter from that view of the case. I can only
-declare that I have said nothing and done nothing for which I can blame
-myself. I cannot understand how there should have been such a mistake;
-but it did not, at any rate, arise with me.”</p>
-
-<p>Then the Baronet sat dumb. He had been specially instructed not to give
-up the interview till he had obtained some sign of weakness from the
-enemy. If he could only induce the enemy to promise another visit to
-Brook Park that would be much. If he could obtain some expression of
-liking or admiration for the young lady that would be something. If he
-could induce the Major to allude to delay as being necessary, farther
-operations would be founded on that base. But nothing had been obtained.
-“It’s the most,&mdash;the most,&mdash;the most astonishing thing I ever heard,” he
-said at last.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_398" id="page_398"></a>{398}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I do not know that I can say anything further.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you what,” said the Baronet. “Come down and see Lady Wanless.
-The women understand these things much better than we do. Come down and
-talk it over with Lady Wanless. She won’t propose anything that isn’t
-proper.” In answer to this the Major shook his head. “You won’t?”</p>
-
-<p>“It would do no good, Sir Walter. It would be painful to me, and must, I
-should say, be distressing to the young lady.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you won’t do anything!”</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing to be done.”</p>
-
-<p>“Upon my word, I never heard such a thing in all my life, Major
-Rossiter. You come down to my house; and then,&mdash;then,&mdash;then you
-won’t,&mdash;you won’t come again! To be sure he was at Wadham; but I did
-think your father’s son would have behaved better.” Then he picked up
-his hat from the floor and shuffled out of the room without another
-word.</p>
-
-<p>Tidings that Sir Walter had been up to London and had called upon Major
-Rossiter made their way into Beetham and reached the ears of the
-Dugdales,&mdash;but not correct tidings as to the nature of the conversation.
-“I wonder when it will be,” said Mrs. Dugdale to Alice. “As he has been
-up to town I suppose it’ll be settled soon.”</p>
-
-<p>“The sooner the better for all parties,” said Alice cheerily. “When a
-man and a woman have agreed together, I can’t see why they shouldn’t at
-once walk off to the church arm in arm.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_399" id="page_399"></a>{399}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“The lawyers have so much to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bother the lawyers! The parson ought to do all that is necessary, and
-the sooner the better. Then there would not be such paraphernalia of
-presents and gowns and eatings and drinkings, all of which is got up for
-the good of the tradesmen. If I were to be married, I should like to
-slip out round the corner, just as though I were going to get an extra
-loaf of bread from Mrs. Bakewell.”</p>
-
-<p>“That wouldn’t do for my lady at Brook Park.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor yet for the Major.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Alice shook her head and sighed, and took herself out to walk alone
-for a few minutes among the lanes. How could it be that he should be so
-different from that which she had taken him to be! It was now September,
-and she could remember an early evening in May, when the leaves were
-beginning to be full, and they were walking together with the spring air
-fresh around them, just where she was now creeping alone with the more
-perfect and less fresh beauty of the autumn around her. How different a
-person he seemed to her to be now from that which he had seemed to be
-then;&mdash;not different because he did not love her, but different because
-he was not fit to be loved! “Alice,” he had then said, “you and I are
-alike in this, that simple, serviceable things are dear to both of us.”
-The words had meant so much to her that she had never forgotten them.
-Was she simple and serviceable, so that she might be dear to him? She
-had been sure<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_400" id="page_400"></a>{400}</span> then that he was simple, and that he was serviceable, so
-that she could love him. It was thus that she had spoken of him to
-herself, thinking herself to be sure of his character. And now, before
-the summer was over, he was engaged to marry such a one as Georgiana
-Wanless and to become the hero of a fashionable wedding!</p>
-
-<p>But she took pride to herself as she walked alone that she had already
-overcome the bitterness of the malady which, for a day or two, had been
-so heavy that she had feared for herself that it would oppress her. For
-a day or two after that farewell at the gate she had with a rigid
-purpose tied herself to every duty,&mdash;even to the duty of looking
-pleasant in her father’s eyes, of joining in the children’s games, of
-sharing the gossip of her stepmother. But this she had done with an
-agony that nearly crushed her. Now she had won her way through it, and
-could see her path before her. She had not cured altogether that wound
-in her heart; but she had assured herself that she could live on without
-further interference from the wound.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IX-5" id="CHAPTER_IX-5"></a>CHAPTER IX.<br /><br />
-<small>LADY DEEPBELL.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Then</span> by degrees it began to be rumoured about the country, and at last
-through the lanes of Beetham itself, that the alliance between Major
-Rossiter and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_401" id="page_401"></a>{401}</span> Miss Georgiana Wanless was not quite a settled thing. Mr.
-Burmeston had whispered in Slowbridge that there was a screw loose,
-perhaps thinking that if another could escape, why not he also? Cobble,
-who had no idea of escaping, declared his conviction that Major Rossiter
-ought to be horsewhipped; but Lady Deepbell was the real town-crier who
-carried the news far and wide. But all of them heard it before Alice,
-and when others believed it Alice did not believe it,&mdash;or, indeed, care
-to believe or not to believe.</p>
-
-<p>Lady Deepbell filled a middle situation, half way between the
-established superiority of Brook Park and the recognised humility of
-Beetham. Her title went for something; but her husband had been only a
-Civil Service Knight, who had deserved well of his country by a
-meritorious longevity. She lived in a pretty little cottage half way
-between Brook Park and Beetham, which was just large enough to enable
-her to talk of her grounds. She loved Brook Park dearly, and all the
-county people; but in her love for social intercourse generally she was
-unable to eschew the more frequent gatherings of the village. She was
-intimate not only with Mrs. Rossiter, but with the Tweeds and Dugdales
-and Simkinses, and, while she could enjoy greatly the grandeur of the
-Wanless aristocracy, so could she accommodate herself comfortably to the
-cosy gossip of the Beethamites. It was she who first spread the report
-in Beetham that Major Rossiter was,&mdash;as she called it,&mdash;“off.”</p>
-
-<p>She first mentioned the matter to Mrs. Rossiter<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_402" id="page_402"></a>{402}</span> herself; but this she
-did in a manner more subdued than usual. The “alliance” had been high,
-and she was inclined to think that Mrs. Rossiter would be disappointed.
-“We did think, Mrs. Rossiter, that these young people at Brook Park had
-meant something the other day.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Rossiter did not stand in awe of Lady Deepbell, and was not pleased
-at the allusion. “It would be much better if young people could be
-allowed to arrange their own affairs without so much tattling about it,”
-she said angrily.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s all very well, but tongues will talk, you know, Mrs. Rossiter. I
-am sorry for both their sakes, because I thought that it would do very
-well.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well indeed, if the young people, as you call them, liked each
-other.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I suppose it’s over now, Mrs. Rossiter?”</p>
-
-<p>“I really know nothing about it, Lady Deepbell.” Then the old woman,
-quite satisfied after this that the “alliance” had fallen to the ground,
-went on to the Tweeds.</p>
-
-<p>“I never thought it would come to much,” said Mrs. Tweed.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see why it shouldn’t,” said Matilda Tweed. “Georgiana Wanless
-is good-looking in a certain way; but they none of them have a penny,
-and Major Rossiter is quite a fashionable man.” The Tweeds were quite
-outside the Wanless pale; and it was the feeling of this that made
-Matilda love to talk about the second Miss Wanless by her Christian
-name.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_403" id="page_403"></a>{403}</span></p>
-
-<p>“I suppose he will go back to Alice now,” said Clara, the younger Tweed
-girl.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see that at all,” said Mrs. Tweed.</p>
-
-<p>“I never believed much in that story,” said Lady Deepbell.</p>
-
-<p>“Nor I either,” said Matilda. “He used to walk about with her, but what
-does that come to? The children were always with them. I never would
-believe that he was going to make so little of himself.”</p>
-
-<p>“But is it quite sure that all the affair at Brook Park will come to
-nothing, after the party and everything?” asked Mrs. Tweed.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite positive,” said Lady Deepbell authoritatively. “I am able to say
-certainly that that is all over.” Then she toddled off and went to the
-Simkinses.</p>
-
-<p>The rumour did not reach the doctor’s house on that day. The conviction
-that Major Rossiter had behaved badly to Alice,&mdash;that Alice had been
-utterly thrown over by the Wanless “alliance,” had been so strong, that
-even Lady Deepbell had not dared to go and probe wilfully that wound.
-The feeling in this respect had been so general that no one in Beetham
-had been hard-hearted enough to speak to Alice either of the triumph of
-Miss Wanless, or of the misconduct of the Major; and now Lady Deepbell
-was afraid to carry her story thither.</p>
-
-<p>It was the doctor himself who first brought the tidings to the house,
-and did not do this till some days after Lady Deepbell had been in the
-village. “You had better not say anything to Alice about it.” Such at
-first had been the doctor’s injunction to his wife. “One<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_404" id="page_404"></a>{404}</span> way or the
-other, it will only be a trouble to her.” Mrs. Dugdale, full of her
-secret, anxious to be obedient, thinking that the gentleman relieved
-from his second love, would be ready at once to be on again with his
-first, was so fluttered and fussy that Alice knew that there was
-something to be told. “You have got some great secret, mamma,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“What secret, Alice?”</p>
-
-<p>“I know you have. Don’t wait for me to ask you to tell it. If it is to
-come, let it come.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not going to say anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, mamma. Then nothing shall be said.”</p>
-
-<p>“Alice, you are the most provoking young woman I ever had to deal with
-in my life. If I had twenty secrets I would not tell you one of them.”</p>
-
-<p>On the next morning Alice heard it all from her father. “I knew there
-was something by mamma’s manner,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“I told her not to say anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“So I suppose. But what does it matter to me, papa, whether Major
-Rossiter does or does not marry Miss Wanless? If he has given her his
-word, I am sure I hope that he will keep it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t suppose he ever did.”</p>
-
-<p>“Even then it doesn’t matter. Papa, do not trouble yourself about him.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have gone through the fire, and have come out without being much
-scorched. Dear papa, I do so wish that you should understand it all. It
-is so nice<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_405" id="page_405"></a>{405}</span> to have some one to whom everything can be told. I did like
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>“And he?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have nothing to say about that;&mdash;not a word. Girls, I suppose, are
-often foolish, and take things for more than they are intended to mean.
-I have no accusation to make against him. But I did,&mdash;I did allow myself
-to be weak. Then came this about Miss Wanless, and I was unhappy. I woke
-from a dream, and the waking was painful. But I have got over it. I do
-not think that you will ever know from your girl’s manner that anything
-has been the matter with her.”</p>
-
-<p>“My brave girl!”</p>
-
-<p>“But don’t let mamma talk to me as though he could come back because the
-other girl has not suited him. He is welcome to the other girl,&mdash;welcome
-to do without her,&mdash;welcome to do with himself as it may best please
-him; but he shall not trouble me again.” There was a stern strength in
-her voice as she said this, which forced her father to look at her
-almost with amazement. “Do not think that I am fierce, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fierce, my darling!”</p>
-
-<p>“But that I am in earnest. Of course, if he comes to Beetham we shall
-see him. But let him be like anybody else. Don’t let it be supposed that
-because he flitted here once, and was made welcome, like a bird that
-comes in at the window, and then flitted away again, that he can be
-received in at the window just as before, should he fly this way any
-more. That’s all, papa.” Then, as before, she went off by herself,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_406" id="page_406"></a>{406}</span>&mdash;to
-give herself renewed strength by her solitary thinkings. She had so
-healed the flesh round that wound that there was no longer danger of
-mortification. She must now take care that there should be no further
-wound. The people around her would be sure to tell her of this breach
-between her late lover and the Wanless young lady. The Tweeds and the
-Simkinses, and old Lady Deepbell would be full of it. She must take care
-so to answer them at the first word that they should not dare to talk to
-her of Major Rossiter. She had cured herself so that she no longer
-staggered under the effects of the blow. Having done that, she would not
-allow herself to be subject to the little stings of the little creatures
-around her. She had had enough of love,&mdash;of a man’s love, and would make
-herself happy now with Bobby and the other bairns.</p>
-
-<p>“He’ll be sure to come back,” said Mrs Dugdale to her husband.</p>
-
-<p>“We shall do no good by talking about it,” said the doctor. “If you will
-take my advice, you will not mention his name to her. I fear that he is
-worthless and unworthy of mention.” That might be very well, thought
-Mrs. Dugdale; but no one in the village doubted that he had at the very
-least £1,500 a year, and that he was a handsome man, and such a one as
-is not to be picked up under every hedge. The very men who go about the
-world most like butterflies before marriage “steady down the best”
-afterwards. These were her words as she discussed the matter with Mrs.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_407" id="page_407"></a>{407}</span>
-Tweed, and they both agreed that if the hero showed himself again at the
-doctor’s house “bygones ought to be bygones.”</p>
-
-<p>Lady Wanless, even after her husband’s return from London, declared to
-herself that even yet the game had not been altogether played out. Sir
-Walter, who had been her only possible direct messenger to the man
-himself, had been, she was aware, as bad a messenger as could have been
-selected. He could be neither authoritative nor persuasive. Therefore
-when he told her, on coming home, that it was easy to perceive that
-Major Rossiter’s father could not have been educated at Christchurch,
-she did not feel very much disappointed. As her next step she determined
-to call on Mrs. Rossiter. If that should fail she must beard the lion in
-his den, and go herself to Major Rossiter at the Horse Guards. She did
-not doubt but that she would at least be able to say more than Sir
-Walter. Mrs. Rossiter, she was aware, was herself favourable to the
-match.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear Mrs. Rossiter,” she said in her most confidential manner,
-“there is a little something wrong among these young people, which I
-think you and I can put right if we put our heads together.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I know one of the young people,” said Mrs. Rossiter, “it will be
-very hard to make him change his mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“He has been very attentive to the young lady.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course I know nothing about it, Lady Wanless. I never saw them
-together.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_408" id="page_408"></a>{408}</span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear Georgiana is so very quiet that she said nothing even to me, but I
-really thought that he had proposed to her. She won’t say a word against
-him, but I believe he did. Now, Mrs. Rossiter, what has been the meaning
-of it?”</p>
-
-<p>“How is a mother to answer for her son, Lady Wanless?”</p>
-
-<p>“No;&mdash;of course not. I know that. Girls, of course, are different. But I
-thought that perhaps you might know something about it, for I did
-imagine you would like the connection.”</p>
-
-<p>“So I should. Why not? Nobody thinks more of birth than I do, and
-nothing in my opinion could have been nicer for John. But he does not
-see with my eyes. If I were to talk to him for a week it would have no
-effect.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it that girl of the doctor’s, Mrs. Rossiter?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think not. My idea is that when he has turned it all over in his mind
-he has come to the conclusion that he will be better without a wife than
-with one.”</p>
-
-<p>“We might cure him of that, Mrs. Rossiter. If I could only have him down
-there at Brook Park for another week, I am sure he would come to.” Mrs.
-Rossiter, however, could not say that she thought it probable that her
-son would be induced soon to pay another visit to Brook Park.</p>
-
-<p>A week after this Lady Wanless absolutely did find her way into the
-Major’s presence at the Horse Guards,&mdash;but without much success. The
-last words at that interview only shall be given to the reader,&mdash;the
-last<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_409" id="page_409"></a>{409}</span> words as they were spoken both by the lady and by the gentleman.
-“Then I am to see my girl die of a broken heart?” said Lady Wanless,
-with her handkerchief up to her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope not, Lady Wanless; but in whatever way she might die, the fault
-would not be mine.” There was a frown on the gentleman’s brow as he said
-this which cowed even the lady.</p>
-
-<p>As she went back to Slowbridge that afternoon, and then home to Brook
-Park, she determined at last that the game must be looked upon as played
-out. There was no longer any ground on which to stand and fight. Before
-she went to bed that night she sent for Georgiana. “My darling child,”
-she said, “that man is unworthy of you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I always thought he was,” said Georgiana. And so there was an end to
-that little episode in the family of the Wanlesses.</p>
-
-<h3><a name="CHAPTER_X-5" id="CHAPTER_X-5"></a>CHAPTER X.<br /><br />
-<small>THE BIRD THAT PECKED AT THE WINDOW.</small></h3>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> bird that had flown in at the window and had been made welcome, had
-flown away ungratefully. Let him come again pecking as he might at the
-window, no more crumbs of love should be thrown to him. Alice, with a
-steady purpose, had resolved on that. With all her humble ways, her
-continual darning of stockings, her cutting of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_410" id="page_410"></a>{410}</span> bread and butter for the
-children, her pushing of the perambulator in the lanes, there was a
-pride about her, a knowledge of her own dignity as a woman, which could
-have been stronger in the bosom of no woman of title, of wealth, or of
-fashion. She claimed nothing. She had expected no admiration. She had
-been contented to take the world as it came to her, without thinking
-much of love or romance. When John Rossiter had first shown himself at
-Beetham, after his return from India, and when he had welcomed her so
-warmly,&mdash;too warmly,&mdash;as his old playfellow, no idea had occurred to her
-that he would ever be more to her than her old playfellow. Her own heart
-was too precious to herself to be given away idly to the first comer.
-Then the bird had flown in at the window, and it had been that the
-coming of the stranger had been very sweet to her. But, even for the
-stranger, she would not change her ways,&mdash;unless, perchance, some day
-she might appertain to the stranger. Then it would be her duty to fit
-herself entirely to him. In the meantime, when he gave her little hints
-that something of her domestic slavery might be discontinued, she would
-not abate a jot from her duties. If he liked to come with her when she
-pushed the children, let him come. If he cared to see her when she was
-darning a stocking or cutting bread and butter, let him pay his visits.
-If he thought those things derogatory, certainty let him stay away. So
-the thing had grown till she had found herself surprised, and taken, as
-it were, into a net,&mdash;caught in a pitfall of love. But she held her
-peace,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_411" id="page_411"></a>{411}</span> stuck manfully to the perambulator, and was a little colder in
-her demeanour than heretofore. Whereupon Major Rossiter, as the reader
-is aware, made two visits to Brook Park. The bird might peck at the
-window, but he should never again be taken into the room.</p>
-
-<p>But the bird, from the moment in which he had packed up his portmanteau
-at Brook Park, had determined that he would be taken in at the window
-again,&mdash;that he would at any rate return to the window, and peck at the
-glass with constancy, soliciting that it might be opened. As he now
-thought of the two girls, the womanliness of the one, as compared with
-the worldliness of the other, conquered him completely. There had never
-been a moment in which his heart had in truth inclined itself towards
-the young athlete of Brook Park,&mdash;never a moment, hardly a moment, in
-which his heart had been untrue to Alice. But glitter had for awhile
-prevailed with him, and he had, just for a moment, allowed himself to be
-discontented with the homely colour of unalloyed gold. He was thoroughly
-ashamed of himself, knowing well that he had given pain. He had learned,
-clearly enough, from what her father, mother, and others had said to
-him, that there were those who expected him to marry Alice Dugdale, and
-others who hoped that he would marry Georgiana Wanless. Now, at last, he
-could declare that no other love than that which was warm within his
-heart at present could ever have been possible to him. But he was aware
-that he had much to do to recover his footing.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_412" id="page_412"></a>{412}</span> Alice’s face and her
-manner as she bade him good-bye at the gate were very clear before his
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Two months passed by before he was again seen at Beetham. It had
-happened that he was, in truth, required elsewhere, on duty, during the
-period, and he took care to let it be known at Beetham that such was the
-case. Information to this effect was in some shape sent to Alice.
-Openly, she took no notice of it; but, inwardly, she said to herself
-that they who troubled themselves by sending her such tidings, troubled
-themselves in vain. “Men may come and men may go,” she sang to herself,
-in a low voice. How little they knew her, to come to her with news as to
-Major Rossiter’s coming and going!</p>
-
-<p>Then one day he came. One morning early in December the absolute fact
-was told at the dinner table. “The Major is at the parsonage,” said the
-maid-servant. Mrs. Dugdale looked at Alice, who continued, however, to
-distribute hashed mutton with an equanimity which betrayed no flaw.</p>
-
-<p>After that not a word was said about him. The doctor had warned his wife
-to be silent; and though she would fain have spoken, she restrained
-herself. After dinner the usual work went on, and then the usual playing
-in the garden. The weather was dry and mild for the time of year, so
-that Alice was swinging two of the children when Major Rossiter came up
-through the gate. Minnie, who had been a favourite, ran to him, and he
-came slowly across the lawn to the tree on which the swing was hung. For
-a moment<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_413" id="page_413"></a>{413}</span> Alice stopped her work that she might shake hands with him,
-and then at once went back to her place. “If I were to stop a moment
-before Bobby has had his turn,” she said, “he would feel the injustice.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I isn’t,” said Bobby. “Oo may go ’is time.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t want to go, Bobby, and Major Rossiter will find mamma in
-the drawing-room;” and Alice for a moment thought of getting her hat and
-going off from the place. Then she reflected that to run away would be
-cowardly. She did not mean to run away always because the man came. Had
-she not settled it with herself that the man should be nothing to her?
-Then she went on swinging the children,&mdash;very deliberately, in order
-that she might be sure of herself, that the man’s coming had not even
-flurried her.</p>
-
-<p>In ten minutes the Major was there again. It had been natural to suppose
-that he should not be detained long in conversation by Mrs. Dugdale.
-“May I swing one of them for a time?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, no; I think not. It is my allotted exercise, and I never give it
-up.” But Minnie, who knew what a strong arm could do, was imperious, and
-the Major got possession of the swing.</p>
-
-<p>Then of a sudden he stopped. “Alice,” he said, “I want you to take a
-turn with me up the road.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not going out at all to-day,” she said. Her voice was steady and
-well preserved; but there was a slight rising of colour on her cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>“But I wish it expressly. You must come to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>She could consider only for a moment,&mdash;but for a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_414" id="page_414"></a>{414}</span> moment she did think
-the matter over. If the man chose to speak to her seriously, she must
-listen to him,&mdash;once, and once only. So much he had a right to demand.
-When a bird of that kind pecks in that manner some attention must be
-paid to him. So she got her hat, and leading the way down the road,
-opened the gate and turned up the lane away from the street of the
-village. For some yards he did not speak. She, indeed, was the first to
-do so. “I cannot stay out very long, Major Rossiter; so, if there is
-anything&mdash;&mdash;?”</p>
-
-<p>“There is a something, Alice.” Of course she knew, but she was quite
-resolved. Resolved! Had not every moment of her life since last she had
-parted with him been given up to the strengthening this resolution? Not
-a stitch had gone through the calico which had not been pulled the
-tighter by the tightening of her purpose! And now he was there. Oh, how
-more than earthly sweet it had been to have him there, when her
-resolutions had been of another kind! But she had been punished for
-that, and was strong against such future ills. “Alice, it had better
-come out simply. I love you, and have ever loved you with all my heart.”
-Then there was a frown and a little trampling of the ground beneath her
-feet, but she said not a word. Oh, if it only could have come sooner,&mdash;a
-few weeks sooner! “I know what you would say to me, but I would have you
-listen to me, if possible, before you say it. I have given you cause to
-be angry with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no!” she cried, interrupting him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_415" id="page_415"></a>{415}</span></p>
-
-<p>“But I have never been untrue to you for a moment. You seemed to slight
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“And if I did?”</p>
-
-<p>“That may pass. If you should slight me now, I must bear it. Even though
-you should deliberately tell me that you cannot love me, I must bear
-that. But with such a load of love as I have at my heart, it must be
-told to you. Day and night it covers me from head to foot. I can think
-of nothing else. I dream that I have your hand in mine, but when I wake
-I think it can never be so.”</p>
-
-<p>There was an instinct with her at the moment to let her fingers glide
-into his; but it was shown only by the gathering together of her two
-hands, so that no rebellious fingers straying from her in that direction
-might betray her. “If you have never loved me, never can love me, say
-so, and I will go away.” She should have spoken now, upon the instant;
-but she simply moved her foot upon the gravel and was silent. “That I
-should be punished might be right. If it could be possible that the
-punishment should extend to two, that could not be right.”</p>
-
-<p>She did not want to punish him,&mdash;only to be brave herself. If to be
-obdurate would in truth make him unhappy, then would it be right that
-she should still be firm? It would be bad enough, after so many
-self-assurances, to succumb at the first word; but for his sake,&mdash;for
-his sake,&mdash;would it not be possible to bear even that? “If you never
-have loved me, and never can love me, say so, and I will go.” Even to
-herself,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_416" id="page_416"></a>{416}</span> she had not pledged herself to lie. If he asked her to be his
-wife in the plain way, she could say that she would not. Then the way
-would be plain before her. But what reply was she to make in answer to
-such a question as this? Could she say that she had not loved him,&mdash;or
-did not love him? “Alice,” he said, putting his hand up to her arm.</p>
-
-<p>“No!”</p>
-
-<p>“Alice, can you not forgive me?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have forgiven.”</p>
-
-<p>“And will you not love me?”</p>
-
-<p>She turned her face upon him with a purpose to frown, but the fulness of
-his eyes upon her was too much, and the frown gave way, and a tear came
-into her eye, and her lips trembled; and then she acknowledged to
-herself that her resolution had not been worth a straw to her.</p>
-
-<p>It should be added that considerably before Alice’s wedding, both Sophia
-and Georgiana Wanless were married,&mdash;Sophia, in due order, as of course,
-to young Cobble, and Georgiana to Mr. Burmeston, the brewer. This, as
-the reader will remember, was altogether unexpected; but it was a great
-and guiding principle with Lady Wanless that the girls should not be
-taken out of their turns.</p>
-
-<p class="c">
-THE END.<br />
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